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lonely,mord0r,2019/09/28,"Having a bad day. I have been on a mania high for the past couple of weeks and have felt really good but today was the crash and I feel so god awful. I am depressed and its finally hitting me again after being manic and not really feeling the lows for a while.


I feel so overwhelmingly lonely, All my friends are never around or seem to care much when they are, I don't go anywhere so all my friendships are online, I am okay with that, I more just crave social interaction not actually being with people.. I just wanna have conversations, I wanna feel like people actually enjoy chatting with me for once. I wanna feel cared about. I don't wanna be alone with my thoughts.


I know I can be chatty and overbearing because I have a lot to say so I get I am not everyone's cup of tea, (Ironically though I am an introvert lmao) but it really sucks when you are depressed and crave attention when you don't get it..or when I do get it I get ignored or half ass replies. I know I am interesting and charismatic and kind, I'm a good conversationalist.. I just don't get it. I guess because I am so sad maybe my negative energy is too high and that's why people don't enjoy talking to me as much as I do them.. I don't know.. *sigh*


Just needed to rant and get my feelings off of my chest.",1.6035378743394018,3.727675278625956,3.923206106870232,84.8832589547857,80.56488549618321,6.9315325895478574,21.52730475631239,8.012643519586192,1.1146706987668815,1001,30,207,19,26,346,131,262,0.183,0.639,0.17800000000000002,-0.406,0,3,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,2,0,18,21,1,1,9,2,31,3,2,0,3,50,57,27,0,5,11,0,7,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,15,1,1,13,1,0,1,11,9,1,1,4,8,39,11,25,48,6,20,0,6,0,1,11,6,2,5,14,153,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.2255832444151843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970837353902175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289272482717142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965063672591935,0.14091575753065946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356876540668465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127889582926112,0.0,0.07454100202317201,0.0,0.19910167892100689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044381179254076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506512102750497,0.08257199651191646,0.11097710455680963,0.12661472675347488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892985747952327,0.0,0.3623217923693877,0.0,0.06568806742025754,0.1938898479894852,0.0,0.0,0.1273269008482065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442380275237985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036114753177653,0.1905629779392075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564676586510396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826391237098958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611792514757438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699325344761576,0.08570278838660482,0.08914417175288197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230913449495238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033635475998553,0.24039057777143386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22213488471778053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191565993550234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522175729681227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178215682605237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290065014307627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355899305973262,0.091759411414545,0.0,0.0,0.1095584769209766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271312487521187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429502066125547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,d1ng_d0ngz,2019/09/28,"looking for some chatting buddies might be a little risky but, atm i don’t really have that many friends so i’m gonna throw my number out there and anyone who wants to message or call feel free (UK BTW) but i’m sure i’ll be awake whenever 

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lonely,trynabhappie,2019/09/28,"The flame is going out little by little! 😊 I often look at all the bad things that I have had to go through since my ex dumped me permentantly a year ago this month.  

Little by little he is losing importance in my life. 

I never really thought of myself as a good person, but recent events have shown me I was wrong. Moving on letting go of him has been very difficult.  My self-esteem has plummeted.  However,  I'm beginning another phase of life and I'm healing. I'm seeing that I do have the ability to attract desirable and good people into my life, who bring me more happiness than he did (in the end it was sad and we were bitter). 

I think it's analogous to the flame from a lighter he gave me. 

I still have the lighter he gave me and I had been using it regulary but over time, it slowly went dead. I tried it just to see if there was more fluid in it a few weeks ago and there wasn't. I don't know why I didn't throw it away, but I tried it again a week later. There was a small flame that eventually went out but it was enough for the candle I was lighting. I tried it again this afternoon. There was an even smaller flame then.  I think it will eventually fade out, just like the pain I feel for losing that person I once cared so deeply for for so long.",2.204921630094041,3.8053786475095808,3.7755154998258464,89.12444357366773,76.70114942528734,7.197561825148032,21.059038662486934,8.00094639256281,0.7812436781609193,981,24,216,16,22,326,139,261,0.11599999999999999,0.777,0.107,-0.5369,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,2,13,15,2,0,15,0,27,5,0,1,2,27,49,14,1,2,7,1,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,19,10,0,0,5,0,0,8,4,9,0,0,20,6,29,6,28,27,5,44,0,3,3,0,12,16,0,2,21,148,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027473000926132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991691638763205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074454191998086,0.0,0.0954862094942791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659811342291615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128942594678196,0.11816492842235855,0.0,0.07553400703792038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782408607613795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498105912905525,0.19184026059352302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173883904217342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284951950194917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694132124404255,0.2423285304850387,0.055870745493126636,0.4584769086892962,0.0,0.10120541075387823,0.09603398622885934,0.2558802109207324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912814302450842,0.12154707343519433,0.0,0.0,0.08820183891419665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179016042760772,0.0,0.0,0.1216875952988042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928314549403391,0.1997102898390424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326224075689654,0.0,0.11291716034298567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226096490662747,0.0,0.11930290366064734,0.0,0.0,0.0946001564935411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132841321804197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597600984891087,0.1465551336186612,0.0,0.09078943317666244,0.06668450544853108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329297420161068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877072169705764,0.0,0.09435935850377818,0.0,0.0,0.1834661300829432,0.0,0.0,0.21202658925717016,0.10319252993249632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503521332940645,0.0,0.0736443885079363
lonely,Mutantti2,2019/09/28,"Things wrong with my life I want to tell about the things, i find tough in my life at the moment.

I am lonely and find it hard to maintain friends. I haven't spent time with my friends or heard too much of them in a long time. I also find my self questioning, whether i want to spend time with them. 

I can't build new relationships. I would like to find my self a girlfriend, but i don't know how to. A friend with common interests would be cool too.

Death has been really close lately.

Family members are ill.

I can't get along with my work mates.

It's getting harder to speak and i think i'm getting slower. Propably my self esteem or something like that.

I've been working in this company for three years, in these short (from one week to six months) contracts. I really enjoy this job and in the spring i got to sign a ongoing contract. I was relieved and started to try and figure out things to work on my self. But after couple of months, news came in, that the company is shutting down a lot of its production and now we all are under the threat of being fired. I'm worried about couple of my work mates and my self. I'm not in the state for studying and it's hard to find a job suitable for me elsewhere.",2.7933467741935485,4.313038737903227,3.5201935483870948,91.91029032258066,74.92741935483872,6.572903225806452,23.28709677419355,7.1686216300943375,0.6611832258064512,949,27,207,10,20,300,134,248,0.11900000000000001,0.767,0.115,-0.2756,3,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,2,4,7,13,1,0,12,1,16,3,0,1,1,42,31,15,1,4,6,0,3,2,6,2,3,2,0,5,12,18,0,0,9,0,2,1,5,4,0,3,7,6,28,9,41,20,3,33,0,1,0,0,19,15,0,4,18,134,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592469048774081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858779364928213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210101947900122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950240515663195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338740963169362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22005472314374572,0.0,0.1488090597407232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593339786107302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009788739607476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842959603856624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05217737044020642,0.0,0.10709815757210342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341199911953353,0.09276725128423463,0.0,0.0,0.0840202478762719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071587585581412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156281346150655,0.0,0.0697929332635184,0.0,0.0,0.0916951010607478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433482363943832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063562185237177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216439236304305,0.0,0.0,0.10193164985433588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952234995766993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309061209095997,0.0,0.0,0.06720008876851773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298306362815706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922475980102516,0.06083468543063149,0.0,0.0,0.16608347228344653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445905252221372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111997923777509,0.0,0.0761563517782498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27647419735210105,0.0964177110131802,0.0,0.134887448051637,0.10380363598096153,0.0,0.0611392190500661
lonely,LegalCelery,2019/09/28,"I want to fall in love I dont really believe in love. I mean i had crushes but i only had interest in them for a week or two. Never “loved” someone. When i say love im talking about the romantic one of course. I mean i love my family, my friends. But i’ve never been in love and im starting to think that i never will. I always loose interest in the people im attracted to and most of the time im only attracted to them physically, nothing more. I feel like im gonna be alone my whole life",-0.4013888888888886,1.5456420092592609,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,87.24074074074073,6.562962962962962,21.037037037037038,7.793537801064563,0.9901703703703704,379,13,87,8,12,138,62,108,0.08800000000000001,0.5379999999999999,0.374,0.991,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,2,12,0,0,4,0,6,7,0,0,3,14,19,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,2,16,12,13,13,3,13,0,0,0,6,11,5,0,2,8,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102854238899694,0.0,0.0,0.08920033107244096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207795094003163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563949389121584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106014152618577,0.0,0.0542043573795133,0.07658485487549416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282370149902324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5789806981764394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571967070589407,0.05237329392083556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5805218555308684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23354797101458166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480414818008669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286284043256916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264258843866474,0.1630633171549537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432010160734721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867609935385588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852510266713707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908315801508268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587785456305618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616459707401862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869046601106962,0.0,0.0,0.0625101235538576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472040044034256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323028977705268,0.0,0.0859906689139697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968677428765308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Babysnorfff,2019/09/28,25/F Pregnant & Getting Divorce I could really use a friend right now. I don't have anyone I can really talk to. Nobody that actually cares enough to be there for me and it's making me crazy. Am i not good enough to have friends?? I'm lonely. I've never been this lonely before.,0.060517241379312026,2.4210749655172417,2.4961206896551715,90.07969827586209,92.44827586206895,4.968965517241379,15.870689655172415,6.6274283507984215,-0.08090344827586192,220,5,45,3,8,75,46,58,0.16699999999999998,0.675,0.158,0.2806,0,4,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,1,6,13,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,6,4,4,10,2,3,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2335799818645085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593455161905553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736546832357546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367698908505927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440425843920389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911087876196107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946439298223671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36985653850792655,0.0,0.12505526568127967,0.0,0.0,0.20076308102805088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977407721369394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846085162516904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30667917426442404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204411388268652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238780106985787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672943564521964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sadness92,2019/09/28,Why am I here Just to suffer. Life is pain,-3.858000000000001,-2.9027367999999982,-0.6600000000000001,108.70000000000003,117.0,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-2.9819999999999998,32,0,9,0,2,11,10,10,0.493,0.507,0.0,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516841292674434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6804525502858554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5770318658249187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HamsterRivals,2019/09/28,"Why...don't...people... like me...? I feel really bad because I just went to an awesome convention and I took lots of pictures of people dressed up as characters like Dio from JoJo's Bizarre Adventure and I bought a print art someone made of Hamtaro and Bijou as humans eating cotton candy by a hamster looking ferris wheel and people said they like my shirt.

Then I got home and I feel VERY depressed and suicidal because this guy on Reddit told me that people ""hate me because I say crazy shit that makes others uncomfortable."" and now his comment is upvoted to 3, too!!!

I told him that people said they like my shirt at the convention I go to, and he said that doesn't mean that other people like me at all. And that reply of his was upvoted by others, too!!!!

I feel so bad that I'm hated.

I just played Kirby's Dream Course online with someone on the Switch.  I like very good anime and video games. I made a bunch of indie fangames and I'm going to be working on original indie games.

I feel really bad about the person on Reddit telling me that people don't like me and that everyone hates me because I say crazy shit that makes others feel uncomfortable... =(",4.701747787610618,5.910112747787615,5.4258296460177,81.32024889380534,69.75221238938053,7.950884955752213,26.95685840707965,8.278499904357787,1.8043106194690264,915,29,170,13,16,297,118,226,0.24600000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.065,-0.9927,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,1,7,19,5,0,7,0,5,5,4,5,1,28,32,16,1,0,2,0,5,7,0,0,0,5,1,3,15,13,1,0,6,6,1,4,2,9,0,0,12,11,29,10,23,19,3,14,2,1,1,0,20,7,2,1,10,101,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23986254896962164,0.2334934903000348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247648586381125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798464982498684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150116193311357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420913754897113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884330043560143,0.0803175211454938,0.0765866624163432,0.0,0.0,0.09481577484584322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836244972620014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605338533776914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274786885790068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041285698590098,0.0,0.0,0.08141028466971527,0.0,0.1812176428485898,0.12783882135500432,0.0,0.0,0.10430886423001988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647072503444386,0.08361245641292431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122690441577871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732642231082136,0.15230169164652874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965890434288325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227139838708707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474404103403837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836969773431101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830023238662272,0.10639099778756082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802125681971285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876890603350572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971318489584445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Spoony7,2019/09/28,"[m/18] want to talk Hey im 18 from Germany and I want someone to talk to.
Just send me a text, no matter if we talk about you or me 🙂",-2.8584375000000013,-1.3084249687499965,0.4362500000000011,106.18375,95.5625,3.2,14.25,3.1291,-1.6902125,99,2,29,0,4,35,25,32,0.07400000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.124,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35825921419827145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28102189444064896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7997484442056855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912536981008758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Soundwave_101,2019/09/28,"advice pls I feel very lonely inside me and recently I feel it everyday. I want to cry all the time and I act more violently. I don't know how to tell my friends how I feel. But even if I knew that I feel like there's a wall between my friends and me, I feel lonely even with them. I have no friends or family to talk about. And I'm afraid of people and I'm very unsociable. Sorry for my bad english this is because I'm french. I feel very unconfortable to talk about this with my friends because most of the time I tried I failed and they understand other shit and became worst. pls I need advice and sorry im just a sad cringe teenager but I need some help",0.4322392086330957,2.6631275611510787,2.2297796762589925,94.54956160071943,86.33812949640287,5.4893884892086335,19.47886690647482,6.9077264865688965,0.19920467625899274,517,15,117,7,16,170,78,139,0.175,0.7,0.125,-0.6983,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,8,14,2,1,4,0,3,1,1,2,1,32,18,14,0,4,5,0,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,9,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,1,6,23,5,12,17,5,6,0,4,0,0,10,1,1,4,5,71,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666649770731132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139258873873608,0.16635122820886414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149878440927104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024128982172666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862821591454532,0.0,0.41394419278828976,0.09747634527264827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216683174344373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145621675429244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738402921412186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498661135520088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666014174203026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234449800171145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459379268595022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472299048698005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005884611502228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054780445355556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193386676339632,0.11925895630327785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912436986340664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263720802769916,0.0,0.0,0.14204407157759066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377442787114438,0.08047880443225584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,houseofzen,2019/09/28,"Depressed lonely M/25/US looking to talk to some pals Hoping to talk to some new people. I never go out on weekends because no friends. I usually spend these days when I’m not working in doors drinking and smoking alone watching Netflix or gaming. When I’m not doing those things I’m usually sulking in bed listening to Joe Rogan podcasts and browsing reddit. It would be nice to have some buds to relate to and talk about things with. Hobbies include gaming, music production, tech, not being sober, movies (John Wick 3 is easily the #1 movie of 2019). Sick and tired of being alone all the time with no one to talk to or share my interests with. Im basically a living Doomer meme.",5.429299145299146,6.665301553846158,5.7464102564102575,79.590811965812,68.07692307692308,7.931623931623932,30.5982905982906,8.167268648758528,2.28757264957265,542,21,95,7,9,173,91,130,0.159,0.735,0.106,-0.765,0,4,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,0,7,3,0,0,2,20,14,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,2,0,5,8,1,0,0,5,1,1,6,2,0,1,0,3,3,5,20,10,4,14,0,2,2,0,11,4,0,6,9,57,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506225290963533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318459317890273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916427096146873,0.0,0.1457908334788658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581882809243373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130776533060146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619927014894554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681219548514284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283918020049006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946731219125226,0.0,0.14214302803528295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305504119309021,0.1634807093982404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147008126488485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734956357874532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442068912120498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249091289874481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870190647819907,0.1945494037640743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360933504573508,0.0,0.3728509905378245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322958748768617,0.0,0.0,0.12024358685089866,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EiraLumi747,2019/09/28,"26F, Feeling adrift 🍃 I wasn’t sure where to post this, but this is a good a place as any as I’ve found myself feeling very lonely again. 

I’ve had difficulties throughout my life, I grew up in rural Wales and my family didn’t have friends growing up as my sister has disabilities, which prevented us getting out and we were so isolated anyway (not even a bus to the village). 

At school I always had trouble making friends, looking back that’s probably because I had next to no social
time with other kids beforehand. I did manage in the end, and am still in touch with some, but that’s all long distance now. 

I missed out on uni (college) due to mental health issues, so I never had that experience. 

I travelled, moved place to place, always made friends but never kept them. I just couldn’t do it even though I tried.

Fast forward to last year when I was 24-25, I had the best year of my life. I moved to a new city, made lovely friends, had a job I loved and I finally felt
like I’d made it. It was fragile underneath though, and I got taken in by my ex who turned out to be abusive and controlling. We met at work, and so when things got really bad - he assaulted me - I had to leave my job, the city, my friends, all of it. 

I’m now left with PTSD in the middle of nowhere in Wales again, on my own in government housing (social housing/council house). I just feel so hopeless. I go out and there’s nothing but fields, sheep and the elderly (whom I have nothing against, but I’m craving company my own age!) 

The two good friends I do have recently bailed on me. Also, they smoke far too much weed - as much as I’m grateful
For them, I would give anything to have sober friends as I can’t smoke and don’t enjoy it anyway. 

I would love a happy relationship, a stable job with good coworkers, and friends who really connect. I was on my way to building that and it all just got taken away from me. I also can’t go back to work, I can’t go back to the same company because they treated me like shit and didn’t support me when I was abused, and I can’t work anywhere else due to my mental health at the moment. 

Everyone else is either married, engaged, buying houses, enjoying their careers or having kids. That last one stings because I nearly had a baby, too - won’t go into details but here I am a year later, childless. You get the picture. Even after everything I went through, people say I’m “too negative” and don’t invite me to things, or cut me
off. 

I just feel so lost, alone, and that I’m always chasing my tail getting nowhere.  😞",4.025145089285715,4.823241648437501,4.98037723214286,85.41082812500005,70.9921875,7.80455357142857,28.886383928571423,7.957251820313856,1.7591783928571425,1972,73,408,25,35,645,245,512,0.115,0.691,0.19399999999999998,0.9928,3,3,2,0,1,1,74.0,3,1,5,6,35,33,3,0,19,0,40,8,1,5,6,65,79,42,0,3,14,2,7,2,8,3,4,1,0,2,21,27,0,3,6,1,1,11,16,9,0,2,31,9,62,24,59,43,11,77,0,4,1,3,34,33,1,3,35,278,83,11,0.0,0.1563251321693684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683240660769036,0.0,0.105510890283196,0.16467466427477234,0.0,0.0,0.04486123291922181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054286927484831014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198011717692934,0.15217843907009612,0.05508142177965262,0.12064240676108492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923047384778369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398992665334289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021739376057008,0.0,0.05842901945676096,0.0,0.0,0.13071585485689044,0.0,0.0,0.06303627784433037,0.059288750560165075,0.06453041345370901,0.06218977245675001,0.0,0.13342378511206973,0.0,0.06334065696992566,0.07226589670599419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233168531037787,0.4077403472794796,0.0,0.10339835615124544,0.06328354754506044,0.14996698146342394,0.16599518973527908,0.15828448609567075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022530662554938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024408294130875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22835836481039104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885457460216844,0.19639238210271914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075472011847846,0.0,0.06985172484274617,0.07167559260019231,0.0,0.09319181668629356,0.06445831526771231,0.0,0.0,0.05838055511514829,0.055397407946852,0.0,0.07201303777813785,0.0,0.17861899635416836,0.18726460041975165,0.04403486956874077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132962622254961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022937245964232,0.09698972069301387,0.0,0.10175883442655494,0.06371334334967936,0.07015885926380318,0.0,0.0,0.12659821259203222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04470235225723818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0457346500620709,0.0,0.20677092653596307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318013795178208,0.0,0.07112582008128862,0.0,0.0771143179934327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452295687567005,0.0,0.06513650262120099,0.07082609790752144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246125594454203,0.0,0.0667642254387192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771630709886296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449432779223802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268298820921115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074860924112646,0.06217507211972353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765384374952341,0.0,0.12962856174652884,0.0,0.03846709792159201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04478867134485196,0.0717554096925682,0.06444220022467692,0.0,0.07935267421287844,0.0,0.0,0.05443139540391383,0.0,0.052363180827624256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061153993090882215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407881603907716,0.0,0.0,0.09372507573313424,0.0,0.0,0.12744576352734815
lonely,aWinterLife,2019/09/28,"My whole life has been spent trying to find pieces of myself in others. But most people are unlike me. 
The people who do encompass my values and interests don’t want to stay. I want someone who stays. 
I’ve been aching for something, a new life.",2.3081250000000004,4.7590885625000015,3.1498333333333366,89.57850000000002,80.04166666666666,5.506666666666668,17.933333333333334,6.742157984588678,0.09657833333333343,193,4,37,2,5,61,39,48,0.065,0.7879999999999999,0.147,0.2732,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,5,6,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23887170703902424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36920239669581373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25241614449248784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36237822193768615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144336322861716,0.20120213936373266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5571345809269828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774413826592196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30830528331446505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917910465526678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,002_M4Y0_03,2019/09/28,"I'm such an idiot I'm friends with this girl online and we've been talking for two weeks but I later became obsessive around her because I was so desperate to being a good friend but I was just being creepy. My intentions weren't to scare her but I guess I was too blind to realize that. I'm not a creepy person irl, I just wanted a really good friend to be close with but I was rushing it and I hate myself for it. We're still friends it's just that she told me to tone down and that we shouldn't talk everyday. I know that doing that is for my own sake but not talking to her for an entire day is gonna hurt me so much and I'm gonna miss her even if it is for a day. Idk why I'm so desperate like this or why I became obsessive over her. 

And if your somehow reading this, just know that sorry for scaring you and I'm sorry for being a bad friend. I'm gonna take breaks talking to her but again it's gonna hurt me so much. She's such a sweet friend and I love her so much but I took to far because I was such an idiot in trying to be a good friend to her. 

She was my first new friend after so long and I was so happy once I started talking to her. But I was taking to fast and caring about her more than myself and I can't believe I scared her cause I was so obsessive. I hated myself after that and I hope she will forgive me for everything I did to hurt her and make her scared of me.

Again I'm sorry for being a desperate, obsessive creep towards you and I promise I won't do it again. I was just so lonely and I hope I'm still your friend after all this. 

I'm sorry",0.11494064674580785,1.9041311776504308,2.4318084322554263,95.38792550143269,83.92836676217766,5.363929594760541,17.994351207531718,6.474141703775902,-0.23780579615227201,1227,28,292,12,35,418,134,349,0.18899999999999997,0.584,0.228,0.9731,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,4,0,1,27,39,4,8,11,0,28,2,0,3,1,51,59,34,0,6,18,0,0,1,9,7,1,0,0,2,17,19,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,18,0,2,15,2,59,21,35,31,6,28,0,5,1,1,41,7,0,7,19,210,76,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970233198262847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537603956389161,0.09546016911772773,0.0,0.0,0.08821568134368088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983061550546093,0.08043420482635814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099220674861292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05171547031434113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036971045919685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660072786819456,0.0,0.0,0.5444395631243193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701938949510067,0.0,0.0,0.0862547077856883,0.0,0.0,0.08335028900859448,0.0,0.15460726515199194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553630390047155,0.0,0.0,0.2514607317358728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606169823459549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03825272871515133,0.0,0.0,0.06929177493344582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066752088830078,0.0,0.0522649067889576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267538525102855,0.0,0.0,0.0756212516125563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338542695094654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836729554447199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831976367350567,0.0,0.05016007207354043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31356213135575217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505953771078082,0.055420134362287744,0.0,0.12505868622228386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774156799479248,0.31466714330636203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481764379280692,0.0869925977666782,0.05315959274923508,0.0,0.07648633051496505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046182528161738616,0.0,0.06280639394139527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130457068712407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anonyak10,2019/09/28,"Peoples lives go on different paces, but it sucks to be the last one. I feel so lonely. It's hurts to see everyone having career choices planned, hobbies, friends, girlfriends, jobs and I'm over here with nothing. I can't even talk speak to my own kind because of this social anxiety. I'm so goddamn pathetic. No hobbies, no talents, no skills, no good-looking body, no job, no nothing. 

I just feel worthless when i see everybody moving on, and I'm never improving.",3.6057954545454542,5.8974616250000045,4.522727272727273,82.22909090909094,74.79545454545455,7.127272727272729,33.72727272727273,8.07648339933343,2.8530636363636366,365,20,64,6,8,118,65,88,0.366,0.503,0.131,-0.981,3,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,8,12,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,8,4,0,1,0,5,5,3,8,11,1,8,0,3,2,0,5,3,1,0,3,38,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954434067976122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916492578658837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21713809734633585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423864855645532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911500658304445,0.0,0.0,0.18679285931500694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768466011953909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103006540637254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109777666271717,0.16396228322026307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092691273752884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38797441574036734,0.0,0.0,0.20356598104498216,0.0,0.15934514146157722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726155098940985,0.0,0.16415690429226512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776802134773895,0.0,0.0,0.15076892460274105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751433765272951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246467719520025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552364363838865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115500766686076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199270808089294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712223066915498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mysteryman1969,2019/09/28,"I'm so lonely I'm in a horrible marriage where I get put down and verbally abused.  I want out but can't yet because of guardianship issues of my soecial needs daughter who is over 18.  All of this makes me so lonely.  I sleep on the couch.  I've been on the couch for over 5 years.  My opinion never matters I get accused of not talking, but when I do talk there is either something more important (like a TV show) or I've told her that before (which I'm pretty sure I didn't), and she says she tells me things I need to know and accuses me of not listening (but I know she doesn't actually tell me).  All of this makes me feel like I'm all alone.  I want out.  I can't stand it anymore.",1.2188092729188609,2.828830849315068,3.0954794520547932,92.87275553213912,79.54794520547945,6.13614330874605,22.874604847207586,7.010146845296331,0.5757298208640673,528,17,122,6,13,177,89,146,0.11599999999999999,0.758,0.126,0.3345,0,5,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,2,5,28,25,10,0,4,7,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,7,5,0,0,3,2,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,3,21,3,16,22,5,15,0,2,0,0,14,9,0,2,6,77,28,0,0.0,0.2194310513497835,0.1807279372647176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181076572516434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18366807905749047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289585914341488,0.0,0.15759108212870496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364240105195924,0.13230651632939835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351812625603287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330009814194765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356153674007327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095818236194566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24724412745227786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746460749440858,0.14283722465147436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841441001013007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861765887685072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727802736886628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853331879645298,0.0,0.0,0.14257557627936238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745482796483174,0.0,0.0,0.29771258790848804,0.3237449456159314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230382781187658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696600065013546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21847085511882625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926236680690595
lonely,JustSomeGuyInLife,2019/09/28,"Coworker leaving makes loneliness feel worse 21 yr Male. Found out a coworker I had a crush on for a while is leaving because she found another job helping autistic kids I think. I'm currently waiting to tell this to my therapist on Monday, but I am totally devastated. On my break, I sat in my car away from people and I started crying my eyes out because I couldn't hold it in any longer. She and I don't talk very much and she is totally unaware of my feelings for her. She has a boyfriend who I also work with and as far as I know, they are still together. I guess I consider us friends but I wouldn't say we are close. Now I have to come to terms with the fact that I may never see her again. Already lonely and have no one to talk to and whenever I get home, I go straight to my bedroom where no one can see me and just start crying in order to get some relief. Been working at my current job since December 2017 and though I liked it at first, it makes me extremely depressed now because the people I become close to are all leaving. I would say 95% of the people who were working there when I started are now gone. Weeping as I write this because I have no one to tell this to right now. My parents won't understand me. Starting to look for another job because I don't think I can be there much longer. Sorry for the rant, just in a really low point in my life I think.",4.336987480438186,4.6425352183098605,5.354882629107983,84.77266823161192,70.05633802816901,8.70547730829421,30.91862284820032,8.680891452615391,2.2368472613458525,1078,43,230,17,18,356,149,284,0.171,0.774,0.054000000000000006,-0.9864,6,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,1,4,14,7,0,0,9,0,24,2,1,2,5,45,51,17,0,3,4,1,2,1,1,4,1,2,2,2,9,16,0,2,9,0,0,4,9,4,0,4,7,8,46,3,37,38,7,45,0,4,4,0,23,21,0,3,19,164,55,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548032242210847,0.07643921608559122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500101492413574,0.20045821967125385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980516716675095,0.0,0.0,0.2913383624743888,0.10556602073563112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233793424392176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20999106538650805,0.0,0.0,0.0823271408665949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666120259022483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130447358748219,0.0,0.2096078351129418,0.07384866251449393,0.0,0.0998783382142022,0.0,0.054323105752488415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052975520753509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406854873074762,0.0,0.09587945585452737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28455981544313863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253096546374288,0.0,0.0,0.30363184737848664,0.0,0.0,0.06751444702980497,0.04669795768036032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026724872220085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760733612355388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053181047445254,0.0,0.0737209733750881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943124214696984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613572819493944,0.0,0.0,0.19879961903327667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035863346838677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061234139409412525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162898883588264,0.0,0.15202591006494495,0.0,0.0,0.1523375918984005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906882332605197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699947842299716,0.27062195832998703,0.0,0.07633423069314972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365505609747698,0.16709084466116494,0.0,0.0,0.11098144494676528,0.0,0.18374084775025248,0.09391168642034876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950725980971148,0.11497687480121235,0.0,0.0,0.07886755924345891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876085346274773,0.0,0.09740918690648216,0.06790077590449882,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Timovone,2019/09/28,"... Maybe were lonely because were so negative, i have to unsubscribe to this reddit,",7.774285714285713,9.805116428571427,7.57,65.72500000000001,63.28571428571429,11.314285714285715,35.42857142857143,11.20814326018867,4.907228571428573,66,3,9,2,1,21,12,14,0.376,0.624,0.0,-0.8042,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5187506145784417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8549256107255698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blues1de,2019/09/28,"i constantly fall for people i know will never like me back does anyone else do this? i'm stuck in a vicious cycle of falling for someone way out of my league, liking them for a few months and then getting heartbroken when they find a partner. i sound really pathetic and i am, but i can't help it.",2.8150819672131107,4.425894114754102,4.4499672131147525,84.88806557377049,75.0655737704918,7.50295081967213,25.31475409836065,8.238735603445708,1.6151678688524598,235,8,47,4,5,79,50,61,0.24,0.7290000000000001,0.031,-0.8515,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,9,2,7,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037702224001287,0.3082793945054832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313523528229907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32513624633982396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263295520512288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513403362954122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749919810415212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719344422110634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016684702870225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165351637545198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939821762001846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24015353002061274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320513921909597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085870829412804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192746604514736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549282621101133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388185572107197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,daphne-H,2019/09/28,"need some advice guys never like me and when they do it’s only to the extent that they wanna hook up with me, never enough to get into a relationship with me. all i want is for someone to want to be around me and want to talk to me and i kinda found that with a guy. he was nice and fun and when i slept over his house i was super comfortable around him. now he’s telling people that we did stuff and my older brother is really angry at me. he wants to hangout again today and i want to so badly but at the same time i don’t want him telling people that i’m a whore. please give me some advice?",1.9248837209302323,3.0092596666666687,3.619294573643412,92.09033720930228,76.3643410852713,6.090232558139538,18.326356589147288,6.2581,-0.27664713178294553,463,7,107,3,10,155,76,129,0.091,0.775,0.134,-0.0895,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,2,1,7,7,0,0,5,0,8,2,1,0,3,31,20,11,0,8,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,14,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,20,5,20,14,6,16,0,0,0,1,17,7,0,3,10,79,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29352638484492943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267400540827824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540174653641914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518563865918794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467475556694394,0.0,0.0,0.07846768191176644,0.14407520962181578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974219314173589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329822444780765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337487897191708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113634224553983,0.2316704099187609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142256889464436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824462440198874,0.0,0.0,0.16486269051311053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621507644658248,0.0,0.0,0.16124704285036384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272548602818253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719307535707494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071642642004846,0.2625440407532996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757655680807155,0.0,0.1423618435129899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5315130493907801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hehylia,2019/09/28,"Yay Me... It’s my sisters birthday today.

Tomorrow she will be hanging out with her friends to celebrate.

In a few months it will be my birthday.

And I’ll have no friends to share it with or make the experience special.

Yay me...",0.8460000000000001,3.3816392666666717,2.5438888888888904,90.18250000000002,89.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,29.722222222222207,7.1686216300943375,1.9352222222222213,177,10,36,3,6,58,34,45,0.038,0.588,0.374,0.9607,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,6,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238751815968019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.669571929333031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28924792723404835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458760302031973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41074161001437903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hmmokaybye,2019/09/28,lonely and sad i recently moved to a different city and moved out for the first time. im having a hard time adjusting to being alone. now it's 12:30 am and i can't stop crying because i feel so alone,1.2515116279069751,3.0519247906976767,3.4211046511627927,89.68188953488372,80.16279069767441,7.090697674418602,20.05232558139535,8.07648339933343,0.8172837209302328,158,4,35,3,4,54,33,43,0.253,0.645,0.102,-0.6765,1,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,4,4,0,9,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957061120579055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458811949158418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628708701461127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500280842097051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210023597313233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355701971771864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437481366932792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584959368772699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5086974547156479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362898193958629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007393060405512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790872476968847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FlatBroccoli4,2019/09/28,"Life Sucks A lot of shitty things have happened to me recently and its just made me realise that I have no one. I have no one to talk to about this stuff, no one who cares enough, no one who I can talk to without them making it seem like they are doing me a favour or no one who I can talk to without feeling like I am begging for their attention. Its just been a cascade of horrible things and I just want to be with someone fun, someone who cares and I want to distract myself, but I can't find anyone. Also, just the fact that I'm having to look makes it so much worse, it reinforces that there's no one right there. The bad things that have happened are awful and ironically, one of the bad things involves losing such a person and thats whats really brought out a problem in my life I have never really noticed before. Its left a huge void in my life, making me realise I lack meaningful relationships, all of my friendships are pretty surface level and until life took a downturn, I didn't know that these friends would just be taxing. Its also not like they don't know what I'm going through, its just that they aren't willing to treat it seriously enough, as they don't consider it a serious problem or they have a different approach that they think should apply to everyone, beyond which they couldn't care less. A lot of people tell me I should find more/new friends, but I don't think its that simple, it was really difficult for me to find the people I have and learning that some of them can't and others don't want to help me makes stuff really difficult. I don't know what to do, I've just stopped expecting things from people now, but I have no idea how to get through this alone.",11.343245614035089,6.285021248538016,10.395760233918127,71.29171052631581,60.19883040935672,13.622222222222225,41.07309941520468,10.317481424215053,3.966545029239765,1345,43,275,19,12,431,154,342,0.21,0.6779999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.9891,1,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,10,1,17,22,1,1,14,1,35,4,0,6,3,63,63,19,0,11,15,0,1,3,2,4,4,0,0,1,41,10,0,1,14,0,1,4,21,11,0,7,6,2,37,11,35,50,9,18,0,1,1,0,24,9,1,6,8,215,78,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459869675790907,0.0,0.13064333439520667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711447935959697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364033719212895,0.0,0.0,0.0695060056632055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498430283511193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534109046671161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688002358142954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780513698950144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041301253661790084,0.05835417429115487,0.0,0.0,0.22396966633550086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621578301793193,0.0,0.042675866545860586,0.0,0.046422190294716364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446357551918965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475022681207493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220988445660812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346721127967543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874854895933766,0.0,0.2307797733023823,0.11971819989579635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859293928430532,0.09138210575740208,0.0,0.13888750935554706,0.0,0.07729019487106198,0.21809548472872772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004622119757218,0.0,0.06299877386103409,0.07888971079978123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299635444819797,0.0,0.0,0.3874524266607727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698856060868195,0.07132222832412131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310072417992631,0.0,0.15631872417770518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093122499401076,0.0,0.08065186323833996,0.0876967066433106,0.0,0.0697566238309384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436090955647008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841906125902675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829043811490551,0.0,0.0,0.1870144170377053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696050571194507,0.07139432548929857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713319542006075,0.10467801844808924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075254287903667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453581022496725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747851598617013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324170255709591,0.058025083369853986,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelyboi19,2019/09/28,"Is partying/clubbing really essential in finding a partner? I'm in college rn and last week have been to a concert with a friend, which I enjoyed quiet a lot. After ther party the venue organized an afterparty, which I decided to attend for at least a bit. Cus I had a class the next morning and cus I'm not generally a big party clubbing (cannot dance for shit and social anxiety doesn't help at all), I excused myself after a while, with the excuse that I want to get some sleep before class next day.

My friend stayed at the party with some classmates of his for quiet a while, since his classes started at like 3pm the next day. We haven't really talked since, but I asked him what happened after I had left. He told me he got pulled into the toilette by some random chick, whom he almost banged there but a friend of her called her while they were getting frisky.

It made me realize how much of the college experience I'm missing by excusing myself from going to parties/clubs, which left me feeling kinda lonely. Is it really that essential to enjoying college?",5.849364548494982,6.456968265700482,6.581352657004832,76.23829431438128,66.82608695652173,9.267781493868453,31.382014121144557,9.265573868473778,2.7933771088814563,849,32,152,15,13,280,123,207,0.054000000000000006,0.802,0.145,0.9390000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,0,2,9,1,0,18,0,10,2,2,2,1,27,25,9,0,1,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,2,9,8,0,0,4,3,0,4,4,3,0,0,7,4,20,6,27,18,8,29,0,2,0,0,25,10,1,7,15,102,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423760038263732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876981027804107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292216155403014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098748814230102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552273027000735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451850129105548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339288970365808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908251820619594,0.0,0.0,0.07189213205375188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299529304048143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295513187431743,0.0,0.1485697774865231,0.0,0.08080602739620317,0.0,0.11371694751318932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573219366693425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530244694698106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589833976143915,0.0,0.0,0.3089650717923039,0.0,0.0,0.06946356242698949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208791292992063,0.0,0.13453724532510394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452106124948922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536405532819189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732587254442784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594908060972042,0.23523093591083305,0.0,0.14228595031107466,0.14493793540632333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063804837698076,0.15154844480910298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428152441384574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586220499306273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386337486895384,0.0,0.11405084063020535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,foxy_gal,2019/09/28,"What do I say?? One of those people that manages to fuck it up with everyone I meet... Uni friends don’t talk to me after I had a meltdown (where I was a complete jackass in my last year); friend I was closest with ghosted me for a week after I told him I was in hospital with an ongoing illness; fucked it up with my flatmate who I was good pals with before he moved out and a girl i don’t really know moved in.. 

And to top it off think I’ve pissed off all my work friends - night out for someone leaving tonight (that I knew about, as per) and there was a comment made a few days back after someone said everyone was welcome where someone said no not everyone and that they’d message people... but this I can’t really complain about or else I sound like the girls at work who moan about never being invited out... 

Hate it so much... Sorry..",5.9735087719298265,4.992281555555554,6.449239766081876,82.66578947368423,66.77777777777777,9.471345029239766,33.619883040935676,8.515128840125781,2.46431461988304,650,25,138,8,9,212,105,171,0.14,0.773,0.087,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,3,8,11,4,0,8,0,13,4,1,1,2,21,23,8,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,2,12,12,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,12,4,19,6,29,9,3,28,0,0,0,2,21,15,3,1,12,98,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551402804898656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676446532460127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438729930700075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849581489531844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463004793388215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933599573166897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180484537773474,0.2537161227092353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150939726596712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354767497299985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541275076306933,0.11185295175594216,0.0,0.1452966050781879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703896287845712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984127332368395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29168716730330835,0.1008727928759229,0.0,0.1058328424400192,0.0,0.0,0.12877206272139505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298410363678324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902627144402692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581382153199984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610560732347135,0.10912318062352648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487992337732497,0.0,0.0,0.15360701877183752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029257074060683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792530040177679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111998577222989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006993888776476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979619096775586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836544749519377
lonely,FinnKafka28,2019/09/28,"You don’t listen to you. You just ask the same questions every week. “How’s your job?”, “Are you having any negative thoughts?”. All I have are negative thoughts. This sure captured how I feel every waking second of my existence.",2.0314285714285703,4.891810238095238,2.873333333333335,86.93000000000004,89.4761904761905,5.6571428571428575,23.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.4256380952380954,178,7,31,3,6,56,33,42,0.172,0.777,0.051,-0.755,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,2,2,10,10,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,8,1,2,8,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,25,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765973293680592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28547651306730193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145689959668558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440250847362802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030291929463779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420804347261287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28780436986555297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484853879295822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449466357968538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Spycamera-N7,2019/09/28,"All this time I was holding myself back Yesterday I had a big big realization. I realized I was holding back myself in order to gift a special moment to 'the one'. I'm not sure if you get it, it's like, you save up that one special dance, those hugs and kind words, and you want someone to give all that, and yet, no one's there. You end up lonely, without giving any hugs, without ever saying I love you, without dancing during the night, without saying good night to someone, without opening up yourself to other people, without the joy of gifting love, without watching a good movie, without having a nice dinner out. So I said ""screw it!"" Why am I waiting for someone who may never come before I die? Why do I have to give my love only to that special someone? Why can't I love myself, my friends and family like that? Will my love towards you be any less if I've loved other people before? cause looking back at things, I don't think so, and I don't want to live my life anymore knowing that I preferred to love someone who was never there instead of appreciating the love I can find with the people around me and myself.

(Btw, I just wanted to make things clear before someone can misinterpret it. Here I'm talking about love in the form of affection, this does not mean it's bad for you to wait for that special someone for more intimate things like sex or your first kiss. I just wanted to say that it's ok to have fun and spend a good time with someone that is not your partner)",5.380919020715631,5.634230664406783,5.921666666666668,81.797565913371,67.77966101694915,7.6403013182674195,31.304143126177024,6.937597516519254,1.8414934086629,1166,44,224,8,18,378,143,295,0.147,0.653,0.2,0.9520000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,1,35.0,0,9,0,1,15,33,1,0,11,1,18,16,0,3,7,56,46,12,1,7,16,0,0,3,2,2,1,4,0,1,24,13,1,4,6,2,1,3,17,3,0,4,5,6,34,30,40,38,5,31,0,1,2,14,30,12,1,4,18,165,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441445381894139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155311312913739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055252184886802114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431755101364705,0.0518227858725196,0.0,0.0,0.1584416043798508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637592090519503,0.0,0.053464640174408634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441504262404764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054314656130940615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05497233851664205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056142541087047915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058510604072268366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567274933503447,0.05279358129203173,0.0,0.0,0.04795228596581197,0.0,0.03242709124825055,0.17861901314750867,0.0,0.1561748570676398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463252273456388,0.03411002707710789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043839278337119085,0.09096740866235177,0.0,0.054805698920309176,0.0,0.05212007818910065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.504155504801031,0.0,0.04142975149977282,0.0,0.0,0.06760841939042328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573874669067756,0.0,0.0,0.11649007632679664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617323704671848,0.0472042342543725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290869171788613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059039284713641935,0.14807288985530942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207087418009573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058496773412249715,0.0,0.0,0.0498865581257683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370231818923892,0.03976959263679543,0.0,0.0,0.07238274228659458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643329782241835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680156038445235,0.0,0.0,0.4786377520451724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DanSh0wSt0pper,2019/09/28,"Fake conversation apps to feel less lonely. I've started playing those SMS games on my phone just so it feels I have someone to talk to. For example im playing an app called Friendzoned, multiple choice/endings, pretty enjoyable game. I can just enjoy playing that game pretending I actually have friends to talk to.
Makes me feel worthless by the end of it because reality sits in. Im on a downward spiral and can't seem to find a way out. It's sad I know but I needed to feel something, imagining how it felt to have actual friends.",3.0628846153846148,5.4390395192307714,4.464076923076924,81.5809230769231,76.88461538461539,7.621538461538463,30.592307692307692,8.548686976883017,2.673399230769231,426,21,79,9,10,141,74,104,0.07400000000000001,0.754,0.172,0.7962,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,2,0,17,15,4,0,1,3,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,9,7,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,7,7,15,14,1,9,0,3,0,0,10,5,0,1,2,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.3596391286235564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123284231039357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881588344601121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264145566368563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726869462048451,0.0,0.17692674508448472,0.0,0.16841815439111554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847309135032659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398083399096768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126919888877096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300071574433301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366328257928581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746740338465992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775120512415911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613017966599227,0.14185896434209325,0.0,0.0,0.1304262575409149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29621622787307433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626383099405876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kataendi,2019/09/28,"Instagram and envy I hate going through my classmates' instagrams . I hate it . They pop up on my explore page all the time and I manage to ignore them most of the time . However , once in a while , I'll click on a pic out of curiosity. Then go on their profile , then on the people they follow etc. They're all so pretty and have so many friends and look so happy together . Ugh. What the hell am I doing wrong ? I've been stuck in the same tiny friend group for the past ten years , I'm so sick of it . I wish one of the ""cool"" kids would approach me and introduce me to the rest of them . Seeing big friend groups together makes me feel like actual shit . Right when I'm about to accept the fact that I'm better off alone , something like that happens and I'm back to square one . Geez.",1.40120283018868,3.5209172138364764,2.683109276729564,93.52579599056608,81.26415094339623,5.987578616352201,19.371462264150946,7.1686216300943375,0.24843679245283035,603,15,133,8,16,194,102,159,0.182,0.6509999999999999,0.16699999999999998,-0.4155,1,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,5,1,7,16,4,0,11,1,5,2,1,1,3,19,21,14,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,7,0,3,2,6,15,9,21,18,7,25,1,0,4,0,11,11,2,1,11,81,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.16680557171206314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703463516241244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143662737146442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117600437409806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063504606199053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642866443544461,0.1221142919660003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39618633539225545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428988476697465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115514402948746,0.181960943653869,0.0,0.33752113156919683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670180798923606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435403433656232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409884563591148,0.1732988393487826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203765284377688,0.23165672294310435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631745193139492,0.11850315054297275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389991750139022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597551644809814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136211160820195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545986956191376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159227551311625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934436099399253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965640676952226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142562306895464,0.18688797746378966,0.0,0.11007499770121837
lonely,HectorSolis02,2019/09/28,"Keep an open mind and experiment  

1. **Keep an open mind and experiment.** 
   1. **Emotions vs. logic.** Most decisions are made from emotion and aren’t always based on the most logical approach. 
   2. **Mixed associations:** People want to get good at socializing, yet they don’t want to experience failing. This produces an illogical mixed emotional state that messes them up. People are driven by emotion plain and simply. 
   3. “The first few thousand encounters don’t count.” 

Now for those who are interested in learning social skills, I think the best way to learn social skills from a mentor. I have personally been learning and practicing social skills for 6 years and have been teaching social skills for about 1 year. If you're interested in learning social skills then I would highly recommend you sending me a DM.

[https://www.hectorsocial.com/](https://www.hectorsocial.com/)",4.784431202600214,8.098246901408455,4.655492957746478,71.41266522210184,94.07042253521126,6.691657638136514,25.17984832069339,7.61054688173877,2.47309880823402,708,28,100,16,26,218,93,142,0.023,0.843,0.135,0.9216,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,2,10,3,6,0,0,8,0,11,0,0,2,0,29,19,8,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,2,8,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,4,0,7,4,15,14,4,19,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,3,6,61,11,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957488594855609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112973877792136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843749501203294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31591222643185984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156852983954973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056243600072332964,0.0,0.0,0.09029318659327264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373999217109684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137165653026825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186269575028327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173951737891434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926434790374934,0.09399736222857298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6584244585040725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897889934621243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699159133555118,0.08544895423703536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647271976799258,0.0,0.0,0.13864840451158275
lonely,wildflowerxglow,2019/09/28,Naykne want to voice chat over snapchat? Teens only please.  But I'm bored and lonely in a way I guess,0.012857142857143344,2.3718740952380983,0.06380952380952642,107.07285714285715,93.76190476190477,2.8000000000000003,11.761904761904766,3.1291,-2.045552380952381,80,1,19,0,3,23,20,21,0.207,0.631,0.162,-0.25,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5525452581484772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814730456771579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5505825637703458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958439904344701,0.39812966093385693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RedditZurah,2019/09/28,"forever alone there is no real point in me living

if it wasnt for my parents and mostly depressed mother, id be long gone. i just live for others at this point, and its not bearable anymore...",3.185384615384617,4.538062923076922,4.608205128205127,85.17846153846155,73.61538461538461,6.225641025641028,25.82051282051281,6.42735559955562,1.026035897435897,150,5,29,1,3,50,35,39,0.185,0.815,0.0,-0.7579,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,4,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,4,1,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894511670905832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27716348266212826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407108693803867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935619860726225,0.24732602703204934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31032321950209585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5283872363172155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181030230949359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Network_trouble,2019/09/28,"I am tried, lonely and beyond sad. It's my birth week and I’m beyond sad. 

 Grew up in a troubled home, so it fucked me over psychology.

 Introvert. It quite hard for me to express myself or to open up with the people. 

 Have major depression for a little over a decade. It slowly killing me. 

Because of depression, I have withdrawn myself from so many things and people. 

People have walked, given up, left and ridiculed me over and over again. 

I spend a lot of time in my laying on the floor and let life go pass me. 

I am tired of everything now. If somehow I die today, it will be okay, I won't complain.",1.3242593769866495,3.6165189338843007,2.863140495867772,91.11331214240309,82.80165289256199,5.375969485060395,20.05149396058487,6.67199483983844,0.2799238397965671,465,13,96,5,13,152,77,121,0.28600000000000003,0.685,0.028999999999999998,-0.9884,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,3,0,6,1,9,3,0,0,0,12,13,10,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,10,0,0,1,1,15,1,21,8,2,26,0,5,0,1,2,16,1,4,6,71,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321495314101905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481839713094189,0.0,0.20977627181926112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165902400788472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868634729718156,0.0,0.0,0.114873627917022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810663988330994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275020700956486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236239590534716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961195123727095,0.2066889043179572,0.1427685210499961,0.0,0.2025846999674255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184144016839847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492540220176905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42038895145144095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498731124331447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428442626666234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786208005447768,0.2323156483918264,0.19159308847461545,0.0,0.0,0.1372311989415124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213436364022246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,windleaf_the_elf,2019/09/28,"Shitty day So basically it's my birthday today and so far no one has remembered other than my family. 
No one fucking cares. Why am I even here",0.5477586206896561,3.0293354137931066,3.920258620689655,79.86935344827589,91.41379310344827,7.037931034482759,21.04310344827585,8.07648339933343,1.7599586206896554,113,4,21,3,4,41,25,29,0.239,0.665,0.095,-0.6105,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503744231908545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162603884656384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269778075328947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239629550368649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176992004315177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657327262107357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892888428858117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257403389145569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100909791015305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,witchofthewoods89,2019/09/28,Another weekend alone I want to take pills and die I'm completely forgotten about no one gives a flying fuck about me. Every single day and weekend alone not one person contacts me. I feel like my brain is exploding and I want to just scream. I wrote on fb why am I not dead yet people laughed no one cared. All anyone ever does is insult me or mess me around I feel fucking terrible I can't even type this I'm crying so much,0.2738257575757572,2.681723579545455,2.154090909090911,92.68030303030308,91.61363636363636,5.206060606060606,18.696969696969692,6.816661863887847,0.3232924242424242,337,10,70,5,12,111,63,88,0.314,0.552,0.134,-0.9594,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,2,15,16,5,2,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,6,0,3,1,3,12,3,6,15,3,7,0,0,0,2,5,2,2,1,6,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764049376039821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054455931161154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705971169480912,0.0,0.0,0.16176533238023838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285460929118196,0.0,0.0,0.18527107607502055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052525796185985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960595818454174,0.11719147285183162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859201317946986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902046987174792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200213824508009,0.16437208480033985,0.15310315691876014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837616464946188,0.1298175987027872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359861270470573,0.0,0.17431807804182595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887770207831746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358181041431968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694054030653979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597865650719126,0.15866697674398886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662745090361467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143610351546131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396998632518012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,renggo6,2019/09/28,Is having an emotion helpful? I found out that some of my problems are solved if I don't have any emotion. What do you guys think about having emotions? is it useful? Or is it better to stay emotionless so we can avoid such unnecessary problems?,2.8114893617021286,5.446739510638301,3.641957446808512,85.69400000000002,79.42553191489361,5.4621276595744686,26.421276595744683,6.742157984588678,1.2926374468085111,195,8,35,2,5,62,39,47,0.139,0.655,0.20600000000000002,0.5854,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,10,0,0,1,0,11,13,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,4,12,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762656450788236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191995758450902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7325807705470421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380246264444748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149502025318988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550880094972418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154457697346389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23138579539553544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391005465827158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749341678032624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gootn,2019/09/28,"Are some cities lonelier than others? I try not to blame my problems on it, but I sincerely feel that my city, Albuquerque, is an incredibly lonely place for people in their 20's.

1. The demographics aren't in our favor. Every brewery, event, meetup, club, and hobby is 90% people in their 50's+

2. Every one at my university is really busy. Working 1-2 jobs plus school, living across the city, etc. The social life on campus is very thin.

3. So many people here are married. Why are so many ~23 year olds married??

I used to live in NYC, and know for certain that at least point #1 was different. It was incredibly easy to find people my age. They were doing interesting things, going to events, and being much more social. Here, I'm lucky to find someone who's only 10 - 20 years older than me at a meetup. (this isn't to say that it's easier to make friends or date long term there, but it's easier to MEET people in the first place). Even when I do meet people, the chance that we'll have anything in common is another battle.

I've been playing with the idea of moving to a bigger city for my graduate degree, but want some assurance that a more youthful city would give me a fighting chance at meeting people. What are your thoughts?",3.7911924000873536,5.4347883070539424,4.8780039309893,82.68168814151564,72.56846473029046,7.563310766542914,23.47259226905438,8.20500826718156,1.3392439834024898,966,26,185,15,19,317,149,241,0.063,0.759,0.17800000000000002,0.9845,2,2,0,0,2,0,44.0,2,1,3,2,7,12,2,0,11,0,21,1,0,2,2,26,30,11,0,3,5,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,14,5,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,4,0,2,5,3,17,8,30,22,8,34,0,1,0,0,16,18,0,4,14,116,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327004604511416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674040024379918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282332118513298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110849284243695,0.07764609703136716,0.0,0.1980957448610584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059440969363162614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148921706500606,0.09999496373098772,0.0,0.0,0.09082519083987656,0.0,0.0,0.1127725587355683,0.0668110467947365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270892360434094,0.0,0.0,0.1166583959816045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460692449658112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303484893483715,0.0,0.0,0.2076121279014236,0.10403532728708463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847102615917617,0.2383711715942735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494578571860775,0.08641881972412445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335757875557166,0.0,0.07966049377933374,0.08940832534366172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5705004850893016,0.0,0.245646642370266,0.0,0.11113051813478636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248734204080472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531080737831844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934870167184446,0.0,0.11897519697930348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396716061113867,0.09960670016159176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810045917229097,0.0,0.0,0.09332809702944687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981431613531012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153255919413552,0.0,0.0969978449908493,0.06933888526980689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607801050496836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855837858581313,0.0,0.0,0.08350998812593807,0.0,0.0,0.15140728157139105
lonely,SwedishApple24,2019/09/28,"Worst Weekend 17M This is by far the worst Saturday In my life.. all my ""Friends"" are hanging out with each other. But no one of them has asked me to hang out with them im just sitting home Sad i have nothing to do. Id give anything just to have 1 Friend that actually Cares.. i have no friends or Girlfriend never gotten the chance.. it's 16:51 think I'll go to bed..",-0.7353146853146839,1.43531912820513,1.093403263403264,99.85311188811191,94.89743589743591,3.8620046620046624,19.91142191142191,5.565023196281405,-0.3392717948717947,284,10,67,2,11,92,59,78,0.185,0.741,0.07400000000000001,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,2,12,13,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,3,0,1,1,0,7,4,11,12,4,11,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.2501742292519915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109656830063784,0.0,0.2396656818671359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26138012755886425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5941984436108653,0.0,0.0,0.2459276560575429,0.14569753778051106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25715393934559666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769170527361902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107743584606675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772367862161352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459881192790617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371884379669694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426766435194864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chblnk,2019/09/28,"Interest The fear of getting attracted to someone and immediately losing my interest and vice versa has stopped me from ever fully growing affectionate towards another person. 

However, I’m not looking for someone to pass the time either. I just want a person to which I can commit to and not have the feeling of uncertainty on whether or not they find my presence interesting enough to keep around.",9.255142857142856,9.891800371428571,9.609285714285717,57.33821428571432,59.57142857142857,12.142857142857144,44.64285714285714,11.698219412168324,5.957142857142857,326,19,45,9,4,109,53,70,0.136,0.626,0.23800000000000002,0.8272,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,18,9,5,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,2,6,5,12,9,2,8,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,1,3,38,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584334600401587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21940051562009485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25465774327347035,0.0,0.0,0.2229360248460139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27733458280986106,0.1246169355290189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252588077086897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876451048047974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906383696338266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696325497853427,0.27572426916937776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.430396500873081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176473521640754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060505279937012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437120632623949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536774026226648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,linabee2217,2019/09/28,very lonely do you ever just have thoughts or things that you want to tell people but you have no one to tell it to? I feel lonely and isolated from everyone.,2.3017708333333324,4.393556468750003,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,78.0625,6.766666666666668,20.041666666666664,7.793537801064563,0.6769041666666671,125,3,26,2,3,40,25,32,0.295,0.6759999999999999,0.03,-0.8803,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,6,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,4,0,4,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181653331255053,0.0,0.3360988042648402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784828106204942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383454045079656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438494423368854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6148655035913927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336777573240049,0.0,0.0,0.2792390805417404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29021902205108685,0.2074629954409224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rsilwal611,2019/09/28,"Single Life I have been single for lifetime.I am very shy to express feeling to someone.I always think i am the defective piece  of god's product.
Can anything transform me and my shyness",2.8258333333333354,5.574428805555558,3.9811111111111153,82.55000000000003,80.3888888888889,4.711111111111111,34.0,5.985473137389443,2.2298000000000004,151,9,24,1,4,49,30,36,0.20800000000000002,0.75,0.042,-0.7178,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,4,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640259139466189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458914695574606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28197458653478874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39389864343110026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35733226420785635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601359555386132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sea-Wing,2019/09/28,"I've never in my entire life received the first text or phone call from someone unrelated. 16F here.  Until a month ago, I had never called or texted someone who wasn't family.  I met someone at school I thought I was friends with and got her number, but now she is ignoring me and hasn't texted me since and doesn't talk to me in person either. She sent the first text I ever received in my entire life (not from family), so that shows you how much of a useless person I am. I think if I died the only people at my funeral would be my parents and brother. That's how little people care about me. At least my parents love me even though nobody else does :(",4.09061821219716,4.832265112781958,5.0785964912280726,84.97239766081874,70.80451127819549,7.414870509607352,25.304093567251464,7.3871296695380915,1.13155873015873,512,14,104,5,9,168,85,133,0.135,0.774,0.091,-0.8109,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,9,5,0,0,5,0,9,3,0,2,3,20,16,13,2,2,6,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,2,1,0,3,6,2,0,2,7,0,22,3,13,7,3,19,0,1,0,1,20,7,0,3,9,76,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977467590388386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29898132775407754,0.0,0.149264452582612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519399800824155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128115536907795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222983287692116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669575159412873,0.13242708887625101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760255882849225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24905535611633944,0.0,0.0,0.11310819767790975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708937194702132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068131543821306,0.0,0.14673115796705918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213162336247994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685500147905915,0.0,0.10762076967920192,0.0,0.2258252524988069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134371911037873,0.0,0.0,0.3251195219143198,0.0,0.0,0.20299051097457416,0.2556614872473628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816451222687682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110350809897935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721324742972679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767069211221474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380714297415732,0.14383715601909394,0.1162251656186464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103998286793375,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,polic1,2019/09/28,"Do you ever dream of being attack by a gang so you can get reconstructive facial surgery? I think maybe if I were beat up by a gang really badly, I could get facial reconstructive surgery and not be so stupid looking.",4.970714285714287,6.3052051190476215,5.884285714285718,77.81071428571428,69.23809523809524,8.457142857142857,25.904761904761905,8.841846274778883,1.900561904761905,173,5,32,3,3,57,31,42,0.237,0.72,0.044000000000000004,-0.8708,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,2,0,2,0,6,2,2,0,1,8,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277227319658613,0.0,0.0,0.3139211394056443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001832628539832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400884412221468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928599846910039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157220140824177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777146773108212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24085746219922485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409078482378808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,premfenderz,2019/09/28,"This one hit me real hard than I anticipated. Happened a few months ago. So I was there in the ward (OBG) and a younger co intern was making small talk like what I do and so one. Then she asked me what movie I watched and I told her that I don’t watch movies.  She followed up with ‘well what would you do when you go out with your friends?’  THAT hit me really hard, stunned me for a sec there. Sure I was like ‘oh I just let them go to the movies and skip it’ when the reality is that I have no friends to hang out with and I spend all my free time in my bed doing, well nothing. 

I’m fine with being alone but reality checks like this fucked me up real good.",1.2807446808510647,2.6984693617021307,2.5499468085106405,97.70875,78.78723404255321,5.834751773049646,19.551418439716308,6.42735559955562,-0.3181304964539011,504,11,128,4,12,162,86,141,0.107,0.768,0.125,0.359,1,1,0,0,2,0,12.0,0,3,1,0,9,11,1,0,6,0,12,1,0,1,2,19,23,11,0,1,2,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,1,2,2,4,4,24,11,14,14,2,17,0,0,2,1,11,7,1,0,9,86,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369746679787356,0.0,0.0,0.19126085397546674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264010200791893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267441089708646,0.17072303565406258,0.0,0.0,0.20990270771160568,0.15489116094102695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330172851963234,0.0,0.3308533740930567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883603424461645,0.0,0.2706590766285649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326764553116505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740062027934736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771943887594892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25027228496056103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203863225763059,0.1183033581050072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740478585718193,0.0,0.0,0.14842953049937532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768167676321372,0.0,0.0,0.17645864808998804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320782857424425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118319102567486,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,turquoise-sea,2019/09/28,"I just realized how alone I am I've got people in my contact list, people in my Discord friends list but none of them are people I can call if I were to win a lottery, want to hype over something or just share something good. 

it's so lonely here in this corner. Any way I can look on the bright side of things?",2.4399999999999977,3.5171890606060643,3.5034545454545487,93.45518181818184,75.06060606060606,5.8860606060606075,23.806060606060605,5.6839178017228535,0.2758278787878794,242,7,55,1,5,78,50,66,0.094,0.6509999999999999,0.255,0.9211,0,3,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,8,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,8,5,9,6,1,8,0,1,2,0,5,7,0,2,0,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28358083757223496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861977299687751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795869308940785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115421326494276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296558037842207,0.21898797753624227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22992840220043045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5694686125417538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42157906190289796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190479470979806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149809903915932,0.21733476254662973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iyoteyoung,2019/09/28,"Is anybody else just an “extra”? I’ve been through so many friend groups at my new school. Who ever I hang out with I just feel like an extra lump of a person, like a burden, even though I participate in conversation and try to listen and get responses I’m still excluded. I leav each friend group when they’ve gone out with out telling me too many times or make it blatantly obvious they don’t want me around. What could be wrong with me? A new girl came last week and she already has friends and is hanging out with them at parties etc. I don’t want to party and stuff I just want one person I can talk to sometimes. Someone that can check up on me and I check up on them and I enjoy being around them and they feel the same. ~ L",1.7540319548872176,3.639542730263159,2.7732330827067675,94.51763157894736,78.9342105263158,5.9218045112781965,20.72556390977444,6.868970318607317,0.187353759398496,573,15,130,6,14,182,96,152,0.054000000000000006,0.7659999999999999,0.18,0.9478,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,5,0,12,8,0,0,6,0,11,1,0,1,3,35,22,12,0,4,4,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,0,3,5,20,0,0,2,0,2,4,2,2,0,1,3,3,20,6,22,16,5,25,0,0,0,0,19,13,0,1,10,89,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662500419597049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682273664736932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230763369699514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028467562106945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585178777973674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801863611319265,0.09950531075360074,0.1362748457257575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235001768568904,0.10762699309435324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491838940130901,0.0,0.07871031078445198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280282701308325,0.0,0.15952045591015954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720352091311398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056247695191167,0.3054782971848036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910044555544525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208680785456233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26308990123017195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246953034373278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276483433380554,0.0,0.14900030573031078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031219439122624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246237836075853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108969207214018,0.13167792484003069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480164399328496,0.0,0.08784735111133536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022839348437798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266578266900903,0.0,0.12084526561326744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471610927829175,0.0,0.0
lonely,gonsan1807,2019/09/28,"Pls help Okay i encouraged and decided to go to this church group that my mother recommended me to go, just after getting better of my coff and in my weekend. What an stupid choice. I thought that i should had met with some ""friends"" (or at least persons to stay with and have a good time) but guess what, im here, wasting my time, there is nobody to talk to (even if used to go every Saturday except the ladt one because i was ill) and only there is people that I never talk to. probably will wait half an hour more and take a bus to home.",7.468,5.197753436363642,7.471818181818183,80.67772727272727,64.63636363636364,10.618181818181819,32.90909090909091,8.841846274778883,2.392672727272727,418,12,91,5,5,135,78,110,0.052000000000000005,0.8440000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,5,1,7,1,0,1,1,20,17,8,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,6,7,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,1,0,2,4,0,10,5,16,11,3,13,1,0,0,0,9,2,0,4,7,63,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280993802262636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585173382191747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387954736850884,0.0,0.17705199484710601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235362583732507,0.0,0.10978946537115568,0.0,0.35828217676643664,0.17625544364130902,0.0,0.0,0.2314928773134182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408523977875797,0.0,0.2107875318423962,0.0,0.2069455489942039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22698723659405495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207290586140788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239628765402204,0.15982092264664502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568460175247694,0.18348612343629844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265664383306241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22398125668500507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579991113194082,0.3378051089383893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668276697809687,0.2450686223104299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149347084524264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DataCrusader2019,2019/09/28,Night Time Not sure why but I know I’m probably not alone in this whenever it’s night my brain starts to over think things. I don’t understand when I feel like this it’s like I feel alone yet I know I’m not alone I simply can’t get this state of thinking it happens most nights I only cure I have only found is just keeping myself busy and listening to sleeping music etc,-0.37149789029535896,1.8846167341772144,1.3167405063291149,97.34785337552744,96.84810126582278,4.658649789029536,16.709915611814345,6.42735559955562,-0.21300084388185647,298,8,66,4,12,96,53,79,0.02,0.805,0.175,0.8847,0,3,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,17,19,3,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,1,8,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,10,3,5,18,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,9,36,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5107927243286432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351983581306613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334452735983603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662466892483725,0.11744423497611718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025126780064146,0.0,0.0,0.08588990520908077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537446819239347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612234474634067,0.0,0.0,0.18069502256018927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063075258709034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46282234522254295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500604926008608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724623984633128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164514304208482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163600374417986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494088831314046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921711830474964,0.2106760989216015,0.0,0.0,0.09586038454966778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114159617557986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483414405707361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,drippingsocks,2019/09/28,I dont think ill ever be able to commit to a relationship I want to but then I’m always afraid of getting bored and losing interest in that particular person. I don’t think I’ll ever settle down as once as i get to talk to people i find attractive i simply lose all interest.,6.102183908045981,4.971702551724139,8.225862068965515,70.52201149425288,66.58620689655173,11.1816091954023,29.67816091954023,10.504223727775694,2.9430505747126436,220,6,43,5,3,80,42,58,0.15,0.595,0.255,0.6874,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,10,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,10,8,1,5,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,27,7,0,0.22681349506661214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887269975456799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26582372699930257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41033158321080815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730342541796315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23700137958104744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074925686687946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415489698542504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572439189968207,0.1980447952878274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351281112058654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230409579204954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906658586223113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337804759253109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WhyDo1FeelThisWay,2019/09/28,"Hello. I can’t understand why I feel the way I do. I feel so alone. I feel like I can’t go to anyone to express my feelings. I recently moved to OR and I have no friends. Even back home I felt this way. 

I feel as if I have something to prove. But I just want to be me. I’ve felt so much pain and heartbreak but I’m still a great person. But the last year and a half I haven’t been myself. When I’m around people, I feel... better. But when I’m alone I get to thinking about my life and the shit I’ve been through. 

I recently lost my father, and that didn’t help. We didn’t have the best relationship but we loved each other unconditionally. I wish I could call him and talk to him one last time. 

Also I don’t want to feel like I’m living just to die. I want to do so many things but I have a weird feeling that I’m going to die? I recently got over depression but I never got professional help. I can’t explain the way that I feel but I wish I had people to confide in. People to tell my feelings to. 

I’m only 19 and I know I’m young, but damn I feel like my days are numbered.",-0.8446533173939024,1.103266242677826,1.810058278541544,97.28840481171551,89.5020920502092,4.753197848176928,16.903915122534368,6.1826913282559595,-0.5332679019725051,828,20,206,8,28,285,109,239,0.14,0.636,0.22399999999999998,0.9705,0,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,0,3,13,15,2,0,8,0,19,4,1,0,2,49,55,25,2,7,13,1,13,3,1,0,2,0,1,1,6,11,0,0,18,0,0,3,9,7,0,2,10,13,40,8,20,43,3,23,0,3,0,1,17,3,2,2,17,129,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367788512544376,0.0,0.0747727969847072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653781440869146,0.0,0.0,0.08323580360410122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189657547511097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812363732845587,0.08269412587550744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547507854878497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465302119021701,0.0,0.0,0.06030047523063758,0.0,0.08053236160162118,0.0,0.19407876260421889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617565956251081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5200466287116223,0.20039161650375795,0.17955144049218685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223871897908281,0.0,0.04885046635027053,0.0,0.10627766128478812,0.0,0.14956274450777698,0.10308529434849688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534363465959286,0.0,0.09378922828809802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138576004799605,0.1524317540848974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604259305382866,0.13703974561922105,0.0,0.08256318552944712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020674972902645,0.0,0.08438839451330381,0.0,0.0,0.09479544121119103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993768735158484,0.06873406788168472,0.0,0.0721138135367343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335876611595001,0.0711118009130072,0.09949176417566848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944656724104519,0.08164155521082786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27696317263837505,0.10038519106120238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959775369095482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198171588526625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467010033451392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515264352257113,0.08172408382539405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211797707346415,0.05991173034900424,0.0,0.0,0.05452124412488517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733794401979208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544811635438736,0.22265046644882866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437020082058788,0.0,0.21504330431126972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060211643728363726
lonely,its__Jason,2019/09/28,"21 [M4F] Hi , im a 21 year old male looking for someone to talk to. I play console video games and i like to read on my free time. I also like to watch movies from time to time. I am currently in college getting a B.A degree. I'm mainly an introvert but once I get comfy with someone, I open out a lot.

I am looking for a girl who wants someone to talk to.",-1.2261538461538457,0.7592853589743598,1.6725128205128217,96.96415384615385,92.84615384615385,4.1456410256410265,20.620512820512825,5.6839178017228535,-0.0949425641025643,270,10,64,2,10,94,51,78,0.0,0.892,0.10800000000000001,0.6542,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,5,14,8,2,10,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,1,8,35,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649647037325512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21554905082171835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282139379716676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015592296244902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464520852767049,0.0,0.0,0.17537470961725835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645965327244676,0.21968501310450236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633915227270191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243495859296822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316054520724848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608564042093256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216712521047472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283970065919745
lonely,K1k4ninchen,2019/09/28,"Hey. I’m Kika. Like you, I’m Lonely This promotion thing feels weird haha. Hey I’m Kika and like all you I’m Lonely. Whenever I try talking to people, I end up with a dry answer or a “I gotta go”. And whenever I meet someone online, it ends with *seen* or *delivered*. Ive been going to High School for four years and I still havent found a friend. Ive joined a few groups online because there arent any real-life groups in or around where I live. But its not working. It feels like everyone is too caught up on their social and physical status. I feel invisible and excluded. I really wanna have a conversation. A meaningful one. One where you can vent too, I’m also a good listener! Hopefully I’ll also find a friend, there has gotta be someone out there right?. I really just wanna talk to someone. Please PM me. Im tired of feeling this way.",-0.3664119032327165,1.877379213872836,2.392125883108545,89.32454506529653,97.90173410404628,5.799957182616144,17.390066366944982,7.242747475848597,0.6349312352815248,656,19,135,14,27,227,106,173,0.10400000000000001,0.76,0.136,0.6412,1,4,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,1,2,12,11,0,0,8,1,10,1,0,0,1,27,28,11,0,3,6,0,4,3,2,2,1,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,8,0,0,3,3,3,0,3,4,6,16,8,15,21,2,18,0,2,1,0,16,10,0,4,7,79,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23040294669578096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796297073460147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282403172968007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781515645641973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551815877820695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765161231305414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913560217965622,0.10291358354349052,0.0,0.0,0.13166450813853786,0.0,0.0,0.1579498892507894,0.22259450481320375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374060698143608,0.12082727748033133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220299685039307,0.0,0.14308004048084882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556051220537486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113534920705496,0.0,0.1272040233994837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523204963309487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987024194487094,0.0,0.0,0.15813014944811693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396718359610812,0.18457183211443667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302297516058372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579228962673454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468468769149185,0.3661743602218604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504324995800475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315733959118767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570435731750332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557109742560344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780451883919214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434489016884075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487443107450067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276729438948822
lonely,Jamie_User,2019/09/28,"Feels like all my dreams are so far that I can't accomplish them. Just recently went to the hospital for self harm (still here), and my doctors are convinced I have BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder). Currently attending college and I was on the football team but I 'respectfully' got kicked off. One of my dreams is to make it into the NFL, but it seems like now pursuing football as a career and as a passion, is impossible due to my mental condition. 

I can't think straight and I'm stressed. My brother and a few people I talk too are saying that I can go back because of the passion I have for it. I just think.. well not think, know I can't go back to that.  It's hard to focus on anything due to my ADHD. I can't sleep because of my Insomnia and PTSD and everything is messed up. And because of those I loose sleep and even when I was on the team I was tired all the time. I've pretty much messed everything up for myself. 

Other dreams/goals I have is to get better at drawing. To others my drawing looks fine, to me it's horrible and I've even goten people saying it was. I also wanna get better at being social, as of right now the only way I feel I can communicate and get my point across is by talking with people online. In real life however, I can't even LOOK at my crush let alone talk to him. My social interactions don't go any farther than a simple 'Hi' and even that's hard. I just shut down if I need to talk to someone. 

So, overall I feel like everything that's went down over the past 4 days has been my fault. And, I'm convinced that it is. 

It isn't anyone else's fault that I was molested. It isn't anyone's fault that mentally I'm messed up. It isn't anyone's fault that I can't be ME. 

Because of the meds I'm not me, or at least the me I want to be: Normal, sociable Jamie. At this point that won't happen.",1.8069926085617496,3.561341442408377,3.742550046196492,88.24164767477673,78.29319371727749,6.902494610409608,23.01539882968894,7.827709963407826,1.0513684016014784,1429,45,309,23,34,484,172,382,0.14,0.736,0.124,-0.6503,2,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,5,19,22,1,1,14,0,36,8,2,1,2,40,63,24,0,5,9,1,5,3,0,1,4,2,0,2,24,15,0,0,8,4,0,6,13,10,1,1,9,9,44,12,47,49,5,45,0,0,2,2,17,25,0,3,16,209,68,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896403484958396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390359942230617,0.0,0.07250631398819367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165662390314655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018928410959565,0.0928989879256658,0.07461116097314065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943455070004762,0.0,0.22107888456334973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037506947707322,0.0,0.0,0.11419182883662968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058472671439642875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039121608420066,0.09280144835656448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574058883888518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395386179897376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444567808618519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753177749040946,0.1295449508622307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210919189181145,0.0,0.15458432323900687,0.0,0.07251462932725904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017646988988524,0.0,0.16243952728736624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04982817552383378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271308240879184,0.06404073649317628,0.13288585187954952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227477823172966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052088217264848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007105237566026,0.0,0.18274188781908496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665062841683622,0.06722838237716965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883434444827118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143826063972385,0.06895628855931325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865518472333244,0.18857110703778032,0.07916686917317561,0.0,0.0,0.17141911666040555,0.0,0.0,0.09224086675266437,0.0,0.0,0.10598479338786758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319881987687196,0.0,0.0,0.08952265872213512,0.0,0.0,0.0774290658403144,0.0,0.14420396929721513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253977107533028,0.09458538539696244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146482421343,0.1848470415586691,0.07682179855604056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240673023762231,0.0,0.10385866602890444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914985870813306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742871301102728,0.0,0.0,0.05286861806646599,0.10420830244989604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053477706496209136,0.07196719163904082,0.0,0.0,0.08152046190592759,0.16809831147393944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ambifrederick,2019/09/28,"I feel like I’m too much for people but that still doesn’t stop me. Am I pushing people away? I’m such an energetic and forward person, I think I come across to others as “too much”. I know this, but my friends won’t ever say it to my face, so instead I just worry about it. I worry if they’re annoyed with me, my anxiety takes over and then I get so in my head about the relationships. But at the same time, I think it IS affecting my friendships negatively. I have a lot of love to give but my nature pushes people away, what’s wrong w me? Can anyone out there relate? Why do I never feel like a priority? Will I always feel so isolated?",0.4003980099502442,2.563652671641794,2.9522089552238846,89.80796517412938,85.71641791044777,5.662885572139304,18.634825870646765,7.0316486544052195,0.2522354228855721,494,13,108,7,15,171,89,134,0.175,0.6759999999999999,0.15,-0.5629,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,15,6,1,0,5,0,8,3,2,1,2,23,21,12,0,1,6,0,3,2,1,2,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,1,6,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,4,21,4,16,19,4,17,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,2,9,82,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775243813480953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664674599619388,0.0,0.0,0.11575773376066045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31108290864065313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260829796409086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975116640989342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511240360922413,0.2365406127188533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279049828590274,0.0,0.08649403186393792,0.15881246225478482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699040052639376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098299154557457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176058640156954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074630033337746,0.14941704817399032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433993818961193,0.0,0.12768382682680027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443185157191154,0.1445535284595638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177740778400308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316535111056918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220995663189047,0.1384087965493427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447442131843325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215793833672306,0.0,0.0,0.09653464089341783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938483464656538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362519694628415,0.0,0.0,0.18100500763407887,0.0,0.0
lonely,ReaPerxCS,2019/09/28,21/M/eu if any1 want total honesty and some1 to talk and chill with and we could also play games feel free 2 add me Sup u can add me here and we can play games and chill ReaPer#9165,5.2905000000000015,3.5933030499999994,4.895,95.59000000000003,68.5,8.0,25.0,3.1291,0.09274999999999968,142,2,37,0,2,43,29,40,0.0,0.711,0.289,0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,15,5,7,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031068443050659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023009359477469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181018532911641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056626319804153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710711340306347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mawla21,2019/09/28,"I have rid myself of all my friends Im pretty popular but most of my friends keep me down...jobless, always bitching about how their life sucks, party party party, etc...i tend to be very calm in nature but I'm just done with it",2.182659574468083,3.824398276595748,3.5542021276595754,90.50875,76.87234042553192,5.5510638297872354,22.388297872340427,5.985473137389443,0.3068340425531915,177,5,37,1,4,58,38,47,0.095,0.515,0.39,0.9541,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,8,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,4,6,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693595111089204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312761556606513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361031412541031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5002078238003465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496712532953594,0.0,0.0,0.2877356487660045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22865176886063698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32933783243548953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671014533937753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GBF-NoMore,2019/09/28,"What's happening to me? Whenever im in a group of people, I always feel isolated and alone despite being with and talking to people. I don't understand why this is the case. I've always felt peoples' comments to me are assaults against my very being despite knowing full well they are not the case, and I would still treat them as such. Because of this, i'm always the loner in my class, sitting far away from people. I crave interactions and yet I can't bring myself to having them. Maybe it's associated to my introverted nature? Maybe it's because of me getting bullied in the past? I don't know anymore..",4.337749766573296,5.876190655462185,5.630532212885154,78.2446965452848,71.01680672268907,7.641830065359478,30.869281045751638,8.167268648758528,2.3721421101774047,484,21,87,7,9,162,75,119,0.14400000000000002,0.833,0.023,-0.9162,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,0,4,3,1,0,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,12,19,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,2,16,2,16,15,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,62,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007904785179732,0.0,0.0,0.43402652170228256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724343921593674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335855179346914,0.0,0.0,0.2119816241189177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791495282467683,0.0,0.16694447289792286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084099056301924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537545147013732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781169347768464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911111067035998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34935576820422226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598058365682722,0.4821640578441472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885447543510948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975179954412095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100697730752904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346268336179965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633188983990098,0.0,0.15689251688178854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351374388976726,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sorry4OffendingU,2019/09/28,"Just need to rant idk man On a real low-key note, knowing that you have to force yourself into social situations is just the worst thing. THE worst. Just once I want to be the person people want to talk to and not the person that they feel obligated to talk to. That's seriously all I want.

And yeah that shit sucks but what's even WORSE is seeing people that you once thought enjoyed your company slowly become more obvious that they don't really want anything to do with you. Its happened enough times that I'm used to it but fuck it still just hurts.",4.327818181818183,5.620251009090907,4.790681818181817,85.20602272727272,70.72727272727272,7.6818181818181825,23.75,8.07648339933343,1.130727272727272,441,11,89,6,8,140,71,110,0.221,0.691,0.08800000000000001,-0.9559,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,2,0,6,8,3,0,5,1,6,2,1,1,2,23,20,4,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,12,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,2,8,1,12,18,5,4,0,1,1,1,12,2,3,0,2,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014028160721825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880801412382042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596277735014032,0.0,0.1124798520189568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861075017734752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743723776122542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059346245377433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230693009467552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359101853940806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262733928202233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36272242820071865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361256028238876,0.2973943092477691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383576787236606,0.10909689982124096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570501000455176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480787338511994,0.0,0.1914214560622471,0.0,0.17359679249340762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359997543720187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737572606355085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313805105700353,0.0,0.0,0.13519714376425485,0.09930180588781068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470823089620175,0.0,0.0,0.4017833659382313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354763875348106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,atari1993,2019/09/28,"There’s nobody around to tell me who I am I lost my sense of self a long time ago. I was searching long and hard for something to call my identity. I strove so hard to meet the expectations of my parents, of my family. Their view of me was everything. When their view of me faltered, my self worth dipped. 

As I moved into high school and college, I found a friend or two on the internet that I felt comfortable around. They had a new identity for me to fill. I did things differently, I spoke differently, I was motivated by different things. Whatever it took to maintain their idea of me. Whenever we didn’t hang out, I was lost. I wasn’t a jokester or gamer for my own enjoyment, I did silly things and played games for the benefit of those friends. Without them, there was no point.

I lost them long ago. I lost myself then, too. That identity died with the gap that grew between us. I didn’t have anyone to replace it with. My family had long moved on from me and their expectations. I was through with college without a single person to call a friend. I entered the workforce struggling to know who or what I even was.

I didn’t have a clue. I lost hope, I despaired, I struggled to see if there was anything I could do that made *me* happy. Nothing did. What I enjoyed the most was making others happy. But there was nobody around to make smile. Or laugh. Or cry or hold me tight. I was alone, and I didn’t even know who I was.

Now it’s tonight. Work is stressful, I come home to talk to nobody. I don’t want to play games. I don’t want to play music, I don’t want to draw, I don’t want to hear about the latest shit that hit the fan. I want to please someone else. I want to make someone laugh. I want to make someone scramble for a hug and trust what I say and do.

Without that, I’m nothing. Without others, I’m purposeless. I can’t do anything for myself. I’m alone. My life is without meaning. I can’t find a date. I can’t find a friend. I can’t find love. I can’t find identity.

There’s no community for someone like me, who’s desperate to fit in, to be witnessed and to contribute. I’m lost, and the world seems truly empty right now.",0.6226344839670581,2.954944979498862,2.2710649202733504,93.8168549588225,86.67653758542141,5.4725950586998415,21.426362362011567,6.928431444225013,0.5155743472927979,1662,57,365,23,52,542,183,439,0.12,0.68,0.2,0.9863,4,2,1,0,0,1,67.0,2,0,7,8,16,32,1,3,19,0,41,4,1,6,0,63,77,21,1,12,13,1,4,1,4,0,1,3,1,3,22,19,0,2,12,5,1,8,21,11,0,1,33,10,70,21,58,41,3,36,0,7,3,2,32,13,1,10,16,246,92,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480355778275984,0.0,0.0,0.13413418625509066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045278500177170215,0.0,0.10657639775523334,0.17293817685731114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224506205742048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557810664986207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05170193923972328,0.0,0.07113079584763637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720590963302467,0.2029669160855764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054094849999817854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554069758344679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819800230798269,0.0,0.12209130692670067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217536489968847,0.0,0.2367411484340466,0.0,0.0,0.07100098330393839,0.2001195289817113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786671226694627,0.11601628660880015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298407247800275,0.0,0.0,0.06841766391507703,0.06495497308724102,0.06431675016357638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310099499320444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711757783256774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04573867311548647,0.03163623069533405,0.0,0.0,0.2292260605414418,0.0,0.0,0.4241291880047918,0.0,0.05844430106247851,0.061273150721190335,0.1728990013505291,0.0,0.0,0.0705376436759223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764954169124427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254119488571676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426915728542652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190323836377392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056541941098291214,0.0,0.07108201312498813,0.06121480929182596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055300780816050985,0.0,0.05149611462029141,0.0,0.06553594922244617,0.05160169138292242,0.05895090867113749,0.13510806593034547,0.0,0.0664705152257929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21946825253472133,0.04985189134661251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417712281014606,0.1353928643624303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204795930774386,0.056599097384102716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906188491006326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037759410216452606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194566202653564,0.0,0.0,0.0632566428196423,0.0,0.07789280552133193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673610000815131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31210960398880816,0.0,0.047142722068692085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CthulhusIntern,2019/09/28,"Nobody can tell me how to not be creepy It's either that or the alternative is that they refuse. At best, I'm given either a long-ass list of billions of things not to do, while never giving me anything to do, besides some vague, impossible to work with stuff. At worst, they demonize me just for asking. I've heard it all, ""women being scared is way worse, so shut up, you monster"", ""you being afraid to ever talk to women is a good thing, because it means you're not scaring women"", and ""if you don't know, you should never talk to women ever, and there is absolutely no learning opportunity for you."" It's like I'm given rules that are nebulous and poorly-defined at best, and I cannot question them ever, or I will be shamed, and I MUST be evil and have some ulterior motives. Anytime I see a woman I want to talk to, I remember all of this. Then I don't talk to her. And then, because I remember all of this, I become deeply sad.",5.153607503607503,4.938838021164023,6.4696392496392505,79.28116883116886,68.25925925925925,8.777489177489178,28.292929292929287,8.296473431620573,1.8170063492063504,722,21,147,9,11,246,106,189,0.149,0.748,0.10300000000000001,-0.8423,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,5,3,5,7,12,1,4,4,0,20,0,0,2,9,39,31,15,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,5,12,8,0,1,7,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,3,2,21,5,21,20,10,14,1,1,1,0,24,5,0,6,9,115,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603546842315238,0.0,0.13182105859163135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719112234295025,0.15572943795585747,0.0,0.0,0.29595303452489685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826424985271811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526527330031268,0.0,0.11826867897005967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749290605008169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888813893497804,0.0,0.0,0.12478538339608122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359626892623413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750418684458844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795837123193684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194633681220862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823421020554172,0.0,0.11236308520758448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141750153632736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533393483696853,0.12324497572858685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873555069295044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831686659549145,0.11192356055069393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026536447693844,0.0,0.14369659690661682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fevelcx,2019/09/28,"I haven't felt this lonely in a long time... (F/21)I moved to Hawaii a little over a month ago from Wisconsin, and honestly its been a major adjustment. But on top of that I don't really talk to any of my friends from back home since I moved, we kind of already started to fall out of touch. I moved here to be closer with family but honestly I just don't fit in well here. I don't have any friends to talk to about any of the things I'm feeling, I miss being able to have someone to tell everything to and to just talk about anything and everything with them. Basically If any one else is as lonely as me, I would love to get to know you and me friends, M/F it doesn't matter (:",4.865332167832168,4.213064790209792,5.73929195804196,85.75201486013988,68.93006993006993,9.667482517482519,28.36451048951049,9.188382445141503,1.9022314685314679,527,15,122,9,8,174,85,143,0.11199999999999999,0.722,0.166,0.8809999999999999,0,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,1,1,8,11,0,0,5,0,12,1,0,0,0,19,20,9,0,2,5,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,4,0,0,4,5,3,1,1,2,3,14,8,30,15,1,19,0,3,0,1,11,9,0,1,6,80,19,0,0.14064237915943614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246709832492658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520236269674345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825665626443954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573669454088208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814530823763736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748866095178798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528006034310836,0.0,0.13258511822031227,0.0,0.0711130127336768,0.0,0.1350387396633468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259798597802233,0.0,0.07347983831067417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107577357558201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645739526214666,0.07729337347005574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096061199648227,0.0,0.12446407979853055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693523823648428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225940523849703,0.4484417740501931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530291597181542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009910944347513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634082939892995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916583146001923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954739985140176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391290507891546,0.12292763844914005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343654733644184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820097023039202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645438933505454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990831092787317,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jerker1987,2019/09/28,"I'm feeling pretty lonely.. I wish I had more people to talk to..   
More friends.  
More people who I could really be myself around without having to fake being a different person..  
(I have to do that in real life. I live in a piece of shit country full of bigots and narrow-mindedness.)  
Does anyone want to be my friend?  
I'm a 19-year-old guy from Egypt.  
I love video games, movies, TV shows, music, comics, etc.  
You should know that I'm pansexual and agnostic, and that I suffer from mental illness.  
I have work in 30 minutes, I basically get paid to play video games, it's wonderful, but I get even more lonely, and today I will be on my on in the whole building, a long ass voice call would be awesome.  
I prefer females\*, but everyone is welcomed.  
All I'm asking for is a friend to keep me company, as long as you don't hurt my feelings we will be fine.  
\*I'm not looking for a long-distance relationship, I just prefer talking to females. I don't have any female friends in real life because fuck Egypt. Most people here think that it's haram to have friends of the opposite sex. Haram means forbidden by the guy in the sky.  
Notes:-  
1. I speak Arabic and English.   
2. I have a very weird British/Australian/American accent, and sometimes I get anxious and keep pronouncing words wrong.  
3. I'm sometimes super friendly and nice, some people find it weird and creepy.  
4. I'm pretty open about topics like sex, religion and politics. Everything, actually.  
5. Talking to me can sometimes be very nice and easy and other times can be like.. dodging bullets. I can be a piece of work sometimes.  


Thanks for your time, and have a wonderful rest of your day or night.",2.1063235806339264,4.711375040752351,3.290911703239292,87.25100357018464,82.29153605015674,5.926889585510278,24.53509230233368,7.2793139503082624,1.290809752699408,1294,50,244,19,36,417,178,319,0.10099999999999999,0.664,0.235,0.9937,1,4,0,0,0,0,68.0,1,4,0,3,5,26,2,0,13,0,30,9,2,0,1,45,57,18,0,7,6,0,2,2,6,4,3,2,0,3,9,16,0,2,10,8,1,0,4,10,0,0,2,5,29,16,34,41,13,19,1,4,1,5,26,12,3,5,9,148,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.08724002286110225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079403358420059,0.0,0.0,0.10099483875864393,0.0,0.06250949745846505,0.0,0.0,0.07958360284634089,0.08357551306393864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05449648505736617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912858458012811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137741371417439,0.0,0.0,0.057654625346396274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340238653046858,0.0,0.0,0.07823321432656803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970293921166784,0.059046854437151276,0.0,0.0,0.08542408094738775,0.08034559146446417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040511757266964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170859325312685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414414274081195,0.08264745635962895,0.1401210516823885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770371054182086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570292431012442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892295740158827,0.0,0.0,0.049131067912409634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628958378385718,0.08735116554247095,0.0,0.07894049774730025,0.2373445309489389,0.0750722095681761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068562064625989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738115531285574,0.0,0.0,0.09009264343410396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389441964082564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380866875455633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479106052962603,0.07805930650420248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819007917139968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351008940417328,0.05727095695506085,0.0,0.0,0.09598051356682212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176625741381264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536695397227461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155653412106268,0.0,0.08230611145809072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728293772005213,0.0,0.0,0.1042579479321436,0.0,0.08473930815200376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752622096583431,0.05272954110889365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099810212909732,0.1028038427217736,0.0861769467670572,0.19389768119063489,0.13016631972380865,0.0,0.0,0.06350611687447072,0.09774320641129446,0.0,0.057569691571613124
lonely,heisntlikeothergirls,2019/09/28,I met someone and I..think I'm in love ..,-5.271000000000001,-4.666692099999997,-0.6600000000000001,108.70000000000003,120.0,2.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.685,29,1,9,0,2,11,8,10,0.0,0.625,0.375,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6474745984957663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6078442042645754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596760464117218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MinnBubCo,2019/09/28,"F 16 ; FOMO and lonely, but come hmu if you are bored!! I have a big FOMO, and it mostly has to do with how I dont have a lot of people to talk to. My friends are always out doing something so I am left by myself in my room. I tried to make the most of it and do drugs but GOD I hate doing drugs, not only is it illegal but it makes me feel nasty.

Anyways if anyone if bored and feels lonely, come join me and talk! I’ve made a lot of friends online over the past few years and I figured I can kill two birds with one stone and help us cure our loneliness with a little company, whether that be with gamepigeons or ranting, or even some emotional support then I am here!",2.6825874125874165,3.3058426083916115,4.097489510489513,91.15546503496506,73.96503496503495,6.838881118881121,23.39090909090909,6.742157984588678,0.5151208391608391,515,13,119,4,10,171,93,143,0.212,0.65,0.138,-0.9405,0,4,3,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,0,0,5,9,2,0,6,0,15,2,0,4,0,36,24,19,1,3,10,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,5,14,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,6,0,2,1,2,16,3,15,22,6,12,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,10,3,88,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756321452972342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155987231761991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848248082165253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375906393808232,0.0,0.38344782870623134,0.0,0.0,0.18596779239689626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919526244857418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671860530783955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554585724172498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632237006848455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081351671324813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829070466505485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962553556423105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569856523633547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811059284203363,0.0,0.1564340241093887,0.2207107536287017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202814896804604,0.125736719864292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782092680281995,0.11461518088962598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727486478213054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876082652232054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657631156667868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224447243018366,0.0,0.16149799824974098,0.0,0.19886499834678725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646354729932077
lonely,reddit-is-big-stupid,2019/09/28,"I’m hardly through high school and I already think there’s no hope for me At this point I just feel broken no matter how strongly I feel for someone or how much I love them when they eventually reject me I don’t feel sad. I just feel indifferent, it’s like I’ve spent so much time being sad my body is just used to it at this point. I don’t have horrible self esteem issues but I know I’m not attractive I’m just naturally unattractive even if it wasn’t my weight I’d still look horrible. I have bad skin and it’s not like I can really do anything about it since I’m basically genetically screwed. And I just generally don’t have an attractive face or body. I have a generally good personality I’m smart, I can make people laugh, I have good morality, and a bunch of other things nobody cares about. But no matter how much people say appearance doesn’t matter or it’s personality that counts they’re always wrong. 

At this point I really don’t even look forward to life it’s not that I want to kill myself it’s just that there’s nothing to look forward too. I’ve pushed away all my friends and I really don’t know if I have the energy to make more. I really don’t know if I have the willpower to do anything. I always feel that I have love yet nobody wants it and that’s fair. As much as I seem like a hard ass I actually have a sweeter side but at this point in my life I just want a way to shut it off, because when it comes out it only seems to hurt me.

Sorry for you grammar nazis, I’m a bit too depressed to care about English class",0.8934725274725253,3.0849296000000024,3.0628131868131883,89.6426153846154,83.76923076923076,6.2989010989011005,19.747252747252745,7.554174236665415,0.5681252747252747,1220,34,270,21,35,414,146,325,0.20199999999999999,0.635,0.163,-0.9191,2,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,1,2,1,25,25,2,0,9,0,23,11,5,6,1,55,57,23,1,7,19,0,9,3,1,0,2,1,0,3,23,8,1,0,11,0,1,5,14,9,0,0,2,13,36,16,27,54,8,26,1,5,3,4,10,17,2,10,10,167,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0915378693962552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351357287345096,0.0,0.1561026625479644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438320082663676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813069113239158,0.0,0.07832130675290938,0.057181233660134424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240821500308064,0.20838722801898896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191276136241514,0.0,0.0,0.08080268964764922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079209751989669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391155051238725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371472282365117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247170593781495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573544491616205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805752541779395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910766521260107,0.0,0.09316721118520313,0.0,0.0,0.1004176924653912,0.0,0.0,0.09790561108481846,0.0,0.0,0.10377875029507264,0.0,0.15465447384253042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251119208118106,0.1374817312193047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363118402323575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932113409993693,0.0,0.12522801394323235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27582300604603066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000618650019462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134115329437328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300619134733966,0.16380973708180568,0.0,0.0,0.3546953507724529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24036955544120436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459564380731352,0.0,0.0949333044020655,0.0,0.17078884563523433,0.0978566367186058,0.0,0.0,0.07759453343938398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947869326554331,0.0,0.0,0.10500440321785244,0.0,0.0,0.07491092907332643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231832224521519,0.060104959853121476,0.0,0.0,0.054697088035664206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101538466353063,0.0,0.0,0.1659817256708611,0.07445618895904048,0.0,0.11422637482756913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255848828803528,0.0,0.0
lonely,MythikMoose,2019/09/28,"[24M]I don't feel like I can talk to anyone. Title basically says it all. I don't feel like there is anyone I can actually talk to. I feel like everyone in my life doesn't actually care about my problems or feelings. I feel like I have to keep my mouth shut and always pretend to be the funny guy and the smartass, which is what everyone expects and wants from me but the second that I talk about how I really feel or what's really on my mind it's an endless stream of responses like ""Yea man, that sucks."" Or ""Oh yea, I get that."" Just generic fucking auto responses that don't mean or do anything. They're just shallow attempts at making the person listening not seem like a shitty friend. No one tries to help me work shit out or genuinely shows that they care, whenever I talk to my ""friends"" about real shit you can tell how uncomfortable they are. Only with me though. They'll cancel their entire days to be there for anyone else. I hate it. I hate that I can't say this stuff out loud because they ARE nice to me and have done nice things for me so if I were to say anything i would just end up looking like an asshole. I also don't feel like any of my friends want to hang out with me as much as I want to hang out with them. I do have one friend that probably does but only wants to do what he wants to do and nothing else. So he essentially just wants someone there with him while he does his stuff so he doesn't feel as lonely, which isn't a bad thing neccesarily but also not what I'm looking for. I've rambled a bit by this point so I think I'll stop here it's just...fuck I'm lonely. When will I stop feeling like I'm drowning and finally be able to come up for air?",2.7291452991452987,3.9685047065527073,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,74.58404558404558,7.137321937321937,23.826210826210822,7.662118739084242,0.9102809116809124,1316,38,293,17,27,432,164,351,0.171,0.715,0.114,-0.9559,0,4,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,6,2,21,27,6,0,9,2,30,5,3,3,1,60,64,29,1,10,15,0,9,9,4,3,1,5,0,3,23,15,0,3,12,2,0,3,11,10,0,3,2,16,41,17,41,56,3,22,0,2,2,1,30,12,4,7,16,185,64,1,0.07441612823477012,0.0,0.14523881300316765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902110172707812,0.06192018004306943,0.0,0.0,0.050605519037414684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561004613687457,0.07624811746769869,0.12247626574432632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062134358712280124,0.04536338106638548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124313842413451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517444046206202,0.0,0.0,0.06410290521994617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047992246418739296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024411059937208,0.07615353591204264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124330252542277,0.0,0.06591060173893855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221559912287654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386432735097522,0.31897738127979164,0.0,0.0815192310495792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299748643079837,0.1375930228550601,0.03887935559024162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368366663943697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469410404264421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987956213110602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614447398961865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256231211858648,0.32720365216512065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498161107278255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04967334344741496,0.0,0.0,0.08106097948320495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513907586356862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470441668201243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140428205533911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085258879283272,0.11319363768341853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497729281072752,0.0,0.0,0.07034729460018535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023317256252123,0.071206184603033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847018456949806,0.09534575456212176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753607605091148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774564827062013,0.0,0.0,0.15277417248898792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305254396385701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244304306758282,0.0,0.0,0.17037732585223736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392514601690823,0.06504297610081287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887753790798008,0.047682850181279934,0.07311346815934144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050523666268460006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633553629296017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054175827646722366,0.0,0.0,0.05286308239495585,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jblittl1,2019/09/28,"Ever just think why do I even try? Got into another stupid argument with my husband and I’m just so damn frustrated cuz it seems to end up being the same thing every time and being my fault. 
Just need to vent but lacking people to listen.",1.115624999999998,3.652699312500001,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,87.125,5.7,18.416666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.5705166666666663,189,5,36,3,6,63,40,48,0.20199999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.0,-0.8118,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,15,9,5,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,6,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,3,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531908615187816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983273810781249,0.0,0.0,0.22247003861784007,0.3046779107732439,0.28378997589193755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693900886993482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24975180952750786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23351236259644856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066332470770639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237718679035668,0.21582415334736585,0.0,0.0,0.1964056334903364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286823764716187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039325863862862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Blitz_TheBandit,2019/09/28,"Why do I even try? ""Friend"" messaged me. Wanted to meet and grab some food/hang out. I got to the place we decided on for food. ""Friend"" told me to go ahead and order, they were running late. 3 hours later after the kept assuring me they were coming, they say they changed their mind and didn't want to hang out. 

Long story short, I ate dinner by myself because I believed someone was actually going to follow through and hang out with me. 

The only ""upside"" the bartender offered to comp my meal because he felt bad for me. 

King of the fucking loser's club right here.",3.491801801801806,5.21368809009009,4.102882882882883,87.61396396396395,73.5045045045045,6.014414414414415,24.94594594594595,6.42735559955562,0.8124486486486484,442,14,86,3,9,140,80,111,0.044000000000000004,0.932,0.024,-0.2783,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,5,3,2,6,1,0,5,0,5,5,0,0,1,18,17,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,4,1,2,1,0,7,1,3,0,0,9,3,17,3,18,8,1,21,0,1,0,1,14,7,1,1,6,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.1781020989991024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523870854876637,0.2225111378579825,0.0,0.0,0.20562473138395454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930699343425576,0.15721502724432115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054523107237793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523690922746762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44138032787925857,0.0,0.282011434845535,0.1687262906615961,0.0,0.0,0.20744772453418855,0.0,0.14596882660075747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973424032189125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20587768797736314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151439733597728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842816923581232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880603984501752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906826769072188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586137570250058,0.0,0.1451381906297182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463897280613548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439482043719814,0.0,0.12391138188862258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21529664121490488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646856542300358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway20191819,2019/09/28,"I feel like time's up for me (RANT/VENT) This is probably gonna end up being a massive rant but I need to get some things off my chest.

I'm an extrovert. Always have been. And yet, for some reason, I've always struggled making friends.

I honestly don't know if I have some type of childhood trauma I've repressed, but whenever I try to talk with someone I get nervous and have to force myself to relax - and it's obvious (and on top of that I tend to speak fast, stutter, and mumble at times. It's embarrassing.)

I'm in my senior year of college right now, and I've haven't made a single friend and let alone gotten into a relationship. I have acquaintances, but I don't have anyone I can go get lunch or chat with after class. And it particularly sucks because in one of my classes, my professor likes to drill into my head that ""friends you make in college will last you a lifetime"". 

The only friend (that I made in high school, btw) that I had at uni moved and even then they used to ghost me at times once they got a partner.

It sucks. The last time I had some social interaction was last week; some classmates offered me a ride back to uni after an event, and even though it was a short drive and I was a bit awkward, we still had a good time. Once we got to campus though, I thanked them, got off the car, and sat alone in an empty campus waiting for my dad to pick me up, while everyone else was laughing and socializing while driving off to get some lunch. That 15-20 minute drive was basically euphoric for me.

Relationship wise, I've never been in one. I'm not even sure if I've ever felt romantic attraction before. But I can't help but want one. The three friends I managed to make at high school are all in relationships. Old acquaintances from elementary school are in relationships, some of them are even married. And constantly getting asked when I'm going to get a boyfriend is getting really, really tiring. I want someone I can trust, talk to, travel with, listen to, spend time with. But honestly at this rate, I don't think that's ever gonna happen.

My niche interests aren't helping me, either. Sometimes I feel like I was born in the wrong country, and feel like if I were born or lived in a different one my interests would be more popular, and would help me find friends.

I'm 21 and I can't help but think that time's already up for me. I feel like I've wasted my time and I'm gonna end up alone.

Anyways, if you made it this far, thanks for listening.",3.657380332139368,4.918194857429722,4.634289590795613,85.80979322696192,72.31325301204821,7.793422338000653,26.31086508194942,8.27314431278463,1.5485742320633884,1941,64,405,30,37,632,222,498,0.128,0.7020000000000001,0.17,0.9859,1,3,0,0,0,0,67.0,2,3,4,1,14,35,2,5,19,0,37,5,2,9,6,79,88,37,1,9,15,1,5,5,7,6,1,3,0,1,17,26,2,2,10,3,1,9,9,10,0,5,21,8,52,25,59,58,12,77,0,0,0,0,36,32,2,13,41,250,69,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039945651174592,0.07245129528814857,0.0,0.1092594892203698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045907103479431284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137802866071874,0.0,0.0,0.05048420349413479,0.0,0.0400223306939256,0.0,0.05586708362222964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167763240276845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709491138657123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859490474274163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054845851053566284,0.0,0.11630067411294093,0.0,0.0,0.17345652529568625,0.11877638010361287,0.0,0.06273562071576028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278740851296575,0.1876141495241125,0.06303854807806895,0.0,0.06000695891248273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043466950960507,0.0,0.24011210650845596,0.0,0.07462585030964845,0.05506782030917864,0.15752953417410834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805799496668015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738038572306722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602711998542808,0.13873501838093294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0360819573091052,0.16055136787816512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713610214103607,0.0,0.16037718901322354,0.0,0.0579740638806299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637142526775316,0.13147452403620774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978026800347044,0.0,0.04868192739132021,0.05063674331174348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889327924359957,0.13983964886419625,0.17795656166361934,0.04993315195338397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078657916218417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411981712215777,0.06750368800803741,0.0,0.2819531461598321,0.0,0.05606852385750697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993373625984988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385284514469273,0.11125756970900487,0.0,0.06493390931659243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243171201554708,0.0,0.0,0.06863626456642878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187852258838353,0.0,0.0,0.10554108658566244,0.0,0.1208915550219161,0.0,0.0,0.04361788547642815,0.084137414519052,0.12901028680250962,0.0,0.3062690054390082,0.07546010827655072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044575047796959935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670434701656256,0.0,0.0,0.0774493668491683,0.0,0.052664022937472035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932780456560328,0.07178281178977965,0.0,0.04227929987779945
lonely,RedditBoy666,2019/09/28,"Conversational Reject I enjoy speaking with people but I hate it when I'm talking to someone and I'm smiling and they're smiling and then, all of a sudden, their smile drops. I get super discouraged and just try cutting the conversation as early as I can because I assume that they're just not longer into it.",3.1950000000000003,5.739847166666667,4.830000000000002,78.245,77.33333333333334,6.0,26.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.6371666666666669,250,10,42,3,6,84,44,60,0.17,0.57,0.26,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,13,5,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,6,2,6,5,1,6,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077000053018593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263718833120995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498350848805895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499404341571179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276856719207591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057109161174016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427022416147521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yukonl,2019/09/28,"I wish I wasn't gay. I'm (21/m) closeted to my family but I doubt they would mind, and my friends could care less about whomever I'm into. I've never been in a relationship before and I can't see myself being in one anytime soon. It's so easy for me to act like myself when talking to women, but when talking to a guy, don't get me started on a guy I'm actually interested in, I just freeze. It doesn't help that I'm super into video games, anime, cuddling, literally don't know any gay guys, introverted, and have a slew of anxiety issues. A childhood friend of mine (f) started showing a lot of interest in me lately to the point of us being extremely close friends, but whenever she sends me a text that practically screams that she's interested I can't help but feel like; if only I was straight I could be in a relationship with the most wonderful person I've ever known. I just wish I wasn't wired this way, but I am, and I hate it.",3.287362637362637,4.237496333333337,5.454450549450551,80.76519230769233,72.84615384615384,8.648351648351648,27.77472527472528,9.04235418022936,2.138934065934066,735,27,155,15,14,258,112,195,0.08800000000000001,0.636,0.276,0.9921,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,1,8,13,1,1,10,0,17,3,0,0,2,31,32,13,0,6,8,0,2,2,3,1,0,1,1,5,7,8,0,0,4,3,0,2,8,3,0,1,4,4,25,10,20,22,3,23,0,0,1,3,20,11,0,5,11,101,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.13334466654090302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292248981718414,0.0,0.1045321556025778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162738346617241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931749106998795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181979581876604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236021668436467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881564151950187,0.0,0.06909122591308804,0.09761837914019267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167120512744965,0.0,0.07139076117887154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058966231292111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349074922308125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317895725114536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262065687889544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750958751811582,0.0,0.1541401915296457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351454595289222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161696974620881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797131507816232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538814518134404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925933952797713,0.10392378978694933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931212137334266,0.0,0.0,0.12917258612285404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934086708429551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888744082284564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934344117286028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21965826844766773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436570244936627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084615116577739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31426732083011605,0.0,0.14818440432199614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097067856016228,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CapnToastyOats,2019/09/28,"Why am I like this? I could literally have the most social day at school, but as soon as I get home, I feel lonely again. It makes no sense to me. Rant over",-0.8335294117647081,1.1248812352941189,1.26029411764706,101.16632352941177,89.58823529411768,4.576470588235295,11.441176470588234,5.985473137389443,-1.4846823529411766,118,1,31,1,4,39,30,34,0.248,0.705,0.047,-0.8126,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,5,5,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219525145938027,0.0,0.0,0.260054975969937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038891115558125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106750702088206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044803198550576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700158590583186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691643150823624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.408098109253266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110500834588449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36385933051202507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lakes23,2019/09/28,"Confused. I've lost 90lbs. Was really obese to a good weight thinking all this weight loss might help my self confidence. Nope, if anything I've become even more shy and introverted. I have no friends, haven't been in a relationship in years and I really don't know what to do anymore.",2.6784242424242386,5.3461477818181855,3.4322727272727285,86.78174242424242,80.27272727272728,7.303030303030304,23.71212121212121,8.344100000000001,1.6278484848484849,228,8,45,5,6,72,42,55,0.185,0.616,0.19899999999999998,0.4349,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,2,0,7,3,0,0,1,8,10,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,2,3,2,4,6,2,3,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,3,1,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23167266114172874,0.0,0.0,0.1922364070495037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579975591195993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429341492396711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048207690522244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593617555612056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565800157444872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283827956514724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550066523300216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24781721070087914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993057499435591,0.0,0.0,0.2508035583867355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437001972754489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968418151912274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5689341267590332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043348868242032
lonely,libretti,2019/09/28,"So tough I was recently rejected by being honest with someone that I had' been in a relation in almost 10 years. It hurts so much that I'm rejected for something like that. Life sucks some times. I spoke with her for nearly a month and we were quite close during high school and after being honest, that was her reason for me not being adequate. Life is painful sometimes and this is one of those moments. thanks for listsening",5.148518518518519,6.760992432098767,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,69.12345679012347,8.362962962962964,27.08024691358025,8.841846274778883,2.1142987654320984,341,11,61,6,6,108,58,81,0.196,0.677,0.127,-0.6766,0,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,2,10,1,0,2,0,10,3,0,1,0,11,14,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,6,1,7,4,12,5,2,11,0,3,0,0,4,5,1,2,7,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476682344041557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613208540157644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26477505142570923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34939717131887843,0.12083439202785486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741881068071165,0.0,0.18181818566335184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759921616890522,0.0,0.2631797099802719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630690500448644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542994783197206,0.24421146163576835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503141621555631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956441618975827,0.19040899784546836,0.2446186238373139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22771096130090446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422183921892925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592743184841586
lonely,auserthatisnoone,2019/09/28,Being Good With Being Alone But... Anyone else just meh or good with being alone/lonely but kind of wanting interaction? Like just some good distraction to occupy your time or change the monotony that loneliness can be? But then you don’t really want that either? That’s totally me right now. Am I the only one?,3.5426436781609176,6.279874758620689,4.25241379310345,81.79229885057472,77.27586206896551,8.004597701149425,20.011494252873558,8.841846274778883,1.6040252873563223,248,6,44,6,6,79,45,58,0.142,0.6559999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.6248,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,14,9,6,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,5,4,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,4,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258990186146802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485008880632424,0.2562194242151961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645338371633449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889581786991224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6292237502467148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26040246878749995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216830780462988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694493784850387,0.1901844244505802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601969671291844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135527104234992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581393384911778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949876521318357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ryanjl1985,2019/09/28,"I can’t be without a relationship and the moment I am I desperately try to find another one. I’m so lonely, all the time. All of my efforts go into curbing my loneliness and feeling of abandonment. I will date the wrong people just so I can feel wanted and every time I am the one who is left. I’m the one who gets dropped because people can tell I’m an empty shallow shell of a human with no real joy. Just loneliness and despair. 

I don’t want my heart to hurt anymore. I don’t want to be so sad all the time.",1.2611926605504564,3.0082579174311985,3.9252201834862386,86.33480275229358,79.91743119266056,6.5618348623853215,24.661467889908266,7.554174236665415,1.2474800000000004,399,15,85,6,10,141,63,109,0.26899999999999996,0.664,0.067,-0.9742,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,9,0,11,1,1,0,3,21,21,7,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,6,0,3,0,2,11,1,9,18,3,9,0,5,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,58,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034682330395984,0.0,0.0,0.18948373154913636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164705852901308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097930708332778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321497424701645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462865117644086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982283495738056,0.0,0.1085858358650966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264112628382112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453751460564373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759113926731207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884088807512927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26491885915294605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747218376010688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513078191754106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669979908329016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342321308618988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297196294226675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380827502123129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841784734907212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088980316230276,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway83123777,2019/09/28,"Lonely but not alone It’s a weird situation to have a wife and a couple kids, but feeling more lonely than when I lived alone before them. My wife is buried in PUBG every night, my oldest daughter is buried in her iPad, and I’m spending all my time caring for our little baby girl. I just wanna scream. No one cares if I’m here or not. No one ever asks me how my day is. People only seem to want to talk to me when they want something, and I end up on Reddit so I actually feel like I’m part of something 😔",2.364426605504587,3.2274822660550484,4.230172018348624,89.00195527522936,74.96330275229356,6.1839449541284415,20.04701834862385,5.985473137389443,-0.04891834862385337,393,7,88,2,8,134,76,109,0.121,0.691,0.188,0.7187,0,7,2,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,2,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,2,19,15,11,0,4,7,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,0,3,14,3,12,15,3,13,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,3,9,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.17728931126970562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37632254386569614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698422887131595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459267026282889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704610417552027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102074632644226,0.0,0.1171658200439674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091077785678987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433610431978934,0.15306964316752664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837214217061113,0.1297891820796671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875758780053952,0.18208681537333496,0.16042300331797255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049037115882432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462163610006669,0.138172583829697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673711788757248,0.0,0.12595108021523305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653907667664017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20421113914864075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27972571485088515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602407482056087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593658264344608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431411226581765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,psycwolfofwallstreet,2019/09/28,"It’s friday again and I’m just at home browsing reddit because I have no one I don’t even play videogames anymore, I just stay on reddit and netflix like an endless loop",2.8396190476190446,4.6785602,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,75.57142857142857,4.666666666666667,28.809523809523807,3.1291,0.7765238095238091,137,6,27,0,3,43,29,35,0.066,0.785,0.14800000000000002,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608228752267346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832555045962907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069068863948369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660969365282162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270118746811021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31486906682011384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952711228607085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,olympus03,2019/09/28,"You ever just feel like your close friends don't actually care about you? One of my closest friends for almost a year now has been getting more distant to me, or at least that's what it feels like. For some reason I'm terrified one day she'll just not respond and end up never speaking to me again",4.571721311475411,5.20010449180328,4.865696721311477,87.33985655737708,69.65573770491804,7.411475409836067,30.004098360655732,7.1686216300943375,1.5425049180327872,238,9,50,2,4,75,53,61,0.098,0.737,0.165,0.5532,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,13,9,2,0,0,4,0,2,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,7,5,8,7,3,11,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,9,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.2471040511968756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535610551120483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581724289318953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633045364512939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427581677027802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22905000219418895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25606906175052163,0.3617977018888097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912708970068153,0.0,0.13229585226730078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24741885862042265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952971820919913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431738768597351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603500775637211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630639647601817
lonely,MisunderstoodLife,2019/09/28,"I felt cuddled in my sleep, Lucid dreams? I never really slept or cuddled with anyone in my life, but one night when I was asleep in my room alone I felt like someone was wrapping their arms and it felt totally real to me.

Did anyone else experience this or know what this could mean, I'm just curious.",2.253,4.563876966666665,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,79.33333333333334,6.666666666666668,21.666666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.0386666666666668,238,7,47,4,6,78,45,60,0.040999999999999995,0.8290000000000001,0.131,0.6757,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,4,0,2,15,11,5,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,3,9,1,5,3,1,7,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,4,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195498468282253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964460606516623,0.21720103057872947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925070569580702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708410306481573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735947379913208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6106090723623061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649998904503088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972944566919022,0.103563898172445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23091098991305706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634939033533392,0.0,0.0,0.19893113226278447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436447675683004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412823921149797,0.13580136034815918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121355017585489,0.0,0.17961200858974774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,americannoteven,2019/09/28,"Are they really friends or just people in my life? I’ve always been a bit of a “loner” kind of person, even back in school. I had friends id hang with then but things have gone south. I’m 23 now, still live with my parents, work night shifts, and only really have friends online anymore. Besides my sisters and my mom (my dad’s cool I’m just not super close with him), I feel as though the people I constantly call “my friends” in discord chats and online aren’t really my friends. Maybe it’s because of that lack of physical closeness. We all voice chat but that’s the extent of it. When the discord app doesn’t start blowing up on my phone, it makes me feel like they’ve all kinda forgotten about me. 

It’s also weird when I realize shit like going out to a nice little diner or something with my mom is the most social interaction I really have and that I Enjoy It.",3.1069642857142834,4.630084988636366,4.196948051948056,87.3636363636364,74.11363636363636,7.074025974025973,23.935064935064936,7.7094869923839395,1.0891587662337658,682,20,140,9,14,222,107,176,0.125,0.696,0.18,0.9158,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,2,11,14,1,0,7,1,9,3,1,1,2,28,17,14,0,1,7,5,2,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,9,12,1,0,3,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,3,4,20,12,18,14,6,22,0,0,0,0,20,10,1,4,11,87,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893843784132344,0.11334944118082932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509779481881934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047479957182996,0.0,0.08304100360126991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872153688421225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391001317231655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472099579878724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997479464588641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377580900130097,0.0973185906227447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262323675580276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741934810972789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185653415608412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621917606941724,0.1331045193970172,0.13653242865988427,0.12028845806879307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093070655530336,0.0,0.13685551153856948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190882566141073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783717695162766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360463719353184,0.0,0.0,0.15126084516305618,0.0,0.0,0.1888814062551828,0.11894571082345308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34907482475224666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378661558718431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983217641199872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886340953886125,0.0,0.10487203900213428,0.0,0.0,0.09642018487283288,0.0,0.10878881641354833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050130070205006,0.0,0.13383957787088666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917283484953672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,general_kenobi_1,2019/09/28,Same old story Every night I lay in bed by myself wishing I was out doing anything else but I hate going out alone cause it just makes even me more miserable and none of my friends ever talk to me so i don't know what to do.,0.3875510204081678,2.2995506122449045,2.440163265306122,95.02269387755103,83.6938775510204,4.736326530612245,17.963265306122448,5.6839178017228535,-0.4521542857142853,176,4,40,1,5,59,42,49,0.27899999999999997,0.696,0.026000000000000002,-0.9448,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,11,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,7,8,3,7,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29823860082441755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23696565830711985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29581313631696105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405527304586028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901941531319619,0.2604753322179972,0.24261781257127274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247634994274976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365369221136036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842998205846098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825469355045432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221481743906985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702299427832836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021644502536579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23145047497715945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311385507587161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Just4lust31,2019/09/28,31 M lonely everyday Everyday 4 as long as i can remember i feel alone. I stay alone and constantly try to connect. Every one is so temporary and about materiel things. No real people seems.,1.9258333333333368,4.7525599166666685,4.262444444444443,77.32700000000003,88.72222222222223,8.435555555555556,26.644444444444442,8.841846274778883,3.267451111111111,151,7,25,5,5,52,30,36,0.244,0.7559999999999999,0.0,-0.7717,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,4,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5618322670870245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931070845051913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285259441531233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714382057647026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24003313559547176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837948570313272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803917568286435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087231335583693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072547115347604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24692081556716725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890988503165148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801955027722436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414976015310816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BasterdGirl,2019/09/07,"Who wants to talk? I’m surrounded by lots of people all the time, so I do cherish my time alone, but I don’t feel there’s someone I can *really* talk to when I need it. My friends lead different lifestyles than I do, and I have to hide things from them (they’re married/have families while I...don’t). Anyway, if anyone wants to just talk to a good listener, send me a message.",0.15896103896104208,2.5015854805194806,1.9714415584415583,94.64287662337664,90.2987012987013,5.6774025974025975,20.687012987012988,7.1686216300943375,0.6354270129870137,290,10,64,5,10,95,57,77,0.05,0.8109999999999999,0.139,0.8121,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,11,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,10,3,9,11,2,7,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,4,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512915167012121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965254423415688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534967190060216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287299796585557,0.0,0.12268102313718475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745534365008995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035065406613466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062753577438904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799070778634601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820909878169565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554349971315469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557961988277867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5850504334863197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611925973178778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829590197085348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862189321348301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TeenagersDepression,2019/09/07,"It's literally gotten to the point my dad asked one of my friends if he wanted to hang out with me this weekend How embarrassing.

My dad tells me all the time that if I want to hang out with friends I could. And I do. But they never want to hang out with me.",0.9914285714285712,2.5569424285714284,2.6851428571428606,95.75985714285716,80.07142857142857,5.908571428571428,20.128571428571426,6.742157984588678,-0.07289571428571451,200,5,50,2,5,66,36,56,0.045,0.805,0.151,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,17,7,5,0,6,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,10,2,11,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,3,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29442925192614283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514564105422768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486648462099558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429035076324357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134135718808959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977229953635093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752741208052105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836458341184915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5572847395345216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,guytx74,2019/09/07,"50M(most will keep scrolling) Married guy and a Dad here!! Looking for some new chat friends. All welcome !! Hello. Married older guy. I’m great with chatting. Tons of life experience with marriage , relationships, careers , parenting and more. 

All welcome !! Would love to offer a kind uplifting word if you need it. Will tell you the honest truth too.  

HMU.",2.892999999999997,5.525049633333335,2.6833333333333336,84.73000000000003,102.66666666666666,4.666666666666667,30.0,6.42735559955562,2.15,278,15,43,4,12,83,51,60,0.0,0.649,0.35100000000000003,0.981,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,3,13,8,3,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,8,5,5,5,2,0,0,1,1,17,0,0,2,2,24,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467098725296711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485689715649576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780625249601732,0.0,0.4994553016279651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22417592469418746,0.0,0.26263800738160564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814345193973405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179296275307688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276294616415056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701059295702346,0.0,0.24358608561394704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800494683224911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270779259752818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044274347922327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916281834721676,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BornFaithlessness3,2019/09/07,"Lonely Summer and Not-so-great(?) friends (long rant ahead, apologies!)

It's been a really lonely summer. Like, *really* lonely. I only have two friends at the moment. One goes to school here but goes home to a different state in between semesters, and the other recently got a new boyfriend and spends ALL her free time hanging out with him. I'm really happy that she found someone so I feel bad complaining about it, but it's been months now and I just wish she'd stop cancelling our plans all the time. For example, we were planning this trip to this nearby city for weeks. But when we finally found a weekend to do it, she told me she was busy. Flash forward to that weekend, and her snapchat story was her with her boyfriend at the place we were planning on staying at. I don't know. I can't even type that out without feeling shitty, and then feeling shitty for feeling shitty because she deserves to have other friends and relationships too. Ugh. 

But then something else happened. This friend is also my co-worker. While I was still in the interview/background process, she told some of our other co-workers that I was recently hired. One of the guys jokingly asked if I was cute, and she told them that I'm a lesbian. 

Here's the thing. I never told her that I DIDN'T want to be out to my co-workers, but I would have preferred that she at least would have asked me if it was ok. Even though it's 2019, with new jobs I generally like to get a feel for the atmosphere myself before coming out. I tried to explain this to her, but she believes that she was ""doing me a favor"" so I wouldn't get hit on by the guys there. She may have meant well, but I at least would have liked her to acknowledge the reasons why I was kind of upset by this, even if I never made it explicitly clear that I didn't want to be out to these people I had never met before. 

I told my other friend (the out-of-state one) all this incident, and she looked me dead in the eye and said ""this girl is not your friend."" 

That really shook me. I'm still not ready to let go of co-worker friend though, because I honestly just don't have that many friends. And despite everything, I enjoy hanging out with her. Idk, I just wish she was more sensitive about things. I'm hoping this fall I can at least start to branch out and grow my friend network. I signed up for some more clubs, and finally made the mood to delete social media (seeing old acquaintances from high school with their big friend groups was honestly only fueling my depression and loneliness!). I'm hoping this fall I can sort of start anew :)",4.828722589627566,5.688053798816572,4.9814067757280425,85.90784284719808,69.19723865877711,8.094883397145841,27.337800208840928,8.219915518859313,1.6159985381134714,2024,63,410,27,34,634,223,507,0.099,0.71,0.191,0.9962,2,6,1,0,0,0,75.0,5,1,2,4,22,36,0,2,20,1,42,2,1,3,8,86,85,33,1,14,16,0,5,3,10,5,0,1,1,3,34,30,0,1,13,4,2,10,12,9,1,4,30,9,67,27,59,45,10,65,0,4,3,1,58,23,0,9,35,287,101,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378859136540251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575989675740404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616011920625362,0.08200335341300985,0.0,0.11446830114577004,0.07578010557339265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057939389304549976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793179424284975,0.0,0.0,0.07027342134280708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561879284539707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332757534886677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604498430045737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004589375930454,0.0,0.0,0.1473622590858634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749641306174954,0.5196567592249803,0.0,0.07028218492512599,0.0,0.03822597204226085,0.0,0.05379476007472517,0.07415548163361578,0.0,0.13319791457690833,0.05947867349496984,0.07160057718124208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106493141326957,0.06746825955830879,0.1336106840704838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674615647002746,0.0,0.0,0.07004197324132637,0.03696488242625968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877892185672847,0.0,0.0985809702884134,0.0,0.0,0.05952386174252936,0.056482293548238374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127287954727047,0.0,0.0681920893189891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368708247014865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562747166947194,0.12992217128530067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057909706457352,0.0,0.13673336764668406,0.10231003131660046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04663030321942417,0.0,0.07027342134280708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235645633084093,0.06915550254604241,0.13282423124511325,0.07221313417275554,0.0,0.0,0.06398060643683556,0.0,0.0,0.13614343051459654,0.05359830267645227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856411143119072,0.05699002063680932,0.05178079806650756,0.0,0.0,0.0952153532999178,0.07169126859703885,0.10742943091799076,0.05623320144011471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937042935369577,0.0,0.13216716716832322,0.0,0.0784408511979722,0.0,0.0,0.32135380348550296,0.0,0.04566579874933041,0.0,0.06570421622391796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934455204416843,0.0,0.05395271102674485,0.0,0.0604757099373552,0.0,0.06069258391235127,0.0,0.15469364378372108,0.06483719651234575,0.0,0.19586721432668847,0.0,0.0,0.14334083768328873,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JustAnAnon1,2019/09/07,"Lonely I just someone to hold me and tell me it’s all going to be okay. Is that too much to fucking ask for? Just some, even a tiny fucking bit of intimacy like holding someone’s hand would make my day but I don’t fucking have anyone that cares about me.",2.7644444444444436,3.7847715555555546,4.097222222222225,89.73250000000004,74.18518518518519,6.140740740740743,26.462962962962962,5.985473137389443,0.7573851851851847,200,7,44,1,4,66,43,54,0.032,0.7959999999999999,0.172,0.7615,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,1,1,5,4,1,1,1,10,12,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,6,3,6,10,4,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,3,1,2,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560922251986052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221420364951966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585760388826409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414817289834571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274699152132634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643548665668824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6568848677782193,0.0,0.0,0.13460584651351082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571168542271837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580974915030355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411010516573264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401360099471598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701508390141488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824961115428466,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Smiles9798,2019/09/07,I sleep all day and play video games I think I’m depressed All I do all day is play video games and sleep to up to 3-5pm I find it hard to find things to do like joining clubs and I really struggle to make friends what should I do,-0.7928205128205157,1.138609461538465,0.7246153846153867,105.30371794871796,89.0,4.235897435897436,16.358974358974358,5.46131890053228,-1.0745871794871795,180,4,48,1,6,57,30,52,0.133,0.677,0.19,0.4779,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,5,2,2,1,3,11,8,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,4,6,7,3,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34238786924126463,0.0,0.2286325571090741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852348094286581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508678392139726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237791955879292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968595002628447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771906035889277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005470769638026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5312854105597917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775070205220642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635384904027265,0.1700902821934184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LiveToFlyFlyToLive,2019/09/07,"23 year old aspie willing to talk about anything. And I do mean literally anything.  If I’m unfamiliar with the topic I will research it and get back to you, you have my word on that.

As for myself, I’m a second time college student going to school to be a high school teacher.  History is my favorite subject.  I’m also a metalhead with my favorite sub genres being Trad, Death and Doom.  I’m a horror film buff.  I like hiking.  If you want to know anything more I’m an open book so just ask.",1.1076545454545474,3.405626020000004,3.4134545454545484,86.78172727272732,83.8,5.236363636363637,24.09090909090909,6.574015621080383,0.9120000000000004,382,15,75,4,11,131,70,100,0.102,0.8009999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,13,18,8,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,1,11,14,1,8,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,5,47,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549706742629865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5726460550749843,0.0,0.2168498138374511,0.0,0.0,0.17836170969175166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211887025201903,0.0,0.13182731752889815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450768097729288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747828328963307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332316902366928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252670724075762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24340134580091544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695086163951401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864393943377849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525682207217646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681508798456365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937361964422566
lonely,Deanyosla,2019/09/07,"Starting to believe I'll be lonely for as long as I'm alive. Can't form friendships, nor relationships and social interactions are barely happening for me. I feel so sad and somber when I see couples outside, perhaps realising that I may never have that kind of relationship in my life anymore. I try to consciously avoid looking at those people otherwise I can get teary eyed, and I'm a guy....wtf. Nervous breakdown is waiting somewhere, likely will hit me unexpectedly. Having almost panic attacks when out in the city. Too many people. Yet I want to have at least one person who would be around, even as a friend. So that I could've had someone to share some bits and pieces of my life with. It feels like as an artist making friends is so much harder. Plus being introverted as well as socially anxious does not help. I met someone at work, she's an artist as well, but we barely talk and it saddens me quite a bit. Only general ""hi, you ok?"" And nothing else. Wish I could talk more with her.",2.9788288784789216,5.452623047120422,4.022672912648115,84.12686690548364,77.6910994764398,6.324717553044916,25.75943786166988,7.475848149327749,1.4577895287958118,786,30,146,11,19,254,136,191,0.13,0.799,0.071,-0.8793,0,3,0,0,1,1,29.0,1,1,0,2,11,15,1,3,6,1,16,3,1,1,1,29,31,21,0,4,2,0,2,2,2,3,2,0,0,1,7,12,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,6,2,1,2,5,18,9,25,21,8,13,0,2,3,0,19,7,0,3,8,99,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287318166892869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145233439571603,0.12749454561528015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444347569578413,0.0,0.1462527728225545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484033599275672,0.0,0.0,0.2807030979845045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528548644368455,0.14224648438393214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125015787444626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073933372674997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491104962586299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000512047285412,0.09184153973798173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864648917427874,0.0,0.06716601409984396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729218674794066,0.1136830173068498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616941619867753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387290583864522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160799958132426,0.1256134509273203,0.0,0.0,0.11376938668981545,0.10795596434271508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581316319998013,0.1303371782643489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450459161185268,0.0,0.09915150823887664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335443688582845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711392328947637,0.097773810152416,0.0,0.15083458619703233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825123717211916,0.11225149436865686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367367793793748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760453957547494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244372331706772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262096466126469,0.21785279064503815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909936958999918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665937877784885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872821380253259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582657407452341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23117735401526104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478348385241955,0.0,0.0,0.0935914278503055,0.0,0.0,0.0913235953527992,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sacorr,2019/09/07,"Saturday is so fun Is anyone else just gonna be home alone all day and night? Just wondering what everyone's plans are. 

I'm gonna get a calzone and watch supernatural later after hw",1.907702702702704,4.3610602432432435,4.282364864864864,80.83543918918923,81.70270270270271,8.024324324324324,22.763513513513516,8.841846274778883,1.9532216216216216,147,5,29,4,4,51,32,37,0.055,0.828,0.11699999999999999,0.5009,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667690688833411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24761403209816926,0.36284525312463706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283828031190997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958279066618517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338383797369637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501689076376585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552185414275136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33232446847943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840359353872607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,evilspells,2019/09/07,"I feel so alone. I have nobody to talk to. I suffer from a mood disorder and a personality disorder and it forced me to quit my job and university. I have no friends to talk to and my family don't really understand me. I see a therapist once a week and it helps, but it's not enough. I'm so isolated to the point where I barely leave my house. This sucks.",0.5902999999999992,2.6810711466666675,3.6422500000000007,85.64737500000003,84.2,8.55,20.041666666666664,9.188382445141503,1.6511666666666671,276,8,63,9,8,99,48,75,0.248,0.685,0.067,-0.9089,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,8,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,11,1,7,8,1,3,0,1,1,0,5,2,1,0,1,42,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129761194112673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713516608930539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247619973575108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385462788470775,0.0,0.10397536922914948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887329655052035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783298431523774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372754880526653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040612716417902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21773805549638767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189948472728828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955278270661576,0.0,0.0,0.19439179373228707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21871841772792172,0.0,0.0,0.1317352171069874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386468345798846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305636752604712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23875839337201454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407356421079665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494820680174305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,selenachez,2019/09/07,"I wish I could open up I feel so alone and I feel like it's my own fault. A lot of the times when I'm feeling really lonely is when I'm wishing I could talk to somebody about my problems.

I have friends, I know there's like 10 people I could talk to, but at the same time I just can't. Growing up I felt that I could never express or share my feelings due to how abusive my mother was. (Ex: when she found out that I was depressed in 7th grade, she would yell at me telling me that I have no reason to be feeling like that). Besides that, I felt that sharing my feelings meant placing a burden on someone. Whether it'd hurt their own, have them worry about me, etc. I'm a people-pleaser, the last thing I'd want is to cause hurt or stress on somebody else so instead I keep it all to myself. 

At the same time, I think me refusing to talk about my feelings or problems is a way of just not accepting the situation. I'd rather pretend that everything is perfect. It's what we all want, isn't it? To have a perfect family, a perfect lover, a perfect self. Once I realized my home life wasn't normal I began to have this dream of having a perfect xyz. 

I'm going through the process of accepting that nothing will ever be perfect. We're all human and life can be shitty. However, while thinking about things that happen, I question what flaws/mistakes am I supposed to let slide? Which is where I wish I could talk to someone about my problems. That leads back though to the same issues of not wanting to be a burden to anyone or bursting my ""perfect world"" dreams.

Thanks for letting me rant.",3.1554798761609923,4.5365730681114576,4.0618030959752325,88.95339814241487,73.73684210526315,6.282551083591333,28.39987616099071,6.55674776486733,1.2404252383900929,1243,50,256,9,25,400,160,323,0.196,0.603,0.2,0.3858,1,3,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,2,8,20,28,0,1,16,0,32,3,0,4,12,72,61,16,0,17,11,2,9,3,2,2,2,1,1,2,21,5,0,2,19,3,0,4,7,11,0,0,8,10,42,17,35,39,10,31,0,4,0,1,21,13,0,6,16,183,63,2,0.0,0.1060353378124746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268842861859301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257603894725705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881509057711876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193462782538626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572669755904268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708074718973656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476045865453368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980907319581146,0.0,0.08095212749273156,0.0,0.0,0.0804311195120616,0.0,0.08436664584153873,0.0,0.31675473902284906,0.12786855887060655,0.17185587156372026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812516490466644,0.06914256982158355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05086130208085377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791389366541589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976942499907814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160960054033346,0.0,0.0,0.0934081164884604,0.0,0.07954606560853368,0.0,0.0,0.04918336803539503,0.07294926701907087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302663526688465,0.12642401930590694,0.13116622655715512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608429851912744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902301782245164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768477294723567,0.08587156813728251,0.0,0.0,0.0953078135022983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062043626661551575,0.0,0.09350181356330617,0.09823715017842898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25690000194370943,0.0,0.0,0.10025336643783944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733192200669743,0.09201437445878184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933613918599794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005946090801059,0.0,0.0,0.15165535369503785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251467049042312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877264146137785,0.0782213922375676,0.08239372648325935,0.0,0.0,0.11891120517298115,0.11468783105047542,0.08792705398161023,0.0,0.15655339609867785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583570154420248,0.07103589155424113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087398328722715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088514284800822,0.0,0.06357371926668373,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-------RS--------,2019/09/07,"I have the emotional depth of a lego brick Anxiety and depression suck. Feel like I'm picking random emotions and phrases out of a hat and there's only a 1/100000 chance that I get it right. None of my convos are natural or fluid and I feel like that keeps me from having any meaningful relationships. Can't remember a time where my convos weren't forced and suffocating. Always this ughhh feeling whenever I go somewhere. Feels like everyone in their head always thinks the worst about me during a convo even if it's not true. More times than not, I overthink and often pay attention to others facial expressions to see when they start losing interest. No wonder I'm alone, always detaching myself from others. Can't help but think it's my fault, though. I've spent too much time apologizing to people for the way that I am. I didn't ask for this. Feel like crying but unfortunately that file has not been downloaded yet. Think I'm just gonna hide in my room forever and avoid everyone, I tried 🏳🏳.",3.9401838235294133,6.2013649791666685,4.9167892156862765,79.92772058823532,73.6875,8.475980392156861,24.83578431372549,9.168548406835145,2.1980118872549013,804,26,146,19,17,262,128,192,0.179,0.7190000000000001,0.102,-0.9326,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,10,12,1,1,8,0,10,2,2,1,1,34,31,13,0,1,8,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,2,12,0,2,1,9,6,0,0,4,6,17,6,15,26,4,15,0,2,1,0,7,7,1,5,10,89,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514776867853592,0.0,0.0,0.32573315249669776,0.0,0.0,0.08873733484152846,0.0,0.09982411052116803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199006794039458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333658870311572,0.0,0.0,0.11239041535199304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935662487357949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618708423535476,0.0,0.0,0.2493766189755891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298970604706925,0.3728869001893068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817537812196654,0.0,0.07416019012036096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391987347204434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746436141291876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598506344721048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255002314159805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598437285151536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959247969936488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924314501762016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046498930882513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009688892981118,0.1478191663685921,0.11143732022583364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398323716189434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236113989845336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508372084637453,0.12820527145831964,0.0,0.22826843088306625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859380510989846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035764915073805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151029670517584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Madkatruss,2019/09/07,"People act like not having friends is a red flag It’s happened many times. When trying to make new friends I try to keep my friendlessness a secret, but then the subject comes up about my “other friends”. I say something like “oh well I talk to my classmates in class” and the person asks if I hang out with any of them. I say no. Then the person just...disappears. One of the reasons I have no friends is because of this. People naturally assume someone has no friends because of some toxic/abusive behavior and they gtfo.",2.9281000000000006,5.406655610000001,3.532,87.551,77.9,5.6000000000000005,28.0,6.742157984588678,1.4204,411,18,76,4,10,129,70,100,0.214,0.715,0.071,-0.9253,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,3,8,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,2,0,14,10,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,2,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,3,11,8,12,10,1,11,0,0,1,0,14,3,0,3,7,51,14,1,0.0,0.19023540814923015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918519416595897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010039774326273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574977844198094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830681487264626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6202349736348064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419812321579536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271165226508645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688141431129105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717395557525038,0.16278098175397468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155068269682273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879850359151276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226219085922536,0.280386743061458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508074045766982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553649128105261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604058186344214,0.12360567375845535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905073216291332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936228739663189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801718138369044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436125266409738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ashphfalt31,2019/09/07,"i don’t know what to do for my birthday... it’s coming up in a few weeks and i still haven’t made plans...

i don’t have many friends or close friends that i’m willing to spend it with, but honestly, i might anyway just so that i won’t be lonely... if i’m honest, i don’t want to spend it with family but if that’s what it comes down to, then so be it.",-0.17687830687830794,0.9514108888888906,2.179647266313932,100.04555555555555,82.08641975308642,5.616225749559083,17.74426807760141,6.1826913282559595,-0.6088991181657852,266,5,73,2,7,91,47,81,0.0,0.8109999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.9186,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,1,0,16,18,9,0,3,6,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,7,4,10,12,1,9,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,4,3,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142371840086438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813853060136186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612178894573305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640396738233969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28243393735561906,0.0,0.3026171694590943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31664565493304875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383706865830755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605431943349925,0.0,0.23942684347422524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hiorvae,2019/09/07,"I hate my friends I hate my friends, but I don’t have anyone else. I’m sick of being a good friend, only for them to treat me like shit. I’m tired of everyone. I’m tired of my friends.

Any advice?",-1.7065151515151484,0.2095134999999999,0.6790909090909096,103.25530303030304,95.8181818181818,3.8424242424242414,16.424242424242426,5.46131890053228,-0.9284121212121208,150,4,39,1,6,50,29,44,0.32,0.33799999999999997,0.341,0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,7,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921053426649738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336878508290212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746020586132235,0.20142955052943867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422560791361085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878500424730582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6075393739425778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648902531919833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881835868271128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604387881755776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951545243738126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017966732752475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519022648710502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,deepseafishing123,2019/09/07,"I was feeling good until today. I was having a good week. After just starting college, I was beginning to make peace with not going to parties and spending time with the few friends I love instead of having the typical crazy college experience. And I was okay not meeting any guys really. I was okay.

And then I found out that he has a girlfriend. Him. The guy that I was close to being in love with. The guy that made my heart burst every time i saw him. The guy that had no clue i felt this way. 

In some sense, I haven’t moved on from him. I know that it was never going anywhere, and I know that he didn’t like me back, and I know i’m just an immature teenager, but he meant so much to me. 

Knowing that I meant nothing to him kills me, and makes me feel more alone then ever before. But oh my god i had never felt so strongly about anyone like this, and to know that he’s living his best life hurts a lot. Meanwhile, there isn’t a guy that seems remotely interested in me. It just hurts.",1.9684313725490201,3.724463294117648,3.2907843137254917,91.65519607843142,77.82352941176471,5.905882352941178,22.117647058823533,6.691623216298621,0.405717647058824,768,22,167,7,18,250,112,204,0.075,0.73,0.195,0.9711,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,10,15,1,0,10,2,16,4,1,3,3,40,40,14,1,0,7,0,4,2,2,0,1,0,0,5,13,12,0,0,13,0,1,3,8,3,0,0,17,5,28,12,19,22,6,24,0,2,1,2,19,6,0,3,16,117,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884289040417348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803163502029087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080233503247075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823306630067608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764092036904744,0.0,0.12041949621178083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379488528380898,0.09667897458546354,0.0,0.0,0.1122442104833626,0.0,0.0,0.1160386755490819,0.0,0.22034949576719828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581374387781422,0.08865295236994711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042629461075916,0.19248803800333172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5680859609318876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597529472820752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24567725547603506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695013161158522,0.0,0.3153087016498451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104892970325495,0.11211880288822472,0.0,0.10132336588599504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755347118457104,0.2071266053743417,0.10857602434070704,0.15318851697817745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195749535682897,0.0843519670922198,0.0,0.17699933130150095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101024746353985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350962169980946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446101138015508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812182467671011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381935136345,0.0,0.10876637682595812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910805242958879,0.09204281549261537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,watch_more_tv,2019/09/07,"Hi  Hi,30 something male unemployed aspie. Past times are gym,reading,memes,reddit and other social media. Can talk about anything.",5.193571428571428,8.522764428571431,3.8765476190476207,76.62053571428574,95.1904761904762,4.0047619047619065,24.29761904761905,5.985473137389443,1.5261333333333336,107,4,12,1,4,31,21,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012398036911275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654537704554058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970301339673959,0.0,0.3753657192183344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919012729840076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28431395059040154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,itsadee,2019/09/07,"Best friend? 17f and just want the title of ""best friend."" Not going through a hard time or anything; I'm just lonely. Any takers?",0.5350000000000001,2.9846352,1.0075000000000005,98.97125,97.0,2.5,14.25,3.1291,-1.4084,100,2,20,0,4,30,22,25,0.073,0.499,0.4270000000000001,0.9013,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21783095510124265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263598935963835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6723194731419306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4949622619664177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204721916944286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28694692585491666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678320088352052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893509156440647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nitaoos,2019/09/07,"Feeling jealous of the relationship my best friend has with her cousin This might be way too unusual to hear maybe, but I’ve felt jealous of my best friend’s cousin this whole summer. 

She lives abroad, and she came to stay at her’s for two months. I’ve been feeling left out ever since and I constantly see them express their love for each other, and the fact that “there’s no one more important in their lives”. I hear my best friend talk about her in the most amazing way, but I’ve been friends with her ever since we were in 5th grade and the only time she ever shows she appreciates me is when she had to write a b-day card for me. I know she is a closed person, isnt very much into showing vulnerability to a person, but I dont see how her cousin turned her into something else? Now I can’t help but think how I was never someone’s favorite person, and that I was never loved for who I am the way others are. I give all of me to certain people, to only get the bare minimum in return. She is my only best friend and I notice these things way more than any normal person does. I think I am the problem and that I am the person who no one ever appreciates or loves. 

Now I dont even know my spot in her life anymore, because the last time we went out (just the two of us) was 3 months ago. And now it feels awkward to even catch up on things because she replies shallowly or puts zero effort in making me feel better if I ever tell her a problem of mine. I discussed this with her plenty of times, but I was called dramatic and selfish, not understanding and insecure for asking for reassurance which imo, if it showed, I wouldn’t mention it.  I can never be her cousin to her, now I’ll constantly think of how much she enjoys her more than me and how she can never connect the same way she does with her. So I might just vanish from her life and continue to live a lonely life.",6.725951731660758,5.211169847150259,7.006733024270519,81.01240114535042,65.55440414507773,9.680719934551405,30.16034905917644,8.20500826718156,1.8820590673575124,1475,38,315,15,19,480,182,386,0.087,0.715,0.198,0.9951,1,2,1,0,0,1,31.0,3,0,3,6,22,25,2,2,16,0,27,6,0,5,12,74,52,27,0,6,12,4,5,0,5,3,3,2,0,5,17,25,0,0,11,3,0,4,12,8,0,5,11,9,62,17,43,36,14,51,0,1,2,3,64,15,0,7,26,233,79,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131452774691981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047037585468873856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859748985398031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466408144156521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433008709937782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903562045679283,0.061174741333991825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062972335976253,0.07911140290447485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949516552836056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460856119459401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106127158988242,0.0,0.16213211758310875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778218454789705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137151455525283,0.3128385549334939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989657188179005,0.0,0.06641350163608434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672006567006473,0.0,0.036138173194086416,0.06635362166225453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559179531876047,0.0,0.046362812031574135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602742143786981,0.056382318746972464,0.0,0.0,0.07515278991628327,0.0,0.1465692455535347,0.0,0.0,0.18323362627031253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872843379606207,0.0,0.0461711327613304,0.0,0.06948999113433753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675567253311353,0.0,0.0,0.11042076091734164,0.0,0.10169498205532113,0.0,0.2133909195126548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677713569935458,0.0,0.07874985642895177,0.0,0.0,0.0937419940618084,0.15781940907858386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04795337468894988,0.3019803988040257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237160917967286,0.0,0.06953438357189314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426208369597473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023816331801244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443533733937025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05860703500614405,0.05325000782627876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372541089391621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055595769099491335,0.06045713206162199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919061938058532,0.13296293665972714,0.0,0.0,0.12099975558971847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523647917447349,0.1351369680957535,0.07200781777846946,0.08320230971344242,0.0,0.0,0.0570720251516903,0.0,0.2745173765104133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412075615386789,0.0,0.07722520029709178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lightning13s,2019/09/07,"I just keep going cuz I have to.. So my life compared to others is okay I know that but I'm still not happy. Even if I have bf I still feel alone in this world . Video games are really the thing I have left that makes me happy, but I still wish I had friends from the past come back, I don't have friends anymore in my life. So I usually just play most days . And I know this is gonna make me seem hollow but I wish I was rich sometimes or at least have a lot of money , recently my PC has been having problems and Now I can't even play my games. I just lay down in bed and watch youtube videos. Idk what's wrong with it but I feel like I need to buy a new part and right now I don't have the money for it since I'm a damn fool with my money , my life feels so pointless sometimes and I feel so useless , I could have been successful if I only believe in myself . I'm 23 now living with my mother still. I just wanna be happy. And don't worry about me committing suicide , I had a car accident a year ago and it made me realize death isn't what I wanted, I was suicidal for many years before that. I'm just depressed as usual.. 😢


And being transgender doesn't help, people around my area are accepting of that but it's more about myself , I don't feel comfortable in my skin, whenever I go out I always worry about how I look and most of the time I feel like it's not enough , I didn't do good enough and shit like that. I just wanna be happy with this One life I got..",1.729305993690854,2.8626323785488985,3.3886384858044174,93.35218170347004,76.94952681388013,6.586195583596215,20.25097791798107,7.087006719466742,0.18468590536277585,1132,24,269,12,25,377,155,317,0.22399999999999998,0.625,0.151,-0.9852,0,1,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,0,1,25,24,2,0,9,1,32,6,2,5,1,62,59,25,3,10,16,1,7,3,3,1,4,0,1,0,17,17,0,1,11,6,5,4,10,7,0,1,9,9,48,17,28,45,8,35,0,2,2,0,7,13,2,7,21,185,65,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818220713701268,0.0,0.0,0.09559927560525527,0.0,0.0,0.07680445812210702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915409270346356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821702748748986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097620391163825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854404436787032,0.10399518320410396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079511863435252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369736346414647,0.0,0.0,0.059528549136808766,0.0,0.07950144051716572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074975010574566,0.0,0.12193205851629592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800305500890756,0.13188422527929014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262793504955876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491716620372872,0.07742035275822078,0.07382407146389783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930379924990381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061869534910636285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820441813801392,0.0,0.0,0.10145590827434196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028874340475016,0.0,0.26078864093128223,0.13528545504140166,0.0,0.08150626720407665,0.0,0.07751224969788671,0.0,0.0,0.07847369873204993,0.0,0.08734043104950975,0.1232274913909602,0.09358193378248418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844236743755579,0.0,0.08914793601075292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254768984083553,0.07020147550522303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999564137801423,0.08811476821661675,0.06399208459099316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832261824133371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05913241053476894,0.0,0.09113922551151583,0.0,0.0,0.07882725103897713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403024348341206,0.0,0.0,0.09474889708741537,0.07635495765126288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825823552497856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29485689589093844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193154595712454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132278454445895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382329985749695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033199902811872,0.0,0.05444338697898333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229046468162951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747871657858356,0.0,0.0,0.1009201123185804,0.0,0.1188817095912637
lonely,Bliepbliepblieeep,2019/09/07,"""you look lonely""... The void after depression. So... Hi. Im a 29yo female. It's hard for me to put my thoughts into words so bare with me. My thoughts are all over the place. I just want to vent a little I guess and hear if people recognize it and how others deal with this. 
I had a really really rough childhood and it continued through my teenage years. I struggled with massive ptsd and depression until age 26 when I finally got decent EMDR therapy. I only have one really good friend and a handful of aquintances. I moved around A Lot. 
I don't have any family at all as the few I had emigrated. I mostly struggle with the.. Void after depression. It's so wired into my brain that it's always something I have to work on every day. I sometimes compare it with an addict that has to be careful not to fall back into old habits. I feel like I have to try my best every day not to fall back into the temptation of the darkness. 
A few months ago a Coworker mentioned that she thinks I am very lonely. It hurt. I worked very hard to be where I am at now. I have a decent job as a nurse, a solid relationship, cats, I go to the gym, I have hobbies like gaming, arts and crafts, I really try my best to have a fun, fulfilling life. Yes I still feel lonely sometimes.But then I get those comments. Or my boyfriend noticing that I still feel pretty lonely. He feels guilty as he's an massive introvert and needs his own space from time to time. I don't mind, I just don't have many friends or family. The comments do make the lonely feels worse. I try my best and meet people but I have my quircks and I am picky with who I spend my time with. It takes time. 
Ugh. Just, do people hear my thoughts? Is it in my eyes?
Or.. How to appear less lonely?",1.4086158192090394,3.5636514152542382,3.078333333333333,90.50670903954806,81.45762711864407,6.080225988700565,20.850282485875713,7.2793139503082624,0.6132011299435027,1347,39,284,19,36,445,177,354,0.113,0.812,0.076,-0.8857,1,12,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,1,0,5,16,23,0,2,22,1,24,5,3,3,2,53,46,25,0,3,10,0,9,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,17,21,0,0,9,3,1,6,5,13,0,1,6,13,47,10,40,38,11,44,0,10,2,0,18,14,0,8,26,194,64,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915603608312354,0.0,0.0,0.08062746990208862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568311376002769,0.0,0.0,0.06185355487548495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097058963898447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987990401180309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863597788926302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153756113012112,0.0,0.0,0.09273623743795542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173188657649994,0.09377218163385327,0.2350221607128889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326958760437606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714914304862683,0.0,0.22995175558885064,0.06497935841886135,0.0,0.09963842535444688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405455685469715,0.0,0.04752102933173195,0.0,0.05169268828478975,0.07629001634028001,0.07274624071883648,0.0,0.10019886494308533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295835838822476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050292245537257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973708393992641,0.0,0.09824865338080772,0.0,0.09026031455258886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424528231012985,0.08887352578498668,0.0911623314817588,0.0,0.0,0.07638057158549609,0.0,0.0,0.07732798347285498,0.0,0.0,0.06071418559113857,0.09221563843446368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184015974195024,0.0,0.07260062912150488,0.09667238972461303,0.0,0.06744310952037279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355460463182116,0.09544357066832447,0.0,0.06163449416080612,0.06917653462689173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891734022838225,0.0,0.09503020773842873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253548365558582,0.0,0.0,0.1063233083290642,0.09143642827591934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330763116012101,0.0,0.0,0.0976532664946503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002277536933257,0.08995832729510454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527599400001034,0.0,0.0,0.19017501386143876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838798584194385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401671133214677,0.0,0.0,0.05828126746663245,0.0,0.2166279586717634,0.21214992075479647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852605263313113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500973149189857,0.0536485140440773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243486449744155,0.0,0.09269246787497873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058573018877874465
lonely,sc1201aurora,2019/09/07,"Twelve Stories Your surprised me this morning.  

Twelve stories above the street.  

You sent my heart soaring.  

As you lay down, just near my feet.  

​

I'm sure this gesture carries no meaning.  

But please, just keep in mind,  

when you look to see my smile beaming,  

I'm clueless, so please just be kind.  

​

You'll come to learn that I'm new to this.  

I've never done this before.  

Most social cues you'll send, I'll miss.  

Especially around you, I feel socially poor.  

​

With these thoughts I zone out.  

Staring off into the distance.  

Suddenly, a your hand waves about.  

Pulling me back to reality, I come with no resistance.  

​

Guilt fills me now, I like this too much.  

You don't know I'm gay, I try hard to be coy,  

and I'm failing. I like you, and as such,  

I'm going to tell you this is something I rather enjoy.  

​

It goes well, you don't mind that I'm gay.  

While your not like me, your not entirely straight.  

I think its a good time, ""I quite like you"" I say.  

Now I pipe down, I sit and I wait.  

​

It turns out I'm not the only one who likes you.  

I know I'm probably not as good as other guys.  

But still I hope one day I'll be your boyfriend too.  

Now I struggle to keep tears from my eyes.  

​

You look and I think you can see.  

This is soul crushing  

I think you know how hard this is on me.  

Still, one look at your deep blue eyes has me blushing.  

​

I ask you if I can lie down at your feat.  

You say that that's fine.  

Now I don't feel as beat.  

Maybe one day, you'll be mine,  

and up here, twelve stories above the street  

after my heart has had time to mend,  

I'll lie down at your feet,  

no longer just a friend.",-0.3668308020882733,1.89742931976744,0.6973777883246335,102.56684385382059,94.46511627906976,3.622116753678216,17.77622211675368,5.288315135182226,-0.7831644992880875,1282,37,302,7,49,395,161,344,0.08800000000000001,0.769,0.14300000000000002,0.9644,0,0,1,0,0,0,90.0,0,26,0,3,22,19,0,2,7,0,19,9,7,1,2,46,54,17,0,3,12,0,5,5,1,3,0,2,0,1,18,13,0,3,11,0,1,7,11,4,1,4,4,16,59,15,34,43,2,45,1,2,9,2,37,20,0,3,22,177,77,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605386437386619,0.5164790737348269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047297783903593606,0.04967023878225793,0.0,0.0,0.04085439850385074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045210500306609606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153516743757238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853009698346124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437137861969322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372917990389401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04104881759772827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030195526681858983,0.08912739114170651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260796480372683,0.0,0.0,0.0951897380850947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592079387956573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277099260381698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445040721533428,0.0,0.055327677986064784,0.08759809370131237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978542073333585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384977627275674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337715120470109,0.05787514859264139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729416812977922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03905734009544272,0.0,0.04097784152295302,0.0513141743691068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440115478384293,0.04040845942422139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116643592200884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728411886605742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056511274263905176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450368144663117,0.0,0.0,0.08467692995641335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832056560129392,0.0,0.040902778558426056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486084393393124,0.0,0.0,0.055543974358997016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05007526405658855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04643876660190257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213244610993158,0.0,0.04218001631792727,0.06196213434880157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036072407604425566,0.05779118488073615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777107854834737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5164790737348269,0.0
lonely,HighlyAdorable13,2019/09/07,"Did she like me even as a friend? (Please read below) Basically I’d caught this girl (that I already know and talk casually to) turning around and looking as if she was searching for someone at the back in class a few times (where I sit, whereas she sits in the middle). The next day we were talking then she asked me “why do you sit at the back?”...I took that as a hint that she wanted me to sit closer to her which I did the following exam. Was I right to do that or did I throw myself onto her and came on a bit too strong? Anyways I sat closer to her the next time and after the exam she made a point not to leave immediately like she does every time and revised the exam with me. I just wanted to know what her question indicated that’s all. What do you guys think? I just want to know if her question indicated that she wanted me to sit closer to her. Would really appreciate some answers.


She also regularly looks at me when I’m not looking and always gives a wide smile every time I talk to her, also keeps the conversation going by asking questions etc but I don’t really believe in those ‘signs’.

Anyways, do you think she really wanted me to sit by her or just asked me that to cheat off me? I asked that somewhere and someone said that she was being nice just because she wanted me to do her a favor and copy my answers in the exam. The thing is, at the time I didn’t think of that possibility at all as she’s really, really shy and honestly when we sat closer to each other I was the one who always initiated the cheating, then she’d follow. Also, one of the things that happened that made rule out that possibility was that once before an exam started, she glanced at me a few times (my friend notified me of this) before coming over from the back to say hi with a wide smile...then left with her friend to sit at the back. This incident right there is why I didn’t think she was using me to cheat...I mean if she did then why would she leave with her friend to sit at the back (I was sat in the middle)? She just came over and greeted me then went with her friend. Not to mention that most of the glances/looks were outside the class...but still idk. What do you guys think?",4.540003203074953,4.819604329596412,5.517658552210122,83.87422645739912,69.60538116591928,8.165150544522742,25.569827033952595,7.957251820313856,1.2449836002562455,1705,43,363,20,28,563,172,446,0.031,0.861,0.10800000000000001,0.9832,0,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,2,4,0,1,22,14,2,0,31,0,28,0,0,3,2,68,72,29,0,11,14,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,0,3,27,23,0,1,14,2,0,10,6,2,0,2,26,6,69,12,59,42,9,74,0,0,4,0,62,34,0,10,24,267,96,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699294960209273,0.16738517412233067,0.1161084879661272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211010795960156,0.2609021935939653,0.0,0.0,0.2682441852741816,0.0,0.04253115527914871,0.0,0.11873829271471525,0.07860691796296501,0.0,0.0,0.07617078917961613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595966268748863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601006924894833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04499588956218885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061056212763219965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781201273688006,0.04608243875120017,0.0,0.11756849833347463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695207134657301,0.0,0.0,0.06692975860265782,0.03965190897590441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816657373015456,0.06169739633625791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201479757413146,0.0,0.0,0.1150313314453286,0.0,0.0,0.1477527497451174,0.07580532850212761,0.0,0.0,0.0681722129709958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343569717519837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203615565317606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600000318395096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840241094324402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430279192770066,0.09455593946965636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658652801957387,0.06595521849947722,0.1573104239009661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344751627200853,0.0,0.06978889857435842,0.0,0.22348229988384302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916642799706892,0.0663672641169682,0.05548391853127886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823181936759587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04938357771494911,0.0,0.05571842635399783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823549243920624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270419927981118,0.2235290511353843,0.0,0.0,0.244100750787121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751705696620258,0.0,0.07588974441957094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025889412607827,0.0,0.0,0.24691298512260396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467750551194927,0.18886976714243356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991252377147136,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,myrealnameis123,2019/09/07,"Feeling lonely as fuck Im a 20 year old guy,  came out of a 4 year relationship with my highschool sweetheart a few months ago and i havent been able to recover since. Broke up because they “grew tired” of having the same person for so long and they “didnt like the commitment”. Ever since that break up just sleepless nights and down days every day. I got used to having someone to speak to all the time and sleep with, now that its all taken away i feel so lost. Pretty much sacrificed all of my friendships to give this person more time thinking they were the one for me. Every woken moment was given to this person i dont know how i can find somebody else. Do i even want to find somebody else? Im sure im too clingy now after this for anyone to want me to be with them.  Maybr one day i will find someone who puts up with damaged little old me.",3.8208620689655177,4.630538270114948,4.509827586206896,88.55543103448277,71.47126436781609,6.719540229885059,23.69540229885057,6.42735559955562,0.5558367816091949,665,16,140,4,12,213,107,174,0.121,0.7859999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.7275,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,1,9,8,1,0,7,0,12,3,1,2,6,29,27,8,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,4,7,10,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,5,0,2,10,3,16,3,27,15,7,29,0,4,0,1,13,7,1,0,19,91,23,1,0.1150551720145092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019894679590244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804492514385414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809812149229277,0.0,0.0,0.07013656495654734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315924657370412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22260320301738495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484380471479646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19222766532182026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599285600441269,0.10407399012003286,0.19387788942220607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635070398329815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154750284632214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636665255307162,0.0,0.110371404937188,0.0,0.0,0.0920201315499924,0.0,0.0,0.11392270924274005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372837988026942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323131358648029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621014538506944,0.11531550843675857,0.0,0.10182020665772236,0.0,0.0,0.1255963115485655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183594061161184,0.0,0.08457878984842848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797148488451498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414620973321599,0.0,0.15592872441657438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301385214954612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170524730197408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566222632632715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352619654746486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034965447548705,0.0,0.11513826348374477,0.0,0.1949717477594965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843813800164416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372270850266953,0.0,0.0,0.13417919210168827,0.13223899493113894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937072751361177,0.0,0.0,0.13572504286174933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818351709070698
lonely,Invisible_man0606,2019/09/07,"I give up I met this girl I liked during my orientation week for university. I asked her if she wanted to hang out and she said that she was going back home for the weekend and ended by saying she definitely wanted to go another time. I went to a frat party with my two friends the next day and it turns out that she didn't go home because she was at that same party. 

I don't know what to do anymore regarding my social life. I struggle to make friends who genuinely want to be with me and don't just tolerate my presence and I don't know what to do regarding women, I've been turned down so many times that I feel like giving up. I've never found a girl who likes me, and at this point I think I can safely say that I'll never find anyone and will end up living my life alone.",5.206484848484847,4.394246254545454,6.220606060606063,83.11757575757578,68.27272727272727,9.272727272727273,27.424242424242426,8.515128840125781,1.6123333333333334,612,15,136,8,9,205,96,165,0.026000000000000002,0.797,0.177,0.9719,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,4,0,12,2,0,1,2,27,32,9,0,4,2,0,1,3,2,1,2,3,2,3,12,11,0,1,6,1,0,5,6,1,0,1,8,4,25,6,20,22,1,25,0,0,0,0,22,9,0,1,14,88,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028518605050852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203096869077195,0.0,0.0,0.13432984611008852,0.09470967840163476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662731722962114,0.0,0.0,0.10415256713886284,0.0,0.08256896605563245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735394215178538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399367114953169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848750957291545,0.09676539368785417,0.0,0.0,0.12379870106611557,0.0,0.0,0.14851375970060027,0.20929642277882787,0.0,0.0,0.2598716601937148,0.2309377987583796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717344694549427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887938091663727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134445727375912,0.1985218518681688,0.0,0.11960469142276425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041382085204833,0.1373248793835053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089345356546013,0.0,0.1440524428659723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804388128495153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884381677649134,0.21543030071833671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807405560315605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160158343879284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679078907924127,0.0,0.0,0.15796378343992798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946610638635629,0.13231481331698616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396754773468175,0.0,0.10864969248123173,0.0,0.0,0.12556335989766254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,privatefortsthrow,2019/09/07,"Loneliness and frustration at other people who don't seem to be going through this I am just incredibly lonely, as I'm sure most of us here are. I've never had many friends, I'm not outgoing and I don't have what a lot of other people seem to have in terms of siblings or cousins so I rarely meet anyone. The two friends I do have seem to have walked out of one relationship straight into another - I'm happy for them, but sometimes I feel so frustrated at it all I want to scream. I feel as if some people just have it all, socially. Others seem destined to be stuck in the same place. 

I've tried it all over the years, tried to be sociable, tried dating. Doesn't work. I always end up at the exact same place I started - alone. Not sure if it's relevant but this has led to me feeling increasingly suicidal, and I'm fighting those thoughts and demons every single day. It's all just so hard.",3.3278216258879247,4.7478884475138114,4.5118113654301535,85.74233425414366,73.36464088397791,7.8233622730860315,26.18823993685872,8.418075326091056,1.6516295185477508,703,24,146,12,14,231,105,181,0.193,0.727,0.08,-0.9712,0,3,0,0,2,0,19.0,1,0,1,1,7,10,3,0,5,0,16,0,0,1,8,39,32,14,1,3,10,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,13,6,0,0,8,0,0,4,6,5,0,2,3,5,12,5,24,26,12,23,1,1,0,0,10,12,0,10,7,101,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411225229695143,0.0,0.0,0.11337783510257388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428787258708075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527498335325167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787534204327534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068442517885103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480350877705545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066888974153424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054567529609264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743874157906344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504951207310246,0.12206068809819755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584194840078554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381445467670908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509081406651632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923321619370946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833930812880479,0.0,0.28472188015132666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462904391191385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961778168733241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388981946841831,0.0,0.0,0.13476295954877218,0.0,0.09644433803278986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904448308935356,0.0,0.25684370228993075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817388343178108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775313588709801,0.0,0.1331045765217894,0.0,0.16390197820918134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036868564992945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919767754556214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774588869126318
lonely,tjreddit264,2019/09/07,"Am I meant to be lonely? I'm just thinking out loud here. Hoping someone will relate. 

I've always been the 'friend' that's excluded from stuff. The one that's forgotten about. The one that no one thinks to invite. 

I've always been that coworker that never goes out for work drinks because no one ever asks me. And I watch the new employees get asked in their first week. I asked one time why no one had asked me, and everyone went silent and looked at each other. In my old job, as a teenager, all my coworkers used to throw parties together, and they would lie to me about it, and I'd find out through Snapchat. I don't know what I ever did to them. 

I've always been that stranger that people don't even see, getting bumped into in elevators and when I'm walking. As if I'm invisible. 

I've always been that girl that guys hang out with for a month or two, and then lose interest, because I'm not as fun or exciting as they expected me to be. 

I've always been that caring person that's nice to everyone, and bends over backwards to help people out when they need it, that people can't even see. 

Am I meant to be lonely?",3.8052456331877735,4.701346868995632,4.728992903930131,86.65017057860264,71.5764192139738,7.995742358078602,25.22953056768559,8.278499904357787,1.3621984716157205,879,25,187,13,16,286,123,229,0.092,0.812,0.09699999999999999,0.4692,2,4,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,5,3,10,10,0,0,6,0,17,1,0,1,4,36,40,18,0,5,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,17,16,1,0,6,1,0,4,8,3,0,8,10,5,17,7,31,25,2,29,0,3,4,0,14,13,0,4,12,123,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44003316292145706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955115408747432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894918611391976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783652482018026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361141264476653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971623700579516,0.19134464782985589,0.0,0.2021298383024122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666913918771958,0.08996537228639229,0.0,0.0,0.08171533647309029,0.0,0.11051780405562264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472597742593537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089340332803046,0.0,0.0,0.10505051470419237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495744618752262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812678756752769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881765781223934,0.1183262400475656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442222544838315,0.0,0.0,0.07842490438119895,0.08157404534288926,0.10215044597636463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110984694458705,0.0,0.4300228158683571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219976600887498,0.09235168132163188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856524079951934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961605192801983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210779321583241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554247011416465,0.0,0.0,0.061673599304640586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331900896363903,0.0,0.0,0.0913487454394653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483992283216185,0.0,0.0,0.09804708619957513,0.09543828359349556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699964947354257,0.0,0.0,0.07513385565691237,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,oneartmind,2019/09/07,"Feeling unwanted I've never thought of myself as ugly or unattractive. However, here in south Korea as a black man, that's a different story. Living in south Korea  I've been the most lonely I've ever been and it's a little depressing. I've tried, using dating apps, going to social gatherings, and simply approaching women. But, I have failed at every opportunity I've given myself.  I feel like a lot of women don't give me a chance because I'm not the standard  Prince and Shining Armor, but honestly......who is the standard. I can treat my woman right, help her grow, reminder her every day way i think she is special, and truly be the man who appreciates her in my life. I just feel lonely right now and wondering what's wrong with me😔",3.671666666666667,5.579651722222224,5.478888888888887,77.155,73.44444444444444,7.5777777777777775,25.19444444444445,8.344100000000001,1.8929277777777784,584,19,101,10,12,200,95,144,0.13699999999999998,0.703,0.16,0.7499,2,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,9,0,8,1,0,1,2,25,19,10,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,6,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,4,5,14,4,10,14,2,18,0,4,2,0,14,9,0,4,6,61,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248817206756476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321187744601991,0.0,0.17644698285538354,0.0,0.0,0.21403675361554747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530903205513727,0.34520944170859097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107525181250154,0.14635315715899475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652189938991316,0.11642755971439045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731440203640705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469979586516174,0.1000850224054278,0.2053251271015553,0.180896532671742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416599353042994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800188356200312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499013482556522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883058693952167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312670316315957,0.0,0.16263721511967685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908756865397812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769346338016274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626095905419168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22216364997316135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22398398333669295,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway-879,2019/09/07,"I don’t get notifications No one texts me. Being in high school, this really sucks. I have friends at school but then when I never get a text or attention I feel like I’m unwanted. Maybe it’s just because everyone else gets them...",0.490931677018633,2.960542130434785,2.6206832298136677,87.9780434782609,95.08695652173913,6.976397515527951,19.614906832298136,7.957251820313856,1.317438509316771,182,6,38,5,7,61,40,46,0.132,0.745,0.12300000000000001,0.1494,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,9,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,6,2,2,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,4,22,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645271245454792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254648844941573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25789880559121003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646837977504392,0.19281496111077787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20852228302249945,0.0,0.423031204624008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851617241202232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318583765289676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711485027295257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20816173443624908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828896573292228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729033690496785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5463017356256108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FunkyNibba123,2019/09/07,Looking for a deep connection 17m idk why im so different from others my age who just date to date. Like all i want is a deep genuine connection that can grow into a strong trusting relationship as friends or more is that to much to ask,4.903809523809521,5.067155163265305,5.951428571428572,81.48523809523812,68.79591836734693,9.798639455782316,32.65986394557823,9.725611199111238,2.883688435374149,189,8,40,4,3,63,38,49,0.027000000000000003,0.721,0.251,0.8885,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,7,6,3,7,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,4,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407227888606659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807852379028324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28158245166976353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936815223451848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805773271825964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060563037217912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26792151938581443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912958121327679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496914159797667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32887028356372805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BackIn2001,2019/09/07,"I found myself to be a class clown in an attempt to be liked by other classmates that don't even care about me. I found myself to be a class clown in an attempt to be liked by other classmates that don't even care about me, and to seek for attention, because let's be honest I'm kind of a loner. And people maybe see that I'm just nervous and seeking for attention. I'll be completely honest I don't like most of my classmates because they are fake.

Now that this attitude *seems* to be part of my personality to others, how do I stop? Like, do I just stop? People will expect jokes from me.",2.58344262295082,4.136721114754103,4.063081967213115,87.66183606557377,75.55737704918033,6.519344262295082,23.67540983606557,7.1686216300943375,0.8463154098360657,464,14,97,5,10,154,61,122,0.155,0.716,0.129,-0.3575,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,8,12,0,1,5,0,15,0,0,1,0,15,23,4,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,13,10,19,12,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,7,71,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288839659017245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382818259094669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683738312446625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479954111420301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116851637496108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549791499763047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919725444120104,0.0,0.3668728574779222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886058144652408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032995442980758,0.0,0.2603046896950069,0.1639236331426953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496011025354132,0.17090759423411664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139110201052352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Robiolo,2019/09/07,"I feel like shit My life is pointless. I spend every day of my life alone in my room reading and listening to music or playing video games, except for when I go to school. Thing is, I don't like living like this. I have no friends, I had one but we argued over a stupid thing and he doesn't talk to me anymore, not like he did before, at least. I even tried playing some MMOs hoping I would make some friends but it didn't work. I'm not always sad but when I think about it I realize that my parents and my sister are probably the only people who care about me. I always feel lonely and I just want someone to talk to and that I can trust.",1.10208547008547,2.9966130888888927,2.532592592592593,95.40128205128208,81.07407407407408,5.042735042735044,19.273504273504273,5.8734145424116955,-0.2686923076923073,497,12,112,3,13,161,86,135,0.11,0.653,0.237,0.9519,1,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,6,16,3,0,2,0,11,3,1,1,0,24,21,11,0,3,8,2,2,4,2,1,2,1,1,0,8,6,0,0,4,5,1,1,6,5,0,1,3,3,21,11,13,17,3,8,0,2,0,0,13,4,1,4,7,75,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573190649267575,0.0,0.0,0.2823660277231805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827179419567825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438074528309922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299475200225686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942619977320484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206859555150896,0.0,0.14295832475868342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158533936506387,0.12121570063113092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621806366908774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643009073060717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852534676229022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23969263769174826,0.3315781182739113,0.0,0.1498259441422636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325923683700385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497602584175193,0.1290453201766055,0.0,0.0,0.18840376958985347,0.0,0.0,0.11763113218608555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293811655868505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972070186088753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171994138415364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416872897658786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376489509988316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27275633076294625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254487760751393,0.10872075135151796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519804157799343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007858458301244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352526462762488,0.0,0.0,0.12053209937926848,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UneliasIhminen,2019/09/07,"If I had one wish, I would wish for a friend I'm lonely. I have been feeling down for a while now, mostly because I don't have any friends. I mean, I have friends from my old school but they talk a lot behind my back. I thought going to new school would make everything better and I could make new, better friends but no. After a month, I'm still alone. I'm the only one in my class who has problems with making friends. 

I have online friends but it's not the same. Irl, everyone seems to hate me. I just wanna know what's wrong with me so I could change myself. My friends from the old school are often hanging out together but they never invite me. They say all those mean things with or without knowing they are hurting me.

I don't think I'm depressed. That's not possible. I'm not at the point where I can't get up in the morning. I'm not suicidal. I don't wanna die. But I feel like my loneliness is making me feeling worse every day. 

I started scratching myself with a blade (I don't count it as cutting). I do it when I feel bad or want to punish myself. I don't think it's serious because I'm not addicted to it. And I didn't have the urge to do it for a month but it came back a few days ago. Also, sometimes when I say or do something stupit, I have to hit my head to the wall. 

I think I would cut if I didn't have to worry about hiding the scars. Scratching is so much easier because I don't have to hide anything. I've hurt too many people, I just wanna cut and feel their pain. I wish I could learn how to be a good person. No matter what I try to do, it will never be enough. I will never be enough.

I have also lost some weight without trying to. I'm not sure is it normal or not. I'm under weight. I can't gain weight no matter how much I eat. I don't wanna see a doctor. They would probably just tell me to eat more. 

I guess I just wanna be enough. But I'm not. I'm alone. I'm tired of being lonely. Everyone leaves me and I just wanna know what I've done wrong. I wish I could change myself but I can't. But I get it, it's my fault. People have a reason to hate me. 

I just wanna be loved, that's everything I want. Maybe I wasn't meant to have friends. I was meant to be alone. I'm tired of crying myself to sleep. I just wanna wake up going that there's someone who wants to hang out with me after school. If you have friends, please, don't let them go. You're super lucky to have them.

Maybe i'm just seeking for attention because my life isn't that bad. I should be happy with my life and I think I am but the thing is I really hate myself; the way I look, the way I act... everything. I hate my personality. There's no single thing I'm good at. 

I just don't know what to do.",-0.25956643356643383,1.7572297589743613,1.9057925407925431,97.1861013986014,87.30769230769229,4.63947163947164,16.726884226884227,5.941861826196648,-0.5940598290598289,2079,46,492,16,66,696,214,585,0.231,0.636,0.133,-0.9967,0,7,1,0,0,1,75.0,0,1,8,5,27,41,8,0,21,0,66,16,3,7,5,118,128,32,2,29,36,0,10,1,9,7,7,2,0,2,25,14,5,0,22,0,0,7,33,22,0,2,12,14,90,19,59,95,13,44,0,6,2,1,27,13,0,14,23,340,115,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059739798263707934,0.0,0.0,0.04857665732448295,0.0,0.0,0.17026799152535652,0.0,0.08764665416892785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037265697945579455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04509551143380346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427522495762832,0.09151097697870414,0.13362163564494114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693182206216984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267629631287236,0.0,0.0,0.11594170372352187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501251243183555,0.0,0.060194934056778365,0.07068258928233788,0.0,0.047198930168065964,0.0,0.05687347161489905,0.0,0.0,0.05608984930476437,0.0,0.056079153435573605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214761628589688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986832080495154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046171138970154665,0.10472698750791204,0.14775140089825084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385419590366371,0.03914894056468484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810432435164138,0.0,0.05726119796038514,0.0,0.09343185423184776,0.091926833014637,0.0,0.0,0.06036808463112045,0.0,0.0,0.058335335311796827,0.0,0.21641356644489504,0.056240336298491685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732849622192565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046600158759208,0.0,0.0,0.0580250053237427,0.0,0.056036440303266925,0.07741334478890798,0.026772381748543874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460179744777117,0.0,0.05982038252974164,0.046588773767994064,0.049458899011704194,0.0,0.146316990563009,0.055558328614666364,0.11010739577892772,0.1193859497562128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748124892570544,0.0,0.08056821892702162,0.0,0.12679479832383556,0.10585184819362432,0.0,0.0,0.053692103748708364,0.0,0.0,0.11500620400988587,0.0,0.07426743530097465,0.041677666700275534,0.05831078011662993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075982470563338,0.09569802714268333,0.0,0.060153651336151824,0.05180346100038991,0.06177846571437781,0.0,0.0,0.0590833812359455,0.052435944097558314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03510611250996572,0.05634325292472761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871578951650868,0.0,0.22184102369632688,0.04366829265718751,0.049887619247890085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483930921605527,0.0,0.04643163636599083,0.04218751212404346,0.05419833766090648,0.0,0.0387875334267351,0.0,0.043763137963909585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599420140966001,0.0,0.05164810029921102,0.0,0.0,0.0440459500134165,0.04789738247842831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092195238198355,0.14045382605214562,0.0,0.04350486721245818,0.0,0.12596846459253605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441084380032396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696690789819802,0.086994955475506,0.0,0.2001939368207403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520679563206415,0.10564997512940276,0.0,0.0,0.0556517894155678,0.05584561011267506,0.15571263360000076,0.11982981196044028,0.0,0.0
lonely,xxsnowbaby,2019/09/07,i want a bf ): i just want to have someone that’s my best friend but i can have sex with too and that i shower with love like i just wanna have my person :(,-2.768476190476189,-1.217407228571428,-0.16642857142857004,106.64559523809528,107.0,2.333333333333333,8.69047619047619,3.1291,-2.4253809523809524,117,1,31,0,6,39,24,35,0.131,0.502,0.366,0.8519,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,9,7,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425455324748229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32580245928802626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602010839402166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805984776081593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682100104168349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357302941773326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974562483445938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Wild_Anura,2019/09/07,"All my life, I never seemed to be really a part of something. Hello there lonesome redditors. I want to get something off my chest.

All my life, from elementary to where I am now at the age of 21, I always seemed to be a loner in someway. Sure, I have and had friends but never really get invited by the old group anymore. It feels pretty exhausting to always be alone even though I can have fun on my own pretty well and used to be good at amusing myself. The last 5 years of my life I have been struggling with insecurity, stress and other mental problems which make me feel isolated. Physical symptoms of the tension I carry around seem to manifest in my stomach, pelvic muscles/hips and lower back. I am already speaking with a therapist about problems but I never have felt understood by others even though my communication and social skills do not lack that much at all and you would probably not even notice anything off. Sadly, I don't feel any connection with people around me and I had this feeling since I was about 16 years old. This was also the age where I slowly developed some bad habits like worrying about everything and becoming insecure over time which interferes with everything. I also have social anxiety and feel very self consious which makes it hard to really connect with others. It is like I am constantly living in my head. I do still have some friends but well, they barely have time or don't really want to go out and do something. I feel stuck with my thoughts a lot and expressing them does not really help me. Lately I was figuring out some more about mindfulness as a possible tool for relaxation on a mental and physical level so I can start working towards living a more fulfilling existence. Anyway, I just wanted to share some thoughts.",6.671224284275645,7.564559719033237,6.955934397928356,73.26566968781471,65.10271903323263,10.534369155517194,32.68033376492591,10.504223727775694,3.610027938426125,1421,56,242,35,21,460,178,331,0.161,0.6940000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.7455,1,1,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,2,24,22,0,5,12,0,29,8,3,3,7,68,53,22,0,7,8,0,8,2,2,1,5,1,0,1,12,22,0,1,14,2,0,1,8,10,2,0,11,9,37,12,45,37,14,38,0,1,0,0,14,19,0,9,20,189,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794045591843529,0.09369955423840352,0.1358039169598081,0.14130272475527356,0.0,0.0,0.05774125432668153,0.0,0.06495540308745029,0.0,0.0842072370073434,0.0,0.0,0.06987314174267055,0.15117460649554332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529003166427948,0.07089574175058821,0.0,0.09377568117460988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091756818375536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430472463992123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824542993305286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262205704287884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575962431724723,0.0,0.08152626990669458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120147151275768,0.0,0.08872323817225758,0.0,0.04825592752252485,0.07121791536409669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606207949805592,0.0,0.08714146629888946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691293237376593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921243456365922,0.09578141974657624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992190712205575,0.08296481690648455,0.0,0.1499529834877177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218687380642709,0.0,0.0,0.11335527080092628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711372623527834,0.0,0.08573421578983142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062418125463617614,0.0,0.1964619234559472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666983206998836,0.1781961117319893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194852726806924,0.0,0.058865436568158076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572250883199168,0.0,0.17276662292913267,0.09154661607054908,0.16249351821711547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27197544694040576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23189478820053394,0.08857894656010312,0.0,0.0,0.07023787309028266,0.0,0.0,0.17310873289040216,0.0,0.1961020456819309,0.0,0.0,0.06009925899062474,0.0,0.06780869857846056,0.0,0.09726334770819013,0.08876566483574662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002603625515775,0.08825330241491804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858627354808157,0.0,0.0,0.16684596621064282,0.13481704305291506,0.09902262331039542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333439682065665,0.0,0.07005908756526592,0.15024516375349198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268736514450956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181500164428848,0.08622954361600531,0.0,0.06031715004845064,0.0,0.0,0.10935764602429733
lonely,ambisinister_sloth,2019/09/07,"Has anyone else here been friendless for years and years? My last fake friends dropped me about 6 years ago. Since then I've not friends or even acquaintances.

I feel even worse now cause I'm in a new school and have crush on a girl but the situation is very complicated and she's probably not interested.",3.1249717514124318,5.706308983050849,3.0450000000000017,90.74569209039551,77.81355932203391,7.3231638418079115,25.08757062146893,8.344100000000001,1.5054045197740114,246,9,52,5,6,74,49,59,0.17,0.7609999999999999,0.069,-0.6042,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,6,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,4,3,4,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,8,27,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999754720472804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774057218080775,0.23114771548277474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317471837523796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884548418701514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980054226345981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406710623023042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485867341300011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838892220304585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788009380925835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432284908754452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22831317486910405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866136904600064,0.2535771113281073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613867854469235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298995620355695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358254245195079
lonely,Imnotsure12345,2019/09/07,"In order to not feel depressed, you need friends. But in order to have friends, you need to not feel depressed. It’s a catch 22, isn’t it? No one wants to be friends with someone who’s miserable, but a lot of people are miserable *because* they don’t have friends. I guess this is where hobbies are good, but they’re not always a substitute for close friendships.",3.4593427230046965,5.383896084507043,3.484154929577468,91.15937793427231,74.07042253521126,6.423474178403758,30.143192488262912,7.1686216300943375,1.6246600938967135,286,13,58,3,6,87,45,71,0.1,0.635,0.265,0.9053,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,0,1,9,0,2,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,15,14,3,0,3,6,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,0,2,4,5,9,13,1,7,0,4,0,0,8,4,0,2,0,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179663732148096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162355696598654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719452194234685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835248879477173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6672807216174905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110445488268345,0.0,0.0,0.2378615405512769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356847941366106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32020566179460336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631379048570484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969257028382366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294932866956995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273559157188004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Galon2252,2019/09/07,"I NEED HELP PLEASE. anybody is from pakistani? I was in contact with one girl 2 years, we were great friends, but now i can't contact her, she is from Pakistani. Its been already a month and she is offline. She was very sad with anxiety and I don't know how she is. I worry A LOT. Can't go to visit her :( can somebody help PLEASE?",-0.326666666666668,1.8994392318840605,1.2521739130434817,99.74028985507248,91.46376811594205,3.646376811594204,22.159420289855074,5.033348758259628,-0.18168405797101395,253,10,58,1,9,81,46,69,0.207,0.591,0.20199999999999999,-0.3426,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,1,0,10,15,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,4,0,12,2,6,11,1,6,0,1,0,0,14,1,0,1,3,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816342394990711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523748750548348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717717416584016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504360836711852,0.0,0.0,0.28137358088501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421282108976814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402585635767102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697323398744595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037088332394668,0.0,0.0,0.1892374393539131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293914728740978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5602951617294765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105777130619003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591815098378788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643490074301679
lonely,maikeru140,2019/09/07,"Invisible You ever feel so lonely sometimes you wish you could just disappear from the world, just to be left alone in complete emptiness and darkness.",14.033076923076925,11.103589999999999,11.342307692307696,60.052692307692354,52.84615384615386,13.476923076923079,49.07692307692307,11.20814326018867,5.6898923076923085,124,6,18,2,1,37,23,26,0.34700000000000003,0.5760000000000001,0.078,-0.8096,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,4,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381649746063184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863600556497969,0.0,0.0,0.2942133177635867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333248751902779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863221725178609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003709569041405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644510331042096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237511289935201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,YukimoTheVixen,2019/09/07,"Friends but... are they really? Im always left out... Backstory: 
When I was in middle school I had knew so many people and thought of some as friends. One day I started getting these suicidal thoughts and couldn't understand them (later finding out my parents kinda caused it). I remembered asking each and everyone about it... I was kinda shocked by the responses. ""You're selfish"", ""You could've been in a worst situation(as in actually ending it)"", ""People have it rougher than you."", ""Are you serious? Stop asking for attention."", ""You just cry too much."". What are all these responses, why are these so similar? Is it really me? Growing up I became depressed and isolated everyone I learned more on how I felt and thought was not wrong..  I just wish I had support. I never thought of a reason to dislike me either, but still..  is it me?
 This haunts me even now. 

Present: 
5-6 yrs went by. I am starting college and wanted that ""fresh start"", I knew no one and no one really knew me. I told myself to distance myself, however I couldn't help it I wanted friends... Join a few clubs (gaming and another culture). I never felt like I belong... I don't know how to act. I try to socialize but it didn't seem to work. End up being in some love triangle... met a guy I thought was the one. Met his friends, join his club, he was like my best friend. Broke up with me unexpectedly to  someone who he just met not too long ago and recently got out of a relationship with. She wasn't even interested in him as she said since we were ""friends"". She didn't really feel like a friend, but she was a good person. Suddenly it hurts being around those I feel were my friends... he acted like a jerk and started going after my single ""friends"" who recently got out of a relationship. They all don't like him that way, probably because they all know about me and care about me. 
I feel like all these people are just nice and good people who do not want to hurt me even more... but they never felt like friends. Never ask how am I, never included me to group parties, never anything...
Even join this car crew( mabey ask because they knew me and need a girl with a nice car). It was nice and fun hanging with them all. But even at times I never felt included only just feeling like a shadow. 
Tonight : 
I try to believe I have friends.... 
In this culture club we have these ""families"" like a sorority and sisters, only smaller. They all have this party... a girl's night out... heh thanks for the invite. No one invited me, like the art painting party (when they even know I love art)... 
I think about that sound (drifted away by rebecca sugar) and how much I can relate. 

I just want a friend... someone I can have fun with and vice versa... 
Everyone says I'm nice and stuff... but no one ever want me to hang out. 
I try to invite them but they are always busy. 
It's hard to even think... seeing it all on social media is now painful. I just want to delete it all and disappear from this world. I really don't think anyone will miss me only see a tragic thing. 
I just wonder... is something wrong with me?...",2.3956976471278537,4.573934376254184,3.6166291145925022,87.81917942850437,78.14715719063545,6.805186880244088,24.370826732382803,7.85451343220497,1.3383975473801561,2359,83,476,39,57,766,250,598,0.151,0.6859999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.9797,2,0,1,0,0,0,151.0,2,4,11,2,34,52,1,0,20,1,43,4,0,6,16,122,104,37,1,10,20,2,9,10,12,1,1,3,0,4,33,35,1,1,31,6,0,11,22,14,0,6,36,15,82,38,57,63,20,67,0,6,2,2,70,23,0,6,42,331,115,4,0.0,0.0,0.049563981021168525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045022513556799176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845231536948762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325803097042989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03551374064409546,0.0,0.041796068043898064,0.045214112189681466,0.1899282007264316,0.0,0.04771913451207136,0.0,0.0,0.06192255945196491,0.0,0.0,0.0572232463349495,0.05330125924812745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051784069527757035,0.052175602414753434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04055190109592247,0.0,0.055790731266641004,0.032755525075927994,0.0,0.04374558873335952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997021515485118,0.0,0.0,0.2348254796012077,0.04594271080002,0.0,0.14559685066456649,0.0,0.0,0.047880550284654835,0.0,0.10272435482329932,0.10885374608224606,0.19506651279168155,0.0,0.046421390463321915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470885278151844,0.0,0.026535821971334483,0.0,0.028865283282677474,0.08520094451927507,0.08124324409403669,0.0,0.0,0.050290356680448935,0.0,0.0,0.04549810944481547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03404365017437062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874407797277837,0.0,0.054862211776536114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373901923790646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518378151427776,0.0,0.0,0.2481356245181799,0.0,0.0,0.04494779437858391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168041087654297,0.0,0.0,0.05149336617664325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467339106226996,0.037660344748273164,0.2742081340175243,0.0,0.0,0.04766323169676543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650082550955526,0.11588487664937655,0.05404443271532682,0.0,0.056396588860714164,0.0,0.0,0.1408463241167816,0.044348108347698624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054760505954702485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268775101676597,0.05222086097223478,0.10029853675023236,0.10905949349421973,0.05753547968139802,0.0,0.04831318160738988,0.040390464605666136,0.0,0.051402469040351964,0.08094654537580105,0.04623755807035605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04201423965951942,0.0,0.0,0.1035485767267532,0.08606886899558575,0.03910083445727487,0.0,0.0,0.1437984699420501,0.0,0.04056117857403775,0.04246294345808284,0.0,0.0,0.05814271247723266,0.05555631636526466,0.05763620125518293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046760860582647584,0.0,0.0,0.03374280132807275,0.0976330706325162,0.0,0.20160902187813265,0.029616217322879394,0.0,0.0,0.04853228355485549,0.0,0.10344978663500323,0.0,0.0,0.05287446664366635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797445178759626,0.0403149555568025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04708309301713176,0.04583032253178192,0.0,0.058406308738337735,0.0,0.05507988578752527,0.03697592451722504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106238326486258,0.0,0.0
lonely,DirectorOfYourLife,2019/09/07,"I know what it’s like to be lonely Hi.

I know what it’s like to be lonely so I wanted to to offer to talk to anyone who’s lonely out there. I may be married, but I do get friend lonely. This is not what this is about though (me being friend lonely).

If you’re lonely and wanting or needing someone to talk to/with, I’m here. I can talk or listen all you want/need. I just want to be there for all the lonely folk out there. I like to be there for people, I don’t need or expect anything in return, I’m not like that.

Please don’t hesitate to reach out if you need/want to.

You can message me normally or send a message via Reddit Chat.",0.10399794450154333,1.904413402877701,2.374229188078111,95.72440647482016,84.03597122302158,4.5469681397738935,16.403391572456318,5.288315135182226,-0.7786119218910588,489,9,114,2,14,166,68,139,0.14,0.7120000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.2748,0,14,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,0,9,13,0,0,2,0,14,0,0,0,2,26,25,10,0,9,10,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,0,1,14,6,18,18,2,6,0,7,0,0,16,4,0,7,5,77,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238410277405964,0.0,0.14403366680796165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704534040014751,0.0,0.09144524638729913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238233898095053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420406324106823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893445820057944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714909164055512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134282881380035,0.0,0.0,0.19212889927086996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483012084585089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220442004157233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196476146685485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5161821675648377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nabstar333,2019/09/07,"My breakup So this story is really long but I’ll try my best to just tell the important parts. I wanted to share how my jealousy and insecurities lead to driving my partner away. I’m a 20 M and I don’t really have a lot of friends. The friends I did have during my relationship became very toxic to me and put me down a lot. I feel I was always the but of the joke but because this was my first real friend group I tried really hard to try fit in. Anything I said on our gc somehow lead to a joke about me. Back to my relationship, my girlfriend had a pretty good friend group. They went out all the time and always had each other’s backs. I was afraid that without no friend my girlfriend would think of me as a loser, not to mention me losing almost all my self esteem. Every time she talked sbt what she did with her friends I used to get upset and jealous, causing me to act out, cause unnecessary fights and even sometimes ignore her. I put her through alot and I feel like she could never understand me. I constantly felt she would put her friends before me when that wasn’t really the case, she was just hanging out with her friends. This eventually lead to our breakup, even after begging her not to leave. Now I just feel really shitty, not having anyone to talk to but somehow beginning to make new friends and work on myself. I guess I didn’t really realise the result of my behaviour before it was too late. I’m still not sure if telling her about my friend situation would’ve been a good idea and I’m not sure how she would’ve reacted to it. It feels really good getting this off my chest and if anyone here has any advice or helpful comments on the situation I’d really appreciate it.",4.607363171355498,5.474996017647062,5.480511508951409,82.09947570332483,69.70588235294117,8.501278772378518,27.72378516624041,8.716276077567194,1.930416879795397,1346,44,270,22,23,441,170,340,0.105,0.6659999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.9948,0,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,2,0,1,8,19,28,2,3,16,0,21,1,1,11,5,69,40,22,0,6,16,0,6,1,13,2,0,1,0,2,12,16,0,1,8,2,0,10,11,8,0,1,15,7,53,20,38,22,8,36,0,2,0,0,44,11,0,10,16,189,65,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069701768960257,0.0,0.0,0.07244544566636246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203976235215333,0.0,0.0,0.04919869600621735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117393374469837,0.0,0.05953572536106965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797274049307098,0.1112613315226469,0.0,0.04410228839366755,0.0,0.12312457525091945,0.0,0.07592410675240473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864136658264546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818181067240318,0.0,0.05776349210601326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556951793808076,0.0,0.060955783889267326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632402670580585,0.05168497927021588,0.06946482573737346,0.0,0.0,0.06153864035268754,0.0,0.0,0.5589540258343335,0.0,0.07559703498694305,0.0,0.0,0.18204463735951265,0.0,0.0,0.07969879025428019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480903767094626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484929205527399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816713804032214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161099041068466,0.07660542415845452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035345273096253856,0.0,0.0,0.06402515037774896,0.0,0.08093820706252218,0.0,0.12301430238935687,0.0,0.0,0.048292434706083166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579875579783692,0.06987354575485885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834515709837564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360328988890258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818728354564845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234715178856063,0.3707806487049036,0.0,0.0,0.1553480113457024,0.0,0.0,0.06881892115966573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547409066844124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264296183276694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715534039511412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777670725793939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637308978515608,0.0,0.0,0.11630015936798944,0.12646958945950712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635727674375506,0.0,0.0,0.08437267251631432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735735618226342,0.0,0.0,0.07531616900910687,0.0,0.06248490335118347,0.0,0.05969416133732568,0.04267235632540753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706674159094468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974028793243747,0.0,0.05266975076978655,0.0,0.0,0.2055739982651444,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,susboy29,2019/09/07,Blew it with my crush I was really into this amazing girl and I thought she might feel the same. We were having great convos and I let myself get hopeful for the first time in forever. She got bored of me I guess and we don’t talk anymore. Feeling really lonely and shit right now.,0.08087719298245588,2.427992526315794,1.785263157894736,93.54350877192982,97.42105263157896,4.63859649122807,16.859649122807017,6.42735559955562,-0.013961403508771841,222,6,45,3,9,72,47,57,0.152,0.6459999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.6567,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,2,0,6,1,1,0,0,15,13,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,2,11,3,5,7,1,6,0,1,0,0,6,3,1,3,3,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262533613615081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677033272403129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251728461434663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383065942833571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172278762112529,0.2918575204545421,0.2916217084566068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26292920024249056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706967192502436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280828767281739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391760586735065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260715915491623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27173386969296154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277393960724075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016011656156794,0.15436183427474282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mr_nobody23,2019/09/07,If you don't have a nice day I swear to God 😠 Just have a good day or else,-3.2420000000000013,-2.295949199999999,0.1100000000000012,112.085,91.0,4.0,10.0,3.1291,-2.4730000000000003,56,0,20,0,2,20,17,20,0.18100000000000002,0.563,0.256,0.3544,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7367446724656587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771585934299276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790897246961602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,B3zz3tt,2019/09/07,Why do I feel so lonely sometimes? I just got to college and I already have a bunch of friends and I have a bunch back home but some nights I feel like all of my connections are so vapid and hollow. Sometimes I feel so lonely I curl up in a ball and cry and shake until it stops. I joke about sad boi hours but I really have em. I don’t feel like I can talk to people about this because I don’t want to open up to people. Why do I feel this way?,0.3884848484848469,1.8810482525252568,2.4070707070707087,97.39727272727276,81.62626262626263,5.208080808080808,18.070707070707073,5.82211442006289,-0.5353959595959594,343,7,85,2,9,115,55,99,0.187,0.687,0.126,-0.807,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,18,16,11,0,1,3,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,5,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,5,14,4,12,15,4,11,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,1,7,57,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20601044622258072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435484796738966,0.0,0.11380083920282932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506361797943445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471965221113358,0.26673418678999633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423160233309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930825597791572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725928240080347,0.0,0.18384614432351615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240875413550744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519029620920115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588463723880334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959455654019442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36927051697517377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607619075567072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004953504181828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011106537707037,0.14818107699013433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369065627268817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,g1m2h3g4,2019/09/07,"Struggling with college friendships   
I had a great friend group in high school. Then we went to college and my best friend went to college in another country... we kept up but freshman year I joined a sorority and I had a group text and girls to go out with right off the bat.  
But as time went on that group faded and girls joined other groups and I found myself sort of ... alone? I have (now I'm a junior) good friends but not one solid group that I can text funny things and be myself around and those friends are also apart of their own friend groups that I don't quite mesh with or that I'm just simply not in (they're all usually already close). It's so frustrating because I feel like my friends from home have lives and a great new friend group just like what we had - which I'm happy about! But I have friends all in different friend groups here so I feel like I’m just kind of tagging along all the time? There’s group chats I’m in and things but I feel like it's just because they feel like they need to include me- I don't feel hated but I just don't feel loved... like I don't have my people if that makes sense.   
I also have one friend that I supposed to be my “best friend” but she acts a little standoffish when I crack a joke or something but goes on to do the same things with other girls that seem to love it, maybe it's just who I am? I love everyone I've met, I just kinda miss feeling the love back?  
Can anybody relate? I know college is supposed to be the best years of your life but its good some days and sucks most others... I'm sorry I know this is long! I'm trying to be “strong” and just act chill about it, but I feel like I constantly have to compare my social life to others and it makes me feel worse, and less like I want to reach out for advice at the fear of being “rejected/pitied” for lack of a better words",2.0570511907587634,3.726207744125333,2.6465464039876565,96.75980932035765,77.30287206266318,5.582372023103094,19.96115198987262,6.1124844417494595,-0.21360504786771087,1438,32,330,9,33,445,176,383,0.064,0.616,0.319,0.9990000000000001,1,2,1,0,0,0,34.0,3,1,3,6,20,41,3,2,14,0,25,6,0,2,3,76,62,33,0,4,23,0,9,8,11,0,2,0,1,3,26,25,0,1,13,2,0,6,6,6,0,2,9,9,42,35,42,48,12,38,0,1,0,4,39,18,1,8,22,209,68,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716430515890602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118582513690988,0.07584768595705133,0.10993022249708094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207169898614227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061186225331343415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052850815119124116,0.0,0.08379701584820891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163905936127983,0.06078804072659867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427508488309784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04432657949213443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718105145324072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567655746450167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734282769581642,0.3127775651869761,0.24551146804224025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536130382765857,0.584125554183076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039062090167282494,0.11529860783132585,0.0,0.15155497454809724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316669930044055,0.0,0.06785881257036107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261933733242745,0.06894399533863116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157400395789283,0.07554683338130498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709516350145916,0.268632628163697,0.06888771565877254,0.060691787129323174,0.06082582941045912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481339567093167,0.0,0.091758547318268,0.0,0.0690507277848992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096405144829518,0.0,0.06638198191356412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931494278285646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765024959656042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310514944887173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869691870526531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956065044683421,0.0,0.06257120863051081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006381682076834,0.0,0.05291340141126039,0.0,0.07694006474988505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185381323266897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698784817728107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015659088815566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04666464848389553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569880202208965,0.0,0.04054002920848465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19114629918357276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700439783284736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885225597930722
lonely,ggondran,2019/09/07,"College friends i had a great friend group in high school. Then we went to college and my best friend went to college in Canada... we kept up but freshman year i joined a sorority and i had a group text and girls to go out with right off the bat.

But as time went on that group faded and girls joined other groups and i found myself sort of ... alone? I had great friends but not one solid group that i can text funny things and be myself around and those friends were kind of apart of their own groups that i dont quite mesh with. Its so frustrating because i feel like my friends from home have lives and great new friend group just like what we had - which im happy for! But i have friends all in different friend groups here so i feel like i’m just kind of tagging along all the time? There’s group chats i’m in and things but i feel like its just because they feel like they need to include me- i dont really feel hated but i just dont feel loved... like i dont have my people, if that makes sense. 

I also have one friend that i supposed to be my “best friend” but she acts a little stand off ish when i crack a joke or something, but goes on to do the same things with other girls that seem to love it, maybe its just who i am? I love everyone ive meet, i just kinda miss feeling the love back?

Can anybody relate? I know college is supposed to be the best years of your life but its good some days and sucks most others....",1.6888888888888898,3.5044414579124634,2.089225589225592,99.67606060606064,78.86531986531986,5.0734006734006725,18.744107744107747,5.5874745759252304,-0.5902781144781151,1111,23,262,5,27,337,142,297,0.039,0.613,0.34700000000000003,0.9990000000000001,1,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,3,1,3,4,14,36,3,0,10,0,22,5,0,1,2,57,48,27,0,2,18,0,7,6,11,0,1,0,1,3,21,19,0,1,10,2,0,5,5,4,0,2,10,7,37,32,31,35,9,31,0,1,0,4,38,15,1,7,16,167,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258072616600686,0.0,0.05604216401989713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238518212529925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388643781867833,0.0,0.08543903577868123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22063081223970715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451951680240649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321765647995908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285283407506117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696350324926409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480383939769435,0.2002578530016793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683802422896198,0.5955716157421679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039827519937440055,0.05877895399984784,0.0,0.2317870886292803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460041597020628,0.0,0.06918852009718464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074042328330741,0.07029496724719515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756973632284884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459530228632261,0.038513594636373605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949888169863381,0.20542240523135988,0.07023758475532023,0.061881055304013936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529961931293069,0.0,0.04677828755576671,0.0,0.07040379113791652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05196270262183224,0.0,0.067682750636925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497471021431994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048583966134524766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453766003651183,0.0,0.0,0.04489441232046356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984709701884566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092370584032483,0.0,0.06379730445987962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539502505022084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967215351515927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172727593540703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489185061781464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025717773865574
lonely,BabatundeT,2019/09/07,Cool jazz music 🎶 🎶 I just need somewhere to vent too. I’ve been listening to cool jazz and even though it’s not a sad song it leads you down thoughts of the past and can make you remember things you want to forget or choices you didn’t want to make. Writing this I’m crying 😅 . But it’s ok it’s not depressing it’s more like tears you get from falling off a bike . Yeah maybe that’s a lie . To describe it more accurately they are tears you let out when you feel lost or confused. I think I like writing. Maybe it might be fun just to type out what you feel and post to random people without any thoughts of being given pity by people you know just do it to look good or lovable when inside them is nothing but engines. When you start to realize that people are given something to be who they are you look at them differently with less trust. 😂😂😂😂 to whom ever reads this don’t worry I’m not suicidal to me it’s like making those you don’t want happy happy and I think I will prefer a few people to not be happy. I’m tired of typing it’s 1:52 am in South Carolina and listening to cool jazz in a room with someone who finds it difficult to understand English won’t make me less tired. Thank you for reading this with the bad typing I was just really sad 😊.,1.3036176980913794,3.3013857180451147,2.9503759398496254,92.13197223828806,80.9172932330827,5.8968189705031815,20.757085020242915,7.010146845296331,0.3938552920763443,995,28,218,12,26,328,138,266,0.111,0.68,0.209,0.9786,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,13,4,2,11,22,0,1,7,5,20,2,0,5,1,52,49,14,1,5,14,0,2,3,0,3,2,3,1,0,22,10,0,0,12,7,0,2,9,8,0,0,8,10,25,14,32,33,5,18,0,5,2,0,24,9,0,6,9,136,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807872436137385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586645013323616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611983468104593,0.0,0.0,0.09889073496290993,0.0,0.0,0.11995814001231565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583479496584421,0.10385752183825933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116108700799358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493961914421296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059986549811571685,0.0,0.0,0.09630209887448654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366670864959211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630997958673022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174069994078928,0.0,0.16827969395029105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928328163965168,0.0,0.12533507799994634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065619216964133,0.0,0.23069593430736746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218014869381788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513450793435663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016891759767708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960473336512992,0.3183954522507373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996185916542434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296938685407891,0.0,0.07355398216525663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006399129332438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728310852414304,0.08839086109256791,0.0,0.0,0.08126725911604374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558991926432445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570702108278746,0.0,0.0,0.07627855789939231,0.14713873849673456,0.11280600290447974,0.18230194107300388,0.0,0.2639278899192819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952736306819105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031641131480868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106783951686749,0.0,0.0,0.11660108264551587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dgbauman16,2019/09/07,"someone is always thinking about you I’m not sure who needs to see this but I’ve seen so many posts about feeling like life isn’t worth living and I’ve been there before and it sucks and I know what it feels like to have nobody, but you start becoming independent and things will feel a little more bearable.. I once read that no matter what you think or feel about yourself, there is always someone that loves you unconditionally and is thinking about you, there will always be a person that thinks about you. And if you can’t think of anyone then that person is me because I truly do feel for those who suffer loneliness and depression and feel no self worth because we’ve all been there and I’ve been there countless times. But keep pushing through and know that you are worth it and that no one owes you anything❤️",5.928074534161492,6.465213763975158,5.347385093167702,85.40033229813666,66.63975155279503,7.6822360248447215,27.280124223602485,7.1686216300943375,1.207230559006212,660,18,131,5,10,200,89,161,0.146,0.7140000000000001,0.139,-0.5075,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,9,0,0,12,7,1,0,2,0,15,2,0,1,2,36,37,18,0,2,6,0,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,16,11,0,1,13,1,4,1,6,3,0,1,4,8,13,4,10,30,2,6,0,2,2,1,15,1,1,2,5,86,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417376581203829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572432348039997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690709016313374,0.15119633740848465,0.11649262051475255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179125828709026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153273856293607,0.19560412416994385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168384966524268,0.0,0.0,0.15047435762573433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669718572256678,0.1337657726705196,0.1372107115296138,0.12088604211043852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355844735580244,0.0,0.0,0.13879607024182095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151031566049504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579503789930354,0.09276762299858717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390732483948992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311132618879273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693799181193306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909232811923372,0.0,0.14281754207097816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319914519817113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689919312264814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902752000882806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095090437904434,0.4386029869993233,0.0,0.0,0.07982804164991504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iHateMyLifeLMFAOB,2019/09/07,Who wants to talk? Male or female. Who wants to chat? Pm me,-3.8634615384615363,-5.003548307692302,-1.614807692307691,112.42855769230768,147.46153846153842,1.3,3.25,3.1291,-3.3500615384615378,44,0,12,0,4,14,10,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5630757120255272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8264053137092874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TobyBear95,2019/09/07,"Been feeling empty lately... I'm not really good at expressing how I feel, never have been. Lately though I feel as though I'm missing something inside, something important. I'm damn sure all my organs are where they should be, what else could it be?",4.28712765957447,6.451565744680856,4.8095212765957465,81.50875,72.40425531914894,7.253191489361702,24.51595744680851,8.07648339933343,1.6149191489361705,198,6,34,3,4,63,35,47,0.187,0.701,0.11199999999999999,-0.5751,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,10,15,4,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,4,2,2,9,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905588398387224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937843742029385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620366742857367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001853513889752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5384610619526661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840772740984108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289832659827185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674801649017361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22494396397457395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689847800648869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,stuckonsaturn7,2019/09/07,"I just want you all to know that I love you I don't know if this will help anyone, and I'm just some random stranger on the internet, but you have value, and my heart goes out to all of you in this sub. You're all amazing people, feel free to vent in the comments. Love you all lots!",2.880967741935482,2.964654032258068,3.77758064516129,95.58637096774193,73.19354838709677,6.845161290322581,21.951612903225808,5.985473137389443,-0.03533548387096763,218,4,55,1,4,70,42,62,0.0,0.667,0.33299999999999996,0.9762,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,4,18,10,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,5,8,9,6,4,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,4,0,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382141419199512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226004354022698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40371212579669175,0.2283532730438807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37446198290562616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28963731470110604,0.6149611393148277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23618735758012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009442228748375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RaptureCaat,2019/09/07,"I don’t enjoy anything anymore I’ve always loved anime and video games, but these days I just have no interest in anything. I just sit in my room and look at my phone or watch random YouTube videos. I feel so empty, all I can do is drink to try and make the days go faster. I’ve tried telling people how lonely I am but they don’t understand because “I see people at work”, they don’t realise that you can be in a room filled with people and still feel completely alone. I just want to feel like I matter or have something to enjoy, but I just don’t enjoy anything anymore. Games are uninteresting, food tastes like shit, everything sucks.  
Everything just feels watered down.",4.2597727272727255,5.788949674242428,4.4867878787878785,86.40518181818184,71.19696969696969,7.098181818181819,26.078787878787878,7.554174236665415,1.2808278787878788,535,17,105,6,10,167,80,132,0.13699999999999998,0.6809999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.6659,0,3,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,1,8,10,2,0,2,0,13,6,1,2,1,26,25,11,0,1,10,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,4,0,5,5,0,2,5,3,0,0,0,8,15,7,10,24,1,15,0,1,3,1,8,8,2,3,6,61,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327057131494152,0.0,0.0,0.13117157716665345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31267892692740706,0.0,0.0,0.38918018968915175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609768957310556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528565175246188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333334464266686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544300924826528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833586679578338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318836083287695,0.1126201672159661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062250159939528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895921311033752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403278177139418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323803889930801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227893262685914,0.0,0.10522790467673326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278693529210541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562103469856167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181824036826176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213612578349378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258938771854494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778690166634158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140584534497756,0.0,0.0,0.1641118883597871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298190640150007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476595758905185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lionelronaldo107,2019/09/07,"Something I seen today I was watching a soccer game in the morning (I’m a big soccer fan) I got home from work at 4 am and as I was watching the match the camera went on a  young maybe early 20s late teens couple and the  guy wasn’t even looking at the woman he was just looking forward at the match and the girl was looking at him and had an amazing smile and I just thought to my self that’s so amazing imagine having another person that looks at you that way, legit never known what that’s like and probably won’t for a good while.",7.516607142857139,5.032773875,7.685285714285714,79.85971428571429,64.71428571428571,9.674285714285713,34.9,6.742157984588678,2.2677799999999992,422,14,88,2,5,138,73,112,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.9382,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,12,0,9,0,0,0,1,12,18,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,5,6,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,10,7,8,4,11,7,0,17,0,0,7,0,9,9,0,0,8,57,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944370963208094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21045524205753074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562683415175188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953267638186006,0.15212216532804104,0.0,0.0,0.18833019381880992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078842847644525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145564941308144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292324283122004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6388881582754012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108378872632495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669574968517904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660773236047986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507026358145827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842249444643287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642703329003393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099939102516008,0.0,0.0,0.18028955331866056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097374317810355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631945006571634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846954944477266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hughlyhuge,2019/09/07,"Anyone else just feel like they can't focus anymore? Like, I've been lonely my entire life. To cope I feel like I daydream a lot, or on the other hand I start to think a lot of negative thoughts and just go into a deep state of sadness. This is just taking a toll on me, as I cant focus on literally anything else and have trouble staying motivated. ""Why does it matter anymore?"" I usually wonder to myself, ""who cares?"" I'd think to myself as I blow off all my tasks. How do I stop this, it feels like I've tried everything, but I'm just so fucking alone i feel like i need to daydream so i dont get bogged down in a state of deep sadness, which i usually enter when i stop daydreaming. I feel trapped in a viscous cycle of escapism, which goes to depression when I try to stop, which then goes back to escapism. I'm on edge all the time, and I've been sleeping on average 3 hours a night (I'm 17) for what seems like forever. I have no one I can trust (no one really cares), so I post here anonymously as to not get identified. 


Can someone please help?",3.012591743119266,4.036636073394497,4.609071100917434,86.28544151376148,73.58715596330275,7.835321100917432,26.92775229357798,8.278499904357787,1.6423660550458714,816,29,176,13,16,275,119,218,0.166,0.7090000000000001,0.124,-0.8866,0,4,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,1,12,15,1,0,9,0,11,4,2,2,2,32,33,15,0,1,7,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,3,11,0,0,2,7,6,0,2,3,6,23,9,27,30,4,31,0,4,0,1,3,12,1,5,19,108,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816656947458658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22630040333928414,0.07977690380460492,0.11690238476874965,0.09388931831102823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773094228452473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326520754165444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826865773536203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984408557759847,0.0,0.13371685932463026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906211392989524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025399784351752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884457826921059,0.3260339865631904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054777024895843,0.11921840270212357,0.0,0.06484202694422994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647454072315342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235922187068456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058768976460562,0.3344422438525685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939966116780659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459896495670231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070691225741563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546255636406869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524052036001532,0.0,0.0,0.10927013846468027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309128707741415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386653603474784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417600544349454,0.0,0.0966711441529546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075604326493001,0.1216086059210198,0.0,0.2861620961980308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578419439504635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621315473458255,0.0,0.09057758069304576,0.06652890057686578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492414161032986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513159812668438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295173545904317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237296514066478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cheeseheadd02,2019/09/07,"I only have one friend as a senior in hs and i’m just realizing it now i’m a pretty shy and awkward kid, i guess that’s why i don’t have many friends, and the friends that i do have, idk i just don’t feel like they’re actually my friends cuz they wanna be friends with me or bc of school we just ended up being friends. but no one ever wants to hang out w me. i haven’t been asked if i wanted to hang out since aug 6th, a whole fucking month since someone asked if i wanted to hang out…isn’t that just sad. the one of two good friends that i thought i was really close to, i don’t hang out with him, ever. i’ve got 6 classes with him, and he sits next to me in only 1, and he doesn’t even talk to me in that one. i guess i only consider him a close friend cuz i’ve known him for so long, but i barely even talk to the kid. i always feel like i’m reaching out to him cuz he’s too busy talking to everyone else. all of my school friends come through the same kid, so every time they hang out outside school, it’s them without me. and it sucks. the only time i’ve ever hung out with them was bc i was working with my friend when they invited him and ig they just felt bad to leave me out. it sucks going to school every day seeing the kid who i thought i was closest with just always reminding me of everything that i’m not. and i’m pretty good academically, especially in math, so you’d think someone would want to ask me for some help, and honestly i would love to just for someone to talk to, but they always go to him. even though i’m better in every way shape and form, they always go to him. the worst part about this entire situation where i don’t have any real friends, i can’t think of a single person in that entire fucking school who i would consider calling my friend who isn’t friends with him. it feels like i’m just living his life in the background. 
and my one true friend is off at college, and id feel like a dick if i constantly talked to him abt my problems cuz i got no where else to go…except here i guess. 

man it’s a fucking friday night and i’m sitting in my bed crying writing a reddit post abt how my only friend is 4 hours away from me, isn’t that just sad. to anyone who read this entire thing, i’m not looking for pity or sympathy or any of that shit, i just needed an outlet. so thank you, random stranger, for listening to my problems, cuz i had nowhere else to go.",1.7788336112655188,3.1160371575875523,3.3474485825458618,92.8604150453956,77.2295719844358,6.140374282008523,22.160274226422086,6.655083550727371,0.305762052992403,1865,51,433,16,42,617,207,514,0.10099999999999999,0.703,0.196,0.9948,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,2,8,2,29,40,6,1,17,0,28,7,2,6,5,94,74,35,0,14,22,0,5,4,15,3,1,1,1,6,22,31,0,0,11,1,0,10,14,14,0,6,11,8,67,26,65,57,8,55,0,3,2,5,63,25,7,11,20,271,89,12,0.0,0.0,0.05104042578187271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408197098496264,0.0,0.0,0.07113600518136916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03657164751974752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668943101425488,0.0,0.04914062376059631,0.0,0.043671027857949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625797299250644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340746465614689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045054617407396816,0.0,0.05652123064784145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574526625961544,0.033731268395695096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107795835236916,0.0,0.04632515381713417,0.0,0.0,0.10363740721448897,0.14193384828016253,0.1322032282532459,0.049977995426728185,0.04700678729270608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578437607967907,0.14946180495110709,0.050219320883547816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6061404016613599,0.1450605315326567,0.0,0.0,0.1486257074903843,0.08773896679978571,0.0836633717676798,0.0,0.17285377510089495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03505776501945799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051508164166313375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055381588255592674,0.0,0.0,0.036943331264402864,0.1022109012724354,0.0,0.04618472673798037,0.0462867291079618,0.04392155589924927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04720572390056033,0.0,0.0,0.05302728474283058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04174795401618007,0.0,0.0,0.03878219609161367,0.0,0.0,0.055625098234542966,0.04908305567512713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721017428991373,0.19889488710688885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663932130011065,0.0,0.0,0.045669179231595865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050092054188415634,0.1064224143306791,0.0,0.10009429037022403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231740258403088,0.05953254752485485,0.033506800342953016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646683995115895,0.0416789173955579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053688533051706636,0.08653157542803679,0.05879104282655599,0.0,0.0,0.1329491183796161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101968499924739,0.0,0.04815380413138678,0.0,0.0,0.034747954288062745,0.0670276195576645,0.051387676173872215,0.08304587408934631,0.06099688971967896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109267390550538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339924457679985,0.04151588420868866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047195546595493285,0.058394709185289675,0.0,0.050418465187421935,0.0,0.03807738789649503,0.0,0.0,0.11146418141775584,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,redvansareforpussies,2019/09/07,"How are your weekends like? I just turned 19, and I’ve realized that my teens sucked. I pretty much spends all of my weekends locked up in my room. Even my mom tell me to go out, but I don’t since I don’t have any friends. The reason I don’t go out is cause I don’t got any friends, however I’m just wondering how does your weekend look like?",2.7747999999999986,3.0805822133333365,3.790666666666666,94.60200000000002,73.53333333333333,7.6,25.666666666666664,7.554174236665415,0.8692666666666673,266,8,67,3,5,86,50,75,0.027000000000000003,0.762,0.21100000000000002,0.9295,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,4,1,13,15,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,1,2,4,1,0,0,1,1,13,4,6,14,2,10,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,1,5,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32148414241980583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428206748502589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068520242343146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612245348898818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652431268193373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26867299051871485,0.0,0.18904946416450044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23096028416092665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849419005204166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768377616096948,0.0,0.0,0.1737617044357357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24047680578993344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430313042050101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195530584320772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066008390976283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25710646863556225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25633695479518265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HeDoinDaSplitz,2019/09/07,"Idk bro I really just want someone to talk to. I've been doing so good lately. But only so much I can do mentally, 22 M u.s hmu and I'll give you my social media shit. Tired of feeling alone",0.3049999999999997,1.960838309523812,3.395476190476192,89.42035714285717,82.57142857142857,6.104761904761905,17.642857142857142,7.1686216300943375,0.1591714285714283,147,3,33,2,4,53,37,42,0.212,0.642,0.146,-0.4732,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,5,7,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,3,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30029677834682444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466054902927454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781427766425605,0.0,0.24319308242216775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32707189739906845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29219753299495144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314378907197468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205171199880212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574693445163284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976255663772157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29556359611612576,0.2456704402718321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23304774026686895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332504578654282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101775728496627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,eelikay,2019/09/07,"Help please How do I cope with the fact that I know I annoy people and people simply don't like being around me and just accept my presence. I'm the one that never gets invited unless I make the effort to be included. How do I handle the fact that nobody ever thinks about asking me to come over. Does anybody except my parents really care? Out of all the ""friends"" I have nobody ever texts me first.",3.841166666666666,5.205561450000005,5.0975,82.26416666666668,72.0,6.833333333333335,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.6819583333333332,316,6,58,3,6,105,56,80,0.061,0.804,0.135,0.7255,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,1,0,5,0,6,0,0,3,6,21,14,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,11,4,10,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750660769042826,0.22841673010987795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491119862784385,0.0,0.0,0.21046973146038905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381591745406128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420231954259301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078280306595001,0.0,0.0,0.18876971241577908,0.0,0.12765299017812598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377008204347482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427806145531407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936790378560652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309300210724334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844331730849428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556517374276322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713009309337972,0.0,0.0,0.3387770397413563,0.0,0.0,0.2682023337515433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652485086068912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655759498708685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,picodegalloyum7,2019/09/07,Hi fellow lonely people It's lonely in my head tonight as usually,1.3846153846153868,4.071303230769232,4.191153846153849,76.59134615384617,93.6153846153846,5.676923076923077,21.884615384615387,7.1686216300943375,1.683338461538462,54,2,8,1,2,19,12,13,0.33299999999999996,0.667,0.0,-0.6124,0,4,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6192257105506339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182967459001258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6645203922848629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CrazyAnimalLady1,2019/09/07,"No more friends I dont have anymore friends.  At least i really dont think so.  Im ALWAYS the one to reach out, they take forever to reply.  Some of them completely ignored me when i was trying to invite them to my 18th birthday party.  I didnt end up having one.  I just had a sleepover at my grandma's (dont get me wrong i love my grandma but...its not the same).",-1.097622377622379,0.983022897435898,1.6985314685314703,95.51465034965037,95.66666666666666,4.374825174825175,19.91142191142191,6.1124844417494595,0.07649743589743617,278,10,63,3,11,96,55,78,0.1,0.6940000000000001,0.207,0.8173,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,7,12,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,0,14,3,9,9,4,6,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,2,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496070162771662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661170614962786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078623865857735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6970460361054474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559152928815255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063364394822209,0.0,0.10357795750171757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414508455697606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789292547969453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26867999732341513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700465792292298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490600685796794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127031226589491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345994057293219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167563308623767,0.0,0.0
lonely,fxckwithit,2019/09/07,"i lost my best friend he’s ignoring me. i miss him. i just need to move on but don’t know how. i love him but i have to let him go. i don’t know where to start.  i’m trying to distract myself and keep myself busy. he won’t answer my texts so i deleted his number so i’ll stop trying. nothing was wrong. he just left. i did everything right this time. he’s done this before but he told me why and i made sure i did everything right this time. no matter how hard i tried, he left. everyone leaves me. no matter how much effort i put in, how hard i try. i compromised my morals and stayed quiet about so many things just to keep him. i’m not and will never be good enough.",-1.2814811165845654,0.7571996827586212,0.9373399014778344,100.64045977011496,97.0,4.141215106732348,12.422003284072249,5.916634753146586,-1.1566617405582922,514,8,125,5,21,170,82,145,0.153,0.706,0.141,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,12,10,0,1,0,0,11,1,0,5,2,28,25,14,0,1,7,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,4,3,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,7,3,27,5,8,14,3,16,1,2,0,1,14,7,0,0,5,75,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904753646272052,0.0,0.14682004544724536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316980866964693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144557668335817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368374739538286,0.25147240999369536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080890628631839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951035797637758,0.11734438100454135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25065203301688344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487052392835933,0.0,0.0,0.15377456097217326,0.0,0.0,0.14813755916981622,0.30401102803820745,0.14306076224855474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272114853102184,0.0,0.1262683310056043,0.1323800325501136,0.0,0.14184014540992318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869523270078333,0.1028451374706271,0.1037366397247856,0.10790216984513534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424113900454865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064161461765018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389535735737439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902438605555954,0.14911846907723686,0.0,0.11696555346501608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318573513504242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294563945370687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315766023758282,0.0,0.0,0.13368374739538286,0.0,0.3799410517877551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262411082194935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296246644491207,0.0,0.0
lonely,ashv15,2019/09/07,"I don’t have friends anymore.. I’ve always had an emptiness inside of me, where I felt like I was alone even when I was surrounded by people. I started high school this week and since I started, all my friends stopped talking to and hanging out with me. I might still talk to 2 or 3 people but they don’t seem to truly care. I ate lunch by myself for the first time today. And I’m sure it won’t be the last either :/",3.191174242424239,3.763607284090913,4.075454545454543,91.96651515151515,72.75,6.321212121212121,26.03030303030303,5.46131890053228,0.5584030303030301,323,10,73,1,6,104,65,88,0.09,0.72,0.191,0.8735,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,0,2,14,16,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,1,13,5,9,8,2,15,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,11,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899959344275768,0.0,0.0,0.1679102735923792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012721239239456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057442701090214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328422467744874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375561665506166,0.0,0.0,0.1716474069153819,0.0,0.0,0.31181387359068186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320834519189014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644905127442695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858723622942424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407345742053385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797996026308157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042281259652646,0.0,0.18370732009985674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669275735137021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856642159531588,0.0,0.1611543889188529,0.16871032709742909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019015614015194,0.0,0.0,0.32439164506970186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766875550829085,0.0,0.19127882584778275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186842100407053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nyckee,2019/09/07,"On Losing My Love- a poem  *On Losing My Love* (original poem, for him, and for me. I miss you terribly.)

​

Incalculable joy

Ongoing aches

Bountiful laughter

Peppered with mistakes

All in good faith

Our life together 

​

A decade of memories

Rush through my mind with extreme velocity

Like fireworks flaring 

Against a black sky

And the after-images burn my eyes-- 

Overwhelming.

A f\*\*\*ing flood of taste, touch and smell 

Our life together 

​

Remember how the air felt in October

When the leaves were wet and the

Mist curled over the lake in the chilly mornings?

Remember the sensation of 

Closeness, pressed tight together

On the twin mattress while your bedroom walls

Glowed blue in the light of the blocky, old TV?

Remember waking up in my arms?

I know the smell of your hair, the slope of your nose, each line of your palms.

​

We fell apart.

Moment by moment. 

Shut off

Shut down

Like organs dying sequentially.

​

What I needed—

Would you say—

Is something you did not possess to give away?

​

We tried. We did. In our own ways.

No argument. No hate. No blame.

I still feel like you broke my heart.

​

I wanted you.

I’m terrified.

I don't know how

To say goodbye.",3.6507985049269465,6.8052433119266125,3.4726503567787965,84.54623683316345,81.4770642201835,6.7158681617397225,27.798844716275912,7.921354282810032,2.2447558273870203,974,43,165,19,27,294,139,218,0.141,0.758,0.10099999999999999,-0.782,1,0,1,0,0,0,70.0,6,9,0,2,4,16,1,1,16,0,6,12,7,3,1,28,17,8,1,3,1,0,7,3,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,11,1,1,7,1,0,2,5,8,0,0,4,17,29,8,30,12,3,31,1,5,4,2,20,21,0,0,10,98,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4855652541982176,0.5445456014076024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014960987034895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664434395555615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032370819012034445,0.045736442531362505,0.061469967776872476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061414545009345976,0.0,0.05369757462934744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632072445763886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586490684983818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036826896363146,0.0,0.0,0.06778873918660604,0.0,0.0,0.09043950983164857,0.09383192609619724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324570535485492,0.0,0.0,0.1155624678310618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464271563028562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717901639965672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175691172058472,0.0,0.0,0.10182375323250596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04928630752125708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112706028842067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04346589246215412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03776110197415724,0.050816698028517265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04547850986086368,0.0,0.5445456014076024,0.0
lonely,cornbadger,2019/09/07,"I go to Arby's a lot.  When your order is ready, another human being speaks your name out loud.  That's beyond fulfilling to me, though I am aware of how pathetic that fact is.  Also I'm afraid of getting my haircut because my low self esteem makes feel unworthy of just sitting in front of a young woman cutting my hair.  I end up babbling some cringy attempt of small talk and embarrassing myself. Then I go home feeling sad pathetic and lonely.  I went five months once trying to cut my own hair just so I could avoid the barber induced panic attacks.  It wasn't pretty.  

 Sometimes the stress from just talking to a cashier makes me dry heave and have an anxiety attack when I get home.  So I try not to go out too often.  Just stepping out to water my plants is stressful.  Being outside is fine, it's the fact that there could be people out there.  I'm thirty three, no romance now or in past.  I can't hold down a job because the social anxiety makes me suicidal.  The only thing supporting me is my seventy year old mother.  

 I don't think you cant get disability for being a sadsack. So when she goes I'll be homeless, so I'll probably just end it all.  Even If I had money I would still be completely alone.  I just hope that when that day comes, I can find a good home for my cat.  Sorry for the stream of consciousness

Enough of that, does anyone know any other little tricks like going to Arby's to get some stealthy validation?",3.9728906773977215,5.28236376056338,5.015975855130783,83.18791079812209,71.60563380281691,7.663044936284374,26.55197853789403,8.11559375814309,1.656004896042924,1124,37,218,16,21,369,174,284,0.20199999999999999,0.73,0.068,-0.9875,1,4,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,0,1,25,20,5,6,13,0,22,3,2,5,3,42,43,17,1,5,9,1,4,1,0,1,0,2,3,3,11,8,1,2,7,0,1,8,6,14,0,2,3,6,30,6,28,31,6,37,0,3,0,0,13,12,0,7,16,144,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468628299990365,0.0,0.08855336426384704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753024278225397,0.11611349942648687,0.16942131270662367,0.0,0.0,0.07742728427568259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519501846752875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500395978597876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538691599964086,0.1161017376250929,0.0,0.0,0.17682302777054168,0.0,0.0,0.07141380506969469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690343982509962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19615363796652566,0.11441707944064093,0.0,0.07313828729990919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119801473836306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012082121085624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23141427447519725,0.0,0.25172910021772804,0.09287782182623126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332235263976961,0.10998313281397452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988569429062688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085611493756871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054098687409565874,0.11098383755563833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414147506718466,0.0,0.0,0.2217459734117738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838624789308412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619595035152168,0.11792732959585417,0.0,0.08421764951491141,0.0,0.12992164563563827,0.0,0.0,0.10570744579581624,0.07676851395255734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112655555416756,0.11938920498761645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155189614032431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128786343138658,0.0,0.0,0.10951804567761153,0.12395684144933786,0.0,0.0,0.08843174070233842,0.0,0.25368919695220965,0.0,0.0,0.12112423592974247,0.12565881425665754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800643243575315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356627106305524,0.07095341481418473,0.10879488568932252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036125722563715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265086024448322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866174524521778,0.0,0.0,0.0713086019918886
lonely,H122194,2019/09/07,"Messaging someone and then counting the minutes as they don’t reply, then giving up. Every time I ask my ‘friend’ to hangout he never replies. It sucks because I do a lot for this guy. He always has some excuse like “I was asleep at 7:30 on a Friday night” or “my phone died.” It’s every time. I don’t get it. I’m to the point where getting rejected constantly is worse than trying.",1.4884740259740283,3.728256467532472,3.18193181818182,89.39289772727275,81.72727272727272,5.4084415584415595,22.61201298701299,6.6274283507984215,0.6670272727272728,296,10,59,3,8,98,60,77,0.128,0.7659999999999999,0.106,-0.5705,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,4,0,6,1,1,0,1,5,12,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,7,2,8,11,2,12,0,1,0,0,10,5,1,3,8,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879264769168986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334903658484087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563760351086374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25817734088609706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24795134618307954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025847460121224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458163455969395,0.0,0.24964171722223266,0.2291846901988693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365589242908703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671958659438952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311313596279354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426248091134687,0.0,0.0,0.22420128952469168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225847614489994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242806383239445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27862122975113673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220452494828713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434701770908901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThatBroJimbo,2019/09/07,i made a discord as the title says. it's still pretty baren right now with me as the only member currently so it may be dead for a while but anyone is free to join. honestly I'm doing this as much for myself as i am for anyone as an attempt to alleviate my crippling isolation but yeah. just shoot a dm my way and join anyone of any age is welcome just don't do anything that'll get anyone arrested please,1.725088235294116,3.6887699058823533,3.963161764705884,85.57297794117648,79.35294117647058,6.602941176470589,22.389705882352942,7.645422480735847,1.0650294117647063,322,10,65,5,8,111,63,85,0.147,0.605,0.249,0.8909999999999999,1,1,0,1,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,6,1,9,0,0,1,0,8,12,10,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,4,12,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938059782969025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6966404711333344,0.0,0.20496878113614764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013221914074985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23568225768968906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830999262090983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943394303652494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734112598624969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25340039992195795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21271001607270287,0.0,0.1980756728372382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19891285766484676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770537490169854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bloodofaprince,2019/09/07,"I thought I'd be fine. Right now I'm watching the sunset, listening to music, smoking a cigarette and the loneliness is getting to be too much. I want to cry but what good would that do?

I thought I'd be fine having no friends. And I usually am, at least while my husband is around, but he's deployed right now with 7 more months to go (at minimum). I have two cats and they help but it's not the same. 

I miss having the kind of friends that I could invite over whenever or would just text me that they were coming over.  Where we could just chill, listen to music, smoke cigarettes, and just be. 

I see everyone in my neighborhood hanging out, smiling and laughing with their friends.... and I'm jealous. I want that.",2.5066793066088806,4.5544239366197194,3.378450704225352,90.29596424702059,77.23943661971829,6.904442036836404,27.120260021668468,7.882392219407189,1.6072539544962088,557,23,116,9,13,177,88,142,0.07,0.71,0.22,0.9683,0,0,3,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,3,0,8,10,1,0,5,0,16,0,0,0,0,29,29,11,0,6,8,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,6,12,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,3,4,16,8,15,18,4,18,0,1,2,0,12,10,0,1,5,83,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057298978081953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650545320658074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059690294131735,0.0,0.21047392889826524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309099318622546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441108419931728,0.0,0.10010800324804454,0.0,0.10889603780653803,0.16071287408933269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843174203960026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953170471897025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529407952250011,0.0,0.14085495604921494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272667617673741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268788425232185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042329216530571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871745421165109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21103068401115696,0.0,0.2260323774001684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722276408009261,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,darknessnbroknpieces,2019/09/07,"I finally left a toxic friendship. But why do I feel worse after leaving than when I was still friends with that person? TL;DR — just read the title. :)

That friendship only brought out the worst in me. We fight all the time. Every little thing, we argued. I’ll say or do something, that friend would get annoyed. That friend always asks if I still want to be friends, and I say yes because that’s the truth. I held on as much as I can until one day, I just exploded. Finally, I said to myself, enough is enough. 

But after that, I can’t sleep. I can’t function. I’ve been crying since I left. It was my choice to leave because I can no longer handle it. But I feel like without that friend, I couldn’t handle that even more. 

I am the introverted type. I only have three friends, one of them is this friend. The other two were from college (10+ years) but we hardly speak to each other now as they have their own thing going on. We only see other for like two or three times a year, we chat once in a blue moon (when they feel like it). So, I am much closer to this friend even though we’re only friends for almost 3 years (it was like two and a half years fighting/arguing) because we are together all the time. We text each other all the time. We let each other know what’s going on all the time, even the smallest details. 

But the fights/arguments never end. Until one day, I got really fed up with those heavy emotions. It was exhausting. I tried to leave before but I reached out to patch things up, only for us to fight again. I feel like, this time, its’s for good. I’ve been keeping myself from reaching out because I know it will only do more harm than good. But I feel so terrible. My heart is beating so fast. I can’t sleep. I don’t have the energy to go on. Why do I feel worse? Is it because of the thought that I am alone again that being in a toxic friendship is better than being alone?",1.6539157762413588,3.6591754754522015,2.819938543194357,93.47446260213705,79.77519379844959,5.320734688176549,20.020182973671343,6.243973517019112,-0.006230057964941693,1467,37,316,11,37,470,176,387,0.11199999999999999,0.716,0.172,0.9654,0,2,1,0,5,0,62.0,9,0,4,2,16,26,4,0,18,1,36,5,3,0,6,52,58,23,0,4,13,0,7,5,9,2,1,4,0,1,31,18,1,2,9,2,0,4,8,8,0,9,13,13,46,18,42,38,15,48,0,0,2,0,32,16,0,4,33,227,77,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764169027979973,0.13992311011308067,0.0,0.0,0.05620711340622495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315024611959037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588963907361196,0.0,0.057480179108219426,0.0,0.0,0.05974259411749176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420063786641233,0.08712848170665156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759847960291675,0.059829358765369066,0.13959466805113346,0.0,0.13384865687062056,0.0,0.05691389177987581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049322301192538,0.14477346344231626,0.0,0.14799571516765314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697015150300807,0.0,0.03529215107742975,0.0,0.11517087425505852,0.11331567603830847,0.05402600393695383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060511641734650574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004722062972236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600416527882127,0.0,0.0,0.07424756168504366,0.0,0.0,0.21457747938535296,0.14678681190502602,0.06907457711214703,0.0,0.16500788929108848,0.06770296899012276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931422518889814,0.0,0.05209881895209238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193867606815772,0.13732113403854504,0.3082494733886271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898216160388616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675684027133117,0.0,0.0432743383154544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425563550136963,0.10743713765419582,0.0,0.0,0.05382870204067635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587815953351197,0.0,0.1351978131630336,0.0,0.0,0.052003384647757264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789123047779912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463189987472088,0.0,0.06636765257297549,0.05362725199454655,0.23633411858810896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458620992005246,0.0,0.1979599633564864,0.0,0.0812544803697608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03984281252634605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190695795790635,0.0,0.0,0.06511590774215263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376786919806531,0.04798566905182095,0.0,0.0,0.17400025718035095
lonely,danielr088,2019/09/07,"Does anyone else feel like they’ve forgotten how to love? I’ve had close female friends before and one close to a relationship and I always did my best to be my best and treat them well. But I ended being thrown away each and everytime. I just feel like if I were to one day find someone again, I’d forget how to treat them because of the things that’s happened to me in the past. Of course I’d treat them with respect, but it just feels like that it’s been a while since I’ve had that closeness that I’ll forget the things to do to be that extra good person for them",6.232500000000003,4.769273250000005,6.1733333333333364,86.42500000000004,66.5,9.0,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.1460000000000004,450,9,102,3,6,142,70,120,0.042,0.721,0.237,0.9655,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,2,6,13,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,2,0,22,14,10,0,1,5,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,3,11,13,14,6,4,10,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,8,68,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552567342418607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222898294046303,0.17919939241286575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431850638600745,0.0,0.0,0.10661365283324324,0.0,0.1488217641210526,0.0,0.3670805599347192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279204896317535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305076544774396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610134947628528,0.0,0.15490401832134104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652947197171113,0.3748325520495693,0.0,0.0,0.15984978820948867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351225358831989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669264320524095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546580324596457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563328670075033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784850599373426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370251651471453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669559462675034,0.0,0.1527105426209112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877705166011696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467397991155054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818697095302474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323833729258485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572505531970648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThisAccountIsSFW,2019/01/30,Shoutout to everyone who’s too afraid to message the person they’re crushing on Here’s to us :(,7.157894736842106,6.470840578947367,6.725263157894743,80.68684210526318,64.26315789473685,9.705263157894738,40.05263157894737,8.841846274778883,3.469168421052633,77,4,15,1,1,24,16,19,0.265,0.735,0.0,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5407628989453452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941414224974064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6807347072806456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JessicaEmmx,2019/01/30,So lonely Feel so alone with nobody to talk to. I'm 26 with a boyfriend of 12 years who mentally abuses me and makes my life help. Need someone to talk to :(,1.34,3.0688969393939445,2.645454545454548,95.68818181818185,79.60606060606061,5.612121212121212,20.090909090909093,6.42735559955562,-0.04489090909090887,121,3,28,1,3,39,27,33,0.281,0.654,0.065,-0.8354,0,3,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.38628577322334334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33766310417297185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484780560607828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852737983001072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302807774232405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176239150301283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285560589957725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24174306865398246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762395385072059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5240923584476384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994911747934406
lonely,HelpMeIAmInHel,2019/01/30,"Incredibly lonely and becoming combative to cope with it Hey everyone.

Not sure if anyone can relate to this but lately I’ve been really lonely, I have friends but I feel like only one really gives a shit about me. Every time I join a group of people I’m largely ignored and cliques are formed that I’m obviously never a part of. I’ve ruined so many decent friend groups I’ve been in that I’m too afraid of trying anymore. 

To cope with this, I get very spiteful towards others and non trusting. Stuff like thinking I’m better than everyone even though I’m very obviously not, convincing myself that people don’t care about me regardless so fuck them, convincing myself I don’t need anyone else because everyone else will let me down anyways.

Does anyone know how to deal with this?",4.152630769230768,6.369538273333332,5.194000000000003,78.37546153846158,72.93333333333334,8.082051282051282,26.205128205128197,8.841846274778883,2.2572974358974363,631,22,109,13,13,207,94,150,0.20199999999999999,0.63,0.16699999999999998,-0.7457,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,9,18,3,1,3,0,9,2,1,1,4,22,22,10,0,3,5,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,2,1,11,10,16,18,2,6,0,3,0,1,8,3,2,1,5,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210254889007526,0.3005695404668711,0.14681482314515948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734663870684115,0.15824962072622115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672601708540313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609100308005465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772296627906767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125391725713399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393963896396554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463994339943503,0.0,0.1207257724348066,0.41075161054080905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245038953940852,0.10236451157791482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22140690257377266,0.13246684631283676,0.07486172648652241,0.13745428274948704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874698035495516,0.0,0.16163437212779852,0.0,0.0,0.1465210235442058,0.0,0.14000592312014393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527088321403708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624575454941458,0.1105120378212558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709521676796697,0.10897648656498646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516623696300327,0.0,0.198674814069314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358709117782207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708240583527032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640297347245208,0.0,0.0,0.13504663178101647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181274828703044,0.14077909401357105,0.0,0.0835520061592916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728270512372156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23645414027939365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Alxfk,2019/01/30,"I keep posting here. I want people to talk to but... mental health, triggers... I'm really unstable with my emotions. Idk if anyones noticing that I appear and disappear and stuff on here. lololo. What do I do people... I am honestly a decent good person but I'm unstable and I ruin relationships and make people hate me and think I'm crazy. Cuz certain things are stressing me out so much about myself and life.

Does anyone relate to this? Is this abnormal? I'm completely isolated right now because I just cant have healthy relationships. I really need the right people in order for me to feel alright and feel stable enough. And even then those people would struggle dealing with me and I struggle interacting and keeping myself level headed. It sucks. It's a struggle. I'm trying to be real and I hope I can feel some acceptance. But forewarn I cant tell if I'm in a good enough state for interacting with most people right now.

Itd feel nice to have some acceptance tho. Starting to go nuts and feeling crazy. But this is life and I think it's just hard and this may be more normal than I think. I hope. Hahaha. Oh boiiii.",1.5575197722239764,4.268169715596333,3.3637424865548877,84.33527522935782,88.08256880733944,6.126162606770009,21.737424865548878,7.503015589744147,1.3201855109142675,890,31,161,17,29,296,119,218,0.203,0.627,0.17,-0.8059,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,10,17,2,4,4,1,16,4,1,3,1,54,42,24,0,8,8,0,6,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,13,18,0,2,10,0,0,3,2,7,0,0,0,6,22,10,18,37,7,18,0,1,0,0,8,8,1,9,4,110,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616465040155016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637139955557629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958649815588282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077548095305408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146554433132656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757014530432527,0.0,0.21599275465819304,0.0,0.06903401232630357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26424049428049845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059400727200722675,0.17533166098080716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362876368866244,0.10319117068223724,0.1072669562734056,0.1110991290352002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076224977823572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580311355740975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765014608692098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976744478144023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533087184109216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683371211369143,0.0774997370637216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240672307633976,0.0,0.11899591652546075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347631371301824,0.09126222181961507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010059820783028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896584631285095,0.13391548071652426,0.0,0.0,0.22442922725746525,0.0,0.2677767349829214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397929894936342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197265057468104,0.3277987997995331,0.11964959320675662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400865473196803,0.09135447563214416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943797907848262,0.20091524263305408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096174430602249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164819151791068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424751236789842,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,deeseypieces14,2019/01/30,I made a friend! So I go the group once every two weeks for my subutexs. And I have been trying to make friends with someone. And today it happened. I was talking about how it is hard for me to get rides and this girl said that she would be willing to pick me up and car pool with me hehe she seemed so kind and said she just sits at the house all day so she would love to get out and do something 😊 made me so happy. Here's to hoping it goes well. 😊,0.028787878787877474,1.8197565757575769,1.5013030303030312,101.93195454545456,84.25252525252526,4.364040404040405,16.97070707070707,4.935628992294339,-1.0138614141414144,347,7,88,1,10,111,68,99,0.013000000000000001,0.758,0.22899999999999998,0.9768,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,5,1,20,21,11,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,5,9,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,3,13,7,13,11,1,10,0,0,0,1,12,3,0,2,3,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193214924029502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588589110273315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858893474684261,0.0,0.1933288428391296,0.0,0.10515015930714483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361106491835933,0.19695541263849664,0.1657400486752643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376491119200114,0.0,0.21348626837379825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266808013070089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698623246836852,0.3501375636081279,0.12350114685349538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703844303968104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35198952962992314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843370458065088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676539872558196,0.14243612064919878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487106950457989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537570755409615,0.0,0.0,0.12561527560558824,0.0,0.1807359874448191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841051401499,0.0,0.16635366465227708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26286337294364776,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jg021,2019/01/30,"16 I am 16.  
Feel like I should easily be able to shit about feeling like shit.  
I have good friends but no one that makes me feel less like a lonely piece of trash and I don't like any girls in my shitty small town.  
Liked a person once, completely fucked it up and at this point I hardly talk to her anymore and I feel like it would be fucking dumb to try to start talking to her again since we were never super close to begin with.  
I'm not going to take much advice from reddit cus im not a complete retard but wouldn't mind talking to people if you have been or are in a similar ""situation"".",1.735338181818186,3.4215222720000007,3.190618181818184,92.4273090909091,78.28,5.825454545454545,19.363636363636363,6.574015621080383,-0.012680000000000023,464,10,103,4,11,152,88,125,0.205,0.612,0.183,-0.8488,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,1,2,15,5,0,4,0,12,4,2,1,1,22,24,7,0,4,6,0,5,6,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,2,5,12,9,16,17,3,13,0,1,0,2,10,8,5,2,10,64,16,0,0.13811205524623904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349615019377662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392093363162064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697004698795193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896157244677378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27933441974174994,0.29600183959202003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670503128147822,0.2553647391342785,0.0,0.0,0.0784922637899998,0.11584183925846694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372127352832535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491847198136095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048474433036093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921908693345496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945380447745073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015282519827366,0.0,0.1065205313440294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708483134737954,0.09358830300293547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574950917821692,0.12059411941070562,0.0,0.0,0.13056053396909525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835400799734005,0.11424771931028747,0.1552437367650466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775642356213514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384307728782034,0.3330277152457701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376901959878814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811084141847763,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kirozee,2019/01/30,"How do I cope with being lonely? I was fine with it at first, but now I just can't, I have no friends and no Girlfriend, and being an extrovert doesn't help at all.

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What do I do I do to stop feeling like horse shit?",1.4203061224489808,2.663378734693879,2.914030612244897,95.9890051020408,77.9795918367347,5.716326530612244,22.45408163265306,5.985473137389443,0.08871020408163321,174,5,42,1,4,57,35,49,0.276,0.534,0.19,-0.7884,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,1,0,10,1,1,1,1,10,11,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,6,3,5,8,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,4,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683156074668993,0.4130539453591021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718795658436056,0.24284711123926386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891455360968696,0.0,0.0,0.2626302117289362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278488999718781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607334642648233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489347706605258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841979313891566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130539453591021,0.0
lonely,crashpayton,2019/01/30,"Still very lonely It's sad. I realized today just over a year ago I had made a post about how lonely I am.

Here I am a year later and still just as lonely, if not worse. Being a single dad that works full time, I find it very hard to get out. I'm also very introverted and have gained some crazy social anxiety over the years.  I have two kids aged 6 and 8. The oldest being a diabetic for the last 4 almost 5 years of her life.  Lately she's been having issues through the night and I go many nights without sleeping. Constantly checking on her to make sure she is okay.

I work in an office. I run two different teams that do two different things. My hours are supposed to be Mon - Fri 9-5, but I generally work way more than that. I've technically been on call 24/7 for the last 5 years.

All my family (which consists of my dad and sister. my mom passed away 5 years ago.) lives two hours away from me and due to family court I'm unable to move closer to them as then their mother wouldn't be able to see them as much as she doesn't work/drive/do anything.

My ex-wife walked out on us back in 2014 and we were fully divorced by 2016.  Have been single ever since.  I was fine with it up until November of this past year. I didn't have time for a relationship, i was focused on work and my kids. The way it should be.  One day in November a best friend and I kissed and something happened. I had feelings again. We were having such a great time with it. And then out of the blue she goes back to her ex. We hardly talk now. I feel like I lost my best friend.  I also realized just how good it felt to be loved by someone again. How good it felt to be part of something more. To have that companionship that I once loved so much.

Now each day goes by I just become more hurt. Hurt that she's gone pretty much completely from my life, and that i've lost my best friend. I have no one to turn too here. The days I'm lucky enough to have gotten sleep I still spend exhausted. The days that I don't sleep I'm a mess. I can't control my moods anymore. They are all over the place. I've lost 30 lbs in 2 months. I struggle every day.
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lonely,WhatIf1230,2019/01/30,I want to cry all the pain out... I feel so alone. Everyone is married with kids and I will never have that. No one wants me. I don’t know how much longer I can do this.,-2.012631578947367,-0.1975191052631544,0.4161052631578954,105.61573684210528,95.31578947368422,4.092631578947368,12.86315789473684,5.6839178017228535,-1.42428,126,2,35,1,5,42,33,38,0.23,0.6890000000000001,0.081,-0.78,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,2,10,10,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,6,0,3,9,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369227302142983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39159937646558507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34065178116595474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802575104472881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592351020148294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620690992451683,0.0,0.2749553858682917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415741607767813,0.0,0.3793419744152505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205468036553067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DirtyDan621,2019/01/30,Anyone want to join our Forever Alone group chat on Kik? Hey guys I wanted to let you know their's a FA group on kik it's called #ForeverAloneSub and we're looking for new members. So feel free to join if your FA or even if you are lonely and want to meet new people. Just be friendly to everyone but most important be yourself. If you can't find the group just message me and I'll will try to add you. ,2.2069579831932766,3.690981964705884,3.3057142857142883,92.99000000000004,76.41176470588233,6.739495798319329,22.731092436974787,7.447530270364453,0.6692857142857149,317,9,72,4,7,102,61,85,0.038,0.8140000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.7414,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,5,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,18,12,9,0,6,7,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,9,3,9,8,1,4,0,1,1,0,17,2,0,5,2,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25513746044901425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224902719689805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515441456966533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270748685180514,0.0,0.0,0.2353916675166617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455862059889865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251533970630601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032429329219186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439186877666344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135383885603631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251902808217172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686640580068946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758399653983234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078349023062028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672509925119044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43589914476184005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,onedaythrowaway99,2019/01/30,"Had someone who cared about me, but the attraction wasn't there Cutting a long story short, I am 30 and last year I had my first relationship. It lasted for a few months because I realised I didn't have a strong attraction to her and didn't want to string her along, but she is perhaps the only person who has really wanted to spend time with me. She wanted to remain friends afterwards (once her anger had calmed down...) and I was happy with that, but in the end she said she had to cut me loose. That was a few weeks ago.

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Now I'm back to being completely alone. I haven't had any friends for around 10 years. One by one they stopped talking to me once they got partners and careers. Some of them have children of their own now.

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I worry that this is it now for the rest of my life. I'm an introvert with a sprinkling of social anxiety. I go to my running club twice a week but cold approaching people and being reciprocated is hard.",4.544165991902833,5.477581068421053,4.953157894736844,85.58248987854253,69.89473684210526,7.951417004048582,27.77327935222672,8.139509932561175,1.6432712550607285,753,25,154,10,13,239,112,190,0.136,0.7290000000000001,0.135,0.4366,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,4,2,7,11,3,0,11,0,20,1,0,0,0,19,29,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,3,8,10,0,1,0,1,1,3,4,3,0,4,12,3,26,8,24,15,5,25,0,0,0,0,22,4,0,1,18,112,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722825906872618,0.0,0.0,0.13696715885791014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865773610102118,0.3213871669190828,0.08993193714338772,0.0,0.10116796553352113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772713779401997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168914915671574,0.0,0.0806160437097286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348337939989597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865760337693453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713086251099747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248853293567083,0.0,0.0,0.20434614084497008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515855156520619,0.0,0.1057693508629218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077851744948405,0.11846660125728607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559657431423745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340938774019814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703370753241152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105557638972717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816757307664782,0.179226867910578,0.1005791789394584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916828496903544,0.11547226318302335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847202891035466,0.0,0.0,0.1419829052982062,0.0,0.0,0.12579640101080508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480832609898255,0.11205175894542056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056372786128163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062944698852004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711381090667452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23400666958724836,0.0,0.21215981685453253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430241491643882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213871669190828,0.17032440779280816
lonely,sushislut420,2019/01/30,... Damn it’s 6:23AM & I haven’t slept yet I feel hella disconnected from everyone I just wanna go home & sleep but I don’t even have a place to live rn ,-2.4044117647058805,-1.6642280588235268,0.2969117647058841,100.5036029411765,123.7058823529412,4.052941176470589,10.132352941176473,5.985473137389443,-1.1485176470588234,122,2,30,2,8,41,28,34,0.066,0.934,0.0,-0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6686623569226405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038049611168203,0.0,0.0,0.2948480772071153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560202626142503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753651930331363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30951689987038444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724694689884849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223858397964605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087888855105041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bojackhorsewoman95,2019/01/30,"I miss tenderness. He was manipulative. He blackmailed me for months, pushed me back into suicidality, told me things he wished would happen to my family that I can't even type out without having a mini breakdown.

But when he wasn't, life was like a dream. He was so gentle with me, so tender. He helped me through my depression and for once in my life, I didn't mind being alive. I loved it, actually. I never once loved life before that. He gave me every bit of the love and affection my parents never gave me, and then some. I would act like a brat sometimes he never got mad, always chuckled and called me a kid. I'd wake him up early mornings and not once did he yell at me, he'd just be happy to be waking up to my voice. 

And then everything went downhill. I'm I'm glad I saw his true colors before it was too late. 

I don't miss him anymore. But I do miss tenderness. ",1.1469508967950617,3.3626625307262583,3.180299911790652,89.04134666274626,82.91061452513965,5.779594236989121,19.476918553366662,7.0608816371341465,0.3650044692737424,679,18,143,9,19,229,103,179,0.077,0.711,0.212,0.9821,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,8,17,1,0,5,0,17,11,2,2,4,25,33,13,1,3,5,1,0,2,0,2,6,2,0,1,5,9,0,0,0,1,0,3,9,5,0,0,13,4,27,12,15,14,2,19,0,4,2,3,23,6,0,1,12,90,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.13029202868366013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109572857901344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241166245249406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266530456864782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22722399318847056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457645253776212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633442139841295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499684618949725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881858371845458,0.0,0.1124927058227503,0.0,0.1199952701108375,0.0,0.12586668589864214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678467378692684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806746117311193,0.14212990757155405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949273552342696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061148508646952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829181870861889,0.13045801907378102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615093000264004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348127601051969,0.0,0.10657092958836756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30892653432089257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265694756306323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825334491114528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320504061749815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604446649130168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870187478739071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757993911570742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377035862562236,0.0,0.0,0.1535364249734514,0.12870433605823794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969139461529635,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,20aliens,2019/01/30,"17M I want to make a new friend I’m so alone 
I’ll talk to anybody who pm’s me",-7.013116883116883,-9.178981272727274,-2.027922077922076,115.19954545454547,157.1818181818182,1.2571428571428571,7.688311688311689,3.1291,-2.8813324675324674,60,1,21,0,7,23,19,22,0.11599999999999999,0.657,0.22699999999999998,0.2975,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5151609909781495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842934368283994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33202132641070303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803963081121037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997948478902427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933820262834516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,theboysaccount,2019/01/30,Anyone up? very lonely and very bored,0.5057142857142871,0.945048857142858,0.946428571428573,94.51107142857144,131.85714285714286,1.4,3.5,3.1291,-2.6255142857142864,30,0,5,0,2,9,6,7,0.509,0.491,0.0,-0.6353,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901404987088534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9207553373547216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ReetoJun_vas_Shellen,2019/01/30,"I got a text To use data on your phone, you'll need an add-on or pack. Click here to buy


Thanks EE",-0.9074999999999988,-0.1368700833333314,1.3816666666666642,106.53,83.16666666666667,4.800000000000002,12.0,3.1291,-2.0023500000000003,74,0,23,0,2,25,22,24,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47942124694537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444718977177056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518772751817529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51771756127693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CUAtThePartyRichter1,2019/01/30,"Board game night in Meetup Tonight I worked up the courage to go to a weekly board game night that I saw a year ago on an app called Meetup. I finally did it. All day before had I felt depressed and has some lonliness anxiety. When I went it all disappeared for the 4 hours I was there playing games with people. It was very nice. All the people were extremely friendly and liked to joke around.

I really recommend checking out Meetup locally to find something interesting. Start small. It made my pain go away for the night.",3.7662555555555532,6.055319470000002,4.201333333333333,84.73122222222226,74.3,8.044444444444443,26.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,2.086477777777778,417,15,79,9,9,131,71,100,0.092,0.706,0.20199999999999999,0.9031,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,7,0,6,1,0,1,3,12,13,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,5,1,4,0,2,0,0,9,2,8,7,13,4,4,24,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,1,13,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659473530185832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321253445144685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665356161195025,0.0,0.0,0.17588676053427665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592990258002807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115886669413665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073276797899245,0.0,0.16124076785233735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974769122734047,0.20507567664704585,0.17110343830785546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463535261111787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127876467336194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436078834524414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145968722172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713940873733414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5270421292501454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992010184679039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25957096598005924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199293398655728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441207846118283,0.0,0.0,0.13250579304563168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544650485513817,0.0,0.0,0.15016584014642928,0.0,0.0,0.17354239114756864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628863238182706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055491078778073
lonely,ConejoTenso,2019/01/30,"Looking for friends Hi I'm looking for friends.I really miss having someone to talk to. 

My interests are Made in Abyss, drawing digitally, knitting and crochet. I love indie pop, electropop, garage rock etc. I also love collecting cute stationary girl stickers and I have like... an excess of them so if you ever want cute stickers just ask hahah. 

I also like Steven Universe so it would be cool to have someone to talk to about the latest season. I love watching anime so I don't mind hosting rabbits to stream anime shows to watch together,or movies. I'm generally very easy going and open, so if you feel lonely and would like to have someone to talk to/hang out with feel free to PM me! ",3.1648776223776203,5.651043401515152,4.103333333333335,83.72884615384619,77.10606060606061,6.1827505827505815,27.57808857808858,7.321109707123232,1.7058291375291377,547,23,97,7,13,176,86,132,0.03,0.7070000000000001,0.263,0.9869,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,0,9,14,0,0,2,1,9,3,0,1,1,19,23,12,0,5,3,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,7,11,13,17,19,1,7,0,2,4,3,13,3,0,2,6,55,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615834917666093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289818938802704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824026957569014,0.0,0.1479413224583501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539268837868706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635916478529005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294985227498484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397084007517825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746834448399067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428337268007301,0.15475599384606542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651399755782697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477501485691468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157289180364135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943685076836047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494677595145266,0.09646666909054367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23236400063120125,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Indigo_Rhea,2019/01/30,What do you do to get rid of your loneliness? Sometimes I go on omegle but it's full of horny ppl :( I just want to chat.,-2.180555555555557,-0.3668291481481454,0.15361111111111114,105.98375,99.74074074074072,4.181481481481482,14.157407407407408,5.985473137389443,-1.0967703703703706,91,2,25,1,4,30,23,27,0.19699999999999998,0.753,0.05,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768538814604683,0.0,0.4099362008188029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7133924767116524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254463978665701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ShadeySummers,2019/01/30,"A message to everyone having a bad day If those feelings of loneliness are grasping harder than ever, just remember that we are all with you. You may be feeling alone, but you are not alone in that feeling.

Conversate with some of your fellow loners, or embrace it for what it is and appreciate this place of belonging. Whatever can make your day just a tiny bit better, I hope that it does you some good.

Wishing you the best, all of you!",4.970714285714287,6.3052051190476215,5.603333333333335,79.82500000000002,69.23809523809524,8.933333333333335,30.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,2.7485380952380956,346,14,64,7,6,112,60,84,0.099,0.623,0.278,0.9682,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,8,0,2,3,5,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,3,24,14,4,0,3,6,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,10,4,10,12,6,5,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,6,3,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590904391526822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505451714123766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23259043603869545,0.19601661046094568,0.2419661208983489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858702389983092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193952762183198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047997530474373,0.0,0.21178008086880268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361933116193344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185895465850022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22013183888345986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794192419395638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23155958780457556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510672823787367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25486731474055924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zarahemn,2019/01/30,Anyone over 30 here? Divorced a few years ago and lost all my friends from high school.  If you know of or want to set up a discord PM me or post here.,0.4836363636363643,1.999833121212124,1.5727272727272743,103.37909090909092,81.42424242424242,4.4,20.090909090909093,3.1291,-0.8294363636363635,115,3,30,0,3,36,30,33,0.13699999999999998,0.742,0.121,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,5,2,2,7,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,2,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33068648879555257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26084536978985035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882176548204491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941480122851834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050186307496422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40722835507244604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35727896565926176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775467129557692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003467006813812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402320942775629
lonely,PM_ME_THING_IMDEAD,2019/01/30,"Another year, another birthday I can't believe how fast is everything going. It's my 21st birthday but i dont feel adult at all. No one remembered, like every year. I try to be helpful , nice to everyone and what do i get in return.. 

Honestly i don't know how much longer i can take this anymore.",1.7035000000000018,3.877894350000002,4.043333333333333,83.885,80.5,8.0,28.33333333333333,8.841846274778883,2.6028333333333333,231,11,46,6,6,80,47,60,0.045,0.721,0.235,0.9161,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,8,12,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,7,3,4,11,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047248686011803,0.0,0.0,0.2386789816055668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271151551804237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820622794847428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277401526819155,0.2299695463181892,0.21629778175932984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168947937428852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573962098920236,0.0,0.13677774080752536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131535984219908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322653901878531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757871836244425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691940917246293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630835452140766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726310651460524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095313887148815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633984553276807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099658949929107
lonely,uwusagii,2019/01/30,"I feel like the side character of my own life. Honestly, I have no fucking clue how to start this off. The title kinda gives it away.

I'm not sure if it's the writer in me, or the artist, or the kid who watches too many movies.

I feel like the personification of an npc. I feel like the kind of character that helped once and then was discarded into the background, only to provide occasional aid. It's so infuriating to not have a purpose. 

Everyone has a personality. We're all something or a combination of things. We're all somewhat solidified in a personal comfort zone. 

I think I used to be like that. I used to know who I was and was comfortable in that. But through experiences I've probably shared too many times online, that was shattered. 

I was molded and bent into a confusing lump of God knows what.

I was changed. I still am.

I'm not asking for the old me back. I'm not asking to become what I used to be. I'm asking to figure out what I can do to define this new me, to start figuring out who I am. I'm tired of having to answer my own questions with ""I don't know."" I'm tired of switching between my wants because one minute something feels right but the next minute it doesn't sound right- it doesn't sound like ""me"".

I don't want to be a side character- an undeveloped design who falls behind as all the others move on in their stories. I see what I want to be in others: Confident, quiet, self-assured but not arrogant, capable, independent, loved.

I want to know me.

​",2.2028647214854122,4.396634471571908,4.059128128243572,84.32451505016724,78.86622073578596,7.20106100795756,24.357167570061122,8.216663640201805,1.5563478491523473,1173,42,238,23,29,396,152,299,0.075,0.812,0.113,0.9307,0,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,0,6,14,1,1,19,0,22,6,0,5,4,49,53,14,0,5,12,0,4,5,0,0,4,3,0,3,22,8,0,0,13,1,0,2,10,2,0,1,6,9,28,12,39,43,6,28,0,0,2,2,16,17,1,8,14,160,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583470910883345,0.12990484963694493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29983347919741,0.0,0.1004435295044446,0.08220560738343327,0.0,0.06517008838174529,0.11807142119937993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309442579897218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215511880097176,0.0,0.10457648005357884,0.0,0.0,0.2162234682171152,0.22912516264341626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988346685077705,0.0,0.10255583829961253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165813914465226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132816882693232,0.23501523335097926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551224017681234,0.2611490985454771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648859046812924,0.0,0.0,0.21677574405874644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362622201755612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325235533682453,0.11369780780416265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218189993855306,0.11385346777336833,0.07244358743386341,0.08130830637694594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669578041745655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152648419083978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976136064255626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259759448653545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851917873393154,0.0,0.11152829793069016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460591163757107,0.0,0.0,0.15133998139325586,0.0,0.08537681956083662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075946892890048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102488541365984,0.06850229166251902,0.0,0.0,0.06233887996707412,0.24574990213777184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770024066034274,0.0,0.0,0.2522282933130918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990484963694493,0.0
lonely,MrAMGamer,2019/01/30,"I need to talk to someone. I've reached my end. I can't take it anymore. I want conversations. I want to talk to people who I can relate to, who are close to my age (20's), and who can be a friend. Right now, I can't even concentrate on my reading because I need to talk. I'm so tired, and I don't want to regress into drinking again in order to socialize. I miss friends. ",0.1465740740740742,1.8927693827160537,2.489614197530866,95.24701388888893,83.56790123456791,5.531481481481482,23.70524691358025,6.6274283507984215,0.5103691358024687,284,11,69,3,8,97,49,81,0.07200000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.157,0.5038,0,0,1,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,0,9,15,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,12,2,12,14,0,10,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,4,42,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714388784074306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273258113445387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046140433626918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849976929703708,0.0,0.0,0.13795731303842948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32274640358059803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30975037162723473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448048389131631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892750444938685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837467651855715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129176613820943,0.1769757043855852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570449833943472,0.5036477478962732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400664664918383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695925487550832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MaximumVegetable,2019/01/30,"I am a ghost. I've lived alone in a city of hundreds of thousands for five years and the only one's that would know my name are co-workers. The last time I had a conversation with someone about non-work/university related shit was in high-school. 

Am I even living?
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lonely,Innsmouth21,2019/01/30,"Looking for people to talk to Going through some anxiety and depression ""issues"" atm so looking for people who need company and wouldn't mind keeping me company

\-I love listening to music (Lana Del Rey and Genesis are favourites atm)

\-I Like reading and writing

\-I am slightly obsessed with binge watching Netflix

\-I love horror films

\-I love playing video games (I'm going through KH3 atm)

Just looking for people to talk with regularly about all sorts Games, Films, Music etc.

Hit me up if you wanna chat, i can give you my discord through pm if that's easier",5.905266990291259,7.989425776699027,5.699211165048543,77.13386529126214,67.93203883495146,8.256796116504855,35.20509708737864,8.841846274778883,3.359253398058252,457,23,73,8,8,142,70,103,0.109,0.728,0.163,0.8173,0,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,18,18,7,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,9,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,5,11,5,15,16,3,3,0,1,4,3,14,1,0,4,1,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953244355096006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709741067460328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341975827372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749708668031684,0.20731970438150726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903740398391304,0.0,0.1621219486325462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910947420443603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459500116371052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938585435234542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841679684286608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135244325573676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793512693928329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244536259703453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29320599738899866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,windwolfmoon,2019/10/08,"Skeptical of humanity. Alone but strong. I'm 34.  Growing up, I had two core groups of friends.  I was with one or the other, everyday from the age of around 8 until roughly the age of 19.  My home and school life were essentially horrendous.  My younger brother was a violent sociopath, my father a lazy, abusive slob.  I am from a small remote area and I was a metal musician.  This did not go over well in an ultra conservative town full of the wigger redneck types.  I was harassed by the police, teachers and other students daily for roughly 6 years.  I was never beat up, for I would hide weapons in the woods that was on my route home.

I was also a touring musician in the summers, so naturally I had a very loose group of a few hundred people I knew that I was on good terms with.

My senior year of Highschool, my mother was diagnosed with cancer.  I did not take it well for she was the only family member I had that wasn't s violent white trash piece of garbage, though this was mostly an internal struggle for me.  I was no longer a silly jokester though.  When I was no longer the funny guy, no one seemed to want to be around me.

A few years later, my mother was worse and then I too was given a cancer diagnosis.  

Every friend I had disappeared.  Not one single call from a single person to ask how I was.  They all knew.  I reached out and begged for someone to talk to.  Nothing.  Not a single person.

Depressed, I started using opiates.  I entered a relationship as well, one in which I knew I was being used but did so anyway to avoid the loneliness.  I spent years, high, exploring the mountains and forests driving back roads, high.  I drove probably half a million miles while on drugs.  Metal.  Drugs.  The winter moon.  I analyzed reality, the world, human nature and life.

Luckily, I was able to function and work during all of this.  So I did work toward a career.

My mother died.  The ""woman"" I was with divorced me and I lost my mothers house, the one where I grew up, because of this.

Though what happened since this time, on paper, makes it seem as if I destroyed those obstacles.

I moved to a different country, am successful in my job, healthy, actually extremely atheltic and I am married to a goddess of a woman.  We live in one of the most expensive areas in one of the most expensive cities on earth and we are comfortable.

I still do not have a single friend.  Being abandoned, treated like garbage by those closest to me, has put made me believe human beings are horrendous.  I could make friends but it seems like every surface level interaction is pointless.  I don't care about football, I want to talk about the nature of reality.  I don't care about gossip, I want to create music.  I don't want to watch reality TV, I want to play board games.

I am incredibly lonely.  I also work remotely.  Even if when the opportunity to forge a friend arises, I am suspicious of it and reject it immediately.

I ask myself, am I doing something wrong I can't see?  Or am I right that people are simply selfish and only seek people out so they can gain something?  I don't even want a friendship like that.  Is it possible this is all a coincidence and I'm being too hard on those that have not had years upon years to analyze reality or face any true obstacles?

I can't say.  I can say, that I am alone.  Even though on paper, I seem like I'm one of the lucky ones.  I am in total, utter and bone crushing misery.  I never give up.  That is part of me.  Regardless, I would enjoy not being at war and experience a time of peace, even if brief.",2.3822456406049497,4.729976091436863,4.094768725941819,83.49042132054437,79.08708272859215,6.722795061105153,24.789571107044445,7.843965621212015,1.557203807240067,2753,102,522,47,69,922,317,689,0.196,0.6509999999999999,0.153,-0.9908,2,5,4,0,1,0,98.0,2,0,2,9,31,42,7,2,45,0,68,9,2,6,7,80,103,43,2,13,16,6,3,4,5,2,7,2,2,8,27,26,0,3,8,3,3,11,19,17,3,12,38,8,79,25,81,56,17,79,0,5,3,0,39,42,0,14,30,393,106,13,0.06500070917765044,0.07701521138089358,0.0634313156923624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464226303967136,0.0,0.10396208729051533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04420271121009639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572882423745068,0.12153377726070146,0.0,0.0,0.049981533103284376,0.0,0.03962382899992547,0.0,0.0,0.07323354033373057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637299158534651,0.0,0.13254511015358145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05189777712250991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055985015568238136,0.06597435156113603,0.06746047383790403,0.06791190639492406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076037257341418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172942150219836,0.0,0.10953180187953887,0.0,0.0,0.06358316623394081,0.06127688369771655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510969333471103,0.0,0.0,0.062354603171999375,0.03694140096758957,0.054519510920454484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436092148281304,0.05747991245765765,0.0,0.058227867982742314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735363606552645,0.13040202227812245,0.0,0.0,0.07500209122873899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450317408485515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182384638304167,0.12702425276623264,0.0,0.05739681707206237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095595250358994,0.0,0.0,0.06150524267529029,0.08677695622972076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908546701299773,0.0,0.0,0.1002651081688338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236993353477655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964154649331645,0.09887193674747556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038943376652697,0.0,0.13518992217369522,0.11351222411938705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327853306178088,0.0,0.0,0.07008175834791595,0.0,0.0,0.06534366603988123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697864358204645,0.0,0.05551025047987247,0.0,0.103382345750999,0.0,0.06578418791002474,0.051797149544400366,0.23669681751771016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053769258330547215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550748899509492,0.10008144314456564,0.0,0.0,0.04600783651275507,0.0,0.05190965031411065,0.0,0.0,0.06795285439952127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887244386352505,0.10449021570778563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25545146696166,0.0,0.07580487248668892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634962478941164,0.0,0.0,0.1122794855162058,0.0,0.053632392496525856,0.2300346142996901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533033146617774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419638713081184,0.0,0.06624127581796806,0.0923492776766959,0.0710680715034859,0.0,0.2511499534706648
lonely,PictureStorytea,2019/10/08,"I don't ask for much I really wish I had someone (romantically), I have so much love to give but no one seems to want it. I don't care about money, looks, none of that. If they have a good heart, that's all I need.",-0.8318750000000001,0.8391878958333336,1.9206666666666656,98.39100000000002,86.70833333333334,5.506666666666668,13.766666666666666,6.742157984588678,-0.9207133333333336,161,2,44,2,5,56,37,48,0.129,0.6629999999999999,0.20800000000000002,0.4202,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,1,7,14,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,7,3,5,13,4,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567386844167564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799999964924003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634467412523113,0.0,0.23034365958587805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254336978635685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306170744778704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24786111788775184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037641194712194,0.20363205313106664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609400840079046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593275356481636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25000963067565257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326901230112023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198181163231068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158068956535514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anon_j_0,2019/10/08,"I think I lost a friend.... There was a point where they said I was too much, I finally started going to therapy and asked them if they would stay, they said they would. Now I think they don’t want me in their life anymore, apparently I’m bringing them down. 

I JUST barely got over the feelings I have for them and now this. I thought they’d be in my life for a long time.

Everyone leaves me. I thought they were different. 

I am extremely saddened by this.",1.8043719806763288,3.929432239130435,2.7618840579710167,93.46814009661837,79.86956521739131,6.697584541062803,24.352657004830927,7.793537801064563,1.120894685990338,354,13,79,6,9,112,60,92,0.075,0.909,0.016,-0.6901,2,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,11,1,6,2,0,0,4,0,10,2,0,0,0,12,25,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,3,24,1,8,12,1,15,0,1,0,0,15,6,0,1,6,57,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19143772460827466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046060637799144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201679304050994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445213055712384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976037223029446,0.0,0.0,0.21145916399060607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913748547211772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109705594104321,0.0,0.15438681604152835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043949914389393,0.0,0.0,0.2726910554700816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082889634901294,0.0,0.0,0.21071926675097727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419021017401001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824793967463811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672388203783479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366303633832002,0.2057484164126813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075104801288686,0.0,0.0,0.2473766130078044,0.0,0.3064946538765444,0.11255959918047932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113856375075608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742514389618152,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bettybubbles7,2019/10/08,"No one remembered my birthday is this petty?

I’m in my first few months of graduate school—I’ve made some casual friends but am not particularly close to anyone in my small cohort. One individual and I share the same birthday, something that they mentioned to me. Today everyone made a point of wishing her happy birthday in our group chat, but no one said anything to me. 

My adult brain tells me to not be petty—I didn’t advertise my birthday and I haven’t invested as much time in the group as the other person. Yet I feel teary and overlooked. I know at least the individual who shares my birthday knew and didn’t say anything. When I’ve been in a similar position in that past, I’ve made sure to shout the other person out. I know it’s not fair to hold that person to the standard of what I would do, but I feel sad.

Please tell me to get over myself or commiserate.",4.036620720320144,5.461290803468209,5.151445086705202,81.83173855046691,71.60115606936418,8.097643397065362,27.180524677634505,8.617729084823388,1.902011471765229,691,24,137,12,13,228,103,173,0.077,0.797,0.126,0.866,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,1,2,7,0,0,8,0,9,1,1,3,1,29,21,11,0,2,7,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,4,9,6,0,1,6,2,1,0,8,1,0,4,8,5,21,6,22,11,5,19,0,1,0,0,19,12,0,2,7,93,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423286174296603,0.0,0.2453429969812852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664108643262015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244229726571295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074803836121026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679844213466518,0.0,0.0,0.11517072735845328,0.0,0.07788266210796717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868725667202513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384939944209942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42315950104491096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898585418309432,0.0,0.1095832360279133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030400572394287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423037070964124,0.0,0.3904852174508652,0.0,0.16363354831713933,0.14091886278410953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688666862510151,0.0,0.1417992328466007,0.11854605109519832,0.0,0.15086629432883733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476098541304587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049624134321187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605866302695431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692362532299362,0.0,0.1413004575292148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142257034115946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589469711234968,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kayzlx,2019/10/08,"Came back from an event and feel lonely AF Hey everyone.

I just came back from an event I had with my job and it was so much fun.  I was laughing, making jokes, talking to my friends, etc.  I could still feel my social anxiety lurking up on me not gonna lie.  But I had a fun time.  Now that I’m home I feel a bit lonely idk... a bit empty.  Yes I have friends around me but I don’t have those I can have deep talks with and stuff.  It sucks.  Like I was talking to this new guy from work and he seemed chill.  We talked about spooky stuff (which I love) and I was going on and on about different movies to check out.   

I was so in to what I was saying and then I realized.  I just met this guy.   And I’m talking so much about my interests which no one I know IRL likes.  Ugh I honestly just wish I had friends that liked what I liked,  friends I can be 100% myself with,  have deep talks about mental health and stuff.  I also realized that I attach myself to people so easily and that shit just makes me sad.  It’s like I have friends but I don’t really have friends.  Honestly most of them are acquaintances...",-0.3539710144927533,1.8653531391304377,1.252173913043478,99.74028985507248,91.52173913043478,4.9797101449275365,16.36231884057971,6.588339656340683,-0.397568115942029,842,20,201,11,30,270,116,230,0.102,0.639,0.259,0.9916,2,4,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,1,1,18,25,2,0,5,1,22,3,1,2,0,38,39,19,0,2,8,0,3,5,6,1,1,1,1,2,17,18,0,0,7,1,1,3,4,6,0,1,12,4,36,19,23,24,6,21,0,3,0,1,22,9,2,2,14,137,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797402444237568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459039917831202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679935546659269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994932808427594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289853208668635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303751840832067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784912071931321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187107217977616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087428886375875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316938291767993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790306650241175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519887338583527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055413848972330516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19308885366300385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036423398742355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978046010564967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967578124638551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358572464250563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381779850738036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800129193748066,0.0,0.13016953934722544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826123853000863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335352173937085,0.0,0.0,0.09417010468434253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607132776876415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759709281633018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246364794833885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753920457533911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887641058176516,0.0,0.0,0.10008659714086568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939319035679728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778669310683782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33485673324278753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702207994816568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056855447347944024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121249474589374,0.0,0.0,0.07098417419791707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WholeProfessional1,2019/10/08,"I have literally no friendships left, except for ones where I'm the inferior person I just realized that literally all my remaining human interactions are with people who view me as intensely beneath them; mocking me, treating me like I'm stupid, using me as an emotional sponge etc. Partly this happens because I myself have no clue how to interact in social situations whatsoever and just accepting this.

However, ultimately it led to me being utterly miserable. I'm a pathetic dog, I fucking hate myself, and now I'm stuck in maybe meeting others once every while, while it's made clearly from how they speak to or about me that view me as little more than a pedestal on which to step onto for them to elevate themselves.",15.979545454545452,9.405586651515154,15.069393939393946,45.799090909090935,53.6969696969697,18.654545454545453,54.96969696969697,15.247664890283005,7.901160606060607,586,29,90,18,4,199,94,132,0.184,0.733,0.08199999999999999,-0.9424,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,7,9,4,1,4,0,4,1,0,5,2,16,14,10,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,2,3,17,3,20,11,4,13,0,2,2,1,11,8,1,1,4,72,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535533547416873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26822125599547697,0.0,0.0,0.2659319066471377,0.0,0.0,0.20090223748089195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204407996698272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085826809732075,0.0,0.0,0.23541746364597774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590738220684625,0.0,0.0,0.11649336611452972,0.2389869595778464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22562471644282014,0.0,0.0,0.23955248526010745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25393872271824314,0.16157814445056135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25821532187082563,0.0,0.16530941932543666,0.20820309184813476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680248932741183,0.0,0.24306711869146275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059420138839417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rutoka,2019/10/08,"I’m having a bad time right now I’m starting to hate my friends. When I sit somewhere at lunch break they ignore me and walk straight past me. Everytime they are planing to meet, I get left out. 
But I’m good enough to be with if the others are not there, Good enough to be with when they argued. I’m just a replacement. 
Last week my cousin came to me. I sat on a bench and he started to talk about how our other friends went to a shop near school without him and how shitty it feels to be left out. As soon as they were back he went with them. 
I’m tired of trying to talk with them.",1.2831781818181796,2.857056576000001,2.1522181818181814,99.8721090909091,79.24000000000002,5.1854545454545455,19.363636363636363,5.565023196281405,-0.5315599999999998,452,10,111,2,11,141,77,125,0.157,0.7609999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.8781,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,6,0,10,8,2,0,5,0,7,2,0,2,0,19,21,11,0,1,5,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,1,1,1,1,1,4,2,4,0,0,5,1,16,4,23,13,2,26,0,0,0,0,17,9,0,1,11,71,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316373022397396,0.1445969803943124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807029688360905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35787978031334056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756435389941097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675948672739257,0.0,0.09047872279583982,0.0,0.0,0.2905081534474713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097811244861896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116375393675928,0.0,0.0,0.376318327417949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531866424067132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147893663131378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752660894525083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451535496885599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783889575136317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009818923383211,0.19904343944691325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175769692047282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891350675205685,0.0,0.0,0.3210767788591379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693808641121746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,savmariee,2019/10/08,how do we fill our voids? looking for something to fill the void but how is this possible? a black hole is a giant void. it sucks everything inside that comes close enough. it disappears. gone. why then can something help fill my void without disappearing forever?,2.652393617021275,5.559841127659575,2.7693351063829823,85.67187500000003,95.17021276595743,6.605319148936171,25.02393617021277,7.645422480735847,2.144746808510639,211,9,36,5,8,64,38,47,0.131,0.8009999999999999,0.068,-0.5171,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,7,1,10,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28466673807753834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414591660018494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970010528581796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22150403635964536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27750776210291106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37255016026078935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088169225659014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29819368300572585,0.0,0.0,0.3185569171301635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SeaBaer_,2019/10/08,"Movies alone I've wanted to see joker with some friends, but they all went without me. Everyone I know is away at college and no girlfriend so I guess I'm just gunna go see it tonight by myself. It's just sad.",-0.100833333333334,2.214008159090909,1.4836363636363683,97.48712121212124,92.4090909090909,3.8424242424242414,20.96969696969697,5.46131890053228,-0.11591212121212058,165,6,36,1,6,53,38,44,0.185,0.743,0.07200000000000001,-0.7311,0,1,0,1,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,9,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,5,1,6,8,2,5,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,2,1,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278377813012129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29739775845897043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302465509688949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24455638121828205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989577206979493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487021620958586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739609409066025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044794168190713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670224309452893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29343378642100154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30513122105918844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Assbait93,2019/10/08,"Just lost a friend and I’m taking it hard He said he needed time away and I won’t see him for a while. We had a good night out this past weekend and it was just left field. He said he can’t be the friend I deserved and I just can’t puzzle what he meant by that? I just don’t know. I’m scared I’m just going to be lonely. I’m an introvert and I don’t have many close friends, I can now count two but one I rarely see  and the other lives in another state. My job doesn’t allow me make friends, i work in merchandising and I travel to various stories throughout the day and often I’m there an hour or two. I go to social groups but I often had superficial friends that ended. My life feels very isolating, it’s so bad that I have anxiety issues over it. I’m depressed and my friend telling me that was just a shot to my heart. I live in a city with millions of people but yet I feel so lonely. 

I just needed to vent.",-0.6623999999999981,1.4330555599999997,1.5719999999999992,98.041,90.9,4.6000000000000005,16.5,6.152001189255117,-0.55355,712,17,171,7,25,238,110,200,0.115,0.768,0.11800000000000001,0.1564,1,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,2,14,13,0,1,10,0,15,2,1,2,0,35,36,16,0,2,11,0,3,0,6,1,1,2,0,0,11,13,0,0,4,2,0,3,6,6,0,4,8,7,23,7,15,25,1,22,0,4,2,0,18,8,0,4,10,107,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257488832379,0.0967200701154086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878694750014915,0.0,0.10556536926988304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153812673508994,0.0,0.10889562447781144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198115109854834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785555174198698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5860859106766335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437083436208997,0.10604509309587366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325816348597345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982242987943012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245099700496493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319620728541852,0.12546416842931554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948367486569346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736864728629952,0.0,0.08930260170820406,0.0,0.0,0.2232833973398728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380153721468281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439428606929056,0.12818211912631286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749532824485654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864778896647593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567353875042802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069357043403885,0.08765197168557624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24053141054812816,0.0,0.12658040471108628,0.0,0.2014997366190987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288814169947325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506106661323603,0.0,0.11050706779303167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372346728954064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24701122242254014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431957219034256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920439410586123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,quite_quiet04,2019/10/08,"Is there a word for this lonely feeling that I have, whilst others are around me? I'm just wondering if there is a specific term for the feeling I get of severe loneliness while others are around me.",7.522307692307693,6.653599820512824,7.4457692307692325,76.4117307692308,63.61538461538462,10.876923076923077,32.32051282051282,10.125756701596842,3.021297435897436,159,5,30,3,2,51,28,39,0.205,0.72,0.07400000000000001,-0.7411,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,10,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,5,10,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6769220814643879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844838520347159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864023611530213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295208687753248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123136464307411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pokuta_,2019/10/08,"Just another soul that's lonely Hello all, I(30m) have been going through it a bit lately and have been stopping by here to hang out with you guys and read your stories and testimonials with the hopes that they would help me. Kind of a misery loves company mindset. And let me just say that they really truly have helped in so many ways. From the really rough ones showing me I'm not alone in my feelings, to the occasional uplifting post that helps to keep me positive, I love all you guys so much and wish nothing but the best for us.

Like some of you I feel at times like I don't have much cause to complain but lately it's been pretty hard. I had a roommate and a gf for ah while, but then things changed so suddenly. RM moved out, GF left, and while I do have some friends, nearly none of them are anywhere nearby and even the ones that are closer are usually busy. So it went from knowing that someone would be home when I got there to me being totally alone for what feels like a very long time now. I'm grateful for the connections I did have, but now being so alone day after day is slowly eating away at me. I keep hope that it'll get better and I'll meet people, but that's a sorry companion when night rolls around and I know that once again I'll be totally by myself.

That's why I'm so grateful to you guys, you keep me company when there's really no one else, so thank you all.",4.563954933954932,4.869635356643356,5.2122610722610725,85.99309246309247,69.55944055944056,8.593317793317793,26.028749028749036,8.515128840125781,1.4695243201243198,1096,29,237,16,18,354,156,286,0.063,0.741,0.196,0.9907,0,5,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,7,3,2,20,14,0,0,12,1,25,3,0,1,5,45,46,28,0,5,8,0,5,3,4,3,0,1,1,3,16,15,1,4,5,2,0,4,4,2,1,3,7,6,29,12,30,31,12,38,1,1,0,2,27,11,0,4,24,164,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089404897007345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426170254878386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851435605543306,0.0,0.0,0.09341836560096227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043463292942507,0.08793832683170985,0.10855251384932743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214266355981133,0.10518444014108223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282490828168922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174237442912276,0.08306154662888184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567300437119679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082536753540227,0.07103327384652637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681987096701558,0.0,0.0519484090352285,0.0,0.05650872788135693,0.0,0.07952377130252665,0.0,0.0,0.2953559179948156,0.0,0.0,0.08907032924482665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993879965966946,0.0,0.0997370456870072,0.1975141346264212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651355819612792,0.0,0.10354171770417338,0.10928896614493093,0.0,0.22432420067038897,0.0,0.1080316885345088,0.1016745728500541,0.0,0.14573037457750967,0.0,0.0,0.08799299340085963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794800812983052,0.0,0.0,0.10080706946386477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567904177264564,0.14618593187506576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330892628082853,0.0,0.09540638713694613,0.0,0.0,0.10589039363575188,0.2021303384020112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893269091335201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522707433821632,0.10115671362369194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945755401270913,0.0,0.19109345496747812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907124108402151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424726425682551,0.0,0.0,0.11130446843745298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831284728237621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154238052285622,0.0,0.0,0.06605730349256721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595761934393076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960282536852067,0.0,0.10950880984842512,0.08204069672049752,0.0,0.07892341920910591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217320561390052,0.08972069316975922,0.0,0.1143403366157127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126535717610575,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,leilado28,2019/10/08,"TLDR: I will be all by myself during Thanksgiving, what should I do? Hi guys, I'm from NY and a college student currently studying ""abroad"" in LA. Suddenly while at work today, I realize that I won't be celebrating Thanksgiving with anyone because my family won't be in the states during that time, and all my friends are on the east coast... 

So technically, I will be all by myself, **on the national holiday,** like Kevin in Home Alone. This is my first time being alone on Thanksgiving, I'm a bit scared and sad, what should I do?",1.5639592760180996,4.235900147058826,3.4347058823529397,84.4123303167421,86.74509803921568,7.452187028657618,22.55203619909502,8.384062270229773,1.8983475113122168,413,15,79,11,13,138,64,102,0.131,0.8140000000000001,0.055,-0.7755,1,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,5,0,15,0,0,0,3,10,17,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,11,2,11,6,4,17,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,8,56,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5426972068860436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831935337603536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597101893485989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28603152401723786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469862944864009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22285346772151315,0.0,0.0,0.20241728163017728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594170027507869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628031186677885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799789907480585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623034708309423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055436802540778,0.0,0.24834135515307815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073604057230614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,General_T0J0,2019/10/08,How many messages do you get? I spend all day just sitting around alone being bored and lonely. I don’t have a girlfriend or even any friends really for that matter and the only notifications I get are when your phone tells you it needs to update or the one it gives you when it’s 80% charged. This sucks. How many messages do you get?,3.8991044776119423,5.247317119402986,4.07779104477612,89.69370149253733,71.83582089552239,6.554029850746268,23.84776119402985,6.742157984588678,0.5650322388059696,265,7,56,2,5,82,49,67,0.161,0.774,0.064,-0.7,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,0,7,4,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,1,11,12,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,8,1,3,11,1,6,0,1,0,0,12,1,1,2,4,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765369927320317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815727774130015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23769134820326765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721963462146688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635449937378506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628765222576811,0.0,0.4184977871679505,0.2561358381075827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5414029840375421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798106572265664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180929718780941,0.2030695818420885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105044864358782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333744233134027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zaxtrap,2019/10/08,"A Message to Lonely Single People I made this because I'm going through a tough breakup. I thought it could be helpful for people struggling with similar things.

https://youtu.be/J0dddx6hgMY",8.690000000000001,12.599673333333339,5.616666666666671,72.60500000000002,65.66666666666666,6.666666666666668,40.0,7.793537801064563,3.907,160,9,19,2,3,44,26,30,0.222,0.6859999999999999,0.092,-0.4588,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23439351889368346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069996744264185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852569991840332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577287189346978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638323358678525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331411657585342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019729809959524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554511315622454,0.0,0.0,0.3052577186534857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,stayinschoolchirren,2019/10/08,"It hurts when I really realize how lonely I am This is going to be a rant so just be aware 
I’m in my final year of hs and I’m realizing how many memories everyone is going to have and I’m not . I have no close friends that I go out with , there’s a few people that I talk to in class but that’s really it . I’m just tired of feeling lonely . I had a crush on this guy that I talked to a lot last year and we became friends , and he’s not talking to me even though we have a few classes together , I don’t know what I did . I haven’t been invited to one party . I’m so sick  of being lonely , I know college is coming up and that’s a good time to become social and things could a lot worse but god I’m almost done with this phase of my life and I have nothing to look back on . Everyday is the same thing  , just getting up , going to school , coming back and just sitting at home and watching Netflix , no going out with people ,no relationships . I’ve tried joining clubs and putting myself out there but it never works . I know it not true but I feel pathetic. 

End rant .",0.7119497607655491,2.5169043815789505,3.0465550239234465,91.67906698564596,81.93859649122807,6.075279106858053,20.012759170653904,7.1686216300943375,0.3608701754385968,821,22,187,11,22,282,118,228,0.165,0.733,0.102,-0.9498,0,6,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,1,15,8,0,0,8,0,19,3,0,2,2,48,39,20,0,1,11,0,2,0,2,0,3,0,1,1,15,21,0,0,7,2,0,8,9,4,0,1,4,4,20,4,26,31,5,31,0,4,2,0,11,11,0,3,11,130,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891624555118644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798888671321085,0.0,0.0,0.14218512568658986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179920106233025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278979532443433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174748761704186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402695990980764,0.0,0.0,0.08503269824893023,0.0,0.0,0.1230182397967186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019137354553306,0.0,0.0,0.14103027199761095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989310819568632,0.0,0.06726224012894337,0.0,0.36583445910339496,0.10798245472966707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747455311030848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913845180901534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782068430190256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122592632037852,0.10494169260348968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093409100484688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811062848209446,0.0,0.0,0.21890322941994955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305239070627819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929355859045563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353116179339366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723872788045532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785066105028878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942099701365292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495049728248018,0.0,0.0,0.1382204374085993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029350360986222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123598056108993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31043317695443445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710605692187586,0.0,0.12648809573448275,0.0,0.07507033787890258,0.14796967957183252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740718361074651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372551249981873,0.0,0.13119882123824267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581090587656833
lonely,mr-throwaway-69,2019/10/08,"Think I’m losing a friend It fucking sucks. The guy I considered my best friend for 6ish years is slowly drifting away I think. The last couple weeks, he just doesn’t wanna hang out much or do anything. Then last week after him saying no to hanging out twice in a row for pretty dumb reasons, I decided to just stop texting him, like what’s the point. Haven’t texted him in like 5 days now which is the most I’ve ever gone. I really really don’t want to lose him. He’s the thing that kept me alive when I was badly depressed for a few years. I’m in love with him too, which I think contributed to drifting apart. We have so many good memories together, so many things we’ve done together and shit. He hasn’t messaged me at all either, and he’s been hanging out with our other friends. I really think I might’ve actually lost him and idk what to do anymore. Each day just gets worse and worse. I really wanna message him, literally talk about anything or do anything but what’s the point? He’ll just give me a bs excuse or just not reply as usual.",3.0438372732270484,4.5439304205607485,4.152122045079718,87.714950522265,74.23364485981308,7.2782847718526655,23.33589884551952,7.928766900206844,1.0652669598680595,826,23,173,12,17,269,125,214,0.11599999999999999,0.77,0.114,0.1189,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,4,12,17,4,0,10,0,13,3,1,1,2,36,29,13,0,3,11,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,1,10,11,0,2,6,0,0,6,6,9,0,1,6,1,22,8,23,22,7,32,0,4,0,2,25,11,4,4,17,108,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.11248757706059302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431756212814337,0.0,0.0,0.2845738979023761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830061891918782,0.0,0.0962462212302121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209694900121045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275448391740551,0.0,0.1486801332429277,0.0,0.0992824866429338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796194918166544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426894924527086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671735750513142,0.10656590646379728,0.06022418412257498,0.11057816084741133,0.0,0.09668359577647696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413611771985414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792201405637332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263088480542348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25791686065604746,0.12583158788422233,0.0,0.10403630893790963,0.0,0.0,0.2337327985591231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222839986431968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473722911710185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793614416746865,0.0,0.0,0.1172717444027305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295381453261344,0.11851747986659775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166788878202804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832371902095172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637146827291083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265022381462897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531614646939181,0.2954432454150369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695439282622098,0.0,0.06798964654445347,0.0,0.1849264080932207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23494138618546334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846110545676633
lonely,xbetterdayz,2019/10/08,"One of the worst things about being a loner in school 16M. For me, one of the many terrible things of being lonely is when you're in school and you get to class, sit down and other people come in they sit down. Most seats are taken, so the person who is late has to sit beside me. I don't mind it at all but it hurts a good bit when you hear them go ''huhhh'' quietly because of how much they don't want to sit. Another thing is when people look at you, make **clear eye contact** and then just do a quick 180-degree turn and go to another seat. 

I know some people have their reasons for doing that. I just can't wait for 2 more years so I finally leave that kip of a school. Thanks for reading",0.24546450304259795,2.4655158344827606,1.8150912778904669,97.2410953346856,87.20689655172413,4.79107505070994,15.425963488843813,6.2272716619740125,-0.6384685598377282,536,10,122,5,17,173,91,145,0.10400000000000001,0.843,0.053,-0.5424,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,4,0,10,6,0,0,7,0,13,1,1,3,2,19,26,12,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,9,5,0,1,2,1,0,3,3,4,0,2,1,4,13,2,21,23,7,22,0,2,2,0,11,7,0,2,8,86,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162004092175256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191073290608087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646066986326458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987887722813735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516608981906214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877345081456401,0.0,0.17137724057485454,0.12646249322319347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699338141771525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140721562756585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286171953171922,0.0,0.17008019799068275,0.15964842042064453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661260253806614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100643146406264,0.15286167325715402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223925929153578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083660239269773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204337400200832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135841523171255,0.13165047366613408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508152970352564,0.0,0.0,0.15502129264110556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577755161763714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388128980942447,0.0,0.0,0.300503625284407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399935491706535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893070376957564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709383164719866
lonely,IKILLEDKENNY05,2019/10/08,"Hear Me Out Please So I'm In Love With This Girl She's 16 But She's Looks At Me Like A Friend But We're Very Good Friends I Mean I Tell Her Everything But That's All Happening Well Online When I Meet Her In IRL She's Normal With Me. For Example Last Week I Met Her And Touched My Hair And Then My Cheek And What I Had To Say I Had Already Forgotten And Then A Said Out Loud To Her ""I'm Totally Crushing Over You"" And She Responded With ""That's Flattering"" And Then I Got All Awkward And Didn't Know What To Say To Her And Now My Social Anxiety Is Hitting Me Hard And Now She Won't Respond To Me Online And I'm Feeling Really Bad But I Don't Regret Saying ""I'm Crushing Over You"". I need help",-1.8500000000000008,-0.11595181699346035,0.8108496732026147,99.34215686274513,106.38562091503269,4.6196078431372545,16.77777777777778,6.42735559955562,-0.14799084967320253,544,17,131,9,27,184,85,153,0.102,0.7070000000000001,0.191,0.9324,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,5,10,0,1,2,0,6,3,2,0,3,28,22,19,0,3,4,0,4,1,2,1,0,6,0,1,5,15,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,6,11,29,7,16,14,3,15,0,1,1,1,29,7,0,0,9,83,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079268575779094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414127107068395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732336100925687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934031851026518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952711351405318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291146632478474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803829020604787,0.15069719543437052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666197464473843,0.0,0.1687878805765956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21236375115071654,0.0,0.12629438080262573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355105410751367,0.153587966785012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205280542210753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582258795763176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005698073028927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524531037736096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971151437742405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461221812483236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682927704694234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070708442599637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792311730515811,0.4495189580061487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920711103791068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468794113750565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554667579864629,0.0,0.0,0.15113966911493884,0.0,0.16941278047903774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Shadow_Edgehog27,2019/10/08,"Should I tell her? There is a girl that I have a crush on, she's very nice, but I don't wanna be rude or weird by telling her.. So should I?",-1.086363636363636,0.03988278787878663,0.8575757575757592,108.50636363636366,84.75757575757575,4.4,14.030303030303033,3.1291,-1.8136787878787881,104,1,32,0,3,34,27,33,0.10800000000000001,0.71,0.182,0.5067,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9043248052144268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268449913890153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Adminzsss,2019/10/08,"Anxiety! Hey guys.

im new to reddit, hopeful you guys can help me out.

Im a introvert guy. I was always discouraged from talking in public by my family as I would often not know what to  and what not to talk, this lead to me becoming kind of an introvert. the funny thing is my younger brother knows how to socialise simply because he was allowed to do so. i am extremely at a disadvantage as i cannot think of making mistakes during my interactions. this often causes me to freak out and casts a bad impression upon the other person. i have only  2 of my friends who know of my situation like this, they accept me as i am, but i often feel as i am over-burdening them. I accept my situation like this, to remain a bit more less connected than others, but what really pains me is that i fail to build any new meaningful connections and restricts me from speaking lightly and i always have this weight on my chest. I feel discouraged as any new connection or plan i sought is make is often turned down by my family, well my brother's plans are never turned down however rad they might be.

I just wanted to get that out and talk to people who can help me feel better and improve my interactions in life.

Thanks to all!

Have a great day guys:)",5.4997687074829935,5.811136310204084,6.722040816326532,75.96034013605444,67.53061224489795,10.125170068027213,29.802721088435373,10.047579312681364,2.8579333333333325,976,33,186,22,15,331,135,245,0.099,0.726,0.174,0.9638,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,3,5,8,19,0,0,8,0,20,4,1,6,2,45,35,16,0,4,6,2,4,2,1,2,2,1,0,5,15,9,1,3,10,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,2,6,35,12,36,30,4,16,0,3,0,0,25,10,0,7,7,137,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268881430198045,0.0,0.0,0.14930612707603658,0.0,0.08398016098490431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166036268519301,0.06691988212875409,0.121241596960151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709005694500122,0.1198495596956687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127726371291406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079797400322071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697857515366716,0.0,0.16652174370780234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481450484006403,0.0,0.057354673134556874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210310525992528,0.0,0.43479142607201815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716426950463393,0.0,0.0,0.10903470232621552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23715897907976685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431729065439132,0.18099398172729608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753971702953708,0.10726434366836864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655584351517087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645751410251358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846678550462369,0.31807393331349143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349140555037146,0.11681193733054875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610650699503857,0.09585424793571044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032684190180777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24679099954557016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647071129390192,0.0,0.1010691840300081,0.0,0.0,0.07293187838336172,0.07034155388516203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23881470973485444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475013337091354,0.0,0.0,0.13368049358447226,0.0987039483684937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798341216357076,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Udbhav42,2019/10/08,"I LOVE HER. Guys, i think this is it.
After alot of rough and harsh days, maybe the most darkest days of my life i've found happiness.
The reason for it is a girl, i've been talking to her for a while, she knew that i had a huuugeee crush on her, yesterday night she said she likes me too and trust me, that was the best feeling ever🖤🖤
After so many bad days i found happiness, i guess this is what makes us feel alive.
I'm happiest that i couls ever be.🖤🖤
Thanks for reading this.",1.9173076923076915,2.95502611538462,3.435769230769232,93.5842307692308,76.30769230769229,7.123076923076923,21.653846153846153,7.645422480735847,0.5214846153846158,372,9,90,5,8,123,66,104,0.099,0.62,0.282,0.9715,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,7,0,6,2,0,2,1,14,18,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,9,2,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,16,7,9,11,3,10,0,0,0,1,12,1,0,3,10,55,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623198556576575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183795358313717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388464111171425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31684268298744944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710894516021208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384057114740708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293302665679696,0.17341305357870074,0.0,0.37287294674053983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370436303399568,0.08556303671253138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580678787433619,0.0,0.11690523234723747,0.1775613150743352,0.17594854346244373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435410479358378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518428200021904,0.0,0.0,0.1800698893278001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659528592878153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076839608195316,0.0,0.16124251560055616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222064577396874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066811159164914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FatLegion,2019/10/08,"Feeling Lonely. So about 2-3 weeks ago, I moved to Sweden to pursue my masters. I joined late because of my visa problems so I missed most of the classes and also missed the Orientation. 
I tried talking to people from my subject group, asked for some help. But no-one would reply. I intentionally kept missing classes because I was feeling depressed. I didn't know whom I could talk to. The only way I could forget the Loneliness was through video games. I know it's stupid, but I used to believe that maybe I could make some new friends. It never worked out. So now I have to submit assignments but I don't know how to proceed with the problems. The professors took pity on me and tried to help me out. Suggested to ask anyone to add me to the group. Nobody wanted me. The current group that I was in, had me and another girl. She did most of the work but she gave some problems to solve. But I couldn't and so I suggested that maybe I should leave the group you get someone else as I can't understand. Instead of me leaving the group, she left and I was all alone with no idea what to do. I see everyone else being happy with their friends while I'm walk to my home alone.

Sorry for the long post. Just wanted to get it out of my system.",1.7255699721964746,4.038818654618473,2.8357630522088364,91.7891218721038,81.32931726907631,5.437194933580476,22.829935125115853,6.67199483983844,0.5826470806302133,971,33,201,10,26,310,132,249,0.146,0.763,0.092,-0.7761,1,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,3,10,13,1,0,12,0,18,0,0,4,2,49,40,18,0,11,6,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,8,12,0,1,7,2,1,3,6,10,0,0,10,3,37,3,34,23,6,22,0,6,1,0,24,6,0,5,10,137,45,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101258781743904,0.0,0.0,0.23661748037637995,0.0,0.09135039249192886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978103637730875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987288644498622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358090325307671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926816690632154,0.0,0.0,0.12869908304871303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273612184969998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838688851126763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085048287321812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091524999334966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551712913266447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650898717090988,0.0,0.11936183891646222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160089457858893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531331003287276,0.0,0.11458288523545755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289527579151504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833491074998465,0.0,0.12885740681358165,0.2419080139877973,0.12411218403228562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109073308643757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624999860466566,0.0,0.2295205428214748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140934626466104,0.0,0.0,0.08810189582740599,0.11032489454585118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868777307546716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919330833883748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094016055422991,0.0,0.0,0.3279105713332481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102722086796326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678745289924548,0.0,0.0,0.12787211657727796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362890675326715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269147094265343,0.15511053676307965,0.0,0.0,0.11891837338095032,0.0,0.09865880281948697,0.0,0.0,0.13475266385193282,0.0906711545678454,0.09162912065897487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632288047379926,0.0,0.0,0.08114633884310192,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MASTER_EEE,2019/10/08,My One Wish I wish I had a friend. Someone who I can open up to. Someone who I would take a bullet for and them for me. Someone to pull me through my dark mind. Loneliness is killing me. It stabs me every night and day. All I wish for is just one friend.,-1.4646818181818198,0.5285233272727297,0.3930681818181832,104.48960227272728,97.54545454545452,3.4772727272727275,17.784090909090907,5.148860815047168,-0.8720454545454546,193,6,49,1,8,62,34,55,0.156,0.619,0.22399999999999998,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,9,2,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,12,2,7,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208091730791827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594909030882469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29250081510583514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942910518775695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113602699606005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776424292974372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565451186694153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811722505262788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232780022181585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6530466903660601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447117132613282,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JJ246_gnc,2019/10/08,"Super lonely and want cuddles rn.. 😢😢😢 I’m 15f.. please dm me if you’re around my age.. I’m 16 soon,,",-6.238399999999999,-10.231357039999997,-1.3989999999999991,109.54550000000002,179.4,1.0,6.5,3.1291,-2.8158000000000003,74,1,22,0,10,28,21,25,0.096,0.615,0.28800000000000003,0.6124,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.581289803100114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7167749220718801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851439677583966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Chilloor,2019/10/08,Heartache What to do? Feel so lonely... First I though everything is ok but it is not...,-0.5878431372549038,1.4596945294117631,0.5023529411764721,101.55392156862746,103.70588235294115,4.6196078431372545,17.43137254901961,6.42735559955562,-0.14870980392156818,65,2,15,1,3,20,16,17,0.0,0.904,0.096,0.1531,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5417409572709332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047843325521528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127254586499607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5922295584468062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,superawesome666,2019/10/08,"Lonely at work Hi Everyone. I am lonely at work. I've been at my job for about a year now and I average talking to people in my office a few times a day. I relish small interactions: trips to the cafeteria, or a fast food place. Talking to the bus driver and the occasional interaction at work. I used to have a job where I had interactions with people and coworkers all of the time.

 I feel like I am starting to spill over and it is affecting my mood outside of work in a major way. Every small conflict with anyone turns into a major drama and then I end up feeling like an asshole. Last night, I melted down and admitted that I felt useless and stupid.

 I have hobbies and friend and those are all well and good but I spend a lot of time alone at work and I feel like I am going crazy. Just venting. Thanks for listening",1.7248830616583994,3.980161566265061,3.643536498936928,86.33225726435154,80.92771084337348,6.556484762579732,22.415308291991487,7.724431198458867,1.1198274982282077,644,21,130,11,17,217,98,166,0.09300000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.4215,2,5,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,5,12,1,0,13,0,9,2,0,2,2,28,20,14,0,0,3,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,14,2,1,5,1,1,2,0,4,1,0,3,5,17,7,24,17,6,30,0,3,0,0,9,15,0,2,15,88,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548265079664016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821860353099753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059034256976008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441309661591615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835048315603998,0.13422334652660226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130747669010606,0.3010514447481491,0.13487146196500316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985465666481014,0.0,0.1085253519824797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983129242744517,0.11781802815520248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787859484476109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450029844909294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20587694298983636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942100645716575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181985260144696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476587112944066,0.0,0.1467593300934905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942408664539323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22580597236400235,0.0,0.12932420925079072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457243411620777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278902165049313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131938972362402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114970871665052,0.0,0.0,0.12629774540275668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5113124672989396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045688962115238
lonely,Its__Garbox,2019/10/08,"Can anyone somewhat relate to my situation ?  

To start off, I am an introvert male

During my years in middle school and high school, i always wanted to have a girlfriend. As a guy, i will admit i am not a great looking guy. I have tried asking girls out and i have tried talking to girls in person and on social media. Sometimes i am successful and sometimes the conversations don't go as expected because the girl i am talking to does not want to talk to me, i struggle to keep the conversation ,the girl puts little effort to continue the conversation , or the girl i'm talking to just leaves me on read.

(I do admit that i'm not that great at talking to girls sometimes. I guess its part of me being so introverted. I also don't have a huge social life like regular people because i have a helicopter parent \[that's another topic for another day\]. So most of my social life revolves around being in church.

Fast forward to my early adult life , I'm still in the same situation. I still have not found a girlfriend . And the desire to want a girlfriend is vary strong. Whenever i talk to a girl , i feel really good about my self because she is typically enjoying the conversation and she is giving me my full attention . But moments like those rarely happen .

So to temporally satisfy my desire of having a girlfriend, i jack off to some of the pictures of the females i know in real life

Sometimes when i see a girl at an event looking sexy , i think to my self, ""dang, she is really fine, i wish i was dating you.""

I know this is just creepy on every level.",4.841909476661954,5.93967271947195,6.159915134370582,76.59792079207922,69.33003300330033,8.807732201791607,29.28005657708628,9.107695989026183,2.5150809052333805,1226,45,224,23,21,414,147,303,0.044000000000000004,0.816,0.14,0.9809,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,3,11,10,0,1,23,0,24,4,0,0,0,38,48,15,0,7,8,1,1,2,4,1,4,0,0,15,6,8,0,1,8,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,2,4,39,9,40,43,6,35,1,0,3,0,41,21,1,5,15,159,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108319744999772,0.07396141222476255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641231476538814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215211564166887,0.0,0.0,0.07912860426646412,0.08309769177416887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255474667351802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057324999999996885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778593624233111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489144266890467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04494412489645063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746041294900444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526886453915702,0.050516740621429856,0.07455450848743271,0.0,0.1959972778299041,0.09791945899592346,0.17602494174793215,0.07860280748728336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391438636314962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900717833400155,0.0,0.0,0.09770034758381348,0.0,0.0,0.09411889020920572,0.0,0.0,0.25113511177682923,0.08685175794026498,0.08908849600812653,0.0,0.0,0.14928600741534276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869890496172028,0.09625635939450887,0.0,0.06162331019941163,0.07761302269277273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935635742364217,0.0,0.0,0.08891142390341189,0.1011732866617509,0.11388705026608567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991752725121193,0.0708317253793264,0.0,0.1854578244634308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998262555974477,0.0,0.2718284387336737,0.0,0.0,0.35164752598418464,0.0,0.06291493778774382,0.0,0.141971136555851,0.0,0.0,0.09292437834715916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286658047174668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569554374011219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206973786377468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728422095744832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022160884511534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572405518120121
lonely,heathentodd,2019/10/08,"48M lost and lonely (long post sorry) Divorced since 2013, 2 adult kids, one in her final year of H.S. and my son in the Army, so no real parenting needs anymore. I swrved in the Army for 15 years and was in Iraq 2×. I am medically retired and build basses and guitars as a hobby and pocket cash. People would say man your living your dream now...Well yes I guess I am, except I am extremely lonely. I miss intimacy and being wanted, SEX, a companion someone to do things with. Instead I have PTSD, back issues, major depression and anxiety. I am a great catch, I put all I have into my partner (if I had one). But now I feel life has passed me by. Who wants a 48 year old vet who has a dad bod and hairy lol. I just dont know what to do, I dont know hiw to date anymore or how to even start up with a female. I am also to damn emotional now. I need help, I just want love and intimacy back in my life.",1.8778708551483407,3.024580486910999,4.0796649214659695,88.49286561954627,76.5916230366492,6.978150087260035,21.633856893542767,7.554174236665415,0.6494060034904012,687,17,156,9,15,238,124,191,0.107,0.78,0.114,0.3083,1,4,0,0,1,0,32.0,0,2,0,1,11,8,1,0,8,2,17,5,0,1,1,32,30,17,0,7,6,3,1,0,2,1,3,1,0,4,4,13,0,0,3,2,1,3,3,6,0,2,3,2,24,2,19,25,2,23,0,5,0,2,17,7,1,3,12,100,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120780428173448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063820236603071,0.0,0.2758242071910119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386013674460647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977386788367213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32595917786316825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642599496169046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184911727707433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031390855221682,0.0,0.0,0.15233558688688587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331630887871248,0.1531924339651709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321030477190874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514456347980487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284963988854033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644715882677302,0.0,0.0,0.12279426405719655,0.12306546423176982,0.0,0.0,0.15180256349784113,0.0,0.1255088540101645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400903010787663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622537206332875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592214098745065,0.0,0.1884639747579813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441185680378894,0.0,0.0,0.09640805796150914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318292352526512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255599701064974,0.13979568539649911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828296229266164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058765721330982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503349562592023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782675285054607,0.0,0.0,0.15566848620462667,0.09842877556005523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238659131844326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24606705224740216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987856310419279,0.0,0.0,0.2686540410917712
lonely,MB-2019,2019/10/08,"I still love her. This might be the wrong thread but anyway..here goes:

So i split up with ex about 2 years ago, i struggled with depression and ended up pushing her away and getting close with someone else. I never cheated on my ex and i will always love her but the situation was strained and we couldnt put the kids through the stress and heartache I had caused.

Thats just a bit of background really, my ex made it clear that the kids could see me but she didnt even want contact as friends.. Two years have passed and I thought I was finally getting over her except I'm not.

I have the kids every school holiday because i live far away but at the end of last holiday she came to pick them up and we spent some time together and I felt happy for the first time in a long time.

We have chatted on the phone a few times and we always chat like old times, she had been looking through old photos and I could tell she misses the couple we used to be.
Moving forward to today and my dog is ill, we need to call a vet out and see her.. the price is a ridiculously expensive but the whole morning my ex has kept in contact and even offered to help out with any vet bills I'll incur.

Today has been emotional, the dog is the first pet we ever got together and i can't help but think about the past and with my ex's recent act of kindness I can't help but realise what a fool i was to lose her. She was the best thing to ever happen in my life apart from my children.

I dont have any friends where I live but I feel like I deserve to be lonely and to never find love or friendship again because the one time I had it I threw it away.

TLDR: My ex has offered to help out with vet bills and the emotional fallout of my dog getting ill has made me realise just how much I miss her and the family we created.",3.154637980155222,4.055571328912468,4.034335396404361,91.00795068277829,73.11140583554376,7.07059632576874,25.63405049611947,7.242747475848597,0.9510132429511744,1409,44,316,14,27,453,182,377,0.11199999999999999,0.7140000000000001,0.174,0.9841,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,8,0,1,4,14,22,2,3,25,0,32,6,0,6,5,74,59,30,0,5,13,6,2,2,2,2,3,0,1,4,8,37,0,1,5,4,5,8,8,12,0,4,19,5,54,10,44,32,6,56,0,5,3,3,49,21,0,3,31,213,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779672252831563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605191526952022,0.0,0.0,0.11936388061988268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24736905874281306,0.0,0.0,0.1069991831942074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210199405915154,0.0,0.09581461133590242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961597181586661,0.1003776443649506,0.0,0.0901569135780802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014344150622166,0.09710823794254912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755902582878567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285773884293677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331483652466846,0.19744342519811156,0.1554641736158195,0.0,0.0,0.1159334439333434,0.15877355758019598,0.07394422517143949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273527155028917,0.0,0.04437567728757775,0.0626980001123559,0.08426637126265472,0.09614022292738954,0.08021391406096345,0.14930255305221551,0.0,0.0,0.13561115848123448,0.0,0.13755784490088266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019219517931036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760864911686706,0.09342548756562503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530311368558302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139179819130984,0.0,0.07153866739651465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198969665926477,0.08575326788753176,0.0,0.15499290956130374,0.07766761140776869,0.07369892843477477,0.0981844974527104,0.0,0.0,0.2376289634711186,0.16608719789372065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310281555653448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327832175172952,0.06451600128223525,0.06507525145182963,0.13537667797027195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418529053217814,0.0,0.059470570591191416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377984153671461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822618951332935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622331062720366,0.0,0.0866555065135354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882097655782005,0.1398717093456434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864943919152436,0.0,0.0,0.07436141821722367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700877517858915,0.0,0.1005323729100723,0.09174908255935277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767088470006526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830592618815977,0.05623507223042228,0.0,0.06967412476636174,0.3070523335174909,0.0,0.1663783773790576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573182895297858,0.0,0.0,0.07579916897810696,0.0,0.0,0.051764970006027776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798440435689823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595520920094347,0.0,0.11303316110058785
lonely,Ascentsilent,2019/10/08,"Just wanted to share a nice song https://youtu.be/N-JXpTwJBfA

Lonely Jones,
He never leaves his home...
Because the moment he opens the door he loses the breath that he had right before,
That's why he's a Lonely Jones.

Motorbike,
It don't take him where he like...
Because the moment that he turns the key he gets afraid of the sights he might see,
Too bad for that motorbike...

Walks past the mailbox to the end of the street,
Maybe this isn't so bad.
Makes his way up to the girl of his dreams,
Wakes up feeling so sad, too bad.

But his goulashes look worse in the light,
But he moves on instead in the dark of the night,
And in spite of the words spinning around in his head,
You're better off living,
Don't act like you're dead,
No, don't be such a Lonely Jones.",6.4799509803921564,5.556666300653597,5.6739787581699375,88.4466544117647,65.73202614379086,8.434313725490197,25.6609477124183,6.6274283507984215,0.7286477124183001,596,10,132,3,8,179,91,153,0.225,0.7070000000000001,0.069,-0.9805,0,6,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,9,15,1,1,17,0,7,3,3,1,1,12,15,5,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,3,1,6,3,0,0,1,2,0,3,6,10,0,0,1,6,6,5,18,12,0,23,0,5,3,0,18,13,0,1,8,67,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176430541289294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551716992769085,0.22154277357284188,0.0,0.15462553582584285,0.0,0.0,0.16071158389487433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094498661520182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188023994182756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493825272395216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864913571832772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822743184098709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924092689623884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755291436437054,0.0,0.1604571083781638,0.0,0.15259429583823497,0.2032918872665439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212957458337608,0.0,0.18255649793544335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927702190809997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931336062406208,0.0,0.0,0.14014931618765455,0.0,0.0,0.1705266164868018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734669173114002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518306992816436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448028176839662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662658352413046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976530422709736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071798371417027,0.14423640026456416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396894536158732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851824563666458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bebeq114,2019/10/08,"How to celebrate your birthday alone and still have fun I turn 18 next week and I want to do something fun on my birthday instead of just sitting around being lonely. I don't have anyone to celebrate with though, do you guys have any ideas on how you can celebrate and have fun on your own?",4.578793103448277,5.576721189655178,4.713275862068965,87.09681034482759,69.86206896551724,7.868965517241381,28.29310344827586,8.07648339933343,1.6894,231,8,47,3,4,72,37,58,0.063,0.627,0.311,0.9571,0,3,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,0,10,11,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,9,10,1,8,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31852551284093344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914222532054672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504372438169664,0.0,0.0,0.2737816660126319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045194734462793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471826619220163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270792842185974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367643879699997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24560710158033866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021629601396298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345223723323287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139894521674346,0.0,0.2466953210949432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FalseShepperd,2019/10/08,"Hi, I'm just another guy feeling lonely, empty Hi, how are you? I'm fine I think, but I feel so lonely these days, I had a long distance relationship with a lovely girl but I realized the relationship where going nowhere, I felt so alone and frustated because we never did things together anymore and I felt that the relationship was reducing itself to just Whatsapp chat, she's really nice and she has helped me with a lot of my problems and I have helped her too, but we come to the conclussion that we wanted different things and now we are only friends, its all ok with her, but man, I feel so empty, I dont know, so alone and in need of love, at least some hug, I'd talked to my best friend and he has helped me so much this days, I just really hate that I'm feeling like this again after so much time. I just needed to express myself",3.883803921568624,4.869164223529413,5.0667647058823535,83.96877450980394,71.47058823529412,8.490196078431373,25.93137254901961,8.841846274778883,1.7501960784313724,658,20,137,12,12,218,100,170,0.12300000000000001,0.655,0.222,0.9702,1,6,0,0,0,0,18.0,4,1,0,1,15,14,1,0,6,1,9,3,0,1,2,41,28,18,0,4,8,0,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,10,15,0,0,9,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,5,6,25,10,12,23,7,13,0,2,0,3,28,3,0,2,9,96,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27437382618437195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889413919417398,0.0,0.0,0.1313631000022802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074538651791341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900687626518932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410114804562435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708493677432505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839079335409035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524021083707013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678997059688684,0.09462827849411896,0.25436159473162784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046739999469844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527913820864841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311546009798445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077520706860735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26635213881389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279565029651659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647124637221322,0.0,0.0,0.1172214799371084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261136049219515,0.2390976819390069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947442701751877,0.196432390392784,0.10216005264620072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074055120297204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674476115049235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971243377327155,0.0,0.0,0.4266321208413424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064650119336166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599889665710133,0.08487396833425634,0.0,0.0,0.0772375346270845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812737231158952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ProgressRoute,2019/10/08,"It's Over I sometimes wish I was dead. Because, at 26 I missed a lot on life which is never going to come back. 

I have to sacrifice my health in orded not to be lonely because I can't drink on SSRI (Serotonin prescription) but I do anyway. Because I feel I have to be part of the group. I feel I have to belong somewhere. I have to be in a group .

Some part of my life revolves around waiting for somebody's birthday to happen so I can invite them on my own. The main idea of that is that some other friend may see that I'm not completely left out , even though some of the friends whose birthday I am going too don't think even remotely the same as I. But I am going anyway not to be left alone. 

I don't feel that bad now that I do it , but still I'm prompted to eat a lot of junk food after that .

I have posessions, I won't lie, and making pretty good money. But still, I act as a freak and I know it. I am also short (176 cm / 5.9""), somewhat bordering what is genetically acceptable for reproduction. 

I have edgy comments on about everything and this might be what sets off women. I feel like if I try fixing myself in terms of clothing, because I shower and brush teeth daily maybe it will work. Maybe it will work if I do those things , but still I missed my prime years doing nothing.

In Eastern Europe, I think there are also normal women. Maybe there are some, because they feel somewhat put off by my edgy comments. I feel I have to be a normie to get girlfriends. Because I don't look good I have to be a simp and cater to their needs. But somehow they also reciprocate. They have feelings too. I used to think a woman gets pounded in the pussy every night of the week. Not anymore, but still can't accept the idea that some of them have a harder time to get sex than me. 

I see my friends with girlfriends and wives and they think of me as somehow a lady's man which I am not. I am just a degenerate pathological liar which has almost nothing going for himself in terms of dating women and has never dated properly ever. Every dates I went to were awkward, trying to get laid all the time, trying to find a place to fuck the woman all the time, thinking about pussy all the time.

If I had a large penis I would be able to simp and cuck because I would have gotten pussy anyway because of the curiosity of women.

I look all the time at my friends's girlfriends and wives and think to myself. Why I am not lucky? But I realize it's tied to my obsession also. When I do get to meet a real girl and not a hooker, I usually cling on like a needy wimp, hugging and kissing and showing affection. I also hug pillows and sleep like a fetus because I am so damaged and broken inside. I feel lonely, but can't admit it.

Days go by, and I'm stuck on the last experience. I went on a trip with a girl I met through a friend and another couple of that friend and his GF. I still remember and it makes me sad how the girl I was supposed to be with, in one morning just got in the bed of my friend and started hugging him . He had his female-friend and his girlfriend hugging him at the same time and I got nothing. 

Maybe I came across as too needy and that put her off. Maybe women are able to sense neediness, maybe it is really repulsive.  But if I try to switch it , I become too extreme and lash out indirectly and become the ultimate jackass.

I'm somewhat of an extremist , either too nice, or too much of an asshole.

I look also at some friends's car to see whether he moved so I can just imagine he going out with his female-friend of his, which rejected me , they having a good time togheter and I miserably staying alone in my house. When he gets a message on the phone from her (I know because I track her facebook  profile like a loser which has nothing else better to do with his time) I imediatelly imagine how she makes me a loser and a simp and then proceeds to tell him how better the other guys were. Of course, as a woman you have way more choices to date than a man.

I feel the pain so bad I even started to joke about killing myself at work. And just joke about some things I really feel like doing, and think about seriously. I have no one to talk to, even though I can afford to a therapist.

In Eastern Europe, service is poor on all levels, maybe I should try western, and I also have a genuine fear of my thoughts being disclosed. Not that I don't have the money, I have money, I'm just too paranoid or fearful to go a therapist. My shrink tells me it's ok , I progressed. Maybe I have, she knows better and I couldn't keep and honest journal of my evolution. I had some but I burned them , also because of how paranoid I was. 

So, if I go to a therapist I fear that they might disclose what I tell them, and If I somehow reach out and try to become a public person they might disclose it or blackmail me . I think with a therapist maybe I could have someone to talk to, it's still humiliating to pay someone to listen to you, but at least there is someone you can relate and who doesn't leave.

My sex drive is driving me insane, and I cater to it almost everytime. I didn't use to be like that, but since I got somehow good with my life, I forgot how to take care of myself. Because I didn't have proper set goals. When I go to hooker I am polite and ask them about how they feel, about their family, trying to interact. I should be cucking myself like that. Or maybe that's a good and humane thing to do and not cucking. I really don't understand a lot of human interactions and I feel it's too late to do it at 26, when almost all my friends have GFs and wives and I still lurk on gay sites trying to get a quick release blowjob from men. 

It's ingrained in my psyche. So many times I said I wouldn't go to men anymore after the last time I did it, but I still went anyway, because I had that drive , that sex drive which kept me focused on searching for men. 

Travel experiences, I have a lot on my own. Not with women, not with friends.  

I am also very chaotic in my approach to work and life, and usually do bits of tasks. I start something, then I start something else and I finish all of those with great difficulty. Or, when I get obsessed with something, I feel like I have to finish it and get it overwith as fast as I can and never come back to it. And then, I come back to it again. Like gay dating apps. I deleted my acccount there and created new ones I think a thousand times in 6 years.  Maybe I should learn to focus better.

I imagine myself as being a sort of a hero who gets out of pretty bad situations and keeps his composure and I am regarded at work and in social interactions as a tough guy, even though I am somewhat weak or see myself as weak. When I used to like a girl, I would look at their photos, or when I got a text from a woman I liked I usually put on some music, like the same parts and danced to it imagining I was some sort of savior, which is getting seen or noticed by that woman. I even imagine myself as being an influencer or some sort of an personality. It's just daydreaming which I think, in my head should be regarded as a mental disorder. 

I should be focusing on doing real work of improvement,  like real work and stop thinking about how I would save the world and shit. it is highly unlikely. 

I get obsessed when I set myself a target and I won't rest until I do it. So maybe I should chill out and think there are normal people there and if I become normal aswell maybe I have a chance at life. 

My life is good if I think of it objectively, if I look at it through somebody else's eyes. I have a safety net, a family I can go to and I think even friends would somewhat understand me if I opened up.",3.9588286808976463,4.600860918263095,5.0933658091589145,85.10964367816094,71.0434227330779,7.651538040503559,26.855537310709725,7.6583078777640585,1.3811653785805509,5962,187,1246,66,105,1973,474,1566,0.111,0.76,0.129,0.9872,3,7,4,0,0,1,160.0,0,3,16,16,93,82,4,8,77,1,131,30,5,15,11,277,243,145,2,29,52,3,13,13,16,20,11,2,3,26,67,84,3,6,47,6,5,32,30,31,0,4,29,27,215,51,191,176,44,170,1,10,11,11,109,62,2,55,84,923,282,12,0.0564208002388632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474592220726881,0.058434933424401474,0.0,0.20303862105035347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029581064235322464,0.0,0.0,0.055954273115672734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025113237058438098,0.02637291598757749,0.0,0.0,0.06507616910329382,0.07066351725157557,0.2235583749533964,0.12462468221335388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979922564715234,0.03079845050084635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03226518240028691,0.028762383046370837,0.0,0.0,0.07290228535006239,0.02957806779990128,0.0,0.0,0.02252370899421637,0.03121427116176528,0.0,0.018193374288860246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03233156257131699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027635452305550142,0.0,0.02886628205628908,0.07069850826091785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042892254185154,0.02551792198391267,0.04753695761040299,0.0,0.025353688610244684,0.05519036893636056,0.053188509142568834,0.09523362927733936,0.18543233706487375,0.06046054644607921,0.0,0.0,0.025783794634670974,0.0,0.034112127802464996,0.0,0.283338706993546,0.026080060334083114,0.17686523665291795,0.0,0.17635882546478732,0.14196927112086646,0.09024973617841894,0.031102065723134488,0.0,0.0558654627020519,0.024946363659336248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028952009223168318,0.02998633614917395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02980583658462288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032551014137001746,0.0,0.0636922159062681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05014939963148009,0.031210628013644614,0.0,0.046511094419820966,0.04599048257856852,0.03182256009325805,0.029870740466259336,0.06130136454455834,0.0,0.11955503931000935,0.1791682949680472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184481556474943,0.0,0.0,0.09593389347234332,0.0,0.0,0.056491983411202665,0.028600917923721162,0.3684348025209862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02842944816346695,0.08978032942245766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029983190822548286,0.02073789001802193,0.020917654235876548,0.06527279906432397,0.02724578022547684,0.0,0.026473549487173148,0.08292060744588425,0.10827455901317294,0.032117727513245924,0.0,0.0,0.057348291635461124,0.0,0.030017854708171175,0.0,0.0,0.09164734273776423,0.0,0.019557539422180473,0.04926446651685982,0.029473863847210468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057400237486750175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507773165447463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963288341354463,0.05421691405526167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03195688404647355,0.0,0.02683455063020449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992014592948394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028957570328253725,0.023335934497024924,0.031709671703672206,0.028230773333017788,0.028756950302302717,0.07170774142495748,0.06515323274216919,0.027900807056181108,0.0,0.07986986561066499,0.03006853301414219,0.18023089580989984,0.023585157677944002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021210710062199614,0.0453489020500699,0.0739713993843028,0.0,0.0,0.13101779542023734,0.05622520897099854,0.25306519434700103,0.08314972465595041,0.022395906562557,0.18094682288835715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322407921436942,0.0,0.0,0.05873604283504679,0.0,0.07309418431788063,0.09320931058873533,0.023276534530635797,0.0,0.022392102528763815,0.02262868135070437,0.0,0.0,0.0784539706158533,0.025455498260739482,0.0,0.03244056791164727,0.0,0.0,0.1437625508983303,0.0,0.0,0.10019929424461756,0.0,0.0,0.036333145525229496
lonely,dylano246,2019/10/08,"I turned 18 6 minutes ago Yay I guess. Could I get some happy birthdays, it would mean a lot",-1.3761666666666663,0.6345750499999987,0.5800000000000018,102.77833333333334,98.5,2.666666666666667,16.666666666666668,3.1291,-1.242833333333333,71,2,17,0,3,23,18,20,0.0,0.647,0.353,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320701636265918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888568408947043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890183566746441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985482860650049,0.0,0.0,0.3851281359614087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30757768858434736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39409123170236215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935194947228869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570025354421973,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thefancyrussian,2019/10/08,"As a lonely 23 year old male, it’s a feeling I miss all the time. Holding someone and wanting to be cared for and loved for who I am. Let alone hugs. It sucks not being able to talk to others easily or let alone not have many similar interests as others. The feeling of holding someone and having that warm and comforting feeling is something I’ll always cherish.",4.841690140845074,6.0490627464788735,5.7367323943661965,79.22481690140846,69.4225352112676,7.933521126760564,32.50985915492957,8.238735603445708,2.6152963380281693,289,13,51,4,5,95,51,71,0.124,0.5720000000000001,0.304,0.9246,0,4,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,4,0,8,2,0,0,1,14,16,7,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,2,7,8,12,1,3,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,1,3,36,8,0,0.21485464539433227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450492317155465,0.0,0.0,0.17877627661486986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905863029100747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259108931134357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43940686352659103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939147059538001,0.0,0.0,0.21782888765979425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254538078997902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640912876258804,0.16540560287280806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269202541864534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252834715447242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672683654548916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835934734769614
lonely,CloudNoin,2019/10/08,"Shitty endless cycle 
In truth, i can't clear my head. When I talk to my friends it feels so empty now. And I'm just missing the comforty and goofiness of being with someone.
But in truth, I ask myself if it's because I like the attention, is any sort of relationship I make genuine anymore?.
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me.
It feels like I haven't actually talked to someone in months.

I'm a pathetic cunt I know.
I just feel so alone with myself and it hurts.

That's the real problem here, loneliness. 
I just need to take care of it.

I'm always looking for people to talk to, trying to replicate what I had in the past and it doesn't fucking work. 

I keep trying to replicate my past and I think that's my ultimate downfall. Always looking for people to fill a slot that was once full.

It's stupid, meaningless, shitty and pathetic cycle that I keep indulging in that digs me so deep in issues. 

Ultimately, I feel as if I'm toxic, just so desperate and needy. Fuck.",1.7653030303030306,3.9875804292929296,3.4679696969696963,87.83195454545456,80.56565656565657,5.980202020202023,24.041414141414148,7.1686216300943375,1.0483608080808082,767,28,154,10,20,255,101,198,0.266,0.6609999999999999,0.073,-0.9912,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,11,15,5,0,7,0,9,4,1,1,3,35,33,16,0,4,7,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,2,8,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,2,6,23,6,23,30,1,14,0,2,2,3,6,8,4,3,7,98,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.12838326352806922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625614532160082,0.0,0.0,0.2189363745902136,0.0,0.0,0.08946508928592574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047184487472938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299053537920705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019755581234303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413385502464936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660820951892053,0.09398625696434594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016426773215225,0.3648743944039167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501817987584214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083735135736447,0.0,0.0,0.13731411875414615,0.0,0.2338725650408483,0.0,0.0,0.1446035118366923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128546822175619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209539830123749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781710357259223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500967615596386,0.0,0.0,0.09754983084007124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010675852852014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511771890966609,0.18241382525670974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258848399225096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974371040798004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124585439904666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294016869032046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989165015939783,0.31722804626294426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842981265684014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864076487065356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577700910387807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383985028017146,0.0,0.0
lonely,Wild_Pigeon,2019/10/08,"You will find someone You are a product of a 3 billion year old successful series of reproductions of your ancestors. You have the potential to find a mate written in your DNA, so don't think you aren't worthy or that you're hopeless. That's all I wanted to say, hope this helps anyone who reads it.",7.331500000000003,6.141238483333336,7.550000000000002,76.55500000000005,64.16666666666666,10.666666666666668,35.0,9.725611199111238,3.1430000000000007,239,9,47,4,3,78,46,60,0.08800000000000001,0.753,0.159,0.6479,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,6,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,9,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,7,2,6,7,1,3,0,1,0,0,10,1,0,2,2,31,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232596283283387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5812218112547882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312278476132626,0.0,0.0,0.3158073555980053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336469408793619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180473861924599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25285562066560896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269407612691992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373678881302865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875418372153418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047566790494952
lonely,Wolfchiplul,2019/10/08,"Hey Just kinda scrolling through this subreddit and it's making me depressed cause I relate. It's been a rough night. I keep having people come into my life and then they leave it and it's not anything I did or they did they just move or stuff happens. I already don't connect well with people and I'm just so tired of finding new people I care about. I know it's not me, people like me when they meet me I just end up kinda the odd one out in groups always for some dumb reason. This is just a rant idk where else to say this.",0.022232142857145483,2.287733901785717,1.4371428571428595,99.00785714285715,89.44642857142857,3.5571428571428565,16.035714285714285,4.65589566412798,-1.0376678571428577,415,9,93,1,14,132,75,112,0.191,0.78,0.028999999999999998,-0.9335,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,0,10,5,1,0,3,0,6,2,0,3,0,26,13,9,0,0,9,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,3,2,16,3,10,10,1,12,0,1,0,0,8,5,1,5,6,64,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053312062569725,0.0,0.15482388981049028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311851369626553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970922697576156,0.19114359476502651,0.0,0.1602815290169056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026051830007024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543634810434026,0.0,0.16480145461260978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700632294882954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645397517319432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653862237709656,0.0,0.0,0.10225837631923004,0.0,0.0,0.1970196653702752,0.0,0.0,0.13142567760578544,0.09090366582189832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420216231722675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776135878734472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970610768216175,0.0,0.17461267379755185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260848247171069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159858526810057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913093979943232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796913196297934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300390523416504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385835815747573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672979189716962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Adofflin,2019/10/08,"Moved to a new state and know no one. It just hit me that I’m getting really lonely. Moved to a new state last week and everything was going fine. Until I messaged my friends and they still haven’t responded to me. It just hit me that me moving has made the friendship more difficult and I don’t know what to do. 

How do I make new friends here? Not to replace the old ones. I don’t think they’re avoiding me. Just adjusting. I’m super antisocial and don’t start my new job for a couple of weeks. Having social anxiety hurts me because I have no idea how to make friends without being forced into the same room together.",2.1366666666666667,4.2474470317460336,3.4891269841269827,88.74892857142858,78.6825396825397,6.73968253968254,23.99206349206349,7.793537801064563,1.2379015873015873,490,17,101,8,12,160,75,126,0.128,0.721,0.151,0.6362,1,4,0,0,2,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,7,9,0,1,6,0,11,0,0,5,0,23,24,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,5,0,0,4,8,4,0,2,2,0,14,5,11,19,2,19,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,0,11,66,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665874546606642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499139071515895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426966723018173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530502745651476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32315520394845154,0.0,0.0728431264170565,0.0,0.0792376991937771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925594970139494,0.15739238155027904,0.0,0.0,0.13835650439093486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324723364455572,0.11364892049508918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192607184066174,0.18613279882684525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445559705740674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.538625095813164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463017148756411,0.0,0.1889542088184099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931838950851183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421248995595713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868480931063166,0.0,0.11134394335646236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933707441777465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236745573035867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439946715110945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zidarth_vader,2019/10/08,"My message to all once you get out of this space. One day you’re going to stop feeling lonely, you’re going to find that friend who you relate so much with, your going to find a girl or a guy that you love spending time with and you will feel like you belong. But remember, once you’ve made it to that point, look out for the lonely, introverted people, make them feel cared about. Remember where you’ve been and put in the effort to get someone else out of this hole. I’ve found a girl, I’ve found a great group of friends but I’m never quitting this subreddit. If I feel I can help someone here, I will. Thank you guys for all the reassurance you’ve offered me over these hard times, I hope you find your peace.",3.9357534246575336,4.7255231232876715,4.247835616438355,90.61189041095894,71.1917808219178,7.20986301369863,23.50410958904109,7.1686216300943375,0.6063939726027394,560,13,124,5,10,175,86,146,0.044000000000000004,0.742,0.214,0.978,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,9,1,2,4,11,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,2,3,29,23,7,0,2,4,0,5,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,9,7,0,1,11,0,1,4,1,2,0,1,4,6,16,9,19,17,3,17,0,2,1,1,23,8,0,3,6,69,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564004552389486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579783228655792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113530780257952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690699338949494,0.09504162965361464,0.0,0.0,0.36478010939362804,0.0,0.0,0.29173631625914753,0.2055680480744896,0.0,0.13901263971833994,0.0,0.2268239078674866,0.0,0.0,0.1466737162832353,0.0,0.2634550096875889,0.0,0.0,0.11917498359293638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917186890798598,0.0,0.0,0.13213571765731366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499513791148699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171753883080784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007104905378325,0.1258827867247301,0.08880320277214175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977974718429648,0.0,0.1026063037762799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833600376507705,0.0901492860264818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223107603021263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576292702070885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373888823326285,0.0,0.14150118108732113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014098796944042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22544356623987905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122485421207882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248255720356364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551498405805158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,underthesea_ariel,2019/10/08,"I’m 28: is it too late in life to make friends? I’m turning 29 in a couple of weeks. I’m married for 2 years but I have no friends. There were so many times I just wish that I had a girlfriend (s) who I can talk with. I sometimes wonder if it’s too late in life to make friends? I relocated to the US from the Middle East 3 years ago and don’t have any lasting friendships from high school or college as they died out due to the distance. I tried reaching out to several of them but no one actually wanted to reach out back to me and ask me how I am. There were so many days where I just wanted to hear from someone telling me that they’re there for me. Don’t we all love to hear that at some point through this journey of life? To know that there is someone who is always there for you no matter what is an amazing feeling. I wish I had a best friend. I wish I had someone to check up on me and ask me how everything was. I wish I had a best friend to call when I’m scared or worried. My husband works long hours and so he’s not always there whenever I need someone. I’m just feeling so lonely and wish I had a best friend to talk with.  But at this stage in life, I just feel it’s too late to make a best friend for life.",1.9505056179775304,2.8376727677902664,3.1842902621722864,96.01059269662923,76.00374531835206,6.089063670411985,24.21142322097379,5.985473137389443,0.2623634456928832,947,29,234,5,20,307,127,267,0.077,0.632,0.29100000000000004,0.997,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,1,2,5,22,15,0,1,10,0,18,6,0,5,1,43,45,19,1,9,11,1,3,0,8,0,5,2,0,0,12,11,0,0,5,0,1,1,6,2,0,1,8,5,30,13,39,37,6,33,0,1,0,1,26,16,0,5,15,153,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.07517410039680514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828601909095695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281969670474911,0.0,0.0,0.05238578159776168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403283730876462,0.0,0.0,0.059234413577597414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233698449108481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866035693271797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852366883144797,0.0,0.049680576093276585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994916040685664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923321843698572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685215962654848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166141001337248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364589958089616,0.0,0.0,0.08139068151710574,0.0,0.0,0.07586300163014614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042335887941364864,0.06279301555154841,0.2606932215697877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720570656415823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817269189469476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695262191379467,0.0,0.15426243839983106,0.15620082967424104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711975670146105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052200251974138336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282205737666866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712450211908749,0.07796255039789347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702652635120504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26108273248471564,0.0,0.07618862482630047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383406966043267,0.06733113710317729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04491916203125134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523010493124459,0.0837909031029367,0.0,0.0,0.09266245241184723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908733328396414,0.0,0.061792051759333375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429266602926203,0.0,0.08354011882676585,0.05608169087013807,0.07823179617099825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921477854053078
lonely,skyeabridged,2019/10/08,"i have a radio show called sad boi hourz. come listen to sad music with me, tonights theme is love songs the theme is because i have a really bad crush on a girl that'll never work out 

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link is here: [http://player.streamguys.com/lasr/sgplayer/mobile.php](http://player.streamguys.com/lasr/sgplayer/mobile.php)

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i've got a discord that you can join too if you want to chat: [https://discord.gg/DEbpd4q](https://discord.gg/DEbpd4q)

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uh yeah",16.0075,19.09905975,9.087500000000002,58.4075,45.25,8.275,28.5,8.07648339933343,1.6716062500000004,400,8,52,3,4,100,49,64,0.204,0.6579999999999999,0.139,-0.688,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,1,7,1,0,0,1,7,12,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,2,5,1,5,10,0,5,0,2,0,1,7,2,0,1,2,27,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937857151407409,0.5537645803380156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683913418794332,0.09260338559124606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551178643697946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085766338524735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214969072032612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710538638426675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716293840663372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731791884387404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960089852063446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059283808569208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5537645803380156,0.0
lonely,Toss_-_Aside,2019/10/08,"How do I stop taking shit so seriously? Every time one of my friends says something mean I take it personally and get so hurt that I’m actually depressed for days. I used to not have a problem before when I dint ever trust anyone and I didn’t have any actual friends because I kept to myself 24/7. Now I speak to lots of people and I still feel lonely. 

Just the simplest thing like “shut up” or “you’re not funny” makes me actually shut down and I can’t say anything to the person for like a whole week. It completely ruins my friendships anytime this happens. It just makes it too awkward because I completely ghost them for weeks without telling them anything becuase I’m a retard and I take shit too seriously.",2.1942535971223016,4.862784050359714,3.5880530575539566,84.81143210431655,82.59712230215827,5.777158273381295,25.95368705035971,7.1686216300943375,1.4604996402877697,569,24,105,8,16,186,91,139,0.237,0.638,0.125,-0.9487,0,2,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,11,15,2,1,5,0,5,2,2,4,1,22,18,10,1,1,6,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,7,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,2,4,17,5,12,16,2,13,0,4,0,0,10,4,2,2,11,68,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.3887139867389997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029300386621758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284085892861918,0.0,0.21852853496465816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187941631360456,0.0,0.11298356106585375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27842859645806123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563026669545402,0.0,0.11436075047809614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010451883761696,0.1118704615603308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713610817753286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051665678672434,0.0,0.0693705720522352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741438060441114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421406675175462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973640114076426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288237070184337,0.0,0.0,0.17725953521509533,0.0,0.0,0.14463322327481715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997322192325166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920509461322738,0.23187174294715446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704978476570386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117941160273096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725876388503712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221832423171397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603599028639253,0.11100762892858627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994956401031456,0.0,0.11605306702217412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821122757387916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774234142786624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467681214875397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301161491672385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824092774934006,0.0,0.12799241848033796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DrDripz,2019/10/08,Watched my wife die 4 years ago. Left with 2 girls. Ejected from the car when we got hit by a Drunk Driver. Left me with 2 beautiful daughters. But I've basically cried myself to sleep everynight for the past 6 months. Had to post somewhere because I can't walk around during the day anymore pretending I'm not constantly dying inside. My fucken God Shaena. I miss your warmth.,2.760416666666668,5.4927642083333375,3.3255555555555567,87.25000000000004,80.52777777777777,5.822222222222222,24.277777777777786,7.1686216300943375,1.1884111111111113,301,11,55,4,8,94,62,72,0.14,0.721,0.139,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,6,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,1,8,0,8,3,0,13,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,7,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190441366451112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258866940147137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027636417833992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884651334472994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461385160321893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501947135868948,0.146892844540655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727787201481194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821685226693884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4949456691872382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180388733830716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743229319486165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814075421960935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22793455093201626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667644969461244
lonely,Knifewatermelon,2019/10/08,"I recently got cheated on and broken up with I’m a 19 year old male. I graduated high school 5 months ago. I never had any relationships in high school or before high school, never went to any of the dances or anything, until the second semester of my senior year when I met this amazing, beautiful girl. I was too afraid to talk to girls but she spoke to me first. We got to know each other and eventually I asked her out to prom, I can’t believe she said yes. We developed a beautiful loving relationship, we started making some nice memories together. And I thought to myself “finally, I can be happy and have love in my life!” It was the happiest time of my life. But about a month ago, she cheated on me. I was so crushed, I should have left her right then and there but I tried to keep it all going. But my struggles were in vain, she left me. And now I’m alone again, and all of my friends have gone off to college so I barely have anyone to comfort me through all of this. I know I’m still young and maybe I’ll find love again but I’m not very hopeful for myself. This fucking sucks.",1.6492383292383297,3.7800662252252266,3.1751842751842747,90.27110565110566,80.44144144144144,6.3787059787059786,22.703521703521705,7.520522993642371,0.9003531531531528,850,28,182,13,22,279,128,222,0.11699999999999999,0.6779999999999999,0.204,0.9812,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,3,0,0,1,10,16,4,2,6,1,13,6,0,1,5,36,38,20,0,2,8,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,3,6,14,0,1,4,1,0,4,4,7,0,2,13,2,34,9,28,23,5,41,0,0,0,4,23,14,2,4,23,122,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022562187932164,0.0,0.0,0.11815606522489545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551613382290968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797698121498258,0.0,0.09388097215316604,0.0,0.10665264077455604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707662710413888,0.12853299956452371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249728608821106,0.10427022132371663,0.09703933808241018,0.0,0.0,0.08814060300097823,0.1054683261987372,0.0,0.0,0.06483626290415898,0.0,0.18248593930927545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214439711586722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616063370173693,0.0,0.1133106233324977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140262659000716,0.0,0.0,0.12539457898209405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24790403969134386,0.0,0.16116105207231576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088943471232141,0.0,0.07615159957075104,0.0,0.11461217567243916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821206686251712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759764043343109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971140688738377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264365975481455,0.2449658963378015,0.0,0.09742665680563573,0.10851950122079487,0.0,0.0,0.3463756753036807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807488645709365,0.0,0.09110720348644764,0.0,0.0,0.11926480906343592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169596873824687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905695289274047,0.0665229865845544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745518492418398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413080741400724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575651613409584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469320237374295
lonely,RollOnOne,2019/10/08,"What I’ve learned from being lonely: I’ve learned not to stick your neck out for someone u less you know your totally safe. When I was in elementary school, I always tried to be the “nice” kid. I’d talk to the new, or transfer students. It would be awkward conversation, but i was just doing what I was taught to do. My friend group that I was a part of left me, as they thought that I was a weirdo for being friends with the transfer. Then the transfer left me because he thought I was a loser. And now, I’m high school, I’ve been forever socially scarred. It sounds pathetic. But ever since then I haven’t been able to socialize in large groups. Because of that; i I’ve a lonely life",2.4900839328537185,4.275979633093527,3.444046762589931,91.00165767386093,76.41007194244605,6.647721822541968,26.691247002398075,7.492282038375204,1.266769304556354,535,21,116,7,12,171,85,139,0.14,0.7709999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.8022,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,1,1,4,8,0,1,8,0,16,2,1,0,2,17,21,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,7,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,11,1,16,4,15,5,3,12,0,3,0,0,14,6,0,1,6,76,23,9,0.185959699000781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473336648954086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22671861299070525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682111941398945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873440043100503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647663189027514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219858730455897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040915141501688,0.0,0.1313488348859089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960103608318434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013762323774682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764022866065969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382778466795216,0.0,0.0,0.3791249893483878,0.15756304950132938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946736202862498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29526245821334546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262544289062979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132100434725739,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kachungamachunga,2019/10/08,"Does anybody else feel so lonely that they just become like, devoid of thought? Like, I need to focus in school, but something is gnawing at me. I just feel so lonely I can't think anymore. I don't feel any hope that it will change, so I'm just stuck.",2.7325000000000017,3.972692634615392,3.3223076923076924,94.39769230769234,74.57692307692308,5.2,22.615384615384606,3.1291,-0.15832307692307698,195,5,43,0,4,61,38,52,0.22699999999999998,0.7090000000000001,0.064,-0.8746,0,4,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,13,4,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,6,3,4,10,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,24,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083578580412766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783062895338795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30993015331855395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968658492571219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24557832490774786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344276068543928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256798891818873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787256424881453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742000708690611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080811495524133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840092123224446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604015143014416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981426446782126,0.0,0.22278626132047324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dvd370,2019/10/08,"do you ever just dream about getting married someday and being married and having a family? but then realize that no one will ever love you because you are a messed up person?

i’m feeling stupid single tonight. and i’m drunk.",3.7708139534883713,6.196961372093022,4.793197674418604,79.84468023255816,74.81395348837209,6.16046511627907,29.3546511627907,7.1686216300943375,2.030074418604652,181,8,29,2,4,59,34,43,0.254,0.5820000000000001,0.165,-0.7105,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,2,9,10,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,3,1,2,8,1,5,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288077185118691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6790447251171959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538432380277544,0.0,0.1897864483537349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610303378393407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387648351513174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543444757119645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277380515650539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jasper_Serb,2019/10/08,"Why... Why is it that I constantly feel so down? Why is it that all my friends I grew up with left me? Like I'm the common denominator, I fucking get it, but am I really a bad person? Like I try to fit in but I end up alienating myself even more it feels like. I don't feel as if I've been happy in forever, and I don't know why. I have a great life and have set myself up for financial success, but emotionally I feel like a piece of trash. The few friends I do have are online so I can't even go out and socialize with them. I go outside and say I'm hanging out with friends even though I just walk by myself because I know it makes them unhappy seeing me alone inside. Why am I like this? How do I fix this?",0.6666820276497667,2.201111322580648,3.1923732718894016,91.89427419354841,80.93548387096773,6.751152073732718,21.394009216589858,7.7094869923839395,0.6537557603686643,545,16,132,9,14,190,85,155,0.066,0.664,0.26899999999999996,0.9890000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,8,13,1,0,5,0,14,2,0,2,1,23,28,13,0,1,5,0,4,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,9,9,0,0,6,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,1,6,25,11,16,27,4,19,0,0,1,1,8,10,1,1,8,89,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357557793067704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768581511497068,0.07861982915322642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937237322217497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450755780848216,0.11423046797412326,0.0,0.0,0.255553377598439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608474616540396,0.18427453032554544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989291822456536,0.11923207326312653,0.06738228549629334,0.0,0.14659495086949764,0.0,0.0,0.14219153374001278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729255965692191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417587266893684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012791180077172,0.0,0.09109638438577483,0.3150448007818806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608947753674293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261293888439887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262244521841977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256331310659822,0.0,0.0,0.10277358727276296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147020219072625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671384364131333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756318239171877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5818835912751702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,VerySadMama27,2019/10/08,"Lonely surrounded by friends My teenage son was in the hospital for a week for a suicide attempt.  I had to tell my boss to explain my absence, but other than my other son no one else knows.  I didn’t tell my family bc they’re super shallow and self centered.  My kids are absolutely #1 and I’m doing the right things I hope to heal everyone, but I’m hurting too and I have no one to talk with who won’t judge him harshly and I refuse to violate my son’s trust as he’s reluctant to share with those he hasn’t given permission.  I’ve been in his shoes as a kid, so I respect that, but I’m hurting in a way I can’t explain to anyone.  I don’t have any real friends anymore.  I probably never have.",1.985450450450454,3.3331952027027083,4.209189189189189,86.8518018018018,76.70270270270271,7.365765765765767,27.873873873873876,8.07648339933343,1.7722684684684675,542,23,118,9,12,188,91,148,0.165,0.6609999999999999,0.174,0.6527,0,2,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,2,2,11,1,0,6,0,13,2,1,1,1,17,21,10,1,1,3,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,6,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,5,0,18,7,18,15,0,9,0,3,0,0,20,6,0,1,2,75,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333271446539944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443828507555225,0.13708932141096156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637825071344104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734320007953556,0.0,0.0,0.18482739436230228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30295007919693223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947312654081397,0.0,0.0,0.41977137824335137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077491426768142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512131294055226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657099057668072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113852403407473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315856942571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743369338437644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045327584070176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445720930760645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758515397825792,0.34272919034415306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025318236476652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562286032840109,0.15726705934527402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Wumbo0,2019/10/08,"Venting Im 18, never had any kind of relationship, and clueless on what I'm supposed to do or say

Being alone is starting to hit harder to a point of almost breaking down

Every time I think ive found someone either I or she moves away

My friend's ex's are the only females that have shown any hint of affection but I feel like dating them would just be wrong

My family is too weird for me to think I can even bring anyone over to hang out

I've felt too awkward to even try and just talk to anyone I like",2.7644444444444436,3.7847715555555546,4.2064814814814815,88.9491666666667,74.18518518518519,6.511111111111113,22.75925925925927,6.6274283507984215,0.4864592592592589,400,10,87,3,8,133,80,108,0.105,0.8140000000000001,0.081,-0.1655,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,1,2,0,11,0,0,1,1,18,20,5,0,1,6,1,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,3,3,11,4,16,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,6,54,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995244774790607,0.1964671281316048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25799862631600423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26527873748747266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822498458018454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505839213969373,0.0,0.15982647698080046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788278522531599,0.0,0.09591564653043216,0.1355183646656176,0.18213724216652152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079911120900454,0.14655812302508414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490348259427266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975384703266746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853510894769472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161608982575088,0.0,0.0,0.14630471450061244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427182837726624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932337931833514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366176739241887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085332131726598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072821737464435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426731409804202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246990160817378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24309818532849384,0.0,0.0,0.11061285854541908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879066099562778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347541029136051,0.20740203848218824,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bubblemonkeyy,2019/10/08,"I feel like I just cant do it Every time I end up having feelings for someone, I screw it up somehow. Even whenever I rarely end up in a relationship, I do something to screw it up. And now that I'm broken to the point to where I'm all alone save for a few friends, anytime a girl shows any amount of interest in my I get overly emotional about it and it ends up scaring them off and then I'm all alone again. I dont know how to fix this. I dont know how to be any other way than just saying what I'm feeling. I dont know how to turn it off. I cant handle not having any amount of affection anymore though. I don't know how to do this.",0.7333682983682976,1.9463241958041948,3.085472027972031,94.16615675990678,79.76923076923076,6.165268065268066,21.706876456876454,6.816661863887847,0.2740400932400924,492,14,122,5,12,170,75,143,0.094,0.7709999999999999,0.134,0.7579,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,13,7,2,1,4,0,12,2,0,5,2,22,25,9,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,11,3,0,0,7,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,4,14,4,23,24,5,20,0,0,0,2,5,12,2,1,8,84,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985685437762344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940578720012605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142946905756445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5067886138744926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213668979504678,0.3829924415031751,0.0,0.0,0.0952022829680516,0.0,0.1214431109744691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864264405670103,0.1029727496348568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136123835654137,0.0,0.07530654618385302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168595431208508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041891103966356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625770564591422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475107182438355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462491689534472,0.14430803092357028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212829255882512,0.11096504939868952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161558706454105,0.0,0.0840484624906565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567815662190175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441062823748098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gamm45,2019/10/08,"Anyone knows any friendly Discord servers? I think it would be useful for when the loneliness hits harder than usual. Doesn't matter if it's 10 or 100 members, sometimes I just want to ask someone about their day and stuff.

Thanks.",3.2434883720930223,6.19258869767442,2.8570232558139534,89.8966976744186,80.62790697674419,4.370232558139535,24.879069767441862,5.6839178017228535,0.6908269767441859,186,7,32,1,5,55,41,43,0.135,0.655,0.21100000000000002,0.5756,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,10,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21275600474141726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875947611268667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924825218098172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176926945591508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417154010659457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194005894091668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650858562010733,0.0,0.3094272325504261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581506507229816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28804009879311626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046850407269245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702111940522039,0.3445718608943248,0.0,0.18453334705351826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22224726517184515,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,biologynerd01,2019/10/08,"I can’t think anymore I’ve never been this brain dead and lonely in my entire life. Especially since my boyfriend and I broke up, and he seems to be doing fine without me. And is moving on with life. I’m 25 and jobless and have been applying to jobs for the past 4 weeks with no luck. I had an interview today and they said if they wanna take things further they are going to send me a coding test which I will definitely fail like I did the last one. I have no friends. I have no job. I barely talk to my family. I sit home all day doing nothing but applying for countless jobs. How am I supposed to stay motivated and happy when I’m so lonely and depressed?",2.6567446524064167,4.158187816176472,4.3288770053475965,86.04767379679144,75.25,7.0042780748663125,24.128342245989305,7.686295010490155,1.1172735294117648,517,16,108,7,11,174,93,136,0.149,0.725,0.126,-0.3282,4,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,2,3,10,0,0,4,0,15,3,1,2,2,22,22,14,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,3,11,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,5,0,1,5,1,18,5,14,15,1,16,0,5,0,0,9,4,0,3,8,74,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754571036962946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985225057057146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545697521469475,0.0,0.1541948523930547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687698027940931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383150622745279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174461526133287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057653183393009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957769925439088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5329671148224396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459301040829157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529027507715529,0.08746307251515383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902763316300293,0.0,0.0,0.13807590653808874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717802986664804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131266728999435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090059740333655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029474564847671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629785687679398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809217729799892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081792172448794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460529020374895,0.1438943369404112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893693560335306,0.1147126476121027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696957380649741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360387800349994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257469885864246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fluffyricecake,2019/10/08,"how do u deal with the emptiness? I see other people sitting with their friends in lecture and i feel so isolated, i really wish i had a friend group",0.8460000000000001,3.3816392666666717,2.6750000000000007,89.2425,89.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,24.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.3236666666666674,118,5,23,2,4,39,26,30,0.17,0.547,0.28300000000000003,0.6032,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,16,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026871410222136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974969834714467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6035467256430926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707899620684385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25022568506823045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112542991709164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491659183010954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Callous02,2019/10/08,"Feeling a bit lighter in my heart Something which has helped me feel a little but better about myself and contributes to my well-being is deleting games.
I am a university student and i find that games don't offer anything anymore, they're are just a shallow means of escapism and short highs. 
I know it's not much but it does make a small change in me for the better. 

Thought i would share this for anyone who might find it useful <3",4.90527131782946,6.064593325581392,4.68139534883721,87.02852713178301,69.23255813953489,6.663565891472868,28.286821705426355,6.42735559955562,1.1957193798449617,350,12,68,2,6,107,67,86,0.0,0.8220000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9296,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,6,0,7,1,1,2,0,18,14,5,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,9,3,7,11,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,0,44,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204250663965006,0.14400756985601326,0.0,0.16948229275135648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642985060226752,0.22484802727708905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787163675264745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023141338929505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208272691567196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764757814140064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440560484310923,0.13804637984409154,0.217601322417554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318673133147596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641964766290533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137475650240152,0.0,0.0,0.22434388527428908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848425955035256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513996186370912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855316977065906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350418049552756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787781400292368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517705139235086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463035528026952,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Perplexatus,2019/08/15,"Are there any pay to have someone SMS services I am currently going through a bit of a crisis having My significant other cheat on me and then as a result of asking her to leave losing her at her family. It feels like my family died.

There are several questions that I would like to work through with someone. It seems like there should be some service that provides a somewhat intelligent, caring, ethical person to talk to via SMS. Does anyone know if this service exists. If it doesn't does anyone think it's a good idea? And thanks",4.7085294117647045,6.550940980392162,5.347205882352942,79.43492647058825,70.56862745098039,7.845098039215688,27.45588235294117,8.472884824447931,2.087682352941176,428,15,75,7,8,138,70,102,0.135,0.6629999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.7824,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,8,1,0,5,0,9,0,0,1,0,16,17,6,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,6,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,6,13,14,3,5,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,6,5,53,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220564331281658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25100115411316365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779490387510385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595190170574506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299763669508526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627782297457307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31413829712834884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384062946638617,0.0,0.0907533645729358,0.12822462236048945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200586148280118,0.15054409235700467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261751204566555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986406486232041,0.0,0.0,0.19004944419400005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630629455011052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079859142185266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671999310862092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106506502302848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339704334923902,0.0,0.20276775624965146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041553080483301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426380958247498,0.0,0.16524632101125472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500719141342634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066772972798307,0.0,0.0,0.12750149398760674,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fuckedupmiss,2019/08/15,"I can't stop thinking about my ex, I've never felt a connection with anyone else, and I feel like I never will. Two years ago my girlfriend broke up with me because I was admittedly clingy, pathetic, and paranoid. I treated her poorly - not abusively, but ~~kind of~~ manipulatively. I was in a dark place and was undiagnosed and untreated with a related mental health problem. I think she mostly just wanted a friend too, but she agreed to be my girlfriend, but we did all that normal dating stuff and she seemed to enjoy herself during most if not all of it.

We weren't together long, and she was the first woman I've ever felt a real connection with in years if ever. I haven't felt that kind of connection since, but not for lack of trying.

So earlier today I stumbled across some of her old pictures, and then I stupidly went to her social media account and... I miss her so bad, it hurts so bad. I don't know why but over the past few weeks I can't stop thinking about her. I ghosted her shortly after we broke up because it just hurt **so bad** to even think of her, but I want to reach out again and apologize for how I acted.

I feel like I'm never going to find love. I've been on so many dates since then, with so many different women, and none of them have that spark I felt with her. It doesn't help that I'm an atheist nerd living in the midwest - most of the women I've gone out with aren't exactly like me. I've had quite a bit of success sexually, but it feels so empty and meaningless.

I don't really have any friends anymore either, at least not in person. What can I do? I just want to feel a connection with someone again.",2.7373003884333187,4.487428607250759,4.171414544669833,86.21087235649547,75.61631419939576,7.024643936124297,23.90602071644368,7.83500028581142,1.1913011652999566,1283,40,262,19,28,425,168,331,0.14400000000000002,0.7120000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.5941,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,3,0,1,3,19,22,1,0,12,0,21,2,0,2,8,80,46,30,1,8,17,1,8,3,4,1,1,0,0,4,11,24,0,2,16,0,2,4,16,11,0,2,14,8,43,11,41,30,12,41,0,5,0,1,31,14,0,7,26,187,54,1,0.0,0.11585746712408555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667917978929678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649613847699824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697496457430227,0.06837250226814869,0.10019075931211999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24493543390335756,0.11921583758265568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067542648651229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021629535439522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168557350255548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458508471634583,0.1769015621226331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977691185374436,0.1397131150914543,0.3755500081489318,0.0,0.08937235467680299,0.08317460182402754,0.0,0.0,0.15109459120403698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055572620932674135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393929628101116,0.0,0.0,0.06554222412361431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20935853511893265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203652952187244,0.053739258654412515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433162480984537,0.0,0.08634462890798941,0.08653532737923399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825343355718049,0.0,0.0,0.1982742584618447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854277698576527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262500082466584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958070762879402,0.0,0.0,0.10260734253150414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334542267685564,0.0,0.08538078736843123,0.1021629535439522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356561106074726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400479700780113,0.0,0.11129903946695124,0.06264261901818681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901843305443773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177505631993389,0.0,0.0,0.09967797208501897,0.08285164888137572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350278203559174,0.0,0.0,0.11193872198835393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25062289401976945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268733191582593,0.0,0.0,0.06638858315175572,0.0,0.09552027866952564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302573923883205,0.0,0.07843603178657241,0.0,0.0,0.09064629142749912,0.08823440658243442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593874619363776
lonely,pickl3ju1ce,2019/08/15,"Never fitting in. Last year i moved to a new school and eventually made a couple friends in cross country.. This year i have no friends in any of my classes or even in lunch, and to other people they act as if its as easy as just saying hi to someone. Im not sure but I expected for somebody to just approach me, but of course, that didnt happen. I spent the whole day scrolling reddit. So I guess what im trying to say in short is, how can I go through another school year alone? Or learn to speak to someone?",2.790849056603776,3.9324295471698143,3.8265566037735854,91.22775943396229,74.28301886792453,6.432075471698113,26.45754716981132,6.6274283507984215,0.8863433962264149,396,14,88,3,8,128,75,106,0.055,0.8809999999999999,0.063,0.2093,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,2,17,9,12,0,2,8,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,3,3,9,3,19,6,1,19,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,4,7,56,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760529548670467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155954712285144,0.1782438504350457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880849125689342,0.0,0.10962611283539107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227333606299568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26265962009736904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660626092352996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872573861433605,0.0,0.15031696891024712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672254378259743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138560273439746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084369748908914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066690697889534,0.0,0.0,0.1311027322675513,0.16417234812319725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784603501458997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703574203173832,0.0,0.3440673204275095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880550845163718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602086321008536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540849934128453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978192290431053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283938521606993
lonely,FanTeQQ,2019/08/15,Is anyone willing to join a group chat on discord? By that i mean making a little group chat or server on discord for everyone thats alone and willing to join? DM me or something.,3.148333333333333,4.926334944444445,4.495555555555558,84.20500000000001,74.55555555555556,5.911111111111111,28.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.4689,142,6,26,1,3,47,26,36,0.198,0.6890000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.5204,0,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336553174575456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927704400575522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000935343800602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196555163261106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794909091115864,0.0,0.0,0.4560958710826548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32234195280629063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blue777289,2019/08/15,"idk what to put as a title so I don't know if I'm wierd but at this point I don't want a girlfriend for sex stuff I litteraly want someone to hug and tell me everythings alright, and to fill the empty lonely void in my life. anyone else feel like this",1.0259999999999998,2.676906872727276,2.860000000000003,94.15000000000002,80.27272727272728,5.854545454545455,20.090909090909093,6.742157984588678,0.1120181818181818,198,5,46,2,5,66,44,55,0.16,0.67,0.17,0.555,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,2,3,0,0,0,8,7,6,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,7,7,0,5,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114193765094999,0.309806825303943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25258565134855965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717445435230208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288391658549086,0.21600832719995072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617090470435222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356806684430965,0.14771938431146686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858309520630113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039585246395192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561913542462888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461335189581448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642787599661017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35668329319978137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lukajane221,2019/08/15,"What are you missing out on??? Want to rise above your struggle? We all have challenges. Some more than others, but it’s how we respond or react to hardship that can make you more resilient or sink your ship. We ALL have a choice, and the awesome part is that, with every new day- every breath even - we can make a different choice. What is staying stuck costing you, mentally, financially, emotionally, relationally? What are you missing out on? Where will you be a year from now If you don’t change? Ten years??? And on the flip side: What could you accomplish if you decided to change??? 
Coaching can get you from where you are to where you want to be. A small investment in yourself & your happiness is the best investment possible, because when you feel confident and whole, you are able to give back. Think about it, but time is passing quickly! Love & light to you!",3.519166666666667,6.1030330617283965,3.5822067901234576,87.41368055555559,76.4074074074074,7.012962962962964,26.79166666666667,8.07648339933343,1.7686407407407412,684,27,131,12,16,209,97,162,0.061,0.752,0.188,0.9817,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,4,17,0,3,10,7,0,1,7,0,18,2,1,4,2,30,30,11,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,4,1,3,2,1,3,0,1,1,2,21,4,18,25,8,23,0,2,0,1,24,11,0,5,9,100,30,2,0.16720224464544162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623271244339521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856820535372,0.0,0.10192493642073462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546844019665578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537556092168377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334973869789118,0.0,0.0,0.10783161549973046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746907584707812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808002041924995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043550566638843,0.0,0.2817502049749281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454247875806699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873562718090903,0.16039562869752258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798989853817831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090655380398607,0.0,0.22321759329507998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850053621496378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148496978170127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106373721121874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884954082388344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821534582549686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747960896028415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713644703806503,0.0,0.0,0.09749697345759037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724043190532503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667533501024086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153455272214784
lonely,Elarson39,2019/08/15,"Lonely baguette i am a lonely french dude, 18yo
I was not able to make friend during college and now i am fucked
Send help",3.0948,4.646035479999998,2.9730000000000025,96.01150000000004,74.2,5.0,20.5,3.1291,-0.4941999999999998,97,2,21,0,2,29,21,25,0.3,0.511,0.188,-0.5423,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,4,0,2,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,11,3,1,0.5466507108127829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223409831482377,0.5053697735342172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664084485553685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648935942798685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jobe012400,2019/08/15,"Anyone want to be friends? 19, m. Just looking for gaming buddies to feel less lonely with. Just got dumped by my gf of 4 years and had nobody but her. Looking for friends.",0.5329411764705867,3.021655823529411,1.2914117647058845,97.9153529411765,93.70588235294115,2.72,21.50588235294117,3.1291,-0.4274517647058822,134,5,27,0,5,41,29,34,0.08900000000000001,0.722,0.18899999999999997,0.5989,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,2,7,4,1,1,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578218096951693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864389570063149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5697536238559464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949038856219932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6192739892539665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748416266062573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374474706735308
lonely,guywithnohate,2019/08/15,"My mother is diagnosed with cancer Feeling like i am losing something
My world is falling apart 
Mind is full of negative thoughts
I don't want to lose her
Idk what to do 
Just need someone to talk on call",4.243333333333332,5.553677073170731,4.705853658536586,85.66577235772358,70.95121951219512,7.417886178861789,30.739837398373986,7.793537801064563,2.016164227642277,164,7,32,2,3,52,34,41,0.297,0.578,0.125,-0.8255,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,5,1,6,9,1,5,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878026350980684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860740758349861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251295387241653,0.2013552861401899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769876042304205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6306410904237176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845904006130258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898985379512455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388124759336408,0.21698361316429374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22654214240137965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375918376594786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662437450783694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fuckyoujonny,2019/08/15,Where are you from? Hey! I’m new to this group and just wanted to know where everyone is from?,-0.9051666666666698,1.2225601499999996,0.5800000000000018,102.77833333333334,97.5,4.666666666666667,11.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-1.087333333333333,73,1,18,1,3,23,17,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6048503035411184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34787545865928343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6113469319974952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37335466289583175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,seawhut,2019/08/15,i need help i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore im so alone i feel like my head is going to explode why wont anyone help me????,-4.1896078431372565,-3.0366621176470585,0.1552941176470597,104.04215686274513,111.35294117647058,2.266666666666667,14.490196078431374,3.1291,-1.5722392156862743,104,3,29,0,6,39,23,34,0.078,0.652,0.27,0.7585,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,2,9,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,16,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964640443295715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5677573031499921,0.20014953172598315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447343418480155,0.20449386547141016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267993253834545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937704979803509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837286930109029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30919429486657224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984510826263893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212247435198274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582920702585021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sherdais24,2019/08/15,"Loneliness is something so different from all the other feelings. For me, loneliness is the only things that can actually make me feel like I have a hole in my chest, it makes me question my worth, it makes my friends and family look like strangers and the rest of the world like a desert. It can come out of nowhere even when your life is full of everything you need but even though it may hurt, I see some beautiful in it and I wanna learn how to appreciate it more. 

You guys are not alone💙",5.432482993197278,5.727138438775513,5.46979591836735,84.93829931972793,67.6734693877551,9.798639455782316,29.59863945578231,9.725611199111238,2.3531782312925165,389,13,84,8,6,122,69,98,0.078,0.759,0.163,0.8047,1,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,6,5,0,0,6,0,8,2,1,4,1,20,17,8,0,2,2,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,12,4,10,16,5,7,0,1,2,0,6,5,0,3,4,61,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.2040866947467082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015225791903156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185027436181136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762648830675913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879580685754608,0.0,0.19715493083728053,0.0,0.2114910224515796,0.14940689314440436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157805534535544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070776491533707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22388455274873945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771903359322006,0.30652004790654525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562167701967155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187999724693373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550717905289726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905745099046964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342803287851592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665441875881618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100321043249585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389407519868114,0.0,0.2054751859998092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,StaySharpp,2019/08/15,"Tips on meeting other people? I have recently moved to a new city. I have been debating re-downloading Tinder since I’m in a new area - kinda get a fresh start. Issue is though I never had much luck with it in college and once in a blue moon I’d get a match. Then my conversations wouldn’t get much traction. I’d be lucky if I could arrange a first date. Idk if I’m just boring or what, but it ultimately was just making me feel much worse about myself, so I deleted the app. Idk if dating apps are the way to go anymore. I don’t 100% feel comfortable even telling people I use them; I feel like it’s the “losers way” of meeting people. But it’s a surefire way of talking to other single people that you’re interested in dating. 

I’d much rather do it the old fashioned way and talk to someone in a bar or at a event in town. Just feels more natural to me. Only problem is that I’ll be going alone 9 times out of 10 to anywhere. The few friends I have are back at school since they have a few years left. And the couple classmates I had that are working in the area are busy a lot of the time. There’s a ton of things to do where I live and the nightlife is pretty good. They’re around to do things with me, but I am always the one that has to initiate anything. I’m never usually invited to anything so I gotta be the one to start it. We’d be limited to maybe going out on weekends once and a while. Either I just need to build up some confidence and go to the bars, etc. alone but I don’t want to come off as the creepy guy you know.

Ugh it’s so frustrating.",1.326044176706823,3.0260656204819303,3.120578313253013,92.40052610441772,79.5421686746988,6.113413654618473,21.60883534136547,7.0316486544052195,0.4401960642570275,1214,35,276,14,30,405,173,332,0.102,0.7809999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.8031,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,2,4,15,12,1,0,26,0,29,2,0,2,2,47,52,22,0,9,15,0,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,16,12,2,1,5,3,0,6,5,5,0,3,4,5,24,7,40,40,13,52,0,1,1,0,12,21,0,10,22,182,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084589017196634,0.0,0.0,0.08373794093073744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980473696701828,0.0,0.0,0.16563114479289404,0.08958815402092121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738354408010617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668975586089762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035035490648787,0.1113527868185126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122367165467444,0.06646970607726944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354010895982466,0.07189500281725507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856016735228931,0.0,0.0,0.07775179912906179,0.0,0.15773583892567458,0.0,0.22877701844391785,0.08440943513718645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964632726070262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503875006346186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055307394009891465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093422579441078,0.0,0.0,0.04916609321919937,0.0,0.08886420340039282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555787137504002,0.0,0.0,0.06717589478161465,0.0,0.1011032663405914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696107041870093,0.2959187269534774,0.0746209668263544,0.15523472242530542,0.19439143982755036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560147020621068,0.21434997252727406,0.1363883005051344,0.07653887746673561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790757479726534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023838803582786,0.0,0.09629589700877088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936677204626702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184988912584746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649572407386196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526929667041802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246259463302258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177621435609585,0.08796106353212801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371733452577267,0.0,0.0988752176384143,0.0,0.11736434093445312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691794726244616,0.11083729872253076,0.0,0.05935823563350096,0.3195234649409897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326484277338301,0.0,0.10255757214548837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480684727748212
lonely,fresh-prince-of-cali,2019/08/15,"I used to be rule the world now I sweep the streets alone If your bored or need something to read on the toilet oh boy do I have the story for you. I promise this belongs here and leads to where I am now

It all started last November when I was a senior in high school everything was amazing. All my life wishes were coming true. I had soo many wonderful friends, prom was coming, I was going to be in plays I thought senior year was going to be the best year yet... and then I was alone. It all had started in September when I started chatting with this girl I had math class with (let’s call her Jessica) and would occasionally hangout with between passing periods and regularly conversed about memes. My close friend (let’s call him Kyle) immediately took notice. At the time I never knew the full story but I guess Jessica and Kyle had dated for a year and Kyle broke up with Jessica shattering her heart (which eventually led her to start harming herself and an attempt at suicide). At the time I didn’t think Jessica was interested in me but the closer we got to thanksgiving  the closer me and Jessica grew together. Hanging out at padding period turned into hanging out after school and soon lead to me walking her home everyday. alot of the time even when we reached her house we would walk back to the school just to keep talking. One day we were walking and we saw Kyle walking home.  

Me and Jessica slowed down  until he was eventually a small dot in the distance and that’s when I heard her crying. I asked her “hey are you okay Jessica?” She said she was fine and that “she missed him so much”. My heart broke seeing her that way. Fast forward to December and I knew I was in love and that Jessica was maybe flirting with me. So one awkward confession of feelings and a fake out at my expense later and we were a couple and I was happy for a moment but then....I remembered Kyle. At first anxiety struck me and Jessica and we had no idea what to do and after an argument with Kyle he said things were all good and that we should move past it. This is were things go down hill. When I asked Jessica and some of her friends to tell me about what Kyle did before I was astonished. She told me Kyle would constantly grope her in public, yell at her, and made her cry more than once, and on top of all of this he took her virginity and dumped her for someone else. After hearing this it felt like a bull ran me into a wall. I couldn’t sleep for nights in a row. 

In any other situation I could’ve moved on and treated my girlfriend better but the man who hurt her was one of my closest friends. I almost consider him family. So I was hurting and had no idea what to do. After weeks on tension and one last fight me and Kyle exchanged middle fingers and parted ways. During those weeks of sleepless nights and my feelings tearing me limb by limb I started to change. I became much crueler, angry, short fused and this along with the fact I was babying Jessica holding back on jokes and actions that would allude to the past...I ended up driving her away. We had fights more often and even though I knew I loved her I’d get angry and lose sight. 

We had two breaks in the span of our two month relationship before she eventually told me she just wasn’t interested. Heartbroken a few days later I tried one last time and over a phone call I begged and  pleaded but...her cold stare and uninterested tone of voice is really what shattered me in the end. In the span of two months I lost a close friend, my girlfriend, and my sanity. It was over right? Wrong. I couldn’t be around my ex without sadness and anxiety crippling me so I kept my distance. Soon my friend heard what happened but none of them reached out. The mountain of friends I once had soon faded away and went to Jessica. She was the talk of the town being popular with all the people I introduced her to. Before our breakup she reconciled with Kyle and behind my back would hangout with him after school to “vent” but that’s bullshit considering in the past she would run away from him in the halls mid conversation and demonized him to the fullest extent calling him a rapist even going on to say that she never wanted to be alone with him again let alone the same room.  

Jessica was a junior so you could expect the horror and surprise when I saw her at prom with her date and again everyone flocked around the once unspecial girl who was now the star. By the end of senior year I was glad to leave but also sad that my senior year had ended before it even started. June and July I had “friends” but not really. By the end of July they were gone and I found myself alone. Most nights I lie awake knowing if I died today the only one who’d miss me would be my mom . The saddest part is even though Jessica has a new boyfriend and is happier than I’ve ever seen her... I still miss her tremendously. Even after everything at the end of the day I can’t bring myself to hate her or this situation because I feel it’s my fault. The elders passed down one rule. One sacred holy rule....bros before hoes.  I was so happy and now with one bad decision....I’m alone. If you read all of this thankyou 

if not

TLDR: bros before hoes is a legitimate rule that should be followed religiously or else you’ll end up sad and alone.",4.004082187107855,5.491578136669875,4.666863220477335,85.02845993591696,71.77189605389798,7.801664209744032,26.53014704986537,8.350697093086715,1.6698011257172791,4160,139,832,66,79,1332,415,1039,0.149,0.7490000000000001,0.102,-0.996,2,7,1,0,2,1,91.0,12,6,2,9,45,55,5,2,56,1,80,9,4,5,12,167,143,83,2,20,20,3,5,1,10,10,1,8,4,4,38,87,0,3,17,7,2,31,13,25,0,13,66,20,143,30,126,52,22,192,2,12,6,4,114,71,0,14,90,588,181,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043249831243386494,0.3131320057264624,0.0,0.034540053639554334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029371553726966176,0.0,0.06608242698871199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768987984174262,0.08075603895623684,0.0,0.1217388972530328,0.09963429242529856,0.03606291744303703,0.026329005404392557,0.0,0.22051560533038894,0.0,0.045326587118657766,0.03819918016441537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641251724153936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04569065075722501,0.07441093226729832,0.0,0.04667443324810469,0.0,0.06896945039496782,0.04779033344506557,0.09488719316738724,0.08356441378203963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04482573302707315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216155000273508,0.0,0.26778259997776777,0.0,0.0,0.17116461158384358,0.03906898848018425,0.0,0.041271122101938736,0.07763508085558839,0.0,0.04071689795664492,0.0,0.06551643174738549,0.0,0.04147040525264675,0.0,0.0,0.03673848349913572,0.0,0.04735701279278675,0.26695582661170475,0.0,0.02256566286266756,0.0,0.09818640654070332,0.036226799224077635,0.03454401484295235,0.0,0.047580067968305016,0.0,0.03819390916876119,0.09195584839404704,0.0,0.04264245032632355,0.0,0.0,0.04867971531062911,0.10236375730461326,0.0,0.04563396215808694,0.08664875747648876,0.0,0.0,0.049836941939809185,0.09247432412292236,0.09751540313855332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03839039710454578,0.0,0.0,0.023736799744565572,0.10561998162661737,0.0,0.045733332671311834,0.0,0.13249804037795365,0.030507280703181962,0.021101079337747467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04831999809508691,0.04714838782855526,0.0,0.07796363893252588,0.04086863656713336,0.0,0.0437891821124388,0.04339144936423674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505851089734575,0.06894974050065403,0.09181099758701372,0.06350112573650853,0.032025789282103284,0.06662356065725486,0.041714410539927985,0.0,0.12159628051955115,0.0,0.0,0.0491735622914661,0.0,0.13799192126706628,0.26340778218656524,0.03284891721307321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354390167868464,0.12369290127732832,0.029943397541054774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640594292211592,0.0,0.055338884098570414,0.0,0.0,0.04637127436305461,0.048927304326009335,0.03688511993342429,0.08216960221943817,0.03434744204052002,0.0,0.17484753823360932,0.034417860784963804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709762411549144,0.043222475514648064,0.0,0.03659583416755595,0.03325076000905454,0.0,0.0,0.1834260756865798,0.0,0.03449261462497523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04724425368637699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943103489775324,0.037751085325186715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05738873886279459,0.027675230342344325,0.08487043306953251,0.03428905441624289,0.1007407384776002,0.0,0.040940286331311186,0.08254224420387747,0.0959742098892078,0.029324046201170906,0.04697971352639086,0.12657482349567864,0.0,0.0,0.037303401205423116,0.0,0.0,0.025475337929882592,0.06856646056798073,0.06929088438860984,0.0,0.0,0.04003875232144472,0.0,0.0,0.04966784422453385,0.041634855803552584,0.04683910430730945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147729389974192,0.047222887992439004,0.0,0.13906885177297626
lonely,LonelyThrowaway9999,2019/08/15,"I moved to Seattle over 3 years ago. I haven't made any new lasting friendships here and it's really starting to eat away at me. The only friends I have are back on the east coast or online friends that I play games with or text.  I have tried going to meet ups, I volunteer, I post on find a friend type subreddits.

The Seattle freeze is real and I don't know how to overcome it.  3 years is a long time to have no friends.",2.338266452648476,3.607735539325844,3.289919743178172,94.12101123595508,75.62921348314606,6.434028892455858,25.07383627608347,6.868970318607317,0.713749919743178,329,11,76,3,7,105,61,89,0.025,0.759,0.215,0.9382,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,2,0,10,12,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,9,5,12,11,0,19,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,9,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606726672679296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507042150134765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661280591340426,0.15272879329633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032408707899212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153778389611908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6138224139906284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128820034550938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915798246137656,0.1619042194122902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577506621551234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879418439563182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111047692235596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183128909981276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106170872258334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190225887884682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260764086127555,0.12724295197474722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058635092780244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581864322718605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348519495201476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558133437719853
lonely,justtuna,2019/08/15,"Anyone ever felt this full body ache like I do? I’m 26 and I’ve never felt anything but loneliness. I’ve asked for plenty of numbers talked to plenty of women but all I could achieve was 2 first dates. The first thought I was to boring, the second was tripping on acid and I didn’t know that and she freaked out on me and stopped calling me, we had a whole week planned and it just disappeared it a matter of minutes. I’ve tried talking to my brother and he just cracks jokes and pokes fun at me. I’ve tried to talk to my father but he has never had “ that problem”. I got so desperate to talk to someone about how lonely I was, I told my brothers gf how lonely I was, how I just want someone to see and ask how their day was or give them a hug or just simply smile at them and they smile back. Her reply was “pay a prostitute” and “I’m sure there is someone out there”. 

To be out in public with my parents and my brother is just painful. I’m usually sitting at the end of the table staring as my parents talk as if I wasn’t there with my brother and his gf. I have one friend and I don’t really see him that often. I’m the son that my parents can ask to do anything because I don’t have relationship responsibilities and I never go anywhere. “So they can always count on me”

Most days I just feel there is this pain in my whole body and I can’t tell where it’s coming from but I know what’s causing it. And no matter what I try to do I just always seem to end up with that constant body ache.",1.2931359791802208,3.0234584025157285,2.9727152461505097,93.28047169811323,79.75471698113208,5.3924962047278235,22.600737367165472,6.129581340695534,0.2498810236391238,1164,37,263,8,29,385,151,318,0.13,0.769,0.10099999999999999,-0.8901,3,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,5,4,22,13,0,0,9,0,27,6,3,5,6,64,49,31,0,4,14,9,3,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,13,24,0,1,7,1,1,4,9,7,0,4,16,7,42,6,36,31,5,35,0,2,3,1,39,14,0,6,17,184,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720609072520098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605262687950755,0.0,0.15547447480687232,0.0,0.26493808485712805,0.0,0.0,0.07263830657931387,0.0,0.057585425256868765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147903527641033,0.0,0.0,0.09646006058677316,0.0,0.0,0.09704231477762487,0.0,0.08137385200387312,0.0,0.10208388224064983,0.0,0.07542318955322437,0.0,0.0,0.12184514708068893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733717553012686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544965073431048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04776470569926888,0.0,0.18140380810966253,0.0,0.0,0.1607049839594194,0.0,0.0,0.0729839798547292,0.0,0.0,0.09062012508658956,0.05368704484130369,0.0,0.07555286476864513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383177689650966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046151178458127134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857335742360107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401241571249283,0.0,0.20103636982851295,0.0,0.3146790037094915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903909348221666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060517158265406774,0.0,0.0,0.10142082896355588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055389440599146,0.08599804232530406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401214904400044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897757064092033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903282182063538,0.0,0.0,0.3796398315472049,0.08256720179777598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499522864186277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026604235767292,0.0,0.19240806610166586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404064301702033,0.0,0.05571832835014655,0.0,0.07577470137320373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109352024937115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anonymouse_woman,2019/08/15,"Eventually, things change, right? I have had a lot of severe bad luck come my way recently. I feel like I’m in a downward spiral but eventually something has got to go my way, right?

It’s just so hard when you’re so severely depressed as I am to see things continue to kick you when you’re down. I believe the energy we put out into the universe is what we get back so I also know it’s hard to get out of the spiral bc of all of the negative energy you’re dispensing around you. 

I just hope things change soon. Otherwise I don’t know what I’ll do.",1.3022100313479612,3.18950505172414,3.5778996865203787,88.19343260188087,80.3793103448276,7.666457680250784,21.75235109717868,8.575989854853784,1.303631034482759,430,13,96,10,11,148,70,116,0.195,0.701,0.10400000000000001,-0.9235,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,2,2,0,0,11,5,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,1,17,18,8,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,4,13,3,15,16,2,20,0,1,1,0,4,9,0,3,7,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171144304396415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661893426111072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664501112193122,0.13751857325891054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556178560785788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484639374132454,0.14187544943400085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185685150252225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832778456628059,0.11766252812066927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209909688628292,0.0,0.0936034540343596,0.0,0.13172654828442465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950797436742157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635853956972547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810308796985801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804646581723072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002302040656078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557013757996794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262250715633833,0.0,0.0,0.2813077491991807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124548553921525,0.0,0.0,0.37213081828566463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679498499926525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282603592182536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26146419921837544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BrosettaStone7,2019/08/15,Drank too much coffee — want to interact w ppl so much Not sure what to do,3.3493749999999984,3.2969601875000016,4.662500000000001,90.1325,72.125,8.9,22.25,8.841846274778883,0.9589499999999996,57,1,14,1,1,19,14,16,0.135,0.787,0.079,-0.2325,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7976075867350276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5113047947158488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319983662838135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,b00p24,2019/08/15,"Lost and reaching out I'm in my late twenties. I basically hang out with my one friend and my boyfriend. My friend is moving to a different country soon. We aren't really that close, but it's the only person that I really talk to regularly. My boyfriend and I just split up. I don't have any close family and I don't really have any friends. I'm in a dead end job that makes me miserable. I have some mental health issues and I can feel myself getting more depressed every day.

I have no idea what I'm looking for or expecting from posting this. But, ugh. Just needed to get it out. I feel so lost and I dont know what to do.",1.1900645918966504,3.211505152671755,3.292671755725191,89.40386964180858,81.44274809160305,6.778860833822668,21.52730475631239,7.882392219407189,0.9534493247210802,489,15,107,9,13,166,79,131,0.198,0.728,0.07400000000000001,-0.9644,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,4,8,0,1,3,0,11,1,0,1,0,26,24,10,1,2,5,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,8,13,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,2,3,18,3,13,22,2,15,0,4,1,0,6,8,0,2,4,70,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22339932405183185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059314834983564,0.0,0.14147338808619211,0.0,0.0,0.17161248222520767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250672156166784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454819963949193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839270167029416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484586831119332,0.0,0.16610546270620802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807111621362692,0.0,0.17163388349024067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459636802543818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854249467725118,0.0,0.17144051136198335,0.1629986611145119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902707610803226,0.0,0.18528783863136825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793360864417575,0.0,0.3586094923321177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964210584761064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655313396613654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457805426405154,0.0,0.12179368759916258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130406620540023,0.12492403312150445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342193864173505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731177225271895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31567965597747044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202269114330706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ieltscelpip,2019/08/15,"Feeling lonely at a time I cried today because I felt there is nobody to accompany me. I go movie alone, shopping alone and I truly seeking someone to talk to on daily basis. I would be glad if someone can gather courage and turst that I can be forever friend.
Thanks in advance.
Between I'm from India and I am looking for decent people.",1.820454545454545,4.488617636363639,3.718409090909091,83.09761363636366,84.75757575757575,4.512121212121213,26.431818181818183,5.985473137389443,1.2194000000000005,268,12,45,2,8,90,51,66,0.125,0.6459999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.8225,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,13,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,8,4,9,9,0,7,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,1,2,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302464339279774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604605531319612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811874578262985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294336869844961,0.0,0.2457857048726781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977733446716156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548215163017894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149628944771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746773936917945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43379045087591983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20575101386662534,0.0,0.2356765579960515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492668884308214,0.0,0.2426438100213253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184437062478875,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Golf_Foxtrot_Zulu,2019/08/15,"Its like the world is just fucking teasing me and dangling shit in my face for fun Everywhere i go i *constantly* see other happy people together with each other, im not pissed off at them. 

Im just sick to death of the reminder that im a sad lonely piece of shit, YEAH THANKS I GET IT WORLD YOU DONT HAVE TO FUCKING KEEP SHOVING IT DOWN MY THROAT.

 Its like some school bully dangling your lunch money and then taking it, but instead of getting no lunch i get stomach pains/pins & needles and a fresh wave of depression abd exhaustion.",1.0322012578616366,3.6426613396226415,2.194301886792456,91.91705031446544,91.26415094339623,4.713459119496855,22.161006289308176,6.42735559955562,0.6473957232704404,426,16,82,5,15,135,77,106,0.226,0.632,0.14300000000000002,-0.8773,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,3,15,6,0,4,1,3,12,6,0,0,11,13,5,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,5,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,10,0,0,0,1,10,5,12,13,3,9,0,3,1,2,4,6,5,1,4,50,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921330220174956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916267838995664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273092214000844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782515708431676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278706993195571,0.2779370910375516,0.0,0.10077864903059296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887671928959404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5746286497372716,0.0,0.0,0.1576158041526956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326539130354993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293576098326835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794637293524265,0.1413061393989918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640458922448116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333273438035213,0.0,0.0,0.16325827503155582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NamjoonsBae,2019/08/15,"I can't take this bullshit My mum once again does her daily dose of mental abuse to me bcos of my uncle I am getting too tired and weak to deal with this. I love her Idk if she loves me I hope so but this is getting too much. I have ADHD, ODD, slight autism, learning difficulties, deppression, anxiety and social anxiety my mum has made me have an anxiety attack everyday and even now while I'm typing this I'm having one.
And today has made me very upset.
I have a bus pass and she normally goes on for free too but we r on holiday and where we are the won't for some dumb reason and my mum made a scene wasting everyone's time then I said ""mum come on please we are wasting people's time"" then everyone looked at me and me having social anxiety I hate people looking at me 1 lady with diabetes said she needs to get home she hasn't eaten all day and I was nervous bcos of my anxiety. Then I told mum she embarrassed me and she then said ""IT'S THE LADY'S FAULT SHE SHOULD OF EATEN B4 SHE LEFT OR ON THE BUS!!!"" I tried to stick up for myself and then got mentally abused again by her I'm now scared of her I don't talk much now to anyone I'm nearly mute.
I can't make mistakes anymore if I do I get yelled at I've made about 20+ 'mistakes' and got yelled at everyday that's more than 20. I felt alone alot this year but this is fucking mental.",-0.16294812233836709,2.061011411149828,2.114985481997678,94.09859514130855,89.94076655052265,5.4188540456833145,17.728319783197833,6.937597516519254,0.11314719318621826,1053,28,236,16,36,355,145,287,0.222,0.7,0.078,-0.992,0,1,0,0,2,0,21.0,3,0,0,0,12,16,4,4,7,0,20,9,0,6,1,41,52,25,0,8,6,5,1,0,0,2,4,5,1,0,8,18,2,0,3,1,1,2,5,12,0,1,14,8,45,5,28,36,6,32,0,0,2,3,30,12,2,6,18,149,53,2,0.0,0.2307540837074462,0.0,0.0,0.11702946831325528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085427112040676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724696310304039,0.0,0.09657283923244492,0.06808898253737163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078156676373996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388255017014831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280077329077723,0.1003924727940236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521617003341918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431727024088349,0.0,0.0,0.18609776089665364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349817945259901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900244193543248,0.2035040056104476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576421205063906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961406441200542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767810353582712,0.09671835554650954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580151422310108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354603937508486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577494744220531,0.3685657849213334,0.0650005909958396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944024512246167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316811261870166,0.07220457517034047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540979381948288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370442358460462,0.0659858731065109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350193295511801,0.0,0.0,0.10689183456718944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012083284772688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778864168455905,0.0,0.09749239549177374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985292764052949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321615950968566,0.07826877168068523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356382445484853,0.11192172028479903,0.09230298606742976,0.09304888044832682,0.0,0.06611329012316307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034707277739309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270825848033765
lonely,Happosai96,2019/08/15,There should be an advisory warning on Dating sites for us ugly people.... No one told me It would be this hard for us ugly people to get matches.  Guess I'll just just be lonely forever. 😖😖😖,-0.0030000000000001137,2.256234700000004,3.1650000000000027,86.62000000000002,89.5,5.2,18.0,6.742157984588678,0.2746,148,4,30,2,5,53,31,40,0.32899999999999996,0.6709999999999999,0.0,-0.9217,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,4,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160610486574416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31966394330280995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25994262243450345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966322219129784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40234597984321535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27727765425694223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6980971630050411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20613422962976494,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,isonakki4,2019/08/15,"Dream of not being alone Many have dreams to be doctors or police officer as  a Kid. I never had anything like that, my dream was always that some day i wasn't alone, i would have friends and family with me. Never really had those and i'm starting to think i might never get those and always  be alone in this Bug world.",3.257846153846156,4.628522169230768,4.184615384615388,88.21538461538464,73.46153846153847,7.046153846153848,20.69230769230769,7.554174236665415,0.5733692307692304,251,5,52,3,5,81,46,65,0.031,0.745,0.22399999999999998,0.8723,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,1,0,0,3,13,15,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,6,2,6,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,6,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6105865612548376,0.0,0.0,0.3270301626374845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171397223707645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126735033237482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114002579984566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525555971667604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182594193213925,0.0,0.1026702601080408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600663261486106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923397529971745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084699050832325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546902750187314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589166245784505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909335772637174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591799829196515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959764345901754,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,takose,2019/08/15,"Got to be friends with some people that I will probably not see again, and It's the loneliest I've ever felt I'm a bit scared to write here, because this is not the same loneliness you guys usually talk about on this sub (as I've seen), but maybe this is the best place to ask for advice. I've had friends all my life, and never really got to feel what loneliness really feels like. Until this month, when I traveled abroad for 10 days, and I met some people. We became close to best friends in a few days, to the point where we did everything together. But the 10 days ended, and I had to leave, and they live so far away, that there is a high possibility that I will never see them again. Even if I do only for a few days in a few years, you get the idea. Now that I came back home, I feel I lost the new friends, and somehow I feel very different about my old friends, like I they aren't really friends. I belive this is the first time in my life that i feel truly lonely, and have no idea how to deal with this feeling. If you guys could give me some advice, I would appreciate it, if not, just writing about it probably helped a bit anyways.",7.0196456086286565,4.94431298305085,7.077272727272727,82.53490755007705,65.35593220338983,10.785208012326656,31.20030816640985,9.339509955726095,2.2432169491525427,888,23,202,13,11,286,126,236,0.055999999999999994,0.7290000000000001,0.215,0.9929,1,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,3,3,4,18,13,0,1,14,0,15,2,0,1,4,45,34,17,0,5,9,0,7,2,6,3,2,0,1,2,15,13,0,0,9,1,0,2,7,3,0,1,10,10,26,10,23,19,12,34,0,2,3,0,24,11,0,7,23,137,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546035949588185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871390416121654,0.0,0.08915686474296093,0.07296830621900234,0.0,0.057847038866559994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917264678019891,0.0,0.2072012656721793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853446393836366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576584106244619,0.0,0.0,0.24479739195943875,0.0978324558144614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099144953627191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840486985511755,0.0,0.0,0.06267717413294546,0.08583785298298262,0.0,0.0,0.08528540046773868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878902195870299,0.06779292217160371,0.09111396756603757,0.0,0.0,0.08071753756860185,0.0,0.0,0.4398932994375168,0.0,0.04957865884476756,0.09103181707165044,0.0,0.0,0.15179221079835492,0.0,0.0,0.18792170370566186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360603864651461,0.1002616521987412,0.09518730321361372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424954071767024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047997757231383,0.0,0.0,0.13405412209422865,0.0927216913688203,0.0,0.08379391875506711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358897274406956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533466301885486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574418891484481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637756510642322,0.09165006770047897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957621490180084,0.0,0.0,0.07217183336640735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157632464652652,0.0,0.099144953627191,0.0,0.08970633557800885,0.10697972046359562,0.0,0.0,0.20462546408608745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237627267614126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500633074119026,0.0,0.15123786865108793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627291104596283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533396841860447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451330511950316,0.0782982152799763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741060101829909,0.0,0.0,0.061109192315309424
lonely,Opeth4Zx,2019/08/15,"how do I become more social ? people always tell me to go out of my room and be more social

well, what if i dont know how to be social ? I start to think yes i should go out and make some friends, but it hits me when i start to think . I dont know how to do that, i dont know where to go or how to start, so please stop telling us to get out and socilize, cuz alot of us including me dont know how to do that.",3.2907368421052645,1.6431734421052653,4.613684210526318,95.8257894736842,72.47368421052632,8.021052631578947,23.21052631578948,5.6839178017228535,0.02253684210526297,307,4,88,1,5,103,47,95,0.035,0.857,0.10800000000000001,0.6926,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,1,1,10,0,0,7,0,26,25,14,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,6,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,13,2,14,21,4,13,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,4,5,61,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699064121190953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420088717515075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6027892431046836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993422426171024,0.0,0.06717886126320104,0.0,0.21922858048996036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826615263335637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582957709234211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914266606753694,0.0,0.0,0.1411445775333594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393219897848447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273033302092538,0.0,0.0,0.10750042679963907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477291618068476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478048714193191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093369657064944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561078620430752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lifeofmolly,2019/08/15,"I feel lost A close friend of mine passed not long ago, I feel really lost without her company. We used to talk daily. I feel like a peice of me is missing.

What's the best way to cope with the loss of a friend, losing family before sucked but this feels different. It's hard to process.",0.6663196125908009,3.0123428474576275,2.297142857142859,93.60542372881358,86.6271186440678,6.083292978208232,16.90314769975787,7.447530270364453,0.2295113801452784,224,5,49,4,7,73,45,59,0.198,0.6609999999999999,0.141,-0.1027,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,10,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,5,7,4,8,8,1,5,0,5,0,0,5,1,1,0,3,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857090829159152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782690440832523,0.0,0.2198572934126718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188828788729651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974979267129298,0.0,0.4237179184431175,0.1496668204407924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32371831429722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767082314818054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235110309846314,0.0,0.0,0.1854008808861666,0.0,0.23437687843297425,0.4573879303827046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421104534672848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683881401824901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809407093157335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629132477920094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019504950732988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Prikker,2019/08/15,"I wish somebody would love me I am a 21 year old male, still a virgin and I have never been in a relationship. I am nearly done with college but instead of going out enjoying my life I spent it cooped up in my room. 

Now I feel like it is too late for me, that I am doomed to be alone forever, because who in their right mind would want to date a 21 year old virgin without friends when they can date 'Chad' who is very social and had a lot of friends.",7.643750000000002,4.280852541666668,7.782500000000002,82.01250000000003,65.25,10.85,34.416666666666664,8.07648339933343,2.300404166666666,348,10,82,3,4,114,67,96,0.14400000000000002,0.723,0.133,-0.4959,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,13,4,0,0,1,14,19,4,0,4,2,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,1,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,4,1,13,5,13,12,1,20,1,1,0,3,10,8,0,1,12,59,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291905130312773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194339668413503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004991398163256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906548838054953,0.13996874822579924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027420980582157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134860435230573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101175874581186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838751202184513,0.09571898259099383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656829665432799,0.17682982178933418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782824128665005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511093186426206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111803328845512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103499604183396,0.0,0.16731874688790446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972070580909468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646583409122933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165851581543025,0.11556154966196255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253039022584829,0.18886455872944985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278358776681625,0.0,0.0,0.25233835272102273
lonely,Darkstar1024,2019/08/15,"SADNESS  Have you know for the longest time that residing deep within your soul there is a deeply rooted, fundamental sadness. 

 A sadness that is ever present, that colors each and every day of your life  ?

 There are to many silent sufferers. 

Not because they don't yearn to reach out, but because they've tried and found no one who cares.

 Each and every day it begins again, upon awakening the trials begin anew. 

Each and every day you look first inward and then cast your gaze outward, only to see doubt and misery's head rise.

 My life is a perfect graveyard of buried hopes. 

 Spring is the toughest season, you stand alone watching those who pass by hand in hand, in love or maybe they have just found that someone who understand that sometimes you just need a hand to hold.

Yet there is no one there.

""Life is a tale... Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing. ""
""Macbeth""",4.049899598393573,6.426461379518074,3.724795180722893,88.06859839357432,73.75903614457832,5.8724497991967874,24.31967871485943,6.742157984588678,0.8525153413654621,703,22,129,6,15,211,108,166,0.17,0.6759999999999999,0.154,0.5622,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,7,2,2,9,11,1,1,9,0,10,8,4,1,2,28,23,10,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,10,11,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,7,0,3,3,8,10,4,15,20,4,25,1,5,4,1,14,8,0,3,14,83,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648235382507111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940234677393846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225628966817515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079010599256288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395341771495046,0.4022530235868551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536644963427413,0.0,0.3489828689959537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633260216101188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806431792991674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746050465521195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372209642417408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336395403845088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363223516170415,0.0,0.0,0.1613454217588745,0.15987993747919102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800207790165584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270143108980005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567802650604695,0.12103497134193153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681589370929985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484084455427375,0.0,0.15739590924663674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279721699433008,0.0,0.0,0.15206738926753732,0.0,0.10804724760229452,0.0,0.0,0.1656728575800016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Zacharywyatt,2019/08/15,"Why am I such an unbearable human? Every single person I’ve ever met seems to be annoyed by my very existence. Doesn’t matter who it is, eventually they all ghost me or refuse to speak to me. I just want to know why. I’m not physically unattractive and I’m far too self-critical to allow myself to be constantly annoying.",2.7433333333333323,4.944792500000002,5.16375,77.03958333333338,77.125,8.641666666666666,24.729166666666664,9.2995712137729,2.4473729166666667,256,9,47,7,6,90,51,64,0.149,0.745,0.106,-0.59,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,12,11,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,7,0,7,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423638953540007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865768291714525,0.2669298579452397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411294917260334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27663017807886864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884159978741997,0.33050659043727565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614051200601185,0.1868653847979674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5717515698293241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,deadgurl01,2019/08/15,Add my snap? My snap is so dry and it’s making me lonely so if anyone wants to talk or start a streak with me I would be so happy. It’s sshafer21,-2.514705882352942,-0.7829536470588252,0.5972941176470599,102.8918235294118,100.1764705882353,2.72,9.741176470588236,3.1291,-2.1456870588235293,112,1,29,0,5,39,27,34,0.071,0.795,0.135,0.5009,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,6,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34671038792825376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5278423656418608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33098423973898994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509657275809011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985460669379805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924656315672809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35223816080100395,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sausage257,2019/08/15,I’ve pushed my friends away now I’m a bit stuck. I do have friends but I’m still lonely. I pushed most of my friends away due to the crippling anxiety that I can’t trust them when I am out with them. I just want to meet new people but I don’t know how. I can’t talk to people very well so often or not I won’t make friends easily. It’s horrible seeing people in big friend groups as I know it’ll never happen to me because I can’t talk to people and people probably think I’m weird or not good enough. I did have the chance to meet one if my old friends at this festival but he was part of a big group who I didn’t trust.,0.7874047619047602,2.1166251214285765,2.614285714285714,97.09904761904764,79.92857142857143,6.095238095238094,19.52380952380952,6.816661863887847,-0.0871190476190482,487,11,123,5,12,162,82,140,0.107,0.609,0.28300000000000003,0.9826,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,10,13,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,2,1,21,24,11,0,2,9,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,9,2,1,1,4,1,18,11,15,18,4,16,0,1,1,0,16,7,0,5,7,76,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032288040751876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535613242536097,0.0,0.0,0.08225823003894395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731963562853345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942919090570038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6255263005111037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318135031609128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193270812260283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831909552125133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007356189172387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407412081057386,0.13032598555963226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159693136055498,0.0,0.09143890131120762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612697412682846,0.0,0.4677523600395301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548824647227793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752978574061783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776333495653044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169194754127894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646416485985157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133971125118808,0.07959116478461839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132735193744375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sixfootfish,2019/08/15,"I hate social anxiety I just hate it. It sucks so much...

 ...When I'm afraid someone is mad at me even though they're just busy.  
...When I read an email 10 times before sending because I'm afraid I'll say the wrong thing.  
...When I'm afraid to approach a girl and just say hi, and my brain just completely freezes up around attractive women.  
...When I'm out I wish I was home, and when I'm home I wish I was out.  
...When sometimes I feel lonely and want a friend to talk to, yet sometimes I'm around friends but want to be left alone.

And nobody seems to understand or care. I try to talk to friends, and they have no empathy. I'm just that ""weird kid."" The one that nobody wants to include in their social circles.",-0.1981506849315089,2.0949028150684974,1.0775479452054808,100.339198630137,92.76712328767124,4.289863013698629,18.25890410958904,5.985473137389443,-0.392453698630137,545,16,126,5,20,171,83,146,0.149,0.711,0.14,0.154,0,3,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,0,17,15,4,3,5,0,5,1,1,0,0,25,24,16,0,5,7,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,5,10,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,10,0,1,2,4,13,5,15,21,1,18,0,1,0,0,17,8,1,2,8,69,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407923628561635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399337353264183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420300171299928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286747985904468,0.0,0.11567453335623287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175348091962546,0.0,0.0,0.1385994176141764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253001792687714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978678194859452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873511430802946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31507964664669863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684242977873669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27271687838980263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769870443509991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993120091651617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211614824622782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597632392155687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620915167784055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375424872736122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771464768988866,0.1151811283497607,0.0,0.2688953556259754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852610068674705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031218780970744,0.0,0.13355990465641646,0.0,0.07926743707706745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229402214926884,0.0,0.0,0.1415178519244077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405419825453837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126475168888884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862854329265712,0.0,0.0
lonely,OddOcean436,2019/08/15,"Stop (read the whole post before judging) If you post on this page you should either be such and outcast that you don’t have an outlet, or your too poor for a therapist. The pettiness in complaining about breakups or other normal everyday things to random people that you don’t even know is idiotic. Seeking empathy from random people is pretty low. If you have a serious problem like depression you shouldn’t be consulting the internet for you problems, you should seek advice from an informed individual with licensing for therapy. They might actually help you overcome whatever it is that your going through.",9.451993769470404,9.961083560747667,9.009859813084114,62.22949376947042,59.18691588785047,12.740809968847351,40.2632398753894,12.161744961471696,5.497574454828659,499,24,73,15,6,160,75,107,0.191,0.74,0.069,-0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,11,1,0,4,8,1,0,7,0,13,0,0,0,0,19,15,5,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,1,1,1,3,7,0,0,0,0,12,1,11,9,3,8,0,2,0,0,16,3,0,7,3,60,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.20113343197756992,0.0,0.0,0.2014081100069393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753842581137758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752206773023407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613357826983705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713694848624205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381510535582383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132725552087408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069483670797864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864992531395727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019438416149916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857811657515397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947924265671271,0.2096877632363967,0.0,0.39443848351815053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616557508451544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723170208209467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357045176272465,0.23930936237132294,0.13693019196246498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301142298060685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Seeu____Cowboy,2019/08/15,"Have ""friends"" but they don't feel like friends Idk if I expect too much from people or if I'm just a shitty person that people don't like but whatever it is I feel lonely.

My ""friends"" say I'm extroverted and I think that's true. I'm always joking around people, and always tryna make others laugh. I'm at my most depressed when I'm by myself. 

But the ""friends"" I do have never reach out to me first. It's always me messaging first or calling them and never do I get a simple ""hey how's it going"". Instead I end up looking over enthusiastic and clingy with everybody. The only time people ever contact me is if they need a favor. And honestly I crave human interaction so much and being appreciated so much that I jump at these requests.

I know I'm being used by these people and not all of em are friends. But what do I do otherwise. Being alone hurts, and I've tried my hardest to find people with similar hobbies but even they aren't receptive.

Idk maybe I truly am a POS and I need to fix that.",2.717352941176472,4.388309362745101,4.64980392156863,83.09911764705883,75.47058823529412,6.9568627450980385,23.764705882352942,7.724431198458867,1.2000764705882356,786,24,156,11,17,269,111,204,0.162,0.698,0.14,-0.2246,0,3,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,4,2,10,15,0,0,6,0,16,0,0,3,5,42,33,23,0,6,12,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,11,13,0,0,5,1,0,2,6,3,0,2,0,4,23,12,15,30,5,16,0,3,1,0,18,6,0,6,10,109,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565306336297094,0.0,0.0,0.30284901371507594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800235347014273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388338592921855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449451085800633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745533317313027,0.0,0.0,0.08013207515289675,0.10974274736135783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268815578060002,0.0866725025408247,0.0,0.0,0.1108861631599036,0.20639296126798776,0.0,0.0,0.4686656056399741,0.0,0.0633857679687647,0.0,0.0689501214805009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298777724278866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667543028036743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854365873787105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187997305451943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098341585632839,0.0,0.12188431414439645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26755701657331243,0.1799175376151109,0.18714210093336767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227089215879927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.504656635247473,0.10593374151430124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648017010405824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777382760541067,0.0,0.0,0.07074386771845444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236971365409422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478330495509193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,foreveralone9595,2019/08/15,"You know what’s the scariest thing... Even if a date happens, they could be absolutely awful for you and then it’s back to square one.",0.2616666666666667,2.681982481481484,1.4647222222222247,96.58375000000002,94.55555555555556,4.181481481481482,17.86111111111111,5.985473137389443,-0.37417777777777816,105,3,23,1,4,33,25,27,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.5095,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402505865143393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179375537870841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457381910908941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628910010488588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876780940884935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547077840827993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477613493784218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,XcodyXcatX,2019/08/15,Need Friends Does anyone want to be friends? I'm looking for friends bc I'm lonely and have no one.,-1.6114285714285717,-0.7259549999999955,-0.4662857142857124,105.88628571428572,122.8095238095238,1.6800000000000002,23.24761904761905,3.1291,-0.5051409523809518,79,4,18,0,5,24,17,21,0.166,0.45899999999999996,0.375,0.7096,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23720972152813954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29687775040884395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7863052699904096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848824362730122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515477031811033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298828679925641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009694960447036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zb_beasties,2019/08/15,Anyone wanna talk? Doesn't anyone feel like talking? Don't have friends I can talk to what I wanna talk about and I don't have a social life. I feel especially lonely and casted out.,0.11144144144144263,2.443918027027028,2.1231081081081093,90.824481981982,98.45945945945944,3.547747747747748,14.274774774774775,5.46131890053228,-0.7439333333333336,145,3,28,1,6,48,24,37,0.231,0.769,0.0,-0.7793,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,5,8,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34745951935518005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512587684769052,0.1775006406336622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196040913870016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549540415943002,0.12138553031348832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532747751071706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7988143977262318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OzMcWayms,2019/08/15,"Loneliness is killer. The loneliness is awful. It’s even more painful now, that my partner of 13 years has decided he no longer wants me. I have nothing to my name. No friends. Barely any family. Absolutely nothing. I am so heartbroken.",1.6309883720930216,4.1283598604651175,3.2457848837209333,81.36542151162794,101.55813953488372,7.73139534883721,28.630813953488367,8.07648339933343,3.306490697674418,186,10,32,6,8,61,37,43,0.4320000000000001,0.516,0.052000000000000005,-0.9715,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410028842624204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23407662540218455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340950205423015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738071195609376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.680109136369141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37710460199140333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903320184334395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228220779192754
lonely,srirachisauce,2019/08/15,Im at my limit Holy shit school just started and i already want to fucking kill myself. I thought maybe if i had something to entertain myself i wouldnt feel so lonely and sad but i was fucking wrong. Minute i get there i breakdown. I feel worse than ever. My fucking ex is in one of my classes and in the same lunch and i feel like he hates me. This is all petty teenage bullshit which i'll probably get over sooner or later but honestly if i cant get rid of this stupid bad feeling i cant explain im going to end myself eventually.,1.9166071428571383,3.7119131607142855,3.738714285714289,88.20628571428574,78.10714285714286,5.908571428571428,26.378571428571423,6.742157984588678,1.1172828571428568,422,17,87,4,10,142,74,112,0.305,0.605,0.09,-0.9849,0,2,1,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,14,7,0,1,0,7,5,1,0,2,22,23,10,1,4,6,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,6,1,0,1,3,11,0,1,3,4,18,3,10,19,2,9,0,2,0,3,3,4,4,3,5,55,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873090390489488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172333441606108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033663250740614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535368659072108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432965799637314,0.12126017181467745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707574616252645,0.2660417856589751,0.0,0.09646546865807004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758018142774195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666902499320245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778888074161412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292494161757911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052366600009106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501820783568535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300523224185794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178294138326375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423262737814846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067186224727614,0.0,0.0,0.1201407470994562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347522460854587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011530105687594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297653984197878,0.0,0.18558080215267836,0.0,0.0
lonely,xXHxppyXx,2019/08/15,"Crippling lonelyness 😞 Do u ever have that one person that makes you so happy when y’all have one on one conversations and you feel like your super close, but think about it and there that way with everyone and then you like “guess I’m not special after all” 😞",1.7433333333333323,4.30468307692308,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,83.61538461538461,5.7743589743589725,18.28205128205128,7.1686216300943375,0.2963743589743593,208,5,42,3,6,66,40,52,0.052000000000000005,0.7609999999999999,0.187,0.7531,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,5,0,1,5,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,13,8,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,5,5,4,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,6,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591867922326256,0.0,0.27379592268860475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488041490798034,0.20470025079981288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156499738192638,0.0,0.0,0.3050212239865276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27997249373225186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126395396980336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5824894267796172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250190808162324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359969008077648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274376898492449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,paulasuh,2019/08/15,"Pasta is good life is sad Yeah feeling like everyone is having  a good time in life and in college, and I dont remember how IT feels yo be happy. Kind of feeling suicidal right now, bc is never gong to get better. I tried everything.",1.5087234042553206,3.820397744680857,3.8930212765957455,83.89400000000002,82.19148936170214,7.164255319148936,24.293617021276606,8.238735603445708,1.8400842553191483,182,7,35,4,5,63,38,47,0.125,0.544,0.331,0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,1,1,8,11,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,6,4,10,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,20,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380478810423655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27007308202998564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220194576391596,0.2071039369840704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34955102261750165,0.16462584456884682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039499587066566,0.0,0.0,0.3865630156343363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24530686412940836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399670154861125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32553211103417523,0.11258097646834997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772895392072338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26104274614675993,0.19679385839892255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25206313513148204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437097845111468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645312272842454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CSloserthrowaway,2019/08/15,"Shame I wish I had someone to talk to and do things with. At least I would get out more and practice my social skills. It's extremely hard for me to function sometimes because my social skills are just so awful. It likely has something to do with the fact that I haven't had many opportunities to use or practice them.

When I do so little as open my mouth to speak I feel anxiety -- not because I have social anxiety, but because it takes me so much deliberation (and even luck) to feel like I'm even speaking properly. My voice is quiet, weak, and unnatural sounding because I speak so little. I've never really thought about it much til now, but this is how it's always been for me.

I feel like my issues that have prevented me from having friends and getting into relationships are at such a basic level that I wouldn't even be able to ask someone for help. If I did, it might even be too overbearing to ask someone to deal with me. I feel shame for my deficiencies, and it keeps me from seeking the help that I need.",5.733399339933996,5.844507108910892,6.396782178217823,79.18283003300331,67.01980198019803,9.10957095709571,31.189768976897692,8.841846274778883,2.377157095709572,804,29,159,12,12,264,109,202,0.08800000000000001,0.812,0.1,0.6837,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,3,15,9,0,2,3,1,21,2,1,2,2,35,36,18,0,5,6,0,5,3,1,3,1,6,0,0,13,12,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,11,26,6,26,26,4,12,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,4,7,119,39,0,0.1201715680148375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999237133194404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386184121460925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468838824924967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930218898787069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389160990745328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174887492349985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430494221596559,0.17170118440242912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284425534980016,0.0,0.12556936877838645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765012083980506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610969378648173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254278954539424,0.0,0.10681401120160898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761292740950562,0.2408869627090899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121835108293618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274830431083203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667985921747748,0.08910569499459266,0.09268372159521708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698498363916803,0.0,0.0,0.12901929109406648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674993400861521,0.3054629388224815,0.09251394410944022,0.11885275354571193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903540636109906,0.09658935435223424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798366500227073,0.0,0.0,0.09540280170937508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037896509213856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381913725693382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536643402701505,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sad57899,2019/08/15,someone I know Just moved and it took her two days to find friends. idk I wish it was that easy for me,-1.418840579710146,0.5359955217391317,-0.28695652173912833,110.77507246376813,93.78260869565216,3.066666666666667,16.36231884057971,3.1291,-1.5931333333333333,79,2,22,0,3,24,21,23,0.052000000000000005,0.627,0.321,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23535248668741984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335434146057865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28194739895188525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055839297058006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878674954338136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092077183548398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054555270536733,0.0,0.0,0.35648786503103397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196565302475623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,stressyandagressy,2019/08/15,"I kinda don’t want to change my lonely life Ever since the 5th grade I have been so focused on going to college and creating the best life that I want to live in. My junior year of high school I enrolled in a local community college and have gotten enough credits to graduate a year early from high school. I’m so proud of my achievements and I have been able to be very successful even though I suffer from depression. 

However, with all of that being said, I have not made any meaningful connections. I was bullied through grades 6-10 and had to leave my original high school because the racism was so bad. At my new high school, I immediately enrolled into community college (dual enrollment) and had primarily adults in my classes (ages early 20s -50s). Even the connections I made with my peers while I was in my high school I completely ended because I was so focused on getting into college and having the best scores on my tests. 

As I’m getting closer and closer to my goal of getting into college, I look back and see that I have no one. I have stacks of certificates and a shelf of trophies but not a single friend. This is my only social media app because I don’t have anyone to add on Instagram or Snapchat. Because I’m graduating early (which was unexpected), I’m not going to prom, I’m not going on senior trip, senior skip day, yearbook signing, or even graduation. I feel bad that I’m not participating in those activities because they sound great, in theory. Even if I did participate, I would be alone and feel like shit because I’ll see other people around me with their friends having fun. I don’t even know what it feels like to have a friend to hang out with. Honestly, the thought of being social makes my anxiety even worse. I am so awkward and insecure that I rather stay this way in fear of being outcasted even more. I don’t even know what having a friend feels like so I don’t even want to change my situation. Being lonely feels familiar to me, I wouldn’t know how to even be a friend. I guess I’m just having another pity party but I just needed a place to admit my loneliness. 

There are probably grammar mistakes but I’m too ashamed and embarrassed to reread what I wrote. Thanks for reading.",5.898730404823429,6.517149506976743,6.592273901808787,76.16506890611544,66.72093023255815,9.53316106804479,31.507321274763136,9.53975657930432,2.8672101636520244,1768,67,325,34,27,582,201,430,0.174,0.698,0.128,-0.9734,1,5,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,2,6,26,31,1,5,14,0,39,3,1,5,2,65,78,28,0,9,14,0,5,3,5,2,2,2,0,1,14,22,0,0,11,1,1,5,12,14,0,1,16,10,47,17,51,53,6,49,0,5,3,0,13,27,1,5,18,222,61,27,0.0690477888983988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151268557514802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04695486420048233,0.07240262704759091,0.05282136951516595,0.0,0.0,0.04827981943881767,0.0,0.0,0.06146717110091871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053093487597217284,0.1153040392041879,0.2525453474043467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492278907764422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608681048884822,0.0,0.07239529297081307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04453011165841237,0.0,0.0594707594014747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115584649444675,0.07134482356946005,0.0,0.4560541336218599,0.06245767811911889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769795893868131,0.17456318360476986,0.14798326255625002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26673075211228464,0.0,0.10822385957106803,0.0,0.1177243489136389,0.0,0.0,0.0761254310205929,0.07606392398813851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647638997891461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138405770686389,0.0,0.0,0.0731116387297342,0.0,0.0,0.09754099056930382,0.10119978575166888,0.0,0.06097046261142084,0.0,0.05798275254465025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066937472271253,0.04608993525454897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511980605668064,0.0,0.0666867847820798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04678856872837711,0.05251395486976362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478690428947393,0.0,0.07214024332609649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444519478718728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906647421068611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656802590269353,0.0,0.0,0.3494002432534825,0.11004429620931801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087656306081798,0.05711704449691812,0.07761260771074817,0.0,0.14077105077764854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359575586504857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356992715464073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783910201790419,0.05481623167246511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056971657110619287,0.12217852457639697,0.054806920917523615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036559580510404,0.04904956815557779,0.0,0.0,0.08892902445977062
lonely,bachalorettelife,2019/08/15,"I’m fat, unattractive, directionless, and financially dependent. I’ve never had a boyfriend and I’m feeling like crap on a stick I’m having sad girl hours and I just don’t know what to do. I always thought I’d have a boyfriend and that we’d be together forever but I can’t even find a date. I’m young and trying not to be desperate but I feel like I’m becoming an incel",1.0954746835443032,3.1594213797468385,3.4966930379746834,87.58149525316459,82.03797468354429,7.494303797468352,25.064873417721518,8.472884824447931,1.770277215189873,295,12,65,7,8,102,50,79,0.085,0.7879999999999999,0.127,0.4391,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,5,0,9,2,2,1,1,16,18,7,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,2,5,2,3,13,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,6,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610407183056199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34647981793437244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720953521326385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31725318091368104,0.4482442001654687,0.0,0.0,0.28673499701717337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30895165298282823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241266861213786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30653613278684777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419607109840024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24905915876232385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129957329739451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheOn1yGuy,2019/08/15,Dad just tried to call an ambulance on me because I'm suicidal I've been lonely for a while now and i tried to open up to him. instead of acting rationally and talking to me about it he tried to call the police. why am i such a burden,0.6629411764705893,2.5120623529411823,3.427215686274512,88.6584705882353,82.33333333333333,6.432941176470589,21.964705882352945,7.554174236665415,0.8657341176470591,184,6,41,3,5,65,38,51,0.191,0.809,0.0,-0.872,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,10,2,0,6,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809616827424256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6062497516812801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247141134154084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23860295359940464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6046406232073485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678678775354203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DocDepamine,2019/08/15,"going down again last week shit was pretty good. out of seemingly nowhere, everything is going wrong and i can't really fix it. i know nothing happen just because, there's probably somewhere in the road where i've fucked up but i can't pinpoint when or what it was. but it's not good.

one of my best friends is slowly but surely stopping to talk to me (and when i ask why, they just say there's nothing going on). and maybe that's it. there's nothing going on, but my mind keeps telling me there is. or maybe not. maybe it's all true.

i'm getting so fucking tired of spending the afternoon alone and the morning talking to one or two people in my class. i'm getting so fucking tired of biking around the city to forget this shit. i'm getting so fucking tired of being tired.

i just want some days off.",2.65351446099912,4.455907116564418,3.5016345311130586,90.69480061349695,75.99386503067484,5.884136722173532,25.753286590709905,6.5431188927421005,0.8873912357581064,632,23,130,5,14,201,90,163,0.196,0.664,0.14,-0.8928,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,15,13,6,0,4,0,8,10,2,0,3,29,28,16,0,1,12,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,8,6,0,2,2,1,1,4,4,7,0,3,2,1,11,6,18,25,3,23,0,0,0,4,7,11,6,5,8,82,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815460753067677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296193693432073,0.09762490383483036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365757047750893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095894193378656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734660726245327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385201900310336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067983904967943,0.3861633477800812,0.16367598228518507,0.0,0.2373924878018904,0.1751763873614878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923442198965998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281928321281988,0.0,0.0,0.057390204432033326,0.08512172945087004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31473208390519003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544123707181882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006008157118072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152452105639576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239635185717108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623953504762107,0.11258968615144692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689844262145456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304433376172195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506618064955336,0.0,0.0,0.21438509263956307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730542922607219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842096510666233,0.0,0.0,0.1678685134301631,0.09127357216044334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800926960092358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200974962275088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159359591453858,0.0,0.08376483062442175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422888887004162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417424526141348,0.0,0.0
lonely,MedievalFootfare,2019/08/15,"Am I the Only One who Gets Lonely as Night Falls? I’m not the most lonely person, but it hits me real hard when it turns to night time. I think it’s because at night time, you’re expecting to be by yourself, and that thought kind of lingers subconsciously and puts me in a lonely mood.

The day I’m writing this, I just lost another person, a girl I knew from high school who blocked me on SnapChat because I was starting to annoy her. I had a feeling it would happen, but I really needed to talk to someone, even if it was just a one time back and forth where no one tried to continue the conversation.

This is the one thing I simply can’t overcome with my current knowledge. I really feel like I have a happy life, but anything related to Love just instantly fails me. Now, I’m here on Reddit to complain when I would simply just relay these thoughts in my head to myself.

Let’s see what happens.",6.9971577655003045,5.662672718232045,7.247808471454881,78.91945979128299,64.91160220994476,10.03339472068754,33.92326580724371,8.841846274778883,2.6576882750153463,706,25,143,9,9,230,114,181,0.12,0.768,0.11199999999999999,0.0954,1,6,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,11,12,1,0,10,0,11,3,1,0,0,28,30,10,0,5,9,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,13,4,0,1,7,0,0,2,3,7,0,4,7,4,19,4,19,18,1,23,0,5,1,1,11,7,0,2,15,97,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057878834933318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032402994094484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308767043426642,0.0,0.16344949711114926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646080117901493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854863440814774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557453281594573,0.09577602634254637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004340251811049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23710638326282646,0.1427146311224554,0.12009586125121224,0.0,0.13758931539764307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164697927944025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960801389801564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709049351566852,0.0946940382398923,0.06549736219207666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634772870860335,0.0,0.12099885070431292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940746094180432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774326184419993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633835162423771,0.10196243490129786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341206846556497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347723027176091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259526249785615,0.17177087849840467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568088575916165,0.10683240689383093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135927962180468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489186092030544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775632770437957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906679499372505,0.08590340600440471,0.0,0.21286518858842687,0.23452304962527865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091021300106647,0.14582416677679289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904717864957248,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GravityCGB,2019/08/15,"I should be happy. I fell out of love with my wife and I think she may have fallen out of love with me. We have a son who is only 4 months old.

I am so tired, so stressed out. More than anything, I miss feeling loved. Really loved, and giving that deep love back. I want to feel connection and partnership.

I’m so lonely now in a full house and I can’t tell a soul.",-0.9055696202531678,1.145091924050636,1.232772151898736,100.29498101265824,91.78481012658229,4.678987341772152,14.229113924050633,6.2581,-0.8544997468354429,278,5,69,3,10,92,57,79,0.154,0.54,0.307,0.941,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,3,0,8,6,0,0,0,16,20,7,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,11,6,10,17,2,12,1,2,0,5,12,6,0,1,4,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341850733749506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340114191486313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624353588107014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671863254826867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552548689310933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010970064465259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7864775501245775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391095226779017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287871219579302,0.0,0.0,0.13254864081622406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164894452948423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963842757105787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232937563005475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167230086639653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031050307498272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279551666914817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Vykyrie,2019/08/15,"Really bad day... Had most of the day off, so sat down to play some video games. My brother and a couple of mutual friends were online, cool, started playing together. Then more people... and more people... some of them I was okay with. Others... not so much. Then two others joined... a couple girls that constantly mute me, with one asking ""who's yelling"" (I'm naturally kind of loud), and other things if she accidentally unmutes me, in the vein of saying ""who's being annoying""... the other, I've barely even spoken to. I ignored it and all. 

We got playing some games, but it seemed more and more that when I said something, it was just met with silence, whereas if anyone else did, there was laughter and talking... we got into free for all in one game, and everyone was having fun, saying things like ""hey, where are you, havent seen you"" all that kind of stuff. I literally sat in the same place, with no one seeing me the entire time, and not one person thought ""hey, where's Vykyrie hiding at?"" Other people went and hid, and it became manhunt; moment I did, no one cared. 

Next match, I'll admit, I was rather listless. I just walked around and let people kill me. Immediately got told that if I wasnt going to play then I should leave... so I did. 

It just felt like I was nothing more than an annoying piece of shit that no one wanted around... so here I sit, crying and lonely. All I wanted was some fun and to talk with friends... instead I'm just depressed again, and no one cares, not even my own family.",3.5642644431209045,5.146457356164387,4.3537701012507455,86.4605568790947,73.04109589041096,6.722096486003574,22.96962477665277,7.255503002510835,0.7885692078618218,1156,30,231,12,23,371,158,292,0.147,0.7120000000000001,0.141,-0.6355,0,3,1,0,1,1,80.0,2,2,1,0,20,25,4,0,8,2,19,2,2,0,4,54,43,26,1,7,12,1,1,2,2,1,0,5,0,2,20,24,0,1,4,8,1,3,9,8,0,8,25,9,25,18,27,15,18,28,0,2,2,0,27,12,1,9,14,171,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163606754256309,0.10497307781826264,0.0,0.18240608485355705,0.09577778325174982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554224142065085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891108821767826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071305152690344,0.0,0.0,0.2267199955515815,0.11253752831386303,0.13214473970775162,0.0,0.08824082995360699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558460004480556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353357369556919,0.0,0.0,0.0978962474714272,0.0,0.0,0.09658161241138907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836895263777601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583066581117454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058225220587031966,0.0,0.2458180868479556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334676705639588,0.2133737416967993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848073483016676,0.0,0.10476301014448701,0.0,0.100104692073071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531321664166032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895771901005508,0.0,0.0,0.0983044238426955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859637786602234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841062812466368,0.08945619434512715,0.10703940908466122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563268475140137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745428890489237,0.16294617227532546,0.0,0.0,0.08164012135457951,0.09326747261364343,0.0,0.0,0.1051644003152019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887172591090097,0.0,0.0,0.07251529069072174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728179579470348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469234245095687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612768191542182,0.0,0.0,0.08133458907181157,0.05973995715513995,0.0,0.0,0.0978962474714272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007966517911478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085641772676048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949730321367542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sleep_taIking,2019/08/15,"Ever felt betrayed by the person you trusted the most? My gf cheated on me with my best friend behind my back. I found it out through my friends phone, I know his passcode. I was randomly going thru his phone while he was playing games on his pc and I found out some revealing pics of my gf in his gallery. I am just scared to fall for someone again atm. I like to express my feelings through words/songs so this is what I wrote ig

""I know everything, but sometimes I just gotta keep quiet.

Who cares, If you don't love me,

Who cares, You have crush on someone else,

Who cares, Who you go out with,

Who cares, Who you show your tantrums too,

Who cares, If you are cold heart,

Who cares, You found new friends,

Who cares, What people say about us,

Who cares, When you  cry,

Who cares, I will miss you so much,

Who cares, You broke my heart,

Who cares, If you come back one day,

Who cares, I am not gonna be in your life when you want me back.""",2.525509499136444,3.773930808290153,2.5730777202072552,99.53181001727116,75.11398963730569,5.768428324697754,22.71122625215889,5.6839178017228535,-0.09415965457685617,718,19,174,3,15,215,109,193,0.10800000000000001,0.621,0.271,0.9908,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,14,0,1,13,25,2,1,2,0,10,4,2,0,1,29,39,10,0,4,7,0,2,1,5,3,1,2,0,1,18,7,0,1,8,3,1,4,2,5,0,1,7,5,40,20,20,28,4,22,0,2,0,1,47,8,0,6,11,114,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634908884920543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437684174751298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8671169721627552,0.0,0.0,0.061050814602933226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785066336012993,0.04570722229258737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059205297883539475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064108686714468,0.0,0.0,0.06369608313698318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035835518663549774,0.0,0.06804919506970099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23312576150306574,0.16426891366344096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055751916548795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796969420607682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629951794648495,0.0,0.0,0.0778998954221833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05005969637792383,0.03462496822222327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396565022383746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05209981028716242,0.0,0.0,0.06844958574085748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04802537950106235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049134414961879216,0.06188357053673586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056361054812972225,0.07095623762380897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010092705074325,0.0,0.0700952099380654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525149351353395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0418027320855875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Otlanier,2019/08/15,"I literally don't have a friend Well, today was my first day in a new city. I moved from my parents house to a new house in another city to study.
The house that I live has many others guys, but I don't talk more than a phrase with 'em. So I don't talk to anyone during all day.
My high school friends are gone after 1 year that I finished school, my friends from my last college also stopped to talk to me when I leave (before even I told thar i was moving) and well, that's every possible friendship contacts that I had in my life, people that study with me and now they gone, because the only thing that make me be friend with they was just my presence.
So basically the only person I talk during all day about stuffs is my mom. I send a message to her talking about random things during all day, but I have noticed that sometimes she's like ""Uhum, okay now why you're talking about every single breath you take during the day, it's enough right?"" and she's right.
I always was the guy with no friends that don't talk to anyone, but now when everyone really delete me from they social circle I feel that hiting me hard. I was listening to the BROCKHAMPTON song ""Lamb"" and I can say the same thing as they sing in they hook.
What I can do? I'm like different from everyone in my college, my color, social condition, tastes, everything is different and they don't even know my name. That's a method that I can make someone see me as I'm? I'm going crazy with that, I was invisible all my life but now I see that don't have any advantage in be invisible.

Sorry for my english.
Also sorry to my mom , she's being so nice with me that I feel bad.",3.5503288822947567,4.5122933738872435,4.557466617210687,87.39754512858559,72.23442136498517,7.515776458951532,24.13068743818002,7.793537801064563,1.0316093966369926,1285,34,275,16,24,419,151,337,0.083,0.8170000000000001,0.1,0.9134,3,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,6,2,19,13,0,0,13,1,27,4,1,2,4,29,43,18,0,0,5,3,3,2,5,0,2,3,0,3,21,11,1,1,3,2,0,6,7,1,2,1,10,10,54,12,33,30,8,35,0,0,3,0,38,9,0,1,22,183,75,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249255760366273,0.06499195561060968,0.0,0.0,0.05311598972489814,0.08190284989208778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922959471388842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652167593910961,0.047613796448314566,0.0,0.06646399401605912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25186538110278484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632120756179817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070624801426181,0.0,0.10317894466493717,0.0,0.13161839859846186,0.14927072077150375,0.07019826386016331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898731196075927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664384639024677,0.0,0.0,0.30172950406200794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04439046883100795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467802542325632,0.0,0.0,0.06996925647329136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252519044880993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703777798685091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042926010079499456,0.06366829065262862,0.0,0.08270489368168879,0.0,0.0,0.11033971327686873,0.07631906188599336,0.0,0.06897062787282532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427514035390166,0.07918906057089402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829578478172358,0.0,0.16603248332713186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087402064023256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892626020707073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880901946033,0.0,0.0,0.08672948037544727,0.0,0.0,0.05415012126712875,0.06820072756757209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880548206797805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003786361612078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340728717300768,0.0,0.062114466107586475,0.0,0.1580985488641941,0.12448362499316395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924215337400308,0.06618049455903803,0.0,0.07725062201994147,0.17487059865506996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530162720350187,0.0,0.0,0.08941475615171747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587273530292577,0.4394606971340707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567407628979651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403707166202163,0.07463536038575189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404566044279704,0.0,0.07048015028776804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029886924262333
lonely,lifesuxxass,2019/08/15,Chat Anyone up for a chat. I'm too depressed to even type what's going on,-1.1105882352941163,0.7790076470588225,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,90.1764705882353,3.4000000000000004,14.382352941176471,3.1291,-1.3838000000000004,58,1,14,0,2,20,16,17,0.20199999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956678154912952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.610560307407381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682108565973094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028748210910004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ContentSavior,2019/03/05,"It’s Unfair. I’m expected to live for other people. If I choose to die, it’s not on their conscience. It’s their guilt. It’s always about other people, my feelings are irrelevant to anything.

It shouldn’t matter if I or anyone chooses to take their life. It doesn’t in the grand scheme of everything. Cue someone trying to give me a reason, something to show they have something of a heart. It isn’t about me, it’s about them.

I empathize with them however. I’m a hypocrite, my own worst enemy. I’m done trying to make friends with people face to face, they will simply never care as I do for them. I give up.

I won’t stop trying to be a decent person though. I have no expectations for anything anymore, aside for myself. I just want to grow a garden, I miss that most.

Still, people should be allowed their own lives, unattached to chains of guilt and shame. It’s odd to think the very attachments to those we love are also in a sense a prison - what we give up to spare love.

I always asked for too much. I’m content to see I’ve always had enough. I am always enough.

I am always enough.",1.3108634992458548,3.6275149185520377,2.791295248868781,91.4514375942685,83.07239819004525,5.131297134238312,18.710595776772248,6.42735559955562,0.00816274509803927,851,21,175,8,24,277,119,221,0.162,0.7509999999999999,0.087,-0.9416,2,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,2,0,9,0,8,10,0,3,9,0,17,6,3,3,1,26,35,7,1,7,5,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,14,5,0,1,5,2,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,2,28,5,34,27,8,9,0,1,1,2,19,5,0,4,3,122,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097591964497402,0.4732980322193577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282194209129652,0.07954546336156383,0.0,0.1872338728021931,0.0,0.10635268531424018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598856472523487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806763036488105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641864952151483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526415663053709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022425001312216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05752179476689115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789271176308977,0.0,0.0,0.3273943905234151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348092428617068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035389715379608,0.0,0.0,0.20090894109247492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053503976795434,0.0,0.07593742683262522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362860944943995,0.0,0.08774073954933613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154746842052283,0.09933312469333022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696691218211215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090654072799094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639069189967024,0.17516003317689655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085096882632668,0.0951106375112493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553532622631745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289448818046917,0.11177118859951432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23171203774346416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938660690121944,0.0671001359935196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rain_EDP_boy,2019/03/05,"Good morning/good evening everyone. Things can get tough out there. I am in no way saying life is easy and we should breeze through it like a fart through silk filter; we are going to take our lumps and deal with our own unique adversity. What I am saying is that in all the chaos, remember to breathe, remember to smile, and remember that the only time to panic is when there is truly no tomorrow. Fortunately for the majority of us, tomorrow will always meet us in the morning with a cup of coffee and a fresh deck of cigarettes, ready to crack it's cocoon and mature into today. So ease the grip on your moralities and be yourself. Fantastic is really just the flaws. Nobody is perfect - not you, not me, But the great thing is that you do not have to be perfect to be alive, and that is what makes life absolutely perfect",7.762216981132077,6.747654553459121,7.820369496855347,74.39395047169812,63.21383647798744,11.472012578616352,34.340408805031444,10.686352973137794,3.457282389937107,650,23,125,14,8,211,100,159,0.08199999999999999,0.682,0.237,0.9831,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,6,3,0,3,6,9,0,1,10,0,19,4,1,1,4,27,23,10,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,10,13,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,4,12,6,21,18,3,13,1,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,6,93,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708772787686244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985315058523426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088178294987304,0.0,0.0,0.15742859063750414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607666378675809,0.0,0.09363294971290488,0.2763740676140455,0.0,0.1816408088997787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23273988981554986,0.08049001364360034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997393393424623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253021114388174,0.0,0.1933021951279806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554501655627244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5598992349694857,0.0,0.0,0.26203646118884744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387378276841775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189091989143932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606882288745053,0.0,0.15616661842909846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963552446894377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077329501191512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Little80sbunny,2019/03/05,"35/f When you're chronically disabled for life and you struggle to find friends online. I've had Reddit off and on for 4 years... I've searched and searched for 'friends'...especially those to 'voice chat' with.... sadly.... the 'friends' i had made years ago no longer communicate with me at all.... I've tried posting on needafriend type subreddits..but i keep encountering young guys that want to chat... or people that don't want to voice chat or people that live in far away countries, where our time zone difference would make things difficult. ",5.3132653061224495,7.523255581632654,4.3589285714285735,85.62982142857145,69.71428571428571,7.757142857142857,29.5969387755102,8.472884824447931,2.102485714285715,429,17,81,7,8,126,70,98,0.075,0.8640000000000001,0.061,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,2,1,15,9,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,5,5,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,2,5,2,15,5,1,15,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,2,6,39,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281411176242495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496165175069096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23904343267217998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091156696908479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35353490171047314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265443044954221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033646605769427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160559028428206,0.0,0.0,0.20203132124690987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164925874844201,0.15272330431550366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172370872264835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21912360657825472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391875657425001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520020927106936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334129602187799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553376665056058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26989996675913697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253032430174644,0.0,0.0,0.2946746266845742
lonely,bgmx524,2019/03/05,"Is always being lonely depression, or is it not Just curious, I’ve been like this for about 4 years now where I find myself  always wondering later in the day why I’m so d*mn sad about having no one to talk to or express myself to. Just can’t figure out if it’s depression or not. Also I’m assuming never being able to have a girlfriend might have an effect on how I’m feeling.",4.296455696202528,4.5807029493670886,6.255544303797468,78.35496202531645,70.13924050632912,8.851645569620256,25.92658227848101,8.841846274778883,1.9041017721518991,299,8,58,5,5,105,58,79,0.209,0.743,0.048,-0.9252,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,2,1,18,15,7,0,1,8,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,1,3,1,10,11,0,9,0,4,0,0,3,4,0,7,6,45,6,0,0.26396049697024465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108911406080375,0.43927255782756097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702326836387311,0.0,0.4546975785107332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346635839367665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24125511218320175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895776565995276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800203739539834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358260791192004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886646409839302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216144881876606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23818329208672614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862538991632876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998190576399794
lonely,whatsadis,2019/03/05,"Losing sanity I am graduating soon and I dont know how I will cope with not going to school anymore. Despite not having good friends it kinda eases the mind having people around you. I am looking for someone to keep me sane. Just texting each other  how our day was. It doesnt need to be a meaningful or deep conversation. If you think you are going insane, hmu.",2.6141046277666007,4.967173830985917,4.320643863179075,82.15126760563383,78.29577464788733,6.310663983903421,22.818913480885314,7.447530270364453,1.1601814889336013,286,9,52,4,7,96,57,71,0.109,0.8029999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.3625,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,3,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,2,0,18,17,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,1,9,2,6,14,1,6,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,3,2,40,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708252902142059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24310206659318076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611616047876552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32005163666306785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109835084357108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31039910678232524,0.229049346379222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427290169811813,0.0,0.0,0.15007946004276496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293212249384746,0.3055104016302092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757363226458031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024878338539228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932160119167754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763749158510147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313826249024491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498077546401772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Marc1755,2019/03/05,Feeling lonely and just want to cuddle with someone. Since I (18M) went to collage I started to feel pretty lonely. I do have friends at school but It feels more as colleges then actual friends. Last year I got rejected by a girl I fell in love with and it took a year to get over her. I felt pretty depressed during that time. I have never had a girlfriend. Since a few weeks ago I started to develop feelings for a new girl. The problem is that she was in the same class as me 6 years ago. I don't know what to do. One side of me wants to just go for it and ask her out but I'm afraid I will to fast and scare her out. I really don't know what to do and I've got nobody to talk to or something like that. I just want someone to talk to and cuddle with all day.,0.4411144578313255,2.174834000000004,2.317695783132532,96.92485692771086,82.49397590361446,5.113855421686747,20.01355421686747,5.985473137389443,-0.2014445783132528,588,16,141,4,16,195,94,166,0.11699999999999999,0.737,0.147,0.5023,0,5,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,2,7,0,11,3,0,0,2,31,32,12,0,4,6,0,5,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,8,11,0,0,7,0,0,4,3,7,0,1,7,5,18,4,28,24,4,26,0,4,0,3,13,7,0,1,16,91,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.13825987057330194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25118268423955714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324522763790971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137229423972494,0.0,0.12202933081271262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28655196192834936,0.0,0.13603563644456118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892422773822195,0.0,0.07402228868068418,0.0,0.08052037484681038,0.0,0.2266299070810973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572795301791698,0.11548863447966705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692180059464081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787231252150874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927284675659224,0.13683604855408646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600647089545812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882802995088601,0.0,0.1355692416326657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076424829487736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184704073250967,0.1433883753936534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343993851131491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400910992730345,0.10907268141076122,0.0,0.0,0.20056457767522126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277550692784124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261512270742033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741240825840516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507007434206831,0.0,0.11364766633199773,0.0,0.0,0.13133937614815716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27371306808259965
lonely,temporary_accountxx,2019/03/05,i miss him i know he doesnt feel the same way if he didnt message for 2 years but i want him.,-3.4962499999999963,-2.1046547916666665,-0.17833333333333454,110.59,96.91666666666669,3.2,12.166666666666668,3.1291,-2.1307333333333336,71,1,23,0,3,25,19,24,0.069,0.853,0.077,0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,5,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620589266733783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935251054872028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223477955773883,0.5683711350784827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461115947835168
lonely,swaghil98,2019/03/05,"Looking for people to talk to! Hi, I’m a 20 year old male who is just looking for people to talk to. About a month ago, my girlfriend of 8 months left me and I’ve been pretty lonely ever since. I’m not at the university this semester since I’m doing an internship off campus so I don’t have any friends that I can talk to or hangout with. Just looking for people to text and talk to about random things!",2.2069579831932766,3.690981964705884,3.861008403361346,89.0088235294118,76.41176470588233,6.26890756302521,22.731092436974787,6.868970318607317,0.5955210084033609,317,9,68,3,7,106,58,85,0.031,0.885,0.085,0.6579999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,9,12,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,4,1,16,11,0,9,0,1,3,0,9,3,0,2,6,42,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400547632001668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814566663512015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571531329823175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342271266544059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876344046239152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376805940793166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27734702533932776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230551672163672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613376428799921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675081773231288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874305532864003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5585660179515907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542172527408262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187955770834264
lonely,UrMumHAHAH,2019/03/05,"Seeking lonely individuals for our discord. Support, shitposting, and friendly people within. (Verification also) https://discord.gg/ZmnE2r7

Hey! We're a really small Discord server that creates a space for those who feel unwanted and left out in the real world. If you ever feel lonely, struggle to socialize and connect with others or just feel as if the people in your life aren't supportive of you - please consider joining us! We are pretty laid back and provide a moderate amount of channels including a **Dating** and **Support** section. We always try our best to ensure that the members here are protected from trolls and other such people, we do this by providing a verification process that will give you access to most of the channels where only those who are verified will see. It's a simple process and makes it easier for us to filter out the good from the bad! All ages are welcome, though only those 16 and above will have access to Dating and NSFW. Thank you for reading and we hope to see you there!",4.895833333333336,7.86312669444445,5.419999999999997,74.01500000000001,73.72222222222223,7.555555555555558,28.33333333333333,8.515128840125781,2.660333333333334,815,33,123,16,18,261,111,180,0.09699999999999999,0.7190000000000001,0.184,0.9596,0,4,0,0,0,0,31.0,8,6,0,1,9,13,0,1,12,0,10,1,0,1,2,31,22,16,0,4,4,0,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,13,17,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,14,9,23,19,5,16,0,2,2,0,21,11,0,5,5,98,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532825345168166,0.11999798546909615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089201973275664,0.1204130522343714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513441809289483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045023764478605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187574959976168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141973588534324,0.0,0.0,0.13834365326667403,0.0,0.1209602488246604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323750116130232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668943532762436,0.0,0.10186293969818984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962642734736604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193631943654096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999404497332261,0.0,0.0,0.15830417288876342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671795426238698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425348884869166,0.16414763073754252,0.09238747741469217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298405099943103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700848302771932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076426838282966,0.0,0.0,0.4909585886262978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277330112350336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168997705880984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979121534612966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34694448313830895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cybernetic_Yoshi,2019/03/05,Anyone wanna chat? I'm 18 by the way,-4.526666666666667,-4.0828853333333335,0.5872222222222234,98.86750000000002,124.55555555555556,1.8,4.5,3.1291,-2.6659333333333333,28,0,7,0,2,11,9,9,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6610115174874199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7503757550380865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Imthatguy0029,2019/03/05,"Rough day at college Once again, I've managed to fuck up in school due to some absolute bullshit excuse. I worked on 167 online problems using this program called Mc-GrawHill Connect back and forth several times, and it was the wrong set of problems because those were the problems that helped understanding of the material but offer nothing towards practically solving actual problems. Despite my efforts, I got a single answer out of 17 away from having the worst exam grade in class, and whoever got that grade probably didn't even study or give a crap at all. I am actually just extremely stupid because this sort of bs happens all the time to me and it seems like I'm the only one constantly getting caught in these absolutely stupid situations.

Sorry, this doesn't have much to do with being lonely today but I've got no one else to vent to and am somewhat common in this subreddit. Advice is appreciated, because apparently I don't know how to handle myself well enough to not find some quirky fuck up to ruin everything despite it happening again and again.",13.39164835164835,9.219504487179492,12.157362637362638,57.51692307692309,55.410256410256395,14.835164835164836,47.85714285714286,12.28987398476788,5.848714285714285,865,39,138,18,7,279,134,195,0.243,0.7070000000000001,0.05,-0.9922,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,8,15,5,0,8,0,12,3,1,2,2,30,27,10,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,13,1,2,7,1,7,2,27,19,9,25,0,2,0,2,5,12,3,6,12,95,18,9,0.0,0.0,0.2446710077533798,0.0,0.0,0.12250257145365298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778199097042913,0.09639585699869037,0.0,0.2292590513054741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800890665388395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547209148654935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084830117253422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472410079214728,0.0,0.0,0.1295327491494252,0.0,0.08280060519245026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266753599692615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457885496650455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23179081999965906,0.06549661840639627,0.12025892439428112,0.0,0.0,0.3007910078462832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217149045874909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402769535612263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889583188938385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061245678877618524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215570191872104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028849098350425,0.0,0.0,0.13350673935289706,0.16989745388473687,0.09534366479113583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351617434775837,0.4798190947682093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687332254186134,0.0,0.1141251136011221,0.0,0.14162369613491468,0.0,0.0,0.1409124578693688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033281156369815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619950998563205,0.0,0.11882878546974393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050655709640285,0.0,0.10827276153515472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271574726490365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126523463055207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706397608224946,0.0,0.0
lonely,souththroaway,2019/03/05,"Carnaval It's Carnaval here in Brazil. Everyone's out but me. 

I hate holidays because they usually make me realize that I only have friends from school, those friends are only friends with me at school and that outside school, I just stay at home lonely.

I guess I'm just not that likable. I'm quite a weirdo: I'm 16 but I'm becoming bald, I can't small talk, I don't really understand social interactions - am I supposed to just stand there?-, I've never kissed someone, I have a weird accent because of a speech problem and the last time I went to a friend's place I was at elementary. People might think I'm smart - I can talk about Goethe or the Venezuela's crisis -, but being rather honest I feel dumb and I'm probably never going to be someone. Talking about Goethe or watching old Italian movies just because being pretentious is the only thing you have left has never made someone's life better.

I think very often that I'm never going to be loved.  And in a certain way, that calms me down. The thought that if I killed myself I'd not going to be missing anything is quite resting. But I can't really kill myself. So I just keep living a lonely existence.

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lonely,AirAgate2297,2019/03/05,"Haven't exactly given up yet but I just kind of half-ass everything because what's the point. I used to sort of have a friend group but now I've completely isolated myself. I feel like a ghost at school, like if I left it would take several days for anyone to notice. Every once in awhile someone talks to me directly and i'm like ""holy shit I still exist?."" I only do the bear minimum school work to get by and my grades have dropped as a result. I am 17 btw",1.5167708333333323,3.413581302083333,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,79.72916666666666,7.183333333333334,21.08333333333333,8.167268648758528,0.9795083333333342,359,10,79,7,9,120,74,96,0.114,0.7490000000000001,0.138,0.3337,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,5,0,6,1,1,2,1,12,12,6,1,2,4,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,10,5,12,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,2,7,44,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092198522924726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285737647151815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131165205844413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997711694708844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980678241801872,0.0,0.18113183938350574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190506372003193,0.14398075899016785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570989099073518,0.0,0.10529672864838194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987368728636469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189746251002709,0.0,0.0,0.2953879048982813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22945549070685384,0.0,0.2146343314878588,0.0,0.15328082951644556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190521161634754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079400171018407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276836921498634,0.20687869360020536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076483165834191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095071102688102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153356922763644,0.16199082840814938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406650707732985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467240733910266,0.0,0.0,0.1431687731947856,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,robespierredocerrado,2019/03/05,"Carnaval It's Carnaval here in Brazil. Everyone's out but me. 

I hate holidays because they usually make me realize that I only have friends from school, those friends are only friends with me at school and that outside school, I just stay at home lonely.

I guess I'm just not that likable. I'm quite a weirdo: I'm 16 but I'm becoming bald, I can't small talk, I don't really understand social interactions - am I supposed to just stand there?-, I've never kissed someone, I have a weird accent because of a speech problem and the last time I went to a friend's place I was at elementary. People might think I'm smart - I can talk about Goethe or the Venezuela's crisis -, but being rather honest I feel dumb and I'm probably never going to be someone. Talking about Goethe or watching old Italian movies just because being pretentious is the only thing you have left has never made someone's life better.

I think very often that I'm never going to be loved.  And in a certain way, that calms me down. The thought that if I killed myself I'd not going to be missing anything is quite resting. But I can't really kill myself. So I just keep living a lonely existence.

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lonely,igotpermabanned666,2019/03/05,"(17M) I committed social suicide and now I have no friends. In the 10th grade I had a pretty good group of friends but then I started struggling heavily with a mix of different mental illnesses that basically caused me to act weirdly, stop leaving my house and basically become a recluse. I was planning on killing myself, so I blocked all of my ‘friends’ on social media and dropped out of school in the 11th grade. Since I was so suicidal I also did some crazy shit like assaulting a teacher. A few months after I’d dropped out, I attempted suicide but failed. My family care about me a lot. So now I’m really trying to give life a second chance but I feel like I’ve damaged my social life so much that there is no going back. I feel like my life could have been easy but I let negativity beat me and I’ve ruined it. I feel like I have nothing to live for anymore and the loneliness I’ve caused myself is just a nail in the coffin. It feels like the rest of my life is going to be a living hell. How could I turn my life around before it is too late? ",3.065846619021439,4.571406359813086,4.427822979659155,85.7383150082463,74.18691588785046,7.465200659703133,26.606926882902695,8.124751697461798,1.6105006047278725,827,30,171,13,17,274,119,214,0.309,0.556,0.135,-0.9954,1,0,0,0,0,3,16.0,0,0,0,4,14,19,4,1,14,0,16,7,1,3,2,29,27,16,5,2,5,0,4,5,3,0,6,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,9,0,1,5,4,27,10,21,18,6,22,1,3,0,0,8,8,2,2,14,115,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207314003589533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178134047466267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136242110345116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789161024466819,0.0,0.0,0.11334672497381705,0.08733053488783736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046380817298242,0.21085847441369512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388334018053274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722646204822248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675039021931577,0.0,0.2075711610475553,0.2932754489433925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378749520362283,0.0,0.0,0.09845200709980513,0.11665394005654,0.08608113921297175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842119174078734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354484222206893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577106245063835,0.10867030653196154,0.0,0.10494608506695437,0.3624528710052876,0.2506990662881077,0.0,0.18124826570694733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725231989327396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342685846533184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191825303172631,0.0,0.07544482761082227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847621228928917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441156304341302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574737884672772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386699627143184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534817667297816,0.08489656149856546,0.0,0.0,0.31385495191913754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726420122425614,0.0,0.0,0.08580324004227077,0.0,0.10729111506554996,0.0,0.3367815483864501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967900442203302,0.11163192296500077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,2pumpstud,2019/03/05,"I'm bound to die alone I'm not quite sure why this came to mind at this time but frankly, its always inside me, the thought that I'm so unlovable, that love is dead, that I'm bound to die alone.

The one person i loved to death, who i'd give everything for, I ironically left, for reasons though i may believe justifiable to myself, maybe selfish to her and others, Its a long story but TL;DR I developed feelings for her  she didn't feel the same, Continuously tells me about guys she's interested in as well as guys shes had sex with.

Should i have just endured it? so as to get so much as a kiss or a lick of attention?  I tried distancing myself so i could get over her but that hasn't seemed to work, I've cut her off and haven't talked to her in ages yet she ever lingers in my mind. she crosses it like a chicken does the road just to cut off a bit of my sanity little by little.

Should i just become the person i hate just to experience love even if its fake? The annoying dudes who seem so desperate and fiendish over women yet always seem to get a ton of them, should i just stroke my ego and have countless of short lasting relationships? What good is it if I end up lonely anyway?

I enjoy my singleness, I enjoy the sort of liberty that comes with it, but I just want someone to talk to for as long as i can and as long as they can hear and i want genuine conversations, with engagement, follow up questions from topic to topic laugh to laugh,or maybe i just  i don't know what i want , attention? Validation?  idk anymore whatever it is i hope i get it before my inevitable death

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lonely,finding_meanings,2019/03/05,Hi if anyone even reads this... Life has been difficult for me as long as I can remeber. Constant bullying in school days led me unable to intreact and communicte with people till today. And I was was always sad but didn’t realize I was deep into derpression and had severe anxiety issues . I have nobody to talk to...... My life rn is me going to class and getting back home....thats all I can do.  Well this sounds pathetic even to me but I wish I could get out of this.,1.5535483870967752,3.90493,3.643451612903228,85.50517741935484,82.33333333333334,7.590967741935482,21.12795698924732,8.548686976883017,1.5550137634408605,362,11,72,9,10,123,68,93,0.16899999999999998,0.768,0.063,-0.8608,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,1,1,15,17,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,6,1,12,1,14,10,1,12,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,54,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857334835281305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075952796098892,0.0,0.0,0.15607772485049284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716392241079696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24121705429052945,0.0,0.17821970726325312,0.0,0.0,0.14395576859584072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948639510740709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23324215614624086,0.0,0.12685872172900234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390371539499992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23297937276561606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153279375249698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753901888179515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474977729047873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22327627326588675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259063752229633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521703948358472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794124593367084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158254280571745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006978723739227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566872320252425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lavvina,2019/03/05,"I feel like I wasted so much time I've been using the internet for a very long time, I use it everyday. I would look at memes, watch videos, scroll through other peoples blogs, forums and so on. Recently I have realised that I have never made a single friend online, in general I would rarely interact with other people. I would play games that require internet connection, the MMOs and I would just do a quest after quest, never getting into some kind of conversation/rp with another person. 

It makes me simply feel bad, feels like I have wasted a huge amount of my time, like I spent it all doing NOTHING. 

I'm unsure, maybe I feel this way because I feel very lonely nowadays but still.. 

Was wondering if anyone felt the same way.",5.877689848121502,6.733500733812952,6.223261390887291,77.95313349320546,66.84172661870504,9.055475619504397,28.394084732214232,9.150863307647796,2.3558722621902475,578,18,103,10,9,186,94,139,0.079,0.843,0.078,-0.2938,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,7,0,11,0,0,4,3,30,26,6,0,5,3,0,6,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,7,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,5,8,15,6,11,17,6,17,0,1,2,0,4,5,0,3,13,67,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036929442357347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002698752787051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973451604128425,0.08741640841794894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625413030072553,0.20489255417445196,0.13768821978434553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107918776754603,0.0,0.07492152364766476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933091110128802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101766330839454,0.0,0.0,0.12690608352299304,0.1204213982891084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569025380051866,0.09572181738238897,0.0,0.14406638614757736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541682560967648,0.0,0.22120062262970824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759789804480055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988335091786763,0.12521292356764355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159198085283212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145208655301774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508562345165861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24770623159261795,0.0,0.2366430123104389,0.0,0.2276513536581911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551313880529544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074741072854826,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NathanAALIS,2019/03/05,"bro's and girls. i want you! hit me up :) i dont care about race, religion, sexualiry and gender. i want to get to know ya",-3.4800000000000004,-2.7762517777777767,0.15018518518518675,102.00083333333336,122.33333333333334,4.762962962962964,11.907407407407408,6.42735559955562,-0.6351925925925928,90,2,24,2,6,32,22,27,0.095,0.69,0.214,0.3103,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4871869400291674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5600217183366221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24965025007244065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626068654935901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5636816009865082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,XxInsultToTheDeadxX,2019/03/05,"I dont think anyone will ever want to be romantically invested in me. It's two am and I'm just thinking, sorry if this turns into a rant, I'm high and I've got a killer nicotine buzz happening in my skull.

I'm undesirable. In every sense of the word. I have way too much emotional baggage. I don't even have the intellect to justify that now though ever since I low key murdered my braincells with drugs and alcohol and I continue to do so. 

I left my ex five months ago? I don't miss her, but I almost miss being with someone. At least having enough physical contact as a human. I don't get that now. That's what I miss though.

I can't seem to find a reason why someone could have any feelings for me. I'm fucking ugly, for one, and now that my personality has been reduced to just the druggie, I haven't got much going for me I suppose.

Humans are social creatures, as much as I wish that wasn't true I'm afraid it's written in our biology. I just wish I didn't crave something can't have.
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lonely,justanothersaadgirl,2019/03/05,"I wish I had friends and a boyfriend. I have the feeling like I have no friends, cuz after school ended pretty much none of them talk to me anymore. I was never good at making friends all my life and also bad at keeping friends. Sometimes I have places I want to go but then nobody in the group chat replies. I only talk to one or two friends online at most now, and rarely meet up. I’ve also been so romantically lonely. They say I’m a pretty girl, but what’s the use of being pretty when pretty much no guy ever likes me? Only two boys liked me and they ended up playing me. Now I ended up falling for pretty much any guy who gives me attention or flirt with me and it hurts because they’re not into me but I actually crave the feeling of hugging, cuddling, kissing, intimacy, spending time together gaming, watching movies or just chilling and a man who gives me a sense of protection and security and tell me everything is going to be okay and that i’m beautiful. And furthermore, battling mental illness is really tiring. ",4.859007142857141,6.029680715000001,5.793428571428574,78.97100000000002,69.35,7.914285714285715,30.785714285714285,8.192908349453996,2.2980714285714283,813,33,148,11,14,268,123,200,0.10300000000000001,0.598,0.299,0.9936,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,0,8,19,1,0,8,1,10,6,0,3,3,33,23,22,0,2,8,0,2,3,5,0,3,1,0,5,5,12,0,3,3,3,1,3,5,4,0,3,3,4,23,15,19,18,6,23,0,2,1,3,25,9,0,4,14,104,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0994450731383942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298759156071313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929923810066313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106287844312298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508684033950559,0.062120650185335274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707740916492355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921793637547553,0.0,0.0,0.09158609726928067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305297080690914,0.07280131335639256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936597030815882,0.0,0.0,0.19551409285056506,0.11583049416391103,0.08547350298153895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018049436386968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090919510960142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905782953962145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719788721055154,0.14935764734825832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680227161048062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269678092359157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247368154055598,0.0,0.07859580797154461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905380773444426,0.1550074576550408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064695635695946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183726729625731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528327614229941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103934801138568,0.0,0.1031338118507602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078715047033836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381557011529066,0.08906990330942859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059421919649643225,0.11712538745042644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990937424810285,0.0,0.0,0.08801363748509462,0.0,0.0,0.060106507313467235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718630191846308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,0ur0bor0s,2019/03/05,"I’m stuck All I really want right now is a girlfriend. Someone to watch movies with and cuddle, someone to hold my hand, listen to my problems, and all the other gross relationship stuff I want that. I was very unhappy for a long time because of this and I’ve come to realize I’m stuck. I’m lonely and unhappy because I don’t have a girlfriend, except I’m scared, I’m scared of finding someone because I have an extremely bad stamina problem.  I’m scared that even if I find someone who can look past how I look, and my personality, that I’m just going to disappoint them even further. The majority of my friends have girlfriends at the moment and it’s just made me feel worse about the whole thing. There have even been times where I could have gone further with someone when hooking up but purposely didn’t and even moved their hand because of how afraid I was of embarrassing myself and disappointing them. It’s hard enough for me to find anyone and this makes it so much worse. I hate myself, and I just want to be loved. ",5.412399086062454,6.1055498514851525,5.716534653465349,81.75356054836256,67.81188118811882,8.591622239146991,30.884996191926884,8.617729084823388,2.2566941355674017,818,31,161,12,13,261,108,202,0.213,0.6940000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.9672,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,0,15,15,1,5,8,0,14,4,2,4,2,37,37,16,0,7,6,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,12,13,0,1,5,0,0,4,2,13,0,0,8,8,22,2,20,27,6,17,0,3,3,2,12,6,0,1,7,107,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750940094115645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255572109313467,0.27029428051324844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954880800214066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850528003989801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453842618713755,0.0,0.2928634208217257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604945480267588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30394664997919474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085642991415933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299901882087686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930047195997484,0.1094421366592207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980993990699076,0.18617337292863806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000471028424514,0.10488963167051324,0.07399371647451759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178167725804282,0.0814880339624763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581955540996216,0.0,0.09679057312919596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121383369463196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710138098272679,0.0,0.0,0.11901218872431485,0.0,0.09466590933574058,0.0,0.0,0.3329427268238947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696172773227618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689755377693446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364429287316468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927589272244908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146345335580686,0.19614788037456676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376087034747013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259327081631989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,austinizzle,2019/03/05,"I want friends but I’m scared to approach them. Hi, 18 year old male in college here. So I’m in my 2nd semester in college as a freshmen and I’ve made 0 friends and not once really talked to anyone. All my old friends from high school go to different schools than me. I also have a speech disorder which is a pain when trying to talk to strangers. Can redditors of r/lonely be my friend?",1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,2.765000000000004,93.05,81.0,6.5,26.25,7.645422480735847,1.375375000000001,304,13,67,5,8,98,60,80,0.132,0.6920000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.4497,1,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,7,9,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,7,4,12,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,4,36,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269683761613727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476802776714277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642977515367576,0.20450545513082088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5514431540585131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141045130142684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852958816474805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884238966944484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744814168677077,0.1900306910046384,0.0,0.0,0.1898706573678398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431197878958815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864760868069282,0.3611776494511639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868434778856033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114771744953733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524738026560818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490824864374535
lonely,sashaa17,2019/03/05,"Lets chat about anything 20 f , bored, lonely, lets talk. Im open to any conversations, hit me up",1.6642105263157916,3.985217789473687,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,81.63157894736842,5.905263157894738,20.026315789473685,7.1686216300943375,0.3433999999999999,74,2,16,1,2,24,18,19,0.235,0.765,0.0,-0.5574,0,2,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545852571068466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30807560318621263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043851437755909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7656398429887421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009053936157693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,simonweise91,2019/03/05,"Hello fellow loners!! Hopefully the title to this doesn’t sound too negative haha. I’ve been a lurker on this subreddit for a while now and thought that I should contribute to this wonderful community.

First off I’d like to say that even as a lurker, all of you make me feel less alone. So thank you all for that. 

Secondly I guess I should introduce myself.
My name is stupidly put into my username, I regret making that decision. I am a 19 year old college student. I am currently going for a computer support certificate. I  am a musician, which is my passion. I’m going to college so I have a fallback in case my hopes don’t work out, they usually don’t but I’m pretty optimistic and persistent so hopefully one day I’ll get somewhere. I love all types of music but I’m mainly a metalhead. That’s all I’ll tell about myself for now, in case someone wants to chat and learn more :)

I’ve been lonely for quite a while now, since I got my heartbroken I suppose. Which will be three years ago later this year. I’ve also been especially isolated due to an illness I was diagnosed with in January which rarely allows me to leave the house. But enough about me, I’d love to get to know you wonderful people. Hopefully at least make one or two friends. 
A few of my other interests include:
Video Games
Watching movies
Binging YouTube 
Anime
Concerts
Metal
EDM
Dogs
Cats
Anything creative really.

I’m a pretty kind person, a little awkward at first, but I promise I don’t bite. So feel free to message me and introduce yourself if you share a few interests.
I wish you all the best :)

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lonely,hostileward,2019/03/05,"Filling out my passport references made me realize how lonely I really am. I'm renewing my passport for a trip I might be taking a couple moths from now. I had to add two references which are people that aren't related to me and have known me longer than two years.  


...I could only name one.

​

Nothing like something as stupid as that to make you remember how you cut off literally everyone to mope by yourself in high school. ",4.189776247848535,6.285910903614463,5.241514629948366,78.60240963855424,72.49397590361446,9.080206540447504,29.929432013769365,9.606745405546679,3.1070323580034427,347,15,62,9,7,114,64,83,0.155,0.845,0.0,-0.9003,0,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,0,8,0,0,4,0,15,12,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,3,0,3,2,0,11,1,13,7,0,8,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23493598885788924,0.2634730517449341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312168206469514,0.23991906170231175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719104003491848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22909355498245576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593253469214137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517046505880415,0.14473618582430278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23002312289285065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805491877455493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469301039483489,0.16490952934565012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032311608553825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389073081467781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24562693120802345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944425938242731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692687761702169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302971258851978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236242031822368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634730517449341,0.13963187123497822
lonely,Xycolo,2019/03/05,"Succesfull yet so lonely did I trade with the devil? I'm 17 years old and already built a small career for myself. I have good grades at school, got a pilot license, have been accepted by a top universities, became fashion model and board member of a political movement. Yet I hardly have any real friend that I can truly thrust and talk to.  This resulted in a soul crushing loneliness. there are even nights that I cry myself to sleep. Every action I try to take to make new friends fails. 

Sometimes I ask myself I traded my social live with the devil for the success I got.",4.206202020202017,6.153073600000003,5.16030303030303,79.83489898989899,72.0909090909091,7.070707070707071,24.949494949494948,7.793537801064563,1.5262828282828278,456,14,79,6,9,149,80,110,0.188,0.654,0.159,-0.6748,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,5,9,0,0,8,0,7,1,1,2,0,9,13,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,4,1,13,5,12,9,0,12,3,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,51,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23047930353342566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420301749621931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952534491166112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294200159193871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794832440358498,0.0,0.17597134382700294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32272537497758114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517965443523895,0.3340846396924945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709518151401053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442488589152392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941391759221616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171575131863798,0.0,0.19599849520487775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191606782880527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377254139965319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113748107937886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209008206263478,0.2129037886915645,0.0,0.0,0.20656528134478966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703475109872764,0.16787164421064174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418004458078063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449729988899245
lonely,BbwBabbit,2019/03/05,"23 Female looking for Male friends Not like that. I know what you’re thinking. Stop thinking that. 

I know it’s such a stereotype but, really. I do get along better with other guys than girls. 
I don’t want to have to worry about who’s the cutest in the room I want to kick your ass in Mario Kart and talk about what anime chicks we’d wife up. 

I’m into creepy movies, horror, games, furries, and other stuff. Shoot me a message. ",0.2229310344827589,2.6238284482758623,1.2076149425287357,99.31762931034487,92.10344827586206,3.3597701149425294,15.295977011494253,4.7782277997778095,-1.1030298850574711,333,7,72,1,12,103,67,87,0.221,0.636,0.14400000000000002,-0.8203,0,0,0,1,0,1,13.0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,14,13,3,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,9,5,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,3,13,12,0,6,0,0,1,1,12,5,1,0,2,42,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562128097326985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238186203090818,0.0,0.15135434479587995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28684485421793265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184189885982399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415309648596384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24327190572318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558684926404456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242199054249964,0.0,0.0,0.3316329210059223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328468890855141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712513459970584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341740732749315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942006253358133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Krendall2006,2019/03/05,"40 and alone Today is my 40th birthday. I had no party because I have no friends. I have no one to share it with because my wife left me in November.

I hate my life. It's only been 4 months and the loneliness is crippling.",0.5065957446808511,2.56936561702128,2.637702127659576,92.89400000000002,84.31914893617022,5.4621276595744686,24.293617021276606,6.742157984588678,0.8079565957446802,172,7,38,2,5,58,35,47,0.27399999999999997,0.581,0.145,-0.7269,0,1,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,8,2,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577053377739129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210759628167552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668366123063673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34098726010035185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752519944047085,0.0,0.2439492566792941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756757986235461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340356909593998,0.2626739831325924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273760292151877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TigerFalco,2019/03/05,"Spring break boredom So I'm on spring break. It feels nice finally having a break from school and having time to myself to play games and other things. Though, I've been bored for most of it so far because for some reason the second that I'm able to stick around...nobody is on.

During the week, I typically have people on to play with or whatever, but the second this break started everyone has just up and disappeared. Been playing the majority of my games solo for the past few days. Bored and by myself....perfect combo.",4.319400000000002,6.1747967400000014,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,71.6,7.4,23.5,8.07648339933343,1.3175,414,11,76,6,8,132,68,100,0.081,0.8440000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,11,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,1,3,4,16,9,4,18,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,8,53,9,1,0.29730947029907784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646684618342748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123709356758294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174001254410025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840919397882125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503286013332668,0.0,0.0,0.325687992340541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28381553066825344,0.20611695195193733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056836522898065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008930565377475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043717332113293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19751920126209285,0.0,0.29210504504621315,0.0,0.17336354303081838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384837236431261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mastersauce89,2019/03/05,"A Problem (M 16) For context:
I'm a guy, 16 years of age, in 11th grade, extremely skinny (90-100 pounds at 5'8"")


I've only been in one serious relationship so far, which lasted about 3 years. However it started to die after about 2 and half.
It's been around 7 months since she left me for someone else, and I have realised that she just used me for 3 damn years.

I've been feeling very lonely since then.

Around November of last year, I fell hard for a girl I have been good friends with for several years. Truth be told I've always been a little sweet on her.

I desperately desire her, I need her. Whenever I'm around her I just feel so happy and she is just so sweet and caring. Problem is that she's in a good relationship with perhaps the 2nd best friend I've ever had. 

So do I confess to her with a 95% chance of ruining 2 very good friendships and having my other friends look down on me? Or keep my mouth shut and drown in my own despair and loneliness? ",3.5132777374909345,4.4519192436548245,4.632882523567805,86.90986040609137,72.2994923857868,7.862073966642495,26.25416968817984,8.192908349453996,1.449265699782451,749,24,162,11,14,246,115,197,0.14,0.644,0.21600000000000005,0.9569,1,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,13,19,1,0,7,0,13,2,2,1,2,28,24,13,2,4,4,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,13,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,2,7,6,22,12,27,16,2,29,1,3,1,0,18,15,1,1,13,96,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319215187570142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312045039525389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014828243050588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644368634754627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287101573937061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360036335620268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121805560538257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541353180604214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874458832575637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31205894796087885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279641488972685,0.0,0.13201849608261018,0.11109495125644604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023208590361784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021809578421061,0.0,0.0,0.13474492879557753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429770246288625,0.0,0.0,0.10414311927486046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898925631327066,0.0,0.0,0.09195709921057198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403718830055719,0.09432058371814957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23733520835806585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26629588045825164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401040091864488,0.0,0.2051764332191532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507927606705876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777993307798837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118503642056386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071109453485288,0.0,0.2046541711585268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993146925104615
lonely,Blugirlhelpmepls,2019/03/05,"Mrs.Lonely I'd be so happy to have one 'in real life' friend. Just one. I crave a physical connection, I'm so skin hungry...I just want to be touched, and I want to touch someone. Just one hug will suffice for another month. Everyone I try to see in real life... They leave as soon as they start to know who I am...they leave. Online, everyone is so kind, they feel so real, and I feel real...just to know they are 1,000 miles away. Everything good that happens to me.... there's a heavy catch that ruins all the joy. I must be deffective somehow, or else why would I be so alone? I broke out of my anxiety shell a couple months ago, found a group of friends, and now they are all gone. I'm so frustrated, I'm so sad and scared deep down...and I can just feel myself sinking further into Depressions arms...I'm so sad...so alone. I wish I knew what was so defective about me, what's so horrid that drives everyone away",0.6737327188940085,2.9239439462365624,2.3922427035330287,93.68693548387098,85.34408602150538,6.123502304147466,19.609831029185873,7.447530270364453,0.5239250384024583,698,20,155,12,21,229,108,186,0.185,0.664,0.151,-0.7091,0,4,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,5,0,19,14,1,1,5,0,13,4,1,0,3,29,30,17,0,5,5,0,6,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,7,0,0,3,0,7,0,3,4,7,20,7,19,19,2,18,0,4,1,1,9,9,0,2,6,91,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303023146877108,0.0,0.0,0.24075693340250445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187651965570255,0.08891507038445859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184024429495965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860547215345464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010809652485612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709463755985874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33318613378103995,0.10445936980730013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630702762029113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743939100141127,0.17959688524133374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748759389126957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278115610306253,0.12372821497031188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103489473570933,0.1277531299115492,0.0,0.0,0.2461400211030481,0.0,0.0,0.164192335818732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554618251696567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362798761102129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291774022969169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636577166197128,0.0,0.0926196767773163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848067993453198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226767272940899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891204214940853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711006500958586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048788342921124,0.0,0.13365791985282616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256593581179879,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,littlepinkranger174,2019/03/05,"Need friends hi, I’m looking for someone I can actually get close to and talk to when I need to. but no pedos please",-0.11893333333333088,2.051380040000001,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,88.6,4.933333333333334,24.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.6207333333333342,91,4,21,1,3,31,20,25,0.10400000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.187,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.3612931464853953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860404206710609,0.0,0.19343100406936786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109017388920323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490448576363189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064036936300331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31369647729238576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975785571995405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,s6vannah,2019/03/05,"I feel lonelier when I get in touch with irl people I know „a lot“ of people irl, but i can only consider 1 of them as a friend.

When we (the person I consider an actual friend and I) weren’t in touch for like a year because of a „fight“, it hurt for a few days but i got used to it over time. I got used to it so much that I was okay with being lonely.

Out of sudden, we started talking again. As happy as I was that she made the first step to get back in touch with me, I instantly started to feel lonely again. In a way I am not okay with.

We talked about what happened and also said that we are still „best friends“. This happened roughly 2 weeks ago. We spent quite some time together ever since. But deep inside I feel unneeded. I know that she’s the „more social person“ from us 2 (she has an intact family and gets in touch with many people, easily; when I’m not even talking to my parents regularly).

I feel like I am expecting too much from a friendship. Like are simple questions like „how are you?“ expected too much when I keep carry about what she feels like? When I take time to listen, give advices. I feel replaceable. 

I am starting to believe I was made to be alone.",1.7422314049586802,3.5710329752066134,3.4256198347107443,90.09479338842978,78.75206611570249,6.548760330578514,21.33057851239669,7.520522993642371,0.6951090909090909,908,25,196,13,22,302,127,242,0.06,0.75,0.19,0.9872,2,5,0,0,1,0,28.0,6,1,1,2,17,14,0,0,11,2,14,0,0,4,1,39,43,16,0,3,5,1,11,5,3,0,0,2,0,2,10,14,0,1,9,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,10,13,35,11,33,31,6,32,0,3,0,0,26,8,0,3,27,133,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.10171312542101886,0.0,0.0,0.1018520300306452,0.0923933161506217,0.0,0.0,0.10795050708031324,0.0,0.08335243174598315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014618473192563,0.0,0.06353744116355603,0.0,0.0,0.11743114882113148,0.10938261122906087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721951630270084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688427159246016,0.0942817063824681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825845938909772,0.0,0.3162099261600785,0.14892339826486095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865770650702877,0.0,0.0,0.24158276014548785,0.0,0.16336710647803446,0.09998659973838583,0.0,0.0,0.16672398192989993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843399110101976,0.11095442492497068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115800205487357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264412232103096,0.0,0.0,0.11456380474819094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546067666281808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861234059525487,0.0,0.1972492732965732,0.0,0.10567252880753132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22986240716274045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927136299512316,0.0,0.0,0.11573471698444725,0.0,0.0,0.21677919430838027,0.1820186600679986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676108770822645,0.11086108699322944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914628726498237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621986248708102,0.0,0.0,0.10624902555020724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213228967975693,0.0,0.08323795140191463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836774246385321,0.25132758873630795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233148134962893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537546301499825,0.1800419440754624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273266284119764,0.08360675654838001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712049203145834
lonely,TheTortillaIncident,2019/03/05,"Texting Buddy? Hey everyone, I’m a 25 year old female looking for some casual texting buddies maybe Xbox live friends to talk to about anything and everything. I know how it feels to go days without any texts and it’s always nice to have someone just to see how your day is going and share memes with or whatever! Some of my interests in case anyone wants to know/has some in common are: music (I play guitar) specifically indie, alternative, classical, electronic rock, indie-pop, lots of other stuff! I like video games, specifically Xbox (Skyrim, fable, tekken, etc.) I watch lots of tv shows like orphan black, it’s always sunny, parks and rec. honestly I don’t want to make this too long so just dm me if any of you guys are interested! If not hope you’re all doing well and having a nice day :)",3.8449038461538483,5.923090322368424,4.806842105263161,81.42520242914983,73.40789473684211,7.8348178137651825,24.19230769230769,8.617729084823388,1.7333091093117403,627,19,116,12,13,204,111,152,0.015,0.755,0.231,0.9841,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,0,8,13,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,3,1,27,18,11,0,5,7,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,5,9,13,17,18,7,11,1,0,4,0,8,2,0,9,9,64,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28822967381496456,0.0,0.0,0.2355615283296255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110425882532347,0.0,0.14252742038624486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33509567126498285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931618561476723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549837112099314,0.15565943896207893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875742503363522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381255529099126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686513863826705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149351944877464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720249639041867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037048150267136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923185420868428,0.0,0.15293724729335978,0.15327502046609848,0.14544292735954706,0.0,0.0,0.29449395440864595,0.0,0.0,0.11561119144993202,0.0,0.1740009436288841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817424513524443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380165987082052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675033379477673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827058408784787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921021037956233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431365644668853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572604678179047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695695358914645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153400862349336
lonely,No_More_Heros,2019/05/24,"Allot on My Mind Hey guys. Just having a bit of a rough night and I have allot on my mind and finding it really hard to love myself tonight.

Was supposed to go out for drinks tonight but everyone cancelled last minute on me and a few people stopped responding to me entirely.

My ex who I broke up with recently was friends with everyone I knew and I don't think they wanna affiliate with me after she broke it off so i'm probably gonna stay in tonight. Bit of a bummer because I was planning to go out for a while but yeah. I wanna say I got something positive out of my last relationship but i'm pretty sure I learned nothing good from it at all. 

We where together for 4 months and she moved in with me for a month or so and basically lived at mine. I would look after her constant anxiety, depression, I never could open up about my own anxiety because she would shut me down every time and I didn't want to piss her off. I thought that her anger was just temporary or she was just having a bad day or bad few weeks. Still I would cook for her daily, buy her allot of gifts, do her laundry. I gave all of myself and helped her out anyway I could. I gave her everything. And in the end she broke it off with me and never gave me a real reason why. I feel used in many ways.

The day before we where literally talking about travelling and how to move our stuff into our new place and the day after she just completely switched when she woke up and started to treat me like a stranger. We met up a few days after we broke up so that she could give me my clothes back and we where talking fine, really enjoying each others company and we where going to go and see a show together. She mentioned she was going through allot of things internally and that's why she treated me like a stranger out the blue but I feel like I never got the real reason why. A day later after we met up, out of nowhere she blocked me on all social media and wouldn't reply to me on Facebook. 

I also found her on tinder tonight. When i was in a relationship with her I had to literally argue with her to get her to delete tinder and to stop going on dates with other guys while she was with me so yeah that sucks too. 

Worst thing is she was the one that started to call me her boyfriend there would be loads of nights where she would get pissed at me and not talk to me for the whole night just because of the idea that I got with someone. Like just make it up in her own head and just fall asleep in my bed pissed and not talk to me and be aggressive. 

The feeling of being a stranger in your own bed is fucking terrible. But I stuck with her because i believe in sheer loyalty and making things work. It's crazy how you can do so much for someone and they they can turn completely cold to you and treat you like a stranger our of nowhere. Like that shit hurts allot.  

I so dearly want to meet new people but every time I get hurt like this it pushes me more internally and I've been pushed so far inside for so many years that I don't know where to go anymore.  I really want to do better and meet others but its so hard when I've been hurt so many times. 

I try my best everyday with no one besides me but it gets hard at times. I know that one day ill meet a girl that really does appreciate me and that when I give all of myself to her, she'll will be worth it and, I look forward to that day. 

I just wanna work on myself and go to gym and find a good second job and focus on myself. I know that what I experienced wasn't love. Because someone who loves you wouldn't treat you like that. 

I bought myself flowers today. I cant wait for the day that I get to buy flowers for a girl and it'll mean something.",3.2018866866118216,4.264643459424082,4.26448391922214,88.78776178010473,73.17539267015707,7.394315632011968,24.637621540762897,7.772667728589733,1.0556275991024684,2889,84,634,37,56,941,283,764,0.142,0.7240000000000001,0.134,-0.4862,3,0,3,0,0,0,43.0,10,6,3,5,40,45,9,0,29,2,44,13,6,7,8,142,102,64,0,16,21,1,7,8,1,11,1,1,2,4,37,62,2,4,17,5,4,15,13,21,0,4,28,14,125,24,110,56,23,121,0,8,4,4,86,51,6,8,63,457,162,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428678573153165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847299866760263,0.0,0.05492135935213439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04258324365675862,0.09247876186415233,0.16879345831897746,0.0,0.047123683640057916,0.06239347811588807,0.05811713185548776,0.048978467859827735,0.12091964908196585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05654843093880756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612823115203055,0.05984532178121309,0.0,0.1326475330729764,0.0,0.0,0.2857204046113145,0.0,0.047698087894647856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048462776223789736,0.0,0.0,0.05425060580428708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904959968093798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331885434490048,0.10583453983611267,0.049771320956552234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400427529644151,0.0395629646982992,0.0,0.0,0.10123130704709353,0.0,0.0,0.06072051596462464,0.042785890028980526,0.051197246815179315,0.1446669258996892,0.10624969244167748,0.2517865428696128,0.09289901583352864,0.1328755941975213,0.0,0.0,0.10966837675077408,0.0,0.0,0.14882685679922186,0.0,0.05683511245780281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03711956028685203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785397588714835,0.06251646001173905,0.0,0.0,0.05495538468205192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913050027550636,0.09028300002232167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21644412926208292,0.0,0.048900913892563784,0.0,0.09300928574252454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994587189789133,0.0,0.0739321913812855,0.16843767636930787,0.0,0.0603242648146996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183456057954123,0.0,0.08840641695762504,0.11771880901997088,0.040710138706664865,0.0,0.12813573132906195,0.10697129661566863,0.0,0.15590909259485627,0.0,0.05313790737628865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125792886856375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767860319392298,0.0,0.057859554872677625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056340631275659435,0.059708224344708585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260674766718428,0.14190952499789308,0.11387823498136528,0.054680352466818335,0.11891323118635228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0440398217660191,0.0,0.0,0.04413011171979886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056846029352394925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056452196176661876,0.1407680384655703,0.08526734204287591,0.0,0.0,0.0783954709150058,0.05902693806592092,0.044225960073994916,0.09259910624014836,0.0,0.0,0.06339601981530589,0.0,0.0,0.052194310737367744,0.0,0.0,0.17804705213972385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037458748365456,0.03548480291989497,0.0,0.043964957950440864,0.1291684010092149,0.0,0.0524930768047796,0.0,0.0,0.037598892128111565,0.060236747990726536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04782991229492628,0.0,0.0,0.09799239260998686,0.04395749032749414,0.044421913499180815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149913544358861,0.06182898216225378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806335426576859,0.0,0.0,0.19669923813191256,0.0,0.0,0.035662437034243134
lonely,thepianist1,2019/05/24,"just pissed.      Hello, Reddit. I'm 16F, and I'm new to this sub and just Reddit in general. I have a foreign country trip to South America with my history class, and it's for two weeks. The people that I'm going with are terrible and insufferable. They've made it their job to exclude me, among other people at my school.
     But they've done it quietly and subtly, so no one would notice their corrupt actions. I feel shunned and lonely, especially when I see them laughing and talking together. My 16th birthday is on that trip, and it angers me. The trip ends early enough where, if I had friends, I could have had the sweet 16 party I'd always dreamed of. But instead, I'm alone. It feels bad, seeing other girls invite their friends to their sweet 16 parties and going out. 
     My mother is sweet and is wanting to buy me a large cake for my ""party"", and she wants me to go on a date, but I know that nothing is going to turn out the way either of us had planned. I'll be doing an internship this summer where there are no people anywhere near my age involved. I couldn't go on a date or make friends if I wanted to. You are supposed to be considered as coming into your own and maturing when you are 16, but I don't feel developed at all. I'm supposed to be more evolved than this.
     I know I sound incredibly bratty, hormonal, and immature right now, but this situation frustrates and disappoints me immensely. Why can't I just be a normal teenage girl (and please don't tell me to just be patient. I've heard it all before.)?",4.658564356435644,5.358129798679869,5.545562706270625,82.28745297029705,69.4950495049505,8.436237623762377,29.671452145214523,8.548686976883017,2.133294521452145,1191,44,237,18,20,391,165,303,0.08900000000000001,0.83,0.081,-0.5319,1,3,0,0,0,0,42.0,1,3,5,1,12,14,3,0,10,0,26,1,1,2,2,51,51,27,0,9,13,1,3,0,3,1,0,3,0,2,15,21,0,0,5,1,1,10,6,7,0,2,6,11,34,7,30,37,6,37,0,2,2,0,21,15,1,3,11,160,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210212439699355,0.0,0.0,0.1141648468904441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145597371339904,0.0,0.0,0.11675062904757548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818922933650165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954635214973213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040748527405789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152215563244598,0.14176856752632147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812362756820335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180107658857285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898814114665408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615395138012962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080762910736925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982588747986498,0.09158483785522048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251262640361305,0.0,0.0,0.13443093920971647,0.13165108567997924,0.15620783811931802,0.0,0.0,0.09297308526905178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853602532257796,0.0,0.0,0.15060895888638445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717159740066062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885792830132684,0.21866789288291588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422321713954135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027950136578964,0.11992247765886865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923871982111794,0.13402852140614308,0.0,0.16503970313389146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427796936775907,0.10890627070429396,0.11005689589422704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380540777426599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746589405229872,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,stevepwn3,2019/05/24,how do i make friends from nothing funny but i used to have a lot of friends now i have none.  didn't know it would be like this because i was stupid.  i don't even meet anyone at my job either.. are people like me totally screwed,-0.2368707482993209,1.9357224897959169,1.321530612244899,100.13358843537416,89.40816326530613,4.082993197278912,20.41156462585034,5.46131890053228,-0.3293292517006803,178,6,42,1,6,57,40,49,0.191,0.589,0.22,0.1674,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,0,9,1,0,3,1,9,12,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,7,4,4,8,4,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,3,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397512515864149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952640407890002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115682760299348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4949567275305496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178680792194219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603944252105774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31298425088328263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27232452820786895,0.0,0.0,0.21381602369646496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073555876128162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206948986543626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766535515743015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275460698552249,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,miss_teto,2019/05/24,Emotional I’ve been so emotional and lonely.  And the person who I want to show me effection and love and comfort and just be for me. Barely does anything to show his love.  But gives me sideways glances. And rolls away from me and I try lay next to him...... I just really need a hug and to cry into a chest and just.  Feel like I’m not alone. I just wanna feel cared for .....,0.15855699855699967,2.351303961038965,1.9986147186147207,95.97189033189034,87.31168831168829,5.500144300144299,17.646464646464647,6.937597516519254,-0.02061500721500753,283,7,65,4,9,93,49,77,0.065,0.643,0.292,0.955,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,1,0,22,11,11,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,10,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,10,6,10,9,0,3,0,1,1,3,7,2,0,0,2,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297665870023621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256117885306672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843255976189004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261878023757471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24368851295808916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413980517112603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4990960316300266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243450184568272,0.15848754151128394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281585783351856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838323853789956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004511589409839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449673988559302,0.0,0.0,0.23593680187122826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370824383183535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212086926158146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506195509455474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085110877474246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Brxkstar,2019/05/24,seeing a movie alone I went to see a movie alone tonight and the theater was empty :),1.105882352941176,3.5459963529411773,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,85.47058823529412,3.4000000000000004,20.264705882352946,3.1291,-0.6208588235294119,66,2,14,0,2,20,14,17,0.293,0.556,0.152,-0.2023,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7469627149085813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5747161192145323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33428742849737736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SkintGirafde,2019/05/24,"Being ghost zoned So yeah.......... this sucks

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I have this friend who we will call A, and she was a very close friend!

We met in a very odd way to be honest and I don't know how it blossomed into one of the best friendships I ever had the pleasure of being a part of!

We played funny and stupid games, video chatted, showed each other our artwork and opened up to each other more than we did to our own families, so I knew her pretty well, she was like a sister to me, one I wanted to care for and help when she needed it

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Thing we're going good...... until one day I tried to message her on discord and...... it didn't go through, I tried again, nothing, eventually I hit me....... I was being ghost zoned, or at least that's how it felt

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Now I've been ghost zoned before, by my own cousin no less, and it was not a pleasant experience, feeling alone, abandoned, left with your own insecurities, and seeing those you considered friends or family, walk past you without a glance or saying a word like ""how are you?"" or ""you okay?"" or anything!

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So when I put the pieces together the best way I could without any clues, I was crushed, is she finally fed up with me, are her family members behind this? I don't know

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She messaged me sometime later and said I would ""get answers"" but all I got was a cliched remark ""I have a lot or work"" and a concerning ""I shouldn't be talking to you right now"" they were vague at best and kinda half assed at worse

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All I want to do is talk to get SOME closure so I can sleep well knowing what happened to my friend but I have yet to break the ice properly

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A, if you read this, which I doubt you will, please........ I just wanna talk, no weird shit, no bullshit, no holding back, from one someone who cares..... please....... can we talk?",4.742035848371081,5.233413158774376,4.959786847523316,87.30415162892089,69.22284122562675,7.469105001816641,28.143514593678088,7.079830092131019,1.2846067821242575,1400,45,293,11,23,440,196,359,0.147,0.728,0.126,-0.7914,1,1,0,0,1,0,121.0,7,8,1,4,18,26,3,2,17,2,33,4,3,3,3,63,56,30,3,8,13,2,2,2,4,4,0,2,0,0,18,23,1,2,7,6,0,4,11,7,2,5,17,6,52,19,34,28,17,32,0,1,2,1,45,12,3,11,15,219,70,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902869710504428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322715703130187,0.4847784724963451,0.03875794111502322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046901286519726665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04382494339879329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04849777966457003,0.0,0.17943536908062982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819734647645796,0.0,0.11621856292931165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04550514967632576,0.0,0.0,0.0367564782667272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155442469998706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575116424620862,0.16118689001540853,0.0,0.02881792847751505,0.0,0.054723272038637694,0.062434248612796686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613399523072354,0.0,0.05955412781924179,0.0,0.06478211875299023,0.0478039454148277,0.045583386755955864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050399692718887563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03820194256858103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396739736457904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192425434193431,0.0,0.0,0.055688874891558215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048454344071536364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04226040156732668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468737426080409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448270355019186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171905420180969,0.05440731564762951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251248094021956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057983487510026015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729481046029114,0.0,0.0,0.05700952150666735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867264836206853,0.05421443880481465,0.04532399438017926,0.0,0.0,0.04541691713039933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850362266659893,0.0,0.0,0.057035258550324486,0.0,0.04829091436245905,0.0,0.056368620350574675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323878860052392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037864346268265764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739050283034496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405219966522636,0.06723319144435973,0.09047852442070503,0.0,0.0,0.10248907780557838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988055344753823,0.0,0.04149238220908057,0.0,0.05808185510010981,0.04048697204562832,0.0,0.4847784724963451,0.0
lonely,StarManZec,2019/05/24,"On this day last year was the best birthday and best day I ever had. Today I'm completely alone. Last year on my 24th birthday my girlfriend of 5 years surprised me with an amazing gift for my birthday. It was basically a 6 hour joy ride in 5 different supercars and an expensive lunch at a nice restaurant. She later surprised me again with fantastic donuts instead of a cake (which I was very happy with) and I spent the rest of the evening that day chilling in her family pool and sleeping over. It was easily the best day I've ever had.

Today is very different. She broke up with me on valentines day to be with my now ex-best friend of 20 years. 2 weeks after the break up they moved in together and I've subsequently have been left behind by the 2 most important people outside of my direct family. So now, I'm single, friendless, and have never felt more alone.",4.7149803921568605,5.906784988235295,5.483235294117649,80.98289215686276,69.70588235294117,8.725490196078429,28.87254901960784,9.075114841892004,2.3609019607843136,688,25,131,13,12,224,101,170,0.059000000000000004,0.706,0.235,0.988,2,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,8,11,0,0,11,0,11,2,1,0,3,16,15,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,11,1,0,1,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,9,1,15,10,25,5,7,37,0,1,0,0,6,11,0,1,23,89,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24882355138457524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.504249040080642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259472620532137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873487772583524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25100709612260386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934047521691881,0.2173172655430885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264835940101952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533745076404935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928071606740523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278737580691702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829750470450892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583346013210706,0.0,0.0,0.13051459406923868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127672328607334,0.0,0.0,0.0926466910585756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327854812509566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202103068730654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22772616907100615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822902659182134,0.0,0.0,0.09635587014258397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30942252425960703
lonely,sheltonhwy26,2019/05/24,"My friends pretend that I matter They always tell me that I matter to them, and that they want to include me.  But when I’m sitting by myself, they will ignore me.  I spend all of my time alone because they never invite me to anything.  The only reason I think they lie to me is to make sure I don’t kill myself",4.1582307692307685,4.179118630769231,5.270576923076924,86.21817307692308,70.38461538461539,6.5,25.48076923076923,3.1291,0.5238461538461534,241,6,50,0,4,80,43,65,0.175,0.696,0.129,-0.6303,0,1,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,6,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,12,7,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,20,2,7,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,39,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265153164780375,0.0,0.0,0.2623224056028869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259432939608403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218017840609647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435698652341859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487895847964801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043916439520685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431487170993657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397701953983533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241408128793225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971297599204061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755520081897121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200651801811784,0.0,0.0,0.1838312233601992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594910491771333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rappuuyyy22,2019/05/24,Thank you all! Love you all lonely souls It hurts to be lonely. It’s dark it’s confusing but it’s also warm and embracing when you start to love yourself despite the flaws we pick ourselves apart about. Anyway have a nice day tell me all about y’all! I’m Andrew 26 in Vegas work in banking and I hope the rest of the us isn’t as wild as Vegas people never stop drinking here! Or gambling it’s weird to see where are y’all from???,0.25240759240759303,2.5267719230769217,1.9000999000998997,96.17444555444557,88.01098901098902,4.188211788211788,17.063936063936065,5.565023196281405,-0.5854263736263734,339,8,74,2,11,110,65,91,0.08900000000000001,0.677,0.23399999999999999,0.9568,0,4,1,0,0,0,8.0,2,5,0,1,7,11,0,1,4,0,4,3,0,1,4,13,11,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,9,6,11,10,4,9,1,3,1,2,10,4,0,3,5,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445883134251364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295019002707118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26270864611714545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26635751590866497,0.0,0.0,0.2870860550413239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840754176922273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068324952175191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591824176338373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21370013718797184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981509718154815,0.0,0.0,0.2242056606682604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23439609345249185,0.24689879661070155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225805740036951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523403019359267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sythriox,2019/05/24,"I feel like I'm being welcomed back to prison after being ghosted. Met a girl a little over 3 weeks ago. Introverted nerdy type. Seemed great. Went on a few dates, made out a few times, talked every single day. Would get good morning texts. All felt great. She seemed like a total sweetheart.

Wished her good luck on a presentation see had one day. I got a ""thanks, have a good day"". Sent her a few texts after that, and never got a reply. 

It's been days now. Sent her a text the next day, too: nothin. I'm slowly realizing that she most likely just found someone and replaced me without even giving me a hint. Like what the fuck. I can understand if it's one date, and haven't talked much. When you've been talking every day for almost a month, though? Fuck, man.",1.1989477557027255,3.685427132450332,2.2167660044150104,94.111006254599,85.62251655629139,4.415158204562178,16.335908756438556,5.82211442006289,-0.5927089036055921,591,12,123,4,18,186,100,151,0.083,0.703,0.214,0.9675,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,0,7,15,2,0,15,0,9,2,0,1,3,23,31,6,1,3,3,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,12,3,10,13,9,16,8,28,0,0,1,2,16,5,2,6,24,70,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105708688078786,0.0,0.11941250587802225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916965468445834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614416179238693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876406527401404,0.0,0.20094797775138226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029681554991063,0.08519283488617957,0.11449952216294225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075240771832966,0.0,0.22049098836822306,0.062303650020410266,0.11439628670295685,0.0,0.30006587893555753,0.19075160558529594,0.2629489780215438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330397773135067,0.11952068537984101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283804269284453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951848950171507,0.0,0.08766309985812228,0.0,0.09197361122438777,0.0,0.1268246375312581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161493163683247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502749224997048,0.21712299991504552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010408627504792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28754796115347586,0.0,0.10979016574431592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716335990716226,0.0,0.06953613274186038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414434602182314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565584305734688,0.0,0.0,0.11054673762835307,0.0,0.0,0.13713259843800585,0.11495356907623948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471238616316203,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,featheritin,2019/05/24,"Staying motivated while newly single I was in a 14 year relationship. I have so much to do beyond just going to work, cleaning the house, and yard work. I don’t seem to have the motivation to do the things to improve my life when there is not someone there to give me affirmation.",6.74793939393939,6.31856112727273,7.650909090909089,72.86303030303033,65.0,10.242424242424242,32.878787878787875,9.725611199111238,2.9276060606060588,222,8,43,4,3,75,41,55,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,2,0,6,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,8,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,35,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971007371097039,0.17601455063488414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573621746475004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875636325836276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276714772464421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325111614507005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819471032557688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624151156174886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301081895995195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057566508099064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509431398592576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994422023540073
lonely,rey0505,2019/05/24,"Looking for friends. Lonely Hello, iam lonely and iam looking for friends. Guy 15 y.o. Iam super awkward. But i guess everybody is awkward. I like video games, love dogs and iam bicurious. Message me if you want to be fwiends! :3",1.2685714285714305,3.6228885952380985,2.190833333333334,88.70625000000004,103.5238095238095,4.0047619047619065,29.059523809523807,5.985473137389443,1.5987523809523814,179,10,31,2,8,56,32,42,0.139,0.4920000000000001,0.368,0.9381,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,0,9,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,5,3,6,0,0,0,2,2,1,8,0,0,2,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207830847497138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37128082025610304,0.33371653309699056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465773125895514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5660471560431584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30418623857684696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879131675912926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nicotine12,2019/05/24,"Hey, how are you? I'm lonely too. Care to talk about your day? I want someone to talk to.",-3.3870000000000005,-2.314751699999997,-0.6600000000000001,108.70000000000003,116.0,2.0,10.0,3.1291,-2.3335,66,1,18,0,4,22,16,20,0.11199999999999999,0.6709999999999999,0.217,0.3313,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451233978822276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854238000839487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749917548368236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7114488905277505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26104177955470725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,depressedDobby1234,2019/05/24,It hurts and everyone thinks it’s a joke Of course it’s easy to live without having someone in your life but is it worth it? They will never understand the pain because they never felt it. It hurts deep inside. Going home and you don’t have anyone to share your feelings with. So you bury them and it explodes someday and no one will be there. It’s a privilege to be loved and unfortunately I’m not lucky. If there were another life to exist I’ll ask for love more than anything else.,1.5761781076066759,4.0375878979591855,2.8151576994434144,90.74737476808909,83.28571428571429,5.604452690166976,21.153988868274574,6.980632752743323,0.5539877551020407,386,12,79,5,11,124,70,98,0.127,0.648,0.22399999999999998,0.9109999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,3,0,3,9,0,0,3,0,9,5,0,0,2,17,18,8,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,9,6,0,0,4,1,1,1,6,3,0,1,2,2,7,6,10,12,1,5,0,2,0,2,11,2,0,2,2,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082284952764939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388517870678607,0.0,0.1634144597288441,0.0,0.18564553893193586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105255436040213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658881492154584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975174622153548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100408039141461,0.0,0.19066798798850207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285761779324655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919197978769893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251680979169814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28052592181046604,0.0,0.0,0.17534982090557066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35845249355449754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063143508185991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456298009803996,0.0,0.2113031724479728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682562306054012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724207671340176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067288337015465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914240803264909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Radius3103,2019/05/24,"Am I overly lonely oblivious or paranoid?? I'm not used to people making eye contact with me or touching me randomly.. like it started last year when I was noticing women looking at me on the train and shit, but when I acknowledge I see them, I'm greeted with looks of disgust. 

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Or I'm standing on the bus and one will come beside me and like constantly brush me.. Today I had one in a princess outfit keep 'falling into my shoulder' on the bus? I think I've gone mad... 

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Then again the same thing happened at my old workplace last year with those moms who brought their kids to our indoor playground... always throwing balls from the playpit at me.. Idk lol..",5.2338759689922485,6.4748154883720925,5.1844961240310115,83.42155038759694,68.53488372093022,6.973643410852714,32.93798449612403,6.937597516519254,2.101068217054264,534,24,96,4,9,166,90,129,0.114,0.828,0.057999999999999996,-0.7423,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,2,0,3,6,3,0,6,1,4,3,3,2,0,20,19,10,0,0,5,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,8,0,1,2,1,0,5,1,4,0,2,4,6,17,2,16,14,1,27,0,1,4,0,8,9,1,4,14,62,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315767338253286,0.34266733383095005,0.3842902427024593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621489620489524,0.0,0.1708822315913104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398337371824167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055310953706665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577939270670913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450855105416833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655785587468567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555292772806127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851998129409541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003192486544556,0.16593071650016736,0.0,0.21430580825120085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096273535029796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260090471001593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231805701296825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192514818103387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505447075228837,0.10132324683118424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988864359838294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657345146633418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842902427024593,0.20366092596762145
lonely,iveyjbdeykj478vu,2019/05/24,"Anyone here know calculus? I need a study buddy for calculus. Finals are next week and I’m having a lot of trouble with limits and derivatives, but no friends to turn to that are taking that class. We can just talk, too, but I want to focus on studying for the most part. Just pm me if you’re interested. Thank you in advance 🙃",1.5533766233766249,3.867845939393941,3.462900432900433,87.02863636363638,82.03030303030303,6.195670995670996,21.549783549783545,7.447530270364453,0.8699419913419915,256,8,52,4,7,86,53,66,0.066,0.757,0.177,0.8294,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,15,11,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,9,11,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,3,36,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684495651673186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397241870502766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395999778613918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043528932809113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636551734745017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22995200368176885,0.0,0.0,0.32981893969625803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358325915677668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331736256520769,0.2492648261031183,0.0,0.28551925524677263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373243720124667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291836462935526,0.0,0.24876167081612974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,crusty_potato101,2019/05/24,"Loner rant I have been a loner for a long time time now. I do not have any friends I can call my own. Relationships are just even out of imagination rn. And there's really no one that cares about my existence.

This has pretty much been the same way even from school days. I was that person who sat out in a corner thinking into oblivion and someone who creeped a lot of people around. I guess the reason for this was that I was a huge person and still am thanks to my obesity that I got as a gift for my birth. My obesity made people think I was a huge object that they could kick around as they want and treat me like a piece of crap every chance they got. Every time I tried to stand for myself I got beaten down harder and this finally make me realize shutting up and listening to all they have to offer was the best way to go. All this never helped me build a character out of myself and that really was a bummer as I grew up. I eventually got pushed away from the center and thus started the battle of loneliness. 

Every change I got at meeting new people, I get paranoid and end up creeping them up and shooing them away. This really doesnt help me all the nothingness in life. 

I have been this way for a long time and there was a phase where I literally weeped myself to sleep every night and hoping things get better for me. I always hoped one day I was going of wake up it would all be okay. And this really is never the case and so was not with me either. But lately I been used to this vast nothingness and have learnt to live the way I am living and yet be relatively okay with it. I pretty much do everything around by myself and have don't even have interactions with people for many days together. 

But there are times I still feel really sad for all the things I'm missing out. I feel sad for all the love that I have to offer for others. I feel sad when I think of something wonderful and have no one around to share it with. I feel really sad when my fav band is in town and have no one to go with to see them live. I feel sad when I plan out amazing trips and have to cancel them out cause I hate the feeling when I get sick of myself thanks to this void. I feel sad when I'm really craving for some a hug and there's no one I can stretch my arms out for. I feel really sad when it has been a really long day and there's no one around I can talk about it to. I feel really sad when there's no one to tell me that things are going to okay when I really belive otherwise. 

I really want this nothingness in life to end and along with it the loneliness to end as well before I decide to put an end to my existence.",4.6043321699628805,4.568469621572214,5.586794083430281,84.53126419588945,69.42047531992688,9.189718021162262,23.88837183535538,9.0124134603493,1.3749675807434487,2061,40,453,35,33,682,208,547,0.14300000000000002,0.73,0.127,-0.8903,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,8,4,33,32,4,0,27,3,45,11,4,6,8,89,90,38,0,6,6,0,9,1,1,1,5,1,0,2,30,43,2,0,17,1,0,8,15,14,1,7,21,11,67,18,83,65,15,84,0,10,1,2,27,35,1,6,37,337,97,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04869035170543786,0.0,0.0,0.03979317434888082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604601139839119,0.0,0.0,0.10995621156585883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049793166153962384,0.0,0.06140937590906224,0.05175302098068138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059751810554308615,0.0,0.059661393306439874,0.060112485655429114,0.06190261668135048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04672060235263771,0.0,0.0,0.15095300792969868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731272923003471,0.0,0.0,0.11594863680740475,0.0,0.19721044115248773,0.0,0.05259078795752544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662889558525462,0.0,0.0,0.06410188128975126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520964336173385,0.0,0.09171724774312234,0.0,0.1330249271279485,0.0,0.23400464581039304,0.0,0.06446243728863604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057772853158291386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844464991501993,0.0,0.0,0.11624002322519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600907409795602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266376040007747,0.028588168567522464,0.0,0.15501322110968427,0.15535557922346824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974857038657097,0.05281335651758263,0.05536965444302922,0.03906016683345143,0.05932646854821856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603260798774552,0.0,0.09026294589732012,0.056515526107566376,0.0,0.05491369910571536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775656991563921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227167960203348,0.1021885672044539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906447873456577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882516760026505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498454287459405,0.06016462888447621,0.0,0.06282473929238128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059221744260456725,0.04663001309577095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585586830010126,0.0,0.04958077543358831,0.045048801386979656,0.0,0.0,0.04141822548089975,0.0,0.09346258221676787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047033284357253916,0.051145933040151734,0.10774812099591956,0.0,0.0,0.11662713415461501,0.1124848834755972,0.0,0.0,0.17060698454784404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039728810193193694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053940155065064,0.0,0.0,0.06902900495248572,0.18579045189307028,0.0,0.0,0.052613291942803286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345856475188592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04156838808048708,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,someguywhoisdead,2019/05/24,Need some girl to talk to I just lost my only friend and the depression is killing me.i am a 23 year old male. I am from Amsterdam originally but right now I am living in India for my studies.,0.3502500000000026,2.697223525000002,2.870000000000001,88.73500000000001,88.75,6.2,20.5,7.554174236665415,0.8373499999999998,151,5,33,3,5,52,34,40,0.16399999999999998,0.784,0.051,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,6,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,5,5,1,6,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944981049836204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641691541472927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37828755828428096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019246076516868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732497586634613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25353185275430035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587910681626671,0.0,0.0,0.26004813710109204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920006971072993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748250599105889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22018744543553834
lonely,WhiteShaq01,2019/05/24,"Never enough  I gonna try an voice out what I need to here, sorry if it isn’t interesting or took up time.
  
Look, summer literally just started and I’m gonna be a senior this fall in high school. I’m decently known, I have people I’ll talk to in school and those few close friends that are there occasionally outside of school. At home it’s just my mom and I, no biological father, and domestic disputes that put an end to a step father. My mom works all the time, obviously to pay the bill and such, but no matter what goes on around me at my core I feel barren and alone. Those friends I mentioned that I’ll occasionally see outside of school always ditch out in the summer, literally all last summer I spent 3 and a half months in my house and didn’t talk or text a single soul and nobody ever checked on me and I fell into a depression. I got out of it by working out and I’ll keep at it to prevent it from happening again, but that doesn’t solve the loneliness. The walls I’ve put up and the measures ive made to protect myself from any outside emotional harm has backfired. I can’t bring myself to establish any serious relationship with a female I like, the mere thought of a relationship freaks me out, and no friend, family member or otherwise, i feel, understands who I am or how I work. As I’m laying in bed my chest literally feels empty, and outta everything I’ve been through with my step father, or anything else makes me feel this bad and I’m not socially skilled enough to break down these barriers and open up to anyone. I just feel my life will be nothing but this, academically and career wise decent and fairly successful, but nothing to come home to, nothing to look forward to....just emptiness

But at 17 at least I have around 60+ years to figure it out, right.....",7.140124843945067,6.024416707865168,7.668838951310864,75.3071847690387,64.50561797752809,10.832459425717854,33.26092384519351,9.994966539143718,2.9851590511860167,1412,48,284,26,18,469,189,356,0.115,0.789,0.096,-0.7301,0,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,5,11,12,0,0,16,0,14,2,1,3,5,69,41,31,0,2,15,5,5,1,3,3,1,1,3,0,19,32,0,4,9,0,4,10,9,5,0,1,7,9,30,7,49,29,7,55,1,1,3,0,15,31,0,6,16,178,49,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182902940807206,0.0,0.0,0.08180944233386163,0.0,0.0,0.13372084152813746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874706373997894,0.0,0.08090831609911199,0.17504984810251945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209241692269112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469327647911383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468217434862584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213306727012917,0.1105958554404248,0.08708161973045392,0.2031800114605952,0.0,0.0,0.08893533630852586,0.0,0.0,0.08836294838722669,0.0,0.09268658222494804,0.0,0.2485656833314919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278834870968789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863483793707343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694333508490791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038796224191588,0.1972443282168917,0.0,0.0,0.11344714476683845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739061363829131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014326240386999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944575159841182,0.0480337899796736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512671469527407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303199491362367,0.06562882284038582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030049426745006,0.07847743950321917,0.0,0.0,0.07290243364745558,0.07582982057661516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28301974369909244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681621468619357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976758839487357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111160304354896,0.0,0.08396405112262405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39801707749385135,0.07834766506645796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022403266046484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006028378552432,0.06959082878573909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805048144547096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805445456456116,0.11466142079694268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092362378126444,0.06675227622416256,0.0,0.0,0.1023537442872516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21473262406557714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633143348911799
lonely,INeededHelp,2019/05/24,It actually physically hurts now I don’t know why but I actually have this little tiny pain in my chest when I feel sad and lonely. I feel like I’ll never really fit in anywhere and nobody could love me.,0.937142857142856,3.3563260476190493,3.9812380952380977,81.48042857142859,86.14285714285714,7.1695238095238105,17.923809523809524,8.238735603445708,1.038289523809524,162,4,33,4,5,58,34,42,0.302,0.532,0.166,-0.7523,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,8,7,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,6,2,2,6,0,7,0,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,4,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.5534189626455678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22639617092325706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867485859361527,0.2025722644944915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035522651007428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583480921964504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853100284419376,0.2841973262619505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559201099107941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21869565350598136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301723280433328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165305640881788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25586493488505263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,imrupabh,2019/05/24,"Make Me Happy - An Amazon Alexa Skill to make you laugh  

Make Me Happy is an Alexa skill which will make you laugh. It plays funny tunes that will make you laugh.  
You can say:  
""Alexa, open Make Me Happy""  
""Alexa, Make Me Happy""  
Please leave a 5-star review if you love this skill.

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lonely,LordDurand,2019/05/24,"My friend got his first girlfriend a few days ago He posted a pic of them together. He posted a screenshot of some text messages he sent them. It went something like ""omg, you're not ugly. Your smile is beautiful. You're so PRECIOUS when you smile."" He says he thinks he found a real keeper. Says it's amazing to be able to hug and hold hands with someone. He says he might be able to believe he's worthwhile soon.

And it hurt. It's awful that I can't be happy for my friend. It's awful I'm not glad for him being able to find love. It's awful, *I'm* awful. But I can't help it. How can I not feel like shit? How can I not feel completely consumed with the most toxic of jealousy when he's gotten the only thing I've wanted my whole life?

I unfollowed him pretty quickly. I know he'll be posting a lot more about her. And I know that'll drive me straight to suicide. Maybe I should've kept following him after all. I don't mind dying, I just wish I was brave enough to actually kill myself.

It's so hard to keep going. Things aren't getting better. Life is becoming harder. As I grow into an adult, I'm not any closer to getting what I need. More and more responsibilities are being pressed down on me. I have to think about my future. How I'm going to stay alive. I have to make a conscious effort to not starve to death, to continue living, when I'm not even enjoying it in the first place. I wish someone could help me. I wish someone would want me. I wish I had just one reason to keep on living.

I don't know what to do anymore. I've been going to the gym a lot more. I've picked up reading again. I've been meditating. It's not enough. I've been trying to be braver about texting and talking to the few girls I know. I've been trying to eat healthier. I've been trying to take better care of myself.

I've been trying. It's never enough. Please release me. Please make it stop.",0.1393421734175888,2.4272278477157383,2.1012483165855187,94.31925670775928,89.05076142131979,4.434600642287371,17.685486377292033,5.956176228190532,-0.3378597741634728,1468,38,319,12,49,486,186,394,0.131,0.69,0.179,0.9683,1,0,1,0,0,2,53.0,0,2,2,5,17,18,2,0,13,4,32,7,2,7,2,60,72,15,4,9,11,0,5,2,3,4,2,3,0,2,18,8,1,5,12,2,0,8,14,3,0,3,14,8,41,15,40,46,15,36,0,1,0,2,34,9,1,5,17,190,59,1,0.2447995565520652,0.0,0.07962968481141554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233334550778744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549069766329655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809251268321832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012062576246133,0.0,0.09193509027436453,0.0,0.14433687623023236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831964876466758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555589251279105,0.0,0.0,0.06515084212853797,0.0,0.0,0.0526251540713521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468776361181254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349702020968455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25294338096457364,0.0,0.053895932781011666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251867413093535,0.05829495070468652,0.0,0.0,0.07458078659022993,0.13881758516485015,0.0,0.08947002611948078,0.12608768676037993,0.0,0.08526510971290753,0.0,0.1391252293965332,0.0,0.06526285607992226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686455999297696,0.07309743971249161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938932173577498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735432945128048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450593958157819,0.0902781464176979,0.0,0.17938057895937606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527277758379928,0.07973113201874349,0.0,0.1441083289141714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874655257705415,0.07364705246701421,0.0,0.10893706993214212,0.0,0.08197801928443671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656454804953369,0.08239258920281199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050525644647941,0.0629348364756374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055294171660666316,0.06206036461611403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525447788908623,0.17914426744467898,0.0,0.0,0.2344503063293332,0.08301638534754907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162193426289756,0.0928784962665504,0.0,0.08389823848136421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194674432904946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376107564551366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20741786986197766,0.06281955281934147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697458522236005,0.0,0.06822113022535367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925699409738441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135293361548054,0.06558687023805218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842263188104576,0.10457178084380124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160377311190896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625941399481032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564388048852437,0.0,0.09110332086473984,0.3753432117444879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057966193777394974,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dotdotdotexid,2019/05/24,"I’m sitting alone in a room full of people I’m sitting by myself typing this right now. I can understand why no one wants to be around me. I’m boring and sad. Also an introvert and anti-social. I wish I could go home. I wish I could be confident and extroverted so then maybe people would like me. I understand 100% why I’m not liked, but idk how to fix it. I’m just destined to live a lonely life... I hope not :P I hope I can make friends in highschool. I want to know how to make friends in highschool. I hate being alone and I hate anxiety. I wish I was confident and had no anxiety. How people do that? I’m not sure, maybe they are just born with it. At least today is the last day of school for me. Just wanted to get this out.  3:",-0.5849999999999973,1.5526378089172006,1.902073248407646,95.40737738853504,91.29299363057324,5.178216560509553,17.404140127388533,6.742157984588678,-0.06579210191082785,564,15,131,8,20,192,90,157,0.20600000000000002,0.602,0.191,-0.1859,0,4,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,10,12,2,0,4,0,13,1,0,5,1,35,36,12,0,11,7,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,2,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,2,0,19,7,17,28,2,18,0,2,0,0,3,9,0,2,8,82,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602750475531275,0.0,0.10048381764531324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224679302435327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185687373211704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006457126241697,0.0,0.0,0.08103511171636882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415676710100296,0.0,0.06564795688508263,0.0,0.07141089785965317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481105702530062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603914916173842,0.2496014725947933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905502469413713,0.10242310839298104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875168704203765,0.12277439001225955,0.0,0.11095297238451453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774730236487095,0.0,0.2524685416405199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514501205470859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613337196515679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730607728331072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271664799000051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842547422723265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910335487583988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616162190336392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223383238815448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22676267883060006,0.0,0.4334806182389832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892595389299009,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,a3prwnkl,2019/05/24,"I wish I could feel excited about Friday nights I can only imagine what it must be like. Counting the hours until the end of the day so I could see someone who is just as thrilled to see me as I would be about them...

Weekends mean nothing to me, except the reminder of a life I am missing out.",2.274590163934427,3.751157114754101,3.482754098360658,91.8224918032787,76.21311475409837,5.5357377049180325,26.95409836065573,5.6839178017228535,0.7689383606557376,228,9,49,1,5,74,45,61,0.036000000000000004,0.794,0.17,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,0,1,11,15,4,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,3,11,9,0,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,7,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213214451557707,0.0,0.0,0.17015978029219614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336905301945822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340920048504976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598365941943893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863632596755504,0.12890253858793976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874072269671162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476029620876981,0.0,0.25316874814416485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006678782092205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205045208290976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355709157978995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034115508622223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742966118755489,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,manofsteel24,2019/05/24,"Today is my 28th birthday and I push people away Girlfriend rightfully left me today on my birthday, I wasn't good to her, she made two Reddit post about me previously. Due to not wanting people to help me when I'm in a time of need. Lost many people who cared due to my stubbornness and ignorance. Great aunt also in the hospital. I kind of just want to give up on everything at this point in my life.",3.752962962962961,5.018814358024692,4.971296296296295,83.46583333333334,72.08641975308642,8.362962962962964,25.84567901234568,8.841846274778883,1.8330641975308644,317,10,64,6,6,105,59,81,0.107,0.768,0.125,0.3806,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,10,10,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,12,4,16,7,0,19,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,0,6,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613873523692942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344072502596828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906704838839634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754751666182521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729844944859705,0.0,0.16376368929699908,0.0,0.2152602033115442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086976397145686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331941844518905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213613771836048,0.0,0.13790853581819382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21313486426032785,0.0,0.0,0.1847471718209024,0.0,0.19794953370500865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477297243527204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060784852461394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457126420152595,0.0,0.1869923911249015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673963612123774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384993533068614,0.0,0.37014213091367737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072767961599726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303231538442143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Vio_0iv,2019/05/24,"I don't know how to make real friends I feel so alone. I'm terrible at making friends in person, have been all my life, so I end up feeling alone and depressed. I've gone through a separation. He's still in the house, but I so desperately want to be free (that's a whole other longer story but towards it's end). Maybe I will be free in the next couple of months, but for the time being I'm stuck in a situation I hate but there's nothing I can do about it. There's some people are work that like me, but nobody that I can really talk to about what's going on in my life and how I'm feeling. I live in a small country town and don't know how to make friends. I'm fairly boring and don't do much, very much a recluse, but I try to be a good person. I'm just reaching out to a world of unknowns here, I wish I could make a friend close to be but will settle for someone who I can talk to who kind of understands what I'm feeling, or is willing to listen.",2.7108407382091606,3.0358841339712943,4.346975393028025,90.48632775119616,73.68899521531101,7.119753930280246,24.97641831852357,6.868970318607317,0.7104351332877643,740,21,177,6,14,250,108,209,0.106,0.6990000000000001,0.195,0.9594,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,13,13,1,0,11,0,21,2,0,7,1,35,45,18,0,3,9,0,4,1,4,3,2,1,0,2,10,6,0,0,7,0,2,2,3,4,0,0,3,5,16,11,28,33,5,23,0,1,0,0,12,15,0,2,7,114,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635931668857953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160182335931832,0.14080393534128408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096035317486778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22541823344213585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25737342692686355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932639536028869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232128048364603,0.1067344696691038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563680530589658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683382694047226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325152748715922,0.13987074688586051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976627781879428,0.06216979034303585,0.0,0.11236745758448692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33977166142197923,0.0,0.12784356982295605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157278787782567,0.0,0.187092404629901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533588499859672,0.0,0.0,0.12210347574182046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822177849241113,0.22222626061375228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484271059667006,0.08152205788049856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303862938585116,0.0,0.0,0.10782175173169756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162506786000056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456360614556648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420272785467362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639699302371817,0.0,0.0,0.13247571815290632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104997731519529,0.07505760215713493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420743494870665,0.14633561690401464,0.0,0.0,0.0926422991232916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,venus_in_leo,2019/05/24,"tired of spending so much time alone (22/f) i don't have many friends but i'd like to think i am emotionally connected to people. i live together with my boyfriend of 2 years and i have a good relationship with my parents. however, my boyfriend works fulltime, my parents live 300km away and i don't see my small friend group from uni very often anymore now that we do not have many classes together anymore. when i see them, its usually just for coffee dates, we don't really do many spontaneous or exciting things together and such plans tend to fall through. i really miss going to parties and going on spontaneous adventures, and mostly i just miss casually being with people. i really find it draining to spend most of my days by myself, which has been my reality lately - i only have a couple hours of class per week now. i focus on my studies and i have some hobbies that i really enjoy but all of that is very solitary and my friends are not the kind of people who are generally up for spontaneous plans. in spite of trying to enjoy this excessive alone time as much as i can - after all, im mostly free to do as i please - it really drains me of energy. if i have a meeting with my uni project group or if my boyfriend brings me along for drinks with his coworkers i feel so happy and energized, i really just miss small talk and meeting new people and just not being alone for entire days. which seems to be the opposite of how i usually see loneliness described, ""alone in the middle of the crowd""/""shallow and unfilfilling friendships"" type of things. i really am realizing the value of casual companionship in my life, ive so often taken it for granted. living with my parents when i was younger, full days of work surrounded by coworkers, staying in hostels full of people when i was traveling solo. although i have very often felt as if teetering on the edge of social groups, being too shy and sensitive to fit in, that is really an entirely different feeling than just being physically alone so much. i'm going to start applying for summer jobs soon, and try to find volunteer work in my neighborhood, i'm really sick of my current situation and i hope it will improve in the coming months. i was just wondering if anyone had a similar experience, and if thats the case i really hope that you will feel better soon too :)",6.497482313774447,6.980468584269666,7.384294631710365,71.47618393674577,65.40449438202248,11.26674989596338,32.885975863503944,11.057119789189338,3.8518947149396574,1860,73,329,52,27,624,214,445,0.086,0.73,0.183,0.995,7,5,1,0,0,0,44.0,2,1,1,6,24,22,1,0,13,0,34,4,0,1,2,66,59,37,0,7,18,3,4,1,3,2,3,0,0,0,17,25,1,0,10,4,3,7,6,4,0,0,7,7,50,19,62,45,11,52,0,3,3,0,21,19,0,18,26,238,67,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37052270610676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191735989484885,0.05002963937081717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722387018173405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328043344480082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163425532484095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916905551005808,0.0,0.13843208943039595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747548437355132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009206289921681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804844667187407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998993119684635,0.0,0.0,0.10853395755842436,0.0,0.06869951680176839,0.0,0.13079137155651996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658387727095181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199106769190185,0.0600130041364853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616663393185087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213120150163824,0.0704626412168619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772866113365009,0.0,0.071002640849416,0.0,0.0,0.07450863590432381,0.0,0.0,0.08071186456473478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053809892804825,0.03495586661542235,0.0,0.18954069995560716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176223478363902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711077366069306,0.0,0.1577931284209496,0.0,0.0,0.06910373386285502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054417233838229565,0.0,0.0,0.2383444507343001,0.0,0.0,0.24801987464813036,0.0,0.0,0.07854075264153554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4583695981218092,0.0,0.0,0.07681825443508929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104899681152536,0.06513671366893121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042554465884152,0.0,0.07293652903136476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064367666428972,0.0762631088506252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750942774085791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506969140325024,0.04584654864869809,0.0,0.0,0.08344312062422808,0.0822365542110525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715592564963414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760511264887514,0.17710949374287482,0.0,0.0,0.057393341676602976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759325749859695,0.15626843036937788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046076052841902033
lonely,Po0ploser,2019/05/24,"I dont want to get used to being alone Its been a month since we broke up. She was my best friend and I betrayed her trust. I hate myself. Ive done all the desperate actions. Cried in the bathroom today, came back to see people talking shit about me and they stopped just as I walked in.",-0.09600000000000007,2.205669066666669,1.1016666666666666,100.5225,91.66666666666666,3.6666666666666665,17.5,5.148860815047168,-0.7810000000000001,224,6,51,1,8,70,51,60,0.318,0.541,0.141,-0.8866,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,1,3,6,2,0,3,0,6,1,1,1,1,9,12,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,4,1,12,3,8,7,2,10,0,1,1,0,6,3,1,0,4,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559550032517077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900298343055496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593505799095994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28265403525671823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714637273432202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25290261143095144,0.2896377487763539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093415378027886,0.0,0.12911666466651564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439924319019807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725900757372694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133073567631527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693280966556376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25367822202171536,0.2044307690636795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661404938400607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986359475655705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234252955641568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344335301266396,0.0,0.0,0.14576530212195055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,princegoogle,2019/05/24,"lyrics for a lonely soul - hi guys, these are the lyrics I wrote for a song of my band Poolshake. I wrote them from the deep of my heart and I really hope they can be helpful for people that feels that way. [Verse 1]
For a moment you lost your breath
And everybody is leaving you once again
Nothing's real when the diamonds turn to stone
Call me, let me be the one
That makes you forget the shades in your cold room
We are on the edge together, and that feels right

[Chorus]
Go ahead, cry
I know you feel it too
‘Cause some things last forever
Some things last forever
Go ahead, cry, I know you need it too
If no one loves you better
I will be waiting here for you

Go ahead, cry
I know you feel it too
‘Cause some things last forever
Some things last forever
Go ahead, cry, I know you need it too
If no one loves you better
I will be waiting here for you

[Verse 2]
Breath out
Tell me anything you want
They don’t need you but I'd give
My body and my heart 

Link: 
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lonely,zelnightshade,2019/05/24,i need help i'm so fucking desperate for human contact,0.5881818181818161,2.873626454545456,3.718636363636364,78.19795454545455,102.63636363636364,5.836363636363638,32.77272727272727,7.1686216300943375,3.2600545454545458,45,3,7,1,2,16,10,11,0.228,0.557,0.215,-0.0442,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6790066500831264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923004624432514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5446009766985838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NiggleBiggle,2019/05/24,"No one to turn to I just did really badly in an exam and wanted to go talk to someone about it to help me cheer up, but I realised I have no one to go to when I want to be cheered up. 

How do you get to the point with somone where you can talk about your feelings? No one comes to me about their feeling and I don't go to anyone about mine. Is it just about being comfident about going to peopl because I wouldnt feel comfatable going to anyone.",3.545625000000001,3.5419539791666668,5.03125,87.48875000000002,71.70833333333334,7.65,24.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.7947833333333336,346,8,79,3,6,117,58,96,0.094,0.79,0.11599999999999999,0.3079,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,1,0,11,3,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,14,22,5,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,6,5,1,0,3,1,3,13,2,23,18,0,12,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,63,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708499379810367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171400509789327,0.118065015702452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683744318551022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937900017192903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118936508602802,0.0,0.5503616378565082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981905554223044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937260252504195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342727401423069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308940485369515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240758266349831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641037201851912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311343937970142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066730512595308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284739682734135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Petra_321,2019/05/24,I lost my best friend... Not only my best friend but the best love I've ever had.. No they're gone and I've never felt more alone. I'm so depressed without her I feel sick...,-1.9022807017543848,-0.04773421052631477,0.2326315789473697,104.67508771929823,101.63157894736842,2.533333333333333,11.596491228070176,3.1291,-1.9731719298245611,132,2,33,0,6,43,29,38,0.174,0.429,0.397,0.9185,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,2,8,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,8,7,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,2,5,6,1,3,4,3,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23033433705244535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.700170066559302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154864386053091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011691739402628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244968594311036,0.0,0.21353425036520265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436439309482948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427706117064249,0.0,0.20072033410063825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152487412333106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914155696500008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143810186785549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,2525ifmanstillalive,2019/05/24,Why does it hurt so much to be abandoned by a parent? why does it hurt? why do I mourn for someone who has not been in my life? I mean if I don't know them why does it hurt? why isn't it the same as not knowing a stranger? Maybe when I think about how I have to bust my ass off and work 9 to 5 doing everything myself while my siblings get anything they want. The fact that I have to take care of myself every single day. The fact that my father chose my step brother and nephew over me. The fact that he treated them like actual sons and disowned me when I was 15. Why does it hurt though? I'm more man than he could ever be. I'm doing things people my age don't do. I live on my own I take care of myself I work I pay my bills. I dont know. Maybe the loneliness is this pain in my heart. Maybe its the abandonment and neglect. Maybe its the memories of my father attacking me when anything was said about my nephew unyet he would do what ever it took to appease my nephew. why does it hurt?,0.8775352112676025,2.621637164319246,2.413265258215961,96.7294753521127,81.11267605633803,5.386760563380282,18.631220657276995,6.2581,-0.3081697652582163,768,17,182,6,20,250,111,213,0.193,0.753,0.054000000000000006,-0.9859,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,2,10,15,1,0,9,0,20,4,2,1,5,25,35,13,1,4,3,8,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,16,4,0,3,5,0,2,2,6,11,0,0,5,1,33,4,19,26,5,15,0,9,0,1,17,5,1,1,9,118,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.08230867843448603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881770808449873,0.0,0.0,0.09595476006803057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199095952235247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734272184039894,0.0,0.0,0.0543956301507707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690549514844748,0.0,0.09885186237166547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258999506243787,0.07106440849325091,0.0,0.07580396284405114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044066848397438234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994938331719166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45146602235670596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906163033853866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059575458604821635,0.04120676932283622,0.0,0.07447829369423335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33894407312844155,0.09187657150189006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200337428436147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974916344270639,0.0,0.09365528356884598,0.0,0.0,0.05847429202396149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802315319943972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146535362395466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683407942473773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603515550546488,0.05404495260265099,0.08286866045684385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937105411658109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049748942065730016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327585156535916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280851611198325,0.0,0.0,0.059916359269712074,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WinterScratch,2019/05/24,Just looking for some people to talk to Im a 24 years old guy whos life is turning for the worse and really dont have anyone to just talk to normally. Would like to talk with someone around my age range and just forget my worries for the time being.,2.790849056603776,3.9324295471698143,4.049198113207549,89.63153301886793,74.28301886792453,6.809433962264151,22.683962264150942,7.1686216300943375,0.6411547169811321,198,5,43,2,4,65,40,53,0.141,0.8140000000000001,0.045,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,11,8,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,10,6,1,5,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,5,26,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155415364988412,0.0,0.0,0.19786616732401752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604971301962459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008084750117332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400882169177953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569948772268114,0.10858920505613416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866496344539824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177760245100656,0.0,0.0,0.2332334938903285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409305294854364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239094922048628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832745363466447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5359532158351125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960660131353124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417643981116029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257245406608836,0.2265106804828831,0.1578932279786876,0.0,0.0,0.14313368354653
lonely,lxcylxcy,2019/05/24,"Help me cope with this new lonely life. I’m pretty introverted and I only keep really 2 close friends, but we’re all working and studying so sometimes schedules don’t work. Also just broke up with my boyfriend/bestfriend, so now I’m a bit lost and isolated. I’m trying to stay positive but when my guard is down I’m sad again. 
Can everyone suggest me something you enjoy doing when you’re alone? I’m pretty open to anything so spill your heart out :D 
Thank youuu guys!",2.779247311827959,5.108211655913983,3.792688172043016,86.2756989247312,77.60215053763442,6.2838709677419375,25.387096774193548,7.3871296695380915,1.3490774193548387,376,14,71,5,9,121,71,93,0.158,0.589,0.253,0.9141,0,3,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,3,9,7,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,14,12,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,3,7,11,2,12,0,4,0,0,6,5,0,0,6,35,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784665888721727,0.0,0.1682071650898128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309019285403507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296345404138344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098690411102105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250656146614864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826761807772376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492514575083442,0.14098507945647287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869580149184483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856789903200626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296086953991958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314568163491792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599714724922556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279785814079382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474786273630052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619284132147326,0.20802958919459766,0.0,0.0,0.22419224497774665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365090438101054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280564621975775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062570335047153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,papillon_is_dead,2019/05/24,"Surrounded and Completely Alone 19F here, just got home from my first year of college where I made a grand total of one friend. She's great and I love her, but she's dealing with her own shit and I have some massive family problems going on so I don't want to burden her too much.  I had two close friends towards the end of high school and we're still close, but I don't feel like I can really tell them anything because they've got their own worlds now.

I've been unlucky in love; my first relationship was incredibly toxic and lasted 2 years, which has negatively impacted my self-worth and confidence in my ability to have a healthy relationship. I'm okay being single, but I just... really need a hug that lasts longer than five seconds.

I feel like I'm completely falling apart and I can't tell anyone because they're all busy. I'm in therapy, but it's different when someone's being paid to listen to your problems. 

I don't know what I'm hoping to get out of this post. I know people care about me, it just feels like it's either not enough or for the wrong reasons. I don't know. Sorry.",4.456983408748116,5.3113286651583715,5.266407239819003,83.54673001508297,70.04072398190043,8.608265460030166,27.403016591251887,8.841846274778883,1.9112640120663649,869,28,178,15,15,283,138,221,0.125,0.6679999999999999,0.207,0.9667,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,2,11,18,1,0,5,1,14,4,1,2,2,37,37,14,0,5,10,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,7,11,0,0,7,0,1,2,7,5,0,6,7,4,26,13,20,28,9,26,0,0,0,3,18,13,1,3,13,111,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072089417957603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150138575564858,0.0,0.0959188585300836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210765504677286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884057691570578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244421655585708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016812922205578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178027731187653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032374663843439,0.12043752555396152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988229142207208,0.0,0.1768085489681964,0.2498112276964994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198291567032218,0.0,0.0,0.1801077648879455,0.0,0.06089773207792235,0.0,0.06624367202948274,0.0,0.18644718514182448,0.12850769102992934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315192414554715,0.11691907412163445,0.11577027165476475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217480293343853,0.1900237359838105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708358248395665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039970438393688,0.11029178691545237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856849312444974,0.08642768205635472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898399855696568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080795197798647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163215519613813,0.0,0.0,0.22306414735613345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493425013852023,0.11984298069986098,0.0,0.2502834026599745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796483226125705,0.0,0.0,0.12159738680612008,0.0,0.11964705283072904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876081717018298,0.0,0.0,0.13047925478108455,0.0,0.0,0.09308487930899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375696417829398,0.0,0.1332963933527826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386207643534957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875004351922362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274399426425417,0.0,0.15012149613678769
lonely,HotEggplant8,2019/05/24,"No friends for 7 years Nobody. No one cares. Everyone carries on and no fucks are given. Even though I'm slowly losing all of my ability to feel emotions. 

Why the hell should I live in this world? Why does anything matter?",1.321937984496124,4.0003644883720915,2.2980232558139555,91.35153100775194,90.16279069767442,4.7271317829457375,21.12015503875969,6.42735559955562,0.5234992248062018,175,6,33,2,6,55,39,43,0.304,0.529,0.16699999999999998,-0.8299,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,7,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,2,2,5,5,1,4,1,1,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22047115163491554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27315711691195604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344541522636935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013682250552574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769552781394367,0.0,0.0,0.25600418765643634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354658336823678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699040288715445,0.2476830267597347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365737831167189,0.0,0.0,0.2997282659128908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154608373621514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632250489864313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835030882698896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252842478339936
lonely,1Peri-Pathetic1,2019/05/24,"I'm here in the Woods I don't remember to start having friends until my mid-teen years. Throughout my childhood, I always felt lonely; trying so desperately to reach out to people and feeling anxious about being considered their friend. And of course, being severely bullied. I hated it and never got used to it. It just became an usual thing for me, trying so hard to be friends with other people.
When I turned 16 is when I truly started socializing, but I always felt otreticious, like an extra, like an intruder. I never got to be part of a clique, a specific group of friends, or simply people I could have the initiative to reach out to. I think it is perhaps because of my rare interests and how I wasn't into other people's ones. At that time, I embraced that attitude and behaved as so, for the need. I was able to talk and socialize with everyone, but not able to be part of them. I use the analogy of having a citizenship in every country but without actually being from one, to explain it better. 
The problem is that I never understood why. To this day I don't have a reason or explanation as to why I've been living like this since forever. I have been the weird kid all my life. But I don't think that I'm different from anyone, I'm just a regular dude. I always looked for an excuse for this behavior. Maybe I had different interests or hobbies, maybe I was difficult to conversate to, maybe I'm simply a different type of person, etc. It was dumb to think this way, but I really wanted to know why most people and other kids didn't like me.
Entering high school was better, I was new and most students too. I became part of a close circle of friends, but didn't know how to act. And I don't know if anyone can relate to this but, I'm kind of naturally bulliable. This friends really just met me and made fun of me a lot. Up to the point where I almost felt like a clown and doubted if they actually liked me around. They hungout way more without me. They were close with each other but I don't think I did with them fully. I really, really, really liked them though. Perhaps I was also weird to them. 
When I was younger, I used to go to the woods whenever I felt lonely or sad. There is a forest nearby my house and my old middle school. I remember those memories with warmth and happiness. Exploring by myself and just wandering around, me and my thoughts, listening to music. Later I played a game with myself that consisted on getting lost and trying to find a way out. I went so much there that now I know every corner and spot. It is a very special place for me.
But as I said, I began high school and stopped going. It demanded more time and I went out more, socializing as much as I could, thinking that things were getting better. Nevertheless, it never felt like it. My closest and mutual friends from middle school still hungout with me, but I was never a person for them to invite to parties or places. Neither was I someone to invite them to parties or places, because where could I get them to and with whom. It's almost like if it was a curse, not letting me to just be someone who fitted in.
I had a crush on a very friendly and beautiful girl. I didn't improve that situation and I have to admit that I never tried to flirt with her. I didn't want to, I liked being his friend; but I seriously liked her and admired her. Anyways, a friend of mine got to know and told me truthfully that, she had said several times that I am a weird guy. Just that, weird. I didn't make it a big deal, but it stuck with me. Why? What was it that she felt like that? What made me so weird that even if I truly tried for it to stop, still prevailed? Do I just can't fit in?
A month later I felt so bad that I went back to the woods once. At the night, dark, alone, I started to cry, realizing how bad in a situation I was. I realized how I never got to be close with someone, how I never got to spend time with my friends, how I never went to parties, how I never reached out, and all the stuff I must have missed out in what were supposedly the best times of my life. I realized that night, again, how I never got to be close with anyone. I never had a best friend or something, and I thought that all of these beautiful memories I had growing up in this forest could've been shared with someone. Maybe the memories and moments could've been so much better. Perhaps with someone not so different from me, or someone which each one of us could relate to. I felt so lonely. 
That night I felt like I had wasted my short life onto trying to get close with other humans. Til this day, I'm still trying to socialize, but I still don't know why do people just avoid me. I wish I had someone here, in my small town, to be close to, and just be there when we needed each other. Someone whom I don't feel awkward with nor when reaching out with. It is very sad. I don't even know what is another purpose to this post than speaking out and expressing this that I feel.

But well, this will probably get buried. Thank you very much for reading. I hope someone can relate to this and know that they're not alone.",3.956438757883742,5.032523225806454,5.101148917366332,83.44980556783034,71.38514173998044,8.147023929083142,26.52591759396885,8.51973819384925,1.7472301959051402,3992,128,805,65,73,1320,336,1023,0.10400000000000001,0.708,0.188,0.9986,4,9,1,0,0,0,126.0,2,1,11,7,55,67,2,3,40,0,80,3,0,15,17,200,161,89,0,16,41,0,13,13,12,2,3,4,0,7,69,70,0,3,38,3,1,10,35,22,1,3,64,18,129,45,132,78,24,115,0,7,1,0,62,50,1,19,64,603,198,7,0.06990216970744884,0.0,0.06821443412526401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999692561451601,0.07239756642555355,0.0,0.02795036993004426,0.08724630741398975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03664925991035746,0.0,0.039484777453932286,0.0,0.07331583354877311,0.0,0.0,0.062227751160223665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026875226850798385,0.058365391890140485,0.04261171384517872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335801448681306,0.12364557713334168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743358356024207,0.0,0.03839212553530739,0.045081116599088825,0.03603303378720401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460657788517364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03897969851393725,0.04616972382870622,0.0,0.058895592834383816,0.03339725937356992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053016955993920936,0.0,0.3020267026944186,0.0,0.03194465836401427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240374574968745,0.0,0.09130249641620966,0.0,0.03972701394087623,0.0,0.16772145239932806,0.0,0.0,0.0346070690069201,0.0,0.037206079739571664,0.03130930693623938,0.034506960347605836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385548019135205,0.0,0.03471431349639647,0.0,0.0403288592987193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03639617645731005,0.15366561748618024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03573985227138104,0.07406095457568944,0.22197934995654067,0.0,0.030862448259397032,0.0,0.029350108621473487,0.0,0.03815323783701916,0.02971416248001438,0.0,0.06614312314094314,0.02333012053948279,0.0,0.14045224992266106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027897622477442995,0.0,0.10277227556341276,0.05183157311089708,0.32347717566272605,0.033755975545722065,0.0,0.09839767645140064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03667528414867923,0.037221764689205135,0.07105127891420783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135458568146853,0.0,0.1453840889134747,0.061035878336167526,0.1095493341388023,0.0,0.03304007237576518,0.0,0.03347347791765875,0.0,0.037683180902254254,0.0334434679579008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03496054311365846,0.0,0.11195279965486213,0.03593553632459099,0.0,0.0,0.0791855316649393,0.0,0.0664929708275785,0.0,0.0,0.14148945528533916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896955490786459,0.0,0.028911898565545994,0.07857296753727305,0.0,0.1425129180578768,0.2665254669840305,0.026907052675908583,0.0,0.0,0.0742156732551379,0.0,0.11164792604936463,0.058441343887390425,0.0,0.0,0.04001063018372577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02809235808185988,0.0,0.032178263106966074,0.0,0.0,0.04643989548403357,0.11197621955657308,0.03433926341243377,0.05549451459958837,0.1019012932369284,0.0,0.0,0.03339725937356992,0.0,0.16610644656349985,0.03801674386418445,0.0,0.0,0.04204185166545736,0.09055954639396632,0.03849368211430247,0.11535322151216475,0.04123011079622017,0.08322763295339149,0.0,0.0,0.0314252227400468,0.129600023277351,0.1576895889349878,0.0,0.040192022693148484,0.06738319713323758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022507352729469198
lonely,prettypinkprincess26,2019/05/24,"I feel so broken I’m going through so much right now and I just wish I could talk about it with someone. I’m always the one to listen to other people issues but I don’t have anyone in my corner. Is it so bad to just want to be loved? I’m sick of praying for a guy to love me and it never happening. No matter how hard I try to kid myself, I’m not worth it. I don’t deserve the love I desire",-0.6776666666666671,0.9053030111111121,2.4700000000000024,95.165,85.55555555555556,4.4444444444444455,15.555555555555555,5.033348758259628,-0.9197777777777776,301,5,73,1,9,108,61,90,0.161,0.569,0.27,0.9299,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,1,1,15,19,7,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,1,0,1,0,3,10,3,12,17,1,6,1,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,2,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843181743597567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154888395760424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495572129951465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686165388007635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200460888897344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589204459281408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933461604387,0.19588492890833245,0.0,0.19843387528965709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23120404482768275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5997776426440119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628389679298505,0.0,0.17084597684544414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501042554529103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357056730398294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917254748680346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768888889006413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804531705414156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039410289322128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306552502196426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547312476438113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,meurglys_three,2019/05/24,"Got kicked from the lonely chat, feeling pretty abject It’s funny that people who suffer from loneliness would impose this on another, I thought loneliness was a burden that builds character but I guess for some people it just makes them bitter and angry. Well, i wonder if my absence has made you any happier... or less unhappy- in the fullest meaning of those words!",6.2936363636363675,8.327976242424246,6.185272727272729,74.22790909090911,66.87878787878788,8.916363636363636,29.86666666666667,9.3871,3.023252121212121,296,11,45,6,5,93,58,66,0.292,0.608,0.10099999999999999,-0.9337,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,2,5,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,15,11,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,2,6,1,6,6,2,2,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,5,0,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409586506738025,0.2992884926671496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443172830231961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282770093189692,0.0,0.3144230822148889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700719697146737,0.19052053512358647,0.0,0.0,0.31090681876752113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395749554335055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903754648494411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22659215583657785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566274890298679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095265764290071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275467780482906,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throawaytrashaway,2019/05/24,lonely drunk tonight’s combo : (,4.620000000000001,7.680995000000002,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,99.0,2.0,25.0,3.1291,0.5930000000000002,25,1,3,0,1,7,5,5,0.71,0.29,0.0,-0.5994,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BellaIsa1,2019/05/24,"Any older people experiencing loneliness? Need wisdom and advice. Anybody of the older generation that has been single for all their life? No significant others, no casual dating, just isolation. How do you go on day by day?

I just reached 27, and im afraid im going to end up like that. I havent had a real girlfriend. My friends are making adult progression, buying houses, having children, getting settled in their careers, and soon theyll be gone if they are not already. And then theirs me. Sometimes, i fear waking up the next day, im afraid ill endure a full life of this.

Im just curious as to how should take this on because im starting to give up.",3.072532808398954,5.3859318897637785,4.611515748031497,80.8503969816273,76.55905511811024,6.753018372703411,25.543963254593177,7.793537801064563,1.659257742782152,518,19,93,8,12,173,91,127,0.11800000000000001,0.757,0.125,-0.2824,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,5,1,6,7,0,3,4,0,11,4,1,3,1,16,20,9,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,3,0,0,3,1,11,4,14,14,3,21,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,1,12,62,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742132951759375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518793532354158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563274996111544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572631921243648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720828037615168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245558234710794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824706569155825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086498523977516,0.0,0.07347300773779049,0.13490444388647235,0.15984574996566586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622673370180165,0.0,0.0,0.7595189089533649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866127441548284,0.06870437508941753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938711532654588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427484794278556,0.0,0.0,0.14956086154862555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749465338637883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006693705886527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908597878410087,0.0,0.09953814607804433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573573602249067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AlrightRealNice,2019/05/24,"I’m so tired of being alone I used to have no friends, now I have some, but they don’t like me. They just use me until someone better comes. I guess I’m just unlikable. Social anxiety makes it even worse. I hate to admit it, but I’m really bad at socializing too. I’m exhausted, upset, and bored. It’s what I feel like almost every weekday. I wish I had at least one bff that we stick together no matter what. I wish I could make friends. This summer, I know I’ll be alone like always. I’ll just be waiting in my house, waiting for tomorrow to come, then the next day and the next day and so on, until I have to go be lonely in public again.",1.345049019607842,2.94624772058824,3.4932352941176497,90.20372549019608,79.14705882352942,6.5921568627450995,20.15686274509804,7.492282038375204,0.4914039215686277,494,12,111,7,12,169,85,136,0.23600000000000002,0.556,0.20800000000000002,-0.5686,0,4,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,2,1,9,12,1,1,2,0,10,2,0,4,0,27,30,10,0,3,5,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,3,0,0,3,3,6,0,1,1,1,17,6,13,24,2,19,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,3,14,69,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669524372174333,0.303452717627793,0.0,0.0,0.12189695683113624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120695440206574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231859203918585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956439096040567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523878020028721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696566257228573,0.0,0.0,0.18895645283541476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675966237312963,0.0,0.12342975450888638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407311309398712,0.1046572432684748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263659124319229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325742796888451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138258731298338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463512258140687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690374767722269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051073318894672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471260492254807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955753164043156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116017200338113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926992826762833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938495117408168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986697924867372,0.1241261447287388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837636029044648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530521564666821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33692785863832525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929261223254972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Chex-mix098,2019/05/24,"I just want someone to be in my life and I want to be in their's I've been in only a couple relationships and right now I'm out of one. I've been told by my friends that I don't need someone to be happy and I know they're right. But I just don't feel whole if you will let me say that. I'm just at a loss for what to do, but the answer is probably in front of me.",-0.9971590909090936,0.15124360227272682,1.9750000000000008,100.49500000000002,84.56818181818181,5.3090909090909095,16.68181818181818,5.985473137389443,-0.8318227272727272,279,5,80,2,8,99,53,88,0.022000000000000002,0.8909999999999999,0.08800000000000001,0.4678,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,0,0,16,19,6,0,4,6,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,2,11,2,14,11,1,10,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,1,1,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25430236885105634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620888291966892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756597985444136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446581598263495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630848058268646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350166034795024,0.1623356271188421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041592915699866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573866129886185,0.17479596519407165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477954613999089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24675125840505355,0.0,0.3925468896427469,0.0,0.1827699295071662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894681894022569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196122805405508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711192124364312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565968311891387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,not-a-panacea,2019/05/24,"An ode to loneliness: You are constant companion.

You are an entity I crave, create, and loathe; yet it is to you I fear I am ultimately bound. 

Even when surrounded by love, you are what feels closest to making and destroying me. Your lithe fingers caressing up the sides of my being so that you’re ever-present, reminding me of your power. 

You bring me peace, anger, safety, predictability, sadness, and fear. 

Are you my devil? Will you be my destruction? Or will I lift this veil and tell you to fuck off?",3.4314619883040964,5.843992052631577,4.4256140350877216,82.13374269005851,75.84210526315789,8.432748538011698,25.292397660818715,9.150863307647796,2.2909415204678365,395,14,74,10,9,128,66,95,0.284,0.613,0.10300000000000001,-0.9724,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,10,0,1,4,9,4,2,3,0,10,3,1,1,0,8,15,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,3,20,1,9,11,0,9,2,1,0,2,13,5,1,1,3,55,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315782364032561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026607719831421,0.2775486577299717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6905464583765311,0.15514434336214475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836628211264547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276929403335357,0.0,0.2048138843772605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26818618724079624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SynPosts,2019/05/24,"And it's worse every year I'll be 20 this year, and that scares me for plenty of reasons. But mainly because when it comes to relationships I'm probably at the point a regular 13 year old should be at. 

I've never been in a relationship. Never kissed anyone. Obviously never had sex. I don't even think I've held anyone's hand. I don't think I've ever been flirted with, not once. 

I've always had friends, I have them now. Friends who are in relationships, friends who have had relationships. Then there's me. I'm not ugly, I'm not some terrible person, I can be funny, but for some reason, I'm never what anyone's ever looking for. 

I'm not a romantic. I don't flirt or put myself out there because I never learned how to. As a lesbian, I never got to have those experiences growing up. And now I'm lost? I don't even know how to act any other way than platonically. 

​

It feels like with every passing year the gap between me and everyone else only grows wider, and ever more unbreachable. Who wants to date an emotionally stilted person? 

​

I dunno, I just needed to get this out there. Feels heavy on my chest. If anyone has any words of wisdom I could probably use some right about now : (",2.072625000000002,4.465096012500002,3.8873333333333338,84.29100000000003,80.54166666666666,6.34,22.516666666666666,7.554174236665415,1.1077866666666665,953,31,184,15,25,320,131,240,0.054000000000000006,0.8390000000000001,0.106,0.8959,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,1,16,11,0,1,7,0,20,5,2,5,10,50,40,14,0,5,9,0,3,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,12,10,0,1,8,0,0,6,14,3,0,0,8,4,17,8,25,27,5,37,0,1,1,3,13,10,0,6,21,121,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424562652213558,0.19335903962111545,0.21684585873414672,0.12135747873463268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495637996456195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878626793699543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686283141672944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124204840721543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453933022510564,0.10037054823593593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786974739517544,0.2421380555524313,0.1503584616584105,0.08526207652137373,0.0,0.08728302555289412,0.0,0.0,0.09023366674734426,0.06374517296040226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068141743896684,0.0,0.046618438650639485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136453497969993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049037892189963087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043592753226694765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492983718224212,0.0,0.0974039290952267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661621288048238,0.4129131584686237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936307631877867,0.09502590957218238,0.0,0.06786263010119978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582253834175314,0.0,0.0,0.08435019016571163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240777919636412,0.0,0.0,0.08969973045529545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834844238966888,0.0,0.38319395662379147,0.0,0.07620102769427575,0.0,0.0,0.08933373560886422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434860440030345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706515563663052,0.0,0.0,0.05262954098074957,0.07082577974627327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093191346595307,0.0,0.0,0.21684585873414672,0.22984204892359986
lonely,StrangeAsAngels66,2019/05/24,"I almost died Monday. I have been alone most of my adult life. I will be 52 in July. Over the weekend I had horrible pain... like nothing I had ever felt.  I suffered alone for 2 days before going to doctor to learn I had an infected gall bladder.  The dr said I would go septic if they didn’t remove it immediately. 

I am “recovering” now.  What i learned from this is nobody cares.   No warm wishes or get well cards from my colleagues.  Just demands and harshness over work crap.  

I realized I don’t really want to live anymore.  I really wish I would have died on Monday.",1.3812637362637368,3.864372785714288,3.4682142857142857,85.54217032967036,84.53571428571428,5.946153846153848,21.115384615384613,7.321109707123232,0.914420879120879,440,14,85,7,13,149,84,112,0.21100000000000002,0.6579999999999999,0.131,-0.8917,0,2,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,1,0,3,0,14,7,2,0,1,16,23,3,2,6,3,0,2,1,0,3,5,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,3,1,0,7,3,17,4,11,12,1,13,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,4,7,57,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638728527267974,0.36487345951387457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469198653843435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498894056010016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795951426824105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360121468428297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656286802373306,0.0,0.0,0.1802954610796019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933640937438506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913019060139764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203032470405537,0.0,0.20021851187040926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441889990284576,0.0860572629697336,0.0,0.1555423589693961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901924332465446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743443095943685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22569048839141784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755756786494916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389695334460393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583786624781882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051241799678244,0.0,0.0,0.12823821109550992,0.0,0.0,0.2502616910083816,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jordanebert89,2019/05/24,Ex wife My ex wife just left me in the beginning of April and she was my only friend. So I Ended up here hoping to find a female to just talk to. Im not looking to be a pervert or jump into a relationship just someone of the opposite sex to talk to.,0.5978181818181802,2.1423749636363683,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727274,81.18181818181819,6.581818181818183,21.909090909090907,7.554174236665415,0.8185636363636362,193,6,44,3,5,70,39,55,0.059000000000000004,0.835,0.107,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,5,3,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,11,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,9,4,0,2,3,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636112402782495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720278104129301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299476776633432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956130750501502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214907437073272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233751317185401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24993367256277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263605128316137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31954250964774744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521803606473777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784463537699276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OddQuietQui11,2019/05/24,"I have a boyfriend but... I always feel alone. We never hang out with friends, rarely go out and I'm currently out of work. My human interaction is almost nonexistent and I just feel like it's never going to change. I need a friend or two that won't feel bad that we don't hang in person. So I'm here.",-0.20906249999999807,1.9989912187500032,1.9112500000000023,95.60875,89.9375,5.075,15.8125,6.6274283507984215,-0.3761500000000004,234,5,54,3,8,78,47,64,0.032,0.779,0.18899999999999997,0.8641,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,18,12,5,0,1,3,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,3,7,3,7,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,4,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24659580535764894,0.2550531475762546,0.0,0.0,0.2049096990318112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056184709800916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26051252679779824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735523766552605,0.17592961118258554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805227972322816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799127222002823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031116662456715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260014139228,0.379864848572841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150264664037957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405621759328985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928165793716358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KrenBenz,2019/05/24,"Just looking for some people to talk to I'm sure most guys say this, but I do prefer talking to females. Just been feeling really alone and pushed aside lately. I'm a 23 year old male, from the east coast, work late but have time to talk pretty much all night at work. I hope to find someone or some people to talk to for a bit. I like making friends more than just having someone to talk to for a little while and then part ways. If anyone else is feeling the same, I'd love to help. I can't stand knowing that anyone feels alone and no one wants to be there for them. I can be there for anyone who needs it.",2.4117187499999986,3.661512984375001,3.1379375,95.36331250000002,75.40625,5.432500000000001,19.83125,4.935628992294339,-0.4307775,474,9,108,1,10,149,85,128,0.061,0.7290000000000001,0.21100000000000002,0.9697,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,6,5,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,1,2,26,21,9,0,5,7,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,5,6,5,19,18,9,14,0,0,1,1,13,3,0,6,9,67,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700210337192289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734458924552901,0.13356613008169607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231605914205275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889652909258314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977372164414702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914391738745235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071347877766708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907390411872954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737553536116735,0.0,0.0,0.12947389363963258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164078664748562,0.0,0.29409670101157764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636858354594886,0.13065193918145215,0.0,0.0,0.10946703129712733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176522632185376,0.0,0.08701429586508634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582737878988723,0.09665804834123752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233119437008882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678772128281655,0.0,0.08833326278177198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411639052958331,0.0,0.18074623182770685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261991204245366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351001886687097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366510201844432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090209093033936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285991019942093,0.0,0.0,0.5238800102952866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601220288379684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688792377435624,0.10347130248357422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980286682647887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394562069353577
lonely,snugglyghost,2019/05/24,"wasting away ever since i switched schools and basically dropped out, i lost all of my friends. the only people i talk to daily are my parents, and i only go out to therapy 3 times a week. i try so desperately to make friends in my area but people just don’t like me. i assume it’s because i get too excited about our friendship and become clingy. i cried for 2 hours this morning. haven’t been sleeping at night. if i just had someone in bed with me to just hold my hand i would be so happy...",3.6336554621848727,4.362251637254904,4.900700280112044,85.88029411764708,71.84313725490195,7.397198879551821,30.257703081232492,7.447530270364453,1.725852661064426,385,16,82,4,7,128,75,102,0.08800000000000001,0.733,0.179,0.8889,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,2,0,7,2,2,1,2,17,11,7,0,2,5,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,17,5,14,6,1,14,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,2,6,55,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737539077202192,0.0,0.0,0.12157349345869392,0.2202598693553758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906956568751795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040003192224846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081653858725308,0.0,0.10419635775409572,0.0,0.11334329069754183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21230186179682345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640292796509887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743368165403776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21770644698589867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312415769535008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715588109377004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033580312352001,0.0,0.0,0.2214485443635234,0.0,0.0,0.2765257091315092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183848306482266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497437882492125,0.0,0.19957864961249028,0.0,0.16898030660294353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029799335990333,0.0,0.0,0.2280708692295041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629193091630464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540301596146598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997442270569748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167263221285376,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,somber_shadows,2019/05/24,"Isolation and abandonment are quickly killing me. And there is nothing more I can do about it. I feel like I'm not a worthwhile emotional investment for anyone, and I would rather end my life than continue on like this. However, I don't know of a foolproof way to commit suicide because the last thing I would want is to be paralyzed and alone.",6.445,6.9054066818181825,6.578333333333338,77.28750000000002,65.51515151515152,10.842424242424245,37.71212121212121,10.686352973137794,4.160466666666667,275,14,51,7,4,88,52,66,0.298,0.591,0.11199999999999999,-0.9345,1,2,0,0,0,3,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,1,13,13,4,2,4,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,7,2,7,10,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773164575979138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872225660742444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322274517158386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30119162515869297,0.23715404581499186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538645155038645,0.1912863143362953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962344711609052,0.0,0.1471527525019903,0.2182584451543392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891253401946852,0.26162599328692643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569209494553038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928837098793965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778864669448877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793056088611274,0.21253377688809008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804150935799648,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,memegod-number-420,2019/10/22,"I wish I felt loved Hi I’m 14 and feeling pretty depressed, anxious and lonely for a while now and just need to let it out somewhere.

I wish I could know what it’s like to feel loved not unconditionally by family but by like a girlfriend or hell what it’s liked to feel wanted and loved by a friend. 

I just want to have a girlfriend someone I can trust someone that would hug me and tell me it will be ok, as maybe then I wouldn’t feel so empty. To have someone I could trust with my life and would be there for me and I would do the same. 

But who am I kidding I’ll never be loved liked that nobody will ever be interested in me and I’ll just die sad and alone. i know if it were to ever happen as unlikely as it would be it wouldn’t magically solve all my problems but it would help a lot.",3.3923763955342885,3.5802935964912312,4.687931951089848,89.14057416267944,72.09941520467838,7.387772461456673,24.31738437001595,6.980632752743323,0.6357789473684208,619,15,146,5,11,206,89,171,0.141,0.544,0.314,0.9874,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,19,1,0,6,1,23,6,0,0,4,48,41,20,1,16,9,0,5,4,3,9,1,0,0,1,13,11,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,5,17,14,17,22,3,8,1,3,0,5,12,2,1,3,10,105,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497893216290695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363240663056514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926922088197148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393389571564947,0.0,0.1252376154875055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183079506502194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375803284819695,0.0,0.2440598627381245,0.0,0.1158632400725097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323024105694372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670911075906052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088333679927959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263543052462268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233944397048314,0.08523361096999701,0.2358153392718508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259030738791626,0.4356417430470705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123040235932687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947613821225246,0.09306903990797474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227659546540294,0.0,0.1154660058221944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067328539938977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547191510145053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423499566264748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775317638789604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286066592125147,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Riddle1990,2019/10/22,Got stood up today :/ a person i love very much stood me up I don’t have much to say i hate my life.,-0.9074999999999988,-0.1368700833333314,1.8733333333333315,103.005,83.16666666666667,4.800000000000002,12.0,3.1291,-1.8661000000000003,74,0,22,0,2,26,19,24,0.223,0.623,0.154,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,5,1,3,4,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816521838568766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34768220526826665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487389573172029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178355102411454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177519411790861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307489975451818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800494414037009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333803731423887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905664685916834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mlb91,2019/10/22,"Does anyone want to be my friend I’ve been a loner my whole life and I’m at the point where I no longer want to be one, but I lack to social skills to meet new people. Can someone help take the awkwardness away from me and show me how to make friends?",-0.06193939393939374,1.9251435636363683,1.286818181818184,102.1635606060606,86.0909090909091,4.393939393939394,14.62121212121212,5.46131890053228,-1.1963333333333341,196,3,49,1,6,62,42,55,0.134,0.6679999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,8,9,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,6,2,8,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189287406175158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543418697352914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23690099614800045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183012513413811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814518583897039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912111656094381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070167611480606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614543439533213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344076088490652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876769025019882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559093703417114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759557448223246,0.22937252833872604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354096077274134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193446906829103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022391329257914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SaladSnake911,2019/10/22,"I’m all “alone” in this city. Sure as hell miss my friends a lot I just moved here to go to med school, at first i thought it would be fun because this is a big city with a lot of fun things to do. But i guess not i have ‘t yet done anything “fun” since i got here and it’s been 3 months. I have no one to hang out with like i used to be, even tho i know some people in here but they are just not my cup of tea.
I miss all my friends back in the city where i lived and everytime i think of those days i get more sad and regret all the times i chose to watch a movie or play video games alone rather than hanging out with them. I regret being an asshole sometimes. I miss being all in one small room just talking about some stupid shit. I miss those intersting talks my friend and i had in class all thos movie video game ideas we had. I miss those cold nights and me and my roomstes playing league of legends and screaming at each other. 
I’ve tried to make new friends here, but that shit is hard.",0.8451869158878509,2.563026929906542,1.5409439252336448,103.07263084112152,81.10280373831776,4.653831775700935,18.17663551401869,4.935628992294339,-0.9303525233644864,769,16,196,2,20,235,125,214,0.207,0.669,0.125,-0.9622,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,2,1,14,24,4,0,7,0,15,3,2,2,6,44,30,13,0,4,10,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,10,14,1,0,4,6,0,4,3,13,0,3,6,4,27,11,26,19,11,25,1,8,1,0,11,13,3,6,9,126,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979696998683479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183760014459823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061149806548806,0.0,0.08768940872052762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277112095040828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472081308562958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501133416128438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223584349597424,0.0,0.0,0.4445515170537861,0.0,0.07515550258818217,0.0,0.08175306854271833,0.0,0.11504970240563135,0.0,0.15846660224875456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288610274002853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238874030799932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905600316262873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027767065531917,0.0,0.12702187240659915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24459164895034696,0.0,0.0,0.09602075536876603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597845275471445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481941461654052,0.15288940787531366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893088398855236,0.0,0.13499314764083922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495248527079576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972723181638822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558352099190114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953191878207302,0.11899391324235367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227097760572355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557658847436166,0.0,0.0,0.2312417922183479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556731256653647,0.09217304442953644,0.0,0.11420055034987014,0.08387988508764825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766446674226116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423990746047855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021866609011022,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Carol21092005,2019/10/22,"Do u ever find yourself lonely?? Sometimes I find myself lonely,but I don’t know why it’s just a feeling inside me that makes me feel lonely 😔,even when I’m around people or by myself i always feel lonely,it’s like there’s this one thing or one person who can make my loneliness go away,I know the day will come when I won’t get the feeling of loneliness.This is what I feel,maybe some people do but have faith there’s someone or something that will free you from your loneliness🤞",6.670594059405942,5.205988930693072,6.891960396039604,81.62902970297031,65.63366336633663,9.268118811881187,29.11089108910891,7.554174236665415,1.6428360396039596,386,9,80,3,5,125,65,101,0.06,0.799,0.142,0.8105,0,8,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,2,1,19,21,6,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,8,0,1,2,2,2,0,2,0,4,12,4,4,18,1,7,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,4,5,48,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892226252717565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002510420472675,0.0,0.0,0.17944509855544427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645243719419578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317529405312945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261496994301958,0.17276495795053354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828613868365619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491300113443728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978645332914164,0.0,0.10854626045618193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099305546049688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330999409789742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549798828899309,0.0,0.1918790891816228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588448803206249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648223063005721,0.16676854587937212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182854988245365,0.14703647005607093,0.18889789540409846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688789039795098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234232824283516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alhavz,2019/10/22,Birthday I just realized I haven’t had a birthday party thrown for me since I was in 1st grade.  At 21 I went out but not like someone even said we’re taking you out.  I just out alone.  It’s going to another one of those yrs.  But it’s ok who likes parties anyways,1.2094736842105256,2.750653105263158,3.1402105263157907,92.85347368421054,79.35087719298245,5.963508771929827,23.68070175438596,6.742157984588678,0.6065185964912283,205,7,47,2,5,69,46,57,0.08900000000000001,0.706,0.205,0.774,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,7,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,1,7,3,8,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644243197580757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36895940766746055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324024277390044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999720535677207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34380532428716665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23843171591388676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347026268825112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910650036420205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981326791902165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645574533255161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261808556234099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AbleBodied,2019/10/22,"anyone pushing 30 and still alone? I see a lot of posts from teens/early 20s and I'm not discounting anyone's loneliness but I feel like the only one STILL alone at this age. I'm 28F, have never had a real relationship. I have a few friends who I love but don't seem to have much time for me. I think I have fairly good social skills, no autism spectrum or social disorders besides anxiety, I'm funny and can carry a good conversation. But on the other hand I'm fat and I don't think I'd be really pretty if I lost the weight anyway. I'm not baffled by the fact that I don't get hit on a lot but I don't get why I'm so broken that I couldn't find someone to love me and to love back. I'm starting to feel like I did something to deserve this. 

I can barely get any work done at my job because all I can think about is how alone I am. If anyone is in the same boat and happens to be in the SF bay area, hit me up, maybe we could hang out.",2.4835714285714303,2.7872229615384607,4.443708791208792,89.66557692307694,74.19230769230771,7.28901098901099,23.03021978021977,7.1686216300943375,0.5848835164835164,728,17,174,7,14,251,117,208,0.09,0.6859999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.9883,1,3,1,0,1,0,16.0,1,0,0,3,8,9,0,0,11,0,21,6,2,1,3,34,46,15,0,4,9,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,7,0,1,2,9,1,0,1,4,5,20,8,19,36,6,19,0,1,1,3,10,9,0,6,9,107,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773358441683764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258559619366199,0.0,0.09290377828695524,0.0,0.0,0.25474789930940644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933823875732122,0.0,0.07403069748099785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969625787073735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918452246735588,0.0,0.0,0.12427864164186607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281074463263393,0.17351820978134974,0.0,0.0,0.11099695957184512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382677838157016,0.0,0.19034730729695085,0.0,0.0,0.2037217261245356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107391893155886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205137183296706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866210644741655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325696881611113,0.2064934709222499,0.3288219102668035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200609980542325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927478567644605,0.0,0.0936645457807778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229311082623599,0.09236308836693302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630909408443968,0.12355147739122575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382290421772325,0.07779967615020106,0.0,0.0,0.13038463593489655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677457239952053,0.11055740279669536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475922644700343,0.10289849869798393,0.0934929716271358,0.0,0.0,0.08595818002943087,0.0,0.19396952368008344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23344785422648906,0.0,0.0,0.07081455432611322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788520040459294,0.0,0.0,0.1095836726658186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841215564218853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cuboneskull,2019/10/22,"I'm not sure I'm ever going to have a relationship I'm not sure how this type of thing usually is done but here goes - I don't know if I'm ever going to be in relationship. The only experience I have is when I was 16 I dated a girl for 3 months and it ended in a spectacularly bad fashion and that's it. I've been through university and I've been by no means anti-social. I went to parties, made friends I'll have for the rest of my life but never met anyone that was interested in that way.
I took it on the chin and genuinely enjoyed being single and independent through my student life but now I've graduated just over a year ago and I'm lost.
I want to fall in love, get married, have kids and see my parents
' faces as they hold their grandkids in their arms. I want to have some of the humble, apple-pie classic life of a family but I also want someone to talk to in the evening, ask them about their day, console them if they need it and tell them if I've had a bad one. But instead I'm stuck in a house with 3 housemates I don't talk to, 3 friends where one is so wrapped up in their own issues that's all they ever talk about, 1 lives in a different country and the last one cared about me romantically once nothing will happen because they're committed to someone else.
I don't know what I'm expecting from this or if this is even the right subreddit for it but I needed to get my thoughts down somewhere and maybe get advice",4.613590875643858,4.475422132450333,5.918233995584991,82.51482707873438,69.3973509933775,8.830316409124356,29.691685062546,8.515128840125781,1.945045768947756,1132,39,248,16,18,383,159,302,0.069,0.797,0.134,0.9654,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,10,1,17,11,0,0,15,0,21,6,2,3,8,48,53,26,0,10,14,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,14,11,0,1,4,0,0,5,7,3,0,3,13,1,27,8,39,37,5,35,0,1,1,1,25,15,0,6,14,163,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695446451384574,0.0970219017782458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752810032982346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653083722663855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232211498227184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277439225082884,0.06672044724276435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159281236178682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705869816131494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435322840169244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200659773868683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143244904173904,0.0,0.09694129323443082,0.0,0.0,0.14458299584562384,0.29701468149101645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706429427220532,0.10318086841032437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912348066348964,0.0,0.1715512335618384,0.0,0.12440730017972268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967873515368006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629201158054396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142386363676764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030305518530003,0.08921735178451759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319258986141504,0.0,0.0,0.09664743165952834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947893490012715,0.0,0.09878399845259048,0.10356538988389644,0.0,0.0,0.10995846077841738,0.11922446426868415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873629188193468,0.0,0.0,0.16231338414689794,0.08441552758418829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502139659318653,0.0,0.0,0.11656197618578955,0.22250093594218145,0.08324258414756289,0.0,0.0,0.12153262607538265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23501929656665035,0.0,0.09347074303651803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721845088492686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854753254351199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063129573033616,0.0,0.0,0.2639182317992095,0.09566518970655842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271452652338059,0.0,0.0,0.08689204210507441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160433159603085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054505463068345,0.0,0.19367149433515107,0.0868772831461726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146237660323404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048299656836013
lonely,ShadyK55,2019/10/22,"0 new messages I never get texted first. Ever. I always have to start conversation. A conversation that lasts about a few sentences and eventually ends in me getting left on read.

I don't know what it's like to feel desired to be in someone's company. I don't know how that feels. Everyone I know wouldn't put me as a priority in any circumstance.

I'm so sick of feeling this way. Going to an empty bed every night, thinking about what it would be like if I had someone that I can hold, or even just talk to.

I don't wanna feel this way anymore.",2.2109821428571412,4.079403848214287,4.1601428571428585,85.18485714285717,77.48214285714286,6.98,25.485714285714288,7.908726449838941,1.4613900000000006,429,16,89,7,10,146,74,112,0.059000000000000004,0.8420000000000001,0.099,0.2553,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,2,20,23,6,0,5,3,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,1,0,1,8,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,4,10,2,14,18,1,17,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,10,58,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340506824547132,0.0,0.0,0.12537339355493374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828388937615584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329119764879707,0.0,0.0,0.12177024755688773,0.16676719638506013,0.15533406580598874,0.17616707246200386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372878577603181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568193631554385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926444720771942,0.0,0.10477793499965987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039638110847868,0.15028072906679185,0.0,0.0,0.20031130877583747,0.0,0.0,0.1801412311270707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219237374977964,0.17805926299135102,0.0,0.17301250584276895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533607859033227,0.0,0.0,0.18441323173029392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124209200650958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049332124241236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818426944793234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813258425782885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926780763921892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096642737187664,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Scotty_scd40,2019/10/22,"All I had was music and my parents took it. I'm sorry I'm writing here a lot lately but this is the only place I can vent. So making music is the only thing that makes me happy and I can feel satisfied from it. I love making beats, sampling, creating melodies, making drum patterns then putting it all into one piece. It brings me happiness, which is a rare emotion for me.

Unfortunately I had some bad grades lately and my parents decided it will be a brilliant idea to take that one thing that made me happy. The one thing that was making that dark void in my heart a little bit brighter. I told them so many times that I'm not interested in working some lame ass job threw my whole life. I rather pursue my dream, even though I know that I might not succeed.

I'm only 18 but I've made some decisions I regret. I don't want to be old and regret that I did not follow my dream. 

P.s I've just read what I wrote and it feels like another ""me vs bad parents"" but I hope you'll get what I mean. Of course if anyone will read this whole crap.",2.330687338501292,3.928814474418608,3.6125193798449615,90.43697028423773,76.34883720930232,6.2661498708010335,21.71188630490956,6.937597516519254,0.4321111111111113,812,21,176,8,18,265,122,215,0.161,0.65,0.18899999999999997,0.8726,4,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,3,7,14,1,0,7,0,17,5,3,7,2,43,43,13,0,6,10,3,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,22,6,0,0,7,5,0,5,4,6,0,3,11,3,28,8,8,26,10,15,0,3,0,2,9,5,2,7,6,113,50,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849760546691853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234882234374944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278671595845554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296274213972073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163901330750383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683411410317166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463536032387526,0.0739191854000076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540589483036796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33043809646594713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261277450562648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276933010378524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680534644964467,0.0,0.0,0.10267828258118304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056864557362910816,0.0,0.23343795493488814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308411547473592,0.05055035006121183,0.10370439853929174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796672798910739,0.09338596327238433,0.19581215272692967,0.34533606135291905,0.1049026189251906,0.0,0.11270946323061155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976561089753056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857464842901156,0.0,0.21034240927127407,0.23608142090847345,0.0,0.0,0.3446744877568116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081044152381036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040162054305586,0.0,0.0,0.20699655179573928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582650204260182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779677004499924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622315991410944,0.0,0.10165902020558673,0.0,0.06033434965525442,0.0,0.0,0.09887028223906616,0.11495928310332515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102944923672814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310417346322824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532759279575857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bandsandstories,2019/10/22,"going through a breakup and i’m feeling lonely i was friends with this person for over a year and we were together for 7 months which wasn’t a long time but this hurts lol. i’m only 17 so i didn’t expect us to get married but the way it ended was shitty. we were supposed to be on a no contact break but not even two weeks later he has a new girlfriend and is posting her. i took him off of my social media so i don’t have to see it again. i’m just super hurt and feeling especially lonely, i went from talking to someone ALL DAY and falling asleep on facetime with them every night and continuing our conversations in the morning to absolutely nothing. yes, i know i’m young and believe me, i had realistic expectations. i wasn’t even in love with him yet. but it still hurts a lot, and someone who i got used to providing me with companionship is gone for good now and not thinking about me at all anymore. idk where i’m going with this, all i know is that i’m lonely.",1.54455223880597,3.662978417910448,3.4757686567164185,88.04320522388059,80.74129353233829,5.811044776119402,24.47786069651741,6.961326702584282,0.9400863681592048,766,29,160,9,20,258,122,201,0.172,0.7190000000000001,0.109,-0.9257,0,6,0,0,0,0,14.0,4,0,1,1,11,10,0,0,8,2,15,2,1,1,3,35,36,15,0,2,7,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,9,16,0,0,5,0,0,6,7,6,0,1,12,3,22,4,25,23,4,33,0,6,1,1,19,8,0,1,16,110,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050945182623962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098644861545728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787544859800776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441816530689296,0.0,0.0,0.20047783960489055,0.0,0.12786800780412427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347322760000814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725275794560915,0.0,0.07929060741175285,0.0,0.1725023515056927,0.12729273376732406,0.12137981215121775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874006166573813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681143214910682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343066712591929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902462058822564,0.13697324835109656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113685377760967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657495193753495,0.0,0.1424205587649104,0.0,0.1456219839556445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542362457927192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251477388753422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534829278796416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093653548142765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547046395275815,0.2571788772654091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211992034746942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219824333052779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724446551645632,0.0,0.0,0.08849501113273746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686157735381224,0.0,0.0,0.14825171469719395,0.0,0.1825538230670493,0.13107566828872938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046347451870305,0.12173620479724168,0.0,0.0,0.1406870700363194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773126361270816
lonely,neon_dancer,2019/10/22,"I’m so lonely that.. When I sleep at night, I arrange my pillows as if someone were lying next to me and I cuddle it like if it were a person. :(",-1.5337499999999975,0.3452831250000017,1.9112500000000023,95.60875,92.75,3.2,17.375,3.1291,-0.87615,108,3,25,0,4,39,26,32,0.255,0.674,0.07,-0.7645,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,3,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,3,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,4,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245840287687688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4888914394316651,0.4313931391102849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013884286200228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600275430970134,0.0,0.3894985532233364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheOffensiveTruth,2019/10/22,"Mixed Signals really means no? Met this guy through work and we kind of hit it off and had some chemistry, he walks me home, had a great night and then he sends me a message. I replied and since then, nothing. I’ve seen him once after that when I went in to his work place to make a purchase and still nothing. Mixed signals suck. I think I’m just gonna take some time out to not look for something in someone. I actually quite liked him too.",0.976593406593409,3.2395893516483563,1.7040549450549491,99.05344505494509,84.05494505494505,4.519120879120879,22.286813186813184,5.6839178017228535,-0.056666813186813325,345,12,79,2,10,106,67,91,0.027999999999999997,0.8640000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.7976,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,3,4,4,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,14,14,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,5,2,10,3,11,7,2,15,0,0,2,0,10,5,1,2,8,44,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.20315559885608675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22952138708937644,0.0,0.20613290776096613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882351752280107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678951439159247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170720825470014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748204458469094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896309982956914,0.0,0.0,0.2267712258211901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536470193217964,0.0,0.3995124824250655,0.0,0.0,0.22170703291417349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750587801193166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22142717987202967,0.0,0.0,0.13336671834429584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221029954933162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763919308277153,0.1602686724568742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625441204970914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652695348159718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339461791844465,0.0,0.0,0.12139259684390308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929867972834344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031179470973501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwmeunderyou,2019/10/22,"I don't know what's next, I'm feeling a deep sense of uncertainty. Okay, to begin with I guess my problem stems from that I'm single and I'm craving for love and attention. Maybe that's why I feel so terribly lonely and sad at times. And when I say at times it's mostly the whole day. 

I am failing in my subjects, pretty much destroyed my future being depressed and I'm pretty sure I am gonna live like a failure and being lonely. I can't find a friend, neither a woman whom I can love and who can love me. 

I made this account because, of course this a throwaway account, a few hours ago I posted in a r4r subreddit and wrote something be stupid, and got myself embarrassed. And yeah. The way people said to me, I didn't feel good about it, the way they said it. I understand what they meant but the tone. Maybe I'm feeling paranoid but idk. 

I'm always in a state of confusion nowadays. I can't concentrate neither can I do anything else. I don't know. Most of the days and most of the time I feel horny. And make a fool of myself. 

I'm a 20yo male from India. Hope that helps you to make a decision. 

And I need this. Please !

A friend, a relationship, something to hold onto for long enough. Please ! :)",1.3393522267206492,3.4622675991902834,2.9295967611336065,91.65619271255063,81.51012145748987,5.571433198380568,22.025748987854254,6.742157984588678,0.5011060404858303,935,30,199,10,25,307,131,247,0.172,0.669,0.159,0.1934,0,4,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,2,1,3,22,2,2,19,2,14,3,0,3,1,42,45,17,0,3,2,0,5,1,2,1,0,3,0,2,13,14,0,1,12,0,2,0,7,12,0,0,7,8,27,10,22,34,10,23,0,5,0,3,18,7,0,6,13,122,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655033947489627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000163030470989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989146293037356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327300509818953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503853698064074,0.0,0.1035283675174716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041195138274264,0.0,0.0,0.12419907176744535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038844906158429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986092339166384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857329525353764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008183333728998,0.09613518387129442,0.0,0.13241421425786867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056774703321748,0.0,0.0,0.1193860485895197,0.11837311187389354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211791497510114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587238093556745,0.0,0.1061390929672392,0.1063735089699961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32545647045349385,0.11373645793091845,0.16046930639231405,0.0,0.24151477366122745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836107248198033,0.08912702114260658,0.0,0.0,0.1278344138815218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333177372194937,0.0,0.0,0.2638877322376461,0.0,0.0,0.11511868905466488,0.2445738954465436,0.0,0.1150154817562056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905016997895355,0.0,0.0,0.22867607757551775,0.09558812636822643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507217194430445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328738787756842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026933596681985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251327819209669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908188531088334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846210125173912,0.13419937509158011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MyOwnMain,2019/10/22,"Lonely and worried So I've been single for 4 or 5 years and I'm 18 now I know it's a little early for my age to get into the dating game and expecting to find somone instantly but I see all my friends and people I used to go school with with their boyfriend/girlfriend.
I installed tinder a few months ago and I've had a few matches but any conversation goes as follows ""Send me money for my rent"" and "" add my premium snap"" ect.
I don't think I'm a bad looking guy and I definitely don't have a bad personality, I guess I'm just a little worried that it's gonna take a lot longer than I originally thought to find a special somone.

I guess this is a post to vent my frustration in the hopes I get the advice I need. Thanks!",1.3959723502304122,3.1115398645161285,3.5730184331797226,89.16524193548386,79.38709677419354,6.493087557603687,23.3294930875576,7.447530270364453,0.8643364055299538,569,19,128,8,14,195,97,155,0.07,0.75,0.18,0.9604,1,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,1,0,12,0,6,0,0,2,1,29,26,12,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,11,0,0,5,1,2,3,2,4,0,0,3,2,18,4,14,22,5,16,0,1,2,0,7,4,0,5,8,72,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363846922295175,0.1484418211082384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387749533608388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796416390566765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061079977269049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937799095730249,0.0,0.17498026773025574,0.0,0.0951705020174013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689487467036272,0.16581020338659722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632403570821375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203079031272376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356747400869296,0.0,0.0,0.14062293108301413,0.0,0.0,0.1423671944968349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366374529037298,0.0,0.0,0.12416832638508933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609461132106688,0.1462182682788862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037891508448546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947690191005305,0.13344271186509488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259079216131969,0.0,0.0,0.15417325140498284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730061962441832,0.0,0.1329433121128847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446303432320814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401243899347289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783775803206344
lonely,image_incorporated,2019/10/22,I think my online friend hates me now I felt like I could talk to tho friend about anything. I forgot that people have their limits to how much they can listen,2.596145833333331,4.761047156250001,2.5825,95.54583333333336,77.4375,4.266666666666667,13.791666666666664,3.1291,-1.3430958333333334,127,1,26,0,3,38,27,32,0.081,0.67,0.249,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,2,1,4,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,8,3,3,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29249781196601504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837908659054172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412792808613093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5492259598907845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509245856863913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365061030659398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26129017058322657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464181653663311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28569016284027504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22775236102385454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,veginator9000,2019/10/22,"No Friends in General (internet or otherwise) Hi everyone, I am a 30 year old male with absolutely no friends since I moved to Cape Town. I also stopped drinking for the last 3 years at it was becoming a problem. 

Now the problem is meeting people and doing things without alcohol as a sort of 'social' lubrication. So the struggle is real especially since I have social anxiety (which is why I was boozing as self-medication). I don't have any people to talk to daily on WhatsApp or any messages service.

If there is anyone out there who wants to chat, send me a message. Maybe I might meet some interesting internet friends. :-)

Thanks all",5.282758945386063,7.10630816101695,6.4233333333333364,72.36281544256124,69.08474576271186,9.651224105461395,36.83992467043315,9.994966539143718,4.171076082862524,505,28,85,13,9,169,87,118,0.129,0.73,0.141,0.5401,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,7,0,12,3,0,0,1,17,14,8,0,4,4,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,3,1,0,2,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,0,8,5,14,11,2,13,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,6,6,58,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653504289720028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373087677445012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043210487106145,0.0,0.11836166666130316,0.0,0.0,0.10818500064153982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087794684581492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156834958402304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784320187883054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586127734999571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611882490532714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543873007200235,0.0,0.17186091416600727,0.0,0.0,0.16413525888433886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444466687175513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235438296615734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452907224891188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960955166723077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761071520962036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140846253915309,0.0,0.0,0.2559747558034061,0.0,0.0,0.3154385495991634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293542578714005,0.0,0.16174870038313252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435943083508336,0.0,0.14244694139178962,0.0,0.0,0.10279021350942456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125885938347517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961225662459611,0.0,0.0,0.14914618450539946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992713866799706
lonely,1800lonelyaf,2019/10/22,"Update: Had to delete messenger to avoid looking needy. I kept messaging her because I wanted to chat, so I've decided to delete the app so I stop doing that and give some space. It sucks not having many irl friends. Eventually, I want to do more hobby groups and develop my interests more so that I have more of a life. I am studying next year so that helps I guess.

I would have a job but I have PTSD and still recovering. Thanks for reading x",1.0850051072523,3.5992849775280935,2.6800612870275806,90.25868232890707,86.86516853932585,6.382431052093973,21.574055158324818,7.686295010490155,1.066339325842696,349,12,73,7,11,114,63,89,0.083,0.7929999999999999,0.124,0.5433,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,14,17,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,11,3,7,14,4,6,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,2,5,48,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586616822979023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010883999361682,0.0,0.0,0.24968021738399246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28672308398099844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445734982634092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582835221168762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838404605247129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21856607910343573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638787600860019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768062144418547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042484251741581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603461857748768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785655132794256,0.21760218259732625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396269427944361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070347634467345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489242616113966,0.0,0.0,0.16760905046460178
lonely,BuhBuhh,2019/10/22,"I’m not sure I’m not sure about anything anymore really. I’ve been so alone for so long now. I don’t even feel like I’m living. No family, no friends, no one I’m close to, no support group. I begin to blame myself. I just don’t know really. I never sleep anymore. I’ve been drinking and smoking a lot of weed every night. I feel very weak saying this as a man. I’m just very lonesome. I’m hurting.",-0.8551097178683378,1.20671527586207,2.007189132706376,94.75899686520378,91.64367816091958,4.54294670846395,18.25391849529781,6.1124844417494595,-0.17466896551724131,307,9,70,3,11,107,53,87,0.293,0.615,0.091,-0.937,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,3,13,15,4,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,9,2,0,1,2,3,6,5,6,13,1,6,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730276822345005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778538737940311,0.0,0.0,0.1567670322642523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661957570453125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582486911190774,0.0,0.16050627218712155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958846663329794,0.0,0.19264721540307314,0.13609476937908213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718148350553725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393648467363096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046949960050309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306972467815894,0.0,0.16821688286977451,0.16858840224285535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195810998086008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692699715026156,0.0,0.0,0.17877335670373476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908918266845332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24408110242195294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149495070575222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906397218677148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617957488896647,0.3590920314931599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143684387685399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KingCanada1208,2019/10/22,"Help wanted My ex ghosted me over 3 months ago and I can't get over him. We had dated for 10 months, the longest relationship I had ever been in. I dont know why, but I can't get over him. I should be over him, but I can't let go. It haunts me. I want to move on but just when I think I am, I hit a road block and fall back.

Im seeking advice on how to move on",-1.2677906976744175,-0.09311179069767128,1.7745930232558145,101.48654069767444,85.51162790697674,4.765116279069769,15.401162790697676,5.148860815047168,-1.2151581395348838,270,4,78,1,8,96,56,86,0.085,0.871,0.044000000000000004,-0.6187,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,1,1,15,19,7,1,3,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,3,0,17,0,11,12,0,20,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,7,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21994970846704956,0.1995235926620092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307588234843618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637970459432125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360157599569112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23519444454298225,0.0,0.12792055726743606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086921749825927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431295974008407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237004085616111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301638792190613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593201763477263,0.4784578390590682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24165623192510105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442248886633704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655210259245719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031035115990058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Osita1997,2019/10/22,"It honestly hurts when someone tells me ""I hope you get better"" or ""I hope you find someone"" I know its one of the best things that can be said but it really does do the opposite for me, even when they do mean well I'm still left with that lonely and sad feeling in my chest...",3.1170689655172414,3.751939844827589,4.102931034482761,91.47267241379312,72.9655172413793,7.868965517241381,23.12068965517241,8.07648339933343,0.8493999999999997,213,5,50,3,4,69,46,58,0.134,0.654,0.21100000000000002,0.34,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,2,5,9,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,10,12,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,9,6,4,10,1,5,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,3,3,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376009563175565,0.20023924840958765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981309402055237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954017787095436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447855682686045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693257388780129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182887002295917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497479460071242,0.0,0.0,0.24237416981017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442777358160212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24599267345587386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246624404052946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341974502900355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504259662155775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153656088915554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836690890795437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080951471886905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789034528032765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041524304447013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356774996601248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lucyisalone,2019/10/22,"feeling empty is anyone else feeling like.. empty but not exactly? like i dont have depression, i know that, but im feeling really empty... i dont experience true joy that much anymore and i dont think im capable of feeling true sadness anymore, like i dont care about anything and when there is something to be sad about i just sit there being like ""ok"" and probably cry.. and i miss being exited about everything and being full of energy... i just wanted to vent, thats all. thank you for reading",1.768423005565861,4.277581816326531,4.139647495361782,81.25145640074211,82.87755102040815,7.237105751391463,25.23562152133581,8.296473431620573,2.1401102040816324,390,16,71,9,11,135,56,98,0.324,0.56,0.11599999999999999,-0.9744,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,8,14,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,0,4,21,21,8,0,1,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,4,9,10,8,17,3,4,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,47,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743217857010645,0.09670571676609237,0.1417092964452061,0.11381281286857466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410106474261114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519209905291118,0.0,0.0,0.1191214565711366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6483673398191063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155356564841406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429915976735215,0.13528833203520174,0.0,0.0,0.2797236275974549,0.09880475694420186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987851697399369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600853200123943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702743556609508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166971537018528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911563475935427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834191947456045,0.0,0.08860139926575536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647355513004136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273321947288616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886199341846556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157557291307499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wondering_star35,2019/10/22,"Boring life My kids asked me why I don’t date or go out and I didn’t know how to respond, I’m not going to lie I do want to go out and have fun but I’m so use to being a loner I don’t have friends, I haven’t had friends since high school and as far as dating it’s a waste of time",-1.9635714285714272,-0.6999896428571404,1.1214285714285737,104.83357142857143,88.28571428571428,4.0,14.285714285714285,3.1291,-1.636857142857143,215,3,64,0,7,76,46,70,0.12,0.711,0.168,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,2,0,12,18,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,2,0,7,3,9,15,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,36,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693971416317854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452740473694912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913156516411658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044641397873375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836898603056604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035407958740903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916402762585648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383746284925907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803243040714252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488836695749937,0.0,0.0,0.16996829733398264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600257959145008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Asmodeus48,2019/10/22,"I can't help but feel like everyone's life would be better if I just disappeared I have been single for almost a year now, and have gone on a couple first dates that did not go anywhere because the people were too different to me. No one finds me attractive, mainly because in my country people prefer to date within their race group and most of my friends are white and I am not, meaning anyone I meet is looking for someone that isn't me. I am 20 and I already feel like despite having a relationship that lasted almost three years, that it was just dumb luck and now I am going to be alone forever. I have ""hooked up"" with strangers in clubs now and then, but I wish I could find someone that just likes me, my personality, etc. I don't even know how to start looking, since its near the end of the academic year. I guess I grew up ugly, so even though I look okay now I don't have any confidence. I mean I had my first kiss when I was 15, when most people were having their first times. 

In addition to that, I feel like such a burden to my two best friends. They're such amazing women, and they make me smile and they care about me, but I often talk to them about my problems and as much as they insist I do the same for them, and that they want to be there for me, I just feel like their lives would be easier if I wasn't in it.

I just want someone to think of me as attractive, or in a romantic way. My ex told me being with me was too much effort, and I worry every partner I have in the future will eventually reach the same conclusion.",8.633599419448476,5.251730477987426,8.533018867924529,77.45370827285923,63.402515723270426,11.671407837445571,34.524431543299464,9.265573868473778,2.738711369134011,1204,32,262,15,13,393,162,318,0.092,0.684,0.225,0.9939,1,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,9,7,24,19,1,0,11,1,35,2,0,2,0,57,57,26,0,10,13,1,4,5,3,3,1,0,0,3,10,14,0,0,12,1,0,5,8,3,0,6,11,8,53,16,34,37,10,37,0,0,4,1,21,11,1,10,25,202,63,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128708916391666,0.1040952533301611,0.11091230689566037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068348411819834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027704238483648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122536636700556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547621251405964,0.08889054087256061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247389272598524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024690219664768,0.11120941784947642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500873857461664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901963731693767,0.0,0.11209220950027474,0.1327682499680376,0.0,0.08468173667728815,0.09603903409100747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032780469458165,0.2872097461781408,0.0,0.0,0.18372370614788053,0.2564743789018278,0.0,0.0,0.1553033842248635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424123169882458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072012431292344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736792584637423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523618461957599,0.08192686556212136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070991279671051,0.2455139543903733,0.0,0.08874978893812617,0.0,0.25320246050218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708940445609977,0.0,0.0,0.2189638329424495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776886279860588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810634890250362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903732421979826,0.08775909925322704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617191409041734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790722841014444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314067872795686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25547853217019706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113958557807029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078396210126322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644010207369679,0.09874791379249304,0.0,0.0586066159838493,0.0,0.0,0.09603903409100747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818102965344942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185636214050501,0.0797780180015833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557843697404048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020700437984716,0.0,0.1427950071186878,0.0,0.0,0.19417022144587714
lonely,TA042207,2019/10/22,i feel like such an ugly creep I deserve it though,-1.552727272727271,0.20096690909091208,0.5004545454545449,101.2706818181818,107.1818181818182,2.2,14.590909090909092,3.1291,-1.451763636363636,40,1,9,0,2,13,10,11,0.258,0.547,0.195,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602459192550229,0.508988258129639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480765444893153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6999975356546886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Alpha_oi,2019/10/22,"I did it, and now? I’ve come around my darkest corner. I flipped my life and have a decent living right now. And yet I feel so fucking alone. There is no one I can have a good time with. No one I really feel comfortable with, it feels like there are no people like me in the world, I’ve lost any willing to live and eanthousjasm along, people say things like”your time wil come too”. Or “enjoy the things you have” sometimes even “you don’t need people around to be happy”. But you know what?  That’s bullshit , and it hurts. It hurts to feel so lonely and so lost",1.209736842105265,3.4178637456140386,2.1921929824561417,96.26618421052632,82.59649122807018,4.852631578947369,17.394736842105264,5.985473137389443,-0.5071263157894741,433,9,96,3,12,136,71,114,0.22699999999999998,0.637,0.136,-0.8805,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,2,12,12,1,0,4,0,10,2,0,0,0,21,21,11,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,13,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,6,0,2,3,5,11,6,9,16,0,13,0,5,0,1,4,6,1,1,7,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940456625637586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466422427444157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27402544512335925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651600448410885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165624570626307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112865175520192,0.10995348863055472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422875140560567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909258645220711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638402862362844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295281376532299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458502928095983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087113367989672,0.15038551387297738,0.0,0.2718110799184316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360223625715544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412247452577284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085870903580073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32010589275347484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985988250780284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143848299578384,0.0,0.12239558078542605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222113849918995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045022163620936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949256861941146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,2pingz,2019/10/22,"It's kinda funny It's kinda funny how when you're a kid you think ""my 20s are going to be the best"" but it's actually the worst... it's pretty lonely. Not sure if I'm just doing it all wrong or what.",-1.1641304347826065,0.5400830217391324,2.6197391304347843,92.66656521739132,88.34782608695654,4.5495652173913035,11.37391304347826,5.6839178017228535,-1.2643686956521742,153,1,37,1,5,57,35,46,0.188,0.611,0.201,-0.0864,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,2,11,6,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,5,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.4015533246148285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318316934247314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23385834287922785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186316398559343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878229512237341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636651542585401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498979734961616,0.0,0.0
lonely,cutensad4ever,2019/10/22,"20 year old with no friends. i feel pathetic, but people do nothing but disapoint me. I recently moved back home to LA 3 months ago from college in Delaware after some fucked up circumstances. I was sexually assaulted and I couldn't stay at school. Ever since my mental health has been deteriorating, it's really hard to open up to people and let them in. I had so many friends back at school. I have like two friends out here, but they're struggling with their own issues, and I'd hate to add more onto them. One has depression, and the other one is bipolar. It's funny that my  friends all the way across the country check-in and talk to me more than my friends down the street. Why am i not enough for anyone? I hate myself so much and all this does is confirm all the reasons that i should hate myself. At this point, I just don't know how to make new friends out here. Part of me wants to blame it on LA and say that ""It's an LA thing"" the way people act around here. It just feels so fake, all of it. And it feels like people one see relationships as a way to gain or further their own self interested actions -- but i have nothing left in me to give lol. (Anyone else from LA, let me know if you feel the same way in some ways.) In general, I just spend a lot of my time alone. I don't really get out of the house much. I go to classes and stuff but I don't really like the people that are in my classes. It just feels like no one cares about me... And all i can do is blame myself. 

I",2.5671116504854368,3.82215273786408,3.7134506472491933,91.37075849514565,75.01941747572816,7.0917475728155335,22.583737864077676,7.645422480735847,0.6718747572815524,1152,30,265,15,24,374,156,309,0.159,0.6890000000000001,0.153,-0.4725,0,3,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,4,1,16,20,5,1,12,1,22,3,0,3,6,54,40,22,0,4,12,0,6,4,6,1,2,1,1,1,17,18,0,0,8,0,1,4,7,8,0,5,3,8,36,12,42,33,17,45,0,1,1,1,16,24,1,5,15,185,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745151983765088,0.0,0.0,0.08706207099246034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755511721255366,0.08613065241022899,0.0,0.07483230661880808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927577671709262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570601480825163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240180445392258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356253892606772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022236168867645,0.0,0.0,0.08685770985375317,0.0,0.0,0.07603818487164554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251938955219274,0.12010670281083173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896729340732607,0.07771324210477952,0.04391851724989041,0.08063918067787926,0.04777392775481794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530234061142371,0.24897915053041525,0.0,0.08935314455352791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432025624668231,0.0,0.0,0.0969953600559357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877380724885763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239569476716557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133276003159398,0.1719165827989904,0.0,0.1642722613603059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146584204530418,0.0,0.0,0.05611151620019602,0.08522488178910928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471393699751041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709686274191443,0.08934377212392354,0.1235893358426533,0.0,0.0,0.08118684879839007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613180128916824,0.0,0.08820810836243666,0.0,0.22784822913607355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910301081005273,0.0,0.2913873236143177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946502261876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155530754828304,0.08642893315649887,0.08300031220367587,0.09025028980568876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668488550470113,0.0,0.17014888219210686,0.06698590782766267,0.0,0.08769418413074638,0.0,0.0,0.0695363087384641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959807438826388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878790373885546,0.0962299838929144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756522337483531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584653845610881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049016772601823785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211559605595166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04958148471549373,0.3336194132148366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585217495257722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054132668760361866
lonely,PY7HON,2019/10/22,"Thinking about it again Things have been going pretty well for a while. I moved out from my living situation with my roommate and I'm living on my own. My job keeps me busy/tired and I've got a close friend that I hang out with a lot now that we live closer together. Even with the slight financial strain I'm under, things have been going alright. But I just got hit hard last night by an emotional train. I just feel so damn alone. Even though I have my parents close by and I'm able to see them everyday if I want to, I've got friends I can see when I'm off work, I have places to go and explore, I just feel alone. I've been single for a few years, which I know is adding to it, not to mention a cause of me moving out was depression and a suicide attempt. I was fine for the better part of a year, but it just caught up with me all of a sudden. I can't sleep, I've caught myself thinking about suicide again, and I just want to curl up and cry. I just feel like I have no one to talk to that might get it in my personal life, so here I am.",2.0355101509630416,2.9693552787610638,3.3265642894325893,94.89102811035922,75.85840707964601,6.5565851119208745,21.25871941697033,6.794906146795322,0.12972337324310246,807,18,197,7,17,263,122,226,0.12,0.7879999999999999,0.091,-0.884,2,3,0,0,0,2,22.0,1,0,1,3,19,10,1,1,11,1,15,2,1,1,1,41,40,15,2,3,10,1,4,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,10,17,0,1,7,0,0,9,3,3,1,1,10,6,28,7,32,28,6,33,0,1,2,0,8,13,1,3,12,133,38,2,0.11993352882701355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484299316099626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607145995265256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320477131633333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174134977182125,0.0,0.0,0.10329857263838546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349090773187319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842992934038594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192598732281864,0.08568053695787066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532069372753826,0.0,0.06266031873826039,0.0,0.20448296490494472,0.0,0.28776539741798424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743688448317623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901552131372428,0.10660243103423106,0.0,0.0,0.0659123309105803,0.09776183330887384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471259826634607,0.058593464108338426,0.0,0.3177105097150808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196319734514954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723052114706002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25494072155077235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254949228409684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127006303730679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317199058617513,0.12987632428259113,0.0,0.0,0.10472133131988877,0.12530501107384198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201551569898975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19114298925761428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481031141943736,0.12002014338719685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623756290746661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639802746982552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935701472694988,0.15369712513741532,0.11783408313675488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147980534551288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783464585326323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731303738750022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446652077879106
lonely,bbll2,2019/10/22,I miss having someone to call and text and being able to look forward to spending time with someone. It made my college classes more bearable but now I’m single again so shit,2.3526470588235284,5.102427500000005,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,82.82352941176471,3.4000000000000004,29.088235294117645,3.1291,0.9082588235294118,141,7,24,0,4,44,29,34,0.205,0.795,0.0,-0.8282,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,5,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,4,4,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,4,17,3,2,0.3555923047250031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630995007273201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29860797775857306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364700365930322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650103908014893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6025844117057014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073487324827142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Stotty17,2019/10/22,"Had a great night, hate myself for it I wanted to post this in r/foreveralone but don't have the comment karma to be able to post.
I went away last weekend for an old friend's birthday and went for a night out. For some context I'm 21 and have never had a serious relationship although for the last couple of years I've become ""content"" with being solo. Anyway I was out with a big group of friends and most of us took mdma and went clubbing. It's something I've done before but I generally avoid it because my comedowns are really brutal. Anyway there was a girl there who I've been friends with for a few years but she's had a boyfriend for most of the time I've known her, and she recently got with another guy. So I didn't expect anything to come of it, nor did I want anything to. But as soon as we got to the club she wouldn't leave me alone, and kept holding my hands to dance with me and hug me. It was the closest I've been with anyone for years and it fucked me up.

I know it was just the effects of the drugs but it was so intense it's just ruined me. We danced together for hours just staring at each other and kissing each other, not ont he lips. I was blown away by how beautiful she was and she kept saying the same to me. I really wanted to kiss her but I couldn't do it and I'm almost glad I didn't. Anyway this continues for most of the night and everyone there thought something was happening between us. The next day hits and I felt awful. Awful for thinking that she'd actually be interested in me without the drugs and awful for feeling like I'd taken advantage of her. I spoke to my friends about it and they all basically told me to calm my shit and that I'd done nothing wrong but It's still ruining me. I've been talking to her on and off and she's brought up that she's having a party at hers in a few weeks but I don't know if I can do it. I don't know if her boyfriend will be there and if he is It'd kill me. I've never met the guy but I've heard he's a really decent dude and I think it'd fuck me up even more.

I get that it's cliche but I genuinely had come to terms with the idea that I'd never meet anyone, and whilst this experience likely won't lead to anything it still gave me a taste of something that seems too far away to reach. Now my numbness has turned into pain again and I hate it, I really don't know what to do.",2.6337821876995093,3.5149327027559067,4.142941051287512,89.8138912534582,74.33464566929132,7.145435198978507,24.162800595871463,7.432916251226849,0.8443903383698665,1855,53,424,21,37,619,218,508,0.127,0.75,0.12300000000000001,-0.8405,0,3,5,0,0,1,32.0,4,0,1,3,21,28,7,1,25,3,45,13,3,3,4,92,85,42,1,9,18,0,3,2,4,3,4,3,0,3,31,38,1,4,13,5,0,10,15,14,0,0,37,8,58,14,66,36,12,58,1,2,1,5,41,19,3,9,29,294,89,1,0.08155960795239807,0.0,0.07959041224665107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167016610336703,0.08447115674789467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552236025130917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405674847131422,0.0,0.20134982404755786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298838093481869,0.0,0.0,0.049717979998869885,0.09007617917046172,0.06940121921851931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051276093952222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024415491079242,0.0,0.05259919987127706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692759165271967,0.0,0.0,0.18916650352597872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386935184557665,0.0,0.0,0.07793370055872978,0.0,0.07978094663920124,0.0,0.0,0.0412389883727549,0.05826620021757342,0.07831001388879426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520510031466707,0.15080108663595693,0.04261152890644981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304613381830246,0.08991975569822859,0.0,0.16151366931233996,0.07212289195756398,0.0,0.0,0.1610464550304095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031978490118792,0.0,0.0,0.0920708699086574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902336221380853,0.0,0.17929211025048497,0.13296393219413932,0.0,0.08635984854386501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969180942123018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887113929296932,0.0,0.08673956833095407,0.2296145011918841,0.0,0.07825864350511652,0.0,0.08558308874324773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678517324127259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562231185208308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899669322970232,0.0,0.08053027342857573,0.08756449610967171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648594738067097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424880391521352,0.0,0.0,0.08371976552007715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836571253104695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302672165312513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655545234490975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452020708653408,0.0,0.06474921841759015,0.047558063282036316,0.0,0.0,0.07793370055872978,0.0906157254022764,0.0,0.08871343302121316,0.0,0.0,0.19621233239415106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431790972070438,0.0,0.06542219789970055,0.0,0.0,0.2268197210478587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862055160471479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917262785419383,0.0,0.15756514045367878
lonely,Throwaway1234029,2019/10/22,"I have no one else to tell this to so... Not a particularly interesting post, but I just realized that I have no in person relationships right now. I keep up with people online and over the phone, but I do not have any friends or anyone to talk to in person. It was the same way during community college, but now I am 2 hours away from the few friends I had at home. I just want to graduate and be normal. 

/rant",2.4007142857142867,3.9930252619047657,4.401904761904763,84.87642857142858,76.14285714285714,7.6571428571428575,22.714285714285715,8.418075326091056,1.178185714285715,318,9,70,6,7,109,59,84,0.156,0.8270000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.8847,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,16,10,7,0,2,8,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,8,3,13,7,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,3,54,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108327573837555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562866488243755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255207126129345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978788552497834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660184223466764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376051642129893,0.0,0.2332743816587784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054558366177525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23208742704234284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051278278001466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421945558232942,0.4136606193812616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268609871066392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543153434782676,0.0,0.20229014781141275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903913331109772,0.207039387272078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397151448791077,0.18802052790173146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,z_miller,2019/10/22,"Technology = Loneliness I think it is ironic that with all this technology, I feel so alone. I have never felt so isolated..

Anyone else feel this way?",1.3875000000000028,3.9051198928571433,3.8725714285714297,77.27242857142859,100.07142857142857,7.954285714285715,19.88571428571429,8.238735603445708,2.2259628571428576,119,4,21,4,5,41,22,28,0.248,0.752,0.0,-0.711,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,6,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945902131336001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663967111456834,0.3903687576514409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182678329335771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852794690614907,0.0,0.3658096593029627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938425833688376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24412268269353024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024117250262733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,how-do-i-live,2019/10/22,"no family, no friends i got kicked out at 18, my mother is dead, her family is on the opposite side of the country, my sister is kicking me out of my apartment and taking my deposit money, my grandparents are moving, all my friends from school went off to college to do better things. I'm pathetic and alone.",12.567,6.928352366666669,12.040000000000004,62.17500000000002,58.66666666666666,15.333333333333336,46.66666666666667,12.161744961471696,5.517166666666667,242,10,44,5,2,81,44,60,0.196,0.68,0.124,-0.6486,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,9,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,9,3,10,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,32,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934461446045974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505838227621893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5341997339774694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378026652213164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266062060924676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011367082741178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867467596330182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21303014232508025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882329608363753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626512813142113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,losingmyself_,2019/10/22,just sad anyone I can talk to? I’m filled with negative vibes and sad thoughts so sorry in advance,2.1744999999999983,4.465879450000003,3.0599999999999987,90.935,79.5,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.094,79,3,16,1,2,25,18,20,0.451,0.5489999999999999,0.0,-0.8883,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024709098472543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6443338834186049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626431850947789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569598414420911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IamWorthLoving,2019/10/22,"Anyone wanna talk? I've some free time. If anyone's interested in chatting for a while (or regularly), feel free to hit me up.  


Also, wish you all loners happiness, love, and good fortune in life!",2.4168918918918934,4.996719810810814,4.601283783783781,78.54895270270273,80.62162162162161,6.943243243243244,22.763513513513516,8.07648339933343,1.6070054054054057,151,5,27,3,4,52,34,37,0.037000000000000005,0.511,0.452,0.9686,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,4,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,8,6,3,2,5,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,3,2,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774218654026083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851316901482732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540689522909952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909696181479079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692895683135531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24503108215633154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31309763400986745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27883117118426154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228459893362208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989265951665191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawayasshole600,2019/10/22,Please help My boyfriend broke up with me about a month ago and I have no one. I've been pretending it hasn't happened but suddenly it just hit me and I'm feeling extremely low and I'm scared I'll do something stupid. Having suicidal thoughts. I don't know what to do,0.6530357142857142,3.075213946428576,1.8585714285714303,95.98642857142859,88.10714285714286,6.057142857142857,24.07142857142857,7.447530270364453,1.1263500000000004,215,9,48,4,7,68,43,56,0.32899999999999996,0.5720000000000001,0.1,-0.9574,0,0,1,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,14,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,1,5,0,4,11,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077301635683657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553097336707266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30698622655165064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326893193869936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078619451596496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770941901297116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352398381419013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810697150538337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475606861870583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672553181202756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797290060398443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756006823170657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PDDCD,2019/10/22,"lowkey wouldn't be mad if i was cheated on anyone else feel like that if you were ever cheated on, you would sorta be fine with it? I mean I'd be really sad but I'd still be happy that someone actually chose to go out with someone like me and the person they're cheating on me with is very likely to be a lot better than me.",2.586197183098591,3.2333594507042283,4.573352112676059,87.56566197183098,74.2112676056338,6.806760563380282,22.65070422535211,6.742157984588678,0.5151554929577458,255,6,57,2,5,88,49,71,0.138,0.6559999999999999,0.20600000000000002,0.6786,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,2,11,4,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,1,15,13,4,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,1,7,6,10,4,1,7,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,4,5,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.237122016148149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990341794566047,0.2489707395370587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490384633126194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029859618199321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197972799553631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286243770862205,0.1735912464690629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380961340807683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586660947627376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561361598786908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065803874434009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26468603658420264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216844666435414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566484664429056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117672415197581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405116866446134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049120691905087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261227103287144,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,seasonioning,2019/10/22,"no one to talk to, i feel like an annoyance This is a half-vent post. So, y'know.

I've just gone through an entire school year without making any friends or having anybody to hang out with. My relationship with my parents is almost non-existent. The friends I've had before dismiss me. 

My previous group of friends ignore my messages to the (now dead) group chat. Last week, I wrote that I broke down at school, only to have nobody reply even today.

Another example - friend #1. We were doing pretty well - we had opened up to each other before and talked about our mental health on more than one occasion. One day, I was in the middle of talking to him and he just abruptly called out to his other friend and half-ran to her. I was really hurt by that, so I've backed off and we haven't spoken since. 

Some of it may just my perception - that I'm not actually annoying or whatever, but it feels that way. People give curt, short replies. I ask a question and they don't actually answer it. Nobody initiates conversation with me. Nobody messages me first. Nobody thinks ""I can't wait to tell X"" or ""I can't wait for X to go online"". I'm barely just a passing thought in anybody's mind. Nobody I know actually cares or worries about me.

I do try and approach people. I try to become closer but I keep ending up being sidelined. I'm trying to work on becoming a more social and confident person.

I don't want to tell anybody I know because I'll just feel like an annoying burden. The only people I feel like I can tell are strangers on the internet.",2.573912205081669,4.799421134868425,4.141039019963706,84.0443421052632,77.78289473684211,6.824682395644282,24.298548094373864,7.873277556716777,1.4686382940108893,1211,42,230,20,29,403,172,304,0.078,0.82,0.102,0.8418,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,4,0,1,2,13,17,3,0,12,0,20,1,0,1,0,52,42,15,1,1,13,1,4,3,5,1,1,0,0,1,10,17,0,4,11,1,0,5,8,7,1,4,8,4,33,10,39,32,4,33,0,2,0,0,35,16,0,8,13,148,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.2809417255220944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609431061307024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525896462218356,0.10062685852690316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971359735107022,0.0,0.0,0.07379056648915945,0.0,0.05849890163096962,0.211969896794126,0.16331697692568375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799020447296156,0.0,0.0978419243702442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061888987026574464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849958207903792,0.0,0.0,0.06338346639606256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940895848329578,0.20567058728144336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816271218482256,0.0,0.0,0.37070861586189385,0.0,0.0,0.09205763020034734,0.054538681289920087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200548504336786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273168900931456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529741360522533,0.0,0.0,0.15821828724221831,0.07822365259075965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064982085653388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405686621460713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670936906073524,0.0,0.09689651221438593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508352989782907,0.1459702367952603,0.0,0.0,0.10655691668056423,0.0,0.0,0.19958853443346708,0.08379226087268209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190720181150884,0.09763011788623854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750189587562982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147714065776705,0.0,0.0,0.10302966541282536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942418405565498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938259964363342,0.0,0.0,0.09782344362984872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313972300645168,0.2516308906828669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061490001332945465,0.0,0.0761848763561768,0.0,0.0,0.09096286570853697,0.0,0.0,0.19546023115534572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05660218700579106,0.07617193605195742,0.07697671384684981,0.0,0.08628336426366505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925060896400321,0.0,0.06986309965838043,0.09745632999911542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179781541191056
lonely,kylejensin,2019/10/22,"Thats it, I'm done Alright, I'm throwing in the towel. I know when I'm beat, I guess relationships for me are just not meant to be. Maybe in the future, I'll have better luck, but as of right now, I give up. Who cares? , I don't care. Who needs all that jazz. Being loved is so overrated am I right? no?. I'll just do my own thing for right now, if a women comes along, so be it, but for now, I'm done.",-2.214377289377289,-0.44752665934066016,0.723543956043958,103.38187271062272,95.81318681318682,3.9124542124542128,11.978937728937733,5.46131890053228,-1.5582754578754583,298,4,82,2,12,103,60,91,0.038,0.7909999999999999,0.171,0.8979,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,3,1,11,1,0,0,1,14,24,7,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,7,6,10,18,2,13,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,3,5,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850647707552244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266889880424602,0.0,0.0,0.18025049310558747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282711478608169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073183006465425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23051265323424586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499842102063942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888564480204704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102199208141644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515634959277866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246563727988233,0.0,0.5360955053520006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901651496002812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SassyTechDiva,2019/10/22,"An experiment My birthday is Thursday and I want to see how many “friends” know or remember without getting a notification on Facebook. 

Ive already gotten 2 well wishes early; one from my dad last Thursday {he got me mixed up w/ my step sister} and one this morning from a former coworker. 

I’ve all but abandoned my account (I can’t delete it because I need it for work) but I haven’t really been checking it and not posting for almost a year now. 
Only a handful (honestly no more than 5) of good friends still reach out on occasion. If I had to wager a guess, I’m betting this year will be a notification free day.",2.8010283159463505,4.8581124262295114,4.791192250372578,80.46625186289124,76.37704918032787,7.059314456035768,30.763040238450074,8.00094639256281,2.360629508196721,484,24,91,8,11,166,91,122,0.055999999999999994,0.784,0.16,0.8705,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,7,0,8,1,1,1,1,21,18,8,0,4,6,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,5,1,5,1,1,2,4,2,11,7,13,12,2,16,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,5,10,60,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603057797769567,0.0,0.22705208555073955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542430906882132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269280653754875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126461512124524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179264616190467,0.0,0.10749675613488437,0.0,0.0,0.1725747400126556,0.16455840726203716,0.0,0.2266586625173697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130757376414386,0.16771507336885572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859990063373754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256225715314448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27884531465217977,0.1564834175020245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705322603107736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180978916782046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23307653462161815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395744321814654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431355043107262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135766653825784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499546222547156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366042677692909,0.19833726880808725,0.0,0.14978966715196648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26499466088771984
lonely,DhwiThinker,2019/10/22,"I don't have a special one, and I am enjoying my life. People sees that as a problem + I need some advice like whenever I open my Instagram and see people's stories. what all they got is, some story dedicating to the special one, some story dedicating to love, and shit. bruh, like I post memes, some funny videos or some epic stuff on my story and sometimes I put the music ai like the most in the background and they tell me, go get a life. like, really you guys have some special one that you post shit load about and I don't have that one, so I put some other stuff and I am enjoying my life even after having a shitload of problems, and no special one, bruhh how do you expect me to live my life, when I have nothing special and the stuff keeps me happy, I post them so at least few of you could have laughs. man, that sucks

I am also tired people telling me ""you'll get the special one"" like dude, you can try to be my special one, you are talking with me right now, you try everything in your power to be my special one, but BIG FAT NAHHH! always rely on to others, damn!  


 Thank you so many guys, for listening to me out. These days i share memes and post to some friends, but they just like the post I share and they don't type anything :(  
I really want to talk to them, but all of my chats are kept seen and they don't reply to me anything. like outta 34 WhatsApp chats, i've been ignored out on 30 of them. I guess, how many efforts i put thats not enough.   


can u guys tell me, how to overcome this overwhelming one-sided feeling, of they being busy with their special one?  
i basically don't try to bring that topic up in my mind, I listen to the music almost the whole day (to give a rough idea, I work at the office like almost 9 hours and I listen to music for straight 8 and half hours)  


Please tell me any advice, if you have how to overcome this shit!

Thank you, love you guys x",4.014384615384618,4.3294019256410285,4.865794871794872,87.96253846153847,70.76923076923076,7.470769230769233,25.343589743589746,7.087006719466742,0.9093712820512819,1461,38,320,12,25,475,175,390,0.099,0.7390000000000001,0.162,0.9817,1,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,13,10,3,13,37,5,1,15,0,27,11,4,4,2,56,50,29,0,7,7,0,2,8,1,1,6,3,0,5,15,19,1,3,2,3,0,5,7,9,0,10,4,8,62,28,40,41,15,32,0,1,3,2,45,15,5,14,15,216,77,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214203969878924,0.0,0.0,0.13541008192554724,0.0,0.0,0.054070401647636934,0.056259754891195925,0.0,0.0,0.04597942214002595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128011394624507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398378825911978,0.0,0.0,0.08721008299129959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986270360403214,0.0,0.04465800484263332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060766553051922176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034187360333109526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223793554905595,0.0,0.070650408778308,0.06486092239890251,0.03842624633270905,0.0,0.054076602676186976,0.0,0.07448376925859666,0.2677915356018609,0.0,0.0719757083819556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317113424192972,0.0,0.0,0.07632728468746013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009788555967777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910293409514851,0.26425988723632565,0.0,0.05970385999869191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220474442507962,0.0,0.0,0.13709872540149504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827024708091912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013447019036691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487686895969923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458165812961199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062382895829684,0.0,0.0,0.07421919568198909,0.0,0.0,0.32377467634258383,0.0,0.0,0.12939376112012044,0.0,0.20391038848800228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866297348917591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774146358989974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775823198863206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082125122687956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687136922103705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322034573735989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869015963059904,0.23638832382466396,0.12449864634147527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771164273227013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771515579368662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0398801278177692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548793265882428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049223351455248594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NeonReaper86,2019/10/22,"How about you read it and comment one for me, lol Looking for that online bestie I guess

M/33/UK 

Full time dad, full time geek, full time gamer and part time house keeper lol 

At the moment I’m being a stay at home dad to my boys. I’m in a relationship and yet very alone when it comes to my social circle I guess. I’ve tried this in the past and either get nowhere or after a day or two I’m ghosted so thought I’d give it one last go. I love gaming and being a dad. Big dc and marvel nerd but dc tops marvel every time. I enjoy watching movies and shows and random videos at 2am on YouTube ( not by choice I’m just to lazy to reach my phone lol ) 

Due to a past relationship I’m told I have ptsd and social anxiety and a sprinkle of depression, I try and fight it but I think there right lol 

Not looking for anything romantic I’m happy and still very much in love with my partner. I’m just looking for people I would get on well with and send random memes and have random banter with. Or if anyone knows a discord like that? Miss having friends a night my partner streams games and I’m left on my own which gets you down after a while I guess. 

I have a dark sense of humour and always enjoy a good laugh. I’m good a listening and always up for a joke or to give a caring ear I guess. Maybe that falls under being a good listener lol 

Feel free to pm me and if we get on will give you my discord. Please no under 25’s don’t wanna feel weird talking to someone that’s 18 lol 

Ok bye 👋",0.12336477987421544,2.2427353930817624,1.9927358490566045,96.50878930817608,86.57861635220127,4.413836477987422,17.009433962264154,5.648184324379264,-0.6263999999999998,1157,26,264,7,36,381,168,318,0.087,0.633,0.28,0.9974,0,1,0,0,1,0,20.0,1,3,0,1,10,23,1,0,17,7,10,3,1,1,0,51,47,30,1,4,13,3,2,1,3,2,0,3,1,3,10,23,0,0,5,6,1,4,4,6,1,3,2,9,24,18,37,40,7,44,0,2,4,2,31,21,0,13,20,147,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961187998406336,0.0,0.0,0.16005636896854844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357625963032059,0.0,0.0,0.0672502163904617,0.0,0.07914667870082369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806035123758153,0.0,0.0,0.08284922817329551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202715088267095,0.0,0.08283836777232571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103450177488539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726143972932937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430724060711616,0.0,0.2009971056054002,0.27678943182021515,0.05466043598127087,0.2420097905067743,0.0,0.0,0.4238056734402083,0.0,0.0,0.10238376046815766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647483858036614,0.0,0.0,0.1109770311544692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285716703768796,0.07839828271477915,0.0,0.0,0.1044981795995673,0.0,0.0,0.0469879380216862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422970529426124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360963273349353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662419162372286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070223547941229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902569706074912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303460289685129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415190104806156,0.18362644823084168,0.06667803505675966,0.0,0.0,0.1055750686400904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242747438901893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620448854165453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065193472695991,0.0,0.08213588042644725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960836584798415,0.08149169813512429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251344277739312,0.07680824342027501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730460400480685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061627274474803324,0.0,0.07635495502120784,0.2804121711073149,0.0,0.0,0.09190264139437876,0.0,0.13059772378380802,0.0,0.09395238139756236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871460636540274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647598726327121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832241940136978,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ohfunzies,2019/10/22,"Alone is not the same as lonely. How do you get thru the feeling? I like being alone, introverted, doing things solo. I don’t fear what I look like at the movies alone, or out to eat alone. But lonely is a whole different playing field. I tried to research it, how to get thru, but everything keeps coming up “love yourself first”. Ug! You can love yourself and still feel loneliness. Here’s my many questions/thoughts speeding thru my head. Please bear with me and if you have anything to offer please be my Yoda, Teach me. Thanks. 

So r/lonely world... how do you get thru it? The feeling? 
How do you deal when no one is available to talk? 
When you keep trying to date, but nothing comes of it and you start to wonder if it’s you? 
When you feel hopeful cuz life has been going well, friends have been available, and life is full then suddenly everyone disappears (because they have a life also and life happens)? 
How do you deal when you are losing your best friend? And they don’t wanna talk about it.
How do you deal when you realize you love being alone, but when you need a friend you’ve set it up so everyone things you’re happy solo and don’t need them, and they’ll call you when their life is falling apart cuz at least you listen. (which is generally true, except when you do need them.)
How do you deal when you’re logical and know you’ll make it thru, which is what you tell all your friends cuz it’s the logical truth and so they believe you... but for one moment you want to be that person who is crazy dramatic like the world is ending.  Like for one moment actually have your thoughts match your emotions. 

How does one get thru the lonely feeling? What do you do? 
Ideally long term and learning solutions, I don’t mind pressing thru the storm to learn. I don’t mind a challenge and dealing with cleaning my own crap to get it out of the way for a better future. But, I’ll accept temporary solutions as well, just to get by. 
I’m not easily distracted when loneliness hits. And for the first time my logical side is not helping me get past it. And it sucks. My feelings don’t give a crap what my head says, and I’m stuck, Help.  Thanks.",2.2257120448179286,4.490311807058827,2.96066386554622,91.85922549019608,79.16470588235293,6.118207282913168,22.119047619047624,7.2636822038024595,0.6897047619047623,1678,51,349,22,42,526,186,425,0.111,0.6609999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.9966,1,13,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,28,7,7,28,34,3,2,16,0,41,13,4,12,3,79,83,52,0,9,14,0,7,4,4,2,5,2,1,1,21,21,1,2,16,1,0,5,10,9,2,6,4,10,51,25,38,72,8,44,0,4,1,3,59,11,3,5,30,237,72,5,0.0,0.0,0.06965742831078561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696452486802637,0.0,0.05708325267601744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058740370596887685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04351311332319521,0.0,0.0,0.08042179213943207,0.07490981491913061,0.06313057518952282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288784494951504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229765909688094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679526921301079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457781222915419,0.0,0.0,0.062465876781710714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304044607478495,0.0,0.08029386654262194,0.06322226022944323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641495266642178,0.06415251961171793,0.0,0.0,0.08032331920651217,0.2165538633434104,0.05099450486598376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214330561498179,0.0,0.0,0.22059471972504535,0.0,0.2610548940958932,0.06847503087223547,0.04056739106721216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312186398195141,0.07598625907899242,0.0,0.0,0.14651472360021373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569017954574212,0.0,0.0,0.07089730596585861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689318674026884,0.0,0.0,0.03922905713115002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520920828628448,0.13949234197991495,0.0,0.0,0.06316982010216107,0.059941949630770985,0.07985693043069975,0.0,0.0,0.19327205512634185,0.0,0.047647282273917714,0.07236899435900064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414865233554502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878402281741058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849186598962938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347808835757055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814111342083137,0.0,0.06232701882097402,0.0,0.15670951098662406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056764929586807865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050523744283731783,0.0,0.05700485171914055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474647231257085,0.06239002304106823,0.13143582200934434,0.0,0.0,0.09484455106668893,0.0,0.0,0.11333686841890846,0.04162275693964183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692584477446957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042102284125960114,0.05665880885054603,0.0,0.0,0.12835994189414865,0.0,0.0,0.07969418762662693,0.0,0.0,0.07740950417142957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NorthSouth99,2019/10/22,I miss seeing “wanna hang out” on my phone It’s been 84 years...,-2.11785714285714,-0.2880584999999982,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,98.28571428571428,2.8000000000000003,7.0,3.1291,-2.5074571428571426,47,0,12,0,2,16,14,14,0.127,0.873,0.0,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,2,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7777784557052245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6285385221613679
lonely,gasstationhotdog69,2019/10/22,"I don’t want to be alone, but I don’t want to clean up my act either I’ll probably get negative feedback anyways but I’m going to vent. I don’t know how to get out of this loop of endlessly...satisfying myself? For example just eating like garbage because sodas and tacos keep me calm, it makes me look forward to going to work. Without that fix I just feel so moody and stuff. I’m addicted to that caffeine and not the coffee kind everyone likes in the morning that sugary soda I drink 2 or 3 cans of every day, yeah, bad. 

This is one of many examples of things I just don’t really want to change but I realize the change is the only way to make me less lonely. Maybe if I was cleaner and healthier more people would want to be around me. Maybe if I cared about my looks and had the confidence I’d be able to find a girlfriend but you know..right now I’m just enjoying myself and by the end of the day I feel bad for it, no one is ever going to love me or stick by my side because to them I’m just some bum freeloader that’ll never change. I am 18 years old by the way.",2.1939912280701748,3.448600592105265,3.9964912280701768,88.97043859649123,75.97368421052632,7.347368421052632,23.19298245614036,7.984000788550335,1.029445614035088,837,24,187,13,18,283,129,228,0.126,0.706,0.168,0.8231,0,3,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,1,12,11,0,0,9,1,16,6,0,3,2,41,39,16,0,7,16,0,2,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,10,8,4,1,5,1,0,5,9,4,0,2,2,4,23,7,30,32,4,20,0,1,2,1,4,6,0,5,11,121,33,2,0.1232566130710414,0.0,0.0,0.13436790160683862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765667889202267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972451755269927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582824696430424,0.15027217460317127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566833164857075,0.0,0.3911674601565136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898063733126966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074455652694385,0.0,0.1261222862188619,0.0,0.0,0.1091687746799496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149266309702796,0.10384901252648368,0.1177769758354916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464449403112587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265431136511178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287929862010415,0.0,0.2101487209741071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955614099682097,0.0,0.1283527952748503,0.13547722220987424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043391042900335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700902401686108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124390555608066,0.0,0.16454949265641236,0.12496285976364027,0.2476556692893309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506309852955644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933708142402764,0.0,0.16704374184631246,0.09374220839622982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545061604854358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289147582096486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896134249926569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526047409997727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109933308002895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188621687554243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29079977543211194,0.19567072466539265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881497657798935,0.0,0.0897322822948948,0.0,0.0,0.08755796152067546,0.0,0.0,0.0793732176909528
lonely,ultimatedicknose,2019/10/22,"Independance(loneliness) vs Relationship(commitment) For the most part I like been alone. You can do what you want when you want. No one nagging at you. You can have your stuff how you like it. I don't have to rely on anyone, or be let down by anyone, or hurt by anyone. On the otherside of that there's no one relying on me, no one I am letting down and no one I am hurting. Also I can smoke inside and don't have to shave. 

But sometimes it's lonely. I don't want a full on relationship, I had a shot at that once. But sometimes I think it would be nice to have someone to chill with and just kind of share the stress with. Like a neighbour chick I could hangout with sometimes. I'm grateful for what I have but sometimes I can't help feel a little sorry for myself lol.",2.1883634719710656,4.017729120253165,3.5240867992766773,89.89772151898735,77.41772151898734,5.780108499095843,21.4122965641953,6.5431188927421005,0.2058321880650995,603,16,132,5,14,197,84,158,0.139,0.743,0.11800000000000001,-0.3216,0,3,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,7,0,0,5,11,1,1,7,1,23,0,0,1,0,22,29,11,0,5,7,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,5,0,4,2,1,20,6,22,21,3,11,0,3,0,0,12,10,0,3,4,104,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482101468716085,0.0,0.104100107804729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730620809428679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393335366924604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581989013930978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725289414657622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787079374810687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555619844634795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662234871085989,0.0,0.1907893360657787,0.13046855475417893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863107094920565,0.35283710916385663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096576616306158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795163383712068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029601522343536,0.0,0.5149816929657689,0.14571914534564948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911388726538746,0.0,0.1490180962143137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341024864129089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303400092429819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247188097492116,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawayLonely434,2019/10/22,"I graduate in 3 days. And now I know what to do. Be silent. I haven't spoken to anyone other than baristas and other commercial people in a month. I live alone.

A few days ago a classmate asked a question about graduation on Facebook and I answered. My classmate promptly deleted the question and therefore my response. With no feedback.

I get it now. My answers are unwanted and so am I. My loneliness and need for any acknowledgement has caused me to open my mouth out of turn and I have suffered for it.

I made a voodoo doll of that person by printing out their picture and stabbing it repeatedly over a few scotch pads. This I did after reflecting how coolly they have treated me; in the hallway, on assignments.

I am usually a very heartfelt sappy person, very easy to tears. But I am resolved. Sad things, sad movies, sob stories, are just there to pluck my heartstrings. I am determined not to shed a tear at graduation.

The past few days I have had a low ebbed heartache, not sorrowful, but rather dread. It's rather hard to sleep.

I will not smile, I will not grimace, I will not cry. To my professors I will give a professional thank you. For the rest, I will not make eye contact, I will not attempt to join any impromptu group; their families will be there anyway.

My silence and better, my absence, are the only answers that have been expected of me.

People can now ignore whoever they don't want to talk to with the click of a button. My advice is get over it.",2.9300759878419456,5.385521414893618,3.861970618034448,85.31250000000001,77.75886524822695,6.723606889564338,27.447315096251263,7.83500028581142,1.8500421479229998,1157,49,217,19,28,371,158,282,0.12300000000000001,0.799,0.079,-0.7354,0,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,4,3,12,13,0,1,17,0,29,3,3,5,0,45,40,13,0,6,12,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,12,14,0,1,9,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,4,3,38,5,34,27,4,24,0,6,2,0,14,12,1,2,12,164,50,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448505273321778,0.14013845687151336,0.0,0.0,0.16373497684692292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501509951370526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054115859879823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477940860221344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981896566903373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240338068910287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365594165631928,0.30586755661913684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903446966783393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519242703713627,0.15165564327536876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161881122260833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688288005902907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395975721473456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958987257122694,0.10552721410314804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618701970115012,0.0,0.0,0.1172227443857404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023560736934752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091609682685309,0.21920129462396498,0.2760785650573084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35419702064585273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582055372419462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270678512333331,0.0,0.1455492891521733,0.0,0.0,0.10502887855589432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171958008638273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411530417170193,0.26088386648927137,0.09324638340650633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SAD_PIXIE_GRRRL,2019/10/22,"Already Dead... xxx Every Morning It’s The Same, I Wake Up With Absolutely Extreme Anxiety... I’m Lonely, I’m Sad & Honestly There’s Not Much Keeping Me Alive, Things R Going The Best They’ve Ever Been In My Whole Life, I Look Very Nice, Charisma Is Cool AF But Being Alone Is Destroying Me, Self Destruction & All, No Matter How Much I Search, I Just Feel Like I’m Inadequate & Should Just Die & That Nobody Will Ever Love Me & I’ll Die Alone, How Dare I Expect Someone Should Like Me Anyways? That’s How I Feel, Honestly Don’t Have The Will 2 Go On Anymore, Not Even Music Helps, I Have The Best Friends In The World But I Can’t Help But Have No Will 2 Continue... I Hope I Get Hit By A Bus... Don’t Even Care About Sex, I Just Want Someone 2 Sleep Next 2 Me & Love Me & That I Can Give My World 2, The Closest I’ve Had Is Abusive Toxic Relationships That All End & I’m Left A Wreck Every Time, Does A Potential Person 2 Bond With Exist Or Am I Just Wasting The Last Of The Air I’m Breathing? I Want 2 Die Soo Bad... If Anyone Has Any Actual Advice Or Anything 2 Say That Can Keep The Hope Going Please Do... I’m Almost @ The End Of My Rope... I Love U All xxx",-1.6208622222222218,0.13502681600000166,1.067066666666669,97.30731111111112,106.84,3.982222222222224,15.555555555555555,5.953557352011769,-0.505271111111111,904,25,207,11,45,307,137,250,0.17,0.611,0.21899999999999997,0.9094,0,4,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,0,2,14,20,2,0,13,1,22,8,3,3,5,36,47,9,4,8,12,0,2,2,1,5,1,1,0,2,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,2,5,24,15,10,38,9,20,0,2,1,4,11,9,0,6,10,108,31,0,0.0,0.09416352203665623,0.07755501784539237,0.0,0.0,0.07766093091643197,0.0,0.0,0.07958158540445681,0.1646218906041553,0.08770137479045625,0.0,0.0,0.6888791060168221,0.0,0.05404494640060768,0.0,0.0607972812372549,0.0,0.07881670849852307,0.055569966993432696,0.0,0.06540021072212343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635734896343166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680581450488782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102889141646984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474439413048734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695481057227537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078049216644156,0.0,0.0,0.10498346285118552,0.14377730289419144,0.1339203003545526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036873761285257,0.0567761376037759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140130291827835,0.0,0.04152180886458747,0.07623856306560971,0.1355004691296433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653929899892296,0.0,0.0,0.15787093961724796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412800271378446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478179873068765,0.0,0.0,0.0863485755570799,0.0,0.05613473382301948,0.0776538219533493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673802185979127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518476992091592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684485501551775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452134597520984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939350438469022,0.0,0.08723842679696299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532517757745535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320079902254537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290856294839682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795312496644016,0.0,0.1346758781953875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052798897611443615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04634184372736205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557425321795714,0.09375147707584927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872972048266235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,csjmagic3q,2019/10/22,"No social circle From the outside, I think it looks like I have a social group I talk to. But to me I not only feel like a burden on every single one of them, none of them every looks to me ot hangout. Ir do stuff with. Or really anything. A lot of stuff I hear later on and they say oh sorry next one your invited. Or we forgot. It hurts man.",-1.1177027027027044,0.9393083108108122,1.966270270270272,94.14562162162164,94.27027027027029,4.0410810810810815,12.805405405405404,5.6839178017228535,-0.9766389189189186,261,4,58,2,10,92,53,74,0.128,0.805,0.067,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,8,4,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,5,12,2,10,7,3,4,0,1,2,0,12,2,0,3,4,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569397963215608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321366314097456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642976048787663,0.13624475170761635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21494638044948067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041612315098539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634458308903887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320300238850345,0.0,0.0,0.16213659483057738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282446609436428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584628890742043,0.14504513454073195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217504518256506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166190470091084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388813907657916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134865654506304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366394199653495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532871499648543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220060352106599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LonesomeR6,2019/10/22,"Seeping back into depression Hey guys first time posting here, and idk if anyone wants to hear my problems at all but I think I need help. I’ve been through a good deal of abuse and a few rough relationships and I’m over the people but I miss the physical human interaction. And not just in a normal way, I feel like I desperately need to be with another person. Not even just romantically, I have a very difficult time being by myself and I was wondering if I was the only one that struggles to be alone with themselves. Dm if you want the full story ig but any feedback is appreciated <3",3.4942241379310346,5.522791008620693,5.108137931034483,79.10065517241382,74.25862068965517,8.088275862068969,26.255172413793105,8.841846274778883,2.0963303448275865,471,17,90,10,10,159,84,116,0.218,0.657,0.125,-0.8857,0,1,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,1,8,0,8,0,0,0,1,28,18,11,0,9,10,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,3,3,11,2,12,12,3,11,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,4,5,63,12,1,0.0,0.2252904228808766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969326048319536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930494278269858,0.19938333774607397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295362251375034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620956726825282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603087656292373,0.16377138497979785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255888067357716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614289319038692,0.13583943945212826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617370177600592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594843856206689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827318600936896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143069400220362,0.0,0.12745001039551088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289511483744198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819798291359145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630147255656068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884699605296732,0.1446136421720979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182242048744391,0.1660270517698658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210609899126898,0.0,0.0,0.18194283550499946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414428988040234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987805659315345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183707096943112,0.0,0.0,0.2217498526946058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568893231480899,0.2243045869493149,0.15092804321779893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620385828921847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rootbeerlovesme,2019/10/22,"I'm 26 and had to move back in with my parents. (Kinda long, but I appreciate anyone who reads) I'm a 26-year-old female, and I had to move back in with my parents several months ago. The only friends I have here I've either lost touch with, live far away, or are married and dealing with their own stuff. I work from home as a transcriber, so it's difficult to make friends considering the fact that I don't have any in-person co-workers to talk to. 

As far as relationships go, I haven't been in one in over a year since I moved back home. Something bad happened to me in my last relationship that has made me weary of being able to trust someone else enough to be in a relationship at the moment. Plus any opportunities I've had to start one, the guy was either the wrong guy or I was too painfully shy to ask for their number. I don't want to try online dating. I've been down that road and I'm sick of it. 

Having to move back in with my parents has kind of killed my self-esteem. I feel like I can't do much of anything outside of work, although I long to get out of here all the time. I want to start my education up again, and with the career field I want to go into, I'd have to live with my parents even longer to be able to fully focus on my studies. I suffered a concussion at my previous job a few years ago and never fully recovered from it, making learning new things or even things I've learned in high school difficult to learn/relearn again. 

I don't really know where to go from here other than just register with school again. It's the only way I'll ever get out of here. I feel pretty dead inside though. At my old apartment, I used to be able to walk around and do whatever I wanted. Now it's like it's 10 years later where my mother is still outside of my door talking to me again, which makes me feel like I haven't made any progress in moving forward with my life. It feels like I'm back where I started. I don't feel as if I'm able to provide for myself, live freely, and be my own person because my parents are around. I don't know if that makes sense, but it's really annoying and I can feel myself regressing. I don't feel like I'm growing as a person. 

I would try moving in with a roommate, but I've already done that twice and I just don't like living with other people. I won't do that again unless I'm married or something.

I feel like I'm the only one in this situation, although I know there are many others who are probably also in the same or at least similar situation as I am.",4.428891129032259,4.4046480151802685,5.566019331119545,84.48961723197345,69.79696394686907,8.33323055028463,27.664195920303612,7.972316293177498,1.5132049810246675,1972,59,429,23,32,658,223,527,0.115,0.784,0.10099999999999999,-0.8485,6,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,2,5,31,21,2,0,18,0,41,3,0,7,4,73,82,33,2,7,15,6,9,7,2,2,3,0,3,4,24,27,0,0,13,1,0,12,12,9,0,4,11,9,54,12,83,64,10,79,0,2,0,0,23,35,0,8,40,286,78,9,0.22820901591122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114676163059727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295858095867493,0.04562466689363903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163924673301762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03989226251225937,0.0,0.046949143856651145,0.10157720364100267,0.053336155981076584,0.0,0.0536024706575049,0.2193483084173116,0.04763624899722649,0.03477852448499358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881836869505148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838426393879119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765983741312375,0.0,0.0,0.058950229387879985,0.0,0.07536495135943605,0.05160703002610701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307786707168429,0.20379070820661632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815685979803417,0.0,0.05961489591691627,0.0,0.09727233211588636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129814023612394,0.05045111977461074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060278838713653776,0.11445612499238506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661555876576588,0.0,0.06311986603177344,0.059411143080504075,0.09406328022258342,0.046505201654813935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04029769422012335,0.19510994631025705,0.0,0.201512742032596,0.1009788988812499,0.0,0.0,0.06227927471387953,0.0,0.0,0.10796844435917988,0.15233129019278965,0.057842030828145964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04553856481483134,0.3638251022242112,0.0419399711901645,0.0,0.04400221542757611,0.055101422406860966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973348665517287,0.0,0.1159802514578968,0.1301724300694394,0.0607076207153753,0.0,0.31674888181648403,0.0,0.0,0.039552849359502665,0.14944748269619298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804265295097093,0.061511979285469434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706769312798313,0.0,0.07309826960927529,0.0,0.0,0.18375830868644896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547985380002107,0.0,0.0,0.05951794353310483,0.0644528077164622,0.0,0.0471942140521654,0.12825824773357908,0.0,0.0,0.048340189653832216,0.08784322486611065,0.0,0.0,0.12114563703549022,0.0,0.04556200372407593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531118117241237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171288129277763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580596490627871,0.0,0.05605354986307818,0.0,0.03326762809653108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746947088524361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927482949963255,0.0,0.0,0.13460359027615892,0.045285423643747436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460416115472235,0.0,0.0,0.040528284316698436,0.06237768351185617,0.0,0.14695912412033582
lonely,waffleman2117,2019/10/22,"Suicide is Tough to Deal With Suicidal thoughts first came into my mind 2 years ago in October 2017. Since then I’ve had my ups and downs with thoughts of ending my own life. I’m in a relativly good spot now while only thinking about it when I get depressed and it doesnt last more than a few minutes. My dads side of the family has mental health problems such as bipolar and depression, and I feel I may never truly escape my depression. Two years I was stuck in a major depression which I’ve recently come out of, but just like the thoughts, I can feel it lingering at the bqck of my mind. I’m only 20 and I’m scared one day I’ll just get fed up with not feeling like the old me when I never even knew what it was like to be depressed, and just end it. I know right now I’m too scared to take my life and I can’t leave my brother behind, but that only makes me more upset. I’ve tried one anti depressent for a month, but it changed me for the worse so I’m not on anything. I don’t wanna take meds if theyre gonna make me feel like a completely different person, but I see very few options on how to deal with it. Been sober for a few months too which has helped, but I don’t even know if I’ll make it to 23. I can’t imagine getting old, finding true love and having a family. Its just problem after problem, and after writing all this out I finally realize just how fragile I am. I’m one traumatic event from being locked up in an asylum or worse, killing myself. The worst is I haven’t had a good nights sleep in 6 months, chronice insomnia has only made things tougher to deal with. I’m literally going crazy lol and I can’t do anything to stop it",2.843600795755968,3.9367166005747163,4.1765517241379335,88.95823607427059,74.08620689655173,7.307869142351903,25.453580901856764,7.748469712250963,1.1860973474801062,1299,42,286,17,26,429,184,348,0.21600000000000005,0.6940000000000001,0.09,-0.9923,1,0,0,0,0,2,26.0,0,0,0,1,18,23,1,3,15,1,24,9,1,6,4,69,59,26,3,6,15,2,5,4,0,2,6,0,0,1,16,20,1,1,14,0,0,3,11,15,0,5,13,6,29,8,42,42,9,48,0,6,1,1,9,17,0,5,32,180,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049325316800645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088299933892886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095430330051696,0.0,0.0,0.08412587777208916,0.06850290911906168,0.08337943100211803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512864196023918,0.24595734486244614,0.410963575946128,0.0,0.0,0.08308568408320803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408693707535824,0.0,0.0,0.1050497417915968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499363534548779,0.0,0.16083895320378866,0.1136239638742965,0.0,0.08711468625149782,0.07268352146117893,0.06764309812093196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464406816513272,0.0,0.04519533809779299,0.1334019644321592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453032371386719,0.0,0.0,0.05330328009069001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798155520507456,0.0,0.08740865279517239,0.06482269725757175,0.0,0.08420446394733593,0.0,0.0,0.11234034644117516,0.15540569388329822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177354065664991,0.07524755869262663,0.15924871985799186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833326838999156,0.0,0.08014151659974203,0.0,0.1605931983117268,0.0,0.19042596282757251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266766674815448,0.0,0.0,0.07462791375622845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689418131441133,0.0,0.1616626196767401,0.24192642902775835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694373144078799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282812663095456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852038441384378,0.0,0.0,0.06791308593120504,0.0,0.0,0.15923485145899413,0.0,0.06337035480097193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578309825468481,0.0,0.07958145992432428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648564877820619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397276008047424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958434527241202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283223100408975,0.050955786501384326,0.0,0.1893995874168125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053991595339944,0.0,0.07768342067031025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561565204310074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208355818713127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242173426963666
lonely,asteroidsandsunshine,2019/10/22,"So damn hard living in this world I don’t even know what to say. I just feel so alone even when I’m surrounded by people. I’ve always been the one that people come to with their problems. I’m always happy to listen, to lend a helping hand, to show someone a little compassion. It’s so hard to ask when I need someone to listen though. My world is changing so fast and I can’t keep up. I just want everything to slow down. I just wish that someone would notice...I’m not always ok.",1.2325000000000017,3.2899092500000013,2.8240000000000016,92.627,81.5,5.2,19.0,6.2581,-0.07120000000000015,375,9,80,3,10,123,66,100,0.132,0.713,0.154,0.5028,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,12,4,1,0,3,1,5,1,1,0,0,15,17,8,0,5,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,7,8,2,13,15,0,12,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,4,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608186082248695,0.0,0.0,0.4243925015115892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893890350420387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985086999332114,0.14645086777595825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22458354021550245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279643211988492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596351808917979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098165664699048,0.3045959304206419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395591406225873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511150794355851,0.0,0.0,0.09343452137727096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039736685889306,0.15012430907164434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606224619591908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520499028464028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357307680702269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267917172160293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520090501350254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432153569981194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703659251178068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002778821078342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550618882491244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207721282442644,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Spoofrikaner,2019/10/22,"“I’m so lonely and anti-social” “So I was with my friend A and my other friend B and you won’t believe what my friend C did. We were supposed to meet up with my friends D and E, but they were at my other friend F’s house. I couldn’t believe it. I told my friends G, H, and I all about it but then my friend J overheard and told my friend K and he got pissed off so now my friends L, M,N , O, P, and Q aren’t talking so...”

And on and on and on. Why are people like this?",-1.4812343619683084,-0.06825155045871334,1.26537114261885,103.63965804837365,87.44036697247705,3.9636363636363634,17.248540450375312,3.1291,-1.2062733944954127,347,8,98,0,11,120,65,109,0.064,0.6609999999999999,0.27399999999999997,0.9753,1,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,1,0,6,12,1,0,1,0,8,1,1,0,1,18,12,18,0,1,2,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,0,16,10,10,3,1,8,0,1,0,0,17,6,1,0,3,61,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879655811336111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8886166994302451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221046295494017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745989807741228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243487034629128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859793915180746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271791296702452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442298913943204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153163819486497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HelloitsTurnip,2019/10/22,"Introducing a new lonely discord server for lonely people! (Just thought I’d throw my hat into the ring here.) Hi! So I’m hosting a brand new discord server for people who want to just have somebody to talk to, my hope is to create a server where people are able to chat, play together, or seek comfort from others. I know that this idea has probably been done before and that these kinds of servers can fall apart, but I’m crossing my fingers and hoping to be the exception. 

Link here: https://discord.gg/rXuGYXW

I hope that by opening this server we can bring more people together and create a new, active community that’s inviting to all!",5.485564892623716,7.309095521008405,5.828851540616245,76.82284780578901,68.5798319327731,7.641830065359478,28.348272642390288,8.167268648758528,2.072646311858077,513,18,86,7,9,164,79,119,0.055999999999999994,0.743,0.201,0.955,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,6,0,9,1,1,0,1,20,18,6,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,4,2,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,2,6,6,14,14,2,11,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,4,3,57,15,0,0.17359875558491625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477197548502522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765179916394594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5172682034775452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959718645422164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807763898454432,0.09540533606979727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029882797186852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814060760031332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716882003779992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953210393516766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378180207652542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239304383264848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,aria1995,2019/10/22,"Unable to sleep, am I the only one? I'll make my story short. I'm 24 (F), i had a car accident last year and it left me with a pretty long process of physical therapy and back pain. I had to quit college and I'm still waiting for my life to go back to normal, currently alone, all my friends literally stop talking to me, my relationship ended because of this. I'm tired of this pain and even though doctors say i'll be ok and the pain will dissapear completely, I am just feeling so frustrated and tired, i'm young, this is supposed to be the best time of my life and I'm just living this nightmare where the people that was supposed to support me, just abandoned me in the worst possible time... I just want my life back.",4.023061224489794,4.785883176870751,5.314428571428575,83.14307142857143,70.97278911564626,8.60108843537415,30.346258503401362,8.841846274778883,2.303588299319728,565,23,118,10,10,189,85,147,0.205,0.685,0.11,-0.9517,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,12,10,1,0,7,1,9,10,1,1,1,20,20,9,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,1,9,1,0,0,6,8,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,1,3,2,15,4,14,14,3,19,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,13,74,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280917543108726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31807939207729424,0.0,0.08405453412847765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470372524049144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445717219414103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411330172660396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212680785822955,0.0,0.0,0.0910729533518038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971972625759153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653102583104958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836426531090357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239617314222047,0.0,0.0,0.14981444848798564,0.0,0.2921806457533161,0.0,0.0,0.12175660054102115,0.12202550895930682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204053233964583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509982107890567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343568719257203,0.1048691506025957,0.4401639390550583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559336905742984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544668734911568,0.0,0.14028048129183504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665962068263766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480388569057039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965314469262634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798641412626858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011660367131508,0.11527956730734855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647234508120295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082821403149326,0.0,0.0,0.15768561152580754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354731142208576,0.0,0.16080584341178322,0.316961263199628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132922716118149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887946002366626
lonely,lenxlc,2019/10/22,"New and shiz Ayo fam , we new here XD back with my Gucci gang shiz lmao . Y’all I’m lonely af and I just need someone to talk to. Got too much negativity in my life fam.",-2.8234459459459447,-1.8569475675675664,0.246182432432434,101.5352195945946,119.27027027027029,2.931081081081081,10.030405405405405,5.148860815047168,-1.7941324324324324,128,2,33,1,8,44,30,37,0.128,0.685,0.18600000000000005,0.5622,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,4,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27331482054665146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28428137505491285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25106090727772384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26129254841946314,0.26355753538568993,0.0,0.6865808761262309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011669056342154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856927627253764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,depressedguy12345,2019/10/22,"one sided friendships I realized something a while ago that still holds true now. The friendships i have now are almost entirely one sided. If I shut my phone off and skipped school for a week, then turn my phone back on, i would not have any texts, notifications, or people asking where i was. i look back at texts and the overwhelming majority of the messages were sent by me, and responded to with short answers or nothing at all.  very very rarely are conversations initiated by someone else. i’m honestly fed up with it and fed up with being lonely, but my abysmal social skills do nothing for me.",5.713660714285716,7.232681616071428,5.7789285714285725,78.56607142857145,67.66071428571428,8.814285714285715,30.964285714285715,9.188382445141503,2.680889285714286,479,19,87,9,8,151,78,112,0.016,0.914,0.07,0.5789,0,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,5,0,9,2,0,0,2,19,16,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,5,1,11,2,15,9,2,21,0,2,1,0,8,11,0,4,9,62,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891651317787561,0.0,0.21368804041548545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145118479759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994990410386125,0.0,0.0,0.3281809600093508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782672876415728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792012189747851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095237459176164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892090555291959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794383607932082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597094568042355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175331696808475,0.18081208332647306,0.16428479705910878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042053150541592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321165802067827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521526644798247,0.0,0.0,0.1711756193953026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515923618303168,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawayformeok1,2019/10/22,I fucking hate my stupid face I can barely image someone being attracted to me. It's gotten to the point where I can't even imagine a girl kissing me. I have mandibular prognathism (my lower jaw is extended way more than it should be). My lower lip is pushed out and I look like a cartoonish depiction of a retarted man when my face is resting. When I smile it only becomes more noticeable. I just wanted to open up to something or someone about this; it tears me apart and ruins my day Everytime I look in the mirror.,3.1690196078431363,5.223248843137256,4.563333333333336,82.5316666666667,75.27450980392156,7.2784313725490195,28.0,8.167268648758528,2.1051294117647066,410,17,75,7,9,136,71,102,0.157,0.736,0.107,-0.6549,2,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,5,0,9,6,4,0,0,9,15,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,16,3,10,11,3,12,0,1,2,2,2,7,1,1,4,56,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29338032181183704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713168823033383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545379839371514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24558141638705225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26226612428833385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977908759608558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44614414935736507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30243476866226465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20203243806613144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25111721348122723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501546003466245,0.20450391313073749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668232225579815,0.21085396983193916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,laylaowesmeit,2019/10/22,"I'm not quite sure what I should do. Well, before starting it, I'm sorry in advance for this being too long of a text, I just needed to put out everything that's currently going on in my mind and life, I don't even know if that's the real purpose of this subreddit but it was the only place from which I felt like I would be able to get help. Also, English is not my first language, so, I might've committed some mistakes, just ignore them, please.                                                                                                                                   

   For about 2 years now, I've been feeling terribly down, I am not quite sure what these feelings are, but I have never felt so overwhelmed in my entire life. I am aware of my anxiety but every now and then I feel depressed. It’s like they have taken over my mind and my body. I have no willingness, to go anywhere, to do anything. I just want to absent myself completely from any kind of social interaction, activities and outdoors stuff. All my day is spent alone in my room and the only time I go out is to go to university to spend more time alone. I have no one by my side, no friends, no girlfriend, no one there for me, just my mother and my sister who barely stay with me and wouldn’t want to talk to me about this, because their “busy day” wouldn’t allow them to. Also, I don't have enough courage to go to talk to them about this, and even if I had, they would probably just care the least possible about this and tell me to stop with this “bullsh\*\*” and put myself together in line, seeing that in their perfect world people can't have psychological disorders. 

   As I mentioned, I’ve got literally no one there for me who will be there when I’m feeling down or anything like that. Pretty much all the time I have to spend among people I have to put on this fake smile and act like everything is just fine, on the outside I'm faking my happiness and, on the inside, I'm slowly dying and losing interest in myself. I can't bare my own company, every time I'm alone, just left with my thoughts I cry, in other words, I cry every single day overthinking about my life and this is where anxiety and that feeling of depression come in mind.

   The idea of being alone haunts me every single day, I’m afraid of the future, of what it will bring to me, of what it will be, of what the choices I make now might bring to me and how they might interfere in my life. I like being alone for some time, but the thought of being alone for the rest of my life is terrifying and it makes me just extremely sad.

   About 2 months ago, I met a girl on a trip I went with my family, and since then we’ve been constantly talking every day. She’s the cutest and most interesting person I’ve ever met and I really mean that, and she accepts me for who I am, also, she is very much aware of these “problems” I have, even knowing those, she keeps on talking to me. All the time while I’m talking to her, all those feelings I’ve mentioned above just magically disappear, it’s like she’s some kind of magic being that if I talk to it, it makes me instantly happy just for its presence, that’s her. I might have cried the entire day but once she sends me a message, it feels like something inside of me completely changes, I just feel so exciting and happy for no reason at all. However, here lives the problem, for the first time in my whole life, I’ve felt love, real love, and I can’t really deal with it. I just can’t be there for her and keep talking to her all day and hold those feelings back, because I feel like if I keep on doing this, I’ll end up going crazy, if that even makes any sense. 

   I’m dying to tell her what I feel about her, but if for some reason she doesn’t feel the same for me, it will definitely hurt me a lot. I don't usually get attached to people very easily, but this person, this person is a special case, I can’t see myself without talking to her, and for the first time in my entire life I feel like I have someone there for me. I’ve been thinking of telling her about this for about 2 weeks now, but I can’t imagine living the moment after it has been said.

   I don't want to go back to live that lone life I lived before I met her, I still do actually, just not as much as I used to. I don't want to give any chance to my anxiety and depression to be back again, I just don't want to be the one I was before meeting this person, I fear the unknown which is her answer, but I also fear the known which is mostly certain the past that will unfortunately be brought back into my life. 

   Listening to music is the only way I have to escape my reality, the only time I have my empty mind full, full of joy that music brings me. That's why I'm pretty much the entire day with my headphones on, because if I'm not, my mind would probably be somewhere else, probably in a worst place.

   I just wanted to express myself here and I think I did the best I could, and if you would be so kind to give me any advice on how to walk myself through this very hard moment of my life, I appreciate it so much. Thank you!!",6.395690307464813,4.962206070519102,6.953200437863687,80.86867296575831,66.15964740450539,9.966706996216704,30.401586295634807,8.78556168762146,2.1017397438113337,3862,106,832,50,51,1275,345,1021,0.13699999999999998,0.7120000000000001,0.151,0.9622,2,6,1,0,0,0,113.0,0,2,8,9,61,54,0,4,35,0,84,13,1,10,13,173,165,65,2,26,39,2,17,9,2,15,10,2,1,5,61,39,0,7,30,0,3,22,29,19,1,7,22,21,138,34,127,113,31,116,0,8,2,2,70,40,0,19,61,598,199,1,0.03847548544398845,0.0,0.037546523637832466,0.0,0.0,0.037597799077331066,0.034106196368145165,0.0,0.0,0.2390939959241132,0.0,0.1230753272349902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465859793010734,0.0,0.08830092315784925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332409239316085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834109342578455,0.0,0.07036289643033218,0.0,0.0982194127782837,0.0,0.04037764822465166,0.0,0.0,0.04273759065096529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039228321666830684,0.0,0.04070196193243144,0.033143223857688114,0.08068162892255605,0.04157833109833231,0.0,0.030719544348280056,0.0,0.1267905422718308,0.19850804091102844,0.039666536039855635,0.09941663770267847,0.0,0.07986295879021861,0.0,0.04409623967854495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0321413310219939,0.0,0.0340778599742597,0.03975546160920355,0.0,0.1016507810592356,0.0348032793472001,0.16208627960320193,0.0,0.0691585708068674,0.0,0.03627126344607811,0.0865912358923392,0.2529066994930685,0.08246068346685256,0.11082749936422098,0.0,0.0,0.0981816847903372,0.0,0.0,0.029726064611457208,0.0,0.040203706254769885,0.07381838312419035,0.1530655353201005,0.0,0.030772360512043326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287360911161126,0.03446647760229043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025789306864680308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041188802936707285,0.04343413981407868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259633791316017,0.0,0.12019889196808535,0.042290241158286966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041803727512644495,0.0,0.2717637322437485,0.16917460844484972,0.0,0.135898234202449,0.03404959386501166,0.0,0.04304422656379856,0.0,0.03271048182809907,0.0694512555928898,0.0,0.10273074120361253,0.0,0.0,0.04191108312356736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326563930209906,0.1942463608522356,0.0,0.030710765403848782,0.0,0.1414195442371331,0.0285290849356116,0.029674666312843274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04097513629384431,0.10428793876094553,0.11704936180771527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03672920444821133,0.08002217127434669,0.1343812392841373,0.08039738639866502,0.04223452904606727,0.0,0.04337532879017875,0.0,0.07828680176647687,0.12444924250756415,0.07363168668417393,0.0,0.1160354696147872,0.0,0.08184682962159626,0.0,0.08758705158201112,0.04929676239306087,0.07911841423894365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03659899745474461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131996092193119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03182731915396318,0.0,0.0,0.039220912078011365,0.0326001539590219,0.029620308436927763,0.0,0.043070155920156006,0.02723314662949181,0.04100974815705749,0.030726572376379862,0.03216722864936774,0.0,0.0,0.04404522565412453,0.0,0.0,0.07252537938458478,0.0,0.0,0.24740110219514014,0.10088781046114224,0.035423057652328456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049307075000994516,0.0,0.06109047537819533,0.20191828476642668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033230465984843915,0.042375311440913416,0.0952389149102948,0.13616302908191052,0.03054004945900457,0.03086271361766213,0.0,0.0345940821341894,0.03566716047597108,0.034718141134266516,0.042956505459414034,0.0,0.037088994967104966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932752377521053,0.0,0.0,0.024776951157586918
lonely,Serpopard,2019/10/22,"Sent a picture to a crush and even he ghosted me After losing a lot of faith in online dating, I was surprised to meet a nice fellow at a mutual friend’s birthday party.  We hung out and talked quite a lot and I even summoned the courage to ask for his number.  We kept in touch and chatted intermittently but now he has gone dark.  I sent him a picture (from the neck up) showing of my hair, since that was what we were discussing and he seems to have disappeared.  

So now not only only do random assholes ghost me on dating apps, but even a seemingly nice fellow, who I just wanted to get to know before I mustering the courage to ask him out, has ghosted me too.   Either I’m extremely scary or I just happen to attract people who are jerks.",5.250330330330332,5.44262883783784,6.0517117117117145,80.96415915915921,68.05405405405406,8.1993993993994,29.28228228228228,7.793537801064563,1.8273489489489485,580,19,113,6,9,191,94,148,0.132,0.731,0.136,-0.3377,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,0,2,9,10,1,0,11,0,8,2,2,0,0,25,21,9,3,1,7,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,1,3,2,0,4,1,2,0,0,7,2,16,8,20,14,3,16,1,1,0,0,22,7,0,6,5,80,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885026648036054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768101007448348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41172095969462863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053451135663752,0.0,0.10855931356362088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837439736162864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419344081091855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324587518887539,0.0,0.3533034920801538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31606037240404683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440522577423304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100538653758955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783201116135226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188225871661258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701006157859616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255723287635788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,asterhandd,2019/10/22,"My [36m] first post to this sub Bored.  Lonely.

Anyone care to chat?

Pics in pro if you're curious.",-2.7328571428571387,-2.125919523809518,0.09561904761904748,101.85771428571432,125.1904761904762,3.5847619047619053,8.961904761904762,5.6839178017228535,-1.4365695238095233,74,1,18,1,5,25,20,21,0.183,0.598,0.21899999999999997,0.2263,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927735068376979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5727194662645583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778058277014564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379804608929424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,weirddatingquestion2,2019/10/22,I(26m) am religious but feel like I'm doing a horrible job at it and just wish I Could talk to someone openly about all the frustrations I'm having in life you can look at some of my past post for the exact details. but I just wish sometimes I could talk to someone else who was a christian and felt like they were failing at it and who wouldn't judge me for having desires or curiosities and wanting to talk about it.,18.362325581395346,6.346820116279073,15.861395348837213,57.931860465116294,57.139534883720934,19.060465116279076,56.95348837209302,11.20814326018867,6.400762790697674,334,12,69,4,2,107,58,86,0.136,0.723,0.14,-0.1531,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,4,4,1,0,4,0,10,1,0,0,2,22,18,7,0,7,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,7,2,12,12,2,7,1,1,1,0,7,5,0,2,3,49,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31803892605384193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637932978892478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070533872843804,0.14228567821043614,0.19123253953799368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764353456396366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406782674952417,0.19460687515189387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672509808436105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901284180045976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074791463903948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33750884572927353,0.0,0.19698227131379287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4802511470056473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747446252913328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458066803378001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,taway451,2019/10/22,Can I get an ear? I just want to talk please.,-4.549999999999997,-3.5407564545454515,-1.6449999999999996,116.6525,113.54545454545456,2.2,5.5,3.1291,-3.2254,33,0,11,0,2,11,10,11,0.0,0.66,0.34,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323090497169175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.698190168020891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5112316302904969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751578400429879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Im_a_heinous_bitch,2019/10/22,"What's wrong with me I don't know what's wrong with me when it comes to romance. Either the guy is a desperate pervert or they lose interest quickly. All I want is to be loved, why can't that happen for once? I want to be happy. Instead I'm just me, stuck in my head, forever. What's wrong with me??",-0.04852747252747136,1.9089594000000003,2.191428571428574,95.89,85.76923076923076,5.560439560439562,20.05494505494506,6.868970318607317,0.20049450549450576,231,7,55,3,7,78,45,65,0.255,0.532,0.213,-0.5171,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,4,8,0,0,2,0,6,2,1,0,1,11,14,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,9,4,8,11,2,4,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872738194978322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526359279389848,0.1922491503235908,0.23143001208553526,0.0,0.0,0.22311865766583505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947924895905515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432188477061115,0.0,0.0,0.1962150990448023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315275759274837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564603717093211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19617279610446509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7130896226614466,0.0,0.0
lonely,huckster235,2019/10/22,"Anyone else feel lonely in a crowd? Sorry if this is inappropriate for the sub. Tl;Dr I'm an extrovert who has a lot of human contact, but I feel completely alone.

I don't mean to post this to brag, or to seem like I'm ungrateful, or dismiss the pain if having no friends that I know a lot of people have on this sub, but thought I'd share my story. Long post to get this off my chest. 

I'm 28. Up until 25 I was a real loner, but I was happy. My dog died and I realized that I was lonely so I made an effort to revamp my social life. 

Now, there are 4 guys who I will be best man for if/when they get married. I've got many friend groups. I've got a ton if guys who I play sports with.  I do Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu and my teammates love me, at a belt promotion I got the longest speech about how great I am as a teammate when most people got a short speech. 

My mental health has always been poor, so if I'm not present for a few weeks, my phone blows up with people reaching out to check on me. 

I can go to a bar, the gym, or a cigar store or whatever and people approach me and talk. I can make new friends at the drop of a hat. I'm the kind of guy people are drawn to, I think I come across as approachable. Any night of the week I can find a way to socialize.

But I feel deeply, cripplingly lonely. There's no one in my life who needs me the way I need them. I miss the companionship that my dog provided, that unconditional, daily love. I've decided it's not right for me to get a dog because I'm too busy and I need to figure out my life, but I've yet to find a human that provides that level of love.

 I had a short relationship that I thought would last the rest of my life (or hers, anyways, she was much older). It crashed and burned, and it's probably for the best, butI miss that tender touch, the texts filled with hearts and kisses. I miss her looking at me with love, I miss her observing me so she could find out everything about me, my eye color (my eyes change color and she loved that), my hair color (I've got pretty crazy naturally multi-tonal hair. Most people see I'm a brunette with blond highlights, but she was fascinated by my hair), my movements, my strengths and my weaknesses. I miss having someone who wanted to explore all of my interests. Now I have sport friends, nerd friends, hiking buddies, drinking buddies, etc but no one who wants to do everything I do just to be with me. 

It's not just that I want a romantic relationship, I definitely do, but I've not been able to meet anyone so into me that they feel like they are living life with me. I don't have a best friend like in the movies to explore life with. I don't have a family who knows or has any interest in learning about me. I fell far from the tree, and I'm a 5th wheel in my own family. 

I hear so many people talk about being happy being single, being happy alone, etc. I don't know how. I've got a ton of hobbies I love, I'm a vibrant person. But every night I go home to a cold bed alone, and no amount of socializing or friends who care make it easier to wake up every morning and not feel empty.",2.6917592592592605,3.694033114197529,4.261111111111114,88.55750000000003,74.33950617283949,7.3135802469135776,23.37654320987655,7.720077496677588,0.8790209876543202,2390,64,537,31,48,801,272,648,0.099,0.6759999999999999,0.225,0.9988,0,9,1,0,0,0,83.0,0,0,4,6,21,43,0,0,40,0,41,28,8,5,1,94,99,44,1,12,27,0,9,3,7,2,10,3,2,7,28,26,3,0,22,6,3,10,13,11,0,2,17,21,81,32,70,74,18,53,0,8,8,7,54,24,0,16,17,338,109,2,0.058847686782555225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828453679189396,0.0,0.0,0.04896598959298479,0.0,0.0,0.08003688997060633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229534175046549,0.060296409406611615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035873003658164516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527104999360725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599991386675451,0.0,0.06225304969113647,0.05069207143287854,0.06170067996741493,0.0,0.0,0.046985089416015466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107460802874945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057648329498561725,0.0,0.0,0.04915969113658703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126145289205102,0.0,0.0,0.09916342838844372,0.0,0.10577701271882413,0.0,0.1109527235771809,0.0,0.14877579306203378,0.04204079919578125,0.0,0.0,0.16135715881055898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182590378114243,0.0,0.09223646248555167,0.0,0.06688899308800042,0.0,0.28239522575102965,0.06487978242835157,0.0,0.17480538580459762,0.0,0.187933370544958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255233920796145,0.0663256199235413,0.06973479217789269,0.0,0.0,0.059029027989999865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612808100580076,0.0970234489671827,0.04796871902390965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493951690442476,0.08625002175144247,0.0,0.051963585568597266,0.05207835097385344,0.04941723572870428,0.0,0.0,0.10006039777866907,0.3186740093300738,0.05568310411119367,0.07856257577426479,0.11932463577568175,0.0,0.0641023826967382,0.0,0.0,0.05930462715316856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043259820886802164,0.130904442278799,0.0,0.05683546259773869,0.0,0.11044913518759623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975343110792776,0.0,0.06261808780705448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855830348017053,0.051383530237433916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271963386917605,0.0598692535831466,0.06344775951839787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698155095676672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636078494496306,0.0,0.05025560297400433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046893987330004466,0.053572723882292436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799634174326111,0.0498614540428974,0.0,0.0,0.06587516742199204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945990830501223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03770722152481433,0.0,0.09343697990989586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412967106602404,0.09342110926728013,0.0944081293984376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04180370826770924,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rebeckah99,2019/10/22,"???? type... type... DELETE!!! that’s what i keep doing hahha. i don’t know what to say but i just want to let it all out. i just don’t know how to put my feelings into words. i feel like i just want to vent a little bit bc i have no one to talk to ab the things that go through my head everyday. i keep having to keep everything in my head and sometimes i feel like my head is going to explode. 🤯🤯🤯🤯 
ewwww i’m so awkward even online",-1.9183029341792242,-0.06557786597937998,0.9447422680412388,101.57906423473436,95.70103092783505,3.809357652656622,14.678033306899287,5.369823440869387,-1.1242348929421095,325,7,84,2,13,112,60,97,0.06,0.818,0.12300000000000001,0.6967,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,7,3,3,1,1,20,20,4,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,3,5,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,4,13,2,12,19,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,51,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860525949649671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255964923453032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316093768224234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585057685117843,0.24349366881263146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370524159557795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5246948815108833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544267220740034,0.0,0.0,0.1873148306867038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426421047203008,0.0,0.1665155010781008,0.17080386056538474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154798190825872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131741468198372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552343533197567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854801037073958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369757368961754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321831522243148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010342026883816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cherrycontra,2019/10/22,"Feeling worried that I'll never fully move on and not sure whether it's better to be single and lonely or to risk another heartbreak I got into my first relationship at the start of February and it ended at the end of May. It was fast and intense and we went through a lot (I have details in my last post if anyone is interested in the story). Most days are easier as it has been about 5 months and I don't grieve really but every now and then I feel sad and cry, and I find myself thinking about my ex. I moved hours away, went to a new school, made me friends and connections, and have been working on my interests and myself - but part of me still thinks of him and wishes that we could have worked out. Maybe it's just because I am sometimes lonely but I miss having a partner. I've tried online dating but it's been pretty unsatisfactory and I haven't felt a spark on the last two dates I've been on since the breakup. I'm meeting with someone else this week and I don't know what will happen. But I don't know what's worse - being single and feeling lonely or jumping into a relationship where I could be hurt again? I'm so confused and I feel like my last relationship will always leave a huge mark on me because now I just don't know what was real and what wasn't, and I don't want to be fooled again.",3.707335404932998,4.602765431734318,4.820602058652167,85.90549621285689,71.80442804428043,7.328879394057099,24.964264905806953,7.475848149327749,1.0406118081180815,1036,29,219,11,19,341,146,271,0.145,0.7290000000000001,0.126,-0.8184,0,6,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,4,11,17,0,2,11,0,30,0,0,1,2,60,51,31,1,5,12,1,5,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,13,25,0,0,11,0,0,5,9,11,0,2,12,5,28,6,26,30,5,43,0,8,0,0,10,15,0,7,23,155,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399178607906296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184484306403302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898427277186403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612965765872824,0.0,0.0,0.1377187600568663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999039585170669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037876942768735,0.0,0.1240812783048462,0.07284986826114231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436360239893683,0.0,0.20009809967217712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517368918128033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22846392169691634,0.08069866120236302,0.10845933415884823,0.0,0.10324341227664596,0.09608373571579178,0.0,0.0,0.08727263161445271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903444474731981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989017305547028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124286611078373,0.0,0.1209260382200094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623961929042335,0.2762324797962178,0.0,0.11960835155038685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518656017616457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603456992469336,0.0,0.10688550263849526,0.0,0.0,0.11348352343222234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016361064676387,0.2401172500264294,0.0,0.0,0.08712173155959599,0.10909749167933863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232469430767592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818447458743663,0.11492095068995573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285732334035018,0.07236508162699419,0.0,0.0,0.36383036366830657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432157137481015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344169623882413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957106587847348,0.0,0.1117203486363099,0.0,0.07995368389874141,0.0,0.0902100182728212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646348247675112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447604399974773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669243901635886,0.0,0.11034552627735153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662674677311893,0.0,0.090609714786748,0.0,0.0,0.20943014136847768,0.0,0.0,0.12989844880656254,0.0,0.0,0.164472480515562,0.11471638400870005,0.1151159113150398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sactbrat1,2019/10/22,I just want someone to talk to. My girlfriend of 3 years left me a month ago and I’ve been having a hard time. Just want someone to talk to. I,-2.186562500000001,-0.395574031249998,0.18100000000000094,105.164,101.8125,2.5600000000000005,15.775,3.1291,-1.4502325000000005,109,3,28,0,5,36,22,32,0.052000000000000005,0.852,0.096,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26717563741026396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26999795061519305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274753192574549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24057705624992906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5107556890635532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484512744117699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757505549071292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555506815046057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409369626435646
lonely,KaptainK89,2019/10/22,"I’m feeling sad and confused. I meet people online (Dating or friends), and we talk for a while then all of the sudden, they ghost me. It makes me feel as though Im not good enough for even an explanation. A “sorry I’m not interested.” would sting less. I don’t know what I’m doing or saying or if there is some weird website about me.
which I couldn’t explain because I’m a recluse mostly. 

I’m just kinda feeling drained, and sad/confused.",1.5726666666666669,3.7145651555555546,2.9944444444444467,91.40500000000002,80.77777777777777,4.888888888888889,23.333333333333336,5.82211442006289,0.34033333333333315,344,12,72,2,9,112,64,90,0.205,0.759,0.035,-0.9115,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,1,1,24,16,11,1,3,7,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,4,8,3,5,14,5,4,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,8,4,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769099709237739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29986560733649176,0.0,0.19168167067326813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402183013539016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421634808473268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24341527144522346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134777495019371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159492411055298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371813869228005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119581074123066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307874862481763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248675261284111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23326066017897956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851308968191064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20615761324639428,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cardi-ologist,2019/10/22,"Hey how’s it going? I hope I’m following all the rules of this sub, I just found it. I’m here to listen and to share. Tell me about your life and ask me about mine. Any takers? I’m 22 F from Wisconsin going to school for chemical engineering",-1.1515384615384612,0.9052296153846164,1.6950000000000005,94.4875,99.0,5.676923076923077,14.192307692307693,7.1686216300943375,-0.06896923076923045,188,4,44,4,8,65,39,52,0.0,0.887,0.113,0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,7,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,8,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,24,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551371149925245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35074519702036866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113684870379416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264499714442879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726410955849408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650026504294477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797049424347566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32792623390780484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BorgerMachine,2019/10/22,"“Friends” Does anyone else see your “friends” hanging out with your other “friends” on Snapchat or instagram without you and think, “wow, do they not care about me or remember me?”",7.439032258064515,8.65483241935484,5.300161290322581,84.6702419354839,63.516129032258064,8.780645161290323,41.30645161290322,8.841846274778883,3.6749870967741938,139,8,25,2,2,39,26,31,0.063,0.623,0.314,0.8878,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,5,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,2,0,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964223263623098,0.28783065371677424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864116035279084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24583064304806224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23466846824890736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6511027851956676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182219772523613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238529153130848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999901367494106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707920724212132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,distantdreamerrr,2019/10/22,Always the Bridesmaid Another failed first date and I am extremely tired. Idk what it is. I'm not the prettiest but I'm not ugly either. My personality is pretty laid back so I don't have trouble talking to people.  I just have to accept the fact that the dating scene is shit. The apps make it easier to ghost and no one is genuine. It's just so frustrating. I know I don't need someone to be happy but Its just been so long since I've felt anything and I feel like it's killing me. Hell I'd take a handshake at this point. I feel like I'm not real and not human and that's why everyone stays away.,0.6105961754780651,2.7902806614173272,2.8139988751406086,91.04482283464569,84.90551181102363,5.833295838020248,20.095050618672666,7.1686216300943375,0.4859948256467943,472,14,103,7,14,160,81,127,0.22899999999999998,0.581,0.19,-0.7237,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,4,0,6,0,11,2,1,1,1,24,21,10,2,1,10,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,2,3,9,4,6,18,1,9,1,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,7,63,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066102747794694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246499575844107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889135563283915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140840340017966,0.1484693743792701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844996595825511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525774502567966,0.2758779328644849,0.1853905409444717,0.0,0.0,0.1642368163004538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554108855365213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21361840189831,0.0,0.10611370007421747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886617933490075,0.0,0.0,0.17087291498373278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888480606767674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316904701103347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083844820862206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385986064115482,0.16859315684233625,0.0,0.0,0.18252641744417253,0.0,0.0,0.19643544172104566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977141457225535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819754647920426,0.1597207538367629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635991124587424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580143299582274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451748418722825,0.15519328831742546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22192120091016354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422792183505906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LilGatorade64,2019/10/22,uh oh girlfriend of one year dumped me this morning. don’t know what to do next,0.2747058823529436,2.508375588235296,0.9132352941176478,103.65455882352943,87.23529411764706,3.4000000000000004,20.264705882352946,3.1291,-0.8132117647058821,63,2,15,0,2,19,16,17,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36183133652343497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7002002239765602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44613891091222574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239785400499565
lonely,13wK,2019/10/22,"I've gotten so good at putting up a façade that I can even full myself into being happy now. The second I get home though, it immediately wears off. Reality just comes crashing back down the moment I step in my door. I only talk to a handful of people and my actual good friends are online friends. People I can't actually interact with. You may recognize me as the guy who posted the ""I keep falling for the same girl"" post a few days ago, and unfortunately, she's also an online friend. I've been thinking about this for a while but if I act how I want to act in front of my irl friends, I don't want to take the chance of them worrying about me. It also doesn't help that I have social anxiety, even in front of my friends. So if they were to worry, it's not like I could bring myself to tell the truth anyway. I don't know what to do.",3.4636095238095272,4.144197108571428,5.066642857142861,84.71177380952379,72.2,7.890476190476193,24.29761904761905,8.07648339933343,1.1463619047619051,654,17,143,9,12,222,112,175,0.09699999999999999,0.737,0.166,0.8857,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,0,14,10,0,0,12,0,13,2,2,1,1,20,23,13,0,5,5,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,2,2,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,9,5,0,0,1,3,1,24,10,24,17,3,26,0,0,0,0,17,9,0,3,7,104,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.27100022045513433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308445415356987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22208075196915625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622186079058288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676908039688177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960922213018305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086250448865477,0.0,0.0,0.08954844156797001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342166868900384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363858809322195,0.0,0.07254475383160314,0.0,0.0,0.23292595017587284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374859067651189,0.0,0.1478111772235742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930699725110015,0.0,0.13928048157064155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341857291745152,0.0,0.0,0.07630975897758357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678363678237219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560366107390312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925258226818038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26596482141676003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958521677240468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154274204073974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439987659590036,0.1116044621774415,0.1213632946862068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897114100467188,0.13642197687878954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379772490155556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28202311563468585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,concernedbuyer01,2019/10/22,"Just really want a significant other Just really going thru it right now

Went on a few dates with a girl I work with. Unfortunately things just didn’t work out. I didn’t make a move really on the first two dates, because of work situation, and when we got to the 3rd I felt like she just invited me out to put me in the friend zone based on the hints in the conversation.

She turned me down when I tried to follow up on a 4th date by inviting her roommates, and then said she ignored my text and said she was tired when the time of the date came.

I’ve decided to just start ignoring her and our group chat. I really like her, but I have enough friends that I barely keep up with, and conversing with her hurts knowing that it’s not going to happen. I was just really hopeful that something would work. We have such similar interests and I just guess that in those moments  together I grew to attached.

I’ve been focusing on lifting, yoga, and running. Those are the things that make me feel at least a little happy, even if it’s only for a few hours. 

But at night when I have nothing to do but sit in my room. I feel absolutely terrible. I’ve had trouble sleeping as well over the past two weeks and lay awake sad.

Yeah I know I sound silly getting attached so quickly, but we did know each other for a while at work. It’s been a long time since I’ve had a girlfriend, and this whole summer when I was out doing stuff I just wished I had a partner by my side to share the moments with.

I’m not incapable of getting girls, or establishing a relationships that’s hard for me. I’ve been hurt two other times this year when girls Ive hooked up with didn’t want to go further than that one night.

Basically I’m just sad, and I’ve been really going through it the two weeks. Sucks I got so attached so quickly. No contact is going to be rough. My friends have tried to get me to open up about it, but I don’t think I can talk about it without tearing up. I have trouble opening up to people I know.

Sorry for the ramble.",3.7323845704266496,4.644457893462469,4.792709359605912,86.06668280871672,71.76029055690073,8.02100692994907,26.347916840611173,8.326086129247049,1.5088220589463135,1582,50,340,24,29,519,193,413,0.10800000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.106,-0.6067,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,4,0,0,6,26,21,1,0,24,1,28,2,1,2,0,65,65,29,0,6,19,0,5,2,5,1,1,3,1,4,24,26,0,3,9,2,0,12,8,10,1,6,21,8,45,11,58,42,6,74,0,4,0,0,30,30,1,4,33,236,69,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354159214706812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045644713973084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907539691692174,0.0,0.05801222949541265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888210299799757,0.0,0.08433252567301341,0.0,0.0,0.07470988248133177,0.0,0.0,0.2035764326765465,0.0,0.1376658364754963,0.0,0.2495848424885577,0.0,0.1404946009494956,0.0,0.0967568867247738,0.0,0.07766957679589406,0.09349883245932067,0.07868024968337055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723702696599325,0.08649686018252138,0.0,0.1880520160263731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806914665271222,0.0,0.0,0.1930807535309528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582058960541789,0.08803077146389893,0.0,0.07772858537590878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725712823524527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335155111098956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484882630854794,0.0,0.08427720459739098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951725873584751,0.06680021903150768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384561399058629,0.06089167266353356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829545263048978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376046968092325,0.0,0.0,0.09429873332291748,0.0,0.07500807635679314,0.1670967536125007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265556540711697,0.09872688521636376,0.08789546433857462,0.0,0.0,0.0676173901611881,0.0,0.09832077013504792,0.062167965093417765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005466642636154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059606118323336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670340002717006,0.05627922030502355,0.0,0.0,0.15364669447204754,0.10095000142832483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926437005044915,0.0955360304038098,0.34319653535980155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361121753751848,0.0,0.1409071180039963,0.0,0.07897154595525513,0.08142117463026627,0.0,0.09806132828749414,0.10100250341588844,0.08466694560987482,0.0,0.3197138308370131,0.0,0.0,0.06239335628633081,0.0,0.0,0.05656094962666178
lonely,tinycat1,2019/10/22,"Back in my home town, none of my old close friends can hang out with me, wish I’d never planned this trip. I can’t do anything except wait for replies and hope they ever come. Took two Valium to just sleep through the day and hope to wake up to good news. Rinse and repeat until something happens. Or I’ll just change my flight and leave early. Wish I hAdnr been so naive and realised I don’t mean a great deal to these people any more. I wish I’d never moved states. I wish I still had my old friends to slack off and get high eoth. I miss druien and Henry. I wish I’d never left. Now I’m just a memory to them and it’s my fault. I wish I’d never come back. I wish I had closure.",0.2747522522522523,2.1375221959459485,1.7323243243243238,100.21627927927929,83.79729729729729,4.4872072072072084,16.623423423423425,5.2151,-0.9376581981981982,527,10,129,2,15,169,93,148,0.053,0.703,0.244,0.9829,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,9,8,0,0,3,0,7,2,2,0,5,35,25,11,0,9,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,13,0,1,1,0,0,6,7,2,0,1,4,0,19,6,16,21,2,30,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,3,15,73,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649697352020712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862038276955792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692704957754832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010674991354584,0.16459662333447095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161469343438111,0.09849642146415448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642041411108302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147626250272971,0.0,0.04991513743110917,0.0,0.0,0.08013350518280647,0.0,0.10533198593513668,0.0,0.0,0.0844847428942155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009421042275412,0.09583331684063152,0.18978339005105288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116191132358827,0.10380330563074516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406988155482826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154274195562628,0.0,0.0,0.2947419897740681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005040300608137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623465096116396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560790740145664,0.0,0.0,0.07355052079088742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629749721255903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061472447234731,0.0,0.0,0.09332763305847946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7690552233381279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,criminalsquid,2019/10/22,Everyone from my friend group drifted into their own groups and I don’t have another group I thought I had finally found the group where I belong but then I had to go away for a while (a few months) for school. Now I’m back and everyone else has kind of moved on into separate friend groups and they don’t need or want me anymore. I still hang out with one of them maybe once a month but that’s really the only interaction with a “friend” I have. I’m so lonely and I don’t know what to do,1.738547008547009,3.3489773846153814,3.212820512820514,92.60995726495727,78.03846153846155,7.314529914529915,20.20940170940171,8.167268648758528,0.6520888888888892,384,9,90,7,9,126,68,104,0.044000000000000004,0.8320000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.7775,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,17,17,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,4,0,13,4,14,13,2,18,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,1,8,61,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986957319142914,0.0,0.0,0.18792216469979145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803114732981665,0.1457053398225066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829373967528046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621297080156061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075759306272347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077649012399591,0.4391961798305765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769096198748684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732362775552667,0.10413819546138113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036716338646464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024966141407715,0.20139681244119226,0.0,0.14050368794252618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179959421153304,0.1284026462547584,0.14411491853331773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213915016111434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177297812315267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132615527129492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043309500060778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176551807049014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JayTheSir,2019/10/22,"I need encouragement. So I am a guy who is struggling in his relationship. Yeah, I have someone but i still feel lonely. Hear me out. I'm 28, male, and have known my S.O. for over 20 years. I've been working on building back my relationship with her lately. We've been distant and it's been really difficult lately. Life is good overall, but I'm stuggling to feel like I'm getting the affection I crave. Yeah, I know. A male wants more sex, big surprise... It runs deeper than that though. I want her to hold my hand. To lay her head on my chest. To hug me just because. To greet me at the door when I come home to her. To want to snuggle on the couch with me. I want her to not just have sex with me, but to desire me. To feel craved. When we do make love, everything must be just so (lights, towels, mints, time of day, silence). I have to initiate everything and it leaves me feeling so... tolerated. Theres no room for spontaneousness.  I never get the feeling that she's crazy about me anymore. More than anything, I want her to want those things too. I get that we all have different ways of feeling and showing love. I tried figuring hers out. I've given little everyday gifts, spent good quality time with her, given her verbal praise, showed physical affection, and done acts of service around the house for her approval. I've read books, taken us to counseling, gone to retreats... i even tried getting in shape. I lost over 60 lbs and am working on getting down ab territory. I just cant seem to get her to invest in me anymore. Neither of us have wronged the other. We dont hate eachother. We agree on most things. Its just...  once the kids are in bed, she just goes into sleep preparation mode. She yawns, gets in her comfy clothes, sips her tea and generally just acts like my beloved roommate. Shes out by 8:30 and I'm lying in bed wide awake. I find myself wanting more, and I know I shouldn't. My heart longs for affection, for romance. I hate myself for it, but I just dont know how to be satisfied like this. I've talked to her about it. I've gotten a lot of lip service (the kind above the belt, mind you.) I just need encouragement. Tell me to keep going. To stay the course. Tell me it's not all for naught.",1.2871331828442436,3.6889922076749455,2.542149435665916,92.61726930022577,84.03386004514672,5.7110428893905185,21.7268171557562,7.087006719466742,0.6145184108352142,1720,57,367,24,50,551,221,443,0.052000000000000005,0.711,0.237,0.9982,3,2,0,0,0,0,88.0,6,1,0,5,24,21,2,1,13,2,24,14,6,5,4,77,70,20,0,12,15,0,7,3,0,2,2,1,6,4,16,23,1,2,13,4,2,6,9,7,0,0,11,10,68,14,62,55,8,46,1,2,0,5,42,25,0,3,16,228,84,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335975774368656,0.0,0.0,0.07192488054348163,0.07780683136765035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720719307896336,0.0,0.05327980477555275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528958810778141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563674369022157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131709897758672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944319032181369,0.2048703581319728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772858329689029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571036158862999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26516023977944564,0.062440424423440874,0.0,0.0,0.07988437956005756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196497039828553,0.0,0.04967290343627037,0.1466182835740531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654230089135019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258391600000828,0.08970026819480903,0.0,0.09850906589305113,0.10357248444280316,0.0,0.0,0.08767191945696001,0.0,0.0,0.10085084857480403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768743374730358,0.0,0.0910163427487419,0.1441025253664749,0.0,0.1971878464812328,0.09254671792715673,0.0,0.0,0.061735030819939286,0.12810146495101607,0.08760035198345642,0.0,0.07734853761787285,0.0,0.0,0.09541024662361064,0.07430655250133042,0.15776849136973686,0.0,0.05834190439981084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825169550672936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961581909575515,0.0674102620047799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308090086438976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742623771063228,0.0,0.055992334233348456,0.0,0.0,0.18767533427942984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956803107267821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746570643159804,0.0,0.07405592691779345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931595266775017,0.06979981754686625,0.0,0.0,0.09137215932248403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025088733696945,0.1527874240061965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613278800173565,0.0,0.08587259631932219,0.0,0.10193030075750764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186812363650484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102690971104188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608661654527415,0.06937610397928612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726024615966094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556100637038067,0.0,0.05628439934604058
lonely,Butter_fiend,2019/10/22,I need human touch. Right now my skin feels so hungry for touch that I feel I am going insane. I haven't touched another human in over a month. I don't understand why I'm like this. I just want it to go away.,-0.3449999999999989,1.5626658043478263,2.1066956521739115,96.34482608695652,86.6086956521739,5.419130434782609,15.72173913043478,6.742157984588678,-0.4219773913043481,161,3,39,2,5,55,37,46,0.068,0.835,0.096,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,11,1,0,2,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,5,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,22,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555525432343852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185746699146835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34289575622702223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854113528168282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656562414285952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27064859280403564,0.0,0.0,0.2514218252223184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895705113000295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529918539000296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999968183162225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30596489274030103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Andrs_96,2019/10/22,I don't know who to talk to anymore. That's it. That's all I can say right now.,-3.966666666666665,-2.599343000000001,-0.5999999999999996,111.23833333333332,104.0,2.666666666666667,11.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.2183333333333333,60,1,19,0,3,21,16,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.546484370866324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028375940687017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705858033845142,0.0,0.4382097343323073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429056947103733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,safudah,2019/09/25,I'm a bit out of touch Where is a person supposed to meet people these days.  I live in Central Florida but I've been a shut in for nearly a year. I literally don't know anyone but my family here. I lost contact with all the people I knew when I moved here and now I don't even know where people my age are. Late 20s. Is a bar the only way to meet people I've only been to a bar once and it didn't seem like a place people could meet so I'm not sure,-1.224935275080906,0.6180386019417483,1.848762135922332,97.09573220064726,90.16504854368931,4.598381877022653,13.437702265372168,5.985473137389443,-1.0087016181229775,348,5,87,3,12,123,63,103,0.096,0.904,0.0,-0.8153,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,9,0,9,2,0,0,2,14,16,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,4,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,1,8,2,10,10,2,16,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,7,52,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277478780904464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994607533908853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458708438926172,0.0,0.0,0.11782619201179305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206714286460808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223301712894984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008139540170947,0.0,0.2060932192304137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925784481144343,0.0,0.1613271821505522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994383043896073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418086732525108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456921763010215,0.0,0.2779027089465873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6333048390718319,0.1595263308227612,0.19088230065806144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632294499097894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721923049137597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501851774232738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765261663608363
lonely,Sidmur_13,2019/09/25,"Hullo (15m) Hey all, just looking to chat and stuff. Um I do cross country, I read books (currently reading into the woods, and I don't have the time to do extra things lol. If I sound even remotely interesting, pm me lol. Thanks.",1.1908695652173904,3.480008521739133,3.1327826086956527,88.98830434782612,83.34782608695653,6.288695652173913,22.243478260869566,7.554174236665415,0.9867182608695648,176,6,37,3,5,59,37,46,0.0,0.763,0.237,0.8807,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,1,6,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,3,6,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,23,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323155598982424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953661556551232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7036540376918085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026488002180558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238274172045123,0.0,0.0,0.2336750022810661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050976616669564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nattesz,2019/09/25,"I don't want to be loved again because love never last, so what is the point of it?",3.935263157894738,2.447784631578948,4.862105263157896,94.04473684210528,71.10526315789474,7.6,24.26315789473684,3.1291,0.058642105263157614,64,1,17,0,1,21,19,19,0.052000000000000005,0.6,0.34700000000000003,0.835,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461968046585189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292098275289257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7290210355434128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114912146672407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817898653010853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382143457225578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lianerv,2019/09/25,"I don’t want to be like this anymore People can put me down very easily, my shyness is starting to affect me in the university at the point that I can’t even talk to a counselor because I get goosebumps when I’m near people... I hate the feeling everything feels cold at the point that I start shaking I’m starting to hate myself for being such a coward.",15.017500000000005,6.406743527777781,13.855555555555556,59.84500000000003,58.16666666666667,16.066666666666666,51.27777777777778,10.125756701596842,5.4794777777777774,282,11,54,3,2,94,50,72,0.196,0.6970000000000001,0.107,-0.8258,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,1,6,0,6,1,1,1,0,4,17,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,3,9,1,10,15,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,5,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785169741598898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339076156936934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508868752853188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742349572051354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221415514765916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476749934440796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337534793154094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731872242351467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045803598659373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153146555203732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22082708160541265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664465686034433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656087260995906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812491620426592,0.1295659182254018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,graceprotection,2019/09/25,Embarrassed because of selfish So I’m embarrassed because I realize the reason everyone leaves me is because I literally couldn’t stop talking about my problems... now I feel all embarrassed because I thought they were just being mean but it was me ...,5.90727272727273,8.77057063636364,6.400000000000002,68.77000000000002,69.9090909090909,9.854545454545457,42.81818181818181,10.125756701596842,5.574427272727274,204,14,29,6,4,66,34,44,0.213,0.787,0.0,-0.7334,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,3,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,9,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,8,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6668555737282923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26132659955232485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382822132552094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28958108489683504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979052966816099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616881721016842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811880880928283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22864567269621586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219816851700966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711650994922796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mlk30033,2019/09/25,"I’m so lonely My mom passed away on the 16th. 
My little sister and pretty much only friend left for Florida for a week last-night. 
My dad works 
And I have no friends.

Just tinder matches but if I wanted to hangout with them It’d probably turn out to be more than that and I’m on my period lmao.

Bleh. In times like these I miss toxic people from the past but I know now not to reach out. I guess my only option is to just be lonely. I could visit some of my moms family but that just sounds draining.",-0.3150404312668478,1.924856094339624,1.8345552560646887,95.39528301886793,91.83018867924528,4.538005390835579,13.231805929919135,6.1826913282559595,-0.7977363881401618,390,6,86,4,14,130,76,106,0.09300000000000001,0.773,0.134,0.7594,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,20,13,8,0,3,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,13,3,16,9,3,15,0,3,0,0,8,8,0,4,6,58,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869533754037396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887368592159798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758576791958145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074713217893284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920490104634252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093571964342384,0.1621996955840271,0.0,0.0,0.21619826778348014,0.0,0.0,0.09721423708942917,0.19943569084304136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660986955433397,0.0,0.0,0.14627719734107164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673436011515826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026747944945286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995412254485464,0.13795145268288767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243973371873952,0.21453996455988575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603001294590468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164390236180003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736677076127733,0.0,0.1596141210426256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448637735753654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_Ross__,2019/09/25,"hello-! hello-! it's really hard for me to make friends and function normally in social situations sometimes because of my BPD (borderline personality disorder).  it's just kind of disheartening to see everyone around me having the time of their lives while i'm wanting to die and crying myself to sleep alone every night lol--. but anyways-- i'm tV, (ross is an old alias i stole from a youtuber when i made the account), i'm sixteen, and i'm non binary if that matters. i hope we can be friends-!",3.684456264775413,6.199359053191492,5.179078014184399,76.5338888888889,75.48936170212768,8.007565011820331,29.59338061465721,8.841846274778883,2.8420557919621765,397,18,68,9,9,133,73,94,0.11,0.8140000000000001,0.076,-0.3002,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,4,1,4,1,1,2,0,14,13,7,1,4,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,9,4,11,11,0,7,0,1,1,0,8,2,0,2,5,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025552281526368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410193402903787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921982804160333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463180547440865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482837424005036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297448009315625,0.0,0.22414424555259746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477916085785335,0.18687891944662194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30219929745278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751954968346137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424867540693672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365976897234356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269503816704612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505643297165908,0.13054687117315827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353253925828025,0.19162056639157085,0.0,0.0,0.20522155412330093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707672905634475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528943165367534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584680778175775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21983287770463728,0.19571480271446426,0.19936261712329065,0.0,0.0,0.1934272534499888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404051666228066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535435390186202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hylasah,2019/09/25,"I'm in a strange limbo right now and it's making me miserable. I'm 23. Just graduated from my Masters which I did after moving back in with my parents. Moving back from the city where I did my undergraduate was difficult, but the Masters was definitely worth it. But that's over now, everyone's moved on. 

I've thrown out over 20 applications for jobs. Nothing back yet. I have a part time job which I'm starting to hate and the rest of the week is spent on my own, mainly in front of my computer. I do exercise regularly, but again always on my own. My parents are home sometimes, but it barely feels like they talk to me like a human being. It's just 'have you heard anything about the jobs yet?'. The lack of any feedback from applications is wearing me down. I just want something to come up to get me out of this.

I have no friends here. Even though I spent my entire childhood here, no one's still around. Most of my current friends are where I did my degree, and so I'm looking to get a job down there and move back into the city. The one close friend I made during my Masters is too busy for me now. 
I went down to my uni city recently to try and catch up with a few people and I had probably the best three days I've had since I moved back. I met old friends and even went out with a girl I used to know. I've since asked her out again and told her that I plan on moving back, but it's difficult to organise things when there's a four hour journey in the way. 

I'm using Christmas as a goal. I want to have made positive progress by Christmas, maybe even moved out completely. That way I can go into the new year with positive vibes.",2.707750383519617,4.1547944408284065,3.850210387902696,89.75533092263862,75.00591715976331,7.137584922200308,24.64869603331141,7.793537801064563,1.0742797282489591,1283,41,284,18,27,417,163,338,0.063,0.792,0.145,0.9854,7,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,7,32,11,1,1,19,0,19,2,1,5,0,41,48,17,0,3,8,2,1,2,4,0,1,1,1,2,12,22,0,0,2,1,3,14,2,4,0,4,16,3,38,7,51,31,9,70,0,1,1,0,17,27,0,1,29,197,50,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565510006479627,0.0,0.0,0.05365795793748332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493191296773658,0.07024198531140266,0.0737653203809437,0.0,0.0,0.3640374439694169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280570131465871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796948351462014,0.08273016334396655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050887057155922566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634759424250952,0.0,0.0,0.07539690117739332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03989662891284308,0.05636959246502125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438465572617244,0.0,0.08244898448152428,0.0,0.044843406320693516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790213712325231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791479304640938,0.0,0.07770531671623546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132032861449246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04336400498605572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709778230089588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626014471805006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493232262934866,0.05266955510020439,0.0,0.07927045965889885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5870430765703066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620673073496151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757112669914297,0.0,0.08279729613978827,0.0,0.10693584554149417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522884668170266,0.08544619035551093,0.0,0.05470264122555212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507270116857486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790895368695101,0.0,0.0,0.06738425322354033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054170311486127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074475659478469,0.07803884759484056,0.0,0.05584921125453828,0.0,0.06301346132062162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634206754047055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242083147201485,0.0,0.07752354829632221,0.0,0.04601001327739791,0.0,0.0,0.07539690117739332,0.0,0.05357116794862087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629679596881228,0.0,0.0,0.0930801702757594,0.12526188744659378,0.06329265714945011,0.0,0.0,0.14629104799184928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050812093008191284
lonely,younotmenotyou,2019/09/25,"I don't know how to make a friend anymore seems like my life has been going backwards, instead of coming out of my she'll I've been retracting into it. as a kid I was pretty confident and able to make friends but every year I seem to get weirder and more awkward. I'm down to 1 'friend' who I haven't seen in months. using reddit to find friends has turned out to be a complete waste of time, I have no avenues got making them irl (I'm working on that but it will take time). does anyone have any advice? is anyone here lonely and just wants to try being internet friends(I don't have high hopes for that part lol) I seriously don't know what to do anymore, I thought I could live like this for a while but it's just starting to crush me.",1.1214610389610409,3.2700862597402605,2.4923214285714246,94.33705357142858,82.50649350649351,4.888961038961039,21.313311688311693,5.985473137389443,0.07741688311688355,580,18,126,4,16,187,100,154,0.134,0.753,0.113,-0.5086,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,5,10,0,1,4,1,19,1,0,5,0,26,40,9,0,3,5,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,6,1,13,7,21,29,2,16,0,1,1,0,8,8,0,3,8,79,21,1,0.1469055066726642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355436090008658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999007821418878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913815758641625,0.20543949197738107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654608609596998,0.15402762875206116,0.0,0.0,0.1172920932682492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855799886798805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377422535426835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426897168116378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539953201617396,0.0,0.0767520639352807,0.0,0.08348978488080484,0.0,0.11749375375956242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521373347167108,0.0,0.1459103153543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147084911278206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376370387487838,0.14354122015299595,0.0,0.12972025382561111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941816993318732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725857386583376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590843478893773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945571376908545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26747451177965165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398047374140497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045465840195938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662656279376342,0.17132356464724147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973919590001948,0.15979100628167725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687919037640025,0.0,0.0,0.08664867402597051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069489584938396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460232981096448
lonely,cryingsilently,2019/09/25,"I want to be wanted I don't mean sexually, or deeply, or intimately. I just want the people around me to want me in the room with them. When I go somewhere, I want the people there to be glad to have me. I want to get the texts and the invites I see flying between people around me. I hate being everyone's last priority, if I'm even on their lists at all. 

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I need people to love me. Friends, significant other, anyone. College is a nightmare. I'm surrounded by thousands of peers, but I am invisible at best. All. my privacy is stripped away, however, and I can't cope (cut or talk to my therapist). To make it worse, I fell behind on work in the third week, and I am about to fail some classes tomorrow, and I can get nothing done because its too daunting.

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Why won't people just take any interest in me? The improve yourself before seeking out others is such bullshit. I barely have enough strength most days to get up. Please I need someone.",2.8940616246498614,4.963979296296298,4.291914098972923,84.09344537815129,76.14285714285714,6.986741363211952,28.04886399004046,7.928766900206844,1.8823891067538128,753,32,146,12,17,249,119,189,0.083,0.745,0.17300000000000001,0.8969,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,4,10,9,2,0,8,0,15,1,0,1,2,29,35,10,0,9,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,1,1,26,6,28,30,6,21,0,1,1,1,5,14,0,6,5,105,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25743903327774315,0.2887094823815238,0.0807879271320511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306757140470487,0.0,0.0,0.21151399006126093,0.0,0.0,0.11161630798560353,0.0,0.0,0.0724192458404601,0.0,0.10108986640905077,0.0,0.12467304424296542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661603280294363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157342572776515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275193435059226,0.0,0.0784661370928532,0.0,0.0,0.11351828493731528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178441864305546,0.0,0.18620395202606005,0.0,0.06751665515132098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172901917862203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683768018833948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722144357054797,0.0,0.07929977850574227,0.0,0.0,0.12940779243663325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617706948158982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399159706944614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118040606772218,0.0,0.0,0.1304064882393625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466804701529632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065867170488693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932265296681358,0.09548676655250894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793570604756564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42042714460573744,0.0,0.09529402106097913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719832719289757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648765785814899,0.0,0.1210671295360218,0.0,0.0,0.2887094823815238,0.0
lonely,panimist,2019/09/25,"Is anyone here from Denmark? Hello everbody!
I have been going through some tough times lately.
Anyway. Fast forward to today and i have been not so social this period of time.
Is anyone here from Denmark or Scandinavia that i can talk to?",2.051493506493508,4.882394409090914,2.952337662337662,85.09136363636365,93.54545454545456,4.3324675324675335,19.92207792207792,6.1826913282559595,0.5946077922077926,190,6,30,2,7,60,34,44,0.051,0.9490000000000001,0.0,-0.2851,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,6,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,7,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5108167158741064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075938628515685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120454405382221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723512571308949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29359373143433104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259888875435131,0.0,0.34623742675592895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Scarypersono,2019/09/25,"(In the melody of the “What time is it” High School Musical song) What time is it?

It’s breakdown time!

Cuz I can’t hold a convo!!

What time is it?

Two fourty AM!

I just can’t freaking sleep...

Ok but to the thing, I’m scared I’m loosing contact with a certain friend cuz I don’t feel we have much to talk about when we call but like I love talking to this person, and being with them. But idk if it’s just me?? Cuz I have this fear constantly that everyone who’s dear to me kinda doesn’t want to be with me, or that they’re tired of me, or that they’re just too “kind” to leave (if that makes any sense whatsoever). And it’s kinda stopped me from getting close to people, but recently I decided to not let it. And I’ve gotten closer with some people. But that made me even more scared that I’m gonna loose them. And I’m so scared I’m actually loosing someone. I can’t stop thinking about it. I’ve been loosing sleep because of the fact that well I’m extremely stressed thinking about it. (Holy shit I just started crying) i probably sound stupid or smth like that but do y’all have any advice on how to deal with how I’m feeling? Any and all advice would kinda help cuz I don’t want to end up driving people away because of my dumb brain...",0.2845674300254437,2.4680426221374065,1.9579847328244284,96.57982697201021,86.51908396946565,4.867379134860051,19.42035623409669,6.2581,-0.1222675826972015,965,28,221,9,30,314,133,262,0.18100000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.132,-0.953,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,2,1,2,0,14,18,3,5,6,1,19,6,4,8,3,55,39,24,0,5,16,0,2,2,1,2,1,2,0,1,24,13,0,3,5,1,0,1,7,9,1,1,3,4,22,9,27,31,4,19,0,0,0,1,15,7,2,9,13,135,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.11379960582569106,0.0,0.0,0.22791003269355176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23790698918491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956381198470612,0.0,0.0,0.1421750777917111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018112166322746,0.1190771497869751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601959466395596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809631300922325,0.0,0.12022514279478395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103286447231729,0.0,0.0,0.07702323474734897,0.0,0.0,0.11143081375978248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122451238839244,0.11792829033040295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009660836148027,0.0,0.060926624907487736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816470531405588,0.12321035337490555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143677764146962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347865083299328,0.0,0.11924693513642337,0.0,0.11394458507850835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524976409009623,0.11034411467369687,0.07784154644993839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572558432024087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425388735366367,0.10182388793441917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573090103071047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151434339202414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35025645379167736,0.1180208004833392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970381917961405,0.0,0.0,0.23339882096800355,0.0,0.0988076740786568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254083338641477,0.0,0.0,0.19499104503589398,0.13358230887736933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874617486709202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747395208123566,0.14944461313262838,0.0,0.0,0.2719970259009045,0.1340320088607167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139160981116281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756532373026598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485106287724492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284008681819509,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cros888,2019/09/25,Dating apps don't work Been trying to find someone who will want to be with me. Tried every single dating app there is. 0 matches all across the board. Maybe it's the apps. Maybe it's cause I'm ugly.,-0.8235714285714266,1.2474256904761916,0.7976190476190474,100.0307142857143,101.61904761904762,2.4000000000000004,10.761904761904765,3.1291,-1.9013238095238096,157,2,34,0,7,50,35,42,0.083,0.884,0.033,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32360449060715685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26541151832156723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879156103411175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6329445567935712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669089691293626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277454590279691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858024646727495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933276597381164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blackheart-r,2019/09/25,"Birthday After 30 minutes, it will be tomorrow and  my birthday will be finally  over and i'm glad 'cause every birthday of mine is very lonely. I miss having someone to talk, you know for basic stupids things, for ideas , for tv shows, movies, for books. I always buy my friends gifts for their birthday and in return i don't remember when was the last time somebody bought me a gift. Everyday is lonely but birthdays are the worst!!!",6.556666666666665,7.198858246913584,6.0242962962962965,80.72533333333331,65.2962962962963,8.455308641975309,33.48395061728395,8.238735603445708,2.5683313580246905,342,14,61,4,5,105,63,81,0.16,0.7709999999999999,0.069,-0.8363,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,1,7,1,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,0,8,14,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,9,2,10,8,1,10,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255515153136133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154557410174789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587281376399184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363911214515989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724924019214375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466559332350304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876313285141353,0.2503111790248469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34786176944186764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601878808385496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468192657087925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401030183300592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790608128959878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533731535442113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alonerloner,2019/09/25,"need someone to vent to i have no one to talk to, and i have a lot of issues going on in my life so does anyone care to listen? if not then it’s ok. i don’t want to waste anyone’s time.",-2.276666666666668,-0.7954097777777775,1.2933333333333366,101.82000000000004,91.22222222222223,3.6,11.222222222222221,3.1291,-1.9159777777777784,140,1,39,0,5,51,35,45,0.154,0.7390000000000001,0.107,-0.2788,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,6,8,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,9,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454773190196991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315618979218442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845837025189542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848179989818341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394231069943053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296975629351237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764724305305401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411308244987453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203631549649838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27553992778480496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613825149354269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962606288747227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181070559436705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MoistBacon29,2019/09/25,"I feel like my loneliness is self inflicted in respects to relationships & dating Im an extraverted introvert that picks when to be quiet or hyper social. There are just so many times where i could make a move on someone who is likely interested but i just end up not doing anything. Like today I was scouting a photo shoot location for my portrait photography side gig and passed a pretty attractive girl holding text books. She was looking at me with a big smile. When i was walking by her I immediately thought to say hi and complement her cool hairstyle. Then when the moment passed I thought ""eh she's probably taken and I'm gonna look dumb.."" And ""shes out of my league"". We ended up just continued  smiling at each other and walking our separate way. Immediate regret. I hate that i need absolute certainty to make a move (aka Why ive sadly stuck to online dating as of the past couple years). Why am I like this..",3.9752542372881337,6.0416908192090455,5.412000000000003,77.27833898305086,73.01129943502825,8.56180790960452,28.749152542372883,9.21078282632365,2.7345701694915245,733,30,131,17,15,246,127,177,0.11800000000000001,0.728,0.154,0.6942,0,0,0,1,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,0,9,12,2,0,8,1,12,0,0,3,0,25,25,13,0,3,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,0,2,5,9,0,1,3,1,0,6,1,4,0,0,7,6,22,8,18,15,1,31,0,2,2,0,14,10,1,1,18,82,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115213761441658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998955279972013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261200810349197,0.17478233311301752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798155085064544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987050917741717,0.11284833267843905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595511519621624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062644186877335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308689696178313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26529717627828897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108821872239519,0.16014902728227587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33577795355074586,0.0,0.11712707920203555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507929345838719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607044959849081,0.17031012756180566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959244554999822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561799894547684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478917884103764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102272069732712,0.13384098450317344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508089188370771,0.0921091151774613,0.0,0.14972983545986085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253831589724007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850728984514139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172257284695264
lonely,Alianovna-616,2019/09/25,"Not being touched lovingly anymore is making me constantly relive my rape. I haven’t been touched romantically in what feels like forever. Such a lack of physical contact is seemingly making me relive my rape every night. It’s hard to remember what it feels like to be touched lovingly, and when I long for that and start to think, all I can remember is when I received the opposite. The event is becoming more and more ingrained into my brain as I long for someone to want me where I want them too.",7.90157894736842,7.399238105263156,8.091578947368422,70.89105263157897,62.68421052631579,12.231578947368426,39.0,11.602472056035307,4.658010526315791,400,19,72,11,5,131,61,95,0.188,0.713,0.099,-0.9088,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,3,0,9,5,1,2,1,17,20,6,0,3,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,6,13,4,10,17,4,12,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,1,10,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680298505263185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802935461750605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027259345408209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355076571373015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158701830753591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048143949418947,0.26912953322183103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873399489771115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404683496651056,0.0,0.0,0.33338619999313274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400053797801357,0.0,0.25146416994083143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676355330071586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267514168593495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147630929564053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595972258975676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333225192737399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206937917712541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219978611756164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SovietRushB,2019/09/25,"Lonely diary #8 Time started writing : 22:47

I sometimes wonder. Do I even deserve a girlfriend? Just recently I started thinking like this. It isn't now ""When I'll get a girlfriend"", I realised that I need to ask do I? I mean a lot of people say ""I need a girlfriend (or boyfriend etc.. You get the point.)"" but the question is do they deserve her? I hope I won't be on r/niceguys or something like that. I'm just thinking if my behaviour, personality or my thinking is good enough for someone to even consider hanging out with me more than once per several weeks or months. I know this probably doesn't make any sense for you but at least my brain gets it, what I'm trying to say. I always wonder why she would stay with me, why she would pick this kind of garbage when she can have something better. There is nothing interesting about me. There is nothing sweet about me. I'm just a regular good boy (I hope) that is filled with negative thoughts.

It's easy to say that someone will come. Or you'll find someone. But is it really true? I already swallowed the fact that I will be alone. I mean if I'll try hard and study at least I'll have money. Right..? I know money doesn't make people happy. Its like a drug. It makes you happy for some time but you'll be empty sooner or later.

Sometimes I miss human contact. I fortunately got to experience a nice hug from a girl which was pretty comfortable since she was okay with it. It feels really great. I used to hug my friend I had but he was pretty uncomfortable with it. I just hope he doesn't think I liked him more than a friend because I didn't. I just wanted to hug my Comrade to make him feel better but.. Whatever..

Sometimes I wonder why do people read this crap. I'm really curious. This is literally just to help me fall asleep. And people (I guess they do?) read this. That's weird but I don't mind. I just would like to know why..

Time stopped writing : 22:59

Time spent writing : 12 minutes.",1.7301235187159063,4.0711108868894605,2.9739971158066325,90.63932534955171,81.51928020565552,5.748849457646247,23.11248354128785,7.0180271515732855,0.7840602044015306,1521,53,314,19,41,490,180,389,0.10099999999999999,0.6779999999999999,0.222,0.9959,1,3,3,0,0,0,65.0,0,5,2,2,16,31,1,0,12,1,36,8,3,6,2,73,77,19,0,11,22,0,3,5,6,8,1,3,0,4,23,9,1,1,17,2,3,4,8,4,0,0,8,7,53,27,29,58,8,25,0,2,0,3,36,6,1,18,19,191,76,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868376880578777,0.08383665954311208,0.0,0.06321453994157115,0.0,0.0,0.051663360833729466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102328359749531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04631164286523589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343815888483253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480954198028515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544289211656765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810305199004108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784990740884715,0.08472852714307233,0.10035718201386254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743148999273324,0.0,0.0,0.0768271479125279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943675699040612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739109313993035,0.0,0.1190762321016684,0.0,0.0,0.1274429141585567,0.060761508228917724,0.08375906689129926,0.08369139211328404,0.0,0.0,0.16174657359006814,0.06805572038042909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092222875339979,0.0,0.0,0.2263711187207531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911283417865918,0.12525617762422714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855796744600416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458842213264875,0.0,0.0,0.20284679735775127,0.0,0.0,0.16551090522281134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670975938775466,0.0,0.06063988572056452,0.0,0.0,0.11266410507573713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579378925729286,0.0,0.0,0.08090738050872154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106768427890192,0.06633555762954606,0.0,0.0,0.07181781224136846,0.0,0.0,0.15458106140046565,0.08191034147614942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510569036893254,0.0,0.15198451702149712,0.0,0.14600824817936958,0.0,0.0750128879521808,0.0,0.0,0.06487941626208002,0.0,0.18124723414537786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582639593909347,0.0,0.06284457488794422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931117233209839,0.11697345181752256,0.2254138601605773,0.0,0.10754631984631673,0.0809757232999943,0.0,0.06351574256109131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471838972146854,0.0,0.060313043273816626,0.1771988356831889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315959408065882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561515589935453,0.0,0.0,0.04481007671801721,0.0,0.060939914788545026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742105685908444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471642020832758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619043467492889,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Samuel2647,2019/09/25,"I'll be 18 after I wake up Tomorrow I'll turn 18... And since I don't have any friends to celebrate with, I thought I could celebrate this moment with you guys! See ya tomorrow :)",0.7620270270270275,2.9308262162162184,3.006689189189192,89.98138513513516,84.13513513513513,8.024324324324324,25.466216216216218,8.841846274778883,2.1270054054054053,138,6,31,4,4,47,27,37,0.063,0.6709999999999999,0.266,0.8457,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,5,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,5,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,4,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28212832151750894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331242866087344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205303675003223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107901586163053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306006002865998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431877861504039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293633513161909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512634178560742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Catiline64,2019/09/25,"I love my parents but 。。。 I have no friends at all. Not even people that tolerate me. Nobody. When I try to talk to my mom about this, she gives me stupid advice that won't help at all, like “be more kind” (of course I try to be kind, just nobody wants to be around someone who is kind if he's not FUN). The point is, when I explain why this is not a good advice, she's like “ok lol, then deal with ur problems”. What am I supposed to do next. Sorry if wrong subreddit.",-0.6059090909090905,1.4596034848484862,1.2153787878787874,101.0430681818182,89.9090909090909,4.108080808080809,16.33080808080809,5.46131890053228,-0.8972161616161611,351,8,86,2,12,114,68,99,0.172,0.563,0.265,0.9363,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,13,1,0,2,2,10,1,0,0,2,14,14,6,0,4,7,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,12,10,11,10,3,8,0,0,0,1,14,4,0,2,6,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394226126854842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546058461648024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790493011457741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147094196181572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417937702318486,0.0,0.0,0.1666030265009421,0.0,0.14566872469132636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640939270611768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5425613061790411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969577122878882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674671926367573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340379140196965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847032719030244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284338272617996,0.0,0.0,0.1204030338355652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417717985176594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618166544388185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715262199206533,0.0,0.0,0.1944127742839711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139591828759089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358252180377582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243687178579478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567129254978272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988422983634654,0.0,0.0
lonely,Annaille,2019/09/25,"Why don't people like me? My entire life I have had issues with friends. I could be very popular one year then not at all. And by not at all, I mean, eating lunch alone without a friend in the world. I am always wondering what changed about me? Did I do something? 

Year's later.. I'm now 31. 

I arrived late on the first day of the third semester (of my college program). I am by myself in the back row. There is one other girl in the back row. One final girl enters the classroom, she will have to sit next to me or the other girl. No surprise, she sits next to the other girl. Ever since that day, everyone keeps the same seating and I am alone. What is it about me that people just shy away from?

I tried to be happy and engaging when everyone was just starting to meet each other. I seemed to get along fine. Then as the days went on, people began to establish their friendships and nobody continued talking to me. 

I try to occasionally strike up a conversation, but they seem eager to be done. When DO have to people talk to me, I feel like I'm overly enthused and desperate. I try to play it down. Now am I pushing people away? 

I try to be happy and confident. I raise my hand in class, laugh, and smile with the teachers jokes. I have a learning disability, my confidence is waning. Nobody can see me smile, I'm in the back row.. 

I share too much information about myself. I told the class that I have dyscalculia when it was mentioned in the lesson. Why did I do that? Do I really need attention so badly that I will highlight my faults for everyone? 

Maybe people don't like me because I'm an idiot? I have learning disabilities, maybe I come off as a tard? 

Maybe I project too much confidence that it irritates people. I should have more self-awareness and be shamed. I should sit in silence. 

Maybe I'm unlikeable? Awkward, un-enjoyable, annoying etc. 

When I made friends in the past (however fleeting), it seemed effortless. I enjoy people who just naturally connect with others.",2.308212435233159,4.743957269430054,3.703033678756477,85.70138989637309,79.93264248704664,6.761554404145078,23.898704663212428,7.908726449838941,1.4571846632124354,1550,55,299,28,40,508,193,386,0.121,0.7040000000000001,0.175,0.9786,1,2,1,0,0,0,63.0,0,0,2,2,21,25,2,2,20,0,37,4,1,1,3,43,58,19,0,4,8,0,2,3,3,4,1,0,0,4,19,14,2,1,11,2,0,4,6,6,0,5,10,3,49,19,48,38,8,53,0,0,1,0,20,19,0,5,30,218,68,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246046336316187,0.0,0.0,0.06927736822394392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644735949416325,0.1920609063750035,0.06951699502286962,0.05075333521047833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807597849782273,0.0717194388979146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647477907756955,0.0,0.0,0.1610836656837559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520189290897279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519377172628875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285473530913052,0.0,0.07531167388261074,0.0,0.2386699074705064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04209777228823502,0.05947956838050476,0.0,0.09120512541834194,0.0,0.07081925577960436,0.0,0.0,0.1929748913742737,0.0,0.04349889537887889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772594872622258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689977428449264,0.0,0.07400358134247349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391870816770014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058807623763502875,0.12202703480241515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878078109782617,0.0,0.0,0.3345756121094029,0.09069242564129308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240849478537705,0.061734789972110335,0.0,0.0,0.1770917638895695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692534305927237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947923067180626,0.4617651960337931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333723951380213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634588731389819,0.22738500845196635,0.08685630526037387,0.0,0.0,0.06887192027994568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409611539907112,0.0,0.0,0.0589304771339775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383933551808955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955663582350213,0.0,0.22610700612751344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869661169094081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718104754692251,0.15025488241094054,0.0,0.0,0.08025779024243343,0.09028980492635066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723091044210342
lonely,honestlyi-quit,2019/09/25,Parents are embarrassed by me. Whenever they bring up my brother they’re like oh yeah the 10th grader that is faster then seniors the straight A student when they mention me their faces dim. I had depression anxiety and adhd they said I was causing it and it wasn’t real but I’m a senior with no plan and sitting in my room numb.,1.076666666666668,3.6839709090909096,2.4669696969696986,90.43712121212124,89.9090909090909,5.357575757575758,25.51515151515152,6.937597516519254,1.3552242424242429,264,12,51,4,9,85,53,66,0.16899999999999998,0.759,0.071,-0.7615,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,4,1,1,4,0,1,4,1,5,2,1,1,0,7,8,6,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,1,10,1,4,4,0,11,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,6,33,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388755766744161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793618162471997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751406089474646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145291292613317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840857599180887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054893419263282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156549603555205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473699493551182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,theodoreodip,2019/09/25,"Human touch. Trying to keep this short.  Anyone else out there miss the touch of a human? I’m not talking about a hug from your parents / siblings. Someone that actually cares for you wanting to touch you. I feel that as humans if we go too long without that “touch” you can begin to forget what that is like. Especially when you are alone every day, every night. 

End rant.",2.2455281690140865,4.881710788732395,3.1613908450704247,88.20433978873241,81.95774647887325,4.676760563380283,20.142605633802816,5.985473137389443,0.12833661971831045,290,8,54,2,8,92,56,71,0.138,0.79,0.07200000000000001,-0.4504,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,5,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,11,3,0,2,3,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,7,3,10,11,0,9,0,1,0,1,11,2,0,1,7,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.2370484808253436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25158506929948016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985072818328692,0.2488935297359682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476664456647669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665907576247634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292301263254808,0.0,0.2151492110054476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40933010697007344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282433610521833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805330826491716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591263037778452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867523878996045,0.0,0.0,0.2149707540510642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279578119465238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26972663288394993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058197729621972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524462502695208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649222833348809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327664304239746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23415989179440835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LordSt4rki113r,2019/09/25,"I'm tired of looking for a partner I've had a rough go the past year and a half. I started getting really sick in February of 2018 and couldn't figure out why. In September 2018 I was diagnosed with cancer, went through 4 rounds of chemotherapy until December, and then had surgery to remove what was left at the end of January this year, and was declared cancer free in February. Through all of that, the only people I really had were my immediate family members.

I'm so very lonely right now, and I have no one that I can relate to on a physical, mental, or spiritual level. I desire someone that will love me in spite of my flaws, in spite of what's happened to me.

I've always been a very sociable person, but since cancer stuck its nasty little footses into my life, I've had a lot of trouble relating to people other than telling them my testimony. A couple of months ago, I was able to start back to college, and I've been able to get back out in the world again. I've met some old friends, and made new ones, but still I feel alone.

A couple of days ago, I finally built up enough courage to ask a girl I have a crush on out to lunch. I didn't hear anything from her until today, and she said (verbatim), ""Thanks for the offer, but I'm really busy right now and not interested in anything, sorry!"" I was finally starting to feel a connection with someone other than my family, but that text bluntly hit me in the face that she's not interested at all. This is but the latest in a line of a handful of girls that I've ever been interested in, over a period of 8 years.

I'm tired of looking for a partner. I don't know how else to put it. I'm tired of feeling like I'm building up to a relationship and then getting my legs cut out from under me. It's days like this that make me wonder ""What is it about me that drives everyone away?""

Since chemo, I've been completely fine with no emotional outbreaks, but this actually mentally broke me today and I don't know what to do except move on and try not to be upset.",6.485203336809177,5.319856345498781,7.517796315606535,76.02255474452556,65.83698296836982,10.942926659714985,32.953423705248525,10.181067101454742,3.069702954466458,1582,55,323,32,21,539,201,411,0.153,0.7609999999999999,0.086,-0.9806,0,3,0,0,1,0,47.0,0,0,1,0,10,18,3,1,23,0,26,14,3,3,3,48,59,25,0,2,11,0,6,2,3,1,9,2,0,5,22,20,1,0,7,0,1,6,9,7,0,3,20,10,31,12,70,35,5,69,0,2,3,1,18,31,0,4,34,215,53,1,0.1822017888260103,0.0,0.08890133148508493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151089236739316,0.0,0.0,0.09435305201964367,0.0,0.0,0.07580324209211205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993654760527728,0.0,0.0851670385593865,0.0,0.08559228915908004,0.14010192896197013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551755452498724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016028138025705,0.0,0.11750508061486754,0.0,0.0,0.09246549017043797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610310747061959,0.10247624436946852,0.08068835227188198,0.0941315767327429,0.0,0.0,0.08240597462119834,0.0,0.0870508086546883,0.0,0.0,0.17176363096121702,0.0,0.1381900484724569,0.06508249717147029,0.0,0.19959315370581573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038432503794828,0.0,0.14278937184012275,0.0,0.051774737715846425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056022006409637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267732901478856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013333815034636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898138833734962,0.0,0.06434725589743065,0.0890145906525456,0.09130702926552796,0.0,0.0,0.1530036139207372,0.0,0.0,0.07745072263112343,0.08222211402412663,0.08620186902106064,0.06081055443071949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836165488185348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271586476723021,0.09682583337088067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798581150968518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559506386651548,0.0,0.12346464752786206,0.06928633536461577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696611199828226,0.12631577902725244,0.07954578707612994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158156112094692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750846971980802,0.0,0.0,0.09780826704158586,0.0,0.15559933212375218,0.08665781248167409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071920253820958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543789844051256,0.0,0.0,0.1019799927552794,0.19344504587776587,0.0,0.07275329195804862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962619715142821,0.08387346378432185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141212299343935,0.1727059915110816,0.0,0.0,0.061851527286665514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033555749643476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844514418216609,0.08220438737005721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879503388692802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599796742547802
lonely,mswatsonv,2019/09/25,"My parents don't like me I know they love me. They love me so much. I love them too. So much. But they don't like me.

They're disappointed and mad everyday.

They love me because I'm their daughter. They don't like my personality though. I'm not surprised to be honest. It just kinda hit me when I put that feeling into actual words.

I wish I could be a better daughter.",-0.6050432900432909,1.5803612987013018,1.9306818181818208,92.6493560606061,98.35064935064936,4.644588744588745,18.10497835497836,6.42735559955562,0.04358095238095272,288,9,63,4,12,98,46,77,0.155,0.551,0.294,0.9423,1,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,7,1,6,12,1,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,0,11,16,6,0,2,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,1,20,10,2,12,2,4,0,1,0,4,15,1,0,1,5,42,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.19161036034797385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969381480063465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736566013759416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677038489839026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928102141250003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790943558057024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877817042710408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7088581749477291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886813180671617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802467217842547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144621651001474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738709909602056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291396962871055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257940874274845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CosmicRemixx,2019/09/25,Friends that abandoned me are still trying to get their last hit on me My friends abandoned me a while ago. They were awful and my ex conviced them i was a bitch and did shit i never ended up doing: now theyre back and they keeo texting me making up lies. Havent they done enough? Ive moved on and am content with my solitude and they keep telling my new school friends lies and slandering my name. Ive moved on. They havent. It is seriously effecting my health and i cant keep doing this. Sure sometimes i miss the good times but i am a senior in hs and just tryna graduate. I know my parents just call me a a weak little girl not ready for the world but this is slander and harassment,0.4920500782472601,2.8915072816901457,1.779624413145541,96.35453834115809,88.85915492957747,4.564006259780908,20.56494522691706,6.139981653823899,0.05212081377151812,542,18,118,5,18,172,88,142,0.183,0.741,0.077,-0.9382,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,7,1,5,13,3,0,7,1,16,3,1,2,2,25,23,12,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,4,10,0,4,2,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,4,0,27,5,9,18,1,21,0,3,0,0,16,8,2,0,11,81,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719266330121134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635609973024546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810741227425762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147052452232354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706206318458954,0.18322966371461227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110149852508723,0.0,0.09264779327121636,0.0,0.0,0.1487362913208677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884938787351484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152387409302456,0.0,0.0,0.09745612743745492,0.14454791013830576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773160556529274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836939128593285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376948214472272,0.0,0.0,0.13676810453854354,0.1712667652465775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969043774718415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946779000948854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820270646858854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753842588737021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416162533583412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713176425972792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549945494735842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034027580894099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039567314534085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway-8394,2019/09/25,why am i not worth it im 18 and ive never been in a relationship before. ive never even kissed anyone. not a single guy has ever shown any desire in me and i dont know whats wrong with me. like am i that repulsive that no guy wants me? my friends have told me that im pretty before and that i can do better than the guys that i have liked but if thats the case then why has no one ever shown a liking towards me? im so tired of being alone and feeling undesirable.,-0.4189870129870137,1.3710624952380959,2.5174891774891783,94.01493506493507,85.95238095238096,4.961038961038962,15.259740259740255,6.1124844417494595,-0.6944285714285718,362,6,87,3,11,128,64,105,0.17300000000000001,0.659,0.16899999999999998,-0.5377,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,5,0,13,2,0,0,4,17,17,8,0,3,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,8,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,2,1,13,6,6,14,1,8,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,8,62,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535875214310635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008447823443292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369038364466338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25237398549847456,0.0,0.0,0.13115370215759384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379907945650386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979465719376006,0.2682802330664613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498173642157127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145713233306562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405021507096323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805478400921085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149832406019253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734639299233596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287464441255168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048763019460316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086797722717993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921190665096072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044176138381611,0.0,0.14170095883130332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746745005622844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676239472210724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213585108696396,0.0,0.0
lonely,Amdps34,2019/09/25,"Gf left me and nobody cares about me anymore It’s really sucks that i woke up every morning knowing that not a single person is care about me, nobody texting me, even when i texting my “friends” they never respond to me. I never been feel this Lonely in my whole life and I’m scared I’m gonna be like this forever.

I just need someone who can chat with me regularly and makes me forget about this horrible feeling of being left and forgotten",3.6957142857142853,5.3650663636363705,5.001493506493507,81.59545454545456,72.86363636363636,7.301298701298702,27.34415584415585,7.957251820313856,1.8270564935064928,352,13,65,5,7,117,63,88,0.163,0.7,0.13699999999999998,-0.3753,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,1,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,2,15,17,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,14,4,8,12,2,7,0,1,0,0,7,4,1,0,4,47,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154758758727074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443047462437118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435063963019525,0.0,0.18306140008735589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197189461450008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786414680447326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940724988290435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472134279722455,0.0,0.1534659486271629,0.10614833846160147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503103966282307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110475989421694,0.3351477975589781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971391246879946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919028750520418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175276141457864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840942318316996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425769180312883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,imtiredofbeingaslob,2019/09/25,"all i want is a bigtiddiegoth gf this is the only thing i want in life, i wanna runaway with my bigtiddiegoth gf and live happy with her. i wanna have that special connection with her and travel across the world.",4.817723577235771,6.270732073170732,4.705853658536586,85.66577235772358,69.73170731707317,6.442276422764228,25.861788617886177,6.42735559955562,0.9912861788617882,169,5,31,1,3,52,28,41,0.0,0.78,0.22,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,10,5,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,7,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847141505592598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216176221560047,0.0,0.0,0.402070454531713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346303911753306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025053250593189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5371385072531186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mandovera21,2019/09/25,A post a saw today. I know I needed it so this is in case you needed to hear this today too. You aren’t less of a person because you have panic attacks. You aren’t less of a person because you have depression. You aren’t less of a person because you have anxiety. You aren’t less of a person for having mental issues. You are a gift and you are worthy of love. Period.,0.23371794871794904,2.420115448717952,3.069487179487183,88.49217948717953,86.82051282051279,5.005128205128205,16.358974358974358,6.42735559955562,-0.11554871794871825,287,6,58,3,9,101,37,78,0.146,0.7290000000000001,0.126,-0.1531,4,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,10,0,0,2,4,1,1,7,0,11,1,0,0,0,4,17,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,12,1,8,16,4,5,0,1,1,1,16,1,0,0,3,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379703715337034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517879381462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32982650516550543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533869805585196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327214703266505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882427938516249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911788137981828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277659159639402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817544849832232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674605184622932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116066441966408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6299128768353247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272934663661374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419091442747448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,idontwannabehere33,2019/09/25,"Anyone wanna talk about whatever and then ghost each other? 21M for all the creeps looking for girls, don't waste your time.


Self image, videogames, struggles in life, depression, happiness or just venting. Whatever you random person wanna talk about, i am here.",3.3625000000000007,6.378539777777783,3.1237500000000047,82.68562500000003,95.66666666666669,5.805555555555558,23.402777777777786,7.1686216300943375,1.838611111111112,210,8,31,4,8,63,40,45,0.165,0.7190000000000001,0.115,-0.3753,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,3,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,7,3,2,3,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,2,2,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276285771936272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803913623649154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465486205692765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299420043345896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733757420164892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28425326708280285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33961435002007817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34033023351476965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523321350163767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982786067581245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MsAwkwardSinceBirth,2019/09/25,How can i keep a conversation going? I dont know how to keep a conversation going and i dont want to bore the person Im talking to. Its making me more sad thinking about it... what do i do?,-0.9692857142857144,0.9763863571428572,2.8574285714285743,89.53757142857144,90.1904761904762,5.2647619047619045,17.923809523809524,6.742157984588678,0.03900380952380944,145,4,34,2,5,54,27,42,0.136,0.8170000000000001,0.047,-0.4998,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,0,9,13,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,13,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6258375524719402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034813683559321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884028356473439,0.0,0.0,0.4746388285504805,0.0,0.0,0.1467347002639353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822273065295755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331316909928539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21460226745749775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108105021398218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748188953397593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sundriedteeth,2019/09/25,"I can go days without talking to anyone I have my own room in the dorms. All my friends graduated, or we’ve had falling outs. 

I can go days not talking to anyone, my roommates don’t even talk to me. For a while I was trying to initiate conversation but they weren’t interested. 

I genuinely feel like I will be alone for the rest of my life. Sure, I’m young, but I’m in college in a huge city. If I can’t make friends now and here, when and where are these people going to come from? 

I made all my friends last year through a club dealing with my major, but I dated a guy who is also my major who other people know and who hangs around that room. I’m not over him so I don’t want to go back there to see him or for people to potentially asked me what happened. 

I’m so sad and so depressed. Every day is the same routine. I’m just completely alone.",1.4388333333333314,3.0960033833333327,3.28527777777778,91.54625000000004,79.05555555555556,6.055555555555558,22.916666666666664,6.9077264865688965,0.5466666666666669,659,21,150,7,16,221,108,180,0.09,0.775,0.135,0.8042,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,0,7,0,14,1,0,2,3,27,32,16,0,2,10,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,3,1,7,8,0,0,2,1,0,7,7,2,0,0,4,2,22,6,22,26,7,28,0,2,1,0,16,10,0,3,12,102,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002073812929507,0.0,0.11590040628639355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20267674254511375,0.0,0.0,0.12901835753533258,0.13548991299754742,0.0,0.0,0.11144216405158662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484429485733226,0.15195626584227026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804034298699388,0.14941638576236466,0.12482792947734216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572484663477873,0.0,0.12210971008733768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328092323575143,0.1035379652572618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359174947406346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294680584061582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350340866050018,0.1281610514135308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964969490329403,0.11813722999422195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236829001744033,0.07080543921117986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137136196484576,0.0967418483549319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014284786716989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154903837183881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659473633897384,0.0,0.0,0.34946754444175504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839790360906156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548342301864073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970727300148506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933301180737724
lonely,ps4_mafiadog200,2019/09/25,"Need a a girl to keep company/talk to msg me There is no way I can ask this without coming off as a creep/loser but I want a girl to talk to. absolutely nothing sexual, but I just want a girl I can exchange flirty text messages/compliments. I really just want someone that can boost my self esteem I guess and be good friends with and tell my daily life to because I dont have many people in my life atm

     I dont want to make things all about me I want to know about you too. And even though this whole thing is probably a huge red flag I hope one person messages me at least",3.5679508196721317,3.9470214918032793,4.768975409836067,88.03329918032789,71.78688524590164,8.067213114754097,25.08606557377049,8.07648339933343,1.16824262295082,450,12,102,6,8,149,78,122,0.013999999999999999,0.754,0.233,0.9716,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,6,0,9,2,0,1,1,22,22,7,0,7,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,5,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,17,3,15,21,3,6,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,2,0,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760592403383746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624833564987824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600833519690106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370092027875534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428491780624036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198549474606925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243071956899913,0.0,0.0,0.1739337389210087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682048881656532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033996991143405,0.0,0.0,0.08677226632676903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22304488512088208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539286359590168,0.16007577320366653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707350387652313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149980324534162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699041373356287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946111076981148,0.13786353973296622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023222567451918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114843704503007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471380230166285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377976403767125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538121531260911,0.13800290120034606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979032499525976,0.0,0.15512621542977256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656383403416266,0.1253258072173541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762786510599585,0.0,0.1522004160265796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,datnastaythrowaway,2019/09/25,I feel starved of physical contact I would give anything to have someone to come over and hold me for an hour. Hell even just for five minutes.,4.74642857142857,6.025212214285716,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,69.71428571428571,7.028571428571429,35.42857142857143,7.1686216300943375,2.2500857142857145,114,6,23,1,2,34,25,28,0.255,0.745,0.0,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,6,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600512376968623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376894743224574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889855041742641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212291300756715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197201918604433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308805051409612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37071911616760267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108099047452675,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,loukoftw,2019/09/25,"just ban me on this subreddit im tired of getting notifications from it even when i did not join here

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pls block me on this subreddit",1.7510714285714322,4.54181910714286,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,90.07142857142857,7.085714285714286,24.857142857142854,8.07648339933343,1.9986142857142868,117,5,23,3,4,38,23,28,0.336,0.625,0.039,-0.8746,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003650438033236,0.4489963432833745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244058548653459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305426080909868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991353179981698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246985687235105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489963432833745,0.0
lonely,screaminpanda99,2019/09/25,"I'm going to piss some of you off..but you need to hear it. I see a lot of posts on here about unrequited love, and how they'll never love anyone else, etc etc. I understand that ""loving"" someone who does not feel the same way sucks, and it hurts. GET OVER IT. Seriously. It's not love, its infatuation/lust. Yes people can be shitty and sometimes they lead you on. Moving on takes time, I get that. Don't wallow. Your girlfriend in HS broke up with you? Honestly, that's pretty normal. Very few relationships that start in HS make it out alive. You aren't special because your heart is broken. Accept that its not going to happen, and move on with the rest of your life. When that happens, you can experience all the other wonders that life has to offer, and maybe someone new to give your love to.",2.1362500000000004,4.478628114649684,3.3438813694267537,88.56575835987263,79.95541401273886,5.70843949044586,19.366640127388536,6.9077264865688965,0.2432296178343947,622,15,126,7,16,201,102,157,0.12,0.7090000000000001,0.171,0.903,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,10,2,1,4,13,2,0,4,1,8,9,2,3,2,25,31,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,16,8,0,0,4,0,0,5,6,5,0,0,0,3,15,8,21,29,8,21,0,2,1,5,23,9,2,3,5,83,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675783235034208,0.12713200206369665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563645696290315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085810055869138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365078147326584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767582923126137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137154681410588,0.0,0.0,0.0627372827560661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965068461467882,0.1190263883701574,0.14103213924326666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944254427522594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398442947428809,0.1470323661113258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282746783002428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752791332996169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548620408810938,0.5599236782988692,0.0,0.0828226559736737,0.0,0.12465246757283666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637493692242865,0.0,0.09200185102072587,0.09569617235763724,0.11983476660344168,0.0,0.0,0.12156954896819246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601967543594502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883189120796865,0.12623136510098687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321273795974878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887365686752447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026082782254246,0.0,0.12271576273300155,0.0,0.08782265202991434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329079471250408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723505542009657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291689928880427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237688404340324,0.0,0.09848689808433578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455669299721046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,666Levi,2019/09/25,"""I think I'm falling apart."" UPDATE: So I finally went to school today after a while and I knew it was going to be shite as soon as I put on my uniform.   
I kinda just stayed alone in the library doodling and thinking of the stuff I could be doing if I was not in school, when I wasn't in lesson. My fucking science teacher was being a dick and saying shit like ""oH yOu juSt sKiP sChOoL BeCauSe YOu CaN't cOpE. EvErYOnE ElSe JUsT pUtS uP WiTh iT.""  
and then he said that I should have asked ""a friend"" to email me the homework and I didn't really want to tell him that I had no friends so I just got really angry and left. I ended up locking myself in a toilet stall which had period blood on the seat and I just fucking cried whilst listening to ""Dying Fetus"".   
I ended up getting a detention but I don't think I'm going to be attending school for a while atleast.",-0.06196629213483362,2.274801185393258,2.036238202247194,93.14527865168543,93.32584269662922,4.645752808988765,18.355955056179774,6.360717304075467,0.07052017977528058,673,20,140,8,25,224,109,178,0.106,0.858,0.036000000000000004,-0.7529,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,9,6,3,0,10,0,17,5,3,0,0,25,34,17,1,4,8,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,0,6,8,0,0,5,0,0,7,6,3,0,0,11,3,23,3,21,17,0,32,0,0,0,3,12,11,4,2,14,100,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056044866988948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687578086293208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273097995400562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835787623623894,0.0,0.14907723165481432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085138285807408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133729826674398,0.0,0.24040750680557915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968208722100746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866982379375934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970709680067665,0.2509338005245829,0.07090580799640618,0.0,0.15426062448070255,0.0,0.10854417611332856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745541407362067,0.0,0.0,0.06630379480296758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728633583229334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388579783845792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909662954664494,0.10792650520902544,0.0,0.5494057963237257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393101297187253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465478930616238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553619108446853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862143044563797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608832606673014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286425353242507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004858669089787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258097358716108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Michelle-Eilish,2019/09/25,"I wish eutanasia was free for everyone [F17] I don't know anymore. Death doesn't sound that bad. I feel like I'm just accidentaly here. Future is scary, I'll probably become alchoholic and die somewhere broke. I'm a people-pleaser - I lie constantly. I'm mad at people - since my tender age of 6 they have been sistematically destroyed me. I hate seing happy couples - there is no such thing as love, no one can feel satisfied and happy all the time. On Friday nights, I stay at home and fantasize about being accepted and loved - What the hell is life anyways?",2.9835591766723866,5.591216858490569,4.309691252144081,81.3276758147513,78.52830188679245,7.250771869639795,24.730703259005146,8.296473431620573,1.868935849056604,441,16,80,9,11,145,83,106,0.215,0.526,0.259,0.7092,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,6,14,4,0,3,0,10,4,0,0,1,11,20,5,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,2,3,9,9,7,17,1,9,1,1,0,2,3,3,1,0,6,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829813393725814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853193086681328,0.0,0.20969439684067107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517996184373832,0.0,0.0,0.21008543886617545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705310920911814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814271040659699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200603029085964,0.13564180700538042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042362413809345,0.0,0.18745543806327544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045318299130326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104346541070859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341094525425066,0.09275996197675374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427267424189714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817834776711952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865953689391335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163063239112793,0.0,0.0,0.20841815506413908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047099226501368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706085254250565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237412949996614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613992747953298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107136147056664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21833894219303485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sadboi100k,2019/09/25,I feel like I’m in purgatory. I’m literally trapped inside of my mind all day. No one really understands. I reach out for help and people treat me like i’m asking for too much. I have so much anxiety. I just wish I had someone in my life who cares honestly. I feel like everything would be the same if I never existed. I feel like i’m just waiting to passover. Like this is punishment for something I did in my past life or something.,1.0661797752808972,3.4032003932584303,3.3933595505618013,86.58576966292135,84.3932584269663,7.604943820224719,24.630337078651685,8.548686976883017,1.9646530337078647,341,14,72,9,10,117,58,89,0.10800000000000001,0.611,0.28,0.9349,0,1,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,2,17,18,4,0,3,4,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,13,8,9,14,4,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,8,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725308112609172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677301465966972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292701220868215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570875734774658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124792227626464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721550200706762,0.38452540945772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025905394973188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534542669872301,0.43826903553143853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811594527285304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637834462042368,0.0,0.13837701477521847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215772191897794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127328789582544,0.1243847648814483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493876200863358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201896252189867,0.27624707317765673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867788355271902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632004493032624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745228719078078,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blackwhiterabbit1214,2019/09/25,"Nobody initiates conversation with me Never ever. The only person who did was my boyfriend but we broke up recently and are very low contact so he’s even leaving me on read now. It’s shit, I feel disconnected from the world. Even people who I thought were genuine friends haven’t even reached out and asked how I am, it’s always me initiating everything and I just feel desperate and alone. Ive slowly begun to realise that it’s been this way for a while, nobody reaching out to me always the other way around.

My depression has got significantly worse and I’m finding it hard to cope.",2.9102802359882003,5.565235477876109,4.16391592920354,81.9815081120944,79.17699115044249,6.952507374631269,26.23082595870207,8.07648339933343,1.9327410029498528,471,19,86,9,12,154,82,113,0.222,0.715,0.063,-0.9682,0,1,0,1,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,9,5,1,0,4,0,9,1,1,1,2,19,15,9,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,10,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,3,12,1,11,9,0,15,0,3,0,0,9,7,1,0,6,60,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988201413656709,0.0,0.0,0.3194642035658193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089152154396964,0.1794634331759342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534108174276216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803776068029831,0.1736453370914966,0.0,0.0,0.17252775551294056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412878463399846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754545575324652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483133947914985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353371907594968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719649192221228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032655637361934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805695128800825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599971804869882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308589656264952,0.16761836838332556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920191649321743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895444665813056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970515884549836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240052646044566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839305753196653,0.0,0.30474928124992684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19563099319699245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ksukaik12,2019/09/25,"Lonely Stay at home Mom Life So, I'm going to preface this rant with I know, I am extremely lucky to be able to stay home with my husband and my daughter. I know some moms dream of being able to stay home with their kids. But holy crap the loneliness. Obviously I text with my husband throughout the day, but he's busy a lot of the time so it'll be awhile before he responds. Then making ""mom friends"" is just so freaking awkward. I made friends 2 years ago with a girl who had a daughter just 4 months older then mine...  we hung out a bunch of times and texted 24/7. Then when we couldn't come to her daughter's 1st b-day last minute (due to a family friends FUNERAL!!) She stopped talking to me lol! My daughter is now almost 2 years old so she's talking mom stop but sometimes I just miss having adult conversation. 😔 Can anyone else relate? Or am I being ungrateful? That's my biggest fear, that it comes off as ungrateful because that is not the case. I am so grateful to be able to stay home and watch our daughter grow but ugh... 😔 Please someone tell me they get it.",1.6689610389610363,3.878989211981569,2.666956430666108,93.51004503560956,80.84331797235023,5.420108923334731,23.68852115626309,6.574015621080383,0.5832783410138247,837,30,179,8,22,265,129,217,0.15,0.73,0.11900000000000001,-0.6378,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,3,0,2,0,10,11,1,2,9,1,16,2,1,2,1,34,26,18,1,1,9,11,0,0,3,1,1,0,4,3,8,13,0,2,2,1,0,4,2,7,0,0,2,1,24,4,21,17,3,30,0,2,1,0,33,4,1,5,18,102,32,0,0.2980163875693812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805784876678889,0.0,0.09947345459091364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945999580488661,0.10178433567071926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060556007924730336,0.0,0.08452999862581165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114315314445314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281306104677595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298481706220127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364777580704484,0.11178376316771953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302467217744912,0.0,0.051900420777402936,0.0,0.05645652694867531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985796473374493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918800853752286,0.08097437719547965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016592931063212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844542918482057,0.0,0.093996770550982,0.06630941761257894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653775883777199,0.07929127910523204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423935566724173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904416696986853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416943936260184,0.0,0.0982486091884722,0.0,0.0,0.4235277557424867,0.0,0.1661033628656605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968952244542925,0.08682648611321214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585050145067358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794185516240608
lonely,hopelessromantic_99,2019/09/25,I just found out that the girl I’ve loved for the last eight years has pretended to be my friend the whole time out of pity I’m 20 and I spent my whole teen years fixated on her but I found out she never was my friend she was just being nice but now I don’t have any real friends and I’ll never be able to get a gf or a friend that’s a girl I’m such a loser that I can’t even move forward,-0.7554106280193267,0.7338610434782638,1.4792753623188408,102.66379227053145,85.30434782608697,4.958454106280193,14.570048309178743,5.82211442006289,-1.1669314009661838,304,4,84,2,9,102,57,92,0.065,0.7140000000000001,0.221,0.9413,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,0,2,15,16,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,1,1,2,4,2,0,1,5,0,11,6,8,8,2,13,0,2,0,1,11,5,0,1,8,53,14,0,0.18318798702001365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124574112957351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099393773966625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017123449315527,0.5661223374168526,0.0,0.0957081624126192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493226591962412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533431042208946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469983934883076,0.0,0.0,0.2825717375420258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850803418301805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681838839013813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090456909753574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23593411517362456
lonely,CyrilA09,2019/09/25,"What If What if you're the reason why someone is depressed, because of the love that you can't give back? 

I don't know what to do anymore.",0.6829999999999998,2.6039266333333337,2.0766666666666684,97.985,82.66666666666666,4.0,23.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.1986666666666661,109,4,25,0,3,35,23,30,0.105,0.762,0.133,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,4,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,7,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366696119454817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843176204473441,0.0,0.2253983036292855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184681505102334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547012525839529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320685547508527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333716972788226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801681836595655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132909433749293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336450251692196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,splifficated2019,2019/09/25,"Hey lonely people. Hey I guess you're pretty lonely if you're reading this, just like me.
 I feel as though I've been to hell with all the things that have been going on in my life, my girlfriend who was my best friend and the person I could trust whole heartedly cheated on me, and just cut me out of her life.
I truly think I deserve all the bad things that happened to me and I'm paying the price by being lonely and depressed.
But I also believe that i deserve good things and im hoping that good things will come my way.
To all you lonely people out there, I know it gets rough, it gets sad, it gets repititive and it makes you question if you're a normal functioning human being but it does get better. 
But for now atleast, let's be lonely together.",3.7371428571428567,4.765244142857147,4.428441558441558,88.24837662337661,71.85714285714286,6.63896103896104,23.09090909090909,6.574015621080383,0.5569688311688311,594,14,122,4,11,190,91,154,0.14300000000000002,0.72,0.13699999999999998,0.0258,0,10,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,6,19,3,0,5,0,10,3,1,1,3,29,24,14,0,5,7,0,2,1,2,1,2,0,0,2,15,10,0,0,4,1,2,2,0,11,0,0,3,2,19,8,13,15,5,9,1,7,0,0,11,5,1,5,2,84,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225761527774184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798050993861082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269152365696208,0.16085553095878885,0.13556170446832938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203520030816285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237980254476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201789229879346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413438262230018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750183049418922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842200119698686,0.0,0.3203251700119531,0.0,0.08711127155732361,0.2571241911009782,0.0,0.0,0.16885271057494974,0.0,0.13554299869631936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816348591287647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223938020668454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556626108600364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423743698547419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567368733660345,0.2165292005229828,0.07488376108687288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231408123472736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501796406137287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252696999081228,0.13383620979906913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593856525704974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170614732629955,0.0,0.153319218479286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073236767932271,0.09821418628917956,0.1505946006740323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166473500149558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112912211636785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MrBitchiloid,2019/09/25,"Sometimes when people ask me what I’m looking for in a relationship I say: “I just want someone to care about me.” Even though I rarely get that question it hurts every time I say it. 

What have I come to...",3.2885714285714265,4.205258333333337,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,72.80952380952381,6.552380952380951,25.904761904761905,6.42735559955562,0.7455619047619049,158,5,35,1,3,51,32,42,0.078,0.8079999999999999,0.114,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,5,8,0,4,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,2,23,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24389039354593803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659876110704873,0.0,0.0,0.2247276090971514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231076470101025,0.0,0.2198051839439905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630060283623915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792806531218844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190760195745156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808634277951126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29224867206519434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800907151912411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149292741363095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104532398137866,0.0,0.2580199632223661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563162283499279,0.0,0.15212297848539288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387555590243512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JoniTheMan,2019/09/25,"I wish that someone would text me an ""hey wassup?"" I have one friend and a few people i say hello to but i don't really have a group or even a chat with someone,i'm always waiting for a notification on my phone and I'm disappointed from the nothingness all the time,i literally don't have no chats and nobody except my one friend and i know that one friend is all you think you need but it really isn't,i want ,that someone would just want to talk with me.
I wish i knew how does it feel to be safe.",1.832568134171908,3.3759528018867933,3.8089937106918255,88.73149895178196,77.58490566037736,6.975262054507338,19.32494758909853,7.793537801064563,0.4228293501048217,391,8,89,6,9,133,65,106,0.07,0.725,0.205,0.9396,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,1,2,27,20,8,0,7,5,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,4,2,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,2,13,4,9,16,3,1,0,1,0,0,13,1,0,1,0,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660866025605036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647068504405256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431320260173186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516637087761244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362397125636849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343718488739688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395578815504035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826148955771904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304835016068251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24114869938507855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967488250255026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31894527532209915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127883436111542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205995731744653,0.0,0.0,0.10974877093516064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220263277171955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328723367342507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674028565524453,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cathywuthering,2019/09/25,Lonely but also overwhelmed by relationships I enjoy my own company but every once in a while I long for conversation. I just want to check in quickly with someone and then check out again. What am I looking? What is this need called? Am I just selfish? #confused,2.742925170068027,5.6556282244897975,3.7296938775510218,82.86828231292519,83.08163265306123,5.715646258503401,26.534013605442176,7.1686216300943375,1.6549564625850333,209,9,36,3,6,67,39,49,0.115,0.738,0.147,0.1754,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,6,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,1,7,6,1,8,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,1,5,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866536819681141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660192463818303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30201100343082765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172184602780278,0.301009135963738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657873815556798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38173934456739744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848429615205061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037149483986669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114240902226064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway5058977,2019/09/25,"This sub is the only place I find that there are other lonely people apart from me . Everyone around me seems to have a group of friends, one or two close friends and in love so I always felt like an outsider! It is relieving but also sad that I am not the only one that I can't fit in! I can't go further than an acquaintance and it takes too much effort to even reach this level! I wonder if others make that much effort to have a friend! It seems easy for them",3.076097201767304,4.0073929278350535,4.047275405007365,90.72670103092787,73.32989690721652,6.7799705449189975,21.073637702503678,6.868970318607317,0.2794400589101622,362,7,80,3,7,117,68,97,0.081,0.721,0.19699999999999998,0.8816,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,6,8,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,1,0,14,16,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,1,1,9,6,10,15,2,10,0,2,0,1,6,9,0,5,1,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587839156723082,0.16219003068547644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735211695941619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874359637340546,0.0,0.0,0.18625553389580693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871548937324472,0.0,0.17815442076116186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517868440432815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077819453502556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952286392437416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592396879797198,0.0,0.13011139651697748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865789800389886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641672627508793,0.29649267099198656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513379844357468,0.0,0.2036511388526321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548978302122749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655646380237858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040966279621854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113836972595784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MaddieMadMan,2019/09/25,"Hey, if you're feeling lonely, it's okay, things gonna get better soon. I may not be able to know how lonely you feel but I do feel lonely too, your feelings are valid. I do get lonely a lot, especially at night time where my thoughts intensify, I just listen to music and read just so I wouldn't hear my own thoughts. I feel like a burden, even my bestfriend cant bring themselves to talk to me and I blame myself. I honestly wish i could disappear from their life so they wouldn't have to deal my depressed butt~ when it's really really bad, I feel like I'm just taking space.. like someone else could be use this space I'm taking and maybe do great things! Instead I exist. I've had friends or people I might've been interested in ghost me out of nowhere, no reason, it breaks my heart whenever it happens so I tend to have my walls up these days. I really dont want anyone to get close to me. I already know they're gonna leave me anyway.

 Those are definitely not healthy thoughts to have but theres hope. I know ya'll are stronger than those thoughts. You can do anything. What if that voice in your head says you cant do a certain thing you've been interested in? Give that a shot. Try and learn about it, start slow, soon enough you'll be good at it! I believe in you-- yes I know I'm a random person on the internet but I really hope you feel better soon.",1.3832261627193532,3.5770221637010664,2.6345171186648666,93.43274021352312,81.81138790035587,5.726395876794699,20.00993986992269,6.953978226594392,0.2325124800589027,1072,29,236,13,29,344,155,281,0.13,0.654,0.217,0.9837,0,8,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,8,2,2,18,22,0,0,6,2,27,4,3,3,1,48,64,15,1,10,11,0,7,3,1,6,1,4,0,1,16,6,0,0,17,1,0,2,8,7,0,0,7,11,40,15,22,46,3,26,0,5,0,1,19,14,1,8,12,143,56,2,0.10542057667930572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633422781431747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371251836466759,0.0,0.08675215219180142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802177810679064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877288958723535,0.0,0.18647186632110305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833950465605785,0.0,0.0,0.06798755073144085,0.108683985554376,0.0907985882196018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235521307366598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806536454261853,0.0,0.0,0.10892763640618497,0.0,0.06962929665154349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731266777207975,0.15062496208744644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144767603538441,0.0,0.16523370072327928,0.10112902317782138,0.0,0.0884217780732184,0.0,0.11622655795626373,0.0,0.0,0.09322306780070903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819192551007598,0.0,0.1188166516517163,0.12492389094526404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941283872202046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23174556782675215,0.0,0.0,0.1116251691737572,0.0,0.0,0.07446167096543467,0.15450950629949167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962480441724842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590913876293527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183457238115234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893006982781367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308535418093401,0.09204918129517037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544910498453007,0.0,0.27014048347562397,0.10838991059857847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383467384750491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932251251767394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461722677034298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852630782038618,0.08473306627435462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011024049794888,0.0,0.0,0.33476864916273674,0.0614715860315237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157365157685286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104953055222977,0.0,0.0,0.06217978747841401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122846051709747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iCare_For_You,2019/09/25,I don’t watch movies/shows at home or cinemas because it reminds me of how lonely I am I watch YouTube videos that are 10min long and end up hugging my blanket or pillow cos I’m lonely,1.318846153846156,3.477883897435902,2.735576923076924,92.81567307692309,81.8205128205128,4.925641025641027,25.134615384615394,5.985473137389443,0.6475076923076921,148,6,31,1,4,48,33,39,0.132,0.794,0.07400000000000001,-0.29600000000000004,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,5,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,3,4,0,4,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,2,2,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35519370290148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160777292560764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5844712427829063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156496651262674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,banshee1999,2019/09/25,Im super lonely Anyone wanna talk? Im super lonely and just need a chat buddy,-0.002352941176472001,2.162502,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,87.8235294117647,3.4000000000000004,8.5,3.1291,-1.3773294117647061,62,0,10,0,2,24,13,17,0.21899999999999997,0.439,0.342,0.5859,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27743824516850585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8571823460605099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942078128043947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31891724413219563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,putrandomlettershere,2019/09/25,"Do any dads here want to say fatherly things to someone who really needs to hear some dad stuff? Not sure what I'm expecting, this might be weird or not the right sub. I've never had a close relationship with my dad and he's never really been able to be a fatherly figure. Growing up, I didn't think it was a big deal and I didn't think it affected me. Now, all I want is to have my dad talk to me and comfort me and feel like I have a safety net or just an adult man who can pretend to care about me the way dads care about their kids. I feel lost and... Like I need a dad. I just want to be able to get some dad advice and hear some dad things. Things you might say to your actual daughter. Dad jokes, dad encouragement, any of it. I'm lonely and at my lowest point.. I just want to have someone who's good at being a dad say dad things to me.",1.8352224824355967,2.8204049071038253,3.5002068696331,93.24946721311476,76.43169398907105,7.195784543325528,19.6288056206089,7.7094869923839395,0.2536576112412181,650,12,160,9,14,217,94,183,0.067,0.757,0.17600000000000002,0.9458,1,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,1,7,12,0,0,9,0,17,0,0,1,4,38,35,9,0,7,7,15,2,2,0,2,0,5,0,3,13,9,0,0,5,2,0,1,6,3,0,0,6,7,19,9,19,23,4,12,0,2,0,0,34,7,0,7,5,99,32,0,0.2529398811719418,0.0,0.12341641850365136,0.0,0.0,0.1235849622325238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720077928750313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257889066414188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303849554676803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278940039136004,0.09035015082450662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607532410186917,0.0,0.0,0.10607698583782288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850816291913976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357364945370802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380568798537894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26832924216545745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755171689939806,0.1950828296088556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955497255112894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203976477456614,0.0,0.0,0.13578138613532958,0.0,0.10800463824040384,0.0,0.3017219186570671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431514049604727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447778243027509,0.0,0.0,0.11919642229200965,0.0,0.0,0.10165174764679856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33608403557513983,0.1620736625902169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29838099072311425,0.100385952145963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ClearlyClarity,2019/09/25,"Suitemates are laughing outside together while I'm in my room. I wish they'd stop. I know people are gonna call me the asshole for this because obviously it's not their problem, it's my problem for being insecure and friendless. But I just want to finish my math homework and get this terrible day over with and they just keep laughing and laughing and being friends and I'm by myself and I feel like shit. I'm sick of hearing other people's laughter, their jovial conversations, their social interactions knowing they'll always reject me and I'll never be a part of any sort of community. 

I just want them to stop. Laughing. Like please just give me this. It's late and my homework is frustrating me and I wish they'd just be *quiet* and not rub it in how fucking alone I am.",2.2178431372549032,4.815428431372549,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000003,81.6797385620915,5.952941176470588,25.993464052287568,7.285733465282438,1.4928718954248368,622,26,116,9,17,204,87,153,0.159,0.605,0.23600000000000002,0.8933,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,8,0,6,15,3,1,2,0,11,3,1,1,2,36,27,14,0,6,8,0,2,2,1,2,1,2,3,0,8,12,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,0,4,24,7,12,19,1,11,0,1,0,1,15,4,2,1,9,77,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004308565983326,0.0,0.0,0.14464661520903233,0.0,0.0,0.11821537073320545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596964545526373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750738794369425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211072054247742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789739601033497,0.1241894497568488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430631856273814,0.16070984466227414,0.09082284941234234,0.1667606427095389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959273467834801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451463918104502,0.0,0.0,0.1910729413846039,0.0,0.19609612185826966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985631335480975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407409420484034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824892819039934,0.0,0.241033884297218,0.0,0.0,0.19082122664236054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33267776604054183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844155916958104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720530385445846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906716455562893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506756611719976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998087859500405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BlurpBlurps,2019/09/25,"Am I the only one who feels very lonely but when I try to talk to people I feel a strong feeling of wanting to be alone? So weird, so confusing... I hate it.",-0.8335294117647081,1.1248812352941189,1.9544117647058847,96.1898529411765,89.58823529411768,4.576470588235295,17.323529411764707,5.985473137389443,-0.4332117647058826,118,3,28,1,4,41,28,34,0.297,0.5539999999999999,0.149,-0.7314,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,4,1,4,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661223639760219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5362250201950387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34901089967115423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23954269444806175,0.26885486321785623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450743809288869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28413221765313784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24000524520401115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29167689079516285,0.20850515254857216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,knuckles1126,2019/09/25,"I feel disconnected 20M I have a good social life and I don’t really have a problem With girls but for some reason I feel like my life is empty and that everyone around me is a shell.  I feel like I don’t deserve any friends, after I go on a date or two with a girl I distance myself and I don’t know why. I’m aware of what I do but I don’t see why anyone would want yo talk to me. Thanks for coming to my ted talk.",-0.9299999999999996,0.7166910000000009,2.043583333333334,97.50975,86.91666666666666,5.09,15.85,6.2581,-0.6817549999999999,320,6,83,3,10,113,58,96,0.048,0.7490000000000001,0.203,0.9289,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,1,0,19,20,6,0,3,3,0,3,2,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,4,16,5,10,19,1,6,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,4,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355473407324955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937216617292558,0.0,0.0,0.1774408621331556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170021177664044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046288466612035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30235302429666305,0.2847946008571684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539974388426716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328057775211485,0.16718374328169944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954340763803977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815772574196209,0.1947595430194159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907264098904375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769223324706616,0.20493855001234906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883563894748595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318599478383054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204186006699087,0.0,0.1835110104797511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471085173103406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756662050489144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359718306875695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415942446171012,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sadpisces_,2019/09/25,"I can't seem to make connections with people. No matter how hard I try, I just can't do it. 

It makes me so sad.",-1.8797435897435903,-0.21827923076923209,1.405384615384616,100.42294871794874,91.30769230769228,5.005128205128205,12.512820512820511,6.42735559955562,-1.0755487179487182,84,1,23,1,3,30,21,26,0.295,0.662,0.043,-0.7573,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,7,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292548075619007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6397181785573245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33220590092804125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362311826537783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253345307177967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Retrrrooo,2019/09/25,"Isn’t it supposed to be easy? I attend uni, however I don’t talk to anyone.

I’d like to but it never happens.

I’ll be at bars, clubs, anywhere around others, and nothing ever happens.
 
Am I just repulsive? Is it too much to ask for someone else to take an interest in me like I do for many others?

Something about me is inhuman, I fail to relate to the connections others make with others, it seems so alien to me for care to be mutual.

It’s just torture at this point, I cry every night.",0.7418001800180001,2.9243816138613923,3.295859585958599,87.78674167416744,84.34653465346534,6.0489648964896485,22.05310531053105,7.348242739294969,0.986140594059406,377,13,77,6,11,131,65,101,0.127,0.732,0.141,-0.3695,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,2,0,9,1,0,1,2,10,16,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,9,4,18,13,1,9,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,5,57,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889620766684803,0.0,0.0,0.2022977819194686,0.212445030269118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316932014562375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24961987840341426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898354955584848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555769073207003,0.19146518350873296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019070917458245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22204256159954264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168896670873172,0.2303925313716373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705250472384325,0.0,0.17526669885501878,0.0,0.0,0.2132556758146374,0.0,0.21804938044928185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482162641122127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20687690161348166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925454293681552,0.17494564636640628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086127083239522,0.18265232546215912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Xtoxiczombie,2019/09/25,"24 years and still never had a girlfriend and basically no irl friends The internet’s a bitch social interaction is skewed 
Iv tried dating apps Iv tried different subreddits and cant get anyone interested in legit talking to me and really getting to know me it’s maddening  I have this crave to talk to people to socialize to share interests and I just feel like i can’t make a connection at all",2.8097222222222205,5.684805907894738,4.7822807017543845,75.81652046783627,82.02631578947368,9.167251461988306,26.86549707602339,9.444778638647367,3.3173058479532163,323,14,56,11,9,110,58,76,0.145,0.732,0.124,-0.3935,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,4,0,5,2,0,1,2,11,10,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,5,5,8,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,0,5,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402268447414632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600266311711141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258412072553487,0.17779992349195153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228407253349314,0.0,0.2600590582928315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677794058223205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159019779151822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612933423250242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195160086904786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254205679677648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943890251789747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074036406374074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875589146261444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000806371542136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379463695271434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602705617381995
lonely,AMDC333,2019/09/25,"Guilty and alone Any time I do anything for myself I feel guilty and alone, like Ive done something wrong. I want to express my feeling to the people around me, but I dont want to overwhelm them or make it look like Im just reaching out for attention. I feel like Ill never live up to anyones expectations. I love to game, but can't sit down and enjoy myself for to long before I develop this put in me stomach.",2.594840336134453,4.175204988235296,3.861008403361346,89.0088235294118,75.58823529411767,6.26890756302521,25.084033613445378,6.868970318607317,0.9006974789915971,324,11,68,3,7,106,58,85,0.13,0.6,0.271,0.9277,0,2,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,5,3,1,1,1,18,13,6,0,3,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,4,14,5,14,12,0,10,0,1,1,1,4,5,0,1,6,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41331551237018177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569042750394908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951929051472686,0.0,0.1642000435332748,0.1776281726325676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697893197202638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419325876694555,0.2338531636740842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026721948377599,0.1425476181690277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553169912005948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924477032522426,0.0,0.1761927816793101,0.17658191641224616,0.16755888052506526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008784272800327,0.0,0.13319095102941098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389344927841458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833222617488328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058746934060356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361154818028944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163502788970525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23538145286060705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181598535518472,0.0,0.0
lonely,theworstever_killme,2019/09/25,"how is it possible to be this lonely? f15 i have no one. at all. it’s to the point where when i’m watching someone’s live and they respond to my question i’m shaking and excited. that’s not even a social interaction. i am so stupid for letting myself get to this point. i know what i have to do but i cant. i wish more than anything i had friends, a boyfriend, anything. even just the confidence to speak to someone. i am 15 years old and i’ve never had a boyfriend, had a thing with a guy, flirted, kissed. haven’t had a friend the past two years. i gravely underestimate how sad my life is. i need to get it together.",0.023269230769233932,2.2679036923076943,2.101826923076924,94.46504807692308,89.0,5.096153846153847,23.509615384615394,6.6274283507984215,0.6301923076923077,480,20,109,6,16,160,80,130,0.166,0.6970000000000001,0.136,0.0109,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,8,10,1,1,9,0,15,2,0,2,2,15,22,8,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,4,2,14,5,12,16,2,11,0,3,1,1,9,4,0,1,6,77,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027957267353633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430308983581484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28428122683936546,0.0,0.1922413727983077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182166718204732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110926048361553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881295291461275,0.12994879783535265,0.0,0.0,0.16245556403674322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641703622911136,0.14189484305656186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930535102887498,0.0,0.12466796211935938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562740708951766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478365389878255,0.2074070658899169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609698250489994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754196273593748,0.3117671943379603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222652187628935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797193519094368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115651247598264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369510449662095
lonely,UnanalyzablePeptide,2019/09/25,"Failed my certification exam, can’t find a job, only human contact is my boyfriend who’d rather play videogames I(24F)’m feeling hella lonely this week. I finished my internship a month ago, and took a couple weeks to study for my certification exam afterward. It was fine because I would go to a coffee shop or spend time with the only remaining childhood friend in my state to study. I failed the exam last weekend, and I can’t even schedule a retest for almost 2 months. I am unable to work in my field until I pass this exam.

My friend who I had been studying with moved out of state last week. Everyone else I’m close to lives 6+ hours away. I live with my boyfriend (22M), and he works full time. When he gets home I’m thrilled to see him, because I’ve been alone the entire day. He is annoyed, because all he wants is to sit down and play overwatch or watch tv. 

So I sit here. Craving human contact and feeling like a burden to the one person I actually interact with.",4.784268632921481,5.664743305699487,5.30155440414508,83.49568752491035,69.31088082901555,7.596492626544441,29.35392586687924,7.61054688173877,1.7156707054603424,770,28,152,8,13,247,118,193,0.08800000000000001,0.8,0.11199999999999999,0.3626,1,3,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,5,12,1,0,10,0,12,0,0,0,1,21,21,10,0,3,3,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,5,11,0,0,3,5,2,4,2,5,0,1,5,4,19,7,21,14,2,34,0,3,2,0,15,7,0,3,20,81,24,11,0.0,0.0,0.1450499932762085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175929685516136,0.0,0.1488402523591486,0.1539449334719488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965101264093846,0.0,0.0,0.27182643465373635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644659663586344,0.0,0.0958597068704555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241686152784329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817450246117278,0.0,0.0,0.1420307097669223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031245139548655,0.10618756344166136,0.0,0.0,0.13585313842528673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22967588230594024,0.0,0.07765761989289832,0.0,0.08447483555205168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909680059594865,0.0,0.14637924256202145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475010389612476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423208641132483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726173925629133,0.0,0.2625015054316729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372840883115453,0.15797948405042506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072147399035514,0.2260929574593996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297856363656277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844585140848148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334491842839087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651431370852335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767099471626556,0.0,0.3576871546810829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164215824517575,0.0,0.0,0.10558871402757564,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PencilYoung,2019/09/25,I don’t know I’m just not feeling good about all this,-2.600769230769231,-0.9039553076923068,-0.34730769230769104,109.12980769230772,102.07692307692308,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.8089692307692309,43,1,12,0,2,14,12,13,0.321,0.679,0.0,-0.4168,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502368771729977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7468648940854193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.489366513378554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shingle1,2019/09/25,"A puzzle piece that just doesnt fit All my life ive been trying to fit into society and make friends at the end of day can just talk to and have fun maybe im just hodge podge of things so i can never truly find a friend, yes I'm a born again Christian where I know I'll run as far I can he will find but still I ask the same question since 1st time I belived in God was Why am I here? Drinking partying not my thing cant strkie up consversation beyond formaltiies where your from what do you do etc... while I see people left and right can easily get along with each other. Picked up swing dancing, salsa as a hobby cause I got tired or watching porn, anime, and video games, for a time it satisfied a need to learn/ it was a new helped fill the void not being able to socialize with talking but talking with dance but slowly feelings of loneliness crawled in, people who been around group up and talk and laugh and hang out while I try my best to join in I can just feel there this rift between us. Its been like this forever school is just the same cant seem to find a group to live with, maybe I'm just twisted person who watches porn look for easy way out, knows the right answers, but cant really do it, a hypocrite, you could say, rather stay asleep when I'm awake because things is always what it seems (fireflies by owl city is one of my depression songs).   

So if you read this far any hope for a soul like me, someone who wants to be with others but always feel like there is a rift between them and eventually feel like if I disapear no one will care or notice, maybe it best to start making plans and see whether or not suicide is a unforgivable sin to God. 

dating apps to me are a joke, never get a hit/ person never replies/ kind of rather have a christian partner who has morales then date some random person at the end of the day,",8.491621352785145,5.5895068010610105,7.840754310344828,80.81561422413793,63.21750663129973,11.016511936339525,33.64207559681698,8.660442795831766,2.40096299734748,1452,38,316,15,16,455,213,377,0.066,0.7559999999999999,0.179,0.9937,0,0,1,0,0,1,29.0,1,4,1,3,20,16,0,0,22,1,33,6,1,4,4,73,59,28,1,8,22,0,4,4,3,2,2,2,0,4,21,20,1,0,14,9,0,5,11,2,0,2,6,11,24,14,45,47,9,49,5,1,5,2,29,22,0,12,24,203,45,3,0.09072129411655924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097476847264665,0.0,0.0,0.061693590964993786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076118579502595,0.0848121635244829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055302858848845934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041280223254084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249640560913534,0.09319575938830332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243357129318398,0.0,0.0,0.11701545903955032,0.0,0.07813811768737798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887233027684098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607042781611363,0.0,0.10117822403103112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834856487008928,0.1296226212876832,0.0,0.0,0.2487528578031468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018209358110684,0.0,0.09479626358514476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255810645295085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080857112352344,0.0,0.0,0.09010671508313513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799456549811572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447226725352877,0.09971610135930377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856895150456567,0.0,0.06407913298193643,0.17728736718312374,0.0,0.08010856479607932,0.0,0.07618303831613167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111433657039447,0.0,0.2734252011323852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726869006208491,0.20990956443920586,0.08761919117793854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328679464839148,0.0,0.0,0.1229501935578528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578944492841074,0.2376430042174181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016286119540728,0.0,0.09074584458716403,0.0,0.058118384062569035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495097896562413,0.0,0.07214521436760744,0.0,0.0918147930246948,0.14458625137070555,0.1651785178203953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504559198120353,0.0,0.0,0.09247893454986723,0.07686785810323371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421299891563886,0.09669682867597794,0.07245014267095723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992343711016476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916733589973853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081358996072747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580063232137432,0.1042707819454927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318760720599325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091265466038969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535097697776272,0.07201034054107074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186185714556389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,made_up_name_85,2019/09/25,"After 15 years of being single I finally took the risk and put myself out there... Talked to this person daily for a few months, got together 6-8 times, didn’t seem as scary anymore. Finally started to get over the infatuation part and appreciate this person for who they are. Now it’s decided that this isn’t going anywhere past friends. Part of me is hurt, the rest of me is actually more accepting of it than I thought I’d be. I’m in no hurry to put myself out there again, but after the experience I’m even more afraid of being alone forever. Everyone in my immediate family has their own family and I can barely keep any friends cause they all have families and do things with their friends who have families as well. I’m scared.",6.671666666666668,6.4015206111111125,7.655000000000001,72.24000000000002,65.1111111111111,11.644444444444444,32.583333333333336,11.20814326018867,3.632725,584,21,112,16,8,198,96,144,0.091,0.789,0.12,0.6482,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,0,6,9,0,3,5,0,13,0,0,1,1,15,24,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,9,7,0,1,4,0,0,4,3,4,1,0,4,0,12,5,21,17,9,20,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,1,11,81,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.13209702087576716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019764242138796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205305615611996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424601885392015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905746672051567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940751397613983,0.0,0.0,0.12934735955040225,0.0,0.132413252754957,0.5104414875628289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29657217221949866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137487200208412,0.0,0.07072279015291194,0.0,0.07693122807766913,0.0,0.10826400835842297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491136952811592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031891173928458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804730306843388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931748900428348,0.12922151018681588,0.0,0.23639154375854915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27215905969324444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355242951053822,0.0,0.0,0.12323149891966287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581226676346656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880151274654024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993070047253852,0.0,0.0,0.10746493975294,0.07893260382556376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039584583431978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217096750137859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717082481116134
lonely,dudehi__,2019/09/25,"im lonely, but im here to inform you im going to start working out im still a teen but damn have i gained stomach fat. im a lot more accepting of my body than i was a few solid months ago. but ive put on weight but only on my stomach and chin.

ive put off working out for a few days but im going to start tomorrow, after school. 

i know most post here are about how lonely they are, i am too, no friends. but im here telling you that im working out because ive got no one else to tell.",-1.3105263157894742,0.27162768421052874,1.778157894736843,99.2346052631579,87.94736842105263,4.5017543859649125,18.271929824561404,5.46131890053228,-0.6204596491228074,372,10,98,2,12,132,63,114,0.125,0.758,0.11699999999999999,0.036000000000000004,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,4,7,5,1,0,4,0,8,5,4,1,0,16,14,8,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,3,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,2,1,12,2,15,12,5,19,0,2,0,0,7,6,1,2,8,58,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805571047968405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060554537458069164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103403284359063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640637495518143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298280196227882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674704358330682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129103120574068,0.0,0.07944838054576396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8584027242948497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459267857597012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445224106538808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928935369458424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731290439817124,0.07554979602473696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513679641148994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972100489667427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053372355694716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062160723950173,0.0,0.07933016429045757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364875545396813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096495389216864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695421113482333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway37766,2019/09/25,"It would be nice to just go on a single date The way I view women is completely and utterly destroyed. Aside from being suicidal for a dozen reasons and going to kill myself soon, I have this to worry about too.

Being lonely is my own fault. I used to actually be the exact opposite...someone who respects women. But now I use and manipulate them in every way that I can. I'm not sure if I'm a sex addict or just an asshole.

I wish I could go on a date and start building a relationship. But that ship has sailed for me. It's like a complete rewiring of the brain in this aspect. Every ""first date"" I've been on has either ended in disaster or getting sex out of it.

Having no people in my life is my own fault and I continue to make it worse. Viewing every women as a slut is such a killer.",2.08964285714286,3.722893835365857,4.376132404181185,84.55231707317077,77.10975609756099,6.880836236933797,23.29965156794425,7.7094869923839395,1.1358236933797907,615,19,126,9,14,214,102,164,0.24100000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.057,-0.9871,0,2,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,1,1,7,10,2,0,12,0,16,6,1,5,2,25,27,11,2,4,9,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,9,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,6,0,2,1,2,14,4,20,20,4,22,0,1,2,3,6,8,0,3,10,95,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.15978215994014658,0.1784957862644389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278288972847748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34334696498361683,0.0,0.0,0.13072941707443436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502099116677158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138624832723485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927327257319022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855450039123403,0.0,0.2791638533769462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114899316975144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156511759920913,0.07999286019151422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929467052727268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351353050816113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834729148399344,0.0,0.17579057486365285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873249795901868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589277964584753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909998438924465,0.0,0.1543187044468615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828296798974943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25993112514532435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828766317937395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628127642656346,0.16686039083153287,0.11631295122159616,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,spidermojo22,2019/09/25,"If you need someone to talk to you can talk to me (:  

I am a streamer and I try and help people who are struggling by talking to them about their mental health issues on stream. If you are struggling, you can talk to me. I always make sure to let people know I am listening. Unfortunately, it doesnt get enough attention, but I KEEP WORKING AT IT. I am not going to give up on trying to make a difference. I am not going to give up on my dream of changing lives.

If you want to follow me and watch tonight, or just talk tonight, go to [twitch.tv/spidermojo](https://twitch.tv/spidermojo) and come by around 6:00 EST. the follow helps so much and talking can help even more (:

Appreciate any and all help and support and love every one of you guys. Lets change the world together",3.046938775510206,5.619466482993205,3.4034285714285737,88.11657142857143,78.04761904761905,5.824761904761906,22.044897959183675,7.0316486544052195,0.6037640816326535,611,18,120,7,15,189,87,147,0.033,0.742,0.225,0.9863,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,6,2,1,5,5,0,2,4,0,12,2,0,2,2,27,30,14,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,10,0,1,2,1,0,6,3,2,0,1,0,2,19,3,23,28,4,16,0,0,1,1,24,8,0,4,2,84,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666008087098482,0.0,0.0,0.07899740535754728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034130779488254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457781357071881,0.10006740933755727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136957782033578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200313544431768,0.0,0.0767270736954682,0.0,0.09787553654224848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069235672361654,0.2228755534598212,0.19806080306986665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502339255610487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347987280087701,0.0,0.0,0.31145662083336684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124795478455015,0.0,0.10325438654342063,0.0,0.0,0.06384223350059927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23757684055163586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257740985442178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484506957232673,0.0,0.1550844778364544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706880845863958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539596197565022,0.08613620788780209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871762793634274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107086028351006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842774995855176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24288551707548825,0.0,0.0,0.13182470437706964,0.1094858312124547,0.0,0.0,0.5602228257175379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773925928545826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851818653433239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457081161492591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lovely_brown_eyes,2019/09/25,"I’m so over it I cry because I’m lonely, but I don’t do anything about it. If I really wanted friends wouldn’t I go make them? It’s always been so hard for me. I feel so weird, when people at school talk about their friends and stuff they do with them. And I have no one. 

Sometimes I’m content with being alone. Most of the time I’m fine. I definitely enjoy my own company. But sometimes I get so lonely it hurts. I’ve always had trouble making friends, keeping conversations going, etc. I think I might be slightly autistic but I’m not sure. 

I should just accept the fact that I’ll never have friends. I just don’t see it in my future.",0.362189849624059,2.6561081654135354,2.2909727443609045,93.44292528195491,87.64661654135338,4.528007518796993,20.342575187969924,5.985473137389443,0.02635375939849593,498,16,107,4,16,165,83,133,0.18600000000000005,0.606,0.209,0.8195,0,5,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,0,9,13,0,0,2,0,13,0,0,2,3,25,28,11,0,4,7,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,2,3,19,8,9,21,3,9,0,3,1,0,10,3,0,3,4,70,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305234369348682,0.0,0.0,0.2780605062117905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749884297861042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185503897133234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835378627012657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634682123573298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448450174244304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5163658046616356,0.0,0.08729636516795644,0.0,0.1899194464632142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967765388375182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788707120288045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851511985166269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230645165213194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725351958322175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886824365233138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322286964039364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583749088256134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704058337785843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910155309032915,0.13314716973613913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33050778149740795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127530572638773,0.0,0.0,0.15747806837958234,0.0,0.0,0.1342986690289251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706297567130282,0.0,0.0,0.09743011258910772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855258479392293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SouthSideSerpent55,2019/09/25,M 16 I'm you average lonely person looking for someone to talk to and stuff.,0.5268750000000004,2.9177179375000044,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,88.375,5.7,26.75,7.1686216300943375,1.855725,61,3,11,1,2,22,15,16,0.161,0.8390000000000001,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126135282697392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290312761040862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163225679041596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5624826640786041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949316554519518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway_hand,2019/09/25,"In the home stretch After over two years of failure, rejection and betrayal, I'm this (imagine a very short distance) close to having a girlfriend. There's still a good chance that she only likes me as a friend, but I'm hopeful. I've actually been praying a lot lately, something I haven't done in awhile, and it's been sort of working out. Maybe that's all religious hogwash to you, but it at least helps me a bit.  Honestly, social-wise, didn't change anything. This girl just cures my anxiety. That plus a pretty sweet new haircut I got, and for the first time I can remember I am confident.  Wish me luck comrades",5.145499999999998,6.040107216666666,5.501666666666669,82.33500000000002,68.5,8.666666666666668,32.5,8.841846274778883,2.6312500000000005,486,21,94,8,8,155,90,120,0.066,0.617,0.317,0.9881,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,3,8,0,0,9,0,8,0,0,0,1,17,13,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,1,10,7,13,8,4,15,1,1,0,0,7,8,0,4,8,60,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.1981137047127536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530619368030155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706434212914562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164019111537786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476333056268448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775519731328904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726847603467097,0.0,0.0,0.1568491624820487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702796508267791,0.16236992810845727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607691551469595,0.0,0.20364095757408768,0.20164005877999155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290101672698271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918304952847476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259639801577167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039562148703249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607349844097915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440232846633156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20653960507334249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22997682585744786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694859180407946,0.0,0.156291141512268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212832765362747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837988822785925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983165061035844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675089323643746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334576433197933,0.0,0.0,0.14779759898943404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073523484263286
lonely,dratini-in-a-martini,2019/09/25,"I feel extremely awful today 21 f. And lately I’ve had possibly the worst feelings I’ve had in a long time. Pain, loneliness, depression. And a lot of things are triggering it. I just want the world to go away, and I’m back to having a lot of really dark suicidal thoughts again. I could really use someone to talk to if that’s alright.",2.5918137254901983,4.50267886764706,4.621176470588235,82.11696078431375,76.5,9.239215686274509,26.03921568627451,9.725611199111238,2.655080392156864,265,10,53,8,6,91,50,68,0.292,0.664,0.044000000000000004,-0.9669,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,2,5,1,0,2,0,14,12,4,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,2,3,1,8,8,3,10,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,6,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21467058832778024,0.1756920150845879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242787835704524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679508788575825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23105927958449166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985414358202366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25774272448615504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022033626960655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38850210356527615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431257457929268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575841983370629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927486056198937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359587021968208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24992714644559805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836487940094596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179627809662802,0.0,0.0,0.1813927590317832,0.1332323157524498,0.0,0.21657848603926155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973389753995634,0.0,0.0,0.13476725774565046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lostinthecortex,2019/09/25,"Why do we feel the way we do? Recently, I have been desperately searching for any means to cope with the quiet loneliness that affects most of us here in this subreddit. Personally, I am the source of my own loneliness. So often we push people away because we ""feel"" that they perceive us in a negative way or it ""seems"" like they dont want to be around us.

I stumbled across some Tedtalks that I thought could be of use to some who suffer from loneliness due to an overwhelming lack of self-confidence, self-esteem, or other factors affecting the way you perceive yourself and the world around you. 

So, if you have spare time or might need something to distract you or make you think about how you feel, give these a try. It couldn't hurt, right?

https://youtu.be/h-rRgpPbR5w
https://youtu.be/Xdhmgp4IUL0

Feel free to let me know how you *honestly* feel about them as well. 

What do you think about practicing mindfulness of how you feel? Have you ever been the source of your feelings of loneliness? What do you think about society's depiction of loneliness and it's part in making people feel miserable for being by theirselves?",6.404055829228245,8.31296697536946,5.55696551724138,79.32625287356323,66.4384236453202,9.551264367816092,30.774712643678164,9.888512548439397,3.0483644663382594,908,35,160,21,15,273,118,203,0.154,0.7979999999999999,0.049,-0.9683,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,7,12,3,0,16,9,0,3,9,0,18,0,0,8,1,51,39,13,0,6,5,0,8,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,12,9,0,0,17,0,1,1,3,5,1,0,3,9,28,5,31,29,6,17,0,4,0,0,25,9,0,11,5,121,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055424418894556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090217572884565,0.0,0.0,0.11129345247643793,0.0,0.0,0.07220976970824272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457759709171966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388297258508629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715036962305567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791599101114274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136339331392583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680975878655068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510040226889079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112943925699622,0.0,0.0578716915497271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581408002074252,0.0,0.0,0.12903347420777272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125663255920823,0.11960694367684595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783373444101203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827646722844674,0.0,0.16424515909447904,0.1034313413116485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169611576928799,0.0,0.0,0.10116090506058867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783803026494457,0.2471511980267087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119333168875812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277057540475705,0.0,0.09404095159998796,0.06907273379658498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804239503383274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274644908065716,0.10230808072713576,0.0,0.0,0.06986850649700506,0.2820749351111365,0.0,0.0,0.10650630506596062,0.0,0.1068882509044754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ChameleonOfDarkness,2019/09/25,"Does anyone else ever feel like they could never be enough for anyone? Hi everyone! I'm a shy 17M and not exactly the most virile, so I'm kind of inept at the whole dating scene. 

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There's a girl I really like but for whatever reason I can't seem to lose the idea that I wouldn't be enough for her or anyone, and at times, I feel like I'm not even enough to be friends with my guy friends. I think a big part of it is a lack of self-confidence. I have a hard time talking to people and even when engaging in casual conversation, I get anxious and almost feel compelled to rehearse ""lines"" that I can say for different scenarios if I know a conversation is imminent. 

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Apart from that, I also constantly worry that my ""hardware"" is lacking or that I'll never be able to please anyone physically. I know that a lot of men have this concern but I feel that this and all my previous apprehensions are hindering my social life to the point where all I do is schoolwork and I don't even feel the desire to do stuff with friends anymore. 

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Does anyone else have experience with this sort of ""I'm not enough"" mentality or how to deal with it?",5.598831168831168,5.849069813852815,6.425086580086582,78.38620129870131,67.31168831168831,9.890043290043293,30.35281385281385,9.784248007369934,2.6957047619047625,921,32,182,19,14,305,123,231,0.069,0.782,0.149,0.9669,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,1,10,11,0,1,12,0,19,1,0,3,6,47,33,16,0,6,9,0,6,3,3,1,1,1,0,3,13,10,0,0,11,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,7,20,9,25,27,12,15,0,1,0,0,15,7,0,9,11,128,33,0,0.08631118023882317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642817938502703,0.0,0.0,0.06902301965361636,0.0,0.2805543831850041,0.31463259365887675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750706616916396,0.08559749829093305,0.30175392028942033,0.1768720078761252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932717232296372,0.0,0.06891245421604399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889830369150204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017681295129301,0.0,0.0,0.1510629909355475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442038317615789,0.0,0.0,0.3567300864780337,0.0,0.1710231615828447,0.07807340393433923,0.0,0.08247403150256584,0.0,0.08442889609056248,0.0,0.0,0.2182076304477212,0.12332144881680908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005141124512504,0.0,0.045094029312193064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854616382608615,0.0,0.0,0.07731786425045485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974348166566648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987981229647443,0.09486873485377978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096413912752944,0.12650184875572654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656013314236772,0.0,0.07337867892203366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698136907448857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313700623132382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934665972355322,0.0,0.05983730478650581,0.0,0.0,0.09474375714124954,0.08159196356460302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529315218507153,0.08874226839227957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863811480302183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857445686820036,0.09004138475805669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798337883025177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988056516045012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693736572665667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530471920432836,0.0,0.0,0.10065748658676582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636335038670106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765319317691518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31463259365887675,0.0
lonely,UndergroundFlaws,2019/09/25,Y'all every just stay at work after you clock out because you don't want to go home? I'm at work just because I'm around people. Just sitting off the clock because it's so lonely at home. Anyone else?,1.650714285714287,3.6407957380952425,2.833571428571432,93.44892857142858,79.71428571428572,4.2,20.02380952380953,3.1291,-0.4534476190476195,159,4,33,0,4,51,30,42,0.11800000000000001,0.882,0.0,-0.5891,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,5,0,12,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,18,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775133020054055,0.26012200703393706,0.0,0.2260000272139071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642742976768856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120775954897124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389822603549305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428138675055127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5093089086109839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600297529802986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27059392079425704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974036484118178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696438807465658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,trappedinnyskull,2019/01/29,"I’m good at acting okay I’m married. I feel the disconnect, it happens every so often but you can really see how people change over the years. I’ve never felt so alone in my life and it seems like everyone that I could reach out to doesn’t take me seriously. I want to feel loved again, I want peace, I want stability. I find myself staying up all night with the lights off crying wondering what I’ve done to feel so lonely and useless and I guess I deserved to feel this way idk I just wish I was cared about for once ",1.316035353535355,3.4528902500000065,2.9890909090909084,91.11954545454546,81.68518518518519,6.149494949494951,19.077441077441076,7.348242739294969,0.3478037037037036,409,10,89,6,11,135,78,108,0.157,0.607,0.23600000000000002,0.7794,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,3,1,5,2,0,1,2,25,24,8,0,5,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,7,14,5,13,20,1,13,0,2,1,1,2,6,0,4,5,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854654443731291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257668282711692,0.0,0.18943530792096985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297508194983186,0.0,0.1967030930564956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832536759050568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087658102265214,0.17111176124775207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621784096968421,0.0,0.17193799734621396,0.0,0.16366932070629753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019779215814993,0.0,0.0,0.1972689090021609,0.0,0.15835351049242222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264844343002684,0.08748593849210869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162021883094907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811200452099892,0.0,0.0,0.16804771844652386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070671762245472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414655163327395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471863910318525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269785935910964,0.16302117719787962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908678083575006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464048084335592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168653808924981,0.14213967579234515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592491480234654,0.0,0.19419684333987114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531703016361015
lonely,NoDahmGood,2019/01/29,"Anyone feels the same? When I sit in complete silence, loneliness hits harder because I can here neighbors talking or laughing, and I know I can’t have that. It’s like I’m trapped deep down under the surface but still acknowledge life goes on without me and it’s not a big deal for others.  ",3.440526315789473,5.535845684210528,3.968280701754389,86.91663157894739,74.6140350877193,5.963508771929827,30.69824561403509,6.742157984588678,1.7461677192982457,232,11,43,2,5,73,49,57,0.079,0.847,0.07400000000000001,-0.0644,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,7,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,6,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,3,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736063204566119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23853307674201266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102709984908688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40341350478599225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978532269111679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504845276592316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763870270598288,0.1911695979283172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124929850179317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31451241931037976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771995980096753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bonemillroad,2019/01/29,"I'm scared I've been lonely all my life; whenever I had a friend group to associate with, I was always the quiet one, the one in the back. This last year has been my absolute worst, i've felt the most alone, the most anxious, and the most hopeless for the future. I'm scared that I'll feel this way for the rest of my life, and I'll end up wasting it. Im scared that i'll come of significant age and still be sat at home, just waiting for one message, one call, one sign that somebody is interested in how i'm doing. I'm scared that I'll never find love, I'll never find happiness, and I'll never find acceptance. I'm trying so hard everyday, will I ever find what I'm looking for...? ",7.966643678160922,4.588416020689653,8.483275862068968,77.28514367816094,64.65517241379311,11.873563218390805,34.51149425287356,9.725611199111238,2.8687701149425284,533,15,120,8,6,180,80,145,0.252,0.698,0.049,-0.983,0,3,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,4,9,0,9,3,0,1,5,25,22,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,8,6,0,1,7,0,0,1,3,7,0,5,6,5,6,5,12,14,6,18,0,2,1,1,5,4,0,3,12,68,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800776720607038,0.0,0.0,0.10284144030838868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396278480079537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950373873648068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262049265040078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646666557148143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094690165582571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111799296259156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249364903559251,0.0,0.11867115846061567,0.0,0.4518565574209545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548965403406673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156981454206845,0.11071738102685516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397646425521225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350445720401088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074691015484004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745984549933343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378917572467923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154985457174324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859736386394342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187578864866958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4949630284501842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870360588338213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391329942992222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810443444638246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795915142142646
lonely,Creative_Destroyer,2019/01/29,"Solidarity! :) Hey people! My friends and I made a small, friendly community server for people to come join and make some new friends. We have weekly themes, activities, music, and more. Come check it out, meet some new people, and have a great time!


If you are interested in joining our friendly, and growing community of members, feel free to follow this discord link: https://discord.gg/btN4V4C",6.110703296703296,9.597995323076924,5.8221978021978025,69.85923076923079,72.69230769230771,7.406593406593408,30.824175824175825,8.418075326091056,2.94310989010989,316,14,46,6,7,98,50,65,0.036000000000000004,0.588,0.376,0.9809,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,16,9,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,8,6,8,3,11,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,4,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489831628202008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242281553362824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6260040417822894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22332833355323492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167164843620027,0.1352135324027325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912765633176212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212986423253957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811712495573093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624852105177361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Here-For_Anonymity,2019/01/29,"Feeling alone I've been feeling incredibly alone. I have an amazing husband, but I'm just feeling so disconnected from him and from everyone else. I don't know what to do.",3.766363636363636,6.097911090909093,5.1484848484848476,77.7427272727273,74.45454545454545,8.036363636363637,35.24242424242424,8.841846274778883,3.3902606060606075,138,8,25,3,3,46,25,33,0.095,0.695,0.21,0.3919,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.710291919087359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864529609628523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276602325729333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201489121297386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884515110985108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,secretagentlars,2019/01/29,"Loneliness on my gap year Last year i decided i wanted to take a year out to improve my grades to A's, and at first it was alright, since others were to be taking a gap year with me. Then the numbers dropped and i ended up being the only person i know on a gap year. 

I had a job for a bit but quit to focus on studying, i do have a girlfriend which helps, if i get to speak to her on any given day, since she's at uni, and hardly has time to speak to me. 

I have no friends left, none of them reply to my texts, i haven't left the house in 2 weeks, my family are assholes, and it kills me watching my girlfriend have to so much fun while i waste away in the same fucking room every single day. 

If anyone has any suggestions for what i can try do to feel better I'd appreciate it. I already go for a run every morning, but that doesn't seem to help. <3",3.6804963144963097,3.2895861405405378,5.1928746928746925,87.78724815724817,71.37837837837839,7.808353808353808,26.00737100737101,6.980632752743323,0.947432432432432,656,17,153,5,11,223,111,185,0.111,0.768,0.121,0.2571,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,1,6,2,0,12,1,16,1,0,0,0,16,26,11,1,3,4,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,4,5,23,4,29,20,5,31,0,0,1,1,12,14,1,3,14,104,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158548799174962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540768599727795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046081441769827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498727617664852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706875285369074,0.15685575392359133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853168191311985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725329582107306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421045605852365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544388704555446,0.0,0.07264633462229385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220977675117388,0.0,0.0,0.11100285336154736,0.13282510839183093,0.07506419313017464,0.0,0.08165374343514778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870446892931492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260448267294025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657815175895482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257514575850433,0.0,0.15895496389905894,0.0,0.07895995482880844,0.11711420056624144,0.0,0.0,0.3122063479108267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561756584059187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927121799194328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545136056330525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281591669372735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079621172504902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23769868545443865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21605125348559975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377797602468774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754581023385224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474316478373163,0.0,0.11524731977876307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626095502449725
lonely,smurf1212,2019/01/29,"Being rejected by someone I didn't even like I went out a couple times and hooked up with this woman.  I wasn't really physically attracted to her, she had some flags (divorced, kids) I was uncomfortable with, and we had nothing in common.  But I did like talking and being with her.  She broke it off saying she didn't see things go further between us, which I totally agree.

During the time I was seeing her, I barely thought about her and I never got really excited for our dates like I usually do with other women.  But now that she's gone, I'm just feeling so down and lonely right now.  That feeling of being desired, that feeling of something to look forward to, it's all gone.

It's back to being lonely.",4.39388489208633,5.632319791366911,5.705820143884893,78.91211151079139,70.51079136690647,8.149928057553957,28.288489208633088,8.548686976883017,2.1685764028776977,557,20,102,9,10,187,87,139,0.18,0.753,0.067,-0.9428,0,5,1,0,1,0,18.0,3,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,2,0,13,0,0,0,3,23,26,8,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,10,11,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,13,7,21,5,19,9,3,21,0,4,3,0,17,8,0,1,13,82,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917916461624726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290544300363553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672922856459488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31401389883925657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764947933116382,0.0,0.1655661105632404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30340627606723936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383763112769693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966013012737962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986332411356988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652339007137593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678680005203967,0.0,0.16462395619904152,0.0,0.0,0.32992293281370694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540028145210626,0.1593676656578343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638810590869846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752932782769595,0.0,0.0,0.16434410998253945,0.24142029119709765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24900950098692395,0.0,0.22799406293294294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919018540202767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Na_Sailor,2019/01/29,"For anyone feeling alone <3 Hey all, I can’t speak for anyone else, but I’m sure many others have dealt or currently deal with an “emotionless void” on a day to day basis. For me this meant an almost constant pressure in my chest, constantly tended shoulders, and the numbness that comes along with being sad. It often felt like there was nothing strong enough to pull me out of this stupor. I’m here to let you know there is a light at the end of the tunnel! Took a couple years but after being on SSRI’s I am finally able to experience more than the dull pain that had become my life. If I can make it so can you <3 please stay strong and if anyone has any questions about SSRI’s I’d be more than happy to answer :)",2.5092202318229724,4.4397489315068475,3.5804109589041104,89.39604320337199,76.8082191780822,5.862170706006322,19.44994731296101,6.67199483983844,0.15579831401475186,568,12,115,5,13,183,104,146,0.158,0.723,0.11900000000000001,-0.7656,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,6,10,0,1,9,0,13,5,2,1,2,23,23,8,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,5,4,9,5,22,14,4,18,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,6,10,76,16,0,0.16151268714740566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173162571880562,0.1672784342068558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983416576627388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388002786314778,0.16548883466883976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837807354693974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912887866680804,0.0,0.34907567274608275,0.0,0.0,0.17871071630819754,0.0,0.20832464319769065,0.16651248845068156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492312525630787,0.0,0.14305230130723845,0.16688578088600126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799039988497515,0.0,0.0,0.081665667534985,0.0,0.15507750823314162,0.17692925409220506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193325878462726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876314893453731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515766542757096,0.11408118742983632,0.07890694061927116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781097283746297,0.16374851434881654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497577933919662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186088661598234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729242913818205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093117352001234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215103455230382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222379621229112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794465382432329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400887512147397
lonely,billybatse,2019/01/29,"About to reveal my feelings So I’m about to reveal my feelings to a person I really like. But for some reason I’m not super enthusiastic about it. There is nothing but anxiety and fear that everything will go wrong. I know that he has feelings but don’t know if he even wants anything between us. It’s honestly soul-crushing, and this pessimism is really taking over. I hope things go alright, but knowing my past experiences with people I like, it’ll probably go to shit.",4.634615384615382,6.347247846153848,5.9481318681318704,75.57186813186816,70.53846153846153,8.716483516483517,30.582417582417587,9.23628265651192,2.90849010989011,378,16,66,8,7,127,61,91,0.196,0.635,0.16899999999999998,-0.6048,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,6,9,1,1,1,1,6,1,1,1,0,21,20,8,0,3,6,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,9,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,3,8,6,11,18,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,3,3,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837226164463946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960544582594535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281030459053772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431097879434304,0.1897216491297964,0.0,0.21824920479569385,0.2942029097964796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33068108720551365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926374657081048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31977179012284385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950967796744872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610156346723675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851485218103874,0.13446145418508113,0.16935084891089738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911237290012535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24850041878752435,0.1994143034731004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908828671912995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582728725204433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885266728264896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332996088011498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439753886351076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120553681851456,0.0,0.0
lonely,FuriousBJs,2019/01/29,"What are your go to lonely songs? I want to know what y’all listen too when feeling lonely.

Mine has to me ‘Time Moves Slowly’ by BADBADNOTGOOD. It has great lyrics and very talented musicians.",3.0874999999999986,5.901087194444448,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,79.83333333333334,6.933333333333335,20.11111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.140077777777778,153,4,28,3,4,48,31,36,0.115,0.644,0.24100000000000002,0.6697,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,2,4,8,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358913076615865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26513943772284576,0.0,0.0,0.5143503658367881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563923850295876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958469738253035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720370741408319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849356553297957,0.2751711570879604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,calipygean,2019/01/29,"Starting to enjoy being a lone wolf. I don’t get along with many people and it’s my fault. I was raised in a household by an agoraphobic mother and never really developed social skills or made many friends as my family put a huge emphasis on self improvement. 

Sometime ago I just gave up on it all. I stopped trying to have friends or maintain relationships. I checked out of much of what was happening in the world and essentially have zero friends. 

There are times I feel crippling let alone. So alone that I can’t find the motivation to keep going. It hurts time to see the amount of support and encouragement I lack in my personal life. I have a toxic attitude towards the world and view everyone as my enemy. 

That being said I’m starting to not even give a fuck anymore. If it’s my fate to be who I am then fuck it let’s just go with it. ",4.325892857142858,5.5002255178571415,5.533095238095238,80.32857142857144,70.60714285714286,9.171428571428573,29.47619047619048,9.516144504307137,2.611990476190476,669,26,133,15,12,223,108,168,0.109,0.715,0.175,0.9153,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,11,2,0,10,0,14,3,0,2,2,24,31,12,0,2,6,1,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,10,9,0,2,3,0,1,3,4,5,0,1,5,4,15,6,23,21,4,22,0,2,2,2,13,11,2,3,8,92,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731096012490825,0.0,0.0,0.2974951711866423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243300268927875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486002480611652,0.0,0.0,0.1372355989993335,0.0,0.0,0.13539268127174114,0.0,0.07261887002525537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126658916461734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33288266321784704,0.2655497853414551,0.07503581444008574,0.13777392719151954,0.1632457470131702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700318614925307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374877900971354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276565519457278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937235046593215,0.10144344829784292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589724567515798,0.0,0.2912174096962166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557763617447616,0.0,0.11076902914928614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995684122053174,0.12540393255356855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443783302184216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200700781122263,0.0,0.0,0.15419473204188194,0.0,0.0,0.1366160405363904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444699103246082,0.0,0.14982756568189504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640307349810144,0.0,0.0,0.14204440537546645,0.0,0.20331074196600984,0.0,0.0,0.12007321835903625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297890855188954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674926060219625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975089321671914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheTyrantLeto,2019/01/29,It's my birthday tomorrow. I will be 31. I like to celebrate my birthday. I haven't had anyone to celebrate with in 3 years. This will make 4. I feel a stabbing pain in my chest when I think about how alone I am as if my brain is trying to stop my heart. I wish it would get on with it. I am socially inept and incapable of trust.,-0.37958333333333627,1.572863541666667,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,87.19444444444444,6.377777777777778,20.11111111111111,7.645422480735847,0.6442444444444444,253,8,61,5,8,88,51,72,0.131,0.662,0.20600000000000002,0.7783,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,9,4,3,2,0,11,14,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,13,2,11,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,42,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066336416900344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070152552039901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33050601289405684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969915970359887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468153615512706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508379816460757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464221088288245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762542238060807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31503361313132705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30180057983645203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475232661290816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897062439004617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100843216022554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34045968376469193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031580041926326,0.0,0.0,0.1906558983397902
lonely,Jirel-of-Joiry,2019/01/29,"Miss affection and intimacy but too scared to date again Along with the many issues I’m experiencing right now, I find myself really missing physical affection and intimacy.  My relationship history has been poor and my most recent relationship really did a number on me.  I’m really scared to start dating again, being vulnerable with people is very difficult for me.  I’ve considered hookups but that’s probably a bad idea considering my emotional and mental state.  I guess I’ll just have to wait for now.  Any thoughts or words of wisdom for me?",6.034183673469387,8.423232775510208,7.4895408163265325,63.18492346938777,68.18367346938776,12.246938775510205,30.617346938775512,11.698219412168324,4.773812244897961,444,18,70,18,8,152,70,98,0.23,0.642,0.128,-0.9187,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,20,14,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,9,1,11,10,1,11,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,3,8,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246666874432256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264493813600087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219117145535448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780382797110446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145876640023713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989883009090114,0.0,0.20331443279278716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749064470320066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630663817620655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504570306434965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002098771653155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743702680853872,0.0,0.1923356750230841,0.4182719305491324,0.0,0.16635309828126724,0.0,0.0,0.3900457552671693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787626758935145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464475782029605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072553416542545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OfficialBealey,2019/01/29,"Lonely and depressed I wasn't without friend in till about 2 months ago. When I stopped smoking weed I stopped seeing my friends, I don't think I'm the problem there as I've tried numerous times to hang out with them but it seems like they don't want to hang out with me full stop I don't know if it's because I'm not buying weed they don't wanna be around I guess I won't find out because I don't speak to them anymore not for a lack of trying.

At this point I should probably clarify that I didn't have very many friends but I thought had quality ones. I don't really know how to make friends because I have trust issues from traumatik times in my life.

At this point I've been unemployed for until about 9 months so I have a lot of free time on my hands and I don't really do a whole lot as I stated I only really play Xbox and not much else. As time has gone on I've been getting more and more depressed day by day and I don't really know the way to remedy that but I suppose that kind of the point. Now I kind of figured out what I want to do with my life I just need to put that plan into action and put in my application and is giving me a lot of time to reflect on I might go wrong what might happen but it's something that I've got to do in my eyes hopefully I'll make friends in this occupation.

 I've got a lot of time I will be ready to do the fitness examination. its kind of left me in a pit of loneliness and I don't really know how to get out, I thought posting on here might help a bit but I don't know what I'm expecting to be honest as I've never really opened up to anybody that might be
the reason why my friends have left me I don't know, the sad thing is that i feel myself getting more cold the more time I'm alone. I don't think I can change that easily. I think I need someone to show me how to let my feeling out and even care again, how do I do that when I don't know how to talk to people (I want to talk to people but when I try to talk to someone I don't know how to move the conversation forward)
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lonely,SlumberFumble,2019/01/29,"Good way to start the day. Getting out of my car today outside work and I look up to see my ex and her new man. It's been a while and I have no feelings for her anymore, but seeing her so happy made me realise just how bad I have been doing for so long now. 

It just about broke me, all I want is to leave work and lay on the ground somewhere.",1.1404385964912258,2.133370763157899,2.7026315789473685,98.24675438596493,78.21052631578948,5.066666666666666,20.561403508771924,3.1291,-0.5729228070175436,262,6,66,0,6,86,56,76,0.135,0.747,0.11900000000000001,-0.087,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,1,13,14,9,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,4,11,2,10,11,1,13,0,1,3,0,5,4,0,0,7,46,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484223566360146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091517055666312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154765898419976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665709833607472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087257519925832,0.0,0.0,0.21010215984061165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666551112901561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652365700739456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216789668775501,0.2103515483388384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23702311538439103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24192829448459197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39922195959328494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730067012206085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23743865775987716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774762431068916,0.19883017222763866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647246704601911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,slendermana,2019/01/29,"meaningless sex is truly soul crushing ive reached a new low in my life, after my fiance left me i was so empty and soul crushed. i just wanted her back i wanted to feel cared for id have sex with people just so i can pretend it was her and kiss her and hold her like we were making love and id even call them the wrong name by accident . i dont feel much during sex which is why i last so long but its also very very boring i only really do it for the other person im not even doing it for pleasure i do it to pretend someone cares about me in any real capacity im so lonely and empty . ",1.6636923076923082,2.638418753846153,4.184615384615388,88.21538461538464,76.84615384615384,6.430769230769231,20.69230769230769,6.742157984588678,0.3008307692307697,458,10,103,4,10,162,82,130,0.193,0.665,0.142,-0.632,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,0,11,10,0,0,3,0,12,6,0,1,0,19,20,11,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,19,6,11,17,1,9,2,2,0,5,10,4,0,0,6,69,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099210657363592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989434864580947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556868327046173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800284728232072,0.0,0.35951210260652383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662970301755595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328973333385136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829155340730593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808821764935785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437131883774501,0.0,0.0,0.19155734092453752,0.0,0.12453037326060032,0.0861343661435271,0.0,0.0,0.1560255519886167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591233442187699,0.0,0.1176858427888908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960543693445156,0.0,0.0,0.17027774993860184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408890689244224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222860859864075,0.15394388490611974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006751993036444,0.11294634811389945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938377933479466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909423693096289,0.20798008004805985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908903806511754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276329232216965,0.0,0.0
lonely,nuggetsvolume1,2019/01/29,"So very lonely, if anyone wants to chat I have been so lonely as of late. My fiancé left me five years ago, and I got into A.A. and got sober. This is good...but I haven't found anyone since. It's hard to meet people in the rooms, they are mostly older (39 here). I am no incel: I dated a lot when younger. And I have passed on a few women I probably should have just dated on POF. Feeling like there is nothing left for me. I am a kind, loving person....but I am all alone in the world. Feel deep regret for all the women I took for granted. I hope you guys are well; stay strong.",0.4671951219512209,2.2506380975609765,2.3180691056910554,96.69954268292685,82.65853658536584,4.42520325203252,14.315040650406505,4.7782277997778095,-1.1883544715447152,438,5,102,1,12,145,85,123,0.114,0.716,0.17,0.7939,0,5,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,1,7,9,0,0,6,0,13,1,0,0,2,17,22,8,0,5,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,3,1,1,5,3,16,6,12,16,5,20,0,3,0,1,8,10,0,4,8,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165663670879118,0.0,0.0,0.18887638881976165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25502938045562656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184419664706917,0.13028245274525335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199955130060531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529601198078635,0.29170982599593104,0.0,0.0,0.1805712137682088,0.0,0.0,0.163364298623141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113078925929785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990633844502147,0.0,0.0,0.20571702169184086,0.0,0.3962828289991688,0.0,0.0,0.0890949157173094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504122536494105,0.16459261937568814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174985291408927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642976397125624,0.15923513534715472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966216125614797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085520866502855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437810912085007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261556302994133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504712174293028,0.1075643122042854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396911890954655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743785641762315
lonely,NanoReddit8,2019/01/29,"Friendships first, relationships second What's the point in worrying about a relationship when I can't even get the whole friendship thing right. Once I figure out how to get friends, then I'll worry about girlfriends and the such",7.230162601626017,9.282363073170735,5.569268292682928,79.47552845528456,64.60975609756098,8.393495934959349,30.739837398373986,8.841846274778883,2.488115447154472,190,7,32,3,3,55,35,41,0.121,0.6829999999999999,0.196,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649704748967988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124539066957241,0.0,0.0,0.192971384761218,0.0,0.2609886296730306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659964880906301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361130185953432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363181851053809,0.0,0.2133018862626888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659358336338007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788588550605183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073063357308571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dreadedpen,2019/01/29,"Hey everybody! tell an interesting story in here ya'll! I would LOOOOOVE to read all about how you pour your honey into your tea or how you like your coffee, black or with cream? I DON'T KNOW SO LET ME KNOW YO! I'm just a dude looking to talk to some fine folk around these parts!",1.4163157894736855,3.6757519473684224,1.9851754385964924,97.75039473684211,82.15789473684211,5.203508771929825,16.517543859649123,6.42735559955562,-0.5658982456140356,219,4,50,2,6,67,47,57,0.0,0.86,0.14,0.8002,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,13,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,8,3,8,5,3,3,0,0,3,0,9,3,0,3,1,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132154487230393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867281432869949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35978397604801093,0.0,0.17189303784531715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954600566642661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810123921644201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519388695487719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282798602817657,0.3075268631825745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24993963809229175,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,abbytaggs,2019/01/29,"Always sad and always lonely I've always been a lonely kid. I grew up an only child and very shy, I opened up a bit more in high school, but never went to parties or had many friends. I thought when I got to college things would be different, and they were, for a very small time. I made really close friends quickly, got invited to parties, had my first kiss, lost my virginity, etc. But I feel so alone and so sad all the time. I constantly feel like no one wants to actually be around me and it causes me to push people away and I hate it. I started to feel better when hanging out with this guy, but he messed with my head a lot and I just feel like I'm never going to be good enough for anyone. I'm scared I'll never be loved and that I'll never find my ""person"", I try to talk to my friends about this but they just don't get it. They're confident, good at sports, pretty, fit, have friends, get along with people, and constantly get hit on or dm'd by guys/girls on instagram or snapchat. They keep telling me I deserve better than the guy that hurt me, but I finally snapped and told them how I feel, how there's no one that's interested in me and it shows. Each one went dead quiet after this. I just don't know how to feel better about myself, or even if I can at this point. I'm scared that if I don't change then I'll just keep pushing people away and become more closed off than I already am.",3.8184444045266734,4.174483102389079,4.600319741332856,89.5471366984013,71.21843003412968,7.670127537273218,24.636069696425363,7.475848149327749,0.8572566552901018,1091,27,248,11,19,352,151,293,0.174,0.648,0.179,0.6943,1,5,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,4,5,19,24,1,2,7,0,15,4,1,5,5,61,44,31,1,4,15,0,6,2,4,1,0,1,0,5,13,22,0,2,9,2,0,7,9,10,0,4,12,7,33,14,35,26,8,43,0,6,0,3,18,20,0,7,18,158,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.08805090951041014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345047938687497,0.09957042149106814,0.0,0.2252343457139807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309051652840178,0.0,0.0,0.08032332389335006,0.0,0.0,0.16954704235896442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965131825932387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394017995561912,0.0985071701125673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269048111592308,0.09545077465966888,0.0,0.0,0.19501192197960174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427055168869693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323112271223433,0.10062966733085024,0.05959568861183901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27373627031286685,0.12891984795791453,0.0,0.09884193196137132,0.08246806585789884,0.07674910844336036,0.0,0.0,0.27884414018736825,0.0,0.14142346181904256,0.0,0.05127946532845855,0.15136033267513538,0.14432943816601307,0.0,0.0,0.17868264631225791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908288346911777,0.09260142803511773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533234844746956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659247272010546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040012923395527,0.0,0.0,0.049587735915578815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816308525107358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849608328194948,0.07670983612942914,0.08143558483044334,0.08537726985647055,0.0,0.09147848159472026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783620005374877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342539406793365,0.06862354864191475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766118082379152,0.0787848593803092,0.0,0.0,0.08529597761182461,0.0,0.0,0.09179577002508096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057803284353253825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067080340909053,0.0913170019202179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386485610989957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252299930708572,0.07886450026020986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059944425067408234,0.0,0.0,0.07163208998200538,0.10522701436850863,0.0,0.0,0.08621808861150676,0.0,0.061259861255425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889746135620538,0.05321965653421178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728717416589606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640963994149153,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alurkerwhomannedup,2019/01/29,"I'm finally going to bed five hours before I have to get up The thought of going to work when I have nobody to decompress from my day with after it's over makes it hard to even go to sleep, much less wake up tomorrow morning. I didn't even do laundry today. I just played video games. I could have spared an hour and a half, but I think between having to fight for a machine at my apartment's laundry room or going to a laundromat I just wanted to stay in.

Sometimes I think moving was a mistake. I don't see a future in this town, it's impossible to meet people outside of work.",6.403415977961428,4.890835471074382,7.1956611570247935,79.39227961432508,66.19008264462809,9.71955922865014,32.5633608815427,8.344100000000001,2.336949311294766,456,15,95,5,6,153,80,121,0.07200000000000001,0.912,0.016,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,1,0,7,0,9,2,2,1,0,13,21,4,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,3,3,0,5,2,2,0,2,3,2,11,1,23,17,2,24,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,1,9,66,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642760438267183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413913820946756,0.0,0.0,0.12450485107613905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550227245096995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148290565757275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086355065490693,0.0,0.4388716453849741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293984228742018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802416341717301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288660708734702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051874846786707,0.14191803385851864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384040225376154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384026898943726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319496063705796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909368637329089,0.0,0.0,0.2057715169030512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24740438732153255,0.0,0.15326453284664254,0.0,0.0,0.18299407685631144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386915834821755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810934622325991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cookiiwhore,2019/01/29,"Nobody will ever put me on the same level I have them. Ever since I was young I’ve wanted a special friend I can call my own. Just someone who’s excited to be around me and call me their friend. I never wanted this to be a romantic or sexual friend, but I’m not opposed to it. 

I’ve realized one of the things I want most is a friend to be as excited to have me as I have them. I tend to put people on pedestals and treat them as their special but I realize people don’t do that for me. No one will. I think that’s what makes everything hurt a lot more, no one will ever put me on that same pedestal that I have for them. Not my partner, not my special friend, no one. 

I realize what I do, I think of myself as important to these people cause that’s what I do for them. It’s not until I see how people can easily toss me away when I realize I’m not important. I’ll never be. ",1.2086976439790575,2.5310430994764417,3.6457297120418883,90.18650032722515,78.73821989528795,7.288089005235602,21.361583769633512,8.07648339933343,0.8539342931937175,676,18,158,12,16,236,83,191,0.07,0.713,0.217,0.9754,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,7,0,7,12,0,0,6,0,19,0,0,3,5,34,29,12,0,3,9,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,14,3,0,1,6,0,0,3,11,1,0,4,1,1,34,11,22,21,6,17,0,1,1,0,16,6,0,3,8,126,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951669191789244,0.0,0.0,0.1155843054270929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25124079567962904,0.0,0.0,0.12637867025488206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338444654260102,0.0,0.0,0.11056528069436533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47523692860614203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169883371012994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045898885062726,0.0,0.0,0.08211891241099603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897660852219545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334546994714859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34115506727975553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37101675522732136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803352805589788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176602653731112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423712147622526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173111885931357,0.1576565427567146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768673578693334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,skxnnylegend,2019/01/29,"I Fall Apart      I wake up every morning and struggle to put myself together. I go out into the world and do what I need to do. Then I come home open up the door to my empty cold apartment and I fall apart again. The lonliness hurts it hurts so much that it's unbearable, I'm paralyzed I can't do anything anymore. I just want to know what it's like to be held, kissed, loved. I want to be able to run into someones open arms when I'm having a bad day. Instead I sit on my couch in silence and wait for another long day to end. ",0.6290185036202729,2.4448546371681448,2.722558326629123,93.84004022526148,82.27433628318585,5.879002413515687,21.777152051488336,6.980632752743323,0.4707415929203545,406,13,94,5,11,137,73,113,0.12300000000000001,0.774,0.10300000000000001,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,0,7,4,2,0,0,17,18,7,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,10,0,2,1,0,0,6,1,4,0,0,1,1,13,3,16,15,1,27,0,2,0,2,1,13,0,0,8,57,19,0,0.2146085481507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22503577480002998,0.0,0.0,0.21283401272835653,0.0,0.0,0.1766045492946518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791891735007896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486626149231386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768095188699677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007947446966897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081695780774887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219669835699757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526987190660887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45948577886978403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179432455652224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484689632994748,0.0,0.0,0.1899218117762009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369259358314406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577619760667986,0.15912951915870435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157408661701928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818371264170263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435545103854665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531633640300703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,overwhelmedlitlover,2019/01/29,"Is it worth it/okay to hang out with someone out of loneliness rather than actual attraction? It seems like meeting someone with similar interests is near impossible and also not feasible at the moment. As a result, I’ve been talking to different guys I don’t feel any attraction to and I’m barely scraping by in finding similarities or things we find mutually interesting. I listen to their life and get to know them, listen what they have to say, and that always feels nice, but at the end of the day I feel like they could be replaced by any other guy because I’m not emotionally drawn to them. Then I go through bouts of guilt because it seems like they might be interested in me as a person whereas I don’t feel much of a connection, so I become a bit aloof and don’t respond as much. A little after that I feel very lonely and come running back, then I feel more guilty than last time for coming back even though I don’t feel anything, and the cycle continues until I’ve royally screwed things up. 

Although I don’t feel much of an emotional attraction, I can’t deny how amazing it feels to wake up to good morning messages or have someone so elated to see you in the mornings and throughout the day. I love the feeling of being loved and the thought that someone is there for me. When I get messages about how much he loves me and will take care of me, or when he calls me beautiful, I get butterflies in my stomach... but I don’t think it’s because of *him*, but rather the fact that there is a guy who cares about me. And now, as always, I feel very guilty. 

I’m not sure how to continue. Can anyone give advice? ",6.778196930946294,6.02871578571429,7.188363171355501,77.26187979539644,65.05590062111801,10.30938984289368,34.15856777493606,9.627879704456738,3.018424333211545,1281,49,253,22,17,420,166,322,0.073,0.7120000000000001,0.214,0.9944,1,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,6,0,19,21,1,1,16,0,21,8,2,4,2,55,56,34,0,3,11,0,11,3,0,2,2,3,0,4,14,18,0,0,18,0,1,5,10,3,0,0,2,15,32,18,47,48,6,34,0,1,1,4,29,12,1,6,20,175,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0856549386833437,0.0,0.0,0.08577191341763811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019298051020663,0.1460702993967608,0.0,0.0,0.11937890541955885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137374792365801,0.0,0.07223067178514038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498585380207778,0.0,0.16051897740140544,0.0969396864004863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582667189671776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962725212962087,0.0,0.17898325391899533,0.0,0.0,0.15121936905168534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008054095535134,0.0,0.0,0.11321417021449715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170533694016698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974682781762116,0.07774187125046167,0.0,0.0,0.05797401846525159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881938933088114,0.06270589215546721,0.0,0.0,0.1604480218016858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757515984618093,0.08420099209710903,0.04988408958915371,0.07362081826563313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607307158793949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04823839416210204,0.07154767224908103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061997499545443216,0.1286460929813955,0.08797278806121354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376588747604875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311453477298222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580964886571285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664102888793439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980155140710954,0.0,0.0,0.06994465777306598,0.15981263489276185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974831135220151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827261264464093,0.0,0.06599526017618834,0.07054956153571786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662653076741007,0.056242150759460124,0.08623768678112796,0.06968289492163646,0.05118183056644244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448457828940818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,T-Metrics,2019/01/29,"It's too bad that we couldn't be Kin; Humanity and I. I was never one of you, anyways. If, only, you could see... World,

How appalling, this is, that I am saying these words; That I have to renounce you and your culture. You and I couldn't be Kin, during this lifetime. We couldn't be one with each other.

I know that I am different than the others, but are my differences so worthy of the isolation and avoidance that you put forth, just to not have to ask about why I am the way that I am, or why I act and think the way that I do? I know that I am different. I am, fundamentally, different, in such a way that you will never understand, or be willing to accept. Perhaps, that is why you cast me to the shadows. You cannot and will not accept me for my differences - The very differences that are a core part of my being, and that I cannot and will not change. It is what makes me, me.

I understand what makes you and your societies tick, now. I know what drives you to do the things that you do, and why you think the way that you do. And, knowing this, I fear for my well-being. I fear of the barbarism of your culture, and the primitive notions that drive you to perpetuate a false system, and a false way of life. I fear for my own well being and sanity, but I, also, fear for your future, as a living species. Call it a stereotype, but unless you change your ways, and shed the need for these false institutions and false economies, then you will, surely, perish. Just, another one of nature's failed experiments.

...I can't guarantee any degree of future, while I am among you, sadly. This is why I am telling you that which I wish that you would see. The more astute of you will have, no doubt, picked up on my differences, and put two and two together. I make no attempt to veil my actions and intentions. I do not hide, behind walls and false flags, like you do. I come, as I am, and my words, actions and intentions speak no degree of subtle language. I am who I am, and I am what I am.

I am among you, for a time, as one of you. You see me on the street, and in your grocery stores. I eat at your restaurants, and I repair your broken electronics. I walk, among you, as plainly as I am, and I make no attempt to hide myself from you. Perhaps, that is why keep your distance, from me. You know that I am different, but you don't know what makes me different. You may wish to ask me, but fear offending me, out of virtue of your culture's propensity for political correctness. Maybe, you see all of the signs, but are too afraid to approach me, to ask the question. Well, my American brethren, for whom I must watch destroy themselves, each day... Allow me to bring clarity to your suspicions.

I'm not, actually, one of you. I never have been. I was reborn of your flesh, almost thirty two years ago, but I am not of your origin. I come from another time, and another place, and if you were to look into what makes me tick, then you would see that I am, still, an otherworldly being - The same otherworldly being that I, once, was; Only, now, continued as a human being. I look like you, but I am not one of you.

Perhaps, it was the differences in my psychology, and the ability for me to experience emotional ranges that you can't, as well as advanced forms of some of your own emotions, that led us to be so astray from each other. I can understand how that would create a rift, but we are, still, of the same flesh. By all respects, we are supposed to be Kin. We should be one with each other, instead of tearing each other apart with false systems that prey on people's petty differences. 

If it helps, human beings, then you would do well to know that you experience emotional ranges that I am incapable of experiencing, and that your psychology is not like mine. Perhaps, that is why we could not be Kin. I am a Xeno-Human, yes, but should my differences be what casts me into the pits of loneliness and despair? I thought that America was supposed to be a land that embraces people's differences, and that strives for a diverse mosaic of human potential. I guess, in the end, that we weren't meant to be. We could not be Kin with each other, and I could not be one of you. I have shown you who I am, and I have accepted you for who you are. Why will you not accept me? Why must I be relegated to the outside?

...I've, about, completed my purpose for being alive, on earth, as a human being. I have, only, a handful of tasks left, before I can await my end to strike me down. I have no desire to engage in your culture or way of life, anymore. Too much time and isolation has passed, for me to be able to integrate into your society. I would be unable to function with you. You've made your position clear, human beings. You have no room for an Alien in your world. I understand your decision. It's a petty and inferior choice, but I understand that I have no place. I thought that America was supposed to be the land of opportunity. I guess that that was a lie, too...

I'm going to rebuild my old dwelling unit, from before I was a human being. If I cannot take solace in your world, then I will retreat to my old life. You may have denied me of my humanity, but you cannot take away my extra-terrestriality. If I cannot be a human being, with you, then I will return to being an extra-terrestrial being. I will live in my prior living environment, and live my old life. When nature determines that I've lived enough of my life, then I will die as an old Alien, in my bed, in my proper environment. Then, when nature reincarnates me as a new form, you can rest assured knowing that I won't be showing myself on earth, again. I, already, know what I will be recycled to somewhere else, as a something else. I am incompatible with you.

It is a shame, that it has to be like this. I've long-suspected that I wasn't, actually, a human being, but it wasn't until my re-awakening that I was made aware of my roots. I've been socially isolated for most of my human life, but over the course of these last six years, my apartment has become my chrysalis, and I have been the metamorphosing caterpillar. Between my thirteen years of spiritual experiences, and my spiritual awakening, I will never be able to live a normal life with any of you. With the wisdom and perspectives that I carry, I fear for all of creation, in light of what you are capable of.

I understand that your ways drive you to seek the acceptance of a higher power, but take it from an Alien... You are not a species that is worthy of its god's love. You are, eternally, doomed to failure and repetition of your past, until you can accept that you are no different from each other, and that you need to put others before yourself. Sadly, I do not think that you will, ever, learn that lesson. That is why you are doomed to fail. That is why I am not like you. That is why we could not be Kin.

I do wish that I could have some form of solace to take in you. However, it seems that my human reality is one of withering hope. I am to rebuild my prior dwelling, and die in it, alone. Perhaps, then, I can bring closure to my last life. I wanted this life to be filled with happy memories and many smiles, but it seems that humanity is too dark and barbaric to comprehend a higher way of life. I wish that I had nice things to say about you, humanity. Sadly, I don't.

I look forward to my next life. Given, the work that I've done in this life, I can look forward to a more-pleasant form, as well as a better culture. I would, still, share my time with you, humanity. You may have shut me out, but my door is open for you. Surely, there must be someone of your ranks that is above and beyond the need for this primitive behavior? You can't, all, be like this... Can you?

Can you?... I await any willing member of the species that wishes to put our differences aside, and embrace what bring us together.

Until then

\- R\`e'shae\`a ""Rae""

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lonely,Garrett5502,2019/01/29,Who Wants to Chat? Were a bunch of chill dudes if ya want to vent to us find friends to play some video games or talk about hobbies [https://discord.gg/Pthz2WK](https://discord.gg/Pthz2WK) is the link if you want to pm on discord ill always be there for you.,6.1750000000000025,9.008520222222224,2.9575,93.89625000000002,69.0,5.388888888888888,20.13888888888889,5.985473137389443,-0.3904444444444444,210,4,41,1,4,54,38,45,0.107,0.736,0.157,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,6,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,9,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,4,0,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069460867866013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371588380941655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28500355057719257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964998624269177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437293301850047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6527427571211835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Magical420Unicorn,2019/01/29,I don't ask for much People like to take until nothing is left.,2.391428571428573,3.0852867142857145,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,74.71428571428571,5.6000000000000005,21.142857142857142,3.1291,-0.17705714285714302,50,1,11,0,1,17,14,14,0.0,0.815,0.185,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266978220123553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959094919551055,0.0,0.0,0.22298727654054631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355265116678718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379542115482328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164291532758846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431764538718145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,organicpickles,2019/01/29,Who wants to d8 me Srsly anyone . Only preference would be if youre a male and not like 40 or wtv cuz im a practical embryo (18) but like honestly at that point im desperate enough so like i dont even have apreference tbh female male wtv u identify as idk (cnr keep up anymore sry) um hi lets d8 w our reddits for like a week so ik what its like i guess or some company ok bye ,-1.0871522453450169,0.963731084337354,1.996100766703176,94.19082146768896,93.57831325301208,6.391675794085432,18.38882803943045,7.686295010490155,0.6670819277108442,292,9,70,7,11,103,68,83,0.271,0.6559999999999999,0.073,-0.9465,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,1,0,13,8,9,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,5,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,5,7,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640704376426093,0.15257846347835846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557421003311264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254706766490212,0.0,0.14412655179698286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403844252763228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714114494317521,0.0,0.0,0.19395629174496945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313590996206134,0.0,0.5330352651758951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595957976508566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628027667261115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870671960944424,0.0,0.1750359986007127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550110963637513,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LehGeek,2019/01/29,"The world is starting to feel very cold I can’t even bring myself to reach out to this anonymous internet space. I’ve typed draft after draft, attempting to let a bit of myself out into the world. I’m an unbelievably open person, but can’t find the courage to go up to anyone and say “hey, I feel like a background character to the entire world”. I keep taking hit after hit, and while most were the faults of assholes, and the others were my fault but not as bad as my brain makes them out to be, I just can’t shake them off. I’m honestly terrified of this isolation. I don’t trust myself alone, but I can’t bring myself to trust others either right now. It just stings to exist right now. I know things will get better. I’m just so caught in this clouded moment, that I feel utterly powerless. I will find people who are worth keeping. I will find peace within myself. I just wish it would come along a little bit faster.",3.6607104247104254,5.034600897297299,4.2976254826254845,87.78682432432434,72.45945945945945,7.231660231660233,21.86293436293436,7.7094869923839395,0.7638339768339768,726,16,149,9,14,231,107,185,0.154,0.6609999999999999,0.185,0.7759999999999999,1,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,2,8,10,0,1,10,0,15,1,1,1,0,32,36,10,0,2,9,0,3,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,10,10,0,2,7,0,1,6,6,4,0,0,3,5,20,6,26,25,4,30,0,0,0,0,6,16,0,1,9,99,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222611675927166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627371777345187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884506475377878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706984402598733,0.3630908582329915,0.0,0.0,0.1856344491511257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432439669552704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983286648236652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252243408281396,0.11879749003248978,0.0,0.0,0.4559576847290721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687957446393338,0.0,0.09450634433291656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29561208852963217,0.0,0.0,0.09138854344736387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700426208822786,0.0,0.08124081285580649,0.16666609872834978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099975489293867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528443246730755,0.14519786821341507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28402121784498097,0.0,0.1322403497103491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177007997964586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502925950777247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047557613895836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720652763336522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122510147518565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812752638519415,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,endoftheline445,2019/01/29,"Another My Life Sucks Post I can't do anything right when it comes to work.  That is my only problem in life.  A 21 year old who is going on 22 that's unable to hold a job because he's a moron.  After a melt down I had a few weeks ago, I'm slowly realizing how much of a damn failure I am.  It's crazy how it's just one thing that I need to do in order to make my life better (which is to secure a job) and I can't do it.  The worst part of it all is I absolutely hate being a freeloader.  It's not fun sitting around my parents house because I wake up to the same shit at home, every day.  This includes arguing with my mom about idiotic things, driving my dad's car to run errands for her, and performing the same god damn chores.  Honestly, I've never felt so hopeless in my life before.  I've worked 9 jobs and I couldn't perform up to par in any of them.  Half of the time I don't know what my supervisors want me to do.  I'm literally the idiot people will bring up in one of those ""Tell me the worst employee you hired/worked with"" posts.  

My life sucks, 100% atrocious.  I'm seeing a therapist, currently, and I highly doubt he will have any impact on my life.  I doubt my ADHD meds will turn me into an above average employee.  I really can't help being incompetent and it hurts being the one who is always insulted or labelled a ""shit head"" at work.  I was supposed to have a car by now, situated in a job, be out with friends, and contribute a bit to my parents bills, but here I am, a loser who isn't good at anything.          ",3.7778571428571435,3.780933959627333,5.677198757763977,83.03573602484475,71.20496894409938,8.80024844720497,27.59068322981367,8.697196308434329,1.7985038509316769,1173,37,261,19,20,409,176,322,0.183,0.778,0.039,-0.9888,9,0,0,0,0,1,38.0,0,1,1,7,9,26,12,2,22,0,28,10,4,3,2,34,44,12,0,4,4,4,1,0,1,3,6,0,2,0,19,13,0,2,3,0,1,7,8,20,0,4,3,2,32,6,41,33,9,42,0,3,1,0,17,20,6,3,11,171,51,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823172005316078,0.0,0.08720651657892695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185871047266602,0.0,0.0,0.1338013722932118,0.10315833110749116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191408310448335,0.0875776342272979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994112013859046,0.0,0.08371277324865457,0.0,0.0,0.08700770095423796,0.1074037339931205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847442813507073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634459299341805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288804577830408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445869265106964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600690849204411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591071235884139,0.08251513513774406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971283035389587,0.10096462148594423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659409683911372,0.10394218189286124,0.09868155738056544,0.0,0.0,0.11351546609400907,0.10531611286683808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905015314015501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054066196313545985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169254436756954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656683465171281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927622556960864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521959412103235,0.0,0.0,0.07231944422051392,0.07294633771424368,0.07587548760500581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323158270930204,0.0,0.1999912514951264,0.07482120697993615,0.0,0.0,0.21847514378654986,0.10653422126233998,0.0,0.06820319618359097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843862750817844,0.0,0.0,0.09413484336170463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302372273521985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401461683248929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839484841751594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196802956287524,0.0,0.1105814444975665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598705858435109,0.0,0.0,0.11422490595179095,0.13071647631239958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736523669906805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700745010302093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802612974338695,0.0,0.0789132191029984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28648259012589705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335246471275963
lonely,Chrysonyx,2019/01/29,"Lyrics to My Favorite Song ""I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who'll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She'll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She'll hear me out
And won't easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she'll often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me

I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who'll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don't want to be tied
To anyone's strings
I'm carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when I'm asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I'll get away with it""

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lonely,punkbxby,2019/04/25,guh i just want to talk on the phone with someone i don’t care who. i want to talk about things people don’t usually talk about and shit idk. i don’t call people but the minute that i do they never answer and then they complain when i don’t call them 🤷🏻‍♀️,-1.0101210653753014,0.9195145254237324,1.0971428571428596,102.20881355932205,90.1864406779661,4.049394673123486,13.513317191283292,5.288315135182226,-1.3603191283292984,203,3,52,1,7,67,37,59,0.132,0.782,0.086,-0.5187,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,1,9,8,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,6,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,1,1,0,4,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.476622248683185,0.0,0.2379505087251019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000010312343245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32359811406560585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395652884513097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977454779979789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.562755577078331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504993746235465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570394675660009,0.0,0.2753118211783127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,metriodlcp,2019/04/25,"I'm confused I feel so alone. There is not a single person that I know that I feel I can share every thought with, especially the bad ones. My few friends who I love dearly can't listen to my thoughts and offer anything more than a few words of encouragement. Although I'm grateful for it, I need something more from somebody, somehow. I feel so isolated in the way that I think, in the way that I feel. I've used social media before but it makes me think and act in terrible ways so I deleted my accounts. I have no one that I can tell everything to, I've tried hotlines but as soon as we come up with a coping strategy that doesn't do anything it's onto the next basketcase for them. I don't trust anyone, I don't think clearly, I'm an addict, I need help. I can't afford mental health services, and I don't know what to do next. I have a decent job that gives me free tuition and books at a local community college, I live rent free at home, I eat once a day. I should be grateful for all of these things but I'm having trouble seeing the good because I want more, I need more, not the materials or the money, but I just need more of something and I don't know what it is.",3.400781922525105,4.1203314024390245,4.779545671927308,86.56930416068869,72.37398373983741,7.251649928263989,27.07221425155428,7.285733465282438,1.254888857006217,919,31,198,9,17,307,131,246,0.10300000000000001,0.755,0.142,0.8473,3,1,2,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,0,7,13,0,1,14,0,18,4,0,2,2,42,46,16,0,6,8,0,4,0,1,1,2,1,2,1,16,9,1,0,12,1,6,2,10,4,0,2,2,6,32,11,22,42,9,17,0,0,1,1,14,8,0,3,4,134,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803199056217194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113775898339314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853404503563571,0.0,0.2083911693558078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572049686961577,0.07718497921949508,0.0,0.10774234317868096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906994344337224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165794646361076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956152483485295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668087947737158,0.0,0.11379583107120902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560868692297183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978245266630446,0.0,0.0,0.12146324248672903,0.0,0.10620092564654036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458870207536858,0.0,0.0,0.08486918029616994,0.0,0.12700788431799392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564853718050273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087573419749404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118057553948314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427742443091465,0.0,0.08451830290473226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760086827564604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755417027358995,0.0,0.0,0.26931873657316097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484372604620282,0.1715988708781517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055769824554358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008979195630271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907080736968995,0.0,0.19495299430514165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066945718548868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411917861163934,0.24339454294527335,0.0,0.20104063271089626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859651119328375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935704568531532,0.0,0.0,0.07468240438735127,0.3015097277399049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Happylittleshadows,2019/04/25,"Follow me.. ( @40_1997 )  on IG, i'm starting a new acc so that's why I don't have much going on yet, we can talk there every once in a while just sayin hi and checking up on each other maybe sharing some music?",6.566666666666666,3.7903426666666715,7.082777777777783,84.35750000000002,66.77777777777777,9.0,31.38888888888889,3.1291,1.3512222222222223,160,4,37,0,2,53,41,45,0.0,0.9309999999999999,0.069,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,7,3,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276929832031086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103969219980465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907356608513109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859106424537531,0.0,0.0,0.3756340940013759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142011489854247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752889104146468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31260976185234235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509517050858883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AshesIsOnline,2019/04/25,Maybe we aren't normal... How much more alone can a girl take?,-1.1515384615384612,0.9052296153846164,-0.34730769230769104,109.12980769230772,99.0,2.6,6.5,3.1291,-2.8066615384615385,47,0,12,0,2,14,13,13,0.187,0.813,0.0,-0.3167,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085479716309396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4932949430186936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609557258489709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810947179688316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691854494174624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lame_lauren,2019/04/25,"moved out of the dorms for the last time and feel like i’ve lost everyone? i moved out of my sorority’s dorm for the last time and i feel like i’m going to lose the only friends i’ve ever had. it’s so strange because i know they’re still my friends, i know they still like me, but i feel so lonely right now because i know once the semester starts back up in august i’ll have no one and they’ll all have each other still. 

idk. just lonely.",0.8298958333333317,2.556103031250004,2.213750000000001,98.18958333333336,81.1875,5.5166666666666675,19.0,6.42735559955562,-0.2672625000000002,345,8,84,3,9,111,56,96,0.187,0.7170000000000001,0.096,-0.8737,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,2,9,9,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,2,16,14,6,0,0,2,0,3,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,2,3,11,5,9,11,2,20,0,4,0,0,4,5,0,0,15,47,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842435194796306,0.0,0.20362178769094008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107477771045338,0.0,0.15959014655764053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25334365561162525,0.2386313331822858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25807100294092017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491856661357186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753614990661933,0.27227929988711325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447855187255009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684724778291367,0.1823167808457077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550213760683383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786569896167176,0.11317379756815014,0.12702255827563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263003757038165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821419275932815,0.0,0.4001355773336795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477577055277007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CreamiKween,2019/04/25,"Really terribly miss ex I really terribly miss my ex who dumped me exactly 5 months ago. I feel pathetic knowing he has no feelings at all for me and I'm left with so many. There will be parts in my day when I feel okay, not too great, but I haven't had a single day since the breakup where I haven't thought about him.

I miss him so much and I feel very lonely.",0.4734615384615388,2.4225260256410297,2.433012820512822,94.98490384615386,83.61538461538461,6.976923076923077,20.006410256410245,8.07648339933343,0.7231487179487175,282,8,68,6,8,94,56,78,0.278,0.7040000000000001,0.019,-0.9458,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,1,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,2,13,16,6,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,4,13,2,5,12,4,9,0,4,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198778730800764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31993838710182354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5016781798194194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27347166570105075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631963203338215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26950277870575784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25147978062952925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798800501736225,0.0,0.18234240056072068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686097197817209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178093255466004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051862707255852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969208710144256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466398362428376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,arielzao150,2019/04/25,"Basically my life >The Angel that presided ‘oer my birth Said, “Little creature, form’d of Joy and Mirth, “Go love without the help of any Thing on Earth.”",6.092142857142857,7.705169642857148,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,66.85714285714286,7.028571428571429,28.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.557228571428571,122,4,21,1,2,37,26,28,0.06,0.634,0.306,0.8845,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,4,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28168606503312943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23541266113546735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27764516300877673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925781841854261,0.0,0.4151605915947137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37385272278606346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940212378564187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751915710307268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992965032951928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,toasted_bass,2019/04/25,"I have lost all my friends Over the last few weeks I’ve lost pretty much everyone I had a close friendship with. I had a band for almost a year, that broke up over some differences of opinion and now they won’t even talk to me. I’d spent a lot of time getting to know them personally and kind of let my guard down only to get dropped out of nowhere. They basically told me it just wasn’t working out when things had seemed to be going really well and then ghosted me. 
My best friend for the last 10 years is suddenly ghosting me too and deleted me on FB. I owe him money and he’s down and out but I can’t afford to pay him back. He wanted me to come up with the cash because he lost his job and wanted to go get mental help because he was feeling suicidal, but I don’t make enough to save anything and I don’t have anything to sell. I’m worried about him but idk how to help him and I think he thinks I’m bailing on him or letting him down. 
Everyone else I’ve ever really known since high school has kind of just disappeared into their own lives and I don’t really talk to them. My family is a mess and mostly just out for themselves. The only people I have are my mom, my one friend who I used to live with in another state but haven’t seen in years, he still calls me sometimes, and one guy who only ever wants to go out drinking. Every time I hang with him I end up not coming home till like 2 days later and half my money gone. If I wasn’t already broke af I’d probably chase that down even though I know it’s kind of an empty way to live, just partying all the time, but at this point my only other option feels like I should just shell up in my apartment and grind out an existence. I don’t really know what to do with my life anymore.",4.393361179361179,4.179509535135137,5.352334152334156,86.64400491400494,69.86486486486487,8.565110565110563,26.54791154791155,8.150884317080207,1.365945945945946,1368,36,308,17,22,451,190,370,0.084,0.81,0.106,0.8582,3,0,1,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,5,5,18,17,0,0,12,0,25,2,0,3,4,70,56,26,3,5,13,1,2,2,3,2,1,0,1,2,10,29,1,1,9,2,7,8,10,6,1,3,13,3,47,11,54,38,10,59,0,5,1,0,34,27,0,9,23,201,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510177528455919,0.0,0.09378479520899732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911583055555919,0.0,0.0,0.0842838425650952,0.0,0.0,0.13987341438727538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534942773840596,0.0,0.10361405059739674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891881637567743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678079178614488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641681260882386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054809307990479166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887928789691497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325448555183794,0.0,0.0,0.0709953754265492,0.0,0.0752728771857767,0.0878138469209567,0.0,0.1122656581764468,0.15375043937282812,0.07160485210800756,0.16241662258036513,0.0,0.0,0.08011777619873561,0.0,0.0859435284365376,0.060714423812058826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969812434587852,0.0,0.13320592808413625,0.0,0.1448994816604579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415006756449274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392941515680136,0.0897929791001309,0.08524846080847999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843360587808594,0.0,0.0,0.2655013090556217,0.14011919166589773,0.13855079790355054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738090551835127,0.06002852895159351,0.08304029220170582,0.0,0.2251340995431833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783186470787797,0.0722525441208422,0.0,0.0,0.056729196549198224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564647523054056,0.0,0.0,0.0995352456378057,0.0,0.0,0.062474908888473915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517820092341324,0.2585444697137879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891898801766369,0.07420699633389376,0.0,0.0,0.08033978035529131,0.0,0.0,0.08646189665498903,0.0916298984561683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177782961765865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601094778890223,0.0,0.0773685830140524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030177034703403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405389252402203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787038595070594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296151557399572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661797421571456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056461301907537585,0.10891192709117196,0.08349887520649016,0.0,0.1486690602272392,0.0,0.0,0.08120831129018256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340111106720469,0.0,0.0,0.15038184576536992,0.0674583848255611,0.06817110151625788,0.0,0.07641313444589558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061871236391403815,0.08630798891973629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418569736466054
lonely,MrWoolskin,2019/04/25,"Here to help. I found this subreddit a little while ago and always have a little scroll down it.  
if ANYONE wants to message me and vent or talk about anything, please send me a PM on here or send me your discord and we can talk there.   
No Judgement with anything you say and I'll try my very best to help if I can.",1.4827272727272742,3.247074242424248,2.466666666666669,96.97,79.30303030303031,5.006060606060606,20.090909090909093,5.46131890053228,-0.3380727272727273,244,6,56,1,6,77,46,66,0.069,0.76,0.172,0.807,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,5,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,9,1,7,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,4,2,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495691173020936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923882429303361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166992980564496,0.0,0.38053819531581295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426444155110412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535137856149033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099552136270671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634735518630708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538031080401165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387034030167987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716814777382012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697886170593695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077544019519752,0.13637577578388094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,prishyboi,2019/04/25,"Third World Story So I'm that kid who talks to no one (because I have anxiety issues) and everyone thinks I don't talk to anyone because I have a big ego.
Pretty much lost all of my (so-called) friends because of this after high school.
Family members hate me and my mother always calls me out for having no friends while others in my neighborhood have lots of friends.

Never even had a girlfriend because because of insecurities caused by severe acne I had in my early teen years which went away eventually but the insecurities never did.

Literally don't have any one to talk to.
Is life even worth all this trouble?",4.306666666666665,6.49640620512821,5.210606837606843,78.54411538461542,72.41880341880342,7.4150427350427375,27.084615384615393,8.238735603445708,1.968163076923077,494,18,87,8,10,161,79,117,0.158,0.755,0.086,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,2,3,0,11,1,0,1,4,11,16,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,5,0,3,5,0,10,3,15,11,4,14,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,1,6,63,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458962745085635,0.0,0.0,0.101823391977272,0.0,0.11454512976450736,0.0,0.0,0.10469660732742893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067883014868332,0.0,0.0,0.4563784167811695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289385998918634,0.0,0.0,0.15381676103437192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779411399152472,0.0,0.0,0.1430760416078823,0.0,0.0,0.1411546933906884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470494107970532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478300730976374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582008517320217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628206990586055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576065638464346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345096414003374,0.12729741383205814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100707861247764,0.0,0.2309662265328833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292554796212725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233201782883446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515375181316703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915536687263566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610484934249928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594268840543532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388037422128054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642296990852144
lonely,TurtleTheRedditor,2019/04/25,"I want... I want someone to look forward to seeing me.

I want someone to look forward to talking to me.

I want someone to be ok with my imperfections.

I want someone who will accept me for me, and not who they want me to be.

I want someone who I can trust.

I want someone who will always have my back.

I want someone to want me.

I want someone to be happy because of me.

I want someone who has something in common with me.

I want someone to want to be around me.

I want them to feel that way when they aren’t around me.

All I want is for one person to feel this way about me.

But I don’t see that happening. Ever.",-0.2727226463104309,1.772335061068702,2.0480610687022893,95.93402544529265,87.70229007633587,4.104020356234097,21.71043256997456,5.2151,-0.10715307888040736,467,17,107,2,15,158,52,131,0.0,0.752,0.248,0.9538,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,12,0,0,0,2,28,35,3,0,16,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,6,31,4,22,29,1,11,0,0,4,0,10,5,0,0,6,81,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062058462731028566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278814968826638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734919837905171,0.0,0.0454646884311963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746397599497758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542212123773516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595289695361746,0.07939426371123355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526072513725375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050538908467113584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512240276841702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886490150483305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6319335549340876,0.057417111687019476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994644158786248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7038493304989443,0.11839994404167932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThelostMatthew,2019/04/25,"I have not had any friends in my 30 years on this planet   \* I have not had any friends in my 30 years on this planet \* 

I have not had the chance to really have a conversation with another human, no matter how long I search for company I always come back alone. It has been painful being lonely and isolated for this extreme length of time, no one to talk too, just sitting in my room playing games and surfing the web. For a while escapism worked. I could forget about me and my life for long periods. Now it doesn't work anymore....  

I have come to the conclusion that it is impossible to find company, and that nobody will ever be interested in talking to me, and nobody will ever like me. I will continue to suffer alone until I die, possibly of a black heart. I don't care anymore, I always relish the idea of finishing this worthless life and finally being a peace.",4.021479289940828,5.581823455621303,5.259881656804733,80.50627218934913,71.84023668639054,8.513609467455622,27.792899408284025,9.057496981413335,2.324162130177516,680,25,129,14,13,226,96,169,0.20800000000000002,0.7290000000000001,0.063,-0.9740000000000001,0,4,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,8,10,0,0,8,0,20,4,1,1,2,22,23,9,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,1,1,9,9,0,0,3,2,0,2,7,4,0,1,4,1,18,6,22,12,0,25,0,3,1,0,7,7,0,0,16,97,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30549653283723305,0.0,0.0,0.2454359148036925,0.0,0.0,0.20058746357688825,0.1546491461861206,0.0,0.0,0.2925276958923944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134055884402642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036909913092286,0.0,0.0,0.25408768471423177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775344988233605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306442714026786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668142576522898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156079514651273,0.1347971051335191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278905324727116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476847352716987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649074438715908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083436958686045,0.07205291252957223,0.0,0.0,0.2610362379884734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993853124083436,0.0,0.15693267706759667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626531132484484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448160711631337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370830517364202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859987243011084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147392628618293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994887705978294
lonely,kindhearted999,2019/04/25,"Lonely? Looking for a friend? Hey everyone I just wanted to write that if anyone here is needing a friend or would like to talk about anything at all :) I suffer from loneliness and depression so I’m very understanding :) I value people’s thoughts and feelings, each one is special! Please don’t hesitate to reach out to me, I would love to hear from you :) I’m 29/M and I love listening to music, watching tv shows, food and sleep haha! :3",0.8454660633484181,3.4010107411764707,2.5082352941176502,88.72552036199097,94.52941176470587,5.4389140271493215,21.832579185520363,7.010146845296331,1.0671719457013578,343,13,65,6,13,112,64,85,0.128,0.5,0.371,0.9792,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,0,2,1,5,4,1,0,1,18,17,7,0,5,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,6,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,5,7,7,12,14,2,2,0,3,2,2,10,2,0,2,1,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079076352802692,0.0,0.17746542319969913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857430562494988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606728438819347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904148377358144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26077048997336183,0.0,0.3332285351098757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430584929112087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053579814488538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810956136392413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38927352922862607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990520954218307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613318949703855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950779873153516,0.0,0.0,0.2367240741253737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581041901015605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333505953997067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120572371019305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224504122960115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793769270520718,0.1271987151964507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063897884818061,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelyloseranon,2019/04/25,"Lonely PC gamer, want to play games? EUW I am 19 VERY lonely and the only thing I have to distract me from that is video games. 
I mostly play 

R6S
LoL
Apex 
DbD 

And am open to suggestions just message me if anyone’s down to play I have a big steam library full of CoD and stuff but it’s just not installed..",0.4587032967032982,2.542174123076922,1.828351648351649,98.49307692307691,84.69230769230771,4.32967032967033,16.978021978021978,5.288315135182226,-0.793967032967033,238,5,55,1,7,76,48,65,0.08800000000000001,0.784,0.128,0.1373,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,11,6,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,7,6,2,4,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,2,0,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564553271404205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877164243801754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5835848103021269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33868021413374105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42062814047663694,0.3006859211821997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,george0451,2019/04/25,"Where is this ""someone better""? It feels really bad when someone you're interested in rejects you because ""you deserve someone better than me""",7.138749999999997,9.907875375,7.281666666666666,64.23000000000002,66.08333333333334,8.133333333333335,41.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,4.619316666666667,115,7,14,2,2,37,19,24,0.221,0.601,0.177,-0.3384,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481128549808129,0.1811435447508528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5256206829904981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025100649603676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036574823482053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7553379653816514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Zethak,2019/04/25,It’s been three months I know three months isn’t that long from a lot of the stories I’ve read on here but that’s how long I’ve been on multiple dating apps without any matches. I like to think I’m not bad looking and that I’m not too picky. I just can’t seem to be liked by anyone.,1.2289230769230777,2.0956632769230765,2.7323076923076957,98.62769230769231,77.76923076923076,5.815384615384616,20.69230769230769,5.6839178017228535,-0.32386153846153803,223,5,58,1,5,73,46,65,0.044000000000000004,0.831,0.124,0.7013,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,11,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,1,3,2,8,8,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,7,33,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872908300137497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925757343691188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22995902101095264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513602231382211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691065443857893,0.0,0.0,0.4874650968183536,0.2312782293268319,0.0,0.0,0.2341469659597634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396653390434725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27548833334523337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507263819395498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647404389371987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654890774059025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,talentless_artist,2019/04/25,25[F4A] idk what I'm doing wrong... I keep trying to connect with people and it is going horribly wrong.,0.9788333333333306,3.57450055,2.9400000000000013,85.85833333333333,93.5,4.666666666666667,16.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,0.2151666666666668,81,2,14,1,3,27,18,20,0.345,0.655,0.0,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173638987954808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339952817704618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651533491047367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596688985904772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.836331741474918,0.0,0.0
lonely,Siokhana,2019/04/25,"[16M] I’m a mess. Again. Last year I found someone and latched onto them so tightly and quickly they were my lifeline and only deep connection. I haven’t found anything else like that. She departed from my life and being something of a big sister figure in my life, her absence completely destroyed me and ripped that lifeline into pieces. I recovered eventually, but I’ve been in a half-functioning state and nothing really seems to be able to reach my soul like she could. We were friends, but somehow I suspect our friendship was deeper than most romances or at least she meant enough to me that that’s what it felt like. She’s long gone, and I have nobody to turn to. Effy, if you’re reading this, then I’m sorry.",4.2025703073904515,5.969375784172666,4.4489731850882945,85.6724002616089,71.7338129496403,7.068933943754089,29.18312622629169,7.686295010490155,1.8176561151079127,570,23,108,7,11,178,99,139,0.059000000000000004,0.7929999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.9266,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,2,0,4,7,1,0,3,0,9,2,0,0,0,24,18,13,0,2,4,1,2,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,7,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,9,2,20,5,13,6,4,16,1,0,0,0,11,7,0,5,9,72,27,1,0.20000511976678914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458717202743187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970156281883534,0.0,0.0,0.15968781356906606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670786134687303,0.0,0.0,0.20665875345765344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203627996726652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438590581002755,0.15452345939767045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303086693767108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28253906189076045,0.2931371966076861,0.0,0.0,0.1769982371995314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191030658414374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211290615851128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000592439926554,0.0,0.12812840114639262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820771493687212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946368893725494,0.1539737125625426,0.0,0.2238893569185884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754813739034248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879673970438035
lonely,Skoomyjess,2019/04/25,"Michigan looking for friends. 21 f I've always been bad at making friends and I only had one true friend and I loved him but he has moved on and doesn't want anything to do with me anymore. So it's very Hard and depressing to have absolutely no one. A person must be kinda desperate to post on here right? Anyway I want to try to change things for the better. I want someone I can laugh with and be silly with. To care for each other, to talk to. To have some good positive things in my life. Something light hearted. I'll talk to anyway, you don't have to be from Michigan. Thanks for reading my post :)",0.4878963414634149,2.9137747967479686,1.8943038617886183,95.17365091463421,89.65040650406506,4.3758130081300814,19.882621951219512,5.985473137389443,-0.03721097560975562,472,15,100,4,16,151,81,123,0.121,0.604,0.275,0.9779,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,4,13,0,0,2,0,14,3,1,1,2,18,22,7,0,4,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,2,3,10,11,23,16,2,8,0,1,1,1,10,5,0,2,0,68,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504158746693642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095201251597685,0.0,0.0,0.13355411225897595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550868926592427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435358313228276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654695228190577,0.0,0.17168550507868333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978356199424938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761637651736705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612448540550326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453835229185196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231914060465935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463303343900698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628606337791874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647664791452125,0.0,0.10833248787815933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249281014028567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199491939665099,0.12343188047332708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417088381261373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108655297873562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623378930539479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859816703653288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751115750609133,0.12494183015114768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26089149742896817,0.0,0.14941848637584895,0.0,0.0,0.21564180974002733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018695508955012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339095253496947,0.28717557227068485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nigga67,2019/04/25,"I’m sick of being alone I really don’t have anything to look forward to on weekends anymore . My friends are all moving on in life getting girlfriends, jobs and don’t have time to hang out like usual. Which leads me to be alone, I’ve been feeling lonely for couple of months now and when I’m alone I think about life. I think about how I never made a new friend without my first friend I made introducing them to me or how I’m horrible at talking to girls, I never had a girl as a friend and I’m in my late teens like is that normal for people or is there something wrong with me? I feel like I’m doing something wrong idk I’m just sick of being alone.",1.4548662207357843,3.3549106739130465,2.829710144927539,93.6821237458194,79.94202898550725,5.11571906354515,20.7603121516165,5.8734145424116955,-0.041267112597547666,515,14,113,3,13,167,80,138,0.244,0.675,0.08199999999999999,-0.9682,1,6,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,8,10,0,0,3,0,13,4,0,5,3,22,27,9,0,1,4,0,2,3,5,0,4,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,4,1,0,4,5,3,0,1,4,3,14,7,22,20,1,21,0,1,1,0,9,7,0,2,15,69,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5275496628117171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262885751090861,0.0,0.0,0.1047912248718901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409009753352983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877540244697427,0.0909728109023053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831663611048664,0.0,0.0,0.3935349853152544,0.0,0.06653069098361082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263668144404426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436467868036751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989017008417174,0.1866379105347996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693480921535838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24098725988393355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016427903440478,0.13534388833452096,0.0,0.0,0.19642726886825845,0.12298723835792302,0.0,0.0,0.12476765733181534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828257964002165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157824167954918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960674545743082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235229418181288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319061478605287,0.0,0.0,0.0742538672795015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024869910968435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275268590474292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784559343547001,0.0,0.0
lonely,metalpig0,2019/04/25,"Getting over someone Anyone here have trouble just getting over that one person you never really had? That really, really sucks and is something that I struggle with to this day. Idk why I can't get over this person who I never even had a relationship with, but oh well, life goes on right? Thanks for reading this people",6.244500000000002,7.41207245,6.38666666666667,75.99000000000002,66.16666666666666,8.666666666666668,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.3088333333333337,257,8,43,4,4,82,45,60,0.113,0.7829999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.4809,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,7,10,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,1,2,0,4,2,8,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,3,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868561247587467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713777314226575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044934087968328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333293103244078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501967291186665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32800828727796266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409306163757005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742055882080835,0.3713450361597057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127015208202806,0.0,0.4086755289114641,0.0,0.0,0.22830005080291,0.0,0.18159679392769407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017255109737587,0.16370372183151854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223016540280763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577400379494792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911924722448784,0.0,0.1918781139924168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ImperialArmorBrigade,2019/04/25,"Someone made a video that I think everyone should watch at least once. I know it explained a lot about me. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n3Xv_g3g-mA

I don’t know if videos are allowed here, but this one is really helpful. I had to watch it a couple times.

Just hang in there.",4.184761904761904,7.4555826122449025,2.5256122448979603,91.50093537414969,80.0204081632653,5.715646258503401,20.41156462585034,7.1686216300943375,0.5272013605442174,224,6,41,3,6,62,41,49,0.0,0.9059999999999999,0.094,0.6297,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,11,10,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,5,0,4,7,2,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,1,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371203823832308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205668852614284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22486613239602726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687436431408396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852143167744013,0.0,0.3174406428021937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572767764230129,0.2273309008242927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491799599614675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28425232887201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149629556430485,0.0,0.0,0.1956219210186158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SalamandErDik,2019/04/25,"My sad life Me: Has life long friend
Friend's Gf: *Takes up all his free time*
Me: at least we have fortnite together I guess
Friend's Gf: *swipes that shit too like Swipey Dora shit*",-1.1685810810810793,0.20894602702703224,-0.7105743243243232,108.39467905405405,115.75675675675676,2.931081081081081,10.030405405405405,5.148860815047168,-1.8825108108108104,141,2,34,1,8,41,30,37,0.15,0.649,0.201,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,4,2,4,0,1,0,0,7,2,2,1,3,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6040509653905273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870965468146497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681598331647256,0.12732321055036666,0.0,0.0,0.230635866919614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5350346245093732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594987019048227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196656591444468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hope1820,2019/04/25,It sucks to feel lonely. It really does.,-1.1787500000000009,-0.4132013749999981,2.1950000000000003,86.45000000000002,125.25,6.6000000000000005,4.0,7.1686216300943375,-0.2399499999999999,31,0,6,1,2,11,7,8,0.455,0.545,0.0,-0.6124,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7313217974067788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225521963218323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5353672291253116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ButteryBakedSalmon,2019/04/25,"Not trying to start shit or anything I found this community and I at least know that I'm not the only one going through this shit.

But one thing I keep seeing over and over again is the assumption that ""*women have it easier*"" and that if we ""really tried"" we could ""*get a guy by the end of the night""*.

At first, I thought it was just a few people with that mindset, but nope. Even on posts where women talk about being single, lonely, and unloved all their lives, there are assholes in the comments saying ""*Well as a woman, you could put yourself out there and instantly get a man!""*

​

I really don't get the logic some people follow. Implying that women can *""get a man by the end of the night""* means yall think we just want sex...and that we're ""*faking loneliness""* because we obviously can go out get it. 

Following that logic: A woman can go out, find a random guy who wants to have sex. They have sex, and yea, for a few minutes she might feel wanted and she might feel loved. But after it's over, guess what? The guy goes back to his life and she goes back to hers.

​

A Lonely Man /Woman having sex with someone doesn't mean that directly afterward they immediately fall in love and start a relationship. The loneliness, the wanting of a genuine relationship, the wanting to be loved is still going to be there.

​

Sex doesn't equal love, or understanding, or support, or care. Loneliness isn't cured by sex. 

​

All of us in this community. We're all lonely. We want to be loved, we want friends and people who genuinely care about us. None of us have it easier. If that were the case, we'd all be in happy relationships with friends and this sub would be pretty dead.",2.974141582508089,5.252434765957446,3.8997921364839705,86.0057603686636,76.72036474164133,6.919933326796745,22.467006569271497,7.941651935203635,1.1367418570448082,1334,39,261,22,31,428,158,329,0.09699999999999999,0.7290000000000001,0.174,0.9862,0,6,0,0,0,0,79.0,10,2,3,1,14,19,2,0,24,1,29,13,2,0,5,69,70,21,1,12,13,0,2,0,2,3,1,1,0,12,22,23,0,1,12,0,0,8,8,7,1,3,4,4,25,12,37,54,11,36,0,3,1,10,47,14,2,11,13,185,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970631251836586,0.33314660956593434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056404645793711676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540991912018044,0.0,0.041782878103028234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976731478197024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945123427279267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141663929878414,0.0,0.0,0.04527168162713028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931430538047538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264661268101088,0.05830222426398252,0.0,0.07515332472507462,0.1059115468937265,0.0,0.1790531632743654,0.0,0.15581715271250418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550730266939051,0.20360358436737708,0.0,0.07296477677937675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060923732511311425,0.0,0.0,0.037669171130851435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841360208248725,0.0,0.0,0.06052429237033865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093114582143282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932577532976626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454255435347286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864500547831592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928923577750754,0.05212966774283551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255623904878065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564477798755278,0.06973237447359862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890415444086634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782017448568037,0.0,0.0,0.22076701429865012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450775530208396,0.0,0.0,0.054619506497014116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071580372408546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058075846566028086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702948318296613,0.0,0.054738137282224465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778122844663829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055091873451777545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04553659820341376,0.04391927298835541,0.0,0.05441509692207962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307173051866828,0.0,0.0,0.07135517052549226,0.24734460149794976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28299703923723124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162794840303985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04869063275125872,0.0,0.33314660956593434,0.0
lonely,Xwarndie,2019/04/25,"It's my birthday, and I'm lost. Today (4/24) is my birthday. I'm 17 today. Let me give you some back story as to why I'm here. 

Right now I live on my own. As in I don't have parents and I take care of myself. I have a part time job as a Recreation Leader (I basically just help run an afterschool program). It's city job so I make an okay amount of money for only working maybe 20 hours a week. I rent a room for me and my boyfriend through some people we met through my mom. 

Recently my boyfriend lost his job and for the past three months hasn't attempted to get another one. Money has been tight and last month I struggled to pay pills and feed us. He wants a career as a streamer and I try to be supportive of him. We havent been on good terms lately though. I find myself getting more and more overwhelmed with everything I need to do. After working I come home and cook, do laundry, feed our dog, bathe her, clean up whatever mess he made while I was gone etc. He never helps. He never gives me attention. I feel alone. I feel useless. 

A week ago I reminded him it's my birthday. He just said okay and that was that. Birthdays have always been special to me. His birthday was in January and we might've been a bit poor but I tried to make it as special as I could. I got him all of his favorite snacks, bought ballons and a banner and made him a cake. It wasn't a lot but it was something. We watched his favorite movie and I wrote him a letter telling him how much I loved him. Birthdays aren't about money but basically celebrating that you exist. Just a reminder that ""hey, I appreciate you!"". I knew he didnt have money. I didnt expect much. 

But he didnt even say Happy Birthday to me. Neither did my mom but I expected her to forget. I woke up this morning. Got ready for work (I didnt call in today because I've always liked going to work on my birthday and having people just tell me HB), and left. He didnt text me at all which he often doesn't anyways. So I went throughout work, my co-workers wished me a Happy Birthday and then I took the bus home. When I got home he was just sitting st his computer playing a game. He said ""Hey babe"" when I walked through the door and that was that. Tbh maybe I'm complaining but man that felt like shit. I'm already without family. Without money to even get a birthday cake. And he couldnt even give me a hug and tell me Happy Birthday. Of course I cried to myself and almost started to fall asleep. He finally got up and noticed I had been crying. He seemed annoyed. He asked me why I was crying and I told him. Then he shrugged and asked me what I wanted from him because we were broke. I suggested that he tell me happy birthday. Maybe give me a hug, watch a movie with me. 

We got into a ""fight"". Fights with him are usually him just ignoring me and going to sleep until tomorrow where I just have to pretend I wasn't upset. But Today just sucked. He's sleeping right now and I just feel alone and unimportant. I text my mom and got birthday wishes out of her but that's all. 

I finally realized that I'm the only one here for myself. Kinda sucks. I try to be positive but today really got to me. I'm alone. No one really cares about me and I'm just kind of ignored. So yeah. Happy birthday to me.",0.5277181283905961,2.8228693720238134,2.372111211573237,93.20643309222423,86.67857142857143,5.128722121760097,21.00632911392405,6.5903294406043536,0.361276084990958,2526,84,543,29,79,834,279,672,0.13,0.752,0.11800000000000001,-0.5541,5,3,1,0,2,0,86.0,8,3,0,8,30,37,6,3,26,3,43,12,4,5,5,101,105,55,0,9,21,4,5,2,0,0,1,3,8,2,19,41,4,3,9,5,9,9,19,17,0,4,45,10,107,20,61,55,17,61,0,5,2,3,82,17,3,7,36,346,126,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965861420607345,0.0,0.05609623644517834,0.1740604020223341,0.061819792000991185,0.0,0.09322675144556967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587421670715737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474283310314217,0.0,0.0,0.04307615132249594,0.0,0.06829890753652504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061159656409724414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720298781850011,0.0,0.1142328549673356,0.0,0.0,0.048256526448421766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472764963032922,0.0,0.18460700090076065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247744069337038,0.11100263569147027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050347431734563936,0.0,0.052810951382369097,0.0,0.08497663784312959,0.0,0.053788271344655636,0.1227349966651738,0.05120153758228969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780488083499367,0.21495909830062646,0.06367525281213593,0.04698716819239872,0.3136318496698469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29817324517411986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509844993628934,0.0,0.16857877987068304,0.0,0.055168709211883785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667745054109556,0.0,0.0,0.05833651984927439,0.0,0.04566401989193209,0.06319333634424196,0.0,0.060866217813286126,0.05728455031217437,0.0,0.05473737592720675,0.0,0.04946694957348776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230554596876204,0.047626454151113766,0.05056050622572368,0.10601552117790247,0.0747879679907503,0.0,0.16883975728396036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942868348391413,0.0,0.19683088826022405,0.08942973497844159,0.0,0.08236272978278704,0.04153834122039582,0.08641261489362552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637794807020338,0.0,0.0,0.11388241145485845,0.08521192217296424,0.0,0.0,0.06220391149951264,0.06066452371851067,0.053477713378007975,0.07767484219683896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177607490619786,0.0,0.05531328604776775,0.0,0.0,0.095682056998108,0.10657626404987874,0.04454958954982509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05099877542709917,0.0,0.0,0.05750403097999233,0.0,0.0,0.11212151060526447,0.0,0.0,0.04312716239176137,0.0,0.0,0.0396514553394894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585645788987806,0.0,0.0,0.06357117042841122,0.0,0.0,0.0421202923690841,0.0,0.1958568389824736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055039658465733186,0.0,0.032665886333171995,0.0,0.2655034616494275,0.053529795544397664,0.062240612457966873,0.11410231544996527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738552103292739,0.0,0.061698443883702124,0.0,0.06608444652620643,0.0,0.08987220810840378,0.0,0.0,0.05193137759438413,0.10109921129456699,0.0,0.1288411562885708,0.10800313658445226,0.0,0.24470066535009924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,onelongclimb,2019/04/25,"Humanity is shit If we could all just face that fact and work on THAT, there would be less loneliness...which as it turns out is more unhealthy than fricken obesity and smoking. 30s Male.",4.319904761904763,6.526513371428571,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,72.42857142857143,8.095238095238095,28.809523809523807,8.841846274778883,2.248238095238096,148,6,29,3,3,45,32,35,0.18600000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.0,-0.807,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,2,10,6,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038348262538258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191895964046634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5501579131263836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682235764401584,0.0,0.0,0.3593010777436471,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NearbyAtmosphere,2019/04/25,"is it bad if i don't like the only person who i could consider a ""friend"" despite being lonely? ​

it did occur to me, that if i wanted to i had one person i could consider a friend. lets call this friend ""c""

c, oh boy, are they something. lets get the basics down of our relationship:

  
\-i have known them for about 5 years

\-we have never hung out outside of school, but do text at least weekly

\-they are fairly popular in our grade 

\-we actually have told each other some important secrets in the **past**

\-they admitted to having a crush on me a long time ago

​

see maybe you might have inferred that me and c were closer at one point, which is true. they were someone once i liked (not *liked* though), and they were (are?) one of they only friends i've ever had. but now? we've drifted apart for sure, but i also dislike them now. 

​

c's a bitch now though; they've changed. i hate saying it, but they're very quick to put words in peoples mouth, have broken up a perfectly good relationship before because they didn't like who their friend was dating, they never admit to being wrong, and insult people including myself often. they particularly love to describe me as ""retarded"" if i simply disagree with them or something. 

​

i also just don't care for c's conversation topics often. they're the type to randomly bring up political shit when everyone is just chilling. like ""ugh i don't understand all these kids in our school acting lgbt, (insert rant about tumblr)."" like no one fucking cares, this isn't a family gathering dude, its history class. even if you make points no one wants to hear them in the middle of a 30+ question assignment. 

​

i also just don't care for their interests. in the one we do share, art, i don't even like to share mine because again, c loves insulting and ranting and sharing the same shitty ""art critics"" who just bully kids for liking fnaf or some shit . their other interests like comedy and sports i have no problem with, i'm just not into it. (unless we're talking vine, but that'd just leave them to screaming the same old vines references)

​

i feel bad though, i mean at one point we were close, and i feel like i don't have to the right to be lonely when they are an option to talk to. i feel i could work with it, but instead i just want to push them away. i also don't want to end up on bad terms, as they do know shit i haven't even told my own mother yet. 

​

im tired of feeling lonely, im tired of c too. i have no idea what to do really. 

​

(i would post this on an r/Advice or something but don't want the same old ""oh all you gotta do is put yourself out there!"" even though i fucking do online and off.)",4.540195920827892,5.5089216059479575,5.104974379584046,84.36073796845174,69.92936802973978,7.823651160454135,26.06470410931377,8.00916892397051,1.4387806088616495,2136,62,425,27,37,685,252,538,0.21600000000000005,0.642,0.142,-0.9942,0,6,3,0,0,0,124.0,7,3,20,2,36,49,9,0,20,0,53,10,4,2,8,89,84,35,0,14,24,1,4,10,5,3,2,3,0,5,20,20,0,0,15,3,0,6,19,19,0,7,11,8,64,30,57,61,11,58,0,3,1,4,66,29,6,15,32,293,84,7,0.0,0.0,0.04338957426125563,0.0,0.0,0.0434488292674278,0.03941385770781393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222850835143866,0.0,0.3854060247543365,0.43222029113782057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04177454853172631,0.0,0.1113745003463988,0.054208589310865335,0.0,0.0378348254532421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045401799030961115,0.0,0.1359992892438364,0.0,0.04703606695738252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650050829967443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03938111155856591,0.0,0.0,0.11746983971214225,0.04021942186543637,0.0,0.04248639996194703,0.0,0.0,0.041915856019687336,0.0,0.08992752257211717,0.03176444938401444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176041387944652,0.08221084377589984,0.023230135963391005,0.0,0.0,0.03729354092611435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043898108596289766,0.0,0.0,0.050113148113895084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050193430771784835,0.09605556143676472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02443575838023752,0.0,0.0,0.047080005691797225,0.0,0.09093306975868087,0.0,0.2172242601395617,0.0,0.0,0.039348446631764025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025937210998481,0.0,0.029679466249417225,0.0,0.04466916281229321,0.048433353540281686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04716832541636308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858537158213587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331309336669574,0.04735175315392967,0.2109054432674093,0.0676323862280427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04244506253986999,0.0616502338369459,0.0776469323429385,0.0,0.0,0.12609601111515276,0.0,0.04258336155728195,0.0,0.0,0.0425451843182799,0.0,0.08939539781551452,0.04980885077486909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028484202070547124,0.0,0.0,0.09547346468882996,0.0,0.03797124668103544,0.0,0.035358843808484086,0.0,0.08999806721278833,0.035431336117606856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369222076112997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037673442547636236,0.10268960596424216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04190594800449606,0.0,0.0,0.07147551528043561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473909022533834,0.0,0.025926792690839928,0.10220759131196268,0.0,0.08497279992389406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0462876578856691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036686716200607136,0.13112744957374287,0.0,0.03566561893543981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03236966824826884,0.0,0.0,0.03158531238071722,0.048613422762031976,0.43222029113782057,0.02863278029650586
lonely,xd_Noobe,2019/04/25,help me please my friend is thinking of killing himself.. please help me.. im trembling writing this and i need someone to tell me what to do. hes my only friend,-0.1463636363636347,2.1666149696969725,0.9294545454545472,100.15418181818184,96.27272727272728,2.64,24.78181818181818,3.1291,-0.08875272727272733,126,6,27,0,5,39,25,33,0.152,0.486,0.36200000000000004,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069692267120158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530724436396671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844926304348126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913879093239853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529089684095446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031027014782207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5782182690876411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231586928981217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23020332910249275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876150986407365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Foerver-a-loner,2019/04/25,Should I stop going to those christian groups? I have no interest in reading or studying the bible. I got there for not feeling lonely and to try to have a friend. But I have no idea about the subject they talk about and I have no intent to study it. It is so boring and  I dont participate because I dont like it. Should I stop going there? Also I am so lonely no friends 😭.,-0.13050632911392412,2.112662341772154,1.979607594936713,94.94055063291141,90.13924050632912,4.1726582278481015,19.292405063291138,5.6839178017228535,-0.2357655696202529,291,9,64,2,10,97,48,79,0.231,0.61,0.159,-0.5019,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,0,13,14,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,1,0,2,7,3,0,0,1,1,10,4,8,11,0,5,1,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911824572537514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573353020201096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.560371432479839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087987801712505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694064248020277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717355141838987,0.0,0.1912043828884716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26987848059924674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679646594054845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391325251194755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997428212065569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215366600100486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231136372475896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MysteriousQuit,2019/04/25,[18F] I don't know what to do anymore I feel so alone. I just wish I had somebody right now so I can just cry while they hold me.,-3.2010000000000005,-1.7204990999999978,-0.6633333333333322,110.505,106.66666666666666,2.4000000000000004,12.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.059133333333333,97,2,28,0,5,32,23,30,0.2,0.701,0.099,-0.4618,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273988528148751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40925505923041416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532956346754604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865697831468025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22679114738690154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524156061989757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745470114392658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FivesDespair,2019/04/25,I need a sign Since everyone keeps leaving I'm looking for a sign...something that's actually going to keep me here because I don't think I'm made for this. I don't have any reason to stay here for myself so if everyone else is gone then why am I here? Maybe I should just uninstall every social media so I can't have internet friends but I really only have a handful of proper friends in real life. That'll stop the heartbreak when everyone leaves but then I won't really have anyone,2.5769696969696985,4.613100232323237,4.314141414141417,83.72454545454549,76.97979797979798,7.228282828282829,25.141414141414145,8.167268648758528,1.6892505050505051,389,14,75,7,9,131,66,99,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.9179,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,12,2,1,2,0,14,22,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,2,10,2,7,17,0,8,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,4,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.16295259469158765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355505408435698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675930919850502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179208292744082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949396054333307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069147961615486,0.4786819804604018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580233208874711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490102914475512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968466469326905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35362453843773034,0.0,0.0,0.11794595350384672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402247608055059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580045876658537,0.0,0.0,0.16775817939895854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381674690517293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699908916695868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006469752493152,0.21394884435452066,0.17168767756609274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381311433314621,0.0,0.0,0.17021947094038706,0.0,0.12855267672501744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779830520210274,0.0,0.13960635671661475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069968006301503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067736324321046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Selflessnesslol,2019/04/25,"Discord Server for Lonely People Hey i'm making a Discord Server for people to chat with, maybe someone wanna join and Chat to feel less lonely

[Click me](https://discord.gg/Vta9uJQ)",6.027000000000001,9.84947536666667,4.641666666666668,75.14250000000001,78.66666666666666,4.333333333333334,24.16666666666667,5.985473137389443,1.332666666666667,151,5,17,1,4,44,23,30,0.295,0.6409999999999999,0.064,-0.785,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24240468672859786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200106713800509,0.0,0.4816329465435531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6647266684347997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062035193474402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,doodlewithcats,2019/04/25,"it feel like it’s just me now, all alone with nobody waiting for me So, I know that some will say that I’m not really alone, after reading the next paragraphs. But I genuinely feel alone. I don’t know if I’m lonely, but definitely feel alone and abandoned.

I’ve lost my mom last August. I’m 23f, studying aborad. My whole life, my mom did whatever possible to avoid that I’d make the same mistakes as her; not finishing school, living an unhappy marriage, having a job she didn’t really enjoy. 
I think she did pretty well. I’m working towards my dreamjob. I stand my own ground. 

But when I lost her, I lost everything else with her. Her death made me realize a lot of things, and showed the true face of a lot of people around me.

I have my father and brother left, but they genuinely don’t care about me. They never ask how I do or aren’t interested in what I’m doing. My father just gives me money for school, but, in the brief moments of contact we have, he makes sure to repeat as much as possible that I am a financial burden to him. 

I’ve tried maintaining contact but it’s always me, except when they need me for some problem solving. I stopped caring. So there I lost my father and brother, too.

The rest of the family, well, some acted very bad on my mom’s funeral. I stopped talking to some of them. Others are busy woth life. I don’t think they forgot about me, but just have so much stuff to do. I too, have a lot of stuff going on. Sometimes I wish they would reach out because I don’t have the strength to do it anymore. 

And up to two weeks ago I had a boyfriend and my wonderful cats. 
I realized after my mom’s death that I wasn’t happy with the relationship anymore. We tried and I broke it off because it wasn’t going anywhere. I know it’s my fault. I know I made myself all alone. He will take the cats because I can’t pay for them right now. 

There is a very small crush I have on somebody, but the person rejects me without even knowing.

I’m glad I have friends, even very good ones. The bests I could actually find I guess. But they have their lives. Their families, their friends, their partners.

What I meant at the very beginning is that I don’t feel lonely somehow, thanks to my good friends. But I’m alone because nobody waits for me and nobody awaits me. Nobody loves or cares for me. I could have an accident, they woulnd’t notice, at least not directly. 

I feel abandoned in some way. There are so many people out there, yet I feel all alone. I also feel stupid, because it somehow feels like I’ve let them all go and that it is my fault. 

I don’t love myself and I know I should. Maybe life would be easier. Maybe I have to learn to be content with just myself, learn not to be scared of being alone. I hope I’ll grow to be emotionally stronger and independent. 

I have a long way to go, but letting it all out helps a bit already. Thanks for reading that far.",2.102051282051285,4.082874000000004,3.299273504273504,90.70378205128206,78.23076923076924,6.316239316239318,23.14102564102564,7.315561048560121,0.8199743589743589,2250,72,478,29,54,727,244,585,0.163,0.645,0.192,0.9814,4,13,0,0,0,0,79.0,2,0,14,7,30,44,1,2,23,0,50,6,1,6,8,112,105,36,3,11,24,9,8,2,4,5,3,1,0,2,24,21,0,8,23,3,2,7,17,19,2,2,14,9,94,25,56,77,22,50,0,10,0,2,50,20,0,16,22,327,118,9,0.0,0.0,0.055460763817640216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037898367735424,0.0,0.0,0.4708943945941154,0.06271657681044318,0.04544929193312013,0.047289569639205664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272603569338448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05059337740253804,0.05313113911440626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04745314179106031,0.17322420303982702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964267779621376,0.0,0.0620468650049695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738349497209627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907529767666043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047476639536322834,0.06392942255142027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507525882535176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107779349271662,0.0,0.10715410005752933,0.0,0.22989158916598096,0.08120294587251993,0.0,0.0,0.05194428937161381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172699538415494,0.0,0.0,0.05451934713505136,0.12919790748738458,0.09533756901014928,0.0,0.0,0.06260790506743102,0.0,0.0,0.060499735209338636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03809393036860262,0.0,0.0,0.05644794585203821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563979363246761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740342775495916,0.046326442039469264,0.0,0.0,0.061749169660533926,0.11623108986350444,0.12042838623534195,0.05553142012651422,0.0,0.10036907734837483,0.05029537492337067,0.0,0.0,0.2481595269026485,0.1449520326724563,0.102587917870369,0.107553428470715,0.07587287480542884,0.05761969399670198,0.11419268019306072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662482703930195,0.0,0.0,0.08355751938888951,0.042140914477447326,0.04383307694791674,0.0,0.06044249020772634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647046936087256,0.0,0.0,0.03851147976068142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880162726524532,0.04962434235822095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814123026402605,0.0,0.05781954495560916,0.0,0.0543814605058494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369666548886208,0.0,0.07281728988888388,0.0,0.0,0.06101732231891439,0.0,0.048535031280975735,0.0,0.04519584528577068,0.05689970048197066,0.11503596508411836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620924367272948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502978693841092,0.0,0.0,0.13012026790340095,0.0,0.0,0.05356438555579436,0.0,0.042731307662789146,0.04568017477936023,0.0,0.10464829463864878,0.0,0.0,0.037757288588310414,0.07283252286007633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717168886681065,0.0,0.0555175368715542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757255281608173,0.0,0.09022270537548406,0.04558796673777603,0.0,0.10219930011305224,0.0,0.0,0.06345196233600679,0.06535509108950822,0.0547849385457248,0.061632913132217124,0.041375066617688784,0.0,0.0,0.08074499830331604,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mr-dawgy,2019/08/02,Completely alone Today is unfortunately my 29th birthday and I am completely alone as per usual. Anyone else in the same boat?,6.121363636363636,9.037836590909098,6.936363636363637,64.9245454545455,69.45454545454545,9.854545454545457,29.181818181818183,10.125756701596842,3.731472727272728,103,4,15,3,2,34,20,22,0.28,0.72,0.0,-0.7172,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5737081001259805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936616088593323,0.2837851913789357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5807887880913629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313702008895407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625321177993478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050397730614197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwaway167821,2019/08/02,"I have no one. As a heads up this is just be spilling my guts to a bunch of Internet strangers. Not I even I know the point of this post. 

I'm a fairly social person, a lot of the time I'm surrounded by people but I can't help feeling that I'm still cut off. 

No one ever messages me first. Almost every day I message someone and the conversation just ceases to be if I don't ask questions in every text. I've had four episodes for self harm in the last few years, once by starving, once by binging/purging and twice by cutting. No one knows because no one ever asked me how I was doing.

I'm better now. I go to the gym almost daily, I eat well, I go outside lots and I try to talk to someone every day. But I'm still angry all the time,  about the months I'd spend barely speaking to a soul and the times I felt like it would be better if I died because I know for a fact that I'm not better because the people around me changed I'm better because they changed me. Strength is the only thing that got me through I sometimes wonder if it's sustainable. 

They probably wouldn't notice if I started to deteriorate, if I stopped talking to them again, lost weight again, if I had inexplicable cuts again. I'm having to keep my head above water knowing full well that if my mental health lapsed no one would be there to help me and that I could die because of it. Every day I exist worrying that even a tiny thing could send me spiralling and the part of me that wants me dead could just eat me alive. Sometimes I get close to that point and I know there's only so many walls I can punch holes in and stress balls I can ruin before those things stop helping.

I've never had a relationship. I sent nudes to some girl I met online before I'd even kissed someone so I just fucking flew through the steps on that one. It's probably because I had the 'audacity', to 'choose' to be a fucking lesbo in what feels like a 1000km radius. I know it seems shallow but being able to tell myself I had someone might help. Unfortunately I'm the only gay I know so I don't even have a shot at making friends who might understand a bit better.

It sounds ridiculous because a lot of the time I'm surrounded by people but I could die of loneliness and that's really not how I want to go out.

I don't know if this is even the right place to post this or if I should post this at all but I'd appreciate any response.",3.655336640680368,4.3525949116465865,4.765726435152374,86.98269312544296,71.77108433734941,7.224285376801323,26.494448381762343,7.1686216300943375,1.1117994802740372,1878,59,405,17,34,618,223,498,0.183,0.7190000000000001,0.098,-0.9921,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,3,8,28,22,6,1,29,0,35,13,4,3,6,80,77,30,4,19,22,0,4,2,1,6,1,2,0,3,27,12,4,3,16,2,1,7,14,10,2,9,12,6,53,12,46,49,11,53,1,2,0,5,27,20,2,21,25,268,80,0,0.060174098173545264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051133438066647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04092045021576109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356770502411495,0.1125093177722092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25677100211564635,0.0,0.10240745102787432,0.0,0.0,0.2660954991914051,0.06569453025072312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273124341338598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217648392257525,0.0,0.0,0.11642194572899825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873536409177368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314624982322905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872212164095315,0.10886183366021457,0.2027970919951407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085166413178869,0.04298838775853407,0.0577765708053216,0.0,0.0,0.0511840571664653,0.0,0.0,0.046490358980576664,0.11125996825788524,0.03143848270136493,0.0,0.10259498011398707,0.0,0.048126723317866237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235119699076016,0.06396225249079092,0.0,0.0,0.1613337183607048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05348550328944855,0.0,0.0,0.2645608853404883,0.0490499213413366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879604971298255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568713643229779,0.15347359926310214,0.0,0.0,0.040166677790371495,0.06100709084980479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060641337859997875,0.12767041785649685,0.0,0.0,0.04803039106774027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04640997412692094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850860960181859,0.0,0.12816690136942382,0.2446531574417721,0.13729533962908233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516268439888981,0.0,0.12515142914396013,0.05254170150197405,0.06286912518741987,0.0,0.11376794552278252,0.0,0.17289045717954798,0.0,0.12975571067929706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740876144368488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03854906813581812,0.0,0.0,0.06460446191079908,0.0,0.051388351054521116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478023899612189,0.06277470787818229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061339915185059476,0.2039412724404624,0.0,0.11902744348268493,0.0,0.04259153640161892,0.0,0.09611022506288927,0.10061648098167723,0.06892922615074051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673132151513687,0.05259481408441703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993099105739065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035200220909289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04085426272829445,0.0,0.0,0.06264335835221181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098448431976281,0.0,0.0,0.07327584057894616,0.10820748175337956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525624261403598,0.0,0.06110971761547004,0.0,0.08549190572653317,0.0,0.0,0.0387501463384582
lonely,Dbar_William,2019/08/02,Got my wisdom teeth pulled So I got them out and was wondering if anybody wanted to chill and shoot the shit while I suffer from the pain and slowly recover,5.463870967741936,6.189088451612908,5.680806451612908,81.94120967741938,67.70967741935483,8.780645161290323,25.177419354838708,8.841846274778883,1.6885354838709676,126,3,24,2,2,40,26,31,0.139,0.584,0.27699999999999997,0.7717,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,7,5,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6388869033493381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249987878475326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099870696345077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355814724460323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331414637615412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jellokie,2019/08/02,bored and lonely anyone want to just chat ig? Hii. I'm 17 and female. I'm soon going to be a senior in highschool and if anyone close to my age and if not that's fine at this point of time I just want to chat with someone soo if anyone want to chat please message me I won't mind and would love to chat. ^^,-1.3505797101449275,0.6212107536231883,0.9101449275362334,102.19246376811596,93.63768115942028,3.066666666666667,12.014492753623188,3.1291,-1.8253072463768119,238,3,59,0,9,79,46,69,0.08800000000000001,0.765,0.147,0.4953,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,18,10,8,0,7,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,10,7,0,9,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,3,4,32,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5741226357173228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554742303885574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470208158938768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27635436757775755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004353984615723,0.25873065228190195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319012539219815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959400916384495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842979763470061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442538433656856,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Anon4276,2019/08/02,"When is it acceptable to give up? I suffered an abusive childhood where I was forced to endure long periods of social isolation. When combined with persistent peer rejection it was a formula that guaranteed dysfunction. I'm 37, and I've never had a real job or a real relationship.

I've spent over 20 years disconnected from human society. In this time I've never known what it's like to be touched or what it's like to be loved. I live on disability due to my intense anxiety. Every morning I wake up alone, wipe the tears from my eyes, fulfill my obligations, and wait for the day to end.

I've made attempts to improve my situation. I've tried a number of treatment options, all of which ended in failure. I've tried support groups and volunteering, though I've never made any connections. I'm tired of it all, and it's time to bring this life to an end. I think I've finally been able to accept my own insignificance.

I wanted my suffering to mean something, but we live in a world awash in it. My struggles, my victories and defeats, my need to love and to be loved, none of it matters. My only memories are of misery; I should have never been born. I'll leave this world soon, and it will be as though I never existed.

I wanted to have a family of my own someday. I wanted to try to make this world a better place. But those dreams are dead. I no longer have the strength to carry on. I tried my best, but it wasn't good enough. I was never good enough.",3.503209895052476,5.108443093103453,4.952218890554724,82.01510494752625,73.24137931034483,8.353823088455773,27.436281859070462,8.964715089967882,2.2093463268365823,1147,43,226,24,23,384,153,290,0.16399999999999998,0.69,0.146,-0.1727,1,2,1,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,0,6,6,18,0,1,12,0,19,7,2,3,8,40,38,17,1,5,5,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,19,9,0,1,5,1,1,1,9,5,0,0,10,2,26,13,38,22,8,37,0,4,1,3,9,14,0,3,24,147,45,1,0.10111212464770114,0.11980133373054752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104721667313722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875971204293188,0.0,0.07735049859943588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611093669540426,0.08942545746123785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520895560039944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26866599230778143,0.2089517074714257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519132594586536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531951236920584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076339022994942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699596339870332,0.0,0.16961610584446116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033818185606433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070631405636511,0.0,0.0,0.07141848387944831,0.0987965534643469,0.0,0.17856771704783575,0.0894810485002101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27377292052639285,0.19134947426110074,0.06749312835085587,0.0,0.0,0.11014074577641028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497335923919106,0.4679034233584103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690032708141396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564064963813648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301754682206004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085565817153237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365426453596815,0.0,0.10307107772822208,0.0,0.07784105344526428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570434647771393,0.0,0.0,0.11474084081732372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064788566745596,0.19868429818413805,0.0,0.11791858600848328,0.11621351308811985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745939818464495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891565252609193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511289318189384
lonely,aLonelyViolet,2019/08/02,"It's the same cycle, over and over again 1. Finally connect with someone who seems to be interesting and kind and values me.

2. They promise and beg that I can trust them with my problems and emotions.

3. I am open with them. Tell them what I'm feeling, when I feel it. Ask for their support.

4. They start out gung-ho, willing to listen and help, but it slowly gets less and less.

5. Then I get some form of message like I got today: ""Hey so I’ve been thinking for a while that maybe we should take a break with this friendship. I don’t think we are benefiting from It. I’ve noticed that most of our conversations really only revolve around negativity, sadness, or just you. I appreciate the times you were there for me and I hope everything in your life flourishes and maintains stable.""

It just keeps happening over and over. I try so hard not to burden others, I really do. The last thing I ever try to do is hurt others. I want to prevent pain. I don't want anyone feeling like me. But they always convince me to be open. And then I hurt them. 

I truly am a parasite. A disease. Staying alive is the immoral thing.",0.9499613899613912,3.457154684684689,2.7570978120978147,89.41722972972977,87.73873873873873,5.333590733590733,21.8925353925354,6.868970318607317,0.7300265122265124,868,31,175,12,28,287,138,222,0.121,0.6709999999999999,0.20800000000000002,0.9131,0,0,0,1,0,0,36.0,3,3,8,0,9,16,0,0,8,0,16,2,0,0,1,44,36,20,0,5,6,0,4,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,15,21,0,2,6,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,5,34,10,23,29,6,22,0,3,0,0,22,9,0,5,13,129,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640050404890776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621834424874207,0.0,0.0,0.13523126672558244,0.1420144614550651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708772419733712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741043840979533,0.0,0.0,0.13652606467860107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304293497135152,0.10852386019636337,0.0,0.16640894595556804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873242423665446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149554950500155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433267682692324,0.0,0.1360806764938699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018214383537842,0.0,0.0,0.1508799691487937,0.0,0.0,0.3252435733222328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350237490673036,0.0,0.15818990577425748,0.0,0.1238261559421496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072978589717292,0.14843018340187547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261306505031086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294946748029733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553368262464354,0.16164194632195086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453564511434322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946336626798061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382922995793977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871205046648587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752201194333028,0.1619148419066984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238459692166086,0.0,0.0,0.11421670504625528,0.0,0.13277521089675862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184325404077302,0.19467437895723425,0.0,0.0,0.08857939236739294,0.0,0.14399202314289075,0.0,0.0,0.20627255535400973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919979450496107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,edibleled,2019/08/02,"Why Am I So Irritated Today? Does anyone get like this? Like for the most part, today has been a peak in mental health for me that i haven't seen in weeks. No paranormal fears, or huge anxiety attacks, but regardless, I just feel so goddamn pissed off at the smallest of things. Please wish the best for me 😤",2.261693989071034,4.519202737704919,3.2700819672131125,89.72566939890713,79.0,6.689617486338799,21.642076502732237,7.793537801064563,0.9017519125683058,241,7,50,4,6,77,50,61,0.261,0.521,0.21899999999999997,-0.5225,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,1,4,0,4,2,1,0,0,7,8,4,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,5,3,8,6,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,2,5,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871271045084847,0.0,0.0,0.163347097418808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26576762794821684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24516161432283765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204435629809368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628786978808579,0.11812135873523848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205274403726846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24831886784939214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282622629784104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23542617365508214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252979271145732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25643606738782404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552015798886727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428741419047602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738963326422775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107986943520984,0.0,0.2686425262538612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,valen247,2019/08/02,"Why am I feeling like this? I don't know why I'm feeling like this. My heart feels so heavy, like someone is queezing it so hard that it hurts and I just feel so sad and lonely. I feel like I want to cry but I can't. Like I'm on the brink of collapsing but not quite there yet. And somehow that's what I want. I want myself to break down and cry it all out, I want myself to break, but my body just won't let me. 

And now here I am writing this and feeling guilty for feeling like this when I have it good in life. Everything is good. I'm the problem. I don't know why I'm like this. I feel like I don't have the right to feel like this when someone has it much worse than me. I'm so messed up.",-0.2366666666666681,1.2964669044586008,1.569707006369427,102.45082377919321,83.77707006369427,4.696220806794054,18.109978768577488,5.2151,-0.8447185562632691,532,12,142,2,15,174,72,157,0.19899999999999998,0.579,0.222,-0.4404,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,13,16,0,0,3,0,13,3,2,0,1,32,33,15,0,5,6,0,10,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,7,0,0,11,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,10,20,11,12,31,2,13,0,3,0,0,1,7,0,1,13,87,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143710576638181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262047407683521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253842775435944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685604125735206,0.4413498954963776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272454698694015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223654018107873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220141855409155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102263109366786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317389530993525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052888307878656,0.0727273227572134,0.4527320937607123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569122452798216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852373233222536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951609961710433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793166616311622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744840563777747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429260270034368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787300683894369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049302732574853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,oprahdidcrack,2019/08/02,"3 weeks since ending things with the girl I had been seeing I’m not sure how I feel. I’m not sure how I’m supposed to feel. I haven’t been able to really talk about it with anyone because I’m seen as weak or obsessive to be still hung up on a girl that I ended things with, especially since we were only serious for a few months. She was the only person I really gave a fuck about since the year started. I felt like my life was perfect when I was with her, and I never talked to her about my problems. I thought all my problems were gone now that I had her in my life. I only realized how little I actually had once she was out of it. Anyways, she’s moving out of town today and I don’t know how to feel once the realization that any chance of rekindling our relationship is gone for the foreseeable future. I feel like I’m valuable this time around, but I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to get over her totally. She was different than any girl I’d been with before.",5.372620842572062,4.438740053658538,6.471352549889136,81.85957871396899,67.97560975609754,9.796008869179602,28.392461197339244,9.095868883498916,1.943292682926829,761,20,169,12,11,257,109,205,0.07400000000000001,0.8759999999999999,0.051,-0.2962,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,1,13,12,1,1,8,0,19,4,0,4,7,38,40,11,0,3,5,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,4,8,11,0,0,9,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,19,7,29,6,28,19,3,26,0,0,2,1,18,9,1,2,16,112,37,0,0.2497556484447877,0.0,0.12186274259834667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698424054285736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731747825033395,0.0,0.0,0.11116773919412698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612436257191224,0.0,0.10626183072690032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047074742238282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22120937311816866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295914139951635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525679203425259,0.08921274257624727,0.11990229471144162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115447536239152,0.06524350901407974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725917271077198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640980064857906,0.12201799418502825,0.12516038645238425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967628789037701,0.13272536430937085,0.0,0.0,0.09631347651397673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659816144511207,0.0,0.2849256375942173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903849934877108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23898242532457256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999986375261233,0.0,0.0,0.1340720489937637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951145791884244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30990067994577863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838916672724427,0.0,0.0997275917352654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23539174292252302,0.0,0.0,0.20074412964410265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592655505351234,0.0,0.0,0.09913904344425514,0.07281726354493827,0.0,0.11836957578210268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016945807696537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804172245189283
lonely,terrandudes,2019/08/02,Curing loneliness sounds like a good plan to me. If that is something you can relate to maybe we can wind down together on Skype or something. If we get along that would be great but if we don’t it’s not a big deal there’s lots of nice people out there and I’m sure we’ll be less lonely eventually ☺️  I’m 33 years old by the way and I’m pretty shy in person hehe.,-0.3894444444444432,1.5312901097560996,1.9218699186991903,97.51161246612469,86.92682926829269,5.107859078590786,15.208672086720867,6.42735559955562,-0.6841831978319783,287,5,71,3,9,97,64,82,0.08199999999999999,0.721,0.19699999999999998,0.8747,0,2,2,0,0,0,3.0,4,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,16,12,7,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,9,8,2,8,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,5,3,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814983904978485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265524208358873,0.0,0.0,0.2290179927208857,0.0,0.3010341296457528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339646167148025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23213390697305064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27431136196108324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28651579880489314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892956857071181,0.2384131962870571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777858983242788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204082324036153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25734258149606704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673117006729592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939640125678909,0.0,0.0,0.1758326430444191
lonely,StillHere1976,2019/08/02,"""You don't talk to anyone"" Had someone at my office say that to me today but it isn't true. The office only consists of about 30 people and I speak to several of them regularly. Nobody reciprocates it though. I can stop by a co-workers office and speak to the for 15-20 minutes and have what seems to me like an enjoyable discussion but that person will never come to my office to talk. I always have to be the one to seek out any conversation and when I do, I am still perceived as not being social. I even brought a box of donuts to work today. Only two people acknowledged it and that was only through work email. I hate my office, I wish I ended up somewhere people actually liked me. 

Does anyone else have this problem? You feel like you are being social but everyone still perceives you as anti-social? I don't get it.",2.6756300813008167,4.761477091463417,4.503268292682929,82.2498617886179,76.8658536585366,6.568455284552847,22.518699186991874,7.554174236665415,1.104943577235773,649,19,121,9,15,220,98,164,0.08800000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.106,0.445,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,1,2,6,7,1,0,6,0,16,0,0,0,2,21,23,12,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,0,1,9,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,3,4,21,5,22,16,0,13,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,1,11,91,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.13674191279531778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659533267509023,0.0,0.0,0.0952898929437688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959574968006048,0.14357475407552114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070539126922256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262444483964922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705656497333865,0.0,0.12410927311938702,0.0,0.0,0.09255132627759546,0.0,0.0,0.13389556587033058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708514756068706,0.10010542029076118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320959654969117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383445548787815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053741803838464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807313807055882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495241400513786,0.3197144250845654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29143536354089994,0.12235185792941655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408082432156587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143312694175016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756465488163096,0.0,0.15830151095099312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28567984566860233,0.11872756723838873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380821835427372,0.11715088238972897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22525454199270806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767222797379738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656444761392502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688189023978564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611369831810555,0.0,0.0,0.3060382887949121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Blaxk2000,2019/08/02,"No matter how much they tell you they’re not like the others, they’re not the same the always abandon you no matter what. I’m the problem. Everyone hates me.",2.3017708333333324,4.393556468750003,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,78.0625,5.5166666666666675,20.041666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.17440416666666625,125,3,25,1,3,40,22,32,0.39299999999999996,0.55,0.057999999999999996,-0.9154,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37068261470377456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256839216057172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398282517483016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764346945594096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274857437014642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262728996164514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893771050470813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,purplewolf_,2019/08/02,"Acceptance Hi,

21M and just looking for advice/people's opinions.

How  do you accept that you are behind compared to other people? I have never had a relationship and my social life is not that great - it's  pretty difficult trying to accept this and not feel so small. I am  trying to socialise more, though, and feel I am trying my best.",4.344769230769232,5.985410861538463,5.63692307692308,77.80307692307693,71.15384615384616,7.046153846153848,23.76923076923077,7.554174236665415,1.3246000000000002,266,7,45,3,5,89,47,65,0.081,0.7,0.21899999999999997,0.8691,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,1,15,10,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,7,5,5,9,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674077538265961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25767954992123165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809293230948233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998009395323125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397652801646327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652545933634885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533068420716953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592337436069455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735709681172318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597470745066384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503498864143713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.518998527767028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,strfcker,2019/08/02,"Anyone get lonely in a group setting? Today was the first time I felt alone in a group of a friends. We were out and having drinks and having ball of a time, but I guess when I left to grab another drink and came back I definitely realised I was more an observer than a participant. I left very quickly after noticing that. I was never prone to this type of feeling in the past, and I’m worried that this is something which is going to happen again. I guess you could say I’m a bit scared that for a moment in time I considered a group of friends as strangers. Does anyone have any similar experiences, and if so, how did you work to counteract them?",4.342376068376069,5.308412861538464,5.201794871794874,83.49542735042738,70.38461538461539,8.23931623931624,28.290598290598286,8.515128840125781,1.910726495726496,512,18,104,8,9,167,82,130,0.079,0.826,0.095,0.4515,0,3,3,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,1,2,6,4,0,1,11,0,11,2,0,1,1,17,21,11,0,2,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,6,8,2,0,2,3,0,2,1,2,0,1,7,4,13,2,17,13,2,23,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,3,13,74,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630391177977052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705065225823523,0.16506806233239485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014273706629808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104587191816965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186131325675288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004596106643733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568665449752375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775885770629193,0.0,0.0,0.3084223425815327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539864689664659,0.0,0.0,0.07959602474996716,0.0,0.15114739836297164,0.0,0.0,0.13390093891934954,0.0,0.0,0.2432438170327531,0.0,0.08224518697729498,0.0,0.08946512466434844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34683063469140696,0.0,0.13920553630957005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420734758967576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121411616328237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922313426441058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027471687449406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518629787241398,0.15760437288756102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118921525705068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753777140099561,0.0,0.14921527121604095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298875666615531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146032645554632,0.15986713478369688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheArmedaTank,2019/08/02,"Lonesome Celebration! So, I just got a new job. I'm going to start next Monday, it's a big deal to me and I'm super excited. Just wanted to share it here because I have no one else to share this with. Yayy for me!

Backstory: my boss wants to bring me to this new company and to be part of his project team to help turnover the company (company has been making losses for 2 years now). My boss is great, he always defends us (his team) and constantly demands the big bosses to give us higher bonus and increment. 

I know the company I'm going to isn't great, I honestly just feel happy that someone acknowledges my work (or just my existence) and is willing to tell it to my face ""You are fantastic!""",2.2226868131868187,4.257227807142858,4.118571428571432,84.71565934065934,78.07142857142857,8.021978021978024,25.76923076923077,8.841846274778883,2.098615384615385,543,21,110,13,13,184,87,140,0.064,0.7440000000000001,0.192,0.9674,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,0,6,7,10,0,0,5,0,9,1,1,4,0,20,23,7,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,2,1,3,2,1,0,1,2,1,17,9,16,19,1,13,0,1,0,0,14,2,0,1,8,69,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737428167873431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079679628600424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139893049678836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259829997951016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795727052641672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955491685536153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990532337093853,0.20131763680254866,0.0,0.14165544251733886,0.39054092076271424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885427396835088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871678400173392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575980110255346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973380450144143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822596936979055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421185007734563,0.188364340069034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001804434714397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179882314397464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006938559007485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536326017077715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548067507949257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42609626974176207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893461771265495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894219103098792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405657291337287
lonely,fatzak69,2019/08/02,Just want to vent Hi everyone. As the title says I'm just after someone to vent to about everything. Would be greatly appreciated :),3.17625,6.225134125000004,5.23,71.81500000000003,82.75,8.200000000000001,28.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.2671833333333336,105,5,17,3,3,36,20,24,0.0,0.72,0.28,0.8004,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215070510796259,0.3964483193713573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4863340350378773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35079465421047673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737577598124212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601827626483973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31335749536202395,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NicoDeAngelo,2019/08/02,"⚠️controversial! Giving bad advice is worse then giving no advice at all! False promises lies ect therapy especially...
 https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/cjusfd/controversialthe_reason_why_therapy_is_unhelpful/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app
I’m expecting to get downvoted for this but I had to say it...the best thing a lonely person can hear in my opinion is that your right there with them in the SAME POSITION (if your not best not respond...) 

Regardless please don’t give bad advice or meme/normie advice please specialize your replies to the individual",11.980944444444447,17.03171065,7.78916666666667,55.05027777777782,61.25,8.555555555555555,26.38888888888889,9.150863307647796,2.8880972222222216,492,14,59,10,9,135,63,80,0.217,0.612,0.171,-0.3549,0,2,0,0,0,1,30.0,0,3,1,2,1,7,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,11,11,4,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,6,4,8,10,4,5,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,3,1,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5946756384852839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484303037558898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540601715519102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193219327698132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948658323508452,0.43783807024887184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147221716672972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328422993380754,0.0,0.3340068586852265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992625891680185,0.0,0.12098739697041165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398472001576715,0.0,0.10107469025252483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550430970587178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blahnameorsomething,2019/08/02,"i feel so safe with my pillow or him many times my feelings barge at me at over 9000 kilometers an hour only to leave me messed up or procrastinating. But whenever i hug almost anything i feel so safe and sometimes i almost cry. also theres this guy who ive been crushing on for probably over a year, once i did give him this note last year anonymously but he through it away. Even now, i get butterflies whenm he walks past or even looks at me. he might be in my cooking class unless he chooses not to pay the fee or unless i dont. these days its like i hate him cuz he distracts me but also hes one of the only things that motivates me to get in the mornings..",3.2178260869565207,4.2111504927536245,4.413739130434784,87.99756521739133,73.05797101449275,7.548985507246377,25.394202898550724,7.908726449838941,1.2163455072463778,520,16,114,7,10,171,92,138,0.10400000000000001,0.818,0.078,-0.5448,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,1,1,5,0,7,2,0,2,0,23,15,15,0,0,10,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,2,1,2,5,1,2,1,2,3,0,1,2,4,21,4,19,11,0,19,0,0,1,1,12,10,0,7,9,77,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34151003588497336,0.0,0.0,0.2727357452918812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403266107170716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021278378143086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873124577137742,0.10997378536505846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998526989257392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252588081992977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586659683270603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781833619333769,0.16358202890801588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884543534832153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835701229924233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793165688656025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899970889478705,0.0,0.18056015055674232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330934658788687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431970984518301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288443358815822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089887232472884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816023501477376,0.11555138361977968,0.2593821657497121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278432362051629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385356712752499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865246204422435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328847827252088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943383657082132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21962355548720694
lonely,jakobi3450,2019/08/02,Am i the only one here that’s never been in a relationship? Im also afraid of being in one due to having to having trust issues and having to open up for someone...,4.5451428571428565,4.011949371428571,7.080714285714286,75.46678571428573,69.57142857142857,8.142857142857144,23.214285714285715,7.1686216300943375,1.0092857142857141,128,2,25,1,2,47,28,35,0.0,0.9009999999999999,0.099,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,8,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,24,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28677536047301955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873536828270877,0.3742892396937352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27657738784749136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859984840674996,0.2727343788528349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38500631932515617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30384386905506605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,APizzaWithEverything,2019/08/02,"I’ve learned to live without a lot of things in this life, like sleep, love, and desire. I’m done It’s a humbling experience knowing there is not another human being on this planet that cares about me, I literally almost never sleep anymore, I’ve had probably an hour of sleep in the last 4 days, because I can not sleep without a living, breathing sentient being next to me, I’m not even living anymore, I’ve been on auto pilot for a long time now, just going through the motions until it’s finally over

I’ve completely stopped caring, just like everyone that’s ever been in my life did, these mother fuckers don’t care so why should I?

I tried signing up for a few of these dating sites, with absolutely no response, which is another humbling experience, there isn’t any hope for me, it’s not fair that someone who needs love and/or happiness the most on this planet, isn’t allowed to have it

For the record, I went to bed at 2:00 am, I got maybe 10 minutes of sleep, and here I am at 5:30 venting on a website where no one cares about me either, but oh well, I have no one else to talk to, might as well at least get something out of my mind",7.461428571428572,5.7496960952380975,7.7203463203463185,77.1148051948052,64.23809523809524,10.304761904761904,35.71861471861472,8.841846274778883,2.904425108225108,902,34,181,11,11,296,137,231,0.054000000000000006,0.82,0.126,0.9213,1,2,1,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,0,0,14,13,1,0,11,0,19,11,6,1,2,30,34,6,0,4,10,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,15,4,0,1,2,0,0,3,13,1,2,2,7,0,14,12,36,23,5,31,0,0,0,3,6,15,1,5,15,125,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853860601252312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691891916040119,0.20637289145215512,0.0,0.0,0.1951830576500402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059986904356806085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013226912401713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317599337999228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346322139384071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070269825132967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220492821067163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499571497066442,0.08901314877951966,0.0,0.09403039789015467,0.0,0.1925183611904586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779810061016518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05141266216098452,0.0,0.055925950181477606,0.0,0.07870363816092206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047541788597602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773858010435928,0.09690931238429873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408093143451447,0.08021338239823887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901302397261853,0.09615163266650847,0.0,0.26068081730011833,0.08708551669376909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366059291618444,0.17762909309038116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988612628140298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104392379930645,0.09936121275198924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729662184009521,0.07589616659788183,0.0,0.10465506019226566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333638378761611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060974630993168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923813993233911,0.0,0.0833784174657988,0.07575714045474351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822711641919269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909438252291019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537605079350707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05738087093561104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681068000125566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769562085906858,0.0912226181423341,0.0887953985974441,0.0,0.0,0.1897182270759417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HA1221,2019/08/02,"I really need some online friends I’m (18F)  in need of my gal pals and I’m terrified by all the creepy guys who texted me. 
I’m just looking for a long term friendship that’s all",-1.2723076923076917,0.7544642051282082,0.8629487179487221,100.45288461538463,99.25641025641023,4.651282051282052,16.756410256410255,6.42735559955562,-0.3164051282051279,140,4,34,2,6,46,32,39,0.1,0.75,0.15,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,6,4,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32430950852949425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41563348736207656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371478942683005,0.3524969999152329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6225010700338944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26891229957205404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MFotter,2019/08/02,"Being lonely maked me super sad Being alone hurts. It makes me do dumb shit, i read my posts history and its just stupid shit i did or worthless posts about how dumb i am. I try to go out and make friends but i cant. No one ever asks how im doing or if i wanna go out. Im 21 and no one has ever asked if i wanted to go to a party or wanted to hang out. Ive been thinking about going to hospital to seek help but they're just gonna leave me in the waiting room for 20 hours while my parents scream at me on the phone to tell them where i am. But i dont want to because i dont want to hurt them. Ive made mistakes i guess. I did push people away in the past. Its done now, whatever. Why is it so hard to meet people and have connection's. I guess i have no personality or im not interesting. If i did then people would talk. Not one of my family members wished me a happy birthday. Apart from my parents. Everyday i spend alone hoping for something. I want to stop going out because i annoy everyone around me. I can feel the eyes of judgement behing my back every move i do. Im shy. This just rambling all over the place, this text doesnt even make sense but whatever, ill post it anyway.",0.5707003891050597,2.369549774319065,2.882235019455255,92.70819299610895,82.3852140077821,5.668420233463035,19.22941634241245,6.742157984588678,0.06004168093385109,920,23,212,10,25,315,144,257,0.214,0.69,0.096,-0.9694,2,4,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,1,17,18,6,0,7,0,24,4,3,7,3,51,49,20,0,13,16,2,2,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,7,9,0,2,2,1,1,8,9,13,0,3,6,4,35,5,30,39,1,36,0,5,1,0,13,15,4,10,10,140,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870724935640973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109960275499105,0.17033511093024425,0.0,0.08559280864579626,0.07005138964247874,0.0,0.11106919344250092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322841036878488,0.21354043557264948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060171646765360326,0.16481294953832454,0.07675689855141885,0.08705133699362136,0.0,0.0,0.08588233672455169,0.0,0.04606362906387864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038475222271277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25887525976565223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20071703021099885,0.0,0.0,0.0969791847107122,0.0816090026626626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106337981134623,0.0,0.0,0.09048429300365092,0.08971657463409499,0.0,0.19505196715026388,0.0,0.3936207848267929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964632787152822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620239220751014,0.24324369403694984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968264210375352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851980953108772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023147522681764,0.0,0.08696663982316448,0.18947481851659315,0.07954626986470965,0.09518162250852917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617500113375781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112610067865574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870286530490907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701343449711115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616488922332691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322389250492753,0.07962668042804212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058374128935891924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185190268317749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268669969971136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220488629452427,0.0,0.10476216843964803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471585435728247,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LilRej3ct,2019/08/02,I’m here. Anyone that needs someone to talk to I’m here. I’m an open ear. I’m a conversation for those that want a friend. I’m that backup when you feel like you have nothing to lose. I’ve been there and Hell... I am there but being there for others fills in every void of my life. I hope I can help!,-1.911343283582088,-0.03225280597014901,0.584194029850746,102.8076343283582,99.44776119402985,3.2770149253731344,11.177611940298505,4.935628992294339,-1.76476,230,3,59,1,10,77,45,67,0.0,0.777,0.223,0.9066,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,6,5,1,0,3,0,5,2,1,0,0,7,14,3,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,3,7,12,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,2,1,1,2,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309163825339957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782473427543527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698280710313404,0.2359285243280009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25514801465400444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213576042383333,0.0,0.0,0.3280097888843991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332632241882077,0.16134200383388356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36946192150296814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244873967555436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316880905381308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798172132362721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654400308003303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478823827745306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Errorwrongpassword,2019/08/02,"Hugging my pillow before i go sleep It feels nice but it's too hot outside this week to do it so i'm just lying here in bed without anything to hug, it's a rather negative experience, i'm all sweaty and horrible, i dislike summer.",1.3268750000000011,3.5341196041666656,3.8873333333333338,84.29100000000003,82.125,6.34,26.266666666666666,7.554174236665415,1.648661666666667,183,8,36,3,5,64,39,48,0.363,0.573,0.064,-0.9671,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,7,5,3,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,4,5,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505456002426977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624779733025941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166906024357458,0.0,0.0,0.21538850606268006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24209449663720045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42628807069315067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34169580838367625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106299359940415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DreMin015,2019/08/02,"Just moved over 2,500 miles and I have no one. Yeah, like the title says I just moved across the USA from a suburban town in Mississippi to the middle of bumblefuck nowhere, Oregon. I’m not good with people, never have been. I was always he kid that would try to do anything to get people to like me. But then that led to me having trust issues and having basically zero self-worth. My family never gave me much attention, so I was raised by the internet instead of them.I lost my grandmother, one of the only people I ever trusted, in 2017 to Alzheimer’s. Seeing her not know who I was broke me for a long while. The only other person I let in was my best friend, but now I’ve moved away from her. I’m starting community college soon, but I’m afraid that I won’t meet anyone or that people won’t care enough to talk to me. That or I’ll mess up with the people I do meet. So I’m lonely, incredibly lonely and depressed. Thanks for reading, I guess.",3.1356131260794484,4.5355695388601065,4.590694300518134,85.06652504317792,73.81865284974093,7.219205526770295,22.193091537132982,7.793537801064563,0.913197858376511,743,18,152,10,15,248,114,193,0.113,0.775,0.11199999999999999,-0.2809,0,4,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,8,16,0,1,9,1,15,0,0,1,3,22,28,12,0,1,9,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,2,7,5,0,0,2,1,0,4,7,7,0,3,7,2,20,9,25,17,3,23,0,5,1,0,12,10,0,3,11,105,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442087703685155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615148450389667,0.0,0.11316053775131787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919691193779212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431020528068736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020249820050062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843875696909392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208650275847373,0.0,0.0,0.12438734319274193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963393619586128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062413160469148,0.0,0.07184426728360241,0.0,0.0,0.11533841758266712,0.0,0.0,0.1514848086356095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352664719875274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557291783026841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406151857861851,0.0,0.1343626901757602,0.0,0.0,0.12169366212329115,0.0,0.0,0.15011043095701213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43846001048310296,0.10108703382631437,0.0,0.2121152358065181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636318003413926,0.20916792053446254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766670204662438,0.12007004543126985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754906505446104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935494434553704,0.0,0.0,0.10957914263868644,0.0,0.14345485226786678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973315968942846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052681809812426,0.0,0.12660243838461555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336152126065136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768447453310022,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,beccabay_,2019/08/02,I’m not okay I’m not okay with being in a relationship. I’m not okay being alone. I’m not okay existing. I’m not okay with dying. I’m not okay with being difficult. I’m not okay with being passive. I’m just not okay.,-3.14363945578231,-2.7671823877551014,0.9331122448979592,95.645518707483,127.9795918367347,4.0823129251700685,12.246598639455788,5.985473137389443,-0.6181850340136057,169,4,40,3,12,62,15,49,0.327,0.6,0.073,-0.8068,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,0,0,13,12,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,19,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5699208499041666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5711004808840431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5907913892217179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IamNyliram,2019/08/02,"I am officially unemployed and.. Lonely Hey people,

I have to go the unemployment office in 1hours to tell them.. Well.. That I don't have a job anymore.. And I'm fucking scared. 

My family seems to think its nothing and don't understand why it stress me out, but for me it's a big deal and I feel like I failed at life (even though I have been applying for jobs the last 3months). 

I know a lot of people go through this, that they will tell me what paper work I have to do, but I'm a bit ashamed and scared that they will lecture me and that I will feel even more guilty than I am.. 

As silly as it is.. So I thought I will just write to you guys!


Info: I quit my last job because my boss was basically using me to make a lot of money + was unethical af!",2.798727272727273,3.332534100000004,4.390227272727273,89.49386363636368,73.625,7.8181818181818175,24.54545454545455,8.00094639256281,1.0011250000000005,576,16,138,8,11,194,94,160,0.187,0.785,0.027999999999999997,-0.9785,7,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,3,3,6,10,1,4,7,0,17,2,0,3,0,24,31,12,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,8,0,1,2,2,7,1,0,4,2,25,3,17,23,4,8,0,2,0,1,10,4,1,3,3,93,35,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627117670858306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990898280841073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610216823386101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520564710013494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948324782742288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390411381732276,0.0,0.14915149395556895,0.1053674102164308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635280743656614,0.0,0.0,0.16764476671448714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603901564239527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390853874743459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105705048033401,0.24044926793190904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417706761593598,0.07205652284533072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507826963532667,0.0,0.0,0.0984512105813758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152133762616662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045030090118753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687455116327734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953279104572366,0.0,0.0,0.13427002534917412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689501380819841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578268057884784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450610727033083,0.1449088978218283,0.11709116833985353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354305618316735,0.0,0.12738463934205774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261188326528786,0.0,0.1330874471947605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737501134213168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ETHological,2019/08/02,"Feeling extra lonely tonight. That’s it really. Just wanted to write it out and share it with someone. Having a tough night and feeling really alone. Will probably stay up all night with my thoughts, then drag around tomorrow.",4.0005000000000015,7.254108050000003,3.7550000000000026,82.39,81.0,7.2,25.5,8.238735603445708,2.2966,182,7,29,4,5,55,33,40,0.185,0.698,0.11699999999999999,-0.4576,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,6,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,6,4,2,9,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984014610726038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25648447568424154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913603851859856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5407550164813942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31063796186184944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691491925771472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24411989606760875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070935023940007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287320562778916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699383820370363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SenMahogany,2019/08/02,"No one to talk to but reddit One of the worst things about being lonely and not having friends is not having a support system. I'm going through a really hard time and I have no one to talk to. I'm dealing with financial issues, past and present trauma, my mental illness worsening and now physical health issues. It's scary dealing with this all at once. I never thought I would have the physical health issues I'm having at my age. There's further testing that needs to be done and it's just a lot. I've always been the one who listened, was there, and took everything on emotionally that everyone was dealing with. But no one is there for me when I need it. That's been the story of my life. I really wish I had someone to talk to, a support system of girlfriends who really cared and I could rely on. With the physical stuff I am going to need an emergency contact and possibly someone to drive me home(depending on if the testing goes further). All I have is my parent and we aren't the closest. I feel so sad and overwhelmed. Also just stressed the fuck out. I've been crying because I'm just so overwhelmed. Calling the hotlines doesn't work. I've been ushered off every time and have even dealt with rude ""counselors"" on the other end. All I truly have is reddit and reddit is not supposed to be your personal diary. But I have no one else.",4.148533834586466,5.6045159962405995,5.123315789473687,82.01971052631583,71.36842105263158,7.575639097744363,28.713533834586467,8.07648339933343,1.9927073684210528,1069,41,199,15,20,350,131,266,0.237,0.7120000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.9954,1,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,0,1,13,13,2,3,15,0,30,5,0,0,4,42,48,20,0,7,10,1,2,0,2,1,4,1,0,1,12,19,0,0,2,0,0,4,10,9,0,6,10,3,20,4,29,33,5,26,0,4,0,1,17,11,1,2,9,153,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812861013922465,0.08457743980136591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619623300297247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379171608274194,0.0,0.10363465705419174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115589217488556,0.0,0.11165312719429578,0.0,0.3143770381459424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401893364621853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491201448840127,0.11433783239372393,0.09002799970816339,0.0,0.0,0.06713608552919588,0.0,0.08564096186695097,0.09712690810381913,0.09135268172826204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051395165445231296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853128506856162,0.09396989478646016,0.0,0.0,0.11553528956116188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910546624073283,0.0,0.0,0.2160894428059894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195901487657508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182753884879265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179542737017505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641561561372546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024350487896229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261071955983238,0.07839549937027805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082494487943358,0.4132669067582489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286562062244927,0.0,0.09703240784023076,0.0,0.08875318300645259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145903554569827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535068723600046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224829571609052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164349088089578,0.0,0.11636011079717615,0.0,0.23069287545219225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450971067400547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752894617152755,0.0,0.0,0.08069540316900736,0.11854095491100194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293221251922107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688764191571345,0.0,0.0,0.07399934558156528,0.0,0.0,0.07220625272510743,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tennisplayer001,2019/08/02,"Never had a desire to drink until now Does it help? I never really wanted to do it but now I feel sick all the time from worry and loneliness, maybe it would help me feel good for once?",0.8357692307692304,2.8748222564102583,3.0381410256410284,90.64644230769231,82.84615384615384,5.951282051282053,12.314102564102564,7.1686216300943375,-0.5191589743589744,144,1,31,2,4,49,31,39,0.268,0.555,0.177,-0.6946,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,3,10,6,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,5,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248455366175956,0.0,0.0,0.2781279815281197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871112581024299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381338915637174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38060361630017664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28523013125675256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43794450818052977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023595231477169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188280647807653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555274414589452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674600431194505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883288100201064,0.0,0.2016846125815045,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,VitimanD,2019/08/02,Here it is I seem to care to much. I get blinded by my heart. I love too deep. I have depression issues. I just lost the love of my life and i need her back. I dont think that i will ever find love again. Its been six months and need her i feel pain phystcal on pain. I have PTSD and ADHD. I hate my self for letting her go. Worst decision ever. I hate my life because she is not here. We were everything and she ment everything. Now i have nothing and no one. Im just sorry f o r everything.,-1.99478712357217,-0.2261008785046705,0.7339408099688463,100.3883047767394,104.51401869158876,4.2469366562824495,15.290238836967811,6.139981653823899,-0.5763225337487019,374,10,92,5,18,127,69,107,0.213,0.638,0.149,-0.7725,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,1,0,0,1,10,11,2,0,1,0,10,9,1,0,2,18,24,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,7,0,2,3,2,23,4,6,19,2,9,0,2,1,3,10,2,0,1,6,64,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804325497067268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751729131246808,0.0,0.08523641635195177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256156559840832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043162452709515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387461644681992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529606050360733,0.0,0.0,0.3769988254600217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070004821099597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779810783621198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305312925718106,0.0,0.07946613724543837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760977556467476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165694064453922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510356925282228,0.14594164720576672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429811971247601,0.1975259786568664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526362106563877,0.0,0.3785943156396642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160749710075063,0.0,0.1027879387952816,0.2073578904574812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416647903017584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474947685158316,0.0,0.2975686928446215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634486983056088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272920171796083,0.14586864424304846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652336367315886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959462842841305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-ShyBlonde-,2019/08/02,"This is Getting Old I've (26F) always been way too socially anxious to keep friends around. Or.. people who want to be my friend. I would always push them away and have always been like this. It's honestly kind of a miracle I have a fiance. I want people to talk with and connect with besides him. Anytime anyone wanted to hang out I made an excuse and eventually they gave up. I hate that I'm like this. Anyone have tips on getting over this? 

Or anyone want to chat?",0.9304838709677448,3.45831702150538,2.5314247311827955,90.7171370967742,88.46236559139786,4.820430107526882,19.577956989247312,6.42735559955562,0.2555311827956985,365,11,72,4,12,119,63,93,0.057,0.7070000000000001,0.23600000000000002,0.932,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,3,7,1,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,16,19,5,0,5,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,9,6,14,13,0,10,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,3,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334156518572918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961495112616317,0.0,0.36421289027421866,0.0,0.0,0.15456517377145193,0.0,0.0,0.16312863309444448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682881565038164,0.0,0.18142627314945495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142108538421838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543279874780069,0.0,0.18080619125238329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965112910607136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642904191691454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821927214744493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407427184553766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699124211942074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395551061259633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096396942531633,0.13781732758754936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333990469374705,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LOADINGoooo,2019/08/02,"Los Angeles Area group activity anyone? Hey everyone, I want to get something going for everyone thats lonely., regardless of age, sex, religion as long as we respect each other as people. We can talk about it more if more people are interested. I dont know about the most of you, but for me, it's better to have face to face connection instead of chatting back and forth online or through texts. W",4.425043859649122,6.233793171052637,5.807894736842107,75.98359649122811,71.23684210526315,9.27719298245614,29.771929824561404,9.725611199111238,3.088787719298246,315,13,56,8,6,106,61,76,0.0,0.88,0.12,0.7924,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,2,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,11,8,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,14,8,4,5,1,1,0,1,7,1,0,3,3,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011917332825847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22125125818331248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544791497149816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372245025016001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5498882444638609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033020796074628,0.0,0.16352702559650667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813220571626074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254637345834197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989598893498615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151326541724006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312713342087753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971417468109842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,applejuicestorm,2019/08/02,wanting to talk to someone that doesn’t want to talk to you sucks... it’s happened to me so much in my life.,0.8587500000000006,2.0680740416666694,2.3649999999999984,99.48,79.41666666666666,4.800000000000002,24.5,3.1291,-0.10860000000000004,83,3,21,0,2,27,19,24,0.0,0.9420000000000001,0.057999999999999996,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464528227702804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276728246589311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880059247574716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319568571250823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6298014147204052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621680749062159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,apricity82,2019/08/02,"Giving up on friendship Am I the only one who feels like they have no real friends? Realization hit me hard as a person I considered close to me keeps ghosting me for days, weeks, months all though telling me I'm one of her best friends (we've known each other for twenty years)... But what truly broke my heart was a message I got from her today that said ""Sorry about not texting or calling, I'm not in social media mood these days"". For six weeks; while I see her active on FB every day. And here I am, thinking I was a friend when I'm only '""social media"". I'm turning 38 in a couple of months and wish I had someone who genuinely cared, somebody to confide in, rant with, create inside jokes with, share life with... What makes it even harder is that my best friend of ten years dropped me as well because her ego was bigger than admitting she made a mistake and apologize. She threw away what we had without blinking an eye, and said things that cut so deep I'm still trying to recover and understand even after months. I have this tendency to be too generous, to feel too much, expect too much, and care too much, when really I only want someone who values me and enjoys spending their time with me. I'm not clingy or pushy, just... a human being with feelings.",5.619690860215052,5.857919544354843,5.8459032258064525,82.59802150537638,67.26612903225806,8.226236559139785,28.630107526881726,7.793537801064563,1.706953978494624,989,30,192,10,15,315,154,248,0.053,0.7090000000000001,0.23800000000000002,0.9936,0,0,0,0,1,0,38.0,1,0,2,2,15,17,1,0,8,0,12,3,2,2,1,39,39,17,1,4,8,0,4,1,4,0,1,2,0,2,14,15,0,1,7,1,1,1,5,3,1,4,10,8,27,13,30,26,7,29,0,1,2,0,29,10,0,2,18,131,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205716719730464,0.0,0.0,0.0662170538914066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22799137421643476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109187090613841,0.0,0.22150173074133334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019197218487593,0.0,0.21016324793970248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349214406276253,0.0,0.09152160973506547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477284368157386,0.07760202888255406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356949509840416,0.0,0.0,0.10420341049385512,0.0,0.0,0.08687767947739153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973070490537956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872165753810833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655127320381426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672535363093694,0.05306889820613439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278400830069698,0.07250831800236243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26011134559047605,0.0,0.2395565689137955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472148052062069,0.24784360304884906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484753558093813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363952045104988,0.06958823195869755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665531776951349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865604039127379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145989268459715,0.18407594863949928,0.0,0.0,0.12159727556838405,0.0,0.0,0.08674840869972465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494341366271032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216590895992495,0.06960278942896839,0.10672393343454346,0.0,0.06334036176427735,0.0,0.10296420638349577,0.0,0.0,0.07374953659636083,0.11815327524148987,0.0,0.11308290349138456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407009299042488,0.0,0.1742655354910722,0.0,0.09766730694229403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491388364929483,0.1047110381938254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990243096582572
lonely,SchizoFrenzia21,2019/08/02,Palmdale or Los Angeles ...anyone wanna meet up for food? I just want a friend tbh,-0.2177083333333308,1.8034943125000042,1.9775000000000027,90.38416666666667,105.875,4.633333333333333,17.833333333333332,6.42735559955562,0.3948583333333331,63,2,12,1,3,21,16,16,0.0,0.727,0.273,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108893752237849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7105728573490494,0.0,0.4540068018575456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34660346160143657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sslytherins,2019/08/02,"How to get through this? 23F, only child, still living at home. I wish I could redo my life. I've never been good with people, but at least in high school I had a few friends (even though I was never really in the 'group'). I try to be nice and funny and friendly, but it is never good enough. I got Crohn's when I was a kid, but the past couple years have been extremely difficult health wise. I never have had anyone check how I'm doing. 

All I've done for the past couple years since graduating is work, come home, and play videogames or watch tv alone and in physical pain. I work for a large medical corporation, but have no goals with regards to pursuing a specific type of career. 

Last night, my dad screamed in my face that I'm a lazy motherfucker and he pushed me. Today he told me how sorry he is and to forget everything. But I just can't. It's like, my parents were really the only close bond I had. Now I feel like shit around here, too. 

I am on antidepressants, but I just don't see how pills can help fix my social issues. Sometimes, I just really don't see the point. 

I just would like any advice that anyone has to help dull this sensation of complete and utter loneliness. I want to be a healthy, happy person.",3.2616599190283395,4.63328318218624,4.433036437246964,86.43433198380569,73.45344129554655,7.7910931174089075,22.311740890688267,8.371475516178862,1.0987619433198383,954,23,201,16,19,313,147,247,0.193,0.6559999999999999,0.15,-0.8793,1,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,3,17,16,1,0,11,0,26,7,2,4,5,38,37,20,0,4,11,2,1,3,2,1,5,1,2,3,6,12,0,0,1,2,1,2,8,5,0,0,11,5,24,11,21,22,4,27,0,1,3,0,15,11,1,1,17,126,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843984093260613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493276877113988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546426912136192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551873847065358,0.0,0.0,0.09878795777756463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559192323277298,0.11635126551623935,0.0,0.0,0.0886015294618171,0.24557519959776186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356213784430895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466298663486528,0.0,0.0732954773899571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973382221121548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056110408540364816,0.07927789762327614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147225620248274,0.0,0.05797790852333511,0.0,0.0,0.18615487294030333,0.08875386221899204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813098065902525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179572710007578,0.0,0.0,0.14876340651834874,0.11724723974034135,0.22262646416399776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582517487584612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045639637314078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838228997168048,0.16264487177261736,0.0,0.097989664698358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117918799839561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342351539043473,0.0,0.0,0.1041390197080306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687973031291693,0.11808125557782298,0.0,0.12322046302265685,0.0,0.2118692681852556,0.07693350618940811,0.09689583280078508,0.0,0.0,0.10490371944892377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132731118675687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230884994308757,0.17685946974425576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139104141880109,0.09179658147723826,0.0,0.0,0.11312123505483647,0.0,0.0,0.10975342378253412,0.1242232516674166,0.0,0.0,0.08862179975071474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902870956611266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518778864514652,0.10603780427120747,0.0,0.0753422081386427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545373034635421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761148416186474,0.0,0.0,0.16157681277340935,0.0,0.0,0.07883080644797359,0.0,0.0,0.14292371938035278
lonely,maybeihavethebigsad,2019/08/02,I know it seems small but it really hurt So on Snapchat I finally gave in and did those yolo things where people can ask you things. I waited all day and eventually I just got really sad about it idk,0.13739837398373922,2.528288146341467,2.040853658536588,92.60160569105692,94.3658536585366,6.635772357723577,14.150406504065039,7.793537801064563,0.31289918699187025,158,3,35,4,6,52,33,41,0.24,0.7040000000000001,0.057,-0.8618,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,3,5,1,6,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,23,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30665188259957266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115440127722533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593269025973936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623453879375994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511492880400513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802697215623633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22740588434179795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202725445457373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986146169942321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358402180133696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,itsonlysentient,2019/08/02,"Imagine coming home after a tough week to find your SO waiting there doing everything they can to make your day. As a guy I would cry tears of joy if a girlfriend met me at the door with kisses, dressed in the cutest/hottest thing ever. Foods prepped. Movie set up. Then she goes to turn on the shower and steam the bathroom. Meets you at the couch naked and takes you to the shower. She performs teasing oral but doesn’t finish. Then when done the shower you go to a dim lit bedroom and she finishes the job.

Sorry about the 18+ but wow.

I’d also like to surprise a girlfriend like this too.",1.9725350140056008,4.240903613445384,2.4573319327731116,95.10739845938377,80.0924369747899,4.638935574229691,21.68137254901961,5.46131890053228,-0.031303081232492584,466,14,97,2,12,143,87,119,0.059000000000000004,0.789,0.152,0.9387,4,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,1,1,7,8,1,0,14,0,5,2,0,1,1,14,12,12,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,1,2,5,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,1,11,6,16,9,0,17,0,0,1,1,15,5,0,1,11,62,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248723468001652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734123246542646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643970042713373,0.1552312096792391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463190699146333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177264005659814,0.0,0.0,0.21632511321491568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999490406305444,0.0,0.2910546872413725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679502408577998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23833026289795545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414411380069289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23885702819685914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351871512923947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066872812904434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26944328799480144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097600416690615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990999551926954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26181184421782583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19307455141329555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098595793878338,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throWItAwayAga1n,2019/08/02,"No one to share things with You know, I realized for me the worst thing about having no friends isn’t sitting alone on a Friday night or doing nothing on the weekend. But for me the worst thing is seeing a funny meme or something interesting and going to save the picture to show someone and realizing you have nobody to show it to so then you just go and delete it.",6.535,6.097379178082192,6.722020547945206,79.37426369863014,65.43835616438356,8.943835616438355,31.948630136986303,8.07648339933343,2.195030136986301,292,10,57,3,4,94,51,73,0.166,0.6729999999999999,0.161,-0.128,0,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,9,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,1,6,4,11,9,2,8,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,3,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061839679812661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284033368556589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360271723213949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624707529105677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774291319769433,0.0,0.28366537075775416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032683032669105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355791772892388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504867039607706,0.2275907481907501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5892111644343005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dankulousvankermit,2019/08/02,"Day three of loving myself Today has been kinda hard tbh. I have recognised that i have years of self hate i need to overcome, however some days are much harder than others.  I feel alone all the time as i have few people i can talk to and even fewer who understand. Ive been distracting myself by working out and writing music, and its been doing a pretty good job. I am feeling happier in myself but facing my emotions and self hatred is a painful task. I long to have someone to stand by me however i know that it will come with time. Anyway if this is irrelevant to the sub feel free to remove it.",3.1352499999999988,4.910002025000002,4.528333333333336,83.97000000000001,74.58333333333334,6.8000000000000025,23.666666666666664,7.554174236665415,1.1595666666666662,473,14,90,6,10,157,85,120,0.128,0.759,0.114,-0.4124,3,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,1,4,0,16,3,1,0,1,19,25,7,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,8,7,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,3,4,15,4,15,21,4,12,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,3,7,70,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085714597243493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705697673379435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25014278419578273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814965741373155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809158396374298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29417658617117576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266264568160094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372677961640254,0.1914696836869844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924495795058015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658105957920694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162549529058335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750330148861311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256381100866455,0.14379961040571385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063594590280048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344494233287574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730060777162087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046309338175129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643196565558944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587681041075546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22616896054390415,0.0,0.1838267645016579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018921429049788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118626835490794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488714347283422
lonely,helloarticuno,2019/08/02,"If you are lonely, listen to this song- “Downtown” by Majical Cloudz. It’s really peaceful and kind of sad but in a comforting way. I always listen to it when I miss a former lover. It makes me feel like I might run into them again someday, and things could get better. Fills the space on the lonely quiet nights.

Good luck you guys, take care.",1.1322222222222216,3.7441892537313457,2.28348258706468,91.95053067993368,89.29850746268656,4.768822553897182,14.907131011608625,6.42735559955562,-0.3338709784411278,268,5,52,3,9,85,56,67,0.10300000000000001,0.555,0.342,0.9754,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,1,2,12,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,10,11,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,5,7,8,7,9,0,11,0,4,0,1,7,4,0,3,5,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24329960280487584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25860337844193343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981205266714301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334570114417924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478458483525025,0.20889008536240286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276654179357602,0.0,0.0,0.2452506213264556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28952123223983506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044888272575694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285150576598207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517877245091994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31018940084584723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743968920535623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873184493162004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984784934625975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942570716251352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320929176276315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MoonlightSeeker,2019/08/02,I did it again I fell for the wrong person and now I feel more lonely than I have ever felt in my life,0.07374999999999687,1.0880988750000036,2.3649999999999984,99.48,81.08333333333334,4.800000000000002,12.0,3.1291,-1.7298500000000003,79,0,21,0,2,27,21,24,0.247,0.753,0.0,-0.7089,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,3,2,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42868095895636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396243831013024,0.0,0.4550302883073168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33473839113147225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138020870632589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181488873087933,0.0,0.0
lonely,saidthefamiliar,2019/08/02,"About to start working, scared work will be my whole life :( I’m 18 and just got home from a year abroad where things were great and I had a few friends. I’d been homeschooled before that and never really interacted with people my own age so I didn’t really know what I was missing until I got out. Now I’m back home where I have no friends because of the homeschooling and all the friends I made during my exchange year are 5,000 miles away. I’ve been home a little over a month and the only other people I’ve seen are my siblings and parents and I don’t have the greatest relationship with them. My siblings  frequently make comments that exacerbate some negative coping behaviors I have and I’m the black sheep of the family because I left their religion a year or two ago. Being around my family all the time is really damaging to my mental health. I want to start college so I can make some friends my own age, but I can’t even afford community college. So I got a job that’s going to pay fairly well for someone with not much job experience, but everyone who works there is at least 8 years older than I am, and I’ll be working full time, so it isn’t likely I’m going to have a social life outside of work or much of one within it. My situation before wasn’t great, but at least I could spend my time reading books and making art and doing what I liked. Now I’m going to be working at least 8 hours a day and coming home and crashing, then waking up and doing it again. Really scared of what that’s going to do to my mental health. If I just had 1 or 2 friends I’d be ok.",5.19453927125506,5.030014083076924,6.221360323886643,80.92485020242917,68.16923076923078,9.180566801619433,28.489878542510123,8.841846274778883,1.9969384615384616,1247,37,258,19,19,417,162,325,0.055,0.8370000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.9535,4,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,6,17,15,0,2,15,1,31,5,1,4,3,42,54,27,0,3,10,1,0,2,5,1,4,0,4,0,13,20,0,0,1,3,3,5,9,4,1,2,13,2,30,11,30,34,15,44,0,2,2,0,13,15,0,6,26,177,43,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396068820178632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427543666043508,0.0,0.0,0.07839055952426757,0.06415688089230719,0.0,0.10172322135025974,0.0,0.1419952215416598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187244274562264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661659414375945,0.0,0.0,0.053809105392798436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551084738550035,0.0,0.0,0.07972635928451567,0.0,0.08161609637697669,0.1573114502399217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223109625686044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967365862707924,0.0,0.2001933844950744,0.18397624386308734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737643348356194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33477112413199395,0.0,0.08216732918849988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559405844499278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04585406280026818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065310076977323,0.0,0.1178661639549268,0.08152490879298371,0.08362446177038715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894884937636598,0.1670818750253974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816706436076162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659755664204528,0.0,0.12266963696638285,0.0,0.06435073319129002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056538170063353474,0.06345658761998528,0.0,0.0,0.092645438800511,0.0,0.0,0.11568757760744636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345824996847326,0.0,0.2138041095732428,0.0,0.0,0.08957868582342406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670673244650525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937851901237848,0.0,0.08505215937537955,0.0706947733563576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811239487840383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543095244853394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595603235504154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150452697865614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049212520553126866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501868853201928,0.0,0.0,0.09315294711342907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644529736094581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491934654650968
lonely,tingybottoms,2019/08/02,"Alone I wish I could talk to my old friends. I wish they would have told me I had a substance problem. They ghosted me before ghosting was even a thing. I know everything is my fault, I just wish someone would have told me back then.",2.6837234042553213,4.449914340425536,2.8010106382978712,95.90875,75.80851063829788,5.5510638297872354,26.643617021276608,5.985473137389443,0.6500255319148942,182,7,40,1,4,55,32,47,0.146,0.632,0.221,0.5859,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,14,1,2,7,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,13,1,1,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,29,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095449987935907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919556105522006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510354345802075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491557570495626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281536689649143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743798620515296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990555720871065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663271859538936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035997547406475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565859902548346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439930102396993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595236269652993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289035865734532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708041519134896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6693678988019726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756638590406417,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pulsed19,2019/08/02,"Overwatch Anyone here play overwatch? If you wanted to play with someone, send me a message. It’s fun playing with nice people every now and then.",2.3550000000000004,5.295249592592596,2.7758333333333347,87.18375000000002,90.11111111111113,2.7,25.26851851851852,3.1291,0.4754518518518514,117,5,18,0,4,36,24,27,0.0,0.612,0.38799999999999996,0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42201384211498494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085140728668838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184232448502849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5113831073911023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559874441657473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lost-and-confused--,2019/08/02,"No friends I don’t hang out with anyone, the only thing keeping me sane is the people at my work",6.115714285714287,4.0697386666666695,6.647619047619048,84.80571428571429,67.0952380952381,8.4,30.523809523809533,3.1291,1.224295238095238,76,2,17,0,1,25,20,21,0.099,0.762,0.139,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35378007052366056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39090462802039005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497218611837421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38480654802043457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35077002292152165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361383627014855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683460245564511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thumbsplinter,2019/08/02,"I’m moving and I thought my friend was too So I was told that my friend, we’ll call him Jon to keep him anonymous, was moving to England and I am moving to Virginia to live near family. But I’ve now learned that Jon is not moving anymore and it makes me sad as now I have to restart",0.5255376344086038,2.294734564516133,2.143225806451614,98.1015053763441,82.38709677419354,4.778494623655916,21.623655913978496,5.46131890053228,-0.16613763440860166,221,7,53,1,6,72,40,62,0.05,0.846,0.10400000000000001,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,12,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,5,0,10,2,7,6,0,7,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,35,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108783309153102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674890170763565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164255188181014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977298125528896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126377616612412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701409029593221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286161013985279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8191578793785921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529672361684458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411500663936264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KO37,2019/08/02,Any lonely girls want to chat? I’m 17 male and I’m an athlete and gamer. I like art and music and long deep talks. I’m pretty empathetic so if you’ve got problems I’m here for you too,-2.6564285714285703,-1.2769872380952378,0.5051190476190471,100.79196428571431,111.85714285714286,3.0523809523809526,12.392857142857142,5.148860815047168,-1.4129142857142851,144,3,36,1,8,50,31,42,0.11599999999999999,0.6679999999999999,0.21600000000000005,0.5423,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020584648831829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552523026653602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170045102614531,0.0,0.0,0.3930864068952932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518919922467912,0.0,0.42502144470603387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570160436764932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619895950691843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sweetsunshower28,2019/06/11,"New job next week I've been without a job for health and then school reasons for 3 years now. In this time, my friendships dwindled and I've been painfully lonely. I can be such an outgoing, fun, great friend but for some reason I haven't made strong enough connections with people I have met in this period of time. I start my new job next week and I'm looking forward to meeting people and spending time outside of my lonely apartment. I hope they are cool people ... and I hope I don't mess up my first impressions ...",3.1690196078431363,5.223248843137256,3.5221568627450983,89.99637254901963,75.27450980392156,6.101960784313726,25.058823529411764,6.937597516519254,0.9621882352941178,410,14,81,4,9,127,66,102,0.095,0.675,0.23,0.9203,3,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,2,12,0,0,2,1,8,2,0,3,0,14,15,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,4,2,12,8,11,10,2,20,0,2,1,0,4,5,0,3,16,47,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530346938776888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598020890800568,0.0,0.0,0.11442752803930747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328910003122346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574314030013209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29420843713508266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409216789009445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437304266675175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014294772493655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860863951784003,0.3150281256855621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575968787346292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30803738627858346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304558463492772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989275070539326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483128830796096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590881155843043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376058905888942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277039584689555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953764082252779
lonely,r0seintherain,2019/06/11,"Im not okay I need deviances from the fact my heart feels like its being ripped out, and im being flat out ignored by someone i really thought cared for me...... among other messy situations 

So

Theres that",1.1653658536585354,3.68016212195122,2.573853658536585,91.21443902439024,86.3170731707317,5.231219512195122,20.39512195121951,6.742157984588678,0.3896985365853656,161,5,33,2,5,52,35,41,0.15,0.72,0.13,0.028999999999999998,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,9,6,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,3,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982337858663391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790201658064167,0.20896944495282346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466261606362864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6319227232748507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429057765896494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689271032066545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738961361004502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287938772499637,0.0,0.0,0.24784306138810444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232220535805114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bigbunny2717,2019/06/11,Maybe if I fall in love with my depression it’ll leave me to. I thought I finally found “The One” but I have this feeling she’s gonna leave me to. We just clicked and vibed with each other but I can feel the distance growing between us. I don’t wanna freak out and start being “crazy” like my ex told me before she left so I just go with the flow even tho it hurts when she kills the convo bc I love talking to her. I think I gotta accept that she’s leaving. Just like everybody else in my life. I have no one but my depression. So maybe if I fall in love with it. It will finally leave me to.,-0.6764244186046504,1.4052059069767466,1.3667781007751962,99.62365552325585,90.70542635658917,4.7753875968992245,18.14001937984496,6.322622252153567,-0.3089655038759691,458,13,112,5,16,151,76,129,0.19699999999999998,0.617,0.18600000000000005,0.0868,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,8,11,1,0,4,0,7,4,0,0,0,24,20,11,1,3,8,1,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,6,0,0,5,2,5,0,2,3,3,27,6,14,12,1,14,0,3,1,3,13,5,0,2,6,77,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702818554476055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369093521169512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488894743206385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083748922494267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907893945693564,0.0,0.0,0.3013155192481473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079491372022452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816165880008506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722906814739115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215693892498386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5824990680458815,0.14942711144656856,0.0,0.09714174290519652,0.1343807495655175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723794907921965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763354137941829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638822869385452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734467901731826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054167376143416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812388547228661,0.0,0.10918372374688716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141612887894485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543205940873126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sune919,2019/06/11,I just want it to stop. It's so overwhelming not having someone to share with. Even if there are people around me I feel lonely. In the end of the day I'm exhausted from everything and everyone. I really don't know what to think anymore...,1.8175000000000023,4.146604083333333,3.641500000000004,86.05350000000004,81.08333333333334,8.006666666666666,22.1,8.841846274778883,1.778245,188,6,38,5,5,63,41,48,0.151,0.7759999999999999,0.073,-0.5719,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,8,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,8,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351226657429741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008175955055595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179283815532138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29929398675859353,0.0,0.0,0.2231908601605525,0.0,0.0,0.3228939845621347,0.3036978318319925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086088790247747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571023659945987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23426896219293775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647815564203146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28631580899473924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28251357663645843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652344166563547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931208441411047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,threebiggreens,2019/06/11,"Just started getting medical help for mental problems but haven’t had a friend outside of family for 4 years I used to be a very social person but then I fell in love with a girl and we dated for a while and I started to blow off my friends since I was with her everyday back then. After she broke up with me, I still blew everyone off but now because I had a new case of social anxiety and severe depression and I have contracted a couple other mental illnesses over the last four years. Probably because I haven’t talked to anyone about it. I literally just started seeing a doctor and he is the first person in the whole world to hear what I feel on the inside. But now I have started to take meds but and I’m impulsively excited to do something but it’s hard when you’re in an area where you don’t even have acquaintances. I hate attention, always have. but I have this strong feeling/desire right now where I need to say something so something can at least hear/read that I said it so I can kind feel like I exist, if you know what I mean.",2.8767662473794573,4.679504674528302,4.19861635220126,85.9381027253669,75.36792452830188,7.352620545073376,24.513626834381558,8.167268648758528,1.4480180293501057,829,27,167,14,18,273,126,212,0.122,0.73,0.14800000000000002,0.8307,0,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,0,2,14,11,1,0,12,0,16,4,0,1,0,28,34,20,0,3,10,0,3,1,2,0,3,3,0,3,8,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,4,7,25,7,26,29,2,36,0,2,1,1,19,14,0,1,22,121,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084317739750047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271313412842648,0.0,0.0,0.08474171374981343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319076127955044,0.0,0.14775756404603507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409893663534614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043842774944564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404726915636947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004754221332115,0.0,0.0,0.1158061304171326,0.0,0.0,0.11425098603574915,0.0,0.1225587295746837,0.08658106997270303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308761658866372,0.0,0.0,0.1872684803423134,0.0,0.06331890104583239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856608447331408,0.11965405620905922,0.0,0.0,0.2731890567941103,0.0,0.08123383247590815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620497719150656,0.0666050930264237,0.09878934505904492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920930232266824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938238262233002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201587476577326,0.13461929386396826,0.12209027829251028,0.24427024088394636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898638694909785,0.0,0.1170499909192869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116439797547048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066770878668013,0.11596636025166952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122686984543872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034990761557475,0.1152833165941611,0.09637839122994216,0.0,0.0,0.0965759851379228,0.0,0.0,0.13691480597776864,0.0,0.1002529895772892,0.0,0.0,0.2470841902045041,0.0,0.2799033552249694,0.0,0.0,0.34312715463039695,0.0,0.09678574325702996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112286011360284,0.0974112051340129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467276693683396,0.0,0.09999780270178353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530885442367355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609001902689362
lonely,unicorntoesies,2019/06/11,"Worst week ever, I couldn't make this up I found out 5/8 that I had colon cancer. Had huge problems with my husband, thought we had worked through the major issues well enough. Had surgery 6/3. Stayed with my aunt for almost a week to recover. Came home 6/9 and my little doggie I loved and have had for six years is gone. Still haven't found her. My husband started being a super cunt to our little girls and I told him to cool it and he lost his mind. He broke a bedroom door and shoved me around. Told me he hopes I get cancer again and that I die soon. Maybe that's TMI but I have no friends or anyone to talk to and I'm feeling majorly depressed",0.6836194029850731,3.0449238358208994,1.5016231343283586,99.21347947761195,86.76119402985073,3.9470149253731344,18.07649253731343,5.148860815047168,-0.6851477611940298,510,13,113,2,16,157,91,134,0.188,0.6920000000000001,0.12,-0.8656,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,3,6,12,1,0,4,1,11,4,1,1,1,26,26,9,1,3,2,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,5,13,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,6,1,1,13,2,19,6,13,11,4,17,0,3,0,1,17,6,1,3,8,70,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405102871347407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455301128413925,0.0,0.0,0.14584249954891906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873766746481028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110563485902494,0.0,0.1700285851878644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927909993064846,0.0,0.0,0.14819266495864458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283683979644219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359259975916868,0.126573840630311,0.0,0.08559386475729026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643337949779394,0.1627191134516017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709948600478143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283992952820385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883865215402614,0.0,0.14786202398283926,0.0,0.10935709649847217,0.0,0.16458820071489091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542053745017066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676217988356772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595897426713594,0.17461986291720324,0.13083401136067735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167950454557278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006188669134058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130911655530568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628274038908777,0.0,0.14730190141338487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926942703422012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105500472669923
lonely,Sevon42,2019/06/11,"I never understood the term ""crippling loneliness"" before the past few days. I don't make friends easily. I'm an awkward, anti-social nerd. I try, but people just don't click with me most of the time. I have a facebook full of people who claim to be my friends, but never want to get into any video games with me. Never want to hang out. Never want to actually be there, as a friend.

Then I found a girlfriend. She was perfect for me. The whole relationship was like something from a dream. Then some things happened on her end, and her life filled up, and she really didn't have space, mentally or emotionally, to deal with a relationship.

Good thing we never went through with that private, secret, just-for-us wedding ceremony.

I tried to hold on to her saying I could give her space, I would be willing to wait for her...which was probably a dumb thing to say...but since she stopped talking to me I realize how much she has infected every aspect of my life.

Open up my steam library, and there are the games we used to play together. Go to the internet, there are the sites we looked at and shared back and forth. There's my bluetooth headset, that I bought just so I could talk to her.

It's my own fault, but the few friends I did have who would play games and whatnot got pushed away by my devoting all my time to the gf when she was available to play.

So here I am now, sad, friendless, loveless, and alone. I'm the guy who normally stays up til 12 or 1 in the morning playing games and hanging out on the internet. I found myself from 9 to 10 last night literally just sitting and staring. I listlessly flipped through youtube pretending I was trying to find something to watch, but I wasn't.

I went to bed at 10. Told my kid just to go to bed soon and laid down. Then proceeded to be sad and not sleep for the next four hours.

I've been through breakups before, but it's never been like this. My life has never been SO shattered when the relationship went away. 

I know this isn't a place for break up stories, but that's just the context. I am so alone. I sit and stare at the hundreds of games in my steam library and literally nothing interests me. No books, no shows, no movies. Those are all things I'm doing *without her*.

I'm trying to move on. But how do you as a 35 year old man start making friends? Find a game group? I just feel trapped and hopeless and I really don't know what to do anymore.",2.9757261410788374,4.689877599585064,3.749334024896267,89.6440840248963,74.87136929460581,6.977676348547718,26.157883817427386,7.734863291789972,1.2996355186721988,1881,68,400,26,40,598,232,482,0.138,0.765,0.09699999999999999,-0.9393,0,3,2,0,0,1,72.0,3,1,0,1,23,23,1,1,26,0,37,5,1,5,10,81,67,38,0,8,17,0,1,2,7,3,4,1,2,3,16,26,0,3,10,15,1,10,18,7,0,1,20,7,54,16,65,38,11,70,0,3,5,0,47,25,1,4,33,269,70,1,0.0,0.0,0.07714742172469405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375670810718213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376090919568883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784024814694706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485517554761334,0.06078931787363383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454196243302752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623984398061394,0.0,0.0,0.050984692003798834,0.0815034439337825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892755495411847,0.07002030494935738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660823616562532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03997317689011649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144511821420924,0.0,0.0,0.17336202832161568,0.30539301919350503,0.0,0.04130358793333424,0.07583788567017535,0.08985889094180671,0.06630856786265278,0.06322844417731499,0.0,0.0,0.07827804134326595,0.06990911348230708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785440662633816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689441134278401,0.06444133320585048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751914075815869,0.07724570656036879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638727525990837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554121990324196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967002906876003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402420161908951,0.05811538412777523,0.0,0.4268109647277206,0.0,0.08407713780283378,0.07418886378198107,0.07745826519538518,0.0758565310025235,0.0,0.08295615581580383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546806336881544,0.1096151937469421,0.0,0.08259687546427473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523592656814095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129081868360837,0.0,0.0,0.25463023442628624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573728511673898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539608398427424,0.0,0.07911326731151087,0.0,0.0,0.12172260998867256,0.0,0.0,0.055956366777958295,0.08426336260617526,0.0,0.06609450127166806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708471595337587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100856364316332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219658149423199,0.0,0.0,0.07554156202807373,0.0,0.21469581074615768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509484325754544,0.06827915143807575,0.0,0.0,0.13988813890228313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985759567281174,0.0,0.0882633948874381,0.0,0.07620733050207584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231847539547056,0.0,0.0,0.05090958402552264
lonely,readernugged,2019/06/11,"Being the third wheel (English is not my first language)

I have some friends at school but none outside. My two best friends are dating and when I'm with them they're all the time flirting. Intensely, really intensely. I'm happy for them, but it reminds me of my inability to have a fulfilling romantic life, of the fact that I've never had a girlfriend, and that I feel I'll never have one.",3.949004329004328,5.565821064935067,4.89292207792208,82.84033549783553,72.11688311688313,8.25021645021645,29.71645021645022,8.841846274778883,2.420213852813853,310,13,60,6,6,101,56,77,0.04,0.6920000000000001,0.268,0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,1,5,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,4,12,10,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,1,8,5,6,8,4,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,6,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30723047954414234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802676915336496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490190111515784,0.0,0.0,0.4523667666192783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116453410118133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20678297387557434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45158459506520204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983797648263841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754767322910865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962857807824695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170708999726145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859811146380151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OFw_Finn,2019/06/11,"How does it feel like to experience romantic love? Greetings,

I'm M/19 and I never experienced love. Like the love you feel for your significant other. Everyone is talking about that and how good it feels etc. but can someone actually describe that feeling to me? 

It would be highly apreciated :D",3.1219339622641518,6.247991264150947,4.805070754716984,72.41251179245283,89.18867924528303,7.933018867924527,29.266509433962263,8.472884824447931,3.380435849056603,239,12,38,7,8,80,42,53,0.023,0.603,0.373,0.9646,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,1,11,12,5,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,6,4,10,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,3,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.2080439617941116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656514886866246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23776466117091505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371342934206665,0.0,0.2085420058268693,0.0,0.0,0.43118372071556815,0.15230391186298894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881475298382304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22524832018689625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830900715973671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5772404326093703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644262782938851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063630204898626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135509651100075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514449872825015,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,redmeme2,2019/06/11,"21 Male - someone my age to talk to. Hey.

I'm looking for someone to talk to. Not sure what about. Could be fun stuff, boring life stuff, deep convos or the wierdest ideas.
 
I'm not alone in the world. I have friends. But I feel very lonely most of the time. So I'm hoping to fix that.

I'll try to make the conversation a little lighter xD. We can talk about books or movies and what inspires us and out pet peeves and childhood nostalgias.

Please no males or ppl under 18

Why no males? - all my friends are males almost. And I just find it easier to open up to females and find them more fun to talk to. Also I don't trust males as much online. I know it's sexist but that's my choice :/",0.19958864664747367,2.4331639650349683,1.3884903331962164,100.09006581653642,87.67132867132868,4.203866721513782,16.803373097490745,5.5289334501034215,-0.8097417523652815,529,12,124,3,17,166,94,143,0.09,0.777,0.133,0.6588,0,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,1,0,5,10,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,1,2,29,14,13,0,2,8,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,8,8,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,11,8,19,12,4,11,0,1,1,0,16,8,0,6,3,70,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956807702661222,0.16504068363734353,0.0,0.1274337906347902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272296591306377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057319321274195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912898051831437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24623002378762585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158272558438487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798890875634713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757572876276347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255507772327326,0.0,0.1597126347088415,0.0,0.0,0.133815602674969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636874230122796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171421047376829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749207173502562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700369789856528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648399847844772,0.0,0.0,0.15018743756102504,0.0,0.0,0.5123246221357786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291947190874647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818959354149818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916809164402468,0.0,0.0,0.13148214420794346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437904550953866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sophiathe7th,2019/06/11,"Personal record of tear stained cushions two nights in a row I think the one thing I always was enchanted by the most of having a relationship is having one person you share all aspects of your life with. Right now my woes are compartmentalised so I'm constantly having to contextualise and give the background of why I'm feeling a certain way. But if you have your person they know how your work is affecting your parental issues, how something in the news affects your beliefs, how the way you were treated that day relates to the way your were treated all those years ago, etc. It's so exhausting that I do have close friends but everytime I feel like absolutely falling apart I have to set the background story so they know why this certain thing is affecting me in this specific way. I think that's what I feel like I need the most... Just one person to understand me holistically.",6.37412924424973,7.529036566265062,6.076177437020812,78.37796823658273,65.86746987951807,9.409857612267249,33.76560788608982,9.573946990214177,3.1610915662650605,714,31,129,14,11,222,95,166,0.039,0.855,0.106,0.8398,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,9,2,1,8,10,0,0,11,0,14,2,0,6,4,30,26,10,0,2,4,1,3,2,1,0,2,0,0,4,10,3,0,0,9,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,3,3,22,8,13,23,5,18,1,1,0,0,20,6,0,3,8,91,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940417957117536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208190108014217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455637696782854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687090722245099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022705862754945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432639707321545,0.19246063383825698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406954555993574,0.0,0.0,0.12921733310676414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405926950596089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805613311042545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514319666579144,0.13161606639574253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987897635617644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264076264707715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738303540031389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956935745115704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704623597800757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446183066689162,0.0,0.11503379321189575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369929819731663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789785238857789,0.1726217363554207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158316143126578,0.14022833935927642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276770719729339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430931384799752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806382589668207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674293355121629
lonely,jewel23b,2019/06/11,Hey Been feeling like this loneliness is slowly consuming me pls talk to me,6.428571428571428,8.125159000000004,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,66.14285714285714,11.314285714285715,35.42857142857143,11.20814326018867,4.673657142857143,62,3,10,2,1,20,13,14,0.155,0.552,0.293,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935437962357106,0.5560345326269703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802495944498432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6255870242351754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,coyo999,2019/06/11,"I feel lonely in my mind Sorry about bad format and/or spelling as i have dyslexia ill try my best for everyone

I used to have many friends my friend group had maybe 10 people in it. Well they all started doing things i didnt like much like drugs etc so i slowly started to talk less and less to them but i still kept in contact with 3 of them. I then got broken up with and my ex girlfriend started hanging out with my old friend group and lied about me. The few friends i had left quickly dissapeared. I always felt lonely because i always had different opinions and hobbies and styles to my friends but now with them all gone i took a step back and realized just how lonely i am. Im a extremely sexual person i love all things sexual i think its a beautiful thing to have a deep connection between 2 people or even just your own mind and body. But i cant talk to anyone about these things freely and it just makes me feel more isolated. My other main hobbie is cars and but noone wants to talk about them with me i try to talk to my current girlfriend about them but she normaly goes on her phone and ignores me i just feel like im so isolated from other people because of my 2 uncommon hobbies/interests so i end up just keeping to myself but alot of the reasons i love my hobbies/interests is being able to share with other people, share thoughts, share experiences, share ideas but i cant and it makes me feel depressed. Thank you.",3.583485835479472,5.2655447944250895,4.242375397667018,86.87200424178154,73.18118466898954,7.081896682320862,26.41554309953037,7.7425588080867325,1.4439784578094237,1144,40,227,15,23,364,146,287,0.127,0.6940000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9690000000000001,2,6,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,6,1,20,23,0,0,7,0,14,5,1,5,3,56,36,25,0,1,13,1,5,3,7,0,2,0,0,1,12,18,0,3,10,0,0,5,3,6,1,0,10,5,46,17,36,25,13,26,0,4,0,2,33,9,0,3,15,162,58,0,0.09950353128193028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558981817652596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957518264466457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765120735693681,0.08308129235513351,0.12131285822215565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044228172003518,0.0,0.0,0.11052599178880762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570224568917388,0.0,0.0,0.10396001194255136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539250600662772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813059450299389,0.0,0.11097273994997203,0.06572114397156123,0.0,0.0,0.09507988827003852,0.0,0.09733354682441624,0.0,0.0,0.20124790065094586,0.07108534262955664,0.09553899426809254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843809071961894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958206378673124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123273752058448,0.21496177735236088,0.0,0.0,0.08844331051447604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811087788122044,0.0,0.0,0.1458371978005416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961164371835595,0.0,0.13283875957654326,0.10088096302308844,0.0999646713563152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094040265299828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314654451526623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441221778479104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759328797115593,0.08688264548526256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230620244755724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113860567960283,0.21128733474964534,0.0,0.07946364861570078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199086772705612,0.0,0.09160948288336147,0.0,0.0,0.2644228991669021,0.06375784506896333,0.0,0.07899468918555269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055208446395064,0.13511273231419133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593910313229493,0.0,0.0,0.05868976079768199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946562451616336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AuntySquid42,2019/06/11,Anybody wanna talk about anything? Feel free to Message me,3.677999999999997,6.505024800000001,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,101.0,2.0,35.0,3.1291,1.8900000000000008,48,3,6,0,2,14,10,10,0.0,0.732,0.268,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6549071795667296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023997988248598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6396647466115856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,XpotatoFuel,2019/06/11,Any one want to add me on Snapchat? I just want to become friends with someone. DM me your username if your down,0.4242028985507247,2.8368067826086967,0.7391304347826093,103.4185507246377,89.86956521739133,3.066666666666667,25.057971014492754,3.1291,-0.180959420289855,88,4,20,0,3,26,19,23,0.0,0.769,0.231,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088587648689531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5016074105087651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508992393129779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077649098447235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38482622490491786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5357756338520709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mitchellhahn,2019/06/11,"Falling Into Obscurity Friends have stopped talking/responding to me, constant posts on snap and stuff remind me that I'm no longer included in events that I normally would be and recently found out that they have made new group chats without me in them... Idk what to do now, I can't just keep staying in my room playing videogames but that's all I feel i can do now.",9.802500000000002,6.975784250000004,8.683888888888893,75.55000000000003,60.66666666666666,12.377777777777775,43.444444444444436,10.504223727775694,4.3239111111111095,294,14,59,5,3,91,56,72,0.083,0.866,0.051,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,16,13,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,2,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,10,2,9,9,1,17,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,7,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29662709177947416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879082015980365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30096504665448964,0.2120709480833146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439800775908292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597298770712617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265104971237253,0.0,0.0,0.2689427508895642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628863558854059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710265973505163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925707215536732,0.0,0.2294866396224847,0.0,0.0,0.3142263493369911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645993820217852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499042272882827,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwawayme888,2019/06/11,im soo bored please  help,-2.729999999999997,-1.132513999999997,-1.4499999999999975,116.145,105.66666666666666,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-3.1418,20,0,6,0,1,6,6,6,0.231,0.22,0.5489999999999999,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990753037971517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6431200449882308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6535560493435486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SheepInTheSnow,2019/06/11,"Anyone want social media to just disappear? The main goal of social media is to feel connected to people all the time, but at least for me it's the exact opposite. It's like being alone in the crowd. You pass hundreds of people on the street, but they're all in their own virtual world. Everyone is too lazy to actually leave the house when they can just text you etc. It was fun for some time but I feel like that's just too much.",2.2677272727272744,4.227049409090913,3.5840909090909108,88.9586363636364,77.63636363636364,7.127272727272729,18.954545454545453,8.07648339933343,0.6397681818181824,340,7,72,6,8,111,58,88,0.08900000000000001,0.785,0.127,0.6808,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,2,1,6,3,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,3,13,8,4,0,1,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,3,12,6,8,11,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,5,50,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.2304057858662979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24453502255044335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650910833546636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26332104587843536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256097815784139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387649782466233,0.16867445803609266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724350832479126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500025846000178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23069931991184495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356536941267334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32737289586006385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.481361478729372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753510789922505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926167095241404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,18dion18,2019/06/11,"Trapped in my mind I feel like I’m trapped in my mind, I have so much stuff in my head that I can’t let out, I wish someone would just listen to me and relate
Can someone talk to me pls?",-0.3915116279069792,1.0008139767441904,1.5001744186046508,103.45398255813956,83.65116279069767,4.3,20.05232558139535,3.1291,-0.8369023255813954,143,4,39,0,4,47,30,43,0.15,0.706,0.14300000000000002,-0.3182,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,8,9,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,6,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335043008564973,0.18840963770108465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706643202433052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26968304284384337,0.0,0.1288457534962898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.532586705822812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938727934818639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469172171405485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30190915206124724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119771662917973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032778897806632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734709329862848,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Emorik,2019/06/11,"Getting cheated on makes you feel so alone I feel like I won’t be able to trust anyone and fully be able to express my feelings without always thinking about how many people they’re taking to besides me.  (I don’t think i’ll be able to show my love for someone if it happens again because i feel like this is how every relationship will end and it doesn’t matter how much you try, that this ending is the inevitable.) 

Getting cheated on has made me feel so alone all the time, and i feel like i’m not good enough which is my immediate thought process as to why he talked to other people. I feel like i’ll never be good enough for anyone, and that no one will want me. 

I put a lot of love into my relationship and it was heartbreaking for it to be thrown away like my feelings and i never meant anything, and it feels like no one cares about me and that no one ever will. The way he treated me broke my heart over and over again and i’m trying to convince myself that these are just bad thoughts and that i’ll be ok and one day i won’t feel like this, but it’s very hard to try to make yourself believe in something like this. 

I’m scared of letting myself get hurt again and i’m tired of being lonely. 

Not being loved back the way you loved is heartbreaking and scary.",5.958173391494004,5.127702232824434,5.985670665212653,85.48045801526719,66.74809160305344,8.249073064340239,29.78298800436205,6.5431188927421005,1.3755171210468922,1003,29,215,5,14,317,129,262,0.19399999999999998,0.6970000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.982,0,6,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,13,28,2,1,5,1,23,6,1,6,4,49,56,22,0,2,6,0,11,8,0,5,1,0,0,0,18,15,0,0,15,1,0,1,12,9,0,4,5,11,25,19,27,37,5,21,0,5,0,4,13,7,0,2,19,141,43,0,0.2413184051205852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662205992121487,0.0,0.0,0.06693208155823442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249029319513792,0.0,0.0661948285845204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557552844230743,0.061852985947182436,0.06716359613305757,0.049035153308350614,0.0,0.0,0.09062773508296007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201339901635085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518768025097414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249098655961406,0.1662309473102803,0.0,0.0,0.07276210439033169,0.06777372143052071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067261214524984,0.3447958336716866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260789066256397,0.0,0.0,0.1349376192939763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113235622728728,0.0,0.07205796374089793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532115732357097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611211458251854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225480635265547,0.0,0.3143892887425197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838675946856337,0.290399043094541,0.07611376992001051,0.10738793952407756,0.08155299545696072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05913226473839876,0.0,0.12407975389118425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180314622388279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153319819316468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086388324564152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272377080500134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053394062061804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815610051694933,0.06192623267079996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048046940153658,0.06465419768573515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308472666076234,0.0,0.12771990542554548,0.04690490088567352,0.09245333577154714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638393565207382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637098571078844,0.047445282561468335,0.12769821169169535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258410864816961,0.0,0.0,0.07754077702295847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SnowberryMarz,2019/06/11,"Depression, not exclusive to loneliness but I like this sub better than r/depression Theres two kinds of depression I've experienced in my life. The kind that feels like a burden you carry around with you everywhere you go, that just kinda hovers like a rain cloud. It plagues your thoughts with feelings of not being good enough and everyone hating you, etc etc. 
And then theres this new layer of depression that's found me. It's the opposite of carrying a ton of bricks around. It's a weird sense of emptiness and floating in a void where nothing matters. People love you, people care. You're an alright person doing good things. But the grand scheme of it all is nonexistent. You're running like a hamster on a wheel. Running, running, running. But going nowhere. If you're lucky you get off the wheel and make it to the other side of the tank. But you're still going nowhere. And you cant escape. Everything is pointless and you've done it all a million times. Life lost its color, its magic. Its tragic and I dont know how to do anything but stare at the wall for hours on end. I dont have any drive to do anything. I dont have a will to keep on existing but hell it's pointless to live or die and I may as well choose life because...
Because...
????
I dont know. 
And that's the problem. 
I'm here for you. But I cant figure out how to stick around for me.",0.9933872010342596,3.4952893956043987,2.280664727429436,93.01261958629608,87.27838827838829,5.263046757164405,21.582525317819425,6.794906146795322,0.5824993320405087,1067,37,220,14,34,341,143,273,0.218,0.665,0.11699999999999999,-0.9863,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,9,0,2,12,25,2,0,18,1,17,4,0,3,2,46,34,22,1,2,12,0,2,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,18,15,0,1,8,0,0,8,8,10,1,2,4,5,19,15,33,27,6,28,1,5,2,1,11,14,1,5,10,143,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942502551906253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802352858969374,0.27264650819000946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446681500633665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902907310377322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408804576604246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517215146406916,0.0,0.10595379761806976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447400352027894,0.4785971171124594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904218609894994,0.10548675374322343,0.2277157375816717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755182622487016,0.0917523383283821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324002578054907,0.07293345751142473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193693912853099,0.0,0.0,0.053338060855014725,0.0,0.1740611130861378,0.17125729772316858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079321065614452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005385557586224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074270715965056,0.0,0.21262304438208146,0.11221251305438233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21632857025787092,0.19950500203302612,0.0,0.09014776200041608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144381596588444,0.0,0.0921406418054116,0.0,0.0681461864644501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859961931766298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795856653890196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415533653915343,0.08914146712355933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768679932964866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152958719237087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782437689699747,0.0,0.0,0.08104843550331556,0.05952977840933416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972756217285744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917915998293244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Moe1975,2019/06/11,"To my lonely friends I am lonely, you are lonely then why can't we be friends?
Pm me and I guarantee you that you won't regret it.",-0.19287356321839155,1.6165446551724116,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,85.20689655172413,5.2459770114942526,20.011494252873558,6.42735559955562,0.04402528735632138,101,3,24,1,3,35,22,29,0.20800000000000002,0.5,0.292,0.4646,0,6,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,18,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8635402692621228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042798859390493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bitsofblockysadness,2019/06/11,"I feel like I'm forever living behind glass Hey fellow loners, I've felt for the past many years that I'm not a part of my own life, it's like going along without my input. I have a girlfriend but even so I feel so hollow and alone, I know im not a person anyone would want to care about so I understand it, it just hurts when my girlfriend has her life outside me and all I have are my thoughts. I spend many days just in bed if i dont work. I feel so suffocated by these thoughts and it's hard when everything is in front of you but you dont know what to do. Recently its started to affect my girlfriend too and I'm terrified that I'll lose her and have absolutely nothing. But I feel so helpless to be able to stop it. I just hope that I'm able to get better. Loneliness is painful and demoralizing",0.4501754385964887,2.608714485380119,2.549239766081872,92.81578947368423,85.43274853801171,5.705263157894738,20.695906432748533,7.0608816371341465,0.4306187134502921,631,20,143,9,19,212,97,171,0.191,0.715,0.09300000000000001,-0.963,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,3,13,9,0,0,4,0,12,3,0,1,1,33,32,17,0,4,10,0,6,2,4,1,3,0,1,1,11,7,0,1,10,0,1,2,5,4,0,0,3,6,21,5,16,27,3,12,0,3,0,0,10,2,0,2,10,91,32,1,0.2872878011400522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487717602567621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004391551656068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270413569564251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645452999527114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263843250426633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366991633282443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487544158861108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909787562016226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905226885779945,0.1026192312686351,0.13792067091892612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504800936447976,0.0,0.0816361389689335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286767203732834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426708045573505,0.0,0.0,0.1537737664740289,0.0,0.15516006203272312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788586228149945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029198700548664,0.1403543081696738,0.0,0.12684019588158782,0.0,0.0,0.1607007820510817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29126473875261416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783019669436194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528472378545232,0.0,0.0,0.15555234632141468,0.13712435674023074,0.0,0.12542431337421553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183102248361434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167189215456324,0.0,0.0,0.12009273282463595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280744237464117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953836636763468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472489424133436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846759420495966,0.0,0.1045744704055779,0.0,0.0,0.1020405056200999,0.0,0.0,0.09250196241682217
lonely,Timaeus_DK,2019/06/11,"New Here I've never made a post on reddit, and I dislike talking about myself. Sometimes, it helps though. I can relate to a lot of folk here. Graduated highschool in 2016, been doing some college past year, after getting sick of working. In these past years since graduation, I've seen all my old friends grow, and develop on social media. These people are having babies, and getting married already, and I'm still here with no sense of direction haha. I never had many friends during highschool to begin with, four to be exact. Three have deployed and the other fried his brain doing meth. I know it's not good to live in past memories and friendships, but I just feel so alone. I haven't done anything with friends since july 2018, only events with the family during holidays. I tried to make friends with people at my campus but they are twice as old as me, married with kids my age haha. They are just there to learn and leave, not make any friends on the way. I guess I don't know what else to say, or how to say it. Never talked about my feelings being an only child. Lots of feelings I have pent up, but I do not know how to express them. Maybe I should get a dictionary haha. Well anyone read this maybe you can find comfort in knowing you aren't ""alone"" in how lonely you feel.",4.561684444444445,5.847029284000005,4.836266666666667,85.12657777777778,70.16,6.835555555555558,26.68888888888889,6.937597516519254,1.2152222222222226,1011,32,192,8,18,318,147,250,0.057999999999999996,0.792,0.15,0.9782,0,4,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,3,1,15,12,0,0,7,3,20,2,1,6,5,48,38,18,0,1,9,0,4,0,5,1,1,2,0,2,8,13,0,0,10,2,0,1,10,1,1,3,5,7,25,11,34,30,4,29,0,1,1,0,21,10,0,5,16,132,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403395027634556,0.11402536820697798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026679944048365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224956236792432,0.0,0.08503040147570848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534857548557564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574074402159406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631755079237281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740874211674633,0.0,0.20898360876397026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944402105961533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991560104030871,0.0,0.16195434412686874,0.0,0.0,0.08666689066271145,0.0,0.0,0.1138277914873795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925879341054234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227146164961508,0.0,0.0,0.10940976920841693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124079775458507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569208161963498,0.0,0.09777175275655392,0.13794490909093088,0.10475869631413506,0.20761436716978596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390795062238835,0.09979513329238772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685137585173286,0.0,0.0,0.15717168380703725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29591571379098885,0.14326969074518178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895996594818887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335627999481607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434165135356965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094850463892514,0.0,0.0,0.1053302076413796,0.0,0.0,0.1021943484860528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251812813721973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610277581694605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015195476950313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701531451946783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201720919943628,0.0,0.0,0.09290456701031068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522424605426849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330800979313317
lonely,SaltySausage02,2019/06/11,"Why I hate summer break I have been out of school for almost two weeks. In those two weeks I have done nothing but sit in my house and play video games. I can't leave or anything because I don't have a driver's license and I don't have any friends live near me. In addition to that I'm pretty sure none of my friends really like me that much because I recently found out that the reason our group chat is dead is because there is another group chat without me. It gets really boring just sitting at my house all day. Last Thursday, I got so bored and lonely that I finally asked someone if they wanted to meet up and hang out sometime at one of the local shopping centers. They agreed, so I walked 45 minutes to the nearest meeting place and they didn't show up. In addition to all this I've gained a significant amount of weight in the short amount of time since school ended and there is no sign of this getting better.",4.881451612903224,5.4620101021505425,5.109838709677423,86.03475806451617,68.94623655913979,7.920430107526883,28.940860215053764,7.793537801064563,1.6550408602150537,733,25,150,8,12,231,115,186,0.138,0.7290000000000001,0.133,-0.4674,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,3,2,5,10,1,0,6,0,14,1,0,1,3,24,22,11,1,2,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,11,1,0,2,7,1,2,7,4,0,3,5,1,20,6,25,17,6,33,0,1,0,0,14,18,0,3,11,95,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395261120127599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947540967786813,0.1461072382406704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466267077360925,0.0,0.13026150407046588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548160525689621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323245980828687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986098845118899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142590366606328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234114312965569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263712842238886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527760844737736,0.2153032017435864,0.0,0.1455959070221889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144071423597117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756667089051286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215529191009513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357844230104765,0.0,0.14753801144576745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807313403607533,0.0,0.12303732985483098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242889888504787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369783337824473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441851541717558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557775246825969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417560589915038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785259992795684,0.14326188250255634,0.1375787081979549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820334380896383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526119932677036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180599856801427,0.0,0.13780808666094949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132369347632206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124866130676031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272224461049258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218471035332046,0.0,0.22353584785713426,0.16967521259290594,0.0,0.0,0.12573018060911192,0.0,0.0,0.13431612072174004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KpopIsFuckingGay,2019/06/11,14 and lonely So I have friends but people just don’t talk to me and idk something’s wrong with me and I hate myself so much idk what I do wrong but I’m tired of feeling this way,-1.81552845528455,0.09030114634146713,0.3140243902439046,104.98209349593495,98.51219512195122,2.7333333333333334,14.150406504065039,3.1291,-1.6546617886178865,141,3,36,0,6,46,30,41,0.425,0.499,0.076,-0.9596,0,2,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,6,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,6,1,3,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537182444235075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23487989908166304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30015016510757986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234847344427157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076452331074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23404426880481954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443543514581551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494185329220141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413115839126325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6647815741975601,0.0,0.0
lonely,AceCanaberra,2019/06/11,"I love you. I don't know what you are going through right now, but know that someone loves you.",0.997,2.9959167000000018,1.2900000000000027,103.625,82.0,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.8489999999999998,74,2,18,0,2,22,16,20,0.0,0.662,0.33799999999999997,0.8248,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,7,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,12,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22757253952405945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401296666911211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7228040592383472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419634431949237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33928146312431057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,salmanahmed242,2019/06/11,"Im sorry This might be the third time I've posted here i apologize people.
Few days back i posted about some anxiety thing i had going on. i did think ill just disappear and i did. and what hurts is no one actually noticed or cared. i realised im only important if im needed for some work. otherwise no one cares.. that person who i thought will be my close friend always.. doesnt care. is enjoying her life chill.. and is instead angry on my i guess since i let out my thoughts that i need friends too i need to be cared too i want to be happy too... and the only thing i get in return is u never understand all u do is taunt. 
why should i always understand i dont get it. why cant they understand me. why. if theres help with some project or relationship anything needed .. they come running to me.. ive had gone at 3 4 am at night to help this friend and ... why do i get this in return.. am i that bad or pathetic.. have i lost my self respect that much. sometimes i think i should just disappear permanently... it wont matter anyways. 
im sorry its too long to read.",-0.025984555984553737,2.238807180180181,2.3850257400257417,92.0847972972973,89.81081081081079,5.693951093951094,19.640283140283135,7.1686216300943375,0.523855341055341,822,26,181,14,28,280,123,222,0.149,0.711,0.14,0.2076,0,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,2,12,13,0,0,2,0,28,2,0,0,2,38,52,10,0,9,7,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,2,14,9,0,0,7,1,0,6,7,3,0,3,8,0,30,10,15,34,6,24,0,2,0,0,13,8,0,10,8,121,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.08791604518113047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992624171808666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891954476498073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741374064559416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927459527785909,0.0752224143794159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367416055164792,0.0,0.0,0.07760561787895638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810139063036559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055862512167974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881278367977385,0.0,0.14120684872068068,0.0,0.05120092246347515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992456474040388,0.0,0.0,0.09590379013891047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207725055653734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644452559361588,0.0,0.3892559548211194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212438708463754,0.06363410043762265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972790401344121,0.0,0.0,0.09834522046539992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557255859332413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622742046946227,0.2672060235849129,0.06948391093299919,0.0,0.0,0.08454451690516622,0.0,0.0,0.10256946307916837,0.0,0.0,0.12209629877312858,0.13703688096893074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245791570575492,0.07866418751812405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256499066308545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011561049654494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967242658875001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398480161018884,0.0,0.0,0.07452439687158266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910253062106348,0.20169951340152167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970522080660805,0.11545364559846832,0.0,0.14304474750558327,0.05253292101658258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28136444465916033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313814194994584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32517329103560605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065587488807286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mell0_ben,2019/06/11,"I’m afraid to make friends. 2018 was such a good year for me, I made a lot of friends in my marching band even made some close ones as well, but the next year came by and they aged out and continued to a new band and forgot about me, some even started hate me for no reason or don’t even know who I am anymore. I made this one friend which we became pretty close with and when he aged out to the next band he just acts like a complete asshole to me, every single time I wanna talk to him he tells me to fuck off or points the middle finger at me or even just ignores me. At first I thought he was just joking, than he started to show attitude to me and does it every time I see him. It just makes me sad when I think of it, I did nothing wrong to him and I don’t understand why he do this. Now I’m afraid to make friends, Well I guess people move on from things, right?",4.805744680851063,3.642744255319148,5.173914893617023,91.45300000000003,69.21276595744679,8.158297872340425,26.77872340425532,6.2581,0.7420302127659575,672,15,165,3,10,214,105,188,0.094,0.75,0.156,0.8601,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,1,15,16,2,2,7,0,7,2,1,7,0,39,27,13,0,1,8,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,2,5,5,0,3,3,7,2,3,9,2,25,9,28,18,4,32,0,1,1,1,21,12,1,7,18,107,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875088482832252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695179101908786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554614785145216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478614560344758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163511733340963,0.0,0.20177389371538956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185162330509408,0.0,0.0,0.3700463614916905,0.11069861401455433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043305974256757,0.0,0.0,0.1319081981065599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821943569186975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658065155604156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058499398432973415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179950610131193,0.0,0.339905454458379,0.2397841180750929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272657204497487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564659245683732,0.2546917985448485,0.0,0.0,0.11489470751081278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227918491051285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301332434960029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319393745883788,0.0,0.0,0.1218196325563236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311367859651505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225814958069043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954180645948484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950657535624467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962432705238795,0.10465890139395212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955059185751742,0.07672519024299075,0.0,0.09506096935038713,0.13964386618107028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465459150111595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153230572264766,0.0,0.10804761723772396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091797322820084,0.0,0.1542185409431651
lonely,ImJustAGuy128,2019/06/11,"Lost all my friends and seems like a I’m a nobody.. I don’t have any friends anymore, I thought I had ate last one friend but I haven’t even gotten a text from anyone in 12 days it sucks.. I wake up everyday wondering if I just died right nobody would even noticed.. 

I try to message my so called “friends” but they just ignore me and same with everyone else, I’m just started giving up and just said fuck it cause there’s nothing else what I kind do..",0.12411347517730675,2.4402618723404292,1.3990425531914925,98.9841666666667,89.85106382978724,4.4099290780141835,20.599290780141846,5.985473137389443,-0.07494751773049613,352,12,80,3,12,111,65,94,0.18100000000000002,0.667,0.151,-0.7196,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,8,10,2,0,3,0,6,3,1,1,1,19,19,7,1,2,7,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,1,12,6,6,12,2,8,0,1,0,1,9,4,2,3,5,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168110285849763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703519274707099,0.12010715960045935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753986849470765,0.0,0.0,0.17645743007702014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077889872311804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827248877067853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869873673848835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226907918256752,0.0,0.0,0.16413575762447666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5308432945553745,0.15880068845784162,0.0,0.16477960591398275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887437800307626,0.0,0.14001731979202134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391925073519321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750971533795632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164820118258035,0.1955638589585389,0.0,0.0,0.11639733033504215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466925733298122,0.1633947567584527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563750161478719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215812912579176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636798900053534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662209057355005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627969098933164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202208664556387,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sadboihourr,2019/06/11,"Lonely Boi Kinda new round these parts. I’m your go to sad boi. I’m too nice and I think I expect too much? I used to think I wasn’t asking for much but now I feel like through these years of heartbreak, I might be expecting too much, even a simple text back or an interesting conversation is asking too much. Do nice guys ever win? What should I do? I read Dad Bods were in? Why did they lie to me? Help Please.",-0.5891379310344824,1.6100610344827615,1.2076149425287357,99.31762931034487,93.82758620689656,4.279310344827587,12.99712643678161,5.985473137389443,-1.1067080459770111,318,5,76,3,12,103,63,87,0.08900000000000001,0.657,0.253,0.9532,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,8,8,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,1,13,18,3,0,3,2,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,2,11,5,7,12,5,7,0,3,1,0,8,1,0,3,6,48,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681112696577041,0.0,0.0,0.1513880834183364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003696752375676,0.17808866234111065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995481253814426,0.14065066175559438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189108344706156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494153030853786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196409213101426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961853157554637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088578997076335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5789159627362918,0.0,0.0,0.19014732304041124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320117269704594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611442724652333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693264903859387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523047021885413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004056362547135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776530094158735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678385977730194
lonely,peace1010,2019/06/11,"Nobody cares. Truth is nobody really cares, no one cares and that is not necessarily a bad thing. Don’t use your struggles and problems for an excuse for bringing the much needed attention, instead save it for yourself, use it as a boost for improving your life. Truth is nobody likes the person that is so focused on their problem that won’t think in a solution. Focus your attention always on the solution, better days will come if you have faith in yourself. Listen your intuition, forget about all exterior influences, your intuition will never lie to you. The only way to find someone appropriate for people like us is to improve your life, heal your wounds, detoxify your body, leave behind harmful addictions. We grow from adversity, our soul is here in this world to grow from the adversity of the world. I believe this is our main purpose in this life. Stop feeling sorry for yourself, that will only make it worst. Start now being your own best friend, have compassion for the other but mostly have compassion for yourself. We are sons and daughters of the Stars. Some advices: 1-Quit sugars, eat healthier. 2-Make a test of heavy metals, if there is something there you will be able to remove it by chelation, your life will improve exponentially. 3- Quit fear based media, quit filling your mind with fear. 4- Replace fear with love, unconditional love. 5- Exercise. 6- Be close to nature. 7. Respect and love your parents and family. If you are able to correct your life that right people will appear by magic, everything else is futile.",5.751824505928855,8.194643629090912,5.764679841897237,75.02858498023717,69.07272727272728,8.273517786561266,29.41106719367589,8.964715089967882,2.7579849802371545,1238,48,195,24,23,389,163,275,0.107,0.68,0.213,0.9847,1,1,1,0,0,0,46.0,5,17,1,4,7,27,0,4,13,0,25,15,1,4,5,40,42,11,0,6,5,3,1,2,1,7,9,1,0,1,14,11,2,1,5,1,0,7,5,11,0,1,0,3,24,16,33,32,8,24,2,0,0,3,33,11,0,6,7,136,38,1,0.20226928840861735,0.0,0.0,0.11025169021685473,0.0,0.09882760382806476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841521257054137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844432035136872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394411136702386,0.10613456958071764,0.08944537417902487,0.0,0.11233779053748333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30934053011099555,0.0,0.0,0.08711854090861793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522347885141487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348598931261234,0.08448501791860168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089329701132907,0.0,0.0953407418029862,0.3414137755038269,0.05113671486575065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243523259417538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813637523691687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070869855225312,0.0,0.0,0.3571719505413131,0.09881855730005032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27383389486357435,0.0,0.13501632065951724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102117160400075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434560019147261,0.07499005720507128,0.07800127236341074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853145229800392,0.15383490843796818,0.0,0.0,0.11229805391066584,0.0,0.0,0.14022805650399375,0.08830687037412506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354439194296286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227074290621117,0.0,0.0,0.06478944277784968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636843356017189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569105583998553,0.07785839010014675,0.0,0.11321195417144908,0.0715836217049667,0.0,0.0,0.08455309106439737,0.0,0.10572788880780007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718936373962844,0.06480299636817026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165252459748092,0.17469572198188688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027597313917711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,obiwan_cunody,2019/06/11,Feeling lonely in a room full of people. Looking around and seeing everyone enjoying their lives with friends and here I am feeling lonelier surrounded by people than I do when I’m alone. Anyone else?,4.395833333333337,7.534379138888893,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,77.05555555555556,8.044444444444443,31.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,3.4820222222222217,163,8,24,4,4,52,31,36,0.16699999999999998,0.604,0.22899999999999998,0.3818,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,2,6,7,1,6,0,1,2,0,2,5,0,0,1,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31696631178010576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399107274261828,0.3135753022467019,0.0,0.2724414887054055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25565809238417897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924354132286866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30948717998657144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364466165839123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702399232533492,0.0,0.2569974693737865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243407684317772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243875156004675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DevilMayCrying,2019/06/11,i have never hugged a human female? 25 year old MALE checking in,0.2976923076923086,2.71441453846154,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,95.92307692307692,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.054353846153846,51,1,9,0,2,17,13,13,0.184,0.816,0.0,-0.3089,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5308784761972419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7222810298029401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443258567314044
lonely,snorting_anthrax,2019/06/11,"All of a sudden, I feel hopeless and terrified. I don't have a reason to feel this way but I do.  Its like something awful is approaching, like impending doom is near. Everything I see, every thought I have lead me back to this dreadful, bone-chilling feeling. I need to talk to someone before I go insane...",2.5661581920903984,5.0086995423728835,4.045000000000002,83.57620056497176,79.0,6.6451977401129945,28.47740112994349,7.793537801064563,2.115912994350282,239,11,43,4,6,79,43,59,0.256,0.617,0.127,-0.8542,0,0,1,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,2,1,6,0,0,2,1,10,13,2,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,4,8,2,6,12,1,7,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,29,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318121436044594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24697791987615236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24454472518928105,0.0,0.2608543384093246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402712090992486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495345813193998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835990137298644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152136890475884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29842116980597233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312884383086131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459244456271601,0.2234455070615104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332886946690729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23042285796206585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23038371972330066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cesaramoga,2019/06/11,"I feel emptiness. The love of my life got pregnant by other man one month ago. I was going to propose today. No happening of course I wanted to propose my girlfriend today. I am in Santorini at the moment. I planned a 10 days romantic trip in Greece with her six months ago. I learned how to play guitar and sing to perform at front of her before the proposal. We have had a long distance relationship for four years. I live in America and she lives in Europe. We met in Bali. We have seen each other and communicate non stop during these years. We talked about being together, getting married, having children and start a family in California. She met someone two months ago in her home country . She told me she met a new friend and he did not mean anything. “I was the love of her life!” She said. Still, she got pregnant one month later . This new friend, now boyfriend , is the father of her new unborn baby. I am hurt. I feel sadness and emptiness. She even dared to come to Greece and use the plane ticket she bought to follow the same itinerary I planned for us with her new boyfriend. I am destroyed but I guess I need to continue fighting for my happiness. 

I still love her and care about her well being. Should I still be her friend ? Do you have any advice what to do from here? Do you have any love story that went wrong like mine? 
Have a terrific day everyone!",2.039949685534591,4.635354007547171,2.9055660377358485,89.96426100628929,82.50943396226415,5.79748427672956,22.79559748427673,7.1686216300943375,0.9168012578616356,1072,37,210,15,30,338,149,265,0.071,0.76,0.16899999999999998,0.9867,0,0,0,0,2,0,32.0,5,2,0,3,10,17,2,0,12,0,21,6,0,2,0,30,49,10,0,3,2,1,2,1,4,1,2,1,1,2,6,16,0,1,4,4,1,6,2,5,1,5,14,4,45,12,32,31,2,42,0,2,1,4,44,9,0,1,28,142,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650209828929493,0.2626206529342177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343133714223248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126682861989208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403310529207354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068715313442488,0.0,0.0,0.08506856052292526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273774193258661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522664827258748,0.0,0.0,0.09436449299589686,0.0,0.0,0.09309728537436532,0.0,0.09986684070073444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22889326071895225,0.0,0.051595334139265696,0.0,0.05612465811698416,0.0,0.15796655291544914,0.0,0.10878960304131158,0.0,0.08732858935454482,0.10512637614115394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905916839136766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571911140971717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395069447895646,0.04824663231725405,0.0,0.1744046869255904,0.08739493625979501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565204377923793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075729846495156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31530072230516026,0.0,0.0,0.07322547133403819,0.0,0.3815122052170311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338376868283847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602575292319767,0.0,0.0,0.09393847874986128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367466550712256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989919243306289,0.0,0.23659725678035864,0.08256347810228963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937540915563246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872161049180461,0.09436449299589686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646914062342044,0.0,0.11878992742018868,0.08529248449018838,0.0,0.0,0.05824817027544747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879247180067827,0.09154673705428364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797292770964426,0.0,0.12718977358225952
lonely,nobittersweets,2019/06/11,"Living Alone Living Alone
You sit at a desk
And you squirm in a chair
You stretch out on a couch
You could fall asleep there
You lie in your bed
And you try not to think
You put on your bathrobe 
And you stand at the sink 
You look in the mirror 
And you unplug the phone
You re-read the letter 
You’re living alone

You clear out a closet
And you listen to a clock
You wipe off a table
And you pick up a sock 
The you put up your feet
And you stand on your head
You hate what you did 
And you regret what you said
You gaze at a snapshot
And you wait for the tone
You talk to yourself 
You’re living alone

So you turn up the heat
And you fight off a cold
You thumb through the Bible 
A you sit on hold
You’re your own boss 
You can do as you please
Open a window and let in a breeze 
You sit down to dinner
You cooked your own
You light a candle 
You’re living alone

You think about your love
And how did it end
Your cleaning lady 
has become your best friend
You’re back in your hometown 
You’re living in fear 
They wonder where has he been
And why is he here
You’re watching the reruns
Of the Twighlight Zone
Your life in a nutshell 
You’re living alone

You were always alone
But you just didn’t know it
You tried living with someone
But then you had to blow it
And if there’s one thing you’ve learned
After living with her
Is that you’re not the man now
That you never were

You were always alone
But you just didn’t see it
You tried to be someone different 
But you just couldn’t be it
And if there’s one thing you learned
After all of it
Is that you’re usually fired 
Before you can quit

What you need is a dog 
Some goldfish or a cat
A boa constrictor 
And a laboratory rat
The end is at hand now 
And you have the means
A roll of toilet paper
And the right magazines 
Your parents are dead now 
And your kids are full grown
You’re 53 now
You’re 53 now
You’re 53 now
You’re living alone",-0.5232288401253911,1.6829361083743883,0.6874312583967779,103.28186341244965,93.08866995073893,3.445338110165697,12.554231974921631,4.851557810540192,-1.6149964532019705,1484,21,358,5,55,461,173,406,0.095,0.856,0.049,-0.9259999999999999,2,9,0,0,1,0,1.0,0,60,1,2,18,7,2,1,33,0,27,8,4,3,3,56,41,30,1,6,12,1,2,0,1,0,1,2,5,2,14,24,2,2,7,1,0,4,6,4,0,2,10,9,62,3,40,26,6,52,0,1,3,1,75,28,0,5,15,231,76,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6373414599463736,0.0,0.0,0.11378669546516215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257603462892106,0.0,0.0,0.07551464343192182,0.058181956331754825,0.0,0.07175518054935041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459174934707652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143715929956031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111963438700657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694070901401286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282623498400072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750600291660923,0.07017231624735086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03757702619163168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991791068721086,0.048295174511946766,0.0,0.0,0.6037624007520291,0.0,0.057417648446727185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171096638318245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448025005860415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069908056737061,0.052734894988752536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926651279103292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592217281827535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505504630324432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137471207271459,0.0,0.07272506318612157,0.06839334736015412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058391743315654235,0.06504013447437658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448589827163273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586756713770532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495710973974675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908504165076281,0.08762367856027471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926609281838342,0.07437219611126022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530523091291129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061697661824349985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741496018118995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,StayPuffedMarsh,2019/06/11,"Is there someone like me out there? I feel hopeless sometimes. For example, when I have a day off work I barely go outside. I’m also afraid to drive on highways but I feel like the only way to have fun is go out in the world. Then again, in order to have a good time you have to spend money. I barely have any friends. I’m (26m) and still live with my parents. I’m overweight but I’m afraid to go workout because people will see me. I want to be a screenwriter/director but I’m afraid I’m never gonna leave this hellhole in Texas or get recognized. The point I’m trying to make is does anybody have similar feelings?",1.1666547406082302,3.232788193798452,2.9156589147286813,91.8328443649374,81.79069767441861,5.519618366129994,23.87656529516995,6.67199483983844,0.7329756708407871,483,18,103,5,13,160,80,129,0.042,0.799,0.159,0.9305,1,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,1,0,1,6,9,0,3,6,0,11,1,0,1,1,14,29,8,0,1,4,1,3,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,1,2,4,1,4,0,0,0,4,10,5,16,26,0,22,0,1,1,0,3,9,0,1,9,57,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693217290891356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398478690806474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906965249074426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654940222493442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528779930916275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211736618299237,0.15126113760473112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358335247542105,0.0,0.1106210515427174,0.0,0.360995938990424,0.17759046780869234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22419325244033092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688278463024035,0.0,0.18696293166366734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413325247390358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330050622218514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103146565047408,0.0,0.0,0.2351029476280724,0.0,0.0,0.14678807101355112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015485297320665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687227171235632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939954533289465,0.0,0.20940802209777634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690891742686179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346243152044345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437518962328983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488481669518962,0.16806273351581186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414316753700613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WishIWasInEngland,2019/06/11,i miss him it’s so overwhelming.. i just wish i could hear his voice again..,-1.6895833333333314,-0.03395912499999909,-0.23499999999999946,106.24666666666668,109.0,4.633333333333333,11.583333333333332,6.42735559955562,-1.0288916666666663,58,1,15,1,3,18,14,16,0.11,0.687,0.203,0.3321,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442415823791952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6271052947506295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6398346394037718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JEMSPACE,2019/07/05,"Do you want to marry me or be my girlfriend? No one seems to read what I write on reddit anyhow, so I might as well just go for it and pop the question and see what happens! Maybe we can chat, speak or whatever and get to know each other and see if we're compatible?

I'm male, 33 from Brooklyn, New York
Good looking
Professional Conversationalist
Spiritual
Funny",6.550352112676054,6.382970197183102,7.453626760563381,73.23846830985919,65.33802816901408,9.916901408450704,31.834507042253517,9.516144504307137,2.703081690140846,288,10,56,5,4,97,60,71,0.03,0.8340000000000001,0.136,0.7855,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,17,14,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,6,2,7,12,1,3,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,7,1,35,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427471166980172,0.0,0.15527824861520467,0.2291654877548648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416091405090733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015555908090078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22943750417240155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744880273975959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898451590326708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26387932256062185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851421666222396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060709522044689,0.0,0.2732957434658632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354448100964449,0.2487308704750304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115329997305866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24565921600245716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,john_the_pope,2019/07/05,"I have multiple forms of anxiety and cannot talk to girls. I hate myself for it. As the title says I have anxiety. Social, regular constant anxiety disorder, and a closure disorder. I can talk to girls so long as there is one or two guys there with me and if it is the girl asking ALL of the questions. I'm just so damn scared of saying something wrong cause it will haunt me forever. I never had friends and I've just recently started my first ever job and I'm scared I'm making a bad impression on people. I don't talk unless I'm asked to and I know I keep changing the subject I just don't know how to control my flow of words when anxiety takes over. It all just hurts so bad and I keep getting closer and closer to relapsing. It makes me shut myself off and I'm so lonely because of it. Hopefully I'll get some people commenting cause they never ever do no matter which social media I use.",1.2932608695652164,3.6078313695652175,3.517565217391308,86.2296086956522,83.13043478260869,6.723478260869566,22.78695652173913,7.908726449838941,1.409707391304348,708,25,140,14,20,242,102,184,0.243,0.718,0.039,-0.9898,1,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,14,12,2,2,6,0,11,0,0,7,6,39,31,20,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,4,7,10,0,3,3,0,0,1,6,9,0,3,1,2,19,3,18,29,4,17,0,2,0,0,17,6,1,5,10,96,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35384147053900217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162060087779529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310059151051728,0.07048995031395396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375777522354904,0.1223263717037974,0.0,0.0,0.12496022656602004,0.1296943519335423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26505518405290274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919674058976595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835897090256387,0.0,0.0,0.08933922239396554,0.0,0.12082890557844607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144967125083322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416550525172205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485152849916992,0.0,0.0,0.12378953197475827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147497768663981,0.20556319107906146,0.0,0.0,0.12709981322177524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233323107149636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437436228186527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836949813854705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835718817604058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033333371170838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953753126395914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417549491911096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839149975975728,0.2315413775597405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357503983410643,0.0,0.08902138098040083,0.0,0.0,0.08184696410442115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694303974681157,0.2788288120848945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295847655680087,0.0,0.0,0.09987141014726957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264285899577921,0.0,0.0
lonely,myliferollercoaster,2019/07/05,How to deal with being awkward and ugly I am very lonely at times. I’m ugly and very awkward to talk to or be around. Every time I go out and try and talk to people I tell myself I don’t want to be around people and I just want to go home. Then when I go home all I do is feel like crap. Trying to figure out what to do.,0.2669369369369363,1.1878441621621647,2.933513513513514,95.99774774774777,80.35135135135134,4.933333333333334,15.036036036036036,3.1291,-1.2020558558558565,244,2,62,0,6,86,42,74,0.19899999999999998,0.7340000000000001,0.067,-0.8777,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,2,0,0,8,1,1,1,1,18,15,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,10,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,8,1,14,12,1,12,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,1,5,42,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527964090110984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042870694968477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695247113342498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019212405300912,0.14156056175600604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378447942700314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975272840680877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680755967350207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747487176257872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185357936659349,0.17319447914779545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310892465646741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690657958344441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269939983253546,0.2337515780472873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,youarenothing,2019/07/05,"It’s officially gotten to the point where I LITERALLY have zero friends. I’m 29M. I’m a full time shift worker so my sleep/wake cycle is completely fucked and I’m almost never, ever free on weekends or evenings because of the nature of my job. Because of this, I’m usually only free during random weekday mornings, and most people my age have regular day jobs so I don’t really have people to hang out with. I’ve never had many friends to begin with. During my years at university I made maybe 5 friends at most, and unfortunately none of the friendships were close. I’ve also never had a romantic relationship of any kind. I tried to remain in contact with some of my uni friends on and off for a few years but all those connections gradually faded. I’m not friends with anyone at work. We’re ‘friendly’, as professional acquaintances should be, but there’s not a single person I could describe as a friend. On top of this, the kind of job I have involves working by yourself without needing to spend much time interacting with anyone (that’s part of the appeal of the job for me due to my social anxiety and social awkwardness, to be honest). Basically I’m in a situation where I’m in my late 20s, depressed, very lonely, and don’t have very many opportunities to meet and connect with other people. Besides, most people around my age or older are married, have kids, etc., so I don’t come across a lot of people with free time just to hang out with some socially awkward loner who’s almost 30. The whole socially awkward thing I’ve got going on is downright off-putting at my age, where it might have been somewhat cute and endearing in my teens when I actually had a decent circle of friends. I always thought I’d grow out of it, but I didn’t. There are so many things that happen in my life where I find myself just wishing I had someone to talk to about it, or some friends to share experiences with. Unfortunately I feel like that ship as officially sailed. I can’t even imagine a plausible scenario in which I’m ever going to have a close friend again. What bizarre sequence of events would have to happen for someone to end up developing a close connection with *me*? I’m not interesting, I’m not funny, I’m not attractive. It’s almost laughable to think about someone ever being like “u/youarenothing is my best friend” in this lifetime. Forget romantic relationships— I’ve officially given up on that. If I can’t even make a friend, what are the odds that anyone could ever push past that and actually fall in love with me? Virtually impossible. That’s why I’m now just focused on the lack of friends. That’s what keeps me up at night. It can’t be normal for a person to have literally no friends at all... Conventional wisdom says *everyone* has friends, right? Guess that’s concrete evidence my life is a monumental failure. 

Anyway, just wanted to vent. Don’t have anyone to talk to about this, so thanks for taking the time to read this! I hope you’re having a good day over there, wherever in the world you are :)",4.509853249475891,6.211431778730706,5.553575757575756,78.32147474747477,70.83533447684391,8.201090146750525,28.736001524680773,8.778014704023537,2.3135188031255955,2409,92,443,44,45,795,264,583,0.102,0.716,0.182,0.9963,4,2,0,0,0,0,70.0,0,1,0,6,33,40,1,3,26,0,44,4,0,2,9,87,80,26,0,11,17,0,1,2,15,3,2,1,0,3,29,28,0,1,5,2,4,8,19,6,0,1,12,2,35,37,91,59,20,83,1,2,0,2,34,43,1,19,34,299,64,9,0.0,0.0,0.10893383378505407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767052805175572,0.0,0.0,0.04463484878580206,0.04644214904596634,0.0,0.0,0.0379557852714473,0.0,0.04269795245283271,0.0,0.0,0.1561072311264559,0.0,0.0,0.04968675316764767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680480225751491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857389172380791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04807926392386857,0.05852045877358695,0.0,0.0,0.08912669972503802,0.0,0.0,0.07199149161644941,0.0,0.048072961389782766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049435095110188176,0.0,0.06224793994642444,0.11059488550962164,0.2019497029420094,0.0,0.0533331625209421,0.0,0.05459730723266043,0.0,0.0,0.02822149664798653,0.039873901834544735,0.0,0.0,0.051013457036903916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6468323564459284,0.0515996212436319,0.0,0.0,0.06344135209661081,0.04681456844955787,0.044639967704160614,0.0,0.061485982654973126,0.0,0.09871318545574276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543640880219758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154918174633004,0.049610506905119096,0.0,0.11624446020710187,0.0,0.0,0.06296120587071331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884688745782235,0.054536307053038115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474515060949712,0.050374780405075585,0.052813045176250496,0.03725662325903607,0.16976147829177546,0.056073183938300436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592103818521858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04103009182550062,0.041385756859846176,0.12914278824843128,0.0,0.0,0.05237814288057723,0.054686375755911176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04244945499748135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060441682428086375,0.053281271669944924,0.19347379064976208,0.09747016611451108,0.0,0.0,0.05276275906384397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610900528862575,0.0,0.0,0.05582962083340082,0.0,0.035756208567176206,0.0,0.0,0.05992390286359117,0.0,0.047665292238840015,0.0,0.044385943856846105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273785523153473,0.05585482520892927,0.22758348327616065,0.14187437645336193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041965570305359884,0.08972318850582273,0.0,0.05138650799842597,0.0,0.0,0.0741613695184108,0.0357636885667187,0.0,0.04431049166421872,0.1301835739875167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03789439303239093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147180465521315,0.09210564318177614,0.03292084801412569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036391986814266,0.06231491456891526,0.06418393959701578,0.053803202288084835,0.0,0.08126726571232826,0.0,0.0,0.03964903121903196,0.0,0.0,0.07188543752107512
lonely,HorngusOfADongfish,2019/07/05,"Why do I feel so alone? I spend most of my day in my room on my pc. Up until recently I was still in Secondary school (uk) and spent most days with my 3 friends. I don’t know why but no matter what, I always feel completely alone. I talk to my parents, I play with people in communities for games, I talk to people on Discord, and yet I always feel lonely. I just don’t understand because there just doesn’t seem to be a reason for it. Sorry if you don’t care, I just needed somewhere to get this out of my system.",3.4672739187418102,3.660755963302755,4.9892791612057685,87.02633027522936,71.93577981651377,7.696461336828308,24.74574049803407,7.447530270364453,0.9585428571428576,396,10,89,4,7,134,68,109,0.15,0.753,0.09699999999999999,-0.6891,1,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,21,17,6,0,2,5,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,7,2,2,0,5,1,0,0,2,3,18,3,18,14,2,15,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,4,6,61,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713573510305004,0.0,0.0,0.2983484962096382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928663736706724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278659273640216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879703160949462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23123987266823026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719461068881163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385102863165491,0.0,0.09366572630990512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852689025261273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329328915357895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906779080543568,0.0,0.0,0.24857856788325464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843283722952625,0.17701609738488114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814396253482571,0.0,0.1632086039819974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068783763256373,0.0,0.0,0.14317220906995504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28819487163860114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663545929641304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235423007882565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fitz_cuniculus,2019/07/05,"A success story - no longer lonely   

A week or so ago, I was depressed, and miserable, I'd never felt so alone in my life. Recent events had left me rather socially isolated, but not anti social. So, using my alt I recently posted on a sub designed to find friends and relationships a self-deprecating and what I thought at least, a humorous post asking for some friends. I was really hoping to find someone to share a few laughs with, nothing more. I had a few responses, shared a few messages, but nothing really came of it on the first day.

The next day, I was sitting down, busy doing nothing when the fabled red envelope lit up on the browser, a message had arrived from a beautiful girl, obviously - and purely for science - I checked her posts, and she was so far out of my league it's scary, but hell what's the harm in chatting? So she and I spoke for a few hours, which seemed to pass in 10 minutes. It was the first real conversation I've had in 5 years. I pretty quickly realised she's not only beautiful, she's sassy, intelligent, caring, thoughtful,kind, and we kinda got each others sense of humour.

Since then we've spoken daily, she rings from work just to tell me she's missing me and to hear my voice, this shit has never happened to me before. We share the minutiae of each others lives, I've told her things I have carried for much longer than I should have, and she's done the same. It feels I've known her for decades and not days, and to top it all off she's the sexiest woman I've ever met. I cannot begin to explain the difference this person has already made to my life, but it's fair to say she's completed me. She just popped up on Skype to say she's on her way soon from work and we can chat. 

I'm a 51 year old guy whose been round the block. I've been lonelier over the last 5 years than I have ever been. Last week I've met someone who puts colour into my life. So there's hope people, please don't just sit here and tell each other how lonely we all are. Make an effort, do it today, to go and post on a sub for friends/ relationships /r/r4r /r/needafriend and I'm sure there's dozens more. 

Have a nice day peeps, and stay strong. You're are all loved, and are all capable of loving.",4.723514285714288,4.976036535555559,5.467190476190479,84.49050000000003,69.2,8.473015873015873,27.62698412698413,8.306716005460428,1.6475650793650796,1731,52,365,23,28,564,234,450,0.092,0.7090000000000001,0.19899999999999998,0.9957,0,5,0,0,0,0,63.0,4,0,0,8,19,26,2,1,27,0,28,6,1,4,11,71,55,31,0,4,12,0,3,0,3,1,3,6,0,4,18,28,0,1,8,2,1,4,8,8,0,3,22,12,43,18,48,32,17,63,1,5,4,2,53,21,2,6,30,232,61,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685566571845655,0.0,0.0,0.08979662633579588,0.09567728267841197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105421683711245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377660717981535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916344069778624,0.08839797742846309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909048935735919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22366122961945248,0.0,0.07467589165377514,0.0,0.0,0.09058463434322604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872575651775469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685297618896826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043838893321024607,0.0,0.08324705528195937,0.0,0.158487236086188,0.14749653629838644,0.0,0.0,0.20095613655445946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049274471538406285,0.0,0.0693431254354223,0.0,0.0,0.08584813544491307,0.07666986730984675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771891369003076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222834365544798,0.08538353196309498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028629051363236,0.0,0.1413466204921221,0.0,0.0,0.09420145456319554,0.0,0.18371954175957475,0.0,0.0,0.07655903011620377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650301270650055,0.08203907405475186,0.057873937478472214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373559279742502,0.0,0.13373911355162113,0.0,0.09220804953801044,0.0,0.0,0.24957733878376254,0.0,0.09097865989306717,0.0,0.0,0.06594041245870595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010791684440515,0.07570442254665921,0.0,0.09517223237395908,0.0,0.0,0.3321443564623005,0.08820661503536988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871589741634897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986853105076746,0.1110864269526668,0.0,0.17121458140717402,0.18616996949407624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789705641512032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892980702221034,0.09044859368085864,0.0,0.08899786377690612,0.07172039283443128,0.0,0.0,0.17676256099058807,0.1469238321388968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924122837250969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171515600742768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156189903975967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760063697916337,0.0,0.0,0.06883132178634559,0.0,0.0,0.0821829026921407,0.08284701734254969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748822752860553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881963051261336,0.13909345828894001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262394775334602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674988077065587
lonely,potatofluffball,2019/07/05,"Feeling lonely, I couldn't think of anywhere else to go It's just hit me how very alone I am right before I go to bed. This might be pathetic but could anyone just send me a goodnight message? Anything would help, I just want to feel like someone out there cares",2.3545283018867917,4.483584830188678,2.7930566037735858,93.9175094339623,78.05660377358491,4.994716981132076,23.807547169811322,5.6839178017228535,0.3224143396226409,208,7,43,1,5,64,43,53,0.1,0.664,0.23600000000000002,0.8296,0,3,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,14,2,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,5,8,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832790759828066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912480636022695,0.0,0.225079558914704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23274113921486395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788667947395005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837948972225074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284867050109733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765948276419423,0.19539918706126608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31088978142103196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333135444812496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362562444610215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901562161514095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23358033515641655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317483913734095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525738266714874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256785387614373,0.16132624707809967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194297224789114,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,theluvzombie,2019/07/05,"Why can't I find anyone who wants me? God I'm trying.. I'm trying so hard to put myself out there. I thought I had improved myself, thought I might finally have a chance.. I've made posts, I've set up dating apps. I'm trying to make new friends. 

I'm tired, and I feel so worthless. and it hurts, I just wish someone would find something about me to love.",-0.11893333333333445,2.051380040000001,1.5053333333333363,99.11266666666668,88.6,3.866666666666666,19.0,5.033348758259628,-0.5870000000000002,273,8,63,1,9,88,50,75,0.147,0.66,0.193,0.5563,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,0,15,17,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,2,10,2,6,11,0,8,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644005925136402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866404386339518,0.0,0.0,0.21375635825168326,0.3566922070429321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075764592897667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747989548802366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889165957666647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761132517346445,0.18463757152301175,0.1302513880564793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700304399516076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884586349474704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868814588623474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616044563403426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533377465277016,0.15022129669732062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30982426961250426,0.0,0.2242742596247649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39744320823516294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509325791612825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607528264655195,0.0,0.22439089998358666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138615389684331,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,artaor,2019/07/05,"If I don't change the trajectory of my life, I will be alone forever. I guess I'm lonely because of my personality and lack of energy, confidence and motivation. I don't seem to be able to ""snap out of it"". I tried medication and am in therapy but it isnt helping much. I feel like I already know what the future holds for me. 
After I'm finished with uni it will only get worse. Work, more loneliness and casual drug abuse.",2.073023255813954,4.077480197674419,4.9304069767441865,78.8609593023256,78.41860465116278,8.951162790697676,24.703488372093023,9.516144504307137,2.396586046511628,331,12,68,10,8,119,62,86,0.225,0.6559999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.9017,0,3,1,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,1,0,15,15,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,10,2,11,11,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,3,4,44,14,2,0.2335494376977755,0.2767178933851931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418867826297759,0.25772761207416395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236956949305565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470643375339365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270843200690297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808961307542455,0.166847764956675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201994179952708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572810362205247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654326507795974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835266311324006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496287472337298,0.11410045822136244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352764878334967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168570925058255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762487150988354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392636057594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126146365766174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670841360427278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856473760906556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002677220435872,0.0,0.2380068297006987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nitrambelac,2019/07/05,Feeling quite down I'm very lonely and just want friends,1.4445454545454552,3.942690272727273,0.5004545454545449,101.2706818181818,100.8181818181818,2.2,23.681818181818183,3.1291,-0.27267272727272696,47,2,9,0,2,13,11,11,0.19,0.408,0.402,0.2748,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913166915752364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451289134520691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6128021118025117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753807280635234,0.3398257947460953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hellocookieman,2019/07/05,"Trying to keep up So I quit my job a month ago because they were driving me insane, but now I’ve been sitting at home and it’s even worse. I’ve had a few interviews and I’ll get something soon, but you know. Now I’m just sitting in my room listening to 80s music because I’ve never had any real friends. Like ever. 

I try to just keep on going and stay positive, but I’ve been doing that forever. It’s hard.",1.0902272727272724,2.7570866590909127,3.45,89.92000000000002,80.13636363636364,6.218181818181819,23.5,7.1686216300943375,0.8638590909090911,318,11,70,4,8,110,61,88,0.085,0.779,0.13699999999999998,0.7717,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,8,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,2,14,13,7,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,7,2,7,8,1,17,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,8,41,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984814880436107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226554457658056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729852416611438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788953646174066,0.20253817221557904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299124986195036,0.0,0.1169830161678172,0.0,0.12725243275274606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057814973802734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245986093668665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219476272091385,0.3980405514787615,0.0,0.0,0.12305432573331015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939044513555674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872172993196328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726921367423962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381543863700826,0.0,0.2548570374676391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723758003212326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386568044893117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040385200944081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281820200559681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BeardlessReviews,2019/07/05,"Is this a sub to be all like “I’m looking for someone”? Generally unfamiliar with this sub. Feels super weird asking for attention, but I mean I also feel weirder trying to get attention from people. Been like this for a while now and I guess just lonely enough I want to give this a try.

Also dating sites are a bitch. Really feels awful swiping at girls. Makes a shitty situation even worse imo. I mean I guess that’s mostly just for hookups. I’m not gonna be all “looks don’t matter” but I guess I like Reddit being primarily about talking. Also having to pay for that shit, while understandable, just makes it all way weirder. Recommendations for a dating site more akin to what I need would be appreciated as an alternative.

Anyways so uh. I’m 19M. Also apparently akiosexual, which is to my understanding having sexual desires but having no desire to do anything with them. Like a sub-category of asexual but I think asexuals physically do not get aroused or something (I have no idea just don’t want to get it mixed up). Definitely feels lonely af being in that sexuality. But yeah hoping for a romantic probably hetero relationship. Like I have never cared about dating any guys, so I can’t relate to that, but I mean I have no idea I guess. It’s crazy how much shit I have no idea about, especially stuff that’s supposed to be *me*. What my values are etc.

Uhhh... what else. Diagnosed with depression. Should be mild I guess. Have had low times where I don’t really do anything but be sad for long periods of time (weeks at worst). Am doing medical stuff but honestly I feel like most of me being better is just coming to terms with myself and the world and shit, even if I’m still very confused and frustrated. Spend most of my time with media art shit (more criticizing than making). Music, video games, movies mostly. Like sometimes auteur-level shit (very easy person to connect with). I like to think of my one defining trait as being earnest, but there are occasions where I could be better for sure. Currently studying Communications because I guess I’m good at that somehow (ironically a bit too) and hope it will sustain me financially while I test more waters and try to find some decent purpose in life.

Also probably somewhat antinatalist (yeah real romance material I know) but like not extremely. Idk there’s probably a better word for what I believe with that. Political scale test tells me I lean left and libertarian, but I’m still like -3 authoritarian -5 right. Don’t like to label myself as anything but moderate but also not strictly in the middle according to data. Is this important, I have no idea. Honestly don’t even know if I’m going to end up talking to anyone and just want to introduce myself somewhere. Also worried something about me will be an instant turn-off. Which is fine. Or well, it’s not *really* fine but it’s fine if people feel that way. Does that even make any sense idk. 

But yeah I’m happy to be earnest to someone for a longer period of time. I hope I’m someone I would date. Even if not, welp, hope this was a decent read. Not sure why it would be but I won’t complain (unless you harass me about it I guess but I’m going to assume that’s not happening).

If this is the wrong sub someone tell my stupid ass so I can delete this btw.",2.1528320802005005,4.895988571428571,3.9568629908103614,81.45832706766919,83.92063492063491,6.74436090225564,22.257727652464496,7.94452939551167,1.5105873015873017,2600,88,476,54,76,871,281,630,0.16699999999999998,0.634,0.19899999999999998,0.9547,2,4,2,0,0,0,87.0,0,1,1,4,38,50,9,1,17,4,55,11,7,5,6,123,112,50,0,20,39,0,6,11,0,8,3,0,0,3,34,16,1,0,23,4,2,3,21,19,2,1,3,8,49,31,65,86,18,44,0,5,2,2,14,17,7,27,33,319,83,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964343035767775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202185915087789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03702707285666715,0.0,0.13073131935829468,0.0,0.049505382974931074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03228061982088632,0.0,0.0,0.05966167665560911,0.0,0.14050206531743656,0.057812685096977325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053990722476534365,0.0,0.0,0.04561568084599277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422799223377424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04560970125396252,0.05374778294845093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04634090889317831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0442367557290171,0.0,0.04690203919736294,0.054716235705896274,0.059058353439287635,0.17487999984755484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065255734313155,0.037830761782234185,0.0,0.0,0.048399525806611735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829997456441561,0.05079885740172485,0.060190615111322225,0.044415788409725904,0.0,0.0,0.4083480720530295,0.052433358666889834,0.046827559279719384,0.05637113397796763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038338150710675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391170959212107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582049034173542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753530497146556,0.0,0.0374033851648715,0.28458025679101456,0.0,0.0,0.04686313598674731,0.08893701873187633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139037059091775,0.0,0.0,0.17304918192782104,0.0,0.053346167187201816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03892770855971163,0.03926514930590267,0.04084183583197189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03588339317134827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342407488033648,0.04623789578523655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712819776412236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296890921046128,0.06027390407707337,0.10177217776331283,0.0,0.0,0.05685340009364906,0.0,0.045222921083833315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27178557156875505,0.0,0.059523165448942185,0.0,0.0,0.17947297159869002,0.08153404400370921,0.052373432625975616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457919030632348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124064724996406,0.0,0.0,0.09981812793610756,0.0,0.0,0.08512576935136118,0.09256927213854306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786231195711101,0.0,0.0,0.12351296333921555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785804923024317,0.057599375606743025,0.0,0.11025516845958913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738614697071116,0.09370194801045707,0.08406575987445067,0.042476969062198916,0.0,0.04761252606472662,0.0,0.04778327094391791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377794539948764,0.05396523998562378,0.11285224063355252,0.0578975191320331,0.0,0.0
lonely,ItMakesMeWonder4,2019/07/05,"Loneliness from divorce I've been divorced for 3 years now and it has caused severe loneliness. She cheated many times over and messed with my head, gaslighting so to speak. I'm a completely different person now who is afraid of dating or meeting new people because I have custody of my kids. People say I'm good looking, a great dad, funny, kind, and loyal to a fault. I pretty much fall into that old cliche of nice guys finish last. 

I miss the sensual part of the relationship, but I miss the conversation more than anything. 

I don't know where to go from here.",5.822063492063492,6.6719949629629625,6.051216931216931,79.15833333333335,66.96296296296296,8.764021164021164,30.243386243386244,8.841846274778883,2.397527513227513,448,16,82,7,7,143,83,108,0.133,0.733,0.135,0.29600000000000004,1,0,0,0,2,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,11,1,1,6,0,5,1,1,1,0,9,12,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,1,3,8,5,14,11,3,14,0,2,1,0,13,3,0,1,9,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925976235702578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538258008349346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112933220483912,0.0,0.0,0.21565493988010906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489518446590036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689451226997655,0.17251732395952032,0.0,0.22676647301796216,0.0,0.20365872243395305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109032039109613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418741926091128,0.11303811705710365,0.1676592741391224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272209975227276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853049891841166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120083080923086,0.0,0.0,0.19865013280318064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158299367429428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22273488047507792,0.0,0.2851896896596653,0.1795946516316138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209253776278625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208268004088505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356754978637253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323634899635339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993553797260685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245324824640456
lonely,Americanyank,2019/07/05,"I despise this place and can not wait till I leave  

I despise High school. I'm a 17 year old and I am not gonna lie pretty  average but that's no excuse for every single female I know to treat me like shit. Even really close friends just cant help expressing how fucking repulsed they are by me. I don't get I'm sporty I do drama so I am pretty good at expressing myself and I don't even mind meeting new people yet for some reason my very existence seems to provoke disgust from every female I know. That and having to see your friends go out and get girlfriends as you're stuck alone fucking hurts man and I want it to end hopefully when I leave this shit hole and go to college shits gonna get better but my self esteem is probably too low for that to happen.

Sorry if my punctuation is shit I just needed somewhere to vent",2.037609649122807,4.0561870994152045,3.5523940058479546,88.62929276315792,78.59064327485379,6.146345029239766,22.383406432748536,7.1686216300943375,0.7717160818713444,658,20,134,8,16,217,111,171,0.285,0.561,0.154,-0.983,0,1,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,1,1,1,9,18,9,0,1,0,11,6,4,3,0,28,32,15,0,4,7,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,1,4,1,0,2,6,11,0,0,1,1,21,7,16,29,2,15,0,2,1,2,12,6,6,4,8,79,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051586816031402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145201862783312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161388128703473,0.0,0.0,0.16646641277430074,0.0,0.2123499396212529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472123244710784,0.23300183754499354,0.19751643885244505,0.0,0.1432370166542021,0.10569729205104432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114366396824393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446670762317632,0.13314414546631612,0.0,0.12516356522095207,0.0,0.0,0.13490407451656833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851157202378436,0.0,0.0,0.26686814862818115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061565663904190465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724150094504816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344019552977392,0.0,0.1217082471543741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223390749227035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736449542011591,0.0,0.1316612068373198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564096984172489,0.13586791140437907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072987842737595,0.12956672310341766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275361866692384,0.10041943426077353,0.11472137325857727,0.13146347707977202,0.0,0.5174195926612842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106599632481173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397743041702026,0.07432824016879191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115097858980623
lonely,interste11a,2019/07/05,"just wanna hold hands :( 15f here. as i write this, my sister and her bf are sitting near me, wrapped up in each others arms, looking like they couldn't be happier. it made me realize how much i want to be someone's favorite person. i feel ugly and pimple-y and gross on a daily basis, and i wish someone would look at me and think i'm the prettiest girl in the world. and i wish they would love me not in spite of the way i look, but because of it. living with a visible facial deformity has taught me to always keep myself in check and not be too loud or weird. i hope that one day i'll be with someone who's comfortable with my true self, and i know that there's somebody for everyone. but i can't shake off the loneliness i feel when i see my sister, my twin, my best friend so absorbed in a relationship that she doesn't pay attention to me anymore when i try to talk to her. thanks for reading this :] any advice is welcome",4.330625000000001,4.521929145833333,5.399999999999999,84.845,70.04166666666666,8.483333333333333,27.979166666666664,8.344100000000001,1.7048354166666662,724,23,156,10,12,240,123,192,0.065,0.684,0.252,0.9905,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,1,8,13,1,1,7,0,12,4,3,2,1,38,30,16,0,8,6,2,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,3,9,12,0,2,6,1,2,1,5,4,0,1,2,8,29,9,24,21,3,17,0,0,4,1,18,11,0,2,4,106,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183720029430375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292900229388728,0.0,0.0,0.1056648852220711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409689548668393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471924297665647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630635093370624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020834299982534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484738744305401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713131385785464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004751706576865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154329089263094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811039556811908,0.0,0.0,0.08539371951052308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759116506743685,0.0,0.13720488906676853,0.0,0.3914444859001818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023805202611692,0.14702592284329713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422342898156153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529066218315604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567330831663355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542374990172614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682179733225308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381909868436736,0.0,0.16209700205698982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949632341074144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488992583639015,0.0,0.1430545944652425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995623202232362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549397573233127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164815329068267,0.12333476215368913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573625765936056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075740512089656,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iambruhoof,2019/07/05,"does anyone feel like they’re in this never ending loop that you can’t seem to get out of? i feel like i’m in this loop, like this seemingly never ending cycle that i can’t break. for the past few years i haven’t had any friends really and i isolate myself way too much and whenever i try to get out of my comfort zone and try to talk to people and socialize i embarrass myself by doing something awkward or something. and i just fall back into isolation and loneliness. i just do this over and over again and i can’t seem to get a break. can anyone relate?",2.4227826086956554,4.2254685391304365,3.978478260869569,87.02163043478264,76.65217391304348,7.034782608695654,21.93478260869565,7.908726449838941,1.0198869565217388,442,12,90,7,10,147,67,115,0.1,0.782,0.11800000000000001,0.4734,0,1,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,2,2,0,8,0,0,0,2,21,17,9,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,2,13,5,16,16,2,19,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,11,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610671259059885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23876593894829026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312858722913591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941271034883574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30244382187320096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726590651069608,0.24394845882174024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191063929967528,0.0,0.26760841017477066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25023977043849066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551101354061453,0.0,0.2633651144539988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298736153135635,0.11836722989200875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937820945471728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662964433111682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404441703772558,0.0,0.2628826838156542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372315759778832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318378275744332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552273067549894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994874396641173
lonely,GeneralWalters421,2019/07/05,"17M. Just got ghosted by pretty much my only friend, and am feeling desperately lonely after finishing high school. How do I make friends? A couple weeks ago, I went out with a girl I have had a crush on for a while. Long story short, but she was being really nice to me and stuff, so a while back I asked her out, and that went surprisingly well all things considered. I sorta did not know how to continue, (I have asperges or something, so I really suck at this kind of thing) but I eventually got back into it and asked her to the prom. She refused, because she was already with a friend, but said that “she otherwise would have loved to go.” 

Eventually, I confessed my feelings to her, but it came out wrong, and probably made her feel uncomfortable, she also said she did not feel the same way. Obviously I was a little upset and did not talk with her for a while, but eventually, I accepted it, and I tried reaching out, just to be friendly, because I do enjoy her company, and am quite lonely. This takes me to yesterday, where we went to Starbucks and hung out for a bit. I say it went pretty well, and I did have fun, but it was rather short, and when I followed up with a text she never responded. I honestly understand why and am not mad, but I do feel upset. I thought I was being friendly and to feel completely abandoned is not a nice feeling.  

I am currently desperately lonely, I have hobbies, I am going to uni in a few months but I really have no friends. One of my aqunetnces at school reached out and asked me if I wanted to play D&D, which is really nice, as it is something I have always wanted to do, but never had any friends to do so, but I don’t know when, if ever that is happening, so it is really not enough. I am desperate to send a message to the girl I was with, saying i’m sorry and I just want to be friends but I know that is just guilt tripping, and that I really shouldn’t.   

What should I do? Keep focusing on hobbies? I feel like I should get a job, but it is quite inconvenient right now, and I really don’t have much inspiration to do so. I desperately want to get some friends but I have zero idea how, everyone from school I know, has ‘abandoned’ me as usual. I have tried making online friends, but it is not enough. Is Meetup any good? People say friendships last forever, but I have not had one last longer than a year, for as long as I can remember. I know I need to fix this now. I cannot just wait till university, the same thing that has happened for the last multiple years will happen if I don’t figure this out. I think one of the main reasons is because of asperges making me awkward and stuff.",4.4443912337662335,5.122565327651515,5.602140692640695,81.7673181818182,69.9659090909091,8.988831168831169,28.532683982683984,9.159459690764724,2.207142034632035,2055,71,422,39,35,685,212,528,0.102,0.698,0.2,0.9957,3,6,2,0,0,0,72.0,1,0,0,2,25,38,2,4,21,0,63,1,0,8,5,119,114,56,1,13,33,0,8,1,10,5,0,5,0,2,26,33,0,5,23,1,0,10,16,12,2,4,24,13,69,26,56,81,11,60,1,5,0,1,41,20,1,6,30,325,95,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512685902933479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862718610550023,0.04973257748560792,0.051746288804754806,0.06738183227709173,0.0,0.08458140145597579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441515899482726,0.0,0.0,0.0956391135534788,0.0,0.11372964110514082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678943585334501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112772968796092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652040575832868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881102403378983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285158687366042,0.0,0.0,0.056253574969843526,0.0,0.059424322245468786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515573023296118,0.044427884636876025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804712186736931,0.0,0.06498244551343434,0.0,0.07068696421662439,0.052161242083417,0.09947656206727797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498076989421226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657061677635438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702038913030908,0.0,0.0,0.061713056881561465,0.05527650358129889,0.0,0.06476034737190918,0.17088743475561632,0.15207717900758913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030382438723046138,0.06232978664074665,0.0,0.1100707414419125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612806446009084,0.058844802501364465,0.12453506308314145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04963872302929029,0.0,0.09143224527299808,0.04611240803592754,0.09592809053891148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642277160897614,0.04729759072367678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043114071388919914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653728484566146,0.0670503366794821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229146369314415,0.0,0.0,0.2788793785735877,0.0639407224026952,0.0,0.0,0.07044809423134918,0.05310912670541625,0.1183120950530324,0.14836573566490524,0.0,0.18881597943031525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575237003754664,0.0,0.06961557331557214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423832150229429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046758441749284264,0.049985219464225086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239469659809745,0.03984824551217592,0.0,0.04937117566346747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444459381042789,0.0,0.0,0.06474101596392265,0.0,0.0,0.06849247552885164,0.0,0.14672290098809235,0.04936278977294288,0.04988432144408365,0.0,0.1118308865917318,0.23059956687189515,0.056115963545463686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044177331635926166,0.06799398636395572,0.0,0.08009544534943927
lonely,BlazingFlamingo64,2019/07/05,What do you do to not feel so lonely The title pretty much says it all,-1.239374999999999,0.7127738125000036,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,92.125,3.2,8.0,3.1291,-2.194275,55,0,13,0,2,19,15,16,0.159,0.685,0.157,-0.0107,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221499561560475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683607835379153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6481860059339113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.506668021394532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xxisnotabelle,2019/07/05,"I have to interview someone for a class assignment but I literally don't have any friends. Any takers? 

​

It's a six minute interview, and it would probably just be easier to do it online. It's supposed to be about an artifact you feel connected to. 

​

Thanks :)",2.3522058823529406,5.2679907647058855,4.017818627450982,77.61143382352941,92.33333333333334,8.82450980392157,29.90441176470589,8.841846274778883,3.905605882352942,223,12,37,8,8,74,36,51,0.06,0.7340000000000001,0.207,0.8488,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,27,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574255323349549,0.5129878207942108,0.2870929097589251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673197158849428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308535665047402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22758757748472005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885340036629974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434062552140485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995020733186246,0.0,0.5129878207942108,0.0
lonely,Jayston_Grahamus,2019/07/05,"""Greatest"" day of my life. Today has been a hallmark of my foolishness, and I feel like such a moron for even thinking I had a shred of hope with doing anything right.

I decided to come clean with a girl (My only true friend, really.) After suppressing feelings for her for 2 years straight yet never telling her due to that gut feeling of getting rejected by her.

Turns out, I should've trusted my gut, because she said no straight up. She tried to sweeten it with talk, but nothing hurts more than being in love for so long and having your heart plucked out because you decided to have a bit of courage for once. I got the message and backed off, and now I feel stupid because I've probably alienated the only person I've ever really enjoyed friendship with. 

To try and enjoy a shred of today that I had left, I tried to go do something with my ""Friends"" who I don't talk to much at all, and I ended up being a 5th wheel all day to two happy couples being romantic and loving, and it's made me feel like I'm not even human anymore. I've only just gone home to crawl into bed, and I feel like I never want to leave. 

So, how has everybody else's day been? I hope it's been at least enjoyable.",7.758694832138815,5.6118138547717855,7.937118068653338,77.17984534138064,63.97925311203321,10.755337608449645,36.4319124858544,9.095868883498916,3.0844240663900417,933,35,188,12,11,306,139,241,0.051,0.6759999999999999,0.273,0.9957,0,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,0,11,20,2,0,9,0,15,6,3,2,6,42,36,13,0,3,3,0,6,3,2,0,1,1,3,3,6,18,0,1,9,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,9,7,26,16,38,24,7,32,0,2,0,2,20,13,0,2,19,126,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089487200880873,0.0,0.0,0.0904030298575596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844733260125091,0.0,0.20090359881866066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993549646608355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094632161085848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155478758616108,0.0,0.2125462166677285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177150743835503,0.0,0.09730078004457786,0.0,0.0,0.14511915209281104,0.09937203307806833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332822924791265,0.23544579472989866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975064024178885,0.0,0.057395798653832035,0.0,0.06243431950847773,0.0,0.0878627555807904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169449218396041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301811881056079,0.0,0.0,0.11019562483034824,0.21822576885109565,0.0,0.0,0.11760429375175516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116322802912825,0.11936005661223015,0.0,0.07759531600609837,0.16101188452809134,0.0,0.0,0.09722007326073824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983006371106591,0.10394944079150054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075760613028729,0.0,0.1694571303469846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541084680164592,0.0,0.0,0.11699422225560555,0.0,0.25065381635349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592297913938826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844453046728112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075453793577697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381736002640093,0.10449925564240277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457335989557457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659794545240073,0.09601994434972742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703919915003039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826336415666824,0.0,0.0,0.22375727161942247,0.11949297455987452,0.10731442026491836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479656172125504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707443682373422
lonely,SexyVirus,2019/07/05,"Lonely 23 years old introverted male looking for a friend. Hey, I am really bored and lonely most of the times. I would love to have some friends to talk to, have great conversations and listen to your rants.

I love dark humor, TV shows my favorite TV shows are black mirror, sense8, games of thrones, rick and morty, Hannibal, True detective, Criminal minds, mindhunters and few more.

Tell me about yourself? What are your hobbies? Your most favorite moment of your life? Why are you here.",4.300574712643677,7.22605767816092,3.506436781609196,87.1405747126437,75.66666666666666,6.625287356321839,24.60919540229885,7.793537801064563,1.420347126436781,386,13,69,6,9,113,65,87,0.11900000000000001,0.613,0.26899999999999996,0.9577,0,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,5,0,0,2,10,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,1,10,11,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,10,7,9,10,5,4,0,2,2,2,16,0,0,3,4,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117944295078124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938171563450332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823680924970967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379285399537946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810532532525726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690889978092994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796468870551106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707267040858856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420258002043333,0.2329327191258152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539827489856406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404747703543418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931393152342527,0.0,0.0,0.1716172423131471
lonely,Wistfultortoise,2019/07/05,"I'm down again. I'm so done with being alone. After everything, I thought I'd always have my family. 

My dad told me that I'm too much stress, and he needs me to give him space, because my issues stress him out too much. 

My sister told me that my ""boy drama"" (being upset because I think I've lost not only one of my closest friends, but the only guy I've been close to in a while, as a 23 yo f virgin who has only had one bf) is emotionally draining to her, so she's not going to deal with it any more. 

My mum told my dad that she doesn't like me and is ""afraid of me""

Only my brother is still around for me. But with his Asperger's and other issues, it's really hard for him to be there for me. I also can't talk to him about that guy because 1 weird, and 2 he knows the guy. And would be super awkward talking about the crush I had on him. 

I've gone from mostly alone to pretty much truly alone. And once again I find myself wondering if there really is any value to prolonging this shitty life if this is all it has for me. Why be miserable and alone for another 60 years or more? Why keep trying? 

I just want it not to hurt any more. But it feels like that's not an option.",3.3448228346456723,3.3547402047244086,4.956368110236223,87.80297736220474,72.14960629921259,7.9248031496063,22.56791338582677,7.645422480735847,0.7056385826771652,908,17,210,10,16,309,135,254,0.14800000000000002,0.763,0.08900000000000001,-0.8703,0,4,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,14,13,0,6,6,0,20,2,0,0,1,37,38,18,0,5,11,5,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,4,14,13,0,1,6,1,0,2,6,9,0,2,10,2,33,4,29,22,8,16,0,3,0,1,30,8,0,6,8,141,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415362192546156,0.0,0.08017898604753113,0.08342549648243383,0.0,0.0,0.2045435210707262,0.10513279453400924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925388115671552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833552123856575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336507604391028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260219750549814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278055302423187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010845972732963,0.0,0.0945175021218266,0.0,0.05069516414938827,0.0716267469437365,0.0,0.0,0.09163708114318304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746169027621114,0.0,0.0,0.09617984763534457,0.05698085042251436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978235755014996,0.0,0.0,0.08981449942457458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733187650750754,0.0,0.0,0.20929365533806696,0.0,0.08911691759156956,0.0,0.0,0.055101030108218464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081757484728976,0.09796528768974616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094471354711566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211109424248016,0.074342539788947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677509310788358,0.1358794061278337,0.3050131771523776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200186385944708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846000942349636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006886427042738,0.0,0.22969813458735935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611725921571103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424344127074341,0.0,0.07959633312423679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28741212370798125,0.0,0.06807089287575227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05913675716175153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094059409881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872918525042212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122280476774252,0.0,0.0,0.06456503885206769
lonely,throwaway20190705a,2019/07/05,"What is wrong with me? I always feel lonely, no matter what I do.
I am married and try to spend time with my wife everyday
I have a full time job where I constantly interact with my coworkers
I go out with friends and have a couple workout buddies who join me at the gym
But despite all of that I just feel crushing loneliness all the time",3.7639130434782615,4.8928723478260885,4.841275362318843,84.93234782608697,71.89855072463769,8.418550724637681,29.74202898550725,8.841846274778883,2.2956933333333334,268,11,55,5,5,88,49,69,0.183,0.727,0.09,-0.7717,1,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,2,14,8,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,11,1,8,8,3,10,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,41,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540393995715128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299277786339158,0.0,0.0,0.3378157474326671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308744199428327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358789832519205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351267464686498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029695129455144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5340798872775475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728301878423985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33380464318024217,0.0,0.0
lonely,EdmundVDantes,2019/07/05,"10 more days Hi, I'm Edmund. I moved away from my hometown a year ago for work. In the beggining it looked great, but things are falling apart day by day. I have 0 friends, I lost all trust in my coworkers - I am the newest guy in the company and work in a low position which means I rely on their orders and advice a lot. But lately started getting into ""background"" of my job and it turns out either they don't know what they are doing or lying to me. The worst thing is - they are backtracking on their words now. I put in my notice and have 10 more days left on the job. Tensions are growing, I am not sure in anything anymore. I have internal breakdowns a couple of times per shift. Just 10 more days and I'm going back home to my family and my friends. Planning things I'd like to do with them is the one thing that keeps me a bit happy but I'm afraid it won't be enough to get me through. I also keep in touch with my friends and family as much as we can. Any advice on what else to do?",2.024618632141852,3.3989175693779887,3.4324570785251933,92.35072896144106,76.6555023923445,6.448747537292429,22.341964537010973,7.048011613610866,0.5020597241767524,768,21,174,8,17,252,123,209,0.105,0.764,0.132,0.7939,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,6,4,4,13,0,2,11,0,18,0,0,0,2,27,32,14,0,0,7,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,11,12,0,2,2,0,0,5,3,5,0,1,1,2,26,8,29,29,10,36,0,2,1,0,12,17,0,2,14,121,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353769106738827,0.10675905681951248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963124538392713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190046379304369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943993676710515,0.0,0.0,0.09910838935061786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315338461334827,0.0926076846913262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314846847439626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325990549766414,0.0,0.38835558995637903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060864447601314,0.0,0.0,0.12444236053208795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227072279380414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791451664635726,0.0,0.1258454538312796,0.0,0.06844643212109842,0.0,0.0,0.1327808782581437,0.0,0.11925036214489168,0.0,0.1282061327426613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208069121978384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390278663479997,0.21409771898956254,0.0,0.0,0.06618835782792366,0.0,0.13585681141630349,0.0,0.13085383291108238,0.0,0.0,0.05883884115768349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113572696383943,0.0,0.13146988634475038,0.10239019767508532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118987694374715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800417971717434,0.08853415957402311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711693958939866,0.0,0.0,0.08161040489235241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210712286214165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524506857960565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135093021660901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32004873647834997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022707481588009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309995501921025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535737188499506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755669696775874
lonely,lightofyournight,2019/07/05,My two new best friends I'm really glad I decided to come to reddit. I've made two really good friends (u/lightofyournight and u/ohsorrydidntmeanto ). They have a support group for people who need a purpose in their life. They're helping me find who I am and I couldn't be more thankful.,2.4972023809523805,5.073520982142857,3.853571428571428,84.05809523809525,80.25,7.3047619047619055,25.404761904761905,8.344100000000001,1.86999761904762,229,9,45,5,6,75,43,56,0.051,0.603,0.34600000000000003,0.9557,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,8,10,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,7,7,4,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25325909482081144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078829065759445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22056963559406684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728991928502817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024146745424954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175722955101407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045726994856664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228350611892692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894182906987208,0.0,0.2330763140553592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730661272279368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092020949759246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738564222441059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218261615685067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714852402439724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shrek2wasmyidea,2019/07/05,"A high stoner theory on loneliness What if we’re just carriers for out gut bacteria and they affect our behavior and when you’re lonely or feel empty and unmotivated, your bacteria left you or you’re inhabited by crappy bacteria, and the reason people shun you  / you isolate yourself when you’re lonely is because they don’t want to somehow get infected by your lame bacteria (or at least mount an immune defense) or you will somehow *take* some of there bacteria away from them what you guys think? 🤔 💭 

/run-on sentence

*finishes entire blunt in one hit*",4.732707659115423,7.131311310679614,5.943236245954694,72.83636461704424,71.81553398058253,9.626321467098165,29.891046386192016,9.994966539143718,3.5556955771305283,447,19,73,13,9,149,75,103,0.212,0.7440000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.9559,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,7,3,0,6,4,1,0,3,0,3,3,1,2,0,20,9,11,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,1,11,0,11,7,2,11,0,3,0,0,12,7,0,8,3,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32453936470211425,0.0,0.0,0.21056865669038796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465790816760673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804709765271784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420263291570576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36496183442938746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375306668438706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234069789846321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394750922081645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35515575077832345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25971757685351965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213352151848578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374137208138213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,notmindreader,2019/07/05,I’m depressed I will never find someone to be with. My life is lonely - my relationships never work out Love and relationships are not in the cards for me.,2.881,5.347857099999999,4.436666666666671,81.06500000000003,78.0,6.666666666666668,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.3093333333333337,123,4,23,2,3,41,26,30,0.268,0.732,0.0,-0.8469,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,7,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,4,0,4,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581857911876687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739783318006801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173176597052296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705481867308838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623920529152084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6436674514991518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25398856983844004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823133721126886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cecchi23,2019/07/05,"Turbulent Weekend, feeling incredibly alone. 20 m. I feel so alone rn I need some release, so here I am. My grandfather passed away a few weeks back and this weekend is his celebration of life thing (my Dad has a conniption any time I say funeral lol). We're staying with my grandmother in her apartment for the weekend since they lived a ways away.

My Grandmother raped me several times when I was a child, and only in the past few months have I realised I had repressed it. I told my mum, and she kinda guilted me into not telling anyone, as she believes my Dad wouldn't believe me and it would destroy the family (she's probably right). So on top of grieving my grandpa, I now have to spend the weekend in confined quarters with this woman. The funny thing is I don't even really hate her, but I just feel incredibly uneasy and helpless.

My mum has been acting all buddy-buddy with my Grandmother, and since she knows, it's making me feel even more gross. On top of that, I've shared my worries and anxiety about all this with my two best friends, but neither really gave much effort to empathise. The only person who cares is my therapist, which makes me feel even worse. I'm hoping once this weekend is over things will be okay, but right now I'm feeling not so nice.",4.998875922838773,6.086914603238872,5.507239819004525,81.45687782805429,68.95951417004048,8.564801143129317,30.723743748511552,8.841846274778883,2.45788040009526,1005,40,191,17,17,323,145,247,0.147,0.726,0.127,-0.6835,0,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,4,14,15,3,2,10,2,17,2,0,2,2,37,34,16,2,4,6,5,6,0,1,3,1,1,0,3,13,12,0,2,7,5,1,2,5,8,0,2,5,7,36,7,21,25,9,32,0,2,0,1,23,14,0,3,14,133,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500578052926253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820933390723214,0.0,0.09235001893218883,0.0,0.0,0.08440981898315446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268397208034707,0.09282577543490536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720188736617705,0.12668757396742036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230814849625196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23920209714738264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138035168653375,0.0,0.3662361682493307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326751742131184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918542566917482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990161373829206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066344231157692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526769003171464,0.0,0.0,0.10659745152674194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611622883847745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635708206801466,0.0,0.0887426571815166,0.08951191356896547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856223277714968,0.0,0.1836251036631815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524033741163785,0.0,0.10540753325282126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015594277678266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467189166832965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061874346563967,0.0,0.09600092088797263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637857292828953,0.0,0.19972068839020105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867082981471292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551408606972597,0.0,0.0,0.14016454052885868,0.2406018375223489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078491861744494,0.0,0.0,0.11535257045319387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792532325486067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582144936425888,0.09683382975945012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259642165149835,0.12302339307787807,0.08575560591026953,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gottagetfatfast,2019/07/05,"I’m not sad/depressed but I’m lonely. I don’t have someone to tell my good news to. Can I find a friend online? I don’t have someone to tell my good news to. I’m looking to find that online. 

I’m in Europe timezone. Straight male. Over 20 year old and under 30. 

If you don’t mind, I’ll call you (on discord, Snapchat or something) and talk about myself and get to know you. I call because I don’t trust people if I can’t hear them. If I don’t trust someone, I would avoid them. 

If this seems interesting write me a message",-0.2445541184479225,1.8171178053097352,1.6884955752212392,98.43885636487407,87.76106194690266,3.8309053778080333,20.196732471068753,4.713530739802397,-0.5073983662355346,404,13,95,1,13,133,64,113,0.08199999999999999,0.69,0.228,0.9595,0,3,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,2,0,1,8,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,20,19,9,0,5,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,2,17,6,11,18,0,7,0,1,1,0,15,5,0,6,2,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187126459176204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747861168795707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580643427928196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354654394909702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417860523712004,0.0,0.09588091923809697,0.0,0.0,0.3078534702745207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068388542644489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085704963025094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410944414578245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530151940862685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925719501394414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272287235177063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706848485416173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664842652694976,0.14128162130383906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750533787027453,0.3208067748989536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036638228283268,0.0,0.0,0.1181799925535478
lonely,walkietalkie28,2019/07/05,"Im so depressed cause i have no friends and havent had a gf in 18 years! Hi im dan. Im so depressed cause i have no friends or gf to go out with. Ive always have had trouble making friends irl. I havent even had a gf in 18 years and will probably die unhappy. It makes me so sad like the kind that i can feel in the pit of my stomach. I get jealous of all the couples together.  I doubt any girl would want to go out with me 😥

Im a nice, funny and smart guy. People like me but not enough to be there friend. I have no idea why. I think ppl are afraid of me or mabye there shallow. The fact that im ugly dosent help either.

Hmmmm i work in a bakery and am going to school to be a pastry chef. I love taylor swift and all kinds of music. And watching sabrina on netflix.

Well i hope yall had a better day than me. Be good and good luck!",-1.3591073080481024,0.5334380106382994,1.343570767807588,99.98847826086958,91.76595744680849,4.333395004625348,16.684551341350602,5.7926816847441245,-0.7076302497687328,638,16,162,5,23,219,107,188,0.128,0.603,0.26899999999999996,0.9848,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,7,24,1,2,10,0,19,2,1,4,3,31,30,13,1,3,5,0,1,2,7,2,0,0,0,2,3,11,0,0,3,1,0,3,6,7,1,0,4,2,19,17,19,21,4,13,0,3,1,1,13,7,0,5,5,94,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443411948164132,0.0,0.0,0.07717819340779809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037411510994967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331743129343326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255763189081863,0.0,0.0731927059861136,0.0,0.1955003320464717,0.0,0.11778638356586245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117267181704094,0.0,0.07496014465894706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057384773124278386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507333764005288,0.0,0.05929468726712856,0.0,0.193499709220128,0.19038277260044206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237454694792737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607104059943756,0.0,0.0,0.11272278652045975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811822475630485,0.612952124412578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363681153818136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089254571826022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024306180776861,0.0,0.15151307528185473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786807993949735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236316171707133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485957848972747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272084751872727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694029795490082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204259619456127,0.0,0.10240853457674078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262325105399969,0.0,0.0,0.08062119062930377,0.0,0.0,0.14616976464927106
lonely,Dirt290,2019/07/05,"The best holiday I've had this year! No family commitments, Worked all day, everyone else is away doin stuff, minding their own business. It's great to b alone.",3.5090000000000003,6.131837233333332,4.043333333333333,83.885,76.66666666666666,9.333333333333334,26.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,2.9226666666666667,127,5,24,4,3,40,30,30,0.111,0.5529999999999999,0.337,0.8622,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201964490596333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904659305553461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244442722103982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993825782737443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582634504437949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29541556126025204,0.0,0.0,0.29144846687058273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408499135487465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121633970635527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539141532510213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22507211065035307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990888583007665
lonely,Suprise_me_via_pm,2019/07/05,"Today I'm really happy, the happiest I've been in years, and I believe emotions are infectious. So if you're down, and need a little cheering up, hit me up.",1.8602083333333328,3.8423204375000033,4.795000000000002,79.68333333333338,79.0,8.016666666666666,26.291666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.398779166666667,122,5,23,3,3,44,28,32,0.0,0.677,0.32299999999999995,0.9093,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,4,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,2,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42749505354612144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268150443296712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039172596082453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802951013999872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813473915913693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430767678754828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596614799671761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24434469579051704
lonely,3phoXian_BlaXier,2019/07/05,"Lonely, but in a different way... Alright, I'm gonna be entirely honest: I hate people. I don't know why, but they just annoy me. 99% of the time, kids are loud, teens are moody or self-absorbed, and adults are preoccupied or too serious.

At this point, I only have a few friends I can easily tolerate, and I feel like my cat, dog, electronics, and those friends are the only ones that understand me.

Yet, despite my varied collection of friends and family, I don't usually feel close to them.

Heck, it's even harder to find people with my interests! I like horror, fantasy, and despise romance, yet nobody else really takes an interest in my projects.

In short, I'm lonely, in a weird way.",4.921742424242421,5.924007083333333,6.2209090909090925,76.58469696969699,69.07575757575758,10.412121212121212,30.57575757575757,10.504223727775694,3.3622666666666667,533,21,100,15,9,180,91,132,0.17600000000000002,0.573,0.251,0.9361,1,4,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,0,5,18,3,0,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,17,18,9,0,0,5,0,2,2,3,1,0,1,0,2,4,7,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,8,0,1,0,3,15,10,10,16,1,14,0,2,0,0,7,8,1,2,6,60,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021555212009773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163578981597862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779810107021974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240483913744812,0.0,0.19566838001700226,0.13822905769738794,0.0,0.0,0.1768460514688912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484689132792138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103098916036865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063368615078572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905855678527786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111360679471426,0.2943152234470318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26828274676133074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829102779349996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395443610161233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018519225696553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548015047822102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282538159071336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142956848403845,0.0,0.0,0.2131015336223375,0.0,0.0,0.3071661849938549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745943302515933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheSilentSolemnity,2019/07/05,"21M Just looking for a voice Hello I'm Daniel or Dan, what ever you prefer. Its been a long while since I've spoken to anyone about anything even slightly relevant. I keep to myself and never engage in anything i don't have feel as if i need to. I prefer to be alone but that comes with its own issues as i am human and do need to socialise on some way. Even if that's only a few times every so often, but I'm not prepared to make friends irl or go out anywhere. So i use reddit to fill that void as best i can.

All I'm looking for is someone to talk with, you don't even have to mean anything you say at all its just enough for me that you talk about anything at all. Just to hear someone else's thoughts other than my own is refreshing sometimes.

There are reasons to the way i live of course there are, i have my own issues and problems that come up everyday. I just accept them, sometimes it doesn't make it any easier though. I don't leave my home unless I'm going  somewhere on schedule that i do every other week, month or year. I don't go to the movies or to party's or anywhere remotely similar. I do go for long walks in secluded places, forests, quite fields etc, I find places like that comforting and friendly   

I may come off weird or quirky maybe even awkward and if that's a problem for you that's okay many people just ghost me after that i accept it and move on. Sometimes i might not respond for a while but i will at some point and i won't ghost you its not my way. So if this is all something you can deal with or are like this yourself i would appreciate your help.

When it comes to long term conversations I'm not so sure on all that, I've never done them. I'm never asked for one or the other has stopped talking to me. So i have no experience there.

Thank you for reading all this if you stayed this far and if you brush past this post i wish you the best.",2.528942425479787,3.8335619367088647,3.6289750918742345,91.73940383830136,75.20253164556964,6.210698244181299,23.37484687627603,6.532088108194933,0.4663376888525938,1475,42,327,11,31,477,184,395,0.075,0.782,0.142,0.9865,0,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,12,2,3,23,17,0,1,9,1,30,0,0,4,11,79,59,38,2,14,27,0,1,2,2,5,0,3,1,1,28,16,0,2,9,1,0,11,14,4,0,1,3,7,45,13,47,50,17,52,0,0,2,0,28,16,0,19,22,232,73,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719517205182459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057251904745330075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05886741811947421,0.0,0.2771239040063457,0.0,0.07870603463663273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670385926950716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29008799778047084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679591692782343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615532588121197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032971809112902,0.0,0.0,0.0869904984844818,0.09389380572470042,0.2224260958809422,0.07615443254233817,0.14186696055782616,0.0,0.0,0.08235371263382123,0.0,0.0,0.04256885811493493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694788981757364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130089556194912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138785938292405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488794668138917,0.0,0.056430602712670974,0.0,0.0844491656018626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757444140468332,0.0,0.07483170208142327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914477014474531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226170092998718,0.0,0.07434107577872448,0.2235157905568732,0.1413963422994741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239459970090863,0.0853551741416919,0.08457990165778323,0.09170729920790667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893120012533652,0.0,0.0,0.0671994408612856,0.08948036146279101,0.0,0.12485123901971927,0.1947969343400069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704914124700757,0.06403008491659924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803686254556952,0.058366559689285225,0.0,0.1759207021268814,0.0,0.0795865092612484,0.0,0.08063049105951736,0.0,0.0,0.16111640689455928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954614309532788,0.08421251493184766,0.0,0.0,0.086561066270629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695105401060837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964261629871235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266737342622854,0.0648133688276917,0.2497973930059346,0.0,0.0,0.08973505250608405,0.0,0.07038638571423353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934782606046545,0.0,0.0,0.2030055525809485,0.0,0.07751059397351373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271598423018936,0.0668372431194824,0.04909170976200786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271289739530963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047767164382524,0.0675319247598096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681403690395174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059805970087628724,0.0,0.0,0.05421542713580692
lonely,Stfuurieldamn,2019/07/05,"Anyone from California here? Text me :) I’m a good caring person with a lot of lame jokes, also have a dark humor :)",-0.7389130434782629,1.2947576086956545,2.5568478260869583,86.97266304347826,103.34782608695652,4.039130434782609,10.097826086956523,5.985473137389443,-0.9253391304347828,87,1,17,1,4,31,21,23,0.085,0.424,0.491,0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831341152644941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349961269671064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884718538732179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018442708405862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073115805300437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.418329476573082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DistractedSmoker,2019/07/05,"I've been lonely for a long time I literally have absolutely 0 friends. I have no one to talk to. This loneliness has driven me crazy. I really need someone to talk to. If anyone who is also lonely and needs a friend, lets become anonymous pen pals and just become friends, someone who we can talk to.",3.3898305084745743,5.310861881355937,4.812000000000001,81.58003389830509,74.25423728813557,7.431864406779661,25.359322033898305,8.238735603445708,1.6744006779661018,237,8,45,4,5,79,42,59,0.19,0.66,0.15,-0.1724,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,10,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,5,3,6,7,0,3,0,2,0,0,10,0,0,1,2,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158978937065008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900440097682032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391142302647653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460773244603164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032847414608645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593024895458698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29481285650964617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471088012027002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273552882135581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368823266853743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793596548469652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592089353309615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,abrahamahmed,2019/07/05,"I try really hard to still feel this isolated I work out, groom myself, have dreams and hobbies, and I still feel like I get nothing for it. I’ve had some friends, yes, but I’m usually the one no one wants to invites. I’ve has a friend group for years before I found out they routinely go to each other’s house. 

I think I need someone to rant to in privately before I come off as an incel.",1.8311672473867588,3.4002190853658547,3.512717770034847,90.7425609756098,77.65853658536584,7.124738675958188,22.68989547038328,7.957251820313856,0.9753358885017422,303,9,68,5,7,101,60,82,0.11199999999999999,0.742,0.146,0.41,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,14,13,4,0,2,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,3,10,3,12,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620688150222948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326511198850826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514537959092825,0.1519884975089828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332691713022773,0.3287399308762561,0.0,0.11115298802509793,0.0,0.12091061247420465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905820298216992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454847014402424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039388044224296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775127875623704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413916814582928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883295369536291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629296774851174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802622126259116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398045254595251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632147947772627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444314692118276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343138443656705,0.0,0.12548534244656456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548843860770501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700389401243068
lonely,havelocke03,2019/07/05,"Anyone alone and wanna call? 26/M/Est Just got off work, gonna be up for another hour or two. Anyone around and want a call to feel less lonely? Feel free to pm and if I'm still up, I'll discord you.",0.10433333333333293,1.4300456000000032,2.433055555555556,97.65625000000004,81.8888888888889,5.388888888888888,15.694444444444445,5.985473137389443,-0.8215555555555558,152,2,39,1,4,52,37,45,0.159,0.746,0.095,-0.4461,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,7,5,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,2,8,4,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,20,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27491300884029746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783341709168348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37119988772465207,0.0,0.0,0.236295488224922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.542082356921855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26842616607985903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229447066924872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614022890972355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21197858433937808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592936892853275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656180688701998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932415282138288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,phoenixDown_,2019/07/05,"Anyone else in the same spot? As of lately I’ve been incredibly confident...
On the surface of course. While it’s won me points with people because the whole “*confidence is sexy*” thing, I still feel like a lonely insignificant speck of dirt.

No relationship of mine has stuck. Not a single one. I don’t have single friend I’ve met online that’s stuck around. My irl friends are hundreds of miles away and I can assure you it’s done more damage then I ever want to admit.

Why is it so hard just to find people you click with? 

Why is it things seem amazing for a moment and then they’re not?

Am I not trying hard enough or am I trying *too* hard?

I don’t get it.",-0.08722222222221987,2.2464379629629647,1.6395370370370372,95.3304166666667,95.29629629629628,4.181481481481482,14.157407407407408,5.985473137389443,-0.7576592592592597,515,10,111,5,20,167,93,135,0.163,0.6859999999999999,0.151,0.4885,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,6,8,0,0,6,0,13,0,0,0,2,18,22,8,0,1,5,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,5,12,6,15,16,6,14,0,2,1,0,7,7,0,2,8,76,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189283782429251,0.1742736352281862,0.0,0.1514129725252277,0.0,0.0,0.1598017887090753,0.0,0.0,0.10368310178975333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405745846111126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420853773115129,0.0,0.0,0.17574473686456046,0.0,0.0,0.15385290280421446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600080351727868,0.1215097710767439,0.0,0.0,0.15545590476970386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628166894155768,0.0,0.08886313340012762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570920667257835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186488806164934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309563248767192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525495877682593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23583301286893865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078664189494352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260915997620825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484028704069447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583123320561874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259957169557193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309550262507213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032137618353458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069530741736281,0.18989541167440652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OneBoredChild,2019/07/05,"Yeah it’s definitely me I’m alone in this world, and now I’m giving up on any form of love (not just romantic). I’ve done everything that people say you need to do to find someone, and yet I’m still here.

I mean, I’m pretty put together, I take care of myself, I talk to plenty of people, I’m relatively attractive, I’m open minded, I occasionally am confident in myself, I have ambitions, I try my best in school, I try my best to socialize, and I am still alone. I’ve never even had any relationship.

Like, don’t get me wrong, I have friends, but that’s it. I think it’s just me as a person who is unlovable. Even my family, who’s tried because they have to, can’t. So it’s me. It’s me who’s unlovable.",-0.2982707873436325,1.8163354238410605,2.8419315673289205,89.62888704930097,88.80132450331129,6.534363502575422,18.984915378955115,7.793537801064563,0.7327215599705665,543,16,125,12,18,194,84,151,0.10400000000000001,0.726,0.17,0.5734,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,2,10,10,0,0,1,1,11,1,0,0,1,14,25,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,11,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,1,22,7,14,23,3,13,0,0,0,1,13,7,0,0,6,78,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185300884450737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091452296388619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937401189711134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32275580515082075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567843732979393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736572867042325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313453808927487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382035060564941,0.0,0.1449658579945374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405480233165079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880657169848036,0.0,0.08034135315478301,0.14751547407876156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512694297253444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878839471347126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750660294810493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526942095702262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402258654811626,0.11860114741076275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321714244697867,0.1342708372990284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564449692329742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545868529918875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650973407035604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228845160609865,0.0,0.155629018112192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675475929229052,0.13029348416410405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24561062971490105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562004020824228,0.12359892391751882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853313275599512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31321041612383754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812937179283946,0.0,0.0
lonely,skyrunner1227,2019/07/05,"Seeing happy couples makes my loneliness even worse I was visiting central park today in New York City with my family and we had decided to rent a rowboat to row on their lake. As we headed out however, I noticed tons of couples my age rowing out on the lake, taking selfies and otherwise looking happy and content and in love with each other. I’m 19F (turning 20) and I have never had a boyfriend (or any significant other) or had a real kiss, or sex and after seeing all those couples just worsened my depression even more, and I couldn’t even enjoy my day with my family because I felt so crappy about myself, that I was a freaking loser, that I didn’t have anyone to care about me or love me besides my immediate family. At that moment, even though I was surrounded by so many people, I felt like a lonely loser.",9.033746630727762,6.748837100628933,9.669829290206653,66.191320754717,61.64150943396226,12.10458221024259,37.80862533692722,10.608840637214634,4.058111590296496,645,24,111,12,7,221,98,159,0.16,0.679,0.161,0.0216,2,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,1,2,10,13,0,0,6,0,10,5,1,1,2,28,22,15,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,15,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,9,5,22,8,19,12,4,16,0,4,3,4,6,8,0,4,8,87,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066538125280643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322374392453453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127351161558798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359334372969956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425637992059164,0.0,0.08598341448719438,0.0,0.11483238566097775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522388796202248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770600402335751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25602527791967594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838532864339793,0.0,0.0,0.13682962653041247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513572352306747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195918580665057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24066152963450074,0.0,0.08899528564130998,0.13517033957001082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282824299253393,0.12876584502461422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179107697735358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092430573448744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175271944299232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21248507988256707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024359670116298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099086011706815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637624496587338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501900980836593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358692795598608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NuclearXplosion94,2019/07/05,"Meetup has saved me I'd be in total isolation right now probably if it wasn't for this app.

The couple friends I had moved away, and the people I used to hangout with around high school and just after, we don't really hang out anymore. 

I don't have much concept of how to make friends otherwise, and I don't know how other people do. 

Even further, I read an article last night that said if you were more of a social outcast in school, you're more likely to be alone more as an adult and have shorter relationships (and yes I'm talking romantic relationships)

Funny because even though I had my friends, most of the people that were popular treated me like shit, and I did have a couple bullies. I've had two short term relationships, one of those I ended myself, the other wasn't my choice. 

Thank you Meetup for giving me a social life.",7.83668181818182,6.426607054545458,7.901022727272728,75.15153409090912,63.30303030303031,10.674242424242426,33.958333333333336,9.516144504307137,2.9586515151515163,664,22,127,10,8,216,101,165,0.061,0.773,0.166,0.9493,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,2,0,0,8,10,1,0,9,1,18,2,1,4,1,21,25,12,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,7,10,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,1,0,2,9,1,17,9,17,14,7,17,0,0,0,0,15,9,1,3,8,91,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695658226968208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311425471070499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771804691800195,0.0,0.0,0.12424004460847153,0.0,0.0,0.08060981854812048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292633166212819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171218176792881,0.0,0.0,0.17468121905497755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064955418892727,0.0,0.0,0.1268527897024889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397145601474745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267342958588482,0.10778996298580304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934021746780378,0.12920762865592653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826853527771307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054590635953895,0.09720865153469388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409449778876568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960651401624263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750273098537902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257273884281496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227175264411994,0.0,0.084713747012582,0.0,0.0,0.4259158241838473,0.0,0.11292879390206467,0.12578668702721105,0.0,0.0,0.2676597181343847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357383205757356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695958324311428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628626183848122,0.0,0.1217451126077952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299211668795899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291753258182299,0.0,0.0,0.11420941870805434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Zikuhan,2019/07/05,"Got ghosted by a friend for 4th of July A couple weeks back my friend and I, whom I hadnt seen for a couple years, went to the movies together. I had it all planned to catch up with dinner after and talk about life but my friend right at the last minute says a buddy of his also wants to come with. I mean I'm not against meeting new people but this was literally supposed to be a one to one bro catch up. 

The movies went ok and we talked on the car ride home when he dropped me off. The conversation went alright, we arrived at my place, and he said he's lighting off fireworks on the 4th and offered if I would like to join. I thought it was an awesome idea so I said sure. 

Last night, I saw a post on his Facebook with a meme about hitting friends with roman candles. He tagged his other friend who I met at the movies and said ""Thats you in a couple days"".

Fast forward to today I got no text or follow up from him as I wanted to test to see if he actually wanted me to come. I pieced the puzzle together of this other friend and I think I just got 3rd wheeled. No text, no happy 4th of July, just me alone in my house. So I've been ghosted. I mean, yeah he might have forgotten but come on if he had thats f'ed up. Oh well, I wont let this get me down but I'm not initiating a conversation with him again anytime soon. Just move on and hope for greener pastures.

TLDR; I originally set up a day to hang out with my friend and catch up, but he invites his other friend at the last minute. Invites me to a 4th of July fireworks at his house. Doesnt text me at all on the day of 4th of July. Been ghosted and I understand he has moved on with this other friend of his.",2.0642997987927565,3.2814593887323973,3.5146428571428565,92.44625,76.23943661971829,6.198189134808852,23.101106639839035,6.5431188927421005,0.3783501006036221,1293,37,300,10,28,426,165,355,0.035,0.782,0.183,0.9957,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,1,0,1,13,16,0,0,22,3,15,2,0,1,3,54,45,24,3,8,14,1,0,1,9,3,1,4,1,0,14,23,1,0,6,0,0,16,8,0,1,2,20,8,40,16,62,19,3,64,0,0,3,0,43,28,0,7,20,193,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.08161477615647371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661966127644867,0.0,0.06688212588972693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430942810592062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613000625630785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776184829769255,0.0,0.16181114542541633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5815391910608609,0.0,0.04369534338643085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066938866740675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890300098078634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389177918204464,0.08306749038572595,0.0,0.1930049477954625,0.0,0.094412671401172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204518759042472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552149058769057,0.05907320845057552,0.04085937617248448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220401444349424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872251885563395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777953568792715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077429428054626,0.0,0.07848489781650597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334520420444928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057981325240721485,0.0,0.08737978990791284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009830888318055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142302848134173,0.2386654232199461,0.06650915967059859,0.0,0.0,0.06664551601155959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882410980616056,0.0,0.0,0.1344437754829576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535893273096766,0.0,0.06639609996090454,0.0,0.0,0.07927530781934107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870660037915983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798860270661646,0.0,0.06708619652203462,0.0,0.07519706210232585,0.23258882871251516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059411235156699486,0.0,0.0,0.05385759123991901
lonely,Singular_Leaf,2019/07/05,"Looking for friends 

17M, would love to talk to people on discord, preferably close to my age; could be about anything tbh, but my interests are philosophy (think existential crises lol), sci-fi (love talking about utopias, dystopias,what the near future could look like, etc.), math, science, video games(huge for me), drawing (although I’m kinda shit lol but I still have fun). I also play basketball on the side but I will have no idea what you’re talking about if you start asking me questions about NBA or NCAA lol, not really into pro sports haha.",9.011399999999998,8.238385340000004,7.432000000000002,77.40100000000002,60.6,10.0,38.0,8.841846274778883,3.2204999999999995,434,18,78,5,5,129,77,100,0.08,0.7090000000000001,0.21100000000000002,0.9319,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,6,9,1,0,2,4,8,3,1,0,0,16,16,7,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,8,8,13,11,1,10,0,0,2,2,9,6,1,4,5,43,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591738436298455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379463548117662,0.0,0.18607743420330736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178377378034276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198448362311687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537793826429764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469423025015475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972418843924794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342903590847753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35928641575843634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799068547154844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22297263232293826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751142450555913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431378881202852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088297697148847,0.0,0.1589552264161212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799473449232281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753809918487174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413937510042726,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,max199511,2019/07/05,"Back on Tinder, here we go again Last time Tinder completely destroyed my self-esteem, but since I’m still lonely as fuck I thought I’d try it again. I’ve evolved a bit since then, I’m working on creating my own happiness instead of relying on others to provide it for me. My depression is under control enough to get back into the dating game, now I just have to achieve the impossible and find a girl that likes me enough to not see the loser I truly am.",4.76949275362319,5.405526239130435,5.78130434782609,80.92384057971016,69.21739130434783,8.742028985507247,30.55072463768116,8.841846274778883,2.4007985507246383,362,14,71,6,6,120,68,92,0.14300000000000002,0.6809999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.5599,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,4,9,7,2,0,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,1,9,2,12,9,4,16,0,3,1,1,3,5,1,0,11,49,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256025549562285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311457706395843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219866637592751,0.0,0.23746441322336906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235599206824565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43753119051714107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935102248303052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957337316071416,0.11061609366886746,0.0,0.1203265865600195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253821835693606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258182416380766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343675622310324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871515521798147,0.0,0.22087239491323574,0.0,0.0,0.3502775285893981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690815959389625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808375088324987,0.12345689811471144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374545348301232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413625906552786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Blaaaahhh3,2019/07/05,I Am Worthless... What’s the point of trying anymore? I am a useless piece of shit who will probably be forever alone...,1.2433333333333323,3.8593895652173984,3.304347826086957,85.02724637681159,88.13043478260867,6.544927536231885,29.40579710144928,7.793537801064563,2.492084057971016,92,5,17,2,3,31,20,23,0.27399999999999997,0.726,0.0,-0.7506,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43661461709960414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180795989627049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985155651363491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545188025802362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327308252130472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862152344332313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pinkarielle,2019/07/05,"16 F, looking for some friends hi everyone! 

i'm new to reddit, and i go by the name arielle, or ari for short. i tend to be very shy, and am normally very introverted. because of that, making friends is difficult. posting this is pretty nerve-wracking, lol. the title's pretty self-explanatory, but i'm looking for some people my age that would be willing to chat and become friends :) thanks for reading!",2.965657894736843,5.609913460526318,3.951842105263157,83.65039473684213,78.86842105263158,6.43157894736842,30.552631578947373,7.645422480735847,2.264452631578948,317,16,57,5,8,102,55,76,0.039,0.696,0.264,0.9606,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,1,0,11,15,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,4,9,11,2,5,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,3,2,31,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177007087381495,0.2206160170199774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087646442415612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629955076264747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352656034352104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335491298939657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333941187671325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292664686296893,0.0,0.0,0.19571954039591105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384864177273004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131207879767406,0.4064495586403414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981115184452625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083902152150555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390949462244466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296410468279832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190170879066266,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CompleteSuspect,2019/07/05,Family make me feel even more alone Especially my sister. What a prick. She judges in every decision I made even though I was right. My parents were never there for me and I have to do everything ALONE. Fuck!,1.2143333333333324,3.8684931000000002,2.645000000000003,87.97333333333334,93.0,6.666666666666668,16.666666666666668,7.793537801064563,0.8556666666666675,164,4,32,4,6,53,34,40,0.26,0.74,0.0,-0.8812,1,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,0,4,2,1,2,1,6,8,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,8,0,3,5,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,1,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5455652108896177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34792046695692397,0.0,0.22190929965995732,0.0,0.236709270686048,0.0,0.24829154845201354,0.0,0.13317301582363653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434908843455013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492168501436662,0.17580842507035707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313515848616884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924527034963094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224925375033722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587698511201072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,breakingpointbroke,2019/07/05,Iowa? Anyone from the group in Iowa?,-0.8399999999999999,-0.7349085714285692,-0.7392857142857139,106.59678571428572,134.71428571428572,1.4,3.5,3.1291,-3.0926571428571425,28,0,6,0,2,8,6,7,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lumberjack2021,2019/07/05,Lonely injured 23m I haven’t been on a date in 6 years or so and I broke a toe yesterday so I’m bed ridden for a few days.  We can AMA or just chat.,-4.0893693693693685,-2.800273405405406,0.20959459459459487,104.54340090090092,107.37837837837836,3.547747747747748,11.572072072072071,5.46131890053228,-1.536365765765766,112,2,33,1,6,42,31,37,0.249,0.7509999999999999,0.0,-0.8062,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,3,1,7,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7076278092021436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7065853689709224
lonely,seeking-knowledge-,2019/07/05,"Been lonely for a long time. I’m just going to word vomit. I’ve been lonely since I was a child. I’m in my 20’s now. I have very few friends. I don’t care for my family (except for a few people). I’ve been a social outcast since elementary school. I’m actually a very social person but since kinder I’ve been kind of outcast because of how nerdy I am, which is social suicide where I live. Not only did the kids at school bully me but my life at home was no help. My parents never really let me go out and hangout with the few friends I did have so eventually they’d start bullying me too. It’s extremely hard for me to make friends and keep them because fear of rejection and being boring. I hate it. I’m so lonely all the time. I crave attention and companionship. Someone to play video games with me. Just to talk. Anything.",0.4898496240601489,2.847211017543863,2.7670008354218893,89.72789473684212,87.94736842105263,5.596324143692565,19.83876357560568,7.07126945348624,0.5343219715956562,648,20,136,10,21,220,100,171,0.23199999999999998,0.644,0.124,-0.97,1,6,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,2,0,8,13,1,1,8,0,16,2,0,2,2,20,27,9,1,0,6,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,3,3,7,0,1,1,4,0,2,4,7,0,0,8,1,19,6,18,16,4,13,0,4,0,0,16,5,0,0,6,84,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.1347495208870625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363090752280228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834876953667666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078527218117076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301727802678033,0.15538226204455222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32004877491898953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569520047612359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236956419287136,0.13632881174591885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255442068472997,0.0,0.13850895124028462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273490804738935,0.0,0.14379265627968096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119967516843632,0.09753241889330634,0.0,0.0,0.12193020933718435,0.12219950118328066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217176995589584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649846325879248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501868013043957,0.0,0.0,0.15332532157576706,0.0,0.0,0.0957296725485712,0.12056913567026943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845978895173942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27949563101645264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426721511012104,0.0,0.0,0.4222760404327061,0.11699765254422552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773617115576423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104087400227534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109862403950204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103513125956048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22786660229417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,felyasocal,2019/07/05,"Defective So it’s the 4th of July, so Happy Independence Day you separatists. And I’m sitting at home with absolutely no one to spend it with. Not a shy person and I’m not really a typical introvert, though I prefer to be alone most of the time (with my dog). I am 41 year old male, smart, successful, funny, divorced, no kids, from Los Angeles, and since the divorce I’ve been pretty much alone all the time. I have a few close friends, but they are all busy with little kids and other things today. And I stopped being friends with my old crowd after I realized we don’t share the same values in life. Most of my family is in another country and my parents are going somewhere where I wouldn’t be caught dead. So I feel like I’m in a pretty shitty situation. I’m overwhelmed by this feeling right now and I’m truly not sure how long I can survive like this. It’s not like I sit in my room and don’t come out, I communicate with people all the time, I just don’t have any close people in my life right now and it’s killing me, it’s actually killing me. I’m not depressed or anything like that. I’m way past those types of emotions, but I am beyond sad that I am where I am right now. My ex-wife doesn’t know and doesn’t care, my sister doesn’t know, most of my friends don’t know or understand, and the rest of my family doesn’t get it either. I truly feel like this tunnel doesn’t have the proverbial light at the end of it. I’m truly and deeply scared of this feeling. It’s overwhelming and while I’ve been able to deal with everything that life has thrown at me, I have no coping mechanisms for this particular situation. I’m just overwhelmed with sadness. I’m not even sure why am posting this, but I’m just overwhelmed with pain right now. I’m going for hiking and camping with my dog for the next week, it’s going to be tough doing it all alone, but it’s not the worst thing in the world. Better than sitting home.",3.872053363186861,4.595563765743076,4.946459557794572,85.78781882638306,71.29219143576826,8.09810616662002,26.03871629816215,8.285830014693849,1.4489504431383526,1513,45,325,22,27,498,177,397,0.141,0.665,0.195,0.9639,1,3,0,0,2,0,44.0,1,1,1,3,16,30,2,5,16,0,31,4,0,2,6,70,58,26,3,2,17,2,4,5,3,1,4,0,3,4,24,29,0,1,10,0,1,5,20,14,0,1,3,5,33,16,40,50,13,52,1,7,0,0,17,22,0,5,25,204,57,2,0.0928153453456401,0.0,0.09057438828281636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883861184035161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311761760884517,0.09732498231394587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637912083951053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208763039918326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946314303983818,0.0,0.0,0.07995220158293845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059858219325996435,0.0956885455432172,0.079941720942542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440477090989604,0.08220684692219966,0.0,0.0,0.0613036602384254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341644762864484,0.0,0.17499609447534234,0.0,0.18772090958338356,0.13261460252061635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21512671672686787,0.0,0.04849218713098996,0.0,0.15824729907120036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880366101476763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620271816473247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537285577494324,0.0,0.1530266594129519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966746698804652,0.22672444725848304,0.09302535950244893,0.0,0.08213865990230476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822995829955601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987101727422236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478818343725354,0.0,0.06289408008622335,0.0,0.09876207141617432,0.0,0.10306045705075713,0.0,0.08860274940764896,0.12869294784162216,0.08104277950105156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889144430994922,0.1888531478709781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945988690116447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170551911629824,0.0,0.0,0.0929243524588956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677781279722752,0.20865667395805146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759778470500668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495472912754506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332478248401765,0.0,0.09119060555284343,0.0,0.16236412281683432,0.0,0.08797809477419298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662404781377164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736725009366535,0.07445087150094591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375141267097631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597700393319611
lonely,1DarkVoid,2019/07/05,Seeing my backlog of games to play today... I just noticed how much of a collection of JRPGs and single player games I have outweighs my multiplayer games that I can play with friends makes me feel like a lonely fellow.,3.798658536585368,6.409557097560973,4.236768292682928,82.94344512195124,75.58536585365854,6.051219512195122,24.88414634146341,7.1686216300943375,1.2880682926829268,175,6,30,2,4,55,32,41,0.057,0.706,0.237,0.7845,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,4,5,5,2,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724162062696856,0.30693875535035325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319429656548703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990303730148271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867916367737659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158388002530341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891541287865812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423717526742734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072535964338944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dumpy-mc-dumpster,2019/07/05,"Alone, lonely, broke, dealing with problems Hello r/lonely people, I just moved to a new country. I am low on money, have no friends, and potentially dealing with a missing passport. I had no energy to go to work and deal with my problems (make phonecalls). I have shared my problem to some close friends but couldn't get a response that would make me feel better. I have been diagnosed with depression and anxiety and I take medications, but it would take a while for me to settle down and find some mental healthcare provider/talk to a therapist (would take even longer because of my missing passport). Anyway, feel free to say hi and distract me. Hope tomorrow is a better day.",5.091840000000001,7.139092304000004,5.049800000000001,81.12190000000002,69.96000000000001,7.56,32.5,8.238735603445708,2.61452,538,25,93,8,10,167,79,125,0.21100000000000002,0.624,0.165,-0.1027,0,5,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,3,17,0,1,6,0,11,2,0,2,0,29,23,9,0,8,3,0,2,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,2,11,0,0,3,0,2,2,3,10,0,0,2,3,12,8,15,17,2,10,0,6,0,0,9,4,0,3,4,62,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565865346883414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107587758676379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573167810924183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487659345723887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069993737216396,0.4349751054606124,0.1211313862081858,0.14274470726985794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289013617374328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222169431679052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285406720848538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731328856656126,0.0,0.07347760065942836,0.0,0.07992787109655103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968536263382902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877540426191568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416780860786276,0.14173012257162612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947603927919498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358291497152123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975007479416026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037149935213738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118410589259264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172270372250699,0.11303957447729207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329166940915724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238620905072324,0.0,0.0,0.299715805383714,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kirsty_Wendy_,2019/07/05,Chat? Anyone fancy a chat till my eyes finally close?,0.8520000000000003,2.9771142000000026,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,107.0,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,0.9039999999999996,42,1,7,1,2,14,9,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5380349782339626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8429225125696783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,maco06,2019/07/05,"My best friend found a new best friend. We were best friends for years and years. She told me I was her best friend. I've suspected for a while that she liked this other friend more, but she posted the other day calling her her best friend. I know relationships change and all, but it SUCKS. It sucks so much. I don't have a lot of friends; I'm happy with a few close friends, but she was my only close friend who was a girl, and she's drifted. She barely initiates anything with me anymore. I'm not sure she even really thinks of me as a friend. She's also my only close friend who shares my religious beliefs, which are really important to me, and it was so nice to have a friend who got that. 

My other close friends are all guys, and they're great, but it's a different dynamic and a couple of them have moved.",4.160996714129247,4.766215012048196,4.512322015334064,89.5900164293538,70.56626506024097,8.205038335158818,24.729463307776562,8.296473431620573,1.1501879518072289,636,16,142,9,11,200,83,166,0.053,0.5429999999999999,0.40399999999999997,0.9975,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,5,4,27,2,0,10,0,11,0,0,0,3,27,20,15,0,0,5,0,0,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,14,13,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,8,0,25,25,10,12,11,12,1,0,0,0,35,4,2,1,6,97,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423890431125122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966457465332934,0.0,0.0,0.06610374968289501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42150054586722097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202467584914575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497720856318992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888227821582409,0.0,0.05180542409101202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392648839970307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053056408171561854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807637200015017,0.8068037101939489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424627150786008,0.08856277451951716,0.0,0.07953813133752995,0.0,0.08551149062317051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04414660218420423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039244589211910964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829266464165157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537679110548119,0.059050903371685365,0.0,0.0,0.07758204590643647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218732904122095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769327758558885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029213595727744,0.0,0.0,0.08624305820960729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570893388774998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051471445073778765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675760122411368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345821410641064
lonely,dollyg3,2019/07/05,"Discord Audio Hi all! I'm pretty lonely and I'm in my house alone. I don't have many friends and i wanna meet more people preferably someone my age or a bit older so, 20-30 give or take a few years. Come talk to me on discord! PM me for my account :)",-1.6359545454545454,0.3147105636363641,1.2512500000000024,98.336875,97.9090909090909,2.75,17.784090909090907,3.1291,-0.9265909090909092,191,6,44,0,8,66,44,55,0.21600000000000005,0.6809999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.7039,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,7,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,5,7,4,6,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31599332247928263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33309200954483154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26281807832070103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23572079803600435,0.0,0.0,0.29268132877997993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520463703626316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093252118569171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115190862510222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310398090518982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258511659977871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22939848997587384,0.2452291701183865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647547618914984
lonely,lexthebest_,2019/07/05,"Holidays are the loneliest days.. So I moved to Indy last year when I was still married. No friends, no family. Now that I am divorced it’s just me. Days like today are the loneliest for me. I did take myself this morning to see Spider-Man. Then I came home and made myself lunch and napped. I enjoyed being off, back to work tomorrow, but I can’t help but feel lonely as hell. Times like this I do miss being around familiar faces. I hope everyone else had a nice day today.",1.1828133971291876,3.611879568421053,2.6834449760765544,91.20593301435406,84.89473684210526,5.559808612440191,20.215311004784688,6.980632752743323,0.5076315789473687,369,11,75,5,11,120,72,95,0.177,0.619,0.204,0.4497,0,2,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,1,0,3,0,10,2,1,1,0,10,17,8,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,1,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,2,13,6,7,10,0,18,1,2,1,0,3,2,1,1,16,50,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729845108903184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617827502350257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406387784106189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070670957061964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576017859640802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201043901946008,0.0,0.0,0.19834411141336036,0.0,0.1063833370586173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255264666864336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102506138629076,0.0,0.2110459252697216,0.2089722680722619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150210727033066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055792578091186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990832752832719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361932819342567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765962921368135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802377738596086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819279417878487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268451956814908,0.0,0.3988646051592076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317194243707202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548914192607706
lonely,Number5is_ALIVE,2019/07/05,"Hello from a scooter riding, music loving stock broker who can’t seem to find friends. I recently decided to purge toxic people from my life. Everyone I knew I had either a one sided friendship with and only contacted me if they wanted something. This leaves me with no friends really. I feel like an outsider at work, frustrated with the people I knew. I’m polite, loyal, funny, very generous person. I just can’f figure out what’s wrong with me. Just sucks.",4.10779411764706,6.663282764705888,5.212573529411767,76.61533088235294,74.29411764705883,7.544117647058822,24.742647058823533,8.472884824447931,2.1332647058823517,365,12,57,7,8,120,67,85,0.114,0.629,0.257,0.9345,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,2,8,2,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,18,10,2,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,7,0,1,1,2,3,0,1,3,1,11,5,10,7,1,5,0,0,0,1,8,3,1,2,2,37,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23272176508366996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314582902604675,0.17399164754320515,0.0,0.0,0.22259962101415867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763311245511765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578835117721791,0.0,0.0,0.17202605239594335,0.1189858714410982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981272546828853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503528882824314,0.1852301950024914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376927969704483,0.2126578289095507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560238991487823,0.0,0.2404755226635957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217181088363479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749612720893705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009536547454208,0.1436516699134463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730676961703035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662828943396379,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kewlbuttons,2019/07/05,"My favorite holiday The forth is my favorite holiday. I just love summer and being outside. Swimming and cookouts. 

I have spent the day alone, cleaning my house. 

My husband had to work. I asked my in laws if anything was going on, and the only thing mentioned was the parade. Come to find out MIL and one SIL went to camper, and other SIL is cooking out with family. 
(I should note that my family lives many states away)

And here I sit, in the dark with my scared dog on one of my favorite days of the year. 

I'm just bummed and needed to vent.",2.3738888888888847,4.434606388888888,3.2627407407407425,90.90633333333336,77.7037037037037,5.801481481481483,22.837037037037035,6.742157984588678,0.6047414814814811,422,13,86,4,10,134,68,108,0.040999999999999995,0.802,0.157,0.9287,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,6,0,8,2,0,0,0,19,16,8,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,12,1,0,1,4,1,4,0,1,0,2,5,0,13,1,15,9,0,17,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,4,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271371661797396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804719709689202,0.0,0.2050235723829288,0.0,0.20604728294727295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891460446757605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828713057106646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134885258523591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004437312915284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124637909985448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25305223003018923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365316778200475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979342223382386,0.0,0.0,0.2223441036597668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626142592396832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972178383484673,0.16679377648983154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956577733469215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569863019875695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033009082861636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965898919039226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412272972582965
lonely,realktalk1234,2019/07/05,"I'm so damn tired of the cycle of unhealthy behavior and self hate I'm a 26 year old guy. I have some real problems and I don't know how to deal with them. But this is more or less how it goes down.

It starts with me feeling lonely, my social life is the best it has been ever but I still feel so damn lonely, especially when I get home at night. When I get home I'll go on reddit and look for women to chat with. I want to get to know them, I want to feel a connection. Then I start looking for something sexual with women. I feel like because of my upbringing i have a ton of sexual hangups and so I look for people to talk openly about sexual stuff with, I want to watch porn with them while we voice chat, I want to ""explore"", but at its core its really just me wanting to feel a connection with someone else via something sexual online.

I'll pursue that for a while, I'll become obsessive, I'll constantly be trying to find a woman who is willing to be openly and casually sexual with me online so that I can feel something with someone. The loneliness gets stronger and stronger until its feels like someone has punched a whole in my chest. All the while in my normal day to day life I keep up the act. I'm sociable, I hangout, I crack jokes, people laugh, I get invited to more stuff. But when I come home the loneliness just crashes into me like a ton of bricks.

So I go online, and I get more desperate, even more overt. I make post where I pretty bluntly say ""I just want to feel something with someone"", though I still may be on the ""want to learn about sex"" post as well. Those post arn't a lie, i mean them when I post them. I really do want to have a friendship with a woman with a strong sexual component of her helping me to get comfortable. As the days go by I get more desperate as the lonely feelings grow stronger. I watch porn more and more each day. I don't really enjoy it at this point. I'll be joining discord servers that are sexual in nature, I'll be replying to post on r4r I'll be messaging basically anyone who will have a conversation with me.

Then one of 2 things will happen.

1)I find someone to be sexual with, do it once maybe twice, they of course generally feel used cause by the time I find something its like 3 or 4 am for me and the second I ""finish"" all the stimulation is gone and I'm about to crash (normally im in bed by like midnight). So I don't really get to know them cause they don't want to continue talking. who can blame them. Eventually I feel so ashamed of what I'm doing online with people that I delete all my accounts and try to stop the behavior.

2) I get off and feel horrible and alone and tell myself I'm never doing this again. I feel so ashamed of what I'm doing online with people that I delete all my accounts and try to stop the behavior.

I then at this point realize that devoid of the burning desire to get off, that I still believe the things I original believed about sex, and that I don't want to continue this behavior. I started going to a 12 step group for sexual addictions, got a sponsor, and try to attend (no meetings near me so its hard for me to get there). Also keep talking with my therapist about it. Eventually I feel so stressed and alone that I end up starting all of this behavior over again. The cycle might last 2-5 days, it might last 1-3 months. Never seem to know. All I know, is I feel really REALLY damn alone.",3.838330931796353,4.672473403458213,5.181314841498558,83.66699627761768,71.44956772334294,8.722814601344862,26.417987512007684,9.017664075816787,1.8910932756964467,2658,83,557,51,48,890,257,694,0.127,0.755,0.11800000000000001,-0.9114,0,9,5,0,0,0,76.0,1,0,9,2,36,25,4,4,32,0,39,9,1,8,9,120,110,52,0,14,9,0,16,5,0,6,4,2,4,6,37,41,0,5,28,5,2,11,8,12,1,3,3,23,76,13,97,94,20,83,0,3,5,4,34,24,3,7,48,368,113,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584231528649754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591595409141828,0.0,0.04096425028339305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03581739302848135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03122600730020932,0.056573485656813374,0.0,0.11542504209199697,0.05375699987606255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524343672581904,0.0,0.04412540995199142,0.0,0.05535553549984449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651779697408262,0.052810256831067486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042791534518123064,0.0,0.045369742789881366,0.0,0.0,0.03383332898934663,0.04633553378702621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885100376192362,0.07318965064110655,0.0,0.0,0.14045491888474196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32115252777432873,0.0,0.1164483580116481,0.0,0.04096894824156976,0.0,0.0,0.05072035325193582,0.04529769614192475,0.0,0.04588713096627172,0.05057363332708515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03433473287535232,0.0,0.15414718626611154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055331298983811165,0.0,0.0,0.0910614587852593,0.0,0.0,0.14075835200059506,0.08350968236145365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723628223182457,0.12512862664627494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904715019057084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034192781680996834,0.0,0.051461940692536366,0.05579854670445445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868229500263236,0.0,0.0,0.04088694326185531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901505429074432,0.0,0.0,0.048070765617151436,0.100378356575475,0.0,0.0,0.05375154328337274,0.05455246884153659,0.03471107752397665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205059945850515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684750488596644,0.0,0.2452947726106235,0.0521137780170224,0.0,0.049014971723127916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058304746909011884,0.1968945319779273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04073581433964308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046632902083732435,0.05343837229380147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052216972964499744,0.2170119545576728,0.19717578746955328,0.0,0.0,0.1450279869536918,0.0,0.12272396388012735,0.08565202692818573,0.058677543448149065,0.0,0.11727969776032425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351704722294372,0.044772510311325286,0.0,0.0,0.059475645099778436,0.06806262337507292,0.0,0.05032785557024901,0.0,0.02986944423853178,0.05887507926358195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911241487256076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04424156022881312,0.0,0.0,0.3021356393664222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605701794847812,0.0,0.0,0.05719037537327305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03298692764118009
lonely,throwawayforyaboii,2019/07/05,"Today is yet another holiday I will spend alone I'm currently sitting in my apartment listening to the sounds of fireworks in the distance. Somehow that makes me feel even more alone than I already am. 

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I'm trying my best to stay off social media, but it seems impossible to avoid videos of everyone having fun with their friends. This happens every holiday. I'm always stuck, alone. 

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I have this constant gaping hole inside of me that never seems to be filled. I fucking hate feeling like this.",4.339032258064513,7.382261236559143,4.531623655913978,79.13743548387096,76.41935483870971,6.730752688172044,30.805376344086017,7.908726449838941,2.6753363440860216,417,20,64,7,10,130,68,93,0.146,0.654,0.201,0.7977,1,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,2,1,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,10,19,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,3,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,4,9,4,12,16,2,12,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,3,6,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562853232282796,0.1620556051080355,0.0,0.122193209720974,0.3182296760984956,0.35688420631114826,0.0,0.15398785926016315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541128475449506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869559727895832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699482271136088,0.0,0.1237297326413666,0.14032404716142846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850627412327708,0.10491159753265623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113458030990025,0.13576295390433835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298613567675397,0.0,0.0,0.14498663728817793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174481093180707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802531693528753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132618546769746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673783635983393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969783306899426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652543779721198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391991876491147,0.0,0.0,0.09970334297995047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35688420631114826,0.0
lonely,pinkcig,2019/07/05,"I'll be all alone.... So I'll admit I'm not 100% lonely, I have 2 Friends, which I don't completely get along with but they're better then nothing, long story short my 1 friends S/O graduated high school this year and she wants to have a fire, and I have the biggest fire pit with no mosquitos and lots of wood, so my house automatically got volunteered, which whatever I didn't care, but now they're Changing the location to my other friends house and theres gonna be a bunch of people with there S/O's and I'm going to be the only going alone, and now that it's not at my house I don't really have a reason to attend nor do I want to go since I'll literally be the only one alone, but they obviously know I'm not doing anything that night so I can't really get out of it, I kinda just don't wanna show...but I don't wanna come off like a dick",2.005845559845561,2.9687073027027036,4.425193050193052,86.87222972972975,75.97297297297297,7.664092664092664,21.86293436293436,8.192908349453996,0.8846447876447878,661,16,154,11,14,233,99,185,0.131,0.754,0.11599999999999999,-0.3981,0,5,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,8,7,0,0,8,0,16,1,1,1,2,30,32,14,0,4,7,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,0,3,0,0,5,11,1,0,1,2,2,15,6,17,25,3,17,0,1,0,1,6,6,1,2,7,91,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43280355118574493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462810664669724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319531238836587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202077186287668,0.0,0.14735588483932086,0.11999050773240134,0.14604839982772266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228574505241617,0.0,0.1455520183235023,0.0,0.23749407004305076,0.0,0.11140712134157904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471730597197865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821839843941277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655301624394416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068052613945027,0.0,0.0,0.12327189634562602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184238244166655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071913846835426,0.0,0.13365753125681698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439005372578377,0.21188060059225927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656977448630348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847218407314985,0.14321869737652484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097421070500032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522645477830762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431987288537162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970156199123426
lonely,ididabadthing69,2019/07/05,All my friends are in long term relationships and I’m odd one out. Saw some friends this morning and realized I’m not going to be able to date anyone because I don’t want to settle. Worse the longer I’m single the harder it is to find common ground. The last girl I was talking to things were going well tell she told me she didn’t shop at amazon because of them not paying taxes. I told her taxation was theft. And I can’t say I was surprised that I hadn’t heard from them since.,1.9485368536853684,3.743133732673268,3.1569636963696404,92.41672167216723,78.009900990099,5.677007700770076,21.123212321232124,6.42735559955562,0.17303872387238695,381,10,83,3,9,123,71,101,0.055,0.8109999999999999,0.134,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,0,1,11,21,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,1,3,2,6,0,1,1,10,3,13,4,10,10,4,11,0,0,1,0,15,4,0,1,5,51,17,2,0.22607969393517235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808017861418303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756321660540555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066327444777556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34933722143877094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25697260014389944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842851250119586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007341481955254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319745159893994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24272498332282744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978764679172435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870154590662688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171429423849106,0.1976036173652179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019730290707853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43205767197499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334766100585596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327279592745814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303945226485432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EatYourBiotin,2019/09/08,"the feeling of loneliness is such a burden it feels like an empty yet heavy hole inside of me, and all i can do is complain about it on the internet or just sit around and do nothing. i dont know if im capable of making friends anymore. i dont know.",4.578333333333333,3.7882535000000033,6.289259259259263,82.0316666666667,69.55555555555556,9.422222222222222,32.814814814814824,8.841846274778883,2.5271925925925918,195,8,43,3,3,68,40,54,0.17,0.664,0.165,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,12,12,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,6,12,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271122428538233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24336878814114946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6408055682029913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27646126989123043,0.19530483578168026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121499082808395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29530050128565305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004882420568475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356110141076327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824852435454928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623183159565983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thecatcameback923,2019/09/08,WHY WONT ANYONE TALK TO ME I CANT STOP CRYING I JUST NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO WHY WONT ANYONE TALK TO ME???,-2.5426086956521736,-1.5255200434782576,0.05617391304348018,102.85295652173912,119.0,1.84,8.947826086956521,3.1291,-2.2432713043478256,81,1,19,0,5,27,13,23,0.0,0.792,0.20800000000000002,0.6101,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711073157128014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914977153421844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676932357552168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248480895006697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218621395295566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6398857644835897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789123213876167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BenLovesFinalFantasy,2019/09/08,"I am lonely and I want to tell someone Tonight I feel how lonely I actually am. How much I miss and how much I need somebody to love and to love me back. Something genuine, you know? Somebody who understands me. And wants to understand me. And to get to know me. Someone who is there when I need them. And who wants to be there. And someone for whom I can be that. Life sucks without this. There's nothing that I wish for more. And I feel like the reason for this is because I am ugly. I only partly believe this. But maybe it's the fucking truth and I don't have courage enough to admit it. But I don't know if I'll be able to live a lonely life. This sucks. I feel really bad.

Thanks for reading.",-0.19960706560922856,2.055917705479452,1.6314996395097343,97.05196467195387,91.12328767123287,4.1695746214852205,20.01297764960346,5.750287758089431,-0.1710904109589042,539,18,121,4,19,176,73,146,0.16899999999999998,0.701,0.13,-0.6179,0,6,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,0,8,14,3,0,3,0,12,5,0,4,1,33,35,16,0,7,4,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,9,0,0,10,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,0,3,21,6,14,32,5,3,0,4,0,3,10,0,3,1,4,87,33,1,0.14468166710285071,0.0,0.14118843651099286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112512713357583,0.12080314867360815,0.08819660137921471,0.0,0.0,0.16300669388652034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949483796471874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194661942546705,0.10336061188704056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375586986726162,0.07559019954564655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23853978146175198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438588043993947,0.07068415439316267,0.0,0.1277565627428362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26116170661949284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535218114260784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21271534521314928,0.2145592458040332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882596167132535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003692743733114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667614634685334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472082001672668,0.0,0.09268678073190556,0.14875685047935902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677649210794687,0.11138301584249216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645815415050735,0.13320344047329058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30123743585421514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560109874899941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637677691027875,0.1394679641098175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,losernamewinnername,2019/09/08,"Having people to hang out with But I feel like I'm a fly man, hey I'll do 100 things for you and when I fuck up once or stop smoking weed they will barely say hi. I'll fly towards the dorm where I used to study and make rap songs with them. I'll fly towards that tobacco shop... 

I'll fly anywhere... But who's flying to me? 

Where am I?   Why I'm afraid to call people out with whom I'm hanging from monday-friday. Maybe because I'm so much disatisfied with the way things have been and weed has made me even more of an empty shell. Maybe cus I'm ready to call people to my own events, but they don't call me to theirs and then I don't have anything to talk about with them.

I'll only get accepted by smokers and drug users.. and it seems like normal people are somehow so afraid of life or stuck in their own little worlds... People who believe in God can be beautiful at times but I'm just tired of so many rules. So much stupid rules and comparisons... 

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Is there really so much poison within me so that's why I find it hard to have a friend? Am I overanalytical or just crazy from so much flying? Where did it started, why, what the fuck",2.1343749999999986,3.6605336875000014,3.2008333333333354,93.4875,76.70833333333334,5.966666666666668,19.5,6.508806274219699,-0.11097500000000028,895,18,204,7,20,287,134,240,0.129,0.785,0.086,-0.9005,0,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,6,0,17,10,4,2,6,0,17,6,0,3,0,33,33,23,0,1,9,0,2,2,1,1,4,2,1,1,11,14,0,1,4,3,1,2,2,6,0,0,4,4,19,4,31,27,7,23,0,0,0,2,19,14,2,5,8,122,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273829274113409,0.14285579994970785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967469644219311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166726365171544,0.0,0.0,0.1324568466933339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601447013595582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136339465949518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765136559352814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059445002643056535,0.08398931599939079,0.0,0.0,0.10745337592173937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083135365014028,0.21737611293037176,0.0614234865698616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531622187760607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830404831428639,0.11487381258859235,0.11783221706664584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124398005001132,0.07847635069569459,0.11919367296045175,0.2362220975728924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456987341861261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518991327418684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520416490430358,0.0,0.08941439201459292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075279968313734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531591748282125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349336014300368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702785201927116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321396070558551,0.0,0.0,0.09829060656315433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944952573635498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621151712905876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685537960326654,0.13512505097219035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015394485371924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933185764466935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31825562481889424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285579994970785,0.0
lonely,1EricForman,2019/09/08,I really want friends. I deal with a high amount of stress and anxiety that prevent me from making friends. Please need at least someone.,3.4606666666666683,6.520066800000002,2.764,90.08866666666668,81.0,6.533333333333335,28.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.0443333333333342,110,5,20,2,3,32,23,25,0.14400000000000002,0.48,0.376,0.7391,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402291231753561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237471420958001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852316044962818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317858382570364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961487434039786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328463898443856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447063807812167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20117317432625573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660733134224753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35971586082809826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522074240817374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dmb2424,2019/09/08,Someone to talk too Anyone who’s lonely and needs someone to talk with is welcome to message me,7.405789473684213,6.780306421052632,7.346315789473685,76.23421052631579,63.73684210526316,7.6,40.05263157894737,3.1291,2.7949578947368425,78,4,13,0,1,25,15,19,0.11599999999999999,0.7440000000000001,0.14,0.128,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743740721272272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29095842788999243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6649557506871632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6307899106772225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dunham-doodles,2019/09/08,"I think I need to work on my self esteem... So I went on a date recently and I actually, for the first time in a couple years, had a really great time. 

I was relaxed, I was myself and we seemed to hit it off pretty well, I thought.

I sent him a text after he dropped me off saying that I had a good time and that I really wanted to hang out with him again when he was free.

He didn't really respond and now I'm doubting myself thinking I already messed something up. He could've been busy with work or something but my anxiety is telling me that I'm annoying him and that I should stop thinking about that second date.

My roommates and friends say I should just relax. Idk... how do I help better myself whenever I feel this way?",2.1430307692307733,3.8608018466666683,3.699333333333332,89.09146153846157,77.2,6.7487179487179505,23.538461538461537,7.61054688173877,1.004830769230769,567,18,121,8,13,188,93,150,0.078,0.736,0.185,0.9446,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,4,8,11,1,1,6,0,11,0,0,1,0,26,24,11,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,7,10,0,1,6,2,1,3,1,3,1,2,10,3,27,9,15,11,0,25,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,3,13,83,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.16165057004293346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827989680395448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672184781976273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650402281567576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225809939844854,0.18328864837593808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375765108227883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409018623332824,0.0,0.0,0.12798083082006814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389394169513429,0.0,0.18262978361883755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103174812932888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282742570601167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852567037175215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31835902381970965,0.0,0.163559456949418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634631639059136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508015995784125,0.17280914677585898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550510289507749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849087329704798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144785459844759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31842562275309616,0.0,0.13150764987372285,0.2897756584997165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770470133789297,0.1314853127764152,0.0,0.0,0.14893930396978305,0.1535592716483606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24119044325842515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066732120710673
lonely,team_ryan,2019/09/08,Anyone play Halo? I feel lonely not being able to play Halo with my friends anymore. Would anyone like to play Halo with me? I'm voDog731 on Xbox,0.8725862068965498,3.434842379310344,2.2926724137931025,91.53831896551728,90.72413793103449,2.9000000000000004,17.594827586206893,3.1291,-0.689006896551724,115,3,21,0,4,37,21,29,0.068,0.573,0.359,0.8645,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,5,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,3,0,0.4250488288641062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215342242057899,0.5944080480386199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491745916202107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283916708012005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076573877373541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019424927783888,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,2Balls1Brain,2019/09/08,"My silent battle with loneliness. Hey, I’ve been lurking this sub for a while, figured I’d contribute.

I’m 26yr old male, I’d say my life until recent has been fairly good. I work hard, play hard etc but I just can’t seem to get a deep connection with anyone and if I do it’s short term and fizzles out quick. It’s usually either distance or change of jobs but today after a few weeks of being in a dark place I decided to venture out and do what I love doing and I had fun. 

I went out alone, dj’d to myself for 3hrs... danced, sweated a lot 😰 and for a moment felt content and satisfied. I came home, made some music and had a nice call with some out of town friends - we don’t see each other often as we all live across the country so we just usually talk online. Outside of them I don’t really have anyone in person to hang with. 

I’ve sorta figured or at least I think the stem to my loneliness is waiting for someone to invite me but in my case with friends out of town it’s kind of hard. So I’ve vowed to myself today that any time I get lonely I’ll step out and go do something fun, new and hopefully meet someone who enjoys the same thing. 

A week ago today I cried myself to sleep and that really struck home - today I won’t be doing that and I guess that’s because of today’s small step towards happiness.

Wish you all the best and if anyone ever wants to talk about music or computing or weird conspiracy theories hit me up 😊",1.5896428571428594,3.4871577833333376,3.4959047619047614,89.08200000000002,79.5,6.2857142857142865,21.047619047619047,7.310402129719878,0.6408619047619051,1125,31,237,15,28,379,170,300,0.098,0.721,0.18100000000000002,0.988,2,3,1,0,1,0,24.0,3,1,1,2,8,16,1,0,12,0,18,4,2,1,3,61,36,26,0,5,12,0,4,0,2,1,1,1,2,2,12,28,0,1,6,2,0,7,4,3,0,0,8,6,28,13,42,24,13,47,0,1,1,1,17,19,0,14,21,153,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317491478376744,0.0,0.0,0.10886371132815964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147935699328074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204890062829487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640749343420242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030793032126852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733049241462256,0.12021944056185012,0.0,0.0,0.11119392481210573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545993816927425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722699687823138,0.0,0.09507927979913228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009234284731912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241761509449254,0.0,0.10983273724942563,0.0,0.05973723138935268,0.08816245604618278,0.0,0.0,0.11579205838704296,0.0,0.0,0.11189304073048473,0.2824775075026659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087061060034326,0.104399337989158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430684637638184,0.0,0.0,0.10945734899450567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424329092522303,0.0,0.0,0.09281529266998624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893619541731049,0.09486714307927216,0.09945894896015482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151724591982524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029673353856843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177922087590956,0.10981904205433142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346741098159835,0.0,0.1037848275935292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835888048089972,0.0,0.0,0.08376017764885126,0.09568947161468096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518731103449816,0.0,0.17812109766110268,0.08091989164342413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896912488878607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983134414169058,0.06735114144457066,0.0,0.0,0.061291303112064786,0.0,0.4981665882040479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23153071599214736,0.0,0.061997427556673985,0.0,0.1686280510603814,0.0,0.0,0.09743932164278156,0.0,0.0,0.12087292355775622,0.0,0.0,0.07652235168072198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,adventurer309,2019/09/08,"endless blabbering I’ve been thinking about how I’m always lonely. I feel stupid because even though when I see people being friends, laughing together, or hanging out I feel almost jealous which I hate to say, but at the same time I don’t want to be friends with anyone because often I feel as if my own company is better. I would rather be lonely forever than be around people who ignore me and don’t care. part of me doesn’t ever want any friends ever again. I know I can’t ever trust people and no matter what that barrier is there. there are too many things that I feel bad about and I also don’t think I deserve friends. I know no matter what, even if I try to, me getting close to anyone is completely unrealistic and it won’t happen. even if it could I don’t know if I would want it to.",4.125593976575573,4.856167460122702,5.246759620747351,83.83871723368658,70.71779141104294,7.645064138315673,27.08812046848857,7.686295010490155,1.477201226993865,628,20,127,7,11,208,93,163,0.15,0.648,0.20199999999999999,0.8492,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,19,15,3,0,1,0,19,0,0,1,3,41,37,15,0,11,7,0,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,2,9,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,1,6,20,8,14,28,3,11,0,2,1,0,6,4,0,7,6,95,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175770917122506,0.0,0.0,0.105223956056356,0.10948455709633664,0.0,0.0,0.08947846783694413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400667723730066,0.0,0.0,0.1171335150475209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098632584618964,0.1604190970049176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637123951672973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415391331372128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379584416638246,0.0,0.0,0.10505540166967672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607207527187557,0.3570631565809778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661218849319305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40663150760440825,0.0,0.06874477793875577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635518178211016,0.0,0.0,0.12990736395771008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169377036271086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334008054077383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248761021473913,0.0,0.2736616549514948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463717774256898,0.0,0.0,0.10485170372299224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741547131404953,0.16862146491037958,0.12927604011543192,0.0,0.07672497522204652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933373934697726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23282672344651625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869403854682976,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,princesspeach-44,2019/09/08,"Having no friends Sucks!! What’s worse, when you try and open up about that to people, it’s so embarrassing! It’s like I can feel the judgement coming off of them. Like they feel like I’ve done something wrong to end up with literally no friends. Or just to feel even worse, having 4,500+ followers on twitter, desperately tweeting about being lonely and getting no response. Just losing two followers. Yikes.

I’ve never been the kind of person to have a huge network of friends. But I’ve had a few close ones. I’ve had to cut them out of my life at some point for toxic behaviours. Drug abuse, owing money to me and not paying it back etc. I was down to one “best friend” earlier this year but after keeping £650 from me, it was time to lose her too. 

I’m 28. I’m very lucky to live with my incredible boyfriend. I’ll never take that for granted. But... having no friends is really such a downer. And having no one to talk to about it is even worse",2.4851339698182957,4.407916848167543,3.618989836772408,89.12751154912226,76.85340314136127,6.378934400985526,22.753618724976906,7.285733465282438,0.7555830612873415,742,22,155,9,17,240,119,191,0.182,0.6829999999999999,0.136,-0.7754,2,2,2,0,1,0,28.0,0,1,3,3,12,18,2,1,5,0,15,2,0,0,2,25,28,10,0,0,7,0,3,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,9,10,0,1,3,0,3,3,8,7,0,4,6,3,11,11,31,21,4,22,0,3,0,0,12,11,1,3,11,104,20,1,0.0,0.14978224082971364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720606999686436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266575070461786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889615584809917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293674176951535,0.0,0.0,0.14660237911111265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196701825570513,0.0,0.1409872118750094,0.1669930985567025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175912314997476,0.09031158703514974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.488343285278964,0.0,0.06604712143859635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236431365083928,0.0,0.1316427688580573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929133106468012,0.18528135751925975,0.0,0.11162760866848014,0.0,0.0,0.28285424642931895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499956319391853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569881783638244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764090936367137,0.110381540122504,0.0,0.0,0.1195039433858652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098530099865682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732118208133324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504906920919284,0.10160836004259166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371416284708011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582813863287476,0.0,0.12349002389700887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430640629496844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864859895676077,0.0,0.13821600707674284,0.0,0.08140773348671859
lonely,yearofthesnitches,2019/09/08,"People only like me for superficial reasons For the past few years people seem to only talk to me when they're bored or looking to forget about someone else, and the minute they feel better they forget all about me. Or they're desperate to get into a relationship so they talk to me but then leave once they find someone better. I just wish someone would talk to me because they're genuinely interested in getting to know me",6.672962962962963,7.34403975308642,6.752691358024688,75.50311111111111,65.0493827160494,8.949135802469135,31.014814814814812,8.841846274778883,2.5273437037037025,344,12,60,5,5,110,50,81,0.084,0.75,0.166,0.882,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,4,2,5,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,16,8,7,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,11,4,13,7,2,6,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,3,5,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678871120463272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098667159034374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463412461838592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857677684832391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011225969271115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304968361474708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627489583870573,0.0,0.0,0.1854913841237365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558458752599983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710791895349956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656204696972345,0.0,0.2664660878581103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723008597916958,0.2428968951454383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011524363902245,0.0,0.1880788335939527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947820242840455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.445290876680033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42241155450737056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014495037539683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444355571733948,0.0,0.0,0.1128108200172772
lonely,MrCocaineJesus,2019/09/08,"I feel like this video should be the trailer of this subreddit. It's just such a great video and I watch it on a regular basis. It somehow has something calming about it. 
[The Video. ](https://youtu.be/n3Xv_g3g-mA)",3.4211711711711708,6.5757052162162175,2.4420270270270272,88.53799549549551,91.43243243243242,5.709909909909912,25.08558558558559,7.1686216300943375,1.615796396396397,171,7,29,3,6,49,28,37,0.0,0.757,0.243,0.8519,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014785374599455,0.4259563466049429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6573603647020451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29129436850737433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590172371846904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lami-x,2019/09/08,"Is this interesting enough? Honestly I have no clue what to write 😂 not really one to post things.. Am I lonely? Well I guess I am 👀 or am I not? 

I feel like talking about myself from the third person.. 

So there’s this girl, always kept to herself. A few high school friends, then college.. never maintaining any long lasting relationships, besides one.. I am now 23, I’ve accepted the fact that I’m a loner.. I guess my mind keeps me occupied enough.. can’t get enough of my jokes.. hehe.. sooo would you be surprised I don’t have social media? Why is that so weird? I kept weird looks when I say that 😂 I’m old fashioned a little bit.. loveeee reading and games of course.. sooo if anyoneee wants to speak, feel free to gimme a message.. Ps I like the greens, so excuse my grammar.. It’s not normally this bad 🙊",0.3649663299663288,2.7931899074074096,1.922558922558924,94.39424242424244,91.28395061728395,4.9207631874298565,19.709315375982047,6.574015621080383,0.2283604938271604,623,20,133,8,22,201,110,162,0.111,0.757,0.132,0.5226,0,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,0,10,14,0,0,7,0,12,0,0,0,2,21,24,8,0,4,5,0,2,2,1,1,0,2,0,2,9,1,0,3,3,3,1,0,7,4,1,3,2,6,19,11,9,20,5,10,0,1,2,0,14,2,0,4,9,81,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848167585919001,0.0,0.0,0.10500424722810413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892608726649438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857597263981605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786411133389733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614889745946192,0.11031069483189848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929695598118155,0.0,0.08067296895915148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34020054005430056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314287929706525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724690175480211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586494136521012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087407170608255,0.15475960940435654,0.0,0.13664818917623558,0.12966569889689716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591030876762862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909068378715255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128923506168146,0.0,0.0,0.16202755542449646,0.0,0.20926472781293592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348250516601976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147882311601652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445200953467705,0.0,0.09891914335261648,0.0,0.0,0.1657787940932118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279320764582087,0.0,0.15627139019080166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740177796387245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241090890437524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258329163781063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107515070790898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388333352401155,0.0,0.13933121012751534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096885928377816,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,schploopy,2019/09/08,"It's my birthday So today is my birthday and while I haven't been completely ignored I still feel lonely.  I hate birthdays because they always remind me of what I don't have. It doesn't help that I attempted to post on the forever alone sub and got rejected because I don't have enough karma. I'm actually not mad about that, it's funny and fitting for my life. Thanks for reading my vent and I hope you all have great days.",3.1370443349753714,4.729753804597703,4.447947454844009,85.3096551724138,74.17241379310343,7.270279146141214,27.37110016420361,7.957251820313856,1.6973100164203618,339,13,68,5,7,112,60,87,0.147,0.664,0.18899999999999997,0.5925,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,3,8,2,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,1,9,15,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,1,14,3,6,13,2,7,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,46,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.2431408736610762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580510675983968,0.0,0.0,0.20731822798076266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037670682274368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261235926045396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068537716506168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574453433212477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598104946079722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927327205261727,0.27469600097187297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459905324699496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700439866751796,0.0,0.0,0.24746869545406966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598665571413832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386231233826215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492239979799947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897676078526505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293898968759767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361712977805727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sosojones,2019/09/08,"Im overthinking things Yesterday I texted a girl that I know from school. And asked her to hang out, she said she was busy but that we could hang out tomorrow/ another time. I was going to talk to her today but then I saw on the snap map that she was already hanging out with somebody else. Idk if I should still ask her to hang out because I don’t want to interrupt whatever she’s already doing. Plus it’s already 1 in the afternoon so I feel like i missed my shot.",1.8277548682703328,3.761048041237117,3.211271477663228,91.23576174112259,78.89690721649485,7.197709049255441,24.179839633447884,8.167268648758528,1.3310650630011462,368,13,81,7,9,120,66,97,0.087,0.857,0.055999999999999994,-0.4172,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,16,16,7,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,5,3,17,1,14,9,0,19,0,1,1,0,13,7,0,1,8,53,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6581854579700032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847282552883312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717267417850143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119459448374792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587360487796964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608279833542672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052585549271373,0.1420320879415895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299004217732145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475221849951526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926245694433316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971300174172568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911674533315775,0.0,0.0,0.2012094282259576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877236446845233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979840464494546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320825611826897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159294925906046,0.0,0.18845153182824007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726509233172434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bk2mummy4u,2019/09/08,"My girlfriend broke up with me Now I have no one, at all. No friends, my relatives don't really like me. I think I'm just meant to be alone in this life.",-0.9720588235294088,0.9519444411764724,1.26029411764706,101.16632352941177,89.88235294117645,5.752941176470588,17.323529411764707,7.1686216300943375,-0.15262352941176438,117,3,31,2,4,39,29,34,0.298,0.621,0.08,-0.7526,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,6,2,5,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393596106489207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023448244191543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678345336400887,0.25442142002165713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35288654046755125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33361794554238083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336877365571451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kaystrrrr,2019/09/08,"is it normal to be touch and emotionally starved all the time I know I’m only 17 (lol) but I just want to have someone to enjoy life with. I guess I’m hoping college will be a good time in my life.

I have a lot of insecurities and I don’t consider myself too attractive. A lot of teen dating is based on that, so I guess that’s why I haven’t dated anyone.

Also I’m gay lol. So it’s harder to find anyone in my small town. Oh well.",-1.448942307692306,0.5270698750000022,2.039999999999999,93.5896153846154,95.04166666666666,4.620512820512821,14.676282051282053,6.297961479604792,-0.5792506410256406,332,7,79,4,13,120,61,96,0.06,0.7040000000000001,0.23600000000000002,0.9552,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,4,2,9,3,0,0,1,15,17,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,10,5,10,14,3,9,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,5,4,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704355832756883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980432074304841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239736373386472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947919292102459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875871648607528,0.0,0.0,0.4695613226951314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21168071419382686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712764988095843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010722701859161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623816519427229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088167564747514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620907837494942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805796947189756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485492162408076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257063502140186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916245180537336,0.0,0.19231170917526108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwaway108830636,2019/09/08,I just cant shake the loneliness feeling... However much I try it comes back time and time and time again. Why cant we all just have that one special person in our life...,2.1667619047619056,3.838581485714286,3.120000000000001,93.47333333333334,77.0,6.9523809523809526,23.095238095238088,7.793537801064563,0.8608095238095244,132,4,30,2,3,42,28,35,0.0,0.81,0.19,0.6757,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,8,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,4,1,1,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268768318467611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010906283509316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673374060386962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24688459172110325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569460328801637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23685174038729484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051976170783114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6114442728616576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373090949804562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153980124014948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fawlow,2019/09/08,"I'm a manipulative person, today, I decided to ghost my only friend I had because I'm scared of hurting this person one day because of my manipulation or anything that hurts someone. I don't want my manipulation be the reason to why I end up alone anymore. Now I'm back to lonely. Now I absolutely have 0 friends to talk to, what I did may have sound cold and stupid of me to do because it was out of fear and ghosting isn't what I normally would wanted to do but I did it because I don't know how to explain this to her. (A).

A few months ago, I started talking to someone new (R), I really fell for her and she also felt the same, everything felt right like my life was going in the direction I wanted but this person couldn't see us as anything and loss interest in me completely to ignoring me and leaving me which is when I realized how manipulative of an asshole I am. I don't like being alone, I don't like people leaving me and the fact I had 0 chances on trying to make things work with this person, it just got out of hand and for it all, it's my fault that I know I destroyed every bit of it. As of currently, I'm trying to move forward on (R) because I know I need to, I don't deserve anything more from her but more ignorance from her because I believe thats what I deserve - I know, that sounds super negative.

Looking back at my past relationships with people which are all platonic (I've never been in a romantic relationship before), I'm so manipulative that its like a skill I desire. People have always left me by ghosting me and I can always remember the emotional distress I was in, I'm not trying to blame them for leaving but I feel thats why I've became so manipulative because like I said, I don't like people leaving me, even if they tell me why, I have a hard time accepting things and even telling myself that it's their loss isn't enough sometimes. 

There was a time I had a group of high school friends, 3 of them started ignoring me at the same time and I never knew why, then thats when my life got worse day by day, suicide thoughts leading to a suicide attempt at 16. Since that time of my life, people would come in and leave me and its been a constant problem for me for like 8 years now which again, that led me to two suicide attempts in a year (last year) :/

I know I said people ghosted me a lot and I may not know why exactly but I'm tired if I may be the reason why people leave, I'm tired if its my actions that hurt others, I just don't want to deal with people anymore, it's been too much and I just want a new personality. 

I'm glad I admitted I'm manipulative but I know that doesn't change anything to those people in my past who I became manipulative with. I just know that I'm sorry, still am. **Maybe being lonely is the answer to stop feeling so much pain, I just don't want to hurt anyone anymore.**",4.40273166023166,4.666845528911568,5.9197425997426025,80.92615830115831,69.90136054421768,8.533627505056076,30.007538150395288,8.441846121484758,2.0744542562971127,2233,83,466,32,37,763,227,588,0.20199999999999999,0.6920000000000001,0.106,-0.9952,1,6,0,0,0,3,59.0,1,0,4,8,24,33,2,3,22,0,45,7,1,15,6,103,90,35,7,16,17,0,6,7,3,5,6,4,0,5,39,21,0,4,23,0,0,8,17,19,0,2,20,13,80,14,62,60,12,62,0,8,2,0,31,19,0,8,44,315,119,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045966014372091024,0.0,0.0,0.10741154807862804,0.0,0.04146814115145078,0.08629443783967514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427762328361874,0.036257973708948565,0.0,0.17068781928214474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974604295510322,0.0,0.22127077355358848,0.0,0.04412448391735315,0.05842242815101044,0.0,0.0,0.05661184248628735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485533909919822,0.0446681854445317,0.054368609073067634,0.056036449922587515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032586926800643,0.05345986242552765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058329496573766335,0.04592782450551861,0.053579710266505605,0.0,0.06849900840111199,0.0,0.043689775179493184,0.0,0.04660361163332248,0.0,0.0,0.0583508924677673,0.052438533492967065,0.0,0.09957718285968538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018831109810955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029470189942908207,0.0,0.08294579379604243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0464515769428321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054787279829364204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22204588131982034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279836557437533,0.04226845690718622,0.0,0.3294394932325909,0.056340223896907564,0.0,0.10987940860326964,0.17733492306929574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04354484216745205,0.0,0.0,0.044084965136503576,0.0,0.0,0.034613378428730565,0.0,0.05209496099165338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041389883195820015,0.05511328162550758,0.0762382616077355,0.03844956247885012,0.07998699846208274,0.10016307921064477,0.0,0.0,0.05080654265885513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03513804969761036,0.039437794448127485,0.055176998676233616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900225292309653,0.32354533778953243,0.2263873809614873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961789247667591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03321941362498855,0.10663042359660577,0.0,0.1113449660922189,0.05874120472202956,0.044283583799528965,0.09865128464340717,0.0,0.05191554611089951,0.0524796694811137,0.04132143870000885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04289469848424972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787254545994251,0.0,0.05128557017053224,0.0580470300664536,0.07340596974558268,0.0,0.041411186759509735,0.043352805409522965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016169698863054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335759942579192,0.09064649124299994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889984446754963,0.0,0.0,0.041166796187433005,0.1209474428292873,0.11919857340559367,0.04915214058681842,0.0,0.0,0.1056177010920394,0.0,0.05065445373182592,0.0,0.06237475366140105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351128000811812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28074451172288883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037750799400302334,0.0,0.052844313677459,0.07367210454769556,0.0,0.0,0.10017807445130028
lonely,stryker2004,2019/09/08,"Same thing everyday. I'm getting really tired of this. I'm 15 years old and ever since fifth grade,where I had such ,,friendly and understanding"" classmates who gave left me such an experience that in those 4 years I became very isolated and not able to make friends a ymore. I started tenth grade now,but not much progress for me. I see my classmates going out,other teen going out,but me? Very,very rarely. God,I always pray for this to go away,but honestly,I lost all hope. Guess some things never change,huh?",4.02568181818182,5.862240595959598,4.135239898989898,87.4561931818182,72.33333333333334,7.374242424242425,24.49621212121212,8.07648339933343,1.2634939393939395,405,12,81,6,8,125,73,99,0.136,0.8,0.064,-0.6946,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,14,15,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,3,1,8,3,6,12,4,12,1,1,1,0,4,2,0,3,7,38,15,1,0.18913557552031288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737595016795491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769909916375792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108395627417322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850108851303892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922513529518264,0.0,0.09881553192636287,0.0,0.3224703185977263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083541597689528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785430236034184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054963562060451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064638229819936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624946532162204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903641022566815,0.0,0.14587301567964428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984659704802349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116509277151255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507165662241778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645490254351135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387113382874222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25130654445308004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173835210934685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689680434096865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121133153682429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435942191633126
lonely,Re_Nocturna,2019/09/08,"I wonder if there is more to this... Hi, I'm new, obviously. I dont think I have been part of a community of this size before but here goes...

So I have somewhat of a hectic life. I work alot and leaves me no free time over the weekdays. My weekends are my usual sleep and rest but then every now and then I want to talk to someone on a steady pace. It seems as though I meet people and they just stop. I dont hear from anyone. It starts to get lonely at some point and feel like what was the point?

Most of my friends that I've known for years have lives and yes we talk but it doesnt feel the same. I probably rambling at this point.

I want it to be different. I want to look forward to stimulating conversations, talk about whatever no matter how silly maybe even get a 'hey how are you' but its just so quiet here.

I try to keep myself occupied and play a few games every now and then.

Anyone else going through the same? How does one cope with the feeling?",1.6833556672250154,3.4763731507537727,3.012118927973201,93.15833472920157,78.79899497487438,6.030262423227247,19.59826912339475,6.937597516519254,0.08233310999441645,743,17,169,8,18,241,123,199,0.057,0.7879999999999999,0.155,0.9519,1,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,1,1,15,6,0,0,11,1,12,2,1,4,1,41,29,23,0,4,7,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,10,10,0,2,7,3,1,2,5,1,0,1,2,6,20,6,22,26,10,21,0,1,1,0,13,8,0,7,14,117,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856434488702812,0.13601782505113094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296027516310203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869525330732893,0.0,0.0,0.11617021664141702,0.0,0.3111634790681573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089539716192004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876799698312868,0.0,0.2236948101345933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201366814293284,0.09483646084893536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256214152714152,0.0,0.1387125495659481,0.0,0.07544475242577485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961863659793356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799409336276916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056283685511506,0.0,0.0,0.09376508707979016,0.06485483123951742,0.0,0.11722047731293135,0.0,0.1114763713130878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333649848290674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821055323854225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995467844952681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375506247219122,0.0,0.09203197443975836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764743180893057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312670255143534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085040313752385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328456383859989,0.0,0.11247844771430386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396096911418292,0.0,0.0,0.11098475026528742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32009770535933524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506069119207031,0.13042597314211288,0.0,0.07740745731927297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012837861021793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620511480636958,0.0,0.2348977579440612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396146076881133,0.09664341221242366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548649827855337
lonely,Steven242,2019/09/08,"Why every sunday I just feel so lonely and sad?? :( Hello,

So basically every single sunday I just get so lonely and down, it is a feeling which is very hard to shake. I get it on other days too but Sunday is by far the worse. I know its probably because I feel like I have got nobody, especially this is true irl with most of my friends being online. It just really hurts, sorry I felt like I had to rant a little and make this post :/",1.1372534332084925,3.2071158089887675,3.6464419475655454,86.53260923845195,81.92134831460675,5.7533083645443215,16.630461922596755,6.937597516519254,0.02404019975031213,333,6,68,4,9,116,61,89,0.258,0.5920000000000001,0.149,-0.8392,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,16,16,7,0,0,4,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,5,9,4,7,12,2,10,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342412765335259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202072842707614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710819796177247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340426004175361,0.1573219405965981,0.21144133832526654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701378878161076,0.0,0.2301069365882156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612638904838182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972697622898497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357451625340371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102463612239403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517226215175225,0.2207137042747053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699550336230166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109054999294152,0.0,0.23742946958397226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107563748104146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465131342458771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817007849568064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871016492405005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244183272906346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawayacct576,2019/09/08,"I feel left out, lonely. So this is my first time posting to Reddit from a throwaway account hence the name. I guess this all started in high school when no one would really talk to me. I thought it was probably just me and I was not interesting or I had to keep a conversation rolling. I just sat at a circular table and would just sit there listening to others conversations during lunch. After a while, someone else took my seat and I would just sit down to the side. I felt a little embarrassed I was alone so I just went to another group of friends who sat on the floor. I didn't talk to them, I just wanted to look like I had friends. None of them would really talk to me as well. 

During my senior year, it was time for prom. No one invited me. Then we had the senior trip where we travel to Disneyland, no one invited me. I thought to myself whatever. High school is almost over, I'll just forget about these people and get out of here. It will get better. 
I was wrong. 

The few friends I do have over online never invite me to games and I have to invite myself but I always have to start the conversation. I know it might sound selfish but why don't people invite me to play. Am I annoying, boring or something. I could spend a whole day in my bed and no one will ask where I've been. No one would ask me to go somewhere or play something with them. Most of my days are spent either at work or at home. I just don't get it. I try to make friends and I try asking them to hang out but I don't get any response or I get a ""sorry I'm busy"" or ""later"". I just don't get it. I want friends. I want people in my life that care as much I care about them . I don't want to be lonely.",0.4279073145928685,2.5675317762039684,2.347365439093487,94.35446429868529,85.3456090651558,5.433543981985909,18.116437858647487,6.788186056548923,-0.04154065518994665,1299,32,295,16,39,431,166,353,0.125,0.777,0.099,0.1999,0,5,2,0,0,0,39.0,2,0,5,3,19,20,1,1,13,0,33,2,0,1,2,58,67,23,0,10,20,0,2,1,5,8,1,2,2,0,12,13,1,1,5,4,3,6,14,7,1,6,18,5,54,13,44,39,7,46,0,2,1,0,26,21,0,10,17,211,66,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850389596989024,0.09153925877669726,0.0,0.0,0.07354264059776071,0.0,0.0,0.06010420990770815,0.09267842145933007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478815708147797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816854240150314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022693415899602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056750150661148,0.0,0.0,0.11400084842768668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383356340199243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04468964997850471,0.0,0.08486258389437477,0.0,0.0,0.07517945916138659,0.0,0.0,0.34142663144222113,0.0,0.2770622249021427,0.0,0.050230713394197116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736503622429966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676528085416844,0.08865644555309184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855983743527441,0.0,0.0,0.04857358271362944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602956901916684,0.0,0.062428294401530776,0.04318000040395472,0.08858407440099042,0.0,0.0,0.07422037289023951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899706431572713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376154897357566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497247347079836,0.0,0.06816725651912231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994567233891308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838231917746836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464752362668099,0.0,0.09529299445963177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324221853694785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889882907676158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748875500084638,0.13608477629429586,0.0,0.0989387491665634,0.12511742322857936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311934334815053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033418479176685,0.10307494366830414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819797261204022,0.1200139866349902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208524897612302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946790862023095,0.08193293403342952,0.07975289115693779,0.09867767663994287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643446679085533,0.0,0.0,0.31392759733239745,0.09663412425267418,0.0,0.056916454173909226
lonely,tiledbathroom,2019/09/08,"I just...I’m tired. Tired of feeling like this. I know I should socialize more in real life and do stuff for my well-being. I always that I’ll be independent and strong, not need anyone to be happy. This whole year flipped my life and my views. I have so many complicating things happening simultaneously in my life. I feel overwhelmed but incredibly hollow. I just wish there was someone I could feel free to lean on whenever, and they could do that with me. I’m so tired of crying every other day. 2019 was a year of new experiences, but I don’t ever want to go through them again.",2.6744497607655475,4.966842298245614,3.978133971291868,85.00011961722487,77.77192982456141,6.952472089314195,21.767145135566192,8.00094639256281,1.0270982456140354,458,13,93,8,11,150,77,114,0.10400000000000001,0.7390000000000001,0.157,0.4854,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,6,5,0,1,1,0,11,6,0,1,1,22,21,8,0,6,4,0,3,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,4,16,5,12,14,2,10,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,7,62,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762487309272905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724722030871248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449237163922689,0.0,0.1684812903067823,0.09891774142720924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874145436066346,0.12922969665998746,0.0,0.0,0.1500355722099862,0.0,0.0,0.23266138640276715,0.10957506846440164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716967966046693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563388027004314,0.1632764071896775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429391818268342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250115750113611,0.07493397064486843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550376520818118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137297062170114,0.0,0.14813585432453205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458060199474115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563521163844802,0.12995881013207194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755839903456816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189919682444384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288650062934523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046779996656353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379075006032674,0.0,0.0,0.17124386418403265,0.17638001931290864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975440419813936
lonely,narcissistic_cuck,2019/09/08,"When someone who means everything to you ends up ignoring you These days all I can do is wake up, feel like trash, try to organize my thoughts, utterly fail and sleep again due to brain fog. I break down every 5 minutes. 
I have a friend who's extremely close with me, and she means the world to me. She often broke down over text in front of me as well but when I did it she just chose to ignore me, ignoring the issues I addressed, or the things I said, and me practically begging her to talk with me by flat out seenzoning me. And it just breaks my heart because I put so much effort into our friendship and all I want from her is a bit of attention because I am a fucking attention whore and I can't even have that when I quite explicitly said I don't want to live anymore.

Sorry about the post. It's just a broken mess because I can't even think clearly.",6.384936868686867,5.20336676136364,6.719621212121215,81.71679292929295,66.04545454545455,10.322222222222225,32.62373737373738,9.444778638647367,2.586393434343436,674,23,146,11,9,219,109,176,0.172,0.76,0.067,-0.9678,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,1,2,0,3,13,11,1,0,8,0,11,6,4,0,4,33,21,13,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,8,11,0,3,7,0,0,2,3,8,1,0,4,3,30,3,23,17,4,22,0,2,0,2,14,10,1,2,8,103,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373726415508758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30193475979233314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024911215626066,0.0,0.0,0.18430893472749305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647742043397547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462317640057998,0.0,0.0,0.2180972196917168,0.0,0.13910593332689694,0.0,0.1483834344769169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348075852833386,0.11794922190526715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755774184080634,0.15263455283476066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564719592517504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723240608443748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066071649050123,0.0,0.14578848648145734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596899348246764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136929627806806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812250673924005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597356193364587,0.0,0.1756067764068593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31410047242952466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522168310452048,0.0,0.1398907684898424,0.0,0.0,0.1848186735014036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270309380599687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968673026309346,0.10579098219207254,0.0,0.13107290166187213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209372464449016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476340308204604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844692884075195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MFDILLA_,2019/09/08,Does anyone feel like they are wasting the peak of there sex drive and feel like each day you are just wasting you life ? Maybe just because I have a high sex drive but everyday I feel like my libido is slowly getting lower and lower and I will never have a sexual partner for the rest of my life. I am still only 18 but even then I feel like i have still wasted the past year having virtually no sex. Does anyone else feel like this ?,3.1604870129870117,4.696901477272732,4.062857142857143,88.32500000000002,74.0,6.392207792207793,20.525974025974023,6.868970318607317,0.3171701298701297,342,7,70,3,7,110,53,88,0.16899999999999998,0.6970000000000001,0.134,-0.5439,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,9,5,0,0,1,14,15,6,0,0,4,0,5,5,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,11,5,3,14,2,11,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,13,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437932510553628,0.1570721170837521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344915702597767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988646539606694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683045676268705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806097142428516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125201224223826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875608683343165,0.5475813069600612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009197992328584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619679600474819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165580978908992,0.3744687742974523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400864191196625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823301879171755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659018544869493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634047351867666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24484827366764786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871901172983256
lonely,vlakkers,2019/09/08,"It's kinda weird.. I feel when I try to reach out to someone who says they just want someone to talk to or a friend, I get ghosted.

Like conversation goes well for a day to like few days. I always respond in a reasonable amount of time. 

It's almost like they are either just bored or like being lonely.

Or my last theory, hoping it's not true is that's its just me.",2.358614718614721,3.580416831168833,3.9734415584415568,89.4325432900433,75.49350649350649,6.691774891774893,20.62554112554113,7.1686216300943375,0.3598242424242426,284,6,63,3,6,95,54,77,0.085,0.6629999999999999,0.252,0.8902,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,5,11,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,16,7,4,1,2,8,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,8,8,9,6,3,7,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,6,9,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420216544023593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011087913309884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117453038353013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220776163503265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673220493430764,0.0,0.12627515302834394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400567027788915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701288965630026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723179706536314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24850171280408245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922047903575797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095731277943719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426450288625946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093373020844144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409437843676766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425573986070099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731195565342132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Shaolin_Ghoul,2019/09/08,"Why... I’m tired of being alone, I’m tired of sitting outside alone watching the world go by, watching groups of friends, watching families and couples, I often wonder do they realise how lucky they are? Lucky they have someone to share their time with, lucky they don’t live life trapped in their own minds, lucky they have someone to talk to, lucky they don’t have to live with the crushing weight of loneliness that never really leaves, no matter what you do. I feel invisible out here, I know in many ways I’m lucky, there’s always things to be grateful for, but lately I just question my existence... what’s the point of it all? I think true lasting friendships are mainly built in younger years and today’s society is so superficial and fake it would be extremely difficult for me to find a friend anyway.  I don’t know the purpose of this post, I’m just sitting in the sun with tears in my eyes and felt like getting it out my mind.",4.824065934065934,6.122132835164837,4.717252747252751,86.17774725274727,69.54945054945055,7.578021978021977,29.384615384615394,7.882392219407189,1.794865934065934,744,28,146,9,13,229,108,182,0.11800000000000001,0.7070000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.8575,0,3,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,8,0,8,13,0,0,6,0,15,5,1,1,3,35,27,7,0,1,3,0,3,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,8,9,1,0,8,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,7,19,11,25,22,3,20,0,0,4,0,15,9,0,9,7,91,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30773791977511683,0.0,0.0,0.12361832253597638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438480052425006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005424666607774,0.0,0.07511913524126164,0.0,0.1426460918702802,0.0,0.13578609334855654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295625346326309,0.0,0.07761929496978831,0.0,0.08443314625508727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329532814746942,0.12110063799843708,0.16758825365459354,0.15730931815163962,0.0,0.0,0.10493614275980052,0.07258155504960473,0.0,0.2623719579381262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506220075854387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30001742594084946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458280304161507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044233313550272,0.0,0.14228459561014656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642726011132555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517480594935417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517579797415438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194112490863763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870025704196908,0.09519471598829524,0.0,0.0,0.08662968536483305,0.3415081681268278,0.14082263748409046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792430739238907,0.0,0.180912645755944,0.0,0.0,0.13405717475033316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611128498850557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553660479023393,0.0,0.0,0.0956712532006726
lonely,luckiducki32,2019/09/08,"everyone is out partying and im here alone Im 18 and almost everyone i know at my age is drinking and partying. i have like 1 good friend that i hang out with yet the rest of people that ive been in class with etc is partying and drinking. how am i supposed to find someone like me? 

i just want to find a girl to love with the same interests but i dont go to school anymore (im an apprentice as an electrician) .",0.06067415730337089,2.147951303370789,2.7304382022471927,91.33857865168541,86.52808988764046,7.1555056179775285,23.50674157303371,8.238735603445708,1.528023820224719,322,13,74,8,10,112,58,89,0.018000000000000002,0.767,0.215,0.8934,1,1,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,8,3,0,1,0,18,12,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,2,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,9,6,13,11,3,8,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,4,48,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359190612019293,0.17954547923271705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192347441738698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317300989344428,0.3396475523965204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933387818284855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312999171292857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168901540794304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393512026276344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852272816150694,0.14540355301161528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5617656398102033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527242521859623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693868613183605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646138148149613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018385518350973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544645013520613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688474906306007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022503982828974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mlkv1987,2019/09/08,"My anxiety is killing me I feel I don't have anybody.
I deleted all my social media, not because Im that depressed I just dont like the concept, thats all. They have plenty of ways to reach me.

But I dont have a partner or a friend who want to listen to me. 

I know, first I have to love myself, but what if I cant?",-1.2299999999999969,0.5112237777777793,1.8505555555555588,97.82500000000003,89.0,4.155555555555557,20.11111111111111,5.148860815047168,-0.3853388888888887,240,8,60,1,8,85,47,72,0.124,0.7659999999999999,0.11,-0.2156,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,1,5,1,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,2,11,14,4,1,2,6,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,2,15,3,5,14,2,2,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,2,2,45,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067578985478365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990919814491292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259377544675015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6148794056313249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263800265305464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231311569569123,0.0,0.0,0.2026695061108737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833530258208313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902206839887756,0.0,0.14416543866281406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281573923916036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23675605657477286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26740448101579023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547244492630388,0.20821917806343265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JazzK9,2019/09/08,"Don't know how to cope A bit of context: I'm a 19 year old who lives alone with no irl friends and family as I had to move away for safeguarding reasons. My only contacts are people I know and play with online who I've met irl a few times. Struggle with some mental health issues but very few of those online people are aware of that. 

I've noticed quite recently that pretty much anyone I could call a friend that I know online has just been ghosting me/ignoring my existence. I'm not too sure what I did wrong or anything but I do know I'm going through hell rn in life and really need my friends around to be there but they don't want me around. I don't have the mental capacity to deal with being treated this way and its physically hurting me to feel this alone despite knowing I had people around me at one point. I tried asking them why they haven't been as active with me lately and they just got offended and gave me no real answer. It just leads me to assume they just don't want me around anymore. Its hurting me so much to see that they're around but still not be able to reach out. I'm at my wits end and I'm in so much pain idk what to do. Not entirely sure with what motive I'm even posting this but i feel like I need help as I honestly don't know what to do.",3.2592631578947366,4.068571881481482,4.330623781676415,89.32464912280703,72.77777777777777,7.31384015594542,23.840155945419106,7.475848149327749,0.8254074074074079,1008,26,224,11,19,329,139,270,0.16399999999999998,0.73,0.105,-0.9338,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,5,3,16,16,2,1,5,0,22,3,0,4,2,55,46,19,1,5,13,0,2,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,17,19,0,0,12,1,0,3,11,7,0,1,8,3,29,9,35,34,7,24,1,2,1,0,17,12,1,3,8,144,46,2,0.0978017374838812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258620914507394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969930434731934,0.06838524885239199,0.0,0.08048249670113786,0.4353214076655443,0.09143142228333193,0.0,0.09188795180243348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677416690447053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986650886082776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808672918107014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082929688599976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866233103170827,0.0,0.0,0.06459712521794939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921987739680692,0.0,0.09890299417052104,0.06986958080019591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266841393170416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558298125401447,0.0,0.07822098382460935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395867352993853,0.0,0.0,0.0655544430632987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093975655202844,0.0,0.0,0.1020796042440552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224956631084463,0.0,0.11032461982565342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908025952586302,0.0477809887780455,0.0,0.08636072600916052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971222963392003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394776909725972,0.21568659078838834,0.14503749820596404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134792635095024,0.10262647146626844,0.0,0.06627298844793839,0.0743826284715702,0.10406794421804882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341023115243487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245425423750997,0.0,0.09366702961228683,0.09949952738041297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040241864679319,0.0,0.11131978878189076,0.06265429738878975,0.10055647498980597,0.09656741687580857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793532234101534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810459389028213,0.0,0.0,0.10224361105197728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843539602850756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702897962758986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664009598768991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069667605074743,0.11537199744727145,0.07763046691853999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088250855992056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693084676466093,0.0,0.06298111238370031
lonely,Whateverforever9000,2019/09/08,"I wish I could find someone that wouldn't piss me off and depress me at some point in life. Like people are full of shit. I can't argue or debate or anything with my mom. She gets so fucking upset over dumb shit. Like I say my opinion on something that's not even relevant to her and she explodes. I'm at this point thinking of never trying to discuss anything in life with her. We could talk about a goddamn celeb for example and if she likes them, she will start getting aggressive. It's pretty disgusting and disturbing. All I wanted is to be able to express myself and have a normal conversation, but she's such a crazy person that she can't fucking even listen before she responds back. Same thing with some people too. Like they're so sensitive and annoying. You don't reply for a day and they act like it's the end of the world. You get busy or don't have much enthusiasm in the reply and they think you're bored of them and don't want to talk to them anymore and it's so fucking annoying. A lot of people know how this feels. Why I am posting this on this sub? I don't know. I'm not sure. I know i don't want to like be insolated from people but at the very same time, I'm sick of people. It's really hard to find someone on the Internet that isn't going to disappoint you after a few days or so. This is just a rant. No need for any advice. Hope you have a nice day.",1.82002403846154,3.6388118090277817,3.4800000000000004,89.84192307692308,78.47916666666667,6.375213675213676,22.188034188034187,7.321109707123232,0.7132768162393157,1083,32,233,14,26,360,146,288,0.175,0.7170000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.9541,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,4,5,0,12,26,12,2,13,0,21,9,3,1,3,52,45,22,0,11,10,1,2,6,0,2,3,2,0,1,14,14,0,0,8,0,0,2,13,17,0,0,0,4,33,9,35,39,9,27,0,2,0,3,30,15,7,10,15,157,47,0,0.10498648159956016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259157475121376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139440762755693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411837903761187,0.0,0.0,0.1727898578569374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807281239213004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933576322147936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764632545898045,0.0,0.0,0.20312278595038472,0.0,0.0904247027635027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298686105853926,0.0,0.0,0.13868516189083951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308431958755397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919114843830343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29117493152750124,0.1645533104356192,0.0,0.05966623690744794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940472660666556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427526499917576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309347396028096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831011354578744,0.3077465510251379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925575230383573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295889837859285,0.0,0.0,0.07717714387507346,0.07784614582719585,0.0809720468208719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286446122689834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639220365515315,0.09167014621536433,0.0,0.0,0.1984923194827112,0.0,0.10054802842839601,0.10680899510819312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725702844518122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348946401679054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553422933133745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790941033059465,0.08082372271076019,0.0,0.0,0.07430997203862398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989485164436112,0.0,0.0,0.16876831418496904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974835335047466,0.1345421964813403,0.0,0.0,0.06121846169962392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127892951245504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662484239345697,0.1857712408600932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473397004099664,0.0,0.12072927259863556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,speanutbj,2019/09/08,"gave my guinea pigs to a new home today and i feel empty now my dad had been bugging me to find them new owners for the past year because there's a new baby in the house. the house is cluttered, i have really tight finances now, i havent been the best owner at all. 
yesterday i posted an ad, today they're gone. the adoptor hasnt replied since collecting them. i know they'll be happier there. but i still feel empty. i did this. it's my own doing. i know. 
i just had to say this somewhere.",1.1424271844660223,3.076384650485437,2.861951456310681,92.8892378640777,81.13592233009709,5.673398058252428,20.00873786407768,6.742157984588678,0.1910434951456308,381,10,84,4,10,126,69,103,0.064,0.9109999999999999,0.024,-0.3786,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,1,6,1,0,0,8,0,12,0,0,0,1,10,18,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,7,4,16,1,6,9,3,15,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,11,55,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163123307348882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002369976022525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295244315610188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439137427553314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139194174974566,0.0,0.0,0.4403243331593097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972174680150385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5528389972134934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214398179186134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273746268697494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223391067971615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151734977343575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783501787078713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237629901134964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36171971185467217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287150261772485
lonely,naybruh,2019/09/08,Struggling I hate the fact that people can so easily manipulate others into hating someone. I’ve never felt so alone. I hate this.,3.17625,6.225134125000004,5.23,71.81500000000003,82.75,6.533333333333335,20.5,7.793537801064563,1.6525999999999996,105,3,15,2,3,36,20,24,0.47100000000000003,0.43799999999999994,0.091,-0.9186,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802915612139757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598477030104755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8015747157903371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872691136846155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762110049252576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293043289608263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829217397062889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,couldibemoreboring,2019/09/08,"Spontaneous lamentation DAE start crying all on a sudden? Maybe crying isn't the right word. You're not bawling your eyes out nor exhibiting your ugly crying face. A few random tears out of nowhere. Like you're just minding your own business, not particularly sad or happy or angry. Just a neutral mood and you find your eyes filled with tears all on a sudden and you're totally confused as to why. 

This is especially weird to me because I may have cried once previously in 15 years and this has happened four times in 2 weeks. The past couple of years has been really rough for me but I definitely don't feel sad or I don't seem to understand or fail to distinguish the sadness anymore.",4.302045454545457,6.366601477272731,5.002121212121214,80.57318181818181,72.10606060606061,8.133333333333335,27.15151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.182233333333333,553,20,102,11,11,178,88,132,0.19899999999999998,0.706,0.095,-0.8665,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,0,1,2,9,0,1,7,0,9,3,3,0,3,28,14,10,0,0,9,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,1,4,10,2,15,12,5,16,0,4,2,0,5,7,0,8,9,62,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647998788043997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129808075430284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386828451125845,0.7301370035356931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402252815790258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187995462391668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694705082381146,0.17689523043845334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118418473952263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694404039323812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778829081308455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696980407801036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863181194878986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645526984727592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419116218125279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127849794148232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761875760186105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689735051527563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299291370750494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329469713207348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994611830996835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140211156621491
lonely,elieser_gzz,2019/09/08,"My situation lately I don't really share my feelings often, nonetheless post here on reddit. I would like to just express what has been going through my mind and hopefully find someone who is going through something similar to not feel alone.

I am freshman in college, i have good grades, I go to a pretty good college for my major, my family is always there for me, I have friends and a handful of close ones, yet I can't help but feel lonely.

I feel like I'm always a side plate, the only texts I get are about school or that my data plan is renewing. I don't really get invited to any hangouts and I don't really like to invite myself to whatever my friends are doing. I am often ignored even when talking in person. I feel like an extra from a movie. 

I really don't like big parties or drinking, but my friends do a lot, and when i get invited to come, I either reject or end up hating it. Even though i get invited, I feel like no one is down to just chill in the dorm or have fun without drinking or going to parties to find girls/guys. Im kind of exhausted that everyone has the same mindset of partying/clubbing. I love my friends, but i cant help but feel left out.

I been feeling this for years now and I don't know what is next for my life. Not necessarily a question but I wanted to know others opinions/experiences similar to mine.

Thank you!",4.488227899432278,5.1096714562043815,5.979513381995138,79.30488240064884,69.83941605839415,9.008596918085967,30.55068937550689,9.150863307647796,2.5763964314679635,1065,42,209,20,18,363,143,274,0.111,0.687,0.203,0.9777,0,3,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,14,23,1,0,10,0,26,6,1,0,0,46,51,18,0,3,16,0,9,6,4,1,2,0,1,1,8,8,2,1,13,3,0,5,11,5,0,2,2,9,37,18,31,48,5,25,0,2,0,1,14,11,0,10,14,149,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107122406148994,0.0,0.0,0.16240124303523631,0.0,0.0,0.06636284964290347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406299434730413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911972053927936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643356369570261,0.0,0.0,0.12891125302524553,0.0,0.0,0.09324904280192374,0.0,0.09545930521200603,0.0919968144055474,0.0,0.39474539659321256,0.2091495986604483,0.0,0.0,0.17838642277552766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015834563505653,0.0,0.2039417738085508,0.0,0.2218449113999503,0.1637035379401048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662697238053253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634745732952726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082169474492006,0.0,0.0,0.09692641150149724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054112512215922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016223690192963,0.1072630809452942,0.0,0.11008295596184664,0.0,0.10602910943971172,0.0,0.06892894060488076,0.2860579528909834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296540676972315,0.08807653310050563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853556071925763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378541839955656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225563759573394,0.0742196948179129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520964501546034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093461853865267,0.09928157566418044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932033926104268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500682176352012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876376474745116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969244408653037,0.0,0.0,0.08268557608474189,0.07512762884475023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843713976289385,0.0,0.0898454630719689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587922793050098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057559638702081715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407087215336506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932336344664626,0.0,0.0,0.06284315352202875
lonely,Audipickingstub,2019/09/08,"Manchester, UK 420 buddy Looking for the above, I'm a 31 year old dude - not a murderer hahaha",6.166315789473683,5.232977210526316,8.588421052631581,67.32894736842107,66.3684210526316,13.915789473684216,34.78947368421053,13.023866798666859,4.995484210526316,73,3,14,3,1,27,18,19,0.142,0.68,0.17800000000000002,0.1877,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5634792281690111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7041119019865297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321083069127081
lonely,zoetje_90s,2019/09/08,"Looking for a brunch buddy in Manchester, UK I’m F, 27 and married but don’t really have friends in the city. I work independently and have little opportunity to meet people and most of the friends I’ve made in the years I’ve been here have moved away in the past year and I feel increasingly like I have nobody other than my husband to hang it with, and as much I love him, I’d love to have a girlfriend to get together with so I thought I’d just put this out here. I’ve tried meeting people on bumble for friends and doing different activities / meetups but the struggle is real! Maybe somebody else is in the same boat but either way this post can’t hurt :)",6.6266917293233085,5.807699488721808,7.168872180451128,77.50639097744363,65.39097744360903,10.006015037593986,33.285714285714285,9.23628265651192,2.6878150375939844,524,19,107,8,7,173,86,133,0.049,0.7140000000000001,0.237,0.9856,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,0,1,8,0,11,3,0,2,0,21,19,11,0,0,5,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,1,0,2,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,3,2,7,7,19,16,5,18,0,1,1,2,10,9,0,1,4,66,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161802491567996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084409451711415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525916075194482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235996768263104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233752467673487,0.0,0.0954339470486941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554466016398456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923997936353252,0.18307644505621634,0.0,0.0,0.15339102554691142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297212155872221,0.17284027160366194,0.0,0.0,0.1835096671520128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414200095806716,0.1342784191173995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743726277492335,0.2532712318518802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749407871920099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362689901960866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791063365798965,0.11701867937444847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095916542698071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501412271488134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401627594312035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498949148944942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329809352152472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352581356372528
lonely,rulogaf,2019/09/08,"Feeling like I'm dead Have you ever feel like you don't exist in the world? Always when I go out with friends or family I feel like I'm dead, no one sees me and I felt like a ghost, no girl wants to be with me and Ifeel like the universe is trying to say that I will live the rest of my life alone. Am I abad guy? Am I worthless? I feel like I don't cate to anyone.

Sorry for bad english",-0.6448611111111121,1.0177213068181814,1.6324242424242428,100.7741919191919,85.93181818181819,4.365656565656567,15.459595959595964,5.033348758259628,-1.1445873737373735,297,5,77,1,9,100,58,88,0.248,0.562,0.19,-0.787,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,9,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,0,1,13,18,4,3,1,1,0,5,6,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,7,13,7,9,15,1,6,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,1,8,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921887498722908,0.0,0.0,0.14398444435379268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099468583540947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444824790277437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565260025797848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631281874071335,0.0,0.3499800588186337,0.494483715142656,0.1661470391754021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369148405936415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834350927260972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713383551477076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222437497890293,0.5072362086668891,0.0,0.1527988723789043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172574429602525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376095980619074,0.0,0.0,0.13789172373250325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370586516906574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748386405402422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206439853328103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,936_,2019/09/08,"Have you ever connected with someone? I am generally a very distant person, I keep things and problems and everything to myself. It's just how I am. I am trying to change to open up but it's always too awkward and too much for me.


The reason why I feel lonely is because I cannot connect with people. I feel... too different. I watch people easily open up to others, being vulnerable. I hate being vulnerable. I hate showing my vulnerability.


It's very lonely, being unable to form a connection. I feel envious of people being in relationships, you're so open and vulnerable. I want to be able to do that too. 


I'm not just talking about love, I'm also talking about friends and family. ANYBODY. It's hard. I don't think I have ever connected with anyone before, and wonder if I ever will, and how will future me do it. Or if anyone is patient enough and loves me enough to slowly unravel me.",2.351609195402297,4.793015885057471,5.066206896551726,75.95781609195404,79.80459770114942,7.314942528735633,24.03448275862069,8.344100000000001,1.9801172413793109,700,25,122,15,18,249,93,174,0.184,0.71,0.106,-0.8873,1,4,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,0,15,10,3,1,3,0,18,2,0,3,3,36,31,16,0,4,7,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,14,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,5,22,3,18,24,4,10,0,2,1,2,8,6,0,4,4,99,30,0,0.14002429870124794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197738108200228,0.11651143363213418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958164907580435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853575128297283,0.0,0.11915036491784667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812714146649128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629558949002486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893650628256273,0.0,0.0,0.3799799841530065,0.0,0.0,0.12584481085378027,0.0,0.13200244697208458,0.0,0.2124014780483311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818242583129314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254342680611205,0.2764900112947651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244600304135656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527547929829945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029339709477201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912256540480443,0.12226381663695095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398434316248994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396830007889946,0.0,0.15033369417421807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864213389354328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250924545397964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302592214413223,0.08972191667438502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506730738178217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23106942191880755,0.08258995927847833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635015019144294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185037890482325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mukhudwane17,2019/09/08,"I have no one to talk to and It's starting to affect my life in a negative way I'm a 21 year old male doing his final year in IT. 

I just want someone to talk to every day and tell me that things will be okay, everyone just either doesn't care or doesn't know, I've went down a dark path filed with depression and Insecurity because I think that everyone doesn't like me so I don't like them first just to avoid rejection, I need help but I don't know how to ask for it, I can't ask my family because they don't even believe that male anxiety exists.

I'm so lonely every weekend. I've given up on life outside my room, I don't want to be friends with anyone because they either get bored of me or they just don't wanna hangout with me.

I don't know what the problem is? Reddit community please help me with guidence

Edit: the reason I've always be shy is because I've had this standard that my society will expects a good looking young man my age has to be and I fall short of the bare minimum for this requirement but I've learned to accept it. I don't know what to do anymore. Help!

I'm sorry about the grammar, I suck at everything",3.1457875546912963,3.91507445867769,4.8336655323286335,85.7622095284395,73.00826446280992,7.842877977637336,27.04521147301896,8.124751697461798,1.5711329120077782,897,31,195,13,17,305,126,242,0.154,0.735,0.11199999999999999,-0.7452,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,2,9,15,1,2,8,1,24,2,0,3,0,37,44,11,0,6,10,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,3,13,8,0,2,8,2,0,2,13,8,0,2,3,1,27,7,27,35,2,21,0,3,1,0,17,8,1,2,12,121,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039537766928703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149522973345534,0.0,0.13157693523621736,0.09276872997443993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24806451880549746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235073012834325,0.0,0.0,0.14947813976307756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526996243908262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556373971957175,0.0,0.11427190251367265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876299109388913,0.0,0.2235670966505273,0.25355134246563193,0.11923881621598573,0.0,0.12507321841703084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533785742820107,0.0,0.11285241758570635,0.0,0.0,0.1025035859959702,0.0,0.0693166773891452,0.0,0.0,0.11128063775210888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26678571165064513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916565934992957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742310805511853,0.1296356076858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141272640437104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837607329820196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392190213452855,0.0,0.089903320863779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456361861773076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695107856878146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364109458115182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241423069276776,0.0,0.0,0.148517655765303,0.09390732422754218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327663521749146,0.11596290428078845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814269542472418,0.08501212771747442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650909892716325,0.10531042796817763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229901064559904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087538339809616
lonely,venezolane1,2019/09/08,"What's the most loneliest moment of your life? Maybe right now or maybe in the past, but what do you think is the reason behind it?",3.287777777777777,4.4380883333333365,3.223148148148152,95.9991666666667,73.07407407407408,5.4,17.203703703703702,3.1291,-0.9229851851851856,103,1,23,0,2,31,23,27,0.098,0.902,0.0,-0.4032,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25546827082636736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7267208536600405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452685268833738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718716310905413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088763597219678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231752653049234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Occulatia,2019/09/08,"It hurts so bad. I just want someone to want me and care about me. To make me feel like I matter. To never abandon me.

I feel so sad and broken. I'm sure some of it is my fault. When people get to close I fuck things up but I don't mean to. I don't know what's wrong with me.",-2.8193504273504253,-1.1724403538461523,0.11589743589743765,107.0952136752137,98.69230769230772,2.8888888888888893,10.2991452991453,3.1291,-2.236521367521368,207,2,59,0,9,71,44,65,0.198,0.597,0.20600000000000002,-0.3454,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,18,14,6,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,2,12,3,9,14,1,4,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,1,3,37,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278706545664032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27825262483038954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759856614616802,0.1949688443197795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252303337730884,0.14258559018035438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921586252937036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998564948743864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333133039901915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821713061895192,0.0,0.0,0.2972818716962316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048705225378764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920326144993008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312379939680842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257216933112435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131103106205165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219418916149558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29838712894901065,0.0,0.0
lonely,fieldpoint8,2019/09/08,"Starved Husband (57)seeking similar individuals I’m an older, starved husband who is neglecting And very lonely. I’d love to meet a similar, preferably married woman who is experiencing the same",7.600520833333332,11.00838884375,8.482500000000002,53.245833333333366,66.8125,10.516666666666666,48.16666666666666,10.504223727775694,6.854091666666667,161,12,19,5,3,54,26,32,0.308,0.583,0.10800000000000001,-0.8036,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,1,0,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7380588758862303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6747363157008477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kermitisdank420,2019/09/08,"Cried at work yesterday Now I'm not someone who cries very often, it's usually only at times when im extremely upset. Basically everyone was talking about their new partners and going on dates and how great it is. Then i get asked if I'm taking anyone on a date and i admitted i hadn't been on one in a year. Now I didnt cry because i don't have a gf, i cried because i was surrounded by people who had amazing people all arround them who cared. It all just made me realise how alone i really feel.",2.07704761904762,3.7265843238095258,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,77.19047619047619,7.7142857142857135,25.952380952380953,8.515128840125781,1.8802380952380948,394,15,81,8,9,138,74,105,0.07200000000000001,0.743,0.184,0.8911,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,8,4,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,3,2,14,19,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,7,1,11,3,8,12,2,19,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,11,53,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644211438314466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236880792274216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023766237708855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959287887714891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384965527955198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7061084359878963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356069932144192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125737451741853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396183077562462,0.0,0.09133246495581426,0.0,0.0,0.1771780432449447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358918620022512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206313984053374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521007736283854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889799824296484,0.1222235413598002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228254930945198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295186208961232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361649889998368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083030555301798,0.1291687471832705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370849072487464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699406645347485,0.1325986151007917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699529490517567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348887572933227
lonely,Shangri-La-Angel,2019/09/08,I’m ashamed and embarrassed to exist Because I’m so ugly and gross looking. I’m 38 and haven’t had sex in almost 16 years. I look at my body and want to puke I’m repulsive and I know everyone else thinks it too.  I have a big kind loving heart and I feel that my entire life is a waste because I would have been a wonderful loyal faithful wife but I’m so disgusting looking nobody has ever wanted me,0.8577516339869256,2.9948106705882367,3.225098039215688,88.76183006535948,83.47058823529412,6.130718954248366,22.38562091503268,7.3871296695380915,0.9817581699346408,317,11,66,5,9,109,58,85,0.21100000000000002,0.652,0.13699999999999998,-0.8226,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,2,3,0,8,5,2,0,1,16,23,9,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,8,4,4,20,0,5,1,0,3,2,2,3,0,2,2,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197943772404524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676064705849633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243811505259742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336144312681274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854745661532727,0.0,0.2097386352645573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098419655402456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601048101453655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285721799389744,0.12062972195610372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503710813856386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5529661872799673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810446623643585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064471104755574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25892984431678384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380349579583601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559242562106871,0.0,0.0,0.14134876733726054
lonely,Mtaskofa,2019/09/08,"How am I supposed to make friends when I'm just no fun? I swear I must be the least interesting person ever. It's no wonder I haven't had a proper friend in years. I have no social skills. I don't really have any hobbies. I don't go out and socialise, and I can't offer any interesting conversation unless you want to listen to me rambling about German football (no one does). I just don't really see how I'm ever supposed to make friends.",3.0301098901098875,4.344221681318686,5.0404395604395615,82.07956043956045,73.94505494505495,7.397802197802199,25.08791208791209,7.957251820313856,1.414204395604396,347,11,70,5,7,120,56,91,0.17,0.7070000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.2833,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,8,6,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,4,3,15,20,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,0,1,1,2,11,6,8,17,1,7,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,1,4,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30533003607709525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645801359498855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061390750057005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5203352935976208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758628352638518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29970572450122995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521243392040764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602129901506665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876358471763416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889429297574494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288454601265172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241359176150544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24345639901983546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445681012443634
lonely,futabakurusu,2019/09/08,does anyone else here play vrchat im lonely as fuck and atleast listening to other people have fun and talk to each other helps a bit,0.7850000000000001,3.3352992592592616,2.338796296296298,90.31708333333334,93.44444444444444,4.181481481481482,14.157407407407408,5.985473137389443,-0.4912148148148154,108,2,20,1,4,35,24,27,0.175,0.583,0.242,0.3182,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504955721285401,0.3670677647199985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39111440663198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135055404214343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992705223647009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311948217073728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401263137340245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38696968773086493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483642943685582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28794644906303746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,itszachguys,2019/09/08,Am I a horrible person? So I just broke up with a girl i been dating for 2 weeks but because i didnt feel a connection any more she didnt care that i broke up with her but i still feel horrible,0.2338636363636369,1.6880228409090954,2.913636363636368,93.76545454545456,81.95454545454545,7.127272727272729,20.090909090909093,8.07648339933343,0.6385181818181818,151,4,38,3,4,53,29,44,0.386,0.614,0.0,-0.9516,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,8,1,5,4,1,5,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059676658473588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27427300586650244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587333770140921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549960115091695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928613122153711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35931448788447323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609065144793073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ColtsTech15,2019/09/08,"Gaah!! Hey reddit, I don't post a whole lot, and I don't comment a whole lot, but I consume content like candy.  

I was going to post something longer, with more details, but I kept reading what I was typing and things just made less and less sense of why I would bring it to Reddit to express myself.  

Tonight I feel lonely, more so than other nights and it sucks.  That't it.  That's all I can bring myself to say right now. I wish I had a companion to hold me tonight.",3.0896428571428567,4.09123141666667,3.771071428571428,92.45250000000004,73.375,5.902380952380952,24.130952380952376,5.288315135182226,0.279695238095238,360,10,79,1,7,114,62,96,0.073,0.8440000000000001,0.083,0.2225,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,17,15,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,2,1,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,5,2,14,1,8,9,9,10,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,2,5,57,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125656367742688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652263424670435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876308594321596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785347790801601,0.0,0.2106526855894797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089180131000054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264254655377868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268474625445192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012010737139406,0.0,0.17703993861109735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138721724403042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790182618623365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008839850387665,0.4971046097574388,0.2560071891840913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814605803238352,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,streakystronky,2019/09/08,"Realized the source of my depression I look around at everyone in my school and it seems that almost everyone has someone to rant to or be goofy with or something except for me (my school is really small so it’s not like I can say I don’t know EVERYBODY because I do). 

Plus, I intern with our athletic trainer and it used to be the only place I felt like I could be myself until it was taken over by 4 more popular and prettier track girls that are just there to distract and flirt with the football players. Not only am I being robbed of training experience but I’m constantly having to excuse myself to the bathroom to cry and collect myself before I explode. Last year none of the guys thought I was weird because they had no one to compare me to and now I’m the odd ball out and no one wants to carry on a conversation with me. Even in a group setting everything I say is ignored. 

TLDR: I’m even more lonely than I was",5.507005347593584,5.475082909090911,6.626096256684495,77.83561497326204,67.50267379679144,9.580748663101604,31.973262032085557,9.339509955726095,2.771517647058824,732,28,142,13,11,247,116,187,0.162,0.8079999999999999,0.03,-0.971,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,0,7,9,0,1,8,0,18,0,0,1,0,31,29,13,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,14,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,7,4,23,4,30,17,3,15,0,2,1,0,9,9,0,4,7,110,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687626140652576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835415096002744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317702345296884,0.0,0.1418071806733323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008983387428082,0.0,0.13305675076980794,0.0,0.1830575934738904,0.0,0.0,0.1435357095492228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014198009600836,0.0,0.0,0.31848311831167736,0.14977459650961067,0.16301602827368988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001047839079066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501005561063758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158667872800516,0.13584228467458687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283389462076744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994432914382796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22585319167973006,0.25349021432810137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411415487336246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676048695786054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650541078111503,0.0,0.3373181196056228,0.0,0.1517122273951911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120230792504596,0.1282955877448683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323017695941302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393240278505348,0.0,0.0,0.0982946991835197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107317367003698
lonely,buhdumtss98,2019/09/08,"I feel like nobody truly cares about me. How do I stop feeling like this? I kind of always feel like this normally, but I recently got into a bad car wreck, and the two people who I consider my best friends don’t really seem to care, and it’s really heightened my feeling of worthlessness. When I told them over text, they kinda just briefly brushed it off. I’m bedridden and my whole body constantly aches, and they haven’t attempted to like visit me or even ask if I’m okay or anything. They went paddle boarding together today, so they definitely had free time. They’re the only friends I have, so I don’t know what I’d do without them, even though I don’t feel like they really even give a shit about me anyway. They weren’t always like this, I don’t know what happened :(


How do I make myself feel less lonely and cared for on my own? If you’ve ever had to cut off long term friends, what was it like, and how did you find new good ones?",5.450397727272726,5.166017145833337,5.84435606060606,84.24988636363638,67.64583333333334,9.273484848484847,28.39204545454545,8.841846274778883,1.8796500000000005,740,21,158,11,11,238,111,192,0.11699999999999999,0.597,0.28600000000000003,0.9893,1,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,8,2,15,23,2,0,4,1,14,2,2,4,1,32,35,18,0,3,7,0,6,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,10,0,1,3,7,5,0,2,8,7,28,19,14,27,5,18,0,2,0,0,17,5,1,6,17,100,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352177894360996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075014862737342,0.0,0.10309589664242122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207828559660616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157309150160576,0.0,0.0,0.12249501120271328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373101030392454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917232712708625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21851454495249573,0.09975358995653033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345619900683376,0.3151331085413712,0.0,0.0,0.10079292816757747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25560364275079595,0.0,0.0,0.105789581607587,0.0,0.09249671966984976,0.08820012050846719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751927813513744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483851720789336,0.1212128125508358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37713694376188894,0.0,0.0,0.09759336730060228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361203043341967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106508060898195,0.0,0.0,0.10804991983435354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747278451607178,0.08387208232562522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645351252773644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194248562977064,0.0,0.10888712196123083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039378016718052,0.0,0.0,0.11319971894588805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219810882519984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834847162917094,0.0,0.06430452072690312,0.0,0.10453151448924587,0.10537622680686504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772647337424816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022296567383676,0.0,0.12312246753576615,0.0,0.10630493635209838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheLastLemon297,2019/09/08,I'm lonely (obviously) I don't have very many friends and if I ever talk to them I'm the one that starts the conversation. My closet friend is my ex (who I still like) who has a girlfriend. I sometimes feel like I just need a really good hug from someone to make me feel loved. It's just that there isn't anyone who can do that. Any advice would be appreciated,1.699542857142859,3.624354306666668,3.535238095238096,88.80000000000004,79.26666666666667,6.419047619047619,20.047619047619047,7.447530270364453,0.4121619047619043,283,7,63,4,7,95,54,75,0.031,0.685,0.284,0.9655,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,1,2,11,17,2,0,3,3,1,2,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,9,7,3,15,0,3,0,1,0,2,11,0,0,1,5,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23928678932702915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665218476130384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122070039536438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22150139575761527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24763001110996066,0.17493712111455742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37837611428122697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053876208244808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392648853795561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100719155624013,0.0,0.16345444301964293,0.24826250523248386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157002016632964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593209339404189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568717356698307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074798622221622,0.0,0.24218538286950456,0.0,0.17332217257824348,0.0,0.19555567164572565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968194178683214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020456403223794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395055555936556,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,astroworld_,2019/09/08,😣 Counting down the days until I get some money to buy weed so I can be happy for a bit and feel less alone. I'm still lonely when I have weed but I can get high and feel less alone and actually feel happiness. Being sober and alone sucks.,0.9399999999999976,2.857935941176476,2.7330980392156867,93.63494117647059,81.74509803921569,5.648627450980393,16.08235294117647,6.742157984588678,-0.4048541176470586,187,3,43,2,5,62,36,51,0.191,0.674,0.135,-0.0239,0,5,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,12,8,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,2,4,10,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.20855698295771355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.664039138672647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333236341636012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782979785489025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241852411291618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233166447336377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455011484749403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22580376603749985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067468864128238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwaway565482,2019/09/08,Wondering if I'll always be lonely 24 year old shy guy here. I've always had a hard time talking to people. I have high functioning autism so I've always felt a liitle different from people. I have a couple of friends but the reason that I feel lonely is more because I've never had a girlfriend before and when I see couples it makes me wish I had that in my life. The another reason though is because I've felt like people don't underestimate me in my life. But yeah those are the reasons I feel alone so it's hard.,2.0557009345794413,4.07420358878505,3.9119719626168217,86.07356542056074,78.53271028037383,6.149158878504673,21.914953271028036,7.1686216300943375,0.7668437383177569,412,12,82,5,10,139,67,107,0.113,0.754,0.133,0.6348,1,5,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,1,10,2,0,4,1,15,18,8,0,2,3,0,6,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,7,10,2,5,12,1,8,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,2,6,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451243013460983,0.0,0.0,0.3497785915636285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693030448230374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708343389497886,0.0,0.11923363949797045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310085014488078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146397835956472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416999507578091,0.0,0.2690784994914319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825803488288173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874297049556086,0.0,0.0,0.25104386896344755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804675754359953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794485405112372,0.0684566105787979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935326312962269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807084970122392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470346380833066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914291926110931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43220675998547387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165922154970973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262488619659873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376693128654699,0.0,0.08170635957759713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113357122376792,0.0,0.15195650763177804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023407833392352
lonely,Monkeyeatapple,2019/09/08,"You ever just look at your life quality and realize how low it feels compared to everyone else's you meet? As of today, this thought got stuck in my head yet again. I look at everyone I know and all I see are people better looking, with better circumstances, happiness, while I feel like I was born for no reason. I might have some good to me, but, I'm just the same I always am. Not normal, too quiet, I don't smile enough, I swear on what remains of life I am so tired of it all. I can't find a relationship, and if you're not normal you'd figure you're extraordinary right? Apparently not for me. If I was anything extraordinary I would be more loved by people, liked by the people I like, just wanted. But I am at my breaking point. I just want to open up, is that too much to ask?",2.4778062678062653,3.8924970370370415,4.347777777777779,86.08653846153852,75.5432098765432,7.453751187084521,22.338081671415004,8.139509932561175,0.9993716999050336,608,16,133,10,13,207,104,162,0.077,0.763,0.16,0.9086,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,0,2,11,9,0,0,3,0,14,5,1,2,3,36,29,11,0,7,11,0,2,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,7,24,8,19,20,7,17,0,1,4,1,8,10,0,4,9,94,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199028757236879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185821525424248,0.0,0.1347141963628924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548897605222689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037719212785088,0.0,0.0,0.14889398441488733,0.0,0.0,0.13034684350160652,0.0,0.2753877539719571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572274000373386,0.10294518222130364,0.0,0.0,0.13170493452569534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120864376394592,0.11525006077224778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153397298547359,0.0,0.0,0.14788833579977706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919367871792088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035644073812728,0.21120017639161934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630235224554258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005601934009658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286749650081824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593019707626533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28237512047730784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299702718577155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622122732971248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815896306806686,0.0,0.15470964254518202,0.0,0.12306074824380428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482916983308088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439942992327512,0.0,0.16562193452195728,0.13659010132921706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998801430352706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236461835809717,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EVBE,2019/09/08,"Hate the feeling after a ""major social interaction"" Just came back home after a meeting with my former classmates, felt like nobody really enjoyed and like i am the only social failure, this shit hurts",9.255142857142856,9.891800371428571,9.103571428571431,60.96392857142863,59.57142857142857,9.285714285714286,34.64285714285714,8.841846274778883,3.5115714285714272,163,6,20,2,2,53,30,35,0.29600000000000004,0.495,0.20800000000000002,-0.7397,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,3,3,3,1,5,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,6,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103909788274317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129395937459261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834660606384847,0.0,0.2627107276347521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701355119417901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744554578935866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929076389519287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673463098769439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809449269872812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752830532938038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280859106326088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5578265904918223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CombustibleShotgun,2019/09/08,"I’m on my own again and I’m struggling Howdy y’all. I guess I just wanted to vent and get some things off my chest so I apologize if this is rambling or doesn’t make the most sense. I have a lot going on at the moment and sometimes you just gotta let it out. This is probably gonna be a long ride so buckle up and grab a snack.

I’m 18 years old and I graduated high school this past May. I had some really good close friends, and for the first time in my life I felt like I fit in somewhere. I won’t get into crazy nitty gritty detail, but I had a very rough home life as a kid. My parents divorced when I was 11 and my mom moved myself and her halfway across the country into my abusive and manipulative grandparents’ house when I was 10. I grew up mostly by myself because before my parents divorced, they were always fighting and never had much time for their only child. I was very socially awkward and I wanted to make friends but I didn’t have much in the way of conversation skills. I got bullied A LOT as a kid and I kind of gave up after a while. When my mom and I moved, I was excited to start a new life in a different state. I thought maybe it would be my ticket to a new me. I was wrong. I was still bullied and teased quite frequently at my new school and since I didn’t have a lot of money compared to the other kids I wasn’t “cool” to hang around. I spent a lot of time by myself up until I was just about to turn 17 and had moved to a public school. By this point I was severely depressed and didn’t have anyone to talk to because my grandparents had kicked us out and my mom and I hadn’t been on the best of terms. I thought it would just be better if I were gone and no one had to deal with me. Right as things hit their worst, I met a few people that I really clicked with and started to come out of my shell a bit. By the beginning of senior year, I felt I truly had some strong friends. For the first time in my life I wasn’t completely alone and I had no idea how it felt to be included until then. I started to really be myself and found that I loved hanging out with people and just enjoying their company meant so much to me. When I graduated, we still had a strong friendship and I was happy despite things getting tougher at home.

Flash forward to today. I recently had to move out of my mothers house because I was miserable and she had become incredibly selfish. She barely cared for me after we moved and it got to the point where I went without a lot of things that I needed. I moved in with my father who still lives in the area that we did before my mom moved us. I’m excited to begin a new life and have a better quality of life, but I’m terrified because I realize I’m going to be alone again. My friends back home are slowly beginning to move on and they’re making new friends of their own. I’m genuinely happy for them and I’m thrilled that they’re thriving, but at the same time I’m nervous because I know in my heart that we probably will lose contact in the next year or so. I know it’s a part of life and it’s normal, and part of me tried to steel myself for it, but I was wayyyy more unprepared than I thought. I know I’ll eventually have friends again, but that time in between worries me. 

If you have anything you’d like to say or advice, please comment. I know this was a garbled mess but I sincerely appreciate you reading it kind stranger. Thanks for listening and I wish you the best.",3.1330662095564605,4.101731281337049,4.388871866295265,88.18955163916867,73.2339832869081,7.528647953717593,25.92468395114635,7.882392219407189,1.2792589672166272,2692,87,592,36,52,888,284,718,0.114,0.723,0.163,0.9908,5,2,0,0,4,0,48.0,6,6,6,11,24,40,2,4,36,1,57,11,2,5,1,110,113,62,0,10,19,8,5,2,6,7,7,2,3,4,27,51,1,0,14,2,2,18,12,12,0,3,48,9,106,28,94,49,25,110,0,3,1,1,57,41,0,18,53,418,133,7,0.0,0.059392811319834274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04898394746796707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383380608852798,0.0,0.0,0.041710039960527336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03505026674135612,0.0,0.04125060630362135,0.04462404308810599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03854490186877388,0.0,0.15278608974549865,0.05536181154175051,0.08530950700900351,0.0,0.10521129683406943,0.08866728202093269,0.05472617404911097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051108258859309606,0.0,0.0,0.043180345025645904,0.05255765988647125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167918243342129,0.043174684672842,0.0,0.0,0.0523724985046866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443905904092225,0.0,0.0,0.0852767379671093,0.0,0.054962143047229,0.23236998277938206,0.0,0.07856854457693256,0.0,0.0569771508308216,0.04204451260068239,0.08018297494951535,0.0,0.055221018971643866,0.0,0.0,0.1067231692923152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059401249572533614,0.0,0.05296238525261543,0.1508457076080447,0.0,0.0,0.11568065510878064,0.0,0.0565877704328696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440001550378863,0.11019490513497572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125869657780889,0.24784541907845084,0.04897946355217976,0.0,0.04426344180061238,0.04436120087132882,0.0,0.05607977553323459,0.0,0.213082755219782,0.04524196547448493,0.0,0.10038135251174436,0.0,0.050359744129533236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348345751978949,0.0,0.426220226750016,0.11054829318504857,0.037168856478031115,0.03866136666159745,0.2420669362379605,0.05331109378056067,0.0,0.0491142413719457,0.0,0.0,0.052600308692026684,0.0,0.033967645973782296,0.0381241716978929,0.0,0.0,0.11132116454194327,0.10856625031980277,0.047852306927087286,0.0695041009521687,0.0,0.0,0.05502486855338942,0.09477325378730507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809170229850504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331669540493378,0.050140998290958486,0.0,0.09633875168208234,0.0,0.04949479276337288,0.0,0.0,0.04280855397204978,0.0,0.039863346765508234,0.0,0.15219491540620206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662973119153347,0.0,0.04146593065932794,0.0,0.0,0.051098605344519064,0.0,0.0,0.049577313086749966,0.0,0.1064413654487644,0.0,0.12009549846730985,0.0,0.0,0.05240407690416586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04029053192887108,0.0,0.04615060556144657,0.0,0.0,0.13320975664062254,0.0,0.0,0.11938674776801902,0.17537825611329672,0.0,0.04751494532777576,0.0,0.0,0.03403323662082414,0.05452425275330353,0.0,0.0,0.12059425997205757,0.0,0.0,0.08272076414680088,0.059132917593652586,0.039788823151378716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04646863268493588,0.0,0.0,0.0576440741957465,0.0483210567025917,0.0,0.0,0.050906841552146184,0.0,0.07121818048967543,0.054806478953821125,0.0,0.09684127026345428
lonely,allnewspoons,2019/09/08,"Slowly growing apart I am (17)M and I have been dating this girl for about 9 months now. She is really cool, and interesting. Over the past month however I have seen her less and less. Not seeing her has made me realize how much of my life is dedicated to her. Without her I am just a bored, sad, and boring person.",0.7494047619047635,3.2148373333333367,2.8399801587301603,88.7275892857143,88.36507936507938,6.324603174603175,17.398809523809526,7.645422480735847,0.5655095238095238,244,6,51,5,8,82,50,63,0.111,0.738,0.151,0.4131,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,8,1,0,2,0,10,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,3,11,2,6,8,3,8,0,1,2,0,7,2,0,0,5,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476993311919356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318268200596901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5598271695873624,0.0,0.25779397593485925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33476870890461113,0.0,0.3062047943318784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465792204636292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794507049133187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33804802326209943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shhImwatchingthegame,2019/09/08,"I’m always the one putting too much heart in why am I even surprised anymore when people start casually living the same without me? I’m so tired of being the only one attached. Does anyway else feel like they’re too dependent on everyone, and almost no one actually needs or wants you as much as you do them? I’m sick of feeling embarrassed for expecting too much from other people, for wanting to hang out with them, speak to them, see them, do whatever for them, whatever else. Why’s it so hard to just live with nothing but yourself? Why does no one want me like I want to be around other people",5.958317191283292,6.112910110169494,6.484285714285715,78.59788135593223,66.54237288135593,9.454721549636805,31.26392251815981,9.23628265651192,2.6021583535108963,475,17,91,8,7,155,76,118,0.094,0.8029999999999999,0.102,-0.275,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,5,0,10,5,0,1,3,0,5,3,1,1,0,20,17,8,0,6,4,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,4,0,5,11,4,19,15,4,8,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,3,4,63,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.13120708573709516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346356198392246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187596763945168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334160595639322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969199754282192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23532208550603906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22463706178421392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880517724044988,0.0,0.0,0.12847594882822855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596731893703176,0.09605350835261674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204438026124662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932788079821691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137424189828292,0.0,0.23744956308756585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296516073412334,0.0996954639330693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901162662939514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644363098522597,0.10225784015529006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796390949142967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516276462011215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714192141575876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516678132902352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453436020718628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172163048222695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639697377346263,0.0,0.0,0.1296082425497372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Killashandra19,2019/09/08,"Hypothetically, God’s Thoughts as He Created Man.... “Better give him instincts to group collectively with others so the whole group can protect itself better.”

Also 

“Better give him instincts to reject people that are by themselves since that might mean they would be a rogue agent that could subvert the group dynamic.”",10.420125786163522,11.258055792452831,8.66603773584906,64.39767295597485,57.11320754716981,10.085534591194973,36.53459119496856,9.725611199111238,3.7652817610062894,259,10,36,4,3,78,42,53,0.043,0.703,0.254,0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,2,5,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,10,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,5,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,10,0,0,1,0,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924980704852648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6278960262454983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894665474032826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540346169046151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577824352783817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25104942988761997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640640824174197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957602435542249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878745470365784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642125128508086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681101585864366,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kiddo2845,2019/09/08,"Well I might as well try and get rich Here I sit alone because no one ever includes me in anything. I have friends... but I don’t have friends. I’m always the outcast who is not thought of to be invited to things, places, or stuff people do. I always try to invite people to things if I want to do something. I know so many people. I meet people and they seem to like me. But I’m forgotten. Why give a fuck about him I guess. I don’t know what it is. All I know is they get to do stuff together and I’m left out. Every time.

Well you know what. Forget it all. I’ll try and win. I’ll focus on something that can send me way above this. But more importantly.. free. Free from having to work for 40 or more years. Money is as big as stress burden as being lonely I feel. I might as well channel this sadness and give it a shot.... maybe you could try to start a journey too in becoming wealthy and free (commission based work, such as running a business).",-0.12863636363636033,2.1119706414141426,1.682638383838384,97.10529090909093,90.06060606060606,4.380121212121212,18.526060606060604,5.927762680638738,-0.31380630303030266,729,21,165,6,25,238,111,198,0.122,0.6779999999999999,0.2,0.9537,0,3,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,2,3,10,17,1,1,5,0,18,1,0,0,3,30,36,19,0,3,7,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,0,7,1,5,3,4,5,4,1,1,1,21,15,23,30,4,16,0,2,0,1,12,7,1,7,5,108,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770916399357123,0.0,0.0,0.18913508495320627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352588651305682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928118527584777,0.1255196703122506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074184910892953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280471244022124,0.09575668544839593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05746585026395495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561445827409627,0.10506941375396166,0.11875692572876036,0.2180506490258364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252004568239262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24984059909601966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234831965974644,0.0,0.0,0.05552461115279921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522525793942745,0.11417867848094695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411335571625016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701351536694291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151678600793758,0.0,0.11874211776432847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103464483888463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498967616647848,0.0,0.0,0.08044344845085752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018794622313345,0.0,0.2602086264667589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101063594438682,0.0,0.0,0.09022696814627956,0.06627137694810098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086489059038898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703487579483626,0.0902116427369274,0.0,0.0,0.4087470758671307,0.0,0.10255322437178394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547997368944936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318814165441709
lonely,Dang3rsmil3s,2019/09/08,What's an activity or a hobby that gets you through the day/night? Mines listening to music. What's yours?,1.134285714285717,3.771838619047621,2.873333333333335,86.93000000000004,91.38095238095238,6.609523809523811,21.285714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.3439714285714284,85,3,17,2,3,28,19,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147760069080022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41702901854758895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7490610525191437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,testicles3,2019/09/08,Surprise surprise I feel lonely and feel like shit My chest feels like exploding and like it’s being hollowed out at the same time this is horrible,5.923928571428572,7.495174964285718,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,67.21428571428571,8.457142857142857,31.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,2.7115142857142858,121,5,21,2,2,37,23,28,0.244,0.45799999999999996,0.298,0.0258,1,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,7,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,5,2,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5402244374551486,0.5088522047901519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5219752546453046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655720392811637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076677839489084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ZeAnxiousGamer,2019/09/08,"I feel so lonely. I'm a lonely geek. I feel so sore. I'm a 32 year old guy that likes anime and video games.

I don't know what to do. I lost my two closest friends awhile back. They don't like me anymore and they're hanging out together without me, having lots of fun together.

I don't know what to do anymore. There's no point in playing video games when I have no one to chat to about it.

I'm really lonely.

I started a Discord called ""World of Outcasts,"" but I'm not sure how to promote it much. I wanna be a twitch streamer too, but I don't know hot to promote that. And I'm bad at Twitter, I follow 700 accounts but only 100 follow me back.

I'm really lonely and bored. I moved out of my parents house earlier this year and I've just been so lonely and bored.",0.6251590909090936,2.426319103030305,2.8064204545454565,93.3096306818182,82.21212121212122,5.337121212121213,21.82765151515152,6.322622252153567,0.2734924242424244,592,19,134,5,16,201,90,165,0.22699999999999998,0.687,0.085,-0.9625,1,10,0,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,1,3,11,16,0,0,4,0,10,2,0,1,1,23,25,14,0,1,6,1,3,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,5,6,1,4,8,10,0,2,2,3,17,6,16,22,2,18,0,6,0,0,8,7,0,1,9,80,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617299630486529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804671140000189,0.15227381253175834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622319326441808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442650702362687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090090450925244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805779133001446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043392193894375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300682245144236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819644261278736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908164059994155,0.15504697768624978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383360562829285,0.13406511732211088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913697539636792,0.0,0.12358064456974233,0.1387028620043203,0.0,0.0,0.2025036012057776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240140514957775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23366558948683785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908452709375956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188436627474155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815189221879196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758010354384419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348844271663197
lonely,katw5,2019/09/08,"hello Hey everyone. I don’t know what else to do so I’m posting on here. I feel so lonely that it’s getting to the point where I’m finding it hard to want to stay alive. If anyone is reading this and is looking for someone to talk to, please send me a message!",1.0442105263157906,2.5443425438596527,3.1402105263157907,92.85347368421054,79.7017543859649,5.261754385964913,25.43508771929825,5.6839178017228535,0.5519571929824556,203,8,46,1,5,69,44,57,0.083,0.802,0.11599999999999999,0.2145,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,11,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,8,11,0,6,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,1,0,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006997203893604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23977873001504435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742717484179212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451322003560992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623424037316396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996257655089162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25712464184865264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577454945786957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24103491600385654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150753691724768,0.2713383848953568,0.0,0.2748976858074321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871100642770575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432016119444537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30593833605108856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307057618743291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929913992423426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Chinese_kid14,2019/09/08,"Curently on vacation with friends, but I feel like I want to go home I feel like I don't fit in or I am not 'funny' enough to be on the same level with them. I try to talk or be nice or funny, the casual dude, but I fail... I am bad with words and pronouncing and they always say: 'first,try to make a sentece before saying something...' It feels so bad cause you know he is your 'friend', but he acts like a dick.

Yesterday was my 18th birthday and I felt like I didn't enjoy it at all.",0.3455769230769228,2.046817788461542,2.4217692307692325,96.22323076923077,82.65384615384616,5.6984615384615385,18.09230769230769,6.742157984588678,-0.19256230769230773,366,8,89,4,10,123,69,104,0.165,0.618,0.21600000000000005,0.4927,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,1,1,12,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,2,1,24,16,10,0,1,7,0,4,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,6,15,9,11,11,3,9,0,1,0,1,11,6,1,3,5,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145744778193585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240318413245603,0.0,0.0,0.1651143859637138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933330061918333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049596449304932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943384995078808,0.2772455002864343,0.18630954907789046,0.0,0.0,0.16505096231468944,0.0,0.0,0.2998308032965745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027782955538737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946386927648096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663972126676892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791940351218647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952370697624996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086179842980843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938204886215165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559626042355361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634818633478723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445026141914505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ShadeMadeLessGay,2019/09/08,I will kill myself if I haven’t made a single friend by the end of October. There I said it. I have ALWAYS been lonely. People aren’t interested in me. I cannot make friends. I am inferior. I am pathetic. I am crying. I will end this miserable “life” if I still don’t have anyone in my life by the end of October. I hate myself. I fucking hate myself.,-0.9448771498771508,1.1751397702702742,2.660663390663391,87.96898034398035,97.24324324324324,5.9341523341523335,17.538083538083534,7.348242739294969,0.6579081081081091,269,8,58,6,11,98,44,74,0.369,0.5589999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9764,1,2,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,10,4,1,3,0,12,3,0,2,0,4,18,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,1,17,3,6,13,1,6,0,3,0,1,3,2,1,2,4,45,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285129940096694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452524177950297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22818600519288584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5519719006122459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32098949080531075,0.19204670248424185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101885646226149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22982685299425995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29345728461698106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965628996841122,0.1386640341566191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440165746022754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976025705140833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589661211806148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rockin_Otter,2019/09/08,"I still feel alone when I'm with my close friends I spend so much time being sad and alone that, even when I hang out with my best friends, I still continue to feel sad and alone. They're definitely trying their best to make me feel included, but I'm seriously straining trying to connect like I used to. Sometimes I feel like bringing up how I feel in conversation, but nothing anyone says ever makes me feel better, so I end up just keeping my mouth shut about it so as not to bring down the mood. With how hard it's become for me to connect with people, I'm scared I'll never stop feeling alone no matter how many loving people I'm surrounded with.",6.551417666303166,5.868294152671759,6.66124318429662,80.6369465648855,65.48854961832062,9.317775354416577,30.92802617230098,8.418075326091056,2.103417884405671,518,16,105,6,7,166,78,131,0.174,0.623,0.203,0.8140000000000001,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,14,14,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,6,2,31,19,13,0,0,4,0,8,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,2,7,0,1,3,3,5,0,0,0,9,15,8,19,18,3,21,0,2,0,1,6,8,0,0,12,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.532765856586747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992054749554107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202928727801634,0.0,0.0,0.2699168449657673,0.11373680267683085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390198354620415,0.0,0.0,0.08493950031203049,0.11632662833150365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551703820490915,0.0918723125859884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198713048579052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520090075248282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430614482748618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565553954695807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160670854592946,0.0,0.17168383230492784,0.1303808496377578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453625675424797,0.0,0.09918473039849383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339576858984892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831096285010914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022683790856771,0.12875166073249014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718930697489828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054012513631557,0.10751588131164228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498805893495797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746227663585193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106965028606122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Josoop,2019/09/08,Just me or? Is it just me or whenever I get asked  a question and when I try to answer them my voice sounds weird. But after saying a few words my voice goes back to normal. I've ruined so many conversations cuz of this,-0.08775362318840862,2.197692543478261,2.021739130434785,94.22289855072464,90.95652173913044,4.8057971014492775,14.18840579710145,6.42735559955562,-0.6072637681159412,171,3,38,2,6,57,37,46,0.11,0.89,0.0,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,3,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37931458459490397,0.0,0.0,0.3119910348185839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119837759625614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41135933949735976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975416267015257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545246002973117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32266282194840595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754726097813363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-thescarleteyes,2019/09/08,"one of those days i hope you're not so lonely anymore sometime soon. enjoy the rest of your day, to whoever reads this",1.0175000000000018,3.5302024166666683,2.2800000000000007,92.965,87.33333333333334,4.866666666666667,20.5,6.42735559955562,0.30135000000000023,94,3,19,1,3,30,23,24,0.0,0.684,0.316,0.8298,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024785715718048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234590953019216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030850277834126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750038226369594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059441213998095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013804967659186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lostconfusedandsad00,2019/10/03,"Absolutely amazing and beautiful girl is actually giving me the time of day on a dating app, I know I’m gonna screw it up. There’s this beautiful girl that’s into the same things as me, seems really nice, and lives close to me. She’s actually responding to me, which usually doesn’t happen for me. I know I’m gonna screw it up somehow because I suck at texting people.",6.2282894736842085,5.310343671052632,7.967368421052632,71.78157894736844,66.23684210526315,11.810526315789476,33.473684210526315,11.20814326018867,3.6773263157894736,293,11,59,8,4,104,53,76,0.07200000000000001,0.703,0.225,0.935,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,12,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,10,10,1,10,0,0,0,2,5,6,3,2,4,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.5633887889725937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759668768577433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186164380105049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27691278341377096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552645953839931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172843374442119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25489557411942737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012325064623165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492553087465805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627888368690781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177551505241808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832228230779026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31792258086680897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,strandberg4,2019/10/03,All I want is a hug. A real hug. It’s been years since I’ve had any sort of physical contact from anyone. I wish there was an app like Tinder that’s designed specifically for non sexual touch. I think that’d be pretty neat,0.9074468085106382,3.0697784680851115,3.1398297872340457,89.29400000000004,83.46808510638297,6.313191489361702,17.910638297872342,7.554174236665415,0.3917863829787232,176,4,38,3,5,60,40,47,0.0,0.621,0.379,0.9509,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,4,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627117803326239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701248855657243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873710840397476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930277201373024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397182975938974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31956903086877464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24753913606134995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227862354315635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442505120023998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24877829738063445
lonely,20040312,2019/10/03,"i am a fucking clown theres this boy. a known man whore. ive known him since freshman year because he was in the same science club as me. i introduced him to one of my friends and he somehow sucked his dick. hes slept with 9 girls. hes attractive, smart, and dominant. hes a year older than me. im currently a sophmore and hes a junior. we started talking to each other again since we now are taking the same physics class and still in the same science club. the first day after we stayed after for science club, we went to get his eyebrows done and he drove me home. nothing much. a couple weeks after that we started talking as friends and i began to go study with him and a couple other people at a local cafe. my then bf accused me of cheating on him with him. heres the time line. then bf started accusing me of cheating around tuesday and i broke up with him on friday. between then me and junior boy still studied every couple of days at the cafe. on saturday night i snapped him (the boy) and stuff went down and we ended up swapping nudes. the day after, we went to get food with another friend and we acted as if nothing happened. then on sunday we were supposed to hang out and do... stuff... but he canceled and told me his parents didnt let him out of the house. but,,,, my female friend. lets call her jess. texted me randomly and told he they met up and she blew him off and he fingered her. i honestly was hurt because i am a clOWN and thought i was the only girl he was talking to. then again my dumbass forgot he was a known man whore.  its been like that for a while. he would alwyas text me or snap me everyday and we would study and stuff and he was alwasy very flirty and gvae me hugs and stuff like that. one night we went to study (this was around two weeks later) and we went to study right,,, when we were there he put his head in my lap and stuff like that and i really was like aisdjfbaksdjf and when he drove me home he put his hand on my thigh when he drove me home. this really made my heart flutter and like fall in love or develope some stupid crush. then around a week of us just talking to eachother as friends and being chill with each other he and i went to dinner one night to hang out and i ended up sucking his dick then a day later he started talking to a girl and four days later (yesterday) he texted me and was like i got broken up with and shit like that and was like hang out with me,,,, i still had a fat crush on him and a few days ago we had went to volunteer together and while in his car he almost did the thigh touch thing aagain and told me he would fuck the shit out of me when he was single. oh well,,, i took it as a joke cus to be honest its just wild to me thath people actually talk likt that sometimes. oh well. any ways, he got dumped, texted me all sad and with a couple of those not so wholesome kinky memes and i was like ok cool hm. still had a fat crush on him becuase im a stupid bitch with feelings. we were supposed to hangout on friday and he just slid up on my snap story that said ""whos hanging out w me tomorrow"" all mad like ""you tolf me you couldnnnntttt"" and i just said i could after work since thats what we agreed on two days before. basicallyhe ends up telling me he couldnt and he was just sad and thats why he texted me in the first place. sad thinking ill never find somoen who is 1. book smart 2. attractive 3. cares about the same things i do and 4. can choke me and be the dom in bed. whoops. hahahahahahaha anyways im a fucking clown and i have nobody to rant to so here ya go reddit i am 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lonely,wafflesandtea7,2019/10/03,":/ i’ve always felt super lonely in some way but now it’s just a feeling i can’t get rid of anymore. my best friend all of the sudden just stopped interacting with me. like he hardly says anything (i’m a female) and he has the most driest replies, and he always seems disinterested or distant when i talk. so i think he’s just bored with me bc with his other friends he’s so happy. 

i’ve tried making friends (i’m a sophmore in high school) but everyone just doesn’t seem to wanna talk. plus they all have their friend groups  and it seems awkward for me to just join theres especially since they’ve been together for years. 

i drifted away from a lot of my friends and i find it extra hard to make friends with females and idk why. i just came to the conclusion that no one liked me. i made myself approachable and i’d like to say i’m very friendly and kind. 

i’m always alone at home and pretty much walk to and from anywhere i wanna go and just get allowance for food. i have no one to text when i’m happy or sad and no one to call when i’m just bored. no one to hang out with and no one to laugh with. i’m just so lonely and i hate it. 

i just want a friend or friends to go to the movies with and get ice cream after. i want friends that i can laugh super hard with that i can’t breathe. friends that i can rely on and cry on their shoulders. friends to go to dances and take pictures to show to my children one day. friends to make memories with and if we have a fight we’ll work it out.

i’m in clubs too but still can’t seem to make friends, i don’t even try and force it, so that their not comfortable. 

maybe it’s me idk. i had no one to share this with and i’m just crying writing this bc i need to get it off my chest.


that’s it.",0.4978905263157927,2.4155207013333357,1.9466842105263176,98.68255263157896,83.32,4.907368421052632,19.735087719298246,5.9092894577622985,-0.34105333333333343,1353,37,328,9,38,435,166,375,0.145,0.589,0.267,0.9969,0,5,0,0,1,0,31.0,2,0,4,5,23,35,2,1,10,0,14,4,3,6,2,80,48,34,0,6,19,0,5,3,14,1,0,2,1,1,18,34,1,1,9,3,0,9,12,8,0,7,5,8,35,27,52,42,8,31,0,3,1,0,37,11,0,11,13,199,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847069926907293,0.0,0.0,0.1650280795950029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556400397511092,0.0,0.0,0.0544034349751962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211313534980056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937905232032761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750636900822048,0.07561297571597116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523889747214958,0.042635902417304514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04366546324263858,0.0,0.0,0.06317156268865423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03342753289692664,0.0,0.06347659505527246,0.0,0.06042393975617592,0.0,0.07994126483304663,0.0,0.7150769783999544,0.0,0.13816035169764151,0.0,0.11271662399872745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075204030229282,0.17766648068968882,0.06527058356527288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984953532595724,0.06631437596123507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884407241271534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689497801079873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056204913608347964,0.0,0.06255549898846131,0.17651749872148373,0.0,0.06641703748432083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048598937234559984,0.04902021200904013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31358802917353584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672583019883691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514769056670263,0.0,0.06690751099036908,0.0,0.24073862462377885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468741588199882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052796053417090316,0.0552714667047372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049706983985230574,0.10627447838098687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04236103743862645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976958844524564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545482129430416,0.07798755280155711,0.052475559683242315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059654582080097725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04812934324367139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04257309343863487
lonely,throwawayaccount2961,2019/10/03,I feel like a ghost I know it sounds weird but that’s the best way to describe it. I’ve changed so much that my best friends have turned boring and annoying to me and they don’t like me anymore. I’ve been isolating myself and I want to be isolated . I want to be alone. I feel like people at my school don’t even notice me. I just turned 17 and it feels like I have no idea what I’m going to do with my life. Just drifting away.,0.4776477541371165,2.1960562446808503,2.040780141843971,99.03388888888892,82.29787234042553,5.454373522458629,18.955082742316783,6.42735559955562,-0.2946463356973994,333,8,83,3,9,108,57,94,0.159,0.5720000000000001,0.26899999999999996,0.9371,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,4,10,1,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,15,18,6,1,2,3,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,4,15,7,8,15,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,52,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110750445814933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734191890688032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429151531032626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670202630187344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498408687283546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549674770818792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652511422162248,0.3747709817858013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510034055856704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937986467825104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740141042715684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961012844698318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235123897411115,0.3417210154492918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854596690010645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990850725043122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212294410389075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769728142742248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804060246111767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062799302104951,0.1387997750969276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cuttingmyfingers0ff,2019/10/03,"Reaching out to anybody that needs to talk or vent I used to have a nice group of friends back when i lived in my hometown, but ever since I moved to a new state five years ago, I've struggled to make friendships with people. Work friends just see me as work friends and never want to talk to me outside of work, so I feel lonely most of the time. I'm down to talk to anyone that would like a friend. Message me :) I'm f25. I have discord as well!",2.6210942249240152,3.638743723404257,3.07905775075988,96.90500000000004,74.53191489361701,5.371428571428572,25.130699088145896,3.1291,0.0702571428571428,346,11,81,0,7,107,63,94,0.10300000000000001,0.618,0.27899999999999997,0.9633,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,6,9,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,2,2,15,11,7,0,3,3,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,2,9,7,18,10,1,13,0,1,1,0,9,3,0,2,9,48,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247205391905755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026989500536694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226122742397836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558836957094865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697089594775173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5315625439221011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840329544751981,0.0,0.1518835658860909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481467284469435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281409346560076,0.0,0.12753952770373114,0.1326608594298651,0.16612350040269025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192466092432986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706571508418933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422843130837824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981697182579987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147533096298678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029749846897767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855709345908746,0.0,0.0,0.10145300523431124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546531515713339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756650647404336,0.0,0.0,0.12218741662042963,0.0,0.0,0.11076558030897482
lonely,hiheyhellogoodbye,2019/10/03,"feelin lonely :P i guess its a place to rant here? but anyways i (17F) am at a school camp right now. sorry for my english btw i hope u understand me lol. this is a completely new class for me so i do not know anybody at all. i feel so alone here. im just in my room hearing laughter all around me while im laying in bed. this camp is supposed to bring us closer yet i only realize how lonely i truly am :( i try to talk to people but my mind constantly blanks, and nobody likes hanging out with boring girls like me lol. thats all. im gonna try harder because i cannot stand being alone anymore. i want friends, i want a fun social life, and i want to enjoy my goddamn youth",-0.15366421568627686,1.9798807986111129,2.217696078431373,94.24985294117648,88.23611111111109,4.499346405228758,18.887254901960784,5.900188976854957,-0.18163431372549035,521,15,115,4,17,177,95,144,0.152,0.58,0.268,0.9671,0,6,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,4,2,7,1,0,1,3,23,18,8,0,4,4,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,2,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,2,21,6,14,16,3,19,0,2,0,0,6,10,0,2,8,68,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212136553327193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378880017227164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804610016736124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945298650216132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258903226058755,0.16757670132756106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840857582293179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980749874873517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082823045084272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477632925840078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402052970951371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5025099918274021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852229866428794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095312596413966,0.1515197517696464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657754189083525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976857413450506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179385116362924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075067320002974,0.0,0.1620162287921411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242981856165775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694016859659812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807539397258444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358933040612015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464022579638633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056611039487064,0.0,0.0,0.16143441870463468,0.1865313644803812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27439474665723823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LuciferCreed,2019/10/03,"What are you doing for Halloween? I'm planning on going to a Halloween party in New York. Which party? I have no clue, but I want to go out and do something this year. What are your plans? Hey if your near by then maybe we can go to one together.",0.022371794871791195,2.1562759807692338,1.85923076923077,97.16910256410259,87.26923076923076,4.235897435897436,18.28205128205128,5.46131890053228,-0.5107410256410256,189,5,43,1,6,62,42,52,0.031,0.858,0.111,0.4749,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,11,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,9,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6604923482715135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891878899225323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741461429674552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26250722061193404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982337146108392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22849416553866375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494681038245429
lonely,RunningFromLifeNo1,2019/10/03,"I don’t want to be lonely but I can’t trust anybody When I started school I knew nobody. I got involved with older kids and started smoking, staying out late and things like that. I realised I wanted something better and so I stopped hanging around with them but I hadn’t made any friends in my year, since I didn’t have my older friends to help I was bullied by everybody and them. They would shout abuse if they saw me and on the bus they would constantly throw things at me or hit me. I became obsessed with my hairstyle using it as a shield thinking if it was perfect I was perfect. I wanted friends and so I tried making some. I am a smart kid and get really good grades. I started hanging out with the ‘nerds’ but even then I didn’t fit in. They too made comments and to me it didn’t matter if they apologised when I got upset. I changed my hairstyle but it got worse every time I did. People used to compare me to hitler and salute to me. I’m in my final year and I don’t care about my looks at all now. I  come home willing to end it at least once a week . I spend all my time alone. In school after school and in lessons I avoid speaking. Even then for some reason people say things about me. I don’t think I’m extremely ugly but I’m not good looking either. When I ask they say I give good reactions even though I do nothing. I have people who say we are friends but I I find myself not wanting to talk to anybody.  I just want a friend that won’t make fun of me anymore. Is that too much to ask ?",1.2346451612903238,3.2388756698412706,2.45798259088582,95.53843317972351,81.19047619047619,4.826420890937022,22.54224270353303,5.642373280135919,0.09930107526881747,1176,39,260,6,31,376,156,315,0.102,0.669,0.228,0.9928,0,4,1,0,2,0,23.0,1,0,8,4,16,21,0,3,6,0,23,0,0,7,4,62,56,30,0,10,14,0,0,1,5,4,0,5,1,2,12,20,0,2,6,0,1,4,11,5,0,0,15,8,58,16,33,35,7,40,0,1,3,0,28,13,0,6,23,177,70,4,0.0,0.10959468619857897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579975372605476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290162913710769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917328945250999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234259147654856,0.1729457848987861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180672654840189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430760166712727,0.0,0.09785033490841266,0.07967860516903442,0.0,0.09995718706775483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819255351125062,0.0,0.0,0.18328163738507314,0.0,0.07793332797844556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132674333864093,0.08454125063119132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573175885930128,0.0,0.04832624687870511,0.08873225230629625,0.0,0.232748125359669,0.22193665654430847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199927949306217,0.0,0.0927827662547741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434146977546337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04518971925128644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534959621392375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504717963387031,0.12348590774138216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799647539924819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875406781868336,0.0,0.0,0.09850706498931186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237884090924032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059256415182997686,0.09510307320756574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206737254479169,0.0,0.2808379267507711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651507914095758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712092725519072,0.0,0.0,0.19641111080070944,0.09859027430518796,0.0,0.07733224510507254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434617263257666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435414766360864,0.11853762258956832,0.0908785513233534,0.0,0.10787234188599552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279988781294844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597766825676626,0.0,0.0,0.2727877921447442,0.0,0.07419610063721231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426309045312516,0.13141546879080307,0.0,0.0,0.11913101254450675
lonely,Telfei,2019/10/03,"Come and talk Hi!

Some of my friends told me I was good at listening and that I helped them getting through a lot of things. I don't know if that's true, but if I do have this skill I think I have to share it to you. If you want to talk. Talk with a stranger from the internet who doesn't know you IRL, who will listen to you and won't be judgemental. If you feel like this is what you need, feel free to message me anytime.  I can say that i'll connect to this account everyday from now on and take the time to read whatever you wrote. You have to know that I live in France, so we may not have the same timezone. 

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Having someone who listens to you might help.",3.739945226917058,3.897201992957747,4.108403755868544,93.70928794992176,71.32394366197181,7.719561815336464,27.74960876369327,7.3871296695380915,1.0955796557120494,521,17,126,5,9,163,88,142,0.0,0.846,0.154,0.9622,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,9,1,1,2,6,0,0,5,0,16,0,0,0,1,28,32,10,0,6,6,0,2,1,1,4,0,4,0,0,13,7,0,0,6,1,3,1,4,0,0,0,3,6,22,7,18,24,3,7,0,0,0,0,29,3,0,8,4,89,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081709522294054,0.2334569358026585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550153371077778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429170073199115,0.1372565087331554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843786185394384,0.0,0.1003791163254409,0.0,0.0,0.16114811763088666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575591232626823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167660968686182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386419137459907,0.0,0.169652824704578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334062534816274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381778355955055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246071331149374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218031060230015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278814990055767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278970031981554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445658443486611,0.4632763928327237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764151731631931,0.12310806834145685,0.0,0.0,0.11203156725215792,0.0,0.0,0.18358684128024125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332225980049528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334569358026585,0.0
lonely,Jaisama,2019/10/03,Hey Up for a chat?,-6.684000000000001,-6.4306474,-1.84,117.16000000000004,123.0,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-3.3089999999999997,13,0,5,0,1,5,5,5,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ovrprotectiveunicorn,2019/10/03,"One of my best friends has blocked me from all social media and contact due to my depression I’ve expressed to her my struggle and that I never want her to feel responsible for my wellbeing because no one should have that much pressure put on them. But to see all this happen, leaves me confused, broken and upset with myself. She was one of my closet friends and I loved her for what seems to be the short period of time we knew each-other.",6.272413793103452,6.2209350919540265,6.251172413793102,81.23606896551726,65.89655172413794,8.799080459770115,31.193103448275863,8.238735603445708,2.1570386206896552,351,12,68,4,5,111,63,87,0.20199999999999999,0.643,0.155,-0.2783,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,1,0,9,0,4,1,0,5,1,0,0,3,17,12,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,3,2,2,16,4,13,8,4,7,0,1,1,1,12,2,0,2,4,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313474331048073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464130077350677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022369123541318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187242928061909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628190006650303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20763698821613644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486242352150889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119203759268542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260844442504705,0.0,0.18109583151051106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773291497364721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23604354000219835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710891631059368,0.21375734673363386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23935378448700614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454688155379492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691648736277293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849387393620102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,uncreative-fool,2019/10/03,"Need to talk? If there is anyone feeling like they need to talk, let out some accumulated emotions or just share some struggles or positive events - you are not alone! I would love to chat and maybe help with some advice (if needed) or a meme or two.  
Remember that needing support and assistance every one and a while is NOT a sign  of weakness and that one can fight against anxiety and loneliness.",6.082972972972975,7.308608378378381,5.809027027027027,79.77516216216219,66.56756756756756,9.163243243243244,32.36756756756757,9.3871,2.8840194594594597,316,13,58,6,5,98,54,74,0.145,0.637,0.21899999999999997,0.6804,0,1,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,2,7,1,1,3,0,6,2,0,0,0,27,13,12,0,7,9,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,1,3,4,7,11,3,3,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,9,3,43,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855318087267284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966406837993501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524458335109694,0.0,0.0,0.1327565400712279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135701849030415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996766493015147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600037675598756,0.1356380792483825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726108617612256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414765817464116,0.0,0.0927574127140668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135866173959352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907427820405367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5631236784404043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573120020523553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507763122978066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848590559269544,0.0,0.0,0.21545414599290336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30520918177179673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546844538572851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348731423607381,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,puglyfe-,2019/10/03,"Someone text me! Honestly, I just want someone to text me. Having someone excited and eager to talk to you about anything is such a small thing but I just miss it. That’s all.",0.5062857142857133,2.9878584857142885,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,92.71428571428572,5.085714285714286,24.142857142857146,6.742157984588678,1.1019714285714288,137,6,27,2,5,45,27,35,0.055,0.747,0.198,0.4574,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,4,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810418191095864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8681062349866969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745007989176813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268906792173577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014373147324921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,josh__6264,2019/10/03,"Unattainable My heart sinks 
My body aches 
Just the sight of her beauty is so extravagant that I cannot comprehend anymore 
Is it her aura 
Her energy could be felt even if she's miles apart 
But what is this beauty that attracts me so much to her 
The first time I met her I was ignorant of her presents 
But the casual encounter and couinsidential meets 
Has made her like diamond so bright and elegant
But it is too bright for me 
I cannot defile this beautiful creature with my gross hands and unsightly appearance
I can only admire and look from the distance 

I would fantasize if I actually did approach her 
But my presence is so insignificant and I think she would never notice me 
You might call me a hopeless fool or romantic
But I cannot
I am unloved and ghastly 
So fragile and weak
So small and most of all
Ugly 

No one other than my creators have loved me 
But I feel as though they are beginning to 
Despise me 
No matter,it does not surprise me I was always at fault I am the wrong doer

When you develop individualism and when they cannot control you anymore they start to desert you and when they are old they beg you to help them and remind you of your childhood and of course you help because they are your creators because humility is better than revenge 

And so back to her 

Why did I a grotesque creature such as I 
Get ensnared by you 

As one lady beautifully replied
""You loved her face
 not "" Her "",
You just like her appearance
Not knowing anything about her
It's too Shallow"".

""Shallow""
Yes 
My rock was found and 
That is what I needed 
Another illusion of want 
It was never love to begin with
It was just animal
Basic instinct
Already written down 
Just no connection
Only me

My heart aches
My body sinks 
As I realized that
Love is always alone and in need of someone
Even if that someone is Alien
This is why there is so much loneliness in my life 
Because I was in Love by myself and no one could give me the same amount
It scares me and torments me when I sleep and when I am alone 

I wish I was Loved back",3.475956251847471,5.4569663266331645,4.362731303576709,84.63342890925217,74.17587939698494,7.3959207803724505,27.283771800177355,8.219915518859313,1.8355149866981968,1610,62,314,27,34,519,187,398,0.13,0.69,0.18,0.9798,0,2,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,12,7,3,27,25,1,1,8,1,39,15,7,2,3,62,65,46,0,11,17,0,4,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,17,20,0,2,6,2,0,3,13,10,0,4,14,8,77,15,31,45,6,28,0,1,4,6,46,8,0,8,19,244,94,0,0.0,0.0,0.09301743166990743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744312987161208,0.10518670311172998,0.0,0.1586258107471302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995010801392204,0.0,0.0,0.18906133995929306,0.0,0.0,0.07843927834779145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658859868964574,0.0,0.17431642870421102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430176230126697,0.0,0.21175547203560666,0.0,0.0,0.09733118637267503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690817698820633,0.15220866490380572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341415361072066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259143812164126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048196066270032936,0.0,0.0915210282288357,0.0,0.0,0.08107815115200546,0.0,0.10451218111415374,0.0,0.0,0.04980015640731599,0.09143851071898884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22590655347616306,0.12778040983174013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238473813433392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732651107244085,0.09313593469673816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004381354799388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5161738128260316,0.09019298504916157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011182193211394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401406204180492,0.1413554146423998,0.14703152135772807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852112380315962,0.10002108149162946,0.0,0.19377152551982071,0.14498853634194886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543078092149328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538767170460184,0.0,0.16152667674704804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746716101335344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107645975414167,0.09365027003509276,0.0,0.05558117839597049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622151767304248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202084282491878,0.0,0.10961195449250788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354235290927708,0.1042161811217729,0.0,0.0
lonely,pessimisticslutbag,2019/10/03,"Just feel like no one’s there for me. I’ve started sixth form recently. 
The subjects I chose are going okay, the only problem is there’s massive breaks 1-3 hours between some lesson where I have no choice but to go and “study” in the library, even if I have no work to do. I have no choice because it’s been 4 weeks and I haven’t really made any friends yet :/ lol.

I do have one friend who I knew from before I started college but I rarely see her and she has her own new friends anyway so I don’t really want to intrude.

Anyway, in short I just feel lonely. I feel like none of my friends from outside of sixth form are there for me on my bad days (which I’ve been having A LOT of recently).

I feel like they’re only there when I’m in an okay mood and I can comfort them. And I guess I understand why they wouldn’t want to deal with me when I’m upset - they might find it exhausting. 

But I’m just tired I feel alone wherever I go and I hate feeling alone. I hate not having anyone to talk to for hours at a time between lessons. 

:(",0.6972727272727289,2.621744363636364,2.255454545454544,96.70318181818182,82.63636363636363,5.272727272727273,20.454545454545453,6.351523495107088,-0.010863636363636077,800,23,187,7,22,260,118,220,0.204,0.623,0.17300000000000001,-0.8378,0,4,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,3,15,18,2,1,6,3,19,2,0,1,0,35,42,13,0,5,8,0,6,3,4,2,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,11,0,0,3,9,7,0,2,4,7,31,10,22,36,6,24,0,1,1,0,13,7,0,5,16,120,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460507812763535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077784331783461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305720304909536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918047652082948,0.07241020659107374,0.0,0.10107724854066093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660646971761373,0.12246207369712706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845634308059395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603674567324673,0.25457998867576226,0.0,0.0,0.10856729771648277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670918490604939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252468350536368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085502085192738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345511036405157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23395850829731304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409698817024302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009867217111248,0.0,0.11239719736727792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601206677294086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472325059863905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609835205856163,0.18068262322547746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366116053215485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521933688170557,0.0,0.2345716272435593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465623070768417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815320632961575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547484805369072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926446302528551,0.1365258328276005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365932826244727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401248891971029,0.0,0.09528212662033143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718494687662868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647686261305704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,20shadesofunstable,2019/10/03,"please reach out to me. If you have a snapchat, and you are sad, you’re lonely, you need somebody to just constantly rant to and share your feelings with but you don’t wanna feel like you’re annoying your friends or anything, please pm me and give me your snapchat. I love talking to people, i love hearing their feelings, and i like to share mine too. So if you need a ranting buddy please reach out to me. :)",3.9274074074074083,5.236586617283951,3.660185185185188,92.86583333333336,71.71604938271605,6.387654320987655,28.314814814814817,6.42735559955562,1.036274074074074,320,12,68,2,6,96,47,81,0.085,0.535,0.38,0.9853,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,8,1,0,3,10,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,18,12,9,0,5,5,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,17,7,10,12,0,3,0,2,0,2,17,2,0,3,3,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732968590921848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660401199959752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900079702940431,0.2731664561233268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477097335908379,0.0,0.0,0.1834029133674491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21548037729162164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680752374759546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34510543508746183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835238091896887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325442139167702,0.0,0.0,0.6295940396353009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366796518886902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Apocalyptic_Angel,2019/10/03,"Feeling blah I feel like I don't really know how to adult. Some days I barely feel human. 

I have spent so many years taking care of kids, my husband, my home that I just don't know how to relate to anyone on any level.

Sometimes it is hard to just find the motivation to interact with people and do things as I just feel so out of touch.",3.116901408450701,3.895877873239442,4.573352112676059,87.56566197183098,73.08450704225352,7.370140845070423,21.242253521126766,7.554174236665415,0.5589583098591553,263,5,58,3,5,88,50,71,0.04,0.821,0.138,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,17,14,6,0,0,3,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,3,0,0,8,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,8,2,11,13,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319313802888758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808023885182542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596662391224541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424943200704578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5151014033176551,0.181945548874618,0.0,0.0,0.2327756004186692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281458964978484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554677623315369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799341752731476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244252238159854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582085351109231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656508850672306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631564179604314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518879477086277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914898811440145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920003387567498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400746834528346
lonely,ThisIsMyAlt69-420,2019/10/03,"I am feeling lonely as fuck Hi i am a guy and i am 15 years old, Today i lost almost all my friends because no one believes me, i only have 1 in real life friend left wich i never see i only speak to 2 people online and i dont know how to maken friends i feel like shit and i have been crying for a while now...",-1.7634428794992159,0.07580398591549553,1.613427230046952,97.54608763693271,93.64788732394364,3.1555555555555563,14.93114241001565,3.1291,-1.267808763693271,237,5,57,0,9,85,53,71,0.22899999999999998,0.599,0.171,-0.6517,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,2,0,2,0,7,3,1,1,2,11,13,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,4,12,4,5,11,1,8,0,2,1,1,6,2,2,1,7,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19407178023631486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814420550978134,0.0,0.0,0.21835644504253746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289015436838066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22714277760559975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959913704232145,0.13845723283479205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492092023154956,0.1791733551023373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191901442298236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651239209737183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105741132708566,0.0,0.1368930723201571,0.09468531816781534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115654858782624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947749679847244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033700086945195,0.0,0.1313300364350828,0.29480105050589195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436280096479686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205971431053856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444073011232776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894221734389708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837083295652624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480668184400713
lonely,Andysunshine,2019/10/03,"Situation that I just need to get off of my chest Hey, so this is my first time posting here although I've lurked around for a while now. It just helps to see other people struggling with loneliness, it makes me feel less alone with my emotions. The past few months were pretty good, but I've gone through an experience that I just need to talk about because it keeps rattling around in my head. I have a close friend who I've confided in with all of my issues concerning loneliness and isolation. He's the only person who really knows how deep it all goes. Last weekend we went and saw a concert out of town. We went with a couple of his friends and we were having a really good weekend. I drove my car all the way there, on the way back from the concert (which was amazing) my car broke down in the middle of one of the least populated cities in the world. I found a mechanic and they said it would be fixed in the morning. My friend turned to me and told me that he would stay with me that night (the others got a ride from one of their parents who was going to drive up that night). I turned and spoke with the mechanic and when I turned around he was talking with the others about going with them. I asked him if he was going to be leaving with them that night and he said ""yes, I'm sorry"". They left me alone in this town for a night. It really stirred up all of my anxiety and depression surrounding loneliness and isolation. He called me when they got home about six hours later and I asked him why he would say that and then turn around, and he said ""I don't regret my decision."" Two nights later (I made it home safe) I confronted him and he was super apologetic and bought me a meal and spent the majority of the evening with me. It was nice. The problem is that I feel all of the residual anxiety around the situation, I feel like I can't trust the one person who I put so much trust into. I feel like even though I try my best to be there for people and to be a good person, they all leave as soon as things get rocky. I just have so many emotions and I don't want to be controlled by the anxiety that I have concerning loneliness and I don't want to lose my friend. I just don't know what to do. I feel like if I bring it up again then it would come across as flogging a topic or trying to guilt trip him. Thank you for reading, I hope that you all are having a good day.",4.1741219325153365,4.68821267689162,4.751691589979551,88.21287480828222,70.49284253578732,8.402888548057259,25.30169989775051,8.472884824447931,1.3124994376278116,1865,49,415,28,32,596,211,489,0.11199999999999999,0.753,0.135,0.965,1,4,0,0,0,0,42.0,3,2,7,5,29,28,1,2,32,1,31,3,2,4,7,83,77,37,0,13,9,1,5,3,4,4,0,7,2,3,32,41,1,3,9,5,2,15,5,8,0,6,24,14,63,20,66,44,13,72,0,4,2,0,51,28,0,4,28,290,95,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881364748682706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379775438466672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982856171807861,0.1252990445462045,0.0,0.0,0.05153002304340524,0.0,0.04085142440938725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032759570570164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842930925678029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057727068076837286,0.0,0.0,0.07516247338436209,0.0,0.07415028271082348,0.0,0.04321881616237362,0.0,0.05771950084754681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507646118189773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852490607833549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555305165283805,0.0,0.0,0.16942275372687002,0.14362554193862226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700250953384198,0.0,0.07347795325516386,0.20710098243312566,0.0,0.07002463302530883,0.0,0.11425767428033184,0.22483437218628194,0.10719525401580028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687762228314957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04491841467879745,0.0,0.13444203880286207,0.06656053116635041,0.06599579511363303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699457394406437,0.0,0.05956557725120395,0.0,0.0,0.07365884624901994,0.05462577145458484,0.0,0.14191738380666408,0.07281146319229301,0.0,0.0,0.09821971634887457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749720970969097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341075144290992,0.0447327070271504,0.06794219665877488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053490343992246205,0.0,0.049263376988467424,0.09938082277810152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144428983556393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623230270905698,0.05096755604130045,0.0,0.0,0.07441168476176897,0.0,0.06397293439811648,0.09291884918710644,0.1755434605965246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418137781741662,0.06817785068972641,0.0,0.06412383732012357,0.0,0.0673680939281631,0.0,0.0,0.06703264691524882,0.0,0.12879363686154105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123844077623872,0.05329262957802509,0.0,0.0,0.05340188953568265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065423820465842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501725944219219,0.0,0.07142855305330413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005811818210103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772745229935254,0.0,0.06169795881553498,0.0,0.0,0.044521463906350055,0.0,0.06584141762820908,0.0,0.03907670076835629,0.0,0.0,0.06403523790369473,0.0,0.09099690917794093,0.29157018070691565,0.06546344047494979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905379073472865,0.10638600045426667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424624772440496,0.060470173492013723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042074587381005,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dadbod650,2019/10/03,"Anyone available for google hangouts? I like google hangouts.  It has a web interface, as well as mobile.  Heck, it's even available inside gmail!

It just gets lonely at work.  Being an engineer, I'm in front of the computer all day and can definitely use someone to shoot the breeze with throughout the day.  I'm in California, if that matters for the purpose of timezone. I'm also male in my late 30s.  I'm chinese and I think generally a good human being.",2.8388505747126445,5.401276333333333,4.455862068965517,80.33367816091955,78.77011494252874,6.625287356321839,28.05747126436781,7.793537801064563,2.0931057471264367,359,16,63,6,9,120,62,87,0.055999999999999994,0.812,0.132,0.69,0,2,0,1,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,1,1,10,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,12,9,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,1,4,38,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267626817550452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23400147306131125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316549583147464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103922571303775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748456039146459,0.0,0.0,0.2806962342199819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775101207843165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349756630296364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28355562895395275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144360833596229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28903807309037804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30089878501724365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436358617230897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SUBIESFORLIFE252,2019/10/03,Anyone wanna talk? I’m bored and I love listening to people. Hit me up if you need help or you just want to talk about random stuff!,-1.303928571428571,0.5452050357142895,0.9225714285714304,98.42242857142858,105.78571428571428,3.6685714285714286,9.17142857142857,5.6839178017228535,-1.470465714285714,103,1,23,1,5,34,24,28,0.064,0.675,0.261,0.75,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,6,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,3,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26379769461288416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528777951668577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405031488060813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797427683690834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615532391325516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318867354397894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6064746677104327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225250873559496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kartracer67890,2019/10/03,Anyone want to be friends Hey what’s up your probably reading this post think hmm why should I message this guy. Well I’m feeling kinda lonely right now and would love to talk to some new people and make some long lasting friendships. I don’t want to make this a long post that you have to read. I’ll just tell you that I can maintain a conversation very well so if you want to try and be friends with me just send me a DM and we’ll try and be friends :),2.134375000000002,3.6605336875000014,2.733750000000004,96.83625000000002,76.70833333333334,5.633333333333334,23.458333333333336,5.985473137389443,0.15942083333333334,358,11,84,2,8,111,61,96,0.021,0.701,0.278,0.9712,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,4,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,2,0,21,18,7,0,6,3,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,10,6,8,12,2,10,0,1,0,1,16,2,0,4,5,49,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574241211386815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369693247215215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836641602217817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390070667562026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492902824741698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929776501276789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939727139396455,0.0,0.22098509656995294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986988800936844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475764728657464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317063931909286,0.0,0.17846931730709945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331149553343932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413617001089918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304672929339115,0.14468050021689538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606492859893356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476798408432366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365795707762234,0.2929016161898888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976626661739261,0.0,0.14936506213030906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175877498602587,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dennishardy6,2019/10/03,"Thank you for choosing me!! Thank you dude for choosing me as a companion whenever you are bored and have to carry out a dull task. 

Thank you my friend for choosing me to help you with your studies and works.

Thank you for letting me confess while you feel drowsy, thank you for not sharing any of your feelings. 

Why?? Did you know already that iam afraid of other people's feelings.

I'll be grateful to you!! Thank you for choosing me!!",3.0524999999999984,5.390751392857148,2.974047619047621,92.44178571428571,76.73809523809524,5.152380952380953,27.16666666666667,5.985473137389443,0.8947666666666669,343,14,67,2,8,103,50,84,0.071,0.6759999999999999,0.253,0.9538,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,13,0,1,0,11,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,15,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,19,8,14,12,0,2,1,1,0,0,18,1,0,0,1,46,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735601013701086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929356677226744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437911379979012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417011852800393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077257057736524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883262605703013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434476657082914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142143684204248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.88780374896016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502275212213214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700442064376852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AlmightySeaCucumber,2019/10/03,"Just an update on me A couple of months ago I posted here, about how my life has being. Passing my days drowning my thoughts in a game I don't even know I like anymore. I've being living at home, 24/7, most of the time alone, with my family coming home at night. The only social contact I'm having is talking to my ex-girlfriend, who was dating another guy as I was waiting for them to break up. After they broke, we started to see each other and started to be friends with benefits. In the eyes of anyone this would be good, but not mine, because I know that our relationship has almost no chance to advance from this, for me, a guy who grown up at a place wich the common mentality is to get going with as much girls as you can, living a shallow life finding in the next what you wanted in the last. But I'm sick and tired of this, after years living this way I just wanted to find someone to connect, as I did. But I managed to fuck things up, again, and break up with her some years ago. Now, that I know what I did, knowing that I am unable to follow to the next step with the person I love, because she had a couple of abusive relatioships and now just want to be alone, I keep going with this affair with the false hope of someday she changes her mind. Every night I go to bed at midnight, but can only fall asleep at 4 am, because I find myself thinking about all the things I'm going through, who's the next guy she will find to go all the way, and what I'm gonna do the day she comes to me asking to stop all this because she found some guy who fulfill all her needs and just leave me at the friendzone.",9.11390833717181,5.141047392215569,8.844371257485033,77.41359511745742,63.10179640718563,10.995485951174574,36.17134960847536,7.010146845296331,2.4938676186089364,1255,35,269,6,13,408,169,334,0.096,0.836,0.067,-0.873,0,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,2,2,1,12,8,1,0,21,0,23,8,2,1,4,56,57,15,1,6,9,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,3,6,19,17,0,3,11,1,0,13,3,2,0,0,7,2,40,6,56,42,9,59,0,1,2,2,33,16,1,5,26,190,59,1,0.0,0.10127064672710788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153199552750238,0.0,0.08558811785247976,0.177046960079001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896251127853346,0.0,0.0,0.0847655107828293,0.05976418866148864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990502136979727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841237551273087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041831353651468,0.14725356047210658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914685091313685,0.0,0.11024506823779806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645361892077544,0.0,0.07201406199268197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057563603635112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31248037376652565,0.0,0.0,0.09371591693020108,0.06603565289327734,0.07901772330758235,0.0446557259759169,0.0,0.24287926371395474,0.07169007305392901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385238851209117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714712833198091,0.08489323577038231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759716682660999,0.0,0.0,0.18789326622302124,0.06967129639700803,0.0,0.09050277778962296,0.0,0.0,0.12074316412884906,0.04175742686741279,0.0,0.22642070367960945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714204801880659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613593066854626,0.0,0.0863026130682404,0.0,0.06822313921479478,0.0,0.06283194265795554,0.06337659474253972,0.0,0.0,0.2727021414669385,0.16041984424500985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300110042944399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463107704236338,0.08930031558403255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185879444839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176521574894424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681103218303117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712820112565661,0.07242036506492812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099540531333652,0.0,0.0,0.07145863313536695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869936166926924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356793781582974,0.054767170368954746,0.0,0.06785542384922601,0.04983955977102885,0.0982377846922266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512412531372328,0.13568779667127864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071703827992369,0.0,0.0,0.1100826609766216
lonely,matefan,2019/10/03,"Feels like I am in a dark tunnel and dont know where to go next I had become so dependent on her with my happiness. Now that she is drifting away from me, my heart aches. Suddenly I realize she left my hand in the dark tunnel a long time ago. I just did not realize that. Now Im alone, heartbroken and have no sense of direction left.",1.8976190476190449,3.5025899999999983,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,77.57142857142857,8.666666666666666,23.095238095238088,9.2995712137729,1.7368095238095234,260,8,59,7,6,88,54,70,0.14,0.735,0.124,-0.0516,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,6,2,2,1,0,10,9,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,2,11,2,8,7,0,16,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,8,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110294514578724,0.0,0.0,0.2465626004441706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236690487620738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629230832084895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27900933999271904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203723567231342,0.170073033171807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529730830409425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534236501541859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821070924001357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25715006876197904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308337977258264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5173146598151429,0.0,0.0,0.11630608909288727,0.0,0.0,0.21067922784869386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25318386005904786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881708510164986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Disnium,2019/10/03,"Let's be lonely together. Hi everyone ! I'm currently abroad, away from my family and friends and I've been feeling quite lonely recently. I also want to help lonely people feel better, so if you want to talk about anything I'm here to discuss. I am open to everybody and I promise that I'll always respond.

Have a nice day everybody :)",1.9072692307692307,4.6198440923076936,4.098749999999999,80.14812500000002,85.0,7.5576923076923075,26.586538461538463,8.472884824447931,2.6476538461538457,266,12,46,7,8,91,49,65,0.102,0.611,0.28800000000000003,0.8932,1,6,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,4,7,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,11,6,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,4,7,8,0,5,0,3,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21660551282593885,0.2253760410193235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22289353707536916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25448055703229544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395524076305512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746813799629756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588169856677653,0.0,0.0,0.2553413684476922,0.0,0.27390847826047104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092646711283698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155080028944934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769712547254836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777923878796887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880914461354836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26744017638528794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21770587094342367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195188226573645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,buttsaladsandwich,2019/10/03,"Not good enough For anyone, ever. Every single person on the planet could do better than me. Nobody will ever actually want to be with me, best case scenario someone settles for me. I'm just garbage. Except garbage had a use at some point in it's lifespan, so I'm worse. Nobody will ever look at me and be attracted to me, they'll only feel mild disgust at best. The feeling that people get when they think about the person they love, I've never once made anyone feel that way because I've never been good enough. Nobody has ever even had a crush on me, and they never will. And the more I want this, the less I can have it. My desperation for a connection makes me even less Worthy to have one. Until I somehow stop caring about this I'll be even worse, but this feeling only ever gets stronger so I'll never get better in that regard either. I'll never have anyone to share my life with, fun dates, stories about each other's days, just wanting to spend time with each other, all things I can't have. I could pay for a physical experience, and I may at some point in time, but that won't change the fact that I've never been good enough. I'd just be replacing my own lack of value with the value of money, and even then I'd just have sex for the first time, I wouldn't actually be able to have an emotional connection with someone. I don't see a way out of this other than my own death, but I'm too much of a pussy for that. So I'll just sob alone every night until I die of natural causes",4.225846905537459,4.7185437915309505,5.271418566775246,84.60914739413681,70.36807817589576,7.573224755700327,23.81905537459284,7.365786028017652,0.9056242345276876,1172,26,242,11,20,387,141,307,0.115,0.737,0.14800000000000002,0.782,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,4,5,23,14,1,0,15,0,29,3,0,4,13,58,50,15,2,7,11,0,4,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,16,13,0,1,5,0,3,0,11,2,0,2,5,6,24,12,40,31,19,37,0,1,2,2,8,12,1,4,23,180,40,1,0.08542678720802413,0.0,0.16672844270565582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847638817648185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791971876627615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207537657923938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793002855217623,0.1511061023025405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709830295549556,0.0877568423541879,0.09037021367833536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641267668933366,0.0,0.0,0.05509321056739823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865951797160711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609363747781556,0.0,0.2648061216166021,0.0,0.22569434908672575,0.38636709902762456,0.1439515052997618,0.0,0.0,0.0835637900047235,0.0,0.0,0.17277740160053967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266398155885084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389591136673035,0.0,0.0,0.2149558081908713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033946617526687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173698596860095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710101073969533,0.08083289158953494,0.05702304381123013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279851793001302,0.0,0.3953184281352525,0.0,0.0,0.08016725282545918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097674034781893,0.05788740187478723,0.12994184230032918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922417801441724,0.14918275105051607,0.0,0.0,0.16151185257881567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807408916137055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476367916191246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142061926422667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675376152243621,0.05473803586041776,0.0,0.0,0.1494391398150709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737813159146062,0.0,0.0,0.15116079728108786,0.13561561479217385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411438875917004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UnluckyWorker,2019/10/03,"I miss cozy rainy days getting lunch with friends This last semester in college is killing me. All my friends graduated and so I spend almost all my time alone.

I went to the caf of campus to get a coffee and standing in line gave me a huge dose of nostalgia. It was so nice and cozy inside but I was alone with no one to run back to an apartment with in the rain and snuggle a cat.

God compared to last year this year is garbage.",1.9669943820224705,3.803820123595506,2.8026825842696645,94.78357443820228,78.10112359550561,5.798314606741574,25.73174157303371,6.6274283507984215,0.7394820224719099,337,13,76,3,8,106,59,89,0.128,0.758,0.114,-0.0623,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,6,0,4,2,0,0,2,11,9,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,4,0,8,3,13,5,2,15,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,7,46,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430133822868909,0.5026957207607716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866093323214633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565113685470545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37499474842473096,0.0,0.253585177012272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684943444833934,0.0,0.0,0.39564037183133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444923785976656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151123188061165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497088068220453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125616083903037
lonely,trepaul15,2019/10/03,Want to cry. You ever feel so lonely that you want to cry when your work friend doesn’t show up? That as how I felt today.,-0.5322222222222202,1.3823128148148172,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,87.51851851851852,3.6,9.0,3.1291,-2.276866666666667,94,0,24,0,3,30,22,27,0.276,0.555,0.16899999999999998,-0.685,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,5,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,4,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,15,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.686561579385538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826858455875356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580159322338342,0.0,0.30006143060622537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414467219266659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962257255785484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36865645743501546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22751314205273446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mseth001,2019/10/03,"Never felt worse Ok so I'm not completely alone. I have friends that I hang out with occasionally, a family, etc. I should be happy. But I'm not. I have this emptiness inside of me that's just been exaggerated by the fact that a previously close friend and I grew apart recently. Now I just kinda feel dead inside. And on top of that insecurity has never been worse for me. 

If anyone else is feeling this way I'm open to talk. I'm a 22 year old guy who constantly clicks b instead of the spacebar when he texts. I brew beer (super beginner so if you got some recipes or tips you want to share I'd love to hear them), play golf, and do escape rooms. I have a switch and a ps4, but I mostly just play super smash Bros lol. If it matters I live in the USA and I'm a Scorpio. 

Honestly I just want someone I can talk to constantly. We can talk about anything or nothing as long as neither of us feels alone anymore :)",1.5549349881796672,3.5409157819148938,3.484397163120569,88.68388888888893,80.01063829787235,6.518203309692672,22.678486997635932,7.594959193182576,0.8942366430260056,709,23,155,11,18,239,120,188,0.048,0.706,0.247,0.9857,0,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,2,2,1,3,10,12,0,1,9,2,12,2,0,0,3,37,26,17,1,6,13,1,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,8,10,1,0,4,4,0,2,5,1,0,0,4,6,19,11,17,20,4,22,0,0,1,1,17,8,0,8,11,94,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988303787714754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430722655881107,0.10087354861508753,0.1478166966979915,0.11871792791409687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125926711986176,0.3117987563705455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051502280178936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089377925839202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600034604237873,0.0,0.21883438661250412,0.0,0.13851716972356445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291779715070373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538202093236535,0.0,0.0,0.14284518182172376,0.0,0.15357293691095095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259731118366288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738877228220535,0.1276701197665269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020493217381984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225323577844751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842630420329066,0.0,0.1513820090205816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244443332919993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223539513733687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34786459354895033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735332149646458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018264886974982,0.11451096267298848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940370296235551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290202797364336
lonely,bayfarm,2019/10/03,"Star athlete at my school yet I feel so lonely Starting QB, I'm popular, everyone loves me , and yet I feel so lonely inside. Yes, I'm really good at playing football but for some reason I feel like people only like me because of it. That's who these people think I am and as much as I enjoy the praise I wonder if they would still see me in the same light if I wasn't a star athlete. I'm a person to outside of football, that's not who I am entirely.  I feel like I'm always putting on this act like I'm the cool jock.",2.4301106194690263,3.0742554070796477,4.538219026548674,87.68396570796463,74.57522123893807,7.065929203539826,24.74446902654867,7.1686216300943375,0.9445761061946903,403,12,90,4,8,140,69,113,0.036000000000000004,0.6709999999999999,0.294,0.9831,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,5,13,0,0,5,2,4,1,0,1,0,16,18,9,0,3,4,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,7,14,11,10,16,3,10,1,2,1,1,6,4,0,4,8,54,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770504820351947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286249818913934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258886109185272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40763724788374,0.28797352261223674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904987430037874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39386695883170186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190598733304436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481618243070525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328721953671193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794576224706731,0.1759849537804588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026125756425946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291175538711251,0.20722610607249065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397851171790135,0.16060858712350692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265753393608735,0.0,0.16095742079162195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914456454374915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857146822483575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317474166041247,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,davgerar97,2019/10/03,"Anyone willing to be friends? Just that, I honestly can't really connect with the people in the country that I'm residing rn and I'm feeling incredibly alone. 

Also I recently divorced and I'm still really depressed and sad over the whole situation 

I'm a 22M living in Argentina and have an Xbox one for anyone who's also willing to play games and add me on Xbox live",2.759362934362933,4.999260689189189,5.276100386100385,76.06445945945947,77.24324324324324,8.552895752895754,29.49034749034749,9.23628265651192,3.096191505791506,297,14,53,8,7,105,52,74,0.121,0.748,0.131,-0.0643,0,1,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,10,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,3,3,8,7,1,6,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511660892120709,0.0,0.3878685681833652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391357306409662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088725649331689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226197891850826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736177880003546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282796130057002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433031052913796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812514033698633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107148292844205,0.0,0.23944828766344825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725901704778605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366792517323908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707525324696758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,drywaterv2,2019/10/03,"I finally lost the obsession i had with a girl after 1 year. It feels so good to have that burden off my heart. When I first met her, I found her fascinating and enjoyed every moment I spent with her to the point I developed an obsession for her which only led to worse things for an entire year. We were really great friends for a few months until suddenly, she started ignoring me, not picking up my calls or responding to my texts. She would still call me and talk to me ever so often, but only when she didn't have anyone else. For all that time, I knew that was the truth, and she was only making excuses for ignoring me and the conflict between my love for her, her excuses and the fact that I knew what was going on always put me in constant denial. Because of that I quickly fell into a terrible depression and started hurting myself to get her attention, to no avail. All of it made me feel like shit. But my stupid mind didn't want to accept that she's just a stupid bitch. After a while I started to lose my interest in her when I found out just how stupid she was. I'm ""sapiosexual"" meaning I'm attracted to someone's mind rather than their looks (i still have standards for looks, though). In the beginning she looked the average nerd girl but as time went on I was disappointed. I'm very knowledgeable when it comes to computer science and cyber security, it's (kind of) my profession at this point. One day she asks me, ""can you download games on an acer computer?"" Another time I realized she does NOT know how to pronounce the word ""shadow"" correctly. When I first heard these things I didn't mind them but looking back at it I am petrified. How could've I loved a girl that doesn't know how to pronounce common words in English as a native speaker? Or that you CAN in fact download games on computers? To be fair, she did want to play ""Slendytubbies 3"" with me but that piece of trash is windows exclusive and she had a chromebook. I knew she'd fuck something up if I taught her how to use ""wine"", so I brushed that off. Either way, her basic, reduced digital competence is NOT a thing for me... 

It took me whole months to finally say goodbye to her, slowly removing her from my social media... I can't believe I started cutting myself again and becoming depressed because of such a dumb bitch. Love sucks. I made a post on new years saying I should filter the people I keep in my life as fast as possible, I guess I should follow my own advice!

For the time being I've given up on dating and it feels so good to know I won't miss her. It took me so long to get rid of her because I always thought to myself, ""but I'm gonna miss her for the rest of my life and I'll feel very bad!"" No more. I don't care about what you drew for me anymore. I can do it by myself now. Fuck off alex! agahgahahahahahaba",4.633276847006865,5.293728763765543,5.6235427967932425,81.84631318707694,69.53285968028419,8.92840478133551,28.715328116749077,9.068930737419137,2.19851191973501,2206,76,447,40,37,729,266,563,0.18100000000000002,0.718,0.10099999999999999,-0.9947,0,0,2,0,0,2,69.0,1,3,2,5,29,44,11,2,25,0,32,10,2,11,7,87,92,42,0,7,16,0,4,1,1,5,2,4,1,3,27,18,1,5,18,4,1,10,12,27,0,3,29,13,92,17,76,55,9,79,0,8,4,5,54,24,7,5,44,317,119,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592850389728696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930688910974086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147625832510777,0.0,0.0,0.07705849888460731,0.05433033580260892,0.07961384207349176,0.0,0.0,0.07263993271832349,0.0,0.0,0.059747261767288576,0.06487707744329256,0.1420973989686559,0.08581463399121853,0.0,0.08754240281951584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868278767412008,0.0,0.07922133336682045,0.0,0.0,0.06693251901982779,0.0,0.08396716170404395,0.0,0.06203791445275302,0.0,0.0,0.050110707700452436,0.0,0.13384749016357994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799665615779671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490920313574622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028498998351036,0.06546643162401881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715181198700653,0.05550959967193834,0.0,0.17023526356524396,0.0,0.13218483739632958,0.0,0.17039024040656667,0.060031588765601024,0.14366661834815414,0.0811911160217671,0.0,0.044159260763369935,0.13034380052559422,0.0,0.08566561098490386,0.08559639577725993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920760421079028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318051218561823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906420618810093,0.0,0.08091361960201386,0.1281072889665595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976500810789204,0.03796077675896471,0.0,0.0,0.0687629271905801,0.260997033802293,0.08692752779711606,0.08481980453498139,0.0,0.21038451958757076,0.14704510270172969,0.05186601127772303,0.0,0.0,0.08463915219457567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353675363284016,0.0,0.12404037086632175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504409612380755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265219879203482,0.17728530277621793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053868079981459975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469050932298537,0.08759618652988924,0.07441606571400895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811095173194121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977724105321294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358188495213207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975894517395338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920636975173256,0.06583579298986615,0.059818014878113474,0.0,0.0,0.21998863026420956,0.0,0.12410421501703715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245310900240551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548632467737281,0.0,0.07634082388917979,0.061685903319765374,0.18123227834323946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265730808873192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710870391240974,0.0,0.12822290132934427,0.09166010899598777,0.061675425723775434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202959214806175,0.0,0.08675037561322266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918394255568023,0.055196550853769184,0.0,0.0,0.15011066169024848
lonely,lemurtomato122,2019/10/03,"Got no friends back home So i'm in an appartment for college a few hours away from my house.

I have a few friends here, one if my roomate is a good friend, but he usually hangs out with other friends when he isn't in our appartment. Over here I sometimes do things with friends, but I usually don't see anyone when I'm not in class. 
My roomate sort of changed in one summer, he seems to be more outgoing which I think is great, but he doesn't seem like he wants to do stuff with me. 

When I go back home, I spend time with my girlfriend, but I realised that I have no friends at all. I either lost contact with them or some of them are ghosting me for no reason lmao. All the friends that i have here live an hour and a half from my home so i'ts tough to organise something..

That's pretty much it I guess i had to get it off my chest",2.62108213820078,3.5523531073446364,3.3200000000000043,95.51029986962193,74.42372881355931,6.802086049543678,26.04476314645806,7.010146845296331,0.7874810082572794,648,22,156,6,13,204,100,177,0.077,0.7020000000000001,0.222,0.9853,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,2,1,10,12,0,0,7,0,13,1,1,1,2,25,25,12,1,2,8,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,3,0,9,7,0,0,4,0,1,2,7,2,0,3,3,1,23,10,24,21,8,22,0,1,1,0,17,9,0,7,12,108,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203979003760503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023529780711666,0.18043889250081926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241194706098305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6345414961344824,0.0,0.06130002707460488,0.0,0.06668128270741801,0.09841074852430537,0.09383943463242056,0.12935662249868116,0.12925210628285752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35307435094741124,0.0,0.23109262283822946,0.13538294482277274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573214597142305,0.0,0.1036044461076615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807943945648176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625097234249167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901154557963745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936668319727095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063467244071902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349673487583317,0.21362545804221056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032628472786118,0.11604226542066562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343146578574249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794876816773624,0.07518025859051082,0.0,0.0,0.06841600481421188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25844460430208405,0.0,0.06920421147566083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rambleon4ever,2019/10/03,"Out of touch I (24M) have always felt disconnected and isolated from everyone around me. I don't understand it, I'm intelligent, freindly, helpful, and attractive yet I feel like I'm speaking a different language most of the time. On the surface my interactions with people seem standard and normal, but that's the problem; there is no deeper understanding, no connection. Every time I try to dig a little deeper and talk personally with people it's futile, and not necessarily for lack of their trying. Even with my closest friends I feel so weird and struggle to open up personally. I tell myself that I'm just different, my mind works on another level from most people but I often  find myself wondering what is wrong with me? Why am I like this? Why can't I just be normal?",5.332702194357363,7.136626282758622,6.640564263322883,70.93131661442006,68.93103448275862,9.686520376175553,31.112852664576806,10.018931242160765,3.4444482758620696,621,26,104,16,11,210,93,145,0.16399999999999998,0.723,0.114,-0.8668,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,8,8,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,35,17,9,0,4,5,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,6,13,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,5,17,4,17,15,3,13,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,5,5,73,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337633811467273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547883743310426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199582242769645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098307788503357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793396924048167,0.0,0.12492773832570064,0.14168272629666442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994417717827388,0.10592739775717457,0.14236686035116292,0.0,0.13552029036283436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455658154176165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993853331534032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487895148524854,0.1486100937638171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971506902789278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905552358849484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083847965938043,0.2589353080697219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187875909483738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498361925013874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500879684685726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917750006426915,0.12959852839279107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292021333211086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133742918688752,0.0,0.0,0.3087181577635534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675895122890285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607974694548394,0.1079456685160653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211498921315926,0.0,0.0
lonely,FitEffective0,2019/10/03,is it possible to find real friendship on adult dating app YS.LT? is it possible to find real friendship on adult dating app [YS.LT](https://YS.LT)?,8.31625,11.377838125000006,6.298333333333333,71.28,63.58333333333334,8.133333333333335,32.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.402233333333333,121,5,15,2,2,35,13,24,0.0,0.7809999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955434639832925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6112274312757949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6171204927398153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,huawei911,2019/10/03,"Do you use Zingr app discover people around you not to feel so lonely? Can social apps like Facebook, Zingr, insta.. help you not to feel so lonely?",4.914642857142855,6.235206892857143,6.305714285714287,74.78928571428574,69.35714285714286,8.457142857142857,21.142857142857142,8.841846274778883,1.555442857142857,115,2,19,2,2,39,20,28,0.19,0.6659999999999999,0.14400000000000002,-0.3904,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076525324172892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630837735901274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30693912882972924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237202298552846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174692475824816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667993850435515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955023038623408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vacboi,2019/10/03,"Same patterns when around people Started college recently. Loving the coursework and my professors. Great time academically.

However, despite being surrounded by new people, I still end up being cast off (walking at the back of the pack, never being invited to stuff, etc.). The same thing happened in high school as well.

I'm curious as to what might be behind this. It's mentally taxing to put forth a genuine effort to connect with people and have them repeatedly, to put it bluntly, not give a shit.",6.148603531300161,8.364468932584273,6.737110754414124,69.40640449438204,67.53932584269663,9.130658105939006,34.06260032102729,9.606745405546679,3.8086937399678975,401,19,59,9,7,131,71,89,0.0,0.838,0.162,0.9363,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,1,0,6,0,6,2,1,0,1,9,11,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,16,6,3,20,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,1,10,48,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010009061360493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692732542467676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923855196097715,0.0,0.21310267929302734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329960093554845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066436737982636,0.0,0.0,0.1689698030189721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201884587481132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245551712006704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925618627916251,0.20270375253420447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737127156764435,0.18454449637087986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974086518775871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841726929361493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866665033754695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338131875388895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613900531117534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524611887006502,0.0,0.1525952809134886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21873880038620147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694385194125116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141922303195599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180223086870958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MsScylla,2019/10/03,"Isolated First time posting. But I've had things build up for a while. 

I'm a single parent, that's not the issue though. I became a mom in the fourth year of University. When I told my mom she was nervous and scared for me, since she went through it with me too. Then came the time to tell my stepfather. She told him. I've never been so hurt by what someone had said about me until that day. ""Did she do it on purpose? Because she can't keep a man with her looks?"". How cruel can you be.. This man could get mad at anything I do, even a coffee cup I forgot to put away. But out of everything this really hurt and I haven't forgotten it. I only stayed with them until my daughter was born and worked part time while doing an internship for that semester (for a few months after I tell them). Then I move out to finish the last semester of University. This summer I had to move out of my apartment and I couldn't find a new place in the few weeks I had left there. They help us out, I'm grateful for it, I truly am. We're not even there for 2 days when he suggests an apartment to rent. It's horrible, truly for what they were asking, I doubt he'd ever move in there or stay there for longer than 30 min himself. This continues until i finally find a decent place for us to live. We stayed with them for a week.. and to him it felt like too much. I know I'm a burden, I'm sorry. Next time we'll go to a shelter.

I feel isolated even in my own family. I don't see my friends often, I do my best with what I have, even when I couldn't work I did art as a means to support me and my daughter. My family has helped us, don't get me wrong. But the constant little things get to me.",1.1674527310924354,2.793635299719888,3.039929096638655,93.13829700630257,79.75630252100841,6.255217086834732,19.83972338935574,7.1686216300943375,0.2358992296918769,1290,31,300,16,32,432,178,357,0.111,0.8170000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9235,2,0,0,0,1,1,46.0,5,1,5,4,19,13,2,3,20,0,28,0,0,1,2,39,51,24,0,3,6,5,2,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,18,17,0,2,6,1,1,7,9,9,0,1,17,5,57,4,50,28,7,63,0,2,2,0,39,18,0,3,35,214,75,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332899034326085,0.0,0.08330474521164133,0.0,0.08372069712752091,0.0,0.0,0.05431992740697583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351423967882544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191678464107257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629500950977073,0.0,0.07114616525029553,0.0,0.0,0.11493567191336924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354222180208509,0.08060405569872099,0.0,0.0,0.0800852879084962,0.0,0.16800778512303413,0.0,0.04505611158772108,0.0,0.08555846938623138,0.09761438871598777,0.16288774769102418,0.07579594162651103,0.0,0.0,0.06884527586445488,0.0,0.13966708765830102,0.0,0.05064261252680114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119455566598458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078573216929265,0.0,0.0,0.09300648738137847,0.0,0.07920403949235369,0.0,0.0,0.04897189313439135,0.0726356053151785,0.0,0.0,0.096817025408108,0.0,0.0,0.04353408266778108,0.08931047665456687,0.0786847464123612,0.0,0.07482899070888607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706565995648116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872641447016088,0.07112583330057161,0.28412581376449897,0.06550525717338561,0.0,0.068726237905906,0.08606188185048735,0.09476827206489367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777129523146387,0.0,0.0,0.09894483173911656,0.09649620011289343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186199563169352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534164559316168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957900549688662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057085410573767675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476292133077139,0.0,0.08921350323513086,0.0,0.07100821586791603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371176090144514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550163877621141,0.0,0.0,0.09975006125450482,0.0,0.2849345308813186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111966610889306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577012370217208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839991982700633,0.0,0.08754899192976122,0.0,0.2078403463017038,0.0,0.0,0.17029464821392254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215609217906468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429554877650829,0.0,0.0,0.08260479597166691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974460702901372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974265380821824,0.0,0.05738317735024854
lonely,NooseOnMyNeck,2019/10/03,I'll be up all night. Need someone to talk to. Dm me please :),-3.957380952380952,-3.2414143571428538,-1.1271428571428572,111.4554761904762,121.14285714285714,1.866666666666667,11.809523809523812,3.1291,-2.204733333333333,45,1,13,0,3,15,13,14,0.0,0.6940000000000001,0.306,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37077385863405504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469254342978075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5488945522558778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236828802161401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40191379033992414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SpyTrain_from_Canada,2019/10/03,"Ever have that one good day? I met this girl on a discord server. We talked for a while, had good fun conversations. It was awesome. 
But then she stopped responding as quickly after a day or two. 
Then she stopped all together. 
She’s still active in the server, but every time I see her online, I want to message her and die inside a little each time. 

I fucking hate this.",1.2719939117199388,3.829215438356165,2.7678538812785405,89.66523592085238,86.39726027397259,4.888280060882801,21.80974124809741,6.42735559955562,0.5446024353120245,289,10,56,3,9,94,56,73,0.19399999999999998,0.6579999999999999,0.14800000000000002,-0.7709999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,2,11,8,8,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,10,3,6,5,2,16,0,0,1,1,12,3,1,1,13,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061251813354967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463181101324014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468470803168696,0.19996647594850986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941403151092004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981336664648131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343209372493923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378738071992664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082554650070086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912668797255627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953746150269876,0.3968483556899989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076231603644173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27678597358528456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318435506302272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399873838110592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ketryne,2019/10/03,"Anyone want to talk about life? DM me! Bored, all in the title.",-2.2348717948717933,-1.3707150000000006,-0.2846153846153854,104.82128205128204,122.07692307692308,1.7333333333333334,4.333333333333333,3.1291,-2.917389743589744,47,0,11,0,3,15,13,13,0.163,0.7490000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.2714,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4966977813120385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.501745803587228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5709576467599181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189866683185541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CCChamp75,2019/10/03,"I have no one to talk too about this, and I need to vent... So recently I’ve been through a lot and it’s left me feeling desperately alone. 

I’m not an antisocial guy by any means, I have a great group of supporting friends that I spend a lot of time with, but I always feel like the 3rd wheel friend. I’m not jealous of my friends gf’s and I actually genuinely enjoy spending time with every one of them. 

I’m single and I’ve been single for way too long. All I want is someone to talk too, spend time with and that shows they actually care about me. I’ve experienced short periods of time while dating people that show me a flicker of empathy towards me and it honestly feels amazing and I become obsessed with feeling that way. But life doesn’t work like that and each time it’s ended very quickly and badly. 

The last time this happened was not too long ago, this girl was different from the others. By far the nicest person I’ve EVER met, one of those people I could talk hours with and never get tired of her, we had so much in common, but one thing lead to another and it all ended very quickly. 

I want to feel loved the same way I felt when I was with her for that short period of time. I’ve cried myself to sleep a lot thinking I’m never going to meet someone better and that I’m just purely alone because I can’t share how I’m feeling with any of my friends. (Can’t share with friends cuz they introduced us, and they’ll tell her, and she can’t know cuz of what she’s also gong through). All I want is someone to share my feeling with and someone to actually care, give me a hug and tell me everything’s gonna be okay. I wish she could’ve been that. 

Thank you to anyone that’s read til the end I really appreciate it, just really needed to get it off my chest.",4.052753623188405,4.510766304347829,5.107934782608698,85.75155797101452,70.73913043478261,8.307246376811595,26.74637681159421,8.344100000000001,1.5193311594202896,1392,42,304,20,24,459,170,368,0.043,0.691,0.266,0.9982,1,3,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,1,4,3,16,25,1,1,13,1,18,6,2,4,7,68,53,28,0,7,8,0,8,2,6,2,2,0,0,3,22,27,0,0,11,3,3,2,10,3,0,4,9,9,40,22,44,40,11,40,0,0,0,2,35,7,0,3,30,193,62,3,0.0,0.0,0.22707719173983604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875682523820549,0.0,0.0,0.1606682054272563,0.0,0.062028822229901664,0.064540418204871,0.0,0.0,0.10549392330182253,0.08133382254069597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423535618331267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476366014105088,0.04728299535264585,0.08566461391226769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860007168700738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816567922851452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385892108008552,0.0,0.08520167481925986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103907258600762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609910036147835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016211863562971,0.065351984020107,0.0,0.06971055516371036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745348919917454,0.05541255847816985,0.07447470759780779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996332114328823,0.0,0.08104917871959393,0.07440755945124,0.04408206209132515,0.0,0.0,0.08551585142612461,0.0,0.07680169302592077,0.06859060575925231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638604819211696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04262777779755154,0.0632259495271923,0.0,0.0,0.08427476215368948,0.0,0.05478655914096026,0.07578882839957728,0.0,0.0,0.1372854333879977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782934967905527,0.07000557599313975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449118707832452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057019309825243,0.11502715142729042,0.1196460504508138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102406114841991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075478169441156,0.06772689693259537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758613997902457,0.0,0.09938044219538876,0.0,0.07658622784669039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762116637144212,0.0,0.2628827986919801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880200127453388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870317877551972,0.13559071940410974,0.07141156868136811,0.0,0.0,0.05153083892206234,0.049700616014996056,0.0,0.0,0.3166020380629969,0.08914972934077105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330132480176516,0.0,0.0,0.1279987436433405,0.1372498048951855,0.18470281652809775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891960942532517,0.0,0.0,0.05646835281296685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,burgerznfryz,2019/10/03,"I had a best friend Our friendship was one for the books. We talked about our weddings and the other one being there, matching tattoos, vacations, trips, everything in common. So. Much. Laughter. So many inside jokes. And now it’s a lot of nights alone.

I just kind of wish that I never knew a friend like her, I wish I never knew what not being lonely felt like. Because it stings so much more now that everything reminds me of her. It’s worse than a break up, if I’m being honest. 

The most human contact I get sometimes is at my tables that I wait on. Then after work, I talk to my bartender at the bar I frequent. Try to find someone to hook up with in my intoxicated state, even though I know they don’t give a shit about me. And if not, then I drink a little more or get some blow and have a solo after party at my place. 

This loneliness is consuming me and my life is falling apart.",2.223833333333335,4.075978550000002,3.4819444444444483,90.13625000000003,77.3888888888889,5.833333333333334,21.805555555555557,6.6274283507984215,0.4040555555555554,689,19,144,6,16,224,113,180,0.091,0.7390000000000001,0.17,0.9418,0,3,1,0,0,0,24.0,3,0,1,2,11,10,1,0,11,0,10,5,1,0,2,26,21,14,0,4,6,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,9,7,2,1,5,4,0,2,5,2,0,2,5,1,25,8,21,13,8,26,0,1,0,0,14,11,1,6,13,109,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196090310007374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532684588374678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164109525533982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319133780742425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328648511780526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810857179837947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014782630551046,0.0,0.14292706159341095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24163519045175005,0.0,0.1634025617705423,0.15001244949675488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284408163020678,0.08594150125572382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045471719335248,0.15279721410779776,0.15673227948313725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329473579771272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854319411212411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299122938202091,0.0,0.24121738749542845,0.0,0.0,0.14675057305418587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211932156793208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338218688033754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052022196672544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249894517837546,0.0,0.1546622762524791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513821339465773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364102382607314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617069615704236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35965497815425856,0.0,0.0,0.11384536715078293,0.0,0.15936299066539178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,genesisofrhythm,2019/10/03,"Just read an article on ""how to get people to like you."" And every suggestion is something I already do. I just started laughing.",2.3912499999999994,5.245158958333335,4.24666666666667,78.86500000000002,84.41666666666666,6.533333333333335,33.0,7.793537801064563,3.1376000000000013,101,6,16,2,3,34,21,24,0.0,0.778,0.222,0.6908,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,13,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928161823736201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762660010789313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333215343406441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817822225253694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30960488509331924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467045196374742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438019255414872,0.0,0.0,0.3160942185902526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,InIt2WnIt,2019/10/03,Bored and alone York SC can be a lonely place,0.5259999999999998,2.4079316000000013,1.2900000000000027,103.625,83.0,4.0,10.0,3.1291,-2.146,36,0,9,0,1,11,10,10,0.524,0.47600000000000003,0.0,-0.6808,0,3,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7040110185485102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7101890493117231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,773LOVE,2019/10/03,"All I do is work and can’t make friends I (F22) recently graduated college and went from being surrounded by my peers and friends and boyfriend to living with my parents and working nearly every day of the week. I work with the homeless which means at the end of the day I’m emotionally and mentally drained. On the weekends I work at a popular retail store. It’s here where I get to bond with my coworkers,  and i really enjoy being around all of them. But with all of this going on I don’t have any friends to hang out with and I mainly hang out with my mom. I really don’t know what to do about this. It’s not like I have any sort of social anxiety, it just seems as if making friends is extremely hard at this age.  I wouldn’t mind talking to some peeps online who understand this pain",4.113833992094861,4.930171732919259,5.143026538678711,84.258594014681,70.80124223602485,8.835911914172783,28.300959909655557,9.095868883498916,2.1260509316770198,623,22,131,12,11,205,93,161,0.075,0.809,0.115,0.8187,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,4,5,8,0,0,6,0,12,1,0,2,3,34,22,11,0,2,4,2,1,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,10,17,0,0,4,1,2,4,5,1,0,0,1,1,16,7,29,18,5,22,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,4,8,92,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030677083960155,0.0,0.11421941735350308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329148512042884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258127742598405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795023622146724,0.13224165178735872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579755514568947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614167542593462,0.0,0.07800672529202783,0.0,0.08485458735519047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374971118672493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205520166879406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294383990767331,0.0,0.13184078298557822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932711321026128,0.0,0.0,0.1626390525885199,0.0,0.0,0.1504663004484159,0.0,0.1507574691144671,0.17486650950936544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887313462315816,0.0,0.16578771215067528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912997263194176,0.0,0.14742261257102993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592345074008882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219964521600396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000728050782332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543381316360053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197650389585096,0.0,0.0,0.13840904973111284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347889866535572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,idkkk99,2019/10/03,"Anyone else go for drives ?? Every night I go for a drive. Usually just down the street. But I loop around and basically end up driving to nowhere. Sometimes I drive for an hour, sometimes for three. There comes a point when your so lonely that you just have to get away from everyone around you. It’s ironic when you explain it but I don’t know how else to describe it. You are so lonely that all you want to do is be alone??? Sometimes when I drive I’ll pull up to people next to me and look inside their car trying to wonder if anyone else is doing a lonely drive like I am. Idk pretty weird I guess but I just wonder if anyone else is going on a drive.",1.555641025641027,3.5628209629629666,2.794814814814813,93.52128205128206,80.1111111111111,5.042735042735044,17.792022792022788,5.8734145424116955,-0.41239601139601145,510,10,110,3,13,164,79,135,0.138,0.797,0.065,-0.8483,0,7,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,6,1,0,12,5,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,1,1,21,22,13,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,13,1,4,0,1,0,1,16,1,19,21,1,30,0,3,1,0,8,9,0,5,9,75,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387688446516535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711498704191795,0.39733387697492745,0.0,0.23014191951247276,0.0,0.0,0.12144629942096133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134812986120653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319286640208749,0.0,0.11448813772911487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890916458502957,0.12351578251476825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753427976982232,0.0,0.22038843782039608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239712970961318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272974465778376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103924597942157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315108951655214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854787791790106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747205099438722,0.12130402546491545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961428694133883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219476898355418,0.0,0.0,0.1315063526551013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38353151827349613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776069872998914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236429447817234,0.0,0.07624232487465589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803591628315048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fertous,2019/10/03,"letting things out guess i really don't have anything planned right now, so ill just ramble on for a bit.
i was browsing tik told a few minutes ago and i got caught in a user's profile for way too long. apparently my dumb brain decided to develop a crush (or multiple cuz it happened with others too) on someone ill never meet or even talk to. and after stepping out of that it all sinked in and made me realize how much of a lonely loser i am. im tired of lacking the social skills to develop new friendships or relationships. i wish I were more courageous. 
i was in a relationship once, but it was with a girl id never met who lived on the other side of the world. 
im not entitled to friendships or a girlfriend, noone owes me shit. i just wish i could have the chance to try, but im my own huge barrier. 
ill gain nothing from writing this. everything will most likely stay the same. but it's nice just putting words to your feelings. i hope someone can relate and not feel too lonely.",3.5936348408710224,4.927010206030153,4.763899497487441,84.53717252931325,72.56783919597991,7.718726968174206,28.342043551088786,8.238735603445708,1.8854479731993297,777,30,157,12,15,256,128,199,0.145,0.7120000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.3684,2,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,4,10,9,2,0,13,0,12,6,2,3,3,41,25,14,0,5,12,0,2,1,1,1,4,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,4,0,1,3,5,5,0,0,9,2,15,4,24,13,9,25,0,3,0,0,12,12,2,7,9,108,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159992310363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128857155822781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497627276831528,0.0,0.0,0.15313589326995633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952538331182307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060470293142812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328664271584648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872252636033472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971369048577227,0.0,0.15111691197734775,0.0,0.1213059555478418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624859760819608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44452698480987296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027368714075966,0.0,0.06701818818404287,0.0,0.12113059054256843,0.12139811637167396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980103683045913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084153342087272,0.0,0.21160009183186815,0.13248726147151416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162588565987818,0.0,0.0,0.1460899763993003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790166875786272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878796693062629,0.0,0.0,0.2945554340471783,0.0,0.117149168974837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081113331713987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398355841636699,0.2324607629530957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621337919273306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025839219197008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113489502575914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576658054671711,0.0,0.13107935301899115,0.0,0.09313478306827824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888542438770864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154956083199929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway13371791,2019/10/03,"I wish I could buy booze or something Lately I've been wishing I was old enough to buy booze or had friends that could get me something, anything to forget my loneliness for just a minute.  It's probably a good thing I don't have access to it because I'd probably be an alcoholic if I did.",4.125,4.766139499999999,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,70.66666666666666,8.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.468666666666667,230,10,48,4,4,76,44,60,0.081,0.738,0.182,0.7096,0,0,3,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,9,3,0,0,0,9,12,3,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,7,2,4,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22526701390637585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345959858175208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284936934068925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365922592736594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177991393654616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628533798133199,0.0,0.11012741730514304,0.0,0.0,0.17679798993983606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377767223065248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118531698270344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45452770203455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245479953782697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003740177769686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847888972595841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Blue_Ice_Fields,2019/10/03,"Me, Myself, Music, Misery I don't know why I'm on here.",-3.325384615384614,-1.808547769230767,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,103.6153846153846,2.6,6.5,3.1291,-2.3035846153846156,41,0,10,0,2,16,12,13,0.29100000000000004,0.7090000000000001,0.0,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201684081920689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8540637137350638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HowdyFolks135,2019/10/03,"Oddly out of place. I am friends with a group of people who had been friends for years before they knew me. I love them all and that all love me but I feel strangely put of place when we are all together. I can’t describe it other than just being a puzzle piece that is slightly off. A little too big or too small, bent slightly.",2.0376960784313742,3.8109316911764712,2.885882352941177,94.55813725490198,77.67647058823529,5.121568627450982,21.62745098039216,5.46131890053228,-0.053301960784313714,257,7,56,1,6,81,52,68,0.042,0.82,0.139,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,3,13,11,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,9,4,8,7,4,11,0,0,0,2,9,8,0,2,2,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282163047245998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560870605713335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144174208175309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688043364082101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4841173998567446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593436580093486,0.0,0.5604185745287578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696125474935166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271038613183176
lonely,Tanmay2699,2019/10/03,"Even hugs in dreams make a difference. I have been a loner for 2 years now after my breakup. Fair to say I really love her to this day. 

So I struggled with my mental health a lot yesterday. I managed to somehow put myself to sleep. And in my dreams, I saw my ex. We didn't say anything. We just hugged for a really really long time and then she left. 

It made a huge difference. Enormous one. Though preparing for another day at Uni, I haven't been feeling well. But I am a lot calmer now.  I am gonna struggle with loneliness, anxities and all those stuff all day long still, I know. But it still is better than yesterday. 

I hope.",0.3664752200092636,2.7858391259842525,2.282584529874942,92.00353404353868,90.81102362204723,6.452802223251506,20.069013432144512,7.724431198458867,1.0062870773506258,487,16,104,11,17,161,81,127,0.1,0.684,0.21600000000000005,0.9470000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,1,10,8,0,2,6,0,8,5,1,2,2,20,16,8,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,2,1,1,5,4,19,6,14,10,4,22,0,0,1,3,8,6,0,4,15,73,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878546477751013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461234426611817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392576330888345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929756045299753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31642006741461315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001676807010447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765665484030182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096088648276907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040217500817038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322087046418965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452696872684322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26801803563072263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574773466860721,0.13666968517957082,0.14328483815852727,0.10107936810287907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152603811143951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026115340666639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222696807553154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29102596947094594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24084325229940065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153736285657687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418611981872969,0.0,0.0,0.3166108553200475,0.1733488350188626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877724446270985,0.0,0.08829888651302485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615196079593744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975146694040095
lonely,littlebunnnn,2019/10/03,"Vent i guesssssss Idk man i understand that everyone wants to be loved and i have friends and family who do. 
But i still feel so alone at all times. I just sit in my bed waiting for texts back as i feel like im fucking drowning. I watch my friends post about their s.o's and how they make them ""melt into maple syrup"" and thats all i fucking want dude. Idk
I'd do anything to have someone think of me in that way. 
I woke up this morning so happy but it crumbled and i feel so fucking alone and useless. Anyway lmfao.",0.3427350427350433,2.632762333333332,1.6351851851851862,98.13602564102564,87.70370370370371,4.4341880341880335,22.196581196581203,5.8734145424116955,0.0976572649572649,404,15,91,3,13,128,74,108,0.106,0.7390000000000001,0.155,0.6693,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,9,9,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,2,22,19,13,1,2,3,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,16,5,11,17,2,11,0,1,1,4,8,5,3,0,4,56,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770568618108031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979537731069315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997001829109468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739376947901798,0.0,0.0,0.1716019097346788,0.0,0.27611987580253017,0.13004243962970075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28127222332940643,0.5048520702840096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377457502402684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662389544715006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893078042625052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642893982853502,0.0,0.12150659850329193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433465184916427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423363140711313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536958458108895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663762755576933,0.0,0.0,0.10614329663107833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894998991931725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21473230325939954,0.1444871314821373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,premepope,2019/10/03,"Been depressed for 4 months Hey first time posting on here ive been depressed for about 4 months and with anxiety and medication shit gets worse. My life was still not right before these 4 months but it wasn’t that bad as it is now. I use to have a handful of friends that I occasionally talked to and one good one that I hanged out with. Also I had a relationship with a girl. Now I’ve completely disappeared from my friends I talk to no one and I lost that relationship. I faded away and I don’t know why i broke i just feel burnt out and sad. Every time I see people hanging out with their friends I just get angry on the inside it’s like I want to talk to people but my body zips up. I get nervous over everything and I get many anxiety attacks. To be honest if I didn’t have my cousin I would probably kill my self, he’s the only man that could understand how I feel. Sorry I just needed to vent out have a good day.",0.649368817710787,2.9140758704663234,2.4437988695242585,93.16695124823364,85.63212435233159,5.788883655204899,19.65355628827132,7.1686216300943375,0.34418341968911914,725,21,163,11,22,239,110,193,0.24100000000000002,0.624,0.135,-0.963,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,10,17,3,1,6,0,15,5,3,2,0,32,28,13,1,5,7,1,3,1,3,1,2,0,0,3,9,15,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,10,0,4,7,4,26,7,26,18,0,25,0,5,1,0,15,10,1,1,12,106,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949323129028998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162559044469345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504971813534294,0.1115319160288754,0.0,0.09911785889565887,0.0,0.0,0.10101343338787663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186000539806095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244651355306608,0.0,0.0,0.09478024432101884,0.0,0.0,0.07655810419876674,0.0,0.2044894308805429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001826203998747,0.0,0.106688858461769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200466462082875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097463216223812,0.0,0.0,0.27514506412925205,0.0,0.2480842201457268,0.0,0.0,0.1991365662195909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133498347475828,0.0,0.06523989001812236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384835610719786,0.05799569066059515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958594543356455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035326816341738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195877967609079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842594748732253,0.0,0.0,0.08802193189443445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413228253835889,0.09028427459712406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459707992393324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369132814989025,0.0,0.12798941586615753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549001442486768,0.0,0.1013776580523574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459646946653634,0.0,0.12384037897731093,0.0,0.12185406903275713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288608238374866,0.0,0.0,0.09480192817846292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28624370993466897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844146576936436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358125590649968,0.0,0.10252729172140712,0.0,0.0,0.07001821065202986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071172756265713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097559190911593,0.08432815032139797,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,einsteincangetit,2019/10/03,"bored 16f sick of the people in my town, entertain me?",2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454553,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,78.0909090909091,8.036363636363637,20.090909090909093,8.841846274778883,1.2269272727272729,42,1,9,1,1,14,11,11,0.344,0.51,0.146,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jason13711,2019/10/03,"After all this time, still nobody loves me 47 years on this planet and the only person I have found that actually loves me no matter what is my son. He is why I don't kill myself. Everyone else in my life has left. Either because I did not meet their expectations or wasn't able to give them what they sought from me in the first place. Really just want to die. My kid would be the only one to miss me.",3.1764285714285734,4.065261880952382,4.479523809523811,87.88214285714287,73.04761904761905,7.504761904761906,18.761904761904766,7.793537801064563,0.2798476190476196,314,4,70,4,6,104,66,84,0.083,0.767,0.149,0.7283,0,0,0,0,0,2,7.0,0,0,3,1,2,4,1,0,3,0,9,3,0,0,1,11,15,2,2,3,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,0,14,2,8,10,2,10,0,1,0,2,11,5,0,1,5,49,19,0,0.21264040540706186,0.0,0.2075063619300471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962361747925785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068716922209625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776337732967372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318701987082813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087182021184536,0.0,0.233149229031963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398405287013952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352551032857917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310344226522019,0.0,0.15019420686289453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838325358311752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409064188077142,0.32344522051143154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856694000786609,0.22216396544713934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622288867253116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169814902436889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399233040170053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542082043201722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187489178056588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105364304989702,0.0,0.0,0.13693344939260368
lonely,DynamicRecompilation,2019/10/03,"Negative friends How terrible is to have just a couple of friends you only see each 6 months, and they are full of negative comments regarding any topic? 
I hate to try to chat with them through Internet, comment something that I'm thinking, or read, of anything, and receive a only negative comments, full of hopelessness and negative views of the world. Maybe they too are depressed, lonely or anxious, but it gets on my nerves. I always try to be positive as much as I can, when talking  to a anyone, even when my soul is crushed. 

I hate that. I wish I could meet more people easily, and fill my life with more positive people, that could really help me to get out of this hell that is my life.",7.405789473684209,6.780306421052632,7.435037593984965,75.5981203007519,63.73684210526316,11.209022556390977,37.045112781954884,10.608840637214634,3.880296240601504,546,24,102,12,7,176,84,133,0.24,0.609,0.151,-0.8977,0,2,1,0,0,1,18.0,0,1,3,0,6,9,3,0,4,0,10,2,0,1,0,17,18,12,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,7,0,0,0,2,15,2,19,15,6,10,2,3,2,0,14,5,1,2,3,77,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788657386964946,0.0,0.0,0.1208632924538182,0.0,0.0,0.2007856365757657,0.0,0.12427376877370283,0.0,0.1462576118858074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28380775940405545,0.19665616267121014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307959906563334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738976369171425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746293271029653,0.0,0.1857144048515792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350945475520148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912945899958208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510735675664416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785548521966629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418633268129496,0.0,0.13065286233039652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27034513222021644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246432834143382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777792698034147,0.0,0.1138591406339661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416287341268125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682614030719134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285358470011714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388295933158475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413356000767128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438207790652616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sugarbearxx,2019/10/06,"I love you, my little cricket Little cricket is my boy toy, who is no longer my boy toy btw which is sad, because i’m all alone now and i miss this bitch. I want some attention but not any attention u know.  Fucking cunt stopped texting me",0.5321088435374115,2.8956981632653047,2.0439795918367345,94.95399659863949,87.77551020408163,4.899319727891157,24.493197278911573,6.42735559955562,0.7284258503401357,186,8,40,2,6,60,37,49,0.301,0.631,0.068,-0.8991,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,10,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,9,2,4,0,2,0,2,5,2,3,1,2,21,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463315550970701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273995306865684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384360759594775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091420601758283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377431347663364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.670301696870185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018038315010293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795685339961733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723436979836648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,uwotuwotm8,2019/10/06,"I'm turning 30 and have no friends - feeling very low I've never had close friends - I was bullied in school, and those who were nice to me were just people who would say hello and smile, no real connection. At uni I joined clubs and had drinking buddies, but nobody to talk to about anything beyond a bit of banter and what pub we should head to next. Now, I'm turning 30 in a week and I'm just super sad that I've not made those connections with anyone. I have a long term boyfriend, and he is my only friend.

I know all the usual advice, get out and have hobbies and meet people etc, but I really do! I have a couple of pretty niche hobbies that I'm passionate about, and I go to groups and meetings, but conversation never gets beyond the shared interest. I've never been able to break through beyond the superficial. Part of me believes that nobody would actually want to know me on that level at this stage in their lives, and part of me just doesn't know how. It's been like this for years. On the outside I seem to have a pretty full life - I go to work events, I share my interests with like minded people, I try to ask people questions about themselves and get chatting and we have a laugh, but that's all it is. 

Am I just destined to go through life without forming any true platonic connections? I feel like at my age everyone is already sorted friends-wise. They have their little groups and are happy to be friendly and chat, or go for a drink, but you'll never be part of the inner circle. 

Sorry, just need to get this off my chest (as I've no friends to talk to!!)",4.8744006309148284,5.276893435331235,5.332194006309149,85.06396924290222,68.90536277602524,7.854195583596216,27.83738170347003,7.554174236665415,1.4525647949526816,1237,38,253,12,20,396,165,317,0.054000000000000006,0.731,0.215,0.9958,0,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,2,1,3,2,13,20,0,0,12,0,27,7,2,2,7,59,51,24,0,5,13,0,2,3,5,4,2,1,0,0,15,22,2,0,7,6,0,4,10,2,0,0,8,3,27,18,44,37,10,38,0,2,0,1,29,19,0,4,16,169,42,2,0.09481089232870188,0.0,0.09252175427717163,0.0,0.0,0.0926481066835756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462617730691176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447465798754902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629398037927699,0.0,0.07802128597494798,0.0,0.08863538579765774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681940851528958,0.0,0.0,0.10350893861711848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490644902971556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857571591968815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573920707403586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059587065160438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958784718199198,0.06773292042373666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662533011228392,0.0,0.1981391122659016,0.0,0.2155328601130896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092795788528226,0.0,0.0,0.09730332847234716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631676071443765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393547428592092,0.13895943872594707,0.0950254218284797,0.0837197549423138,0.08390465618611304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897123587528897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573197370473184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030107531727789,0.2924960202800226,0.0,0.10083245959769674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210795595841198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080128714139229,0.0,0.2629197397442736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929135252587066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620989790019174,0.0,0.0,0.10791555221596287,0.06073828539741472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539742701035633,0.0,0.09595368474861148,0.0,0.08631227552796522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613303167989882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241080776207916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437037234076445,0.20625405044106607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442080311808982,0.07822891557108076,0.055921920760984976,0.0,0.07605157892121962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139431687028593,0.0,0.0690234588075727,0.0,0.0,0.13470187530583333,0.0,0.0,0.06105510616247504
lonely,lookarts,2019/10/06,"Experiment: street doggos getting hugs [https://youtu.be/Hn8pk6Gsiz4](https://youtu.be/Hn8pk6Gsiz4)

A dude decided to hug street doggos.

A similar experiment, with humans: [https://youtu.be/vr3x\_RRJdd4](https://youtu.be/vr3x_RRJdd4)

If you want a hug, just ask for it.",21.09571428571429,28.691207142857145,12.425714285714285,18.444285714285733,48.99999999999999,11.371428571428574,32.0,10.125756701596842,5.582185714285713,232,7,18,6,4,60,22,28,0.0,0.662,0.33799999999999997,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052290254828078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8480192114763699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22646632225653865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556674769243187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,doomedguy_34,2019/10/06,"35/m/Pennsylvania looking to chat Hey all looking for some people to talk to. I don't have many friends and have anxiety in crowds do going out and meeting new people doesn't go well for me either. I'm available to chat on many platforms so send me a message, introduce yourself and maybe we can be a little less lonely together.

Take care!",3.274527363184077,5.420028716417915,4.439626865671645,83.1217288557214,75.26865671641791,6.854726368159205,29.07711442786069,7.793537801064563,2.02997711442786,272,12,50,4,6,89,51,67,0.127,0.825,0.049,-0.4747,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,8,14,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,2,4,3,9,13,4,9,0,1,2,0,10,5,0,1,1,31,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373908908328074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448822446548345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556453902445005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27300269860293064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407261387562433,0.0,0.0,0.4033859111523585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487015068887573,0.2412957799370787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319699243359089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330248502641557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058748061244906,0.19304973633008066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595306974239034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Magoush,2019/10/06,"I have no one to share my frustrations with Everything seems to be piling up and I just don't know where to start or end. I've tried in every aspects of life but failed miserably. I've dissapointed my parents in academics. I've tried so hard to get good scores but at the end have nothing to show for it. In the process, I've missed out on a lot of activities in school. Being my last year of high school and homecoming season, I can't think back on any fun memories. I've missed out on an experience I'll never get back. My deepest regret is that even though I tried to get  get into a good University I've failed. I could not experience neither my youth nor the satisfaction of academic success. Maybe compared to some of your frustrations, mine is just a grain of sand on an ocean of sand, but it is still a frustration. I don't know who to talk to as I'm too cowardly to express my frustration in front of anyone in person. Thank you for listening.",4.4757091346153866,5.317179671875003,5.596041666666667,81.2473557692308,69.98958333333334,9.449358974358978,28.83173076923077,9.661875296680813,2.457696634615385,755,27,157,17,13,251,110,192,0.214,0.6859999999999999,0.1,-0.975,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,3,10,16,4,1,9,0,11,1,0,0,1,22,25,10,0,2,7,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,8,10,0,1,0,4,15,6,37,22,3,29,0,6,0,0,9,17,0,4,11,100,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305419991671133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596214575655258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23305389029590076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209944764110862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684436186975357,0.0,0.0,0.10009249235274532,0.0,0.12768122021385622,0.0,0.13619676400871572,0.2964755846430233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166991237194796,0.0,0.0,0.2542135730567822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575245009963982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601131320102243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656775661231402,0.12352748743370714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070390566915944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883614343605287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224496255887354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687903545995125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540926163408616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268922288782666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827018108059874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323211983738898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067385084148285,0.0,0.1379587387534947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726266900655328,0.0,0.12102215756971595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180424327038634,0.0,0.1395201134799113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710241231884532,0.14888988607598738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30866253937474164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975884993080352
lonely,pinwheel1015,2019/10/06,"so much is going on, i feel lost. so iso there’s a lot to say here but basically, the last few years have been a struggle. i’ve had a lot of mental health issues and have switched schools many times. last year, i decided to go back to public school with the people from my elementary school, since then things have been getting really bad. i made a friend last year, she was my only actual friend, i have others but mainly just smoke buddies, and i thought everything was going well with her but she met someone else and they really hit it off. i try not to be jealous but it really hurts. she’s becoming a toxic person too, always tearing me down. on top of that, i met this girl at the begging of this school year. i had a huge crush on her and i guess i had high expectations. we started to hang out but i feel like she’s using me, it’s the same thing every time, she comes over, pours all of her stress and frustration out on me, we make out, and then she leaves and i feel like shit. i’ve lost interest in everything that used to make me happy. the only thing that had been keeping me going was the thought of graduating and moving to Colorado for college, but my grades are slipping and i’m only a junior so i feel like graduation is sooo far away. i really need a friend right now, just someone to talk to. i’m also a good listener for anyone that also needs someone to talk to. anywho, sorry for any bad spelling or grammar and if you wanna be friends please message me! :)",1.8234787472035805,4.049428238255036,3.3309798657718126,88.8734720357942,80.3758389261745,6.255212527964206,21.342729306487698,7.42949916751922,0.7579003131991051,1157,34,238,17,30,380,158,298,0.114,0.711,0.175,0.9703,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,2,1,1,3,14,21,3,2,15,0,19,2,1,5,1,51,49,25,0,5,11,0,4,3,4,0,1,2,0,2,13,18,0,1,7,0,0,7,1,10,1,0,17,6,36,11,36,29,7,39,0,3,0,0,27,18,1,5,17,161,49,9,0.0,0.0,0.08272176004511182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355785662770112,0.07053412472272404,0.0,0.0,0.05764543948290263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592720574767894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964273073589592,0.06518169050929105,0.1415561971534989,0.0,0.09362007142302446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302049685139306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081314632422726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142105861662676,0.0,0.1523687986278461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714458615996289,0.18167575077517045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619675160974673,0.0,0.04428800617882218,0.0,0.19270340986725926,0.07109973758090786,0.0,0.0,0.09338198292660173,0.0,0.0,0.0902375703882373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010487752961904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089562500792524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074635793025956,0.0,0.0,0.08847621777353408,0.0,0.07534607578430208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729275392239693,0.0,0.08975752816355582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424071977553745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506951062599705,0.1441341763005471,0.0,0.08020993842816262,0.11316717101525385,0.08594188346089668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542664006234083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009542624924301,0.062314549900356876,0.1257094340405101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934106333176282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876775627571335,0.07401652372568955,0.0,0.09305028106108763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172193084512731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239177636658989,0.0,0.0674112581835083,0.0,0.3431607084076828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701357561665665,0.07012132157237777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547204789803484,0.0,0.0,0.0948913177022526,0.059999531314484635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710195058277704,0.08861836861905815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626730671585568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894913547311186,0.0,0.0,0.13459332997169646,0.09885830687332284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755219987329016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642541396912132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621699917916842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835235965677086
lonely,Drifting_Flares,2019/10/06,"I ve never told anyone Ive never told anyone what really is going through my mind. Not my best friend, not my family, not even a random internet stranger. But I cant keep it inside anymore I have to tell someone. I have always been afraid to confront the reality that im lonely. Since I was a kid my social life hasnt really grown. Im stuck with the same people i have always known. I have never kissed a girl nor have I been in a physical relationship. I have recently made a new long distance relationship which is a first and I have fallen in love hard but I have no physical attraction to her (im not asexual). But I cant tell her so im stuck in a feeling of sadness and love. I have friends but they dont know this and I dont trust them to not ridicule me. Im the type of guy you would never suspect has problems, I live under this mask that im happy and every day it weighs more and more and I dont know how much pain l can take before my spine breaks. Im the most extroverted person youll probably meet but that makes it that much more difficult to pull through because I rely solely on human contact to make me sane. I have no social skills and im awkward if I dont know you even though im extremely extroverted. My life has been a failure I have friends which I dont trust but I dont have a group to hang out with and go to parties which would honestly mean the world to me. It just hurts so I fucking much my life has no purpose. Dont worry I dont self harm nor any other type of inflicted harm nor would I think of doing something worse. My religion and my family prevents me from doing so. Im just living life with this empty void waiting for my death with an unbearable pain which I cover under several layers which no one has seen.",1.4640450310558997,3.4026739293478308,3.5812236024844712,88.11408695652176,80.08695652173913,6.7057142857142855,22.199068322981372,7.760100539840176,0.9954342236024843,1378,43,294,23,35,470,171,368,0.185,0.675,0.14,-0.9155,0,2,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,2,3,9,26,3,2,15,0,41,12,1,4,4,55,63,24,1,5,14,0,2,0,3,4,6,0,0,6,18,14,1,3,8,0,0,6,27,14,0,2,10,3,48,12,28,49,9,24,0,3,1,4,29,8,1,3,9,200,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450258075418948,0.0,0.0,0.03861707238346629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056317393943789824,0.07941350970451122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034616796814280204,0.0,0.0483215107372707,0.0,0.059594399122633576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03662288400653243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324310470429829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501448801410211,0.0,0.04784545343123103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706736253985563,0.0,0.028713187489889363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04830294950458682,0.0,0.0,0.13162036696224574,0.05249861896609883,0.0,0.0,0.06454666313708893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622800718614477,0.0,0.060450762777587014,0.050869951889079515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060791603016022634,0.0,0.6133964922181839,0.0,0.0,0.05047484915498854,0.0,0.0,0.093625865598607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604412048595006,0.0,0.0,0.10028783207063252,0.05025466256641018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250487651838514,0.0537331838552888,0.0758114583517807,0.0,0.0,0.061857634734725636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057338629988260524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523482372403105,0.0,0.1751903823857545,0.05484518885955505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038480306057065886,0.0,0.12085063426364175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03936892004416469,0.04958417317878655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122593526036706,0.054337440604705016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727583468249666,0.0,0.05607026095466467,0.12193586183679367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059241172206092,0.06415308820227122,0.0,0.04697475073614407,0.0,0.0,0.11577428558128425,0.04811539730308338,0.043717367423298265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04269671815523291,0.0,0.09926859219699367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0363867837327993,0.05579288871690208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852472595579413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766990284923236,0.057870752110140734,0.12101945705268935,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chonkier,2019/10/06,"I’m leaving this subreddit! I have hung out with friends and snuck out and hung with girls the whole weekend. I feel not lonely anymore! Thank you guys for helping, I hope you all find people that fulfill your lives.",2.4290243902439035,5.257683121951222,1.9982439024390253,95.34126829268291,83.6341463414634,4.255609756097561,25.27317073170732,5.6839178017228535,0.5504302439024391,172,7,33,1,5,50,33,41,0.045,0.6609999999999999,0.294,0.893,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,5,5,2,3,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,1,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206936771040751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350432846203702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29555204457737483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249832935007846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201846732957275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167464247298233,0.0,0.0,0.3211768995319017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423995010405392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855394344740772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241823147069062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977133561373743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610282752487053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RobinM20,2019/10/06,Where can I get a gun I know I’m not gonna be able to do it. I will never be able to. I’m to scared. I’m so worthless. No ones ever gonna love me. My parents hate me. I can’t even stop procrastinating to write a college essay. My hygiene is terrible. I just wanna die. Everyday I imagine putting a gun under my chin and pulling the trigger. I can almost feel it there. Where can I get one without anyone knowing.,-1.1779343128781328,0.8863642921348358,1.9294382022471943,93.42323249783928,97.08988764044943,4.086776145203111,21.452895419187552,5.8734145424116955,0.20776681071737269,318,13,71,3,13,112,59,89,0.284,0.67,0.045,-0.9641,1,0,0,2,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,1,4,0,9,1,0,1,2,15,21,2,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,4,0,2,0,1,13,1,7,16,0,9,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,4,48,15,2,0.4532153154512499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269148358038738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844934317223702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351829719840114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967222074005532,0.204979599946071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457964054435475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367862965509617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237281472757696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490752847675521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045222584510296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477379555697284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071104270543219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25162098669604843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278032854692953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268737974088667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945414867785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184416955343788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BannanaChampion,2019/10/06,"I'm worried Me and a friend hung out this weekend, which we don't really do. I had fun, but I'm worried I was annoying. When I asked when I should leave they choose the earlier option and haven't been responding well to my texts. I don't double text, and I see them online. I really don't know what to do and I'm worried they're annoyed by me. Does anyone have any advice?",1.4757857142857134,3.0717651500000014,3.617142857142857,89.48500000000001,78.75,7.071428571428572,21.42857142857143,7.957251820313856,0.8853571428571434,292,8,65,5,7,100,51,80,0.22899999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.057,-0.9059999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,2,0,3,5,2,0,2,0,11,0,0,0,0,11,17,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,3,1,13,3,4,13,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,3,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23075391092449465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058374011849766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511503354856785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207596318073144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066482747957893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824416809978573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977672604110685,0.0,0.0,0.2500388531267975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025554951958067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817352541527074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21231880437704748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7194368801322021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TardisCatTwo,2019/10/06,"Anyone Else Watching Treehouse of Horrors? Homer: ""No TV and no beer make Homer something something.""

Marge: ""Go crazy?""

Homer: ""dON't MiND iF i Do!!!""",1.2332999999999998,1.07299888,0.2607499999999998,98.759125,140.2,1.25,23.125,3.1291,-0.2436999999999996,112,5,19,0,8,31,21,25,0.308,0.6920000000000001,0.0,-0.8532,0,0,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27649266947635465,0.4051630345548429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303296138972813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22473102200079345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639514683908825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992698705437148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6088400659445836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ObiWanKenobi98,2019/10/06,"Something in life is missing I’m 21 and female, I have a loving family and partner however somethings missing from my life, i still feel incredibly lonely and I actually don’t have many friends.

So if you wanna have a talk and possibly because besties, hit me up!",6.779533333333332,7.23693042,7.902000000000001,68.09433333333335,64.8,10.666666666666668,40.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,4.670466666666666,211,12,35,5,3,72,39,50,0.14300000000000002,0.7240000000000001,0.133,0.273,1,2,2,0,1,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,7,11,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,2,4,10,0,3,0,3,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.2837387981657195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724396059652525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27410166643956496,0.0,0.14701646427202547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22463964782488466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107432981847322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624213094014736,0.0,0.0,0.2947839445388361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277870350843149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476808984107049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322004775174792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23370103474437084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ArezkiSs,2019/10/06,"So I got a couple replies on comments while browsing Resdit. But didn't get notifications. So I checked my setting and found that I accidentally turned off notifications for all apps. Then I thought: That's why I didn't get any message. So I turned it back on and checked all my messaging apps... ... still no messages.

I'm putting this shit on airplane mode. Good night lonely beautiful people. I'll be thinking of you as I know what many are going through.",2.695813953488372,5.508885093023256,3.4058604651162803,85.96181395348837,81.7906976744186,5.765581395348837,29.53023255813953,7.1686216300943375,1.7789665116279076,362,18,69,5,10,114,63,86,0.132,0.789,0.079,-0.5499,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,2,9,15,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,2,2,3,2,0,0,5,0,10,1,8,9,2,12,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,0,5,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593194807080252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014804252973954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25922806733716736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568776155380261,0.0,0.0,0.2448048695368703,0.0,0.1331475979111209,0.19650423991002464,0.1873763491543405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875500711092935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375247090989866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985735414258006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242132068399653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23551765618066026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24048663356805375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870975400687702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501181506298446,0.0,0.18599337285141665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096620786502393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21140264922536586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kelseydawn22,2019/10/06,"I’m LONELY! Go figure... that’s why I’m on here. I would like to connect with someone. The only person who wants to talk to me is my ex and he’s kinda terrible. WHY?! Why can’t I have someone. Someone good you know... I could be with anyone but I don’t want anyone. I want someone who is for me, who will stay, someone perfect for me and that’s why I’m lonely because perfect is a high expectation. But I don’t want to be with anyone who isn’t great. All the people I have been with have been nice but I need great. Otherwise I just end up getting frustrated.",-0.8710924369747914,1.2683726470588257,1.8156302521008416,94.51319327731095,95.63865546218487,4.144537815126052,18.764705882352946,5.900188976854957,-0.13880168067226914,431,14,95,4,17,148,62,119,0.091,0.6509999999999999,0.258,0.9715,0,4,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,2,11,1,0,3,0,17,0,0,0,3,24,28,5,0,8,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,14,7,12,21,1,6,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,1,2,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823061221581128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203922066944076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745183635874901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919866362261106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031292548687519,0.0,0.07648538322291047,0.11288000932977887,0.0,0.29675166531049163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219202867737712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396210082078747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657493922601434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978997511197857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235478046375064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933013974790537,0.1175107837663408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5701494736966972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344525094925006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817096783181422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175170254945573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857530408061571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956023554664059,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwaway10_0000,2019/10/06,"Taking steps to live a more engaged life-need a bit of encouragement Hey all, I’m a decent college grad and loneliness has been something I’ve been struggling for a while. I spend so many days imagining having a social life, and it’s making me even lonelier. I struggle with anxiety too, because some days I feel like this is how the rest of my life will be like. 


I live in a small town, but I plan on moving to a larger city. Most of my friends have all made the move to a larger city, and they’re busy with their life so it’s hard to plan a time to visit and catch up. 

I’m planning on moving to a city so I can live a more engaged life. Rather than imagining another life, I’m going to try my best to meet new people and try new experiences. 


It’s just been a bit tough because I’m job searching and waiting for the reply, and I don’t think I can sustain a good lifestyle at a city without a job. I guess I’m posting this because I have trouble shaking off that anxious feeling. Some days I feel trapped, like things are never going to change and I’m never going to get out of where I am. 😞",3.2868913043478263,4.024221982608701,4.637989130434782,87.41394021739131,72.65217391304347,7.141304347826088,27.41847826086957,7.1686216300943375,1.2630652173913033,856,30,185,8,16,285,124,230,0.11199999999999999,0.752,0.13699999999999998,0.8629,2,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,4,9,14,0,3,18,0,15,5,0,3,4,33,34,14,0,1,4,0,4,3,1,1,5,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,6,0,1,10,4,5,0,0,4,4,17,9,27,28,11,30,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,4,12,114,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091347440924686,0.08091697573529782,0.11949474189665325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934369170616882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111003500239808,0.0,0.2309560686725469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189508155576308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204646831251846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986286346412685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034674669572988,0.0,0.0,0.16044784550277055,0.07556511171775053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172088681014072,0.0,0.05526265536891629,0.0,0.18034175130130994,0.08871838300620899,0.0,0.0,0.11652220963170165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475290966687276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099291503889613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482686859241957,0.15502779809095985,0.0,0.2802016772178757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008610833867594,0.07060510181514687,0.10723843986740987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372637145387028,0.0,0.0,0.16315917216609208,0.2043147686478392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333051410704948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130244772990618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782347944175201,0.0,0.08143014908615477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211563259170787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952903685177665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027168040957879,0.06777583827127842,0.0,0.0,0.06167778835014943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362748119564164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196255707660874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Swagpotato44,2019/10/06,"Just found this sub, and I need to vent to anyone. (Long story) Back in 9th grade, my girlfriend of nearly two years broke up with me and left me for her abusive, lying ex, and it tore me (M) up. 
I texted my (F) friend about this and she told me something along the lines of: ""Someday you'll find someone and you'll lay there next to her and talk about everything you've been through, and she'll tell you that she went through the same. You'll lay there, holding hands, looking up at the stars and you'll realize that all this was worth it. Worth that moment.""
And it stuck with me. 
About a week later, her boyfriend of two years broke up with her, and it destroyed her. One night we decided to call and talk about all this. My phone was on speaker, and it was next to me. She did the same. 
In that moment, i remembered what she told me. I'm not one to really believe in coincidences, so i fell in love. 
But we've been best friends for years. We hugged everyday, we texted every day, and it's been great. I am now a junior, and she's a senior in high school, and has a boyfriend that graduated. I did confess my feelings towards her, and she didnt feel the same. I didnt care, as long as nothing between us changed. So that was the deal. But throughout all these years, I've been trying to get over her and I've had to tell myself every day that I dont stand a chance, that she deserves better, and those feelings did eventually kind of went away. 
Fast forward to about two weeks ago. 
She texted me, and told me that she was getting uncomfortable with hugging her in the mornings before we went to separate classes. I didnt see what the problem was, considering we've been doing it every day for years now. She then said that she thinks I like her again. I explained to her all the torment I've put myself through to try to rid myself of these feelings. 
So she decided we were going to stop talking. 
Its been two weeks, and we havent spoke since. 
I dont get notifications on my phone anymore. I feel like no one's there for me anymore. 
She was so much more than i thought and now that she's gone, its like I've lost it all. 
Go ahead and say I'm being dramatic.",2.9981512605042013,4.317522893424041,3.623177937841808,92.18822028811528,74.03401360544217,6.548779511804723,24.76197145524877,6.923569853693429,0.7005757769774572,1680,52,375,15,34,529,189,441,0.078,0.835,0.087,0.718,0,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,7,5,0,4,18,18,1,0,14,0,33,4,1,0,5,64,65,31,0,2,4,1,6,3,3,5,0,4,0,0,30,33,0,2,15,0,2,9,8,5,0,7,34,12,69,13,58,25,11,60,1,3,2,3,59,20,0,0,35,257,99,6,0.0,0.0994416980628229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439766325729111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664692900030776,0.058684846951357686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885370717651374,0.06453593302487311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141707935152572,0.0945588212427484,0.08807791532405239,0.07422804958074307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570051124203942,0.0,0.08557082806933612,0.0,0.08878535809370873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238106217727774,0.08652672842852323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672744992716035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121404624259242,0.0,0.07542963757533576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121841761684629,0.05995862740319026,0.0,0.0,0.07670924394899513,0.0,0.0,0.09202340674456354,0.1296860969810891,0.0,0.13154772965673062,0.0,0.0953971449320222,0.0,0.0,0.09253160679714076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867520169429459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739874901337426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118869805400176,0.0,0.0,0.1230098622442635,0.0,0.0,0.14854838640304407,0.07047890813289616,0.0,0.0916180099763056,0.0,0.07574886203408197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169719728688704,0.06223201295060505,0.0,0.0,0.17851809245321787,0.07876133030770527,0.0,0.08053178050878214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706166278258848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030836056687865,0.0,0.0843714506802982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537668271273296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507477269751266,0.0,0.07983534307964303,0.06674341228743066,0.0,0.08494025055782148,0.06688024889050669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942662697533925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111245271092242,0.06461235691253647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016808966745824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237595199623076,0.14671463739188906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377807484789143,0.0,0.06662995436893372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24059219735475404,0.0,0.11396405608496273,0.0,0.32794429038081363,0.0,0.10095580358768223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196744457944774,0.0,0.0,0.2334080322935205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27023641816684196
lonely,sadusername123,2019/10/06,"Feeling lonely even tho i have friends (sorry for any grammar mistakes english is not my first language)

So, im 17 and even tho i have friends, we talk, go out together and all this i feel super lonely and it makes me sad every day. I don't know if theres something wrong with me at this point. Am i the only one feeling this way?",-0.053623188405797606,2.2403001594202934,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550724,90.8840579710145,3.646376811594204,22.159420289855074,5.033348758259628,-0.03951014492753613,257,10,55,1,9,84,53,69,0.17600000000000002,0.6559999999999999,0.168,-0.1531,0,4,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,15,11,7,0,2,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,2,0,3,9,3,4,11,1,7,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638224044689649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536260379766287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182285201334955,0.0,0.202971295860533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654236163621621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491209826077766,0.0,0.0,0.3722423557251055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691081305393693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602167436468724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239407232933964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608047247880565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324221060499675,0.183217702817912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22773134568125866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545901608544108,0.0,0.26967135594173325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362882855045715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121770915816846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633897794037145,0.0,0.0
lonely,ellie_f89,2019/10/06,"Invisible and irrelevant Im a 29 year old girl from the Netherlands and tonight I found myself at this forum. More specifically, at the part that's called 'lonely'. I am feeling scared, pissed and relived. All at the same time. I don't want to have to find myself here, and it scares the *** out of me that I do. It scares me because I don't know how to make it better. I don't know how to feel connected to the people around me. Because i have people around me. But they just live their lives, growing up and moving on. People who I used to hang out with on a daily or weekly base have found SO's to spend time with. And they should, I don't blame them. But I am left behind, and it keeps hitting me that I am nobody's priority anymore. I was always there for everybody. They were always welcome. And now I am no longer needed. I am redundant, replaced and irrelevant. I do not matter anymore. It makes no difference for anybody whether or not I exist. And that hurts so extremely bad. Feeling completely irrelevant. 

And it makes me pissed too. Pissed at myself for allowing myself to feel this way and to end up here. Pissed because I have a nice job, a house and a cat. I am healthy (as far as I know), and are my family and 'friends', and I still feel like this. But also pissed at everybody else. Pissed at my friends for not seeing me, while I'm standing right in front of them showing them how much I'm hurting, for not hearing me when I keep trying to tell them over and over. But they are either blind, stupid or simply not interested, because they have their own lives and I don't really matter. My role is so unimportant that nobody notices that I don't like my part and I don't want to play it anymore. I can't. I won't. But I also don't know how to stop it. And that brings me back to being pissed at myself. Because maybe I am not speaking loud enough, even though it's the loudest I can. And I can't blame them for living their lives, getting married and having children. I can't blame them, but I still do. And I blame myself for not being able to do the same thing. Instead I am here, feeling very sorry for myself while I know I am the only one who can fix it. And for some reason I am too weak or stupid to do it. And if that is the case, I don't deserve these friends. They deserve better. 

I am also pissed at my mother, for making me this way. I love her but I hate her so intensely at times. She is the reason for me being completely unable to trust or open up. To actually ask for help. I hate her for always being the child, never the parent. For always wanting attention, but never doing anything to fix herself. She should have tried to fix herself, so I would know I can fix myself. And not expect me to fix her, because I can't. I can't fix her, even though I would everything to do so. And I hate her for not being somebody I can talk to. She wants to help, but she is so immature and broken that she can't. Telling her something only results in me having to make her feel better because 'she is so extremely sad and worried about me'. Its easier not to tell. It is better, because then I don't have to deal with my own *** and her worries about my ***. Its just easier. But I wish she was someone I could talk to and she could make me feel better. But instead, I am on this world to make her feel better. Because I have been the adult ever since I was 12. And you don't dump your problems on a child. So I tell her that I'm ok, just tired. And hey, that last part is true. 

Also, I am a little relieved.. relieved that I apparently recognize what my 'problem' is, and that I am writing this down. I never did that before. But maybe, just maybe it helps a little bit.",1.0668103448275872,3.2614684098143267,2.8122751989389947,91.68692738726791,83.07161803713528,5.361511936339523,20.432957559681693,6.6274283507984215,0.2703427586206897,2847,83,606,30,80,941,262,754,0.127,0.7509999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.0021,3,2,1,0,0,0,110.0,0,2,15,6,43,46,14,3,21,1,80,12,8,16,6,141,126,78,0,16,34,2,9,2,3,5,3,3,0,5,40,42,0,3,21,2,1,5,33,25,0,1,8,14,129,21,79,105,14,62,0,4,2,1,69,32,8,7,24,473,169,1,0.054280329535451664,0.0,0.052969771594931284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363183967423113,0.18066232992013645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161494504018572,0.0,0.0,0.04466808622386344,0.09664200276939584,0.05074478080977078,0.0,0.0,0.04173822288797724,0.04532180787122276,0.2977990656570674,0.0,0.04618856249949134,0.0,0.0,0.2880392425794921,0.05926006137061907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542628536036223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138237855828698,0.0,0.0,0.08667685260688993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596063630977901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056711391385321976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045344250227113206,0.0,0.048076260713035585,0.05608609045681918,0.0,0.07170329145637136,0.04909966567232917,0.0,0.0,0.04878366017061078,0.0,0.05117066386040665,0.0,0.24701188999086895,0.03877787826584934,0.0,0.0,0.049611237824320184,0.0,0.0,0.11903115928099292,0.12581054385273233,0.0,0.02835923184429079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077176317477435,0.0,0.0,0.061177876360641835,0.0,0.10914888212211893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263221246736435,0.1162164308403584,0.0,0.058632070449601566,0.0,0.05386485147168823,0.09649370184319968,0.0,0.0,0.17898629735658336,0.044245713270468966,0.0,0.0,0.05897573686236896,0.0,0.0,0.053037254411343666,0.10880630029749667,0.2396526272077051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04899011665130207,0.0,0.25362779021006354,0.0,0.16359566037158196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057691400032685636,0.039902287783320695,0.04024817656697925,0.1255930092417354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179851494371352,0.05695807491321689,0.0,0.03678175607919189,0.08256527315407511,0.0,0.0,0.060271882305204826,0.17634092192218634,0.0,0.11289343790703375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387788929359837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0347733690276842,0.11161843827712464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635510484059392,0.0,0.0,0.16303223743510792,0.0,0.04325439494179916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044901249509173895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045991547069061035,0.04178764957335622,0.0,0.060762384918904976,0.0,0.0,0.08669668256754356,0.04538078600390242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725694555651381,0.1897736020654198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036061439022781284,0.0,0.10666029634459026,0.0,0.09495388998890693,0.062387253841956425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370556140032603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04688077677147984,0.0,0.04478695656273051,0.12806377885941542,0.08617039808773973,0.043540406214334505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062419700149821636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024861894629634,0.0,0.07711837744649631,0.0,0.0,0.034954752570321115
lonely,MeaninglessGaetano,2019/10/06,"FRIENDS - probably stupid but.. Probably is just me but, watching FRIENDS (the series TV)  I start feeling depressed and lonely more than actually I am
This because of an era will never come back ('90), an era that I will never experience and because of that groups of, literally friends I will never have. 'Cause I know it's all cinema and acting, nothing is real but is perfect. It's something I want to have to deal with it but sure that it won't happen

Sorry for mistakes. Goodnight to everyone..",3.5895698924731185,6.119798924731184,4.807741935483873,78.99827956989247,75.88172043010752,7.1440860215053785,30.76344086021505,8.167268648758528,2.603163440860216,392,19,67,7,9,129,60,93,0.12,0.6579999999999999,0.222,0.8806,0,2,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,2,9,1,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,6,22,16,7,0,2,5,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,4,0,0,0,2,7,5,9,12,2,9,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,7,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.17522277064684702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380690691331365,0.0,0.21891386061348286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445559511002085,0.0,0.15467337451878274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511648145936746,0.1546530989543187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715754266524352,0.0,0.17564224283229934,0.0,0.0,0.09078995317870428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161783486446428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587826045768385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986804171080664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415458749218352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229080683154002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871879287221919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043763891302598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823257145710768,0.0,0.20100055401446246,0.1270921231451422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923135202290454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590799939091654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gueorgui91,2019/10/06,"Women hurting men Why is it that men are labeled the bad?

No seriously why?

When a girl tells a guy he's ""too good"" for her, we are labeled weak because she doesn't find you attractive or her type?

She'll throw u in the friend zone and tell you ""I wish I could find a guy like you""

Yet when we friend zone you, it's world War 3, ""he's such a dick"" etc etc

And I've seen the way girls talk about guys... Lemme tl you something it's disturbing...

Haven't been with a girl in months, ""wow I don't know how u survive""

When a girl hasn't had been with a guy in months, it's self empowering.

Personally, I don't just want sex from you, I want someone to share the happiness of life with, sex is a bonus.

Stop treating sex like its something you need. Men this goes for you as well, find happiness in life and share it with someone.

Anyway 🥔











*My posts suck, I know, don't need to remind me*",0.1809042553191489,2.1627801755319176,1.7589787234042582,99.19400000000002,85.01063829787232,5.2493617021276595,18.44255319148936,6.508806274219699,-0.33214978723404265,675,17,168,7,20,218,105,188,0.149,0.6609999999999999,0.19,0.8857,1,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,2,8,0,2,11,21,2,1,12,0,15,7,1,1,0,24,24,9,1,6,2,0,0,2,2,1,3,0,0,14,8,9,0,1,5,0,1,1,7,7,1,0,4,1,22,14,16,18,2,15,0,1,1,4,37,5,2,1,9,89,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171622888392576,0.07426152208094279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726490394813601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27172732384513204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340291302649627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823865265770776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217846094755624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824914817651505,0.0,0.2593634343987443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041290313284998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390030130556252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209287360250253,0.11903208990267684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944742157183938,0.0,0.0,0.1806588453611512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637021649162988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166717409461539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708684866153788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064386637750532,0.18756895755800784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018485941518744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791585842247594,0.2129554849032162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437074694727233,0.09669658324107648,0.0,0.0,0.10953255158370373,0.0,0.2198506998930359,0.0,0.14008921544669126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tqtics,2019/10/06,"I dont know what to do anymore 
Yesterday I saw on snapmap that all my friends were together. I felt so bad because they didnt invite me. I went for a walk, I walked for a hour and then got a call. It were my “friends” they asked if I came over. I said sure and started to feel happy again. I got to the place but no one was there. It had started raining and they went to a house. They didnt told me. I went home at that point and went straight to my bed I normally never cry but I couldn’t hold it. My best “friend” did message me one hour later where I went. That message was one of the most painful things ever. They had forgotten me. I’ve always been third wheel but this, i dont know how to describe it. These are my only friends what should i do. Confront them or just let it go like always. I do not know if this is the right place to post this but I just had to tell someone.",-0.3293444976076572,1.7241379315789482,1.1929186602870807,101.89224880382777,88.10526315789473,4.296650717703351,19.16267942583732,5.565023196281405,-0.5497368421052626,677,20,168,4,22,216,104,190,0.079,0.76,0.161,0.9503,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,6,1,8,11,1,0,7,0,21,1,0,1,4,30,41,14,0,5,10,0,2,1,4,1,1,1,2,0,15,5,0,1,5,0,0,9,8,3,0,4,23,4,31,8,14,15,3,29,0,0,1,0,17,9,0,4,11,118,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151969784123667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817393821733727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197119990294898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910737824984287,0.06649162856519197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144683799684586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137864296915308,0.12475371953539464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981470448228455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556721784982867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986653552058895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055152029453888064,0.0,0.1047299258044492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370869387914273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199032182930653,0.0,0.17447585040222366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116113275490346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941197567609022,0.0,0.2148354902675972,0.1258588914161561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983571134198847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153745145467213,0.0,0.05328895292854767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412602338889852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068711785216956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173786596850967,0.08295710257767701,0.11606439972532473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279221049118635,0.0,0.10311193903903512,0.0,0.10446451736594244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315018385717827,0.10375611585413227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241961764710388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440890260756684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280270211085192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533710464263914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724651510697233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422665342356513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5055720500416377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Callp,2019/10/06,My loneliness has caused me to feel so bitter towards people I see around me with friends or in relationships. It’s like I’m jealous of them even though I have no real reason to be. Whenever I’m in a group at school and everyone’s talking about what they did that day I always feel really jealous that I can’t muster up the conversation skills/ personality to speak to them. Around me I feel like an alien looking through a glass window of perfectly normal people and I can never seem to make enough sense to be understood,5.388361344537814,6.5527843627451015,6.173249299719888,76.75676470588238,68.11764705882354,9.357983193277313,30.257703081232492,9.606745405546679,2.8026173669467798,423,16,78,9,7,139,73,102,0.13699999999999998,0.748,0.115,-0.3218,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,2,6,7,3,0,4,0,7,0,0,3,2,18,17,5,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,4,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,7,13,4,18,13,1,9,0,0,2,0,10,7,0,2,4,55,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471516079090462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35244542749676644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335523144658524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766517442424902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045413542892321,0.0,0.13074800027979608,0.0,0.0,0.1891553388588811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30027734204540324,0.14141972942589792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294023178714844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342250024417246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623309355238114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213709564913595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267578818163838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395474500526125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274475382301192,0.17284745014682187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22531714415608686,0.12681561392833696,0.2035316273865573,0.0,0.2125305460267508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034193195383165,0.15774521718835938,0.18021161017325296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910944825983264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944906596762156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ajc772,2019/10/06,Does anyone want to chat about how we feel? Anyone want to chat and have a convo? A private message?,0.2723333333333322,2.692522900000004,1.7600000000000016,94.31833333333331,95.0,2.666666666666667,16.666666666666668,3.1291,-0.9158333333333328,78,2,15,0,3,25,15,20,0.0,0.836,0.16399999999999998,0.2824,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6690668584586654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41868238479584813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419115112992369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5643876507107793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ceradia,2019/10/06,"Just gotta vent I’m hoping typing this will help me get it out, because everything I do is an experiment to see if it’s gonna help, the latest being this exact post to a subreddit. Mind you it’ll probably get deleted for some rule I forgot to follow.

I’ve never posted here before, and I imagine the text will be an absolute mess but I’ll do my best.

As of recent, I’m getting by on my own. I went into town today to buy a winter jacket. Last time I went into town I got laughed at by more people than I’d like to admit. 19yo Males aren’t usually as short as me, and also don’t usually wear work attire, so I can understand how different I looked. Maybe I got laughed at today, maybe not, I had music on so I didn’t care. It’s an active effort of mine to stop caring what others think, and it’s hard when people genuinely laugh at the sight of you, but I’m working on it.

I’m also working on the whole lonely situation too. It’s now an effort to embrace it rather than an effort to repel it. I went to see Joker alone, like I do most films. It’s oddly freeing to me to be alone in a cinema. The thing about the loneliness though is that I know I have to face it head on. Going out and getting friends and having relationships isn’t solving the issue, it’s just putting it off for later. It’s why I’m actively stopping myself from doing so. Every time I go for a new Tinder account, I have to stop myself, because it won’t solve the core issue. Every time I feel alone I sit alone, in silence and experience it. I’ve yet to figure out if it helps, but again, it’s an experiment. 

I also feel emotionally abused by my parents. I feel like a trophy to them, as whenever I make a workplace achievement, it gives my mother an excuse to post about it on Facebook. I know it’s because their proud, but I also feel like it’s their way of fuelling their own desires of having a perfect son. They threatened to kick me out recently because I wanted to get my ears pierced, I feel a lot more in tune with a feminine side of me I never knew existed until recently, and want to express it, but I get the “everyone will think you’re gay” and “not while you live under this roof you won’t”. It’s petty, I know, but it’s something I want. 

I feel like I finally got over my ex too. It only took me 8 months. I know that with her, I was happy and that is no more. I banked my happiness on something so volatile and that was my own mistake, which is probably why it took me so long to stop hating her, to get her out of my nightmares and finally accept everything. There are questions left unanswered, but I don’t care. It’s over. 

I will tell of another romantic incident, in which I met her online, we hit it off, I go to where she lives, an hour away, and spend some irl time with her. As a person who considers himself awkward. I’m proud I kept the conversation going for almost 4 hours. At the end of the 4 hours, she pulls me aside and says that online dating was her experiment to see whether she was bisexual or a lesbian. She recent figured it out as lesbian and had to tell me before I emotionally invested in her. I just told her that we are 18, and still figuring ourselves out, I left with a smile on my face, and didn’t cry that night. I felt actually strong, then about 2 days later I burst into tears in the bath. I still feel strong about how well I handled it in the moment. 

The truth is there’s still part of me that wants to connect. I still want a romantic relationship, even though I may not be entirely ready for one. Desire overtakes reasoning, and I’m in a constant battle because of it. I think at the end of the day, I’m a very sad, melancholy little man, who desperately seeks attention in a friendly and romantic sense, and when I seek this attention out, and then, as a result of not being ready, I fail to obtain this attention, and it spirals me further and further into feeling overall worse. 

However, I’m making an active effort to stop this self destructive behaviour. I’m working to embrace the loneliness, trying to stop fawning endlessly over a relationship I may never get to experience. I’m hoping to volunteer for my local Samaritans when an interview becomes available. 

Finally, I don’t know why I made this post. Maybe for attention, maybe to vent, who knows? Respond if you want, don’t if you don’t want to. Everything is my experiment.",3.896211230044205,4.848709140430351,5.546234793409563,80.66527919848026,71.41223103057756,8.550681328316225,28.28497059145873,8.887732524166402,2.1936808314762732,3413,124,679,63,62,1166,352,883,0.105,0.713,0.18100000000000002,0.9973,4,6,2,0,1,0,104.0,2,6,5,18,39,36,3,1,46,0,46,8,5,7,6,133,127,62,0,17,21,4,10,5,2,11,0,2,1,4,56,40,0,8,32,3,6,12,19,9,1,1,23,17,107,28,116,87,13,127,0,3,5,3,58,52,0,15,62,465,163,8,0.0,0.056269307057877034,0.046344561233836366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047555577451030735,0.19674624547810496,0.0,0.15191478429361546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979866480960191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044619546409636376,0.0,0.0,0.14475097586752542,0.052450300022803716,0.08082302787446374,0.0,0.0498390852020222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526133283006787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05132111644141084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05216685399752409,0.06125579125613258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961819678611972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068424173824932,0.08412621544029335,0.0,0.0,0.0313674901883606,0.0,0.08002676980370338,0.045379877497436806,0.12804608692350178,0.2787330430219856,0.0,0.0,0.19210382435912293,0.10178316989280037,0.0455990003248728,0.15607286717621746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338316776888082,0.0,0.19849753807555595,0.045557887194577686,0.10796137526198582,0.0,0.11394915490576235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111053256530428,0.04254278764025173,0.046887728596751534,0.04873967317063112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549705235273047,0.0,0.0,0.09433895615523363,0.14030779906401214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913694994177268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659953154590495,0.038711667168944974,0.0,0.0,0.10319865712202624,0.0,0.0,0.11600900904093578,0.04759865952722979,0.08387120066449408,0.042028218193661496,0.039880647656764905,0.0,0.0,0.040375320567444785,0.0,0.04493732242905644,0.06340149053787429,0.0,0.19084517757687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04795257452754153,0.0,0.03790702333790863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988442525023756,0.04586729761076193,0.0,0.0445672747519989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032181266703125815,0.036119198197973885,0.0,0.0,0.0527333582166972,0.05142834241731909,0.0,0.06584883778608408,0.04146748466486022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193377011272266,0.0,0.10240709358393416,0.0,0.0,0.04774177390101435,0.05320101370029295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048828864008679126,0.1875673253970487,0.15296332952599306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03776690898539658,0.0,0.0,0.11353301484905265,0.0,0.0495436798174837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338209943468171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073122093079058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170613703029348,0.23822862200131506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830188054117279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031551043522556305,0.09129133146999666,0.09331972720142913,0.0,0.11077000426164962,0.0,0.09003221060168917,0.045379877497436806,0.10552894289930016,0.03224340789793552,0.0,0.0,0.049440014837130654,0.0,0.0,0.10460969621685436,0.03918521429111189,0.1960807845558188,0.037696304613700216,0.0,0.0,0.042700292928873125,0.1320744566389211,0.12856026565139075,0.05302222961727083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829663902375905,0.0,0.04839759084049562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,melobello19,2019/10/06,I miss having friends I have no friends right now and I’m struggling to make them. I can’t stop feeling hurt by my best friend ignoring me the whole summer and not talking to me even now. I’m still not over everyone always leaving me or never trying to work things out. I’m so lonely and all I want to do is disappear since I already feel invisible.,1.898690476190474,4.025412916666667,3.4992063492063497,88.29500000000002,79.55555555555556,6.336507936507938,25.563492063492063,7.447530270364453,1.3125492063492061,278,11,57,4,7,92,53,72,0.235,0.573,0.192,-0.3902,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,5,9,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,15,13,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,0,2,10,4,7,13,3,10,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375555760882546,0.0,0.17912171757334394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22591237283483984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218367190332334,0.0,0.0,0.20569951801571865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769375689632384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989507378477832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304507720183953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22793963451019056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369426235070293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660293398594625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838392320304986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807340217139653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191473946200353,0.17997519100834655,0.0,0.225046733875177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730257100657978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301568896587194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615406275973694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697170482840445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403410427233395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671897743657348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Matt2473k,2019/10/06,"Don't know how much longer I can make it Without you here, everything is harder.. impossible. I can't go on without you. I wish things were different. It's just too much pain.",0.5062857142857133,2.9878584857142885,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,92.71428571428572,6.2285714285714295,21.285714285714285,7.554174236665415,1.0974,137,5,29,3,5,45,28,35,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.6765,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,7,9,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,3,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048686437704935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622508097768885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583652867110213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036551739035307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477860629063284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290127984054166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104955190544523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938587951861316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33555532432523383,0.5625691132974295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Soft_Loliete,2019/10/06,"Just Wanna Talk To Someone Idk what this subreddit is but like I have autism and it's hard to talk to people but I just wanna talk to someone and have friends online that don't hurt me, idk if this is what this subreddit is but no harm in trying I think? I'm new to this",-1.476101694915254,0.4116614745762704,0.7110000000000021,100.4736186440678,103.74576271186442,3.715932203389831,14.374576271186442,5.6839178017228535,-0.904621694915254,213,5,50,2,10,70,35,59,0.153,0.6629999999999999,0.184,0.4867,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,8,6,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,8,8,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831655843894198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415367822639625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886460009471813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317282872684493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26041169586087376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692846986387876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45691563724218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6501585414634979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276892022462795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306202825136966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ZetrocG,2019/10/06,"Friends choose my Ex over me I only have a handful of friends at my college, most of them are back home so i dont really see them much. But those handful of friends have been going out more and more with my ex and her friends and I just feel abandoned and betrayed in a way. I know that if I were to hangout with their exes they would be really upset about it. I understand that I have no control over them but it just hurts knowing that theyre getting closer to her knowing I'm not comfortable being around her yet. I miss when we all hung out together. I dont know what to do. I dont really have anybody to hangout with now...",2.2499653018737007,3.8427567862595424,3.5568355308813326,90.77322692574604,76.55725190839695,6.595697432338652,26.412907702984036,7.348242739294969,1.2126885496183206,493,19,107,6,11,161,77,131,0.13699999999999998,0.799,0.064,-0.8573,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,5,1,9,9,0,1,2,0,14,2,2,1,1,29,25,9,0,2,6,2,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,2,7,2,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,4,23,5,18,20,5,14,0,3,1,0,15,8,0,2,4,85,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065562008901944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149408028578758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721310871811727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5555328514423924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989075272174116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4882889993237796,0.0,0.08254972426068491,0.0,0.08979639591589224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848927374184718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691448198087197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34733591220787197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614993212683733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016793278815766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30366111895533515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590744330147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644860538550687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541493790510416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224036018664764,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,itsconnorstoll,2019/10/06,"I just wanna hug y'all It's midnight here in my country. I just wanna send some hugs for ya'll. It is just amazing that there are people in the world that feels lonely and that makes me less lonelier. I can't be the only one who's lonely tonight. You are not alone, we're in this together. 💝",0.3951843317972319,2.5762108225806486,2.13847926267281,95.50629032258064,85.93548387096773,4.833179723502305,18.534562211981566,6.1826913282559595,-0.2045695852534561,229,6,51,2,7,75,48,62,0.109,0.708,0.182,0.6940000000000001,0,5,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,10,7,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,7,3,6,6,2,6,0,2,0,2,4,4,0,1,1,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5708139125569917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786724985097496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36788964168463983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373466130714968,0.4191661353781987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38209047031790255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ayy23,2019/10/06,"I miss my friend a lot This is my first post here, thanks for being here and reading. Reading some of the posts here has helped me deal with some of my feelings of loneliness recently.

But, I just can’t get over this. My best friend in high school, who I felt was a friend for life, just ghosted me at some point during college. We went to different schools but kept in touch our freshman year. Sophomore year he just stopped answering any texts or calls, and basically disappeared. 

Years have gone by now. I just graduated college, but I miss this dude every day. Like I don’t know if it’s cringey that I haven’t  “moved on” but, I have never had a better friend or someone I connected with more ever in my life. I have feelings of nostalgia a lot and try to recognize that, and even now have other people in my life, but no matter what I still miss my best friend. I think It’s just that lack of closure, like I don’t know why he went completely no contact. I have tried to reach out and ask but nothing. Sorry for this long post, I am just feeling extra sad about this today.",3.7563313953488375,5.051837455813956,4.194811046511628,88.92151889534884,72.11627906976744,7.421511627906978,26.46075581395349,7.865858978985527,1.3436104651162788,843,28,178,11,16,265,122,215,0.12,0.7190000000000001,0.162,0.8633,1,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,0,4,15,15,0,0,5,0,15,3,0,0,2,43,32,14,1,2,15,0,5,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,13,9,0,2,8,2,0,5,7,4,0,1,7,5,26,11,23,24,10,32,0,4,0,0,15,10,0,8,16,124,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561718879128647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039533812299449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333869789305331,0.09834395023893486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354369218432092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165870379861142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171231175952685,0.11463833851186225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617630019645007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344400225264952,0.10058327541175813,0.0936875444359968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686723295072074,0.0,0.10676573300790296,0.0,0.0,0.09458338052130884,0.0,0.0,0.4295493125653482,0.0,0.05809539409283085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453242923377469,0.11748482779902675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222098185686785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23562336802666256,0.10864963527737603,0.0,0.0,0.09840508542935628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890699649159174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181839000107037,0.0,0.0,0.0857613187746016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669569603056264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708940309942393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511629478210807,0.0,0.3194854961718449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224524640190237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097927741928168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250728618446189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421612921627777,0.0,0.0,0.12447497581267247,0.0,0.0,0.08880138164455384,0.09296495270445382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237446673419233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124999709218825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540093961191516,0.0,0.0,0.1509897609320231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061598730120003,0.10033722157774627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148200068118928
lonely,ladyteara,2019/10/06,"Happy birthday to me I turn 35 in a couple weeks. 

My ex, an abusive alcoholic, turned 35 yesterday. My social media is full of pictures of everyone having a blast at our favorite karaoke bar last night. The place where we met and I avoid now because he's always there.

How is it he's got a court date for his behavior and all our friends in the split while I face down my birthday all alone?

I may have been strong enough to leave, but it's hard to be strong now.",2.5046578947368405,4.174855715789473,3.3254605263157906,92.37134868421057,76.05263157894737,6.434210526315789,24.50657894736842,7.1686216300943375,0.8442894736842099,363,12,79,4,8,115,71,95,0.087,0.778,0.135,0.765,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,6,0,7,3,1,1,2,9,11,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,12,4,10,6,4,15,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,8,50,14,0,0.0,0.2571318090780813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319271140339689,0.0,0.22476604331145494,0.0,0.0,0.18057703943352216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229265557633746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24012719148409634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242384491015974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737077825848524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766819844506345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356977172712226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23102056444931315,0.19440623176523053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689929967221704,0.0,0.2297915904728609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365745700181245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22673847200009506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22122335248365813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721083052825799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740794033464111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sebby9,2019/10/06,"Sometimes I just feel like I'm some kind of outcast in this sad world. People looking at me at the streets, spending my free time mostly alone, just thinking and thinking, wondering about my fate. I can't seem to fit in groups, I only like my own space. I'm mostly quiet in school, I prefer to finish the day without making ""war"" with anyone. 

This really makes me wonder: What if I am really an outcast?",3.933713080168777,5.397036316455697,4.929810126582279,83.16956751054853,71.91139240506328,6.785654008438819,25.824894514767927,7.1686216300943375,1.302289451476793,315,10,58,3,6,103,57,79,0.095,0.802,0.102,0.1444,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,18,13,2,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,10,5,11,13,4,12,0,1,1,0,1,9,0,7,5,37,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292082369934548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474362635011166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272528439196794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189992163269763,0.15810240491954092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230458117612589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623971830732405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584289458436445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29544947774996994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831462720839727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342702962731722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835510098175369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397540553013745,0.0,0.2014703965173648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218879167692226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28361032710839923,0.0,0.0,0.1290464137034608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333291408038804,0.4799979450843188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wevans470,2019/10/06,"Thank you, people of Reddit I have no friends in person, but you folks are the ones who keep me alive and well. You are my friends and family of this world. Though I may be lonely in reality, I will always have you and I thank you for that.",0.997,2.9959167000000018,2.47,95.165,82.0,5.6000000000000005,16.0,6.742157984588678,-0.4630000000000001,185,3,43,2,5,60,35,50,0.081,0.632,0.287,0.9081,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,11,5,5,7,0,3,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,0,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24404254196432926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764897117847697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531935342773912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606915154008299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874233340057054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333182957106616,0.2560913695092743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5400479647138721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881580222961712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637048420703662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UndeadNightmare463,2019/10/06,"Since deleted that post, but my cry for help on this subreddit went unnoticed so I've had just enough sleeping pills to kill myself I don't know if this will kill me or not, since this isn't the first time I've attempted this with the same method so my body may of gotten used to the pills - but hopefully this'd do the trick",7.9439800995024905,5.603965686567168,7.033432835820896,84.41442786069655,63.77611940298507,11.321393034825865,31.288557213930346,9.725611199111238,2.2962975124378104,259,6,59,4,3,79,49,67,0.22699999999999998,0.6859999999999999,0.087,-0.9253,0,0,1,0,0,2,3.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,3,0,4,0,6,4,2,1,0,12,11,6,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,0,5,1,6,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657801840566919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628319561957169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24723466491235666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352688626183735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038074727159254,0.0,0.0,0.2376537062491716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294438745945501,0.0,0.13149908438506616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291589631754401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958609090463713,0.0,0.23944744094382056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952296658180235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665646404524146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180998815545186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,D_hiver,2019/10/06,I have no friends on this side of the world Honestly probably not on the other side. I can’t afford therapy anymore. I don’t know Japanese. I’m just sad,0.3796874999999993,2.7339725937500035,3.3862500000000004,85.03375000000003,88.6875,8.200000000000001,26.75,8.841846274778883,2.758537500000001,121,6,25,4,4,43,25,32,0.159,0.659,0.183,0.2023,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753507380224288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703168428847705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263418464490189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167816099796328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5481373841382084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bigborfdaddy,2019/10/06,"My recent breakup My recent breakup has shown me that I’m really alone out here. While I have some friends, there are days I go without speaking to people. It’s scares and saddens me. My ex was my bestfriend and lover, so being able to speak to someone at any part of the day for whatever reason was nice. Now I just feel like a mess without that connection. Truly alone. I feel pathetic, I don’t know handle this feeling anymore. I’m tired feeling stuck.",2.5661298377028743,4.990890831460675,3.2486891385767787,89.38429463171038,78.8876404494382,5.7533083645443215,26.742821473158553,6.937597516519254,1.2988716604244694,360,15,69,4,9,113,67,89,0.22699999999999998,0.622,0.15,-0.7871,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,7,2,0,1,0,13,16,4,0,0,3,1,4,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,6,11,4,9,12,2,9,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,7,43,15,0,0.18817551461107976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897861647423697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796580274888464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866195462250461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427152791044669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805887769157829,0.13443262523740104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453839357989737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694448145991256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341634161539473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193305132658597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377574475376686,0.0,0.13045720832439728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055005316929325,0.1934757696078917,0.3716012380304148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883965176096328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944050287734207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162800723089701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36278896205236494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dovahkiin0-8-4,2019/10/06,"Help dealing with loneliness? I'm almost 28, have had 1 girlfriend since I was 20 which lasted 4 months. Sadly broke up because of the distance.

How do I deal with my loneliness? I wish to have someone I can spend my time with and coming home after work each day I feel so alone. 

I see couples all around me and I want that. I want someone to come home to.

I know the first step is loving yourself, and whilst I don't hate myself, I'm not egotistical or anything like that. I have anxiety, and this whole conundrum doesn't exactly help my cause. I should probably see a therapist to help with my anxiety..

Can someone offer some advice to help me cope in the meantime? I try to keep distracted most of the time, but it isn't always possible to keep the mind distracted.

Thank you in advance.",2.9210439560439525,4.9879485769230785,4.110842490842494,85.43653846153849,76.05128205128206,7.534065934065935,26.52747252747253,8.418075326091056,1.914624175824176,622,24,122,12,14,203,98,156,0.13699999999999998,0.753,0.11,-0.4944,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,3,3,8,1,2,6,0,13,1,0,2,2,31,29,8,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,12,0,2,2,0,1,4,4,5,0,1,2,3,21,3,18,26,5,16,0,2,2,1,10,4,0,4,9,78,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278167807000212,0.0,0.0,0.1309778537209015,0.1354699193112693,0.0,0.0,0.10883653331757707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012412087673045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763770525233464,0.11644021815658408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973479940457986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436819243819118,0.0,0.2253461787375745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472831738963296,0.0,0.08435553195590427,0.2696992410490651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613668668003315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112588784589388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913846044187913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35069139798833004,0.0,0.2624072269319859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325230721918904,0.0,0.0,0.0718845599015245,0.10661990352167204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390254027350095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805260046205428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207126542573044,0.0,0.104403748705606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745796359947852,0.0,0.0,0.141025112535233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846220231061247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819956413417996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324806370285294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042357007013604,0.0,0.15186951651859212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254170165198486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880498543978092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429910309215014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603413956897346,0.1504141738464767,0.0,0.0,0.0952243560431923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Daisyloux,2019/10/06,"Looking for people to join friendly discord server. UK and Europe. 18+ Hi everyone, 

We are looking for members to expand our new community. We have lots of interests and chat areas including gaming, travel, animals, mental health, food, music and more. There is voice chat for people who like that too! 

There are only a few of us at present but we are hoping to expand. I'm from the UK and the other admin is from Europe- hopefully this will make it easier to talk due to time zones!

We only ask that you are respectful and open minded. We are LGBTQ friendly and open to all kinds of people from any race, religion or sex. Please be over 18- I myself am 27 so I hope to expand to older people also!

Please message me for more info! 🤗",1.7146935417523683,4.324584566433568,3.698979843685727,83.52503085150147,84.45454545454547,5.882188399835459,20.299876593994238,7.285733465282438,0.9587197860962569,575,17,102,9,17,194,97,143,0.011000000000000001,0.7170000000000001,0.272,0.9918,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,7,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,3,0,11,3,0,1,1,23,19,10,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,6,13,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,12,9,20,17,5,11,0,0,2,1,18,5,0,5,6,70,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298168051097427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104578964302016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376806541600756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469480043556623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859572382399449,0.0,0.2376275708885041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346609298385856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582291349549454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014324519127612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513150456083265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582810667967949,0.0,0.0,0.13074237106394251,0.0,0.0,0.10265257446145896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497894753964786,0.0,0.15527884866891506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485263561910101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339206003550225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264601773044157,0.0,0.0,0.33761914589154063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360642864728293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967317656177574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498422677595167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelyaff,2019/10/06,"You don't exist. But you were the closest resemblance of the person I thought I knew. And I love him so much, I feel so alone knowing you don't exist. I just want to gently disappear.",0.09447368421052717,2.4329405526315817,2.27926315789474,92.2578421052632,90.84210526315788,5.145263157894737,20.757894736842104,6.742157984588678,0.539141052631579,143,5,30,2,5,48,27,38,0.147,0.6679999999999999,0.185,0.5364,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,9,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,9,1,2,6,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764211988274661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325897860925114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528039315265184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151678964804191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33815287686842604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016541959087262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651885619811711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713198769398315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BoomerMayes,2019/10/06,"Outsiders I've been sitting here reading these post. (First time on reddit, late to the game.) I've been feeling really down and so utterly alone. I never considered the fact that thier are others that feel the same way. I mean it makes sense that if I'm feeling a certain way, chances are a million people are going through something similar....
  I'm 28 years old, I went to a million different schools, (I moved alot as a kid.) I went to Job Corps for a few years, joined the military, and I'm in college right now. I've met alot of people in my life so far. Even had brief friends with co workers or people I went to class with. Yet, I'm here alone. I dont know any of those people, and they dont know me. Every now and then I'll get a call or a text from someone I havent spoken to in years, askin for a lift from the airport. Or a bit of cash cause thier strugglin. I use to always say yes. It's in my nature, people must know this. Afterwards I wont hear from that person again until they need somethin else.... I deleted all my social media. All of it. No ones contacted me. Or checked up on me. People can see that I'm drownin and no one cares. I guess that's why I'm here. I wanna start over. I don't want to be alone anymore. I dont want to feel used and unneeded. I dont want to be talking about my life and my problems and see that the person I'm talkin to is only interested in playing a game of ""Who has the most pain?!""... 
I want real friends. Real relationships.
 As a longtime loner, I know I cant be the only one... 
We're all Outsiders lookin for the same thing.",0.8172058958161692,2.7614900211480378,2.7598846470749803,93.14064725807928,82.32326283987916,5.341426348072875,21.812780371692767,6.42735559955562,0.3059337361530714,1211,39,270,11,33,405,171,331,0.07200000000000001,0.85,0.077,0.5559,2,4,2,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,2,2,11,8,0,0,22,1,21,3,0,4,7,51,57,19,0,10,5,0,4,0,2,2,3,2,0,3,16,10,0,0,9,4,2,6,11,2,0,6,7,8,29,6,39,45,10,38,0,0,2,0,18,12,0,9,16,167,45,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669488013652167,0.0,0.0,0.07148888909947057,0.0,0.0,0.05842573997314804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520545995438973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937978815445315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772971253219519,0.0,0.08759695874465485,0.08825926841753631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976380125760956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027710542019607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177168759459097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567466239725519,0.0,0.07238782871244552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376658794080665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307999787418824,0.0,0.0,0.13275678105864455,0.0,0.04488749771264208,0.0,0.04882797068527329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464602059742784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683343329891543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852582471380997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888684681188534,0.0,0.09691684722869838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136984418468172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734951252470762,0.0,0.0,0.09358757304223818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913149764149071,0.0,0.06370553135951755,0.06626361797592402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015425634309727,0.0,0.17465645765056945,0.13068578620874488,0.09142054662979307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357379492057325,0.15003685313895815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228365720766448,0.0,0.0,0.08220988748323929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593912327946271,0.19558214621459866,0.055039908388959696,0.0,0.0,0.09224149472460268,0.0,0.07337168629693817,0.0,0.0683237507983708,0.0,0.08695145053224515,0.13692765478784305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758041311082343,0.07279624057514651,0.06614223667762484,0.0,0.0,0.0608116972745182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905592446201356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057078688539145016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050098236594063365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484074584002056,0.0,0.0,0.20270163212412884,0.13639204222097312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23893462569883964,0.0775257122254334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659810164811075
lonely,darkdweller3,2019/10/06,I feel so empty right now I can’t even enjoy drinking alcohol no more. It just makes me feel worse. Save your sympathy please. I just have no one in my life to tell this to.,0.2528378378378377,2.295166648648649,2.0499324324324317,96.84084459459463,85.21621621621622,5.8621621621621625,17.35810810810811,7.1686216300943375,-0.058940540540540536,134,3,32,2,4,44,31,37,0.209,0.546,0.245,0.3832,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,6,2,3,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623000989305122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321021202692128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239138399972588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428287116064153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394537856948649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262927496372203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22972290611081986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37213272660127655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28951389308671976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29631091617624805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454815908648225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ashhhkayyy,2019/10/06,"Lowkey wanna stop existing My best friend (or atleast I thought of him that way) has stopped calling or responding to texts in the past few days. I thought he was just really busy, but a few hours ago, he had posted a story of him and my other bestfriend roaming around. That really hurt, since he didn't even have the curtesy to call me or let me know. Trust me, when two of your best friends are sneaking around behind your back, it really hits home. I feel like shit right now.",6.810000000000002,6.144808510638299,6.052638297872343,85.15300000000002,64.95744680851064,9.647659574468086,31.56595744680851,8.841846274778883,2.2051685106382983,376,12,79,5,5,114,71,94,0.115,0.688,0.19699999999999998,0.885,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,7,8,1,0,4,0,7,1,1,0,0,15,12,6,0,1,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,1,12,6,10,5,4,15,0,1,0,0,12,4,1,3,10,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626900355616962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29378293721065823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688041806461967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463299341862397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369817769753389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641604911220187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898575654516293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343264199364822,0.1178812384809788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25496844053974616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551576228093726,0.0,0.16249893906454174,0.0,0.17664371301311585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068368937425952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687311300825675,0.0,0.08061422536810127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751812597515036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803136828752706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31712367904998434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091532112877814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937760842464025,0.13649573257199787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759069601851573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619947080550778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118814246237698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097510360601006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,memeholic123,2019/10/06,"I can't even make online friends I made a post here couple of days ago that I lost all my friends due to drama and fake rumors and that I am looking for some online friends.Around 7 people started chatting with me and all of them left me on read or didn't even open my massage. Earlier I felt lonely but now I have a feeling that something is wrong with me and that I'll never be able to make friends, not even online friends :( Can someone please just give me advice on how I can change that people will like me more.",7.273644859813082,5.2919311308411245,6.761607476635515,84.70091588785048,64.79439252336448,8.933831775700934,33.549532710280374,5.6839178017228535,1.7703697196261683,409,13,88,1,5,127,70,107,0.11599999999999999,0.708,0.17600000000000002,0.7845,0,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,7,9,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,4,3,21,18,7,0,0,4,0,2,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,3,15,5,9,12,4,11,0,2,1,0,8,4,0,2,7,59,20,1,0.1655038915277525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172848733086154,0.1467092139059592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473335523223418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508117220349073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312690804113074,0.0,0.10673631824006884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279412783491135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836837403919619,0.0,0.1589096903427025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.511471584176751,0.0,0.0,0.15876641363142224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982046240275404,0.0,0.0,0.08085684147598825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898158566309785,0.0,0.18066704832876399,0.0,0.0,0.1566037838802436,0.22095026550710886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764680413747498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294791190039681,0.0,0.0,0.1816735730116218,0.0,0.0,0.1585069785823963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554867923127345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023091021103662,0.12741298148662636,0.0,0.0,0.11714450626719795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095252414943955,0.0,0.0
lonely,FuckMyLifeM9,2019/10/06,I need to talk to someone rn Someone who cares lmao. Not just someone who'll just listen. I need feedback,0.91,3.4918457142857164,1.7495238095238117,94.98714285714287,91.85714285714286,2.8000000000000003,26.04761904761905,3.1291,0.27444761904761883,84,4,16,0,3,26,14,21,0.0,0.6990000000000001,0.301,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169786561104925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610501096506824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7902621793526844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24988600570305095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xxleavemealone03xx,2019/10/06,. I need more friend ig and im very lonely.,-4.691333333333334,-5.861464799999999,-1.3099999999999987,110.3916666666667,147.0,1.3333333333333337,3.333333333333333,3.1291,-3.260666666666667,32,0,9,0,3,11,9,10,0.22699999999999998,0.488,0.284,0.1779,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464853211722459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6242328664359135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285066932579209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768293198536365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,occasional-lurker,2019/10/06,"I’m turning 18 soon. I feel like my teenage years were a waste. I was always the loner in school. No one ever wanted to sit with me, I got bullied just for existing. I’ve never been to a party. I never got invited to prom, not even with friends. Never got drunk, high or did anything remotely ‘crazy’ as it seems other teenagers do. Never had a relationship. I don’t even a have a drivers licence.

It's very easy to say ‘don’t worry, you’re still young’ and ‘those things were boring anyway’ when you got the chance to experience them and I didn’t. I can’t tell you how awful it feels to be missing so many pieces of a normal life. I will never get those years back. I honestly feel incomplete.",1.2748936170212772,3.528490248226952,3.056141843971634,89.89400000000002,82.68794326241135,5.745815602836879,20.747517730496455,7.0316486544052195,0.5316445390070927,539,16,112,7,15,179,96,141,0.187,0.7240000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9167,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,1,0,11,5,0,0,8,1,14,2,0,1,6,21,27,7,0,2,3,0,3,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,7,4,1,0,4,1,0,0,11,2,0,1,11,4,14,3,12,14,1,16,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,3,14,78,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892699300646548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761701911640204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990229880673108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880431455394334,0.12928595792192413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981035995995542,0.0,0.0,0.2168050663093888,0.10210731721143856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104253050467336,0.0,0.07467363381631642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572481882099855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510105774653852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095380409719044,0.06982707670435025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449058851087392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.551171862570192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400384426791951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685126168646876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345046952338204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366155406425962,0.0,0.14465009429593906,0.0,0.130115678483081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414195494934558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492479121476448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949545709581238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546389866831725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793002054764383,0.08430224573948493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514964730273042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840810363205648
lonely,lamentar666,2019/10/06,"i cant find people with common interests does anyone hear like the band ""teen suicide"" 

does anyone here like game ""life is strange""

does anyone here like the band ""KoRn""

does anyone here like underground indie,nu metal,thrash metal, black metal

why cant i find people like me?",11.637647058823536,8.402973647058829,10.088333333333336,68.15250000000003,57.62745098039216,11.768627450980391,33.34313725490196,8.841846274778883,2.8564431372549013,220,4,36,2,2,68,30,51,0.109,0.64,0.251,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,6,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721782051994409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5909504991980967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086012404536451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027512073039585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192442577347317,0.4123904990930475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23408039861557706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466431072225295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233596239295466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jlvduhhh24,2019/10/06,"It’s always the same I feel like people only care for me when they need me, 19-20 I was on high demand bc I was the only person w a car, everyone wanted me out w them. When my 21st bday hit no one showed up to go out it was so bad I ended up turning 21 in my car in tears eating McDonald’s lol 

My 22nd bday I didn’t do anything to avoid the chance of feeling like shit and on my 23rd last week again no one showed up except for one person who showed up in pjs at 11:55 to tell me they didn’t wanna go out. So I drove around the rest of the night by myself to avoid having to explain to my parents how for the second time I got dressed up on my bday to get stood up lol 

I try to not feel alone or un important by reading or watching tv but noticing how much it doesn’t matter to people including my family if I’m here or not like sucks lol  everyone that’s ever been in my life has gotten what they need and left me behind, Idk what to do to help myself. I even went to a concert by myself so that idk I could make friends and bc I refused to miss out on seeing JB just bc I have no one to go places w and nothing seems to work. 

I work alone, I eat alone, I’m always alone and I don’t even live alone that’s just how it is",-0.299758441558442,1.4347416618181867,2.0570844155844163,97.80734090909093,85.10909090909091,4.801298701298703,16.366883116883116,5.773587663045528,-0.7442025974025976,947,18,234,6,28,322,139,275,0.091,0.76,0.15,0.9389,4,7,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,2,16,11,2,2,8,3,15,4,1,4,1,40,41,18,0,6,10,1,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,2,10,10,2,3,5,6,0,7,9,6,0,5,11,6,35,5,46,28,3,39,0,1,2,0,13,23,2,5,12,152,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324815631472296,0.0,0.0,0.17111827535767352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461670876861008,0.0915365856751707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858550822680502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483755374982898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209787584428309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043252165545284,0.0,0.0,0.09107296271997856,0.0,0.0,0.13583068010809818,0.0930116434809786,0.0,0.19650853755542927,0.0,0.0,0.09693482589946444,0.0,0.1559751411256642,0.14691726058919494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944280468949039,0.0,0.05372213284095998,0.0,0.1753144769375263,0.0,0.08223902685896117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689218332499513,0.10864089355743754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838165892154687,0.0,0.0,0.11172031695038737,0.0,0.07262876329080523,0.1507061849903176,0.0,0.09079689002316392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863688749014245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558864840640317,0.15248776130535174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649486145969634,0.0,0.09866393791138613,0.11706762889096348,0.0,0.0,0.2787091550377005,0.156407006959405,0.0,0.0,0.1141756619344671,0.0,0.0,0.14257265033162506,0.17956669821451454,0.10743086830863108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285342762055212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193869156179162,0.09360856579383926,0.0,0.0,0.10554900234999158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987410797868985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995843516681739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981183380435935,0.11184472737428207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064920391510775,0.0,0.08248049522070311,0.0,0.0,0.09532036280474128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971652515437608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Blupasta,2019/10/06,"Lonely even when around others I have a small group of friends who I've known for a very long time and I can honestly say that I love them all. Sometimes I just feel that the love is not mutual. I always feel like I'm the least favorite of all of them. I feel like they think I'm a loser, and it just fucking sucks. I wish I could open up to them more emotionally but I just feel like I can't because if I do, they'll think even worse of me. They're all very physical with each other, but I feel like it just isn't the same with me. I don't really ever get touched by any of them. The only touch I really get from them is the occasional weak hug. When we're all together, I can sort of keep up in conversation, but whenever I'm alone with one of them, I feel like it's just kind of awkward. They all call me a best friend but it just does not feel that way. They just don't treat me the same way they treat each other and that hurts. I guess a good way to put it is that I sometimes feel like it wouldn't make that much of a difference to them if I wasn't there. I feel like ultimately I'm not an important figure in their lives. It just sucks because I don't know what to do. I don't want to feel lonely, and I would have thought that the one group of people I could go to were my ""best friends"", but when I'm with them I feel even lonelier somehow. Like an outsider. I can't tell if they really think badly of me or if I'm just overthinking things. I don't know what to think. Sometimes I think it's my fault for not opening up to them enough. I just don't know. I don't think I could ever just move on, I love them, I just wish they loved me (Or if they do, I wish they would show it). I really want to be able to spend time with them and enjoy it, but recently, when I've gone out with them, I end up feeling shittier than I did before I left home. I just don't know what to do.",2.0466747376916885,2.7647282154963726,3.550428571428572,94.127692897498,75.56174334140434,7.346860371267152,21.030589184826475,7.675431598112923,0.3533241969330105,1455,30,367,19,30,482,151,413,0.13,0.68,0.19,0.9849,0,5,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,22,3,25,35,3,1,15,0,33,7,0,1,7,97,81,22,0,16,30,0,14,8,3,4,1,1,1,0,25,17,0,1,25,1,1,4,17,11,0,2,5,15,69,24,42,68,15,31,0,4,0,6,36,13,3,10,19,246,94,0,0.06945461621420647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193403598162586,0.0,0.0,0.057791804583519374,0.0,0.0,0.04723152072593465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061829333664387226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057991703417605026,0.08467777877947902,0.0,0.059100762824087875,0.0,0.14577666941502296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092092864633005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636157842045754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256529128233523,0.0,0.0,0.060780202695451285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812709490521336,0.061516174743507575,0.07176518493848584,0.0,0.1376223569021915,0.12565135343514064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214200900274334,0.3473287419078233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098139259241342,0.06420967351325851,0.0725743406767079,0.0,0.0394726589767923,0.058255236828529615,0.0,0.0,0.0765120901426178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966864304610944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435260315184816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617344541380347,0.0,0.07232629482279528,0.1526817627047763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546264373819966,0.0,0.0,0.2714561375526809,0.0,0.06132969858470095,0.06146514974026102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507420112903394,0.0,0.04636149564691648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381926532913592,0.0510571344680083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412849089268416,0.05282336537577632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815108573118414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982107278899807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779776225356465,0.0,0.06857805444419597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055233098517707455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060771741573647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070639590734569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046142560829949504,0.26702228169346515,0.0,0.05513920711816425,0.08099909050746378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461466450512772,0.0819322643003893,0.1653895245136767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396081428695199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078018759614199,0.09867713321656328,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThirstyWeirwoodRootz,2019/10/06,"I like to write lyrics when I’m sad, which seems to be all the time “The world will just knock me down 
When I pull myself up
Maybe it will leave me alone
If I just lay here long enough”
I liked that one more then most of what I write. Thought I’d share because I’m bored and lonely.",5.5402688172043,3.5367045322580672,4.840967741935483,97.16478494623655,68.19354838709678,8.266666666666667,23.89247311827957,3.1291,-0.11292043010752685,219,2,59,0,3,65,47,62,0.16899999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.34,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,8,3,5,3,4,9,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,3,7,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523827371856702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740520852143807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35155558781268725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360261667821727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33244505007718833,0.0,0.0,0.3010988805429005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418136182970096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23055327575664536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30973882404016145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701100315782274,0.1983948268234288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ExtraterrestrialHunt,2019/10/06,"I like to pretend i’m friends with fictional characters I’ve been bad at making friends for as long as i can remember. So to fill the big hole in my soul, as a kid I often imagined being friends with Naruto, Winnie the Pooh, Avatar Aang, etc. Now that i’m 20, i often imagine myself being a part of the group of friends from How I Met Your Mother or Happy Endings. Anybody else does this? Am i just too weird?",3.4567857142857146,4.415253011904763,4.620000000000001,86.875,72.45238095238095,7.028571428571429,28.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.4404428571428567,319,12,66,3,6,105,62,84,0.07400000000000001,0.715,0.212,0.924,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,2,0,11,9,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,6,13,5,2,7,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,4,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258847694361725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018489883138654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268384249373496,0.0,0.20429312648286432,0.0,0.2572428805978325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7128183145412608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455380491087673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268707635598832,0.0,0.0,0.2041236741805146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396495204100571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497784265529487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612887611210817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,XION_III,2019/10/06,"I just want to love someone I just want to love someone who loves me back. I just want to have a nice relationship, I want to make someone feel special. And I want them to feel the same back. Not trying to sound creepy but I want someone to hold and let them know I love them, I want the ""warm love"" of a relationship. I don't just want to show it, I want it to be reciprocated... Is that too much to ask for?",0.8443965517241381,2.4973042873563216,2.621364942528736,95.63825431034485,80.83908045977013,5.729310344827588,20.070402298850574,6.6274283507984215,-0.12853908045977036,311,8,78,3,8,103,43,87,0.0,0.608,0.392,0.9814,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,7,8,0,0,4,0,5,5,0,1,0,23,24,3,0,9,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,14,8,12,22,2,2,0,0,0,5,12,0,0,0,2,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040712648923344,0.0,0.0,0.18162251093777207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942935059798683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490441794125308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207647798865078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5329472232936658,0.0,0.07883235919059559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868167497070874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535894142526325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002614238279763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018183457124008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6269235104099816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,asdzx1,2019/10/06,"feeling lonely- a rant Sorry for the rant that is going to follow but I just need someone in the world to listen to me. Sometimes I just feel so so lonely. Even if I have so many friends surrounding me- so many people with me- there’s just this inner loneliness that never seems to leave me no matter how much I hope that it goes away. It seems like everyone else has a best friend, someone they consider to be their person, but I dont feel like I have that. I’m so replaceable, so unwanted. Everyone always finds someone else. I’m always a second choice. Life as a college freshman isn’t easy. I’ve tried to put myself out there, tried to make friends and it’s working but why do I still feel so incomplete? Why does it still feel like no one even wants me in their life? Maybe it’s just my brain overthinking everything, like when I’m with two other people and one of them doesn’t give me any eye contact when they talk. Or when I say something and people seem to brush it off or completely ignore what I said and talk over me. Maybe I’m just overreacting and am selfish and stupid and needy but everything still hurts. I barely had any friends in high school. I tried so hard to be nice to everyone and look out for people but no one likes me. And the friends that I did make seem to be moving on, all at their own colleges with their own lives and I miss them and the memories we made. I miss not being a part of their lives. I get so depressed thinking about how alone I am sometimes, especially in the night when I’m left with nothing but my thoughts to eat away at me. I always feel like I’m stepped on and mistreated no matter how hard I try to be nice and caring to everyone. Even if I try my hardest it seems like it goes unrecognized. There’s always someone who people consider to be better than me. And I don’t want to be the best but I just want to be valued and appreciated for what I do the way other people are in their friends’ eyes. I’m so jealous of people who are able to make long-lasting, loyal friends so fast. The kind that want to stick with their group, who uplift each other, and are comfortable with each other. I don’t know why I’m never good enough to have that. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong that it seems like everyone’s against me. I miss being at home so much. When I was in high school I didn’t like it. People constantly bullied me behind my back, telling others that I was dumb or that no one wants me around anyway or whatever. But my family was always my rock and now they’re not here. I feel so disconnected from them too. Even if we talk everyday it feels like their lives are changing and I’m no longer a part of any of it. It’s like everyone’s moved on but me. I don’t know why I always feel like a second choice, never good enough, and so replaceable. For example, I have this one friend and it seems like everyone appreciates her so much. They’re respectful to her and value what she has to say and take her advice but no ones like that with me. Nothing I say ever matters. I’m always just brushed off. I don’t know how I can change myself and be someone that others actually value and care about. thank you for listening... I just needed to get all of that off my chest:(",2.923215862820438,4.468643484802431,3.939120835006024,88.93367924528305,74.63829787234044,7.154487583873372,23.35734357974422,7.837336299996399,0.9901198830073984,2535,72,541,36,53,819,235,658,0.132,0.653,0.215,0.9971,0,5,1,0,0,0,62.0,2,1,13,4,51,50,3,0,15,0,41,7,4,8,6,116,102,66,0,12,27,0,11,14,8,0,2,6,1,1,42,38,1,1,23,1,0,6,21,13,0,9,9,22,80,37,69,83,15,52,0,7,3,0,45,27,1,16,32,372,122,5,0.0446657732280126,0.0,0.04358735155529186,0.0,0.0,0.04364687665618098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04626027057181844,0.0,0.0,0.26015850998338297,0.0,0.0,0.09112277234902907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03976200786676822,0.0,0.0,0.08392992851012426,0.034345222558699484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374794668715697,0.03950324669461636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986177478056181,0.0,0.0,0.09107946524739463,0.0,0.09450093121012107,0.0,0.046831213427673685,0.048267833052838036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038470565031888615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039087319149168014,0.0,0.0523479535699098,0.0,0.0,0.045704236834767584,0.07462504429033381,0.0,0.0,0.09230336731666056,0.0,0.11800528785664925,0.04040274904851388,0.0,0.2987604230031857,0.08028543382330815,0.0,0.04210691584735172,0.0,0.2032592130036549,0.15954618659367845,0.0,0.0,0.0408237075416946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760693247817718,0.0,0.04667204599966274,0.04284747966966584,0.025384588248627528,0.07492706286079936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002351912068273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943836834730291,0.04480341237224176,0.04436319103928915,0.0,0.0,0.04781563404008233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04651252946260722,0.09818856342092716,0.03640856664216989,0.0,0.04729460461993764,0.04852949330252433,0.0,0.06309751310958013,0.3055001690139689,0.0,0.1183220882257055,0.03952780375687665,0.0375080001490877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04226383460156119,0.08944425139533498,0.09056816696577008,0.08974554539100704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949452965050078,0.09850344789697688,0.06623820978122759,0.10334699361305867,0.0,0.0,0.04191580243203123,0.0,0.08571602810968731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816001033915892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967373595162228,0.0,0.24772498568776216,0.039000430343513616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04490143886349858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04248737869899047,0.10656004687134617,0.0,0.0904082941971478,0.0,0.2846342969236175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892258235509121,0.03438589440316772,0.0883511836467372,0.04999967628804558,0.0,0.0,0.10701043259106677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03358310274340135,0.10770196983377224,0.03903985452492985,0.04112224295246488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028620023959634425,0.0,0.03545963472775746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162564041731585,0.0,0.04363197025307888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172515150080985,0.035453611767783895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121565208670532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03251721487678485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883501127428201,0.0,0.0
lonely,zannado1,2019/10/06,"At the point I just don’t care anymore Does anyone else leave work on a Friday and not see or speak to anyone til you go back Monday (or equivalent shift work)? This is a very common thing for me and I’m on a run of 6 weeks no contact outside of work. 

I used to get very upset and depressed but now I’ve passed that and simply don’t care. Life is very lonely and I have no idea how to fix it or if I want to. 

Does anyone else feel like this?",-0.14112244897959414,1.6395673367346966,1.8381224489795929,99.33902040816328,84.81632653061223,4.328163265306123,14.902040816326533,4.935628992294339,-1.1801134693877549,341,5,84,1,10,113,66,98,0.13699999999999998,0.753,0.11,-0.1724,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,4,6,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,2,0,17,14,12,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,0,3,6,3,11,14,0,13,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,4,7,48,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675068090918326,0.3315526744364607,0.3238974061382564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153654820743555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223005412129315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613479061241696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27663456481920434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26407370857397056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991867831465076,0.1129163904244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825785792897836,0.0,0.08982778399913924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842780642120046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736019062094293,0.0,0.0,0.11164076649532946,0.07721896599257301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941553317363174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595145390202309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500645497018088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365110297432003,0.0,0.3912422519732067,0.0932264753745485,0.0,0.1267842833903714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452034745172619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HWxWOLF,2019/10/06,I dont know why I still feel lonely... Nobody will probably read this and I dont blame y'all. But I just feel so alone. Hell my family is up here to visit (TN to NYC) me and I still feel so distant. I feel like a POS cause they are up here and Im not as excited or happy as i should be.  Why do i feel this way? Am I an ass cause I still feel lonely and depressed?,-2.6225000000000023,-0.9180425357142852,0.7661904761904772,102.03714285714287,99.35714285714286,4.228571428571429,11.761904761904766,5.985473137389443,-1.2766238095238096,273,4,74,3,12,97,52,84,0.21899999999999997,0.684,0.09699999999999999,-0.8931,0,5,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,8,7,1,0,2,0,9,1,1,2,0,18,16,10,0,1,4,0,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,6,14,3,6,13,0,7,1,3,0,1,3,2,2,1,4,48,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708149272680156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388515049710381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205162846333966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865870982225044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547876566739044,0.0,0.5003531432999515,0.11782408499569287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556816115298945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814976891634732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063972233613614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057514040426153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781950755665388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497191615827805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951334273236489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091160169719718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976424429133401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonely1029182,2019/10/06,"Looking for someone to talk with Looking for someone to talk with, preferably on discord. Just PM me with your username if you want to talk.

Background:

I've been feeling pretty isolated lately. It's difficult to talk to people because I don't have many of the same interests and desires as most people. Everyone at work or college talks about money, houses, cars, sports, relationships, restaurants, video games, status (in job placement or using school as a means for monetary advancement.) 

I mean there's nothing wrong with all that, but none of it interests me so it makes it difficult. I have a hard time joining conversations on stuff I can't talk about, so I'm mostly quiet. When I join in on conversations, I guess it's so unexpected that I get ignored.

I'm really passionate about education and learning. I don't see it as a means to an end, but an end in itself. But whenever I tried to share stuff that interests me, I got playful yawns, but it still hurt my feelings. Even at school in my classes, I can't seem to talk to anyone who shares my same passion for them, everyone I've talked to has the same attitude as get this over with and get me my credits and move on. Like I said, I don't have anything against this. People have different goals, but it feels so isolating not being able to talk to anyone.

Every time I get asked about having a girlfriend and saying I'm not interested in having one right now they look at me with disbelief. It makes me feel like less of a man just because sometimes the guys at work talk about sexual exploits and I don't want to join in, but they make it feel as damn this guys a loser. I had two relationships once upon a time, the girls were exactly what I had desired at the time, but crazily enough I discovered relationships don't actually fill the void of loneliness.

I've given up my desire to find someone to connect with, but I enjoy talking to people and seeing what makes them tick. I think passion and happiness are infectious.  

So if anyone would like to talk hit me up (preferably on discord). I'd really like to learn more about you regardless. I'm crazy busy during the week, so I'm sorry if my replies can get slow.",6.322256532066512,6.576156874109267,6.7576475059382455,76.60748313539194,65.76959619952494,9.96640380047506,33.22954869358669,9.791249743138472,3.1280351733966745,1728,69,322,34,25,563,201,421,0.09699999999999999,0.74,0.163,0.9822,2,0,0,0,1,0,50.0,0,3,4,5,19,24,1,0,16,0,22,4,0,5,2,68,60,33,0,12,17,0,6,4,1,1,1,3,0,4,22,15,0,1,15,4,2,4,10,7,0,2,7,14,40,17,65,50,10,37,0,2,5,3,36,21,1,9,16,213,62,11,0.06578402990121922,0.0,0.06419572372319272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799316978543966,0.0,0.054134651446095375,0.0,0.06149918776636256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020266808498581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687303098297361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653024951587848,0.06797248806759991,0.0,0.04344973132579308,0.0,0.05542588243372192,0.12571891936656626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631191053497302,0.046996124105701705,0.0,0.0,0.06012541155152772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184720243840634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261349819750343,0.0,0.07246852549330232,0.13027306430530974,0.0,0.07002832307891338,0.05892956949118972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590593817308387,0.07042316458692349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652804990346267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420725107923118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855501652014326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572605095718226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756454031217106,0.06669468110806431,0.0,0.21497428143488306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991801297585494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312155089531754,0.0,0.0,0.07005784488631951,0.04457696116514149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242545340670865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692600819519216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428586810215552,0.0,0.0,0.21188228738394035,0.0,0.05617920209780849,0.06257567682732752,0.0523141009550731,0.0,0.1331539006035478,0.10484270948841744,0.059887310146695676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721578517417165,0.0,0.06506208766559486,0.07363983565656106,0.0,0.0,0.05253521125580931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061395109127013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6344965365580292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04215175011799463,0.0,0.0,0.15343678742622327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044663038125795085,0.0,0.06426143842009029,0.0,0.0,0.056816280360147464,0.0,0.0,0.07760225048236538,0.0,0.052767980755243936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578311450420468,0.0,0.0,0.046731087405801716,0.0719245097469611,0.0,0.0
lonely,patrik4531,2019/10/06,im all alone please just talk to me i cant stop crying,-4.630238095238095,-4.081393071428572,-1.1271428571428572,111.4554761904762,122.57142857142858,1.866666666666667,4.666666666666667,3.1291,-3.131161904761905,43,0,13,0,3,15,13,14,0.127,0.445,0.428,0.5778,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229634700297277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485915049348669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411256419506232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482838531687532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414279626267461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282442170991874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Naldoron,2019/10/06,"Looking for a friend In a fucked spot emotionally and psychologically, but I don't make it other people's problems. Great pitch to find a friend, right? 25M welder",2.5004838709677406,5.418267354838712,3.800241935483872,81.62036290322581,85.12903225806451,5.680645161290323,20.65322580645161,7.1686216300943375,0.7056387096774195,132,4,25,2,4,43,28,31,0.168,0.509,0.32299999999999995,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586893836098742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914442895486964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927212217621131,0.2947930963285453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515587824294453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677731424731223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128503090637083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106649789063315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051185474569014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272315934648973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AmeliaEden,2019/10/06,Crying on a Saturday I've spent my Saturday night crying. I think it's my lot in life to not have any friends. I thought I've come to terms with it...but it's just so lonely.,-0.2511538461538443,1.5179335641025666,2.1304487179487204,97.15413461538462,85.15384615384616,5.951282051282053,20.006410256410245,7.1686216300943375,0.2269948717948717,135,4,34,2,4,46,28,39,0.308,0.6920000000000001,0.0,-0.9,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,5,3,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217551702111532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755765854428425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7028184676249692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471638673248279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22596390049594645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719784571676992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30021652972314045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498723095394172,0.0,0.2539750610877574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,burningout42,2019/10/06,"Fucked up I'm just remembering about a girlfriend that I had a year before, she was great and I was a piece of shit as always. She was a great girl with an amazing future ahead, but I was an amazing asshole that fucked up the relationship between us. Ending in a hate that doesn't respond in a week thing. But it's fine because I'm really a shit.",1.5716071428571432,3.6170899305555584,3.3353174603174587,89.47000000000001,80.25,5.7809523809523835,22.785714285714285,6.868970318607317,0.6381047619047622,273,9,58,3,7,91,47,72,0.251,0.5720000000000001,0.177,-0.8462,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,2,10,5,0,10,0,6,4,2,0,0,6,11,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,0,6,5,10,6,1,9,0,0,0,2,7,4,4,0,5,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806744382513864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045409919897474,0.0,0.1821005909063141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954293034138506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39568421556482136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718776076610886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21128342523829224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709565106760682,0.0,0.0,0.22975888123489746,0.2424234153189391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393415257948655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421739279080791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574189767443349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166010957839575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781076425813374
lonely,twatcuntfuckshitpoo,2019/10/06,"didn't expect it to hurt that much i turned 19 and only my mom dad and sister wished me, i am going to watch a film alone and then eat something, it doesnt feel great that everyone my age is throwing insane drug  parties while i the manchild cant even afford shit",3.343,4.390827618181824,4.147045454545456,89.82056818181817,72.81818181818181,6.227272727272728,22.84090909090909,5.985473137389443,0.33890909090909105,209,5,44,1,4,67,46,55,0.193,0.7120000000000001,0.095,-0.6975,1,1,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,5,3,1,0,0,6,9,5,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,2,6,1,2,8,1,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,3,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272964470392505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056412178957029,0.269683524287384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407621326651038,0.0,0.0,0.2518389959099494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326180265635193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978491482580286,0.0,0.0,0.2905713552052446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28214208565792764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086735325587979,0.0,0.0,0.19374394164924486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004461692908708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27053638586690865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028982394333696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866731816353392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030763250784208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GonePathless,2019/10/06,"Cuddles In that kinda mood where everything seems less enjoyable because I'm not curled up next to someone I care about, and who cares about me. Like, I'm currently sitting down, watching scary movies all by myself-- don't get me wrong, I'm having a good time-- but all I can think about right now is, ""This would be so much better if someone had their arms around me"" and the thought alone is starting to bum me out.",7.8323170731707314,6.490434548780493,6.651341463414633,83.8884756097561,63.26829268292683,9.663414634146342,35.134146341463406,8.07648339933343,2.4468682926829266,331,12,68,3,4,99,66,82,0.053,0.765,0.18100000000000002,0.8421,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,7,8,0,0,2,0,8,2,1,0,2,14,18,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,8,6,11,14,4,13,0,0,1,1,2,7,0,3,6,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383410460670295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048608542826875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028262211012804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352767123620147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692574157902592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682233420668414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023129272858972,0.0,0.0,0.19301869963393745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242789818255776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916902648696674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24474152180847736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965262744123277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949799050572146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899698827571877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288430741096496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745539454665962,0.0,0.1826942715574407,0.13418827192567162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634748477044909,0.25160656277912524,0.0,0.0
lonely,that0negirl03,2019/10/06,Just looking for a conversation Looking for some company. Someone to talk to.,4.645384615384618,8.141969307692314,6.0065384615384625,63.57596153846157,86.69230769230771,8.753846153846155,44.96153846153846,8.841846274778883,6.164876923076923,63,5,8,2,2,21,10,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8210116438161571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141959150807436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39291427137318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lifelacksluster,2019/10/06,Said Goodbye to my last friend twenty days ago... And damn I do miss having someone to talk to all day long. Even if he hurt me like he did... for as long as he did.,0.5316666666666663,1.65975105555556,2.2011111111111106,100.655,80.1111111111111,4.800000000000002,17.555555555555557,3.1291,-1.0547111111111112,122,2,32,0,3,40,29,36,0.177,0.691,0.131,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,3,2,6,3,1,6,0,2,0,0,6,0,1,1,7,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680868635456464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900859942134517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997528453259893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23365746626275566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32375867637983946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465216572277372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775252658227714,0.0,0.0,0.5352838953803569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876811688600262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562488332513717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24308260883635915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AhmedEbadKhan,2019/10/06,"Why the fuck should i give a fuck Im sitting here at 9pm as a 16 year old male, community college student, with 9 hours of math homework, a 4 page essay with a social constructionist feminist agenda, 3 chapters and 2 essays of reading, all due Monday. Having not had a SINGLE IRL FRIEND for the three years, my only gaming friend hates me and she isn't telling me what i did wrong. My schooling was messed up since 2nd grade, dropped out at 9th grade, shitty family situation, abusive older brother, all culminating in me being handed a broken live that I never got to live, ALL THE WHILE MY 13 YEAR OLD BROTHER IS A WONDER CHILD WHO HAS EVERYTHING GOING FOR HIM? WHAT THE FUCK?",7.0883441558441564,6.461387856060611,7.587012987012986,74.25409090909093,64.37878787878788,9.664069264069264,32.49350649350649,8.841846274778883,2.6449597402597402,535,18,98,7,7,177,98,132,0.218,0.732,0.05,-0.9743,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,11,0,9,4,1,0,4,12,17,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,5,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,6,0,1,4,1,11,2,13,11,5,19,0,0,0,3,13,5,3,1,11,59,15,8,0.0,0.18836791637366088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428829549341572,0.0,0.14987427414727028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456585149574506,0.4409294611146842,0.0,0.1525102179844164,0.09035325104509308,0.0,0.12715259291689476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696201359258438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565654477403203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717280632582322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807684000209547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261687770572348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336501616524616,0.0,0.0,0.12091313117898418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902522818967807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089847946608282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151172313986534,0.17870265990337847,0.0,0.16206233725010888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895745489768244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345671222553738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240941997204964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382208410229855,0.0,0.3071379834214648
lonely,cplfish,2019/10/06,"Looking for friends, online or in-person How does one make friends when you work from home, you're a nerd & geek, and an introvert plus older too?  I guess you post on Reddit.  I have been unable to find a site for platonic relationships except, meetup.

Why do I want to make friends?  Because I am starved for interaction with people that share similar interests.

My sad story...I will spare you the details but let's just say my wife kicked me to the curb about 4 months ago for various reasons and unfortunately she was my best and only friend.  I guess after 19 years she figured out I am not the person she wants to be with.  Oh well, sometimes things aren't up to you and choices are made for you.

Anyone out there into motorcycles,  J.R.R. Tolkien books, and movies?  Shows with juvenile humor like Family Guy, American Dad, South Park, or Animaniacs?  Good and Bad movies, Army of Darkness?  Romantic movies,  Classic movies, symbolism in movies?  Computers and gaming, even though I can't do much anymore because my kids are at the age that they have become hooked and have taken over every computer and console in the house.

And for those of you out there wondering, I am the kid that no one wanted to sit next to on the school bus that grew into the unremarkable adult that co-workers forget about when making after-work social plans.  It sucks when they talk about doing stuff right in front of you, say you should come but never invite you.  It sucks to be the outsider, the outcast but I am trying to be positive and reach out here.

My life isn't over and I can make new friends and start over!  And no one else on here is too far gone to make new friends.  I have read your stories and cries for help and I feel your pain but it's never too late.

If you are interested in talking about stuff, reply to the thread or PM me.  I am here, even if you just want to tell me your stories, I am a good listener.

""Was it over when the Germans bombed Pearl Harbor?  Hell no, and it ain't over now!  Who's with me?""",4.023034953111679,5.568780071611258,4.431618925831202,86.50386487638535,71.81329923273655,7.463972719522593,25.053793691389604,8.021203637495839,1.2924853537936905,1572,47,318,22,30,495,213,391,0.11599999999999999,0.736,0.14800000000000002,0.9291,0,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,14,2,3,24,23,3,0,16,0,31,2,0,8,2,65,53,33,0,7,13,2,1,1,6,2,2,3,1,5,15,29,0,1,5,4,0,4,10,8,1,3,6,5,42,15,54,41,3,48,1,1,1,0,45,24,3,8,19,216,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187017538325535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000703200455345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159474486009683,0.06457916152059115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711543102579357,0.11260168306944345,0.10200262942389536,0.0,0.0,0.09692447395873008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955860925405757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014513982609525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082348426537041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715361687999965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200374359155056,0.0,0.07781596044950695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706730787711611,0.0,0.046699197141144524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441393157607915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42813536231211263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549317379140119,0.0,0.0,0.20348644589878184,0.09144936602263604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061905908628262375,0.0,0.0926430354837948,0.0,0.0,0.10656922764960247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041843316063253,0.0,0.0,0.09444275189288384,0.0652354902946152,0.04512166357062284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755781992380073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739177936142002,0.3082498451603568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371961747441991,0.0,0.06789407276226146,0.0,0.14246502947723358,0.17840069394577232,0.0982242378210502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775338675755876,0.07024274765395744,0.09827588100585187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402970617677975,0.16128763685133635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845384547100738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092383423251238,0.0,0.0,0.09495984805619112,0.0,0.09915838937242512,0.0,0.07887359436731592,0.0,0.14689426066384842,0.0,0.09347166168669936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414778815725962,0.0,0.0,0.09134484862018112,0.0,0.06537177194220375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145661100257968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846841471337854,0.08072533846274746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135883682208292,0.0,0.09074168829852156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270531123266605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21790157916022448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830413201453943,0.0,0.08333911741321487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015877731538536,0.20171411052145005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059475800667956776
lonely,IAmHorribleSocially,2019/10/06,"30. Been lonely since the first grade. Have had 1 friend since the first grade. I had 2 really good friends in Kindergarten. I never saw them afterwards before I went to private school. It took me nearly 2 decades to get another friend. I feel like I'm the only person on the planet to go through elementary school, middle school, high school, and college without a single friend. If a genie would grant me a wish. I would automatically wish to relive life, but always with a real friend. I wouldn't care if I had to relive life in the worst living conditions in the world. I feel like my whole life has been wasted because I'm so lonely. I went to more birthday parties uninvited than invited. I love concerts and and sporting events. Almost every-time I've gone to one, I've gone alone. I was so lonely I sat next to people, who in respect were not my friends. I think they only let me sit next to them because I had no friends.  Even worse at some point, I think some people gave me rides to church not because I was their friend, but because they felt sorry for me.  On my last day of high school I remember crying in the parking lot because everybody else had friends and everybody went home with friends to celebrate the last day of school. I called my dad to pick me up from the middle school because I didn't want to explain to him why I was the only one in the parking lot.  I remember in 2016 I was so desperate for a friend I went to meetup after meetup. It took about 10 meetups where nobody liked me before I finally got a friend. The ironic thing is if I wasn't so desperate. If I quit going to meetups after my 10th pointless one, my friend drought will probably still be going on 25 years later. My friend moved 1.5 years to be with his girlfriend. I remember that for once, I was going to have somebody to hang out with during New Years Eve. Then my friend got a girlfriend. I'm dreading this New Years Eve. I am going to be alone again. The worst part is that I've o close to making friends in the past. I've met people. They liked me. In less than a couple of months, they get bored of me. I feel like the biggest loser ever. How many people can say it took them 2 decades to find a friend, more than 5 to get my drivers licence, 10 years to get a part-time job, and more than 5 years out of college to get my first full-time job? I wish I could live life over again. FYI I drove all they way across country to Sillicon Valley to find a full-time job. I got one at the airport, where I also lived in the terminals for a couple of months to save money. Now I work at a big tech company, get paid well, and lively extremely cheaply with my coworker. I can't believe I was in high school when the labor market collapsed, and it literally took me all the way until the end of the bull-market to get my first full-time job. I don't think anybody's life is more pathetic than mine. I just wished at some point in my life, making a friend wouldn't be so hard. Most people figured out how to do it before they turn 10. I'm almost 30, and I'm still a disaster.",3.621564116283217,4.694308516853933,4.507246655965759,87.40632388086323,72.1781701444623,7.207119671838773,25.24091314428393,7.471455274886353,1.0905615766006775,2398,71,502,26,45,776,255,623,0.121,0.6920000000000001,0.187,0.9936,4,8,0,0,0,0,70.0,0,0,10,7,21,37,0,1,36,0,38,7,0,5,4,70,92,25,0,14,10,1,5,5,20,5,6,2,1,1,10,17,0,0,14,2,2,19,11,8,1,8,36,8,76,29,84,45,18,101,1,4,1,1,41,39,0,12,45,309,86,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271703047407804,0.08555392477165741,0.0,0.033029616386262645,0.03436701162589897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043309301404928655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510658247518824,0.0,0.10543622669575596,0.04653380490662182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042174498562085716,0.0,0.0421106795404552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0329767074580975,0.09140092236883167,0.045368887133095386,0.05327342683689208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03450296197135848,0.0,0.03658178019922652,0.0,0.0,0.027279929935428958,0.03736050081352597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265139684481462,0.08851960187467504,0.03965690358133003,0.045244900116029385,0.07549952390572434,0.1405276354521782,0.0,0.0,0.5743841464007076,0.0,0.1510520617436082,0.0,0.11736589121387456,0.03464260055181781,0.09910021309846476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03699895207154782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309151641739853,0.04142980276841948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639455421679249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733414511080832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042234632785897584,0.17503918015811187,0.10089164353001348,0.0,0.14588355421414614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022786391810733,0.0372771437023693,0.0,0.055139515762621126,0.041874280281537786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593456693596335,0.04389805039078504,0.0,0.0,0.03185505549238664,0.07978047702479886,0.08785141330383682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04398584390765648,0.11195064643334256,0.09423730017107533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945322494180963,0.03942793605677723,0.14316986076561874,0.03606377397308064,0.0,0.0,0.07808847744607646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044531110412162817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04393032211357074,0.0,0.047011318663959765,0.02645945678159657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036313691632726,0.0,0.0,0.032845427696400205,0.0,0.3344029036089837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833175525108402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0462347981418921,0.0,0.0,0.06596850376152598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027439564068290862,0.07939497585744489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835545114489921,0.0,0.04492528969139222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0243613008802868,0.06556804784259825,0.0,0.0,0.03713593253164358,0.15315142744856095,0.03726910694682062,0.04611279704858565,0.18998347351613096,0.0398141627062756,0.0,0.03006873199145357,0.0,0.04209080418114519,0.058680261135695674,0.0,0.0,0.15958484164295106
lonely,Cold_Rogue,2019/10/06,"I never felt so lonely in my whole life Dark and abusive past, i though moving alone to a new city would help me get a new life. 8 months have passed, is saturday night, and im alone, like almost every weekend since i'm here, i feel lost",4.236133333333335,4.061810880000003,4.834,90.09033333333336,70.2,7.466666666666668,22.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.33006666666666673,184,3,42,1,3,59,41,50,0.255,0.649,0.096,-0.8196,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,7,8,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,2,5,1,2,5,1,11,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,9,19,5,0,0.0,0.2360955987252592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995344019338656,0.4127554172234775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788875782156007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075401182483998,0.0,0.1913249664137646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410736675954377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356265271772816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523962622411172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281492520767641,0.09735046645899498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175205104171428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905085452092946,0.2117864043374465,0.0,0.0,0.15368490405939744,0.38490138434383103,0.0,0.18699603685013444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902203112342429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483347913933075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577615238657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247146271699655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415516338525159,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Golden_LegacyEX,2019/10/06,"Looking for a gamer friend Honestly i just need a gamer friend i can play simple games with like minecraft, terreria (maybe paladins) on a common basis if you feel like your free for it my discord is Golden\_Legacy#4546  


Heads up im not a furry and if you call me a furry you will be instantly blocked i just like the game Okami  ([https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%C5%8Ckami](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%C5%8Ckami) ) and use the main character as my PFP",6.2861643835616405,10.189766178082195,3.744671232876717,81.21728082191783,79.0,6.207671232876713,22.36849315068493,7.554174236665415,1.2922723287671234,373,11,58,6,10,102,53,73,0.059000000000000004,0.6629999999999999,0.278,0.9501,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,0,0,2,8,0,0,7,0,4,1,1,1,0,12,8,5,0,3,5,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,10,9,6,6,1,3,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,2,4,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30013619831407096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486202382101217,0.2099842139109176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541803958691033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30165778785793024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174956901696143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43079920847683656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468278338339435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952929838575639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794595516093385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25386182788040645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheLaugher40,2019/10/06,literally all my closest friends have girlfriends or very good friends that are girls or something and I've got no one since they're all busy talking to aforementioned girls life fucking sucks dude,6.607619047619046,9.382441,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,67.57142857142857,6.9523809523809526,37.38095238095238,7.793537801064563,2.900523809523808,165,9,28,2,3,45,31,35,0.11800000000000001,0.6609999999999999,0.222,0.6597,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,2,2,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5413470933881548,0.3238857568943935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938504502654797,0.2802006948721098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474570859974628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23740096974491595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898067224763813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697105736527805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815918229610372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890690400160266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Flymoolah27,2019/10/06,"Been a while since I’ve been on here I have realized in that time I will graduate without a gf, will graduate with no sex, and when I go to University will probably have no relationships over there either because of my devastating inexperience talking with females, but that’s alright, haven’t seen any girls that have the same goals and values I do anyways, they all focused on the next party, next dick, next bong hit",18.412025316455697,8.532553303797469,16.245379746835447,48.94503164556963,53.936708860759495,19.850632911392406,58.4873417721519,14.554592549557764,7.626615189873418,337,15,61,8,2,110,58,79,0.121,0.727,0.152,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,4,1,10,2,1,0,1,10,13,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,6,1,9,6,3,11,0,0,1,2,5,4,1,0,6,45,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868941547576816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121517142103472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097830575277673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7914443845737447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26745080850433645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26632377843833377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519792813690185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993813606466884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464587442629415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23912114266093445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Montserrat163,2019/10/06,"the outcast among the outcasts Does anyone else feel this way or is it just me? I feel like the outcast among the outcasts. Always the last one. Always alone among the group. I’m so fucking tired of always being the lonely one! And people say “oh, just make friends” I am shit at keeping friends. I don’t text back, I keep a blank face, I don’t pay attention in the conversation. Like shit, can I have someone talk to me as a first option instead of talking to me because they have no other option. The other day my mum asked me if I have friends?! I had to lie to her and tell her “oh yeah I have friends, I’m just more of a homebody” which is a fucking lie. I love to go out, but I have no one to do it with. Then I hear people have jokes like “I have no friends” really?!!? No friends?!!?? Wow!!!! Seriously wow, try having no one to talk to, so the only way you can interact with people outside of your family is going to church, and the people there don’t even like you that much! Like damn, I’m so pathetic.",0.935794413919414,2.9505062836538523,2.6824725274725303,93.4720512820513,82.31730769230771,5.308058608058608,21.443223443223445,6.42735559955562,0.24049926739926786,769,24,171,7,21,254,105,208,0.152,0.684,0.163,0.6749,0,3,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,1,1,10,22,5,0,15,1,20,7,3,1,0,20,35,11,0,1,6,1,2,5,6,0,1,2,0,0,7,6,0,2,3,1,1,2,8,7,0,5,1,4,24,15,22,33,2,15,1,1,0,3,24,6,5,4,10,117,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061124365774654,0.0,0.0,0.2665952198139426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467613373416533,0.10942788830481144,0.0,0.0,0.09984236706767814,0.0,0.0,0.08212160746059617,0.0,0.06510349581501416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887632580347426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934602614488507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921660914362191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705395336358344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068030884594477,0.0,0.10800126260166212,0.0762970121092569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084291905447048,0.0,0.0,0.4950744608560843,0.1974673531170568,0.0,0.0,0.12139232396236875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036989598828113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985518205830546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705519415054412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26088224930215864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638999580516204,0.0,0.07128896107884877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850933239099413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28947825043283043,0.0812252233406535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29616308349819204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841798149955511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493061225808303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21925466015691708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049019133008904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257522247069606,0.09334677051912127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274939410584013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725093063644064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954367284580896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jolly_Llama_,2019/10/06,Anger and jealousy I’m super jealous when I see people having fun with friends.I never had that.All my friends abandoned me.Everyone leaves what’s the point especially when I get anxious and I think everyone already hates me and thinks less of me. I dunno I just don’t like people in general.I just want to fit it god damn it.,0.5672727272727265,3.057501484848487,2.3597575757575764,89.89963636363636,94.75757575757576,5.0642424242424235,23.266666666666666,6.742157984588678,1.036095757575758,262,11,51,4,10,86,49,66,0.253,0.509,0.23800000000000002,-0.2878,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,8,4,4,9,1,6,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,1,4,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813235707519552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880003604859828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4871965025029717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695966941298446,0.0,0.1331913389245647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516923650128428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699359575229643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454679602599615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966191133375096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35347521007607097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409929438200665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031476313710508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266999960759703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036537544174328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LRN_Trickster,2019/10/06,"To the Forever Alone: For every time someone rejects you for the way you look. For every time you reach out and have your hand burnt or bitten. For every time love turns to ashes in your hands. I implore you to keep up the fight. Love is worth it. Hearing someone’s warm words and having them melt away years of ice of worth it. Even the death of that love is worth it because there is no end without new beginning, but only as long as we keep drawing breath.

Post your commitments to the Losing War. Renew my faith in this journey, my lonely brothers and sisters. I feel like as long as I am not the only one in the desert, I can struggle on without comfort or succor. I feel like I can keep carrying this moribund flame if even just one more person joins me to block the ceaseless wind.",3.7590384615384593,5.2541986217948695,4.078717948717948,88.9746153846154,72.3974358974359,6.225641025641028,25.82051282051281,6.42735559955562,0.8793051282051283,619,20,123,4,12,193,97,156,0.16699999999999998,0.677,0.155,-0.7364,0,3,0,0,1,0,15.0,1,7,1,1,4,14,2,1,8,0,8,6,3,0,1,21,20,11,2,1,8,2,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,4,2,0,3,1,4,6,0,2,0,7,18,8,25,20,1,19,1,3,1,3,17,7,0,3,11,81,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386515013011471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577758893520066,0.0,0.0,0.0816074129193871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857126972091038,0.0,0.0,0.17684300286784166,0.0,0.33837998028174576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353798827945025,0.1912770333994776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088399911566558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569759974443127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308066497850327,0.0,0.0,0.23694583997382934,0.11241915508040297,0.14976904657978032,0.0,0.0,0.3624753827960692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929486219987638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143089567246926,0.2036320863464744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168922739032396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282128169826447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22685941258859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995256864355926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23418633508390924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145614800927614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626173252747627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580965605964595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620947913945061
lonely,aTron6424,2019/10/06,"I just wan't to understand why... **Angry long rant ahead, you've been warned.**

I don't fucking get it. I've been trying to be social, made a couple of friends in college, but then after a couple of weeks I'm without friends again. I invite them to hang out, to go out and do stuff, and I get left on read. They all hang out themselves, and don't invite me. I thought ""that's okay, we can't hang out all the time, I'm sure they'll invite me when they can."" They don't. Everyone leaves me on read in the group chat. They don't want to hang out with me unless they're all together. I can't make new friends, I'm in no position to make a whole other friend group *again*. I just don't understand, what the fuck am  I doing wrong? I'm being myself, so I just must be naturally unlikable after a while because they stop liking me. When being myself doesn't work I try to be everything they want me to be, I really try, and it still doesn't work. Why? What am I doing wrong? What should I be doing? Why does this always happen with every friend group I make? It has to be me, there is no other reason. What is wrong with me? I fuck everything up, I'm getting sick of being alone. I try my best to be the positive uplifting guy who likes to laugh, who people wan't to be around and who I would like to be. 

There has got to be something so unbelievably fucked up about me and who I am that everybody leaves. What the fuck is it? Sometimes I just want to cut myself to figure out what it is? Can I tear it out Can I rip it out of my skin? By God, I will do it. I haven't made any deep and meaningful connections in 5, now going on 6 years. Have I just completely gone insane? WHAT AM I DOING WRONG?! I'll do anything to find out, so I can fix it and be normal again. I daydream about cutting myself now, I thought I was done and past that but I'm having some serious urges to start up again. I feel like I'm insane and trapped in some sort of loop because no matter what I try or what I do, everything fails. I'll never kill myself, but I will never actually live. I used to be able to confidently say I love myself, but now after multiple friend groups have ditched me, there HAS to be something wrong with me. I am an asshole, I've been taking all this emotion out on my roommate. I just wish I could reset the last decade of my life and restart. I am so fucking alone, I don't even have tears to cry anymore.",1.1086904761904748,2.9641462182539726,2.8803968253968257,93.1132142857143,80.86507936507937,5.946031746031745,19.825396825396822,6.996647511020387,0.20974682539682554,1850,47,420,22,48,614,201,504,0.172,0.6759999999999999,0.152,-0.7495,0,3,2,0,0,3,75.0,1,0,8,5,27,31,9,0,11,1,68,10,1,7,8,76,107,25,1,9,13,0,2,4,6,6,2,1,0,1,30,27,0,1,9,3,0,7,17,16,0,0,11,3,70,15,64,73,8,59,0,1,0,7,28,25,6,4,31,297,100,6,0.07031064824204113,0.0,0.06861305025128908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564125399342145,0.0,0.0,0.058504091805973775,0.0,0.0,0.04781365185945125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972927002132916,0.0,0.0,0.0578596726477131,0.06259138365848921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572143713701101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378668750774478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371937696571759,0.0,0.0,0.05613733139175177,0.15559478989983128,0.0772329455601901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152932209170744,0.07195220448727255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909001571776636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04643952004835161,0.0,0.05923975361731255,0.06718483749190579,0.1895720309495287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03555117634977718,0.05022994115284599,0.0,0.0,0.0642626587084333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259309945121816,0.390006367974452,0.11020323522443567,0.0,0.0799183234109531,0.0,0.05623384839911375,0.0,0.0,0.0696185959839903,0.062175474035955275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778831489061404,0.0,0.0,0.057312562554476185,0.0,0.148897648864314,0.07639272504115792,0.0,0.04966249018625425,0.13740092481214888,0.0,0.062085590548512724,0.06222271114713774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634581051494274,0.13305927081394428,0.1407987110180812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084558128764696,0.06790646220554422,0.0,0.0,0.06888950691306743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711946956270802,0.048744550554800495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406593506040037,0.0,0.04504280167089533,0.07229105661474672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055913849544851325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167285145404041,0.0,0.10825714416840382,0.06953902894999897,0.0,0.04976623871263717,0.0,0.05615017451006096,0.05878285023276759,0.0,0.0,0.08048887056192655,0.0,0.0,0.06626695387578088,0.0,0.05286485720987669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163760185711913,0.040998704413189486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386815742209074,0.0,0.0,0.14639172891630875,0.0,0.060725825231778316,0.0,0.0,0.1244131260577098,0.0,0.05639896094684205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903332717500788,0.07849932782423362,0.08085377554204769,0.06777695586399406,0.0,0.10237397863196986,0.0,0.0,0.04994666720009664,0.3843682815109898,0.0,0.045277752242720994
lonely,Meh4Eternity,2019/10/06,"27m playing games and drinking alone Title says it. Hmu if you want to chat. Have a lot of interests. I love reading, movies and music. I have started collecting steelbook movies for blu rays. Have a lot of other interests so just message me and we can chat. No age preference either.",0.8077777777777762,3.1105631111111123,2.2493333333333356,88.55400000000002,103.07407407407408,5.122962962962963,23.91851851851852,6.742157984588678,1.4408429629629629,224,10,40,4,10,72,43,54,0.073,0.73,0.19699999999999998,0.7269,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,11,7,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,4,7,3,2,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,3,2,27,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36124460728085467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34168458934115753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5930630813017816,0.3147995179240567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34888762954223496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773743848882677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24687765130618736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057272905442525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,betterbetch,2019/10/06,"My ex's bestfriend told me he isn't doing well and was better with me. The bff asked me out next weekend, I said no. I rather be lonely than ever see them again. The thought of going out with him to bars and he's checking out the waitresses. It was the worse feeling in the world.

The awful car rides home with conversations of abortion. Just misery.

Him screaming fuck on the phone like a crazy man. Just scary and unpleasant.

I got an infection I shouldn't have gotten and now I am negative, I don't ever want to get reinfected again. 

So no.. I don't want to see that man ever. Even if I'm lonely.",0.8838327526132409,3.203654113821141,2.6104123112659683,91.99554878048781,85.09756097560975,5.465505226480834,19.3548199767712,6.868970318607317,0.2501502903600468,468,13,100,6,14,154,81,123,0.285,0.638,0.077,-0.9775,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,12,7,1,0,9,1,10,3,0,0,3,22,25,6,0,5,4,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,1,2,2,10,1,0,2,2,1,3,7,4,1,0,7,5,14,3,14,16,0,17,0,2,2,1,13,6,1,1,9,69,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750427947232027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684674613361624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953855636871332,0.5733039301498755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682194432441244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531111111505373,0.11037725579684957,0.0,0.12006678217778195,0.0,0.16896793973106394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119160453355055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321341969109088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468275058595394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009614177544296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367017443238733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772083113034378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018727847257307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24921917058769985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899526291723227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21529710911051309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,velvetpout,2019/10/06,"i dont know.. there's just never really been anyone that i felt i could genuinely relate to.. no matter what commonality we shared together. i guess dealing with another version of me would also suck but, at least it wouldn't feel all too lonely. you know?",1.5828571428571436,4.331824428571434,3.756326530612245,80.59938775510206,90.42857142857142,6.881632653061224,19.244897959183675,7.957251820313856,1.4556040816326523,203,6,36,5,7,69,44,49,0.146,0.795,0.059000000000000004,-0.6187,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,15,11,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,2,7,1,4,6,3,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,1,2,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478454208106689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249814320030983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670546357060747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24744840634303536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195171457274693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632276085585195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567064502938792,0.0,0.2975748141068558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414152766196151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34065130198022137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23903182952925364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985446976969429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016050450566665,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FatherWeebles,2019/10/06,"Lonely and isolated expat Hi all,

For most of my life I've been a loner.  I can build rapport easily but I don't necessarily seek it out.  I was content with seeing my family every Sunday while I lived in a major city center by myself.  I traveled all around my home country by myself.  I saw myself as being more resilient than most. 

Then I moved abroad for school over 2 years ago to a major city in Europe.  It was my second time going abroad for school; previously I lived in another country for about 5 months and did fine.  Anyway, the first year was good - had temporary studio, decent grades, etc.  In the second year I met my now girlfriend, who's from the new country.  The problem is, the housing supply in the new country sucks so bad, especially for students, so I ended up having to move out of the studio and into what I could find, which turned out to be a bad roommate situation at a new house.  Nearing the end of the second year, I was desperate to find a new place I could call my own.  I found a place in a far off, bedroom community type of city.  The studio is the size of a one car garage (literally).  I began living here on September 1st.  Basically, I moved away from my university, a big city, my friends (save 1) and my girlfriend.  That's when problems started.  

In the previous month of August, I spent about two weeks with my family in my home country, and then they followed me back to Europe for about 2 weeks.  Them leaving and then having to start a new life in a new city kind of wrecked me.  But!  I had a certification exam to pass, so that kept my mind off of my living situation once I got settled.  I passed that certification exam two Wednesdays ago and things have taken a turn for the worst.

I feel like I'm wasting away, and it's started to eat away at my mental health.  It's almost like all of the culture shock from the 2+ years of living in the new country was distilled into a week and a half.  I go to the gym a few days a week and try to eat healthy to keep my spirits high but that's not enough.  My parents are okay with moving back in with them for a few months until classes start up again.  But that would mean running away from the problem and putting the relationship with my girlfriend in jeopardy.  But I also don't want to fall into depression by staying here.  It feels almost like a lose-lose right now. 

***More details about the current situation:***

1) The small size of my accommodation is a motivation zapper.  Normally, I have high motivation to always stay productive.  Instead, I'm watching Alien lore on YouTube.  I stare at screens so much now that my eyes hurt.

2) I'm taking no classes until February.  I hope to nail down a thesis topic in the next week or two and start early, but I'm worried about #1 getting in the way.   I could force myself to go to university every day to try to be productive I guess?Normally classes are a way to keep myself occupied with a preset goal.  

3) Landlords use the washing machine room every day.  The washing machine room is on my floor.  I've talked with them about it, and they've mitigated some of the issues involving noise and timing, but not the frequency.  It's definitely better, but still rather annoying and excessive.  This problem went from being a major/moderate problem to a minor one now.

4) The new city kind of sucks.  It's way smaller, and it doesn't even have a stand alone movie theater!

5) My neighborhood is full of young families.

6) My good friend from school and his wife live in this city, which is partly why I moved here.  The thing is, they're so content to be with just one another that I can't seem to hang out with him/them.  They also didn't offer to show me around the city.  Every time I try to schedule something it either gets canceled or other excuses.  Very disappointed.  They might as well not even be here as far as I'm concerned.

7) I see my girlfriend usually once every 2 weeks.  She lives in the larger city and has two kids.  Usually we talk on the phone 5-6 days/week.

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**Any advice would be appreciated!**",2.7307766426350497,4.920903256637168,4.167911470256602,84.21935413605769,77.11630847029079,6.702982881743944,24.722058974271363,7.730073105063049,1.3806268698534183,3160,111,611,48,74,1045,344,791,0.111,0.8190000000000001,0.069,-0.9889,3,3,1,0,0,0,116.0,1,0,6,5,35,31,3,0,59,1,43,8,1,3,3,90,84,46,0,14,16,2,2,3,6,3,5,0,9,1,26,37,2,3,9,3,1,18,9,16,1,12,19,9,72,15,120,52,20,145,1,4,7,0,30,57,2,10,67,413,98,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04569774372849195,0.08290784351389527,0.0,0.0936558151545538,0.04843393505689226,0.0,0.07479513297729068,0.03891182347579882,0.05066933346534319,0.0568240054786625,0.031801474451711616,0.09807334483855734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326066765047843,0.0,0.0,0.17574720841625965,0.07191805228808773,0.07809283488234367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04135941405645421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04775179934444716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120129821053927,0.0,0.0,0.090477732116771,0.0,0.04027820904038434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570354912833104,0.0,0.0,0.08283896132941934,0.048320245892282884,0.05215479689645774,0.06177504344192769,0.0,0.1970056080138404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225627103264653,0.0,0.047291088735036825,0.0334085795198983,0.0,0.0,0.0854838406872844,0.039777873355052944,0.0,0.051274877946157184,0.07226029799653867,0.0,0.04886505887185725,0.0,0.07973205626442884,0.07844771445877405,0.03740185540403032,0.0,0.05151638656812203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04970849361956325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881855724700037,0.09381724483411384,0.04644771608885498,0.0,0.10791994530375718,0.05006238150306693,0.0,0.0,0.0488100048216935,0.0,0.08313290090543549,0.0,0.09739609403392004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049516870100170134,0.0,0.0,0.06606232117592828,0.06854034094016886,0.0,0.2890574702840595,0.0,0.0,0.05231753141873654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050940267328548665,0.0,0.0,0.04712763291957997,0.04960976125989597,0.04721883001800301,0.0,0.1119809713524227,0.2485163979824601,0.0343772999981008,0.0,0.0,0.3613236870981844,0.04973459321674325,0.0,0.045819296558371456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960536646013944,0.095066538795294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192646072595234,0.050641413576580786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771793164089487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22373663026586185,0.0,0.04701125494930762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05020758897055163,0.0,0.03993664108188371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198456025946693,0.07453052913783667,0.042572658944569367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769582576401453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036001609065614976,0.0,0.0,0.16550082533226074,0.09968950351570632,0.03734620282487135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0351610960588228,0.07517509298221474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213653284148628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180629591619021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525010982628107,0.10173272911242548,0.18272854763017934,0.0,0.0,0.04038952693561665,0.1030090148978665,0.038585623213375685,0.027582923118638948,0.11135848809361712,0.26258171717324763,0.0,0.04204691600801036,0.0433511747749258,0.04219770186600904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04749163592416103,0.0,0.06644034074540342,0.0,0.0568240054786625,0.15057407509997567
lonely,FutureReading,2019/10/06,39 F | *Shocker* I’m home on a Saturday night. This has become a running theme. Welcome to middle age. Isn’t it glamorous?,-1.9346857142857128,-1.9770026400000005,1.378857142857143,91.53800000000004,135.4,3.0285714285714285,23.57142857142857,5.288315135182226,0.7357428571428573,94,5,18,1,7,33,24,25,0.0,0.73,0.27,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6266051340818003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5691088749273865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324294267048107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kedakaa,2019/09/04,"My friendships in a nutshell I have noticed this pattern. I will make a nice friend to hangout with, and then a few weeks or months later, they become a terrible friend, they stop hanging out with me, or they leave me.

As soon the last time THIS happened, I basically thought ""Wow. I'm the test dummy. I'm the girl you practice on, build your confidence, leave me without telling me, and then have a group of friends after.


It's sad.",3.522142857142857,5.392989785714287,3.6995238095238094,89.91214285714287,73.76190476190476,6.2285714285714295,29.857142857142854,6.868970318607317,1.4914,338,15,68,3,7,104,60,84,0.11900000000000001,0.6809999999999999,0.2,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,3,0,1,7,0,0,8,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,13,5,10,6,1,14,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,2,10,45,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539889429275925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5330335537316123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336583165363345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746004158089352,0.0,0.4870199168091742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153509870818158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835635789107224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618276737945153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226911269940092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100798870996747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257419100947456,0.13410007320391587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844717997762686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22168736483234416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alexhjones95,2019/09/04,"So damn lonely even with having a boyfriend Even though I have a boyfriend that I live with and care about a lot he has his own friends he talks to whereas I have no friends outside of him. I did have two but one was arrested for being a child predator (long story) and I rarely see the other and I barely talk to him anyway. My bf doesn’t understand me at all and even if we’re spending time together I feel so isolated. He definitely doesn’t understand what it’s like to have depression either and our interests are so different. I don’t know what to do and I feel so alone and low right now 

/end rant",2.9642741935483885,4.526420427419354,3.995999999999999,88.49900000000002,74.56451612903227,7.863225806451613,26.10967741935484,8.548686976883017,1.664650967741936,479,17,103,9,10,155,83,124,0.209,0.6729999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.9238,1,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,11,9,1,0,5,0,14,0,0,0,1,19,21,14,0,1,3,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,5,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,2,3,15,5,10,18,4,7,0,3,1,0,13,3,1,2,5,75,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352795227870646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035785380527615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925615062690533,0.0,0.0,0.2053140066403896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405197562893915,0.0,0.0,0.3893844701724638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198725510119438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30365053892501737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799827261723499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600620738091263,0.0,0.17352436571198127,0.17390760705175495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706811960186288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316213070101027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782082171803195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565952256393606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158990224325013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930727871158084,0.0,0.11458816958103553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196441027529207,0.4091534232219896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Northerncoast,2019/09/04,If you're lonely or want to be there for someone who is lonely... ...feel free to dm me and we can talk about stuff maybe.,1.5549999999999995,2.5027298846153845,2.6415384615384627,99.27846153846157,77.07692307692308,5.2,16.846153846153847,3.1291,-1.095246153846154,91,1,23,0,2,29,24,26,0.086,0.7559999999999999,0.158,0.2732,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441982226349843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851965161881109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092089917542748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5528716951511778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881835792686201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848613123875379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TrueStory54,2019/09/04,"I have been very lonely since I was 5 I'm now 40 and don't know how to change. I grew up in a very abusive environment then went on to be in very abusive relationships. 

I don't feel like I had a chance to grow, make friends and discover what I want out of life. It feels like being stuck. I've tried opening up to people but in the past, that turned out to go wrong. So these days, I just keep to myself. One day, I will come out of this shell. One day.",0.5787878787878782,2.1186179898989934,2.287878787878789,98.2518181818182,81.22222222222223,5.612121212121212,18.070707070707073,6.42735559955562,-0.4720626262626261,347,7,89,3,9,114,69,99,0.17,0.78,0.05,-0.8873,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,2,0,16,21,6,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,3,0,0,5,2,2,0,2,5,2,9,3,17,13,0,21,0,1,0,0,2,10,0,0,8,53,14,0,0.0,0.4098181120088992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295065619761824,0.1489749944568918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346015887894952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489025261935404,0.2471008838314173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336152551040926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828743522255083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537195952686922,0.0,0.0,0.09504489468478468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221546844037783,0.16898232996641893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544072829996048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343811689162012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509356641264308,0.11989683093003142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567595192544115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306015355954968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741687644983152,0.18811221278721266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280880122514205,0.1020062028858518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031980042183816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890859115066816,0.0,0.0
lonely,Squiddlebob757,2019/09/04,"Be the centre of your own universe Everything you feel toward others, is still based upon you... 
sympathy: you feel sorry for someone or something because YOU would never want to be in that situation or feel the way the subject feels

Empathy: you feel what the other subject feels because you can relate to things YOU have felt or experience in life.

Jealousy: a feeling of resentment or desire based on what you wish YOUR life could be like

Hate: anger towards someone or something because YOU cannot relate to how that person acted or felt, in a way that causes you distress 

LOVE on the other hand, is something shared, where you wish the other person to LOVE you back. This is something that only works if it’s shared. 
Excluding Tacos, I love tacos and they do not love me back :(",7.869258620689656,7.829878296551727,7.266336206896554,75.24915948275864,62.58620689655172,9.18103448275862,33.98706896551724,8.472884824447931,2.779017241379312,623,23,105,7,8,194,79,145,0.11800000000000001,0.6579999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.9659,0,0,4,0,0,0,17.0,0,14,1,1,5,11,3,1,8,0,12,7,1,2,1,27,29,9,0,7,8,0,10,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,13,1,0,0,9,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,10,17,7,15,22,1,16,0,0,0,4,23,9,0,7,5,81,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252611894589404,0.0,0.21705167717205065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192435316856585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476199760135284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066683191425703,0.11609876530788338,0.0,0.0,0.4200823735512467,0.0,0.22791647145647956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717894669010474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766442790326516,0.057984525558448574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284789931314749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153881405523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026689342385713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726600841368292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340928151285655,0.0,0.0,0.20112640189219014,0.36548453521689456,0.0,0.13286049967808944,0.0,0.0,0.094783677284306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885044035174149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000473102164446,0.18841660284856546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729686322460849,0.0,0.0,0.08640562774408136,0.0,0.0,0.08431191579773864,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TitanRekt,2019/09/04,"everyday seems more pointless then the last my last summer was a fun time, but the more i think about it all i did was ruin and avoid problems. I thought i had a good friend group but as the days pass i slowly am just giving up on it all. I've had multiple ppl that i thought i could start something romantic with but i fuck it up most of the time. my life isn't as bad as it could be but seeing all my vros with there girls just hurts and make the hole in my heart gets larger, also the girl i had a thing with for awhile is dating a friend of mine. i've had some important ppl die in my life and i have to be a leader and stay strong for my fam, but as i get older i crumble. since i'm almost done with school i feel like i have this impending doom on my back. so i guess i was wondering how do u ppl  keep on going so strong cuz damn i'm really wondering is there a trick to it. anyway thanks for reading my post.",0.553657894736844,2.2618754500000047,2.3212631578947374,97.16878947368423,82.0,5.810526315789473,17.526315789473685,6.8360192770164,-0.278,710,14,174,8,19,234,112,200,0.151,0.66,0.18899999999999997,0.8239,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,11,17,3,1,12,0,20,4,1,3,3,37,40,19,1,3,7,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,8,8,0,2,7,1,0,2,1,9,0,0,11,2,25,8,23,25,7,23,1,3,1,1,6,7,2,7,13,116,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151149352509753,0.0,0.0,0.1207104535019219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116067187276822,0.1260325523688891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410341837286821,0.0,0.0,0.09734686951673584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665680831652282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446887522174899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632219558375745,0.10783495193267116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23323906233296096,0.13954597921316306,0.15772479256400046,0.14479994819248138,0.085785373880251,0.12660528581964034,0.0,0.0,0.1662826480248765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788702428685628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158946535882834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416661980228425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460802177487711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323346670049007,0.07374397512002233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075678560333856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456333529181156,0.0,0.0,0.14443372999996665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098558711335536,0.0,0.09669906517138403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276413475009548,0.12028341435930096,0.13741442159189465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486304818803863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620463482373247,0.0,0.0,0.10683946340126273,0.16088700828188893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896963590348754,0.0,0.0,0.10028097764877544,0.09671929407685882,0.0,0.2396665246632294,0.17603418272958046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327386261849019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheChatReaper,2019/09/04,you ever just be in a big group of friends and a loving family yet you feel like youre the spectator of your own movie and that you’re completely alone in the world? sirry fir the dumb vent i really need to sleep more,0.8836956521739125,3.096539978260872,2.6197391304347843,92.66656521739132,84.0,7.1582608695652175,15.72173913043478,8.238735603445708,0.419326956521739,173,3,39,4,5,57,37,46,0.109,0.705,0.18600000000000005,0.6003,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,4,0,0,3,4,1,0,5,0,1,2,1,0,1,6,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,5,3,2,6,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,0,3,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604363838262783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648848787397793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147975700029397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280755666687031,0.0,0.17596576646975035,0.24862046779350516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26887388432808496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700215121599897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31409520746862685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580471375281626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294595942431386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348264206236716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xx__sadness__xx,2019/09/04,"Dear Sadness you’re always with me. from a young age, you’re told to smile, play & be anything you could be but with you ingrained i soon realised that would never be me. But in reality I don’t think you’re as bad as what they say, how can you appreciate the sun without having heavy clouds that were grey? i know it sounds cliché but without the need for D-Day victory wouldn’t be something we could display.

Dear Sadness, are you a product of our environment? or born with us with a raging entitlement? whatever the answer is the mental effects are almost always violent, you force us to put on a brave face to the world; laughing, smiling, all for us to return him to cry ourselves to sleep in a position all curled. for god sake when i was 14 you made me break, you latched onto me when I was young, no emotional intelligence and as weak as a flake i knew there was no escape. if it wasn’t for a logistical problem my live would’ve been at stake. this feeling of emptiness is an emotion i just can’t shake. it’s deep rooted, with you around my sleep is almost never sound you force our self esteem to the ground never to be found, leading us to be bed bound. damn, in my sorrow i drowned, all for me to wake up in the hours that follow to repeat the exact same day & act like my heart is full not empty. 

Dear Sadness, you’re a lot of different things, everyday you make me feel like there’s a death in the family you have my mind on strings. but i’ve experienced things that are much worse than you, things that eat me every single day so if you want to be around you’ll have to join the queue. however, no matter how many things are going on you always seem to be there, you always breakthrough; physical pain, emotional pain, grief. they come in chunks and spurts but you always seem to be lingering in my mind just on the outskirts ready to pounce when i’m just getting back on my feet, sometimes i just sit in my room and think you’re a power that i’ll never beat.

Dear Sadness, you’ve took people away from me i knew, you’re the biggest cause of death in men under 45 i hope you’re happy. but we’re beginning to fight back because we’re sick of feeling crappy. unfortunately for you i’m learning to deal with it, you’ve made me the person i am full of whit, i’ve been through too much pain for any obstacle you throw at me not to split. i’m piloting my own thoughts in my minds cockpit yet after all of this you got what you wanted you drove me to commit. you thought that was me dead, you thought so too? nah i’m not going to let these inner demons kill me & i hope for all my friends that they don’t stop you",3.9563098293824552,4.793092940409687,4.61701142483266,87.8110463536162,71.17877094972067,7.518627006895166,25.68669787105541,7.63319966405982,1.1259052695153258,2067,60,444,23,37,662,252,537,0.212,0.653,0.134,-0.9965,3,0,1,0,1,1,56.0,7,25,3,4,22,31,5,1,24,0,39,12,6,9,11,87,75,23,6,12,18,0,3,2,1,3,5,3,2,3,21,13,1,2,17,1,0,11,17,18,0,0,20,8,73,13,76,40,13,68,1,6,1,0,44,31,1,10,26,287,94,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713105233975646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056477340464825,0.23880094391813625,0.0,0.04995935804215468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045620841733669,0.13080052348815593,0.0,0.0,0.06902366841126549,0.11298154522396978,0.06134099071943956,0.044784154768231284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546975688175865,0.0,0.06328440166887392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731314925602104,0.0,0.08069888472927994,0.14213835967032126,0.07574015763637881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767562702383365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751739967916785,0.0,0.2479178807185685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061898222499215574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692571493592557,0.0,0.11143975908591168,0.05248408178208108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055161057923757,0.05675960253546618,0.0,0.03838292113840478,0.0,0.08350477276140736,0.0,0.05875742297446456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820585857823494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705749190629615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593650881483325,0.07234915171629272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127917705469866,0.0,0.04037495899050513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512390049978462,0.0,0.07178349415969609,0.0,0.06487177044308201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624581145057088,0.0,0.13903049637292772,0.04903908501769422,0.07448293161011517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403638753554109,0.0,0.2225389680075748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801183710746112,0.05447406317692485,0.22664584596783655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345188177464124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093203215118605,0.06414762456523758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029698220797911,0.0,0.073853560519332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058423063712800774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337612640726981,0.07664099711370799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470379912331325,0.0,0.0,0.05655766936636281,0.07265969257962115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142081492017825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523002283680813,0.09414801507779122,0.0,0.17497124896071484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019985340439172,0.08162336182892659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534819178725699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666422898257416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163708787482088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486806861301963,0.10437619100908432,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Br0k3n_Guy,2019/09/04,"I don’t know what to do. I’m lonely and it’s destroying my mental health. I feel so lonely and isolated and it’s destroying me in every way. My mental health is deteriorating and making me want to die, all because I’m lonely. I just wish I could be happy and not have constant anxiety about being lonely. I always feel anxiety about everything but this is beginning to get out of hand. I want to have friends, love, happiness but anxiety is such a vicious circle it won’t happen. I will probably copy and paste this onto another thread too.",2.4947855917667208,4.981043641509436,4.866295025728988,77.33710977701544,79.56603773584905,8.382847341337907,24.730703259005146,9.095868883498916,2.5091245283018866,430,16,77,12,11,150,66,106,0.157,0.593,0.249,0.9211,0,8,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,11,3,0,1,0,12,4,1,1,1,20,25,9,1,4,4,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,3,11,4,10,20,1,7,0,4,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145884193563546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826640525141502,0.3901630112565906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363424892292554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371639031847245,0.0,0.13573617917821165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643967568578506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432376212427886,0.0,0.1527906802965906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719205642083149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313464284046179,0.0,0.08882126332923894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503359898841696,0.3619496876550298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614174466103706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343100415603027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343730308024686,0.0,0.11348051046128847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426526839646985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229022864184214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832955212278424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005482145543287,0.13494307006903847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549882924828185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rheevalka,2019/09/04,"My parents prioritise each other over me and it gets kinda lonely. So, I lost all my friends last year and I've been alone ever since. I hope to get some more once I go to my new school, but I've just been lonely for months. 
My family and I have always been kind of close, but I don't even know when the flip switched, because a pang of loneliness just hit me today and I noticed my parents are either on an electronic device or hanging out with each other. Which is fine, they're a couple, they should hang out, but I don't remember the last time I was acknowledged, which should be a fucking challenge for them, because my dad doesn't have friends (he considers me and my mum friends, and that's fine), my mum has a few friends, but she had two heart attacks a couple of years ago and has been on sick leave ever since and doesn't want to hang out with them. She prefers to chat on the phone. And she doesn't work. 
By what I mean by prioritising each other, my dad loves me, more than my mum does. But recently, he's gone to work, hung out with my mum and gone to bed. My mum, well, I sit in the living room with her and she completely ignored my existence whilst she watches a movie and I sit starting at the wall waiting for her to finish (she doesn't like to be disturbed). My mum flat out refuses to do anything for me, but if my dad asks, she jumps up to do it. 
I have no idea if I'm exaggerating or if I'm just reading too much into this, but I just feel so damn pathetic and lonely.",5.281776091081596,4.540756316129034,5.7959582542694505,85.9874667931689,68.09677419354838,9.100569259962047,29.52561669829221,8.313332769828598,1.7484895635673623,1158,35,262,14,17,375,155,310,0.141,0.773,0.086,-0.9422,2,7,0,0,1,0,37.0,0,0,3,4,12,21,3,1,12,0,25,4,1,0,3,63,44,28,0,8,17,11,1,1,4,2,1,0,2,0,10,27,0,3,7,2,0,7,7,9,1,1,9,2,45,12,37,30,10,41,0,4,1,2,34,16,2,8,17,178,55,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790884932367832,0.0,0.0,0.12607854646059055,0.0,0.0,0.1012915043594351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017578434800847,0.0,0.1138038060039117,0.13848871998216342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841446222696505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127634604055769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693902230242786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652925982604326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040341627775459,0.22022871073096714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147589212157915,0.0,0.06155179959308085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37620207102772985,0.1125400819624321,0.12720080637755748,0.0,0.0691835985679956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425404376802975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090821288871695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374215992340482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676605723148054,0.06690120486836025,0.1984570822529836,0.0,0.12889753847532834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594725340782877,0.0,0.10749235944998713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328858138954994,0.0,0.10986867304430807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260278879990348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971660199456882,0.0,0.08948767036808088,0.0,0.0,0.11757036986982775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859368576935588,0.0,0.12964153963762842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703399045929631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176581829654133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019652874236028,0.0,0.13789961770732656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320016916742575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013973853835765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616315594183886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098341874227222,0.0,0.11538853226612612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891533103291295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180120404933618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945247474138707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724596661175862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678396150098686
lonely,lololololonely_01,2019/09/04,"Moving out? I'm 22, still live with my parents. No friends. No relationship. Nothing except family and work acquaintances.

I feel like there's so much stuff I want to do that would just be easier if I lived on my own, like actually getting to know people and inviting them or something.

But this is my fear: my family are currently the only people I talk to other than co-workers, so I feel like moving out would just Isolate me even more :/ because I'd be talking to nobody other than my co-workers, but I only talk to them about work..

Does anyone have any input on this? Experiences? I just feel like I'm not an adult, and that maybe moving out would help me be more ""adult"" and ""confident"".",3.546363636363637,5.3077845925925935,4.842289562289565,82.20484848484848,73.44444444444444,7.575757575757577,24.865319865319872,8.296473431620573,1.6053703703703708,540,17,103,9,11,179,80,135,0.062,0.7959999999999999,0.142,0.8728,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,2,9,6,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,25,18,10,0,5,9,1,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,3,16,5,15,12,4,10,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,6,73,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.12040066627337795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390234102342811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626986669175807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521104299698221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797029643863802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149104484875135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206888978224236,0.2326225632822465,0.13883632204457722,0.18715325890507736,0.26442717644206176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532275263158142,0.0,0.06446073498607538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269872756228787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780618708450854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411081103867733,0.0,0.2178928480993054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239513651848969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39339888353477465,0.09069818295013383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838602858930734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876714510837223,0.0,0.0,0.13699841567358553,0.0,0.0,0.17107172301770893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246348870294608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949836236619146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098531086981529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412400936520901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29750348356201245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277246925884234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592871965669287,0.0,0.0,0.2629359278009941,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dinakiii,2019/09/04,"So lonely that I might need therapy again The loneliness has hit me out of nowhere again, I just can’t do that anymore. I don’t really have any close friends who check up on me, my family kinda ignores me and doesn’t understand that I’m going through a hard time and I feel *so lost* after graduation.

I’ve been crying out of the blue and I’m not feeling like myself anymore. My eyes start tearing up when I think about other people being happy, having a relationship and stuff. It’s insane.

I just realised that I might need therapy again which is okay but... I don’t know if it’ll actually help me. I’m so done.",3.0571199999999976,4.598996672000002,4.7666,83.15230000000003,74.28,7.88,25.3,8.548686976883017,1.7046800000000002,484,16,98,9,10,164,82,125,0.14800000000000002,0.759,0.09300000000000001,-0.569,0,2,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,4,1,15,1,1,0,0,23,29,10,0,3,5,0,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,5,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,3,5,15,4,10,21,0,14,0,2,2,0,4,6,0,4,8,69,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.170696434264321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895142180201515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469467605041005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214112135478464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900362538107611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648987638969807,0.0,0.1768893531065546,0.12496269757277552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351425576128115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994109195602786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620531639495733,0.15669372976074805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724501491567214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613131483927906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854569496770523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094555977576366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37112440469284863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594015423801289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126732362208385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112058064848274,0.0,0.0,0.18779833942500895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380909264173952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024125370559825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40007193536527136,0.0,0.0,0.11208150677087672,0.0,0.0,0.10199710736015333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820976187495288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,poserboineeul,2019/09/04,I am a loser. I have no friends. Nobody likes me. Every day I sit and eat by myself. I recently transferred from community college to a bigger school and now I have like 0 friends. It feels like shit to start over and everyone around me is a stranger. Hopefully it will get better but I’m really shit at meeting new people,0.8183680555555526,3.374143406249998,2.8552083333333336,87.25784722222225,91.5,5.969444444444445,22.73611111111111,7.3871296695380915,1.3486652777777786,254,10,49,5,9,85,48,64,0.163,0.639,0.198,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,10,2,0,3,0,5,3,2,0,0,7,10,4,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,7,7,9,0,10,0,1,0,0,3,4,2,1,8,31,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026024319464367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895699977096915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450792484911513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301881135938739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895367504722796,0.21495693350592449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137454838913189,0.16070998343487294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34760386286720124,0.0,0.11753122872468925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343397386236105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297092308445629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726576152987398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595749730951985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441138043216623,0.0,0.2221188074798948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276694255908721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618321455547761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922637406217027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_potato_salad,2019/09/04,"""There's a minimum of £5 for contactless"" I'd like to get to know others who are struggling with loneliness in London!

📭",2.9063999999999983,4.410841439999999,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,74.6,9.8,28.5,10.125756701596842,3.127,96,4,19,3,2,34,24,25,0.23199999999999998,0.67,0.098,-0.5255,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783775587896757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980150016194292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538196478532481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.757116991146847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sryimtheworst,2019/09/04,"I’d do anything just to have one friend But, it would have to be a mutual friendship. I’ve noticed most people don’t care, but unfortunately, I haven’t lower my standards. I’ll get there eventually",2.647307692307692,5.136303410256414,4.550961538461539,79.80028846153847,79.0,6.976923076923077,25.134615384615394,8.07648339933343,1.7236615384615384,159,6,30,3,4,54,30,39,0.151,0.6890000000000001,0.16,-0.1576,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565374430946269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.441739154101036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334736896157371,0.0,0.2263613435153037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4932712898119543,0.0,0.0,0.2935893245858219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003690934344106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30777666377489565,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TreiDoiUnuZero,2019/09/04,"Monologue. You like a girl 
~And can't do shit.
It's only early, wait a bit
~Fuck I can't' I need someone
~Someone I like and not just for fun

Dude, calm down, it will be fine
~THE FUCK IT WILL, WAS IT EVER FINE?

Yes it was, and it will be
~Will with patience come
~A new, free, happier, me?
Just wait a moment, you will see.

~Isn't that nice, it's not like I have
~A fucking ton of time
~Just resting on my hand
It'll pay off, now that's for sure
Remember your dream...
With that cool car and girl.

~Fuck it man, I gotta contain it
~I must, badly, have to obtain it
Just even a bit, wait it out and play
Do stuff in your time
Your stuff in your way.
There's no better approach
Trust me, there's not
Ignore all the thoughts that make you
Think you're not...

You know what I mean
Deep down inside
Catch that burning light
And go light on your night.

Fear not, young me, 
I know how you feel
And that isn't me.
It isn't us and will never be.
You are stronger
Than everyone else aspires to be!

This is a clutch,
Do not panic now,
Trust your inner instincts,
And let this sink.

... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!",-1.038755840341743,1.0602445770925115,0.4521986383660419,104.07241356294224,96.62114537444937,3.2801495127486318,13.927246028567614,4.851557810540192,-1.4360120411160056,817,16,200,3,33,257,128,227,0.076,0.706,0.218,0.986,0,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,1,12,0,2,11,24,5,2,9,2,27,6,2,2,5,43,46,10,0,2,10,0,2,3,0,9,0,0,0,3,24,13,0,5,7,2,2,5,13,9,0,0,3,6,26,16,16,29,5,27,0,0,1,4,16,10,5,0,14,132,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493703065992167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174556727631007,0.30056945256980644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857847631086675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499394493294428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092050599520696,0.12451775522299227,0.0,0.13153623064169995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549012983479974,0.06960302214754067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090431063983215,0.0,0.0,0.07823309107466075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513043022278453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076261165277018,0.0,0.20175534106171372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188646534896924,0.0,0.0,0.14994776605528934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102070198020987,0.10616881241002528,0.13294904636491026,0.0,0.12918085402901436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469360973991866,0.0,0.16150968524165688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593744145377347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969402923484486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130193110000308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332710058960533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151664285442088,0.0,0.0,0.1297391741101962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820442226846482,0.0,0.10928350721941853,0.16053666991019758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558324847601466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926494498112116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hypothermi_a,2019/09/04,"I’m homeschooled due to an extreme social phobia (and potential scopophobia) and am left in the house alone daily. I am in an ldr, but my girlfriend is 800+ miles away. I have a few friends online. My mother works 8-5, my father is never home and when he is he’s passed out on the couch drunk, and my sister is ALWAYS with her boyfriend. I’m not exaggerating. I never get to see her. 

I’m suffocating. It’s been like this for about three years now. It’s put my mental health through a fucking wringer and I can’t do anything about it. The gift of life, eh?",1.5314466403162044,3.5080255913043485,2.955098814229249,92.49667984189723,80.04347826086956,5.225296442687747,21.758893280632414,6.1124844417494595,0.14265217391304394,433,13,95,3,11,141,81,115,0.057,0.8270000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.8237,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,7,0,10,4,0,0,2,11,16,7,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,4,7,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,1,11,2,13,15,1,15,0,0,1,1,10,7,1,0,7,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24786719280362374,0.0,0.0,0.19913650295989926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694302599692065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22485250858743053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849009087793145,0.22125091839187053,0.12503676352668658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25438991809162664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400611997175825,0.0,0.0,0.27614743524908314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600259169345824,0.0,0.1690414177656062,0.11692147859200483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411820154925373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36916240617016266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405864355389013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907100157551148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439603890110226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742305150763857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411662612254312
lonely,waseembirader_,2019/09/04,"Don't hate on me pls🙁 Hi guys, so I recently joined school and I told my best friend that I had a crush on this girl but then he told my other friend who has a bunch of other friends I really hate. And the girl I had a crush on told to not to tell anyone but you know my best friend betrayed me. He told everything is gonna be fine I tried to talk to my other classmates but they were like just calm down its gonna be fine. Pls I need someone to talk to, if you really can then I can talk on ps4 so just direct message me your ps4 username I'm not forcing you guys but I need help to outplay my friend the only thing i have against Is that he is dating my other friend (no he is not gay😂) I could use it against him but I feel like ppl will just wont care. It would be great if u guys left your ps username to me",-0.6659836065573757,1.1755931530054688,1.3260409836065603,101.85266803278692,87.4153005464481,4.534316939890711,16.253825136612026,5.6839178017228535,-0.9134260109289616,629,13,163,4,20,207,95,183,0.057,0.649,0.293,0.9943,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,1,2,5,17,2,0,5,0,19,0,0,1,0,22,34,13,0,6,13,0,1,2,6,5,0,0,0,5,12,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,7,1,29,15,16,18,3,10,0,0,0,0,34,6,0,2,6,104,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971765388301097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23929055397758064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162396429212492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910268070113958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246382248786733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057646311080165574,0.08144796067355779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5284978284673474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569518346034778,0.0,0.3386601220931996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251203148129188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641774345068872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265629425907006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387097261302706,0.0,0.0,0.11139795173716124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690722674271068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670888431223167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460740050622211,0.0,0.11257000660330088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153830647341918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659934696055553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749080373141729,0.09964877895031717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757424283820615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357614503468373,0.0,0.07740454009887238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984670599214307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080988631332654,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EconomyIndependence2,2019/09/04,Anyone's heart ache so much because of loneliness ? I want to be loved and receive affection so fucking badly. I want to know I'm not an abnormal repugnant piece of shit. Why is it so difficult and why does it hurt so much ? My chest feels the sinking pain every single fucking time. I'm just not good enough for this life at all.,1.8388311688311705,4.224200545454544,3.2841125541125566,88.31045454545458,81.42424242424242,6.8017316017316025,24.58008658008658,7.957251820313856,1.556154112554113,260,10,52,5,7,85,50,66,0.301,0.581,0.11699999999999999,-0.9475,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,3,0,2,0,2,8,3,1,1,11,11,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,1,3,2,6,10,6,3,0,1,0,3,2,1,3,0,1,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914066260216435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809222370239716,0.13002251212057844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665569067987192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22039051479610006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971004313462394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784824455174563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943751559368622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890153345544005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527553295390821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283364628560753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722122750510812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065640399517707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250685759625305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135923960640034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269606737825301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894401637624147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243738957145958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516135633601547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38493070826642295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-afterdark,2019/09/04,"I. Hi, I'm a socially isolated early-20-something. I am a real person, here in the world. I don't have any friends or social connections, I don't talk to anyone other than my close family members which amount to 3 people, two of which are dying, one of which dislikes me and I them. No one else knows who I am or that I exist, and anyone that did know me moved on a long time ago. I fell out of contact with the few people (3 at most) I was 'close' to (meaning hung out with casually) years ago -- the last time I had an IRL acquaintance was when I was 17, and the last time I had an actual friend was probably around 15. I don't ever go out anywhere, and haven't since I was 18, essentially making me a Hikikomori (a recluse). This'll change soon as I'll be moving out.  


People don't tend to like me very much, and I don't like them, so after a while I just said 'fuck it' and faded into the background. I've been there ever since. This happened in my late teens.  


I became a selective mute after not talking for such an extended period of time and now generally prefer not to talk. I don't feel as if it's me talking when I do, it's like my brain's conjured up an image to portray as a way to try to socialize with humans because it doesn't remember how to at this point, or as a defensive mechanism. I do this with my family, even if I don't want to. I have no idea how to be myself with anyone that isn't online. I try to be myself anonymously online by either quietly putting out different creations under pseudonyms, or interacting with people in limited ways, reserving my identity as much as possible. The time I've spent alone allowed me to develop a hobby or two and I tend to communicate through them. I've met numerous people online under different names and circumstances and gotten to know them, played games with them, made things with them, but in the end always end up separating from them, oftentimes suddenly and without warning. I do this when I feel they're 'too close'. As insane as this might sound I do have legitimate reasons for why I am this way, one in particular that ironically wouldn't make me sound like a nutjob and is completely rational being something I can't disclose.    


  For about 4 years I suffered with increasingly severe stress from the isolation that lead to what I can only describe as a kind of emotional agony. It got to the point that I was physically unable to cry myself to sleep anymore. My hair was shedding and I experienced real physical pain in response to emotional stress.  Nobody knows about this other than me. This was extremely difficult for me specifically because underneath my hardass exterior I'm an extremely emotionally vulnerable and sensitive person/ hopeless romantic, possibly the worst combination possible for someone where I am. In addition to this I have severe trust issues from being bullied in my youth, fighting in my teens and my bad experiences with people in general. I have been betrayed numerous times by everyone that was ever close to me and so literally don't trust anyone.   
This went away after I reached a breaking point and just kind of shutdown one day. The next morning I didn't feel lonely anymore, like the part of my brain that desires socialization turned itself off. This happened last year.

  
Recently though, for no apparent reason, it's come back, and all of a sudden I'm beginning to feel alone again.  I thought I'd be able to just keep on going forever, but .. I mean, shit -- here I am.  So yeah, I exist.. I'm alive, a real person. I guess I just wanted to confirm that, I have nowhere else to say it to. I haven't done this in years, so maybe it'll make me feel better and I can just delete this post and move on.",5.474339712349932,6.334839815642461,6.551555925353623,75.22468144538219,67.74301675977654,10.115963389991679,31.43515987162724,10.199797458751258,3.2438916914299303,2932,116,542,72,47,983,321,716,0.149,0.7959999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.9969,5,5,2,0,2,1,85.0,0,0,7,3,32,27,4,2,32,1,57,7,5,10,4,106,97,49,1,7,18,0,6,5,2,3,1,5,0,4,39,43,0,3,17,3,1,11,21,13,0,6,24,12,79,14,104,64,10,98,0,3,0,1,31,40,2,10,47,388,118,1,0.057585670856532135,0.0,0.05619530792308807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209244538751493,0.0,0.0,0.11928277615541852,0.0,0.0,0.047915891244545615,0.0,0.0,0.03916023087923736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421902351665608,0.16106095998570225,0.0,0.0,0.051263455933514064,0.0,0.0,0.05410363337407894,0.044279826337344536,0.04808162981012574,0.07020738092653835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092984622269768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856930680135129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091800417874413,0.049604956459136575,0.06037748027983751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325515542111378,0.03713799375877515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976483474415625,0.12032953911962466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058930134604113664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621087753748274,0.19432838668260147,0.10200762409246336,0.0,0.0,0.038034792497342894,0.15626860839482504,0.0,0.0550255762831262,0.0,0.056329835921587613,0.10857329098015404,0.0,0.1455852272043685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898109291264779,0.0532370247837261,0.0,0.0,0.06545452762014574,0.0,0.0460565215351154,0.0,0.06343710871440808,0.0,0.10184563711766567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500721304507742,0.0,0.06010447914723431,0.0,0.0511847901590361,0.0,0.1199332293505951,0.12659031482941213,0.14082002281553693,0.06495914498143941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066725007956327,0.0,0.0,0.050961506592648184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448895412772211,0.11531664737039315,0.0,0.05785254641562206,0.12545535476130548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108929659067456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361336428687094,0.08466418794352328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124301425111416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608616360504704,0.04379649759610359,0.061275213883027264,0.0,0.0,0.06235966985496525,0.0,0.2395359207585805,0.15084475982716214,0.0,0.0,0.1633112168795013,0.19475757445410166,0.0551511545308811,0.0,0.0620870928998684,0.0,0.0,0.057889504479830524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663530162751391,0.0,0.11841532104090538,0.05685890278372952,0.0,0.06523333942481023,0.0,0.0547771599704995,0.04579443678470052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011083391669154,0.059110863605904035,0.09527092401285282,0.0,0.05762725853933341,0.23480535801481184,0.04879215204417452,0.0886645256133806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192838280897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514072371214974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03825736092524088,0.0,0.056577629238122165,0.04571659027823249,0.2014720066088507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819378097774803,0.06263667375024921,0.11250566580318433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047514209315968566,0.06793104132893554,0.13712647540070716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338249381015396,0.05196211106989096,0.0,0.0,0.05551053175624032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833313604489956
lonely,Jumpeskian,2019/09/04,"An offer to hang out or chat Hey fellow lonely people. If you are in California, particularly in Los Angeles/San Bernardino/Orange Counties and feel mega lonely Im here to meet up if jeed or chat whenever. Everyone else living in far land, Im always here to listen and chat as well :) lets ebd loneliness, together :)",2.7419128329297853,5.6034636271186455,5.0971428571428605,73.53084745762712,82.22033898305084,8.11719128329298,23.682808716707026,8.841846274778883,2.536121549636804,250,9,41,7,7,87,46,59,0.11699999999999999,0.762,0.121,0.0772,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,9,3,0,8,0,2,0,0,9,7,0,4,0,22,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587593260164024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25978293610347464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971536303064521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724025700402874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6718210725696663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179969568838892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746000334291674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559358771628212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27960734490039696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,heavenbear,2019/09/04,"Today I didn't talk with anyone Exept for the busdriver, but all I said was 'have a nice day'. Living in a new city as a student terrifies me, although I'm a thirth year student.

Sigh",2.503859649122809,3.835432894736844,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,75.3157894736842,7.171929824561403,25.824561403508767,7.793537801064563,1.4723403508771933,142,5,29,2,3,49,32,38,0.133,0.735,0.132,-0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,3,1,4,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,18,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986557478376552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754603052211232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771592213657129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125200096330049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062937083416035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433069149740899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048645802055635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27505451152487104
lonely,pieceof-trash,2019/09/04,"Had the first conversation in a while that I didn’t initiate completely. Title pretty much says it, but idk, when he kept talking to me and would start up conversations during class it just felt sort of reassuring.  I’ve been struggling with finding friends and just overall talking to people, as I’ve turned from an extrovert to a major introvert in the past few years, and I have and am trying to make friends but it just felt like I’m not good enough to associate with.  So the little conversations and jokes during class yesterday that I hardly ever started felt so comforting for some reason.  Idk I just wanted to share somewhere.  It just felt nice to feel like someone wanted to talk to me even if it was only temporary.",7.26066176470588,7.664305507352946,7.1782352941176475,73.87705882352944,63.779411764705884,10.329411764705883,33.17647058823529,10.125756701596842,3.3203411764705866,583,22,102,12,8,186,89,136,0.064,0.72,0.215,0.9763,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,10,11,0,1,6,0,7,0,0,2,1,31,20,13,0,4,9,0,6,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,7,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,9,7,6,10,18,10,5,13,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,3,11,69,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524195552356132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298936537036645,0.0,0.09779466678393622,0.13393207887952366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486544738799084,0.10577672535170092,0.5686574240620937,0.0,0.1353275246707491,0.12594289387389634,0.0,0.0,0.22878726976283026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418879320852462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263597808925054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467287392094536,0.14839870897783014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883365872633684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884384408101908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260910359938545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413435400229243,0.10264871544917382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063399636587602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223412700512534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774618426617375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545387887062992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960047506627624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547883104685925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570239416614015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052552220219384,0.161050770509335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466359390584688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518019287701456,0.0,0.0,0.09534815796313753
lonely,MahoKira,2019/09/04,"I don't know how to feel about it... Im lonely those days... I want to do something with someone, but everytime someone want to meet me or do something, they wanna date or have sex after.... You see... i already have a boyfriend... And when i say it nobody want to do something with me after... I am not that special you know. And my boyfriend dont want to do something either because we are always together and he prefer to play on the PS4 thoses days.... I respect that of course but What's wrong with me. Does nobody want to spent time with someone like me without being in a relationship.....",2.7633620689655203,4.610400336206901,3.684000000000001,89.311,75.8103448275862,5.67448275862069,26.255172413793105,6.2581,0.9004682758620683,453,17,91,3,10,145,70,116,0.07400000000000001,0.78,0.146,0.6871,0,2,4,0,0,0,32.0,1,2,1,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,1,0,26,21,9,0,7,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,4,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,3,15,4,19,19,1,9,0,1,1,1,8,2,0,2,8,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789538126626495,0.0,0.13413672187993636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826998605951873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079297122775192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107289439255333,0.0,0.18893281725081834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151085005045246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413068303989465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718975283486316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875735298437428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307545101795796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281978790561877,0.0,0.0,0.1284607089249402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097692326291448,0.4964185577648984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400080646578256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754188517150422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539731321269706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625400099363378,0.0,0.0
lonely,waltzoftheskies,2019/09/04,"I spend lunch breaks alone, in the school’s stairway. Hey guys, Im 16F in high school. I’ve always been introverted to a point in which i was anxious to talk to people, I’d always cackle and run if it were to talk to my crush. This year a lot has changed for me. My group of friends have left the school leaving me to be all alone. Theres only one class per year so we’re only a 15 people group for junior year. I’ve seen and observed their behavior they don’t like to make any new friends, they’re always in groups they’ve had since the beginning and they do nothing else but shit talk and bully not only outsiders but also people from within that group. There’s been a situation in which they still threw shade although the drama had been over for 1 year.I can’t hang around them not only because its always a loop of negativity but also because we clearly don’t have anything in common. I spend lunch break all alone, in top of the stairway with a book or phone in hand. Class time goes by and i have no lab partners or anything like it. Any advice? I know I shouldn’t feel down because nothing happened to me and we have separate lives but the whole energy can’t get out of my head and it stresses me out.",4.03364989369242,4.824872100401606,4.576168202220647,88.34172927002126,70.96787148594376,6.9833215213796365,25.49043231750532,6.794906146795322,0.8453135364989364,959,27,204,7,17,305,134,249,0.095,0.8029999999999999,0.102,0.4284,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,5,1,7,6,1,1,12,0,19,5,3,1,3,30,27,18,0,2,9,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,8,13,2,0,2,2,2,3,9,2,0,1,9,3,20,4,32,16,4,31,0,0,1,0,20,18,1,4,10,121,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906067775217224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31497606061996986,0.0,0.16213615729729533,0.33740235657912393,0.0,0.0,0.13787444874398852,0.0,0.0,0.11452281497780747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684294465230648,0.09024360389167664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853884104933462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072393606491922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468426644727023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125731512658931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664130239428073,0.0,0.05296329156868111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037536530192652,0.08964394973743267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403810731862166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107106308284498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950040747041108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571203706400703,0.0,0.0,0.10733953828076664,0.11014223389651814,0.0,0.0,0.09905160988892653,0.0,0.08951435666306602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618383466614414,0.0,0.0,0.06766737082589397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790682868425596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454056027093566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869307611456099,0.3083954219576245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083815319436253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583040198106248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30778514696946696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040580909696086,0.08385692470831975,0.11394767811502815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095673574787958,0.0,0.11612261116108917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24443971583626725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591115042498984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317951180924575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26112396305483515
lonely,DriftingShadow,2019/09/04,"Do you also have this weird feeling whenever you see another lonely person? Like in this world,  so many people you see  ae together or in a group. Then you would see another lonely person,  and your like.  I know the pain.  Its even worse when you see them looking sad,  you just want to get up and approach the person.  But you dont know how.",1.844221748400852,4.18859679104478,3.1130063965884887,89.79164179104478,81.08955223880595,6.216631130063965,20.01918976545842,7.447530270364453,0.6489249466950957,263,7,53,4,7,85,47,67,0.209,0.691,0.1,-0.8616,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,8,1,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,11,14,9,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,6,10,2,4,13,0,7,0,3,5,0,13,4,0,1,4,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181730324904773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719091532290215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078390625208297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713021583485793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089667527887819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265189587157778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492088591790674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327698437020495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891943345228578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797931115994537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870035975475516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294398652941255,0.4645346567185065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5652623763774445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459867150978584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807227874144008,0.12597597699735044,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wh4tsthepoint,2019/09/04,"I failed my colorblindness test I wanted to be a pilot like my dad, it's been a life long dream, but for flight school I need to do a medical and I failed the colorblindness part, I'm really fucking sad, and dont have anyone to tell so, thought I'd say it here",2.727857142857143,3.505276071428576,4.620000000000001,86.875,74.0,8.457142857142857,22.92857142857143,8.841846274778883,1.2031214285714285,204,5,48,4,4,70,41,56,0.212,0.7290000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.8849,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,0,4,0,5,3,0,0,0,6,10,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,6,1,4,7,1,1,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,27,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292075471101396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568839256374265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815149617021076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21508470380253625,0.14876840199001606,0.0,0.0,0.2694821251749701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30676219593182635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22579060614423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297550932324644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950771622503615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24215889543014854,0.0,0.30818078590380577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26615551495368645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417472466504502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960812588408798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JustANaked,2019/09/04,"Has anyone else just recently just realized they are actually depressed? I never thought of myself as depressed, always just neutral or I had little sad moments or big ones. But God samn being lonely fucking sucks, and I know I'm young and I'm only 18 but nothing will change I know it. I just want someone to care about me. I'm on a trip right now with family and it's really fucking awesome but at night when I get into bed and I think to myself fuck I dont wanna go back theres nothing TO go back to. I'll just be going back to more loneliness and stupid school.",0.2611217948717943,2.6673735042735056,2.5917895299145317,89.5051201923077,91.73504273504274,4.976282051282052,20.133012820512818,6.6274283507984215,0.5153423076923085,448,15,89,6,16,152,80,117,0.188,0.703,0.109,-0.8372,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,12,10,5,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,1,25,24,12,0,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,9,0,1,2,0,12,1,13,19,1,20,0,4,0,3,1,6,4,2,10,59,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.1521864059204959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976434411508486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904508552509536,0.1597909913427861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35975179463135515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590031967367704,0.0,0.1649762667819431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686420173295904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277428260332892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027767089492848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701742497651782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325246233097116,0.08147834961519225,0.0,0.26589291022394695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141400012079167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630461756953026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027959916084367,0.0,0.0,0.14635014736585775,0.0,0.2992798089887561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567693785699106,0.11860832883377093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990668063550316,0.0,0.15398353312845706,0.0,0.0,0.13318193734542794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783149088346368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213740668335225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992758055625517,0.0,0.123808264827135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198437923355417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jelofs,2019/09/04,"I think I lost all my friends to my sadness I don’t have any friends that love me at all, I feel.  School is painful. Everyone have other friends they would rather be with. I understand that because I fell into constant sadness and would rather cry in a bathroom than be out in recess last year. But I tried to be better this year. I tried all summer to become a more social person. Trying to include myself and invite people to activities. They always read my messages, but didn’t answer. I tried maybe three times before I gave up, I didn’t want to be annoying. 

Maybe it’s only in my mind. 

I know they have their troubles, but I can’t handle this life. I just want us to talk together like we used to before I fell completely out of everything. I feel like I have become a stranger. And I kind of have. 

My family loves me, but I miss my friends. The ones I used to have when I was happier. Someone to talk to, and trust. 

I just feel so incredibly lonely. I don’t want this life",1.6701515151515132,3.8687955606060633,3.1103939393939406,90.39559090909094,80.76767676767676,5.980202020202023,22.021212121212123,7.1686216300943375,0.7037648484848487,763,24,159,10,20,249,105,198,0.11199999999999999,0.6890000000000001,0.19899999999999998,0.9516,0,3,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,4,2,6,19,1,0,4,0,19,5,0,2,3,35,35,10,0,7,8,0,3,2,4,2,3,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,7,1,0,2,5,8,0,2,5,3,38,11,23,24,4,17,0,5,0,2,18,8,0,0,9,111,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721186376004247,0.0,0.0,0.07944836107953168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121844311261723,0.2580589654768461,0.1988273370306977,0.0,0.0,0.10332658213645113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224939625391262,0.12625165356756038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833219608781873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163600813878204,0.10499921103238352,0.0,0.11013686374813744,0.0,0.17721817424080905,0.08346332786806586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610500673898517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166039751226734,0.06420667610945527,0.0952319889224527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650408742684776,0.11415440844411665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753367340869542,0.0,0.2108871527384924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347427425120544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179649284098342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916698655234115,0.08885442901918465,0.12431528641434532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099516565940301,0.10201139163063254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686154938393767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823812999971887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909340450837495,0.09898962356496914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780695028802066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485990402949294,0.0,0.0,0.0681244737713588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172794238344351,0.0,0.0,0.1216240810489444,0.14053202516397914,0.2018071032954658,0.0,0.0,0.2067279652916196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598526555122753,0.0,0.0,0.1504692935659217
lonely,ELTANK01982,2019/09/04,Free afternoon If anyone wants to chat on the phone I have some free time. Either messenger or WhatsApp.,2.5598245614035093,5.5226509473684215,3.027368421052632,84.63824561403509,92.15789473684212,6.743859649122808,22.12280701754386,7.793537801064563,1.8591964912280703,84,3,14,2,3,26,18,19,0.0,0.708,0.292,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6445555233444344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.537518608567212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437112494423401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TormentedOne69,2019/09/04,"I’m so lonely I honestly believe I’m going to be one of those elderly people that are found just a skeleton in front of a tv dead alone. 

  I just hate being alone so much. Work alone go home to an empty apartment. Sigh... I mean I have “friends” I talk to on social media but rarely in person. If I don’t login they won’t even think of me. 

Acquaintances I guess. Just sucks so much sorry for the pathetic post it’s nearly six am and I can’t sleep.",-0.0070813397129185765,2.1264435263157933,2.310813397129188,93.87751196172249,87.42105263157896,5.138755980861244,17.057416267942585,6.574015621080383,-0.17447368421052634,345,8,77,4,11,117,70,95,0.244,0.7120000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.9411,0,5,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,7,6,2,0,4,0,8,1,1,0,0,10,18,6,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,3,1,2,1,0,10,2,11,14,2,9,0,1,0,0,5,5,1,2,0,50,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5820832701475991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21106804396369933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237363130414981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540865680408915,0.14473843084832375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293929551884733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063761473887864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495947965914292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791730978542445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406819690894276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27543293324173856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269464425409303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298779780720411,0.1635780750300072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941994877742207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874753096876878,0.19096955297686646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971180900526304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505768077187253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003991713410178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363857621065002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IamCutegirl,2019/09/04,"I am always wrong I don’t know what to do anymore. No matter what I piss someone off. People always tell me, “talk about your feelings it will help” but when I tell these people my feelings they undermine them and make them seem like they aren’t real problems. I try my best everyday to make friendships and relationships better but I always feel that they don’t want me in their lives. All they have to do is be honest. I’ve had people tell me they don’t want me in their life and I respect those people for telling me. But I try so hard to be a part of some other people’s lives and they don’t seem like they want me, but when I stop trying they get upset. Whats the fucking deal? Tell me what you want from me jesus fucking christ. Im so sick and tired of people leading me in circles. What’s wrong with me. Im not perfect and I can be annoying but some people make me feel so small when I try to make them feel like a king/queen. Im so stupid.",1.2466378633150048,3.1081070547263714,2.6253417124901794,95.0824430479183,80.44278606965173,5.027598847865934,19.036658811207122,5.750287758089431,-0.3410258706467664,742,17,167,4,19,240,97,201,0.205,0.625,0.17,-0.9022,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,13,4,8,17,5,1,3,0,16,6,1,5,2,38,35,18,0,5,6,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,8,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,1,6,39,8,15,30,5,11,2,0,0,2,24,5,3,4,8,108,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304698118659237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156334908824837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689125132488152,0.08165552716390792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518484809322447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23341595069164026,0.06595826451436211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070922634813826,0.048236927832567264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270665307366926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188468924732154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29918627202035475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050740379452755766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521312963874089,0.13531859188875753,0.0,0.16305246273206755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24651534951640824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998089712482014,0.0,0.44805431177805466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834425200172459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508807967741927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912440102326434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681016517372828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822817448156795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718931568649345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420876222617352,0.4034883418923983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061160428381753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507352713675235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782688941382927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188966342355533,0.0,0.0
lonely,themass42,2019/09/04,My odd hobby and older women. I’m a 23 year old male that has a very odd hobby and would love to get your thoughts on it.,1.2139285714285712,1.6153239642857145,3.3557142857142854,95.93928571428572,77.21428571428571,5.6000000000000005,17.571428571428573,3.1291,-0.8738428571428569,93,1,24,0,2,32,24,28,0.149,0.7140000000000001,0.136,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485359786248749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293419036076375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4991718734439266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776562535444658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925060502366495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379268436088835,0.0,0.0,0.3063381154099937
lonely,the1nooneknowsabout,2019/09/04,"Mum forgot my birthday I shouldn't care. I'm the person who doesn't do birthdays, who says it's ""just another day"" and doesn't have the date on their socials to avoid people wishing them a happy birthday. Countless friends forgot it, and I couldn't care less. And so I don't want to care that my mum forgot as well...but I do. I can't help it. It's been 2 days now, I'm half expecting it'll just get to a point where she'll think she DID wish me a happy birthday and just can't remember doing so (ironically enough), and so it'll just go unnoticed.",2.380256410256411,3.5329601880341883,3.9022222222222247,90.24000000000002,75.32478632478633,6.90940170940171,24.11111111111111,7.3871296695380915,0.8556085470085466,430,13,97,5,9,143,67,117,0.125,0.7390000000000001,0.136,0.5036,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,9,7,0,1,5,0,16,0,0,0,0,21,30,9,0,6,4,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,9,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,5,1,12,6,5,20,2,8,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,0,4,61,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739921969040704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5466383592335683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23051396110331715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466131425146184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807547281515584,0.0,0.09337168950223962,0.0,0.10156837315896447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804928300319823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978951083701225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389911321731872,0.15604784382131404,0.0,0.0,0.16894430602084634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245029341760187,0.0,0.0,0.14212206895589893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821783693939029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451394227392366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541127719712967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068707074812427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110289653268849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RavenMay,2019/09/04,"Mum forgot my birthday I shouldn't care. I'm the person who doesn't do birthdays, who says it's ""just another day"" and doesn't have the date on their socials to avoid people wishing them a happy birthday. Countless friends forgot it, and I couldn't care less. And so I don't want to care that my mum forgot as well...but I do. I can't help it. It's been 2 days now, I'm half expecting it'll just get to a point where she'll think she DID wish me a happy birthday and just can't remember doing so (ironically enough).",2.022474747474746,3.426960863636366,3.5512121212121213,91.37126262626265,76.72727272727272,6.343434343434343,23.131313131313128,6.937597516519254,0.5819191919191913,405,12,91,4,9,134,65,110,0.132,0.7240000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.5036,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,1,5,0,15,0,0,0,0,19,28,7,0,6,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,5,1,12,6,5,19,2,7,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,0,4,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883733811599438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5494799613929362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23171224687776235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856212432071692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879323357065315,0.0,0.0938570656015046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824707542467389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041221527572255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454318069212185,0.15685903074677804,0.0,0.0,0.169822532908317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350269521345596,0.0,0.0,0.14286086522077351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831253912029572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151092226089875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595923894889016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152237386856494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413165626202776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ilikemyweedlol15,2019/09/04,"My parents just got into a fight over how lazy and lonely I am... I just wanna kill my self so I don’t have to be here anymore.. 19m.. I wake up to my dad telling about how lazy I am, how I don’t work or do anything around the house, witch is a lie I do the dishes and vacuum.. 
But I guess I am lazy, I just hate working I can’t get a job that long I always seem to quit cause I just hate working I see no point in working 10 hours a day for $13 a hour.. makes me even more insane.

I also have no friends, so I’m stuck in the house all day since we live in the middle of no where... 

I wish my parents didn’t see me as this type of person, I don’t even think they like me or want me tbh.. I don’t blame them at all it’s all my fault for being the person who I am.
I don’t know what to do I think killing my self is the best decision cause I don’t wanna change my life..

I’m so lost in life, I’m about to go live on the streets in a couple weeks cause I’ll be kicked out and don’t know anybody.. 

I’m sorry for writing this here I’m just so depressed and lonely, I feel like I’m fake now..",-0.9142782152230956,0.40889265748031534,1.6847440944881882,101.83386154855644,85.02362204724409,4.548293963254594,16.488845144356958,4.7782277997778095,-1.1095611548556432,821,15,227,2,24,283,125,254,0.244,0.693,0.063,-0.992,3,4,0,0,1,1,32.0,1,0,2,7,22,16,5,0,13,0,23,4,1,7,3,39,48,16,2,4,8,3,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,4,6,8,1,0,7,0,0,1,12,12,0,0,4,3,37,4,27,41,5,24,0,4,2,0,15,16,0,4,9,140,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861146645559249,0.08960151529900143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679335516095248,0.0,0.0,0.08861455983511082,0.09586137733855282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300746333289376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331862655400437,0.1139151405021129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915003307709747,0.0,0.1388942344395985,0.0,0.09274786533180547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224821675347438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444814496337155,0.07692930018640359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319620642391838,0.0,0.056260320501511016,0.0,0.06119916279980505,0.0,0.08612454055974986,0.0,0.1186258028258106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263083977894046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120936261674138,0.24850520398295176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685951665413498,0.0,0.2382722531569391,0.0,0.11836035745431478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212044959070034,0.10521769235802077,0.0,0.19017346717660094,0.09529673964148826,0.0,0.0,0.1175495453648947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187974646973384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391401455679996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805061263770495,0.0,0.0,0.10179596036344818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453493459940035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162003088701186,0.0980312514553186,0.2246752948075278,0.0,0.0,0.08907711965452962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054315394519335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412035323760136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799881160055355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351467207243676,0.0,0.08637741747851989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383101049135635,0.0,0.0,0.3135802412943521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TalonCardex,2019/09/04,"Desire to go out and meet people, yet craving for loneliness... How often do I feel the need to go out, talk with someone, just be around yet I found myself troubled to do so and crave for being alone, and safe. Is anyone also feeling the same here?",3.1505102040816304,4.823324,4.1181122448979615,87.35635204081633,74.3061224489796,5.716326530612244,22.45408163265306,5.985473137389443,0.4223836734693882,192,5,37,1,4,62,38,49,0.092,0.7759999999999999,0.131,0.2732,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,17,11,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,9,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,31,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34707391327445963,0.0,0.2679881313155637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343173904048993,0.0,0.0,0.298319821725734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33888436301942115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674318950244086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809025875295781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24848054705359196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323237605826097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839384476596927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693495136360573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hhj000320,2019/09/04,Does anyone here feel better to see so many others are as lonely as you are? I think that’s the purpose of this subreddit,3.0948,4.646035479999998,4.3889999999999985,85.85950000000003,74.2,6.6000000000000005,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.5414000000000003,97,2,19,1,2,32,23,25,0.095,0.795,0.11,0.1027,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,4,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346356318639803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232668493465015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188102956085441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241985417198158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852069879096008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813678574512699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30665599370258273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,siiderisyys,2019/09/04,"i feel so out of place at school  i just started high school a couple of weeks ago, and i havent made a single actual friend. the entirety of middle school i only survived in hopes of making new friends in high school, but now i feel so awful again. ive talked to a few people but i just feel like i dont belong and no one actually wants me around.
 i have only one actual irl friend who i see rarely since she's not in any same classes with me. i have some online friends, but i still feel so alone all the time",3.5969069462647414,3.8225867247706447,4.664508519003935,89.35477064220186,71.66055045871559,7.696461336828308,21.993446920052424,7.447530270364453,0.5115703800786369,399,7,92,4,7,131,68,109,0.078,0.7240000000000001,0.19899999999999998,0.8887,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,5,1,5,0,0,2,1,22,15,8,0,2,6,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,5,15,6,12,14,5,18,0,0,1,0,7,10,0,2,9,59,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.3690042469568573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173099475898324,0.0,0.0,0.13054426492450238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571469778240262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220647922564664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946602982746462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147723414381604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549278892637191,0.09004633735569839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895271971646776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26634622814678344,0.0,0.1251907974670893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615790589469897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192665142843473,0.08413579590575386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217347276156616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708222607609127,0.19172530248630906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738350359904351,0.0,0.13168985279658907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.510255740537528,0.1004412828454309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426545344426937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921506609785146,0.0,0.1006594361942192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130993117188224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349766063835908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434441200703933,0.0,0.10110543129000764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kdswenson,2019/09/04,"Bah Humbug I don't have a car. I somehow banned myself out of Facebook in a way unrelated to community standards bans, so a couple apps aren't an option. I haven't really made a unique personality over the years so I guess I'll have to build one first?",1.97596153846154,4.08215082692308,4.577538461538462,80.76746153846155,79.19230769230771,7.236923076923077,21.93846153846154,8.238735603445708,1.2706107692307698,201,6,41,4,5,71,39,52,0.071,0.929,0.0,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,5,0,6,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,2,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42640818305601336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277982986895709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245320940346231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646494972168315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261138894993615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364930667099708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468799788553803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058913567006431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481677449368108
lonely,hobo367,2019/09/04,"Hi This is all at school, and later in the days. At school I have this friend, real nice guy, he lets me hang out with him and his friends during lunch and breaks, the majority of the time I'm just standing there and I'm just watching, at the same time I've got this idea running through my head thinking ""Oh shit they're gonna tell me to fuck off aren't they"", they don't, not yet at least. I feel pretty much un-wanted because I don't have anyone else to hang out with or go and yes I do have people who I know but I just feel like I'm worth shit. Then after school it's like, sit down and waste away in front of the screen, go for a walk around the block. Then I go and check Instagram I see people from my school in the weekends and during the evening doing things, hanging out, having a blast. And here I am, sitting my ass down infront of my screen, wishing I could do this sort of stuff. Met a nice guy who I can relate with who feels the same, so that made me feel a tad bit better. Nobody invites me to anything. Sometimes I hear my friend on the bus saying to someone ""Wanna go to the park at about 4:30?"". So then I say ""Yo can I come too?"". He says yeah, but even then I feel like they don't want me to come and are just saying it cause they are just fake assholes, but I don't know if they are. I'll finish it here. Have a nice day ya'll.",2.333313628899834,3.1024803379310377,3.1826108374384248,96.841091954023,74.93103448275863,5.7996715927750415,20.70607553366174,4.892091775363687,-0.40218555008210144,1038,20,254,2,21,329,153,290,0.105,0.7509999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.8328,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,5,1,16,14,3,0,16,2,22,6,4,2,1,51,48,21,0,5,11,0,5,3,3,1,0,5,0,2,13,19,1,1,9,1,2,12,6,4,0,0,3,14,33,10,36,42,7,46,0,0,4,2,25,17,4,3,16,159,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245365955088988,0.1061711495781716,0.0852706031439102,0.0922439549333021,0.0,0.0,0.09735459749649243,0.0,0.0,0.06316591775018121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916436544157215,0.1131264310293696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644649833161547,0.0,0.17851927010225446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273230537977194,0.0,0.0,0.1336529252745164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656138851788724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688034180031494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619674560102125,0.1480525962898127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24017014972212006,0.09579521367623267,0.0,0.0,0.2355590112302995,0.0,0.08287454717020706,0.0,0.0,0.20520059647526173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063442290532252,0.0,0.11678750663708855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169746034728298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389391412921425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059586843739734,0.0,0.15187080044419432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980479473611606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617277644386497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367441209334064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541900487714204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179424834014911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296117974131517,0.0,0.4194767348501231,0.08257189096544869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272931132865228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779706698079287,0.0,0.10248303644425502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862034859713068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905686300718746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688406626668309,0.06639564604404671,0.0,0.0,0.1208435545329598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223576816681207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915812674763285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dorkowl,2019/09/04,"Just tired I'm just tired of being alone. I'm tired of never meaning anything to anyone. I spend most of my time alone amd and nobody ever calls or texts me. I used to think that it would be ok and somehow it would make me stronger, but it just hurts me more and more everyday. I want someone to have and to hold. Someone to just be happy to see me for once. I'm an awkward guy and I seem to be a burden to everyone. No matter where I go I can tell I'm unwanted. It hurts my heart. I want to make someone happy. I want to be wanted. I want people to go to lunch with or to tell me happy birthday. I want someone who I can call and tell my thoughts to. I want someone who I can share my dreams with. I guess that will never happen. I'll just go back to living my sad, lonely life. I just hope it kills me sooner rather than later.",0.04181123199058945,1.983032687150839,2.1255513084386948,96.6033578359306,85.25698324022346,4.438812114084093,17.800940899735373,5.399115186594226,-0.5923139664804471,637,15,148,3,19,213,86,179,0.191,0.613,0.195,-0.0245,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,11,13,1,1,2,1,12,6,1,3,3,44,37,9,1,12,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,9,8,1,1,4,1,1,3,3,7,0,0,1,1,26,6,22,28,3,11,0,4,1,0,9,1,0,7,7,97,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327313421306245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861712811957202,0.0,0.08075539506253973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545849763149784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041026824802155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876724377524978,0.0,0.09377063238683617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731435258238778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810496141530936,0.0971674564530861,0.08677900754028385,0.31339436450067226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628850594657444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746857049019064,0.0,0.0,0.21010758639257707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857002490298516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931449542065428,0.0,0.0,0.0866535561471829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100956172348166,0.0,0.0,0.10689599952349776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137299633537354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450882733877713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803331676565302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819958379703316,0.0893369267361946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415740393990197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25731865022874273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287989563848269,0.0,0.07790692747863746,0.057222352295321376,0.3383695893500752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847557164201279,0.0,0.0,0.4051711943855433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942224894217134,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,icarly1234,2019/09/04,"My 30th bday and no one remembered... I’m not one to post on social media to inform people that it’s my birthday but I would think that at least one person would’ve remembered my birthday besides my mom and sister, no one did. Sucks to think that 30 years on this planet and I don’t have any true friends. I always see people going all out for their “dirty thirty” and I get sad because I’m all alone.",2.3738726333907043,4.018980397590365,3.5354905335628253,90.83373493975904,76.34939759036145,5.7067125645438885,20.290877796901885,6.1826913282559595,0.06739380378657511,315,7,66,2,7,102,56,83,0.19699999999999998,0.7170000000000001,0.085,-0.8519,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,16,12,5,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,2,0,4,1,1,9,2,8,10,3,7,0,1,1,0,7,4,1,0,1,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933790242231528,0.0,0.0,0.1601480710163639,0.0,0.0,0.13088424889893302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173261764986586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148699627793217,0.0,0.10055613203652808,0.0,0.10938350582017917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254151773858349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5216828355778175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26686494920048776,0.16805487478016762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843303084433688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436055479862468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153371384415806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619600185700065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466503318234125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273446255086555,0.0,0.0,0.12394252192952095
lonely,GoldKillerSam,2019/09/04,"I just want to be loved Ive just gotten out of what i thought was a serious relationship, until 2 days ago my gf decided to end things. She's not the romantic type whereas i am and ahe said that she feels as though she cant put her all into the relationship and it's not fair on me because of how hard im trying. We'd only been dsting for 3 months however we clicked together so well we got on like a house in fire.

I got hit with the whole ""it's not you it's me"" thing but from what she told me she felt pressured to try and keep the relationship going. I'm was and still am devastated since i thought we we're going well and to just be suddenly dumped by the girl i thought the world of is crushing me.

I cant even do anything to get her back since she explicitly told me that she wasnt ready for the amount of love and support i was giving her and that the break up had nothing to do with me and was something she needs to figure out on her own.

We're still friends since she doesnt want to loose me as a person in her life.

All i want from life is to be happy, and i truley was with this girl but i know if i go after her it'll most likely end in more rejection and hatred then i'll actually loose her for good and im not ready for that.",2.5583863504916167,3.1179379560439564,4.2341970310391375,90.29720647773279,74.20146520146521,7.652130325814537,23.8922305764411,7.85451343220497,0.8572534798534792,974,26,236,13,19,329,138,273,0.131,0.7190000000000001,0.15,0.6802,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,4,1,0,0,12,14,1,1,11,0,23,4,0,1,3,48,50,21,0,5,10,0,4,2,2,1,2,1,0,3,13,20,0,1,8,0,0,4,8,4,2,0,18,6,42,10,37,26,7,28,0,1,1,2,35,11,0,2,14,160,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.10939286955499168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936937774335106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224827637402527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619753935806235,0.0,0.06833476981749027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229485622443999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857363770003988,0.0,0.0,0.07404061385174034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056680838160006075,0.0,0.10763302880802596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660773870281316,0.0,0.058567323520781985,0.10753598433981583,0.19112606193565448,0.09402368027881433,0.17931230341661875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193319238016278,0.10041906741449423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934768722013024,0.0,0.0,0.2421732335748301,0.0,0.0,0.0996391207737574,0.0,0.0,0.061606913054077575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835827997222435,0.109532234681756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202348217821371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947669260043177,0.0,0.0,0.08312030421213194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756242289555458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852566651125628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788089518915842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269088552433025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610584954964953,0.0,0.0,0.10663222494388773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781894115746885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629961506621428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904549333320788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720910055349766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489477555293777,0.0,0.1101371172028711,0.2669832686200645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423161153478334,0.0,0.15221630414798384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983574381245948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158169372926352,0.0,0.0,0.12515500618877656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mavad91,2019/09/04,Does anyone else... Connect more with TV series and movies more than they do with people? Thinking this while I was watching The Secret Life of Walter Mitty.,6.596785714285716,8.335153678571428,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,65.78571428571428,5.6000000000000005,24.714285714285715,3.1291,0.6365142857142856,125,3,19,0,2,37,26,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,4,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336254395877429,0.4888834693667101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175459983085949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39858692403689416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370161304947167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33078687252839106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057302658756484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,THEMARCUSCOUSINS,2019/09/04,"About to start grade 12,might have no friends Not sure what to do,worked full time and did summer school over summer,didn’t see a single message or text from my friends,parties came and went without invites,everyone but me hung out,the whole deal. issue is,I go to a small school and these guys are my group there. Where do I go from here??",5.925597014925373,6.127713164179107,4.679813432835825,91.34419776119404,66.61194029850746,7.2970149253731345,28.690298507462693,5.985473137389443,0.9811223880597008,270,8,57,1,4,78,54,67,0.057,0.909,0.034,-0.1004,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,1,4,2,8,7,3,11,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,3,33,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266674218973073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240378887938814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22279545252372712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801397113909778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650216878388076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308661771815453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24335964354847456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24734711379023225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719430248007084,0.18579923389396866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503264856034866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975160657197787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359581304892425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161427043323027,0.0,0.2603160760419431,0.0,0.22475900986168912,0.0,0.16974408026745602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mawzhi,2019/09/04,"Everything Thought Conflicts With Another. Since the passing of my best friend two years ago, obviously, my life hasn’t been the same. Lots of things have happened since then & i like to think I’m happy, but I also feel like I’m not. I overthink & I trust people but at the same time I’m laid back & don’t trust people at all. Then I get lost in these thoughts that take me on a roller coaster for what can be 30 seconds or a few weeks. I know I’m loved & I have friends & friends who I call family but it all feels empty, lately I feel like I’m just a spectator in my life, which has taken away most motivation to go out and chase my ambitions because now I just sit & watch, assuming it’ll all work out the way I wanted to. The more I think about how I think, or try to make sense of it, the more one thought contradicts another. I have been thinking about therapy, cause people listening to me when I go on like this Is pretty meaningful in the short term, & that can make a difference. My girlfriend who I think I’m in love with doesn’t know this side of me & only 2 people, who I never really talk to have heard anything about this, so it felt okay to say it. Am I as self destructive as I think? Are there more people like this, or who think they’re so far from help that they’re alone but know In true reality they aren’t? There’s a lot of things I could add on to this and the way I think but I’ll keep it as short as I can. Am I just pretentious & stubborn or is it all root of a depression?",2.964989841527835,3.8218617227414384,4.079211702559935,90.67473791141815,73.5171339563863,7.950209941758094,24.23689557090613,8.321376580360154,1.1154463226330762,1187,33,277,19,23,387,156,321,0.099,0.7190000000000001,0.182,0.9831,1,1,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,4,15,20,2,0,14,1,22,4,0,6,7,63,61,22,0,2,13,0,4,5,4,1,2,3,0,1,24,7,0,3,21,1,0,3,6,4,0,3,9,8,32,16,38,49,15,35,0,2,1,2,18,17,0,8,17,173,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112559798760051,0.0,0.0,0.07141792905876178,0.0,0.05514432695421328,0.0,0.6724270850115258,0.0,0.0,0.14461338266255233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674515816382913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478671229275715,0.05302313708685612,0.0,0.042035119503589895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072365380953767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704120904899437,0.0,0.0,0.07083711339087292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505599328423008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939195880907061,0.0,0.0,0.07204465527631397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061973474715666214,0.0,0.0650058612216891,0.0,0.10459912919804723,0.09852478677619107,0.0662088602999976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598263953781536,0.0,0.03602681987188553,0.0,0.07837890701100995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097782698431465,0.07340526193315472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046219953312109714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061291526409525024,0.0,0.0,0.11368973478912348,0.0,0.07778570817227781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741174574516,0.1684428215182347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527394545804904,0.1172483580768074,0.12447150316269492,0.0,0.09205772933456187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053183348382676784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04672657243018551,0.052444372258159774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390280746745847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015334575658058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04417517051158025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483681622758955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193645808928682,0.0,0.0,0.11408272529887002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184655471432679,0.05542446067290616,0.0,0.0,0.07885753687424574,0.0,0.09162300129481628,0.3534752936883027,0.0,0.16423079541904032,0.04020897215585042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681680023467065,0.0,0.06736028383990278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0406722114196648,0.10946860011021943,0.05531258323375024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05020100653439491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044405595378310916
lonely,AxelPantheon,2019/09/04,"Is forever alone my destiny? I'm 30 years old with virtually no friends, no aspects for a girlfriend, I haven't had a conversation with my brother in over ten years and my parents just tell me to pray when I have a problem. I don't know how to be happy, let alone be myself. Most people find me a creep and when I actually start to get close to someone, they eventually think I'm creepy. 

People tell me to be myself and so I do. But, that just tends to nake things worse. I'm an awkward, loathing, untilectual man and I don't know how to fix it. I've read countless articles on how ""to pick up women,"" ""how to be funny."" Nothing seems to work. Is this the end for me? I try and try, nothing changes or happens. I need help, I can't afford a shrink.. I'm tired of being alone. I love Han Solo, but even he found someone, albeit in a strange nature.",0.9523111111111112,3.028978634285714,2.9685238095238127,91.09608730158732,82.65714285714286,5.488888888888887,23.436507936507937,6.691623216298621,0.6312412698412695,651,24,143,7,18,219,105,175,0.12,0.816,0.064,-0.644,2,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,1,10,5,0,1,8,0,15,2,0,5,0,27,30,15,0,2,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,20,3,20,22,1,13,1,0,0,1,13,6,0,3,7,89,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.1435813217980202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571585947595391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556480048699544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303168364226894,0.0,0.0,0.0971804583499436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447758765743772,0.0,0.0,0.1613245693733656,0.11367517509572482,0.0,0.07687131491745787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010989473293708,0.15662661946650175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862065536619992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172172910691382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045423438000274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327939594987086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909781593243588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823576146775764,0.0,0.15439212661987212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337462420668836,0.0,0.0,0.20400804142874213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078713388100095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717357273148315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339450457302657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24933190840277444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414202996523976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25720277628620025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774912983247802,0.09427737000268406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910860855654286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997883247572209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711512690273048,0.0,0.14994186760462042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949863010735385
lonely,screensidedown,2019/09/04,"Fml People in my dorm made a harmless but humiliating joke about me and every one laughed, I laughed it off and went back to my room and proceeded to panic for almost two hours. I couldn’t continue the show I was watching and just listened to music and browsed random shit to try to calm the feeling of anxiety and they didn’t work. Crying would probably relieve some of the feeling but I didn’t want them to see it. I wanted to tell somebody my feeling but there was literally no one I could call, not even my parents. I was only relieved after they asked to go eat dinner together, which reaffirmed me that “everything is okay” I’m so pathetic. It’s fuckin funny how I was able to fuck my life up like this.",4.426595744680854,5.578510276595748,5.391269503546102,81.52350000000003,70.34751773049645,8.193191489361702,30.41205673758865,8.548686976883017,2.305427801418439,563,23,109,9,10,185,96,141,0.18,0.602,0.218,0.1681,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,1,7,13,3,1,4,1,10,6,1,2,0,24,23,11,0,5,5,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,6,6,2,0,3,2,0,2,5,4,0,3,8,6,18,9,17,12,1,11,0,0,2,2,8,4,3,3,6,76,24,2,0.18305285157393025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833009889216651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003493041636875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112970590305204,0.0,0.0,0.14075634368215229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691742799273453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615280683568554,0.0,0.20107496195424768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873087663546247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209046820520209,0.0,0.15422992245578684,0.0,0.16451609967864134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27767106563568184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922941160574545,0.0,0.0,0.10403315400408447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802701856113428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929564258263276,0.0894303769223394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732090341920395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480826993430593,0.13921994229938084,0.0,0.21477308038182175,0.20325852882838888,0.0,0.0,0.12690579877786662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197361934526586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586942277183498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879011216004787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999626065664752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428087031394268,0.0,0.17881603736809115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593862918829948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969182733707638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326465609476126,0.0,0.0,0.1300354937152313,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Trickerfingers,2019/09/04,"Loneliness is ruining my life. (I hope someone reads this) I can say that loneliness is the main source to my mental problems. Im 16 years old and im turning 17 this december so maybe you can think that my problems are not that difficult to solve but anyways. I just started college 1 month ago and it has been really tough.

Loneliness has caused me depression, wich causses fatigue, this is mainly affecting me on school, i have little to no energy whatsoever to go to school or do homework. I sleep everytime i can in school and when im not sleeping im all sleepy, so i can't concentrate in most of the classes and I just don't understand anything. When i get to home im just too tired to do anything.

About the loneliness itself, its weird for me, i hate not having friends and having social anxiety. I guess people is just not interested in me, there was this girl that talked to me and tried to make a conversation with me on the first day of college, but my poor social skills just didnt allowed me to make a conversation so she just didn't speak to me again and i dont blame her.

At this point, in my classroom all the people have their little friend groups already formed, i just barely talk to the guys that are on my homework team who i also found to just not wanting me to be near them. I have realized that im going to stay alone for the rest of the semester and i have really no problem with that.

Now in the other hand, i really love how quiet and peacefull a is to be alone all day but im really afraid that this love i have for loneliness is going to get bigger and that im not going to be able to leave it anytime soon.

I've been having these problems for two years now, but im posting this now because i been thinking that maybe this is how im going to be for the next 5 years until i graduate from college if it is not the same after I graduated from university.

Thanks for reading, I want to know if someone has a similar situation and I am willing to talk if anyone wants to.

Also sorry if some sentences or words are misspelled, I do not master the language one hundred percent.",4.848158605664487,5.299374708235298,5.9583006535947725,80.38050108932462,68.97647058823529,9.119825708061002,30.32897603485839,9.150863307647796,2.4603812636165565,1661,62,332,30,27,555,195,425,0.162,0.7559999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9852,1,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,2,4,26,19,1,1,16,0,43,8,3,7,3,68,68,31,0,12,26,0,1,0,2,1,3,3,3,2,26,13,0,0,6,3,1,5,15,12,0,3,7,4,44,7,49,56,11,41,0,3,0,2,23,14,0,10,20,247,70,15,0.06354083742286848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05632511854062491,0.0,0.0,0.13161828931233352,0.07011889413915101,0.1016271694607913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04860856670957428,0.0,0.0,0.04442923092412737,0.0,0.1045773903375976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03873390472825011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527394316250237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195716707084807,0.0,0.054727630165015466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074469388232138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404780385204008,0.0,0.0696692485552188,0.09818298674609194,0.0,0.06639493000419645,0.0,0.1805586110329459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999739607864276,0.06291541892486856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273342205487924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373664073834769,0.06311038868614595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6863500807914362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034920382511151184,0.0,0.0,0.0672805722581692,0.0,0.0,0.044880772597581366,0.0,0.12736922374930665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469617314812583,0.0,0.08482800476490691,0.0,0.1276706233205934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403421915779325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050717690215984025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757640145430456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667542015596134,0.0,0.043056915887533374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810243226292454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006662957829732,0.0,0.06085455794134768,0.0,0.0,0.2432000001445953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711606495175434,0.0,0.16282355003688032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053022426113515,0.0,0.19292015926605635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142256352003011,0.12717345171148722,0.1295437637325466,0.10767589070117067,0.0,0.0,0.07112876532992055,0.0449745317708017,0.06772607831534215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532151547090749,0.0,0.05849986611823695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142880590801974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303084538279958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043140057680016414,0.06911418490529532,0.06207016531735695,0.06614825264519403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243409659501506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275464809642042
lonely,Meeshou,2019/09/04,"I can't stop feeling jealous about my friends Recently I've been in a really emotional state all of a sudden. I have good friends that I can count on when I feel down but something just feels so empty. Most of my friends are dating right now at school and I just can't help but feel jealous. I can't stop craving for emotional support from someone who loves me. I just want someone that I can hug, kiss, or cry to.",2.7610756302521007,4.382729141176473,3.5833613445378165,90.99941176470593,75.23529411764707,6.739495798319329,28.61344537815126,7.447530270364453,1.5091680672268897,327,14,70,4,7,104,58,85,0.10800000000000001,0.501,0.391,0.9784,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,0,2,0,8,3,0,0,1,16,15,6,0,1,6,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,11,8,10,14,2,13,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,2,7,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492418164662216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197031883174977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773154405654605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324005891477107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564752194023617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504527174782115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683750395931384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951323628186393,0.0,0.18420260047912884,0.0,0.0,0.15931871868020214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880571492003956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161384004786616,0.14362074704778324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119401284369764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117027525412733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003619357236158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,robynem,2019/09/04,Anyone wanna chat? Pop me a message if you wanna chat,-0.6963636363636354,1.2700307272727258,2.6459090909090897,85.88886363636364,105.36363636363636,2.2,14.590909090909092,3.1291,-0.8572181818181814,42,1,7,0,2,15,9,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Christiangirl98,2019/09/04,Crying myself to sleep tonight... Yeah this is so great....,0.4896666666666682,0.6063712999999993,-0.12999999999999726,101.93166666666669,136.0,1.3333333333333337,13.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.6366666666666667,43,1,8,0,3,12,10,10,0.233,0.602,0.165,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5936666469147885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5958557608392756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408473209840277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SadBoiToday,2019/09/04,"I just want to cry today I had a really rough day at work and was looking forward to hanging out with my friends and girlfriend to make myself feel better. But when I got home none of my friends were online to hang or play games with. This is a bit normal as they have busy schedules so I messaged my girl only to find out she is still grinding Classic WoW and couldn't hang or talk with me, since Classic came out. I thought I would make myself feel better by finishing up one of my anime's I was watching only for it to have a really sad ending. I know guys aren't supposed to cry but damn I just have no one to really talk to.  


Sorry if this sounds like a mess I'm all over the place today.",2.7559526774595247,3.878503287671237,3.9726650062266518,90.22071606475716,74.34246575342465,6.404981320049814,23.546699875467,6.574015621080383,0.5639945205479449,544,15,118,4,11,178,93,146,0.12,0.769,0.111,-0.501,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,5,10,1,0,5,0,12,0,0,2,1,29,23,11,0,5,7,0,3,1,3,1,0,1,1,2,3,10,0,0,5,2,0,5,4,3,0,2,7,6,18,7,23,14,3,20,0,1,2,0,11,8,1,3,10,79,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722344722602591,0.16802535018007647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602731576652753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33811674550340803,0.09925655466851932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363149202822378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563886575886804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066717812127316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23781458876092265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230925848414163,0.0,0.0,0.15239100962605764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438013762395705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458264187602836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519063462760914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924216970141084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20546672837266175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079507655595076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858120300592625,0.23410470076403514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607988783056259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957881264048693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273125271524354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228502245253327,0.0,0.0,0.1229094276224022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474074189880296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218407035349073,0.0,0.0,0.2917695404879635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077767045186387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120453073109228,0.0,0.0,0.10933031519092642,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nollid843,2019/09/04,Does anyone else just not fit in? I feel like I slightly fit in to a few niches but I can't find anyone who really clicks with my interests am I alone?,0.9118181818181804,2.5343650303030363,3.3606060606060595,90.5609090909091,80.51515151515152,6.824242424242425,17.060606060606062,7.793537801064563,0.2475333333333336,118,2,27,2,3,41,27,33,0.185,0.6829999999999999,0.132,-0.1828,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,4,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710227478358945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500971572501985,0.3670534248250186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134932929920566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29925883104153456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811340506404675,0.2559226905723566,0.0,0.0,0.3274197051107534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501520785209426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22949409714527286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TGEKINGOFWEIRD,2019/09/04,Lonley loser in Louisiana M(18) lonely tired of being alone looking for anyone interested around the Beauregard parish I doubt it but i figured I'd see just send me a DM,2.081875,4.933040937500003,4.23725,76.08275,92.75,6.3100000000000005,22.025,7.554174236665415,1.7875800000000002,138,5,22,3,5,47,30,32,0.27699999999999997,0.667,0.055999999999999994,-0.6486,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,1,4,2,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624735178609246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31222625409721283,0.0,0.0,0.3975090380591176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749752554937295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35582898599838764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5132239926989485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sad_boi_memes,2019/09/04,I keep playing a song that makes me think of her and it's killing me. It reminds me of the time we slow danced in the park under the pale moonlight on that chilly Saturday night.,2.685585585585589,4.207227108108114,2.933513513513514,95.99774774774777,75.21621621621622,6.014414414414415,25.84684684684685,6.42735559955562,0.6347009009009006,141,5,32,1,3,43,30,37,0.115,0.838,0.047,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,5,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,20,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394592380935648,0.5469975277107072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300262039786886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639754801755354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168015065640057,0.0,0.0,0.28829767022068065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,powderedmonster,2019/09/04,"Am I blocked or is he dead? My friend has an iPhone and iMessage. Yesterday, I got a notification that “message to _____has not been delivered” (an old message that did deliver weeks ago.) I looked on the chat and saw that the option when you go to text him says “text message” rather than imessage and the arrow to send the message is green. I’ve been blocked before and from what I remember, the texting screen continues to be iMessage, even if the person blocked you—the messages simply don’t deliver, but they aren’t green unless you send them as text messages later. Is my friend’s phone gone/did he get a new one? I honestly don’t care if I’m blocked, in fact I’m hoping that’s the case. But I’m praying to god he’s not dead. Please tell me why the option to text him says text message instead of iMessage.

Ps: we are on no talking terms, so being blocked is not a big deal. I just want to make sure he’s alive.",3.293179723502305,4.543237365591399,4.119385560675884,89.191935483871,73.19354838709677,7.034715821812598,28.3394777265745,7.447530270364453,1.4412639016897084,714,28,153,8,14,229,104,186,0.12,0.738,0.142,0.7482,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,2,2,0,6,6,0,0,13,0,16,0,0,1,2,29,28,13,2,5,11,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,5,5,0,5,1,1,0,3,7,0,0,1,5,7,16,6,15,21,1,16,1,0,5,0,30,4,0,6,9,85,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819535641397614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065571032956365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164588480615964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188768811142116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402252890113343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32805225560497264,0.0,0.11092047242837563,0.0,0.12065768537157788,0.0,0.16979950774200947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086652633757655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828252467913902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417150731702748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504525625147327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277812786585455,0.0,0.14386319712219522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537632391962192,0.0,0.23304686811176425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404999021529437,0.0,0.0,0.3376665264412586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009471995957812,0.0,0.0,0.1706425208716299,0.1855637144114732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522284568604314,0.0,0.17029806919786628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915720203527741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bronzeshadow,2019/09/04,"Can someone just listen to me for a bit? So I recently got my dream job. Yay hurray woohoo all that good stuff. It's great and all, but it's hard. I'm 300 miles from everyone I care about and it's a high-caliber job that consumes my every waking hour. I'm just tired. I don't have anything to look forward to anymore these days and that just hurts. I make good money sure, but I find myself just splurging it on alcohol and needless stuff on my rare off days. I feel like there's this hole inside of me that's just void of human interaction. I don't know what to do. Did I do something wrong somewhere? Thanks for reading this.",1.0746263736263764,3.3110777153846165,2.3729670329670327,94.58846153846157,83.38461538461539,4.945054945054945,20.824175824175825,6.1826913282559595,0.07803296703296736,493,15,107,4,14,158,82,130,0.098,0.679,0.223,0.9383,2,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,2,1,7,3,1,1,3,18,17,7,0,0,7,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,14,4,1,0,3,2,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,4,14,8,13,15,3,9,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,6,65,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560523046828322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629586164371975,0.0,0.0,0.13521914397349025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939194283346527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753244696732375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119421404193932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844441917439854,0.15701222972633996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308376824972354,0.11738831786831895,0.0,0.0,0.15018304291008394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27564312440895183,0.13141956210434472,0.181160412471202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719603301149042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361025784545034,0.0,0.0,0.16181944945591165,0.0,0.17590507700654734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261191477851906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030449536255232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027713683841163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798515458471378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968307922258456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436177487855333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224351854001814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392255220769346,0.12649949173230304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762080108210547,0.0,0.0,0.15486711843966885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512813007388248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885857381683327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965518164241406,0.0,0.0
lonely,realdaisies,2019/09/04,"An idea.. voice channel Is it okay if we all create a voice channel we can just get into it and knowing each other a lil better or maybe we get some talk since many people here (just like me as well) need that hug, need that talk..",3.938125,4.031941562500002,4.416666666666668,91.895,70.875,6.4,22.25,3.1291,-0.11417499999999993,177,3,40,0,3,56,37,48,0.0,0.7659999999999999,0.23399999999999999,0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,1,16,7,4,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,5,2,7,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,3,1,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25032201126249753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957488662815045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195127714475849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554897847074595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138276910575034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869537013817014,0.2843473296992105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197346618885336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962212661174288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341299953022976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549866312532219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544830197097043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LuminovaPrime,2019/09/04,"I'm on a great quest A quest for love for myself, from someone else, for and from the universe itself. A quest for inner peace and peace of mind. I have lived a very secluded life away from the world, but I always see the bullshit that goes on and how it treats me and my friends. (The little friends I do have sense most don't care enough to stick around) 

Anyways.. I'm a gender ambiguous fruit bat (furry). I love video games, movies, stories, pretty much any art medium there is under the sun. Im turning 22 this coming October. 

This quest involves being alone, so if I don't get any takers, its all good. 

If you happen to read this and don't reply, just remember to stay positive and spread the love. 
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lonely,Laguna_Sunrise2001,2019/09/04,"I Miss Having Someone Love Me It's hard to put into words, I just miss everything. It makes me feel empty and starved of affection. I know I gotta focus on myself right now but sometimes it hits me too hard.",0.7241860465116297,3.047552116279076,2.582604651162793,91.86413953488373,85.97674418604653,5.300465116279073,20.227906976744187,6.742157984588678,0.3854781395348836,163,5,34,2,5,54,34,43,0.212,0.6759999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,9,9,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,8,1,4,7,0,5,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,21,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951613687489089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660582600630754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5883969310733916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804902171830585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29641051604976343,0.0,0.2192218971017056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301512994975705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804676021724913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27826792693103425,0.0,0.32481429138377965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SpitefulCannibalism,2019/09/04,"finally ended a pretty toxic ""friendship"", great that thats finally over, but she was also one of my few friends left I guess I should just be grateful that I can say I had (have?) more than one person I feel comfortable calling a friend but, I kinda wish I wasn't getting rushed by that ""empty pit of never-ending loneliness"" feeling because of it.

It sucks because I really want to enjoy this too, like, I should be happy! a friendship that went bad years ago has finally been thrown in the trash, where it belongs! I'll no longer have to deal with being walked all over and having my problems and feelings shoved to the side by her! I'm slightly less of a pushover! I'm free, fuck you! but I'm just not feeling it.

I guess it's just bad timing on my part, I'm growing up, this will be my last summer as a ""kid"", I'm gonna be 18 in a few months, schools starting back up, a lot to dread, im not doubting that all that may have a hand in why this is hitting me so hard. Still, I know im being sorta irrational, but that doesn't really fix things, im just sitting here feeling stupid on top of feeling lonely.

I guess it just sucks because once upon a time, she was the only friend I really felt comfortable talking about my feelings to, and I don't really feel like anyone else has filled that void after she stopped caring, not yet at least, I can always hope that that perfect person will fall into my lap, cant i?

I dunno, maybe I should take the new school year as a sign, maybe stick my neck out there a little more, ""come out of my shell"", so to speak, might as well. 

sorry this ended up as some choppy ramble fest, I swear I had a more concise idea for this post at first lol.",4.57269061381778,4.5803308988439335,5.3299339388934746,86.19548169556843,69.4913294797688,7.862152491054225,26.880814753647122,7.2636822038024595,1.2171311863473715,1305,36,278,11,21,425,192,346,0.135,0.621,0.244,0.9928,0,2,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,0,3,17,25,4,2,16,1,31,3,2,0,3,54,63,14,0,7,12,0,11,2,3,8,0,2,0,3,23,8,0,1,11,0,1,7,8,10,1,3,8,13,34,16,39,40,12,51,0,1,0,1,16,21,3,12,23,185,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754185759157661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995422030119594,0.07278672190003986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116498618173584,0.08962910827556836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672633508776744,0.14607697474013567,0.15997297487642412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932238658186986,0.0,0.08918722273841677,0.0,0.0,0.07535249949182073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018352136230616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307465441203395,0.0,0.2324323008605351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538424074367098,0.062492599147983885,0.0839903115176794,0.2874757920172556,0.0,0.07440671618666174,0.0,0.0,0.20275033697505596,0.08086979949808816,0.04570240010657755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644217792392132,0.2890927667340732,0.0,0.0,0.09311942221731223,0.07836097197916347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688302659355368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987493254223318,0.28346603576685264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04807431209878506,0.07130430407955397,0.0,0.0,0.09504251516625048,0.0,0.0,0.08547233701428883,0.08767355014437238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436864246859595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576203208543548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279780729364266,0.0,0.0,0.06982220391183039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746658948627841,0.08448449718974738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315867852858177,0.11855148561029775,0.06652914947264457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947275701154434,0.0,0.0,0.1527606715078098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837774617781386,0.0889941518009016,0.0,0.08370235281387832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241564839390153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956412263742212,0.0,0.17705999151531007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792179288356592,0.06191569282369151,0.0,0.06985814172206664,0.0731335337462202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577077844028187,0.07030958842251704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058114913820202424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201547291022303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159538605213973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865108619576346,0.08109077448773483,0.07893313949813399,0.0,0.1005926439207856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266286028948587
lonely,lxshr6121,2019/09/11,"I'm really trying here. I feel myself getting jaded. I keep sending messages and replying to things like r/kikpals and r4r and r/needafriend. 

It just makes me feel like im not good enough. I'm not just saying ""hey"" either. I'm really putting thought into it and giving investment. 

I know I am not entitled to anyone's attention. But it can be so hard to send the next message hoping over and over that this person might be that special someone. 

Just venting and have no idea where else to put this.",2.998628117913832,5.181396255102044,4.06891156462585,85.28481859410435,76.24489795918367,6.804535147392291,26.19501133786848,7.793537801064563,1.6463365079365082,395,15,74,6,9,128,67,98,0.10800000000000001,0.764,0.128,0.4613,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,25,18,8,0,1,8,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,1,6,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,1,4,6,5,7,14,2,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,3,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275135382185866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054701551616147,0.0,0.0,0.2109488036844962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206455873917368,0.14584983483385885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666363054080644,0.19584604202365494,0.0,0.17123724446427388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288461316063456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277401246391244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304684554517641,0.22052464377796105,0.0,0.0,0.1814641634059249,0.0,0.0,0.11219937360511258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948164112806185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362764138645213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657836369826666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712333509632686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826205832600756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104684406354442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615764634947069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235387766485054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298160301059154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356328700937688,0.0,0.0,0.16207789038178455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860923337367825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NoIdeaWhatToD0,2019/09/11,"When you get banned from r/tattoos because you're apparently a creep for telling some guy that he looks cute. Yup, just what I needed today. Although I did look at the rules at the sub and apparently you weren't supposed to comment on personal appearance but I mean, come on. You have a full decked out sleeve with no shirt on, you're cut and your Superdry strap from your boxers is showing. Who the fuck reads the rules of subs anyways?

But yeah... It's gotten that low for me. Lol. I don't know, I just like telling guys online that they're cute since well, I guess it would be creepier if I told them in person. Which is why I'm single, which is why I'm lonely. Therefore, fuck everything. 

Also I just found out that my favorite YouTuber, exurb1a, might be a rapist so that really made my day better as well. 😓",2.8758994708994687,4.762425425925926,3.4907583774250446,90.64555555555555,75.60493827160494,6.3569664902998255,23.917107583774253,7.1686216300943375,0.8124589065255732,637,20,133,7,14,200,112,162,0.18,0.6940000000000001,0.127,-0.8889,2,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,1,1,9,12,4,0,7,3,11,4,1,2,0,24,28,10,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,11,6,0,1,3,2,0,2,3,6,2,0,6,2,17,6,16,18,3,15,0,2,2,3,16,10,2,5,4,81,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298755350288486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900082088341107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363437339412427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989786670660595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473804376576452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459594963046149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806913208692304,0.0,0.30028233985792424,0.08485011540958867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890785140576665,0.3216137471026964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892537573586081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934307216992198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727592564899305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536719107458948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690708500555927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722864584849041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042154193330888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836122518129732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162449343359311,0.0,0.10404105412231797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434342029454993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838989455947817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394132409291492,0.15518531384363518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29204390689492776,0.0,0.29309121536021565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536813236802736,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ibbeh,2019/09/11,"There is no worse long term feeling then loneliness Im upset, I'm sick, I'm tired. I posted a 3 posts, one on r/NeedAFriend , one on r/socialskills ,and  one on r/Advice. They were all asking for advice. They were all me being optimistic. I'm 16 years old and haven't cut myself in 2 years. I haven't had solid friends in over 4 years, and this is the first year in a while that I am attending school full day. But I'm lonely, so sad. Such a lack of human contact. Especially since I'm a social person. I want friends. I said it. And I'm not here looking for friends on Reddit. I want friends in real life, real friends that I can look forward to meeting everyday, and here I am, crying alone, making some worthless Reddit post because I know atleast one person will read this, and I guess that's all I want right now. Seeing people interact with their friends everyday makes me even more sad. I'm tired of my struggles, I'm tired of my life even though I know I'm more fortunate then others. Ive haven't been this sad in a while, I've been hopeless, suicidal, anxious, angry. But I cannot remember feeling this sad in a long time. I guess I feel better after typing this out. Thanks.",2.0859864202187843,4.017379871369297,3.4200320633723145,90.05389569973595,78.08713692946058,6.2075443228970215,23.402678234628443,7.1686216300943375,0.8356041493775934,923,30,193,11,22,301,130,241,0.32,0.604,0.076,-0.9963,0,3,0,0,0,2,39.0,0,0,3,2,9,18,1,2,7,0,17,6,0,2,3,31,44,14,1,4,3,0,3,0,6,1,6,1,0,3,10,8,0,0,6,1,0,2,6,10,0,5,6,7,24,8,20,36,9,38,0,7,3,0,18,15,0,3,20,113,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394230700700875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747800465515896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632670434910682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798775241981126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057373542311479335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323984312226516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338435327105752,0.06069841171007489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243282827449712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427668729305156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005683865086657,0.0,0.0,0.43629263178074695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736347619930856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166373795011327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344973260985704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329568461359484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658317778920728,0.15807106045617547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564917363025768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876115166524113,0.0,0.255107539795594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524966512728735,0.16436065261123625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704174737395769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414360599770748,0.21425408836831114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661750118622404,0.0803763741417764,0.08952790045133742,0.0,0.0,0.09525257865637396,0.07499996910963014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778554949318582,0.0,0.0,0.0959415873747015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839271129208793,0.0,0.10294996511328153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665133472852878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247059104435512,0.0,0.0548810421506655,0.3245248569961914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665399459079652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591442162027584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424359759544752
lonely,alexolliexx,2019/09/11,I'll text good morning/night to you. Best if you have snapchat.  But I dont mine doing it,-1.8471666666666664,0.046589950000001316,-0.009999999999999787,107.00833333333334,99.5,2.666666666666667,16.666666666666668,3.1291,-1.4063333333333332,69,2,18,0,3,22,18,20,0.0,0.664,0.336,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208885429177748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5817183250050459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163147031786356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657907085028701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,laur_mrg,2019/09/11,It’s my birthday Lately I have been feeling extremely stressed out and lonely for no reason. Like I know I have friends around me but I still feel alone. Its my 20th birthday and I am bawling my eyes out for no reason at all. Is this something everybody experiences at some point?,2.607777777777777,5.3022134814814805,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,80.85185185185185,5.822222222222222,27.51851851851852,7.1686216300943375,1.5633185185185186,224,10,42,3,6,70,40,54,0.18899999999999997,0.72,0.091,-0.6648,0,3,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,2,1,13,8,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,9,2,7,7,2,8,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,1,3,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27760138092618475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23860621988962116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621877314257628,0.0,0.0,0.2710511033829535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708165139188126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473039416970719,0.0,0.3023529285927451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309473978784552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533778459762193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5511651841661062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063449187112288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405152119801524,0.0,0.3070309262706136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,makemefeelnumbpls,2019/09/11,I just want someone to hold me for a while and tell me that everything will be okay Everything seems to be going wrong no matter how hard i try... i am trying my best to remain positive but each day gets harder and harder each day,4.541843971631207,4.954327723404255,5.583829787234047,82.93333333333334,69.63829787234043,8.819858156028369,24.177304964539005,8.841846274778883,1.5091475177304967,181,4,37,3,3,60,36,47,0.1,0.723,0.177,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,11,8,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,4,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900368979365892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564760389273572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49677329474343895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439372722763252,0.0,0.15706940773003938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475763370603165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516000203383583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341703378543291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415625878205516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752788787239576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301222873292467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021709953383228,0.0,0.0
lonely,GrumpyRPGReviews,2019/09/11,"She asked me out, then changed her mind... She asked me out, then changed her mind.

Granted, she doesn't owe me a date and is always entitled to change her mind. I'm not angry. I'm just disappointed and tired of being lonely.",1.2819999999999998,3.6471443111111133,2.3422222222222224,94.3,83.66666666666667,5.377777777777778,20.11111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.1695777777777776,174,5,38,2,5,55,30,45,0.16899999999999998,0.696,0.135,-0.4015,1,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,4,7,0,5,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672316632201922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375778795648808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6378313474462812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6087982603128375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309972251181032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,soxy_white,2019/09/11,"Anybody else got told the lie ""It gets better! Outsiders and losers with no friends at school get succesful later in life."" I always used to feel so hopeful when somebody said things like this.

I always used to pray to god at nights that I want a normal life with friends and normal human experiences.

 Just an average life. Nothing more.

I'm still a loser in my 20s with no basic experiences. I don't believe and have hopes anymore. I don't feel human anymore. People don't know how lucky they are and what they have. They take everything for granted.

I fucking hate this shit",2.764060606060603,5.453054163636367,3.325000000000003,87.55083333333334,80.0909090909091,5.4848484848484835,24.62121212121212,6.816661863887847,1.0445757575757573,458,17,84,5,12,143,75,110,0.172,0.623,0.205,0.3105,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,3,5,12,3,0,4,0,6,5,1,3,0,20,23,7,0,5,1,0,2,1,2,0,3,1,0,2,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,3,10,7,11,20,1,8,1,2,0,1,9,4,2,3,5,49,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479957480748501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955786842910537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789626465354532,0.0,0.13179745785040303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244883895933056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339309672712401,0.2915433572342844,0.0,0.0,0.15069955453788728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23026737193270685,0.13776802897329354,0.1557152267251728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918615322767853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712793639369842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29602406335411063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818983509691174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157750002985888,0.07280440581825627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984663708804318,0.2920189729305268,0.14299020393468176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331278468094912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417536271523084,0.0,0.0,0.15081777247184242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296848768272991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900880863459605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204566557594887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900330136408196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423964847480217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574135584526711,0.0,0.0,0.0878967758623848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PussyLunch,2019/09/11,"[Serious] What the fuck am I supposed to do when all of my family dies and I’m by myself? I’m dead serious, this shit has been scaring me for a week now. I’m the youngest in my family and have no brothers or sisters. My family takes care of each other but who is going to help take care of me? Obviously I have no idea what the future holds, but I don’t see myself getting married or having kids, Iguess assisted living would be my best option?",2.0848913043478237,3.803653141304349,4.414565217391306,83.8951086956522,77.3695652173913,7.643478260869566,23.45652173913044,8.472884824447931,1.5472565217391296,347,11,71,7,8,121,64,92,0.141,0.7020000000000001,0.157,0.7643,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,2,1,4,0,11,2,1,0,2,13,22,7,2,1,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,1,11,3,8,19,3,6,0,0,1,1,5,1,2,3,4,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249972875052384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41290209212583373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101516287639376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.572665867079252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719783158005115,0.10579215295516436,0.0,0.1150791736330598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572411852512906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22858545098149224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880151008934045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027268285927361,0.0,0.16135752868028155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078520641377383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044930785476677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624244739507703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384238662155951,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CycloneS2002,2019/09/11,One of my only irl friends has blocked me I feel absolutely worthless,2.471538461538458,5.428191923076927,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153847,91.30769230769228,5.676923076923077,37.269230769230774,7.1686216300943375,3.1756461538461536,57,4,10,1,2,18,13,13,0.304,0.517,0.17800000000000002,-0.2944,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677747823852739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.561956091128917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928775738060936,0.5531896223932549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,liquorsiccc,2019/09/11,random chit chat idk hi can someone distract me from not chugging the rest of my liquor before i start work in less than 2 hours or maybe i should just get drunk anwyay,2.938137254901964,4.935020852941179,2.712352941176473,95.8022549019608,75.76470588235293,4.533333333333334,20.15686274509804,3.1291,-0.5285960784313728,135,3,28,0,3,40,33,34,0.17600000000000002,0.8240000000000001,0.0,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914608853523133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24035236008481206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530475755725089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621728741436157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897911249040386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256192861153201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349152226614054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Joshyb3,2019/09/11,"Sorta wanna give up on everything 18M I’m so sick of life tbh, I was honestly so looking forward to college after having the most shitty year of my life, last year I dropped out of college and decided to reapply for this year, I struggle with depression and anxiety and I’m literally so lonely it’s really sad, at this point I don’t even have a friend i can actually see, like I have one early good friend how loves so far but we don’t even talk much anymore. At college I’m so lonely, I’m just there with thousands of others all socialising in big social groups while sit there on my own feeling like shit. I don’t even know if I wanna carry on with life at this point. I really wanted things to work out but I guess I shouldn’t have been so optimistic because optimism really only ever leads to disappointment. Just wish I had someone there for me because I need it,",2.5888636363636373,4.627948340909093,4.522727272727273,82.22909090909094,76.95454545454545,7.581818181818183,25.20454545454545,8.472884824447931,1.856075,692,25,134,14,16,236,105,176,0.15,0.6920000000000001,0.158,0.1246,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,16,14,1,1,2,0,12,6,1,2,2,30,26,14,0,7,5,0,1,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,7,0,2,3,3,17,7,26,22,4,26,0,5,2,1,8,15,1,4,11,93,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.14518516693083205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381421435513228,0.0,0.14754708719310344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138650176179785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814165593413002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29479797701958216,0.1345775702300232,0.0,0.0,0.13371142884151788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522626459582121,0.10628652077838216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298899197401307,0.0,0.0,0.14272072668867186,0.0,0.12478732637933568,0.0,0.0,0.16389495064100645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176410393323819,0.12127334277124704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315257384775282,0.14537013098996976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493544729321435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427730665655427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936842161686558,0.11031647027335204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081533741930698,0.11315182796362305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28128524320665105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859316116542321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185562323760931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527177431218037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516597041620094,0.12605850917559555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553431931428355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195815445776741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884101604828363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775269626269525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108653318964898,0.0,0.0,0.10831163403041344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28742307739723905
lonely,officialginge,2019/09/11,"Runescape playerrr LF other playersss Says it all, just playing Runescape atm and a little lonely. wondered if anyone fancied a chat?  
Add me: Eye of Apep

Private is open!",3.671999999999997,6.909549866666668,3.4616666666666696,83.6025,83.66666666666666,4.333333333333334,34.16666666666667,5.985473137389443,2.3026666666666658,136,8,20,1,4,41,28,30,0.08199999999999999,0.858,0.059000000000000004,-0.1776,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847990712981227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5515688432058835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376394316024855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5968024914821312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pile_O_Pancakes,2019/09/11,"I miss my cat. She wasn't really my cat.

She was my sister's, but she neglected her and I started caring for her. 

She wasn't the nicest cat, but in my darkest hours, she was there for me. 

My parents got rid of her, because she sheds a lot, sometimes we find fawn colored fur in our food.

I miss her.

I regret not spending more time with her.

She would always lay at my room's door waiting for me come out. 

I should've had let her in.

I really miss her.",-0.22029053420805766,1.8174265773195903,1.8387816307403924,97.58557638238052,87.35051546391752,4.764386129334583,18.096532333645733,6.1124844417494595,-0.3630742268041236,346,9,82,3,11,115,59,97,0.20600000000000002,0.752,0.042,-0.9417,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,14,15,3,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,2,1,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,6,1,30,1,10,7,2,10,0,5,1,0,18,6,0,1,3,56,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246461322112174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457814065622522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752640056844585,0.0,0.0,0.23256504924802746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467580861239003,0.0,0.32646255097111954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592876929204724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658772713059929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760742482934689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295285108637351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997823674019791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459139648857993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670184838207511,0.0,0.1910942071978723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742831121349954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917870230436923,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UwU0_0UwU,2019/09/11,"Being alone is actually worse when there was someone who cared about you but doesnt anymore and youre alone again I was always alone. It sucked, i thought. Then i got a crush on this girl. I told her i liked her and she said she felt the same. It felt nice knowing there was someone caring about me. I still love her very much, but from her side it kinda faded out. She doesnt talk to me in school anymore and when i text her she only responds to like my first few messages. I miss the time where we could just share music and talk about stuff together for a few hours. I miss the time where i was at school and there was someone i could talk to of who i knew they really cared about me. I miss not being alone.



Now im sad and alone again and it hurts way more knowing how it feels when someone truly cares about you.",0.7477430340557272,2.993704641176471,1.5041795665634687,100.2145975232198,84.94117647058823,4.284829721362228,16.594427244582047,5.399115186594226,-0.8925294117647056,639,13,148,3,19,196,93,170,0.16899999999999998,0.645,0.18600000000000005,0.8608,0,5,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,3,1,1,19,15,1,0,5,0,12,1,0,1,0,25,31,14,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,9,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,12,4,31,9,15,15,5,21,0,5,0,1,26,7,1,1,15,103,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.10055712480481864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5336180836192902,0.0,0.0,0.08574175378852722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438604266691854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202452696590355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454620857972396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052102684023955015,0.0,0.19787885545005224,0.0,0.0,0.08765008469884232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241455657509841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147863802457924,0.0,0.11031187966744767,0.0,0.11130635923545656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326175225167236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068523330496576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930021996692734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574998365688866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837041983670504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601331106240711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801945954537522,0.0,0.0,0.20857422620507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492390168458125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229192675943549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796195290621815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484711742249587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180627607826016,0.12017281906033635,0.0,0.0,0.09846398118028724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502297527628835,0.0,0.08179238095694295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050117306720136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-peptodismal,2019/09/11,"College isn’t for me? I really don’t think it’s for me. It’s so hard for me because I went to a competitive school (dumb choice)   so I’m struggling with school. I don’t like school in general, so taking classes and doing homework is so dreadful. And I’m just unhappy. I don’t have any really good friends and the closest people to friends I don’t even like. So I just hang out to feel like I have some friends. But I just don’t like it at all. I’m hours from home and my homes not even my home anymore. I just need some advice. Am I jumping the gun and it’ll be okay or is college just not my thing?",0.36311802701116136,2.179164900763361,2.3919083969465653,95.86188490898418,83.19847328244275,5.55748678802114,22.290663534938346,6.67199483983844,0.3368081033470345,466,16,112,5,13,156,67,131,0.10300000000000001,0.693,0.203,0.9082,0,0,0,1,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,12,12,1,2,3,1,14,0,0,0,1,23,22,12,0,1,9,0,2,4,3,1,0,0,4,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,8,3,0,0,1,2,16,9,11,19,3,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,3,5,72,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211907164627567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586104205317556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543829617483202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948950802617476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563733551324945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787115066146051,0.11121078825646907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608111216636464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305687384386169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944988016436188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684495674458886,0.0,0.15330374313231912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042102937972712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542744580332633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792208324336304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945257207677436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726395163643139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274024330837758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704458150739765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342033238363052,0.09974714822159488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430779122745935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gansacul,2019/09/11,"I'm getting so lonely I think I'm going insane After a recent break up and moving to a new city starting from 0, I feel so lonely that a flatmate heard me last night talking in my sleep about how my day went. I just want to talk to someone about small stuff. Anything. But I can't, I feel so socially awkward and I make the people talking with me completely ghost me. What's next? I'm alone in my room talking to myself? I'm legit afraid.",0.7813043478260866,2.9687171304347832,2.748000000000001,91.747,84.21739130434783,4.5495652173913035,21.156521739130433,5.6839178017228535,0.11106608695652163,344,11,71,2,10,115,62,92,0.183,0.802,0.015,-0.9289,0,5,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,11,15,7,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,2,3,13,0,12,13,0,17,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,8,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195562198061054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538406120275394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197975820776143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121774290054765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094771570512906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986514755629312,0.0,0.10731164806028196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391477898386244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603986235979925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068744357268414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823650462672611,0.20081387889945213,0.1771962497360438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090509987541765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643851805122186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889579319230616,0.1924798089460102,0.15998790117787626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364887715556267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161555193318098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6070704932720092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098923601012836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113718525594482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750394845588122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,just-a-snail,2019/09/11,How do you deal with the disappearance of an online friend? My best friend (also online friend) introduced me to one of his best friends and we became friends (probably like a month ago) and we started talking quite a bit and playing games together and all of a sudden this friend stopped going online and hasnt responded to either of us for over a week. We're worried something happened to him but neither of us have any way of knowing when or if he'll ever come back,13.146007326007329,7.453946384615384,11.670769230769231,65.41589743589745,57.681318681318686,14.33113553113553,47.915750915750934,10.504223727775694,5.0609091575091565,375,16,69,5,3,119,67,91,0.032,0.769,0.19899999999999998,0.9158,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,4,1,0,3,5,10,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,1,2,18,9,11,0,1,4,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,9,10,12,8,6,14,0,0,0,0,18,1,0,2,10,50,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827460417133402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572265867699545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840616700335257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127125370812006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037235103838253,0.0,0.15798327928878628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465283068849192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918723725266456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089635777433511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6708046474219392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822406945962196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796450058824368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952754224385153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706968503118358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550426888577855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805765146021278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601932612446598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539144025188736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114030218781142,0.0,0.0,0.10242482235576078,0.0,0.0,0.12098207838093335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631053091159775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481309809213599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486220021256,0.1160757514624652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695764698305908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,changcherry,2019/09/11,"Hate being alone but get so agitated around other people.. anyone else? I literally can't spend more than a day with another person without them starting to annoy me by every little thing they do, if I'm with someone all day I start feeling relieved when they go to the toilet or have a shower or something just so I can relax for 5 mins. I broke up with my ex of 4 years because I felt constantly agitated by being around him and thought I must not love him but I've noticed it happens with basically everyone I know. And then when I'm home alone suddenly the loneliness is just this huge thing again and I wanna hit up any random ugly guy I know for sex. So wtf is wrong with me? Anyone relate?",4.918634920634922,5.480569085714286,6.3223809523809535,77.44039682539682,68.85714285714286,8.793650793650794,29.12698412698413,8.841846274778883,2.277531746031746,552,19,105,9,9,188,98,140,0.28600000000000003,0.638,0.077,-0.9899,1,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,10,7,2,0,4,0,9,2,0,0,2,28,24,14,0,3,9,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,10,0,0,5,1,1,1,3,4,0,0,2,2,17,3,19,18,2,19,0,1,0,2,9,6,0,4,12,74,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410668776318303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197138517232902,0.17265564662310345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302619057890416,0.16870901617130898,0.0,0.2931566050924164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003724635320504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779340988054537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237834968415015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375485407598682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872935891398158,0.15733538485325926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325476732234653,0.0,0.1580950998698263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602570199563142,0.0,0.0935775142137124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630348304913935,0.1456043134294907,0.0,0.0,0.1625632159117607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516289005841772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098071158673604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502806592280803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486080158629038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874613762287335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415139051222165,0.14377083012202754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951206944547775,0.12675984698856066,0.0,0.0,0.2330880184534277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877959346292708,0.0,0.0,0.1307180735117569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587220246879156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002493941941367,0.0,0.1060327425106488
lonely,ihopeicrosshermind,2019/09/11,I miss having someone who cares about me Someone who is happy to talk to me at the end of the day and actually wants to know how my day went,10.782903225806457,4.10875503225807,10.964516129032258,71.6667741935484,63.193548387096776,13.690322580645162,40.67741935483871,8.841846274778883,3.4449741935483864,110,3,26,1,1,38,24,31,0.045,0.765,0.19,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,6,6,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.2997301833746752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31315581064427617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961675125873578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720401845354709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326962621503721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879940550022576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5204876072380034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468723151420063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811626648813957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847274131963801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ATMofMN,2019/09/11,"10 Things That Will Change Your Life Immediately I know, I know, this sounds like a load of B.S., but  he puts it into achievable goals.",4.2723076923076935,5.89495161538462,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,71.30769230769229,6.7384615384615385,20.69230769230769,7.1686216300943375,0.1478307692307692,106,2,23,1,2,32,24,26,0.0,0.8170000000000001,0.183,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,12,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977585204390523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5171821422983217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323493680604554,0.2298772693484426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730127732727762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31259933129416745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Its_Bunny,2019/09/11,"I had a dream where someone was hugging me and then I woke up. I just want anyone, or anything in my life to make me  happy like I was in that dream.",0.19818181818181912,1.643478515151518,2.287878787878789,98.2518181818182,82.03030303030303,4.4,20.090909090909093,3.1291,-0.6312545454545453,113,3,28,0,3,38,26,33,0.0,0.606,0.39399999999999996,0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,3,4,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,2,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278637267683017,0.0,0.3858623277807905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4991496395007039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311958604282933,0.2290794186222581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129924286112082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972949573296663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765676347059335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UnoMasPorFavour,2019/09/11,Lost a lot of friends and want someone to play video games with I recently went threw a phase where I lost pretty much all of my friends and have no one to train on smash bros with and no one to play rainbow with. Wanted to see if anyone here does that kinda stuff :/,10.218,5.466728709090912,8.651363636363637,82.01704545454548,61.90909090909091,11.727272727272727,36.59090909090909,7.1686216300943375,2.4000909090909084,209,5,48,1,2,63,40,55,0.16399999999999998,0.606,0.22899999999999998,0.6573,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,8,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,2,0,2,4,1,3,4,10,4,3,5,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,3,1,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628612385141097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382755735047506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599027597346828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085136402351642,0.19801801610911154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122106446525084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156616714800476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369606974118047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22997780042373006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856049854823356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973501291036245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666346600744872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747613953217647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591673258784125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ysandre0096,2019/09/11,"Looking for general chit chat Hi! Sorry if this is the wrong place, over time I've ended up losing all my friends so only have my partner to talk to. Hes lovely but think I need to widen how many people I actually communicate with! Into tattoos and piercings, old castle ruins and such, animals, specifically cats. Thank you for reading and feel free to message me 😊",3.150142857142857,5.683848585714286,4.829999999999998,78.24500000000002,77.42857142857143,6.857142857142858,27.142857142857146,7.957251820313856,2.066857142857143,291,12,50,5,7,98,61,70,0.113,0.725,0.162,0.7081,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,13,9,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,5,10,9,1,7,0,2,1,1,9,4,0,1,3,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.2448579562261298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223722298086954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687073888363706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938571862901629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107063616146679,0.2807109772774332,0.0,0.0,0.2264616115442224,0.0,0.0,0.25438958173742204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860511374559521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632942788667725,0.0,0.0,0.19083303015123376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395365724591835,0.0,0.262153960102763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25098404011228104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808800744025143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167688770577155,0.0,0.2310098688148545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077693009196245,0.0,0.0,0.14631121825609525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743374081293302,0.0,0.0
lonely,MemeLordThe1st,2019/09/11,Lost Friends I stopped talking to all my friends because they were dicks and for some reason just stopped being nice. I got home one day and deleted everyone from social media and other things.,5.531047619047619,8.038475057142861,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,69.85714285714286,5.80952380952381,34.52380952380953,6.42735559955562,2.1639523809523804,157,8,26,1,3,45,30,35,0.145,0.6409999999999999,0.214,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,9,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,4,3,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,1,3,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674920621643488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641253378263594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613819528865193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226771150167285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877723697189333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743858210161325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29860437658175165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535974094905955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812476484216978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27884252729285075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457388207329598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986341257794756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817297407204138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dougie60,2019/09/11,Been feeling lonely despite my friends coming over everyday I am a really anxious person when it comes to new people and recently it’s been hitting me harder and now I feel so lonely bc my friends are always over by my guy friends I’ve known for years as brother but my few women friends are only that just friends. I only have one close woman friend who I have admitted I had feelings for before and it just wasn’t mutual. I just feel trapped and like I’ll never find someone who could like me for me. I always feel less than and seem to talk negatively about myself in my head although I try to stop myself. I feel I’m getting deeper into this loneliness and just want some advice or help or kind words. I don’t really have others I can tell all of this besides the woman I felt something for and I can’t talk to her about it. I just want to feel happy and not dread getting off work to go home and have nothing. Anything would be appreciated sorry to seem so depressing.,5.408452380952383,5.6971391989795945,6.192244897959185,79.75870748299323,67.72448979591837,8.574149659863947,30.10884353741497,8.344100000000001,2.143994557823129,777,27,149,10,12,256,118,196,0.158,0.6729999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.6711,0,5,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,11,14,0,1,2,0,17,1,1,0,2,44,37,17,0,4,9,1,8,2,6,1,0,0,1,5,10,13,0,1,13,0,0,3,6,4,0,1,5,8,25,10,22,28,4,17,0,3,0,0,20,6,0,5,10,106,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142804700880056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976291351365346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288205764435876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383634304579673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703047884731203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964521752159876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104306410831722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821321151100848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035962456900996,0.0,0.10948594609331816,0.0,0.104220653378305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5285922164910762,0.0,0.11915113598193397,0.0,0.06480544106164703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129068685696867,0.0,0.12138623916140068,0.0,0.0,0.11702689075082368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643139141553096,0.0,0.11438061832682925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187438991404592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141784705544933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794637436295095,0.1101301440356098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941412469042423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726915955109714,0.17344874048390768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905351271727645,0.09956592816281323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461000934128506,0.0,0.11259011124684355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076158626276955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966165992953088,0.08778527472144387,0.0,0.12764639091443838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533354488948513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330475667424395,0.09966657590388156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774183643024434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451479233481445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301463988884387,0.0,0.0,0.08100309564346897,0.0,0.0,0.07343108761882165
lonely,jcsimms12,2019/09/11,"Confusing love for friendship Ever been so lonely that the second you get any sort of attention from a female, you automatically start to have feelings for them? Maybe I’m just spouting here. My friend (very large) friend group split up over the past year into 2 sections and neither side wants me. So I’m stuck with nobody to talk to. So now whenever I get any female wanting to spend time with me or even just talk to me, I find myself becoming attracted to them. Anyone else have this problem?",6.195354609929076,7.018530734042558,6.211489361702127,78.43333333333334,66.12765957446808,8.819858156028369,29.49645390070922,8.841846274778883,2.2686156028368787,395,13,72,6,6,125,69,94,0.099,0.7440000000000001,0.157,0.7973,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,2,0,9,7,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,16,13,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,11,4,15,11,2,11,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,3,6,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989771058687101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537067664177519,0.22523671253698316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427794657856635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836355983698791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519235366921265,0.19884431742368675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115013601689054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091608744457606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396725330616376,0.0,0.22969900187797265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198400664701977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208437808732188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098478570125655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103428578296776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559328185193327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35337405137238925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818173798828075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137866491053026,0.259316986636321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156010678248773
lonely,user_______________-,2019/09/11,"impressive crash I have been politely blocked by someone for pretty solid and well reason, on good terms I hope on their end, and it was by far a satisfying conversation. At least the best one I had in weeks.

I admit, did not last long, met earlier today and lost minutes ago, but a few hours is better than nothing in all honesty.

Whoever you are, if you see this, good luck out there. 👋",3.6193859649122793,5.228029184210532,4.876315789473686,82.66254385964915,72.94736842105263,8.224561403508767,27.14035087719298,8.841846274778883,2.0661561403508766,302,11,60,6,6,100,65,76,0.094,0.588,0.318,0.9532,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,3,2,9,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,13,12,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,6,1,7,8,10,6,5,15,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,3,8,42,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087121034863225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470901124192447,0.2082362763479087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085386995596808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949683601562023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23385484692810005,0.2318706941449297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919230690920244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083657257383008,0.0,0.0,0.25702134639976953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259205003436655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954692537467394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23953716350438556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420816804382075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876230625598104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949591075246184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231789462903491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888636835638012,0.0,0.2116977094856838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IAmParliament,2019/09/11,"My last ever friend ghosted me. It really is funny how much of a dumb cunt I can be. How I can actually be capable of believing something so incomprehensibly stupid as the idea that anyone would actually want to continue to be in contact with me. Yet here I am once again, finding myself blocked and ghosted by the last person in the world I might have considered a friend. And it wasn't some one time, small-term thing. I'd known her for months now, and she said she'd always be my friend. She knew about my issues and problems, and we even had plans for this week...yet I'm still here, and I don't even know what I did wrong. I don't know how I fucked up or what I did to drive her away after she had been far more charitable and compassionate than anyone else would ever have been to me. Just a complete, out of the blue, blocking. And so now I'm alone, without anyone, as I deserve.

And this isn't me trying to spew bile her way, she was a wonderful person for even trying with me but I knew this had to come, it was inevitable. No matter how close I think I've gotten to someone, it's only a matter of time before I'm ignored or shunted off or directly told to go away. I've never blamed anyone for that. They all have better lives without me, they're better off for not having me involved with them. I have nothing but appreciation and understanding that they want to say good riddance to bad rubbish, but that doesn't mean it doesn't still hurt.

It always hurts to know that no matter how close I think I am with someone, I'm just disposable. I'm a burden and a responsibility rather than someone anyone wants to know. And yet I fall for it, each and every time. Every Tinder match makes my heart leap until I get silently unmatched after one message. I know the outcome and I know the score, I know that there is no way my repulsive personality is ever capable of enticing someone to be close to me. I know for damn certain I can never be loved but is it so much to ask for just someone? Am I really so ugly, inside and out, that everyone feels like they can treat me like the dirt on their shoe? I don't think I am, but I must be. I must be so disgusting that I can't even process what's wrong with me if someone I was close to would desert me over what seems like absolutely nothing to me.

I just hope that I don't fall for it again. I hope I can remind myself that I will always be useless, subhuman scum if anything like this presents itself to me ever again. I hope I will have the strength to say no and not fall victim to the delusion of happiness ever again. But I know I won't. I'll come crawling to anything presented to me because I'm too weak and stupid to know anything else.",5.04967878787879,5.077421507272732,5.9496363636363645,82.09178787878791,68.47272727272727,8.63030303030303,28.66666666666667,8.296473431620573,1.7900848484848482,2119,66,442,27,33,701,222,550,0.146,0.7040000000000001,0.15,-0.677,0,1,1,0,0,1,54.0,1,0,5,4,39,38,8,0,16,0,57,5,2,6,11,110,100,41,2,15,20,0,1,4,3,9,1,3,0,3,29,32,0,3,23,0,1,7,20,18,0,2,16,5,73,20,65,65,6,55,0,3,1,2,30,17,4,12,33,321,102,0,0.0,0.0,0.12751241891385787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766594883310782,0.0,0.0,0.16308847009169308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284140055393213,0.0669420363255254,0.16129206010780578,0.0,0.061078135259757874,0.0,0.1227662133820767,0.0,0.05455086153101086,0.03982678135602608,0.0,0.05559411673041485,0.0736086408712467,0.0,0.11556459296664565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125582939571784,0.06850107992061306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915574781990817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260901571571394,0.2954900950686516,0.11009282129185864,0.06242909411221231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03303465211786045,0.04667436642768839,0.0,0.0,0.059713764566195426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514298276969067,0.06039989864670608,0.034134131053629634,0.0,0.037130613987967874,0.0547987586225072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954887608072349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742067955730679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946731424934634,0.0,0.0,0.13988202863430144,0.07375372863488358,0.0,0.0681913473462129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590566065822112,0.10651127531435976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767486811642698,0.0,0.057690802271157415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058966162105155824,0.0,0.04361071291859545,0.0,0.0,0.07116748863270203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930866887217997,0.0,0.0,0.05214868919841826,0.0,0.09605548754027438,0.0,0.10077866378552053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537878184786716,0.0,0.0,0.06957819576788286,0.088543532440039,0.04968917828582335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114044674661152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251547126153817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370880721200871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214725416781655,0.10391186778808968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059477293316117785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33214189375102193,0.050297029016575706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435106073831198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04340476823718683,0.12558947794188074,0.0,0.0,0.1142897149940182,0.0,0.0,0.06242909411221231,0.0,0.08871450771423359,0.0,0.0,0.06801462474971946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560642319611238,0.1037176069302628,0.05240670621858063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595859763097028,0.07085154708685247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923343288291087,0.1428641611172451,0.0,0.0
lonely,Laceynurse,2019/09/11,"Having severe anxiety from loneliness, anyone want to talk? I could really use some empathetic and caring friends to talk to because I’ve been having anxiety severely for the past few days from the abyss of being alone. I don’t know if and when this anxiety will go away and I feel a sense of dread.",5.309655172413795,6.489111862068968,6.340862068965517,75.4278448275862,68.3103448275862,10.627586206896552,28.29310344827586,10.686352973137794,3.1930206896551727,240,8,44,7,4,80,44,58,0.268,0.579,0.153,-0.7128,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,13,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,2,9,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,30,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203582617649656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920065436956402,0.0,0.0,0.1499013707922515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141960679573254,0.0,0.0,0.1306857061022873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185774538707355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711671441042989,0.0,0.0,0.1382591081888168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839833626708067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563154476892075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183863073571825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781912714065598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046525482066675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733904931569832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843828662331686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446253924772885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851578231562944,0.0,0.0,0.12644847286960778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kesu2ekr,2019/09/11,"Lets be friends and make our days happier (M20) I am open to any kinds of discussion or streaks or maybe just sending cat pics. I am studying mechanical engineering and i like to watch documentaries and go riding my bike on my free time. Come and talk to me about your day or whatever you please. Everyone is more than welcome no matter your background, age, enthnicity, body type or anything like that. Dont be shy, shoot me a message if you are interested 😋
My cat: http://imgur.com/gallery/4kKUXEB",4.555666666666667,7.438470788888887,4.567777777777781,80.125,74.44444444444444,8.444444444444445,30.0,9.150863307647796,2.9250000000000003,401,18,72,10,9,124,71,90,0.024,0.703,0.273,0.9701,0,0,0,1,0,1,17.0,1,4,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,8,1,1,1,0,14,11,9,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,13,8,7,8,1,10,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,5,6,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726844536359448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145139268938557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28955198724682685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245490722707196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362285803596445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30551003140333266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490868450961396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013974337385957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814803300079085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714536742643109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665586103009868,0.0,0.2547060032620703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400308378271692,0.0,0.2618838227754145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28614368824851844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952128938637346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520021230466008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,reverth9,2019/09/11,"Idk, man. I feel really lonely watching stranger holding hands. Today I wake up to noisy chatter of my neighbour with her friends. They argued about how a kiss would taste. I couldn't help but listen due to the thin wall and they were half-screaming. 

""... but what about the saliva ?""
 
""...in the drama, they only do it like this..""

""Yeah, how you do it with tongue ?""

I couldn't help but laugh to my pillow. Not long after that, I think two of them get out from the room and still argued about that in front of my door. One of them asked the other, ""Really, I wonder how did you do it ?""

""Well, you'll figure it out,"" answer the other one.

""But I'm really curious, can you teach me ?""

I was like the blinking white guy meme, ""Okay.."" and hold my laugh. I lived in 'girl only apartment', and yes, basically like girl dorm or boy dorm. They're gone and I was still think about that in the shower.

I know it's normal for teenagers to be curious like that but I still find it funny, because damn, I would like to know too.",2.0325870646766155,3.869620243781097,2.913258706467662,94.06501243781095,77.90547263681592,5.6606965174129344,18.13184079601989,6.42735559955562,-0.26007263681592097,763,14,168,6,18,241,114,201,0.11199999999999999,0.731,0.157,0.9194,1,2,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,4,5,0,12,15,3,0,9,3,14,4,2,3,0,35,25,14,0,5,7,0,3,5,2,3,0,1,6,5,14,9,1,2,9,1,0,2,3,4,1,3,5,7,27,11,25,14,0,20,0,1,2,1,23,11,1,2,12,111,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418359289326508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053738898103597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339156609561207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507394213468175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274214567194461,0.0,0.08616705378701589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330271863195395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210929089628516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127808722210276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028726852220725,0.0,0.14563272328522706,0.14595436387879854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159251138454084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22351631890866444,0.2508673849795796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169675514290168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951304684998347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135590618275646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633061062000206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110878565973702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828832531406153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885526539797264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343174671967502,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Blitz_Wolffhart,2019/09/11,"Is making online friends a good way to snap out of loneliness ? I have a sort of mild depression, and my therapist told me it’s because I’m lonely.
So I wondered if making online friends can help ( because I’m too shy to actually make friends IRL )

Thanks for your answers",4.301603773584905,5.8184194905660425,5.3850471698113225,80.0541745283019,71.0754716981132,8.318867924528304,34.00471698113208,8.841846274778883,3.0247396226415098,215,11,40,4,4,71,41,53,0.17300000000000001,0.5529999999999999,0.273,0.7584,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,9,11,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,5,6,10,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,3,0,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.2260861214255072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824597824225594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995455224223521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5369858513193922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943220731192446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529012537961753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463944313205792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132996863011152,0.0,0.26899817214562954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138003297503311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838966876649064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251246923465308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CallerofWilds,2019/09/11,My only true friend just disowned me for being too emotionally clingy Now I just want to hang myself. I can't live like this anymore. There's so much pain and I have no one to depend on,0.2230769230769205,2.568470282051287,1.9750769230769265,94.79492307692308,89.76923076923076,4.1456410256410265,15.492307692307696,5.6839178017228535,-0.7600707692307695,147,3,32,1,5,48,35,39,0.183,0.648,0.16899999999999998,-0.1502,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,6,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,3,4,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769369670641015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275385450125597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29364866075616064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856877601567168,0.0,0.3356173697585189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27940233806781745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575518652607723,0.2890677658349641,0.4044316360996432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418087547650167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GnnFTW,2019/09/11,"I just lost my only real friend. Just officially ended things with my SO yesterday. I've not been to sleep all night. It's currently 6:30am and I have to get ready for work in 30 mins. The only real friend I've had is now gone from my life, and I don't know what to do. I thought I'd be fine with the breakup, but now I can't even close my eyes without thinking about her. I have no friends at all. I cant really go out to and distract myself from feeling lonely. I hate the feeling of having nothing to live for. The one thing that brought me joy in life is now gone. Just like that. I hate that I rely on companionship for happiness, because it always just ends badly for me and I just spiral into a deep depression.",1.542542857142859,3.4283592733333315,3.2205714285714286,91.056,79.6,6.152380952380952,22.047619047619047,7.1686216300943375,0.6079619047619049,561,17,123,7,14,186,94,150,0.174,0.66,0.166,-0.6652,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,11,14,2,1,5,0,12,4,2,0,2,26,25,6,0,0,8,0,2,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,4,6,7,0,1,7,3,19,7,22,17,2,21,0,3,1,0,5,8,0,0,10,86,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490759407777314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537423240062524,0.09883473521301972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396448634379583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28720332203923354,0.0,0.0,0.10708727759807586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395857178295156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757905212069674,0.0,0.08470776923331624,0.0,0.09214388601961143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725935292222997,0.0,0.32014542304992705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910402354838738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22903858038368766,0.07920996471470429,0.0,0.14316635621958912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769872562667557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215078077646027,0.0,0.15557092844749745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109865476013574,0.24661881335227756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369085561725062,0.1038665128602563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225003022821274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154278417508,0.10388824115583932,0.0,0.12871544374284646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629036819939515,0.0,0.11803471113791555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lostwanderer12,2019/09/11,"I should have asked her straight away months ago instead of listening to reddit advice. If I had asked her when I felt like it, when I had the urge, I would have saved myself a lot of futile hope. Don't misunderstand me please. I loved that she made the first move towards a friendship by trying to help me with studies, it is just that I was wondering all these months whether or not all these little touches meant something. I figured now that they meant nothing and I was having false hope.

I asked her and she said that she isn't a relationship and wants to keep things friendly as of now. Which is fine by me. I just wish I would have known earlier, because then I would have saved myself from all these hopes and thoughts. To be honest it wasn't that bad, it was even kind of motivating but you know, I always feel pathetic afterwards, that is why I wish I would have known earlier because then I would have been more careful to not accidentally touch each other and things like that.

Studying together was very nice though and maybe we will keep going next semester, I don't know yet.

Good thing is, that I now know that we are nothing more than study partners which is ok.

Sorry for the vent.

I do still like her a lot (in friendly way 😅) and wish her the best for her future.",4.503452380952378,5.72188656746032,4.432698412698414,88.21785714285713,70.23015873015873,7.504761904761906,26.301587301587304,7.793537801064563,1.2577444444444446,1013,31,210,12,18,311,134,252,0.048,0.7040000000000001,0.248,0.993,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,2,1,1,3,12,20,0,0,8,1,33,1,0,2,3,55,60,17,0,14,8,0,4,3,3,7,0,2,0,1,22,11,0,2,13,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,14,6,38,19,20,38,9,24,0,0,0,1,24,5,0,8,19,158,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003928683215858,0.09106966271868283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548495509031069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881341324785437,0.0,0.09652427512202967,0.0,0.08578064308582434,0.1252543707239642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781556423064216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047466561400249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785645521880508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194663518147461,0.0,0.09864310166310836,0.0,0.0,0.08738757050179491,0.0,0.0,0.15874785032596742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058387491171862475,0.08617045859617284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886207575197796,0.0,0.0,0.30612142294278005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263375153437245,0.0,0.1069842014682198,0.1693837957040886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057551776747302,0.10296891110156824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746857090304493,0.0927236557539571,0.09721171151244222,0.0,0.0,0.10321257110630347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400650585436155,0.10919258581623313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926137836260544,0.0,0.0,0.19715678605943412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127737691353982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030049750841894,0.0,0.0,0.09772588881117698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909153720506383,0.0,0.1150050427948968,0.0,0.0,0.08204546037950029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047605937585668,0.0,0.10093803890348543,0.08156126423426811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975130464661118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476832933770284,0.06059661905905934,0.08154741072918696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270366502288542,0.0,0.3544255362864169,0.0,0.11141329581533277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649051263517762,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,navjot4664,2019/09/11,"So, I'm a pretty lonely guy (24M) and I'm looking to make friends outside of this space. I would be happy to talk to anyone over the phone or just random texting (WhatsApp), and would like to actually be friends with these people. Personally, I would prefer to talk over the phone if you are comfortable; it's always nice to hear someones voice. If anyone is interested, DM me and we can exchange numbers :) 

Have a great day.",3.496898954703834,5.479678585365857,4.663937282229966,82.48890243902441,74.12195121951221,6.636933797909408,27.567944250871076,7.447530270364453,1.6113114982578391,332,13,62,4,7,109,60,82,0.027999999999999997,0.649,0.322,0.9818,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,15,14,7,0,6,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,2,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,8,10,9,0,4,0,1,1,0,11,3,0,4,2,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.20566244710844725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536160602986411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947238158177795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591687561498134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256511974246269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323535772497468,0.0,0.2086764946593052,0.0,0.22434821910274733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23753154643452545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029622292273014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769776511201869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406778416624887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461081166569088,0.18401952989859374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440940022692628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856852751525815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387871310375519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44913411211113297,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ivannovakow,2019/09/11,"don't rush yourself into a relationship pls A bit of rant. Pls do not rush yourself into a relationship just because you're lonely. I got burnt once again and its just not at all what you need when you're already feeling like shit. Just don't do that to your poor heart, if you have any respect left for yourself.

Okay so, I started talking to this dude on tinder, he seemed pretty cool and stuff, we sent each other memes, very nice. Yesterday we were supposed to meet for the first time irl. I suggested a live music event at this very nice place (talented students from the local university playing swing and jazz). The meeting was set at 7pm. I text him at 6pm, if he'll be there, didn't respond. Okay, guess he doesn't have mobile data or no wifi. I seated myself at 7pm as was agreed. Wait till 8pm, okay, still no text, already drank my wine. Fuck this I'm leaving. I get on my bus home, 8:40pm, he texts me. He forgot, he had so much stuff to do. (We texted that morning btw, he said he forgot it was today, we laugh about it, I get it, he's got stuff to do, all cool.)  I text him that it was really nice, they played beautifully, the wine was great. Didn't respond to that. I guess from the morning he said what he said I knew in my head he wouldn't come, but I have these demons in my head all the time so I tried to not be so pessimistic, but again, my gut was right. And also I asked him two days prior that I know he has alot of work and if he wanted to reschedule to another day, maybe saturday or something, he said no, that he wanted to see me so much and couldn't wait any longer. What a bunch of bullshit lmao.

This of course is not the first time something liek this happened to me, yet I keep on doing it anyway. But this time is different, I totally fucking sobered up after this shit and I am gonna just focus on myself, me and I. AND Ya'll need to do the same, don't get stuck like I did!!",2.6469011725293115,3.7451306080402063,3.6965628140703535,92.1894338358459,74.57788944723617,6.512696817420437,22.81440536013401,6.742157984588678,0.4043424455611389,1474,38,336,12,30,476,198,398,0.076,0.8109999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.6546,1,2,4,0,0,0,61.0,4,3,1,3,18,21,4,0,14,5,32,11,6,0,4,56,69,26,0,9,16,0,1,2,0,3,0,4,1,0,27,17,3,5,4,5,1,4,15,5,0,3,23,8,41,16,38,40,11,44,1,1,1,2,41,18,4,9,23,205,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123954243725352,0.07695909230459545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308861959504554,0.1009107852023282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996673139310632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058663960929244925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506369204067836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289792865683432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412722344022345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054508925399047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0486593060039018,0.06875030106084326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637148785144344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793540796911986,0.1508364418844158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393583661524318,0.10609942389389178,0.21202739757406805,0.0,0.08510028999566874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975297413678812,0.0,0.0,0.11403893475760953,0.0,0.0,0.09653154847847603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553808703398799,0.0,0.0,0.05288823756966495,0.0,0.0,0.10189896654988724,0.1045596057828599,0.0,0.0,0.09403111699980862,0.0,0.08497726542744817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668098931462928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148759142068135,0.14271406172145784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248713099776613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054508925399047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790558901987613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165060329405645,0.0,0.0,0.20664074359753004,0.0,0.08218416158948097,0.36616607882715657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668683299447597,0.08760872690371292,0.0,0.0,0.19756768290212065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481728045612727,0.0,0.0,0.06811562617102017,0.0,0.07685339288849348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304981425127251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735004524400507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446160252780606,0.0,0.0912195246604892,0.0,0.0,0.06533724590849395,0.0,0.09400760854336164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880790208154993,0.11352378914614175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700602239441951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hannpen,2019/09/11,"I'm kinda in a dark place right now Hey, i'm always lurking in reddit but never posted anything before, I just need to vent a bit, don't know if it is the right subreddit but the theme kinda goes, anyways, I am 23 years old, about to turn 24, I recently (a year ago) moved to another country due to economical reasons to try and start anew on a better place, not long after I arrived i had weird health issues that I sill carry to this day, fatigue, lightheadedness (i hope it's spelled that way, english is not my mother tongue), etc, was really weird, found a job, a really time consuming one, working as a vendor on a kiosk 12 hours a day 6 days a week, the work wasn't too bad, time constraints were a problem but I got used to them, the symptoms worsened, got fired because the manager found out  had those health problems and didn't want to deal with my baggage, i was illegally working so didn't have medical plan and used all my free time trying to go to the hospital (the country has free healthcare, though it is really slow and the doctors examine you as quickly and shallowly as possible due to time and fund constraints).

 Got a second job, on a call  center, shit pay, short work schedule, had to make phone political surveys, didn't mind that much, met some nice people there, made my first friends on the country after about 6 months of isolation, met my first girlfriend, lost my virginity, started university after 4 years of failin on my original country, left the call center, been searching for a job ever since, my symptoms worsened, can't excersise, all the friends I made kinda drifted appart from each other, found out yesterday my gf cheated on me and is possibly pregnant, I have no money, have no friends, made one of the worst things i could do and looked up my symptoms on google, all roads lead to cancer for some freaking reason. Now I'm stuck in my appartment with little to no money, depressed, lonely, feeling betrayed, feeling ill, anxious if what i looked on google turned out to be true, I can't focus on my studies since all i can think about are my health issues and  don't know what to do. 

Sorry for the wall of text, I just needed to vent, and, if you managed to read all that, thank you.",12.061328671328676,7.122670004662008,11.02227505827506,66.97802797202799,58.74358974358975,13.77100233100233,44.683916083916095,10.504223727775694,4.62810881118881,1748,69,327,25,15,562,228,429,0.192,0.706,0.102,-0.9916,3,3,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,3,1,10,14,23,2,0,27,0,30,13,1,10,8,66,66,21,0,10,10,1,3,0,5,0,11,0,0,0,13,16,0,0,11,1,6,4,14,13,0,5,24,5,34,12,53,40,12,68,0,4,2,1,17,27,1,9,35,206,47,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688289729186175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278140602064326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911711572629695,0.0,0.08523832991145856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062089872495835786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299856362553598,0.04599432435785813,0.0,0.06420337647748263,0.0,0.0,0.0667304159690462,0.08237312062479712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154088132350034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060241608513630515,0.0,0.0,0.14597926101774353,0.07778682874046561,0.06498597006438034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722745525917038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841479835021656,0.0,0.06824989022149791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630074300884881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835742942216558,0.0,0.24818489421335474,0.17488012777844658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04288063070179827,0.0,0.18103554603445215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406031515751491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494002238984268,0.0743041901377048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750280798257488,0.22462088994295296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293196418934468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197790171221117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562187999679726,0.0,0.06677189871076299,0.12671993628598516,0.0,0.08236384965665558,0.0,0.0,0.21418112429175384,0.050364232487790886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600910176046677,0.0,0.0,0.07618415880776526,0.0,0.06022439283726514,0.0801926380768477,0.05546528114819782,0.11189215220501483,0.05819258288871761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917329592420623,0.0,0.1022553119327452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05230833135268367,0.0,0.15766079802608232,0.0,0.0,0.1701196831895231,0.07226135077899917,0.0,0.0,0.1443931326954937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547157410935372,0.0,0.14500782762612036,0.1551527093880397,0.07449891401028574,0.0,0.0,0.12886974985491714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744952732556272,0.1248279517934173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446139181450238,0.10680943305983603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352679223066491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694652872208637,0.0,0.0,0.05012639538034784,0.04834605415181612,0.07413037763934531,0.0,0.17598470319793694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245276429898542,0.16413838266838462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303311468352924,0.0,0.0,0.04450304665430255,0.05988961563485148,0.06052236616353296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971736061668376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576421201510406
lonely,Anon2608,2019/09/11,"I'm curious... how many of you have no friends? I seem to be fine in the love relationship department. I never get hit on, but I HAVE had two serious girlfriends, and many other dates. My first girlfriend of 8 months was super pretty too but it didn't work out cause of personality incompatibility. current one is unfortunately long distance but will likely become my wife at some point. Literally soulmates. 

And yet, I cannot make friends. At all. Male friends. I've never been able to. I had one ""friend that I joke around with in school"" friend in  grade 12. That's it. Since the age of 11 that's the ONLY friend I've ever had. 

I actually TRY too.. I try talking to dudes and just as things seem to be going great they always ditch me or ghost me or whatever. 

Girls as friends seems impossible to me as well because that just seems like emotional cheating. 

I just feel so stuck. Because of the long distance thing my life feels so boring. Just sit at home and video chat and play videogames. I want to go out and hang out with dudes. Go to a pub or whatever. I wanna have a friend group with that young drama and everything that comes with it. It just feels like no adult males want any more friends.",2.446025641025642,4.8850277264957285,3.2398504273504294,89.20028846153845,79.42735042735043,6.293162393162394,22.57051282051281,7.492282038375204,0.8367384615384617,944,30,196,14,24,298,138,234,0.086,0.648,0.266,0.9945,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,3,14,22,1,0,6,0,14,2,0,3,4,45,33,19,1,3,11,1,3,3,11,1,1,0,1,5,13,16,0,0,7,6,0,6,6,3,1,4,7,3,19,19,31,22,3,31,0,0,0,1,24,12,0,8,15,120,32,3,0.09452692839507768,0.0,0.09224464644024433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865397681905642,0.0,0.0,0.06428155277514637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414900714422834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524547636482095,0.10439756580877567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710519410255028,0.0,0.08142657882610843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633007146773302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550501850213008,0.0,0.0,0.08495470810996722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338696563887388,0.06753005653281688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040455700374932,0.0,0.0,0.657281433544675,0.0,0.049386418631335895,0.0,0.16116549534252705,0.0,0.0,0.10421627226494548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481821643490387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667671650188305,0.1385432474227577,0.0,0.0,0.167306714081359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531424345424435,0.0,0.06309745871734278,0.19167093760905912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545049240544974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458099891571469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281077861132795,0.07189198859098586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253726780098465,0.0,0.0,0.08935850113674887,0.0,0.0,0.0961678692219806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148654538090657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566629808767292,0.0,0.344215061710933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781936519827335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597716442755509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255989819333562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835515893943156,0.0,0.0923390737420905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115088629513632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499106085490299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881672968190017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iamalivehooray,2019/09/11,"Just wanted to share this beautiful poem by Charles Bukowski I get many phonecalls now.

They are all alike.

""are you Charles Bukowski,

the writer?""

""yes,"" I tell them.

and they tell me

that they understand my

writing,

and some of them are writers

or want to be writers

and they have dull and

horrible jobs

and they can't face the room

the apartment

the walls

that night --

they want somebody to talk

to,

and they can't believe

that I can't help them

that I don't know the words.

they can't believe

that often now

I double up in my room

grab my gut

and say

""Jesus Jesus Jesus, not

again!""

they can't believe

that the loveless people

the streets

the loneliness

the walls

are mine too.

and when I hang up the phone

they think I have held back my

secret.

I don't write out of

knowledge.

when the phone rings

I too would like to hear words

that might ease

some of this.

that's why my number's

listed.",2.6090572625698343,4.581201983240226,2.682622206703911,95.75566515363131,76.6536312849162,5.3688547486033515,22.3606843575419,5.985473137389443,0.11862262569832405,701,20,151,4,16,211,91,179,0.063,0.8540000000000001,0.083,0.3525,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,13,0,10,3,0,0,11,1,16,2,2,0,1,31,25,11,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,10,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,1,4,30,2,13,21,4,18,3,1,0,0,26,10,0,5,8,104,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419911657345648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6241414648907019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647656537067263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081238102764273,0.0,0.12377285486208008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324529707725806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014836092422429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021492842950726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721496976666185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958937320740776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732897097944788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801911328157242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468480344452817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484216931235916,0.3227997398839693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832185854769856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922362511738916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267495114267279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662578278045748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117626429107485,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KenjiBenjii,2019/09/11,"Just aching inside and wanted to vent Why is this happening? I just want it to let up just a little.

I had a really deep and personal conversation with one of my friends last week about a few things. Somehow it boiled down to her saying that us being physically close is just too much. Being a guy that expresses affection through physical touch, I... didn't know how to feel at first. She didn't have a problem with it for a good while now, and I have no idea where this came from.

Since then, whenever we hang out I always have the urge to pat her on the shoulder or something, but now I have to pinch my hand with the other in order to stop myself. The fact that I have tk even do that now just hurts so much. I can't bring myself to be near her anymore, either. I can't believe I'm saying this, but it breaks my heart a little.

We don't have conversations like we used to. I usually tried to initiate the conversations, and she would too, on occasion. Eventually, I just stopped initiating and she never tried, so I stopped trying, too.

Why is it that if I say something, she doesn't respond, but if my other friend says the exact same thing, she's absolutely elated? And no, she's not into the guy because she already has a boyfriend. But geez... what I would give to be that friend again...

I hope this feeling passes as soon as it came. I don't know how much longer of this that I can bear...",3.1594241345842766,4.607018156583628,4.2568440634099005,87.29274587512133,73.83985765124555,7.529019734713683,24.160627628599162,8.150884317080207,1.2084647686832748,1086,32,232,17,22,354,151,281,0.07400000000000001,0.805,0.121,0.9377,0,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,4,0,0,1,22,8,0,0,15,0,27,4,3,4,3,55,41,21,0,8,15,0,4,1,3,2,0,4,0,3,23,17,1,3,5,0,0,5,11,2,0,2,5,8,37,6,31,29,6,36,0,1,0,0,30,14,0,5,16,181,60,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358216832828982,0.0,0.09318345886428496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110625661230362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826719093200613,0.0,0.0,0.12617276539828998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561701728406489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396739223735534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324956859267535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525741778188973,0.0,0.0,0.259566266924087,0.0,0.0,0.10742963786362902,0.0,0.09393069664048014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22177257606453515,0.0990311198473346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270699096111171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122991561158012,0.0,0.0,0.11988607705163347,0.12642146071648688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309197521048085,0.0912856289251288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451589709612765,0.0,0.054711957018364635,0.224483928939228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24697344668752616,0.0,0.08637248665686621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588635120728662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977840970024558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715793412138297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174274357684236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562312131114535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263809978411554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724285401068541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808823692925635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488004553578702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280986573743105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470845717253827,0.0967221652846404,0.12333958479683928,0.0,0.13210751654344888,0.0,0.08983047330788309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210452581047494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910692961045506,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iPercussion,2019/09/11,Need some homies. Just need to vent about some stuff.  Feel free to pm me.,-1.3459999999999999,0.233183733333334,-1.84,117.16000000000004,111.66666666666666,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-3.3089999999999997,56,0,15,0,3,15,12,15,0.0,0.809,0.191,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605733754239701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7642419885775427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5899455050385602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Moretti123,2019/09/11,"I feel extremely lonely, lost all my friends and don’t know what to do. I don’t know why all of a sudden I just lost everyone in my life before I even noticed. High school best friends? gone. Work best friends? gone. That guy I was dating? gone. Everyone else? Not talking to me thats for sure... This has all happened within this year and it’s only September. I don’t know what happened. I thought being in your 20’s were supposed to be your prime years? 

My parents just got divorced. I moved out with my dad and he’s never home until late so I’m home alone most of the time. I realized I really don’t have anyone left in my life until right now. I feel extremely lonely. I have no one I can talk to on a daily basis. No one I can tell my day to. No one I can share a funny post I saw on the internet with. 

I used to be this popular girl who would go to parties every weekend and always have something going on that I even took Friday’s off of work so I can go out more... Now I never have anything going on. I try to get my coworkers to go out with me but they always have something else going on. 

I don’t know what happened to me. Something must be wrong with me. I’m so alone. I had a horrible panic attack the other day and even vomited because of it. I stopped getting panic attacks a couple years ago and I guess they’re back now. It just feels like everything is getting really bad in my life. I don’t know what to do and there’s no one I can talk to. I’ve never felt so alone in my life.",-0.1348886322389049,2.019104520376178,2.2582420392674507,93.82405997360172,88.435736677116,5.113380630259034,19.366523675961066,6.5966054737557815,0.15615485893416947,1158,35,258,14,38,394,145,319,0.179,0.752,0.069,-0.9895,1,7,3,0,1,0,36.0,0,2,1,6,15,19,2,2,8,0,29,5,0,1,8,43,63,14,0,2,5,2,4,1,3,2,5,0,2,2,15,14,0,1,11,1,0,11,14,10,0,4,13,5,43,9,38,44,7,51,0,4,1,0,18,18,0,2,22,175,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135153937752832,0.0,0.0,0.2500971448262048,0.0,0.0,0.1339520309447955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056282065656190663,0.0,0.0662382785691822,0.0,0.0,0.1831431512629904,0.0,0.061893585966068525,0.0672076820123357,0.049067339760142936,0.0,0.06849299193653187,0.0,0.16894333957239815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906316408018737,0.0,0.1038217084143114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448192353715066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949315256124688,0.0,0.06781820779327137,0.15382762389652016,0.07234126073390904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209792838907835,0.057503692681665164,0.07728520060932324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865643808622705,0.0,0.12616166424698572,0.0,0.27447366671642964,0.0,0.06437702020813077,0.0,0.08867130850381544,0.07970000076668537,0.21353714154796588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504450097605262,0.1614806164377097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118222849594654,0.0,0.09079878483624923,0.0,0.08745508521530082,0.0,0.2274162786523409,0.039324456555364304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573363894260502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555054289229046,0.0,0.0,0.1862417989166407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164098115796587,0.0,0.0,0.21817457709980187,0.06121799729577964,0.0,0.18888066805468146,0.08937713852375154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708934308096307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313081661484703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873995747537832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146247297383458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590064230550765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729514065030705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586301045083102,0.0,0.0,0.1940899092218291,0.07035379048750734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390187009552313,0.04693568904945649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894298719703893,0.054648966643264574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951947606991844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263175252722924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719866021620065,0.0,0.0,0.05717939808864439,0.08800565968943168,0.0,0.1555031455656693
lonely,ac1159,2019/09/11,"Could really use someone to chat with Not sure what all I'm supposed to put here, theres isn't too much to say. Id just appreciate some company, message me if you get a chance :)",5.298684210526313,4.149846763157896,6.725263157894743,80.68684210526318,68.21052631578948,10.757894736842106,32.1578947368421,10.125756701596842,2.7823263157894718,139,5,32,3,2,48,35,38,0.049,0.7559999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.6945,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,9,5,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32992632409648176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589286724615114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037677242642398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154049890929797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647223445407463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286128925096537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501239744554237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894594195925714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568934931486561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Blundann,2019/09/11,"All throughout my life I’ve been lonely, every connection severed When I was 3 my dad left

When I was 3 I went to foster care due to drug addict/alcoholic mom

When I was 4 I moved foster homes due to abuse (mother went to jail)

When I was 6 I came back to abusive mother

When I was in junior high I was bullied 

When I was in high school I moved to 5 different high schools, never had friends

I’ve never had a stable connection with anyone besides sister, not even mother",0.9936269915651366,3.3328520927835084,2.9336269915651343,89.73609184629805,84.77319587628867,5.176757263355202,20.158388003748826,6.574015621080383,0.3735237113402064,371,11,74,4,11,124,54,97,0.233,0.733,0.034,-0.9568,1,2,2,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,0,3,6,14,6,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,13,0,13,2,9,1,1,22,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,11,45,13,3,0.0,0.3518230577146046,0.0,0.16185316320375445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866824629537893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038130014779946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416352361024455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698090236487612,0.15137407631306252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511854174445408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721769450149504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806239749452364,0.0,0.12509156555989745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470680829015675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705970615642016,0.1489265477152181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131204114246184,0.0,0.10486807030179908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388513960536028,0.0,0.3155981761569801,0.0,0.0,0.2290169455199085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005171799803543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677277497277512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752645661272357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Error_X,2019/09/11,"Im so pathetic Why can I not stop obsessing over this girl I met on the tram which rejected me. Im such a fucking loser what gives.

I feel like such a creep checking if shes on the tram. And when I see her and she notices me glancing over it makes me look so pathetic. Its been 2 fucking weeks why cant I get over this. Its a fucking girl ive never met brain, ffs.",-0.5322222222222202,1.3823128148148172,2.050864197530867,96.38888888888893,87.51851851851852,5.575308641975309,21.34567901234568,6.937597516519254,0.4010345679012346,282,10,69,4,9,97,52,81,0.179,0.7070000000000001,0.114,-0.8168,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,3,1,5,0,5,4,1,1,1,8,16,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,3,4,12,1,5,13,0,9,0,2,3,3,8,5,3,1,5,42,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22749446353897554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304118140181057,0.14558596956708328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5651953189246388,0.10647065927443536,0.19549172576279406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44025136009817295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995603737486024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113033801722966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602986842043122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717363300068646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23201364072076724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239240792050194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703756374910511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346619612865787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36777339401734294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,queenkawaiibb,2019/09/11,"Working midnights I feel like I’ll never get over this lonliness. No socialization, zoning out and getting trapped in my head all night. When I leave work and see everyone getting up with smiles and energy and I’m going home feeling dead with nothing to look forward to but the adderall and horrible broken sleep that I’ll be having all the way up until my next shift. I only work these shifts because unfortunately my physical illness overpowers my mental and it’s the only job where I can sit down. I don’t know what’s worse. I’ll never win. I’m losing my mind and everything that made me human.",2.9741954022988466,5.570237568965516,4.354137931034483,81.06298850574714,78.48275862068967,6.9701149425287365,26.04597701149425,8.07648339933343,1.9708356321839082,482,19,85,9,12,159,82,116,0.244,0.684,0.073,-0.975,2,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,3,0,4,3,2,1,4,20,16,10,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,4,11,2,11,14,2,17,0,1,2,0,2,8,0,0,8,50,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653986537986854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700288238320998,0.15707450653889266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674073925510006,0.12485770997771516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739346944562147,0.0,0.0993273993292809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936729569996654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531134987989067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734350176906835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605054997303496,0.0,0.0,0.1850591403411473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538515289447593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676511875478587,0.19552603727853715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537423162193382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761298566885926,0.0,0.1764706871288372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26959108688424843,0.0,0.18587283580905364,0.16401241594291813,0.0,0.1676991974339214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26584515168745393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927127889461954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489900024658794,0.17815884101662738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872649889896724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817099992532364,0.0,0.17810839553770366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SqueegiBoard,2019/09/11,"Finding a date is really hard for me. I’ve never had a girlfriend and it seems that everyone I’ve ever liked has never liked me back. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to feel this way, but I do. Every time I think I’ve found someone, I’ve either mistaken their actions as being flirtatious, or they are incredibly unimpressed with me. That and I don’t think I’ve had a girl flirt with me, ever. But then again I’m so bad at taking social cues that even if it smacked me in the face I probably wouldn’t know. I don’t know what to do or how much longer I can go on like this. Every time I get a surge of confidence in thinking that I don’t need anyone, it seems a couple will just walk past me and be all stupid and then I’m jealous. I’m just really lonely and I want someone to be cheesy with. As much  as I hate cheesy couple gimmicks, I at least want to experience it. I’m the only one of my close friends to not have a date and it makes me feel so pathetic. I’m just starting to think I really am going to be single my whole life and honestly, it’s pretty sad. I want to know what it’s like at least once, you know?",0.6790665483584739,2.3730836857142847,2.965164152617572,92.776512866016,81.53061224489795,6.22005323868678,19.22360248447205,7.255503002510835,0.2293904170363797,873,21,205,12,23,299,119,245,0.163,0.7040000000000001,0.133,-0.9435,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,0,11,14,3,0,8,0,22,2,1,2,5,49,53,20,0,7,10,0,3,4,2,2,1,0,0,1,16,11,0,0,15,0,0,4,9,7,0,1,3,3,27,7,24,44,8,26,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,5,18,134,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232676820374958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053503715116216,0.09830824782338596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605548456416897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776636984864445,0.2130057174539849,0.19840259265168794,0.11250591985396872,0.0,0.1151726239625907,0.0,0.0,0.11906608533820486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761251794536196,0.0,0.0,0.12909618189272234,0.09096587790593276,0.0,0.06151445679640714,0.0,0.13382907251386122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547219870500793,0.1162441885379422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32353499900676924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316346886031199,0.2300878890514423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859257678118609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310536275467087,0.08730295418992606,0.18161718397617865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538959643679784,0.07978388687156694,0.08954681770307528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239645647982227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197842321918138,0.1269439771392368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262823885848269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437272765568272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002142719129374,0.19952197934791646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333720334907384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885260664515626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017729674657573,0.0,0.0,0.13731065296935666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777851612866617,0.09345678436217232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145286071202675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TallBlake,2019/09/11,"Completley loneley, amd have been for a while. Not sure what I should do. I havemt had a genuine connection with a girl in a while. I'm not an once I or anything just a normal dude. I dont get what I'm doing wrong but i hate not having anyone who cares about me or is into me. I really do not like lofe right now.",-0.0505590062111807,1.7344587681159425,2.4484886128364387,95.06478260869568,84.5072463768116,5.681987577639752,17.10351966873706,6.868970318607317,-0.19442194616977204,241,5,58,3,7,83,48,69,0.177,0.762,0.061,-0.7678,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,6,0,10,0,0,0,1,13,15,5,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,8,3,5,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699624601383874,0.0,0.2553825561366982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164112956575065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36371499918414296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621393198305198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306395514897784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161596060058155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040663308549028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305009088737205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881111143352195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650278121351666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29249083677383186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339306980970368,0.0,0.0
lonely,Deliverygal90,2019/09/11,Just in my car in a Target’s parking lot listening to sad music and reading all your stories That’s how lonely I am,8.5912,4.888750520000002,9.736,69.78800000000003,63.8,11.6,41.0,8.841846274778883,3.7998,93,4,18,1,1,33,23,25,0.228,0.772,0.0,-0.6808,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6476193280294535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7619640450590035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,imdrawingblanksdude,2019/09/11,"Ghosted :( Best friend of 10 years moved away and ghosted me 6 months ago. Ghosted everyone except her new weird girlfriend actually... Now I have no irl friends, stupid social anxiety means I don't really leave the house, and I have no life, so I'm too ashamed to even make new irl friends. I just want a best friend again :( but i don't think it'll happen. The more I think about it the worse I feel, so  I dunno why I'm writing this",1.442525252525254,3.623564363636362,2.436969696969701,95.00601010101013,81.5,5.729292929292932,22.277777777777786,6.937597516519254,0.4737080808080805,336,11,75,4,9,106,61,88,0.19899999999999998,0.629,0.172,-0.361,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,1,1,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,13,14,5,3,1,3,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,10,6,5,13,3,9,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,7,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.16416037146144838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911862197783565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868934272763968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805007358014214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530771474469939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110902129708997,0.0,0.0,0.16074329648449187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505807997307678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5198714912489873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875812802597704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410556161580195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812277152656442,0.0,0.0,0.11882014874455847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228946785570183,0.0,0.0,0.18324303576760226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427316747591855,0.17879332635073966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249396439735022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107767298303716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714811085544974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215579685243745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922167339650244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179415809642186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143255386813971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083294300411147
lonely,DrakenJosh98,2019/09/11,"Checking in I feel like I am nothing, right now. I am so alone and I have given up for the time being. I don’t have any friends aside from one very distant one I barely text with. I was fine with being alone when I was younger but now, It’s just pathetic. I feel untouchable and I’m going through a lot of pain. I just want someone to care or even need me. Days go by and I wonder why I even woke up just to live another one. A part of me wishes I had an ex so I could at least remember a time when someone wanted me. I’ve never been in a relationship and due to my unfortunate sexuality and circumstance, I won’t ever find true happiness in a relationship. Being lonely and gay adds a bigger layer to my feeling of self-disgust and isolation from society/normal people. No one even pays attention to me or notices my existence unless it’s a family member wanting something from me. I know that deep down I will always hate myself and will be punished for what I am in the end. I am just waiting for the day. But, until then, I just need someone....or some feeling. I feel empty. Being around my family makes me feel even more lonely because I am everything they are against and won’t be accepted by them. While I have emotionally distanced myself from them, knowing that you are the mistake of the family is just tiring. I am 20 and I have wasted my life being worthless.",3.5206677018633528,4.892191097826089,5.3118012422360215,80.38847826086958,72.80434782608695,8.155693581780538,27.635610766045552,8.704169506293173,2.128174120082815,1077,40,209,20,21,369,150,276,0.182,0.722,0.096,-0.9832,0,7,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,3,0,18,14,2,0,13,0,30,4,0,1,3,53,54,22,0,8,11,1,6,1,1,4,3,0,0,0,5,14,0,1,13,0,2,2,5,7,0,4,6,6,42,7,33,36,5,29,0,3,0,1,8,12,0,5,16,167,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22564727568383805,0.0,0.0,0.09064251076121216,0.0,0.0,0.07407942452258745,0.11422767453247078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697510023127064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640566538428605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106632618971048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697560303402609,0.0,0.0,0.14050791549506236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253702911204012,0.09648393178514984,0.0,0.0,0.28780172912954605,0.09853779647463663,0.0,0.0,0.09790360710925487,0.0,0.30808220739823233,0.0,0.3304843595089589,0.07782306913816579,0.0,0.0,0.09956446726566386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416278464607721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382035625507608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596315935209002,0.0,0.10755059843861246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197354747679497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694389678016503,0.05322005872337125,0.0,0.09619145662620388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261250265555312,0.0,0.0,0.07271484942139883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154760227898332,0.08401726171884279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452591384740538,0.12402303365153572,0.0,0.0,0.29526825854162336,0.0,0.11591434677571852,0.0,0.0,0.11796581257450278,0.0,0.07552169962516715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339104938830841,0.12340193445689585,0.09302975537198203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364279253208576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460026733741405,0.08386335940233054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704155867568995,0.12520456987866435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988264889518094,0.19275776735278727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829674643407664,0.0,0.12526968616076112,0.0,0.11813518360294566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rosalielie,2019/09/11,"Posting here again... It’s been a week since my guy friend, who I like, texted me. Never felt so damn lonely. I have other friends, but they’re just not him.",0.08531250000000057,2.366481906250001,0.8049999999999997,103.54,89.3125,3.2,14.25,3.1291,-1.588025,119,2,28,0,4,36,31,32,0.129,0.687,0.184,0.1938,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,5,3,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,4,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537165945681484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5692415188249862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647685797023077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997899657814398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28412863161235474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35282019969039824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047398256738405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29550393239755113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,whereismyshoelace,2019/09/11,I wish there was a person that looks forward to spending time with me as much as I want to spend time with them That’s all,8.991111111111113,4.227279962962964,8.051111111111112,85.43,64.18518518518519,10.8,34.407407407407405,3.1291,1.6934740740740737,97,2,24,0,1,30,21,27,0.0,0.84,0.16,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,6,3,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741157983124016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275007633928989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890017349497555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195603758755108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627730618303634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123139695856604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,randomperson010,2019/09/11,"Going out in public makes me super depressed I hate going out in public, I hate seeing all the happy people out with their partners and friends. I see people in relationships and it makes me so sad. I’m 19 and I’ve never had a girlfriend. I’ve never really had any friends and I currently have no friends. I’m not even being dramatic there, I literally don’t have a single person that I talk to other than family and my boss. It makes me unbearably lonely, constantly deprived of a human connection, and seeing people with that connection just makes it all worse. Any advice on solving this? Or at least coping with the loneliness?",4.391250000000003,6.477962291666668,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,71.91666666666666,8.466666666666667,26.166666666666664,9.120678840339163,2.4808166666666667,505,17,83,11,10,170,73,120,0.207,0.654,0.139,-0.8574,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,4,11,2,0,5,0,6,0,0,5,4,24,19,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,7,12,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,2,3,11,5,14,16,4,14,0,4,3,0,12,8,0,1,4,62,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520655490380661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21164759036908132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681649432071815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340312994091485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278249133764314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670033155099615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606841714259578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687961406906952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565546645797838,0.0,0.3072759426653541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154979000787765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400403500270124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236523336119572,0.13587734810040286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969119766401002,0.0,0.0,0.1670726814883042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720159325845363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507774843597733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858536757180133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JwilliamGH,2019/09/11,"Please fucking help I think I’m gunna commit, I just need - friend. Sorry if this seems attention seeking.",1.29315789473684,2.408200421052633,2.0393684210526324,87.20957894736843,123.73684210526315,3.6252631578947376,19.589473684210525,5.6839178017228535,0.589307368421053,84,3,13,1,5,26,17,19,0.057,0.478,0.465,0.8553,0,0,0,1,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31159132502465003,0.3728476364976969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27032587066152924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990444747066111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44270619199905775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671524081175616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514653092359611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584206324224991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bubybubs33,2019/09/11,"I love this sub I just joined recently but I feel a lot better when I see other people feeling the same as me. I know everybody has their own issues but the issue of utter loneliness in and of itself seems like such a lonely issue. I know plenty of people are depressed or suppress their feelings or some sort of issue like that, but everybody seems to have people in their lives. It’s just refreshing to know you’re not alone in your loneliness sometimes.",6.959318181818182,6.972935386363638,7.096727272727275,75.53009090909092,64.45454545454545,9.76727272727273,30.1,9.3871,2.630106363636364,366,11,64,6,5,118,59,88,0.151,0.6809999999999999,0.168,-0.0747,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,3,1,4,6,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,22,13,8,0,0,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,8,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,11,4,10,13,4,5,0,2,1,1,5,3,0,7,4,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681648864246634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424503752813649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872648160905565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24432043434809225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6724470027399181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265554078676944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573780723861766,0.0,0.14222481510718946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693311785458456,0.14536895263769226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349900337046383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590338993801873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834927776191196,0.2932580831586074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929904906709505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,heymaybeperhaps,2019/09/11,dreading my birthday i dont want to be remembered or thought of i want to die i dont want any attention i wish everyone could forget about me so i can fade away peacefully,2.625,4.273018166666667,4.495555555555558,84.20500000000001,75.66666666666666,9.244444444444444,31.44444444444445,9.725611199111238,3.1691777777777776,138,7,29,4,3,47,27,36,0.322,0.525,0.153,-0.5812,0,0,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,10,2,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,5,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089725548533688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23611103019102106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006480469913082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608168032463326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5890594435234003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24013443631843184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846816380685395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950954407778806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44468182125292016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28899044098076115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,purplewasacolor,2019/09/11,Is there anyone I could talk to? Just tonight for a little while? Please?,0.07976190476190226,1.7984579285714304,-0.2842857142857138,105.41261904761903,112.57142857142858,1.866666666666667,11.809523809523812,3.1291,-1.971161904761904,57,1,12,0,3,16,14,14,0.0,0.8109999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.374,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35040557205708683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001158944061168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5022693931677535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5500962570440749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40279370748304205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cough182,2019/09/11,"How to know if/when to stop trying? Hey guys, I came to ask a question. As could be expected, I don’t really have any friends in my life, but I do have acquaintances I guess? Like people that live in my dorm, fellow club members or classmates, etc. They all seem to like me whenever we’re around each other, they laugh at my jokes and don’t seem to mind including me. But they never explicitly invite me or ever try to contact me outside of those specific circumstances we usually see each other. 

If I overhear plans being made and ask if I can join, they’re all fine. But I feel like I can’t keep doing that forever - if they wanted me around, they’d ask, right? For example: I see this one group that I play board games and watch movies with, in communal areas of my dorm together quite often, doing these things without me. Before, I would come in and say hi and maybe chat while they played and get dealt into the next round. But the last few times I’ve seen them, I’ve just gone back to my room after saying hi and no one seemed to mind or ask me to stay. They certainly didn’t invite me when they were assembling to play/watch the movie in the first place either. 

I spent so much of middle/high school isolating myself and being told to just put myself out there. But after doing that for a full school year going onto the second, and making no real connections, I’m worried that I’m just annoying them but nobody wants to say anything. What other explanation could there be, yknow? I definitely feel like I’ve tried my very best to establish friendships and no one else has reciprocated. My question is: is it right for me to stop trying? It’s been long enough, if they wanted to get to know me they would have done so by now. It can’t be healthy to keep at it, right? 

Do any of you have any suggestions or insights on things I’m doing wrong? Do I just give up with these people and just try different clubs or something? I want so, so badly to not be lonely anymore. It’s just exhausting to keep trying over and over with no results.",4.6808699608699635,5.4235308771498785,5.278078078078078,84.06994994994997,69.46683046683046,8.486632086632088,25.147784147784147,8.626192665926032,1.5132721630721626,1605,41,327,25,27,517,208,407,0.086,0.779,0.135,0.972,1,2,1,0,0,0,48.0,1,1,12,4,20,17,1,0,7,0,34,2,0,4,6,87,70,35,0,13,24,0,3,4,2,2,2,3,3,1,20,24,0,5,10,7,1,5,12,5,0,5,10,10,48,12,50,49,11,46,0,1,5,0,38,23,0,16,21,226,68,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668668421721208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102944354963565,0.0,0.0,0.06723628509482707,0.14546961375897854,0.30553272710192736,0.0,0.0,0.06282613137672834,0.0682202944574451,0.0,0.0,0.06952497003726417,0.0,0.08574439727096747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344879775376606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038165614507465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304696499373573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536437536629317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361262193035872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825407563694957,0.0,0.0,0.08442314606696373,0.09112271585492247,0.0,0.07390688516764223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826250450141311,0.11674019188501668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949826414321178,0.0,0.0,0.06312511018883699,0.0,0.085375020895091,0.07837891812426953,0.04643485636253267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000731158897789,0.08090083391901401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632585925977773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786957743620106,0.0,0.0,0.08980590494984086,0.06660051153227843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577106851090009,0.15966781922897186,0.0,0.07214704604046003,0.07230638810445092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731128312311465,0.05453874775404589,0.0,0.0820836932352819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499759511189294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006260451565719,0.0,0.063015962768688,0.0,0.08689423553593115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609634621245922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328797236295172,0.0,0.08536437536629317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821361309341044,0.1830566847463329,0.08690336588447857,0.0,0.09299822150186006,0.052342339941215926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209326969754819,0.0,0.19492537842221005,0.0,0.16537972229087206,0.13021667484636246,0.22314359570200887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290053050573463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708670000780858,0.0,0.13661814165459504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856239431946417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047642865095827804,0.0,0.0,0.07807266582995348,0.0,0.33283414793395016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899865568805549,0.06741521373648253,0.19276699481950174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787607416149309,0.0,0.0,0.08297543281386402,0.0,0.11608183046071482,0.08933163350036036,0.0,0.052615366090648985
lonely,WileECoyoteGenius,2019/09/11,"I just don't know how making friends works Holy Jesus I dont know how making friends works. I moved state (from Melbourne, AUS to Tasmania, AUS) just over a year ago and I didn't have friends in Melbourne and I still have no friends here. 

Well I have one at work but it has the similar problem I have with every other person I try to be friends with. It all seems one-sided. I ask questions, I initiate conversations and I get nothing in return.

And while I am not normal, I don't think I am being creepy or anything like that, I ask random things like: How they are doing, how was the weekend, what they do for fun and it's them answering and that's it. Never ask me stuff like that.

I am not kidding when I say I have no had someone SMS me first in about 5 years. It's either me initiating it or nothing. I have less than 10 phone numbers in my phone and they are my mum, dad, brother and partner, and some reminder numbers. Social media is little better, I have one good friend on there who lives in the USA but aside from them I might get someone messaging me once a year (aside from family).

I'm always been fairly anti-social. I don't drink and I never went to parties and stuff in high school because people would want me to drink or ask me why I didn't and because I didn't I just didn't fit in but nowadays I am at least trying to make conversations with people but it's just so difficult.

I really don't get it.",2.264693877551018,3.9227072653061263,3.6460598639455775,89.86798775510206,76.68707482993196,6.200598639455782,23.324625850340126,6.918507183188421,0.6791631564625851,1112,34,237,11,25,365,147,294,0.057999999999999996,0.79,0.152,0.9769,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,5,5,15,15,0,0,5,0,33,2,0,7,3,52,50,26,0,4,14,3,0,3,7,2,0,1,0,3,17,15,2,0,6,3,0,2,15,2,1,3,8,1,41,13,25,38,5,29,1,0,0,0,30,14,0,8,15,169,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550553473107167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026203873223682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937795705788747,0.0,0.3607064795068809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760164281314857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531059704787071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113049826203066,0.18898719268302933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127129663151886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093344044735384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204840911387612,0.0,0.0,0.4471462644413196,0.0,0.15118833676345175,0.0,0.0,0.08090565969314703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019147672963132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602324706963387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137573127823247,0.09667776888131116,0.08517551370329461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931624139156083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023282957226422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252119268000827,0.0,0.0,0.1487910398249886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450983856716727,0.18511100090428934,0.0,0.0,0.10272622903080536,0.19609037915360614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374575636828842,0.08422472267785716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229872301095036,0.0,0.0,0.10805672592157828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617944314785298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767084731905723,0.0,0.09762217287686063,0.0,0.08781311426509009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983283220348471,0.16345965797493164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703268852193675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084612023310488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408341167450128,0.06180735852917948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097934974068687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689431761206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672868294915488,0.08941893126743616,0.08703970359259734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067101422707707,0.0,0.0,0.0685220676641794,0.0,0.0,0.1863502838194383
lonely,thrway1209983,2019/09/11,Are there any other 39+ people that are lonely Spent most of my late twenties and thirties in a relationship that never went anywhere. Would love to spend time with and love someone. Feel like I’m the only one this has happened to. Has anyone been in this predicament and has it turned out better for you?,3.045141242937856,5.606650491525425,3.245000000000001,89.31179378531073,77.98305084745763,4.611299435028251,21.69774011299436,5.46131890053228,0.14184519774011273,245,7,45,1,6,75,49,59,0.037000000000000005,0.758,0.205,0.9062,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,1,9,15,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,2,4,8,11,1,7,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,1,4,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760435357273159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810110680332572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22895345614128804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089472442467265,0.18493999299436706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289218635084845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920217093617562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647300339679274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672886829016705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965997185362236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542005947233516,0.1968857209516309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947098147471355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779343296217506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934352195444834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095180151378262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815811159846505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399792530657336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838970158051735,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,idkwhatimdoing001,2019/09/11,"I feel like I have no sense of direction Sup. I just wanted to let out how I feel. I'm pretty lost
in life. I'm in university right now but in the process of switching programs. Throughout these 5 years felt like hell and back. I went to south korea to pursue my dream in music but I flew back thinking my dad's health was bad. I regret listening to them since I lost a huge opportunity. A year later, found out my Dad was cheating on my Mom. Now they're preparing for divorce and it feels like hell in the house. Constant fighting, yelling and screaming. Since my Dad doesn't want to admit it but we have evidence. I know it's their problem but they keep putting me in between. I would constantly get hours at work or keep myself at the library just to distract myself. On top of that. My ex-boyfriend of 5 years cheated on me. Now I'm scared to date an asian guy. Since now AMWF is a thing. I'm not against interracial couples and all.. But I just hate the fact my ex dated me in the first place when he had a type all along... Now when anyone approaches me. I just fucking reject them. My friend circle is pretty small but I don't tell them how I really feel. Since I don't want them to look at me differently. I used to have a bestfriend since I was 4 but our friendship faded away. It's honestly so hard to keep positive day after day. I always tell myself it's going to be okay but I can hear myself breaking. I feel alone. Lost. I feel my parent's aren't proud of me since I didn't finish school yet. I would constantly tell them. ""It's not my time to shine yet."" I feel like it would take forever.... I lost my passion and drive. People say, ""Seek help/seek counsel"" I did. I tried. I'm still the same. Lol I swear depression comes from not having a lot of friends, emptyness and bad lifestyle. I think my depression came back. It's probably mild. I do try to keep myself in check tho. To anyone out there. We can do this. We'll be fine but hey.. if you need a friend, I'm here?",0.21413485047959213,2.548027975550124,1.931778728606357,95.22180576452887,89.53789731051344,5.0043445552003005,19.11232838066579,6.5822867389190165,0.07138815121309028,1538,46,341,19,52,501,206,409,0.21,0.645,0.145,-0.9854,2,1,0,0,4,0,62.0,4,1,7,9,23,34,7,2,14,2,27,4,0,3,3,66,71,23,0,10,18,6,9,4,3,4,2,5,0,1,12,14,0,4,13,1,1,8,9,21,0,1,15,16,65,13,44,49,4,63,2,8,2,2,33,24,3,3,34,210,77,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789724800441421,0.0,0.0,0.06344649055076958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066321883034364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163981665522193,0.17589568994744614,0.12733189729664068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721021224482937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568301913019735,0.0,0.24719897454694434,0.0,0.0,0.08436968306309654,0.0,0.09835047659095304,0.0,0.1313488179690199,0.0,0.0,0.07966550103146391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269881663538651,0.1634200303778244,0.07321239873092457,0.0,0.0,0.06485860184683276,0.0,0.08360469308579327,0.1767327474469789,0.07049232106845672,0.03983771793558236,0.0,0.04333489329210164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549994292544619,0.0,0.0,0.06830543454138427,0.07528154251531442,0.0,0.08105067275215544,0.08593980950312058,0.0,0.051109075671719684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509134306269508,0.08798279261074689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710996473879073,0.0,0.0,0.041905258386264035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797126090376444,0.053857954496238016,0.14900849169101812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403118176040255,0.0,0.33294553532284593,0.06482541387338876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930361652966189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056538749508464776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466711157427734,0.0,0.0,0.05286246774727081,0.0,0.07966550103146391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514825957030945,0.0822108918498863,0.07296139183429833,0.0,0.07665277225510013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884799682166576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651174757360608,0.0,0.060637425815784164,0.0763400118993261,0.0771695357707084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37845100799409376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089371540526811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057330856011882265,0.0,0.19993878727599326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050657417098904166,0.09771643110068616,0.0,0.0,0.0444622560892333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353811349587226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585591499366371,0.0,0.0,0.13492348967642953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706849398212538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551124261068127,0.0,0.0,0.1624984159601869,0.0,0.0,0.14730838772893598
lonely,RandomHail,2019/09/11,"Anyone else just feel sad for absolutely no reason? Like, I don’t know. I just don’t know. I’m pretty much on the verge of tears over nothing. There might be something, but I guess my brain just isn’t showing me. I just lay in my room and feel lonely and depressed for hours on end. It gets repetitive sometimes. I’m sick of this feeling.",0.971630434782611,3.3508231739130463,2.138967391304348,95.08932065217392,85.3768115942029,4.6094202898550725,20.219202898550726,5.985473137389443,-0.06956666666666589,265,8,57,2,8,84,50,69,0.263,0.6609999999999999,0.076,-0.9345,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,1,0,15,14,3,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,7,1,8,12,1,9,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,2,4,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732492241204927,0.2451922991286291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671392159467671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610972282627685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990539756603426,0.0,0.21194978333947745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629935425464846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502496982760694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636171867999631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356634211806213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630272985933851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691045034162816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25386069505977604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759138736039668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296158995950897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434552915775611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460414293734039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422571019416584,0.2366749482066097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JJJilano,2019/09/11,I’m boring I don’t have any friends and I think one of Jose reasons is because I’m boring.As said before I don’t bring value to anyone’s life.I have acquaintances but they have friends and they rather talk to them to me and I feel so alone.I just don’t know what to talk about.They gossip and talk about shit I don’t know about and I can’t do anything but sit at the table and listen to them talk.I have no interests or hobbies.Theres nothing special about me.I do nothing but watch YouTube vids and go on Reddit.Sometimes I feel I’m not good enough for this world.Im so lonely and it’s killing me.I just see myself as some fat loser who will accomplish nothing.I just need 1 person who I can talk to.Just one.But I can’t because my anxiety will fuck everything up and I’ll be at square 1.Fuck...,0.02651716500553647,2.2601998023255803,1.7368438538205986,97.19841085271321,88.76744186046511,4.438981173864893,19.236987818383167,5.916634753146586,-0.2289826135105204,634,19,143,5,21,206,93,172,0.225,0.6940000000000001,0.081,-0.9802,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,2,9,12,3,0,1,0,17,3,2,1,0,26,32,16,1,2,9,0,2,0,2,2,1,2,0,1,5,9,1,0,6,0,0,2,8,7,0,1,1,7,16,5,15,28,2,7,0,2,3,1,16,4,2,2,0,78,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996744086814012,0.0,0.11245729752376306,0.0,0.0,0.1027882856665766,0.0,0.12097137907521854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792239740088426,0.0,0.12508917608563966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189394225432826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211729326390578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865880271961146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271491241090669,0.271804788050141,0.0,0.0,0.08354549338073762,0.12329958581489844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878903754185053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626376247503169,0.0,0.1615785904226895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383294013292588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900125427735986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821077020797525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922679182664546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835781156647688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114411149086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983401980346558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714278021560215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508970102962526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539024931668734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5907793421549995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419392581266188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MotivationVortex,2019/09/11,"My girlfriend and I are taking a break and I feel extremely lonely I think I relied on her for my happiness, now she's gone I don't have happiness or much to live for. Talking to her was the only thing I looked forward too every day and now I have nothing.",0.68888888888889,2.90671862962963,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,84.92592592592592,5.822222222222222,21.962962962962962,7.1686216300943375,0.8427629629629632,202,7,42,3,6,69,39,54,0.055,0.804,0.141,0.6605,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,10,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,12,2,5,8,1,7,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,1,4,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901594979661383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24843121046453584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908944137526267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6277652354962351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603656745774339,0.0,0.2476070843739409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167551050229665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28292491895053296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425336300193607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22169708119525955,0.23699629079903645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958910487816588,0.18893357841499772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,La_Quica,2019/09/23,"I feel like I can’t talk to any of my friends, and my bf broke up with me, so who am I supposed to talk to? I have BPD, chronic depression, and some undiagnosed mood disorder. Who am I supposed to talk to when I feel so lonely I want to jump off a bridge?",4.2201190476190495,2.983646964285714,5.807857142857145,86.67047619047621,70.42857142857143,9.609523809523813,31.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.042673809523809,194,7,49,3,3,67,36,56,0.213,0.667,0.12,-0.7665,0,2,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,7,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,10,2,10,7,1,4,0,3,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913135882166012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543244364801602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423085354157072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32242777971841474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28449711947499434,0.2009817260163984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735433865354367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374432977184088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6783655646901962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593532489640406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,garviel3468,2019/09/23,"Anyone else lonely and want to message? I’m not gonna be creepy or anything, 22m college student just want to talk to someone. I went through a rough breakup and don’t want to do anything unhealthy to deal with it",2.3747727272727275,4.360682386363642,2.913636363636368,93.76545454545456,77.4090909090909,4.4,31.45454545454545,3.1291,1.0160181818181813,171,9,35,0,4,53,34,44,0.138,0.7709999999999999,0.091,-0.6124,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,9,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,7,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,18,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074328583357508,0.3039651159969902,0.4882548390735498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058453337238293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478229029848397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513606168440605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23844555202806414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5249365236803264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750085005606265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lil_Eggroll7450,2019/09/23,I don’t know what to do anymore. I confessed to my crush that I liked him and I got rejected. Everyday I see him because we do the same sports and everyday I feel like I’m drowning in depression. Every time I see him my heart tears more and more but all I do is smile it off.,-0.34528571428571553,1.7188152333333375,2.109523809523811,95.20500000000004,88.33333333333334,6.095238095238094,21.904761904761905,7.447530270364453,0.7979761904761911,214,8,51,4,7,73,40,60,0.127,0.752,0.121,0.1655,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,1,10,11,4,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,14,2,4,10,4,5,1,2,2,0,5,2,0,0,5,35,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175502781267395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951896685276871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757859830079107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697805416804583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619016796554916,0.2287494445086972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560915121270201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794360544702286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597239253393426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128650412920055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5103125419943421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670997108189916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sparklingbxtch2,2019/09/23,"Update on my Omegle story So on my other account I posted about my Omegle story, how I met this dude and we instantly clicked, we spoke for ages in the middle of the night and it was honestly magical (cheesy, I know). In other words we had a really good conversation. We spoke about life and all sorts of other stuff. This was rare for me because I always come across old dudes with their dicks out on Omegle lol. Anyways what had happened was that he asked for my Snapchat/insta and right when I was about to give it to him at 4am, my laptop died, I put the charger on straight away and turned it back on but everything refreshed. So he probably thought I didn’t want to give him any of my socials. Anyways I’ve been on the hunt for him every since that happened.  

So the update is, I FOUND HIM!! Turns out he was looking for me too, it’s quite a long story as to how I found him but let’s just say it wasn’t easy. I can’t explain the feeling I had when I found him!! All I know is that I was overwhelmed with joy!! We’ve been talking non stop, and we FaceTime each other everyday. The only downside is how far away he is, he’s from America and our time zones are so shitty. 

Anyways that’s the update. 
Thank you for reading.",3.8124789915966417,4.462664626984129,4.61339869281046,88.38911764705885,71.38095238095238,7.5167133520074705,26.728291316526608,7.510576382923642,1.2293274509803922,954,30,207,10,17,308,132,252,0.055999999999999994,0.843,0.10099999999999999,0.8121,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,6,1,1,1,18,5,0,1,10,1,20,2,1,3,2,38,42,19,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,17,18,0,1,8,1,1,2,3,1,0,0,20,6,36,4,34,21,3,34,0,1,2,1,30,18,1,1,13,144,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137387255654648,0.0,0.0,0.09295527302877482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778860321249252,0.0,0.2568533381555071,0.10510773952144677,0.0,0.08332619747297908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774808696759467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418647542782527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516893727008115,0.0,0.12284998956178203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911560141446155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496272919269265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622549162156459,0.0,0.11465079594141632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417526350714536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024473826590132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977686975184395,0.0965496287152892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096815194695235,0.11478688492708893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827621764071015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343529952603565,0.0,0.0,0.10396045427577863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091318697991405,0.0,0.14737713599972954,0.0,0.0,0.13741325251675654,0.0,0.14538880788553846,0.13672902854063015,0.0,0.0875684195720223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167342533521706,0.0,0.10870299482268292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113073066150049,0.0,0.0,0.13934031843552247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428066420984735,0.0,0.0,0.15647967992184791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986788212816967,0.0,0.12584766319094698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851820931195937,0.07970622645090307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973633698955403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806245054240493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,toastynotroasty,2019/09/23,"Feeling defeated Just quit my volunteering job on a film set.

Idk what I was expecting really. I knew it'd be long hours, but I thought it'd be fun and that I'd be useful. Neither of those things were true.

If I wasn't having fun but I still felt useful, I think I could commit to it. But I was such a hindrance, I know some of you will think I'm biased, and yeah to an extent, but I truly believe I was just getting in everyone's way.

I was looking forward to this for so long as a way to meet people, and I had pushed all my previous doubts out of my head because I just wanted to commit to something. But it became so clear very quickly that it would not be wise to commit to this. I really would have just ended up more and more miserable.

I'm terrible at making decisions, and even though I've already told the producer (who btw is the nicest person I have ever met) that I can't continue, I'll always have doubts about how far I should have pushed myself.
I don't like thinking of myself as a quitter.

But now I'm just going to try and focus on the near future, and look for more opportunities.",3.435027292576418,4.239175174672488,5.089691593886464,84.06414437772928,72.36244541484716,7.995742358078602,25.22953056768559,8.278499904357787,1.4478753275109169,861,25,181,13,16,293,131,229,0.12300000000000001,0.68,0.19699999999999998,0.9664,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,4,18,11,0,3,8,1,26,1,1,5,7,51,47,20,0,7,13,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,14,8,0,0,9,1,0,4,5,5,0,0,12,4,25,6,25,24,7,25,0,2,2,0,6,9,0,4,12,132,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499698650778778,0.0,0.13195127350657912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966689033867526,0.0,0.0,0.1786653691445258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661323575398445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404548215297272,0.0,0.0,0.10474060227679,0.14344469966871568,0.0,0.15152999719729562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018281882859828,0.0,0.15226168012061592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828515110853869,0.0,0.09012467525826244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274884257587507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616936824131175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736619254437714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715142733174744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747418364373923,0.0,0.0,0.28067664067416537,0.2663345412511197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585338935799356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993941318742084,0.13846594970204767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866936268824526,0.0,0.0,0.20318083263270248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220826407029844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664220237434176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535351349978306,0.30483500539566977,0.15580405656762364,0.12589481591408258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152999719729562,0.0,0.10766541863585677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739244291030229,0.0,0.13084511768554233,0.09353459970340687,0.251746864357888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253013811860963,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,etherealsilience,2019/09/23,"Cringey icebreakers during class. We had to say our name and a favorite place we like to go out to eat... People were naming all types of new restaurants opening up in the city, etc. and the places they frequent on the weekends. I live under a rock, because I don't leave the house at all, especially to name new restaurant chains coming to my state. Ugh, I wanted to bury my head in the sand.

Me being me said, ""Oh... Uh, I don't really have a favorite restaurant."" and it fell silent. At least the person next to me picked up the pace. My dumbass could've at least made something up, but that just feels more pathetic.",2.2570385674931157,4.5413552479338835,2.970599173553719,91.72438360881544,79.16528925619834,5.686225895316805,22.480027548209367,6.816661863887847,0.5699415977961428,479,15,98,5,12,150,84,121,0.08,0.863,0.057,-0.7064,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,10,0,6,2,1,2,2,19,12,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,8,1,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,1,0,4,4,14,1,19,7,6,23,0,0,0,0,10,14,0,0,6,62,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601750102018222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807508466200106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505290746871998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115310485686913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230552763735048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452625507820408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748645074480145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121592540807634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385326291396825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889168269158688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099528053300147,0.0,0.1825417592516725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560797573587668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993121420298446,0.2198541380982218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331692641713176,0.18050409538657808,0.4319667709761698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243318112927846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664259573186327,0.16439583440017688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914682757685195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193162537893945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bartheda,2019/09/23,"Lonely at convention ideas help Hello.

There is the big local convention coming up here in NZ and I am going as I do every year but I think this year is going to be even more isolating than last year. And last year was pretty bad. The cosplay I was working on isn't going to be allowed due to rule changes (which is fair enough its their event their rules) just wish I had known sooner or made enough adjustments to get it across the line.

My wife is super happy about the idea of me having a shit time so that I will stop going. I tried telling her that me not enjoying it will take away the only thing I look forward to in the year. She hates going due to crowds (everyone had their weak spots) and the other people I have previously gone with aren't going.

I use to hang out and travel with people but I seem to have been ostracized from the group and not seen anyone since like John Wick 2. I will put my hand up and say that is like all on me but it still sucks.

Since 2013 when our daughter passed away every year just seems shittier than the last. I thought distance was meant to help.

I'm just venting, sorry about that",3.5994349845201232,4.867810372807019,4.028307533539731,90.06942724458204,72.46491228070175,6.943653250773995,21.745098039215687,7.285733465282438,0.5157803921568638,887,19,188,9,17,278,139,228,0.132,0.726,0.142,0.556,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,3,2,11,11,3,0,10,0,23,3,2,3,1,34,46,13,0,1,9,2,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,12,10,0,1,9,1,0,13,4,6,0,0,11,4,24,5,29,30,4,42,2,1,2,0,15,14,2,3,19,123,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793713145257403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944526776503933,0.0,0.09306648372885476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791248481143303,0.09601502468625886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23034099785895465,0.0,0.07361989206819428,0.0,0.1878238303458855,0.10650714046190583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582345257827929,0.0,0.3800800484798024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865384271607204,0.0,0.11004608586429092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494218514098712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516550607377205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725703020844594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890983847602803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360037919738216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546845817738933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847722102392257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454804644926254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339737553130196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205054088264324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863940808008675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294244289777488,0.0,0.0,0.11441459550563925,0.18440576857500532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477307885531867,0.0,0.0,0.08901405059175868,0.09318759291851872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380588511551097,0.0,0.09742308768314722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405069404090868,0.0714206325213823,0.0,0.08848872889853307,0.06499464660040014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567568189556954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626776277319073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817630807799105,0.0,0.0,0.0811459856780407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306689513236534
lonely,i_am_meee,2019/09/23,Just wanted to say If anyone wanted to chat ever they can with me. I have no friends but I have a gf. I am not lonely but I feel kinda depressed at times. I like talking a lot. I think you’re all great people. I always found lonely people to be the most interesting kind hearted people out there and it’s a shame that society doesn’t accept or do more for lonely people. I hope whether or not you decide to DM me that you can find happiness in life :),0.9074468085106382,3.0697784680851115,3.014297872340425,90.19400000000002,83.46808510638297,5.036595744680851,17.910638297872342,6.2581,-0.12140510638297865,352,8,73,3,10,119,67,94,0.081,0.551,0.368,0.9885,0,6,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,3,13,0,1,4,0,8,2,1,0,2,26,14,7,0,4,9,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,2,13,8,9,12,4,5,0,4,0,0,8,3,0,7,3,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975451134759595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265008877748814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571542741653542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845407342465048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031547090604082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864634744374159,0.0,0.0,0.22368887069944365,0.15761933623932115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249241944053563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717480335464387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417554647313877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026301685085341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21244733442234534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440998653877326,0.09967006635855716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344389515409214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5657455473528733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223870696989534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397729577801515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072279387032865,0.0,0.0,0.1189611669663567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406633880036505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kevingzw,2019/09/23,"For those interested in philosophical proverbs Amor Fati – “Love Your Fate”, which is in fact your life.

Friedrich Nietzsche",8.109473684210528,12.031329684210524,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,67.94736842105263,10.115789473684213,35.8157894736842,10.125756701596842,4.428136842105261,100,5,16,3,2,27,17,19,0.0,0.595,0.405,0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6163053778003658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7875072579312196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jess112211,2019/09/23,"PLEASE somebody explain to me why I’m like this I’ve ended up having practically no friends. I still have some that I will occasionally talk to but no one I hang out with at sixthform/college or text frequently. I used to be in really big groups of friends and apparently quite popular but slowly over the years I’ve changed groups and my number of friends keep getting smaller and smaller. I think this is my fault though. Because even though I loved hanging out with all these people for some reason I will suddenly shut myself out and distance myself from everyone and avoid people for no reason. 

I recently went to an art camp in summer and I noticed this even more. I made some of the best friends I’ve ever had in such a short period of time and I still found myself suddenly walking faster and putting my headphones in and my friends would shout out to me and ask where I am going and I would pretend I couldn’t hear them and then shut myself in my dorm. 

And now I’ve started a new sixthform/college and because I’m new I’m completely alone and even though I want friends and laugh at people’s jokes they make in class, I still shut myself out. But deep down I would like someone to just sit and talk to me. 
 
I don’t know why I do this and was hoping someone might be able to explain to me why or how I can stop suddenly feeling like this",4.428040935672513,5.527646018518517,4.898771929824561,85.25131578947371,70.29629629629629,7.906432748538013,29.39571150097466,8.20500826718156,1.9174074074074072,1075,41,217,15,19,342,138,270,0.071,0.711,0.218,0.9929,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,2,15,17,0,1,5,0,18,1,0,6,2,58,40,28,0,6,6,0,1,3,6,6,0,2,1,0,7,25,0,3,8,3,0,6,5,2,0,1,5,3,36,15,34,26,6,51,0,0,0,1,17,23,0,7,24,149,43,2,0.0990780703416564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261500049134202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262462121308064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079414414174508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039763221923884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481146113817108,0.0,0.10388147171405478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775376239340874,0.0,0.0,0.19632039309938404,0.08962178695060424,0.0,0.09467334210887876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500968493276631,0.07078139324881384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086339901859716,0.4592848282331025,0.0,0.05176420245696661,0.0,0.05630835063019034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166818604986556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840687946748447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806514128201125,0.0,0.0,0.05445071634438642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521362162687473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942182674947663,0.09375006576479522,0.06613538130688043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051061754548718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138043546101216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280103976900448,0.0,0.0,0.06713786462412083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060647766472967,0.0,0.0,0.10875796864901636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960082624001723,0.0,0.10538172356909263,0.0,0.0,0.06347194889985118,0.20373751548107225,0.09782764159491827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789705495998933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012796813985381,0.0,0.2373716248776232,0.08283370322793834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927039986004424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348522687779562,0.29203110319151354,0.0,0.05777321958095553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557164148391018,0.0,0.0,0.05843881291179559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184636382742632,0.2682076436259644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114665544600367,0.0,0.0,0.06380302889789102
lonely,CaptainSir0086,2019/09/23,I lost my friends and I don’t know what to do I’m in college and my best friends came to visit. We all got drunk and I blacked out. I don’t know what I did but my friends aren’t talking to me and now I can’t eat or sleep. And the girl that I like won’t text me back I don’t know what to do or how to make things better.,-1.7607692307692275,-0.3666340641025627,0.6176282051282058,108.00028846153843,88.35897435897436,3.9,17.442307692307693,3.1291,-1.3494153846153845,245,6,74,0,8,82,43,78,0.044000000000000004,0.721,0.235,0.9393,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,1,0,9,3,1,2,1,17,17,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,8,2,0,3,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,4,1,14,6,7,12,2,6,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,2,3,49,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836813775069236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506862774948147,0.211266960243501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732112183519824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444304201367408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5536664572851684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105145657747435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938410332126428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116703051488411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260762051280872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945200023371953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390491360514936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199998044818328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586990134286334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LonelyMorningstar,2019/09/23,"Tear my cheeks open to smile for you If I scream into the dark ether alone and no one hears, do I exist? Is it better to be my ugly self and alone, or should I pretend to be something I am not to make everyone around me comfortable?

I realize I am damaged. Was I always meant to be this way? Am I a freak of nature? A mistake? Does anyone relate? Really relate? And not in the I-understand-just-being-polite kind of way?",0.8898850574712611,2.9682345402298864,3.3708045977011523,88.11298850574714,82.9080459770115,6.16551724137931,18.86206896551724,7.3871296695380915,0.5277034482758616,323,8,67,5,9,112,61,87,0.24600000000000002,0.66,0.094,-0.9013,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,1,7,0,0,4,0,10,1,1,1,0,15,13,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,2,12,3,11,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926280689475587,0.0,0.0,0.19788869555606395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629213424161302,0.0,0.0,0.21171386278938584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103360820827439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812146486365285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272511108541271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680450352931755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247657193611286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874942759985608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115575912234112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235620264656144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24810239461224426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308860442751734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475832662399116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37754738756369705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,A_Wild_Annon_Appears,2019/09/23,"Alone at university A year of university has past and I haven't yet made a close friend. Every time there are long gaps between lectures I get anxious because I can't spend more than 2hrs in the library without burning out. I can't even eat in the lunch break because I feel like people are judging me if I eat alone. Don't even know if I'll have a partner for projects so I get a little anxious thinking about how awkward it will be when I'm left looking for someone to work with whilst everyone else is partnered up. 

It's all stopping me from doing my best at university and being as happy as possible. I know there are others out there who have dealt with similar things. How do I make this year more bearable?",5.321507381507381,5.8153456573426565,5.70736596736597,82.44344211344213,67.95104895104896,8.033877233877233,33.37140637140637,7.793537801064563,2.299873970473971,571,25,112,6,9,183,96,143,0.081,0.82,0.099,0.7506,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,11,5,0,1,6,0,16,3,0,4,1,20,26,10,0,2,3,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,6,7,3,1,4,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,2,12,4,20,22,4,20,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,2,10,78,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330748807408768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36331021029752814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960410025900778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874677653500947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290714266242694,0.13432545583957084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241011289928816,0.0,0.1354786046548086,0.15364864776722192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130391285586418,0.1148735759983304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423154400538633,0.0,0.16801983606144866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117164545629454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673990903690567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747066650751551,0.0,0.0,0.07855740628194513,0.1611610712766763,0.0,0.14230049197216516,0.13502917862413935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215023059271512,0.10733340221247772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349915430554928,0.11147655569857408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127472094870875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624297444276007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443368753040447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068265372280778,0.10303237474970044,0.0,0.0,0.09376216016081797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500279537828746,0.0,0.11706230133583112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709629332277604
lonely,cobbbwebbbs,2019/09/23,"Hello? I’m 35F and have had chronic ill health since I was a teenager but not so severe that anyone took any notice for a decade, but bad enough that I can’t work now or live a normal life. I used to be very optimistic and sociable though, as far as I physically could be, but I’ve totally gotten to the stage where I barely even go out or exercise at all anymore. Haven’t seen my friends for ages because I’m too tired to put on ‘the show’, and I’m a complete physical mess and I don’t want them to see how ugly and ill looking I’ve become. Also I feel like if I was truly myself I would scare the shit out of them. I have seen so few people lately that I feel like I’m going mad. I realise I have put myself in solitary here, but the courage it takes to face the outside world is too much. It’s funny, I sometimes have this fantasy that some totally random person would barge into my flat and sit down and watch tv and eat my food. I wouldn’t even tell them to get out, lol. Just having another heartbeat in this dungeon. I just needed to rant and put a few feelers out into the world to check there hasn’t been a zombie apocalypse that I’d been completely unaware of. Yours sincerely, Aspiring Hikikomore. JK 😉 (seriously JK, horrible mental condition that 😖)",3.1480232558139534,4.536197717054264,4.6254961240310095,84.87638372093025,73.76744186046511,7.640620155038763,25.69069767441861,8.238735603445708,1.5806009302325577,993,33,202,16,20,332,156,258,0.14,0.67,0.19,0.9395,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,3,1,15,11,2,1,12,1,21,11,2,2,3,41,40,23,0,8,10,0,2,2,1,3,7,0,0,1,10,15,2,0,2,4,1,6,6,6,0,0,9,7,25,5,25,25,8,26,0,0,5,0,8,15,1,5,5,133,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649518532757944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055947307302964,0.13963928692323985,0.0,0.0,0.13206784475405772,0.09311484726635476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119053596811324,0.08117857428051768,0.14707467603995086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279250284120174,0.0,0.0,0.10632459460546696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626511238402647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375991548256293,0.0,0.1759137109085641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346684753060033,0.1902718920806241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610284594183977,0.0,0.10288602373772067,0.0,0.06957529579072379,0.0,0.15136600061945038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141552398656139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022041006179726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406118896715678,0.13011927416997313,0.0,0.117590649257003,0.0,0.11182840387627946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420301033075596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789452304259158,0.09874311141641888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047732611277307,0.0,0.15161376655912234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232260331003818,0.1162780169155253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016148197633662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333253806644119,0.0,0.10611843574776923,0.0,0.0,0.15044304254645302,0.13669604445260214,0.110158756525092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170752650798126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012650000213408,0.0,0.11639555832707435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083784687904168,0.0,0.0,0.15305815275454748,0.0,0.0,0.1479556368886848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150152419037136,0.0,0.1098783552222904,0.07854651479228468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694860359707302,0.0,0.0,0.18919884541304452,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_Socratic_Fanatic_,2019/09/23,"i feel like im the only one that even exists i used to be kinda lonely during the past few years in school. I had a few friends who would stay with me during school but now, most of them ignore me, My gf doesnt have time for me either.(although she has time to chit chat with other guys). I tell her about it but she just gets annoyed and ignores me, So yea i feel lonely the whole day now. I sometimes play violin to keep myself occupied. Ive also started cutting to preoccupy myself. Now thats not even working. Tbh im used to it now and idek why im writing this here. Im not a social person at all but ig somehow putting my feelings on this subreddit where others feel the same might help abit. Idk anyways thats it ig",2.547560706401768,3.9265347880794716,3.852599337748345,89.85364514348787,75.29139072847683,6.092935982339957,23.179359823399558,6.42735559955562,0.4954896247240623,567,16,121,4,12,186,100,151,0.115,0.816,0.069,-0.7192,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,14,9,2,0,6,1,8,0,0,2,1,27,17,7,0,1,6,0,4,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,11,4,0,3,4,2,0,1,3,6,0,1,1,4,19,3,13,13,6,16,0,2,0,0,14,4,0,4,11,83,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124060380227463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906497788621042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856775328977204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28428608690897605,0.10041632149888216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085965554282798,0.0,0.07343696637589275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917681677859306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421462036746484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6073170683603252,0.0,0.0,0.12493647177490552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867067292691191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491122881530902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524731132580697,0.10690245810823808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341807312482079,0.0,0.1227318507443472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413019457545006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845090982771889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328354621101844,0.0,0.0,0.1390177517133629,0.0,0.09948931875416192,0.1498186001762637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285591611251565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392370721139946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427979746662985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268338270583269,0.15693057884057998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023295878462832,0.0,0.0,0.09985001925646103,0.0,0.0,0.0905162383550632
lonely,Lecus94,2019/09/23,"Anyone Just need to rant and get a few things off my chest. I feel like no one really wants to spend time with me or enjoys my company. I feel like I’m self aware enough to know if I was doing something blatantly obvious that was putting people off me. Maybe it’s my appearance, but again I don’t feel like that’s too bad, I’m ok with how I look. My friends very rarely ask to see me, I have 1 friend who will occasionally ask but again we’re talking once a month, if that. My twin sister and I have always got on well, but she never really makes an effort to come and speak to me. I feel like we’d never talk if I didn’t make the effort. We still live in the same house. I get on well with my work colleagues and I have a good laugh with the guy who I sit next to. But out of work, absolutely nothing unless I make the effort to sort something which sometimes people don’t get back to me on and sometimes they don’t. I don’t like being alone. I’ve tried to convince myself I can handle it and that it’s my life, but I think being with someone is what I want most. I think being in a relationship would make me happy, but I have no idea how to get there.",2.937867647058823,3.485495552419355,4.2784440227703975,90.37148956356735,73.31451612903227,7.286907020872866,21.846299810246677,7.285733465282438,0.4256045540796967,899,18,211,9,17,298,130,248,0.053,0.7509999999999999,0.196,0.9885,0,1,2,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,1,5,11,16,0,0,9,1,20,2,1,6,4,52,47,19,0,7,12,1,4,5,2,2,1,1,0,2,12,14,0,0,8,0,1,3,9,1,2,1,4,7,37,15,26,37,4,21,0,0,2,0,17,8,0,7,14,139,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116733319862486,0.0,0.0,0.08971835503555313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539317340783652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016021054485424,0.0,0.0,0.08291013851691087,0.09002868614040331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928809833132464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141120073864816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807657982344292,0.3081184617795105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660938736681075,0.0,0.22533473423188086,0.0,0.0,0.09043780615829257,0.08623684634605333,0.0,0.0,0.10676288988953413,0.0,0.11478084415825048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441462649780373,0.0,0.12172037435521996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925734925790666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615940678571602,0.2633872386950501,0.0,0.0952107260103588,0.0,0.09054515464380006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878939085847803,0.0,0.10832388095501484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606423144772722,0.0,0.0,0.0799502629323147,0.16632130890248342,0.0,0.11467223823483336,0.0,0.0,0.10346020835281354,0.0,0.0,0.114829232265036,0.07306445460329995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950341959765315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839308172828564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814986088520922,0.0,0.0,0.11576281680915496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592191109130227,0.0,0.11248413489433473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913590774656883,0.16601664252557746,0.21328174134741693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610852910441251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332998249757814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163359380495248,0.1381787610661184,0.0,0.0,0.06287314621922979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320554017799326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896624042506797,0.1271949895031545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389377323337134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699457384564253,0.0,0.0,0.07659520355537462,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dubba101,2019/09/23,"Thinking about setting up a discord? Some quick info about me: I'm new to this subreddit, 23, female, and I love talking and getting to know people. 

I came across this subreddit and really wanted to connect with anyone who's looking for someone to talk to. I was thinking about setting up a discord server for anyone and everyone who wants to chat! Would anyone be interested in this? If it really takes off I could make different channels based on topic etc. I'll need to learn more about discord first though since I've never hosted a server myself haha! But that won't take a lot of time. Any input?",3.9791304347826113,6.168375826086957,5.107173913043479,78.92945652173916,73.34782608695652,7.034782608695654,27.15217391304348,7.908726449838941,1.9809304347826089,480,18,80,7,10,158,80,115,0.07,0.8340000000000001,0.096,0.6025,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,1,5,1,0,1,1,22,19,7,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,6,3,21,13,4,14,0,0,1,1,6,6,0,3,5,57,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255573768422524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38730092737186106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111719835953183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741513769313416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929031181543368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059155935679338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176425594594889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570494928594408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646358725455907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146995757399258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504596670785256,0.0,0.0,0.15696913105314222,0.16663929468016542,0.0,0.12324455555194593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690369024883564,0.14240103859973174,0.17832056188112175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800189203296616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365623960306449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527310620981752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564396961817454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776434152289212,0.2968034546024417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23661188356539725,0.1814018598868508,0.0,0.1076615062824032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21780370452172088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115861833961734,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ShingetsuSSS,2019/09/23,"Having a hard time to even start doing my passion i used to love as a hobby. I'm finding a way back to solitude, not loneliness.

It's strange for a person who were all time enjoy being left alone doing his own business, gaining art knowledge by making the best out of his situation, instead of thinking of it's negativity. Because he felt the immediate surrounding aren't on the same level of his interests. Some people can felt that way if you were born in an empty place, mentally. Idk if it's  arronant , or does it really matter anymore. 

Time passes.

Perhaps, the world he knew about changed itself and the guy denied the fact. That himself also changed quite a lot. And the same situation he's experiencing is not the giving him the same thing 6 years ago.

People come and go, It's fine. He thought. But will the same thought persist ? or it's getting morphed ?

the confusion just getting even worse. because the method itself has to be adapted. Or it shall be rejected.

i think few days ago, after i stopped playing video games and stopped interacting with most of my old ""comrades"", we stopped contacting each other. I started to recognize.

The new journey begun since a while.

I'm not depressed, but i'm not stepping foward either. It's something else i have yet to discover.

In the past, being alone helped me so much, giving me the time to read books/explore internet. Right now, beside my works, i couldn't force myself to do those things anymore, because i always felt that i'm not doing it efficiently. or Do i enjoy active outdoor either.

I'm sorry if you cannot understand what the post even talking about, this texts is written with what was in my head at the time i was typing this post.

I wished to be an artist when i was a kid, but then i didn't learn to draw, i felt worthless and regret, instead bringing myself to computer art since high school because i thought i would enjoy it better than the traditional drawing. But now, i can't find the motivation to start making anything in front of the pc. I'm started developing fear of being left alone after many things happen in my life.",4.641208269648459,6.384397094763093,5.374539457807097,79.56932426997025,70.57107231920199,7.5682085109806145,30.39184297321213,8.155646560271837,2.2880872174402698,1669,70,297,24,31,541,219,401,0.11800000000000001,0.79,0.09300000000000001,-0.7362,0,4,2,1,0,0,52.0,1,2,0,7,15,16,0,2,29,0,30,4,1,4,2,67,65,22,0,7,19,0,5,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,25,11,0,3,16,7,0,7,11,6,0,0,15,6,33,10,37,40,15,57,0,4,0,2,25,16,0,11,30,206,58,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626847629085002,0.0,0.0,0.25634575383766744,0.0,0.06597789588343504,0.0686493929678646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364229958246387,0.0,0.0,0.06789322390915714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343998034529291,0.0,0.20117309549236992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865821714370921,0.07296750485743872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455520075130268,0.07106932712025303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320783275369994,0.0,0.07106001090323813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219923394979758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892095887505373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347804551575598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283920139760536,0.0,0.0,0.3168646011446425,0.0,0.15081312689942622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620918603257775,0.1582894542868769,0.046888552747443975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169128356741613,0.07295743628006758,0.0,0.07390679258957633,0.0,0.08467223507698328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055300253639791824,0.08716931465812637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928025337540546,0.0,0.05827455310075881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014139430986617,0.07446249079204219,0.0,0.11014324803246334,0.08364544329852237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314396764144708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064945217002182,0.0,0.0,0.07968224555072652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657338293243558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875877907969649,0.11439486377042628,0.07203873931001123,0.08619843649058148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803079862165198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775246386877268,0.08252567244564005,0.0,0.052853755982297725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045740658111159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834977906623834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364952405370191,0.1854744350218521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351510639839276,0.0,0.09235574105141944,0.23358517139257864,0.0,0.0,0.20692947420414493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631306423793694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443467099462036,0.10572962538693016,0.0,0.19649532271938036,0.2405418222513951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588889268591829,0.0,0.07125640123531575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309746314715989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487477608454714,0.0,0.0,0.060063418402405325,0.0,0.08407795789807168,0.05860800976837788,0.0,0.0,0.053129449760893184
lonely,Fweety,2019/09/23,Lonely I have been married 29 years and I feel as though my husband can’t stand to be around me or talk to me. But he always has his damn phone in hand like there is someone special on the other end. And it is not me!!!,3.055,2.9294695,4.170833333333333,93.6575,72.75,6.4,24.333333333333336,3.1291,0.08790833333333302,168,4,41,0,3,55,42,48,0.095,0.7340000000000001,0.17,0.6219,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,7,1,1,0,0,7,8,6,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,7,2,6,6,0,6,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,1,3,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545558297087201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793262877962743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774050409720345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545291002242695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20817475066992897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610397615898581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424893141067601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186487563196107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27439945682781464
lonely,ContentNobody,2019/09/23,"Lonely and depressed Medical student Hey guys, here is some background I’m 19(F) it’s my second year of medical school and I still don’t have a solid group of friends. I have people I talk to in lectures or grab lunch with, but never talk about real things. Conversation is very surface level just the type you would have with like a co worker. I have a boyfriend. 

I feel so alone, I feel like I can’t be relying on my boyfriend all the time to make me feel okay. It’s not normal to not have friends, I never get any texts from anyone. I mostly just cry in my bed because I have no one to hang out with, go to parties and do normal stuff that friends would do. I would love to have a friend that’s a girl, so we can do things together. 

Everyday is the same for me. I’m so tired from trying to keep up with medical school. I can’t keep up. 
Please don’t tell me to sign up for clubs and societies.",1.2793498817966906,3.1968819468085137,2.668439716312058,94.53388888888892,80.59574468085106,5.879905437352246,21.08274231678487,6.937597516519254,0.30891749408983404,698,20,159,8,18,226,105,188,0.096,0.72,0.184,0.9566,0,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,1,8,10,0,0,8,1,22,6,0,1,3,35,33,9,0,5,6,0,4,2,4,3,4,0,1,2,7,10,1,2,3,1,0,2,9,2,0,2,0,4,20,8,26,29,4,17,0,2,0,1,15,9,0,3,8,107,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220891095500895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680769586624848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925720377824507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781543716929544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021966087742485,0.0,0.0,0.1099464279784888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936339675536912,0.09119457070112727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944942855535052,0.0,0.06669286946860736,0.0,0.07254753865267849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263954889824811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22692581720498195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472857885751112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152108587784228,0.0,0.08520866049125689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38578769651992906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969060896411392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25014359422133514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650025749937752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849778159878581,0.0,0.0,0.1401234958233874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452958531057371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583811544843525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194300335046802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613092965364954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20520358633767105,0.11157342114049948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961255218770485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443487215894115,0.14671712547898622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666728726243643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532621843689688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720408247784785,0.0,0.0,0.08220366345886101
lonely,tpramani,2019/09/23,"Why have I suddenly changed? Since growing up, I have always hated myself. Everything about me. When I was 12 years old, I made a list of things that I despised about myself. I also have had a history of  self harm and an eating disorder. Maybe it arose from the fact that I experienced a few traumatic years during my late childhood. Anyway, all of this gave me unhealthy coping mechanisms and an inability to love myself. i always looked to other people for validation and craved their intimacy to help me like myself. Romantically, it was never reciprocated. This year, i had to go through something really painful. Painful enough to make me realise that all these years I spent hating myself and prioritising other people, i should have been doing that with myself. Slowly, I tried to start seeing the good in me and not take everything personally...which worked. I have a better self esteem now. But, the way I treat my friends has also changed. I have stopped needing physical affection. I don’t mind getting it but I don’t crave it as much as i used to. Prior to this year, i was the one being platonic. Now, i feel more conscious of my own space. Before, I wasn’t afraid to say I love you to my friends or appreciate them when i felt like it. Now, i have a hard time expressing my feelings even tho I try to show it through actions. I don’t exactly know what changed but it feels like i’m less vulnerable but not myself, you know?",3.6638602941176517,6.015184547794116,4.748052941176471,80.39988823529414,74.84558823529412,7.734352941176471,26.688823529411764,8.608573733854374,2.130165411764706,1135,43,208,23,25,371,152,272,0.096,0.758,0.146,0.9482,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,2,2,12,17,3,1,11,0,21,5,0,4,5,33,44,17,0,2,7,0,5,3,2,1,2,1,0,2,19,6,1,1,7,1,1,3,7,7,0,1,11,9,47,10,26,31,8,26,0,0,2,2,14,3,0,1,22,156,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553925632365658,0.1826469793753297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339192543293366,0.0,0.0,0.09706782375340528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483131325691834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578672417522274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230496673241094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340443811875965,0.0,0.0724909813881206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19727827438013174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648361096847514,0.07840773818175145,0.10538032415146248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959016539070115,0.0,0.0573415391692792,0.0,0.062375296826079514,0.09205581237862637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831734730796568,0.2167172088444356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356528477043969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063502327318233,0.0,0.12380643775476675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085967091548764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216508141622007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981131723378276,0.1038511715242512,0.07326114143913211,0.0,0.11026188366252344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081948752400823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068126141194339,0.0813806384382772,0.08464846648367455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516756524209175,0.0,0.07437163737403762,0.0,0.23357037583196744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217815788627084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031073736752755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728018339711209,0.0,0.0,0.0874591242603763,0.0,0.22899313588569395,0.0,0.0,0.09078901613473027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449340793005683,0.0,0.0,0.07768390975010951,0.0,0.0,0.09175862493254792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252077920049153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291517730730336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399799815887783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490304941697973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479156248970233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711701509248122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903523009145028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990166750120622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35338744798672045
lonely,Minato56,2019/09/23,"Dissapointed Hey, Im 23M and Ive felt ao very alone for a long time. I found a girl who I clicked with and it was magical. A couple of days ago, at her best friends party I saw that Im not realy accepted. I was invited only to help carry heavy things and to give people rides. But I refused once, because I was so very tired from work and allready driving for 2 hours that day, I really wanted to hang out with people acter a nap (because I couldnt keep my eyes open anymore). They all knew I wanted to hang but noone woke me up, until 3 am when they were going to sleep. I know it is kind of pathetic but I feel betrayed and used. But most of all I feel so very alone... As I finaly thought I found people who liked me, but I was again just used as a tool, and the host couldnt even pretend to be nice to me... 
Now Im lost, my OCD thoughts are plaging me and I cant focus for shit. All hope just crumbled to ashes. Alone, afraid and sad.
Im sorry for tge wall of text, I hope its ok to post this here, I just had to tell someone.",-0.03338121118012438,1.7931935267857178,2.2207608695652183,96.48728260869568,84.71428571428571,4.967080745341615,18.66770186335404,6.0469075449839425,-0.34393881987577624,786,20,190,6,23,266,134,224,0.126,0.736,0.138,0.3922,0,3,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,2,3,10,13,1,1,6,1,14,4,3,2,3,45,35,19,0,6,9,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,9,12,0,2,10,2,0,5,4,4,0,0,15,6,28,9,27,17,5,22,0,2,3,0,12,5,1,3,12,112,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779309810837676,0.0,0.0,0.3427785137361278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940899818992207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345015738396795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157753058006459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220683228241506,0.0,0.14229611029159758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286612011507906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156343921892756,0.0,0.10592566427366322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419230295692444,0.08523389478984215,0.0,0.0,0.10583015920544127,0.06269808717871261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394598298625447,0.0,0.0,0.21914771215228365,0.10864417138346996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766633610481847,0.0,0.0,0.0980585622507075,0.0,0.11488256569639885,0.060629653010529874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053897371682894685,0.0,0.0,0.09763080108520933,0.0,0.0,0.120428635065081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748849037093458,0.0,0.08390425305147642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22944851316186524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056572255734854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067459339489109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324313884227866,0.0,0.0,0.11040088474054724,0.0,0.09347480498999416,0.0,0.0,0.12349556479352335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642560196266534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329251123584493,0.0,0.0,0.1751654387859884,0.06432918594386132,0.12679800438070368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905642121546051,0.0,0.2730796612153654,0.13014061841831828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803151563139425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Vince-15,2019/09/23,"Anyone else feel like the odd one out? I would by no means say I’m depressed but definitely lonely. I don’t think a day goes by without wishing I had some sort of romantic intimacy with someone who cares about me as much as I would them. Not even sexual, just romantic. I’ll see couples and sometimes physically feel pain in my chest. Almost as if seeing what I want through someone else is causing me pain. I want to back track and figure out why it is that there’s people my age that are married or dating, traveling half way across the world with their partners. Yet I’ve barely dated anyone and had minimal travel. Is it something you have to actively seek out? And if so how the hell do you do so without just coming off as a creep? It’s crazy how different peoples lives can be at the same age. Crazy and sad. I’m lonely.",3.054836488812392,4.869079337349401,4.317418244406198,85.2277108433735,74.90361445783131,7.152495697074013,25.71256454388985,7.957251820313856,1.5093817555938045,654,23,130,10,14,215,112,166,0.21,0.679,0.111,-0.9687,1,4,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,0,11,9,1,0,6,0,14,3,1,3,0,37,27,17,0,7,9,0,2,1,1,2,2,1,0,1,7,11,0,0,5,2,0,3,5,7,0,2,2,5,14,2,22,22,3,19,1,4,2,0,7,8,1,6,8,89,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227077547200762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126542698047326,0.15580819814917016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169283249979918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504003933719046,0.15621227772546906,0.0,0.13099022625283838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825663648939027,0.0,0.0980691155136059,0.0,0.13097305522527908,0.0,0.0,0.15887518787728164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540609954370344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043726333699972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377690627573265,0.10863501219904324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429110407330176,0.0,0.1342758667803125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656429768096963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178501026778223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030429383725264,0.0,0.3236150055626321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21084495512524007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092790849419965,0.0,0.0,0.242351667099993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25768775912118025,0.11706679231000645,0.15039582139476065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743688390089626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938333401418058,0.12070183653784525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721468924636987,0.0,0.17486683620873378,0.2931697811348852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604472058102825,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,YouAreEnoughLy,2019/09/23,"Why people are so worried about me They don't know anything about my life. I have told some things but i seem to make it sound a way worse than it really is because all my friends and random strangers say they are worried about me. I don't understand why. Life is life, sometimes it's hard but I'm good. My friend said I should talk to a school counsellor because I sleep too much. I don't want people to worry about me",1.3771264367816087,3.576494988505748,2.150114942528738,96.86471264367815,81.87356321839081,5.2459770114942526,21.160919540229887,6.42735559955562,0.11793333333333278,332,10,74,3,9,103,55,87,0.177,0.6920000000000001,0.131,-0.3325,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,9,4,1,1,1,12,17,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,1,3,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,14,3,8,14,3,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,3,0,45,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496260294688758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999525361092113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25342057998531503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756008380713558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691676914166432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013316749235303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475259349549424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094749858349336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205629584348681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274016122561679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506616230855442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560068458959018,0.13042380521750233,0.0,0.16598238409164226,0.0,0.1493045035846181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412400436953686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220569394911333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182145792503788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895800756122197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567143423309644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073557350329294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673472941878357,0.13017998089962685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959790196670283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996668262119046,0.1671356785703042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,phanhphanh26,2019/09/23,"I had a terrible day and I have no one to share it with I just failed my final in the most stupid way and yes, my tuition is high and it's killing me inside out. I hate to make it all about me but it's just so devastating scrolling through your long ""friend list"" and have no one, absolutely no one I can text and share it so I can just laugh it off and feel a bit better coz it's so stupid that it's actually kinda funny and ...well what's done is done. 

Went home. I live alone and I absolutely love it but sometimes things just get a bit too much to carry it all alone. This test is just a drop that spills the glass. This whole college thingy is like pure torture. I feel like Im stuck in a dreadful bind and there's nothing I can do. Someone I respects told me that Im wasting my potentials and precious college time on silly things and I probably woundn't be anyone when I graduate. Little do they know, or care, I wanted to change, I wanted to feel better too. I pushed myself out of the my comfort zone, I achieved what I thought I wanted but ultimately I felt nothing, absolutely nothing. Everything is good until it turns sour and Im just a helpless and tired human, watching everything I ever loved and knew faded away. It feels like I was never meant for this cold and cruel world. 

""Planet Earth is blue and there's nothing I can do""",1.580886339937436,3.793791306569344,2.997961418143902,90.99812043795622,81.18978102189782,5.666110531803963,22.559436913451513,6.868970318607317,0.6040181438998964,1054,35,223,12,28,343,145,274,0.213,0.591,0.196,-0.5627,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,4,18,28,6,1,9,1,20,3,0,2,5,50,42,25,1,3,10,0,5,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,22,19,0,0,9,0,1,2,4,10,1,3,11,9,33,18,18,30,7,23,0,2,2,2,9,10,0,3,12,150,55,6,0.0,0.0,0.10044884371561442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321739096792947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197392360779145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670998547917753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207371229946295,0.22475477858260745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494818615822203,0.0,0.10889064064908772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638398593869063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106746666141747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931097963065534,0.0,0.0,0.18502108311232496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818631697534384,0.14707229864371005,0.09883288859097564,0.1127592870004749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952663866403419,0.0,0.053778824443612115,0.0,0.0,0.08633624846220661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162612389901277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875553953375357,0.10325130586556927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335595097343309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388134264154055,0.0,0.05656989533545063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508652214005432,0.10316702078155933,0.09089270567565264,0.0910934489093528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858041076238001,0.0,0.06870931825465415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566841518768777,0.0,0.07938913193466239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950722218389917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209252452298934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098038113771758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721573804598977,0.0,0.10180446759838957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676969877310705,0.0,0.0,0.0817181861224794,0.0600217077809592,0.11830761814379265,0.0,0.09835795401264218,0.0,0.0,0.11196275427507192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213961643990803,0.0817043059635915,0.0,0.0,0.09255012749784697,0.09542095196319447,0.0,0.11492225871781707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Illerminerty,2019/09/23,Loving yourself My now ex girlfriend told me I should be able to be happy with my own comfort but i just feel like at a certain point youre just drowning in your thoughts when nobody in your life can make you feel accepted. We're pack animals for a reason. Yet she jumps into a new relationship within a month. I hate feeling empty,4.0813636363636405,5.566228045454547,4.9337575757575785,83.20063636363638,71.57575757575758,7.098181818181819,28.35151515151515,7.554174236665415,1.6994642424242428,265,10,50,3,5,86,54,66,0.10099999999999999,0.6659999999999999,0.23399999999999999,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,0,5,7,1,0,4,0,4,2,0,2,1,14,12,2,1,1,3,1,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,11,6,8,7,1,12,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,6,34,11,0,0.26599469128582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034847244809958,0.19002666060284215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831562950249418,0.0,0.2626146885937178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787991685275174,0.12995157025141912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400705940115655,0.0,0.17755352191591298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123144248469602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568993303616791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514509603474097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27348684399509765,0.0,0.2855787527066659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111700729856024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541693264756717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JohnnyH2000,2019/09/23,Feeling lonely? I just found the [solution](https://imgur.com/NXGuote)to all our problems.,14.29,19.97864754545455,6.936818181818182,55.12522727272727,73.54545454545455,5.836363636363638,41.86363636363637,7.1686216300943375,4.736418181818182,77,4,6,1,2,19,11,11,0.409,0.47200000000000003,0.11800000000000001,-0.5719,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32820312225318754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7117017385396759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6210984993564724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheGreenHatIsMine,2019/09/23,"When all is lost, but found elsewhere. Ever been a little lost and confused about where you’re headed?

Ever feel like you sort of find it but it’s not where you should have found it?

Ever think you should feel guilty for it, but you can’t help how it turned out?

So recently in my relationship I have just been going through the motions.
We have only been together for 18 months now but I can’t help feeling like all is lost. She’s lazy. She has been living with me for some time, and for more than half I have been supporting her because she’s too lazy to get a job. She hasn’t made an effort with me. She doesn’t touch me. She has put on a whole load of weight. She doesn’t take care of herself. Doesn’t do her part with the house work. It’s a strain.

Let’s call “her” Grace.

So I feel like I’m holding onto what was the fun aspect at the beginning of the relationship. That excitement you get. The honeymoon stage. Maybe I love the idea. Not her. At least not anymore. She walks all over me. Uses me. I’m just a welcome mat that pays the food and rent bills. And I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired. I work myself to the bone and still can’t afford all the bills.

I spoke to her. 

I told her I feel like this between us isn’t going anywhere. I’m not happy. I don’t feel it anymore. That I want to try and work at it. That it’s a two way street.

Conveniently I think she’s forgot about that long conversation that lasted for hours over a night of tears. A night of raw emotion. She cried, I cried. but for a moment I could almost believe that she was trying to understand and that she would work to help. That was the best part of 3 months ago.

But I want to love her.

I cringe when she leans in for a kiss. I have to force myself to stop a recoil from an embrace. Everything she does frustrates me. Infuriates me. This isn’t how I imagined to be spending my life at 22. In constant need for money. I haven’t even experienced anything yet and I’m still waiting and waiting for something to pop out of the woodwork and give me a damn break.

But I want to love her!

Or I’m just indifferent. I just don’t care enough. I promise I’m human. I’m not heartless. I’m just tired.

I used to hang on every word she said like it was gold dust. Now she just bores me half to death. I am not interested in how her day is going. If her day at work was okay. Her sadness and feeling have just become an inconvenience that I feel obliged to listen to because I am in a relationship and that’s what’s the done thing. Right?

I want someone to want to touch me. I want someone I want to touch. I’m so lonely.

I feel so lost. And don’t know what avenue to take. Am I at a fork in the road or a dead end? Am I doing this to myself or is Grace a contribution?

Naturally, I turned to a friend. She has helped me through so much. She’s pulled me out of some dark places and even laid into me a few times when she knows I need the kick up the ass. “You deserve better”. “Grace doesn’t treat you right”. And all the statements that go hand in hand from a friend that cares. And I know all this. Somewhere I’m sure I know.

But I wanted to love her.

Grace slags off my whole family and lays into my little brother. She's so nasty. My mom has been paying for her too at this point.

But now here comes the cherry, sprinkles and icing one the cake.

The friend that gives all the support and love unconditionally? Spends time with me? Makes the effort with my incredibly autistic brother and is loved by my whole family? 

I love her too.

Far more than I should. More than is acceptable for a person already in a commited relationship is allowed to love someone else. The way I love her.
I don’t feel lonely when I’m with her. She held my hand and I’m weak. She hugs me and I have those fireworks all over.
Maybe I’m wrong? Maybe I am confusing my feelings for her because I’ve never had someone support me the way she does. I’ve never felt this way.
I know I should feel guilty. I know I am a horrific human being. But I can’t help it.
Apparently my autism makes it difficult to know what emotions are. I struggle greatly to understand what I’m feeling and what it means.",0.3796621452752582,2.6477446801854043,1.9982342716924533,95.80582072342264,87.13441483198145,4.867511871492513,18.1942721468657,6.3288779334712295,-0.2502641628609732,3221,84,731,32,102,1045,308,863,0.145,0.642,0.213,0.9971,6,4,1,0,0,0,101.0,2,7,0,13,39,60,3,4,49,1,66,26,6,9,15,151,165,52,2,17,27,3,21,5,3,5,7,3,1,3,41,38,2,6,33,0,8,10,24,18,0,4,26,25,128,42,93,129,23,89,0,7,0,12,86,39,2,10,39,488,169,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041702851851294784,0.0,0.0471091083649765,0.0,0.05191569818273114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331266379671166,0.0,0.0,0.03871430304312923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603520058316383,0.05195787749805221,0.0,0.05300398347031343,0.04937117771329831,0.04160777663366901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048038548086478235,0.0,0.14389756651738994,0.0,0.0,0.04052539132456283,0.0,0.05083929510349365,0.0,0.03756187271859288,0.0,0.10335418513463994,0.06068069957175935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233938121289452,0.04814371256646872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039300341540446385,0.10583934184440924,0.04166820394088433,0.04861040814615522,0.0,0.0621460015260014,0.12766559954874673,0.03963772466714079,0.0,0.04228131453702355,0.0,0.08870031179224938,0.0,0.30923796096506656,0.1344367898843747,0.045170900297678375,0.0,0.04299858484757271,0.0,0.056887407087597326,0.10316556543041368,0.10904132978353293,0.0,0.049158492718395834,0.09026034630485674,0.10694779453968227,0.0,0.0,0.0518676490749224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500806350250318,0.0,0.0,0.04828208736258407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766748539128175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046330179443649616,0.0542840013689191,0.0,0.05310845801752052,0.0,0.0,0.04668523681083997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098420444191546,0.03834822793453862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0481070435256825,0.03322951214489927,0.1149198742008868,0.09430357194189797,0.04154189363879444,0.041633641969984383,0.0,0.0,0.20542216675483455,0.0,0.3821422729835155,0.04451543447500341,0.06280625424694565,0.0,0.1417900901423144,0.051246162766536735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055098928984818905,0.07510227678585471,0.0,0.03458373509927415,0.06976704113707767,0.07256852682270608,0.0,0.0,0.08829772188069987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03187913724737885,0.035780098006727816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189102880575328,0.0,0.0,0.041078172811832,0.04915236307831605,0.0,0.04447304895956181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729355673485454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04645159375342029,0.20203633874989865,0.0,0.08035291986322128,0.044750887852937536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944544225427246,0.03621779811508291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514093227394054,0.03933200748484,0.0,0.049181999872453294,0.0,0.0,0.160159469496344,0.04433967246431435,0.0,0.0707444756839914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03125483083162476,0.060289503461244,0.0,0.0,0.08229754133031547,0.16221507940779822,0.0,0.04495383467517485,0.0,0.06388139007602613,0.10234363241862242,0.04595645736188084,0.0979517079327549,0.056589746723435225,0.08126413071436864,0.0,0.0,0.2219884648186691,0.1493695918914745,0.0,0.05728854521624335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757331282738146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124782474229774,0.0,0.0,0.03341965693017607,0.051436689665306685,0.0,0.0
lonely,baccgirl,2019/09/23,"I am lonelier today, than I was a week ago. Today I attended the funeral of a friend who was in my life for 30 years. We dated for 6 years, engaged for two of those. We drifted apart, but stayed in each other’s life for the next 24 years.  
Today he was laid to rest after battling cancer for a year.  
My world just got lonelier.  
Who do I call now when I need an amazing hug, or when a new donut shop opens and we have to go taste test?  
RIP my dearest friend. Until we meet again.",0.6412871287128716,2.518728821782183,2.6024653465346543,94.39340099009905,82.56435643564356,5.624158415841586,19.01089108910891,6.742157984588678,0.016195247524751988,365,9,84,4,10,122,70,101,0.131,0.6759999999999999,0.193,0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,4,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,7,0,6,5,0,0,0,11,9,6,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,4,1,12,5,14,5,2,27,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,1,18,54,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983234645005035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19563408686465816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960428216149474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888460913356096,0.0,0.15323145786049466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706503641085386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206103150256394,0.0,0.1850381309145492,0.20375738428952456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420869221710505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5448127371667784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715489809020308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368137258480624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935088870714929
lonely,dacatcameback,2019/09/23,PLEASE HELP ME I NEED HELP I NEED HELP EPLASE JUST HELP ME,-3.1388461538461527,-4.098955846153841,-2.522499999999999,118.93625,145.9230769230769,1.3,3.25,3.1291,-3.6016,46,0,13,0,4,13,7,13,0.0,0.314,0.6859999999999999,0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8237880754133953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556524162462034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33727449114288344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DrBurnside,2019/09/23,"Keep me awake This morning I've been pretty low, not wanting to do nearly anything. Now I'm getting sleepy. I'd like to talk to someone to keep myself awake, but there's no one available.",3.371491228070173,4.918563342105267,3.944736842105264,89.3414912280702,73.47368421052632,5.066666666666666,28.456140350877188,3.1291,0.7952350877192984,149,6,29,0,3,47,31,38,0.114,0.785,0.10099999999999999,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,5,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993890871866944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007853823480186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6467517137250192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777418345787288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465307405937135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701310707165001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082596202197249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29242104922448425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145877577015817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WL143Pi,2019/09/23,"All I want Is for someone to have feelings for me as I have had for them :(

Sometimes I, M(20) think about ending it but realize that in doing that I hurt everyone around me... (Not saying that I'm suicidal in any way but it just comes to mind every so often and I have to brush it away).

Really I just want someone to care about me but in a more than just friends kind of way or like be in a relationship... You know what I mean? Life kicks my ass all of the time and it'd just be nice for someone to be there for me by my side. My birthday is coming up soon and I'll be spending it alone, just in my own head, thinking about stupid shit...

I don't know why I'm typing this shit on reddit but I guess I just wanted to share to the internet what I can't share in real life.",1.6614002763703368,2.70432953892216,3.4104191616766464,93.4919622293874,76.96407185628745,6.5755872869645335,21.229387379087978,7.010146845296331,0.2553320128972825,591,14,143,6,13,198,94,167,0.161,0.7120000000000001,0.127,-0.8893,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,0,14,11,3,0,4,0,14,6,4,0,2,34,29,10,1,3,12,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,7,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,1,3,21,7,30,23,4,18,0,1,0,1,7,11,3,3,4,102,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368915750701675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009115160728401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210016747186448,0.0,0.0,0.13941898569658642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512953351443341,0.0,0.0,0.2556528012541779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143109434036254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250264959237341,0.1417947290105486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503135535797342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464714055598547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634703032111736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522928031192394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885649652384246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545272299160139,0.1631045106573551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962704088693626,0.0724967404359824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616421783551278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983342145149994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890236135961434,0.09506359016749803,0.0,0.0,0.15931726464675536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800711946507204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046441110749045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771956848582857,0.0,0.14676328966055374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231654986794622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016695388143487,0.0,0.0,0.08652845491740849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26257599412715,0.2355730157138756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390052327776578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Middle-Earthling-,2019/09/23,"I was excited for autumn but now I’m realizing I don’t have anyone to spend it with and it feels super shitty You can go through my previous posts if you want to read my dark and depressing childhood story. I don’t really feel like re-writing it all here. But I feel so fucking sad this week. I was so excited for the leaves to change colour, for the colder weather and warm drinks with friends and all that stuff... the holidays... but I’m going to be alone. I am completely isolated from my entire family and all my friends. I have a boyfriend but he only texts me once a week, and that’s only if I text him first. 
I told him this but he hasn’t really made any effort to talk to me any more than he did before.

Sometimes I only see him like twice a month and he never makes me feel like I matter or that I’m worth talking to. 
I have two friends that I sort of connect with but I feel like they don’t enjoy my company as much as they used to when we were younger... I don’t know what to do. I mean obviously I know  I need to do something different  if I want to see a change. But I don’t want to put in genuine effort to make new friends even though that’s all I want. :’( I feel confused and sort of trapped.
I feel like I don’t matter to other people in this world. Like I’m a chore, or an inconvenience.",0.7410856111397592,2.711272617328518,2.751968798349665,92.952594765343,82.75451263537907,6.123207839092316,20.72318205260445,7.310402129719878,0.4928402269210936,1013,30,232,15,28,340,135,277,0.10099999999999999,0.6809999999999999,0.217,0.9834,1,2,2,0,0,0,29.0,1,2,2,4,7,19,1,1,9,0,19,2,0,4,6,55,48,26,0,8,12,0,8,6,4,0,0,0,1,0,14,12,1,0,11,3,2,3,8,4,0,3,6,11,40,15,29,41,6,17,0,2,3,1,19,3,1,8,16,148,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565127180712636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874017121336718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132754539010264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680273075086656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582544688766592,0.0,0.10695521659829772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786079442505139,0.0,0.0,0.10657841185209714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999306583218362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737643656161478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616565480830654,0.0,0.3610541415736691,0.2915029647209713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676938813267271,0.0,0.0,0.3152497262726484,0.0943063123933282,0.0,0.0,0.11594891251680416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212371300585612,0.0,0.0,0.10801353009715416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29902068382083385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652403286679373,0.13618451713812954,0.0,0.0,0.11111845492492804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142315938665592,0.0,0.07498885774670562,0.07563889077074679,0.07867615974929949,0.09852159191464216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863698802262724,0.0,0.2327488923814373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707206731413348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769708260691352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254791126942774,0.0,0.0,0.10203729283701952,0.0,0.13070003592529364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257702750398373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853204123136652,0.10089018938455213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677668666009736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398304561586002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022400010293744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747462799922853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964864216545986,0.0,0.0,0.08810361750338212,0.0,0.0,0.24067182682714525,0.0,0.16365203647322246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,youllnevereverknow,2019/09/23,Why are you lonely? I’m making a video for my channel and I wanted to talk personally with you before I do. Anyone up to chat ?,-0.9594444444444434,1.157576666666671,2.7758333333333347,87.18375000000002,97.14814814814815,4.181481481481482,14.157407407407408,5.985473137389443,-0.4912148148148154,98,2,20,1,4,36,23,27,0.115,0.885,0.0,-0.4329,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400093489673613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137775919495837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245871476322737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245897833840835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39084317479730857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28681300718655445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387805352063402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MikeTheBaphomet,2019/09/23,Anybody wanna talk? Just looking for someone to talk to about life. Make a friend or two maybe,1.1950000000000005,3.767361833333332,1.1722222222222245,97.345,97.33333333333334,2.4000000000000004,22.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.2534666666666663,75,3,14,0,3,22,16,18,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28188480503884633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25770672196760386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30638493625556795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24354245452755996,0.0,0.3665442451550389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30913907249711736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5865106293938561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564087227140411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bloody_Lucille07,2019/09/23,"Looking for friends... Hello to who ever reads this, I’m a 17 year old female from Australia. I’m looking for some friends since I’m a loner and life is just getting boring by myself... 
if you wanna give it a shit then HMU if not that’s totally fine lol byye",0.6016666666666666,2.797832500000002,2.5607407407407408,92.73333333333336,85.1111111111111,4.340740740740742,21.962962962962962,5.46131890053228,0.12609629629629682,201,7,42,1,6,67,44,54,0.175,0.7170000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.4273,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,3,1,1,2,1,0,2,9,8,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,3,6,8,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,1,3,4,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261418043655301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465630711850368,0.0,0.15099114844848455,0.2772361924520167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041300261130112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853762801448736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032580428053025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289079311208016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966554795878473,0.2390646991916669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861072353194901
lonely,martieml98,2019/09/23,"in a relationship yet i still feel alone my boyfriend and i sleep together every night but i still am always the one who falls asleep at 3 or 4 am typically crying because i just miss my family my two friends i have that live 2 hours away but have no cars to come see me.. it kinda seems like there off living their life’s and i’m here sad, sad that i don’t have a close friend to talk with or hang out with, i honestly feel miserable, matter of fact i am miserable and i know my boyfriend can tell but he doesn’t know how to deal with it because he’s been a lone wolf his whole life so it’s normal to him. I don’t know what i want but whenever i lay here crying i can’t help but to feel so so lonely.. alone in this city alone in this apartment alone with my thoughts.. thanks for reading i guess i try sleep now..",0.08940000000000126,2.2204502114285742,1.7127857142857152,98.3674642857143,86.8857142857143,5.3285714285714265,17.32142857142857,6.742157984588678,-0.2933142857142861,637,15,154,8,20,206,105,175,0.217,0.652,0.132,-0.9457,0,6,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,12,12,0,2,4,0,12,5,3,1,1,33,27,14,0,2,8,0,3,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,8,1,0,4,5,7,0,2,2,4,24,5,18,25,1,19,0,7,1,0,13,9,0,5,7,93,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5252133041136431,0.0,0.0,0.10548909226973333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191116981211472,0.0,0.0,0.1545648571322145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920764892481516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785184102158913,0.0,0.1307021055195037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681556866309408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951460791765856,0.0,0.19230764241397585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958960686470068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965978385638514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497633127620524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485036679310482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902090707247187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790934906562405,0.06193711579834948,0.0,0.22389382991239584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189721591431476,0.12421509892453315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590776090612631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681187551527315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611166253489584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010253075138353,0.11541353620615367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537382498963541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248945866889384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018990066723394,0.11080918212163177,0.11671975123933576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064722756601192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607364657356695,0.0,0.1238432621466774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747766941259062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154262685464133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Wsamoset,2019/09/23,"Does anyone feel like people ignore you like you are the one weird kid in class? I’ve just started college and I’m a few weeks in. I’ve been out of high school for two years trying to figure out what I want to do, and I found a place where I thought I would fit in the best 
High school I wasn’t a well known person at all; bouts of depression and crippling social anxiety, so naturally I ended up keeping a low profile. 
Its a weird case because at the time I had a two year long relationship that we ended due to one of us going to college and one of us staying home. I do like being around people and socializing and I know I can be awkward but I try to fit in with all the social cues and whatnot, but something feels off.
I’m typing this at 3:54 am because I can’t sleep.
The other day I met someone on bumble who goes to the same college as I do, and subsequently got invited out to a party with the person and group of friends. Once at the party I’m completely ignored and feel incredibly uncomfortable so I proceeded to slam as many white claws as I could manage (which in this case worked and things smoothed out) and found a few other people, completely unrelated to the first group and go to a different party. The night ended on a high (drunk) note. 

The fact of the matter is that the people I came with just kind of gave me sideways glances, and it’s something I just keep picking up on and putting together. I feel like an alien. I can do the regular human conversation, but that doesn’t matter; it’s like my eyes are bleeding or sunken into my skull. Or maybe it’s because I’m a guy and I’m growing my hair out. I wouldn’t say I’m unattractive in the least; my friends have said I should try modeling for spare cash. 
Not to say I’m not completely alone, I have a few friends here so far, but mainly superficial and our classes do not line up. 

I don’t like being the weird kid. I’m just trying to fit in. Just keep getting the feeling when I look at someone, they tell me with their eyes “what are you doing? Back up a few steps, and don’t look at me” 

Should I cut my hair just to fit in? I know I’m all over the place with this and thanks for reading if you do. I don’t want to be someone’s accessory or toy, just tryina have some human connection. 

Everyone else in this sub, stay strong. The more you can rely on yourself, the less of this you feel.",4.5486503067484625,4.640884754601228,5.510967280163602,84.58375153374234,69.5521472392638,8.48319018404908,28.365439672801642,8.238735603445708,1.683407034764826,1851,59,401,24,30,611,217,489,0.062,0.787,0.15,0.9913,1,1,2,0,0,0,45.0,4,6,2,4,16,23,1,1,34,0,35,8,6,1,4,85,72,34,0,8,18,0,9,6,3,4,1,3,1,7,19,33,1,5,13,3,1,6,10,9,1,6,11,18,48,14,65,52,14,68,0,2,6,0,36,44,0,5,22,266,67,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868687932695577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058120439688379,0.0,0.0,0.053123278696020286,0.0,0.0,0.06763359306237772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058419856812947125,0.0,0.1389404209614513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973076331957378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689482010887042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23897409121271915,0.0,0.0,0.060659618066178186,0.0,0.0,0.04899739807421022,0.0,0.06543690019288681,0.0,0.0,0.0793773940324577,0.0,0.0,0.06648597440280576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346711532659549,0.0,0.20187310857692115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725970843476192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304905551136712,0.10855268571836414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462404338807845,0.0,0.16660468032235645,0.17609360075444802,0.0,0.03969364647161022,0.0,0.08635634887535835,0.0,0.06076391024855165,0.0,0.0,0.07522690049553916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24081433441939845,0.07620882150477752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025894200201344,0.0,0.07911596166160903,0.08350741949503833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270441293908466,0.0,0.0,0.0672352211915452,0.12759923126453454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702642393579708,0.07632680065446935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129711190818291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091057893354964,0.15444727456957194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068517125102654,0.13267636000421118,0.1587547880649154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637556066546608,0.0,0.0,0.07599526263132245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156839806599607,0.0,0.0,0.07226934039254834,0.12083626613212238,0.0,0.15378091065426386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602957081950552,0.2323399253471539,0.19311935739993424,0.11697807600372374,0.0,0.0,0.053775285679902717,0.1619578488530896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640523896581932,0.06994729881293829,0.0,0.0,0.0504742166391216,0.0,0.0,0.060315427564765774,0.044301460173748426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632734435683134,0.0,0.1484324901546456,0.0,0.1827764258945572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962369629358398,0.0,0.060942323860934434,0.0,0.06831038201018816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531048849111133,0.0,0.0,0.05397024904681397,0.0,0.0,0.0978504353465596
lonely,lionistyy,2019/09/23,"My personality changes I've always been that quite girl that struggles to get words out. But recently I realised that the less time I spend on my own the more outgoing and confidant I am. I guess it's because working in customer services is forced exposure to socialing and over time I get over the fear of people. While on work experience I was a completely different person. I was talking to EVERYONE I can, making jokes and just felt socially comfortable. The problem is I'm not working anymore and all that has reverted. I can't find employment and realise that staying at home all day doesnt help my situation.",6.153847826086956,7.60326172173913,6.946684782608696,70.86176630434788,66.56521739130434,10.967391304347824,38.72282608695652,10.9516,4.821804347826088,498,28,84,15,8,165,82,115,0.122,0.809,0.069,-0.7293,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,1,5,0,2,5,0,10,0,0,1,2,17,16,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,6,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,4,1,12,2,11,12,5,13,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,5,58,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389691628444527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563317165500294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181028359744074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667883916984678,0.0,0.1751111723316134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077103184002027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449425318595718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958918998444138,0.0,0.16337189892256268,0.0,0.18793736608002065,0.0,0.0,0.16035978780149338,0.0,0.15264791926840696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451601382778664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398492989144494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194607295369972,0.0,0.16752882299487518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148325069098182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157865915822668,0.2916606501959411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980999823883155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776401205337673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490633722707765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773091683491105,0.0,0.34049981318488826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801487582011127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459946583364952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423965783805775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477460307917616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647648993866116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Stain69,2019/09/23,"Why is it so hard to find someone to talk to? I didn't really know what subreddit to post this at (or if to post it at all) but I guess this subreddit fits. I feel kind of sad and frustrated that it's so difficult for me to find people to talk to. I have a few friends but they are usually busy whenever I need to talk the most.

 I usually go on r/makenewfriendshere or r/needafriend late at night to find someone to talk to. I usually message a few of the people with little to no upvotes on their posts, that way I feel like I have a better chance of them actually noticing me, but they never do. Even the people who say they are willing to talk to anyone won't ever respond back or if they do they just ghost me after a few minutes, I guess I'm just really boring to talk to.

I wish it was easier to find someone to talk to. I just wanted to get this off my chest I don't really care if anyone reads it or not, It'll probably go unnoticed like usual anyway. Eitherway, I'll probably delete this at some point. If anyone actually read this, thank you and I hope you have better luck than me with finding people to talk to.",2.7425641025641028,3.98525641880342,4.709059829059829,84.45538461538466,74.55555555555556,8.447863247863248,24.538461538461537,8.998388855275968,1.7391128205128203,878,27,188,19,18,302,114,234,0.10800000000000001,0.737,0.156,0.9229999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,7,2,9,14,1,0,7,0,14,1,1,0,3,39,29,15,1,8,15,0,3,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,15,4,0,0,8,2,0,2,6,4,0,0,2,4,28,10,38,24,6,26,0,1,0,0,22,10,0,14,12,132,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.15708003846493127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688272299200167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188663325602022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236174690285006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820580133566819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053158412056975766,0.07280168613340549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138947515150935,0.05749723310276565,0.0,0.0,0.3678010547851209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621811411572841,0.0,0.0420491640307863,0.0,0.0914809447289474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732269552827215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209716243960393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799380038729675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838108953215415,0.0442314764737726,0.0,0.09078858511015724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864007821968236,0.08066533666908014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967729266072029,0.06207362592097108,0.0,0.0,0.07552805599991262,0.0,0.0,0.09163068682519153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318774192552374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608266353333502,0.0,0.2312420501446407,0.0,0.17354906132439174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610100128358165,0.0,0.15467884738660734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400349208394664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20457952994159528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5175149505708335,0.0,0.07409814171140201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545636136814068,0.0,0.04747109224633311,0.06388383902081915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262359356361874,0.0,0.0925517385225208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DisfigureUranus,2019/09/23,"I'm new I get lonely a lot , im David and I'm 19, since I can remember i can never be alone , i always feel alone when I'm crouded too but when nobody is there is at my worst , and I can't sit here and not freak out. Im here for any of you if you're ever lonely I just hopr some of you will return that same kindness",-0.04520000000000124,0.7261348133333314,2.9730000000000025,96.0115,80.86666666666667,5.533333333333334,16.5,5.46131890053228,-0.7986,241,3,64,1,6,87,51,75,0.14300000000000002,0.725,0.132,-0.4217,0,6,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,2,15,12,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,9,1,5,10,4,9,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,3,6,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059453479587418,0.0,0.0,0.2032382465418802,0.0,0.0,0.16610056604086162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094102210345692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350176749674975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761222676262846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276707853624922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254352142913493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076553538676285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838314172443266,0.235901282824598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27669128500826784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204878840692564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,millionmill321,2019/09/23,"Coffee meet up (m32) Hi. If you are in the Miami,FL area let me know so we could get coffee. Thairs a starbucks by my house that we could meet at. I somewhat would like to meet somebody and talk.",-0.21317073170731504,1.9592301219512187,1.4226341463414656,99.46809756097562,89.24390243902441,4.255609756097561,15.517073170731704,5.6839178017228535,-0.8744478048780486,149,3,35,1,5,48,36,41,0.0,0.943,0.057,0.3008,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,7,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,5,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,1,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6082902104550766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990224908736096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395471288722323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20935157275380134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895312122726501,0.0,0.18610529615187696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061806248143569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706048537528137,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NeutralMinion,2019/09/23,ever wanted to talk to someone depressed AND anxious? well this is your lucky day. you can get my discord by DMing  me.,1.4481159420289842,4.115035260869568,2.27826086956522,92.38376811594203,87.69565217391305,3.066666666666667,25.057971014492754,3.1291,0.2455623188405797,93,4,17,0,3,29,22,23,0.259,0.583,0.159,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,3,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594672602805119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622947179876635,0.0,0.3502992803022794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678930606347065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124895242682912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34460460744231763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268986084004329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23988847437095803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656817114626076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AliceMargoJulia,2019/09/23,"I Lost Another One. I lost a great catch, again, because of continuous childish behavior. He hasn’t talked to me in days. He hasn’t texted or called. I’ve not been officially dumped. I believe in esoteric and metaphysics, and every card draw and pendulum read points to him really dumping me. He’s not good at expressing his feelings. He doesn’t put up with a lot. He will hit the door fast. He’s 50 and never been married. He’s definitely not perfect, he’s extremely selfish and such a workaholic its detrimental, but this was entirely my fault. I have no friends. I could tell he saw a future with me, just like the other ones, but I let my crazy out. We had so much fun together and made so many memories in such a short time. I made it easy for him. I texted him:
“You have every legitimate reason to dump me. It's completely my fault for acting like a child. I'll see if my father and I can come pick up my stuff Tuesday if you don't mind. “
He hasn’t texted me back. I wish he’d just end it officially so I can move on. I’m used to being broken hearted and dumped. It hurts so bad, I just want it to start to get over it. 
I wish we didn’t have so many memories. He took tons of pictures of me. We had so much fun, and I’m alone again. 
I wish he’d just end it.",0.8131439710387056,2.814375390977446,2.9356808688387623,91.56243803954331,82.68421052631578,6.647507658033973,21.505987190197715,7.793537801064563,0.8271920356446669,978,31,225,18,27,331,145,266,0.161,0.6829999999999999,0.157,0.1974,0,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,3,2,0,3,15,19,4,0,8,0,22,1,1,5,2,43,41,20,0,7,12,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,11,16,0,0,2,1,0,6,11,11,0,2,12,3,36,8,22,22,4,30,0,3,2,0,29,11,0,4,15,137,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813332172419034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972788017332584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513060337532248,0.10329838288567364,0.07541662943819973,0.0,0.0,0.13938649830653166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263287127325893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657109181985236,0.12971473929333002,0.0,0.0,0.09877781942583012,0.0,0.0,0.07978711857416719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915277523604376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084735252128972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255494500349726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955833136436308,0.0,0.06463693588126282,0.0,0.0,0.10376780477847136,0.0,0.13639823852097166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466050356626059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244142207063578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650883767406654,0.0,0.1208835849830818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27010306229656944,0.10517962215571633,0.0,0.2341277061011766,0.0,0.2508588888986049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491872756218812,0.0,0.0,0.1314914079932563,0.18189220576405896,0.0,0.0954180438791538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766744757718816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695239032289295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124369581947077,0.0,0.0,0.12375030652559882,0.0,0.07925616732353083,0.1272015031595018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985862934435843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756740691421443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416261679179705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943889922862384,0.10813395983368522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214027672526742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745394692408014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685161639355112,0.0,0.0,0.07297138995422661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268047362986575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bottle0fpurplefluid,2019/09/23,"Lonely boi from a small country in central europe I don't know if this makes any sense to anyone, but I tried making friends online, because I can't do it in person, but the people I meet here even if they are nice still feel way too distant because I haven't found anyone from my country online yet, and it's making me feel very isolated.

I always feel so jealous when I see people post something and then someone responds ""Oh hey, I'm from XYZ too! Let's hang out"" because when I post something while mentioning my location, I get zero responses like that.

Online friends are fun, but you know. Actually having someone to do things with would be more fun.",5.7779687499999985,6.328758359375001,6.045312500000001,80.21843750000002,66.96875,7.9625,31.625,7.645422480735847,2.15566875,522,20,95,5,8,167,85,128,0.076,0.747,0.177,0.9433,0,2,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,9,8,1,0,2,0,11,0,0,3,0,19,23,12,0,3,5,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,4,14,6,9,19,1,14,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,2,7,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.16242521089460604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849463644278304,0.0,0.0,0.11318754170627668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23276285298026905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30438792155810346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993460879632126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524770708348767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824971164411701,0.2571882478471369,0.0,0.08696005428044426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294640018276406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702001377556297,0.0,0.08131606927542147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33330773441850986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307824495436277,0.14533237045820266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188144432990629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263421776227924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820547080771731,0.25627325134215856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329222925254549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110577913819034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300446456615328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733362719889786,0.0,0.13211539960286134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823695235449735,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,phazer101,2019/09/23,"A sad scary thought If I were to die tomorrow, I wouldn't have people/friends be sad about it. I have no one.",1.0549999999999995,2.313067833333335,2.3649999999999984,99.48,79.0,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.5613999999999995,84,3,22,1,2,27,20,24,0.544,0.456,0.0,-0.9382,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6243164905292314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647579457760619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076275216824001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477565466777429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GoldSmith64,2019/09/23,"Loneliness making me bitter I spend so much time alone because my one friend is too busy, and my cousins live far away so it’s super inconvenient to go to them. It sucks I'm in the prime of my youth yet I have such a limited social circle and nobody who loves me. Yet anyone else would tell me to stop being a petty little bitch. And they’d be right! I’m not entitled to anyone’s love and affection",1.1131593038821954,3.3768754698795216,3.0765461847389592,89.43107095046857,83.4578313253012,6.098527443105756,17.655957161981252,7.3871296695380915,0.3262326639892903,316,7,66,5,9,106,64,83,0.24,0.5770000000000001,0.183,-0.2173,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,2,6,7,3,0,3,0,6,2,0,2,0,10,13,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,10,4,7,9,1,11,0,0,0,2,9,5,2,0,5,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474808267266017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341597237702373,0.2448331956958732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450201693636188,0.0,0.0,0.14566210842855107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996126203672906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846126921825361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580117038294645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23949134240912934,0.21099781628424116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313246115168245,0.0,0.1595014253601916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756562338815731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191915570119772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040625635728041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435801127131196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199773456682932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088534146836944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933405521699252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974369764045966,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Roxan_,2019/09/23,I think I’ve come to the conclusion that I don’t know how to be a “friend” Since day 1 I’ve never had any true friends. Most ppl have either ditched or weren’t real. All I’ve ever wanted to do was to have someone who wanted to  talk to me. I don’t understand what I did wrong but you know being alone in my room all day I guess is the next best thing even if it hurts to think about. Idk what I hope to accomplish by posting this I’ve become too desperate for any social interaction and eh I don’t have anything better to do :/,1.925438596491226,3.1133459298245647,3.6342105263157904,91.56780701754387,76.54385964912281,6.821052631578947,21.43859649122808,7.3871296695380915,0.4755859649122805,412,10,96,5,9,138,76,114,0.145,0.6829999999999999,0.172,0.7457,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,4,5,8,0,0,3,0,15,0,0,1,5,24,25,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,10,6,13,19,5,9,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,5,5,62,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882349201119736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479610814204352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002981828842862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013527380565529,0.0,0.0,0.19132848169215427,0.16124291739878685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704834179032615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23515635345995176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041742435491318,0.16491447343241478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817124354122559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20084067082646212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810800616869188,0.0,0.0,0.19517211811722687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039125573118746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061266814671208,0.0,0.1938942097913537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174607498628327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751453256813795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508129600857141,0.0,0.0,0.18584731623586595,0.15447501858471455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465379960609693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112207173354865,0.23364034834653485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979648071955346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150683753867997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933297508280545,0.0,0.0
lonely,Goblingnarr,2019/09/23,"Long read I’ve got a long list of personal issues, and being able to form close relationships, or any in general, has always been a struggle. I try my best but I just went through a lot of fucked up shit as a child and there’s so much I have to work through. Everyone who I’ve thought really loved and cared abt me has ended up leaving me, with little to no explanation. I know I’m not always the most fun or enjoyable individual, but a lot of people aren’t. 

Until I met my best friend I never really had much in the way of friendships, at school I sat alone at lunch a lot, I spent all of my time alone in my room. After meeting her i was able to successfully make a few close and many casual friends. 

And now my best friend, who I love with my whole heart and soul, won’t talk to me anymore. We used to talk for hours, all the time. We used to do so many things together. I’ve never connected with anyone the way her and I do. I don’t even think she can stand being alone with me anymore. It’s like pulling teeth to get her talk to me. 

This all started after an incident abt a year ago where i got too drunk at a concert and ruined her night. I understand that I put her in a scary, stressful situation. I was probably annoying as shit too. After that she just kinda stopped talking to me. Said she needed time to process things. I didn’t think that was unreasonable and gave her space and time. But from then on I was just kinda out of her life. Occasionally she’ll respond to my texts(I don’t blow her phone up or anything but I try to reach out every now and then) and when her and our friends are all hanging out sometimes I’ll get invited too. Sometimes things will get brought up in conversation that I didn’t know abt, the kinda stuff I would have expected her to tell me, and it always hurts to hear that. 

I don’t even know if I’m allowed to call her my best friend anymore. I know she’s going through plenty of her own personal issues rn, and I’m always extremely understanding. But it’s at the point where I just can’t take it anymore. I feel like I’m an asshole for being upset abt it, and I tried talking to her abt it and she was basically like I’m sorry I’m just not capable of being a good friend right now I’m going through a lot. That made me feel like a jerk for even bringing it up. 
And I mean I really understand that, I’m no good at being a friend when I’m really depressed. But she won’t even give me the time of day. And we share a circle of friends so like i know that she still talks and hangs out with them, more than she will with me at least. 

I don’t want anyone to think she’s a bad or toxic person, she is really a wonderful, sweet, hilarious, genuine girl. I know she has a lot going on personally, but so do I. and I’m not mad at her. Just heartbroken that I can’t be enough for her,or really anybody for that matter. And confused as to what I did wrong. I don’t want a new best friend. I just want her back. 

I feel like I can never bring this up again with her bc she’s made her point and what else can I do. It just hurts so fucking much. Ive been crying myself to bed several nights a week for honestly almost an entire year over this. All I want is to be a part of her life again. Maybe I’m just not supposed to have friends like this. I always try to do the right thing and give everything the best I have, and it never means anything",1.5735482594936698,3.3186638115330536,3.3142455608298214,91.08809829905071,78.95780590717301,6.694101617440225,21.657898206751057,7.645422480735847,0.6889431962025316,2634,75,598,40,64,878,262,711,0.12,0.6679999999999999,0.212,0.9976,2,3,0,0,0,1,67.0,4,0,1,8,33,52,7,4,33,0,51,12,4,6,9,121,118,50,0,8,25,0,3,7,10,6,2,3,2,6,32,41,2,1,19,4,1,11,22,17,0,0,23,7,98,35,85,82,28,88,1,4,0,4,76,36,4,17,45,407,130,4,0.0962551627690848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04266219704530215,0.0,0.048192820741891775,0.14953697938580654,0.0,0.0,0.20023001566049875,0.0,0.0,0.03272840570657656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909185138662763,0.0673038478521531,0.0,0.0792097974875663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03700713934640596,0.04018452016567548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030415645635948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04914364157980065,0.0,0.04906927675669868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286588825379993,0.031038308497561458,0.0,0.04145221532447053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040204418650427176,0.0,0.0426267520837343,0.04972865688367658,0.0,0.12715125440983974,0.0,0.04054956304204147,0.04598796647512013,0.04325396686406453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300425366013308,0.10314706127238764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718324999206997,0.0889863469449898,0.07543402464226699,0.09233672299357272,0.08205604080415106,0.08073426373544271,0.0769840467428977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542432820264521,0.05703141566595243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047395973100765765,0.0,0.10304314254093357,0.0,0.0,0.10046538205453323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869796050373575,0.0,0.0,0.05096015961206458,0.0,0.0,0.06798786806715419,0.16458893672515806,0.04823648011660103,0.0,0.08518279007731164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045817431727042,0.08687404245156069,0.09107896236457834,0.03212553429097618,0.09758762720266173,0.0483506242873792,0.10485009042343167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613792984437996,0.03568599177426876,0.1484758309401547,0.046481918003132984,0.0,0.09032894975523714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211748064089102,0.0,0.03336560510441112,0.1680925907905206,0.0,0.0,0.09099224123490192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051889672760999185,0.0,0.0,0.048381512218639726,0.0,0.0,0.04814060539156927,0.0,0.1849905660725468,0.0,0.0,0.051671011162465495,0.0,0.08220138307552427,0.045780351001941465,0.0,0.0,0.04870768177009891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543704679931322,0.09880454135860882,0.0,0.05409741794283896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519881721676383,0.05387488709687248,0.03406494981528105,0.0,0.03843474866262685,0.04023681304791737,0.055129981869869414,0.050313397681350236,0.05509456626233721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03618595164977095,0.23209876125908235,0.04206562743910788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789530618299538,0.09251463253395556,0.0,0.03820792371631865,0.14031789868541916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070187433076574,0.0,0.0,0.15030752859488186,0.0,0.08313355570055446,0.0,0.0,0.11354757777295925,0.07640286789706208,0.0386050427757224,0.0,0.0,0.044614750113075835,0.0,0.0537327258808246,0.0,0.0,0.05219230902636434,0.0350374524446747,0.0,0.0,0.034188452967810694,0.052619955049698575,0.0,0.06198516897381522
lonely,Crymeariverandwardit,2019/09/23,Mind if I vent real quick I just want to feel wanted. Not romantically or anything but just like someone will miss me if they don't hear from me. Living in one of the most crowded cities in the world and not finding someone who cares about you enough to text first once in a while or maybe even call every now and again gets incredibly depressing. I just want a hug or something y'know. Why is it that people say they will keep in touch but never really do and for short moments if even. Sometimes those moments are what I need in a day but they're almost always never there. A homie just wants some love every now and then man.,3.6223199999999984,5.304578792000001,4.011400000000002,88.56670000000004,73.08,6.28,22.1,6.742157984588678,0.4371600000000001,499,12,101,4,10,156,88,125,0.055999999999999994,0.7959999999999999,0.149,0.9245,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,1,12,6,0,0,6,0,6,2,0,0,2,34,18,15,0,8,15,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,0,4,9,4,11,16,3,19,0,2,0,2,10,7,0,9,13,72,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299875055430013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544441629978804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395250395573374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621463636870776,0.0,0.16596311813291634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497840604759834,0.0,0.1402005361293007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819328717434595,0.0,0.2150267952898648,0.0,0.27429513398995675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230549660416615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487762313703241,0.13845896586092676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504483708492684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834627452837729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468465151020113,0.0,0.0,0.08945858490750654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952515578719019,0.0,0.1437360415808095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691358751384187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353247695486192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435947480397628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069789611714077,0.2510890061859316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733533604369734,0.11030265102480667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284983654795105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852771106558732,0.10427981688963832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944767589577835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758427061245993,0.12531453142457172,0.16099169981859193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840429553726317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688191371932974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,winenotbecauseofrum,2019/09/23,"Why does lonely = sucidal Hi all I am newer to reddit and I am now learning about how people post so I may be way off and this is just my opinion

I understand that all of us here have a lack of social confidence and we lack having people to turn to regardless of our want for social interaction but it is disconcerting that so many people are thinking that the only viable option is to end you life 

I don't know it just feels like we need to to probably start looking for a way out of what we are feeling right now - i don't mean to invalidate anyone's emotions but looking for ways of finding connections in our lives 

Any ways sorry about my rant",2.0944230769230785,4.314713628787878,4.013939393939396,84.36975524475527,79.37878787878788,6.78881118881119,23.03263403263403,7.882392219407189,1.3103745920745915,517,17,101,9,13,175,86,132,0.07400000000000001,0.861,0.064,-0.0772,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,6,1,0,0,10,2,0,0,3,0,13,1,0,1,2,30,25,8,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,15,1,20,23,4,14,0,1,2,0,11,4,0,3,6,75,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427511927107808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721751656811547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418714426250494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724846461501002,0.13581198233487107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506463154068284,0.10954471999103148,0.0,0.0,0.14014818238933344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427057170645408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830718604579394,0.0749132165477503,0.0,0.13540029066367545,0.0,0.25753065375479045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546069608722587,0.0,0.1670300683526679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369820705384505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662048225845716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189158509283913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685544715964358,0.0,0.1653243321596669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309498406566971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31261762459965764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164937174478315,0.1085334475745008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982528187520775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678774561346615,0.0,0.15963029803620846,0.18444677128972756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044274354034704,0.4868503668675598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138363722780365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jonjac22dew,2019/09/23,First post here feeling lonely Im a 15m and im just feeling like garbage. I have lots of friends or at least people I talk to at school. But none seem to actually know or care that much about me. Homecoming week is just making me feel that much worse. I don't know needed somewhere to just vent.,-0.2850716845878125,2.001127661290326,1.1805376344086014,98.86858422939068,94.96774193548387,4.0458781362007175,18.179211469534053,5.82211442006289,-0.4299519713261648,233,7,53,2,9,74,45,62,0.087,0.73,0.183,0.6369,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,16,12,4,0,1,6,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,5,3,7,12,5,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,4,3,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.20950544545656627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188896922814365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32565955064175617,0.15337382841810618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261431076892493,0.0,0.0,0.16586814982303208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638018125326404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23597486408581944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488617636690988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252086751353985,0.0,0.0,0.14330654087679312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315642160616024,0.15918913573881455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883828572206245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056126681119042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172766785877605,0.0,0.1954447564697541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255884533345886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221052544932786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187863809283349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,y33t4w4y_1,2019/09/23,"Starting to get anxious about being alone First off this is a throwaway to keep this away from my other account and people that know about my account. 

I (23M) just moved to a new area away from everyone I knew. The girl I been trying to make a relationship with has chosen to stay where shes at essentially ending our relationship. I dont know anybody in this area. All my friends from back home havent been able to play games or even respond to my messages due to school and work. I really like my job, its exactly what I wanted to do after school but work is only a part of my days so I have to go home to something.

Im normally an outgoing person who really likes to play videogames, see movies and go to concerts. But since I have no one to go with it feels way too awkward to go out and do anything. Im not depressed just really lonely and thought it couldnt hurt to come here and maybe get some tips or advice on ways to get out and meet people without feeling uncomfortably awkward and out of place.",5.471323529411767,5.430538583333334,6.021372549019611,82.17117647058826,67.57843137254902,8.95686274509804,30.235294117647058,8.59863814320734,2.0985764705882346,797,27,164,11,12,259,123,204,0.071,0.8059999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.9177,1,3,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,3,10,10,0,2,6,0,14,0,0,1,2,36,33,13,0,3,8,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,10,14,0,1,6,4,2,6,6,5,0,2,4,4,16,5,37,27,3,30,0,3,1,0,12,13,0,3,10,109,26,5,0.11811702355648587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154225883843398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233361417404068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343861594475634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720024616433676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194966361193846,0.09082470018619138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174735699788524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617570861637847,0.0,0.1017340193106312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384322719185127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461662388104236,0.0,0.0,0.07801518007087864,0.0,0.0,0.11286587780206388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944703225923528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047027989703744,0.0,0.0,0.09125691939779558,0.0,0.18513380912369956,0.0,0.26851450598010784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369620106011764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644671667160598,0.0,0.25517330884802264,0.0,0.11721292012408692,0.10498783768641046,0.0,0.0,0.1298280542392303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154120227767679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884403041767372,0.0,0.11866442616951108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553970314820562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407815738461514,0.0,0.0,0.1157296044666543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800391520544713,0.08983331897163686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127909226091756,0.0,0.16377494362764372,0.10313522898353852,0.12340714968957915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22700636954859124,0.0,0.0,0.2536269584751921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390814676121832,0.09412397511192676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770762247356744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909322554094406,0.0,0.0,0.08360383721826453,0.12589703114115086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377172290428687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801937055897968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696684808001705,0.1875115908084847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386059569263735,0.0,0.1719811998321654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HS_SirSalty,2019/09/23,"Feeling extra lonely tonight. Wrote a rant/poem that I wanted to share with someone but had no one to share it with. I'm really fucking lonely.

I miss looking forward to waking up knowing I will see my mates and have a good day.

I miss physical touch: a hug of greetings, shoulders rubbing whilst sitting, leaning against each other at sleepovers, laying hands on each other whilst praying. 

I miss making others laugh. Watching as the smile spreads from one face to the next until it reaches my own.

I miss people saying my name and seeing their lips move as they say it. Damn I miss people saying my name in greetings or calling me out from a crowd. 

Fuck. 

I wake up, a sense of dread fills me and I return to my mediocre dream which seems like bliss next to reality. 

I cling to my pillow. I hug it tighter, maybe if I hug it tightly enough it will hug me back. A stranger bumps into me whilst getting groceries, it fills me with a warmth I didn't expect. 

I make a funny comment on twitter. People like it and seem to find it funny. There is no gratification, the smile never spreads back. 

An old friend from another country senses I'm down and sends a message. At one point it says my name and my heart twists inside me. But then that moment passes and I feel just as empty. 

Fuck. I really am lonely.",2.582716535433072,4.922211240157483,3.470825196850395,88.27456850393703,78.33070866141733,5.0088818897637815,23.939527559055122,5.927762680638738,0.5962323149606297,1021,35,192,6,25,325,147,254,0.168,0.5920000000000001,0.239,0.9759,0,6,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,1,4,24,4,1,13,0,7,14,7,2,1,35,30,16,0,3,5,0,6,2,2,2,0,4,1,0,16,14,0,1,6,1,0,6,4,13,0,3,3,14,32,11,31,25,5,33,1,8,4,7,19,12,4,4,18,126,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691574554918484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080305741948296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332823958074422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842079035763778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491540443231334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204188523698912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934011019379295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087932241006553,0.3621341216329421,0.06821829088993027,0.0,0.0,0.10951729370945164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472801784930235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175875663948372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758141226468614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964728929554544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431516244686324,0.0,0.13117675881626015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877698559981932,0.0,0.0,0.10070489550206488,0.0,0.2777288332957402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370129679215026,0.0,0.26543616019958416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271565796598145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343240091046068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729506755176893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153432242084337,0.0,0.0,0.2080973781383729,0.23773502775915445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063292382747496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701453416177483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PiAsInfiniteAsItGets,2019/09/23,"Today I'm celebrating 2,500 days porn free, and I wanted to tell someone. I have nobody to tell, so I'd thought I'd tell you. This means a big deal to me, it's one of the biggest achievements of my 20-year-old life.",3.438405797101449,3.743829217391305,4.498695652173911,90.1194927536232,72.04347826086956,7.0028985507246375,28.3768115942029,6.42735559955562,1.0287333333333333,168,6,39,1,3,55,36,46,0.0,0.8370000000000001,0.163,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,18,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872858901597532,0.2697272564452311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847957830897337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849898830139692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27453485685364265,0.0,0.1772860855183744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216767826216044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6860239143924355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077036207817497,0.0,0.0,0.2479930068537203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431513113317974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848002689467345
lonely,Soolking10,2019/09/23,"Introvert with PTSD and anxiety disorder. I'm a 31 years young male. I lost my 2 best friends and have lost myself ever since. Since my first best friend passed away my life slowly but surely crumbled in. I've became a loner more than i already was. And the laughing stock of my community.  My family is very harsh towards my changing behavior. Instead of understanding i receive mean words like autist and that i feel like I'm too good and arrogant which couldn't be more wrong. 

I live on my own and stay away from people as much as i can. 

Sometimes i manage to get by. But tonight is one of those long difficult nights. We suffer in silence.  I know I'm not the only one.  

I'm not asking for pitty. Just wanted to vent if y'all don't mind. I feel like people miss out on who i really am. Even my siblings.  

Life is unimaginably indescribable.",1.6919224708477785,4.211547760479046,3.241487551213364,87.47775606681375,83.37125748502993,6.390040970690197,21.963126378821308,7.669130373188453,1.1285520958083834,664,22,131,12,19,218,114,167,0.149,0.6659999999999999,0.185,0.8324,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,5,5,16,0,0,4,0,10,2,0,0,2,26,25,11,0,3,6,0,2,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,6,0,3,3,2,21,10,20,20,6,18,0,4,0,0,8,8,0,1,10,84,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256322918987433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576150685986654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924586394964915,0.0,0.25978241223169235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29017143424851066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625104717529402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844742914815785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131336961581484,0.12505579112162055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033057890836167,0.0,0.13980754766303607,0.19753284174750035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759608572725845,0.0,0.0,0.21362449726837324,0.0,0.07223035280030254,0.0,0.0,0.1159582372875852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597904082563363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530130017268246,0.2026271172677399,0.0,0.122078016130869,0.12234763441915344,0.0,0.0,0.30183422552644273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059568394388587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959392783959795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163026770094566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973903897829006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736468130038966,0.10514598635316696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916914368164432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616078224630442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856702207998596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22872503113126186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673360634702547,0.0,0.0,0.1473569903662492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130299771536681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392399014153415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407141389230215,0.08154392173546926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115558008207447,0.0,0.08902900205704486
lonely,4n0n0m7s,2019/09/23,No one even here replies to me or comments on my posts I must be the loneliest person on this earth if I can’t even get any engagements on a online lonely subreddit :(,5.355882352941176,5.2864245882352945,5.963529411764708,82.58588235294121,67.82352941176471,9.15294117647059,31.70588235294117,8.841846274778883,2.4162235294117647,132,5,27,2,2,43,30,34,0.285,0.674,0.040999999999999995,-0.8555,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,4,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31640719062677825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6146277266479231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430902381732857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31528660207778136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062656220871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456108013957461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thtspecificframe,2019/09/23,Looking for my long lost friend - Lynn Hi Lynn it’s me frame from the chat toom. I’m still lonely u would help me me. I miss you Lynn. Please contact me,-2.373766233766233,-1.2301492424242415,-0.8787012987012979,109.75909090909092,117.1818181818182,1.885714285714286,10.774891774891772,3.1291,-2.2734380952380957,117,2,30,0,7,36,27,33,0.17,0.612,0.218,0.4215,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,1,2,3,0,2,0,3,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,13,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313497465695926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719795724663701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590943343553956,0.3407452240296942,0.0,0.4429466937209796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454144197647965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240490355997153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882478902129003,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Geomaster53,2019/09/23,I just want my friend back... I just want my friend back. She was the only friend I ever had and she doesn’t do anything with me anymore. She left me multiple times last year and she would never tell me why. She came back to me last march but all she does is do stuff with her friends and do nothing with me. I can’t find anyone else to be my friend :( help me,0.2650974025974051,2.201022441558443,1.3429707792207817,102.57731331168831,84.32467532467533,4.36948051948052,16.118506493506494,5.148860815047168,-1.1024532467532464,276,5,69,1,8,86,45,77,0.044000000000000004,0.72,0.23600000000000002,0.9294,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,0,3,17,13,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,20,5,5,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,14,1,0,0,10,49,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721976526452744,0.11084828753827927,0.16243334276917532,0.1304571831767823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657007574589968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131678317770533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873120388589644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324319812638867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340001150780882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489410421654855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6124017746775584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625972524830726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584472095797664,0.0,0.0,0.1722439700747565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226857843769405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211439452515355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056967148670705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147961870649465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856273941696165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244047273146153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870109206519827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430492163832278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261559586874592,0.0,0.0,0.10208851429433527
lonely,hazendred,2019/09/23,"New here....but not to loneliness Its the feeling of being surrounded but all alone,it's when everyone you know and hold dear leaves you in a place of wanting and silence and when this happens remember you are not alone...",5.307142857142857,6.725194476190481,5.3223809523809535,81.83928571428571,68.52380952380952,9.40952380952381,33.04761904761905,9.725611199111238,3.20984761904762,176,8,33,4,3,55,33,42,0.0,0.847,0.153,0.6504,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,12,6,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36386047583982506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357003083773279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763741506757086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31067018372845445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930757049556261,0.0,0.0,0.3719960373978081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33930602728570963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670535241786001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979758803199861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072170167303613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Starfire911,2019/09/23,"I just realized how lonely I really am I was hanging out with my only two friends today and they were treating me like a third wheel. They were holding hands and snuggling next to each other and I was just the third wheel trailing behind them, just completely ignoring me.... Everywhere i look I see someone has someone and I don’t. I just want someone to hold my hand and tell me everything will be ok. I’ve tried reaching out to people but I’m just too damn shy and scared of people, having PTSD and anxiety about everything, I shutter myself in all the time and wonder why I’m so damn lonely. Sorry just a rant.",2.5295179063360886,4.881511917355373,3.8482851239669422,85.43182162534437,78.58677685950413,6.677961432506888,24.959366391184567,7.793537801064563,1.5604374655647386,486,18,91,8,12,159,78,121,0.215,0.706,0.079,-0.9606,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,10,10,2,1,4,1,10,2,2,1,1,27,16,11,0,1,7,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,3,4,4,18,4,10,10,2,7,0,2,2,0,5,3,2,1,4,66,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472987996931511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018830608883217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34609970442103444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876221494450406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406929497946803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169194269527168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047771307735552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644153664428491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669772717207031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250784711432988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335126864317827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277427793805865,0.0,0.153435937893054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894362412783107,0.0,0.0,0.21554187802639854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829556082931382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227636857592192,0.0,0.1825131221868157,0.0,0.0,0.1307275475314128,0.0,0.1880915539565024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356988142975134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374474695512687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881024373840001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,The_Boss69,2019/09/23,You ever start to fall asleep and it feels like someone is hugging you so you open your eyes to see what's up and there's no one there? No? Just me?,-0.8913636363636357,1.1032488787878805,0.5002272727272725,106.17034090909092,90.51515151515152,3.3000000000000003,14.31060606060606,3.1291,-1.6822666666666666,115,2,30,0,4,36,26,33,0.11800000000000001,0.725,0.157,0.3485,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,6,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,5,2,3,4,0,5,0,0,2,1,4,2,0,0,3,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44477984698913386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486233508251361,0.3512777230857578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402246693412379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33319542234916705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918292090258211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166242883339807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348034869647204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,newlifenow00,2019/09/23,"Wife cheated then left me 39 m here. Truth be told, I'm happier without her but still lonely. Anyone want to chat?",0.6289855072463766,3.0924524782608662,2.27826086956522,92.38376811594203,89.43478260869566,4.8057971014492775,20.71014492753623,6.42735559955562,0.3807797101449277,89,3,18,1,3,29,23,23,0.20199999999999999,0.599,0.19899999999999998,-0.2732,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297141081079421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123332821046753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765751670985785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505799247422108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27812851365845626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454551009015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pxland,2019/09/23,"Why do We take so much sh.... Hey.

Maybe you do too. Are you the one that keeps everything together because someone has to? 

Are you the one that doesn’t “rock the boat?”

People hurt you and they don’t care, but if you say the wrong thing you brood. 

He/she can seek support from him/her, but you cannot. 

It’s whatever. 

45 m don’t write me off for my age.",-1.4284808612440223,0.5736714868421089,0.4571770334928225,104.09069377990431,97.28947368421049,4.342583732057416,14.803827751196172,6.1124844417494595,-0.9008526315789468,267,6,69,3,11,86,57,76,0.08800000000000001,0.838,0.07400000000000001,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,7,1,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,7,14,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,11,2,4,14,1,2,0,1,0,0,12,1,0,1,1,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483676329514596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27569656315087626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430231459532679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28947482144133124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403489498799269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716588020712976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877925260059126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664677084412804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746521780514544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503741164800627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229113814274938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068531064482837,0.0,0.0,0.20331138267334886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964548638353064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439990237409934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29564610932185903,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kaiju1964,2019/09/23,"How I was the 9th wheel for one night. So I (23M) feel like telling the story about how I was once the 9th wheel. I do want to clarify a few things though. First, I'm not looking for people to feel bad for me as this happened years ago and I laugh about it now. Second, I'm currently don't feel as lonely as I did when I was 19 when this happened, but I do consider it one of my loneliest times in my life. Third, I hope that this helps people who feel lonely know that it does eventually get better.

So this was either my first or second semester in college and break was coming up. I had a group of friends back then and I talked to one of my friends who lived in the dorms to about having a movie night with pizza before break starts since some of the people in the group lived hours away making it hard to hang out. Since I considered myself the host I offered to buy the pizza and bring the movies. When getting the other people in the group to come most were able to go. Now this wasn't anything really new as we've done stuff like this before, but the only difference is that most of the people in our group were in a relationship with either someone else in the group or someone outside of the group. I was not one of those people.

Now, I obviously invited the other single people in the minority of the group with them saying they'll try to go but might not be able to. For a week leading up to the movie night I was thinking to myself ""man, wouldn't it suck if I was the only single person at the movie night"" well let's just say welcome to self fulfilling prophecy. None of my other friends who were single were able to come so movie night was 9 people with 8 of them with their SO. In other words I pretty much created a quadruple date for my friends. Congratulations past me, you played yourself.

Now I'm someone who doesn't like to ask people to give me money and I already offered to pay for the pizza so not only did I set up a quadruple date, I was paying for it *epic facepalms*. Now because the pizza place we were ordering from was too far away to get delivered I went to grab the pizza alone which was kind of a good thing. On the way to the pizza place I remember crying almost the entire 25 to 30 minute drive there as I felt completely distraught. I kept asking myself all the questions like ""why can't I get a gf?"" And so on but in an ugly crying tone. I still ended up having to wait for the pizza to be made when I got there which was definitely a good thing because it gave me time to collect myself. On my way back I did eat a couple of slices, because I paid for the pizza, but I was wondering if I was even missed or if my friends knew how lonely I felt.

When I got back I tried my best to act happy and like I was having a good time. I couldn't really leave early because I was the host. I don't remember much specifics after that other than a few things. During one of the movies all the couples were cuddling with each other during one if the movies and I had to just try my best to ignore it and focus on the film. One of my friends there jokingly asked if I wanted to cuddle with him and his boyfriend. I probably answered with something like ""nah, I'm good."" In a positive manner or as close to positive as I could produce. As the night ended I was left to clean up with my friends helping out but I left the dorms feeling sad and tired.

Afterwards, the one friend whose dorm building we were having it in mentioned that he and his gf at the time noticed how I was kind of left out socially. Now, like I said I laugh about it now even though I still don't have a gf I learned to get over it and try to enjoy life as is with the close friends I have. If there's a moral of the story I guess it would be either don't let your relationship status stop you from enjoying yourself or don't set up a quadruple date for your friends without you having a date yourself. If you made it this far thanks for reading, it feels good to get this stuff out.

TL;DR: In college I set up a quadruple date for my friends where I was the host and paid for it.",5.045035714285717,4.82370495595238,5.6350000000000025,85.19571428571429,68.48809523809524,8.333333333333334,27.73809523809524,7.6729893032291185,1.4168809523809522,3193,89,684,31,49,1035,298,840,0.052000000000000005,0.7440000000000001,0.204,0.9993,1,7,1,0,0,0,64.0,3,6,4,7,44,48,1,1,62,0,63,14,0,9,3,111,118,59,0,14,28,0,10,7,14,4,3,3,4,3,48,36,9,4,17,4,6,11,16,9,1,13,47,14,91,39,124,60,19,112,1,5,1,2,66,44,1,21,56,496,139,11,0.14275841625014574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04218224081860255,0.0,0.047650644154672725,0.04928488851648813,0.05251248741497901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03915933758949705,0.0,0.13345984822425014,0.0,0.08941748759113867,0.10977241014521844,0.039732438181947084,0.11603227401383305,0.0,0.08098459838312387,0.0,0.099877433573441,0.042086072677870304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297373490545165,0.04989316111524922,0.0,0.0,0.03799365967256238,0.1053063148482086,0.10454227788799184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971738680045554,0.0,0.0,0.041642950697497655,0.04869714149578749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048692499833862216,0.039752112805708964,0.0,0.08429438923652198,0.0,0.0,0.06286039169768774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443658893330804,0.03399554703119481,0.0913803114062376,0.0,0.0,0.08095349062280215,0.0,0.0,0.4044142603134324,0.0,0.1491707607087196,0.045648960384992464,0.054088598549300884,0.19956497737239867,0.07611796446983635,0.0,0.052421496741898485,0.0,0.0841605306820627,0.05065632956008125,0.04262783344983872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379197146280588,0.0,0.0,0.04726377294340769,0.04686276117110252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910728151170674,0.02615209737198634,0.0,0.0,0.050386850040280366,0.15510743696127186,0.09732010186292953,0.06722299417694617,0.1627372860719293,0.0,0.08403886466953911,0.0,0.039960371674746614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005431013999181,0.0317641171280806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048137323865106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996257462517141,0.0,0.0,0.04595898933279624,0.0,0.2679382058608564,0.0,0.0,0.05417713436573432,0.0,0.050677684725240486,0.2579647932478682,0.1085742084988464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045426353920755225,0.2969121326007477,0.04155038087360613,0.09943477360091107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841221063448831,0.051305906024452536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330736599951814,0.0,0.047599016235009034,0.0,0.060969797992006726,0.0,0.0,0.10217940880453703,0.10781163768090107,0.0,0.04526531506742214,0.07568481500358855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04964272086753492,0.0,0.0,0.07872749143125925,0.0,0.0,0.04850807579191474,0.12095874282017754,0.03663413445818151,0.0,0.0,0.03368171393179638,0.0,0.07600470375062024,0.03978414276128425,0.0,0.0,0.10894948796971428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03824793579639006,0.04159238271151014,0.04381092316167366,0.0,0.0,0.12645646447254624,0.030491276266963588,0.09350627942779932,0.0,0.11099144073097664,0.05469326628938153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923145830039234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613507509824085,0.07554332397470002,0.038170730153647706,0.0,0.04278565360181365,0.04411282736641845,0.04293908867151423,0.0,0.0,0.045871339639725534,0.05160513758565224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033803827655014385,0.0,0.0,0.03064391318218767
lonely,vietguy3561,2019/09/23,"Girl stopped talking to me There's that rare occasion that a girl shows interest in me, me and her were talking about flirting for a week and then she just went from replying super fast to super slow. I think this is a sign she lost interest in me, now im just back to being a lonely ugly fuck",1.5667759562841541,3.6516837377049214,3.2700819672131125,89.72566939890713,80.47540983606557,6.689617486338799,23.281420765027317,7.793537801064563,1.1679814207650263,232,8,49,4,6,77,43,61,0.185,0.602,0.213,0.4767,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,6,8,1,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,8,5,8,3,0,10,0,2,0,1,7,2,1,0,7,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563014959516981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081477553261989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600413799914544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36385672155688026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27866934755419226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5358178698296322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135771559637115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673681454294272,0.0,0.0,0.30898976244709525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Budl2882,2019/09/23,"I'm not sure I can keep trying. I have had many ""friends"" but I can never find anyone genuine who actually cares about me. Whenever someone approaches me they only want the fake me, and when I approach others they either avoid me or try to use me.

I'm not sure I can keep trying with people, I think it might be better to just accept that I'll never have a real friend and just keep faking happiness to make the fake friends happy. 

I thought I knew one person I could trust, but now I'm not sure. He put me in a situation he knew I am uncomfortable with, without asking me, so he wouldn't have to do it. Now I'm not sure I can trust anyone.

Sorry for the rant, I needed to get this out of my system.",5.155663265306124,4.30845350340136,6.5068622448979605,81.13947704081636,68.38775510204081,8.982653061224491,27.218537414965983,8.07648339933343,1.5314496598639462,543,13,117,6,8,186,86,147,0.198,0.6,0.20199999999999999,0.6906,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,7,18,0,1,5,0,14,0,0,2,6,40,32,7,0,4,11,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,4,6,0,0,3,8,4,0,1,4,0,22,14,13,24,1,11,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,2,5,79,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.12689612048098936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184802022174204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156585965030388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500604127303728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258009930605982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038229541126562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885030693181935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013958612584013,0.0,0.06793830504652948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27685091800882605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467452108833437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679986354142477,0.13183582641459438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794736654666848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641985058648538,0.2005831521442608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811558008254901,0.09889803688249134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090150406334361,0.11354218898578818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307218308174664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800913604324226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616561557704014,0.0,0.0,0.11017885715295643,0.0,0.0,0.14556436029864706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4902285691793024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833216490325998,0.0,0.10323384927201627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264857186975384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230912496525353,0.0,0.0,0.07669844621790954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534980919304786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThisGoldAintFree,2019/02/20,"Today I realized it has been over a year since a friend texted me. I don’t want to take too much of your time but would like to share a realization I had today and hear what you wonderful internet people think of it.

My life has been quite busy lately with college graduation last year, a new job, moving to a new city, etc. In general, I feel pretty positive about the way things are going and am happy with where I’m at. Sometimes I do have moments of sadness and loneliness though and think back to old friends from high school, or college... I can easily look on Facebook or Instagram to see what they’re up to but I never really talk to them anymore, and they never talk to me anymore either.

Today something happened though. I was reading a random Reddit thread about friends who aren’t really your friends.. one thing someone mentioned was how they didn’t use their phone for a month and when they turned their phone back on they saw nobody texted them. It made me decide to take a look through my texts. I have plenty of texts from my family, everyone in it actually. Which I appreciate more now. Because I looked all the way back through my messages and the last time that a friend messaged me was January 2018.

It’s pretty insane to consider. Obviously part of the reason I’m not getting messages from people anymore is because I’m not messaging them, but this is after years of disconnecting from “friends” and practically getting used to the lonely silence. I realized years back how so many people I thought were friends weren’t really my friends since they weren’t there for me when I had a very difficult time but now I realize that I straight up don’t have any friends (except my girlfriend), none at all. 

I could always message someone I had a friendship with in the past and I’m sure they’d be happy to talk but for an entire year now, no one outside of my family even cared enough to ask how I was doing, or congratulate me on the new job. It really makes you wonder. At least I don’t feel crazy anymore for feeling lonely. I actually don’t have other people outside of family and my relationship who care for me. All I can do from here is use this as a learning experience and try to build stronger friendships in the future, and not count on flaky friendships to get me through life.

For now I have a lot of plans ahead. Going to continue going strong with work, try and work each day to be healthier, enjoy the time I have and play games and explore, and if I can just continue working on it, complete the novel I’ve had in mind for years and am slowly making my way through.

I am interested in hearing from you all and hope that you have a really nice night if you’re reading this. :)",7.178209541881273,6.592888804554082,7.2672451883979425,76.48305265654652,64.18026565464896,10.412821902954732,34.19144754676064,9.784248007369934,3.110462781241529,2148,81,411,38,28,693,235,527,0.046,0.72,0.23399999999999999,0.9989,5,4,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,6,11,7,24,26,0,0,25,0,46,2,0,10,8,79,86,37,0,6,16,0,3,1,10,1,2,2,0,0,21,23,0,0,15,5,0,5,15,4,0,2,17,10,60,22,70,64,14,70,0,3,5,0,46,20,0,10,43,293,81,12,0.0,0.0,0.11859048019184586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05055910147594636,0.0,0.0,0.04132044788106133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410394986076558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056804548540252076,0.0,0.0,0.18688983341257812,0.0,0.07408026866304686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390242964869602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370811588895874,0.0,0.0,0.04851375257370625,0.0,0.0,0.03918665700028516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278369907105615,0.06776602670356473,0.04013292633284002,0.0,0.0,0.058060981916676586,0.0,0.05943718913518384,0.17184386725357825,0.0,0.09216973431288006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225032228604277,0.0,0.09523738221880924,0.0,0.10359784670760323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373190154843064,0.1293651972328762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696705717757213,0.0,0.0,0.06419870642486179,0.0,0.0603506744556169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059441468502045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905876927884924,0.068542521439193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583641941497963,0.02968539073944302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307508680839202,0.0,0.0,0.05165793489589834,0.0,0.05749475778299934,0.08111861465068487,0.061603435557109176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613526019910242,0.0,0.04849988845081535,0.06458070921218341,0.04466728217334843,0.0,0.09372726384785572,0.17605382499957334,0.0,0.05702130274806321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375981292137456,0.0,0.08234821454559774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579965005999129,0.05800449110272561,0.16849971356348178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363420783935855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462818582507274,0.12155748702695668,0.0,0.19462942762981145,0.06247376472931007,0.0,0.06523597094347205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149469192091656,0.048419686474979635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052640553610304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029673998482512,0.04677778740381715,0.06009546875596099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726774900837546,0.0,0.09137137583640444,0.14651530621208464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080735544846673,0.07786805720851629,0.11939730321699102,0.048238479280598386,0.14172394393768678,0.0,0.17278666801023265,0.0,0.0,0.08250722682095396,0.06609193447101096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743735516584326,0.0,0.05013526134983178,0.035839179056356585,0.14469085734917675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178824561459024,0.13270703503908474,0.0,0.0,0.043163794828743184,0.0,0.0,0.23477357561599566
lonely,oli_heath98,2019/02/20,"Fun preposition Open invite to listen to some Elliott Smith, smoke a few fags, down a few cans and miserably wallow over here in the U.K. w/ me. Somehow doubt there'll be many plus 1s.",3.671666666666667,5.579651722222224,3.84,88.90500000000002,73.44444444444444,7.022222222222222,23.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.0133444444444444,146,4,29,2,3,45,33,36,0.142,0.7340000000000001,0.124,-0.1779,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,2,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,3,0,18,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,windowskeleton314,2019/02/20,"Loneliness hits you the hardest when you're happy... But you don't have anyone to share it with. 

There are so many books and movies that I want to share with my friends, but I don't. The first three times I recommended something to them, it was something I hadn't watched or read yet, and when we ended up watching those movies, we were hugely disappointed. Now my friends don't trust my recommendations anymore. I have to watch them alone, and every time I come across a good one (pretty infrequently), I really want someone to enjoy it with, but there's no one. So now I can't enjoy it by myself either, because my happiness stems out of the environment around the people I hang out with.

I guess there are very few things that can make an individual happy when they are alone. Oh well.
 
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lonely,plptpw,2019/02/20,If anyone wants to speak right now Hi! I’m really need to speak to someone right now. I’m going through hard times and trying not to give up on this shit live. My English is not perfect so please don’t get mad at me. My discord yulia#3517,0.4462666666666699,2.7569621600000005,2.056000000000001,95.16466666666668,87.4,4.933333333333334,20.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.16733333333333356,188,6,41,2,6,61,40,50,0.252,0.6970000000000001,0.051,-0.8968,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,9,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,8,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,3,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053865522391808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346457136531544,0.2817776662988741,0.16693654076741346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631291343235401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25937365238195825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178010038847535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224331535902461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817435542901767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5016966844529077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015150655248758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24888096744419036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127941624825224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942698817877386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325269102836505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AreWeStrangersNow,2019/02/20,"Spiritual & Social Exhaustion (NOT LOOKING FOR ADVICE, just needed to put this into words.) Hey, just wanted to say before i start this post thanks for taking the time to read this and that whatever youre personally dealing with probably by being on this sub. That i hope it gets better for you. 

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**Before i start this like i say i am NOT looking for advice. I know im the only one that can fix this but i just feel very overwhelmed atm and have for a really long time (many years).**

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Anybody else deal with long term chronic loneliness and isolation? Im 43 and ive been isolated due to an anxiety disorder for the past id say 20 years. thats longer than a lot of people on reddit have been alive i realize so its not something you can relate to. But think of it in terms of your entire life. Imagine never having a friend, never having anybody call/text etc to even say hey you still alive? Im married but outside of the house i have nobody at all. I try to find penpals and people to play online video games with etc. But thats always temporary. People come and go like the wind. My life feels like a revolving door. 

Over time you start to think whats the point? Its just one big failed experiment after another. It doesnt feel like even talking to people sometimes. I feel like im talking to a computer AI and its just having fun with me. some long never ending practical joke.

Ive just been alone so long like this and unable to connect to people that it feels so exhausting even the idea of talking to people online anymore.People all dissapear, turn out to be crazy, dont give a shit or are so high maintenance its not worth it.  Then my anxiety issues are so bad in person i cant seem to find people that way either. 

I did call and schedule a therapy appointment to start seeing somebody this coming  Tuesday but who knows if it will help. Ive been in and out of therapy my entire life and nothings really helped so far. Im not without hope but working on something for 20 and 30 years with very little to show for it can wear you down. Im a strong person but not invincible. 

Also the fact im a really sensitive person doesnt help either. I read into things a lot of times and over think due to the anxiety. Then the chronic cycle of loneliness causes things to become distorted too so i cant even read people correctly. 

I watched  an interview of this famous writer director the other day. He was saying he felt so out of touch and alienated. The interviewer mentioned how all his movies now were in the past etc. He admitted he felt more comfortable there instead of our ""grim"" present. It was a nice escape.How he avoids new technology and still writes on his old typewriter because thats what hes used to.What feels ""normal"" for him.  I kinda feel like that too. The being unable to connect to the world now. I feel seperate and  out of synch. Out of touch. I have to look up just about everything people are talking about  Because i dont even know who half the famous people or acronyms or sayings or memes oe etc etc are anymore. Part of it is getting older and its normal but part of it is just this isolation.  

Because of this i have just grown to kind of hate and despise society now a days.  I really dont want to. Im a loving, kind caring, open heart and open minded person. I care about people deeply. In todays world though thats almost viewed as some kind of weakness. To me, people just dont seem like people anymore. I start to kind of dissassociate i guess you call it where people just seem like bags of meat walking around. No soul no heart. Just automatons on repeat. Clones of the next clone of the next clone. I really hate that. 

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I just want to find a new normal that doesnt involve sitting in a room everyday waiting to die. Im not even really depressed. Just this constant loneliness is a lot to carry around all the time. Its heavy this vicious cycle. The darkness is kinda blinding. Spiritual fog it feels like.

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I used to write poetry sometimes to get bad feelings out. Cant do that anymore the words dont really come because it feels pointless. I used to at least play video games online and i met a group of friends that way and we gamed together for many years. Now i dont see them. Havent had a real life friend besides my wife probably since a little after highschool. I really hope this therapy helps because im at the end of my rope. IVe been in and out of therapy for years nothings really helped.  Im tired of pretending things will get better and trying and trying and nothing really changing. 

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Like i say im not depressed but it does get very lonely feeling like I dont even exist anymore. 

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As i said im not looking for any advice or anything at all really. Just needed to write this down. Thanks for listening and have a good day. ",2.4106335123523093,4.8583073063157896,3.729349087003225,85.59087218045114,79.62105263157895,6.572287862513425,23.062298603651985,7.745696148679241,1.2946373791621912,3831,127,723,64,98,1251,357,950,0.121,0.7390000000000001,0.14,0.9703,0,6,2,0,0,0,119.0,2,8,1,5,49,54,5,2,44,0,56,16,4,5,10,164,126,56,1,12,42,1,16,12,3,2,11,9,2,5,57,48,0,2,30,13,2,7,29,17,0,3,14,34,61,37,120,107,23,112,1,6,9,1,71,44,1,21,69,458,118,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476240250794702,0.0,0.0,0.02895289516737718,0.02994587451791716,0.0,0.02312227639626965,0.02405851561928369,0.2192958821235862,0.21079987025675084,0.01966230830299193,0.030318536730889988,0.06635670681267462,0.0,0.1146984889530822,0.0,0.0,0.0237935124732508,0.05147864824137239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04828346553688302,0.08812761939403536,0.03193291133140898,0.049206860237770766,0.0,0.0,0.051143638113001495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857236498503866,0.0,0.05895889072293992,0.02970233576878416,0.030586862040195013,0.0747197801461248,0.0,0.031245439207020283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055940835892271536,0.05961751266327764,0.04980665693642193,0.0,0.030007856951630142,0.0,0.03313760653056695,0.0,0.02530257475830312,0.0,0.237206497205504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024153687220041083,0.0,0.0512179144282099,0.0,0.16123209909892794,0.13368058861565918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025985770264322312,0.02828314786914185,0.0,0.0,0.1754356329806707,0.12393572344880514,0.05552337483453795,0.0,0.07927979721833779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701596145006145,0.0,0.07553107751664294,0.02773665682747826,0.016432322703392985,0.02425144075781169,0.0,0.0,0.03185170162146396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709258780827847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852575025093313,0.09690122216856843,0.03054891278072175,0.0,0.08615348779777263,0.0,0.033362529146668096,0.0,0.03264004925691807,0.4060128657311407,0.030178392028078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043668172115572,0.04767064204800956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169040892394612,0.16950928697398754,0.057958248990611014,0.0,0.10235086277194276,0.09712090759511062,0.0,0.0,0.07374418436673655,0.026095744191208102,0.0,0.0,0.05862790964579759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029194595833293983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287828613800828,0.06690008649508399,0.05585006556603158,0.061500098470991776,0.0,0.08498786462164439,0.08323042829900779,0.0,0.030340065591974275,0.0,0.039185344439080616,0.02199017265708737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262144154064282,0.05520279888072932,0.3006767974709129,0.12623164313300714,0.0,0.0,0.02733279335970443,0.0,0.02769133325582817,0.0,0.06234772036959391,0.0,0.0,0.02906625571488529,0.0,0.0,0.0867645769477405,0.032910121970211134,0.2037514309669823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027503551003661617,0.16095334988692342,0.0,0.0,0.04608095275954713,0.07896584292504684,0.0,0.0,0.029679498771587057,0.02391771241120056,0.0,0.0,0.029473877176050118,0.0,0.04451835954504377,0.057192779598795276,0.0,0.10232633260522876,0.0,0.04618103824108484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021739504941176668,0.0929589511434012,0.0,0.053239702756948656,0.13226134866415465,0.0,0.05762693491445312,0.05558019671746844,0.028407564617351236,0.0,0.08429905841170562,0.03323204614186991,0.027406807938796598,0.0,0.0,0.0588915154906404,0.03144980411758254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749164632626663,0.0,0.07157049471116342,0.05116215027198645,0.04590070036692714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027871776160362557,0.0,0.021049518827621308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079987025675084,0.09309737797060648
lonely,Whatsthepointofit1,2019/02/20,"There's this girl... I don't really know what I'm hoping this post will achieve, but I'll go for it anyway.

From the outside my life might look great. I have great friends and I have a job that I like. But everything just feels out of place. I have a crohnic condition that affects my mental health and also the medication for the condition affects my mental health more.

And here is where I think the pinnacle of it all is... There's this girl. Absolutely brilliant, great looking and has a great personality, a person anyone would like to be with. And then there's me... Someone with a crohnic condition and mental health problems, not to mention bad looks, that make it difficult for anyone to love me or even like me. I'm sure she doesn't even think about me. Why would anyone with a life like her want to be with a person like me? In what world would this ever happen?

I'm trying to tell myself that I never have a chance with her, and I should just get over it. And I can't tell her I like her because that would ruin what friendship there is already. Its a die if you do, dead if you don't situation. 

I guess it just makes me happy to know she is doing alright and is happy herself. I doubt she will ever know how I feel about her. 

I still don't know what this post will achieve, and I'm sure I make my problems out to be worse than they are, but who knows. Maybe just telling all of you strangers will help. 
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lonely,wellitsanameiguess,2019/02/20,"Feeling lonely and want to talk about it Hi there, don't know if anyone would read that but I just want to share my feeling of loneliness that sharply hit me right now and for the last months but tbh for pretty much of all my life.

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First, I have to say I'm not *that* lonely (whatever the standards are). I mean I have friends - including close friends, two roommates friends, caring family, colleagues, fellow students and volunteers, some random people talks to me in the streets or wherever as I talk to them, I meet new people, etc. But despite all those people who would forbid pretty much anyone to describe me as lonely or alone, well, I just really feel like I am.

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I believe that the main reason of my feelings is that I really don't have anyone to talk about or when I do, it really never lasts long. How long ? Well I had friends when I was a child, and then I cut the bridge with them as I went to middle school where I made new friends and then I cut the bridge with them and I made some new friends in high school and as the same time online, and as I moved to another city I cut the bridge with my high school friends and maybe two years after with my online friends. I made some new ones in university and as I know some of them for 6 years, well, I'm starting to think a lot about cutting the bridge with most of them, if not all of them.   


Maybe if you're reading this are you thinking I am a bad person : ""Watch this guy, he has friends, and then he lefts them with no regards, and planning on doing the same again, how selfish or utilitarian do you have to be to do that ?"". Well that kind of true. I don't care that much about people, and I think I just connect with them as they can do stuff with me that I like (playing football or going to concerts for example) or provide me some original thoughts or perspectives. When they can't do any of that anymore (because I or they change their hobbies), well I just stop seeing them. Am I a bad person for doing that ? Sometimes I believe so, and some other ones I don't. I guess I'm just like that. I don't really like people but I do like some activities which are better with others people and I love ideas which people can provide. It's not something like I have everyone, mankind, etc. and maybe on the contrary. I really care about humanity or abstract persons. But concrete ones ? Not so much. Just like that. I'm not proud or desperate of it by any means. I'm just like that, always been, not sure I want to feel otherwise on the subject, not sure I could change on it.  


""What's the problem then ? Just get on with it and lose you friends as you did before"" you could say, but I believe the issue or my feeling about it is a little different this time. Firstly because, as I get older, I don't believe it 's that easy to make new friends anymore, and not that close. I mean I make some new friends over the past years but I really feels like as you get older you kind of lose your space for new relationships and that you can'y really meet new people as you did before. But I'm finding really hard to believe I can make new friends with whom I can go to holidays. Close neighbors or colleagues ? Yes surely. But better than that ? uh. Maybe I sound contradictory (""do you want friends or no ?"") but maybe it is because I didn't said that I love to have friendships, really, but with conditions, which mainly are protecting myself and my goals.  


And that's the main problem here. Some of my closest friends are in another city and for the three or four I have in this one, there is two (including one of my roommate and my best friend) that I just can't stand anymore. Really. Badly. And I suppose that my recent loneliness come from the fact that I'm losing two of my best friends, let alone my introvert and lonely personality. I'm not here for relationship advice because it's not a relationship problem. It's not that I saw them to much in a short time or that we have any issues at the time. I just don't get along with their personalities anymore, and I don't believe they'll change (they didn't really since I meet them and I didn't too). Maybe I'm just sad this as to be. Yeah we're not friends anymore (or I ain't your friend anymore). Just like that. Another great or cool or idk relationship over.

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And maybe I don't feel that good because for the first time I really believe I'll be alone of my life. When I was a teenagers I already had the same kind of thoughts about my friends but at the time, I can of believe it was because as I was in not that big of a city I didn't get to connect with people that could really be my friends for long, knowing my personality and my goals but as I cloud thought the broken bridge with my online friends as an argument for that, I do see it now. It's seems I just can't be friend with people for a lot of time, maybe five dense years at the most. And maybe as I adult, as my relationships are going to be more sporadic, they'll last longer, but they'll end up anyway, in not that long. 

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I think I'm reaching the conclusion of this post, as I had something on my heart and somehow I explain it to me (and to you) here. And I'm kind of scared of the vision I have from the future me, alone, which could reach people but doesn't want to although I'll like to care concretely about anyone else, but I wont. Somehow, and however I don't had any interest for romantic relationships in my entire life (too much of a concern for someone else than me and too much on an affective involvement for my need to be free as I can be are the main reasons), I'm kind of starting to be interest in them,  not in a sexual or a passionate ways, but more in a way where I'll have someone (and children maybe) to share with, regardless of the help it/they can provide, and I could just care about them, helping them making their best. Guess I could do that with my friends of the moment too - but I'm not sure I want too. Maybe the thing is, I shouldn't trying to find people that can be of some help for me, as I always be did, maybe I just should find people that I want to help, just because I'll like them. Do I like or do I like them indirectly, for what and only what they provide me, base on my current needs. Don't know if I'm a jerk or something. Maybe I am and I can be something else, with current friends and relationships or some fresh and new one. I really don't know. Maybe this is really where I'm confuse, and what causes me those feelings that I have. And where I need help. I don't know.

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Anyway, thank for reading I guess, and please forgive for my poor expression.",4.007571148026528,4.928426118263474,4.638927950550514,87.3904516772906,71.12574850299401,7.722284463331403,27.314693194256648,7.941651935203635,1.4626304745348009,5178,173,1103,66,93,1656,352,1336,0.10800000000000001,0.685,0.207,0.9994,4,12,4,0,1,0,185.0,1,13,27,16,59,102,5,2,48,3,112,7,1,14,10,255,199,121,0,28,76,0,10,14,27,8,3,5,1,11,73,69,0,3,35,6,2,6,43,23,6,16,25,20,173,80,157,146,39,112,0,8,4,3,114,44,0,50,72,777,246,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023160814407593096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819035158908207,0.026155175335179248,0.0,0.03944306428512336,0.1284027320385591,0.14399947758983012,0.06447128348743207,0.07455921297668401,0.0,0.0,0.14103301128717866,0.06629051065874605,0.02428496975304495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936924367707056,0.10113742628358052,0.0,0.040336431855168206,0.21362763551778696,0.07461973091744785,0.04192407041624175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082620524915627,0.024347951421563097,0.07521907740421506,0.020416728518027838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354223110873315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024763004629674342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939864201217964,0.0,0.02099247853972525,0.0,0.052866836426824736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02264778225228531,0.0,0.0,0.022343648341640224,0.0,0.10785763540641384,0.03386468769569665,0.0,0.0,0.06498817690331689,0.060481406770026974,0.0,0.0,0.4577926650161205,0.0,0.06191523186961865,0.0,0.040410296150460455,0.01987967902829633,0.0,0.026130968151544483,0.07832956537262313,0.023468194036268868,0.0,0.0,0.02123187289203364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0280863709040244,0.07943302063570253,0.05008383516748778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026756088810364925,0.0,0.04947637982415872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340723380931727,0.07815428967303546,0.0579596149448439,0.0,0.0,0.0257517301072476,0.024236371700956147,0.050223174119311424,0.16211086011394707,0.02375511208760435,0.0,0.08390026475107558,0.0,0.0795476890053078,0.0,0.04030030573041343,0.0427830266833645,0.06728074751401597,0.06328369450769049,0.0,0.3333585484152821,0.07745358837491748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018918297221885257,0.02519092498357467,0.12196321745653653,0.05272304690387199,0.01828004446923616,0.2289103951080468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636442772719424,0.01802604548593267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02262574694369455,0.21361110789450466,0.12417132196438127,0.0,0.0260171103850024,0.0,0.0,0.022699468558961003,0.048225857118605386,0.0,0.06803735344863918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112368943240634,0.0,0.2277566491989084,0.04873814301316607,0.0234023546200397,0.1781256553575205,0.0,0.020240936569116928,0.022545537461111525,0.0376967404150199,0.023729318759268068,0.07196149701506835,0.0377740258538167,0.021576939520498918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019606111264651758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04016437844943478,0.07298623677330918,0.02344137225731447,0.0,0.033552062636598524,0.0,0.0,0.019815500668596688,0.0,0.0,0.027132526955036627,0.0,0.0,0.08935346711714412,0.0,0.0,0.07620141541251045,0.0,0.02182114070952924,0.0,0.0,0.015746211822003985,0.0607478118988008,0.0,0.05644898891804188,0.0967436754165422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016091750824697715,0.0,0.09261161784652694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785823932046273,0.0376262672218594,0.0,0.0,0.10655239609412116,0.021971511750747044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03367370630646923,0.0,0.14399947758983012,0.0610519106362122
lonely,Mages17,2019/02/20,"Breath Just a friendly reminder to breath 1,2 ... inhale,  exhale. 

Calm down,  nothing lasts forever and our life is short compared to so many things,relax.",4.822948717948716,8.149201038461541,3.674615384615386,84.15371794871797,77.07692307692307,5.005128205128205,27.89743589743589,6.42735559955562,1.548682051282051,121,5,18,1,3,35,24,26,0.0,0.807,0.193,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011764130445907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232634880719662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667663403218751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5264447600336979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4982407766550117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gabby0416,2019/02/20,"Crushing loneliness   I don't have many friends, I probably have four people in my life that I call friends. Unfortunately, they don't text me often, and they hardly hang out with me. Nearly everyday, I experience intense feelings of loneliness, it saddens me and tends to ruin the entire day for me. I want to open up and talk to people, I really do, but it's so hard to. Sadly, I can get desperate to talk to people, and as a result, I tend to mindlessly blurt out whatever I want to say, regardless if it is offensive, insensitive, or not okay. I have really bad social anxiety, and it really fucks with my social life. Since I'm naturally shy and reserved, I tend to stay in the shadows and become awkward when faced with social interaction. Really, it makes me feel kind of depressed when I feel so, so lonely. This crushing loneliness can trigger my urges to cut myself. On Valentines Day, I cried thee times, and it crushed me to see all these people giving each other gifts. The point is, I'm lonely and distressed.",5.589605420486251,6.670106430051818,6.768911917098446,72.97548027102431,67.60103626943004,10.083539258668793,30.90833001195696,10.214889679676881,3.306758788361897,803,31,141,20,13,271,111,193,0.363,0.607,0.028999999999999998,-0.9974,0,4,0,0,0,1,31.0,0,1,2,0,6,15,3,2,4,1,10,4,1,3,1,31,25,18,0,4,4,0,5,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,10,16,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,11,0,1,0,7,26,4,25,25,2,17,0,5,1,1,14,9,1,3,6,97,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251884038066876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189445198904337,0.0,0.14800576446250616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684127172967392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720592831977428,0.17285335276781838,0.0,0.11542436984043775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108948565115813,0.0,0.0,0.2032815353397512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070747324532267,0.12389196741512395,0.07001575742661417,0.12855655579850878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24009692239411276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955291268677975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893133278166076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945407434314644,0.1358671700163792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37162828701684003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266846901027696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448764035366696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434061661636466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657174951028464,0.0,0.0,0.10679024172827394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085614064046304,0.0,0.0,0.40982518109689975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428389990164358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21542759576198006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814349561934189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580875413866596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mejustmeINFP,2019/02/20,"Please tell me what I did wrong..? I sat down next to a girl on the school bus today..there were no other empty spaces and I didn’t want to keep standing there like an idiot..so I asked if I could sit. She didn’t hear me..so I just gently nudged her, but she glared at me. She then moved over so I could sit, but when I did, she threw me another glare..I don’t know what I did wrong. The entire ride I could feel that she didn’t like it. She scoffed and quickly got up, her jacket hit my face and she didn’t care..I don’t know what I did wrong though. I’m sorry to her..I didn’t mean to do that to her..but now I know..people don’t like it when I sit by them.. ",-1.6261333333333317,0.16982772000000068,0.5613333333333337,105.88066666666668,91.8,3.6,11.0,4.475607210031448,-1.9934,498,4,137,1,18,164,77,150,0.095,0.807,0.098,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,0,4,0,17,1,1,0,0,16,30,11,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,1,4,0,0,3,9,3,0,0,13,2,27,3,11,13,0,19,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,1,9,83,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695972619980249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120396976982944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490351308517515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874058767870165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178001045616083,0.11554625006713265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935731478540816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822914124408972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376090056604193,0.0,0.0,0.2666622878535277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370522628548857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761809975705603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719027763509762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201107701649535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121293375733101,0.0,0.0,0.1775406623904399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368832738150269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105337466847066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136686340896715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890757597895835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330949602821387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539775045959373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5305080502268497,0.0,0.0
lonely,DecentBadger,2019/02/20,"No Future Happiness I found out today by my ex girlfriends mother that the girl I love, my ex, won’t ever have me back because “She doesn’t see me in that way” and “She’s not physically attracted to me”. All I want is to be loved and to have a child, I want these things with her and at one time she wanted the same with me, we planned a future together, marriage, loving together and children. Then one day she ended it over a text by saying “She doesn’t want commitment and she thinks she will never have a relationship again with anyone, she wants be as a friend”. We didn’t argue or nothing, the day before we was laughing, joking and being a great couple, then BAM!! It ends. 

Knowing that I cant have a family with this person, who I see as perfect for me, is killing me. I have seriously thought about killing myself, I’ve planned it down to the time of day and what to take. I’m a good person, I’ve been told I’m a good person, I help out everyone and go out of my way to make sure people are fine but my life sucks, I smile at my family and make out I’m ok, I pretend I’m happy and laugh at jokes but inside I feel like crying because I’m alone, I now know I’ll always be alone and never have a family so why should I wait for the end? I can do it myself and be at peace because life isn’t peaceful, its mess.

I hear from my ex every single day, sometimes we talk on the phone for 3 hours and before and after that call we talk on texts many dozens of times a day, she mainly initiates communication so it’s not like I’m stalking her. The hardest thing is just being friends when I see her, its the hardest thing in the world to be like that with someone you really love. She knows how I feel about her and she has been more affectionate lately but hearing that she doesn’t see me attractive brings back my body issues again. She doesn’t know that her mother and I had a chat last night so now I’m putting on a smile and being nice and helping out and listening to other peoples relationship problems when all I want to do is curl up and die due to the hollowness inside me.

Sorry to ramble.
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lonely,freshestpills,2019/02/20,"Bitter Truth When the one you deeply love hurts you, it forever changes the way you deal with anyone that attempts to get close to you.",4.634615384615387,6.347247846153848,3.549230769230772,92.77076923076923,70.53846153846153,6.7384615384615385,24.538461538461537,7.1686216300943375,0.7724461538461541,108,3,22,1,2,31,21,26,0.177,0.629,0.19399999999999998,0.1567,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,1,1,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,2,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856080422829813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43210153260783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42110920953931136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340596699048728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43726995039646505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36865537382503616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27678627780845233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242202967773864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ttpenmag,2019/02/20,"Why do guys here run away from me I am a 31 year old female looking for a relationship with a nice guy, but when I tell guys that I am in Nigeria, they would just stop replying to my messages and some will just block me. 
I get that there are fraudsters from here, but I'm not one. I am just a lonely girl looking for something more in relationships. Should I start Lying about where I am? Wouldn't that be a betrayal? 
How do I convince people that I am a genuine hard working girl in search of love. 
My heart has been broken so many times and I just don't think I can take any more rejections. ",3.1711382113821145,4.215174406504069,4.034308943089432,90.48040650406506,73.22764227642277,7.0926829268292675,25.04878048780488,7.3871296695380915,0.9080341463414632,464,14,104,5,9,149,80,123,0.221,0.674,0.106,-0.9476,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,12,5,0,0,6,0,17,2,1,1,0,18,25,7,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,3,16,3,12,19,3,12,0,2,2,1,11,5,0,1,6,75,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239516941134359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125121236108296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522996864998333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5414359233246077,0.0,0.0,0.1632805473575987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159940405548643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061263419518401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645082383922798,0.0,0.0,0.18479592047237572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126454898816364,0.0,0.12351270646344875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636494777320045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913853566570076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032243823375393,0.0,0.0,0.12901356324377253,0.0,0.0,0.15238814831767894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704639481399167,0.0,0.1593143837120766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679299358153067,0.0,0.0,0.10628468378464416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447277128384846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269670471799627,0.0,0.0,0.12948130448120546,0.0,0.0,0.11737765006176422
lonely,TalynStarburst,2019/02/20,"Is it easier to become lonely in bigger cities? I didn’t really notice loneliness until I moved to Seattle for a while. I lived in smaller places for 20 years prior. For some reason I had it in my mind that I would have more opportunities to making friends with so many people around me.. but I found that it was very challenging to make new friends in Seattle as people were very standoffish, which I later found out that Seattle was known for. They called it The Seattle Freeze. Over time I adapted to being part of this culture. I recently moved back to the area I previously lived in and felt an immediate difference. Has anyone else notice a difference in big cities and smaller places?",5.92759689922481,7.340840054263568,6.1906976744186055,76.20759689922484,67.06201550387597,9.144186046511628,29.06201550387597,9.444778638647367,2.6483550387596893,553,19,96,11,9,177,84,129,0.03,0.858,0.11199999999999999,0.8503,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,3,0,16,15,7,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,2,13,4,23,5,3,25,0,1,0,0,5,14,0,1,9,69,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904513848975546,0.1451374061540746,0.0,0.1260987415659042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892028787792997,0.0,0.0,0.15644155668369294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464072832372382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29598869564839697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833059595282194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600644020991054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31062434474334183,0.21887724179181253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501595069461809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910526482211126,0.14361110634278615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302635833956845,0.0,0.0,0.30110356717899384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680668053342165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32253946490073204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339340179044647,0.0,0.1964048763226943,0.0,0.29598869564839697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074476829419248,0.14564003434285366,0.13986251916268133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259739168802495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23375255889939325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062426345625272,0.0,0.0,0.09121810774933307
lonely,F4llen_Sparrow169,2019/02/20,"Tired of needing something I'll never get. I'm sick of hearing the same sunshine and puppies nonsense from everyone be it my therapist or my friends and family. There is NO ONE out there for me. There ISN'T hope. I am going to die alone, unloved and unmourned. It is just a fact of the universe. Immutable, and impossible to change. 

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But I'm sick of it hurting all the time. Someone has to have found a way to kill this goddamn need I have for romantic partnership and touch and affection. Someone out there has to have found a way that I can kill my heart so I can get on with my life and try to make something of it alone. 

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So please, if you know how then tell me how to do it. How do I stop needing this thing that I'm never going to get? So I can at least SURVIVE, because that's all that I care about now.   ",1.9666346153846168,4.012844934911243,3.0524519230769243,91.99098557692308,78.94082840236686,5.8818047337278125,26.538831360946745,6.9077264865688965,1.0944819526627216,650,27,138,7,16,208,94,169,0.20199999999999999,0.6779999999999999,0.12,-0.9439,0,2,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,13,8,2,0,6,0,15,5,1,5,5,33,33,17,3,5,4,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,12,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,2,3,14,4,22,30,4,14,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,3,6,100,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503847969594217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26194094609258506,0.29375823082480085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368566269550872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324243422732087,0.0,0.1278721253736948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545152364018974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155034128923555,0.0,0.0,0.11395233366241185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26507137792102137,0.09338948002489414,0.0,0.1894601558236246,0.0,0.13739467789458026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623746994612934,0.1432401485954777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005840479899092,0.0,0.0,0.12940161906343786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674655826649464,0.0,0.06643098714078638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537919154655325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068651727850627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688868953103106,0.18645600708279048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190956742049607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268694522006416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048378395699991,0.1861144580864224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010588114058152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056520630740193,0.0,0.0,0.14034782869568738,0.08030548798586637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048450901527861,0.13893064169489766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206773267958332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189350330697355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29375823082480085,0.0
lonely,DustyMemeMan,2019/02/20,"The worst day so far The story starts when i went to the canteen to eat with my classmates. It was alright at first. Then i had this really overwhelming thought. I started to look at the table (i was standing, all seats taken up) and saw everyone talking. Everyone except me. This kinda made me sad and disappointed in myself, so i went to the toilet.

I was in there for a good 5 minutes until i felt like leaving. On the way back to the table, this Thought just appears and says shit about how lonely i am and how i should just disappear. I wasnt too happy about that idea so i went back to my class and just sat there.

I had a few lessons left, so i was getting more and more frustrated. The first lesson after lunch was used to form our groups and give ideas about something. I didnt contribute anything, which made me feel worse.",3.5277902097902114,5.1023972848484895,4.163636363636368,87.81776223776227,73.12121212121212,7.016317016317017,26.025641025641022,7.61054688173877,1.2986689976689978,652,22,132,8,13,207,100,165,0.165,0.792,0.043,-0.9670000000000001,0,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,4,18,11,2,1,10,1,11,3,1,5,1,29,30,16,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,8,2,0,8,0,0,5,2,7,0,2,20,5,21,4,21,9,6,26,0,4,2,0,5,8,1,2,12,100,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241179210395248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287651473289196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593396492796846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221238492765418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28428146870692905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521444573108703,0.0,0.14282707996131944,0.0,0.0,0.2530599972882483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771777764001224,0.14269830370950945,0.0,0.12476772093250214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835130174727788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33585011278956683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750891081360222,0.16162155691633076,0.0,0.0,0.0726736458802812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491581857497347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815090900280758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529556289556944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182950786446689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269374950257822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451802628055525,0.0,0.0,0.210577564245096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956275701580775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361879748736813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847561614932868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807392870344105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136890906559062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159294124130498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NibbleNomNom,2019/02/20,"Just started looking into applying a job on campus. I'm tired of being alone and sad in college all the time and spending my weekends doing absolutely nothing useful. Hopefully getting a job can at least ease my boredom a bit. I'm also gonna try to approach that cute introverted guy in my Physics class. Loneliness makes me crush on people so easily, but I've never shown my interest clearly to anyone due to all sorts of insecurities. I'm desperate. I'll give it a try.",4.686373626373626,6.411861593406599,6.596483516483519,70.92351648351651,70.42857142857143,9.156043956043957,33.879120879120876,9.606745405546679,3.656512087912089,379,19,63,9,7,132,70,91,0.24,0.665,0.094,-0.8876,2,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,2,4,13,14,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,11,12,4,12,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,2,5,36,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415089130316177,0.0,0.18647763437125747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304808888457806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545771807249618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182932523968945,0.22369190913183545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308894077998024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23160491527776994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627994541574989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958163286557674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565252619868086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984633310655118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22374690552252455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616608357579282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504925476271864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359718111048567,0.2680113862341059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166340633313716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139661864401706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kidki11,2019/02/20,"I think I was made to be alone I cant relate to people my age. So its hard for me to have real friends. 

I spend so much time alone. The only person in my life I care about is too busy for me and is never around.

I am afraid of being abandoned.",-1.0039393939393941,0.7491733636363662,1.5013636363636391,100.6253787878788,88.0909090909091,3.6666666666666665,12.803030303030305,3.1291,-1.665060606060606,185,2,47,0,6,63,42,55,0.152,0.737,0.111,-0.0972,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,8,1,0,1,1,7,11,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,10,2,9,7,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5552100059183037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23860933312915802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732810996021706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070843533113231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401080774896301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932212346560395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25362263956966524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197037685591528,0.0,0.20672629099904294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385385445632973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858227765825079,0.23403915383743734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050842446247568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174698154155216,0.0,0.0,0.1562942524576032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pwninator333,2019/02/20,Awkward morning tomorrow I'm a 21 year old guy who lives with his mom still. I don't leave the house besides fast food runs and work. I don't socialize with other people and just kinda mess around online or read web novels to pass time. Well my mom is the most social person ever and never stops talking to people. So there's a girl about my age that I apparently had a couple high school classes with that works with my mom and I don't recognize her name cause back in school I had like 2 friends and that's pretty much it. My mom now has the brilliant idea of bringing her to the house tomorrow for breakfast to meet me... I'm not interesting at all... Like the only interesting thing about me is my job but there's only so much I can talk about that before I just run out of things to talk about... Definitely not looking forward to waking up tomorrow and being subjected to my moms attempt at getting me a girlfriend... Especially since I've literally never been in a relationship before so I don't even know where to start pretty much...,3.9160922330097097,5.50618773300971,5.011832524271849,82.06202063106798,72.15533980582525,7.674271844660194,25.98179611650485,8.278499904357787,1.65896213592233,827,27,160,13,16,272,123,206,0.031,0.858,0.111,0.9272,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,19,8,0,1,10,0,12,3,1,1,4,29,19,11,0,0,6,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,9,12,2,1,2,2,0,5,8,2,1,0,3,1,20,6,26,15,5,30,0,0,1,0,22,10,0,3,19,108,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917433764185902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702610197896911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047802609596088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290426066272372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108384374880312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616267605319058,0.09061132922119483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112840711297974,0.0,0.07739265602210986,0.0,0.052335747258486914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991860512031756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583724149580187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23117012900275244,0.0,0.11308202031397102,0.0,0.0,0.09940527543963563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550519237886924,0.0,0.0,0.10606770802792788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978779805248836,0.0,0.08845373101951523,0.0,0.0841192698510851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5866013097841992,0.0,0.0,0.2209138872233272,0.0,0.1545176781749711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511368676539802,0.0,0.0,0.1523706739253421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889333500250553,0.08746634614840336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382191855456094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019913037618902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754726372934437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027588692043648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286333208194667,0.0,0.0,0.20422552376186526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090227304032698,0.0,0.07999750648954325,0.08374829613623169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24154343147940066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330996811786752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841111182600722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006667831772203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585285070670528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645074981596005
lonely,docnewfound,2019/02/20,23M Open Invitation to Chat Preferably girls around my age. I talk mostly with my dude friends so a change of pace is always nice. ,1.7433333333333323,4.30468307692308,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,83.61538461538461,5.005128205128205,20.2051282051282,6.42735559955562,0.04791282051282053,104,3,22,1,3,32,25,26,0.0,0.7809999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242404017174871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538792574610899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393592374755178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939128921745753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098023273794869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nosleeptillbrooklyn2,2019/02/20,"So lonely in this new city.. My husband and I recently relocated to a different state with our 3 young kids. He works a ton now and I work from home and take care of the kids. I am so lonely. There are some days that I go all day without talking to anyone except my kids. I don’t know anyone here and despite my best efforts, I can’t seem to make friends. I’m not sure what I’m looking to get from posting this... I guess encouragement, advice, anything. I left all my extended family and friends back home and I just feel homesick, depressed, and alone. ",2.40837837837838,4.364448081081083,3.728189189189192,88.10363513513515,77.1981981981982,6.602162162162162,26.41531531531532,7.554174236665415,1.3913704504504498,431,17,89,6,10,141,76,111,0.157,0.736,0.107,-0.5742,1,5,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,4,7,10,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,3,21,16,9,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,4,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,2,14,6,11,16,5,12,0,4,1,0,10,2,0,3,7,56,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735825779661273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839759826693044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484126320502732,0.0,0.14617822684729306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659012349318211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864166638219609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811104205915749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291193788861789,0.0,0.15299651122007846,0.0,0.0,0.18559045921963832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745819089327746,0.0,0.08981744422902904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744802650512325,0.0,0.0928068018176034,0.0,0.10095389650708106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568465439178254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35636418534666753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976233883792776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300062685354027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491684138482455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185725450166428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715607051066079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012494472706144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539284128507268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617119640386878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741860734526415,0.0,0.1335591913304844,0.14277604728392992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123351681626708,0.0,0.2586403618776005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BlueMarie83,2019/02/20,Pen pals? HI! I really like the idea of having a pen pal.  Would anyone like to write to each other?  Email would be okay with me.  I know some people would not want to give their address out.  I am a 35 year old female.  Not married.  No kids.  Hope to hear from someone. ,-1.46709090909091,0.3078732909090931,0.5004545454545449,101.2706818181818,107.0,2.927272727272728,10.954545454545453,4.935628992294339,-1.6310363636363636,201,3,46,1,10,65,44,55,0.021,0.757,0.222,0.8935,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,8,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,4,28,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18548055974057812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544678738588746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298974713437889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634695666675376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994536792490583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578357445764478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591917026620623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783526519418102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839024456504766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699365629992714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247595115018381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564611010709216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5653133003982709,0.0,0.0,0.17082297972224728
lonely,Toosh416,2019/02/20,"First time posting here. Just need some outside perspective and advice. Sorry if I'm not the post this sub would want to read I'm just so lonely and alone at the moment. I'm on all the various apps, endlessly messaging and swiping right to no avail. It doesn't help that my mind has a very negative voice who always likes to say I'm ugly or uninteresting. I just am left wondering if I'm just an unattractive and lame person who deserves to be lonely. Is there anyone who would want to possibly help or give some advice? M 22 here if that matters.",3.4655555555555537,5.2756135779816535,4.614067278287461,83.55323139653416,73.77064220183486,7.780224260958207,24.955147808358817,8.515128840125781,1.6860328236493372,436,14,85,8,9,143,75,109,0.245,0.701,0.054000000000000006,-0.9728,0,5,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,25,17,10,0,8,10,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,2,2,1,7,14,4,9,0,3,0,0,9,4,0,8,4,53,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731776356489222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977609822171079,0.0,0.0,0.15888117332183685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335128786829292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624173484141378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831714246427848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25597223233709265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207461827252095,0.0,0.0,0.09328586888443342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279957724959013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141582974599142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166725428024663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526130572325194,0.3657442203130379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909962360989064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630656141717218,0.0,0.15184678107796099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374680629916276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113413106803854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754926245767728,0.2252481018506373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707123427850227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712830792958781,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,whirlwins13,2019/02/20,"I feel purpose for the first time in a long tome In the last week a lot of good opportunities have popped up for me, and I'm really excited for them. Because of this I actually look forward to the weeks ahead of me. This sounds like bragging but really what I'm trying to say is that I haven't felt like this in a long time and in the past I never really thought I would. I have felt like giving up in life and doing the bare minimum just to get by.

If I can make my life into a life worth being excited for then so can anyone else. A lot of my life I've felt a lone but it wasn't until now that I realise I was the one who made me feel that way. Really what I hope is that everyone realizes that you have potential energy to be the best you can be. There are roadblocks but its pushing through those roadblocks that turn your energy from being just potential to being attainable(idk if that's the exact word, but it's the best I got right now).",4.518181818181817,4.500013090909089,5.863181818181817,82.41477272727275,69.60606060606061,9.832323232323233,26.601010101010104,9.725611199111238,2.0655676767676767,744,20,163,16,12,252,103,198,0.013000000000000001,0.773,0.214,0.9908,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,5,7,11,0,0,15,0,19,4,0,2,2,28,35,12,0,4,8,0,5,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,17,4,0,0,7,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,8,8,20,10,26,21,4,27,0,1,1,0,7,10,0,5,19,120,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.12753715901611784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138332907214858,0.13391004898870154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966901718545681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743077144503145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917692634029334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124882413349875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216424615217848,0.0,0.37645627451727853,0.0,0.0,0.11116708847543316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828150759189543,0.12537228423107974,0.0,0.10961878147799796,0.10452683912316364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298072754629964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653194075122907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692482922606522,0.19154945960589465,0.0,0.0,0.2313177384454609,0.10974889752873718,0.0,0.0,0.2222204091459765,0.0,0.12366453115125775,0.08723834863587086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079821697468372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856071175532207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476090818503947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349001939539634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161079610600706,0.0,0.10393202888500087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375535359588506,0.15241585281661552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873172020233074,0.14215605742849075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037377303364649,0.20966749690554895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284029807294808,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mausratt1982,2019/02/20,"Venn Diagram of r/lonely, r/recovery, and r/abusesurvivors? Any  communities that fit the bill? I am in need of support for:

\- mental health issues, specifically complex PTSD

\- surviving rape

\- surviving long-term domestic violence

\- being fully, legally rejected by a parent as an adult

\- recovering from heroin addiction (one year clean with an one-time one-day slip over 9 months ago)

\- frequent thoughts of suicide (which I am actively seeking help for, and have been for at least 6 months)

\- having a really hard time making friends

\- being 30 and terrified to ever date again, following the aforementioned long-term domestic violence in my last LTR

When I say I need support, I mean I really, really fucking need support. I see a therapist. Once each week isn't enough. My social circle is tiny because of many of the above issues. I was no saint while going through all that and I made many, many mistakes. I acknowledge I was a bad person to the people who cared about me for a long time. But I have been literally devoting my whole live to getting better for over a year and my support network hasn't grown an inch, and sometimes even shrinks when my supports relapse.   


Help?",6.342893081761009,7.954912660377362,6.675773584905663,72.37362893081762,66.26415094339623,10.370314465408805,34.416352201257865,10.504223727775694,4.056112201257863,932,43,152,25,15,301,136,212,0.155,0.6629999999999999,0.182,0.1684,1,3,0,0,3,1,48.0,0,0,0,3,6,14,2,0,13,0,14,4,0,2,2,21,32,11,1,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,4,8,0,0,4,0,1,3,3,5,0,1,6,3,18,9,24,24,5,27,1,1,1,2,9,7,1,0,17,93,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723460642029704,0.0,0.0,0.08719645664704408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689296864598836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213237979253192,0.0599636420111851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699766395724254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029176553832546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343861096584623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163946009317684,0.0,0.06497051025637315,0.0889786303349704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599814051974052,0.09093875469339033,0.05139272482417229,0.0,0.055904262634899685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811755751313871,0.0,0.0,0.10455957663792503,0.0,0.0,0.13186672320245654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053392918687361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018227641861242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868599092605891,0.2611552372993109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307728320751404,0.06566077117621623,0.2991862548345415,0.0,0.10715055713536167,0.0,0.0,0.09913085244006467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703128517933154,0.0,0.0,0.21881376840584796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475770023977103,0.19996818099023603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922497051237584,0.0,0.0,0.06819532842858002,0.08589031578701213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498582005046128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890493574150469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822542807386343,0.0,0.0,0.07838580497826407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027282206297328,0.0,0.0,0.09728752986486787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759758948824147,0.5581288256715847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421172924415167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780924517404903,0.11471723836946447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890411586576365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982330089140964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669031305269246
lonely,illshinefyou,2019/02/20,"The shitty person I am I can’t make people stay for longer. I wish I was stronger than I’m now. It pretty hurts. Oh, well. 

I can’t move on. ",-2.7753124999999983,-1.1305554062499985,0.18100000000000094,105.164,103.0625,2.5600000000000005,9.525,3.1291,-2.2608575,105,1,28,0,5,36,25,32,0.19,0.51,0.3,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,5,1,3,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723432018248968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321692449060515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696723509851833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411311598045717,0.3036986834573765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538529448786557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37072456216548977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127274984376437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999701392079493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Retroskeet_V2,2019/02/20,"Cold suicidal, depressed, anxious, drowsy, weak, and most importantly, lonely I'm gonna end myself tomorrow morning, anyone wanna talk meanwhile",9.332727272727274,13.046825909090915,8.545454545454547,53.38818181818184,62.63636363636364,9.854545454545457,42.81818181818181,10.125756701596842,6.094654545454548,118,7,11,3,2,37,22,22,0.483,0.4370000000000001,0.081,-0.9167,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4985876740636783,0.0,0.30859463045618296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801248064670907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908955349989397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827534528130895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35473173152210796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,professionallover,2019/02/20,"Running away from home Lately I’ve been unusually tired of my environment and have the strongest urge to runaway. I’m tired of family friends home and feeling the way I do. 
 I want I leave and take a little break to reset myself, clear my head and be inspired but I have very little money N nowhere to go.. any suggestions.. I’m having a really bad depression episode and can’t break it in the same place that caused it😪",2.5478571428571435,4.7607673571428615,3.957380952380952,85.39178571428572,77.80952380952381,7.057142857142857,24.785714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.5463142857142862,334,12,66,6,8,110,60,84,0.183,0.6990000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.8641,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,0,7,3,1,1,1,12,13,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,7,2,8,11,1,11,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234262361765692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284409022138215,0.0,0.16249263331740876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991981524444535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761876456762814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346258258062528,0.0,0.098401518559045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035650995957106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106023090060134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997277407698368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904227881251097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21953046449890767,0.20606568139920065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901040820591605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332779644358345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467323277750753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463237721497097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473550212747778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057502672507884,0.11478701775628927,0.15447370214215228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,b2n2n2br3ad,2019/02/20,"im going to die because of this. (urgent) im so lonely and touch deprived that i am in literal constant, unbearable, excruciating physical pain. every single day.
i literally... just cannot bear to be alive anymore like this. my heart hurts so much, sometimes i think im actually going into cardiac arrest. i cry so much. i burn myself on hot showers and heaters because they simulate human touch. i slam my head on my wall. i sleep too much. the smallest things make me buckle under myself and collapse. i want to die. 
what do i do
i cant do this anymore. please help me. please help me. please help me. please help me. please
help me. ",1.1042324246771855,3.724908471544719,3.061032998565281,86.00337159253948,90.30081300813008,5.170540411286465,22.68244858919177,6.794906146795322,0.9936029650884746,494,19,92,7,17,165,75,123,0.23800000000000002,0.5539999999999999,0.207,-0.8671,1,2,0,0,0,2,25.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,7,4,3,1,0,8,12,6,2,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,3,22,1,9,11,4,10,0,3,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,57,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.1085673305003098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22066707940327315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135638155752164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022546900868145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220670405172752,0.0717492792822803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309270579972881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937358401378878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645581269176387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417814873451898,0.0,0.0,0.13183588824763834,0.3728542526012257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909913217200795,0.0,0.360518490759084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435282195040049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426254984600128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24535228688270155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838152762185668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6106144629657682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133380801524408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003251875605563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391185672164959,0.07128672629285218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562017442170348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cammymac21,2019/02/20,"Lonely Londoner I am an 18 year old male from London, and was there anyone on her I could talk talk to...",1.197272727272729,2.8907196363636416,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,79.9090909090909,6.218181818181819,15.545454545454547,7.1686216300943375,-0.2421636363636357,80,1,18,1,2,27,20,22,0.11599999999999999,0.884,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30585687914394205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492472966126364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590026768489233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7031693336743531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816865742533401
lonely,Akridion,2019/08/12,"Hit my line, anytime I’ll straight up talk to anybody about anything, even if it’s just to shoot the shit or get some distraction going. I’m a good hearted 18yr who’s just about to start college. Anything! I’ll talk to you about it 😊",1.2526530612244926,3.379523244897964,2.1993469387755127,96.74922448979594,81.85714285714286,4.736326530612245,26.126530612244892,5.6839178017228535,0.5398865306122449,185,8,41,1,5,58,36,49,0.098,0.7240000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.6239,0,0,0,1,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,8,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,3,1,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207827523119423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899617955047384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653193595456979,0.0,0.1798320078628941,0.2654028504530765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749659582632228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248064167676513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239677272872084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5086619565198397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,100zzzs,2019/08/12,"Bleh I always love the realization that you're no ones first pick to hang out with. A real great feeling, truly.",3.12409090909091,5.2961132272727305,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,75.81818181818181,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.4960181818181826,89,2,17,1,2,29,22,22,0.076,0.484,0.439,0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35621654815860265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21646207865758688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641447630548527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719858075781571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38638027651095896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900941262416669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872757003474781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vizess,2019/08/12,Just lost my girlfriend a few days ago I haven’t been happy and she was all I had I just want some new friends because I basically have no one 🙂 Yay,0.7690909090909095,2.3561877272727294,2.645454545454548,95.68818181818185,80.81818181818181,5.612121212121212,23.12121212121212,6.42735559955562,0.2490484848484851,117,4,29,1,3,39,28,33,0.125,0.556,0.319,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,6,3,0,3,3,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35500541409665065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24413168128025894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582794212247387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094133911311926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263232797287134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371762249826032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867905005264109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713787143360152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362161800068375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,YKTNHamster,2019/08/12,"Looking for that one person I can talk to regularly. 19/M/UK here, I would love to find someone I could talk to on a regular basis and consider a friend as I don't have time for a social life with the job I have. I'll go into more details in a conversation, but I am a holiday park entertainer and due to past events with my old colleagues I don't currently have anyone to talk to. Pop me a message if you think you could be this person and let me know a little about you. I have other messaging platforms so if we end up chatting we can use them.",5.614942528735631,4.363442103448278,7.208620689655174,77.81511494252874,67.6206896551724,10.491954022988507,32.264367816091955,9.725611199111238,2.7475333333333336,428,15,93,8,6,150,78,116,0.0,0.888,0.11199999999999999,0.8922,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,3,1,0,3,3,0,0,8,0,14,2,0,1,0,18,20,8,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,8,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,17,3,16,15,1,14,0,0,1,1,18,6,0,2,7,68,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370555962442376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31299800487015506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360775376840826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915069584467874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143777541980946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139768831205726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451088192749494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772263544952808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043474345046447,0.13844851509511855,0.0,0.19645472745114592,0.0,0.0,0.16460005058551927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690777074887495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568079334787231,0.0,0.1328222694082067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871148800649744,0.0,0.3422988579440699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980874537764165,0.1660796630306308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726391599747866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559606944624532,0.0,0.0,0.11429571343566755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929075243175015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924074048379895,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Regina-Rubrum,2019/08/12,"Looking at loneliness from a different perspective. Before I start my post, I want to apologize for any grammar mistakes I might make :) ( I’m german)


Loneliness sucks! But maybe some of you have had a lonely period in their life and benefited from it?

Maybe you discovered a new passion, a hobby that you wouldn’t have discovered if you didn’t have so much alone time.

Maybe you learned a lot about yourself that you wouldn’t have been able to learn before because you were so busy running after people.

It could be anything! I hope some of you can let me know what you got out of being lonely besides feeling sad and abandoned.",5.123097928436913,6.906991177966102,5.223333333333333,80.9662052730697,69.42372881355932,8.295291902071563,30.060263653484,8.841846274778883,2.5249743879472697,501,20,89,9,9,157,81,118,0.191,0.7070000000000001,0.102,-0.9093,1,5,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,9,1,0,3,9,1,0,5,0,16,2,0,1,0,21,26,6,0,7,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,5,2,16,3,13,14,4,10,0,4,1,1,11,3,1,6,5,65,21,2,0.18871242415949813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544915873989868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833091965322208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529424574265555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503734220223542,0.0,0.3211607472658639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067151502164888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716431785463626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541867182895296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509305648083782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874340175807069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371141306180774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929712393609996,0.1332931660732653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847090785545778,0.0,0.0,0.16043655460025547,0.0,0.0,0.12596700850245404,0.0,0.5687609842260012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019406005612364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872534528704974,0.0,0.0,0.1822596351947896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082943380205386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807343374126392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357162511760945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003973211251818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130747713958716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,George1889,2019/08/12,"My Crush dumped my a**... I have just messaged my crush first words and then I opened my heart to  ,I have just spring it on her all of the sudden that I like her and stuff.But she said he likes another boy,then she showed me his crush's picture ,it was the most destroying moment for me ,I was totally wreck at that moment.Man...after all I don't even know how to live and continue the same life ,how to walk on the lane of my miserable life in the same way. It means that what I was trying was for naught. EVERYTHING was in vain.I can't believe she dumped my as**.",-0.002352941176472001,2.1625020000000035,1.5081932773109266,99.38901260504204,87.8235294117647,5.416806722689077,16.063025210084035,6.868970318607317,-0.3825394957983193,434,9,105,6,14,139,71,119,0.156,0.8,0.044000000000000004,-0.9116,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,3,1,6,0,9,3,1,2,3,17,12,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,6,1,21,2,13,6,6,14,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,1,8,72,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27762587946284056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982959339649595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487270157505355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379508743178068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252062900788592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137440610694641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550618587575026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37401824208229,0.2586985276311458,0.0,0.2337895597714388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884032667681687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518491444200548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030889687756043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975591331150406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015562888866374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OldManoftheNorth,2019/08/12,"I feel like I am just not suited to getting to know other people I haven't dated in years, I constantly miss social cues or talk about things no one has any interest in.

I am coming to realise more and more that I seem to lack the basic tools to make social connections in life.",10.998947368421053,5.855207578947373,10.637280701754387,69.56013157894738,60.92982456140351,13.505263157894738,37.271929824561404,10.125756701596842,3.522129824561404,220,5,44,3,2,73,43,57,0.10800000000000001,0.795,0.09699999999999999,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,10,11,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,6,2,9,11,3,7,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937144715860974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453815443061593,0.0,0.30783230799724826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403370320060488,0.20350393935243752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882751855984924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655152813526296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012049418931458,0.13916813770921616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014616707550147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302841189761702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974859582192424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25932571598165416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5807575036226332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289595634252373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924823193115906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344040894611555
lonely,nosugarnospice,2019/08/12,"A place for lonely internet surfers  Devil's Office is an 18+ open to all server. The server is owned by Jack and Sol who are super welcoming and friendly. This office is a place for lonely internet souls and bored passerbys alike. There are tonnes of sub channels to ensure that there's something for everyone. (Memes, NSFW, VC, Gaming, Music etc.) If you're looking for a place that feels like home, there's no where more inviting than the Devil's Office so please, don't be shy. (Drama Free Zone) [https://discord.gg/68vQ6Tc](https://discord.gg/68vQ6Tc)",5.3990624999999985,8.617740781250003,4.256083333333336,81.64725000000003,73.47916666666666,5.923333333333334,22.1,7.1686216300943375,0.9748074999999998,449,12,70,5,10,131,70,96,0.086,0.6759999999999999,0.23800000000000002,0.9471,0,4,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,1,7,9,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,6,9,8,4,5,3,2,1,0,4,5,0,1,1,40,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269764922542385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311308047910556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223039648191855,0.17280218508623096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868792024118673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426296648806776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817244603253425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031218834607308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7581528017195229,0.2655163138994127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862143438170779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ScrewedAFF,2019/08/12,"Have you ever wanted to be alone but not alone? The title doesn't make sense but what I mean is, have you ever just became so sad or depressed you started texting a person you really care about and you know that they aren't going through the best of times either, but you just want to dump your feelings out on them, I recently did that but I felt bad afterwards for my friend because I was wasting their valuable time to help me, what I'm trying to say is that I don't want to be alone but I want someone to be there for me but I also don't want to make that person struggle anymore then they already do.",3.475476190476193,4.438585753968255,4.292222222222222,89.22500000000002,72.4126984126984,6.552380952380951,25.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.7464349206349206,479,14,101,3,9,154,77,126,0.203,0.614,0.183,-0.6301,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,7,4,1,8,9,1,1,3,0,14,0,0,2,2,26,29,11,0,5,11,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,3,21,4,14,23,2,11,0,2,0,0,16,2,0,1,8,77,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471452633715476,0.16744247063654685,0.12134179059173585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047956123795406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669172498009246,0.09249576429753643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923568908682242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547031366854997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068845023037534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745045545247525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672137420872463,0.0,0.14568863390989265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722947200661613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623404660678746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017042405942234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338915202565418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256752293921385,0.0,0.0,0.1652830339306845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649769139437712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972048184398204,0.0,0.14981922415261065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120665131645011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856390127328024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739825275168102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862553828139006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769548727395016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301756652080228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474838332042331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cactea_,2019/08/12,"It's my birthday in about a month. I have no one to invite. There's a group of ""friends"" that I have, but they've basically forgotten I even exist. I never get invited to anything, they always hang out without me. 

I have most of their birthdays written down and so far no one has invited me the past few months. There were four birthdays and the entire group got invited to all of them. Except me.

I never get any texts either. I feel like everyone has forgotten about me.

I think that on the day of my birthday I will get only a few ""happy birthday"" messages. From family members.
None of my ""friends"" will know.
None will remember.
None will care.

I will be lonely on my birthday and I'm not looking forward to it. Especially since it's only once a year and it should make me happy and it should be a special day. But it's not going to be. It's gonna be even worse than my average day.
The most lonely day of the year.",1.2538235294117648,3.516564262032084,3.2008850267379683,88.76720989304813,82.85026737967914,6.092941176470588,23.253743315508018,7.365786028017652,1.0593360427807488,715,26,147,11,20,240,94,187,0.121,0.785,0.095,-0.4574,0,4,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,0,7,9,0,0,10,0,17,0,0,1,3,25,31,8,0,2,7,0,1,1,2,8,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,10,2,0,3,3,2,23,7,22,16,9,20,0,2,1,0,8,7,0,2,13,111,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268932325745379,0.0,0.0,0.10370605983870372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254955110203626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548515858655312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934026859968245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014512365285084,0.0,0.0,0.14572145205871614,0.0,0.0,0.14376457899336226,0.0,0.07710919953790403,0.10894690282607912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23564413025473002,0.0,0.23902678130921656,0.0,0.08666995834398812,0.0,0.12196915776652445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32468077122240946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381068286589115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745043934959619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806261731125354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017957492766242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24345003947336316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352366862310504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240882337163565,0.20667754836196656,0.23196810123176764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455796714142081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727541551716099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615058599927648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771662475240547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700573512305695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541177284621344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641157288083025
lonely,capjosef,2019/08/12,Fuck I hate this feeling I just feel so alone and broken right now it sucks so hard.,-1.91,-0.8163014444444414,-0.7238888888888884,108.2675,119.0,1.8,10.055555555555557,3.1291,-2.3087111111111107,66,1,16,0,4,20,16,18,0.626,0.321,0.053,-0.9437,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44337986087341613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329178770889322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39576920327823617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834912370350924,0.4226576122228817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655928915508878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,c1ncinasty,2019/08/12,"Middle aged and friendless I guess this qualifies as a ""first world problem"", because in the grand scheme of things, I'm fine. I don't have to forage for food. I'm married and my wife and I do pretty well. I've got three healthy kids and I drive a cool car. My work doesn't involve heavy labor and I'm compensated fairly. My work isn't all that rewarding, but it can be. Occasionally I get to mentor people and they move on to great careers and that has been something I'm rather proud of. 

I should be fine. 

I'm not fine. I feel silly for not feeling fine. 

Today my cousin-in-law said no thanks to us meeting up for a football game in Chicago. I happen to be a bit of a Broncos fan, having lived in the Denver Metro area for 12 years. Living in Cincinnati now, I miss going to ball games and the Bengals just aren't doing it for me. My cousin-in-law enjoys football games of all types and my wife said that he was feeling a bit out of sorts with his life at the moment. But he said no. So oh well. 

For whatever reason, I got this sinking feeling in the pit my stomach when he said ""no"". Its the same area I felt activity whenever I'd ask a girl on a date and she said no, or for the entirety of the 6 months between my first wife asking for a divorce and finally being granted said divorce. You know, the first time around when I let my entire identity get wrapped up in who I was married to, the kid I was raising, the job I had, the car I drove and the money I was making. 

I swore I'd never let that happen again. 

But here I am and its happened again. Only worse, I'm now in the Cincinnati area and...to put it mildly...I find myself at-odds with most of the people here. I'm an atheist, skeptic liberal with mild libertarian leanings. This is SOOO not my crowd. I do try not to be judgmental in the midst of all these judgmental people, but it ain't easy. Browsing the Facebook page dedicated to the town I live in, I goggle at the casual racism, the science denial, the assumption that everyone is White and Christian. 

At the same time, I wonder....what am I? Who am I? Have I simply become too much of an asshole to make friends? 

I didn't used to have this problem. I used to be the guy that everyone rallied around. Four minute on a phone and I'd have 10 people for movies and Denny's. Now?

Well....I guess now either I'm an asshole, I'm surrounded by assholes or everyone is too busy trying to make a living and take care of their families. 

In the meantime, I'd kill for some meaningful conversation.",2.145964912280704,3.91974628654971,3.7842651072124767,88.23592982456142,77.3625730994152,6.431345029239767,24.265497076023394,7.3011,0.9979221052631582,1947,66,409,24,45,649,245,513,0.098,0.779,0.12300000000000001,0.9072,1,0,1,0,2,0,78.0,1,1,2,7,20,22,2,0,38,1,37,3,1,6,4,64,80,27,1,4,13,3,5,0,1,1,1,6,0,4,20,23,1,0,9,5,1,7,15,5,2,5,17,13,46,17,60,54,12,56,1,1,1,0,37,28,0,7,21,265,66,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345051871320882,0.15064599078145138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911532507908599,0.0889843236177291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592529746877136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214748974472731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23096708902766144,0.0,0.0,0.07595515472904836,0.0,0.16295644512560994,0.0,0.07736078153584065,0.08826157660818787,0.07364042130712957,0.2056009179524476,0.0974267557839718,0.0,0.062248943723879416,0.0,0.08419002921698443,0.0,0.04579034795964408,0.0,0.12887995520448484,0.08882979622766007,0.17751604890919526,0.07977794324278548,0.21374596982138475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995427104777013,0.0,0.08913985814540751,0.0,0.044279706653750105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647785835571127,0.05690967000089301,0.0,0.0,0.2845826261772408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134527589210398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643109921319562,0.08563420689581103,0.05922894514116734,0.0,0.062141311252519975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127786532896939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223431106737644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196965829788372,0.0,0.15419110402292754,0.0,0.0809960945322582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284039242759945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598487480982005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202748117097225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057935409954775,0.0,0.0,0.07417893862336714,0.0,0.0,0.05352778279757359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396317944864416,0.0,0.07637187357095312,0.0,0.0,0.1094048210088758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691697541094244,0.13917492503945916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732897712135332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737579711548532,0.11731327444060455,0.0,0.0821087178490251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05188507319813464
lonely,KilledMyselfTwice,2019/08/12,"How do you expect me to have a gf? My mom says I should already had at least one gf by now.How does she expect me to have one when I barely have 1-2 friends that I hang out with and that is once every 2-3 months.
I feel lonely even though my family is here and I don't like it.I'm also scared of people,so it's hard for me to interact.
... 😢...",-0.4051175406871579,0.7800896455696247,2.4038336347197102,97.92936708860759,82.92405063291139,5.5269439421338165,15.083182640144667,6.1826913282559595,-0.8616994575045211,258,3,69,2,7,91,58,79,0.121,0.841,0.038,-0.6216,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,9,0,0,1,0,9,10,6,0,3,0,1,2,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,3,12,2,9,8,1,5,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935555728664438,0.21273311791436486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23279263370727316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570123987461414,0.0,0.2241301837226444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507764679380465,0.0,0.13450582084296606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552351312607606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382983302530302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299621142955272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115550445943193,0.21233165166966064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832986495859548,0.3605190231364417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154681790346624,0.26632869681963656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26135963820490804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gggubblebum,2019/08/12,"ur annoying as fuck. i guess i’m weak and i take what’s cheap like slamming the door on my face. and yeah you cute or whatever but goddamn you a fool, now you’re just another reason why i cant trust nobody.",-0.7240000000000002,1.4216889333333356,1.7572222222222216,95.8225,93.0,5.666666666666668,18.61111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.34877777777777785,162,5,38,3,6,55,39,45,0.345,0.55,0.105,-0.9225,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,7,2,0,2,1,1,3,1,1,0,7,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,2,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433793140895068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824524769310235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557294374681976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210948464742248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253452650919052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110456224732205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732935521092399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,futabakira,2019/08/12,"please send me memes im  at work alone no one's replying to my text 
I just need someone to talk to lol
send anything. I dont get offended :c",-2.186562500000001,-0.395574031249998,0.9185000000000016,99.8765,101.8125,5.0600000000000005,18.9,6.742157984588678,0.16445500000000024,109,4,28,2,5,38,27,32,0.121,0.607,0.272,0.6362,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517206921453765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794598858902682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980058532822144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742572751879335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668236788842352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25180731438389664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301201198819927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727761811274823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877399410268495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27295568390983993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472310944517056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,7anon3,2019/08/12,":/ I just need someone to vent to but I don't want to upset anyone with my own sh*t.
It could be literally anyone, they don't even need to read the message/messages, they could even block me right after, I don't care...",3.654,4.1781544,4.682222222222221,88.21000000000002,71.66666666666666,6.888888888888888,23.88888888888889,6.42735559955562,0.5272222222222225,168,4,37,1,3,55,31,45,0.154,0.784,0.062,-0.4779,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,10,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,6,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989879111972097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908904744959048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555903720614685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768864264234189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231044664279416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853851629871841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436514343345667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417405040756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828202369891107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Argeeness,2019/08/12,"Hi, Hi all I'm a lonely dude of 26,I'm lonely cause I was in an accident in 2011, lost pretty much all my friends and well my love life has been all but non-existent.

I'm not like really sad or anything but I just want to have a special connection with someone.

I'm human, I have needs to feel something!.

If you want to know more about me don't hesitate to HMU. Please.

Hope you have a good night. (it's 21:40 where I am)",-0.90779487179487,1.2236047333333353,1.2699999999999996,98.28807692307691,96.11111111111113,4.991452991452992,16.923076923076927,6.67199483983844,-0.14312820512820498,326,9,77,5,13,108,66,90,0.09699999999999999,0.5920000000000001,0.311,0.9670000000000001,0,4,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,4,11,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,1,3,18,19,5,0,5,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,3,1,9,7,9,16,5,4,0,4,0,1,7,3,0,3,2,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093404337433373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613275303517218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862669864141354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654027476963906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213369385156925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25266563066105874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980551623574916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968244133810554,0.12428159320932405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776955938031872,0.0,0.2295959629325089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18700515150902605,0.18862618599067246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387268004858833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792426798494215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588050206297617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296807789100135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21554293514416908,0.19584104505752328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000903920405535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22872622047105695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ortertro,2019/08/12,Lonely 23 f Lonely from romania..message me xx,0.1833333333333336,1.796965666666669,4.520555555555556,70.66750000000002,114.55555555555556,6.2444444444444445,26.722222222222207,7.1686216300943375,3.0929555555555566,37,2,5,1,2,14,8,9,0.5,0.5,0.0,-0.6124,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,proknows,2019/08/12,Gave up on dating app Was using it for a couple months. Any matches I did get would never respond. And now I hear that girls get tons of likes/matches and get to be super selective while I’m desperately trying got get a response. Feelsbadman,2.6110638297872337,5.1965330851063865,4.144085106382981,82.09400000000002,79.85106382978724,6.313191489361702,24.293617021276606,7.554174236665415,1.4979565957446814,193,7,34,3,5,64,39,47,0.057,0.857,0.086,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,13,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,2,1,5,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590478225319794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350268185771717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6327725038081012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24216552929098414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412616940308552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416808017065719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335271378148123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557173801436754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615097850766543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509040272304505,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ughwhydo-i-try22,2019/08/12,"I’m feeling hollow and lost. It’s been a long time since I’ve felt like this, I just had a wave of realization that I don’t know what I want to do with my life and how I’m going to be able to pay my bills. I don’t want to work retail for the rest of my life, I just have no passion on taking a school loan out and going back to college. Social media looks promising as a career, I just don’t know. I feel like I’m battling within my self, striving for social interaction but tearing myself down because I feel like I’m failing myself. I just don’t know how or what to do to help myself in finding a direction.",4.962255639097744,3.7298574060150393,6.3703759398496285,83.23120300751881,68.92481203007519,8.502255639097745,28.774436090225574,6.868970318607317,1.3752586466165408,477,13,107,3,7,164,76,133,0.085,0.7709999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.6428,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,7,8,1,0,6,0,10,3,0,2,0,23,28,8,0,2,6,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,8,0,4,2,5,3,0,0,4,5,16,5,18,23,1,10,0,2,1,1,5,5,0,1,6,69,21,6,0.18529316364565604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247900537909808,0.0,0.11295299272942595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28106937292761364,0.2647469462635628,0.17791049494817132,0.0,0.1693545947034352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106127499649164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419810177942466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30549683071436323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617560825055837,0.27157464071415266,0.0,0.0,0.16397861899058888,0.15559959018659614,0.0,0.20226937652245985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875265739392877,0.0,0.0,0.1933011806198372,0.0,0.0,0.1532764197344065,0.0,0.0,0.3777660916368412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931739904279333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804593380993216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858141739707584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489562996496565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thicc-mannequin,2019/08/12,"It’s my birthday and I never felt more alone I’m turning 24 today and I’ve really been feeling the loneliness. I moved out of my toxic parents house almost a year ago. And only now did it really just hit me how alone I really am. 

I have one friend who lives hours away and we don’t even talk anymore. My life just consists of waking up, going to the gym, going to work, coming home feeding my cat and repeat. I don’t have a social life for the moments in between. I can’t remember the last time I hugged someone or had a actual conversation about anything other than work. I’m just craving human interaction and affection at this point. 

Today’s my birthday and I wanted to say hi to my father and he didn’t even wish me happy birthday (I think he forgot, but we are also not on great terms). We argued and I left. I kinda just lost it after that and broke down in my car. I actually have no one right now and it’s so hard. I try putting myself out there but for some reason it’s so difficult for me to even make one friend! 

I feel like I should be grateful living alone, having a job and such but the loneliness just gets to me sometimes.",2.3630425531914883,4.049584059574471,4.257180851063834,85.46875,76.48936170212768,6.742553191489361,22.388297872340427,7.554174236665415,0.9388765957446812,894,25,181,12,20,304,139,235,0.121,0.7609999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.6804,2,3,0,0,1,0,21.0,3,0,0,3,17,10,1,0,9,0,15,5,1,4,1,45,32,20,0,3,10,2,4,1,2,1,2,1,1,1,9,18,1,1,6,1,0,6,7,4,0,3,7,5,30,6,24,22,3,32,0,2,0,1,18,12,0,4,15,127,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.2233889705604388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146010014007197,0.0,0.11461314130898265,0.35563186975619004,0.0,0.0915320114506904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351156806866301,0.0,0.0,0.09418917146518913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753704721715077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859542164328236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267952642885285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157467953676952,0.08176880931798301,0.10989761764883617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685991481979618,0.0,0.05979957451984886,0.0,0.13009822424673226,0.0,0.0,0.126190335565944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184265629690652,0.10253187518353912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481069404657128,0.0,0.11271806212730864,0.1320691504392483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358189168407515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329853651991407,0.0,0.0,0.12435893858931238,0.0,0.16169012334452804,0.055918391318096096,0.0,0.2021370003005893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494441437875532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640159560358795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121650727154781,0.0,0.0,0.08827705626348738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23267908408506602,0.08705045735790566,0.0,0.0,0.1270920502061219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819979451432576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506189119652585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199741534496992,0.11768187435735865,0.0,0.0,0.1296585878688718,0.0977464961501966,0.0,0.09102158586559073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667550447626784,0.09697988158988624,0.0,0.1132018765673588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199699496147676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334005693885312,0.0,0.0,0.06674137310345017,0.0,0.21698557833047255,0.0,0.0,0.07770946046222707,0.12449742323281605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751028667882254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162103723790855,0.0,0.0,0.16665355653928568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370719145810031
lonely,Skramer94,2019/08/12,"My bday is this week, and I'll be working at night, and have no one to spend it with either way It's been almost 3 years since my ex and I split, and I want nothing more than to spend my bday with her. But I wont get to, nor will I get to spend it with anyone else.  

I have no friends, obviously still very single, and I have to work the night of my birthday. It's going to end up being just another day that goes by, and it's so goddamn depressing.",2.0074891774891768,2.538163515151517,3.7519769119769135,93.35272727272732,75.46464646464645,6.8692640692640685,22.223665223665233,6.868970318607317,0.2835240981240981,344,8,86,3,7,116,64,99,0.11699999999999999,0.838,0.046,-0.7826,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,1,15,13,9,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,11,1,14,8,3,11,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,7,59,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276147993954424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383508666774214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893811144045367,0.2329025491329963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659399996699554,0.0,0.19577890503874404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988555857600428,0.0,0.20132624476127675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561657229286648,0.0,0.2375167106112891,0.0,0.12918362098545166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266238303056469,0.0,0.21810688397316927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402888488665484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803042946141635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815274032933613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755181133744256,0.13407136549990611,0.18042545738051796,0.182331702767718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330963931421829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637804536312896
lonely,hmacleod2,2019/08/12,what do you do when you’re with your family and you’re forced to the movies to see a dumb kids movie? i am being forced to watch the secret life of pets with my little cousins and they keep talking about me and how i’m being a brat and not wanting to see this movie. i’m in fucking highschool shouldn’t it be my choice?,2.740000000000002,3.6146438695652208,3.302144927536233,95.96713043478262,74.07246376811594,6.0997101449275375,21.046376811594204,5.6839178017228535,-0.19082840579710147,253,5,60,1,5,79,48,69,0.14300000000000002,0.857,0.0,-0.8645,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,0,3,2,2,0,4,0,7,2,0,1,0,12,14,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,9,10,0,3,0,0,3,1,7,2,2,0,1,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34261621194199154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359918005947927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323039649162706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567064161495001,0.0,0.3642595154232073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5792247286542942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921170246467443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143646549099174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ngocprg,2019/08/12,Discovering this sub makes me feel a little bit less lonely. This might sound weird but I'm just glad that there others who feel the same way.,2.4130952380952384,4.968523642857143,2.3785714285714303,94.63309523809528,80.42857142857143,5.161904761904762,12.904761904761903,6.42735559955562,-0.9630380952380948,114,1,24,1,3,34,26,28,0.095,0.7709999999999999,0.134,0.4902,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,4,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689397657515232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43437048738524536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43050580604946265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867172107350046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556675846111686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409440132137179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Phil8701,2019/08/12,"Im a failure Hey, to day is my birthday and I feel like a failure in life.
I dont know what to say, Im writing this post on my bathroom after i cryed because I just had a real look at my self and my life choices.",0.08039999999999736,0.8829308400000002,3.209,94.31950000000002,80.6,5.0,26.5,3.1291,0.3494000000000001,162,7,41,0,4,59,35,50,0.14300000000000002,0.8029999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,6,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,3,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251315972907134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27482135055064866,0.16135149038178487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932201589810486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265032976179291,0.17873538508183193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5404950532935044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749757255532122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534323992358459,0.1222299222498084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009611678685608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396123236390808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847703548137453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989606836168944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610021489763596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,YoungDirt99,2019/08/12,"What did I do wrong I know I’ve made mistakes in the past but I don’t feel like I did anything bad enough to warrant these consequences. Ugly , short , and dark skin . And to everyone who says personality > looks can go die because they obviously know nothing",2.9752000000000014,5.465454120000004,4.122,83.32100000000001,77.8,7.2,28.0,8.238735603445708,2.0636,206,9,40,4,5,67,41,50,0.308,0.638,0.055,-0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,1,9,11,3,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,4,5,1,3,8,1,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251200646679803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284147180093129,0.16676222478143302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839164963597963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28266499369001313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26140235968796793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832230209136762,0.19543435147734925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547286487405862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006875097480676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364967197223604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297250671060451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588531033755631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624922713993392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611480265440905,0.0,0.2388657470997216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754926789877307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29909955736154525,0.0,0.0
lonely,boofus_dooberry,2019/08/12,"I'm not really alone, but I'm very often lonely I have a wife and a son, and people who I could call friends (really just coworkers), so I don't know if I can still say I'm lonely. I have all these people around me, but I still feel like I'm alone. I try to make new friends but I'm never really able to form meaningful friendships. Nobody ever really calls to hang out or asks if I want to come with when they go do something. Even my own family will all call each other before asking if I want to go somewhere, and often I'm altogether forgotten. I'm not sure where I'm going with this, I guess I just felt like you all might understand. Thank you for stopping to read this.",3.216408450704228,4.020100077464793,4.90574647887324,85.1825633802817,72.8732394366197,8.496901408450704,21.946478873239432,8.841846274778883,1.2183949295774648,529,11,115,10,10,180,83,142,0.094,0.6970000000000001,0.209,0.945,0,6,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,0,12,8,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,6,40,31,12,0,6,11,2,2,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,1,5,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,1,3,16,6,11,27,6,15,0,2,0,0,14,3,0,8,9,72,21,1,0.13474353143546552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791073240884901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995031026515378,0.2519340257048888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465682092155315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127646324767051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160696213240066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758174567027803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889968317166143,0.12188323839613699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702420957015606,0.0,0.06813037808389458,0.09626080578052718,0.12937492078548227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082050362825184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22973356224202654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843519099622138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405152102915682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165776660140174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899423535338422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294159350932215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103922518118255,0.13013614230046208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868283978090579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477999494868922,0.0,0.3452806261714837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715346440682808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037321534723599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521271651935592,0.11265162569599492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699418375373253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405374038139864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148201304698313,0.0,0.0,0.1402727682101809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117752491844543,0.1589504518503156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,8laq,2019/08/12,"New Here. I’m not lonely all the time. In February My boyfriend and I split and ever since I get in these moods of just pure loneliness. It’s sad cause I have so many people in my life that I can turn to but I still feel completely alone. 

I just want to not feel this way when I’m alone. I’ve been working on feeling complete on my own but some days are harder than others.",0.20594444444444093,2.332083149999999,1.7416666666666671,98.40777777777781,86.25,5.055555555555556,17.63888888888889,6.42735559955562,-0.3486527777777777,292,7,69,3,9,94,59,80,0.126,0.8079999999999999,0.066,-0.6887,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,3,17,12,6,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,9,0,9,11,3,12,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,1,6,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536976933908299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250039687195385,0.0,0.0,0.4592972165574173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125611968961474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981250198429042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33224418765207336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443404542459275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470724556220886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220618683110213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154037351517596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184770486173255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118373777420194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491750421112096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277180545638306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23824155773449526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291894678927422,0.17385568310117694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594563239982293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Forcenight96,2019/08/12,"Feedback request. Soul love I love with my soul not my heart so always 
know that if I've loved you in the past that you now carry a piece of my immortal soul.
 this love is  beyond deaths hold.
My heart is broken beyond repair, my emotions forever switching between  rage and absolute despair. 
For this reason I love with my soul.
It's the only part left of me that whole.",1.9725,4.476158356164387,3.0016267123287683,89.79504280821921,81.87671232876713,5.293835616438357,21.45376712328768,6.6274283507984215,0.5364534246575343,292,9,56,3,8,93,50,73,0.099,0.65,0.25,0.9403,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,4,7,1,0,3,0,2,7,2,1,0,8,8,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,11,5,9,8,3,6,4,1,0,5,8,4,0,1,2,39,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418941083839758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182260446954214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041562824185852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371848976518272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528067477205926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7695471352479967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296952809460153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466670499834711,0.16278959291242925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753326084695772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038996737701186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WENUAX100,2019/08/12,"Hi, you can call me Mr.Lonely For the past few months I have been feeling something wrong going on in my life, it felt so tasteless, school been so boring and annoying, and work feels even worse. Even when I got my paycheck I was like ""meh :|"", basically because half of it goes to the uni and the other half I live by.
I took a vacation with my friend and a group of students, had some fun, only to come back home, waking up the next morning feeling the exact same.
Yesterday I probably did an average of 3 visits to the fridge each hour in order to find something to put in my mouth and spend some of my time chewing it.
I tried to read books, gave up in the first few pages, tried to take a walk, felt so sleepy and came back home, even riding my bike doesn't feel as fun as usually.
On Instagram I went to the search page, went to a post, and scrolled all the way down to the last suggested post, I didn't even know that page has an end. I close each YouTube video after few minutes for that it's not filling me with whatever I feel I want. And I also liked each possible post on Facebook, I even spent some time scrolling through the ADs.
I don't know man, there seem nothing to make me feel.. I don't even know what I want to feel, but I'm quite sure I don't want to feel like this, I feel so lonely and isolated from everything..

Help",5.453080625752103,4.630517797833939,5.712361010830325,86.99891456077017,67.77256317689529,9.263922984356194,29.658002406738863,8.447377352677275,1.7744678219013237,1038,31,237,13,15,331,155,277,0.063,0.838,0.099,0.6762,0,4,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,3,15,11,1,0,17,0,13,4,2,1,3,46,43,18,0,3,2,0,11,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,9,17,1,0,16,4,2,11,6,4,0,3,15,11,29,7,37,28,14,42,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,4,18,145,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849613857714674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509533889141756,0.0,0.05983561225437374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022929860390513,0.11226548891176512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455358685690642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693799087268557,0.0,0.0,0.3889907413172808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821720615843967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466802766889946,0.0701233992980744,0.18849227691032602,0.0,0.08971374389738902,0.08349231654231984,0.0,0.0,0.07583587513487543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578490015273875,0.0,0.07850514085531655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579258575826019,0.0,0.1969190014986845,0.0,0.0966648988114848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183360410248415,0.0800110773885645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933121061938759,0.14386369504010116,0.0,0.08667445266245227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655205773473596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834800202799395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439111118111996,0.0,0.0,0.09418431417430584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074652841729052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370198843153636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106572989415605,0.2820218946504056,0.0,0.10582987622469567,0.0,0.0,0.09867492272008786,0.0,0.10440208000113957,0.0981835891206647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934015110605553,0.0,0.08935847034659752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113214893663215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251183577457116,0.0,0.07380186808667666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447230294463198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905606803499783,0.13328435550625653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081060970982339,0.0,0.1736866720571927,0.07791247875083106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819850937973664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145948428943574,0.0,0.10003039572693533,0.0,0.10731929945883546,0.0,0.0
lonely,igNeedsABetterName,2019/08/12,"Nothing compares to the feeling of being texted first Getting an unwarranted text from anybody at all will really make my day, it just gives me such a high. But I barely get responses anymore, I start college soon and I just cannot make friends, and have heard all the mediocre solutions through the years and they just dont work.",6.52741935483871,7.516796741935487,5.8711290322580645,80.57669354838713,65.45161290322581,8.780645161290323,36.467741935483865,8.841846274778883,3.152890322580644,266,13,48,4,4,81,52,62,0.043,0.902,0.054000000000000006,-0.091,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,2,2,12,13,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,6,1,5,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,34,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858531998847746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588872547485186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378110825474831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574105703592186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451738568290304,0.0,0.0,0.22269083866415346,0.0,0.3011833951215748,0.2765027571194514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045377337078001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848002622319052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765707374666896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846517106153877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040153091791353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098396366972773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561488393916667
lonely,zenziske,2019/08/12,I lost a person and im lonely again i met my friend who i haven't seen in since i was a kid and I just felt connected and close to him after 1 day and know he's leaving again and i probably won't see him for another few years. im feeling so lonely again now I really don't know what to do,-1.5261764705882328,0.2601972647058837,1.9544117647058847,96.1898529411765,91.05882352941177,5.752941176470588,15.852941176470587,7.1686216300943375,-0.15100588235294102,226,5,58,4,8,82,45,68,0.124,0.797,0.08,-0.3818,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,13,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,4,10,1,5,7,1,9,0,3,2,0,8,2,0,0,7,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659370585185238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635604589617393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823518003833576,0.0,0.24350982228430604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959420383642964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5478946539263904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787599422857542,0.0,0.0,0.26854128006259176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768503338990224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214465174537895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734394721552008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247202975421418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209802899424567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097926473689666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331951025898694
lonely,jahnukkah,2019/08/12,how? how do you deal with loneliness??,-0.16714285714285634,0.10507014285714432,0.946428571428573,94.51107142857144,133.28571428571428,7.114285714285713,17.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.524485714285715,29,1,6,1,2,9,6,7,0.358,0.642,0.0,-0.5171,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JXSTYLES,2019/08/12,"Don’t know what’s been happening to me I remember that about a year ago I used to be someone who was happy,I don’t know why but for the past few months I’ve been seriously unhappy,I want to be alone and my family is concerned (I’m 14 maybe it’s just a phase), school is horrible, my grades that used to be good started to plummet and school became this mad cycle I have to go through with Everyday, (get bullied,feel lonely,study for tests that I’ll probably fail) before going home and feeling like shit. My self esteem is crushing and I feel so lonely, I thought that maybe if I had a Girlfriend I wouldn’t feel like this but obviously I don’t even have what it takes to have a Girlfriend, I come out awkward to most girls anyway..  I really don’t know what to do",4.412075471698113,4.674398540880507,5.4537672955974825,84.28140566037737,69.8805031446541,8.875723270440252,28.478616352201254,8.841846274778883,1.958322767295598,604,20,130,10,10,200,94,159,0.18,0.736,0.084,-0.9537,0,5,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,2,1,5,0,19,1,1,2,1,25,37,8,0,3,4,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,12,7,0,0,8,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,5,3,14,3,15,28,2,10,0,2,0,0,5,1,1,2,8,78,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986701793296594,0.0,0.0,0.16341783300710486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426354378678654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591793806679695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421560545660254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874579973984478,0.0,0.31912365710316914,0.2254434896761673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243623010626278,0.0,0.17934587723295564,0.1323427002798186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952888971423266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827137348513032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260143780969965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417171145057393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170327879312841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594260377528088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062378231128828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011908183940105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108120933865347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873981998423125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193739971890084,0.0,0.0,0.16460432625377908,0.0,0.16196419213230356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369084811411774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116811434169718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863479845975915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252637867181809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725514233046533,0.0,0.0,0.09306577131828808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237655868190222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160846534969092
lonely,Sopel97,2019/08/12,"I don't know I've been trying to improve in the last few months. Forcing myself to go out with friends. (saying yes before thinking seems to be quite a good method, at least to some extent...). Yesterday me and 3 of my high school friends went clubbing. I didn't know how it would go but I wanted to try and not think much about it. Before we got there I was fine. After we got there I was fine. But I don't know. I immediately started feeling like it's not for me. Exhaustingly loud music. People everywhere. I can't dance, didn't want to, couldn't get myself to try, I couldn't imagine it being fun. Even while being drunk I couldn't do it. Ended up sitting for the whole time. Alone, sourrounded by everyone having fun. I don't remember ever feeling as alone as there. It was some of the worst hours recently. We finally decided to move on. There are pubs everywhere on the street. As we go by one of them there's 2 employees standing next to the entrance. One of them says to us ""wanna get in for a beer"" and the second one goes ""don't you see his friend isn't even 17"" like wtf. Do I need to be constantly reminded that I look like an ugly kid? When I got back home I jumped into my bed, hugged a fucking curled up blanket and cried myself to sleep harder than anytime recently. Nothing makes me happy. I don't know what to do. The more I try the worse it is. Nothing good ever happens. I still can barely make a hair appointment. I'm failing uni. I can't even begin to look for a job even though I have more than enough qualifications to find a good one. Everything scares me. I just dream about a true, peaceful, close friendship. One in which we could be honest about our thoughts and feelings. I want to have someone I can hug. It's all I really want. But I can't imagine opening up more to a man. I've never had a female friend. Never been close to having one. A year ago I was so down I actually tried to talk to one I've known like 9 years ago. She was the closest to me. We never even talked before. And she was the closest. That's how pathetic I am. I don't know. Am I fated to be sad? Maybe I don't know how it's like not to be? Maybe I want to be sad? If so then I just want to be sad with someone. Just wanted to get this off.",0.20978937728937552,2.4570032756410285,2.2427899877899904,93.86788461538464,87.82478632478632,5.137728937728938,19.040903540903546,6.6274283507984215,0.08620317460317484,1735,50,385,21,56,578,216,468,0.12,0.6940000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9736,2,2,2,0,0,0,66.0,8,1,2,2,27,29,1,1,21,1,49,8,2,5,7,76,90,22,0,15,10,0,4,5,4,1,1,3,2,2,14,19,2,0,19,6,0,7,22,8,0,8,16,10,57,21,61,60,13,57,0,4,3,3,24,20,1,4,33,264,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.06964231052454235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652219636590056,0.0,0.0,0.14782600975538238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487556754700488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821800311054927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712061636845205,0.0,0.05697944415071484,0.0,0.07839151236869521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320853907092297,0.07373950859314518,0.0,0.2356807825896977,0.12910813320292913,0.0,0.06819267323076507,0.06413859655854218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825343227547736,0.050983437503279744,0.0,0.07817727899432626,0.06522665901770364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054684394352334,0.06597613837200363,0.11185638738113296,0.0,0.12167576011857527,0.1795736696168974,0.17123222701183766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631081646124786,0.07596976774346599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540143594800243,0.07158528898065071,0.0,0.07028051801036299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081912191799268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353232593764485,0.05817230488599508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432758485961625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985788079937655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527388272118872,0.0,0.14339222084614384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696316072644745,0.07585009855047871,0.05246176135506663,0.05291652061404011,0.16512412808216867,0.0,0.07589788495816266,0.0,0.0,0.1369540023319105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385131709960254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494757646494938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590585987317752,0.0,0.0,0.04571848605143354,0.0,0.14092939464514842,0.0,0.08084305698606191,0.0,0.0,0.11350521973192465,0.07144918924572173,0.07222556858593455,0.05686896343680334,0.06496835626777057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141691330114527,0.0,0.12093529973967825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505127790904306,0.0,0.05699247992787554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147215688287263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145610020780057,0.07011611769325113,0.056656135431048325,0.04161372353204227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24226202227566385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858437580332621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946520265243609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615641675261251,0.0,0.07967689155752722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272741310349727,0.05069591417486578,0.0,0.0,0.09191392220553923
lonely,tielont,2019/08/12,"Sometimes getting ”better” is... worse Over the past month I’ve been “depressed” (putting this word in quotation marks, because I am pretty sure I dont have the real depression and Iam using this word as an adjective, just wanna appologise to really depressed people).
By “depressed” I mean - feeling no emotions, felt empty, basically like a zombie, just existing.
Now I feel better, well today atleast. I started feeling emotions and Im pretty happy I’d say. Theres a big BUT tho, I started craving love again. Like now, just had my coffee and I feel alright, but It would be so amazing to just hug someone and kiss them, hold them and well that “skin/love hunger” is kinda making me feel meh. 
So yeah, emotions are weird and loneliness is fucking me up. I really hope that you all are feeling good and I really wish that all of you will find someone soon.",4.446971153846154,6.4171055625000015,5.2137500000000045,79.60394230769235,71.5,7.4230769230769225,30.43269230769231,8.139509932561175,2.3927211538461544,670,29,115,10,13,217,106,160,0.11900000000000001,0.557,0.324,0.9914,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,2,2,14,21,1,0,5,2,13,5,0,2,3,36,30,13,0,4,6,0,7,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,7,1,1,9,0,0,1,2,6,2,0,3,8,16,15,9,24,2,14,0,4,0,4,6,4,1,2,11,75,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704372574176628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438641301169053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398086813176916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135421912803366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899293326621581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35054858299413205,0.0,0.11094462419412716,0.0,0.10560918213619112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068226721850084,0.0603692915643799,0.0,0.0,0.0969165505180318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300346452339722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476567427948135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481214496322254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290226381703575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042869797085436,0.0,0.07712948190703119,0.0,0.0,0.1258661269103973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222966355795896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103040619295501,0.08010674038628186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351086107103637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615809833707795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151942312759982,0.22206987111295748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188875840493144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580763892009306,0.0,0.1142803631464216,0.0,0.16357156314624566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890303859400552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952641175690926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979675391848936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778385132223567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287500516218534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775373340303365,0.08208229754954885,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SlightlyOversteeped,2019/08/12,"Am I just that horrible of a person to talk to? I get ghosted within the first couple messages. Every. Single. Time. I don’t understand. No matter where I post, what I include in the post, what I even say to people. It’s always within the first couple messages- they just stop. No response.

Maybe I send too much? Maybe it’s how I talk? I’m not completely sure.

Regardless of reasoning, it’s lonely. It’s depressing. Ive lost what confidence I had left and faith in myself to actually reach out. Retreating back into my hole seems like the safest option, but fuck if it isn’t shitty to think that I reached out and tried to no avail.",0.9734305882352919,3.5536134960000036,2.7592470588235294,88.37656470588236,90.03999999999998,5.821176470588236,19.352941176470583,7.285733465282438,0.7926517647058821,497,15,96,9,17,164,82,125,0.213,0.6970000000000001,0.09,-0.9475,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,7,7,1,0,5,0,5,1,0,2,1,20,12,5,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,2,1,14,3,15,10,2,17,1,3,0,1,8,9,1,3,6,67,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.16441644373023145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019249520574206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295540827953587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665265937486738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728495078500342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511534344572471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128233924777754,0.0,0.14195535079029156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28662544293722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576108777085668,0.08802613087358685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305876407079874,0.0,0.0,0.08231295409590833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392059576238906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385303967161544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385540009882988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680584996726925,0.14711405561989485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32272291159947136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322999631362654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339855357510353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338184520430548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408604799262204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879452747236622,0.0,0.0,0.27084271363060297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079579830159653,0.0,0.0,0.09824459271925337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438982955461187,0.0,0.0,0.17539817404843747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nopotatoforyou72,2019/08/12,"You define you. People fuckin suck. Really though. They call you names and treat you like utter shit. It's hard. Nope that's an understatement. It's one of the worst things that can happen to your head. They will call you broken, useless, worthless. They'll call you those things for your mistakes, and sometimes even theirs. I know it hurts. I know how lt feels like you can't breathe. Like the entire world is on your chest and you can do anything to move it. I know the feeling. You have to understand something though. This does not make you who you are. Your mistakes, illnesses, and issues do not make you. PTSD, depression, anxiety,addiction, or whatever else you have. This does not make you. It doesn't define you. It plays a tiny sliver in the definition. It's a single stitch in the blanket. What defines you, is everything else. The words you speak, and what you think. What you love and hate. What you want and need. Your dreams and your nightmares. Right down to the music l listen to, and the hobbies you love. Whether you are kind to people who probably don't deserve it. When you stand up for someone, or even just endure something for someone else. This makes you... You. Your issues do not make you. Not the whole you. But please don't settle. Improve. Get help for your depression, or anxiety. Improve the tiny part of you that you don't like. You get to change the definition of you, and no one else.",1.4365246401677645,4.150314360594795,1.7513011152416382,94.79172338194643,91.26765799256506,4.84075874559146,19.165093890000954,6.551861593081955,0.18992414450481387,1109,33,221,14,39,334,127,269,0.175,0.713,0.11199999999999999,-0.9613,0,0,2,0,0,0,55.0,0,39,4,0,7,21,4,0,14,0,18,8,4,6,0,40,40,19,0,4,11,0,3,4,0,2,1,2,0,0,23,10,0,0,7,2,0,1,12,12,0,2,0,5,46,9,19,38,4,10,0,5,0,3,54,7,3,3,5,154,69,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122097374968049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874176085602251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084703257247946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153114877351978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888711142210364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730825072123313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015082902933136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439418176506066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596961175625133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250754322042286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408978475066752,0.07353376596033796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755416286349866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102134406888428,0.0,0.0922057564015771,0.1016228301204418,0.1056366702968857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899232854511976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101895231035217,0.0,0.0,0.21486597291235585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718656236006208,0.16970418558868752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011471089947333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857980855739116,0.0,0.3435354566716836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939912387274142,0.0,0.07632186515508901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394971135137888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146399839068373,0.0,0.14271847786687974,0.0,0.0,0.11298708100935215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097678418068364,0.0,0.12032056734695075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594008991941397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790231912758062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565696100002364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744258226375722,0.15848227810163248,0.10180116803956613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367652659650288,0.06595388421870338,0.20225792692661665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715456643583154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607112377196385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491853400158693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Figoverlord,2019/08/12,I went out and got myself some new clothes after my jeans and shirts from 2009 decided to fall apart in the wash. I tried to go to the store awhile back but a thing happened so I postponed clothes shopping until yesterday! I got 2 pairs of nice jeans to wear around the house if I have company over but the thing im most excited about is I got 4 new pairs of gym shorts to wear while I work from home. It felt great getting new cloths and treating myself! (I also had enough to get a soda and a candy bar!) It feels great to be able to wear new clothes.,2.6521062801932374,3.9714578434782624,3.2455072463768104,94.55251207729471,74.91304347826087,6.502415458937199,23.21256038647343,6.937597516519254,0.4728357487922708,432,12,99,4,9,135,74,115,0.026000000000000002,0.812,0.163,0.9605,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,7,0,4,7,4,0,0,14,14,11,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,3,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,11,5,19,7,3,18,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,9,59,15,1,0.15785959113419276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624025799691455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405285042862757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138428149115453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311115617023408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981855242745077,0.0,0.1515699631785018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649502419065324,0.0,0.08971524351726702,0.0,0.3787642073343189,0.34808151303752066,0.0,0.0,0.13959471510066093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583460409919207,0.0,0.0,0.18214877353444486,0.0,0.0,0.1705154472667715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6098471072111128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974979586772366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717630020440876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633742250896406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492366244434868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Xbdjdiosbx,2019/08/12,"Please help me I'm so scared right now, I don't know why I feel so lonely and sad that I feel like bursting into tears when I talk to my family over the phone and I'm debating over telling them what I feel because I was like this last year in uni and all came crashing down because I couldn't bear it and now that I'm back it's the same and I'm scared I don't want to be here but I have to and I don't know what to do, I'm fine throughout the day but I can't sleep at night and I can only feel this deep melancholy, I was already diagnosed with depression but then my psychiatric said that I didn't have anything, if I don't have anything I don't know what I'm supposed to tread or do, somebody please help me I can't ruin this opportunity again.",1.7233503243744224,2.815806246987954,3.251445783132528,94.49471269694165,76.89156626506025,6.553475440222428,23.01019462465245,7.010146845296331,0.4313406858202038,591,17,145,6,13,195,84,166,0.128,0.722,0.15,0.5688,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,8,10,0,2,3,0,18,2,1,0,1,26,34,16,0,3,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,11,10,0,0,7,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,5,5,22,4,12,27,2,19,0,4,0,0,7,8,0,2,12,89,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813323591219211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27044443774452503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635274057660711,0.0,0.2003371675668121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793949971191592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597348000393217,0.0,0.14152947516942144,0.16678240161797514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490725691028734,0.0,0.3323426303363977,0.1173909872920698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22028186528237576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27091964669126145,0.13394358321137048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055792469933758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420416920295255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497355921781005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607503251796179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403292744888794,0.15630694281740254,0.0,0.3290280639171749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443971556908604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320750315005042,0.14362383596455947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692080967913418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482741844967342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581736542284582
lonely,mmm-bread,2019/08/12,"Not sure if I’m alone or lonely I recently moved across the U.S. for the second time in my life back to my hometown. The first time was half way through my fourth grade year and I was excited to go and meet new people and I didn’t really miss my friends from my hometown, and after about three years I moved again to a big city in the next state over and I felt really out of place but I adapted and faked who I was for a year and a half just to fit in. Doing this made me have extremely depressive episodes but they calmed down  a bit after I moved yet again to another state over where I didn’t care what people thought of me at all because I was sick of wanting people to like me but I did find a group of people who I clicked really well with individually and we ended up all clicking well after a little while when we were in high school and were able to drive and do what we wanted more freely and we hung out about 4/7 days of the week but talking daily and I always wanted to move back to my hometown until about five months before I did due to the amazing people I met. And I’m here 9 month after I moved back to my hometown and I don’t know a single person after being away for so long, some names are a little recognizable but it’s hard to move somewhere and try and find your groove in a new school after the entire school has established groups. I still talk to all my fiends that I clicked with daily but some of the people have fell out of touch with me and the others and I can’t help think that they wouldn’t have if I were there. But the issue is that my depressive episodes are more frequent and severe. Now I’m going into my senior year at a school I went to for six months so I’m not a new kid but I don’t know anyone and no one knows me but they likely have seen me so they aren’t as willing to engage in conversation as they would if I were new but I’m also uninterested in meeting new people after every friend I’ve met I moved from.

Sorry for this seeming a bit rambly but I just needed to say something without over thinking it/

I’m not sure if this is the right place to post this and if it’s not I’d love it if you could direct me to a better place.",3.5770674486803533,4.129710593073593,4.576370618628684,88.79653749476331,71.85714285714286,7.173411534701858,22.69543359865941,6.968188349444268,0.5029881860075411,1722,36,383,14,31,562,205,462,0.076,0.8190000000000001,0.105,0.9559,1,3,1,0,0,0,14.0,4,2,5,2,23,20,0,0,24,0,32,3,0,1,5,83,60,48,0,13,25,0,3,2,2,3,2,1,0,2,16,32,0,0,10,0,0,12,13,5,2,8,19,8,54,15,70,36,10,88,0,4,4,1,30,30,0,10,44,277,70,6,0.0670238013929748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941644492222293,0.0,0.05359890975892947,0.055769171923739314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028029967343229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468646003149717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297106769732552,0.154611498416517,0.0,0.04085708723672415,0.0,0.05703231844919107,0.0,0.0,0.05927710570063857,0.14634526421752025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833523242234205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351305163593459,0.0,0.0,0.043224807157722527,0.0,0.1154550038576619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936319431596027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056470443386431986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435336007288055,0.0,0.122517080469276,0.05701041122573956,0.0,0.0,0.10356484539296887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618234179147361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004016123186465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044924641272612746,0.07081432603372366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995543532398511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050358526523407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734089305314925,0.06548888771526129,0.13435091356033182,0.0,0.05931395511675248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060491597541076275,0.06341954144575354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049327648252507,0.4986498570800995,0.0,0.04969729947738707,0.0,0.3236600251853843,0.07128057314987739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04541706241349346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252610536159022,0.05852259814781029,0.2100768215001288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419027464454273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288114902445793,0.0,0.0661779180639148,0.0,0.0,0.05723796017777141,0.0,0.053300017006101166,0.0,0.2713266609586863,0.0,0.0610159515502291,0.0,0.07571781800747633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159819679898248,0.0,0.07502765833999442,0.0,0.0,0.05352529437060343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633827923754107,0.0,0.0,0.1077423854863989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589229126026568,0.0,0.053209411674756686,0.07816423516675346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04550476158795907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859712376517563,0.05320037384458177,0.05376245066406669,0.0,0.12052489337448702,0.06213173537401993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460855279289744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047611785502763036,0.0,0.0,0.17264452254171705
lonely,Mimikyu030,2019/08/12,"My only friend is my cat. I just feel like nobody will ever understand me. I have my family, a stable job. But my only friend is my 14 year old cat.

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And I don't think this will get any better.",-0.7592248062015514,1.4022907906976771,2.023604651162792,93.31897286821709,94.58139534883722,4.7271317829457375,11.817829457364342,6.42735559955562,-0.7590589147286821,156,2,34,2,6,54,32,43,0.0,0.7020000000000001,0.298,0.9186,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,10,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,21,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623831148670757,0.29425410868909785,0.16467889655017998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417317235151967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904996828075515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282893812420441,0.0,0.12244470490460785,0.17300103550229193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37418850363451295,0.0,0.12651998238471493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403090498632549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830843181332044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541089502795625,0.0,0.0,0.3683511937981408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155168039012013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520998443381342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29425410868909785,0.15594479793180366
lonely,BronzeSpaceCowboy,2019/08/12,"You know your taking a turn for the worst when the late night feelings start hitting you through the day. Ive had a very heavy weekend and was a anxious paranoid mess last night.  I thought I'd be better this morning but I'm still feeling the low gut feeling and like there's a weight on my chest.  

I feel insecure lonely and anxious despite appearing confident and happy most of the time and have a big social life and a lot of friends.  

Idk I'm now at work and still feeling it just want to be curled up in bed right now and feel someones warmth and heart.",4.0973672566371695,5.155618592920355,4.120519911504426,90.67865597345137,71.0353982300885,6.711946902654868,30.054203539823014,6.6274283507984215,1.3751955752212388,443,18,93,3,8,136,80,113,0.187,0.62,0.192,0.3935,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,2,7,9,0,1,11,0,6,5,3,0,0,23,22,11,0,1,2,0,7,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,9,1,0,8,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,7,7,4,9,16,3,21,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,3,14,54,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681189114529448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409437698300834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507347793020892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942802109446156,0.11639401963567725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258758478324345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343723906184222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306751834674965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953960153181094,0.13280603915178424,0.18378707613842915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507910869945333,0.07959717637275861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851344558850334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30578911570878736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391374986026918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608204365801635,0.13804625915662425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531951726334633,0.0,0.26022505161149057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224997100713312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934465902615555,0.09500317732774663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721617381023466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443061185159202,0.09609768931265268,0.0,0.0,0.19839938345846575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861171450324075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,warock567,2019/08/12,"Why do I feel lonely and sad ? I finally able to have money to buy all the stuff I want , gaming PC , a car that I always wanted , but I still feel sad , I should be happy right ?",4.1831578947368415,2.757250473684209,6.104210526315793,85.13947368421054,70.57894736842105,8.65263157894737,21.63157894736842,7.1686216300943375,0.4846947368421049,130,1,31,1,2,46,30,38,0.205,0.642,0.153,-0.2755,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,8,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,1,2,6,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,20,8,1,0.3173153387327288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26403178142742595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208883390448182,0.0,0.0,0.3476034433304821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33778807853573783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709855654961955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534084394048902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36325014581932186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743216162830039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286327737962608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MacyGracie16,2019/08/12,"Shooting My Shot That Missed So, last weekend I went camping with a friend (I'll call them D) and saw this really cute guy. We joked around he was a hillbilly because he wore Jean shorts, cowboy boots, and cut off tank tops. My friend joked that I should've brought my cowgirl boots (I usually do but this weekend I didn't think I should that them). Fast forward three days, I finally built up the courage to possibly speak to him. A girl (K)  we meant had a really cute younger sister (L) and a plan formed in my mind. I gave L a piggy back ride while this guy was packing up to leave. I walked up said, ""excuse me,"" handed him a piece of paper with my name and number. I doubted he would text me at all, probably toss the piece of paper away.
A week goes by with nothing. We didn't have service where we were camping so I wouldn't have gotten a text immediately anyways. I got a text a few hours ago from him, explaining he broke his phone and got a new phone. I couldn't stop smiling in joy. Thirty minutes goes by when he says he has a girlfriend. I told myself not to get my hopes high but I'm a hopeless romantic. I asked to be friends and he told me that he would as his girlfriend if that's okay.
First off, that level of loyalty was amazing. I was happy he let me know that he was in a relationship. 
It's just hard for me to talk to guys. I am very shy, I am home schooled, and I always doubt myself. I need help if I should just forget about him or try to be friends (I asked for the possibility). I am at a lost and any advice would be nice. 
Thank you",1.1205555555555549,3.1086644969135837,2.5988734567901237,94.46368055555556,81.5,5.654938271604937,21.23611111111111,6.770275591412753,0.2599370370370373,1203,36,275,13,32,391,180,324,0.08900000000000001,0.6970000000000001,0.213,0.9929,0,0,0,1,0,1,44.0,4,1,2,4,10,23,1,2,19,1,27,1,1,0,1,44,51,18,0,11,8,1,2,0,6,6,0,3,1,4,11,16,0,1,4,4,0,5,5,7,0,2,22,6,48,16,33,18,5,38,0,4,1,0,51,18,0,6,17,168,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353038002976835,0.10298713036583124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667160228097517,0.0,0.0,0.07900682146280083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342540428311643,0.2172264365436217,0.0,0.1091555388336856,0.08933574331129013,0.0,0.07082264181918796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863342660614185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492690355770706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272702158939846,0.0,0.09882319585856253,0.0,0.0,0.3590435073273177,0.0,0.06069959095639176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584054753629012,0.0,0.0,0.3451113083497349,0.0,0.12367645518627594,0.10407503621228724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787343623570712,0.12275122842936476,0.11653865804234376,0.1153935933995512,0.11441453086348953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384984318331663,0.09470273073111954,0.0,0.12301852611712095,0.0,0.11880257927589087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682489643064318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730933037646984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861464749034837,0.0,0.1122079892875482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147846067648708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26195243776565824,0.0,0.0,0.12526238364148687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885659017460445,0.0,0.0,0.12473453153555154,0.0,0.0,0.11051439689859194,0.09239151071901992,0.0,0.11758101363012145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713222004181236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338160025746263,0.0,0.10696352700895173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444386507180313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220311670120237,0.0,0.07887903051774094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795656474124115,0.0958611981617097,0.0,0.0,0.09319310416432527,0.0,0.0,0.10770062032331004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24759418689078486,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mikhieal,2019/08/12,Looking for people that play PC games on the west coast I am kinda competitive but really shy unless its working together to beat something. Im not regular because of my injuries but I will join a discord and have a mic,5.124341085271318,6.338074767441863,6.739534883720933,72.27271317829461,68.76744186046511,9.454263565891472,35.26356589147287,9.725611199111238,3.7547891472868216,177,9,30,4,3,61,39,43,0.14400000000000002,0.73,0.126,-0.4188,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,20,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954431405513413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523514024236228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406990824079808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360009720242084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104844535821449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731135609533924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528369421691162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ALL-MlGHT,2019/08/12,"I just want all those cute, intimate, sweet things. I’m 25 and I’ve only been in two relationships, one was long distance and the other though local, only lasted about a month and we hardly saw each other. I’ve never gotten the chance to cuddle with anyone on the couch and watch TV, to sing along with in the car, to talk to into the late hours in the night, or not even talk, just look into their eyes, knowing that the eyes I’m looking into to belong to someone that cares about me, wants to be with me through the good and the bad, wants to know everything about me or how I’m doing. I just want an actual relationship with a real connection but I’m so shy and stupid and I don’t know what to do.",4.426107279693492,4.584525848275868,5.341609195402299,85.46153256704982,69.82758620689654,8.099616858237548,23.007662835249054,7.793537801064563,0.8528467432950193,548,10,118,6,9,180,87,145,0.083,0.847,0.071,-0.6994,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,0,10,6,1,0,12,0,6,3,2,1,2,35,22,13,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,17,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,2,0,2,4,8,8,4,25,17,2,16,0,0,6,1,6,8,0,2,7,81,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.16004575454344894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146764908899686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693778016436015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721458426353225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832411617838578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739760935921645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756007056392447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469167549976646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615124261379741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27039947644510576,0.13368640929467246,0.185005399156828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513974701329702,0.27544670511405384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130907661893717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649118748449442,0.0,0.0,0.15390809462278765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113440228031236,0.249467215793968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866742164187241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521611574936651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896136667489006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636428904685938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895799707159552,0.0,0.16113461597341786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020958723571546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869388804236757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ecto_egg,2019/08/12,"feeling kinda lonely My boyfriend has been very distant lately and I guess it’s starting to make me feel very lonely. He’s really one of the only people that I would talk to outside of school and now he just doesn’t ever message me back. I always made sure that he had enough space since I didn’t wanna seem clingy or anything. But now conversations rarely happen. I’ll message him and he’ll just open the message hours later and just leave me on read. Idk if there’s something going on that he’s not telling me about but if there is I just kinda wish he would tell me? It sounds dumb but I even miss the smallest signs of affection he would show. He used to always send me these really sweet good morning messages, seeing those messages always made me feel cared about and happy. I just want things to go back how they used to be. I just want to feel like I’ve got someone who cares about me. I know I’m probably to dependant on him but just suddenly having someone who was really important to me just suddenly disappear kinda hurts. I really miss him :(",3.6922741345341983,5.480778688995218,4.335806360821842,85.87417393751761,73.11483253588517,7.21429777652688,24.255840135097102,7.928766900206844,1.2927295806360828,842,25,163,12,17,268,116,209,0.10400000000000001,0.72,0.17600000000000002,0.9628,0,4,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,20,13,1,0,3,0,12,0,0,8,2,50,39,13,0,9,16,0,4,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,6,2,0,4,3,6,0,1,7,7,24,7,18,27,1,20,0,5,1,0,24,5,1,9,12,99,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29714007016929656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979556965435963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830611983237128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24272831574136636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229950177307974,0.0,0.07862152212965186,0.10767400973676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407507739278089,0.08503865728603212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530071426399146,0.09984094505961956,0.09520319658220372,0.0,0.13113051811652165,0.0,0.10526229389859863,0.12671501490695816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722553789323442,0.0,0.12742947364841636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541854566089401,0.0,0.13427671138309194,0.12604092142909995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815450848493664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252676684419177,0.07945681438717808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066122463310381,0.0905315128298348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252390972503627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283399074343252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906725386848258,0.0,0.3050275820820433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204698167688867,0.09485551639398793,0.10836503095218657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846701623404627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171600841321244,0.09163899031543916,0.0,0.0,0.0842536148991493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218911769942497,0.0,0.0,0.09567585722632392,0.20808374554867626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908159217158953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561611348828301,0.0,0.19643275085406625,0.14041990289565298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688442293172762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536772341630266,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dragonknight762,2019/08/12,"The thoughts that creep into my mind.. Just as I thought that being happy for a while was too good to be true..
You know.. finding friends, or even someone you may love can be extremely hard and maybe just telling someone a simple good luck and a bit of thoughtful words might just make their day and keep them going.
 (This is what I do on my main reddit acount, this is a disposable account due to having a stalker still probably stalking my main account...) But when you give up that's when you lose the opportunity to make yourself better as a whole and I don't want anyone else feeling like that around me, it's sad and I know how it feels, I want everyone to be successful and live a happy life, and though I am rather alone myself I don't really care what other possible bad things happen to me, just as long as others are happy then that definitely puts a smile on my face as it is, tonight I am here sitting alone in my room just wondering how I can make new friends myself or even learn how to love someone, I never felt that emotion in my life before and it just feels very sad from time to time, but I trudge on, friends make me quite happy most times.
Being slightly tipsy doesn't help at all as my emotions get amplified but it fills in the loneliness, i'm not normally like this either, but I just wish I had someone to talk to, maybe even practice loving someone and maybe even make it real someday, I just never get the chances that I am willing to take, it's hard for me to make new friends with all this anxiety and awakwardness and it causes me to get ghosted, which is completely fair, I probably sound like i'm ranting but this is just what is going on in my mind, but I alsol feel like I wouldn't be able to be with a girl like how I dreamed of when I was younger, I act too soft, too feminine, too kind.. No girl wants that.. At least that's how they are where I live... They just want nothing but toughness, they want you to be strong, they want you to be the pack leader of the family... I sadly cannot do any of those things, and sometimes I wish I was born a girl, but alas I was born a guy who just so happens to like a lot of feminine things. Though I don't mind being with a guy, I always leaned a bit more towards a girl because I just always felt more comfortable around them. Guys in my past have treated me so poorly that other guys intimidate me easily..
I try to show care best I can to others but they almost always never seem satisfied with it, and I have my past to blame for making me seem so cold sometimes, I was abused by so many people from school throughout my whole life that I had to drop out during sophomore year of highschool or else I would have just ended my own life, it was too much for me.
This is the run down of my life, though I have had a ton more unfortunate things happen to me I don't really care to put it here as it would probably be as long as a Harry Potter novel, but here I am laying in my bed, slightly drunk and just almost giving up on life itself, I almost feeling like cutting again like last year.. And I just stopped this year too.. Been clean for already 7 months.. I just feel like crying myself to sleep and just wishing I just never existed..",6.609738799033277,5.373375714723932,6.702571109871722,82.19885201710356,65.62576687116564,9.620821714073248,31.1072690091095,8.391295532112219,2.068359304703476,2514,74,531,28,33,806,262,652,0.114,0.7140000000000001,0.172,0.993,0,2,0,0,1,0,69.0,0,6,8,7,52,42,1,0,24,0,56,12,2,13,7,124,108,55,1,14,34,0,11,9,4,6,6,1,3,8,45,24,1,2,18,4,3,7,13,7,0,0,15,13,83,35,72,76,19,64,0,4,0,3,35,23,0,14,41,384,128,4,0.05091737865493473,0.0603287676347248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295919916842676,0.10547009681712023,0.05618859348654868,0.0,0.12710201384119768,0.0,0.0,0.034625563516668095,0.0,0.03895165530403103,0.0,0.0,0.03560261504355231,0.05217087156940757,0.0,0.09065452422809492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042513884356543234,0.031038761430025926,0.0,0.0433269389932076,0.0,0.05343464754572879,0.045032283663402665,0.1111771800114726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574098301231534,0.05230617371608105,0.0,0.0,0.053385902776030905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055930349556538216,0.03283749694279472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506987258174617,0.11455039538999258,0.04509768440960197,0.0,0.0,0.1345217935533975,0.0,0.0,0.04865373732111553,0.0,0.0,0.04800037306521907,0.0,0.1544721392639018,0.14550154193943474,0.09777733683997424,0.0,0.0465375616445198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735456177113502,0.0,0.07980668642969882,0.0976891784952568,0.05787503936210195,0.08541416291418293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166484034901544,0.13507820936200032,0.21680998553194755,0.09122394016483278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034128845620124644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452577056607371,0.0,0.05302261449178446,0.05596571940852388,0.04150445945577277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157867020985736,0.22388093347195445,0.0,0.0899219564038566,0.09012055566630534,0.0,0.05696352255381795,0.0,0.04328813450973392,0.13786476654980098,0.0,0.2379142194246573,0.05162223015751264,0.15346005185918268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401529234625831,0.15423611258531936,0.0,0.040641765862240935,0.0,0.03743013194005308,0.0,0.15708248550204626,0.09835264318241006,0.0,0.0,0.04988822029871488,0.04885659806870619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721279869524238,0.03529969926346585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740169395671382,0.0,0.0,0.16469263820731075,0.0,0.0,0.10237205804512103,0.0,0.054156899743546684,0.0,0.057955124142135536,0.06523795316069254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153110554790388,0.0,0.09270653840890043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05095415057685693,0.0,0.2157106485059357,0.0,0.10071717888746287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04066268436649021,0.04256920848481792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03828353200255185,0.04092546024681268,0.044504033218722976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353089755555417,0.0,0.15007819802046446,0.12126813337689328,0.08907099888121488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034569557802185465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04201216988959623,0.1801943349268326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369486980762687,0.17565741781174182,0.0,0.055217725161320785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234048981100677,0.0,0.0,0.0983673673858316
lonely,JC777Leo,2019/08/12,"Biggest loneliest loser game Hello I’m a 27 year old loser who lives in his parents house still because he can’t afford living on his own. I have no friends. Every girl I’ve dated has cheated on me or just dumped me. I have no social media because I worry about what other people think so much and have no pictures of myself to show anyone. I don’t do anything fun. Possibly the worlds biggest loser ? Lol

I can’t sleep right now so here I am on Reddit feeing bad for myself. I fell in love with a girl I work with. She has a boyfriend and a kid. I’m so much of a loser I would give her rides, go out on dates, and get nothing besides making out and a handjob lmao 
She won’t fuck me and I haven’t had any sex in so long. Idk why I’m in love with her, I could never trust her. I hate using tinder and bumble. Feeling like I’m always going to be alone. All this working out, taking care of myself, being healthy, staying positive stuff seems like it’s getting me nowhere. I’m trying my best but I’m still so alone.",0.4157165109034261,2.586988383177569,2.444509345794394,93.41822819314642,85.72897196261681,3.9404984423676015,19.19704049844237,4.7782277997778095,-0.4064697819314645,790,22,166,2,24,264,132,214,0.156,0.708,0.13699999999999998,-0.2712,3,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,7,11,18,4,0,7,1,17,5,1,2,2,24,39,13,0,2,3,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,12,0,0,3,2,1,4,9,9,0,0,1,1,27,9,21,33,5,29,0,4,0,4,20,15,1,2,11,105,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28697959505416315,0.0,0.0,0.1152797034846206,0.0,0.0,0.09421466838857244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687318355063278,0.0,0.11400990427586655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156784499589068,0.16891026850229884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453933766755205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412548377439137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061610765143494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672929227162973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005200733178966,0.09897585866906436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703874790052223,0.1280816921498867,0.14476703979215386,0.13290402555690062,0.15747549173751918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367835135354865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986117050555676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537119697019054,0.0,0.24467377402718,0.12260707703728185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500827316346751,0.0,0.09247919336999168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036915567756776,0.0,0.10685367094533954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329367010423129,0.0,0.14537861855214784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383671236113142,0.0,0.0,0.0960489627475035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561875392575421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831581588446133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261252509210785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864405115916836,0.14122815701371802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766946623520766,0.2212828288864603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585997294507777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416784323603698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877339869451475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406227924939478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965753010567184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250144075584492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017233587758954,0.14069815337083602,0.0,0.09841767997985126,0.0,0.0,0.08921779130084752
lonely,throwawayscabslut,2019/08/12,This shit hit different at night I don't know. I'm okay during the day then loneliness just hitsand it's like what the fuck?,-0.06461538461538296,2.262118307692308,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,96.69230769230772,5.676923076923077,18.03846153846154,7.1686216300943375,0.4298769230769235,100,3,22,2,4,32,24,26,0.3720000000000001,0.547,0.08,-0.8429,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,4,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29322877775717016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750402500645855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42034116894296747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498783559394145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22213200895671067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266831669467102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667189724871582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,killyrflannel,2019/08/12,"Hey guys I’ve been struggling with suicidal thoughts lately, and my roommate found me black out drunk the other night with his gun in my mouth. I just really want to make new friends, and branch out. Help a brother out? I’m just trying to be happy and go back to being able to socialize again",4.66,5.678097931034486,4.713275862068965,87.09681034482759,69.6896551724138,7.868965517241381,26.568965517241374,8.07648339933343,1.4657793103448276,232,7,47,3,4,72,46,58,0.175,0.665,0.16,-0.2516,0,0,0,1,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,1,0,14,9,3,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,5,2,10,4,0,10,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,5,28,6,0,0.25832169573400043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986334387727706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832364060222552,0.19957870132941646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681017271144672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25577909205580895,0.0,0.2749882485812573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314758746285291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913981244890327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724317378032865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494887034442701,0.0,0.24241741225478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548749299225873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633264375825836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700539240345019,0.0,0.28256200782519136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507857159937787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538347472193802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236482902826648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RustRustinson,2019/08/12,My friend(s) left me again. This isn’t the first time.,-0.6963636363636354,1.2700307272727258,-1.6449999999999996,116.6525,105.36363636363636,2.2,14.590909090909092,3.1291,-2.046309090909091,42,1,11,0,2,11,11,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5046553131546581,0.0,0.0,0.4583772363670093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6446153346413709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34595432419686595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Panicatthe21polits,2019/08/12,"I want internet friends I hate all the people I know besides like a select seven, so anyone wanna be internet buddies?",4.408636363636365,6.89970895454546,6.400000000000002,68.77000000000002,73.0909090909091,8.036363636363637,33.72727272727273,8.841846274778883,3.7387454545454544,95,5,13,2,2,33,19,22,0.15,0.569,0.28,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775559066989746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171754249655879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331033995323335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967505042747182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637995012638971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37434356845179617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31848519845192264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FA_throwaway13,2019/08/12,Mental update I feel numb. I really want to be with someone but there are so many things that can go wrong. What if the relationship only lasts a few days. What if there isn’t any physical attraction. What if it just doesn’t work out. Why does it have to be so hard just because of how I was born. I feel like I’m screaming into the abyss. I’m angry but I want to cry but overall I feel numb,-0.5100324675324686,1.6741302261904778,1.7167532467532496,96.3555194805195,91.9761904761905,4.9593073593073616,15.96969696969697,6.574015621080383,-0.3598666666666661,305,7,71,4,11,102,56,84,0.243,0.648,0.109,-0.9302,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,1,0,17,16,9,0,5,8,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,5,6,2,7,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,5,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633182298522214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640037760301064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638064122824353,0.15488446479414944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101671714506052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642990002736263,0.17157160676156322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648946069420773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21513776116154149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576388543184545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173309031400758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434863261153994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420265638072268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826538378484148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385377084559995,0.0,0.0,0.2578438483495244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348827684670212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955279948159398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833072526071865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670863038293656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484061897478273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625791794035772,0.0,0.0
lonely,ABitOfADisaster,2019/08/12,"Fake it 'til you make it in New Jersey Maybe if I pretend to be happy, I'll be happy.  Maybe I can just trick myself into being happy.  Anyone want to give it a try with me?  What makes you happy?",-0.745000000000001,1.2563792619047618,2.295523809523811,93.56614285714286,89.71428571428572,3.3600000000000003,10.780952380952382,3.1291,-1.6531390476190475,147,1,32,0,5,52,31,42,0.109,0.575,0.316,0.9146,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,8,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,6,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431358824756506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842699487187113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8179322527032269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25644273976547505,0.0,0.38595985515202696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552143435674787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304163007931638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329948505327345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Super_Panda_Boy,2019/08/12,"What’s the best way to meet people as an adult. Hi, I’m 23, I never been in a relationship and tried apps like tinder but it’s never worked out. I’m just sad at the fact that I’m getting older and close friends are getting married, moving in with their S/O. People always tell me relationships aren’t all that and that’s kind of unfair how would I know if I never been in one. I never known what love is and I’m not sure if I’ll meet the right one. Please help.",1.0624972497249736,2.637023148514853,2.9233003300330047,94.09196919691972,79.89108910891089,5.280968096809682,17.16281628162816,5.82211442006289,-0.5969612761276126,362,6,85,2,9,121,68,101,0.146,0.715,0.139,-0.4087,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,2,7,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,1,7,23,14,9,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,1,0,2,2,0,6,6,9,11,2,14,0,1,0,1,11,7,0,2,6,50,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920416543332274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817967752057813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853806495655913,0.0,0.18736902248644807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019083980012164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867286293565062,0.0985466501064721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760408752414005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183848559176456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058311045500168,0.0,0.0,0.5531940945359292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430165146832277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24862842103665625,0.0,0.0,0.1968336543996674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850336859915904,0.0,0.153133743694603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690019491565682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672892035635425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174288664816382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423316342418694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054321135801486,0.0,0.0,0.12737999284701987,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,edeniankari,2019/08/12,Lost and alone Once again I feel like I'm back to the start. I feel completely invisible unwanted and forgettable. No parents siblings that are too busy to even think about me and no love life. The only way I know I'm alive is the lingering ache in my chest and throat.,2.6355555555555554,4.761264777777782,3.4812592592592613,89.3396666666667,77.14814814814815,8.023703703703704,23.76296296296297,8.841846274778883,1.6181674074074068,214,7,46,5,5,68,41,54,0.215,0.637,0.14800000000000002,-0.2911,1,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,2,4,2,0,0,9,11,4,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,5,2,4,10,0,5,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29572716557064643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955806121818736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993770212757218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885925485780364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288749192315982,0.2039855839827152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569220477582641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168114535218715,0.1394975150492651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31169414774422505,0.0,0.25770563015300424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040844468272345,0.0,0.21716151339639989,0.0,0.0,0.3170517743512597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210247182113852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295869132470527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266436401631429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,stonesandswords,2019/08/12,"Isolating Family Visits I am at an age where I am much older than many of my younger family (they’re still in high school or barely in college and I’m at a post graduate age) and I’m generations younger than all the other adults in the family. I’m the only one in my generation in my family, everyone older than me is a generation (or two) above me, and everyone younger is a generation below me.

If I attempt to talk to my younger family, all they do is gossip, talk shit about older generations, talk about their teenaged struggles, and all this stuff that I grew out of years ago. If I attempt to talk to the older adults, all they do is talk down about younger generations, and talk about stuff that’s 25+ years away from me.

I’m struggling to connect with everyone in my family and it’s so isolating. Whenever I try to connect, all I hear is disappointment about how I’m not trying hard enough in relationships, in jobs, in education, in life, in everything.

At some points, all I want is to be accepted into my family with just a little love. At other points, I’m just counting down the days until I’m financially independent enough until I can set out on my own and attempt no more contact with my family.

To me, I don’t know if it’s worth it to be chasing the love of those around me. But at the same time, it’s so lonely to not be sure if I even have the love of my own family members.

I’m barely 48 hours into a visit with my family and I just wanna go home. 48 hours in and I remembered that I’m barely apart of my family and they only tolerate me because I’m blood.",4.0260700169395855,4.820609291925468,6.059175607001697,77.69027103331453,70.98757763975155,9.953924336533033,27.369282891022024,10.125756701596842,2.637448447204969,1240,41,253,33,22,435,133,322,0.068,0.873,0.059000000000000004,-0.4563,1,2,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,4,3,15,11,1,2,14,0,16,6,2,2,7,47,33,22,0,6,12,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,13,19,0,0,3,0,1,4,4,6,0,2,0,2,35,5,58,30,14,55,0,2,0,3,21,33,1,7,16,181,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332988272605697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359939053431385,0.0,0.0,0.0671230225435078,0.0,0.0,0.04355097170710949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04607480564300186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763937287258666,0.0,0.04718740822053434,0.0,0.0,0.2048004598019106,0.06420833521605054,0.0,0.7408508175841669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04060268653903959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639988687384676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052142007041628,0.0,0.0,0.07548342082449436,0.07166312451523872,0.0,0.1407138697039689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089612439003733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039263188191698016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046228288378361,0.0,0.07160462518276492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344021058808794,0.0,0.0,0.07243195866935884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251880365102781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841160576939524,0.10867119681756464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507339906260127,0.0,0.06842261707788372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670301353164981,0.08093095860171287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230410030413896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333518255515603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705444852793081,0.0,0.0,0.14937540939702962,0.1635702172830785,0.0,0.0,0.06733415420340426,0.0,0.0,0.3445389208575551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04165897062768772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701017465947302,0.0,0.06978940110884979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04213891502442672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201386130437957
lonely,Xoroshego,2019/08/12,"I'm so bloody lonely This is supposed to be a rant about being lonely however it may evolve into various other things though oh well.  


I'm so bloody lonely.  I'm a ghost. I cling onto teddy bears when I lay down. I sometimes hold my own hand when sleeping. I yearn for someone to sit next to or even lay next to and simply EXIST with them, regardless of whether they are a friend or more. I wish I had people to share jokes with or to talk about things with such as history or geography. I do have a few internet friends however they have their own lives to deal with plus they can't be here next to me as they're thousands of miles away.

Whenever I interact with someone I feel so meaningless and ghostly. When I was 10 we moved countries and even though we speak the same language I don't fit in and people don't seem to understand me. Many years ago when I was still at secondary school someone once told me that they couldn't work me out. Whilst I want people to interact with it feels like it's pointless even trying now because of how many times I have been ghosted over the last few years by people from all backgrounds and personality types and it fucking hurts. Furthermore the country where I live now has a low population and a quick look at herr google says it's roughly the same population as los angeles or kolkata. This means that there are scarce options for things like support groups and meetups. 

Seriously I have no idea what to do I'm trying to find a job and I go to the gym and play in a social sports team though I am such a ghost and I am so distant from anyone. All this stuff makes me suicidal and I've felt like that for years and no therapies or medications have helped with that. 

Probably missed some stuff out though whatever. It really hurts.",3.394188034188033,5.3572897720797785,3.966732193732195,87.46206410256413,74.35612535612536,7.4150427350427375,25.375213675213672,8.238735603445708,1.5042314529914529,1414,48,287,24,30,446,190,351,0.136,0.774,0.09,-0.9482,3,6,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,6,2,28,20,1,0,14,0,25,4,2,2,2,56,44,37,5,5,7,0,5,3,2,1,1,2,0,1,20,26,0,1,8,5,0,2,6,10,1,1,6,8,33,10,46,33,11,36,1,8,1,1,23,15,1,10,21,198,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844605306691912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662243273166492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951928947457452,0.0,0.0,0.058082188426790686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823014702583226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879587491657876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635350001150593,0.06806850197910569,0.09148434796620723,0.0,0.08708477077779223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722715864823255,0.08808540822810511,0.0,0.0,0.05415017846339891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063864598674976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399977271650424,0.10756023504524373,0.0,0.0,0.09455132443988908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766643137796994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964791080553746,0.0,0.16826908597267742,0.0,0.08001173318177048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360056120330382,0.19319921033442486,0.0,0.10378853986905588,0.0,0.09598521191991977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126823211884227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039960967021273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147076262226833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642223709411662,0.0831953720330604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027286356816279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103921215735065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577098222794727,0.0,0.09642908558132154,0.0,0.08673990816934422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534944174895828,0.09712660455249364,0.24219290889745734,0.0,0.09423498059264404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609123516858153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181470541034093,0.10422154587873077,0.108123331178028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658296220573517,0.0,0.0,0.10896170558552534,0.0,0.18990065289260535,0.0,0.37445094561646586,0.0,0.05555890228893565,0.0,0.0,0.09104472628920393,0.0,0.1293785884223468,0.0,0.0,0.09919049734841147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561989849275792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566873020751697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956802365654797,0.0,0.0,0.06936543431252197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840728078158512
lonely,humptyhump420,2019/08/12,"Wasting time, lonely, and sad I'm a 41 guy who's super depressed and wasted so much time due to aniexty and depression. I been married at 23 had two kids, married 4 years, ugly divorced. Got custody kids. Met great girl who won my heart after divorce. She still owns it. Broke up with me said felt she was holding me back. Two days before 30 birthday. I slipped deep depression. Stop caring and in out therpy and jobs past 11 years. My dad took up legal custody because of depression. I was homeless few times. Now my mother is dying my dad reminds me how much loser I am. Uses kids now 17 and 15 against me. I work but don't have car. I'm constantly clean up my mother's piss or shit the bed. I literally live in closet room and pay 90 percentage my check for rent. The girl owns my heart got in touch me two years ago. We talked but she's change from happy go lucky to depressed. Has spine issue keeps her down. She won't let me go see her when I find rides. I haven't had sex or dated in 11 years. I have fibromyalgia and thyroid issues. I got proplem getting to doctor. I used be full of life not so much now. No supportive family. I feel help less and alone. I know I'm good person but no one likes a sick, fat, depressed, broke, loser 41 lives with parents.",0.6937994226183015,3.074402813229572,2.2440040165683435,93.74016693862184,87.01556420233463,4.716907242374797,19.963474331617924,6.207218560251982,0.08168668256558309,981,30,206,9,31,318,162,257,0.21600000000000005,0.66,0.124,-0.9741,3,3,0,0,2,0,35.0,1,0,0,5,9,23,2,0,4,0,15,11,6,3,0,30,37,18,1,0,6,5,3,1,0,1,5,1,5,7,3,13,1,3,4,0,3,5,6,14,0,4,13,5,33,9,21,21,8,39,0,12,1,1,27,13,2,3,22,114,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865478687018242,0.0,0.0,0.10112080291448038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507557648242473,0.0,0.059517618206372,0.0,0.08308051269577826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995457715767098,0.0,0.10328528045786013,0.0,0.0,0.1055091544626306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296673951698115,0.0,0.504559231043692,0.0,0.10133010431457473,0.0,0.0,0.09993394318400688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204194195376256,0.0,0.04936737906975365,0.0,0.09374527099602373,0.0,0.08923696367389866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101045353615556,0.0,0.11097686691519047,0.08189192003044032,0.2342637849580615,0.10764334530443637,0.0,0.096674371177797,0.0,0.1039346719045992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23139677826224575,0.06544293360487655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038119294677025,0.09688804401737093,0.08678280711956428,0.0,0.0,0.05365784855672776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998387856432519,0.0689627525809874,0.047699712331590594,0.0,0.1724276492694539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531970345316206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616025672901109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841252925139568,0.0,0.0932040128366601,0.0,0.08525144322759061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287359962807544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780275275182957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022130908504727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797173636670315,0.08162754508290082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079546619298357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847561583219452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707959164744257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847649377767804,0.0,0.0,0.2861267223598921,0.0,0.0,0.1686512313429876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107971562289797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251495920855154
lonely,hopegunn123,2019/08/12,"I am lonely. Loneliness sucks. I yearn for someone to text me. Just once and say “hey” FIRST. just to know that I even crossed someone’s mind. I always wonder if people think of me as much as I think of them. Someone texting me first or good morning first would mean the world to me. I don’t feel I have anyone to talk to, like really talk to besides one person and I don’t want to burden her with my struggles. Sometimes I just need to know someone would care if I wasn’t there. I hate calling people “friends” bc idk if it’s mutual. My heart aches constantly bc I struggle with needing approval,
Validation, and gestures of people liking me from others. I know the only opinion of me that matters is from God. But I struggle every day. Sometimes I wonder if I’m enough. Enough for my friends. They are nervous or quite. I use to be outgoing. But I’m more shy, anxious, nervous, quite around people. I wonder if I’m too boring for them. The little things mean so much for me. Just for someone to text me first.",1.0550746268656717,3.5705422089552243,2.4570427860696533,91.76693731343286,87.10945273631842,4.410029850746269,22.467860696517416,5.927762680638738,0.3965516815920398,788,29,155,6,25,254,106,201,0.16899999999999998,0.703,0.128,-0.7698,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,7,9,17,2,5,3,0,10,1,1,1,0,40,31,15,0,11,13,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,11,0,0,1,3,11,0,5,1,2,32,6,26,27,5,10,0,2,0,0,12,3,1,11,8,106,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790873084000238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073768574567108,0.0,0.06645956843724113,0.0,0.0,0.08461261272117873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705433834934968,0.0,0.0969074744119081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271280762970787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129790951332356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641938349277052,0.0,0.0627781156947735,0.0,0.08008179461039737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480589777768564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32339013251175625,0.0,0.0,0.14686724913532356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972150920319603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383993532272618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263199336983692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670720625241652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287101961265998,0.0952627748274666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070696396275672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597109151784468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974200559379574,0.14095334446747934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012227085737816,0.06440678779722231,0.07228806607282365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26357645652090417,0.08299199375625588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021898773700824,0.0,0.0,0.0608899965281311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558575351364832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026680790016343,0.0,0.188009230077312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298093509053972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279149707241596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314547477836939,0.12180546875206018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820907037387974,0.0,0.0,0.056061601652122574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092255593993649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503833152415678,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dutch_guard,2019/08/12,Does anyone else do this? When you are lonely do you open your phone and pretend to text someone by typing something to yourself in the notes app? I do that all the time when I’m standing or sitting by myself and feel awkward 😬,4.76949275362319,5.405526239130435,5.011739130434783,86.44123188405798,69.21739130434783,6.133333333333334,30.55072463768116,3.1291,1.1743855072463774,181,7,35,0,3,57,37,46,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.594,0,2,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,6,1,7,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31559781493313244,0.4624663960869343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39498368248866383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37704907168471147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282185805738205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824315109606605,0.34747502496135285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631886504819517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HydroSilkTrimMyBalls,2019/08/12,"My gf/ best friend doesn’t want to talk to me. You can read my two posts in r/vent if you want details, but pretty much my gf suddenly doesn’t want to talk to me anymore. She used to talk to me every day, make me feel so loved, and make me feel like no matter what I did I would have a friend in this world. Now she wants space from me, and it’s tearing me apart. We’re gonna try to fix it when she gets back from the trip she’s on, and yes of course there is hope, but that’s not for another week. God damn I’m so lonely and depressed.",1.3295775941230479,2.0191389090909126,2.6235812672176344,100.1988062442608,77.26446280991735,6.038934802571165,18.40312213039486,5.82211442006289,-0.6638657483930208,412,6,111,2,9,133,82,121,0.102,0.633,0.265,0.9666,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,6,9,1,0,2,1,7,1,0,3,0,20,21,10,0,7,4,0,2,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,2,18,6,14,18,2,14,0,2,0,1,14,6,1,2,7,64,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858253609499859,0.0,0.0,0.17574964368587795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362673828169441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597619097805915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428900316874603,0.0,0.15263500486639475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931126608807455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921043986767524,0.12660241900245012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738317119634168,0.0,0.09258751414722073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601446390397033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657828904009285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994344076141026,0.0,0.2365847540092268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027340285270933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697229666169171,0.1802913472743417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726293952438402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273160707692132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031734051102948,0.0,0.17311328768861972,0.0,0.0,0.15305684605261693,0.0,0.0,0.41810395295596536,0.0,0.1421511696254567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125888439116443,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nightowlbookworm,2019/08/12,Please talk to me I need someone to talk to for a few minutes. About anything. Tell me about your day. Your favorite book. Anything. I just want to hear a kind voice. I can you or you can call.me. Please.,-0.9465243902439012,0.7981841951219549,-0.0644207317073171,104.65263719512195,109.4878048780488,2.0500000000000003,19.759146341463413,3.1291,-0.9115146341463412,156,6,35,0,8,47,27,41,0.0,0.716,0.284,0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,7,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,23,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075844758742658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528750991820172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971171625565844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27911597271690924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578860616446341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362698447312475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5436836987148653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983035307180134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39809827807264586,0.2164542424790601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460685150111914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,unHoldenCaulfieldMas,2019/08/12,"I'm adopting a cat In January I moved alone. Had some problems with my older brother, he's pretty troublesome, and my parents would never kick him, they are good parents, so I decided to leave.
Since then I were living completely alone. I wanted to adopt a pet months ago, but never feel like I'm ready for the responsibility. But now a friend told me that a friend of her was giving some kitties in adoption, and one of them was deaf, so I decided to take the risk and adopt him, the deaf one.

I have some mixed feelings, I'm afraid of being responsible of a life that's not mine, I'm very enthusiastic for having some company everyday, I love animals, so I'm sure I'll love him.

I hope this makes me feel less lonely, I didn't really have anyone to talk about this besides the friend that told me about the guy giving the kitty in adoption, so I thought it would be nice to post it here. I hope you appreciate it.",4.641503623188406,5.245747679347829,5.78130434782609,80.92384057971016,69.48913043478261,8.959420289855073,27.833333333333336,9.075114841892004,2.046885507246377,719,23,148,13,12,240,106,184,0.076,0.612,0.312,0.9954,2,4,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,0,8,15,0,2,11,0,13,5,0,1,3,27,33,10,0,6,3,3,3,1,3,2,3,2,1,1,8,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,8,5,24,11,17,21,5,13,0,1,0,2,22,3,0,6,9,95,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197368196847612,0.0,0.0,0.27979622205749843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444835536489636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162472927054062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489561630972053,0.09649839851949912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130783978283752,0.0,0.0,0.2591546220562176,0.0,0.11329543071829615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374658352054342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683221065890157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302609488435486,0.0,0.0,0.09540824973059613,0.06599136339381932,0.0,0.11927467804189085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438229223230841,0.0,0.0901643509496379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781646067622247,0.14356452597368552,0.0,0.0,0.208358043280662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306213310812905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999720654304145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936557294528436,0.13742096253753364,0.0,0.12924959289541615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653321358363858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173635234642523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730763319670052,0.0,0.10156042276044072,0.10856905899003398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723534157633666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581420194395102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111451935385336,0.07967138817888986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190838315057976,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Thedeathster,2019/08/12,"Think I'm done I've been on here and other subs like this for awhile and honestly I'm just kinda done, at least for now. I've texted tons of people and commented on tons of threads and nothing has ever really come from it. Idk why I started trying to meet people anyway I mean I have and I don't feel better or more complete. I haven't figured out who i am, I haven't gotten relief from being lonely, or made a single friend. I can't seem to befriend fellow teens, adults say I'm not old enough, guys say I'm petty for texting girls so I try to avoid them, guys only want to talk to girls so I'm fucked there too. Idk I've had mild fun with some people so maybe I have gotten something out of this whole thing. I know I'd find a good one eventually. Someone who cares, listens, and puts effort into talking but eh I'm tapping out for now. This whole summer has just sucked ass. Good luck fellow lonely people! Hope you have better luck then me.",0.8113844023996322,3.0713235786802033,2.3977041993539494,93.82126326718969,84.78680203045685,4.394000922934933,16.568758652514994,5.565023196281405,-0.6033837563451779,743,15,157,4,22,242,119,197,0.14,0.718,0.142,0.3361,0,5,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,3,12,18,2,1,2,0,15,2,1,1,1,34,37,13,0,2,6,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,5,8,12,0,1,7,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,7,4,14,13,22,29,9,16,0,2,0,2,19,7,3,8,8,94,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23905500140963756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779248235862254,0.0,0.0,0.11641811055556515,0.1417001984484138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766068318615537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964410175307032,0.0,0.0,0.12224918252177495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833493378790582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352290356499278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441507715658577,0.12494222915056392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226711607482246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676357091628424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423254521860106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427385446459689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660265289610738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788038814072747,0.0,0.0,0.13577441903578855,0.14721588731179314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296782349245638,0.0,0.1418151834805451,0.0,0.09157984175298824,0.1027862105531718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747786685775192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586115609418078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657932551989092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149503672610986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303374305683468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451053597037116,0.1040436004990594,0.0,0.0,0.09565851193901467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172538268349642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897863840970777,0.0865974374322337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835133601240856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971384357631123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195012803243607,0.3017760265644622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Phantomninja83,2019/08/12,"Just a snippet of my thoughts from a journal I keep when I'm down. Well it's me again. I'd hoped to never really make one these again if I'm being honest. Lately I've just been lonely I guess. The kind of lonely where I look forward to work just to be able to see and talk with people that I feel like me. Today however I just got hit by a wall of how sad my reality is again. I stared at the mirror when I got home. I've changed a lot, like I don't really recognize myself if that makes sense. I also looked at that album of Lexi again. Man shes still breathtaking. Its gotten hard to go to sleep and wake up alone again. It's like, why am I alone? Sure I don't get out much, but I dont enjoy myself very much when I do. I wonder if somethings wrong with me. Hunter wants to go to quarter beer night this week. I'm hoping I'll get enough alcohol in me to numb the anxiety that comes with going out like that. I really dont think I'd find a girl like I wish for at a bar, but I'm open to it. Gotta be optimistic right? Hope for the best, prepare for the worst right? God I really wanna message lexi, but i cant physically bring myself to. She'd hate me for it. I just...need affection. To feel like I'm loved and important or something I'm not sure. Hell I'd probably just screw things up even if I did find a girl anyways. I should just accept that I'll be working myself to death until I retire, and still be alone. I doubt I could even adopt kids either. Theres just no one to share life with. I think that's why I get lonely. I'm scared I'll have no one with me when I'm old and tired. What would be the point of going on when im like 80 if I even make it that long. I'd be lucky to live that long with my shitty life style. Dating apps dont seem to even get a single match for months now, if not longer. Even then they ghost me after a bit. Maybe I am just a background character. Just too...bland and simple. If I'd ever go through a divorce, I doubt I could handle that. I wouldn't off myself I promised I would never do it, but I'd probably be so depressed I'd never leave my house. I just want someone I can give my all to, and still accept me. I know I'm not the best catch, but is it really too much to ask for just a moment of feeling loved? I once had a dream that I was lying on a bed with a beautiful blonde girl laying on my chest asleep smiling. What I would give to see someone genuinely happy to be like that with me. Signing off for the night, the hopeless.",1.1426207729468594,2.530491898148149,3.0390016103059594,94.183115942029,79.0925925925926,6.177133655394528,18.776167471819647,6.895973343053719,-0.062347020933977586,1915,38,459,20,46,643,238,540,0.157,0.643,0.2,0.9775,1,9,4,0,1,1,61.0,0,0,1,4,39,42,3,3,24,0,36,14,4,5,7,93,91,30,2,21,28,0,4,8,0,6,5,0,2,5,25,19,3,1,13,3,0,9,15,15,1,4,8,10,62,27,61,64,12,61,1,6,6,3,17,21,2,18,41,289,87,2,0.06854842314756382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325741743807812,0.0,0.21298647977434115,0.0,0.05481814922524363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243935608260136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408352228603689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387468198347864,0.0,0.07483712419119888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251514249357632,0.05904839684943361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946067609474527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904065641200833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24101472422078554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082884525996809,0.0,0.22637793496695024,0.062005973208259874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398042717920944,0.09794201438648434,0.0,0.0,0.12530403379496086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325488745109075,0.13151578736627992,0.1947882428689593,0.0,0.1096488720174684,0.0,0.07551381631460123,0.0,0.0,0.07297107109333073,0.061405922857744724,0.06767737623434117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875965751380046,0.20425215361301705,0.0,0.07909567682482363,0.0,0.0,0.07404405996783928,0.0,0.0,0.060928988103346376,0.0,0.0713826341926331,0.03767242066576334,0.0,0.07732560706960236,0.07258288250232231,0.0,0.0,0.09683555697367484,0.2679143762824269,0.0,0.060529513504628873,0.12132639478503016,0.11512682216485395,0.0,0.0,0.05827741804524963,0.12373525639960073,0.0,0.13726981421468404,0.0,0.06886610458602124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471469736628131,0.0,0.15117293488834602,0.0,0.1586063094229285,0.0,0.0,0.12865610305291056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193003900744176,0.0730018334736409,0.13935055671577234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752284555912211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480041668288136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781358809574466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195693757551036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707995765159734,0.0,0.0,0.06862892993981574,0.0,0.10924843650869047,0.062403909934818425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685979279989615,0.0,0.11616171296977965,0.10554385022388947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422857781975728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292121551586267,0.0,0.0,0.05509662595789247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04554052642272915,0.08784612337789044,0.0,0.054419791045997784,0.0,0.07878632852771829,0.06497588998715223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655962806836828,0.08086327200167209,0.0,0.05498541027183143,0.0,0.06163326474433095,0.0,0.12370857973101325,0.0,0.07882730365185912,0.0,0.07433784082357238,0.09980813691841173,0.0,0.0,0.14608449916106386,0.0749469398001169,0.0,0.0
lonely,0ctodad,2018/12/24,"This is my first Christmas eve alone.. I've been feeling lonely recently but I didn't think I'd be alone today. I'm not sure why, I guess everyone wise is just too busy and this sucks. Like really bad. 
I'm in pain..",-0.4973188405797089,1.6864011521739144,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,91.82608695652176,5.67536231884058,16.36231884057971,7.1686216300943375,0.02425797101449324,167,4,39,3,6,56,37,46,0.284,0.56,0.156,-0.7932,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,8,11,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,3,3,1,8,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5563640516271237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22426448505140575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25665275030243145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580902369163778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284656280656528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958861955214069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122129398386995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858025891002118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206797488428835,0.0,0.2652038336415889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531463437480599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210397054560114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25459538170895685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24236399904270575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Phantomrean,2018/12/24,"I feel worthless and alone I'm not exactly sure why I'm posting this. Maybe talking about this will help or maybe someone else can relate, it's just hard to keep it in and not talk to anyone so here goes. I've been single all my life. Everyone around me has been in a relationship or at least had sex. Meanwhile I'm 22 and still a virgin. I used to think one day I'll meet the perfect person for me and I'll be happy but now I've lost all hope. I see my friends easily talking to girls and going out on dates, meanwhile I can't even get a match on dating apps. I see some people who shouldn't even deserve a girlfriend and yet they have one and all I can think about is if they're that messed up, I must be even worse. I'm short and I've always thought I had pretty average looks, but seeing other guys who are more successful with girls I just feel completely inadequate. I can't really talk about this stuff to my friends because it's very uncomfortable and I don't want them to have to deal with my problems. Even if I did talk to them it wouldn't really help. I constantly see how successful my friends are with girls and it just makes me feel like shit. I'm happy for them but at the same time it hurts. Then I feel even worse for thinking like that. It's a pretty vicious cycle. Most of the time I compare myself to others and realize how worthless I really am. If I could name a good quality of mine, it would be that I'm pretty funny, but other than that I don't have anything going for me. I have a new year's party coming up and I feel like if I don't make something happen with a girl I'll probably end up alone forever. Problem is a lot of my friends are all great looking guys, so they'll definitely have a better shot than me. I hate myself for being jealous of them and hate myself for being short and ugly. I think the holidays put a huge pressure on everyone when it comes to relationships. I know nothings gonna happen for me during new year's. I'll try but that's never really gotten me anywhere. At the very least I can say I tried. For people out there who might be as lonely as me or in an even worse situation, please don't give up. I'm pretty hopeless but I think others can definitely accomplish their goals. Thank you for anyone who read this depressing rant, I appreciate you taking the time. I'm not really looking for any encouragement, just had to get this off my chest. Happy holidays everyone.",3.2911255548509857,4.622644054216867,4.662016487000635,84.98014584654409,73.31726907630522,7.812386387655886,24.551046290424857,8.371475516178862,1.4307180722891557,1921,57,398,32,38,639,219,498,0.16,0.609,0.231,0.9937,0,5,1,0,0,1,39.0,0,2,7,7,24,36,5,1,18,0,42,5,2,5,9,85,91,35,0,13,20,0,6,3,5,8,1,1,0,7,28,23,0,1,13,3,0,5,12,16,0,2,9,14,56,20,53,67,12,44,0,7,7,2,40,20,1,12,21,262,84,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703995310771094,0.0,0.0,0.055048949235647265,0.0,0.0,0.044989866738057514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251874878886662,0.0,0.05444258827123436,0.05889485325286716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040329444451611914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585115803227755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397891843517967,0.0693656480255789,0.07149354615103945,0.0,0.05282196527822527,0.0,0.0,0.0426665868053392,0.06820623267226412,0.056981988678735086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055266713984797836,0.0,0.058596557159460334,0.0,0.0,0.26218133153638623,0.0,0.0,0.18965107880468735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725795083161987,0.09452690898280816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20445474515673748,0.0,0.0691298917643068,0.06346500498304145,0.07519849625284464,0.055490386534821086,0.0,0.07293968485076532,0.0,0.1310141030439308,0.11700701295419882,0.2112800059961548,0.05926478148667093,0.13063511555428334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868893733001675,0.0,0.0,0.06571005254167529,0.0,0.0,0.07082375616994553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058804476801269524,0.0,0.0,0.03635883437502675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04672951612078164,0.09696471180169626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666687586797099,0.0,0.0722195259072546,0.056245363400209636,0.0,0.0,0.08832226779378298,0.0,0.13292967356206822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018342974564312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051025307401985916,0.12779206634376647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348060834671553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966106101239701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173157658458556,0.057766816745680384,0.0,0.0726218723012559,0.0,0.0,0.06336129887604686,0.26922682691963,0.07132976422770454,0.12660898720740166,0.0,0.06650729665285568,0.0,0.0,0.06617613582139452,0.0,0.21191328897436712,0.0,0.0,0.14205836527826204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052611681852479386,0.0,0.0,0.21087818295467192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791047490506798,0.0,0.07436462521094518,0.0,0.0,0.05605565567526608,0.05093183954967486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052834049905915496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757353479529726,0.0,0.0,0.06235335114690822,0.0,0.049742757319396425,0.2658774061267535,0.0,0.06090961181410319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195762005330684,0.0,0.05252224663023005,0.11573219214071395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983419420540073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057139471228157976,0.0,0.10917494086700986,0.039021839608033064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969751454407321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226267281057092,0.04699691017008725,0.0,0.0,0.08520746524807199
lonely,lostboy1993,2018/12/24,"Merry Christmas everyone! Merry Christmas to you all! This year has been the worst year of my life.. I’ve been very isolated, but I have hope for everyone in my situation, it can get better.. I hope. Anyway merry Christmas man, hope you enjoy your day. Does anyone want to message over the Christmas period I’m here. ",2.0554661016949147,4.902667322033898,3.686250000000001,81.76971398305086,87.64406779661016,6.339830508474578,22.62923728813559,7.645422480735847,1.6486084745762717,248,9,42,5,8,82,42,59,0.057,0.588,0.355,0.9744,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,6,11,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,5,6,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,4,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751162030936258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922997109556326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527829891248525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971322895176888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305037138524963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769248294154555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6712215836428249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911243713971465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532090579262997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586850836455449,0.13286805679008454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901285650610221
lonely,harrywoodley3612,2018/12/24,"Happy Christmas everyone! Anyone that’s lonely on Christmas, I spent last Christmas alone and I want to let you know that it gets better. Love you all everyone is welcome to PM me if they want to chat ❤️",2.305243902439024,4.545214097560977,3.661158536585369,87.07027439024392,78.75609756097559,6.051219512195122,24.88414634146341,7.1686216300943375,1.2083121951219509,162,6,31,2,4,53,32,41,0.09,0.578,0.33299999999999996,0.9041,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,8,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,4,4,6,1,2,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,1,1,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038236196752772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051181462589063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594455080207713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5606197407503263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532640187572423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122780606728722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121827856015145,0.2391205751215688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29997172059413285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26476112606259555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460525572942158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,andycandy562,2018/12/24,"What do I do? Hey there, I’m an [18m] and within the past 3 months I’ve had two girls tell me that they love me. One was an ex and the other was a summer fling. I don’t have any feelings for them yet, they are always on my mind and I cant find peace in myself and it’s making me feel lonely knowing that.",-0.9681488933601584,0.4951744788732384,1.6614889336016103,101.2160563380282,85.90140845070421,4.057142857142857,12.959758551307845,3.1291,-1.6692551307847079,232,2,62,0,7,80,55,71,0.08,0.856,0.063,-0.0387,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,1,0,10,15,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,2,11,1,4,12,0,7,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,0,4,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725527775067079,0.0,0.0,0.22274926786747504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312442449289732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993801900051151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001617530244932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29563201957137497,0.0,0.2186461298274749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33073811819762416,0.0,0.2614520218941015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196037846715744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126892032571485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862983244113351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199745523192148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hohoho_fun,2018/12/24,"New Year fun Anyone from the Midwest region? If yes, what state?",1.1950000000000005,3.7673618333333367,1.5,94.995,97.33333333333334,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.243466666666667,50,1,9,0,2,15,12,12,0.0,0.611,0.389,0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159808301318929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7127015587597455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752055040483346
lonely,TrevorDavis420,2018/12/24,I will never be the same after Sudbury and th Things for me will never be better and after the New Year if I don't get some answers about somethings or find that special someone.... not sure how much longer I will be around because after the  hell of this summer and my fathers drunk benders and how badly he brought me down the 2 this year and the fact he will not listen when I tell him he is to drunk to drive and he still drives... I can't go through another summer like it again. There is only one girl in the world out there for me but I don't even know if she remembers our special relationship in the '90's we had on IRC because nobody goes to #U2 anymore so I can't find my aka Sammy/Sally who knows me better than I think I know myself. Tried to reach out to old hometown friends and well his mother was a cunt when I was 16 and ended me falling in love with her daughter the correction I needed to a childhood death over a plant I supposedly knocked over but damn well know her son did and lied about it! Cunt gave me a thumbs up when I showed concern for her son and blocked me on FB. Piece of GARBAGE that whole Pat Desjardins family of Kirkland Lake!!!! The misery of my life all starts with the 1st time I was ever at her place. Miss my old IRC FRIENDS at least they knew not to FUCK around!!! Hope someone maybe even here knows Train77 and Sammy.... Made a  connection in case Sammy thinks like me even though it took me 22 yrs to think about my lost IRC love!!! Wish I never moved above Larry Huber and his twisted family! Scumbags. Just putting out here in case.... Miss you my old love from #U2 beLIEve!!! Mac3Sammy4Ever!!!!,4.716932346109175,5.196869314024394,4.747770034843207,88.84264227642281,69.27439024390246,7.345180023228804,27.20441347270616,6.868970318607317,1.068334030197445,1277,38,271,9,21,396,184,328,0.138,0.7120000000000001,0.151,0.9004,1,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,2,1,1,3,25,24,5,0,15,0,18,7,0,3,8,59,45,24,1,5,9,5,0,2,2,4,1,1,0,1,9,20,2,1,13,3,0,8,10,9,2,1,11,1,43,15,44,27,7,52,1,3,0,4,32,20,5,5,26,180,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852238188424496,0.0,0.0,0.1026381428810042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426303264309746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641308669012714,0.12617784626373238,0.0,0.0,0.11660218897062775,0.0,0.18306389505249215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166488010665966,0.0,0.0,0.205070242062909,0.09361616108198663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951296834726808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891831061593453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991826662297542,0.0956784463406803,0.05407129315735298,0.0,0.058817970520519076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279279841721073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28438771451495104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731008048987757,0.10112378738898084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297582152536935,0.0,0.2802218664253513,0.09792843410856288,0.0,0.0,0.10397353684556143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999764101344896,0.07607992741930893,0.07673941826601913,0.2394626363122441,0.09995505715554172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257983273194024,0.0,0.0701301476260057,0.07871177741772449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081291018668568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040399584793321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111372111797876,0.11723841802083608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538009759823864,0.07967466336337174,0.0,0.0,0.07325351775625043,0.0,0.08265036522530772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975417794867324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045823355818383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875675095090288,0.19894414387186396,0.10168223496962482,0.0,0.060348127554036124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498553510364773,0.0702655671297146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610689718342824,0.0,0.0,0.11554724755933847,0.11901288173553068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332933616714355
lonely,TurboDyke,2018/12/24,"Holiday blues It's Christmas tomorrow, I turn 32 in a few days and new years eve is coming shortly.
This time of year is hard to be alone. It really gets to me. Maybe next year man...",-0.9107017543859648,1.190129157894738,1.474736842105262,95.76982456140352,99.52631578947368,5.691228070175438,16.859649122807017,7.1686216300943375,0.3231438596491225,140,4,32,3,6,47,34,38,0.08900000000000001,0.84,0.071,0.0772,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,5,1,12,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,9,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984219322948686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24820359544031134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582384173567887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053913411240616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25811320286113465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894712756690691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782834823380788,0.30643583661343965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458725865145711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801438132526392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134091578941431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5566502873499611
lonely,DooomSquirrel,2018/12/24,"One of my most dreaded days is approaching. New Year's Eve. At the start of every year i say to myself that this year will be different and come new year's eve i will be out partying and getting drunk with friends. Maybe even get a kiss from a girl. It always ends up with me staying in alone.

This time ain't gonna be no different.

Oh well, maybe next year?",0.8414999999999999,2.994663200000001,2.0689166666666696,96.927375,83.66666666666666,5.883333333333333,20.041666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.2739666666666665,280,8,65,4,8,89,57,75,0.105,0.7390000000000001,0.156,0.4758,2,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,7,2,0,0,0,7,12,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,1,5,3,10,6,1,21,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,14,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748405076139365,0.0,0.0,0.14259068656892648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476170976895927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051723948595152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580831150572181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517798873903347,0.0,0.0,0.11318598141112815,0.0,0.14438369829722109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323973612982956,0.0,0.17906388525078235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443214390425544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331013738337075,0.18225025607993844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612240038886346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362775482739468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212941168204484,0.18265392726790167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992520574631386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407909694638391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5517721563817273
lonely,good_leaf,2018/12/24,"Dreams I keep having dreams of spending time or cuddling with a girl and it's the greatest feeling in the world. I wake up and almost immediately get depressed as I realize it was just a dream and all I want to do is go back to sleep to that dream and never wake up. Getting out of bed is getting harder to do. I'm 30 years old and never had a girlfriend, but have always wanted one and to start a family. I feel like my time to do that is has already passed or is about to. The closest I've come to that reality is in my dreams. Everyone I know or went to school with is with someone. Of course, this time of year is always the worst for feeling lonely.",2.9879562043795644,3.9709555693430687,4.4814671532846715,87.33387956204382,73.5985401459854,6.93985401459854,25.37883211678832,7.1686216300943375,0.9871728467153288,511,16,111,5,10,171,80,137,0.077,0.7809999999999999,0.142,0.5158,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,8,0,15,4,3,0,3,28,30,11,0,2,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,11,0,1,5,5,1,4,2,3,0,1,3,3,8,1,24,27,3,21,0,2,0,1,2,7,0,4,11,79,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829967241543306,0.0,0.2016680644010629,0.0,0.3041236132616814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052269957355662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574220806730615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574014447908052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746244997888416,0.0,0.0,0.17227949172475784,0.0,0.277210154198825,0.1305559211822969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864364273932731,0.0,0.10386046741038772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243570684891506,0.0,0.0,0.10043407038327053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928192975363078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818945878231442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176433243935848,0.0,0.12383545109662455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495174318219046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288097783574225,0.0,0.15484263355089772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293506818798712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196872323017671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21558018858656008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941015267363335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353687269959034
lonely,d0m1c0,2018/12/24,"Weird how losing one person makes you so lonely. So long term gf broke up with me a month ago today - we often talked about a long term future with marriage and kids etc... And of all of the many many reasons I loved her, one of them was how much a part of her family I felt and how well her family got on. Last year's Christmas was my favourite one because on Christmas Eve and boxing day I went to her house and did generic and cheesy fun Christmas things with her family and really had fun and felt a part of a Christmassy family feeling I never had before.
Since the breakup it's been a struggle anyway because she kept me so centred and feeling so wanted all the time. And now she's gone it's been a very lonely time anyway. But now it's worse because I've got to Christmas and have done nothing fun with anybody whilst still seeing and knowing other families having a great Christmas time and in particular knowing my ex's family will be having all the fun from last year but without me. And it just sucks yaknow. Seems like my most played song this Christmas will be/is ""lonely this Christmas""",5.929794399149237,6.162858838709678,5.928294930875577,82.29046437433536,66.60368663594471,8.151577454803263,29.13470400567175,7.61054688173877,1.7265529244948596,876,27,167,8,13,276,116,217,0.09300000000000001,0.797,0.11,0.4284,0,6,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,1,1,16,17,1,1,12,0,14,1,0,5,4,43,31,23,0,1,4,1,4,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,8,19,0,1,8,2,0,2,2,8,1,3,15,6,20,9,18,13,10,28,0,5,1,1,17,4,1,3,23,115,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230496797908083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043005651557535,0.0,0.0886069660535476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671552397770318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656114988701892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613248284949422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5889870171646687,0.0,0.10530252015665664,0.0,0.19996227214537612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656455742205453,0.11480369985445656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015204681928456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445425675169126,0.16975970680250635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050872661400222736,0.0,0.0,0.1843035580681808,0.0,0.1164948419275112,0.0,0.0,0.09398139643616456,0.0,0.0695075879681156,0.21114296562202226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311557778582898,0.0,0.07654753618094351,0.0,0.08031148047793503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999155497055616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21168356207241015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22552529944013056,0.0,0.0,0.09092230525518788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670834860984101,0.10706298958189163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829781334787578,0.09479604713163714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613741748436222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315835775688109,0.0,0.0,0.1088592919151406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369575490628678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917934939778322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821571326665996,0.0,0.0987030706261158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591816079661012,0.06141857579032805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362538141733293,0.09652955932412864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037761044536846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611737276999994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411262038920171
lonely,churrofiesta,2018/12/24,"My loneliness hit me like a truck today and I don't know where it's coming from. I live in another country (and prefer it that way) and I hate being home for the holidays. My father's an alcoholic and we can barely communicate without fighting. My mother's doing her best and I want to be appreciative but I'm overwhelmed by how depressed I feel here so I've consequently been a bitch to her and the rest of them. It's hard to explain why. I got here a week ago and I just feel like a teenager with mood swings all over again.

Adding to this... 2 weeks ago I ended things with the man I once thought I'd spend forever with. He told me I'm ""a solid 10"", that it's not my fault and I'm amazing etc... but he's just ""not feeling it"" for some reason. We haven't spoken since and it's taking every ounce of energy not to obsess over the situation and why it had to end.

I don't know why my relationships with people have to be so hard. I feel like the only sane person in my family, and that I'm driving away men somehow. Everyone's getting married and I feel like I'm going to end up alone because men give up on me after they get comfortable.",1.2928913043478258,3.2171945500000017,3.573731884057973,88.02619565217394,80.58333333333334,6.507246376811594,21.68478260869565,7.586124646067393,0.8415706521739126,892,27,192,14,23,307,135,240,0.087,0.7440000000000001,0.17,0.9525,0,1,1,0,3,0,26.0,2,0,2,1,10,15,3,2,11,0,11,1,0,2,1,43,36,17,0,2,8,2,7,4,0,0,1,0,1,4,12,19,1,0,11,1,1,3,7,7,0,0,5,7,27,7,28,27,5,23,0,2,0,0,19,9,1,2,14,121,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430052135690145,0.12918086465598327,0.0,0.12519222662351287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675018453830342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356801960574522,0.0,0.0,0.07368556154449643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685306465000867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412492315890172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411127380523376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211837116216297,0.0,0.1348099250018604,0.0,0.0,0.1018441747324512,0.11550325433658347,0.0,0.0,0.1139521772358632,0.0,0.30559548234285416,0.2590638848678214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630659716314568,0.1159563339934072,0.06869724464393286,0.0,0.09667646356590848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165642876086126,0.119341116372145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124959248788728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328617918970667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362177919470507,0.0,0.10673669868779244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287301723073742,0.0,0.09193248562933397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838009650753695,0.10554522603579657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428179646098582,0.0,0.1297767742645356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999079074172557,0.13587093108334405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908845399606004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030537774757708,0.0,0.0,0.0959629196273829,0.0,0.0,0.11457736218216015,0.11550325433658347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129644861503331,0.09594661994386106,0.19392064560242336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272183593256735,0.0,0.0,0.11652121614882888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelygamer43,2018/12/24,"Lonely PC gamer dude looking for lonely gamer girl to be best gaming buddies. I'm a 21 year old dude from Florida and I love PC gaming. I play a little bit of everything but I'm especially playing Black Ops 4 and Destiny 2 recently as well as RUneScape and maybe looking to get into WoW.

I'm also down to try other things I'm sure that we can find something to play together. I have tons of co-op games I haven't played yet because I don't have anyone to play with so maybe we could play some of those.

I have Discord.
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lonely,mararara18,2018/12/24,"Happy Holidays? Waking up on Christmas Morning alone again is definitely a struggle. I don't have too much else to say. It is what it is and trying to figure out what it is that I'm doing wrong is just highlighting faults that I can't fix. I wish lonliness would just leave me alone.

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lonely,Moog_Bass,2018/12/24,"Christmas alone after a breakup. 30 M This is a feeling I don't get often but I am depressed. Frantically trying to keep myself busy until the 26th when I can work out and watch some football. The date I went on Saturday turned out to be a bust.

Just a weird time for me. Life has been very good until recently and I needed to vent. Merry Christmas to everyone.",0.7483333333333348,3.2825971666666685,2.6235555555555585,89.07700000000004,91.22222222222223,5.102222222222223,21.088888888888885,6.742157984588678,0.7073122222222223,284,10,55,4,10,94,57,72,0.147,0.716,0.136,0.0489,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,6,0,7,1,0,0,0,11,13,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,7,1,11,10,1,12,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,8,39,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31475103612413674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261750527059054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903915838758746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366208796897218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158776360955575,0.0,0.0,0.2548987541324695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27012224657417644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465511747563448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253396370356528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000667680762638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720782182198866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632965105659976,0.3305583353722924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507511494087718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817203921502295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221244427406662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pimez,2018/12/24,"Merry Christmas! (from a not-so-lonely person) It's the Christmas of the year, and I drew [a little something](https://imgur.com/WdxE3GL) for this occasion. It's probably the first piece that I wasn't doing for someone's birthday in months, and I feel like sharing something at Christmas may just make people happy, so here it is :)

I know many of you in this sub is feeling lonely, whether it's when your friends not calling you for a chat in a while or when your crush not showing you much affection even after knowing each other for so long, you are all free to vent yourself here. No one deserves to be lonely, and we're here for each other, we're here for you. Stay happy, so that you can share such happiness with everyone here!",6.900142857142857,6.951874871428572,6.406428571428571,80.30107142857145,64.57142857142857,8.714285714285714,33.214285714285715,8.07648339933343,2.419214285714285,582,22,107,6,8,180,87,140,0.057,0.703,0.24,0.9819,0,6,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,8,0,1,13,10,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,2,1,19,13,11,0,0,5,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,2,0,2,1,2,12,9,17,10,5,14,0,2,0,0,14,5,0,2,9,83,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963107377268976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269806009164153,0.0,0.0,0.1837049786111371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441672659321102,0.1373448326973172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352941189106415,0.0,0.0,0.1485333809700255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6139673324366858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131328964605128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392459257197447,0.19268696198799654,0.0,0.1701369274248676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832967061041842,0.1949133038713011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534536736441325,0.0,0.14132730528134144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027489798118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328329651996165,0.1678669887076288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728012033007293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289445478129552,0.14800494498744135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491500055978706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238039536571257
lonely,Mindbreak65,2018/12/24,"I am number 2, do I need to change? The “go-to” friend, only as a second option, or when you need a favour or ask a question. I always hold this facade that everything is okay with me, happy person to be around, trying to cheer people up.

The last 5 months have been some of the hardest mentally I’ve had to cope with, and thinking that I was well past it is becoming to toll on me. I’ve just felt so low, lonely and unmotivated to do anything and honestly I am finding it hard to see a future with me coping with it all unless something changes, the people I thought that were close to me just make me feel even more lonely

Struggling big time",3.896785411365567,4.698430213740462,5.0393384223918565,84.85805767599663,71.29007633587787,7.348939779474131,25.242578456318913,7.3871296695380915,1.112276675148431,502,14,103,5,9,166,88,131,0.109,0.738,0.153,0.737,0,4,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,1,8,1,12,0,0,1,1,27,21,9,0,2,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,6,4,12,7,18,14,3,12,0,3,1,0,5,6,0,5,6,72,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139544708302333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972783506543486,0.16197244021749646,0.1700969711000939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094745096435607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849540617319226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017504559097042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635232767149806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199845808481286,0.0,0.1746987696509315,0.0,0.1662973246071923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405726993023408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034053339641062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368720270249012,0.16298981568284118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831203704836726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145181157579152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833609535225706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522928772737867,0.0,0.0,0.2698245146435532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837977677160362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369010933665965,0.2522798934672641,0.1588701177626126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038235832234652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498912891058546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400725849711702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021172502801464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658503603133008,0.0,0.14444651752297882,0.10609543696609873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353085920723365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359324952875082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tartarusend,2018/12/24,Christmas Eve Still so fucking lonely. Staying in my room like a prisoner. ,3.55846153846154,6.78508061538462,4.191153846153849,76.59134615384617,89.0,5.676923076923077,37.269230769230774,7.1686216300943375,3.678723076923077,60,4,8,1,2,19,13,13,0.364,0.498,0.138,-0.6214,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.545973173381377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885230541292304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6294698776904138,0.4716305908910333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LauRen-7,2018/12/24,"Well I won’t be with my favorite person on New Years this year. 😔 I won’t be kissing him once the ball drops. That is going to hurt so terribly and I really don’t want to feel that pain especially on New Years Eve. There is a very big chance he’ll end up with someone that night. He’s hot so I can’t see girls not trying something. The idea of it makes my stomach turn. I’d love to plan something especially to try to keep my mind off of him and leave him alone but there is no one that wants to do something different or has the money to do what I would like. I seriously am considering making plans on my own to go to a club or something but I don’t know how that would be or even if it would be safe. What do you guys think? Is it a good idea to go out and celebrate alone or just stay in, drink, crawl into a ball and pass out? ",1.787912087912087,2.793491747252752,3.484395604395605,93.2356043956044,76.58241758241758,6.958241758241758,21.24175824175824,7.447530270364453,0.34338021978022004,646,15,160,8,14,216,107,182,0.091,0.762,0.147,0.9132,1,2,5,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,8,10,0,0,7,0,21,5,1,3,0,34,36,14,0,6,9,0,2,1,0,6,1,0,0,3,11,9,1,2,5,4,1,4,7,4,1,1,0,3,15,6,23,26,1,24,0,1,1,2,10,10,0,5,9,100,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26787433661946697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511253051906533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668498139225845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114539690953761,0.0,0.0,0.08541505435294132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538839456276865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204876772251914,0.10846800618860257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804775229710985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844040566776528,0.2919744934045021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494611502832278,0.0,0.0,0.07107123446555919,0.0,0.0,0.1369318713622449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317952601983598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671691470604252,0.0,0.17264504516716206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305769679065132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497973344325464,0.0,0.12135864783714816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772224697883534,0.08763100356731646,0.0,0.13760626470283788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291778319717435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284610497529989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305179636573228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957294743073176,0.39822934619526223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783858151741155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828634359187121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560043354365418,0.1406637066112231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670306066594178,0.15255331254320062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162747742807801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755969886770582,0.0,0.0,0.24983473115771146
lonely,1837-1901,2018/12/24,Someone speak I’m so lonely... please talk to me?,-2.3363333333333323,-2.9215392999999974,-0.12999999999999726,101.93166666666669,142.0,1.3333333333333337,13.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.6366666666666667,37,1,8,0,3,12,10,10,0.0,0.7559999999999999,0.244,0.3774,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6848741828288453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5286433708879886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5014813457255474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rolf_Dom,2018/12/24,"If anyone is lonely today, I'll be streaming for the next 6 hours. Come say hi. As someone who spends just about every day all alone, I've decided to use Twitch to see if there are any like minded people out there.

I'll be streaming Path of Exile, and listening to some epic, and rock guitar music. 

https://www.twitch.tv/archangelest

Come say hi, and I'll say hi back. We can talk about anything, though I'm probably only really aware of the video game world and that of fitness/bodybuilding. Want to get in shape? I can offer some tips on that.

Happy holidays everyone!",3.904485981308412,6.382182485981307,4.022252336448599,85.28291121495327,74.60747663551402,7.270654205607477,21.914953271028036,8.238735603445708,1.309367102803738,454,12,82,8,10,140,78,107,0.042,0.862,0.096,0.7088,0,3,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,18,14,8,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,5,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,2,14,12,3,12,0,1,1,0,12,5,0,4,6,41,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017834117551932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248995783997994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622851116466633,0.0,0.16032713025694684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981097385988304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356547416787364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256481669511899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415128637904086,0.18616683605247347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017897707795126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739839965771714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918666779617516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518328985332178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672109253417608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720215877035267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817573823659622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506944558257405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005791171348376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481202883046198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648059673821381,0.0,0.0,0.15525296913917006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507742733156394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659564645270932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141786307544886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846744935734252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826913887285408,0.0,0.0,0.11491480769676048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FRlEND_A,2018/12/24,"i only hang out with my ""friends"" because i'm bored and lonely, not because I actually want to. anyone else the same? i just cannot for the life of me connect with anyone in a deep and personal level so all i can do is just kill time hanging out with people or if you wanna call them ""friends"" that i dont care much about. i just hang out with them because im bored and dont want to do things alone because thats lonely. i bet if my friends find out they'd be so heartbroken. anyway its a waste of time and energy really, but what else can i do? lol are any of you like me?",3.1848387096774182,3.3439992580645215,4.729193548387098,88.76379032258066,72.54838709677419,7.812903225806451,25.177419354838708,7.645422480735847,1.0094225806451609,444,12,104,5,8,150,72,124,0.168,0.747,0.086,-0.6275,0,5,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,3,0,7,10,1,0,4,1,12,1,0,0,1,27,16,10,1,5,8,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,5,12,0,0,1,0,1,3,4,5,0,0,0,0,17,5,17,14,3,12,0,2,0,0,10,7,0,4,3,72,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.16019710603648307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002091674850264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163486579983507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22956987548213656,0.16820197723302435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002832144714181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676263696393202,0.0,0.16737271514965013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847900994027523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742703033468536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003985267522482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804903141400814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732166335888372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161942783904889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595151618046165,0.08020059755771138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067696036156902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485156552629192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380831934055252,0.14333874053537884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516551077420043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090610360780461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144678087284853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365239969561834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BossBernie,2018/12/24,"35m Alone for the holidays My wife and I separated almost a year ago. We had a toxic relationship for 14 years. This is my first Christmas alone. All of my family is up north. I’d just like to have someone to talk to, text with, maybe meet for coffee somewhere. Not necessarily to talk about my past, but just to talk and have a friend. ",0.967352941176472,3.3730595588235315,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,85.76470588235293,6.341176470588236,18.794117647058822,7.645422480735847,0.5631117647058828,262,7,57,5,8,88,49,68,0.044000000000000004,0.84,0.11599999999999999,0.705,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,5,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,6,2,12,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,6,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925667448067466,0.0,0.2250878262241317,0.4656150454489559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190552166726506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912004082294794,0.0,0.0,0.1736668819924101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981767888037247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258248583479507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145809241134504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24133294964518104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045800931058127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5420164750359641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895059207506325
lonely,Silvetooo,2018/12/24,why??😓 i moved back to my hometown after 4 years and by accident i met with one of my childhood friends. he acted like we were strangers. i tried to chat with him and ask him how is he doin but all he answer me was fine. ,-0.046875,1.8191630625,1.6748333333333356,100.1535,85.04166666666666,4.673333333333334,20.016666666666666,5.6839178017228535,-0.3769633333333333,169,5,42,1,5,55,39,48,0.043,0.823,0.134,0.5122,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,9,3,7,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,5,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42825716481117854,0.0,0.0,0.35224692496495025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539232078250779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238021707958365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486882690549099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31041715667866343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31101656419059864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949982834404049
lonely,Zzbawk,2018/12/24,"I am so lonely I have never been in a relationship and probably never will be. I don't have any friends . I don't really socialize at all. I'm ugly. I'm fat. I have bad anxiety and depression . Is my life worth living? I feel like it would just be easier to end it . I would say I need someone to talk to but I don't, I've tried reaching out and it never helps. I'm so lonely I'd rather be in a relationship with someone who is super controlling, doesn't love me , and just uses me for there own benefit than be alone anymore . I don't even want to be happy I could live the rest of my life sad if it meant I could live the rest of my life with another person . Why am I here why am I alone why does no one see me ? I think this is the end of the road for me ",0.4026785714285737,1.821961053571432,3.317285714285717,91.22771428571433,81.32142857142857,7.099047619047619,19.533333333333328,8.021203637495839,0.5815090476190479,579,14,142,11,15,207,89,168,0.21600000000000005,0.675,0.11,-0.9303,0,6,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,8,11,0,0,6,0,25,5,1,2,4,27,36,8,0,8,5,0,1,1,1,3,4,1,0,1,6,7,1,1,3,0,1,0,9,5,0,1,2,3,22,6,16,24,4,10,0,4,1,1,10,5,0,1,6,98,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26105620676324337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570408619586899,0.13215246375327278,0.09641189007772974,0.0,0.12498696786118285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522900537518824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135231332010662,0.20124790729423167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854864936070707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028888443037244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324868907990825,0.0,0.0,0.08324100909125562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372408221823724,0.0900351895067809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736974330291168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416028362405105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447462596196123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267054168052397,0.061571435382658475,0.0,0.33385792113509355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374615203080335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344895508895593,0.2916041540561801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540055637594585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004371874355366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588064835344185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073744645678588,0.0,0.0,0.27061610236674555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022337124595834,0.0,0.0,0.10042884808929176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847076096544974,0.21356803627493404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129738887599646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075433628058877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556546264453904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884864798192254,0.0,0.0,0.07433520807607165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34116488688127844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905486422565814,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,214513251542,2018/12/24,"They always used to tell me: ""Dont worry. The loneliness will end with time. It all gets better as you get older.""n Well i'm gonna tell you right now...






...thats a complete fucking lie.",-1.2723076923076917,0.7544642051282082,1.16551282051282,98.28365384615387,99.25641025641023,3.6256410256410256,14.192307692307693,5.46131890053228,-0.9774307692307692,140,3,32,1,6,47,37,39,0.0,0.7490000000000001,0.251,0.8289,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,1,2,3,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,3,6,1,4,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273981389150413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417016974006308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865380626636585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32029238839806423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24205272271140105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25265105255808634,0.2855641923937401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333871056489188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777328394243207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935687220659012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360337408122355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24571941361949576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27753799895555353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SlightlyBurntLasagna,2018/12/24,Learning to be ok alone. It seems impossible.,1.7650000000000006,3.2617055000000046,3.6700000000000017,75.87500000000001,119.0,6.6000000000000005,29.0,7.1686216300943375,3.00255,36,2,6,1,2,12,8,8,0.196,0.588,0.21600000000000005,0.0516,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7510918136827941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6601977638698052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ME37735987B,2018/12/24,"Odds of ever having a real relationship So, I'm a guy, 21 years old.

Medically diagnosed with autism, anxiety disorder, and ADHD

5'5"" tall, maybe average looks, overweight, but working on it

I'm smart, but can't be social with most people. I've met a few that I can click with.

I've been in a relationship, but not an especially healthy one, for about 1 year.

Not a virgin, but not the best sexually, but willing to try, but not sure if I've ever felt sexual attraction, but I have a libido maybe. 

What chance do I have at having a life that includes a wife and kids and hanging out at the suburban neighborhood bbqs? ",4.054370982552797,5.420705603305786,5.939283746556473,76.42690541781451,71.47933884297521,9.675298438934805,28.320477502295685,9.994966539143718,2.8679524334251614,482,18,93,13,9,167,83,121,0.127,0.789,0.084,-0.4779,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,11,0,10,5,0,0,3,25,15,12,0,1,12,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,7,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,3,3,4,12,10,3,12,0,0,2,1,7,6,0,2,5,62,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153283583377936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101448945022835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344645262955112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870944451768812,0.0,0.0,0.2112619608912492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334800923586609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698889978707885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251897307003065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020007917108908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547935678694433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37037520305653904,0.0,0.0,0.18569643257239368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342681688905736,0.0,0.12490903192967487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779351815811274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981168009776696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958100134899456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790461168450748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373197777024987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515022804411746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419685634925255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374092360081821
lonely,rexv11,2018/12/24,I worry about you guys I've seen to many people get lost in this world an i hate it. I know during the holidays are worse trust me been there still am. Without going to crazy with details. I've been getting help an im doing better an on the road to mental health i had some people reach out to me that really saved my life. This year its my goal to return the favor. So seriously if any of you need someone to talk to message me. I don't judge an ill always listen an respond. I wanna try to help any of you i can. Be it a person to talk to or someone to help come up with a plan to help you in life. I don't want to lose anymore of you wonderful people,-0.5250267379679129,1.528571503496508,2.1311476758535584,94.7655902920609,89.20979020979021,4.483587001234059,16.104072398190045,5.900188976854957,-0.5821893048128342,507,11,116,4,17,175,88,143,0.095,0.675,0.23,0.9618,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,0,5,4,8,1,0,10,0,10,4,0,0,0,14,22,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,5,2,18,4,26,16,1,12,0,2,1,0,16,7,0,4,3,76,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804299899814736,0.0,0.0,0.20929145938856716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261060510251245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360970250054778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255659500903855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079505212766654,0.0,0.08745526585028886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523683821192192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519276226185291,0.0,0.16357045314742832,0.0,0.0,0.4125781752920525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622006682093315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457008277354483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21738425415621115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172155736345823,0.1679814930491207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601322822309355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507788933252906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410230863558853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320049328782991,0.13436471651857768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858140227776853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607691650114453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289117763560276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247370683139381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447646865521733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076419149162886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833773884692167,0.16687956973706006,0.0,0.15627567530572772,0.15681994280631936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909561888902127
lonely,aranhen,2018/12/24,"Someone please help I'm studying for my first finals ever in university but the loneliness is crushing me. I feel like the people I know don't care about me and I'm fighting this fight alone. I've had recurrent thoughts of suicide, and I almost feel guilty for not killing myself. I feel like shit and I have bi-weekly panic attacks. I don't know what to do anymore. ",2.6888062622309192,4.962009465753429,3.6716634050880645,87.31301369863014,77.63013698630138,5.815264187866927,26.866927592954998,6.868970318607317,1.2874242661448148,293,12,56,3,7,94,52,73,0.418,0.43799999999999994,0.14400000000000002,-0.985,1,1,0,0,3,2,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,9,5,1,2,0,6,1,1,0,1,13,15,4,2,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,3,10,3,6,13,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,5,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20605198213248088,0.21311881818506076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407156917948407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23409654666177554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979933487761526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861335012141584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31213510517131754,0.2940086109525869,0.0,0.2254143142436807,0.0,0.17503044816379304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792533550420885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22765738804808505,0.0,0.2261749697623344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106063296339272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414303336916826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265712114330284,0.0,0.0,0.2258770124806645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112230751097644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435083447104874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250823144642056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633608137834233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505872579755865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chrysalistice,2018/12/24,"transcend I feel as though i’ve left this Earth. My emotional intelligence and basic, extreme, understanding of my surroundings and meaning have me trapped here. Most of the time I find it would be easier if I just killed myself. I have yet to meet people who understand me. I know they exist. I’ve come in contact with them before. That’s the thing though- the ones who understand are just like me and constantly feeling lonely in it. So we never actually connect. We just cross paths. I’m in love with someone. She is too stuck in the ways of society and her worries to just enjoy it. We’re in love but she won’t accept it. No one around me understands how much easier it would be to live simplistically mentally. Just accept everything as it is in life. Let things flow the way they’re meant to. We have no control. The only control we think we have was created because we’re too scared of the truth of what life is. It’s simple. Why can’t anyone understand me? I feel like i’d be better off dead. I know too much about myself and i’m scared to just die. I’d rather have control over when and how and where. No plans.",1.7432735426008996,4.2434380896861015,3.181176681614353,88.14263497757851,82.90134529147983,6.617327354260089,21.924484304932733,7.839951260653429,1.1534195156950675,886,29,179,17,25,289,124,223,0.149,0.698,0.153,-0.4404,0,3,0,0,0,0,26.0,5,0,2,5,21,13,1,2,7,0,18,4,0,5,2,51,37,17,3,4,9,0,3,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,14,16,0,3,16,0,0,3,6,4,0,2,3,3,26,9,24,27,3,22,0,1,0,2,16,12,0,2,7,126,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.1038947535723969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444299785113034,0.0,0.0,0.09477666941110684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490024532216558,0.0,0.09059411007932497,0.0,0.0,0.0941598866230836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917104099570928,0.0,0.11505114308532395,0.3582295867664955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049414991261293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119759107967656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956841269874412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149613051197348,0.07605881590919195,0.0,0.0,0.09730733535336868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778805601519693,0.0,0.11702106501359995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567483611072756,0.10886796004582797,0.1503991488731556,0.10402711416921337,0.0,0.0940107910493788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217814023789576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597189915840225,0.0,0.0,0.1072919593702384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565284588321565,0.0,0.08211258580566531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428725549472932,0.08097164146353536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380961856878086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318063268494897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020768459591824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146160000041966,0.06821865129268928,0.20920319025389988,0.0,0.062080759800003736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5541705457305216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901436432506245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606835382229137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812065780380496,0.0,0.15125975777236536,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SUPREME_WEENIE02,2018/12/24,Expressing my emotions (M) I've been feeling quite lonely these past few days and I don't know why. I just wish that I have someone to cuddle with and talk to them. I have never felt like until now and I think it has to die with the fact that almost all my friends have a girlfriend or are talking to a girl. Anyways this is just how I feel right now and I just needed to express my emotions somewhere.,1.6895481927710847,3.7333487228915696,2.6731174698795184,94.37666415662649,79.8433734939759,4.6319277108433745,23.62801204819277,5.148860815047168,0.17210963855421646,316,11,67,1,8,100,58,83,0.10800000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.086,-0.415,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,1,3,22,15,7,1,2,4,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,11,2,8,13,2,7,0,1,0,1,8,1,0,2,7,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167684831426446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427696967893892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297541270137947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980381192093995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386948395747208,0.0,0.21255640705251985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103513638409015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166287833196462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815350324254454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414806321166858,0.1707394055119331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21132916765772333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23546143510600534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890545442945621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875718111833276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558685097455769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184928963394075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975809383165694,0.0,0.2545723498503157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,las_batallas,2018/12/24,"Nobody really cares Nobody ever cares about me. I feel like wth the few friendships I am able to form, I cherish them and take them a lot more seriously than the other party. I can easily talk and get along with strangers and a lot of people call me really funny and nice and I guess they like that I can entertain them and let them talk about themselves in a comforting, non-judgemental manner but nobody ever wants to know about me and my life and how I'm doing. If I ever try to insert it into the conversation they just brush it off completely. A lot of the time it's like they are just talking at me and not to or with me. I think I'm just really sheltered and always say cringey things and have a really lame life and interests so nobody actually relates to me or wants to get to know me. I wish I could be cooler and relate to what everyone else is always talking about. Nobody ever checks up on me like I do for them and they just drop our friendship completely like nothing happened all these months and I feel so duped and betrayed. For once in my life I just want to meet somebody who gets me and actually cares about me as much as I do for them. ",4.807435897435898,5.319428119658124,5.773487179487178,81.45484615384616,69.08547008547008,8.975042735042734,26.28376068376069,9.029198982220553,1.8568242735042733,916,25,185,16,15,303,120,234,0.084,0.727,0.18899999999999997,0.9572,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,10,0,17,15,0,0,9,0,12,3,0,1,5,51,32,26,0,6,10,0,2,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,9,21,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,37,13,32,29,8,14,0,1,0,0,20,7,0,7,11,141,46,0,0.104923498578808,0.0,0.2047803984325723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746095121275856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713862319937337,0.0,0.3209294987571229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002058401356409,0.0,0.0,0.08377287591239466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765011957332139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796372457927607,0.0,0.100258899289801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610494695966728,0.07495736834940675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445459234917512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558506286438212,0.0,0.09278350327806456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532642166473975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729138608135244,0.2223317100081217,0.2563016075748936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676066191756591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374893553703802,0.0,0.07713084410790137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006769266887716,0.0,0.0,0.11174010165387968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274074281401863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26886671963725983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343937739073506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888941304075169,0.3373341349046334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970651023010742,0.06723074126411507,0.0,0.0,0.061181735793727286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123616817567838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856597938076729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206568452330774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,whatshappening91,2018/12/24,"Disabled and useless Got diagnosed with Polymyositis (autoimmune muscle disease). 

For the last 4 years I’ve felt so useless, as my muscles are gone and it’s hard for me to do normal things. I can still drive and take care of myself, but stairs are a real hassle and sometimes I’m scared to walk in certain places because I might fall. This also means I basically can’t travel anywhere. I used to love traveling (previously traveled for work), but had to say goodbye to that.

It makes me absolutely hate myself. I hate this life, feel locked up. Feel like nobody could ever love me because I can’t offer anything. My body’s useless. Sometimes I can fight through it and dig myself into work, but I’m on PTO this week and it just hits me how I have nothing in my life outside my job. And I don’t have any hopes of things improving, because I don’t think my body is going to improve. Makes me question what the point of fighting is anymore, as there’s nothing to fight for.",4.394030075187967,5.7860573052631565,4.9186466165413565,83.97052631578947,70.6842105263158,6.9022556390977465,30.413533834586467,7.1686216300943375,1.7959323308270685,768,32,145,7,14,245,113,190,0.157,0.7,0.14400000000000002,-0.185,1,0,0,0,4,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,7,15,5,1,3,0,16,7,2,4,2,30,37,15,0,3,4,0,4,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,11,9,0,0,6,3,0,8,4,9,0,0,4,5,23,6,23,30,0,21,0,3,0,2,8,8,0,3,6,93,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059801310946587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901214904563145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131429110690503,0.0,0.0,0.10905671776868546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24235788457092025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944106222824797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351179888373989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581036541898613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451000474424274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198763778445326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401716353041473,0.09467582973026237,0.12724470642370533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531696639420346,0.0,0.1059922853564846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187162982776415,0.2616818446747238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162714856430352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151053472852325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802549812474066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721254124297265,0.06474498209499961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392178298537333,0.0,0.1769228270979568,0.0,0.0,0.14435848950534494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058799797828622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298462844472945,0.2543224709950129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384603354973014,0.0,0.125278885772338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845824078394826,0.0,0.0,0.1508423729986585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538913599288413,0.13268056464333314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26214107018139976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583457275139264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964224733385613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608733708134974,0.08491661797530355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445898119567605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630349749602276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295944106876056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534170384266869
lonely,TheThraex26,2018/12/24,"Taking on the world on my own The holidays have homed in the real truth that I’m in my fight against my goals *alone*. When I was in university this spring I was surrounded by many friends and even had a girlfriend. Now as Christmas rolls in, all my friends and now ex-girlfriend are gone. They went off to pursue better things while I pick-up the pieces of what I lost (that spring and summer were especially unkind to my aspirations, and I had to shift gears fast, without warning). The most social interaction I get is through Reddit. I haven’t received a text from anyone in days. It’s like I’ve been wiped from memory. 

I’m thankful for the Reddit friends and mentors I’ve made, but for months I feel like I’ve been climbing my own mountain alone. I like the climb and the views, but damn am I just alone. ",4.047229166666668,5.462804931250004,4.212500000000002,88.60916666666668,71.5625,7.083333333333335,26.458333333333336,7.492282038375204,1.1850208333333336,639,21,133,7,12,198,99,160,0.08800000000000001,0.773,0.139,0.7354,0,3,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,1,5,5,13,2,0,10,0,12,0,0,1,2,16,22,11,0,0,4,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,4,0,0,11,2,17,9,21,11,5,25,0,1,1,0,9,10,1,1,13,85,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5574013680498758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543805893999366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866144229749254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569576762587035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184895593190469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070815578138908,0.12816074726064353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41580339189506654,0.0,0.09372715856150876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994910853233695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26293190068615224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958322451602964,0.0,0.0,0.16974910965533976,0.0,0.18187968330951831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319240919288764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419225579701944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287192837235625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348836858723084,0.0,0.0,0.16516400355100838,0.0,0.0,0.11918292539806015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630216051155725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293162427065614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ArrestedLyric,2018/12/24,"My biggest fear is being forgotten My grandparents got all of us grandkids a card except for me because they forgot about me. I go to some friends to see if they can cheer me up and get left on read by all of them. I want to fucking die, merry fucking Christmas.",5.710125786163522,5.3782047924528325,6.216981132075473,81.9561635220126,67.11320754716982,8.576100628930817,34.647798742138356,7.793537801064563,2.4818855345911963,206,9,41,2,3,67,43,53,0.146,0.674,0.18,0.2927,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,3,0,1,5,2,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,8,11,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,11,2,11,8,3,5,0,0,1,2,6,4,2,2,0,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188956996324625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926459186348689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173006880449549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178534734349165,0.5213633766382719,0.14732049410238676,0.0,0.16025310239883087,0.0,0.225521464444246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063670674269569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28205167918484025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469786452302934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33918165457931704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631638051566278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ketsuban666,2018/12/24,[26/M] need to talk to girl who's been in relationship Needing some reassurance + texting companion,8.765,9.014787722222227,9.785555555555558,56.965,60.66666666666667,13.866666666666667,45.77777777777778,13.023866798666859,6.600711111111113,81,5,13,3,1,28,17,18,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7416802228178352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5369525290850004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019856074414955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NicKlaw9989,2018/12/24,Lonely and have no one to talk too.. Well as the title says i have no one to talk to as of right now. My friends are all always busy with school or work.. Even my bestfriend doesnt seem like she has time to talk. I just wish i could find someone to talk to and wont ghost me after a couple hours. Christmas is getting closer and closer and i have no one to celebrate with except my mom and brother. I cant even drive out to see my friends. I just wish i could find someone to keep me company... Thanks for reading,1.883611111111112,3.3474860648148166,2.9659259259259265,95.17166666666668,77.24074074074073,5.540740740740741,22.185185185185183,5.82211442006289,0.05547407407407423,397,11,91,2,9,127,65,108,0.095,0.715,0.19,0.9012,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,0,1,21,18,8,1,4,4,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,1,3,1,0,1,6,1,1,3,0,2,14,5,18,15,1,9,0,1,1,0,10,4,0,2,5,65,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123233312333822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236495912659587,0.1638728228175268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956408757777502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707263730640303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288475603791965,0.0,0.0773775490875086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585132846404594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316404864561014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235549924647576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345609462092154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010746714335358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148142780706202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647889829857142,0.0,0.11777721304689018,0.0,0.14988784126173246,0.118018678581851,0.13482713756296658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509738776061499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761573673854255,0.0,0.13635306978681838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635987655339916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331621155279912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340621596444456,0.0,0.0,0.1078205309591813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jesus_lives11,2018/12/24,"repent Repent. Jesus,my Husband who reigns and Son of God, comes soon. Praise God/Jesus forever and ever. Exalt the name of Jesus forever and ever.USA/NYC (Babylon) and many nations will undergo destruction. Usa is Babylon. War coming soon. Russia is going to invade Usa (Babylon). Obama is antichrist and will use rfid chip as mark of beast with Francis from Catholicism who is the False Prophet of Revelation. There will be fallen angels and giants and aliens going to deceive people as well as much more. Rapture is soon. Don't make anyone your idol. Focus on Jesus.Plead the blood of Jesus. Kingdom of God is near. There will be three days of darkness. Please prepare as that will be when Jesus shall visit people. Be holy. Repent of all sin. Avoid sinning. Hell is real. I am an unprofitable servant and least of everything by infinity. Shalom Aleichem. Peace be with you
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lonely,Envoy_of_Doge,2018/12/24,"I am the only one who cant find a middle point? I am lucky that I dont lack people to hang out. But most of the time I dont really want to. What I want is someone who I REALLY want to hang out with. Everyday, im undervaluating the few relations that I have. My general thought is ""I dont want to rely on anyone, I want to be alone and not bound to anyones judgement"".

Yet at a certain point, every 2-3 weeks, I REALLY need to see someone and I can even be clingy, its in those moments where I suffer the most, because I enter in conflict with my ""constant"" aspect I just mentioned above...

I dont want a relationship, but when I struggle with this ""I wanna be alone, but I need someone"", having a gf sounds like exactly what I need...


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lonely,Yufama,2018/12/24,dm me i'm lonely and bored. ,-5.5500000000000025,-6.6147595714285705,-0.7392857142857139,106.59678571428572,144.71428571428572,1.4,3.5,3.1291,-3.0926571428571425,21,0,6,0,2,8,7,7,0.535,0.465,0.0,-0.5574,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SuicideThrow_Away,2018/12/24,"Not made for relationships My whole life I (now 25M) struggled to get close to anyone of the opposite sex. I didn't have a date for prom, I didn't have female friends at school. By some miracle, I managed to get a girlfriend some 6 years ago, but it only lasted half a year. She was super religious as well, so sex before marriage was completely off-limits, the most we did was some cuddling in bed.

Anyway, since then I've had no romantic relationships whatsoever, and I remain a virgin. Not only that, I've hardly had a chance to get a shot at dating - I've never felt like I could get on with any girl from my surroundings that was remotely interested in me, and I could never get invested in random tinder hook-ups. For me, the only way to a romantic relationship is through friendship. Now, I feel like I've finally made a good female friend - a friend who understands me, and I enjoy spending time with her like nothing else. Sadly, it seems for her I'm ""just"" a buddy and not a potential partner, so I'm not making any moves so as not to ruin the greatest thing that happened to me in 6 years. Anyway, she's about to leave my town soon, so even that friendship might not last long.

I'm bitter. I feel like I've managed to grasp something I've always yearned for, and it took me 6 years to even get close to the level of intimacy at which it's possible to talk about dating each other. However, even that is not enough, as the circumstances don't allow me to pursue this relationship. Will I ever meet another person like that? Will it take 6 years again? Will something else be an obstacle then? And even if not, will we simply not break up after several months, as I have no idea how to be in a relationship?

I yearn for human touch so much, but I keep going to sleep alone. Even a simple hug is something that makes my day, but it's simply not enough. And the clock is fucking ticking out. Got 15 years of relative youth... I'm becoming more and more convinced that I'm doomed to live out my life in a studio flat, with no one to greet me when I come back home. What's the worth of such a life?",5.034294567991253,5.2826219810426585,6.007298578199053,80.9020014582574,68.52606635071089,9.14633612832665,28.079110462996717,9.057496981413335,2.071296463725848,1644,50,334,28,26,546,209,422,0.09699999999999999,0.735,0.16699999999999998,0.9903,1,1,3,0,0,0,57.0,2,0,0,1,25,23,2,1,24,0,26,10,1,6,3,61,54,25,0,5,15,0,5,5,5,5,3,0,3,4,20,19,0,1,7,0,3,4,18,8,1,2,14,6,33,15,53,31,12,55,1,5,0,6,23,18,1,8,36,222,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706881049778071,0.0,0.0,0.08259057142684173,0.0,0.0,0.06635326517144707,0.0,0.0,0.10845709497267923,0.0836183719373996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055758748867661134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613180926493129,0.0,0.0,0.08807080897256007,0.06785613662287014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869225937910213,0.083609901753584,0.0,0.0,0.12733793896699586,0.0,0.0,0.05142818141970934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323149593609845,0.0,0.0,0.16479341251299984,0.0,0.26335027970542463,0.07213287103350545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064176568425169,0.1139380341434734,0.07656659437992873,0.087355481696643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482968488925405,0.07372189748877071,0.24997719864960566,0.0,0.04532026343500107,0.06688535173395826,0.06377843564877543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051721663418606,0.0,0.07143481966348755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998957602185121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002109181737877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087999129211656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000374994092292,0.0,0.08443721518885303,0.0,0.0,0.1689763029566305,0.19479406733418536,0.0,0.07041527397184051,0.07057079128969253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509111039466734,0.10645926828462443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459561516096446,0.0,0.0,0.06365077434561582,0.08475508460835263,0.058620899739408636,0.0,0.12300673489717205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651636765751002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403649151813754,0.18194635702862194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962924747625207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898992007748709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280752181472579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070502601012935,0.0,0.07259579931430081,0.0,0.09008784393147536,0.0,0.06596493063116304,0.0,0.07980143262803645,0.0,0.0,0.18417211784602566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336557850766108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995744537546109,0.06409508002162168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297826562959382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649927589058588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859834326133237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301615244199544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632969504685621,0.0,0.0,0.07169929132866985,0.0,0.0,0.08903115242222896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081145206963026
lonely,thowaway33333,2018/12/24,"When my family constantly invalidates my depression, it makes me feel even more isolated. Why can't they understand that I'm in pain?
Why can't they realize I don't lie in bed all day and skip days of showers because I'm lazy?
Why can't they help me, instead of making me feel worse over the things I already feel bad over?

I get that I'm a shitty, unlovable person. I get that I'm not as productive, or driven as them. 

But why do I have to suffer even more over it? They make me feel so isolated and alone. Like I'm not even in their world. 

I just want a safe space where I can be myself without the constant fear of someone making me feel worse than I already do. ",3.2079136690647485,4.151781769784177,4.602223021582738,86.82434172661873,73.02877697841727,8.149928057553957,26.130215827338127,8.548686976883017,1.6063461870503604,522,17,114,9,10,174,79,139,0.266,0.6729999999999999,0.061,-0.9853,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,6,1,8,8,0,1,4,0,9,1,0,4,1,22,28,8,0,1,6,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,6,2,0,1,7,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,1,5,22,2,14,26,3,15,0,2,0,0,8,9,0,1,6,72,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591498678314626,0.28963174099782185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957179721639992,0.07999675693560987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836266113594291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926534051487035,0.0,0.11302844261863497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600290747512708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371222304000667,0.14767054232820218,0.3317698475682944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371248035685063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796088638140558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411248313159547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35038890739883244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396382638545388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458521338404926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119098521926876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718356282615691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366153432167013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740301560686158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736596425345884,0.0,0.0,0.12650130107878274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674697208452343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sadlioness,2018/12/24,Extremely sad and anxious I'm very lonely and sad. I hate the holidays. They never get easier buy worse as I age. I'm not sure how much longer I can deal with being alone. ,0.6016666666666666,2.797832500000002,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,85.1111111111111,6.933333333333335,17.333333333333336,8.07648339933343,0.6889666666666671,134,3,29,3,4,46,29,36,0.514,0.433,0.054000000000000006,-0.9654,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,5,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572996179565779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897339812905913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556635904115204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024002020310514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34060050241386497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536031016532527,0.0,0.2660731039001016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251435517581052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28464811741109464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515684007144577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,greensquarepelican,2018/12/24,"Falling apart Just need to sort of work through what's going on in my head at the moment. I was doing ok this time round to not put pressure on myself over Christmas but now I'm not coping very well.

I live alone, a long term relationship ended last year so I have my own place and most of the time I spend on my own. I don't have any real relationship with family so this is always a difficult time for me. This year I just told myself ""Fuck it, just do something average and normal with your day, don't get dragged into the commercial crap that makes you feel like the odd one out""

So now I'm having a sort of meltdown when faced with what to eat for Christmas dinner. Trivial I know but it's just the realisation that everyone else is doing something special and celebrating with people. If I just pick an everyday meal it will feel so depressing. But if I do the same as last year and make something fancy, it will hurt to sit down to eat it alone.

I just feel like I've been spiralling the past few weeks and now it's hitting me hard.
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lonely,hoesmad_____lol,2019/10/25,What if lowkey Hitler was just trying to end loneliness and depression Only my fucked up head would make this connection but.. yeah..,3.3567391304347822,6.4076715217391325,2.5568478260869583,86.97266304347826,94.65217391304348,7.517391304347825,18.793478260869566,8.07648339933343,1.742921739130435,107,3,18,3,4,31,23,23,0.353,0.647,0.0,-0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,6,4,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698291455856328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803081494877719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969600225446168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406734526960171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28661818928890803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32656706011939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915246032800857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30502317550483105,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sinfor4,2019/10/25,"When everyone you know irl is out partying and you're just sitting there watching them have fun through a screen. Wondering where I went wrong in life. I'm young, I should be doing dumb, irresponsible things like everyone else my age.",4.647093023255814,7.290887139534881,4.518779069767444,81.8121220930233,72.95348837209302,8.951162790697676,29.3546511627907,9.516144504307137,2.9237953488372086,189,8,35,5,4,58,39,43,0.187,0.644,0.16899999999999998,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,2,3,6,0,8,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,1,4,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27750500738963896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6348501684591371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256483648902733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346380629754605,0.16229294346723505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206945721315334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079466629642327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602496339513584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632013968880986,0.0,0.0
lonely,potato-breath,2019/10/25,"Missing Home. Its been a month after my last visit back home. As i lay in bed and think about my family and friends that i left behind. The chill life i had back home. It made me cry. I feel like a passenger in my university. Just passing the corridors. Day in day out. It was so much easy making friends as kids, now it seems like no one has time to have a conversations. People think going abroad for studies is all chill and fun. Its a battle for me each day tbh..............But i am hoping that it will change soon.",0.6564102564102541,2.9477943846153885,2.1996153846153845,94.728717948718,85.92307692307692,5.38974358974359,17.320512820512818,6.816661863887847,-0.1401641025641025,392,9,88,5,12,127,73,104,0.08900000000000001,0.731,0.18,0.8854,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,0,6,0,8,1,0,2,1,14,17,6,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,4,1,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,4,1,10,6,12,12,3,19,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,13,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701388105563801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582183526356408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295098762172988,0.3398527373621841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559380484084268,0.0,0.08881746692488714,0.12548940977616588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714243549455497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998299321576352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5285949380478852,0.17446705490635234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318391546260656,0.0,0.0,0.19085186557230666,0.0,0.12407174761610425,0.17163429382595416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662109189903243,0.1172524244662446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020775704044902,0.0,0.1291281206341152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902974240273573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177845998889475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991155326954418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510785065774505,0.0,0.0,0.10242702062387604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawaythoughts89,2019/10/25,"How to cure loneliness Not sure how to go about this. I'm introverted (not shy thought) so i need my time alone. But lately, whenever I'm alone I feel so lonely. I can't be around people all the time or I would be exhausted. I'm not sure how to go about this without feeling so down. 

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I have a good amount of conversations with people throughout the day. However, I do not have any close connections. I don't have friends, I'm not in a relationship, and am not close with my family. This often makes me feel unattached to the world and I suspect is contributing to my feelings. I typically don't see eye to eye with my family so there's not much I can do there. I'm not emotionally available for a relationship but I am working on making close friends. This is difficult because I am a complex person with a lot of baggage. So it's going to take a while to open up in that way to a friend and build a solid connection. 

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Kind of a vent but any tips?",1.80535714285714,4.0695057602040885,3.704448979591838,85.9584081632653,80.68367346938777,7.3893877551020415,25.106122448979587,8.395991825355821,1.79106,763,30,158,17,20,257,101,196,0.133,0.8220000000000001,0.045,-0.8402,1,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,14,10,0,0,12,0,17,3,2,5,3,44,35,16,0,2,13,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,6,12,0,0,7,0,0,3,12,3,0,0,1,7,17,7,26,31,4,20,0,1,3,0,7,11,0,3,5,108,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575061655415766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26939099116934745,0.3021132134800944,0.16907723345231987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066690762335296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578140800292091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017303651843934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983789703585614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23438666286657586,0.0,0.251430054364597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881369060162569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195362358314754,0.10426971359053752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945517788272615,0.0,0.0,0.14023298987638425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105688359709936,0.0,0.0,0.16596275754441722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138599510637607,0.09217816499052954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236905011791753,0.10854726040391567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669360584001219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906314008724136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23433125885394576,0.0,0.09346957883672996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869240340989667,0.14497841615796325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867564011269983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983544180006946,0.0,0.09050296521734363,0.0,0.0,0.08830996987199158,0.0,0.3021132134800944,0.0
lonely,idkwidhrnyk,2019/10/25,"20 and alone I've never had a girlfriend before, and I've been wanting to take a girl out on a date, but to no avail. It sucks being single this long. I've been waiting my whole life for a girl to come along, but nothing but silence. I'm afraid that i will end up all by myself.",2.7958196721311492,2.9831114918032817,4.0919262295082,92.88739754098364,73.42622950819674,6.1000000000000005,23.44672131147541,3.1291,0.0039803278688523855,215,5,51,0,4,71,45,61,0.134,0.866,0.0,-0.7615,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,5,1,0,0,2,12,11,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,9,6,3,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,4,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35991795448076314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29570738487872145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993510888381304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077927642878241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454582254979072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075374635175384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680229210592389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333447439045551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612860127084031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497176733212724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879850897176321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,XXX_HENTAILORD69_XXX,2019/10/25,Is this normal Do any of you sometimes laugh when you cry or is it just me am I crazy because sometimes I laugh when I cry please be honest if I'm crazy just tell me,1.2853153153153158,2.459163297297298,2.6145945945945956,98.28423423423423,78.18918918918921,4.933333333333334,20.44144144144144,3.1291,-0.5893531531531528,130,3,32,0,3,42,25,37,0.225,0.512,0.262,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923272677039198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240441952307994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.621328880713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771035075297555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104513813424683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594323343488109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471971064569439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,milspii,2019/10/25,"Anyone else feel the same? I don't know why I'm like this. I feel like I'm all alone with this but here goes.

I'm not alone, I have people surrounding me. And yet constantly, day after day I feel lonely inside. Like no one really understands me. I feel horrible feeling like this. I turned to here since I can't talk about it to people I know, it doesn't process right in my head. 

Feels like no one cares you know? Despite how people tell me they do my brain doesn't register it and it throws me in a spiral of loneliness.

This was all pointless. I apologise. But was hoping someone out there might feel the same.",0.8230666666666693,3.22735024,2.1976000000000013,94.14946666666668,86.6,5.8933333333333335,17.933333333333334,7.3011,0.28121333333333354,480,12,104,8,15,154,72,125,0.152,0.6579999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.6322,0,5,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,9,2,2,1,2,25,26,5,0,1,3,0,7,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,11,0,0,1,7,1,0,2,2,7,17,7,9,23,4,11,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,10,64,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823760062531513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531919047726503,0.13967752757503935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217992300077987,0.0,0.0,0.13898889549459142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731515574248932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583223154017802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387915436235127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824978667784275,0.2921644064746683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399052289161808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539804842766653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22475625998142912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329990931492585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461561134034132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847500072128688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835245742849301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733106930578001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641785040407415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127665866853434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155047985534722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957009017072604,0.11915103466957926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827868992193574,0.0,0.141915530889855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300898648838116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ikbenjens201004,2019/10/25,Why is it when I talk to people online they stop and never come back? I had maybe 6 people to talk to online on reddit and discord. 1 of them I still talk to but she is most of the time busy and the time difference is hard. 5 of them ignore me after I send a message. I feel lonely when people do that,-0.7486363636363613,1.2814261818181834,1.9305303030303025,95.91579545454546,90.21212121212122,3.9060606060606062,12.795454545454547,5.148860815047168,-1.2387818181818178,232,3,53,1,8,80,44,66,0.182,0.818,0.0,-0.8608,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,7,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,10,0,9,6,1,12,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,1,9,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763497357650335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899750876960534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413597372666343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168072692542006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069425475436422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320839173031126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817170397125806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804666196114713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844875254798186,0.19313746884528246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.55703923690876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26941143428548303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084535778563975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,brand53,2019/10/25,26 m UK really lonely I feel like a failure I've been so lonely since my ex has left me and took the kids aswell. I stay at my parents majority of the time but I feel like I'm alone. I suffer from depression and anxiety aswell which doesn't help the situation. I go to work and put on that happy face like I'm coping but I value the conversations I have with colleagues and public. I miss having someone just to hold me and make me feel like I have someone looking after me. I feel lonely even when around people like I'm sat still and the world is spinning without me and I'm just watching as it goes by.,2.107215461703653,3.813279062992127,3.9646957766642816,87.20140300644239,77.26771653543307,6.507945597709378,22.56907659269864,7.348242739294969,0.7987858267716534,479,14,101,6,11,162,80,127,0.198,0.633,0.16899999999999998,-0.2859,1,7,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,12,0,0,6,0,7,1,1,1,0,20,21,12,0,0,5,2,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,3,6,17,6,12,18,1,13,0,6,2,0,6,5,0,0,9,60,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437508698364662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879855972019738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498803075448506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501229761142562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112033180966142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405210706929713,0.3608393961551555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568555758934638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922738874323135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285133138693886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292877476283487,0.0,0.0,0.4112725199556813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138397176959486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123847664850612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694911109751644,0.0,0.0,0.11672290659288105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692530590662665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785875902584983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392730467650081,0.18924901381822198,0.0,0.0,0.2853097833919169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945440347236602,0.13445629306077084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817482962059168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705941302860168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229759426274348,0.0,0.12257153065722758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FebreezeHoe,2019/10/25,"I want to enjoy life but insecurity is keeping me from having real friends (LONG/POINTLESS) DISCLAIMER: This is long af + (I overall live a great life. My family is very well off and healthy, my mom and brother care about me, I go to private school, and get okay grades. Please don’t feel bad for me. A lot of people have it worse and I’m honestly just complaining here.)

For the past 3 months I’ve been feeling extremely lonely. Im part of a friend group of 7 but I can’t bring myself to fully trust or talk to them about anything.  Whenever I’m with them I am always just trying to make them laugh to hide my insecurities. I feel like I’m on autopilot every day, just going through the motions of having friends but not truly feeling happy. 

I talked to my therapist and she said that first I should work on learning to enjoy my own company, so I tried. I decided to work on hobbies I enjoyed but i ended up coming out of them feeling worse than when I started. I dislike myself a lot, and I’d much rather be surrounded by friends and ignore that part of me, than be forced to sit there myself and think about how horrible I am in my opinion.  

I don’t have anyone I can really talk to besides my therapist and mom but that doesn’t replace friends. I just feel like I’m floating rn. Like my body is detached from my mind. I wish I could just dislike myself less because I know that it makes people want to be my friend less but I just don’t know what to do about anything. I am mentally stable and I know that life does get better but I really want to enjoy high school because I’ll only be a teen once and it would suck to be this unhappy for the next 3 years. 

If you made it here, sorry that you spent time reading that mess. Take care of yourselves💕",2.110639072287114,4.08795182960894,3.572194007110209,88.77406720839683,78.18994413407822,6.350567123751483,24.25630607753513,7.348242739294969,1.0475538175046557,1377,48,285,18,33,453,182,358,0.158,0.591,0.251,0.991,0,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,4,4,18,31,1,2,8,1,27,4,1,4,0,61,62,23,0,9,17,3,6,3,6,2,3,1,0,0,14,14,0,2,12,1,1,5,6,8,1,1,4,7,50,23,43,50,8,26,0,1,0,0,22,9,1,5,14,186,64,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141297702950176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060010584886687986,0.0,0.14125273450715187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165999078776142,0.10463580977384174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590492097611941,0.0,0.09533182896985548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500788392395308,0.0,0.0,0.073930329253116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852399265460181,0.0,0.0,0.05534979369749465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751057221732182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760151583007273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231096208341645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090783384589299,0.0,0.26037310502570715,0.12262628212870212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300239624991027,0.0,0.0,0.39784743093686376,0.0,0.08967966584582054,0.0,0.09755224323300976,0.0,0.0,0.09462197028483492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136192682145987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067844588621753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270534044502736,0.0,0.0,0.07628488480433306,0.0,0.0,0.14150093544538744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818614473664916,0.12578875405822948,0.0,0.07578473085965022,0.15190421403687698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593008223721535,0.0,0.08120935097763712,0.11457722933368115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649105250063496,0.0,0.08665842209972076,0.2010335657818925,0.06850441006194018,0.0,0.06309098664131071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127547993652556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140044222621743,0.0,0.06527350729721011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587944647390345,0.08192933161000858,0.11900000022657956,0.0,0.0,0.09420968375415747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584786690631678,0.09768723147711653,0.10996292607142412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163888774916431,0.0,0.0,0.17371823839369374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607365963650977,0.060747123018622264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452944942923343,0.2069477876692857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929804752192007,0.0,0.054992964851336056,0.0,0.0,0.05004503866513274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653859585570076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081431755362476,0.15186479165924818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716665986904876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869410219514196,0.0,0.0,0.12496272241452122,0.0,0.17492528386589104,0.0609673629203567,0.0,0.0,0.05526825527999644
lonely,jameztheoriginal,2019/10/25,Scared so much I’m so lonely I message so many people on dating sites and they give me numbers. All are scams to the point they make me think I’m being investigated by agencies. Now I’m terrified to do anything.,1.3813953488372093,3.8679964418604666,3.4058604651162803,85.96181395348837,84.5813953488372,5.300465116279073,22.55348837209302,6.742157984588678,0.7631525581395349,169,6,33,2,5,57,33,43,0.285,0.715,0.0,-0.9318,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,9,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,8,2,5,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253249079109564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792388928831547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26388746888142584,0.4008050372548694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906148258398009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740737320958246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37371693198688816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957967318044505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533130602877714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GmanBlue19,2019/10/25,"I’m really tired of being alone I’ve (m19) never had a girlfriend before. Not because I’m mean or ugly or anything, I just have always been to much of a baby to ask someone out. That and also my friends always just complain about their girlfriends, so why would I want in on that? I used to think that I could just go at life solo and on my own, because I didn’t really want anyone else to be there with me, I like being by myself.

But I soon realized that the reason I’m sad all the time is because I’ve never had that connection with a SO. 19 years I’ve gone without even a kiss, or holding hands, or anything.

Recently I’ve been trying to go out of my comfort zone more in an attempt to start the relationship part of my life, even if it is really late. And I’ve actually managed to hangout with this great girl a couple times now. Too bad she’s 4 hours away at university and I can only see her every couple months.

I’ve started writing down my thoughts, I guess it’s a diary but I don’t really want to call it that because it’s embarrassing. And all I can write is cute things I want to do with her. Painting in the park, a cozy movie day, star gazing because she loves the stars and so do I! 

Even if I don’t do these things with her, I’m pretty sure I need to do them with someone very soon. I’m sad all the time but I have so much love to give to someone else, and I hate that it’s taken me so long to realize that I NEED someone to love me too.",3.4437500000000014,3.6170353621794935,5.092717948717951,86.33561538461541,71.98076923076924,7.778461538461538,26.176923076923075,7.554174236665415,1.1872623076923072,1131,33,254,12,20,386,151,312,0.083,0.778,0.139,0.9623,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,1,19,16,1,1,14,0,23,8,1,2,6,54,52,22,0,10,14,0,1,1,3,1,3,0,0,1,17,15,0,1,6,1,0,3,7,6,0,0,8,2,34,10,38,39,8,31,0,2,1,4,21,11,0,7,18,171,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.09355883971286667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929617389146332,0.0,0.07667011282094159,0.1595490924182926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703707611997853,0.09823387086498243,0.1577916684729994,0.0,0.08962890854715712,0.0,0.09007643787017074,0.0,0.08005048219854552,0.2922183960516867,0.0,0.08158140360701778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789770262868104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654729778596757,0.212164711451842,0.0,0.061830564396767713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018024285022808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899708989747716,0.0,0.08077767411612385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407173407327985,0.0,0.0,0.09197072865116264,0.1089743945611269,0.0,0.0,0.10570102318755968,0.1056156199763529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465536769568286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944162201102101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814963842748856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543677017887082,0.046839016243334725,0.0,0.0,0.08484515172251347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25958910147910125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443449694499694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652542231587571,0.0,0.14095630902262046,0.14217817395782384,0.14788731845728784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291622112271247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382180598588613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753795596035653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456764272284523,0.09857406650370844,0.0946636501943042,0.10293240636415256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639887583778185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32493368582263576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571970736690592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903597681959582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738836856417776,0.06143195534193339,0.0,0.07611295853942017,0.16771406608133108,0.11019264207822377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509190616993166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280403987993175,0.0,0.07910579117317906,0.22619502026470076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651104514604377,0.0,0.0,0.09241876474929524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810588093156437,0.0,0.0,0.06173947884726255
lonely,FlagDroid,2019/10/25,"I feel alone even when I'm with people I love. I feel like nobody really understands me.

Like I'm an intellectual and my whole family isn't. 

So when I try to talk about something I'm interested in it's not that they don't care about what I have to say but they're not really interested in the same things.

I love my family but it can feel really lonely, not feeling understood on a deeper level.",2.520435540069688,4.260685085365857,5.239547038327527,78.36207317073173,76.1951219512195,9.563763066202087,20.25087108013937,9.957137785484203,1.958506620209059,315,7,65,10,7,113,53,82,0.105,0.6659999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.8916,0,3,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,14,16,6,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,5,10,7,8,15,2,6,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105567404760376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727716342492328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427725596339884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833049328387741,0.0,0.4111768942959527,0.1452370450466481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986435166793193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366971072019268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409421218146312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39071617038510537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167174594862055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650971674806646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340425906676082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350630070034319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802686505820325,0.0,0.0,0.2116417184561043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269763839986869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,maharishidinosaur,2019/10/25,"Lonely in a crowd I don’t really understand myself tbh. I have friends. There’s people all around me. I’ve always naturally been an ambivert but I feel so anxious and lonely at the moment and it’s awful. I always feel like those around me, even my closest friends don’t rate me, no matter ho many times I’ve been reassured that’s wrong. It all roots back to times when I had no one and I’m terrified of going back there because I know that I couldn’t handle feeling like that for that long again",1.9558823529411744,4.126139098039218,3.3115294117647056,89.48788235294118,79.58823529411767,6.04078431372549,20.9843137254902,7.1686216300943375,0.5809301960784312,396,11,81,5,10,129,67,102,0.239,0.597,0.163,-0.8983,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,3,1,7,1,0,1,2,16,14,6,0,1,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,3,3,12,5,7,10,2,14,0,2,0,1,4,5,0,0,10,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32956074690238363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372235229245546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35258496476718376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30455225315472456,0.0,0.1207198504256349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307997649436226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003962253601189,0.28295143830443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060015652304151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254743703162068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088344535137337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349907847619285,0.0,0.0,0.1752540935764781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077566294975127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341931437638199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372920251590056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686582171437505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23095074603074395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061606548905685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651938185871136,0.0,0.0
lonely,rasalghul212,2019/10/25,"different kind of lonely so guys i don’t really know if i fall into the category of “being truly lonely” but let me explain myself

So i do have “friends”(people i go out with sometimes) and i spend lots of time with other people whom i talk to and i’m not really having any fear or problems with that(fear of socializing with new people or something like that)

It’s just that i don’t really have any good friend or friends to relate to(bond if that’s the correct word)

i feel that everyone has completely different ideas,thoughts or even views on everyday things from me and that makes me feel lonely and depressed.

That makes me unmotivated to meet new people because they all sound and look the same.",5.129328358208955,6.783099097014926,5.662865671641793,78.3295223880597,69.22388059701493,8.942089552238807,28.32537313432836,9.3871,2.5450322388059696,565,20,102,12,10,182,83,134,0.156,0.7240000000000001,0.12,-0.6578,2,6,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,2,2,32,18,14,0,3,9,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,10,11,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,6,0,0,0,5,14,5,15,16,3,9,0,4,2,0,9,3,0,7,5,71,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987262909113815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907028950594602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319869726494395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584855301761086,0.0,0.0,0.3053179521599476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965075162846971,0.0,0.0,0.13961905272888306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288397795240636,0.14776017180815126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22577602530360624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304046736484319,0.12255424939918355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467672746504134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215618811956785,0.08030093019922414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941238929172204,0.0,0.07138436171947246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269971968008,0.0,0.0,0.12422166656509892,0.0,0.0,0.1950656665169985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822373702533708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051907083931741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398122302198878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808148476493531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489457443072132,0.0,0.11248639190165226,0.14451137655657706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744162538719725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707224990803223,0.0,0.0,0.11599891286551825,0.08520077575495552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jingerblush,2019/10/25,"Connection I'm 34/f and separated from my ex of 18 years in June 2018. We were teen parents and had a great relationship but not much in common and ended up realizing it was better to be apart.  

This is the first time in my life I've lived alone. It's the first time I've had to do so many things myself. It's been a huge learning curve, gaining independence, navigating simple things, starting my own business and working for myself. 

At first I thought I was going to die from being alone, I couldn't comprehend it. My depression and anxiety were so bad that I would walk to the hospital almost daily just to feel safe from myself. But slowly I adjusted and learned to love living alone, I made my home mine, and I'm happy with my living situation. I live in a really cute and safe neighborhood.

The issue with my job is I work in people's homes, and they usually aren't there. So I spend about 95% of my life without in person human contact.

The loneliness is starting to suffocate me. I'm so scared of being vulnerable to people that I'm not able to put myself out there. When we moved from Vancouver to Montreal in 2011, I had to leave my incredible friends and I haven't been able to find new ones that feel the same. If it wasn't for our daughter I would be completely alone, but even then she's in college now and is busy with her own life. 

Winter is coming and the thought of being trapped inside and alone for another season is so depressing I can't bear it. Every couple months I attempt to date but it never seems to work out and I'm beginning to get a bit of a complex about it.

I'm a good person, I'm honest and great at communicating and I love to be silly and laugh. I'm very open and loving, and I feel like I have a lot to offer. Aside from the weight I've gained from being a hermit, I think I'm pretty date-able. 

I try to stay connected with people by texting, but it's become clear I text too much and people get a bit annoyed by me. So I joined discord but don't know enough about it to be able to find friends. I don't have many hobbies and often get halfway through projects and lose interest. 

I miss love. I miss touch. I miss connection. I miss sex. I miss laughing until I cry. I miss adventures. I miss being around somebody but doing my own thing. 

So if you're in Montreal or nearby and need a friend, PM me. If you don't, but you love hip hop, rap, watching YouTube (vlog squad, Shane, Jenna & Julien, etc), or 420, go ahead and PM me.  

I really need to feel connected again, and like I'm not wasting my life. Let's be friends!",2.9775325280977505,4.387309235181647,4.456388565032878,85.83249405400366,74.23900573613767,7.62633959800401,24.801986662314054,8.25429008570747,1.4088520169752372,2002,63,421,33,41,668,242,523,0.133,0.655,0.212,0.996,2,6,0,0,0,0,64.0,3,2,1,12,20,38,1,1,18,0,40,12,1,2,2,85,83,48,1,8,18,3,6,2,4,2,4,0,2,3,17,36,1,2,16,1,1,6,13,13,0,4,13,7,59,25,63,56,11,50,0,10,1,6,26,18,0,9,27,269,76,8,0.2102122902961093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016574787637743,0.3628608933950964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592164290335572,0.0,0.0,0.07347530504090267,0.05360394223339431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237783531905191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850616060800655,0.0,0.07738765303039405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197189601544487,0.15299825099833222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035975820728584,0.07346786230642717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753196697032745,0.07696944336052282,0.0,0.0,0.12070369173663505,0.0,0.0727223896956215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062061898296321624,0.07240182972103748,0.07814742359652807,0.046281078393751035,0.0,0.059037640318736574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171953352842695,0.05005856739664738,0.0,0.0,0.12808681667593752,0.1788064667388723,0.0,0.0,0.21654599203818925,0.0,0.10982724548739453,0.0,0.07964565927960654,0.058772031881938636,0.0,0.15450652811069146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745916306339544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405733778863326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313567206717521,0.06953442061012792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0385090590734716,0.0,0.0,0.07419482105499424,0.0,0.07165210304872721,0.19797220980284516,0.06846607120383742,0.0,0.2474950714655405,0.0,0.0,0.07839126087330912,0.0,0.05957165731570449,0.31620799871334937,0.06630265059957365,0.0,0.1420815121577606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055929814857373854,0.07447413231183614,0.10302014713584168,0.10391316644287092,0.05404289248432974,0.06767477996122481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047481762747158984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780529047549763,0.0,0.0,0.1943129785274306,0.12236617574702865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128715730455616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044047092392068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977825063800941,0.0,0.0,0.07522977667483839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015305813898269,0.0,0.0,0.0637897913546998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876247394750968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099192894018871,0.07468611060681356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396557049898033,0.04489851587382873,0.0,0.11125671836961827,0.08171765130274641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047573448804640775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717304639749617,0.05781571823543034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853273126866447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754571546745892,0.0,0.15303705095186165,0.0,0.0,0.09955251982740146,0.0,0.0,0.04512327429001041
lonely,xAnastasiaB,2019/10/25,"Most days i just feel like Ill die alone I just feel so alone and empty. That my life serves no purpose. I'd have my group of friends but I wonder if we are truely friends. That in fact we have no connection. That we have no emotional empathy or a true friendship. That we just simply there to talk and joke but thats all. And sometimes they talk bad things behind others/friends backs even if it us just because they're trying something new. Like good on them, I'm proud they can be confident because I'd sure like to be myself. But I just worry they talk shit behind my back aswell.

I keep having the feeling I'd die alone. That nobody will ever date me, nevermind marry me in the future or even just be my bestie. Some people have big wishes in life, but I just want to feel loved and connected with people.",2.4676891615541936,4.526899000000004,3.126527607361965,92.00165235173826,77.40490797546013,5.819059304703478,20.682617586912066,6.742157984588678,0.2792072801635994,639,16,132,6,15,200,95,163,0.185,0.564,0.251,0.94,0,3,1,0,0,0,16.0,5,0,4,1,14,13,1,0,3,0,11,5,1,0,5,39,21,13,2,4,15,0,4,3,2,1,3,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,22,11,11,17,3,12,0,0,0,1,16,5,1,7,10,87,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094317899271196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202650867563525,0.11002509269861964,0.16065540259500372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849827932639979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735194921141663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822707995520634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740698718749181,0.11919637633209665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26651389617141363,0.09413877890702846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054228725648399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105250829775284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712604801972318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861505737938285,0.1931331440816239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189304306039872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272673486212916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270984844029986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526326527237256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144542404464124,0.13032703446363678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241946531605867,0.0,0.0,0.317742847463164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754423880443685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946533254495131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585068985888181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772322973290606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153264218228282,0.0,0.14290238169089287,0.0,0.13382205045667547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Watcher_209,2019/10/25,"Trying to find a lonely person that goes to my school Text me if you go to RHS in Wyandotte, Michigan.
I'm a loner there and I would like a friend :)",0.6827083333333306,2.3723576875000028,2.5825,95.54583333333336,81.5,4.266666666666667,16.916666666666664,3.1291,-0.9377833333333334,114,2,26,0,3,38,27,32,0.132,0.63,0.23800000000000002,0.5994,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195322159395956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546345449526904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26086931344449993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425198247760111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40079497796473096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645485955080141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116416648466725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32607172486164504,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mpw321,2019/10/25,"I(40M) looking for a texting or email friend  Professional gay male just looking to chat with others via text or  messenger, like Telegram,  to chat about life or just ask how your day  is.. I am not looking for anything else but a chat buddy and somebody to  discuss anything and everything. Please be around my age or older.  Respond here and and we will go from there telling me  where you are  from and what you are looking for in a text buddy.",8.53370588235294,6.948829870588237,7.551617647058822,78.76977941176473,62.058823529411754,9.911764705882355,38.897058823529406,8.07648339933343,3.0722352941176467,349,15,67,3,4,107,60,85,0.0,0.919,0.081,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,3,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,1,0,17,12,11,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,12,10,0,7,0,0,4,1,14,3,0,4,4,47,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574015851890669,0.19331477966463476,0.2030114409938019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004758262836187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140587923511745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516570946111395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777410006297794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341469526900314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338362545769862,0.10609139770221024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7294250138250185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383719538696206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980381727487475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_bungee,2019/10/25,i want to touch someone i’m craving skinship :( i really want to stroke my hand down someone’s back and run my fingers through their hair. i want to cuddle. !!,-0.15860215053763227,1.802357064516129,1.2701612903225836,95.15857526881722,107.38709677419355,3.3569892473118284,24.521505376344088,5.46131890053228,0.5917698924731183,123,6,24,1,6,39,22,31,0.086,0.685,0.22899999999999998,0.4184,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,4,1,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29054075988758593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420582469040631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6402965008699368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6685912525028959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,remrules420,2019/10/25,"Oakland,Ca 34 male in search of a lady Im a single 34 year old with no children. My goal is to find a like minded woman who is seeking a spouse. Friendship and love is what im looking for. I miss having someone to care for and talk to. Couple stuff. Making future plans and being there for one another. Its lonely in this cold world. I figure lets go at it together. 
Please no friendship only inquiries.

Just random likes
Camping
Fishing
Movies
Stand-up comedy
Bike riding,Roller blading,ice skating
Almost all sports
420
Gardening
Watching political things
Dog training
Traveling somewhat (somewhat because ive already veen around the world 10 times over) im looking to settle down honestly. 
I hope to have children someday",2.9459482038429385,6.013195578947368,3.705200501253135,81.65858604845448,85.69172932330827,5.060818713450293,27.689640768588138,6.691623216298621,1.8236553049289896,584,27,89,7,18,185,104,133,0.06,0.7340000000000001,0.20600000000000002,0.9670000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,1,1,16,16,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,5,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,4,5,6,16,14,4,14,0,2,3,1,8,8,0,5,6,52,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247177672794475,0.0,0.19006924597843294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060687428799715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332860279455587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049948684428596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560842496248644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057840187415226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742268497192874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788699458334246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107149418495984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5581407576439184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612533028053567,0.0,0.1682938656467075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28927358375602297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545178952489974,0.0,0.1149704020682662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391158242081267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807351212526157,0.0,0.11671312899857672,0.1309949877826226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906593016655734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593695185076025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717164476037632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843862050567612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144274725621706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043353727983508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109158175338227
lonely,Silver_Yeti,2019/10/25,"Why can’t I make good friends I commented this on another post

I’m a guy and have just started uni two months ago. I expected to have met people by now and have friends but I’m scared to make new friends. I have only met one other guy in my bio class and he is a senior graduating soon. We exchanged info for ‘studying’ but as it turned out, he’s literally just using me when he needs help with questions or homework. I have some friends from my high school but they are kind of the same, only initiate contact when they want help or my assistance. This started high school when my group of ‘friends’ actually turned out to be pretty toxic. They were always flaunting their money in my face or bragging about how they banged 12 girls that weekend or just generally trying to outdo me. I ended up feeling quiet and depressed from these comments but I managed to get out of it. They would often pick on me for being the Virgin with no girlfriend. They even told me I was horrible at lacrosse even though I started my junior year with no prior experience. They told me I wouldn’t make the varsity team senior year but I never tried out for external reasons not pertaining to them. I feel so stupid for not noticing that but I am a shy guy which has prevented me from opening my mouth and talking to people, let alone standing up for myself. Why does it seem I can only make friends who are toxic and use me? I feel like there’s something wrong with me if I can only make toxic friends. I just want friends in my uni who genuinely care about me and who actually invite me out to places to eat or to hangout. That’s all I want for Christmas this year, a group of friends who want to include me and who want to attend university events together. :(",4.7140350877192985,5.865802757309942,5.217792397660818,83.03440789473686,69.67251461988305,7.9222222222222225,30.03947368421053,8.212053250817874,2.0680385964912267,1381,54,268,19,24,442,175,342,0.099,0.7390000000000001,0.162,0.9535,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,9,1,18,17,1,1,7,0,20,4,2,10,2,69,50,27,0,10,18,0,3,1,10,2,0,1,1,4,17,19,1,1,7,3,2,1,7,4,0,2,6,4,48,13,46,39,3,41,0,1,0,1,46,17,0,10,22,184,65,10,0.0,0.0,0.15407095227798526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997683998266742,0.0,0.0,0.08175954359828501,0.0,0.0,0.06568561741310798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277700236145305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048607820226729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799216260726933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908220238692955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077681989164458,0.0,0.0,0.06991870124215221,0.0,0.0,0.10428017776469127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772198941767516,0.0,0.0,0.11974552016166595,0.056395793788082925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5489097757367866,0.0,0.04124365392336475,0.0,0.0,0.06621235011097085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344933654798749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582559135319876,0.16681197036882175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220538127983253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072298985306403,0.0,0.03856680917870632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634701829877845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301031909901125,0.0,0.0,0.05853409127896229,0.06088451944915066,0.07624215261906861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987537382221172,0.0,0.0,0.05349277535982377,0.24015414597629856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945613545579704,0.0,0.08247702239084405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756040958920706,0.08031184335002832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843250021939794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116496710920175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903417149477658,0.1597859411475492,0.0,0.07186533906412634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060772991551296576,0.0,0.0,0.16762551209284318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345015416324183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775595822544364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086389328428285,0.0,0.10719213705481027,0.1717312766652077,0.07711433439731932,0.0,0.0,0.13636014850033298,0.0,0.0,0.2328085878875527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246477563339946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607774723938848,0.08631009252753385,0.0,0.15250713339868555
lonely,EsotericEye,2019/10/25,"I feel so isolated and unfulfilled. I understand that all of us get lonely and that's just a part of being human, but these past couple of years I've just been feeling deeply lonely and sad down to my very core. I feel like I'm so isolated from the world.

I cry when I think of past memories: good and bad, former friends and partners who decided to part ways, and loved ones who have passed. The distant past seems much brighter and my future looks so hopeless and barren.

It's not because it's the fall season nor is my life particularly bad. However, I don't have anyone besides my parents and they're too old and involved in their own life issues to really notice or care about what's going on in my life.

My existential crisis is due to the fact that I'm leading a very lonely, aimless and unfulfilling life. Essentially, I'm not who I want to be and my life isn't what I want it to be. I understand that some of the choices I've made have caused my life to be this way but I also think it's because I've never really had anyone in my life to genuinely be supportive and proud of me and my goals.

Whenever I needed the support, affection or simply the company of others, I was made to feel like I was asking for a big favor and that my needs were a big burden on others. When there isn't any support and encouragement in one's life, then passion and motivation to be happy and productive starts to dwindle. This is where I am now.

Thank you for reading.",5.70328414755733,5.535209545762715,6.737647058823531,77.6644765702892,67.10169491525423,9.924227318045864,30.57328015952143,9.627879704456738,2.634649052841475,1156,39,230,22,17,389,151,295,0.146,0.649,0.205,0.9740000000000001,2,6,0,0,0,1,24.0,1,1,1,4,13,23,0,0,11,0,21,10,0,6,3,50,50,30,0,4,8,1,4,2,2,0,8,0,0,2,19,18,0,0,11,1,0,4,7,8,0,2,7,5,29,15,29,37,6,32,0,5,1,2,14,11,0,4,17,156,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504843802060487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381834992064965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123830570126954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773313799165967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567146161849954,0.11441503541690624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568202931995977,0.0964054692024363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383857289175656,0.1030851849520131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980498867143789,0.1340868909326917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250501843736559,0.0,0.049030547792878965,0.0,0.05333472063066957,0.07871338952234955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990058007509543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795061458767608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302884098380313,0.0916966175775308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788068212796347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469948230752054,0.17759829619272754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898744785991723,0.13917091658748754,0.07237965254593791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684404489914577,0.09847536172899116,0.0,0.12718466136521225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420463509582142,0.2032516735671434,0.26875925358928165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387117807738893,0.0,0.12024002211290676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543367540088298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642452757496008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31948524413093066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640058755709054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026517565536653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539353758069344,0.1128849209110108,0.0,0.0,0.15486519707610705,0.11070534745755692,0.1489808273006129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060433606802097375
lonely,Good_Posture,2019/10/25,"Friday night, getting drunk on my own listening to music before I head to a show on my own... And I'm having a good time if I am honest. Music and alcohol males the loneliness go away.",2.503859649122809,3.835432894736844,5.1868421052631595,80.43622807017546,75.3157894736842,8.224561403508767,23.19298245614036,8.841846274778883,1.726287719298245,142,4,28,3,3,51,29,38,0.129,0.718,0.153,0.25,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,5,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250268336232615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736579399931945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33841856909892754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077850043849128,0.0,0.2260255220261136,0.3335769785021282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081611611575325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37322020089711455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319056049195205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Trojanpudding,2019/10/25,I lie to my parents... I lie to them about having lunch plans with friends. Then I go out and eat by myself. I hate my life.,-2.0061111111111103,-0.1490568888888859,0.15361111111111114,105.98375,99.37037037037035,2.7,14.157407407407408,3.1291,-1.692325925925926,92,2,24,0,4,30,21,27,0.133,0.755,0.11199999999999999,-0.1531,1,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47332440137582205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573802915771409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628890857622489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566919261395758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267267401145631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136290380562428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,I_want_a_cat,2019/10/25,i want to talk about it please anyone,0.2325000000000017,2.5502272500000025,0.8049999999999997,103.54,89.0,3.2,8.0,3.1291,-2.39865,30,0,7,0,1,9,8,8,0.0,0.581,0.419,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264994955373355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6695549238813235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4902642159444395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597712923192418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,crazygurl3,2019/10/25,Well its Halloween party weekend and you know what that means!!! I won't be invited to any events because I have no friends and I'll have to browse down social media to see everyone having fun while I sit alone.,2.66,4.900763809523814,3.395476190476192,89.42035714285717,77.57142857142857,6.104761904761905,24.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.0856,168,6,33,2,4,53,35,42,0.08900000000000001,0.6559999999999999,0.255,0.8349,1,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,4,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810439802987471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25019153183021675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427462486069308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35155393395331025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842464847614779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219380779259105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400762031776938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931767720617172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750380863740985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307954271351207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FuneralDreams,2019/10/25,"I'm so tired of being alone. I have no one I can talk with about this so I figured this sub would be perfect to do so.
I'm 18 and I'm really lonely. Like way too lonely.
My friendships are basically dead right now and I just can't deal with this feeling anymore.
My best friend doesn't even talk to me anymore and I've known him for literally my whole life. 
Maybe I'm overreacting and maybe I'll eventually find someone again but it sure doesn't look like that's going to happen anytime soon.
I feel so empty and nothing excites me anymore, not even my hobbies and this seems awfully similar to the early stages of depression and I'm honestly scared.
Sorry if this post just feels like self-pity and me just being a melodramatic teenager but I had to tell this to someone :(",1.817081447963801,4.268197012820512,3.4195927601809974,86.89011312217197,82.07692307692308,6.234690799396683,23.920060331825038,7.510576382923642,1.2336648567119162,618,23,123,10,17,204,97,156,0.218,0.672,0.11,-0.9555,0,5,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,14,13,0,1,2,1,12,2,0,0,2,27,24,15,1,2,7,0,3,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,1,4,14,9,12,19,2,9,0,3,1,0,6,1,0,2,7,77,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315066029497915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399474785956936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518240337728545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244940374111182,0.127361823952321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533594951079536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243053798126824,0.10563969264482972,0.0,0.0,0.13515220919413404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424543905303683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403899076979945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076260526004532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444627405173697,0.21672817745449954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124175127342995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971143351577996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188704627744658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002018052794004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162037478788486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473050565391324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628176803040314,0.0,0.0,0.14804553716400087,0.0,0.0,0.13461699571209906,0.1542626088554266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505827092099884,0.0,0.0,0.1655304507171279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936748638914065,0.0,0.0,0.23770761377201574,0.12924653108179845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995696039985228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737380661551347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650936607499473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504393297209452,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Serunette,2019/10/25,"i don't belong anywhere. nobody ever cares about me. this might get long, idk yet, i just feel really empty and it hurts and i feel like sharing my feelings with people who might relate could help.

a little bit about me, i'm f 18 and i've always been a very shy person, i've even speculated that i might have social anxiety but i don't want to self-diagnose, however i do struggle with irrational, overwhelming fears when exposed to social situations. my parents are quite reserved too, which is why i never had much contact with other children other than my siblings during my childhood (outside of school & kindergarten). as a child i didn't put much thought into it, my best friends were my siblings and we hung out all the time, and i wasn't fully aware that other kids would form proper friendships. i guess when i was around 10 i first started caring about the fact that i might appear as a ""loner"" due to the fact that i never had genuine friends. i went to a small primary school, so i did have ""friends"" per se (although they all disliked and mistreated me for no apparent reason, which now looking back might be the root of my issues), but i rarely got invited over to their house or to hang out in general.

needless to say when i left primary school i was hopeful that in middle school i'd blossom into this social butterfly and have real friends i could hang out with. didn't end up happening though, of course. i was the outsider of the class. some people tried to welcome me into their group but always ended up ""giving up"" after a while, so i was always left on my own. another girl then started targeting me and would make fun of me daily. she'd often talk shit about me while i was right next to her; she made it obvious because she knew it would hurt even more. she was cruel, but she wasn't ""brutal"" so to speak, but i was very weak mentally and became depressed and started skipping school. the last month or so of 7th grade i didn't go to school at all. when school started again in 8th grade i tried to go back to school, i really did, but the first day i broke down before even going to class and my classmates saw me and tried to ""cheer"" me up, but they got annoyed and left. i then got homeschooled for the rest of 8th grade, barely went outside, only around once a week to go talk with a social assistant. we'd go for walks or to a place where you could make art with clay. honestly, i didn't enjoy it at all. i felt like a worthless reject of society, who was so broken that she'd have to do all these ""crazy people activities"" (i'd like to say that these thoughts were very ignorant, but as a 12/13 year old person there's nothing you want to be more than to be what is considered normal, and sadly in our society these kinds of programs are looked down upon most of the time). in comparison to my other school years, high school has been pretty good. i became friends with a girl after around 1 month and we're still relatively close today, though we never hang out outside of school anymore. nevertheless, the first 2/3 years were hard (side note: where i'm from we have 5 years of high school) at times, as my little group was always left out of the class community. i'd like to think that i've grown a lot and have made immense improvements these last 1.5 years, but i often realize that although i can now talk to anyone in my class freely and not be completely awkward, i'm still so so so lonely. my sister is my only real friend, i text with her everyday and we can talk about everything and laugh for hours, but other than that i don't really have true friends. i've noticed that although i really try, people never seem to give me a chance. i'm always ""the quiet one"" and i can never free myself of that label, people always see me as boring or weird, they never even consider being my friend and i genuinely don't understand why. i might be a bit different than most people where i live, simply because everyone is more or less the same in a way, but i'm not THAT different. i just.. don't understand. sometimes i kind of forget about this aching pain that being lonely causes, then i get reminded of how other people have LOTS of friends, close friends, best friends. they seem to have a friend for every occasion. it baffles me. i don't need 100 friends, i just wish i had a tiny friend group that truly understood & cared about me the same way i'd care about them. i can come off as cold, but i have soo much love to give, it's just hard to express it :( and honestly, i wouldn't even need super close friends to be people i know irl, i'd be more than happy if it was a person living across the world, just as long as we truly understood and accepted each other as we are. in my darkest times i had lots of online friends, but nowadays i'm too anxious to even form friendships online. of course, ideally speaking, i would love to meet a true best friend irl, but the way things seem to be going for me irl that won't happen anytime soon.. sigh. i don't know how to end this, i feel like i could continue ranting on forever, but i'm just getting more depressed right now.

anyway, sending you guys lots of love and i hope you have a great day. you're a great person and deserve to be happy, remember that <3",6.2215364721485376,5.876314255769238,6.425411140583558,80.93269230769235,66.05769230769229,9.326259946949603,30.04641909814323,8.74248658614541,2.161232427055704,4126,126,819,56,58,1324,393,1040,0.121,0.6829999999999999,0.196,0.9987,5,4,0,0,0,0,134.0,8,4,7,9,59,79,4,4,39,0,89,6,1,9,17,173,162,79,0,19,29,2,7,5,17,12,2,5,0,10,47,55,0,1,22,1,1,17,24,23,1,4,41,17,115,56,127,91,33,139,0,11,4,3,86,55,1,28,69,560,162,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997442255717934,0.07377783860892055,0.0,0.0,0.035700289072704734,0.026045162141258568,0.03846238566685011,0.03376456825879329,0.023805814521216752,0.0,0.0,0.0909247025805488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523586762633025,0.0,0.041508355308597485,0.0,0.02897071106104516,0.0,0.107187798446051,0.0,0.07433901479167772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884901246374745,0.03497470812962302,0.0,0.029327687923977806,0.03569667278595208,0.0,0.0,0.10873211534057424,0.0,0.0,0.04391381703871578,0.0,0.05864768693020962,0.034556060014532014,0.0,0.07114182580209559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046417874737947,0.0,0.0,0.1349227098547169,0.03079663341769146,0.02868529534346212,0.032532493610753374,0.030598426251489126,0.0,0.0,0.03831131144795058,0.06885889499059855,0.04864506042216299,0.03268958112126801,0.0,0.0,0.08687874854133826,0.0,0.0,0.4471666591003649,0.0,0.053363023260348516,0.09798032228011652,0.11609504954427492,0.028556241126285926,0.08168929398568442,0.07507185868913409,0.037505601455536414,0.033710977261969984,0.06021368175710681,0.07248538198117496,0.06099721036789053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02282037338161952,0.07194311696563177,0.0,0.06763088967215991,0.03352853605541107,0.039284611434399715,0.07289407715295403,0.0,0.0,0.035535267704859534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090751757854344,0.03742167630540564,0.05550420733975968,0.0,0.0,0.14796468560984005,0.0,0.0,0.08316598795638537,0.06824624359276829,0.06012663431931881,0.06025942841885677,0.05718027401725325,0.0,0.0,0.115779057223476,0.09218376395892812,0.06443045840704248,0.04545205275074042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034310446356467315,0.21670509809428146,0.0,0.0,0.054350521092210835,0.0,0.07508337048103543,0.05048948185251383,0.1575506396012892,0.0,0.03620839806522158,0.0,0.03335793502168287,0.032668137167409836,0.038761693881590766,0.03572563945722155,0.03625796980487665,0.023070508585320112,0.05178716424113266,0.03622743529100349,0.0,0.03780414875194782,0.0,0.0,0.1888261505044666,0.11891091420330754,0.035570912901047795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03463710863843682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034225719416904735,0.0,0.036212202636291685,0.0,0.0775037976392484,0.08724317642327406,0.03500504615668968,0.0,0.0,0.03856757786826717,0.05815034181053335,0.0,0.05414962723664101,0.0,0.4134774726786731,0.027130322100693157,0.0929828323944714,0.03551749224546799,0.0,0.034947817405683215,0.0,0.03826922646244418,0.0,0.13882278615462665,0.0,0.0,0.03367244901480022,0.0,0.09639197791585936,0.0,0.054378495555974835,0.0,0.0,0.03559236065568052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945981520056827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02261870631687229,0.02181535680238145,0.06690021208429263,0.054057577642784516,0.07941018474782757,0.0,0.03227170805305603,0.0,0.0,0.09246022856608642,0.0,0.0,0.07088635119807685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427475814364659,0.0401625265428272,0.08107259362237043,0.0273097160780856,0.0,0.0,0.06312212451421323,0.06144259308378638,0.0,0.03915131798218389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967414489473956,0.0,0.0,0.10962281375787036
lonely,Fuckedup-Mind,2019/10/25,I almost cried today when having lunch alone. I have no friends at work or outside. I always have lunch by myself. And today one of my coworker saw me and asked ‘Why was i sitting alone?’ and it made me feel sad that i couldn’t answer any.,1.2526530612244926,3.379523244897964,2.680979591836735,93.29616326530613,81.85714285714286,4.736326530612245,17.963265306122448,5.6839178017228535,-0.385419591836734,185,4,39,1,5,60,38,49,0.18899999999999997,0.7490000000000001,0.061,-0.6712,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,9,9,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,9,1,3,5,0,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,3,26,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837258994374488,0.2934566692870981,0.0,0.0,0.2357630884148136,0.0,0.0,0.19268215064615155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26488634902324165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112376794606411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326613531239038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890918368339185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26810487660724075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919997470282614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5371498213350453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556719173575969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206276216163062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dextralwolf,2019/10/25,"It's been one week and nobody ever gave me a present. This has been eating up inside of me and I think I really need to vent it out. So I am with this group of friends, we used to be really close but lately, I've been feeling so alienated from them. Do you know what feels worse than being alone? In my opinion, it's feeling alone in a group of people. I feel like they never really cared for me as much as I care for them. Last week is the last straw for me. Last week was my birthday, me being the shy person that I am, I never really shared my birth date with them, but my closest friend found out and she said happy birthday in the group chat in which everyone shortly followed. I was so happy that they cared, or so I thought. We have this thing whenever one of us is having their birthday, we will collect a small sum of money from each of us and we will buy them a present.  


It's been one week and nobody ever gave me a present.   


Why am I so hurt? Because everyone else has been given a present. This has made me really insecure about myself. Am I too boring? Or are they even my friends from the first place? I've been treated like this every single time that I'm inside a social circle. Always the distant one. Always being taken for granted. I might sound dramatic but this hurts. A lot. A lot of the time I've always offered every ounce of my kindness to them. Always trying my best to be there when they're sad, helped them with homework and college work. Participated in each of their birthday surprises. I don't even want their present, I want them to actually be there for me and think of me as someone that actually exist not only for them to take advantage of. Okay, I feel better now, thank you for hearing me out.",2.6463514804202504,4.4508292464183405,3.8914126074498574,87.88332712511942,76.02005730659026,6.487144221585481,23.094651384909266,7.3011,0.8577151098376317,1353,40,276,16,30,442,161,349,0.11699999999999999,0.7240000000000001,0.159,0.9545,1,2,0,0,0,0,38.0,6,2,14,5,15,24,0,1,15,1,31,1,0,2,4,49,59,21,0,3,6,0,5,2,3,3,0,3,1,1,17,20,1,0,10,1,2,1,4,5,0,5,16,8,56,19,44,34,7,39,0,3,0,0,39,14,0,6,26,204,73,3,0.0,0.0,0.1668760044112002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710938702511853,0.0,0.0,0.2845793634456157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212146548440876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972948691928279,0.07561991878888531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615261658840459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749029426546151,0.07142627835728094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294704905350199,0.1546836200839519,0.14407890845481447,0.16340240226318176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21616289611236575,0.0610829270138677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272829224799582,0.0,0.093748961262021,0.19817681140381832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203777562217516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636741162013286,0.0,0.05731045206240872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830641613284339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890375853868067,0.046989879397050516,0.20908758771028996,0.09645042411109177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354430116093099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538215474995878,0.0,0.08090443210867776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070452769201877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285409726765354,0.06339894139714107,0.13188943387379878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317545386701371,0.0650284231563018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927659391044225,0.07465739203937401,0.08933180297012917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27387511350961724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813323560872818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871589226218888,0.07244590056254809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428715902181531,0.0,0.0,0.07871911634306253,0.0,0.0,0.0568039909956467,0.10957296266276044,0.0,0.06787934974372613,0.09971426650545044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805051267460892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056977035416472,0.07384661549179286,0.0,0.0,0.10086305397578757,0.0,0.2743394506229665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715261110395827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224676081012648,0.0,0.08713424366928085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,isweartocoffee,2019/10/25,"I need someone to tell me it's going to be okay I just want someone to give me a hug. Specifically one single person that I can't physically hug. My partner was incarcerated yesterday and I feel like a shell of my former self. I cant eat and I'm scared I'm gonna stop being able to sleep (I cant sleep alone in our bedroom, I'm afraid of the dark). I'm currently unemployed and looking for a job but it's not easy. What the hell am I supposed to do? It's only 6 months but I cant even talk to them on the phone yet and I have to wait 7 to 10 days to be able to visit. I miss them so much.",-1.0555555555555536,0.7289960370370387,2.2548148148148144,94.92666666666668,88.62962962962963,5.377777777777778,17.88888888888889,6.742157984588678,-0.16708888888888884,455,12,116,6,15,164,84,135,0.122,0.7979999999999999,0.08,-0.8458,4,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,0,4,8,1,2,6,1,11,5,2,0,0,13,24,7,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,4,1,2,1,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,1,2,17,4,15,19,2,11,1,1,1,2,11,2,1,0,8,68,22,2,0.3932773579205875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365836828014725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268156804173586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121045947639984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987799290972432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994264244135446,0.14047871153949973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886337387692868,0.11175429279326986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513354702217492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606772593666836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512696560984352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695511750367944,0.0,0.14455205457220074,0.14580508884940385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324745791250592,0.14955257622753895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169730976070474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686962153415385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513702745795295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935613781251081,0.0,0.3332226291328495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439874050799472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805072160751002,0.17187087261191086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598258758327702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Golduck_96,2019/10/25,"We need listening ears, not just listening inboxes: 24M bay area Talking to someone irl is much more fulfilling than trying online to alleviate each other's loneliness. Hit me up and I would be down to have dinner with you, lend you a listening ear and share our experiences.",5.44735294117647,7.4732705490196105,6.735441176470588,69.48198529411766,69.0,11.374509803921569,32.357843137254896,11.20814326018867,4.462878431372549,222,10,37,8,4,75,45,51,0.055999999999999994,0.9,0.044000000000000004,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,9,9,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,7,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,0,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675806624024326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513887128617161,0.35443468895068336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405012129000576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842023539332585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32453405293263354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395610739922991,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PeacefullyBroken,2019/10/25,27m working a lot So I work 70 plus hours a week and am doing 7 days a week for the last month. Pretty lonely stuff. If anyone wants to chat let me know. I have a lot of interests and hobbies.,-1.028372093023254,0.8597005813953515,1.7593488372093056,97.7664651162791,89.69767441860466,4.370232558139535,15.576744186046513,5.6839178017228535,-0.8198706976744191,147,3,36,1,5,51,36,43,0.063,0.8059999999999999,0.131,0.4019,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,6,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,5,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,23,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174145519138066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762629576298013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25596792446300354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428447218511223,0.21186873068723824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26578485624683146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419477922447743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746491965029726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644311339131488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297545146828772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533070000934123,0.0,0.4169827952302335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784483530559549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Thicc_Boi112,2019/10/25,I don't Understand Why do I feel lonely but I'm not alone?,-3.6209523809523816,-2.8214249999999983,0.5585714285714296,99.36976190476193,120.42857142857143,4.723809523809524,11.809523809523812,6.42735559955562,-0.5890190476190469,46,1,12,1,3,17,11,14,0.14800000000000002,0.675,0.17800000000000002,0.0926,0,3,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5766072110579555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815007984729451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5795784107722518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023646985823863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wapaman,2019/10/25,"I need someone to text me cause no one does Can someone text me something, I'm so desperate for some conversations, help",9.93391304347826,7.710425000000001,9.284347826086957,69.46391304347827,59.8695652173913,12.678260869565218,44.73913043478261,11.20814326018867,4.9136434782608704,97,5,18,2,1,31,19,23,0.201,0.695,0.10400000000000001,-0.3593,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955838850432301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33698665661862315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581114308940329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855324097489811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609406026286256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6525551407706066,0.2964538843286509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelyBoi0427,2019/10/25,"I miss having a friend. I miss having someone to talk to and share memes with. 

I miss having a someone to hangout and chill with.  

I miss laughing at insides jokes. 

I miss having a best friend.",0.9621052631578948,3.5160709999999997,1.9687368421052616,94.48415789473684,89.0,3.04,20.757894736842104,3.1291,-0.3932273684210528,150,5,29,0,5,47,19,38,0.17800000000000002,0.42200000000000004,0.4,0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,6,6,9,1,1,0,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964627102835727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.583752479904349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6401930752551682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30364977845448365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mowzaaaa,2019/10/25,I just need someone to chat to I'm just feeling sad and alone right now. There is no one I can talk to right now so if anyone here wants to chat that would be great,-0.5109459459459451,1.3416772972972986,0.7742567567567562,105.98679054054057,86.83783783783785,3.7,14.655405405405405,3.1291,-1.6321837837837836,128,2,34,0,4,40,28,37,0.174,0.6920000000000001,0.134,-0.1779,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,8,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,4,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34191644839247104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308354700817869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692429679628118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36397090666599935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24478816440461765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237055022659261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5638606263729294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797191660702602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653470213586842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471998502557245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23451579260460298,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Just_Playing_Games,2019/10/25,When you try to come out of your shell by throwing a party but no one shows up. Honestly tired of trying. Disappointment after disappointment. I want to have friends amd im trying so hard but nothings changing. Why tf cant i just talk to another person normally and it just work? I just want someone to care that i exist.,2.134285714285713,4.711117349206352,3.8406349206349217,83.55714285714289,81.85714285714286,6.7746031746031745,24.87301587301588,7.957251820313856,1.7328158730158731,255,10,48,5,7,85,49,63,0.223,0.562,0.215,-0.3918,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,6,5,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,1,6,3,10,6,0,6,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23907035528825685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23245387924961694,0.0,0.2411861772884336,0.1963956302283604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614669045606024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423678817482635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462713739566968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338456030636594,0.2187652638697941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449383821348964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907454004322986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317758012362196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183251995918672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620442123777709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643764854742049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689521496678542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572806187168108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598149143652807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Being_A_Better_Me_,2019/10/25,"Waking up a bit sad I just had a vivid, realistic dream where I was chatting with a girl online. We hit it off instantly, had similar interests, etc. Actually felt pretty long too. Then I woke up and the sudden realisation that it was all a dream, fake, never happened hit me. Just sucks man.",2.328988095238099,4.863526303571426,4.696428571428573,78.01523809523812,80.60714285714286,8.019047619047619,23.619047619047624,8.841846274778883,2.100711904761905,227,8,43,6,6,79,44,56,0.145,0.701,0.154,-0.128,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,5,0,4,1,1,0,2,8,10,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,2,5,1,4,2,3,8,0,1,1,0,4,4,1,0,4,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.3562152380496441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985166677590801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071033576192339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35048468090126683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227935677462636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230388064981193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815325441746662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713652959776483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LauraMai113,2019/10/25,"I want to find friends but guys show me dick There was a time when I was so lonely that I just hung around at home, finished my studies, ate and went to bed. I tried to find friends on social networking sites. I downloaded reddit to share my stories with the desire to find people who could talk.  The feeling of finding someone matching and understanding your story, just listening is great. But most recently I shared the story with another nick and there were guys showing me their dicks. That made me think that it's difficult to find friends up here. What do you think?",5.250277777777775,6.8880262499999985,4.75277777777778,85.03250000000003,68.9074074074074,7.992592592592592,30.16666666666667,8.472884824447931,2.1941444444444445,457,18,86,7,8,138,76,108,0.094,0.6829999999999999,0.223,0.9404,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,0,8,8,0,0,4,0,6,3,2,1,0,24,15,7,0,3,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,6,6,1,0,9,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,2,14,6,13,8,1,10,0,1,0,2,14,5,2,1,4,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688533857738055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331898902400708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945613867930226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565030518845245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6837312070469377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467786686245179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495208125755612,0.0,0.29628656903857664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500769678491723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157020215297206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372484132350568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772767233558354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251459003433954,0.12676908446767246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202556100693334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917356820925416,0.0,0.0,0.08724224680144448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157938941328493,0.0,0.0,0.1557554504051364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824734670862858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869545784304832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Raulzorz2,2019/10/25,hey anyone here from/in denmark?,1.9800000000000004,4.747337000000002,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,95.66666666666666,2.4000000000000004,22.66666666666667,3.1291,0.10986666666666656,26,1,4,0,1,8,6,6,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SoCalSoLost,2019/10/25,"Another Night One of the few positive things I have going for me is my physical health. I walk/light jog 5-7 miles per day. Sunday - Wednesday I go on my walk anytime; same route every day. The route is through and downtown area and runs along the Pacific Ocean— so it’s a nice view. 

Thursday-Saturday, I only go early morning. I know that by going in the afternoon, evening or night, I’ll encounter crowds. The crowds themselves aren’t the problem, but the smiling, joyful people within the crowds are. Prior to altering my walking schedule, there had been times when I literally would cry after seeing all of the friends and couples having such a good time. Thousands of people; not a single one notices me. I’ve managed to get somewhat of a hold on this by avoiding it. 

Once per week I go against my avoidance rule. I get dressed, do my hair and actually get the confidence to go to one of these popular places. I go hungry because I want to be sure I have a reason to be there, just in case I see someone I used to work with or a neighbor— I can say “hey just grabbing a bite to eat” and not seem like a lonely lurker— which is exactly what I am doing. 

Like the walks prior to me changing my schedule, I just end up in tears. I’ve perfected how I hide this. The feeling of sadness takes over the moment I pay my check and realize, “Again. No one.” The pressure in my chest builds, as it is now as I type this. As many of you may know, that pressure slowly (but quickly) pushes up through your lungs, into your throat and eventually into the back of your eyes. Once there, the pressure exits in the form of tears. This is when I’ll look down at my pants and pretend to be digging for something in my pocket, while fighting the tears. Is it just me, or do you feel like crying more when you’re fighting back your tears?

So last night, before I head out, I tell myself this has to be it. This has to be the last time I do this and I have to make it work. I can’t keep getting dressed up and spending money just to end up home alone. For all that, I can just stay home and order in and save time and money. Sure, I’ll still be in tears and upset, but in the privacy of my own place; I didn’t have to get dressed up, and it’s not costing me as much. 

I went to a popular bar/restaurant called “Tequila Jacks.” I walked by a table of two women, my age. One looked at me, but I think it was more of just a natural reaction to someone walking by. I thought to myself, “Just smile and say hi.” I did neither. I continued to the bar where I ordered a drink and a meal. Nearby, three gorgeous women are having drinks at a table for four. An open seat. An easy in. My food arrived fairly quickly. I ate and noticed that a fourth lady showed up and sat with the rest of the ladies. I still thought that this is fine; just introduce yourself to them all. Tell a stupid joke. Do anything. I recall thinking, “Either leave here crying because you did nothing. Or leave her crying because you were rejected. Either way, you’re crying, so you may as well just talk to them.” 

Okay. No problem. I’m finally ready to do it. The bartender asks if I’ll be having anything else. I tell him know and I get my check. I knew I wasn’t leaving. I keep looking in the ladies’ direction and one of them seems to be looking in mine. They are maybe 15 feet from me at their high-top table. I knew I could be funny so I had that on my side. I knew that even in the worst scenario, I can make a few jokes and leave then cry alone after. So what’s to lose? 

I add a tip to the bill. Sign it. Drop the pen on the bar, sip my drink one last time and look in their direction. Here it goes. I stand up. Look in their direction. Take a deep breath and sigh. Next, I turn away and exit the bar. The pressure in my chest mounts and as I walked away from doing nothing, I just looked down and fiddled with my pockets until the tears stopped. 

I called a Lyft and got home about ten mins later. I cried myself to sleep and woke up several times throughout the night. Each time, facing the empty side of the bed. A reminder that I’m here alone. I reminder that I once had love and ruined it. A reminder that I’m destined to have no one. Not a friend. Not a lover. And nothing in between. Just a lonely man who has perfected hiding his tears from the public. 

Thank you for reading.",1.8947464927048256,3.812573514772726,3.0886279461279464,92.26897586980922,78.625,5.618406285072952,23.59147025813693,6.4878790991723525,0.5547438271604936,3343,112,714,28,81,1077,372,880,0.155,0.7240000000000001,0.12,-0.977,2,10,5,0,4,0,121.0,0,10,7,5,42,44,3,7,63,1,57,24,11,5,8,114,113,58,0,6,28,0,4,3,3,3,1,2,4,3,36,41,10,6,16,13,8,17,13,19,2,13,20,17,104,24,114,80,19,127,0,6,11,2,45,53,0,10,54,496,140,7,0.0,0.0,0.05061897611294856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116929206512798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05439165583497972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537143814277773,0.0,0.04849273029360001,0.0,0.0974697221744748,0.07977176581088423,0.0,0.09486091996160292,0.0,0.044138716695484304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059329398714688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054873033218231324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141506938339872,0.057394686028339324,0.3988478618117301,0.06690548689691983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524425894913474,0.0,0.05307736281395527,0.04333187495423225,0.0,0.09188527793712087,0.0,0.0,0.06852110341735293,0.0,0.04370386773812558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245544804802738,0.03705691821102143,0.0,0.05682255209775897,0.0,0.0,0.06272306839505074,0.0,0.08015138599852452,0.0,0.16260390438743266,0.0,0.2063578708596293,0.04350724544886611,0.04148627438116892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323499211760403,0.05513684235979285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480495199522298,0.1560936450409601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221131678654054,0.0,0.0,0.08552144777706544,0.1268462730176784,0.0,0.21969717141369355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602519606865027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049122158357987,0.058030796599177474,0.0,0.0,0.046815938031722966,0.0,0.06924908661599014,0.05258942923405562,0.052111764724087586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038131426497394726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516579212814393,0.194711073405832,0.0,0.14931593998813342,0.11811180065767422,0.0,0.1657239534575447,0.2811950705172498,0.03945051548933928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192215565794652,0.0,0.10838908605527713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926779441350908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051885408695652266,0.0,0.0,0.053332409134411375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825003932671148,0.0,0.0,0.08266953465770613,0.09444349704212864,0.0,0.0585998852704828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190883245002657,0.0,0.08790088959753499,0.03993311603730596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055287980383580654,0.0828490886749134,0.04336678927530397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777630765666173,0.0,0.07800163189132987,0.04169224361198376,0.13601359521536396,0.04775618979926224,0.0,0.0,0.03446103438866612,0.06647416085040221,0.0,0.08236014986968469,0.21172629728990386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05642115702431736,0.0506707928147412,0.0,0.0,0.0448002105370432,0.0,0.0,0.030595078890424118,0.041173080335350686,0.041608085437211416,0.0,0.046638592538976384,0.04808528111856135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755259525699607,0.0,0.0,0.036847934098011965,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bwise0713,2019/10/25,"Hello, my name is Arthur Yesterday, I was on duty at the FD. I love my job. I work with great people and I never remember how truly lonely I am when I’m up there. We’re all just the guys hanging out. We work 24 hours on and 48 off. Fast forward to now....

I got home at 0715. I don’t live far from work. I unlocked my door and took a deep breath of the somewhat stale air. It’s normal for me to shut off my heating and air when I’m gone. It just doesn’t make any sense to leave it running for 24 hrs while I’m gone. 

It’s quiet in here except for the hum of the Keurig making my morning coffee. While I wait, I take the opportunity to look at my phone and check on any notifications I may have. I’ve been on Bumble and Tinder for about a week now. Still no matches....

The Keurig is done and I throw a little creamer into my coffee. It’s started to get chilly outside. I’m thankful that the weather is changing. The warm cup feels nice on my hands. I’ve always despised the heat and humidity that comes with an Arkansas summer even though I don’t know any different. I’ve always lived in Arkansas but I was born and raised in a small town about an hour southeast of here. I moved up here to save money and time rather than commute almost every day for work. I thought that it would also be a change to expand my horizons and diversify my life a little bit. After all, I was moving from a small town of 10,000 to a bustling and growing city of around 300,000. 

As I settle in on the couch with my coffee, I’m starting to get a little unsettled by how quiet it is in here. The TV starts up the movie I had been watching the other night before I went to bed: Passengers. A flood of emotions comes running in. 

“I’m lonely too, Jim”. I thought to myself. 

I can’t help but wonder why things have turned out this way. Anyone that I meet or talk to, I believe, genuinely enjoys my company. I’ve never met a stranger and I’ve never had any problem talking to someone about anything. 

“I need an Arthur to talk to just like Jim has on the Avalon”. I joked. 

I do have an Arthur.....

I grabbed my phone and opened up Reddit where thousands upon thousands of people post every day about everything. 

The whole reason I was driven to write and post was because I felt lonely and I wanted to vent. I start to wonder what subreddit would it be most acceptable to write and share how I’m feeling. On a whim, I typed lonely into the search bar and, of course, the first result that popped up was r/lonely. In here, there’s thousands of people who feel exactly how I do. Maybe they need an Arthur as well. I don’t want anyone to feel like they’re completely alone. Sometimes people just need to vent. 

I’m going to tell them a story about how I feel....so I began to tyoe....

Hello, my name is Arthur",1.8712768690009485,3.7539596098418286,3.3393629173989474,90.61045575909156,78.56063268892794,5.642300932810597,21.1356293091794,6.490185161304077,0.2739035825334599,2154,58,455,18,52,707,270,569,0.043,0.856,0.10099999999999999,0.9838,2,11,0,0,0,0,78.0,1,0,2,7,34,20,1,0,36,0,33,5,2,9,6,87,81,34,0,10,9,0,8,2,0,3,1,2,4,1,18,30,1,2,13,3,2,16,9,6,1,4,22,12,56,14,84,54,6,92,0,4,2,1,22,46,0,8,31,291,74,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071139844283169,0.08347950683211773,0.0,0.06445750079002073,0.13413487175396707,0.0,0.0,0.21924887173794053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127177782314141,0.0,0.06632869198334472,0.07175299163500158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049134315318798985,0.0,0.06858648297194156,0.09081100826162636,0.0,0.0,0.08799665913302536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705327494863956,0.13886321009973532,0.08450980837266152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396342216842293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421207911823053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248397183331742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066655671286386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323695209781357,0.0,0.13582155553406022,0.0,0.07244000454955549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037743144614164,0.05758218362820858,0.07739069276585665,0.0,0.0,0.06856013756903533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422258094770597,0.0,0.04580805261054267,0.0,0.0644648930562234,0.0888641419053341,0.0,0.07980878905849681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402591420879437,0.0,0.0808505165015018,0.0,0.15875374010620633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998518503990662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04429682722136159,0.0,0.0,0.08534602631350748,0.0,0.0,0.05693167389221542,0.07875626669702518,0.2423535522244192,0.1423463294432975,0.0,0.06768549591260548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274657663431207,0.0,0.10760510625575176,0.0,0.08097568147585316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133463402385982,0.0,0.17929639248633605,0.1864960138096536,0.0,0.0,0.07563964655299903,0.0789729819721327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235174954619262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438913579479865,0.0,0.0,0.07712536069156814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287242232677221,0.0,0.0,0.09130651012179564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829393012480399,0.0,0.0797175756615291,0.0,0.22820243307205,0.0,0.0643689716767883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060602776859229324,0.19435483656786376,0.0704498214613589,0.07420761960682487,0.0,0.0,0.05354847909603023,0.0,0.07919119153254707,0.12797818875376582,0.04699975496398051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955194126668774,0.0,0.08767198086439798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508245886804244,0.06397822557473264,0.06465417341021945,0.0,0.07247100216071939,0.07471898962066198,0.07273089285612133,0.08998940882115397,0.0,0.0,0.17481916122068988,0.2347172662774417,0.0,0.0,0.11451489276411515,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MenTooMvmt,2019/10/25,"I've always felt sad being alone... But now that I think of it, there's nothing really wrong with it. I've got social media to interact with people, and I still go out and exchange with people, i.e. shop attendants or teachers or coworkers.

So in the end... what's wrong with being alone? Sure, you don't get into meaningful relationships (not much change there); but hell, it can't kill me.

Maybe I'll get a dog.

I think I've accepted my fate. Any thoughts before I move on to a life of solitude?",3.121742424242424,4.733784343434348,4.373623737373737,85.7471022727273,74.25252525252526,7.77828282828283,23.48611111111111,8.472884824447931,1.3939989898989893,386,11,79,7,8,127,70,99,0.113,0.753,0.134,0.2748,0,2,0,0,0,1,23.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,2,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,20,12,7,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,6,1,2,3,3,5,0,0,3,1,7,2,12,7,1,10,1,1,0,0,4,4,1,2,3,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815214947739872,0.0,0.0,0.1532571846519387,0.0,0.0,0.1252525326982206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156728390581952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484395620236147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313378375513152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684707244978698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245876141501853,0.0,0.10467692831371464,0.0,0.1473100602326093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377409119504844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300957453367851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850392042872232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957601576719771,0.13539761807669612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767310629956585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553822255690506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799401990224875,0.0,0.0,0.19774641860652376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877540372090904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709086830484402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359276031740822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23603740718712865,0.0,0.14622280283110994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027561073112029,0.0,0.0
lonely,nickharris444,2019/10/25,Married but still feel completely alone I feel like I am just alone and like I dont matter. I dont think that my wife cares about me at all it's like everything i do just upsets her. Whenever we talk it becomes my fault and my poor attitude but I dont know how to have a good attitude when I am just craving attention from her and never can get it. I dont have any close friends I can just vent to about it of get advise on what to do a part of me thinks it's time to just leave but we have been together for almost 9 years and I am still deeply in love with her. Is anyone else going through this,0.470980622431,2.313817977099241,2.3018320610687013,96.50768643570171,82.96946564885495,6.168173810921902,19.237228420434526,7.321109707123232,0.18627375220199616,469,12,114,7,13,155,76,131,0.131,0.669,0.19899999999999998,0.9314,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,0,11,9,0,1,2,0,16,1,0,1,2,27,26,9,0,0,8,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,6,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,1,2,20,7,15,25,2,11,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,1,9,80,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142705948479445,0.2925549899093784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604505628538552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987552206657614,0.14471257035078394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598363218191974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399911472110802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480828473593433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6621083205575193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179842271212603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693345710972082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282593362929147,0.10089874622875257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911828001583034,0.0,0.1475795512834659,0.0,0.08026745052648995,0.1184617267053679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761939625987943,0.0,0.0,0.1495481155462901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070017512368431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274706499883445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892960741440127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529443996290054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22558187720551656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113519831410636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809961489031534,0.0,0.0,0.08235561852852502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095110064821953
lonely,annonplatypus,2019/10/25,I’ve been married forever and I’m extremely lonely I’ve been married a long time. I got married to my college sweetheart my first year of university.   He ended up working for my family business ( I work in a different field ) My husband is an absolute workaholic and I know for a fact he isn’t cheating on me as he is with my uncles and dad daily.   I love  my career too but I’m able to  go out with my girlfriends and do other things.   I haven’t been on a date or had any romance in over ten years.  I miss dating and sex and fun.   Why do people get so involved with work they ignore their sweet cute fun wife  ?,1.1347252747252767,3.265979603174608,3.267777777777781,88.89730769230772,82.33333333333333,5.7816849816849825,23.97802197802197,7.010146845296331,0.9765062271062276,474,18,98,6,13,161,83,126,0.069,0.731,0.2,0.9670000000000001,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,4,2,11,1,0,5,0,10,2,0,0,1,15,18,10,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,5,1,16,7,16,13,0,16,0,2,0,2,12,7,0,1,8,61,18,5,0.24550584865863426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695239584214494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565013585920114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744531191504213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23144106465436745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882714945231334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826667304391196,0.0,0.13952663147720434,0.0,0.1963534545584019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349235938901681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726495044437732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157861360270614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020284339071812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310317691342002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431564346585859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215308424224205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5361935453520935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161954346214659
lonely,ightbro1,2019/10/25,"Oh man :( Going down this sub is breaking my heart, i wish I could give all of you guys a hug. If you need someone to just listen to you you can talk to me. Stay positive everyone some things take time.",0.03999999999999915,2.2363544285714285,1.7336190476190474,97.59471428571429,88.04761904761904,5.2647619047619045,17.923809523809524,6.742157984588678,-0.1167104761904758,154,4,36,2,5,50,36,42,0.06,0.745,0.195,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,7,9,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,5,8,2,5,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,2,1,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24186375966769644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894611657803721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29059662266778924,0.172161248916724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999468437494753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589717339144085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224617646153088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25667033706234754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228814776624981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277645339043558,0.2434824555193915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20125223652580934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664004584898302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483528278082878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sardonic_s0ul,2019/10/25,"I feel TRAPPED & so ALONE I really can't be surprised that I feel alone when I don't have much of a social life. I kinda just exist in a loop of going to school, watching YouTube,and doing homework. I have really over protective parents that have sheltered me from so much it's like I don't know how to do anything since I've never been allowed to do anything. I'm probably bad at articulating this but I kinda feel socially under developed ig. I can interact with ppl and make friends, but I feel like I'm on a completely different wave length than everyone my age. My parents don't believe that being 18 makes u an adult so I've never been allowed to be my own individual ( I can't even drive bc they didn't think it's reasonable for children to drive). Idk it's hard feeling so far behind when other ppl got to drive around with their friends and have jobs and experience things that developed their personality. I really should leave as soon as possible, but it's not that easy. I'm kinda just expect to go to school until I magically become a doctor and dig myself into crippling debt. 

It's fucking frustrating being considered an adult, but I've never gone to a house party, had a 1st kids, or even a boy/girlfriend. I feel like I've missed out on do much of my life and I'm stuck because idk how to function as my own person & I can't just move out bc my mom's culture is HIGHLY family oriented, so moving out b4 I'm an adult in their eyes or married I would be seen as betrayal. I feel so trapped in my own life. 

It really fucking sucks because as someone who lives in Colorado I know I could be going to so many parties if I didn't have to report exactly where I'm going and send updates every few hours. Living somewhere that u need a car to drive everywhere also doesn't help.",4.601235159817353,5.2576412273972615,6.020702054794519,78.9848430365297,69.60273972602741,9.042237442922376,30.00285388127854,9.188382445141503,2.5095593607305946,1428,54,280,27,24,485,182,365,0.138,0.787,0.075,-0.9569,7,4,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,4,0,20,12,4,0,11,0,32,7,1,7,4,53,63,31,0,6,11,3,8,3,2,2,4,0,1,7,16,13,0,1,11,0,1,13,13,6,0,0,9,11,33,6,42,45,7,40,0,1,3,2,23,17,3,6,13,177,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896214363151496,0.0,0.07320673267553464,0.0,0.1983731401866017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506638254114361,0.08149248749816045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643440234061986,0.1116072650243251,0.1011018146884168,0.0,0.10313737151338458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598086916450707,0.0,0.0,0.07308946550188541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564272720008588,0.0,0.09369792019558017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092629322942222,0.0,0.0771287451862903,0.08747305474581081,0.0,0.08954641012823998,0.08629839128783667,0.0,0.3240074811296049,0.13079636883459306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145145834805084,0.16925966061491252,0.0,0.0,0.20810349894087132,0.0,0.07321512834165776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200435517934875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061359199636342364,0.0967199791724365,0.0,0.0,0.09015120405502623,0.10562808396382173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084208955439603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061904197410693,0.0,0.0,0.09693059235426303,0.0,0.0,0.1939781304106992,0.13416954331026842,0.0,0.16166791388400206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221104063356572,0.09281001652280504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072138042583096,0.0,0.19459098781855252,0.2018834416804951,0.0678778156850653,0.2118103193682904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032948603918179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986325906081475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320073635532964,0.0,0.0,0.09869860604992613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345786105049437,0.09412123016083927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852923727915832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572513833367882,0.0,0.0,0.18663268359569865,0.0775639052822569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608169591795816,0.058656920760705215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650293684924252,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheRealMeSpeaking,2019/10/25,"Please help I don't know what to do Hey everyone, I've slowly been getting more depressed since I've started my job 4 weeks ago. I work nights from 11pm-7am and its been taking a toll on my body physically. I've been getting a lot of mood swings out of nowhere. I'd be working and then suddenly I would just cry so hard. Then I would get angry, then full of energy, and then the cycle continues. The mood swings are getting worse everyday and suicide thoughts are getting stronger. I'm thinking it has to do with the lifestyle since I rarely have any contact with others. I have friends who don't live near me and I don't talk to my co-workers as much. I live with my sister and her husband but I don't see them much until the weekends. I feel very lonely and I have never felt this before. I think my mental health is starting to get very unhealthy very fast. I started to smile and laugh while I cry hard like an insane person. I started to go crazy in my fucking room doing nothing but crying, punching things, and talking to myself around the house. My subconcious thoughts are getting louder. Idk how to explain this but there was a video showing what it is like.",3.2461688311688306,5.233292437229442,3.677270562770562,89.27019155844157,74.84415584415585,5.832121212121212,27.567316017316017,6.508806274219699,1.1577617316017317,927,37,181,7,20,289,137,231,0.149,0.74,0.111,-0.851,1,2,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,1,2,5,9,1,0,9,0,23,3,1,1,1,31,47,21,1,2,4,2,4,2,1,2,1,0,1,1,10,14,0,0,8,3,0,1,5,3,0,0,7,5,26,4,22,37,5,27,0,2,1,1,13,7,1,1,21,117,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947531743604895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269012257299055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951564077038661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095709026114948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873274682955713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522470295270032,0.0,0.0,0.09206579262894812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021397421533226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404773042803021,0.0,0.10263293760312266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825843771254215,0.09881979166272346,0.3909260539204918,0.0,0.06074910092254094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915082014183184,0.0,0.0,0.11362103664757266,0.0,0.0,0.07164735297975172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333884179037373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607366612173118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058744964565455575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444391588825183,0.0,0.18877492144937744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087562725019444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772184222781513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715561581176432,0.0,0.0824415833674243,0.0,0.0,0.10031075892398712,0.0,0.1025656116875618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333383924747077,0.0,0.11733515081948165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517896405535377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684408361872275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026344026306149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692233319544333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036936734482014,0.17183123793868746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101419456771746,0.13698396104757574,0.0,0.16972037581657004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645909093172139,0.0,0.0,0.08574219338581822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334556167216803,0.0,0.10893192582041332,0.15186580483580991,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RikYT4,2019/10/25,"I feel lonely I hang out with my friends who have girlfriends... Its fun to hang out with them but sometimes they just get together with themselves and I'm left alone.... They even show pity towards me saying that they ""feel bad for me"" or ""you don't need a girl"" which just makes me feel more bad about myself... They get loved sooo much that they underestimate it.... I feel alone alottt they get paragraphs, cute messages, pictures taken, kisses etc etc but i don't get none of this and i feel sad thinking that i got nothing going on in my life",2.754433962264152,4.982817462264155,2.6817358490566043,94.71562264150947,77.20754716981132,4.994716981132076,21.92075471698113,5.6839178017228535,-0.014849811320755356,425,12,89,2,10,127,71,106,0.187,0.669,0.14300000000000002,-0.6705,0,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,7,0,5,10,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,20,20,5,0,1,5,0,5,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,6,1,0,3,3,5,0,0,2,6,20,5,12,18,5,9,0,3,0,2,15,6,0,1,0,58,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36743471430368396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962181210390368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956623155790767,0.11716111550465665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484559136599547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704720625461028,0.0,0.370705352041359,0.0,0.1008119798647826,0.0,0.14187098403903026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272931487973616,0.0,0.12529226707990365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009688255558555,0.0,0.11840586083663827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039838068594764,0.1315287253301302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020568573433806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106366685128666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543829467681338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366114159067588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mieczyslaw_Stilinski,2019/10/25,I want to write... ...but I have no one to bounce ideas off of. Stan Lee had his wife. My wife just doesn't get it . No one in the family does. And I have no friends. I just wonder if I'm good enough or if I'm just wasting my time.,-2.625606469002694,-0.9595991132075437,0.05342318059299167,108.16509433962266,96.73584905660377,3.7832884097035038,11.345013477088948,5.288315135182226,-1.839434501347709,169,2,50,1,7,57,36,53,0.128,0.705,0.166,0.2705,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,9,5,0,3,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,7,2,5,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,1,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874140220088497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33935919145795784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30961750003602195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537466009308206,0.0,0.17159274092133073,0.0,0.0,0.2754741046827541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37076099666178497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451095414842111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151198374953154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937183537611772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561716905594693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,amai_me,2019/10/25,Please help me decide I’ve moved to 3 high schools and I just hate it so much at my current school I really don’t like anyone and I dread going everyday. I really like school though and want to graduate doing the best I can. Should I do online school instead? Is there anyone else who has the same problems with people and anxiety and chose online high school? What should I do?,2.1602999999999994,4.641021480000003,3.170250000000003,89.03137500000004,80.86666666666667,6.416666666666668,18.708333333333336,7.645422480735847,0.6206333333333331,301,7,59,5,8,96,51,75,0.134,0.665,0.201,0.6701,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,1,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,12,7,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,3,4,10,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,40,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135491567204462,0.0,0.0,0.20757253491199748,0.15208489667097336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576896851014838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399488826054372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435664496714235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465446865586415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994900373234305,0.3136505819768785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503158397022772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775845150858495,0.1091137176213465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290322843961644,0.0,0.0,0.16293244689276487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142028230825164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017714419951734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7510994762822377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583250865151556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754833231535787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,happyforsocks,2019/10/25,"Someone please tell me what to do I just cant form good relationships with people that will last. Are we just meant to meet people and forget them afterwards? Ive always been the excluded type for various reasons. People dont know my talents and only see my shortcomings. And when I do shine, people get jealous, envious, or uncomfortable and people see it as arrogance. This results in not being well-liked. So I just keep to myself and try to say what people want to hear but it always fall flat.  I don't want to care about people anymore and just be self confident. I have difficulty meeting new people and I immediately want to be liked and seen as cool and competent. Im 19 and Its always been like this since I was 5. Im also extremely competitive and self conscious of myself, pretty much narcissistic. But I can make friends it just takes a really long time and I have to see that they arent judgemental. I suffer alot going to social events like parties and weddings and that sort. Theres also this thing where I feel like I cant relate to society at all, little things like music and movies I feel im not truly engaged with any of those things. People see that I'm a loner and awkward anyway but doesnt seem to give a shit. The only people I think would somewhat care are my NCOs (military leadership) and my small section of fellow junior enlisted whom I've become a little more close with. They say that the military brings comeradery but maybe I'm too different and nonhuman or just ugly to be able to be myself and be accepted. Ive been told by someone who saw how I was to see a doctor or something. But Im deploying in a few months and I dont want to miss out because of a diagnosed medical condition. Should I just off myself? Seeing that no one in the world or maybe in this universe has this issue and that Im too toxic for society to be allowed alive?",4.123867924528302,5.596538320754721,5.512270889487868,79.142045148248,71.45283018867924,8.64231805929919,26.727088948787063,9.140100540675403,2.2461142857142864,1491,50,279,31,28,501,195,371,0.11900000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.153,0.9376,3,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,3,1,18,19,3,1,12,1,32,4,1,5,1,70,64,37,0,6,18,0,2,5,2,3,3,3,0,2,24,27,0,1,9,0,0,3,10,6,0,1,9,15,32,13,36,45,9,25,0,2,9,0,21,14,1,8,13,193,56,3,0.07284069046399105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650134769487405,0.18182786883627827,0.0,0.0,0.04953416732922178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223839206287824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04440300882400328,0.08044681981507344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485318770111549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393176753646215,0.0,0.07610301818419339,0.0,0.07455553321422785,0.0,0.0,0.17073749346928466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366088343291609,0.05203740382173335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627653676333436,0.0,0.0380562543788056,0.0698754276086927,0.04139704300505658,0.06109531525804425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820967520530501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393402226131751,0.07602675623890005,0.0,0.06474415251195717,0.0,0.0,0.04003133853038384,0.05937488464560248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793141017656508,0.14601101556182852,0.0,0.06446171889777774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048621726501945135,0.0,0.14635652805062327,0.0,0.0,0.07337933241317295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814074418763467,0.0,0.0535462886482966,0.0,0.0,0.07034999274919443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935873699028648,0.11079725485017383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049856326947602,0.0,0.0,0.07995720448064395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410516890279732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046663611503710116,0.07489236139684828,0.0,0.07820364169090402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585168133641001,0.0,0.0,0.3482675975028894,0.06631142889340746,0.1519774522364973,0.0,0.07476992201243833,0.060254571866739326,0.0,0.0,0.07425191088358839,0.1234353613063294,0.05607632219333837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476713409314354,0.0,0.06366597404892134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451763543087327,0.04667337327115376,0.0,0.0,0.042473992378869084,0.0,0.0,0.06960240125755643,0.0,0.0494540474365523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718533058915052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549252854238084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05174393660411226,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DC_Fapper,2019/10/25,Auto mode I just feel so stupid when my mind blanks out and automatically invite someone to come with me somewhere just because I hate being alone. But what's worse is that I feel like I forced them to come,4.4730894308943085,5.840499073170732,4.705853658536586,85.66577235772358,70.46341463414635,6.442276422764228,23.422764227642283,6.42735559955562,0.4356764227642276,166,4,34,1,3,52,34,41,0.32799999999999996,0.589,0.083,-0.9196,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,7,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,1,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328589473776395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340098459656954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5465891074959944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32083608204671915,0.2266532246691377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31323218450725804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154999000429004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203458585334323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26881647260998737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233187778029239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SlausDune18,2019/10/25,"Alone again.. Me and this girl I work with finally get together and almost hook up one night. We dont quite go all the way but after she keeps messaging me about her feelings and being together. Me being the sucker of course, I get drawn in. Now 1 month later all of the sudden she is worried about being in a relationship because of someone else we work with? Apparently they've been talking for months and she just now brings this up after basically pushing more towards a relationship...I just dont get why this happens or why it hurts so much....now I'm alone again",3.2570270270270285,5.423880693693694,4.472333333333335,82.7685,75.39639639639641,7.322882882882882,25.51441441441441,8.238735603445708,1.7115506306306305,451,16,86,8,10,148,72,111,0.14400000000000002,0.856,0.0,-0.9427,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,3,10,2,1,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,2,17,16,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,1,11,0,15,12,3,21,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,2,12,59,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377556891932804,0.33878495449980084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099700917095343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833678197105809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662826612306908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269774759435737,0.0,0.0,0.17916526293876187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563504296174744,0.0,0.092951429687989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463014128693313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508779350414042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453741886633914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610942667911888,0.0,0.1202309083703623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348422138725226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082833066796928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739596660016482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511912819999649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857865773257438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145840011544618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982144398566714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951638451403854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238138320989478,0.16609688740744216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,unterrogatory,2019/10/25,"midnight blues It might just be because it’s dark and gloomy out, but the feeling of being alone hits me so hard at this time. Everyone seems to have a person they can really vibe with, someone they can depend on and have fun with... And I’m by myself, in front of a window, watching it rain.",4.066525423728817,4.815756288135597,4.762500000000003,87.18917372881359,70.86440677966101,7.255932203389831,24.91949152542373,7.1686216300943375,0.9611999999999988,227,6,47,2,4,73,49,59,0.098,0.8029999999999999,0.1,0.2734,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,11,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,10,7,0,6,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,3,1,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756787922397137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111678586713807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34660397262056925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834071408694221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249347511636049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847991118525918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167217655057554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23237406801755855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302156860874994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073398749011141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151072700919984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DrunkMonk69,2019/10/25,"It hurts My therapist tells me that I'm lonely, but I don't understand my feelings at all and I believe that I don't feel lonely. I'm so lost. I feel something and it hurts, but I don't know what I'm feeling and what to do. How to accept your emotions and feelings?",1.2610344827586208,2.7349306206896564,3.3788275862068997,91.49893103448278,79.0,6.019310344827588,25.393103448275863,6.742157984588678,0.8708993103448277,208,8,47,2,5,71,31,58,0.244,0.67,0.086,-0.8569,0,4,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,16,15,8,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,5,9,1,3,14,1,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,31,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598966068849201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594831937084637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5831919930482922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938939800535734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677532505125005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518137346621866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758821550129505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016238989518261,0.0,0.0,0.2678364776580122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24014531421552385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Funkiermink7327,2019/10/25,"Days like these I like most people have bad and good days. Unfortunately it seems like today is the day that my emotions show. I can usually tell when i wake up if itll be one of those days. Sadly today came in outta no where. Right when i got home from work i go to my escape playing games. When two of my internet friends get on things unfortunately go bad for me. I being the average introvert i don't go out. One of my people ask what i am going to do when they get a girlfriend. It all hit me at once. I'm going to get abandoned by my friend. I respond jokingly saying stuff like. ""Idk get one myself."" The two people laugh because they know that i will never meet anyone. I hate parties, don't smoke, or drink. So after i say that he keeps talking about it. I'm happy he can move on with his life, but does everyone have to leave me behind. Am i such a hassle to be friends with that the moment you get a gf you have will stop talking to me? Why must i be this way? Why am i so paranoid ill end up alone? Why do people not keep in touch with me? I realize that some might want me to initiate, but i can't. I get nervous, and freeze. Right now i just need someone to say they won't leave me. I don't want to be alone. I want someone to break my out of my introvert ways. Unfortunately for me i would have to find that person. Which means socializing. 

Someone save me from myself. Get me out of the prison i have created. All it takes to open the lock is a hello and a smile. 

From,
The lonely prisoner.",0.3047142857142866,2.489243400000003,2.469484126984128,92.94232142857143,86.42857142857143,5.404761904761906,18.59126984126984,6.816661863887847,0.07641269841269828,1161,31,261,15,36,391,161,315,0.14800000000000002,0.713,0.139,-0.8358,0,4,2,0,1,0,39.0,0,2,3,1,11,20,1,1,12,0,30,4,1,0,4,39,59,13,0,7,6,0,2,4,5,7,2,3,1,1,18,11,1,4,5,5,0,7,8,7,0,5,2,5,48,13,39,44,4,41,0,3,0,0,26,14,0,6,21,175,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816107601749415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130475061084604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196476045840337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641076644442932,0.05344617316479651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002774189942404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261737862008003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672542395596615,0.0,0.0,0.08588861502652953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986231406480503,0.07765447264127244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377770085449868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013382183202404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321362956887784,0.0,0.32064782337533243,0.0,0.2491400456361357,0.07353805260768982,0.07012210946622835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333220380523907,0.0,0.08656140820008705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794567864364262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586003193060566,0.0,0.0,0.048184163816324704,0.0,0.0,0.18567139774648625,0.0,0.0,0.06192780100144979,0.17133528941601586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550432627645827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300985397866172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318518493390578,0.0,0.06501027492003231,0.06762075332987914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337154981874314,0.17823357071373291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24313261903232586,0.07655486786268641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974880189262238,0.0,0.2091692382834008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798164855334373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937413459143859,0.222861508817541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330064678312143,0.0,0.0,0.10036747533795763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592106728811266,0.14094049726379942,0.07663225452155993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824770871250789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662122513989504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129245435973256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656218041389183,0.0,0.1551398506916323,0.13918546745416027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23734051459538305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382881076513205,0.0,0.0,0.06228216216007103,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,artemis2020,2019/10/25,"Why's it so hard to get someone cool to do fun things with you and be cute together Just fucking come at me dudes, let's cuddle and kiss and be cute 2gether lol",0.03557142857142637,2.1532519142857147,1.6453571428571436,98.85089285714287,87.0,4.642857142857143,20.17857142857143,5.985473137389443,-0.17971428571428572,127,4,30,1,4,41,29,35,0.040999999999999995,0.5770000000000001,0.382,0.9364,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,6,7,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610819267282455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875202974529891,0.2190015035716164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754982373956383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286345769331173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35516540134132185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27848107488620744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782400090894043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xzmatzx,2019/10/25,No human contact I go through every day without any contact with other people other than that which can’t be avoided. People aren’t meant to live like this,6.0089999999999995,7.118079899999998,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,66.66666666666666,6.0,31.66666666666667,3.1291,1.614666666666667,127,5,20,0,2,40,26,30,0.14800000000000002,0.772,0.08,-0.2732,1,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828232167496786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682182056300182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504099148660809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363630095727467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031855444444119,0.0,0.36724336564689536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5766591779038494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40090844211822535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,asdf3218,2019/10/25,20(F) looking to meet new people Im looking to meet new people and we can talk about anything.  itd help get some things off my mind. Im at a really low point and have no one to talk to. Im bored,-2.515714285714285,-0.8037664444444417,0.5526984126984118,102.55,102.33333333333331,3.4603174603174613,13.095238095238097,5.288315135182226,-1.3394761904761905,150,3,39,1,7,52,32,45,0.147,0.7929999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.4576,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,7,5,1,6,0,1,2,0,6,4,0,1,2,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082203648162854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210398080177747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309924451400576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6332930131984289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282235475310589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973283415572535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774945499139463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242825959411633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709727701134706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847442867370239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251973051706818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141580682735461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983484524133135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,deadigetit,2019/10/25,Wish I didn’t feel so alone. I hate my thoughts. I like people too easily. I’m trying to calm my anxiety and depression when trying to form a relationship of any kind. I think i get too clingy so maybe I scare people. I’m sorry to them. I wish I wouldn’t keep searching for friendships or whatever. I am too much and trying to stay positive is insanely tuff. I like spending time with people. It helps me calm my mind. I just wanna drink and get so fucking drunk that I fade out of existence. I wish people would just tell me I’m as terrible the way my mind sees it. Maybe then it would be easier to do it you know. Fuck man I wanna stop feeling crazy. The meds haven’t been working and neither is seeing someone. I’m scared of my mind. Maybe I’ll give in one day. It’ll be better this way. Sorry if it’s not ok to post this here.,0.1502095238095258,2.3873715257142862,2.2920000000000016,93.47266666666668,88.02857142857144,5.61904761904762,18.047619047619047,7.07126945348624,0.1932476190476189,647,17,144,10,21,217,103,175,0.187,0.613,0.2,0.3544,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,2,10,14,3,2,3,1,13,4,0,0,0,29,34,12,0,9,5,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,6,2,2,5,2,1,0,5,7,0,1,3,4,23,7,16,25,3,12,0,1,2,2,7,2,2,2,8,85,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323364928539592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743486359428308,0.0,0.08363769843560688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669413357425663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050926707079898,0.0,0.0941663854271887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071024789737579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105617899899644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214897029237308,0.11424157322973336,0.10487998504344577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079414471734707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328207429572227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717816376210484,0.0,0.11385111637790578,0.060085302230243075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068269305918685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295121975979962,0.0,0.1214417785533232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311785692187582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037065596242221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408532261576628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031846096214385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470860406028172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173802730312688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891823908833774,0.0,0.17424485100241385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263556081644392,0.0,0.0,0.24477357089359225,0.0,0.11653199626742278,0.0,0.09140537402340436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555986466974556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005470818752893,0.0,0.08679637608944707,0.06375161967348084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268513838067244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735632667595969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771747830546102,0.0,0.0,0.07959406332004465,0.0,0.0,0.15533080749127834,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NitrousWolf0123,2019/10/25,"I never realized how lonely I was until she left Allow me to give some background. I had the same little trio of friends from kindergarten until freshman year of high school. One of them was my best friend for a while. In third grade, we pseudo added a fourth guy the group. That guy and I are still good friends to this day but he moved 7 hours away. My other two friends, let’s call them Bob and Bill, still live here. Once we got high school, I noticed they Bill became an asshole. He and I were never close to begin with, but he stared to like be a dick in particular to me. I eventually picked up on the fact that he didn’t want to talk to me anymore, which I was fine with. Someone in their new friend group actually told me “Yeah man don’t say anything but Bill is tryna like not talk to you.” That was junior year. I’m in my senior year now. The two of them started hanging out with other people and just acting in a way I didn’t connect with. Bob and I started to get closer again and are still friends but Bill can go to hell. 

Here’s what happened. I would make “plans” with them for a weekend(we’d talk about doing something), so I would reject plans from other people. The other people stopped asking me after a while and these “plans” with Bob and Bill never came to fruition. They’d do stuff without me a lot of the time anyway. So basically I locked myself in with only a group of friends who didn’t want to hang out. I basically devolved all my friendships into people I’m simply friendly with, but wouldn’t hang out with. Therefore, I don’t even text these people. We don’t have conversations. I have nobody to talk to except for the guy 7 hours away and my Xbox friends. 

This is where the she comes in. Now I said I didn’t know how lonely I was in the first place until she left. “She” is my former girlfriend. Let’s say her name is Jane. TL:DR, we were in love. She graduated and went to Canada for school. It’s 5 hours away; while that’s not bad, it’s over a border. I don’t leave the house without her here! I don’t do anything anymore. It really made me realize I just don’t have friends. Okay so lately it’s been painful to be talking to her, so I told
Her I need a few days of space. Today was the first full day of not talking to her at all, and I’ve literally NEVER felt so alone in my entire life. Like this whole thing is so foreign to me. I feel like I have no one. I’m not like depressed or anything( I think), I’m just lonely. I don’t have a home and it’s awful.",1.8452325288032967,3.6075835396518414,3.0126032293331093,93.48182806324112,78.20696324951645,5.346716003700278,20.71688672104953,5.922688038783598,-0.07457948027920214,1938,49,430,11,46,623,225,517,0.061,0.77,0.16899999999999998,0.9943,0,7,1,0,0,0,59.0,4,1,7,6,24,28,1,0,23,3,45,4,1,7,7,79,74,32,0,6,16,0,2,5,11,3,2,3,1,4,23,32,0,1,6,1,5,9,23,8,0,7,22,6,66,20,71,44,9,80,1,5,1,2,62,32,2,3,43,296,89,7,0.0,0.0,0.062037442467930776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584178142848579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260933761561707,0.0,0.0,0.15694388020717845,0.0,0.05943156493306749,0.0,0.17918494444469962,0.0,0.053080256223393685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671525845879299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491447642155998,0.07270983170018652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054761949817407236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229967182137888,0.0,0.05475477127457687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041988937129111295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032144089927340413,0.04541609902233848,0.0610394247768625,0.0,0.0,0.10814921562978344,0.0,0.0,0.491158393495875,0.0,0.03321392864271387,0.060984390197022786,0.036129631116693726,0.053321470399748716,0.0508446151575198,0.0,0.0,0.188839861829657,0.056216818510403284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433535474028005,0.06376824969243795,0.0,0.18781787507528647,0.07335395567299638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03493770059937835,0.0,0.07171237899554815,0.06731393875654502,0.13814308698862285,0.13001406857830852,0.044903030348604,0.1552911934547397,0.06371619502603508,0.05613554910668765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054046937982409164,0.05737652724829183,0.06015369399635314,0.042435036786503635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756734648190542,0.0,0.04713809146294344,0.19612365947862054,0.0613985710713687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723775410009706,0.0,0.06770247719774612,0.08615653826420053,0.0483496363011981,0.06764546180939518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036531240000987,0.0,0.06641957430452426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040726074806739634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047186207925955,0.10111056749686133,0.0,0.1930158342873108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386464523817257,0.04894110033363268,0.0,0.0,0.08999367203974533,0.0,0.15230688074533175,0.05314933057283512,0.0,0.0,0.07277513036523882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065822776026989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04223464404933668,0.04073459447459956,0.0,0.0,0.03706954809584721,0.0,0.06025915379025119,0.12149220812532167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124201895630395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499323740690843,0.05046077180289737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058932204679342376,0.0,0.07097625766281447,0.0,0.12256295222744502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903199458861739,0.0,0.0,0.12281552588965047
lonely,nutserious,2019/10/25,am i the only one? Every time that i finally manage to talk with someone i suddenly feel like ghosting and blocking the person tho 10mins earlier i felt really lonely.,2.181290322580648,5.032856806451616,4.718322580645161,72.27748387096777,93.83870967741936,7.6412903225806454,25.55483870967742,8.238735603445708,3.1645432258064514,135,6,19,4,5,47,27,31,0.16899999999999998,0.753,0.078,-0.4391,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,4,1,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,13,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026332219854632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816173496198034,0.25660553940561115,0.34487890543331245,0.39347528978036345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548218063288334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433965647702496,0.27318032086004623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31363101428538953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23010642962788305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043406775080935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28870346422658844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944668497350244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Yagottabekiddingme74,2019/10/25,"rejection sensitivity This is so me.  
I’ve been spiraling for the past few days with no real reason to do so and this has (so far) helped 
Figured I’d share since I’d bet a lot of us have experienced rejection and now kind of expect it. 

[Rejection Sensitivity ](https://www.excelatlife.com/articles/rs/3.htm)",6.41423076923077,9.62277965384616,6.846769230769232,64.49823076923079,69.76923076923077,10.313846153846157,27.707692307692305,10.355215969177356,3.570226153846153,250,9,40,8,5,81,41,52,0.166,0.794,0.04,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,2,5,4,2,4,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270565532185941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23598564973860944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666275815759006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993180215339077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360914359417708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007336719967757,0.0,0.3619874409272344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29123662103041925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234978478895573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mrhrm,2019/10/25,"Honestly just sad about my life. After reading through people’s stories and struggles it makes you realize you’re not alone but yet it makes me so sad that so many feel just as sad as I do... Knowing how awful this feels and I wouldn’t wish it on anyone and to know how many are dealing with the same thing just doesn’t seem right. It’s hard to know what to say because I don’t want to seem like everyone else (though they’re trying to be positive) but it’s really just the same thing different person. Maybe it’s just me, and I know they mean it from a good place but anytime I build up courage to tell someone I’m sad you get the same response “just keep your head up you’ll be okay!”. I know it sounds wrong but it’s almost.. frustrating. Maybe because I’ve heard it my whole life and it makes me want to scream “WHEN?”. I really try but it’s genuinely so exhausting to try and use a statement as a way to be happy. It’s just not what I want to hear and honestly I don’t know what I would hear that could make it better. It’s not other people’s jobs to make someone feel better and I understand that, unless they’re paid of course. I think it’s hard though because my whole life I’ve  always been there for everyone. Regardless of how I know them. If they tell me how they’re feeling I just want to sit with them and really talk through things and try to make them feel better. And maybe it’s selfish but I want that too yet those people aren’t there for you if you need it and they don’t have to be but I wish I deserved what I give to others too. I do more than just “stay positive!” Because I know it doesn’t work like that. I know how incredibly hard it is. It seems impossible. Maybe this is dramatic to some but it’s so real to me. Most of my life I’ve been so sad. I definitely fake a smile when I’m not alone to make others happy. My coworkers make me feel so down and I feel like they know I can’t say anything so they don’t care how it makes me feel. I can’t say anything because one of those people is my manager and the other two that do it are favored by my manager. If I went above her head my manager would be talked to and they’d be sure to make my life living hell or turn it on me so I loose my job. Which is not an option since I’m 21, live on my own, pay all my own bills with no help or any type of aid due to me also pursuing my education full time.(not that I should but most do get help from family at this age). I can’t look for another job quite yet until I graduate in December since most places can’t work with my school schedule. I feel so trapped and I feel like they know and take advantage of it. I come home and just cry and repeat how much I want to die because there’s no point in my life. I’ve had to work and care for my self since I was very young. My past, like many, has a lot of trauma. So I work hard to try and not live in poverty forever or be homeless. I pay for my college so I can have a higher paying job because I want to have even more money saved up for emergencies and to retire but I think why? I only feel the need to do this stuff because I just want to not have to worry. It doesn’t make me happy though. I honestly have no idea what makes me happy. I’m not passionate about anything even though I want to be. I have no friends and I don’t know how to make them because where I live people aren’t very nice even if you are. I don’t have any family that wants to see me or check on me. My mom was my absolute everything and she loved me very much but she passed away when I was 11. Now I only have a stranger of a dad and no matter how many times in several different ways I’ve begged to have a relationship with him, he doesn’t want that. It hurts to not have parents who love and care about you but most others do. I miss my mom so much and sometimes I figure if I die too maybe I would have to chance to be with her again if there’s some type of afterlife and that sounds better than living. I do the things I do to exist.. I just don’t know why when I don’t have anything that brings me any joy. The loneliness wears on me and hurts physically. I just wish I had someone who truly loved and appreciated me whether it was family, friend or SO and someone I could love and appreciate too. I need companionship in some form and as humans that’s something very normal to desire. I want someone to talk to and someone who tells and shows me they appreciate me. (This seems selfish but honestly anyone deserves this and I don’t think that’s a crazy thing to want) Yet I can’t find it and I don’t know how because everything I try never works. I feel defeated and I fear this will be the rest of my life and that’s terrifying to me because I don’t want to live it if that’s true. I know this is so scrambled..I’m just typing what comes to my brain to get it out and maybe someone will understand or it will help them. This is hard for me because I know people are going through worse and in the grand scheme of things my feelings don’t really matter. It’s just genuinely how I feel, it’s not being said for sympathy. I’m just so fucking sad. I wish I could hug all of you going through something.. I know people say it a lot and say this a lot but I really do understand how you feel and what you feel is completely validated. Excuse any grammatical of formatting errors I wasn’t too worried about it since I just typed exactly what was in my head. I hope we’re all not sad forever and if you actually read all this, thank you, I appreciate you.💗",1.3960689252336491,3.170668000856168,3.073703110997311,92.46804506465244,79.60787671232877,6.660875688132122,21.018627576494687,7.649641372343076,0.5903761746255278,4307,118,993,67,107,1426,340,1168,0.12300000000000001,0.674,0.203,0.9986,10,4,2,0,0,2,86.0,0,13,13,12,76,64,3,2,22,2,91,20,5,26,8,247,206,115,2,41,58,4,21,5,2,9,8,12,1,3,89,53,0,1,49,3,7,7,42,23,0,2,14,35,158,41,111,168,29,56,1,11,2,7,71,25,2,31,25,662,247,24,0.0,0.0,0.031254549440419215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03207125295914444,0.06634236135590725,0.0,0.025612650168801616,0.02664972659165927,0.0,0.0,0.08712011143624299,0.03358398029717902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04478921748844372,0.0,0.10542472563172166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03009120773056068,0.0,0.0,0.23428647045629594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330407862086005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03575365901938847,0.0,0.0,0.0979635449737264,0.0,0.0,0.055178292332301516,0.03358057838346334,0.0,0.0,0.076714866618413,0.0,0.035181075707894444,0.0,0.033019294242693537,0.0,0.0,0.06647967780036923,0.06692454705834983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026755148604372392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346225404750648,0.0,0.0,0.061207942726547115,0.057569110561649664,0.0,0.0905789846945758,0.03604022158495037,0.2591077924260154,0.04576138718221401,0.0,0.0,0.02927286334625212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04948925578461462,0.02960921978470324,0.05019966975963967,0.03072402024780376,0.03640431639600687,0.026863430640395685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637691478249106,0.14345325796986028,0.0,0.09860940427088363,0.0,0.07219540140726237,0.0,0.06440275330503208,0.0,0.03212653251738372,0.03181086939667218,0.0,0.0,0.06857292516316264,0.036155530224730316,0.0,0.0,0.12713074742303135,0.028467813661820145,0.0,0.0,0.29922825319240404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583554621785699,0.07823591834885574,0.0,0.16968700434357895,0.0,0.02689531717897153,0.0,0.0,0.08168676664005074,0.11562549558862308,0.0,0.2779247940009786,0.12988480149196568,0.19305760630506152,0.03488770444428488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502123264824158,0.0,0.0,0.07063243745017228,0.07124470730319789,0.024701842821692577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031380480708188815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02170289165438932,0.04871722747059554,0.0,0.0,0.035563123431617966,0.0,0.03057419502819667,0.15542848944631815,0.02796547243350422,0.06692454705834983,0.0,0.030276658857481518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03406554768724554,0.06407300960399293,0.03645469099104787,0.1025892644768075,0.0,0.0,0.03438591151411314,0.0,0.02735159832546448,0.030465807872196608,0.1273491098707483,0.0,0.03241388155029646,0.02552203992046748,0.11662776193034118,0.03341201964353268,0.036182340142606885,0.0,0.10597503296430023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995958013423264,0.04931318826809335,0.0316763503502113,0.0,0.0,0.034137413457431015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0334824498635328,0.036664211475337716,0.0,0.0,0.03018585791757102,0.0,0.02408094797236843,0.0772282880442983,0.08398122527690408,0.029486929799539586,0.0,0.0,0.1276672330153712,0.0615664353474885,0.12586875136727066,0.0,0.03735137934786946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046879626572416,0.034837090299246344,0.031286543522330394,0.10002632543647756,0.0,0.027661768425478413,0.0,0.10570528103313294,0.2644718781258692,0.05084441345017207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029690126341612975,0.05780028367084409,0.07151587383264865,0.14732173053775646,0.0,0.0,0.11658323616450825,0.06505164753107384,0.03263910274366913,0.06825497075289651,0.035017412617036364,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jakeintherake,2019/10/25,"The walls close in again. I've made so much progress. To be perfectly honest, a few months ago I did not even think I'd be here to type this message each day. However, sometimes the darkness starts to close in again. I start to feel like no one around cares, or even notices me. Despite evidence to the contrary, my mind just won't listen. So much progress, and in such a better place, but the darkness never quite wholly goes away. Sometimes when it's quiet, and I have to to reflect, my mind goes back to that place. Dear god I don't want to get lost in that place again.",3.2664541062801935,4.7383949304347865,3.3481159420289863,93.81685990338171,73.6086956521739,6.154589371980678,24.951690821256037,6.42735559955562,0.5870096618357494,447,14,97,3,9,136,77,115,0.08199999999999999,0.747,0.171,0.8656,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,6,13,7,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,1,2,19,16,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,3,7,6,15,10,4,23,0,1,0,0,2,12,0,1,12,62,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522603732737074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584406391035426,0.0,0.0,0.15392434278768385,0.12597570149501192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489494733014316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703632516460193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565725303970652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641727451984089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283772833550312,0.11704069025985528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559478286923658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003940833526747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884057044458904,0.0,0.0,0.15502057681242856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33084462362598954,0.0,0.13076810778750655,0.0,0.2408688414095188,0.0,0.12635634156060013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865223464899077,0.0,0.0,0.11101592745649301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5135046596280954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425412387607328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240655179563872,0.0,0.2319204361733068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497610224994032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663159606253892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DoratheXsplora,2019/10/25,"I didn't think I knew lonely until this moment really. I think there's something seriously wrong with me. I don't know if it's a massive character flaw, social anxiety, being unattractive, or all of it combined but it's as if    the people I knew vanished. People will watch me struggle. I've needed help in many ways for months, but everyone I know just ignores it. I don't press anyone though. It doesn't hurt any less either. 

Strangers laugh when I speak, or just laugh while staring at me. Even my friends do this from time to time. Some even burst into laughter as I walk past. More often than not. I know I probably look funny because I have bumps on my face from where hair has grown from a hormonal disorder I have and I'm a woman. But I don't see why people think that's funny. And if it's not that, I don't know what. But I just choose not to respond anymore. 

When I do open up, people stare blankly. Sometimes they'll laugh.. sometimes they'll look over at someone they know with that look. I'm sure you know what look. The look as if they know or understand something I'm not in on. Or if I find people who entertain it for a while, eventually they seem annoyed by me. 
This is the first time I've ever been able to explain this correctly. Before it seemed like the words were bricked into my mind. I know it is lengthy, but at least I know I can put this here. Maybe someone can see and relate. 

This is all coming to me now, rushing in like an avalanche. In a split second, my mind came to a conclusion that people around me mostly just tolerate me. And that's the loneliest feeling in the world. 
I often sit back and wonder what I do, or what I've done to make people treat me differently. But as I do, I slowly distance myself further and further from everyone. It doesn't feel good, it actually hurts because it feels like I have to stay away. Not that I want to. Like I'm being banished. I didn't know lonely until I realized that.",2.3170356234096694,4.32008797455471,3.5000699745547093,89.4125986005089,77.65139949109414,6.198727735368958,23.639312977099237,7.1686216300943375,0.8739816793893134,1526,50,314,18,36,494,183,393,0.081,0.7659999999999999,0.153,0.9853,1,4,2,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,5,2,18,21,1,1,13,0,29,2,2,1,5,83,68,33,0,7,26,0,5,4,1,3,0,1,0,1,30,14,0,1,27,1,0,6,13,9,0,2,8,16,48,12,41,55,8,46,0,4,10,0,14,21,0,17,20,215,78,0,0.08166316894740318,0.0,0.07969147283892293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553375523362026,0.0,0.062472100722840665,0.0,0.08098792004773575,0.057100786491277734,0.0,0.0,0.07269753396042006,0.0,0.0,0.07672523541322243,0.06279393615396359,0.0,0.09956221964041316,0.0,0.06948934199764095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934009099593905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034558909704082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853206304305337,0.09359306657888672,0.0,0.0,0.08356977467985953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787550581214098,0.07386901161758144,0.0,0.15606531505493215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387405577046763,0.05834018421309752,0.0,0.0,0.07463865696488067,0.06946264978901195,0.0,0.0,0.06309276175451445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849519163027384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054737100759721984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484422271205752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487994197712205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958599752682667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342882472605799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054510799397290886,0.08279363577146998,0.0820416294836048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649130421684939,0.0,0.06518276234173978,0.0,0.0,0.06055220502424296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779567351404694,0.3963047129736497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804670817445094,0.0,0.0,0.08209404031075213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231551713265668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130149945369909,0.14868616391117442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324531665651329,0.13838587608426994,0.12573659431433934,0.1615339244216097,0.0,0.0,0.08704207246756124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537207515874952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696657028902068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697938374176978,0.08023364886426795,0.0,0.14285535159311774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501423888058239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04816705286492832,0.06482042240281623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368830808164306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856022320589739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928585554495454,0.0,0.0
lonely,McTheBussy,2019/10/25,"ghost I feel like a ghost. So transparent to everyone when they pass by me but sometimes visible to those who greets me. But in the end, I feel nothing inside. I feel empty inside. No one can fill my heart with love and affection even if it’s by friends. 

I just need some new friends...",0.985639097744361,3.466142701754393,2.076942355889724,94.67526315789476,86.89473684210527,6.064160401002509,22.177944862155385,7.447530270364453,0.911047117794486,222,8,48,4,7,70,45,57,0.08900000000000001,0.616,0.295,0.9431,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,12,6,6,2,2,4,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,8,4,6,6,1,6,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,4,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23989805683873106,0.0,0.0,0.17889785971499853,0.0,0.0,0.25881455321002106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108588559509475,0.19349960887835305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185254087632049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209657111606371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232657952839552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24445815075138466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083632143009927,0.0,0.2615944509491223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598936751160116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353906230735156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678835490302557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,daylin2002,2019/10/25,"Feeling alone I moved to a new state in the middle of Freshman year and haven’t had any good friends since. I’m almost done w my senior year and I still don’t have anyone to hang out with and I don’t understand why. I think I’m a pretty chill dude, not awkward or tacky, cringy or weird in any way. I feel like I’m pretty down to earth and pretty smart. I listen to rap and like football  and I’m athletic, I  am into pretty much everything the “cool” kids are but just can’t seem to attract any friends. I’m definitely smarter than the popular kids, enough to understand the whole poser and wanna be thing so I try to be myself and just be cool w people, I’m good at conversation and I’m a pretty funny dude at times. But yet I find myself alone, watching people’s snapchats story of them w friends and I can’t seem to find a best friend or be someone’s favorite person. I want someone to talk to that actually cares and find someone that is like me in certain ways, like down to earth, clear thinking and not someone who follows the crowd w the generic rap music, drugs and the major ego all teens son to have out here :/  I want to help people change their destructive ways or give advice to people in need so I always post on my story that they can swipe up and anonymously ask for advice which I love to give but nobody even slides up anymore. I think a reason I may do that is because I subconsciously want someone to start conversation w me by asking for help and then start a friendship but idk. It may give off an arrogant intellectual superior vibe but I try not to do that. At times I want to post something about how I need someone to talk to but I know it will only hurt people’s opinion of me as being a loner and whiny but I can’t keep being lonely. I need friends but I can’t ask for friends because it will only in turn make people not want to be my friend....if that makes sense. I’ve been stuck in thought about this terrible cycle I’m in but there’s nothing I can do but hope for a person to come along that I really connect with and we become friends but I haven’t had that ever since I moved to this new state in 2016. I just need advice, I’m tired of acting like nothings wrong. I’m tired of not having  a friend group, I’m tired of not feeling good enough because I know I am. But there’s just something about me that people don’t like or something....it’s gotta be something, I just don’t know what it is :( Can anyone relate?",2.376354754369064,4.0494912426035485,3.6478198247786833,89.910045410761,76.41617357001972,6.0575019494518605,22.836062565937336,6.7210904114959815,0.5334263474152561,1928,56,410,17,43,629,208,507,0.102,0.631,0.267,0.9982,0,4,5,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,3,1,18,35,1,1,17,2,41,5,0,4,4,94,95,39,0,11,28,1,3,6,8,5,4,1,0,4,19,25,0,1,18,2,0,7,16,7,0,0,6,7,45,28,63,76,7,48,0,2,1,1,34,21,0,12,19,247,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.055602438780025486,0.0,0.0,0.1670351168826626,0.0,0.0,0.05705536989611525,0.11802432451781598,0.0,0.0,0.047410371221056916,0.0,0.0,0.11624125325843425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05650699762417252,0.07968087104099478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980058909586198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420002338673706,0.0629278715424036,0.0,0.0,0.059795035491126136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809300416098439,0.0,0.060275309863696225,0.04908161653780657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830841261887033,0.0,0.0,0.06607654511789063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774728556068285,0.0,0.037633519585637785,0.05153998351253308,0.0,0.0,0.05120827212253855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642956839727023,0.040705189721877,0.0,0.0,0.15623094441615515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961904791254181,0.0,0.0,0.1639758517230948,0.0,0.14337166438295273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638248323356409,0.0,0.0,0.05659214257878379,0.0,0.0,0.060996270008953926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050644782749147736,0.0,0.0,0.09394107565101513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701982674300786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051424989761348884,0.0,0.07606669266771912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111747669904314,0.04188548386845137,0.16899425511491284,0.0,0.1100596721388567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093441109719638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666887561857721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765102432714777,0.099502216271114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913860273345498,0.2898362272158822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036501651117598205,0.05858301059410041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374150497906208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426580110907612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289664324006732,0.13159365184346206,0.0,0.0,0.08065883184604683,0.0,0.04550281075173095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159373029847724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03785373988238395,0.10952786117870243,0.0,0.045234273218254906,0.06644881531562287,0.1964639467729873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736882455995334,0.06197584720684055,0.0,0.11863249214486307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803589598285973,0.13567976999118653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514139028048185,0.06361405087858049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229664404490424,0.0,0.07338409932083606
lonely,liamr1998,2019/10/25,"Never felt more alone Just to clarify  I'm writing this for myself, for a way to get it of my chest. I need to express my feeling in a way people to people who don't know me, therefore they hopefully wont judge me.

So for a bit of context I'm 21 man and I have been having an ongoing battle with depression and anxiety, mixed with my aspergers for over 10 years now due to difficult childhood and bad upbringing. Living with two mentally unwell parents did not help as they were constantly in their own battle. From this regard I was already alone. As they would go in and out of hospital, I went in and out of care and never had a consistent life. So for a long time now I have been alone, until my sister was eventually born.

My whole life I have been lonely and over the past few years my life has picked up a little bit. I am quite close with my younger sister and my mum has gotten better. I  now even had a group of friends finally after so many years struggling to fit in. I even had hookups and short encounters with women but neve had a proper girlfriend per say. All my friends back at home have girlfriends other then me, they all did things as couples leaving me out most the time. Even if I was with my friends I felt alone even though I wasnt.

Due to my already current issues, I really lack self esteem and confidence in myself. I am always other thinking everything. I always think of the worst. I do try not to think this way but it is so difficult not too. This really hinders my dream of meeting someone, building a relationship with someone and falling in love. I finally in life want to have a proper personal, intimate significance in someones life. I have never had this before and  it's something I really want to happen one day

Anyways due to my life getting stale after college I really had no idea what to pursue as a career. I took three years off just working and I hated it. So I made the decision to go to university to start to try and kickstart my life. To better myself and improve my self esteem and confidence. To meet new people and try to feel wanted. For sure I have made many many friends already and have had a brilliant time so far. But I am finding it so difficult being away from home, away from my friends at home and my family. I really like it here and all but I feel so alone even amongst my new friends. I often feel invisible and sometimes dont even feel alive. Some days I just stay in bed and do nothing cause depression and anxiety dictates my life. 

Today I feel so alone I want to cry and for my life to end. I have had enough of the feeling. These emotions have heightened because of what happened last night. I had a one night stand, for the first time in 15 months, which feels like forever. It was a uni social and I was very drunk so was she and we hit it off well and had sex which was great. For that moment I loved the company, I felt alive and wanted. It was fab, by all means I obviously caught some kind of feelings not necessarily for her but for the company and for the fact she made me feel not lonely. Of course one night stands come to an end the next day we wake up and lay in bed cuddling for a few hours chatting it was really nice, but the moment after she left it hit me. The loneliness. I havent felt more shit in a long time. I haven't had an intimate moment like that in a very long time, it was so refreshing and I am craving more. I haven't dated or really spoken to any girls for a long time due to my confidence, self esteem issues. To be honest I'm shocked she even got with me in the first place.

To conclude I'm a very confused person. I really dont understand my emotions or feelings that well at all. Life is an ongoing battle and I am sure one day things will improve and I wont feel lonely anymore. I have to keep strong, as that is all I can really do.",2.970053294573645,4.664370025839798,4.280567667958657,85.91333212209301,74.83979328165374,7.473158914728682,25.27204457364341,8.228746081469772,1.5414936046511638,3016,102,613,51,64,994,296,774,0.098,0.731,0.171,0.9963,2,12,1,0,1,0,64.0,2,0,5,8,32,43,5,2,36,0,66,18,3,7,13,126,122,61,0,10,17,4,16,3,8,4,10,1,5,8,31,48,1,1,26,3,0,7,18,18,2,8,40,17,90,25,102,74,21,110,0,5,0,4,45,36,1,9,64,436,121,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804115910596067,0.1493876783509979,0.0,0.07509422418436204,0.0,0.0,0.030686136481825083,0.0,0.06904007845400804,0.0,0.044751275283098566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847917103961643,0.0346978749581297,0.03767698559214525,0.02750741281106046,0.0,0.03839753720239855,0.0,0.0,0.07981772206642825,0.09852830605498172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046007328836000484,0.04635518450756944,0.0,0.03887067133935395,0.0,0.048763441055153005,0.0,0.0,0.049929285601966966,0.04956702983741848,0.11640600880595585,0.0,0.07773115185168349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577091146684872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015177432503656,0.07993364198339473,0.04662556330642508,0.0,0.2086296646364061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040554897249526316,0.0,0.04253926433135982,0.0,0.27379500384505,0.03223687732995436,0.1733059854264317,0.0988631397311172,0.04124288020518835,0.07676557592216991,0.0,0.0,0.20917797725757256,0.0,0.04715126866243535,0.0,0.05129046797755492,0.0,0.03609010146193987,0.04974980560185878,0.0,0.0,0.07980670824717014,0.0,0.0,0.04455099865662336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030245931280284886,0.0,0.13579034442411525,0.044818706671474896,0.044438440182460695,0.0,0.0,0.050939950225420486,0.0,0.0941962909242664,0.0,0.04010863627074578,0.0,0.04699011422976145,0.02479918779151103,0.03678240519756815,0.0,0.04778021963584905,0.049027787999174434,0.0,0.3187269519513724,0.06613650130576394,0.045226499131408214,0.03984566815198784,0.1597346809771297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145305785123456,0.12809338292244635,0.0,0.13724716416647512,0.0,0.04915369562622171,0.0,0.0,0.045474777530566585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03601786216448883,0.0,0.0,0.0334591676689724,0.10440814746667702,0.0871628451791359,0.04799030679015871,0.1270385657630189,0.0,0.0432980747202076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230983351654412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05010530135243278,0.0,0.043076341661651134,0.09385072293578607,0.07880176365488219,0.047145389305884265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047995349336711866,0.0,0.0,0.2601705904610363,0.0,0.0,0.048446713686597635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03588473064975448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122375805249485,0.0,0.04631954376783397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04599863880352227,0.11470126221829807,0.03473896441595059,0.04462918121054275,0.0,0.031939279555807554,0.0480966018624916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047173815979799257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505841791145534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059957286891728676,0.08674167223282718,0.044334489701377496,0.0,0.18418678624036455,0.0,0.04277265090045945,0.0,0.05013486400434556,0.09190950798448826,0.0,0.04407997780275534,0.04697608735828263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116970568732416,0.13307768868884742,0.10745293490209566,0.0,0.0,0.08114450197715263,0.0418307669290858,0.0,0.05037977635397474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032851097524640376,0.0,0.0,0.03205507604856793,0.0,0.0,0.11623452556977262
lonely,AversonWaverson,2019/10/25,"Separated Towards the end of high school, I was just about the happiest I'd been in my entire life: I was doing great in my classes, I saw my friends daily and I was speaking to this girl I really liked almost every day. Now I'm in college and everything's turned on its head. I'm failing in 2 of 3 subjects I'm studying, it feels like I never see my friends anymore and I've only seen that girl twice since I started over two months ago. I feel like I'm lacking affection and friendship. I honestly feel like as much as enjoyed the ""will we won't we"" excitement of talking to that girl I just missed a really rare opportunity with someone who I felt so strongly for. I'm sure at my age it wasn't love, but it's the closest I've ever been. I'm just really lonely and I don't see it stopping anytime soon. I honestly don't know what I'd get from posting it here, I just want to get it off my chest. If you've gone out of your way to read this, then I really appreciate it, because I don't have anyone to tell this to at the moment. I don't really know where to leave this other than thank you",2.4065569861707203,3.5907023047210345,4.4995350500715325,85.85862064854555,75.30901287553648,7.5812112541726275,26.249165474487363,8.167268648758528,1.5531737720553167,859,31,187,14,18,297,130,233,0.055999999999999994,0.745,0.19899999999999998,0.9777,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,2,0,3,11,19,0,0,6,0,14,4,2,1,3,29,39,11,0,3,6,0,4,4,2,2,1,1,0,3,17,9,0,1,6,1,0,1,7,3,0,2,10,9,27,16,29,27,2,30,0,3,4,1,14,14,0,2,17,116,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181737370142587,0.0,0.13349349350855252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322104568643568,0.09321539638104323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126623413300314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597571526528215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807555492667535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058904301187776,0.11232176800188927,0.0,0.11981293179977673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022208435208754,0.2857160328534701,0.12800117631066546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599424831460614,0.0,0.13930085192340858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697781204949978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681737438079608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085227285254753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465304363748016,0.0,0.0,0.1411589865802261,0.0,0.0,0.094162759979244,0.2605195642725455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031999002694085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064089901778277,0.0,0.0980002334412418,0.0,0.10281903543237404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013903775038871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767679345571073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334885765985094,0.0,0.4270179069376533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491965193357766,0.21246605330874685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027771033073047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295548700282446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943594727810257,0.0,0.0,0.11145545454134274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256457187096083,0.0,0.0,0.10715176383298143,0.11652124687929825,0.12273649790971528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500602435594273,0.1302272162526286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863133244227379,0.1058174806189077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MARCNOOSE,2019/10/25,"It’s tough seeing everyone around you being happy and comfortable. It’s hard to look in the mirror thinking you’re the only person who noticed you today. Do you ever try and reach out to people but never get anything in response? I feel like I’ve been the “new kid” for years. It’s pretty great listening to music thinking that whoever they are, they feel the same way as you.",3.831261261261261,5.637461135135138,5.006486486486487,81.13558558558559,72.78378378378378,7.095495495495496,24.495495495495497,7.793537801064563,1.4684846846846846,300,9,53,4,6,99,55,74,0.03,0.7390000000000001,0.231,0.9538,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,2,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,2,12,12,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,7,4,9,10,1,10,0,0,2,0,10,4,0,0,6,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865269853766922,0.20178099132117025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503257235968694,0.0,0.21658928623204846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292185022025421,0.16193039245028173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842374434856028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499003071227564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412904054236208,0.2030484108257936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073766546012713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034253697442025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481896195299426,0.2189156471713479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580609931537457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723898738469473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571418166135801,0.1979161998819364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23060103313633515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062363031072373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29047712205887943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485307263351186,0.0,0.0,0.1538914842310251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799170945388376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596561376849276
lonely,SpainsInquisitor,2019/10/25,"What Am I? It's late... quite late to be honest... but I keep myself awake drowning myself in thoughts and immediate satisfaction... games, porn, YouTube, Netflix, it's not enough... Everyday I go to uni and talk to my friends I act cool collected, intelligent, helpful, outgoing, but in the inside. Right within my ribs, between my lungs there's nothing. I can't feel it, my heartbeat always has that same monotone tempo. I am alone, I need something, someone... I need to feel like I'm here for something. I need to know I'm not alone in this. I need my void and sinister heart to please have a bit of the light.

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I have almost never done anything *wrong* you could say I'm on the right side of most things I'm not spectacular but not nothing... I am neutral. As I write this I feel a tightness on my chest, I'm tired. I want to keep going but I just need that little light

***Do I, who comes from the cold, deep and utterly void darkness deserve to be shone my a little tiny bit of light?***",0.3807899366643213,2.830903127551021,1.9162702322308256,93.36173469387761,94.25510204081631,4.540182969739622,21.55453905700211,6.311591054244273,0.4265719915552429,767,29,158,9,29,247,111,196,0.086,0.785,0.129,0.8173,0,2,2,0,0,0,55.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,7,1,12,6,4,0,1,34,33,9,1,7,9,0,4,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,10,5,0,3,5,2,0,4,6,1,0,0,2,10,27,4,21,28,5,20,0,0,0,1,8,12,0,2,5,96,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969031042566695,0.2475905083962812,0.0,0.0,0.09945710735337422,0.12950884558573364,0.14523994786970185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836159311795524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26098785676507696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296303275747586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543360852909268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231893368647925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235046691152672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131127517464465,0.0853910298472861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234725558027863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586135645598105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416415918385842,0.0801172890996458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21248446131268287,0.0,0.0,0.06568961885541194,0.0,0.26966622087981523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058395481869951124,0.2395974831985257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431435395933581,0.09218758117061383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22938122405099004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120616196960766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713304287490332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415300258978894,0.0,0.09505368881146982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012759270007739,0.18403742502378695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607230688741876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940928059084358,0.0,0.0,0.09489210591799167,0.0,0.13738017893568813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050087867088897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068541449802334,0.14523994786970185,0.0
lonely,TikiheadM,2019/10/25,"I'm lonely man Yeah this is definitely a generic post
I have some friends, but I haven't spoken to most in years
I tried to make some new ones on my new course since I'm changing direction to work in science but I know none of them very well
I try so so hard man
I don't know how to make a real connection anymore
I don't know how to get close with anybody
Why is it so hard? I promise I'm always told I'm very charismatic, a very personal person, very interesting to talk to?
BUT it's haaaard man lmfao",-0.33916120576671105,1.8685425871559644,2.061107470511139,94.15268348623852,91.0183486238532,5.316120576671036,20.629750982961987,6.868970318607317,0.4277806028833546,398,14,91,6,14,135,64,109,0.049,0.792,0.159,0.8787,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,4,0,16,17,8,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,2,10,4,12,16,4,8,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,3,3,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431963725819202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009154174387347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076765163401547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471758129120525,0.0,0.08433859423666243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892125667067532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26614706613991856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550665610524689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118131087714612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093866582249959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819024878249889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546018007502198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373850303625794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335335274194222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297483684682892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424977506003967,0.0,0.21919576207346889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327745091797449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451416562252401,0.0,0.14566215359444318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752029003482466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039532632568374
lonely,okkkbed,2019/10/25,"I thought I didn’t need friends I started university 2 months ago and I have no one. I had one friend who I talked to but she’s gone to a different university. I don’t know how to approach people or ask people to hangout. I sit during lunch alone, I stay in my dorm most of the time, I got to the movie alone, and I’ve skipped so many fun events because I have no one to go with. I always thought that friends were unnecessary and I could do everything on my own. I’m starting to think that my loneliness is making my depression worse, all I do is imagine what it’s like to have someone to hangout with or joke around with. I see old people from my high school making friends and it makes me jealous. I’m scared I’ll never make friends. I’ve also realized that I’ve been feeling like this my entire life, u can’t remember the last time I had more than one friend.",2.818071428571429,4.1433993944444465,3.912063492063492,89.915,74.5,7.142857142857142,27.301587301587304,7.7094869923839395,1.372492063492064,681,26,151,9,14,221,106,180,0.153,0.66,0.187,0.7696,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,13,1,1,4,0,15,2,0,5,2,29,34,10,0,2,3,0,1,2,6,0,1,0,1,0,8,8,1,0,8,3,0,3,6,3,0,4,9,2,24,10,18,24,4,19,0,1,1,0,10,4,0,3,12,90,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237767576352684,0.0,0.0,0.2392320672711833,0.0,0.09235980032885037,0.09609952154901387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281335607464967,0.10797046975059556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040352940338675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221185256028414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947404855080846,0.0,0.0,0.12066572109232747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037977624638804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839678785286869,0.08250830263688896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.535378153283574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563739736583467,0.0,0.09237039255197547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202481435375112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347199421669081,0.09414230133678793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815762008862483,0.1128482019568012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083701976135139,0.11709188870039915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218550051806784,0.0,0.0,0.08563667950074039,0.08907540827404034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119059352179748,0.0,0.31304448802407675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402051467770876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308311824103301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156287535352462,0.11688519571922384,0.09203305770796837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785693942039864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349323891530293,0.12310029106290095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282898901521036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400332307378675,0.0,0.183377261216676,0.1346899253236386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769734847626505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OmegaLuke_,2019/10/25,Just kind of wanna talk to someone It’s kinda come to my attention that I haven’t really spoken to or had contact with like another person for the past year and a half. I just kinda want someone to talk to. If anyone wants to talk about literally anything just let me know I guess. I’m 19 if that matters at all,2.968,4.26668518461539,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,74.07692307692308,7.661538461538463,25.30769230769231,8.238735603445708,1.5702923076923074,247,8,50,4,5,85,49,65,0.0,0.9229999999999999,0.077,0.3832,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,19,9,4,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,12,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,6,3,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376515132369673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847176568470026,0.0,0.18650518310567293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195230055439627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496692091937601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360103978163812,0.12455526597742805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317544746042464,0.0,0.11072472184990616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635326278057124,0.0,0.19789306637865148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451912115779121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38406220783400746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5464932791176489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673559642300011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594855252738356
lonely,sleep_dirt_,2019/10/25,"Trying to Turn Things Around Hello, I'm an 18M and my birthday was a couple months ago. I've only lived in two small towns my whole life and have never had much luck making friends or dating and with being around the same people it's made it impossible to find anybody. I don't ever have things in common with people and nothing ever happens here. I'm really trying to work towards being able to move closer to cities and improve myself in the meantime. I just hope I can find people like me to make friends and to have a better time with dating. I don't want all this to be for nothing.",6.939000000000004,5.651250900000001,7.254999999999999,78.67000000000003,65.0,8.666666666666668,29.166666666666664,6.42735559955562,1.5279166666666666,468,11,90,2,6,153,78,120,0.031,0.8240000000000001,0.145,0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,3,4,26,20,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,8,6,18,14,4,19,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,3,10,64,13,1,0.1542339044321788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367190503378435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27460174886252803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640735478496355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706568816784589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790267932331532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819339889364812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383214639411185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638853232408418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318906788272033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893996793889316,0.07535089505012772,0.0,0.13619136330973344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459398495935238,0.20590465770874994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310803104048545,0.16392623175561924,0.1133796661381446,0.0,0.1189546953167024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959831820281621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730183436658458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207791084208765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880618856408907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493230558940864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993502999060737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942939386013396,0.16776219864163752,0.15066411356740025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097115289677103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721966462882614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228411934356232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DeviJoinsTheDarkside,2019/10/25,"I got addicted to holding someone now they are gone. I’ve spent my entire life searching and seeking friendship and relationship. When I was 16 I met my highschool sweetheart and we were together off and on until about 8 months ago or so. (24 now)  We never cuddled when we slept. I’m a pretty aggressive sleeper because of the night terrors and sleep paralysis so it was always best to just face away and her to prepare for the constant turning and twisting (so much so that I actually bought ties for our sheets because I would pull them off nightly. When we broke up I met someone else. Someone who would become the most toxic and abusive person I ever met but before all that she would legit not let me go to sleep without holding her and I mean full on face to face spooning which at first meant I would stay up all night because I was just so uncomfortable. But then after a few weeks it got so natural it felt so normal, I stopped moving so much in my sleep. When I woke up in paralysis it wasn’t so bad anymore, I just tried to go back to bed.. now she’s been gone for about a month and I still struggle to sleep. It’s amazing how even some of the worst people can just change something so small so dramatically in your life.  Random vent, but I’m sure some will know the feeling I’m talking about.",4.189418817313558,5.502700301158303,4.761064824222721,85.20744157691526,71.0849420849421,6.997033123348912,29.46169477748425,7.273561745256523,1.641497297297298,1034,41,203,10,19,330,147,259,0.11199999999999999,0.8009999999999999,0.087,-0.8327,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,5,1,2,2,30,10,1,2,8,0,14,12,8,1,5,47,36,32,0,5,10,0,2,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,9,14,0,3,5,0,2,6,4,6,0,1,19,2,30,4,31,11,11,45,0,1,0,1,20,14,0,5,24,148,39,1,0.0,0.1268046095931747,0.10443889042349473,0.11667073388988115,0.0,0.0,0.09486932371192323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905160769084708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613793679768743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055151659996196,0.08229398684222343,0.08935963255145041,0.1957204587314332,0.11819836008635284,0.09106858633622493,0.0,0.11231390738512204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321601390545835,0.0,0.0,0.11565371024642733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940388146318089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068760138029806,0.09680832007728167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054113982655230514,0.0,0.10275874604404084,0.0,0.0,0.09103360511988072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164713550814825,0.0,0.1711919440846056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058816974707388316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943814349521168,0.15118684715879238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657928867379212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084927988392465,0.11374838185951727,0.15734825867543514,0.0,0.08254264105234012,0.0,0.0,0.3013011624479131,0.10485969706159888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419618797722324,0.09344824876428727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888074206497876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490251848232305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284006734678365,0.0,0.27204041098106024,0.08239143993712758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407214780743136,0.08546860839795106,0.0894759179450031,0.0,0.1118835489557694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086779569170123,0.0,0.0,0.08602093516047578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266150880880345,0.1164101585713846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584729699020388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031662350062148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041039267967334,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ReverseZohan,2019/10/25,"I’m so tired I have so much work I have to do every week and it never slows down. The things I enjoy aren’t even very fun anymore because I’m so stressed out all the time. The only thing that is enjoyable is sleep, which I hardly get because of work, and eating, which I hardly do since there’s rarely much food at home. 

I want to be an illustrator and go to art school after this senior year, but I don’t know how long I can go on. All of my friends I never see anymore because we don’t have any classes together and the only time we did was during open campus (get to leave school during homeroom, lunch, and study hall). I got mine revoked because we have to turn in volunteer hours to have it and I didn’t think I needed it as much as do. I feel like they are more like acquaintances than friends because we don’t talk outside of school or have similar interests. 

So now I’ve been volunteering at the library the past month to get it back and have barely talked to anyone since. I just want to talk to someone that likes what I like. Everything is so complicated and difficult and I have no one to lean on. Nobody cares about some rant on Reddit. I just wanted it to be said how tired I am, because no one else knows.",3.9479306304194974,4.66052408366534,4.741940473400515,87.36276775251936,71.11155378486055,7.658870400749942,25.92008436840872,7.724431198458867,1.2047743613780175,959,28,206,11,17,310,135,251,0.084,0.774,0.142,0.9338,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,4,0,1,2,14,13,0,1,7,0,27,6,1,2,4,34,47,20,0,4,4,0,3,4,2,0,2,1,1,0,13,15,3,0,4,1,0,2,9,2,0,2,6,5,25,11,28,39,7,27,0,0,1,0,11,10,0,2,19,137,38,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885569287737593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083206425083808,0.0707986377143062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785751142147289,0.0,0.3703383062559317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323445267592968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036073688353866,0.08458411105405557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687682712923697,0.0,0.08531024346760506,0.0,0.09099990646723607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119669351684996,0.07233535333037673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243585093840753,0.0,0.15645604399985724,0.0,0.1587019569434337,0.0,0.11508912869142528,0.0,0.08098148633499365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814060760059588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015652813002141,0.0,0.0997140709116461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129229378172248,0.0,0.0,0.10721258868180326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786892471093773,0.0,0.0,0.08960595399278427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081939076190278,0.0,0.2232984021747373,0.07507801362716114,0.15618552132642005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722366674420228,0.1540153426000828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665769926729977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631504255566987,0.0,0.0,0.3074211319792734,0.08068574355090936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751549561090248,0.0,0.10132638971373596,0.0,0.08579156354670958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598527389326045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441506189723049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345363413352077,0.06487900430727156,0.0,0.0,0.1180831871091175,0.2327514681969657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013447760069868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083544548398112,0.17916539867997108,0.0,0.08121926233482732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742716686938426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520378346684387
lonely,theangelexperiment,2019/10/25,"At this point, I wouldn’t say I’m looking Hoping, sure. Looking, not really. 

Hoping someone sees me for what I am and appreciates that enough to take a chance on me. 

I can sit here and type out all my good qualities but I’m not sure how effective that would be at conveying what kind of person I am. 

At very least, I’m trying. 
Trying to improve myself for myself. 
I’d like to be the best version of me I can be and then take life from there. 

I’m hoping that’s good enough for someone.",1.691372549019608,3.3785897058823515,3.5221568627450983,89.99637254901963,78.41176470588233,6.494117647058824,21.13725490196079,7.3871296695380915,0.5791490196078435,378,10,83,5,9,127,60,102,0.028999999999999998,0.6679999999999999,0.303,0.982,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,10,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,2,3,17,21,6,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,11,10,14,16,6,8,0,0,3,0,2,6,0,3,2,57,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309778627775976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34086098123972475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27669317935633697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914776546569618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717630341499387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650430995942565,0.08058295039672128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770216105182137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402210170789834,0.0,0.0,0.15592470507036416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566688274442178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131169509099668,0.0,0.0,0.13143843137135305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795117957947645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109141609877553,0.0,0.2480336240587853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239713071201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609547248142284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717096696312942,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mochiiu32,2019/10/25,"How does someone wake up one day and realise they just don't love you anymore? Especially if they got you pregnant. My ex of four years and I had broken up in January but ended up back together in April, things seemed great. We weren't fighting anymore and we were close to graduating and life seemed like it was ok. Until he broke up with me right after graduation, then a week later I find out I'm having his child. 

His reasoning for breaking up with me was that he just lost feelings, they just faded. It hurt, it hurts still. We had an on and off relationship for the last two years because of some issues I was going through and I wasn't the best girlfriend at that time, but when we got back together I felt like things had finally changed and I was doing better. Then he kept talking about other girls, girls he's sent nudes to, girls he was talking to, and a girl he dated for a week. Non stop about the girls who were happy he was finally single... 

I told him about the baby but he assumed I was going to abort it because before we broke up he started talking about getting married and having a baby, to which I told him I'm not ready yet and that I had responsibilities still. Then he left me and for some reason saying I'm not ready for a baby meant I wanted to abort the one I'm having now? I don't understand where he got that from. 
We haven't spoken in four months, he's in bootcamp now but he graduates next month and were planning on doing an ultrasound together so he can see his child. His mom and I are on good terms and she's been a great help throughout the pregnancy, but she thinks we'll end up together again. She says he probably thought I rejected him when I said I didn't want to get married yet, but he still loves me. I don't know if I can believe that. I don't feel like I'm good enough for him now as immature as that sounds, I just can't bring myself to believe he actually loves me still. I'm scared to see him, scared to hear what he says, scared of all these stupid possibilities. 

I just don't know, it hurts that he just stopped loving me and knowingly got me pregnant and I say that confidently because the day we conceived was the day after I said I wasn't ready for marriage or a child. I'm rambling I'm sorry...I just don't know what to do or expect, I never thought I would end up carrying someone's child and be seperated. He's a good guy and no doubt would be a great dad, but he'll be gone for 4 years in the Marines. I'm doing this pretty much on my own and it hurts because why would someone put themselves in a position knowing the chance of getting someone pregnant if they didn't love them. I just don't know what to believe or what to expect when I see him. I'm sorry for such a long and messy post, I didn't know who else to talk to. Or where else anyone would even take time to listen for at least a little bit. Thank you if you've read it all, I appreciate you hearing me out.",4.442426948755743,4.6748795502471205,5.2973974681349185,85.53373688545916,69.80724876441516,8.234613717159455,28.00004335385416,8.032893268588372,1.5546303130148271,2305,73,500,28,38,754,241,607,0.131,0.732,0.13699999999999998,0.8902,0,1,0,0,2,0,52.0,8,4,5,4,33,33,2,4,24,1,49,8,2,3,3,96,111,46,0,12,25,3,3,3,1,6,1,10,0,10,27,32,0,3,21,1,0,6,19,14,0,5,38,16,71,19,66,64,12,87,0,8,3,6,92,29,0,14,53,322,98,4,0.0,0.0,0.0589981933039725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991599080922605,0.042273572305917474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297679291276413,0.0,0.14741830890716556,0.0,0.05144522350627554,0.20434606416956005,0.063446840461082,0.05347010317126121,0.06600437288431908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395644617071526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697103987938445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290711935023964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010096422760078,0.0,0.16064327469091474,0.0624691764151791,0.0,0.039931875506509486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113866580150658,0.0431911388129417,0.058049069060353536,0.13245735769953934,0.05525742911620707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476027884902632,0.0,0.06871924037570708,0.1521276648141626,0.1934148355699937,0.19996515831917794,0.0,0.05986283029790612,0.0,0.06435856318993596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628090387299546,0.0,0.04052365876144027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588857472994399,0.0,0.0,0.06310234448784298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325825811141041,0.04928126110049268,0.0,0.0,0.06568768976876639,0.0,0.04270320566181531,0.08861003437964178,0.06059470283100168,0.0,0.0535033426835168,0.0,0.0,0.06599694419358149,0.0,0.2728280946990395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080756665714844,0.09651384459910654,0.0,0.0444435159342157,0.0,0.04662886280081397,0.0,0.06429766695558344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193568104520138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815720297491867,0.05790196007829575,0.06150742354099625,0.06518384619587013,0.0,0.0,0.060776892267352486,0.0,0.0,0.06047426492885252,0.0,0.0,0.1243215894552106,0.0,0.06490916333029467,0.0,0.051630719817432114,0.11501862315641392,0.1923142079668377,0.18158672709655505,0.0,0.14453136631611418,0.1100772106168564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490314401045007,0.0,0.0,0.06767767394713438,0.04279241574054121,0.0,0.19312704143970788,0.10109103000929856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045456819850340516,0.19437509304080225,0.0,0.05566151537619381,0.0,0.0,0.0803310902133116,0.03873898380342943,0.0,0.09599364538139728,0.07050698021215984,0.0,0.0,0.11554023658550194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590585874885944,0.06293881039449095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131927656931762,0.0,0.0969913679073747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455385488019317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717902419768969,0.0,0.0,0.11679872426901355
lonely,G59brickz,2019/10/25,"It’s been a night I’ll hold in my memories forever I’m from a small town, I’ve always felt alone and never really had any friends. I’m currently in college, and a few weeks ago had the opportunity to fly to Washington D.C fully paid by my college. Long story short, I got really excited because I had never been in a big city before, and I was even happier because I thought I would be able to meet more people and make friends easier since it’s such a populated area. I was wrong, in fact it was the complete opposite, there were tons of people around me all the time and I felt even more alone than ever. I could be in a room full of people who were laughing and talking with each other and I felt more alone than back home in my small hometown. Anyways, tonight I was driving back from studying at the library, and music was playing from my phone, on a random shuffle on YouTube. This song started playing, it was really chill and I loved it, so I pulled over on the side of the road and unlocked my phone to see what song it was, and the first thing I see is the background for the lyric video, and it’s a picture of the Washington D.C subway....... which was the place that I always felt most alone at when I was in D.C, I started crying and realized that I’ll be alone for the rest of my life. Anyways thank you if you read this far, I’ve linked the video down below, it’s a nice lo-fi type song.


[the WiFi is down and I miss you ](https://youtu.be/owoOq0U5F8Q)",4.610723684210528,5.0844351114864885,5.195924608819343,85.55817923186345,69.50675675675676,8.393741109530584,28.41678520625889,8.371475516178862,1.7673675675675675,1147,38,242,16,19,369,150,296,0.061,0.82,0.11900000000000001,0.9577,1,5,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,0,2,12,12,0,0,23,0,23,2,0,1,5,36,40,17,0,3,1,0,4,0,2,1,1,3,2,0,17,17,0,1,7,8,1,2,2,2,0,1,23,9,27,10,35,12,10,47,0,1,2,1,11,29,0,3,16,164,44,4,0.10623454530648783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417051458852478,0.0,0.0,0.5501347513749175,0.0,0.0,0.17679130393397205,0.0,0.0,0.07224313374619587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457126835430957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337561574710552,0.0,0.12951918557086936,0.0,0.09039777351183924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138489955704654,0.0,0.0,0.08481964004360383,0.0,0.11669365962923367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033383050615267,0.09609522827221828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080072931824925,0.0,0.0,0.09036304996775596,0.0,0.0,0.1641530923552177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496547059200309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656191077778318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503660107872555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401422959005867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588082481267436,0.0,0.07091238391684428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386926098468296,0.0,0.0,0.09969392424467713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209489726164419,0.0,0.1109924889749073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626329388318263,0.0,0.20416971004301032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931035675264702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787831367502692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038671590827205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538730342430001,0.0,0.09780649625691952,0.0,0.0,0.07057751142024142,0.0,0.0,0.08433836245948885,0.061946217683795914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521494427587424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546597296771987,0.11615079831433148,0.0,0.0
lonely,strugg1ingyoungadult,2019/10/25,"It hit me all at once today. I hate the nights I feel lonely like I do tonight. I miss my ex who doesn’t know what he wants Bc he wants to be young and dumb. I miss having a S/O that I can talk to about anything. I miss being able to tell him I love him and talking about our future. But I guess moving on is harder without a proper goodbye. I’m trying to move on. There’s a guy I like but nothing can come close to the feelings I have for my ex. God I feel helpless. In a room full of people I find myself feeling lonely. I feel like I rely solely on the relationship but I lost my best friend. I try not to cry about it, I’ve spent too much time doing that but I can’t help it. I try not to but the tears just flow. I miss him. I miss him so much it hurts. I want to move on but I’m afraid he’ll come back. I’m afraid I’ll move on and miss him coming back. I want him back but I also don’t know if I’m wanting the old him back... I’m just lonely. I need one of those long hugs from one specific person. I miss the innocent touch of a guy. I miss cuddling. I miss the tickle fights and I miss the forehead kisses.",-1.4314137000385545,0.4568361195219168,1.2012080709420374,100.8717542732297,92.18725099601593,3.716797326821746,14.072869811078267,4.906252579359067,-1.3288687572291478,850,15,216,3,31,290,126,251,0.18100000000000002,0.645,0.174,0.6292,0,7,0,0,2,0,27.0,1,0,0,2,13,29,3,2,13,0,12,5,1,0,1,37,50,14,0,7,13,2,6,3,1,1,0,0,1,3,9,8,0,0,8,0,1,8,6,21,0,2,2,6,42,8,24,44,5,30,0,16,0,4,25,10,1,2,15,131,51,0,0.1051964731362476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412558156061828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656773407072396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235583778040362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103972084498568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271852340623711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555338609433866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26595248809021416,0.0751523814277845,0.0,0.0,0.09614767065173202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127453419393059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588577511482555,0.20832209474166286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385973832894237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051097849674222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261500021756095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562646102047455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418104928579868,0.0,0.0,0.09309556838562223,0.0,0.0,0.11483437712964613,0.0,0.09494392414998908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472288112965252,0.15466302363294926,0.07800185189085647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871976383384401,0.0,0.10093885313879944,0.0,0.11038600260499952,0.11203081064862706,0.1425677054064895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292998900144508,0.09185350272544864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294164346727092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691058806706717,0.0919463542433234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134090945337356,0.0,0.09971395623241497,0.0,0.0,0.214264499944978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102380270119787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140564615844463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,goneplatinumb,2019/05/21,I feel so let down and alone My boyfriend never follows through with what he says he will do. There has been a lot of strain on our relationship because of this. He’s dealing with a divorce from a toxic marriage and I have to sit on the sidelines and try to be trusting. He lives an hour away and getting him to come out here (because of gas money too) takes an act of Congress. I just feel so rejected and alone and I don’t know what to do,2.8039285714285707,3.99743116304348,3.644409937888199,92.34282608695652,74.32608695652173,6.126708074534163,28.360248447204967,6.1826913282559595,0.9799857142857138,345,14,77,2,7,110,63,92,0.105,0.865,0.03,-0.6948,0,3,0,0,1,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,6,0,9,0,0,0,1,16,16,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,3,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,1,3,7,1,17,12,1,11,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,1,2,56,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5025868556721291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22796061472015625,0.0,0.0,0.2958122535551119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900585898560026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501427885709487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24536391231411603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676512997443007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23894350270487974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133344122134118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481075105436109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424837318232454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062769265195919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713264435161966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604958098278389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295058962167874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824289590493922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473110276842062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dat-a-nice-duck,2019/05/21,I’m lonely and I genuinely thought no one payed any attention to me. Today I did an experiment where I stayed home instead of going to a school. I thought no one would notice but to my surprise a lot of my friends not only noticed but texted me to ask where I was. I came to the realization that I do have friends that cared about me. Then why am I so lonely?,2.466799999999999,3.862055346666669,4.074333333333332,88.11550000000004,75.53333333333333,7.133333333333333,27.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.4460666666666664,281,11,62,4,6,94,50,75,0.10400000000000001,0.71,0.18600000000000005,0.8573,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,13,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,2,0,2,5,0,13,4,8,7,1,7,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,47,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004483450338115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192524137740652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235538096112924,0.20996741497895846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014467834362008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31821422272279576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703925490541972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065725057230721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508103891096305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689233301762678,0.0,0.0,0.27909770268905765,0.1566250535291406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084201501806172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21950240141821334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269833796086463,0.0,0.0,0.19520505033840208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582692394409364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462923761312815,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Flippyrex,2019/05/21,"Hey, anyone wanna chat? Is there anyone out there that wants to chat?",1.3846153846153868,4.071303230769232,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,93.6153846153846,2.6,6.5,3.1291,-2.3035846153846156,54,0,10,0,2,16,10,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9213980677811447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886201238860037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Looser0909,2019/05/21,"Day 2. The easy day  

Day 2: “The easy day”

\*\*Actually, this should be day 1, yesterday I just “meditate” and I decided to start this. But my post, my rules\*\*

Today I woke up at 5 am, I had a good breakfast and with good, I mean healthy (it tasted like shit), I ate a bowl of porridge with some orange juice. I am low on money so I can’t buy tasty food, next month I will try to administrate the money smartly. 

Then I went to the gym I’ve been going for 3 months, but today I took a photo to myself to see the progress (I know, but I won’t publish it in my Instagram with some motivational crap, I promise), I stayed for 1 hour. After that, college without socializing, but I don’t like that group so that’s okay. And then in my apartment, I studied for 3 hours, taking a break of 15 minutes every 45 minutes and after a break, I went to my English class where my teacher is hot as fuckkk (completely irrelevant, but I needed to say it, sorry for that) and that was my day. I procrastinated for 3 or 2 hours maybe, it’s a lot less than usual so that’s okay too, tomorrow I’ll try to not procrastinate at all, I need some “rest time/free time”, I want to push myself but still is necessary some free time for myself, maybe if I’m able to organize my free time I won’t lose time procrastinating. 

Also, I tried to write a CV but I have no experience at all, I just have a useless “mid-degree”, but again is useless so I will have to take a shitty job that probably won’t help me in my career, but I need to be independent of my family that’s the goal. And the economy is pretty bad right now but I have to try, tomorrow I will send my empty CV to some places, and wait for the best. 

That was it, it’s the first day, I think I did it pretty well, I didn’t talk with anyone though, that’s the only thing to improve for tomorrow.  I need to improve everything but at least I started, tomorrow will be a new day and I will do it better. The first day is always easy for me, the hard part is keeping this rhythm. 

One thing more, I have an appointment this week with a dermatologist, I have huge eye bags, I sleep a lot (thank god that’s not a problem) and I also stay hydrated so this is something else, I need to take care of my body my self-esteem is like shit this might help a little bit. I also have an appointment with a nutritionist I just need a guide of what should I eat, I’ve been feeling weak lately, probably because I’m depressed but I can’t fix that, so maybe eating better will make me feel a little more awake. 

Also, day 1, no fap at all, I’m even proud of myself. 

BTW, I don’t know if someone is reading this crap, but if you are, and there is a grammatical mistake correct me pls.",2.988589285714287,3.830767823214289,4.809642857142858,85.51535714285716,73.44642857142857,7.885714285714287,25.07142857142857,8.238735603445708,1.3214071428571428,2071,62,460,32,40,709,245,560,0.098,0.728,0.174,0.9911,2,0,1,0,0,0,85.0,0,1,0,10,23,31,4,0,32,2,47,14,7,3,4,75,80,41,0,14,23,0,4,3,0,12,1,1,0,0,30,16,6,2,8,2,5,6,13,13,1,3,12,8,68,20,54,53,18,72,0,5,2,0,9,18,4,12,46,306,98,13,0.06792760688273007,0.0,0.06628754564245029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172867307302033,0.05652121049356393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04749656212793293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671671440904461,0.0414080386744597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128583262311612,0.12015289641870605,0.07415935362000332,0.07545225806390428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925672235462585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122080343973912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380768692865204,0.0,0.058505948272798015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390137999733637,0.05674479927038381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044865543705524986,0.0,0.057231938492361925,0.0,0.06104895306882135,0.06644623381714505,0.06403610236684062,0.0,0.0686924780722565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555837542723227,0.08213833187368409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038604824383770414,0.11394890769950845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060849793425195274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106088608198727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068502941520988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674076684294219,0.06037717808237781,0.0,0.0,0.07466247256471731,0.0,0.07662529928201675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955799270083918,0.13616261463824458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599361689284974,0.0,0.11549924451497537,0.0,0.0,0.045342205060734185,0.0,0.2047272336138549,0.07399307755561843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720604563918723,0.0,0.0,0.10843833549324733,0.0,0.0,0.30220475877577696,0.0,0.06560490601105097,0.07224178054168184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046029504404021565,0.0516620059695127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355897875702902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096989153831124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505587046881534,0.1382135932304484,0.14647489822601953,0.06499754596308008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794598905785519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058009805127713115,0.0,0.054018759407650684,0.0,0.0,0.0541295080686255,0.0,0.07086330843927888,0.0,0.13945342463836424,0.0,0.0,0.06797666338804591,0.06924364089169761,0.05755484087832113,0.05229399042093722,0.0,0.07603939459013014,0.09615901954614048,0.14480358176261093,0.05424707460221514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321932004249356,0.05459763736032126,0.0,0.06253861405581315,0.0,0.0,0.09025616736409693,0.04352526769390185,0.0667385288749844,0.0,0.1980456691633212,0.0,0.1287748575164607,0.0,0.0754700706275068,0.18447354475260966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481266224131188,0.0,0.04006546248304232,0.0,0.05448742891124163,0.0,0.061075076365209285,0.12593914423572558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547978903264741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LordCaliburn,2019/05/21,I'm slowly getting angry at everyone and everything. I have nowhere to vent my frustration and anger so it's just building up and it's getting harder and harder to control,2.8195454545454552,5.7358587575757625,4.4335606060606105,77.97034090909092,82.63636363636364,6.936363636363637,32.49242424242424,8.07648339933343,3.227733333333333,141,8,22,3,4,47,24,33,0.28,0.72,0.0,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5559085532186608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736104981007978,0.445454199467764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179086142589088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,menttalhighx21,2019/05/21,"does anyone just feel stuck in their own head sometimes?? Hey everyone. first time reaching out in awhile here. Honestly I’ve been having a hard time as of late. I have too many thoughts going through my mind, not enough positivity or optimism. it’d be nice to have someone to talk to, to listen to. We can get to know each other, talk about anything. If you feel the same way I do, what are some ways you got out of your head?",2.2792058823529397,4.380517082352942,2.99139705882353,92.54003676470587,78.17647058823529,6.132352941176473,22.389705882352942,7.1686216300943375,0.5680882352941183,332,10,72,4,8,104,69,85,0.067,0.804,0.128,0.7606,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,3,1,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,9,2,2,0,0,15,18,3,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,4,8,2,15,12,5,11,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,3,4,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417787445644774,0.0,0.16685919161209414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744194660714627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951154404524205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375166086309356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050492260023972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247270810731175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105936898137138,0.0,0.11523662534817855,0.0,0.1621705422055139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163856355738808,0.0,0.41619295368382303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143492446666944,0.0,0.22872894894623574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557296070520287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047359197454251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180302568757225,0.0,0.20054081928072334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259513587649986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097360343541434,0.23646904182056014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218925228574295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,noematter,2019/05/21,"I feel like slowly losing my closest friend (Just want to say out loud. No need to read/reply) I don't know. It's roughly an year since I know her. In the beginning, she was extremely chatty (even more than me). Then I start feeling close to her and like her. After like 6 months, she becamse less chattier. I was kind of upset but I told myself at least she is talking.

Now-a-days it's even worse. Earlier she used to send me memes or something all day long or while I am sleeping, but it stopped too a while ago. Yesterday as an exercise, I decided not to text her first about anything, and guess what.. 0 message from her whole day.

She replies nicely and properly but she don't initiate conversations anymore. I think maybe it's because of my personality or something. I have even completely stopped talking about my life or my problems, to see if that was annoying her. Still no conversations from her side. Earlier she used to talk about her problems too, which has stopped too.

Who knows what should I do. I will prolly stay strong and won't initiate conversations all the time. Maybe she will start missing me that way. Regardless I don't want to force my friendship onto anybody. If they don't need me, I will stay stronger.",2.607088607594939,5.168197354430383,3.3924320675105517,87.62545822784813,79.67510548523207,6.9987510548523195,26.77957805907173,8.109356740369918,1.8697606413502117,971,41,191,19,25,307,135,237,0.134,0.757,0.109,-0.7933,0,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,3,11,13,1,1,5,0,17,3,1,2,2,40,36,17,0,10,11,0,3,3,1,5,2,2,0,1,10,6,0,3,7,1,0,1,8,6,0,1,4,6,41,7,22,27,6,31,0,2,1,0,30,7,0,7,23,129,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563280335189364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817990649928865,0.0,0.0,0.09806284651330187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264202983006865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494249652017582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305551822202291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361225695683005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050706097084428,0.08513167780319975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136190005150987,0.0,0.0,0.0920667758912136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127395674785647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409226934727015,0.19647031347725308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416993960983807,0.17465436439656445,0.0,0.0,0.10545749558616724,0.0,0.13331543250876346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394350193388568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511656496884598,0.0,0.0,0.17671904461487298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040504991399678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22805009963650155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919749695893167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476498906706704,0.0,0.0,0.09495927519584076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857472551669916,0.0,0.11925130886792472,0.0,0.0,0.18347846136620294,0.0,0.0,0.16869155337727515,0.2540286003062573,0.09516552190332617,0.2988824524684623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28734154010240465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635627997353818,0.0,0.0,0.06948621508099287,0.0,0.0,0.11386750227751748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584102904816,0.0,0.0,0.14057350282778794,0.09458782808959654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304374503974056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143956945603847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673851346652498
lonely,CodyxAnime,2019/05/21,"Hypothetical situation ... There’s a guy who had quite a few friend who he thought would be there and then he went to homeschool but still lives in the same community as them .He sort of out himself in that situation but thought his friends would make an effort.Now he’s found out more about himself and is truly happy and loves his family but sometimes thinks about friends etc but he doesn’t know how to interact as well as he did before and he interacted really well with others before and with such ease yet now he’s got this warped outlook on social relations outside of familial relations .

What would you suggest for the 16yo guy?",8.783750000000001,7.954192541666668,8.140000000000004,72.32500000000003,61.08333333333334,11.666666666666664,36.66666666666667,10.864195022040775,3.815666666666667,515,20,95,11,6,162,81,120,0.0,0.7609999999999999,0.239,0.9873,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,11,7,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,2,0,25,17,14,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,7,0,6,7,17,6,4,10,0,0,0,1,26,5,0,1,4,65,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591608909474143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983426396194287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28711512371877096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669689400384859,0.3529572135505616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179352545395356,0.0,0.0,0.30156549777156144,0.0,0.16210661981441926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368999773270314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446746342391885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744011062380454,0.0,0.10164916613066556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197025124123912,0.0,0.0,0.09755550736783704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423418501871454,0.0,0.15523193781741387,0.0,0.0,0.15061041941064085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161230118731875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757591543624587,0.0,0.2417891979738249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738389355160188,0.14116659057079212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245294883501689,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lostkorok,2019/05/21,"I'm a burden I don't have real life friends- but I have online friends.

I feel they're getting closer together with each other and I'm kind of drifting away. Like I'm always trying to include myself but it's so hard.

In our discord it always goes like this:

@everyone who has x video game apart from me : want to play x ?

And I just find it so hard to talk to them. Sometimes I'll want to talk to someone about things and they're just not there, or ignore it. I guess I just have a habit of being a burden to others.",1.3257272727272706,3.051079209090912,3.0745454545454542,92.6118181818182,79.63636363636364,5.127272727272729,20.090909090909093,5.6839178017228535,-0.12089090909090935,403,10,88,2,10,134,70,110,0.12300000000000001,0.688,0.18899999999999997,0.7518,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,1,0,1,0,7,9,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,19,14,8,0,2,7,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,10,6,14,13,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,2,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458909112363174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527921283407265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986068319666346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050937498861561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899685038513733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32116434142151823,0.0,0.1085915425636322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289670375475035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723803915837779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21644079297133909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680856889256205,0.2030872098895402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365755281271505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761081918064249,0.0,0.20556611809114345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341192867775177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808439213195875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111455225454592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451872351343579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bvolk11,2019/05/21,"Am I holding myself back? There's so much I want to say. I want to talk about how deep down I feel lonely and what's happened this year hasn't helped. I want to talk about how I can't blog or open up because I'm scared I have people who have harassed me watching my blog.
I just want to be me and every time I do, I lose a friend or someone tells me that I'm being this terrible person for feeling a certain way.
. It's like part of me doesn't even know what's true and what's not, so I just don't say anything to anyone. It's taken months for me to be able to open up to my husband again and we just got married.

Why does life have to be so complicated and then make you feel like you're alone and no one understands.",2.4155746140651786,2.8981666352201287,3.7768324757004015,93.72967409948544,74.47169811320755,6.5365351629502575,23.25957690108633,6.1124844417494595,0.2313597484276735,561,14,137,3,11,185,90,159,0.124,0.742,0.134,-0.3636,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,1,14,10,1,1,2,0,13,1,0,3,2,30,28,14,0,4,6,1,3,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,9,9,0,1,5,2,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,6,21,5,17,22,2,13,0,2,1,0,12,6,0,2,8,88,30,0,0.16820397296568554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420858832837605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761212883477848,0.0,0.1384175378434375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293384725989885,0.0,0.1025355807070492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719643024884266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109713777438476,0.0,0.14171910180145775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551469480860519,0.12016495189542872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995397226529326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345280829060153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874221779140434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127435774913197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244050462802207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880744048811848,0.1643519297603617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817722083860675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122774580798507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425880646170235,0.0,0.12364927392695925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397936523458417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214851136433072,0.0,0.11661145599908833,0.14686922126395158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26752510103088634,0.16840152035898368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251868045130184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703919640331273,0.14701768626222395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808108929681036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751062678889898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968442450793129,0.13351248448967187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177792314715136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083178438060232
lonely,KittyLovesTea,2019/05/21,"For the first time in 16 years I'm lonely Three weeks ago my fiancé (of 16 years) said that he doesn't want to marry me and he doesn't think he can go through with the wedding. As heartbroken as I was I felt it was jitters and he needed some time. After all, it took him 15 years to propose.

I gave him time, three weeks in fact. Carrying on with everything and trying to remain positive. Kept telling myself that he's just scared and would come to his senses soon. That was until he said there was a 1 in 5 chance he would go through with the wedding which was all paid for and only two months away. I was mortified.

A couple of days after that he says he can't go through with it and he doesn't want to be with me anymore. So here I am, sat on my own packing my last 16 years into boxes with the realisation of having to tell people it's off. Well, half of the guests already know but no official statement has come out. It will when his parents come back from holiday on Thursday. 

I've always been a loner since I was a child and that's why I couldn't believe I met someone when I was 15 years old. I'd never had someone I could be honest and open with or trust like I did with him. I had that for 16 years and now I'm all alone. With nothing. I have no friends and the only family I have is a mother who never really showed care or love to me. Going back to live at home is not an option, and I can't talk to her about anything, never could. 

I am once again alone and I feel unloved and useless. A waste of oxygen. Alone. It's funny how I feel completely lost and frightened , but it's the loneliness that I can't stand the most. All I want is someone to help me and guide me through this. That's life unfortunately.",1.8695384067011247,3.4631583259668552,3.274138299768314,92.38739173052934,77.61878453038673,6.107431830333272,21.622170736054183,6.828538100315305,0.3341772233113525,1342,36,302,13,31,439,181,362,0.155,0.755,0.09,-0.9611,2,5,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,14,12,0,1,15,0,36,2,0,1,8,64,65,26,0,9,6,2,3,1,2,3,1,3,1,1,18,30,0,1,6,2,1,8,13,5,1,5,22,6,35,7,49,35,7,52,0,3,0,1,34,12,0,5,32,203,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520288971315153,0.0,0.0,0.2986480689008419,0.10606870538296692,0.0,0.0799779529566572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532332022114172,0.0,0.0,0.079097000470553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030611207234676,0.14781776048630718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829217565461548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799880140644306,0.0,0.0,0.2483916778584889,0.10077799143539933,0.0,0.0,0.1534849515843046,0.10635284133783453,0.0,0.061988218117137825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638474395638336,0.0,0.09061158347282827,0.0,0.09720039135334384,0.0,0.09228844228760726,0.0,0.0,0.08175800051840112,0.0,0.0,0.07426059996128928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850450841400726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442593143052024,0.0,0.09641428393265387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052823990023078415,0.07834907423243394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789105139858144,0.04695844496343912,0.0,0.08487403678776899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492425242918592,0.0,0.08675033133052215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672054454464229,0.0,0.0,0.07127034780273397,0.22239659566575665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222790223080088,0.0,0.1008597694477819,0.10236263173241196,0.0,0.14620428143685008,0.0,0.0,0.10672776709446327,0.0,0.0,0.06663618305698002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157571140525025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286063389120796,0.07643696518449519,0.09623097869391764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950987950896732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24432164399867634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725608199501725,0.16802289913025015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061588592700879664,0.0,0.0,0.16814169838153864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679073759344998,0.06525787556183016,0.0,0.09389341002802214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007882416214454,0.0,0.15420027236284015,0.0,0.08642170862418405,0.0,0.08673162841668743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136559070531995,0.0,0.0,0.3713814019225673
lonely,teryn2012,2019/05/21,Nobody wants to or knows me. Everyone likes to think that I’m a cool guy but when it comes down to it I’m a fucking lonely looser that given a choice between me or anybody else they’d chose other people to hang out with. I don’t look happy 90% of the time and people don’t fucking care because why should they we don’t actually know eachother.,3.6941666666666633,4.52062341666667,4.939888888888888,85.294,71.77777777777777,6.871111111111111,25.511111111111113,6.742157984588678,0.9679577777777784,274,8,56,2,5,91,53,72,0.05,0.77,0.18,0.8641,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,2,0,1,7,2,0,4,1,5,2,0,0,0,13,17,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,2,6,4,9,14,0,6,0,1,1,2,4,2,2,2,3,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.2421854905336097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128673208842627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530335542467834,0.0,0.0,0.21378298575028373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073204990973192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371442861788871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588722951547136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24573479472044185,0.0,0.26418961875470626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727837841526371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124701588666335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840663841477766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34411013192735607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902215423561794,0.0,0.0,0.14471432625696767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638155012180148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22394163896827893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PowerfulPureheart,2019/05/21,"Uh..what just happened So um I'm not sure if I rubbed a genie's lamp on accident or sold my soul in my sleep or something but I just started to exist to other people suddenly 

All on the same day a group of old friends reconnected and apparently missed me, someone actually messaged me about wanting to hang out and skate together, and this girl from work asked me for my number (in a friend way which is all I really wanted) none of us are particularly close but I see this as an absolute win

Ya think things got so bad they just sort of looped around to being good again?..",6.7475942028985525,5.868140991304347,7.378913043478263,76.29735507246377,65.17391304347825,10.797101449275363,32.210144927536234,10.125756701596842,2.89131884057971,454,15,93,9,6,151,89,115,0.099,0.753,0.149,0.8117,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,1,2,8,7,0,0,5,0,3,1,1,0,3,23,14,11,0,3,9,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,2,2,13,5,17,11,4,14,1,1,1,0,9,7,0,4,5,62,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.22142255102481567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198990995266616,0.2121217154572315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945277681474834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633231175219072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506061504754172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031371266489225,0.18147338036819868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064771966554212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23809432944494466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573045170397339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535852894963078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081064317756151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270647686780147,0.0,0.19225239926433532,0.1746794009349473,0.0,0.0,0.16060162739164965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138514163425277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074287809113646,0.145388937143721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27293384941017235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676640634376744,0.18010337587746947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518656016772013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Keeptomyselfalot,2019/05/21,"We all need to come to this harsh realization. A lot of “normal people”, will give us advice to love ourselves and then our problems will be solved. Never call them  normies, it’s just immature, they are just people who haven’t felt true loneliness and pain.  Loving yourself is not what we need to focus about. I already love myself, I don’t hate myself, I hate the world around me. They fail to see the worlds true colors because they have love and compassion that blinds them of it. The world is filled with hate, and life is ultimately a competition to be the best. Right now we are all falling socially if we are here.

We are all a product of our environment, maybe your parents made you hate this world, maybe it was “friends” who treated you like shit, maybe it was a girl(boy)friend who dumped you or the lack of a romantic relationship. You need to start looking back at your past and see what made you this way. For me it was everything, I’ve never had a girlfriend (been rejected 7 times and I’m only 18M), my parents are narcissists, and “friends” aren’t really friends. This all has shown me how hateful this world actually is. No one actually cares about you unless they share your pain, as we do here. 

They will tell you to be more outgoing, but then when you are younger rejected because you’re an outsider. They see the world much differently than you and I. I’ve only met a very few select people that genuinely care, and that’s because they share the same pain as I do. That’s what we bond over. 

Now I said we are failing socially, but we don’t have to fail in other parts of our life. Economically we can still do well, and our health must be a priority. Go to the gym and get money. This is one of my long term goals, to get fit and to get money because those are all things that I can put my hate into. Next is my ultimate goal, now yours may be different, but mine is living independently of my family one day. I dream of living by myself one day, in an apartment or a house. I can’t wait for the day I can be at peace everyday. No one will tell me what to do at my house, I will be able to do whatever I want to. It will be amazing. 

The harsh realization I spoke of in the title is that this world is full of hate. Look around you, everyone wants to pick on someone, everyone wants external validation, and power from it. I’m not innocent either. Nobody is. There is no alternative, I have not seen one thing on this planet to convince me that this place is ultimately good. All I have seen is negativity. When you stop redditing and go into the real world, become an observer. Watch how people interact with each other. It’s all hate.",4.160920048212134,5.393420122137407,5.100871836078749,83.05242466854162,71.06106870229006,8.645560466050624,26.57573322619525,9.063066167217693,1.9320885496183202,2080,67,428,41,38,680,231,524,0.151,0.732,0.11699999999999999,-0.9736,6,2,0,0,0,0,66.0,15,15,9,7,19,39,10,0,24,0,60,12,1,6,12,79,104,29,0,11,13,2,1,1,4,8,7,2,0,0,36,32,0,2,1,2,2,6,14,19,1,6,13,13,69,20,52,75,19,55,0,5,10,4,65,26,1,5,23,311,105,5,0.06388480274693757,0.0,0.124684703974849,0.0,0.0,0.06242748986938571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049846842750088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374203761897765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04912346993885938,0.0,0.1557743311889277,0.07055574545995047,0.0,0.0,0.06704315910379599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523352635377014,0.0,0.13026962819882787,0.0,0.0,0.055031100819465335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360123814172196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334920433668116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208933349555068,0.05741554139308658,0.0,0.0602249064279695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061339429111962336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974289605167155,0.0,0.10013151806183736,0.06128412404116385,0.07261441125388331,0.053583541550194534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045841328082918,0.0,0.06790655793193831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742897006432334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024745095646902,0.031210887676122887,0.0,0.11282290249877873,0.056536040093536334,0.10729428901742494,0.0,0.0,0.05431257475328092,0.2306341148333525,0.1208986900581221,0.0,0.0,0.19254261318121785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046962680698614284,0.14210931526637366,0.09854379650320362,0.0,0.06794221247865356,0.0,0.06259354266404846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597399741580909,0.09717454249702204,0.20393380300871666,0.0,0.14187302638757304,0.06918101584635276,0.06098527293805823,0.17715871351159398,0.0,0.0667460216834058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112912839775126,0.0,0.06422187186159048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727148916892598,0.040926240503554236,0.0,0.0,0.06858836993020243,0.0,0.05455727248525282,0.060769076884963524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272374978804448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557683197044763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024502239517413,0.05412938605345943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04521799219755762,0.0,0.051018485997068236,0.05341055566854652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167626687497308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488444850860576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03725174222971399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684555177627189,0.0,0.0,0.052711652824012134,0.11304273557492568,0.0507087828277177,0.0,0.0,0.0574401099258736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SilhouetteLover,2019/05/21,Do you think my loneliness would be cured if I lost a drastic amount of weight? Just so tired of being alone. My days are numbered.,1.5621794871794847,4.078534961538466,1.85923076923077,97.16910256410259,84.0,5.005128205128205,20.2051282051282,6.42735559955562,0.04791282051282053,103,3,22,1,3,31,24,26,0.35200000000000004,0.648,0.0,-0.8702,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094181421339053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549398814710198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315235586734287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532963359820828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543464770939315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813766166227073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808142765890729,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,broken-smiled-girl,2019/05/21,"15 y/o girl here. I need advice on talking to guys... So I’ve come to the realization that I’m going to have to make the first move. This sucks for me because I’m very shy/quiet and also it’s usually looked down upon for a girl to make the first move. I’ve suffered for too long though.. I know something has got to change. I’m attracted to quiet, loner type guys so that makes the situation even more complicated. If there are any shy guys out there, I would love your advice/input :)",1.88225555555556,3.703379070000004,3.6113333333333344,88.96122222222225,78.3,6.4444444444444455,20.11111111111111,7.3871296695380915,0.4361777777777776,377,9,82,5,9,126,67,100,0.099,0.802,0.099,0.25,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,9,4,1,0,5,0,4,1,0,3,0,10,18,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,2,1,2,5,2,14,16,1,12,0,1,1,1,8,4,1,1,4,46,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528001648755386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525985971127666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501986297039606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310515480084044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892592397314333,0.1456976929522502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171427039444018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877379506097528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612520953818984,0.0,0.13527537189957534,0.0,0.0,0.5024206095243338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295400166280787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968209771610735,0.14203359685711853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526539445283001,0.0,0.3387034417557656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595345503271218,0.0,0.12541392699169215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901185671744241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021094816620776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594698111765915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661775483966559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862819724956244,0.1395568341137383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201510153223637,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vantablackwaters,2019/05/21,"Alone on my birthday Today is my birthday and I’ll be spending it alone. I threw a party over the weekend, but no one I invited came.",0.730952380952381,2.8685768571428567,3.2214285714285715,88.59023809523809,84.0,5.161904761904762,27.190476190476193,6.42735559955562,1.2401761904761908,104,5,21,1,3,36,23,28,0.21,0.723,0.067,-0.4497,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,2,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7853600991852808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336410664847104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256918578023767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593852867493802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cross2468,2019/05/21,"About me I enjoy the simple things in life. Being happy is a state of mind, and I don't think people should settle for less than they deserve. I always look toward the next best thing. I like seeing other people happy. When someone else is down, it breaks my heart. I've been through more than most people my age, but hey, it's what has made me stronger. Life has thrown me challenges, and so far, I've come out on top. I realized who my real friends are, and that my family always comes first..always. I'm average, and that's okay. I'm not one of those guys that you turn your head toward when I walk down the street, and that's okay too. There is more to life than whats on the outside. It's about what's on the inside. That's what really counts.",2.2472158808933003,3.8335088580645187,3.1438709677419356,93.75888337468984,76.54838709677419,5.801488833746897,17.729528535980148,6.297961479604792,-0.35049379652605417,583,9,129,4,13,185,96,155,0.0,0.821,0.179,0.9721,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,3,7,9,0,0,6,2,10,5,2,1,0,17,19,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,17,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,2,16,9,19,15,5,21,0,0,2,0,7,12,0,1,5,86,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39050929211836105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417305876638374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695166597035052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068469459501614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747674832702173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330669170988322,0.0,0.0,0.12086436845449006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489918623211138,0.0,0.3330644079332045,0.0,0.0,0.16055152688419913,0.0,0.0,0.18538094539882674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314924356365949,0.07642818395043385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136934365580716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802634611058385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795877480492052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637463077637946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600710202069627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253652752171968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806180893131807,0.1002188169097887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466161342505247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255024071560653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078622150215228,0.10023978212770958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016068845874396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kofcourse21,2019/05/21,"Rough night Feeling like I'll never be someones #1, and really missing those texts like ""thinking of you"". I wish I knew how to make people like me more without compromising who I am!  
So, good morning to all you beautiful people.",5.4529457364341125,6.7482969302325575,6.1906976744186055,76.20759689922484,68.06976744186046,8.524031007751939,32.93798449612403,8.841846274778883,2.9271147286821715,180,8,31,3,3,59,35,43,0.047,0.59,0.363,0.9392,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,10,8,3,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,6,4,4,6,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073808206456202,0.21297649667345744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500483354510532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369381130241466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989969562677223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299279925494578,0.0,0.0,0.2797647799619834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133567896284681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098286559870092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525955263516143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910228181497277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342822497151019,0.28737637918349684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,osxthrowawayagain,2019/05/21,"Time to get going See ya folks, it's been real good to read on this subreddit that i'm not alone in being lonely. 

Thanks for the good times!",-0.41000000000000014,1.8136790000000045,1.495000000000001,97.7025,92.33333333333334,4.333333333333334,10.833333333333336,5.985473137389443,-1.2686666666666664,110,1,25,1,4,36,28,30,0.069,0.635,0.29600000000000004,0.8037,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,5,5,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338979244284576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843502097467636,0.0,0.18322117929528944,0.5408094346076379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224763858477419,0.3669494244346141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569024069224071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968126083126594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759754034646848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SnowhiteDrop,2019/05/21,"Have you ever been lonely ? Or did something specific cause your loneliness ? I had personally always been lonely, however since six months I've been feeling even more alone than before. I'm basically a very introverted, fearful, shy, unconfident person, but the bullying/harassment and exclusion I've experienced at school just made it worse. I'm starting to hate myself a lot, so I seclude myself ; like this, people won't be able to see me & how messed up I am x'D

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What about you ?",5.142275280898875,7.76776461797753,6.117289325842697,71.01952949438204,71.35955056179775,9.393820224719102,30.22612359550562,9.827888789773867,3.5393696629213487,397,17,63,11,8,131,74,89,0.273,0.677,0.05,-0.9621,1,5,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,0,6,6,1,1,3,0,9,0,0,3,1,10,16,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,6,3,9,1,6,8,2,5,0,2,1,0,5,2,0,2,4,41,12,1,0.1920057965615372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988600993192624,0.0,0.0,0.15976420400286725,0.41607640071050217,0.23330805890398354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633827909787281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724284349954335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681801777910015,0.17368023552921638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21605990192066915,0.09708389987019254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956597302167616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093804333612565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323646204435746,0.0,0.18168052721246686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325719497326828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311264355137015,0.3353041110974301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943201168205272,0.15300376078526268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882917904885796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478154427475673,0.0,0.0,0.1359026910546674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842489063699608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956703102103168,0.0,0.0,0.23330805890398354,0.0
lonely,NJThrowaway987,2019/05/21,"35M in NJ - Anyone else believe they would feel better about themselves if they just had a bit of attention? Hello all. I'm at a point in my life where all of my close friendships have dwindled away, and I'm feeling very much alone. I am constantly reminiscing about the types of relationships I had when I was younger, when it seemed like the connections I made with people were much more meaningful than the ones I have in my adult life.

I'd like to find someone local to NJ. I appreciate the interest among people who are farther away from me, but I know that the friendship won't last. It's me, not you. Things will be great for a while, but at some point I'll hit a rut, and when that happens, I will withdraw. I need someone local in order to ground me with the prospect of ""Hey, this person could actually be a real friend one day, and not just someone I know on the internet.""

That's the only real hard request I have. If you're married with kids, that's great...we can relate to one another. If not, that's great too, we can provide alternate viewpoints. I prefer females, since I don't have any close female friends anymore.  

I have ample time to talk, and would like to find one person to get to know really well.",5.258024691358023,5.577664761316875,5.684378600823044,83.16237037037038,68.05349794238683,8.619917695473251,29.78024691358025,8.447377352677275,2.0061091358024687,959,33,195,13,15,308,139,243,0.013000000000000001,0.794,0.193,0.9916,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,1,2,1,10,10,0,0,13,0,22,2,0,1,2,41,35,13,0,8,10,0,3,3,2,5,2,0,0,4,10,10,0,0,11,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,5,3,24,10,30,21,7,28,0,0,0,0,16,19,0,5,11,130,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.10736589399143932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394992191550468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748189368944282,0.11536797467745373,0.0,0.0,0.10911255782670616,0.07693015037684171,0.11273084828784995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673914531595453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239574560651254,0.0,0.0973057835723659,0.12011585618490585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889502027150176,0.0,0.08784385403498196,0.0,0.0,0.07095528164765456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190951398158187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126116146306816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011167781414314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000591227255554,0.0,0.05748211080004234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638999228241223,0.0,0.0,0.09729235662550137,0.0,0.09855837030880606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813961364121311,0.08968285906347702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542400861527342,0.1612540151656107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041057605839332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617580998053564,0.08158014143773527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29821583179304384,0.0836769170218862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255121958169293,0.19213445738130985,0.0,0.0,0.2080132718920892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25045892892468624,0.07048310272700516,0.0,0.0,0.11812277561259145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016016986376912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101158358301176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796646135203429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843175725090276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309392739894656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415488796506548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077992005110816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892326093827801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631337059615782,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fukashira,2019/05/21,Can I get someone to talk to for a little? I feel like I just need someone to talk to for a bit... if anyone doesn’t mind.,-1.4558333333333309,0.1386460357142898,1.5357142857142847,100.67595238095241,88.64285714285714,3.733333333333334,16.476190476190478,3.1291,-1.1908952380952376,91,2,24,0,3,32,19,28,0.0,0.904,0.096,0.3008,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,6,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093763869796994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293501306018007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253555701405527,0.21551613305703174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576123361275274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738279258513773,0.3023568351470382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30460497869704944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368762202111214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5112151990205027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849486441672886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Iamthekid93,2019/05/21,Im bored and lonely I have depression and insomnia and right now im bored depressed and lonely just looking to talk so yeah...,-0.3182666666666698,0.8528468400000015,1.6110000000000009,90.93383333333335,120.6,4.866666666666667,20.166666666666668,6.42735559955562,0.9596666666666672,101,4,19,2,6,33,17,25,0.503,0.4970000000000001,0.0,-0.9349,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5526671227443357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6931108166069048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694194705108645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739901927698433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25787394307218475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BodiC,2019/05/21,"I can't even talk to my friends anymore It sucks knowing that I have no 'real' friends to talk to anymore. My best friend, or at least we were, won't even give me the time of day to talk about something that is happening in my life right now. If something happens, the only people I have to talk to about it are a few friends I met online. 

It's a pretty horrible feeling knowing I don't have any friends I can rely on for support. It's only a matter of time before I contact ceases with my friends all together. I guess I'll just have to get used to being alone...",2.6882674199623366,3.86740718644068,4.023333333333333,89.56959510357817,74.59322033898306,6.261393596986817,28.365348399246702,6.42735559955562,1.1826862523540482,440,18,94,3,9,145,72,118,0.065,0.687,0.248,0.9690000000000001,0,1,2,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,6,9,1,0,5,0,12,1,0,1,1,13,24,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,6,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,14,8,17,20,4,8,0,0,0,0,14,4,1,3,4,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332682247791627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750323591426645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552215330776861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949272673470396,0.0,0.1350362014451776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298456255986059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997690494259834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506181498766503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5964827114315764,0.0,0.06722724100294834,0.12343653595740672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174973346489936,0.0,0.227573295954976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143254437312752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088677450598777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957258767543349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920686332994411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309084703871192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464600250565937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988752523150287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981202032720308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601857053692607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136955288716562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006255179973071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113366171997298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ikarinotsumi,2019/05/21,"help. If you invite me, i will think of an excuse to cancel or not show up.
If you don't invite me, i will me highly offended..
Why am i like this?",-1.7477272727272748,0.03418506060606319,1.9305303030303025,95.91579545454546,92.33333333333334,4.512121212121213,11.280303030303033,5.985473137389443,-1.191660606060606,109,1,27,1,4,40,25,33,0.057999999999999996,0.6629999999999999,0.28,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,1,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385124851447817,0.6070689942435012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28070784138012034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681638291933167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184636802003669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ethan_Might_Die,2019/05/21,*sigh* I’m listening to Disney Hits on Spotify and wishing for someone to be here next to me listening. I don’t know...It’d be nice to have someone to sing stupid Disney songs with.,0.7483333333333348,3.2825971666666685,2.6235555555555585,89.07700000000004,91.22222222222223,6.213333333333335,23.86666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.5596733333333344,142,6,28,3,5,47,27,36,0.092,0.782,0.127,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,1,8,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23167699615405396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44833122016444976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7143686615658749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847703599143319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sbang16,2019/05/21,"Anybody wanna chat? Pretty lonely right now... As the title says, just emotionally going through some stuff right now, and would love to have someone to just chat with. Not necessarily about my problems, but just chat you know? Like... slightly more honest and personal water cooler talk. Ahaha... Sorry if this isn't the place for this kinda stuff. I'll take it down if given notification.",4.0842647058823545,7.2641374264705885,4.5573529411764735,77.52808823529416,79.14705882352942,5.752941176470588,21.735294117647058,7.1686216300943375,1.0928176470588236,307,9,48,4,8,97,56,68,0.068,0.804,0.128,0.7566,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,16,8,6,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,3,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,3,9,6,2,7,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,4,3,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25653570228953626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961119703903226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253352734726491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141811776754523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583217012580146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991323401565711,0.2382731366569273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23201801266573585,0.0,0.21822168268730616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895223150277964,0.0,0.1813616868137474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323366808958545,0.0,0.0,0.2552934021140992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221460319284547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147200120893813,0.1833052020500628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200658491360329,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DepravedSwitch,2019/05/21,"Is it worse to hate your life, or to hate yourself? Or is it all one in the same?",-1.8063157894736823,-0.3473039999999976,0.5360526315789471,108.13986842105264,89.0,3.8,14.76315789473684,3.1291,-1.7018631578947372,60,1,18,0,2,20,14,19,0.40399999999999997,0.596,0.0,-0.897,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8132272498498846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908996996747639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790781703539572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41970725471763454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MrBlowie,2019/05/21,"Don’t listen to people with cliche answers on how to lead a better life Nobody is going to approach you because they barely acknowledge your existence. The only possible reason people care about you is because there scared that if you die it would hurt them so they don’t care deep down about how you really feel nor do they want to try to care they just tell you not to end it. No girl/boy is going to approach you and ask you out because most of us are losers who can’t get anyone because we don’t look like the 1% who get asked to take pictures and go to parties and have the time of their lives whilst we stay at home wanting to die.

There is no change anywhere and it doesn’t exist. We were all born to be like this and the same things keep happening over and over to prevent us from breaking free from loneliness. Take me for example, last year I met a girl she was nice and I got out of my shell for her. She was actually leading me on and using me so she could get close to my friend. They’re together now, still. This year I had it with my loneliness and decided to join a society, I email this particular society and I get an email from the boyfriend of the girl I liked thanking me for joining the society. Some absolute bullshit but that’s just how it works.

We are nothing just lonely scum who won’t ever be loved only by our parents. There’s no cure and nobody wants to help cure you because they don’t care.",6.5407011494252885,5.519136955172414,6.638965517241381,81.89925287356323,65.65517241379311,9.940229885057473,31.74712643678161,9.029198982220553,2.3628091954022983,1127,36,237,16,15,361,157,290,0.08,0.7879999999999999,0.131,0.9393,1,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,7,9,7,5,16,17,0,1,11,0,23,2,0,7,2,49,51,19,2,6,6,1,1,3,1,2,1,1,1,2,14,20,0,2,5,0,1,7,12,4,0,0,6,3,40,14,38,40,4,29,0,3,1,1,43,10,0,3,13,162,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.10447989611159382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486226603638753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018245378720054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263288402793011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469020170882787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43663919588580696,0.0,0.11326046574265425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548260907089092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222329214297464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482772104708324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684632978575702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05413522934873292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271807457780578,0.0,0.2237479609732456,0.0,0.1825423464663473,0.0,0.085629579463043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467713567862636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176334427128768,0.0,0.1073948221919071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461518763489227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951642006416102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727218159884086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562310371422976,0.15691950325886278,0.0,0.09454026641839453,0.0,0.08990754930267263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663025050145192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273165714872737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285535885506067,0.0,0.0,0.11888289890796118,0.0,0.0,0.14845063903499048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069958565319044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858851518646561,0.11008054673628477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719064048025664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411693578722334,0.08550216581209072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099895774968515,0.0,0.09357943989329623,0.09857097341872396,0.0,0.0,0.07112916082680065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062430402993481585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726900377902484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257571779384985,0.09246969619147342,0.0,0.0,0.18944895231769604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794452085154006,0.0,0.0,0.07605583166867595,0.0,0.0,0.1378925680511368
lonely,youmustknowme,2019/05/21,"Please help me! I can't get pleasure from anything. Hey! Hi. I am lonely, antisocial and shy as most of you here. I am aware that a lot of you watch anime/series or maybe play games to flee your depression. But my problem is that I have nowhere to flee. I cannot get any enjoyment from watching anime. It follows like this: After hours, I finally find a website to watch anime, start watching, get bored after few minutes and end up giving up. What do you think I should do to be able to have fun? Am I being too impatient? 

Please help me guys. I am in a terrible situation. We are all lonely but at least you have something you can enjoy, I don't. I am waiting for your suggestions!",1.3234549878345518,3.6636630000000032,3.1311240875912425,88.88145498783457,83.23357664233578,5.9890997566909965,23.001946472019462,7.3011,1.0029692457420922,529,19,108,8,15,176,88,137,0.133,0.7240000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.5385,0,4,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,7,0,0,2,12,0,0,3,0,19,0,0,0,1,14,27,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,2,2,0,3,3,6,0,0,0,4,22,6,17,24,5,13,0,3,4,0,16,4,0,3,7,78,27,0,0.2071704680230121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088302243370576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048364311506473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843562053835976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349154321568464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226945121306734,0.18935005456355225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324714056688857,0.1987367905052639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513133463736585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777239954995641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402117968981112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121302609149868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612892342712005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081305807326184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548219235306538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823415891517335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328682861602105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594899477174258,0.0,0.0,0.14663632356723494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274647073228565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Funky5555,2019/05/21,"I am a really special case So I am interested what other people think of me.

I am a 20 year old lonely male, which never really had a friend or relationship (kiss or sex) in his entire life.

I am home and only in my room since I finished school one year ago, the only thing I do the whole day is playing video games or watching anime.

I also dont cope really good with my family except with my mother, so I only have my mother. I dont had other social contacts since one year with other people, but even my previous ""contacts"" were cursorily.

I know that I am gonna die alone and somehow I accepted it.

My sense in life is, and I know many will find it weird, to play games (since 14 years) watch anime and my mother is really important for me.

It is a really complex situation and if somebody is interested he can message me.

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I wonder if there is anyone who can relate to my comment.",4.334333333333333,5.027466211111115,6.4522222222222245,75.52000000000002,70.22222222222223,9.111111111111112,26.11111111111111,9.2995712137729,2.1811111111111106,698,20,132,14,12,247,103,180,0.086,0.815,0.099,0.3322,0,3,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,6,0,21,4,0,0,1,24,26,14,1,2,7,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,11,8,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,2,26,9,11,21,1,13,0,1,2,2,16,4,0,7,9,96,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057343843759963,0.0,0.0,0.1291917992151466,0.0,0.09975359002445196,0.0,0.13515446035368964,0.15157132076459445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722028391073121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044622010952579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945920239705475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29238593822871195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238881477916164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759265889452195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400902248845528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637290361633573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462500479612467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512320796658374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371063875535118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621343636485184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264655858828205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620626859945378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089240922944154,0.0,0.1690525066456524,0.2846084827732493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729563846900906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.399554414013548,0.0,0.0,0.13392281146970492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262423462609105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30955572504633205,0.14021166106808122,0.0,0.12715551919987814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287092991053924,0.07992759971400296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926643887933635,0.0,0.0,0.1352739302880879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157132076459445,0.3213108438035825
lonely,LastKingOfTheGoths,2019/05/21,"Finally decided to come out and talk about my own loneliness I moved to where I currently live 3 years ago. Haven't made a friend since. I've gone out a few times with different people, but things just stopped right there, no second dates or whatever. Growing up I had few friends and, honestly, they weren't the best of friends, so dealing with things and just simply being alone wasn't that much of a problem at first. But at this point it's starting to become somewhat unbearable. There are moments when I can feel my chest ache and my body weigh down on me and it's just frustrating and agonizing. Right now is one of said moments. I feel like I'd have less then half the problems I have if I had friends over here. But making them is so damn hard at this point that I'm left quite hopeless about the whole situation. I don't feel like I'm open-minded enough in a person-wise matter to be able to make friends, if that makes any sense. Something holds me back from actually going out there and trying and I don't have the slightest clue as to what it is and what to do about it.",5.513743824982357,5.6035876009174315,5.402293577981652,86.19863443895558,67.4862385321101,8.909527170077629,29.613267466478487,8.617729084823388,1.899824558927312,859,28,184,12,13,267,134,218,0.19,0.6859999999999999,0.124,-0.9452,2,1,1,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,2,3,16,14,2,0,8,0,18,3,2,4,0,38,32,20,0,4,9,0,4,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,13,15,1,2,4,0,0,5,6,5,0,4,7,5,16,9,28,23,9,37,0,1,0,0,10,17,1,4,17,126,29,0,0.1215236507401668,0.0,0.11858955312503472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077233840636467,0.0,0.0,0.12586185255133034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264024972686271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344418621189524,0.0,0.0,0.13421332461417285,0.0,0.0,0.1275315740383607,0.0,0.0,0.13498538042632008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468186467324098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528554782751453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696635003288995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556641653408454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433802757414236,0.1736330407406974,0.0,0.13312321935673227,0.0,0.10336795523920013,0.0,0.0,0.4694443555470168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906469122926708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886132138558756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320358021025944,0.0,0.0,0.11874063470988964,0.0,0.1073076100200585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498861664929533,0.24335394154702306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270424474887913,0.0,0.0,0.1291604087205179,0.08933386598448806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234757079833797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424919816862174,0.10610976444059277,0.0,0.0,0.22975825972935215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325634432616368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925536120401113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756106747631134,0.11559682048990373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052561968302223,0.13659767507331808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355484344818406,0.0,0.0,0.08601506547268778,0.0,0.0,0.10159921348765258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767610723087054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146982741252916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086141801390304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250658183063486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356768161916337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825724676727143
lonely,peackles,2019/05/21,"Feeling Lonely I love reading romance books (bonus points if it’s a slow burn, but not uber dramatic) but they always make me feel empty and lonely",1.9192857142857136,4.75181378571429,2.732857142857142,87.93714285714289,89.7142857142857,4.228571428571429,21.285714285714285,5.985473137389443,0.5036142857142858,118,4,20,1,4,37,26,28,0.223,0.5870000000000001,0.19,-0.2617,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,4,4,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,4,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,10,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377077623989126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582774535651733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090078278961487,0.0,0.30249760756055066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283965370166912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532973000718846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hdyboi,2019/05/21,Strangely feeling lonely tonight. This is definitely not me.. I don’t like it ugh,1.4800000000000004,3.761094333333333,2.879999999999999,83.32000000000002,105.66666666666666,4.666666666666667,31.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,2.3116666666666674,65,4,11,1,3,21,15,15,0.462,0.336,0.20199999999999999,-0.6608,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7191491414945406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6948557492657489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RSFan1234,2019/05/21,"reddit.com/r/r4r I'm sure people have posted on r4r, what are your experiences? I checked out the subreddit and it seems like the guys get next to no replies. I'm just wondering if it's worth a shot or I'll be rejected like always :/",1.4481159420289842,4.115035260869568,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637683,87.69565217391305,7.41449275362319,22.88405797101449,8.344100000000001,1.7825188405797103,186,7,38,5,6,60,39,46,0.155,0.665,0.18,0.0772,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,7,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,4,3,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731536151816851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211189007430663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151171924923095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250468572346649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207601227809596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34912740455849434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275866489579557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31439960418703056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988519853313633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093981542056729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560035154620334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mississippiball,2019/05/21,A little funny It's funny how people that suck at communicating with people go get in a big group of people that also suck at communication and expect to have social interactions with them.,5.261904761904759,7.702483571428572,7.502857142857145,62.05047619047619,70.42857142857143,8.095238095238095,20.238095238095237,8.841846274778883,1.6970952380952389,155,3,23,3,3,55,27,35,0.149,0.718,0.134,-0.1496,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899902074513241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894560246810908,0.0,0.20608752304478176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634444195774412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7541932756106731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696494069267566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,letsrunaway99,2019/05/21,"Looking for lost souls to travel and go camping with 20m, I'm travelling westward to go explore the country a bit and find nice company, which can be hard to find sometimes. Even though being out and about is better than being home, it doesn't quite fix this problem. I don't really know why I'm out here though. Being by myself in the face of nature is a sure reminder of how lonely I am, cause no one wants to ditch their lives to spend that kind of time with you.

Travelling long distances gives a chance to close the gap between long distance relationships of any kind. But I just really need someone who would leave with me. Someone who wants to ditch their life and seek adventure. Who doesn't want to grow up like how I'm refusing to. Please message me if you're interested and then we can talk.",6.332201257861633,6.154788886792453,6.216981132075473,81.9561635220126,65.79245283018868,9.330817610062894,30.874213836477992,8.841846274778883,2.2547157232704413,639,21,128,9,9,201,107,159,0.102,0.778,0.11900000000000001,0.5891,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,2,3,8,11,0,0,6,0,13,2,1,3,1,30,26,12,0,7,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,12,0,1,4,3,1,7,4,3,0,1,1,2,10,8,25,20,1,16,1,2,1,0,12,5,0,1,5,78,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017264464566542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230035059792747,0.1633137240379441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367031289815633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880289762342324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734454138530096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435005235482813,0.17003108382659318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400341138528654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005113910393922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115502886469331,0.08221084627371829,0.0,0.0,0.1583943927692619,0.0,0.0,0.1056599622151114,0.07308220182639619,0.0,0.13209086227565808,0.26476518934397136,0.12561806902387346,0.0,0.1632953433292718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091921690362956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136617180295984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420508749776874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313759177230506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910756107603194,0.0,0.0,0.19166258899868172,0.0,0.0,0.1606038619022468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534945341733548,0.0,0.1479485048731224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409869665489208,0.0,0.0,0.12023491367894225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939431684703262,0.0,0.08722723212065442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646964771404064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498186274301466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626456606063704,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sherpa_Carries,2019/05/21,Anyone tryna have a chat? I'm pretty bored and have no friends If anyone wants to dm me feel free. Also idk if these type of posts are allowed so I'll delete it if need be,-0.07105263157894726,1.8189568947368429,1.778157894736843,99.2346052631579,85.3157894736842,3.8,14.76315789473684,3.1291,-1.3576526315789479,134,2,32,0,4,44,33,38,0.129,0.655,0.217,0.7096,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,8,6,0,5,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,17,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31866629688382114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5572564331805047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148471595570205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078665771109708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954697112462592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816360670195173,0.4053999412273504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23503529220588615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alemirskykatz,2019/05/21,"My “friends” aren’t my friends Im 18 years old, my friend has just become 18 today, I was revising since my exams are on the way then I hear my phone ring, it is my friend asking to come to a pub where a few other friends are, I accept and go, when I get there I say hello and then after that is goes downhill. In my head im like “ok, this will be different than the other times”, whenever I try to speak to anyone, Im ignored, whenever I try to speak to my friend, ignored just as if I wasn’t there, when I finally gets his attention, someone calls him and directly turns over to him and starts a conversation with him as if I had no meaning there.",5.5454953076121,4.146747386861314,6.599061522419188,82.60941605839416,67.83211678832117,10.164337851929094,31.25026068821689,9.23628265651192,2.320992492179354,500,16,114,8,7,169,80,137,0.049,0.764,0.187,0.9607,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,5,1,11,1,1,0,0,15,20,12,0,2,4,0,0,1,6,1,0,5,0,0,5,6,0,2,3,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,5,22,9,15,15,1,18,0,0,0,0,19,4,0,2,12,76,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626481728510344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287065457525818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520500460657192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405804817518403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859390557210638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383996094869506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081506768270986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6381992496623827,0.0,0.14385789878798672,0.0,0.07824327065224791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129317749565878,0.0,0.15516853195946065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461344282585146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726053105909317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149967277043512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446563681649385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948383991116803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388530272630193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665067939235944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744632066201674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027877935570016,0.0,0.13049879374792572,0.0,0.0,0.186943131080866,0.14974970854388667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927916237902416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865750110986703
lonely,0mega_Nebula,2019/05/21,Imaginary Scenarios They never happen but they're so addictive.,6.504000000000001,10.032935400000001,7.600000000000001,49.48000000000002,95.0,14.0,35.0,10.125756701596842,8.022,54,3,5,3,2,18,9,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6806450847989536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5521199125347258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815452945691319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gavg27,2019/05/21,I just need some support My girlfriend just broke up with me after a few months with no reasonable explanation. She was one of the reasons I am still living and I just need some support getting through this.,8.48846153846154,7.859723102564107,7.4457692307692325,76.4117307692308,61.564102564102576,9.851282051282054,40.01282051282049,8.841846274778883,3.5228358974358978,167,8,30,2,2,51,31,39,0.121,0.7490000000000001,0.13,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,12,7,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,6,2,6,6,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784552724454985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23297558223276205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105945965454347,0.0,0.0,0.3912680815876123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787848340729071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5425429912559843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107029905551252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5988050838580546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KoalaCopper,2019/04/28,I fucking hate going to school I just don't like going to school anymore. It's not that i don't wanna learn it's just that I feel so lonely. No one in my class really cares about me and don't really talk to me. It's always me who starts conversations and even then it's clear that they aren't really interested in talking to me. No one shares the same intrests as me so it's hard for me to connect with people.,1.384859550561799,3.077096966292139,3.5981882022471936,89.08020365168541,79.33707865168539,6.6971910112359545,18.990168539325843,7.645422480735847,0.41015617977528107,326,7,73,5,8,112,52,89,0.19899999999999998,0.713,0.087,-0.8541,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,2,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,11,11,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,3,0,2,0,2,12,4,12,11,1,6,0,1,0,1,6,2,1,0,3,52,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826084810259467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764556441405752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375431735408524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495140346298954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096567969038172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028874341600299,0.0,0.0,0.2494485974180075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659324793446947,0.2166715291685278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072171765981711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297423845250187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214608175826258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217755035777843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442109117852727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533507105500272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527876186271357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,maniwany,2019/04/28,"Alone by complicated choice I'm stubbornly alone. Sometimes doors open up for me to make friends, but every time it scares me and I panic and become avoidant. Intimacy frightens me yet for the past year I've been craving a connection. When I go out to parties I try to go for myself.. when I get there I notice I'm looking for someone. Is anyone paying attention to me? Does anyone want me? Am I enough? Conversations are always so safe, I never speak truthfully or in my own unique dialogue. If I can't please people somehow it's like I have no worth. I want to stop being so scared before that's who and what I am for the rest of my life. 

(This sounds so grossly woe is me but in the moment when I'm confronted with my flaws and how they make me feel, it's hard to believe changing everything can be boiled down to making choices. No one said it's easy to be vulnerable but it feels nearly impossible, everything is a lot.)",2.023826458036986,4.3620765945945985,3.706827880512094,85.82886201991468,80.35135135135134,6.705547652916074,23.790896159317214,7.85451343220497,1.372567567567568,730,26,145,13,19,243,119,185,0.23,0.66,0.11,-0.972,0,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,10,11,2,4,5,0,13,2,0,4,2,29,28,16,0,3,5,0,3,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,9,7,1,4,3,0,2,2,4,7,0,1,2,7,23,4,22,23,4,19,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,4,11,99,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142523293498968,0.0,0.0,0.1262351608656014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121588022770808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755215752364933,0.12909433017611713,0.17092560773160506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048942965222454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276274585985448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675734181595113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782250944636422,0.0,0.272694952709718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341861832020587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721103673620753,0.0,0.07926239400258987,0.0,0.17244097122896798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590267077777504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715750375955793,0.07411801171218661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273984811416955,0.0,0.0,0.12897871068121927,0.0,0.0,0.3038035013684625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170083712321874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272323408257875,0.0,0.0,0.10280285652529006,0.0,0.0,0.1779994028318342,0.0,0.0,0.14482469133205372,0.1051768515784118,0.0,0.0,0.16653240179149106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431128005834426,0.0,0.3037770442127777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854368357337775,0.0,0.15004541109797212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683664212550474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846352258649635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300136618599624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896538511953786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769648859687304
lonely,Blue1sNice,2019/04/28,"Pretty much given up trying to meet people Im 19... never had a partner/true friend. I am young yes, but when its been like this for most of your life it weighs on you. Not to mention i'm just constantly numb all the time. Yea i've given up on trying to meet people/finding a partner. Honestly I think i should just accept it. Because i am just such an antisocial person, i never wanna do anything/go anywhere, socialize much, and i've been rude for awhile to my family. Im not even sure why i've been rude, its like i can't control myself anymore and it makes me feel so bad..Nothing has helped, therapy,supplement. Exercise makes me feel accomplished but not permanently, so thats my life I guess",1.7065952380952396,4.086545992857147,3.6428571428571423,85.56880952380955,81.92857142857143,6.590476190476192,22.904761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.3286761904761906,549,19,107,10,15,185,91,140,0.107,0.741,0.152,0.7463,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,2,8,9,2,0,4,2,10,5,0,3,4,25,19,7,0,2,8,0,2,2,2,1,4,0,0,2,7,2,1,1,4,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,2,14,6,12,12,4,10,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,8,68,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337766241723435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597009018335316,0.10657061507538183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889217987214785,0.1960791119273149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546909106173968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480777729937646,0.0,0.1767917504319728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978526010922825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506798967052902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993560673520404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258749165909586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171803223446599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37767816480239397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24696562736646516,0.17081959377037553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333917199114761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25703037102152954,0.0,0.2696688966675181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774759902745198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120041165187745,0.15264889648853006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785806951818536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821026148815447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476882025265993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112019663281487,0.0,0.0,0.1019408281646951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373869876327596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775076820278774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,2lonely4meirl,2019/04/28,"People only talk to me when they want something from me and I’m fucking over it. If you’re someone who does this fuck off. I’ll snap someone, or I’ll text someone just to see how they’re doing, and they’ll just pretend I don’t exist till they need help with calc or physics or chem or whatever. 

It’s so fucking annoying. I know you saw my goddamn message. Just tell me no instead of waiting around till you need my help. I’m apparently palpable enough to hit up when you need help, but not for anything else? Fuck off, I hate my life. It’s fucking shit, I don’t understand how in the only one not having any fun whatsoever.",2.3973572938689216,4.10172787596899,3.8022410147991534,88.68995771670191,76.44186046511628,6.551374207188162,27.231148696264967,7.348242739294969,1.3603736434108522,492,20,104,6,11,162,80,129,0.20800000000000002,0.743,0.049,-0.9737,1,0,1,0,0,1,14.0,0,3,3,0,10,9,8,0,1,0,5,7,1,2,0,24,23,15,0,5,11,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,1,2,16,1,15,20,1,10,0,0,2,5,13,6,6,5,4,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482009074104293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474253058164467,0.1241260695909851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201987668961785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647944781674315,0.0,0.0,0.14407288275557212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6445237179963185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766248278688045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803795730598984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662943290654965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848655442025106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31016625208300325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448427565514436,0.2120921037983056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666617225397986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111106729592624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312728308925612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35442663491029125,0.1073433196818783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120719913295764,0.12187170516691614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451560012649269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822419500386338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ripley25,2019/04/28,"I posted nudes for guys to notice and talk to me, 39 yrs old and single for more than a decade. I quit my job because I was always busy, I thought it was getting in the way of me having a social and love life. I wasn’t meeting anyone new, no one was asking me out. Now, I have so much free time but still no social or love life. The “friends” I have are superficial or they just want to get into my pants.",1.5129064039408888,2.7022189770114977,3.2272577996715945,94.06137931034485,77.6206896551724,5.4311986863711015,19.32512315270936,5.288315135182226,-0.423839408866995,309,6,73,1,7,103,62,87,0.049,0.772,0.18,0.9168,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,8,5,1,0,0,11,15,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,13,5,10,10,3,10,0,0,0,3,10,3,0,2,5,52,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660796941621081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956202358505576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865951287340417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167174656830998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420721928891268,0.0,0.20856113406504545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763122154535984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980680324993033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819608313488807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36028600290989105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672587814741095,0.0,0.0,0.19277086655972955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22724114022135064,0.2094422155594075,0.0,0.13525127907024914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115760219149727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229470110710788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40692556304233735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939746301347965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042754278605495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584567694419655,0.11638591557949657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772677367560595,0.15842985492952855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,freshT08,2019/04/28,"Losing someone and being constantly reminded of them Today is Sunday, every Sunday when I got home from work my ex would be waiting for me in her pajamas in my bed, every weekend untill we broke up that is, I still wake up in the morning at 5, still go to work but now when I get home there's no one there waiting for me, and every week it reminds me how truely alone in the world I actually am, it's fucking crushing I wish someone in my life was as excited to see me as she was then but they're not and every week I'm reminded of that when I open the door and I remember that oh yeah no one loves me",2.216976744186045,3.3739015891472874,4.442550387596898,86.18801162790699,75.74418604651162,7.330542635658915,25.3031007751938,7.908726449838941,1.3549807751937988,471,16,102,7,10,164,79,129,0.11199999999999999,0.78,0.10800000000000001,0.3459,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,3,9,5,1,0,3,1,8,4,1,1,0,15,18,14,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,5,6,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,1,19,2,18,12,0,26,0,2,1,2,6,10,1,0,15,74,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.15462964973628252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411204581108538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123403584229832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.53402216160105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648949884883888,0.08278642619807586,0.0,0.09005387685934027,0.0,0.1267312887188659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178874473858167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119217617407672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727110346968988,0.0,0.0,0.14301221904938982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474701090669104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949912188740133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626846856264815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26851755633392904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253085434485803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019722724398304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542067884975458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221593335573869,0.0,0.0,0.2307148917005589,0.0,0.0,0.1125621966427664,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dontdoxme2,2019/04/28,"“At least I have my friends to help me when I’m feeling down” Does anyone else feel like this is the most invalidating statement. 
Usually it comes up in YouTube videos or blog posts about dealing with depression when I try to find self-help and it all boils down to this statement.

I feel like the only person who wouldn’t invalidate me for being lonely is my therapist but everyone I talk to attributes getting better to having a good support group.

But for me, getting better would be having a group of friends that trust me, so I guess I’m never getting out of this vicious cycle.
Even when I talk to people about this, they talk to me in a tone of pity, instead of helping me build a friend group. Which is worse, because I feel like I have to be fake to get friends, but being fake has backfired every single time.

Also, I don’t have my parents as a support system, so for me it’s only people that are outside family to help.",5.05106884057971,5.757039070652173,5.588913043478261,82.30318840579713,68.6195652173913,7.655072463768116,30.007246376811594,7.492282038375204,1.8222659420289853,735,27,141,7,12,237,103,184,0.107,0.645,0.248,0.9831,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,10,19,1,0,7,0,17,1,0,1,2,22,31,12,0,2,4,1,4,3,4,2,0,0,0,1,11,4,1,0,7,2,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,4,20,13,28,25,4,16,0,3,0,0,18,7,0,3,9,101,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422577160453548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238699528549072,0.12072712481290428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718259119021126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841584458518791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149705587992652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147389892689762,0.10148375100372654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311072272136636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842888201830127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782326071920548,0.0,0.0992738681601696,0.11258822483665236,0.0,0.0,0.1110762932607161,0.0,0.2383063789688211,0.2525257239208075,0.0,0.0,0.10769124310433613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641297001057441,0.0,0.24623783358202064,0.0,0.0,0.0988272382339979,0.0,0.0,0.12979912145173006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31590635011106194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269215934374246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087502404429404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792246533879597,0.0,0.0,0.1308323318331695,0.0,0.0,0.16337205304951816,0.1028815136647608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284517138674525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229186870952006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674161242923778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841133183295185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680559298496564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870555206805026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999642700925544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976919118415808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200752214328874,0.08370053134746985,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BeautifulSalt15000,2019/04/28,"anyone up to talking? i love video games and anime. would love to talk with someone
about them  to get my mind off stuff",1.0175000000000018,3.5302024166666683,1.2966666666666669,100.015,87.33333333333334,3.2,16.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.181566666666666,94,2,20,0,3,28,21,24,0.0,0.7140000000000001,0.28600000000000003,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,7,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21939977190349047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393523132715615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5663909481097169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31682474147011197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26586174651194483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591989360736625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044032092705608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228977695108384,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,idontcareffs,2019/04/28,"does anybody else feel like theres a hole in your heart? i feel it constantly, a gaping hole where my heart should be. its constantly hurting and it makes me feel terrible almost all the time. is this just what loneliness is?",2.4767441860465134,5.235403651162795,2.8570232558139534,89.8966976744186,82.25581395348838,7.1609302325581385,22.55348837209302,8.238735603445708,1.5110595348837212,179,6,35,4,5,55,35,43,0.193,0.753,0.054000000000000006,-0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,4,2,2,1,1,9,8,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,6,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377712741268592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5131968908779457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779356966520748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835850445940265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601846528638962,0.1696338984633454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5627573634163552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541944932338856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600578257413115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849931800592232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845865437892604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,telly123ny,2019/04/28,"I’m 20 and have no friends I feel like as a 20 year old in college I should not be this lonely. I lost my best friends over something stupid. And my high school friends have their own lives without me. Our old group even hangs out without me. I have no friends at school because I transferred and I commute. 

I just don’t know what to do. I feel like I’ve failed and I won’t have any friends for the rest of my life. Isn’t college when you’re supposed to make those connections? I guess I’m venting but also asking for advice and maybe some one to talk to. I just feel like such a loser.",0.4711520737327177,2.6710471290322597,1.2820276497695886,101.6466129032258,85.7741935483871,3.8654377880184336,21.76036866359447,4.65589566412798,-0.4125534562211981,460,16,108,1,14,141,77,124,0.128,0.713,0.159,0.4334,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,4,6,14,1,0,3,0,10,1,0,1,0,20,20,9,0,1,6,0,3,3,5,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,1,3,18,9,14,16,4,10,0,4,0,0,10,5,0,2,7,68,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862161148789726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344347684171492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646803707376247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326177129132954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647508038140768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887080633311292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369561134717176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518240490440133,0.3040293077543607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5479941752917712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627214696934896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498803500220455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779612307560329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019822285370876,0.20791338341573845,0.0,0.12526286568501194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548543351602599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469105402752864,0.0,0.1425150329078571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977113904679843,0.0,0.09612638561674304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28713494283229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920891618815882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401977081036747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734913413538868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135164774292502
lonely,Jls1001,2019/04/28,Im a very social person and being alone like right now it messes with my head I wish i could have someone to talk too,-0.2493589743589765,1.8170538076923108,1.85923076923077,97.16910256410259,87.84615384615385,3.466666666666667,12.512820512820511,3.1291,-1.5682410256410255,93,1,21,0,3,31,24,26,0.076,0.725,0.198,0.4939,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32642759670252725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516426310409356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32346181424694714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404444907161387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397922100135286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751997900149125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691588398385896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32128254883079266,0.2670478579232948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25332677290466604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26005345710639544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624371929083825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,peppypinkpig,2019/04/28,"Having no close friends sucks I (26F) have been very good at suppressing my emotions when it comes to having a hard time making close long-term friends but I think I'm hitting a breaking point. 

I can't unbiasedly tell you how I am as a friend but when it comes to relationships, #1 priority is my fiancé, then my family, then my friends.

Having migrated to Vancouver, Canada from the Philippines, I've lost most of my close highschool friends - only 2 I'm still in touch with but because I'm so far away and the time difference, I feel like I'm losing the meaningful connection.

I treat my fiancé as my bestfriend but I just feel like if I depend on him too much, what if he disappears one day? And now, I'm somewhat depressed because I can't think of anyone to be my bridesmaid at our wedding. I get jealous of people when I see pictures of them with 6 bridesmaids or when they're having a bachelorette party. 

Whenever my fiancé travels out of province for work, I'm usually at home doing nothing and I have no friends to hang out with. I work in an office of only 5 people, including me, but they're all in their 40s and they have children to take care of.

I have been living in Vancouver for 8 years now and I have never been able to keep a close friend. I have no family here so it's harder to invite someone out to do things when my fiancé is away.

Any suggestions of what I can do to make more meaningful friendships?",5.633670754520893,5.816611074204952,6.3299147786323005,79.33046144252754,67.23321554770318,9.344335896902932,31.841405113282065,9.168548406835145,2.647716857202245,1126,43,219,19,17,370,151,283,0.092,0.7190000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.9855,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,3,4,14,17,2,0,9,0,23,0,0,4,2,42,45,25,0,2,9,0,4,2,7,0,0,0,1,1,6,17,0,2,6,1,0,5,6,5,0,1,4,5,34,12,39,39,5,41,0,3,1,0,19,19,1,6,18,150,40,3,0.11134064798840664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571545866562246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785196987250502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921640779023132,0.0,0.0,0.1357444511744015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351921108938225,0.0,0.0,0.19182021893456733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180550697053109,0.0,0.09589753696336496,0.0,0.0,0.11632727949895545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524324294544062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099241077191154,0.0,0.11259435407018513,0.15908356233966225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6021505591039676,0.0,0.058170893158165864,0.0,0.0,0.09338725301141143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973935106558893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116837480939128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896468372585172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879083314754323,0.0,0.09831583202899548,0.09853296978387596,0.0,0.12456170526425225,0.12154146978292825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864149421312442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184818729063084,0.0,0.0858727716618827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683435461875816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754473045955627,0.16935915999386952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543791724403416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525290082689792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953818786524095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872408112446999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433856972651762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891678530811979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837143107726721,0.0,0.09731663387957937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396977915486919,0.14268518298529884,0.0,0.0,0.1298472544396256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262599367096515,0.09186769512639333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211463559255507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169972685799747
lonely,thomas1234123,2019/04/28,"I’m more lonely after hanging out with people.... just had prom and I feel awful I feel like after I hang out with people, I just get more lonely. I don’t get it. I’m enjoying myself when I’m there but after I get this terrible feeling. Last night was prom and I had a date. We hung out and all and we had a great time. Hung out with friends afterwards but now this morning I feel lonelier than ever. It’s honestly hard to function. I also feel terrible because I like my date a lot and she had a good time but her friend had some sort of breakdown. So they just left for like half the time. Then I couldn’t even take her home because she was going to her house. I don’t know, now I’m being bombarded with questions from friends and family about how it was and I really don’t know how I feel or what to say....",0.17008771929824462,2.366919269005848,2.235728070175437,94.26201315789477,87.30409356725147,5.525263157894738,18.49152046783626,6.961326702584282,0.16608046783625774,629,17,141,9,20,210,88,171,0.11,0.682,0.207,0.9635,0,4,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,1,0,14,14,0,0,5,1,13,0,0,2,2,41,30,17,0,1,7,0,7,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,6,17,0,0,9,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,8,8,24,10,19,20,5,24,0,2,0,0,13,5,0,5,19,98,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362543203456855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847305230765807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210512543351302,0.13983535261466026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573353456617902,0.0,0.4689915808850122,0.1104390061867438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583071599651169,0.0,0.2423004187824148,0.0,0.08785696350667896,0.12966261581532265,0.0,0.17043583447667518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384821240786124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506620502207896,0.0,0.0,0.178375909397404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699170565374848,0.12601134513121584,0.0,0.0,0.1679623037536575,0.0,0.0,0.22657434844317145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142674616941386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507208423296922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434624834262406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317599031477882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903420426600347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293603842812036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623231400365885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704277209817219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gian79,2019/04/28,"Forever single...  

Hi everyone, I know it may sounds strange...but I'm already 39 years old and I had only one very brief relationship with a woman when I was 30....Recently this situation has made me uncomfortable because as years goes on, friends get their spouse, have children and you become more and more alone. Fortunally I have a good job, which I love and a few  friends that i meet sometimes. But my situation is very strange because I'm not ugly at all...during the school I had a low self esteem, due probably to precocious baldness...I continued to study and got high graduation and now I work in a school. I've been attracted to a certain number of women but they were not interested in me or already engaged. I have fear to remain in this situation forever...Is there anyone here in this situation? How do you feel?

p.s. sorry for my English but it's not my language.",2.425215884021433,5.126973664670666,4.3013677907343215,79.87895367160418,81.81437125748502,7.5876457611093615,27.95115033091711,8.532816995589336,2.562863473053892,690,32,127,17,19,233,110,167,0.095,0.787,0.11800000000000001,0.4018,1,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,2,1,5,10,0,1,7,0,12,1,0,2,1,20,20,13,0,0,7,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,7,2,18,8,14,12,4,16,0,1,0,1,15,8,0,2,7,81,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639025423639095,0.2906445251151649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208012249557808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055297910513516,0.14544033076720206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258346356557126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481869166018028,0.06658599603884073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348543646863573,0.0,0.06880215075422016,0.0,0.0,0.11045461933588473,0.1053238511691506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913682762261745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068117118464398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237291828684515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885460825654495,0.12460746716478005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818562076596744,0.0,0.08923598285949276,0.10015554020998037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198318748681812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002715825746364,0.14138487439118974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665529206424334,0.0,0.0,0.13738051406658108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5920965329427881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024394637896378,0.1474152329065316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731469696856706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587127678422708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696070026948815
lonely,SpikeSpiegel97,2019/04/28,"I Hate Flaky People I don't have a lot of friends. I wait on the days I actually have plans and an excuse to get out of the house like I wait on the Messiah. So when you make plans with a friend a week in advance and then the day before you get a text saying ""can't do tomorrow lol"" I just want to fucking puke. I'd rather be punched in the face than try to make plans with a flaky person, because at least you know the punch in the face is going to happen. 

They want to meet again some other time this week. You know what? I'm going to say know. If I'm just an afterthought to you, someone you can keep on the backburner for when your real plans fall through then you can go fuck yourself. You don't deserve me anyway.",1.6938310708898925,3.206267372549025,2.9594771241830067,94.80687782805431,77.8888888888889,6.014881850175967,20.91955756661639,6.67199483983844,0.11216178984414248,560,14,131,5,13,181,90,153,0.087,0.8290000000000001,0.084,-0.5461,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,9,1,5,8,6,3,0,15,1,10,4,2,2,0,23,31,8,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,5,0,3,4,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,0,2,17,3,22,30,3,25,0,0,0,2,17,8,2,3,13,83,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.16883091251138685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054641092374198,0.0,0.14721711873729407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231517757218348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673312002002691,0.3198863323581866,0.180779144263924,0.0,0.29497340706546965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299045850422824,0.0,0.0,0.17080964397600618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962807588326548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377751539472376,0.0,0.0,0.2852421201740467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452300047507261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470852681061664,0.0,0.0,0.23096845060378396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199420069503437,0.1510639671437613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196921051671916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27516591103612353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658917011873604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088239267184246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174611180461636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408927576497704,0.0,0.2775532644730517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,eduardolafayette,2019/04/28,"Invisible Today seems to be worse than normal for me. Recently that profoundly app for Facebook went viral so I installed it, hoping I'd get an anonymous message from anyone. I saw everyone else getting secret messages. I never got one, not the entire time. I actually decided to message people I had a crush on amazingly other people took credit for my posts without me knowing, now they are dating....... I have atleast 6 different social and dating apps on my phone. I've never received a single match on tinder before...... I don't think I'm ugly I guess I'm just not covered in muscles or really tall.",3.588399034593728,6.139274292035399,5.6464521319388625,72.8772083668544,75.99115044247787,7.294931617055512,28.85679806918745,8.296473431620573,2.7105646017699123,477,21,72,9,11,165,88,113,0.045,0.8759999999999999,0.08,0.5670000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,2,16,18,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,5,1,13,3,12,12,1,17,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,4,8,48,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.1963391355718336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068153920093654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712037292477871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020792097837804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807417937962651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19225224455674267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023413536191565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091552764558956,0.0,0.22164105062312592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998339029342711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057254557351318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103508803342629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971302279631184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363362154669668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789691723284745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269099870761533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288918756914029,0.0,0.1986576501618164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316208656864946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050948856947276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891883915340954,0.0,0.0,0.1173195209157679,0.0,0.19071112049121072,0.0,0.223537140875234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865115269712437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939466162383139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503681330452428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zeeainie,2019/04/28,"I’m not important to anyone I only have 2 friends. One only talks to me and wants to hang out with me when her more important friends are busy and the other I have a crush on and I only want to make him happy but I think he’s trying to nicely ghost me. 
I usually have no one to talk to and when I want to talk to either of the two, they never seem like they want to talk to me. When I try to talk to them about it, they seem irritated that I just want to know if we’re okay. But then they’ll post all over social media how “lonely and forgettable” *they* are. 

I have no one.",0.7822727272727263,2.1956579920634915,2.9248917748917767,94.49435064935066,80.19047619047619,6.169119769119768,17.01010101010101,6.980632752743323,-0.2742444444444443,441,7,108,5,11,150,71,126,0.16699999999999998,0.6970000000000001,0.136,-0.7357,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,6,0,6,7,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,2,2,26,18,13,1,6,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,1,0,4,0,0,21,6,20,17,3,11,0,1,0,0,17,3,0,3,7,78,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941286091842234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968986189774453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134914184706827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813628680018311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946007906163214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490367562384934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096550019207304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28902669042459705,0.3243940772205982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616543836211126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25886363116299993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493066725356066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5713789678878695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110072792292173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305652899911965,0.0,0.13888542708325274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565869286770655,0.0,0.4192958470057901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,X8461,2019/04/28,"Another lonely dude I just feel so alone.
I recently got out of a toxic relationship, for her to turn around and accuse me of terrible, awful things which led to me getting put on permanent probation at college, kicked out of my apartment, and I had to move back home. This cost me a job I loved, a counselor who is amazing, and getting to be around friends.
Now I'm alone. I'm back where I grew up, but all my friends grew up and moved away. And a cherry on top, because my ex is from around here, any potential friend or date has heard about everything. It's a small town.
I'm working through what I need to in order to go back to school, but they told me it could be a year before that happens. That's a long time to be alone.
Plus, I feel broken. I feel like because of everything that has happened, I dont deserve any happiness.",4.311463152232385,4.818624213017753,5.064540075309306,86.11664873587952,70.18343195266272,8.51231845077999,30.15653577192039,8.575989854853784,2.067882840236687,648,25,139,10,11,210,105,169,0.128,0.753,0.11900000000000001,0.1339,1,5,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,12,9,0,0,7,1,10,1,0,1,1,22,27,10,0,2,4,1,3,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,10,11,0,0,3,0,1,7,1,2,0,0,4,4,18,7,29,19,1,34,0,1,0,1,11,17,0,1,10,91,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860663843451497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899281112158773,0.13029026582973915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33183495084826065,0.0,0.0,0.11673992837239645,0.2866290172726365,0.0,0.15148713883796844,0.0,0.10573028240004012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920603291966544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456237711308342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233414459002949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884783841973132,0.08876647806408307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28799303573473434,0.0,0.12983428923894724,0.0,0.07061593084879339,0.0,0.0993765980172979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197533075080612,0.1322697929401102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246360444723486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330208279594178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060703814788519286,0.0,0.0,0.10996013129546013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214332267669334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641228775014035,0.0,0.09213213930527188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490873874889713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268499958980135,0.1334013869805662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257508254349632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254827440608227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245301333073552,0.0,0.0,0.11872921342505575,0.0,0.0,0.13515175139037028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045777597982294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080014957393928
lonely,InconspicuousLover,2019/04/28,"Lonely looking for gaming friends I don’t really have many friends that play video games. I only have a few friends and they aren’t really the type of people to be interested in games. I’m a pretty avid gamer though. I enjoy casual games like Stardew Valley and My Time at Portia. I enjoy more competitive games like League of Legends. I enjoy survival games like The Forest and 7 Days to Die. Those are just some pc games (I like console games too). I’m a huge Zelda fan. If anyone wants to strike up a conversation or maybe play together, I would like that! :)",3.768032619775738,5.653218688073395,4.614067278287461,83.55323139653416,73.12844036697248,7.413251783893987,23.120285423037714,8.167268648758528,1.270528236493374,443,12,85,7,9,143,71,109,0.059000000000000004,0.526,0.415,0.9918,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,3,16,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,11,6,1,3,3,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,12,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,15,9,9,3,6,0,1,1,0,13,4,0,3,7,45,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922084596063953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763143710200992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148531090371007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946388234655849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213053754973929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792101852577065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636368129295372,0.21439847168134704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623074995202773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795123840782254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711412764522972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734311102561023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967369617341086,0.0,0.12444076357270395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587441990896847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159994671178506,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Xixiphoid,2019/04/28,"Can't think of a title I've heard the saying that there is always a light at the end of the tunnel, but no one ever tells you how long the tunnel is. 

Guess I'll start with a little about life. I grew up as a child of the state, bounced from abusive foster homes and group homes. My mother was a drug addict, my father wasn't in my life. I always had a hard time trusting people or getting close to others due to how I always was treated. When I turned 18 I was discharged from DCF (child protective services) as they could ""no longer help me"", and I was left to be on my own, homeless no family and no friends. I wanted to keep going, I thought if I put my all into finding my own happiness I would be rewarded for not giving up so that what I did. Got into Job Corps to get my GED, ended up leaving before I completed my vocation due to being bullied and harassed for being the only homeless kid there. So back on the streets I was once again, traveled a lot and did random odd jobs I found along the way to keep myself feed, all the while keeping that thought in my mind "" my hard work will pay off someday"".

Got my first place at 22, it was a month to month place, not a great area but it was my first true home I felt. Then everything fell apart. I had found a job that was over night, while at work everything in my apartment was stolen, coming back to find what little I had worked so hard for was gone was heart breaking. I no longer felt safe in my own place, a place I had worked so hard for no longer felt like home, it felt like a cage. The stress had affected my sleep and my work performance, and just like that I had lost it all. I felt so lost, like I had failed because I wasn't strong enough to grasp what was going on and cope with it. So I decided that maybe this happened because I wasn't meant to be here, so I picked a random direction and just kept walking.

I lived outside for what felt like forever, keeping my distance from others out of what felt like fear. I learned to make my own shelter, to find my own food and to never stay in one spot for more then a few day. I did this up until I had gotten badly hurt. I wont get into details, but I ended up with a large gash on the left side of my neck that ended up getting badly infected to the point others had taken notice of it. I was picked up by a stranger who had brought my to the hospital where I spent 3 weeks recovering. When I was allowed to leave they pointed me to a local homeless shelter, I never like the idea of going to a shelter but I thought "" maybe I can make some friends"" so I checked in.

The shelter was a nightmare, I was 24 when I was there and it felt like the longest 4 months of my life. The people I met were hollow shells of people, broken by life. I knew I didn't want to be like them, I wanted to be valued, to have self worth, to be happy. Then my lucky break happened, I got a job at a local gas station.

Because of this job I was able to stabilize, I had saved up while in the shelter to get an efficiency. I felt so happy, I felt like my hard work had paid off. I had achieved my childhood dream of having a home, even though it was empty, it was home and more importantly it was MY home, something I had earned. I didn't have a lot of money but I had a roof over me, and safe place to rest at last. I worked that job for 2yrs still I felt I should try to improve more.

I got a job at an amazon warehouse, I felt like things were getting better, I had built up my little room was able to get a bed after 2yrs of sleeping on the floor. But there was this gnawing in the back of my mind, it still felt empty. No matter how hard I had tried to talk with others around me that connection just never formed. I had achieved a goal in my life, but I had no one to share it with.

Then it happened, a year and a half of working and I was let go. I used what little I had saved up to hold on to my little place for as long as I could, but I had once again failed. Everything I had worked so hard for, gone just like that. It was starting to get cold outside. So I though ""I can't do another winter outside, where do I go""?

So here I am, I ended up in Florida. I was able to find a job, and I currently live out a cheap motel while I try to figure out what to do. I've had a hard time sleeping more then 3hrs a night. All I do is work and sleep, I'm afraid to try to make a connection with others now. I'm in a relationship ( the one person I made a connection with at amazon). She stays with a co-worker about 15 miles from me, we don't get to spend time together and I've felt so disconnected from everyone around me, from the things I used to like. I feel like I've lost my drive and no longer know what to do.

Sorry if this is a long post, I don't expect anyone to read it all the way and I feel its a bit of a mess. I just want someone to know my story, my true story.",3.1309670721270564,3.5394861016456964,4.3218805505282205,90.74184042538269,72.78509196515004,7.150070850344433,24.16752949759389,6.895973343053719,0.6320452011167692,3745,95,869,30,69,1232,353,1033,0.126,0.748,0.126,0.8682,10,0,2,0,0,0,111.0,1,1,3,25,48,46,1,3,65,0,92,16,6,13,11,146,174,66,0,11,18,2,24,14,2,4,8,2,9,5,47,40,2,9,35,4,8,15,24,13,0,7,98,28,130,33,140,61,22,153,0,6,0,0,26,75,0,10,69,600,177,30,0.10171940137510103,0.040173619116630366,0.0,0.0369630539488062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846386905154332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035553887139927576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023708190178451823,0.0,0.0,0.06036788865951509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821594089351835,0.05662096755065031,0.0620072029529121,0.0,0.02885190619409778,0.0,0.0,0.02998751479226776,0.03701708040254356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029207419144439032,0.03555028568306521,0.0,0.0,0.054143110009998,0.0,0.0,0.0218668662836074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03932073727417038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015532950075758,0.035034444310139565,0.0,0.022394901756577316,0.030670340696470143,0.0,0.03239908236769662,0.0914188390510772,0.0,0.03196399960718459,0.03815420207464032,0.034288257107526886,0.024222786888956536,0.45577735957772797,0.0,0.12395958673934696,0.057681647230853776,0.04099983463554403,0.07435338222071189,0.05239210478434545,0.0,0.15943256671507006,0.032526172857093416,0.09634913320999082,0.0,0.10847239669843367,0.037381999705693815,0.03735179618712869,0.0,0.08995013070252002,0.10828219422837793,0.24298827708132004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04017932679643907,0.022726790196257587,0.0,0.2380766576352931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036297574327581635,0.03827627427479995,0.0,0.0,0.26917549414312664,0.12055050355515598,0.0,0.0,0.03726821520239565,0.027638296142785918,0.0,0.07180410595608683,0.07367895148066593,0.034671659868778286,0.11974570231886217,0.23190982017676065,0.16991593803903182,0.05988006333335825,0.09001846929407488,0.0,0.0,0.1110387425610879,0.057652131685929996,0.0,0.03208311901778438,0.06789849028197636,0.0,0.06812720713205919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847173229802933,0.0,0.08119145571790952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845227314266191,0.0,0.0,0.06363784501953916,0.0,0.0,0.03860273755240181,0.0,0.07221856180156808,0.09190359852075647,0.02578739613251299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051942524643003,0.029605819260175137,0.21255024913201329,0.0,0.06410514194372645,0.0,0.03247302289258395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0340853644897186,0.0,0.0,0.033915642696574766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036402856551193435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026963783563767413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035371839937119884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357238158803586,0.0,0.028728839564396383,0.02610285491295776,0.0,0.037955513983125466,0.04799834389345477,0.0722795651125663,0.05415549688964202,0.0,0.03883974353373176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02725273392095455,0.029635746755313237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045051900280331125,0.021725895050584768,0.06662586359561805,0.08075384252443901,0.0593134009475786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208106199576743,0.03688049974490098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856860229118716,0.0,0.0,0.07999565118646476,0.0538267507754308,0.027197722721133088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27152743080208874,0.0,0.0,0.02408618142155692,0.0,0.0,0.021834653161329924
lonely,anarcho_alien,2019/04/28,Gonnna off myself soon I want to be held so fucking badly,2.625,4.27301816666667,3.84,88.905,75.66666666666666,4.800000000000002,20.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.24026666666666685,46,1,9,0,1,15,12,12,0.263,0.644,0.09300000000000001,-0.5222,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6057869556752051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6707404740707673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279361877395851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,veryness,2019/04/28,not feeling too good about being lonely i've been ok with being lonely for years until recently when i felt a little bit miserable about it. i do have a few friends but when i'm alone i just don't feel too good,0.6539999999999999,2.8631641777777794,2.6044444444444466,92.42000000000004,85.0,5.377777777777778,17.88888888888889,6.742157984588678,0.02668888888888876,168,4,36,2,5,56,33,45,0.306,0.614,0.08,-0.8078,0,5,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,10,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,3,4,5,6,2,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272844644810031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34499412554494313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195618657288433,0.0,0.3034130458943043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441436247669644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300977132301978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167186597238855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120154669154219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034959805596268
lonely,forbiddentastes,2019/04/28,"I have nothing left to give I've been isolated for a really long time and I've tried to reach out to people. I managed to make one friend but after we talked about all kinds of things and I felt so close to them it's like I don't matter anymore, the novelty of knowing me is wearing off and it's only a matter of time before they forget about me. This always happens. I get my hopes up and pour myself into a friendship and the other person eventually pulls away.

I hate this. I hate being so alone. I want just one, ONE strong connection with another human being that doesn't fizzle out into nothingness or make me feel worthless. I want someone who is there for me and respects me and doesn't take that away after a few months, after I started trusting them.

I'm so tired of giving all I've got to people when they just leave with it in the end. But I also feel like that's all I can do.",2.609207207207209,4.111878172972975,4.145405405405409,87.3090990990991,75.37837837837839,6.446846846846848,22.06306306306307,7.0316486544052195,0.6359441441441445,702,18,144,7,15,234,106,185,0.146,0.679,0.175,0.7057,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,4,1,10,11,2,0,7,0,11,2,1,2,3,35,30,15,0,3,5,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,11,15,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,3,3,3,24,8,28,25,4,22,0,1,0,0,12,11,0,2,12,107,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136622200834074,0.0,0.11687525172263365,0.12160762292117284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324990288829682,0.0,0.0,0.14494047362438667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27462347355458305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243619805898034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944457844278448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477945871644614,0.1044088294426661,0.14032589826068542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291430580733355,0.0,0.07635678725009606,0.2803987542661518,0.0,0.0,0.11688865548422303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292390218890224,0.0,0.0,0.2885836349861136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451588704702103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219162736794478,0.08031963337945887,0.0,0.0,0.15475062152056007,0.15879124714106554,0.0,0.0,0.14280197621895302,0.0,0.0,0.1293372097700276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511109996726392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665468677784292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023384623725182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971029052244083,0.11115285193701344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026425414136573,0.12761161413079594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362675108389784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238315196313067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344496948422842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988581179383244,0.11746897914114784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709485935703008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044124035189906,0.16797670313792434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992255344202242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724048586806191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Red_Nemesis0,2019/04/28,"Just want somebody to talk to In early 2017 i was ripped away from my friends at school at the end of the first term (4 terms a year and each lasting 10 weeks) and placed in a new school, I couldn’t cope in it because of bullying so my mother put me into homeschooling for the rest of the year. By the end of the year i reached a high of 90kg’s (I was never an overweight kid before this) and i was 13 years old so i decided i wanted to go to an actual school again so i did for about two terms and by the end of it i developed a relationship with a friend and she helped me get through the rest of the year as just at the start of the third term i was pulled out of school again because i was beaten and again couldn’t cope so my mother put me into homeschoolinh again. By the end of 2018 i decided i wanted to move back to my hometown (The reason i left my friends behind in 2017 was because my mother wanted to support my older brother throughout his first year of university, the university was in a different city) and i started spending more time with my girlfriend before i started school again where i’ve been failing at almost every assessment i’m given (throughout the time i was homeschooled i had essentially no education) and i haven’t been able to develop any friendships as i have no social ability, My girlfriend left me today and she was my only friend so now i’m completely alone. I just want to talk to somebody and have them actually want to talk back for once as i don’t feel like anybody really ever liked talking to me. 

I’m so sorry if this post is too long i don’t mean to annoy people.",5.032,5.1414513818181815,5.898939393939397,82.15840909090909,68.51515151515152,8.781818181818181,29.53030303030303,8.548686976883017,2.0231939393939395,1276,43,263,18,20,421,151,330,0.066,0.831,0.10300000000000001,0.8340000000000001,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,4,21,10,2,0,23,0,21,1,0,1,2,36,39,20,0,9,4,4,1,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,4,16,1,0,5,0,1,5,8,3,0,4,14,1,42,7,52,23,8,63,0,1,0,0,22,18,0,2,41,184,46,7,0.08254798414055059,0.0,0.1611098496626174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265988208515716,0.0854948164001584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056135459906566335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755654841351947,0.1269486088422231,0.0,0.15096145484817464,0.0,0.14048450911458213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865499908302462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624507398405871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924520496350089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466937761640909,0.06955023690377626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04173874107086642,0.058972296363876464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043054628059018,0.0,0.0,0.2551054711114446,0.0,0.043127914671036716,0.0,0.046913921706115934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055330173732584885,0.08721647744331483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672876246072265,0.0,0.0,0.17937725260170007,0.0,0.0,0.08065755078267349,0.0,0.0,0.0730523683308154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991895449984731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773544331255259,0.0,0.0,0.06366609429099351,0.07972535747199125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662022328994316,0.08791090903492782,0.0,0.06278146169351648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572283784425414,0.0,0.08624507398405871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790581504362523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596704793492295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528823524023748,0.08487307604383025,0.0,0.08862564224628487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177148348838993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414727431852234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240570994234408,0.1752836641404731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936744741648273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653957711604395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962687867713176,0.0,0.0782458368828025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063738581409506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29213363874370696,0.0,0.06621501365990386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189491720672615
lonely,JeBL12345,2019/04/28,"I disgust myself I disgust myself. Everybody else says ""don't worry, I am here"" to their girlfriends or boyfriends and im sitting all alone and I try to make myself feel comforted by ""I wish I was there"" of someone that just wishes she was here so id fuck her. And I dare wish for something more too. I'm such a sad and ungrateful motherfucker",1.3811956521739148,3.862114565217397,2.9940398550724647,88.95888586956522,84.5072463768116,5.7688405797101465,24.56702898550725,7.1686216300943375,1.1973898550724646,271,11,54,4,8,89,50,69,0.294,0.5579999999999999,0.14800000000000002,-0.9334,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,3,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,12,11,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,13,1,5,9,2,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23258012198174566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759403792281745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354608265593776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076053914441322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24256717869025615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989791919322096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858195519516604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902719745455973,0.17287999866590056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246391561446238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7747110298474998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22805519442885336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MinuteClub,2019/04/28,"Im on my own journey now. Hey fellow lonely's,

I'm not even sure how to start this post... I guess ill start firstly by saying that feeling lonely bloody sucks. I hate to admit, but sometimes i can be one of those people who talk to other people just for the sake of it, because sometimes its hard to accept how lonely you actually are, and this is what i have been doing over the last few months since i got out of a serious relationship. But i have decided that i will not be allowing myself to do this anymore. Before i met my ex a few years ago, i was alone and i had actually gotten to a point in my life where i enjoyed being alone, it was liberating being able to spend time with myself and do whatever the hell i wanted... i actually enjoyed it so that is what i have decided to do for now. 

The feelings and emotions along the way are going to suck but we will all get there eventually",4.906353646353646,4.961151593406598,6.423166833166835,78.4809240759241,68.78021978021978,9.035764235764237,28.63336663336664,8.841846274778883,2.095356043956044,698,22,141,11,11,240,111,182,0.171,0.7509999999999999,0.078,-0.9298,0,8,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,1,9,12,4,0,8,0,22,2,0,3,2,27,38,10,0,1,6,1,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,15,8,0,0,6,0,1,2,2,8,0,2,7,4,21,4,21,25,4,20,1,3,0,0,11,6,3,1,10,111,36,0,0.152121946357703,0.0,0.4453472273716293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484692693307918,0.0,0.0,0.31510491769593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086409440048268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273212655479736,0.0,0.12944457203963747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111671459820224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047511087301754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153834853663043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939484986032987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794774383701053,0.0,0.08645440776671212,0.0,0.12166581710652208,0.0,0.1675794742928884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627138414114015,0.15018892812440165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643178063233756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399968972724446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744822949287043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214222862546942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308176779889526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092440733021012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380440946642573,0.0,0.1456907742207958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332204033900233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097347747149186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583684601191053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30090498939172944,0.0,0.2153453931986863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337313415284866,0.0,0.0,0.12226985820540814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887035302534636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972546530549831,0.12074732032497767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796154594043634
lonely,M23W0OH7FV2t,2019/04/28,"M4A What to do in this situation? Need some advice here. I've been unemployed a few weeks. Found a contract through a recruiter, who swore at me over instant messaging. My cousin's sister-in-law knows their supervisor and has offered to act as a go-between, but I feel guilty about doing that as I don't consider being sworn at to be  that big a deal, on the other hand, I don't think I'd feel the same way if someone else were targeted. 

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I just want a third-party view, one that isn't involved in the situation. So, could I get some advice here, please? I can provide more details upon request.",3.919666666666668,5.3035589666666665,4.950000000000003,83.32166666666669,71.83333333333334,7.666666666666668,29.16666666666667,8.167268648758528,1.9751666666666683,476,19,94,7,9,156,89,120,0.035,0.88,0.085,0.6553,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,9,0,12,1,1,0,0,15,20,6,0,4,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,4,9,0,14,14,5,11,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,3,1,64,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032840011473584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22357921713575687,0.250736802530214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475300499262002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127369122446041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237823615806644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867266004414828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22625119151753698,0.0,0.0,0.10780891380123582,0.0,0.11727297690767295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340409599988835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530052796207851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982752397427806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265094005268753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46389017917528,0.0,0.0,0.17483896463690973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322202029058605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171007462332516,0.16379035001135858,0.1655208408395933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250736802530214,0.0
lonely,rnightypants,2019/04/28,"can I talk to anyone? I feel lost in my life, my head, and my relationship. I keep trying to use blahtherapy, but I get halfway into a good conversation then I lose connection and never get to finish. I just need someone else to know what's going on in my head",3.235188679245283,4.487132471698119,5.3850471698113225,80.0541745283019,73.33962264150944,8.318867924528304,24.57075471698113,8.841846274778883,1.7394566037735857,203,6,41,4,4,71,38,53,0.102,0.823,0.075,-0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,1,11,10,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,10,1,8,9,0,8,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122505479565386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045649396322465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381815435705147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25587828759710696,0.0,0.13917034990202473,0.20539284414101616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5026328983162153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21765966129751144,0.0,0.0,0.13457906618208004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296524354462672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739569062188125,0.2673142999156916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815746377654082,0.18886574170621465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26290834773890165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748513874754748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682442328255087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625673203217975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114967878427118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Juche16789,2019/04/28,So I’m f***ed I was forced to go to a party for kids and  the best friend of my ex is here. She was there when I had my first date with my ex. When i broke up with my ex everyone kept making fun of me and she seen-zoned me when i asked help from her to help me stop them from making fun of me. What do fellow lonesome comrades?,-0.8928378378378383,0.8649326216216231,1.0931756756756776,103.70030405405407,87.64864864864866,4.2405405405405405,13.304054054054054,5.148860815047168,-1.5017783783783791,250,3,67,1,8,82,48,74,0.11900000000000001,0.632,0.249,0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,6,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,8,11,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,16,4,12,7,1,8,0,1,0,0,14,1,0,0,6,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149621359762997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35356262837866004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219286369013121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865725309209008,0.0,0.0,0.2602931571671879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914717507668749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516427043204225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497754633101902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816689532201181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lisa_McDowell88,2019/04/28,On the cellular phone. I’d like very much for someone to say goodnight and be on the other end. Why do you think this would be??,0.33999999999999986,2.4711741111111145,1.905185185185185,97.43333333333337,85.66666666666667,5.0814814814814815,20.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.0020222222222221475,99,3,23,1,3,32,24,27,0.0,0.897,0.10300000000000001,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38385360788447603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117317482280918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31859044154653404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446479601350425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672087016089625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776978755071217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357590931736253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910657460150603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307866782669809,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kindoflikesmitten,2019/04/28,"Let Me Make a Sad (or Happy) Playlist for You I'm very bored and it's late and I want to use my brain and help someone out somehow. I can also chat on discord or something if you'd like. I have just gone through a pretty major period of introspection and healing and just like dealing with some pretty heavy, nasty shit and I guess I'd like to tlak about it (or anything for that matter!). Im 30/m in CST so it's getting late (errr early) but sleep is hard to come by these days so give 'er a shot.

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OKAY BYE I LOVE YOU ALL",-0.2951503759398477,1.8672358508771936,1.6629072681704289,97.64368421052635,89.61403508771929,3.95889724310777,18.669172932330827,5.288315135182226,-0.5337774436090221,413,12,95,2,14,136,82,114,0.099,0.7070000000000001,0.19399999999999998,0.9061,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,0,7,9,1,0,3,1,5,5,3,2,1,24,15,14,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,10,6,13,12,3,10,0,1,0,1,9,3,1,7,9,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377699632623859,0.0,0.18666220466963804,0.20933557667699804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417694038054027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231825902955726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840149803713293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110450046329616,0.1776101623527795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000769298229755,0.16526392672823415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978268778680996,0.0,0.0,0.1833922145462664,0.15432647500453436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154737326848818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860888695758732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38867222610700825,0.0,0.0,0.1761650434951316,0.0,0.2524977195022969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548684121375614,0.0,0.11499632590467433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35053556372689065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768400042163345,0.0,0.0,0.17240155229357287,0.0,0.1459698581083502,0.13262735584312668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879213180340325,0.0,0.14214667936153175,0.10161351824530857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20933557667699804,0.0
lonely,Pelidaq,2019/04/28,"Anyone around rn? Moved to a new city recently, decided to go as a ""group of friends"" drinking and now im really drunk and alone at the back of the club. I hate clubbing don't know why I came here",0.8657142857142865,2.6608205714285766,2.833571428571432,93.44892857142858,81.38095238095238,7.057142857142857,22.404761904761905,8.07648339933343,1.0039333333333342,152,5,36,3,4,51,35,42,0.198,0.731,0.071,-0.6764,0,1,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,7,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890519599740495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514546718174444,0.0,0.0,0.2484483156783477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146021580423883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192033828117145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734008985916955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156234130024101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586126690506208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755425358524683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30146393349684913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533799756953065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966273619442319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269545825200089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787915133754998,0.0,0.2755666462724992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518343474764768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,heartshapedframes,2019/04/28,"Rant Dude I just wanna be held. Like one of the best things about my ex was how tall he was because I’m 5’0 and he’s 6’4 and sleeping next to him and being like either spoon.. was like the best thing in the world. Just being able to lie down and cuddle with someone is so heartwarming. And even though he wasn’t the greatest person, he always accepted my affection and I felt so safe around him. I fucking miss that, goddammit!

Goodnight!!!!",1.5975862068965512,4.115009735632185,2.315643678160921,93.95622413793106,83.82758620689657,4.859310344827586,20.19425287356321,6.2581,0.10665149425287312,345,10,70,3,10,107,61,87,0.04,0.64,0.32,0.9851,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,1,0,4,0,8,3,1,2,0,18,13,10,0,1,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,1,7,8,9,4,4,6,0,1,0,2,8,5,1,0,4,49,10,0,0.23296524756702275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384574843263944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20738846183533824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420134526116055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4889653090159957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538713488704407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236831714937582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537261742372552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34144515729617986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24776118372063916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578632809394104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034162682870305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331334922826861,0.0,0.1973906982627354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095435175675719,0.0,0.22888717290543176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,screech2thevoid,2019/04/28,"Someday I might be loved You ever feel like even though you feel like a 4/10 right now, in somebody's eyes you'll be at least a 9/10? Those curves and lumps I can't even look at some days, somebody will love them. Sometimes I feel like that won't ever happen but I hear stories and I hold on to the hope that some day someone will love the things I hate about myself.",1.8089610389610409,3.6543366493506495,2.0324675324675354,100.08298701298705,78.61038961038959,4.4,18.79220779220779,3.1291,-0.8704753246753247,290,6,67,0,7,87,53,77,0.062,0.695,0.243,0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,1,0,7,8,1,0,4,0,8,5,1,0,2,13,19,4,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,11,7,6,12,3,10,0,0,2,3,8,5,0,4,8,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22545119428158802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23089533183930264,0.3162165465028703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651384204233632,0.3746117181663257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456691514953985,0.0,0.0,0.17256971451218175,0.0,0.0,0.19700191966932445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360669004782858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561818476200069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678023838343154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732665270156194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542540240121952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492703765367181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809966609099307,0.0,0.17287255712888028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612323173245348,0.0,0.1717310601672122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CertAlert,2019/04/28,"Dancing alone (non sexual 30m) I love to dance, but usually don't have anyone who likes to. I end up dancing alone in my living room. It's fun for a bit, but ends up depressing.",0.17684210526315525,2.1284227368421083,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,84.78947368421052,6.957894736842108,20.026315789473685,8.07648339933343,0.9386631578947372,136,4,31,3,4,48,32,38,0.168,0.589,0.243,0.6542,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,6,3,1,10,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5767875753617315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947011202911337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039990387302033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398315406855456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4932541986786261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603828603130316,0.0,0.2458794898799445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513151020235059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066771256225138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Moblin,2019/04/28,"I have no friends left. My GF of 5 years got really close to cheating on me last night and is probably going to break up with me tomorrow. I don't have anyone to talk to about this and I'm more alone than I've ever felt Last year I dropped out of college with 1 semester left.  I had a mental breakdown and my depression started then.  I had 3 good friends at the time, and I've lost all of them since then.  Two of them treated me badly enough that I couldn't stand being around them anymore.  They regularly told me how stupid I was and made me feel like none of my opinions mattered, eventually I had enough.

 The 3rd was in love with me.  He confessed to me one night (and sort of assaulted me) and I had to leave because I'm not homosexual and couldn't see a way to be with him.  He wanted me to leave my girlfriend.  He was by far my closest friend and I lost him to a love that has now also dropped out from under me.

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 I've been living with my girlfriend for 3 years and she came home acting very weird last night.  I finally got a confession out of her a couple hours ago, and now we're taking a break while she goes to a friend's house to talk.  My girlfriend has been supporting us with her job for a while.  I've been able to keep the apartment clean, make meal prep, and pay a lot of the internet and electric bills, but her family and friends all wanted her to move on from me because I dropped out and wasn't getting a job fast enough to help with rent.   I think I've been a sad slug long enough that she's developed feelings for someone else and fallen out of love with me.  I have no one but myself to blame, but I don't have any friends that would let me stay over like she does to talk to or just feel less alone.  She was all I had left and my best friend.  It hurt so much for her to treat me like she did today - it felt like she was truly over me and I had lost another friend.

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What makes me feel the most alone is the thought that I probably deserve it.  If I had gotten a job sooner, gotten over my depression sooner, been a better man.  She would still be happy with me and not comparing me to her coworker, who at least has a job and is stable, happier.   

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My whole life is wrapped up in hers, if this doesn't work out then I have the hardest year of my life ahead of me, and I have no friends to help me bear it.  I don't know if I can do this.",3.8655501497005993,4.115304179640724,4.577015344311377,90.13312780688624,71.07584830339322,7.9391467065868255,26.43469311377245,7.756953410329674,1.1451800898203592,1858,54,430,21,32,597,215,501,0.106,0.7240000000000001,0.17,0.9921,5,3,0,0,0,0,52.0,1,0,4,7,10,35,3,0,21,0,46,6,0,4,4,80,81,36,0,9,10,0,6,4,13,2,2,0,3,1,14,39,1,1,11,0,3,5,13,12,0,3,32,7,77,23,69,41,16,68,2,7,1,3,51,26,0,8,33,292,91,7,0.061087150761077076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415007336192839,0.0,0.0,0.18980359580319053,0.0,0.048851372393453656,0.0,0.19856370698305506,0.22268272348966514,0.04154135728519008,0.06405520385978339,0.0,0.0,0.060582038947919276,0.042713556159146286,0.0,0.0,0.054380515405408086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100521927350745,0.0744763202270366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410719594604661,0.05402662065352142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698674266680231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759177042095481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522854687727366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345777729006312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05103047592890078,0.0,0.0,0.2524774254435897,0.0,0.0,0.05525682516877696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057587529120350776,0.0,0.12354999555324432,0.04364067270950333,0.1173064889502368,0.06691798774242022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247620303030099,0.0,0.031915514993494494,0.0,0.034717235531461825,0.05123700379815418,0.09771394976211334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502840789611933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189085898655253,0.0,0.06127539295518913,0.0,0.0601585384301971,0.07048637026042442,0.06539505832423635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424782849135048,0.05429706638147912,0.0,0.0,0.03357190049128049,0.14938254319104166,0.0,0.12936494473543508,0.19911410412150327,0.06246575043429097,0.0862953222884453,0.11937638492276675,0.0,0.05394107329051414,0.05406020612302367,0.0,0.0,0.2000515235673603,0.0519341110798841,0.16540061569041875,0.057802139075644764,0.08155229496503705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061561480115969486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492597376573665,0.044906084587043635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719784584965715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278846860718721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317245609151756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03913399300343871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048678550176507684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053192236676093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175894460456368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04323779972252982,0.0651107748072712,0.04878427750728567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932097476818237,0.0,0.0,0.04592993498261624,0.14729861352482765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03914217961665896,0.0,0.04849637420334045,0.03562040885863744,0.0,0.057903476188443735,0.05837139038454369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059673269983403235,0.0,0.07348032090308527,0.0,0.0,0.050403296941858994,0.07206156846476901,0.04848813690132275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820162227682179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04447217329851828,0.0,0.0,0.08678911844938134,0.0,0.22268272348966514,0.1573524890768949
lonely,Aisforacronym,2019/04/28,"I have no one I'm close to. I just turned 30 in February and I'm more aware than ever that I'm not close to any of my family or friends. My friend of 12 years, who up until a year or so ago I trusted to tell every aspect of my life and vice versa, has apathetically distanced herself from me to the degree we don't really talk anymore despite my best attempts to keep our friendship alive. For the first time in those 12yrs, we had an opportunity to see each other. Something we used to talk about constantly, and now she couldn't be less interested. There's just nothing there anymore.

Someone I used to feel even closer to, whom I love like a sister and would die for, invited me to spend time with her and her fiance this weekend. I accepted and was excited to go, because she hadn't invited me to anything or reached out to me in any way in the past year. But I've been so messed up from the past week of several friends abandoning me that I couldn't get the motivation to even get out of the bed I've been laying in for the last 20+ hours. I don't have anyone left and I'm failing to see the point of waking up tomorrow. Of going to work and trying to improve myself and my life. What purpose is there if you have no one to share it with?",5.0067696267696284,4.711029702702703,6.133189189189192,81.84446846846849,68.57528957528957,9.223268983268985,30.007979407979413,8.841846274778883,2.121214465894466,979,33,211,15,15,329,147,259,0.094,0.7659999999999999,0.14,0.9121,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,4,1,0,7,12,15,0,0,11,0,16,4,1,3,1,38,32,17,1,4,8,1,1,1,3,1,2,0,1,0,9,19,0,2,3,1,1,2,8,3,0,3,5,3,29,12,45,23,4,36,0,2,2,1,21,15,0,4,19,145,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519588576202686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674559427610276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25775779069513866,0.0908664685071021,0.0,0.10694061035958474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921841231411685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363781203280288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404335044482622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487115622790585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166604619472162,0.11755032864258408,0.10949138008365863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250853995203305,0.0,0.06570836515088155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053833173448953,0.0,0.0,0.30120512174740777,0.0,0.1357906200663333,0.0,0.14771107220945912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797796365476052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550859062162702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592940022604526,0.0,0.0,0.14119479542641794,0.0,0.18357991912022448,0.0634886877637882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728805550390024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469383286434245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761196316086959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481105306540745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284800775023373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325150286140892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071121369573847,0.0,0.0,0.14681040015623126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010913004639483,0.10004450892457864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089033089342764,0.11358503660366595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155379466433874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882298570342127,0.14135202828101615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447609942129604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315099375701713,0.10424081283736852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460765381874882,0.0,0.0,0.09231519694773976,0.0,0.0,0.2510572686797609
lonely,Sthenislra,2019/04/28,Just a ramble? Or a vent? *shrugs* My entire life i have never found anyone that has understood me. I hold back a lot of my comments simply because people seem to have such a bad view about various elements... Maybe im just a stupid girl that goes through the same shit as everyone else but ive never felt so alone in my life and i am so tired of feeling empty. Sigh.. I just wish i could find someone that i could talk to.. Hmm that turned out to be a tad too negative.,-0.12170499603489306,2.1772518969072188,1.7962886597938132,95.47390959555908,91.88659793814432,5.046471054718478,17.770816812053926,6.67199483983844,0.010198096748612162,362,10,80,5,13,119,70,97,0.223,0.721,0.055999999999999994,-0.9531,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,2,0,7,0,8,4,1,0,2,21,15,6,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,3,11,0,10,9,3,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,3,3,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054016265615871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867124920671606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249726149406054,0.16559046140683392,0.1208951594163987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31668772034092746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567245813735965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950502721895932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027748660763247,0.0,0.19042007767011804,0.0,0.181262578616366,0.0,0.0,0.21744967282787014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422163093260504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28016117641547483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860614538988133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992409552744752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059160747941957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749140021029732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805447644093888,0.0,0.0,0.20357452975932055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803746050067858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594035912767339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279417930314817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157172239845496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280603407978377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sou-sad,2019/04/28,"I have friends but I have no friends I’m not sure what if posting this will help but if anyone has advice or can share similar stories, that would be nice. Just reading this is cool, too.

It’s hard to explain an entire life situation in text alone, but I’ll try my best. I’ve always been a lonely person. Maybe everyone is. But it’s been very pressing most recently, throughout the past couple of years. I have a decent amount of friends irl and a few online but anyone who shares my same interests is one of the ones living a good distance away.

It hurts a little when I see some of those friends where they live hanging out with all their irl friends who have the same interests and consistently being able to talk and hang out with each other.

I’m very unmotivated to pursue and work on.... anything. Part of the reason why seems to be because I have no friends pushing me and being by my side wanting to do those exact same activities. I try to explain this to people by asking them to think of their most favorite hobby and “what if you knew that nearly nobody  around you liked that and, sure, online people did but even within the state you live it isn’t exceptionally popular”... kind of thing.

If it sounds like I’m being vague, it’s because I am haha. Getting too specific means explaining so much, it would take me forever to get all my thoughts out. It also helps a reader inject themselves mire easily (hopefully) to be able to understand....

I just don’t know what to do. I’ve tried finding people but being introverted and a number of other non-social things certainly doesn’t help my case. All I want is friends who /enjoy the same things/ which doesn’t SOUND hard?? Yet it’s been impossibly almost.

I don’t want to go another several years like this. I’m lonely.",4.413224080267562,5.948996223188408,5.147318840579711,81.79281772575251,70.82608695652175,7.858416945373468,27.18227424749164,8.384062270229773,1.8608327759197327,1407,48,266,22,26,455,187,345,0.081,0.6829999999999999,0.237,0.9965,0,5,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,4,2,12,29,0,0,14,2,33,1,0,1,7,64,57,23,0,10,16,0,3,3,7,3,1,2,0,1,30,15,0,0,12,1,0,4,8,3,0,2,6,7,24,26,35,41,16,24,0,3,1,0,28,12,0,11,9,186,54,2,0.18331465898105126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956648157607447,0.0,0.0,0.0917815756109476,0.09492935094791577,0.0,0.07329833327869227,0.07626624065169378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611070172059592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817787183767196,0.0,0.07542617246009675,0.08159445572887952,0.08568723024365403,0.0,0.0861150782311332,0.0,0.0,0.11174691464969924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618871249245477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141709173099732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060538801687629935,0.0,0.0,0.0875825062167605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377313864181027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495699577789806,0.0,0.09577434328406896,0.0,0.05209097259345271,0.07687781932410964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421392777850166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430792771174268,0.0,0.0,0.0910364094131274,0.0,0.0,0.09812106692158623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544700405451062,0.05037247124174399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647402824484236,0.1343374241955837,0.0918647233939434,0.242805303540764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208210705564968,0.09984170208206752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737868340303486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242187571462238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925595589668458,0.08749729224171696,0.1906309546040063,0.08003164472311937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778238522589786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168213326559613,0.0,0.0,0.0942390002229302,0.09050055524927343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730390246894956,0.08344139035962661,0.0,0.10354669310270344,0.0,0.0,0.1030266786389147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277189664976372,0.0,0.06891490488147706,0.07367068952655073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826791708912601,0.05873031577677381,0.0,0.0727656813924223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668793053683244,0.0,0.0,0.0954185124689749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125379192353464,0.1621856030790986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270648347957961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672762750262826,0.0,0.0,0.1302214741856286,0.0,0.0,0.11804863017661713
lonely,TheyLive_7610,2019/04/28,"What am I doing wrong? This is a long story, but I'll try to keep it simple...
I don't have any friends or anyone I can confide in. Sometimes I feel I've accepted this fact, but other times, I really struggle with my loneliness. There was a time when I had ""friends"", but things happened that made me realize that they were true friends. 
I used to live with two of these people, and it was a very toxic environment. Even though they were difficult to have a functional friendship with, I still tried to make it work. I did a lot of introspection to see if there was anything I could do differently, but the situation didn't change.   I eventually moved on my own, and I don't hear from them anymore, unless they want something. That's more or less the same situation I have with most of my ""friends"" now. If I don't make an effort to keep in touch with people, I never hear from them. And when I do reach out, i get very short brief conversations. I don't know which is worse, being rejected or being lonely. 
I called a sucide hotline once just so I could talk to someone. The only advice I got was to talk to a therapist. If I could afford it, I would find a therapist. 
I really wish that I could understand what it is about me that makes it so hard to have real functional friendships or that I could just accept that it's just not on the cards for me.",4.433755637556377,5.124184062730631,5.39089175891759,83.22814985649858,69.99630996309963,8.826650266502666,26.863673636736365,8.998388855275968,1.863764903649036,1055,32,221,19,18,347,142,271,0.124,0.787,0.08800000000000001,-0.8913,2,3,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,5,2,14,12,0,1,13,0,33,0,0,5,3,54,51,20,0,11,16,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,22,9,0,2,7,0,0,2,7,5,0,1,11,6,37,7,28,32,6,16,0,2,1,0,15,6,0,9,8,169,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127281755599082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047667253102645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277999562899601,0.07246535758081664,0.0,0.08528437053776768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582490224709544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963413992600704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137283147595587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827854348580232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845122093092676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052401950410753975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472228490474786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32027856863236376,0.0,0.05414602328502817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828879277080429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916458030851536,0.0,0.0928383411708519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336127252063606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423454681521248,0.0,0.0,0.0569561514546781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915133160471617,0.09171542994456824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810841963201389,0.0,0.09806377772541826,0.20753538504820288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101496650779185,0.0,0.0,0.0799311965403698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103699579244872,0.0,0.07882056233542285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369760909377927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796152584474408,0.13278495407843105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258522263782538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23298452379948445,0.0,0.0,0.0878112422857173,0.07978477905356422,0.10249958287730952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276459353362123,0.0,0.0,0.1083438308636982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659889209356635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24066094849940725,0.06885177735913282,0.0,0.10182276658923052,0.0,0.12086306536962628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072535764474725,0.0,0.1012382305807608,0.10788970867999184,0.0,0.08950904046435874,0.0,0.1710226571880404,0.0611277518918991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191773654629904,0.0,0.0,0.07544892606145358,0.0,0.10561489501562536,0.07362070813216001,0.1133107238367478,0.0,0.0
lonely,saucesultan,2019/04/28,"Always feel left out and excluded. I'm about to graduate from college in a few weeks. Its been a rough ride. In some ways it's been great. From a learning/career perspective, I've learned so much and made so many strides. Arguably more than most of my peers. Viewed through the academic achievement lens, its been a success. But I feel like I'm leaving school after 4 years with 0 friends. Now, obviously I have some friends, but no-one I've ever felt close to. I always try and be an outgoing, nice, helpful, funny person, but for some reason I have close to no close friends. I feel like a have a bunch of casual, ""hey, how's it going"" friends, like in passing, but nobody I can ever talk to, share my life with, and hear about theirs. I think what didn't help in college was the fact that I am a pretty strictly straight-edge kind of guy. I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't like to party, I don't go to clubs (I despise that vibe), and I've stayed far from it. It seems like social groups formed in freshman and sophomore year around parties and then those groups ended up becoming closer friends who do things, but I am never invited to anything. I never have been, and I think about the fact that I wouldn't enjoy them anyway, but it just feels terrible. Social media and instagram stories etc. make things worse. Like I feel actively UN-invited when looking at other people socializing and having fun, and I just don't know what to do. Anyone else feel like this and have any ideas/solutions? I feel lonely, and excluded all the time, and just don't know what to do about it. :'(",4.3280133604414734,5.394771811501599,4.69921144350857,86.71189006680224,70.50159744408946,7.735637525413883,27.32631426081905,8.00094639256281,1.548720127795527,1239,41,253,16,22,391,169,313,0.109,0.6679999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.9903,0,2,2,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,2,2,16,23,1,0,12,0,26,2,0,4,8,61,47,25,0,1,9,0,9,7,5,1,1,1,0,2,20,21,1,0,15,3,0,4,11,3,0,0,8,12,24,20,34,37,11,34,0,1,2,0,21,15,0,5,20,162,44,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540728734546553,0.0,0.0,0.06759122488715186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949848942735712,0.10184074292708777,0.08179266786240096,0.08848159729139543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109772695954234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736813124390314,0.0,0.0,0.08303080592502457,0.0,0.08803344752358641,0.0,0.1108504139116251,0.0,0.1798148515414232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35179561140965604,0.21302095425656006,0.0954336809570782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839572013958757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129756285119666,0.0,0.0,0.1095820681277022,0.0,0.0984155360338055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202409023334713,0.0,0.13324320214100066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350339738135256,0.1092485187913783,0.0,0.0,0.10524373351715292,0.10799170649373033,0.0,0.07020481415019883,0.339911694320384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346579920001714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940488620628963,0.06634616523483605,0.10076976122202633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730659145604381,0.0,0.15331732577132734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890717923528371,0.0867868741289087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011192759801266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219342959496863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059188039193223,0.0,0.09048442609589538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303958532711984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594061701840307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988900991664473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206571196483466,0.12737512868825282,0.0,0.0,0.057957351975950075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674818982955214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889421000754662,0.07972774938767138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012908223964656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801275849912142
lonely,mpodell,2019/04/28,My friend who was supposed to be my plus one for a wedding backed out last minute and I have no one else to take I feel even more stupid because the hosts already paid for his seat and I literally have no one else to replace my date with. I’m going to be sitting next to an empty seat during dinner 😬,2.4117187499999986,3.661512984375001,3.598875,92.05862500000002,75.40625,5.745000000000001,23.7375,5.6839178017228535,0.2781287499999996,237,7,53,1,5,77,46,64,0.149,0.7859999999999999,0.065,-0.6801,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,10,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,2,1,7,1,10,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051576101457092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263441636356573,0.0,0.1685700543854513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620104793806648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826453844368632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982182125971934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364630717754227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715830921320226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254087684352723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940926753510873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5621514306718751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791606283279265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,eflaming99,2019/04/28,"hi Hello everyone,

First of all, I hope everyone is having a good day.

I've had depression for a large part of my life, but recently felt like I got over it. Until yesterday. It's still here, lurking. I don't have anyone that I can lean on, even though many people say that they support me. It's not them though, it's me. I just can't bring myself to have any serious conversations. I'm always the one cracking jokes or just acting happy all the time (I sometimes even believe it). 

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Don't get me wrong, though. I'm very thankful for everything that I currently have. I'm just seeking advice on how to handle this.

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Thank you :)",2.2946153846153834,4.689980787401577,3.6436220472440963,86.33970321017567,79.70866141732283,6.742337976983646,23.942459115687466,7.882392219407189,1.4446358570563294,508,18,98,9,13,166,86,127,0.040999999999999995,0.7090000000000001,0.251,0.9845,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,1,11,11,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,2,11,21,7,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,3,0,2,3,2,15,8,10,18,3,13,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,9,67,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081249086358773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113873932847986,0.2900879203305917,0.3253241447400142,0.09103359918335356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360235209439416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082135405296213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633261761750023,0.0,0.11529875267806422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768347110057982,0.0,0.0,0.25582976114918704,0.12031029919071427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285325347386936,0.0,0.0,0.11386651222315235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993955877998932,0.0,0.0,0.11228060833679117,0.10706502048306717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250304772919425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295933104722604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945536483879562,0.0654002582439162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571930480922426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907111943460401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449640378344398,0.0,0.0928059603274434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217671218490282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064557667175592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239708415584056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690571168773537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519097652183804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464920032140611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945685539003061,0.0,0.07805845149745305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045362576442712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636166332042824,0.3253241447400142,0.0
lonely,blondeinthebrain,2019/04/28,"I hate college. I hate spring. Usually when I feel lonely I go on walks. During spring everyone parties outside and no matter what neighborhood I walk in there are people in their front yard dancing, playing beer pong, having fun. 

When I go home all I here is people laughing, and music playing. Only feet from me there are people who have somehow managed to make friends. 

No matter where I go I can’t escape. It’s like being a bird trapped in a cage. Incessant reminders that people don’t want to be my friend. I can’t describe this feeling but it’s the worst pain I’ve ever felt. I’m in the prime of my life. Alone. Unwanted.",1.2470161290322572,3.853468298387096,2.6583064516129045,89.80745967741936,87.79032258064518,4.712903225806452,23.072580645161292,6.322622252153567,0.73588064516129,495,19,93,5,16,160,87,124,0.207,0.633,0.16,-0.9199,0,4,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,8,12,2,0,4,0,10,4,1,1,2,14,21,5,0,2,1,0,3,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,6,2,1,0,3,5,0,7,5,5,0,0,1,3,14,7,9,18,2,19,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,7,58,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897790957670525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378312853455266,0.0,0.18357845943833892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428283014896292,0.0,0.1844648926617593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968621695481048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275578964028586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793565543600587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271156924799032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356997170881386,0.09385990591052712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824128888068068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461155720772185,0.2044287425273246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327660127446218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115925376273599,0.0,0.11331708595873714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,paganporridge,2019/04/28,"I (F17) did not go to Prom. Why? Hey, so tonight it is my school's Prom. 
I am super isolative/anti-social (because of anxiety) , yet when there was a school event like a football game or something, I'd attend. Just for some form of interaction with the outside world you know?

Earlier this year, I dropped out of highschool because of my mental health and I didn't have the highschool credits in order to graduate ( because of my MH).  So... I dropped out.

The decision was very tough on me, I knew I wouldn't have a normal late-teen experience. Senior pictures, senior pranks... I can't have that ever in my life. 

I was always lonely at school, nobody talked to me and I am too anxious to talk to anyone(I had delayed speech because of horrible hearing and people made fun of that so I just stopped talking unless spoken to).

When I made the decision, I KNEW I would be in isolation. And it's making me feel angry at myself,   because the only human interactions I have is my family, was school, and work. I don't start work until a couple of weeks and my family is gone all week because of work and school. 

Tonight made these feelings intensify, and I never felt so much loneliness and resentment until this night.",4.260478927203067,5.929918879310348,5.254770114942531,80.34501915708816,71.41379310344827,7.74176245210728,29.26819923371648,8.344100000000001,2.2311860153256697,948,38,172,15,18,311,131,232,0.11599999999999999,0.83,0.054000000000000006,-0.9003,0,3,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,0,4,12,7,1,0,9,0,21,2,0,4,3,38,35,19,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,7,12,0,2,8,1,1,3,6,3,0,0,14,5,28,4,28,18,4,34,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,2,20,121,35,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973024561897285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249613421695576,0.12182677585448333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944239815545656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193212156941708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754606978743467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548671602755301,0.2033210238663446,0.0,0.10905274101129442,0.0,0.10354184232181077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128708751606584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462725062490765,0.12154179290645115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926520277299065,0.0,0.12164649102809985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761695003700135,0.05268442920435712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061181026007533,0.07198301595944767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086758136622609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927368334370699,0.0,0.08317167592726632,0.0,0.0,0.10119909871285447,0.1056588041120277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201601565736244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476161681775015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5456914432065294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830193225497396,0.0,0.0,0.07632862395381032,0.0,0.0,0.09015778942543892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600294314882955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897803132897936,0.0,0.0,0.1730030314870473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730744577796864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355230710555229,0.0,0.0,0.07660535489683719,0.0,0.0,0.06944443891699739
lonely,ShadyKhaos,2019/04/28,I just want someone to hug Honestly despite having so many close friends (like between 7-15 idk what u guys count as close) I just have the soul crushing feeling of loneliness the moment all my friends leave and I’m in my house a sheet of darkness rolls over my head and I become sad doesn’t help the person I was recently talking to and hoping to get my gf (not possible anymore btw) has been distancing themselves from me so I got no one to talk to and the only notifications I get are for streaks on snap and anytime I message someone the conversation barely lasts idk what to do I want to go out and meet people and hopefully find the one but I can’t idk where to go or what to do I like going out with friends I don’t like going out by myself unless I have to. I prolly seem like a spoiled brat because I got close af friends but I’m greedy and want that special something I don’t even want sex I just want somebody to hug somebody to love,2.1262051282051293,4.1130270820512855,3.4606410256410283,89.54685897435898,78.1794871794872,6.17948717948718,26.730769230769234,7.1686216300943375,1.2585384615384618,751,31,157,9,18,245,112,195,0.081,0.66,0.259,0.9893,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,16,0,0,8,0,13,5,1,0,1,34,33,15,0,7,8,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,15,0,0,3,0,0,4,6,1,0,2,4,1,22,15,27,29,1,17,1,1,0,4,14,10,0,4,7,97,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289410488209865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925661639299758,0.14359258318263285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587441715575192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574005383905411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883237285225982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018005089571213,0.0,0.13585610680620513,0.0,0.2955646154755677,0.0,0.20797152729704899,0.0,0.0,0.1287363940691533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334340427224515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714706066310307,0.0,0.0,0.258270675347779,0.0,0.1500211393805469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059804860158737,0.0,0.13766829199323985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540772239381357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734461914855485,0.0,0.0,0.1318159328673184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620456752323732,0.09888311352800014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013680296554134,0.1135250558819435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657363337425264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283752274186704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836178721824048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203244631273342,0.10009275665132407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090040551908578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834343635050175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,stinkface369,2019/04/28,Hello I'm just looking for a conversation? I'm lonely like most and wanna chat,1.41,4.020190000000003,4.492500000000003,77.1025,86.5,5.7,20.5,7.1686216300943375,1.0450999999999997,64,2,11,1,2,23,14,16,0.156,0.688,0.156,0.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502869546948834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8643623191413856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RyanB_,2019/04/28,"Had plans tonight for the first time in over a month and they fell thru. About a year ago I left my job where most of my friends came from. Since then I haven’t really seen them too often, especially lately. However my best friend from that job hit me up a couple days ago asking if I wanted to go out and get drinks tonight, and of course I was down. Was really looking forward to it, made me feel good to be invited out. Just woke up from a nap today and texted the dude, only to find out he changed his mind and doesn’t feel like going out. And I mean that’s totally cool, I’ve been there, but damn it does also suck. Guess it’s another lonely Saturday night filled with smoking weed and binging Netflix trying to find some shred of satisfaction with my day.",5.445620490620493,5.340398785714285,5.641774891774889,85.09059884559886,67.63636363636364,9.182106782106784,27.500721500721504,8.841846274778883,1.7251985569985564,599,16,129,9,9,190,109,154,0.068,0.8290000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.3774,3,2,1,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,2,3,7,9,2,0,6,1,7,1,0,1,1,30,23,11,0,2,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,14,1,0,5,3,0,6,2,3,0,1,8,5,14,6,25,13,4,32,0,1,2,0,7,12,2,5,17,78,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713507706893774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239925751898705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049312452305806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430872011892064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606233929770173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505590385571804,0.0,0.0,0.16191352180875895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935414725477288,0.0,0.19741760891415205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339408071531664,0.0,0.0,0.14993713724570942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477996810809905,0.10934362077385833,0.0,0.0,0.2797818043367023,0.13018981237244512,0.0,0.0,0.23650220196981214,0.0,0.0799657235231186,0.0,0.1739711145856021,0.1283765617039653,0.0,0.0,0.16860903149710962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303769992364304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265444066042707,0.0,0.16629637552957247,0.0,0.0,0.07477569290256766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285289429929304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482579627212736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667234390966631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454347108049435,0.0,0.12216826776641587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363319184908646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640639354938513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610387396264892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660994923302224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924849770247645,0.0,0.14507970085572458,0.0,0.0,0.1039153418790725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027671121193866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856339181556632
lonely,EnigmaticSaltShaker,2019/04/28,"Needed to Vent I want to make meaningful connections with people. I want people to enjoy my company. I feel that even if I try to talk to other people, it's pointless because I'll probably never see them again and they will never want to see me again. So what's the point? Nobody will want to talk to me and I don't walk to talk to others in fear of being rejected. I'm jealous of other people surrounded by friends that love them.",3.1604870129870117,4.696901477272732,4.867402597402599,82.55681818181822,74.0,7.755844155844157,23.935064935064936,8.418075326091056,1.5676246753246752,342,10,66,6,7,116,54,88,0.10099999999999999,0.7090000000000001,0.19,0.6705,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,4,6,1,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,2,14,15,4,0,6,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,3,11,3,15,12,0,8,0,1,2,1,8,3,0,1,4,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905786336625586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816402060858465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131608386840916,0.09045894381510967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822033730615238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146732000786107,0.0,0.11941942102387748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265461790445868,0.2759626907106859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961164172512234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912155713141286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288814380832187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28512572360361044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313873730296884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146367759944075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220874857206448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Virtu75,2019/04/28,"I can't do this anymore Everyday i feel empty, lonely, sad. At this point i feel like no one cares about me. My parents are divorced, my mother isn't home 80% of the time and I see my dad only once a week. I have literally 0 friends, and for my crush I don't exist. I don't want to kill myself I just want someone who can help me.",-0.6083219178082189,1.2543221917808258,2.193407534246578,95.5895633561644,87.35616438356165,4.7458904109589035,18.71404109589041,5.985473137389443,-0.30793013698630123,252,7,61,2,8,88,53,73,0.14800000000000002,0.622,0.23,0.7324,1,4,0,0,1,1,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,14,2,1,2,1,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,3,15,3,5,14,0,5,0,2,1,0,7,2,0,0,4,38,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552366716930379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26240051062908665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602626966699574,0.18386142570068428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988393640514822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250616397856847,0.0,0.2581578241037833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847359592781787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573541471849234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27408505461737315,0.17439701228962814,0.19573748634983745,0.0,0.0,0.28577309295589143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432928722559969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050863811397205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806431379059565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007145284825513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036007901242705,0.0,0.2064424749407866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Eowyn18,2019/04/28,"Lonely and the last person i trust has let me down I've felt incredibly lonely for most of my life, but worse over the last few months. I don't have many people in my life and the one person I trust and was my support, has let me down. Now I feel like I have no one and life just doesn't feel worth living anymore. I feel like the only person I've got is myself. Just no one around me will listen to me, no one cares, and feel like no one will protect me anymore. In general just feel like the loneliest person :(",3.6415079365079386,3.949841722222224,4.521587301587303,90.125,71.59259259259258,6.912169312169312,21.91005291005291,6.1826913282559595,0.17863862433862465,398,7,90,2,7,129,54,108,0.21,0.5710000000000001,0.218,0.4774,0,5,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,5,0,12,3,0,0,0,18,22,6,0,0,4,0,6,4,0,2,3,1,0,4,0,6,0,1,6,0,1,0,6,2,0,5,3,7,15,8,9,15,2,10,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,1,8,62,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431500981212112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091299326197501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498734896381015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30992264852079504,0.3503095648699968,0.11770437572687745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804538145742364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985230312085955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507105011828692,0.2597640709139299,0.2395625849790183,0.0,0.10824806734077763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428569995240653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978491301533847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153463760613855,0.0932342298155356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498756868276874,0.4281588947711083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911220313360267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492835755125233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AceMaSt3rM1nD,2019/07/10,"Anybody who is down or would like to talk to someone about anything As the title says, if anyone wants to chat about anything, doesn’t matter what topic, send me a message. I’m pretty much home all day lol or at work (which I do nothing anyway) so I’m mostly always available. Anyone and everyone is welcome 🙂",3.5872131147541,5.3898041147540985,4.6434098360655724,83.50118032786884,73.42622950819671,5.5357377049180325,26.95409836065573,5.6839178017228535,1.0905777049180323,245,9,43,1,5,80,51,61,0.0,0.799,0.201,0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,1,9,8,6,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,8,7,3,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,4,2,29,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239431595883971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763730500332114,0.0,0.4429528774996275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173570801817466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571714955300631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26996589153803946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148651779283976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784632258318627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582437667411709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27380861534818524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140281772658115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280385151582404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21632175443100465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874370312441505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959346049718307,0.0,0.0,0.19118687460007186,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,qweasd24,2019/07/10,Hey?(14f) Anyone interested in movies ?,9.964,9.995330400000004,6.625000000000004,52.01750000000001,145.0,9.0,42.5,7.1686216300943375,6.639000000000001,32,2,3,1,2,9,5,5,0.0,0.5670000000000001,0.433,0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,knine1011,2019/07/10,talk and visit ? i'm looking for someone  in salem oregon to talk to if your here message me !,1.1684210526315797,3.3662861052631605,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,82.6842105263158,3.8,25.28947368421053,3.1291,0.3518210526315784,72,3,14,0,2,24,17,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194954947044085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232663972796199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8030374131113908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Patient_Honeydew,2019/07/10,"New sharing space about mental illness and experiences  The website [www.blissfullydepressed.com](https://www.blissfullydepressed.com/) just launched. It is a page for people struggling with mental illness to share their stories either anonymously or not! I think it can be really helpful to write your experiences sometimes and you never know if you could be helping someone else with your stories! Feel free to share photography, poems, or any other stories that you think are applicable to an experience with mental illness! Stay well :)",13.004874999999998,15.350654737500005,10.267500000000002,49.94750000000002,51.625,10.4,42.25,10.355215969177356,5.0552,449,21,51,8,5,133,59,80,0.109,0.659,0.23199999999999998,0.8852,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,1,0,3,6,0,1,3,0,6,3,0,1,1,19,10,5,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,7,6,9,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,3,2,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227350486553409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410148214574645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077090291105502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296428287593947,0.0,0.0,0.09125793971710626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419487281828759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918907588795993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5456551074238989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392000919473464,0.17431220203194062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512461507044625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562242664293447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292318305292832,0.0,0.17850291223752682,0.0,0.0,0.19237152168849292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886806637573296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23129322842031685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227644695802548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nesquik321,2019/07/10,At the stage where I dont see a point in life. Working full time to come and nothing with nobody. Desperately want to have people I can call friends that I can go out with and have something to look forward to doing when I'm not working but that will never happen I dont think. Just seems like I will be working a shitty job my whole life for what? To sit and watch TV . What's the fucking point in living.,1.5588529411764718,3.4812457529411773,2.713750000000001,94.530625,79.70588235294117,4.720588235294118,21.213235294117645,5.148860815047168,-0.19050000000000056,319,9,70,1,8,102,59,85,0.06,0.8420000000000001,0.098,0.0366,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,1,0,4,0,10,3,0,0,1,14,20,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,12,17,2,16,0,0,3,1,2,9,1,1,5,47,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887018157127605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918913518470135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331692595969737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427762893030923,0.17084494252321697,0.0,0.0,0.10502629565210499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341833611376905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833858287583302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610598998830573,0.09028411468286393,0.0,0.16318209167511036,0.0,0.1551857479189276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252941981503495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732091657738233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811729174227934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34939212042147505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472619499937025,0.16823529485480052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226833527797775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841260013809407,0.0,0.0,0.10775856817994146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900003238847396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063229872870315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036105596808585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zzliberated,2019/07/10,"What let you to be this lonely?. For me it was my intoxication Mercury that let me to develop severe stress disorders, joint pain, brain fog, inability to focus, alopecia and many other disorders. I completely lost my hair at 15, they never bullied me at school but I develop extreme shyness and auto isolation. It has been like this for about 13 years. I went from doctor to doctor and nobody could help they just prescribe shitty pills 💊 that only made me feel worst in the end. I contemplated suicide many times and even try it once. About 6 months ago I had the intuitive thought of making a test of heavy metals and resulted to be completely poisoned with Mercury, Manganese and Barium. They have been giving me intravenous chelation treatments and I feel way way better, most of my symptoms are gone and my hair even started to grow back but I am still lonely as fuck, in someway I even feel more lonely than before because now I can see things more clearly. To these day I still don’t know how I got poisoned with Mercury in the first place. I know that my story is kinda harsh but I needed to take this off my chest. Good luck and God Bless.",5.108325688073394,6.652900050458719,5.420997706422019,80.4643405963303,69.13761467889908,8.018807339449541,28.762614678899087,8.472884824447931,2.149109174311927,913,33,164,14,16,290,140,218,0.214,0.6579999999999999,0.128,-0.9746,0,7,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,1,3,3,11,15,3,1,4,0,16,13,4,4,2,32,34,14,1,2,4,0,5,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,13,11,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,10,0,1,10,6,28,5,26,19,4,25,1,4,1,1,6,7,1,3,14,114,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037538157553818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574465004793896,0.0,0.07590342683802039,0.0,0.10595342702060773,0.0,0.0,0.1101237449857615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390003564243845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26110403758715617,0.0,0.0,0.09941540805866413,0.0,0.0,0.08030212649948047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854108519184886,0.2548935583679006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102836785825154,0.0,0.0,0.2467237249008456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887616935944654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591272824727514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511247286018568,0.0,0.11944650931863628,0.0,0.10443760264569976,0.09958633313532178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834600421293634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686080542030574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254650847599209,0.0,0.0608319306831382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592325844098554,0.0,0.0,0.11781947392230485,0.08311499058333177,0.252478126668145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938699740474737,0.0,0.0,0.09232658493428827,0.09603394591564576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260482801203993,0.0,0.09469956597656813,0.13249315535131534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009208217831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601622357436834,0.09922264581923138,0.0,0.0,0.14066695029348902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813263485283251,0.0,0.19887630470097836,0.0,0.14263196006238973,0.0,0.0,0.13619962843725675,0.0,0.0,0.12941916767233208,0.09362007814028547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272249321031436,0.0,0.0,0.09885131220315607,0.072605926004396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453777730069395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766904382933748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154270152190929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018382961201068
lonely,deadlovetree,2019/07/10,"Please help me, I am getting scared. I have just broken up with my 3 year long distant relationship, and I have serious anxiety. I keep getting panic attacks and I am just so scared of being alone. He was my first love, and he gave me a promise ring. He promised me that he would never let us go, but he did and I don't know how to cope with this. I just don't want to be alone. Please, someone, anyone, message me.",2.1289036544850504,3.5327036511627914,3.6084053156146174,91.0743023255814,76.44186046511628,6.309634551495018,25.07641196013289,6.868970318607317,0.8134737541528247,318,11,71,3,7,105,57,86,0.2,0.66,0.139,-0.34700000000000003,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,5,8,1,3,1,0,12,1,0,1,1,16,20,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,1,14,3,6,13,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,1,0,0,4,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889133291155077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436314026061596,0.0,0.0,0.13128205965160547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135974384430424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597035749157785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618757696392167,0.0,0.10670500412090493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258476418392492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668845057302528,0.0,0.0,0.1031847647265092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199132809598388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661565049413748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694554410671342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144807566850604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22028902849856855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121953267319601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157768050917046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37594929468960814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908347288535116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258451119376608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074225586054716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333751535803951,0.0,0.0,0.1209075099036099
lonely,litty8621,2019/07/10,need a friend I’m a F15 from Florida and i’ve been really bored. none of my friends have wanted to hangout this summer and i miss interaction with people my age. I need some friends someone pm me,0.2723333333333322,2.692522900000004,2.3500000000000014,90.08833333333334,95.0,5.666666666666668,21.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.0204166666666663,156,6,32,3,6,52,32,40,0.22,0.7020000000000001,0.077,-0.5995,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,4,6,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7508770702690678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804276649445416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459456712272324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753845154231554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744920820053229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108127215097329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bekifft-und-machtig,2019/07/10,"A wedding I’m dreading is on Friday I posted before about how I lost a good majority of my friends (long story short: they became upset with some of my actions but instead of telling me about it when they happened they let it sit amongst them and then decided to just ghost me until I confronted them) about 4-6 months ago, and that it would be awkward in July because of a wedding we would all be going to.

Well lo and behold it’s July.
And I’m dreading the wedding.

They are all posting about being together and being so happy and it’s great and I’m happy for them. But I’m also hurting. I don’t know how I’m going to get through the wedding and not be a mess. They were my best friends. I know moving on is good and the change has been for the better, but I miss them. And I don’t know how they are going to act towards me at the wedding which I think makes me the most anxious. 

What can I do Reddit? I’m hurting, and I don’t know how I’ll get through this wedding",2.3384708737864046,3.536723077669905,3.980764563106799,89.45425364077671,75.50485436893204,5.926699029126214,26.46723300970873,5.985473137389443,0.8289135922330098,758,28,163,4,16,254,103,206,0.126,0.6759999999999999,0.198,0.9738,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,10,3,14,20,1,4,10,0,20,0,0,5,2,35,40,23,1,2,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,13,0,0,6,0,0,6,4,10,1,0,3,0,28,10,23,29,6,21,0,4,0,0,20,6,0,2,6,121,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236304601418486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941103770538852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868893904235052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102400042277016,0.0,0.1270602025189048,0.0,0.15670198025646312,0.13206128139026216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796061225876928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23072830611283576,0.0,0.15602692729204742,0.0,0.2545857517175778,0.2504848274548129,0.0,0.1646256722593515,0.0,0.0,0.13204305863162447,0.3179075340878429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196999958325797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282491589483413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526896730828399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214337684774052,0.0,0.0,0.16300026559010686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967216571315796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191856872693407,0.1587033796913016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860142991853209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051213875426326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567813670475908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342564862971035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121450880050461,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lilanxiousboy,2019/07/10,"achevement unlocked everyone rejects me cuz 
i don t know how to keep
a conversation 


i m in a low and nothin'
interests me

should i isolate?",0.8077777777777762,3.1105631111111123,3.5604444444444496,79.15400000000002,103.07407407407408,6.604444444444448,35.02962962962963,7.554174236665415,3.719731851851852,112,8,19,3,5,39,23,27,0.28300000000000003,0.637,0.08,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6748041506715866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6277028099233823,0.0,0.0,0.38810892884690107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,seemyself,2019/07/10,I need some love Hi i need some loving. Imma young girl and no guy or anyone wants me im so alone. I just wanna hug and cuddle and do stuff. Please love me idc eho you are.,-2.35923076923077,-0.602424487179487,0.25782051282051377,104.7913461538462,101.56410256410255,2.6,6.5,3.1291,-2.6389692307692307,131,0,34,0,6,44,30,39,0.095,0.5539999999999999,0.35,0.9311,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,11,8,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,8,2,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580993028001724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424863345934072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467502935151384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691821604043776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6747467045358063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695619492048807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735502192454068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852779800446503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698647173204235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tr3spass3r,2019/07/10,hello friend it was really tough yesterday. the mood swings were more violent than usual. i can't focus on anything anymore. i just want someone to notice. at least i have you.,1.8518181818181816,4.661097212121216,3.432484848484851,82.20872727272727,92.03030303030305,6.276363636363637,21.75151515151515,7.554174236665415,1.673671515151515,140,5,23,3,5,46,31,33,0.16899999999999998,0.705,0.127,-0.3582,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,4,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969141336771424,0.0,0.0,0.3293498101555536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092116559893253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556570671642888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563933997606185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391080428214803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407896031638853,0.0,0.2360621688814275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kahlil616,2019/07/10,My dry spell I haven't had sex in like 3 years and I think if it keeps going on I'm going to fuck a watermelon,0.32222222222222285,0.7359599259259255,3.660185185185188,92.86583333333336,79.37037037037038,6.881481481481483,17.203703703703702,7.1686216300943375,-0.3274296296296297,86,1,24,1,2,32,24,27,0.14,0.76,0.1,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,7,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622055934983665,0.0,0.0,0.5682783534340707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443880252447645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442555348385383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203546169771743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219582868296615
lonely,TheLonelyParsnip,2019/07/10,"Confessed my feelings to my crush in the most desperate way possible I don’t know why I keep trying to find someone. I look for love where there is none and can’t accept it when I find it. I had a crush on a good friend who I thought liked me back but he is currently in a relationship. I told him that I really liked him but that I didn’t think we should talk as frequently due to him being in a relationship. He was incredibly supportive and sweet. The worst part about it is he told me he didn’t mean to flirt with me at all or make me think he returned my feelings. I was intending to leave it at that but I still needed someone to talk to. So, an hour later I went crawling back to him because he was all I had. Of course, he was just as nice as he’d ever been and listened to me cry and vent. He tried to cheer me up which didn’t work but I still appreciated the effort. Why am I so freaking pathetic? All I want is for someone to love me. I just want to be happy.",1.7613970588235297,3.095464721153853,3.70484162895928,90.29309954751128,77.26923076923076,7.2018099547511305,23.292986425339365,7.928766900206844,0.9386257918552036,754,23,177,12,17,256,108,208,0.11900000000000001,0.682,0.2,0.9626,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,2,13,15,0,0,8,0,21,2,0,2,4,36,41,15,0,4,7,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,1,11,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,14,5,33,13,27,23,7,22,1,0,1,2,26,8,0,2,14,125,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043651897788286,0.0,0.08100723237720678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597112174334306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120204716431434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438423339760058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24291427213711805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266886437901608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146006839049363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414616440098609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086781643432996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181168742052957,0.0,0.0,0.0730317162864971,0.0,0.0,0.1407091020031842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129844634164389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159237002456177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23987304187822125,0.0,0.08870370728559465,0.0,0.0,0.1447538840217932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853469641530706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390464934713354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981114409734805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513139358694342,0.0,0.0,0.2853437522807817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33778646746234625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122489023270626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079961777225626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362052579524746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029840519999195,0.0,0.1054981514276217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539601726103986,0.0,0.1804443265799849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676145664276228,0.1054802321470591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231884176246015,0.23982132651570084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674397622573913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LonelyScreenName,2019/07/10,"YouTubers that cheer me up When I'm lonely I like to see YT sometimes.  Seeing another laugh or just be themselves uplifts me to be honest. So here is a short list of my favorite ones. 

[https://www.youtube.com/user/SomeOrdinaryGamers](https://www.youtube.com/user/SomeOrdinaryGamers) \- If you're looking for a funny Indian guy whose laugh spreads like a positive virus, he's your guy. Does some great deep web stuff if many of you ever wanted to try that or didn't know how. He also geeks out over conspiracies and tech stuff. 

[https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdoPCztTOW7BJUPk2h5ttXA](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdoPCztTOW7BJUPk2h5ttXA) \- CallMeKevin is a gaming channel but hes a evil genius and loves torturing his Sims and game characters. Hes also really creative in how he makes you laugh. 

[https://www.youtube.com/user/HarshlyCritical](https://www.youtube.com/user/HarshlyCritical) \--  If you love horror and a dude that doesn't get phased by it and instead does father-like jokes and reactions to a killer chasing him. John is your man. 

[https://www.youtube.com/user/OmarGoshTV](https://www.youtube.com/user/OmarGoshTV) \-- if you're into like exploring and a guy who has a good heart, this is your channel. He does the spookies. I enjoy him the most sometimes. He gives advice and stuff on life. Especially moments of feeling depressed and such. 

Lastly if you want to know what John Wick would've looked like 400yrs ago and if he never became a gun-fu pro. this is your channel. He has a funny personality but is chilled/soulless at the same time. He always cracks me up without effort. [https://www.youtube.com/user/penguinz0](https://www.youtube.com/user/penguinz0) 

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Post some of your favorite channels if you like :) and what they do. It may help someone find a new positive thing in their life.",9.83382398353062,14.258237029850747,5.890257334019559,69.29231343283584,64.8955223880597,6.233865156973753,24.539886773031398,7.503015589744147,1.3560914565105509,1516,41,207,17,29,406,163,268,0.091,0.648,0.26,0.9941,0,2,0,1,0,0,132.0,0,10,2,1,11,21,2,0,15,0,16,5,1,3,2,43,31,28,0,9,13,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,5,15,13,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,5,0,1,1,5,23,16,21,27,4,21,0,2,4,2,38,11,0,13,13,127,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106110631111487,0.10033892226507242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104108647709105,0.09418579148729224,0.1226447606480082,0.13754210040592774,0.0,0.1186929162182632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749311801125583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971683375636435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102389709579281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057233871673676114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345651366753628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05913876342471412,0.10858521023689112,0.0,0.09494106696469913,0.0,0.1247958779212149,0.0,0.33623712611755896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413446047085792,0.07587100094169738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441602031341654,0.09226754744370036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599033777307394,0.27650234485814124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010752152301774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432252429811573,0.0,0.07555732501360088,0.11476011572403295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730155671030271,0.10932267628634497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670262661048703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883591662400062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840777466536844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251444805344746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804006147689212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590821206256916,0.0,0.22390189399520305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887373213963399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520051751868423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600385213937295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685073740135766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133528537776078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911418390735073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040918570268504,0.0,0.13754210040592774,0.0
lonely,_fluffywufflepuff_,2019/07/10,I just feel like crying Im tired of investing time in people. Im tired of everything,-1.3866666666666667,-0.16298466666666656,1.898333333333337,89.46750000000002,117.88888888888887,6.2444444444444445,15.611111111111107,7.1686216300943375,0.925177777777778,68,2,14,2,4,24,13,18,0.397,0.491,0.11199999999999999,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29579213021348777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24201206905826714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361563787037061,0.1923741375695613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5817385834950768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155691508559353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866852848913665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701970223211814,0.6189969482548633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sad_ass,2019/07/10,A dream I cuddled with someone in my dream last night! It was so fucking nice. I hope I can do that with someone soon.,-0.11893333333333088,2.051380040000001,1.3480000000000023,100.24066666666668,88.6,3.333333333333334,24.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.15326666666666666,91,4,21,0,3,29,20,25,0.0,0.605,0.395,0.878,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695596984273118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39703900968772493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258471923481432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751355188390588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6774087420669204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JellyJiggler00,2019/07/10,"Hello Anyone Want To Chat it Up?! Hello folks! Are you lonely? Bored? Or just want someone to chat with? 
Well I’m in the same boat. 
I found this sub by chance (was recommended, even reddit knows I’m a loner boner). Anyways I’m looking for friends or potential friends to drop a message and say hi  (sex, age, etc don’t matter, just need you to be open minded and respectful.)

I can talk about anything. From nerdy science-y stuff to nerdy anime-y stuff. Also into sports, outdoor adventures, other cultures and food.

I have a wide range of interests and can be pretty talkative. All I ask is for you to try! 

I won’t ghost and I hope you won’t either. (If you don’t feel like talking just say so, it won’t hurt my feelings it’s the internet. )

A little more about me. 26m asian on the east coast who spends wayyyy too much time indoors and due to my busy schedule am unable to go out to make new friends. I’m pretty open and straightforward and would like to eventually switch to voice or video chat.(discord)

Strictly looking for friends. Man got to really stress this one. 

But yeah message me! Don’t be shy.

Fun fact: I use to be extremely introverted and shy, to the point where ordering take out would be impossible so usually I just imagine myself eating it and make food instead. Haha",1.7735180623973754,4.337047345238098,3.0172194854953496,88.90785714285717,83.48412698412699,5.8568144499178985,22.975369458128082,7.237678284180719,1.0132674876847294,1009,36,198,15,29,325,157,252,0.09,0.72,0.19,0.9773,0,2,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,5,0,0,15,17,0,1,8,2,20,5,0,3,2,45,41,18,1,7,10,0,2,2,4,5,0,4,0,1,10,16,3,0,5,4,1,1,6,4,1,1,3,8,18,13,29,28,6,22,0,2,2,2,24,13,0,5,8,120,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125554158365176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853352628508042,0.0,0.10419497416115424,0.0,0.11836977073046825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956076569058336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121138624192556,0.08362931157519525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804268436558747,0.09045518546921727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062114746058548,0.13882896732465586,0.3912958139058115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195933939609107,0.0,0.10126715400902826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575921615992472,0.0,0.0,0.13554608034722024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695853729319711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237173073695778,0.1269034629248538,0.0,0.0,0.2126527234841216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903561536750414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784704073916006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930780383945099,0.09388487557789213,0.0,0.12228745430279818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579893271151202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196939586397044,0.0,0.0,0.2576299471162557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111407032701964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138178603423956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728214400043408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503930621303845,0.0,0.2898922653615083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520020039784867,0.20353984144467416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383137082338685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596460823451972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935640492584082,0.13945069921392822,0.0,0.14936393359637473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384385809183772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798901189792865,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iwiwdid,2019/07/10,No friends(17 F) No friends. I’ve had a few transitory friendships but they never last. I feel like no one wants me and I belong nowhere. Always on the outskirts of the group. I tried bumble bff and even there I got 0 matches. I don’t understand what is wrong with me.,0.7438095238095244,3.2298950740740766,2.0593121693121685,94.03833333333333,89.0,4.567195767195766,22.529100529100532,6.1826913282559595,0.3885322751322749,210,8,44,2,7,67,44,54,0.217,0.627,0.156,-0.3849,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,7,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,1,8,2,3,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29099488139473856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309866235222679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682883412080433,0.24983988840836305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701926428368128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797028641952003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850683059618985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085542474465026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697254621884043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369791810497772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23743678172756616,0.0,0.0,0.3640706357296383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062737935275792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823636912820828,0.0,0.0
lonely,take1fordateam,2019/07/10,"I don't think I've found my people yet I feel really alone, like I do have people to talk to but the responses they give me are not really what I’m searching for, or they misunderstand what I convey, or just ignore the questions I ask them. It kind of disappoints me.

Does anyone else feel like this as well? How do you cope with it? Thank you in advance for your time.",1.9089661654135384,3.8329588815789504,3.3942857142857146,90.06500000000004,78.60526315789474,6.974436090225563,18.75187969924812,7.957251820313856,0.52663007518797,289,6,63,5,7,95,55,76,0.147,0.716,0.13699999999999998,-0.2238,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,3,1,4,7,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,13,5,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,2,14,5,8,12,0,4,0,1,0,0,10,1,0,3,4,42,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406952781127068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249878568531764,0.23812024110596106,0.0,0.0,0.2172616952318547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033739326855671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413954531188227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350158363544445,0.1660258934040113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548135102578075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22293829906393844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420077979731461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270768268178818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32223241232999983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26034006915562663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977615030873425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679351462201613,0.0,0.21396177717325346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489118965670968,0.0,0.0,0.13551372692024535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895461272022967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,guesswhochris,2019/07/10,"Looking to talk to some of you I wouldn’t necessarily consider myself lonely but my only human interaction throughout the day is usually through the internet. If any of you ever feel like talking, i’m always free on Discord, my tag is Chriss#0001. I’m super easy to get along with and mesh well with really any type of personality, am into games from kingdom hearts to league of legends, watch too much anime, and love horror movies. I’ll talk to any of you, regardless of gender, and hope to make some new friends soon!",10.8134693877551,7.950919428571428,10.460918367346943,63.7001530612245,58.795918367346935,13.06530612244898,40.826530612244895,11.20814326018867,4.51609387755102,416,16,72,8,4,137,72,98,0.08199999999999999,0.6509999999999999,0.267,0.9783,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,4,8,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,1,1,17,12,5,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,7,8,19,11,3,7,0,1,2,1,12,2,0,4,6,44,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208759980713234,0.0,0.0,0.42192621058686175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133379303642346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707704302538186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457245672051528,0.14774949485779634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978564010636098,0.0,0.10805289940886667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24507812685280675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541509660233392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010399214495139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367347328918972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866596449303145,0.0,0.13805138231696346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520336626784478,0.0,0.0,0.1997443209801716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729299728156984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058387998849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324917179099188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986929483515457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277787642526701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595255140409614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,galactic_milieu,2019/07/10,"Lonely as a default state? It's difficult to relate to many of the posts on this subreddit that seem to treat loneliness as a sort of crippling handicap, as it has been my norm throughout adolescence and beyond. At 30, I don't ever recall having felt that cloying, innate need for companionship that seems to define so many people. It seems to be the general consensus that humans are social creatures, but I'm unsure where that assumption leaves me. I've spent the vast majority my life in solitude, but I don't view that as a negative. I'm absolutely interested in people, but not the intimacy that goes hand in hand with companionship.  In this sense, the internet has fulfilled my voyeuristic needs, and I feel no ""void"" that so many here seem to have as a matter of course.

  
Am I just an outlier? Is there something deeper to this?",5.768986013986018,7.215354243589742,6.581934731934734,73.13276223776224,67.46153846153845,10.031701631701633,30.84848484848485,10.230975488527342,3.35594358974359,666,26,115,17,11,220,100,156,0.095,0.785,0.12,0.7252,0,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,10,0,11,3,2,0,1,20,22,12,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,14,3,0,0,6,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,3,5,8,2,24,18,1,12,0,1,1,0,4,9,0,5,1,82,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794814732594534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828996617231663,0.0,0.1676565975552182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848907649640988,0.0,0.0,0.12333486620632952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5310928531783822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25894778854205314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24211039754216665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672317192272647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6358472547149195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779967438514974,0.0,0.13442620720199994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,andyisthename,2019/07/10,"Im so lonely. I don’t even crave a romantic relationship. I just want a person to talk to. Joke with. Laugh with. Tell them my crazy idea with. Or someone to go out with. There’s so much I want to do but it’s tiring to do alone. 

I’m just tired of being alone. 

Hope you all can find peace to get through the day.",-2.0475494071146234,-0.2363915652173887,0.3665085638998704,103.60731225296443,102.33333333333334,3.6685111989459815,12.069828722002635,5.565023196281405,-1.4517072463768113,238,4,62,2,11,79,49,69,0.16399999999999998,0.618,0.21899999999999997,0.4945,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,1,15,11,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,13,10,2,3,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,38,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.449234872194504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986664644731087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324411031669426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822012294034536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330840892491092,0.0,0.12325524814947092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540613803517605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448258498442037,0.2342625728050209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594283218253737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936717321723065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328429415025439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837577636447712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431617546874018,0.18955859792012336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4985325772460745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558373778095344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JasonLionHeart,2019/07/10,My autism has made it impossible to make friends I’m fucking done. I’ll never have a friendship and I’m tired of trying just to be disappointed over and over again,3.0527272727272714,5.207024575757579,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,75.96969696969697,6.824242424242425,26.15151515151515,7.793537801064563,1.4266242424242432,133,5,27,2,3,43,27,33,0.23,0.685,0.085,-0.6492,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,1,6,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,5,6,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104392740452795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098697756603574,0.3707876445786669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795071388502757,0.26772087178600423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093339906693403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609770475525916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27230379596928794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kikama,2019/07/10,"What is it that women want in a guy? I posted this on another subreddit about a week ago before finding this one, hopefully I’ll get a somewhat better response here :)

Anyways, there’s a popular saying: “It’s better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all.”  I gotta say I really disagree with it.

The necessary backstory is that I'm an engineering undergraduate with good grades that I work extremely hard for. I was a valedictorian in high school and that tradition of hard work and perseverance continued into college (even despite my high school English teacher telling me I wouldn't make it in college). I landed an internship at NASA this summer as well. I've always had a tall and lean body type, but ever since May I've been working out three (occasionally four) times a week as well to improve my physical body. I am admittedly a huge nerd and spend a lot of time playing video games and watching science fiction/fantasy movies (Star Wars, LotR, Marvel, etc). I've been told in the past I have a very witty sense of humor and love to keep the atmosphere light, even at work. Appearance-wise, I'm definitely no male supermodel but I'd like to think I'm at least average.

​

Now the reason for this post is that I really do feel invisible. I've dated only once before in my life, and that was two years ago now. When that relationship came to a close I joined several dating apps to help take my mind off of it and everything.

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If anything the whole experience has just been a catastrophic failure and a massive self-esteem crusher. I'll fully admit that since I spend so much time doing homework/at work/gaming (always something different), I do not get out much. But even after years of routinely using dating services (perusing through profiles, reading responses, reaching out, etc), I've only had a handful of conversations that lasted longer than 2-3 messages, and none of them have led to anything remotely close to a date. That would naturally imply I'm just not a good conversationalist, but I genuinely read their entire bio before reaching out, and I always reach out with a relaxed conversation starter and am very respectful.

​

I'm not a big social media user which did definitely burn me as after high school graduation I fell off the radar pretty badly for sure. It's just been an extremely common theme for me to blame myself and constantly wondering what more I could possibly be doing to gain the favor of women that wouldn't involve me compromising my responsibilities/interests (AKA clubbing and whatnot; while I know that's obviously not a bad location to meet women, I'm not even sure the people I'd theoretically meet in that setting would be my type since I'm not into drugs at all and can't really see myself drinking much at all in the future either).

​

That leads me to the title question: What is it that women truly seek in a guy?  At this point I have no idea anymore.  All I know is I definitely do not have it :/",6.440168067226892,7.140894422459892,7.446169595110778,70.22589304812837,65.55971479500893,10.404298446651387,32.78436465495289,10.355215969177356,3.508257000254648,2365,94,412,56,35,798,288,561,0.061,0.7509999999999999,0.188,0.9969,1,0,3,0,0,0,65.0,0,0,2,10,18,24,1,0,33,0,37,9,3,5,9,81,67,27,1,8,16,0,4,1,0,6,2,2,0,7,32,29,1,1,11,8,2,4,14,5,2,4,12,9,36,19,62,46,16,71,0,1,2,3,29,35,0,7,30,269,68,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137918823445655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849838410083402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770553355526677,0.0,0.0,0.0734922282133213,0.0,0.0,0.1219641698607514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374912696951568,0.0,0.0,0.189173641358145,0.0,0.0,0.13107966663441276,0.0,0.1646278554844806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475635608398749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008115781776685,0.0,0.05916679708058738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742393234953236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725946689869149,0.08593825079240265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529328440779364,0.19578256330327834,0.06703219759801148,0.0,0.0,0.06660077830129756,0.07248889071730805,0.0,0.0,0.037469704827695134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677306097991607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743358765009456,0.0,0.0,0.12431148378277178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675116324554632,0.0,0.0,0.13276701394117546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049671006471063435,0.234887942142082,0.0,0.07360296657668511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836555030769308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586791172961293,0.0,0.0,0.08145231871714148,0.06040544989866405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052342539385448965,0.03620395036376778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089434030149968,0.06300140453872771,0.20064791489428072,0.0,0.04946565002576928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482490551218247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342706224240094,0.0,0.05715432951284781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891938587894565,0.050215452747812785,0.11272035418189867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074158919418994,0.051375062903044715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005315957111295,0.08354223121723983,0.14194417392898145,0.0753914065536041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301453806177596,0.0,0.14825006904223956,0.0,0.14242064453358996,0.07619226228652587,0.0,0.07956101621500751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786250995539092,0.0,0.2249945901148506,0.059052075182563425,0.0,0.07730765652509165,0.08371753500271026,0.0,0.1839012173473593,0.0,0.0,0.07554069552353833,0.0,0.057049634554564514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968613455298842,0.0,0.05571772297837749,0.0,0.06477101940688312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04748347937954494,0.0,0.0,0.1296336304795518,0.0,0.0,0.07081048472068784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238979823088358,0.0,0.0,0.06400291018407317,0.0,0.12228873989333187,0.04370903758765431,0.0,0.11888509108532615,0.0,0.1332585545291368,0.0,0.0,0.08273556446648904,0.0,0.0,0.08036369041993252,0.26974654253604763,0.0,0.0,0.10528410417150502,0.0,0.0,0.09544235583680767
lonely,vryrare,2019/07/10,Seems like some people don’t know the meaning of lonely. To feel lonely is to not feel connected to someone it’s not just about not having friends or someone to hang out with you can have all the friends in the world but if you don’t feel all there or the same as them you’re still alone.,2.429016393442623,3.9439391147541016,2.7089836065573785,97.37003278688525,75.88524590163935,5.5357377049180325,22.036065573770493,5.6839178017228535,-0.08335672131147565,230,6,53,1,5,70,42,61,0.153,0.8190000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.7007,0,5,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,2,20,12,5,0,1,8,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,3,3,3,10,12,4,5,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,5,2,38,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952238619926898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323866470212544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404549045668557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665497919882146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392601016269815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31050094182950605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976164592284564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594970814192574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483040654340484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22763977809711056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,davo449,2019/07/10,"Isolated I'm 18 years old and currently a college student. My family has moved around a lot and has caused me not being able to maintain stable friendships. I've always attended the best schools and lived in really good areas but because of this, I've always been the only black kid. I've gotten bullied all my life because of my colour and I just feel isolated. I'm a friendly dude and on the outside looking in, it's always looked like I have heaps of friends but in reality I don't. I thought that when I went to college shit would change but it's gotten worse. All my school ""friends"" have girlfriends so I don't see them and at college I'm still the only black kid, stuck doing a degree where they're legit only guys.

When it comes to girls I've never had problems interacting with them or spitting game. The problem is being taken seriously. I treat women with respect like what my parents have taught me but it seemes like that keeps me in the friendzone. I've hooked up with a few girls but that's when I was really drunk and they're the ones that had  to initiate the first move. Every relationship I've had, has resulted in me being cheated on and it's fucked with my  mental. The worst part is that girls have always cheated with close ""friends"" of mine. When girls fuck with other dudes, the niggas can treat them like trash and still get some pussy instantly, but for me it's like they always expect  the best  and I get nothing. 
Not saying sex is the only thing I care about but it's become a burden. 

I'm still cool with my ex's so I've asked them why and they just say I'm too nice and they feel like they're comfortable enough to go slow,  wait and treat me like whatever. 

Ik what I need to do to change this but it is difficult for me. When I was younger, domestic violence between my parents was an issue. It's scared me to the point that I find it difficult to show any aggression towards girls. 

I'm just lost and I don't know what to do at this point.",2.7204511278195485,4.6369210952380975,3.6725413533834574,89.0369323308271,76.14285714285714,6.665263157894738,23.68070175438596,7.554174236665415,1.003360701754386,1563,49,322,21,35,501,183,399,0.18100000000000002,0.653,0.166,-0.8969,3,0,0,0,1,0,32.0,0,0,7,4,17,37,6,1,20,1,29,7,2,2,3,58,61,30,0,5,14,3,2,7,5,1,1,2,0,9,24,24,1,2,6,3,0,6,6,15,0,2,15,11,38,22,37,42,10,37,0,1,6,3,30,17,3,4,21,201,62,7,0.08713172807444221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625028886757087,0.0,0.0,0.0592525629648897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756571098534712,0.08145640383090076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622938541343772,0.09623014806601504,0.0,0.0,0.18287874602738893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883660379716106,0.08950828627157559,0.1843476300958288,0.07505626856566795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003036687996542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341223886333476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214003870336929,0.0,0.08811283945987415,0.06224692394612399,0.0,0.0,0.07963682093569255,0.07411420338885663,0.0,0.0,0.2692710278828695,0.16110375716572162,0.09104546337888206,0.0,0.04951896901616695,0.07308195957200375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862741096244713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094288657607524,0.0,0.07744668337364045,0.0,0.0,0.047885319058166335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615437163303096,0.2979771280051081,0.0,0.0769389122169915,0.0,0.14633741379212492,0.0,0.0951145739334734,0.0740762793488087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780828829788194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521447540581898,0.0,0.06460707232508131,0.06720136019166081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836052430431286,0.0,0.09143009147983844,0.0,0.059042713930088565,0.26507042202661363,0.0,0.0,0.19349894536369616,0.09435517057970476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473529298752454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667465927406609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116376322797945,0.0,0.0,0.09354686781300467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385812947525693,0.08723406005537691,0.17636392110457505,0.06943270629246767,0.0793214528001265,0.0,0.0,0.08943946675183767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20875053177867325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057886448475849575,0.0,0.0,0.06917285938263573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077198486043713,0.07862283211383526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879467477963822,0.06189587969267661,0.0,0.0,0.05610997615402165
lonely,aifbeicbevdi,2019/07/10,How do you even explain how being lonely feels like? I’ve been feeling super lonely and depressed lately and I have spent a great deal of time trying to word how it is I feel exactly but I can’t seem to put in into words other than that I’m simply just seeking happiness :/,3.8212499999999987,4.870241482142858,5.252142857142856,82.34285714285716,71.67857142857143,7.028571428571429,24.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,1.1524071428571427,217,6,41,2,4,73,47,56,0.14,0.654,0.20600000000000002,0.631,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,3,1,16,13,6,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,2,3,4,4,6,10,0,5,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033213112496567,0.2534057496870876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432531346737253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462897214125823,0.21018626053438166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243715417823917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31319585688268675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318857651707333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373790769708578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295765938654715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678410190781997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155832098510224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975172732651925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,halcyontrees,2019/07/10,"I had a taste I had a boyfriend for 9 months. He loved me so much and tried to get me back after he broke up with me, but I was so tired of him just being a shitty boyfriend and never making time for me. I was lonely in the relationship, but at least I knew I was loved. He was so restricted and wasnt really ready for a relationship I think. I got tired of feeling like the least important thing in his life. After cycles of getting pissed at each other, breaking up, and getting back together we split for good after he did some really shady things over a really important weekend to me. There is a lot more backstory I can go into, but that's a very short summary.

The point is, I had someone who really loved me, and got a taste of feeling like I had someone. I feel so torn now because of it, because I remember what it was like to be wrapped in someones arms. I found a picture of us and he had his armed wrapped around me, and I remembered what it felt like. I feel like I'm never going to recover and I feel like nothing is propelling me forward, to keep this from getting too dark. Sorry that was so long.

Tldr: Got a taste of love and the feeling of being held. I have nothing keeping me going now and that feeling of being held keeps haunting me.",3.3373108552631585,4.512069671875004,4.7834868421052645,84.76546052631579,72.984375,7.889473684210527,27.53618421052632,8.371475516178862,1.830846875,980,36,202,16,19,328,122,256,0.155,0.675,0.17,0.5246,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,0,0,13,14,1,0,14,0,22,13,3,1,2,43,54,18,0,0,4,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,13,15,3,6,13,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,21,11,33,11,33,29,7,30,0,2,0,4,17,13,1,2,20,149,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303825961150424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345188587057048,0.0,0.1137242625932736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33015334492908965,0.26655470129744585,0.08956265503319498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227582234423094,0.0,0.0,0.1949381170742704,0.0,0.15903814788606638,0.07823816290427504,0.2238116796297849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487325024808401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588585380282841,0.2734290168675125,0.0,0.0,0.08254915197527969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930263562958507,0.3367524602813344,0.0,0.062264586780169176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744545632658637,0.0,0.0685709409386043,0.0,0.14388533084923322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900780611705372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817898948195955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390281626739539,0.0,0.0,0.20029389266519565,0.21133428778224184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371054768743768,0.0,0.0,0.10441842157493038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239411042705096,0.05976954150833622,0.0,0.0,0.05439184855495697,0.2144214247438067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333045018713243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220338604735312,0.0,0.0,0.0769651046065222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-RedRose--,2019/07/10,"Just a poem I wrote when I was 14... this helped me stay alive :) Okay so first off this isn’t the best but I hope it still helps anyone out there who might stumble upon this random post and feel that lil better... and yeah, that’s it I guess —>
Wonder

I wonder.
I wonder if I can sing, play, and fly.
I wonder if I can act, pretend, and inside, not die.
I wonder.
and I'll fall.
And when I wonder where I'll fall, when I ponder where I'll go,
I find something.
This little light, this little hope. I think, ""This is where I'll go"", as it did seem quite dope.
But the Shadow Men came and Shadow Men spread, and when Shadow Men spread, it means they want little light
dead.
But the Shadow Men cannot, and hate for they are able not, to 
dose out little light.
For they'll never be able to burn, and to burn quite as bright.
It is them that enable little light to shine that little bright,
because for all the darkness in the world,
no Shadow Man will be able to be drawn to justice and right.
It is the time when we will rise as one,
for when our little light becomes the sun,
and when our greatest enemy falls,
In the name of love, little us will rise tall.

P.s. :)",1.3534204545454536,3.1199804708333367,2.332878787878787,97.76727272727275,79.70833333333334,4.53030303030303,14.242424242424242,4.347061598140703,-1.3039166666666668,883,8,203,1,22,278,118,240,0.062,0.7090000000000001,0.22899999999999998,0.9932,0,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,4,0,4,6,14,10,1,0,9,2,18,2,0,0,2,46,38,28,2,5,8,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,17,16,0,0,12,3,0,9,6,1,0,2,4,9,23,9,20,26,3,42,0,0,3,1,19,20,0,14,11,126,40,0,0.24568096279825966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057261947185151735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992161153118858,0.09044510707924464,0.0,0.0,0.08594233771529793,0.07242828218112954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366452376197476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499268378762917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04140789222592447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484931637056365,0.06965870048334054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308410191884027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902150929463138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085302909215017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978318042082688,0.0,0.0,0.16267775374963755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6566316464763178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391222031687683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920619744318019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868762256294464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631614347536496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549325955513108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784314832899991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420796360227736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993673328391307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455290713329336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063045736015986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728773915023022,0.06540037808324246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052474146932879634,0.0,0.0,0.04775284837387735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850798278240497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04830299907755645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328610482129843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,theTrollChurch,2019/07/10,"Support community Hey guys!

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I think it's a shame that any one should have to feel lonely in this age of ultimate connection.

I would like to make a small community of people to support each other and hang out.

The idea behind the group is that you should always have somewhere to go and someone to hang out with.

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The group will grow to 10 people max as things tend to get caotic with more than that.

Tell me if you are interested and I will add you to the discord channel :)",3.9006250000000016,5.8654778125,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,72.95833333333334,6.883333333333333,25.541666666666664,7.645422480735847,1.3068166666666663,394,13,76,5,8,124,65,96,0.079,0.789,0.132,0.68,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,1,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,17,17,5,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,1,7,4,18,12,2,9,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,2,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749771642790235,0.3841305963833959,0.43078993980336816,0.12054549084766193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962992443859036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261304088199113,0.0,0.10074312616419864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551907245412174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001093004104883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660215900832298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832499066921999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011856661623245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24578485617661985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019507764948378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023138132969984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549364106801935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177662196500088,0.11358351202500705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592314704467264,0.0,0.43078993980336816,0.0
lonely,Flymoolah,2019/07/10,"It's just a nagging feeling I'll just describe it is guess, it's my entire body, it feels like an... empty void i suppose, like you want someone, not anyone specific, just someone to get personal with and hug and talk to and laugh with, someone you can always talk with, good times and bad, someone that will be there on lonely nights, and seeing your friends and other people in relationships having a good time with their close friends and partners makes the feeling flare and it's is irritating but you can't do anything about it, not even playing your fave game or watching youtube or praying to God or even masterbating helps it, it's always there, reminding you that you have no one, and everyone around you has someone",7.156764705882356,7.534602911764708,6.4841176470588255,78.85352941176474,64.0,8.858823529411765,35.382352941176464,8.472884824447931,2.846958823529412,580,25,104,7,8,178,86,136,0.092,0.693,0.215,0.9404,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,8,1,0,9,12,1,0,4,0,10,2,1,1,0,30,18,13,0,1,9,0,3,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,11,15,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,5,11,9,11,16,0,7,1,1,2,1,18,4,0,4,5,71,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420317784026725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169348196413493,0.0,0.11968290624154727,0.1294704646453572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143447684246494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615485942731501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212057274122868,0.0,0.0,0.13897203766352742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061314441338806,0.10390078378281516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247297462542045,0.0,0.07598524075762368,0.0,0.0,0.24397263024554716,0.0,0.0,0.16021611870383004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748388263843097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210711233987836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708085187593243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648351046662474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855240813683183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082824887995863,0.12699066543276155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561457542000164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589508599964488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6161448229708879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23379476751311745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961188585302553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578297467992567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway5656775,2019/07/10,"It never goes away. I moved out alone to a new state at a age someone probably shouldn't live alone at. I lost my friends, family, and any I talked to on a regular basis. It's been a little less than 3 years and the loneliness doesn't fade. I smoke weed daily to help (it makes me not think about the loneliness) but smoking weed everyday is not a sustainable or healthy way to live. I sometimes go to groups for things I don't even have issues with (kinda like in fightclub) just so I can talk to people or share deep feelings. I told my self I would not smoke tonight and I haven't but the loneliness is starting to sneak back in. I don't know what to do anymore. I tried meeting people they eventually don't want to hangout/be my friend. I've tried working on myself therapy/appearance/life coaches and nothing seems to help me make friends. I'm at a point right now where I am not working and just living off passive income from my job online. So I pretty much sit around my house with my cat and binge TV. I go hiking sometimes or out to try and meet people but it doesn't help. I feel trapped and never understood by anyone including myself. 

Not looking for anyone to fix my problems I just wanted to vent and tell anyone who relates to keep going it's probably not impossible.... Probably.",2.8909049544994967,4.921443422480621,3.9692787327266608,86.58423154701723,76.01550387596897,6.96757667677789,25.94607347489046,7.893859768569023,1.5506253454668015,1025,38,202,16,23,332,148,258,0.071,0.7879999999999999,0.142,0.9686,2,3,2,0,1,0,28.0,0,0,1,3,11,7,0,0,9,0,15,0,0,2,2,46,34,17,0,5,15,0,2,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,8,14,0,1,6,2,0,4,15,2,0,0,4,3,29,5,34,28,2,35,0,1,1,0,17,17,0,5,12,129,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193874012233861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202432371887259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503702021045604,0.2221700394768303,0.0,0.0,0.0942848308655192,0.0,0.0,0.09950854520032774,0.08144039181411675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995439367700994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998451449493887,0.0,0.10710536988598328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24548385812240775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805780244523066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297331584902565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220913039870825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054542748750357,0.10510209360463954,0.09414014711163456,0.0,0.0,0.05820689517296548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051743635463322786,0.1061524319309851,0.28056878096791193,0.0,0.08894006213192869,0.0,0.11561631295892552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139520893008628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256852587080918,0.07785808131014965,0.0,0.16337293371295253,0.10229122491777888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101626170889881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027976229529075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012181310272944,0.0,0.0,0.10775137570846212,0.3425756777257482,0.10134422861749308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044893719923744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641901900029004,0.11049013042956254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973955655693812,0.0,0.2095008993211113,0.0,0.07496561228675845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702573646630389,0.09257243983329708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036374623036848,0.06786463418655729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120420207059264,0.0,0.21572348020539653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494020595341933,0.08406863658137939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542115335396715,0.0,0.0,0.07523740160389923,0.0,0.0,0.06820435917295514
lonely,therealshnuks,2019/07/10,i just want someone i'm so desperate i don't even care anymore i'll settle for anyone you can use me or abuse me or anything i just want the slightest bit of attention from the opposite race i don't care what you do to me anymore i'm so desperate for love at this point i feel so empty,0.865714285714283,2.6608205714285766,3.301825396825397,90.09178571428572,81.38095238095238,6.73968253968254,24.785714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.3148857142857149,228,9,51,4,6,79,39,63,0.259,0.639,0.10300000000000001,-0.8943,0,0,0,0,1,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,9,13,5,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,10,3,6,13,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,32,12,0,0.0,0.2864433489917536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795173640602589,0.16904260911952296,0.0,0.1989459928731087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639368001577987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4929761869652124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967868468289922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222399601148271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819576843558167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285391750820797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484051968486752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088010360399528,0.0,0.0,0.2851899173448067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sox_The_Fox2002,2019/07/10,"Anyone else read romance comics? It makes me feel less lonely, even if only for a few minutes.

I imagine myself in the position of the characters, I feel their emotions.    
God I'm lonely XD

I have a few favorites but I probobly shouldn't share them 'cause they're a *little* bit pornographic XD",1.666964285714286,4.436821767857146,2.522142857142857,89.44785714285717,90.25,4.942857142857143,23.07142857142857,6.6274283507984215,0.9639714285714284,233,9,42,3,8,73,45,56,0.095,0.6509999999999999,0.254,0.8828,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,6,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,8,2,3,5,4,2,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,25,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853843884410876,0.3202388591952497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412177353415758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210693802081052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610908935191956,0.3515705875380354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643274881428286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160638632709696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132517796953759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086259355157573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23770423850303385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31262916112595696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,whattanerd92,2019/07/10,"I'm so tired of fighting it. Constantly, over and over, I get too emotionally invested too quickly. I'm so tired of lying to myself and saying I don't have feelings for someone. Just one fuckin time I want to tell someone I have interest in them and they don't respond with this mortified feeling of ""I trusted you and you're just like the rest"" or that I'm literally grotesque and they think it's laughable that I would have interest.

I've been in one long term relationship in the last 6 years (we were engaged, she and I broke up in 2016) and 2 since I graduated high school 10 years ago. That's not for lack of trying, I really have tried to put myself out there... And I'm met with the same answers time and time again. It's so disheartening. I feel like everyone around me can jump in and out of relationships with ease. Like there's never any difficulty finding someone who will give interest. Meanwhile, I can put my entire 100% into someone and there's no balance there. I see the flirting, the signs, the everything that people talk about... But then it gets spun around like I made it all up. I'm so tired of feeling like I'm the fuckin crazy one for developing emotions for people. Why does this have to be so difficult? I feel like if I hear how good a person I am or how I'm a great guy, just not for them, one more time I'm going to fucking explode. Very clearly I'm not that great because if that were the case, I wouldn't be 27 years old with this pathetic outlook.

I know I'm not perfect. I don't pretend to be. I don't play games, I'm honest and over trusting to a fault. I'm not an attractive guy; I'm short and obese with a severely introverted, low self esteem personality. I'm easily my own worst critic. But what the absolute fuck man. Why is it like pulling teeth to get one fucking person to even consider it? I'm so sick of being alone that I feel physically ill. I just want it to stop.",2.6427832167832186,4.370774625641031,4.177552447552447,86.16108391608392,75.8205128205128,7.496503496503498,25.920745920745922,8.296473431620573,1.6034102564102564,1504,55,318,27,33,501,189,390,0.17,0.665,0.165,-0.8044,0,1,0,0,2,0,48.0,1,1,4,1,24,33,6,0,14,0,23,12,1,3,4,64,60,28,0,7,15,0,6,7,0,3,6,2,0,7,20,24,1,1,10,3,1,5,12,12,0,5,5,9,34,21,43,48,8,41,0,3,1,5,26,18,5,4,25,194,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327153507476418,0.0,0.0,0.08560899960533051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621043201605589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716670152149966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038769082805492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893241835746604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233477556988302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595877029934607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459498245834453,0.0,0.0,0.07898348261391043,0.07428788880323231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25076691324571404,0.17715317169092773,0.0,0.0,0.07554812627823508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292486097621033,0.12955654338517308,0.07929330773012035,0.046976577925207916,0.06932980304255279,0.0,0.18226198447964134,0.0,0.16368928974990285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316183452415916,0.0,0.0,0.0873329600250387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04542680243352769,0.06737749106895571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826784574026888,0.0,0.0,0.07314993393669242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821321741098887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375112399236055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673590954022617,0.0,0.2800567850016255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460962041418347,0.21652193888720264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618870639661806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052952979801187884,0.0,0.0,0.1774880136960048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573314349289935,0.0,0.08365454337568512,0.06586790885410597,0.0,0.08623056273597025,0.09338027407167523,0.0,0.06837574341486598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801442058759942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691059828776881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643755558871625,0.07224693780007659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296405726942511,0.0,0.0,0.1927947184572492,0.2850104334079281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223902696800617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820169780888466,0.0975079332952691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149172394857021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587180362071558,0.0,0.0,0.15968757344203205
lonely,ThisIsWater19,2019/07/10,"I found closure. My best friend and I have been fighting for awhile now and suddenly he stopped caring about me. I was upset and even suicidal for awhile. Then, I texted him and we talked for two hours. Or actually I talked and he commented here and there. Anyway, we finally put everything out in the open. And it was all civil discussion. It was tough hearing what he had to say. And it was tough having to be so open. I came to tears talking about some of the stuff I did. And some of the truths he spoke to me about how he really felt hurt, but finally hearing him say he didn’t care about me anymore honestly relieved me. I’m so happy to finally know the truth. Being left in the dark for so long is the worst thing you can do to a friend. And I’m glad to finally know the truth. And we eventually said our goodbyes and that’s that. I want to thank everyone who helped me get through my experience and those who supported me on here and gave me advice. I couldn’t have done it without you. Obviously there’s a long road ahead of me (college) but it’s not so dark anymore. It does get better. And those who say it on here are right. So thank you.",1.7320847268673347,3.855600948717949,3.102612411742846,90.9392474916388,80.1111111111111,6.975548123374209,22.567075436640657,8.04050195162591,1.0862919360832404,898,29,197,17,23,292,122,234,0.07400000000000001,0.715,0.21100000000000002,0.9907,0,0,0,0,2,0,26.0,4,3,0,3,18,22,1,1,9,0,19,0,0,1,5,42,39,25,1,2,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,0,0,17,22,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,15,8,28,16,27,21,5,24,0,1,0,0,35,10,0,3,12,140,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.10754216496807513,0.0,0.0,0.10768903001013756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858339287565345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565117847616188,0.0974655380797328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604279616369632,0.2247184682559635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643932870679964,0.11277586139149325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278799744053402,0.0,0.0,0.10530362446278367,0.0990432896319372,0.1077996140815716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581209714283547,0.482887702664619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083182711857013,0.17028502426125214,0.0,0.11515296734481095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731307065659505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484134280315536,0.0,0.07386670254764151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852768963270837,0.0,0.11797451830650026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121129299081142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973580840158987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19505225441629906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078438522324137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059882034357899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411270205206244,0.1048282248420569,0.26291338497837274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213458596977586,0.0,0.0,0.12615599167160074,0.12054412128477175,0.1250569816187846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657308277277969,0.0,0.20292010767579333,0.0,0.0,0.0732139314103674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765225175212724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500054473451902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623169414367573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JarofFears,2019/07/10,"Is Loneliness A set Path For Some People? A part of me has begun to accept that maybe I'm just not cut out for a relationship,I had one good Chance and it went down the drain,Now Fate punishes me with the Soul Crushing Weight of Loneliness,with every day being a reminder of what I had. 
While I have no religious beliefs or anything and I try to stay away from spiritual things,I'm a firm believer of Fate and to me,Some parts of a person's fate are Fixed points and cannot be changed. Sure you could do something and make a change for now,but Fate rears its Head and drags you back to where you are meant to be,but maybe this comes from my Constant Over Thinking of everything. This is my first post here,I'll happily accept any thoughts offered.",6.659399999999998,5.983815706666667,6.275833333333335,83.46375000000002,65.26666666666667,9.9,31.416666666666664,9.188382445141503,2.317066666666666,596,19,126,9,8,185,101,150,0.09699999999999999,0.797,0.106,0.3076,0,0,1,1,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,1,3,6,2,0,9,0,13,2,1,1,1,22,20,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,9,1,0,6,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,5,1,10,4,21,12,3,17,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,6,77,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394096954465095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788085499922773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574204314969796,0.12883699178650154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877350190471195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35449517548842296,0.14433103958462387,0.0,0.18106397185088435,0.0,0.13377647842561124,0.0,0.0,0.10805704973669056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116961788620644,0.0,0.15058475396964993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425194754218426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053450033530698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719564854179126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184212751060528,0.0,0.3366566070333278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353743590345775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628845430288975,0.0,0.11615932132852495,0.14629976891981314,0.0,0.0,0.15839060845640526,0.0,0.1604683087322452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988792860816796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898956142213974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858792524308756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791558853467158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736042794641658,0.0,0.1330174134223291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113756673759685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040329535902472,0.0,0.1553221971595977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,independentlywaiting,2019/07/10,"I feel so sad about being 24 [F] and never dated anyone I am a 24 year old female and I feel super sad because I have never   dated anyone before. And no I am not overweight, I am around 5'4 and 130   lbs. Men pretty much never show interest in me and as a result I   haven't dated anyone. No one approaches me and I am barely hit on by   anyone. I always feel like the girl that men don't like, I joined a few   clubs in college but none of the men there were interested in me. In   college, I had no suitors. I thought when I went to college, it would be   super easy for me to get a bf but I literally graduated college  without  any guy experience (and yes I am still a virgin).  I  volunteered at a  couple of places but still no man was interested in  me. I literally cry  about this because everyone around me doesn't seem  to have a problem in  the love department. I will break down in tears  seeing people in  relationships or talk about their significant lover  but I am over here  and no one even seems to like me. . Some days this  really gets me down. I get so scared I will never  experience love like  other people. Only 6 years and I will be 30 and I  feel like I will be  in the same position--loveless.",2.525532786885244,4.064427864754101,4.7884918032786885,82.46101639344262,75.68032786885246,7.50295081967213,23.2655737704918,8.238735603445708,1.3225859016393438,925,27,190,16,20,323,125,244,0.11599999999999999,0.6629999999999999,0.221,0.9839,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,13,17,0,1,11,1,23,5,0,1,4,35,38,19,0,2,7,0,4,5,2,5,1,0,0,6,5,12,1,0,7,2,0,3,15,4,0,2,5,5,33,13,29,23,5,35,0,2,1,4,13,17,0,4,19,141,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672116191942992,0.0,0.0,0.07904732507932075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325111414711486,0.0,0.0,0.20695685264789412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171789947260546,0.0,0.09891185249994004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861757531107074,0.12768440637991246,0.07496531556457606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677555875841471,0.0,0.0,0.11107249672614666,0.0,0.22741044941690355,0.0,0.0,0.2350981600095124,0.16608405058436534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821921275786609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509607767440533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28394546189840786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982264569163891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544992504751454,0.0,0.35860644664369584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197454087380805,0.0,0.15753474172459325,0.08840591347612381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117264353189364,0.0,0.12144627319443235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825807704375565,0.0,0.11122617708579538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446645147768262,0.0,0.0,0.12479847790801114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637672293217745,0.0,0.09262839328469052,0.21164143292741588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565915487084989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342947324433663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228173818447967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775583409528272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205140905816187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257370615405654,0.0,0.0,0.14970976117499127
lonely,BigD551,2019/07/10,"Hey guys 27 Male here. It is kind of a rough day for me, could really use a chat right now. Reddit PM, reddit chat, discord, kik, snapchat. Just need anybody willing to listen and converse. Please.",1.4918918918918926,4.197063594594596,1.966270270270272,94.14562162162164,88.72972972972973,4.0410810810810815,20.913513513513514,5.6839178017228535,0.07498270270270302,151,5,29,1,5,46,34,37,0.071,0.868,0.061,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071158718746689,0.0,0.0,0.2480707777080696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808691164014789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005591910980985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852169516074673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222358920478324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24641996624847295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284934330397926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322185843003321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,doandroidsdreamofdik,2019/07/10,"I'm ""with"" someone but I still feel alone. I'm 24 and in a relationship for the first time. When I was single I used to think that not having a boyfriend/girlfriend made me feel lonely and once I entered into a relationship I would feel my loneliness subside as my desire for companionship would be satisfied. Now that I am in one, I have discovered that this isn't the case. Knowing that there is someone that used to engage in deep conversations with you but no longer does feels worse. Feeling the intimacy you used to share slowly die day by day feels worse. Being too afraid to bring it up because you don't know how and you feel like it's too much to ask feels worse. I miss being ignorant of this type of pain. I should've became a nun.",4.073624078624079,5.440087959459459,4.726191646191649,85.14214987714989,71.43243243243244,7.814250614250612,25.61670761670761,8.296473431620573,1.4552756756756762,590,18,121,9,11,189,93,148,0.23199999999999998,0.66,0.10800000000000001,-0.9716,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,1,7,8,0,1,7,0,12,1,0,5,0,29,32,8,1,3,3,0,8,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,11,0,0,2,4,5,0,2,2,8,16,3,18,25,2,15,1,2,0,0,10,6,0,0,8,80,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384273644445444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495036920340714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147549059012578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239419679793067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871388354204522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696331444110288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5406441386696837,0.09548391241271656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368777212260145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690774486341987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529759725512906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646859092904525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825257910319952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233933653557268,0.09056880192809434,0.0,0.14221946599484658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869931674205118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264926833779347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067378981903035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564140326246633,0.0,0.0,0.07793592051624446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463077545707532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086208158677648,0.1898908534146637,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,heythere2210,2019/07/10,"New to town sort of Last July 2018, I moved from my home town to a new city 1600 miles away to be with my fiancé. We’ll be married in a month but he goes out of town for weeks at a time. I’m really not a co dependent person and in college and back home I have some friends (not a ton, but we’re very close) who I do stay in great contact with, spend time with my family. I really struggle with always feeling inadequate or weird or gross and that no one would want to befriend me, I don’t know why but I noticed this shift when I turned 22 and I kind of stopped being able to form friendships. I’m 26 now and since I’ve moved here I have had friends where we’ve hung out several times but it just fizzles out. A huge issue is I’m terrified to ask people to hang out so I wait for an invite. Even though in my “real life” I’m considered funny and outgoing, here I’m TERRIBLY awkward, over analyzing everything I say, and feeling like a just try to act how I assume the person would want me to act. It’s gotten to the point I’ve just stopped following up with anyone I meet, pushing me into this weird state of isolation and loneliness. Honestly, I’ve been spending a ton of Rome just perusing reddit lol. Also trying to plan a wedding alone this year has been depressing :( okay sorry long, almost pointless post, if anyone has any words of advice or anything at all I’d appreciate it.",3.697359154929579,4.620507397887328,5.030394366197187,84.2889014084507,71.85211267605635,8.35605633802817,26.876056338028175,8.697196308434329,1.8241695774647888,1087,36,227,19,20,363,170,284,0.172,0.667,0.162,-0.6506,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,1,16,14,0,2,12,2,16,1,0,2,1,52,31,21,0,5,14,0,2,1,2,3,1,1,2,2,8,19,0,3,4,0,2,7,4,7,0,1,4,3,21,7,39,21,5,47,0,1,0,0,12,22,0,9,16,135,29,1,0.1209934885155087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823343665134252,0.0,0.0,0.12115750127507667,0.12531276437514582,0.0,0.09675844905210892,0.100676275031181,0.0,0.0,0.08227972123405787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692029208175523,0.0,0.09956733173491417,0.0,0.11311257884164055,0.0,0.11367736532240742,0.09303652418609427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421151436491218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799150580477261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874114577256244,0.0,0.1140618928277026,0.0,0.12235588648200232,0.08643777237112155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695853817951355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339574823288586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427326683742104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628576691499308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599609930925249,0.06649485703503659,0.09862584192593243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546127914106229,0.059111306871505225,0.0,0.0,0.10707542989318444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657584818786556,0.2571938603555969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23371253033285425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775188861434898,0.0,0.0,0.08198831915420343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388165043569329,0.21129369447066326,0.0,0.0,0.1143779551987992,0.0,0.11587831630847928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771707877633954,0.1550230539167505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621887839056643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668820259525333,0.0,0.10008706401223982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354423045103069,0.0,0.12896296006162813,0.0,0.20231194825749088,0.0,0.12648866469923806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887548814899207,0.0,0.21165682847175973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429327296170887,0.13160617135001693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983229948849334,0.14273018871927887,0.0,0.09705367827242006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917780405198277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190060553728131,0.0,0.0,0.07791583967664291
lonely,aboutmeyousee,2019/07/10,"I want to get lost Just disappear from life. 

Nobody here loves me. 

Do I want to be loved? 
Yes. 

But I’ve found that it’s not meant for me.


So I want to go out to the middle of the ocean. Or somewhere up in the mountains. Or even to the moon. 

Far away from humans. 

Just me. By myself. Like it was always meant to be. 

My heart will stay broken forever, but at least I’ll have my nature with me.",-1.7588868778280506,0.14979901176470636,0.5647058823529427,102.6596380090498,100.05882352941177,3.556561085972851,11.244343891402712,5.369823440869387,-1.5629457013574657,296,4,74,2,13,98,60,85,0.06,0.802,0.138,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,1,6,4,1,0,0,15,17,5,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,0,10,3,17,9,1,10,0,1,0,2,3,7,0,2,1,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172572927628635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453133732918917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245502137478508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862842235151684,0.0,0.0,0.13641471219924256,0.0,0.14838995060374352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094064326256449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844236503236543,0.12756096208963433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28502303678972546,0.0,0.4713084402488914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782993665687072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620131364675408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,draw_tippy,2019/07/10,"Another night captaining the ship I scream through the driving spray to the midships officer to damn them bring the sail about. I taste the hell of sea and tears that have nearly glued my eyes shut. I know the rocks are there and the ship bears ever forward. 

Today I lived. Tomorrow is beyond the waters of the break. 

The spray comes off the hawser. I see only the men aloft. Again the ship must move further, and only my screaming voice can make it work.

I am so horse, and so alone... Beyond where the prow of the ship turns is another sunrise. It and a calm sea await if I can make it through the night. 

My soul finds the ocean. Darkness was talking to engulf me from below, but I know the rain will wash my eyes and wash the pit of dark from me. I raise my face to be washed, and look again at the men awaiting my next order. These are my brothers. They too know the creeping dark. They too know the dark need of my soul. 

The sail comes. The ship moves...",1.893802700468452,4.0981023979057625,2.107489666574814,97.85775695783964,79.99476439790575,5.068173050427115,19.476715348580875,6.05967700443912,-0.2731005235602089,742,18,164,5,19,223,106,191,0.06,0.925,0.015,-0.7506,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,1,12,5,2,0,25,0,12,8,3,2,2,21,25,11,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,5,9,2,0,5,1,0,7,0,4,0,0,1,8,22,1,20,21,0,26,3,0,4,0,8,10,2,1,9,102,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730676465248138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35902652657782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949392904483362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485600555959994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646945890858074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37633797405079106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116864061322496,0.0,0.1437609869725003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22854846625607245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639071525995127,0.0,0.12693919131372852,0.0,0.0,0.18206820908129226,0.3213104992759633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26040357349689514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642053834511658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760034677617214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227318531547613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621139328245254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463226206948713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,staininthewater,2019/07/10,"Summer This summer has not been great for many reasons, but here is one of the biggest

My friends rarely talk to me anymore. The only friend I've seen is when I work for his Mom. So we don't really have time to hang out besides our 15 minute break. One of my best friends just got back from California and we haven't seen each other in months. And all of this is because summer. I get to see no one. One of the few reasons I like school is so I can see friends.

Please summer, hurry up already.",2.6128398058252422,3.8792386699029113,3.4079490291262147,93.56104975728157,74.92233009708737,5.926699029126214,23.55461165048544,5.985473137389443,0.2765349514563105,385,11,87,2,8,122,70,103,0.040999999999999995,0.721,0.23800000000000002,0.9794,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,2,1,12,16,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,4,4,11,7,13,12,4,14,0,0,4,0,10,4,0,0,9,59,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885327820967212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073438673382098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462531217446955,0.0,0.09879913144038828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700872239455487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5008735308662113,0.0,0.08467725449424804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962581041432675,0.1786877456107192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918143047957159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431813859828384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981973506531316,0.12936634654205895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43930359430946375,0.12326498625988375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790916796653522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382909646307643,0.3332792282998794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402808088117787,0.2583048390444187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026937093797086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945069639868517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799219085383815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,triton_feral,2019/07/10,I feel alone i need a friend I sound pathetic,-1.974,-0.5507963999999976,0.5200000000000031,100.24000000000002,113.0,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,0.2499999999999996,36,1,9,1,2,12,8,10,0.479,0.252,0.26899999999999996,-0.3612,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6583273649781948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213967417402365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910909212386097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713161592780794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BigJuci,2019/07/10,"Getting more and more lonely Tonight is bad, starting off im sorry if my punctuation and grammar is off but I will try my best. 
 
Life sucks and I dont want to do it alone anymore. I'm getting to where I can't, I just want to be happy with someone. Im old enough at 25 that most of my friends are married and happy, and I want that more than anything. I'm known as the funny guy with my friends but I go home alone and most nights cry. I'd rather be dead and not have to worry about anything than keep going on like this. Not a day goes by that I dont think about dying and the relief it would bring. I feel like I'm wasting my life and that people tolerate me because I can be funny. Im sorry if this sounds like a pity party, I've been afraid to post for a couple weeks because of that. But I needed to get it out somewhere and talk/tell someone how I truly feel. Im not as happy as people think. And again Sorry for the length of this post.",0.5361219512195134,2.33668469756098,2.3948170731707314,96.14929878048781,82.51219512195122,4.490243902439025,19.51829268292683,4.935628992294339,-0.482029268292683,733,19,170,2,20,243,107,205,0.151,0.598,0.251,0.9879,0,4,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,1,7,15,1,1,6,0,15,2,0,1,0,38,35,20,2,8,10,0,2,3,2,2,2,1,1,1,11,14,0,1,5,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,1,3,17,10,26,29,7,18,0,2,0,0,3,6,1,4,10,106,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21136295440851754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119512237324683,0.0,0.0,0.16793856159028586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851981791252364,0.12440387398917245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708347971488524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290404875697653,0.11208488737683717,0.06580661797669962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590021835845627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23917754883423525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543341066075113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318781883499213,0.0728965761466944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766992763491028,0.0,0.15993326577279854,0.0,0.115982061980031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103450585239952,0.0,0.3258667655825681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235328814039726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408778797917676,0.0,0.0,0.0906968199222486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414611741155214,0.14955308649053944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756605157137816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575655015553436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707261022934922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148178395996713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954500278481019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291437608006818,0.0,0.0,0.3426724217913085,0.07222362452727618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201496395033694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076475222857958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927768239689229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055547566175625,0.0,0.08184941206173348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362540713276128,0.0,0.07248547271330329,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sugarallie,2019/07/10,"Do you get bitter when you see or even think about other people in happy relationships? I (28F) unfortunately have had this issue ever since my early teens. When it's really bad I can't even watch movies or shows or heck even see ads about couples, without getting intensely irritated. And, of course, seeing couples IRL is upsetting. I have had one relationship when I was 20 that lasted 10 months, and two times where I thought I found someone who loved me but in the end they were just leading me on (and as I'm terribly lonely I immediately latch on to the slightest affectionate gesture, so that doesn't help). But outside of those times I'm pretty full to the brim with extreme bitterness towards happy couples. Even with close friends or family. My best friend of 16 years recently got engaged and the news just made me feel dejected and put me in a bad mood. I don't ever show it; but inside I am seething and jealous, and reminded how I've barely had any romantic love in my life and see no hope of finding it again. Reminded about how I have no-one who wants me and how I have no-one to hold me at night, cuddle me, love me, enjoy sex with, enjoy life together -- how I am missing out on one of the purest, most blissful of human experiences. I have had Major Depression since early adolescence, so of course that makes things worse. But I hate the bitterness I feel towards couples. It makes me feel like a bad person. I wish I could feel happy like most people at news of an engagement or wedding, but all I think to myself is, ""great, more people getting what you aren't. More people experiencing love while you're left behind. Just reminding you that no-one will ever love you that way!""

Sigh. I hate this.",5.060999605937212,6.231131093655588,5.779708393537373,79.25743333771182,68.87915407854985,8.77766977538421,28.59070011821884,9.085049710711278,2.305304636805465,1356,47,256,25,23,442,175,331,0.157,0.601,0.24100000000000002,0.9911,0,2,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,5,1,2,24,36,6,1,9,0,22,9,0,8,4,58,54,30,0,4,14,0,4,2,2,1,2,0,0,2,17,14,0,1,9,2,0,2,6,14,1,3,10,13,38,20,33,42,8,37,0,3,5,7,21,16,1,8,20,171,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613543782673428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677227484724148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662898247570115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590782242200872,0.3653509537510572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109842981626306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311298365111778,0.0,0.0,0.2180885742039233,0.22400804473982264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074773644511274,0.07781886225665507,0.0,0.1669548986148566,0.05897227316822791,0.0,0.0,0.07544733234583148,0.0,0.0,0.09050956827144777,0.12755268538524211,0.0,0.12938369312243705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602113785087238,0.09100940813808048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636214885828149,0.0,0.162998024641456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055330151969497074,0.0,0.0,0.08198874183204387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615861491426237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728759814089927,0.0,0.0,0.08968859102350824,0.0,0.11661211899756667,0.08065751905753614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725137463552582,0.07810886779787263,0.11020279747261476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588898747107101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746566069242418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187325682124824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289134237313212,0.07207768737693096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398094337458559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298349132744612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052882331602091666,0.0,0.08150614361685646,0.17725121477409592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631201198525219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656903729989392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699426115733275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054841191111884915,0.10578678858223883,0.0,0.06553385293176757,0.09626874890579287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063735409688923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04868892063973503,0.0655227217462336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492607055698417,0.07957327968113535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841234150224197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315817443576279
lonely,toastyandghosty,2019/07/10,"I talk to them, but they never wanted to talk to me. I'm sure you know what I mean. I text them, but I have to do all the talking. I have to keep the conversation moving. They never ask how my day is, they never want to know what I have going on, they never show any active interest. Shit, several of them liked me on dating apps, i assumed they would want to know more. It's like pulling teeth.

And this has gone on for so long. There was Jessica, Ashlan, Mariah, Patricia, Maegan... oh Maegan. Then there were 2  
Julia's, Brittany, Sarah, And Nahla. None of them would ever text me out of the blue, none of them would call me.

​

I'll elaborate on Maegan, because i'm feeling like venting i guess. My heart ached for her the most, I talked to her the most. She also wouldn't initiate conversations with me... until I left the church. I realized i could never make it work with her at right about the same time i quit believing in god. I quit talking to her for months before i left the church, but once i left... well damn it. She texted me wanting to talk more than any girl that had ever caught my attention. She would ask whats up. She would ask what i had going on. And I painfully, painfully, ignored every one. Because she didn't actually want to be my friend. She just wanted me back in church. Damn her. Oh god I've thought about her every day for 3 years, she finally stopped trying to talk to me. I couldn't trust her intentions, I know she only wanted to talk to me just to make me go back to church. Damn her.",1.7022619047619043,3.786748685064936,2.9724415584415604,92.03770995670996,80.00649350649351,5.924848484848488,20.006926406926404,7.0316486544052195,0.2983723809523813,1177,30,253,14,30,380,147,308,0.134,0.769,0.098,-0.898,0,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,1,10,3,14,15,4,0,8,0,20,5,3,4,9,56,48,11,0,15,5,0,1,3,1,6,2,0,0,1,9,6,0,3,10,1,0,7,10,7,1,1,8,2,61,8,41,31,8,41,4,0,1,0,43,14,4,4,23,172,70,1,0.0,0.0,0.07536218846126944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175822091735461,0.0,0.08367517418112959,0.09383897973216296,0.10503370508253397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165898182867206,0.0,0.0,0.1187652400458228,0.0,0.09415344569335646,0.0,0.06571429415366548,0.08700812537270314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885716772536397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616592926937897,0.0,0.0,0.09960975704778947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971207148408668,0.13013377076682872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03904817585400085,0.05517082067763243,0.0,0.08459815288413526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059665211753538415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166926105923507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507399494841213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151409554137488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864270247607239,0.0,0.0,0.1697672548854562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517213381654105,0.0,0.0,0.11318729839865267,0.0,0.0,0.06834326220548148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309893871974303,0.0,0.0,0.08412259349069663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164167187565212,0.08207983593181625,0.0,0.0,0.2978102336137984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822439907723282,0.05233085871644106,0.05873443936455462,0.1643494586052455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428035411206526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595124052739977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872442695740976,0.0792721707170554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456503859408551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278531778503786,0.0,0.0,0.4965756262550296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061309429909525925,0.045031551247739735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243190825299463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188524531448229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943614174747391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622200909984711,0.0,0.0,0.2742984120921857,0.0,0.09383897973216296,0.04973150858505226
lonely,SerenityNowwwwwwwww,2019/06/06,Any musicians in their 30s here I’m an old fart but eh wth I figured I’d ask here,-3.858000000000001,-2.9027367999999982,-0.06999999999999673,104.47000000000004,117.0,4.0,15.0,5.985473137389443,-0.7174999999999998,64,2,18,1,4,23,17,20,0.223,0.777,0.0,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355690760201005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5987908164169936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6721079810489281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,staleslimjim,2019/06/06,"Fellow nerds Anybody wanna have a convo about Marvel, DC, or Star Wars?",2.10923076923077,4.975895692307695,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153847,92.07692307692308,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-0.8028153846153847,56,1,8,0,2,18,13,13,0.22,0.61,0.171,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fearghus23,2019/06/06,"Iron hand I am iron Man, I don't need a women when I got my hand. -to the tune of iron man-",-3.671449275362322,-2.2761071304347817,-0.28695652173912833,110.77507246376813,98.56521739130434,3.066666666666667,7.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.720959420289855,68,0,22,0,3,24,18,23,0.0,0.7140000000000001,0.28600000000000003,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7333309561595711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6798718325817662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Expel_10,2019/06/06,"[20M] Bored and Lonely Anyone wanna play xbox1? 

Games I have: 

Read dead redemption 2

GTA5

Battlefield 1

Battlefield 4

Battlefield 5

Halo Masterchef collection 

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lonely,backtolife101,2019/06/06,"Trying to get myself back I've been on and off Reddit so many times now it's a joke. When I hit a low day everything on my phone gets deleted and I run round my house chucking stuff I regret later. I've been out of work for just over 2 years I'd say. 

Everything was going well in my last job until I started to get bullied. I'd come home every day crying. Making up sick days. I confronted the manager and HR about it. Unfortunately it's a clique type place and because she had been there so long ( the person bullying me) they just said oh well nothing we can do you best part ways. 

I apologize now for this long post and hope it won't get deleted. I just figure a small back story. 
Anywho so the first few months were fine. Then cabin fever sets In. I get lonely bored and even more depressed. I do try and get out. Had a few interviews. Nothing seemed to work. 

So now I've put on God knows how many stone. Stopped taking care of myself. And the gap on my CV is hurting me real bad. I volunteer at girl guides which keeps me slightly active. But even then some days I feel like making excuses not to go. I do that alot. 

I sometimes think back to when I had my two miscarriages and wander if that was some underlying start to my issues. But not to put any bad light on this since I got married I changed alot of my hobbies as you do to match what they like to do. Which I didn't regret at the time. But now I've no friends. Any new hobby I try I hate. 

And to be fair with my anxiety at the start of us dating made some of his friends disappear so I guess that's pay back lol. Anywho I'm just so lost right now. No goal no drive. I've no idea what to do.",0.015638095238099226,2.2193757828571457,1.8874285714285717,96.37323809523814,88.31428571428572,4.933333333333334,17.476190476190474,6.42735559955562,-0.2779809523809522,1284,32,295,14,42,422,193,350,0.177,0.715,0.10800000000000001,-0.9754,1,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,2,2,6,28,23,2,0,13,1,20,2,0,4,0,47,50,27,0,4,10,0,2,2,2,1,2,2,1,2,14,15,0,2,6,1,1,8,8,12,2,2,14,5,41,11,38,33,10,64,0,7,1,0,18,20,0,9,35,185,55,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274335295107935,0.0,0.07167748928174181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881869912204511,0.15646516003010433,0.057116455574327964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832859083491274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552972399128412,0.0,0.0991183671412743,0.08071115186106526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102921095382767,0.24170570588437276,0.0,0.0807005717326649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237711766075636,0.0,0.07894325780631323,0.0,0.16841656487175144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473757149300157,0.06693672663868436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969810968615197,0.0,0.0,0.14477921190702886,0.0,0.2937150098770812,0.0,0.10649964632255676,0.0,0.07493757013727706,0.0,0.10321714765122922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250579663892693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398512839666397,0.09306166618006426,0.0,0.10811306528846623,0.10030393371129237,0.10577183045142004,0.0,0.09779469815640067,0.0929792190711226,0.08328166510751593,0.0,0.0,0.05149309088071411,0.07637507121495217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155065617205216,0.0,0.0,0.1658367304910845,0.0,0.0,0.1022806884441441,0.0,0.0,0.08865779884266321,0.1250861486753229,0.1899868860480391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478757229298964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049256665105856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980844495970102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146407018452204,0.0,0.0,0.08181208214469031,0.09789279538282114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973525079740594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883815215555073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664701556572972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001621336139464,0.08912673233649289,0.07451113770791629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852976832599932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750663003080897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266813507468956,0.0,0.1989563817966705,0.0,0.0,0.07833438556299302,0.0,0.0,0.10725996094373018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044803188367071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060036869607466736,0.0,0.0,0.10927024825671712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084111492824848,0.0,0.091527767848676,0.0,0.11270523225783245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437184084186135,0.0,0.0,0.1684886315595425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642418974274306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033740942404775
lonely,randoma1231vd,2019/06/06,"People who do stuff depress the hell out of me. There's this woman I work with, and on most days she asks me how my weekend was, or what's new, or what plans I have, and so on. I hate these questions so much. She always has things to talk about; she seems to always be traveling, going to cool events, hanging with friends, etc. But I literally do nothing (primarily because I don't have any friends) and so I always answer those questions in generic, unexciting ways: ""Not much, what about you?"" 

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I can tell she thinks I'm boring. She's not wrong. 

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People like her drive me mad, and its not because I dislike them. It's just that I'm envious. They're a constant reminder that not everyone is miserable, that some people actually enjoy this weird little world.",4.155715883668904,6.0065872953020145,4.695453020134226,83.51396252796422,72.0201342281879,7.114317673378077,28.52404921700224,7.793537801064563,1.8052948545861287,613,24,115,8,12,195,99,149,0.135,0.748,0.11699999999999999,-0.5841,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,1,2,8,14,4,1,2,1,10,0,0,1,0,23,17,11,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,15,7,0,0,5,2,0,4,5,9,0,0,1,1,20,5,12,15,5,16,1,2,0,0,17,6,1,7,6,81,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.13035519829362535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334487736848382,0.2894686087371369,0.3246296069797426,0.09083925064480043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487963919136863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285874035748282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435295387986036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614830525136348,0.0,0.1150526002213779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897745306746274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764179382067095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640776676385372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591681799143707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188298682833988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526063458051361,0.1338826506496882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639392354343493,0.0,0.0,0.12901277984002738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817399362985266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277823483872237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29928123195868217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216065765237875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291759576499453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736686319413782,0.1167551547952141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874488020291854,0.08559292467434873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602990150369856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724811996991108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460491943460967,0.3246296069797426,0.0
lonely,PhillySportPhan,2019/06/06,"I am 28 yrs old, never had a relationship before, and JUST started to feel lonely That's right.

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I got a taste of what a relationship felt like. Even though it was only for a week, through text, on a dating site. 

We were vibing so much and we talked about me visitng her in FL. Now, we havent talked in a week ( I made a post about it if you're interested: [https://www.reddit.com/r/relationship\_advice/comments/bxmnyf/please\_assess\_this\_situation/](https://www.reddit.com/r/relationship_advice/comments/bxmnyf/please_assess_this_situation/) )

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I felt ""in love"" even though we were only texting for a week. The first time I ever felt that way. I lost sleep and lost my appetite but felt great and confident (love bug?)

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I never felt lonely before, but now I know what I've been missing all my life. Now I know. Im doomed to feel lonely now forever unless I find someone.

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Just venting here. Can anyone relate?",7.270661764705885,10.965521143790856,5.338067810457516,73.82318014705884,69.58823529411765,5.655065359477124,21.327205882352946,6.9077264865688965,0.5489480392156865,777,18,121,7,16,223,92,153,0.133,0.763,0.10400000000000001,-0.5204,0,6,0,0,0,0,71.0,4,0,0,3,15,12,0,0,9,0,8,5,1,1,4,29,25,11,0,1,6,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,10,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,14,8,18,5,13,11,2,23,1,7,0,2,11,6,0,1,16,79,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595740444648031,0.4032505674586815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801168189913505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119572955315166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095963805829215,0.07504740070116599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839000973598356,0.0,0.39830134350850255,0.0,0.07582932374997534,0.07057074676277389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663554042373263,0.09147019065383087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961740217001173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119177081829306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058601264283969716,0.04053294487238182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113414712941533,0.0,0.14975991646310216,0.0785043346110587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098947801707209,0.0,0.1279768237490817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705874902908364,0.0,0.0,0.12619860142728262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945839223358743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26722296201087514,0.0,0.07085241986641788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302581063467633,0.0,0.07029673246234605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872368655459762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336968526101325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630271385572524,0.0,0.04837807978631456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585446464164099,0.19965070640186866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032505674586815,0.0
lonely,I_rant_here,2019/06/06,"Anyone here enjoy time with themselves? I don’t have any irl friends (cue sad music) and even if I did make some, I can’t get motivated to maintain them. Because of this, I like to have a lot of alone time. I go on bicycling, I go for walks, I sometimes even go to the grocery store to buy myself a sandwich to then enjoy it while I look at the beautiful river. I don’t really understand why some people feel bad that they are lonely, it’s okay to be. I have come to accept this. Some people just aren’t meant to make friends and or socialize. I feel 10x more comfortable being alone than hanging out with a friend. 

And besides, no one cares that you’re a loner. Everyone is so loathed in themselves that they’ll forget you instantly. So, might as well enjoy the time you have with yourself.",3.6654219409282685,5.062108094936711,4.556392405063292,85.84678270042195,72.48101265822784,7.545147679324894,26.457805907173,8.07648339933343,1.5655172995780586,621,21,125,9,12,201,100,158,0.131,0.632,0.23600000000000002,0.9625,1,5,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,3,1,7,15,0,0,7,1,15,1,0,3,0,25,28,10,0,1,3,0,2,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,0,6,0,2,6,5,3,1,1,2,3,17,12,20,22,5,15,0,2,1,0,9,4,0,7,6,86,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477765211013496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141741439934466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739586836093005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018505003992462,0.10234704238630186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117982221015496,0.0,0.0,0.14462640577936262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22178571361053534,0.0,0.0,0.1604305676656006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697851960618872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891450543115676,0.0,0.08771804395980441,0.0,0.28625525796457285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202486300590983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098925107957774,0.0,0.0,0.14273805826561853,0.0,0.0,0.22414201357002114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810972991735025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376978454100453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327940710447756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755763519084784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114748913948438,0.0,0.0,0.16605213774174912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29370222514959193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478428949405148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095748626587807,0.0,0.15149883997856387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Antiperspirantti,2019/06/06,"15yr old guy from Finland for the last few years i've been losing alot of friends, i never had many to begin with, but none of them talk to me anymore. i was diagnosed with severe depression a year ago, and my mothers suicide by overdose didn't help the sadness. i just feel like all the fun i used to have playing games, or being outside has gone away. i spend 90% of my time alone in my room just laying on my bed crying or listening to music. when i play games i always set up a house and a chest for my steam friends if they ever come play. i sit hours on end alone in a discord channel waiting for someone to come to speak to me, so that i wont have to play alone. sometimes i join a random discord server and listen to random people talk when i play, because it makes me feel not so alone. and if no one is online i just turn on the tv for background sound, to make it seem like i'm not alone.",5.439523809523809,4.379847052910055,5.953486772486772,86.0419761904762,67.8888888888889,8.194920634920635,30.011111111111113,6.2581,1.3688895238095242,699,21,154,3,10,227,118,189,0.204,0.629,0.16699999999999998,-0.8511,0,5,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,2,1,8,13,0,0,10,0,10,2,1,3,3,31,25,13,1,2,10,1,2,2,2,1,1,4,2,1,3,8,0,1,3,9,1,3,7,3,0,1,5,6,22,10,28,18,4,26,0,3,0,0,14,8,0,8,15,98,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094787452951193,0.0,0.0,0.6395639079486088,0.0,0.0,0.102765128864114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224826708379192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603596867953295,0.0,0.0,0.07528682406537664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277532820188186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135663222144705,0.0,0.0,0.10637371813287518,0.12535384702018315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093877872529125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171633781613104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489455373385175,0.08823120257174911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908375956729982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222882667995357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278205306449878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162645213989146,0.14250690529893068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067215291498544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067552292921108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381692600821612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648796091010832,0.1252135581663829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525381253055007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295965553172286,0.0,0.0836894311060307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562204564768416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243330154516316,0.0,0.1395242399418813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104644443881607,0.0,0.12214850364367695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509320845036105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198535494552031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201611053558699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343367655776736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666770584217758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906490982996646
lonely,Wooders0407,2019/06/06,"People who travel with work So I'm away with work on a course and its just me. I've spent 4 nights, which is thankfully my last, in a hotel room on my own. I've eaten out on my own every night this week. Why do they put you on a four seat table in the middle of the room btw?! So yeah, It's been very lonely. So if anyone is travelling alone or working alone, hit me up. Because this week has not been great.",0.6439606741573023,2.152176584269668,2.5375140449438227,96.68469803370786,80.91011235955057,5.348876404494383,15.619382022471907,5.985473137389443,-0.7895067415730339,312,4,76,2,8,104,65,89,0.114,0.8270000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.6232,0,4,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,1,1,3,4,3,0,0,5,1,6,1,0,0,0,8,11,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,4,1,0,0,3,1,3,1,1,0,1,4,0,7,2,12,6,2,20,0,1,0,0,3,12,0,2,5,47,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289060507212349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478205173316716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454087562407624,0.0,0.0,0.1262226259952579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744580472429069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22828577696319236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687825680425991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388625943205921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355021053022118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20815376322481294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906341943478124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708472298154879,0.0,0.0,0.3321841159865848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684058641531454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522292036187937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lietuvis10LTU,2019/06/06,"If you don't like just say so, please. No forced smiles, no silence. Just say it. I won't be angry or sad, I promise, I understand. But understand, I don't pickup ""the clues"", cause, we'll I don't know what they look like.",-1.3373252279635253,0.6848163617021328,0.8370820668693,101.02,98.14893617021276,4.387841945288755,15.224924012158056,6.1826913282559595,-0.6776905775075988,167,4,41,2,7,55,33,47,0.28600000000000003,0.506,0.20800000000000002,-0.4886,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,10,4,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,3,8,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,2,2,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30852012925237177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650527056265188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934506988148156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522003252336956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296705385918195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4776666021657606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6253051820419984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,482doomedchicken,2019/06/06,"Once again I got too attached to a mother figure I had a difficult childhood and relationship with my mum. 

I work in a very small, family-like, 100% female environment. Last winter I developed a proper infatuation with my ex manager, and last weekend it happened with my current one. 

I get all the intense good feelings of a crush, but also a deep sadness that I feel like I'm now used to. 

It's just going to keep happening for the rest of my life, I think. I can talk it through with my counsellor as much as I want but the truth is I'm unfixable.",4.838961038961038,5.301241181818185,6.522207792207791,76.29045454545457,69.0,9.922077922077923,32.077922077922075,9.957137785484203,3.107064935064935,430,18,85,10,7,149,75,110,0.068,0.812,0.11900000000000001,0.4854,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,9,0,3,1,0,1,2,18,16,7,0,1,3,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,2,14,3,14,14,3,12,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,9,57,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811191686344125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378769045094921,0.1680470822902579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289703254917513,0.0,0.13368561422233466,0.19729826464612865,0.18813349035525065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160230636130845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908164370117613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834847779952821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661486432897351,0.11492062298263547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729198021800633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505103697107039,0.1593967248090429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525470689439064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890675272355681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072474072170652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031616505147005,0.0,0.19408791072655487,0.1387436945160453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124894053925244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AUTOMATA88,2019/06/06,Any uk people in their early 30's here? Quite fed up at the mo. I live alone and don't really have any friends or girlfriend. I hate my job and can only afford a shitty bedsit. Nothings gone right for me for a long time now and I'm starting to give up ignoring it. How do you deal with your loneliness?,0.5095535714285688,2.645037812500004,2.5413392857142867,93.126875,84.9375,5.5321428571428575,18.517857142857142,6.868970318607317,0.11977946428571462,236,6,52,3,7,79,55,64,0.218,0.7340000000000001,0.048,-0.8956,2,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,1,3,3,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,7,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,8,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,5,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756563423143616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619890936908287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27439414849625643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563071549807016,0.0,0.0,0.2553201565216174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26277298929899784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641177982972365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350197671575001,0.2355388256198041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553829289622182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024228932732335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451838535118245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830886354504301,0.0,0.0,0.1705057271307354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272949408719776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838589971064928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519713801253007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,arch1tect_wannabe,2019/06/06,"No Farewell So,

Let me bore you with my stupid update.

I work in a team that has full time employees and contractors. Our manager is a wonderful person and she takes care of every body and celebrates everyone's birthdays and we all cut a cake.

I am a awkward person and I try to avoid such events as much as I can. I try to avoid team lunches as well. But I have gone to many of them and participated in birthdays of others.

Team also does farewells and does team lunch when someone is leaving.

I have been here for 2 years. Never celebrated my birthday. Nobody ever wished it. Manager knows every single person's birthday including mind.

Today is my last day at this company. No farewell for me. Lul. 

How do I recover from this? I cried in a separate room for good 15 minutes today. Alone.

I just get a mixed feeling here. My manager said that she will ask for my promotion. She also lets me come early and leave early. And I am the only one to be allowed to do that.

But on other occasions I have fought with my manager over small issues. But she gave me a good mid year review after my mild misdemeanors. So I know that at least they don't hate me.

Yet...

I don't know what message to take from this.",1.5206121183945456,3.982473740585775,3.2664063226406337,87.41020300635364,83.56066945606695,6.553293041995971,22.65938323260499,7.793537801064563,1.2946530605919726,940,33,187,18,27,312,142,239,0.121,0.785,0.094,-0.3947,2,3,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,1,2,6,13,12,4,3,8,0,19,3,1,2,3,31,36,21,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,11,13,2,2,5,4,0,2,5,8,1,1,5,2,35,4,28,27,5,29,0,0,0,0,21,11,0,1,16,135,46,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318438706249885,0.0,0.20567281863712625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021783700328607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283871395541164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110994167362466,0.0,0.0,0.1107721656756886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412542426465222,0.08293235779571001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250665886061453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632044735476255,0.2166916325950229,0.12287687939925653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502088524601349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718494901329637,0.0,0.0,0.21571674393941226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695974713491748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421850954416295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201535584613584,0.10482110398670176,0.0,0.27232451733677865,0.0,0.26299173043960483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037392189463787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298430723493556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453123360165973,0.0,0.09917946025080322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713848176030561,0.0978013737745538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33684941827635073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223221442497257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895710299358992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933730563721177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498407446936503,0.0,0.24378375822581475,0.0,0.0,0.174613487835856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562126285665775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787651495699006,0.0,0.1394544824083689,0.09361781240818023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562037237847088
lonely,buttbratface,2019/06/06,will someone talk to me lol I’m a 19F from the US solo traveling in Paris right now and I’m so incredibly lonely that I could cry (and I have). I got a lot of shit going on but I promise I’m fun to talk to. I have lots of interests so really I can talk about anything,-1.7115983606557352,0.17544298360656008,2.085389344262296,93.69234631147543,94.57377049180329,5.67295081967213,17.46106557377049,7.1686216300943375,0.21055573770491787,206,6,51,4,8,76,42,61,0.10400000000000001,0.703,0.193,0.7517,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,1,5,1,1,0,0,6,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,3,9,7,2,6,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,2,1,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229638934509594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627451951146416,0.0,0.27003170447301783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397103330240538,0.0,0.19661197461976734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41799019093576395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574844054077021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099366937273376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25234002107987064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829018431274446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5927643153178374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957021187583054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,redinksenpai,2019/06/06,"Do you ever get tired of going through the ""getting to know you"" process? ""What do you do?"" ""What are your hobbies?"" ""What kind of music do you listen to?"" 

Do you ever get annoyed with answering these questions for the millionth time? Only for them just to ghost you later. It's hard enough to open up to others, but it just makes it pointless when you know they'll leave shortly after. 

I'm just tired of telling people about myself only for them just to leave me hanging. I'm tired of thinking I found people that I feel like i can be myself around. What's the point of telling you what music I listen to when you'll be gone by tomorrow? What's the point of sharing my art with you when you'll just find a more interesting person than me, and leave me hanging?",3.4024780701754374,4.957246572368423,3.8671052631578964,89.89807017543863,73.40789473684211,5.856140350877192,24.508771929824558,5.985473137389443,0.5576035087719302,597,18,121,3,12,187,79,152,0.122,0.8079999999999999,0.07,-0.4974,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,12,3,0,12,5,1,0,5,0,12,3,0,1,2,22,27,5,1,0,6,0,2,1,0,3,3,2,0,1,12,5,0,0,8,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,4,25,4,25,20,2,19,0,0,0,0,22,6,0,1,10,90,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575712591474753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596604659517076,0.0,0.0,0.2555672548740871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142858168833517,0.10092080834503286,0.0,0.0,0.12911501217015847,0.0,0.0,0.15489141425594002,0.0,0.0,0.2214177306568016,0.0,0.08028500148617207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654702705055884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710731017009676,0.15527273641321432,0.0,0.0,0.4487424454172397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901567113727088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429647871206888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148790619954048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587279345745606,0.1233484497531542,0.0,0.0,0.2670849879368541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825079862604616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469462768397197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051786239856632,0.0,0.0,0.08237362607867031,0.4870951457162528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FattyTeen12,2019/06/06,is anyone else in high school? I’m about to start sophomore year after an awful freshman one and I’m really dreading it. Hell one week into summer and I am feeling lonelier then ever. I don’t know if i can go another year without feeling wanted or alone :(,1.5676470588235285,4.122452333333335,3.9210784313725497,82.08985294117647,84.49019607843138,5.752941176470588,24.18627450980393,7.1686216300943375,1.4748274509803918,203,8,35,3,6,70,42,51,0.315,0.635,0.05,-0.9506,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,11,12,5,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,2,3,0,6,12,0,12,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,8,23,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644129107470453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677034040802296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851109192011536,0.26158413472961056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326966889224036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309326847000331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581738281256684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509238238273028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697375541220317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030572851866516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459946035492672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355116385555532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583763554433894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807020425069268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058204500923453,0.0,0.2047855675252156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246099256772153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288085465982651
lonely,raxxiel,2019/06/06,"Anyone here has tips on how to deal with loneliness? I’ve been dealing with the emotional struggle of being lonely, which they are getting stronger to ignore each passing day. I’m very antisocial and so I’ve gotten used to being alone but now it’s just creeping up like some primal instinct to have human interaction. Is this normal?",4.3239247311828,7.036549887096777,4.998064516129034,77.63376344086022,74.32258064516128,6.713978494623658,28.075268817204304,7.793537801064563,2.13434623655914,271,11,43,4,6,87,54,62,0.13699999999999998,0.7659999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.1431,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,11,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,9,7,2,5,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,30,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30560258873764795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063191682094559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029515239344533,0.6084065500607182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33191301068778795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416142083557696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415585270721545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891050587966573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084702789121637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548449547804593,0.0,0.2434629011293825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,munqlus,2019/06/06,"What's the point? Just feeling apathetic, I spend a lot of time working to come home to a family I wish I could disappear from sometimes. Loneliest I feel is at home and online. How can you have over 400 friends online and a full house but all get is contempt from most people. I feel extremely isolated. Don't have heart tho talk to women. I'm always too or never enough. Why am always alone?",2.1642307692307696,4.533241769230774,3.4919871794871824,87.39259615384617,80.02564102564101,6.464102564102564,22.57051282051281,7.645422480735847,1.101097435897436,310,10,61,5,8,101,61,78,0.209,0.726,0.064,-0.9109,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,1,0,4,0,8,1,1,1,2,16,15,6,0,2,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,8,14,5,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,2,41,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953439653715908,0.0,0.0,0.33667986879797085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427402265310338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152980743915513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904255563116503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907219108980012,0.0,0.30688533962938114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630588260601605,0.0,0.10569975999720403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397408984916169,0.0,0.0,0.4058712090604245,0.0,0.0,0.23344108409717265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199857429625756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603561957139284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025778692397844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125039607288385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009191169798954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626108607957477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179698547282634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255526802361136,0.0,0.2326490139492911,0.0,0.0,0.14728567109650642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fatsdynamo,2019/06/06,"I feel so disconnected from people I'm a very private person. Very private. There are huge aspects of my personality that I hide from friends, family, everyone. Things that I do almost everyday and affect me everyday that people have no clue about.  If I died I'm not sure there would even be a record of it somewhere. Some of these things I consider to be embarrassing/shameful (although nothing actually bad), but some are rather innocuous like my music taste or my favorite tv shows and movies. If it wasn't for my mom who knows a lot about me (by virtue of being my mom) and talks to people about me, there wouldn't really be anyone who knows me. Even my mom knowing me well sometimes feels uncomfortable.  

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I guess it's no surprise that I feel like I do not have strong connections to other people. But I also do not want to give up my private life. I like being alone. I like living in my head. I like that people do not know me. But at the same time I find it very lonely. I've tried to balance this in the past, but I've ended up revealing too much and later regretting it. It is also difficult to make friends. I can easily get to a friendly stage with people. Enough that they might call me their friend, but since they know almost nothing about me I hesitate to call them mine. A deeper connection, I've never had. Writing it out, it seems so self-inflicted, but I can't stress enough how uncomfortable it makes me when people know private details about me. 

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In some ways this has gotten a bit better. I'm growing very close to my best friend. But this may be because I've moved countries this past year, so I have a lot more time away from him. Absence makes the heart grow fond? I also visited him last week and told him some things about my family situation and that didn't go badly at all. He seemed a bit surprised though. In other ways they've gotten worse. I'm struggling to make friends here, the kind to hang out with when bored. All my friends back home were people I knew for like 2 years before I even became friends with them, so I don't know how I'm gonna get past that here. I hesitate to mention this, cause I feel like it colors people's view of me, but I'm a trans man. I'm going stealth here (no one knows that I'm trans) and while I do love it, it just adds another layer of distance between me and other people. All my old friends know I'm trans, cause they knew me before I even realized I was trans. It's also something I'm very insecure about, so I don't know if I'll ever really tell anyone.  

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This is all friendship stuff. I don't even know how I'm gonna go about dating. I really don't think it will work for me. Spending too much time with one person irritates me and I end up resenting them. I'd have to date someone who understood my need for a lot of alone time or that they also had the same need. I just don't think there are many people like that. I feel like if I was born a man I would just have a lot of one night stands, but I can't even do that. I also really want to be a father, but the thought of co-parenting and having to compromise on the way I raise my child does not appeal to me. I doubt I'll ever have a child because of this. It just seems that I am doomed to a lonely existence because of my nature. I'm still young, so I may change. For now though, my social prospects are a little depressing.",2.8918582832262096,4.477506998548621,4.022616369479579,88.13642507256895,74.8055152394775,7.127524362430023,23.33405038357868,7.83500028581142,1.0269902342940074,2658,76,559,38,56,865,268,689,0.10400000000000001,0.722,0.175,0.9956,1,6,1,0,0,0,87.0,0,0,8,4,53,42,1,4,23,0,50,5,2,10,8,116,108,47,1,13,26,4,5,9,9,9,1,0,1,7,46,18,1,0,28,2,1,8,19,14,1,3,14,8,84,28,63,78,22,60,1,5,2,1,46,16,0,24,40,371,130,1,0.0,0.0,0.045494350105546914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336629940727784,0.09656842502586616,0.0,0.22369176227575654,0.0,0.15153810208000984,0.16994504079494846,0.0,0.04888508664923369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519551162486417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043800981428401775,0.035847866956456545,0.07785142856485502,0.08525727376305953,0.0,0.07934029428304616,0.0,0.04892476551197865,0.04123156079237564,0.10179383063562697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520837093719166,0.0,0.0,0.09578306965337664,0.04931772975836482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040153698076809685,0.0,0.04838415192193834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04079743592137574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258288343662354,0.09634174958526984,0.0,0.18475223964615212,0.08434083489142309,0.0,0.04454736391177437,0.0,0.0,0.08789828714388348,0.0,0.11786224760430435,0.09991591338175468,0.0,0.0,0.04260979337439979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241661474081098,0.0,0.048714003606237885,0.044722107943615516,0.07948558266518514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051357135323235485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784552267237142,0.0,0.0,0.05524486996939379,0.0,0.0,0.04676361503176698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048547508030675736,0.2818321825806726,0.03800148480136125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032929052233824724,0.2049853919845645,0.04672544142041631,0.041166273508888435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585384710193722,0.04207632865948005,0.0,0.12447672524894475,0.04726531607605931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945640391545731,0.0,0.16380218006126265,0.0,0.04954963316128993,0.06854206071752776,0.06913621035976825,0.0359561825623041,0.0,0.0,0.043749668717053436,0.0,0.08946620644138613,0.0,0.0489197994141968,0.0,0.0947726621152946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335120637838311,0.35552446722765507,0.12212023688092527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946374524644755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732316562585558,0.048634779467673486,0.0,0.0,0.0385645077152333,0.05240278160789679,0.0,0.04752317212499543,0.03950093574607411,0.03589031824256712,0.046108326586043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03723075549465571,0.0,0.053402999807248615,0.04873729820955471,0.053368693616350896,0.0,0.0,0.043938754930899784,0.0,0.0,0.03747135310159189,0.04074789466328898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291667772846687,0.05974436819805674,0.09160773622679746,0.03701103598535915,0.10873788036627513,0.0,0.0,0.04454736391177437,0.0,0.03165188855933433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233172247827465,0.05499531351412409,0.1110142485411372,0.03739571503536958,0.0,0.04191693748731072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03393988176100007,0.0,0.04750971599133323,0.06623495547521564,0.0,0.16994504079494846,0.06004344377573743
lonely,stegbo,2019/06/06,I miss my best friend It’s been really hard day to day. Hard to find motivation for anything,0.08087719298245942,2.4279925263157907,2.406315789473684,89.09087719298245,97.42105263157896,6.743859649122808,16.859649122807017,7.793537801064563,0.8323543859649121,74,2,16,2,3,25,16,19,0.184,0.431,0.384,0.7968,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,2,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823453211192063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600664335856757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425473341787853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31359079957953595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650812650017112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6147075034915237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980117964563572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,linzed,2019/06/06,why ive posted here before about being a lonely 17 year old gay guy and well i had a crush on this guy..  i actually was brave enough to give him my number and i text him too actually!! well it’s been almost a month and he still hasn’t text me back even though ive seen him in class with his phone.. it’s likely he just talked to me for answers for notes which sucks,1.0636607142857135,2.5572781875000032,2.7321428571428577,95.83,79.625,5.571428571428572,15.178571428571427,6.1826913282559595,-0.8552678571428571,285,3,70,2,7,94,59,80,0.085,0.794,0.121,0.4374,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,1,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,7,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,4,1,12,4,8,5,1,8,0,1,1,1,11,2,1,1,6,45,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.4153630064086292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310836801209068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364535110212394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810940429212406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989982633868824,0.0,0.1405655235615672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041562212153297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42145028130876094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397304340114938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987079776407701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22331866386097052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382261615334904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995823104679655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710565580381689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090944515152662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827012614484879,0.0,0.1920368396492183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704902512046765
lonely,RoyaLamp,2019/06/06,"Wondering if anyone has any tips on making something human-like to hold at night I felt it twice, holding someone. It was long ago, and I never again felt it. I fucking *live* for it. I am touch starved. I can feel everything that happens on my body, and I feel even the slightest bump in public. I get hugs from classmates and a few friends on occasion, and I feel guilty at how much it makes me happy. How do I get my fill of humanity at night so that I don't have to want as much physical attention in the day?",1.1510129870129866,3.3310128285714318,2.8546320346320364,91.59779220779222,82.61904761904762,6.103896103896104,23.831168831168828,7.348242739294969,1.0012857142857152,397,15,86,6,11,131,72,105,0.07400000000000001,0.83,0.09699999999999999,0.5232,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,3,0,7,3,1,4,1,20,20,9,0,2,1,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,2,7,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,6,13,3,14,17,3,16,0,0,0,2,3,8,1,2,7,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689246152945406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959091950459906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324766882252273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167505697213254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122898835162574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586656468132862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712677784671078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890665816227819,0.0,0.3659450908778297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723025618303962,0.17617452294108005,0.19912497832343493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685162403959128,0.20286027525110686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682726262118258,0.16864426869818244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544075972211238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801748028132424,0.0,0.14697568549663315,0.0,0.0,0.35766519645390793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614653362875147,0.14670645631674625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240033461331216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665990816765106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,consistanthorror,2019/06/06,"searching for a true connection i don’t think i ever want a romantic only relationship, i’ve tried that but it doesn’t make me happy.
do you ever feel like you want to connect with someone in such a strong way, that when it comes down to it you don’t have to talk about the romantic feelings?
of course i want to find someone to love unconditionally, though i can help but feel like jumping into dates and sex is the way.
i’m searching for a true connection, an unbroken bond with someone that understands and doesn’t beg for constant confirmation on where it’s going. we just go along with it.

idk i’m lonely and this is what i dream of...",3.1177911931818163,5.0381341171875045,4.343494318181818,84.64752840909092,75.015625,7.467045454545455,25.69886363636364,8.296473431620573,1.623725,509,18,103,9,11,167,77,128,0.034,0.665,0.301,0.9891,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,3,0,1,8,8,0,0,7,0,9,2,0,1,4,27,24,7,0,3,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,0,6,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,3,10,7,19,24,0,16,0,1,0,2,8,5,0,0,7,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027168231930718,0.0,0.1885165362610381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31559677840569433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26461876281489416,0.2492516656993705,0.0,0.0,0.15944249941092767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828587066692613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857033585822365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169289549213664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045316295439086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744631635631928,0.0,0.1164455317688961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326757212030125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729208726467628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434281951863535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021485958241606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117793661603163,0.17139447615994596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843888043842225,0.0,0.0,0.18160673414870834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308682214163742,0.2769377312252562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,llkjllkj,2019/06/06,"I have great friends but I still feel lonely I feel lonely all the time. My friends are amazing, but I still feel like they don’t really care about me.",0.5253225806451631,2.952523387096776,1.1357258064516138,100.72358870967743,89.32258064516128,4.390322580645162,17.427419354838708,5.985473137389443,-0.547909677419355,119,3,27,1,4,36,22,31,0.14,0.38799999999999996,0.47200000000000003,0.9472,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,7,6,1,7,1,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074929090524059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574815814477956,0.2154572203982566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660181059841519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33250599059636904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734250459348838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932074102462131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817031534240336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586058613757793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SitAshamed,2019/06/06,Hurt too many times I’m starting to think maybe I should give up on trying to find someone. And don’t say “oooh but you will find someone” because not everyone does. And I might be one of those people.,1.8457317073170718,3.971570097560978,2.509939024390245,95.32393292682929,79.73170731707317,5.0756097560975615,22.445121951219512,5.985473137389443,0.18075121951219544,158,5,34,1,4,49,35,41,0.057999999999999996,0.9420000000000001,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,5,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882627713751131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364970648047973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332874850902828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462814704913652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342025918921913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26135832285799204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475209698427697,0.24527276170496026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589953496215012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654364707488671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692568447777455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415096960837805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137202810547825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280447650219458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643589408383218,0.0,0.0,0.14236076176659873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575592430090635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tiredkid774,2019/06/06,"today i realized that my closest friends don’t see me in the same light. i see them as close friends because i spend a lot of my time with them, and i trust them. but, it doesn’t seem like they enjoy having me around; they prefer to go out and spend time with other people instead of me, and if i am around them they just go on their phone and text someone else. i swear to god even if i killed myself, they wouldn’t give two shits (i’m not suicidal or anything). at this point i’m looking at my life right now, and i’m constantly wondering if there really is someone who values me as a person and sees me as a close friend. i’m wondering if there’s even anybody at all that’s there to support me if and when i would need it.",6.911363636363639,4.502861954545459,7.088701298701298,83.42448051948054,65.81818181818181,10.35844155844156,32.38961038961039,8.418075326091056,2.144438961038962,567,16,130,6,7,184,89,154,0.071,0.731,0.198,0.9640000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,9,0,11,9,2,0,4,0,7,2,1,0,1,34,23,18,2,9,9,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,7,14,0,0,5,0,2,2,4,2,0,1,0,5,27,7,18,21,3,21,0,0,4,0,16,13,1,10,7,91,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405291361817915,0.2683956944417925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189469581974992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290523626001585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259307669532534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991355120207568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494030268187578,0.0,0.0,0.14461139763809486,0.17134733773853325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678053411023702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647790288496514,0.07364794975837605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265905104801172,0.0,0.0,0.1281607180861371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117778708030991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450981214755692,0.13162750257293376,0.0,0.0,0.1425057631741791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657314894990524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873812833019244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603803636737169,0.1372354880653618,0.0,0.0,0.1547408480140012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554568999052665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489404954949066,0.17106725656776314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580496066728715,0.0,0.14289165509311827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725907448107142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269599574066437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708718712279867,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,welllwhynot,2019/06/06,"you might be surprised... so my friend, my  oldest friend, my friend who  I have known my (Literal) whole life is  kicking me out. his girlfriend is Yoko Onoing me, and I don't think he sees it... I have been super helpful around the house, doing things that he won't do for her, it just that she doesn't want me around any more ...",2.9395454545454527,4.140809621212121,3.1458787878787886,96.0188181818182,74.0,5.8860606060606075,20.775757575757574,5.6839178017228535,-0.21629333333333325,249,5,57,1,5,76,48,66,0.017,0.75,0.23399999999999999,0.951,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,12,1,0,0,0,9,15,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,14,5,4,11,2,4,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,1,1,42,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727800735165326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523621789778674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5888943743375644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030147256494255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29316904962687584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946106125961928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695339868796905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024653027207109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687964928908604,0.16280134097050156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986033089364506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836662564980065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,walterGw,2019/06/06,A dying town I've been watching as all my friends leave my home town for the last 3 years now. Most of them went off to college or university right away and stopped talking to me in any form since then. Some of them will come back to town during their breaks and all but one refuse to speak to me at all. I have only one friend that lives nearby but they've been ghosting me for about 2 weeks now. I don't know if I've just been too needy or what. In the past I've been able to keep my depression at bay with the idea that I'm working all day/week (I work 12 hours a day 6 days a week if nothing goes wrong at work) to be able to see someone who gives a damn and just do whatever with them but I don't think there's anyone like that left,4.345740740740742,3.4978904876543235,4.613950617283951,94.0427777777778,70.04938271604938,7.9407407407407415,25.407407407407412,6.42735559955562,0.4864518518518519,577,12,147,3,9,181,102,162,0.105,0.816,0.079,-0.48,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,3,8,6,1,0,7,0,10,0,0,0,4,27,18,12,2,2,9,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,5,3,14,3,23,11,7,28,0,1,2,0,11,12,1,6,14,86,19,4,0.29435993996701176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000874266050081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291165711722088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382804266678484,0.1131723120399485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678251193561768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847567142327109,0.0,0.12676589248187098,0.0,0.15274957212235596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22742175942711104,0.0,0.0,0.14118843839235815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476335102146979,0.0,0.1449426232864929,0.0,0.0,0.1661482713038597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082031983247172,0.0,0.0,0.08088626241419396,0.11997131938547365,0.0,0.15584233710250986,0.15991146802985928,0.0,0.0,0.0719046989864979,0.0,0.1299626099574853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122315066491528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946591341677086,0.11193699935590877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049993510999131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569089018822055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728338062190315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174879208619993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470511094996943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304904518901215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182976847945664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943069818987132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541766824855045,0.0,0.0,0.13643730670773144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32144631315892386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091819247820074,0.0,0.09477907518451342
lonely,1liljupiter,2019/06/06,How lame is going to a concert alone? So here’s my problem. LANY is having a concert in my hometown soon and I want to go so so bad. They are one of my favorite bands but I don’t know anyone who would go with me. I’m really struggling with this because not even my mom will go with me. It really is making me realize how alone I am. I can’t even think of a person who would want to spend time with me anymore. What should I do ? Should I just go by myself or not at all ?,-0.3535926573426593,1.4796395673076963,2.1665034965034984,96.36940559440559,86.01923076923076,4.935664335664336,18.10839160839161,6.1124844417494595,-0.3491038461538465,361,9,87,3,11,124,65,104,0.152,0.8029999999999999,0.045,-0.8975,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,1,3,0,14,0,0,3,1,24,25,8,0,7,5,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,3,1,5,4,4,0,1,0,2,16,0,12,20,1,9,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928395699017857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808143773591604,0.13260740629961826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834949004017335,0.11560863276344573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505235375556962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5389111761810417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422645757029292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659257722304249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22211531338877225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851147364799378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165594711106855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146904954485765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429887734469138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982629338905366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151980267200192,0.0,0.0,0.11058620388516636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372048940132944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26944326175329225,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,melanin_spice,2019/06/06,Lonely introvert Usually I’m okay with little socialization but lately I’ve been craving more. I want at least one or two close friends but I don’t have any. Everyone is just an acquaintance. I need to focus on other things so a relationship would not be healthy right now. But sometimes I want one just for the companionship. I want a genuine connection with someone. I’m tired of being trapped in my own head.,2.4573076923076904,5.357630371794876,3.6391794871794905,82.86415384615388,85.02564102564101,7.222564102564102,27.03076923076923,8.238735603445708,2.3926215384615386,331,15,60,8,10,107,62,78,0.159,0.7040000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.5884,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,1,7,2,1,0,0,15,13,5,0,5,7,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,6,2,8,9,3,9,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,42,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255042688533293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21435458788505046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733149090771174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302247853518952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530512480272129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248351386011668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633603627986254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30402030777439026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408438370356363,0.0,0.19157450245454832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22867368753892134,0.1900720056004391,0.0,0.2218656835227064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903325668966055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578315194276515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21913542080766985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24706510415999575,0.0,0.3969426043012184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593558556303473,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,johnesqueda,2019/06/06,"(M23 L.A C.A) I need some chat friends. Feeling extremely depressed. Hey guys, I've been having a really hard month, my wife pretty much just left me because I told her I needed therapy for my depression. & I've just been feeling alone. Tonight has been extremely hard for me. Im fighting back suicidal thoughts. Im trying  my hardest to find reasons to stay, but I feel like I hate myself so much. I just want to run away from my own life. I wish I could fall asleep so I wouldn't have to feel this pain. 

My birthday is coming up in 2 weeks  and it's been bringing me down just knowing i'm gonna have to tell my family the situation I'm in. 

I'm currently looking for work, i've gone to school for psychology and I used to work in  plumbing, heating  and air conditioning in the Bay area for 4 years. But then decided to move back to LA for family. I got injured at work when a grinder landed in my arm. Luckily it missed my arteries and tendons so i still have function of my arm just a nasty scar and PTSD. 

I have two dogs that are my world now. 
I make music, produce  beats,Dj, and host Cannabis Catered Events all over southern California.  My favorite artists are Mac Miller, Kid Cudi, anything from TDE ( Kendrick, scHool, Rock, Soul ,Sza, Rashad) J.Cole & Ty Dolla $ign. 
I enjoy hiking, music shows , raves, the beach everything typical. 
I'm active at the gym. 

But yea I need some friends who want to go out, or chat through messages or  just want to watch some movies or do free things near by. I need distractions so I'll make sure to respond. 
 I won't hit on you or make you feel uncomfortable. Most people who I hang out with say I'm chill.  I'm a great listener and I'm usually free all day until I start working hopefully soon. 
I really do Appreciate all of you. Take care.",1.9065686274509799,4.158552759103642,3.2506092436974825,89.42000350140059,80.23249299719888,6.767787114845937,25.04271708683473,7.8897218956490685,1.4253355742296918,1393,54,292,25,36,453,213,357,0.105,0.708,0.187,0.9869,1,1,0,0,2,0,57.0,0,3,0,5,16,17,2,1,8,1,18,7,4,6,4,58,60,21,1,11,13,1,7,1,2,3,3,2,0,2,7,11,0,0,10,7,2,8,2,7,0,1,8,11,40,12,41,47,10,46,1,3,2,0,21,20,0,9,18,156,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025166800645478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144963791130694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145468933868145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299791724688304,0.15222384777579914,0.0,0.0603392026962714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091990690717463,0.0,0.0,0.08526520952716983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902998201629964,0.0,0.0,0.06383593586800633,0.0,0.1705080648481592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889596627016007,0.0,0.18662498801109412,0.0,0.25024424548919705,0.07071357415063141,0.0,0.0,0.09046879565054088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294825502777065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625439885862157,0.0,0.07916585839600951,0.1091292599900066,0.0,0.0980088695385186,0.0,0.0,0.17733890022536836,0.09772535704202702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831259104627507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21383755103456967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05439854446264791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754546994846807,0.0,0.06991471822761072,0.04835816179588893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312090706809468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821604133665785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900739705173572,0.10520341175184464,0.14552799235695266,0.2935789728963353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532503853445384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862244531817033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070143726048923,0.0,0.0,0.11570599233995142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682226667217886,0.1017711523252451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871536488178964,0.0,0.20035244188642426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126119526439776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006077512007397,0.10550285585621616,0.07904806252322516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827148825533607,0.0,0.09329043692033072,0.0,0.0744230017888713,0.0,0.08651562618695248,0.0,0.1131958457065276,0.0,0.06575999916327721,0.0,0.0,0.07858155569902334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094582630971544,0.0,0.06720305383476755,0.0,0.09669214381434443,0.0,0.0,0.08548965112897286,0.10901594317749004,0.0,0.1751484595218413,0.0,0.07939830339034977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138257246759118,0.0,0.0,0.28824361577723195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637418961102677
lonely,Calabi-Yau_Manifold,2019/06/06,I want a girl to blow me I broke up with my girlfriend and now I don't have someone to lovingly suck my dick :/,-1.2493333333333323,0.6402158000000036,1.3480000000000023,100.24066666666668,91.0,4.933333333333334,20.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.0288666666666666,85,3,22,1,3,29,21,25,0.35700000000000004,0.47,0.172,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,4,5,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,1,2,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6581771887147546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6178917141597042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301309310295233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iwillthrowawayu,2019/06/06,I just want cuddles Thats literally it. I just want to cuddle with someone and feel safe and loved for once in my life,2.529600000000002,3.9404533599999993,3.916999999999998,89.24350000000004,75.4,6.6000000000000005,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.7986,94,3,21,1,2,31,21,25,0.0,0.657,0.34299999999999997,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,4,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304807269356019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32196534727694925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114032700605013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48544277331072705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862222454791866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5377192482931974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cheezypizza13,2019/06/06,Hey I’m new here do I want to tell my story I’m not going into details Bc let’s be honest you guys got better things to do. So for the past couple months my only friend group left have been intentionally leaving me out of parties and group chats. I tell them and they say sorry and move on. It became a cycle. This has developed into an ongoing motion of sducidal thoughts and idk what to do. Ik talking to strangers is bad but what can I do?,0.9860869565217384,3.22436282608696,3.0045217391304355,89.9078695652174,83.78260869565217,4.984347826086957,20.069565217391304,6.2581,0.14487043478260864,348,10,72,3,10,117,72,92,0.051,0.848,0.10099999999999999,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,1,0,12,17,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,1,9,3,11,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,3,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770432719166105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882338757978196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487445004897452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368521245956028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776291191776595,0.0,0.17979857217145515,0.0,0.0,0.22259412277215107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380379915978885,0.2442532972170411,0.2298802323526312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943868062196586,0.2389341011869937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711985384881036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097573745090827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146035730407265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787754279490549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516528601897557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069122821647646,0.3929821863642549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493516800690601,0.0,0.0,0.17847152547780948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259690300048316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lilywolf5,2019/05/15,"Surrounded by people, but incredibly lonely I am a sahm. Have been for a very long time. I spend my entire day with my toddler. Then my evenings with all my children. My husband is a workaholic gamer and never has/makes time for us. And usually if he does, it's to fuss about how I clean or for me to make our youngest ""shut-up"". 
I'm a total shut-in unless I need to do something for the kids. Most of my shopping and bill pay is done via internet. The only adult i talk to daily is my mom. 

I'd love a friend to talk to, but it usually ends up being someone who only wants a physical encounter. The total opposite of what I need. 

I don't know. Maybe I'm silly for thinking there is someone out there like me. Someone who just needs a friend. Someone who's there when no one else is. 

I just don't know anything anymore. I'm just so sick of feeling so alone. I'm hugging 40. I shouldn't feel this way, right? It's just hard to make friends when you're older, a mom, and incredibly socially awkward. 

Maybe I'm just being silly. Like I said before. And like I'm told daily.",0.94831936049912,3.032240349775787,2.8487034509651035,91.90781438876976,82.72197309417041,5.492610645349973,22.700136478845767,6.7026698264267655,0.5742744784558398,830,29,180,9,23,277,124,223,0.092,0.733,0.175,0.9643,0,3,1,0,0,0,34.0,2,0,0,0,15,12,0,1,11,0,15,3,0,3,4,36,35,16,0,6,10,3,3,3,3,1,1,1,1,3,8,8,0,0,5,1,4,0,5,2,0,1,4,4,21,10,22,28,4,17,0,1,0,2,21,4,0,3,15,108,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574769803426378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040949868761502,0.0,0.0,0.09991290853338328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331388717152402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830161864596563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624971156854318,0.12424809365035865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014253420831817,0.0,0.10753626235910746,0.0,0.0,0.08019242603005923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227805574537712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28141114659570554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876258605539743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345129277080625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779494085208211,0.0,0.0,0.1074470656858931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958036168127468,0.0,0.16208881582883544,0.0,0.2439522208204209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28439588571772584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27007956175814724,0.0936415228082762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227288298002343,0.1846807705916398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417278560726793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036864065942305,0.11549197617885985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237657028454921,0.4114928239898469,0.09346999082797723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951750333918004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777968240592596,0.0,0.0,0.14159429587385072,0.0,0.0,0.11601573628025565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604540812751002,0.0,0.2674394819452241,0.10017879593305906,0.07161278725651159,0.09637233011592528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RagnarTheRed23,2019/05/15,"I stopped texting my friends I just wanted to see if I had anyone who cares about me anymore. I used to hang out with these people every week, although I basically invited myself. Guess what I stopped doing that and I have only heard from one of them in the last 2 months. He invited me to a party where he got completely wasted and then forgot about me. Every time I have a notification I wish it's a friend, but it's usually just reddit. We always had a great time, I don't understand why nobody ever messages me.",4.538502080443831,5.42238432038835,6.072843273231622,77.73106796116505,69.87378640776699,8.604160887656034,28.30651872399445,8.841846274778883,2.2186266296809984,407,14,77,7,7,139,74,103,0.053,0.7859999999999999,0.16,0.8848,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,1,18,16,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,18,4,10,11,0,14,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,2,10,56,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954677395690536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901590083505416,0.13407220396347186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549628413863987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104044708531427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734438665513876,0.32310600123456834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962826308482502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335558287128515,0.2113989744210626,0.21122817048069445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629734913407073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530486205985828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299310271377336,0.14583032310528302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329314847718668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527955313201737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32061395465239423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236155052959631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996127737529121,0.0,0.16560567325329853,0.21117946355887166,0.0,0.11309586667448886,0.0,0.1538058620486326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730195760500483,0.0,0.22049669778229508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GrilledCrabCat,2019/05/15,"I feel such a deep sense of loneliness and this makes me want to die Kinda posting here bc idk where else to vent my feelings.

So I have felt a deep sense of loneliness for six years now. I had a great click of friends when I was in middle school, but I had a bad fall out with them right before high school. 

I did have friends in highschool, but I never felt as happy with these new ones as I did with my old. Even in romantic relationships I felt alone (and very embarrassed bc said partner would be my only physical friend there). As a result, I felt a very deep sense of loneliness throughout my highschool years. I did have (and still do) have one old classmate who i texted constantly to cope, but we live far away from each other. If anything this worsened my loneliness because he was there, but not really there if that makes sense. We also can’t talk everyday because living seperate lives is a thing. This feeling of loneliness and dread at the idea of having no one there with me makes me feel like I’d be better off dead. 

I didn’t know how to make new friends or how to approach people. I’m very introverted so that doesnt help me either. I do feel a sense of peace when I’m working on personal art projects or something, but then I feel lonely again when I have no people close to me to share it with. I go to a community college now and am about to transfer to a new college, but sometimes I wonder if that will actually help me. I just don’t know what to do anymore and I don’t want to live out the rest of my life alone or being with people who make me feel alone.",5.725077881619939,5.308491180685362,5.9587694704049845,84.10426012461062,67.09968847352025,9.12710280373832,30.294392523364486,8.515128840125781,1.987885981308412,1243,40,265,16,18,397,161,321,0.192,0.6970000000000001,0.111,-0.9829,0,5,1,0,0,1,26.0,2,0,1,2,22,13,0,2,12,0,28,1,0,8,1,61,53,30,2,6,15,0,11,1,5,2,1,1,0,2,13,18,0,0,15,1,0,3,9,4,0,4,13,13,36,9,41,35,3,40,0,1,1,0,18,18,0,8,19,181,49,9,0.0,0.0,0.08346265423744703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657425718629837,0.0,0.06839643518837125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482045227118343,0.0,0.0,0.07038197303285203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035604772324921,0.0,0.07141201983460764,0.10427372988521208,0.0,0.0727777354053882,0.0,0.0,0.07564226094230421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924250113193844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876420331456675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144738148585814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056490209815088926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027174670101694,0.061100974165312384,0.32847984715923484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26431381785834906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0486073375958062,0.0,0.0,0.0942945421076487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104577964048996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465476924747275,0.09036466381047732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965503125767586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400752542256187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060410712419946236,0.04178449229957672,0.0,0.3020899469182757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28545187083559603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596420052014793,0.24780942786214866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949377425547847,0.0,0.1738672584824286,0.06504763601754282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788232212451313,0.07467944981110282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191185192377515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054791206162317606,0.0,0.0,0.09182469415573756,0.0,0.07304015046614465,0.08135638599906596,0.0,0.0,0.1731171069020325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584336769294984,0.08458903820782318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683024961482088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874388974612775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056820773921388436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21170781885911116,0.1008928542964216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275109400431113,0.0622651518200895,0.0,0.0,0.06075639254583615,0.0,0.0,0.11015401199167693
lonely,defs_not_asa,2019/05/15,"Homesick 18M, have nothing to go home to but I want to be there right now I need to talk to someone about something. Please help me out",-0.5891379310344824,1.6100610344827615,0.6650862068965537,103.20728448275864,93.82758620689656,2.9000000000000004,21.04310344827585,3.1291,-0.6928000000000001,106,4,25,0,4,33,24,29,0.043,0.703,0.254,0.765,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769273074586495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24495233946015596,0.0,0.3665745125027615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709753361850263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506575677419707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40115256878038347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120909116756745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30964321844415993,0.2813400098431373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29373355731168044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21555091739252585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gatorquake,2019/05/15,"I graduated today i graduated from a year long certification program today. it was the most difficult thing i have ever done, to transform myself into a student who puts forth effort towards something. i turned in every single assigment on time, clocked zero absences, and finished my last semester today with straight As and i also passed my monster certification exam and now an NSCA certified personal trainer. i have never completed an academic achievement like this in my entire life.

i don't have any friends, so i didnt really have anyone who knew about my schooling besides family. when i called my mom to tell her i passed my cert exam, she said ""thats great, are u ready to be picked up"" then went on to say ""so that's it right, youre done with school"", basically asking if she could be done helping me out with rides to school. no congrations. no asking how it went or how i feel. just annoyed impatience at when i would be ready to be picked up. it became clear during the conversation about the exam (that i initiated in the car on the way home) that my mother had been ignoring me talking about the details & importance of this exam for a over a year. she had assumed it was just a regular final despite me saying over and over and over it was a 3 hour comprehensive professionally administered exam. she doesnt listen to a thing i say, and doesnt care. 

i thought my dad might care. when i got home im not going to lie i expected my dad to at least ask me how i did on the exam. he didnt even say anything not one word. i decided that i am not going to offer up information to people who clearly dont care about it at all. and they dont. 

am i wrong and narcissistic to be saddened by everyone's complete apathy towards something that honestly means the world to me? i wish i had a single person hit me up and say hey good luck, i know it's a big day, or ask me how the exam went. i wish one person would say congratulations  but no one did because no one cares. while everybody else is out to dinner or celebrating with their family for graduation, i will be in my room, watching youtube videos, like i do every other day of my life. i dont even care that i passed my exam at this point, because i am so depressed in my life that it isnt going to matter what kind of new job i can get. i will always just be lonely. no one is ever going to care. maybe i just suck. i understand why people wouldnt want to be around me. it just hurts really badly to have everyone be so utterly indifferent towards everything about me.",4.464620846350472,5.496189037773362,6.060980403294518,77.2054552683897,70.15308151093438,9.088531667140018,28.48673672252201,9.3871,2.47798238000568,1998,71,384,42,35,684,237,503,0.127,0.7859999999999999,0.087,-0.9691,2,3,2,0,1,0,50.0,0,1,2,2,28,23,2,0,20,0,50,4,0,6,6,65,83,29,0,9,13,4,1,2,1,6,3,8,3,3,28,17,1,1,9,1,0,13,19,9,0,6,21,10,65,14,63,45,5,72,0,3,1,0,40,34,1,8,26,284,93,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243100655523392,0.05455397939743365,0.07103788841119793,0.0,0.04458534263051709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458434355731152,0.0,0.05395307049691338,0.05836530316352032,0.24517161739670146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474267876328438,0.07993364858991618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694753534867276,0.0,0.40107737659634185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374839006309898,0.0,0.0,0.052347019253443434,0.0,0.0,0.08456590470322795,0.0,0.0564696380142988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128228436824286,0.2305193583534695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476978612587445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866079804587546,0.11861165083803442,0.11047994075579934,0.12529722715836114,0.058924133062058424,0.0,0.12361462816194894,0.0,0.03315081188803685,0.0,0.0,0.07182147157970258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05065410016838925,0.0,0.03425415692235119,0.0,0.14904470556684704,0.05499144753549565,0.05243701957083302,0.0722838513696322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04394574762154522,0.0,0.13153081980307185,0.0,0.06456671672154765,0.0,0.07018694795435079,0.0,0.07081969472552291,0.0,0.06506153216846731,0.0,0.0,0.06827416492858032,0.03603191575772118,0.05344290049284664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892805013184684,0.06406190567191163,0.0,0.0,0.058021522891614385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586722156829725,0.07141773492238934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955237899265289,0.0,0.0767870313075401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05056651593547766,0.06332151522665971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22213719531157355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090677676094516,0.17174222801832115,0.0,0.0,0.0619785804500944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659092996643324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400315254892328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055990763222361684,0.062365782600792674,0.3128317594828018,0.0,0.19906090445661445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094777698925098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05269735657983978,0.05730527875861164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711478490774617,0.0,0.0,0.052049995510487584,0.03823053066606583,0.0,0.18643923747865615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131412398979105,0.0,0.06825378462194617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038670976714085606,0.052041154611758914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823337138386803,0.05916074736639019,0.0,0.15078928905534106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314867966641342,0.07168325723308268,0.0,0.08444132664099538
lonely,Axlxlxl,2019/05/15,I haven't been going going to school I've just been sleeping and only eating dinner last time i was i at school i almost broke down in tears because of all the pressure but luckily my grandma called me up to the office i try talking to people but everyone ignores me so i just gave up i have never had any friends or girlfriends my anxiety is getting worser every day i couldn't even say hi to my sister i haven't seen her in a year i haven't had a conversation since forever im only 13 i just haven't talked to anyone in age's I'm not depressed or anything I'm over with that stuff.,0.6685257142857175,2.899582784,2.9961428571428566,89.48450000000004,85.16,5.1714285714285735,21.728571428571424,6.5431188927421005,0.5406571428571434,468,16,96,5,14,160,81,125,0.14300000000000002,0.789,0.068,-0.7033,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,12,3,1,0,2,15,19,6,0,1,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,7,2,17,1,15,11,1,16,0,2,1,0,11,8,0,3,6,63,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990977663858785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289703346222738,0.0,0.14508379094636475,0.0,0.0,0.13260957250225233,0.0,0.15606800677860674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561052128333918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365660386660333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223102973279106,0.0,0.16334758647156605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406205165678647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526381498613354,0.0,0.15979057339991976,0.18122127542871236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652520006060946,0.0,0.09908570440043454,0.0,0.2155679918166371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485745286941712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459225730003934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462718484620841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28847883801665125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148129773781966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081943347511775,0.0,0.3838773005250656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568826673622275,0.0,0.1897896577806606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710695933150356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048713012315992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058801036138692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287617293317315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213011620307462
lonely,christokrokoo,2019/05/15,"Why do I always do this Whenever I'm talking to someone i  like I say horrible things that will offend them, WTF is wrong with my brain? I like someone, Oh I KnOW IlL aCt LiKe A cOMpLeTe AsShOle",-1.032,0.625173800000006,1.4050000000000011,93.89500000000004,111.0,4.0,22.5,5.985473137389443,0.6639999999999997,152,7,31,2,8,51,31,40,0.332,0.514,0.154,-0.8636,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,3,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,17,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23931401563950735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210671480739874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015529271117934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806257483703093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215341959981486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287184956023076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873809307977334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311694977342338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910748695889398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595226998445373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144556699996807,0.0,0.0
lonely,taking-a-walk,2019/05/15,"i'm making a discord for this group if you want to join? just wanted to make a discord similar to this sub where we can all talk and stuff. 

[https://discord.gg/smFUM6](https://discord.gg/smFUM6)",8.198279569892474,11.873201516129036,5.569032258064516,73.54021505376346,66.09677419354838,6.713978494623658,23.23655913978495,7.793537801064563,1.1375720430107528,161,4,25,2,3,45,26,31,0.16399999999999998,0.7290000000000001,0.106,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,9,6,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5894033277169067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5054067023449096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548573465113829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208109504685754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BossBabe108,2019/05/15,I am here at work and having a hard go of it. I’d love someone to talk to and share all the strange/funny/banal things that happen throughout the day. Love you guys and I’m glad you’re here.,0.529285714285713,2.2408312142857163,1.9907142857142863,99.49178571428571,82.09523809523809,4.2,17.642857142857142,3.1291,-0.9958285714285712,149,3,36,0,4,48,33,42,0.031,0.667,0.302,0.9217,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,7,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,4,7,1,3,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,1,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162084985543901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053028594193652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319501819751109,0.2964604446399692,0.0,0.3003181267076109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6051523807516114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840562148625988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269461229886838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272518591140314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24406597372498975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cerrcrow,2019/05/15,"I live in my created reality? Is this because of loneliness and isolation? *I know everyone understands reality differently, but they dont seem to distort it to the same level as me? Idk.?* 

Anyways my story is that. I always used to daydream a lot, i think most of my life is dedicated to it, daydreaming. I would go as far as i would convince that all the scenarios and all the real people i gave fake personalities are actually real.
Im gonna try to explain that more clearly.
So iam that person with low self esteem. If iam alone i develop a higher self esteem when i daydream about being the best and that a lot of people know me and * real people that i know* look up to me. But if i go out to reality( basically out if my house) i would be confused to why people dont do that anymore.
Like its weird. Really hard to explain. Has anyone experienced this?",1.4677810650887582,4.008394639053257,4.602541420118347,77.11505473372783,84.85798816568047,7.640355029585797,25.018047337278105,8.548686976883017,2.348372544378698,670,28,124,18,20,242,96,169,0.111,0.753,0.135,0.8102,1,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,0,1,7,0,13,1,0,1,3,35,27,14,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,4,12,7,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,3,20,3,21,20,8,10,0,1,1,0,8,7,0,8,2,93,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.12430008687039325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192257491099646,0.0,0.0,0.10598659682265588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632224175017615,0.08906389188689927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764690568165811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336726997779686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308025810726626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29856620987732924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171272237616702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447808325986939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410340412352718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697419332129585,0.0,0.0,0.1375873678672589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000668532392047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996906305350387,0.06222922180136426,0.0,0.11247487570245153,0.0,0.10696331643256927,0.0,0.0,0.2165801431857864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35322445780968004,0.22243869869138244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43494352068571823,0.0815999892159436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159578461295402,0.2657607944164107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161705947888427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647958457280104,0.0,0.0,0.13260235884253208,0.0,0.11001151127870967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493655179888793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714516429070427,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sadfish52,2019/05/15,"My grandma with alzheimers keeps asking me about my friends. I dont have any friends but i don't have the heart to tell her that.

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Every ten minutes she asks I just tell her they're doing good. I'm sorry grandma but i'm a total loser with no friends.",1.822060606060603,4.277083963636365,2.145000000000003,96.01083333333334,82.0909090909091,3.6666666666666665,25.53030303030303,3.1291,0.16403030303030294,218,9,44,0,6,66,39,55,0.14800000000000002,0.6509999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,1,7,10,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,9,4,4,10,1,0,0,1,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36561938120943815,0.41003021551804403,0.11473641565203692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154636808875395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977403585678338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215515297053571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910614710016069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141515601529126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999358071926466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996743448372196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888699221884556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29494008096748603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41003021551804403,0.0
lonely,Anghel950,2019/05/15,"Why is it so hard? It's so hard talking to people, even online. People don't reply to my messages and I don't know how to start the conversation again and basically we never talk again. I can't get the thought out of my head that "" obviously they don't wanna talk to me."" And then the longer I go without talking to someone the more angry I feel like would be at me. It's just really frustrating. I hate being like that. I basically have no one in my life now.",2.1834375,3.7217821354166674,4.4545833333333364,84.49875,76.60416666666666,7.300000000000002,23.458333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.2041083333333336,359,11,77,6,8,125,62,96,0.17,0.774,0.055999999999999994,-0.8798,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,0,8,4,2,0,4,0,9,2,1,1,2,15,16,7,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,1,3,13,2,11,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,8,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280336157662659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801448525021304,0.13848379524227888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127666163240667,0.0,0.11016728749165162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472963181720542,0.19138303355673086,0.19894217069421544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065328260285097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691933465037015,0.18940696625430234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495061733948393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313552315214761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687771557472922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241828674405569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424529324484896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720536902259012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6232250717315139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389226467413838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491608409829554,0.0,0.0,0.1868608615218838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770280981467026,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,the1andOnly1990,2019/05/15,"Not a phsycologist I need to stop giving advice to people who come here looking for help.

Well i guess the only advice i should be giving is to see a phsycologist.",3.0377083333333315,5.3122831875,5.16375,77.03958333333338,76.5,6.766666666666668,20.041666666666664,7.793537801064563,0.9834666666666672,130,3,23,2,3,45,24,32,0.065,0.6509999999999999,0.284,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,4,8,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157074762900301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22730330965129944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.506262241394598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906859675881919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686857588523416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158694481100796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565855919846803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006873821758174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293638195089504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027269593766607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22060972600935788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23725360566051595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MigAkaMichael,2019/05/15,"I'm tired of being rejected... I don't like to be alone, I want someone to share my feelings and emotions with, I just want to find the perfect person for me.
I'm tired of being lonely...
Everytime I try, it won't work...
And this is making me want to cry everytime, why is this so hard...",-0.6455000000000021,1.5196864500000018,2.085000000000001,93.4725,92.83333333333334,5.0,19.166666666666664,6.6274283507984215,0.2436666666666665,217,7,48,3,8,75,40,60,0.201,0.648,0.151,-0.6381,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,1,11,14,3,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,7,3,8,10,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24532610706529745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26019080929258304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664471107156112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976869817224535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649508581295088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218918714563387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572282257628287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811270825521226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682593577120525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006993650238192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5444949356828019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081932783818784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191365708089923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373852679386807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244433808364176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,awkwardavacodo1,2019/05/15,"End of senior year and I have no friends Ending senior year with no friends. It's kinda sucks to see everyone saying goodbye to their friends they been close with for years while I have no one. (Well I had one friend but she graduated last year and we no longer keep in touch) And it's entirely my fault. I never put myself out there socially. My mind is blank sometimes when it comes to conversation because sometimes I don't know what to say. Or I don't think I have anything relatively interesting to say. It hurts but I graduate soon.

Although, I started a new job recently and hope this will help me work a bit on my social skills. Thanks for reading.",2.3126004464285685,4.895918273437502,3.2788392857142874,87.83937500000002,81.109375,6.4696428571428575,24.767857142857146,7.7094869923839395,1.409466964285714,521,20,103,9,14,166,88,128,0.125,0.708,0.16699999999999998,0.7737,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,2,2,4,11,1,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,20,18,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,6,10,0,1,2,1,0,2,7,3,1,2,2,5,18,8,13,15,1,22,0,1,1,0,15,4,1,3,16,68,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126059053369861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341509374217129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939151025008368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787370611203404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24239546935933665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130754446136559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228823869305581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171953794396014,0.0,0.0,0.13591087769987292,0.0,0.0,0.14648776695094207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579046873450587,0.12162778365872533,0.0,0.0,0.07520251317589664,0.11154112524839048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816723774816073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553779894653728,0.1321588648011366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854497603691317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755985137590007,0.0,0.0,0.1368748974377616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511088558465206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32645689272437683,0.0,0.0,0.10904206367414793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27897794635672,0.0,0.0,0.2706722991278114,0.0,0.09685454668182557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598192334061795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768018001005444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303367615082238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961959702910517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35247640020077925
lonely,Vatskiller,2019/05/15,"Looking for like minded people to talk to on discord So, here goes. I'm 23 and have never really been close to my family. I'm definitely the black sheep of the group. So I never really had anyone in that realm, but I've always been good at making friends on the internet. Well, I sort of fell out with the friends I had on Xbox live and PSN. I have a couple of really close friends that I share a discord server with where we share writing and whatnot. Just looking to expand that friend group. If you're interested, PM me and I'll get you all the info you need. I'm an easily approached guy",2.7204132231404974,4.350087859504137,4.439743801652893,84.78325206611572,75.36363636363636,7.484628099173554,22.843801652892562,8.238735603445708,1.2535745454545455,465,13,95,8,10,157,76,121,0.038,0.662,0.299,0.9888,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,0,0,6,10,0,0,8,0,6,0,0,1,3,22,14,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,10,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,3,10,10,16,10,1,13,0,0,3,0,14,9,0,2,3,58,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541707381088876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060188622182786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066700481963777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608086523982303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5772273342219318,0.0,0.09758556375781563,0.0,0.0,0.1566633626912613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494293538540926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125194928260404,0.0,0.1649313836179499,0.0,0.3136986400813373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467802386282965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859595194082926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849602916178694,0.288114635313783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294906933446402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589708112289657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012780089866304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793889530264516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Miss_Defined,2019/05/15,"I wish that this was a nightmare. - Hopeless Romantic Why does this keep happening to me? I am fine, and then an asshole comes along, sweeps me off of my feet, woos me in Spanish, and then stomps all over my heart like it's a beer can. I deserve better. But, sometimes, it's hard to tell myself that when it feels like the world is laughing in my face. Are curses real? If so, I'm pretty sure that I have one. Apparently, it's too much to ask for genuine love in today's society; it's all about hookups, and non-commitment. I want to find that guy. The guy that will be there for me through thick and thin. Someone who won't give up after a tiny fight, but unfortunately, it seems impossible. When I tell other people how I feel, I often wonder if they label me ""desperate."" Love has been something I've wanted since a little girl; I've never received it. 

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Sorry for this rant; I just feel like no one understands.",2.4320250723240133,4.520230196721312,3.632279009964641,88.1940694310511,77.63387978142076,6.273095467695278,23.33301189328191,7.285733465282438,0.8977549983928004,718,23,146,9,17,233,123,183,0.083,0.7559999999999999,0.161,0.9078,1,0,2,0,1,1,37.0,0,0,1,1,9,11,1,0,7,0,11,6,3,1,4,29,28,14,0,5,5,0,6,3,0,2,0,0,1,3,17,6,1,1,7,1,0,2,3,2,0,2,2,6,19,9,18,23,3,19,0,1,0,2,13,10,0,5,10,97,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483476414184194,0.17364213981423945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335945169645142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638561991063085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309782254818186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505491256204826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676734435362136,0.2041791030788089,0.0,0.0,0.13061026665969014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708506851404914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829918204037497,0.12636818032029326,0.0,0.12801254223081432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934011237467242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270182793397541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944478243297135,0.143225814546637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25795011292297143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504975639120992,0.0,0.11021519281406733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366882103312094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990705780639255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538318410263842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265429367185485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300930396308072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821039806572993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210807972188319,0.11001330128437556,0.14133419464674854,0.15996761308879248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468388470683207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498061110519576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545483031391342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487665086911739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857515595061698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894725011964436,0.0,0.16433078550177904,0.0,0.1549716305024947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364213981423945,0.0
lonely,nonreflectivemirror,2019/05/15,"I have to let go of my only friend, my SO It’s so unfortunate that things are coming to an end for us. It’s been a wonderful year and a half. I wish you prioritized our relationship or me more than you do, but you never care enough to do this. I have asked you so many times to treat me like i’m your girlfriend, to give me the same love that I give you. I feel so alone, always. You’re the only person in my life really. 

It’s gotten to the point where I don’t care if you’re the only person in my life. I feel so alone I might as well be. If you won’t treat me or our relationship the way it deserves to be treated then i’d rather be alone. Goodbye honeypie, I’ll miss you.",0.7699638616417133,2.1775029194630875,3.1350335570469814,93.00019617965928,80.20805369127517,6.463810015487868,18.172947857511613,7.321109707123232,-0.010174393391842784,521,10,129,7,13,180,82,149,0.13699999999999998,0.7070000000000001,0.156,0.4647,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,8,0,0,8,10,0,0,8,0,13,3,0,0,1,15,28,13,0,4,6,0,2,1,2,2,2,0,0,2,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,2,2,27,9,13,20,3,12,0,1,0,1,21,4,0,6,6,89,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342772219711922,0.0,0.0,0.11629944019658747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066563690800914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28500868857402273,0.0,0.0,0.12039906839529743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237943119662609,0.14441928045158492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134334130068724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798558708849504,0.0,0.0,0.26815932562148825,0.07943424115503178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292380738180765,0.19744669574855744,0.0682843291164237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614745186183735,0.0,0.0,0.1417043590635576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827337676427949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779887298678932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189030624726933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440827133939568,0.0,0.0,0.13212737714353104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953993571225988,0.0,0.0,0.3001203217591253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285666077453564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815007331085931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681255273184197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094254196269199,0.0,0.0,0.12566958720826565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072805410784155,0.0,0.15157408599081842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000699056489846
lonely,metal-face-terrorist,2019/05/15,"does anyone else here constantly crave physical affection? over the past few months i've been fighting through a pretty shitty depressive episode, and i think i'm starting to get to the point where it's manageable, but i still can't shake this hunger deep in my heart for someone to be physically close to me. i really want nothing more than a hug or a cuddle from someone who genuinely cares about me, and it makes me real sad and lonely that that's not something that i can really get right now. i want to lay my head down on someone's lap while they hold me close and stroke my hair. i want to fall asleep with the physical and emotional warmth of someone who can accept me. and i want to do all of that for them as well. hope you all are doing well today, sending big ol hugs to anyone out there who's feeling a similar way as me right now. <3",7.849605263157892,6.024933923976607,7.651513157894738,78.27621710526317,63.561403508771924,11.357017543859653,34.240497076023395,10.125756701596842,3.0673795321637423,675,22,139,12,8,216,111,171,0.10300000000000001,0.677,0.22,0.9605,0,2,1,0,2,0,13.0,0,1,2,0,9,12,1,1,7,0,8,9,4,2,2,27,21,11,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,10,1,1,3,0,0,3,2,5,2,0,1,3,19,7,24,19,4,26,0,3,0,3,8,13,0,2,9,90,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015757778700673,0.1476911738912735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469630332797789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576699173670133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241498490074868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614020008425195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041268399804335,0.1621410746641437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072882852362773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061716558947433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479319390233147,0.0,0.0,0.1708097284593474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316617040723656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621633488801908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505328411512315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830875551890426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760046482504495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626139063666776,0.0,0.0,0.1466448902796473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640658869610616,0.18468293886461534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24619406266107136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885263817194273,0.11096805036791224,0.0,0.0,0.10202490609755553,0.0,0.11511250257085692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236078675304124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663037339454984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400762667407285,0.1144137223898826,0.0,0.0,0.2592030975553601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SpecialCrayons,2019/05/15,"I just want somewhere I can vent. 24M UK (for context there been other issues in the past like a partner passing away but thats irrelevant to what I wanna get off me)

So roughly two years back I had my girlfriend at the time leave me for another guy. Now I loved this girl with every bit I could muster. Being happy isnt something that lasts for me so I always have a reserved approach which I said early in the relationship (it lasted for a year and a half), so I thought she understood it. 

The breakup didnt go well for me, in the sense it made me push everyone away. I lost that ability to put my trust in people or be comfortable being myself around them. I started noticing the only times I was asked if I wanna do stuff is if I was there to do a job or something that I was needed for (like setting up camp's or providing games and such) so I decided that they not friends worth having as I never asked them for anything. 

Its been just coming up to a year since I spoken with any of them. I mostly just spend my time playing video games if people from my wow guild or just doing nothing at all. All I have ever reallu wanted in life is to love someone and for them to love me back, but I have given up on that so I feel without anything just each day feeling the same after the other and I'm not seeing a reason to continue. 

Thats all, thank you for reading.",3.13886018237082,4.2851103226950364,4.543596757852079,86.40500000000002,73.43262411347517,6.9317122593718326,25.485309017223912,7.2636822038024595,1.126143667679838,1069,34,221,11,21,356,161,282,0.040999999999999995,0.789,0.17,0.9914,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,5,1,20,14,0,0,15,0,22,4,0,2,5,46,45,19,0,9,17,0,3,2,3,0,1,1,0,3,17,9,0,0,6,5,2,6,6,1,1,2,13,5,40,13,40,28,7,41,0,1,1,3,21,15,0,8,21,176,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799187360589946,0.0,0.0,0.08008583989623459,0.12348934016809672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382499766946168,0.10483791418594,0.22019315922553667,0.0,0.22129261359888305,0.18111165348444488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857145031340164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144614860154948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402765024635988,0.0,0.0,0.0759502014021463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652731501429684,0.09922407595291606,0.11253175462622066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909342652346545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909867664311006,0.0,0.061528582381830565,0.0,0.06692990186441852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166081969259245,0.0,0.12536553940023296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291852182577635,0.11686592815552754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199222524449056,0.0,0.12469862480830456,0.0,0.0,0.08318256571566393,0.11507036210543292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855697979424774,0.0,0.3188689078207834,0.11143431890999636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732300159668784,0.09082944439563886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130009534407022,0.13407891436081154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956738036897098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242226611596276,0.16329011149454875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838871945727278,0.0,0.0,0.11779922463874586,0.0,0.0,0.12108445518858307,0.0,0.12643806619649162,0.0,0.0,0.11202372317201433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384533463971477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741837312947238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978389782360228,0.18132612712744756,0.0,0.0,0.08335634009913491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481544601946202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842435805126993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349412522400287,0.20601327549123688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504159368618826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892447459338308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588699554358877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352352779774227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275149466284804
lonely,PSOMFAN,2019/05/15,"I'm not suicidal I have a son. I don't GET to be suicidal.

  


But I very sincerely believe that if I simply stopped existing, very few of my ""friends"" would notice, and even fewer of them would care.",1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,81.0,8.0,27.5,8.841846274778883,2.3857500000000003,152,7,32,4,4,52,32,40,0.044000000000000004,0.6409999999999999,0.315,0.9165,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,2,3,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895748129118044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26205018424747417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976004053721502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985738970569124,0.0,0.13428293875241068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926202741576461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488118369909534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5622788271526235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424138719838476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651608905414669,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rystriction,2019/05/15,"Venting - Cant handle loneliness Im pretty damn lonely these days. Im holding onto my sanity thanks to my precious doggo.

All my close friends have left me. 
It sucks because they helped encourage me to pursue my dream, but now that theyre left me, i really feel that i dont have any emotional support.

I do crossfit, so inherently, you may think exercise + community should combat loneliness...
But due to my schedule in pursuing my dream, the only times im able to go are usually “open gym” hours where i work out by myself. :/
When i do take a class, people who i used to consider friends, dont acknowledge me, dont seem happy to see me, and for some reason stopped inviting me out to social outings, which have made me sour towards them too.
My ex is also a coach there, so when i am able to take a class, it really weighs heavily on me to see her. How she could move on so easily and treat me like dirt.

In pursuing my dream, i have to deal with a hardass coach, who seems to be particularly critical of me, and often putting me down.

Literally no one in my family talks to me; after one falling out or another, theyve all shunned me except for my mom. But even when i talk to her, she clearly doesnt pay attention to what i say. I can see her zoning out; i will sometimes say something totally random in the middle of my sentence to see if she’ll notice. She doesnt. Ill even go as far as to confront and ask her what i just said, to which she admits she doesnt know.

I never really have anyone to vent to. 

I often have vivid and imaginative dreams; no one to share them with. 

I want to try new restaurants, watch new movies, etc, but often have no one to share the experience with, which usually makes me not want to go out and do things.

I literally feel a sense of dread when i meet new friends and or get close to people, because i sincerely want to tell them how much they mean to me... but when i have, theyve all inevitably left me.

Currently in a rut in terms of job/finance, so i cant even afford to see my therapist anymore.

I try to distract myself with reading, video games, and tv.... but in the passing times in between, i can never forget how lonely i really am.",5.492619589977217,5.16308219817768,6.5795845102505695,79.16649749430526,67.56492027334852,10.030833712984057,30.771845102505694,9.692545771848811,2.6295513621867883,1691,58,349,33,25,570,214,439,0.10300000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.163,0.976,4,4,1,0,0,0,66.0,0,1,5,1,24,20,3,2,10,0,31,3,0,7,7,71,61,32,0,6,12,2,2,1,3,4,2,3,0,0,13,20,1,2,12,12,1,7,14,7,0,4,2,13,70,13,62,53,8,57,0,2,7,0,39,27,2,11,24,243,83,5,0.1611281127984466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064427046795467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478632101068269,0.08447843764406641,0.0,0.0,0.07989789574029323,0.05633226144195073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753165173850778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822220202485996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432384347784653,0.0,0.0,0.05195715147940441,0.08305800459175389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832614222703195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090623719823588,0.0,0.0,0.08985021903166822,0.15963539830192505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880710618883066,0.07594862235578348,0.0,0.08147121518898504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867307703787717,0.0,0.04209139430979104,0.0,0.1373592295532607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576193611951469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400038878697518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793393671598997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610690173179489,0.0,0.0799473947383943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04427589846491877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625992490150112,0.0,0.0,0.03935952850898524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623165812233547,0.05377713323663202,0.0,0.0,0.08775787558119498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943556491543652,0.0,0.08562684209475598,0.05922385127256648,0.0,0.1242719338232324,0.2334278030903433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172271218548622,0.0,0.0,0.2183691585211252,0.061272595247029174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117059454930076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819626086591027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098912862290854,0.0,0.0,0.08058585817704947,0.0,0.20644558995962947,0.08283326790304707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663486661894135,0.1281355425062233,0.0,0.0,0.32099561143318234,0.14668498234300925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212490982815092,0.0,0.06202214661980013,0.07967991179641988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735515856939714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914231364745765,0.0,0.0,0.12114828818337607,0.12950867364295635,0.0704165362974478,0.07417255901006492,0.0,0.09354107895360274,0.05352317924619485,0.05162219430660248,0.0,0.0,0.09395509833073318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939541186304023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958147778727321,0.17745985223917707,0.0,0.14255630342096293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865159257191532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xjrsc,2019/05/15,"Girl at work is being too nice to me. She's beautiful. She's cute, funny, a gamer, and an amazingly talented artist. Obviously a woman that perfect is taken. We also have alot of stuff in common so I often try to joke around with her or talk about video games, memes and stuff.

She's been such a sweetheart the entire time we've been working together. She once drew a heart on a peice of paper she had to fill out and hand to me, she invited me to her Minecraft server, she even called me cute for trying to memorize all star lyrics. But she knows how alone I am, My shy/awkward personality makes it obvious. I've told her how I had lost all my high school friends. Maybe she's being nice out of pity.

Normally I don't have serious personal talks with people but we did yesterday. She told me I think too much. I am socially anxious so she has a point. However, she's the only person to have ever brought that up to me. She even drew something for me, about my overthinkig. It blew my mind, the drawing is perfect.

During lunch we were chatting, normally I'd quickly run out of things to say and the conversation would suddenly end but everytime that was about to happen she would ask a question to continue talking. It seems like a small gesture but it means so much to me. I'm certain she knows that.

I know she isn't flirting, she's in a serious relationship right now but as time goes on she seems more and more like the perfect girl. I know I can't be with her. I don't know how to deal with this. While what she's been doing should make me feel better it's had the opposite effect. I want to quit because I can't handle it anymore. I'm falling for this girl when I shouldn't be.",2.7143587416817923,4.470457564327488,4.052585198628758,87.01236842105264,75.69590643274853,7.407299858842507,25.24339584593668,8.216663640201805,1.503678241580963,1325,46,276,23,29,436,178,342,0.033,0.812,0.155,0.9893,1,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,3,0,0,9,21,21,0,0,17,0,32,3,2,6,9,59,54,21,0,7,6,0,2,2,2,4,0,1,0,7,16,16,1,0,13,5,0,4,6,4,0,0,14,3,52,17,39,32,7,30,0,2,0,0,50,14,0,6,14,191,68,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495863535777698,0.0,0.08876365722063329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253941633018052,0.11007844970228048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988101908386479,0.10376650591240956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766228087148556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816715890505867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333957651939468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443225501888052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830972785609488,0.0,0.0,0.1466239463076793,0.10040245847912042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612303665991045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575542373824004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815361309947478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315310850414769,0.0,0.11727362721814365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30500316792047416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845431757965107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116551350478325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481817112020905,0.0,0.11151064725802416,0.1209074507361751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112074566224782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319002329356275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750550721168865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820737866042423,0.0,0.08441764619123544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695082072228174,0.2907529200696668,0.0,0.0,0.10492732891362816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243411973585374,0.1180581696160058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916842820801217,0.0,0.0947901869660984,0.0,0.08826866928193998,0.0,0.11233412599471522,0.0,0.2020936258873441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314669394056875,0.0,0.08545033237555046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541282903731596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676437323948022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374097327555951,0.07112191212108432,0.0,0.0,0.12944560642110434,0.0,0.0,0.21212333794248625,0.0,0.15071832907300214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546846125908544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161317699460434,0.0,0.0,0.15769709596846793,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wishesandhopes,2019/05/15,"Craving physical contact I get next to no physical contact and it depresses me greatly. Girls find me attractive but then usually it's a night or two of having someone then they tend to want to keep it as just a hookup, probably because i meet most of them from tinder. 

i just want to know how to deal with this and stop wanting it so i don't have to feel absolutely crippled by loneliness, longing to hug someone.",5.9170370370370335,6.400359962962966,6.752691358024688,75.50311111111111,66.65432098765433,10.430617283950617,38.42222222222222,10.355215969177356,4.16438074074074,331,18,61,8,5,110,59,81,0.139,0.755,0.106,-0.4109,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,17,11,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,8,3,13,11,1,7,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,2,7,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106466822865302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23857233130457106,0.19931207675372165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170072519643835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115034682796358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090155690236473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551290399380761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056867909569991,0.0,0.0,0.12717623508172815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478952284080554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461059043263773,0.21716150060707096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494978461129537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921438828476086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346813451963776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260527911869568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548641209824372,0.0,0.4094727511991961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kuramas_mom,2019/05/15,Just a realization I know a lot of us here talk about being lonely but often I’m struck with comfort when I realize a lot of you have similar thoughts to my own. I used to think there was something wrong with me for always being so negative and who knows maybe there is but at least I’m not alone in always worrying about my loneliness. I don’t know if that makes sense but thanks for sharing everyone. You are important even if you don’t realize it,3.702967032967031,5.1842003956044005,4.910769230769231,83.00923076923078,72.51648351648352,9.156043956043957,27.285714285714285,9.606745405546679,2.4420065934065938,360,13,73,9,7,119,64,91,0.20600000000000002,0.6509999999999999,0.14300000000000002,-0.8272,0,3,1,0,0,0,3.0,1,3,0,0,10,5,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,2,0,22,18,8,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,11,3,12,14,4,3,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,5,1,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327417085086602,0.0,0.0,0.3739693777227403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484251603445236,0.0,0.0,0.21472918469171035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705000055790728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820970943609779,0.0,0.0,0.15000206173106026,0.0,0.22576101811722965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300010815040592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062108269156907,0.0,0.20689159324319675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399123030598968,0.0,0.17840224165612525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703099805308516,0.1940855619889237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22821363723341725,0.0,0.0,0.2456955789173478,0.0,0.0
lonely,PhuckleberryDipshit,2019/05/15,"I’m here to listen if anyone wants to talk Exactly what the title says. I like to type in stuff in the search bar at night to see what subreddits come up, and I found this one today. Reading all of this stuff is pretty depressing ngl. But I think that you guys should all at least have someone to talk to, even if it’s just online, so feel free to pm me, I don’t care how old or young you are, or whatever race or gender or anything.I’ll try my best to check in with you every day and just chat for a bit as much as I can, just talk about whatever. In some posts the OP says that they’re a toxic person, and for those people I want them to know I’m totally okay with trying to work around that too. Just wanted to make myself available for you guys, that’s all.",5.906851851851855,4.2249586666666685,6.292685185185188,86.01458333333332,67.27160493827161,9.58148148148148,26.42283950617284,8.07648339933343,1.2425283950617283,592,10,138,6,8,192,107,162,0.016,0.8590000000000001,0.125,0.9483,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,1,2,11,6,0,0,5,1,6,1,0,2,5,34,20,14,0,6,11,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,3,12,7,1,0,4,3,2,1,1,1,0,1,1,5,14,6,28,18,9,15,0,1,1,0,15,8,0,7,6,93,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668558067728948,0.0,0.0,0.13582612606499034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012044044317422,0.0,0.16657487087785625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556270410282502,0.0,0.0,0.1314318152526706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098399722184599,0.0,0.13141458633883152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007758534130048,0.0,0.12855293768206622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714765640891239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729311047847978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021509876242074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385248198505478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454155126529942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184651813458914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216185541335136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318343993907165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010418745236696,0.0,0.1033903125957594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577787359298384,0.1332245943458566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612685648147872,0.15522594468593384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261856800930346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24267115162352976,0.0,0.0,0.12158433666257144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292782328824925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493289600186099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679075106344405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776535921802043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462541955956856,0.0,0.0,0.2071799132379291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26998209587849703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107807588428854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thefinalprophecy,2019/05/15,"Does anyone else talk to themselves a lot? You won't judge you. You understand your problems. You're always there for you. 

I've been talking to myself since middle school, I'm almost done with high school now. I obviously don't answer back to myself, but I talk about my struggles. Depression, anxiety, my loneliness, my worries. Planning things, hell I'll even talk to myself about this post. 

I don't really know any friends at school so I'm quiet 98% of the time. I have a lot on my mind. 

I always get in trouble because my mom always thinks I'm on the phone at 3am and honestly all the time, when really I'm not....I'm talking to myself. I make myself laugh, I cry to myself when I'm frustrated. 

I truly don't believe that I'm schizophrenic or crazy. I don't hear voices and I'm ""not talking to them"". 

I'm just lonely.",1.0996470217459835,3.472165299401201,3.1001701859439024,88.4909297195084,84.62874251497007,5.910999054522534,20.765521588402144,7.273561745256523,0.7806479041916168,643,20,129,10,19,216,96,167,0.243,0.6629999999999999,0.094,-0.9806,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,5,1,1,10,10,2,1,5,0,8,1,0,1,2,19,22,7,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,3,26,3,17,19,3,14,1,2,0,0,16,7,1,4,6,75,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117522112586206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020729982207304,0.0,0.0,0.08229175502781874,0.0,0.09257322482749887,0.0,0.0,0.08461383376774187,0.12399025883609953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305013121255833,0.0,0.07376729481202644,0.0,0.0,0.13633816560072715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292510379250014,0.0,0.0,0.10422675578591564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589770292974764,0.1238364558052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108931673234543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992674599844482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934929408697321,0.0,0.06322334928540377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638839961974414,0.0,0.0,0.1278549602711103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650458221863853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20575876311566668,0.0,0.0,0.08077590524000303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221867998114968,0.1417268365982781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589526405379125,0.0,0.0,0.11579136053295165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504572676287875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36740933721001584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010170221310376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265071642575891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5835852370882401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039445382687896,0.07753908073237961,0.0,0.0,0.14112518951472794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259769106268177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289273175920525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FeyrinEverlasting,2019/05/15,"Missing my dog My dog always sleeps with me. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to take her with me during my move out of my parents house. I am so used to sleeping with my dog at night and having her follow me around that it is really hard not to have her, and I can't have any pets at the new apartment. What would be a good alternative?",3.0642857142857127,3.925265428571429,4.535714285714288,87.47928571428572,73.28571428571428,7.314285714285713,22.57142857142857,7.554174236665415,0.6506571428571424,260,6,59,3,5,87,50,70,0.091,0.867,0.042,-0.3384,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,9,2,2,1,0,10,13,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,14,1,11,10,0,9,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,43,17,0,0.2485076842355871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677830081952706,0.0,0.0,0.16899374697180095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22122452565828848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084364551695908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261407319140608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867445023275036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264124340163925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400102699841261,0.0,0.2332076272828905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759383744419576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592003859242485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4973743070262678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684685138226592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463085007685773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653272884717813,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Folk_n_Stuff,2019/05/15,I'm so distrusting of people that when they act nice to me I think I've got cancer and everyone but me knows. This girl has been nice to me nonstop for 2 years now and I feel really guilty for not having acknowledged it but I think it would make things worse if I said something but I know that's me wanting to be a martyr and not be friends with someone.,2.529600000000002,3.940453360000003,3.6023333333333305,91.4995,75.4,7.133333333333333,23.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,0.883666666666667,282,8,63,4,6,91,53,75,0.20600000000000002,0.7240000000000001,0.07,-0.8983,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,19,16,9,0,3,6,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,10,3,7,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811046895154505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874788364141148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22728523884288376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352852084578791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32335082655642583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636959479972813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394961513344714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846131435725352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27983562528844097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24926050170917166,0.2264766280260395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544227050409324,0.3770014788276292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735168949705979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997978508708353,0.20897933075012975,0.0,0.0,0.1894443591931138
lonely,poopsquare69,2019/05/15,I think all day and I can’t control my thoughts. Depression really making me numb recently. Don’t wanna breakdown again I’m a 15 year old boy and have always had anxiety and played video games and had online friends. Since I was 14 I’ve lost joy in talking to people online over games. I spend all school day probably saying two sentences and when I get home I am extremely agitated and irritable. I’ve had one friend since kindergarten and we would hangout everyday and spend hours online going through every gaming phase together. we were like brothers and we talk to each other about our emotions but recently he’s been drifting into another friend group. He ignores me and leaves me on read but when we talk irl we still get a long. I haven’t hung out with someone in like a year and not one person thinks about me in a day. I  have no one ever texting me and in the generation I live in with social media this really fucks up your brain and leaves you with the fear of missing out and etc. I sleep all day and I don’t even know if what I said made sense cause I’m tired but that would be nice if someone read this unless I’m just lonely on a lonely subreddit,2.9171898630696917,5.0014644549356255,3.93027590435316,86.64629470672389,76.12446351931332,7.013202534232577,23.970774575924807,7.957251820313856,1.3134714490087878,930,30,184,15,21,300,139,233,0.16,0.7490000000000001,0.091,-0.9489,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,6,2,0,2,9,17,1,1,7,0,16,5,2,4,4,51,32,23,0,5,8,1,0,2,3,2,2,2,1,2,5,27,0,2,4,8,2,2,6,9,0,4,10,2,26,8,23,19,5,31,0,5,0,1,26,12,1,2,19,115,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268363776186124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679990238396748,0.08521142194334426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434571025772692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442603411777445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493097690831033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873438662070092,0.0,0.09593821627807612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529637057996132,0.0,0.0,0.12422692825231313,0.07357064302905081,0.10075671291108323,0.09384909150590848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534233065198494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25817399517041706,0.10297629851841213,0.11639113799197932,0.0,0.06330429811748416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173112385016992,0.0,0.10969462265064656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121586481575037,0.0,0.0,0.2358873597542753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883698174196424,0.0,0.09835753717387033,0.09857476703763438,0.0,0.0,0.12159302714150408,0.0,0.0,0.10539790360199863,0.07435227364162089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688284071622942,0.0,0.2264379270341063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722232970420287,0.09725959881620087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009497222225775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228360426897344,0.0,0.14271585405307818,0.0,0.21996418358362294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595537973860024,0.08858011152917429,0.0,0.1127304794565438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842824078003601,0.0,0.11146832119660707,0.11354591442179555,0.18875717546832466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895450341858635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685880716054566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427457094143092,0.0,0.08842953314653113,0.0,0.12802398017564118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880977171270226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825350560226306,0.0,0.0,0.14346028313551748
lonely,ThisIsMyUsername1122,2019/05/15,"Literally every time I try to message someone I either get left on read or get a super dry response basically meaning they don’t want to talk to me Idk why. I don’t think I’m that bad of a person that nobody wants to talk to me, but oh well",-0.2172955974842772,1.8174631509433965,2.9946226415094337,89.3257704402516,87.30188679245283,5.042767295597487,20.154088050314463,6.42735559955562,0.20910314465408847,189,6,42,2,6,68,39,53,0.069,0.805,0.126,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,7,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,23,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219135561302928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392945584740834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27771610548157155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887686106811872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895101936083472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320671270161197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26584995646740245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251928650116693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272446311173798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029983200043072,0.0,0.0,0.1549773084642136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804458383853599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135255400548693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389663704668236,0.0,0.23982333579566734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,missing_sandman,2019/05/15,"NH shot in the dark Don't know if I can do this here. If your in the Upper Valley, speak up. Lets meet up. Life is to short to sit and wait untill the end.",-1.7533333333333303,-0.14209299999999914,0.7033333333333367,106.05000000000004,90.11111111111113,3.6,9.0,3.1291,-2.3677,116,0,33,0,4,39,29,36,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.6037,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,2,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5460392171824544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388142652439236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6304167183446026,0.4354547372547629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,g8ma822,2019/05/15,It'd be better if I hadn't made any friends if they just end up leaving me alone I used to have a group of best friends in middle school but we broke up because they have other more popular friends and being the low profile kid nobody thought it was cool to hang out with me. Fortunately one of them stayed and we're still best friends even until now. But she has a lot of other best friends so I'm not anybody special to her. Not that I want to be someone special I just feel a sense of jealousy.,2.9136538461538457,4.198840750000002,3.549230769230772,92.77076923076923,74.19230769230771,5.9692307692307685,28.384615384615394,5.985473137389443,0.9306192307692308,394,16,87,2,8,124,72,104,0.243,0.578,0.179,-0.4964,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,3,4,6,15,0,0,4,1,9,0,0,2,0,19,15,8,0,3,8,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,2,12,13,14,7,5,12,0,2,0,0,13,6,0,3,4,63,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926787802433674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114042441860966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962758056198713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145403110074135,0.1445437015481503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475362352346735,0.0,0.0,0.10794632426617512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263691800219716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6313418109076284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305254091820482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894536732624546,0.0,0.15464478507689347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107468091954934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540348689479806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847672408290196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419842824645754,0.13051825124279048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974799005049673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115412077850056,0.0,0.0,0.09639734744897707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PsychoticLoner,2019/05/15,"So lonely but I'm too toxic to get friends or keep them As the title says. I'm often so lonely and feel this need to talk to someone but I have nobody. I wish I could have online friend but even those leave because I'm just too much of a toxic person. I'm no good for anyone, I know that, but it still makes me sad. I'm doomed to be alone until I finally die. It's just so, so lonely to live like this. I wish I was someone else. Anyone else. Anything is better than being me.",-0.8091346153846146,1.2498755865384652,1.7126923076923075,97.0323076923077,91.21153846153842,3.5846153846153848,13.769230769230768,4.713530739802397,-1.2442269230769232,367,6,84,1,13,125,66,104,0.237,0.562,0.201,-0.5684,0,7,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,11,10,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,17,20,12,1,4,7,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,10,5,10,16,1,3,1,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851873176845004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500482309749458,0.18320612303890255,0.14714069380667694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108997434285897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813786224721482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427606744291558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557062125561488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987360777053649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809854579662266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040882041624368,0.0,0.0,0.19587135748017429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762874985347165,0.0,0.09341786053874143,0.0,0.0,0.14997255335577633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589294666221654,0.0,0.0,0.09826616047882096,0.0,0.0,0.1893279235563051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735474330123835,0.0,0.1578874620381472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935325059318395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144172507159804,0.13258111383682072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612500736768994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219234639511485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030005857456575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427933352661806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437161136061584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112322135862083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ShesintheAttic,2019/05/23,Death and stuff My dad died. Was very close to him. Pretty much pushed everyone besides my kids away. I don't even know why I'm posting to this. But it's out there. Blessed be and what not.,-0.7874166666666689,1.3695564250000023,0.2850000000000001,104.89333333333336,97.25,3.6666666666666674,16.666666666666668,5.46131890053228,-0.9225833333333332,147,4,36,1,6,45,36,40,0.161,0.687,0.152,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,4,3,1,5,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147672193969245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477032812208062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128099589820646,0.0,0.0,0.3201309516978045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412109740362545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462820827320742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208615480255825,0.3408410890709538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835237189816119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27643089041403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023081481862154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Itscurrently5am,2019/05/23,"anyone feel like absolute shit seeing youtubers or famous people hang out with and talk about friends? so today, like any other day, I was watching a video from a youtuber i really like. in many videos they're alone doing their own thing, but in the one i was watching today they randomly mentioned some of their friends and how much they love them and shit. quite suddenly i had to click out as i was hit with a feeling of emptiness, reality crashing me in the middle of escapism. 

this happens often with any sort of content creator or famous person. their friends will appear in one of their videos, maybe even in just a simple live or social media post, and i start feeling terrible. i pretty much can't watch collabs or group channels at this point because of it.

i feel guilty about it. these people deserve love and i'll never know if at the end of the day they feel lonely even with friends, but i just can't help the feeling...",7.070446927374302,6.952584229050281,6.553011173184355,79.96258938547487,64.25139664804469,8.500782122905028,32.98379888268156,7.554174236665415,2.2566509497206706,743,27,135,6,10,230,105,179,0.128,0.684,0.18899999999999997,0.912,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,8,1,9,13,2,0,9,0,8,4,2,1,1,34,22,15,0,1,9,0,6,3,4,1,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,0,7,4,0,2,3,4,0,2,4,11,18,9,25,16,4,22,0,1,5,2,20,11,2,10,11,93,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400524978214015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597432553585315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046995244692284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887272513973309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688699879244573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459791251322465,0.0,0.0,0.1709169431931192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39252979244597785,0.09243364261383477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998543282094976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144159323001641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672495086509728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110736061597163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896349222306966,0.0,0.11425052780307605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335524859360094,0.0,0.0,0.13117746271843211,0.1299859909842671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022772639348096,0.0,0.09979073851899713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535109439587082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940042380874446,0.11297518032627585,0.0,0.0,0.12231193312518995,0.0,0.1239163687648363,0.13163244503251365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761832209453825,0.0,0.0,0.08288821639874608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310417852461523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656264817990611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189310169123847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158033272229024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399585642426304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595854945751125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452862841839641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheAlternateAccountt,2019/05/23,"A panic/anxiety attack of loneliness? So ten minutes ago I experienced something that I'm not sure of what it was. It felt like a cross between an anxiety and a panic attack but happening by the sudden thoughts of how lonely and isolated I am from everyone and how I have never experienced intimacy, and how much that fact scared me as this could be me for the rest of my life. It felt I guess what you could call a loneliness attack? Has any one else had this or can shed some more light on it?",7.119696969696967,5.9867231919191966,7.984525252525255,73.08345454545456,64.55555555555556,11.960404040404036,33.94141414141414,11.20814326018867,3.6478832323232315,392,14,78,10,5,133,68,99,0.272,0.7120000000000001,0.016,-0.9768,0,2,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,8,3,2,7,0,9,1,0,3,3,20,15,11,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,2,5,5,8,2,10,7,4,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558080824543498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168266252880643,0.0,0.2512724202836078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5605091680869708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769813926165728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622500642921919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137193866409455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569296893430665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153748908088551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091888237846926,0.0,0.14522886695075907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600116109339262,0.08023493563119176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072862848448172,0.0,0.1266650159286657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128712691375496,0.0,0.0,0.3853792161630412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442380890688665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643299171157424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478570572847591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038101179118958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MJAllawati,2019/05/23,"I don’t know how to feel, but I feel left out Hey guys. I’ve recently been left out of my friends gatherings. For example they’d all agree to come together, play video games and generally have a good time and they’d always “forget” to tell me. This has been happening for almost a year now.

 In addition to this, the few times we do hang out they would constantly target me by roasting me and whatever the hell I’m interested in. Although I know it happens between friends quite frequently, and I do participate in it myself (the roasting) but I always stop if the other person is getting uncomfortable. However I never get that treatment. They would always go in deeper and go at my insecurities. 

I really want your guys’ insight. Am I being too dramatic? Or is my discomfort valid? I’m just lost and don’t know how my friends feel about me.

If you’ve taken the time to read this, thank you!",3.142955202312141,5.390055098265897,4.7239848265895965,80.4522200144509,76.05202312138728,8.486849710982659,26.99747109826589,9.188382445141503,2.5125031791907517,704,28,134,18,16,236,104,173,0.129,0.706,0.165,0.8049,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,4,2,6,11,1,2,7,0,16,0,0,2,2,36,35,14,0,5,6,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,7,12,0,1,7,4,0,4,3,4,0,0,4,3,24,7,19,26,2,24,1,1,0,0,17,10,1,4,10,91,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362081006134592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580267343358823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354913374700753,0.0,0.1549929726782936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756207433357866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324326156281132,0.0,0.14986873644290222,0.0,0.16302504355487835,0.12029924975227195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840293479170759,0.2536629631388793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364701763847753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116663812645438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656684565813336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061927267322368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252343901176744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255161874274745,0.14346520159528164,0.0,0.0918826170372971,0.0,0.14161625543451534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991088289226336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536098521603778,0.13204774847514691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25089924140242004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459659991472794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377198239873984,0.0,0.0,0.09236189169635324
lonely,jcpenni,2019/05/23,"Loop Do the same things every day. Wake up tired. Kill some time before work. Browse the internet, maybe play a computer game. Work 8 hours in a haze. Mostly nice people but a quiet place and everyone keeps to themselves. Go home. Drink a beer and play some more video games. Brain is thinking too much to sleep so I just distract myself until I pass out. Do it all again 7 days a week. Still broke though. I don't even like video games that much. Wasting my life away.",0.5421273291925459,3.0244535543478293,0.953291925465841,99.93239130434785,94.97826086956522,3.932919254658385,14.180124223602483,5.773587663045528,-0.9308223602484472,365,7,78,3,14,109,75,92,0.18600000000000005,0.745,0.069,-0.9049,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,1,1,7,0,4,7,3,0,1,12,7,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,3,2,1,1,9,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,4,7,7,8,15,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,3,9,44,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712184419654376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947453802614273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233373523548186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568895820305911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510563788999727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315464428521263,0.0,0.1678048966845525,0.19031045920493064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318992048659053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997784889899154,0.0,0.19613716579860388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702678604133565,0.22034629360224367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067595703785202,0.09730183949366747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200087766784695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29281802343768315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807576450474635,0.0,0.20808477977536236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993085902256129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905323127013746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231621397637305,0.12761673360963366,0.1956783613792915,0.0,0.1161345707596796,0.2289105884969185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597579536866123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899886285567509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,macrio,2019/05/23,"Looks can be deceiving Hi all,

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First time poster on this sub. 

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A little information on me: 

\-I'm 24 years old 

\-I live in Montreal, Canada

\-I have been with my current girlfriend for almost 8 years and living together for 1.

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So with that out of the way here is my story: I have been considered by people that know me as fairly attractive and have never had issues getting a girl or friends. As I have a well paying job for my age, I was able to dress myself well and buy myself a fairly luxurious car. For people looking from the outside it would seem that my life is amazing.

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Wrong.

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About two years ago I started developping severe anxiety attacks as well as depresion for reasons I do not want to get into in this post.

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Slowly but surely my so called 'friends' started talking to me less and less until they completely dropped me. 

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I felt so betrayed because of this that I developped this sort of shield around myself to not be hurt by this which makes me seem cold around people which has hurt any potential new friendships I could develop. 

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In the year and a half since then I have gone from being Mr. Popular to basically being a nobody with maybe 5 friends. Since my remaining friends have very different schedules it is hard to try and see them. If it wasen't for my girlfriend I honestly do not know what I would do...",7.154295977011497,7.887298881226053,6.640840517241379,76.50539870689656,64.01915708812261,9.436877394636015,35.08644636015326,9.354420925462401,3.2654768199233715,1132,49,194,19,16,351,152,261,0.067,0.785,0.14800000000000002,0.9747,3,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,2,1,10,16,1,0,9,0,25,1,0,2,3,36,41,18,0,5,6,0,2,0,6,2,1,0,0,2,15,13,0,0,7,0,2,2,4,4,3,3,6,6,30,12,37,28,3,32,0,2,3,0,14,10,0,6,17,143,45,2,0.05364483133614921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047552906235588464,0.0,0.05371754960332169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464993218721151,0.521474734342504,0.03648032486823162,0.0,0.04103814913979383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551054650775284,0.0,0.0610287400641703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03270139126919374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477737064591619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056245585020325485,0.0,0.0,0.04283103270226107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604743102594778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150745071564988,0.0,0.0,0.045630266130053734,0.0,0.0,0.1657834544742046,0.0,0.05605442052875231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048055231958481257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485580290827907,0.0,0.0,0.05599126655020534,0.053234217567861335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896359273761526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037890930838862566,0.0,0.05376621400168,0.09473873777738044,0.0,0.09009629505270284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03580834147582173,0.0,0.053893443432564435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04137420102538847,0.05181051238655538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629122645535256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157171460290154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051376919619013466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515582114760376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04274798515518434,0.09767247937893823,0.0,0.06060339001568566,0.0,0.08875111766330743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594017545631603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05055961867381931,0.0,0.0,0.043117683397901535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03128073255241457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036421319138034036,0.0,0.052403205316556484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04426260399355048,0.03164111141171468,0.04258077015326992,0.0,0.0,0.14469943756933978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621549807159557,0.058652201759373176,0.521474734342504,0.13818205026238894
lonely,lThatHunterMainl,2019/05/23,"Feel like I'm always second best with everything. No one seems to want to play PS4 with me, I'm always pushed aside, I feel worthless and I feel the only person who cares for me is my girl. Its so hard to find friends these days when all they do is shit talk behind my back.. Can't take it anymore.",3.789761904761906,3.9734231746031767,4.225515873015876,92.82017857142858,71.22222222222223,6.934920634920636,22.099206349206348,5.985473137389443,0.08617777777777791,232,4,54,1,4,73,50,63,0.141,0.639,0.22,0.7126,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,10,13,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,4,7,5,7,13,2,4,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,1,4,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897091465173541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23224131397007344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800681661308713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24575500725959276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23875973217597626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102521809762426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104637815474378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552217844584573,0.1672965675735329,0.0,0.0,0.21403413936632007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092507973081215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097771867800889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440737623280678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586848434354626,0.17810266338904593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447490064356727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318654717609506,0.0,0.0,0.2403800034543117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607245705435598,0.18822313315439027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812405159712074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SloppySluttyKitty,2019/05/23,What do you do when no one's listening to your cries for help? I feel a relapse approaching.,1.4163157894736818,3.6757519473684224,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,82.15789473684211,8.010526315789475,25.28947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.044452631578946,73,3,16,2,2,24,18,19,0.23800000000000002,0.631,0.131,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7134148473469794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283927197728829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43532760623277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44009925293813146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thasill,2019/05/23,"2 years of loneliness. I dont know what to do. I dont know where to start. My life is a mess. I just cant take it anymore. No ones ever gonna read this but I have to get things off my chest. Sorry if my english is bad.

My mom is toxic, she always been. I love her but she really hurts me on an emotional level. My home life is very bad since childhood.

School didnt help too. Lots of bullying.

4 years of friendships through high school.
Girls who i thought were my friends ghosted me 2 years ago. Asked what i did wrong, no answer. Everything was perfect. I dont know why they ghosted me. They are still together. Im not part of their group anymore.

I tried to find new friends by attending an art course. Tried to talk to some people there but our conversations were very short. I felt it was forced, like, out of pity. And no matter how many times i gave my number to be added to the class group, (the group was already created without me, everybody was in it, and nobody asked me my number) they didnt add me. Didnt talk to me. Didnt even look at me. It was like i wasnt there. I stopped going after that. No one called.

I had a boyfriend. I broke up with him last night. We were dating for 2 years. I thought i found my soulmate. He was very nice from the start but as time went on, he changed. Im thankful tho, he was the only person who stuck with me and made me happy at times. Without him I wouldve killed myself. I still love him but its not the same anymore, and it hurts. You are not suppossed to feel lonely when you have a bf/gf, right? 

Now i dont know what to do. I dont have anyone, not even myself. Im very lonely and its making me very depressed and suicidal. I adopted a kitten couple of days ago, to prevent me from killing myself. Now im not living alone in my room.

I just want someone who cares. I want to leave this room. I want to have a social life. 

I learned that I have cancer, too. My bf couldnt even spend his 1 minute away from *studying* to ask me what happened. If i were him, I would be concerned, but oh well, he would spend his time playing overwatch to feel less lonely instead of talking to me anyway.

I hope everybody has, or will have, one person in their life who truly cares about them. 

If you read this, thank you for hearing me out.",0.12521160194354766,2.363053479915436,1.5668231890508544,98.60932087088759,88.19661733615223,4.334097399948074,18.44623715737547,5.750287758089431,-0.4526707540521495,1748,48,401,12,57,558,225,473,0.17,0.648,0.182,0.5179,0,7,0,0,0,2,75.0,2,4,6,1,22,30,2,0,12,0,46,8,1,3,2,62,83,20,5,10,19,1,3,2,3,4,5,1,3,3,21,12,0,2,13,4,2,3,23,14,1,3,27,5,80,16,50,49,5,48,0,8,1,2,53,19,0,7,28,263,101,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682189718608316,0.0,0.0,0.06824618687115408,0.07271553486405558,0.0,0.05482898660427613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604706750793607,0.0460745328332652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848056476512256,0.0,0.06190946912310057,0.0,0.11003727441138816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728501860662357,0.0,0.1343664040128882,0.0,0.0697069875634591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291032462657518,0.0,0.04249610117690055,0.0,0.056754302077181976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861356816005032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412174564991049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056685835332074,0.059604786733629185,0.0,0.0,0.059221170261324126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663585098672219,0.0,0.06326845810443486,0.0,0.060225812327200035,0.0,0.0,0.07224923801872876,0.10181889608276412,0.0,0.03442683250206156,0.0,0.03744901038945734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058269740248900324,0.0701452602902309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426719150447142,0.0,0.04416727861597482,0.06962050178552381,0.06609693405217787,0.0654474906532961,0.0,0.0,0.14108152225335768,0.0,0.28470679032498114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580362991537602,0.0,0.14485421215666167,0.05371230673877835,0.0,0.06977210433472687,0.0,0.0,0.18617118393617,0.06438484243909946,0.0,0.05818550305494,0.0,0.05533426319597275,0.0,0.0,0.05602062017971736,0.11894359829427965,0.062350382270933466,0.04398467641039686,0.06680605161753232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771741155722419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364071967751479,0.0,0.061836942375634085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395419480569762,0.05011526484513264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135665046226558,0.0,0.0456825194084582,0.11507198831216145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182342314808168,0.0,0.04221330667986566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627301327218087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333762484355112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450809826137099,0.0,0.0,0.06717051219762023,0.055831670482146704,0.0,0.0,0.07376280357361165,0.09328005448814693,0.0,0.10524587498085193,0.055090234007264566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207720944181185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049543996980760494,0.15888901359225427,0.0,0.12133246271173287,0.0,0.0,0.04377696574565471,0.0,0.0,0.10462476021433584,0.1536930047572441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947523793068718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718467588135037,0.11659775259202912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924651143599476,0.06108428669482304,0.05945897734095205,0.0,0.0,0.12703869730923995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936182431794526,0.07204461331685112,0.0,0.16973399258438845
lonely,vogel-chen,2019/05/23,"What do some of you do for your birthday so that it feels “special” or “happy” when there are no friends around to keep you company or acknowledge it? I’m turning 21 in a week and seriously dreading it. My birthdays make me really sad because I’ve got some crazy idea that it’s supposed to be the one day a year where people will acknowledge you, make you feel like you matter, want to spend time with you so that you feel happy. It’s never the case for me and as much as I always brace myself for the inevitable, it still sucks. None of my ‘friends’ really care much about me or ever want to try to spend time with me and at most I’ll get some little “happy birthday” gifs from a couple of people who checked social media and got sent a reminder. 

So I’m looking for ideas of how to occupy myself for the day to try and make it less awful. Do some special things for me. Right now, all I’ve got is that I’m going to buy myself a cake to eat since it’s been a long time since I’ve had one. From there I don’t know what to do. I don’t have a real “home” and I don’t want to spend the day alone in my parents’ basement like I do every other day. And where I live there’s basically nothing to do, even less options that let me bring my dog with me, which is the most important thing to have him with me the whole time. If the weather is bad (80% chance I’m guessing it will be) I can’t just take him to a park so I need a backup plan. 

Sorry for ranting... it’s kind of a bad time of the year for me overall lol. I’d love to know how some other people without friends for celebration were able to make their day special :)",3.204162032355917,3.637992113372096,4.4442062689585455,89.83901415571285,72.63372093023256,7.145399393326594,24.54954499494439,6.895973343053719,0.7042769464105159,1253,33,287,10,23,414,159,344,0.08,0.773,0.147,0.9697,1,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,8,1,1,19,20,1,1,19,2,24,2,0,6,3,52,56,20,0,5,6,1,3,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,23,12,1,1,9,0,5,3,8,6,0,2,7,4,35,14,45,44,14,30,0,1,1,1,19,8,1,13,21,192,58,0,0.09400333981399388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735911012333416,0.0,0.0,0.078218309175788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368290229983827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569777244451154,0.0573035634431553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584266993454932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401290753208546,0.0,0.30312188738877194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618888458922753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620883193805304,0.0850314026545278,0.07920186812409118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259273928285615,0.06715600474587265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178802414647752,0.0,0.04911286520804135,0.0,0.053424264324108836,0.0,0.2255491746533091,0.0,0.1035552768353542,0.0,0.0,0.30020490965099283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429301439727336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223665704830214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355448761924165,0.0,0.0978900127926077,0.10332355432410363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612478388093763,0.0,0.0918505670820316,0.09421604205708453,0.08300667127677873,0.08318999762279211,0.07893913009764564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484168431755316,0.0,0.2509918370949495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820654185238299,0.06970228536008267,0.07250117078662946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019873983562188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739819176703676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437958431819733,0.0,0.0,0.19551023910814228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699638065848012,0.12044189315585767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027833857562823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552106819569173,0.0,0.0,0.09582456682064117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522904275498138,0.0,0.0,0.07507118860451979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067881268013804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490328395763013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740705170018682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764419438483401,0.10224863997907294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633681609453804,0.0,0.07540380900473764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495137184952401,0.0,0.0906158650636861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107013763930463
lonely,sal0rd,2019/05/23,"It is ironic how your family can be the one alienating you So, I honestly don't know if I am posting in the right subreddit, but my justification has lead me to believe that this involves loneliness, so why not?

As a background, until I was 13 years old, I was relatively fine with my relationships in the family, meaning that I interact with them the normal way.

It all started when I was in high school. Since my high school was very far from home, then that means that I had to stay in a dormitory for my high school life. So, that means that communication with my family was more limited, but this does not mean that there is no communication at all.

At that time, the whole family would ask me how I am doing and everything, but things got worse when I reached Grade 9. When I try to jokingly tease my siblings about stuff, they would always say that I am a ""piss off"" and such. I would also think the same of my father who would make a lot of prejudicial side comments about stuff that I do not really care about.

For instance, when I said that I had a roommate who had a prom date, he said that he was surprised because he did not expect someone from the province to have one.

This honestly hurted me, because that was just a very good example of prejudice. I mean, just because someone is from the province does not ruin his/her chance of getting a prom date, right?

So, I had to try to get this idea to the head of my father, which did not work out really well. He also called me ""disrespectful"" in the process, which was really offensive in my side since that implied that he was treating me as an inferior, which leads me to the next point.

There are so many instances when my parents would demand respect just because they were my parents. To be honest, I do not see respect the same way. For me, respect is gained, not demanded. So, of course I will not just simply give in to what they think about things. I will always have to defend the objective, as an equally human being.

This meant that when I see that I am being treated unfairly, then that would mean that I will have to defend my side until the last of my voice. But unfortunately, these biological parents of mine just think that I am disrespectful, thus inferior.

The problem does not only root from my parents. My siblings are also alienating me. To be honest, my siblings are the major cause of this alienation of mine.

Remember when I said that I argue with my parents? There are times when my sister will butt in and say that I am the one who is in the wrong side, even if I know for sure that I have no bad intentions. Then that would mean that I have to defend myself from my sister too, which is just too much for me. And as expected, until now, things have not worked out with her.

For my brother, it is really hard to talk to him. This is because when you try to do talk to him, he will throw a tantrum almost immediately. When I try to have fun with him, he will throw another tantrum. It is like whenever I act that involves him, he will always throw a tantrum. It is just so annoying, honestly.

I would also point out where my family goes wrong. What I am pointing out is how they would act unprofessionally towards other people, and raise their voice all the time. So, when I tell them about this, they will always say that they are not doing such a thing, or they will make up bullshit to defend themselves. Or even curse out of nowhere.

In the end, I feel lonely whenever I'm with my family. Besides the fact that I barely interact with them now, when I do, it always does not end well for anyone.

Someone just adopt me please.",6.0903684557471465,6.12684912660029,6.47232210387538,79.1987464871804,66.26884779516358,9.703486798737119,30.233112444922448,9.437772892022268,2.4466762585435244,2828,92,563,50,41,916,253,703,0.141,0.765,0.095,-0.9897,5,2,0,0,0,0,90.0,0,3,11,6,54,38,9,0,34,0,78,4,3,12,5,98,107,50,0,15,29,10,2,1,0,18,1,8,1,1,59,18,0,1,17,1,0,7,16,18,2,3,21,12,92,20,83,63,11,77,0,5,2,1,61,34,2,6,33,439,151,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218674094649782,0.0,0.0,0.16670888923675914,0.21682382969346545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464826964989033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03644078535446338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872151363040126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04351476239950639,0.15884743881261768,0.0,0.0,0.05871699232911345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053216359881239884,0.0,0.053135832165721035,0.053537585561321765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242858360897785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923187825132107,0.0,0.0,0.0688443784028242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683858568338967,0.0,0.29478249667852824,0.0,0.02635146352440037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445701720651749,0.049994507154105965,0.0,0.04371250781971134,0.04168200203409567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04668578443842585,0.0,0.05348614892105712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651905470870847,0.05227669252990322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579135754365951,0.05883272761512987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057283285670991425,0.04248157323361424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036811139125138184,0.02546129151102557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04430724024442221,0.0,0.0,0.06957579614565619,0.0528375403432424,0.0,0.3973879403651189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038311326349150784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542605823244341,0.0,0.05106270776452103,0.0,0.0,0.054687074788021886,0.0,0.10594564415681057,0.03963663865702926,0.0,0.0,0.2893437796363044,0.0,0.0,0.03613073821581619,0.0,0.0,0.05720782209470982,0.14779966543873632,0.0,0.04991281275087616,0.0,0.0,0.04986806444280538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335476197568734,0.0,0.0,0.055953182081230735,0.059037376162302486,0.08901372067390265,0.1487230223132366,0.12433443149336418,0.0,0.1582328113301981,0.08305956037653625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622194460487398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247339440534395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036888040251609834,0.05554882295855167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932092012173788,0.0,0.0,0.04911880272962348,0.0,0.0,0.08377788600991046,0.04555176410349372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849447094602665,0.10018166788094207,0.0,0.0,0.09116794223029473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153362994567964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600247275933087,0.0,0.0827346607468355,0.0,0.0,0.0937172565179471,0.0,0.047026669559917585,0.058185758847982674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588227565879138,0.0,0.053110753165143146,0.33319600717157816,0.11396153703067867,0.0,0.03356105645990467
lonely,dkthms,2019/05/23,"Don’t worry my child, I’m here for you. He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. - Psalm 147:3

Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. - 1 Peter 5:7

I know you’re lonely and brokenhearted. That void inside you that no one or anything can fill, don’t believe in lie that you’re worthless cause you’re special in the Lord’s eyes. I pray as you read this, may you open your heart to Him and experience His everlasting love through Jesus. Nothing will be lost in you. You will only gain His love.",1.6102103559870569,4.157366388349517,2.5361407766990314,92.16757686084145,84.14563106796116,5.375080906148868,20.23381877022653,6.816661863887847,0.2802304207119741,410,12,86,5,12,129,73,103,0.106,0.705,0.18899999999999997,0.8901,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,9,1,2,1,7,0,0,2,0,7,6,2,1,1,9,13,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,1,17,4,10,8,1,7,4,3,1,2,19,6,0,2,0,48,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064603735027225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050797463687471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191695512571787,0.0,0.0,0.2807759053421547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540876293325013,0.2560087541874975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437765671644407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953167065389872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696006690103513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720436798879461,0.0,0.4498460331195887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23912505765191136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887209292812558,0.18953649807654013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492788381460183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530862716806085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GamingGalaxy425,2019/05/23,"I may be alone for the rest of my life and as much as I hate the thought, I think I’m fine with it. I’ve had only one relationship in my life and it was a train wreck. Now that I reflect on it, the downfall of the relationship was my own fault. Mind you that I’m only a teenager, but I still recognize this. It was my fault because I’m a boring person who doesn’t like to go out a whole lot. I would never want to burden another person’s life with that nonsense ever again. Don’t get me wrong, I want to be in a relationship so bad. I want to cuddle with my significant other and hold hands and kiss them and feel true love for them. But I don’t want to make another person have to deal with my personality. As much as I hate to say it I might be lonely for as long as I live so that no on else will suffer by me being his boyfriend. 

I just had to get this off my chest somehow and this sub seemed like the best way to do it.",2.9903031451307323,3.0432288866995094,4.741379310344829,88.88193633952255,72.94088669950739,7.822508525956803,23.4971580143994,7.61054688173877,0.7017543766578247,716,16,175,8,13,245,106,203,0.213,0.648,0.138,-0.9257,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,1,8,17,2,0,10,0,18,8,2,1,3,34,36,16,0,5,3,0,2,2,0,4,3,1,0,4,15,11,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,10,0,1,6,3,26,7,31,22,7,14,0,2,0,3,15,6,0,5,8,126,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623949870270995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556209788441643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017716226881063,0.07430196428232437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791423015805614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566146478727208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182201774256673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025492767443816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163037680093346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736319129997775,0.0,0.06927191855279878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406788841730183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582798909047093,0.11909691377937395,0.0,0.10762958451126736,0.10786729237435702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362505705782656,0.11000893171449104,0.0,0.08136137350988551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293042034444234,0.12307241655668293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920382118096584,0.0,0.09400775586248986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825946531553593,0.185403059173029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257125792735357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925871925501669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969304526504504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096251248821658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734013801529004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810108831755964,0.0,0.0967656794238535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875714627078904,0.09674924338838783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608391195915634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658593710674986,0.13326570005325875,0.0,0.0
lonely,Trgc_Slyr,2019/05/23,Can at least one person talk with me? It sounds pathetic because it is. I’m just done with everything. Ready to quit my job and drop out because I’m nothing but a failure. I can’t keep anything together and all I do is feel terrible about myself day in and day out. I just want to talk with at least one person before I go just so I’m not completely alone.,1.5111428571428576,3.3891602666666683,3.3779047619047624,89.92800000000004,79.66666666666666,6.9523809523809526,24.04761904761905,7.957251820313856,1.276161904761905,280,10,61,5,7,94,50,75,0.106,0.774,0.121,0.0357,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,17,13,5,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,2,7,0,11,12,3,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,41,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22708040918419425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042687466423074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673096871551092,0.0,0.18656850296318594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298830287046988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828006218780354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437236138344005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705082718683625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086111182277386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246067654861976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757517787045025,0.1948825047159677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103795600003401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29714356960676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828872408783496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332029897580547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524551712515037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932134176005566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ProductOfCuriosity,2019/05/23,"No real friends outside of my family Being an extreme introvert plus having mild and sometimes severe social anxiety has led me to life of loneliness and at times depression, i try and try and try again to break out of my comfort zone and im currently trying to make myself be comfortable with being uncomfortable (if that makes sense) but nothing has worked, i admit that it is easier for me to make friends and hold a conversation online, but irl im very shy and awkward and in return i have a very hard time making friends a lot of the times when im with a group of people i feel like no one there actually likes me or is paying attention to what im saying  so i usually just sit there being quiet and constantly being inside my own head thinking about how to join a conversation or start a conversation but there's always this little (big) voice in the back of my mind telling me not to because the person(s) will judge me, think of me differently or look at me weird because of my awkwardness.

I was recently invited to party by my cousin which I forced myself to go to. Me, my cousin and a friend of his smoked a blunt on the way there so it loosened me up a bit. When we got to the hosts house there was about 5 people there I was having a decent time talking here and there, laughing, and my sense of humor is somewhat dark and shitty so i was making a few dumb jokes, to say the least i was enjoying myself for once. I thought i was actually making friends with the other unkown people and was quite happy about that, but all of sudden my cousin and his friend started whispering to each other and because of my low self-esteem and social anxiety my mind went straight to the thought that they were talking about me, turns out i was right  because a few minutes later my cousin says he wanted to start drinking and asked me when i wanted to go home. I was confused at first because i had no plans the next day and was planning to stay there untill he left, in my head this just proved that no one there wanted me to be around so i reluctantly told him its fine and he can just bring me home now. I honestly don't know if its just me or if the people there actually didn't like me and wanted me to leave so this made me quite sad thinking that my own cousin didn't even want to be around me. I've been thinking about this for a few days now and it's really getting to me. Im just posting this here because i want some insight and opinions about the situation. Was it really all in my head? Did no there like me? Did they find me annoying? I really don't know. All and any communication are appreciate it :) 

PS: Sorry if this this post is ranty, too long or unorganized im not the very best at conveying my thoughts and emotions",5.480968259234679,5.6471835456204404,6.239283344392835,79.90722074762223,67.55839416058393,9.34315416943154,29.56226498562265,9.178173031916092,2.2986866180048655,2165,71,434,37,33,713,241,548,0.126,0.732,0.142,0.9686,2,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,2,7,41,29,2,3,26,0,39,5,3,9,4,97,76,49,0,10,20,5,2,4,6,1,1,6,2,0,24,35,1,1,15,2,1,5,11,9,0,3,25,9,66,20,62,43,15,58,0,3,1,0,35,20,1,14,31,312,90,2,0.0,0.0,0.18172178611009854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164939720550706,0.0,0.0,0.04221151410955611,0.0,0.09497077768367186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051559425761376,0.05802952594066187,0.0,0.0,0.047730017730781935,0.0,0.22703337932669024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514139120739236,0.0,0.06776723071172308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707845679267069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006341701015396,0.0,0.053463061651354525,0.0,0.0,0.06485268248300148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080754199506145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982334928545292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04099838392441306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851654728828003,0.0,0.031385784681562716,0.04434469627896492,0.0,0.0,0.05673325544684204,0.052798943801317416,0.0,0.0,0.2877429403224528,0.0,0.032430385030821664,0.0,0.07055460742027984,0.0,0.049645149299856736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607746440696134,0.055604880416509135,0.0,0.1911132660917924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452780955323695,0.0,0.0,0.0716234761505985,0.0,0.0,0.4022945255234697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822698360785234,0.0,0.0,0.06572594814961136,0.06744208956097268,0.0,0.04384373131286741,0.1213021982387573,0.06221307812216709,0.0,0.054932320527260894,0.052125372287292505,0.0,0.0,0.05277192672270559,0.0,0.05873461939155174,0.2486037583666491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535131429633375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601494174395423,0.0,0.0,0.05956035856945247,0.0,0.0,0.06610532065272509,0.08412403539753135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213337224742553,0.054199422601572976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889683412836585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204375643180954,0.0,0.07065223759518577,0.11929594065648247,0.0,0.061289229486688364,0.0,0.0,0.053009683279810316,0.0,0.1480879303626471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475528625299781,0.07012439889102484,0.0,0.0,0.06977223214774067,0.0,0.12655045003956614,0.0,0.0,0.061391414115704875,0.06948522262981485,0.13180597209598696,0.06616116008422049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978325070821233,0.05425421091673973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590945289364846,0.0,0.14783619393267391,0.144780189130756,0.0,0.0,0.059313054022189976,0.0,0.16857295347417173,0.06751719227442407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836422777150103,0.15364925118524755,0.21967225768223397,0.04927036112240762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754194600178745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04518961086864353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,luckyguy7,2019/05/23,"Love is the sweetest feeling... or so I heard. For a while I’ve commented and liked a bunch of posts on this subreddits trying to show my support to the lonely people out there. I love it. I like to think that by helping others I am, in some way, also helping myself. But this time I’m posting. It feels... strange.
All I have ever wanted was to have someone to hold near, someone I could support and be supported by, a love interest, someone to hold my hand in theirs. A person to whom I could say “I love you” to and hear it back in the most sincere and calming way possible. 
I’ve been lonely most of my life, though not for lack of trying, I guess it’s just what I get for being an unapologetic introvert... but you see: I love myself! I love my introverted nature, my words and my feelings, I love it all. I guess all I wanted was that someone else did as well.",2.247504761904761,3.939378931428575,3.929142857142861,87.6721904761905,76.82857142857142,6.495238095238094,24.809523809523807,7.3011,1.086238095238095,663,23,138,8,15,222,97,175,0.026000000000000002,0.6920000000000001,0.282,0.9921,0,4,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,1,0,8,18,0,0,8,0,12,9,1,0,4,32,35,13,0,5,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,12,6,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,5,8,26,16,23,26,8,14,0,2,1,7,18,6,0,6,6,107,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816332075940975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849309251150273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300488472014618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527460398815306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233705541910203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484389600177384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053332500875361295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22490489484069195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505139358044808,0.0,0.13684392401233814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210200669527367,0.09974210277804807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6449172592102245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076930490757204,0.0891321749832839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507967678461653,0.19552852993272335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117798239922425,0.0,0.0,0.08134441259773187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459676535369513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475169629810369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540863680546997,0.10029292012204737,0.0,0.059523573002699136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861101525897793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041866358761827,0.16205244403930502,0.0,0.0,0.09178203143821258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Aozora_rayne,2019/05/23,Melancholy I sometimes cry myself to sleep over how lonely I’m feeling. I’ve come to feel incredibly lonely in my relationship as well.,5.7323999999999975,7.938752040000002,6.749000000000002,68.93950000000001,68.6,8.200000000000001,32.5,8.841846274778883,3.1334,111,5,17,2,2,37,21,25,0.359,0.523,0.11800000000000001,-0.8126,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,1,5,4,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32764938724679465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41781133163581935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38464632480822064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083679418591292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38063809137055454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761891259685028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419923741366267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,boinibba,2019/05/23,"I’m missing my high school graduation Well my graduation is exactly in one week and I won’t be going. I really want to but I don’t have any friends to go with so the whole experience would be excruciatingly painful. I feel so bad for my parents even though they support my decision to not go because I know that deep down they really want to see me walk across that stage. They asked me why I didn’t want to go but I was too scared to tell them it was because I don’t have any friends. I don’t want them to see me as a failure.

I feel like such a failure because I wasn’t able to make a single friend during high school. I get jealous of all the other kids in my class and their friend groups. All my teachers say that this is the last time that the whole class will be together and that if someone decides not to go, they’ll regret it for the rest of their lives. I feel like I will regret it, but I just can’t put myself through the experience. I hate myself",2.9541749174917484,4.0370079158415875,4.2075445544554455,88.88217491749177,73.8019801980198,7.366864686468648,25.34785478547855,7.793537801064563,1.0911811221122112,757,24,172,10,15,249,103,202,0.195,0.652,0.153,-0.9405,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,8,0,8,16,2,1,9,0,20,1,0,1,3,28,42,11,0,8,7,1,3,2,4,5,1,1,0,1,10,4,0,0,6,0,0,7,9,8,1,1,4,6,35,8,20,30,6,18,0,3,2,0,18,7,0,1,5,117,45,6,0.11624576751843745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581022162995185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867410060460306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706036028894223,0.2125870227751022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677923310598367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22742133289395644,0.0,0.0,0.17633205855548226,0.16609199908434868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592447664986027,0.0,0.060733615661264326,0.0,0.3303257428274586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476862898887333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456400714374852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638856337386769,0.09475581564343907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358362041797387,0.0,0.10264714243996838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759495248173515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787711405346028,0.0,0.12369369257562332,0.0,0.12907716807012867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168591036524598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894003063061453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244330009412792,0.11638229252406194,0.2352938455879893,0.18526565264387626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984946615865982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319143194052535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160392455072118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421087637486572,0.0,0.06778384186370012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742590620254295,0.0,0.09324534286668536,0.0,0.10451890555452448,0.0,0.10489372431288764,0.2595684961172978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257765799109132,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MrsCactiPrincess,2019/05/23,"I have no friends Hello! this is my first post so please be nice. 

I just joined reddit as i realized it´s pretty annonymous and that really helps my anxiety, if i feel my account is being ignored i can just leave or simply create a new one and pretend this one never happened. 

I am currently planning my wedding (with my long distance partner), and i realized i have no friends whatsoever, just co-workers and family members. 

I recently quit my job in which i was really happy because i got social interaction daily, however was becoming overwhelming because of long work hours and ironically social interaction overload. Anyways going back to the wedding planning as i made my guests list i realized i have no friends. 

I have never had friends, even when i was very young, but i guess working and interacting everyday i tricked my brain for a little while. I am currently extremelly lonely, but have no one to talk to, and i just needed to vent.",6.3607610789980695,7.841508115606935,7.28914739884393,68.48069605009636,66.10982658959537,10.622157996146436,37.538053949903656,10.686352973137794,4.63384816955684,756,40,119,21,12,253,104,173,0.11800000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0.122,0.3981,4,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,6,9,10,1,1,3,0,16,1,1,1,2,26,23,16,0,2,8,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,4,1,1,1,6,4,0,4,6,1,28,6,10,15,0,19,0,2,0,0,16,2,0,3,15,92,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335409122559587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388653703937573,0.0,0.1647161310773059,0.14921161052321427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508206011399912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923483234684115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736390528008906,0.0,0.06831257640049526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491928332802692,0.0,0.0,0.4175236611927631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678264314092717,0.0,0.10805490730498438,0.0,0.1488321452284511,0.0,0.11947190659824185,0.14382058251687474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055727660646046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305009795435985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406974471703967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430554915232969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354095714174419,0.0,0.239125348048374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783854905167896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017780816674964,0.20840086781679965,0.1304841601263261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746496377349309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483034790053367,0.0,0.0,0.12939216189076652,0.1374492071345917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436995966641427,0.0,0.0,0.17310199809771856,0.0,0.13339877318078966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754427641225532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859137355738614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114748424800628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950716806630904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-heartcooksbrain,2019/05/23,"I feel like I’m disposable I know a lot of people, I have a lot of “friends”. Whenever I’m on campus or in my neighborhood I will bump into bunch of ppl I know and sometimes people would go “wow what a social butterfly”. But I feel so isolated. I have some groups of friends that I hang out with but I feel like I’m the disposable one and I’m more like a satellite member than an actual friend group member. And I feel like they are keeping me around cuz I’m convenient. I don’t really have anyone I can reach out to when I need comfort and help cuz I know no one is going to put me as a priority. I have no best friend and I’ve never been in a relationship. I don’t talk to my family so I tend to rely on friends for emotional support, but I can feel that my friends are getting tired of me and I tend to push them away. I always try to surround myself with people even if they are not my close friends cuz I hate being alone unless I have something to do. I just feel like I’m floating all the time and I don’t what to do with myself when I’m alone.",0.3132635829662256,2.3110158237885483,2.70579845814978,92.50968153450808,84.59471365638767,6.074082232011747,20.031020558002936,7.333567415737692,0.4776668135095457,820,24,188,13,24,281,109,227,0.08800000000000001,0.6579999999999999,0.253,0.9906,0,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,1,8,17,1,0,9,0,20,1,0,3,2,43,45,21,0,3,8,0,6,5,7,2,1,0,0,0,4,15,0,1,9,0,0,5,7,1,0,2,1,6,36,16,29,41,7,20,0,0,0,0,16,11,0,5,9,132,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.1024012741063287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173617105892999,0.0,0.0,0.08731419925836609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337288521444413,0.0,0.0,0.0934142617364095,0.0,0.0,0.09858974345100303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101226484641912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803757957017336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930847709613751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892323524146973,0.0,0.3183492709503234,0.2998619040255075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5675068200239896,0.0,0.05482412678196321,0.0,0.11927378409429455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360143715749763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033561633390162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932709139048409,0.0,0.0,0.17300834367428353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563293300731732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784237096429429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780785978147475,0.08093222340439092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142213136774706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218245832138536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054885049163178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722395030574663,0.0,0.0,0.1126607554226651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696786224847192,0.0,0.08078397224257487,0.10378324733439452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907882138561045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434265554270001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061188353429025524,0.12060717063810428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124387333433259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454270492162796,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,1raykob,2019/05/23,"Anyone? My summer break just started, lonely like always, even more now. Anyone care to talk and be friends?",2.8077192982456154,5.832116789473687,2.406315789473684,89.09087719298245,91.63157894736842,2.533333333333333,16.859649122807017,3.1291,-0.6881719298245614,85,2,13,0,3,25,18,19,0.09300000000000001,0.557,0.35,0.7859999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367232599890964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5659184259619982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412594654710462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672850069166146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31265205451385714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770449339553428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864321044806593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252636360603651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mansunn,2019/05/23,I'm done I'm done putting others before myself. I'm done helping people who have no intention of reciprocating. It's time for me to be selfish because that's the only way I will ever get things done.,3.898699186991866,5.123444073170732,5.857073170731707,77.41211382113823,71.6829268292683,7.417886178861789,28.300813008130078,7.793537801064563,1.8593349593495927,161,6,30,2,3,56,32,41,0.134,0.81,0.055999999999999994,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,1,2,11,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746074454940015,0.0,0.1779221737172283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8558962016710056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891359845915574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924211323404197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015018231830867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902414015690072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495829547305206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019554483354647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891165412162776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192341996584785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596776028717486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NightNDay44,2019/05/23,"Loneliness As much as being lonely sucks, or being sad sucks, it's a reminder that you're human. In a way I kind of appreciate this feeling right now. If I try to  numb it out with weed or anything else I just become numb afterwards. Sometimes it's good to just feel what you feel and do nothing else. Sometimes that's all you can do, but I think its beneficial. Sometimes having feelings can lead you to solve an issue or even come to a realization. I wish you all good luck, this post is just my thoughts so take it with a grain of salt.",2.9038124362894986,4.5743469449541285,3.9645259938837927,88.21011213047913,74.9633027522936,6.6793068297655465,24.955147808358817,7.3871296695380915,1.0334640163098872,423,14,89,5,9,137,70,109,0.109,0.698,0.193,0.9155,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,1,6,10,2,0,5,0,8,2,0,1,2,24,19,9,0,2,8,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,5,10,4,12,16,3,9,0,2,0,0,5,3,2,5,2,60,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809705548744395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875880648727007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502516268878833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006777549530978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886614394253454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639857811552936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30189464221373946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878382186626975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874073653021345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229604909210016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726826639810502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235811325965966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369036630085434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5339742669296637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531237446184127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531523542427438,0.0,0.14287326008033008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218540729203843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284899248893035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20695253766343694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,scragger_99,2019/05/23,"Would anyone like to talk with me? All the time I tell people I’m lonely, I admit it to them, I tell them I want to be their friend and be in their life and they just respond by saying something like “you’ll find the right people” or “loneliness gives you time to yourself” well, I’ve been feeling lonely for six years now and I am completely and utterly sick and tired of this feeling. I’m not asking for much, only a friend, nothing romantic, nothing like that, and nothing less than friends, no just talk today and ghost me forever thing, I’m looking for someone who will just take the time to get to know me and be my friend. 

A little about me - I’m Male, I’m 19 and I’m from England. Listing my hobbies and interests is boring but I’m going to do it anyway. I’m currently studying history at college, I’m a long bow archer, I love books and video games and classical music. I’m a devout Catholic, I converted last year and it has been the best decision of my life. I would love to talk with someone who has similar interests and beliefs as me, but if not that’s absolutely fine, I love getting to know people regardless of their opinions on things. I really am just looking for someone who knows how I feel right now, loneliness is just absolutely terrible, it’s a silent killer, and I really can’t handle being alone anymore, I am currently seeking professional help but I need friends, that’s what I desperately need.",3.344261904761904,5.3085442357142885,4.637142857142859,82.59619047619049,74.5,7.952380952380952,28.45238095238095,8.72156446121922,2.3313452380952366,1126,47,215,23,24,372,146,280,0.14400000000000002,0.6940000000000001,0.162,0.7611,2,5,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,6,1,11,20,0,0,9,0,19,7,0,1,1,48,50,22,1,7,12,0,3,3,5,4,4,1,0,1,14,17,0,0,10,3,0,1,4,4,1,1,2,6,31,16,26,40,4,19,1,2,2,3,32,6,0,3,15,136,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602724934057717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015262159061312,0.07158137626335352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570466073587773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743383896917402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733583443505912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528814820664413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935667985730916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954644932372243,0.0,0.10697102713134016,0.0982052278206636,0.058180767954365165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861826685426231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687840856885171,0.08344741882798337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446177394240176,0.1500423992024435,0.10260434560683827,0.0,0.09059662325816394,0.1719345794962306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27718609197073313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525571800583596,0.15181612855991575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294688117012644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785905594309263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129170330777974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116515363082235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485146300172275,0.0,0.08141088468726382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602201845425128,0.07881151049523802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697153441151755,0.24684990962835626,0.17895651446778324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602375386192608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908304424462926,0.117662365821824,0.09703735508600564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060382074337066126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920453570899608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544526613852632,0.0,0.0,0.13184933238316393
lonely,HeroicWomble,2019/05/23,"My change of career have left me in a social lurch I've recently left my job as a chef (22M) for a change of pace, deciding to teach English instead.

Yet moving from a fast paced social environment has left me feeling extremely out of touch. 

Anybody to share a strange modern  emptiness with would be much appreciated.",6.0089999999999995,7.118079899999998,6.583333333333336,74.58000000000003,66.66666666666666,9.333333333333334,33.33333333333333,9.516144504307137,3.1708333333333325,254,11,45,5,4,83,47,60,0.079,0.804,0.11699999999999999,0.3182,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,11,3,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,27,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350821700590972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397835161304393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040671248458186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6702891808859559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21856401366275105,0.15116991730669813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304584124044656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192505404758225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608158315031075,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ali4069,2019/05/23,"a small group to make friends since a lot of the people are lonely and are in deep need of friends, i thought we can make a very small group to talk with each other (not one with over 1k persons like the chatroom here), just a small place where we can really get to know each other and become good friends

here is the discord link for a small server i created: [https://discord.gg/Zbbe7zm](https://discord.gg/Zbbe7zm) . any other ideas are very welcome! the goal is to connect a small amount of people to actually become close and enjoy each other's company while getting to know each other.",12.970566037735848,9.486554075471703,10.32990566037736,68.20165094339623,55.41509433962264,12.864150943396226,39.70754716981132,10.125756701596842,3.8036301886792447,476,14,83,6,4,140,62,106,0.045,0.752,0.203,0.9537,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,10,0,7,0,0,2,0,23,15,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,12,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,7,14,14,6,12,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,1,2,55,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.18257967497262448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723237028204876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132678560516136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336520153498085,0.0,0.1955009121881652,0.0,0.0,0.15692808000073666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120973026593146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564722741505148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140613958008972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906317181264992,0.0,0.0,0.2497773897734834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138730048753751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678176378060554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25941899287052705,0.16336587660937354,0.19547653491049224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985912386651182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476856505898473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038147493481702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853411258606106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30874922530414944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,basketcase0,2018/12/28,Feeling down I really need someone to talk to. I’ve been depressed and my ex contacted me last night. He was really toxic for me so I ignored him. But I just feel like I’ll never find happiness. Every time I think I might be on to something I end up feeling like a fool. ,0.7552631578947349,2.8505097017543863,3.434298245614034,87.36092105263157,83.56140350877193,6.60701754385965,23.535087719298247,7.793537801064563,1.3674350877192976,211,8,44,4,6,74,44,57,0.20199999999999999,0.665,0.133,-0.7282,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,12,9,3,0,1,2,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,10,3,7,5,0,8,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,7,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049210906784228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107274716369851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045878417029425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609001634073653,0.3399417559191976,0.0,0.0,0.21745557072132046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532714299798451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939374475047897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23247245852545206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25239668366289997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641547741375832,0.18349941599912686,0.0,0.0,0.22327283064112174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048366918235334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158977189148952,0.18316328286858746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123196404191825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245023098021698,0.0,0.0,0.13873370392991316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,juhygooe,2018/12/28,"Hey guys! Hows it going? I hope everyone’s well:) 
Tell me about your day? ",-3.239374999999999,-2.9856361874999973,-0.017499999999998298,102.3125,129.625,4.1000000000000005,10.25,5.985473137389443,-1.04745,55,1,14,1,4,19,16,16,0.0,0.772,0.228,0.5502,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28305317871567603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193862592246412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24943609265157984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43457845002177603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359251732591786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836165737654265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946223988869955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,el_Samaello,2018/12/28,I'm just so lonely None of my friends wants to hang out with me. I has been this way for the past few years. I don't even know why. I think i'm some sort of asshole but nobody even wants to tell me that. I really enjoy alone time but I  don't think human should spend that much time alone. I feel like nobody wants me in their life. I suspect it's because of my character but i don't even know whats wrong with me. I don't know what's the point of posting it here. Anyway thanks for any replies,-0.5582427664079042,1.4926624770642218,0.9955963302752302,102.85856033874384,89.36697247706422,4.087791107974596,14.806633733239238,5.369823440869387,-1.1951106563161609,386,7,97,2,13,123,65,109,0.151,0.742,0.107,-0.4297,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,20,19,4,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,7,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,1,1,16,4,12,17,4,10,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,58,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890877914086444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773652856639114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450452305746113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721964030295996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497672059689108,0.1341917645575189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145123453839638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096931568719833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267579132006072,0.09176833642046063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808281027694475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931297250333628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756796841904265,0.0,0.1798972291028674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033406566094168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417900918281014,0.17293632841278148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407184777535751,0.0,0.0,0.21906012085647505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323758008992845,0.1490973499470856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949490684867946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537176334310106,0.0,0.12096174769865592
lonely,curiosity-rabbit,2018/12/28,"I downloaded an app where cute guys talk to me So I’ve hit an all time low, I got so lonely the other day I downloaded an app where cute anime guys say nice or romantic things to you and just laid there for a while listening to it until I felt better.

Am I pathetic? 
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lonely,misssunnybunny,2018/12/28,"Just don't know anymore Every person I meet, where there's any glimmer of hope of making friends, always turns into false hope. For me personally, I don't understand why making friends is so hard, and I don't know how much more of this I can take... I just can't feel this loneliness anymore. I can't keep having these sleepless nights worrying if I'll be lonely for yet another year. I'm a young woman, I should be enjoying my life. But here I am, spending time trying to make friends with people that want nothing to do with the shy girl.",6.191944444444445,5.802646898148147,6.507777777777778,80.465,66.12962962962963,9.422222222222222,31.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.4373777777777783,427,15,85,6,6,138,77,108,0.107,0.7140000000000001,0.179,0.8384,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,2,0,13,1,0,4,0,21,27,5,0,5,4,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,4,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,10,6,10,24,2,7,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,3,5,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888247841653334,0.0,0.0,0.11350451340068195,0.17501967244286998,0.0,0.0,0.33105971017736696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062886114774414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439470350988587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868627211643618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495185621155002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315585521824607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835726373609545,0.0,0.0,0.18345872538726185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789345853411724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342411332338245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269804389851753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663371414854185,0.0,0.16015463221361642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571436768563677,0.29147872180196266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549553653090184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973265545195458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133209235692284,0.181550134292716,0.0,0.1737591808023098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844783365322952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061030029287262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950519179100876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748455799388644
lonely,cawdorne,2018/12/28,"Feeling miserable and despondent everyday. For the last few years of my life, I've been losing friends. Now the only ones left are people who I go to school with and put up with me rather than actually liking me.

All I want is to have someone to talk to on a regular basis. I'm into writing, watching TV and cinema, playing videogames occasionally, and listening to music. More specifically, my favourite TV shows are It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia, Futurama, Breaking Bad, and Dexter. My favourite film is probably In Bruges or Fight Club. Recently, I've been playing RDR2 and the new Smash. My favourite musician is definitely MF DOOM, his music is really what keeps me going.

I'm a fifteen year old guy and I'm looking for a friend who's roughly the same age as me. If you're interested, feel free to get in touch with me in the comments or with a DM.",4.406960600375236,6.233732829268295,5.8068292682926845,75.89989681050659,71.3170731707317,9.19249530956848,31.51782363977486,9.661875296680813,3.2192923076923066,680,31,124,17,13,229,110,164,0.10300000000000001,0.746,0.151,0.667,0,0,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,2,12,1,1,9,0,9,1,0,0,1,23,21,11,0,3,4,0,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,4,12,0,1,2,8,1,3,0,5,0,1,2,7,12,8,22,19,4,21,2,3,2,0,11,8,0,3,10,73,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.1946576388223981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659781678658967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655227768093311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171987749447973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082259015275561,0.0,0.10421681920476418,0.0,0.22673109673518174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19751040746245546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730146455669366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259775743617694,0.0,0.0,0.21672885005489326,0.0,0.1408942328360507,0.09745281509126703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750773987058495,0.2231601409671566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926530236638956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093141812893341,0.0,0.13516859851444046,0.15170880142549578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829000578906944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506647711186916,0.0,0.0,0.20052624802884444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277880138995471,0.0,0.1969562970819798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187811888562526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901348993374338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032947171052978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765480603768065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25690915388470204
lonely,Administrative_Bad,2018/12/28,"It's too bad being lonely? I was just wondering if it feels so bad to feel lonely. I've heard a lot of comments about loneliness, and the vast majority have condemned it as terrible, I believe it all depends on the interpretation of each one, and I wanted to know yours.",4.212735849056603,5.7074789056603805,6.052971698113207,75.26549528301891,71.26415094339623,9.073584905660377,30.23113207547169,9.516144504307137,2.9004,214,9,40,5,4,74,41,53,0.342,0.6579999999999999,0.0,-0.9628,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,14,9,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,2,3,4,0,7,6,4,2,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,4,0,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5871638010337985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961470831979739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555718710753189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323713319106728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989285263284322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382618514416034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739026834361768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813089521326077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lesbarricades,2018/12/28,Even isolated online Does anybody else also have a lot of trouble making friends online? I try to join discord servers and similar things on other sites but I feel like I still can't relate to a lot of people because I don't really get their interests or humour and they don't really like the energy I give off or like what I have to say. Only twice in my life have I found a good group of friends who accept me and that was ~6-7 years between each one and they fizzled out after a short while anyways. I feel like such a loser that I can't even seem to make friends on the internet. ,5.2354191263282175,4.986469165289262,6.169610389610393,81.61727272727275,68.0909090909091,9.228335301062572,29.68240850059032,8.841846274778883,2.175088783943329,463,15,95,7,7,154,79,121,0.073,0.619,0.308,0.9865,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,1,6,13,0,0,7,0,8,1,0,2,0,18,16,9,0,0,3,0,2,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,3,14,11,14,14,3,11,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,5,8,68,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289029959716948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892164527564092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636403725270767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926417901503855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360328570503453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806919131938019,0.25529799850284585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591335371405053,0.4141430819906875,0.0,0.09335290444838153,0.17140609929486225,0.0,0.14986827318203758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620694006625938,0.3491760122736489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30381462497097644,0.0,0.0,0.2385405217797412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107816528873075,0.1358941613409496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387418648066904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289339157007688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209347602013875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626635249939224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269404700658173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870702598182545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131196409863522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506403610050288
lonely,coolgui8,2018/12/28,"Anyone want to chat? Hey, I’m just really sick of being really sad. If anyone ever wants to talk or I can even just listen company sounds really nice in general. ",1.262812499999999,3.8364446562500016,4.861250000000002,74.45875000000002,86.8125,9.45,14.25,9.516144504307137,2.0485375,127,2,22,5,4,47,26,32,0.187,0.696,0.11800000000000001,-0.5563,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,6,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676752527189154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088445511420549,0.30250641715439397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.642723354604055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26879802143961185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945048747230773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway-085346,2018/12/28,"Knowing I've never been anyone's number 1 really does affect me I often wonder how people speak about me behind closed doors, I've never had that best friend who I was close to and who I could trust.

Never been anyone's number 1 who they'd FaceTime all the time and want to go out with everyday making fond memories together. Never took a selfie with that friend either.

Today it was the first time these realisations sprung to mind and its put me in a worse place than before. 

I'm sat here now and I'd love to call a best friend and talk all night or better still go to there's making memories.

Wish I'd grown up with them too, usually if you have a best friend you've been friends with since childhood you can always trust them. 

I don't even want to enter into the new year cause I already know what it holds, disappointment and nothingness..",5.8599999999999985,5.967873372781067,6.152479289940832,81.05309763313609,66.75147928994082,8.8901775147929,24.592307692307692,8.548686976883017,1.4054137278106509,676,13,133,9,10,217,106,169,0.10300000000000001,0.691,0.20600000000000002,0.9575,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,3,5,9,14,0,0,7,0,11,1,0,5,6,38,25,9,0,5,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,10,14,0,1,3,0,0,6,6,1,0,1,8,1,13,13,17,15,6,29,0,1,0,1,17,7,0,4,16,85,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449074942353476,0.0,0.10140875003296064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043396467260724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370561236453156,0.0,0.3836970467321584,0.1077874565341115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244467581005782,0.0,0.0,0.12519794616744434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730629825865177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665256824067754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049648383317155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366577702055428,0.0,0.0,0.4707969096716692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852735820107406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339572870262635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999584685470708,0.0,0.1627033921883475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230577778788154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759862969614864,0.11770645845187824,0.0,0.11437028879326773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449193535170885,0.0,0.12733216305928996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225168130415469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807546573967397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081525218137677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732856002759914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795752976828964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421311651602407,0.0,0.11552209535483945,0.0,0.1354062565257021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422675307694273,0.0,0.1437686289595816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014883506536893,0.0,0.13216691818752546,0.0,0.0,0.12419979619861388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784827200542506
lonely,jaysemkhoori,2018/12/28,"I'm in need of a friend It's winter break here where I live and I'm really bored.

 now don't misinterpret what I'm saying lol this ain't one of those sexual peps on the internet.

 I just want a friend to talk to.... there are tons of great people here where I live ,but the only thing that divides me from them is the language barrier... Yeah lol I can't speak their language that fluently.... so if you're bored like me... Let's chat sometime in snap or insta... 

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lonely,depressoexpresso80,2018/12/28,"Do y'all just get so bored nothing actually entertains you? I've been lonely for quite a while and I usually play games to numb the pain but even games are starting to get boring. I just sit here in my room doing nothing, thinking about how better my life was before and fall asleep which is honestly the best part of the day because I just forget about everything in my dreams. I don't feel sad or depressed, I'm with friends and eventually a girl. But dreams will be dreams...",5.443758865248221,6.080256638297875,5.583829787234047,82.93333333333334,67.72340425531915,8.819858156028369,29.49645390070922,8.841846274778883,2.1294666666666666,380,13,76,6,6,120,70,94,0.163,0.581,0.256,0.9415,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,3,9,13,0,0,5,0,9,4,1,1,0,14,15,9,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,2,7,0,1,1,7,0,0,2,1,9,6,9,11,2,9,0,3,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,49,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.2298832449536299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436018516810835,0.0,0.2004535097550364,0.0,0.2472171561610636,0.20834334301873034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192376075275954,0.0,0.2028968957545321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555923767228764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117159610672794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911173969491287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200151520013103,0.0,0.2461521748899411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639071364240124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520733190543934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506640771848261,0.0,0.0,0.25510035962640737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505586797338131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673831585242854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150944339211466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594480968177381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,the_pianist91,2018/12/28,"Anyone else hating New Years Eve? I’m feeling I’m missing out on something, always have. Never being invited to anything, not having anyone to invite either really. I’ll watch others having fun on social media. I really hate this day. And yeah, Meetup doesn’t work well where I live.",2.4398652291105134,5.364014226415094,4.50625336927224,76.24056603773586,85.98113207547169,5.292722371967655,17.005390835579515,6.868970318607317,0.7354711590296494,226,5,32,3,7,77,43,53,0.16,0.659,0.18100000000000002,-0.2006,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,6,11,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,2,2,5,10,1,9,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,5,20,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194387225127874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33939965513762005,0.2486724050638623,0.19971947227933046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651989501801444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274272958268846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271521518481228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792273322801608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143064558279979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187183375934382,0.2343988857078961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109566358754476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24739967258908385,0.0,0.18684049454811055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821431833342214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668676689549676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628931810536134
lonely,luvlij93,2018/12/28,"its worse just after xmas.. sadly, i am another female.. just a female playing super smash bros and tryna unlock peach, all alone.

i like memes, telling people how depressed i am on occasions and beating ppl at FPS games - esp russians. i'd like to learn how to play LoL or Hearthstone, so if you have any patience maybe one day you can teach me your favorite point and click game.

you can practice your tinder punch lines on me.

also, i have a group dcord full of lovely people that orbit me.. actual joke, we orbit GUYS there okay. anyway, you're free to join.. as i feel most comfortable getting to know people w/ a group. am open to ANY kind of people as long as you don't call me edgy.. i'm not edgy ok. we all have mental health issues & are trying to better ourselves.. it requires patience, but we can all be really good friends to one another! ",2.9149598393574294,5.009629813253014,3.724795180722893,88.06859839357432,76.16867469879517,5.8724497991967874,21.91004016064257,6.742157984588678,0.5793828112449795,663,18,127,6,15,211,114,166,0.062,0.747,0.191,0.9633,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,3,6,0,4,8,17,0,0,3,3,12,2,0,2,3,23,17,13,0,1,6,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,3,5,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,18,16,16,16,5,9,0,2,1,1,19,6,0,3,5,74,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.16009310966838006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699105429828282,0.0,0.13119398250128192,0.0,0.17775251900473718,0.0,0.2231247898977369,0.34404999829329674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509249540697264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751755035992064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580130490297493,0.0,0.1412995322471468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295066832563484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267477694541123,0.0,0.08571148179527939,0.0,0.0,0.13760077251409905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243932431227545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438180754542176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122982909620604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083707118027194,0.0901598278573244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029706625726728,0.0,0.0,0.14518269167541495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806520552325986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481436618493878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653279191429596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233457054759684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549377501291867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508412546797234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509723968341224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339049033453818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138194643037727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718511540154388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,elli26,2018/12/28,"My long term GF left after 8 years She's at her parents now. It's my own fault. I work too much.

Now here I am, ordering Pizza, sitting on my couch, thinking about who else I have to talk to... 

Nobody comes to mind... I am isolated except for business contacts.",-0.04843665768193972,2.2576778490566056,2.057196765498656,93.7990566037736,91.26415094339623,4.538005390835579,20.77897574123989,6.1826913282559595,0.2428296495956879,198,7,42,2,7,66,43,53,0.102,0.898,0.0,-0.6124,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,9,5,3,12,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,29,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30086010983004685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917653521842853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794764837833396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090877518096237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526571929817514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567493119799778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878164680088355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807252664153496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237943427575839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254268436040476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491463952128904
lonely,jaredesubgay,2018/12/28,hey lookin for friends hey im pretty lonely and i could use a friend to message sometimes. if you wanna talk just message me pls.,-0.6044871794871796,0.6646180384615406,0.6230769230769262,98.31358974358973,118.6153846153846,1.7333333333333334,19.71794871794872,3.1291,-0.6704666666666665,103,4,20,0,6,32,23,26,0.08,0.575,0.345,0.8074,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896733401519266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.560610426245134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918958101579496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36910702679053226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588272240142041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916120060963194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133503533613988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bjklhiu7,2018/12/28,"Gaming for the lonely? Looking for something to help me feel a bit less alone. Read stardew vallet might be worth a look, any recommendations for a lonely nerd?.",4.192298850574712,7.0908886896551735,4.048965517241381,83.2509195402299,75.89655172413794,5.2459770114942526,23.459770114942533,6.42735559955562,0.716783908045977,128,4,22,1,3,39,24,29,0.21600000000000005,0.643,0.141,-0.3542,0,5,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,12,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457854688737725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270409732607009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644962361700478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881316036563582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223783977468764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5607282991540009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541800710146499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33395729689530645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570270876471441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PonFarrEMH,2018/12/28,"An interesting title So I’ve just about made it through the holiday season, which used to be a happy time but I was ghosted by my gf of 14 years in 2015. Since then, it seems like something awful happens every year. It’s almost as if each xmas is exponentially worse than the last. I made it through this one without relapsing on drugs but I did drink beer for a few days. Not enough to give me the shakes of flop sweats. I’m kinda of an introvert after realizing most of my friends were just using me as a therapist or a place to party away from their significant others. Okay, get to the point, sorry. I’m very much a cat person. I’ve worked with TNR programs, helped one get started in the next town over, volunteer, foster, and adopt. I’m not sure I’d still be here if not for them. So the universe decides to reward me for getting through the holidays without a needs in my arm or some new engravings or burns on my flesh. My reward, of course my eldest cat has a (most likely) tumor that’s most likely going to kill her in weeks to 3 months according the vet. I’m trying her on antibiotics and steroids I’m hopes for a miracle. Anyway, my support system doesn’t have a base or any scaffolding and I’m just desperate enough to post on here. I know my problems may seem minuscule to some of what I read in here but if anyone feels like talking with no strings attached, I’m be externally grateful. 

Hopefully someone messages me before I have a panic attack and delete this post.

I hope everyone is well

❤️ ",3.2735215946843863,5.065840830564785,4.473041860465116,84.43765581395351,74.24916943521595,7.473807308970097,26.325714285714284,8.238735603445708,1.7128056079734222,1194,43,236,20,25,392,184,301,0.124,0.6829999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.9728,0,0,4,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,3,12,21,2,2,20,2,13,6,3,4,1,49,40,19,2,8,18,0,1,4,2,1,1,0,0,1,10,7,2,0,6,5,0,2,7,5,1,2,5,1,23,16,44,31,10,33,0,0,0,0,11,14,0,20,18,152,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235155610543188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629948306361435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845247405802502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276430880409976,0.10541508989147028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954734800581407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235937230688423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991276002444722,0.13011575737012718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23186407842102344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453288761760564,0.10721139613878013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056731420259739235,0.08015531956320024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668502763182233,0.0,0.17585876737211098,0.10763194967945007,0.06376554107905004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921761554887032,0.11943841586256107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520493571519453,0.0,0.0,0.3343181523655186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413208328010827,0.0,0.06166189119345435,0.09145753829495888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21925996295882644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233169157981013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895565417899609,0.0,0.08247951594070531,0.08319448094723314,0.0,0.108362941575602,0.11932540293308352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520585212223825,0.0,0.0,0.13164189638260398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979682443068347,0.11722455953366333,0.0,0.10606475963520012,0.0,0.21491214360019575,0.0,0.0,0.1073597342639028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222982685673852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428435637765668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281255613111848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506624182100047,0.08637662902503912,0.0,0.12559811414143993,0.07941535816917683,0.0,0.08960263695487904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732262222360768,0.10574666707711466,0.0,0.0,0.09018167919401944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027222557946475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542440979408144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617607114970927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938086255120548,0.0,0.09257630835131003,0.0,0.0,0.08999964232429597,0.0,0.1008807928293316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216312559067832,0.0,0.08168254614545613,0.0,0.1143408393743692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450555253788416
lonely,MajorAssasin89,2018/12/28,"I don’t know what to put here My life has just gone down the shitter since my brother died four years ago.

I developed ptsd, depression and anxiety in the space of four years. My friends have been moving away and don’t even contact me anymore, my friends that live near me don’t even talk to me or hang out with me. I have been lonely for these four years and it has been getting worse and worse, I have gotten to the point where I don’t care anymore, I hate being lonely.

My medication that I got put on at the start of my holidays doesn’t even seem to work, and my therapist hasn’t either.

I managed to get four years without meds because I got really good at pretending that I was fine, and it seems that it is happening again.

I went so long without expressing my feelings, I just can’t, I instead pretend that everything is fine even when it clearly isn’t.

I’m just so alone.",5.807430167597765,5.375864407821228,6.025636871508382,83.74359497206706,66.93296089385476,9.61810055865922,32.42513966480447,9.120678840339163,2.4872096089385467,695,26,148,11,10,222,97,179,0.14800000000000002,0.73,0.122,-0.6965,0,5,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,14,10,1,0,4,0,20,2,0,0,1,20,36,10,1,0,7,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,4,3,0,6,10,4,0,4,9,1,25,6,19,26,1,26,0,3,0,0,6,11,0,3,9,105,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268963763185033,0.0,0.0,0.13166432412950185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725113608690818,0.0,0.25214990828948874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943917723489153,0.0,0.0,0.07749490460006571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961355484570047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949354340545857,0.0,0.13193684498167593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33586242097810304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425276215558235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427878746929183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643465446148548,0.0,0.13283630459416612,0.0,0.0,0.1066273604610702,0.2033487474092915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241721067226204,0.0,0.0,0.12551072739725186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986519253055744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979294019614166,0.0,0.0,0.11225469561145296,0.11250261837299427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120846404947712,0.1280661945120561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511495003255025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017527696924063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860363474100974,0.25559373204385033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144024960352937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314616955962107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051600425781638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899805241290053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217916216439313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760322697432404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178471895842434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24509009200898366,0.0,0.0925493315625751,0.0,0.2591047599215981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274602207097269
lonely,snowxbaby,2018/12/28,I’m tired of feeling this way I just want to feel loved and admired. I miss that feeling. ,-0.9107017543859648,1.190129157894738,0.5431578947368436,102.44877192982456,99.52631578947368,2.533333333333333,22.12280701754386,3.1291,-0.5218561403508772,70,3,16,0,3,22,16,19,0.18,0.36,0.46,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,2,7,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6518919307505922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387871147409478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939407657189741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534809480111481,0.3411199387104826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lil_mango_32102,2018/12/28,I feel alone I have so much to get off my chest but no one to talk to,-4.823333333333334,-3.745781111111112,-1.4499999999999993,116.145,110.11111111111113,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-3.1418,52,0,18,0,3,18,15,18,0.235,0.765,0.0,-0.5106,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5747762502025621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806069197061148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28994624607005554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079630441298437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760585673681824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460597513106423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Thechainuser5,2018/12/28,"Cant go out even when i want to Hello i hope this is the right place to post this

I just cant ever seem to be able to find a group of people. Like, a group of people that hang out all the time, and when you ask to hang out they all come, and you have a group chat and everything... Im never able to find something like that. Once again for this reason i will probably be home on new year. Even if i asked people for weeks now about arranging something. 
Its not even that i dont have friends, i do, and ironically almost, at university there are 2 people that i constantly talk with and we sit on the train etc. But when it comes to making any plans out of university, it never ends up happening. It was very much the same in high school. My mom is going out with people and it feels like she has a better social life than me, an almost 19 year old freshman in college.",3.624539594843462,4.100258779005529,4.635041436464089,88.6966873848987,71.70718232044199,7.801289134438306,22.265653775322285,7.793537801064563,0.6695852670349911,673,13,153,8,12,220,109,181,0.015,0.902,0.084,0.8763,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,1,2,1,2,12,6,0,0,9,0,14,1,0,2,5,36,26,11,0,3,4,1,1,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,12,16,0,0,5,1,0,6,6,0,0,0,1,1,15,6,27,22,5,38,0,0,0,0,16,14,0,5,19,104,27,2,0.23249424146243794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23280939910103296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905202838085433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173507313517669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281113156469858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002732025728586,0.0,0.125621839964221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624075973360947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296044499441902,0.0,0.12964626815391464,0.23034038067079024,0.10515217597464872,0.0,0.0,0.10447541645560428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877803707686925,0.08304696627765584,0.0,0.0,0.21249552470834965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981223711348889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213183525500052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279694495060512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228214654623428,0.11660534030428825,0.115459620466887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556683849578726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210877920824701,0.1703774139611957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759585576177468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614722283305708,0.0,0.0,0.08545500930258727,0.0,0.17931389183117924,0.11227219358387036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121981798336911,0.12379938968314948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029555831875234,0.0,0.12145349922570402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133260798836747,0.0,0.1253340575325209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952140104231088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992744059409844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764829231757412,0.0,0.10582701277718257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849930024036835,0.0,0.1789854257187273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343503228108266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778463093295528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591604898660776,0.06856556366631644,0.0,0.09324642833235416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971866887868168
lonely,fuckrelapser,2018/12/28,"NYE is Gonna Suck I am 21 years old. Last New Year's, I got drunk and chilled in my own room in a place I rented with my girlfriend's family. I was driving my girlfriend and her brother in my car to get some alcohol, we came back, we played cards and watched Netlifx and stuff. I think we even smoked a little weed. It was a pretty good memory overall. My gf (ex now) and I had a stupid fight, played the silent game for like thirty minutes, and then had epic make up sex and laughed the whole night.

This New Year's I don't have a car to take us to the store. Oh yeah, and I live back at home with my parents. I don't have a job anymore either... Or my girlfriend...

The holidays suck when you're lonely. Hopefully this year brings a change for those of us down in a bad place as we continue to fight for love and happiness. I will be working harder this year than ever to bring forward success, and that starts with self-acceptance. Hope this reached the people who needed to see it and remember we are gonna make it",2.8735,4.0923658142857136,3.5763690476190497,92.79883928571432,74.19047619047619,6.9642857142857135,24.55357142857143,7.413659706084162,0.8437857142857141,791,24,179,9,16,250,130,210,0.102,0.72,0.17800000000000002,0.9432,3,2,2,0,2,0,27.0,7,0,0,2,6,17,5,0,13,1,13,4,0,2,1,31,32,15,0,3,2,3,0,1,4,3,1,0,3,0,11,20,2,0,2,5,2,7,2,7,0,0,6,2,25,10,22,22,4,36,0,1,2,2,20,12,2,4,20,107,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370216282000809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271537009114895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717709436345704,0.10705322087300356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466425037565752,0.0,0.0,0.13563326747123414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468404790262371,0.11597678029406185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208686201581248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698645206391388,0.0,0.0,0.1075397059869856,0.10254433953282126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648604226546074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860895942700373,0.25469059316380266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723247621266165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045114115678216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263881757682929,0.12850397463423172,0.11321519082451315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571801798745313,0.0,0.17116749952150706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950689555015809,0.0,0.24765949744203405,0.0,0.12032002583962292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453888228623265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236632279065986,0.0,0.0,0.08888734960819451,0.0,0.26791239772423625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304395933184655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524131401754492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216984963595682,0.0,0.1337550224688639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075043279272574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467741992853823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640086925242597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215426694831299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30845098346799954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431462002809205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334121995043784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128276235255593
lonely,PurpleDjango,2018/12/28,"To feel alone, no matter who I'm with Growing up they always told you to get a job, find someone special, and be happy. But never did anyone say how lonely you feel when no one is like you.


Does anyone else feel this way? I'm no good at making posts like this, but I need to know that I'm not the only one who feels so hopeless.


I see people on here who just want love, friendship or just someone to talk to. Yet I've thrown away those things so many times because I am lonely. I'm not lonely because no one is there, but no one is there like *me*. How do I even move forward from this?

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lonely,TheMisAdventuresofMe,2018/12/28,“...I just still feel lonely.” I have a boyfriend and we get along great! But I just still feel lonely. I wish I knew more people to talk to..,-0.9139655172413796,1.2045540689655176,0.2581896551724157,106.12452586206899,94.51724137931036,2.9000000000000004,10.698275862068963,3.1291,-2.147282758620689,104,1,26,0,4,32,20,29,0.156,0.623,0.221,0.4753,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,6,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,1,3,5,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689838528315963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063229641848325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40227633136035396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529586066477311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5827798080166379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932729631259301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41958861391759306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,unstableta89,2018/12/28,"I'm too used to being alone, and a person I despise has been trying to act supportive I always need alone time. I get anxious being around people for long periods of time. I hate being around the majority of my family, I hate that the person who has treated me like absolute shit is now trying to act like they're so supportive when I want nothing to do with them. Trying to act like I should trust them, asking about my feelings when they used to slap me around and yell at me just months ago.  

I feel like I'm losing my mind. I haven't seen my friends in over a year, I miss them but I don't know if they even care about me. I'm working at least but I'm still an outsider even among my coworkers, who are all very good people but they're not my friends, as well meaning as they are. Work and earning money has somewhat helped me get back a bit on track, but I'm still depressed and alone.",4.074495495495493,4.496322967567568,4.7738513513513485,88.29519144144146,70.67567567567569,7.68018018018018,25.68693693693693,7.492282038375204,1.0625045045045045,699,19,153,7,12,225,102,185,0.14800000000000002,0.715,0.13699999999999998,-0.2929,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,6,4,17,20,4,0,6,0,14,1,1,2,1,27,37,14,0,4,7,0,2,4,2,1,0,1,0,2,3,8,0,0,4,0,1,3,3,7,1,0,2,4,28,13,23,31,5,25,0,3,1,0,14,9,1,2,17,99,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322899944325252,0.0,0.0,0.3618321097099457,0.0,0.0,0.0968986391075522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315593054017472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110049079890338,0.10886830042436567,0.0,0.0,0.08954555160227456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713705846219114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873210227825895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030122705840702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383287406347454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978199367837896,0.0,0.1177647750995172,0.08319440213353117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799433671291612,0.0,0.1216842923729414,0.0,0.0,0.0976756688989503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299474393722103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780563248753949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399979689704166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275731870271826,0.0,0.0,0.1030576810206004,0.0,0.13028167644456826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268519986728774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758483566931835,0.0,0.0929520709537912,0.0,0.0,0.08634879307988096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174027195659933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614683850946357,0.20336540500602607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953784206270493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599982762644693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643000986507097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358099421827178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371928424981644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20115686414404066,0.0,0.0960863317242967,0.06868729023883109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470568007124513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955906678053245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499223453838144
lonely,ghosty54,2018/12/28,"Friends would be nice. I feel as if I’m in a hole, trying to crawl out, but I’m just stuck. I can’t sleep anymore, I’m always in pain for some reason, I have absolutely no motivation for anything. I feel so alone, I need friends more than anything right now tbh ",1.4541818181818194,3.2114387818181878,3.0745454545454542,92.6118181818182,79.36363636363637,5.854545454545455,23.72727272727273,6.742157984588678,0.5242000000000004,203,7,47,2,5,67,41,55,0.217,0.591,0.192,-0.382,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,2,0,11,11,4,0,3,3,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,5,3,8,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738534935808297,0.0,0.0,0.22001389703171875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622279563871999,0.0,0.0,0.4351809135819477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673916511247401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.408571697308909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605986879138151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28135548035729224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718619603411567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258083855732719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646052780649551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951996748591592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878323473661293,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kokuo_,2018/12/28,18M) I just want attention. I'm so damn lonley </3 Would someone be willing to waste their time on a dumb soft dog like me? ,0.16555555555555654,2.253401851851855,1.905185185185185,97.43333333333337,86.03703703703705,5.0814814814814815,20.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.0020222222222221475,98,3,23,1,3,32,26,27,0.306,0.573,0.121,-0.7777,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332554663407477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5779686236154125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39775692564700577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023394010383092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845673314845867,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BasedNaru,2018/12/28,"Annoyed, lonely, and distaste. Hi guys,

This is a rant and an explanation for current struggles. As a person in my early 20's, I have went to plenty of parties, attended conventions, went to several car meets, and also attended clubs but I never made any long lasting friends or connections.

 Most of these connections just go stagnate and never go anywhere. I attempt to keep communication constant, but it seems like people who I met don't get back to me due to other obligations in their life, or they just had some other intentions in our relationship. 

I have went from meeting people from parties to trying to get some meaningful connections from a number of dating websites, but it never really works out. These usually just end up in the person I'm connecting with just wanting to get laid or get engage in something more lewd, but it feels like no one wants to be friends anymore and be more wholesome. 

Since I'm so used to guys wanting to get more involved with me sexually, I grew a distaste for lewd engagements. I just wish that I was back in high school to make friends again. Since everyone is in a different stage of life in adulthood, it is really difficult to find people in the same wavelengths and similar expectations. 

Ultimately, it feels like at this rate I would never find a friend who I can enjoy hobbies with. I guess my only best friend is my brother. I just hate feeling lonely and doing things on my own. 

Thanks for listening and reading. 

Shalom",7.468455882352941,7.923710698529415,7.525294117647058,71.3888235294118,63.33823529411765,10.623529411764707,36.48529411764706,10.411451182825502,3.9759294117647057,1178,53,197,26,16,380,153,272,0.09300000000000001,0.7240000000000001,0.183,0.9827,2,4,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,2,3,11,19,2,1,9,0,14,2,0,4,4,52,43,18,0,6,13,1,3,3,5,1,2,1,0,4,15,12,0,1,7,2,0,9,6,6,0,1,7,4,21,13,40,33,9,40,1,2,0,0,22,14,0,8,19,140,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942061193441495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753628106092015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984918615331075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527312137698957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422292111729384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732212778069987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376100180531188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796188654135256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489787730967243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064698959175749,0.1418985286187266,0.0,0.0,0.1815406609397833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836450887246062,0.0,0.2594348538020805,0.0,0.11288379242952035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940452361071082,0.19667107123556896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805107816686086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492969227577503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827400392211894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095339264983502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029549155806942,0.14555802237331156,0.0,0.0,0.08788892596529174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939724112463428,0.06629223349769282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063853931361218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729709438804844,0.07553205138794547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065534970723958,0.17343265293252058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933992768595368,0.0,0.1272449685440858,0.0,0.0,0.10662505115148294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051011086037244,0.0,0.0904108727523602,0.0,0.11219548060845744,0.0,0.1643055660449901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645603955227552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382356529681848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143411530288133,0.0,0.0,0.065979178929357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742704333912837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577459033175731,0.10937929611588168,0.0,0.17573223383564435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761925829916558,0.0,0.0,0.11420510873956398,0.0,0.0,0.07230108478784475,0.0,0.0,0.0705491428263535,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sofakingstupidfat,2018/12/28,Bored and lonely I’m 30/F bored and lonely. Anybody want to talk? ,-2.522142857142857,-2.834855357142853,0.10357142857143133,100.55392857142859,138.28571428571428,1.4,10.642857142857142,3.1291,-1.9326571428571429,51,1,11,0,4,17,11,14,0.526,0.4,0.07400000000000001,-0.7845,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8062134510660232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5916247724024181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,normalaverageman,2018/12/28,"Doesn't Make Sense I'm Male 21 and everything seems to be looking up for me now. I'm in university in which I like what I'm studying, I have met new friends and even gotten much closer with older ones, my grades aren't too bad, i pretty well have a job lined up for me after university, I'm not unattractive and in pretty good shape, and my family is pretty good. What i don't understand is why do I still feel all alone. I don't have a gf I guess which is probably the only thing missing in my life but still every time I get to my bedroom it just feels so lonely and that saddens me because I don't understand. Anyway thanks for reading",3.0203731343283597,4.150329992537312,4.518089552238809,86.53698507462688,73.70149253731344,7.44955223880597,24.59402985074627,7.908726449838941,1.192644179104478,505,15,108,7,10,169,83,134,0.151,0.7509999999999999,0.098,-0.8395,1,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,3,0,13,1,0,1,1,17,30,7,0,0,3,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,7,6,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,3,1,1,2,3,16,6,13,27,2,15,0,2,1,0,4,8,0,2,8,71,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641598698590562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416106060974736,0.09794901633880683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612760261384828,0.0,0.13537980203702782,0.0,0.14440879338951346,0.0,0.15147477247870447,0.0,0.16248923813922644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414094370883062,0.0,0.08394865079342048,0.0,0.0,0.26954146536122986,0.0,0.0,0.1770070985686202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945007365023356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134930123699246,0.07850011548384088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493070376636498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725512549017954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811826361774035,0.0,0.0,0.15518571312448584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888090388394896,0.1222043552119379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904078749541632,0.17324018063689006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072344900723765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627700699009538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566384579727585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793252532719975,0.0,0.0,0.10674863015519732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936937807521558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345470240908676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447058697517062,0.0,0.14498867780039246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lindavickylp,2018/12/28,I’m uncomfortable I’m incredibly shy and i suck at conversation which makes it very hard to meet new people and talk to them. I’ve gone on a couple dates in the past and I can’t bring myself to talk about anything. My mind goes completely blank when i think about talking to someone.  I wish i knew how to be talkative and open with people. ,1.9972670807453448,4.290915724637685,3.4745755693581764,87.70826086956524,80.15942028985508,6.8414078674948255,21.45134575569358,7.957251820313856,0.9777519668737068,271,8,57,5,7,89,51,69,0.147,0.813,0.040999999999999995,-0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,12,11,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,8,0,11,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,4,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940658084648172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472604810172576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260938468133708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112549769934139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741658184446525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381183883447749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277635161910195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251238821160433,0.3269859706696907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981574137234315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5686472529423747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110863829983345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458225477727187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27118980457316033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tokyo_Juul,2018/12/28,"my first (and probably only) post to this sub. Geez, i dont even know where to start. Ill start by saying thank you for this sub. This sense of anonymity is what encouraged me to post in the first place. I HATE being the pity party, after being treated like a poor puppy when my older passed away a few years ago. Since then, ive kind of kept my emotions surpressed, never venting or telling anyone how i felt; shutting my emotions away. My friends always come to me for relationship advice because im rational, even though i havent had a girlfriend in like 3 years. (yeesh) Speaking of friends, although i have a few school friends, i feel as though our friendship is really superficial, since we dont even as much as contact each other outside of school. I have no-one to talk to, and making friends is hard. not because im socially awkward, but because i just cant bring myself to care enough to carry on a conversation. (im constantly spacing out or thinking) I never realized how pitifully lonely i am until this winter break, because i spend all day listening to music and taking naps. I feel bad about myself, but i have no idea how to express how i feel, or anyone to vent to. Ive tried crying, Ive tried art, and Ive tried finding a job, but not many places are head-over-heels about an inexperienced 15-year-old. seems the only thing that helps me forget my loneliness is weightlifting, but lately that hasnt been helping either Nothing seems to work out and i feel utterly inferior and undeserving of anyone. maybe its because i have basically 0 self esteem and no confidence in myself? anyway, i just wanted to get this out my head and off my chest. thank you if youve read this far. i love you all, and i never wish anyone to be in the same situation as me.",5.874313399778515,6.254251569767443,6.406129568106313,78.31007751937986,66.73255813953489,8.877962347729786,31.206533776301217,8.704169506293173,2.4212498892580285,1396,51,262,20,21,455,187,344,0.134,0.747,0.11900000000000001,-0.7571,1,2,0,0,0,0,49.0,2,3,0,3,16,20,1,1,11,0,24,4,2,5,5,55,49,31,0,3,13,0,7,2,5,0,1,3,0,1,12,15,0,1,12,4,2,3,12,7,0,2,4,10,43,13,42,42,9,42,0,4,0,1,25,17,0,6,21,179,55,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025771291241245,0.07280440301888191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833978447544224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22971233565615165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433003740878085,0.0,0.06857616822114382,0.2503322570281456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373828935828648,0.0,0.0,0.07074880473431623,0.0,0.08875471018406393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021732824246692,0.052967865637142265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251444094207154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477321710204192,0.0,0.08486354262304835,0.0,0.16274076017311678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611212341521267,0.0,0.07885888575977099,0.0,0.07506648014498025,0.13972160896887648,0.0,0.0,0.2538176189191456,0.0,0.0429101914712308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357347324552706,0.08108761171523972,0.16858072725927006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010169942652648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271619108943234,0.2661475511566362,0.0,0.08150259862150905,0.0,0.0,0.08552706453306813,0.045137190436300136,0.0,0.09264763426989188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025036624386933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412666525128425,0.0,0.05482325120840659,0.08326820267805866,0.08251188594658944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060375923379149765,0.0,0.1900340638138924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880715532305275,0.0,0.08618293731573272,0.0,0.0,0.12492904248494592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716193637617149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573180803410919,0.0,0.088551385297811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215348198732099,0.0,0.052615385750587176,0.0,0.0,0.08817823229006751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531407136034324,0.0,0.16624243190945648,0.0,0.1495384218438328,0.08568081227680986,0.0,0.0,0.13587964753876386,0.09231897302450442,0.0,0.08372247256403645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626585159391405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175248322851677,0.06601399257890239,0.07178633791566975,0.1512308518747595,0.0,0.0,0.05456435709161066,0.052626392596030636,0.1613870842360626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728519497007774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048443142797018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444689121736127,0.0,0.0,0.059792532621521476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866950845397482
lonely,rB4AGnng84,2018/12/28,"need help im looking for at least one person who is from a discord server called niha sorry i need help looking for a person who is on the discord server called niha that only had of redditors from this subreddit. if you are on there or know someone on there, please PM me.",4.02809090909091,5.246078672727278,5.219772727272726,82.12965909090909,71.36363636363636,6.954545454545455,26.47727272727273,7.1686216300943375,1.4001818181818178,217,7,40,2,4,72,38,55,0.113,0.758,0.13,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,9,8,1,4,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,2,0,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598891401474938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018807485825073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432442683901912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237587513071446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782064306271285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33395164755402673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525948389504689,0.17126744210800568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39325513209216,0.0,0.2471914292104896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908030900693328,0.0,0.0,0.2520822094786296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mikeyrocks202,2018/12/28,I’m getting worse at getting to know people I want friends so bad. But the whole “getting to know” stage is painful for me. Especially on line. I can’t bring myself to care enough to carry on conversations. This is rough for someone who mostly online dates. I’m sadly left alone,1.7032539682539714,4.427642500000001,2.7148677248677267,89.33833333333332,86.96296296296295,4.567195767195766,22.529100529100532,6.1826913282559595,0.5096433862433862,221,8,42,2,7,70,41,54,0.231,0.649,0.12,-0.7902,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,13,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,9,13,3,7,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27404720939913324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220931083221248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697787213097215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27340393731596424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044303543893366,0.0,0.4147298687963373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908359751013576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874901518888357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815545028579693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344126662849847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22419587369197616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606873773222715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954179690173592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26965139140009425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dovahlynne,2018/12/28,"Home alone every night while my husband works.... My husband works nights and we share a car. I stay on his schedule so that I can have time with him on his days off so basically I'm up alone all night every night he works and it's lonely and depressing. Here looking for actual human conversation.

28 year old  sarcastic polyamorous crazy cat lady. ",3.05201298701299,5.738707621212125,3.6416883116883128,85.7468181818182,78.84848484848484,6.8017316017316025,23.064935064935064,7.957251820313856,1.3596389610389616,277,9,52,5,7,87,51,66,0.19399999999999998,0.775,0.032,-0.8519,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,4,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,1,6,4,1,16,0,2,1,0,10,4,0,0,10,27,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.170381493954021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616596893135495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260062615433213,0.0,0.15038014721022225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942110192104803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751350348629711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661751339772156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6553898581877943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321018959023752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609717973029855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018089194769081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813261039434187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243474880858967
lonely,EasternMembership,2018/12/28,Why do all my friends leave me? Even the scummiest people I know have friends. I kept getting left by people. It’s always like this: they start talking to me less and less and then block me off everything.,2.6454999999999984,5.05386455,2.765000000000004,93.05,78.5,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.01225,162,6,33,2,4,49,33,40,0.086,0.7190000000000001,0.195,0.7063,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,3,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472767187431912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962839142200388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670853059540223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591994871456602,0.0,0.15526375198711592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332179608183672,0.0,0.0,0.3146696316716764,0.3228858324418857,0.0,0.0,0.1451866390495735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120529742698069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034481235712035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388612080261133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681578071616173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,peachytitt,2018/12/28,"hollow it feels as though everyone in my life has someone other than me. i’m alone almost everyday, and everyone around me is surrounded with their friends. being a young adult and constantly alone is a horrible feeling. i need this pain and hollowness to end",5.489680851063831,7.952804297872338,5.813776595744681,74.30875,69.85106382978725,10.657446808510642,33.026595744680854,10.686352973137794,4.365557446808511,210,10,34,7,4,67,39,47,0.20600000000000002,0.706,0.08800000000000001,-0.7351,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,9,8,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,6,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24163025757951864,0.4998345990187036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214810970759562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607629903721796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137229763108215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611510185077142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24402025508839345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643022207284105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043955739105313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892323486476758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25676357432444746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20445538357091414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237079128564372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JJ32Moose18,2018/12/28,"Next week I meet with my therapist I have no idea how I'm going to tell him that I can't think of ways to make friends. Last time we met he told me to come up with ideas.... well I can't, it seems so useless to talk about honeslty, because I've repeatedly told him that. I'm trying to join a adult softball league in the spring and I've had that planned for a little bit, but other then that I have no other options. I've heard/tried all the regular cliches and nothing came of it.

I don't like hearing ""you need to go out and make friends, and approach them first"". I have a lot and it has ended mostly in hurt. If someone wants to get to know me they can come up to me also. But that's never happened. 

Therapy is fucking useless just in general since I got this new therapist (I can't change). My old one retired and he became my friend and this new one I don't hate but it doesn't help. He hasn't done one thing to improve my quality of life or hasn't given me a suggestion so I can improve my life. 

I wish I had more friends, and I wish I could talk to my current friends more then I currently can. ",1.8642551293487948,3.1440864067796634,3.354210526315793,93.13780107047282,76.88135593220339,6.493844781445137,25.55664585191793,7.0608816371341465,0.8722237288135601,856,31,200,9,19,282,128,236,0.08900000000000001,0.745,0.166,0.9636,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,2,2,7,12,2,0,6,0,20,3,0,3,2,40,46,19,0,6,6,0,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,1,14,15,0,0,5,0,0,6,11,5,1,4,9,1,32,7,24,36,6,30,0,3,0,1,25,7,1,6,17,129,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722797131438577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664916665190302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908265080928608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475379074559947,0.0,0.0,0.1153878570999888,0.1879184882867585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708824403404765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111622533309376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660888690110392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092779919169749,0.0,0.0,0.4213589140034552,0.10083892752212928,0.05698766462310172,0.0,0.12398071442754136,0.0,0.08723797499706616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964554730610414,0.0,0.0,0.10768988585414556,0.0,0.0,0.12293648571076195,0.0,0.07311128785756116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676802497310143,0.24626686676420134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059945271331113124,0.08891143041926296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408709168938087,0.053288983346215915,0.10932272397713988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273244393275866,0.0,0.0,0.14561804300068845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087841026456248,0.08412607140855982,0.21069240041981005,0.116003475032524,0.0,0.0,0.10466128403229888,0.0,0.11445682621284985,0.0,0.22173799253787302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929861811520622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022872559582913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241967040080076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534218051861375,0.09533715906165584,0.0,0.12473781700339115,0.2532910930275836,0.07246519243328561,0.06989144323900298,0.0,0.0,0.06360304429327121,0.0,0.0,0.20845342583358395,0.0,0.1481107752495351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433580183058323,0.08657938574686531,0.08749412115672771,0.0,0.09807234875880746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508638426839989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GhostJackal,2018/12/28,"What if... I’m at an airport bar and drinking a lot of $10 bud lites (who charges $10 for garbage!) waiting for my flight and I’m realizing, what if I’m lonely because I refuse to take chances? Maybe I’m just a bitch bitch.",-1.396938775510204,0.611918693877552,0.8665306122448975,101.31775510204085,96.75510204081631,3.6163265306122447,23.3265306122449,5.288315135182226,-0.06174285714285688,172,8,43,1,7,57,34,49,0.29100000000000004,0.6729999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9168,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,6,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,3,0,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32001205105907243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142630469072879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44630404284045533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273950343433279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947062006820554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,extrasnakes,2018/12/28,"I just feel utterly alone and wants someone to talk to If you’re interested in talking to someone and holding actual intelligent conversation about video games or anything else with a girl please message me, I feel like my head is melting",10.788837209302322,9.624224744186053,10.083372093023259,61.0636627906977,57.37209302325582,13.251162790697675,47.08139534883721,12.161744961471696,5.93026511627907,196,11,31,5,2,63,37,43,0.049,0.727,0.22399999999999998,0.8024,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,4,4,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.2682544176983219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847046563282956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22621225462915776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22963654692830915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779867700174329,0.1963825185679531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28211795078228785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429808521011435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30174828181961844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658292949572209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418946960805213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213810911290807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BlorgusPorgus,2018/12/28,"I wanna talk to new people Im really needing someone to talk to right now, so a pm would be appreciated  ",1.625454545454545,3.4252515454545467,5.863636363636362,72.61545454545455,79.0,8.036363636363637,24.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,2.113745454545455,82,3,16,2,2,32,18,22,0.0,0.845,0.155,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800885257758391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609130119267821,0.0,0.3398458785465448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439478375049281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22542199974590066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30050181284644606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981450115880791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5656522709493261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499639716719461,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,escapingblurryface,2018/12/28,"I just need a friend Life is hard, I feel so lonely. I just left my girlfriend and my heart is ripped. ",0.7690909090909095,2.356187727272733,1.5727272727272743,103.37909090909092,80.81818181818181,4.4,15.545454545454547,3.1291,-1.4189818181818181,78,1,20,0,2,24,17,22,0.187,0.67,0.14300000000000002,0.0018,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21987110147372516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359607853888881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895364232099199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5152943651525838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47246123262202794,0.0,0.30714444753522835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322432649820057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ColorfulFlowers,2018/12/28,"sorry if not the place to post this [https://youtu.be/TpkEZ9nelhE](https://youtu.be/TpkEZ9nelhE) 

I'm lonely and starting to document my journey with severe mental illness.  Worth a shot I guess.  ",11.678888888888883,16.626370962962966,7.149629629629632,59.83333333333337,61.5925925925926,6.562962962962962,27.51851851851852,7.793537801064563,2.2849851851851852,164,5,18,2,3,44,25,27,0.303,0.633,0.063,-0.7351,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086134108213525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738030579016252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875355008973155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552416215097846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190373167136068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152178371937795,0.2625411494780977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,aloserslullaby,2018/12/28,"Drowning It’s like I’ve been drowning for years. I know the feeling, I’m used to it, I’ve found some happiness in the deep, even though it’s hard. He comes along, pulls me up, and I get to breathe air, for the first time. I really like breathing air and I’m enjoying every minute of that feeling. then he forces my head back into the water and I have to get used to drowning again. Breathing air was so nice but now my lungs are again filled with that dense and dreary liquid. I’m trying to swim up to the surface for oxygen again, but my swimming skills aren’t cutting it and I’m probably not getting back up there anytime soon.",1.6413059033989228,3.8253313178294586,2.5497674418604674,94.45610017889092,80.78294573643413,5.209540846750151,22.326177698270726,6.297961479604792,0.3058438878950511,496,16,106,4,13,156,77,129,0.048,0.8490000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.5801,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,11,6,1,0,5,0,5,6,5,2,0,19,19,10,3,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,4,2,0,5,2,1,0,1,3,3,8,5,17,16,1,26,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,1,13,63,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384938018578133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896006792678332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537705519906874,0.0,0.1854476730732054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258306378757828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722091538066732,0.0,0.24133340411201484,0.0,0.0,0.3449868085126218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23430550843700956,0.19717054663793535,0.0,0.22589088621252335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096376750253462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150640425441679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373100558464841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100468432948168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625171556693876,0.0,0.128344800040157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943661930349825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801995213360347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174018767262112
lonely,OshikuruDemon,2019/06/21,"What is it like after school? I’m slightly afraid for myself after school ends. I know I’ll be fine in life, but I can’t shake the feeling of impending dread. I know that after I graduate next year I’ll be lonelier than ever - I already feel lonely most of the time anyways, and not having people to talk to is likely going to drive me insane.

Speaking of which, if anybody wants to add me on Discord, my name is Skips#1361",4.105450980392156,5.145863094117646,5.205588235294119,82.97348039215687,71.0,7.0784313725490176,27.10784313725491,7.1686216300943375,1.4314313725490195,333,11,63,3,6,110,63,85,0.213,0.733,0.054000000000000006,-0.9485,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,2,0,7,1,0,0,1,13,14,3,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,0,3,9,3,14,12,1,13,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,10,43,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919707047152082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23433942515837705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393278357857464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26755928300966325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036696044027678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908125924083175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868807396972661,0.2585209316697731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813839236479723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834265182782404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5355383457027489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126594514581805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427877616751276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156056190084412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038090114319845
lonely,limegreenbanana,2019/06/21,It’s been so long... I have been single for almost 3 years now. I’ve been looking to try and get back into the dating world for about a year and a half.  And it’s just not working.  Every guy I meet either wants in my pants or lives too far away.  I’m not terribly picky in who I date simply because my high standards before clearly weren’t all that high at all.  So I’m opening up my horizons and the only thing I look for in a guy now is that he is taller than 5’8”.  But I don’t want him to be terribly far away either.  It’s so hard to meet new people after you’ve been out of school for a while.  I’ve gotten to the point where every month when I ovulate I get really depressed and feel so lonely.  I don’t know how to meet new people anymore and because of it I am getting really lonely.  Meeting people just for casual sex is not helping at all.  I need more connection.,2.356244239631337,3.3735895860215064,4.182826420890937,88.73709677419356,75.18279569892474,6.604608294930878,22.425499231950845,6.868970318607317,0.5540596006144396,677,17,148,6,14,230,107,186,0.079,0.855,0.066,-0.4908,1,5,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,14,6,0,0,7,0,13,1,0,1,4,30,26,15,0,3,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,6,4,14,1,25,19,7,33,0,3,2,1,10,19,0,2,14,100,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637276644490352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496594414873612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746717333932271,0.11239925949461753,0.0,0.1782133824798709,0.0,0.12438383483641614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589998549386427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463168426012592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391027962242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291106164981913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894717094855996,0.0,0.0,0.13094374735737174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979777661522923,0.308883021870409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033374802339906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907486696969486,0.12935993831829548,0.24549973054774105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667518661453967,0.0,0.0,0.10838662811013428,0.0,0.2823527165684083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111723849311522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30401722796413794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381822631415017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728640840003855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479365187190641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711192192704672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924297141575304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243515554692002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641686385148216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882633247355337
lonely,KOEK03,2019/06/21,"I don't know how to feel anymore So the title seems a bit dramatic, but at the moment I just feel like crying. 
I don't have many friends (probably could've gathered that because we're all on r/lonely). However the friends that I have, I care for deeply and I would've liked to think that they care for me aswell. Well turns out that might not be the case. I went in Instagram just to look things and found several pictures of all my friends, all the people that I hanging out and all partying and having fun without me. I don't know what to do, I probably won't do anything and just sit thinking about it. 

Thanks for reading I wanted to express my feelings about to a friend but they were all there and I don't have anyone else to talk to about it. I just needed to get it off my chest somehow.",2.827387429643526,4.261831579268296,3.648292682926833,91.37550656660416,74.67073170731706,6.7534709193245765,26.03001876172608,7.321109707123232,1.0883776735459665,625,22,136,7,13,199,93,164,0.08,0.723,0.19699999999999998,0.97,1,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,12,11,0,0,7,0,14,1,1,1,5,35,32,10,0,2,8,0,3,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,9,1,0,2,7,0,1,0,3,4,20,11,23,26,6,10,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,3,3,97,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441735253041837,0.10164999522443204,0.14895447537764922,0.11963172676288172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861961255584264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871249630690634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29644021298405976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607058220231448,0.0,0.1596882633022358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144265429799643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22051880457763015,0.10385635314427256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593968348230384,0.4492672921079487,0.0,0.07595274752086682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978924872931846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204634369586208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207888487926495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738803434990946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422053133812771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779416063705767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078513213610192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134789559098988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454149343408673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234448052496334,0.0,0.1642330412963222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684739543871192,0.0,0.13384231479729342,0.0,0.0,0.09658108471960757,0.18630162079142454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812690022839435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574629168098814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307101175898419,0.13476463176059872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013688452939613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327065069274492,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lokemi,2019/06/21,"My bestfriend forgot my birthday A couple days ago It was my birthday. I dont have much friends but even the most irrelevant people celebrated my bday. 
she can post IG stories and snaps 969596 times but somehow forgot my birthday
Maybe we are not best friends as much as I think.Now I feel more lonely.",3.136609195402297,5.772991051724138,3.438620689655174,87.6267816091954,78.13793103448276,5.2459770114942526,26.90804597701149,6.42735559955562,1.107645977011495,243,10,45,2,6,75,45,58,0.203,0.7140000000000001,0.083,-0.7848,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,8,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,10,3,2,5,5,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430679299851379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877632927956989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034047915400105,0.0,0.1768408080045927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32136852107625485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111111443460406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864728062360387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237032422917652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754777525063386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40314734022075904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010058382175668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626144748953405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570075133484422,0.0,0.0,0.15989228654638588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fresh_and_gritty,2019/06/21,Am I Really just a big dumb (M)Aninal? I've been on here for a day and already I've been told my children will be future rapists. I've been told I'm toxic and have a skewed view of what mutual sexual attraction should look like. I feel like I have no grasp of what a good relationship should be like as I've seemingly never been in one. I dont ever feel like I'm doing something new. I always feel like I'm just flailing and will eventually get back in a rut. I've grown up in such a cloud of selfishness. All these thoughts and feelings of pain and loneliness and it's like the world is just spitting in my face. It's gotten bad. I try to think good thoughts but they aren't reliable. I'm tired and I want to feel good. Last time I felt good was when I was wrapping my dad's hand made fathers day gift. That was short lived. Was told by baby momma that I waste my time tinkering and am gonna tinker my whole away and never amount to anything. I just want to feel like I more than a pile of flesh floating through this life.,2.541830065359477,3.8655656666666687,3.7328867102396543,90.93019607843138,75.2037037037037,7.304575163398693,23.35403050108933,7.928766900206844,0.9350716775599128,808,23,183,12,17,263,122,216,0.085,0.7240000000000001,0.191,0.9644,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,9,17,2,0,8,0,22,8,4,1,4,35,47,12,0,4,5,3,8,7,0,5,3,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,12,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,16,10,18,12,21,24,4,23,0,0,2,1,9,10,1,1,19,103,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245582737343061,0.0,0.09391946211765967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288494472145974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604799395613834,0.0867924474375749,0.09424432463251918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455876247882673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228643375118218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210018197242546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34243218797358044,0.32254626366460665,0.10837587783755936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897153661337625,0.0,0.0,0.3786904076037552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200664229696663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972560929901126,0.3860086699976703,0.0,0.099669016124752,0.0,0.0947849770332516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680325733505036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410938781296462,0.10901354431429146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648573442460897,0.0,0.12010493762220426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723093987892818,0.0,0.0,0.12118346890814652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275543194420923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689522763989167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232452551248697,0.0,0.17921726831174345,0.1316344258031709,0.12973102530947406,0.0,0.3235652552626002,0.0,0.07663342640227068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315095883627945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601878634918062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RealDrag,2019/06/21,"My parents are so controlling I currently don't have a job. So I still have to live with my parents. They controlled every aspect of my life and still control me. I have to get a haircut if they feel my hair is a bit long. That's how controlling they are. When I was young they never let me have friends, I got used to it and now I'm so lonely and don't even want any friends. They never really allowed me to go out as a kid. Now I barely even get out of my room. They keep giving me dumb suggestions as if I don't know how to do it. They never really trust on me anything. They even created my bank account for me, because they thought I'm dumb enough to create one. I can't even have a debit card so I can work online. I can't think anything past them. It's crippling my life. I can't speak to people, even online. I feel like it's getting worse everyday. I keep crying most of the days. I don't know what to do with my life. I feel like I don't need anyone in my life anymore.",0.7326886792452818,2.4589191556603787,2.7930566037735858,93.9175094339623,81.5,5.749433962264153,20.97735849056604,6.742157984588678,0.2587350943396225,759,22,176,8,20,256,101,212,0.1,0.812,0.08800000000000001,-0.5396,5,2,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,10,5,16,8,2,0,6,0,21,5,1,8,3,32,41,14,0,4,2,2,4,2,2,0,4,1,1,1,6,7,0,6,7,0,3,1,11,3,0,1,3,5,41,5,20,37,3,20,0,1,0,0,18,5,2,3,16,121,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200621042534626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501060460139558,0.07403805541777113,0.0,0.17427055252167878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454721194058516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560024740895593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750412667034619,0.0,0.0,0.11631095960048653,0.06828780457439526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940869420401758,0.0,0.34968400473605565,0.0,0.08921364502867804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061765116595902,0.15129016804390555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361474782679278,0.0,0.16596342334299416,0.1015756399115718,0.060177537048265235,0.0,0.08468682402164622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050756616303648,0.18823294388301745,0.0,0.0,0.1163845136093207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827575852347696,0.299162066023305,0.10346124506180236,0.0,0.09349940704297847,0.09370590736860232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851323574917751,0.24499777093342934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175119303873294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351480692100526,0.0,0.10108030784129793,0.07340812148495401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356667532860918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912162631192784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678475670073655,0.0,0.08406177250729878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145163316003646,0.0,0.0,0.06245439246040889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708637555150892,0.0,0.10790702911233503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,N3koChan21,2019/06/21,"Anyone want to chat? I don’t really have anyone to talk to online nor irl. Since I have vacation I have a lot of free time which just makes me feel lonelier, so I’d like to make some friends or in the very least have people to talk to.",1.8455882352941158,2.9769139019607853,3.4962254901960783,92.70551470588238,76.64705882352942,7.452941176470588,18.63235294117647,8.07648339933343,0.3367999999999993,183,3,44,3,4,61,38,51,0.045,0.7559999999999999,0.198,0.7951,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,8,9,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,8,9,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201207097914708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190116585342953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23210342168456566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467698316291835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554059831494264,0.0,0.0,0.40106480385499627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082731098804284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245647513311293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485101803833911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829317561757968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517707255508755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24787761534238054,0.17719525142852513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,insertproperusername,2019/06/21,"I know I'm not lonely but I sure as hell feel like I am It's my birthday and I have no reason to feel unhappy in any way.

People stopped by just to say hi, I got some thoughtful presents, tons of people messaged me unexpectedly and everyone just generallyput a lot of effort into celebrating my birthday.

It was everything I could've wished for and probably more.

So why am I not happy?

I feel lonelier than ever before but what scares me the most about this new kind of loneliness is that I feel no need to change it.

This is horrible, I know it is, but I can't even bring myself to care enough to cry or anything.",2.526618181818179,4.409337240000003,4.417818181818184,83.62890909090913,76.6,7.745454545454546,24.96363636363636,8.575989854853784,1.72092,485,17,100,10,11,165,86,125,0.266,0.602,0.132,-0.9702,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,1,2,0,8,0,0,1,2,28,21,9,0,2,8,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,8,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,5,16,5,15,18,6,8,1,1,0,0,3,2,1,4,5,71,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062827554182555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597321608950758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509420614263966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085641843701936,0.0,0.18765042055530232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162794967455403,0.0,0.19484972754909646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328671975866032,0.0,0.11716150100581303,0.16045541040619876,0.0,0.16949952103699026,0.15942271921014822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587659113897411,0.12672429204207472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187145084431946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883024576897656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847197821858998,0.1949729487711611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666163309729139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080687466120596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152915810576138,0.0,0.17132009615328644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459536490862969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191251654593465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823819172433624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106413100021914,0.17759390828760502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830228562871234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718380756488993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082433441012362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408004148368971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006289317352004,0.0,0.2039846599325405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PopcornPiranha,2019/06/21,"I'm afraid Hey, this might  be my last post. I'm sitting near a train station where noone can see me. I came here with the intention of doing it but the trains look freaking scary. So there's an hour left till the next train I consider to use passes and I have for some reason the strong urge to leave my problem here on reddit. 
Soooooooo... let me explain it to you. My biggest problem is I can't handle problems ... or any other kind of pressure on me. I'm not too sure what other people do, I guess they just fix it or talk / hug each other... I personaly prefer delaying things by eating. Which is perhaps not the best way to act since it creates a more complex  problem: I'm not exactly what you'd call super skinny. Add a little bit of strange body image/ huge expectations and voilà: It's a me. 
Now, that was only part one of the problem. I think it's due to a past friendship that broke apart very sudden, followed by years of having only a single person to talk to that I am totally afraid of social interaction. I can do the basics, yes, but conversation? Hell no. I'll always say something awkward and hate myself afterwards. Also I'm always worried about what people think, like about my articulation flaws, my weight, the way I smell. I even fake illness so I don't have to go to school when I look fat. An invitation somewhere is blank horror for me and there's a big chance I'll cancel any plans with people I haven't pushed away yet 10 min before we're supposed to meet. I'm such a idiot to let them down but I just can't. I don't want them to see me when I'm not at the best possible physical and emotional state of that moment. I'm afraid they might not like what they see. 
I'm also constantly afraid they're talking behind my backs to the point I'm doubting the honesty of my kindergarden friend. I can't live like that anymore.",2.4028276297114046,4.406852790884719,3.7153390632392393,87.96526849077435,77.39142091152814,6.211291594385744,23.03493139883299,7.1686216300943375,0.8285048730484155,1453,45,294,17,34,475,204,373,0.205,0.6679999999999999,0.127,-0.9872,1,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,5,5,22,29,3,7,21,1,25,7,3,3,3,46,50,17,0,8,12,0,1,3,1,2,2,1,0,1,21,10,4,1,6,0,0,6,12,18,0,1,2,8,38,11,37,42,9,44,1,1,5,1,20,14,1,7,22,185,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192793558069292,0.1580796176177238,0.0,0.0,0.12919376353907006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094205174385847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924681826175458,0.07304192652769909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083002473686257,0.0,0.1993735991182716,0.0,0.10370515918411367,0.10551316929503826,0.0,0.0,0.09699604781594623,0.1086439682033441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265111863727404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719912291102824,0.0,0.10685166674758684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274041135396659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338952056140506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398536074772066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464288180686954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378357534977144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354663035501946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891811747088704,0.0,0.07743003688827771,0.0,0.10058135538070802,0.10320759104621363,0.19426869795069154,0.0,0.13922286235119552,0.09520556030153578,0.08387846140769692,0.0,0.15953640052314336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154008189691835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101023606397752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436810528102205,0.14448930017086378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286558915423016,0.09067929913659424,0.1975636149913843,0.0829421490232275,0.0,0.0,0.08979684347739034,0.10708765609281502,0.09097476007409236,0.0,0.0,0.4544659925986599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766618226243033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075540356945448,0.0,0.09613558291777634,0.2270856868404696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857722587886412,0.0,0.0,0.09683097883992564,0.0,0.07312842327030475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952753906612343,0.0,0.0,0.22904959646255785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310754980284075,0.12173231276680725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204140031774705,0.0,0.07837721312271115,0.0560279312287357,0.15079827195518375,0.0,0.11567298955616938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646758974943426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117084754393649
lonely,LawnmowerDog16,2019/06/21,"How do you celebrate your birthday alone? All of my friends are busy on my birthday, and it makes me feel like I'm in high school again where I had no friends so, I couldn't even celebrate my birthday and I feel shitty about it.

But I don't know how I can enjoy my birthday alone, so I figured I'd ask Reddit and hope for the best.",2.8515492957746464,3.564618661971835,3.742366197183099,93.52340845070424,73.64788732394365,6.806760563380282,26.876056338028175,6.742157984588678,0.8789583098591547,259,9,61,2,5,83,47,71,0.115,0.575,0.31,0.9559,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,8,6,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,3,1,14,13,8,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,13,6,5,11,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,41,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5395981958285376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24353202873149624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733783345283584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205757672455654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634329229105436,0.18610101794285286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025228012463151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752322062115443,0.0,0.258734952801814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316380724220432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726698154006047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388555407469924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636395757833921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Greyyyyyyyyyyyy,2019/06/21,"Another friend lost. I've been friends with this guy for about a month now, and we were getting along really well. I've edited three of his videos for him, which he was very pleased with the outcome.

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All of a sudden, poof. He removed me and blocked me. For no fucking reason.

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Seriously, I am so utterly sick and tired of the same fucking cycle over and over again. Do I have a disease?! Am I cursed? What the fuck is wrong with me?",1.1301893939393928,3.750787397727272,1.885909090909092,94.60303030303032,89.79545454545455,4.751515151515153,23.24242424242424,6.42735559955562,0.6186333333333338,353,14,72,4,12,109,63,88,0.22399999999999998,0.6609999999999999,0.115,-0.8791,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,1,5,9,3,0,6,0,8,5,0,1,1,13,13,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,9,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,6,1,1,4,0,9,3,13,9,2,7,0,1,0,3,8,2,3,0,4,51,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541187706899618,0.3971326557817653,0.0,0.17135419955463296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525070505784999,0.4532218138602711,0.0853772557972877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180590339661516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838607235100884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043577907963694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937988935615862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468742026268098,0.16801717353988074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782076182459576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483395699266978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692913040039193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866794395334346,0.3971326557817653,0.0
lonely,R_Amazing,2019/06/21,"I'm that lonely even my dad doesn't want to talk to me Usually I am quite optimistic, but today just struck me down like a brick hitting the wall.   
It all started with waking up from a great dream. I finally found a girlfriend (hooray), all went well until I woke up, basically.   
If you've never felt lonely before, experiencing this makes you feel that, haha..

Work was just horrible, but I am very glad I am at home now.

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How's your day going random stranger?",4.117032967032966,5.701110373626378,5.0404395604395615,82.07956043956045,71.63736263736264,7.837362637362638,25.08791208791209,8.418075326091056,1.5909076923076917,368,11,71,6,7,120,73,91,0.131,0.669,0.2,0.8370000000000001,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,2,6,7,0,0,4,1,5,1,1,2,3,16,16,5,0,2,5,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,2,1,0,5,3,10,5,9,10,2,15,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,2,9,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380140374958629,0.2669249829369526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869243132837366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416699796620985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509098995896916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107253833425768,0.0,0.21091914139595785,0.2406394504666149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408585210701427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484440674110532,0.0,0.0,0.24218866431740685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22034848006219054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732042547767562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466324683896422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942424513289348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336477380902829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554846569006951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765636744764178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822294812162973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24193718229076605,0.1812520383081664,0.12956797432308134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975111089661576,0.20363773179345904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159923507933391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669249829369526,0.0
lonely,238bazinga,2019/06/21,"A Community Coming Together Wow. That's my first impression of this whole subreddit. I've been here almost a week, and the support I've seen in numerous posts is out of this world. Even though most of the posts have few comments, every one is so sincere and heartfelt. There was one I commented on last night about someone who was saying ""tonight will be the day"". Every single comment on there was genuinely against this poor person taking their life. It was the most amazing thing I've ever seen on any subreddit, or any social media for that matter. You are all amazing people. Thank you for your support.",3.9635317779565575,6.607581008849557,4.288930008045053,82.60995172968623,75.19469026548674,6.940949316170556,27.086886564762672,8.00094639256281,1.9914495575221247,486,19,83,8,11,152,80,113,0.027999999999999997,0.738,0.23399999999999999,0.9764,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,1,1,8,9,0,0,6,0,11,1,0,0,2,11,18,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,3,6,9,12,9,6,16,0,0,2,0,11,6,0,4,7,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321728788900787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488507474009583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576118195997793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180000385128386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084947314780067,0.1655061743391386,0.30831899238424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556335623597606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491443706189781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923660210027688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717042594440941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24796941693120997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684784957382586,0.15976170373912768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504679547819558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455045024609492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186514122630964,0.15502926350124835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152627046631229,0.0,0.0,0.1375701156083347,0.0,0.0,0.16845351545595905,0.0,0.0,0.12155664874900016,0.0,0.17976637274559407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676690692351751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042786488778937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Secure-insanity,2019/06/21,"21-ish with birthday loneliness It’s my birthday.  I hate talking about my age. It makes me feel like $hit. 

Anyways, I’m pretty alone.  One friend to spend time with. I’m not going out. Nothing.  Just being fat and all alone.",-0.6040909090909103,0.7269522272727293,0.6078181818181818,98.54172727272729,117.63636363636364,2.6690909090909103,18.03636363636364,4.935628992294339,-0.5320472727272727,174,6,35,1,10,54,36,44,0.204,0.623,0.17300000000000001,-0.1531,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,9,8,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,2,5,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6235147709149184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220058170117404,0.2150428494140902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325609260254813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107191042084682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29718677765546336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705913298716633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092767591230284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28882888583398697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039733473682412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062371584055546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419418369798718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552236807266833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bubblesbc1998,2019/06/21,"21F feeling alone and lost I have friends, a great family, in school for a program I enjoy and am good at, and am currently working at a job I also like. But I feel so alone and lost and I don’t know what I’m doing. I recently started isolating myself and am having the fear when schools over I will lose all my friends. I am very independent and I have travelled quite a bit (10 countries) I want to go on another trip and go places with my friends but they’re all also students who don’t want to/can’t afford to travel. I also feel fomo - fear of missing out all the time. Does anyone actually care or want to spend time with me? Am I pushing everyone away? I get in these slumps where even though things are going good “on paper” or on the surface I feel something is missing or lacking. Any advice or thoughts would be greatly appreciated.",4.1296428571428585,5.25523172619048,5.181904761904762,82.84642857142858,71.02380952380952,7.742857142857144,30.07142857142857,8.07648339933343,2.0370500000000007,662,27,131,9,12,218,105,168,0.115,0.696,0.18899999999999997,0.9011,3,2,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,9,17,0,2,7,0,16,0,0,1,3,32,36,20,0,5,6,0,4,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,6,2,1,7,2,7,0,0,3,4,18,10,17,30,5,26,0,5,0,0,4,13,0,4,7,88,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.11690323457497699,0.0,0.0,0.1170628835691012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481442468601937,0.0,0.2874015179593079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814651227243275,0.12561614219161385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376387585529961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112551918967062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307857792613161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213960829064124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048339455450904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912387054472629,0.0,0.0,0.11446983902381475,0.0,0.0,0.11293263951326607,0.26960673268455165,0.24228903935990195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27766137321665896,0.0,0.06258826181112938,0.0,0.20424781745599485,0.2009577479035116,0.0,0.2641501657445417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188786580975861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583653429605467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852608390570582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402064499030922,0.26154211904568386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516091518933473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741737710213225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828371256368192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24247910567921474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222451321422084,0.0,0.0,0.08479194929871846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958688018195709,0.0,0.11769857852852585,0.09510433299127008,0.13970756705121673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884392421003382,0.21197566361593692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721263079367331,0.0,0.0,0.08509936419597534,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,annieu_u,2019/06/21,"Hello there So another Friday comes by. Once I got home, I usually scroll through social media and see that people celebrate the incoming weekend or post about their travels. I don’t want that feeling of emptiness to creep in so I switch to this sub to know that I’m not really alone. It’s a little comforting. Anyway, how do you spend your weekend?",2.9689978678038367,5.592740313432834,4.1697228144989325,82.2155223880597,78.70149253731344,7.410660980810236,25.989339019189767,8.418075326091056,2.1960891257995736,279,11,49,6,7,91,56,67,0.043,0.794,0.163,0.7153,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,9,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,8,8,0,8,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,3,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29531500748065004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989900627589983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24561950283116024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417337975069322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280493871798184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28601475729213666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567033438344715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857812805564735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036606411056327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976774700440584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730815652987933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826654872525436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272165553348424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290660346336561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140371308815325,0.0,0.1681806596459874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sadsir23,2019/06/21,"Going outside and seeing happy people makes me depressed so I mostly stay at home... ... but staying at home being depressed increases my chances of positive change in my life by exactly 0.

I‘m at a dead end where I don’t know how to go on and that makes me really sad.",10.393396226415096,6.269277113207552,10.552547169811325,66.6054245283019,60.88679245283019,13.618867924528306,41.594339622641506,11.20814326018867,4.5676867924528315,209,8,39,4,2,71,44,53,0.24600000000000002,0.618,0.136,-0.8654,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,1,9,9,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,1,8,8,2,12,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,1,1,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23669864717180736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854324219826448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817677014705268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25432543872414165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381868561038709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488805331922253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296757202212386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580417864849933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298710753872492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512061159633495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334047321549456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830039518665228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769771012879602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,4Lyes,2019/06/21,"Hey there (M17) Hey, someone down to talk a bit? Yesterday was my graduation and I feel like shit; I’m still in love, more than ever actually, with my ex. I just need to vent up a little bit before it gets worse and I am down to listen to your problems :). Have a good day.",-0.9280263157894736,1.1934278421052649,1.8869956140350903,94.22417763157895,95.14035087719299,4.955263157894739,15.896929824561406,6.6274283507984215,-0.2812438596491229,205,5,48,3,8,71,44,57,0.147,0.703,0.15,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,1,8,9,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,3,10,8,3,9,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,5,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.23641776054385236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061514743234125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5289858942972544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624224939843873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21914447905255274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249753460211428,0.17307567811244812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657457039162884,0.0,0.0,0.20320216500431074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183594768843999,0.24281529894172305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21865553350037906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963799887045998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318169138486975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486837160256811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527214361360493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934748340614067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472513321486407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468908915653676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CheeseyLoadedCunt,2019/06/21,I hope you’re all doing okay I know how tough life can be but look how far you’ve come! You’re alive! You’re breathing! And I am so proud of you for making it this far but you’ve still got a long way to go. Sending all of my love for anyone that needs this xxx,-2.239666666666668,-0.4433976333333334,-0.20666666666666691,108.41833333333332,100.33333333333334,2.666666666666667,10.0,3.1291,-2.3255,202,2,55,0,9,65,43,60,0.019,0.69,0.29100000000000004,0.9624,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,1,4,3,1,3,2,12,13,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,4,5,11,2,8,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391694258426351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946459267679468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943949892152743,0.0,0.2735687608676954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397329891338317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798182326540605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24160014455051554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30270362905874465,0.28723598795669386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087136251022502,0.0,0.2283211387301049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25362586050134184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731617006575762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715034969146487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lightswxtch,2019/06/21,"i need help. im bawling my eyes out. i feel trapped in a corner and nobody close to me would even give a fuck about how i feel. i cant even open up to my parents without feeling like shit. they take every opportunity to shred whatever plans i have for my future into millions of pieces. they want me to be a clone of them. they always compare me to other people and lower my self-esteem and on top of that, expect me to consider them the best parents ever! my parents never want to admit that theyre wrong, and i find that very scary.  i cant even communicate with them without creating a huge fight. i dont want to be like my parents. they think everything i am doing is wrong and i should only focus on studying my ass off. studying. studying. studying. they want me to become a studying machine! ive studied more than my brain can retain! if i even have the slightest thought of channeling my energy into something else my parents will make sure i will sound like an idiot for even considering such a thing. they never encourage me to do anything i want, and my self-esteem just lowers from that point. but the funniest part is, they blame me for not trying out new things when its them that throw my thoughts away in the first place. jesus christ my parents sound like the thought police. i think thats a pretty fair analogy tho.",3.454430950728661,5.346382805343513,4.3675225537820985,84.96101318528802,74.0,6.595697432338652,26.03122831367106,7.348242739294969,1.3379175572519078,1053,37,200,12,22,340,144,262,0.138,0.741,0.122,-0.2972,8,1,1,0,1,0,27.0,0,0,11,5,12,14,4,0,13,0,18,5,4,2,4,45,37,11,0,10,6,6,3,4,0,4,0,2,0,0,10,13,0,1,10,1,0,1,8,6,0,2,3,6,46,8,34,28,4,26,2,0,1,2,22,18,3,1,11,148,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532246111025019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449278859524443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504942128580753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997563897787697,0.0,0.0,0.09499839632907164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105370431379568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609238529448042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562042459687122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989482303580925,0.08188331590243904,0.07626960611266526,0.0,0.08135631479215047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731358006088956,0.0646697123613681,0.0,0.0,0.0827364627325605,0.07699889265528502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368713645400673,0.0,0.08683799484044352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067571793562735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778046919257237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690003376171942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060424864356523986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712172295275771,0.1396339725204368,0.0874277627550404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688468877707288,0.0,0.0,0.6030910611613046,0.09802768320694323,0.0,0.06275731150014513,0.0,0.09457736040529123,0.0,0.08557357808146182,0.0,0.0,0.09209452442808036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887064687579685,0.0,0.0929206492774114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968909592319089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531693941608341,0.0,0.06806209665634495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027903501848294,0.11600707962758393,0.0,0.2155956617242754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145923485697755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469102818355118,0.2669643142273805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452205357422734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643050046865567,0.19794557298413795,0.0,0.0
lonely,echointheempty,2019/06/21,"Special Beautiful Dream Girl One thing I've noticed through all the numerous subs revolved with loneliness, is the type of girl everyone longs for. 

You wouldn't have to scroll very far for someone to mention something along the lines of:

""I saw beautiful girl on the subway and it made me sad to think of how she would never like me.""

""Really cute girl smiled at me today.""

""In my dream last night I had a girlfriend, she was blonde and beautiful and held my hand.""

None of these are bad things of course. Everyone has their own dreams and desires and they are all valid.  Nor am I asking anyone to lower their standards. We like what we like and are attracted to what we are attracted to. Loneliness doesn't have to be a competition of whose more virtuous.

And yet...reading these things time and time again makes me so sad. 
Because I'm not *that* girl. 
I'm not beautiful or lovely.
I don't make the guy riding the bus in front of me stop and stare. My smile isn't something anyone thinks about afterwards. No one is doing a double take.

Sure. You may date me because I'm not hideous and you are lonely. And oh yeah, I am a girl. You definitely wouldn't say ""No'"" right?

But I'm not what you wanted. If you had other girls interested in you and were capable of having numerous dates. If you basically, *had the choice.*
You wouldn't pick me.

Because I'm not ***her.*** Your dream girl. I'm the replacement.",1.2534249084249076,3.881594406593408,2.4092582417582453,91.29615842490843,88.45054945054945,6.110256410256411,20.770146520146522,7.492282038375204,0.9206256410256408,1095,36,223,21,36,348,147,273,0.109,0.703,0.188,0.9765,1,2,2,0,0,0,52.0,3,10,3,0,4,14,0,0,12,1,28,2,1,5,4,47,45,19,0,8,9,0,1,3,1,5,0,1,0,9,12,17,0,2,2,4,0,2,16,4,0,2,8,5,34,10,26,31,6,21,0,3,3,1,34,7,0,4,15,148,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941862650580785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668190460331618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100636149238204,0.2869374507920221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29985258679212906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535734604664786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278958227718853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299627282207685,0.0,0.0,0.13885306261949734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160990554063013,0.1484641774829121,0.2094661994772034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101225982562848,0.0,0.0,0.14724161189524174,0.0,0.0,0.17863361963433702,0.0,0.0,0.21264129828743428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569441547737348,0.0,0.10051524348042057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399319018825082,0.0,0.12477452539458385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294229696315854,0.24158118058658065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117684256833406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787799063204926,0.0,0.11797054794311153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31271554281180874,0.20107254141825573,0.0,0.0,0.18298128018694448,0.0,0.14872446077589724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946033040588825,0.09254468486234953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145846236063976,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lorn_silhouette,2019/06/21,"Being lovelorn The feeling that you get when you give so much love and support but you receive nothing back, is the worst feeling in the world. It’s just a painful reminder that you’re alone in this world. Lovelorn is the feeling of unrequited love. When you know that you deserve and need the love of others but none comes.",3.488279569892473,5.993350516129035,2.7141935483870974,94.0079569892473,76.09677419354837,4.778494623655916,29.68817204301075,5.46131890053228,0.985313978494624,260,12,51,1,6,75,39,62,0.145,0.5920000000000001,0.263,0.8305,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,11,15,7,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,4,4,14,3,9,0,0,0,3,10,4,0,0,3,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24435939722401304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142085591434276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323868458400896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578902454586889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326725380889494,0.2263321025845035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129664709453981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6388265919761669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734407145704255,0.17494416715754038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263877480872288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25105341796739944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677383145085177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dkwhattocallthis,2019/06/21,"Anyone want to talk? Hi, I have very few humans in my life with whom I could talk, I feel like the more time I spend alone the harder it is to talk to people but then I don't have anyone I could talk to. I'm just looking for people who also need some human connection in their life. Please message me if you want to talk.
I would prefer if you are 20+ (I'm 26)",-0.1216249999999981,1.5994520875000011,2.0275,98.3375,84.375,4.5,13.75,5.148860815047168,-1.25425,277,3,68,1,8,93,53,80,0.022000000000000002,0.878,0.1,0.5673,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,0,14,15,5,0,9,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,12,1,9,12,3,4,0,0,1,0,14,2,0,3,3,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120481542044398,0.0,0.13991469255571934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446708776095411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793811367072727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846455481263589,0.12499078338878285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24715750848798104,0.08547615643404294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469215410933178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972992190516908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425891577789929,0.0,0.0,0.1920525024624468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7031273027917272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202003157710957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443595430362947,0.2063907665812513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428589239239407,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pasta_Bin426,2019/06/21,"went live like 3 times tonight nothin nasty, just instagram. i just went live because i was bored and incredibally sad. i would talk to the camera as if it were a person, and it actually helped a lot. i mean, no one ever came on the live except for like 1 friend who left less than a minute later because she's busy hanging out with her other friend. so yeah that was fun. idk why the camera makes me feel less lonely. does that make me an attention seeker or e-girl or some shit? idc anymore",1.836666666666666,4.076669080808081,2.9316060606060614,91.67740909090912,80.41414141414144,5.576161616161617,18.990909090909085,6.742157984588678,0.06573454545454549,385,9,81,4,10,123,77,99,0.16399999999999998,0.677,0.159,0.0924,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,1,0,7,1,4,1,1,2,1,20,11,7,0,2,6,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,4,0,1,6,1,8,5,8,4,4,11,0,2,0,0,8,3,1,5,6,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.1773731650364162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025873028622105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160044715656946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788692223400412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906085740221396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441383151752662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190415885656232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808572220996997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183101228776752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748458021733692,0.0,0.0,0.17759913619642365,0.0,0.4814966391268029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452726722934107,0.0,0.0,0.2426546448026053,0.0,0.0,0.1979917378087423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316640783831515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870727449535615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865757365395169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460931408495078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059866882105752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369897678148919,0.1640116309186313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911827140544965,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bscott144,2019/06/21,"What’s the difference between friendly and romantic feelings? Advice needed! For reference I am up late at night thinking over my problems and I wanted some help! 


My problem: I have been a lesbian since I was very young or at least I assumed so..... starting to think I was just confused and lonely at the time I thought I had found myself. 


Back story: when I was around 11 I had a best friend we did everything together. She told me she was bisexual and I remember thinking it was kinda weird and I would never be able to like girls. Then my best friend told me she liked me . Nobody had ever liked me before... I was so touched, so when she asked me to date her I did. We dated til we were 13 and then had to break up because of her parents which was a huge deal. They brought the school into this to make sure we had no classes together, this definitely had to of put me in some depression. I was a very quiet kid and did not have any friends but had no desire to make any. 


Present time: All of that happened years ago and I’ve just assumed I’ve been a lesbian ever since. I know I’m attracted to men but for some reason I’ve never admitted it. But the one thing striking my problem is my best friend who is STRAIGHT. I felt myself start to fall for her which I knew would only end badly for me because I have a very hard time connecting with people. So I started to think into myself a little
 ( I haven’t really “seriously” dated since I was 13). Do I even like women? Or have I just been wanting a friend all these close friend , but don’t know really how? I truly don’t know the difference between friendly and romantic feelings.",3.019041794087664,4.718196510703365,4.253211009174315,86.14038735983692,74.71865443425077,7.046279306829766,26.4841997961264,7.793537801064563,1.5193049949031607,1277,47,256,18,27,419,158,327,0.086,0.708,0.20600000000000002,0.9927,1,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,4,0,1,3,15,26,0,1,13,0,37,2,0,4,7,71,65,25,0,9,10,1,5,4,8,2,0,1,0,4,11,18,0,0,19,0,0,3,8,9,0,1,30,6,52,17,31,32,9,44,0,2,0,2,32,14,0,9,30,190,63,2,0.08397789537894639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206222744066967,0.07444133731717224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421569716484235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475813123499528,0.07850799599673132,0.0,0.0,0.06457381790028466,0.07011803488238688,0.1023842911367227,0.0,0.07145900370322678,0.0,0.2643888605273589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657752267868182,0.072330038235871,0.0,0.0,0.17547805377417824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437948934582972,0.0,0.0,0.05546660788339989,0.15192562839100288,0.0,0.0,0.07547391744064395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492349431404962,0.0,0.08063194905639122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207742773931883,0.5190489092287804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426137554234377,0.0,0.0752276993198582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628861309444631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845616526571694,0.0,0.09473072380710723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410943117924168,0.0841679129544121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121117945289826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226854534344014,0.12953785997855205,0.0,0.0,0.07880756599449397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690559527378889,0.06386897362458464,0.0,0.0,0.09324751470443599,0.0,0.0,0.05821969885262952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24106651324545034,0.0,0.0844209797061834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107596780313322,0.0863432629482816,0.0,0.0,0.0951305849520134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499011348935404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084021485832712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831995974322104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914817255708806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055791182172014835,0.2152385779201306,0.0,0.06666906850894269,0.1469045583834269,0.0,0.0,0.1604889556564552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078716756929377,0.09906467697349276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119310974867354,0.0,0.0,0.05407901130058899
lonely,Owmyflushot,2019/06/21,"Need something like church, but not church I would really like to find a wholesome community to belong to. If I hadn’t been so traumatized by religious zealots when I was younger (and if I was an actual believer) then I would honestly look for a church.

I need someplace safe to belong that is wholesome. No sexual exploitation, nobody trying to get in my pants, no cruelty, no toxic “us versus them” type of groups, no politics, no agenda, no scheme to make money or gain power, no multi-level marketing, no cults, no hate, no getting drunk, no drugs, no narcissistic power trips, no camaraderie based on hurting others. (Yes, I know that all of those things can exist in churches, but there are some that are legitimately just plain wholesome places that just want to do good and praise Jesus.)

I wish I could find a community that was like a good church - a safe and welcoming, inclusive kind of church - but that wasn’t actually church.

I just want a wholesome place to belong.",7.8072067039106114,7.872337458100564,7.739603351955306,71.45532681564248,62.687150837988824,11.405810055865922,32.98379888268156,11.00357731598739,3.661958212290504,771,27,135,19,10,248,106,179,0.257,0.541,0.20199999999999999,-0.8987,2,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,1,4,6,13,1,0,7,1,14,2,0,1,1,30,25,12,0,10,11,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,3,1,2,3,1,1,1,16,2,0,0,6,1,13,11,16,16,2,8,9,1,1,0,5,5,0,4,5,91,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.3263541192369209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839328250835813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350703164754069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391552922238545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056617262431001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747251659220821,0.0,0.0,0.2805028836854945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650895268163697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900639263561136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412798718677355,0.09189661963553278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450774176806371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041791845813198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161685995038133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479746054949103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494067584015805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712177795208996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872975624458566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108976701555083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352755000348135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113824364758684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972546817618128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922882207347204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375685168230937,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chodeprincess,2019/06/21,"A note to self You’re probably so lonely, because you say up later than everyone else. The night is lonely. Just go to sleep.",-0.4667999999999992,1.3307559200000014,1.936,90.08800000000004,109.8,5.2,17.0,6.742157984588678,0.5802,98,3,19,2,5,33,22,25,0.23600000000000002,0.764,0.0,-0.7567,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292478724868317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141569831331197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593495763206934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21372840011294272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35291482002795904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054654587123876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990647725660125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923214722822126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763401010846444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,deanmah88,2019/06/21,"Lonely dude looking for a bro. 30 m Seattle. Supp fellow broski's? Just looking for some new bro's around my age to hang out with. I'm super fuckin chill, get along with pretty anyone and any race. I'm extremely eclectic with my hobbies and the stuff that interest me so don't instantly judge me just because the way I look. 

You'd be surprised by some of the things I can get in to and/or like. I'm 30. That's about all the stat's you need. I'm a hella cool dude. Some of my hobbies; pretty much any sport watching. Playin card/board games. Fishing, camping, tattoos, piercings, going to art shows, chick huntin. Normal dude stuff. If your interested shoot me an e-mail about yourself. Everyone on here is looking for something, just cause you don't meet mine criteria for what I want, let me try and find it.. Again, guys around my age only but don't give a flying fuck what you look like or your skin color or sexuality but I am straight af.


So pretty straight forward, I'm looking for a best friend. I know this probably isn't the place to be looking, but it's worth a shot. I'm a 30 year old guy into all things from books, tv, sports, camping, traveling and video games to board gaming. Though I'd be just as content hanging out watching a Netflix or Hulu. I don't give a damn about your sexuality. I am not looking for a sexual relationship and only mentioned sexuality in case it was an issue for some people.

Long story short: I'm looking for a chill bro to hang out with or text with. 

I'm not going to add too much information here because then what's the point in getting to know each other?

If you're truly interested send me a message.",2.223704545454545,4.421904896969701,3.5930871212121254,87.66963068181822,78.81818181818181,5.9431818181818175,24.25189393939393,7.04035,0.9504621212121211,1296,46,261,15,32,424,173,330,0.011000000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.172,0.9937,0,2,1,1,0,1,47.0,0,7,0,2,16,14,3,0,19,1,15,3,1,1,2,48,44,19,0,5,15,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,14,19,0,0,4,12,1,8,7,4,0,0,1,14,24,10,40,38,10,32,0,1,12,2,26,16,3,10,11,149,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249731088576558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424977723919546,0.0,0.0,0.1635984598394038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120273612047976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964301132787084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439362825966034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780230836729297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398338058196156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099194489645769,0.08494838186822114,0.1440220562178924,0.17629345342532468,0.10444340625473626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819658619676124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590652872379464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099777784947232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093961049169702,0.0,0.08978304347138576,0.0,0.0,0.08131742035170042,0.6944601450896318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509556172995962,0.06813331169692348,0.0,0.08874538299540341,0.0,0.0,0.09003010136000744,0.0,0.0,0.0964203251608371,0.0,0.0,0.13976895280675902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370312437762941,0.0,0.09600273193972332,0.0,0.0868632539803675,0.0,0.0,0.2804474317288305,0.09907011329374664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865263466674697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073937744049646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037808222918825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209175544089305,0.0,0.09027886275094443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062385484474409385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054197544499897936,0.07293590781919727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059172445941723585
lonely,sashhhh_,2019/06/21,"Scared because my 17th Birthday is coming up I don’t like my birthday because it just reminds me of how lonely I am and how much people don’t care. I have my family and I love spending time with them but I also want to spend time with other people. This year I thought I made friends that I could finally hang out with and be myself but as always I find out they have been talking shit and don’t have the same feeling that I have for them. My birthday is just another reminder of how many people don’t care about me. I have a friend her birthday is on the same date as mine and mostly she gets the attention but honestly I don’t mind because I’m with her and my other friend. But this year she is not going to be in town for a month and missing our birthday. Honestly I just hate having two friends.  I see people having big group hang outs for their parties and personally as a teenager who has never had over 4+ people for her birthday, I would love that.  I always cry on my birthday it’s just a sad day for me.",3.4611532385466006,4.389108796208532,4.548132701421802,87.50899210110586,72.41232227488152,6.953680884676148,26.86287519747236,7.0316486544052195,1.174956145339653,800,27,168,7,15,262,107,211,0.105,0.69,0.205,0.9734,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,4,0,9,17,2,1,7,0,24,3,1,4,1,41,39,19,0,3,9,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,10,16,0,0,4,0,2,4,7,6,0,1,4,2,37,11,25,31,4,23,0,3,1,2,20,10,1,1,10,130,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402649324112476,0.21647721613298224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640227295378013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378902590593301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652544473641711,0.0,0.0,0.11205408687763953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385985702610484,0.0,0.14288892052258942,0.0838921002286363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226296911489435,0.0,0.06577334549501246,0.0,0.0,0.1424984244767992,0.1188925511795152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020039861909679,0.0,0.06796245309175135,0.0,0.07392857335259044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842900063062934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355147302362289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348080881142645,0.12308669204717945,0.0,0.13188268624567115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134569339459548,0.0,0.10383017625014232,0.0,0.09562520510489217,0.0,0.10032722378975747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509122473327228,0.11358254651181625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023473096830254,0.0,0.10365847718953362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352725853846187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455494884125227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327054279357148,0.15170366930676854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707116939535892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672570797468208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240648933117378,0.0,0.0,0.1675370295597394
lonely,killingforcompany91,2019/06/21,Can I have some internet hugs? I don't feel good and I need a hug but I don't really have anyone to hug and that is a really bad feeling.. :(,-0.4947916666666679,0.9023949375000022,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,84.0,8.016666666666666,16.916666666666664,8.841846274778883,0.7740916666666666,106,2,27,3,3,40,22,32,0.29,0.494,0.21600000000000005,-0.5911,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,9,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30951114934760193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695942332979768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476342473464056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712737912902241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282193420479049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5671458076647026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cornbread073,2019/06/21,"Suggestions for a good way to reach out? I feel like I need to reach out to a friend of mine to tell them how awful I feel but I don’t have any good icebreakers to bring it up, any good suggestions?",2.6050387596899256,3.1930381860465147,3.720930232558139,93.91457364341088,74.11627906976744,8.524031007751939,21.310077519379846,8.841846274778883,0.8106031007751935,154,3,39,3,3,50,28,43,0.044000000000000004,0.609,0.34700000000000003,0.8992,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,5,10,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847818116974258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28609916858165996,0.202113486489808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185782959460196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7118833532106431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821726306727875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977680199624493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472789001903076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456359616077487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bandtrash_ands,2019/06/21,"was called an egirl yesterday and i’m tryna find a cute eboy but literally pretty sure they don’t exist. lmao i’m 17 btw i’ve never really had any kind of serious relationship just some basic stuff you could say? but i feel pretty lonely all the time

if your ages 16-18 feel free to hmu i guess? (also i’m bi so idc who you are)",-1.087516005121639,0.9814703380281706,2.0512163892445585,91.85265044814341,99.14084507042251,5.398719590268887,12.08834827144686,6.980632752743323,-0.3736873239436616,258,4,58,5,11,91,60,71,0.062,0.652,0.28600000000000003,0.9664,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,1,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,3,14,11,6,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,6,5,2,8,2,4,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,3,4,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974281018149297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167885382002695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252089854715119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711184899701767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24965768520137546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22564185303159484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719637497160819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570852568059938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040739273274876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023269900524167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815625184243526,0.0,0.0,0.2650543850271598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632714977873086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826160365448731,0.0,0.0,0.2326794217327981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395644098168436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Scrotchy96,2019/06/21,I love alcohol F*ck it I am drunk... I love you all and you can PM me whenever you want. You are not alone,-2.926250000000003,-1.3775077916666625,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,106.08333333333334,5.7333333333333325,14.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,-0.17596666666666616,79,2,22,2,4,28,18,24,0.0,0.598,0.402,0.887,0,1,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429512665875331,0.0,0.429274533015986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7481657211034519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444700482639109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,avakadava,2019/06/21,"Hate seeing happy couples and friends in public At least at home I can somewhat pretend people don't have loving relationships and friendships where they can go out and do things together. But when I go to the public library to study, I'm confronted by the couples and friends that came to study together, and who spend the rest of their days together too. What do I have? A long distance relationship with a guy I've never met and don't even want to as he's still not his ex and isn't really serious about us (I will be breaking up soon - it's better to be alone than in a bad relationship)

I've gotten to the point where I've joined a cuddle buddy website. I met up with one guy but we mutually ghosted each other (but not really mutually - he stopped contacting me like before, and I took the hint). Have arranged to meet up with another guy to cuddle with next Monday, let's see how that goes.",4.826666666666668,5.7239519101123575,5.906235955056182,79.13759363295883,69.2247191011236,9.079400749063671,29.44007490636704,9.2995712137729,2.486369288389513,712,26,138,14,12,237,108,178,0.084,0.8320000000000001,0.085,0.2929,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,2,1,9,10,2,0,9,0,14,3,0,1,1,26,27,14,1,1,5,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,7,16,0,1,0,1,1,4,6,4,0,1,5,2,12,6,25,18,4,25,0,0,2,3,24,11,0,1,10,94,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245921438670006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423205177904114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484761555612905,0.0,0.0,0.1170440129860756,0.0,0.0,0.12165085548088783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731933853351646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30439056138303844,0.0,0.08870768413169508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084977451350988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125399324222543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563444594996533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085852140918389,0.0,0.14642339934336462,0.0,0.13580109676885044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797279716477073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406531055740174,0.0,0.06719946192453452,0.0,0.0,0.12172647933163498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414328438100893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608621852947453,0.0,0.14628485315465012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320671835654144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535911271381016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002820360740405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623474019528926,0.0,0.0,0.4430282407939912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921738583349665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984675741312573,0.11499706894791467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138140069471676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282192820463505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545443321722647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811299258124368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jules483,2019/06/21,"Hate seeing couples and friends in public At home I can pretend people don't have loving relationships and friendships where they can go out and do things together. But when I go to the public library to study, I'm confronted by the couples and friends that came to study together, and who spend the rest of their days together too. What do I have? A long distance relationship with a guy I've met and obviously isn't serious about me",8.86319277108434,7.638696975903617,8.567560240963857,70.59543674698797,61.168674698795186,12.155421686746989,40.02710843373494,11.20814326018867,4.438255421686747,351,16,64,8,4,113,57,83,0.11699999999999999,0.767,0.11599999999999999,-0.0062,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,4,6,2,0,5,0,8,1,0,0,1,11,16,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,9,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,3,0,0,2,1,6,3,10,14,1,10,0,0,1,1,12,4,0,0,3,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494192594848843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825908189168424,0.0,0.1406400833679621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336967807326701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478736541640122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159281507393912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21530353044362424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187466157605516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298916851299985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968208508182604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118547725870932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682610405890505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377723091924302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448790816464812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lauriestrooooode,2019/06/21,"lonely i'm 15 years old, i'm crying right now and thinking what would happen if i don't show up at school tomorrow.

i don't have friends, i miss my old friends, people doesn't like me and the ones that i like are too good for me. I feel worthless and i feel stupid, i feel like im doing bad at everything, school, love, friendships, myself, my skin.

I feel ugly, i feel sad, i try and have tried so many things yet i still feel empty, everyone thinks i'm hapoy but all i do is cry.

Weekend's come and i just lay on my bed eating oreos and trying not to cry more than i usually do. I hate myself, my throat hurts and i just wish i just were deeead. im sorytt i feel awfull and it seems like no one cares so i just came here, i want ro die or gi to sleep and never wake up
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lonely,conscious22,2019/06/21,"How do you work through your loneliness?? I’m sorry I’m sad asf and am just going through it right now. I keep thinking that I need a relationship to be happy, but I know that’s not true. So why do I keep thinking that will be the cure for me. So any advice on how you get through your loneliness would so be greatly appreciated! :)",1.2974369747899177,3.4622930294117684,3.1221008403361346,89.98088235294121,81.94117647058823,6.238655462184874,24.420168067226893,7.447530270364453,1.0537873949579826,258,10,57,4,7,86,47,68,0.152,0.684,0.16399999999999998,0.6002,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,1,7,4,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,2,1,14,18,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,6,13,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523068053419916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755825948814544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489710750335893,0.0,0.14673912216868976,0.0,0.0,0.28466274884738274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748551647223351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589941413931374,0.0,0.0,0.1418981417215875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144956502984395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772066046049784,0.0,0.22049855212386307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890300419831764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33088401128670564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23298234183821245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879702565846445,0.0,0.0,0.18341551192224795,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,QuantumKatzen,2019/06/21,"How can I fix this? Hello everyone.
Over the past year I have been experiencing severe loneliness first hand. I’m a university student who  moved to the city and failed to make any friends during my first year, therefore over the course of the year I’ve been almost completely isolated from social interaction. 
Now it’s the summer holidays and I’m still alone.
Is there anything I can do to prevent my next year from being so isolating? Is there anything I can do now that will keep my mind off this loneliness?
Any suggestions will be great.",4.5133883388338845,6.9450327920792105,5.026270627062704,79.01474147414743,72.56435643564356,8.845324532453246,28.05390539053905,9.444778638647367,2.7665040704070414,436,17,78,11,9,139,67,101,0.147,0.727,0.127,-0.3082,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,6,0,14,1,1,3,0,9,18,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,2,7,2,9,12,0,16,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,12,52,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880064496868948,0.1944543893913072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25535551835658044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30900770232588565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685433956540527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940502697721697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194034127293508,0.0,0.0,0.14505668502513389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699717941237197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688255316139242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532587952651014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895759398474912,0.0,0.0,0.19955060172848615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967632083221853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792304736771129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121062535424125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138946120388148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993894379764727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836243810846009
lonely,Ap423506,2019/03/30,"Anyone wanna talk Just need someone to talk to, that won't open then ghost me. ",4.821249999999999,5.1344136250000005,4.662500000000001,90.1325,69.0,6.4,22.25,3.1291,-0.04605000000000015,62,1,13,0,1,19,14,16,0.0,0.877,0.12300000000000001,0.2411,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33560841717008993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558940416249634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066797296954253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7715685445346327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dandrew96,2019/03/30,"Lonely Saturday night  23/m , bored on a rainy Saturday night, care to chat? Fun easy going guy ",2.171666666666667,4.757782833333334,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,81.77777777777777,8.044444444444443,20.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.6775777777777776,73,2,14,2,2,24,16,18,0.233,0.395,0.3720000000000001,0.6705,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209801880597091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346612094328516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088370034644948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.774959420000103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SoftenedBrass,2019/03/30,"Trying to meet people seems like the same all the time Tbh, meeting people, trying to form bonds, and idk, have friends, turn out quite badly. Having an enormous social anxiety makes me barely able to go outdoors, so internet its all I have


Idk if its because I'm a girl or I'm plain dumb, but like, I tend to get the same all the time! We start okay, most of the time is promising (I have a lot of tastes many folks here have) but it just, starts to fade


Sometimes, its just a decay over time, talking less and less, others, it's just, we don't have anything else to say, talking empty words, unable to break the status quo, and in the end, we don't talk anymore. Add up to that how many people tend to not respect my boundaries. I've had my shit, and Im not really comfortable doing voice chat, even less a video call, or sending any kind of picture of myself! But anyways, a lot of people, well, guys, are quite pushing all the time, most even feel entitled and get to the emotional blackmail! And let's not talk of those who plainly wanna get a relationship, or anything like that. 


Sorry for this long rant, but idk, everything seems hopeless to me",4.234014317180616,5.296421396475772,4.6541382158590325,86.9642029185022,70.71806167400881,7.084691629955947,26.52230176211453,7.1686216300943375,1.1859605726872242,895,28,180,8,16,283,133,227,0.149,0.7559999999999999,0.096,-0.9039,0,0,0,0,0,1,39.0,3,0,0,2,11,15,2,0,16,1,13,2,1,2,4,42,28,16,0,2,14,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,11,11,1,0,3,2,0,3,5,5,1,0,1,4,11,10,23,26,14,20,0,1,0,0,19,5,2,10,14,115,22,0,0.1131068952826151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769165673928847,0.0,0.08652646530401409,0.0,0.11217164739095446,0.0,0.0,0.1861546749710721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443953308281143,0.06894891354403554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549478619256265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448629744882248,0.1272300334210386,0.10017913731524976,0.0,0.0,0.14941207519526425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165318430530493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057190244736837564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738610672156355,0.0,0.1772810534106632,0.0,0.06428125513853483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199360897053344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221748561459026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778342607885815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115659463653085,0.0,0.16577494735537482,0.0,0.0,0.10009604305868944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923188752568554,0.0,0.0,0.07549973089058136,0.2293452779747513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136563188108023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24060621147199435,0.0,0.0,0.07245917338562231,0.0,0.0,0.12143447645962335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994714290709548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593653893478656,0.0,0.0,0.1161026026178444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529823585343235,0.0,0.0,0.11186561157032997,0.12661390907098055,0.16011528527806018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36364415206048295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297677011042512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358431473059156,0.12302782260488555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101696682451119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,theonlypringle,2019/03/30,"I flaked on an event and now I'm feeling so lonely. I was supposed to go to a school reunion this weekend. I cancelled about a week or two ago, due to mental health and anxiety issues. 

Fast forward to this weekend, all my friends went, as did my partner. He didn't encourage me to go or reassure me that I'd be wanted there. I've tried to keep positive and be happy, because it's a choice I made. 

My friends are not really talking on our group chats, they're posting lots of pictures of them as a group with captions like ""the dream team"" (I'm not tagged, mentioned or included at all). They've all been out doing cool stuff yesterday and today and I have been alone all day. I haven't felt this lonely and sad in a long, long time. 

I know it's partly my fault, but I can't help being anxious. I feel abandoned and dismissed by everyone, including my partner. At times like these I get so lonely and sad that I feel like I can't cope with it and should just go back in my shell and cut off contact with everyone to prevent feeling like this. ",3.713943661971833,4.64121109859155,4.6287511737089195,87.16847887323944,71.8169014084507,7.557934272300469,29.223474178403755,7.793537801064563,1.7310240375586856,816,32,171,10,15,265,125,213,0.147,0.71,0.14300000000000002,-0.5983,0,7,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,1,7,18,1,0,7,1,15,1,0,1,4,38,31,18,0,2,7,0,5,4,4,1,1,0,0,2,11,14,0,3,6,5,0,5,6,8,0,1,8,6,22,10,24,19,6,30,0,6,0,0,17,9,0,4,21,108,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949765833216836,0.0,0.0,0.1513024801478203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175645479081887,0.16503717049682629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233218677985417,0.0,0.08905351804545075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421428213735786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791855264117067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954646987116322,0.2087297236385495,0.1402668055931427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22573351288212246,0.0,0.07632463262789498,0.0,0.24907449386309874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551274494739947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528406602142816,0.0,0.0,0.09791929926566127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247728223764012,0.0,0.12984918605209894,0.0,0.0,0.08028580996231865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28548368169943583,0.0,0.0,0.25856548910265803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241982762877684,0.0,0.13823142227077787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722173071117872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581984090974212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399113389625607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358732390371596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784823963281618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723511239290004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741951175546203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036946580652626,0.0,0.13847376578011902,0.0,0.0,0.0991837495352534,0.0,0.14270615436150166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616612861776639,0.0,0.11718249376516228,0.0,0.0,0.1354244756917499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,charlee707,2019/03/30,"Having no one to talk about your day to So this week I had a really good week this week and an amazing day on Friday, lots of good things happened and I was so excited. I really wanted to chat with someone and just share my happiness and excitement with someone so I called 3 friends and no one answered. And it just hit me, how lonely I really feel. All the excitement and happiness I felt just vanished and I just cried for so long.

There's nothing I'd love more than to just have a chat with someone about my day and hear about their days instead of coming home to an empty house and starting and finishing every day alone with no one to share the good days with.

It almost feels empty experiencing success and happiness when you have no one to share such moments with.

I'm sort of venting and also kind of wondering if anyone else ever experiences this too? Those of you who read, thank you for listening to me",5.801151515151518,6.171815155555558,6.262929292929293,79.30590909090913,66.8888888888889,9.656565656565657,30.25252525252525,9.573946990214177,2.6058888888888894,728,25,141,14,11,236,98,180,0.107,0.66,0.233,0.9834,0,3,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,4,1,1,20,19,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,1,2,38,19,21,0,2,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,8,20,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,1,0,4,3,6,16,18,26,15,3,17,0,1,0,1,17,1,0,5,15,103,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096001276219616,0.11476553897197775,0.0,0.08861456062300684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748079176166793,0.1135377396056205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314919967188085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545283480486284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171936701408795,0.4287789410109397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256737285498344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023381214996614,0.09336203947770373,0.0,0.0,0.10839325153400044,0.0,0.0,0.1120575332331127,0.0,0.10639478961645134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561138007997117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788260200334431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798874416306423,0.3538772921659301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489070308114662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111512687912491,0.0,0.0,0.1278596367821818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539135951310285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806319000001897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942065331885552,0.10001017486355117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632499597330793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003503652339801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083979120535477,0.0,0.2129627946269277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816663632806305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843174995900397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906472345513769,0.0,0.1020187802155073,0.0,0.0,0.07361711032798265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653584936762795,0.0,0.2666548236730873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016850614887956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wxcvbn877,2019/03/30,Anyone else tired of feeling lonely? Maybe we can help each other. ,2.3724999999999987,5.237324583333336,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,94.83333333333334,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.970966666666667,53,1,8,0,2,16,12,12,0.307,0.455,0.239,-0.29600000000000004,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045332921942405,0.4462528175595879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363830133435036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202174805828979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29192714363176525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375492713649164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005786351362399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yureadingname,2019/03/30,"Having another human to share things with You know when you do something cool or something interesting happens and you're like ""wow I really want to tell someone about this"", but then you realise you have literally no one you can talk to?

That shit happens all the time. Really puts a damper on good moments. It's pretty disheartening.",3.2300409836065564,6.3444669836065595,4.019815573770494,79.82349385245905,84.08196721311475,6.9844262295081965,25.6577868852459,8.07648339933343,2.2297360655737704,270,11,45,6,8,86,51,61,0.15,0.604,0.24600000000000002,0.51,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,0,2,8,1,0,2,1,4,1,1,0,1,7,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,6,6,6,8,1,6,0,1,0,0,9,1,1,1,5,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597265807522565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077522356125083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43806630376096906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612500466070285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100976349410175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784245917106802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519917352905645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489987982964337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173555802340472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542522023014144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986856485408809,0.3813706910714218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908538747347165,0.2164936605244837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645555093617517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444311537607926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609511525378185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tattooedships,2019/03/30,"So I interviewed students and made an article about college loneliness Since I feel lonely sometimes as a college student I decided to write my editorial this week for my college newspaper on loneliness to sort of help any student who happens to read it and is lonely and to help validate myself while writing it. I just thought some of y'all might want to read it too.

http://augustanaobserver.com/archives/28257",13.315666666666665,11.742439614285715,11.209999999999996,56.25166666666666,52.85714285714286,14.476190476190474,50.47619047619048,13.023866798666859,6.745619047619049,343,19,49,9,3,105,50,70,0.141,0.745,0.115,-0.4563,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,14,7,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,8,0,11,4,1,3,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,3,2,36,13,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154675642683489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242192871976078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24908179814200884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775978794384182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665250482419788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29880969421313336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5634968533359604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330021563550701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785810102854785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236162654325123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661375627148534,0.0,0.22594045037528146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,InsipidGirlfriend,2019/03/30,"I want to be isolated yet I feel conflicted The semester is coming to an end and classes have gone well so there isn't much to stress over. I have people I can talk to, close friends, yet I feel lonely and inadequate. I don't like talking to my in real life friends about stuff going in my head, I like being to myself. Believe it or not, I'm a positive person and happy most days but I feel like too much of my socializing (in real life) is driving me crazy. I hate when people are Debbie Downers or constantly making self-depreciating jokes because it can become toxic to others around them who may not be able to joke about that stuff. I want to make people happy themselves and so far I'm able to make everyone laugh or smile temporarily. I want to be isolated, do my own thing but there's one thing dragging me behind and that one thing is that loneliness. Does that make sense? There's a difference between loneliness and being alone. I want to be able to be isolated with one person for a short time throughout the day. I'm able to make friends relatively easily with my humor but finding that someone to be alone with is especially challenging. At 21, I feel as though I'll never find my dream relationship with someone. I constantly tell my friends when they're down about relationships that someone is out there for them, there always is, but I don't feel that way for myself. When I feel that connection with someone, I'm immediately put to the side or friendzoned. I sound like such a ""nice girl"" saying that, but I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I thought I mastered socializing but it seems like I only mastered being that ""funny friend."" I don't like dating casually, or dating in general, you never know what people are looking for and people are too scared to be upfront with their feelings whereas I'm extremely straight forward. I don't want this someone I can be isolated with next door, I want them to be somewhere around the world but it seems impossible to find. I hope today being alone studying in the library will distract me from these feelings but there's only a month left of distractions before I'm thrown into summer with no one and nothing to distract me from it. ",5.944822695035459,6.705772702127664,6.448605200945629,76.73333333333333,66.65957446808511,9.198108747044918,31.50591016548463,9.250403328903447,2.7431427895981084,1755,67,320,31,27,571,189,423,0.163,0.691,0.145,-0.8188,0,5,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,4,3,23,30,1,5,11,0,37,3,1,5,2,73,74,28,0,7,15,0,8,6,5,2,2,2,1,3,26,22,0,1,16,4,0,6,11,8,1,4,2,11,44,22,54,57,4,45,0,1,1,0,22,20,0,10,26,224,70,2,0.2706002866879407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019521617413126,0.0,0.0,0.05629027896534197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044581287230052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04123885578597829,0.07471418916551009,0.05756522832964329,0.07621846461443745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058274546598698435,0.0,0.14621138869831665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872573993552734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067992631344129,0.0,0.0,0.05920103360594235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991788389629641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464254256271325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736472711566047,0.04832922471958967,0.0,0.0,0.18549281977143225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613313878025862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038447094727702635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440295184855989,0.0,0.0667904401384877,0.06942849058160666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671917854883046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435742037741211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350200081305014,0.0,0.09556649254445357,0.1983024472909285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680902209854154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257847407623287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399764178924744,0.0,0.09946117319183888,0.0,0.10435181153612964,0.0,0.07194661869648633,0.0,0.0,0.06491206830179233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833657574502124,0.10290185587105126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345002087947773,0.11813886639814275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800700710551869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540011840964751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526171928628998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379805226861863,0.06772952339407949,0.0,0.0,0.12317216898234686,0.07057377868629157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379214573903528,0.2865984309744638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749292853452559,0.0,0.1548862938531598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874913014154287,0.059129144438923927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483110486052305,0.0,0.06646585193955076,0.05370660032122191,0.03944730081939984,0.0,0.0641243578297846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23941059015033364,0.05369747804157818,0.0,0.0,0.060825538880110726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396473348714888,0.0,0.0
lonely,chanirulan,2019/03/30,"30+ and I feel so alone (just have to get it out) The weekends are the worst. The best relationship I ever had fell apart a couple of months ago. He was my best friend and just the best person. I don't know how everything went downhill so fast. I live in a small-ish town, don't have close friends here anymore. Over 30, strugling to find a good job and still have to live with my family and I don't have a close realtionship with them but grateful I can count on them. Also the person I thought I can count on left me hanging in the worst time. She has been my friend since we were kids, always kind off a narcissist but I always let it slide because it was important to have her in my life. I am done now, I am done with one-sided realtionships where I don't feel I get much in return. It's hard when you get older and just lose people or realise how you are not really compatible. Feeling so much anxiety for the past two months because I feel so lost. Like my life seems so empty now. I have things I love to do and I always enjoyed the smaller things in life but IT HAS BEEN SO HARD. I don't want to let it defeat me and am trying to stay as productive as I can. Two friends keep asking me to come live with them but to another country not really close by. I think a change would be good but the stress of moving is scaring me. It's hard to lose a life you imagined with someone and start again. Thanks if anyone read this.",1.7115050956997244,3.518582929530204,3.0090753169276674,93.14717250807855,78.76510067114094,6.1597812577678335,20.768580661198108,7.093109894594671,0.3114664180959479,1115,29,252,13,27,361,151,298,0.166,0.688,0.146,-0.5751,1,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,3,3,7,20,22,0,2,16,0,35,5,0,2,1,47,55,27,0,3,12,0,7,1,4,1,4,0,0,3,10,19,0,1,10,2,0,6,7,8,0,2,11,7,38,14,31,40,7,40,0,4,0,1,20,17,0,3,17,176,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991728096657401,0.0,0.0,0.09337375650374337,0.0,0.0720972033976085,0.2250494282208141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453574864097253,0.06896859844706159,0.0,0.08940988492792648,0.0630387191876275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428308518237912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099157330620588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838374431825685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537240953327167,0.07766085389829026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997551835554382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452045522776414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155067847865137,0.0,0.0,0.08102581822318441,0.0,0.0849904433946263,0.0,0.18234102181271672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240035954092309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786152090302475,0.0,0.14130735309702855,0.0,0.0,0.15123606577794252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24228446450654514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946527687139705,0.08013422032998066,0.0,0.09388292689884184,0.04954702436340303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979540550642704,0.18437991375852664,0.25471756875866003,0.044045351660382745,0.0,0.2388264858470579,0.0,0.0,0.2017215588133341,0.09841521795588437,0.0,0.08136872618082816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392228561553905,0.09582087272134417,0.13254911604883196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109160058058835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606348593911174,0.06250237030496783,0.1574403539548211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017975053871867,0.0,0.11551165566466658,0.0,0.0,0.09679310965895173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902612363015094,0.0,0.0,0.08207404757300339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457743982309767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638833821792165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381242303600114,0.0960936109808202,0.0719981815397161,0.0,0.10327265251009016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830029364910456,0.0,0.0,0.1197904213381102,0.057767910029609626,0.0,0.0715732800058103,0.05257031147258622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061209566883404724,0.0,0.17613736002104033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053175963173670814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357491566254892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404377624386544,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,1205fgh5,2019/03/30,Im lonely lol I'm good at making friends I'm good at socialising but once I've added them on facebook i just say hi every now and again and that's it. I like to keep to myself. I like meeting new people but i can't accommodate for others in my life and as a result im always lonely. I feel like i should just be able to click with people and that it shouldn't feel like effort hanging out with them.,-1.132202797202801,0.9423582272727272,1.5318181818181813,96.13695804195805,97.4090909090909,3.6167832167832166,13.587412587412588,5.369823440869387,-1.0945482517482517,316,6,72,2,13,108,55,88,0.055999999999999994,0.7090000000000001,0.235,0.9306,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,4,9,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,2,0,18,10,7,0,2,4,0,2,4,1,2,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,10,7,12,7,0,9,0,2,1,0,6,5,0,0,7,42,15,0,0.20532698515417572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084850005011118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299684067264764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20763898615912613,0.2933712784408293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863511939450745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444370669489892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435767565081255,0.0,0.0,0.1825040586101267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502852185474893,0.4012495739188069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370573569805818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830608173533185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186665380413289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846957568548778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328425981633676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,i0i655321,2019/03/30,"It's a very lonely life being a giant monster I've been alone for a very long time now, in fact it's no exaggeration to say Years. It's been that long that I can no longer imagine actually being with someone or anyone finding me attractive. 
When I say this to friends they tell me """"don't put yourself down"""" or some other scripted pick me up line but while I do actually think I am a hideous monster I do see ugly people finding love out there in the world... I just can't imagine anymore that my looks or physical appearance is anyway desirable.
And my God I miss the sex!!! Lol
But that's another issue. 
I just think there is a long enough period that these thoughts take over and it's not until someone does eventually accept you that those thoughts are quickly forgotten
Just gotta be accepted now lol

Thanx for letting me rant... good to type this out and not care how it sounds (to friends for e.g.)",4.320928233777393,5.60265145810056,5.139776536312851,82.73744305973358,70.73184357541899,8.189256553502362,29.970348087666522,8.617729084823388,2.2316287924366143,717,29,142,12,13,233,111,179,0.096,0.71,0.19399999999999998,0.9719,0,3,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,0,11,10,0,0,7,2,15,3,0,2,1,32,27,12,0,1,10,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,16,6,0,0,10,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,4,5,16,8,16,18,2,23,0,2,2,2,8,9,0,5,12,96,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.2927068803842919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532831201768996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726129922964172,0.0,0.0,0.14873436630980946,0.10486563044915936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290895861048084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124366177909144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496370926524514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27414788129744394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317397936077961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579146268224933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565343730511131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533590478012472,0.1059313973165104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398168036595693,0.12594077549270244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135357806753667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397340794772493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076575687133034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385314223840763,0.0,0.0,0.11951022842937513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541457488164886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127621303760164,0.0,0.1310842896035219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921951582472601,0.0,0.2381259399888511,0.08745131447028863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474892744041601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965786359973899
lonely,Skow1379,2019/03/30,"Question: Has anyone tried taking videos in place of friends? I have no friends. That's not an exaggeration, I haven't received a text or anything from anyone except my daughter's mother or my mom in over a month. And I'm complaining here, but I am trying to give context. I love camping and kayaking, but it's pretty lonely by yourself. My dog is too wild to take with he's a 2 year old 75lb dog, it just wouldn't work.

The weather is really starting to warm up up here in Northern MN and in about a month I think it's time to start camping. I'm thinking about getting a GoPro and filming my adventures while talking to the camera, as a way to make it feel like other people are with me.

Does this sound stupid? Has anyone tried it?
Appreciate it if I don't get flamed lol. Thanks in advance.",2.972065527065528,4.509518438271608,4.202098765432098,87.13098290598292,74.49382716049381,6.219183285849953,26.659069325735988,6.67199483983844,1.0836926875593549,625,23,127,5,13,205,106,162,0.08199999999999999,0.733,0.185,0.9606,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,1,0,9,1,10,1,0,1,0,20,25,11,0,2,8,3,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,4,2,0,2,5,3,0,0,0,3,11,7,23,24,0,20,0,1,0,1,12,9,0,4,9,78,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532309787481131,0.0,0.13857233618319192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736104640496925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514409666374048,0.12029933757617332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601986108647025,0.0,0.1759558262393023,0.1615370298444221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226786582806188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519804291644633,0.0,0.11240302283395193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972187721450713,0.2688179078233355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669916426831533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674186765115385,0.0,0.17593388606528262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131528622213282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886376710393317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078762801472374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383775657857308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532197791773373,0.13534717755062456,0.0,0.15503280562344685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579769452757624,0.0,0.0,0.09819077763559314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34298151195966364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366179729538633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259144179552267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843898035163868
lonely,DackGlack,2019/03/30,What interests should I take up to increase the chance of making a friend? I've been trying to have friends for 2-3 years now with no luck. ,3.685517241379313,4.461577034482762,3.899482758620693,92.9312931034483,71.75862068965517,7.179310344827586,24.84482758620689,7.1686216300943375,0.7393999999999994,110,3,25,1,2,34,27,29,0.061,0.503,0.436,0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,6,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7474085812702209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228725301323461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636811035914843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283995565333519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31148599982784264
lonely,Frustrated_Tears,2019/03/30,"How do I meet people in a rural area? I’m a stay at home mom with no public transportation. I have access to a vehicle on nights and weekends but I live in a new town and I have no clue where to meet people. I don’t drink and when I had my kids, I lost all my hobbies. I’m really unsure of where to start looking for other women my age, but I’ve been doing everything alone for too long. I really need some adult conversation once in while. Any help is appreciated!",1.460668934240367,3.2614449081632664,3.948503401360544,86.14808390022678,79.51020408163265,7.212698412698412,19.05215419501134,8.167268648758528,0.7505201814058955,363,8,79,7,9,127,67,98,0.136,0.7809999999999999,0.083,-0.4734,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,1,1,10,14,8,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,11,0,12,11,2,19,0,1,1,0,9,9,0,1,8,51,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24218731966042456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590189574657223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22907379984075826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101599686415006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673776536252715,0.0,0.23456020079320955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064846649172366,0.2069407015049568,0.1963663832840672,0.0,0.2552635637999268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27387013186380865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733891121660795,0.0,0.2258437581143807,0.0,0.2194426387253728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490315591582594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242298929244989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996072914110718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551288364955816,0.2492419171226487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Koe3ntje3,2019/03/30,"What do you guys do to kill time? TL:DR: I have too much free time and wouldn't know how to fill it in. Preferably more social activities.


The way I spend my time is at home (usually alone) listening to music, watching Netflix or gaming. One great social hobby I have is football but that won't fill the gap. I failed my study so I have an extended year where I have to finish my re-assignments. I also am still looking for a job. I also still live in a social isolation which I have been in since my 13th (I'm 21 now) which causes making friends to be a real challenge due to the lack of my social skills. It caused some trouble with me opening up to others.

I'm clueless on what to do with my free time. It will be really cool if I'd met some fellow people to spend activities with. How do you guys spend your free time. What do you do to meet other people around your age? Do you have any outdoors activities?
",1.672519310754602,3.7072335454545495,3.3536452762923368,89.52236333927513,79.85561497326205,6.080689245395128,20.54931669637552,7.1686216300943375,0.4881184789067144,711,19,150,9,18,236,110,187,0.10400000000000001,0.78,0.11599999999999999,0.3673,1,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,6,0,3,11,10,1,0,7,1,22,0,0,5,0,21,29,9,1,4,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,11,6,0,0,2,2,6,2,2,3,0,1,2,4,22,10,22,22,5,25,0,1,2,0,18,9,0,4,13,104,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897824178375673,0.0,0.2146201018553606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125240392378577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945572031482668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27569596603676183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367327323841072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794268280073264,0.0,0.26573432458211915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460144959031112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316082961474607,0.0,0.14845907925658325,0.0,0.07374618511108795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849041364239107,0.0,0.1126840774839892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957149510031025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864357924659096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092922416702083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860580500893412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273525859371195,0.08596423347904232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100165454875446,0.0,0.0,0.5471508439036561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143253320137404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912303484433329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778906320089602,0.0,0.0,0.10651214459978084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641263688787174
lonely,untidy_echo,2019/03/30,"This entire subreddit honestly yall should listen to mitski SHE KNOWS BITCH SHE KNOWS

im currently hysterically crying on my couch after I listened to 'nobody' like 34 times


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lonely,crosssfit,2019/03/30,"I’m about to burst I need attention Hey how are you. I don’t know if this is the right place. But I just need someone. To flirt with and have banter. 

I’ve started a new job and I don’t stay in the same place for to long.  
So no meaningful female company 

I’m will 30. 
I’ve travelled Europe working in bars and pubs and playing guitar to get by ",-1.5374000000000017,0.3975007599999998,1.0075000000000005,98.97125000000004,101.4,4.1000000000000005,16.916666666666664,5.985473137389443,-0.4193333333333333,267,8,63,3,12,90,54,75,0.037000000000000005,0.899,0.065,0.2228,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,15,13,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,10,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,36,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243013914052652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27052842376056296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982213068345165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412557867744668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042812880167202,0.0,0.26329336450365803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5696495173221974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328118077587725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309858914480149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295837249893769,0.2905714263811015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198467041251902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dances_with_deers,2019/03/30,"Feeling hopeless Long story short. 

Lost the girl of my dreams

Spiral led into depression 

Best friend blocked me (and everyone else in our friend group)

New best Friend that criticized him did the same thing (recently)

Only have 1 real close friend now who has other friends and a girlfriend. (He doesn’t have much time for me)

Today friend told me I’m annoying and that he had to get used to me and my humor. 

Apparently I have a shit personality so now I know. I don’t know what to do because I feel hated and just want some damn love.

On top of this all, I can’t find a girl. I haven’t been on a date in 3 years. Rarely get matched on dating apps. I can’t find someone that isn’t taken that I want, maybe my standards are too high? Maybe I’m not worth what I want. Its really hard right now. I haven’t slept pre-2 am for a month and I wake up at 6/7 for work/school. Please help 
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lonely,thelonelyclub,2019/03/30,"The Lonely Club Hello would you guys be interested in ""The Lonely Club"" T-shirt and Hoodies? 

I created them to start a community for all of us who have ever felt lonely. We are not alone. 

Let's start a movement!",2.3235714285714257,4.480774452380956,4.519285714285715,81.36321428571429,78.28571428571429,7.057142857142857,22.404761904761905,8.07648339933343,1.3153619047619052,165,5,32,3,4,57,36,42,0.172,0.685,0.142,-0.3296,0,7,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,2,7,8,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,5,1,4,4,1,5,0,3,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492460989192379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30502421011351544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323772846376398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33388922977470914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34481833017315416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773555363388224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40562006184560734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395430991611639,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,moody_jazz,2019/03/30,"Does anyone else never get texts or calls from anyone for months or even years? I try to strike up a conversation with someone online, and sure they might reply at first but eventually they always put me on read. No one ever contacts me first anymore, no one asks me to hang out, scared of asking others to hang out because they're just going to tell me ""they are busy"".

tbh it feels like most people on /r/lonely at least have some friends to talk to and hang out with. I don't even have that. It's not even like I want to vent about my life, or want a friend who's emotionally supportive. I just want a social life, that's all I'm asking for, and yet to get past the acquaintance stage with anyone is virtually impossible.",6.180155172413793,5.721242075862072,6.3711637931034515,81.66709051724139,66.17241379310343,9.18103448275862,26.40086206896552,8.472884824447931,1.4793620689655174,571,12,119,7,8,183,94,145,0.09699999999999999,0.7759999999999999,0.128,0.8272,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,2,8,7,0,1,4,0,6,2,0,0,4,27,18,7,0,3,7,0,1,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,1,1,0,5,5,1,0,4,0,1,12,6,24,17,4,22,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,6,10,78,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512174146018453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372101462958389,0.2902213291855515,0.141760183188044,0.0,0.0,0.3880273794377788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433940959557627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127506262483633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107465463362155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155771444696687,0.15562980400992962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741448463949404,0.12514925540504412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995601856221915,0.0988402369895052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353679495418383,0.0,0.0,0.21378415609248547,0.0,0.14456867274239613,0.0,0.07862985546514989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954472645931112,0.13518570457493467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467718960334839,0.0,0.0,0.11043296767722163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670725469277513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875047140451315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320746974001195,0.09591735164735346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908414087453425,0.0,0.0,0.13839159701764758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385166466521769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103463911841702,0.11722702775678567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700265713224462,0.1303971550698041,0.0,0.0,0.11120383016650948,0.12092763091564747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393339040249304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448145982638183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909554061400847
lonely,hug_meat,2019/03/30,"I am lonely and isolated. I am an 18 year old male who has just recently finished school and the feeling of loneliness I feel is deathly. I basically live in the middle of no where and o went to school about 150 kms away. All my friends are pretty difficult  to reach. I work a full week but I don't really feel like I get enough social interaction from the people I work with as they are after all just people I work with to me. I had a girlfriend, with had being the key word here as our compatobility drove us away from each other and it got the point last week where we broke up. Of course I feel sad about that but it isn't the primary cause for the this feeling of loneliness. I don't know what the primary cause is its just completely demoralizing at this point and I have no clue what I should do. I lack the self confidence to actively seek contact  and the fact I live in a town with approx 600 people doesn't help either l am at a loss and it is starting to get overwhelming.",3.5007462686567163,4.750016288557216,4.8409751243781125,84.22205970149255,72.68159203980099,8.54407960199005,24.84278606965175,9.029198982220553,1.6893108457711443,778,23,166,16,15,259,115,201,0.16899999999999998,0.755,0.076,-0.9593,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,1,4,8,8,0,1,15,0,19,0,0,2,3,33,31,11,1,2,6,0,5,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,11,13,0,0,6,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,5,5,22,2,28,24,7,25,0,5,0,0,13,14,0,0,10,119,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602434094144432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845474210608957,0.0,0.0,0.14521059252377536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310355934607874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501391082746871,0.09894168694115647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700179243463344,0.0,0.14471705851429148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076803388781838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283105908018532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761138695211863,0.11289285816213104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766222981837375,0.0,0.2445892996336796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532842612478636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880474046189792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618472810164665,0.0,0.0,0.14090038864006246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872418879236173,0.0,0.13674825324292791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803310230196564,0.0,0.0,0.14448170351475084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117939754631556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098028297424466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659383221527618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218653694332616,0.0,0.0,0.1283873311811231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30248056972343584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918698857652797
lonely,AshMeAQ,2019/03/30,"Marrying Into Loneliness I'm a 32 yo F. I'm months away from marrying someone that I love. We enjoy each other's company and can have great conversations. We're easy with each other. The problem is our sex life. It is dwindling into nonexistence, and I'm not sure why. I am good looking, and he likes my personality. I want to be wanted, but he wants me so infrequently that nothing rarely comes of it. I've talked to him about my desires, but it doesn't seem to have a lasting effect. I even went looking for porn tonight only to find that it isn't what I want. I want a man to come into the bedroom and take me into his arms. I want him to look at me like he desires me. I met a guy at work yesterday who looked at me like that, talked to me the way I wish my fiancee would. I had to break it to him today that I'm engaged. I don't even want that guy. I just want to be wanted. Is anyone else going through this?",0.9128920238741178,2.8205150206185614,3.1116928920238762,90.93935702658709,81.78350515463917,5.939880629408574,22.066196418882257,7.0608816371341465,0.5875092783505163,710,23,159,9,19,242,109,194,0.027999999999999997,0.787,0.185,0.9745,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,2,5,10,0,0,7,0,14,5,1,1,1,36,40,7,0,14,4,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,4,16,14,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,3,4,27,9,24,34,2,19,0,0,4,3,20,8,0,1,8,101,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816270823793915,0.11961357406446795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968075041505734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011217550261972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752100356588976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542108846607783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669793141448418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663458372361383,0.09791568546346756,0.0,0.12870588376907968,0.0,0.2311812280651149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515840134114052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245667201239013,0.1710992987203794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39212764037312586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536209809878563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318048031086637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201484920286314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878576950052522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019325654750379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117040855398332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062753991322612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989131323874187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100257449939116,0.0,0.0877736934976159,0.18766182826146546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106555446537116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6197046679034325,0.09266250579840718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082188314348956,0.10533938258621103,0.0,0.13424484406300136,0.0,0.0,0.08498786052613423,0.0,0.0,0.08292850277915154,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SandSalesman,2019/03/30,"Nothing filled the gap she left, and I don't know what else to do. She left because she has a lot of mental health issues, blamed the breakup on me, and said a lot of cruel things. Regardless of me trying to help her in any way I could. I don't know whether or not I should fully blame her for what she said to me or blame her past traumas, but regardless, the things she said hurt worse than anything I've ever felt.

I took a couple months to sulk/sob. After that I got tired of just being lonely. I looked in the mirror and hated seeing the same guy she broke the heart of. I started lifting harder, and got a drastic haircut. But that wasn't enough. She was the last girl I kissed and shared a bed with, and that wasn't the same for her a mere days after we split. So I got on Tinder, and had a couple hookups, one of which I'm currently fwb with. We don't have anything in common other than that we're sexually attracted to each other. Honestly I don't know if I want to continue things with her, because the whole reason I liked sex was because it was with the girl I thought I was going to marry. And having empty sex makes me feel better, but not much better than just being alone.

But the things she said to me torched any pairbonding part of me I had. I want to meet someone again but there's no one in my small college town that's my type. Physically, let alone personality wise. I feel incredibly alone, and as if I might as well give up on love until I move to a bigger place in 2-3 more years.

My roommate and I are moving to a new place and it just makes it harder because I wanted my next move to be with her. It brings the breakup back as fresh as the day it happened and I think of everything she said to me. That the sweet nothings were just that, nothing. 

There was a very pretty girl I matched with on Tinder. Not like the other matches. She seemed genuinely interesting and my type personality wise. But honestly I doubt it's going anywhere. She doesn't really show interest in myself, but talks when spoken to. And god damn, that doesn't help with feeling undesirable. I know Tinder isn't where one should find love, but it's virtually a no-consequence app, so I figured it's still worth a shot.

I dunno, that's my blogpost. I just feel empty and don't really know what to do anymore. I feel like my love life is stuck until I get out of this town. But that's not for another 2-3 years and it's starting to really wear down on me.",3.5346399381488847,4.52558136779324,4.615031477799871,86.8611467307268,72.30019880715706,7.497437596642366,24.50900154627789,7.793537801064563,1.0791277225535665,1920,53,411,24,36,629,220,503,0.133,0.701,0.16699999999999998,0.9794,1,5,0,0,0,0,55.0,2,0,0,2,16,27,3,1,27,0,33,11,2,3,1,85,77,39,0,10,23,0,6,3,0,3,3,5,1,6,31,27,0,0,17,1,1,8,15,8,1,3,22,14,66,19,60,47,10,55,0,3,2,6,39,23,1,10,26,281,97,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292120937754921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033299360131667,0.07735484320929882,0.0,0.0,0.07316055280027295,0.0,0.0,0.12141373728578245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056724991564435924,0.0,0.17987934552761653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048809520393426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058899773310352926,0.16325139842181005,0.0,0.09515179064331128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162582001950976,0.0,0.0,0.07622468777801482,0.0,0.0,0.06672967674150235,0.0,0.0,0.06630020446935024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650300753572333,0.05270168841210167,0.07083128702581573,0.0,0.0674249369609941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03854206230722534,0.07076742387285809,0.08385099568413455,0.0,0.1770031193661197,0.0,0.0,0.0730444326437035,0.06523504476238022,0.0,0.0,0.07283313534427399,0.0,0.07841463419936333,0.0,0.08741844491887685,0.09889367569645248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897288867283235,0.0,0.0,0.07699727742012964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271179718871066,0.06013283600420768,0.0,0.0,0.16030381480318934,0.0754353751082123,0.05210631395328113,0.10812167843701816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619486738925481,0.0,0.0,0.1254341498496428,0.1997423772385618,0.0,0.09848481638101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434335315718238,0.07825888492387326,0.0,0.0,0.058882941099853835,0.2352192273958017,0.054229834940158726,0.0,0.0,0.07124804708480091,0.07845580604378259,0.0,0.0,0.21235446777854908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996648100594884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988630577578835,0.070422327601691,0.0,0.12882717987715092,0.1541490257778302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750511600198294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177789050026304,0.07584840143648305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508633834263454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878556916003967,0.067157928855821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250553902426291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443033560779208,0.0,0.05891324842109037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929396555665819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603947488218745,0.047269183214915536,0.0,0.058565568395204076,0.0,0.08478838347793409,0.0,0.0,0.08196178414852233,0.05008535413578708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060868421255890426,0.1305353272048866,0.05855562080050995,0.0,0.0,0.06632857481486593,0.0,0.0,0.08236217324968502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517848250526746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501161800827708
lonely,Intrashable,2019/03/30,"Lonely but no longer alone I was looking through my high school stuff tonight and reminisced about the past. I remembered how alone I was and how little of an impact I left there. I didn't have a single friend, and I made conversation with a human being once every 4-5 months while there. I was alone in middle school and especially elementary school where I was bullied. Now I a girlfriend and friends but I have all the same issues. I don't feel like I can connect with them and I don't really want too, because they are all the type of people that never gave me the time of day and bullied me. So even though most people tend to like me, I can't muster it up in me to like them back or be nice to them back. Right now I want to cut off my girlfriend and all my friends because you know I've been alone my whole life and I don't need these people especially since they are the type that I hate.",4.978928746928744,4.910518037837839,5.2566584766584805,87.32995085995087,68.62162162162161,8.24078624078624,26.54791154791155,7.686295010490155,1.1560270270270263,707,18,157,7,11,224,103,185,0.242,0.6970000000000001,0.06,-0.9865,0,6,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,5,0,14,10,2,0,9,0,17,1,0,3,4,29,27,17,0,3,3,0,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,5,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,8,2,31,7,15,17,7,21,0,1,1,0,14,10,0,2,14,112,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5163920289407801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169363843187215,0.0,0.15196884685193704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038781694222315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232900130716926,0.0,0.10502153656881356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302590640740485,0.08904874310772466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889088134987395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306435247932425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169773221460968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301004006430447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850342483000088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354307011188621,0.0,0.08804275356860704,0.18269053340809446,0.12493030455751665,0.0,0.0,0.1046731464120418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794519914683145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994930533235845,0.0,0.0,0.0924251066831487,0.0961364237914202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274633069593514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899087009536913,0.2592462300750669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985286828504455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120218184840647,0.10644893447708284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784520866646836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311033020802378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269243788062447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122466284306068,0.0,0.07268340382741602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704154862309313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916533280973556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,3_Progenitor_Inertia,2019/03/30,"I don't know what to do to get my friend back So right now I'm probably going through the worse part of my life right now. I'm a 16 high school student who is a tad on the clingy side (as I will stick to someone who really matters to me) but am an overall very loyal friend. I have this one friend (I'll use the letter T to represent him) who I had since day one. We were really close and practically talked to each other on a daily basis. I would probably go to the extent of saying that we're best friends (T doesn't do best friends but the gist is we were really close). We would always hang together in our group and everything was great. 

But recently, T has made new friends who he really enjoys being near with. He would always be  surrounded and followed (T is a very popular guy cause people always follow him) by the new group. Being his friend for this long, I don't think much about it because he still talks to me and we are still pretty close.

Time passes, and one day, T just completely stops interacting with me. I would go to him and try to talk with him but he would respond to me in a monotone voice and have expression when near me. At first I thought he was having a bad day but right after talking with me, he straight up talks so someone else with a thousand times more energy than he did with me. At this point I kinda felt hurt and I thought that it would pass.

Several days later, things were still the same. T was still treating me as if he barely knows me. I then decided right and there to confront him about and he answered me in the most hurtful way possible. 
(To preface: T means a lot to me because I've been friends with him for so long so he kinda knows that I need him and that I really care about him. I would probably fall apart without him)

T started by telling me that he (actually said it to me) that he was no long interested in talking with me and that he no longer needs me. At that point, I started to fall apart. I asked him if he was pushing me away (he said yeah but he's not cutting me off completely). I also asked him if he knew what he was doing was hurting me and he responded with an emotionless yes (he knows that it hurts alot for me but he just doesn't care enough about me). He then goes on saying that he's happy in his new friend group and that he's happy without me being there. He also mentions to me that I didn't do anything wrong to push him away anything and that I'm still his friend but I won't be as close anymore. I then repeatedly asked him why he did it and each time I asked, he responded with ""idk"". Before leaving, he tells me that he has no intention to making things back to the way it used to be and he has no reason why he wants it like that.

Now that entire conversation with him has been so confusing and so hurtful that even now I don't understand why he did that. I didn't do anything bad to him yet he practically cuts me off and talks to me as if I'm a boring bio teacher. I am no longer of any value towards him and I just feel so much pain and suffering. What's even worse is that this only applies to me. To everyone else, he's still the happy and caring T that I used to know so it hurts like hell when he has fun with others yet he hates being near me. 

In a normal situation, I would cut him off completely and find a new friend but the thing is, he has been there with me for so long and we were so close. I've grown to need him and to be wanted by him. I desperately want him back as my close good friend. I tried talking to him starting convos with him but everytime someone he knows passes, one hundred percent of his attention goes to that person instead (which ends up hurting me even more). 

I need help because I don't know what to do anymore, I don't want to let him go and I really just want things to be how they used to be. Everyday that passes knowing that he is pushing me away is killing a part of me. I'm literally having trouble sleeping because of this situation.

Please, can someone tell me what I can do? I'm completely lost at what I can do.

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lonely,FinntheVeggie,2019/03/30,"I'm always the friend that wants to be closer Last year, this other girl and I had a really small place together, so we were always in the shared living space together and we talked every day about all kinds of stuff. I thought I was finally making a close adult friend, but turns out there's tons of other people she'd rather spend time with now that we have a bigger house with two other roommates so we don't \~have\~ to interact with each other as much. Right now she is downstairs with one of her actual friends, watching a TV show that WE started together. I didn't even want to watch it but I agreed because I thought it would be good social time. We started it together a few weeks ago, but apparently now she's finishing it with someone else and doesn't want to rewatch those episodes with me another time. 

I'm so sick of being the clingy friend in every group, but honestly all I want is someone irl (love my long dist and internet friends but it's not the same) to interact with on a daily basis, have inside jokes with, and maybe go to the movies with now and then. I failed to make close friends in high school and most of college, but I feel like back then it was so much easier. I'm an introvert but damn I'm a human being, I have social needs. I feel so freaking alone.",4.321085271317831,5.3353094806201575,4.7728682170542625,86.3727131782946,70.47286821705426,8.213953488372093,26.348837209302324,8.515128840125781,1.6183162790697678,1018,31,210,16,18,323,142,258,0.09300000000000001,0.752,0.155,0.9539,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,6,0,0,1,14,16,1,0,13,0,19,2,0,2,2,51,39,22,0,7,9,0,2,1,6,1,1,0,0,3,16,26,0,0,4,3,1,1,4,3,0,2,7,4,23,13,28,26,9,35,0,1,2,1,27,14,1,1,21,139,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.10935891222089683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933853186488972,0.0,0.0,0.11606515854400948,0.0,0.0,0.18649349699338205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175095344231034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617078223345227,0.0,0.06831355758840782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227241471983242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361561756826163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401763043544109,0.0,0.18883856619394426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332648700345058,0.08005899322762866,0.0,0.12276132320733725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519485125473745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636889110943983,0.09399449379219008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840243313382455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930753558458766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669806595660408,0.0,0.09134762956310727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474911704322434,0.0,0.09895512037594896,0.09917367004621999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114270281418207,0.0,0.14960801988008085,0.0,0.11258398216947978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476079302281507,0.08309450231159053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593789275050775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769150337795025,0.0,0.11708368538681438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179147080723412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957025807099774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341538722082033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284715529211303,0.18990399268816088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863984215851815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828718878265408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007330372075344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793359510080592,0.19603735881170428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218941359986419,0.10947085873933833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643944863130823,0.0,0.08989148561311207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960749702946042,0.0,0.0,0.0721659467832537
lonely,Matt321089,2019/03/30,lonely 16m. Anyone on here wanna talk? Tell me whatever is happening in your life. Vent to me about the shit that's keeping you down. Tell me what you're afraid to tell other people. Let's just talk. ,0.02252032520325287,2.3848771463414664,1.7530487804878057,94.66502032520329,94.609756097561,4.684552845528454,14.150406504065039,6.42735559955562,-0.471491056910569,157,3,33,2,6,51,33,41,0.06,0.843,0.096,0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,7,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,7,3,1,0,0,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299821871018687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23143498185521075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23262559530229585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676227897597465,0.1848580600848128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814412249863489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26864816271457764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207155185595057,0.6862551074815114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justaliittlenaughty,2019/03/30,"Feeling lonely thinking about previous relationship (just here to vent really) It’s been about a year since I (F20) lost my virginity to my ex. And this time last year I felt like I was on cloud 9. I was doing well in school, had a boyfriend, had some good friends, and everything was just overall positive and happy. However I was dumped over a 5 minute phone call about 9 months ago now and sometimes it makes me upset to think about. He was my first real everything. I put in 110% effort into the relationship and he put in about 60%. I should’ve seen this from the beginning but I was so caught up into my first ~love. But anyways, since it’s been a year since I had some huge milestones with my ex, I’m feeling extra sad/lonely. I miss having someone who wanted to talk to me everyday, spend time with me, and be there for me. I don’t necessarily miss him, but I miss having someone there to support and vice versa. I know I’m young, and have “plenty of time” and “shouldn’t worry” but it’s just that it feels so lonely. I miss the cuddles, the kisses, the light roasting, and inside jokes. It sucks :( also some days I wake up thinking I’m going to roll over and see my ex, but that never happens lol. I tried using bumble, hinge, and tinder a couple months ago but they ultimately left me feeling upset and unwanted. It’s hard meeting a decent guy when you go to a huge university. I’m part of clubs and stuff, but no guys really seem interested in me. I think plenty of guys are attractive but I’ve never been approached by a guy irl. :/ idk sorry for this stupid rant it probably doesn’t mean much but just needed to share my feelings somewhere. Thanks for reading (if you even did)",2.928890150733018,4.8503706976047924,4.1639995870328335,85.72224550898207,75.55688622754491,6.882345653520545,23.193888085897175,7.753152298057669,1.0910120999380548,1319,39,263,19,29,432,176,334,0.156,0.711,0.133,-0.7415,1,6,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,1,4,20,25,3,2,13,1,22,5,1,2,2,57,59,28,0,5,14,3,7,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,15,18,0,0,13,3,1,6,6,12,1,2,17,10,34,13,35,40,6,41,0,7,2,4,23,14,1,5,22,169,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477016707499882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883426544948667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066104237968916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907672211641624,0.0,0.06357584392669613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511105708352878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177194414236607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492246550230124,0.0,0.09465210940613712,0.0,0.0,0.16770392950784205,0.0,0.0,0.07616254276127485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205039397936638,0.08268409586792536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904381761455881,0.08717383028367971,0.10494007678128486,0.08830817696612292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054176904052096166,0.08035572995161197,0.0,0.0,0.10710728870027816,0.0,0.0,0.04816113220732469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761154456735322,0.0,0.08897215781935283,0.0,0.06580281120362241,0.0,0.0,0.10738234954046837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737098158634813,0.0,0.07246752791547978,0.07309570505713993,0.15206170554493026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675236427069514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106285744827873,0.0,0.0,0.19819994185517165,0.0,0.0,0.0986065208789174,0.11220544408824616,0.1263055444045155,0.0,0.0,0.21167571947147631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976806482512662,0.07855537231181682,0.08974338737109143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24463879639548766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705276345064327,0.0,0.0974979861717425,0.11035206425338022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128503360992935,0.0,0.11186723848979067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923474428675896,0.0,0.09075907552662472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526639336408641,0.0,0.0,0.1724480989867158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692924297108725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514133369582606,0.0,0.0,0.05814494597309646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886351185153767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011261653114337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044656196835455
lonely,Bobbyhsf,2019/03/30,"Trying to hold on 27m. I moved back into my parents house in a city far from where I previously was after breaking up with my gf 8 months ago. I haven't had any friends this whole time I've been here and am not close with my parents.

 I have no car and am stuck in the house, mainly my room, all day. In 6 months, I'm moving to a new place that I think I'll love, getting a car for the first time in 9 years, and going to grad school. I'm trying to hold on until then, but it's so fucking hard. I literally don't want to do anything even though I'm bored at the same time. Been really depressed and suicidal for the past 4 months. It's the first time I've been suicidal. I also feel like I'm going crazy. I can't stop obsessing over an ex of mine from over 2 and a half years ago that I was with for 3 years. 

I 've been lucky enough to get 2 college degrees, have had some averagely attractive girlfriends, have a possible high paying career in my future, am in good shape, but still feel like a total fucking loser",4.041453385324353,3.8054992211981578,5.2757603686635965,86.96880538816023,70.61290322580646,8.335909252038284,25.908897554058854,7.882392219407189,1.1712994682736615,789,20,182,9,13,264,126,217,0.16699999999999998,0.72,0.113,-0.9224,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,8,13,2,1,12,0,18,3,0,0,2,25,34,12,2,1,3,3,3,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,3,3,0,1,6,5,6,0,3,9,3,16,7,30,25,7,51,0,2,0,3,7,20,2,2,26,109,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101289515184856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478369117494716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060046191118339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753524694461736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113772763860836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643824829947525,0.0,0.10208464574621164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246709329448545,0.0,0.07828405949483902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985870661797494,0.16934730150258018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20163310170602872,0.0,0.0,0.09157143649431176,0.21914726711279325,0.1238479153653482,0.0,0.13471997079463596,0.09941240351693026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617432566988017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522723390701568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735218284963611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580979046985185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697264041004786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838144511183972,0.2519447518108606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447132790881535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632140045128895,0.0,0.11314467813272715,0.0,0.0,0.12383247259841534,0.0,0.0,0.1336181300029488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759295824364095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995273110733964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465351057492748,0.09909146649463556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592922870317925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759454664818563,0.1164493402629584,0.0,0.2764494561659337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094018660982767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990859331377013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323279405837724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22897693042507444
lonely,ctrldwrdns,2019/03/30,"People only talk to me when they're upset with me or need me for something. Anyone else have this problem? it's like I don't exist, until someone is annoyed with me or needs to ask me a question about the homework. Then they have plenty to say. ",3.0005999999999986,4.52843846,4.153000000000001,87.55150000000002,74.4,5.0,24.5,3.1291,0.3515999999999999,193,6,37,0,4,63,40,50,0.161,0.7909999999999999,0.048,-0.7027,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,7,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,1,8,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739199892214755,0.30390524199007,0.0,0.0,0.2772841475296017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477740876786503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490544290545404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398553368801573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255802568928255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562745693385973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283809403847141,0.0,0.0,0.3322636973193945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23587093446198434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513111046911181,0.22833979385290296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23839858384033186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tjruy577,2019/03/30,"Things can only get better I hope. I’m really tired with a lot of things and just straight lonely.

I graduated from high school and joined the navy as a nuclear engineer mechanic. All of my friends back home, however, stayed back and went to community college instead and kept playing games and keeping to the same old. I never seem relevant to them and none relain care about how things are or how I’m doing. Most would ignore me in the discord. Others went to college and some even joined the military as well. 
The one person that I truly loved joined the air force  and before i knew it, she already left to go to basic training and I couldn’t tell her my feelings. I honestly loved her. Same interests at the time, same personality, often finishing each others sentences, always with each other, talked about anything, ran away together for 2 days.she always brightened up my day and she felt more like home than my actually family.
I soon went to boot and finished that and then transferred down to training right after. Made some friends along the way while completing part of my 2 year training there. They’ve moved on as well going to a different command.
The one I loved got married to someone she knew in highschool. She’s not allowed to talk to me cause her husband thinks she will cheat on him with me. Something along those lines I think since I’ve been blocked on every point of contact. Even her parents don’t talk to me. 
 I transferred up to NY later to finish my training and within a week, I was sent to hold because I’ve become ______ and have picked up ptsd from an event as well. (Don’t really want to talk about it)

Fast forward 4 months from there all my friends that transferred up here are graduating soon. Hardly hang out with any of them anyway because Im pretty much left from any social relevance in the command. Everyone works 12 hours shifts and have weird hours.

I’ve also racked up a debt on my credit card as well trying to find new things to do. Still can’t find happiness. I can’t find it in myself to go out and try to make new friends because I feel so behind  in what’s relevant with collage students. Under the age of 21 so drinking is a no go as well. Can’t pick up on new hobbies even though I’ve spent thousands of dollars trying to find one. Literally $4783 on my credit card. Max is 5000. I know it’s my fault on that and I totally agree. I’m not good with money.

I don’t have good relationships with my family. Dad has some mental conditions and he keeps to himself. I remind my mom too much of my dad so she doesn’t like talking to me. Siblings have their own life and jobs. Tried talking to them all.

I’ve tried dating apps but I honestly don’t have any good photos and don’t have the wit or personality to leave a good impression on majority of girls that just seem like they want to party, get drunk and high. On top of that, I’m a nuke and we are especially socially awkward. Borderline “nice guy”

So here’s where I’m at. I’ve lost my career essentially since I’m still in and in the process for discharge with mental conditions and illness.
The one person who could bring a smile to my face can’t talk to me anymore because she doesn’t want her marriage to end. I feel like I have no family . Most of my friends are moving on with their life while I’m stuck in a standstill waiting on my medical records to be pushed through. Loss of motivation and depression won’t allow me to do anything. Even the medication isn’t working for the lack of motivation. I live alone and wake up constantly every night in cold sweats and heart pounding situations and then continue to cry myself back to sleep. Constant sad thoughts.I feel like I can’t talk to anyone about what I’m feeling because what good will it do. I’m still alone in the end. Far from anyone.  

Thank you to whoever reads this for listening to me.  And I apologize once again for how messy it is. If any of you can offer any tips for embracing the suck, I’m open ears. Once again, thank you. And I’m sorry if it seems like I kept making excuses. ",3.5396635946448214,5.370261555694622,4.357646489930598,85.38264260249557,73.61827284105131,7.445678310008723,26.62420829066637,8.199878495009871,1.6885576136837712,3209,116,636,52,66,1031,359,799,0.1,0.764,0.136,0.9623,6,4,2,0,0,0,71.0,1,3,6,8,44,49,2,1,29,0,43,17,6,13,5,118,104,54,0,10,9,5,7,6,5,4,6,2,2,6,26,47,2,8,20,5,6,15,21,11,5,5,17,10,76,38,123,80,23,106,0,5,0,3,65,49,1,15,48,407,102,19,0.0,0.0,0.04953311020805976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514128519975882,0.056013420969796265,0.04059166573334273,0.08447050864039676,0.0,0.0,0.1725880775107724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050338931209798016,0.07098324198264569,0.0,0.0835400709155206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04768941275742447,0.1170907820789946,0.0,0.15470997781581136,0.05605892951206764,0.043191863731919286,0.0,0.0,0.044891891851204783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051751815937559766,0.05214310495918596,0.0,0.0,0.05321946787584754,0.10970411409730108,0.0,0.04052664343634499,0.0,0.05575598213627155,0.03273512337146309,0.0,0.043718341892684164,0.0,0.0,0.0530319749351226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04972414277225543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991417741050182,0.0,0.0,0.1341024109052015,0.0,0.08553268609624362,0.048502055332172514,0.0,0.0,0.14355218397768085,0.0,0.12832546648999887,0.07252396451567265,0.04873625401420825,0.0,0.18556990802244386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607999513536545,0.0,0.05303858838966912,0.0,0.11538921842594313,0.21286969326079674,0.040596320961904686,0.0,0.0,0.05025903344590908,0.0,0.05403351568572233,0.045469771050591794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014923229533664,0.0,0.10725857911742244,0.10183010821000267,0.05041478209894885,0.0999740708734826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05482804097242409,0.0,0.05037011759633895,0.09023322215420382,0.0,0.0,0.027895620859931396,0.0,0.0,0.053746070345987024,0.11029882084236856,0.0,0.07170465649298842,0.14878864428450994,0.0,0.04482080869031438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540905114319372,0.043153180224583455,0.1374349619110037,0.048029052062929865,0.06776357213357136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226797859377597,0.10230554027391553,0.0,0.0,0.05944790520486861,0.04051506184689562,0.10789680188652086,0.07462688091009521,0.0,0.03914819201478327,0.1470690312097066,0.0,0.047633544761060215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532626537167336,0.1081125891393139,0.13758147129265133,0.0386042326723069,0.0,0.0,0.05636146237331705,0.05496666027156232,0.0,0.0,0.17728194491619484,0.0,0.0,0.047983321045096006,0.0,0.0,0.05163978451294097,0.0,0.0,0.059334133393103276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05077237558850063,0.0,0.06503456852808609,0.0,0.0,0.05449578301808698,0.0,0.04334760086062028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137045312915234,0.0,0.13862627733670171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397614237137188,0.057054837591280626,0.05079529686222059,0.10348408173071072,0.043007630597919386,0.039076480591260516,0.0,0.056820141338511536,0.0,0.05410195614012833,0.12160774540801228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263829743289325,0.04436528827031235,0.09346347137348626,0.0,0.0,0.13488713880333805,0.0650481733973474,0.04987010567142466,0.0,0.029597770929124776,0.058339589299409675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230892195024206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981628220543936,0.04028984547821639,0.040715518956942164,0.0,0.22819056424878606,0.1411613022584601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390578829309002,0.0,0.0,0.03605748122094586,0.0,0.0,0.03268689970199639
lonely,Forever-Grim,2019/03/30,"Need a Distraction I’m pretty sure I just fucked up my life, and I could use someone to talk to right now. I don’t want to talk about my issues, I just need conversation so I can stop thinking about all the things I shouldn’t have done.",2.3412000000000006,3.70525932,3.209,94.31950000000002,75.8,6.6000000000000005,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.14900000000000002,186,4,44,2,4,59,36,50,0.18899999999999997,0.6759999999999999,0.135,-0.5688,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,1,2,0,6,2,0,1,2,13,13,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,6,10,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665914866480492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648786637207426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392893225157688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701570975037163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282322454632216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838466051537969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633288375199529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104417072161728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193105466386984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639813443250674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439494705762041,0.0,0.0,0.4160844687239367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195885784813014,0.16585138808264455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355083566033093,0.0,0.0,0.15266793104449258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ChillVibes1370,2019/03/30,"Too lonely to be proud of myself In the last year I’ve graduated from my childhood dream college, got a full-time job at a place that I love and get to help people, and things have been going very well. But my friends have now moved all over the country, nobody texts me back these days, and I have no romantic life to speak of. I’d love to be happy for myself, but it just feels pointless when there’s nobody to share that joy with. ",11.396591760299629,5.664224089887643,10.033932584269667,75.96378277153562,60.91011235955056,12.765543071161053,37.53183520599251,7.793537801064563,2.784592509363296,340,7,75,2,3,106,68,89,0.034,0.695,0.271,0.9647,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,1,9,12,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,2,7,8,13,8,1,13,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,7,49,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976752976528237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579251947750168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998516707011712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986160005797806,0.0,0.1343114106959358,0.0,0.1461020096540561,0.0,0.20560687239257144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736617974555268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723123815458998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25510790376171505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095509567830888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815801260826288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640416012480599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732307195751318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782238788749173,0.0,0.2685893264427531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078963116732998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21211432487826495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23114187252936602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554828262008686
lonely,Cheesyknees1221,2019/03/30,I don't understand I just want to scream and punch a wall until my fucking hands break.,5.886666666666668,5.421545444444448,5.852222222222222,85.165,66.77777777777779,9.422222222222222,29.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.9257111111111112,70,2,15,1,1,22,17,18,0.24600000000000002,0.754,0.0,-0.4445,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6114076761091153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6884889642431102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900815295682437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FickleIndependent,2019/05/22,"Down for a voice call?  Like right now, I could really use someone to talk to about anything really. I'm a 24M from EU with interests in gaming and movies. Also recently moved to editing photos after editing video for about 5 years so I know a bit about that.

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Send a DM with some basic info about yourself like your age gender and interests, stuff like that, I''ll be available on Discord.",4.6109649122807,6.465892552631582,5.0315789473684225,81.5493859649123,70.84210526315789,7.698245614035088,27.14035087719298,8.344100000000001,1.9836561403508768,318,11,56,5,6,101,57,76,0.036000000000000004,0.8109999999999999,0.153,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,16,3,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,8,34,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309603539846814,0.0,0.24807373700649898,0.2782066079557043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841128474526248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24996065962988395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337896810950533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280274059083454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582823326308554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355690187706333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24334400055635586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293350160586326,0.0,0.2260664346145365,0.0,0.0,0.19552717825756505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939936810204025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620998497969745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402616504383829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977444777262813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782066079557043,0.14744016134294416
lonely,TempAdviceSeeking,2019/05/22,"31[M] I'm mildly autistic, a recovering alcoholic and no matter how much I try I always seem to just drive people away. I am NOT emotionally stable. I'm far from it, I break down at the drop of a hat. I'm not able to deal with that so in the past I resorted to alcohol and cannabis just so I didn't have to think about things. Substances let time pass unhindered so I've relied on them, it's like time travelling forward. I might walk through the world in a daze, but at least I walk.

I've been working on this though, smoking cannabis has made me hack up black shit so I'm stopping (at my GP's request), or trying to convert to edibles at least but I don't know how to make them (or at least the way I want to, extraction>just baking it in) and buying them is expensive.

Alcohol is destructive and not a way to hide my feelings, probably 1 out of every 5 times I drink I just devolve into an emotional mess and hurt the few remaining people around me.

I have been finding success in my career recently but I feel like my boss is just using my willingness to what I feel like is work outside of my pay grade and is going to dismiss me as soon as the project we are working on is over.

I currently am not very sexually active. I left a relationship last October where I was abused. I feel like I was taken advantage of and was unwilling to leave the relationship because I don't have very good self esteem. I want nothing more than to have a caring person in my life but I have a hard time trusting people now. I feel like everyone is just being nice to me to use me or is building up trust so they can tear it down on me again.

I've been working very hard to get myself out of this rut. I have lost weight (down from 235 to 200). I am becoming far more active. I have saved money on top of coming into a fair amount unexpectedly. I've started reading again. It's still not helping though. I can see myself improving but I don't feel any better.

The problem is I seem to need contact with people. This is hard for me being autistic. I can initially contact people very well but have a very hard time maintaining relationships because I have a tendency not to empathise with others. This makes me inadvertently selfish. I don't mean to be. I think I have been forced to grow up very independent so naturally my first thought is self interest. I also think every friendly action is a trick to lower my guard so people can hurt me.

I have tried very hard to just devote myself to other people instead of being self absorbed and unempathetic but that seems to just open myself up to people who want to take advantage of me and upon learning this my trust is slashed.

I also have a very hard time trusting, interacting with and socialising with males. From an early age I was bullied and it was almost always from other males so I have absolutely no desire to interact with another man at all.

I get that all of this is a ""me"" problem. I know damn well the world isn't like this but I can't seem to change my own instincts. As much as I try to suppress that instinct eventually something will come out, I can't suppress it all and when it does I drive people away.


The worst part is that I'm _not_ a suicide risk. I value my own life very much. My biggest fear is just lashing out at others and hurting people other than me. I wish the only person I would hurt because of this is myself but that's not the type of response that comes out. I end up just hurting others and isolating myself, and then things get worse.

I don't know what to do anymore.",3.675358649789029,5.074512843881859,4.9961954992967685,82.69361814345994,72.45991561181435,7.79831223628692,27.37201125175809,8.344100000000001,1.8456509142053443,2796,101,554,45,54,931,290,711,0.172,0.695,0.134,-0.983,2,0,5,0,1,1,63.0,1,0,4,11,35,42,4,2,28,0,66,9,1,9,3,112,112,47,1,9,29,0,13,6,1,3,5,0,1,8,34,34,6,4,20,3,4,13,19,18,2,1,14,15,87,23,98,90,17,86,0,6,2,0,26,47,2,9,30,401,121,13,0.05171962439601794,0.06127929765371401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581764861155746,0.05178973294834655,0.0,0.0,0.08272032988741984,0.08606974134042701,0.0,0.0,0.03517111813078335,0.05423253569634882,0.0,0.0,0.051291969923202695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046041430909585665,0.0,0.0,0.09718457925196898,0.0,0.0,0.09458340896284348,0.05712026174088194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04574180482758213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052731604004015324,0.0,0.05471250483352332,0.13365563054596327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05332066175120818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526019184135367,0.0,0.0,0.05066554204144764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635523234878037,0.045808236017050266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715202840550873,0.049420317506206485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819895635700813,0.15690597657277647,0.14779404001033924,0.0,0.0,0.047270799717962816,0.04399268609027049,0.0,0.0,0.03995845351228803,0.0,0.08106410729443111,0.0,0.02939345442346892,0.04337996712242068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779837481358268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03466657402975827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768346380332599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527125894906785,0.04215839680906831,0.0,0.054763614511150534,0.0561935232358521,0.052886820056689134,0.0730622004838291,0.15160557612454345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645807958983275,0.0,0.0,0.04893835913171387,0.06904650178761443,0.0,0.0,0.056337833094705435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486634829970438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405962460198185,0.03834944615266615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049626374493962816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03933510492870533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600731318028291,0.049372233683482855,0.35855875448173835,0.0903191622073856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055762502665324384,0.0989773913182883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051733620460897634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106688958908975,0.16658256321666032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04121384448128252,0.1883344143875581,0.1618645436280106,0.0,0.05308945121153896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039816293652286124,0.0,0.0,0.03660741634694736,0.0,0.04130335885162234,0.04323992184654985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657287465452356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03888672095913207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872044062370791,0.09941954089819673,0.10162853674842326,0.04105960463233229,0.1809487734211196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045691999834986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933829940847741,0.0,0.384066959795646,0.09151672343410022,0.0821052609904012,0.0,0.06298056916641452,0.09300430721841978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947501561412503,0.0,0.0,0.15061001015221873,0.0,0.052706715790668726,0.03674013726241412,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mionami,2019/05/22,"Not worthy of Love and attention I don't know if it's because of the years of bullying I've endured during my youth, but I don't feel like I deserve attention.
My existence is a burden on everyone and I feel like nobody should waste their time by spending it with me. I'm not fun or interesting  or pretty or even good at talking and everyone is better of doing something else.",6.786052631578947,6.006641815789473,7.967368421052632,71.78157894736844,65.05263157894737,11.284210526315787,36.10526315789474,10.686352973137794,3.893115789473685,302,13,56,7,4,104,54,76,0.28,0.589,0.131,-0.8923,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,1,8,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,17,11,8,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,8,7,8,10,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,4,5,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841530256992367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298352934615344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21708935833350548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164272707894962,0.0,0.0,0.4966368607367248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627977573061507,0.371304616047412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796795101362615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281862363664158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539202538416853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23454424618880346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643828214493853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006183775690636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887493150872152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153320759682132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734877670686682
lonely,BaronVA,2019/05/22,"If you're lonely but suck with people, find yourself a goal and throw yourself at it. Over the past \~3 years I've barely spoken to a human being outside my family and the random people I interact with throughout the day (bus driver, barista, waiter, etc). I live away from my family and rarely interact with housemates  


The reason is I've been recovering from being cripplingly sick. I just don't have the brainpower to be interested in other people or be interesting myself. But that doesn't mean I haven't been lonely AF  


The only thing that's helped the loneliness was throwing myself at something I wanted to achieve more than anything else. For me, that's quitting my 9-to-5 and building my own business as well as shipping a video game  


It might sound like nothing, but when you spend most of your time working towards something that means the world to you, the loneliness drops away (to a degree) because you're so focused on your goals  


To be honest I just need attention from internet strangers right now but I hope that helps. I've felt lonely most of my life and it fucking sucks",6.104096638655464,7.446291132352947,5.999719887955184,78.00088235294119,66.59803921568627,8.377591036414566,30.747899159663863,8.634040054169528,2.504136974789916,877,33,149,13,14,275,127,204,0.12300000000000001,0.746,0.131,0.3838,1,6,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,0,5,6,12,3,0,13,0,14,3,0,1,0,29,23,15,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,10,8,0,0,6,2,1,2,3,6,1,0,4,2,19,6,26,13,5,19,0,3,0,1,10,10,3,7,7,104,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322249060491641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019259166187153,0.0,0.0,0.09794826390439837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362448977752413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342264630748099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919926012968826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029472177297331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427678089317126,0.0,0.14685745047207655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854489896034084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153991347295617,0.0,0.0,0.1595902362415669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349214052811528,0.07849951245391606,0.0,0.14188226447922075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500524883341821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704547432258839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914124412108522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417557726628514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220341645047647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533860312524526,0.33418320511904803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090161024252326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652044979113357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721875953512802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24739667650684125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674781012304807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369306100603554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947724794113786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446947716677527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697603086099012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347183560582662
lonely,ManicPangolin,2019/05/22,"37 And Alone My marriage unceremoniously (and very suddenly) ended in February. Since then I've burned through all the dating apps including Tinder, Bumble, and OKcupid, dated a few people that ultimately didn't work out, and now I'm at the end of the line. I've swiped everyone within a 15 mile radius, the matches have dried up, and even if they didn't, I'm stuck with a fair share of red flags and a personality type (INTP) that is pretty much the worst one you can have from a social perspective.

I feel so damn alone that it's bled into every part of my life. I can't enjoy my hobbies, can't stay motivated on projects, haven't been going to the gym as much or getting out of the house. The only thing driving me is finding a partner, and I don't know how to do that, not as the person I am with my age, personality, and appearance. (I'm not hideous I don't think, but I guess the lack of matches speak for themselves.)

I'm scared and I don't know what to do.",6.471015228426396,5.2317579543147215,7.3671116751269015,77.33188578680205,65.90355329949239,10.113502538071069,31.88274111675127,9.120678840339163,2.4235608121827403,755,24,160,11,10,255,122,197,0.1,0.863,0.037000000000000005,-0.8902,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,2,4,5,1,1,16,0,17,1,0,2,1,30,30,17,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,7,14,0,0,6,1,0,3,10,3,0,1,4,3,14,2,23,26,7,21,0,0,1,0,10,9,1,4,8,104,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547178242915493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033457439998151,0.0,0.0,0.11310617741206175,0.0,0.14428189773516858,0.1636326159453873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658697710998674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651547796529885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946881637091503,0.0,0.09732288422428087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864645766797175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975945592219863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882243291947038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095591039448375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517706035245825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160405260099281,0.1302400802496264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854424178195803,0.0,0.1187202145324104,0.4485754501719119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421845257562898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714468313023973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416562221860626,0.0,0.0,0.1745634374289101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252514352932006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376804152224225,0.10972733735282246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129564631807087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246689175240217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Voyager1122,2019/05/22,"Epiphany My entire life I just nodded and told everyone I felt fine. I always wanted to show people I was strong and I could live on my own. but after becoming 18, reality hits you right in the face and you realize life is actually short and you still have no one. you never had. All I want is someone to tell me good morning or goodnight and someone to be there for me when necessary. Someone which i can talk to day in and day out. A friend. When you finally search for a friend/lover you are getting the picture that it's harder than expected and there is no one. Everyone is occupied.",2.526899766899767,4.685614230769236,4.089805749805752,84.68524475524478,77.63247863247864,7.673348873348875,26.02097902097902,8.575989854853784,1.9813487179487181,463,18,92,10,11,154,78,117,0.059000000000000004,0.8420000000000001,0.099,0.6972,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,6,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,11,3,1,0,2,19,17,11,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,1,17,4,12,10,2,14,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,8,69,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.17377792586155752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817472319364286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966725783159329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421803720565279,0.0,0.0,0.22969047646797786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403213139753933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709823005516225,0.19507516753549875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751644281123594,0.0,0.09303812987178277,0.0,0.0,0.14936293569398384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515627713993105,0.0,0.0,0.15724567136858575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734432546196265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413398090468392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345649787385628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207718911637313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526533954843641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221290013177293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431319275055814,0.15564756066156502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016065698769667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006941504644844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kuklaxosaurklan,2019/05/22,"I have bad luck. I expect some backlash I don't blame you. I never believed in good or bad luck until things kept happening to me it's no coincidence. I'm here to give my story anonymously from anyone I know in real life. I have fell in love only twice in my entire life which isn't long because I'm 18 male gonna be 19 in october. And I've been with 5 girls only 2 I actually fell for. And I guess I'm just destined to be alone for the rest of my life so this is to whomever I end up with next and if I show you this, it means I trust you whole heartedly. Which isn't easy for me to truly do because I've been done wrong so often not just by girls, friends and most my family as well. And I only am insistent on finding someone for me is because I guess. I want love because my parents didn't show me nearly enough. They made me question my own existence from a very young age. They are trying now that I'm older but they deny the memories of what happened in particular on my 6th birthday but they remember it. Because something involving my neck happened that day and since then when I act out or defy them they've always avoided touching or grabbing my neck. Back to whoever I'm currently seeing and showed this to just know I mean it whatever I say because I was showed alot of bad in my life but I was never one to lie. Because I know what it's like to be lied to. So if I ever become distant I'm just having a day where all the bad comes back into my head and I don't want to say or do anything to harm you so I isolate myself emotionally and psychically. Because more people can lie to me leave me for someone else but I won't ever inflict what I've been through to anyone because I can't hurt anyone like that and I don't want you to know what it feels like to be inside my head. Everyone who's tried to get into my head gets ruined and blames me for it because they guilt me into being open about myself and my struggles. But honestly with whomever you maybe I don't feel the need to do so any longer, because I can only hope you understand where I'm coming from as a person and your significant other. I care too much to ruin anyone else no matter how bad it ends or the things said.
        This ends my discussion just wanted to let anyone here know, I'm not here because I feel lonely but because I know what it is to be alone and to feel it constantly.",3.128170131902525,4.096621217303824,4.775655600268276,85.41270316342502,73.24547283702212,7.453811759445562,25.877990163201428,7.793537801064563,1.3477556896937175,1863,60,393,24,36,631,220,497,0.142,0.759,0.1,-0.9789,4,5,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,8,6,0,26,28,0,3,9,0,35,12,6,2,5,86,80,38,0,9,20,1,6,3,1,2,4,3,0,4,28,24,0,2,16,4,0,5,15,14,1,2,10,10,71,14,58,61,10,45,0,4,1,2,30,18,0,17,25,271,99,0,0.0,0.0,0.06270157292258947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330932770713589,0.0,0.0,0.053463569469763016,0.0,0.0,0.04369418307130811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246356479918996,0.06583470077666921,0.052874671370984255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881304552652538,0.2682424858230833,0.5091837193207154,0.07096229253521158,0.0,0.07239102830351189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655101253940104,0.0,0.0,0.1106963876415221,0.0,0.0694345709474624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287562467142541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575303648616071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735012542540573,0.0722758771081323,0.17072702465073195,0.06639043335157048,0.0,0.0,0.1162408738014232,0.0,0.061396410331020224,0.0,0.0,0.0605719264956699,0.0,0.12995281033071476,0.045902292735242135,0.0,0.0,0.058725996970679886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04964163995355416,0.0,0.06713898852014588,0.06163724739386112,0.0,0.05389229361506681,0.0,0.0,0.14156365166638682,0.0,0.17045591203061727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782607215408907,0.0,0.0,0.07614000936266976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381763880515108,0.0,0.0,0.0687840705531483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187031844634205,0.0,0.0,0.06803455577383037,0.0,0.06570295516404827,0.1815349259959363,0.09417218089548124,0.0,0.0,0.05686180465880365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598152226096138,0.060797658327472213,0.0,0.0,0.06455068566936828,0.1399805137799316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723328290627263,0.04764271964988411,0.09911161266037598,0.0,0.06833370019648433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043539435636174,0.19546893783620345,0.0,0.0,0.07134525427901145,0.0,0.0,0.04454487856168806,0.05610316387528482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197796572619458,0.0,0.0,0.07313387991412346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278602324818441,0.0,0.061119232500397025,0.10219298812045816,0.0,0.0,0.0512012515252233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315067227294326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888256662406996,0.049465030301133764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671710937873974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537355855983346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872470183236578,0.0,0.0,0.0668895467574511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301538100586437,0.15159212749303955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057771083803915824,0.0,0.0,0.07173608096300847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025047201378118,0.0,0.0
lonely,InvulnerableEssence,2019/05/22,"I wish someone would rest her head in my chest and cry. So that way I can caress her, stroke her head, wipe her tears away with my thumb, and let her know everything's going to be alright.

I didn't work on my pectorals for a long time and make them solid yet pillowy just to be strong.

I didn't work on my biceps just to lift concrete eight hours a day. My arms are meant for cuddling. To be held on to while strolling the city at night, so she feels safe.

I'm tall, handsome, strong, and work like a dog. Yet over all of this I'm shy.

I hate my introversion. Yesterday I was at the beach and there was this group of girls obviously glancing at me. I wish I was brave enough to go over there and talk to them. They had such a cute dog with them, hypoallergenic too. I should have gone over there and asked if I could pet their dog, it would have been the perfect opportunity to introduce myself.

All I've ever wanted in life is to be in a romantic relationship. Just sappy, clingy romance. I love clinginess. I want someone who'll cling to me like an angry crab.

I want someone who will explore with me. Caverns and mountain peaks. Bustling cities and quaint country small towns. Large lakes and long river walks. I want to explore where others don't. To try new things. To eat interesting foods. To try wineries (I'm 21). To camp and roast marshmallows under the bright night sky.

I want to rock back and forth on a bench swing, holding each other. Her head on my shoulder. My arm around her waist with my hand in hers. My other hand in her other hand.

I could go on and on about this. Sorry for the long rant. I had to get it off my chest.",1.6206684491978611,3.868415712121216,2.355294117647059,95.46352941176471,81.27272727272728,5.215686274509804,20.00891265597148,6.37848985222837,-0.06523707664884126,1275,34,282,11,34,396,182,330,0.055999999999999994,0.745,0.2,0.9932,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,5,7,17,16,1,0,12,1,26,19,13,1,5,49,49,17,0,13,4,0,5,2,0,5,2,0,1,1,13,19,3,3,5,2,0,7,3,1,0,1,11,8,47,15,49,26,5,50,0,0,2,2,23,27,0,1,17,182,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017905601919253,0.10689637046881988,0.0,0.10743011857625503,0.08792361431748091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825890426460048,0.0,0.12560170960173306,0.07374253491635034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700263945784348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118148101301198,0.0,0.0,0.10343085471745496,0.0,0.0,0.10276517362389567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781585171324032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826543309695574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974011327002826,0.0,0.1949532931078696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289120235952063,0.352050342691829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260598178384028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628405694988166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169246683690523,0.08076467400316346,0.1117255785862494,0.0,0.0,0.3035729961915521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320008432985374,0.0,0.07632562626100726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043431898340292,0.0,0.21460852906356556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276285433243254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906503511578016,0.0,0.0,0.12799894501878809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190551845275456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596519058519112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667500932927052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526438130844286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33721579170653365,0.09076108567660916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629803217312636,0.0,0.0,0.2497317687738411,0.0,0.0,0.1624536457528191,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TLOS147,2019/05/22,"I'm feeling weird Yo, what the fuck is going on, why am I typing this shit. I feel really weird right now and I just have this fucking urge to type this shit. I don't know what the fuck I'm doing right now, I'm just not thinking clearly. I'm probably going to feel better in the morning after I sleep and I will probably delete this... I'm going to regret posting this after I wake up but fuck it. I guess I'm doing it because I will feel less lonely knowing that someone is reading my post and even one fucking reply will make me happy. I'm acting really fucking weird right now and I guess it's just because I'm lonely. I just fucking recorded myself walking around the room for 8 minutes imagining that I'm arguing with people. Sometimes I just get this feeling that I'm experiencing right now and I do stupid shit... Fuck, I just want to cry because I'm really embarrassed that I'm typing this shit.",2.009154589371981,4.185077934782612,3.9162318840579746,85.19205314009663,79.43478260869566,6.045410628019322,24.352657004830927,7.1686216300943375,1.178612077294686,716,26,137,9,18,242,85,184,0.27899999999999997,0.664,0.057999999999999996,-0.9923,0,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,12,23,14,1,4,0,11,14,6,1,1,30,47,6,0,2,8,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,16,7,0,0,9,1,0,5,2,21,0,1,0,6,17,2,12,44,1,22,0,3,0,8,1,9,12,2,6,80,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955175532860878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634240304723314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903405246197932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816073761901407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059023225251283125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225922348837396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6609150620685043,0.04668832615912508,0.0,0.15236065745764565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968861934610116,0.0,0.0,0.09512826341926496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822281359007304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059650300913661185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055448306779195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061952849301048475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116954256931605,0.0,0.1926962251566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893868899350738,0.0,0.17174411532690856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052610544349122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669181387176368,0.0,0.0,0.08942724379575942,0.0,0.07571673174763223,0.0,0.08838200233761839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726001441286899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270843996575096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063594369351756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DyslexicSantaist,2019/05/22,"Unrequited Love is the worst Ive loved the same woman from afar since we were 18. 35 now. She doesnt want to talk to me even. Wont even be friends. I suffer major depression too and the times we talked helped me. But i was wrong because i kept pushing to be in her life. I was wrong to try and go against her wishes and contact her. So ive stayed a way. But it still hurts. Every day.

Ive made great steps to change my life. I suffer from depression and started trying to get in shape, mental health boot camps, etc. Ive made progress. But no matter what I cant seem to forget her. Im not even interested in other women. I cant help it. I dont know. I know theres so many other people out there but knowing that doesnt make me feel better.

Just such a terrible lonliness.",0.08877727856226159,2.2471986158536588,2.02265725288832,95.93492297817714,87.23170731707317,4.91604621309371,17.16816431322208,6.339386263674448,-0.3682634146341459,599,14,138,6,19,198,103,164,0.18,0.718,0.10300000000000001,-0.8678,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,2,13,15,0,0,5,0,16,5,0,3,0,27,32,10,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,6,7,0,1,5,0,0,3,8,9,0,0,6,1,24,6,14,23,4,15,0,5,0,2,17,5,0,1,5,86,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538122630670758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238745177136284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816829319927638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032917644408184,0.0,0.24127245673431905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641530265068499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620749131461034,0.2775312666178744,0.0,0.11800928633217092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708201620217455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821248037926982,0.0,0.07317724076720536,0.0,0.07960114395068997,0.0,0.0,0.1544201717545408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888063126304046,0.0,0.0,0.18776282024318608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994055176466745,0.0,0.15129229026822175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309252141878821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786155972956526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528250116991461,0.26506237163085905,0.0934932731774986,0.14200210035674252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115076173297164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710218683072556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750827628619066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586172587896308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913745340423644,0.14928873450991384,0.1118546519312778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515498828242764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167197790184881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018743674326694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261290389147304,0.11117564824207173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106576692766875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062742420088588,0.0,0.0
lonely,Extinction135,2019/05/22,Patiently waiting for the perfect opportunity for Revenge The world needs awakening!,9.830000000000002,14.547088666666674,9.36666666666667,38.595,79.0,12.4,56.0,10.125756701596842,9.8157,72,6,6,3,2,23,10,12,0.177,0.469,0.354,0.5255,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,megmcc1981,2019/05/22,"Wondering if anyone in their 30s (or older) can relate? I (37F) have never had a romantic relationship of any kind. I’ve had some serious crushes that never reciprocated. I’ve been on one date about 15 years ago that was a total disaster. This type of loneliness is something most people cannot comprehend. Where almost everyone on the planet has experienced romantic love at some point, I haven’t. No one has ever felt that way about me. It’s devastating. No one ever chooses me. It leaves me feeling completely worthless. 

Hoping I’m not the only person on earth who has lived this long without love.",3.604999999999997,6.479925468468473,5.239121621621624,73.97597972972977,78.09909909909909,8.384684684684682,26.367117117117118,9.075114841892004,2.860068468468469,481,19,78,13,12,162,80,111,0.212,0.662,0.126,-0.8454,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,12,2,0,0,5,18,19,2,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,2,0,3,5,3,6,4,10,14,4,17,0,1,0,2,6,7,0,8,9,57,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834739149870533,0.0,0.17887516307094625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147657716841424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490435893277264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872933197218915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32316758167598697,0.0,0.17069150292312632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032222073261184,0.0,0.17151570974787872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774228920213071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860187984487749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914657246459568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773622674717688,0.15808459881942968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32244654433865433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27554559022136915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631390661975744,0.13585845896429907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384164201503957,0.15597546027501902,0.0,0.0,0.1688659403882514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178500875115795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752042373025494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179057423687202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219585388404535,0.19371988699604945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150338062546048
lonely,Pooja_Venkataramana,2019/05/22,"Relationship between Social Media Usage And Loneliness   

Do you ever wonder why do we use Social Media? Obviously, the answer would be to stay connected with people and to have a better social life. But what if social media makes us lonely and vice versa.

A lot of researches have been conducted on the relationship between social networking addiction and loneliness.

 

Loneliness may be part of a normal developmental process for older adolescents in transition to young adulthood, but for many adolescents, the loneliness that results from can lead to even more serious problems such as depression, suicide ideation, and violence.

A World Happiness Database (2010) study found that people with close friendships are happier. It has also been documented that friendship is the most important relationship in an emotional life of an individual between the end of early childhood and onset of full adulthood, and it has also been recorded that friendship is more intense than relationships later in life.

While adolescents use social networking sites (SNS) to connect with people and to improve their friendships and social circle, it is to be noted if it improves the quality of friendship and makes the individual feel belonged or if it acts counter wise.

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lonely,AVhastIdBot,2019/05/22,"Here, is the thing with feathers. Maybe it's just me, but I feel like loneliness isn't so bad if there isn't hope. In fact I'd even go so far as to say: loneliness - hope = solitude. And solitude is fine. You can get used to solitude, even find joy and happiness. Some of the happiest moments of my life I was completely alone and completely okay with being alone. But if you introduce hope, if there is uncertainty that's when things get difficult. And it doesn't matter how much hope or uncertainty there is either. Because it always hurts eventually. When there is a lot of hope you just have that much further to be let down. Because the sparkle always leaves someone's eyes doesn't it? The hardness replaces it and already you can feel the magic dimming. Another potential life vanishes into smoke. And when there is almost no hope that is when you are at your lowest because no matter the circumstances you always think it's your fault the hope is gone. Maybe you should have been more this or less that. Shouldn't have had such high hopes, should have played your cards differently, should have lost weight should have worked out more, should have waited, should have spoke sooner, shouldn't have said so much, should have said more... endless recriminations for endless varieties of loneliness. I am not just talking about romantic loneliness here after all. I am talking about intelectual loneliness, spiritual loneliness, familial loneliness, sexual loneliness. All the feelings you wish you could share in all the relationships in your life all the pregnant silences and the yawning abyss of irrelevance... It is only painful because of the hope. Hope is like oxygen. Alone it is intoxicating, corrosive, explosive. It has to be mixed in with other stuff. Loneliness is just a poor admixture of hope and circumstance. And I think some people... the anguish makes them mean or sad or crazy.  Like George Carlin: ""Fuck hope"". Like cynics and anybody that has given up: 'Is this a test? It has to be, otherwise I can't go on'. Maybe like me someday. I don't think I am crazy (although, allegedly crazy people never do). Nor am I bitter or cynical. And I haven't given up.  I am going to try and understand.  I accept my loneliness. Perhaps it is my brains way of guiding me? I accept and am grateful for my relationships. All of them, even the painful ones. I don't blame anybody.  It isn't anybody's fault I feel lonely. Not even mine for having hope. But I have to admit a slight irritation at the thing with feathers. Whether I can finally let it free because I don't need it anymore, or it dies from malnutrition, or simply chooses to cease its squawking when I am trying to sleep... I don't care as much. I just want some peace in my time.",4.140101775841849,6.636349080708666,4.55996481822751,81.6210546155135,73.94094488188976,7.945451499413638,27.737644496565586,8.780745627414401,2.3567499078572616,2175,86,392,46,47,686,220,508,0.252,0.601,0.147,-0.9964,2,5,1,0,0,0,83.0,0,13,2,2,28,43,4,1,19,1,71,12,3,3,7,99,114,40,1,29,22,0,6,5,0,9,7,4,0,0,28,19,1,1,14,1,2,4,19,15,0,1,10,12,45,29,44,88,18,31,0,4,1,1,25,16,1,28,15,286,73,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572360890631721,0.17759723831487395,0.0630759449306984,0.0,0.14268162144951194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059935783919445415,0.0,0.0,0.056685979857783786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477250499090241,0.1742167836205128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380790967458966,0.0,0.0,0.058277009966974574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985942536122313,0.0,0.0,0.04563649720654162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05932161060748317,0.059718579452194075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101088522858605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388404834941364,0.0,0.11560443789918078,0.04083412075842663,0.0,0.06261446083964363,0.05224193191811139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284221177286745,0.059726026772631835,0.0,0.09745366192178842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084640075174911,0.051202885400359874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039120725552165,0.0,0.7380281285453921,0.0,0.0,0.06118947172037328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052271249800888,0.0,0.11689709796540887,0.12111844498835032,0.1396240426358953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062395372360044075,0.04859420425147852,0.0,0.0,0.03815381448054505,0.0,0.1722705122072364,0.06226248040032871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807261363926207,0.04238238335205394,0.04408424197108735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03873215185080001,0.04347169681786274,0.12164157713879105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925316327220815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273390730616705,0.0,0.0,0.108741850215574,0.04545481901791145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719988695829796,0.0,0.048430302813623184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543293073415947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918838474719757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139209174120066,0.10987478354337683,0.0,0.0,0.03332964380453714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761388527126062,0.0,0.0,0.059504126417483476,0.0,0.04936668496433325,0.0,0.0,0.03371362774720957,0.045369842274419626,0.0,0.06960378555443504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572957798640844,0.0,0.0,0.04161214715798636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,michelle_kpop,2019/05/22,"Staying at home for the entire holidays. Is this normal or abnormal? I’m a person who likes to stay at home but I often get scolded by my parents for this behaviour. I feel like when I go out, it’s extremely tiring but then again when I look at people’s snapchats I feel jealous. DAE feel this way?",0.10397085610200207,2.4857446065573754,2.3353005464480887,90.39162112932608,94.7377049180328,5.334061930783244,21.531876138433514,6.937597516519254,0.9211952641165756,235,9,47,4,9,79,45,61,0.067,0.809,0.12300000000000001,0.3204,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,8,6,0,1,3,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,8,8,0,12,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,6,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477863400083657,0.16379474310975353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978719059563304,0.0,0.1303027731311366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599648275292881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22402523939024505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253400473389445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246416943521373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545837451766031,0.0,0.0,0.15895103503762656,0.2001948653763298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4887551896472759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635189100937887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198853121467173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Brfxxccxx,2019/05/22,"Loneliness I didn't know where to post this, but wanted to share a few words about the loneliness I'm feeling. I just had to get out the feeling I just realized which is ""I can't believe I'm so off-putting that I've never made any friends.""

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I'm not going to lie, I've had friends. I had 1 friend when I was 9, but lost due to moving and parents break-up. In the new school I ended up in 3 years making like 3 friends that would even consider me as a friend too, but still I was a very shy, timid and aloof kid. We moved again. New school, absolute outsider, no friends. The weird kid no one knew when I was still at least somewhat normal. Moving in midst of puberty is the worst because you're confused about your own identity and so is everyone else.

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Now what? I have a job and it requires me to talk to people. But it's all shallow talking. No one wants to talk real shit. I've wanted to talk real shit since I was a young kid, but never could so I ended up distracting myself with video games from the loneliness and lack of expression. I'm now 21 and utterly ""expressless"" as in I can't even smile without faking it. I feel like crying every day thinking about how I literally have no friends, and literally no one can even fathom it around me. I feel so stupid because I can't even express my thoughts sometimes, because I've spent my entire life in my room as a mute.

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I just wanted to get this shit out, because I've spent the last 5 years trying to grow socially but I always end up with no one. It gets pretty tiring. And honestly, what stings is to see other people look at me weirdly and judge me as an introvert, shy person who thinks they're too good to speak. Also tired of social anxiety and **literally feeling like I'm being bullied** when a bus drives past and I'm being self-conscious about my walking. Note: I'm not self-conscious about my ""shell"" as in my looks, but my very being...",3.1810148883374687,4.718499300000001,4.232861869313485,87.1225682382134,73.94871794871796,7.083540115798181,26.42679900744417,7.717688229018142,1.4174069478908191,1517,54,310,20,31,493,191,390,0.205,0.664,0.131,-0.9858,2,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,1,1,0,2,30,25,4,3,15,0,23,6,3,3,3,61,56,32,0,8,13,1,5,3,7,1,3,1,1,4,14,17,0,1,11,2,2,7,15,12,0,4,14,9,34,13,44,37,7,46,0,1,3,0,26,16,3,2,25,193,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498856608040677,0.05721509652660808,0.22350924831072744,0.25065833477417915,0.04676019440658682,0.0,0.05260237782406251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121233485054716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766554778627818,0.0,0.0,0.07747069103547848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490048191804082,0.0,0.07553130556945653,0.044345494626582084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744143020446646,0.0,0.18270690288677285,0.0,0.0,0.1816653529826768,0.0,0.057934549820341436,0.06570458310800345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383946350563398,0.09824649329202904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718748813248703,0.0,0.10777517514196773,0.0,0.03907875882739085,0.05767390415206446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823520271672409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03778953544521097,0.056049819722298284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04856829808044516,0.10078022237373148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548472463430152,0.0,0.07506132638792884,0.0,0.0,0.06506381680642168,0.045898851362614984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924785469673252,0.0,0.0,0.10606625299267247,0.13282061715464338,0.0,0.0,0.067371694287187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863783535101685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635153527483192,0.0,0.0656406554020372,0.0953411660294935,0.06003991069821775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585453276729851,0.06995519035168156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912432390721826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653133676450298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139180667037889,0.05479403222329921,0.0,0.14346653219714126,0.0,0.21174814946395995,0.056880243401452035,0.0,0.0,0.14018742921025704,0.0,0.0,0.06800690568680066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982608413898967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107163412936692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811921651029117,0.0,0.05458896949838565,0.0,0.1580625137371124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046684561324230565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134709175510978,0.1622293141518256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628365559282319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884621394539966,0.0,0.25065833477417915,0.08856033433239648
lonely,SamMoritz,2019/05/22,"I’m an unlikeable person, I’m lonely and it’s getting to me  I think this is going to be like reading my diary. I thought if I got it all down on paper (keyboard and screen?), maybe I’d feel better. 

First thing I should say is I’m probably in a better place in life than a lot of the people here. I feel like a fraud for feeling bad about myself. I’m sorry for that and apologise in advance for anyone who feels annoyed or upset by my post. Then again, I am unlikeable so that won’t be a surprise. 

I’m married but my wife is often stressed about her job. Often she’s not really listening when I talk to her. It’s not a great feeling when the person who must love you the most in life isn’t that interested. I guess add boring to my list of character traits. When she is communicating with me we do get on really well.

My job often has me on my own for hours. I’ve not seen another person for five hours and I expect to go another three hours without seeing anyone today. I send messages to people I know in real life, people I know from Twitter, people on Reddit, but it’s always me doing the work. I’m always the last person to send a message and they’ll only contact me if they want something.  I was sitting around last night – my wife had gone to bed at nine – looking at my phone and thinking why am I so unlikeable? I’ve tried all sorts of things, being friendly, being funny, being attentive, being mysterious and being open. Basically being myself or not being myself, but whatever I am, people don’t like it. The number of new friends I’ve had for a few days is adding up and none of them stick around.

When I was young (under 11), being friendly, fairly clever and generally nice were good traits. I was never really popular but I had lots of friends at school and regularly played with them after. When it got to the teen years where being the clever kid meant all the cool kids would pick on me daily, I sort of retracted and didn’t go out. I think from the age of about 11-15, I only did something with people my own age about 5 times. After 16 things improved and I had friends, although none of them are still around. They all moved on when I was no longer useful to them to help with coursework or drive them around to the friends they really wanted to be with. Now as an adult I’ve basically got back into the situation where nobody really wants to talk to me. 

Unfortunately I haven’t come to some great conclusion or revelation in writing this. I guess I’ll leave this here for a bit and then delete it. Whatever.",3.3283349705304524,4.8389849744597315,4.766070235756388,83.55684602161101,73.51866404715128,7.44756385068762,23.726964636542238,8.07648339933343,1.275999174852652,1988,56,396,30,40,664,235,509,0.068,0.7559999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.9958,2,2,2,0,0,0,52.0,1,1,9,6,28,30,1,2,22,1,43,4,0,2,6,85,82,35,0,9,15,2,5,3,6,5,3,2,1,7,18,28,0,0,14,2,0,10,14,6,1,4,18,12,59,24,73,47,14,70,0,1,4,1,45,28,0,17,33,283,77,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114915318656473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267213941740435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180546790885456,0.0,0.0,0.25922607779810275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055977915934393566,0.060784100890429536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876954975775695,0.07947762276738089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270986840472156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04694931449736621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840467382967712,0.05200760021589555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061922768480951414,0.0,0.0,0.3374658315640564,0.0,0.07606891651349948,0.0,0.12412000049633745,0.06106032387567775,0.17467196490892253,0.16052224749174585,0.16039255039901668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879561646378401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507696985401628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448349349197154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001682241979419,0.1186817572257028,0.0,0.0770836001147025,0.0,0.0,0.15426020075196964,0.10669770165338452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113280167640168,0.0,0.0,0.12378216553120877,0.06570391458407454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313635232379062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737378636926569,0.0,0.0,0.056147055199663724,0.07030970089563134,0.0,0.06831690378051056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073379746243064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30281784606239043,0.2542610178103379,0.07605943137565854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972129177956375,0.0,0.07848960473516035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281867253816232,0.08286116797583927,0.23318442826515925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789266455263605,0.0,0.07367644631928534,0.05801135545094203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818290948004899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120884107208617,0.0,0.08149248912903502,0.0,0.0,0.058137353159263286,0.0,0.08339097658127692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702611239975585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509320683166774,0.13993992548872944,0.0,0.057794252125232766,0.04244966606675031,0.0,0.06900491339271754,0.0,0.0,0.0494257234075148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287493811359418,0.0,0.0,0.12881615970701926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545501872516005,0.0,0.0656897491666724,0.0,0.0,0.07017561126936102,0.0,0.05299851872213925,0.0,0.0,0.05171430107701471,0.0,0.0,0.046880151225906455
lonely,Hlove316,2019/05/22,I dread the summer I dread the summer Bc I have no freinds and have no family near by I only have my two kids,-1.2493333333333323,0.6402158000000036,1.8200000000000005,96.85666666666668,91.0,4.933333333333334,12.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.9356666666666662,85,1,21,1,3,30,16,25,0.38,0.62,0.0,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.605825133825618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4887577557560219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6277672844402685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WhoDaZogCares,2019/05/22,"Just fucking shoot me Ghosted again. Thought this time that things would be different. Guess I'm a fucking idiot for thinking anybody would ever want someone like me. Someone please just put me out of my goddamn misery, already.",4.353750000000002,7.6950968750000035,3.4600000000000013,84.50500000000002,80.25,4.2,35.5,5.6839178017228535,2.3058499999999995,185,11,27,1,5,54,34,40,0.261,0.618,0.122,-0.8396,1,0,0,1,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,10,10,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,6,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,4,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26551080884380085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25137837175131905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21763870906258076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448662133979735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650507467062765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175462136477816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641092607323979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24187193741619115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077233844605336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984559015602734,0.15416834781305752,0.0,0.1910114857955107,0.14029723525729584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191357072898794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418341832399713,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hryu9,2019/05/22,"FFF everything is so frustrating rn, nothing to vent to or through. wish i could smash something, drink, get high, do whatever to escape but i know from past experience it doesn't help. there's no one to help me, everyone's back is turned against me. all these complicated decisions i have to make just make me want to crawl into a hole and forever hide. someone please tell me that my life will get better because i can't believe it's this bad.",3.9491133004926127,5.743521218390808,4.5835796387520515,84.33724137931036,72.44827586206897,8.649589490968804,29.66995073891625,9.23628265651192,2.5499536945812813,354,15,71,8,7,113,68,87,0.166,0.69,0.14400000000000002,-0.6249,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,0,8,2,0,2,1,13,16,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,9,1,10,14,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603387680023564,0.17410522861059766,0.12711166566770654,0.0,0.0,0.23493028133604085,0.0,0.18441871780806374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648600251394274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426990879686766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992494966588262,0.18740404907499,0.20397226548797429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178858600477968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795327013205779,0.22031249763668573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459696660813283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728362145145027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783770202509763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000802632982418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129833631224406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905563555152125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22889199882720346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667805395949884,0.16052864225410346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225539714643493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268095413104725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299031383748503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397873490675572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Meals5,2019/05/22,"I have no life aspirations (18 M) As the title suggests I have no idea what what to do with my life. I work full time in a job at kills me with overtime that has nothing remotely interesting. I have no dream job or career to work towards.

My dad didn't know what he wanted to do until he was in his 30's but that doesn't make me feel any better. All of my friends know what they want to do and are working towards it which makes me feel left out and all alone.

The only thing I enjoy doing is playing sport and music but neither have any potential for a career.
It's freaking me out that I have nothing to work towards or any dreams.

This post was more venting but I seriously still feel all alone and scared about what to do with my life as it's only really just beginning.",3.7042687747035568,4.4188803416149085,4.849858836815361,86.36045736871826,71.67080745341616,7.593675889328063,26.43760587238848,7.686295010490155,1.283442236024845,609,19,131,7,11,201,91,161,0.136,0.7440000000000001,0.12,0.0837,2,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,5,3,9,1,1,4,0,17,3,0,2,3,28,27,12,1,2,6,1,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,14,9,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,3,17,5,23,24,6,15,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,2,4,95,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026328985258977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980608238649369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292143550026949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216189832839064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287717694912802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649301093000144,0.0,0.0,0.28996515799305345,0.0,0.16163897632915966,0.0,0.16058644482005813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587390328741733,0.0,0.3095861153549039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950469428853671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803754681534962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222326045718756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139924256382023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359596442369228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462724677107837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667635095673022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706293230190828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519259764771382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234816794062718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254527208124805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,adamk99,2019/05/22,"Love without care When you're truly isolated from everyone, the priority is building relationships that are closest to you. Relationships that are in your core and that last forever. Then you start to build friendships.
  
What if I had someone who loves you and says they see you as family but they dont actually wanna put in the effort to be my family at all.
  
They enjoy killing their spare time with you but thats it. They just wanna be friends. They love listening to your deep conversations but just for the sake of enjoying these conversations. They love throwing around how they love you the most but they dont actually wanna be a part of your life the slightest bit.
  
They only call you every few months when they have time cause youre their least priority. To them you're just a time killer. But they say they love you crazy but dont actually care one bit.",4.32976480836237,6.519408335365857,4.807839721254356,81.45719512195123,72.35365853658536,8.588153310104529,25.73867595818816,9.23628265651192,2.1385066202090592,693,23,133,16,14,220,93,164,0.10800000000000001,0.672,0.22,0.9774,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,12,15,1,7,12,1,0,7,0,11,7,0,2,1,22,22,14,1,4,11,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,4,29,11,19,18,7,17,0,0,1,6,43,6,0,2,9,96,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.31372901464010683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539843634323668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339900676872797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942614606838497,0.0,0.2185211218883506,0.1100866664096484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767852669616942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029006125324288,0.10239953278030764,0.0,0.0,0.2020488474592767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279442902745562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856078540825493,0.0,0.0,0.08735273980126194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569290901971329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5803166810554122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553706384758991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261691428904113,0.08150284275405464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604787244074433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077291436461697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301074740578081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704417926152158,0.0,0.0,0.08539561524333758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079947744593334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585103696978142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746409159719996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330200790588603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vinkybean,2019/05/22,Bored Bored as hell depressed as fuck if u got anything to talk about hit me up,4.524705882352944,4.248803823529413,4.228235294117649,95.02705882352943,69.58823529411765,6.8000000000000025,28.764705882352942,3.1291,0.6079882352941177,63,2,15,0,1,19,15,17,0.586,0.414,0.0,-0.9393,0,0,0,0,1,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43618108658020655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565261595125881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4900171788390397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239246434499404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260293258789433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,curiouscat9009,2019/05/22,"Was this okay to send to somebody whos been ignoring me idk what I’ve done to always get ignored but I give up i’m sick of trying to start conversations with people to not get replies hardly back ever my dms would be empty for life if I didn’t make the effort because it’s always mostly one sided no matter how much people say or would like to think they do I have to close my dms all of them because otherwise I would double message everyone because the harsh truth is i care too much ab anyone and they’re gonna care more about others

I said all of that to my friend who ignores my dms and half heartedly replies it feels like :/ he ignores it to dm other people too and i just don’t like him saying how much he cares n shit when i like to keep it real? Should I of said all this or delete it before its too late and let it be?",4.8762711864406745,4.319588406779662,5.713000000000001,85.62882203389833,68.88700564971751,8.20994350282486,26.174576271186442,7.1686216300943375,1.0698637288135595,656,15,144,5,10,216,111,177,0.153,0.6729999999999999,0.175,0.7587,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,10,15,1,0,2,1,15,4,2,3,5,34,31,11,0,5,6,0,2,4,1,5,2,4,0,0,14,6,0,5,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,6,6,17,10,18,17,9,9,0,0,0,0,16,3,1,4,9,96,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933661749646666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215775094765406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134620352355103,0.0,0.2410325007384547,0.0,0.11215224634976216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031372051528862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487734504102664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922080926927882,0.0,0.1259407209618433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664213158321602,0.09415807552444434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182849276971677,0.0,0.13772030927032844,0.12643474322088066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806707383558998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618384888426076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715005657989692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867634479524972,0.0,0.0,0.13477461464067336,0.09309436551916724,0.25756364348951244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797764415347291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906648941137779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931121355023379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27412095060461483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001746052355122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507443078262657,0.20962558774601445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529099160907132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932888463678106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445223402191421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894836711968241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808812008027521,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Self-realized-trash,2019/05/22,"Very Sad All my friends ignore my texts and only text me when they want something and only hang out with me if my boyfriend is there. 
One person ignored me for 20 days (i sent 3 texts last one saying that i missed them and hoped they were okay) and on the 20th day they sent me a text asking me about a iob i told them i could help them get about 30 days ago. It really hurt. Doesnt help that none of my other friends are responding either.",7.681304347826089,4.898322347826088,6.975652173913044,86.01608695652176,64.65217391304347,10.069565217391306,29.52173913043478,7.1686216300943375,1.393643478260869,344,6,80,2,4,106,64,92,0.136,0.7140000000000001,0.15,0.1063,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,6,0,4,9,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,0,1,14,13,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,2,4,1,19,4,7,8,3,11,0,3,0,0,17,2,0,2,6,50,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899190459048083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002941407684548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106060406973153,0.0,0.0,0.4145191535796743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33105690054523473,0.0,0.1119363978809801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872135316068829,0.0,0.0,0.21279786206414375,0.0,0.0,0.229358268839582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464174602345733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903616928587895,0.3258924401644873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707419376868697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725356499487198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037961445405794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493955107235547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472435366567435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677808119803634,0.12636976720012305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,filthybanana6969,2019/05/22,"i’ve never posted before and tbh am nervous but need advice i guess i just, idk, hey there. ik the community of reddit is just a more welcoming sort of social media. which is what i love about it. 
i just really miss someone. someone who’s out there, and who doesn’t want to be with me anymore. someone who was, closer than any best friend i’ve ever ever had. someone who shared many memories with me. someone i’ve never quite loved like anyone else. and who i know loved, or still loves, me the same. ik breakups are hard and time heals all and i also know i do not need him. nor did i ever. i love myself and who i am, when i’m not a depressive bi***, and he taught me that. he showed me who i really was. a light and golden to people’s lives and someone who wants nothing but good for all those i have around me. 
and he just, left. just ducked out like it was easy.. i doubt he’ll find this. if you do i still love you, and probably always will. 
but anyway, i guess i just need to know how to stop missing someone. bc i miss him every single day. i wish i could reach out and talk to him.. but, i just can’t. any advice at all would be greatly appreciated. 
thx (-:",-0.7469880624426111,1.4220278595041336,1.4159641873278233,96.88384527089072,96.85123966942149,4.011202938475666,14.57346189164371,5.82211442006289,-0.7955485766758494,890,19,200,8,36,295,131,242,0.13,0.652,0.218,0.9859,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,0,2,20,20,0,2,5,0,20,8,0,1,8,60,43,22,0,9,15,0,1,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,15,18,0,1,4,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,6,2,32,14,17,31,7,19,0,4,0,7,29,7,0,6,13,137,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483613444376395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154013993913841,0.07443685667597927,0.0,0.0,0.12167005215364192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871905397509905,0.06255164666229639,0.09166107378577598,0.0,0.07963726485986501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612281781960871,0.0,0.09388145193031512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142554241912184,0.0,0.0,0.057693500983768964,0.0,0.07705070093589783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473131685454171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242761716497644,0.07537286561351181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176368811537696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911561788767444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503376552576267,0.0,0.09862860131963563,0.19709782482029628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013747958335002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749258873375368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719720705749904,0.0,0.0,0.08741006510543417,0.0,0.07899372612483294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48444015440179794,0.0,0.0,0.09069714392559088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989976162873664,0.13799222498037755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583809520107143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201944191213341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567676565542952,0.0,0.09645167637660916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515040546711867,0.0,0.0,0.11461914778134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119194241894717,0.5305868333038193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428837663593935,0.07479153103160023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190356454768608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05216412374072283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553019167367783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287316179003844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354893808362308,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ewuwi,2019/05/22,"Before i go to bed i turn my desk chair towards my bed and imagine that i have a nice ghost friend that will keep me company while i sleep. Right before bed is when my loneliness seems to be at an all time high, so i pull out my desk chair for my little imaginary ghost friend to sit on, that way he can keep me company while i sleep. Am i insane or does anyone else do silly little things like this to help combat the loneliness?",7.52949438202247,5.133585516853933,7.539185393258427,80.64001404494383,64.61797752808988,11.147191011235957,30.115168539325843,9.516144504307137,2.2335146067415725,337,7,74,5,4,109,60,89,0.154,0.693,0.153,-0.0202,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,7,2,2,0,1,8,12,6,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,5,9,10,1,16,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,5,45,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779222283696627,0.20191607700997927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335375096761433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245265023769252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646222731835419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30450340253739433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199641249281182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320883169706462,0.20820967910338029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503203265190203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962758601242516,0.3950212078036457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682921802499457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940030505141805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944140430227264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092103268807054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149100135026387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434980911393736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564207892211691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lemonsuccerthemovie,2019/05/22,"My heart Sometimes I feel like my heart has strings that reach out and get caught on other people, people who don’t notice. So they walk away and rip my heart open. Then I’m all alone, like always forever. I’m alone. 

Summers coming, it’s almost time for people to walk away. I don’t know what to tell them, who to tell, what to say. Come to think of it I don’t know anything.",-0.13050632911392412,2.112662341772154,1.232772151898736,100.29498101265824,90.13924050632912,3.6663291139240517,14.229113924050633,4.935628992294339,-1.26158835443038,291,5,67,1,10,92,50,79,0.053,0.866,0.081,0.2732,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,12,14,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,4,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,2,8,2,11,13,1,13,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,5,36,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824761595494105,0.3273498710751213,0.0,0.0,0.1314964433835322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300480177308356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29695515112130194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722635509493502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990643224751505,0.11289908806496388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825659256417594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5618109974517735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370204053925625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544142672133646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992206621213613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286813708796292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125674497698623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156299067313026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762563034664265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126141760031793,0.0,0.0,0.09215054276112454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,texxguy74,2019/05/22,"49M USA (won’t get a response) Hello. Texas guy here. Married. Looking for a great chat. I’m a great conversationalist and listener. Lots of life experience to share. 
Open to anyone. No minors. 

My last post got zero responses. I’m guessing my age ?  I won’t let it get me down. 

I’m not a gamer but have discord. 

HMU.",-1.3345982142857158,-0.03983490624999675,1.8647321428571464,89.83562500000004,116.8125,4.328571428571428,18.63392857142857,6.1826913282559595,0.316842857142857,242,9,51,4,14,85,50,64,0.086,0.802,0.11199999999999999,0.1406,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,13,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,4,3,5,9,1,5,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,2,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818313015963121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543764146255734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27172823591468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079837909440509,0.5734067097991474,0.286471707310612,0.2574879707713687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21197347092798074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659162506708161,0.1836792833979627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183744572344826,0.0,0.0,0.2210831376277409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490536803898271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mediocre_math,2019/05/22,"""Prime"" of my life I feel so heartbroken, but for no real reason. Haven't gone through a breakup. Constantly sad, crying, with a pit in my stomach that I can not for the life of me get rid of. I feel so lonely and hopeless, despite the fact from the outside it seems like I should be fine (just graduated college and going to grad school, and people consistently saying that the life of a 21F should be their prime).

I just dont know how to deal with this type of feeling anymore. I've gone to therapy, but I became sick of hearing cookie-cutter responses that I should be meditating or doing deep breathing exercises (nothing wrong with these, just really has not been helping).

Looking for anything: advice, someone to talk to, any words of wisdom, or maybe just hearing someone elses story",5.8602027027027015,7.030507317567568,6.127945945945946,77.48867567567571,67.04054054054055,8.352432432432431,32.36756756756757,8.548686976883017,2.646451891891892,625,26,109,9,10,200,99,148,0.192,0.737,0.071,-0.9716,0,2,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,7,0,12,7,2,2,1,29,24,10,0,3,10,0,3,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,1,0,3,5,4,0,0,3,7,11,3,21,15,0,6,0,3,1,0,7,2,0,3,2,74,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161900552271042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112668063162064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643100138450269,0.0,0.0,0.1363405010680082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904119210496322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819916707919832,0.0,0.1708087773521794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941756946319105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384043579913875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513183176785908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865609477911498,0.0,0.09415974684740244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734667420262327,0.0,0.11105179363003037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910533803470743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510739943607287,0.08094286607079748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912944989294365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644780194841602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589744026675194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486163234003426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858008142649046,0.10613883328908737,0.17034660637645144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175536456975728,0.0,0.1676769780768294,0.0,0.1508288250668072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807602072254761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316728658595794,0.0,0.0,0.1894694884695357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811450417804218,0.0,0.0
lonely,catnbat,2019/05/22,"is this actually just what i “deserve” to feel how would i know otherwise, i guess? maybe i’m supposed to be like this.",0.625,3.0402148333333368,2.7716666666666683,89.44000000000004,88.16666666666666,6.533333333333335,24.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.5117666666666674,92,4,20,2,3,31,19,24,0.0,0.884,0.11599999999999999,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,7,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.46124743335432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389908156539572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5206876633541501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597612681582625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309175283637929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748499391397403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33576370626685764,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KingRhoamOfHyrule,2019/05/22,I can’t fix it This isn’t healthy. I haven’t spoken to anyone who’s not a relative since early December. I refuse to leave the house if it means going somewhere where I would get spoken to/recognized. I just can’t fix it. I cannot force myself to socialize.,0.9505555555555568,3.2333770185185173,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,84.37037037037038,6.562962962962962,20.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.9003555555555547,205,6,43,4,6,69,37,54,0.079,0.858,0.063,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651916537642658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981508673810265,0.0,0.2155456471572772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376221222966399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40158800528912175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41313193471200826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31373281143811604,0.0,0.0,0.3866139951617459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694197336857166,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mxnu_,2019/05/22,"DAE get happy when they receive the slightest bit of attention from the opposite sex? I have always received zero attention(no relationships, flings or flirting, that kind stuff)  from the opposite gender that I when I do (wether wanted or unwanted) it's an instant mood booster. Does anyone feel the same way?",7.411981132075473,9.701339962264154,6.943537735849057,68.88058962264154,64.47169811320754,9.828301886792454,35.89150943396226,10.125756701596842,4.3081358490566055,250,12,35,6,4,78,43,53,0.0,0.8320000000000001,0.168,0.8504,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,3,5,2,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27246489133430024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22896087196175136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574909321483303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28655397494570484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556871668178794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107927316546104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485769463611316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34098911085266914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515590905557718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37485226578693065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931386781417865,0.259914816349244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,heartalwayshurts,2019/05/22,"Beginning to look like I'll have to rehome my best and only friend due to housing issues. Devastated and heartbroken.  I'm a medical student. If anyone knows anything about medical school, it consumes your entire life and prevents you from being able to work for money, so the government determines a maximum amount that each student is allowed to take out for ""living expenses"" each semester in loans. This number is 99% firm with a few exceptions like you can sometimes get additional funds if you have unusually high medical bills. The number pretty much assumes you have family financial assistance to help you out with some costs, which I unfortunately do not since my mom is dead and my dad is disabled. I was able to afford rent this past year by splitting a (pretty crappy) apartment with a roommate. That roommate got engaged and is moving out, and for months now, I have been trying to find a new roommate to no avail. Everyone is super interested until they find something better and stop responding. I've searched everywhere within a 40 mile radius of my school for pet-friendly studios and 1 bedrooms that I can afford on my own, and there is essentially nothing. As the end of my lease nears and I still haven't been able to find anything, it's looking more and more like my only option is to rehome my dog, and I am devastated. I understand why so few places are willing to rent to dog owns and those that do charge a lot. Just sucks.",7.331567164179107,7.882892567164178,7.453694029850747,71.45688432835823,63.62686567164179,10.43134328358209,35.03358208955224,10.270032843473604,3.7349283582089563,1160,49,194,25,16,375,162,268,0.09,0.7809999999999999,0.129,0.7906,5,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,6,1,4,7,10,1,0,11,0,24,4,0,1,0,39,34,19,1,2,5,2,0,3,1,1,4,0,4,0,10,22,0,2,6,0,8,1,3,1,0,0,4,2,22,9,35,28,13,23,0,0,2,0,12,11,1,6,14,137,32,6,0.3501059034302009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816007293487048,0.0,0.19207155171119508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247151527741795,0.1032134068431838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336330450051276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151373139547882,0.0,0.0,0.110016229042174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199904530319768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032730167661973,0.0,0.060971961484668075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333722458535884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822286905118439,0.1233020363739832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346584021466886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180653427059487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413634948828814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243005115146354,0.1710440598837309,0.0,0.103049975655454,0.0,0.1960005216376094,0.0,0.0,0.09921583973025708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526948646968016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667993423450386,0.09315039730427772,0.12403572283279712,0.08578937424091619,0.0,0.0,0.1127114877269533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119786855832364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751421062326242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140523337761404,0.0,0.0,0.12192871761383428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374557127551967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362172436889897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653707373734707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984287636247854,0.11542123022574635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319834224319687,0.0975680706574194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774535605407632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923297562467707,0.0,0.0,0.1214908642062262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530537411866704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496042247945712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515224104537167
lonely,MoonKnight99,2019/10/26,"One of those nights… Some information about me: 20 year old guy from Switzerland, currently studying computer science 

It’s one of those nights again, just lying in bed unable to sleep. Going through social media seeing what my friends, family/relatives and former classmates are doing just makes me feel sad. While they’re out partying or travelling I’m all alone at home. 

For some reason everyone seems to be ignoring me. Like today: some relatives who live miles away are in town visiting someone and they didn’t tell me. Last week one of my ""friends"" casually mentioned that he moved away and forgot to tell me. Another person who I considered to be my friend changed his phone number and also forgot about me. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. 

I still have ""friends"" but not the kind of friends I used to have. Even though I was never one of the ""cool kids"" there were always people I could talk to, laugh and have fun with in secondary school and high school. But while some of them are still in contact with each other, I can’t even remember the last time I spoke to them. Though I still text with few of them, but that’s pretty much it. 

I am a shy person and never had a lot of friends or colleagues to be honest (growing up I even thought that it was because of my race, but got to realise that was not the case). But it has never been this bad. After graduating from high school I went to the army as a recruit (military service is compulsory in Switzerland). I met a lot of guys from all over the country and was quite happy. For once everyone was the same, we were all in the same situation together. 

So after almost 5 months I was quite down leaving all those nice people, nonetheless I looked forward to go to college.  The few students I met on the first day, have all dropped out by now. I spent the majority of my freshman year alone. I tried talking to some other students, but it felt weird being the outsider to their group, being the fifth wheel. It’s really depressing to sit in a lecture hall with 250+ students and realising that none of them know you. There are days where I’d leave in the morning and come back home in the evening without having talked to a single person. I don’t have any hobbies which would involve other people. Therefore I don’t really get to meet new people outside of college. 

Obviously my love live isn’t any better. I’ve never had a girlfriend. Never kissed a girl, let alone had sex. I really miss physical contact. There are moments where all I want is a hug, to feel the warmth of another person. It really hurts.

I just felt like sharing today, although there are a lot of things/details I didn’t mention (like the death of a close family member, which really fucked me in my teens). Hopefully someone will read this, might post more later.",4.829643317576277,6.237719163873372,5.205698324022347,82.26481736140956,69.65176908752328,8.114768657785419,28.48059017332761,8.5409612609427,2.0693569116172466,2209,79,415,35,39,702,271,537,0.09,0.773,0.13699999999999998,0.9832,1,3,0,0,0,0,67.0,1,1,6,4,25,32,1,0,28,1,47,6,1,4,12,79,78,26,1,4,14,0,4,3,7,3,0,1,3,8,26,20,0,3,11,3,1,9,16,9,0,5,25,8,47,23,70,43,24,73,0,4,2,5,48,28,1,14,38,297,73,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640141629179579,0.20603623250015332,0.0,0.053029304728482905,0.0551765031359883,0.0,0.0,0.09018822548397144,0.1390668371634422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246037261958702,0.050989471620057264,0.05536735577894163,0.0404228917927477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864715748435473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014880369128566,0.05712150947290739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052944359034844936,0.0,0.0,0.0855308990763531,0.0,0.05711402162406976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519255453650331,0.0,0.0,0.1267270128338095,0.0,0.0,0.0625126067224407,0.0,0.06705820166757151,0.0,0.12733893121913858,0.0,0.0,0.05640455156986105,0.0,0.0,0.3073927307590625,0.061303938810995724,0.03464503630574118,0.0,0.07537273866128319,0.0,0.0530353863595156,0.0,0.0,0.1313176757746545,0.0,0.07058985427384844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012353950012418,0.13303173795026052,0.0658623092806264,0.0,0.0,0.07098786186972207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690532517865417,0.07288616283398364,0.10810549108278547,0.0,0.14042866637003698,0.0,0.06780802979687167,0.0,0.09718938870030164,0.0,0.11710858765095496,0.0,0.055684982266698976,0.0,0.0,0.1691270685341345,0.05984874270663805,0.0,0.04426345964425351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034605174529378,0.0,0.0,0.052929228745780536,0.07047865963491566,0.04874660274740774,0.0,0.25571769061645555,0.06404408664720945,0.0,0.06222887666216693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958279350118532,0.07061961280569777,0.17973762924880626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388825557494853,0.23160267286337924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350811331872981,0.06746266307570002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106094427120602,0.0663294725217443,0.0,0.21240431317951716,0.06817929462499908,0.0,0.0,0.07511803420235356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013324186488171,0.05284170217900963,0.06036752431361533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745369354570945,0.06635941707284614,0.06759625166278163,0.11237108442946768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886941499146484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989608234093036,0.1159183959834821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030147852835308,0.052643945908878984,0.0386667850537391,0.0,0.12571114927558968,0.0,0.0,0.04502117449213284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572718690762509,0.0,0.0,0.03911225709845927,0.0,0.053191107655689816,0.0,0.0,0.06147145050668602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392194635171745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047105806693625074,0.07250124576072824,0.0,0.08540489943494521
lonely,RYZUZAKII,2019/10/26,"what do you do when youre bored, broke and lonely i just stay home and binge watch anime


what about yall",-0.5997101449275384,1.5585783043478258,0.2260869565217387,107.0968115942029,92.04347826086956,3.066666666666667,7.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.578785507246377,83,0,21,0,3,25,19,23,0.303,0.6970000000000001,0.0,-0.7506,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6853330497121309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7282297789655885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NeonBird,2019/10/26,"I feel like no one listening. So I'm a single parent of a 16 year old. Dad isn't in the picture and hasn't been since the kid was 4 months old. The kid is taking their anger out on me and is often disrespectful, short, and curt with me and it gets worse when no one else is around. People only know what happens when we have a fight and they see me explode. Then when I explode, the kid plays the victim and acts like my anger was unprovoked. This past week, it got so bad, the kid called the cops on me and tried to play the victim. Thankfully, no one was arrested or charges filed, but they did do a report. 

I've tried extraordinarily hard to never have a run in with the law knowing that everyone else in my family has. I worked hard to put myself through university to better myself and to do better for my kid. I was already lonely, but now I'm completely ashamed and embarrassed to the point I no longer want to be seen in public in my tiny town. Tonight, my daughter has a club banquet, but I know the officer who came the other day will be there, so out of shame and embarrassment, I didn't go. I just dropped my kid off and told her to call when she's ready. I know this isn't the worst thing that could happen, but it's definitely up there. 

I just feel completely alone and I feel like no one is listening. I just wish I had someone in my life who would just be there, but I feel like I'm a total piece of shit and no one wants to be around me.",4.140119854090674,4.3108561056105605,5.038714608302937,87.3414903595623,70.45214521452145,8.491158589543165,25.518325516762204,8.371475516178862,1.259386798679868,1132,29,259,16,19,370,152,303,0.18600000000000005,0.6970000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.9588,1,3,0,0,2,0,30.0,1,0,3,3,18,22,6,4,20,0,28,2,1,0,2,48,55,27,0,5,10,3,6,4,0,2,1,2,0,6,12,21,0,0,8,3,0,5,11,13,0,5,12,10,34,9,30,36,4,38,0,1,2,0,24,17,1,2,19,176,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116906504647528,0.11900511603955398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200253122295508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004264793269473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907530269171904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023523479472887,0.1233412617578883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22613826616816216,0.0,0.0,0.08610218446462094,0.0,0.0,0.06954845977878595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801744701170418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030466024575512,0.0,0.0,0.10166280399839116,0.0,0.21811039948739286,0.23112468396163496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056342419875499275,0.0,0.0612884693112092,0.0,0.08625022009377939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072670545239526,0.0,0.1932085306157408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370661559287092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617121770803606,0.2107424681666184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607757842605943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317355113822053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263217699041215,0.0,0.36537892777748704,0.08201786481248967,0.0,0.0,0.11974455860341547,0.0,0.10294634258843524,0.07476330241325184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194450883501524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840989150034602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593523599836653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069713530266118,0.08920710781839224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137324557718914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108293668995885,0.0,0.0,0.09928541288576932,0.0,0.0,0.07164470285697433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030466024575512,0.0,0.14643378601993348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272147151050719,0.0,0.0865034660299411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401171419782388,0.0,0.0,0.07850946040732316,0.0,0.1098990913654508,0.07660708206175303,0.0,0.0,0.06944600462997738
lonely,JustSomeRandomMemer,2019/10/26,"If anyone wants to chat, I’m here! I’ll talk about pretty much anything! You can reply to this post or directly message me! 
I’m Agender, so I also know quite a bit about the LGBT community and love to talk about it! 
I’m also a child of divorce, so if you have any questions about that, you can ask me! 
So feel free to message me! I’ll talk to anyone, lonely or not!",1.1095054945054912,2.7264674230769224,3.278791208791212,91.40192307692308,79.8974358974359,5.482783882783883,21.399267399267398,6.1826913282559595,0.1733421245421245,281,8,63,2,7,96,48,78,0.031,0.818,0.151,0.8921,0,2,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,10,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,11,10,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,10,11,2,1,0,1,0,1,14,0,0,5,0,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564572094405544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155885667846875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31167097847617475,0.0,0.1834025533137454,0.0,0.20835283430805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433156977093511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268948159377608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248321161128173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114836431445188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383467663790854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134473096181264,0.2267383359495191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24966477056456085,0.2370490750982648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5374020233110053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145416568840956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justpeachyboii,2019/10/26,"Maybe I’m over exaggerating I showed my bf a video and he’s honestly the only one I talk to about things I like and he liked the video but he ended up talking about it with his friends that he talks to everyday while playing video games, while I wanted to talk to him about it so bad... I dunno I just feel like he doesn’t find me interesting so I just keep quiet. My stomach hurts from all of this. I just wanted someone to talk to.. I guess it’s normal? I dunno. I don’t really have friends so I really don’t know and it makes my chest hurt being so depressed and alone. Maybe I am over exaggerating.",-0.11768907563025265,2.186704420634925,2.1910644257703105,92.55491596638656,92.09523809523807,5.1869281045751645,16.935574229691873,6.794906146795322,-0.05051484593837508,471,12,105,7,17,159,71,126,0.14800000000000002,0.682,0.17,0.2535,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,0,3,0,6,2,2,1,1,21,14,11,0,3,4,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,2,19,8,15,13,1,7,0,3,0,0,16,3,0,3,7,66,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767400719836314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711346078855348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311234904764774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483883737318905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697676698029865,0.10875979004224913,0.0,0.0,0.1391439668905508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352394190783549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677087582711254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32595064977519345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353172894210168,0.0,0.0,0.0836667407272994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22312930382559493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162091836785003,0.0,0.3058896888212997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916219561516986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316129317681508,0.11578485175820485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950567944220528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899186924712314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6118209339222692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114102968323296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958937316373538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_gorgonzola__,2019/10/26,"making friends and trying to date after a long period of social isolation is difficult when completely isolated, you sorta get used to the numb solipsism. but when you intersperse said solipsism with brief dopamine-triggering blasts of social interaction, it’s immeasurably more difficult. i’m trying to make friends, but the inner fear is there that it’ll all dissolve before me, and the relationship will just be made transient.

dating is even worse, because it’s almost too good to finally receive love and human contact. but ultimately, it’s all just a game. and my loneliness / neediness enables me to play into it, when most people can take a step back and see the whole social-ritual-bullshit that is dating, for what it is.

i just want someone that wants to talk to me for once, and is not afraid to take initiative. someone that genuinely enjoys my presence. that i can text back and forth and share jokes and conversation with. i want to know that i exist outside of myself, somehow.",7.128745318352059,8.597811668539329,7.033202247191013,71.05781835205994,64.3370786516854,10.202996254681649,33.934456928838955,10.317481424215053,3.8332794007490647,799,34,126,19,12,254,109,178,0.113,0.73,0.157,0.8653,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,1,12,13,0,2,7,0,11,2,0,4,2,33,26,15,0,3,7,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,13,12,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,5,0,0,2,2,12,8,18,21,5,17,0,0,1,1,17,2,0,4,12,90,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121638361572146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322373205709524,0.0,0.09205531829814563,0.0,0.12849981687883127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833287303556154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099741790208936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699301233951804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654259137057533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23334249825275566,0.0,0.07889736985981798,0.0,0.0,0.1266614322217851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299206985998714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364058446356245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629393680814866,0.14289090263056572,0.2016029376334685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082251037979034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469248455203099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213002944157806,0.0,0.0,0.1436466887100954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033675716335725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618121702783756,0.2559034122966514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270839789800988,0.12137746791255577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050540356824842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304256054805531,0.0,0.0,0.2672118037732921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859914743380555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389380289092647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TacticalNannerz,2019/10/26,"Just feeling lonely and no one to talk about it with Im starting to feel like all the friends I made were really just my ex boyfriends friends, so now its been a year since we broke up and I just feel so lonely all the time. All the friends I made were his friends first, so after we broke up they no longer invite me out and just hangout with him. Im no longer in school and working full time and I have no idea how to make friends as an adult.",2.609187969924811,3.557903242105265,2.7449624060150377,99.55473684210527,74.47368421052632,5.8496240601503775,24.09774436090225,5.288315135182226,0.002879699248120371,348,10,86,1,7,105,57,95,0.172,0.64,0.188,0.4019,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,1,2,10,10,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,4,3,25,11,10,0,0,4,1,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,10,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,4,0,2,5,3,11,6,12,6,4,12,0,4,0,0,13,5,0,0,8,58,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25752777938974336,0.12128623702631232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444092698784181,0.0,0.0,0.6558330043020961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165363983341027,0.3667690710224608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294276656472149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32128762025384033,0.11332514330164402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150429313197794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876126458443712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718198666049207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043841061679024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016657168763098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364575249373506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19799261026799253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359714497674874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932858101145032
lonely,johnnyshore,2019/10/26,"Hi, will you take a chance on me? Like the title says. I can definitely help.",-1.6895833333333314,-0.03395912499999909,1.2399999999999984,95.67166666666668,109.0,4.633333333333333,11.583333333333332,6.42735559955562,-0.8245166666666668,58,1,14,1,3,20,16,16,0.0,0.503,0.4970000000000001,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881145768211121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557744681770833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5791145907569331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5475353673147428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jskaria,2019/10/26,"Anyone wanna talk? Hello! I'm (15f)  I want someone to talk to I don't have any ""real friends"" no one seems to care and people don't ever text me at all so if you're reading this and you would like to talk im always here I respond fast feel free to text me:)",-2.210019157088123,-0.4207156034482775,0.7578160919540231,101.1076819923372,101.58620689655173,2.5777777777777784,13.340996168582375,3.1291,-1.6092130268199236,197,4,48,0,9,68,42,58,0.037000000000000005,0.735,0.22899999999999998,0.8883,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,11,9,4,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,6,5,7,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,3,27,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058066402835714,0.0,0.0,0.16392860300089554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855428055224925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24577604118900198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805195468207936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188683456324348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624183166393166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26038543019648475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776940674650845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633480330239239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712017939653528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24112455278784206,0.27437827929617353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194513502011924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042487784782077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5812630476496801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218303180833256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124162368376067,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,spicynotsparkling,2019/10/26,"close online friend has become cold and distant and I don't know what to do my irl friends aren't exactly the nicest of friends and I don't really enjoy hanging out with the majority of them. However I have an online friend I have talked to everyday for almost six months now and we have become really close. He used to be so nice and funny and I would always look forward to talking to him. Now he is distant, he refuses to tell me anything, gets annoyed easily, sends dry responses like ""yeah"" and ""ok"" alot and sometimes he just says he doesn't wanna talk and dips. I remember he used to beg me to stay up and talk to him and now he doesn't even wanna talk. He says he's sorry about it and ik something is wrong he seems very sad atm but it makes me really sad that he is so cold and distant now it makes me feel like I have lost him. Idk what to do I just really hope he will return to his normal self one day. Whew this is long I'd be surprised if anyone reads this tbh I just needed to get it out there.",2.010303983228514,3.5978339716981163,3.642012578616352,89.92866876310273,77.20754716981132,6.975262054507338,21.211740041928717,7.793537801064563,0.7292444444444448,790,20,174,12,18,263,116,212,0.09,0.792,0.11699999999999999,0.7147,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,1,12,16,1,0,4,2,20,0,0,4,1,42,33,17,0,7,5,0,1,2,4,2,0,2,0,1,9,19,0,1,4,1,1,3,5,5,0,2,1,6,20,11,22,28,2,18,0,3,1,0,33,6,0,5,12,103,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068153969818475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028077299362533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426910752860163,0.0,0.09917618612922956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662057030387922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772425023997323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796011154800311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093760855243836,0.08609820562529226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724481606136734,0.0,0.1259315405533885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970173734149847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662336350993205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775818173451552,0.0,0.0,0.10665478907505932,0.10120491057721087,0.0,0.1315598205555374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089363030339404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619645448537567,0.0,0.0,0.08936269690543239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808221939933952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166623187722373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055078518380286,0.0,0.3088281062005803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652359441858772,0.0,0.0,0.19168177405445766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097152167646585,0.12572673665553866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927807762172745,0.11919555301292516,0.13491022575204462,0.0,0.12845633510497587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843397045381842,0.10533819373035667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20817800967202504,0.0,0.09944011296938207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561265102434443,0.13176770100794105,0.0,0.0
lonely,secondtowhat,2019/10/26,"yeah, I’m gonna vent I just feel like no one wants to hang out with me or even try to socialize. I also tried and put my best effort towards everything. I always message my friends if they want to hang out. I’m just tired of it, I just someone to give me effort like I give to others. I’m happy that I’ve became more independent and I go out by myself. Do I put too much effort or people are just jerks. I just feel like a loner and it makes me feel insecure.",0.8931555555555591,2.46861036,3.2573333333333347,91.49922222222223,80.4,6.044444444444442,19.11111111111111,6.937597516519254,0.11297777777777808,356,8,82,4,9,123,61,100,0.115,0.68,0.205,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,8,8,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,22,15,7,0,3,8,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,2,0,1,0,3,15,6,12,14,3,9,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,3,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063676679376958,0.1567361683874249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976792104784592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244144163158586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929182698874365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857315611979511,0.2691383891825161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553163052812296,0.0,0.0,0.361396969273642,0.10705312576188736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051983465935388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760793368013521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573622230305265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384711843318912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764213805859578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058973907439486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787210833962377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201610977166406,0.15960247759455187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649979002760594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557772234607625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222070978107324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sirspoppet,2019/10/26,"just feeling wretched i feel like all of the people I consider friends are more of acquaintances. Even people I've known half my life. I hear about them planning get-togethers with others, and I am never thought of or invited. I speak to these people online at least every other day. We all live near each other and know one another. Its almost like being cordial with me is something they see as an obligation. No one wants to spend any time with me in real life, aside from my husband, who is always working. I spend all of my time alone. 

Idk what I want from posting this, but its nice to get it off my chest. Talking about it is often met with someone telling me I need better friends, but this is literally everyone I know. Sadly, I'm not dr. Frankenstein or some girl named May. It feels suffocating.",2.739943548387096,5.271381522580646,3.566189516129036,86.74928427419356,78.93548387096773,6.197580645161291,25.17137096774193,7.413659706084162,1.3660403225806452,636,24,119,9,16,202,107,155,0.05,0.826,0.124,0.8922,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,2,3,5,7,0,0,2,0,8,4,1,0,4,34,22,7,0,3,6,1,3,2,2,1,3,2,0,1,13,8,0,0,7,0,2,0,3,1,0,3,2,6,19,6,20,18,7,9,0,1,1,0,14,4,0,6,6,84,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490384705511238,0.17055945123575514,0.0,0.0,0.13702746330272395,0.0,0.0,0.11198846479437494,0.17268198275517754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564662063107287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620537247121828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876999253874146,0.0,0.13875052007951755,0.15735938410006328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498023999138641,0.1176478636886862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544636680448276,0.0,0.17207764795482655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856070208250329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100831758756156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326375759865733,0.16090925951725132,0.0,0.14541599942665187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210858876825753,0.1270118419082958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318369229841065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425064079880484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771850647656324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744259213343528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122912824580574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953335000223166,0.12677918237745334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323640397025601,0.1439381154020346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073801267109406,0.1920531809320013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942657859646123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988944847370238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mynamesjjj,2019/10/26,"i had a friend and i haven’t been able to talk to him in a while. i know he lurks here and i’m hoping he’ll see this. hey, this is a throwaway account because i know how weird this probably is and this post might just get deleted or ignored, but anyway. i had a friend, i met him on reddit a couple months ago and we hit it off really well! we had stuff in common and he was just really cool to talk to. it got harder for me to text him because of our different time zones, i went back to school, and other complications in my life, and i didn’t text him for a month or two. i didn’t notice until recently how long it had been since we last talked, and i really miss our friendship. 

i looked back in our messages and i saw that he said he looked on this sub sometimes. he deleted the reddit account we first talked on and i’m guessing he deleted discord too. i’m hoping he’ll see this and maybe remember me and we can talk again. i know this is probably annoying to see here but he was a really great friend and i feel bad for having gone silent on him with no explanation and i don’t have any other means to message him by. 

i’ve posted this in other subreddits i know that he lurks but no response from him yet. he said he lurks this one as well and this is honestly all i can attempt that’s left ): i have no other way to contact him. 

so phil if you’re reading this it’s jen! let’s talk again soon, i miss our cool conversations and i want to apologize for suddenly disappearing on you. i still have you on discord if you want to talk on there. i’m hoping you see this and we can talk again.",0.912351195671146,2.9189797507418405,2.7717306685285408,92.84458849711994,82.35311572700296,6.101204398673416,20.000785477395702,7.285733465282438,0.3880037353813929,1244,34,282,18,34,414,147,337,0.11599999999999999,0.738,0.146,0.9331,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,10,4,0,2,20,18,1,0,8,2,25,1,0,2,1,51,60,30,0,7,9,0,1,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,24,24,0,1,7,1,2,3,7,6,2,3,17,12,46,12,34,38,1,40,0,2,7,0,54,14,0,9,20,189,70,2,0.08689137932630754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702396504694567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059089117574248375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362821443434791,0.07255067228212764,0.10593635668138478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614365852411093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078299750863328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043934892181208336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390976286647549,0.0,0.0,0.2013961923723581,0.0,0.04539715938856941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949497372581209,0.09579805246077022,0.0957206505486526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25890823658479223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101291868741724,0.07082807138885155,0.0,0.0,0.09440773787877776,0.08885232243221318,0.06137395090154515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689613639153464,0.14593374896201672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729406952845134,0.09465018516706697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217802213439856,0.0,0.0,0.13871173997228944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892641127518563,0.0,0.0,0.058879847398078014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643584479776893,0.0,0.1873672064660233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691489336757792,0.0,0.22265937030944294,0.0,0.08579475443062001,0.0,0.09843099431462113,0.0,0.16530719932993873,0.0,0.0,0.08793871478756797,0.2769647178330466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718774468894599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859377959605345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693915677721596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994698407482553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5587199945242866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066706204713251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488025179057522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250157360933232,0.0689703324484286,0.0,0.0,0.15625157049899918,0.08054917916296522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Anonymous0635,2019/10/26,"Saturday night and alone (sorry, if my English is incorrect, I'm not a native speaker) 

I'm just tired of  myself. I'm turning 21 next week and I'm alone as ever. I have one friend, but she has a social life, not like me. I thought, when I go to university I can begin new, make new friends. But yeah, I'm in my 5th semester and nothing has changed. I just can't connect to people. I feel like an alien. I'm overthinking every bit I want to say. I can't be funny or anything like that when I'm around new people. Also Im not an interesting person I guess. People around me have Hobbys like all kind of sports, cooking, ""meeting with friends"" etc.. And I just can't relate to them. When I got a question like ""what are your Hobbys"", I lie, because I don't want to make them think I'm weird. I'm pretty much a female nerd, but I can't find someone here with similar interests. Maybe I just study the wrong thing :')
And now I'm sitting here,drunk, feeling miserable. 
I want to have a social life, but at the same time, I'm just scared of people and don't want to see anyone. I feel like in wasting my time and life. And I don't really have someone to talk to (I guess thats why I'm posting this) 
I know there are plenty people with these problems, but I just wanna rant a bit. I don't ask for advise or smth.",1.0542433566433544,2.8686546327272744,3.081181818181822,91.8106958041958,80.85454545454544,5.685314685314686,21.48601398601399,6.67199483983844,0.3603342657342652,1004,30,223,10,26,339,138,275,0.193,0.693,0.114,-0.9694,0,2,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,2,0,16,18,0,2,10,1,19,5,0,2,2,51,51,21,0,7,17,0,3,6,3,0,4,2,0,1,6,13,1,0,8,2,0,1,11,6,0,1,2,6,32,12,23,48,6,23,0,1,1,0,16,5,0,6,21,128,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898368137074646,0.0,0.07682119412222901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716917516512229,0.0,0.07905130140439659,0.17103208879288467,0.08980552563611201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058558844648110266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209750869968956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162145050557143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713514682846252,0.0,0.08689408474914255,0.08093684951930785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457163493138863,0.13725422339580676,0.0,0.0,0.08779943905902862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265308551858504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459456632393342,0.0,0.07683000431049256,0.0,0.2116474789463687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376404867328072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003437320979636,0.052793470445846036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355548003752716,0.2815878855736317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128245008802699,0.0,0.09650775269895938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061703432906624,0.0,0.0,0.2783334556938035,0.10216362182960652,0.09014820463042747,0.0,0.09217461665763832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509447643283665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329884167502012,0.08387812164595658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200137785276664,0.09773015812061447,0.0,0.09191889590530278,0.0,0.0,0.10761205158466816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061540135435334875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639280297975948,0.0961753803041498,0.0,0.07654942265653279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195847363924892,0.16278698985176165,0.0,0.0,0.1075341705978033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721144653752744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381969603486604,0.06155300928866966,0.0,0.07626294194752899,0.1120297019131133,0.11040978076688536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448847967290384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266407459425296,0.0,0.07705559082315032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668151836951385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050293286552708,0.0,0.0
lonely,-_-Just_a_person-_-,2019/10/26,Anyone wanna voice chat? I'm feeling a bit lonely and would like to talk to someone about anything. I've got discord but I don't really know how to use it. Or you can add me on ps4 and we can talk in a party.,-1.3790780141843977,0.5637136808510661,1.7756382978723408,96.28416666666668,93.04255319148935,3.984397163120569,16.343971631205672,5.46131890053228,-0.6935645390070926,161,4,38,1,6,57,39,47,0.078,0.78,0.142,0.4497,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,12,9,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,7,7,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362853495230093,0.0,0.2780838730960855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689270971508424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708652738611501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702698727166363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857150037374094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509331798067392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164837125852022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863231586539912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5432233933928078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29185911196261083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400525621327217,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pandachaz,2019/10/26,"New gal on the block After being in a 7 year long distance relationship I decided to do a masters at the same uni as my boyfriend so we could be together. I didn’t want to do a masters, but I didn’t think I would cope being apart for another year. So here I am in a city where I have no friends apart from him, and he has all his friends. They are really nice and we get on fine, but ultimately they are his friends and I’m just tagging along. I’ll go along to their parties and it’s that cliche of feeling totally alone in a crowded room. I’ve told him how I feel but I think he’s fed up of hearing it and I get that, it isn’t his fault, there’s not much he can really do. When I first moved I was just so excited that we could be together all the time I didn’t join any societies or anything at uni, and now it’s half way through the semester and the novelty of hanging around together has worn off. He has his friends to do stuff with, so he can’t be with me all the time. (I’m not saying he should) but when he is having fun or studying or just generally hanging out with other people I’m on my own. I don’t know how to make my own friends and It’s really getting me down.",2.13887773909482,2.991667,4.010554986688511,90.4007311079255,75.49805447470817,7.90079868933033,26.36678271554373,8.371475516178862,1.4447322957198443,917,33,221,16,19,312,131,257,0.053,0.7759999999999999,0.171,0.986,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,3,3,16,10,0,0,11,0,30,1,0,3,4,51,48,24,0,5,12,0,2,0,5,2,0,2,1,0,10,18,1,1,6,0,0,4,9,1,0,2,7,4,30,9,31,32,8,33,0,0,0,0,29,17,0,3,11,155,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529831392762364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044794810748213,0.1548869419251155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155284462934328,0.13149332488103296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358690261562433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937335167953636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564215425487296,0.0,0.0,0.5706023689568934,0.0,0.23151732659199994,0.0,0.08394706627322363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648004265840885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117762005864769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071880974050898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859765337535764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699248339132885,0.10858393536211397,0.0,0.0,0.14265935619884873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240360010659376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838806593242487,0.0,0.0,0.15858539198154453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174650176079491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909275027140822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892933637173003,0.0,0.0,0.17226191990001746,0.0,0.0,0.14114335148116472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712325695089246,0.11724541944682565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492903260777132,0.0,0.0,0.19024095131111654
lonely,lose_the_feeling,2019/10/26,"So tired of scaring people away I'm almost 20 and I was in only one relationship which lasted 1 month and my ex didn't even want to admit that we were a couple to our friends lol. I can't make meaningful connections with my acquaintances. I have only one friend who is feeling more and more annoyed with me. I don't think our friendship will last because of it.

The worst thing is, people call me pretty, funny etc. I get hit on. For example one guy asked me out on a date last month. He even told me that he liked me. We were talking or texting constantly. But after our meeting he started to ignore me. When I asked him why, he told me that he felt ""overwhelmed"" with me.   Well, not the first time I've managed to scare someone interested in me away. And certainly not the last. It hurts so much every single time...

I just hate that I'm ""too much"" for people. I'm too much even for myself.",1.2035000000000018,3.5491467944444466,2.7355555555555564,91.48000000000002,83.83333333333334,5.377777777777778,20.666666666666664,6.742157984588678,0.3869666666666665,693,21,144,8,20,226,108,180,0.158,0.701,0.142,-0.6374,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,5,0,0,1,10,14,2,3,5,1,10,1,0,1,1,25,27,9,0,1,5,1,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,9,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,8,1,4,7,2,25,6,20,18,8,21,0,2,0,0,25,7,0,2,15,99,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793251181696154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020346079278005,0.0,0.22130296660325188,0.0,0.0,0.0717932452385505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202592627308177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727062724490504,0.0,0.0,0.13031343479770358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134787607480808,0.23336359932437856,0.0,0.09922871807483384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954949910881782,0.0,0.11308041943538928,0.0,0.0,0.1001775386132078,0.0,0.0,0.18198204635368245,0.0,0.06153146094913495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661365235054345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627632137367805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607828757782394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840024149055463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057537872791817525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861430175850778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801035408925956,0.0,0.2597298201870893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394178234714455,0.17914314141965726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244946626344842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981734358521053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644398150396813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358223665640407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997885661363548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336023986126065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466136754921144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824305817530752,0.07546409628788409,0.0,0.0,0.13734860910903246,0.13536258297041726,0.0,0.22507403867525694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946548703392635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589194938506426,0.0,0.10627169206203342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Aspirationalcacti,2019/10/26,"I don't feel I'm part of society  

And probably because I'm not.

I live alone and have no family or friends. I last spoke to someone irl in August. I constantly feel numb and even alcohol doesn't make me feel alive anymore. I've never worked, but got lucky on something online so have survived the last couple of years but money is not running out. I last spoke to my mother 2 years ago when I finally broke free of her gripping emotional ways. I always say I'm not depressed because others have it worse, after all, I live comfortably, warmly. I leave the house once a week to the local supermarket a 5 minute walk away. It is the scariest thing I do, I hate leaving my apartment, it always feels like everyone is staring at me, but I keep my head low and use the self checkout to avoid human interaction and then return. In all honesty, I do not know what I do do, I never got into gaming like the other kids at school as I was never able to at home, I was never really allowed friends growing up so I didn't . I don't really know why I'm writing this, or what I want in life in general - I guess I have started watching TV more and seeing all the people living and laughing together I would like that too, some sort of connection to others, maybe a hug eventually and the ultimate dream of a loving family - I know that's unrealistic from where I am but it's all I can really think of as I don't care for money, or expensive stuff and the thought of working terrifies me. I do keep looking at jobs but they all have a load of online personality tests I always fail and stuff and interviews even if you pass them which there's no chance and i've no idea how to start the process of explaining why a 24 year old with a degree has never worked and has nothing on their cv at all beyond ""engineering degree""",4.566327838827839,5.234726914835164,5.950274725274728,79.41555860805862,69.6868131868132,9.033699633699634,28.902930402930398,9.188382445141503,2.353394139194139,1423,50,281,27,24,482,197,364,0.107,0.7090000000000001,0.184,0.9837,2,2,2,0,0,1,29.0,0,1,3,5,10,20,1,1,17,0,25,6,1,4,11,66,56,29,0,3,13,1,6,3,2,1,3,3,1,4,16,16,1,3,11,3,4,4,17,7,0,0,8,13,40,14,38,47,9,48,0,4,4,2,21,20,0,8,26,189,56,9,0.08866901974835657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859973602440656,0.09476021614016376,0.0,0.09183436328209288,0.0,0.0,0.22133918267312053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793584151401411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330746285922401,0.0,0.0,0.10810362288502323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040397511383604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958197101016112,0.0,0.0,0.09811058383984697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637049678127211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974071269312014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713010257269538,0.0,0.0,0.08472704819691737,0.0,0.0,0.1671785209561609,0.0,0.17933488236285894,0.06334516542513381,0.0,0.09713257702687987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701092940913345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183343032373547,0.0,0.09767892188649288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754229979764347,0.09099999527463057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894225643756602,0.0,0.0,0.1023121438591278,0.0,0.10009653046571654,0.0,0.0,0.08799032024604814,0.1576261976954026,0.0,0.0,0.1461905230754975,0.21683125677398435,0.0,0.18777537823551785,0.0,0.0,0.06262955090271129,0.1299576126115788,0.0,0.2348891067886409,0.0,0.0744596447253489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002725219255524,0.0,0.059187259208250326,0.0,0.08907994826351191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419350715080456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508031586523515,0.0,0.09304322049131747,0.09442961218824987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601990765457402,0.0,0.061471933822735275,0.0774223679207374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560020026808468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704109336524295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705131634177511,0.0,0.08973778179837434,0.07065772872275344,0.0,0.09250112559218968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512897269093764,0.06826174337864575,0.0,0.0,0.12552077710965365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300962746951332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058907756755175414,0.05681552755665074,0.0,0.07039329725457742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765815638361904,0.0,0.0,0.05229928518266589,0.07038134067310027,0.07112493920930964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001999747823806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936563072591958,0.0,0.09036130632985892,0.06298792759077249,0.0,0.0,0.17129982476980546
lonely,narcissistickannibal,2019/10/26,"Panic is at an all time high. So I’m at my second cousin’s birthday, and I feel so fucking alone even surrounded by family. And I feel shitty for feeling like I’m involuntarily trying to make it about me. I can’t wait to go home, the panic in my head is at an all time high.",1.2905000000000015,2.6070603833333337,4.233333333333333,86.08500000000002,78.5,6.8000000000000025,20.333333333333336,7.554174236665415,0.5092333333333329,213,5,49,3,5,77,42,60,0.2,0.737,0.063,-0.868,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,2,3,0,3,2,1,1,2,9,12,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,3,6,1,9,12,2,10,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,3,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264238085361186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439607882547026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060949521915529,0.0,0.33162167420308003,0.15618177221800394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211015026942647,0.0,0.0,0.12424646631610722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436661801158705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619668845743784,0.2192931243017255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680641589970412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593017436817882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5130056192705439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549575080890268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484282497730629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,winterrogers,2019/10/26,"i want to feel someone. i wanna be able to hug someone. i wanna be able to cry to someone. i want to be able to go out to watch a movie and hold someones hand. but i can't.

i'm alone, haven't had my first anything yet. kiss, sex, anything. but i want that, i want to have someone who i'm comfortable with.",-1.0035447761194014,0.9387085522388076,1.4135634328358222,99.84482276119408,90.34328358208955,3.9470149253731344,20.315298507462693,5.148860815047168,-0.4191776119402988,231,8,57,1,8,78,36,67,0.031,0.675,0.294,0.9268,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,4,1,0,0,13,15,3,0,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,8,3,12,11,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,2,35,10,0,0.4815942510834984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626213429856246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642073561014371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633622363045445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116950787866081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654794131636214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123370374487452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6800887435177215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787423559544517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ItreallyistheEnd,2019/10/26,"I am dying and no one is coming to my funeral. Throwaway because my main account is for positivity and nothing personal:

I am a 72 year old female who just found out I have stomach cancer.

My whole life I worked as a neurosurgeon and spent my youth and up until my early forties, going through school and trying to become the very best medical doctor.

I never had kids, was way to busy to marry, and only even had any definition by my career title.

My life was based on my career and focusing on helping others. It wasn't until my 70s did I realize that all of my family is dead and I never had friends. I had collegues and coworkers, but never any friends. Even as a child, I was always the ""lone"" wolf.

I retired 5 years ago and loved my party. It was awesome having people say goodbye and feeling included. But after that, no one checked up on me or even said anything to me after that day. 

My family like mother, father, siblings, died many years ago. It's now just me.

I realized I worked myself to death and never had a life. Never went on any trips, never met a wonderful man and had children. It was always just me and my patients.

Now that I am dying, I really have nothing left. Most people wouldn't want an older friend or romantic partner, and if they do, I now have to worry about them wanting me for my money as I am a multimillionaire.

To the people reading: Meet people. Most of you are young. Put family and friends first. And live your life more than your career.",3.3867011494252885,5.188896124137933,5.113534482758624,79.92283045977015,73.9655172413793,7.316091954022987,25.531609195402304,8.07648339933343,1.711402298850575,1156,39,211,18,24,393,157,290,0.126,0.7659999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.5951,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,2,4,10,8,0,0,10,0,27,9,1,0,7,44,39,27,6,4,8,2,1,1,5,1,7,2,0,6,10,19,0,0,5,1,4,5,10,1,0,3,18,3,41,7,30,20,7,39,0,1,0,1,24,8,0,6,26,167,51,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307614032501386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530757457074136,0.0,0.0,0.1876563720787342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569481264925093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607245795891184,0.10158885718506527,0.0,0.0,0.09653130118648057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923588086896413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059321927872403986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863939209285853,0.0,0.0,0.0941492955652851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226325566949333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601423616834055,0.0,0.046509762501451474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782413554875789,0.0,0.10085546598126234,0.2842657581374887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052276501412883834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061654788176225016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999406451011911,0.0,0.2598834537645702,0.04493862817378255,0.0,0.08122336214035814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301895189779006,0.0,0.0,0.09325711455265308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266398022934018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256613662364575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765218336691016,0.0,0.09652150279755248,0.0,0.12466117851440225,0.06995780893107834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550798822788293,0.08031668790475653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246910405628156,0.0,0.0,0.0920086711876358,0.0,0.05892716425194897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749763796966822,0.07314919307555416,0.0,0.09309249519911256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624509480151508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589625105395446,0.1085088322268412,0.07301244233380848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526988474456162,0.0,0.10269660440227796,0.0,0.0,0.09975248463683052,0.1339305733699422,0.09341399264515833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770361374456015
lonely,cuwtie,2019/10/26,"Some words. To be numb or not to be.
I am a puddle of tears, happy and sad.
I cant breathe physically or emotionally.
I want to be left alone, but not lonely.",-1.5450000000000017,0.4276039117647059,1.985529411764705,92.9388823529412,98.11764705882356,5.072941176470589,15.623529411764707,6.742157984588678,-0.2445105882352938,119,3,29,2,5,43,26,34,0.192,0.631,0.177,0.1192,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,0,9,6,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631980322392864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030764106425282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47608735413583503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859194623256888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637893389614845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lightningbuggie,2019/10/26,"I'm suddenly having super lonely feelings at work and I don't know what to do or why exactly it's happening. Thoughts? I was doing my normal work thing when I suddenly felt a pang of loneliness. Nothing out of the ordinary happened, so I have no clue about what to do or how to feel about it. I can't tell if I'm legitimately lonely or if it's just the fact that I hate most of my colleagues. I'm so lost. I haven't felt lonely for a few years now, so I don't know why I'd suddenly feel like this. Help?",0.9403636363636352,2.5700004909090914,3.610909090909093,88.76636363636366,80.45454545454545,7.309090909090909,22.81818181818182,8.238735603445708,1.1991090909090905,394,13,91,8,10,139,64,110,0.18100000000000002,0.732,0.087,-0.8521,0,6,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,9,7,1,0,4,0,10,0,0,1,2,21,25,11,0,3,6,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,5,10,2,11,20,2,8,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,6,7,59,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149464161191232,0.1483283308951365,0.3987077794373308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36720665303206745,0.0,0.0,0.20498807011646025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916758925669828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22821206254067944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143576407355323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266487257678001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203429773996964,0.19922311607562865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814746119510583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793774438238296,0.0,0.0,0.1648321575593171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374701036401009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30230896212614994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370458461040438
lonely,IronPlug,2019/10/26,"The Catch 22 of loneliness It seems this is an endless cycle, maybe some will agree/disagree and all opinions are respected just wanted to share mine. 

After busy weeks full of studying with minimal non academic related human contact I’ll get awfully lonely, causing me to go out to social events like bars or clubs on the weekend with the hopes of meeting people. However whenever I go to those bars all I see are others happily together which only makes me want to stay at home as it’s a reminder of how I feel. From then on I stay at home for a while only to decide to go out again to repeat the ever worsening cycle that never ends just because maybe,,,just maybe....I have one little sliver of hope that maybe one day, whenever that may be, something will change.",8.774119373776905,7.467947390410964,8.627847358121333,70.35404109589045,61.397260273972606,11.630528375733855,37.295499021526425,10.608840637214634,3.9830677103718197,613,24,105,12,7,199,103,146,0.055999999999999994,0.825,0.11900000000000001,0.8197,1,2,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,7,1,8,2,0,3,4,25,20,6,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,9,5,2,0,3,4,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,2,7,5,25,16,4,26,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,7,13,72,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076568059219487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980919826832405,0.17486606309420086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660517932857687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640722288195254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952381048156102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358092445446727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636271448337203,0.0,0.2818323345683224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316198574720854,0.328361486558794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075749873724031,0.16567457641622413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033940024099344,0.0,0.33213323936191075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748997407975868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240238604420297,0.2514370329492023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459858760800964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172313626194526,0.1504834118329622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850309322757334,0.0,0.12725643870926992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523767832427388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499709353947026,0.0,0.13259412987716787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MyvoiceM,2019/10/26,Out Wish more people thought I was worth hanging out with. I would love some of that charisma others have that draw people to them. Or sucks being the odd ball out,1.7043749999999989,4.387680687500001,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,85.875,3.2,17.375,3.1291,-0.9783375,130,3,26,0,4,38,27,32,0.124,0.648,0.228,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,8,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,6,4,2,4,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,0,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960041729653054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6083713146985911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34833183319260685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045601730347277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116873501087525,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,notmyrealaccount83,2019/10/26,"16M looking for a relationship Hey, I’m looking for a F for a start a relationship with, distance is fine. PM me and we can get to know each other a little better",1.4939047619047583,2.998602771428573,4.805714285714289,81.38761904761904,78.42857142857143,6.9523809523809526,25.952380952380953,7.793537801064563,1.5116666666666667,127,5,27,2,3,47,27,35,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.5279,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,5,8,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756535590831034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628387115741892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128988901514927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312382892612897,0.0,0.0,0.5234614671099761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6692503222518155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206070495667938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CJ_Thomas,2019/10/26,"Went to a dance party last night  So last night I went to a dance party for 2000s Indie music (which ended up being more of a late 2000s and 2010s show), and there was this gorgeous girl in the crowd who saw me low-key staring, and waved - so I waved back and while I was trying to think of what to say or do, I decided to go with the only rational response left: I went outside and had a panic attack. 

It's apparently been awhile since I've done stuff like this, and I don't do rejection very well - which is not great for a guy - so it just became too much, very quickly. Really feels like the last girl just sort of kicked all of the gumption out of me, and now its harder than ever to approach anyone. kind of wish someone would just hit me with a truck already.

Something, something, the prison in my mind or whatever",5.894511378848728,5.193529843373497,6.104538152610445,84.14762382864795,66.83132530120483,8.823560910307899,28.082998661311912,7.793537801064563,1.4990918340026766,638,16,135,6,9,204,106,166,0.075,0.794,0.131,0.8319,1,0,2,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,13,9,1,1,11,0,11,0,0,0,2,25,20,13,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,3,10,10,0,0,3,3,0,7,2,3,1,0,9,4,10,6,21,8,3,24,0,1,2,0,6,5,0,3,14,90,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074840434661508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185454384416842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571852785242974,0.0,0.11200980084781802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906907246325315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901872708926604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176516375440162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736541836515413,0.10406534158189727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278655552378797,0.0,0.0,0.16059962820219442,0.0,0.1442343511707571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516909419681506,0.0,0.3562169054319601,0.16431999613510476,0.0,0.1582688500786672,0.0,0.0,0.14233218122568622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708328655500966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708283675559896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733993454119625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078717735245963,0.0,0.17091016526660904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331873448595096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584114411637295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049818289674892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234241343172393,0.22428488722064396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675515870265795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333825624508688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889909874678947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24038292663468205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309731434176302,0.4051074492624447,0.0,0.0,0.1675111612089259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347846053092384,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,djenakuros,2019/10/26,"I can't to take a decision Hello, guys!

Some time ago I wrote about one of my problem here. So, I investigated that one and found out reason why I have this problem. It turns out that it is my internal conflict.
In short, I feel that I don't ready to have a relationship. Because I don't have neither my own habitation nor big money savings.
But in the same time I want to have a relationship because I envy to happy couples.
Also my friends says me that I useless for girls because of I don't have any relationship and as a consequence I am virgin.

Generally, I am confused",2.832347826086956,4.736759930434786,5.004565217391307,79.6651086956522,75.78260869565217,7.730434782608696,29.76086956521739,8.548686976883017,2.428321739130435,452,21,88,9,10,157,69,115,0.158,0.768,0.07400000000000001,-0.8021,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,5,0,12,1,0,1,0,19,18,7,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,7,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,6,4,0,2,2,2,18,3,13,16,4,9,0,1,0,1,9,6,0,2,3,68,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559213862769575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036711372102095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936287838982447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209948543502694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421484516072066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887506093809242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924538759997917,0.13561001983210086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379714125443352,0.0,0.1868494062507587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378802850036505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359070439368992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046872104106548,0.0,0.565343818787845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958436061624072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197280016984606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469983691674715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909205718079186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035290707305169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838382474405718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rickadamsbaby,2019/10/26,Fellow loners! Would anyone be interesting in a discord? I could make one and then people could hang out with others pretty easily.,3.1519565217391303,6.1520258260869625,4.609021739130434,72.2596195652174,95.08695652173913,5.778260869565218,14.445652173913045,7.1686216300943375,0.9064,106,2,14,2,4,35,22,23,0.158,0.5479999999999999,0.294,0.6114,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863211994320151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6538803713972271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27333419422890765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774774072010133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28388510844894704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165931176761664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290886158009031,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WheresDaLambSaucee,2019/10/26,"How do I stop caring so much about forming relationships with people? Why am I so desperate for love? I’ve been single for about a year now and at first I was devastated, then I loved being single, and now I’m kind of at a plateau. I understand that being single has it’s perks and I like the independence, but I’ve just been lately. I don’t know why I’m always so love crazy, like I always have a million different crushes just on cute guys at school (I’m in college), coworkers, etc. I’m just really desperate and I hate that about myself because I’d probably allow myself to go out with guys I know aren’t the best for me (personalities don’t match, etc). 

How do I stop giving a fuck that I’m single and just wait for love to happen on its own?! Like I have a new coworker and he’s so cute, but he’s super shy and I know he’s not interested in me. Yet every chance I get I just wanna go over and flirt even though I don’t see us happening... just cause I’m lonely lol.",1.6231930960086274,3.2494679320388364,4.052944983818771,86.38879180151025,78.41747572815535,7.2962243797195265,20.667745415318233,8.167268648758528,0.8988994606256742,758,19,167,14,18,265,106,206,0.16399999999999998,0.5870000000000001,0.25,0.9735,2,3,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,3,20,18,2,0,7,1,15,5,0,5,0,33,40,18,0,1,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,11,0,3,4,0,0,2,5,3,0,2,3,1,21,15,22,35,10,21,0,1,1,5,13,9,1,0,13,111,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973314677125685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682636462473902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226010081611514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849539303615004,0.12946693066654452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167391982908555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811122351825303,0.08324124325004156,0.0,0.10618522189284076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720056020778038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651216791153048,0.06584517023939694,0.12089890351919153,0.14325084738731644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495778800898871,0.22289479964585915,0.0,0.0,0.12442796022655295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124024692435682,0.20778741971348846,0.0,0.14216667513283968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847148257533736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549858880049041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264612477728644,0.0,0.0,0.12171999910455795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737293119354968,0.11004402829895024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358810305886886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073767357299516,0.0,0.0,0.13530843180789112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754850135577295,0.10042913059784613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073247656573288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382326519200025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120107081026067,0.15159787457903748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274438977237297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811588143961715
lonely,AMinorPleb,2019/10/26,"Let’s be Lonely, Together! Hello, this is my third time making a post like this.

I’m not exactly a lonely person, I’m just making myself available to talk with anyone who needs it. I can’t exactly promise a quick response, but I will definitely respond. PMs are welcome, so don’t be shy! Let’s be lonely together!",1.7626036866359414,4.283264338709682,4.422350230414747,79.13209677419357,83.03225806451613,6.768663594470048,24.98617511520737,7.957251820313856,1.990430414746544,247,10,43,5,7,87,45,62,0.073,0.675,0.252,0.8859999999999999,0,6,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,2,2,9,15,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,4,3,2,9,0,3,0,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221387113516499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6497263423062407,0.0,0.1552090173302252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241258125126581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355657359577857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773977469162778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042625946879542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25535003509093523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524965919940767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Leg1Thr0w,2019/10/26,"It's me Im sorry I wish I wasn't like this I don't mean to be this way, I'm defective. 

You did nothing wrong it's me I've always been this way, and no matter how far back I go this aspect of me has always been there, this side of me that pushes everyone away.

I wish I would just reach out again but maybe it's for the best they leave because no sane person acts this way, suddenly shutting down without warning or reason leaving people they're supposed to care about in silence. 

Now too much time has passed and I don't know how to explain myself other then I'm just bad at being good to people. 

You deserved better anyway and I hope your life is filled with people people who treat you better then i did.",0.9282634228187908,3.1208072751677847,2.5344924496644303,93.4781145134228,83.63087248322148,4.530369127516778,18.0373322147651,5.602791699666715,-0.3864063758389258,560,13,118,3,16,183,97,149,0.09300000000000001,0.6679999999999999,0.24,0.9778,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,1,3,12,11,0,0,1,0,13,1,0,3,0,21,23,9,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,5,0,0,4,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,5,0,19,8,15,15,2,23,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,2,8,81,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238841845203528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348426512754384,0.11035874688970776,0.11983399333671613,0.08748903532765966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061637615239734,0.2538652236620084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632916754154476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714041241323446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156625989660826,0.12037855849255105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425486809048079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550272477995451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887535740607261,0.0,0.0,0.3039359137405536,0.0,0.0,0.10137308714085452,0.07011708369826779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418607873857314,0.15633638258405708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550440754554072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771221651542342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979974062920648,0.1253169524091293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475634337752064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065994653576895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368821659069266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34176073490743303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300840051697496,0.13834906842517194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195316077549567,0.156917621930198,0.0,0.0
lonely,aphexakira,2019/10/26,"Even in a game I cant find love haha I was looking forward to outer worlds, not just because it's a obsidian rpg. But hoping there was some romance options to Linda fill the hole. I know that's pathetic, but it's always something I liked. Even if it was a temporary and fictitious case. And now, turns out your character is forever alone and has to watch the romantic triumphs of there friends. I mean I like a immersive experience, but I didnt want fucking imprint so perfectly onto my character haha.",4.969808541973492,6.371456731958768,6.480265095729012,73.28340206185571,69.30927835051546,10.078939617083948,35.50662739322533,10.290406445055957,4.0843885125184105,401,21,70,11,7,137,70,97,0.12,0.602,0.278,0.9704,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,7,11,1,0,6,2,7,2,0,0,1,18,15,8,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,2,9,10,7,11,1,8,0,0,2,2,4,6,1,4,4,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27485873798535504,0.0,0.0,0.22082151038737485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177618211687494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505684693901929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259597372082564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425570061760303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050357284664606,0.24534407930084584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635871029576408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584860990259751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593073305561745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22285649128073187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395202488039745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890819747376498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430627454890046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886625823691789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653089986247815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HEREU1935,2019/10/26,"Im very lonely i cannot sleep and im very disconnected from the society. I feel like god made just for lonelyness. Everyone things im a weird person and they dont even want to sit with me in class cause i dont like their music or i dont understand why they do that. To make the things even worse i cant sleep, i go to my bed and try t sleep but in two hours i woke up and i cannot sleep to more, i go for a walk in the midnight with my bikecycle to do something. Someone have passed this? Or can say solutions?",-1.186315789473685,0.834033701754386,1.3476842105263138,98.9367894736842,93.56140350877192,5.4961403508771935,16.371929824561406,7.0316486544052195,-0.17550807017543854,398,10,101,7,15,135,66,114,0.065,0.86,0.075,0.2622,0,4,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,10,4,4,3,0,16,18,7,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,2,2,15,2,14,16,1,10,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,3,60,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282382341263727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546060063002984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079913978294362,0.0,0.0,0.1235489991942938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537654063275794,0.09236993331672574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696513742254305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733168024742464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41898943520235227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633614504877375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234412075913614,0.08630687361180406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128973129056504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282230947122506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.517562239218476,0.0,0.10955308350749894,0.09953928830482067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179860615391104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877842999163744,0.0,0.1263045601026589,0.13460292733543722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133674340198148,0.07626282846391455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667059669989208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176487556838148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UsualBiscotti,2019/10/26,"Does anyone want to be emotional support buddies? Hi guys. I'm currently studying abroad, and I feel like I'm constantly just... Feeling bad about stuff. I'm across the world, I'm completely alone, and everything is unfamiliar. I moved here two months ago, and I have two months left. I'm not sure how to get through this. 

There's no one I know here. I met a couple friends in the program, but many are dysfunctional in some way, and I don't feel like anyone wants to be close to me in the way that I want to be close with them. It's hard to make solid friendships in general. Here it's made worse by the fact that we're all aware that after the program ends, we will most likely be splitting ways permanently. 

I feel like I'm supposed to be having this amazing time in another country, and instead I just feel overwhelmed and alone. When I go out with the people I met here, all we do is go to bars or clubs and drink. I'm drinking too much, but it's hard to find things to do here that don't heavily involved alcohol since none of the people I've met seem interested. 

Every time I try to reach out to my friends, I feel like I'm being clingy and they're over it. I would love someone to talk to in the middle of the night when I'm feeling insecure. Or when either of us are feeling alone. Or just to send each other dumb things from the internet. Anyone interested?",3.750071942446042,4.828599151079138,4.602223021582738,86.82434172661873,71.87769784172663,7.8621582733812945,27.20935251798561,8.238735603445708,1.5953389928057558,1076,37,229,16,20,348,145,278,0.096,0.718,0.187,0.9753,1,3,3,0,0,0,32.0,3,0,1,0,16,17,1,2,11,0,18,5,0,3,4,52,50,17,0,4,10,0,10,5,2,2,1,0,0,1,14,17,4,0,11,4,0,4,5,4,0,3,4,10,20,13,35,38,8,35,0,1,0,1,15,15,1,6,18,139,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584766347375096,0.10349835199668662,0.0,0.30090809129127066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015509166154409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031498075954021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086191998911467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154062994146668,0.10465554520948024,0.0,0.0,0.10715766757894787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475012109731765,0.0,0.0,0.1897433770729462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893811571138423,0.08577633880359191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159648314277695,0.0,0.08703846141135109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917438253332268,0.27674568486679746,0.0,0.0,0.08851500264309482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964513565909196,0.0,0.05059775953469541,0.0,0.11007902178538237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589223868701784,0.0,0.0,0.1735090326924028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322373612103018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522288362843496,0.0,0.0,0.2365690174384853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740681537177403,0.09163752282037886,0.06464510146529978,0.098186103383282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546022561386141,0.10293140526870104,0.07119256167550703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088291060456374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562499504842688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342809061408603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816447620287292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011157135519928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205685019982148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108648900266196,0.0,0.10989908866412244,0.09127570684676373,0.0,0.0,0.07784071820494873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286796504339802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129427416304732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575171521886981,0.0,0.18920789878431488,0.0,0.11649317293938102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136589744595632,0.2306142725616623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869380495687002,0.06879624136450725,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kokorocrow,2019/10/26,"I’m just so lonely, not allowed to do anything or go wherever I want.  I usually look forward to weekends, but then I end up hating them because I don’t have much to do besides homework and making art. I want to go out and have fun with friends, but my friends have their own lives and it makes me feel so sad seeing what they’re doing on social media without me. I have friends at college too, but they all live so far away and though I see them around at school, I’m tired of initiating plans only for them to decline or cancel on me. They have their own friend groups as well. 

I’m always stuck at home with my overbearing, narcissistic parents who always want to drag me to some religious event or program I don’t want to go to. I have my license but I don’t have a car. I have a job and I’m saving up for a car. I can’t go anywhere without begging and pleading and bargaining my parents or my brother, who has his own car and can go anywhere at will. Even though I’m 20, my parents are still unreasonably strict and only keep me from doing what will keep me sane. I just want a few nights out every month just so that I have something to look forward to. I want to know what it’s like to have friends again.

I know that we’re all adults and that we all have jobs/lives/school to worry about. But damn, I want my freedom and peace and company.",3.685028195488723,4.345926303571432,4.5280827067669165,88.84639097744362,71.67857142857143,7.180451127819548,27.951127819548873,7.0608816371341465,1.2271071428571425,1055,37,231,9,19,341,133,280,0.102,0.727,0.171,0.9583,6,2,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,7,1,16,13,2,0,4,0,24,1,0,3,3,53,54,29,0,7,15,4,1,1,5,2,1,0,2,1,10,18,0,2,3,2,1,10,7,4,1,0,1,5,39,9,36,51,9,32,0,2,4,0,23,15,1,5,12,159,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696346340669466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256218529875001,0.08931404515855987,0.0,0.0,0.09426236031924523,0.0,0.0,0.06115960264822536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886167913189247,0.0,0.0,0.0662663316946465,0.0,0.08453147574795637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05072933660116129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875695271581673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850962995588835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990540765914969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063812695978977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995610115465234,0.17835397853880847,0.0,0.0,0.11027634490712136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901566192583976,0.0,0.17718461915464126,0.0,0.1685021154036188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394071941008398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008161848405268,0.0,0.0737533294195748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415193226196576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260938978278574,0.0,0.0,0.3342103100352866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030765271635344,0.15989838258448932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227273974859163,0.0,0.07723813485054795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012283686226551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714538712690766,0.0,0.0,0.11531338025464775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049817480383788,0.0,0.4142363392893917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020778384536607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934270739172408,0.0,0.0,0.10188892871699257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Thi99,2019/10/26,"I don't know I always been alone since i was a kid, i never had a friend to play with and i grow up "" fine"" with this. But now as an adult, i feel empty, sad and most of time i don't wanna do nothing i don't have disposition to do something. And i see people of my age (20) with friends and relationships, they're all smiling and happy and i Just can't feel this things i can't smile about hapiness anymore because i don't feel happy for so long i Just feel nothing its like i had a hole in my heart. I needed to say this for someway and i maked this post, thanks if you readed and Sorry if there is some word or sentença wrong here, english isn't my native language.",2.7813986013986067,3.4291961258741277,4.1800069930069945,90.56385664335664,73.75524475524475,6.559160839160839,24.09020979020979,6.2581,0.4705054545454548,518,14,119,3,10,172,87,143,0.13,0.723,0.147,0.6654,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,0,4,0,15,1,1,1,2,30,24,14,0,4,6,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,6,11,0,0,5,2,0,1,8,2,0,0,4,6,20,8,15,20,3,9,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,5,6,82,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222041125409533,0.0,0.0,0.1463958785937593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744848511165441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725117437607194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558414829532233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27186106606465005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745820466641783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20848932604638729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966918274896012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595522332942054,0.0,0.0,0.15570104903227994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174410790087456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045701719720698,0.13569550030199673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33763766835228964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197439674466133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850154538088866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598725643321694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889333479809006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399142671392082,0.0,0.0,0.14020111781676647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455390921784067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544693409774872,0.0,0.196950027813492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198158657234202,0.0,0.0,0.11688648212229047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259182167428928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236238197489325,0.0,0.0
lonely,LzzrdWzzrd,2019/10/26,"Good things happen to those who wait So I've always been a bit of a loner, a few dedicated friends but no groups at either of my universities or my schools or previous jobs. I had resigned myself to being a complete loner at my graduate job - I'm commuting to the job in another city from a town 40 miles away that I also moved to. Context: my partner also has to commute for work and this was our mid-point.

We currently have no friends in this town. Its typically for young families and is a commuter town. It's not a place for young professionals in their 20s. I had a slightly rough start to this new job, my immediate coworker slash mentor is an introvert who likes to keep work and friendships separate and who prefers to work through lunch to go home early; and two other female graduates in my wider department but different team are cliquey and rejected all of my attempts to lunch together, talk, meet up after work, get a coffee together etc.

I had given up, I was resigned to being alone out of the house for 10 hours until I could see my partner in the evening again and felt the same familiar wave of ""why is it always me who is alone?"". What came after I did not expect. My boss extends a - figurative - hand. He organises two coffee trips for our team. If he is not in the office he calls me briefly to make sure I have work and I know what to do and I'm okay. He has arranged two pub trips and facilitated conversations between his number 2 (my senior colleague) and I so we all have a good rapport now and we talk about our partners and hobbies and children and I'm not alone even though I'm 10-30 years younger than everyone on my team.

As a bonus, I threw myself into the annual work office party despite knowing nobody. I spoke to 5 people and they were nice and engaging with me. I joined the work board game club and we played a game where you vote for the funniest person and they all picked me.

Finally I'm not alone or the odd one out. If you're patient and you don't give up. It could take years (23 in my case) but eventually you'll find somewhere you belong and some people will treat you with kindness and attention. It may all be guys that I talk to and not the female friendships I had in mind, and a lot of them aren't in my age bracket, but if you keep an open mind you will find company :)",5.105474137931034,5.4892322198275885,5.959482758620691,80.8337931034483,68.39655172413794,9.244827586206897,30.4396551724138,9.223106411051027,2.4416655172413786,1826,67,370,33,29,602,239,464,0.067,0.787,0.146,0.9913,6,5,0,0,0,0,44.0,7,7,4,12,11,16,0,0,26,1,32,3,1,3,5,80,55,41,0,7,17,0,3,1,5,4,0,1,1,6,19,35,2,3,8,8,1,7,10,3,0,4,14,5,53,13,57,32,11,51,0,3,1,0,49,26,0,9,19,252,72,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35452649483976584,0.0,0.13687126750265788,0.14241329316412385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973460225249026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804021004391113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342756175710423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738335024809016,0.09787691498389507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897255125206755,0.0,0.0,0.13665201845127675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940940826649921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544061055054544,0.1130451696435325,0.0,0.0,0.08177217748846262,0.0,0.0,0.08067407031644491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216702541941798,0.09374506131847953,0.15643105587386733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223264914722369,0.0,0.044710279119456735,0.08209294169832843,0.048635194863187264,0.14355530478058015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473435971302726,0.07567516850673285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584037960030833,0.0,0.08427578389949007,0.09874398984642203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33968656940362035,0.1521289563260026,0.0,0.08911493508727479,0.09406140191325356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0418084393378624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275422635905428,0.0,0.0,0.05712309313295276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728160872852219,0.0,0.0,0.09095445928916757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826504831652578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057988967748980665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865617863681514,0.07472224922173007,0.08940940826649921,0.0,0.08089761594871621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660816087423401,0.06819352800560392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060571608965091936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065500068528048,0.0,0.06434300726245076,0.20634986231450253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685333837709036,0.0,0.08407864583064592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507879215615815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721963596018386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43610585545670544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021714216742663
lonely,PwrRstPlzRpt,2019/10/26,"Don't feel lonely, play games! Let me help you get a fun game to focus your attention on instead of letting yourself be consumed by the nightmare. ####Hey

 

No one should have to feel lonely and we all do different things to lessen the effect of this horrible nightmare the mind creates. 

 

Maybe I can help you temporarily? Nothing is permanent sadly when it comes to the mind but even if gives you joy for a while it's still worth it! 

 

#### If you're interested in a complete introduction of me, cats, my computer specs check out my [profile](https://www.reddit.com/user/PwrRstPlzRpt)!",10.764905660377359,9.76213171698113,9.487433962264152,64.80190566037739,57.301886792452834,13.008301886792452,41.95471698113208,11.979248473330829,5.145866415094341,486,22,78,12,5,151,80,106,0.049,0.74,0.21,0.9475,1,4,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,4,0,1,4,7,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,1,1,15,14,6,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,3,2,1,2,3,0,1,0,2,10,4,12,10,1,7,0,3,0,0,11,3,0,2,3,55,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5966797335852883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581255053197479,0.1924650329457944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178697590287336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124334366321883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856325598249041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590544653349306,0.17609284455126578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24608029667443904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754165138598924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844163121792132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37069784277074097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613613834277608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438879728581514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659572057990458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219528240789225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AgentVinyl,2019/10/26,"Are people just not interested in friendships anymore? The one thing that I've only ever wanted is a best friend. Someone to share laughs and good time with but every time I try and put myself out there I'm always turned down. I can tell even through text chats that the person isn't interested. They start behaving in a way that screams ""why am I even here?""

It becomes such a hassle when all you want is friends and you see so many people you can potentially be friends with but there's something about you that just doesn't click for them. I would love for be people to just be honest and admit that they're not interested right away instead of delaying it and being all passive aggressive.

I just want to be happy like everyone else. You may be happy with the friends you already have but what's wrong with having one more. Would you consider yourself interested in friendships?",4.475357142857142,6.5829596309523835,4.542380952380952,83.86928571428571,71.73809523809524,7.180952380952381,26.880952380952376,7.957251820313856,1.6634238095238096,710,25,131,10,14,220,103,168,0.115,0.62,0.265,0.9858,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,7,2,1,15,20,1,0,6,0,19,1,0,0,3,30,28,10,0,5,9,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,1,9,10,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,2,0,3,15,17,18,19,4,15,0,0,2,1,19,7,0,1,7,97,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371612173921226,0.0,0.1159050702914748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381437724048242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087277031418326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384100960542085,0.0,0.0,0.1461821034761706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636357202325642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400681625338688,0.12600081496911816,0.1173625227759396,0.13310288343328364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304776374091419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168345125769397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29656544204371377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805277783510362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257196874758965,0.0,0.0,0.14122384140548905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887805620878332,0.10594055543054587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897100211614742,0.1216275160269025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003051830194607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895765292726634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100053206134708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802468169672467,0.1072365326685744,0.0,0.0,0.09859411911324714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175046506143405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254178503277083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624487303428205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457254623865252,0.151513576921586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24648040292163886,0.11056633723055544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569258297443664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790314810291554,0.15229783528336274,0.0,0.0
lonely,maccartneylennon,2019/10/26,I’m so lonely but I’m also too scared of not being lonely anymore. I don’t know why I’m like this. I’m too terrified of being close with someone and I feel pressured and scared and confused and anxious if and when I’m with other people and the loneliness somehow lessens. Help.,1.068270676691725,3.569297982456145,2.905012531328321,88.73842105263161,86.71929824561403,4.660651629072682,23.932330827067666,6.1826913282559595,0.8038541353383462,223,9,42,2,7,74,36,57,0.40299999999999997,0.506,0.091,-0.9735,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,16,10,11,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,8,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508001989994003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542990689453667,0.3110247814852311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585746825163966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021153269392528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723562494045616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321791194176862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742323102285696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6279726524621717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657275112410773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829914622526497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hellonE18,2019/10/26,"Can't think of title I am sitting in the empty class at university. Professor didn't show up so I have to sit here for another 1.5 hours. Others went to do stuff together (They are not ""my type"" of people and there are some I can't approach due to unlimited feears) and I am dying alone. Idk I just wanted to share this. Sorry if I interrupted u in any ways",1.6136872586872568,3.5690266621621625,4.159884169884169,84.06716216216219,79.67567567567569,7.4718146718146725,21.382239382239387,8.418075326091056,1.2564617760617758,279,8,59,6,7,98,58,74,0.127,0.841,0.032,-0.5537,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,12,4,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,8,1,11,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,41,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32794878750281464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532949934771933,0.3320299547039739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286275809696905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31183160128191284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952181560505574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35445822109365194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36248283758181743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289336918797585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867654606613212,0.2513381103940916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935331433954263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justcurious1707,2019/10/26,"I agree I’m not the best looking or very smart person, but everyone leaves me. Am I so horrible? I’m tired of trying to reach out to anyone, never had a stable friend as my parents moved a lot. I always got bullied in school and got ghosted.

Final blow was my ex cheating on me and fuming me that too twice. Am I so horrible ? Why has every thorn been such a struggle.",1.6610714285714252,3.523493039473685,3.704812030075189,87.83868421052631,79.13157894736842,5.9218045112781965,22.69924812030075,6.868970318607317,0.7445248120300754,285,9,58,3,7,97,59,76,0.425,0.527,0.048,-0.9926,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,1,4,0,6,1,0,0,1,8,11,7,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,5,1,9,3,7,6,2,6,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,2,40,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641226035812408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664812250467014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23510737075065205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875630804568785,0.21407182014199871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454156966604153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308627918792066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583571153785349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23721714524566706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813014276663956,0.0,0.0,0.190463677720985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381101647049889,0.0,0.0,0.17278700175648276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24876060928736565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956157752831847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22673196687362526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342064988892669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574913987073277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521027688248348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484955466057365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215369736279087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Golden181,2019/10/26,Text me Plz text me I'm lonely,-5.966666666666668,-9.256480999999999,-1.2749999999999986,108.95333333333332,171.5,1.0666666666666669,2.6666666666666665,3.1291,-3.2903833333333337,24,0,7,0,3,9,6,8,0.284,0.568,0.14800000000000002,-0.29600000000000004,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,flamingprincess18,2019/10/26,I was locked out of everything for a few days.. Like everything. I couldn’t even post and browse on this Reddit sub and let me tell you it was the most lonely thing in the whole world ever. This sub is seriously all I have for communication and I couldn’t even have that. I missed you all and I’m so thankful to be back.,1.0006396588486126,3.1354891492537327,2.584648187633263,93.57970149253731,82.88059701492537,6.216631130063965,17.03411513859275,7.447530270364453,-0.031075053304904014,251,5,59,4,7,82,47,67,0.1,0.792,0.10800000000000001,0.3712,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,3,11,12,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,8,2,7,6,5,8,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922915701694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386998636826432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766200631854946,0.2578949837909585,0.0,0.0,0.5124703427890566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915405227596086,0.0,0.13928854381628594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730530382888835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491954851344082,0.26248758882568857,0.0,0.0,0.1894119665564242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318311018012245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gocramnaig,2019/10/26,"Thoughts at 4 AM I'm terrified. As I lay prone, staring at the ceiling, susceptible to premonitions through loathsome lenses, battling whatever horrific ending fate has in store for tonight, I can't help but think of where I'll end up.

Sometimes I wish I enjoyed the simplicities of life already so I can leave in peace. I remember as kids where growing up was our common goal. At 19, I still want that. I wish I was already a father. I wish I could share devoted sentiment with someone I know feels the same way. I wish I had someone that knows that with everything they want, I support and just want a little more just to make them happy. I want someone to fight for, someone to adore, someone who'll let me show them how much they mean to me. Someone who believes in me and doesn't count me out...

I guess you can say I'm hopelessly romantic, it could be the countless cold nights alone. The more I head out, with the slightest bit of optimism that sprouts every now and again, even taking a step in the right direction feels like I'm going the wrong way.

I want this so badly.",3.772138277111793,5.529856857819908,4.406038472260941,85.58018678561474,72.8388625592417,7.618734318371898,29.94730972957903,8.313332769828598,2.1548916085865626,851,37,168,14,17,271,126,211,0.11900000000000001,0.619,0.263,0.9883,0,1,0,0,1,1,26.0,1,1,4,1,11,12,2,0,11,0,14,2,1,2,0,34,38,9,0,11,3,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,8,0,0,8,1,1,3,2,5,0,0,4,5,29,7,27,29,5,28,0,1,1,0,14,15,0,1,9,107,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050563777172376,0.2238727479679334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469423709608223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142828455372007,0.0,0.0,0.11074107419352126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197566359861212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796831333424496,0.0,0.0,0.06699705784498708,0.0,0.08546361365685018,0.0,0.09116350549484252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257746918501592,0.07246539734828655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057648017581396836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111742416955603,0.0,0.0,0.10797976118485852,0.0,0.0,0.10410188010420483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798994226274574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149237432850126,0.0,0.0,0.10740533476184268,0.0,0.10372446492773862,0.07164675096276497,0.049556163037482816,0.10166481687058837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770884924992412,0.0,0.0,0.11049277658730147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456661551982108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519015600620344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490641930466705,0.08662519048530375,0.0,0.08066542049513012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156747942999816,0.0,0.1003221036780005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100636022378968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510757440851675,0.0,0.0,0.07626672051669507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649956433504179,0.0,0.08052829638968814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991458350734296,0.16102923667660654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665823480807871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090357507294744,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pingarino,2019/10/26,"24f Ireland always feeling alone when I'm in a room full of people I feel like it's so hard to make friends as you get older. Especially when you're trying to make friends with the same interests.
All my childhood friends only wanna party and get drunk and that's just not me.
To fix this I've started streaming. Twitch.tv/pingrrrplaysgames and I've had a few people stop in and talk to me about their days and mine. It's been great for me and for them (I hope) to feel a little less alone.
I struggle with sleep so I'm always on all day and night. Feel free to stop by and I hope to talk to a few of you soon x",0.997,2.9959167000000018,2.1976923076923107,97.1173076923077,82.0,4.9230769230769225,20.0,5.8734145424116955,-0.2515384615384617,481,13,111,3,13,153,77,130,0.10300000000000001,0.693,0.204,0.9437,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,2,0,7,10,0,1,5,0,2,2,1,2,2,26,15,13,0,3,2,0,5,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,10,1,2,4,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,13,10,21,13,7,17,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,12,67,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251031252269881,0.0,0.0,0.2611878511503042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024379080498073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174319973193972,0.11212421206903056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637746243555304,0.0,0.16399847890720692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303654124441697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405952442355815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117710267068998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667722716038569,0.15730387059040316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095290069482528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147285761611518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936659005938767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176169909092703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706208769814825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108912682804473,0.0,0.0,0.262432350675667,0.0,0.16407690152140195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25229890611861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065578928849642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cap-size,2019/10/26,why doesn’t anyone ever put it effort no one ever matches the same energy. there’s nothing there. i don’t know what i’m doing wrong.,1.0673809523809543,3.2885662142857166,3.6428571428571423,85.56880952380955,83.28571428571429,5.161904761904762,16.476190476190478,6.42735559955562,-0.032680952380952366,106,2,20,1,3,37,24,28,0.193,0.73,0.077,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403423235826768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6218425693886794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890369467476412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329815893799192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23291871129585384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34554116699583465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101606873299992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758121613267014,0.0,0.0
lonely,MMOTANK-,2019/10/26,"life is fucking great life is fucking great

I a (22M) was talking to a (22F) for 2 months and things were going great but the only issue was she didn’t know what she wanted relationship-wise... so long story short tonight she randomly just tells me she didn’t know she was seeing somebody since whenever the fuck and i’m just done trying with people. Fucking ridiculous.",2.5772183098591555,5.295784802816904,3.1613908450704247,88.20433978873241,81.25352112676056,5.240140845070423,22.959507042253517,6.6274283507984215,0.7662239436619727,295,10,54,3,8,92,51,71,0.115,0.775,0.11,-0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,5,0,4,0,9,6,0,0,0,10,19,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,7,1,7,3,3,12,0,5,0,0,1,4,7,1,4,1,3,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662513951950609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6007608640833254,0.0,0.0,0.09232887903435452,0.0,0.0,0.5373330325712862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695644101753438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856582714391644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294984105396313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377061293321114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967278209730515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355696926409328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262823141610948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174419573225158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945834833944475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438730579069275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057794552542726,0.14199584293615364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079301731284068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029862115926817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582220093215704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mkvalentino,2019/10/26,"I just wish I could be better. So here I am a 21 year old loser in my bedroom late at night and just sitting here feeling like shit. I had the best job ever, great pay,medical, full time and all, and I got fired because I did something a fucking teenager would do and broke a sign on purpose just to try to make someone laugh and get their approval. It’s been two months and rejection after rejection, interview after interview and still nothing. I don’t have any friends to talk to because I pushed them all away with that job, and I just feel like a leech living at home with my dad. All throughout my life I’ve just felt like a loser and I just want someone to hug and tell me it’ll be okay...idk...sorry I just needed to vent...",3.2861818181818165,4.372895933333337,4.124181818181821,89.78209090909094,73.0,6.787878787878787,26.96969696969697,6.980632752743323,1.1197333333333341,570,20,122,5,11,183,96,150,0.142,0.637,0.221,0.8834,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,5,13,16,2,0,6,0,12,4,1,1,4,33,22,11,0,5,7,1,4,3,1,2,1,0,2,0,3,12,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,5,4,17,9,15,12,5,18,0,5,0,2,8,6,2,0,13,80,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580002436608203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461729310770243,0.0,0.0,0.1896807665821203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632720579293873,0.1375982431753008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421831000386435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073140194032996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573322755227203,0.22229337401374408,0.14938160667248165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202010507459767,0.14383159631171272,0.08128435093697793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443187875114715,0.1715279682732954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605985194931266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087791315528414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550149648070693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098910555343286,0.2280262115689149,0.0,0.1373803660118637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385114207001232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281477954594374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418281124683506,0.0,0.0,0.11536091409691734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600168995012047,0.0,0.14928361421828468,0.0,0.16325548503432613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970107094339467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636455791625188,0.11977341246060424,0.0,0.17415954870125727,0.0,0.0,0.12424672871227095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504965267125728,0.1359841493023852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072019720735522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056288962932046,0.0,0.15197946891587627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176536586286176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789098111054961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051987039827547,0.0,0.0,0.10018869306621264
lonely,spiderguy123456,2019/10/26,Advice about girl Hey I finally met this girl i swear it seems like we know eachother forever but I’ve only met her a few weeks ago but I care more about her then she does for me anyone down to calll!,-0.5401550387596927,1.675772232558142,1.4747674418604682,97.25385658914728,94.11627906976744,4.7271317829457375,14.143410852713178,6.42735559955562,-0.6095240310077523,158,3,36,2,6,52,35,43,0.026000000000000002,0.825,0.149,0.7385,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,2,5,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,5,21,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493021880382256,0.3168634683256617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24994177678484386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644505510311372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128124427070392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915759365220975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644865034347744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463510672453522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27186164610207275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254148171580628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867299060052263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pca7u,2019/10/26,"should i but nintendo switch? Im sorry I don’t have friends to ask or play with so i think this is the right sub for my question.
Also what games should i buy? Put in mind that i never played any video game console before because i think i get bored easily so give me every advice you have because i’m broke and this’s a big decision for me",-0.018417047184172475,2.218297356164385,1.9596347031963468,95.45975646879756,89.13698630136986,4.888280060882801,17.700152207001523,6.42735559955562,-0.16758934550989313,269,7,60,3,9,89,57,73,0.14300000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0.138,0.3304,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,12,12,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,6,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,11,3,5,10,0,5,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,1,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419448089436517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19799986478131967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837158757902862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23146583616330765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018605335300589,0.0,0.21068322829502534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086076042394117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128957544224945,0.0,0.12935701380591932,0.2375135651528053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674427004321568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499981372193124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095882332794087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24889913962688506,0.2773605891715661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144288991193946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27715985778429114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172949250606176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,beezzneezz,2019/10/26,i think i have issues lol ive never done this before but i honestly don’t know what to do anymore. i just need someone to talk to. i have single-handedly ruined my entire social life. ever since i got into high school ive become severely depressed and isolated myself from everyone FOR LITERALLY NO REASON. i was homeschooled for half of my freshman year and developed intense social anxiety. im so incredibly frustrated because i used to be such a social person. people really liked me. this weekend i actually stepped outside of my house to go to this social event with some old friends. when i got there i completely froze up and went on autopilot. it’s like i just go into this shell and stand there. all of the kids were so nice and funny and they all thought i was this stuck up bitch. i have one friend and barely ever leave my house. im a 16 year old girl and people tell me im very attractive but ive literally barely spoken to boys my whole life. whenever im around them i get SO awkward and have nothing to say. these are supposed to be the best years of my life and i feel like they’re passing me by. i sit in my bed and watch movies all day wishing they were my life. i don’t know what to do to put myself out there anymore. i feel so lost.,1.4463949579831947,3.824169929411767,3.3711974789915966,87.1136029411765,83.0392156862745,6.30952380952381,22.440476190476193,7.5804360353943165,1.127988795518208,992,34,198,17,28,333,142,255,0.147,0.6829999999999999,0.17,0.6917,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,2,14,15,2,1,4,1,19,4,0,2,6,37,36,18,0,2,4,0,3,3,2,0,4,1,1,4,9,16,0,0,7,1,0,6,4,6,0,2,11,5,38,9,28,23,6,29,0,3,1,0,16,9,1,1,15,131,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.09340255326152787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322055305614457,0.0,0.18984411371311374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520529293572585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058346051287043316,0.10570802292732172,0.0814451250030493,0.0,0.10044539609728784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035376664102942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617272788117444,0.0,0.08243788326606408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794812484350318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315665142576442,0.0,0.0914583353927911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679122646081888,0.0683777318843796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789600016815485,0.0,0.0500063448082879,0.0,0.10879235701699937,0.0,0.1531016330264439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011265505708214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088101891797174,0.0,0.0,0.4135479476771317,0.09990000984582996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520325504248967,0.0,0.0,0.10134675930913067,0.0,0.0,0.27042105650358084,0.14028232039256422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448257395576924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097033538721896,0.07382013918355447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918396690233142,0.0,0.2008704008179984,0.0,0.06485793364395012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271135630115655,0.08357332213134386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621848736661746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061316508546203234,0.09840940230847922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611520390134402,0.0,0.09686715540999374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081289928283551,0.0,0.0791751827978636,0.0,0.0,0.3902713726221967,0.08109772414252021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693087264095738,0.08365780350204267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061329335618039216,0.0,0.07598581476308082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266571890898912,0.0,0.07897364798477755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872735830828225,0.0,0.10686068643274416,0.11006578265801333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490903625146254
lonely,WandereringMaid,2019/10/26,"Fungible Just feeling incredibly alone lately and replaceable. Much like when my friends tried to be nice and take me to the movies but there was so little connection I may as well have not been there. I mentally enjoyed the movie but couldn't help but feel more alone than if I had gone by myself. Lately this has been a near constant feeling, my friends will talk and do whatever with each other but I just seem to exist. I don't know if they'd rather I just not be there for them to get on or what. It's just hard when you just feel incidental.",3.307020202020201,5.030556590909093,3.7657575757575774,89.83308080808081,74.0,7.434343434343432,24.040404040404038,8.167268648758528,1.1681010101010103,435,13,93,7,9,136,77,110,0.078,0.75,0.172,0.8713,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,0,13,6,0,0,3,0,14,0,0,0,0,28,23,14,0,4,15,0,5,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,5,5,13,6,11,12,3,9,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,5,6,72,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145943359536856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162932679068214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048115749339541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30927396492252585,0.0,0.1045711886228026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929692887879464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415770454137493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099983359007444,0.0,0.451560475799266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778418480331176,0.20060494258502667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017061968267834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713479142105196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221091517934368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048943736233714,0.16087464150191286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589010813236646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996073621485328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GeorgiMikov0907,2019/10/26,I broke down (M18) So yesterday me and my girlfriend broke up. I dont know if its for good or not. But I just can't accept it. Im almost certain she was my soul mate. I've never been more comfortable with anyone and i don't think i will ever be as comfortable as i was with her. And i just broke down i have school i have exams for university i have to get my driving license i have to work and its just too much for me and the break up was the cherry in the cake. I cried for probably 3 hours yesterday and then for 2 more. I have no idea what to do i just can't accept it I want her and she said she wants me but she couldn't be with me anymore she said she didn't want anything to do with love in general. Everything started for just a dumb picture that I said I don't like. I can't express how hard this time is for me and I have no idea what to do. Im lost im depressed I don't have many friends to talk to most of them are busy. And i just feel useless unwanted and I have no desire to do anything. I hope I'm wrong that we broke up forever.,-1.1037226705796035,0.8647614978723439,1.4792809977989734,98.89000000000004,91.46808510638296,4.943506969919296,17.890682318415262,6.48374012150746,-0.2659332355099053,812,23,204,10,29,277,112,235,0.235,0.69,0.07400000000000001,-0.9861,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,2,10,19,1,0,4,0,30,1,0,1,3,47,45,19,0,8,11,0,2,1,3,1,0,3,0,0,9,15,0,0,7,0,0,1,14,9,0,0,9,5,41,10,29,32,4,17,1,7,0,1,19,7,1,5,9,147,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387131715040594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373799673351168,0.09686017591706916,0.0,0.2279891912229102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216363996078328,0.0,0.0,0.11931171832256544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235072934121642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530414902764778,0.0,0.0,0.12449769138809624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004260110801988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070243752871862,0.0,0.07237380060877424,0.0,0.0,0.1161885276623136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409154329541446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375869719818872,0.1364196086495814,0.0,0.0,0.3127566154819172,0.448893587735171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612993344173855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767651001055196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512168306553188,0.0,0.12502457590492594,0.0,0.0,0.14044300645251726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018321030597788,0.0,0.10683932318318656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935380345415855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953081132598008,0.0,0.0,0.14019509360380428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804898641047607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134146393864937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876147865846254,0.0,0.0,0.08077527086320009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24511759822868914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084813619964723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145577156474646,0.0,0.0
lonely,thebirdbitch,2019/10/26,"I feel beneath everyone else and it just digs me deeper into this hole. I want friends, but at the same time...I struggle to talk to people. I feel so inadequate, and I feel like people won't even notice my presence or lack thereof, and I just...kinda disappear. :S",1.3810256410256407,3.852386846153848,3.4476923076923067,85.78064102564106,84.38461538461539,5.7743589743589725,24.051282051282055,7.1686216300943375,1.2332974358974362,204,8,39,3,6,69,40,52,0.285,0.607,0.109,-0.9088,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,5,6,0,2,3,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,2,5,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480735719707349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614054201523354,0.0,0.0,0.2837598327275463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504585959069548,0.2121496491103852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294320363942283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450805899694361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33809310481016763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117519972709918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104490675346211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386867359702995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731608788625017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515582958481318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThrowThinkAway,2019/10/26,"What to do when I see friends form blossoming relationships in front of me? At every party, everyone I know is pretty much already in a relationship. I've never even had a chance to date in college and I'm a 22 year old, yet freshmen and sophomores are already having PDA and such in blossoming relationships.

What's wrong with me? Am I defective?

It's almost as if there's a class of people who can easily get relationships and have had abundance experience, and then there's people like me who've never had the grace of even once. What's the fundamental quality that separates us? Is it attractiveness, masculinity, confidence, or something else?",5.920943043884217,7.852611159663867,6.919607843137253,69.00267973856212,67.65546218487395,10.667040149393092,32.54995331465919,10.746095033038511,4.053570681605977,524,23,87,16,9,175,79,119,0.081,0.75,0.16899999999999998,0.8976,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,0,2,12,15,10,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,7,4,12,12,2,14,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,3,9,62,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244494840881825,0.0,0.33599812035322424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271757998934327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110429437652014,0.0,0.12826757078717285,0.14547048852511207,0.0,0.1489185448579405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761915031020426,0.0,0.07953837534189613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366634292946698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437608098193864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191287409108903,0.0,0.23483155830255525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974878184549005,0.16212912061252918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108612737206184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488136799526755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6537890507036811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131443894380535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720069763068555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312426872710308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644898989804907,0.0,0.09803665505421727
lonely,milk_man___,2019/10/26,"An incredible amount of loneliness in this world. Be kind to those you feel less lonely with Once you find people, be theirs.",4.798260869565219,7.190958608695652,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,71.6086956521739,8.078260869565218,20.195652173913047,8.841846274778883,1.1569304347826093,100,2,19,2,2,30,21,23,0.17600000000000002,0.7040000000000001,0.12,-0.1548,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597174862758625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4694679021855366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5348886945128932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470217770107629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561010756770311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,R1ckybro,2019/10/26,Night thoughts You ever feel even more lonely when you’re with friends? Like you’re friends fro some connenctions or likes but that’s it once that topic is out of mind you just fall back onto the shadow that you were in ya know?,1.2433333333333323,3.8593895652173984,0.9956521739130472,101.5794202898551,88.13043478260867,3.936231884057971,16.36231884057971,5.46131890053228,-0.8881333333333332,184,4,40,1,6,53,38,46,0.04,0.792,0.16899999999999998,0.6385,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,5,3,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,4,5,3,2,8,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,2,6,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25066172646207485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21530948835203775,0.29487137004297004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482740524049172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037091654796261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915239000020974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31851882609465804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291511123360149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305914087052404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34716253190190594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587950404276197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,spicy8812,2019/10/26,"surrounded by people but don’t know how to talk to them about it even when i do, nobody really gets it. it’s like they have to be depressed and full of anxiety too. my friends are, but there’s are different, we have different triggers different feelings and i’ve never felt more alone. i don’t know how to be with myself, i don’t know how to better myself. i don’t even think i want to at this point. i don’t ever see myself getting better, i’ve spent most of my life feeling like this how can you just overturn that?",3.1133333333333333,4.2203160740740735,4.425000000000002,87.38250000000002,73.44444444444444,7.622222222222224,24.61111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.2641444444444443,408,12,87,6,8,135,63,108,0.057,0.731,0.21100000000000002,0.9476,3,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,2,2,12,6,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,5,2,23,25,9,0,1,3,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,7,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,2,4,15,5,12,21,3,7,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,1,5,65,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707433194118925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817859495549947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194984981088861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557313357187605,0.0,0.0,0.5661479939299454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23860388318566006,0.16338679375219106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266012913232355,0.12903943665629738,0.1734295361465683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955140086898718,0.0,0.18873953216854586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29780240710630035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758166960783013,0.17648973427882855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393101074227268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522350612587727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075019982448406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571380773366376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393574392940067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518054626105956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573801441730255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653804836099677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JunjiMitosis,2019/10/26,Just got discriminated against in my own house at my roommates party. This day has been the longest day ever. Worked 16 hours and now I’m home and arrived like kinda in the middle of my roommates birthday party that I knew about. I am like there saying happy bday to my roommate and like just like sorta taking in MY OWN kitchen and then my roommates friend walks up and is like “how do you know her?” Dah dah dah. So she’s like “oh she lives here” . She proceeds to be like oh ok and like follow me for a bit and try to give me directions around my own house and then it clicked to me she was trying to get me to leave.... like and towards the end she literally dragged me out. I had been home maybe 5 minutes? I’m kinda upset rn and like am contemplating going back up there just to irritate her,1.4187799564270165,3.670082185185187,2.6943718228031948,92.71820261437912,82.08641975308642,5.046332607116921,21.25780682643428,6.2272716619740125,0.15208307915758912,622,19,133,5,17,200,95,162,0.035,0.747,0.21899999999999997,0.9842,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,13,14,0,1,4,1,10,1,0,1,1,22,20,14,0,0,3,0,0,10,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,12,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,23,13,20,13,4,23,0,0,1,0,11,10,0,3,20,86,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250229585119929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799105893820278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332604834019994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114665772607488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438973068221687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703762936188387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850496991460994,0.0,0.07337503289870863,0.1347245514118322,0.07981629937014878,0.0,0.11232412010145036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950288502945958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817491101042713,0.0,0.13830686226914074,0.32410191330601584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718312875483896,0.0,0.0,0.1487075655498119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6861275913002155,0.0,0.12401266368692135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109264345568387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116849394164758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559473945734424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070149791999624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102243287614848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,redhandedmillie,2019/10/26,"Am I self-centered to think I'm not worth the extra mile? I'm just so done adjusting for everyone.

""Sorry, I gave your dinner to your little brother""

""Hey, sorry I can't make it. My other friend asked me to go with her""

Will I ever be on their priority list? Even my boyfriend makes me feel like I'm not worth the extra mile. 

Is it wrong to think like this? I just feel so lonely right now and I don't know what else to think.",0.09670329670329636,2.141155648351649,2.0930659340659368,96.26443406593408,85.92307692307692,4.958681318681318,15.693406593406591,6.2581,-0.6273261538461541,328,6,77,3,10,109,60,91,0.124,0.785,0.091,-0.2616,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,2,1,16,21,3,0,0,4,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,7,0,2,1,4,2,0,0,2,2,14,3,8,17,2,8,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,48,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491753966719724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133659029770923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417337411418765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771100134523373,0.18859843078659214,0.0,0.19922883002654015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210845766236664,0.14895105475828693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108508290994422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849425156952326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458508033785512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372323962372454,0.20896982917102966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27834814632350896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780562028716814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750894690723452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466793013338771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007914115977905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22795989655842244,0.0,0.0
lonely,kokoszka-001,2019/10/26,"I'm so weak.. laying in my bed, shaking from how cold it is in my room, i'm too weak to even self harm.. i have been so overwhelmed by everything.. the only person i care about was rushed to the hospital this week and i have no idea what's happening to her now, i just feel so lonely, like my only companions are the songs i listen to which push me to the edge even more. I don't want to be here.. but i promised to stay..",0.8718956043956041,2.3391293076923065,2.7209752747252764,95.81464972527478,80.0989010989011,6.308241758241758,19.06730769230769,7.1686216300943375,0.03635054945054962,321,7,79,4,8,107,64,91,0.094,0.8079999999999999,0.09699999999999999,0.313,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,2,4,0,8,2,0,1,0,7,15,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,2,2,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,6,0,0,2,4,12,3,12,12,1,9,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28913265354568124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746089408599261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25486689518154915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338852452446052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25077227813533115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201316692969111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854475364803118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313566211514582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476144954082536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29583982191883584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30226267151051706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726511289316334,0.0,0.22747387358761864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,conundrumredrum,2019/10/26,Just broke up with someone and I have no friends Just broke up with a girl after 4 years. I’ve always been a loner type introvert. I’m 23 just looking to chat with other people on here if anyone wants to chat. I’m into the arts and video games and books! Just him me up on chat if you want!,-0.03380952380952351,2.004519269841272,1.7803174603174623,98.32857142857144,86.46031746031748,4.234920634920635,15.349206349206348,5.288315135182226,-0.9905174603174608,226,4,53,1,7,74,43,63,0.16399999999999998,0.768,0.068,-0.7418,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,15,7,5,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,12,6,0,8,0,2,1,0,8,6,0,2,2,33,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551824267442831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984710350556065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297916379534148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35845561082319305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29593157029138945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616778175048277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5035471841134554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748843956492963
lonely,FitEase,2019/10/26,"I don't even want to sleep anymore. But cause I'm tired of waking alone.

I've let it go to far. I lied to myself for the last 5 years in believing I rather be alone. 

Truth is...this is all ive known. I push people away and stay to myself because I dont want to be hurt. I dont want them to laugh at me in my face. Talk about me to others. For just being me.

For as long as I can remember. ""Ignore them"" I was taught to do. So to avoid the pain of humiliation. I put up a front. A mean one to keep people at bay. All the while losing vital social interactions I needed to grow. 

Now I see. Conflict is necessary. Not to be avoided. In order to mature. To learn. To grow. 

Then it worked. Perfect. To avoid pain. But now. It works against me. 

Now I crave interaction. Now I cannot lie to myself anymore. 

...just venting a bit.",-1.8533904761904765,-0.07503617714285582,1.0472857142857137,97.94388095238098,105.05714285714285,3.704761904761905,13.833333333333332,5.6839178017228535,-0.9454380952380954,619,14,147,6,30,213,101,175,0.213,0.696,0.09,-0.9558,0,5,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,4,11,12,0,3,6,0,15,6,3,1,4,26,25,8,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,6,4,0,0,6,5,8,0,1,2,1,24,4,33,18,3,25,0,2,1,0,6,8,0,0,9,99,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011355611512672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883518547222844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658743132535306,0.0,0.0,0.0886210890360532,0.0,0.0,0.16379124032544,0.0,0.0,0.15871514059583078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934326836714285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34076390342166585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602080829369657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262167657425169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563017261333992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292186600927884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185024861612278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865887074081205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286549691373359,0.0,0.16264081334011235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835927815032194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077959565820004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851190586793528,0.0,0.3093849172874256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157362260900602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614505948108478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468495206605704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584745637774435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454830059894026,0.1481945791465019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495362160245085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168493422184602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709064310593466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25724316086748383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116738537833421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361867572148007
lonely,sighhhhhhh_,2019/10/26,"Friday night I just remembered how I’ve always felt alone and even in my thirties, I’m still somehow lonely. I don’t make big plans. I don’t get invited to weddings. I am very shy and anxious so if you know me, I can open up easily but until then I’m an awkward mess. I have two kids but they are with their dad now for the weekend. I feel so lost and lonely. I thought by now I would have more things to look forward to like with a family I’d have family stuff to do but I’m just a broke single parent who is too depressed. I don’t date and I’m trying not to go back to their dad out of loneliness like I have hope maybe there is someone out there. Maybe I’ll have friends again one day. I feel like I could die actually and no one would care. I feel worthless.",0.7107954545454547,2.5332254848484905,2.5918750000000017,94.84781250000002,82.03030303030303,5.821969696969697,20.009469696969692,6.9077264865688965,0.15331060606060642,595,16,140,7,16,198,103,165,0.23199999999999998,0.64,0.129,-0.9518,1,5,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,1,3,2,15,14,0,1,4,0,17,0,0,2,0,31,34,14,1,5,7,3,4,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,10,0,0,7,1,0,2,5,8,0,3,3,5,20,6,16,28,2,19,0,6,1,0,11,7,0,3,15,92,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.15369067992297494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631154952964877,0.0,0.0,0.13104698909326407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779225283129539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110257721110755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057485074696595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574553381698114,0.0,0.0,0.10157010830109353,0.0,0.13564869361864568,0.0,0.16345311426863446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402279719948312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969412132246557,0.0,0.2388999371947987,0.11251319945693396,0.1512182050527427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167888366010347,0.0,0.08228371565527777,0.0,0.08950703560291601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564263198173919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865541638477362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23082971984649506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322546527781512,0.0,0.17192247182367887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051279581624528,0.0,0.316446248717479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779673335105048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344298570141315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748776008052649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840913521760726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344350800315485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577430192418584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029207559770896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046315080381148,0.0,0.0,0.12503203742985222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069275692969446,0.0,0.15384800716942318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299484139453127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375735268306876,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DazyDoodle2076,2019/10/26,"Why do i feel like crying when I'm near people i care about? Every time i open up to my bestfriend she doesn't talk to me. After weeks of silence, she acts like nothing even happened.

Im not mad at her. I just feel left out.

I just want to have a nice comforting hug...",-0.5585221674876841,1.5119261034482785,1.4759113300492643,99.2387931034483,89.6896551724138,4.0039408866995085,16.9064039408867,5.288315135182226,-0.8004906403940883,206,5,49,1,7,68,46,58,0.05,0.664,0.28600000000000003,0.9105,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,9,1,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,10,6,10,9,0,11,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,6,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28060377435334644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30231478348686674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177933454202014,0.0,0.23188359784460216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783176558379564,0.1966162713857176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433749591581271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29728338916308883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990258880232789,0.0,0.0,0.2689158786719322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26407973460125056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080197110512576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121034021267305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048221854048006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233110103575604,0.0,0.2207638145076444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483420403133049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SpiceyMama,2019/10/26,I think being lonely without a SO is better than this... Any of you in a relationship and lonely? I go through periods of this because my SO has a mental illness that makes him unpredictable. I never know who I will get the next day. For a couple weeks he was stable and I had high hopes but that was short lived. Now it’s back to constant negativity and miserable to be around him. I feel that being lonely when you’re married is worse than being lonely without a SO.,2.4247311827957003,4.665642225806452,4.1733333333333364,83.54666666666667,78.35483870967741,6.2838709677419375,23.23655913978495,7.3871296695380915,1.1053139784946238,369,12,70,5,9,124,64,93,0.273,0.6920000000000001,0.035,-0.9744,0,8,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,1,6,0,11,1,0,1,1,13,18,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,1,10,2,12,10,0,14,0,5,0,0,6,4,0,1,9,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208558534920424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909057039817585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196842706171772,0.0,0.13633130326752413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977949389116263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416797070855392,0.0,0.0,0.2474578261535228,0.0,0.14423187485580038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308112337668876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684475656835068,0.0,0.12710203596046046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23629215911190266,0.0,0.2221289487766804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229088905894248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748174450421388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928410296249991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253805448417182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248803578450358,0.0,0.2378479253519597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24010995368007595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330204133617852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939372240173052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.431169659914825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279123368512443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LifeWhatAnInvention,2019/10/26,"i forgot how to interact with people and how to make friends hi. i’m 18 years old and i just recently realized i don’t know how to interact with people or how to make friends anymore.

i dropped out of high school and i’m currently working towards getting my ged. i’m autistic and i’ve struggled with mental illnesses for a while now and i’m at a low point in my life. i don’t have any friends irl and i rarely leave the house, when i do it’s because i’m going to my therapist (every other week), going to an lgbt+ youth group (every 2nd and 4th wednesday of every month), or occasionally when i go to the store or something. i often isolate myself from my few online friends due to my bad mental health. i see people online having friends and interacting with people so easily and i want that to be me so bad. i want friends but i’ve forgotten how to make them. i don’t know what to do. any advice?

also sorry this post is kinda long haha",1.2243054527510502,3.5243610777202115,3.3403997039230187,87.48283246977547,83.30051813471502,5.955983222304464,23.18011349617567,7.2636822038024595,1.0544455465087583,740,27,149,11,21,251,107,193,0.08199999999999999,0.802,0.11699999999999999,0.6734,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,13,11,0,1,5,1,9,3,0,8,0,35,27,24,0,2,5,0,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,5,14,0,1,3,0,1,3,3,4,0,0,1,1,21,7,23,25,1,26,0,1,1,0,12,7,0,5,14,91,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128009713042373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231269380382603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699843862634133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447971545954272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276548266731006,0.07036762129609511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917748946430496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5351050928797475,0.0,0.060309608898125526,0.0,0.19681176042624005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227011643216254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196257769937904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331955766316529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687924283901553,0.0,0.0,0.12222815805591772,0.0,0.0,0.08153459435034463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021556408817524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311596890300139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326610609128908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213848289165924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112878234738912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201101790401612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912263745038142,0.0,0.1105540615489475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397735353732825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168255804387932,0.09198611783238883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888668923184672,0.0,0.1292191442383606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067689683354925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402801166622766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617217242402585,0.0,0.09259435814304924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403747766658333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433584478668501
lonely,dead_betrayal,2019/10/26,"If you have one best friend that really gets you, your lucky I don’t get along with any of my friends. My interest aren’t there’s for the most part. They all are mean and make me feel like shit. I only had one friend that I understood and they moved.

I haven’t been able to talk to them in a while and I really need them. I resolution need them right now. I don’t feel loved and appreciated and I could really use them right now for emotional aid and support. Maybe I did something wrong and deserve to feel such ways but I hate it. I fucking hate it. I really do. I don’t even know what I want, I just want to be gone",0.13295454545454533,2.2628257803030323,1.9662424242424272,96.63936363636368,86.65151515151516,6.247272727272727,16.375757575757575,7.554174236665415,-0.024927878787878832,481,10,118,9,15,158,79,132,0.109,0.701,0.19,0.4019,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,6,1,6,14,4,0,2,0,13,3,1,2,1,28,33,10,0,6,3,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,5,0,2,5,3,27,9,10,26,4,9,0,0,0,2,14,3,2,3,4,79,32,0,0.14606417878787767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932865032987047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532853441941701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662036141172025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430254143537276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647401252531454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156331259800413,0.10434827851106272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385464666109587,0.13503397964257255,0.15262500968001524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884162735853856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027305275353737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135957976910423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318286240823432,0.0,0.09749897354784468,0.0,0.14674109995241774,0.1591067108813002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524310631521754,0.0,0.21660947559744428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795373543464934,0.11108838987215662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817327177695736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374289812474275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494760212074672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499327805271064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244734088103572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575189914965385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740085409693975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615255321159569,0.0,0.0,0.17230487408293915,0.11593894639392112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969824996561768,0.0,0.0
lonely,TrekSoup,2019/10/26,Looking for female to talk too. Nothing serious but a friend. I hate being a lone. Females motivate me tho so I’m looking for a girl I can share stuff with,-0.2731250000000003,1.9931154375000024,2.3934999999999995,89.3015,97.75,5.0600000000000005,25.15,6.742157984588678,1.38383,122,6,24,2,5,42,26,32,0.29,0.52,0.19,-0.7032,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,2,4,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28654913511512564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661776531432176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6229093369132616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35587950584151906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245809689949815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29810779187880776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,osculatrix,2019/10/26,"Lonely and feeling the drop post-breakup. [vent] Hi friends.

I’m very new here, so I hope this is acceptable.

A bit of background: I’ve recently moved cities, after ending a beautiful relationship. It was my choice to end it, in that I was really the instigator. I won’t get into all the details right here, but suffice it to say it has probably been one of the hardest things I’ve ever done, but I think it was the fair thing.
Anyway, after still being close since our break up, things really “got real” last night, with it being clear that being in touch is not a healthy or happy thing right now, as much as there’s still love there. 


I have never felt so alone. I got into that stage of relationship where no one else feels like they can fulfil anything. But I know that’s just because I’m feeling overwhelmed in life right now, and I kind of want an easy connection with all the nice things about being comfortable with a person. I want to be able to go out to restaurants with someone and enjoy delicious new food, without forced conversation — just whatever feels relaxed and fun and good. 

I REALLY want cuddles, and comforting touch. Intimacy. But I feel overwhelmed with that too, especially because I do not feel comfortable in my body right now, and I don’t want to be exposed to ridicule.


I just never thought I could feel this lonely. I’ve always been one to feel supported by the universe, as it were. And I guess I still do, but I’m wallowing I’m not having immediate, tangible, physical companionship right now. From having someone I could tell almost anything to, to just feeling like I have no one safe to talk to. There are friends, but I don’t want to burden them; I feel like they’ve all got their own crap going on... 

I’m just really struggling. Even saying all this. It feels like I should be able to just support other people better; like I feel my issues are superficial because they are (to some degree) self-imposed. But I feel like I did the responsible and right thing, even if it was hard.

I know I’ll make friends in this new city. But right now... I just want it right now. 
I tried looking for cuddle-puddles around, but couldn’t find any.
Posting a personal ad feels too complicated, cos I can’t host (staying with family).


I just feel overwhelmed, sad, and alone.

Sorry if that’s really pity-party. I needed to be able to get it out. <3


Thank you for giving me this space, and I hope you each receive a sweet smile today (or over the coming day); be it from a person, or even just a sweet sky or pretty heart-shaped leaf from a tree. (Maybe that sounds weird, but these are natural things that bring me some hope and calm.)

Sending virtual free hugs, and I’m so sorry for everyone else who is feeling alone. <3",4.125101281521289,5.733058563088517,4.727642276422767,84.23527490698636,71.65536723163842,7.8170226448027185,25.945569794681,8.407314429234152,1.6586359928345042,2151,69,421,35,41,687,245,531,0.094,0.63,0.276,0.9988,0,7,0,0,0,0,90.0,1,2,4,1,36,45,2,4,19,0,41,7,2,2,8,109,95,35,0,16,29,0,20,6,3,2,1,3,0,3,35,27,1,1,23,1,1,7,13,11,0,4,14,26,44,35,54,67,10,61,0,6,1,3,27,25,1,13,30,276,79,0,0.16313572579463256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445228815885217,0.1689594127625376,0.0,0.0,0.0452473307972177,0.0,0.0,0.03697929590091829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894978681762045,0.048408460913191134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944602427334476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048093430793737985,0.05936732026173126,0.060402338347004585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468423275825769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683373504812747,0.0,0.0,0.035069682418556486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564816233404453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908526438548637,0.0,0.09632655453685893,0.0,0.0,0.10774960831768172,0.049188534559269005,0.0,0.051961059008237984,0.0,0.0,0.051263281190463326,0.0,0.4399270647566813,0.194240325172908,0.05221195995364263,0.0,0.049701032641143936,0.0,0.06575478906000143,0.0,0.12603825707326835,0.0,0.056821122365945685,0.052164884423537936,0.06180919495557726,0.045610168958150565,0.13047454265013386,0.0,0.05990413134904642,0.0,0.0,0.057887004534960415,0.04871252239662651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644388735115116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203058507048246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675710457914024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056626918137755465,0.05977008568595042,0.044325796652633864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038409195875109305,0.15939975063891496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04566430762835258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04907878725787826,0.0,0.03629812124586285,0.0,0.05463058783085913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057795819694952184,0.0399745096987472,0.040321024530481385,0.08388021915420422,0.157557500535507,0.0,0.05103060918037451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473933197122812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037699257187504165,0.14244382332559466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415928695435928,0.05532256049507564,0.058629301421951927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189472363662231,0.17418153878840034,0.0,0.05369228279386562,0.11676447844158258,0.0,0.37151204925374426,0.0,0.08648805129365048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056728713527861026,0.0,0.0,0.044982519391798315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214958071356824,0.0,0.0,0.12174472593900175,0.0,0.05796032593269471,0.13028040135060132,0.0,0.0,0.05684829372135779,0.0,0.0,0.12341632559062295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04370743897408731,0.04752927161422895,0.05006448611190175,0.0,0.0,0.2528869638393676,0.034843595319100355,0.0,0.043170514614512594,0.0,0.0,0.05154453103119018,0.0,0.0,0.036919483101424115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04486801957863197,0.19244335554916975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241900605135834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LaFamiliaBoys,2019/10/26,LIVE - Inside The Mind Of An Incel [twitch.tv/neet\_life](https://www.twitch.tv/neet_life),26.41458333333333,31.167494625000003,1.6750000000000007,87.80333333333334,102.75,1.0666666666666669,15.166666666666664,3.1291,-0.8516333333333335,79,1,5,0,3,11,8,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6583009622055832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7527548360251187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SkyrimIsBestGame1234,2019/09/29,"Looking for friends/relationship :) Hey. 16 year old female here. Looking for online friends/relationship/whatever. I live in the united states. Anyone is welcome to hmu, but I'd prefer someone close to my age. I would love to video chat sometimes and play games together. I mostly play on pc. Sorry if this doesn't belong here. Please kindly let me know. Have a nice day :)",1.6978921568627428,4.313151632352945,2.5847058823529423,86.62450980392158,98.85294117647058,4.6196078431372545,21.84313725490196,6.42735559955562,0.9043784313725496,293,11,50,4,12,92,57,68,0.046,0.597,0.35700000000000004,0.9799,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,6,7,7,1,8,0,0,2,1,5,3,0,2,4,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240313429692418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497899078326643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24186534532785064,0.12764523384037926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375038411444941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509178250296,0.0,0.3900835114077949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962570838698574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437201137328738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549541543660433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987253735334422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679501281426484,0.0,0.22971325995097386,0.25999852322396183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499240670257798,0.0,0.0,0.14956924518469436
lonely,volatile_dream,2019/09/29,"The worst part about being alone is knowing you’re alone, there is not a lot of people as alone as I am I have no friends, no family, other than my 6 year old son, if something happened to me, nobody would know a thing about it until the smell started, i have no one to text at all, no one to talk to, you have no idea what its like having no one around to talk to, I just want to have someone to listen to a story i tell every now and again, someone who can hug me and hold me, and tell me everything will be alright, I hate going to work, I hate coming home because there is nothing here, I think I just feel.... empty inside, not sad, not mad, just empty, I don’t want to feel empty inside anymore",3.8464625850340113,3.7471886122448974,4.988163265306124,88.39136054421768,71.04081632653063,7.077551020408162,24.49659863945579,5.82211442006289,0.5308312925170058,534,12,119,2,9,177,89,147,0.23600000000000002,0.6659999999999999,0.098,-0.961,0,3,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,11,9,3,0,5,1,15,1,0,0,1,24,29,7,0,4,7,1,2,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,1,6,0,0,2,10,5,0,3,0,4,16,4,20,25,4,10,0,1,0,1,9,2,0,2,7,90,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525937804634693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446014007055508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967237499760714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879578699213407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547715323858774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272870636225565,0.0,0.13091394826520564,0.0,0.1373196192718893,0.0,0.14730479506212735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125401071557725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278454794248352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881072303553204,0.0,0.0,0.2876272671786664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611346866015226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443760089962348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010690731536315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116436482884206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238388322897062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397691104733466,0.0,0.15285049228361794,0.0,0.2961183045069444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774056483135984,0.0,0.1009854914395174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468422825420991,0.11213972414613116,0.0,0.0,0.1031021522670919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341593725525145,0.25463455833374626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967730864409666,0.09333599278410527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183350799852806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604556227414004,0.0,0.0,0.10347595116909017,0.0,0.0,0.0938032253752638
lonely,JohnGaltsSpreadsheet,2019/09/29,"Likely about to end a 10 year marriage And I am really freaking lonely right now. The marriage isn't completly over, but it is quickly heading that direction. I am not ready to actually start meeting anyone, but I could really use people to talk to just to get my mind off the situation. You name the topic.",3.9486440677966144,6.008471322033903,5.812000000000001,74.41054237288138,73.0677966101695,8.787796610169492,28.749152542372883,9.3871,2.9362650847457625,244,10,42,6,5,84,46,59,0.115,0.885,0.0,-0.6809,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,5,1,1,1,0,9,8,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,8,7,0,8,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.2709710589393691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941570412820278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29113729192320426,0.0,0.0,0.22170114981832448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459379167212236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507389501920925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849749895088477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356581363138608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803729186912691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250510555912428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557718428683087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371332076331469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121186958538176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965400219638153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223184905516243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398223240004241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881380330229524
lonely,lonely1soul,2019/09/29,"It was supposed to be fun I had free tickets to go to a theme park and since I haven't had any friends for a decade I was obviously going to go alone. I was very excited about it as I wanted to have fun and thought it would be fun. In the end, I did not have fun and wish I didn't go. I left after half of the time I planned to spend there as I couldn't take it anymore just wandering around with deep sadness and went home to lie in bed feeling much better. None of the roller coasters scared me or impressed me, they seemed too short and I felt miserable throughout the day, especially while waiting in line with no one to talk to unlike everyone around me. I was pretty much the only person by himself and had to hold my tears back while looking at all those groups of friends laughing together and happy families enjoying themselves. I felt like a ghost among all those normal people, wondering what am I even doing here? How long will this misery last and why should I torture myself making it last?

It brought me back to my miserable teenage years when I last visited this theme park, my feelings haven't changed since. The saddest thing is that I used to believe that this unfortunate loneliness wouldn't last too long and that ""5 years from now I'll be happy with a social life like everyone"", well here I am much later with my phone contacts only being my parents and sibling. If back then I could look into the future I don't think I'd be alive today. It has been like this for so long that at this point I'm messed up for life and will never be able to be like others.",6.495800705140103,5.835125627760253,6.385822972722213,82.49183150862868,65.59305993690852,9.351568008907034,31.89627017999629,8.4952907291091,2.225753534978661,1252,42,257,15,17,395,176,317,0.131,0.695,0.174,0.9321,1,1,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,1,2,18,25,1,3,11,0,34,2,0,3,4,47,57,21,1,9,4,1,4,4,2,5,2,0,2,1,21,18,0,2,8,2,2,7,10,6,1,2,15,6,32,20,39,28,6,46,0,3,2,0,12,14,0,4,29,179,53,0,0.10010266589578493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367617248356764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807324547581325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992749461798939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822519128970973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23091831331514906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127814252050274,0.0,0.08853267322796331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589534737791684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992383328972635,0.0,0.0,0.06455793821585241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886612499382942,0.0,0.0,0.0661168667334391,0.0,0.0,0.19130477413785288,0.0,0.0,0.09436788449742743,0.0,0.10122983125096456,0.0,0.1922285149084942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546781427113686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275626075816616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312229849514366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041113576596086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32638813291962065,0.0,0.0,0.10876183939221774,0.0,0.14141094661945586,0.1956204247028731,0.0,0.0,0.265763127811736,0.168122055703646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681930679537611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207609321812848,0.0,0.07720534707243251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807935876945574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783215708833969,0.15226517642525636,0.0,0.0,0.11115216412544918,0.0,0.0,0.06939858443105346,0.08740578672038106,0.0,0.0,0.09462937531254728,0.0,0.0,0.10184039877401488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022023161293916,0.0,0.0,0.09112970743832187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561191932280006,0.0,0.0,0.1020420616547817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526474682314829,0.08045873102544085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650376320690954,0.06414174633752599,0.0,0.07947033514496749,0.05837066948814704,0.0,0.09488562257170367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645656307272953,0.0,0.0825951829632852,0.059043145915976036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900043184871932,0.09279617417108707,0.09032708599727866,0.0,0.11511312556294853,0.0,0.10855707107013986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111006176657159,0.0,0.0,0.12892566968413005
lonely,The2kViper,2019/09/29,"It’s my 14th birthday today! Can I please have some birthday wishes :) Hello Reddit. I’m quite a lonely person with not a lot of friends so I was wondering if anyone could wish me a happy birthday today, it’d really make my day, thanks!",0.4665045592705184,2.9366741914893666,2.8455927051671743,86.62000000000002,94.3191489361702,4.387841945288755,17.352583586626142,6.1826913282559595,0.15486261398176282,185,5,33,2,7,63,38,47,0.099,0.591,0.31,0.8869,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,11,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,8,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102009366566197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386322573631014,0.0,0.0,0.14851428264487185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779170311233638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24514185359206786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957794242036009,0.0,0.0,0.15371651712858012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107531424540648,0.0,0.2527829403921021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24493563348310896,0.0,0.0,0.14752597970178016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120147867937061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365650626087785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296310179184872,0.0,0.2497334329684543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yen51,2019/09/29,"I think I am lonely because I am broke. I am a broke college student. I can't afford to go out to restaurant or cafes to meet people. I don't have the time or money. I feel like if I were successful, people would find me interesting and I wouldn't have to be alone.",0.3421052631578938,2.3347332982456166,2.8132456140350897,91.81355263157896,84.43859649122807,5.203508771929825,20.026315789473685,6.42735559955562,0.11866315789473658,206,6,46,2,6,71,37,57,0.18,0.66,0.16,-0.0258,1,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,0,0,10,14,4,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,10,3,5,10,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,32,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39760902853829627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23402447047382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194113526274184,0.2742612763581533,0.0,0.0,0.3508815339025081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181816350968371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875562271569349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5323017444907621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459903451205795,0.0,0.0,0.2238576582675313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727145678799641,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,koalainthedark,2019/09/29,"I'm in a predicament... Let me introduce myself, I'm a 17yo male that is so lonely he had to write a post here. You see, I had to move because my grandfather was ill. I didn't really get along with that many people in my hometown but it was alright for the time. Once I left no one kept in touch so no friends there. That's fine I thought to myself, I'll just make some friends at my new school. My body had some other plans. I guess it was a combination of anxiety, my medical issues, and the schools atmosphere but I had to switch to online. Not a problem, I'll just go to some local places and meet people. Yet again my presumptions were going to be wrong. As it turns out there's hardly anything within walking/biking distance. I don't have a car or for that matter a license so anything much further is out of the picture. One more time I say to myself, but hey that's alright you have a great friend online. For once I was correct. At least partially. Now my friend is great but he isn't always there and since we don't live remotely close we can't hang out. To be completely honest I am bored out of my mind. I yearn for a friend, girlfriend, mentor even... Im not sure where to go so here I am. Thanks in advance Reddit any advice will be very much appreciated.

P.S. My interest mainly lie in cybersecurity and programming",1.1533936922892425,3.5657352639405215,2.840290202662189,90.15455690130713,84.8364312267658,5.7014510133109475,21.316824559299675,7.1029339738359605,0.6684667466123035,1042,34,216,15,31,343,150,269,0.073,0.715,0.213,0.9933,0,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,2,0,2,16,19,0,0,12,2,26,3,1,1,2,36,39,14,0,2,9,0,2,0,6,1,2,1,0,1,9,13,0,1,1,0,0,7,9,5,0,2,12,4,29,14,32,22,8,32,0,2,1,0,17,18,0,5,6,147,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598400136133866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987608712982328,0.0,0.0,0.08071431880782745,0.0,0.09079870491605783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534605212468906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235326247491164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183954630021288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444582380396392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783946442217678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585039554138757,0.0,0.0620114319909161,0.0,0.2023654160533544,0.0,0.0,0.2617156886044746,0.130752115144865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632430842354436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820723315550706,0.12388313303434655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289587078957221,0.12137014350566325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048068062994929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922752607874815,0.12033459442468772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195692417909761,0.0,0.0,0.11984462247474753,0.0,0.0,0.12615032555290595,0.17450388069347467,0.0,0.0,0.11463303107826844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528052375571998,0.16085692152274966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645715414162295,0.0,0.12400739940031573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367368806258647,0.0,0.0,0.11357177625011552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603684120906039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943882782934502,0.0,0.24024435470695585,0.09458179209397703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818287023898496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186537387430504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927522535348598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422782653920717,0.13841998550712825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910231478793446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793295270545196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977056889396466,0.0,0.0
lonely,vicncak,2019/09/29,"I feel like ending my life would make all my problems go away I struggle allot with allot of things. Mental health is one of them. Social skills are too. And what can be a worse combination? Feeling lonely is something I am all too familiar with. I have friends, but they don't make me feel valued. I don't trust anyone. Everything negative that has happened to me throughout my life has been my own problem, that is it's my fault. I'm not a smart guy either, infact I've got an average intelligence, so there not much room for career advancement. Did I mention my lackluster social skills? Infact upon further research I can almost say that I might be autistic. Its unfortunate because I want to go into business as a career path, but you need social skills for that. 

All I want right now is to feel romantic love. I want to feel a deep emotional connection with someone. I want to experience feeling like I truly mean something to someone outside my family. But when I think more logically I realize that no girl wants to date a depressed, emotionless, asshole such as myself. 

I kind of am hoping that sometime in my 20s I die accidentally. I hope I get hit by a vehicle. I hope I get shot in the head by a stray bullet. I hope I get caught in a freak accident. I'm too cowardly to take my own life, it'd be better if someone or something did it for me.

I tell myself to think of the positives, but there are none, or well the negatives outweigh the positives. I just hope that maybe some day I'll meet someone who truly understands and cares about me as a person. I hope I can feel happy and fulfilled in life. I hope I can just feel the same happiness I felt when I was a blissfully ignorant young child",3.5435072711719435,5.449481353293418,4.960346449957228,80.7454640718563,73.79041916167664,8.124721984602223,28.096236099230108,8.841846274778883,2.361582891360138,1348,54,253,28,28,450,179,334,0.155,0.5920000000000001,0.253,0.9904,0,2,3,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,2,5,14,27,0,1,16,0,27,7,1,2,3,62,69,16,1,17,12,0,9,2,1,2,5,1,1,4,14,7,0,1,15,0,0,4,8,8,1,1,7,10,49,19,32,55,13,22,0,2,0,1,17,11,0,15,9,179,63,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898813213201436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515557239958078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411148841803235,0.0,0.0,0.0480852502309981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976401533642627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042464533957784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087185134669854,0.0,0.06794026601493053,0.0,0.08186623673354279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873073815792018,0.06986533417459502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089334048717867,0.07716095430464187,0.07436217953560244,0.0,0.31907765765579604,0.11270549678547433,0.07573832672850347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060943423071277425,0.0,0.12363652124876888,0.0,0.08966001288838192,0.0,0.06308850532688777,0.0,0.0,0.07810479432980864,0.06975438879941491,0.1679410183680462,0.0,0.0,0.08095487324146798,0.0838470319355187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5484278431022475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214263611926194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228645106715756,0.07707474433731958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119336696182703,0.0,0.10530763330818788,0.0,0.07924677246702648,0.08592475672647848,0.0,0.0,0.07949370127157243,0.08368049268414952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057986761635907935,0.058489413778548424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053451945760507234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887602534661821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095731950053715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736411780686491,0.0,0.0627295000303189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412283633155753,0.2673431550233125,0.18217981547523715,0.07801552842696349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246376208916371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930884904087463,0.0,0.06894564973010776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05240516734822232,0.10108778176559008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211811597883108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326308913426089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092367626940559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803866865903734,0.056034944600434775,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gab5e,2019/09/29,"Up for texting? Hi,

I find it helps!

I can’t read/respond right away but will get back to you as soon as i can. So feel free to message me about anything.",-1.8220588235294104,0.08173032352941334,0.2502352941176476,105.38005882352944,98.70588235294115,2.72,18.564705882352946,3.1291,-1.097451764705882,117,4,30,0,5,38,30,34,0.0,0.795,0.205,0.7882,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,8,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34485395712109645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937244132533699,0.3222343409561981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189134475711854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38301689478365264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894363849404275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808897589397045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191773945664693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35787835764725223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iespies,2019/09/29,anyone who wants to talk with me? it doesnt matter what it is about. just pm me,-2.4683333333333337,-0.8058556111111077,-0.13888888888888928,106.745,105.11111111111113,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-2.778466666666666,61,0,16,0,3,20,16,18,0.063,0.937,0.0,-0.0191,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5742070547632068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.660055110120537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843691875666014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rellv,2019/09/29,Making adult friends is hard Making adult friends is hard. I don’t mind being by myself but it would be nice to have some interaction. Feeling a bit down today.,1.8927419354838728,4.659576903225808,2.6583064516129045,89.80745967741936,86.41935483870968,4.390322580645162,20.65322580645161,5.985473137389443,0.18692903225806434,128,4,24,1,4,40,26,31,0.071,0.648,0.281,0.7992,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,7,10,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,3,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254950820653206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075012588410935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460689288860923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5341553705033724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980257118445367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010395725586491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826048284485335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179232703374312,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bloodymonday93,2019/09/29,"I'm a lonely 26 year old guy. Made a video. https://youtu.be/zjajFNbXxjw

This is me. I am starting up a youtube channel about mostly loneliness. About being alone. 

Check out the channel because I'm uploading the second video. Thank you.",3.440278745644598,6.53921017073171,3.3869686411149864,81.21195121951223,93.6341463414634,5.269686411149826,25.369337979094077,6.868970318607317,1.6582167247386757,191,8,30,3,7,58,32,41,0.179,0.76,0.061,-0.5859,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,4,6,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41646983133473786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451255498516573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981570349363148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804909018148777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219520118610738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846190413020269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702134331430467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258948853057717
lonely,bigpunged4040,2019/09/29,"37m nyc feel alone and hopeless Hi I am looking for a connection a best friend a person to small talk count on each other a person be there every day  and don't ghost you.
Now about me I am disabled have anxiety and Ibs. I am very open minded I love 80s film and music I also love sci-fi and fantasy and horror and anime and documentary and video games and supernatural.",3.0616228070175424,4.531731039473687,5.0315789473684225,81.5493859649123,74.13157894736842,7.698245614035088,23.19298245614036,8.344100000000001,1.3426035087719301,293,8,59,5,6,101,56,76,0.124,0.657,0.21899999999999997,0.8717,0,1,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,0,0,14,10,11,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,12,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,4,4,9,2,5,0,1,1,2,9,3,0,0,2,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697956494247461,0.0,0.20831883112238275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992789891364556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733748402901285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799859070056966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947940381873846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171477789576105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012588281615121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875132016653934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702162394406994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630270469417696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549107172227773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093770928160021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149367640907768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ericiskool,2019/09/29,Hello Hi I'm lonely and recently realized that I'm incapable of mustering up the courage to walk up to a girl and strike up a conversation. Dealing with slight social anxiety. I also feel incapable of chatting with people online.,4.790714285714287,7.560696404761909,6.766904761904763,65.24892857142859,73.04761904761905,10.866666666666667,34.3095238095238,10.686352973137794,5.091552380952383,187,10,27,7,4,65,31,42,0.242,0.687,0.071,-0.6908,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,9,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562872458640003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408264236864814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593180841720279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252714994762037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088718608559445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43990350307596654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541579879082702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BitchyWitchy-123,2019/09/29,"22 and lonely I am 22, and massively lonely but feel I have no one to really relate to. I write to help me deal with it and I’ve wrote a long piece, if anyone would be interested in reading and hopefully helping some people?",2.3408695652173925,4.12321026086957,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,76.82608695652173,8.078260869565218,22.369565217391305,8.841846274778883,1.6521478260869569,176,5,35,4,4,62,36,46,0.11699999999999999,0.633,0.25,0.8462,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,7,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,4,2,5,4,2,2,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,3,1,25,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243740081191575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593778105937736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625602183042624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467300932375214,0.0,0.0,0.3462254678381021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30848845693307003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23621152011854965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416662808052223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34868125497158464,0.0,0.2233137085675829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24762614822540016,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ganjababygirl,2019/09/29,"I am so alone... My boyfriend is on the road now, and i live in a house with his sister and boyfriend. Yet they try and include me but im the loneliest mf here. yeah me being recluse doesnt help, but i dont give a fuck anymore. i havent been this low in awhile.. ugh ugh ugh ugh",-2.300806451612903,-0.5624852741935484,-0.4203870967741921,109.11941935483871,103.35483870967742,2.4800000000000004,15.877419354838713,3.1291,-1.5894890322580646,211,6,57,0,10,67,45,62,0.33799999999999997,0.574,0.08800000000000001,-0.9627,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,4,1,7,1,0,0,0,6,9,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,9,0,4,7,0,7,0,1,0,1,5,5,1,0,2,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33793697852496074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235909905969841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824082531881496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30164890323528243,0.0,0.3130061203273108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187046246749557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764936732447154,0.0,0.0,0.3524480886734729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881191462530247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22152879849671708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,meggh1,2019/09/29,"Sunday night, I have no one to go out with. Other than answering me, use this post as you like (if you need to vent, tell a story or a joke).. I've searched saturday night alone on reddit but a bunch of horny people's posts isn't exactly what I was looking for, so I decided to make my own post. 
There is a local festival here and all my friends are  kilometers away or sick. 
I don't go out often but tonight this is affecting my mood more than usual. 

I want to see people because if I don't socialize I feel like I don't even exist. I mean, I don't care about others opinions, but at the same time I crave human connection and even though I like being alone, and I have social anxiety, the fact that I don't have a lot of true friends makes me so sad.

Plus yesterday I went out for a walk and met my abuser and then my ex (the most ""hurtful"" one).
So even if I had someone to go out with I would be scared.

Sorry for my English.",2.7003843364757074,3.4371226243654824,4.333390137781002,89.0570685279188,74.0253807106599,7.862073966642495,24.73132704858593,8.192908349453996,1.2185550398839735,715,21,164,11,14,241,117,197,0.152,0.72,0.128,-0.5904,0,2,0,0,1,0,25.0,0,2,0,0,11,13,0,1,9,0,17,1,0,4,4,40,32,20,0,6,8,1,1,3,2,1,1,0,0,1,6,12,0,0,4,1,0,5,7,3,0,2,4,3,27,9,24,25,7,25,0,2,2,0,10,8,0,9,12,117,33,0,0.0,0.15855286133787533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27719090396787344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237067065076176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572674384579285,0.0,0.0,0.08157442344772245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643672525456346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651572721823355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766257800802199,0.09559985521025093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677544885750684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22815615461756036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432553102212264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961306575767075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237371008467993,0.0,0.0,0.11376757486666415,0.0,0.0,0.17864957404800613,0.0,0.0,0.14576741217267872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922461012180793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511589107252558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813575529554566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855455876863457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844829623859916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397551207372804,0.0,0.10663589857325163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728219091741405,0.11338385278726835,0.0,0.0,0.14979868575204058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696313524300905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147584838602758,0.0,0.07803055539687241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557608801522715,0.1473820056270473,0.0,0.0789295293098829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405095012222192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506071564038224,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThedarthOfTheMaul,2019/09/29,"i Have friends but i feel lonely. I just moved to london and have ''friends' here (more friends of friends.)  and all my close friends live in a different city. I am a social guy and have an easy time meeting people. I got out on weekends,  work out etc but i feel lonely every time. whenever i'm by my self i just feel worthless. I feel i have no meaningful relationships. Just wanted to say this to someone maybe get some advice.",1.0599675324675315,3.6340805595238095,2.138181818181817,93.33409090909092,88.64285714285714,4.9593073593073616,23.11255411255411,6.574015621080383,0.6833476190476193,333,13,68,4,11,105,53,84,0.141,0.675,0.184,0.6124,1,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,19,13,5,0,1,5,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,6,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,5,11,5,9,12,4,9,0,3,0,0,11,5,0,1,3,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476565662648734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616361178195067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804690682153136,0.0,0.0,0.14206284912601738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410210943588291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6513459131682523,0.0,0.08809279030217909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485438802642075,0.0,0.0,0.16695235030059952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888745047743468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939337758498546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792078302128497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689430337465838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810261446060834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340869987957489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589904798914402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187866020379836,0.14286436719699924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966379805371428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945170304955106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275151560196038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hidden_Shadows,2019/09/29,It's my birthday today! Turned 27 Wish me a happy bday please <3 Alone with just my mom and sis :( Dont have friends to text me or anything so only have reddit and twitch to interact with,3.064615384615383,4.387297512820513,3.7005128205128233,91.68615384615387,73.87179487179488,6.225641025641028,23.256410256410252,6.42735559955562,0.44193333333333307,149,4,32,1,3,47,33,39,0.157,0.653,0.19,0.3691,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065783431630225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24359200556034724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469229357083485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22869752798552145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151094393173717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34668475371200513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512986538579646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249314201095251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805840171485445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219751967303935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403982850254167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Liftelect,2019/09/29,Bored day off I travel and work but today is a day off and bored anyone want to chat a bit PM me,-0.5260869565217376,0.544170521739133,2.2341304347826103,99.52771739130438,82.91304347826087,4.6000000000000005,11.5,3.1291,-1.7956782608695654,74,0,20,0,2,26,18,23,0.185,0.7509999999999999,0.064,-0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,11,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089898996920816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824452593969602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5699836865399422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188737934305413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606467221860564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321711737496143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Wahw11,2019/09/29,"You fit perfectly to me in all your loneliness Melt this curse away...

Though I’ll never know your name I’ll cry for you the same.

There are so many lonely people... And the fact that there is someone out there who is just as interested in me as I am in them makes me somewhat happy and sad at the same time. All we are lacking is the awareness of each other’s identity and location. But we know we are there for each other 

...

What a stupid romantic post",2.4432608695652185,4.251033108695655,3.645,89.41250000000002,76.6086956521739,7.208695652173913,22.369565217391305,8.07648339933343,1.0182347826086957,354,10,76,6,8,115,62,92,0.166,0.6940000000000001,0.14,-0.4419,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,4,1,1,7,6,1,0,5,0,7,0,0,1,5,24,10,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,12,3,12,10,8,10,0,2,0,0,10,7,0,1,2,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29830166881865355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34875880318495833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379846169038957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489793551276005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193369223665431,0.32189513118049073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448755464581573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011449893533072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040772016194994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26901669023588964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119421038295879,0.0,0.1851367830084175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LonelyandAbore,2019/09/29,Feeling blank No one to wake up to. No one to make me smile. No one to keep me motivated. Everyday is just blank.,-1.5524999999999984,0.3374487500000036,1.5,94.995,103.16666666666666,5.7333333333333325,18.5,7.1686216300943375,0.5007000000000001,86,3,21,2,4,30,15,24,0.209,0.57,0.222,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,15,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132138212307728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748081075349611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814743353372474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8572228108891456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fishabs,2019/09/29,"Whatever I feel. I'm kind of an absent friend, like I will love you with all my heart and go out of my way to give you any help you need but I tend to live in my own world and suck at keeping up communication,
And I'm sorry for that but I can't change that.. I've tried and I've failed over and over..
It's funny how I've lost all my old friends and I can't even go up to them and say all this cause I know that in the end they will not get me, take this as an excuse and ask me to go away. So better go away.

And to anyone who spent his/her time to read this, Thank you for that precious time of yours.",1.1409352517985596,1.5714155035971231,2.819489208633094,99.6056366906475,77.41726618705036,6.135539568345324,17.497122302158274,5.6839178017228535,-0.8407041726618703,461,5,129,2,10,153,83,139,0.083,0.716,0.201,0.9531,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,2,3,3,11,1,0,3,0,4,2,1,2,3,23,24,14,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,9,11,0,1,2,1,1,4,3,3,0,0,2,2,19,8,23,20,4,20,0,2,0,1,16,11,1,0,5,77,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663622891834086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992742750056246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034357483769046,0.0,0.32228838420249645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516912712063701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619337367475693,0.18144035724793506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519115736543421,0.0,0.0,0.113284183085186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672324706001877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650244620459159,0.0,0.08960962173845666,0.16453302457204094,0.3899042010650097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032463576988235,0.11496303442256925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524506053229592,0.0,0.1786067048045493,0.094260277632304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837936713508619,0.0,0.15145107872188826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722911995129607,0.0,0.15479917954582492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717635998154522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997636804649794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715616312343103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639578450082007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919972430284896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289580976870681,0.0,0.0,0.15790816781565228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200023804387446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644757363964806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614079570439952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,morrigan173,2019/09/29,"I could use a shoulder to lean on... I'm an INT*. I was married to an ENTJ for just shy of 19 years before he died unexpectedly. We were best friends, I was happy & he believed in me so I believed in myself. But he was an introvert enabler. I was perfectly content with minimal socialization.

Now that he's gone, I have no choice but to rejoin civilization. I have a hard time recognizing and understanding my feelings. On top of that I find myself daily in situations I feel awkward in (due to rusty social skills). So my self-esteem has really taken a hit.",1.9948776758409783,4.515228357798168,4.6240596330275245,78.08881116207951,81.93577981651377,7.303058103975537,25.59709480122325,8.344100000000001,2.13079755351682,437,18,81,10,12,154,75,109,0.085,0.802,0.113,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,5,4,5,0,1,6,0,9,1,1,1,1,13,17,5,1,1,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,3,15,4,14,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22263410230899988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748456818996414,0.4630041365437448,0.21563529767622472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405656052982032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132525499778712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779055826620527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878021362404182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875091970613558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21873394846176225,0.18406691534558653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316337441690304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21435718777970647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309646105164137,0.0,0.4189155843856965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981521503522867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390866773150705,0.0,0.17746604221953288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232036716575332
lonely,beefhead74,2019/09/29,"Skipped a wedding because I'm selfish A high school classmate got married yesterday,  and I blew off going because all I could think about was myself. I didn't want to see yet another person I went to school with getting married to the love of his life while I likely never will. How shitty of me. We're not super close but I should have been grateful to be invited and eager to go. I was surprised when he reached out and asked me to come a couple months ago but I didn't even have the decency to tell him I wasn't coming. I'm sure I wasn't really missed but I feel pretty bad about it.",2.6220491803278705,4.184916614754101,3.966360655737706,88.35527868852459,75.47540983606558,6.519344262295082,25.31475409836065,7.1686216300943375,1.085741639344262,465,16,96,5,10,153,82,122,0.10099999999999999,0.715,0.184,0.8832,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,5,0,13,2,0,1,3,21,29,9,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,2,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,9,2,16,6,14,16,1,16,0,1,1,1,8,4,0,0,8,63,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712961235339183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262960753567896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065386605506645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134782095590092,0.2355953400966509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33291931512722983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428688695709986,0.2138170373014578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763358717644266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770824851635028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096023254546453,0.0,0.21964616101645265,0.0,0.1545521526588194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041692929425762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649154349543066,0.09440759129765017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744071770597206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424279528725887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490390558854643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873022952037625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965951512404768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237948701396516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911395873345159,0.1539877312585445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212696913352347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890079305314815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382076733650535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397830665237525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913596289213826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheSquirrelHawker,2019/09/29,"Nice guys finish last. Just venting a moment. It gets so frustrating being a nice guy, I swear I’m so sick of always ending up the best friend or some kind of emotional support guy until the next douche bag comes around and gets the girl. Most of my life I have had to deal with this. It’s just getting old.",1.0876190476190466,3.404483793650794,2.1549206349206362,95.64285714285715,84.07936507936509,4.8698412698412685,16.936507936507937,6.1826913282559595,-0.4255968253968256,241,5,52,2,7,76,50,63,0.147,0.624,0.22899999999999998,0.7381,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,9,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,6,8,7,3,10,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,7,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695449613134314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138994031609104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138339506309445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552152752196012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006800747916135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292030051439611,0.18047121978974434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574247662274155,0.0,0.31936917018911976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.605264442115268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218508309345308,0.0,0.1660919074395423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392198421405775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670147861655506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381224546185887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312248676224089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Someon34,2019/09/29,"There’s nothing like Homecoming to make you realize you have no real friends. 15M here. So yesterday was the day of my schools homecoming dance. At least for us, it’s a huge social thing. Needless to say, I didn’t go. It’s weird to go by yourself without a group or a date. This just made me realize that I have no circle of contacts and no real friends. The people who I consider friends all went in their own groups and didn’t even think to include me. It wouldn’t even be like I was third wheeling either since they didn’t have dates. All I have been able to think about this whole weekend is how I don’t have any friends and how miserable my life is and has been for a long long time. This must be like how adults feel when they have so date on Valentine’s Day. I know I won’t have a date for homecoming for the next two years because I’m hideous, but a friend would be nice. I wish I just had someone to talk to and be with right now.",3.7408391608391582,4.17240508080808,4.116666666666667,92.67576923076923,71.42424242424242,7.708469308469309,27.857031857031856,7.61054688173877,1.2339078477078478,738,25,173,8,13,231,113,198,0.069,0.818,0.114,0.9097,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,3,0,14,11,0,1,9,0,27,1,0,5,3,31,38,13,0,4,6,0,1,3,5,4,1,1,0,1,9,6,0,0,6,2,0,4,10,2,0,2,10,2,20,9,20,20,6,24,0,1,0,0,19,5,0,1,18,116,29,1,0.1381116415481871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392065230275902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419157478186425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781411662150999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244287336132775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698333957572722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335235582969476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698405735172638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590254626341954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975523368719718,0.20242311531589025,0.0,0.0,0.2444489133004869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068457463268254,0.0921905931878875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688329762890887,0.0,0.0,0.13252184495705652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574922237207714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144025691363262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794658725296307,0.0,0.10983192075450546,0.0,0.13977635467540192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424737709498388,0.0,0.0,0.1407874257492342,0.11702154569456184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100890590043316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175523771964758,0.17699272640082908,0.0,0.0,0.08053400885114813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349150053861616,0.0,0.16613129954456785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803087539649605,0.0,0.154196715537485,0.15882157176306375,0.1331346939270304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811054753925112,0.0,0.0,0.0889393689889947
lonely,DoomsdayLawyer,2019/09/29,"Sometimes; Sometimes,
My emotions seep down and leave me feeling hollow.
Sometimes,
My thoughts abandon sanity, profanity clogging up my senses.
Sometimes, 
Its the same pain and anguish over and over again,  and other times, 
I feel lost amidst the crowds and shadows.
Sometimes, 
I lose myself to destructive vulnerabilities,
Letting go of the reins of sensibilities,
Some other times,
My heart aches with untold feelings and turmoil,
Yet I keep it in,
My personality is better controlled not uncoiled.",12.3555,12.413079550000004,10.352500000000003,56.46250000000003,53.5,11.0,47.5,10.125756701596842,5.402375,404,22,51,6,4,123,59,80,0.276,0.6779999999999999,0.046,-0.9638,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,2,8,1,2,3,0,2,2,1,1,0,18,9,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,2,3,10,1,9,6,2,10,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800019231633512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500641246190815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175518264983952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23668780696612146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867823162137686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849021122110185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386909918151348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652184333994477,0.0,0.15955626076261878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456314510275028,0.1703305296014423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603213885836918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624365939922092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7716125480065421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387428430191336,0.18197041434084427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yuppydoody,2019/09/29,I thought I was past this. Today I pulled an old shirt from my drawer that must of been washed at her house. It smelled like her and ione of her hairs was in it. Everything I've been burying deep and hiding from came back and I felt the same way I did the day she left. Why am I so weak?,1.3923809523809538,2.4771431587301582,2.2478095238095257,101.38885714285715,77.73015873015873,5.674920634920635,18.949206349206353,5.6839178017228535,-0.6481212698412699,221,4,58,1,5,69,47,63,0.09699999999999999,0.863,0.040999999999999995,-0.5332,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,7,4,2,0,1,8,10,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,3,11,1,6,1,1,12,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22402789977052784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33322341258484195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789474647177026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618439448290255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797388599416837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361753818485372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165494252631828,0.0,0.0,0.14233745345673382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057197219926669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781237284387737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23129701608753764,0.0,0.0,0.2761629396731337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312577293695385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628953989553671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MBM203,2019/09/29,"I just want to be alone Im at high school qnd i got group of people there that i talk sometimes on the breakes.

They are always talking about going out or if there is a chance to go on a school trip.I on other hand dont want a school trip i have a fear of travelling abd they are beating me up for it they say that im tearing the group. That makes me angery cause they can't respect my my problem.

Same thing about going out after school. I just dont want to i got food home i dont want to spend money on fastfood or other stuff. And again they are saying im tearing the group. I just spent morning half of afternoon in school with them And i can't get a little bit of time alone in my room at home.

I dont get them i really dont.I think that sooner or later im gonna have another mentalbrakedown.

I do have like 3 real friends that i go out to a cinema sometimes but they are busy mostly and they respect that i want to be alone.",-0.16389386189258204,1.8751957009803952,1.8671696504688848,97.47356777493609,87.08823529411768,4.724296675191817,17.20289855072464,6.0469075449839425,-0.5151459505541345,729,17,173,6,23,242,100,204,0.09,0.836,0.073,-0.7276,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,9,1,8,6,0,1,9,0,17,2,1,2,0,27,34,8,0,7,8,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,3,0,11,7,1,0,1,2,3,6,6,2,0,1,3,3,28,4,27,28,3,27,0,0,0,0,17,15,0,5,6,109,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26780446681978176,0.0,0.0,0.07171803630850396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037905548685794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940985369756051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854217063190792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050775976018865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969891346279312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422281858785756,0.0,0.06659115678043523,0.0,0.09006275608154594,0.0,0.19593792649957012,0.0,0.13787005512810113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910658026730892,0.1729137308499947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37240542257646186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04210869791458554,0.08638628981237438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575333380240265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975416998395198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824733992891861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810452813161416,0.05521633078902294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708550523628216,0.0,0.4361508036354999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704907280548503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866837623144337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385545463153846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057261645951671485,0.05522788173767188,0.0,0.0,0.0502588191858148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25418920330828976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Winkles101,2019/09/29,"Life choices I love my girlfriend, we agreed to have a child because she wanted to, so here we are. 6 months in and I barely have a proper conversation with her once a week. When does this get better, my child is sweet, but I miss having a loving affectionate partner. She is just so caught up with the baby. I wish I felt more than passing affection for the baby, I'm getting nothing out of this, just sadness.",3.021269841269841,4.943902308641976,4.2191534391534375,85.42333333333333,75.2962962962963,6.110052910052911,25.151675485008816,6.868970318607317,1.0348045855379184,321,11,62,3,7,105,60,81,0.063,0.655,0.282,0.9643,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,6,0,6,3,0,1,0,13,16,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,12,5,10,14,1,8,0,2,0,2,12,3,0,0,3,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108063607087676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24821066878674886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455972720950628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694664382406253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29325437073001315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982302372357148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065922063562439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22401084432543406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692896716480366,0.0,0.0,0.29888134524916365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553367475239794,0.0,0.22511918686338336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227317648992869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,idkyimhere499,2019/09/29,"does anyone relate celebrity: *dies*
everyone: wow he was only 33 :( so young 
me (19) and extremely suicidal for years: yeah...so young...",0.8959006211180096,1.0145869130434804,2.6218633540372664,82.11739130434783,136.3913043478261,6.531677018633541,20.67701863354037,6.868970318607317,2.179154037267081,101,4,16,3,7,33,21,23,0.244,0.635,0.121,-0.5984,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999409700736885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451959683103152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753884953672095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098926203020212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262457637399261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692160026541367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762381692207048
lonely,LonelyBoy0091,2019/09/29,"I don’t know what to do i’m 16, 230lbs aka fat never had a girlfriend never kissed anyone i don’t feel like i’m worth anything i only feel happy around 1 girl but i don’t know if she’s playing me or not. she knows i like her i only feel happy around her and that’s it i doubt i’ll find anyone who likes me. i’m just sad all around i act happy and look happy but i’m just sad and lonely like no one is with me or cares about me",-2.293847241867045,-0.5159677326732677,0.6592149929278648,103.18576732673269,97.6138613861386,2.885714285714286,10.184582743988683,3.1291,-2.10025657708628,333,3,87,0,14,115,56,101,0.16,0.532,0.308,0.9578,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,15,0,1,1,0,6,2,1,0,3,26,18,8,0,1,8,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,7,1,1,1,7,4,0,1,1,4,16,11,6,17,1,6,0,3,1,1,7,3,0,4,6,49,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085210267906099,0.0,0.1227040416787642,0.3982159973108493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202661214342575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261820448473229,0.10652353376189204,0.0,0.0,0.13628296863272116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6349174175306328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24583929990531744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29138859646688725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521404633749816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300041803645527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104014997061,0.22680830039465086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CanadianGuy3991,2019/09/29,"25/M/Canada looking for an online pen pal Hey everyone I’m new to Reddit. I’ve spent the last few years battling Depression and Anxiety disorders and I’ve sort of lost touch with the rest of the outside world. To put it more simply I’ve become lonely. I’m looking for the type of friend(s) that don’t have the usual “meet up” expectations that I can’t commit to at this time. Someone that I can talk to while I get myself back to full health and get my life back on track. Someone who can hopefully be a long term friend even after that. My interests are fairly broad. Sports, movies, tv shows, music, politics and real estate to name a few. I’d prefer a Canadian or American because I only speak English and our time zones would add up better. Wouldn’t mind someone from the Toronto, Canada area as that’s where I’m familiar with but I’m willing to broaden my horizons as well. Willing to talk on Reddit, Email or Facebook. Whatever works. Just leave a comment or DM me. Hope this wasn’t too long lol.",3.215604493053501,5.131949437185927,4.33308306237068,84.84599172332251,74.72864321608041,7.094413242684009,26.278746674549218,7.928766900206844,1.6414697605675443,794,29,152,12,17,259,131,199,0.053,0.847,0.1,0.878,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,3,7,10,1,0,11,1,12,2,0,0,1,24,24,12,0,6,5,0,1,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,1,3,1,1,4,4,1,0,3,4,10,6,24,16,6,24,0,3,2,0,12,10,0,6,13,88,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135026396161312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22817473473421554,0.0,0.09044497147105117,0.16386300198597945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312212028948004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779085877554086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004486776587646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799698199621032,0.0,0.0,0.1417738879139494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292605792649725,0.0,0.1550343966657265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577103659627331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947297642358451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209413481224606,0.0,0.15710240114284038,0.0,0.0,0.10479811487289643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626055522405379,0.2491868547307231,0.0,0.16196337562178872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981139882180106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432966651518885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284206655583215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491528244481892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887753596269384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37714024435101307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385083627004455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303147379921685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340858728627358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340244349343608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801512300764693,0.0,0.0,0.10539778708484553,0.0,0.0,0.09554541189786256
lonely,JustARandomPerson-_-,2019/09/29,I feel like I should delete all my social media accounts and not talk to anyone My online friends are the only ones who I talk to during the day. Lately I haven't been feeling like talking to anyone and I think I should just delete my social media. I wouldn't hurt anyone anymore. But I'm not sure is it good for me because that would mean I don't talk anyone. I'm depressed. I want people to leave me alone but I hate being lonely,1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,2.8633333333333333,92.345,81.0,4.0,17.777777777777782,3.1291,-0.7012222222222224,342,7,69,0,9,111,55,90,0.17800000000000002,0.703,0.11900000000000001,-0.7334,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,2,18,18,4,0,5,5,0,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,1,2,15,5,5,12,1,2,0,3,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,44,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256169075502455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556606760649414,0.4389961872750017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568045710161556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122526070000076,0.0,0.1351881434886105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872588781777086,0.2242623964416253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126576338450586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164935993024346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496404351358012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802734220959273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770560474619515,0.1661964099122916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336400941573766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097384250762854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635915543263956,0.11937402746385613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088152750132193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199988902630243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793154779783416,0.0,0.0,0.50462925234137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057268206212737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257820189222328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149882941811236,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,michealscott_goldfac,2019/09/29,When your sitting at table full of people And no one is making conversation with you. Really just confirms how ugly and boring you are.!,3.272266666666667,6.2848727600000025,5.124000000000001,73.16866666666667,81.4,6.533333333333335,20.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.5299333333333336,109,3,16,2,3,37,23,25,0.26899999999999996,0.731,0.0,-0.7959,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4981160475827047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056665147892713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5173437175948541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4780557047317732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwawayforsad14,2019/09/29,"14yo desperate for friends I go to an online school, so I never meet people and I barely leave my home. I never wanted to vent personal stuff like this, but I can't take it anymore. I used to message someone from the same school. Our friendship lasted a year, but they recently transferred to a new school and made new friends. They texted me for the first time in months told me about their new friends and crush. It was honestly hard to hear about something that I'll never have. I see a lot of posts from people close to my age that are lonely, so if any of you guys want to talk, DM me.",3.466993464052288,4.789159378151262,3.7464985994397786,91.75225957049489,72.86554621848741,6.633426704014939,24.14659197012137,6.937597516519254,0.6826463118580759,462,13,99,4,9,143,80,119,0.067,0.755,0.17800000000000002,0.9331,0,2,1,0,0,1,12.0,1,1,3,1,4,6,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,2,3,16,13,8,0,3,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,3,17,5,16,10,2,17,0,1,1,0,15,2,0,2,14,63,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942854768986472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375016804213419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793402110930425,0.0,0.0,0.3213575836454014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879692245523992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728343826695746,0.0,0.0,0.12420148337621295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626650929055666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390753702934909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301672393936145,0.0,0.14680834119852024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773646865705704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787367458549293,0.0,0.13119220470083304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106676076038424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208019354873977,0.40172165843158303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224229970048268,0.12106219157070562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278657427967594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689829310327506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42095790233361424,0.11048460180580144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747610320743568,0.1067380974748318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158718927562205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424613221060328,0.1114401079656037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084683448123069,0.0,0.0,0.13248422149186478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974746059707965,0.0,0.0,0.1635565083278471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928484432966168
lonely,Giandreii-,2019/09/29,"I have never felt so alone. I was at my hoco dance. Songs are alright, then a slow song starts playing. I look around and every single person but me had someone in there arms. I was just standing there with no one and everyone else was slow dancing. It hit me so hard I was about to shed a tear, never have I felt so lonely.",0.930341151385928,3.04773017910448,2.4085287846481904,94.8423880597015,83.02985074626865,4.4255863539445635,18.526652452025584,5.288315135182226,-0.4598810234541575,250,6,54,1,7,81,49,67,0.168,0.789,0.043,-0.8544,0,3,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,1,8,1,1,0,2,10,13,7,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,5,0,2,3,1,0,1,7,6,9,2,6,5,1,12,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,6,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748356922510584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23622903243485516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167645642018965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22357949067002195,0.2535653987392451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5095795465794466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23771282573622554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283780571329465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093280934247129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981660977319724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23170444398737566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22484092533204245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782506044526184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,oipusan,2019/09/29,An admission of despair I am alone. If you are a pantheist please join my chat. [/BaFb8QK](https://discord.gg/BaFb8QK),6.201666666666667,9.310108611111113,3.865000000000002,75.36750000000002,101.7777777777778,8.466666666666667,32.27777777777778,8.07648339933343,4.3435111111111135,97,5,13,3,4,27,18,18,0.217,0.556,0.22699999999999998,0.0516,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6862669331907131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7273497758362294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,agidk,2019/09/29,"Just need someone to talk to This is a throwaway sort of account since my girlfriend knows my actual account. I'm buzzed, upset at my girlfriend and just need someone to talk to",6.8797058823529404,7.188729323529415,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,64.58823529411765,7.976470588235292,37.588235294117645,7.1686216300943375,2.8024000000000004,143,7,25,1,2,44,23,34,0.077,0.9229999999999999,0.0,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.3150611595293807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743336965930906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787876857429813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670700535176947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5471101615818571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5189993012289662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,buxnshucks,2019/09/29,"Just fucking love me. I'm so sick of dating and drama. I do everything I can and it isn't enough. It never was. I'm just done. Asshole breaks my heart. I try to move on. Date. Meet alot of real ""winners"". More fake promises and hopes.  Try trusting new people and they are all false.  Im just so sick of being alone....but I'm supposed to be alone forever I guess. Im just so angry right now.",-2.0391415662650587,-0.5352688674698776,0.6499924698795176,99.64197665662651,111.16867469879514,3.038855421686747,14.82605421686747,5.148860815047168,-0.9703006024096386,296,8,68,2,16,100,57,83,0.193,0.67,0.13699999999999998,-0.7388,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,8,6,1,0,1,0,8,5,1,0,2,14,15,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,4,6,11,4,9,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,3,5,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263183221036437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361936257364734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257870842237247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963895200747416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201599109572152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407217616170328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25894439663809843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703727269792006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720729906823439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19722065675078185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322496164747535,0.0,0.0,0.16853423682892812,0.2110456503903414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514925831901583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487208573611057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866128281646028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967181998977957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mimimg,2019/09/29,Tried following and reconnecting to some friends from high school on instagram who were somewhat decent to me.. One of them blocked me immediately and the other just denied my request. Well that’s pleasant.. how does *no one* like me?,3.4688617886178865,6.687207146341468,3.76768292682927,80.22111788617889,87.29268292682926,6.635772357723577,28.784552845528456,7.793537801064563,2.5299723577235778,187,9,31,4,6,58,36,41,0.105,0.7340000000000001,0.161,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,5,4,5,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33440904620652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952366700912365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037467681938168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669193261157796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178893367303189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867411745001983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594446838316188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435853937498436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WabiSabiFresno,2019/09/29,"Stuck in a sexless marriage and am feeling extremely lonely Maybe only those that have been in a similar situation will truly understand how truly lonely it is. Not just the lack of the physical act, but connection and intimacy in every other respect. I could use someone to chat with. Feel free to DM me.",6.17625,7.810166982142861,7.57,65.72500000000001,66.67857142857143,10.6,35.42857142857143,10.686352973137794,4.5032999999999985,245,12,37,7,4,84,48,56,0.08199999999999999,0.682,0.23600000000000002,0.8732,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,13,11,4,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,3,7,7,1,4,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286453300861126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302284104804674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628156722956005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604385370146697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728651804969359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032790572401714,0.0,0.0,0.30398959060945746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734982847172282,0.0,0.3098671179035525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,brokolixxx,2019/09/29,"I feel so lonely I really really need somebody to hug. I didn't had any physical contact the last 2 month. Before 2 month I had all, a boyfriend good friends... But I moved away my boyfriend dumped me and I am so fucking lonely. I just want to get loved by anybody, have somebody I can trust.",1.5283615819209049,3.713139152542373,2.8450000000000024,92.17959039548029,81.20338983050847,5.967231638418079,25.08757062146893,7.1686216300943375,1.0711672316384178,226,9,48,3,6,73,43,59,0.134,0.629,0.23800000000000002,0.7563,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,2,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,1,7,12,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,1,10,5,4,9,1,5,0,2,0,3,3,1,1,0,3,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273370245314447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662801863582073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411675224896373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330446594203866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189677524919109,0.2620150255446392,0.1480740103932041,0.0,0.0,0.23771725552512601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310231900017105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557954701318743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524424854540105,0.3012280803282111,0.0,0.21015057629236147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631291732500591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671670571503829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rishabh9646,2019/09/29,"I tire myself to sleep This little life hack i discovered a while ago, i put on a bit more effort in whatever i am doing be it studying or gym. Because of this i get tired and at nights instead of feeling lonely my body puts me into sleep. So i guess it's a win win situation! I dont feel lonely and my efficiency improved in work life!",3.116901408450701,3.895877873239442,5.404338028169018,81.60791549295776,73.08450704225352,7.933521126760564,26.876056338028175,8.238735603445708,1.7003667605633799,263,9,55,4,5,93,53,71,0.106,0.6829999999999999,0.212,0.8365,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,3,0,4,7,3,0,0,7,8,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,11,2,8,7,2,11,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,2,3,37,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228754592939602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847945575258795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121897133292888,0.21588905818495252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277873261132093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654752257844602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015445670507249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410837481219247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745630500422481,0.0,0.19479879985403686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823927757773932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907689985891345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184676838980314,0.3889987712487394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44677420852924143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141495682721189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MrNobody0424,2019/09/29,I’m 23 and I’ve never been in a relationship 23 years with no companionship or mutual love. Every single girl I’ve ever asked out has either flat out rejected me or ghosted after the first date. I’ve only ever had sex once in my life and it was an emotionless tinder hookup that made me feel even worse afterwards. It’s not even about the sex either way. I just want to love someone that feels the same about me. I know what I look like. I’m not the most attractive guy in the world but it’s not like I’m only attracted to supermodels or anything like that. There’s the broken record that says “girls are attracted to confidence” but it’s so hard to be confident when you’ve been rejected and disappointed you’re entire life and I can’t fake it anymore. All of my friends are getting married and having babies while I feel like I’m stuck in a glass box observing but unable to participate in all of the wonderful things around me. I’m afraid that the next time I wake I will be in my 80s having never felt the love of another human being.,3.3256927794814617,4.972525009478673,4.7975076665737415,82.77355171452469,73.7867298578199,8.377028157234456,23.786172288820747,9.007467420416297,1.7381143574017286,831,24,167,18,17,278,120,211,0.121,0.675,0.203,0.9709,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,11,16,0,1,12,0,14,8,1,1,6,37,34,14,1,1,12,0,5,4,1,1,2,1,0,4,12,9,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,7,7,14,11,21,23,7,24,0,3,1,5,12,10,0,5,17,107,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433407385354989,0.0,0.0,0.14596585928683714,0.0,0.0,0.12111896243134605,0.13102396019446125,0.1375961166028644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944257969903449,0.2662706672569024,0.12400791716371845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232602465061999,0.10514747279097744,0.14131863797340274,0.0,0.0,0.1251936752890746,0.0,0.0,0.11371312139945333,0.0,0.07689697559720972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573418281932254,0.0,0.0,0.13184694318030224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808878569985841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791922967624205,0.2876244660366676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359654308642815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985148637301368,0.13926799172353593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270330080369962,0.0,0.15653065356798987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674495459265084,0.0,0.22387841214338247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580193223132202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704572688560574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470756937513774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778175980790313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582351597095024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681227097324791,0.1168269125788883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596135457147638,0.0,0.0,0.14999192021852625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478094365054572
lonely,M9Cmax,2019/09/29,19/M looking for ppl that wanna chat to pass time since uni just start and im alone But pls not reddit chat i dont check it often :D,-2.5287096774193536,-0.8469941935483867,0.15058064516129122,105.02587096774192,103.83870967741936,2.4800000000000004,9.425806451612903,3.1291,-2.2680374193548385,104,1,27,0,5,35,28,31,0.064,0.7659999999999999,0.17,0.516,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42844795301272937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848301420246453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468456301956454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473872004386349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34220055644709146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29280499200501753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412202655546818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ritveak,2019/09/29,"Glad that I am from India and we have a concept of arranged marriage, coz now I ""Know"" that I can't get into a relationship on my own... I am totally gonna rely on arranged marriage, 
Coz Now I have realised I can never get into a relationship.

I'm 21, never been in a relationship, always panic when get close to someone....
I am very much interested in getting into a relationship...
But there's this f'd up theory that I developed in my head.
Whenever I find someone fit for me, I start to develop the caring feel...
And then I think, if I ever get into a relationship and then by any chance break up, I would end up hurting the one person whom I wanted to  take care for my life.

So this theory interrupts my advances, holds me back and slowly I fade away from the lives I wanted to be a permanent part of...

So thanks for the culture of Arranged marriage, I hope my parents find me a bride someday...",5.020106653123413,5.243420670391068,6.907201625190452,74.52488572879633,68.55307262569832,9.637582529202641,31.91518537328593,9.573946990214177,2.9583698324022363,696,28,133,14,11,245,101,179,0.05,0.815,0.135,0.9247,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,12,0,10,2,1,2,4,28,28,11,0,5,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,1,26,6,26,24,4,29,0,1,0,0,13,15,0,2,12,103,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083729359922897,0.0,0.0,0.08241131691425553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138591774383008,0.09318532396931994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471164500834221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733571340116116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962058122937553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061275789380160914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22152544834437252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31657603319911776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437282631410107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036603700102877,0.0,0.0,0.1297331918932318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660120688418447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559796330807762,0.0,0.0,0.10701034285233768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908639028991433,0.0,0.18693377348438564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211944877478962,0.0,0.0,0.1421868354328855,0.1345638240019333,0.1312337133796279,0.0,0.0,0.10581581558517718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.650547434905194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536270674404744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577678363145018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911175434571798,0.0,0.0,0.11157270928500353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765173744703838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999919682277628,0.1429584670360688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608776906515203,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,veevee37,2019/09/29,"f 17 Looking to talk to new people I have been feeling lonely lately, it’d be nice to chat with someone! New friends are always welcome",4.16,5.5269496296296285,4.971296296296298,83.46583333333334,71.22222222222223,5.4,32.01851851851852,3.1291,1.48294074074074,108,5,19,0,2,35,24,27,0.078,0.59,0.332,0.8016,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,3,4,4,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758578474346996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763051401850065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561377041699519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37397801523348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784000157580095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6403836009642819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298397663331669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809025917084389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26646964185159444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alypro01,2019/09/29,"I just feel completely invisible I feel like no one talks to me for me anymore. Even my boyfriend. People only come to me when they need something, it’s so disappointing. Then everyone wonders why I don’t attempt and seeing them either. I don’t get it. It really sucks to feel like no one ever needs you. I feel like I don’t really have any purposes. And I hate to feel like I’m begging for attention. Even writing this on here makes me wanna cringe. Fuck.",0.9946336996336989,3.558525670329672,3.0576098901098945,86.64780677655679,89.0,6.54981684981685,21.869047619047624,7.793537801064563,1.3955706959706955,360,13,71,8,12,121,59,91,0.188,0.7,0.11199999999999999,-0.8154,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,1,7,8,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,18,20,5,0,3,2,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,0,6,15,4,8,20,1,5,0,1,1,1,5,1,2,1,7,46,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989984732416952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027297291359452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921207865685994,0.16944424778890435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134828010261138,0.1461848395558299,0.0,0.15442458577654292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085725207227437,0.4618147871262097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940516856928374,0.0844341748628361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595556988219127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158165099675398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787544451259982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23966245607959016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902125146438986,0.12291113435945294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203952125649916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070620767991286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287816668009393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441471371848838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989541182863273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582723199035874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752583625648688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MeteoraMonk,2019/09/29,"I feel lonelier each day I moved to Buffalo two years ago and have not been able to make friends. On top of that I feel everyone in my household sees me as an afterthought and whenever I try to make friends online they ghost me. 

I just get sadder and sadder each day.",3.723888888888887,4.982518981481481,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,72.14814814814815,9.103703703703703,28.314814814814817,9.516144504307137,2.370348148148148,211,8,45,5,4,68,39,54,0.187,0.6829999999999999,0.13,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,12,8,4,1,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,9,2,7,7,2,9,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,5,28,10,0,0.2729497078961416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419534472069456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520599620541385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260815142897523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276023147066755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217605344790675,0.0,0.1426049567919912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643920990197835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901023431841251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175055782754136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531493477209526,0.0,0.2666322034707765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577066287741847
lonely,19543802,2019/09/29,"I Have Nothing Everybody I know has something about them that makes people like them. They're kind, witty, peaceful, adorable, shy, smart, unique or just plain interesting. I have nothing. They say ""love yourself"". But how can you love yourself if there's nothing to love about you?",4.905306122448977,7.9394076938775555,3.4034285714285737,88.11657142857145,74.10204081632655,5.552653061224492,30.20816326530613,6.742157984588678,1.6643763265306115,223,10,38,2,5,63,37,49,0.19,0.5329999999999999,0.27699999999999997,0.6804,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,3,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,7,9,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,8,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,2,1,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364632326323078,0.12479425104530398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110937170155156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6148310240249576,0.0,0.15157404588743514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.653652553281789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574249229087102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805788206874865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481310609140205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,That-Dude-Ark,2019/09/29,Why do no girls like me So I have this girl in mind and I just know she wants to be friends I’ve done everything like be yourself don’t be weird and just nothing works it’s been like this for 13 years now and it’s just sad for me,-1.5591913746630723,0.37168790566037657,0.05342318059299167,108.16509433962266,94.47169811320757,3.7832884097035038,15.118598382749324,5.288315135182226,-1.3500005390835577,181,4,50,1,7,57,37,53,0.122,0.6940000000000001,0.184,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,10,4,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,4,4,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420852007089981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30042992529229623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582644281471258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371192237702694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899379728206951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33752819931520445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207513330253638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971674090301331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016363243359378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24336032007115785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526580142993795
lonely,GollyGeeYowza,2019/09/29,"Bored and alone. All my friends went to the homecoming dance, but I had no one to go with and didn’t get invited by anyone, so I’m just doing homework tonight.",4.66090909090909,4.6781903939393965,5.1480303030303025,87.54204545454546,69.30303030303031,9.024242424242424,31.65151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.247133333333333,125,5,28,2,2,40,30,33,0.17300000000000001,0.767,0.06,-0.4215,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,3,0,2,1,4,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,18,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5131894403185021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464657118833688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38282272380442095,0.0,0.2588787405372151,0.0,0.2816045491088165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33576419632272936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593342476460187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,littlelonelyprincess,2019/09/29,"Exhausting Dichotomy Some days, I hate being an introvert.

I want friends. I want a good conversation. I want romance and kisses in the dark and big hugs that come with being picked up and spun around. But, the interaction it takes to get there is exhausting. It's always so *taxing*. Laughing at the right jokes and finding particular subjects in common and constantly picking at someone's brain. I hate that it's so tiring. Because I want to be able to do it.

But, it's so exhausting.

I want to be able to be charismatic. I want to be able to find friends. I want to be able to stay up until 2 in the morning talking with someone and having laughs and creating memories and letting our fingertips roam.

But, it's so exhausting.

What I want is to crack jokes and laugh until I snort. But what I do is I stare at a blank television trying to decompress in the middle of the afternoon. What I want is to get dressed up and go out and have a good steak and a drink and giggle at jokes that are actually funny. But what I do is lay in bed yawning at 8 P.M. wishing my son would go to sleep so I can fall asleep, too. What I want is to cry on someone's shoulder and hear them whisper that things are going to be okay. And I want to be able to *believe* them.

But, it's just so damn exhausting.

I hate being an introvert. I hate being the quiet one. I hate that human interaction is so taxing on me because I miss human interaction so much.

It's an exhausting dichotomy, and I don't want to be this way anymore. I don't want to feel this way anymore.

I don't want to be me anymore.",1.6740625000000016,3.84114528125,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,80.5625,7.0,25.0,8.07648339933343,1.5981875,1230,48,254,24,32,416,132,320,0.122,0.6779999999999999,0.2,0.9116,0,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,2,0,12,28,6,0,14,1,33,15,4,2,0,50,63,32,0,16,7,1,1,0,2,1,8,3,1,2,21,21,1,0,3,4,2,5,3,13,0,1,0,6,31,15,42,48,2,34,0,1,1,2,14,20,1,1,6,177,52,2,0.3828503738889043,0.0,0.07472134761703804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371243611591433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278108175600964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816360035078747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335281377359164,0.0,0.0,0.08626825353966196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854775266961244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595833944328881,0.0,0.08274504881736486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841086316896736,0.04938136374742965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500952275030709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038716130480970924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996732232605288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831569966606115,0.0,0.08000940751619927,0.0,0.1305496141628357,0.12844669176202167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779854824575699,0.0,0.0,0.08630003921808724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829808924156678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628781522739098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518858643185351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539042548844416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662537277005158,0.0,0.1946327276397878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161351174048605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057571166969509015,0.06154412568349767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05086975532757829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800603704402786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051986054582399854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6322821955263139,0.12155552262998015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805180714602917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05439318421936526,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThrwAwy4ObousReason,2019/09/29,"Really tired of being of being in a constant state of needing emotional support but too scared to put myself out there. I don’t interact with women well. I hardly interact well with men but I don’t interact with women well. Whatever the reason may be, I’m really sad about it. I feel unapproachable and ugly constantly, and that’s stopping me from doing anything that might get me in new social circles.

I’m pretty much resigning myself to just not have a relationship. Every-time I think I find a girl that might like me I fuck it up immediately. I don’t ask for sex or anything, I don’t think I’m creepy, I think I just fuck it up with complete lack of experience.

I don’t know what else to say I’m very deprived right now and need to tell someone.",2.5845127719962164,4.702832602649007,4.636296121097447,81.03319536423842,77.27814569536423,7.757994323557239,24.69299905392621,8.634040054169528,1.9076429517502367,597,21,115,13,14,205,89,151,0.223,0.6629999999999999,0.114,-0.9667,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,9,11,2,1,4,0,13,4,0,1,0,28,29,6,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,3,1,1,0,4,7,8,0,1,7,0,0,1,6,6,3,0,0,3,17,5,20,23,2,13,0,3,0,3,12,6,2,4,6,78,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275484052896936,0.0,0.12925216778001988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496043530728328,0.2988146400043535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115496461797418,0.15552116117637468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524243638746228,0.0,0.0,0.06990718331418183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636491739085048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25563379761280536,0.07223387575939581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385162926079568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598274662302207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754566673038663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933388735454449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163522460980556,0.20503247772324207,0.0,0.13353002598042846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406576566987333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898704832042294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714268368570324,0.14215181227820808,0.0,0.14843689243834512,0.0,0.1180712123041274,0.0,0.10994797166417823,0.13841995025727644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409361849507163,0.11714519332574115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558952217281375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568930559305017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084321314900348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657696114217195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890674217598744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140769776049143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37293048780967536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,archaeulogy,2019/09/29,"I feel lonelier in my relationship than when I was single I’ve been in a relationship for about a month now and my boyfriend is wonderful but he’s very extroverted and seems to know everyone anytime we go anywhere. I am the antithesis of this. 

I feel inadequate and weird whenever we’re doing anything and he stops to talk to people he knows while I’m not mentioned or brought into the conversation, leaving me to just stand and wait. I have never been more aware of how little contact I have with other people besides him. I hate that I can meet his friends but I have no friends for him to meet in return.

Most of all I’m jealous of how easily he connects with people, something that seems to unobtainable to me. I understand that it could lead to an unhealthy dynamic if he is my only connection in the world, so I’m going to try and meet new people and hopefully make more friends, maybe rekindle some old friendships. Anything to feel a little more connected to the wider world, humans are social creatures after all.",5.364593406593407,6.830661389743593,5.9990659340659365,76.86057692307695,68.43589743589743,9.058608058608057,32.39010989010989,9.424239791934726,3.086934065934066,821,36,146,17,14,267,117,195,0.12,0.748,0.132,0.5574,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,7,8,2,0,8,0,13,0,0,4,3,39,32,16,0,3,6,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,11,0,2,9,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,4,3,19,5,27,27,8,24,0,0,0,0,23,9,0,8,10,102,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355363712436015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142625141332816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674872412244818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170837136044226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317016853458284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266659514908666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129251589468392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214154599690634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730016120239748,0.0,0.0,0.15153391946122016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868697016934494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552772524568287,0.0,0.1437742672401061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422986051541603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037605052112404,0.13821752664648748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017095439062178,0.0,0.0,0.10884238879176662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968606813758661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072953814736153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605658176175479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588367489522608,0.0,0.11017386433324852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964723097797735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502722670487935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716299678533508,0.0,0.0,0.14898363156565153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808158933608713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519780967530192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SpanishFrenchFries,2019/09/29,"Just came here to say something, if you need to hear it You're loved and super important. You'll find someone special for you, I swear. Just keep your head up and use this time to improve on yourself. Have a good one",1.1677272727272765,3.55461122727273,1.7874545454545439,97.92118181818184,84.45454545454547,4.42909090909091,22.43636363636364,5.6839178017228535,0.05499636363636373,170,6,37,1,5,52,37,44,0.023,0.631,0.34600000000000003,0.9509,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,10,8,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,5,4,6,6,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34781612983203675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779472792360705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255069597023239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121003834391555,0.0,0.3427494460850841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703032928316325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744674438663577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254906682759864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607002518136167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24183721409844094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576679384814031,0.2341155757031116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732659327950348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26264985361277776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GotTooLit,2019/03/17,"I’m so fucking angry and bitter that I missed out on relationships in high school I’m turning 24 soon and I’ve only had sex with 3 people and probably 8 times in total. There is 16 year olds with more dating experience than me. I’m good looking but I have missed out on my youth due to being homeschooled and isolated. I don’t think I’m going to get over this. Even if I sleep with 40 women in the next year or two it doesn’t even fucking matter to me. I’ve missed out on my youth and I am never getting it back. Also women my age have fucked 20 guys already and have had their fun. It’s so funny how the people saying sex and relationships don’t matter have been having sex ever since 16 just fuck off. Not only have I missed out on that I have missed out on parties, doing crazy shit and just having fun being young with friends and having a relationship. I don’t give a fuck about my life anymore and it means nothing to me since I missed out and I just want to die I am sick of this shit. If I could I’d rewind back to high school and start doing drugs and being a total asshole to get what I want. I am so fucking pissed off all the time. Don’t even want to try and get with girls anymore due to inexperience. The novelty of sex and relationships has worn off for all of them anyway and I’m going to have to deal with all their bullshit and baggage from ex’s and other bullshit",2.8744611059044054,4.0471581408934725,4.247674164323652,88.16808106841611,74.12027491408935,6.528022492970947,22.1619806310528,6.782984794422108,0.4419264604811,1093,26,236,9,22,362,136,291,0.24100000000000002,0.669,0.09,-0.9955,0,0,1,0,0,2,14.0,0,0,3,0,18,20,10,0,7,0,29,17,4,1,7,54,62,27,1,6,8,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,4,10,30,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,16,0,1,4,3,24,4,42,54,6,41,0,6,1,10,16,20,9,3,19,160,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317548189316199,0.07476895001899793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544639465453214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437857529747116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464918038682067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963905704651278,0.0,0.0,0.09703438874883642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842601428622432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526025497942344,0.08457274784375217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145731298969176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223500238847767,0.5186148859083687,0.19539181222257285,0.08969016166428992,0.1062721934337098,0.07842025286930862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925760274142577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756792918581406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603919524605532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851333667724507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184487012006684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211010337235597,0.0,0.0994343660186262,0.0,0.0,0.08971221268612171,0.0,0.09810862948534874,0.0,0.0,0.14221628460181873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296371115985909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080481498060244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40152010548101824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743520031557544,0.0,0.18924647575188666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194519797364887,0.15468219592170696,0.0,0.09356381276001344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617715589129472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990864796635265,0.0,0.0,0.10903687815184616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347784423413025,0.10169711631654788,0.09133229062480012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654396042583318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204170918310972
lonely,QweenOfEngland,2019/03/17,"I think spending the night with someone made me realize how lonely I am. I spent the weekend with this really amazing guy and now that I'm sitting in this empty house I see and feel how truly lonely I am.
Sure. I have people around me most of the time. Family, friends, fellow students, professors, etc. and at times felt alone, but it felt different.
I never really felt close to anyone like that before, I felt loved and appreciated for once in my life and coming down from that happiness makes me feel so destroyed.
My parents will get home tonight and even though they will say that they missed me, they have not and will not bring me the joy I just experienced...",6.015059055118113,6.688199039370082,6.024872047244098,80.14234744094492,66.48031496062993,9.18464566929134,28.4734251968504,9.188382445141503,2.2097724409448816,526,16,100,9,8,166,84,127,0.10099999999999999,0.688,0.21100000000000002,0.9605,2,5,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,0,8,11,1,0,4,0,7,2,0,4,2,31,24,12,0,0,4,1,6,1,2,3,1,1,1,1,7,12,0,0,8,1,2,2,3,4,0,0,6,9,19,7,11,15,2,16,0,3,1,1,9,6,0,1,8,68,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786531247985308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065784164149545,0.0,0.0,0.13568969050815904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297016115348438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129979372324285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592506555089374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699930699355995,0.10067462539396396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369179742443,0.0,0.15414032520586352,0.0,0.5854038367085227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776241709156335,0.0,0.07963525758428364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509237404659768,0.0,0.16225819994315924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289371650619882,0.0,0.0,0.17587685027217193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766159061133593,0.0744666752576521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756862597799704,0.1442272899293597,0.10174421464692013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117558798215056,0.0,0.0,0.14303961405723978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232660305661653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924883222571807,0.0,0.0,0.1056716211104741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529345609905632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121369582203888,0.0,0.0,0.12146220679584327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291483745982251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365783174540214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976671552007952,0.14975582237301407,0.0,0.17775933963737062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fade2blakk,2019/03/17,"I lie to my parents about my social life and it sucks Sometimes i lie to my parents about going out with friends on weekends so i take my car and ride it around the town for a couple of hours. I don't want them to know that my social life is nonexistent now(it has been like this for around a year) and i feel like a total loser. I am a 23 yrs old male and I still live with my parents since they are dependent on me particularly financially. Although my career is going really well and my job pays a decent amount of money, none of it matters if you have no one to share your life with.  My social life had never been that great but at least i used to have a couple of close friends, some of them traveled abroad and the others aren't as close now and we almost stopped hanging out. Today i rode the car around the town for three hours, it was lonely af and i was dying inside. I feel really sorry for myself and how things turned up to be. ",3.415994108983804,4.431712072164949,4.351399116347571,88.54628865979383,72.60824742268042,6.7799705449189975,22.104565537555228,6.868970318607317,0.4468627393225328,738,16,158,6,14,239,112,194,0.08900000000000001,0.843,0.068,-0.226,4,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,3,1,10,10,1,0,10,0,15,4,0,3,2,35,25,15,1,2,2,3,2,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,9,20,0,1,3,2,2,8,5,3,1,2,5,2,28,7,30,19,5,31,0,2,0,0,16,13,1,4,12,117,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026762794058185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32075626001057633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26578739739274165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464984086355844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145721129018232,0.08580290727472475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558537171411774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651667383633698,0.0,0.0,0.13241598785455053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365581084906201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918550118979435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600646795855522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33933434463055645,0.11735429646676244,0.0,0.10605475631995112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263224126948197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260298045916962,0.0,0.08138613424458127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000865668760186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388444606778814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935194808086917,0.0,0.0,0.3672952159378179,0.0,0.0,0.11878673787044837,0.13444751265773636,0.0,0.0,0.09591586425088612,0.10041300730411898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030387727248236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979230548541393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384532569772605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306395549927396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373200190874993,0.0,0.0,0.07084093453613692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798865702370444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734356617039423
lonely,Vanity92,2019/03/17,"Alone Hi,

I'm new here, I'm not sure what brought me here really but I guess I just dont know where to turn and just feel like I'm, well alone.

Long story short last June me and my then partner broke up, I had increasingly gotten more and more anxious and depressed about so much and ended up developing a sex addiction (I dont drink or smoke or anything, so that was my vice), I never cheated on her and never even thought of it, but I used a chat room, they ended up contacting her and it ended.

She was the one; we had our lives set together and no matter the depression that was always a happiness in me. 
Since however, I've become so broken and lost.  I dont know what to do with myself and I cant stop thinking about her.  I moved city and tried to start a new life thing but it keeps biting me and I just wallow.

I've met others through dating apps but it's always the same thing and just results in nothing.
Am I the problem?  Am I such a loser that I offer nothing to anyone?

I'm not here looking for pity or compliments, I'm just lost.",2.1384018264840168,3.59530478082192,3.81070776255708,89.41186073059363,76.53424657534245,6.693150684931508,22.668949771689498,7.3871296695380915,0.7471662100456626,813,23,178,10,18,272,122,219,0.18899999999999997,0.7090000000000001,0.102,-0.9715,1,2,2,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,1,3,17,14,1,0,9,0,12,4,0,2,3,45,33,24,0,1,14,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,12,15,1,2,5,2,0,3,9,9,1,1,11,2,27,5,16,22,5,27,0,7,1,1,13,9,0,4,15,122,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913187151534994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24536434162669074,0.0,0.0,0.19712571232171114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381881329150525,0.0,0.08282548764031983,0.0,0.0974771920501538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082265739754428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404776592047266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164800920233981,0.11603939909129064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31474410220473303,0.0,0.0,0.07823746328521718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989368218095315,0.08462325133146803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048995769624766,0.0,0.0,0.12609602381037985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052869722138984,0.0,0.0,0.13019796426419464,0.09655546620570003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366725686557654,0.05787042910409534,0.0,0.10459666908751153,0.10482767853354803,0.09947116227981194,0.0,0.2586121204069236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258973946733362,0.08707700056818865,0.0,0.1827173853036486,0.2288063846527128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273187828780312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026720203109683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334406530973275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588438765777207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798601399133447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838420438038422,0.0,0.0,0.09903248530773344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164108426360908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739057185533153,0.0759002622487231,0.0,0.0940389001377726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042219592503701,0.12884346518219075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023058489211154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065039816775131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KatagirisDog,2019/03/17,"Anyone else always feel like ""the second friend""? I have a close friend group of me and 3 other people. Most of the time I have to learn everything going on in all of their life's through someone else, not them directly. No one comes to me and talks to me and only one of them texts me daily and it's usually empty conversations. Whenever they are all at my house they end up texting each other on their phones and they don't even try and hide it. None of them talk to me Irl in school. I have no way of coming with this. Besides unhealthy methods.I'm an extremely boring person and undesirable to hang out with. Does anyone feel the same way?",3.044197443181816,4.946261445312505,3.97474431818182,87.29127840909092,75.171875,6.842045454545455,21.79261363636364,7.686295010490155,0.8402875000000001,507,13,102,7,11,163,84,128,0.113,0.83,0.057,-0.748,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,8,0,1,4,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,2,22,10,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,5,14,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,2,17,3,21,10,6,17,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,1,4,73,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924671586259253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508334782803271,0.1837814605003384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090155123797588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569642219538109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29967422351477,0.0,0.158864861878981,0.0,0.0,0.11846942050545245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120241715999056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813854775441309,0.12813896470516742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771551471994921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193771869740732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069640532610085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266913703478746,0.08762907068408811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430858187605595,0.13641577486563924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434966276596827,0.15661529974392513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815277673901128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519760618725894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28833487459765594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458964150033886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177760559902134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975460901660024,0.0,0.0,0.2847444494898866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,professorofnothing,2019/03/17,"Mad at my heart for loving too easily and getting me hurt again! Ah man, why do I get attached so easily? Too rapidly, too deeply. It feels so nice to connect, it’s this irresistible pull. But I guess it didn’t mean anything to the other person, it was just playing around I guess. Fair enough, because it’s not like we even know each other really. And yet, now it’s been called off, I feel actually really hurt. I shouldn’t be, there’s no good reason, but my feelings won’t listen to my brain.

*sigh*

At least I’m not in danger of running out of songwriting material ",1.622894736842106,3.933640149122809,3.434298245614034,87.36092105263157,81.71929824561403,6.60701754385965,20.903508771929825,7.793537801064563,0.9687508771929828,443,13,90,8,12,148,82,114,0.083,0.752,0.16399999999999998,0.8092,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,12,10,2,0,1,1,7,3,2,1,0,20,19,6,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,9,6,0,0,6,1,0,2,6,4,2,0,3,4,10,5,12,13,3,11,0,2,0,1,6,6,0,2,4,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.18330223654699512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545742007294531,0.16721513722466466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450395434752993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096886942966805,0.19180301829012536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940862780857413,0.0,0.12406485148023196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28492874662725104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962746097364972,0.0,0.0,0.15754912503526908,0.0,0.0,0.4138482139235114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225882598530214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402167709150276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323053957270832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176788063441044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953061492417607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204610028527808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401239931251127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24066693599481026,0.1931281631015896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949406501785705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CSHIPA,2019/03/17,"*request* add user flairs user flairs could improve the sub communication a little, definitely a good feature to have in any sub!!",4.502121212121214,7.960226181818182,6.042727272727273,64.80075757575759,82.63636363636363,6.56969696969697,30.06060606060606,7.793537801064563,2.9770424242424247,104,5,14,2,3,35,18,22,0.0,0.6659999999999999,0.33399999999999996,0.8182,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058221202152709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764700030776828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005399648378311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5981174521039142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,llehnatas,2019/03/17,"I must be out of my mind . feeling like a lowlife , things aren't just working out right now . 

sigh\* so tired 

constantly thinking about the things i need to do and they pile up slowly .

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lonely,Spider-Ralph,2019/03/17,"I’m scared of ending up alone Hello everyone. Hope your day is going well. First off I’m a single 23 year old who’s about to graduate from college in December with a computer engineering degree. I just wanted to say that because i’m genuinely terrified of ending up alone in life. I have only dated one girl and that was last year only to get cheated on. It broke my heart and changed me a lot. It was good and bad. Good because I learned a lot about myself due to it, but bad because well it hurt. I’ve been single since with a crush on a girl that left me getting rejected. I’m just kind of stuck at a crossroads here. I know that i need to like myself before someone likes me and i do like myself but i just feel like i’ll be alone forever. I want companionship a lot. I don’t really care about sex if that makes sense. Is this normal to be this scared? A lot of my anxiety stems from this and it hasn’t really helped with depression being a factor as well. Just want some advice on what i should do. Thanks and have a nice day. ;)",1.0277346607070328,3.247289546728976,2.9816863063795225,90.25744209670867,83.43925233644859,6.338561560341326,19.584721657862662,7.586124646067393,0.6364346200731412,809,22,173,14,23,271,116,214,0.19,0.63,0.18,-0.5492,0,5,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,11,23,1,2,11,0,15,3,1,1,0,32,33,10,0,8,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,2,15,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,9,3,2,4,2,19,14,28,25,7,22,0,4,0,1,8,10,0,7,15,114,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797001504699437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34330443498137103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452491223761327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450986568188155,0.2020619071533259,0.0,0.09401925765004143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265240478370855,0.0,0.11688427381741225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251443362435884,0.0,0.0951652856647458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957235340623228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557838543702634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055867304878852636,0.07893441862017209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398314302342108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545342748239887,0.0,0.0627942841536163,0.18534833931495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309317468615785,0.07405943748207157,0.0,0.0,0.10974197401972456,0.0,0.0,0.11828234050873752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505882873386072,0.060722676409990975,0.09006448546503026,0.0,0.0,0.12004822620806133,0.0,0.0780426912735866,0.21592026327322195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37574020839998573,0.0,0.0,0.0737532511592584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192728844152393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082572078009533,0.0,0.0,0.115941168781234,0.0,0.07487120651716762,0.1680659728196678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156605726839047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878664618222143,0.22124048476060054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139886409018053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936182223393005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172478606702393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551043757348868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980326237354741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230448882398808
lonely,sighhchedelic,2019/03/17,"i wish people took the time to get to know me before assuming i’m just some speechless boring person. only a few people have been patient enough to hang out with me on multiple occasions and make me feel comfortable enough to the point where i open up to them. most people don’t do that. i don’t really blame them, it probably feels like a waste of time to some. but it just hurts. i promise i’m not always boring and quiet, once you get to know me, i care a lot. i’ll always be there when you need me, i like going on cool adventures, hearing and telling crazy stories, going for rides and going out and having fun. tbh i think i’m pretty funny once i’m 100% comfortable. i love making people laugh. i just don’t drink or smoke anymore, a lot of people in my small town don’t find that appealing at all. 
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i can’t wait to move down south and find people i can click with. i want friends and people i can be myself around so bad. being lonely actually kind of hurts. ",2.3635441915459623,4.068257798994974,3.8587112030741966,88.24699674844814,76.53768844221105,6.692403192432753,20.24859592078037,7.510576382923642,0.5662938811705587,758,17,158,10,17,251,116,199,0.128,0.633,0.24,0.9799,0,2,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,2,0,8,19,0,0,6,1,14,2,0,2,1,39,38,11,0,3,6,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,13,1,1,8,1,0,7,6,6,0,0,2,6,24,13,23,33,9,25,0,3,1,1,9,15,0,7,5,97,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.1109953011009027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928408697343727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280100933011893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125405371211588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496940537279956,0.0,0.0,0.09678564297489783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596704443512358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142337268562473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23505075858861404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502224457250895,0.08125695362794365,0.0,0.0,0.20791534924518504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787640432226324,0.0,0.11885048331409355,0.0,0.1939257547505273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819494218874491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24352526630928825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844427404857785,0.12501871268486978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113670770510914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339791958833186,0.102656148685375,0.0,0.1518466751036894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088921897811852,0.0,0.0843378844631764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24226198060068024,0.0,0.08650553965284409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5519782653926866,0.09931469462079567,0.0,0.0,0.1075224863702402,0.0,0.0,0.1157160010086944,0.12263257957999835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286572037795888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941508839859613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728809634805397,0.0,0.0,0.13264717205903198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126370996726752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708768636629549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079711699984914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bxredlife,2019/03/17,"I have been interested in a girl for some time and i was looking forward to seeing her again yesterday. But she acted like i don’t even existed. We have known each other for some time now and we snapchatted a couple times. Yesterday i went to party at a bar, and I knew she was also coming. Usually when we are at the bar we have a small conversation and she always acts really nice. But yesterday when i saw her she barely said hi and acted like i wasn’t even there. 

I have been wondering for some time now but i just can’t seem to find any reason why she did that. I probably got my hopes up and i should forget her and move on.",2.285919500346978,3.88764114503817,4.1873698820263705,86.25261623872312,76.48091603053436,7.81707147814018,21.06939625260236,8.575989854853784,1.1354366412213739,494,12,106,10,11,168,76,131,0.019,0.8740000000000001,0.107,0.8223,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,4,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,5,0,14,2,0,1,0,29,25,13,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,13,2,0,6,2,0,7,3,0,0,0,11,4,24,5,11,13,4,26,0,0,3,0,16,7,0,6,16,80,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912056262040106,0.1655634798038197,0.0,0.0,0.1353101012187802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713996962923338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201625053901775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628427620113662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185991900359802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913881125776347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976274771444086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944186683181665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670892302501754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211479370345506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145291443905964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746874200661065,0.2045798596707776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892711787870324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585576394711338,0.1811397392812473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640966442215769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21914330188434036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844521975122612,0.1795443578994898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578034324415996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,let_gu,2019/03/17,"... I wish i could take a long walk with a friend right now, just one long aimless, carefree walk, watching stars, feeling breeze, and talking anything, but i have no friend",14.277419354838704,8.471225129032263,10.583870967741934,74.3958064516129,55.774193548387096,12.4,50.354838709677416,3.1291,4.181425806451613,133,6,25,0,1,37,25,31,0.08,0.597,0.32299999999999995,0.7615,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,1,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502561845738327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428066686756811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376688707827252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699084491173507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5382546278936767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607244940317898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597078284211225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22865247689760504,0.2444316750341749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497108858313197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BeloKure,2019/03/17,"Never included in friend's weekend plans. Whenever I talk to them I hear they went somewhere and had fun but no one invites me anywhere. I can't exactly ask them why they don't and it makes me feel like shit. I could call someone, organise something or text them but it's always onesided. I don't know what to do anymore.",1.1826538461538476,3.7152516307692345,2.646442307692311,90.56043269230771,86.53846153846153,5.711538461538463,26.586538461538463,7.1686216300943375,1.5030384615384609,256,12,51,4,8,83,48,65,0.12,0.7959999999999999,0.084,-0.5106,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,5,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,1,1,1,2,11,12,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,2,12,3,3,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,1,1,1,3,32,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257340733319139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690456627303515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25361847326088205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770162694034217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21660208867219294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717180459430656,0.19380882378720196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209597108923482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057622745104351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909326879141294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253803913528744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810874281147242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923470189335955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838323601323474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784741277549922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298621801971667,0.2088514270203472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805171842608365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514875015239009,0.24479600996813425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,criminally_overrated,2019/03/17,"Haven’t been the same About two years ago, I sort of fell into my first serious relationship with my best friend at the time. I rarely felt lonely before then, even during times when I wasn’t socializing much. Ever since that relationship fell apart, I have this constant feeling of loneliness. I can’t say that I’m a total loner. I still have a few acquaintances that I do things with occasionally which used to be more than enough. But lately, nothing’s been enough since I lost that connection.

I’d like to get in another relationship to help fill this void, but this last experience I had really makes it hard to trust anyone. On top of that, I already have my own insecurities and self doubts that makes it hard for me to put myself out there. I’ve been trying to focus on bettering myself/build confidence, but no matter what progress I make, I never feel like I’m good enough and that sends me right back into a depression.

I’ve been stuck in this loop of loneliness and depression for over a year now and its hard to see an end in sight. I can’t imagine going through another year like this....",6.1772372697724816,6.6305318591549325,6.422535211267607,78.19898158179852,66.08920187793427,10.121921271217047,28.12170458649332,10.035473477838034,2.4723011195377382,878,25,172,19,13,282,130,213,0.163,0.6759999999999999,0.161,-0.136,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,6,8,15,0,2,7,0,14,0,0,4,3,27,28,9,0,0,3,0,6,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,18,9,0,0,4,0,0,6,6,7,0,2,9,9,19,8,28,18,10,37,0,4,2,0,9,13,0,2,21,115,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042942761818056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502415593738406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375999536180433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921869224310334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711707506294644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640593652291904,0.0,0.11889640392610408,0.10020046606608148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243194604440735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516211291797828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003459880053911,0.35119292204374297,0.0,0.07483046224596647,0.10248206473529543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082452101050164,0.0,0.0,0.11457099284712036,0.08093816885147967,0.10878123342907284,0.0,0.0,0.0963689051264952,0.0,0.0,0.08753165032081991,0.0,0.059192106380222376,0.0,0.06438831706849799,0.09502670347141187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044709454185129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593943631628466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235077244525812,0.12780200776442907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660510493973334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367517874340495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22687643236083035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328506485129139,0.0,0.08738030240577753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870987430881876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389304620810778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257985582919754,0.0,0.0,0.3649101852388396,0.0,0.09675354791188333,0.0,0.09009695197186177,0.0,0.0,0.09028166774279417,0.0,0.11819168316769395,0.0,0.0,0.1874380485441104,0.0,0.0,0.11549026775488193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047775492521888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526834811959462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212677476125695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692005649476745,0.0,0.11067302362607402,0.0,0.0,0.09785074366898072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21887533244875265
lonely,cjylooploop434,2019/03/17,"Gain Insight into Loneliness - READ THIS BOOK Hello all! I am referring to the book in this reddit post [https://www.reddit.com/r/lonely/comments/1l1rom/has\_anyone\_read\_this\_book/](https://www.reddit.com/r/lonely/comments/1l1rom/has_anyone_read_this_book/)

 ""Loneliness: Human Nature and the Need for Social Connection""  

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If you are wondering if this book is a worthy read, I have inserted an excerpt below, taken from Chapter 10: Conflicted by nature. I just read up this part and I felt that I needed to share this with you guys. Warning: LONG read.

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When we feel lonely, we are painfully aware that our social needs are not being met; at the same time, we have a greater tendency to see ourselves as having little control over our ability to fulfill those needs. The prejudiced opinions of others always play a role in this negative feedback loop. If people expect a new acquaintance to be fun and nice, they will behave in a fashion that draws out the pleasant and enjoyable side of that new acquaintance. If parents or teachers think a child is intelligent, they will do and say things that will encourage that child to exercise her intelligence. In one study, participants were introduced to opposite-gender partners after being told that the person they were about to meet was either lonely or not lonely. They subsequently rated the partners they had been primed to consider lonely as less sociable than the others. They also behaved in a less sociable manner toward the partners they expected to be lonely.

When our negative social expectations elicit behaviors from others that validate our fears, the experience makes us even more likely to behave in self-protective ways that spin the feedback loop further and faster toward even more isolation.

So while any of us may become lonely because of a genetic disposition coupled with an unfortunate situation, we remain lonely partly because of the manner in which we and others think. As the trap of loneliness becomes more a function of social expectations and aspirations, the literal reality recedes in importance.

One might expect that a lonely person, hungry to fulfill unmet social needs, would be very accepting of a new acquaintance, just as a famished person might take pleasure in food that was not perfectly prepared or her favorite item on the menu. However, when people feel lonely they are actually far less accepting of potential new friends than when they feel socially contented. Studies show that lonely undergraduates hold more negative perceptions of their roommates than do their nonlonely peers. This divide between the lonely and the nonlonely in their perceptions was even larger when the others being perceived were their suite mates, was larger still for floor mates, and was even more pronounced for students on other floors of their dormitories.

Time also plays a role in constructing these negative “realities.” Researchers asked participants to interact with a friend, and immediately thereafter to rate the quality of the relationship and the quality of the communication. Participants then watched a videotape of the same social exchange and rated it again. A few weeks later the researchers reminded participants of their earlier exchange with their friend and asked them once again to rate the quality of interaction and communication. The participants watched the videotape once more and, once more, rated the interaction. At all four measurement points, lonely individuals rated relationship quality more negatively than did nonlonely individuals. But the further in time they were removed from the social exchange, the more negatively they rated it. They were especially negative after each viewing of the videotape. When they rated the interaction soon after it happened, it appears that their negative social cognition was reined in by their understanding of the reasons for their friend’s behavior. As time went on and memory for the underlying subtext faded, however, the constraints faded as well. The more time that passed, the more objective reality succumbed to the “reality” constructed by the lonely individual’s negative social cognition. 

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If after reading this, you want the ebook, I am sharing mine on Drive. Link here [https://drive.google.com/file/d/1lgMgq2X-vWWyOPPLltkr4ZFe4NlYQLcn/view?usp=sharing](https://drive.google.com/file/d/1lgMgq2X-vWWyOPPLltkr4ZFe4NlYQLcn/view?usp=sharing)",13.874346999154687,14.684664536982256,11.370677937447171,47.94135502958582,50.079881656804744,13.938732037193574,44.166356720202856,13.023866798666859,6.517691766694844,3681,168,427,105,35,1113,303,676,0.12300000000000001,0.765,0.11199999999999999,-0.9043,3,37,0,0,0,0,136.0,11,3,24,3,22,34,0,1,59,0,40,3,0,4,3,89,65,43,0,17,15,1,4,1,9,7,2,1,0,10,36,29,1,4,17,12,3,5,12,15,1,3,19,9,47,19,92,33,25,73,0,13,4,0,85,35,0,14,32,363,83,13,0.0,0.0,0.05559321257880271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111566354556264,0.04740250434265141,0.18517661870490448,0.2076695404530011,0.038740655054049264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651604875306976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945515554060057,0.1258348596409112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389521730517086,0.0,0.06303475941803761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050909998318154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572629919928394,0.0,0.06410560177099216,0.08641522700133278,0.0,0.05469886543214776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888675241277456,0.0,0.1760554393814304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05640794851418283,0.05037721443092015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02783201881285831,0.05709758226454765,0.0,0.05041548794818776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038027035400128036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086953082641895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120776703626312,0.0,0.2200828195243412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200935067132126,0.07720690209386719,0.0,0.06061869072544344,0.0,0.06325697590582892,0.12338305494600554,0.0,0.07898981756754962,0.14922855856484174,0.0,0.0,0.05385381527410954,0.0,0.05456024659564113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849204761588997,0.0,0.0,0.058573289821849464,0.0,0.12232608197818585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04530377985619012,0.0,0.0,0.04539666116281748,0.0,0.059430756289447564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403518175091333,0.0,0.5807239369799855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04549526039787222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04283335654154962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03784745875103697,0.07300645803083729,0.0,0.0,0.16609447339466726,0.0,0.0,0.05443601383527853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930640363324988,0.1370526122112116,0.0,0.0,0.047005126168747455,0.033601602703802906,0.045219085476953184,0.04569683775401714,0.0,0.05122168381300444,0.05281053589805521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178010192712875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040468914836001145,0.0,0.2076695404530011,0.0
lonely,akaelaj,2019/03/17,"Unwanted and hated I know there are many people out there who hate me and they probably have a right to. I have always been great at burning bridges with people. I have always been a hard person to be friends with anyway, in high school/ middle I was always the depressed one and I use to be a cutter now that I’m an adult now I can’t justify cutting though I want to. I just want one close friend who likes to be around me. I have a boyfriend but pretty sure he hates me. We’ve been together 5yrs and pretty sure that’s cause I love him and he doesn’t want the drama of breaking up with me. I know I annoy him I annoy everyone and I’m always so awkward. I wonder if there’s anyone out there like me or if they’d just hate me too. Anyway thanks for taking the time to read..",0.5870189701897033,2.750283609756103,2.281626016260166,94.93234417344178,84.85365853658539,4.863956639566396,17.647696476964764,6.139981653823899,-0.3263173441734417,608,14,134,5,18,199,92,164,0.165,0.617,0.217,0.8582,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,14,18,7,1,8,0,15,1,0,2,2,30,31,12,0,6,6,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,13,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,9,0,2,4,1,24,9,17,23,0,14,0,1,0,1,13,10,0,4,5,92,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157310711814398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733799434961599,0.0,0.0,0.11119385914651184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283140662245384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758235861166608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935414940843922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300593242999112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771059091809734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118922860149393,0.4932798652596736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197127822360594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729142310177198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220466635114112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127335935596137,0.0,0.0,0.1266362608560105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928065592308653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318980254929675,0.10906411901533762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541509844878192,0.1346710504980018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249409671468424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667003685066556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641271995516978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23544705052490386,0.0,0.09391464356289604,0.0,0.0,0.11499773617988235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272065590947526,0.0,0.07283437267633178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078796866709343,0.0,0.0,0.22102044732417284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545649279522418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,InterestingPerson3,2019/03/17,"Breakup with my Best Friend (M19) of 2 Years My best friend/boyfriend and I mutually broke up after over two years this week. Now that I’m in college and have no social life, no friends, I’m feeling even more isolated. I used to talk to him about what’s going in my life, and now, no one here knows me, asks about me, and definitely doesn’t know that I’m going through a hard time with the breakup. 

I’m feeling even more lonely than before, I hope someday I can make friends in this hell college. I don’t even have a roommate (thank god), but really I have no one to talk to anymore. :(",3.0561666666666696,4.225586283333335,3.671666666666667,92.48666666666668,73.66666666666666,6.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,6.937597516519254,0.9219166666666676,454,16,103,4,9,143,71,120,0.17,0.687,0.14300000000000002,-0.5176,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,8,10,1,0,3,0,6,2,0,2,0,14,21,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,3,0,3,0,3,12,7,17,21,4,14,1,2,0,0,8,5,1,1,7,65,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582433915339142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916965007787053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357761644784233,0.0,0.33490256466780843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31616911311751095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613594611527753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931111995661002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136639804754934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429369001365634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848183326602144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538305036403096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22540780583788486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650938765642892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624772423989608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022199959702958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162654149276545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565010199634708,0.0,0.1469039602075881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304233405648796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586964040960147,0.0,0.0,0.13781100154114545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799162900295827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20550638415485556
lonely,kewlkidddd,2019/03/17,"I just want someone to cuddle with me at night, and tell me that it’s all going to be okay. I keep telling my self that it’ll be better, just hold on i whisper to myself. sometimes i feel like it never will. All i got is video games and a blanket, and even that is starting to get boring",1.6348387096774175,2.866785064516133,3.1395483870967773,94.6393225806452,77.38709677419354,4.960000000000001,22.07741935483871,3.1291,-0.2363974193548386,222,6,51,0,5,73,44,62,0.038,0.818,0.14400000000000002,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,3,13,13,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,9,3,7,8,2,6,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25102240961537303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746542489359988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351174114071924,0.20276646379623875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828818424830295,0.0,0.16130574174129786,0.0,0.2270028258811932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25227897420299544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866380791545965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189053097652526,0.0,0.0,0.2663529357166569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960940429726637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24048616842259102,0.0,0.2807127118287827,0.0,0.2008946060576696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961555909386595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740884713756807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KittyApplebum,2019/03/17,"Lonely thoughts and feelings I’ve been feeling really lonely lately. I have a boyfriend but sometimes when I with him I feel alone.  Sometimes I feel like he doesn’t want to be with me, and like he’s only with me because he’s comfortable with calling me his.  It’s really hard because I love him so much but I don’t want to be a burden to him.  I feel disconnected with people around me.  And with my bf, he makes me seem like I’m being desperate for his attention.  ",3.5016090225563907,4.6719802736842135,4.8565413533834585,84.41578947368423,72.57894736842105,7.954887218045112,27.25563909774436,8.418075326091056,1.809511278195489,366,13,75,6,7,122,53,95,0.14300000000000002,0.622,0.235,0.89,0,5,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,23,19,7,0,2,2,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,6,18,5,11,14,1,3,0,2,0,1,12,1,0,1,5,47,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012351781827484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201181038191193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23557714702280205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730501054143187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885035165940435,0.13804045553969926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309224477801718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796696936722765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832009029474597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439370904014634,0.0,0.12897963354297887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420430985141503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695682728966605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395834853135835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475706209774219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759053907318745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822102520421653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339959655560095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279390101064084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,frankiedavisjunior,2019/03/17,"Well... I scared another one away It was inevitable. I'm such a freak. I scare every potential partner away, without fail. And I thought it would be different this time. I should have known better. I guess I had better get used to being alone. It's going to be a long night.",0.43611111111111,2.899754740740743,1.9017592592592607,93.4504166666667,94.1851851851852,4.922222222222223,19.712962962962962,6.6274283507984215,0.4060074074074072,212,7,43,3,8,68,41,54,0.19399999999999998,0.653,0.153,-0.3291,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,2,7,0,2,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,8,14,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,3,0,6,3,5,6,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818090303488455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208960609476963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958452332344929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726244542067934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200955439927408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774906846156809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006149571567246,0.0,0.11972330292915025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320664577289513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642804748130645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769075089724225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274910940297109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218161244164771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724102627498227,0.12283791998294713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194316546061096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940922503372326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030693506117393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964728268258615,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawaytaken12345,2019/03/17,"I don’t know anymore I’ve been sad for a very long time. 
I’ve always had trouble making friends as a young kid. 
I think I have self esteem issues as a result. 
Even when I talk to people that could potentially be friends, in my head I’m convinced that they don’t like me and they’re only talking to me to be polite. 
The older I get, the more I feel like people don’t really like or care about me. 
I always pretend not to care but the loneliness is killing me inside. 
I can’t fix it. ",0.84375,2.6687251057692367,2.9890769230769263,92.15592307692309,81.59615384615384,5.313846153846153,20.015384615384615,6.2581,0.028014615384615468,377,10,84,3,10,128,68,104,0.145,0.7020000000000001,0.153,-0.5,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,11,1,0,6,0,11,1,1,2,0,10,19,6,1,1,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,14,8,9,14,1,6,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,1,8,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175039831594065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921173110415834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890448384976246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232974113958309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260145413440739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964688088355572,0.13629992277106626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948066986947561,0.0,0.09967954109618524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958048770550407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991344733375976,0.0,0.0,0.21108010618247253,0.0,0.1048528164242299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27963006243002353,0.0,0.0,0.16884253752466752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273533474097571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510386923855004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645385729564291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222451884731385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990348622477454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306698444382552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222500875354297,0.0,0.0,0.11125078224215444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574211636542091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jaaduisscary,2019/03/17,"Night's like these When I was young, it felt like everyone was my friend, and that was all I needed. Now, it feels like I know everyone, but no one knows me. Even my closest friends, can't fill the void, cause I know what's missing. It's her. But where is she? Who is she? Sorry for rambling, but on night's like these, it's just too much. 

I'm fine, but sometimes... I feel like I'm teetering on the edge of something. And I just want someone to pull me back.",-0.026063730084349142,2.059894659793816,1.3521836925960642,101.07423617619496,86.93814432989691,4.764386129334583,19.127460168697286,6.1124844417494595,-0.3642082474226802,350,10,86,3,11,111,61,97,0.07,0.71,0.22,0.9179,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,18,17,7,0,2,6,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,4,3,13,8,5,13,2,12,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,11,53,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096331728486902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883222125108314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108246499931127,0.0,0.0,0.35034409165418795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853862426473993,0.2619305748734937,0.1760178875544444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283268275196948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30224696307311705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478093941355921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347627777131021,0.1359309546737504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440705936540617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422374489689395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532815231061292,0.14113024699704474,0.18131016492327454,0.20521399215528607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812807687398612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ChaseMayne,2019/03/17,"I wish i could talk to my friends It hurts more knowing there are people in my life but I can't actually talk to them, they either don't care or can't help
And even when I push through and do talk, it feels like it's fallen on deaf ears
I'm not blaming them, they have no obligation to and I'm sorry I'm a burden to em
Guess I just wish one of them wanted to hear me
(Although, knowing me, I'd end up thinking they didn't care and the cycle continues)",-0.21114545454545208,1.759267740000002,1.997454545454545,96.9337272727273,86.6,4.836363636363637,19.090909090909093,6.1124844417494595,-0.2569999999999997,354,10,85,3,11,119,65,100,0.212,0.659,0.129,-0.8414,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,6,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,8,3,1,0,0,18,22,8,0,4,5,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,1,4,15,4,10,20,2,8,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,2,4,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.18307886551084607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825588060259902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979014788539052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616547521961494,0.0,0.0,0.12391366677595962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486051137292133,0.1340275735776203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494588733866254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066719504521192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114484518475985,0.0,0.12575004516102026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083881496299025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206209486878776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251345521651894,0.09165605283040408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271283974182644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006413477793602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21001239313916475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523778974145189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021197275031402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065637362903598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43148110874807183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fue9,2019/03/17,"Something i need off my chest /m17/ senior in HS Today i went to the mall with my family but i went on my way, stumbling through the storefronts and kiosks without going into any of the stores. I see the arcade and i go in to see the games and walk around and i notice a group of friends that are playing dance dance revolution, from the few minutes i saw them i noticed their clothing and bags and their personalities in general. They're exactly the kind of people that i wold love to hang around with, who i know i would be part of. At that moment the deep loneliness sinks in and since i can't cry i just get mad at myself. I had a group like that but it all ended when i moved away from my home town, the last three years of highschool have truly been the worst years of my life",2.066270833333334,4.099563918750004,2.951249999999998,92.90208333333337,78.5625,5.7666666666666675,20.666666666666664,6.742157984588678,0.1924666666666668,617,16,134,6,15,195,102,160,0.081,0.785,0.134,0.8373,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,4,7,1,0,12,0,7,3,1,0,2,22,18,10,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,6,12,0,0,1,5,1,9,2,2,0,1,5,3,24,5,27,11,4,32,0,0,3,1,10,14,0,0,9,92,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442271280156273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299574520568316,0.0,0.0,0.15808600623868033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848259399769216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902860393106315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586207513695921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999742098700506,0.0,0.08790901512783543,0.0,0.1912523099911751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687787098957912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521711630948322,0.09247141112276383,0.1371545286766492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884716248606192,0.08220343953576267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186140899231526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883397498442352,0.0,0.12476281382094866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831307289910507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822094107723483,0.0,0.11665044379308795,0.1469183254183802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26816320555942635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918658460261948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953493023614454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949100508770508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355712296191344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119578011021881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219683822073555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952722568088488,0.0,0.0,0.21670811743885224
lonely,iknowmeyer,2019/03/17,"Nights like this It's nights like this that I long for a soul mate. It's been a long couple of weeks. (10, ten hour days straight at work, couple of large financial set backs, minor flooding in my home, and today the dishwasher breaking.) I would love nothing more than to have someone to vent to, someone to curl up on the couch with, someone to help me build my dreams while I help build theirs, someone with some sort of ambition in life to match mine. Someone

Ps I'm all good. I've spent most of my adult life single it's just one of those nights I crave an adult conversation (my son just turned 10 last week lol) not looking for anything in particular just needed to vent a little.",3.4532887700534762,5.152574382352945,3.54799465240642,91.64620320855616,73.55882352941177,6.416042780748662,24.128342245989305,6.980632752743323,0.6884499999999996,540,16,114,5,11,165,89,136,0.009000000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.16,0.9633,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,6,1,3,3,0,0,1,13,9,2,0,2,4,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,2,2,7,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,11,4,23,6,5,23,1,0,1,1,9,8,0,3,15,64,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216827945452316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481095217221677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016401420280402,0.0,0.08790613716432424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432706235177308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827261675619901,0.0,0.13672609933662194,0.0,0.1342340196393071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110763747328972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255401293181895,0.13318451890902808,0.13661448844054336,0.0,0.2412531607244093,0.11446276706993595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302154758797836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106922186176086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837420319337188,0.0,0.13078934788153268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923645189104781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5774584429623788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920221406114107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826186007706502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21867301085327376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923244047696878,0.0,0.0,0.09682791948087424,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,boredperson5162,2019/03/17,"Best way to cope with loneliness? How can I deal with severe loneliness? I know it's not curable without actually making friends, but at this point making friends does not seem possible for me right now. It is really taking a toll on my mental health, and apparently it takes a negative toll on your physical health too. Is there any way I can cope with this and at least make myself feel slightly better? I've tried AI things and they just made me feel worse. Please no, ""you're going to have to make friends"" comments. I know that and as I said before, it's not an option right now. Any other advice is greatly appreciated.",3.453295454545452,5.741414041666669,4.299545454545457,83.66727272727275,75.25,7.363636363636362,24.24242424242424,8.296473431620573,1.568083333333334,495,16,94,9,11,159,80,120,0.195,0.7040000000000001,0.102,-0.894,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,2,6,6,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,6,0,25,20,7,0,0,6,0,2,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,3,11,6,13,18,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,2,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.14048337354044166,0.0,0.0,0.14067522476986608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579433037602706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249864183920675,0.0,0.15107625656487408,0.1273201780663419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841557245868436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597963080554175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558015329901558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336674691095095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181530801610014,0.0,0.0,0.1587154818255264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060437099236312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823237866337814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621763772572498,0.3843754279304746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507697345460244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802392726193334,0.13608793765977406,0.16229232233713994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222392400958056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458806716640869,0.13693812722144671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105501229252448,0.0,0.162632874152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647874436066733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564006896960103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773881973091968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285361604966196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387714927875053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670668254247665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kingruiz2,2019/03/17,"Feeling like im not enough Tonight I went out with people I sort of know, yet i felt like they knew each other way more and I was a weirdo. I also saw my ex and i thought I'd tell her i love her after all these years even know its been so long since I've seen her. Me and this girl I was talking to just decided that we would try to be friends because when she moves that would probably last longer than our relationship but it made me realize how alone and insignificant I am. I have been reading, working on myself, working out and being fit. But I am just not enough, I think I'm handsome but no one seems to try. 

I feel so worthless",0.2618283582089553,2.5183700149253743,1.7658022388059709,97.31944962686569,87.65671641791046,4.842537313432836,20.315298507462693,6.322622252153567,-0.010371641791044441,498,16,115,5,16,160,93,134,0.114,0.762,0.124,-0.1515,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,1,2,9,6,0,0,1,0,11,1,0,2,1,34,26,13,0,2,7,1,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,10,0,0,11,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,11,5,24,5,10,11,5,14,0,1,2,1,14,4,0,2,9,79,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876824750016576,0.0,0.1380333316731962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521930201775986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35669724819153503,0.0,0.114004945524125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455003492090448,0.12331009663424533,0.16572927947932126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333553305291753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864446069854589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972000369158287,0.14069731050338422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865360507455807,0.0,0.0,0.1527512943137016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578407815352646,0.16332441533449868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834533613268992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696261114153693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966359309510648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860989683142157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265317973110106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531475257856275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713444761411993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142781855624388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873454234419208,0.1508656626910167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059925641233627,0.0,0.13703025682558256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23437692584536354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700698169152195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000792693147206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513191317411113,0.0,0.0,0.24522936788881536,0.0,0.0,0.11115290753461306
lonely,depressedoreo,2019/03/17,"22F lonely and antisocial So I’ve always been considered a “social butterfly” or someone who can easily make friends. But at the age of 15 I got into a relationship that lasted 5 years, all of my friends quickly became “our friends”.. well after a messy break up, I lost everyone I thought had my back. I sunk into a deep depression, and really lost everyone. Fast forward a year and I had zero friends, no boyfriend. And basically sat in my room all day all night wanting to kill myself. Eventually I met someone via tinder and we’ve been together 9 months now, but he’s still my only friend. I have no social interaction besides him. I work from home as a nanny, and I have a terrible fear of trying to make friends because I literally don’t know how anymore. I fear that my mental health is a burden, that I’m not interesting enough, that I can’t carry on a conversation. 

How do I combat this and become a functioning adult? I don’t want to live like this anymore, I don’t want to be lonely for the rest of my life. ",2.8996019900497494,4.951980875621889,4.909278606965174,79.75456467661691,76.06467661691542,8.048756218905472,27.08706467661691,8.841846274778883,2.3006736318407963,800,32,153,18,18,275,125,201,0.204,0.68,0.11599999999999999,-0.9598,0,4,0,0,0,1,22.0,1,0,0,3,8,19,1,2,12,0,14,2,0,4,3,25,27,14,1,3,4,0,0,1,6,0,2,0,2,1,7,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,10,1,1,10,0,24,9,18,16,5,23,0,5,0,0,17,9,0,1,15,102,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981755768451648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340250432410692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072558978577644,0.0,0.07192446954678873,0.13030862086078762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609258359678156,0.0,0.10162300436239544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191327956464244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22548543092991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655389001129532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.546944024087634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436588680183253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541586590615647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835171558256175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053638558353894,0.0,0.06484319115531048,0.0961760744516977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333850626675314,0.057643041008263486,0.0,0.10418568133811396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575959655497929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751598730449068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890428496892637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417700051196998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072386823205704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973529039355589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558621799357572,0.0,0.0,0.12667509689579384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405480819691909,0.19994192106357198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942254738482928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936693966319668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010619602185473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877736993737367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608549959664587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589676461828229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196097597493846
lonely,R7R12,2019/03/17,"By myself on my train to college I am a 20 yrs old student in a Eastern European country. My University is 300+km away from my hometown. I am in my 2nd year of engineering.

It takes 7 hours for me to go home and again 7 hours to come back. Because of that I only come home a few times during the semester, big holidays and when I feel like I need to and am willing to spend 14 hours on train.

Right now I am feeling really down, happens every time i go back to Uni. It's not like i hate it, I am doing ok in school and I have some good friends here, I go out, I laugh, I make jokes, I feel like people around me appreciate me for the most part, but every once in a while I feel really lonely, minutes take hours to pass and it just feels hard, you know? Crying myself to sleep has became normal whenever I am alone in the dorm room. Weed is helping a bit and it takes some of the pain of being far away. 

When i come home it is my time to relax and spend some time with my friends (a group of 5 people I would catch a grenade for, and they'd the same), visit my grandparents, walk my dog, have a coffee with my sister and drive the family car and put all schoolwork aside (stress is a big part that I learnt it comes along engineering).

I sent my friends a selfie from the train on our WhatsApp group and one of them replied with a group photo of all of them basically saying goodbye and I'm struggling to fight back the tears. Next time I'll be back will be on Easter break which is not too far away fortunately, and it's a one week break so I'lll have a decent amount of time to catch up with everything. But untill then I'll just have to deal with the distance.

As a side note, my sister is pregnant and is gonna have a little boy, so I'll become his uncle. This got to me more than i thought it would and I get really emotional thinking about it, I am really happy for her, my brother-in-law and the new family member.

Thanks for reading, I honestly just needed to vent for a bit. I am going to try to get some sleep, 5 hours left.
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lonely,saltlife247365,2019/03/17,In a relationship but still feel so alone 28m Does anyone else have this im going crazy,-1.454473684210523,-0.057630263157893324,1.1677631578947398,95.1505921052632,114.78947368421049,4.0052631578947375,10.013157894736842,5.985473137389443,-1.1334315789473686,71,1,16,1,4,24,18,19,0.318,0.682,0.0,-0.7597,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754170926825784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25345250710678885,0.3714007575296724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31720626650800643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028032134538865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327937862004196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20600416299877009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39153760961247897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891648915122405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289474783966618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AndJusticeForThrall,2018/11/24,"I haven't done anything in years It's been years since I've actually physically gone to an event or hung out with someone. It's just so soul crushing that I have NO FRIENDS. I have someone who says they're my friend, she's cool, but she doesn't respond to me anymore and I don't want to basically beg for attention. I want to be busy, I want to do stuff, but I'm ignored, rejected, or mocked by everyone.",3.3296862745098035,4.1774170470588246,4.789117647058824,85.95936274509806,72.6470588235294,8.490196078431373,30.637254901960784,8.841846274778883,2.2259019607843133,319,14,72,6,6,107,59,85,0.218,0.708,0.07400000000000001,-0.8761,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,1,9,0,0,0,0,13,14,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,2,10,3,10,10,0,6,1,1,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.23496132645010184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387837549359061,0.0,0.0,0.1981370217981226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24639606234414424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300704964524753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720437949792905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147366583870631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991712787553727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080151595697245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756293696671138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260453808606769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101019612644003
lonely,chyenne_,2018/11/24,"Saw so-called 'friends' having out without me  At work, I have these couple of people that I always work with and who I would consider kind of close to. Yet they always hang out without me, at first they would invite me out but once they all got closer to each other, I am no longer invited. They claim its because I am under age (I'm 19F) and they like to go out to drink, so I can't really go out. Yet I say on snap chat them hanging out at their houses and going shopping. 

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Every time I get remotely close to people, who I feel might be potential friends, it always back fires. I should be use to it by  now, I'm usually alone but I would really like to have someone there. I want someone to text all day and go out with. Maybe it's because I'm not worth anyone to be friends with, maybe I'll always just be alone. ",4.775614035087719,4.509790684210528,5.570228070175438,85.58376315789474,69.05847953216374,8.477426900584796,27.041520467836257,7.908726449838941,1.4075702923976603,641,17,139,7,10,210,95,171,0.057999999999999996,0.8390000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.8294,0,2,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,7,3,7,6,0,0,0,0,15,1,0,1,2,33,28,7,0,5,6,0,2,2,3,5,0,1,0,0,9,17,1,0,1,3,2,6,5,0,0,1,2,4,22,6,29,17,3,30,0,0,1,0,14,15,0,1,11,94,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25200233991175536,0.0,0.0,0.4049173603018686,0.1318165722033199,0.1478279880311275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506621847052566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354762026462198,0.0,0.14832337779858012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346124468778831,0.0,0.07845945264256303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917868708669074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025022520613078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151402422808019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348237398439868,0.0,0.0,0.2819783921612804,0.0,0.0635613705616171,0.0,0.2765645577632049,0.0,0.09730114916107276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403771896076065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266882587899521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887206958635738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444439597481305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906008881244416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956197646463535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868490844374948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587467295165508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967474567296216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616113877902176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093985503544788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507359441008164,0.13398928228614612,0.0,0.07175713845404276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23454826158793946,0.0,0.17713718780873552,0.0,0.0,0.2592674120847643,0.0,0.1478279880311275,0.0
lonely,slippingparadox,2018/11/24,"This might be a weird one but getting injured has kinda made me feel lonely today So i'm a dumb man and was riding a moped in my neighborhood and slid out. Got some scrapes and bruises and stuff, nothing serious, but this has really reminded me that I got no one that gives a shit about this kinda stuff. My mom was more worried about the scooter being scratched than anything else. 

Im not trying to milk a few scrapes and bruises like I got cancer or something but there defintely is a small part of me that misses someone caring about these things. ",3.882668743509869,5.88937282242991,4.155077881619938,86.44815160955349,73.11214953271029,6.6247144340602295,27.77673935617861,7.3871296695380915,1.5717007268951202,440,17,82,5,9,137,75,107,0.257,0.6729999999999999,0.07,-0.9764,0,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,7,0,8,6,1,1,0,17,18,10,0,0,5,1,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,10,6,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,6,0,2,6,2,7,2,8,9,4,6,0,2,0,0,3,3,2,5,2,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229490939579388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188688806052095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460027647813387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357576587183136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966902101561991,0.17753375602832566,0.0,0.0,0.4440465243761624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990482269731666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904147069867305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511548774447647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963275335284945,0.0,0.2167489981209286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775774040790975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25081326213192834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041023317569925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855907725521588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899692860149569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568072215754137,0.14247412064494375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237163706138902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229507250687269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754224953780726,0.0,0.0,0.12564878803148666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794518472640054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,urlocalbuddy,2018/11/24,"Touch Starved= Awkwardness if you’ve met me, you’d think i’m funny and confident in myself. i carry myself well and i’m just another average person. i’m an “easy to talk to” kind of person. i’m approachable and friendly, i never get rude with anybody. but if you tried to physically interact with me, whether it be a hug or even a high five, i’m the awkwardest thing you’d ever see. 

i think it’s because of my past. i was always hugged and showed physical affection by the wrong people. their hugs were to cover up their manipulative personalities. i wanna say that i am young, these people aren’t exes, they’re my old friends. i’ve never been in a relationship or had any physically abusive people in my life. anyways, these days when people try to interact with me through body movements i freeze up, chuckle a little, and awkwardly respond to their actions. although i am the one rejecting their advances, i still feel miserable because of it. 

i feel touch deprived. i just want to be hugged and cuddled and for someone to just look me in my eyes and tell me i’ll be okay. i want my drowsy friends to know they can lean on my shoulder to fall asleep. but yet, i can never get the words out. i just freeze. i don’t know how to physically interact with the people closest to me because it’s been so long since anything good has come out of it.

i’ve tried telling them too. they somehow never remember. they just prefer each other’s physical company i suppose. it sparks jealousy in me to see them hug each other, lay on each other during movie night, and show affection to each other as i just sit to the side and watch, and realize that will never be me.

i don’t know what to do anymore. i feel complete physical isolation from the people closest to me. does anyone else get this way?

tl;dr- no one touches me, i don’t know how to act anymore",3.5508264462809933,5.386755804407714,4.797319559228652,82.21961570247936,73.60055096418732,7.705013774104682,28.62892561983471,8.447377352677275,2.173574545454545,1459,60,278,26,30,482,181,363,0.092,0.743,0.165,0.9728,2,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,3,9,1,18,20,1,3,12,1,22,11,4,5,6,63,46,24,0,6,13,0,8,0,3,1,1,1,0,3,17,22,0,0,12,2,0,7,10,7,1,3,6,14,50,13,43,33,4,40,0,3,5,6,28,16,0,5,15,192,67,0,0.0,0.1153029856686888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097431377529445,0.0,0.0,0.06617789506501771,0.1020438145604916,0.0,0.0,0.19302170551608516,0.06804527877959997,0.09971125704593296,0.08008238643289814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796792498775474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809561165036953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382870911514513,0.10203347795806146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276046383568637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516147297796935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812946350779125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427598740342005,0.08802746507632846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761696250451362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255572029581383,0.0,0.15253003803068788,0.0,0.0,0.08162364646686694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102819196668041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013391454617358,0.2139282732234888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873683428060008,0.0,0.09753572319047568,0.0,0.08612117855085435,0.08172053266083851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752786664794076,0.0,0.0,0.09132402922141336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211627475630128,0.0,0.13188703851121364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289868146021008,0.4047979971606454,0.25491649213545564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448045606834673,0.11023952091877574,0.0,0.0,0.07738921257755668,0.0,0.0,0.15509575016445615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050040909504255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245512974459394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771630511578946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821853389901855,0.17011611891318135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465211159205521,0.12471171981714801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821256346420052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147984376952996,0.07724453521642481,0.0,0.0,0.08749834538681144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639925130557644,0.0,0.0
lonely,Zortex1,2018/11/24,Lonely on a bench Its 11pm and i am sitting alone on a bench. I dont know what to do since i have no one to sprnd time with. All i want is to feel loved but thats never gonna happen. My usual ritual in zhe morning is to pick a tarot card and the card i picked is death. I just hope now that he will come to me and take me.,-0.9436363636363652,0.21806009090909484,1.725974025974029,102.28038961038963,84.45454545454545,4.919480519480519,13.597402597402596,5.288315135182226,-1.4203454545454548,245,2,70,1,7,85,56,77,0.13699999999999998,0.764,0.1,-0.4118,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,2,2,15,17,4,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,9,2,9,15,1,9,1,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191143433846735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654138949358048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611086278680296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579226333665494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724651845212881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060278377960014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693320129597432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780859269188907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376373765216889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087867805212659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25487601261392673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316642260909993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179664405238206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33934527633592515,0.0,0.1817342817447132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NickyRobi,2018/11/24,I don’t mean that much to anyone. No one calls me their best friend. All my “best” friends call someone else their best friend. Even my family has people that mean more to them than me. I feel worthless. ,1.1744999999999983,3.726197450000005,1.1000000000000014,101.425,87.0,4.2,15.5,5.6839178017228535,-0.9421500000000004,158,3,35,1,5,46,30,40,0.091,0.516,0.39299999999999996,0.9584,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,9,6,3,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,25,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947147092642333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5829568199738246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781477443010225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154681355866818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229954500331865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455680989075187,0.0,0.09362484124262224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291733882027259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40339730541738733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361173675956259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254723999844641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836989589979556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568894583860858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,boredmt,2018/11/24,Married but lonely Is anyone else married but feel more lonely these when u were single?  I just need ppl to talk to. ,3.16,5.145793043478268,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,75.08695652173913,4.6000000000000005,20.195652173913047,3.1291,-0.2413304347826091,92,2,17,0,2,29,19,23,0.255,0.745,0.0,-0.7579,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640948265934213,0.5335322816611795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349891218395861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26328827573482205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861022928557861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185296033336676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sebast_18,2018/11/24,"I accepted my loneliness Some weks ago i had a discussion with my best friend about some things he saw wrong and he just left the group chats and stoped answering my calls and messages, i just wanted to say sorry but i realized that i have to let him go, he isnt mine hi was a part of my life and it just ended and i dont fell like i have any other close friend like him. I started feeling alone but i am trying to enjoy my time alone to do other things like go outside, study, finish games, but i still feal alone.

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(I'm sorry if I have grammar mistakes, English is not my mother tongue)",1.654268292682925,3.732551764227644,2.8936788617886187,92.57271341463415,80.13821138211381,5.726016260162603,20.819105691056908,6.816661863887847,0.3376617886178863,469,13,100,5,12,151,77,123,0.192,0.682,0.126,-0.6903,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,0,0,23,18,9,0,3,8,1,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,3,3,20,8,7,14,4,11,0,0,1,0,16,2,0,3,9,65,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397995660521024,0.0,0.0,0.4900170707260837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087770059818408,0.1916337699925316,0.10724756886050688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655059285732287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103858316956327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848338437407739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968341661327588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974243935293739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436912570526245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925938638669847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135135511875507,0.16126819894527689,0.11139457307488078,0.23114604154172305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078354332264112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541657447426538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530847616333979,0.11162728437792316,0.0,0.12594665902112828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954978344759664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196142113700437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707409943183847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302088967705337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243009950513194,0.1916337699925316,0.0
lonely,Swinging_at_Balls,2018/11/24,"Constantly rejected by women. It’s absolutely soul crushing. So, I went to an arcade/bar type of thing last night with a couple of my friends. Lots of young people there, good vibes all around. We were having a blast and all. We were playing ski ball when all the sudden this cute girl approaches me. We do the generic talking about school, jobs, etc. Anyways, she gets my number  (great!) and we say our goodbyes and go our separate ways. About an hour later, I see her walking out holding hands with some other dude.

Now seeing this, it ruined my night. It reignited the feelings of self-hatred and depression inside me that I have been covering up so well for a long time now. If you saw me and talked to me, you would never think that I was depressed. I try to stay as positive as I can. I’m an outgoing guy, I’m sociable, (I love to go out when the opportunity presents itself but it’s rare). I’m pretty damn funny. But now, the thoughts of wanting to kill myself are back. Seeing that just made me think of all the fucking failures I have had with the opposite sex. I would like to think that I’m a good looking guy, I’ve been called cute/handsome on numerous occasions by women that I see as potential partners and by many other women that I’m not attracted to. People say I have a lovely smile but I digress. A part of me thinks that I’m not attractive at all but that’s just the negative side of me coming out because of all the rejections I have faced. I hope I don’t sound like a complete douchebag and I deeply apologize if I do but I know there’s people out there who are less fortunate than me when it comes to appearance.

I think the most bullshit thing I have heard during the time that I have been depressed is “you need to be happy with yourself first before you go looking for a relationship.”  That line just pisses me off so much. Like do you really think a girl is gonna fall on your lap if you’re 100% happy with your current life situation? Probably not. I mean it’s possible but how often does it happen? You gotta put yourself out there and practice. There’s definitely things I gotta work on socially but I have come a long way since those awkward days in middle school/high school. But is it even worth it? Now, I’m just getting tired of it. 

I’ve tried my luck on Tinder/Bumble. It’s demoralizing. Using it is like a drug. I’ve been off and on it for years now. I have deleted it just to reinstall it days later so many times. Out of all the years I have used it,  I’ve only had a genuine real romantic connection with one person. But that never ended up working out because of distance. Over the past year, I have spent so much fucking money on boosts and even for a short time, I paid for the monthly tinder gold subscription. And did that ever work out? No. It doesn’t help but I hold onto these dating apps because of chance. A small chance but it’s still a chance. 

I haven’t killed myself yet because Im a broke ass college student who sucks with money and saving up so I can’t buy a gun to do it. Maybe it’s a blessing in disguise. Dating is hard. I’m starting to think that I’m incompatible. I don’t wanna keep getting rejected, it sucks. The anxiety of wanting to be in love is killing me. I don’t wanna approach women anymore because of the fear of being rejected but I do it anyways. I see my friends around me with girlfriends and even wives and it just saddens me that why that can’t be me. I envy them. I wanna know the struggle of being in one. I want to go through the ups and downs of life with the love of my life. I want a best friend for life. 

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lonely,vicksliquidrub,2018/11/24,I want to go to an event but I don’t have any I can invite That’s when the sadness hits me:’(,-4.220217391304349,-3.0512192173913015,-0.5214130434782618,109.04222826086956,110.7391304347826,2.3000000000000003,10.097826086956523,3.1291,-2.335339130434784,70,1,21,0,4,25,20,23,0.17600000000000002,0.685,0.139,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6387812725418386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5338467816463993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5540452143784035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,toothpastecrow,2018/11/24,"I wish a girl would call me “Beautiful” “Beautiful” as a noun, a pet name. Call it feminine, but I can’t think of any other title that would make me feel more loved.   

I had a dream where a random girl called me that, randomly. It’s been on my mind ever since.   

“Gorgeous” has a similar quality. 

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lonely,throwawayaccount9734,2018/11/24,"Musings #2 | November 24, 2018 It's 2:30 in the morning and yet I feel the need to write this.

I peaked at twelve years old.

Nothing in my life, if it continues to go the same as it seems it will from now on.

Nothing will ever compare to the thrill of victory I felt at that moment, against all odds, after soundly destroying the competition.

I can't say what exactly I'm referring to for the sake of my own privacy. But it was a fairly major regional event, especially in the circles I was in at the time.

What have I done in the four years since then? Learned, studied incredibly hard, and most of all, lost friends and wasted my teenage years which I won't get back.

Maybe it will pay off, maybe it won't. But who fucking cares? I've wasted four years of my life on school and I'm no further forward emotionally. I've never had a girlfriend, never even kissed a girl, never done anything remotely interesting in the last four years that I can look back on and say, ""This mattered.""

I don't know how to drive, I don't know how to cook, I don't know how to pay taxes. I am in no position to be an adult even though that time is not long away. But I can tell you about transcendentalism or integration by partial fractions or the Poisson distribution. Who gives a shit???

Today I got to relive that day where I peaked a bit and it made me fired up. I'm going to try to do it again. I don't have the resources I did last time. But fuck it, no one's gonna stop me.

But I'm just so damn lonely. I wish I had someone to hold me and me to hold her as we mutually reassured each other about life. It's going to be ok. It's going to be ok. I swear it's going to be ok.

But I don't have anyone like that.",1.8559663865546203,3.3546744705882365,3.792736694677873,89.06574369747902,77.40336134453781,7.000896358543417,23.944817927170874,7.793537801064563,1.0313466666666664,1314,43,298,20,30,446,183,357,0.139,0.794,0.067,-0.9699,0,2,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,1,0,1,17,17,5,0,18,3,30,8,1,4,7,48,57,24,0,3,11,0,4,1,2,6,3,3,0,2,26,9,1,3,8,1,3,7,15,7,0,4,11,8,32,10,45,36,8,54,0,2,1,3,15,19,4,5,31,200,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574266605331276,0.0,0.08914142995851516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177397266941693,0.16658895362182874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826176262694275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044354703239488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698600246617338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170614188279464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184993059759028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430939732031414,0.0979852681975476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477187394097263,0.0,0.10400803652755372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369086097760466,0.20028760241953894,0.056594824019449326,0.10391426043757301,0.3078151544390485,0.0,0.08663660592911232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703703544697403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859612799822622,0.17659705099955444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229537354149466,0.05292163935126189,0.0,0.0,0.09586333958926624,0.09096488582370857,0.0,0.1182484524472948,0.0,0.0,0.10249879688924514,0.0,0.0,0.21765205442119456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032088042506283,0.25063846211123786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787961712880465,0.0,0.11366782583883965,0.0,0.07340315223831598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228720021492624,0.0,0.10962968068773234,0.0,0.0986141098213462,0.0,0.0,0.11119303902379228,0.08960673999132544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178258166677866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056372231295798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467995881728747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642778927560474,0.0,0.1894938030546902,0.0,0.1026784949472795,0.0,0.0,0.07354489182939443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456726489357045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34878555265927896
lonely,lumosuns,2018/11/24,"Anyone else have a really hard time making friends? I’m female, almost 19, and for the last 2 years i’ve had a really hard time trying to find/make new friends. I tended to stay with friends who would treat me badly/tolerated me in high school just so I didn’t have to be alone. I always craved to have a best friend who would enjoy texting me all the time, but none of my friends were like that. I tried making friends by finding shared interested online, like reaching out to specific “fandoms” on tumblr and such but it never worked. I downloaded tinder when i was 18 and i matched with a few girls who seemed really nice and we had shared interested but after a few days of talking it would stop. I never really start up the conversations up again either because I always feel annoying/they moved on. I don’t know.. I just wish making friends was still as easy as making friends at elementary school. Anyone else struggle with this?",3.3321176470588227,5.708225911111112,4.076078431372551,84.69794117647061,76.0,6.901960784313728,23.366013071895427,7.928766900206844,1.2992973856209158,744,23,140,12,17,237,110,180,0.048,0.633,0.318,0.9952,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,2,7,19,0,1,8,0,14,0,0,4,3,32,25,11,0,4,6,0,3,2,8,3,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,3,16,18,22,15,6,25,0,0,0,0,17,8,0,2,17,89,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856366948088753,0.10194404605263177,0.0,0.0,0.16380369341244444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764942811752004,0.2017068304431216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060002162131808874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032964666687154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347936337621772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644516743585149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976928802316718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799269165626107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6083756884988235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634832692704375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039969552237454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409468701488015,0.08023378481363215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617608900398923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628118043317005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046157702899793,0.0,0.0,0.1518309418436324,0.09506454140618692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25222773476447685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923332036861507,0.0,0.08960719584172153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966943214340235,0.10491354177016204,0.07860651867740064,0.08229209000775149,0.0,0.10290066078689533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791145003187101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218639758424012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365534683127578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318992100631015,0.0,0.0,0.07165838871944955,0.0,0.0,0.2097660601625464,0.0,0.0,0.0633858489024009
lonely,TopDogAlex,2018/11/24,"“Friends” Over the past year my friend group has switched. I used to have like 3-4 really close friends but we don’t hang out anymore. No hard feelings, we are just busy into different stuff. This year I made 3 close friends that I have been hanging out with frequently, and we basically do everything together. One of them (which I considered to be my closest friend) starting hanging out with the “cooler” group. He constantly ditches me now and doesn’t invite me or my other friend to anything. Recently, he convinced me to stay after school to help him with something. I of course stayed and waited for 10 minutes all alone just to find out that he was just standing around talking to this cooler group.  I packed up my shit and left school (not that he noticed). A few days later I texted him saying how I felt about him taking advantage of me, and he didn’t respond. I texted my other friend that I don’t think I can be friends the first one and he didn’t respond. Now I feel like I’m going to lose all of them but I really don’t care anymore...",3.8932281553398056,5.477644766990292,4.20989077669903,87.81153519417477,72.20388349514563,7.285922330097089,27.923543689320393,7.865858978985527,1.6277,826,31,166,11,16,258,113,206,0.068,0.73,0.20199999999999999,0.9833,1,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,3,0,2,3,8,15,1,0,4,0,16,1,1,3,2,38,28,10,0,0,7,0,4,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,10,20,0,1,5,0,0,4,8,2,0,3,6,5,30,13,26,20,3,32,0,1,0,0,30,12,1,1,15,109,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403316162861328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838452775054001,0.0,0.0,0.09060511663973103,0.09801472005465484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225701074834367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898187234837093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100711404199593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503385673423888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895318097397753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134243705329792,0.07865736995558889,0.10571583028715173,0.0,0.10063184635191608,0.09365327546091627,0.0,0.0,0.6805204021595161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257388508218042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863036658867222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737994993129831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962687388371512,0.0,0.0,0.10758120681748898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317672535330927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418180919808133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535262036021547,0.0,0.0,0.14921683830675975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510545757065227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410691803951314,0.0,0.10871310444208013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755806294710973,0.0,0.2228595617214376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130188092670875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847624150432356,0.0,0.0,0.07793123702467768,0.2347095947031681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604121613107352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278350592833715,0.08849635610256948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705493456407055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509335650184783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418050201602282
lonely,Skauti,2018/11/24,"My Friends Aren't Real It seems like I just now realized I have been sitting on this bench alone, and the person sitting next to me whom I was just talking to doesn't exist. Same for my friends who hang out with me in my room, or eat lunch with me, or drive with me.  I've been alone all this time.  Am I bound to this state of existence forever?",3.161506849315072,3.7589722739726033,3.8437260273972633,93.50915068493154,72.83561643835617,7.4838356164383555,25.558904109589037,7.554174236665415,0.9158460273972612,268,8,64,3,5,85,51,73,0.054000000000000006,0.828,0.11800000000000001,0.6908,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,1,15,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,5,2,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,11,3,11,5,2,12,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,4,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5752138090379855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841499610133759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290908967440392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566710523192144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953303791190372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24247141029131314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160762028015489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528018968891942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319966118946935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192541800140245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,StrangeApeCreature,2018/11/24,"People Don't Hug Me I'm a 22 year old female and I'm just awkward. I noticed years back that girls who are friends hug each other a lot, and guys even hug their female friends. At the same time I came to the realization that no one really hugs me; not my few female friends nor my more plentiful male friends. That's in the past now though and I now have no friends to speak of, but I did start a new job recently. And I saw a few of the women hugging each after playfully teasing each other. I'm cool with these women but I don't see our relationship(?) ever becoming affectionate(?). Can anyone relate? What's wrong with me?

Also, a memory of mine and a source of shame is this: I never hugged my best friend until one of the last times I ever saw him, and of course, it was kind of awkward.",2.191183172655564,3.878743828220859,3.7912050832602975,88.61872699386505,76.97546012269939,6.865731814198071,22.07230499561788,7.7094869923839395,0.8246304995617879,616,17,133,9,14,205,100,163,0.14300000000000002,0.677,0.18,0.7608,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,1,9,22,1,3,11,1,8,6,0,0,3,21,16,12,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,10,12,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,2,5,5,18,17,15,11,9,21,0,0,3,6,18,2,0,1,18,95,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199075039413812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979199349352562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768289756331087,0.0,0.0,0.15466430039089574,0.0,0.0,0.14696440709665484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016961565869642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249577071802892,0.2533502340613173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6491720523146962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866262366927334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896910031019913,0.0,0.0,0.14583116871559634,0.0,0.11415211956932544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905786441463692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080082652707719,0.13525248650065372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943762560541402,0.14694948950617778,0.0,0.18979083430095967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368499633338324,0.09708680811463798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971386120078276,0.0,0.13827360923633147,0.15035164296050446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159455907315176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912175234950936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758958780029068,0.0,0.16331808594017633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311286766489848,0.0,0.1803636465540559
lonely,-PurpleNebula-,2018/11/24,"Having a bad day? Need to talk about something or vent? Hello friends, I enjoy talking to you people as it brings about interesting conversation PM me and I will try to respond quickly and if I don't I'm very sorry in advance.  I'm usually bored and have nothing better to do, so how's it going with you?",1.968924731182799,4.096624387096775,4.2367741935483885,83.09182795698926,79.32258064516128,6.068817204301076,26.46236559139785,7.1686216300943375,1.4548301075268828,240,10,46,3,6,83,48,62,0.121,0.7120000000000001,0.166,0.4539,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,5,6,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,10,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,9,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,3,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24567232968477734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602252465531571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897559937665756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22732374588874876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721943861261718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817009883783545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28232457348171075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398416861885635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265149980757055,0.0,0.32936984117328044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729868048723137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997649457342132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240561660569764,0.2427731036131785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FuhrerTLP,2018/11/24,"Idk. I’d just like someone to chat with. I’ve been very lonely and depressed recently. My lover has been busy and, well, I’m bad at verbal socialization, so I’ve discovered. I just want someone I might relate with to talk to, or at least  just someone to blab to. ",2.087924528301887,4.150763075471698,3.460981132075472,89.12883018867926,78.62264150943396,6.504150943396226,23.807547169811322,7.554174236665415,1.052603018867924,205,7,43,3,5,67,35,53,0.188,0.65,0.162,-0.3729,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,10,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,3,3,9,3,1,3,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,2,2,25,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250778175920879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232178314463452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316971898815331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859687911820569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661656395546603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274790381220464,0.6852116582419616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166683523681984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22242163129003736,0.15899804758547093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423737877058555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SluggyTheUnshaven,2018/11/24,"Keeping yourself busy? I have no friends, job, or partner. I’m 33. I live in a major city. How do I keep myself from getting bored?",-1.4600000000000009,0.2795237407407427,0.938222222222226,97.95400000000002,107.88888888888887,2.16,23.91851851851852,3.1291,-0.11360148148148096,99,5,21,0,5,33,24,27,0.174,0.71,0.11599999999999999,-0.1431,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209550452031248,0.0,0.21704155136229236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122435682145689,0.7384947116949068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668264238100714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ekr121201,2018/11/24,17 m looking for friends Hey like the title says I’m looking for friends because I struggle with chronic loneliness and have very few friends. If you want to talk for awhile hit me up in the dms ,3.91,5.442655384615384,3.7005128205128233,91.68615384615387,72.07692307692308,6.225641025641028,36.07692307692308,6.42735559955562,2.104753846153846,156,9,32,1,3,47,32,39,0.10800000000000001,0.614,0.278,0.7906,0,0,0,0,1,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,4,7,5,1,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,1,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174502564123674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6634955755448736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985307814170975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807757069207826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276469093724319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992630351867672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300864281298848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23619600242946384,0.1688446533548108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Happiness122233,2018/11/24,If anyone needs to talk message me I can be here to talk as a friend or if you need advice. ,4.77,2.3897812380952392,6.085714285714285,88.83428571428574,69.95238095238095,8.4,25.761904761904763,3.1291,0.4509619047619049,70,1,18,0,1,24,18,21,0.0,0.8490000000000001,0.151,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37407331371204655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676666562041445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957547453763228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5676911734693073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6153694656687219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,doorbell87,2018/11/24,"I have nothing. I'm 31, legally blind and now single. 

I started going blind about 5 years ago. One thing they don't warn you about becoming disabled is the loneliness. 

At first it was easy to deal with. I still had a lot of friends from my non blind years. Then as time went on, they started to fade away. In the beginning, I was ok with it - a lot of them started to settle down and start families. Then slowly I started to feel it: loneliness, sadness and depression. A overall feeling of being left behind. 

Luckily, I found a online site that was for the blind. I met a lot of people and then met my future long-distance girlfriend. The site ended up going under and it was ok, I had my lady. 

We talked every day. All day, to be exact. It was great. I never felt so connected to a person. But there were issues. She had a revolving door of guys come in and out of her life. This caused her to gain a lot of issues and become very defensive and argumentative. On top of that, struggles with the lose of her high school sweetheart. I tried my best to be a good guy for her. It was easy, she was sweet - when not in a mood. 

The moods... This happened more often than not. She would get hung up on something and pick at it or purposely start a fight. This would lead towards us being up in the air. It got old. Over time I started feeling used and taken advantage of. She'd ask for money, time, to do this or do that in the name of love but never put in the same effort. Guess what? I did it all. I was and am still over the moon about her. 

Finally, a few days ago, I had it. A ex that caused one too many problems was brought up and I ended it. I was angry and wasn't thinking. 

Fast forward a few days and I've tried reaching out. Tried everything I could but she blocked me. I feel used. I feel like it's all my fault. I know I should be more realistic and see how unhealthy this relationship was but she was my world. 

Again, being disabled leaves you with a lot of time on your hands. 

I have no formal education, so no job. No real money, no friends and now, no girlfriend. This whole thing has made me realize how much nothingness I have. I am lost. I'm hurt. I feel broken. All I want is to make up but the fact is, it will only be a distraction from my real sad life. I don't know what to do. ",0.4136421417565472,2.6639364851694936,2.2569090909090903,94.1668274268105,86.6906779661017,5.212388289676426,19.38690292758089,6.6590880762095805,0.12030372881355955,1759,51,390,21,55,580,221,472,0.156,0.7490000000000001,0.095,-0.988,1,0,1,0,1,0,74.0,2,3,3,9,16,26,2,2,27,2,46,8,1,10,8,82,88,32,0,6,9,1,8,1,5,4,6,0,1,3,27,24,0,2,12,0,2,8,13,12,0,3,29,14,55,12,63,46,18,79,0,6,5,1,37,33,0,9,41,287,82,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782606770928696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267768663171131,0.0,0.07304057619963875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171847066029952,0.0,0.0,0.08158477154829187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972360366145422,0.0,0.06696730655928906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062070158068094634,0.0,0.0,0.2005470090545987,0.08014793885266278,0.06695852806108049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771155790877632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655004571785155,0.0,0.06986893055896051,0.0,0.07328764482646444,0.0,0.2358502352174441,0.0555384502578321,0.07464390666994605,0.08516187086129183,0.0,0.06612676960348292,0.0,0.08523939955582199,0.12012557922454,0.0,0.04061665716562831,0.0,0.08836442423737688,0.06520577273742319,0.062176875394242735,0.08571013487054648,0.08564088368895742,0.1539523575515032,0.0687464367416919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213802569702866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322374446482184,0.0,0.0,0.16228358486535388,0.07714631402978199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544924767348255,0.0,0.0,0.08231688585693582,0.0844662259676608,0.0,0.10982205742572647,0.037980506511240915,0.0,0.0,0.06879866606725986,0.0,0.08697270755200646,0.08486388882077503,0.3304646635599142,0.0701646216461487,0.07356076399688305,0.0518929681432414,0.07881754718433917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057148851982944324,0.0,0.119917874287043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745949412064705,0.0,0.08157649030363431,0.0,0.10535912854205608,0.0591258150414368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053896077403124375,0.06788076565513786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743879918837888,0.0,0.07815154915536894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697339761220035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346513747900737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867841684852109,0.061949806676848636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984910472178798,0.0,0.0,0.38518019270528586,0.0,0.12416871700113155,0.0,0.0,0.08127215937977189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248556841116101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329582364780356,0.049813530833807435,0.0,0.0,0.18132647209430167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834386144700294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351329606147098,0.13428716604458274,0.0,0.06414477198071668,0.04585387423244745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206702884274954,0.0,0.08679546329495225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045047747104082,0.0,0.0,0.10012578685158692
lonely,Casper9909,2018/11/24,"I'm lonely, and I cant stand it I finally stopped liking someone who was already in a relationship, and at first I was happy, really happy that I could finally get over them, but now I am really lonely, I need someone in my life that I feel comfortable around, that I can actually open up to, but now I have no one. I'm really lonely and depressed and I have no idea what to do now. If anyone has advice on how to get through this it would really be appreciated.",5.968,4.9854045368421085,8.091578947368422,70.89105263157897,66.78947368421052,11.810526315789476,31.63157894736842,11.20814326018867,3.46422105263158,361,12,73,10,5,131,59,95,0.192,0.657,0.151,-0.507,0,6,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,5,8,0,0,1,0,12,1,0,1,0,16,18,8,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,1,12,4,11,13,0,16,0,4,0,0,3,8,0,1,8,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.1724955974542616,0.0,0.0,0.17273116620241938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506282716868265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359709175948905,0.0,0.0,0.15735691796411802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411312058339247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224607283515906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937689524364814,0.0,0.0,0.3872713683938596,0.0,0.15035487297782135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470318043783915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763358905432229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954438310747302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485322958781278,0.08635767732755187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106783462192692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977946665158455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529566872062464,0.0,0.0,0.18977775897692675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995421407587351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477821323178257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556766049572288,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ebeth226,2018/11/24,"Bad night for me My husband has my daughter, I'm waiting to start a new job, and my bf has been at his grandparents house since this past Sunday. I'm dead broke, no friends and nothing to do. It's rough",1.2515116279069751,3.0519247906976767,2.323430232558138,97.5516569767442,80.16279069767441,5.230232558139536,24.703488372093023,5.985473137389443,0.3684465116279072,158,6,37,1,4,50,36,43,0.257,0.6809999999999999,0.062,-0.8658,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,5,1,4,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,19,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873891798379669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26592488039856754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971558289020102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415612971690737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324265223807847,0.0,0.32300451366290633,0.0,0.330265226552456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32857391073087405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847223858943836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436236129801392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SneakySmeagolses,2018/11/24,"Not sure where else to put this... I figured that college would be a new beginning for me. All these new people, and none of them knew what I was like in high school, so it's like I can start fresh. I know college is what you make of it, but being an introvert my entire life leading up to this moment in my life didn't exactly work wonders for me.

The first few weeks I found myself isolating myself in my room. Sure, I admit I was still having fun, I talk to some people on Discord while I would play video games. I even joined a Pokemon Go Facebook group that got me out of my dorm every once in a while. I ended up leaving the group recently since the admin tried hitting on me in Facebook messenger, and I didn't feel like being in an environment like that. Shortly after this, I went to a Celtic Halloween event where I found myself genuinely enjoying a night with people. People that were largely 40+ years old, but people regardless. I went alone, and a girl even ended up sitting next to me and initiated conversation with me!

Turns out, we have a lot of similar interests. Very niche interests as well. We ended up talking the entire night after the Halloween event, and I genuinely would enjoy the time I spent with her **in real life**. This, unfortunately, is where I begin to devolve into the lonely aspect of the story.

I would often find myself initiating a large portion of our conversations over Snapchat. I didn't mind it, I had a friend who was the same way, and would prefer me to initiate a lot of the conversations. However, this is pretty emotionally draining for me. Interacting in real life was the largely preferred form of communication with her. This way, there was no room for miscommunication like there is with a screen, and read receipts, etc. We spent a lot of the past two weeks together, however, now it's slowing down.

I may have taken things too fast with this girl, but since I felt such a strong feeling towards her, I took it upon myself to tell her face to face recently that I liked her. Unfortunately, she only wanted friendship. Over the next few days, I came to realize that being friends with someone that is this easy to talk to might not be so bad after all.

Yet, it ended up being bad. For me, at least. I don't know if this is my fault, but I'm frequently finding myself being ignored by her on Discord and Snapchat. She'll clearly be online (playing Minecraft or another activity of sorts, I also follow her tumblr and I'll notice she's posting while ignoring me) and I'll ask her a question (generally what I try to do if I want to start a conversation with her.) These questions generally end up being blatantly ignored. As one could imagine, this doesn't do wonders for my ego, or self confidence. 

I don't know what to feel at this point. This isn't meant to be a coherent series of thoughts by any means. This is just me venting all of my feeling onto the internet, in hopes of it helping my mental state of mind in some way. I hope to meet with a school counselor next week to address my feelings in a more professional way.

I can't help but feel like this is an issue with me. Even though I'm putting in all the necessary effort, at the end of the day, I know I can't make her talk to me. She expresses that she wants friendship in real life, and that she enjoys spending time with me, but then I'll meet an entirely different persona online, one that frequently ignores me and neglects any and all attempts to converse.",4.912501659764157,6.0804284383358125,5.8096241029369935,78.9144367866966,69.22288261515602,8.580557048465115,30.069520407195483,8.902300299844763,2.4446297556194887,2741,106,514,48,47,902,293,673,0.08199999999999999,0.767,0.151,0.9936,6,3,0,0,0,0,85.0,4,1,1,6,20,32,0,0,39,0,49,7,2,3,10,120,95,33,0,16,13,0,7,7,2,8,5,0,4,3,39,31,0,5,29,5,3,9,13,9,1,4,24,8,87,23,93,51,19,105,0,2,1,0,51,42,0,19,54,378,126,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317344820922625,0.0,0.04877846961941898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295872705335139,0.0639596118257434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702301498889975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185820446256227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976316083127775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048700333182261545,0.0,0.0,0.07867473246121208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372782519505739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050954321195200304,0.06861227673910153,0.3241460451501433,0.0,0.06802665025525795,0.12086182455288587,0.0,0.05139175068129612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504842574435654,0.08715109212435458,0.058565713991963676,0.0,0.11149845611430312,0.05188315628942492,0.0,0.1337579051778908,0.0942506981459478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034665425671205015,0.0,0.048784063746215175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176865012125968,0.06444561030423115,0.0,0.12116555812900327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366396428605997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340871994334823,0.0,0.0,0.06458594423685875,0.0,0.0,0.2154163511846893,0.2085969111999856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555698234505155,0.0,0.0,0.08143059135180056,0.0,0.0,0.06644251259089612,0.0,0.0,0.06146960956138225,0.06470710422233468,0.12317711989078148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782061072908645,0.19460977587889164,0.11448120563744453,0.0,0.0,0.06944433669222974,0.06400502884603775,0.06495873659696783,0.08266492020467897,0.0463901975089514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058227572449245736,0.2114346900703556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057660924368385075,0.0,0.058417295719141976,0.06205484831702179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263563042326857,0.13665893244393573,0.0,0.0610124944469841,0.20828036442220327,0.0,0.0,0.12045235920938782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346239268707113,0.0,0.0,0.063632118283906,0.0,0.0,0.10091302328727177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516817027491581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863465485959846,0.0,0.04871147486151937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497599378934,0.0,0.0,0.19610505888308602,0.053313182076994425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04052302414362602,0.0,0.05992824858164495,0.04842400120670135,0.07113450231646573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776878707517937,0.08282454403048285,0.06634611957729526,0.05958421727711544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050328078171381886,0.1079310423392768,0.19366310479009974,0.14678190721663667,0.0,0.054842718595332025,0.113087784060328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229509428662087,0.0444058057710167,0.0,0.0,0.2166489993097209,0.0,0.0,0.03927941648270777
lonely,Azelrise,2018/11/24,"Popular but still lonely I'm in a relationship, I've got a lot of ""friends"" and a loving family but I can't erase the feeling of loneliness and sadness that comes with it.
I go though a lot of depressions and I'm never happy despite being around a lot of peoples.
I just keep pushing peoples always from me for no reason because I'm afraid of their reactions if they knew I was sad all the time. (It became an infernal loop) I did a lot of questionable things to erase that feeling but nothing work, I wanted to know if someone was in the same situation as me ",3.312645034414949,4.893784256637172,5.179233038348084,80.29288102261556,73.69026548672565,8.208062930186825,29.36971484759097,8.841846274778883,2.4865012782694205,443,19,85,9,9,152,73,113,0.259,0.682,0.059000000000000004,-0.9742,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,5,9,0,1,10,0,5,1,0,1,2,27,18,10,0,3,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,6,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,5,2,10,4,15,12,6,9,0,4,0,1,6,3,0,7,3,64,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436286469079705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536630253620741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522387107407737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869164678149652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867215533974731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272508419218867,0.0,0.1745576146037619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336112136796385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981004943443692,0.0,0.13805515659962675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837507757567694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342722345058354,0.0,0.0,0.09486412105854423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5870008821013393,0.15579084294109685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313053131747604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562775508582087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393375787643039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933671456465031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774759050966647,0.0,0.18532279970988524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940253291873905,0.0,0.0,0.1462552526064197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784973562657693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467704849563252,0.0,0.16959234445330992,0.0,0.10065259126447916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181218898057208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256650225274835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fangyyelly,2018/11/24,"Feeling like shit tonight It's a friday night and I'm just sitting alone in my room, crying. I usually watch a movie while eating fast food with a friend on friday nights, it's pretty nice because we're not often alone together and it's a good way to wind down after a stressful week, we also usually have very long and cool conversations after the movie. Last week I invited a friend to join us, kind of out of pity because she seemed in a really bad place (and she was clearly trying to look even more miserable get invited) and I think it kind of fucked up the usual vibe of the thing. This week he didn't bring up our movie night at all, he's always the one to instigate it and he might just be waiting for me to mention it but he knows very well that I'm not the type to organize things because I constantly feel like I'm the most annoying person ever and that I hate to impose myself on people. I'm still waiting for him to say something about it even though I know it's way too late for it to happen now.

He ignored the last message I sent him in a weak attempt to reach out to him and I feel like shit. I feel like I'm losing all my friends these days. I'm currently studying abroad for a year and I'm talking less and less to my friends back home, they're all getting closer together, forming new friends groups and forgetting about me while I'm just alone, being ignored by one of my only friends here. The few people who still talk to me do it constantly but they are very clearly using me to vent and as a distraction because they are in a very bad mental place right now. It makes me feel even worse because I have to constantly answer their messages if I don't want them to send me something like ""nevermind, you don't have to answer, i know i'm annoying :)))"". I love my friends and I want them to get better but all of this is extremely emotionnaly draining and I'm losing my fucking mind.

I needed that movie night more than ever today and I might have just lost it forever, I seriously hate myself and I just want to come back home.",4.612653876898481,5.154260177458036,5.317745803357315,84.44521982414071,69.52757793764988,8.479936051159072,28.63389288569145,8.515128840125781,1.9125149480415664,1622,55,334,24,27,526,191,417,0.18100000000000002,0.6709999999999999,0.14800000000000002,-0.9391,1,3,2,0,0,0,31.0,3,1,5,5,24,41,8,3,19,1,16,8,2,2,8,68,58,25,0,5,11,0,5,5,7,2,1,1,3,1,21,21,2,4,12,0,0,4,5,21,1,2,4,9,46,20,49,50,11,60,0,5,2,3,39,17,4,6,41,210,67,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749197353744844,0.0,0.0534039812314248,0.0555663505862878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026994715220249,0.11151710338242668,0.2035424908616912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906152670880956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057525099290304624,0.0,0.21649652746758166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335474831473236,0.04306760716897603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833266200598803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232277806945586,0.12081275549249162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882999699902626,0.19083072201405574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075070058851103,0.0,0.3611587025868631,0.1234741588424552,0.10466945841211847,0.0,0.0,0.056011936924780036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905337697760404,0.0,0.0,0.1318629461698966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397166855298467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908228973617262,0.11010170580058416,0.10886930625168316,0.07533080425035492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312679428288396,0.0,0.0,0.05909824211095836,0.05607842235664347,0.14941958679632206,0.07289831234670285,0.0,0.060271601685038874,0.0,0.044576201407558406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729858277497491,0.14168615810995874,0.06742881285649703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04951656032706374,0.0,0.0644965876660696,0.0,0.2506742095401472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050377926064357,0.050789236653374925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259375546865617,0.05830976314922527,0.1395418760444868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793931791418546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04278100952894436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702979715085527,0.0,0.053106175491829666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060794048723409,0.0,0.0,0.13709752173117706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282108892967376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666126713512038,0.0,0.07649632075120477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735054795374824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873139471949487,0.04278995907769484,0.06561105929432902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329967827098924,0.0,0.0,0.04533926986040925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032817679679544,0.05767652125361406,0.22064636879287844,0.22040213750438467,0.11816580971782258,0.10601378942516658,0.16070078211288027,0.0,0.06004328420708474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805457533077325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04300416222547388
lonely,throwawaybhfj,2018/11/24,Lost my only friend Long story short he was slowly fading away but it was made clear tonight he didn't care to talk to me anymore. After that we cut contact and now I feel so alone. I also feel terrible about myself cuz he said lots of negative things about me and I was already feeling like shit about myself it's hard hearing it from someone else. I feel so unneeded and useless. I hate this. I hate myself so much. I ruin everything. I feel so guilty. I'm such a disappointment. Everyone always gets sick of me. God I feel like shit right now.,0.7840672782874627,3.3232944403669755,2.399963302752294,90.79878287461777,90.83486238532109,5.108501529051988,20.11070336391437,6.742157984588678,0.5209958409785935,430,14,85,6,15,140,73,109,0.42,0.475,0.105,-0.9951,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,11,14,5,0,1,0,4,3,2,2,1,16,19,10,0,1,1,0,7,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,7,9,17,4,10,12,2,9,0,4,0,0,9,3,2,1,8,54,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630379574708279,0.17371508686656553,0.12588741442391985,0.13098469520404718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561167244649356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478997414608655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049852063032105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150284949563182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041999951723287,0.14147748146965652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775727496563318,0.22491943140807624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162104295005588,0.0,0.08224460164966152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101594030679912,0.3108361018949809,0.0,0.0,0.17742194494827873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538133291339789,0.0,0.0,0.13931030467761402,0.0,0.0,0.17184074755448522,0.13383146969945442,0.0,0.1489530688677201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572061548310378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972376469744644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344344287241496,0.14974091927583535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231753913603228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338007491581896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652692371684285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458177088951323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,can_i_have_a_hug,2019/02/19,"How do I draw out a hug? I love hugging when I get the chance, but they always feel like a quick brush of formality.",1.5876000000000021,2.764483159999997,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,77.4,6.6000000000000005,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.14900000000000002,89,2,22,1,2,30,22,25,0.0,0.57,0.43,0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498635475823814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30300577597304695,0.42811416832889065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313090594390694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29277001576897466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408589635234946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,forgetm3always,2019/02/19,"I miss the intimacy that comes from being another woman. I'm married to a man and somedays we just coexist. There is intimacy but not as much as I need to fuel the soul. Sex makes me feel alive and he's got to be thoroughly convinced to touch me. I've shown him what sex with a woman is like and how I wish ours was more...passionate. He spends so much time looking at pornography that hes been desensitized. I'm a beautiful woman who often doubts myself because my husband has opted into porn over sex time and time again. 

If I had a woman to love, I'd make sure she was always safe. Keep her hope's high and make sure she never stops dreaming. I'd take her on dates just because and remind her that she is the brightest light in every room. I'd love her passionately and make sure her needs were always met. Physically, spiritually, and emotionally. I would give her my all and build her a foundation of support. 

I would do it for her in a heartbeat because I know everyone is deserving of feeling like they are more than worthy of the love and effort. 

If I were to ever leave my marriage.. it would be for a beautiful woman. Either she convinced my husband to stray away from home.. or she convinced me..
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lonely,DissapointingMochi,2019/02/19,"Roses are red Violets are blue
Can somebody talk please
Fine then, screw you",2.928571428571427,6.011781857142861,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,87.57142857142857,5.6571428571428575,21.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,0.9611142857142858,62,2,11,1,2,18,13,14,0.085,0.667,0.248,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8068315957090814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5907814961265607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jayehill,2019/02/19,"Forced Friendships I’ve always been lonely because I grew up as an only child and lived with my mom and grandmother so I never really had anyone to play with . All through school I was always an outlier because I focused on the future and always sounded too mature . In high school I had one of my friends straight up tell me that I was “boring” and I didn’t think it would hurt as much as it did but I’m about to graduate from college and I still think about that on a daily basis . 

All the friends I have are extremely extroverted and I’m very introverted and we have very little in common but in the interest of not being alone I feel forced to go to events(ie: parties) that I would never go to and they only ever talk to me when they need something and it’s hurts . I’m always excluded from conversations so when I’m around my friends they bring up a topic I have no idea about so I can’t even contribute to the conversation . Whenever I call or text my friends it always feels so awkward because there is nothing to talk about beside school and like post-grad plans . 

I’ve known some of these people for 13-15 years. I know that my friends are toxic and I need to drop them but I feel so alone and I haven’t made a single friend in college(not an exaggeration- also my none of my friends go to the same school as me) I go to class then to my room and repeat the cycle(it’s been 3 years) I’m a very social person but I don’t like parties, which is where a majority of people meet their friends and I’ve had a hard time finding clubs that fit my interest/personality. I keep going back to my friends that I know are not good for me . I’ve been so badly depressed and lonely that I started going on dating apps just so I could have someone to talk to .  Also , whenever I meet new people I can’t help but keep talking because someone is finally talking to me so that might scare people away . 

I don’t know what to do to stop feeling lonely . I don’t want to rely on forced friendships for the rest of my life . I want to make friends with people who like me for me and won’t call me boring . I want to be happy for the first time in 11 years again because I think I forgot how to feel that emotion .  ",3.5018477457501818,4.628024254988915,4.601197339246124,86.41610495195862,72.52549889135256,7.1518107908351825,26.083518107908354,7.463857097105799,1.211020103473762,1733,56,362,19,33,568,193,451,0.127,0.688,0.184,0.9778,0,8,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,5,2,27,28,0,2,17,0,34,1,0,3,5,67,68,40,0,8,9,1,6,3,10,4,1,1,1,2,17,21,0,4,14,2,0,8,14,11,0,2,12,7,57,17,61,49,9,52,0,6,0,0,34,20,0,3,26,246,74,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469422979228632,0.0,0.10400221267128056,0.27053336089301977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04546754915943274,0.0,0.0,0.0578867455638257,0.0,0.0,0.06109387676214612,0.05000082405924024,0.05429382433214376,0.1981956113955721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279721803196412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05191780767520642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056006623638308405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314526934686755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04294892561910173,0.0588195561473419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439498374750602,0.0,0.0,0.07123258213370033,0.059432400379688874,0.05531090967562762,0.0,0.0,0.5023876942773737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173395359426265,0.054540553361904366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922117001357034,0.05825034170787469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0435854210172332,0.06870332465210043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392229210821399,0.07340620980049196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559583218566773,0.0,0.0,0.1072094323129326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04592964343404134,0.09530495944416373,0.06517293144360377,0.057418970043397924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061528981341430276,0.043405224404306435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898209463294483,0.0,0.07615742749502738,0.0,0.0,0.04780144272960156,0.0964316090137346,0.10030380665736548,0.06280231990523735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239400593844417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04406316290086525,0.0989100975252397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22540350050290636,0.11355603548690582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227673869707252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04165719061318985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510216659883422,0.26323831234004325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628561110888942,0.11019229349483373,0.05006003537271898,0.0,0.0,0.04602559377414114,0.0,0.05192968544940401,0.05436447792090275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613263623146912,0.0568354126709513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249977151958605,0.0,0.0,0.07583413026182277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095927763280365,0.11506169942172285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238492095807617,0.0,0.0,0.12562344386298838
lonely,fiveguysmilkshake,2019/02/19,"I found my sister I lost contact with my sister 15 years ago and have been desperately trying to find her since. 

I finally found her last week but was too anxious to speak to her on the phone so we were exchanging text messages. 

She sent me a text today saying that she didn't think I was who I said I was and that she wouldn't be sending any more text messages.  

I explained why I was nervous speaking to her and she said that she said that we should just leave it and cease contact. 

My heart is broken. ",4.126948682385574,4.908610932038837,4.468959778085992,89.23009708737865,70.74757281553399,7.050762829403608,26.36477115117892,6.868970318607317,0.9613450762829404,398,12,85,3,7,125,65,103,0.14,0.86,0.0,-0.9011,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,12,1,1,0,0,16,21,6,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,14,6,23,0,6,4,1,9,0,1,0,0,28,1,0,0,6,58,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710626421912557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312311119122465,0.0,0.0,0.21800930463576465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139708743938096,0.17637766262937984,0.0,0.0,0.4231790734266896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286789084342269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730217245636702,0.0,0.2043349886662206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065740740608188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5506965190648265,0.153463213155815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596327321162784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365199621424752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291981919673075,0.0,0.0,0.13101884988851198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479466779708956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413190524943714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124270988318684
lonely,Sadothea,2019/02/19,"Dreamt of some cute girl In a dream we met at a mall. We went around the town, went near the river together. I fell in love with her and she was flirty with me. We went to my place, we cuddled there, i fell in love but then it seemed that she didnt like me after all... I saw her at the mall again, we talked she flirted again... she confused me and i woke up. I still remember her and now i have feelings for a girl that doesnt exist",-1.0283333333333324,1.0015749255319155,0.7713829787234054,103.4841666666667,92.29787234042551,3.984397163120569,14.21631205673759,5.46131890053228,-1.2478198581560282,329,6,84,2,12,106,59,94,0.075,0.816,0.109,0.2698,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,5,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,6,0,4,3,0,0,1,18,14,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,11,0,0,3,3,0,5,2,1,0,0,8,2,22,5,14,6,2,21,0,0,1,3,18,10,0,3,7,61,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21740545367761133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348376360022832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931239033432488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408318632100306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551554276505311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766509493809757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232654369192148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950325020779626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962928674036533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6791765249083497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Drakan7,2019/02/19,"I give up trying to make friends, regardless of what my therapist says I’m just that guy people vaguely remember as “being there” 3 years ago I moved from my home town about 45 minutes drive to a new town so my girlfriend would be able to get to work easier, as the change of location didn’t affect me. 

First thing I noticed was my “friends” stopped being about. They never visited our new home, stopped calling or inviting me to game online. Eventually I found out they’d even replaced me online and my spot on our MMO raid teams was filled by “this guy Shane knows” which kind of hurt. 

I tried to not let this phase me and tried to join things. I’d played d&d a bit and asked on the local Facebook pages if any groups were about, one replied. Turned up to find no one played d&d there, in fact they had a “club rule” about long games like that. Stayed for a while but felt I was there to make up numbers and contribute to room hire. Never got invited to the extra gaming days round people’s houses or meet ups. 

So I tried other things, couple other clubs and a LARP group. Had fun at the larp group but again I was the real life NPC, I was just someone you encountered between A and B, who you never gave much thought too. 

We tried going out on my partners work nights out and I met a couple of the other girls boyfriends. One was a cocaine using meat head who was so off his head he couldn’t form a coherent sentence. The other guy seemed cool until we were talking about where we lived and his girlfriend (a colleague of my GF) screamed at him for telling me where they lived, after which he just sat quietly and haven’t spoken to him since.

My therapist says I need to “get out there” and make some friends, but it’s a load of rubbish. I’ve tried that, I meet people and when they turn their backs I’m invisible until they trip over me. 

TL:DR : I try to make friends and just get forgottten about. ",5.066377192982458,5.524990550000003,4.900263157894738,88.13100877192984,68.5,7.912280701754388,27.675438596491237,7.645422480735847,1.35280701754386,1499,45,316,15,24,461,207,380,0.03,0.884,0.086,0.961,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,5,2,7,4,24,12,0,0,18,1,20,3,2,6,4,55,45,27,0,5,11,0,2,1,8,1,1,4,3,5,18,19,0,2,7,8,0,6,8,2,0,4,19,7,45,10,52,19,6,49,0,1,1,0,53,22,0,5,21,202,63,4,0.0831759626615525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373047234905396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180242241586484,0.0,0.056562506835148685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775829715892751,0.0,0.0,0.06395718114096123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080660884095547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493195750757303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798913975685263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406524130582771,0.0,0.053641614940992864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054936938886768816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986196788784948,0.0,0.07602132301304422,0.07074943134945634,0.0,0.0911981499066888,0.25704616970167665,0.0,0.13036802258820776,0.07978996246080054,0.04727081637137201,0.0,0.06652341560923583,0.0,0.0,0.24707183982347464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072506791312336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668645446060056,0.0,0.0,0.09597389349291784,0.08904158831536943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661496565002637,0.04571133383944501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505305716532054,0.05874964223330401,0.04063557397627795,0.0,0.1468917977688558,0.07360810956057047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22208240379408511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840288509813338,0.061143902905164776,0.06167392239474514,0.19245129012011397,0.1606637260815135,0.0,0.07805500646363192,0.0,0.0,0.09469638477674616,0.0,0.0,0.1690865547309028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299121903740305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467245504447667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422215151064657,0.0,0.0,0.13228972789431384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572027253639038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880401583031813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047472324693256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865450928323595,0.0,0.1390776583162497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685368813788763,0.07269945749515215,0.0,0.0,0.19314740687364906,0.1657752411242293,0.0,0.0,0.06603242350808572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952971318352821,0.18094312559366849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183732618539894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110618287708885,0.0,0.0,0.05908581743981407,0.0,0.0,0.05356259292298424
lonely,Zieriso,2019/02/19,"Problem with daydreaming anyone? Hi, so, i mostly daydream about relationship, sex (tho my libido is almost nonexistent), kissing etc. Problem is, its exscesive, like from the moment i wake up to the moment i fall asleap. I flunked year in university, and still when trying to study i daydream. Then in late afternoon i realize its all fake, and noone is going to come and hug me, tell me they missed me, and again i wasted my day, so i get depressed...until before sleep, i start daydreaming again. I keep daydreaming while my aquintances talk to me, so i hear them only partialy, same while im doing sport activity. Then ofc i will sleep as much as i can couse i use it as well as escape from reality. I acctualy managed somewhat to be and enjoj in present, moment, while not doing much, mostly when i pet my cats, sometimes when looking at city etc. But i tried and tried when studying or doing any other responsibilities, and just slip back to daydreaming. Man, i really wanna be loved :/ ",5.555182849936948,6.9983756994535575,6.2781420765027365,75.12397225725097,67.96174863387978,8.690878520386716,29.923917612442203,9.057496981413335,2.6199183690626318,775,29,134,14,13,254,114,183,0.10400000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.091,-0.3431,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,0,15,10,0,0,2,0,10,7,3,1,1,25,20,26,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,9,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,5,1,0,0,2,28,5,20,17,9,31,0,2,1,4,9,5,0,5,24,102,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271484358575067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050188250814452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361998433993682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494829722785285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827091419783707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997468726302578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047955574004598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624488070601598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489670820783142,0.0,0.09234941110296517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831431946634267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755220241475945,0.0,0.0,0.14443264356126773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330095725697973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938664094688506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645451687030846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665769726236486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23890441753608155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358444582610498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310970723925988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409818502685808,0.0,0.0,0.17445836059788425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252238513106491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071128867861886,0.0,0.11501449584443478,0.0,0.1297683767130223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060698341004806,0.14202741992939874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33096944800133565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403431393338693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461021368553844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464117807326703
lonely,ist-da_jemand,2019/02/19,"It seems impossible to make friends when you don't have any friends No friends -> no one to go out with -> no experiences -> no stories -> being boring -> no friends

There's also a stigma about having no friends so you avoid people because you're afraid they could find out about your friendlessness.

It's a vicious circle I can't break.",5.234776119402987,6.914737552238804,4.6061492537313455,85.90564179104479,69.0,7.151044776119402,29.817910447761196,7.554174236665415,1.7257785074626866,284,11,54,3,5,85,45,67,0.268,0.541,0.191,-0.3134,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,1,0,6,9,1,2,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,9,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,0,0,5,5,7,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,1,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730195547532858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471292778315868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318884110518027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274240108953892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163736508788336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977451669055181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8357792872363011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295991575302022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444190927771169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660820438937566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999378299809665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969620803398885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Thel_Vadum99,2019/02/19,"I'm no one to anyone My family treats me like im a toddler, my friends never invite me to anything and only intereact when I initiate things, I was never taught how to approach people/girls and I feel like a stranger to everyone I know 

I just don't see resolution ",3.723888888888887,4.982518981481481,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,72.14814814814815,9.103703703703703,30.16666666666667,9.516144504307137,2.9133111111111107,211,9,40,5,4,74,39,54,0.073,0.764,0.163,0.6658,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,8,7,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,2,9,4,4,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,27,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084895612676564,0.0,0.24537105163080666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849171707107013,0.0,0.0,0.28109105774419074,0.0,0.15076527620143515,0.21301491902779532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23036779395977006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220781099375684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638681354057593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913446263468872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599389461292634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204980631468208,0.2267740753484195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376053525403428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809295549386827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,megananderson143,2019/02/19,"Lonely girl and Kik Hello, My name is Megan anderson, I am 22 years old female from COlumbus Ohio, I am looking for new friends. Kik me - megan.anderson143",3.758809523809525,6.648481071428575,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238098,77.57142857142857,6.590476190476192,27.190476190476193,7.793537801064563,1.93124761904762,122,5,21,2,3,38,25,28,0.084,0.8109999999999999,0.105,0.1531,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,4,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989327245945116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336061228213613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986965420538333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5418251757830176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325141340314387
lonely,RedTiger_,2019/02/19,"Is it even possible to get someone to LIKE you back? I really like someone and I've been out to dinner once with them, but it wasn't considered a date. Just something to get to know her. We've considered doing more plans, this time going bowling.

She says it's just as mates, which is fine, but she said it's nothing like a friend zone.  

What situation am I even in?",1.887942857142857,3.859548346666666,3.3779047619047624,89.92800000000004,78.86666666666667,6.9523809523809526,22.714285714285715,7.957251820313856,1.0596285714285707,286,9,62,5,7,94,53,75,0.046,0.8170000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.7023,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,8,11,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,7,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,7,5,9,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,6,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573510838228333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190796753795621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866189899910048,0.0,0.2523971858780268,0.0,0.1372770038552052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274818235431152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540237047045149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23177132924152555,0.0,0.0,0.2572401913892677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723084994651803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474150594548866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22976697484050101,0.19208825740896204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715094968774097,0.0,0.0,0.40932480534534427,0.1859550571517957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408482826859821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,felix_rox,2019/02/19,I'm still lonely. Still just staring at nothing all night I posted a few days ago and deleted ( can't remember why). This is bullshit. I'm 16. Life is supposed to be amazing. No responsibilities just fun. Everything around me seems to be great. On the outside everything is great but something is just  broken in me. Everyone has a reason for loneliness. But I don't. I feel lonely even when other people tell me their lonely because they have a reason. I have nothing. I liked a girl for a bit. messed me up a bit but i was always like this. I don't even want to talk to people about it. I'm just tired of telling nobody about it  ,0.4614285714285735,2.9318599047619074,2.4050793650793665,90.28714285714287,92.8095238095238,4.704761904761905,20.49206349206349,6.42735559955562,0.4234158730158737,492,17,98,6,18,163,77,126,0.23199999999999998,0.6729999999999999,0.095,-0.9551,0,6,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,12,10,0,0,7,0,13,2,0,2,1,16,19,5,0,1,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,13,6,14,16,4,12,0,3,1,0,6,5,0,1,8,68,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462090883391933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636548771936476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519380403794676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257669743637656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315988036106077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794163423351868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006134073433804,0.0,0.0,0.145115401246927,0.27297648659441465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678850486792826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348677487306211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726813458718436,0.1483890642603401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251686683119974,0.0,0.2914409137989559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210570875108932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544658065551824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122890842290763,0.0,0.0,0.17203567622082705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138253988903568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169146157102561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24256232234227385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206492063979466,0.26547685720491243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454874544562016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957507567797164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703632214129008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,indoproud024,2019/02/19,"Lonely even tho I have friends Hey fellow internet peeps, my name is Pablo I’m 22 and from The Netherlands. Looking to meet people like you! Well let me be more specific. I would love to make everlasting friendships.
It’s not that I don’t have friends but i just feel like they don’t understand me. And I hope to find that here.

I always love to have intellectual conversations. But most of all I wanna have a good time!

Something about myself:

Because of certain circumstances I had to grow up at a young age. Because of that I feel kind of out of place with most of my peers. And because of those certain circumstances I deal with anxiety which I find hard to deal with.

My passion is cooking. And besides that I love to read, having conversations, grabbing coffee on a rainy Sunday, watching sports and play some games on my ps4.

Hope all of you have a good day. Looking forward talking to you! 
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lonely,ThrowMeAwayyyayyy,2019/02/19,"Lost in the west I found somebody who wants somebody to love, and she does it perfectly, but I lost her. I lost a lot of things over the years. I was trying to lose myself, but unfortunately I’m the only one still here. All I have is me. Now I can see again why no one wants to be around me. I don’t like myself. I don’t have very much control over myself. I wanted to control a lot of things in my life, but I can never seem to learn that most things are completely out of my control. She told me that I’m going to be a very lonely man, and she was right. I miss the old me... the young me. I miss my old friends. I miss my mom. I miss my home. Everything changes, but I think I’ll keep growing old and lonely.",0.2189177489177503,1.934977428571429,2.2062077922077923,97.53121645021645,83.15584415584415,5.1456277056277075,18.058874458874463,6.079149491110277,-0.4904912554112553,540,12,134,4,15,180,80,154,0.19899999999999998,0.71,0.091,-0.9363,0,7,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,8,5,14,0,0,8,0,12,2,0,3,3,26,32,7,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,7,5,0,4,4,0,0,2,4,10,0,2,7,1,32,4,15,23,5,19,0,10,1,1,10,8,0,4,10,94,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896290105349762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948410014170567,0.0,0.12833519102036206,0.0,0.41184961720862745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711399945315303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000618745208866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420645329512176,0.09456676150792136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956334767819143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277825117719394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087956932278712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645549415811933,0.0597989791081039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693548611149736,0.40084567432959495,0.2081220218201902,0.11047174272687114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433546514975501,0.0,0.0,0.08997886862748303,0.0,0.09440324942818704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853179923708253,0.0,0.165884262882849,0.09309152781746237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452984328403564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975378038764052,0.11142933524470143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774965101680702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439534922384941,0.07842966203597415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169594658566548,0.0,0.08310229055496658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019873999539055,0.21658596362638352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044792560186767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882227471543123
lonely,JaxonDunn,2019/02/19,"hey guys, im new to this. just looking for friendly chat. 24 M, drive a 53' semi. Always stressful working 14-16hr days with woman that doesn't understand.
       Just looking for friendly chat, having rough time mentally with everything going on. 
just looking to chat maybe make some new friends. 
      Music is huge part of my life Slipknot, corey.      Taylor, aaron lewis, metallica, sum41, pretty much anything except rap excluding Eminem, icec cube 'old school'. 
     Gaming is my drug of choice, sorta just takes you away for awhile. 
DM if you'd like to chat about anything 



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lonely,GoiGio,2019/02/19,Arms wide open I really could use a hug now.,-2.9160000000000004,-1.726766599999996,0.5200000000000031,100.24000000000002,115.0,6.0,5.0,7.1686216300943375,-1.0470000000000002,34,0,9,1,2,12,10,10,0.0,0.675,0.325,0.5209,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5961312168270341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4783166478290215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6448571599462376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WhatHappened-,2019/02/19,Somewhere along the way i gave up on myself I dont know when but i have been in a trance for many many years. I live in a daze and dont acknowledge the world around me. I havnt tried to make a genuine friend in five years. Ive had two genuine friends in the last 12 years. I dont try at anything anymore. Ive allowed myself to waste away. Im truly useless/worthless. My entire life is alone. I dont have the courage to pick myself back up again. I look at myself in the mirror and see somebody who doesnt matter. My world is black and i dont think any of this will ever change. ,0.027965714285716814,2.099923048000001,1.5801428571428566,99.6365,86.52000000000002,3.891428571428572,18.52857142857143,4.65589566412798,-0.7551828571428572,451,12,106,1,14,145,77,125,0.107,0.7909999999999999,0.102,0.3605,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,8,0,15,1,0,3,1,14,21,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,3,18,3,18,17,0,23,0,0,3,0,4,14,0,0,8,69,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260059409635186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706487301689607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269714778911589,0.0,0.0,0.10535788119008847,0.11397395217159074,0.0,0.0,0.1202885137218226,0.09844726067013918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543889244731627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7502517448878624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581057483529887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783150868632435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138294501389626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070362006545493,0.1043616370434595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043146117512847,0.0,0.0,0.1130529429790202,0.0,0.10751305692027163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546110032734475,0.2596048963274929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202343078653343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203653228114204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384809687493855,0.0,0.1250668252830581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162435120155756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473416020025517
lonely,lotuseo,2019/02/19,"Is it normal not to have any friends? I only have two close friends and one of them is my boyfriend....

I feel lonely when I see everyone on instagram posting about their outings with friends. Or going on trips together. I really want friends but I’ve noticed the people I become friends with end up just using me or don’t really care about me. I’ve kind of just accepted the fact that I won’t have anymore close friends but is that normal? Does anybody else feel this way? ",2.7286021505376357,5.044987451612903,3.41204301075269,89.0047311827957,77.70967741935483,6.713978494623658,27.53763440860215,7.793537801064563,1.7305827956989257,375,16,74,6,9,118,61,93,0.017,0.727,0.256,0.9718,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,5,10,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,20,15,6,0,3,7,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,3,11,9,10,14,0,11,0,1,1,0,8,5,0,2,2,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333071380992473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506928453389969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781603009456572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492240712438876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329718296913594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693411694743506,0.0,0.1345819518280377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519403863250732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366023242915508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7043737720499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635627151865262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582317815814644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29775604441449577,0.0,0.17299525041771865,0.0,0.0,0.10296475747869943,0.11556426653703555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105342491261225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552539750573584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468518582658634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108389483855453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484323571910753,0.0,0.0,0.13123538202732055,0.0,0.0,0.08962361601003804,0.1206102574581322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TakeMeToAmsterdam,2019/02/19,"I love and appreciate all my friends, but I can never understand why I often feel so empty...? (I barely made this account to talk about this forgive me if I don’t know how Reddit works)

I just wanna make sure that you guys know how much I truly love my friends. These people mean so much to me that they’re my second family, and you know we all know so much about each other (we’ve all hanged out for pretty much four years, some more, some less). We all love and cherish each other’s company and I can never thank them enough for considering my a good friend. 

Of course, as the years go on we grow as people and get into relationships, and my mentality has always been, “Make sure your friends are happy first.” I’m pretty sure that’s a bad mentality, but I can’t really help myself as them being happy makes me happy.

Everyone has their good relationships in our group (I should clarify we are a group of about 20 or so, we have a group chat dedicated to talking to each other and sending memes). Some are closer than others, y’know? I got some in a loving relationship, others the closest of friends ever, all enjoy talking to each other; we got our people in that group who we talk to the most. 

I love every single one of them. However, I feel like I’m always an outlier in the sense that whichever clique I’m in the sense that they all got someone to love more if that makes sense? I guess you can say that I’m the person that’s always there to give laughs and everyone likes no matter where I’m put in, but I don’t get the connection of closeness that the others give to each other... I’m just there I’m that dude that gives laugh and love and support. 

Whenever my friends express that kind of closeness, I’m just there thinking, “Who am I that close to? Able to express more love and support than usual?” I’ll let it out there saying that I’ve never been in a relationship before... do I yearn that much to be loved by someone that it makes me lonely? Am I being selfish for thinking this way? I feel so hollow inside right now than usual, and I am interested to hear people’s thoughts and ideas in regarding to this. 

I’m very interested and I’m very open-minded to hear people’s opinions or relations to this, so I please ask you to share your thoughts. Thanks. ",3.5799053926206237,5.056192761589408,4.670076316619365,84.63309933774836,72.81898454746138,7.296348155156102,23.75963418479975,7.859703344183488,1.140127391989909,1783,49,357,24,35,584,190,453,0.032,0.644,0.324,0.9995,1,2,0,0,0,0,54.0,9,6,5,2,22,42,0,0,15,0,23,9,0,8,13,90,78,32,0,5,10,0,3,2,6,1,0,4,0,2,35,32,0,0,15,1,1,5,7,4,0,4,8,7,52,38,49,65,27,35,0,2,0,9,66,19,0,12,12,249,87,1,0.05967205543818059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895579105978365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578531669932627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04982367378746,0.0,0.0,0.05077652412333649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061657184613521474,0.0,0.0,0.0539767904334809,0.050276280341314816,0.1140384123218766,0.0,0.0,0.05625350319018253,0.0,0.09051595252259276,0.04262972832807666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050757019872232766,0.0,0.0,0.2766148920516286,0.0,0.06235237218637329,0.17172861885873011,0.03391300424857524,0.10010017796010293,0.14317558163975527,0.0,0.06573549655217144,0.0590847165109904,0.0,0.19056603783391626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345094866234401,0.0,0.039996920927267934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736248728215442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213926315557487,0.1639710055487821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061018719590987876,0.0,0.05830550427030036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847072380699384,0.05646314166554661,0.1991578018304493,0.0,0.0,0.06500036183466683,0.0,0.0,0.12027079372892373,0.0,0.06025176540170444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193291335088001,0.0,0.13806830345836446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04043532908984413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068454491418021,0.05210333715014465,0.0,0.06550199768918426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121415865743598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059986897247675426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03822744670400457,0.0,0.0,0.2562618235890647,0.0,0.05095960930163459,0.0,0.09490722709074537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111987785926277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354302827307954,0.1687206181821497,0.0,0.0,0.1918485512956926,0.0,0.10987602290797728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647088734558334,0.0,0.09474589316928417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062120714159209174,0.0,0.0,0.13144067732132714,0.0984713901993964,0.0,0.04736490010127303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05384474863846636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043441967049745685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076853694554002
lonely,LucasJacobson,2019/02/19,"Single for life Feels like I get friend zoned by every girl I’ve tried to be with. I’ve never gotten a chance to be in a relationship and I’m 18 years old, I always get lead on or end up liking someone who doesn’t feel the same and it sucks. I’m just wondering if there is any advice anyone has any other advice than it will come to you and you don’t need a relationship to be happy because, overall I believe I am happy at this moment in time I have great friends but I just want someone I can be with that I can love and give the world and they feel the same.",3.2204918032786907,3.5132619918032795,4.672254098360657,88.7267418032787,72.52459016393442,7.08360655737705,22.627049180327873,6.6274283507984215,0.4002918032786882,441,9,101,3,8,148,80,122,0.026000000000000002,0.787,0.18600000000000005,0.9526,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,1,3,9,1,0,6,0,13,2,0,1,1,23,28,8,0,3,5,0,3,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,3,11,8,14,22,3,14,0,0,0,1,11,6,1,3,8,65,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31529087978481096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423576370212115,0.0,0.0,0.2194137837068489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128025609287743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834254514959488,0.0,0.0,0.18175862677855087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389676585523315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288653479913546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592371615165327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447131043576258,0.11525099019956755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24927940714320626,0.0,0.16857186094330706,0.15475814762220366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786196532511156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434680510549089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394899214246465,0.157631009269451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456025885518164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962083565455205,0.12442419341958467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928400488044634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464064876474328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733811945140576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407021334429227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952944455039466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951539768438308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495065458643125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388835145367516
lonely,Terrycruise2002,2019/02/19,"How I feel The sun isn’t out as long, the moon seems to stare with a smile, my body wants to fall but I can only fight for so long, I try and try but some days it comes back and reminds me of the deep end and I can’t swim",-1.200188679245283,0.045961433962265374,0.7892830188679234,108.28354716981134,85.60377358490567,4.24,12.486792452830189,3.1291,-2.0045667924528305,168,1,51,0,5,55,41,53,0.069,0.895,0.036000000000000004,-0.3919,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,13,7,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,7,7,1,10,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,5,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344723541337531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33870849760977945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626702017543094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966546290873924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700774792829189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418177428991567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5397069234168811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319130119422121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775968271354303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140549189328904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985561932657734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LemonTeaPop,2019/02/19,"I'm seem to be lonely even if I have wonderful people around me Recently I've been like really lonely which is crazy because I have wonderful people around me. I feel bad because like they're just wonderful and I hang out with them a lot but there's two kinds of loneliness, and missing a friend loneliness and a love loneliness. I don't really feel the friendliness it's like love loneliness. I'm in a relationship but like the person I'm with I love dearly and like they're doing nothing wrong but I still feel lonely for some reason. I don't know, I feel bad, their wonderful and I feel bad that I feel this way, idk maybe it's because it's long distance. It's like I would describe myself as a person that needs people around me but I still like being by my self. It's always been hard for me making connections cuz I get really shy and around new people I get really quiet. I don't know what to do I think I just need someone to talk to when I feel bad but like I feel bad for that person honestly I just need a close friend to like hang out with me unlike Xbox is something I don't know. ",1.5770733575943297,3.762380057268725,3.334020302624019,88.73809615016282,81.02643171806167,6.94342080061291,19.56119517333844,8.04050195162591,0.8595525378280021,871,22,182,17,23,290,98,227,0.193,0.519,0.28800000000000003,0.9839,0,6,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,12,27,0,0,8,0,15,3,0,3,0,51,45,15,0,5,9,0,9,9,2,1,0,1,0,4,11,16,0,0,18,1,0,2,4,10,0,1,2,10,31,17,21,40,2,17,0,4,0,3,13,8,0,8,15,110,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823661991461015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920154351458719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34236323409741604,0.14997261586039434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416502984211298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317227268331776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671723010804112,0.0,0.08569082997145562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346240799832841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539795435047774,0.13520715633462305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605814975333342,0.0,0.0,0.07257385525588612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971965019477458,0.22204429474490334,0.0,0.05474049097324173,0.0,0.08238732742562765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242205962058528,0.0,0.07920313448558512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868818939959052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274140673884824,0.2148167606839289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014383388426267,0.0843171340870613,0.08097228784107767,0.08804511995032308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746563406097296,0.0855514699992753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948449558961715,0.06313320463258809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098222698299647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659143389934331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052546948700764935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010918879157794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509355552763042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557335539079714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825561324902941,0.08966207840532336,0.0,0.0
lonely,sleepytipi,2019/02/19,"r/escorts? I noticed it was shut down, likely because of Reddit's new power trip they've been on with censorship (est Net Neutrality, RIP).

Unfortunately for me I just discovered this used to exist. I am lonely. The only cure for me at this point is physical touch, and I'm pretty fucking upset this was once solve able via Reddit but isn't any more. Can anyone provide the details I'm looking for? A directory of some sort? Even if you have to PM me IDC, it's tax season and I'm willing to flex. 

Thanks, and apologies for when I delete this post, after all this isn't an alt and it's pretty desperate.",1.6745899554990444,4.053863223140496,3.7408264462809946,84.82075015893199,82.05785123966942,6.037126509853784,22.530832803560077,7.321109707123232,1.0294279720279715,474,16,92,7,13,161,87,121,0.07,0.8270000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.7044,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,1,1,4,0,10,1,0,1,1,12,17,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,3,2,8,2,14,13,3,11,0,1,1,1,2,5,1,3,5,56,16,1,0.24965837216825576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697762542247862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456693866633066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218942642853633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489700023294745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23080514212813924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197046990992925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965015455357847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24112161155988784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28423771143810844,0.0,0.2658780183913683,0.0,0.18987644207107207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360078584163289,0.0,0.2391037085889543,0.5079846366001164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298518864323871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562467499588006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rachhhhhhhhh,2019/02/19,"What’s wrong with me? I feel so lonely. No shit right? That’s what this place is to talk about. I keep having casual encounters, whilst I’m not really searching for a relationship I can’t help just feel super lonely when they are gone. I enjoy having somebody to talk to, I meet them. I tell myself to not be myself and to speak about what they are interested in but parts of me keep escaping and I can see the look in their eyes, them losing interest in me as a person and how they actually cannot wait to leave after. Getting ghosted but I can tell before they even ghost me.  ",2.2048484848484904,4.283573136752139,3.888096348096351,86.13139860139862,78.3162393162393,6.98958818958819,19.18337218337218,8.00094639256281,0.7357931623931622,455,10,93,8,11,152,75,117,0.14300000000000002,0.723,0.134,-0.4589,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,7,2,7,10,1,0,3,0,10,2,2,1,0,15,20,9,2,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,3,2,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,6,21,5,16,18,1,9,0,3,3,0,16,5,1,0,3,69,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.19945059464904852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739168582216395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499457982027438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668672322443596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678289682629637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699517535531336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36333413630116174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164145486832857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163219757324044,0.2286548993768204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22132939019951692,0.0,0.0,0.17846138262645125,0.21353916383999974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309344730341652,0.0,0.0,0.21943335040274511,0.0,0.1745439511459052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286864248348346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097985994231472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32855436514987124,0.3572835660883029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234632683748366,0.0,0.0
lonely,ChipDaleChippindale,2019/02/19,"A curious case of loneliness I'm in kind of a weird place. Recently, I've made some wonderful new friends. These aren't casual friends, either. We have a deep, close connections, and we see each other reasonably often. These friends are everything I could ask for. And yet, I still feel lonely. I don't know why, but I think the reason is a part of me, and not the outside world. I've been single, anxious, and depressed my whole life, and I hated it for the longest time, but I've been healing a lot lately. Still, that lonely feeling is there. Does anyone have any idea why? Also, if anyone is struggling and needs advice or something like that, I'd be happy to help.",2.899128205128207,5.077925707692311,3.884230769230772,86.50993589743591,76.53846153846155,6.7948717948717965,24.679487179487186,7.793537801064563,1.4075641025641028,522,18,100,8,12,168,89,130,0.18,0.6559999999999999,0.16399999999999998,-0.5256,0,5,1,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,0,0,6,13,1,1,8,0,12,2,0,3,0,30,23,11,0,3,6,0,2,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,3,9,7,7,18,7,12,0,3,1,0,7,5,0,6,8,66,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463084428530699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973413287003028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018173727592734,0.0,0.0,0.16914536737243172,0.0,0.20938083652266284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997161671124966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954233516457552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895695858907014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310243764992493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456216923608846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140978501605176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34702889521591496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593838545343275,0.0,0.1478213342271338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035676082716084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690200362470654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591438105498195,0.08228432891807712,0.0,0.16889505833341775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575440441803644,0.07314752500076042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728988873522493,0.0,0.1416723555791578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101835999408206,0.0,0.14460425644686908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213637172743536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642958766351622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30788217056256784,0.14783426883429604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119310547671235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526475779396028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391393682036461,0.0,0.0,0.1565239080826418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593701682108058,0.0,0.0,0.08730519856871878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27020502756876946,0.1671613652503833,0.0,0.0,0.16236916124016074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,psmith90909,2019/02/19,Moved to a new city and my dear cat is my only companion. Feeling very lonely and just found this sub. Hi everyone. Just moved to a suburb of Cleveland. Winter sucks. I went to the grocery store today just to have a small conversation with the cashier. Came home and looked into the mirror to make sure I still exist. ,2.230421545667447,4.9016843606557385,3.090538641686184,88.4260655737705,82.44262295081967,5.4529274004683845,20.18969555035129,6.868970318607317,0.5025203747072595,250,7,47,3,7,79,46,61,0.084,0.813,0.102,0.0276,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,13,9,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,3,2,4,2,8,6,0,10,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,4,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874611645634844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24016209924059426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708291723804035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755766993198635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25211027023620863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110587464865706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776857830233907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342602960832644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24274165308876985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115217890578168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007170707927453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368809890327491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382369222855907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737833247517065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23299077705572424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Grangergirl17,2019/02/19,"Keeping friendships? I'm not sure what I am doing wrong. I like to think I'm a good person, im supportive, sometimes funny and always up for adventures. I am independent and not clingy, so I dont think I'm pushing friendship  too much. Yet I can not keep friends in my life. It starts the same, we meet hang out, get really close and then they slowly ditch me. This has happened consistently with every single friendship in my life, including ones with some family members that I also considered friends (cousins etc). I always reach out and ask if our friendship is okay because I feel like we are drifting and every time they assure me it's fine and I'm just imagining things on my end. But I can guarantee any of these people will call me if they need help with something. 
This happened very recently with my current (now ex I suppose) best friend. He hasn't really spoken to me since Christmas. We make plans to hang out and he always has a lame excuse; he has to trim his dogs nails, he needs to clean his car, he drank too much all day and is now too drunk to drive to dinner etc. Last week I drug him out for coffee, could tell he didnt want to be there and I asked what was wrong. He told me nothing, everything was fine and we made plans to hang out Saturday night. Saturday rolls around and in text around dinner time asking if he was still interested and he said he couldn't. He forgot he had to go help his mom trim her cats nails. No offer to reschedule, not even a simple sorry. No communication for a week until I got a text asking if I could send him the name of a really great restaurant that I found a few months ago. I sent it and no response, absolutely no texts since then. So I guess this friendship is over too. 
I just dont understand what I'm doing wrong here, it has to be me because its a consistent pattern but I have no idea what. My therapist isnt really sure either, we have extensively discussed this in therapy. 
Not really sure if anyone can help, just wanted to reach out and talk to some people who really seem to understand the feeling of being totally alone. ",3.429974424552426,5.203511531400969,4.407615799943166,85.14979539641945,73.78260869565217,7.6725206024438775,24.253765274225632,8.405096225971981,1.4841425973287865,1650,50,329,29,34,535,210,414,0.08,0.794,0.127,0.8856,1,1,2,0,0,0,43.0,6,0,3,3,20,22,0,0,11,1,33,7,0,3,6,82,71,27,0,12,16,3,2,2,3,1,3,1,1,1,18,32,4,3,10,1,0,10,16,4,0,1,13,3,45,18,41,51,13,48,0,1,0,0,54,16,0,9,24,212,63,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139712286732816,0.0,0.0,0.0834189737820298,0.0,0.06441076106584252,0.20105641087343706,0.0,0.0,0.054772472242882855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631802189467036,0.0,0.0,0.14340192354082104,0.3011899161544648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819737362894768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452563517407527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224411443918672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286151676714672,0.0,0.0,0.0519440178629632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887932133735276,0.0,0.09340511131608932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133780411556767,0.0,0.17965501377504045,0.053198348670335883,0.0,0.13572306797302686,0.0,0.07238747651494948,0.0,0.07592942422719373,0.0,0.08145062107131645,0.0575404293661386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831200054348247,0.18668356897826965,0.0,0.042080754538121504,0.0,0.04577483606137591,0.06755622713712793,0.06441814797173058,0.08879970432349983,0.08872795686378053,0.0,0.1424490409489307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161960216056272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090924023994621,0.08700100828535796,0.0,0.0,0.14318186769067315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565385867013677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378078266161,0.07869915858489535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621238844857646,0.053763539569136265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433179813732966,0.06428920619644954,0.0,0.1184177615909183,0.11944425349891792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558479837903179,0.0,0.07728384435712418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457848990931439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167770870556767,0.07032764478241907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095901076344735,0.0,0.07952717858294843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661549502301013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332395181512226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332531479995556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062006468795643664,0.0796597704805508,0.09016206852718582,0.05700923946435173,0.0,0.06432229614725438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140002673175726,0.22773442838778785,0.0,0.0,0.06473796836018841,0.0703987365576138,0.0,0.0921087307868544,0.09351743384186176,0.053509649772639854,0.10321829071982276,0.0,0.0,0.09393134856406897,0.0,0.0,0.0769629489394588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676976469445557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645698078049986,0.09501351223115442,0.0,0.12921458214774367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26418564838331376,0.0,0.0
lonely,LedGopher,2019/01/26,"Empty and joyless weekends. I honestly have no idea what to say, my story isn't that much different from that of anyone else on this sub. It's almost 5pm on a Saturday and I haven't got any idea what to do or where to go. I drove out of town to see a live show and came back home this morning. The whole time I was away, I was alone with no one to talk to. I stopped into a bar next to the venue and didn't know what to do with myself. It's the same thing when I am back home. I don't know where to go, where I won't feel awkward and out of place. I have always struggled with meeting new people and talking to strangers, so I just fail completely at making friends or getting dates.

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My days off are spent at home, mostly in front of the TV or laying in bed. I would love to go do something, if only there was something that appealed to me. I don't care for crowded places, I get too self-conscious and begin to feel uncomfortable. It's like it has gotten worse and worse as I have gotten older. I am 40, I shouldn't be so shy and afraid of people. I don't even know where to go in order to find like-minded people. 

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I'm bored, I'm hungry, I'm tired and I just don't want to leave my apartment. I get my hopes up and get on a dating app, only to always have the same results. Either a lack of appealing potential matches or getting matched only to have the conversation stall out and the person never responds again. I feel empty and nothing makes me feel any joy. The little happiness I do get is always so fleeting that it starts to feel pointless to even try. I may as well just order a pizza and watch a movie. There's nothing out there for me.",3.409780952380956,4.076998811428574,4.493500000000001,88.82091666666668,72.31428571428572,6.861904761904763,25.154761904761905,6.6274283507984215,0.7786476190476193,1304,37,284,9,24,427,172,350,0.133,0.787,0.08,-0.9229,1,1,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,1,21,14,0,3,15,0,29,4,0,3,1,58,65,25,0,6,9,0,5,1,1,4,1,1,4,1,15,23,2,1,11,4,1,7,12,5,1,1,10,8,31,9,50,50,7,51,0,1,2,1,10,25,0,9,18,191,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782363736038991,0.09083566976281576,0.0,0.0,0.21893213154979835,0.1900561181474741,0.2131417399885911,0.11928447390752445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132519985065232,0.0898638799836151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240149890094664,0.1348790768280974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031086822888756,0.08942083698518433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195676084306334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656230757624549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163279586937688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326606389675729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585631931585184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173078204434116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016055182803429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776047164107303,0.0,0.27493266934086985,0.0,0.19937852042068108,0.0,0.07014549988569682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336333634551117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639250432511399,0.0871106053003609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801597268895968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446007093853132,0.0,0.0,0.09286666579587027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569622060453827,0.08790319952406532,0.07744490033502231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915696034020409,0.0,0.1170872022075673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885567948394789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447308207141772,0.0,0.06764330937956446,0.0847057932629798,0.09327499572185163,0.0,0.0,0.16831014446108822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943100784852427,0.2001102415938482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824102900322213,0.07658040403787128,0.18326559173875376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974633674402854,0.0,0.0,0.06988932990949552,0.0,0.09149518107040984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503880154164075,0.0,0.0,0.0620778728703168,0.0,0.0,0.07332509745764645,0.0,0.09168804656613534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098751035818846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058267138224116034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114134453893119,0.1008037072712448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954576758966565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051730533407098885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885710241305235,0.0,0.0,0.0979192203215606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875726444365106,0.062302937432084614,0.0,0.2131417399885911,0.0
lonely,telekikneecaps,2019/01/26,Fuck me All I want is a girlfriend and a couple of friends like everyone else I know has. I don't want to be the most popular guy who can fuck anyone he wants. Why is it that I just get ignored by all girls. I am ugly so maybe that's why but then again that doesn't stop them liking a lot of other people. And if that is the reason what the fuck do i do its not my fault. I just don't want to be ignored I want a normal life but instead I say less than 1000 words per day because no one wants to talk to me. ,0.33399999999999963,1.617882443478262,2.4393478260869585,98.05641304347827,81.08695652173913,5.2956521739130435,18.456521739130434,5.6839178017228535,-0.556895652173913,391,8,100,2,10,132,74,115,0.182,0.6809999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.8563,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,10,3,0,7,0,13,4,0,1,2,25,24,7,0,8,6,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,9,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,0,1,13,4,8,22,5,4,0,0,0,3,9,0,3,3,6,69,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364284527653352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907511452326527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983333158437415,0.0,0.10481664281608684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577067802007728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530177027010195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255681646912642,0.45076152316616297,0.08491378987066461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092754859063674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932073646489898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147978164399973,0.15880522791058846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381748718845969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328048663680256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924221559548665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013268356248906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267594407879633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710510118177946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924820749886767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588007418743733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063326221992613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5751767643682245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933111611445445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,brattyAries92,2019/01/26,"Going INSANE I am going crazy!!!! I don't talk or interact with ANYONE at all. 99% of my time is spent alone and its killing me. I try hanging out with people but they flake. One of my friends wants me to come over to sit in his apartment which I don't want to do. I sit in my own place all day I don't want to sit at anyone else's house!!!!!! 
I just want some company and do stuff.  

I hate this.  ",-0.571839080459771,1.1434531954023015,1.6075862068965527,100.75436781609196,86.01149425287356,4.7862068965517235,16.563218390804597,5.82211442006289,-0.81356091954023,296,6,77,2,9,99,56,87,0.18899999999999997,0.763,0.047,-0.8585,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,16,16,4,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,1,1,0,15,1,14,15,4,17,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,2,50,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229087739885287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30014712319635195,0.21991273670555686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488384744275527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384179255974877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792949583538772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582180473138508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24395717208076897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119016666098684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476530071553066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23745514810239005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543814025748042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879669893159225,0.0,0.22424158533206548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456988135911206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251063079974627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515187457306254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457189775498678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063748938891833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Chodeward,2019/01/26,"Drunk at 4:47am I spent all night building an actual aircraft with the girl I have a crush on, and I haven’t felt lonelier in a long time :(  mostly because despite my best efforts she treats me exactly like every other guy she interacts with. I feel she irrelevant and discarded... ",3.968653846153845,6.569780096153848,5.031384615384617,77.51361538461539,74.96153846153845,8.775384615384615,29.63076923076923,9.3871,3.201187692307692,223,10,38,6,5,73,43,52,0.23,0.725,0.045,-0.8469,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,9,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,9,3,5,3,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.35548969732586594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220648085937687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38229472546024346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30692589829413186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419348613529005,0.0,0.3497708122008526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606995101363459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797129334316106,0.0,0.0,0.32238083967233633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418568779255072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241756443153545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IJustWantToLive_,2019/01/26,"Don't mind me, just venting. If you can't tell, this is a throwaway account. Can't have something like this on my main.

I've been doing so many things to improve myself and I'm very proud of myself for getting as far as I did. I care way too much about what others think about me and I've honestly gotten to the point where I can't tell if I'm not being myself or growing up into a different personality naturally.

But one thing hasn't changed, I've talked to so many girls and every one that's been attracted to me turned out to be crazy or extremely unnatractive (and I don't mean in the asshole-ish way, I'm talking piss poor hygiene and control issues.) 

I just want one girl, the perfect girl for me and I want to be the perfect guy for her, I just want to take care of her and live the rest of my life with her. I know *perfect* doesn't exist but seriously FU K I can't handle being alone anymore. I've talked with so many girls and had great chemistry only for things to fall short for the dumbest reasons (had to move, changed jobs, went to a different school.) and it's finally starting to get to me.


Normally I'm the most down-to-earth, stoic guy anyone could meet but this is really starting to get into my head. Hence the whole alt account deal.

I hope you all find a great person for you because God damn, I can relate.



Alright I'm out. ✌",2.23404761904762,3.9225793571428578,3.752142857142857,88.94119047619049,76.85714285714286,6.3809523809523805,24.523809523809533,7.1686216300943375,0.9331666666666668,1060,36,226,12,24,351,150,280,0.08,0.758,0.162,0.9444,3,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,0,5,10,16,2,0,12,1,23,3,2,2,4,44,46,21,0,8,11,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,8,10,15,0,1,5,0,3,4,9,3,0,3,7,0,28,13,35,34,6,20,0,0,0,0,21,11,2,6,4,142,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091336463103511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450074114756576,0.07367857459396825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423381250307088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486761801389864,0.0,0.22293927543447944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818369352939258,0.08413099312082467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863393782345873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201826916881686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878048137481917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154299101949723,0.09630812800836976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515761249602035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23234607391423556,0.0,0.2086697559218548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814210436717504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046582032537819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998102459278107,0.10456548230175633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057909712911563084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442738221854046,0.051479452146991005,0.0,0.0930454345057578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204921040812228,0.0,0.1147810334026837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063957138382466,0.0,0.0,0.11199379380544802,0.07746056756880604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324221847588297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142084472105784,0.08014017836167188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401358740229226,0.0,0.0,0.09961062921729526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750402171902233,0.1083399982858112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664212163562636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112053802267405,0.0,0.0,0.14916573278356346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922665413537974,0.2540821430025841,0.1841996003510957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21001348713795967,0.06751814318412751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461451216074887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869429616133117,0.1864534631947144,0.16727882821536794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768092907313183,0.0,0.1176441103529249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,amhsas1,2019/01/26,"Yesterday was my birthday, no one noticed even my mom didn’t remember it (as usual) So it’s my 25 birthday, i thought it would be special at least this time but the more i grew up the more people still don’t care about it, what a fucking assholes ",1.5864705882352936,3.6649743137254913,2.9644705882352973,91.97611764705884,80.37254901960785,5.648627450980393,27.84705882352941,6.742157984588678,1.2492635294117649,194,9,41,2,5,63,41,51,0.133,0.754,0.113,-0.2708,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,0,5,2,4,3,3,7,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,4,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139429197534866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337693307398325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284665226640956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606298367532216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505666806223687,0.0,0.0,0.20865320384944985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21347156873247955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488110657451041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24590371027812746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444524949632981,0.17954946034928335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391281715340968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187361105766451,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bongut67,2019/01/26,"Don’t take this the wrong way, music was, and still is, the only way I cope with loneliness. I just want someone to tell me they feel the same too. I don’t ask for upvotes, views, following, none of that. Just tell me if u relate to what I’m saying. Or not, idk. 

Thanks. 

[, Anymore](https://soundcloud.com/user-421585497/anymore)

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lonely,IamNoWallisSimpson,2019/01/26,"Did your eating habits change after getting used to eating alone all the time? I found myself eating faster than ever. You might even call it the vacuum cleaner type of eating where I just quickly inhale the food instead of blissfully chew it. It somehow feels like another chore that I must do. 


It is kind of embarrassing when I’m around people because I sometimes forget how to eat like a normal person and I once had a friend stare at me and tell me how astonished she was at my devouring skills. ",7.951157894736839,7.4611312736842095,7.5947368421052674,74.45315789473686,62.57894736842106,10.126315789473685,31.63157894736842,9.3871,2.7527473684210517,401,12,70,6,5,127,73,95,0.069,0.804,0.127,0.6915,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,11,5,0,1,5,0,7,7,0,3,3,16,12,5,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,2,1,5,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,12,4,10,6,1,10,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,2,8,52,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178665801048782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536755710171891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304649154724179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933849514554948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496489192539729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503563154688482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7498111533199048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679811666643212,0.13256728023217162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410255128286544,0.10469883622394993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772147437615,0.16068986247350858,0.11322793746629264,0.0,0.07656887645957937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261435602247453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319862410501102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547156879763427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359266677005156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560761651632832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160270146081876,0.12796606914830794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449465246446131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280954256061929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545732963709532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265763623166405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Terbizond12345,2019/01/26,"I wonder what it feels like to have a friend. Everyone is out. It is rush week on campus. 

I’m too introverted to go out. 

I am beginning to realize that being alone *every* Friday night is unusual. 

Hardly anyone can imagine this. Except for me. 

I also just found out a girl I like is actually lesbian and started smoking. And recently joined a sorority. 

She was the hottest girl I knew, so that was all a real downer. 

And that also got me thinking. What if, because I am so introverted, that I wind up alone. For the rest of my life!

It seems more fathomable by the day. 

And social situations are agony. I constantly feel like I am a drag. ",0.6561422222222184,3.1757988320000017,3.2607333333333344,84.0535888888889,92.68,6.297777777777778,22.144444444444453,7.594959193182576,1.5013111111111117,494,19,94,11,18,171,82,125,0.071,0.838,0.09,0.5093,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,8,0,13,2,0,0,1,21,25,9,0,1,3,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,10,7,0,0,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,13,4,13,19,3,14,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,3,10,71,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.17770139119651096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771972438982067,0.0,0.29124742789218405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732716357777052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100525759183057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678325884631329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743815277627948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342542844809914,0.1740024535550927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841484520186949,0.2601817114933442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966107048486856,0.14068847191303552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349049634294788,0.0,0.1456404147062164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312405054189916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862121074721716,0.26689167076871795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708866480644369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726740332946653,0.0,0.0,0.17979981781405413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577519047799086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046857944488985,0.0,0.1856259905041107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888990973968742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668105292548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606804078212848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974775256089269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,spaceskimo,2019/01/26,"Feeling lonely I feel awkward typing any of this, but I think it would help to vent...Right now I feel as if I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life. I'm currently 30 years old and at this point I've never been in any form of a relationship. It's something I've always wanted in life. I remember being in second grade and hearing about how this girl and boy were holding hands on the playground, and just wishing I had someone to hold mine. It's been 24 years since then and I feel like I'm still wishing I just had someone to hold my hand.

I'm not a social person at all. I have been told that I'm a good looking guy too, I try to take care of myself and look my best. May sound weird but I don't think my appearance is the issue of why I can't meet anyone. It's not from a lack of trying either, not to say I couldn't take more chances in asking girls out. No one has ever given me a chance though, and the more you get denied it just keeps getting harder and harder to gather up the courage to ask anyone out. Like I said I'm not social either, it's a bit of a problem and always has been. Interacting with other people is extremely hard. I understand that I have to be more outgoing, it's something I've been told my entire life, at the same time I feel like that's not who I am and if I have to put on this act of being outgoing it's not someone liking me for who I am as a person.

I'm just so sick of being alone all the time. When I'm not at my crummy job in a kitchen I'm just sitting at home or at the gym by myself. I mention my job because that's the one place I feel like I have friends. It's embarrassing to be 30 and working in a kitchen, but it's hard to leave when I feel like that's the only group of people I have. The one girl I work with is also the reason I'm writing all this out. I get along with her amazing and we've always been close. She's the one person in my life I feel relaxed around and as if I can just be myself around her and I can just talk to her without feeling anxiety. I tried telling her how I feel and she didn't feel the same way back. I know she'll never feel that way about me, but I can't get over her. It's something I think of each day and is constantly adding to my feeling of loneliness. 

I just want someone in my life. 

I'm sorry if this post is a mess and all over the place without any real direction. ",1.7664092664092692,2.789070110038612,3.62961196911197,92.10542181467184,76.66409266409265,6.26108108108108,22.216409266409265,6.508806274219699,0.2942747490347486,1839,48,431,14,40,622,205,518,0.099,0.754,0.147,0.9844,3,4,3,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,3,24,19,0,2,26,0,40,10,2,3,7,103,92,37,0,12,28,0,17,6,1,3,6,4,3,8,26,28,2,4,20,2,0,4,17,6,0,5,14,23,61,13,65,67,17,53,0,1,2,0,39,28,0,7,23,295,87,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389831676405458,0.0,0.05365692717858382,0.16748861554353578,0.0,0.0,0.1368834573243026,0.0,0.05132852440994577,0.0,0.0,0.09383065654371613,0.0,0.0,0.11945995422772812,0.1254520605765217,0.0,0.0,0.05159295185181565,0.0,0.04090131244180256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070413480235433,0.0,0.07325183684115788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684092009764499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250731837391376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04327159526941411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069249028095097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410371002066307,0.19173458454665812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051838473884126365,0.0,0.14022029514998166,0.0,0.03813240217183781,0.05627723535592609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643593577530857,0.0,0.0,0.1202103017952482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562246332198576,0.0,0.04497326934690115,0.0,0.06730311015942472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070031157644953,0.1331655492828623,0.0596383191320981,0.0,0.0,0.03687439946208537,0.0,0.0,0.07104534713195627,0.0,0.0,0.2369606828335503,0.1966793258453628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126880713870705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349768358409568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040633293029316,0.0,0.1818648940097164,0.05102979796125008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303232230652048,0.1757578354434032,0.14020281088849149,0.0,0.06342773859089185,0.0,0.06425975654480022,0.0,0.0,0.06420214577866744,0.0,0.06745036429455144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637033602274637,0.0,0.06898622309893981,0.0,0.07203637022807638,0.07600708535839337,0.057299916638653324,0.06382399414592342,0.05335771089331148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055502794410551365,0.0,0.0,0.1367925591929164,0.22740207985310076,0.15496214572133138,0.0,0.07510887102061,0.0,0.0,0.05358323210626987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089621052323106,0.05392950489191143,0.058645167646363384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897789632519488,0.06592182360730024,0.0,0.07824884299280864,0.0,0.0,0.12822687632807864,0.0,0.13666205281706306,0.0,0.0,0.06984966705272841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915033175212878,0.1065159197487816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060544020071880734,0.0,0.15431498332250096,0.12935697490543238,0.0,0.09769388441876097,0.0,0.0,0.047663322240215925,0.0,0.0,0.08641569964264982
lonely,VexCex,2019/01/26,"Lost in the pursuit ***Venting***

Currently I have two best friends. One that goes to an uni 3 hours away (let's call them S) and one that lives 4 minutes from me (and B) . I've been best friends with S for probably a little over 2 years and B for about half a year. Ever since they started uni, I see them maybe 30 to 40 times a year. We plan to move a major city close by in a few years and we usually don't have problems. The only issue is I don't  see S that much, and we just don't talk too much, that's just how we are.

The issue has been with B. I see them almost every single day because I drive them to school and work. That'll change when get get their car insured but I don't mind most of the time. Lately I've been confronting them about how little they seem to care about being around me either hanging out or being their chauffeur. When I do that, or confront them basically about anything, they always turn it into a heated argument. I know they didn't grow up in a great family. They get in arguments with their parents and is neglected a lot. I just don't know how much longer I can deal with having to deal with all the drama that's caused. In the course of about 3 months, I've been loaning then money and I've gone as far as to sign up with my family's phone plan just so they can have a contract with AT&T. As of right now, they owe me just a little over $500 and I've probably helped them pay for three times that amount.

I'm in probably over $4,000 in debt right now. No one knows that. As far as anyone knows, I owe just a little over $1,500. They're ok with me spending less money on them because they understand the situation.

Funny enough, they're not the first person I've spent thousands on. It's how I was raised. That's how my panrets show their affection for me. In the past 3 years, I've spent well over 40,000. I'm only 20. I'm more than positive over half of that has been on someone.

I'm just tired. I can't just leave my friend B because I care about them too much. And as much as they frustrate me... They need me as much as I need them. ",1.128049783549784,2.9967713590909137,2.4948051948051955,95.83530303030304,80.86363636363636,5.554112554112554,19.112554112554115,6.5431188927421005,-0.1305173160173161,1618,38,375,15,42,522,197,440,0.075,0.809,0.11599999999999999,0.9608,5,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,4,0,24,7,29,16,3,0,21,1,29,1,0,7,2,63,57,31,0,3,13,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,13,26,0,1,6,2,10,6,9,6,1,9,11,3,53,10,64,42,19,61,0,2,3,0,39,32,0,6,23,243,66,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037002174428905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678376764323805,0.0869630022579598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056120513720520716,0.0,0.06604814833864546,0.07144950538810838,0.0,0.0,0.07540806162758651,0.0,0.0,0.14677949088044884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845840492744055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195568305734917,0.0,0.16366333321860682,0.08245038562786361,0.08490573233000569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051761849388628337,0.16549159458453236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293129917546486,0.0,0.0,0.07260087180478728,0.06762354253685388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132627712326385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827015580850958,0.0,0.0,0.18602886681345293,0.0,0.1257995300426204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848828238650844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379740635755932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904113787199654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675437298745296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643787795378166,0.0,0.09053815617460093,0.08498504700626283,0.0,0.08207253901428177,0.0,0.0,0.32177132578332746,0.07087213090899938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761460671753715,0.06823522215200954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063318696655472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104095595183697,0.0,0.06406374295562163,0.08530497877447199,0.3540074060064985,0.11902536065382904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316124690225547,0.12208455454238325,0.0,0.0,0.08912059055301151,0.0,0.07661841969069898,0.0,0.07008100464404209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596055219785321,0.07679915148797656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708529286080515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122864324424049,0.19187341130509766,0.07306680358162204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639291357389933,0.09021697816074313,0.0,0.0,0.06800507431451815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680930717949054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645109313035089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040289480699195,0.0922484696466109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730116370647968,0.07840355306344159,0.08355476435103283,0.0,0.0,0.08839639859561656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216447901857329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843112670089499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25842798271395623
lonely,SkylerAnnabel,2019/01/26,hey follow me on kik SkylerAnnabel hi i am sky from italy and i am 24 yrs ,-3.5126470588235317,-3.0477224117647044,-0.7442647058823509,107.96830882352944,126.05882352941177,1.7000000000000002,10.132352941176473,3.1291,-2.2867529411764704,57,1,15,0,4,19,15,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fntastk,2019/01/26,"What's a good song to cry to when you're just feeling sad in general? I'm not particularly lonely but I'm just having a terrible day (I don't wanna talk about it) and crying always helps me a lot. I need a generally sad song to just cry along with or something.

Any suggestions? ",1.2688505747126442,3.441326,4.048965517241381,83.2509195402299,82.10344827586206,7.314942528735633,21.73563218390805,8.344100000000001,1.3812666666666664,220,7,46,5,6,78,44,58,0.313,0.564,0.12300000000000001,-0.9413,0,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,15,6,4,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,3,1,8,6,1,3,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057824816078568,0.0,0.0,0.1681798935876708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8149782370079074,0.15949507186695178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504782259672115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743265048772774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657672841020936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102548844281273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833778997050571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039201439649509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877913455537372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cariad_Bach,2019/01/26,"I'm feeling really isolated. I'll start this off by saying I'm not in the worst of positions. 


I do have friends and an SO. I have a job with friendly co workers. 


People I can smile at in the street, who will smile back. 


But lately I've felt like I don't matter to people as much as they do to me.


I'm always the first to message. 


I'm always the one that's sort of pushed aside and forgotten about if people are busy. 


I just kind of feel like I'm fading away. Out of existence. Like if no one pays me attention that I will just stop being. It's super needy and petty. I just want to feel valued and important. 


I'm sick of feeling like an afterthought.

Or even just a dirty little secret. 


I just want to feel wanted and loved.",0.662694805194807,2.697373500000001,2.7988149350649363,92.139650974026,83.48051948051949,5.927922077922077,18.066558441558442,7.1686216300943375,0.18014415584415566,565,13,125,8,16,191,91,154,0.12,0.629,0.251,0.9653,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,10,10,0,0,8,0,10,2,0,0,0,32,27,12,0,5,10,0,6,4,2,2,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,9,0,1,1,3,1,0,3,1,7,11,9,21,23,2,16,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,4,11,79,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692479659950444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200899806460955,0.1244081333591072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686215210615416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40903471985575024,0.23116860838225345,0.15534578250743386,0.0,0.0,0.137620272397638,0.0,0.0,0.2500003407687181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605536882402482,0.0,0.0,0.16848156853150853,0.0,0.0,0.18250852905736886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31617377852989426,0.16215818236982496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460236815063109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893580503425726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926902004255505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364987991032073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364815825897848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286635669076991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145172767833069,0.0,0.0,0.13526543504900546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28628750656636104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DisastrousCookie,2019/01/26,Feeling very alone at a party. Feels like I’m not visible or just not interesting enough The title says it all. ,1.2907575757575778,3.951236863636364,3.360909090909089,84.0280303030303,89.45454545454545,6.56969696969697,20.96969696969697,7.793537801064563,1.3520424242424252,89,3,17,2,3,30,21,22,0.172,0.5660000000000001,0.263,0.3427,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530867215674057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520231893392253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423956948602713,0.31252847304507136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137256198243053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34789349975844325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609583549395241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rhiannamr,2019/01/26,"People don’t actually listen... Has anybody else realised how little people listen and when they do it’s to interrupt or have a chance to talk about themselves.
No one shows genuine care anymore.
For example, I’ve been feeling poorly and ONCE have I been asked how I’m doing. ",5.087500000000002,6.9126181346153865,5.818461538461538,76.50153846153847,69.57692307692308,7.507692307692308,30.30769230769231,8.07648339933343,2.3959076923076923,221,9,36,3,4,72,42,52,0.08800000000000001,0.784,0.128,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,0,6,14,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,2,1,4,12,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,24,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.3090684899546191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31409651826002594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29608609411966513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32291240216990025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645750306984395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601407946490408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31743197976819354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372915059242022,0.21461451441038096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391410840448895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25456379732421536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,roylost1129,2019/01/26,"Making reddit posts is easier than real life I left work to deal with personal issues. (I had nowhere to sleep that night. Thought I could count on family or something to help me out. They wouldn’t. ). Due to personal issues I missed the next day as well. When I got back to work I was pulled into the plant managers office as well as hr (who knew me as a child and knows my family) and my shift leader. In order to keep my job I basically had to verbally spew every post I have made in this sub and more. I had to explain why I have no ties to family.  I had to explain that I work and sleep and don’t speak to humans outside of that. I had to explain that asking for help breaks me in every way.  I had to explain that I HAD been asking for help but due to my mental health issues and past drug use (I’m clean for 14 years) I’ve burnt every bridge I had. I had to explain why talking about this all caused me to have a panic attack while getting grilled by three people that could fire me. I had to explain that I was inches away from having a house and not being homeless and I thought if I could fix this one short term speed bump I would be a better employee. I had to sit and deal with the fact the hr person brought up multiple painful memories from my past that had nothing to do with work. After being clean for 14 years and that being the only thing I have that I’m proud of, i was forced to do a drug screen because missing two days of work and having financial troubles must mean I’m into drugs. I had to face the fact that my shift supervisor refused to go to bat for me and explain I have taken on multiple assignments that provided no pay increase in the hopes that it furthered my career and that I was stumbling under that weight.  3 hours. 3 of the most humiliating hours of my life. And now half of my shift crew knows the details. ",3.840968134767607,4.618391559366756,4.8216490765171525,86.4568373249442,71.40105540897099,7.624964481428861,25.394865029429674,7.748469712250963,1.193132250862594,1447,41,306,17,26,473,181,379,0.10300000000000001,0.813,0.083,-0.8654,2,0,4,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,7,6,11,1,1,14,0,39,11,3,4,4,55,69,23,0,8,4,0,2,0,0,3,7,1,2,5,21,20,1,2,13,0,1,4,5,6,2,4,25,4,44,5,59,34,5,45,0,2,1,0,24,16,0,4,19,210,65,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087057372426405,0.09788231439774436,0.0808369111824469,0.06615903896984868,0.0,0.05244886029253127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609491634645654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838623293188907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20608653912244831,0.0,0.0,0.1109766762692389,0.17740582431278604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29933539684293897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174758845635522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433310555799088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0449520701870097,0.0,0.048898211688808,0.0,0.06881362135080374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145592968328714,0.0,0.0,0.17301132262420207,0.0,0.0,0.08545660403798268,0.1694630866782731,0.09927799265717648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694085483445552,0.08538089456240472,0.07647583125092884,0.0,0.0,0.09457008151069844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934821322849594,0.0,0.12154443959658882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141262371035872,0.05743201210958545,0.0,0.0,0.09372220253751737,0.0,0.0,0.08670754570475643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150394889993699,0.08074221099641167,0.0,0.08255718876704493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583025693344429,0.06543689148933697,0.09155205877024958,0.1009487758984542,0.0,0.0,0.16426881301005813,0.059648932809763314,0.2253790307977339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480405112896493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793174950681767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220320668755104,0.0,0.0,0.06623738495053202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915526419221643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716079853280575,0.0,0.0,0.13661145166846972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404805691304361,0.0,0.0,0.07431047425487128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829412383506528,0.0,0.10477289123669807,0.15471962692163604,0.0,0.15527447217331086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31318878230405234,0.0,0.0,0.061119968529420914,0.0,0.0,0.11081319124142362
lonely,HailToTheThief225,2019/01/03,"Does it get to the point where you can’t watch a lot of TV shows/movies because all of the characters are in relationships? It sounds really lonely, but I feel this way constantly when watching things. I see this fictional characters spending time with each other, cuddling, having sex, being happy together, and my mind automatically goes down a rabbit hole. I start to think about how almost every friend in my friend group has a partner, every one of my family members is married, and I’m the only one in my own life who isn’t even close to being with somebody. I see those characters being happy with each other and I’m sort of jealous, at nobody in particular. I have common sense, I’m not an “incel” and I know it’s nobody’s business but my own to be in a relationship but I just can’t help feeling the way I do. Everybody makes it look so easy, in real life and in media. I don’t know why it’s so hard for me.",4.743894927536231,5.3735705271739125,6.2302173913043495,77.70536231884059,69.27173913043478,8.959420289855073,27.28985507246377,9.075114841892004,2.1185702898550725,723,22,140,13,12,247,111,184,0.046,0.8029999999999999,0.151,0.9707,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,1,0,9,0,14,4,0,2,1,29,28,12,0,0,5,0,3,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,12,11,0,0,5,1,1,0,5,2,0,2,0,9,16,4,22,24,6,19,0,1,5,2,9,12,0,3,5,97,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787555694752795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610919332150147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037643691110424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797093724411258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413415731588838,0.0,0.26567379749475506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862954969480816,0.0,0.15943712540172966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436182904942275,0.0,0.08237180330914133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356679173635519,0.14123403926114192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105677406907454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329364633755734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272243814620254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239623610339354,0.0,0.0,0.1340384569629943,0.0,0.0,0.10524050139310606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919351244129146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21367148403421626,0.11990893261416342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904139809331335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945368866297154,0.1010022108381343,0.0,0.0,0.33853962228133955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25127214530806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159386069722664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474351980119438,0.10102333993769867,0.0,0.0,0.09193388585122174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502892575273565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226528642152322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Barteszko,2019/01/03,Thinking What do you guys do to get your thoughts off your mind when feeling down or confused about life?,8.587500000000002,7.709198750000002,5.780000000000005,89.24500000000003,61.5,8.0,40.0,3.1291,2.2835000000000005,85,4,17,0,1,23,18,20,0.106,0.826,0.069,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506840713978507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590274877308405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909056430246121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35018799696410186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006020741825844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176793622938295,0.0,0.393598347904039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,menomonyfalls,2019/01/03,My best friend forgot my birthday for the second year in a row I know it's really petty and childish - it's just a birthday but it would've been really nice to know at least someone was thinking of me. Not even a small text saying happy birthday. Days like these it really hits home just how lonely my life has become. Like I'm only worth the time to people when they need me to support them.,1.880125,4.098388762500001,3.3550000000000004,88.82000000000002,80.125,5.5,18.75,6.6274283507984215,0.16412499999999985,311,7,61,3,8,102,60,80,0.07,0.65,0.28,0.9673,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,5,8,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,11,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,8,7,7,7,2,7,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25901058414088163,0.0,0.0,0.2461158575949153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124697350029287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548992465855939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811907381050489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496525100061305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23524419784830436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25777377901402954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656494792669221,0.22915072885557475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389472923882265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783641775145257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258768713006966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507214567890654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865009190271584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987093157261307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661322321560504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027191506856594,0.0,0.0,0.13675137938497994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665973530885141,0.0,0.0,0.15102416437948551
lonely,aquamanouttawater,2019/01/03,"My Best Friend Is My Ex and I Never Got Over Her So I dated this girl about 5 years ago, we didnt really know each other prior to that. We broke up a couple months in and I didnt know how to handle it so I asked if we could still be friends. The cliche response is yes, but we got alot closer as friends. We’ve built a long lasting friendship, but I cant stop loving her. Its like the feelings never went away and they only get stronger the longer we stay friends. Ive told her this and she’s really understanding about it, she doesn’t hold it against me and wants to continue being friends. She’s as dependent on me as I am on her, I just have different feelings for her. She’s been my only true friend my entire life, but everyone around me tells me that I need to distance myself because Im only hurting myself. If I lose her I feel like I’ll lose everything. What should I do? ",1.3013753753753754,3.282471681081081,2.833468468468471,93.0538663663664,80.83783783783784,5.8408408408408405,21.08858858858859,6.937597516519254,0.3779849849849848,691,20,153,8,18,226,111,185,0.083,0.695,0.222,0.9806,1,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,5,0,1,3,8,15,0,0,6,1,15,2,0,2,3,36,30,16,0,6,6,1,3,2,6,1,1,0,0,1,10,12,0,2,6,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,7,3,38,11,18,19,3,22,0,4,0,1,28,8,0,4,14,105,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900921317722613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947311478036477,0.1149642816767386,0.0,0.11553831396145026,0.0,0.0,0.07496393415777332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905384157780456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818489644587214,0.13606861917982813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848187083402585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750712312706665,0.11052128631909497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653835951372005,0.08785279685202606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5700573958772225,0.0,0.06424894670655901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967074118037289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316464302080855,0.0,0.13283324422519704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351668143811464,0.10024039048435457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686031799683942,0.1201579701046324,0.0,0.0,0.10882830193564873,0.0,0.2751533603392033,0.0,0.0,0.11098902153484368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815683744408107,0.0,0.0,0.0911838150442927,0.18969057652415705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805822737273785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575608497249876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107414063247408,0.09820735922082004,0.10281194206793937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748487575719994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750712312706665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802048465641747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725333724495395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399832035749564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919135635839299
lonely,anomsearch4ans,2019/01/03,"Incredible Lonely I find it hard to carry on.  
Im always looking for answers and trying new things and understanding the meaning of life.  
I've also tried to become a Christian and believe in God, maybe so I would have a friend and a purpose or greater meaning for my depressed and lonely life. But for me it just feels im delusional.  


I have only one friend I keep in contact with because i moved area.  
I was born in to foster homes  (my birth mother abandoned me when i was less than year old).  
I only have 1 real family, my brother who I see about 3 times a year.  


I dont know what love is.

I have bad social skills even though im a good caring person.   
I stuck with an abusive alcoholic gf for 5 years because its the only person who showed any interest in me.  


I suck at dating and can never find someone who really likes me for who I am.  


Im now 33 unemployed, no money, and have never been to uni or collage and have no contacts.  
Ive thought about suicide many times but too angry that ive wasted 33 years for nothing.

  


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lonely,AlfromSpain,2019/01/03,"Afraid of installing WhatsAppp again Hey there community.

First of all thank you, I commented for the first time in this sub on Christmas Eve and you made me feel welcomed. 

This is what happens... Social anxiety maybe? I'd call it social digital anxiety. 

A couple of months ago my smartphone died. After that, a period to choose my next smartphone began (I'm a techie guy), without any hurry to get in touch again with 'the people'.

Then, after the purchase of my new phone, days were passing, I purchased several apps, some Reddit client, some games, and some productivity apps. But I wasn't brave enough to download and install WhatsApp and face all the remaining, undelivered messages. Not many I guess, as I don't text many people, but there's the fear to face many messages at a time. 

This is the second time that happens to me. Each time my smartphone dies I begin a grace period without social communication. But after some time I have to install it again, and get in touch again. 

Some people here may be thinking... Well dude, just don't install WhatsApp or get out of groups of friends you don't feel as friends anymore. 

That's an understandable answer, but I cannot let myself fall into the absolute loneliness, with zero contact with people. So I have to face my social fears and install again WhatsApp... One of this days.

This story has a nice part, tho. A friend of mine (she got married recently) called to ask how I was, and why didn't get the messages. This is how you tell who cares about you -even if it's just a little-, while my regular friends, the people I know for the past 10 years, haven't called or asked about me. Never. Maybe they are the reason why I don't want to download WhatsApp again... 

Sorry if this should go into Social Skills subreddit. Maybe I'll post there as well.

TL;DR lonely because I don't want to re-install WhatsApp. Because having that app makes me feel even lonelier.

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lonely,SRHenlight,2019/01/03,"Loneliness makes me stay in the past I always do this and I need to stop. I’ll get super lonely and depressed and just think about people I use to have good times with. Either old guy friends who I haven’t talk to in months or girls I thought had feelings for me. I get all wrapped up in the past and make it seem better than it was and eventually I text either a guy or a girl I haven’t spoken to in so long. It’s honestly creepy. I don’t say anything weird, just ask what’s up and how things have been but it is weird cause we haven’t spoken in so long. I don’t let go and I need to learn to. I always do this but I just get so lonely, but i know other people shouldn’t be my comfort whenever I feel this way. Especially people who do not think of me at all. ",0.1782916519901363,2.0308608622754534,2.160936949630156,97.06651285663969,84.08982035928146,5.127016555125045,17.009158154279675,6.2272716619740125,-0.540829235646354,592,12,144,5,17,197,90,167,0.09,0.821,0.08800000000000001,0.1857,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,8,11,0,0,4,0,17,0,0,5,2,39,34,16,0,3,11,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,12,9,0,1,8,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,4,3,20,6,19,27,4,19,0,3,0,0,11,8,0,3,8,96,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25536881902579417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627797319090106,0.0,0.14345696474569367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357158799017028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763753939794914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216803732565066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517994791764858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185566835058815,0.0,0.2405171088324829,0.0,0.08721034391774231,0.1287083102714874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038833368720061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433324091036902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569151314918937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716004944564442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048608877494508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248397296439137,0.0,0.0,0.2275655212106404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102212709202646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929747159004068,0.319153017973646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203123990719435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396969952362199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355948210642846,0.0,0.1282927961064358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333895587649753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194673233417567,0.1966517721703595,0.0,0.12182379755450425,0.08947913218024484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253331344101432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180310529802353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ASmallArmyOfCrabs,2019/01/03,"A possible epiphany So I'm painting the wall, as you do and I had a bit of a realization. I let my worth rest on how much other people want me, even though most of my time is not spent with those people. The quality and skills of a man should come from what he is doing, not from what ideals he compares himself to.
 So stop measuring your success in only the social aspects of your life. I use 4 categories (personal, social, creative, academic) and I shouldn't just focus on the weak one. ",3.181159793814434,4.914709835051546,4.466585051546391,84.63534149484539,74.36082474226805,7.73659793814433,26.55798969072165,8.472884824447931,1.858588659793814,382,14,76,7,8,126,70,97,0.073,0.825,0.102,0.4243,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,3,6,3,0,0,8,0,8,2,0,2,0,16,13,8,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,11,2,12,8,4,7,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,2,58,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26712840147046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077111166756413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160956623989806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25020301375356,0.17282550485098366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986877002893947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658022532791761,0.18609101074568768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392621484252272,0.21364610842324885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758411887542249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4988431586977721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204564364975595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403979493431825,0.0,0.14267552355654742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21132591949808266,0.0,0.0,0.14431925879654536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AnonManHan,2019/01/03,"Too attached  

Hey, everyone.

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For the last 3 years my life has been great. Really great. I got my first job. I have wonderful friends. I workout regularly and my mental health is fine. However, I always look forward to a day where I'll move abroad and starting over.

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It comes to my mind every single day.

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Despite my life being great, I feel like there's something missing, the one thing that i probably revolve my life too much around. And that's not having a partner. I see my friends with partners, I just want that. I've been single for almost a year now. I don't think I do very well as a single person as it makes me lonely.

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And I'm not really good at romantic relationship either. Only shots that were successful have been when the women have been really into me and somehow look over my desperateness that I give out. Like, i just scared off another girl with a slight interest for me because I get too attached, too quickly. And it fucking sucks, man.

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Today I sat being paranoid about being ""too boring"" or ""not interesting enough"" to be dateable, and its sad. But sometimes it does feel like the only time I can be interesting or fun is when I drink.

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I sit and watch How I Met Your Mother, or Friends, or watch people on stream from other countries and I dream of living in their country because i relate more with their culture or whatever. Like the people there are much more suited for me. Like that the country I'm currently living in has brought me bad experiences that I just want to start the fuck over.

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The reason why I'm writing all this is because I don't know why i get too attached. I don't know why i cannot bring out a relationship from a slight interest.",2.5300374251497004,4.760660128742515,3.9548764970059866,85.29842252994014,77.95209580838323,6.68997005988024,24.80875748502994,7.756953410329674,1.4247907185628748,1329,48,258,21,32,438,170,334,0.1,0.7190000000000001,0.182,0.9803,3,3,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,2,2,21,29,3,1,15,0,26,7,0,3,1,46,56,20,0,2,13,1,2,5,5,0,4,0,0,6,15,17,1,0,7,3,0,5,7,9,1,2,9,7,41,20,29,42,10,34,0,3,5,2,20,14,3,8,21,175,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783213938333073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129397905857236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244665668866028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697344878466652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157517068685086,0.17867049552528924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415964280012181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260164512643571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549766806397419,0.0,0.0,0.0957085138066764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094990948227907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231621312868673,0.093356252588864,0.0,0.09556905616993258,0.0,0.0,0.09879981028579253,0.13959337400656252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831033170555838,0.0,0.0,0.22644764344250076,0.18064360133973625,0.10208812432281213,0.09372245715278092,0.0,0.08194587514474637,0.07813937714479141,0.3231428008233769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385021513718706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695187944201238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073864028766424,0.07963829736129609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070245676449764,0.23865569824910016,0.0,0.1725412545374999,0.0,0.1640862876398344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521531008428331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845832092724277,0.0,0.09864884849308704,0.0,0.0,0.10383932208092547,0.14364104565153613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620384691731056,0.1486100525708889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546534437842014,0.08530761178930454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533680369733467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776679353901027,0.1004515660554398,0.0,0.2097858348320256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978144460757681,0.0,0.07785401368717572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521400417729797,0.09662750396951626,0.0,0.13830470460583882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490734111612308,0.06260202443522904,0.0,0.0,0.05696948222097008,0.0,0.09260789426480756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061248652150793,0.11525163171936464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878437658301639,0.0,0.2644763559293565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059511597951905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258308104276271
lonely,berite1day,2019/01/03,"Lonely yet marginally handsome...there's a catch How does one cope with being somewhat attractive, receiving stares and smiles in public, but no one wants to date you?",7.7458620689655175,9.53041410344828,5.933965517241383,78.34508620689657,63.13793103448275,8.558620689655173,31.74137931034483,8.841846274778883,2.7521586206896558,135,5,21,2,2,39,28,29,0.15,0.7240000000000001,0.127,-0.177,0,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,1,1,5,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,2,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094711160401323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.78900275384995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433858417844529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,loucanfly,2019/01/03,"It's 1 in the morning and my roommate isn't letting me sleep.... .....cause her phone keeps going beep beep beep from all the notifications from her boyfriend and her millions of friends. I'm typing this so I can look like I'm texting someone and she doesn't think I'm a pathetic loser.

I even turned notification sounds off on my phone because it's rlly embarrassing when I get a rare beep from my phone and she goes ""oh I thought your phone was on silent this whole time"". More often than not that beep is just from a group chat anyway

It's not fair. Why does she get to talk to all these people and have so many people want to.talk to her, when I don't? (We're in the same friend group, but it should be obvious who's more popular).

I know I'm ugly, with a horrible personality, and I never start conversations, or even try to make friends ourside of our existing ""group"", so this is all my fault. Still doesn't stop me from feeling like shit, especially around my roommate, who -plot twist - is also my ""best friend""",3.1180081537565516,4.9374996534653475,3.8817414094350617,88.39619394292372,74.74257425742574,6.9311589982527675,24.75364006988935,7.724431198458867,1.0828680256260927,798,26,170,11,17,254,118,202,0.10800000000000001,0.745,0.147,0.7318,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,1,0,2,13,12,1,1,7,0,13,2,2,2,5,30,30,14,0,2,5,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,11,8,0,2,4,1,0,1,7,4,0,1,2,3,24,8,19,25,8,14,0,1,1,0,26,6,1,2,9,106,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743241580470774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185559404560175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971384931659371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722835919682824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369670257334148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944856346626744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049880410362412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805723239421245,0.11383992052308906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924547346289409,0.0,0.1665079598794397,0.0,0.09056247505603487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163791109843366,0.0,0.0,0.08757478394470701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629465272497109,0.0,0.15570106197036346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381415899417487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636759473317696,0.16155624194833682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229008120928763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094693458655498,0.13913857753237505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357084239968567,0.0,0.0,0.15946542901670202,0.0,0.1350170328345875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278899655765767,0.0,0.12725739383472776,0.13322402624872984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25615954743942393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021052687781,0.0,0.12650637678561796,0.09291846943927122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818842632904166,0.1733274201295751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398896393515063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378890380006493,0.1779089729258093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kingmadmadg,2019/01/03,"Nothing. You ever feel sad and lonely for nothing? And I don't mean for no reason but for the lack of having it. Feeling like you got nothing. Nothing that's truly yours.

You see people around you and their life isnt perfect, but they got something. They got someone or they got something that's theirs and you don't?

Having nothing is that sad realization that you're not someone's number 1. Sure maybe you got people around you that care. But how many of those people would put you number 1 on their list? How many people REALLY care. Can you imagine putting someone else first. You care about someone and you show that to them and they just, don't reciprocate it cause they don't feel the same way and that's not their fault. 

Nothing. It's just an empty hollow feeling but it's a heavy one. ",1.8911111111111083,4.4762328917197465,2.4677176220806807,92.90551132342534,83.14012738853503,4.253220099079972,20.8241330502477,5.46131890053228,-0.05995654635527225,632,19,124,3,18,195,77,157,0.114,0.713,0.17300000000000001,0.9056,0,2,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,12,10,2,8,10,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,4,3,34,24,14,0,2,9,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,9,0,0,7,1,0,2,8,4,0,2,5,5,23,6,10,18,2,8,0,3,1,0,22,3,0,1,3,83,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229955736732672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960040071409705,0.09941401883245704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084263590777974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753803128865897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572828050506255,0.06913568706551848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231629850556238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38699684452951605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835465663723399,0.04727910844758841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962282077411683,0.09722294330792217,0.10541574744184504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5571461740087741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557687247810913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26836487688101474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945701048915792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199619130345711,0.09950025329602903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711670794371847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279867128394085,0.14900340056260294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120877470272636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768150546512971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874579333079364,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Prosebeforehoesbrah,2019/01/03,Reddit has genuinely helped me through my post-breakup loneliness. I haven't been on social media for like five years and this has helped me feel more connected.,7.258620689655174,8.92215365517242,5.527068965517246,81.26232758620691,64.17241379310346,9.937931034482759,31.74137931034483,10.125756701596842,3.19388275862069,132,5,23,3,2,38,26,29,0.096,0.8190000000000001,0.085,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,4,1,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341660584554368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6208356248510586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262557550475709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435384250090867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720898391132943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29823240373496784
lonely,cecethegreat,2019/01/03,Cominf out as trans has been a sentence to eternal loneliness The only time guys seem to pay attention when it comes to nudes or sex. All I want in life is just someone to talk and spend time with. Why is this so hard? Constantly getting ghosted. Constantly getting blocked. Is this really why my future is as I transition?,2.770913348946138,5.576421360655742,3.6708665105386413,84.2654098360656,81.29508196721312,7.420140515222482,28.386416861826696,8.418075326091056,2.5708810304449647,257,12,46,6,7,82,48,61,0.135,0.8240000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.7119,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,0,1,11,11,6,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,9,10,1,10,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,7,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20933450912706736,0.0,0.5252222637221268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539289222457105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24062145286122744,0.0,0.0,0.21769225592521496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164753716192402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848226262090889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556805940396063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212302543475444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590444839588695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532494978419876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834061124587544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433355878741433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43856355455053697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fanrath,2019/01/03,"How do you deal with craving touch/hugs/cuddles? Sometimes it really drives me crazy, I cant focus on anything else. And it feels really pathetic and weird.

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lonely,throwawaynumber16291,2019/01/03,deprived it’s almost like i am deprived of love. i almost crave being in a relationship again but i won’t do that to myself. i must love myself first. my last relationship didn’t end that well because of my lack of self love. it’s honestly so hard being in a relationship when you don’t feel comfortable with yourself.. ,1.6465476190476205,4.3348089523809525,3.589186507936507,83.35616071428574,86.46031746031748,6.324603174603175,22.160714285714285,7.645422480735847,1.3388428571428572,256,9,48,5,8,86,41,63,0.121,0.531,0.348,0.9664,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,4,9,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,0,1,7,12,3,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,2,9,7,7,7,1,7,0,2,0,3,8,2,0,2,6,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38222424741324695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634246870468565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903947500953884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650121976554936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233981501035813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096716999600178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557100389537365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324133687470801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167579680638569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6147154197643958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991017326182224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160013823688694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,slepdprivd,2019/01/03,"43, divorced, single dad 50/50, cant connect to people. I have a few friends.  Most of them don't have kids. Single (recovering alcoholics, so they don't go out),. Married don't go out much and being a third wheel is awkward.  Or do have kids that are much older.  
Its hard to find enough in common with them, to spend time with them.  Not close to my family, little in common.  I don't talk with co-workers about my personal life.  I listen to theirs, nothing to relate too, so I keep quiet.  
Thought about getting a dog, a companion.  No matter where I go, I don't belong.  ",1.0475697753573847,3.4301742743362813,2.83716814159292,90.20345813478558,85.01769911504425,5.246834581347855,20.196732471068753,6.67199483983844,0.3801237576582709,435,13,88,5,13,144,74,113,0.052000000000000005,0.9059999999999999,0.042,0.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,27.0,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,1,4,0,13,2,0,0,0,14,20,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,3,2,7,1,1,2,0,1,3,8,1,0,1,1,3,13,1,16,18,7,14,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,2,4,64,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571018936292177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24857865424072714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22679303648054425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219881518450298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586792450369366,0.0,0.12569069496084787,0.0,0.4101735593448835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155082665877556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21383443159900445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992548972679802,0.0,0.2411197097227489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35370113757316063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308385439641541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678466169281456,0.2100611228264468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933653596010044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909899614009576,0.1402814256684964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514172556668475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sunshineonenine,2019/01/03,"Anyone feeling lonely and wants to text? :) Hey everyone! Is there anyone out there feeling really lonely and would like to have someone to text? If so I would be happy to text :) 28/M 
I’ll reply to all messages/comments ",0.3714285714285701,2.502916976190477,2.471785714285716,86.6919642857143,105.42857142857143,4.0047619047619065,19.535714285714285,5.985473137389443,0.5192285714285716,171,6,29,2,8,57,29,42,0.094,0.602,0.303,0.8783,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,8,4,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,6,5,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,19,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725463304726384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228856224008822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34171292605014564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597094024821569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508480478118456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647254938941704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286308394118407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19930692272058528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800803671720085,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Wolf_Paws,2019/01/03,"Please I need some advice  

Hey fellow people,

First of all, a happy 2019! Hopefully your new years was better than mine.

I'm  22 years  old from Belgium, I have a job that has irregular hours and  pays ok. (train operator) I have social anxiety. Do you know the feeling  when someone looks at you and you're like 'he/she thinks something bad  about me, fuck.'. I have quit my university studies because it wasn't  anything for me (please Belgium government, give the teenagers more  feeling to diffrent jobs) so I followerd my child dream. I have a doggy I  love and I take care of and I live with my dad and brother. I lost my  mother when I was 3 due to cancer. I just feel so lonely a lot of the  times. I feel like I can't connect with anyone. Is this because I never  had a mother to my side? I have had 2 dates with one girl from Germany  but we have lost contact. I'm just so scared to talk to girls. I have  had a bad childhood. I've been bullied since I was 8-15 because I was  overweight. I just ate American brownies and candy because it gave me a  good feeling. At the age of 17, I decided to lose weight and barely ate  anything. I lost 25kg and gotten way skinnier, I had some crushes on  girls in High School and never really went for it because I was too  scared. Now I'm 22, I drink jack daniels and I have gained some weight  again. I don't know what to do... My brother has an eating disorder  (anorexia) and is a control freak. I love playing games and my doggo. My  dad is also very emotional a lot of the times, I love him a lot! Hes  the best! But I know he wants me to have a girlfriend and I know he  wants a granddaughter/son! I just don't know what to do. I really want  kids and have and amazing life with a girl I love, make my dad happy and  help my brother out. I've spend lots of money on charities and games.  Now I have come to the point I need a car for my job because my boss  made me change the location of depot. I feel so down and cant find  happiness without some  alcohol. I really didnt choose this path of  life, I really want to change. I really need some advice. I know I can  find some here. I know, yes I followed my dreams, I love my job! Really I  do!! But when I come home, I walk the dog, and play with her and after  that I play games and drink some beverages. I just feel so empty,  because I have almost nobody to talk to that I can connect with. Yes,  maybe I need some therapy, I have been told that before. But I just  don't believe in that shit. Sorry for the weird post, I know my story  has been told in a weird way, thats just me, enjoy your day.

Greetings,

A lonely friend",1.2377291802329786,3.0794749059040605,3.032565660950727,92.2492442659721,80.38376383763838,6.0221981043339845,21.697561681499167,7.048011613610866,0.5037179220027497,1997,60,446,24,51,665,232,542,0.131,0.669,0.2,0.9898,7,4,4,0,0,0,75.0,1,4,0,10,22,37,2,2,27,3,45,19,1,4,3,92,98,34,0,9,12,8,9,2,3,0,5,0,1,6,13,31,9,1,20,10,3,6,10,15,0,2,25,10,86,22,46,73,15,43,0,6,1,6,45,12,2,14,24,281,99,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394032659386282,0.0,0.06777327324264057,0.0635027649649176,0.0,0.0,0.05071439228988125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851367865183515,0.0,0.0,0.044342501285411166,0.0,0.10437324637441822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059007586617853,0.2706080499557086,0.0,0.05396302618920056,0.0714490174265766,0.06655201941159314,0.05608700635576106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465765441636634,0.0,0.1341731319043642,0.10925591630633733,0.0,0.0,0.07112733397899845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04089858985398494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268114732034038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424864253643232,0.0,0.0648912187307928,0.0,0.07133536467210995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244580778613895,0.045304974807230766,0.0,0.0,0.11592361316817035,0.05394229794063917,0.0,0.0,0.04899566260137329,0.0586278099947598,0.0,0.060835173451411664,0.0,0.0531910033038485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025250894571883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04250694447384554,0.06700333134331167,0.06361222139303736,0.06298719183812182,0.06245277395612636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517255557088291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788177196282511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958632302220461,0.06196449064276791,0.0,0.055998196516562,0.0,0.05325414032463488,0.07094717814897324,0.20768078658406505,0.2156587832430644,0.28618069115003497,0.06000650980010841,0.04233120664130232,0.0,0.063710699700952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880910154911522,0.09782189182970584,0.06124834090704559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654526406320221,0.0,0.04297286512452249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04396522440978212,0.0,0.0,0.1392252060483947,0.059949374407008815,0.0,0.060735764666859086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745157324972982,0.0,0.0,0.24375855692174744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698256050570353,0.06418118756729939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509643418639123,0.052459032541185134,0.0,0.0,0.06464544164220495,0.053732849100833625,0.048821351137242924,0.0,0.07098991592849993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04768154150914458,0.10194404379455753,0.0,0.0,0.07252263797461611,0.0,0.0,0.04063492497554165,0.0,0.0,0.07395769248132633,0.0,0.0,0.12119494071221805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232550179399565,0.1496194875637173,0.100674608541752,0.0,0.1544491563654315,0.0,0.05878800922595617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113153245760996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816766803864068
lonely,JoshuaTheBastard,2019/01/03,"I don't want to go out, and I don't want to stay in. I don't want to be in all the time, but I have no friends, and nothing to do. I want to be able go out in the living room, but everytime I talk to family, I feel dead inside. Don't get me wrong, I love them, but we're different people. They don't know what it's like not to gawk over football and tv, to want new and exiting things in life. I'm naturally a creative person, although I can't call myself an artist or anything, I've been dying to start honing my music/drawing abilities for a long time. Every time I'm not in my room practicing, I feel like I need to go back. Like I'm doing nothing but useless, unfufilling, busy work. I'm always so busy doing something, cleaning (because no one else in my family will), working, making half-hearted attempts to socialize with my family, that my goals are nothing but dreams. It makes feel like half a person, like the only reason I get up in the morning is to eat, shit, and go back to sleep. I need time for myself. I'm not really a New Year's resolution person, but I don't want to waste another year and be so confused as to what the fuck happened. I'm going to be 20 this year. I'm afraid I'm always going to put my life on hold, I'm afraid the thought ""now is the time"" is gonna get pushed to the back of my mind, and I'm never gonna break out of this miserable life.",5.391265536723161,3.902085030508477,6.8000000000000025,81.33841807909604,68.18644067796609,9.900564971751416,30.17514124293785,8.841846274778883,2.099775141242937,1064,31,240,15,15,368,139,295,0.131,0.733,0.136,0.6538,1,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,2,4,7,15,2,4,13,0,21,8,2,3,2,42,61,18,2,8,10,0,3,5,1,3,3,0,3,3,8,11,1,1,6,3,0,8,13,8,0,2,2,3,26,7,37,52,1,43,0,2,0,2,10,16,2,2,22,135,34,3,0.08991514708357867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496332106515823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428387156322966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399250478274083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20741759392941214,0.0,0.05481143909992724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181341828845077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331772690179606,0.093942191238821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200564280757877,0.07511256772865785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575738942640972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542919952817053,0.0,0.13639140004002026,0.128470798084809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946821959260682,0.08312510460539109,0.14093085972099542,0.0,0.30660510109785266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951166761667522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654988221859474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04941501335289203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052918247582648,0.2196399953776306,0.0,0.07939672219665919,0.07957207570429739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115193076465263,0.0,0.12003811776169684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907886666272462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333418845035636,0.06934810452384584,0.17368121870013162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588280259548625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092883068612957,0.0683845210887659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233584161491423,0.235531314733444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038955754926334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057601945630667166,0.09244774654851863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229660636591032,0.0,0.0,0.0899800827274693,0.09165716917023327,0.0,0.06922107308157306,0.0,0.0,0.06364240389647922,0.09583758320009644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227038930054344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973562838562275,0.0,0.0,0.0713825831649697,0.2621512267144674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31820570022615513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091859592215713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983080982196324,0.0,0.17370722021378593
lonely,Sabrevert,2019/01/03,"Need help. I’m Originally from Algeria almost 40.
Got everything I need but still lonely,can’t make friends here because I live in the country side of Japan.
It has been 2 years since I divorced,haven’t seen my baby girl for half a year drinking every day...gained 20kg in 5 months....
Tired.
Going insane.",1.6846551724137946,4.448609793103447,2.4961206896551715,90.07969827586209,89.0,4.968965517241379,22.767241379310345,6.6274283507984215,0.8135793103448274,240,9,45,3,8,75,53,58,0.131,0.762,0.106,-0.34,0,2,1,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,6,9,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,1,5,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,5,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617105527081675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932035706367226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855317341826456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25602964634227743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020393063613772,0.0,0.23489016414793765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192320675788286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853479184456728,0.0,0.20903048537768867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518159938911787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23078237568248286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744573404483925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861208213697024,0.0,0.0,0.3875847268290188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161966082653882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087194557373552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003905866108923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366097394200701
lonely,IdealBed,2019/01/03,"Kinda wanna vent a little bit I meant to post something here last night, but I was exhausted and couldn't get anything coherent down.

Anyway, I've felt incredibly alone for the longest time. I've always been super introverted and shy, so making friends is hard for me, but not impossible. I had quite a large circle of friends in school, though we've all kind of lost touch at this point, as is the norm for school friends I imagine. They all went to university or something, while I did a media studies course for two years. I hated it and found it difficult to talk to anyone there. I mean, there were some cool people there, but conversations rarely strayed from ""here, look at this meme.""

Since the course finished, I've pretty much become a hermit. I don't go out very much, nor feel a real need to since there isn't much going on where I live. A lot of my days would be spent just playing video games all day or just browsing Youtube. I eventually tried to be slightly more useful and teach myself new skills, like how to draw and stuff. But almost as soon as I started, I got my first actual job, and don't feel like I have as much time for that stuff. Probably not a big deal, I had no real goal other than to try something different, might pick it up again later. 

I thought my job would help me meet people, but it hasn't really so far. There are some cool people there, but either they're twice my age or we get so busy during the day that there's no real time to talk. 

Throughout the two or so years I've felt like this, I've had one consistent friend. She lives in America though, so we only communicate online. Lately, she's been getting busier and days go by where we don't talk. And when we do, she usually talks about her own friend circle, which seems to constantly be growing. I'm not mad or jealous about it, just kinda feels bad hearing stories about the good times she has with them, while the highlight of my day is waking up before lunch.

I'm not really sure why I'm posting this. Maybe it's because of the New Year and I feel like 2018 was a complete waste. I'm not really looking for advice necessarily (although it is appreciated), I just kinda wanted to get my thoughts out there. Feels a little better than stewing in self pity and boredom.

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lonely,Moondoom367,2019/01/03,Lonely Anybody else keep toxic people in their lives because they hate the feeling of being alone? ,9.511764705882351,10.474528411764707,7.698823529411764,70.14470588235297,59.0,6.8000000000000025,34.64705882352941,3.1291,2.332694117647059,81,3,10,0,1,24,17,17,0.361,0.573,0.066,-0.7717,0,3,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447505905805117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617710212370042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587260959563185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171281315403878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239642781230032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816890650215936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791865602068782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977064128795316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,oakfan3,2019/01/03,"I think I’ve realized my “friends” don’t really care about me I tried to set up plans with a friend today. It was the third time I’ve tried to make plans with this person over the past couple of weeks. I was trying to plan in advance. The first time I asked if they’d be free sometime after New Years they said “probably”. I asked a few days (Friday I think) ago if they knew when they might be free and they said “not sure”. Today I finally asked a third time and they read my message and didn’t respond all day. 

I realized that this isn’t the only empty feeling friendship I have. In fact with most of my friends it seems like they don’t care. One of my friends i don’t think really cares about anything. Other friends don’t seem to care about me either. Whenever we hang out I always leave feeling more empty than I felt before. I think I’d be fine with having friend like these that are empty but kinda fun sometimes if had I some friends who actually care about me. Friends who, if I told them I was suicidal they’d give a fuck (unlike my current friends when I told some of them). I tried reaching out to my friend from the beginning yesterday because I was kind of breaking down and having panic attacks. They straight up didn’t respond. Which just leaves me feeling alone. 

And I know people might say that those are bad friends and I shouldn’t be friends with them anymore. But who else is there? I can’t go back to having no friends because I think that’s the only thing that’s worse than this. ",3.33388613861386,4.889916848184821,3.6261592409240926,91.55131806930693,73.5874587458746,6.502145214521452,25.166254125412546,6.996647511020387,0.8561640264026407,1187,38,251,11,24,367,145,303,0.12,0.645,0.235,0.9847,1,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,12,5,9,30,2,1,10,0,29,1,0,1,3,49,59,14,1,5,9,0,4,2,13,3,0,3,0,1,18,14,0,0,15,1,2,3,11,4,0,4,13,7,46,28,32,37,7,35,0,0,0,1,42,9,1,12,23,163,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.06543912559366842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059443044293147076,0.0,0.0,0.0694520668939056,0.0,0.0,0.05579779061582674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650371090876914,0.0,0.0,0.05518318120729671,0.0,0.18807108193863867,0.07628837827107293,0.0,0.051563613120888564,0.05599079225972834,0.08175610718856252,0.0,0.057061585341713024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34185149777727225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419861790639615,0.0,0.08649397708447726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601851766049019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017199156269262,0.0,0.06438638385525328,0.07345897544393097,0.0,0.0570396668762785,0.0,0.0,0.6735169419575677,0.061994221222590074,0.0,0.06432833157845308,0.03811071788654752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983079146989883,0.03685343054976139,0.0,0.0,0.14200989329213978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552249420874186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447618662435904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227629671492809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476522312614749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0454403687829426,0.102001558944273,0.0,0.07867834397998781,0.0,0.0,0.06401463544337815,0.046489709378611715,0.05855262979717455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723000766466301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707634244788807,0.0,0.08591839438232934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757540027647926,0.05332736861851239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209452539408758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264454014082358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335078194375473,0.0,0.06320155570267168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04455048542301085,0.21484092007890476,0.0,0.0,0.11730651927496795,0.0,0.1271266569406647,0.12815395912355396,0.0,0.18211245184562255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379003958045807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833803020514646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0431832793434913
lonely,lacuur,2019/01/03,Friends keep trying to play me and women keep trying to play me like a joke Every friend ive made in the last 4 years have ghosted me and every woman ive met since then has either tried to friend zone me or use me for financial gain. I just want someone who likes me for me ,5.646723163841808,4.220992203389835,6.080000000000003,86.50045197740113,67.64406779661016,8.544632768361582,26.446327683615817,6.42735559955562,0.9047920903954796,216,4,49,1,3,70,41,59,0.0,0.624,0.376,0.9735,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,10,4,1,1,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,10,8,6,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,5,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681926757786661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064395007610685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884270800487135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781073052648364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349689639097225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067507288881886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074610989355752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851350087489396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450430771834477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871452627397348,0.0,0.0,0.1288774260189514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407073437474505
lonely,pillagcsatriik,2019/01/03,"Way out on loneliness? I'm in a group with my friends. There is a girl, who looks very kind and also cute. Last week i was going home when i realized that she lives so close to me. She had hard times, including a boy she loved and family problems. I decided to visit home in my way home.
So she was a bit comfused but smiling when she saw me. She let me in, and we started to talk. She said so many things about his relationships and family issues. She looked depressed to me.
I stayed for hours. She looked happy to tell her problems to someone and i was happy to. I really wanted to know her.
There were some partys at his house, the last one was Tuesday. I feel like we're getting closer to each other. The smile on his face when our eyes meet, well... Where were she all these years?
Now i'm in school, and all i can think about is Her.
Maybe i find someone who really cares if i live or not?",0.8069021739130449,3.0006728423913067,2.299086956521741,94.9654782608696,84.16304347826087,5.6365217391304325,17.895652173913042,6.961326702584282,-0.017086086956521918,689,16,155,9,20,223,110,184,0.065,0.762,0.17300000000000001,0.9735,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,0,0,14,12,0,0,6,0,11,3,2,0,2,27,27,16,0,4,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,6,11,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,3,1,1,9,8,34,9,21,17,5,28,0,1,5,1,31,11,0,3,13,105,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787431572726712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336169211243112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247835850296607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541333350511924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23075462288685675,0.0,0.061883477783835635,0.08743461585723303,0.0,0.0,0.11186118775331236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455731862669414,0.0,0.06394312049030994,0.0,0.06955640149097493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26057040422140465,0.10963636617150686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36829797378705015,0.0,0.12052835970677996,0.1412202957528847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774215734112884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744914914413974,0.0672617088785882,0.19952648861346867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251508868759181,0.0,0.05979300793336743,0.0,0.2161431861271889,0.0,0.30832741803104274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046071166766072,0.0,0.0,0.12408307990013105,0.12295604573339708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293384932746138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23421919281346276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681085706408898,0.0,0.0,0.13139981758707814,0.0,0.0,0.11641981907056775,0.0,0.0,0.12386404592619285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073993436719108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866274549527767,0.13045022521389438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983715182056284,0.10697324569099884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130971082532627,0.07842183051069522,0.0,0.0,0.07136592018102256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098361533940813,0.07218811220816401,0.19429313804674067,0.0981729496781388,0.0,0.11004227063745928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881440398615673
lonely,bisbash,2019/01/03,"I mean... at least she was honest Yeah , I was talking to a girl who I had been thinking about for a while and we had been texting and she said she had feelings for me and we kept talking but she started to ignore me and today I asked her if she was talking to someone else and she said she was talking to someone else and I just kinda said thanks for the honesty and she said anytime , at least she was honest I hate highschool , and I wish I had a responsible girl to talk to so yeah ",-0.2885997171145682,1.9873351683168323,1.4770367751060824,97.32240099009908,93.35643564356435,3.2817538896746816,21.075671852899575,4.65589566412798,-0.33421697312588394,376,14,82,1,14,122,47,101,0.07200000000000001,0.698,0.22899999999999998,0.9511,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,4,2,11,0,0,0,0,20,24,12,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,16,5,22,3,12,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,25,2,0,2,3,65,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164255341698428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531363928449688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660863347114064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495859783675264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650401533599485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5764875257404019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567499576707168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724043286960336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6088949629284656,0.0,0.13949119019859324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970822824585828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436149362583744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423044442515132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mpg_2608,2019/01/03,"Closing myself again I used to have this idea of not having any feelings for anybody bc feeling something for someone just harass your thoughts  in every moment and you can't do things clearly (I still stand by this).

An old friend told me to give love a chance, but every since I let myself do that, every person I try to be close to, just put me aside like a second option person, and it's just depressing and makes me feel  like I'm not good enough for anyone and that I'm being used by them.

This has been going for a while now and I think I'll be going back to close myself to falling for someone. It has just been really exhausting putting myself back up.",6.555864661654134,5.719280676691732,6.547819548872184,81.959022556391,65.54135338345864,8.502255639097745,28.774436090225574,6.868970318607317,1.4736045112781953,522,13,103,3,7,166,83,133,0.114,0.785,0.10099999999999999,-0.4362,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,0,9,8,1,0,4,0,13,2,0,3,1,26,28,7,0,0,7,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,8,8,0,0,6,0,0,5,3,3,0,1,4,3,15,5,16,20,1,19,0,1,0,1,9,5,0,1,10,76,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543050130274163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840550074869797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384278224886449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353317240533746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019470277174316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39187616996606334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23517415206918266,0.11075848989152162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978122985505987,0.0,0.0,0.14872565258974035,0.1762222414062669,0.13003771057850638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501794309569493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585358739563176,0.0,0.15148652967344614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992697853936747,0.0,0.10348842578162727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626852898259747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707447205220886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31171008650573623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993206955662342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824823874539545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627247559147737,0.1193550851630033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238127776609468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299971808916512,0.09934147290217572,0.0,0.12308208921826365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481445323928904,0.0,0.10525997092131174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26780444275743065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HazardShark,2019/01/03,"Why (stay till end) Recently I was having conversation that started with don't worry I know who  likes you, and after hours of guessing, she revealed that it was ""her in the past"" this made my realize how much people find me in disgustingly ugly. WHY, WHY DOES EVERYBODY FUCKING HATE ME",3.070817610062897,5.922264792452832,4.330471698113207,79.74841194968555,80.32075471698113,7.306918238993711,25.81446540880504,8.344100000000001,2.2236314465408817,226,9,39,5,6,74,46,53,0.201,0.716,0.083,-0.8574,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,9,10,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,8,1,6,7,1,10,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,1,8,27,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216576575361674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449265223829404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007024065967037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300855430329906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419044975110992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168008781682028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625312891948625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068159756635327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728118332113176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077825319484998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142482102917485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096246769348477,0.1522369102282301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681984859764852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542780329413222,0.23405503434532704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5944407913308468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230055539517052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,poladaman,2019/01/03,":) I know that this probably sounds pretty dumb but my friends , I love them, but they don't try to contact me other then school. I try to hang out with them after school but end up ignoring me and or walking away. I can't just cut them off since I can't just randomly make new friends. Off topic but whenever I have breaks all I do is lay in bed all day. I want to do something productive but always end up doing nothing. anyone else feel like that?",3.0599068322981395,4.316988282608698,4.029192546583853,89.58413043478262,73.78260869565217,7.431055900621117,25.099378881987576,7.957251820313856,1.2235726708074541,350,11,76,5,7,113,62,92,0.055,0.7,0.244,0.9608,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,0,2,7,2,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,2,19,13,8,0,1,8,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,2,15,4,12,13,2,16,0,0,0,1,8,7,1,2,7,51,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007246477110075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291727510278815,0.20942615578423826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920352109082188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181744033463286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074524396384722,0.0,0.3620654360013393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334791978945466,0.1460193575092738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158291204987863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232978402357544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998567502856474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844738721568325,0.0,0.13643480926003607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740532746810796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612188200866898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794252511850708,0.22037166889084886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41371596883720185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907711040155754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573527489227758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775406804557983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055707754986933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TommySalamiJarvis,2019/01/03,"You could at least tell me you're busy I feel like I'm constantly kept waiting for replies and messages, and then start to doubt everything I've said. Just please tell me you're busy, don't just ignore me. Would probably help a lot.",3.084574468085105,4.950327191489362,3.052074468085109,94.10875,74.95744680851064,7.253191489361702,24.51595744680851,8.07648339933343,1.1278978723404256,186,6,41,3,4,56,36,47,0.053,0.743,0.204,0.7278,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,9,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,5,1,3,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,4,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103634137447964,0.0,0.22930748783707866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581187070083184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452179990803439,0.20517722047713435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250549758009247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031242719436832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441689345682553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152616342787013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30965241366755136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731949428857008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328310761084606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020545467286123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040201145573439,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,doomer_spic,2019/01/03,"I'm destroying myself I'm making my friends hate me by black pilling them, the girl I liked too much blocked me after I tired to greet her, I just told my mother than she married because my father was tall, white, and had a jawline. This hurts and I can't do anything about it",6.0836842105263145,5.129821929824561,5.897192982456144,86.62368421052633,66.54385964912281,8.301754385964912,33.03508771929825,6.42735559955562,1.7653087719298242,218,8,47,1,3,68,47,57,0.23800000000000002,0.635,0.127,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,5,9,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,13,2,5,6,1,2,0,1,2,0,8,1,0,0,2,31,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30614749702196875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267849282557185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874280525209336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673008110017684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982638660215821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817541790975105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483317020276343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734835217495316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42759167057363984,0.0,0.3554888732469808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dweeb313,2019/01/03,"Pervasive shit I can never hold down a relationship, I’ll meet/go on a date with at least one girl a month and it never goes anywhere. I’m continually starting over and making no true progress. It’s as if it’s all rigged against me you know? 

I’m tired of always doing life by myself, I’m so close to being with a group of friends or a SO, but still so far away. 

I wish I knew what the root of my problem is, but even if I did who’s to say people would give a shit about me anyway? 

Why am I so different from others that they think I’m so weird or lame? I’m just being myself, I can’t help that I’m not charismatic or normal all the time. Why do they not give me a chance, the time of day? 

I just want to know why it has to be this way. ",1.6302727272727289,2.2526999818181817,3.6464393939393966,93.4096590909091,76.45454545454545,6.712121212121213,20.416666666666668,6.816661863887847,0.02121212121212146,567,11,144,5,12,194,102,165,0.158,0.752,0.09,-0.9058,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,1,11,7,2,0,10,0,12,4,2,2,5,33,28,15,0,7,11,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,1,16,2,20,22,3,18,0,1,0,0,12,7,2,5,10,96,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694762197863666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463270615523694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614349014953683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195593996275454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087066158986436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271577002841867,0.0,0.0,0.31576920656867674,0.09353725530811582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031762850882072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809028500893048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625101292232078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098615387765329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131369905628727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538756727042452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125802246984225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111526825309301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141022803163272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748529227102342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767023310813043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308843278216104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378875773224225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164938696787174,0.0,0.131437522324774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545920468816178,0.0,0.0,0.19194127796093835,0.18916585564263136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707629689126558,0.13063964256726995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455361692654355,0.0,0.1892642368537248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169162205183257,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MikeyBugs,2019/01/03,Anyone want to chat? I'm 23 M. Just alone and lonely and looking to chat with someone. For background I'm an engineering and business student who loves photography and hockey among other things. ,4.341857142857143,7.529115685714286,4.679642857142858,77.09660714285717,77.85714285714286,5.785714285714287,28.75,7.1686216300943375,2.0454285714285723,159,7,24,2,4,50,28,35,0.11699999999999999,0.753,0.13,0.128,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,14,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483500960184202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264223524602253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920243842611883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213374154633974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955483452543757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101448731771032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275351771374421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hangingbyathread23,2019/01/03,"feel alone - was told i don't have enough karma to post where i thought i could i just want friends...

i don't have friends. i can't keep them or have them be honest or loyal. most have used me or just thrown me away when something better comes along. literally 15th birthday party some middle teen birthday party my ""best friend"" at the time since i did go to her birthday prior to mine knew about it we had her parents aware of it and everything come that day something better came up and i was dumped. it was only plans for her an I to go to this place. i found a back up friend who then befriended the friend who hurt me and they've been best buds since. i hope i'm not coming off whiny it's just i want one friend who isn't going to use me. i want one friend who appreciates me, is supportive of me and is there when i need them like how i am for others. you can see my cheaters post for another example of being used.

i just feel alone. i have my boyfriend who i love dearly, but do you ever just want more friends more of another shoulder to lean on? that's all i've been feeling and wanting..

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if this isn't the right spot, i'm sorry. don't know then where i can post and just talk.",2.491919999999997,3.893414552000003,3.209,94.3195,75.47999999999998,6.28,22.1,6.742157984588678,0.26712000000000025,938,24,215,8,20,295,132,250,0.063,0.7509999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.9663,1,2,2,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,3,5,15,21,1,0,5,0,27,2,1,4,2,48,58,16,0,9,12,1,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,14,12,0,1,7,0,0,7,7,2,0,2,12,4,38,19,22,43,8,30,1,1,1,1,27,11,0,7,10,144,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681342045908175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771776220457627,0.10958728436152466,0.0,0.18913822492053275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473381602643633,0.0693483676523042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189291743921538,0.15952644770642355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315009759926842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330647865484183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200711752462552,0.0,0.0,0.058163264359517984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318745629441394,0.0,0.0,0.08157945957087485,0.0,0.0,0.08105441408026702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680403058488935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988855780713658,0.5574270773691743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537663430970215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957621040783631,0.0,0.0,0.09654723195554747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016250152185546,0.0,0.0,0.049564510637020914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044060896268371334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139744305794072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687264461146297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222632239629555,0.06859140760939103,0.0,0.0,0.10014218057189343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942263984362374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25912313962471256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701935134312099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186749879247736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920751980108754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886098091509816,0.0,0.10095715431144604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234333299536072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724890318990228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159853984681977,0.0525888647330978,0.0,0.0,0.08617770687017982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336782774939855,0.0,0.0,0.26597365091232456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958728436152466,0.0
lonely,HopelessRoomful,2019/01/03,"How do so many assholes have people that care about them Charisma and attractiveness

It infuriates me, but I have myself to blame for staying home :/",6.80846153846154,9.061025230769232,6.272307692307695,73.24769230769233,65.92307692307692,8.276923076923078,32.230769230769226,8.841846274778883,2.891676923076924,120,5,19,2,2,37,25,26,0.315,0.5710000000000001,0.114,-0.7929,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707786969643284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631667970132885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681358582286212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201150930421379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921575785012317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ChrisThaWiz,2019/01/03,"anyone wanna play cs:go and talk over discord? im 16, and my discord is chris the wiz#9301",-0.6628070175438552,1.4995949999999991,1.7852631578947395,93.54350877192984,99.0,2.533333333333333,22.12280701754386,3.1291,-0.17764561403508772,71,3,14,0,3,24,17,19,0.248,0.642,0.11,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315939267749021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35079607874289065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6667334103012394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961203010336418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-GossipGirl-,2019/01/03,I'm thinking about making a chat group for everybody in here ..tell me yes or no upvoting or downvoting It could be something like WhatsApp/iMessages or etc.. just cast your vote ,4.48,6.988797606060608,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,72.93939393939394,8.036363636363637,32.21212121212121,8.841846274778883,2.997230303030304,143,7,25,3,3,44,31,33,0.064,0.785,0.151,0.4588,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835747275974468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5357931278082404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23470799644299165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206827844377329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698492923995157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199065582570739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078324933421784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nineteenineties,2019/03/04,"I don't like my friends I (20M) haven't really made friends since i graduated hs in 2016. in March 2018 i moved out of my mom's house to my dads on the other side of town. Living with him is fine but i don't know anyone. I made some conversation at work but i have made any ""real"" friends and being in community college it's much easier to show up, do the work and leave without interacting with anyone. 

I still see my friends every now and then. it's usually about an hour drive to hang out and i just feel like everytime i hang out with them i end up regretting it. we end up having the same conversations. we talk shit about the same people we literally haven't seen in high school. In general i always just feel bummed out after hanging out with them. As I'm typing it's Monday night and it's pretty much the only night this week that i would be able to go out and i would rather sit at home and watch forensic files bc i know that if i drive for an hour to hang out with them it'll just be a waste of time (and gas). we have almost no common interests anymore. 

I'm not sure if I'm looking for advice. But i needed a place to vent this. This is my first post on reddit.
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lonely,GlitterCreepy,2019/03/04,"I'm weird and I want weird friends.  

Hey! I don't know if this is the right place to post this but...

I'm a 22 yr female who is having trouble finding friends. 

I'm actually quite good at making friends but I find that I never really attract the people I have anything in common with. Most of the time I just go straight for my generic/polite/shy persona when I hang out with people because I just know that my genuine self is too out there.

I have a very dark sense of humor, I make cynical comments but I am actually quiet optimistic. I am also pretty blunt and I don't like the idea of having to hide things from others to save face; it makes me feel lonely. I'm kind of fucked up honestly and in turn some of my interests and opinions might be strange.

I don't want a lot of friends...I'd rather have a select few (or even one) who I could be totally comfortable with.

I don't really know what I'm trying to say honestly...does anyone else feel like they are too weird to ever be able to open up to anyone?

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lonely,maroonangel,2019/03/04,"To be honest... Hello, everyone. This is my first time posting on this subreddit. I'm excited that I've found a whole community of people who are similar to me. 

The thing is, I'm a sophmore girl in high school. You all know how challenging high school can be. I'm extremely isolated: I have no friends and I've joined all of the clubs I could. It's a private school, and everyone there is cliquey and snobbish. 

My mother doesn't make it any easier. Sometimes she cares, then sometimes she tells me to get over it.  She's technically the only ""friend"" I have, and even so she's wishy washy.  

I'm often sad and I feel like crying a lot. It doesn't help when I see others having a blast with their friends or dates. I know I won't have a sweet sixteen this year or go on my first date, and it honestly makes me feel like I'm missing out on something big (although it probably isn't).

I've started to become my own best friend and I'm writing an album about the loneliness I've gone through. Any advice for this lonely teenager?",2.6139130434782643,4.4640711884058,3.887270531400969,87.67554347826089,76.2463768115942,7.305314009661838,25.99275362318841,8.167268648758528,1.5980898550724645,804,30,167,14,18,263,121,207,0.121,0.732,0.147,0.767,0,2,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,4,7,16,0,0,11,0,16,0,0,3,2,25,36,14,0,1,2,1,2,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,14,9,0,0,5,1,0,2,5,3,0,2,2,4,20,13,16,30,6,21,0,3,1,0,17,9,0,4,11,103,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595314885809852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753038779910736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423526451136277,0.0,0.0,0.13526568209270035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141542216854768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291090002884654,0.0,0.14158335892407387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851328819272254,0.0,0.0,0.24632635443015366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034476219428448,0.18416295624607787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927333803239005,0.0,0.1413249716004369,0.3983309164742845,0.0,0.06734148703942906,0.0,0.07325309546354779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639453601508107,0.2723659295921372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167289497182764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259416192990936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095805682253024,0.0,0.0,0.17207470459252094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802924674653007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935846155724422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344425770577472,0.0,0.13896889668632806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391341037758112,0.10271136017945123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922844446574416,0.2549577573054314,0.0,0.09123141927121273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126585218711328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563105453311752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751587841205772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390488962997486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300313034235489
lonely,killem-willem,2019/03/04,"Musical Interests I feel like I can't find anyone who seems to like the same music as me. Music is a big thing to me and I aspire to become a pro musician. I just can't find anyone who likes the same music as me. That sounds kind of ridiculous especially since im only 17, but music really is that meaningful to me.",1.768181818181816,3.603428848484853,4.612121212121213,81.58818181818184,78.69696969696969,8.036363636363637,20.090909090909093,8.841846274778883,1.4251090909090909,248,6,50,6,6,89,41,66,0.03,0.8079999999999999,0.162,0.7468,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,8,5,7,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656720668926968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28878907260225606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132214413587477,0.18680457008558687,0.0,0.0,0.4779841686876238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28244811741573417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27229585536830997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383244337437989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887073565251226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751365835723692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238045656709346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630267012968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371867452714326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zain1749,2019/03/04,"17M looking for platonic conversation pls pm me if u want no I don’t really like memes, anime, or most video games ",-0.5712499999999991,1.5624177083333386,2.9750000000000014,84.42000000000002,101.08333333333334,7.4,18.5,8.07648339933343,1.5794499999999996,91,3,19,3,4,33,24,24,0.09300000000000001,0.6779999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.2944,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37446326936681895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6436499126006968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910265283347882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520895910941923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,goblin_emoji,2019/03/04,"i got a presentation due this week haven’t opened my mouth to speak in like 6 months, haven’t done a presentation in like 2 years, feels good man",4.282,4.962134533333334,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,70.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,21.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,0.7356666666666665,116,2,28,2,2,36,24,30,0.0,0.7170000000000001,0.28300000000000003,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,3,3,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,8,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446803791488601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971405450410214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644675111391026,0.34753749666614714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245839010511354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468418526091879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34855792836590194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27982642335667146
lonely,Fuckwhotookmyname,2019/03/04,"Good vibes? Keep your head up, life is beautiful, you're worth it, a lot of times you won't feel good enough, you might feel like giving up but all you have to do is keep moving forward, it's hard but you're strong too. You got this, you matter! ",4.355705128205123,3.8632344423076934,4.331538461538464,94.88012820512823,69.96153846153845,7.702564102564103,21.179487179487182,6.42735559955562,-0.06148205128205132,189,2,47,1,3,58,38,52,0.057999999999999996,0.6729999999999999,0.26899999999999996,0.8717,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,2,1,0,1,10,12,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,6,4,4,9,3,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,3,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579470998077083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25245316866030154,0.17834441933643533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23947952141211026,0.0,0.4187760235387323,0.1996616521862049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363035362265696,0.0,0.2562048927957009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44378687010331297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632965063840414,0.1219625565424512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223684946265514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648308965080556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653301237627672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455683595142365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,annonyemous,2019/03/04,"I’ve never had a best friend. I’m a 20f that’s never had a best friend, I’ve always been the person in the group that’s just there, friends with everyone. I feel like I have absolutely nobody to talk about my problems with or just talk to, ive never struggled so much with this before. I’m really in need of a best friend, can I still get one? Is it too late now?",2.025864978902952,3.0153245189873417,3.73487341772152,91.73665611814349,75.96202531645571,6.785654008438819,19.495780590717303,7.1686216300943375,0.10887172995780504,283,5,67,3,6,95,51,79,0.252,0.657,0.091,-0.9248,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,8,10,0,1,6,0,7,0,0,0,3,12,12,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,5,8,9,9,4,8,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,7,46,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561037280745908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386818864290204,0.0,0.5131046338265367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573202793237087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240634338066467,0.11643119029049932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036641861095681,0.0,0.0851490403038091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838457688959203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962259588466329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198072475774822,0.120845784098573,0.3770949884862312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043780198378322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423057054413144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594749940160849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440758822716822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015407749199076,0.0,0.0,0.17037951563532475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619903534331671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,donotopenbees,2019/03/04,"Don’t know how to cope anymore 26 years old and I have had a grand total of zero relationships. My life is devoid of affection and intimacy and it’s really starting to take a toll on me. Ive been depressed for the last 7 or 8 years but the last two months I basically can’t function at all when I’m not working.

This is probably really weird but all I’ve ever wanted since I was 8 years old was someone to love and someone that would love me back. I literally want nothing else. I don’t care about material things or being “successful.” I’m an introvert and actually enjoy alone time but I don’t want to spend my entire life alone.

I’ve tried everything from asking girls out in person, online dating websites, tinder, Reddit, and trying to get one of my female friends to set me up with someone and literally nothing works. Reddit seems to be the most promising out of all of my options but I seem to live in the middle of nowhere and everyone that messages me is always extremely far away. 

I did happen to meet up with one girl from Reddit who lived just over an hour away and we spent the night together at a hotel cuddling, watching Netflix and sleeping together. It’s sad but that was the highlight of my life so far, but it kills me because I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to experience that again. It’s funny how something simple like her holding my hand and squeezing them made me feel better. The entire time I was with her I didn’t have a single negative thought in my head. The reason we can’t see each other again is because she was leaving to join the military. I also don’t really think she was interested in a relationship with me. She was struggling with her own problems, was lonely and wanted some affection just like me.

I just don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like I’m backed up against a wall and I’m about to have some kind of mental breakdown from the pain. I don’t think my looks are the problem. I never seem to be able to connect with anyone on an emotional level. Everything always seems forced and fake. I don’t feel like I’ve ever had a genuine conversation with genuine emotions with someone. 

I don’t know what else to say. This was all over the place but I just needed to get it out so I don’t lose my mind. If any girls are from southern Pennsylvania and want to chat and possibly meet up some time don’t be afraid to send a message. I promise I’m a kind and caring person.

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lonely,vaedyr,2019/03/04,"I can't sleep unless I'm hugging a teddy bear. I'm 19, and recently got out of a long term relationship in which I'm still FWB with them. I crave physical affection constantly, and without it I tend to get depressed and sad. 

The only way I can sleep peacefully is if I'm with my FWB, or hugging my teddy bear. 

This is really embarrassing for me to post, but it's true and I don't know what to do about it. ",4.431724137931036,3.923062287356324,6.522436781609198,79.29124137931036,69.80459770114942,10.63816091954023,30.043678160919534,10.355215969177356,2.784854712643678,317,11,71,8,5,113,58,87,0.071,0.73,0.19899999999999998,0.8746,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,3,0,6,4,2,1,1,15,14,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,9,3,12,13,1,9,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,2,5,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873412138960028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290175082736189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892070043700305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126628748774048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461305553803755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23531131181527315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222736711124484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546567279598571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703410306881351,0.0,0.26254214007767657,0.2854748807458904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5321799416803227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21234644037568184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105741024671185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25631612800491016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BronxBushido,2019/03/04,"[M17] do you know somewhere I can meet people my age? discord is cool but more often than not, I’m anxious because whenever I say something people are already talking about another thing and I just make it awkward. Yubo is pretty ass because of the same reasons tinder is. I don’t know how you’re supposed to make friends on r/teenagers if anything people are just talking about their lives and people don’t really make friends off Reddit. I need a smaller environment. I don’t like being so isolated so I need E-Friends or a place to find some. ",3.832096436058702,5.872115962264153,4.588238993710693,83.14470649895179,73.33962264150944,6.5979035639412995,32.532494758909856,7.3871296695380915,2.292640670859539,436,22,78,5,9,140,73,106,0.107,0.7170000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.8281,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,8,5,0,1,3,1,11,1,1,5,0,21,19,8,0,3,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,10,4,8,18,3,4,0,0,0,1,8,3,1,4,2,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408634435150428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492182431344852,0.0,0.18845535549001466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727590634034034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337978832731612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246741494291574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866464380855486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335615924224152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149819910160781,0.0,0.14730217651100413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340542692704417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473848952958453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625987013306932,0.0,0.17428791583380476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971252584648744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686703087879892,0.17151532082652474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326593121254078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842362308216332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681618421198645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082558363882933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hbret6,2019/03/04,Where lonely people come to lie (the laying down type of lie...) Stumbled on this and peeps seem like they need a hug,0.8337681159420285,3.3480981739130438,1.2521739130434817,99.74028985507248,89.0,3.066666666666667,12.014492753623188,3.1291,-1.7305246376811592,90,1,19,0,3,27,22,23,0.092,0.701,0.207,0.4767,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,3,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.511162431930865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28990576255390704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399993343757556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113895483092827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5402099983444753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,debbie_the-downer,2019/03/04,"we're born alone and we die alone what's the point of being alive? Humans are by nature social creatures. So what's the point if you keep driving people away?

Every time I meet people I like I get hurt because they leave or I get so obsessed with finally having real human contact I drive them away by being a clingy asshole.

So really what's the point of living if you have absolutely no one?

I have gone an entire decade now alone. No real friends, I speak to people that don't care about my existence but I'm utterly alone.

I don't count online friends, not truly, I know people younger than me will be upset by this and I do apologize but I don't count it personally because it's impersonal. You can't really get attached to text on a screen. You can't feel the warmth of their soul around them.",2.12361111111111,4.360854987654321,3.655046296296295,86.89145833333335,79.37037037037038,6.272222222222222,21.23611111111111,7.413659706084162,0.7906777777777787,636,18,126,9,16,210,99,162,0.20199999999999999,0.728,0.07,-0.9469,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,4,4,0,6,7,0,2,7,0,14,0,0,0,0,16,23,10,1,2,6,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,8,3,0,1,1,3,22,4,15,18,0,14,1,1,1,0,19,7,0,3,5,80,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276953994723951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339227141194592,0.0,0.0,0.23934921156633115,0.0,0.0,0.15529531219020554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129869038278862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132196907890656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073203662855925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440548845609577,0.0,0.0,0.1395349523972178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968218500751963,0.0,0.1996472106644168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635939540514908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321826654457988,0.0,0.0,0.07000290497326801,0.0,0.0,0.1348735371049189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222982321161082,0.0,0.11247596270853598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631375072579721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532278715243645,0.11122042421782327,0.0,0.0,0.36123646936782255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899651494459629,0.1632015556674114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984450814009696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427438006042543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nomadicshanks,2019/03/04,"Accept Yourself for Who You Are.. Exactly 1 year ago, I felt the same way like how you all guys are feeling now. Now i'm used to it. Loneliness...'I'm used to it' is a wrong way to express the words. Because it sound depressive.  'Now I accept who I am.' That's how you call it. 

I wanted a friend so desperately. So whoever I met I used to tell them that I don't have friends. Thinking that somehow they might like me and be my friends. I would do anything to get a friend. Every time I was neglected. I was so embarrassed. So I tried to get away from people. 

One day that thought came to my mind changed my entire way of thinking. I came to realize that I love being lonely. Why the hell am I trying to be someone that i'm not. Life is so short for being lonely my friends. Accept Yourself for Who You Are and move on. You're not lonely. You have your goals and dreams. Achieve them. I have been in that position where you are right now. I can feel, how you're feeling. Don't worry my friends. Everything will be alright. 

Here are some suggestion. And try to add some hobbies in your daily life.

* read **BOOKS**
* watch movies and animes
* travel places alone
* treat yourself
* write a diary every day and make it interesting
* and read lot of **BOOKS**",-0.18345093502988166,2.0210227206477747,1.322194910352806,96.05773616734145,101.14574898785429,4.295700790437634,19.241276267592056,6.1826913282559595,0.10695920570657468,960,33,202,12,42,306,129,247,0.14800000000000002,0.7070000000000001,0.145,-0.3958,0,7,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,8,3,2,15,23,1,1,7,1,27,3,0,7,2,44,47,15,0,2,2,0,4,2,6,3,2,1,0,1,15,10,0,1,11,6,0,4,4,8,0,1,8,6,33,15,20,31,5,24,1,5,1,1,28,8,1,5,11,132,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967608754453891,0.0,0.0,0.1130534762150595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982670700960632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255636271971326,0.0,0.0,0.06654094350854417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146124933009197,0.2496924916178429,0.0,0.0,0.11547337106770875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079415082064187,0.0,0.09401655146094308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393854468908494,0.0,0.09810305118155206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655788024205751,0.0,0.10480760100160977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060054198310873,0.0,0.11405979638920265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808234712888967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420128566885113,0.10665695164832284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280116796851393,0.09851823140011676,0.0,0.07286298028310341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157980650971765,0.11021720349735643,0.0,0.0,0.11601635363866328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396744087189609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567554845428373,0.0,0.11404557411628953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183725848536533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321927069020207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248816264001876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540781345239864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398864796076689,0.0,0.08665826900137916,0.0636501805241822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233081026925375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828291620775585,0.0,0.0,0.06438348110827545,0.25993064924930603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849699138910163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085398132651557,0.0,0.07754182551301947,0.11934577375607815,0.0,0.07029337012540457
lonely,oregood,2019/03/04,"I can (26, male) Can anyone else name every fried you've ever had in a single breath?",0.07833333333333314,2.1445157222222235,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,86.22222222222223,3.6,9.0,3.1291,-1.913533333333333,65,0,14,0,2,22,17,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603714978327234,0.5280762412454003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305408095054352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4661982434185381,0.43423688945759004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TA294625,2019/03/04,"I just want to be held And feel like someone wants my presence beside them. Everything seems pointless. Nothing I do, anyone every truly gives a shit about and that’s all I want. For someone to care and want me. But, since I’m not pretty or thin enough, I guess I’ll never have that. ",2.614210526315788,4.504292877192988,3.3472280701754364,91.36926315789476,76.36842105263158,5.261754385964913,21.92631578947368,5.6839178017228535,0.15423789473684213,222,6,45,1,5,70,45,57,0.10400000000000001,0.6859999999999999,0.209,0.506,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,2,17,14,5,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,7,2,4,12,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,2,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328756615256375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235150068514332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265185431442122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470693803179455,0.0,0.1970257427658792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084699928725987,0.1566147402940584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030107469160747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24150160285771144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710250530722996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908021965766212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035277884179765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303114547985428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957466076221705,0.0,0.0,0.2250318243758028,0.1813455981925411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37149810779030734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5172195170050462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PurpleLabyrinth86,2019/03/04,"Solitude is happiness to me I am finding more and more happiness and fulfillment in solitude as the months and years go by. I feel I am at my best when I am alone with myself along with bigger forces than myself. Alone with Nature,Music, God and my own imagination. I hold less and less expectations of people. I am finally coming to understand and become comfortable with being my own best friend. In the end all I'll have is myself. I am responsible for my own happiness and peace of mind, heart and soul. I am a soul on a soul journey. I am loving every minute of it; only me, myself and I as company for the ride of my lifetime. ",4.203724444444447,5.400160608000005,5.780266666666666,78.35857777777778,70.92,9.075555555555557,26.68888888888889,9.444778638647367,2.3249822222222223,496,16,95,11,9,169,68,125,0.028999999999999998,0.703,0.26899999999999996,0.9877,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,5,0,11,2,1,0,1,23,16,12,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,15,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,21,8,21,15,10,14,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,5,79,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662045620599946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525190026463488,0.0,0.0,0.37106274278374296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228989416254482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658445632959134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895414201081947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939090133401252,0.0,0.0,0.19366602849209955,0.1615838791816205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658837936182486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047446661850032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5645922981821375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949832626745526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956088654971914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850863188605884,0.0,0.14111298385108614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344576118939881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256470127302176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840457889061564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384768378783347
lonely,TheEternalLoser1,2019/03/04,"Thumping chests I just set up a date. Actually I was sort of invited to one. My heart is thumping of anxiety if I may fail and I'm shaking in anticipation, even though is not today.
What if I do wrong? What if I get found out I perform wrong?
I shouldn't worry but it's in my system .

 Will I do good , will I have the right words to say. It is been so long after the last one. At least I have the incentive to clean my house. ",-0.6607905138339945,1.3688877826086987,2.1652964426877475,94.4350395256917,89.65217391304346,5.519367588932806,18.14624505928854,6.980632752743323,0.03589999999999982,324,9,79,5,11,113,62,92,0.099,0.748,0.153,0.7822,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,4,0,13,2,2,0,0,13,16,7,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,3,1,13,1,11,9,1,14,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,5,5,58,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.22264486209873685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745367698068416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069320631030414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501584889418837,0.0,0.0,0.11920076438091387,0.0,0.0,0.19136429471912608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703629445736087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632584564338485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597551835595366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190862951037136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092053736846655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484180531739576,0.0,0.18143678608850447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415961269997348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162627995625776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23170090999810156,0.0,0.0,0.4988999773000763,0.0,0.0
lonely,rebelzomb,2019/03/04,"gaming friends anybody want to be gaming friends. have a ps4 and currently playing Apex Legends, but I'll play other games. ",5.47909090909091,8.236038727272728,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,70.81818181818181,6.218181818181819,38.27272727272727,7.1686216300943375,3.1514727272727283,100,6,15,1,2,30,20,22,0.0,0.606,0.39399999999999996,0.775,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9342501461294482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566183736953333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sgt_Dood,2019/03/04,"Does anybody feel like they are getting deeper and deeper into drugs? I feel like I'm constantly alone, and I get deeper and deeper into psychedelic drugs by myself. I don't have anybody to tell me not to do them, so I keep taking them for fun. I don't really have anything to entertain myself except for LSD and things like that. I've tried getting into hobbies, but nothing can really hold my interest. I just feel so alone, with nothing to hold onto to convince me I shouldn't do this.",5.6062499999999975,6.114388791666666,6.629166666666666,76.0325,67.33333333333334,8.9,29.541666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.4156166666666663,388,13,69,6,6,130,54,96,0.042,0.79,0.168,0.8734,0,2,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,0,19,18,7,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,8,0,3,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,15,7,14,17,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808965872128337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513208053657732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987132009252116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091806514731868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42649395593736544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789317182817595,0.2627334307611044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28821528959574005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344448475427487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695091976302195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528831778635209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356015066407423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825782971935502,0.0,0.16072265866609647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216431141078805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484511710594967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Longtursk,2019/03/04,"Nothing to talk about with most people I go out to meet groups of people to avoid the loneliness of being alone at home all day. But I have discovered after some introspection that I have nothing to talk about with most people because I am a rather boring person with nothing to talk about to most people. I have some hobbies but they are things that aren't easy to talk to others about, but other than that I think most people just don't want to talk to me because we have nothing to talk about.",9.900306122448976,6.810948316326531,8.775204081632657,75.7858673469388,60.734693877551024,11.024489795918367,34.70408163265306,8.07648339933343,2.567930612244897,397,10,77,3,4,123,50,98,0.11800000000000001,0.882,0.0,-0.7959,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,20,12,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,25,11,7,5,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,6,2,63,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806807939960866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252804565135093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597337580989581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576266421521945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337199506254622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5116549137556066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620989102855725,0.11640041112443232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6428930889808667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856467825603502,0.08541912296736008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862919283234268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,networksky,2019/03/04,"Acceptance I'll accept loneliness for what it instead of trying to deny the loneliness.  
Loneliness is extremely common among human beings.",8.904545454545458,12.512294000000004,9.618181818181819,45.69727272727275,63.54545454545455,13.490909090909092,38.27272727272727,12.161744961471696,7.412836363636364,116,6,10,5,2,39,20,22,0.344,0.478,0.17800000000000002,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justbrowsiin,2019/03/04,"Walls How do you put your walls down and let people in? I’m legitimately terrified that everyone’s going to leave at some point, so why even get attached? I know I’m the biggest blame for my loneliness, because I try to keep everyone at a distance, but I’m so tired of being lonely. I want to be free and have friends, socialize, find someone to love but I’m so scared it’s all temporary. ",3.456751054852319,4.801608367088608,5.079177215189876,82.09868143459916,72.92405063291139,8.810970464135021,29.62236286919831,9.2995712137729,2.5676059071729944,307,13,63,7,6,104,59,79,0.222,0.611,0.16699999999999998,-0.4911,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,1,1,11,15,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,10,12,2,10,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,1,0,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115544365666816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294169753944886,0.0,0.0,0.44252667056962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163957123228055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789009286684881,0.0,0.12097935732335832,0.0,0.1315995948520973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058191508648388,0.0,0.0,0.1272580732720976,0.0,0.0,0.2451862029714204,0.0,0.23678346859833566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898989296369275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053297492925514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889690199246664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327794764617509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318296844355372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360439461359762,0.19619811415456676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661415484174535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572124995896863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657874927535976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089448358451725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hereforthebantz,2019/03/04,"New Moderators for the chat room Due to multiple requests (and an abundance of lets be honest, horrible people in the chat rooms) I've decided now that I've got some personal stuff out of the way, that we need some mods in there.

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If you'd like to be a mod, please reply here with your:

Hours you could be available (GMT please):

Why you think you'd be a suitable moderator for the subreddit chat:

Any past experience (not required though):

How you'd help the chat:

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I'll leave this up for around a day! ",7.929702970297027,6.7778302871287135,7.476118811881187,77.44091089108912,62.96039603960397,11.248316831683171,35.05148514851485,10.355215969177356,3.274123168316831,413,15,83,8,5,130,71,101,0.046,0.845,0.109,0.75,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,6,0,1,6,2,0,0,9,0,9,0,0,1,0,15,12,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,5,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,13,2,2,14,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,3,7,49,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571000791222049,0.4004760959871361,0.11206294089773736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669815533536582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157151159260516,0.0,0.0,0.10627600262328203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611963701931844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179772271162668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045535209253564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228508592811122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448895635018724,0.0,0.16850907520892125,0.0,0.08050813479892506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218979509513456,0.0,0.15915533670348844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573108277276765,0.11424472876421014,0.14388838732312967,0.0,0.3617801595617728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886452758559557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559086288097927,0.16190546835635147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080273671634482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869746298748732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004760959871361,0.0
lonely,blogasdraugas,2019/03/04,I got dumped today I really liked her. She liked me but she didn’t want to date a guy with no car. ,-2.2379710144927536,-0.4865872608695643,0.7391304347826093,103.4185507246377,95.52173913043478,4.8057971014492775,7.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-1.7374811594202897,75,0,21,1,3,26,20,23,0.192,0.579,0.22899999999999998,-0.0276,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887993472336677,0.0,0.0,0.4813411396244837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474993188240587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31142474480718024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46079057902039794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867296926175393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,aubergine_kween,2019/03/04,"I'm at a point where any sort of kindness or general friendliness I receive, I misinterpret as flirting. I crave romantic attention so much now that I can't tell the difference between casual interactions with men. ",9.884736842105266,9.874964842105268,10.451578947368422,53.97105263157897,58.47368421052632,16.02105263157895,47.94736842105264,14.554592549557764,7.892589473684213,176,11,26,8,2,60,34,38,0.0,0.684,0.316,0.8752,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,5,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30922114033611553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47507939135284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735146998794474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342671398217931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42985174482149296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974401137132488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DonnaSummer10,2019/03/04,"Never will a Lonely Man have his Story Told I believe, due to the law of large numbers, that some of The Lonely escape into the arms of others, and that their memory of the void fades away. I thought maybe through PTSD, but that idea seems ludicrous. I think that loneliness simply can't be remembered. It's a state of being that can only be experienced in the present. It's not an emotion by any means; it's grief more than anything. Why we grieve I don't understand, but I do know that it takes a quite a while to go through the stages. And I know that if a person accepts their loneliness, then there's no going back. My point is that loneliness is something you can't understand unless you are presently going through it. Not because you couldn't comprehend what it's like if it were told to you, but because no one that comprehends it has the capacity to tell you what it's like.",7.21296507936508,6.297765902857144,7.097333333333335,78.8108888888889,64.25714285714287,10.520634920634919,33.73015873015873,9.725611199111238,2.9398253968253965,703,25,140,12,9,224,102,175,0.152,0.7709999999999999,0.077,-0.9497,0,4,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,5,2,1,2,7,0,0,13,0,16,1,1,0,1,27,30,10,2,3,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,21,4,0,0,11,0,0,3,9,4,0,1,4,1,16,3,18,21,2,17,0,4,0,0,14,4,0,4,10,103,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521506963670372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394226534475724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918072357684196,0.13027766079038128,0.0,0.20656028069411708,0.0,0.0,0.1908843873668517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190580750771272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888650470824103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126063380406946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186223518234362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554536732431166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021056858657468,0.184553909803234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067129937908875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480702363923125,0.12885563764778987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479357085628841,0.0,0.0,0.16016174915865733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198049205058593,0.0,0.0,0.18020474879078985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192593035627709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423850464437192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043193647598195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738680205131367,0.0,0.14808525163615155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856094371941734,0.0,0.13450482834747238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237864262246456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352755595638445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288005486611708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ucalyptus,2019/03/04,Balling my eyes out on my 19th bday Let me start out by saying that I am extremely blessed in this life. I am fortunate enough to have great family and friends. My problem is how much my problems with women have had an affect on my depression and anxiety. My last gf cheated on me the first weak of college and I just got stood up by this cute girl. On my fucking bday. I feel like it’s hopeless and I’m just getting crushed  ,1.5395402298850556,3.7792484712643666,2.6926436781609238,92.9750574712644,81.52873563218391,6.16551724137931,26.90804597701149,7.3871296695380915,1.3833356321839083,335,15,72,5,9,107,63,87,0.207,0.607,0.18600000000000005,-0.0627,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,12,2,0,2,0,7,4,1,2,0,14,14,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,2,4,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,0,1,3,3,13,5,13,10,2,11,1,2,1,1,5,8,1,0,4,49,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043874986101528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441203016234367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572220132558595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23467888509623036,0.0,0.12587176274521406,0.17784309507206275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174860513401106,0.0,0.0,0.1923307610082599,0.2301414189309029,0.13006110160226453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991004054072023,0.2744577062135856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291967852766926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545584589674348,0.17583398986739562,0.12161972109423738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299986170443666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764047484721762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796742405473824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620131976302414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tjron12,2019/03/04,"Why am I so creepy? I've had what you would consider neckbeard tendencies for years,feeling obligated to open if I see a girl and just close the door on some dudes(this when I was like 12,so like 2 years ago).This year I was a creep by accident 2 times.There was this only girl that I had a falling out with after this about unrelated problems,Me and her had said we liked each other and Me being a retarded weirdo asked her what we are after it(keep in mind I never asked her out),she is course said that I never asked her out and us saying we liked one another meant nothing,and I being in a bit of a rough patch got angry and started to talk to her a little less,then I came crawling back and started sending her wholesome memes and all that,then one day I said i would hug her and she gave a different response so I just thought it was ok,the next day u went up behind her and hugged her,she shyly said hi and looked uncomfortable as all hell,I pulled away and briskly walked away clutching my guitar and calling myself a creepy weirdo in my head.After this we had a falling out now we aren't even on speaking terms.



The second time is a lot shorter.There was this one girl in my class that I never really talked to,but one day we had a seats switched and I had to sit next her,she was adorable to me(teenage boy hormones at there best)so I wanted to learn stuff about her,I asked her friends her names,what she liked and all that,normal dude recon.The next few weeks were full of my weird self involuntarily staring at her for FULL MINUTES,sometimes she would look back and I would t look away for like 3 seconds,I told my best friend I liked her and who she was,he knew her and I started talking about her,when I got home he texted me that there was something about the girl he needed to tell me,he of course told me that the girl thought I was really  creepy and I got angry and texted him that I was going to break something (I've had some anger issues for a couple years,I've gotten it under control,but if I didn't try to calm down I would have smashed a hole In my wall)i felt robbed,like I was entitled to her liking or some shit like that.I don't know wtf I'm doing
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lonely,chrisiskindacool,2019/03/04,What a joke I mean what an actual joke this dogshit world is ,-0.7892307692307696,1.3575258461538446,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,98.23076923076924,5.676923076923077,14.192307692307693,7.1686216300943375,-0.3205076923076917,48,1,12,1,2,15,11,13,0.0,0.672,0.32799999999999996,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.6672599391021927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7448249282008075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_Kurious,2019/03/04,Looking for New People/Friends to Talk Too About literally anything Hi a lot of people I know don't text me anymore and I enjoy talking with people about interests so hit me up!,0.7303809523809548,3.1504820857142875,2.8678571428571438,84.89130952380955,99.57142857142858,4.61904761904762,25.83333333333333,6.42735559955562,1.4643333333333337,143,7,25,2,6,48,30,35,0.0,0.836,0.16399999999999998,0.6696,0,0,0,0,1,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,7,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230027388411081,0.0,0.0,0.2680199108343546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516317845395443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789939063640112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27350246231044106,0.0,0.0,0.2768949412960794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31455905490896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515929487850186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235639299729149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dr_Spongegar_PhD,2019/03/04,"I don't want to be alone anymore Every day walking downtown or at my university I see people walking and laughing with one another and I can't stand it. Not that I don't like seeing others happy, that's good that they're happy. But I just get overwhelmed and hit with immense jealousy because I wish I had someone like that, a friend like that. It's so much worse when I see people hugging or holding hands or kissing. And when one comes to see another before a class starts. I really don't talk to anyone and it really makes me sad.
I also can't find any way of going about dating? Like it's a complicated thing to me now and isn't so easy anymore. I've recently made a new friend and I think hey this could be a promising friendship but could also be potential for a relationship. I don't want to scare anyone off though. I REALLY don't because that will make me feel so so bad. I've recently reached out to one of my friends who goes to school in a different state and he said that it really sucks that I'm feeling this way. I just know my depression has really taken me down and has made things really hard. 
If I were to be asked if I wanted to keep living right now I would say yes but with reservations in that if this loneliness and this depression doesn't go away then I wouldn't want to keep playing the game of Life. It's a really tough question to me now. I don't know why. I don't know why I'm typing so much here either so I'm sorry and, to whoever made it down this far, you're a champ. I guess it's for my desire for catharsis of some sort. But anyway I'll stop here.",2.445135135135136,3.907054534534538,4.138318318318318,87.35990990990992,75.72672672672672,7.455855855855856,23.44444444444445,8.167268648758528,1.206983183183183,1252,37,269,21,27,421,160,333,0.139,0.7,0.161,0.0495,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,20,24,1,2,10,1,24,4,1,5,0,60,60,33,0,13,14,0,4,4,3,3,1,2,0,0,26,16,0,4,8,2,0,5,13,8,0,3,7,10,30,16,31,43,4,32,0,4,4,2,13,10,1,10,17,170,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889502627218224,0.0,0.13736333256483774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05840428831765,0.1801144131516558,0.0,0.0,0.17034835165806209,0.12010463846256104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029025339339113,0.0,0.08069115354188319,0.0,0.07170982670845243,0.10470857871868816,0.0,0.07308123767176826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739817440800622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714329529252414,0.0,0.0,0.05538828669614911,0.0,0.14794409217001392,0.0,0.0,0.08973084348691368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236125072191422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685139380976102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849672010618841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906205691110676,0.0,0.04487101677226301,0.0,0.09762008591347268,0.07203569979228312,0.0,0.0,0.09461127026599774,0.0,0.0,0.1828509288961873,0.07693548872199885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526758742125668,0.0,0.0,0.14159934223164347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066264095318458,0.1678349784164048,0.0,0.07583743532967865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24379748399466006,0.11465691203599937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626972650089593,0.0,0.0,0.08294761941510748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459233060379606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190827587436869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621010320595848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851378991523705,0.0,0.16960082599343673,0.09220762724139467,0.0,0.07334474707223215,0.08169566349097565,0.06829866497891633,0.08598519523302972,0.08691952534716868,0.2737547605751937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276951263169062,0.0,0.0,0.09614047403642116,0.06078936958845407,0.0,0.0,0.07180314407315384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903056981691469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411546293690697,0.055031209693468565,0.08438091645941652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026272079819063,0.13634196437679447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499449560848794,0.0,0.09876273898110297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752346780298652,0.06100976265596701,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,exmooseguy,2019/03/04,"Any one up for a conversation I know nights can get lonely, and I’m up to talk to anyone about anything. And I mean anything lol",-0.43611111111111,1.8108934444444456,1.9017592592592607,93.4504166666667,96.03703703703705,4.181481481481482,17.86111111111111,5.985473137389443,-0.2530666666666668,101,3,22,1,4,34,21,27,0.095,0.7979999999999999,0.106,0.0772,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24985841087978625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569088244199859,0.0,0.6047112194767275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196194779912665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192459407088625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002284316668727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447990721672767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489735116663777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29531852837196665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,juliagraf1130,2019/03/04,sad girl Hey everyone I’m kind of new to this app but I need a place to just vent. So I’m 18 years old and have just felt lonely my whole life. I don’t really have any friends. I hang out with people sometimes but I have a hard time trusting others and opening up due to the fact I’ve been fucked over in the past a lot. And I wish I had someone to talk to. Someone I could trust fully. But I don’t think I’ll ever find that.,-0.9248011363636373,0.9597261979166658,1.3344696969696983,101.0393181818182,89.10416666666666,4.324242424242423,16.018939393939394,5.565023196281405,-0.9281958333333336,329,7,84,2,11,110,67,96,0.13,0.7090000000000001,0.161,0.6243,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,5,0,8,2,0,0,2,20,15,7,0,3,5,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,2,9,4,11,11,2,14,0,2,0,1,4,6,1,1,7,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224235858484005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700473842269695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920568930758336,0.0,0.19987031683083725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008354174736712,0.0,0.1911770339251613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160375259766993,0.19337373144272585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737468925526335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781773284398784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477425267171457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782833623598074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509645302982747,0.0,0.20201710121749664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194880897460284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967585169246568,0.1450117188173372,0.0,0.21853749413000806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399926794486974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544570923800779,0.0,0.20687387611854446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812243326738827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402729984486944,0.0,0.0,0.1219683539713148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335301551503727,0.2405344767933004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469822989794494
lonely,samsop,2019/03/04,"Down in the dumps, wanna talk Shit day. It feels like either this or hitting up an ex or something (not really).

Anyone wanna talk?",1.765066666666666,4.403320440000002,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,84.6,4.933333333333334,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.02446666666666619,101,2,18,1,3,33,22,25,0.205,0.7140000000000001,0.081,-0.5859,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,2,2,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,2,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732004397594309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519820129615785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755972197479,0.2791303756402568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088600780672405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503051738011888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40106836400643137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007952689563909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6280917131007882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheDude1115,2019/03/04,"I don't know what to do anymore. I am 20 year old dude, socially awkward, i have two ""friends"" but our relationship is not really what it used to be, we barely hang out, maybe 1-3 times a month if lucky and i don't enjoy it at all anymore. I am an complete social outcast. Honestly i see no way out of this situation. I never found it easy to get along with my peers or people of any age. I wish if somebody would just give me a hug tell me that everything is gonna be fine. I live with dysfunctional parents, everyday but absolutely every fucking day i have to listen their bullshit verbal fights and nonsense yelling and i am absolutely fucking tired of it. I just wish i had a fucking pair of wings to fly the fuck away from this sunken hellhole of a life. I suffer from ADHD. I've quit couple of jobs already due to my inability to successfully deal with ADHD symptoms. I tried talking to my parents about it already but they denied the shit out of me, all i got was just a typical ""GeT oVEr iT"", even though they know i struggled with school in past. Now its same shit but with jobs. So yeah, basically i am currently unemployed, depressed and  without real friends or anyone to talk to or hang out with irl. ",2.8744852795890137,4.7988871618257285,4.406876111440429,83.90782849239281,75.72199170124479,7.246077850227227,27.658763090298358,8.11559375814309,1.862906184548508,950,39,189,16,21,317,147,241,0.196,0.664,0.14,-0.9408,7,0,0,0,2,0,27.0,2,0,3,2,8,19,7,2,8,1,16,10,2,1,3,43,33,15,0,5,14,2,0,0,2,2,3,2,0,0,12,16,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,11,0,1,4,3,29,8,36,25,3,23,0,2,1,5,19,8,6,6,12,128,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502085397968074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22974708163027305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078947588946652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064723478338236,0.07278698751037756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978024839045966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914364110152397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115181263089022,0.0,0.0671339022968797,0.1073193546310347,0.08965852548958525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687550345337482,0.0,0.08770614557360468,0.0,0.09355560035214934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413690084138453,0.16085004582283846,0.3849437041345559,0.10877268952102072,0.099859252000662,0.0,0.0,0.0832558171277626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660026327212969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441789078174056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352673378692774,0.0,0.0,0.09191948835316748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457934868316278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308916916905948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028596281726738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923220756237867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23117462337582226,0.0,0.09937228987005124,0.07216769797013231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071988898602517,0.0,0.11848508577068567,0.06668715312205528,0.0,0.0,0.1117611359277028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535164148259668,0.08295176853267111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21370798690843576,0.0,0.11700930065094718,0.0,0.21222740337212725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882470365384746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819655887835106,0.0,0.16733832389543418,0.09098529717803024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227469631591776,0.0,0.0606997517380207,0.11964409736976675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067497623163042,0.0,0.10168756590535707,0.0,0.0,0.08990631700228945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262729054654754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394126435324664,0.1003457170997754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394746596460931,0.0,0.0,0.0670350041477071
lonely,ICURUNING,2019/08/19,"im scared of dying alone but im scared of people all my used-to-be-friends are now meth or coke addicts that i refuse to hang around, one of them just messaged me trying to buy my fucking prescription. i havent been able to get my last ex out of head since we broke up multiple years ago, im afraid its making my mental health worse. i cant even have a conversation with people out of fear of being shut down, talked over, ignored or embarrassed. my whole family is assholes that dont listen to what i have to say",3.1290887850467293,4.2975255887850485,4.07297897196262,89.68367406542058,73.48598130841121,7.219158878504674,22.72079439252337,7.645422480735847,0.7577485981308412,406,10,89,5,8,131,76,107,0.28800000000000003,0.7120000000000001,0.0,-0.9869,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,0,4,8,1,5,1,0,9,5,1,1,1,13,13,3,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,5,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,8,0,1,1,2,12,0,18,11,2,12,0,1,0,1,9,7,1,2,4,53,16,0,0.16237119468594216,0.0,0.0,0.17700856909617155,0.0,0.0,0.14393226717180574,0.0,0.0,0.1681675891044528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454478796283124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851566497841342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029783089436694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724464273085636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306911168364293,0.18271273590088155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254475822351956,0.15010955307257973,0.08483224759948567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663968983857766,0.17259298713178728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.526166259893152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235419506371116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838403328585636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636319741308654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100269237187417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251354839103812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912409111681336,0.3251237835291252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431513014183974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305078157770203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023938286661156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812816402572001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547011914421803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045617258290162
lonely,Mayday2018,2019/08/19,Sad song time I need to update my sad song playlist. Comment your go to sad song. Mine is idfc,-0.9051666666666698,1.2225601499999996,0.5800000000000018,102.77833333333334,97.5,2.666666666666667,16.666666666666668,3.1291,-1.242833333333333,73,2,17,0,3,23,15,20,0.368,0.632,0.0,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160585360366917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6732981688454165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294838649223181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,im_a_sad_dad,2019/08/19,"A dad without his family  

Long story short my girlfriend and our dog aren't living with me right now. We've all lived together for seven years. 

My gf moved in with her mom rent free, hoping she could work on her finances and her mental health. The two have had a strained relationship in the past, and I knew it was important for my gf to reconnect with her mother, and to establish the relationship they never had while she was growing up. 

Besides financial and familial motivations I'm also hoping this will give her time to focus on herself and the things she needs to do to find her own happiness and deal with issues in her past that she's had no closure on i.e., therapy.

But here I sit, feeling sorry for myself instead of viewing this as the opportunity it is for me to focus on MYSELF as well. I feel isolated and alone. All of my friends have moved, married, or experienced some other life changing event in the seven years we've been together so I stare at an empty contact list in my phone wishing there were names listed for me to call. Admittedly I'm a difficult person to be friends with because of my own mental health issues e.g., major depressive disorder and panic disorder.

I miss the pitter patter of dogs feet as my girlfriend and our dog would horse around the house. I miss the beautiful brown eyes that would greet me with love and adoration each morning, the smell of her perfume as she spritzed herself each day before leaving for work, I miss being able to touch skin I know as intimately as my own and feeling as if she is a physical extension of my heart and spirit.

We've spent time apart like this before, once for several months because I had a job that required moving and she couldn't join me right away. But as time has drawn on the architecture of my day began to build our family, despite not being married (we are engaged), and now without them I feel like less of a person. 

In our time together we have achieved so many successes as a team and had just as many painful lessons learned. She is my best friend, my partner, my equal. 

Some part of me deep down worries that this is the end of the most beautiful and meaningful relationship I’ve ever had. This leads me to feel even more alienated and lonely.

I do not know why I am sharing this. I know the reality is many of you will attempt to comfort me with well intentioned messages, but knowing myself, I won’t allow any of it in. I’ll continue to fester until it is unbearable and then I’ll do something foolish like ask her if she still loves me.

I believe in her though, and hopefully during this period I’ll find the self-love needed to believe in myself, too.",8.666739766081871,7.045025033138401,8.548589181286548,71.84463815789475,61.826510721247566,11.746881091617935,37.74926900584796,10.595843684498618,3.8767947368421036,2114,84,391,41,24,687,254,513,0.061,0.8109999999999999,0.128,0.9848,2,3,1,0,0,0,47.0,6,1,2,12,17,31,0,2,23,0,36,10,4,4,4,82,64,43,0,12,11,3,7,3,8,5,4,0,1,3,17,32,0,1,17,1,4,5,9,9,2,3,13,14,72,23,72,41,16,55,1,5,4,2,60,24,0,9,28,286,89,11,0.0754405411002341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813364890305967,0.0,0.06032977346194043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051302154914544165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671580759027247,0.07052672220424884,0.0,0.07087887171442424,0.0,0.0,0.09197570728183173,0.0,0.1283886880357943,0.1699913117674743,0.0791701935731798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703322722148828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980608942527365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060233133415837886,0.0,0.0,0.09730581593880333,0.07777588529129785,0.06497682750552387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292279192567328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681792747589206,0.0,0.0,0.049827765900016266,0.06824028847764953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133558843392428,0.0,0.1907250215745683,0.0538947376357401,0.0,0.0,0.13790257568995326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485552474706215,0.0,0.0,0.0723694412399339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030785881236081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037953486161136,0.0,0.08939740443582082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22478843833188547,0.0,0.08704825558873568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574806496814737,0.07486309637552734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584059379237998,0.0,0.0,0.07988064027092813,0.0,0.0,0.053285885220951325,0.11056931319795968,0.0,0.13323075985258215,0.06676250489832446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617606747667152,0.0,0.0,0.2294546034435029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205264324880596,0.0,0.0,0.08835504995919971,0.060215920161461975,0.2405440684983299,0.0,0.11187641064439648,0.0581843960583365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034171415883808,0.0,0.0,0.080274054684279,0.08851322040850539,0.0,0.08169475438449103,0.14403306551065845,0.0,0.1317435412228089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24298472492186904,0.0,0.12885161979897278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870093733820532,0.08522633814697048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807781423032823,0.0,0.08444950935364201,0.0,0.0,0.06024691357316661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627283345646795,0.0,0.05011934334250685,0.0,0.07411994859843159,0.0,0.17595994476922952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736944467155718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566021298774558,0.0,0.06807335431741998,0.0,0.08675289916103719,0.14544397903727704,0.0,0.10984322482695694,0.07661353145829708,0.0,0.10718159180548094,0.0,0.0,0.09716247010650657
lonely,edgy_meme_queen,2019/08/19,Suicidal and alone I'm pretty much completely alone. I have a great online friend but he leaves in the UK and I'm in the US. I have a cousin who I love more than anything but I don't know to admit I'm not okay. I'm incredibly anxious meeting new people but I'm also incredibly fucking alone. I honestly just want to die at this point. I'm never going to make an impact in anyone elses life.,-0.12245345016429,2.1680379156626515,2.7069441401971552,89.0944359255203,91.53012048192772,5.427820372398687,18.38882803943045,6.980632752743323,0.3978048192771087,309,9,65,5,11,108,55,83,0.21600000000000005,0.583,0.201,0.1327,0,3,0,0,0,1,6.0,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,5,1,3,3,0,1,1,12,16,6,2,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,8,16,2,8,0,0,0,2,8,5,1,0,2,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5644511275140012,0.0,0.1452776071570492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522998450442356,0.0,0.1270245425653704,0.18613748142472025,0.14949499343122413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904725220680881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853981239265746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175797673249328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035409481228947,0.16794656436406213,0.0,0.0,0.10324452841358324,0.0,0.0,0.20028654136199636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983845145241756,0.0,0.0,0.1923572327692312,0.0,0.0,0.1283155141470673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395994962212318,0.0,0.12126294196265112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354483601922262,0.0,0.14011141345600694,0.17545339710380728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259437866053308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173234798181747,0.0,0.0,0.18481883393081225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871226023857472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185208863315956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715085085253828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sentientshipsarise,2019/08/19,"I have a date next weekend! Sorry

Sorry.

I DONT have a date next weekend.

Sorry everyone.

Go back to what you were doing.",-0.7787500000000023,0.8196019583333367,2.0153333333333343,89.16300000000004,112.75,3.586666666666667,17.3,5.6839178017228535,0.03881000000000023,93,3,17,1,5,32,16,24,0.198,0.802,0.0,-0.2942,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639268796174098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688524211398341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191993535222733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303720116043698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879341585638694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7703759044733276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Witty-T-rash,2019/08/19,"(f22) male. No friends, no life. Looking for people near me. Well I'm depressed, lazy as hell, have no interests, don't talk much.
Who lives in or around Arkansas?",0.5100000000000016,2.9464580645161327,1.2925161290322578,96.83877419354843,97.38709677419355,5.060645161290323,22.32903225806452,6.742157984588678,0.7593819354838707,124,5,26,2,5,38,29,31,0.385,0.452,0.163,-0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,5,4,1,3,1,1,1,0,4,3,1,1,0,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34676439782701857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33550172722784777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30095000951420625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751366481685213,0.0,0.0,0.3439622382811773,0.0,0.3271072006467881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863494629373584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700511433444168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130895605953987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502343644710651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lilpaaa,2019/08/19,"Rip friends so basically... I ve been feeling like im losing all of my friends.... And at this point i dont even know If i have friends.. And im feeling really bad rn, but on the other hand i dont know if they they were good friends... But still they were the only friends i could talk to... And now i dont have anyone... And every time i try to talk to someone i feel like they dont want to talk to me and im just annoying them... And idk If it is the truth or not.. Idk why im posting this here..I guess im really desperate hahah.. But maybe i ll feel litlle bit better..",-1.7250700280112063,0.18008860317460673,1.1609056956115786,99.94063025210085,95.50793650793648,4.552007469654528,16.935574229691873,6.2272716619740125,-0.4874196078431372,428,12,110,5,17,148,69,126,0.11900000000000001,0.6920000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.8788,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,5,2,5,13,1,0,3,0,11,1,1,0,2,26,19,14,0,5,9,0,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,5,16,10,8,15,2,7,0,1,0,0,13,3,0,5,5,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112395204351077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493071277093593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996176207190347,0.11105027551762348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121395878074343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768533766769178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718412103854453,0.0,0.08570223751613369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572775364252294,0.14533545750077398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929373689105137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531666591784741,0.0,0.0,0.11205441413941826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5493672658281407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180367336565372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938905864849727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137970017480758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218992205746087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736151566402014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961568767381506,0.0,0.09741822153169467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032697307042915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618576922421473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123253893863694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452724724062137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059312885164432325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690601959513446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599962166644712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178514013930092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,soft-ware-gore,2019/08/19,I’m just glad there are other people like me A lot of you guy and girls seem to know how I feel (lonely left out etc.) I came here to talk to someone I’ve been feeling... something worse than depressed... what’s it called again feck forgot I may be young but I am hella sad... suicidal was the word that’s it I sometimes push myself to seem happy for the sake of those that do pay attention to me sadly most of them are ether over sees or going over sees and I don’t have anyone to keep me company and possibly save my life... (from myself) I’ve been considering suicide for quite some time now and don’t know why....,1.1449303452453066,3.2547415669291366,2.6215748031496062,93.66726226529377,82.14960629921259,5.482495457298608,18.430648092065415,6.67199483983844,-0.059931072077528576,477,11,105,5,13,155,91,127,0.14800000000000002,0.757,0.095,-0.8469,0,2,1,0,0,1,21.0,0,1,1,1,7,8,0,0,3,0,12,1,0,1,0,25,25,7,2,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,6,0,2,7,0,1,3,2,4,0,0,5,4,14,4,16,18,4,11,0,4,2,0,6,4,0,7,5,68,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443545864495233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171952346317485,0.20354159343195727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327876757004166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847513535518893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996628874645607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114014178885523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621077040754785,0.0,0.18944430033770285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818117164210885,0.0,0.0,0.1956069787142108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933566849887348,0.0,0.12570011693556085,0.08694344691117466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129728153434185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337673124586257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006258839628255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928493455138434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283626008324666,0.32402059826744656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507869770161579,0.13700416179336772,0.17600937926829138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893239958480785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303944836181834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377131552639757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605833995703448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813589049961012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gus_Online,2019/08/19,"Do you watch girlfriend roleplay video’s, or do you know someone who does? Obviously no judgement passed if you do.

'Girlfriend roleplay video's' are a subgenre within the world of ASMR. Here’s an example: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f5DmJ4tZDBQ](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f5DmJ4tZDBQ)

I’m doing a project on them, and I'd like to chat with some guys that watch them habitually. I’ve been looking everywhere for a forum or a blog or something where people discuss them,- but to no avail. Even the Reddit/ASMR was no good.

Do you watch them? What do you like about them? If nobody on here watches them, can someone maybe point me in the right direction?

I hope you’re not offended that I’m singling out the lonely people of Reddit for this one. It seemed like a reasonable place to look. FYI, I got my first girlfriend when I was 27, and I remember all too well what some of you are going through. It gets better, man, trust me! Don’t give up! You’re not weird!",5.031892857142856,7.701409142857147,4.1167678571428565,85.02829464285716,71.85714285714286,6.432142857142857,25.223214285714285,7.413659706084162,1.167064285714286,780,25,141,9,16,229,109,175,0.055999999999999994,0.7509999999999999,0.193,0.9787,0,2,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,6,6,2,8,11,1,0,10,0,13,0,0,1,2,21,24,9,0,3,8,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,4,4,0,2,6,3,1,2,4,6,19,8,17,20,4,15,0,1,6,0,21,11,0,9,5,93,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228552613472622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704715411588721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286641276743043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569750795167168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177540675323636,0.18687073079087976,0.11070981521942104,0.16338971510994546,0.15580003933089448,0.0,0.0,0.192883473232792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348120341361555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705745555651258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28550957429455576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271673131022742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195703642101458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200210099526044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701007706143185,0.0,0.20352543247553084,0.0,0.1841497734010956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028772322164176,0.0,0.0,0.22067139482781084,0.16635886599975516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773393824005301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301082649815588,0.14996721547118447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514936350149418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RNsteve,2019/08/19,"Single 33..just can't break into a social group/get out of this lonely spot. Moved from Newfoundland to BC a year ago(post breakup, most of my family out this way) fairly decent shape, working full time as a registered nurse, have my own spot/a car...

But for the life of me I don't have any friends beyond people I talk to online, and no relationship prospects.

Just find myself constantly by myself , lonely, and more often then not turning to moderate drinking. My brother lives a hour away..and our relationship is strained. Baby sister moved from away but is settling 3 hours away. I work at different work sites, with a schedule all over the place..

I just don't know what to do to break out of this. Trying to force myself to excerise but..thats a pretty solo time (weights /jogging)

Tinder/Bumble results in an occasional date but otherwise.. bust.

Tried looking up social groups...not much in the area.


Just don't know what to say",3.2938539682539703,5.952104559999999,3.777666666666669,85.29494444444447,77.68571428571428,6.174603174603175,24.007936507936506,7.3871296695380915,1.2426126984126982,738,25,132,10,18,231,115,175,0.057,0.907,0.037000000000000005,-0.0521,1,4,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,10,0,9,3,0,1,1,21,13,7,0,0,7,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,7,2,0,3,2,0,4,6,3,0,0,0,3,12,1,30,13,7,33,0,2,1,0,10,17,0,2,9,85,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246803300206775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395164215105636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894097471622778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929886552454594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434488185771235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534147130514815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024232432115582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262731893476309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673991970730934,0.0,0.07218144133206911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272114049433789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518551817955231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758452502278413,0.0,0.0,0.12199534984479266,0.0,0.11601726276427553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936785050941049,0.10156144780158904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578081557126336,0.0,0.14434488185771235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323164194481343,0.1405555535843624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966582847843212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986816064934156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281667759306478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104553415065463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112116334504645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759935689639967,0.15027537441910216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096627646383765,0.0,0.16823826512395962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30174028855660945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896871522419487
lonely,SirSimonP,2019/08/19,"You can be who you want to be, don't let set backs early in life hold you back  [https://cantankerousunderestimated.blogspot.com/2019/08/you-can-be-who-you-want-to-be-dont-let.html](https://cantankerousunderestimated.blogspot.com/2019/08/you-can-be-who-you-want-to-be-dont-let.html) 

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I know that things can be tough and horrible at a young age, I wanted to write a short post about it, so please let me know your thoughts. This won't be relatable to everyone, as everyone is different and has their own battles, but it might help someone",27.49887323943661,22.28870881690141,18.697253521126765,24.241936619718327,31.25352112676056,17.580281690140847,49.58450704225352,13.023866798666859,5.7591915492957755,470,10,60,6,2,123,55,71,0.075,0.816,0.109,0.3548,1,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,4,1,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,13,1,0,0,0,11,18,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,8,0,7,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,5,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937238950368018,0.1787309387146152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262068801327881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367816387024988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34477771218826925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811023657519875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859159616950706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616740767817678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6016396083723234,0.10389430116708118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603967240075425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146109137279435,0.0,0.0,0.140871945918522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246292205934976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772032743626788,0.0,0.0,0.11677334931670935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470309211721159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787309387146152,0.0
lonely,EmiyaCiro,2019/08/19,"I can't seem to relate with my friends lately I have a group of very close friends, some of them I've known for 11 years, but lately I can't seem to relate to them anymore. Whenever I'm with them I feel like I'm in a different dimension, away from them. Worst thing is, I don't think it's their fault at all.

I've been feeling awful about this for the last 2-3 months",2.0666666666666664,2.91368251851852,3.3688271604938262,94.95472222222223,75.66666666666666,6.881481481481483,22.141975308641968,7.1686216300943375,0.3534345679012345,288,7,71,3,6,94,55,81,0.16399999999999998,0.722,0.113,-0.7964,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,5,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,0,1,12,13,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,11,3,14,12,3,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,6,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289017249071873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168538063410561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411475620587176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23340917197195346,0.1648908724895008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566468180996418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814114106684005,0.5207279795236288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127622183758812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423052135979173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202419245862845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533400590648097,0.1478938739348572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044260991148007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486342189601133
lonely,MMDA-,2019/08/19,"Anybody just wanna chat? Idc where insta, snap, here 
Those lonely times again..
Just message me
M20 btw",2.015000000000001,4.083574388888891,1.898333333333337,89.46750000000002,110.66666666666669,4.022222222222221,15.611111111111107,5.985473137389443,0.03184444444444433,81,2,13,1,4,24,17,18,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HeartOfSonata,2019/08/19,"I (25F) still feel lonely and know it won't go away easily. Looking for people to talk to! I have been feeling lonely for more than 5 years. I am happy with who I am and am confident in what I do. But the feeling of loneliness still lingers in my mind and I can't get rid of it. Especially, because I live on my own. I don't have anyone that waits for me to get home, or someone to give a hug when you feel down. I don't have friends, so I can't share my emotions or go do fun things together. It just sucks... I know I just have to stay positive and hope for the best, and I really do, but that doesn't mean the loneliness just goes away.

It would be nice if I could talk to someone and have fun conversations! I like playing video games, learn the Japanese language, watch Anime, craft things, love singing and listening to music. If you feel the same, or want to have a chat, then please send me a DM with your age and gender. Thank you! =)",1.4366383219954666,3.2314456683673503,2.925034013605444,93.4858390022676,79.56122448979592,6.600453514739229,21.6031746031746,7.594959193182576,0.6183773242630393,725,21,168,11,18,237,110,196,0.066,0.695,0.239,0.9884,0,4,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,4,0,1,7,16,1,0,8,0,22,2,0,0,0,36,43,18,0,6,10,0,5,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,10,10,0,1,9,5,0,3,6,3,0,0,1,8,24,13,23,38,4,16,0,2,2,2,16,6,1,6,7,114,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803991335248032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903423331046211,0.0,0.0,0.09419041526489272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215310824215354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336700671970023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380766521346405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906350821194021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937727887807055,0.0,0.16145457248511375,0.14822408925849306,0.17562794840502244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448322701976825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499032955372952,0.15346745337403078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983391439672302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548782777143179,0.0,0.13643885942751288,0.0,0.12975300309067872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945508791212527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831124884912346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560152835136485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712068327363343,0.0,0.0,0.16961017942055753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898574582446086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618387412866096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469156635613266,0.2467904613332875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248385303920352,0.0,0.14225590529215662,0.0,0.0,0.20530472237714292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113647180264514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976244640311307,0.0,0.0,0.0995020715573487
lonely,Fire_1109,2019/08/19,Things just never work out maybe I’m cursed Seems that every time I find someone who is cute and has a great personality things go well while talking/getting to know each other but things always fall apart just when I feel like it might work out then I get ghosted. I’m turning 21 soon and I’m losing hope ughhh why can’t I have a relationship for once like my few friends I have,3.487307692307692,4.914976448717948,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,72.97435897435899,6.225641025641028,23.256410256410252,6.42735559955562,0.40001025641025656,305,8,65,2,6,96,60,78,0.040999999999999995,0.7070000000000001,0.251,0.9451,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,15,16,6,1,1,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,6,7,4,15,2,11,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,3,8,38,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622840946439023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432474184193324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986151615955894,0.13933248551298355,0.0,0.0,0.1782577434497207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068295432569842,0.0,0.20379466009020145,0.0,0.11084244161261222,0.0,0.0,0.21502591573451726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371298696512973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718570655364903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905677363587213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819340400673107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959380880549161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069004860841228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504224136996959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077050787366886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702963578088128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093937624230518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755182862864385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652518614295385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388716207919296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372602192224858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212141225531765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535918616540971,0.0,0.1759880476338433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28397446955474365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bansbeyonce,2019/08/19,help? i don’t want to say anything or explain my situation yet I just want to know if anybody’s willing to listen and give me some advice,1.2688505747126442,3.441326,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,82.10344827586206,5.2459770114942526,26.90804597701149,6.42735559955562,1.1640252873563228,110,5,22,1,3,38,25,29,0.0,0.8059999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,8,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806272001174288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205356773412647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37365597422292973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26108208208365324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406593576477334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097560497056297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43782847710078493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45948924131044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Caleb0614,2019/08/19,Going into 8th grade I need someone to talk to Alone all the time and really want someone to talk to and understand me.,9.21375,6.240802875000004,9.503333333333334,69.67500000000003,61.91666666666666,12.933333333333335,36.5,11.20814326018867,3.919049999999999,95,3,18,2,1,32,18,24,0.081,0.8540000000000001,0.065,-0.1045,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345611372006693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835851067634111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395222781516136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694096674558485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5474036872883582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519277745402122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836109682014066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362850975261765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053116611422816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justathrowaway1923,2019/08/19,"I made friends for the first time in my life, and then it all went downhill after one night. So, as a bit of back story I’ve struggled with school my entire life. I had an extremely traumatic experience as a toddler in preschool, got bullied throughout elementary up until 7th grade. 
My mom found this school, it was a Sudbury school and the concept is basically that you don’t HAVE to do anything, you just study what you want when you want and how you want. And if you need help, you ask staff. 
Anyways, this was a game changer for me. 

The first time I arrived there, I was so mind blown. As soon as we stepped everybody was so welcoming, and the person who I’ll call James who became my best friend walked up to me, smiled and told me how cool my makeup looked. We quickly became close, and he was friends with this guy who I’ll call Mark. 

Me, James, and Mark were a trio of best friends and we used to spend all day exploring the forest and going downtown. It was literally the best time of my life. But this is where it gets fucked up.

The school had planned a camping trip, and we were all excited. We packed our things, and drove into the mountains. The first two days were fine, then the third night happened.
I remember laying there, next to a friend I’ll call Jack and then Mark and James were on the other side. 
Jack was fast asleep, and I was trying to but I was reminiscing on the day. That suddenly got interrupted when I heard whispering. 

“What are you doing?”
“Warming my hands, haha”
“With my thighs???” 
“I mean yeah, why not”

So I heard this and I was decently weirded out by the fact that Mark had been harassing James like that. So eventually I hear James go “Please stop, I need to talk to you about this in the bathroom” then I hear mark angrily shrug and agree.

They got out of the tent, and because of the lack of noise I finally dozed off. But then what James told me what happened in the bathroom the next day horrified me. 

James said that when they went in, he was going to try to tell Mark he really wasn’t into him and really didn’t like what he was doing. But Mark got mad, and forced himself into James. 

We were terrified. I can’t imagine how James felt but the fact that everything had just been changed, flipped, set alight. It hurt. 

After this we tried reporting it to the head of the school. It was ignored. Due to that, we just gave up and avoided Mark. It wasn’t until he did it to two other people that they did something.

The entire friend group grew apart, me and James grew closer. 
Then I suggested “Hey! What if we do drugs”. And in about two months we were full blown alcoholics, and we would ditch school to go on benders. Or sometimes even just leave in the middle of the day because we needed a fix and didn’t come back.  

It just got worse and worse, we stopped going to school altogether, we stopped talking to our old friends, we were practically homeless. And then eventually we started arguing with each other.

We then decided that we shouldn’t be friends anymore. 
And now here I am, alone, dropped out of school and drunk as fuck every day.

I’ll never forget when he complimented my makeup, and I’ll never forget how good it was to finally have people.",3.1895010370370365,5.1528512464000045,3.5936488888888896,89.91259481481481,74.936,6.86962962962963,24.374074074074073,7.728297695733946,1.088537185185185,2499,80,519,35,54,777,261,625,0.128,0.765,0.10800000000000001,-0.978,0,2,3,0,0,0,80.0,20,9,3,7,31,31,5,2,33,3,48,12,4,6,7,112,89,66,0,11,14,1,3,2,8,2,5,6,0,2,40,61,2,5,7,2,1,15,10,10,0,8,50,11,68,21,64,36,10,95,0,1,1,2,76,28,2,3,52,348,108,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627359446497196,0.0,0.06079888550787835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821787149355664,0.0,0.0,0.04830779077184445,0.0,0.054879634686741896,0.0,0.0,0.09027838481174227,0.0,0.07156993913687858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481638585691976,0.0,0.06408876868982914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982781149588314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210027768981755,0.050567670632560714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22715252310259065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807715812467724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038772957318646634,0.0,0.04946003826438621,0.0,0.052758715401324326,0.057423064004007984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636434674092266,0.12861312952324871,0.0,0.14979891877585094,0.0,0.06436510743999986,0.3628320168077313,0.10854045752216716,0.030670036578650983,0.0,0.16681211064220886,0.04923751914986123,0.23475184514955755,0.0,0.0,0.05812546830503198,0.10382221859970683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024649266554642,0.0,0.13232570727495288,0.0,0.03934756561325529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628430664921487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621582886542752,0.0,0.0,0.12439157060567155,0.05735890667837685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492959634369952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055546455074770185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639450723425872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927357000227891,0.06875256233299881,0.04685639141454336,0.0,0.0,0.13058319643256833,0.0905511641644915,0.0,0.1248631908687081,0.11017808765642677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159920870316477,0.0,0.039778856161188265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139491434063507,0.05125743256369502,0.0,0.06443856407250008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521363807720402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649936332497808,0.0,0.05584025430719068,0.0,0.0,0.4752867598836356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04519264654231806,0.058059036756865585,0.0,0.04155047785820413,0.0,0.0,0.1472356911163466,0.0,0.061369405434796014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436693231514297,0.0513092469232424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03899984527014445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269104943444586,0.0,0.0,0.11218698357871322,0.0,0.11956700431502135,0.0,0.17203369961585285,0.0,0.0,0.050700778720362966,0.0,0.0,0.10387413180611044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883704199036254,0.05297057200562895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964729806021718,0.041701119941413636,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hakairuu,2019/08/19,"being alone around people anyone else feel this? every time im with my ""friends"", even if im engaging in the conversation i just feel alone. like if i weren't there things would be the exact same. i feel like nobody looks for me or misses me when im gone. and honestly being alone is preferable to being around people and feeling like a ghost. maybe it's actually a good thing because i really value my alone time now, lol",3.353928571428572,5.182995107142858,4.542380952380952,83.86928571428571,74.11904761904762,7.180952380952381,21.523809523809533,7.957251820313856,0.9880666666666662,335,8,65,5,7,110,58,84,0.131,0.624,0.245,0.8908,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,4,1,7,0,0,0,1,17,14,6,1,4,4,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,5,8,7,6,7,1,8,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,3,7,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.134299825558105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5701421211779659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962289363193158,0.1410106384554726,0.0,0.2450266203292017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389347224709888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496604029433075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089844306081653,0.0,0.11595299360358526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783445286093109,0.1966352555356437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632689540996684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543132483080208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44596813973682536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20170638274583055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556834029399253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826042028889834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082039385925556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881645748861881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286070807211868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049771379158911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776316120060087,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KingMcNutty,2019/08/19,"Alone in a place full of memories .. Me and my girlfriend had been together for 6 years 
She started to lose interest slowly and slowly I tried what ever I could to save what we had built up .. but it didn’t work . I got home one day about 2 weeks ago and she’s was gone .. no warning no heads up the apartment we lived in together for 3 years seems so empty now a place where we made so many memories.. cooking together cleaning talking doing everything together.. in the silence of the night I can almost hear the echoes of our laughs .. she wants nothing to do with me even took our dog .. she left to a place I’ve never stepped one foot into no presence of me ... while I’m here Alone being eaten by all of the memories of a beautiful past .. I really just want to disappear ..",2.843726273726276,4.61007885714286,4.201428571428572,86.03972527472527,75.36363636363637,7.855344655344655,26.131868131868128,8.617729084823388,1.8758067932067928,600,22,122,12,13,198,102,154,0.134,0.775,0.092,-0.6288,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,5,0,0,2,9,4,0,0,9,0,10,4,2,1,3,20,21,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,8,2,0,1,1,0,4,5,1,0,2,10,1,18,3,22,9,2,29,0,1,0,0,12,13,0,2,12,83,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748141635700295,0.0,0.15530417354734025,0.32126108745060505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238298877205753,0.0,0.0,0.10002275806468906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243808194683296,0.14029134433150856,0.0,0.0,0.1393884290866659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404278865277947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917112285150636,0.0,0.17480213766136055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555718633104234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851001517156686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695078686653678,0.0,0.0,0.17351044279771707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467536321782946,0.0,0.15724090806310825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961800461635612,0.0,0.0,0.1455451525059005,0.0,0.148816814418074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101913296787091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805471107655635,0.0,0.0,0.4861204589122655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935714675504917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411916943371487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097762861055178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246586308354783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231506944875766,0.10529860185369536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295684349726188,0.0,0.12440700026988988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291023250677727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997508195510684
lonely,Minishcapking,2019/08/19,"M24. Girlfriend left me a few weeks ago. Feel so alone. Hey guys I'm new to this sub. So my girlfriend left me a few weeks ago, a few days before my birthday. She was the first girl i met that I had everything in commun with, and the only one that I felt was perfect for me. She said she didn't love me anymore, even though all I ever did was put her happiness before my own and tried so hard, and still failed. I spend every waking moment thinking about her, and just feel so alone. Even when I'm around friends and family, nothing fills the void she left. Like I can't even find a moment of temporary happiness. 
Now I just spend every day honestly hoping to get hit by a truck or something that'll kill me, anything to stop feeling this loneliness",3.171401766004416,4.705323,3.852599337748345,89.85364514348787,73.96688741721856,6.887637969094922,23.841611479028696,7.492282038375204,0.9225094922737314,587,17,123,7,12,186,93,151,0.142,0.7140000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.0857,0,2,1,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,3,16,10,1,0,8,0,8,2,1,0,3,21,21,12,1,1,3,0,5,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,5,7,0,1,6,0,2,2,2,2,0,2,9,6,21,8,10,10,5,22,0,1,0,1,16,5,0,2,16,78,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274993985841404,0.0,0.0,0.2658057580441007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272609303179879,0.0,0.0,0.10559806185823957,0.11423377459469936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183851197707566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551413207261925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25426638726031325,0.11607458414270627,0.2162336176713608,0.0,0.1153275279928018,0.0,0.12097054932189218,0.0,0.1946503573658917,0.0,0.1232092314438076,0.0,0.11728397170142466,0.10915061689807397,0.0,0.0,0.09914124912058607,0.0,0.0670429421027154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705894224397704,0.0,0.2732022833722062,0.11495129567069415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745268756206907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196926653355255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182666442065255,0.0,0.0,0.06269164123185764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581560362043918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393417502058217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231284077384141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695429963664204,0.09759465380015074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899904007104826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206359542211395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878853511750127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247810486875822,0.10728292731412076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222354808777672,0.12607570105832075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712220614334078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586431600008231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawaynoone12,2019/08/19,Missing the opposite So I'm feeling lost because I'm (20M) with some friends but I never truly click with anyone who a girl and I'm feeling like it's a lost cause at this point especially with it really getting to my head recently,0.8212499999999991,3.2852086250000028,3.509166666666665,84.1525,87.75,6.533333333333335,26.75,7.793537801064563,2.0544750000000005,186,9,36,4,6,65,37,48,0.19399999999999998,0.631,0.175,-0.2452,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,10,9,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,2,2,5,7,1,4,0,3,1,0,3,2,0,1,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920844237674204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746136755537855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822040242111817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27780442365755265,0.19625370079219084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122411534097218,0.0,0.14352523784075358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819328945604439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420999192792174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5997593439275143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118741746547569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25969083169370544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598699737797782,0.0,0.2712441196980325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,double-baconator,2019/08/19,"my only friend got married. i saw a good friend of mine get married this weekend. i felt a bit out of place because she and i have a very one-on-one kind of friendship, meaning i don't really interact much with her other friends. in fact, i'm almost always like this with the very few ""friends"" i have (online friends). i'm never part of a group. idk if that's just who i am, or if people just don't want to introduce me to their friends. i felt lonely at the wedding because i barely knew anyone, and because it hit me: this friend had been my rock since we met 3 years ago, and now she's married and everything will be different.

i don't blame her for what i'm feeling at all. she's happy and i'm so so happy for her, and i'm very grateful she wanted me to be celebrate with them on their special day. but i've just been in this sad, empty mood since. i was a lot lonelier before i met her, and she's the first person who i kept opening up to in my adult life, and i wasn't on the edge of my seat thinking ""oh god i opened up too much and scared her away"" the whole time. i know she'll still be there for me, just not as much as she used to.

i don't know why i'm even writing this. i wish them/their marriage nothing but the best. i guess i just feel shitty and i want to let it out and scream it into the void. happy monday everyone",1.9572821642025813,2.9434384636678246,3.5380261088392584,93.0939784523435,76.12802768166091,6.361811890531614,23.170965712488204,6.574015621080383,0.4090124567474041,1032,29,243,8,22,343,148,289,0.113,0.743,0.14400000000000002,0.4557,1,2,0,0,1,0,35.0,1,0,3,2,12,20,0,1,12,0,18,1,0,1,3,53,46,20,0,6,11,0,4,1,7,2,1,1,0,2,13,20,0,1,9,2,0,0,7,4,0,1,13,6,45,15,32,26,10,26,0,2,1,0,34,16,0,6,11,159,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961772172854579,0.0,0.1012355456980886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412205215830959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069042297176803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949853702067248,0.0,0.0,0.18488612462800208,0.0,0.0860273786000029,0.0,0.10609664014101658,0.0,0.11037337945829764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520016985776689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562641644653403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677460682015753,0.0,0.0,0.09660395075416864,0.09086081436366923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223688015202548,0.0,0.1941408317848431,0.0,0.0,0.08599433380965972,0.0,0.0,0.5467591608209158,0.0,0.0528197943960895,0.0,0.0,0.0847966265511243,0.08085770724860128,0.0,0.11137139745163883,0.0,0.0,0.322863704597422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527853195356904,0.11112218504366073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103380067512908,0.07140886151373498,0.04939162119626026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595033073858599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101259062771906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295709364281274,0.0,0.07797339695421654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700673892110556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850696112987811,0.07688996613519307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947982524923816,0.0,0.07008897151678525,0.08827531204088569,0.10562641644653403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476628889619909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121723687179086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725945048328514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073739396722378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477983764285669,0.0,0.0,0.05895134929207261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731664538004907,0.0,0.25025055511998234,0.17889154683598302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122567282258,0.11287286659406184,0.11625828746990123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510412038195723
lonely,mikesabattler,2019/08/19,Hey anyone feelin lonely gimmie a voice chat Tell me ur platform and lets do it. Im juts jamming and doin my hair,0.2324999999999981,2.5502272500000025,2.2800000000000007,92.965,89.0,3.2,16.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.9090666666666664,90,2,18,0,3,30,23,24,0.106,0.894,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756181669594573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5802611341159926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5493167225049954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695307734971258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kikirevi,2019/08/19,"Music for you lost souls The group name is Epik High. They are Korean hip hop group that have been around for quite some time. Now I know a bunch of you won’t listen to this since it’s Korean, but if you look up the lyrics you can truly appreciate their music.
The most notable member is the rapper called Tablo, who composes some very beautiful songs. Honestly, their music gave me a lot of comfort and solace. 
Definitely listen to the songs: Home (by Tablo), Airbag (Tablo), Pieces of you (epik high), Amor Fati and Expired (Tablo).",4.413599999999999,6.29239376,4.3889999999999985,85.85950000000003,71.4,7.800000000000002,20.5,8.472884824447931,0.9584,416,8,81,7,8,128,72,100,0.013999999999999999,0.7340000000000001,0.252,0.9852,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,5,3,2,2,4,0,0,7,0,7,1,1,0,0,11,13,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,10,3,10,9,6,6,1,1,1,0,16,4,0,5,2,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24628964760562266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28250491294278524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5846214864245066,0.2775165852203149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520473184155628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23232811004071874,0.0,0.3020114764455577,0.23520986921914835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942662567990722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288593489738521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132502386120365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22827680373065146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Trackhawked,2019/08/19,20f no one ever gave me chance:/ Anyone else out there can relate? It sucks being alone because it feels like it’s gonna last forever so you start losing hope :/ we don’t deserve this ..,1.7804054054054037,4.202145351351351,2.6877702702702737,92.26787162162165,81.97297297297297,4.781081081081081,20.06081081081081,5.985473137389443,0.03376216216216221,146,4,29,1,4,46,35,37,0.258,0.625,0.11599999999999999,-0.6771,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,9,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,3,2,1,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,1,4,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384111236062593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284689466266599,0.3347906904444069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918180503986566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729550084262081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955611701635545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521299019570104,0.233427965746281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245332796542447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26634223695561404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963197265631468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655460695259153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141207518573894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312730534599982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,juanp2350,2019/08/19,"Is it our fault that we are lonely? I'm 19 and I have no friends at all, I had one but we stopped talking one year ago.

About 3 years ago I completely lost interest in making friends because I realized I didn't enjoy being with people, but before that, I suffered a lot being alone in school but I didn't really have a choice because I was the weirdo of the class and all my classmates made fun of me. My father sometimes told me that after being with those assholes for 3 years I should be friends with them because of how much time we had to spend together, and I never really understood that, why the fuck should I be friends with a bunch of assholes that make fun of me? Why should I fake a personality just to please those pricks?


After this, is it really fair to say that it was my fault being alone even though I was just a boy with the whole class turned against him for being shy?",5.094651515151519,5.2898375055555595,5.4107070707070735,85.41590909090911,68.3888888888889,8.545454545454545,28.03030303030303,8.296473431620573,1.653,701,21,148,9,11,223,96,180,0.253,0.5920000000000001,0.154,-0.9632,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,4,0,1,1,6,16,2,0,9,0,22,2,1,4,3,30,31,8,0,3,5,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,2,12,11,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,8,0,2,11,1,25,8,22,10,6,13,0,3,0,1,16,3,2,1,10,111,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24406415915462354,0.0,0.0,0.2851596937804532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25175866824294063,0.0,0.1171431242465868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433956303465614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909267048531272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254398166280115,0.1272694530963104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027805706045178,0.1170382084936047,0.0,0.13026233941129284,0.18378546012982525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119991622549576,0.0,0.10617605088034046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865712890475808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543986149899936,0.1202041258794249,0.0,0.15111527986960513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645759600243426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947705939840602,0.0,0.13932474437458947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361546104379703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509444688436565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065024176512232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352555662130609,0.0,0.08027380755996866,0.0,0.0,0.1315451986340817,0.0,0.0,0.14974043430021095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484432398114152,0.1536985137833336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26595603121869754
lonely,KappaOpieOP,2019/08/19,I just want to be alone But I'm tired of being alone,-3.325384615384614,-1.808547769230767,-0.34730769230769104,109.12980769230772,103.6153846153846,2.6,6.5,3.1291,-2.8066615384615385,41,0,12,0,2,14,11,13,0.45399999999999996,0.461,0.086,-0.6808,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8485062803111392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708094238839986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416103860651931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DarkerSamurai,2019/08/19,"I may get into a ""party school"" as some would say And this school is well known for having many parties and stuff like that. I am afraid that I will not fit in there because I keep to myself a lot... but I feel like me keeping so much to myself is more a case that I can't socialize, more than that I don't want to, so idk",3.764154929577465,2.904748478873241,4.794471830985916,92.30325704225358,71.25352112676056,7.663380281690142,23.38380281690141,5.985473137389443,0.2405464788732399,246,4,62,1,4,81,50,71,0.07400000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.155,0.6511,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,14,14,6,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,10,3,8,11,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,49,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981453376240114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426490006307155,0.1755727730672263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840075836081766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368899891836727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401342788543522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893848176384786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491645924808624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066370908214194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954401974627238,0.0,0.4974495241586613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505239105323593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813392546609781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449570850013287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22096999478993715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458262272501154,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Basic_Mango,2019/08/19,"21 (F) Never had a boyfriend/been in a relationship I've never been in a relationship or had a boyfriend. I've always felt lonely and isolated from my friends because growing up, I saw them get into their teenage and ""puppy love"" relationships and I never had anything like that. I've never been asked to a dance, or been out on a real date. I can't help but feel like something is wrong with me.",5.0715189873417765,5.548273367088612,5.9568101265822815,80.4967341772152,68.49367088607596,8.345316455696205,30.98987341772152,8.238735603445708,2.1503043037974687,312,12,62,4,5,103,52,79,0.17800000000000002,0.743,0.08,-0.7506,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,0,4,16,14,6,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,8,3,7,4,9,6,0,13,0,1,1,1,9,6,0,2,7,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099640040366571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149333183861971,0.0,0.1696486311216198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062156547993893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175596942407636,0.1296411938454064,0.17423830029560916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020217911863828,0.0,0.094809846160932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216345677656182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773127692296793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378248355309846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5598390417378729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655097899574532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5844880447878665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970338298406468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984074109892468,0.0,0.0
lonely,asktowind,2019/08/19,Im so lonely and anxious I just want to be told everything will be ok. I have absolutely no friends i had one friend i guess who i would just drink with once in a while but i realized hes not someone i should hang out with after his big mouth got us jumped by gangsters and now im afraid to leave my house. I wish I could just have 1 friend in my life who cares about me and I can be myself around but I guess thats too good to be true. Im better off completely alone even if i want friends theyll just hurt me in the end.,0.31279720279720635,1.9215817094017145,1.9718570318570308,99.86986013986015,82.33333333333334,5.622066822066823,18.32867132867133,6.574015621080383,-0.3999333333333333,408,9,106,4,11,133,78,117,0.109,0.61,0.281,0.9726,0,3,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,1,10,12,0,1,2,1,14,3,1,0,1,25,22,8,0,7,8,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,3,0,21,9,14,10,0,13,0,2,0,0,11,7,0,3,4,70,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496084733172348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318938787059972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285927042674717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775585520798952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727821063063468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145493655577713,0.0,0.0,0.11533298725926963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150774499344648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794139605962354,0.0,0.0,0.09540903426075734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982394001856856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464123285465815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115929442463735,0.1155312794563586,0.0,0.3182598290320197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667795253895046,0.1546386115127973,0.0,0.4680981113712684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295357130145235,0.0,0.0,0.102030559805991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383642473816095,0.09788426039174833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239351920649863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802986024391914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375769804545965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704027976483403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611241099759447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261439560837607,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Herb-Ferguson,2019/08/19,"Guys, come on!  I just got banned from an introvert chat room on reddit. Someone in  there had bipolar disorder that was 13 supposedly. I wasn't trying to  invalidate that diagnosis, I was simply trying to make the point that at  that age, maybe it's hard to tell. Hormones can really mess up a kid's  brain. So instead of simply dipping into this subreddit and sharing my  ""quaint old man wisdom"", all these fucking kids were treating me like  I'm Hitler. Yes. Your little chat room friend was diagnosed  with bipolar at 13, guess what? At 16, I was diagnosed with ADD, social  anxiety, and major depressive disorder. They pumped my ass full of all  kinds of drugs, and I spent my entire 20s and 30s wanting to throw  myself off the face of the earth, because of these stupid fucking drugs.  My only point that was maybe at that age, it's a little harder to tell  exactly what a child is going through.... and more specifically that  drugs and a ""stigma"" shouldn't be the first order of business. Holy shit  though, it's like a said the N-word or something to these people. I  wish I had the luxury of being able to care about every little non-PC  action I might do. This is insane.",4.052757936507934,5.866037410714287,4.856190476190476,82.41103174603178,72.21428571428571,7.656349206349208,24.94444444444445,8.344100000000001,1.6264253968253963,916,28,171,15,18,296,140,224,0.13,0.787,0.083,-0.8764,0,0,4,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,1,1,6,14,4,0,12,1,17,13,4,1,3,23,30,9,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,2,7,1,2,5,17,11,0,1,0,2,1,4,2,6,0,1,12,2,16,8,29,14,5,27,0,1,0,3,15,18,4,3,6,108,33,0,0.11843691012761215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060391207154464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219804112213654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221476114030326,0.0,0.0,0.1207543232813819,0.0,0.0,0.1020229109542178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200953714560787,0.2404219414043076,0.0,0.0,0.271477919797863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120476435529915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978820492456113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074237525102332,0.0,0.0,0.0915040629691348,0.21898602989206664,0.0,0.0,0.06731042540518695,0.0,0.09472481644669667,0.0,0.13047160920087905,0.11727116165082073,0.0,0.0,0.10609620809438366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233338163351401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572458361788285,0.3561146953217009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905755718786046,0.0,0.23797159045176985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564284521568705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427961394620035,0.0,0.0,0.09007660712361937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210924088476527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239223245261477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758737173781577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266062331087645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157378626186242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073151476330996,0.1003512096088254,0.09117851972013748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070381595393195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636366286334117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608217751473711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985715818779606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619660160700622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RascalRoger,2019/08/19,"I feel isolated I’m not safe where I am. Mentally or physically, I want someone, anyone. I want to leave the life I’ve been given and start a new one, somewhere else as someone else, I want to have friends or family that cares. I’m a 16 year old kid if you see this please message me I want to chat and keep my mind off life.",0.4587142857142865,2.323933728571429,2.6385714285714315,93.95642857142859,83.14285714285714,6.285714285714287,21.42857142857143,7.447530270364453,0.5821428571428573,251,8,60,4,7,85,50,70,0.086,0.7120000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.7201,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,14,15,6,0,5,4,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,9,3,5,13,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,3,4,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795472180956814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201157545679627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32963282590433124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599414972375794,0.0,0.0997593433956651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243125236761754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536673040810846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890914463306307,0.0,0.0,0.2787135572466332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882907505853464,0.0,0.19921383095659592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905507715215195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070301206622199,0.0,0.13369362308760935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165729718950833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722024695560827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343383902513326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964790499191826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654837725839708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705286569775515
lonely,froggrips,2019/08/19,"I haven’t realized how lonely I am until now. Throwaway account for obvious reasons. Anyways, god, I’ve been shit out of luck with any kind of relationship these past few years. With 2 breakups and being ghosted by friends a ton, online and irl, it’s left me incredibly lonely. And it’s now all sinking in. I’m tired of empty, short lived and 1 sided friendships. It makes me feel so emotionally exhausted to give out my effort and not have it be gave back to me, even just a little. I know I’m not going to click with every single person I meet but shit. I just want a lasting relationship or friendship for once. That’s all. I want to know what it feels like to be loved or appreciated fully. I know a relationship/ friendship shouldn’t be at the top of my priority list in the gravity of other things but dammit it’s something I’ve wanted for a long while.",3.0273684210526284,5.020069280701757,4.589333333333332,82.46400000000001,75.49122807017544,7.133099415204679,25.43508771929825,8.021203637495839,1.5528343859649123,681,24,133,11,15,228,108,171,0.09,0.722,0.188,0.9539,0,4,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,2,0,7,0,9,5,2,3,3,35,24,13,1,4,8,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,11,10,0,0,7,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,2,3,12,5,23,17,5,20,0,2,1,1,9,10,2,3,10,88,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632457479327832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022487103707427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587471286033912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032688788812706,0.0,0.1317331215932691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811231988312274,0.11169774587949736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079700063252945,0.0,0.0,0.14998687834225222,0.08885832209427491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281632319292255,0.2577805549466401,0.1274475721250166,0.0,0.0,0.1698766710222615,0.0,0.0,0.07638558413085937,0.15670556286496545,0.13806148995405254,0.13836640892127686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111358962986875,0.0,0.10436603005103162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650954741239973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925546960066946,0.0,0.13652034720187498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607556745197745,0.0,0.5035899096561173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209857193101215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036724214116815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387317801146824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970337567167854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766609997845989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068542283601188
lonely,cappymoon,2019/08/19,"Feeling lonely even when in a relationship It's a very weird feeling. When I am single I feel like my social life is on top and I feel successful with school and work. I feel like I just thrive more when I am single. I have little relationship experience. I have had two relationships in the past, and this current one is my first ""real"" relationship. I really am in love with this guy and I definitely see a future with him. I just have a really hard time finding myself and knowing myself when I am in a relationship, because I get so consumed by it. This is the first time a relationship has made it out of the honeymoon phase so it is just hard adjusting to having a s/o and balancing that with family and friends and obligations while also staying true to myself.

Thank you for listening, I am a first time poster and just thought I would share. Sorry for the grammar I am typing this on my phone.",3.517518939393941,5.4976310170454585,5.143954545454548,79.0813484848485,74.05681818181819,8.556969696969697,25.93787878787879,9.21078282632365,2.271358787878788,713,25,136,17,15,241,92,176,0.053,0.765,0.182,0.97,1,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,6,12,10,0,0,12,0,17,2,0,1,1,31,30,17,0,1,4,0,7,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,9,14,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,3,9,24,8,17,26,3,24,0,1,1,1,15,9,0,0,16,109,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588387976095987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546709967430409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093349783608839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505308513856848,0.10124260966240023,0.0,0.2715111275968955,0.1534462638012865,0.0,0.0,0.09815724102423708,0.27405083376823264,0.0,0.0,0.08297324301181634,0.0,0.05610954447981293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063381043223588,0.0,0.0,0.1924099580106496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902157757038611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585638560634668,0.10493571200446823,0.10763817545811508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692833516824756,0.10161990787722873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277374754374835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252084311010756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223921683870766,0.1376001936078244,0.0,0.0,0.6918133353212332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868964700273767,0.08558004709929652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947585264077074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022010180057735,0.0,0.11446896332107895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887504482094807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525976992778092,0.1878689642623878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490947732073692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861226373019279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781849638433155,0.0,0.0,0.07629044843850916,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gh0strr,2019/08/19,"Depression(18m) I’m now depressed and seeing a psychiatrist again. I actually went out the last few nights and drank with a few people I met in my neighborhood and that should mean I’m happy right? No I’m just so empty. I’m a completely different person than I was 5 months ago. People don’t hate me but I’ve just been sitting there, with a beer in my hand not looking for conversation and I think I’m now boring af cause I’m depressed. I used to crack jokes and have energy and since I’ve been alone for 4 months I sank into depression(old friends started not to like me). So I meet some new people and they are nice but I’m still not happy. One of them texts me to hangout and today I just didnt even respond because I’m just not happy. I feel I should be trying my best to hold on to these new friends but I’m deciding to not because I’m depressed.",1.0680123493090257,3.264117541899445,2.9166127609526633,90.93184945604234,83.07821229050279,6.0030579241399575,21.15289620699794,7.273561745256523,0.6356748603351954,676,21,146,10,19,225,102,179,0.128,0.667,0.205,0.9633,1,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,12,14,1,0,5,0,10,3,1,2,0,34,31,13,0,2,12,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,12,2,1,4,3,0,1,8,5,0,1,7,4,18,9,17,21,4,21,0,3,2,0,9,6,0,1,14,86,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.13437370861928818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206126290391055,0.0,0.0,0.14261394410673406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787924999820186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450590391821108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145411751573247,0.0,0.0,0.14437408107797528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557981142389527,0.0,0.0,0.1438654491410886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909484494938272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962441393294765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277077915534431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397473040920154,0.0,0.13594859488453087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122425187732449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727244950890936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563191850581295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149993850985724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198189894573326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659798138212947,0.0,0.12922055645892064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449123587756946,0.0,0.09330795329243996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28638805631174513,0.12023287206056198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759362299124147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972774258609624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390548300504742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097463587981562,0.0,0.1099660656522898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823153100620201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130521917908557,0.0,0.0,0.09348812854024267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892714746649075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764773312452024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fupa_Lawd,2019/08/19,"Been craving physical contact. I’ve been feeling extremely devoid of physical contact and people that I can just have to just hug and or just or they touch me not even in a physical way either. I just want someone to hold me , and I’ve been watching my friends get with some girls and they look really happy and more confident and I’m k just the third wheel which makes me all the more lonely and hollow at times. I sometimes dream about being in an embrace with people and being in an relationship overall, does this happen to anybody else ? So yeah that’s what I’ve been going through, had no one to say this too so I have you guys.",3.1372727272727268,5.1355834920634935,4.0487012987013005,86.43720779220781,75.19047619047619,6.8040404040404034,25.740259740259727,7.686295010490155,1.4247238095238102,504,18,98,7,11,162,81,126,0.038,0.7859999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.9459,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,10,4,0,0,5,1,10,1,0,1,1,25,18,12,0,1,9,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,6,10,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,2,5,5,11,3,13,11,5,7,0,1,2,1,10,4,0,3,1,73,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22605730099413154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157929536490029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061771858864808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306141966072491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995771512535672,0.0,0.13496137596817362,0.0,0.1468090324750305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557771054861464,0.22843124823722105,0.2749861128190736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692347963369413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724303985708401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504410691479416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581726943185445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654862076939551,0.0,0.0,0.2773386729883869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054261852172194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188734345636056,0.0,0.2554847780503691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062828825073146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523636456502798,0.2050421456670712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SpeedyBoy42,2019/08/19,"21, male, London, lonley. Looking for regular voice chats on Discord I watch Twitch streams all the time, but I don't really play games if any at all. I like learning languages and know three and somewhat know another two, but I hardly use any of them, including English. People I've talked to have said I'm funny, even though I don't try to be. Ever since my dog died a couple months ago, I've just felt really alone and I just want someone to talk to. I've been in a relationship for a couple months, but it's hard for me to communicate these feelings with my partner because (ironically enough) there's a language barrier. When I don't receive messages back or a day goes by without us talking, I feel like shit - like I do now - and I think the reason I feel this way is because I don't have a social circle (or, as a matter of fact, one friend or family member) with whom I can talk without limitations. 

If you have a microphone, Discord and want to chat regularly about random bullshit, send me a private message and I'll send you my Discord.",7.6462318840579675,6.147237415458938,8.102323671497588,73.84189130434784,63.734299516908216,10.79207729468599,36.64202898550725,9.642632912329526,3.3729965217391307,823,33,158,13,10,274,129,207,0.157,0.7390000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.9212,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,1,1,10,6,1,0,11,0,12,2,1,2,4,41,25,17,1,4,12,0,6,3,2,0,1,2,0,2,4,8,0,2,9,4,0,3,6,1,0,3,3,10,22,5,21,21,4,16,0,0,2,0,23,3,1,7,12,100,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328695865849316,0.0,0.0,0.13236222209877388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381671836085685,0.13400940720842286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827028506650824,0.0,0.15581134589060378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828164626907674,0.0,0.08242040530305977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263618747094666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205152773874354,0.0,0.08441067208990152,0.1156023857374123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204784338351194,0.0,0.1938585079785609,0.09130032109146292,0.12270800886321462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873793654290723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289673337412328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047103787367052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730982356878156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073197840143812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401742681139146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660056430409588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860040475799318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637438611722849,0.13139964987981154,0.0,0.1372093354495759,0.0,0.0,0.1215670333579164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311848283420353,0.10571745234462168,0.0,0.0,0.13027597088721354,0.1082844962819018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108830860808583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188905773770208,0.12556281750654452,0.0,0.07452118778853263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676778775700393,0.0,0.124841996509276,0.0,0.15372762324295006,0.11037813732121576,0.0,0.0,0.15075946200424015,0.10144166424028438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24638921292600235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Spekter1754,2019/08/19,"I just want to share my fun day with you It’s been over a month since I decided we needed to stop talking because the romantic feelings weren’t mutual, but the intimacy of our bond is not something easily replaced. I felt whole with you; you listened and responded, you sparkled always with intelligence and wit, and your own dreams and passions and opinions gave life to our everflowing conversation.

Now you’re gone, and neither the good or the bad things have anywhere to go. I feel emotionally constrained and even though I’m trying to talk to new people, so far nothing compares. I felt like we had our own language, our own rituals and unspoken understandings.

I miss you so much.",8.204285714285714,8.314805460317462,7.912539682539682,70.39357142857143,61.85714285714286,11.326984126984124,38.63492063492063,10.914260884657429,4.341901587301589,552,26,95,13,7,176,90,126,0.132,0.732,0.136,0.1461,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,6,6,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,0,0,28,18,13,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,13,0,2,6,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,7,5,19,5,11,11,6,9,1,1,0,1,19,2,0,2,6,65,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715714881916428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216494500959498,0.12569509315946328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329792829089935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319426091221199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619043249189874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085176624405607,0.0,0.3959607567038966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718586904034417,0.17294731925498144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564224630333406,0.10073689045165762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458358229712394,0.0,0.15157769525638073,0.15289163056070962,0.0,0.19914526349839207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785050571508414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429502590631778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056736074108564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873966041511747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238898653499954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314648717484429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698737887872567,0.0,0.20258640285324145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999346585472056,0.0,0.0,0.21465718049616844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216196709743992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302103336893809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,XOMEGACH,2019/08/19,"Happy but sad. I’m depressed. Anxious and depressed. There’s not much left to say besides the fact I’ve never felt so alone in my life. In a time where I need my friends the most, my family the most, in a time where I’m scared and nervous yet somehow I’m selfish for wanting help. I guess that’s why I have majority of the issues I have. I’m a fuck up, a lonely, sad, fuck up. I’m breaking down.",0.051847545219640516,1.9558126860465137,2.406434108527133,94.82913436692509,84.93023255813954,4.752454780361758,22.34625322997416,5.82211442006289,0.1319912144702844,305,11,71,2,9,104,53,86,0.41700000000000004,0.493,0.09,-0.9902,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,12,2,2,8,0,2,3,0,0,2,13,13,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,1,2,7,2,9,12,4,14,0,5,0,2,3,9,2,4,4,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21810582368673426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379046792555624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627585472483463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852377537517815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219765822682145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269989002412472,0.3893707210823735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23198660015144806,0.0,0.0,0.22417501218354094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115280463545365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979932651113415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288046520051051,0.0,0.1487446452348811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480652817914647,0.15614845228197127,0.16241857133491314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746815721631705,0.21083548555459936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455912991941569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421035291499655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002305950078807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DeeAhTee,2019/08/19,"Not sure if I should be posting here I'm not sure what to say or even if I should be in this subreddit. There's people that invite me to events and I always force myself to go and act extroverted but on the other hand, I don't feel like I have any friends at all. The type where you can confide in or feel safe just by saying whatever you want. It's weird because I don't really say much about myself to them (they don't even know how old I am). I'm 29, about to turn 30 shortly which leads me to believe it would only get harder to find authentic, meaningful relationships. I feel old and it's not like I can make friendships like I did in highschool or college. The people that invited me out (all around \~23) this weekend just had a discussion where one of them made friends with someone who was older and they all just joked how awkward it would be to hang out with someone older.

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I feel like I'm just babbling at this point. I'm scared of being alone. The other people I know have their own lives going on. I've tried joining meetups and such but I just can't help shaking this feeling off.",3.10423795476893,4.633613858407081,3.92613569321534,89.27695181907573,74.13274336283186,6.615142576204523,24.944936086529,7.1686216300943375,0.9539349065880044,876,28,183,9,18,280,127,226,0.113,0.752,0.135,0.8029999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,5,1,17,14,0,3,5,0,20,1,1,5,5,50,38,14,0,7,15,0,6,4,2,4,0,3,0,0,15,10,0,1,9,2,0,6,7,4,0,1,4,9,25,10,26,26,5,28,0,0,0,0,16,15,0,5,10,126,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136235744169414,0.0,0.0,0.10553651810722743,0.1374251975642362,0.15411787851201295,0.08625185315196016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290965282801073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731717323799196,0.0,0.0,0.1428991207494149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754606719570925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206568336292325,0.18122127633681206,0.0,0.0,0.11592449408314105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598413969698447,0.0,0.06626582500879097,0.0,0.14416601173352625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501453497661862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940991919580198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478598460681769,0.0,0.11199724410476153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001393159099034,0.08466305664063392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323799862485564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661830789889103,0.0,0.08594638335912648,0.09646340163004856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637933510351537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989965993643617,0.0,0.12147245240785105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125346975568827,0.0,0.0,0.1361728556824483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30259180919371803,0.12698352545870584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149330296882157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23908015189146303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861123436055263,0.1379595846330451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481031226848056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019927101305508,0.0,0.15411787851201295,0.0
lonely,lonelylittlephoenix,2019/08/19,"After the end of a relationship, I now have no one to talk to. He was my best friend. Now I have no one. Nights are horrible, mornings are horrible. Evenings are horrible. I'm always thinking of him. I'm not okay. I have no friends. He was my only friend. This loneliness is already eating at me how do I go on? Please someone talk to me",-0.8754347826086928,1.1243271449275376,1.7017753623188412,93.10309782608697,103.63768115942028,5.198550724637681,21.692028985507246,6.816661863887847,0.9023420289855072,259,11,56,5,12,88,44,69,0.249,0.5660000000000001,0.185,-0.5523,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,1,10,1,0,1,0,3,14,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,0,9,5,8,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,5,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446823012848421,0.0,0.1844954127688284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326897990953154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268830425134787,0.0,0.0,0.19638514722032674,0.0,0.0,0.1464492167235396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139193816229757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260131010527965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080766564280271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30049718823808885,0.16863409386634182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433907003185656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23805283391591145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786936854261524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564330470998067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207431438458973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ShitSlingingHacker,2019/08/19,"First day of school tomorrow First day as a college freshman tomorrow. I have no one but me, myself, and I. It’s scary not gonna lie but it’s scarier knowing that I won’t know anyone in any of my classes. I’m just so alone and idk, I just wanna graduate already.",-0.1039285714285718,2.1302378928571457,2.4907142857142865,91.45428571428572,89.71428571428572,5.342857142857143,24.07142857142857,6.868970318607317,1.0143857142857144,206,9,44,3,7,71,44,56,0.20800000000000002,0.792,0.0,-0.8839,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,6,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,7,0,5,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,30,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31975895800363124,0.3406995280586866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099520991163274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587645090096788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982203154352678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5252239497233312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33934813112048523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20920853220294094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124588506511771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LucasR19,2019/08/19,"I lost my only friend, the one who was by my side when I needed My ex, the person I love the most in the world, my best friend said she would attempt suicide at 8:00 pm. It is now 1:00 and I have no news about her. I'm very worried.I can't sleep, I can't feed, I haven't eaten anything since 12:00. She says no one wants her, I tried to say how much I want her, how much I love her but she just ignored my messages",0.3863709677419358,1.6329021935483858,2.012567204301078,101.33885080645165,80.82795698924731,4.65,18.076612903225808,3.1291,-1.0129129032258066,316,6,83,0,8,103,61,93,0.115,0.742,0.14300000000000002,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,3,6,7,0,0,4,0,7,5,1,2,0,12,16,5,1,4,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,3,21,5,5,11,4,6,0,1,0,2,18,4,0,1,2,54,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847019385587775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148449339508001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31633810629746434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348014516060974,0.0,0.3695423353444521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009910084107305,0.15180005865042226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774522080917173,0.1557016289473286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875687259938364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473915734471786,0.32560906901092884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693495927107886,0.0,0.20487158834229088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22393454279345884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899398056968326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891852533200774,0.2415027313038968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542987059204998,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cheeny27,2019/08/19,Just wish I had someone to talk too Everyone I see has someone to text and stuff all the time but I go days without getting a single message. And it's usually one of my gut friends or my mother and it's horrible... It just makes me so sad,-0.002352941176472001,2.162502,2.532843137254904,92.04279411764708,87.8235294117647,5.752941176470588,26.14705882352941,7.1686216300943375,1.3444352941176474,186,9,41,3,6,64,40,51,0.10300000000000001,0.785,0.11199999999999999,-0.1247,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,11,7,6,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,6,1,4,6,2,4,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,3,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100830982114086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268191292847894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168442019077914,0.0,0.1466379877474722,0.0,0.1595106818588484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734876175895854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901886033756192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365688430227254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756199288210248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212988981103145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22559114054377705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366037266945307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091172918482237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32275554133576123,0.2705549361587597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ggmclean,2019/08/19,"been lonely since middle school Hey first-time poster and i just wanna get some stuff of my chest, I am going into 11th grade soon. I have dyslexia and was kicked out of my normal school at third grade behavior problems. I have been going to small schools since 4th grade less then 20 kids in middle school graduating class and my class in this ""high school "" is 20 I have one friend mostly out of not wanting to sit alone I love people making people laugh etc but I find it hard to connect with people and continue being friends and I need more than 1 friend and this feeling of loneliness turns into sadness and yeah that's a bit about me",1.9911466666666688,4.685553288,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,84.12,4.613333333333334,17.933333333333334,6.079149491110277,-0.2333466666666668,511,12,100,4,15,155,85,125,0.106,0.745,0.149,0.775,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,1,9,2,1,1,0,25,18,9,0,5,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,12,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,3,2,12,5,18,14,6,17,0,2,0,1,6,11,0,2,3,64,17,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115776968338675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879594542631022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200199611173978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891350665494805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456873761354535,0.1159302022218917,0.0,0.0,0.3158973916697111,0.0,0.07120712696270177,0.0,0.15491616530622976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209117393460367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400034942372156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300916595556947,0.0,0.09097620111815194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105904964414957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353756416950507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923552227868055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28346386144871544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041337107013096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6896756661818638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22548487858477495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602213166016213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824693810698966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038875850582658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shanidirk1,2019/08/19,29M lonely on this Sunday evening Anyone wanna chat about whatever? I've been doing decent lately on focusing on myself and becoming a better me but once in awhile I get lonely and need human interaction..,4.019210526315792,6.925143289473687,6.1255263157894735,68.06618421052633,76.63157894736842,8.010526315789475,22.657894736842106,8.841846274778883,2.477610526315789,167,5,23,4,4,58,33,38,0.132,0.8170000000000001,0.051,-0.4678,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,6,3,0,6,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818049519027401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451102399276047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564434948475498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661946848273079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105643026813869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546305629561057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988384621824464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292092349055245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NotAnsh,2019/08/19,"[15M] I really want a girl in my life to love, I feel so deprived of it, I feel so deprived of friendships too I feel like I’m so dependent on relationships, when I get in them I get so productive and become much healthier and actually start caring about myself and start to love myself, I feel so lonely and I hate it, I really wouldn’t mind a long distance relationship or meeting online like a place like here, I even know a lot about relationships and I know I do, I’m the guy that everyone goes to for advice but can’t even find anyone who likes them, the only people like me are here on Reddit and I know no one in person who knows what reddit even is, it sucks, if anyone wants to talk I’d be happy to, a friend would be nice :)",2.584411764705884,3.899243470588239,4.575964052287585,84.96433823529416,75.07843137254902,7.714379084967319,21.24673202614379,8.344100000000001,0.9947084967320254,573,13,123,10,12,197,87,153,0.091,0.667,0.24100000000000002,0.9742,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,14,16,2,0,7,0,8,3,0,1,0,25,29,15,0,5,3,0,4,5,1,2,1,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,9,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,4,19,11,15,25,2,10,0,3,0,2,15,6,1,4,9,81,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.1273356685620594,0.0,0.0,0.12750956461785268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824779129878241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411171110210216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330393357903366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585546325983481,0.0,0.0,0.12468511701393732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639108911256428,0.093219338232385,0.0,0.0,0.11926198558793945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081328294278788,0.0,0.13634726516905601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920181265089228,0.0,0.13890494288970442,0.0,0.12882806761507698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868471224385271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216623320436902,0.3187447314673116,0.0,0.0,0.11547614476614575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093466635540017,0.235537706465163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175382340826672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592234097024196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842079850838308,0.09924060403244456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904626730763367,0.11393548116130958,0.13633026384100191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671855497945581,0.0,0.0,0.4202799058209699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471755023523792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487983206808008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392823499740962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269362369225816,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,elizabethginger,2019/08/19,"15f literally alone I'm just gonna go off. please don't react with hostility or judgment towards this post. I just know how no one else is going to want to hear it.

There's a lot to say but also nothing at the same time. I keep running and falling for guys who are just jerks. My heart has been broken too many times because I'm a hopeless romantic and I still won't give up.

A lot of people on here are in relationships... it seems. but thats like all I want. even a true friend would be cool, i guess.

everyone i like will not reply to me so im stuck with the ones who treat me badly. sometimes its almost better to have nobody but am i really asking for too much? someone kind to talk with?

deleting this soon, thanks if u read it",0.8462012987012991,2.926458603896105,2.7221915584415584,92.68900162337664,83.0909090909091,5.4084415584415595,19.365259740259734,6.6274283507984215,0.054819480519480816,571,15,127,6,16,190,116,154,0.129,0.63,0.242,0.9642,0,1,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,1,13,13,2,0,6,1,12,1,1,2,2,29,28,10,0,4,9,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,0,1,9,5,0,1,2,1,0,4,4,4,0,2,2,3,10,9,18,21,5,15,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,7,6,84,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756057927998862,0.16296433599515234,0.0,0.12583056866013184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709847313274405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137841234282716,0.09591744578232064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391608887640753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314434680240678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392639916372913,0.0,0.0,0.1503520758109539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156612371042552,0.0,0.0,0.15094185544359226,0.17884817867745212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733357762503114,0.15579855235190745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734182823431258,0.18645729283229634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996207101730568,0.0,0.0,0.13985749846147616,0.0,0.16385298628033487,0.08647395401291268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374387313462098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675420734307141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159525452504229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156683606425126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097896566937347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324518786169894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090847970164279,0.0,0.0,0.1727200707518776,0.0,0.0,0.15069520625141491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738986752837347,0.0,0.10080070123524697,0.0,0.0,0.16893210078620602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512887817377805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324306064127165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331984576370404,0.0,0.15562049031926273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565774674608798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646978917602045,0.0,0.14486424170338233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350093694355968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561501333948208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177499825430318,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mushiga03,2019/08/19,"i don’t know So like, this is my first time writing on this community. I just feel so lost and i barely know what to do. I don’t have anyone buy my boyfriend and he isn’t even in school. I’m sitting with the guys in class and they’re talking about video games. But overall, they’re much better friends than girls. I should get used to this, used to feeling like this. I keep on telling myself that i should. But i can’t. I don’t know what to do :(",-0.7620673076923055,1.3845481458333353,0.5650000000000013,104.1646153846154,93.58333333333334,3.3705128205128205,16.759615384615387,4.713530739802397,-1.1521673076923071,346,9,86,1,13,108,57,96,0.064,0.794,0.142,0.7347,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,2,0,18,22,7,0,2,3,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,1,5,2,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,2,12,4,11,19,1,7,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,53,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658843943309094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982034863739912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669541563600867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23991231385153436,0.16948498817650534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017970381306472,0.0,0.0,0.1832917760582985,0.0,0.12394860907223294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349058479146349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087066450467296,0.0,0.0,0.3911442792623426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23180789766770926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589765311532616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439940181377786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24010051572220936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068529593827432,0.2073590545733668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833711075983918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40980003301609824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,emiliasanchez1998,2019/08/19,"feelin like no one wants me around honestly one of the worst things to experience. i love my friends, and i wanna spend time with them. i’m a total extrovert. however, i feel like i’m annoying, and they don’t want me around, and so lately i’ve just been low because everyone’s been hanging out with other people so i’ve been alone. idk i’m just feeling low tonight",2.3138223938223947,4.443058567567569,3.8409652509652514,86.35364864864866,78.18918918918921,7.4718146718146725,25.43629343629344,8.418075326091056,1.7822725868725864,290,11,59,6,7,96,52,74,0.201,0.584,0.21600000000000005,0.3041,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,6,9,1,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,16,12,5,0,3,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,4,0,2,3,2,8,5,8,9,2,9,0,2,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577504523139269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430875732409952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170659815976625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378024327222367,0.0,0.2434390136701887,0.0,0.0,0.25166857695035105,0.17779014800892592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227350070843136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807320476692542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243167025465758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246115692740253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372765169107689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253257039254022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533572407754618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511595193023966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935756056830142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Th3_Amba55ador,2019/08/19,"I just want to feel wanted I’m not really sure why I’m writing this or if anyone will even care, but I just want to put how I’ve been feeling lately into words. I’m a 25 year old male, and I haven’t had any sort of romantic relationship since I was 18. I was fine with it for a while, but recently I’ve just felt so lonely to the point where I think I might be depressed. I decided to try to put myself out there more and started talking to a girl from tinder about 3 weeks ago. I thought everything was going great as we’ve hung out a couple times and had fun, but yesterday she told me she just wanted to be friends. I told her that was fine, but I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t really bummed about it. My self confidence is already so low, and I don’t really know how much longer I can take being alone. I just want to feel loved again. What are some things you do to make yourself feel better when you’re down and lonely?",5.632211055276383,4.0748717437185915,6.461452261306532,84.18122361809047,67.74371859296483,9.970050251256284,27.940201005025123,8.841846274778883,1.7068528643216077,723,16,168,10,10,241,124,199,0.11800000000000001,0.6809999999999999,0.201,0.9417,0,5,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,16,13,0,0,5,0,20,1,0,3,1,45,45,19,0,7,13,0,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,6,9,0,0,9,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,13,6,22,9,20,26,3,22,0,4,0,1,15,7,0,6,12,104,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024105578003598,0.0,0.0,0.14048725042152058,0.14968756533266858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224321129025084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484609659470106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996692717639505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829905753149527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008854712229305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168307888537254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959220418114078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190892646450148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27434463121864555,0.0,0.1302404152525352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047989448745898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709014586491945,0.0,0.0,0.1495490262353231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454691210911629,0.0,0.15301340163788246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242485511427252,0.0,0.09054405136572984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389784652608095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971463908468174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233654756266287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822831349096128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727212620215748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26069286762575344,0.0,0.13393301483296915,0.1456319028483094,0.0,0.0,0.12902940119583528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415072564441296,0.0,0.0,0.11220689684690338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601018734534153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784375152714209,0.0,0.10198811435223347,0.10902626537414307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011647143034177,0.08691580104022355,0.0,0.10768693140521526,0.07909565587939554,0.0,0.0,0.25922910797460924,0.0,0.09209401091833497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40003450297544535,0.0,0.10880618963100183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223984609612899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735089465975117
lonely,ThrowawayFThisPlace,2019/08/19,I hate like everyone Throwaway account. I literally hate almost everyone on this shithole planet. I can’t tell you the amount I get a “haha” and a block when I try to talk to anyone. Like I feel like everyone is an asshole to me. I put a selfie of me on Instagram for the first time and I got like 5+ comments saying I was ugly and other stuff. Like I get I’m ugly but just because that’s true doesn’t mean you have to be an ass about it. I’m starting to really to not ever be with someone at this point,1.001926605504586,2.6845963944954185,3.816963302752296,87.11094954128441,80.46788990825688,6.5618348623853215,22.82660550458716,7.554174236665415,1.0094983486238531,393,13,85,6,10,140,71,109,0.147,0.7190000000000001,0.135,-0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,4,9,2,0,7,1,7,1,1,0,2,13,17,5,0,0,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,2,2,14,7,13,13,1,10,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,10,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746845724621317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219781671431608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634194215781503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779829314900584,0.0,0.5000779040388991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882062005793878,0.1246257569883914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838546413831272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822838635973847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952208113851064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444627638925445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261326479935784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900251213383743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490984043680662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536852267370984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175591940336677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387281303885681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780930842203274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347526255614552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970133734374085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402147742318878,0.15247532788974966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172208956982907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843880834320325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MarcusAKN,2019/08/19,"20 [M] Insecure and depressed This was a lot longer than I anticipated, but ty to anyone who decided to read all the way through.


I’m extremely insecure about literally everything about myself. My height being my biggest insecurity (5’8). Every time I see someone I compare my height to theirs, I’m taller than this person shorter than this person etc. I try stretching and all kinds of weird shit even though ik that I will never be taller. This might be due to the fact that I haven’t grown an inch since 8th grade. I’m too afraid to use dating apps at this point because I don’t want to put the burden of going on a date with a socially awkward and incredibly boring person on anyone. I’m overweight but working on it. I can’t help but over analyze every. single. thing. I literally play out situations in my head before an encounter to be “prepared” but it always just ends up making me look awkward and weird. I crave attention but actively push people away. When approached by girls I usually give one word responses and don’t smile. I can’t make small talk, I don’t fake laugh at bad jokes. My sense of humor is shit talky but the delivery is monotone so most ppl who don’t know me think I’m just mean. In my life I can only think of a few instances where girls were interested in me but I always shut them down hard, probably because I don’t want to get out of my comfort zone. I don’t like the way I dress but I don’t look good in the clothes I think are stylish, so I have no style. I’m too hairy for an Asian guy. I want to start skating again but I’m too embarrassed to go to a skate park. Despite all this, some people have told me that I come off confident. But I always think people are lying to me when giving me compliments. I can’t think of a single redeeming quality about me. Not to mention that I have no desires, other than the occasional desire to off myself. If I was dead the only person who would care is my mom (and no, I’m not interested in calling any suicide hotlines) All I do is go to work and sleep. I might actually be the pinnacle of what girls don’t want in a guy.",3.1108326429163213,4.653248072769955,4.6420104943385825,84.09792874896439,74.14084507042253,7.734769400718036,25.90969345484673,8.405096225971981,1.6704106048053031,1653,57,339,29,34,554,215,426,0.16899999999999998,0.682,0.149,-0.9271,0,0,0,0,0,1,40.0,0,0,2,2,17,28,2,7,19,0,35,6,4,3,6,57,70,23,2,8,15,1,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,9,18,11,1,0,9,3,0,8,18,16,0,1,4,4,48,12,52,57,11,51,0,1,3,0,23,30,2,6,12,221,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.09168563788953148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23453198582776785,0.0,0.0,0.0638920023888518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138976723466214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827295945834153,0.0,0.07844773990638608,0.1145470812903638,0.0,0.07994800975074601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593762963475362,0.0,0.09579245551604236,0.0,0.0,0.08093312846800474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092251924150641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321543586266635,0.0,0.1047836449520097,0.06205578972692311,0.0,0.15832074449189604,0.0,0.08443987705917504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049087133725713925,0.18025864684568527,0.16018882196956655,0.07880423228820116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186058639235203,0.0,0.0,0.08416440934060537,0.0,0.09642400113854048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297544543470251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783872571897567,0.051634710239761336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663625516608449,0.045901222113998434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577955437493073,0.0,0.0,0.07987640669511327,0.0,0.0,0.12543016803594198,0.0,0.0,0.10234354657946393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934088211793852,0.0,0.11003789358290482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246318557467102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366572230303072,0.14291263693836975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954078063088924,0.3281483463821197,0.0,0.0,0.08881698281409277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129839888095443,0.0,0.0,0.09444980980630037,0.0,0.0,0.09397951437826538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486924470982749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288504454236585,0.07771979337134917,0.1056083326338148,0.09402194158692294,0.09577436188681712,0.07960699477429459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650118782097303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277052407405303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551673787476397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241892197123479,0.30100993287285144,0.09230941547778923,0.0,0.05478538489399114,0.0,0.0,0.08977715841796675,0.0,0.06378865916840741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114616683491922,0.10347715537405733,0.0,0.22166622399393093,0.149152765397714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679939165778562,0.0,0.0,0.06674228919899917,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,coffee_metal,2019/08/19,"Felt cute So I changed up my profile and cover pics on facebook, even though i dont use it often. Am I really that ugly that the cover pic is the only one that got likes and comments on how cool it is? Cool",0.9416666666666664,2.4753524444444466,3.219722222222224,92.01625,80.1111111111111,5.388888888888888,20.13888888888889,5.985473137389443,-0.027111111111111086,160,4,36,1,4,55,34,45,0.07200000000000001,0.72,0.20800000000000002,0.7024,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,7,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,4,4,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37664919802480257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172829723022761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23516486274122905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34185975951990616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847623150803443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394597096570255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412658176231025,0.27078884015086396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280920272515281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498131458173891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075092150093378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justletmehavemyname,2019/08/19,"I'm at the lowest fucking moment in my life I have ever been Well, my school mixes the classes so that we will somehow deal with moving to another school. Well I got fucked over big time because they at first seemed like they put me with 3 friends, and that wasn't too bad, but I already kinda hurt knowing that you'll basically only interact with three people for 2 whole years in school. Well one  of my friends switched class (I don't blame her and don't think/believed she ""betrayed"" me) and the other told me that he doesn't think of me as a friend on the first day with the new class. So that leaves me with one friend. One person who I know can enjoy talking to me. One. Person. I used to have 7-8 friends in my last class and now I have gone straight down to 1. If he's sick for a few days or weeks then I'm fucked. It's currently 2 am and I can't sleep because I'm worried that basically only one person cares about me in my class. I want to fucking die. This is the last time we switched classes and I got fucked over. How tf am I going to make it through these last two years with one friend?",2.5145306513409977,3.750318939655173,3.2711494252873585,94.56657088122608,75.1206896551724,6.017624521072798,23.66475095785441,6.139981653823899,0.28980670498084304,862,25,199,5,18,272,126,232,0.13,0.6890000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.8141,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,1,2,2,11,19,5,0,8,0,15,8,1,3,1,28,36,14,1,2,3,0,0,1,6,2,2,0,0,3,12,14,0,0,4,0,0,4,5,7,3,10,6,0,30,12,29,28,2,34,0,1,0,5,23,12,5,5,19,125,42,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698178405775436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215366111113003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337916997530228,0.10714610463234173,0.0,0.0,0.09901476930976903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960322992161868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133553570179925,0.09060417570651864,0.0,0.0,0.09120934511903196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949578541389178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950756158739045,0.0,0.0,0.4073921017575593,0.4062350533884909,0.0,0.0,0.04994629889688458,0.0,0.14057715329294762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408125616688404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659710232137583,0.21491069314649355,0.0,0.09305608723770024,0.0,0.0,0.062074815209806976,0.04293550819432855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866301330875472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934064029647762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487856885854704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573133806569369,0.13367893950843587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092745162045515,0.23020981848893016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834733360300788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26682881206310466,0.0,0.08000596678813704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794711028447516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063754228108178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126245781198508,0.0,0.0,0.10249131651455708,0.0,0.0,0.08397658588141607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584954801613064,0.0,0.0,0.07590324942604305,0.0,0.0,0.05183604890225132,0.0,0.07049495636788156,0.0,0.23705384505537785,0.0,0.0,0.09811894752978133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925010419034225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318836784226573
lonely,AvionZion,2019/01/24,"Let's help each other | Discord Community! Hello everyone! :) I am creating a server (discord) for lonely people to commune, and have fun together.

PM me for the server link!

There will be a focus on gaming, watching tv shows/anime/movies together and TALKING//Voice Chat to each other while doing so.

As for in depth plans for activities, these include things like but are not limited to. Story time, where we read book(s) together, writing sessions (writing stories together), art sessions (3D & 2D) no expertise or equipment required, learning will be apart of the experience and fun is the goal. Learning sessions, where we learn together and discuss our knowledge, video making (Youtube videos etc), streaming together (games etc), music sessions (music in FL studio or musescore).

The server will be maintained to HIGH STANDARDS, to keep it a friendly, wholesome, and decent environment.  


Invitation: [https://discord.gg/9tWazqc](https://discord.gg/9tWazqc)",8.799091378420236,12.200873080536914,7.4907382550335555,61.77200826019617,63.16107382550336,8.879917398038204,39.64945792462572,9.466822959209583,4.800026948890037,775,42,90,16,13,235,107,149,0.04,0.8270000000000001,0.132,0.927,0,2,0,0,0,0,61.0,3,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,7,0,12,0,0,1,0,25,14,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,3,5,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,14,7,4,10,0,1,1,0,12,8,0,2,3,62,10,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800934621801759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5766098202978917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24701560632839156,0.0,0.25287056518873136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972274805889492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327255742971295,0.2731280434732158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297739129685944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643420880783084,0.0,0.1262940196761051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255619110277887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921699538157845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25857809642980645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174132183274235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507381755671078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Valariuss,2019/01/24,"Feeling like I'm easily forgettem I just found out another what I thought was a close friend forgot about me.
I've always been a little socially anxious so I didn't have many friends to begin with, but it seems that when I did manage to make a friend they'd forget about me or just ignore me after a month or two. 
It feels horrible to be constantly reminded that absolutely nobody truly cares about me.
I don't know what there is to do now, everything feels pointless now.",5.514516129032259,6.252312655913979,6.315215053763442,77.39282258064519,67.60215053763442,10.070967741935485,29.478494623655912,10.125756701596842,2.9057397849462365,379,13,71,9,6,125,65,93,0.135,0.6679999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.7411,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,1,0,19,22,5,0,0,5,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,3,10,5,10,13,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,8,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511830176313078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068405001682465,0.0,0.2377581600245142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145764306623222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274308331554267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914649726134986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192423693389698,0.150351568938469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307568432157245,0.4877990623308296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566246800799206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281937498314543,0.21093467063831006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048265914856095,0.2133718500252184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798593830328926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915934816200721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453590068158454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670805122055671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205587338797822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,somewhereinside,2019/01/24,"Anyone else relate I think that I would happily die in my late twenties without friends and relationships rather than get older and become a steriotypical older misanthrope. I think the main reason is the harsher stigma against older people who are alone compared to other people.

I'm 17 right now so I've still got a while before I'd have to choose, if I even get a choice. Everytime I'm in a classroom and everyone else is talking and building relationships I feel this way again, when they're all communicating and I don't feel like I can I just feel shut off from everything - I've never made friends before and it feels like I'm a little broken.",5.334124444444448,6.811324848000004,6.157866666666667,75.65137777777778,68.52000000000001,8.435555555555556,29.08888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.3789822222222217,526,19,93,9,9,173,84,125,0.177,0.7929999999999999,0.03,-0.9396,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,2,2,22,20,10,1,3,4,0,4,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,9,4,9,17,2,17,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,12,56,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167842092104506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915273152507472,0.15994873216134714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724064754357037,0.2656688972955292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201306541444807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608125541179676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310633922566816,0.0,0.0,0.14916568125702906,0.14029773283925778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157269192080539,0.22304387928206068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24121374531392775,0.0,0.16311756513972395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485198475279295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609402335331664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525307146677198,0.15645891674567966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477109830094977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039833553182673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164480666326088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050265374279266,0.0,0.3351981908336201,0.0,0.1333134105132072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466620961170567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254718443967072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005245206391267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390943450415187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048031925653288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089300677877076,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sweetheart_baby1763,2019/01/24,Need New People To Talk To F19 Selling Nudes on Kik (Sweetheart_baby1763),8.120000000000001,11.132844333333335,3.84,88.905,64.0,4.800000000000002,28.66666666666667,3.1291,0.8405666666666662,60,2,9,0,1,15,11,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590352997179381,0.0,0.5979052311898364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291877506517068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975879850028731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xcenicientax,2019/01/24,I'm depressed and can't afford any real treatment. I've been calling local psychologist and getting pricing but it's too expensive and I don't have any insurance. I've been depressed since I got pregnant/ gave birth to my daughter 2 years ago. I want to quit my job but that would be financially irresponsible. It's hard to go a interviews while also having a full time job. I have No friends and haven't have one for over 10 years. I just want to cry all day and I feel that I'm just going to lose it soon.,1.5098701298701298,3.77900147619048,3.4165367965368,87.56922077922079,81.85714285714286,6.4848484848484835,23.831168831168828,7.686295010490155,1.2167142857142859,405,15,85,7,11,136,67,105,0.212,0.722,0.066,-0.9477,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,0,1,15,21,9,0,3,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,4,3,0,1,4,2,8,1,7,15,2,13,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,0,8,50,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580646621652135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586034259439933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697406955419544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025158234111022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785481388660735,0.12790563337608013,0.0,0.3416405153866301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028097272419506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532282966254585,0.0,0.10361858369025953,0.0,0.2254295928575488,0.0,0.1586216152738752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766360003277906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936213541204333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187913543688692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439269058811734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094703337012846,0.0,0.22574153181354856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405958756602254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564708628866956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23395886497022075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088705031524873,0.0,0.0,0.2554344189903929
lonely,pewdspai,2019/01/24,"Feels Do you ever get that feeling? That feeling when you need someone to hug you as tight as they could and just say “Its Ok, I’m here for YOU”. Eventually that “someone” becomes your pillow as you cry yourself to sleep. But I never let myself cry. You know why? Because no one in this entire World will care for you as much as you can. Just rest your hand on your heart and let this idiot know that everything is well. People like us have hearts that are the easiest to fool, and the easiest to break. Love is painful people, we are the lucky ones! ",1.9756463719766482,4.247235422018353,2.6727105921601333,93.54974979149291,80.10091743119266,5.431526271893245,20.91826522101752,6.574015621080383,0.21978165137614705,427,12,90,4,11,133,72,109,0.129,0.637,0.233,0.9096,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,11,1,0,6,10,1,0,3,1,11,7,4,0,2,18,21,10,0,2,3,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,8,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,0,6,16,7,13,17,2,7,0,0,0,2,16,3,0,1,4,67,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823541550368547,0.177977280814624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430294973440507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866499346534666,0.0,0.35403095193340084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576920995349496,0.0,0.0,0.14483103915954582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444465256537765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841941134267231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819265512270156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712741896783946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295731545251325,0.0,0.07872964680899154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544397608422854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846363688764665,0.11949052646082957,0.1242886516785882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218398534936974,0.0,0.1714747371697226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344194578248744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815278011893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126616923292336,0.0,0.27308338616954075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384335405546246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489301342727606,0.0,0.14541261913018858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThePersonof21,2019/01/24,"I am starting to feel some jealousy... I never at all used to feel this way, but since I have become interested in a relationship, I have noticed a degree of loneliness. Whenever I am out and see young couples (my age, 23, or even younger) I start to feel a bit of envy. Either, if they are 18 I start thinking I missed out or if they are 20s I feel I will be too inexperienced to even date now or girls won't like me if they got to know me. 

Envy does us harm, so I am trying to prevent it from getting to me deeply. I know why I am not in a relationship and feeling quite lonely and that is my lack of socialisation and meeting new people. So, I am working on that.

I see many pretty girls with nerdy guys too (I don't want to sound conceited here but I am a bit nerdy, but would consider myself the handsome type). I just think, ""how did they manage to get that girl?"". And the answer to that is probably the fact that they just go out more often than me.

I also see posts about couples talking about their sexual activities on /r/sex or success stories on /r/dating and it just seems like they get it so easy, and I'm here with no female friends even in my social circle. ",3.3842518916280184,4.240860302904565,4.970358799121311,84.67741762265075,72.52697095435684,7.662289480107398,25.794727849646076,7.928766900206844,1.3198287039297043,907,28,195,12,17,307,135,241,0.13699999999999998,0.748,0.114,-0.2241,0,3,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,7,3,19,9,0,0,8,0,18,0,0,2,3,49,43,22,0,6,15,0,5,2,1,3,0,1,0,4,9,12,0,1,11,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,9,35,6,29,37,7,22,0,2,3,0,18,10,0,10,11,141,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035432253030876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859386628562972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740051973467905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777046374291036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981716093280752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24865492126783076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172576197682728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695327707329043,0.0,0.19669006591556384,0.0,0.07131886948486002,0.0,0.10036583159996923,0.0,0.0,0.1242548479194176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793206474211026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261616867745355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722718241577147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678563855296336,0.12119904193465687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428712179100626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699897822529955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018474916673758,0.1276684633848496,0.1352994647189919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334740816450782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694586332803081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999978927127767,0.11424139985133315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380664015797443,0.0,0.0,0.12792127062460126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26646744316053944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086412346741444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081787369870718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519948524329944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509490411885946,0.10838308460990692,0.0,0.0,0.07401726430025987,0.09960813567934028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323522305615878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135822811441326,0.0,0.0,0.08914450872374598,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pvcprincess0,2019/01/24,No one seems to like me and I don’t know why I’m an 18 year old girl (and pretty significantly attractive if that even matters) and girls never seem to like me very much and I don’t feel like I can relate. I get a lot of compliments from other girls and they are generally nice to me but I’ve never gone past casual acquaintance. Like I’m aware that I’m kinda weird and nerdy as well I’m really into science and history and no one seems to care about any of my interests and I don’t understand small talk. I think I get along with males better but I just get disappointed bc they always just wanna hook up (if they’re more bold) or they just act really weird around me like they’re nervous or something. I have no friends and it fucking sucks. Wtf am I doing wrong.,1.850943396226416,3.854921515723273,3.609408805031446,88.06467924528305,79.12578616352201,7.258867924528303,20.033962264150947,8.238735603445708,0.8871313207547171,607,15,131,12,15,203,97,159,0.17800000000000002,0.613,0.209,0.3673,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,1,7,22,2,1,2,0,8,1,0,0,2,37,26,17,0,3,9,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,14,0,0,7,1,0,2,8,7,1,2,1,1,18,15,15,25,3,11,0,1,0,1,9,4,2,9,10,78,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325240038354333,0.0,0.0,0.10830792149415062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178257472199104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408598892945171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238467044153446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519522554788242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053084981743044,0.11378132210085255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305031162056401,0.14724099862023718,0.24963337634563565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752970534536081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38905228943614695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354042331138254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708054338891725,0.0,0.2456750992611544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712531365215666,0.0,0.2158486757418706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203963632595552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203314295141186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040627326098542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349756999255263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261253654331307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801384541770774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205271069807907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580394161763282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141304678004453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320135014436805,0.0,0.1437148893167529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413490933972622,0.0,0.10256357848907698
lonely,Dill_Pickels,2019/01/24,"I miss my friend, but I can't get them back. Late in December, I got mad and a friend of mine and stopped talking to him, I blocked him on most things and tried to forget about him. I later regretted this.  
I really, really missed him and tried to give something he gave to me back to him as an excuse to talk to him. He blocked me. I tried to reach out to him on discord but still, blocked.  


I miss him so so so much but I don't have any way to apologize for my actions. Since then I have had no one to really talk to that I consider close. I hate this feeling of completely messing up.",1.2991055718475089,2.9126868870967786,2.9853958944281547,93.73673020527859,79.3225806451613,7.089736070381233,23.369501466275658,8.00094639256281,1.0054451612903228,450,15,107,8,11,149,70,124,0.27399999999999997,0.638,0.08900000000000001,-0.98,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,7,9,2,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,17,14,12,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,3,1,26,2,22,11,2,15,0,4,0,0,20,6,0,1,7,77,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629802775467736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856190890688205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472706133056664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390714330990907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869783014553559,0.0,0.09703261669522376,0.1781624517242343,0.0,0.0,0.14853967161388662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336303979373286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20950366511081514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365277951462191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258507303232175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569367823420917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536320079712382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297866056136144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831865006980974,0.1552727675355256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478314045318044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233861272896275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782812344988061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741829493181027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sweetnsouryoshi,2019/01/24,"Lonely? Hear my offer. My name is Yoshi. I am 18 years old and I am am from China. I am starting university very soon. I will study business English. 

I want to find a good group of friends can practice my English with. I also have friends same me want to practice there English.

My friend have idea to find foreigners that want friends too. 

I’m sorry if this is not the correct place for this message
I’m sorry about my bad English 

Have good day",0.8008052434456907,3.3329093707865174,1.886769662921349,94.74528558052437,90.12359550561796,3.865543071161049,24.27059925093633,5.46131890053228,0.3772014981273415,350,15,71,2,12,110,57,89,0.08800000000000001,0.685,0.22699999999999998,0.9118,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,0,1,13,18,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,12,6,8,17,1,6,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,1,5,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415102075279741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774936323735874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412081810538947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32346586079655043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5468574950526864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968415700665151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944024082583064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975974964190574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568366300756145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848794732393338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961714725087947,0.1252490915200593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460057447903423,0.3131165106102717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395270129247467
lonely,badbicth06,2019/01/24,"Leaving this sub! I used to follow this sub so I wouldn’t feel so lonely about being lonely. Had no friends and just felt completely disconnected. Felt like I was the scum of the earth for no reason and like there was a huge “do not disturb” sign on my forehead & that’s why I had no friends and no one interacted with me. That went on for almost 2 years. Had to delete all social media because it made me so fucking sad to see people happy, with others.

Today I have a friend group that I hang out with multiple times a week, a few best friends that I talk to daily and I’m moving out of my parents house next month to live with some friends.

I thought I would be lonely forever. thought I would never have friends ever again. Maybe at some point I’ll be lonely again. But for now that’s not the case. I saw someone else post something similar to this and thought I would too. Thanks:)",2.5038058659217874,4.449808664804472,3.2099965083798923,91.97465956703913,76.87709497206706,5.815782122905028,23.47800279329609,6.6274283507984215,0.5528125698324019,697,22,147,6,16,219,107,179,0.128,0.685,0.18600000000000005,0.9107,1,8,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,11,18,1,1,7,0,15,2,1,3,3,35,30,9,0,4,4,1,3,2,6,4,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,7,0,0,4,8,7,0,1,13,5,16,11,21,10,5,23,0,5,2,1,11,7,1,3,13,98,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168451320550293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166663846772986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407733426262733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752751930434628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741118468169693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151418897825304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992160450035487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061444055579301576,0.0,0.2333561047767049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5633153160612375,0.11234308495792793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936007293600355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021751866428198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867190838403272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873685947466585,0.0,0.10730419828598683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498496070559105,0.0,0.0,0.12208295943295208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969959346344363,0.12915630219939553,0.0,0.0,0.09372355120848057,0.0,0.12923767210965004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234495264280403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493334259052567,0.0,0.0,0.0842465195528195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487547740199047,0.0,0.1163823647951976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494258015039705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683553703654074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387411952113045,0.10296332119698863,0.09355186896904973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767300172043226,0.0,0.11187909319142274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28941941101022506,0.07085916504867386,0.0,0.11518654916095875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495407926673928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747584318836024,0.0,0.0,0.11265006002389233,0.10965270659344817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589725103818837,0.0,0.0,0.07825475865934413
lonely,savanahpanda,2019/01/24,No response Tried making new friends and they seem to just stop to me after a while. This goes to internet friends too 😥 kinda getting back into my shell of talking to one person and being missable.,7.777631578947368,7.244505184210527,7.346315789473685,76.23421052631579,62.94736842105264,8.65263157894737,37.42105263157895,7.1686216300943375,2.8768,159,7,27,1,2,50,33,38,0.10300000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.146,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,7,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,5,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639532059681978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5304186282464984,0.0,0.1793442472188286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291351863263638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315320095842366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23260842859314795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997298563349185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124998371756809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28698883484416776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27590717727070074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330575894608332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FcukYouMrLahey,2019/01/24,"Lonely at university University is not going how I expected at all. I am a mature student (25) so most of the people in my classes are around 18-20. 

I was so excited to go, I had a vision in my head that it’s a fresh start and I can meet new people and get a whole new friendship group with like minded people. It’ll be ok because there’ll be people my age there, i can join a mature student society and it’ll be so much fun and life changing.

The reality is far from that. There is barely anyone my age there and all the other students have big friendship groups and spend all their time together. There is one person who I hang around with while I’m there but aside from that she’s clearly not interested in spending time with me and I do not want to be the clingy friend that asks her to hang out all the time.

My housemates aren’t really that friendly/sociable either. Well two of them were already really good friends so they just hang out with each other. The other one goes home to see her boyfriend every weekend.
 
I am old enough to know that the main priority is to study but I can’t help feel like there’s something wrong with me. No one wants to be my friend or invite me to hang out with them. It’s putting a downer on my uni experience and sometimes I feel like quitting and going back to full time office work. 
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lonely,hunani,2019/01/24,"My best friend came back and I still feel lonely I wish I could get rid of this lonely feeling. I wish I could remember if I was lonely last week. I don't think I was. But I don't remember. It always comes back. And I'm alone again but only in my head.

I fucking hate my bipolar. I hate myself more for not being able to appreciate what I have. ",0.1255405405405412,2.13625175675676,2.528310810810812,93.4111148648649,85.48648648648648,5.321621621621622,17.35810810810811,6.6274283507984215,-0.18785945945945934,266,6,61,3,8,91,48,74,0.228,0.603,0.16899999999999998,-0.76,0,7,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,3,0,0,0,8,3,1,0,0,17,20,5,0,5,4,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,3,2,16,2,4,14,2,9,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,1,6,43,19,0,0.17708665860312456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340837177093886,0.0,0.0,0.1473502860742445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27233741911743325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584152282536412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253996101783314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254447606223442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827785744440754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790806708969607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368167131543242,0.16371376234218835,0.09252047013783836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34967282601283073,0.18174200122904968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443492622030206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468238369813135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40120932643273133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142163431261764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346998038700552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204823582884424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072818358009952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,XCrowGaming,2019/01/24,"Yeah guys I think I'm gonna be done being lonely I'm not exactly a big fan of it ya know, sorry it's just not my thing I guess. Before I go though. You think you guys have any good tips for me, just to give me a head start. ",-1.9057861635220128,-0.2904079622641493,0.9908490566037748,103.69180817610064,90.8867924528302,4.2880503144654085,10.720125786163523,5.46131890053228,-1.7497647798742135,170,1,48,1,6,59,40,53,0.11599999999999999,0.782,0.102,0.0869,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,4,1,1,0,1,9,14,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,9,1,3,10,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287374029893904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21631676827018734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26014843520073405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24386453183752824,0.14447525914861475,0.2132220290128956,0.0,0.0,0.2800445761167513,0.5034222074268989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608961545759469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397089644189485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845709419554126,0.17993346026262266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888800011185404,0.32577919625159235,0.2497632461310777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheLiquor1946,2019/01/24,"Who would be interested in starting a small Discord server. I would Love to start a small Discord Server with around 5-10 other people (Guys and girls alike) and we could be lonely together :) We could share memes, talk and chat together and most importantly know we care about each other! If anyone is up for it PM!",4.347796610169489,6.506763779661018,4.812000000000001,81.58003389830509,72.22033898305084,7.431864406779661,23.664406779661018,8.238735603445708,1.4545701694915256,249,7,45,4,5,79,45,59,0.10800000000000001,0.6409999999999999,0.252,0.8904,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,17,12,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,10,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,7,6,2,7,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,2,2,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008719901894717,0.0,0.0,0.2557390051138246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928998443277186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458737431279793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844511406156176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578808947913458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25928029912024403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916292203446875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066747731946252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23090378723981306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081491806667091,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nira_kawaii,2019/01/24,"What are the moments that really make you realise how alone you are? I feel empty. It’s 4:45 am, I’m studying for the exam I have in a few days, listening to “What a wonderful world” and being miserable.

Also, a few hours ago at the 24/7 supermarket near my house, in the frozen section, at like 3 am. That’s pretty bad too. You realise how... isolated you really are.

What are your moments of “fuck, I’m alone in this world”?",2.7056638655462204,4.313554423529413,4.555126050420171,84.03235294117653,75.3529411764706,8.151260504201678,25.084033613445378,8.841846274778883,1.8497563025210084,326,11,67,7,7,111,55,85,0.201,0.698,0.10099999999999999,-0.8053,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,5,0,0,4,4,1,1,7,0,8,1,0,3,0,6,15,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,1,9,14,3,14,0,1,0,1,6,9,1,1,6,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305940584180672,0.0,0.0,0.5388429936935483,0.0,0.20802993458950406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172019312729266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776561027282622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153211585576227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404906955923283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561806598561623,0.3001609632709646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708886327184585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364219013705784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26465090309459777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333298394942223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821054045533401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,guyfrom719,2019/01/24,"I hate when people say you can PM them I understand sometimes you need to talk to someone  but for me personally I dont want to talk to some random stranger from the other side of the planet, because 1 if I get to know them I'll wish I could see them in person and 2 because it doesnt hold the same weight as talking to someone who actually cares about you as opposed to someone who does it to be nice


I appreciate the efforts and selflessness however",6.251630434782609,5.663215684782614,7.105565217391305,76.8916086956522,66.06521739130434,9.968695652173913,35.791304347826085,9.3871,3.1599582608695647,361,16,72,6,5,121,62,92,0.039,0.802,0.158,0.9204,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,3,1,2,3,1,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,15,14,7,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,13,2,15,12,2,3,0,0,1,0,14,2,0,3,1,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.17628723664169774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202437469037425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184183560945416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423342188179755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580870421043595,0.0,0.2117191283572472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943815777296962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835335769005847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927989369425128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394884692194622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252391795318249,0.3154712478629741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365923086295532,0.0,0.0,0.14395375942357405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591895998919416,0.0,0.1786663500229977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43559615267695895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806184292449335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655138303060067,0.0,0.0,0.21998165461752311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077372833615991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pikabluee,2019/01/24,"Sometimes I think something is wrong with me. I’m about to be 21 years old in a little over a week and I’ve never dated anyone, had sex, not had someone love me romantically. 

I’m so tired of wondering what it’s all like, being jealous of people, having to turn away when a couple is holding hands, kissing, calling each other playful names. I’m tired of getting advice from people that have already done those things and then saying “You just haven’t found the right one yet.” or “There’s no rush.” or “Society makes it into a big deal.”

I don’t give a fuck what society thinks. When you’ve lived more than two decades and you’ve never had genuine love for someone and especially never had someone genuinely love you, how the fuck do you think I would feel? I’m so sick of being a fucking virgin that I sometimes wish I could meet someone I trust and have them take it from me so I can know how it feels. 

In this stage in a human being’s life, that’s what most would crave. People that have had sex are still telling me I shouldn’t rush and all this bullshit when they have enjoyed it themselves and experienced it. They don’t feel the pain and frustration that I do.

It’s like being a millionaire and telling a poor person “Money isn’t everything,”

I hate going through my days and going through hard days, wishing I had someone to cuddle with or even text me that they love me sometimes. This fucking generation just wants hook-ups and doesn’t give a fuck about getting to know me first. 

What if I become 25 and I’m still a virgin or even still without ever having a relationship? 30? 40? 50? I don’t see myself ever having anyone. I don’t know if I’m picky or unlucky or if I’m just too different and not compatible with most people. I’m so sick of it. 

The only place I can meet people is on tinder and those people are sick and shallow. 

I try to put myself out there but don’t know how. I just keep to myself a lot. But I sometimes just sit in my room, wishing someone would just randomly come over and visit me or ask me out somewhere. 

I don’t get how some people do it. How people have been having relationships since like 15. I don’t understand what they’re doing to have people actually falling head over heels for them at least a little. 

Every birthday I have is another year without someone. It’s not even fun getting older anymore. It makes me feel old as shit.

One of the basic elements of human existence I haven’t even experienced.

People say you have to learn to love yourself and be comfortable being alone. Okay but humans are social animals. Most of us don’t want to be alone too much. My desire to have someone in my life is valid. 

It makes me feel like someone is wrong with me. I ask myself sometimes “Why me?”. Guys have told me I’m pretty, funny, smart, etc. Friends have told me the same. I don’t get what I’m doing wrong. The guys that show a serious interest in me, I have little to no interest in them. Every single time I pursue a guy, it ends in disappointment and embarrassment. 

I just wanted to get this off of my chest.",2.730343137254902,4.675615661764708,4.042745098039217,86.26401960784315,76.20588235294117,6.428758169934641,23.751633986928105,7.315561048560121,1.004165359477125,2403,76,476,29,54,789,247,612,0.139,0.762,0.098,-0.9668,1,2,1,0,0,0,62.0,1,4,6,1,35,36,9,1,23,1,66,29,5,8,7,105,130,45,0,15,25,0,7,4,1,4,8,2,1,7,34,27,0,2,16,2,2,8,24,16,0,4,11,12,63,20,56,106,14,60,0,1,1,16,43,25,6,17,29,333,97,1,0.0,0.0,0.05062124419528456,0.0,0.0,0.05069037513718256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745100904721744,0.057243913196954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054394092959617515,0.0,0.0,0.051444767320227416,0.07254258840366147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969898062106578,0.0,0.0487370447481106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729042146226612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296884320212748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04468459568993178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041416925066672584,0.057397257709624824,0.0,0.06690848472826026,0.05347950256655255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054196971320251065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308480092926407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045944697518454466,0.0,0.05785288296928905,0.13704834727910986,0.0938454552876963,0.08741165195098231,0.0,0.04662073291765095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311444960427105,0.037058578618798806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044123739117338544,0.0,0.056876829929426574,0.04007748866915474,0.23978197926202605,0.16261119017374492,0.0995239515187892,0.058962033465165424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540893431321639,0.0,0.0,0.04646864237249453,0.05121453512274212,0.05323737741565923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046107724247568815,0.0,0.0,0.11403370631064387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327985081138606,0.10137147003522183,0.15597321259373048,0.04580542372995095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410116111780759,0.2340901785574572,0.0,0.10387828418535704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038133135050619736,0.0,0.1200245762557694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886543521932676,0.0,0.07030191750324008,0.039452283146929334,0.05519726966059768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596268913547668,0.045294110279579435,0.054196971320251065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052774197522450564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214739185392981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138587212409487,0.0,0.0442998527495683,0.0,0.08250408985876974,0.0,0.0,0.04133661941403614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324760325691254,0.04291045718412713,0.0,0.0,0.052878700223055165,0.3955717267605096,0.039934905318758485,0.2565220575887985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427920133582325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039002563453586436,0.0,0.09067979304720687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03446257848278613,0.09971570903300188,0.0,0.0,0.03024796915731586,0.1192423647040639,0.0,0.09913507860217527,0.0,0.03521883434507268,0.056423685084729676,0.050673063218825976,0.05400234671466991,0.06239766896463458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178934928851562,0.0,0.04160994976894748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04680794198995293,0.0,0.1789565702516407,0.1000087831990768,0.05625481027256202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054875542554088,0.17014722914689953,0.0,0.06680991865244501
lonely,colorfuldreams001,2019/01/24,"Lonely even with friends? I was talking with my only friend and I didn't say nothing about something that was really going on in my head lately, and I felt horrible.
It always feels like ""it's not enough"" just talking to her from time to time.
It feels like she has a life and I am a failure just for being like this.
I never can't really tell what I really feel and when I say it I think is wrong, 'cause I see it like a weakness.",0.4590109890109879,2.593451879120881,2.4820769230769244,93.47542307692308,85.15384615384616,5.398241758241759,17.89120879120879,6.742157984588678,-0.02183164835164808,335,8,74,4,10,112,59,91,0.158,0.674,0.16899999999999998,0.0258,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,3,0,8,3,1,1,1,16,15,5,0,0,3,0,4,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,8,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,7,13,6,9,10,1,8,0,1,1,0,9,2,0,0,9,52,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327264231307685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768825723002201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791428639962614,0.0,0.11372730589758615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26118742206253603,0.2460195917942194,0.1653256740475599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26606113267175524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785733793024308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671263103101456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423343909831786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162014609900094,0.3364857558918107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280054783653425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521722248580095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095530045820364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33092050555927605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738586214705992,0.0,0.0,0.13721004168836906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325572845888634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767933559935034,0.1504982550662465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103299107615434,0.0,0.0,0.2008062182102168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882584879568817,0.0,0.0
lonely,LovedbyHim,2019/01/24,"Family doesn’t get me. My family doesn’t really know me and they don’t really show interest in me.  I guess I’m a bit weird because I am from small town, America and I’ve live and travel abroad.  My favorite food isn’t from small town, America either.  After spending time with them, I usually walk away feeling disappointed because it feels like they don’t care about me.  It makes me feel lonely even when there are bunch of them around me.  I can’t wait to get out of this place again.",3.1505102040816304,4.823324,4.3589285714285735,85.62982142857145,74.3061224489796,8.573469387755104,22.45408163265306,9.188382445141503,1.6043224489795918,384,10,80,9,8,126,66,98,0.075,0.787,0.138,0.7334,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,0,14,19,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,4,2,1,2,6,3,0,0,0,3,16,3,12,19,3,16,0,2,0,0,4,9,0,1,6,49,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972842396099468,0.0,0.0,0.20024005217167992,0.0,0.0,0.25984076748350865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23267974018518295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729741936700248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076852808291854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018347769732783,0.0,0.32329059997802684,0.1522581386374325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577142974781539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270036664702209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347836765558049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712915411155787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412320111674207,0.0,0.1881952523965225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226408373264415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267259783195686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27306952721910505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427620413695893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23472953799013324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ADrock4547,2019/06/30,Feeling really lonely tonight I’ve just been driving around listening to podcast but I’m feeling so lonely it hurts. My anxiety is really high and idk how to calm my mind. I hate this feeling😓,2.6557894736842123,5.2230811578947405,4.572894736842105,79.19776315789477,79.52631578947368,8.010526315789475,30.552631578947373,8.841846274778883,3.1573473684210533,156,8,27,4,4,53,30,38,0.38299999999999995,0.498,0.11900000000000001,-0.9358,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,7,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,1,3,6,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655577143518911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090242001497129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510442873675389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34272444760410736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667677244842201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716157421777807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505079070365775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447677921548142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SlaughterCat_1,2019/06/30,"14 M, bored Im bored and looking for people to have a chat with? Maybe eveN become long term friend. If you are intereSted, Pm me. I am a really hopeFull person and all i want is for someone who will talk wig me foe aWhile.",0.5065957446808511,2.56936561702128,2.637702127659576,92.89400000000002,84.31914893617022,5.4621276595744686,17.910638297872342,6.742157984588678,-0.08949021276595781,172,4,39,2,5,58,39,47,0.141,0.716,0.14300000000000002,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,7,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,3,4,6,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624935234477408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678640608629005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535821819392173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35453423618359875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904646282409658,0.2756223792846444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329741397202552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275466223609639,0.2865892972613129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026632239360404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27809998667960034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263811036412093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359283099057215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AStressfulPenguin,2019/06/30,"Recently out of a long term relationship... And trying to figure out what to do with my life. 
I've spent the weekend just gone in London, just exploring, talking to others who were exploring. 

It's great, but just coming back to my room at the end of the day, in silence, nobody to talk to. Reality really sets in. 

Like I've seen others say, I do well as an individual, but have nobody to talk to. I've been so used to have those conversations in bed, just talking about my day, their day, life, everything...but now its just me. 

Honestly feeling so lost recently, I'm still so torn up about the breakup despite it being like 5-6 weeks...I think I just need some big changes. Move away, start afresh, new job etc.",2.873261904761904,4.720559135714289,4.300000000000002,85.01333333333334,75.5,7.809523809523809,24.523809523809533,8.59863814320734,1.6008809523809524,549,18,114,11,12,182,91,140,0.065,0.8340000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.6269,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,1,15,6,0,0,6,0,7,2,0,1,0,21,18,7,0,1,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,8,5,0,0,5,1,1,5,0,1,1,0,6,3,7,5,24,11,3,31,0,1,1,0,9,11,0,1,16,70,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502603761838305,0.12297701555089592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918572105827784,0.13776633755069476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094266631405124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165133664660515,0.0,0.17836526615868512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086588512562816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763244182687439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870677328211294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22592789543401104,0.15626835090766192,0.0,0.0,0.1415338429964813,0.0,0.0,0.17458350580064966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998127155567475,0.0,0.11858676036248662,0.0,0.1544622917107992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245585096308364,0.0,0.3158250043065058,0.17170596959081502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127183497101185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319993755694473,0.0,0.1277210497070661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.514185703566121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247728415606018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858260538359353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812897663462925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437971157247477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ratsaresuperior,2019/06/30,"Lonely because I can And because I don't know what to say. It's my fault of course, I do not go out nor handle conversations very well. Groups are very exhausting, meeting people is energy draining. Wishing I could find someone genuine to talk to, get to know and share interests with, but it doesn't happen. Not on the long term at least. 

Usually think being alone is a blessing, but today I feel lonely. 

Gonna eat some popcorns and watch a movie with my dog. I hope he likes to comment during badly directed scenes.",4.0839,5.880804190000003,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,72.1,7.4,27.5,8.07648339933343,1.869,409,15,75,6,8,132,76,100,0.141,0.679,0.18,0.5023,0,5,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,0,0,19,19,6,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,5,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,0,3,8,6,11,16,3,8,1,2,1,0,8,3,0,2,5,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288636697805517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450506606314385,0.2694088679423945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643072030378984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261128012704834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173170322734356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019673340979541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545042421516527,0.0,0.12558530139658008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954076440299928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194782386468064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428843873719532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107957323291004,0.0,0.0,0.1955561027711616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531963837976728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757283523385527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723157413390173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761149941455734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159198879825688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20945865641996333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433729692034435,0.3646553730977988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868324738108384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541105803305139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cactusssssssssssss,2019/06/30,"Fear of Love Phobia – Philophobia Philophobia is the fear of love or of becoming emotionally connected with another person. It shares many of the same traits as other specific phobias, particularly those that are social in nature. And it can significantly impact your life.

**Philophobia** isn't social **anxiety** disorder, although people with **philophobia** may also have social **anxiety** disorder. Social **anxiety** disorder causes extreme fear in social situations, but it's different from **philophobia** because it encompasses a number of social contexts.

how it happened,how it has affected me and how I deal with it (spoilers,I don’t),now I believe this phobia triggered after my first ever relationship ended,I was 14 years old,at first it didn’t really affect me that much,sure I was upset and depressed about it but I didn’t develop an instant phobia,at least I think,maybe the phobia gradually increased as the months went by…I got teased a lot by my classmates,telling me that its all my fault,saying that I was a bad boyfriend and she didn’t see me anything more than a timepass,and things like that…so I think that if the teasing wasn’t that started the phobia then that was certainly the catalyst to the growth of my phobia,and no I don’t hate them for doing what they did,we were all dumb young teenagers…sure they could have thought about how it might affect me, but most teens don’t really think that much when they have the sudden urge to say or do something ,especially when they are around their friends .So no, I don’t hate them or anything,Shit just happens,we just gotta move on…now after my phobia had taken control…which took a few months to happen I guess…my “love life” has become non-existent ,as well as my sexual life which is tied to my love life…is sexual life tied to love life? Idk ,anyway because of my phobia I legit cant even look at a girl let alone speak to one,and whenever that rare moment happens when I start catching some feeling for a girl,my anxiety starts throwing a party inside me,the feeling of liking someone and then trying your damn best to delete your feelings and forget about the existence of that someone...is horrible…and after i've done it,after I got defeated by philophobia like the 3 other times…I feel empty again,its so hard for me to even find someone to like and then having to instantly dislike that someone…it makes me feel…dead.Now as to how I cope with I..as I told you before..i don’t.i just cant,it has already consumed me.Now you could tell to go to a psychologist or a psychiatrist but..there are no professional psychologists in my country and the few psychiatrists that this country has...well you could compare them to the 1950’s psychiatrists that lived in the USA,because mental health is a very new concept in my country.  

The reason I wrote is because I wanted to let it out of my chest, so that you guys know that you are not the only ones suffering from this issue,and im surprised that this issue hasn’t ever been brought up before,not as much as im covering it right now anyway,and also so that other people who are not struggling with this issue know that people like us exist ,so if you know someone you care about who you think might have this issue then try talking to them about it,im not sure if they’ll open up but it’s a good starting point,they will at least know that you know about it and that you gave a shit,and knowing that will make their day much better,even if they don’t show it to you,trust me…..i’d know.

​

I have created a subreddit for Philophobia,if anyone is interested then you can join-

[https://www.reddit.com/r/Philophobia/](https://www.reddit.com/r/Philophobia/)",4.9021985962014885,6.964154281791912,5.2581874483897595,79.37342485549134,70.48843930635837,8.006440957886046,27.67506193228737,8.686720106664362,2.1837298926507027,2961,106,524,53,56,940,299,692,0.141,0.7240000000000001,0.135,-0.4584,1,1,2,0,0,0,119.0,1,14,12,4,31,35,6,5,31,0,53,12,1,12,6,82,98,48,0,8,18,0,5,5,1,7,6,2,0,3,52,17,0,0,17,1,0,9,17,15,1,3,22,9,64,20,68,64,16,51,0,3,2,5,57,14,2,14,33,342,116,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879225121988895,0.06264247409730563,0.0907911827288152,0.0,0.06150572276936786,0.06897666277781543,0.0,0.059523892916715976,0.1737027326739598,0.0,0.0,0.039691968641215034,0.0,0.0467134183005392,0.05053359884441215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047397073575407435,0.13841562411476388,0.1253867369313491,0.0,0.06395561993419488,0.059572207045604286,0.050204738860433314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787651839913871,0.05831411553170799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366767385664984,0.13596862150666902,0.0,0.0,0.036609246183601535,0.058523049301953026,0.048892302097855236,0.0,0.0,0.05930818112312239,0.19517558121122094,0.0,0.0,0.05809112412931609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385388680152286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247983058442013,0.1026958356565005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163192730590348,0.1435124756075696,0.04055350030358502,0.0,0.0,0.05188291464470434,0.09656992439438004,0.0,0.0,0.04385711782499479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032261313454917936,0.04761246149697311,0.09080159505605964,0.0,0.0625339307552906,0.0562070687039208,0.10039562250412043,0.0,0.05085100866777989,0.11208895446381308,0.0,0.06033939305593825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395042171802456,0.17774624726342386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837900164357815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609375712712358,0.240572188374655,0.1386645175714742,0.0,0.05012524317908165,0.0,0.047668976862063187,0.0,0.0,0.04826025491091627,0.2561667630279938,0.0,0.07578322728060266,0.05755161350072376,0.05702887796886729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720657697443006,0.12043909063033972,0.0,0.0,0.09061984318591873,0.060333063936615,0.16691758415877214,0.0,0.0,0.054824765318521415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595661601815637,0.0,0.07693195311500768,0.04317295039925037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180627789135016,0.049565708762552535,0.0,0.0,0.05366203123517345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273125268758064,0.05836469880487821,0.0,0.060945227358344616,0.0,0.048477684759799904,0.0,0.09028488835341827,0.0,0.0,0.04523499471471711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653856004876476,0.0,0.0638071398614448,0.0,0.3471935188244448,0.14429243951209714,0.043701087719170716,0.0,0.0,0.16071650735962426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593439414456078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535010966057417,0.0,0.0,0.04562620141123494,0.049615813017225306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037712676499012734,0.14549293532054022,0.0,0.0450657060002117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542421564726428,0.06306889472607922,0.07708050672943538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828227043809716,0.0,0.0,0.046837731660086215,0.03348194078108748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051039273312415666,0.0526224671823782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897666277781543,0.0365553153592894
lonely,iwanttodie_7,2019/06/30,It's my own fault I push everyone and everything away from me and end up by myself and I hate it. I just want to be saved from this horrible feeling of lonliness but it's probably too late for that. I don't think I'll last much longer like this,1.1103773584905667,2.930416641509435,3.0156981132075447,92.32128301886793,80.69811320754717,8.013584905660379,21.92075471698113,8.841846274778883,1.3529803773584903,194,6,46,5,5,65,42,53,0.124,0.731,0.145,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,6,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,2,8,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30882797740712536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911339429901838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140905031587196,0.2954177202702488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620248384066072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245268845812773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679374138877654,0.37079212813691503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058804047088965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416350648821849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35439821926157417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106200796234725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387797813617866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lu2100,2019/06/30,"Isolation Its strange I feel like i want to be isolated because most of the people i know arent really like me.. I mwan i'm not like all these people; so i like to idolate myself. The problem is i hate it to feel alone in an emotional way. Its like the feeling that  no one is there physically is ok but the feeling that noone cares really makes me feel sad  
There are people that care i think
But i dont really care about them because i know i cant trust most of the people",1.0912000000000006,3.1135137200000003,3.1780000000000013,90.089,81.8,6.8000000000000025,21.0,7.908726449838941,0.8967999999999998,372,11,82,7,10,126,56,100,0.177,0.57,0.253,0.7577,1,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,13,1,0,6,1,8,0,0,1,1,17,23,3,0,2,3,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,5,14,10,7,22,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,53,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578741008960895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338651054648816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600827176705509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628846544437274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919970646742488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802786324142001,0.10745846010785937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485063724661583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653313070447555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674325377164193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004050062832378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192695023785577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171228730154928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392945826248754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890843585762722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638161113761808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872027743164095,0.1193945968614862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tinaghan,2019/06/30,"It's a quarter after one, I'm a little a drink and I need you now..... It's one of those nights. Trying to sober up now 😞",-3.3501724137931035,-1.8367481724137955,0.6650862068965537,103.20728448275864,99.6896551724138,2.9000000000000004,10.698275862068963,3.1291,-2.034524137931035,89,1,25,0,4,33,22,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105947144555606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200854073175215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31078479096703554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933317020517145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5680361869536534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28456652507956753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PM_ME_HAPPYSTUFF,2019/06/30,"Anyone wanna play minecraft or league of legends? 

21M if that matters to you.",-0.08699999999999974,0.6126388000000027,0.8191666666666677,95.86875,127.66666666666666,1.5,23.75,3.1291,-0.0519999999999996,62,3,11,0,4,19,15,15,0.0,0.774,0.226,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jlkpgo,2019/06/30,I feel so lonely tonight Been trying to reach out but I don't really have anyone to talk to,0.7614999999999981,2.70192415,3.0599999999999987,90.935,82.5,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,-0.20299999999999985,73,1,16,1,2,25,17,20,0.106,0.836,0.059000000000000004,-0.2135,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,4,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649146797749121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361942424368281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.425953010274268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344227445656018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514245618166751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ZerkerDX2,2019/06/30,"I need advice, for real. Hi. Over the past year, lots of things happened in my life, i won’t get into details but ill sum it up with this: i’ve lost every single person i used to trust.
My parents are either very distant or simply hating me(and i do mean hate, im not an edgy 13 years old boi)
My gf left me 
and my friends are already keeping me away from any activity they plan or do. i don’t know if it’s intentional but i hope not. 
all of this led to a lot of time thinking by myself, and i overthink a lot which only makes things worst.

i have been lower, but im still hurt from that period of time.



So reddit, with this basic context, please can you help me just get my shit together and go back on track?
i have no one to talk to anymore
they’ve all left

i don’t know what to do, think or try anymore",0.24022988505747025,2.1572206091954023,2.3535632183908066,95.406091954023,84.28735632183907,4.7862068965517235,18.287356321839077,5.82211442006289,-0.4208022988505742,622,15,145,4,18,209,117,174,0.188,0.715,0.09699999999999999,-0.9636,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,2,4,9,3,0,4,0,12,3,1,4,2,35,29,11,0,3,11,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,10,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,6,6,0,1,2,0,21,3,21,26,8,19,0,2,0,0,9,8,1,8,9,94,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832231307993222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491254663830205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930066187166379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26046410272265386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337747151865568,0.1009753443916418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064097807652827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014558687826384,0.0,0.13721634530753046,0.0,0.07463097775140015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612396810677278,0.0,0.0,0.25929844048216594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801960728598238,0.0,0.0,0.13042828550166902,0.0,0.0,0.14057850713443878,0.0,0.2836916905606396,0.0,0.0,0.1167213659454595,0.0,0.0,0.14433774580734746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28535452294706704,0.0,0.09275370257983913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334897902954002,0.3349252982740334,0.0,0.0,0.08765570498255376,0.0,0.0,0.14304366909987878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973705445220812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779602561621515,0.0,0.08898439440974866,0.09987316558612053,0.0,0.0,0.1458129659529331,0.0,0.12535777593486686,0.0,0.11466170814959607,0.0,0.14414759884975836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946849723487649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479591731956805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487062905584592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055483381716964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448352961057276,0.16828639097516185,0.0,0.0,0.15314502438511474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915622097701995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341648619187948,0.0,0.10835100419375768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691288193263973
lonely,yungassgod,2019/06/30,The one person who I could possibly consider a friend is now dating a girl I had a very strong crush on for about 3 years. It hurts pretty bad,3.654,4.1781544,4.813333333333336,87.27000000000002,71.66666666666666,8.666666666666668,21.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,1.0626666666666669,112,2,25,2,2,37,27,30,0.23199999999999998,0.494,0.27399999999999997,0.3642,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,3,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008869987854795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877195247722898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784145847475015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857746935479016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24419043980270566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146539696910258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40625371408058597,0.0,0.3666174397774605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973361738610637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320611442521697
lonely,boogie0189,2019/06/30,"Should I move back to my hometown? I’ve been living in a large city most of my 20’s. I’ve loved it so much but I’m 30 now and everyone here has paired off and had kids etc. I’m really happy for the people around me but waiting for my time to come has been the most painful experience of my life. And I’m just alone now. I don’t have a problem with my own company but I’m tired of doing things on my own. I don’t really have friends to hang out with anymore and I’m just so lonely. The loneliness is beginning to feel like physical pain and I’m sad all the time. Even when I’m happy I’m sad, does that even make sense?

I’m considering moving back to my hometown to be closer to my family. I have my siblings and nieces, nephews and people I could spend time with. The problem is I don’t like my hometown very much and I haven’t lived there in nearly 10 years I’m afraid I’ll be worse off.",-0.16295104895105084,1.877842087179488,2.147843822843821,95.4507167832168,87.10256410256409,5.596736596736597,18.094405594405593,6.980632752743323,0.012846153846154174,697,18,166,10,22,236,100,195,0.198,0.69,0.11199999999999999,-0.9636,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,14,14,0,1,7,0,19,5,0,1,1,29,35,14,0,4,5,1,1,2,1,1,4,0,0,1,3,14,0,1,1,0,1,4,4,8,0,0,3,1,18,6,23,28,8,23,0,3,0,1,4,9,0,2,12,102,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613852617458511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399347021910016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561018678804825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699657800635985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215463868555072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265800929365025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347881112599625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573653914849224,0.1863923258015274,0.0,0.0,0.13482846189706127,0.0,0.13802427251544264,0.13301786927804768,0.0,0.07134512197709968,0.10080288886066062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901461380069892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004101892549779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966411195974482,0.13787006151416006,0.0,0.24919029329006545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734954837436455,0.0,0.09418629933152102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299936976739248,0.20745157087413293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30028373706630257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564392867539754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700300222140907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807863766747329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374151945724804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24683213335755555,0.16217533543837415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642345601915245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437944104832786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086469389432944
lonely,Sample_Text100,2019/06/30,"I miss my ex girlfriend I really miss her. She was so amazing, in every way. Just being with them made me so happy. They were the only one that made actually feel, happy. Then, they just stopped talking, they wanted to be left alone, then eventually they just stopped interacting with me at all. 

I really miss them. Without them I just feel alone, like I have no one else. I fucking miss them so much. Without them, life doesn’t seem as good as I thought it would be. 

So yeah, that’s it.",0.7098076923076952,3.2220015833333338,2.162916666666668,92.70836538461542,90.45833333333334,5.037179487179489,19.884615384615387,6.67199483983844,0.29783269230769216,376,12,79,5,13,121,59,96,0.14800000000000002,0.6509999999999999,0.201,0.9159999999999999,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,9,0,8,10,1,0,1,1,8,2,0,2,1,19,20,8,0,2,6,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,5,2,21,5,9,11,2,8,0,4,0,1,15,3,1,1,5,58,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.16745319828116476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554439526235708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433466578307489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457725129951954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352845152999294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863797880082306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392680291596482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653348226244607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864398403321995,0.0,0.12120351428537447,0.08383326576474387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247370635345861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614299640838705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23255613563747124,0.13050668938443066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985791833220264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621479187245604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28692431656978284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792257513794798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622826423653042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121192100832553,0.13620512532410042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308253455463866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189706091639607,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EJBatson,2019/06/30,"Shit hurts. Last week me and my then girlfriend split up. After 9 months with who i thought id spend my life with. And just a week later shes with another guy who I knew was going to be a problem when her and I were together.

Shit hurts. And now its back to square one with no one.",-0.8622540983606548,1.235743983606561,0.9247336065573784,102.01365778688526,92.77049180327869,4.361475409836066,15.821721311475413,5.985473137389443,-0.7973131147540982,217,5,54,2,8,70,44,61,0.28,0.72,0.0,-0.9538,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,2,0,4,3,2,0,0,12,7,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,5,0,2,4,1,8,0,8,2,0,12,0,2,1,0,6,1,2,0,10,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371563699973896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390886632857944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853621655796765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22394140787576644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842340266964818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435671914970567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974881156011456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180524760786184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306513936564806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164117769477328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643154288406155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955175178702742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36283589287180185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yaraisnotsodark,2019/06/30,"Can’t find anyone good enough for me ? I’m here again looking for friends or whatever else!! I would want someone who enjoys dark humor, rock music, memes and as emo as I am (RIP) Preferably girls but anyone is welcome!! 
We can talk on Snap or IG when we’re comfortable enough!! 

Ttyl bye!! <3",0.8898684210526326,3.4628440175438584,1.6799780701754372,95.70838815789476,91.28070175438593,4.253508771929825,19.40570175438597,5.985473137389443,-0.0508929824561406,227,7,46,2,8,70,49,57,0.0,0.7090000000000001,0.29100000000000004,0.9474,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,8,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,5,7,2,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,2,3,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40400854855402696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413372985761305,0.0,0.0,0.5970179456380865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640476368132822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22320196154040764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242314026249918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24260164980957855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447824293353804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232205355884591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039958914626607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522492697853886,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BlueCrusader2,2019/06/30,"Made a Discord server for us Lonely Hearts. I made a Discord server for anyone here who is feeling lonely or sad or just bored. It’s a great community for making friends, discussing interesting topics, and having so much fun :) I hope some of you join and have a great time.",3.334615384615386,5.778261692307693,4.350615384615383,82.39438461538461,76.30769230769229,5.6984615384615385,23.861538461538462,6.742157984588678,0.9644569230769228,216,7,38,2,5,70,39,52,0.21100000000000002,0.419,0.371,0.9159999999999999,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,3,0,11,8,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,4,6,4,6,2,1,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084926602345847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077772036677676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982701387904375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5703098514376214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064933133131797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568909529817356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894687011059281,0.17264627454576145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013243494162166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081686885395668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111157978272341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CaptIrachka,2019/06/30,"I have no friends... My only friend - well, I thought he was a friend, is going to Winterfest - a Medieval festival with his new friends and I wasn't invited. He knows how much I love Medieval History and he knows he is my only friend. I want to ask if I can come along, but if he wanted me to go he would have asked me. He tells me I'm his best friend, yet he excludes me from everything. We hardly talk these days.

I feeling really upset right now.",1.2924154589371994,3.2903179999999987,3.018405797101451,91.62900966183577,80.95652173913044,6.697584541062803,23.265700483091784,7.793537801064563,1.0865468599033823,344,12,76,6,9,114,58,92,0.054000000000000006,0.6729999999999999,0.273,0.9593,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,4,11,0,1,2,0,8,1,0,1,0,17,21,6,0,5,3,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,3,2,16,10,6,17,2,8,0,0,0,1,22,1,0,2,4,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881771565276973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174749479773673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276735184464494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939960512287392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385200236225397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793158774183273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7144719951515215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518862869132298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380681305571723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940908801045124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910625180800928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330158145183218,0.0,0.0,0.1488574770506008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23444209695839915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873814064595222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316241994776092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388199365779183,0.13471438873744554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236016438413012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181700195063308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857929736026744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094878841425692,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,6martin,2019/06/30,My best and only friend got a gf We were two loners and we thought that we would never have a girlfriend and we didn't wanted to. We were spending almost all free time together last 4 years. And 3 months ago one girl at our English courses had a crush on him. Now they're together and my friend just ignoring my texts every time and we hanging out like once a week and he apologizes for this but nothing changes. My summer holidays are so fucking boring and sad now. What can I do?,1.479194001874415,3.9390222989690713,2.69032802249297,91.48042174320528,83.74226804123711,5.589128397375821,23.25117150890347,6.980632752743323,0.8730082474226801,381,14,77,5,11,122,74,97,0.124,0.726,0.15,0.1921,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,7,0,0,1,4,9,1,0,4,0,9,1,0,0,2,24,13,10,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,3,15,0,1,1,1,2,1,2,4,0,2,6,0,13,6,5,6,2,15,0,1,0,1,15,3,1,1,12,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507862018404174,0.0,0.2316645148403664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427885037313096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24473858362237494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492311727165024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574822737907584,0.21388018562802172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850324546747147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858186723923373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130263671984812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466208679017332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843208184726492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219874348820575,0.0,0.0,0.24638116553046874,0.15676936202498976,0.17595278988196353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18366677804987994,0.2698051487500566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259962195853676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645675907285976,0.0,0.1855757427631793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434504658586715,0.0,0.0,0.14898239900216878
lonely,Orangeslushie7,2019/06/30,"Every weekend I wake up crying After my work week is done, I hit the pillow. When I wake up in the morning...I'm already in tears. Sometimes I even come home after work during the week, and I cry then too. I try my best to get over it but it's almost beyond my control. 

I have come through a lot in the previous years. Chronic homelessness, addiction, trauma, isolated in a rural area for a long time...etc.  Since moving back to my home state, I've put my all into improving myself and my life. I feel like the missing piece though is friendship. A relationship and love too. 


So when I come home after the week...I desperately just want to hug someone and tell them about my day. Like many other people around me. Instead I end up crying..hoping for that. It's the weirdest thing. It's as if i have no control over it...just automatic tears upon waking. 

Now when I see families, friends or couples.. I just feel confused. It's been years since I've even hugged someone. It all seems so foreign to me.",2.024187817258884,4.326804756345183,3.4657131979695457,87.75907741116754,80.11675126903553,5.767411167512691,23.555583756345182,6.961326702584282,0.9104986802030456,775,27,152,9,20,254,115,197,0.136,0.696,0.168,0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,5,18,10,0,1,11,0,6,9,3,2,2,25,18,15,0,2,5,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,4,0,9,9,0,2,3,1,0,5,1,3,0,0,2,3,24,7,25,15,5,37,0,1,1,3,5,14,0,6,19,104,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895644381953272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184529967399483,0.0,0.13053887541125953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530553364457583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095974231996287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414083296614845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056959182455521,0.0,0.0,0.26535052023609,0.0,0.13088856185155695,0.2598778321161211,0.07628896998924316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105444627614048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477217244974564,0.0,0.13192756854561186,0.15626235290059362,0.0,0.0996666554246752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151577803339473,0.0,0.11962463132728494,0.08450828930219181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139260417398122,0.0,0.06180302472082055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35597150411260525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355359356994675,0.11558362241636712,0.0,0.0,0.10468526846942362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056817668704904,0.10676373066451167,0.0,0.0,0.11993017537618425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572636106561594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820092256858437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891678098282935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700203106096708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426392275185412,0.10768918134661733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570579687403405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045794865421854,0.0,0.11699445074836687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033929857850634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858837713342337,0.0,0.11622192321548773,0.0,0.06897739264758339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031294109616995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977206694231672,0.0,0.28466167381337043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722369089965921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235317014756378
lonely,MythicalDisneyBitch,2019/06/30,"Is anyone available to talk in about half an hour? Really struggling with not contacting my ex - would like to bitch, moan and complain about my insignificant problems. Thank you xx",5.919247311827957,9.028112322580649,4.807741935483873,78.99827956989247,70.93548387096773,8.004301075268819,29.68817204301075,8.841846274778883,2.8095075268817213,146,6,23,3,3,43,28,31,0.365,0.522,0.113,-0.8777,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827690996229334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398257070499055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975716605934208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869605867510028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25907194252340404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227714942117045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250450993975837,0.0,0.3723214227715311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28727742533964395,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lilpeepshow,2019/06/30,"feeling lonely 24/7 i have felt lonely my entire life tbh but its gotten worse in recent years. im about to graduate hs next year and ive never had a healthy relationship, i rarely ever get hugged or held, i have a lot of overlooked mental health issues. just so much that makes me feel hopeless and alone. i smoke weed to pass the time, i try talking to boys in my age group but they always leave me or ghost me and i cant really handle it. im so used to being alone i feel like i naturally section myself off from everyone else. it just hurts a lot and i just want someone and to feel special and more. i have never felt important to anyone in my life, especially not my family. i seriously just wanna die like i feel like i have nothing right now and im hurting so much because of it. the guy i like hasnt texted me in a week and im still obsessing over it and why and it stresses me out about my loneliness even more, i try so hard to hold on. what can i do? i just want it to stop. i want it to be over.",0.6314334038054952,2.6126054139534887,2.9302008456659614,91.46079809725158,83.23255813953489,5.955602536997888,19.540169133192393,7.1686216300943375,0.3237906976744189,784,21,177,11,22,268,119,215,0.247,0.652,0.1,-0.9884,0,6,1,0,0,2,18.0,0,0,1,0,15,14,0,2,6,0,12,4,0,2,3,42,27,18,2,4,10,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,10,11,0,3,7,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,5,8,31,6,24,20,7,25,0,5,0,1,6,11,0,4,17,119,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375581692895047,0.0,0.0,0.08988271177837621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553128758087835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584902858561613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210947508782423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023827326420232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134731720091242,0.09771181629267148,0.0,0.1032193680433375,0.0,0.0,0.1018332495392104,0.0,0.2730950980169703,0.1543414548937602,0.2074355532232171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05643688229291297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695847083648384,0.0,0.0,0.09676622981797876,0.0,0.0,0.1148220208113168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312789381550258,0.0,0.4667279109282512,0.1127465948240136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437938821214595,0.0,0.0,0.15259784927220205,0.21109579418702606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367238094700508,0.0,0.0,0.07210532671330665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886047139739606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588167642346468,0.0,0.16662599603793585,0.0,0.11488230846584732,0.0,0.0,0.10364973905530947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920147010746783,0.0,0.10665840159085907,0.11597488489158066,0.0,0.09224994562364754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152643987880467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626627293918612,0.09031098205072567,0.12373849780740298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682375447703594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298832471887501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466792935691131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329607004094448,0.0,0.0,0.19114200059678693,0.0,0.0866484957701246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747278682252697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008334567800768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912487243805632
lonely,12451111an,2019/06/30,"I have autism and i fear that i'll never be able to get into an relationship I was diagnosed with autism at the age of 5, and as of most of my life i have been rather lonely, i do have a few really close friends, but we don't have the opportunity to meet each other in real life these days sadly. Anyhow, to the crux of the matter, i just don't think i'll ever be able to find love at all. I don't know how to flirt, i'm odd since i have autism, which isn't attractive, i have autism tics, i cant really look into the eyes of other people unless i stare into their face. I'm also academically unsuccessful, in fact, i do not have a single education at all besides elementary school, it seems that i'm not very suited for the academic environment after many years of trying. Neither do i have a job, obviously, since no education, working on that. And i also live with my parents. What more is there? Oh yes, i like routines, i do not like drinking alcohol, i do not like spending money in  vain and i really do not like when my routines are broken, it's really irritating, but i'll go along if it's to help another person, family and friends come first, and country to some extent i guess haha. As you can see, i'm not very well fitted for any kind of relationship, yet i can't stop wanting it, in fact, i dream about it quite often! And it's really pissing me off that i cant turn off these thoughts. I yearn for intimacy, affection, romance and such, even sex, as weird as it sounds. I wish i'd stop wanting it, it's tantalizing. I want to experience what it is like to be in an relationship, to see what the hype is about, to experience what it is like to be human. 

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I'm doing my best to be as attractive as possible, i work out 6 days a week, eat clean every day, done so for 2 years now, really proud of it. Skincare and other things too. But that gets me nowhere if i do not know how to flirt or be romantic, i do not know how to do it at all, flirting's terrifying and foreign, sex is foreign and alien, affection is also foreign and alien, romance is also that. I wish there was some kind of guide for this, instruction pamphlet, manual, anything at all for this.  

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Sorry about the wall of text, and sorry for bad english, i'm not a native speaker, please correct if there is anything wrong.",6.048382978723402,5.1940240936170206,7.408382978723407,75.43300000000002,66.57446808510639,10.583829787234043,31.353191489361702,9.98439552973466,2.7974238297872343,1804,59,371,36,25,624,215,470,0.125,0.691,0.184,0.9881,2,2,2,0,0,0,74.0,1,1,1,7,25,32,1,1,15,2,45,12,3,5,10,81,72,36,0,10,19,1,0,6,2,0,4,2,1,2,32,24,3,2,7,2,2,2,19,9,1,1,5,7,38,23,63,61,14,38,0,3,5,3,14,20,1,11,22,260,70,7,0.16211246490427414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662446171695977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592825592286553,0.0,0.17564878799390862,0.19698438895220802,0.05512101760410007,0.08499452714916711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340474573902014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767856837644308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850635151863782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982276704819912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682369295047452,0.0,0.0,0.08227036971863011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294866792135205,0.0,0.07940424937311216,0.0,0.08294076150915172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353687707510168,0.07332000280984316,0.06829337176756513,0.0,0.0,0.15857709761952085,0.07641260213592363,0.09121079648267204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408392800378917,0.06894638991619227,0.0,0.0,0.1252476882476859,0.0,0.08469707196724208,0.0,0.04606612484415939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929257840647836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433028402061736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043580352690041,0.0,0.0,0.16881518565958642,0.13363915665625326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450482819704813,0.2375998852059973,0.0,0.07157413827425638,0.0,0.06806682072599868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315641443465695,0.0,0.0,0.08217829742771995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251556342531453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900033537797106,0.0,0.0,0.05619418565084982,0.07077517569257312,0.0,0.08897540250267183,0.0,0.0913787231670635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621328062171488,0.0,0.09225973799816034,0.3115601884337523,0.0,0.0,0.2610721776162405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820332346272837,0.12918264575712074,0.07379054976523754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341011061928042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147163211734946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355332795756357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053850159146142426,0.05193756084811165,0.0,0.06434959449797194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503186116416396,0.08816590502484288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375976133680054,0.14342719798451406,0.0,0.06501842043653329,0.0,0.07287928743665263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642133414581302,0.0,0.0,0.11801980520045008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886222657658683,0.19698438895220802,0.10439511233241114
lonely,EarlOfThrouaway,2019/06/30,"A new aspect of loneliness just occurred to me It isn't just that I don't have anyone people in my life, it's also the fact that I don't have a crush or anything like that.  I think that part is important for a sense of hope.

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A bit of backstory, I was married from my late-teens until recently (mid 30's).  I spent a lot of time purposely trying not to think of cute/flirty/fun people I met in that way.

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Now that I can think like that again, I still find myself automatically tamping those thoughts down out of force of habit.  

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At this point I would have happy to just develop a simple crush on someone, just to think about a bit and dream again of having a full life again.  

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It's a very strange thing to realize.  Anyways, maybe this will resonate with someone else too.

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Have a good weekend all!",5.154069003285873,6.005942632530125,5.294249726177437,83.98399233296827,68.4578313253012,7.964074479737133,29.548740416210297,8.00094639256281,1.8556698795180733,671,24,132,8,11,211,100,166,0.032,0.828,0.14,0.9272,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,11,0,13,2,0,0,2,21,21,4,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,14,3,0,0,7,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,13,5,24,15,6,20,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,3,12,94,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765427807122294,0.0,0.4583182139656948,0.5139889341384503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915401480489262,0.0,0.06961827121036065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847217274438916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067211911252971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732251148225919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095813961126599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005785865951467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402650212555149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954320457120422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951041381860213,0.08266219294367745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192356366330244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499167985771952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170683113860545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161313416128394,0.0,0.11730143587963647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997397707429234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353190934307772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433619511340248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756135834627834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056204222171995465,0.21683205808597214,0.0,0.06716264098730924,0.04933071330163584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057437582366562975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980353877361914,0.0,0.06715123314564671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060097136123831635,0.0,0.5139889341384503,0.0
lonely,Human_Kaleidoscope_7,2019/06/30,"Woke up great... At first. Woke up today really great, and excited to go to church, etc. Then my dumb brain reminded me of how nice it would be if people thought of me in their day, like wishing I were there, or thinking of my corny jokes. IDK, maybe I'm just selfish, but now I just feel let down, knowing that it probably isn't true.",3.1017647058823528,4.159570352941177,3.943411764705882,91.01335294117649,73.41176470588233,7.792941176470588,25.364705882352943,8.238735603445708,1.2739200000000004,256,8,58,4,5,82,56,68,0.11900000000000001,0.731,0.151,0.0935,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,5,9,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,1,14,14,6,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,1,7,7,10,7,1,11,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,6,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669638715131914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542281410818208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26670885263103106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091842713177738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341582354717566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359110859059059,0.0,0.0,0.5273143622643685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142732656694406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445410138073376,0.0,0.11683371283747113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402523611933909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579238690561146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578377546541122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320181470415378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323386366990874,0.0,0.1898536787153464,0.0,0.0,0.2266806157237481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750038780719967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988108575900535,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zacherydeadheart,2019/06/30,Lonely if you want to talk . I'd rather talk on my Instagram fb or Snapchat.  Snapchat zaclonely19.  Ghostman for instagram and Zacheryoverfors for Facebook. I get zero attention zero affection just zero everything.  At this point  a random strangers will make me feel some what better,5.535602836879433,9.195835361702127,5.039468085106382,72.88416666666669,78.36170212765958,9.090780141843972,33.36524822695036,9.2995712137729,4.401754609929078,230,12,32,7,6,70,40,47,0.05,0.7979999999999999,0.152,0.6249,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,12,5,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,1,5,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,4,0,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34987671380675683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555404441792009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000276248639985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066850632207052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26406657144774337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739705767009736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6359377929492258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333355710688029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,meepmachine,2019/06/30,"Slide into my DMs Hello all. I'm going through a really tough break up, I had transplanted my whole life to be with him and he dropped me like a sack of potatoes. I know I'm not entirely alone, I have a safety net where I'm staying right now, but at the same time I'm spending almost all my time scrolling Reddit and trying to stave off my impending sadness. I am welcome to any conversation you want to start.
Just a little about me: I'm a 32 year old female in RI, I work overnights but I'm on vacation this week for my mental health, I love true crime, horror movies, drag queens and reading. And I'll be spending most of the week drunk so I might be a little silly.",3.2756834532374093,4.236383942446043,4.432438848920864,88.04160791366907,72.88489208633094,7.2866187050359725,25.41079136690648,7.554174236665415,1.1189361151079131,524,16,113,6,10,172,95,139,0.14800000000000002,0.7140000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.3769,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,5,7,0,0,8,0,7,4,0,0,3,19,18,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,2,2,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,16,5,16,13,5,23,0,1,0,1,7,10,0,3,9,64,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518808743308736,0.21222529502908008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393460450807175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645525769013958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178100893819849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112613353655903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473421977172313,0.10010883251130168,0.4107479474022997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849395651033317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650140833346936,0.21737746906867164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215018912458404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496577282891207,0.0,0.1312707987803221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499229468176686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503658000299993,0.21840713819837204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23896971225727584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912065741846852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086141647878712,0.0,0.32873339931054885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287750558345916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917715429346629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195552859492815
lonely,Crovati,2019/06/30,How do i get over a heartbreak So me and my gf just broke up and i need some help with how to get rid of this fucking pain. I'm almost always sad. And i started smoking alot of weed to cope with it all. What do i do?,-1.814533333333333,-0.06536631999999898,0.8760000000000012,103.62466666666668,92.2,3.333333333333334,16.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.3216666666666668,164,4,44,0,6,56,37,50,0.23600000000000002,0.7140000000000001,0.049,-0.8811,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,2,1,13,9,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,8,9,3,3,0,3,0,1,2,2,1,3,1,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997784249587227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33219736491013435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36908839404761107,0.4171699587274693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676003056079513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29602935385365203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42481657040165466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825821724855611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ju5t_here,2019/06/30,"First post ever.... Found the love of my life after growing up in a drug infected and contiguous environment. Gave her a child when she asked... 6 1/26yrs with her, even after destruction has run its course.  Still here....",3.975769230769232,6.794722923076925,3.945833333333337,84.13875,76.1794871794872,8.002564102564103,25.134615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.1359692307692315,170,6,31,4,4,52,36,39,0.154,0.7140000000000001,0.132,-0.25,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,4,1,6,3,0,11,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,6,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251335050152541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033220184299308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297097563563764,0.3145928732053507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958270876929027,0.0,0.3813300343944577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456519470670181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31389096738155664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330834070133707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277742812428828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sundaysfundays16,2019/06/30,"Half assed friends I honestly don’t know what’s worse, having no friends and nobody to talk to or having friends you text and call and never answer. When you have no friends and your phone rings at least you know it’s a notification or something like that. When you have half assed friends who you text and never answer and hours later you get a text and you think finally!!! this terrible person I call friend because I’m lonely AF and desperate is responding to my question from yesterday, and you get excited because why not, I like to suffer. But it’s actually an automated message from your Dr.s office. I don’t think I can describe the how disappointing that is. 


What do you think is worse ? Shitty friends or no friends?",3.7416053511705663,6.209620942028991,4.283333333333335,83.26038461538464,75.08695652173913,7.4345596432552945,28.006688963210696,8.384062270229773,2.1388053511705687,582,24,108,11,13,184,74,138,0.165,0.602,0.23199999999999998,0.9074,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,11,0,0,3,16,0,0,4,0,11,2,2,1,2,25,19,16,0,0,5,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,1,8,9,0,0,8,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,0,1,17,12,7,19,1,9,0,3,0,2,28,1,2,4,10,72,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.12147540475243758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176480617086993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25421783954674954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636274466989942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7693890950235166,0.0,0.1300722681267174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258861469725668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682289767579855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216301628756218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920146928124108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869192305680206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394471001651145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583148072441784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005303458730797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392870089923342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232465320138876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537133497382084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,curlybracev08,2019/06/30,"Loneliness has become really hard to ignore now I want to talk to people, but I am afraid to because a. I don't want to be annoying, b. they might not reply or even open it (they often don't), and c. I'm not very good at holding a conversation. I don't want to seem like I always want to talk but only when it's about me. 

I also want to tell people about how lonely I feel, but I know that with opening my heart to other people, I must allow them to open theirs to me. I have absolutely no experience in that. I've never been able to hold any deep conversations or have meaningful relationships because of this. Even with people I have been friends with for almost six years. I know only basics (b-days, middle names, music, pets, etc) and they don't even know that about me. I haven't gotten a happy birthday from someone other than my mom and brother since the 9th grade. I've now graduated high school, which means there is absolutely no obligation to interact with me, so people just... don't. Sitting at home bored is a lot lonelier than at school. 

I apologize for this post being kinda long. This is actually the first time I've ever mentioned this. It's nice to be able to vent on a social media platform without worrying about my friends seeing it.",3.830221940393152,5.295639048192772,5.254385964912281,80.73315789473688,72.1726907630522,7.973028957937013,24.75184950327626,8.532816995589336,1.6395333333333335,989,29,191,17,19,332,141,249,0.12300000000000001,0.754,0.12300000000000001,-0.4469,0,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,5,1,17,11,1,1,7,0,21,1,1,2,3,45,35,12,0,6,9,2,2,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,14,10,0,3,7,0,0,0,12,5,0,2,3,3,26,6,35,27,2,23,0,1,1,0,20,12,0,8,10,133,40,4,0.2288983447509391,0.0,0.11168588274686306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460431398533535,0.0,0.0,0.09152496179931592,0.09523087974843296,0.0,0.0,0.07782936184466853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953430640254813,0.12640011907390164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381024803838039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764108047107012,0.2267777968744372,0.10352582875238743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195325165757626,0.0,0.0,0.0578689403658988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973504075561876,0.0,0.0,0.17684629334768126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599453578433917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183327216740013,0.10252397833998286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356228203162116,0.0,0.12092183431027892,0.11480185150772325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869481609937144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591408457165879,0.0,0.0,0.10128391604686884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730059361248948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466870064146897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141248563763525,0.0,0.13404148744887906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882702573036354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408750573753942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39672322815219146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961067046238948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331907046227419,0.0,0.0,0.12287557972417015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23165734518734826,0.09120117259895,0.10419022812032602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467353807410243,0.0,0.0,0.11666651831265727,0.09697241235213312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839798189956091,0.10003362120763086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673623278800013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443255329673007,0.3375254357142991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032491804171224,0.0,0.0,0.1162286900423212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370151464629057
lonely,mindtriplove,2019/06/30,"I don't know I've been feeling really lonely. I have a couple good friends and family but I want something romantic. I've tried dating sites but I don't know if I'll stay on them. Everytime I talk to someone I start to doubt myself a lot and my insecurities take over. Even though I really want a relationship, maybe I need to just work on myself. It's really hard. Thanks for listening to me vent",2.0073148148148117,4.215673481481481,4.38344135802469,81.66923611111113,79.61728395061728,8.494444444444445,21.23611111111111,9.188382445141503,1.825307407407408,316,9,64,9,8,110,55,81,0.136,0.664,0.2,0.4734,0,2,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,14,6,0,4,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,13,3,8,13,1,7,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,3,2,38,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23808498462096814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211982835202794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284608465778065,0.0,0.10879800383988572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624223271633204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047701939652355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927528674032352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365070588441107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829325073267284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161703384313277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954815543332873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135362662209063,0.0,0.0,0.23101542399308125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823155016273209,0.16565079409816605,0.0,0.0,0.15230065461921358,0.2293459354904334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178342120460446,0.17294801777069715,0.0,0.19810251611620106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114065156645282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608843641686706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25382938356025697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566486072179612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Illicit_action,2019/06/30,"A thought. Guys I think...I think I might be ugly...I get zero matches on dating apps and I haven't had a woman so much as look my way in a very long time. Maybe I'm thinking too much, but I had that realization and it hurt a lot. Not looking for a pat on the back, just had to vent a little.",-1.0870779220779203,0.5715658333333344,1.853809523809524,98.565,87.63636363636364,4.377489177489178,17.004329004329005,5.288315135182226,-0.8468761904761899,219,5,57,1,7,77,49,66,0.083,0.917,0.0,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,13,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,2,5,0,6,7,3,9,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,2,4,38,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783202994816525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211605661581781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22962198398384426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24825863822428065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23242930235212655,0.0,0.20522824656999794,0.3894828637730889,0.0,0.0,0.1971569721699015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329793103526565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460141008725072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34095308401711705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457852530958236,0.0,0.18410632434705496,0.13522541951705944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913455570107267,0.0,0.1840750531557148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dabomb122,2019/06/30,"Is it true that it’s bad for your health being lonely? If that’s the case then welp, I’m dying early if not from suicide",1.8922222222222231,2.6959102592592608,3.660185185185188,92.86583333333336,76.03703703703705,5.4,17.203703703703702,3.1291,-0.8018740740740742,95,1,22,0,2,32,23,27,0.185,0.617,0.19699999999999998,0.1002,0,2,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,3,3,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123252027607328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5125148149336719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5249153713396835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.540166959905127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lexnator,2019/06/30,"Should I go to? I've been feeling lonely and sad through out the past months, I want to go to a psychologist but I'm not sure if I it will help me; I feel like the psycolgist will only tell me things like ""just go outside"", ""don't be afraid of being rejected it happens to all of us"", or ""soon you'll get your opportunity in love"" I want to know if it's worth the time and money in that.",3.6232142857142833,3.227521559523812,5.290571428571429,87.05442857142859,71.5,8.624761904761906,26.323809523809523,8.238735603445708,1.2488409523809532,297,8,73,4,5,102,60,84,0.111,0.622,0.267,0.9332,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,0,1,2,9,0,1,4,0,8,1,0,0,2,17,20,6,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,2,3,2,4,0,0,1,2,10,5,11,13,1,10,0,3,0,1,6,3,0,3,6,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575723951441524,0.18196087414094045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330725363820965,0.0,0.4342631402897277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252342596079023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707229902771493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139978877058781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24887140829524615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229880665182967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033026219338091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371417350123515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431441700547287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240055882550268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226228720145684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692142855877776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852018382759552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063780320868107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004625083829471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hyruletimeparadox,2019/06/30,Am I conceited? I belive I'm unattractive because never once did anybody approach me. Not in high school or in person. I don't feel very attractive. http://imgur.com/a/kP6joyD,4.191428571428574,6.456693758620691,2.708472906403941,83.02310344827586,111.41379310344827,4.41576354679803,28.280788177339893,6.1826913282559595,2.140444334975369,145,7,19,2,7,41,25,29,0.201,0.799,0.0,-0.6729,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,2,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25011743565095823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746196890677365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335085742232164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164516450505304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369602390691323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35826152000392675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152494294901966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338543669746858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Miss_Avocado,2019/06/30,"Talked to my mom about being lonely. So tonight we were driving home from my grandma’s place, and I mentioned being lonely to my mom. Actually the conversation went like this:

Me: So... obviously not now, but... what would you feel about me joining Tinder someday?
Mom: Well, there’s a lot to consider safety-wise, like meeting in a public place, etc.
Me: Right right, I’ve seen Criminal Minds. Anyway, I just thought because (my cousin) met her fiancé there, I might try it, cause you know... I get lonely sometimes. (That was a big step for me, saying it out loud.)

Mom then talks about meeting people at the college I go to and then mentions the possibility of group therapy to meet people, being real nice and supportive about it.

Later that night, she asks if I’m lonely all the time because if so, that would make her sad. I tell her, “No, just sometimes,” to make her feel better.

Anyways, there isn’t a great conclusion to this, but I realized something today. Even though I don’t have any friends, or really anyone in my life except for family, that is more than what some people have, and I should be grateful for that. Of course, it won’t solve everything going on with me, but it’s a start. I’m not completely alone even if I frequently feel like I am. I just wanted to share my little anecdote, sorry if it makes no sense and doesn’t help anyone, I think I just wanted to share it. Have a nice day.",3.111299019607845,5.151191845588237,4.100588235294119,85.84931372549022,75.39705882352942,6.73921568627451,23.465686274509807,7.645422480735847,1.1119186274509816,1090,33,212,15,24,352,154,272,0.061,0.787,0.153,0.9782,0,9,1,0,0,0,59.0,1,2,0,2,21,17,0,0,10,0,19,1,0,4,2,47,41,19,0,9,15,5,3,3,1,5,1,2,1,0,16,8,0,0,8,0,0,5,8,5,1,0,6,6,33,12,27,26,5,27,0,5,1,0,31,11,0,8,14,146,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.10154734016121617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777455532592496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076422272351082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552204351958434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728185270840853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686775918254445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920324242339432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689806463012856,0.0,0.0,0.10910470561786463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671099532062182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605416815765805,0.13746101425318807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352222568632376,0.0,0.09809830499260064,0.0,0.15784726308043914,0.07434033178593588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039633239739784,0.0,0.054366943184602314,0.0,0.11827914868678599,0.0,0.0,0.11472628123603774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974908095275427,0.0,0.10438044969940154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718853689124581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350050414209464,0.15251506527473066,0.10429524288387357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846790869576797,0.0,0.0,0.20838214522819945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039098832936438,0.10507071957343543,0.4874942539528441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765305979410993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164258594275625,0.0,0.21744065638267648,0.0,0.0,0.11731177324823433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184428178559053,0.06666336340297989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773297704410213,0.0,0.08275251834249134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011030702970523,0.20583557796670135,0.11648641073161115,0.07365405200013689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808581179063628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727862826397225,0.0909528394322948,0.0,0.11900143399183175,0.0,0.0,0.06667730900705082,0.10223821123325988,0.08261184635465399,0.06067809794153683,0.0,0.09863650957127823,0.0,0.0,0.07064976391184323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275431555204434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356224453509432,0.09646446399071233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478421724587876,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,islude20,2019/06/30,"I'm so bad with girls they won't even casually talk to me LOL How fucking pathetic is it that I'm 23 years old, a pretty decent looking guy, and that I haven't had a real relationship in about two years now and still haven't recovered from it even though I literally have no feelings for this girl or talk to her anymore. I've come to realization that I'm just so bad with girls that even talking to them about casual things they just have no fucking interest in me. Like even interest as a friend. It's just pathetic and I can't figure out why this happens too often. I have like 2-3 female friends who actually do like me for who I am, but it's like every girl I meet through them shows no interest in me whatsoever. When I try to talk to females at parties, bars, etc they just have no interest in me at all. Even if I'm in class it'll just be like talking to a wall... Like is it possible that a man can just not be good with women? It hurts my ego and confidence whenever this happens too, so I know for a fact that I'm gonna be hurt by this for a while.

Fuck.",2.989080396475772,3.742275757709252,4.810085352422906,85.84614124449341,73.3612334801762,8.670594713656389,26.96283039647577,9.017664075816787,1.8518196035242296,835,29,191,17,16,286,117,227,0.146,0.669,0.185,0.8241,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,5,0,24,22,3,0,7,1,18,4,0,1,2,27,33,15,0,1,10,0,1,6,2,3,0,0,0,7,20,9,1,0,3,4,0,1,9,7,0,1,1,2,20,15,28,26,2,17,0,2,1,3,24,9,3,3,13,130,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.11223703544101876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406294461472732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206370739873946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990743437828351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827096961781234,0.3798281841749789,0.0,0.096904223058333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815451470713305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771900266986962,0.3189856622337613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646825408893173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388190433440587,0.2034129325945408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462496490792152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320866535442983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371400719970216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658276063675612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120687805142408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966096040336844,0.0,0.11701054709062968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309110679247964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348195185594993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185029820747108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622193279307357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641016541670989,0.0,0.11300063319626318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808693013016671,0.0,0.11235192818366453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378221095831693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481304406244632
lonely,maxipadsforeveryone,2019/06/30,"I’m so lonely yet I don’t like hanging out with people??? Well the only people I hang out with are my mom, brother, and dad so I don’t know if that’s part of it. Every conversation I have with someone irl is awkward and I don’t enjoy it. Social interaction is tiring and the anxiety I get is excruciating. I feel like i’m socially broken and can’t be fixed.

I fantasize about having a bf/gf or maybe even just a friend. I can’t see this ever happening. I just wish I was normal.",0.4301871657754006,2.510218970588234,3.759696969696972,84.62318181818183,84.78431372549021,6.454188948306596,20.057040998217467,7.686295010490155,0.8694196078431369,373,11,79,7,11,136,67,102,0.136,0.695,0.16899999999999998,0.5018,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,4,0,13,1,0,0,1,18,21,8,0,3,4,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,1,0,1,2,12,5,7,19,1,6,0,1,1,0,8,2,0,2,4,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623616009743227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018129394494974,0.19198155416336726,0.17881979198770065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731398379630228,0.1516229741016577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639746653278332,0.0,0.11088567161903304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876814918183076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664053468232577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737767540820504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132217446728208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485707517913673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794832091823331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614166740546194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298332299528017,0.0,0.2942784146960405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912632401084884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327001246821967,0.17982869259478493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439365276434708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908275822723917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24406339393727405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,drakeshousekeeper,2019/06/30,"I feel really alone all of a sudden? I don't know if this is the place for this, or if this is weird to share. I'm just really not good right now and I feel as if I have no where else to express it, so I'm here.

Today two of my classmates from high school had graduation parties. Even though I had wanted to go before but today I just ended up not going to either. Suddenly I just lost the feeling for being around people (even though the last thing I really want is to be alone). As soon as I got home from the doctor earlier in the day I locked my door, went in bed and slept. When I'd wake up, I just went right back to sleep. Before falling asleep the first time, I just felt really really gross in my own skin because of some past things. And I felt like maybe i was too disgusting to be around people? And i started thinking about who my ""real friends"" were, because for some reason I just don't feel ""in place"" with the people I've been around in high school. All of that culminated into me feeling repulsive and like no one cares about me.

Idk. I think I just feel really drowned out. And I guess part of me thought that if I went to the parties I'd be drowned out too? Because I would be out of place? I think I'm just really lost right now?

I just wanted to put all this out somewhere. I know it's all in my head and I'm not making things better for myself but sometimes it just hurts so much and drains so much energy that I believe it.",2.1020792079207915,3.5697257821782173,3.5070970297029684,91.50547722772279,76.65676567656766,6.696184818481848,20.37082508250825,7.404127859558343,0.385259379537954,1124,25,253,14,25,369,140,303,0.151,0.755,0.094,-0.9635,0,4,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,31,13,1,0,9,0,17,7,6,2,4,66,51,24,2,8,21,0,9,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,15,17,0,0,15,0,0,7,7,6,0,3,15,9,34,7,43,30,11,48,0,3,0,0,4,25,0,8,18,178,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219683745189585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220120609140791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639224396343288,0.0,0.15202725847332588,0.0,0.1414763444095089,0.09365992338645293,0.0,0.0735224207058459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475737213892125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361247684441008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850878774416813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944510085362225,0.0,0.07362919790623132,0.0,0.0,0.1098141943418212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522005256314032,0.0,0.1596371738191036,0.0,0.0,0.07071100029613878,0.0,0.0,0.06422663558989956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449027777833843,0.06972615542833108,0.066487280125411,0.0,0.09157792809483463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531616507371366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756644697514737,0.08338695193725393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899322097215889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137300693464112,0.06776268225890536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812270015083998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814941362936697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055490442187742885,0.0,0.08351604357639356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222137913953456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633156900156405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002253535395732,0.07935773740776199,0.17289725029962674,0.0,0.2605619196200562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356939630660458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946210290174667,0.3727899513029491,0.08547228881782097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129796996054699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826557808390136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319081757928386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221846857488975,0.0,0.05884039503380899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568519210180102,0.15980054437842453,0.16335114153675726,0.06599655473090796,0.048474227226134745,0.0,0.15759652131343174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120669417303886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709806635975115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311892019706237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059053722055342005,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dc15_19,2019/06/30,"Lonely. (15M) Honestly I just want to try to get a girlfriend, because I'm pretty fucking lonely.",0.576666666666668,3.0469242105263166,3.6484210526315803,80.18561403508772,96.36842105263159,4.63859649122807,27.385964912280702,6.42735559955562,1.8676175438596487,76,4,12,1,3,27,16,19,0.23199999999999998,0.439,0.32899999999999996,0.2975,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33339845327348816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.505620391632284,0.28574406742494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5564160931005966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713240016867338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32258864822236283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,oops_y,2019/06/30,"why i have no one. why should i even care about being alone anymore? despite being with people, i feel alone. i have a boyfriend, but he just sits on reddit and doesn’t talk to me :,) even when he invites me over to hang out. my family ignores or makes fun of me when i’m with them. i am a waste of oxygen and space. why am i here living if i’m so fucking sad? there’s so many more people deserving of the life i have, who would be a much better version of me. they wouldn’t be as god damn weird as me that’s for fucking sure. i really just want people to be happy. i want no one to feel as sad as i do right now. no one gives a shit about me, but that’s okay. even on the subreddit meant for lonely people, still no one gives a flying fuck. i still somehow give a fuck about everyone else tho and i might as well stop here because you probably aren’t gonna even read all of this. i’ve made comments on posts and everything, but i usually get no responses, which ig is why i get so personal in these posts. i know no one’s gonna read them all and care. i’m done now. ok bye i really hope you’re having a good morning, day, afternoon, evening, or night here’s an amazing picture of a dog so he will always be there if you’re lonely and thank you if you read this all because that completely means the world to me https://previews.123rf.com/images/sinnawin/sinnawin1307/sinnawin130700101/21461789-adorable-little-cool-dude-dog-wearing-sunglasses-sitting-looking-at-the-camera-isolated-on-white.jpg

please be happy 💞",4.488193473193469,6.633757860139863,4.281975524475524,85.5878350815851,71.7972027972028,6.724708624708625,21.357226107226104,7.492282038375204,0.5336205128205127,1212,27,241,14,24,369,147,286,0.193,0.622,0.185,-0.1803,1,6,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,3,3,1,28,26,6,0,12,2,23,6,1,2,4,40,50,26,0,9,10,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,2,5,3,0,1,9,12,1,5,3,2,30,14,29,33,6,24,0,4,0,4,17,9,6,8,12,157,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300105901497574,0.0,0.0,0.07351152550283704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761617953949248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771064754130218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813547013761518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015068209463472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926298262665323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697630795155404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040933978931362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380232522078035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917607860400398,0.0,0.0,0.08441905074041155,0.07940031063119551,0.0,0.08328539907648158,0.0,0.08934148454298882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267003746302673,0.09231500095826403,0.2542505931790295,0.0,0.07410101412572083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809339402695785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774819992535192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04855303175673379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062401881666137575,0.0,0.0,0.07801174810305607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359577661907573,0.05897210329663018,0.08956967967821355,0.0,0.09623544790114898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372187947744676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649449843207891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290738618374112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993300264919559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24499389089688675,0.07714092423889421,0.0,0.09697813839978882,0.0,0.0,0.16922342035198096,0.0,0.09525267702550004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651118012419835,0.0,0.11319430698046165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544759271470444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068661032063716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411075655759047,0.07386179087005862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326571218284222,0.0,0.0,0.07100972495387249,0.0,0.08133776474230835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973014003108368,0.0,0.10421833649300576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943428660856526,0.0,0.3188765942889863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275895559302931,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HelplessUsername,2019/06/30,"July 4th is coming up and idk if I’m that excited for it..kinda just want to stay home. It’ll be my 1 yr anniversary with the love of my life but honestly, idk how it’s going to go. There have been so many issues recently. 

We haven’t talked all day...We agreed on plans to see each other today(didn’t happen) and tomorrow(isn’t happening). Last week we didn’t talk and last weekend we didn’t hang out or speak w/ one another. I don’t know if I’m looking forward to it or not because we’d probably have an amazing time but it’ll be back to the same crap starting the day after, or I’ll ruin the day because I can’t let go of what’s happening now or what’s been happening.",2.4937062937062957,3.6745883006993054,4.580699300699301,85.37566433566434,75.08391608391608,8.276923076923078,25.58741258741259,8.841846274778883,1.7670615384615385,529,18,116,11,11,183,92,143,0.08,0.799,0.121,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,4,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,5,0,16,3,1,1,1,25,32,13,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,8,10,0,0,1,1,0,6,6,2,0,1,4,3,8,4,13,22,3,22,0,1,2,1,8,4,1,6,13,69,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197180485812512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877535889244925,0.0,0.18832293521024168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305938603714046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29885473151848346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633609586673722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.546377576466635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549426961791952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122310479198254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489085956221742,0.2518219564477985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795266785516618,0.1091043994838388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297131259356913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941222900310585,0.0,0.0,0.15660499094459704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467063465366117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654122998561313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251723285718194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308996232726092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933232644895652,0.16464095148818916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24830896734990585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007077590834421,0.0,0.1464163718272088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911084627151904,0.0,0.12390387075919986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,interstellarjourney_,2019/06/30,":/ oh what a crazy ride this life has been, i’m only eighteen and already want to die. i feel so lonely and exhausted of everything. i’ve been on a couple of dates and every girl that i went out with ghosts me. oh i’m also an 18 year old virgin, never made any physical contact with a girl even holding hands i never experienced. i just want to experience love with that one special girl but i don’t think that is ever going to happen. i seem to think i’m pretty normal i mean i like tech, video games, philosophy, music, and i really enjoy meaningful conversations but can’t match that same energy with anyone… i don’t know what to do anymore it seems like i’m over reacting but i’m not i feel sooo lonely it’s killing me. everyone around me seems to be falling in love or at least had some experience with a girl but me nothing just a lonely guy. i don’t know if it has to do with my personality, i’m an infp btw. i know i’m still young and have plenty of opportunities to meet new people but idk just feel so damn lonely. also what makes it harder is i have no social media so it’s harder to find and meet new people. sorry for this long rant just felt that i needed to get this out. 

another lonely week with just me and my music..",1.5180859375000004,3.5659679492187517,3.8911000000000016,85.40390000000002,80.4453125,6.596000000000001,19.224375,7.699297019823105,0.6443155000000003,969,23,201,16,25,336,135,256,0.165,0.7,0.135,-0.7626,0,10,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,0,1,15,15,2,0,7,0,16,6,1,3,3,58,47,19,3,5,13,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,6,16,17,0,1,15,2,0,4,8,8,0,1,6,6,22,7,28,40,3,23,0,5,0,3,14,7,1,6,14,125,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639421001293847,0.1976836295642053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405133656245319,0.12960398624516367,0.0,0.0,0.12257667245423785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002902412168288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367595816742642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827590968938388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163575835739546,0.11180207660882778,0.104137213442761,0.11810382951976235,0.11108251832206248,0.2418064394029605,0.0,0.0,0.18748560959220628,0.0,0.11867410970742595,0.0,0.11296694867352852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457520571285187,0.0,0.07024397465253658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238211921683945,0.10929789904958168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674361989157902,0.0,0.20377979620611425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873013985512859,0.12076813761607118,0.0,0.0,0.10938093688868897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310525743604145,0.1169520536395376,0.0825030745202747,0.0,0.0,0.13463518995996546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164685050886172,0.1906538337006918,0.2387447386943521,0.0,0.0,0.1211004578397859,0.11859626098482268,0.0,0.1296960166172297,0.0,0.08375366012503344,0.09400236099370167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137551577571855,0.10792159453820993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574428577891905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918047536057211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375587717552456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599328279007976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835859614553336,0.0,0.0,0.09870606055481032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839407894939914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580340027575125,0.0,0.0991434007644962,0.0,0.0,0.11457720889381298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959349358486732
lonely,Insanity290,2019/06/30,"Missing being loved, cuddled and I wanna be happy I dont know what to feel about this because I have so much to say, i want to talk about how I miss late calls with my loved one and knowing they care about me, I want to talk about how I miss being hugged (I’m 5’11 and chubby) I’m legit a tall care bear. And another thing would be how I wanna be just somebody’s who cares and would love me for  me.  I feel like I’m demanding too much but i’m willing to work for it. I just want to get out of this depressed/staying in bed all day feeling because now i’m just having trouble for motivating myself just to do the lawn. I want to be happy and stop being paranoid.  I think right now as in a few days i’m just gunna grab some chocolate milk, some pineapple, some baked potatoes and just get in a food coma.",1.919598997493736,3.3019141637426936,3.3887761069340026,92.5217105263158,76.953216374269,5.587468671679199,22.740601503759397,5.773587663045528,0.1947724310776944,626,18,140,3,14,206,94,171,0.083,0.711,0.20600000000000002,0.9549,0,0,0,1,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,17,14,0,0,4,0,14,9,0,4,1,39,41,13,0,8,7,0,4,1,0,3,1,1,3,0,6,9,3,1,7,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,5,18,10,24,31,7,12,0,3,0,5,9,6,0,3,7,95,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357671793656807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166935158704636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398146792429138,0.0,0.41880932933790666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766092624529012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047386947412892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769861533938905,0.09781850932658373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556900430452987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430742427750901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29151621775501424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504996626966448,0.0,0.1544561986743339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689413394055359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707376780425448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130974071999255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278322360532984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693231961011435,0.0,0.10888743422066197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594273042356676,0.0,0.11447456739477703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201085960457488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096619947065328,0.08773534925508131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32304521306905776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968227867457334,0.0,0.0,0.194533715119338,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NewRedditFriendz,2019/06/30,"[19M] looking for friends in Metro Vancouver, Canada. Hi there!

If  you're looking for a friend in Vancouver, Canada, please message me. I'm down to earth and like trying new things. Interests: Foods (I  love trying new foods), movies, history, politics, billiards, cycling, travelling. I'm seeking IRL friends.",4.203901098901098,7.580214884615388,4.099450549450552,78.90269230769233,82.84615384615384,7.586813186813187,34.35164835164835,8.418075326091056,3.827826373626373,242,14,36,6,7,74,40,52,0.0,0.659,0.341,0.9622,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,6,5,0,6,0,0,2,1,6,3,0,1,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5119419135961729,0.0,0.4906430956195206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341884666678748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35552502508936845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105443591987334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088943658637282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323671200571924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063444551470106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28744112935527405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ND_BiGZ,2019/06/30,I hate being alone If I died right now it would be weeks before anyone knew. I've pushed everyone away in my life like the lonely asshole I am. I really hate my life and myself.,0.8893243243243241,3.0897411081081114,3.006689189189192,89.98138513513516,83.86486486486487,5.8621621621621625,14.655405405405405,7.1686216300943375,-0.14434594594594552,139,2,29,2,4,47,30,37,0.35200000000000004,0.591,0.057,-0.9186,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,7,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,2,3,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810540347911049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897458883432184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25495792346132146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309130528305802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816357647743379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593024865707039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5358368195452577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833486148162629,0.13257604986094118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738444403736386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317456572315067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176739776334513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277109961700514,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FafDuPlesis,2019/06/30,"Life is very lonely. Need some help. Hey Redditors!

Mustering up a lot of courage to share this. Life has been very lonely over the past 6-7 years. I am an international student in the US. Grew up in a society in which people didnt really care about you and treated you like dirt unless you had a certain name for yourself or had a bunch of money. 

After having moved to the US, I made it my life`s purpose to make a name for myself, which i did, not to feel cocky but to be accepted in my society. Ambition was, has been life. Awards, scholarships, fame, everything. People back home now `respect` me but this ambition has come at a cost. In the process of making something out of myself, i never gave anybody any time here in the US. 

One of the most popular guys in the city but got no real friends. Everyone knows me, but nobody KNOWS me. People look at my public life and think I have it all when in reality, it is faaar from it. Everyone else, who has not done 5-10% of the work I have, seems to be happy and satisfied and content. All these awards and accolades seem to mean nothing. I look at my wall, full of stuff about ME. And not a single group photo or photos with other friends. 

The ones who ARE my real friends seem to be married or are in a relationship. The ones that are single have a gang on friends who always do stuff together. And all i do is work my ass off, keep hustling, hit the gym and back again. 

Life has gotten so busy that I cant turn back now. Making decent money but I HAVE to be on the grind because I have to support my parents and my sister back home, gotta have this `tunnel vision` that people speak of, but I only continue to feel lonely. VERY. It has been over 5 or 6 years now, dont even have people to talk to as i cant relate to them and they cant relate to me.

Hoping that I can make some friends on Reddit, planning on joining r/penpals and stuff. It doesnt matter if people remain anonymous, I just want some human connection, even if it is just chatting with people online. Do you have any suggestions, Reddit or otherwise? 

Thanks, you all! Means a lot.",2.7056638655462204,4.313554423529413,4.16642016806723,86.81917647058826,75.3529411764706,7.021848739495798,23.672268907563023,7.760100539840176,1.112603361344538,1630,49,336,23,35,541,204,425,0.044000000000000004,0.795,0.16,0.9947,1,6,1,0,0,0,63.0,3,5,2,5,17,23,0,0,23,0,45,6,1,5,6,71,76,28,0,5,19,2,2,1,5,1,5,1,2,2,24,15,0,1,11,2,4,3,11,3,0,3,13,5,40,20,55,57,14,43,0,3,2,1,35,24,1,17,17,248,64,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298916437812678,0.0,0.0,0.10295833619575907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23283709745170594,0.0,0.0461465303355167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718205308399337,0.0,0.0,0.06520957192317806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746824360334098,0.08872082242241261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323833933551408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999938368988563,0.0,0.0,0.1446707962420937,0.06803503510248447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655324001468326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924314117113577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060544878333873314,0.0,0.0,0.07495573473310788,0.0,0.08058495340534436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050740678337818985,0.0,0.15186823254464935,0.07518801645286782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728638614969844,0.0,0.0,0.08320640545714926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208184584569171,0.03698360734921858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713928219573642,0.0,0.0,0.12871629667470885,0.0,0.07162996657677727,0.2021235980544004,0.0,0.0,0.1649208176645493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045801427380063,0.0,0.056131214754465635,0.058385155757103326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263699906165404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389054801712576,0.05757390115500007,0.0,0.0,0.08405682587133524,0.0,0.07226501892003385,0.3673700229946153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232826125185113,0.048495897481989216,0.0,0.0,0.08127437349890419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674560887190796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058278206178681964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25997805667588925,0.0,0.08590441781430104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084546888354837,0.0,0.0696951641046401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048506042553447135,0.0,0.0,0.04414176943618379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234077748481125,0.0,0.0,0.2731763744997783,0.0,0.0,0.1873833667598296,0.044650317645220934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022222837811052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749771992521168
lonely,Amy28145,2019/06/30,"17/femboy/australia Minecraft pro, hmu to play Hiya I love minecraft and I only recently got back into the game, if you can prove to me that you're not a creepy reddit nub then I'm sure we'll have a fantastic time. Warning: I only play survival on HARD <3",1.1157232704402524,3.4815719245283065,2.326698113207545,94.1144496855346,84.47169811320755,5.042767295597487,22.040880503144656,6.42735559955562,0.3921220125786165,204,7,43,2,6,65,44,53,0.08199999999999999,0.649,0.26899999999999996,0.8851,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,6,6,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,4,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,4,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833400064271306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947088140850523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330087603643038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33256950120040224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5604945157564943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638316410151408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34729003875303016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486488832987455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MainerJest,2019/06/30,"Seeings I need this too here it is.... You are amazing
You are majestic af
Smile
Breathe
Repeat",2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,81.22222222222223,5.822222222222222,31.222222222222207,7.1686216300943375,2.043688888888889,74,4,14,1,2,23,16,18,0.0,0.7040000000000001,0.29600000000000004,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6812085546370433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7320894105840559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheSoulWanderer11,2019/06/30,18yo male religious Catholic. Feeling very isolated and alone. I wish I had close friendships with people who understand me. I feel like I don’t fit in with very many people. Chronic loneliness and social isolation have been very constant themes in my life throughout highschool and my religion is he only thing that got me through and it made me more faithful because of that. I think that’s why a lot of people just aren’t interested in me. Now I’m just existing through the summer before college. Please seek the light in your darkness friends. We can’t just let this destroy us. We gotta get through this together,4.798260869565219,7.190958608695656,4.4915217391304365,83.34336956521744,71.6086956521739,7.730434782608696,33.23913043478261,8.548686976883017,2.8794521739130436,500,25,88,9,10,152,82,115,0.129,0.69,0.18100000000000002,0.682,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,8,2,0,1,0,19,18,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,3,15,4,11,12,2,9,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,4,55,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035719993178776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204032030833272,0.0,0.15639683734553309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861815404751684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586553462470085,0.13130388112459032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420003142084185,0.0,0.09602581093630384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699843113308347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794383679599824,0.12982053249723138,0.0897934293962485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625676517262785,0.0,0.17391219536088295,0.0,0.18634027053293276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397851210027331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822629605742512,0.0,0.0,0.2017527874401042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873568503404175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210587877364433,0.11776903929860714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133809168479554,0.2210839274884602,0.0,0.0,0.4549527836563407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584727962603965,0.0,0.21135630041736214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Itsyaboicammers,2019/06/30,"Does anyone miss physical contact? i really miss intimacy. even just a hug feels incredible, its like lightning is sparking through my body. i turned 20 a couple of weeks ago and i feel so incredibly lonely and low, ive been struggling with depression for years but ive never felt alone. one of my best friend helped me wash my hair for the first time in weeks (pretty disgusting i know lol but ive been so low lately i have no energy) and it felt so incredibly good, shes such a star and i dont know what id do without her. but it made me realize, i have no physical intimate contact with anyone, im still a virgin and ive never had a girlfriend and i feel like its too late for me now. i feel like i wont ever find anyone that will love me for me and not because theres no better options , i feel like im an incredibly boring and dull person and thats why im lonely, and even if i did find someone they'd get bored of me and leave. dont get me wrong i do have friends, and i love them but they're not people i can be like ""intimate"" with. does any of this make sense? im sorry if im rambling a little, i've drunk quite alot and just feel like crap.",-0.028504816417701306,2.1261390323886644,2.4936674577690923,92.35437246963563,87.82591093117409,5.674103029456933,18.638698869188886,7.0983637204850245,0.25786818372190456,899,25,204,14,29,309,130,247,0.174,0.601,0.225,0.9733,0,5,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,4,13,28,2,1,9,1,22,9,3,2,3,47,41,22,0,2,11,0,9,6,3,2,1,0,0,1,8,16,1,0,13,1,0,0,11,14,0,2,7,9,33,14,14,30,2,17,0,8,0,4,13,4,1,4,19,122,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803709770419477,0.0,0.0,0.09390384594567977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165678576913493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901897834099871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526986623940873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514960283000937,0.08018774525338065,0.0,0.10071078815006812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003215008116048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809150200687465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586869056511362,0.0,0.21252249962390046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976962342300887,0.08201364746761512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750642771000556,0.2590905819083632,0.17410940641346573,0.0,0.16573630445914986,0.07712144980976744,0.0,0.0,0.14009846367191434,0.0,0.0947397099789538,0.0,0.0,0.07604732182791245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060772293913280165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896805192362002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996566126736331,0.0,0.2045530374025612,0.09600344337367507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657724014846115,0.09087232502158753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366132442736986,0.08579146996853992,0.0605210410569952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985622431849568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614384219324472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285720069666717,0.07916707700848533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224110891089683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643569739452693,0.0,0.0,0.05808371176557733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682200023487998,0.0,0.0,0.10149447552835464,0.0,0.0,0.07240692032566498,0.0,0.0,0.09478501366575708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286875686146602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861984692122744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545547212846405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181301995456097,0.0,0.0,0.08739991791621238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913031892747642,0.0,0.05838668584327324
lonely,heyyallitspauladeen,2019/06/30,Is there life after moving? I’m struggling a lot lately. I’m very introverted but in my old city I had a really wonderful group of friends but now I live 3 hours away from them. I’ve tried to make friends with my coworkers and this weekend I’ve come to the realization that I can’t be more to them than a coworker. It just seems like all I do is embarrass people I meet now and I feel like I can’t be myself. Trying not to throw pity parties but coming home to an empty house to do puzzles every night is getting old.  I crave connection on some level 😕,2.7581513409961715,4.054449163793105,4.5935632183908055,85.08553639846745,74.60344827586206,7.914176245210728,24.95785440613027,8.515128840125781,1.5582118773946363,437,14,93,8,9,149,81,116,0.057,0.725,0.218,0.9693,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,2,5,0,10,1,0,1,1,18,19,5,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,3,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,1,13,4,14,16,4,17,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,5,11,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477773163175225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204901862200422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673509057778054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406043248128146,0.1328971492212134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28744675001508657,0.0,0.09719100772795083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659943890784572,0.0,0.18319832766801072,0.21464924999933468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984564807496872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139580133881418,0.1817660023961452,0.0,0.16426453629530796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815281665792127,0.0,0.0,0.12417392813173578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977164027996004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745729800713792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904063924900788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896713912306193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917314250445488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935125916175095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944749672070772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525991475010344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349109120090826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017374706166226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pimpadelic128,2019/06/30,Anyone wanna meet up in San Jose Me and my friend r chill af and we just need cool ppl to be around. If ur goofy and stupid we’re the people for you.,-1.2491176470588243,0.6060708529411762,0.5661764705882355,106.14279411764707,90.47058823529413,3.4000000000000004,8.5,3.1291,-2.4352705882352943,115,0,31,0,4,37,31,34,0.09,0.765,0.145,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,6,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099814070328596,0.0,0.0,0.5219654420253007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530035543670845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347624567058008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40649318467671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Provyghost78,2019/06/30,"I dont know anymore.. Im stressed beyond belief, i work 60 hours a week, 6 days a week. I have a few friends but they all live hours away from me. Ive given up on my interest (sports and motorsports). I dont find them enjoyable as i once did when i was younger. Im on 20mg of anti depressants. Im a 30/m/pa. Ill be 2 years single this December, came out of a 6 yr relationship. I dont sleep around, never been my thing. Tired of coming home to a literal empty apartment ( i have a couple things but definitely not furnished). I have my cat, who i adopted last February. All i wanna do is die and give up on this entire life. Theres nothing in this world worth living. Suicide is never the answer and i dont have the balls to do it. Im an introvert, nothing in this world seems interesting. Not fond of going on vacations or going anywhere. I dont go ice skating anymore, seeing smiling happy people/couples just makes me sad. Just wish i could end all of it..",0.3448260869565232,2.5521075000000017,3.0233043478260875,88.87491304347826,86.5,5.878260869565217,22.195652173913047,7.255503002510835,0.9239130434782612,740,27,157,12,23,258,125,200,0.18899999999999997,0.677,0.134,-0.9129999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,1,34.0,0,0,2,1,6,9,0,1,10,0,19,4,1,1,5,28,31,8,2,3,7,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,9,7,0,0,5,2,1,5,9,3,0,0,5,1,22,6,22,24,5,31,1,2,1,0,6,15,0,2,11,100,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919468641793844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614904339469487,0.0,0.0,0.09092200622211703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068324614114636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336190896166855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726586497140751,0.21415635066011168,0.0,0.06241098220272314,0.0,0.08335098135525756,0.0,0.10043574410060548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5670898384745194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571270776134103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884493399912309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747670625696889,0.0,0.0,0.09283407914871396,0.16499604360386275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030173232446704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707183625182406,0.0,0.1906050540031868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41812848548151904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053184253416952286,0.07888342052807576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835407322975763,0.0,0.0,0.17090576759038156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645971461055814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492755709137396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857138062540835,0.0,0.0,0.10306075220944654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389865666522076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711604975207244,0.08809907358032522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968435136925038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085386040245042,0.0,0.0,0.10585463868718506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858419263771842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122704589082777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552519292602733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128489275459667,0.0,0.0,0.07045235152312349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062319041612101764
lonely,GrilledCheeseDolphin,2019/06/30,Does anyone else go to be early because they feel like there is no reason to stay awake any more? I’m just lonely and sad. I’d rather go to bed than play around with my phone for another hour.,2.7499186991869915,3.689334073170734,3.554634146341467,93.91943089430895,74.12195121951221,6.442276422764228,18.54471544715447,6.42735559955562,-0.2767626016260163,151,2,35,1,3,48,37,41,0.172,0.7240000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.4877,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,7,5,1,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033064683229863,0.3134908949901899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904329612088746,0.3063249972235829,0.0,0.26614225569848715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822463037871022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616263072635362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24974691526616816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511656990695257,0.21358067293991775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398174256744921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29442032680228203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460592094595908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073858373103128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186569371087657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,C0racle,2019/06/30,"New discord server for y'all [https://discord.gg/RJX8Nu](https://discord.gg/RJX8Nu)

Not necessarily trying to enforce too much PC stuff just don't be an asshole and all that basic stuff, don't have many members yet but if we try to build it up it'll be nice, the more the merrier!",8.940952380952384,10.107027448979592,7.637142857142859,69.39952380952383,60.224489795918366,8.982312925170069,30.619047619047624,8.841846274778883,2.290831292517007,231,7,39,3,3,70,41,49,0.036000000000000004,0.8109999999999999,0.154,0.7969,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,6,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327442146076257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23742102371345875,0.0,0.0,0.3119276371599561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7394496016022895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385525445574915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alex_stergiou-,2019/06/30,"Made a cool discord server for us lonely people Its not just for talking about deppresing stuff tho , we can also have some fun on there https://discord.gg/uJdQPXd",15.619999999999996,12.502625814814815,11.547407407407407,60.36333333333334,50.111111111111114,12.281481481481485,41.81481481481481,8.841846274778883,3.976437037037036,135,4,19,1,1,38,26,27,0.159,0.6709999999999999,0.171,0.1027,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,4,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435348840812236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064788802056119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29781660765819745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917661997528049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452800446424959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167317167751712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Idohaveaname,2019/06/30,"Losing interest in my hobbies makes me feel lonely. Video games, writing, media in general... I’ve lost some of my interest in these things. Before it was enough, but somehow now it isn’t. These things keep me company as much as my friends.

I so desperately want to just plunge myself into a hobby, something that will take my time and make my heart swell with pride at the end of the day, but I spend most of my time searching, and when I dedicate time I feel hollow and pointless about it, like I am just pretending. When I feel happy (and it does happen fairly often, usually related to my interests or just a mood), I’m met with the thought that it’s a temporary thing, or that it’s a superficial emotion. In retrospect, when I look back on how I’ve felt, it feels like there may be a lot of this kind of thing. 

I’m 21, school has been a little rough but I’m getting there. I have time until September to get a job and work in the meantime, my mother suggests I do 40 hours to get a taste of what “real life” will be like. I am afraid of working though, because I spend most of my freetime now on reddit, or youtube, just reading and listening to interesting or mindless things. I know I can do it, but I know that work will increase these tendencies even more in my decreased freetime.

No true hobbies I care about. I’ve always dreamed I can turn something I like into my career, slowly, while I go through work and school, but it feels like I don’t even like anything enough. 

Maybe working and entertaining myself with a few friends and maybe a girlfriend one day would be enough. But even if I could be content with such a life, I feel so empty about everything. I feel I lack vitality. I was diagnosed with hypothyroidism before, and a new doctor told me I was either fine in the first place or cured. I felt he took something away from me in a way, because that condition gave me a physical and medical reason why I feel the way I do, but no more. I went to a therapist and he said I was fine enough and didn’t have much anxiety, which was my reason for coming in, and it may be true, but I just wanted someone to talk to about my existential thoughts, not a medication. I didn’t have the heart to say it at the time, I felt like a pretender then too.


I don’t know what this is. Maybe when I get my own house and start working full time it will become clear what I need to do. My mother wants the best for me and can tell I’m down and stagnant in my life but she doesn’t know how she can help me, so she just pushes me towards work and school. It’s probably for the best, but I am ashamed I have so little passion for my life I have resulted in the default options instead of creating something unique for myself, I am tearing up about this part, so I guess I care about being unique.

I am not sure why I am making this post. Lately my interests, which have always been there to give me reasons for living, have felt hollow. I guess I am wondering if I’m depressed.",5.911750897961247,5.372006739565947,6.342513279708606,81.91972631152935,66.74624373956594,9.531056811858148,31.674052714119487,8.927757054556999,2.364474234835838,2323,81,485,34,33,754,248,599,0.062,0.76,0.17800000000000002,0.9973,1,2,4,0,0,0,68.0,0,0,0,13,39,36,0,2,28,0,51,12,2,9,4,106,107,52,0,9,26,2,13,7,3,7,8,3,0,0,35,26,1,1,22,7,2,6,10,6,0,2,22,18,79,29,63,71,21,59,0,4,1,1,23,25,0,19,32,351,114,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011766164952808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04602305496855152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049507435723536025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056523306980883425,0.046260150401008816,0.0,0.07334726148606102,0.06644317676855853,0.10238528141303983,0.0,0.12627066562522965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267644367675555,0.0,0.0,0.051823436003402515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04803372017829486,0.0,0.0,0.07759782812986046,0.0,0.05181664265955322,0.0610622211111534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157740584170233,0.052647359018342985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767310788917043,0.053284852526478056,0.2486498753816761,0.0,0.119207460841891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054068891784422764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433539627849593,0.08595816288704179,0.231056252317935,0.0,0.0,0.05117297661693832,0.0,0.0,0.0929605890869011,0.0,0.12572670704213104,0.05771198164272325,0.03419092330067743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254840557758396,0.0,0.05320023677211561,0.06404257921764785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258231859500012,0.04032469803216951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924653682415815,0.06941779903913466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970058037919158,0.053473924512755525,0.0,0.06264849804930303,0.13225180601895856,0.0,0.06786430899409295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997417567407544,0.20574162450055408,0.1205943968876884,0.05312332826618156,0.0,0.05052014804016342,0.06730485031339296,0.06567291619246499,0.0511467915413947,0.0,0.0,0.1204739469945807,0.0,0.18131964731832656,0.0,0.0,0.1212119003807712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845061943125818,0.04460867216009665,0.0,0.05810393766523645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04076669897526388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651485776947369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285551500303976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05761767636464584,0.0,0.06486381029654151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060177351860780624,0.06847647021118254,0.0,0.1855668036975595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722695566758156,0.047842498682138704,0.0,0.18265864837143206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050974280584492535,0.1852597279339312,0.0,0.0,0.04258231599873071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056701097836740315,0.0,0.045233638570461636,0.04835519034687618,0.05258342812803555,0.0,0.0,0.06985164083331863,0.1998417131160609,0.0,0.0591079472161499,0.09552234130189953,0.2104824272867147,0.0,0.0,0.05748648188831752,0.06684116396101518,0.0,0.0654379700189045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662589206774772,0.0,0.10645367593018522,0.09550611645235836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557699159347412,0.10857201900179066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652421156559897,0.3065858355629372,0.0,0.0,0.04273669903162446,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,skelyerath,2018/12/07,"Started Back to Work - The Weirdest Lonely You'll Ever Know Hey r/lonely, how's it going?

I'm new here, but it seems like a good place for people like me to let off some steam. Just bear with me as I get my bearings here.

2007: My relationship with my ex started. Five years after that, it ended in a spiraling ball of flame and twisted metal (once it crashed into the ocean, it cooled off and now it's just a tangled mess of steel lol), and now my love life is just meh. 

2012-2013: Just before we broke up, I started working at a plastics facility near me. I worked there for a year. About 8 months into that job, she left. I about lost my marbles, quit my job, dove headlong into $52k worth of student debt, and made other questionable decisions as a form of distraction. I was in a really tough spot.

2018: Well, fast forward another 5 years, and here I am, still swimming in student debt, jobless, loveless. I don't care about my ex--she's happily married, we've talked a bit, it's fine and dandy...it's just the loneliness that kills me. On top of that, I don't have any friends that I talk to, so it's even worse on the desire for human interaction.

December 2018: Fast forward another eleven months. Just a few days ago, I started back to my old job. I was excited to see my old coworkers. I was excited for potential new friendships, perhaps an opportunity to find someone to date. I mean, I'm there to work primarily - I'm not the kind of creepy coworker that just eyes girls and whatever. I need this job, I really don't want to be weird and screw anything up in that sense, but hey, it's always a possibility. One of my coworkers married a girl who started working there when I was there in 2012. Well, I start there, and maybe only 5% of my old buddies are still working there. Immediately, I get a sense of loneliness and nostalgia for the people who used to work there. 

Seeing the sights, hearing the sounds (loud 2-ton presses), triggering olfactory senses, all without turning around to see or talk to my old buddies? It's a bit harder than I imagined, but I can't go back, it is what it is. I just have to make the best of it, and hopefully make new friends. 

That said, one other girl and I was taken on a tour and introduced to nearly everyone in the plant. So, pretty much everyone had an idea of who we were. I ran into one of the girls in the smock room (it's a clean facility, we need to gear up with smocks and stuff), and I said ""Hey, how's it going?"" to which I was completely ignored. Alright, that's fine. I get it. I'm the new guy, but I'm just trying to be friendly. Would it kill you to say hi back?

So, here I am, two days in, and I keep falling into this rut where I feel like I'm the new overly-friendly weirdo that nobody wants to talk to. I'm also afraid that because I feel this way, it might project through how I act making me seem even more weird. 

The worst part is that it's not even just a romantic thing. I'd like to just make some friends too, but nobody wants to talk to the new guy, so here I am, sitting at lunch with a couple 60-something-year-old folks (they don't judge and they're super friendly). It's hard not to feel incredibly lonely sometimes.

My sister told me it gets better, and I know it should, but emotionally speaking, it really sucks for the first couple days. I thought I'd throw it out there to see what r/lonely had to say about it.

Thanks for listening.",2.6981098398169365,4.3200227942029015,4.0606178489702565,87.51076659038904,75.40579710144928,7.218916857360793,25.148741418764306,7.974163086874047,1.3271304347826078,2648,90,562,41,57,873,301,690,0.138,0.731,0.131,0.467,7,8,1,0,0,0,123.0,3,2,1,15,54,43,4,2,36,3,31,5,1,10,2,94,90,36,2,9,22,2,5,4,5,4,1,9,2,7,50,32,1,2,14,2,3,10,9,16,2,7,17,21,60,27,86,66,12,85,0,4,6,2,45,34,2,8,47,356,110,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04908134789638315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04427863260005527,0.04607150938567695,0.0,0.0,0.037652872515512976,0.1161186144366772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04556403439749013,0.04929021937898271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703016165793921,0.0,0.03375247673880016,0.0,0.04711500823989007,0.0,0.058106432577831435,0.04896945099663983,0.12089738795416535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645246635943332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805342605857727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225296659079245,0.0,0.10712542646594657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228276158082924,0.049040569722487465,0.0,0.0,0.10971226376112203,0.050084502039939256,0.0,0.10581505585451924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839888102341265,0.039555681215258987,0.0,0.0,0.050606335256909815,0.04709691044829579,0.0,0.0,0.25666807926104274,0.0,0.11571223434679767,0.0,0.09440257100288836,0.04644095663134581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964818696549884,0.0,0.0,0.04959981933197656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240497631556208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054993988885199886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250495082430324,0.0,0.0,0.21978106990941695,0.049214581613033694,0.12251536495821574,0.05765837552181052,0.06085879575977789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060158666515215786,0.0566186348111145,0.03910881806900342,0.10820214110967936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060441890569468526,0.0,0.04997275569519384,0.05239156146963735,0.14783716114931947,0.0,0.05562568212640827,0.06031315920714363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873784308586862,0.0,0.0,0.08839014146756848,0.0,0.040702644030593566,0.08211094123635741,0.0,0.3208548100765213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905026724845618,0.058966262254276175,0.11255856300579847,0.04211067972753929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059959317053041125,0.0,0.07677189574479598,0.0,0.05784890301456126,0.0,0.0,0.06242031739602475,0.0,0.056330259049121326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202604046839385,0.0588918312014638,0.0,0.0,0.1064125497488337,0.0,0.0,0.059445669718553175,0.0,0.0,0.10533734734565207,0.08806342820048395,0.0,0.0,0.17648794972710136,0.1008118603003961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04691404109292134,0.0,0.05476143507305256,0.0,0.2351431152757409,0.0,0.08843563628086351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338434870221661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251784242733585,0.0,0.05097640902025112,0.0,0.0,0.0367847558953441,0.0,0.0,0.04395686406698098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290752792725962,0.0,0.0375919702279144,0.060225658494887875,0.05408754489757372,0.0,0.0,0.047821106879112,0.0,0.0,0.09797435235605023,0.04394939781881256,0.0,0.0,0.09956690344808118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337381646016375,0.0,0.28216544349785155,0.0,0.05642582197693762,0.03933260521886386,0.0,0.0,0.14262348653021056
lonely,NitroCrocodile,2018/12/07,"A recommendation There's a song by a band I personally enjoy that I think a few people here may need. It's called 'Get Up' by a group called 'All Good Things'
Good Luck everyone, keep looking for new friends and have a digital hug before you go! *Hug* Bye!!!",1.9558823529411744,4.126139098039218,3.6585882352941184,86.99964705882354,79.58823529411767,7.217254901960787,21.964705882352945,8.238735603445708,1.1169105882352939,198,6,43,4,5,66,40,51,0.0,0.644,0.35600000000000004,0.9605,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,7,4,7,2,3,0,0,1,2,8,1,0,2,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053688257040774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292886171102089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476506257661189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023618860242529,0.0,0.13540704115007265,0.0,0.1472938206130666,0.4347635363626293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303646080391874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176397974788228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217327643229187,0.0,0.2503106130277147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967772042373265,0.2262996088250706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218282866401435,0.16606740411792906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Protton6,2018/12/07,"I just want a hug I am starving for a hug. A nice human touch. But no, my country does not do that. So to get a hug, I need to get a girl. I am failing at getting that. 

​

I am slowly becoming numb I feel, not even sure if I can love again. I mean... I am sure I can. I am rational enough for that. But sometimes, I feel like I cannot. And that scares me. 

​

Anyone around from Prague also wanna hug? :D ",-1.835380952380952,0.0455453666666692,0.8149206349206359,100.67000000000002,100.88888888888887,3.4603174603174613,16.42857142857143,5.288315135182226,-0.8344761904761904,313,9,76,2,14,106,53,90,0.14800000000000002,0.556,0.29600000000000004,0.9397,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,6,12,0,1,5,0,9,6,0,0,2,16,18,6,0,4,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,15,9,8,18,1,3,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,1,2,54,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359942416351558,0.0,0.3685126186416615,0.41327488696832415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890756375520267,0.0,0.0,0.15138647268133676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878142093491388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881772048306674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571397854832174,0.0,0.11232081354029402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719715038296642,0.12148850480139738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665427425238941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308108933953727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534827661588248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852415457605092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260948512598527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702563733600038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681903752737683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32055276033926383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030381823745207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41327488696832415,0.0
lonely,bigtiddiegoth420,2018/12/07,"Why can’t I keep a REAL friend It always turns out that people in my life are toxic, stab me in the back, betray me, and break my trust. I know for sure that there are people out there who are real, right?

 I’m slowly giving up in making new friends, cause I always end up hurting myself even more when I lose  one. 

Anyone else feel like this...",3.1832394366197216,3.9786926760563417,4.074760563380284,91.14030985915493,72.94366197183099,5.68,17.016901408450707,3.1291,-0.7606191549295778,264,2,57,0,5,85,54,71,0.162,0.639,0.19899999999999998,0.2782,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,1,11,11,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,9,5,8,11,1,13,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,0,5,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104667626234027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044752360071796,0.1911534024114562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345360146094274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916491477366191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584745948777032,0.0,0.16523733563286894,0.0,0.0,0.1232215303419524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433065524180978,0.13327894455833394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882725452219014,0.0,0.0,0.17896594676691585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997170027786244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582365143884362,0.0,0.0,0.10252883804242807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317732835087656,0.09114409563301183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208713613975525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453066284749502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801814098070576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264183046743444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586752881571342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246936588823921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593217505529749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758311769624572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029243828679885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834194234864752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,worthlessthrowaway11,2018/12/07,"I just realized I don't value myself at all I've always thought I am a very introspective/self aware person and dismiss the way I am to the rough start my life had and the Reactive Attachment Disorder that came with it. But it just occurred to me that I truly don't value myself at all. This problem might be a result of what I mentioned above- but I think it's so important to have finally figure it out, because now I can start working on it. 

I just went through a breakup which started all this thinking, and worked my way to the idea that I might have no self worth. Once I had the thought I started linking everything and it's quite evident/scary how little I value myself.

* Hate being in pictures/don't want to be remembered
* Don't care to input my opinion most of the time
* Never want to be intrusive or annoying
* Don't want to inconvenience anyone
* Hate being idolized
* Uncomfortable getting complimented
* Believe compliments are flattery to manipulate me, don't trust that they could be genuine
* Don't like positive attention
* Never celebrate my birthday
* Never want gifts or assistance
* Self worth tied to what I have: money/job/future plans
* Perfectionist, worth also tied to performance
* Actually care about impressing people (even though I tell myself I don't)
* Care about people's opinion of me (always want people to think I'm smart and funny)
* Care about number of Facebook likes
* Don't ever treat myself, no nice clothes etc
* Very insecure about my body
* Have major guilt about who I was in the past
* Belief that girls couldn't possibly find me attractive (even with plenty of evidence that they do)
* Never try to move up, other people always deserve it more
* Watch degrading porn

Some of these piggy back off of each other and some might not even be related to having no self worth, but I think I've finally found my core problem and can start working on fixing it. Aside from trying to recognize when I'm doing it and constantly reminding myself that I'm worthwhile- I'm not really sure what I can do to fix it, but I think I've got an OK starting point. Anyone else dealing with this or have any advice?",3.6251691729323294,6.285049383458652,4.595488095238097,79.88180357142858,76.468671679198,7.5990225563909775,26.516353383458643,8.548686976883017,2.3074064661654137,1700,66,290,36,40,551,200,399,0.2,0.669,0.131,-0.9823,1,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,2,6,19,24,3,2,11,1,38,3,1,3,9,71,71,20,0,9,12,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,5,28,14,0,0,16,0,4,3,18,8,0,0,9,2,38,16,42,50,10,35,1,0,1,1,11,11,0,11,21,204,66,3,0.0,0.0,0.07393166395546126,0.0,0.0,0.07403262879041496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060585926823177726,0.189117296472508,0.0,0.0,0.051519978033478415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594749997903903,0.07762594696688259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825541956740012,0.0,0.046183112840648174,0.0,0.0,0.08535653777829498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415322869171045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665023298301086,0.30897295557733745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187056762542573,0.0,0.06048887645442324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810611286049536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682850122317914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328847131415746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449337764279073,0.15011798679230706,0.06853002898656063,0.0,0.0,0.06808896964539941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598462273947798,0.06924404717639157,0.0,0.0,0.08306786496539705,0.0,0.0,0.03958191881174265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059287508045924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959631516455082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552478146587643,0.0,0.0,0.07518095657404643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351213103330239,0.07402585195657105,0.07593227785978679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24111087813587698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052179709124407,0.0,0.0,0.2337257615638184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068283594578356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232230676824794,0.21009214533264664,0.06615145466265336,0.0,0.0,0.07161849421673952,0.08540897855166292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498580930999924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058099282068541,0.0,0.0,0.0485343424399436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858222778251944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161403702930226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32174353042357273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140370741940942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621832487220226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427224777693623,0.07443465347595284,0.1202913095259024,0.04417676267392389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028732923141197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250212761914375,0.22342857016412926,0.12027087756860773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702310698053012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546441001273302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,abnormallyindecisive,2018/12/07,"Loneliness settling in Hello everyone. I’m a 26 year old guy living in New York who’s been suffering from anxiety for the past few years. I’ve kinda lost a lot of my in real life friends because of it so I turned to the internet for chats and things. Randomly and unexpectedly on Twitter, I started talking to some guy from The Netherlands. And for the past two years we’ve talked almost every day about random things, sending random funny links and videos, etc. Slowly we learned a lot about each other, what we look like, life stories, and all that good stuff. Also unexpectedly, I developed a bit of a crush on him. I definitely did not want this to happen but it did. At the same time this began happening, things started to change. It was starting to become tortuous emotionally every time I hear about a date that he had as he is more active in the dating world than I am. And now, things with this one guy seem to be going well and for the last week or so, we’ve really started talking less. It hurts to know why this is happening but most of all, I feel like I’m losing a good friend and I’ve been kind of out it for a few days. I feel so silly for having fallen for someone so far away but of course, I know you can’t control feelings. All of this has made realize how lonely I’ve become and I just don’t know how to get past that feeling. *venting over*

TLDR: I’m losing a close internet friend/crush and I don’t really know how to get over the feelings of loneliness that are settling in.",3.5935779286436538,5.008487000000006,4.84215224613607,83.65605806731186,72.68770764119601,7.759699552217247,25.711541239347106,8.321376580360154,1.6081225191391022,1181,38,236,19,23,391,160,301,0.098,0.8,0.102,0.2799,0,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,1,0,4,14,15,0,0,17,0,16,2,0,5,3,55,46,23,0,1,6,0,5,2,2,0,2,1,0,3,22,16,0,1,13,2,0,3,4,6,1,2,9,7,16,9,44,36,15,40,0,6,1,0,19,15,0,11,24,157,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034008691032484,0.0,0.0,0.0721471357916978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901636406174783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476258551789395,0.0,0.0,0.05499592872651847,0.1992769267668728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849446283013548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543846164782872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118692527659703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636602481671242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148287319171677,0.0,0.0,0.10061668624934793,0.0,0.0,0.1520247619043983,0.08620696660280966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280841322750144,0.06445160874201969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910612727252093,0.0,0.09427014559804577,0.0,0.05127285035161841,0.15134080741119693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679893947640822,0.23933788696194455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168200858828966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658001243086722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394794744170976,0.1983253566775419,0.07353954181477944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744698931256845,0.08815171234062384,0.0,0.07966396333958786,0.0,0.07576022347877294,0.2018612652082608,0.09848337742970276,0.15339988134309282,0.0,0.08536625631217643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713290584610818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466839660070547,0.0,0.061133910819154924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258369272904222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026875986608836,0.1155916556263953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213088963475881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644124252527308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554264705434249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327778760000457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754093183528764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397467692931904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521344023588956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098131051173646,0.08812967377768419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053212791275513024,0.0,0.0723672710135428,0.0,0.08111662986876668,0.0,0.08140752494012916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742919007242724
lonely,Killawhite,2018/12/07,"Lonely Man I feel lonely for the past few months, 
how do you guys cope with it?",3.97058823529412,3.5570566470588254,4.228235294117649,95.02705882352943,70.76470588235293,6.8000000000000025,17.0,3.1291,-0.9178941176470592,61,0,15,0,1,19,16,17,0.263,0.737,0.0,-0.6124,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30301338232638225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5933802593301531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4783386439646097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5720794522253916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ragnarokryss,2018/12/07,"Advice for lonely people. I'd love some feedback & opinions If you're lonely and desperate for having friends or at least hanging out with people, maybe you could join some kind of religious group in your area. This might be the very best place to meet people who will be nice to you and accept you.



In my city, there's a ""youth church"", it's a normal church but affiliated to it there's this group of young people (~20-45 years old I guess) doing activities weekly, like sports and cooking, and everyone can join them at any time, this is very informal and they're all really nice. 


I had never heard of this church before an acquaintance tell me about it. So there might be something similar in your area without you knowing. Even if you can't find such a group, I believe that religions people in a religious context is one of the best possible place to meet people who will accept you.


I'd love to hear your opinion. Let's turn this into a discussion! I may be forgetting something, but right now to me this seems like a very simple and effective way to ease many people's loneliness. 

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lonely,soapkiller1415,2018/12/07,"Im having trouble telling if a girl is actually sneaking looks at me or if im paranoid She always be fixing her hair and always looking directly at me in the eyes if I happen to be looking in her direction, what are some ways to tell if im bwing paranoid or not?",10.064285714285713,4.981954000000002,10.922857142857143,66.62214285714289,62.57142857142857,13.342857142857142,45.85714285714286,10.125756701596842,4.706778571428573,208,10,42,3,2,74,38,56,0.122,0.878,0.0,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,2,0,0,9,9,7,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,6,7,1,5,0,0,4,0,6,4,0,7,0,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.1950265335919186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325854246116414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672829193946055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6476227353525437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034755489855152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493585743685988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586330611900892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ambiorix21,2018/12/07,40 year old semi-virgin I live in Belgium 🇧🇪. Already a few years back that I am a single man. I don't like partnersites because it's al about the money. I hope I meet the right woman. ,-0.9024390243902474,1.09876412195122,2.2860487804878065,93.27785365853659,90.70731707317074,4.255609756097561,17.956097560975607,5.6839178017228535,-0.31883804878048805,143,4,32,1,5,51,35,41,0.064,0.848,0.08800000000000001,0.1999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,3,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39833739340743257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27756227060019945,0.0,0.22004286912060808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585228779604037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635083314787514,0.0,0.3187415407771687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787754127520045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082648772085536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649033820978132
lonely,cuddles1000,2018/12/07,"Looking for someone to chat about friendship, relationship and cuddeling I have actively tried to get out there and meet up with people. Finally after months of trying I now have someone to ho out with, but I end up feeling more hurt, because we are just friends, and she tells me about her boyfriend who she just met.

I feel so alone. I know I won't be cuddling anyone anytime soon. But maybe someone on-line is open to chat about it.

I just want to hold someone and offer my chest as pillow. And talk for hours about anything we need to get of our chest (Not you, you can stay :) )

I am a man myself, and I am mostly hoping to talk to a woman about this, because I just need to hear that there are still woman out there
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lonely,RaphaelUchiha,2018/12/07,"Finding out your best friend of 10 years is toxic. Has anyone else been through this as well? It’s such a shame because we have so many fun memories together and has been there for me in the most difficult times. But recently I noticed myself in competition with their other friends, this friend doesn’t make the effort with me and when it comes down to it doesn’t really have my best interests at heart. Can’t help but feeling like a fool for trying for so long. I’m trying to have a positive attitude about the whole thing and just accept that it’s part of life but of course I’m still hurt at the end of the day. Maybe this will be a lesson for the future to be more discerning about who my friends really are, even if the truth is now clear that I don’t really have any. Better to have no real friends then be surrounding by fake people who don’t care about you. Every cloud has a silver lining, right?",6.276885245901639,5.748375076502732,6.3776010928961755,81.93263114754099,65.99453551912568,10.161530054644807,28.13606557377049,9.642632912329526,2.15476,721,18,150,13,10,230,117,183,0.08900000000000001,0.655,0.256,0.9863,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,1,5,13,20,0,1,12,0,22,2,1,1,2,23,28,12,0,1,5,0,1,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,2,1,11,15,26,22,6,20,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,2,12,109,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495546059408537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763487916050914,0.14307085968675287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511918907656968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930731548640245,0.12349434355930385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236549794769549,0.0,0.0,0.12028175990209065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005195382477889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664573963960673,0.0,0.12367369538344275,0.0,0.0,0.0922265052860177,0.0,0.1176471127272856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060281308103772,0.09975408721765508,0.0,0.0,0.12762234465162706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394018671481673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546618223462836,0.09359328560366527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948038026597496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862715869825092,0.06821779760696066,0.0,0.0,0.12357111340829942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320633986206517,0.1415662921743023,0.14028045974439568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897348502034492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120930190206902,0.0,0.09680417766433044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893331249482084,0.26835808264637706,0.0,0.1378710794467233,0.0,0.0,0.1192461108766872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151136706131327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927661876911069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142132445266542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960374649557468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554714348744786,0.0,0.0,0.1558956394250568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991929400227576
lonely,northern-down-south,2018/12/07,Any female fancy some no strings fun in the area? Perfectly sane 40’s guy looking for females with a similar desire for protected fun.,5.355599999999999,7.468363960000001,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,69.4,9.8,36.5,10.125756701596842,4.4262,109,6,17,3,2,36,23,25,0.062,0.478,0.461,0.9349,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639916298493117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6755904341585494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5729653852574711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shocktrooper82,2018/12/07,hi bored and low on funds for work/school hmu need some help with funds I take pics hmu also willing to do some vids <3 thanks babes,10.568928571428572,5.611938035714289,7.9728571428571415,87.77214285714287,61.5,11.2,31.57142857142857,3.1291,1.233385714285714,107,1,26,0,1,30,25,28,0.132,0.6920000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,4,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726273485795722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31232258339943625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455027913648662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715755167722424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35034327705597673,0.0,0.0,0.4289925640860972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392237967918132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bruhbruhsondewd,2018/12/07,"Why did you stop? Crossing the street and a car took a wrong turn. I didn’t even flinch. My first thought was “keep driving, please”. Why did you fucking stop?",0.20612903225806534,2.567112838709684,-0.23006451612902976,107.75490322580644,98.03225806451613,2.4800000000000004,19.103225806451608,3.1291,-1.11836,122,4,28,0,5,34,25,31,0.237,0.6940000000000001,0.069,-0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,6,0,4,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462913347321088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224892615799778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444271388446094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23500471451513866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902242022386815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420889013730495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989856974230311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293750436266764,0.0,0.2875837448413679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771472556453522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890723240247348,0.0,0.0
lonely,unfortunateguy213,2018/12/07,"Best part of accepting being short and ugly and foreveralone Now I just eat as much as I want and gorge on junk food. Im already ugly and short so it really doesn't matter if I am also fat. I mean if I was good looking I would have incentive to keep up with my body, be healthy and such. But when your  extremely ugly and short anyways, who cares? Might as well just eat junk food because it feels good.",2.3738726333907043,4.018980397590365,3.5354905335628253,90.83373493975904,76.34939759036145,6.670567986230638,22.70051635111876,7.447530270364453,0.7673938037865748,315,9,68,4,7,102,59,83,0.115,0.636,0.248,0.8989,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,9,6,0,0,0,0,8,6,2,0,0,20,14,15,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,7,5,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,8,6,8,9,3,7,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,3,2,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105547969171476,0.1525843233110389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631115327746087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002349705554333,0.0,0.0,0.2119380543907352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945353971631584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904762435984942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964752449262812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614371708654553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200713990206808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609894615325786,0.0,0.0,0.16959362092973193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022565977916306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078393582633236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241081338171368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026145415272975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206620016958674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223267327672464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125399873351596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155394932839516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554029560011954,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fliffals,2018/12/07,"Friends? I’m currently dealing with post graduation depression and I’m finding it difficult to cope with the loneliness.

None of my friends talk to me anymore unless I initiate a conversation with them first and it’s very annoying because I want to spend time with them but they don’t invite me to anything. 


Just recently found out from bumping into one of said friends at work that they’re all going out Sunday night. She sounded hesitant when asking me if I wanted to go with them. It’s not that I don’t want to go, it’s mostly due to my social anxiety holding me back. The tone in her voice made it sound as though they don’t want me there. It’s heartbreaking. They talk to each other on a regular basis on group chats I’m not apart of and I know this because they used to talk about it in front of me. 


These past few weeks have been torturous. I don’t have anyone to talk to and it’s so difficult making new friends. I don’t know where to start or how to initiate conversations, I feel like a background character most days. I go to my local malls sitting in the middle of food courts eating lunch on my own waiting for something that never happens. I see people pass by with their group of friends laughing and having a good time, man I miss those days. 


I like being alone though, as an introvert I find it relaxing being in my own space but after a while it gets boring and I fall deeper into depression as I come to realise that I have no one to talk to or hang out with, no one I can trust. I hate being this lonely.


I’m still deciding whether to go this Sunday with them or not. I feel like if I go I’ll just be a background character again. Just, there. I feel like they wouldn’t want me there but I’m afraid that if I don’t go I’ll be missing out.

Much help is appreciated 

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lonely,Iam_the_1,2018/12/07,20 M Australia Anyone want to talk hit me an inbox we can talk about how shit life is,4.678947368421053,3.3761821578947355,5.483157894736844,89.59210526315792,69.52631578947367,7.6,24.26315789473684,3.1291,0.2307473684210519,67,1,16,0,1,22,18,19,0.172,0.7659999999999999,0.062,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,1,0,0.0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313533604101654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31672009833834003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602789430676589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7208182339980078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644795389289906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dimsnow,2018/12/07,"it gets worse at night when i'm alone i just feel empty inside all the fucking time. I just don’t understand how I can be so empty all the fucking time. All I have tonight are the intrusive thoughts racing through my head and they keep telling me i’m better off dead.

i’m afraid i’ll listen to them",2.663333333333334,4.063769619047618,3.3716190476190446,93.33171428571433,75.03174603174601,6.309841269841268,25.29841269841269,6.742157984588678,0.74203746031746,238,8,53,2,5,75,47,63,0.203,0.7509999999999999,0.045,-0.8442,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,1,5,4,2,1,3,0,5,3,1,1,3,11,16,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,8,1,4,14,3,7,0,0,0,2,4,2,2,0,5,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829026843507733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415803970088729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811365867028286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050485142479005,0.14271043958712773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803323507565562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427896968973181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25633427730018954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23874654223260394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168518628745702,0.3185537947625501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28436045379728153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783648212775742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,akaPho3nix,2018/12/07,"old music When I was really young my dad used to always play Cat's in the Cradle and it reminds me of a lot of stuff. But for many years, since I was so young, I never actually listened to the lyrics. A couple years ago was the first time he made me listen closely to the words and it almost made me cry (I never ever ever cry in front of my dad) . . . because time is scary and I couldn't grasp the concept of my dad getting old and not seeing him as often. And then today I listened to it again and I hardly felt anything at all. We're much less close than we used to be and it's like all those good memories lost their meaning. I'm so empty and emotionless.",2.8351798561151083,3.6864698201438837,4.432438848920864,88.04160791366907,73.82014388489209,6.711079136690649,22.533093525179854,6.742157984588678,0.5143317985611509,511,12,111,4,10,172,87,139,0.09699999999999999,0.847,0.055999999999999994,-0.6945,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,2,7,4,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,4,6,31,19,14,0,1,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,11,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,7,6,16,3,15,10,5,24,0,1,1,0,10,5,0,3,19,76,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.1497878647765668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606304484836934,0.0,0.15370192779828987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771918695080034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631236755735464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356843186031027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983803565136202,0.3372115935232993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776879665837653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147378175836994,0.0,0.0,0.13056179818195926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019420618129336,0.0,0.0,0.12874336658952326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750034853331852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498934630715791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755667926307818,0.13049499005832596,0.0,0.2904792017109488,0.0,0.1556186813658705,0.0,0.16719981088280506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283564770620275,0.0,0.23676785354791965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221319694665586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833209660739474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231473282687153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269717064519608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571374564450198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900700727240682,0.0,0.1454942309098312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651388231524409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769002559953
lonely,InsanityOnWheels,2018/12/07,"I AM STARVING FOR LOVE Does anyone else ever get drunk and realize that they are starving for love, starving to be held? I want to sleep on someone's chest. I want to spoon and wiggle backwards to be closer. I want to wake up facing someone and be the first thing they see, my kiss to be the first thing they feel that day. I want someone to fuck. I want someone to tell me I'm beautiful when I'm naked. I want to be wanted. 
But it doesn't work that way. Life doesn't hand you happiness that easily. Most of the time I'm fine being alone. But sometimes I am starving for love.",1.2325000000000017,3.2899092500000044,2.568333333333332,94.46,81.5,5.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.14933333333333376,450,13,99,4,12,145,65,120,0.18,0.594,0.22699999999999998,0.5644,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,3,2,7,1,0,3,0,11,12,5,0,1,17,29,6,0,7,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,3,14,6,15,22,1,11,0,0,1,5,8,4,1,1,6,60,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412977707989679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539329709710027,0.13978612091688067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798446681394645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938864589455747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139676905653681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340650636364672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898185548074731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23209036497202096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612504786288373,0.07127775061476478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452296364899512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096362795063002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693935015340754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087150735457872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365260506387655,0.0,0.4623783945030516,0.0,0.13493030998762995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924366953549685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812727701221437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955198654759113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.563279419882666,0.1082898186205529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932086254332788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,griffinskate,2018/12/07,"Gf keeps ignoring me There’s really nothing else too it. I text her nice things 2-3 times a day and no response. I say I miss her and maybe every now and then try and cal her but nothing. I just don’t understand how it happens. One day she said she loved me next day she started this
“Ignoring me”
Train. I really don’t wanna sound pitiful but I just want someone too talk too. Especially because the girl i gave up friends for doesn’t think of me as one ",1.4978830409356725,3.43015848421053,3.1835087719298265,91.03900584795325,79.94736842105263,6.7485380116959055,24.239766081871338,7.793537801064563,1.167573099415204,356,13,79,6,9,118,65,95,0.134,0.737,0.13,0.1562,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,16,13,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,4,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,3,17,3,5,11,0,9,0,2,0,1,14,1,0,0,8,49,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367630086194233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39253049712752014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948368219244292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093865516164514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674779877637118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794097926943089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033276341380985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311087556885572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382440825173628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576960588056726,0.0,0.0,0.389345646762249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27495911506231946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25994557614383434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929892962098357,0.16134162724326753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190309042381466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360245272028746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307060273036278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347872208742512,0.12999997765476928,0.0,0.0,0.118303385274585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377450270058609,0.0,0.0,0.21120956570309565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966633414303485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,suprscrt,2018/12/07,"loneliest in the biggest city (F/18)

It's so easy for people to tell me what I *should be doing* to be less lonely, but it's so hard for me to *actually do*. 

Last year around this time, at least was in a relationship and had one solid friend. Now I'm still getting over the breakup and my ""best friend"" spends all her time getting high. Being in high school was absolute hell but at least I knew that at the end of the day, I'd have someone by my side. (Yes, I know, high school ties don't last so I shouldn't be that surprised).

Now, I've deleted all my social media and made a sudden move where I don't know anyone. Plus, I'm taking a break from college right now so as you can imagine, it's been pretty hard to meet anyone. To be honest, I really don't regret it - I *needed* to get away from where I was before, but now I don't know where to go from here. 

My family has been telling me to go out and get a job or join a gym where they have the group classes and I'm working on it, but it's so hard to make anything genuine from that, you know?

I've tried to meet people and make friends online - but it's not really as easy as everyone makes it seem. In my experience, most of the people who end up talking to me are just creeps looking to get some action lol. It's so frustrating but what else can I expect from the internet I guess.

The only 'person' I really have is my dog, and even though I love him with all my heart, he can drive me pretty nuts sometimes because he's so young and still learning. 

This isn't normal right? To be so young and so completely alone - no friends, no one to call my own, nowhere that's expecting me to be there the next day.. It feels like I've just been spending nearly all of my days on auto-pilot (not to be cheesy). Getting up just to get to the end of it cause I know nothing interesting will really happen.  Just waiting for this 'new life' to really become a life, I guess.",1.8558029411764707,3.410326645000005,3.3942352941176464,91.68182352941179,77.55,6.305882352941178,21.014705882352946,7.048011613610866,0.3516838235294113,1478,37,332,16,34,488,187,400,0.08800000000000001,0.763,0.149,0.9857,1,3,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,2,1,2,28,14,2,0,16,2,34,4,1,5,4,57,66,30,0,7,13,0,4,1,4,3,2,0,0,1,21,13,0,1,10,1,2,5,10,4,0,2,9,5,35,10,53,46,11,55,1,2,1,1,23,27,1,6,23,219,56,7,0.0,0.0,0.08059792925781202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554045799880669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155005670303441,0.0,0.06796622196304307,0.07352443731592745,0.0,0.0,0.07759795215007666,0.0,0.0,0.05034734865264928,0.09121643313137068,0.07027975354174001,0.0,0.08667526364353352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433572001517277,0.0,0.0,0.08484478901345685,0.0,0.0,0.08659619573612025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979512370553467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899506193836624,0.0,0.21945613186107207,0.0,0.0,0.05455127177578679,0.0,0.0,0.07892024563167538,0.0,0.08079087558210479,0.07786043665498805,0.0,0.04176102339099125,0.05900377885597762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25524165973685736,0.0,0.3020565702321305,0.0,0.0938779336159585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196891482405547,0.0,0.07303587931986309,0.0,0.22195876910076573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978719799561954,0.0,0.26178911446366665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819598680091932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269521606080835,0.13464709251175766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667441852939055,0.04035030499813505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935652281564576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454255205003446,0.07815059713044056,0.1653925092772453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778228107488148,0.0,0.0612409604577516,0.0,0.07976791903210732,0.08783758489057895,0.0,0.0809226755617186,0.0792493019572607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193302463597872,0.06281497771703487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177678982049807,0.07211619457684408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805161967743526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26455291882146525,0.0,0.0,0.08867295524330238,0.0,0.14106632323248153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717513315250984,0.0,0.07518870271572613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419219652882125,0.06997997811801443,0.0,0.08168565186130405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191623973576858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209894482203004,0.06638436332137801,0.14437818866989882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114627230355252,0.0,0.0963201800781072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607458220774402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060127997934804285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318657396583247
lonely,Friends-With-Madness,2018/12/07,"You are fucking wrong In subs like this (subs related to depression and loneliness) people always say how nobody really cares about anyone, how everyone is actually lonely, that nobody loves anyone or if they do, it doesnt last long etc.

Well, you are fucking wrong. And you aren't helping at all. Anyone who's been truly, absolutely lonely knows this is just plain bullshit. 

Let's assume for a second that it's true. That everyone's really lonely and that nobody cares about each other.

And yet, still, some people out there preteding to care about someone. They are at least trying not make each other feel lonely. They pretend to love each.

And knowing that nobody ever even 'pretended' to care about you just adds insult to the injury. Pretentious pricks telling you to stop whining because ""everyone's lonely"" doesn't exactly help either.

Just wanted to put it out there. ",5.698461538461538,8.077543853503188,5.8053503184713415,74.95144536991674,69.06369426751593,8.39764821166095,26.089661930426264,9.057496981413335,2.4377647231749147,703,22,108,14,13,222,94,157,0.226,0.615,0.159,-0.8499,0,10,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,5,3,0,16,22,4,0,2,0,11,5,1,3,4,32,24,9,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,13,11,0,1,4,2,0,1,4,13,1,1,1,2,8,9,17,22,8,12,0,7,0,4,16,5,3,4,7,80,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.12388750276353278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563479992138056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26630479744815105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738917553811805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177468738023274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934415745946216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158579688572284,0.08385104797493254,0.11483596744924016,0.0,0.3639261792018758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641910896272552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347314143751273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701874110256307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395397459137498,0.1034833785387557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981771684591645,0.0,0.0620226669344774,0.0,0.0,0.11234912703871087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22915950094845225,0.0,0.08474189985952743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602600728136422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762250820015508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626582755333914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095786682909323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756659398476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138457442587363,0.10613812523986292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096223818989907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619253648570005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487998003219849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141457059338206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776056529392523,0.0,0.0
lonely,HristValkyrja,2018/12/07,"Just... I am a lonely person with no real friends or connections. Except dogs, I love dogs so when I moved here started feeding a straight. He got hit by a car shortly after I moved in, sent him to the vet and named him 'Perruno' my building has a no pet policy but they let me keep him in the backyard. He got better with time and he stayed, I would feed him every day at 3 pm and change his water bowl. Every month I sent him to the vet to take a bath, he would come ever every time he saw me and we would play. That old dog gave me more happiness than 80% of the people I know.
Last night, Perruno was barking a lot. I was way too busy with work (I work from home) and a little down so I opened the automatic door for him to go out and bark to other dogs or whatever he wanted to do.
This morning he wasn't around and I though he would be inside his little house or something. Then I got a call from a neighbor... Someone poisoned Perruno. Someone poisoned my dog, the only source of happiness I had around. Someone was cruel enough to poison a poor old dog that wasn't doing anything wrong just because this person wanted to rob some car stereos or something. And I didn't know. I was too busy with my shitty life to come down and see he was alright... I can't forgive myself for that. I was told to take it slow, that I gave him a nice life, and that he is just a dog... *just a dog* man how I hate those words. Perruno meant the world to me and I couldn't take 5 mins for him. I just... Don't know what to feel right now.",1.3153918495297816,3.038176714733545,2.7934169278996883,94.6273667711599,79.65830721003135,5.152351097178684,20.717868338557988,5.727593064623523,-0.11764952978056442,1168,31,264,6,29,381,161,319,0.135,0.773,0.09300000000000001,-0.9429,0,2,2,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,1,3,17,16,5,0,20,1,24,9,0,1,1,54,52,22,0,7,11,0,1,0,2,4,5,0,6,3,11,22,3,1,6,3,1,9,8,7,0,0,20,3,41,9,35,24,4,42,0,1,2,1,36,15,0,6,16,169,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408297051073696,0.1819183975832945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062286154942618514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903672591447314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043341479668152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808972495477542,0.17603288789072147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589571646142084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557616160917684,0.0,0.0,0.09242495235016178,0.2582656051372263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166376468876331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894170195466915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806954760654275,0.0,0.24516085903753315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753864731996306,0.0,0.1008786403954016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249186877498896,0.0,0.0,0.11789854724293387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081961835001412,0.0,0.0,0.16846143225204324,0.08328789788535487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044829121067331,0.14434128320239045,0.0,0.20481640725429556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686723725521886,0.09221873784931353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815567119630085,0.21719597581863329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958861991753945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144351611248472,0.0,0.0,0.07771021790627078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083667119607208,0.17843404228790405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629980307602528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725860547953107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142184547875399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597227387291827,0.15732170342737462,0.0,0.0,0.07232141128040688,0.1089070941130466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304731789737185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038839035169388,0.0,0.1191604686442652,0.0,0.0,0.09763450864984888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120533291793203,0.08110335201062491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487721556737664,0.0,0.0,0.2903344559770032,0.11171451686679597,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kevin_W1,2018/12/07,"'Tis the season to be lonely [And I hate it](https://youtu.be/0amED-nYQtA) 😔

I have nobody to call. Nobody to text. I try not to bring myself down, because that’s the only person I have left.

What’s your best holiday survival tip?",2.0886821705426364,4.9575495348837215,2.8468604651162783,87.41664728682171,88.53488372093024,4.7271317829457375,16.468992248062015,6.42735559955562,0.0723364341085273,182,4,31,2,6,57,33,43,0.141,0.703,0.156,0.1779,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,5,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396063600562624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412493308671005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013592659063747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880663986215659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270619670697925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29894063084892913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432057366690655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26686264309900665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cringemaster111,2018/12/07,"I live in almost total loneliness and it just shows I'm 21. I've come to the point where sometimes I forget how to talk properly and how to act socially. In the last 2-3 months I've only talked to my piano teacher and my mom. I go places like the gym but I can't make any attempt at socializing ever and I try my best not to be creepy looking at other people but...I'm so lonely. I never had intimacy with a girl, if you don't  count hookers. When it happens that I'm talking to somebody new I get attached and I fuck it up because I act needy and appear lonely. This christmas I'm spending it like every other christmas, alone because my extended family has no interest in me and honestly I have no interest in them. I'm the ""abnormal"" one. I barely know what to do with my life because I'm trying to study all by myself but constant thoughts of loneliness are crippling me... I just end up spending most of my days watching tv shows, eating, taking meds (minor health issues). I like playing instruments, even though my tourette's tics are annoying, but it fades pretty quickly and I get bored. I feel caged.",3.675565610859728,5.149993117647057,5.177737556561088,81.09520361990954,72.57466063348416,7.7339366515837105,29.289592760180998,8.313332769828598,2.2105457013574665,873,36,164,14,17,294,138,221,0.154,0.711,0.135,-0.4247,0,5,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,2,11,13,2,0,5,0,9,4,0,3,4,32,27,17,0,1,7,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,11,1,0,3,5,2,5,6,5,0,1,2,3,27,8,21,24,4,27,0,2,2,1,9,11,1,4,14,104,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257641936413118,0.1474662737114792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682560234711657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26038681826425664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942260599832474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226507015081196,0.0,0.15386588518498587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918255213240686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569377600994798,0.0,0.0,0.12610944094289975,0.0,0.0,0.0940429004379388,0.12879394729511087,0.11996416512488693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342264085518449,0.0,0.07199333099120547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163116958500015,0.14877891168785845,0.0,0.08091977397567905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259091805504682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513469082633357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861128922189865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825019930594737,0.11606148402356405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056961431176116,0.208684028367477,0.0,0.12572716092899552,0.0,0.11956620547146415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504203279360067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581558721208054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667577306832337,0.11364908063280026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981486459849392,0.13751478606237935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648268453597274,0.10828900047893074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871072978239988,0.0,0.1487603602406989,0.0,0.13459834624197914,0.0,0.0,0.14485511724379466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29028391449255514,0.0,0.0,0.14082083469611195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705460560483876,0.3433271782990398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398909788669688,0.11303652434013435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333798021561627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,singleservingthrowme,2018/12/07,"Let down and lonely I'm a 35M from England, I've got 2 children who are my world, to my wife who was my world. Unfortunately I wasn't hers. 

I've had issues with anxiety in the past but it has never played a negative role in our relationship, I've always quietly managed it. I'm successful, I provide, I love, I'm there, obviously I'm not enough.

I need someone to talk to, I can't open up to guy, that's just how I am. I need female mature companionship, I don't care if your 30 or 70. I'd just like to talk to a woman, as the one I used to talk to has fucked me over.

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lonely,ultravioletaurum,2018/12/07,"Just Rambling. I hate this time of the year. If people aren’t spending time with family, they’re spending time with friends. You’re reminded of it everywhere you go. You’re reminded that you don’t have anyone. The feeling of loneliness really hits and hurts me during the holiday season. I just went to my last class of the semester and now I want to sleep as long as I can for the next few days. I don’t have anywhere to go or anything to do. It’s bitterly cold so I can’t even enjoy wandering around downtown while listening to music, which really helps me when I have these lonely, overwhelming moments. I really want to talk to someone but at the same time I don’t feel like talking to anyone at all. I’ve been trying to express how I feel to my mom but I guess I’m getting repetitive or something because she’s not really listening anymore, which hurts but I get it I guess.",2.2186047979798005,4.592403448863639,3.911969696969699,84.43101010101012,79.85227272727273,7.774747474747474,25.68686868686868,8.680891452615391,2.1840489898989897,701,28,135,17,18,234,102,176,0.102,0.809,0.08900000000000001,-0.6541,1,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,8,9,2,1,6,0,11,1,1,1,1,24,28,14,0,3,9,1,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,1,2,3,6,6,0,0,2,7,20,3,22,25,3,21,0,4,0,0,11,3,0,5,16,87,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333128617349125,0.20211234377889348,0.0,0.11893285697150065,0.12865907703329618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810191067344877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320752791363336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545827936781533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136246563498285,0.0,0.21923056829515775,0.10324964061224166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166068575636967,0.0,0.15101808695608532,0.0,0.16427529041702416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184240979555485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268983168349994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687295399949318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094368556020744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178082504279622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060826561330846,0.0,0.0,0.12790125603197705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926749353937648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370539392632054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019636119568176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370349076901112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463070740384107,0.0,0.1224566922802356,0.11126343145697692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323295825487749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370978662585589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812389261649168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704907505773076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339773579108218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930702194646347
lonely,sellie41434,2018/12/07,"God I'm so lonely I need physical contact I'm a student, so my life is just school (plus video games when I have free time). I don't get physical contact very often, it's been about a week since I last touched another human. I'm so starved for touch and friendship that when I do get to talk to a friend I get so excited that my words come out too fast and jumbled up because I want to cram in as much interaction as I can. I sleep with my pillows in a U shape with me in the very middle and I pretend it's and actual human being laying next to me.",4.010168067226888,3.6064671596638678,5.616470588235298,85.07411764705884,70.68067226890757,8.816806722689076,29.605042016806717,8.418075326091056,1.884963025210084,428,15,98,6,7,147,75,119,0.08,0.784,0.136,0.6619,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,5,0,7,2,1,0,0,14,16,13,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,4,9,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,15,4,16,14,1,15,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,7,61,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.2365812093557981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542138285766739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778588906423146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088359513076468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730437957459664,0.0,0.3799862354002933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761656581013265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712387358506008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821733444560353,0.17976219265957358,0.0,0.0,0.2578319598489134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24535676995450784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054441600581302,0.0,0.242609695025683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948597575832142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413655716597592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000678888330452,0.14299421521449973,0.0,0.1944664220341033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Aouy28,2019/09/10,"Just another sob story. I hate this. I hate the bs that life gives me. Literally all my life all i ever tried to do was have a friend, and time and time again i wasnt liked. I wasnt wanted. So i thought i was fun or idk. I built my life around trying to just have someone because ive always felt completely alone. But after 16 years shit gets sad. I finally found a good guy, my second bf, someone who actually showed he cared about me. He would take me home early when we were out when i got sick and he made sure i got to bed and tucked me in. He was the best and after a year and a half of being together, he left. He just stopped loving me, jsut one random week. Idk what happened. Idk why people just stop caring for me. My ex did, my ex before him, be high school friends, the whole group i had abandoned me, i see them posting out together. I cant even bring myself to type half the shit. I just want one fucking person. Im very done, im starting to believe ill never actually find anyone who will care about me. Ive become dead set on never trusting anyone again and im scared I really wont. I dont wanna be alone anymore but i. 
Thanks for reading if you did. 
Tdlr: Just venting. Sorry",0.10714666666666872,2.333612888000001,2.1976000000000013,94.14946666666668,88.12,4.773333333333333,17.933333333333334,6.2581,-0.2082666666666668,922,24,204,9,30,308,151,250,0.152,0.7390000000000001,0.109,-0.3932,1,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,1,1,16,22,5,1,8,0,23,9,2,1,6,40,46,14,1,5,10,2,1,1,3,3,5,0,2,2,5,11,0,3,4,2,0,1,7,9,0,5,16,2,38,13,18,24,4,29,0,3,1,2,22,7,4,3,20,125,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.19014060741508576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180065160769955,0.0,0.0,0.08106332185724975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215598252815897,0.0,0.0,0.09661693881782324,0.13624015017611532,0.0,0.0,0.08672667709851753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938784992807961,0.1075954938392868,0.08289936944077103,0.1097617926589007,0.10223890011074188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29798618568071045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214563456359294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969703879917093,0.11417844091872704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434664045483633,0.08812422607942352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354087500737668,0.1067215834891163,0.08904239730036118,0.0,0.0,0.10681873946939743,0.15053675902999925,0.09006552863100137,0.05089923371705345,0.09345653635620677,0.0,0.08171336830426806,0.15583534113023131,0.0,0.0,0.09646358877284184,0.08615039235407931,0.0,0.0,0.19236909269066396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029322169464098,0.09772270783555263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156990436322213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058498280445308,0.0,0.20643717226919328,0.0475957110336413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792760717044362,0.09218352223852792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027647118516915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320320105620448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754049278322961,0.08506556661923531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330382206017401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974488609109544,0.0,0.0624113462236025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753691498869337,0.09859676810255986,0.07763311677553755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000055863425412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509153111975236,0.0,0.0,0.1090565092938346,0.06895614480721332,0.0,0.0,0.1628991395647573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918195504743044,0.0,0.0732495933644116,0.0,0.0,0.08969354611203842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734258041923059,0.11361568290296124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228696096425058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038376293400447,0.11492462572054278,0.0,0.07814645065871251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790865044214782,0.10876873874219943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920614668058056,0.0,0.0,0.12547378789152416
lonely,az4life602,2019/09/10,Just want to clear my head Hit me up...my feelings are being played with and it sucks lol,0.4247368421052649,2.437888578947369,1.157105263157895,103.68723684210528,84.26315789473685,3.8,14.76315789473684,3.1291,-1.5297578947368424,69,1,17,0,2,21,18,19,0.102,0.528,0.37,0.6808,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,6,6,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928209381406821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7973173549638733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45823219663363596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Minimalisticz,2019/09/10,"Hello, looking for a online best friend between ages 19-28 Me: 19 years old.
Hello, I’m looking for a penpal to becomes best friends with I would like to do interviews through messaging please do not reply if you are a very busy person as I am looking to actually get to know someone.

I want to make friends with someone who wants to be take the time to know me as much as I them.
I’m not looking for a relationship at all by all means. I want things to be and remain platonic. I want the type of grow old together best friendship the turn to with embarrassing  emotional problems.
I want someone if far from me to fly to after getting to know each other after month or May we years whenever is comfortable but sooner or later I’d have intentions to meet. I’m in a happy committed relationship, gender doesn’t matter to me in a friendship(hopefully best friendship given time).


Respond by message if you’re interested in getting to know me.

Let’s see if we’re friendship compatible.

Here’s my questions for you:

How old are you?
Where are you from?
Do you drink?
Do you smoke?(pot included)
Do you have a religion?
What’s your diet?
What’s your music interest?
Favorite food?
Do you have any pets?
Where in the world would you want to live?
What are your hobbies?
Your Favorite drink?
Biggest pet-peeves?
Do you enjoy reading?
What’s your gender?
Easier for you to like or hate?
Do you work? If so what’s your job?
Are you or have you been to college?",1.5735590891244584,4.2457230883392265,3.070179623085984,87.05243865331764,86.6678445229682,5.971299568119358,24.468884962701217,7.3871296695380915,1.43040251276011,1146,47,219,20,36,374,141,283,0.027999999999999997,0.7170000000000001,0.255,0.9962,1,0,3,0,0,0,40.0,1,20,1,5,5,17,1,1,11,0,27,4,0,3,3,41,54,16,0,14,12,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,1,8,6,4,0,6,3,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,5,35,14,43,46,8,23,0,0,5,0,37,10,0,11,14,150,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0942666014271374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569057119751234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668590650877817,0.0,0.0,0.4054983847210982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926031207527846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866077169324856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168077851968016,0.0,0.22389623431624872,0.0,0.15140683022888596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283133575618207,0.0,0.09537142451629783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095859512543178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21235293823627605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877893007055738,0.0,0.09438669588037714,0.0,0.08529860714791851,0.0,0.3244750207773329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448052240978652,0.0,0.0,0.10522453173822052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710432821348838,0.0,0.07101131353304083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040929185211951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434644206393592,0.0,0.10603659487763746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243211073302952,0.0,0.0,0.10821288670101076,0.0,0.09662505086004744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742215603452585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697682442604195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24554382845355535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263035830435699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417602335998808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265520229147785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050718748123538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970421726034836,0.34185923883090996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032515683872308,0.0,0.0,0.13724218796050186,0.0,0.0,0.12441306161289828
lonely,Miss-Peaks,2019/09/10,"Research on loneliness and online activity Hi everyone,

This is for my research so I hope you will find a moment to respond to these three questions, if not no worries at all:

1- do you find that live streaming platforms where you can connect with others live help with feelings of loneliness? (Thinking of platforms such as Twitch, Mixer, etc.). If yes, is it temporary?

2- If you have tried online dating sites, did you find them at all helpful? Did you access any kind of help to learn how to use them/make your profile stand up.

3- if you could improve/acquire one soft skill, what would it be?

I appreciate your time and I hope this little exchange can bring you comfort if a few people participate and you can see some shared experiences.",4.945553359683796,6.936675413043481,5.036060606060609,81.30136363636366,70.23188405797102,7.337022397891962,30.66139657444005,8.00094639256281,2.2296289855072464,589,25,104,8,11,184,96,138,0.036000000000000004,0.762,0.201,0.9737,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,11,1,1,4,5,0,0,2,1,13,1,0,2,2,27,20,11,0,9,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,7,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,3,16,5,15,14,5,14,0,0,1,0,19,9,0,9,3,75,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114911430686855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223945909117075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868599050194025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023137201318758,0.0,0.17426633034918587,0.0,0.0,0.09007874027282528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884816709932405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35823354186310297,0.0,0.0,0.3538892307830592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855173499435468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785545833120986,0.3146220384203689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072005228098832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350780367831612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995704275580029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419636628418214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415227384227004,0.0,0.0,0.10388155964299554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095315958392434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386567761042938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092147387482846,0.0,0.12655369875655167,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,oneshortsonofabitch,2019/09/10,"Any non-destructive ways to cope with loneliness? I don’t want to go too in depth unless anyone wants to know. 


I feel like no one is attracted to me. I haven’t kissed anyone at all and all I see around me are people in relationships. I’m not too hopeful about my future either. Honestly, I think I’m going to be alone for the rest of my life. I haven’t had anyone as a girlfriend thus far and that’s probably foreshadowing things to come. If I don’t have a girlfriend now, if no one is attracted to me now, that seems like a sign that I’m going to be alone forever, if we’re following patterns.

I can’t deal with this at all.  I can’t cope with this. The only way out right now seems to be self harm, just to release all the pain. It feels like a bug inside of me and I just need to take it out. 

OPTIONAL: I’m listening to music at the moment, which helps but it’s not enough. Not just sad/lonely stuff, there’s been some funny music in there as well. Still, if anyone wants to recommend any music ALONGSIDE their answer, I’m open. I’m into anything. Rock, Rap/Hip-Hop, Blues, Folk/Indie Folk, R&B, even novelty—whatever.",1.8984215927750439,3.747887581896556,3.6211576354679806,88.7777011494253,78.35344827586206,7.005254515599344,20.96141215106732,7.957251820313856,0.8592308702791458,877,23,188,15,21,293,128,232,0.066,0.815,0.11800000000000001,0.8806,0,4,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,0,15,11,0,0,8,0,15,3,0,1,4,45,40,11,0,9,13,0,2,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,11,12,0,0,7,1,0,5,11,2,1,2,2,5,17,9,33,35,8,27,0,0,2,1,8,14,0,9,9,120,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28518246131896463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917232322817106,0.0,0.18724934794288867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850661635446129,0.0,0.1132959474348506,0.12256118619998872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859602897072602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419383243329188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422565257077732,0.0,0.09093396456513986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922665036476514,0.19671209711669213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347340147440311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922815896604186,0.0,0.0,0.13674373124241107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566334957520697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724491377411958,0.20178520603372735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020853070316892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658618515352127,0.10470910708293044,0.14649739783251942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544748154758828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484384463541794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781293098210987,0.0,0.11757489441200132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971026676836404,0.25067084985855265,0.14362651260576226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994855187797188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576065406349124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351551969656367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146608340178683,0.08821747878825094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436153255802572,0.21856223799830185,0.0,0.0,0.12378761899018792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,moon_tiara_action,2019/09/10,"Hosting meetup for people who feel lonely- any tips to get over initial awkwardness? Hi,

I have set up a meetup for people who feel lonely and want to make new friends. We are meeting up for the first time in a few days. I’m worried it might be awkward at the beginning since nobody will know each other. Do you any ideas to break the tension? Ice breaker game? Deck of Uno cards? 

Thanks",2.221973684210525,4.68151593421053,2.8649999999999984,91.4425,80.44736842105263,4.852631578947369,23.97368421052632,5.985473137389443,0.5612947368421053,305,11,59,2,8,95,62,76,0.16399999999999998,0.7490000000000001,0.087,-0.6662,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,1,0,7,0,3,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,15,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,3,2,12,12,2,12,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,1,5,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617467321019411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153305250534354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689717552784999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262397568704681,0.0,0.0,0.20549304011557712,0.0,0.13896191659056806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002554677809577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617391061391632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754160026887986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821593860903349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568820811226521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36878969050115373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001878341998327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448757311911628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509322928816496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568800263512575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701123830567507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fernando3161,2019/09/10,"M31 going on a date with F41 Hi! A lady I met on tinder asked me out to go dancing. Since I am latinamercian, this european lady want me to show her some moves.

Any advice on how could I get things further with her?",1.5696666666666663,3.2593325777777795,3.4819444444444483,90.13625000000003,78.7777777777778,6.277777777777778,20.13888888888889,7.1686216300943375,0.40288888888888863,166,4,36,2,4,56,35,45,0.0,0.961,0.039,0.1511,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,8,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,8,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668126627467845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552682598995164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509254861415436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997068482009781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611824236399614,0.0,0.4266691741339608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398964825142338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31051455067740924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24938284919335954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221406236938116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,poetryandpugs,2019/09/10,"Looking for awesome friends! Hey Everyone :)

I'm a 24 year old female living in the United States. I work and go to school online (studying to be a special ed teacher). I'm generally a very lonely person, I have a few friends but am also the one to message first/be left on read etc. Anyways, I'm looking for people who want to have actual conversations, talk about our days, etc. I'm open to all genders but really could use some female friends! Please comment if you'd like to chat",2.6381988304093578,4.853701357894735,4.1771929824561465,83.91479532163747,77.52631578947368,6.32748538011696,27.39766081871345,7.3871296695380915,1.648836257309942,379,16,71,5,9,126,69,95,0.019,0.732,0.249,0.9632,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,1,1,11,15,5,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,5,11,12,5,9,0,1,2,0,13,4,0,2,4,39,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.17882112339940318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654131825358946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630657910342693,0.0,0.0,0.11817815419453713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087342256761895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750988780080247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558684841310095,0.0,0.0,0.4247249348039153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414261077305016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909671500349785,0.0,0.0,0.0895244696199896,0.0,0.16180908745697148,0.0,0.3077600489039363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922852720705982,0.0,0.12417185773391765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703932062318804,0.16000285675169826,0.0,0.2011484739069832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329503643635128,0.0,0.11739172601052948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854541759947206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728574957938328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826523157813413,0.0,0.15119668529879246,0.10808291272962922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340486830704196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800406032657175
lonely,DesignerKey,2019/09/10,"Update: Got Ghosted by All My matches on Bumble BFF. It's dead there now. I wrote previously about my struggles with Bumble BFF, since so many of my female friends are moving away, I was hoping to make new ones on the app.   
Well went on one ""friendship date"", and that girl has not replied to my messages after the ""date"". I have about 22 matches who I wrote to but they lost interest. Thinking of perhaps just deleting the app, since there's also not that many people to swipe from. Less people on a BFF app.   
Some people have recommended that I pay or a boost, but I have a part time job right now. A dollar is hard to come by, sadly.   
Going to give it a few more days and just see it as a failed experiment.",3.167996158770805,4.557072176056341,4.069897567221513,88.87593469910374,73.71830985915494,6.290396927016642,23.47247119078105,6.574015621080383,0.5503014084507036,547,15,115,4,11,176,91,142,0.11800000000000001,0.698,0.184,0.8906,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,11,8,0,1,9,0,7,0,0,1,1,18,19,8,2,1,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,4,1,2,6,2,11,4,21,13,6,19,0,3,1,0,8,6,0,3,9,79,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214911907616393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670049230613136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311858779685786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146360679227003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738766756956516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733163236046084,0.0,0.0,0.17051700561714553,0.10102120382227617,0.0,0.1421654213546545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923189607188892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654897216735094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639256026393998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940385462521516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865159892082135,0.3604275620012735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889234534012468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167508692695593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409002512231024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924893249636524,0.0,0.3696949310235551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180020738446573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164623605175675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29407846280374883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582617266254195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389703254221492,0.0,0.0,0.10364928337339037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982141704923092,0.1647789384115015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bonesandaname,2019/09/10,"I deleted all of my social media months ago. Not one person has gone out of their way to text or call me since, despite me making first attempts to hang out. 🤷🏼‍♀️",-1.083333333333332,0.9959884444444498,1.312444444444445,98.47700000000002,95.11111111111113,2.8800000000000003,15.533333333333335,3.1291,-1.2244933333333332,128,3,29,0,5,43,32,36,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,5,0,6,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301349051444469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802905751471778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167870225624021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24859854743542745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972684351569153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25236681627382423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32518971923308165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30807624739149725,0.0,0.0,0.37964339232640004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956159702602308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NoChannel1,2019/09/10,High intelligence Being of high intelligence is often very lonely. It's very hard to find people to have deep conversations with. Most people are so shallow these days it makes it very depressing.,6.539901960784312,9.4313775,6.530000000000005,68.4316666666667,68.11764705882354,9.239215686274509,26.03921568627451,9.725611199111238,2.8955215686274505,161,5,24,4,3,51,26,34,0.177,0.6729999999999999,0.149,-0.0462,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247254060783897,0.0,0.21698497964600916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302573758058049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256777571789011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5323509446854928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816371211237965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34930992651596715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6236002692563867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mono_sti_siopi,2019/09/10,Banana Is it sad that the only thing I’ve had to hold at night and in general for the past year or so is a stuffed banana...,8.550357142857145,3.092001892857148,9.23714285714286,78.7078571428572,65.78571428571428,12.62857142857143,35.142857142857146,8.841846274778883,2.6212428571428577,95,2,24,1,1,33,25,28,0.11,0.89,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5224462938445055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234125003194241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5314545607077507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698616495402138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585109966566131
lonely,Throwaway12397402po,2019/09/10,"Realised my friends are actually acquintences I finally made some friends during my BA studies, or so I thought. After that was over I've tried to stay in touch with them, but the response has been rather lukewarm. We had a party last weekend and while they didn't mind me being there, they didn't seem to care either. The conversation I tried to make were pretty much just answered with one-syllable answers and I had to resign myself to stay in the background while they had fun together and I pretended to have fun too, so the mood wouldn't sour. I realised then that what had made us close was our BA studies and without that we just didn't click anymore. We just don't have that much in common beside our interest in sociology. It sucks, because they're not bad people at all, they're just not my friends.",6.762222222222222,6.808990770700637,6.4706581740976645,79.74162774239208,64.85987261146497,9.270771408351026,34.00495399858457,8.841846274778883,2.7161697098372257,649,26,124,9,9,203,96,157,0.057,0.752,0.191,0.975,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,6,0,4,0,9,11,1,0,5,0,18,0,0,3,1,32,25,11,0,2,11,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,3,0,0,14,3,21,7,16,9,5,17,0,1,1,0,14,7,1,3,8,91,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.17616095008917135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902679462571974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072620655055785,0.11004298565476854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405161771806192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775024176105524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184066547580407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714745131815365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416237505680108,0.12049813951056572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822731915698028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654051439147206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232465615310725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251494621789092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365318600000924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433813409779086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848194452274433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331228488458914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24512172380935165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171426803686416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401431499437978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FlairoftheFlame,2019/09/10,"I feel so lonely in school I'm a college student, this is my final year, second year on campus. Last year I stayed in my dorm room every moment I wasn't in class. I tried to join a couple clubs, but they either didn't align with my schedual or weren't what was advertised. 

My roomate and I were assigned randomly, we have a lot of the same interests and get along nicely. But last year (in dorms) she would put her headphones in a play game or talk to her boyfriend while she was in the room. 


This year we are in am apartment, and as soon as she gets home she'll shut herself in her room and lock the door. I don't think I've actually laid eyes on her the last two days. 


In class last year I made One friend. She had 3 classes with me and she--like the kind soul she is--would talk to me everyday. 

This One Friend and I have just 1 class together now, but she has 4 other people in that class. I want to be these people's friends bit I don't know them and I think it's be weird to insert myself into their conversation. 


Actually started crying in class today because somebody else took One Friend's regular chair, so she had to sit on the other side of the room. 


I'm just really fucking lonely. Thinking about it makes me cry every time. Right now I'm sitting in a bathroom stall to cry and type this because I'm scares of someone seeing and asking what's wrong. 


I kind of want to go to the council center about this. But i don't know what they'd say/ do.",2.5813267543859624,3.9321409703947414,3.71184210526316,91.01122807017548,75.15131578947368,6.514035087719297,22.535087719298247,6.996647511020387,0.5123074561403507,1141,30,252,11,24,370,156,304,0.095,0.789,0.11599999999999999,0.7479,0,4,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,4,0,9,15,1,1,13,0,23,2,1,2,0,38,45,20,0,3,9,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,8,0,14,15,0,0,6,3,0,3,6,6,0,5,10,4,40,9,36,30,4,52,1,2,2,1,29,25,1,4,21,155,54,14,0.0,0.0,0.19568350774920407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373191926100967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223819992580827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094607011628638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093856840494927,0.33040100197419897,0.06466102916841011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375646782615383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895099027923674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069574131492751,0.0,0.0,0.10983268694471897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098502887169148,0.09269108166529612,0.1047660542469619,0.0,0.05698149915072764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057147979056252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881596598007016,0.11020331486927368,0.32690933394394256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523960681461566,0.0,0.09487081814634356,0.06692600887070803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382142967671274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390188105803177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079152261235623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423073597173969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562364197694154,0.0,0.07973277802565107,0.10038027078748632,0.1014710203009112,0.07989624528219258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495210557173412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096632581634947,0.10686650312411904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117442711055455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273251805113129,0.0,0.0,0.05846388014643735,0.0,0.09503714304285382,0.0,0.11139534589294843,0.0680716678643385,0.0,0.0979419107203683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827486087001925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424472312818275,0.10962132322952796,0.0,0.3873946435585807
lonely,Melonsandmangos76,2019/09/10,"Worthless and useless I am a 22yo female, I live in London.

I am struggling majorly with an on going feeling of not only feeling alone and pure loneliness but just feeling really worthless and sh*t about myself. 

I have tried to rebuild myself from very traumatic events as a child (abuse, violence, parent suicide and being in care) however as soon as I get to a good place I’m just knocked back and it reminds me of how much work I truly have to do. 

I keep attracting sh*t people who continue to fuck me over and whom I will never be a priority or good option to even though I pour my heart and soul into friendships and truly take care of people. 

I have been single two years but because I feel so ugly and unhappy with my appearance I keep holding onto an old toxic relationship because I feel it is all I deserve.

I started to think the problem was me. But I have never shared this with anyone including ‘friends’ I am always walked over Or the back up plan, I lend money and items far to often with no return - not for gain or respect but I’ve had nothing before and wouldn’t want someone to endure that pain. I give mental and emotional support constantly. 

I understand I will attract crap people because of my insecurities.

I am fed up of feeling like this. I feel I am incapable of making friends because no one cares enough to want to be my friend and I am incapable of love because I hate myself and everyone leaves me or neglected me.

Please
Please please can someone tell me how I can heal as I have no one to speak to 

Sorry for being so morbid. I have read many articles on Reddit for months now with a fear of reaching out. Thanks Alice",5.767173913043479,6.264349288819876,6.593347826086959,76.4674130434783,66.98136645962734,9.172919254658387,32.24906832298137,9.120678840339163,2.8368578881987587,1309,52,236,22,20,434,178,322,0.23199999999999998,0.5579999999999999,0.21,-0.9449,2,3,0,0,1,1,22.0,0,0,0,3,14,28,3,3,9,0,26,7,2,3,4,60,56,31,1,4,12,1,7,1,3,3,2,1,0,1,7,21,1,4,9,1,1,3,8,12,0,3,4,8,42,16,45,45,6,30,1,4,0,2,13,13,2,7,15,179,49,2,0.0,0.11123499513640002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723359324627724,0.0,0.0,0.07811746891662805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564458162299952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437915554518466,0.0,0.2861484339953205,0.0,0.07988679426314843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28715732422721624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145325109269857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560478171233448,0.0,0.09700535645372356,0.0,0.06200827415476276,0.0,0.0,0.08970841683772211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564351869530596,0.3322874485197625,0.0670694261814153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175993468731296,0.08679253418311156,0.04904954813934154,0.09006031219295248,0.05335538893269933,0.15748778516188494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926891859011508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125079888397676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689353575189034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940764054155757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04586607595211406,0.0,0.08289965778682022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473230510027911,0.0,0.0626670636299732,0.09518176395162883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461112512496997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493583584192008,0.0,0.06901418191592748,0.0,0.14481540230217108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008245421916243,0.0,0.09851352295857366,0.0,0.12723394803932558,0.07140160499488256,0.09989722598370736,0.0,0.10424501653675887,0.0,0.0,0.1952581842710097,0.0,0.09808686416742238,0.3091632227824841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983253776927125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390755509103878,0.0,0.060143308798184365,0.0,0.0,0.10079429387896062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909208079772774,0.0,0.0,0.10509337983853152,0.06645026844660748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814600639414027,0.0,0.10269183358805513,0.10653635041299238,0.0,0.0,0.07058769245697183,0.0,0.08205713646610971,0.08643406956314707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015589044317196,0.0922387349705954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373981675336339,0.0,0.0917092182056118,0.09773462829913976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746260526377759,0.1107482480583383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834732278365073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060457026068634526
lonely,cakt_us,2019/09/10,"Alien Since I was young, I’ve always been a very individualistic person. I’m not very emotional for a girl, and I receive criticism to this day for not being ‘warm’ or ‘caring’ enough.

I transferred schools in Year 6, and while I was successful in befriending new people - they were also the first people I noticed looked at me strangely. Whenever I spoke, they’d say something like “that’s so deep” “that’s really weird” “I don’t get it”. That has continued steadily ever since.

I’m quite intellectual, and do well academically - but don’t feel comfortable saying I’m really intelligent or anything, because (although I don’t know my IQ) I suspect I would only be very slightly above average.

It’s like I’m in a plane - thinking and creating and analysing, surrounded by stars and clouds in the sky. While I can enjoy the feeling of flying through the air, I don’t know how to land the plane. I don’t know how to not feel like I just landed a UFO when I talk to people.

I feel misunderstood most of the time, I have to explain myself all the time, people don’t “get” me, they find me difficult to read. It sucks.

I can’t be that difficult to understand, can I? Will this feeling ever stop? Do people get more insightful as they get older? I hope that they do, because I’m just tired of feeling isolated all the time.",3.703075630252101,5.5586993411764745,5.110420168067229,80.05117647058826,73.23529411764707,8.308123249299719,27.829131652661058,8.976282227363876,2.3329719887955185,1032,40,197,22,21,345,135,255,0.121,0.725,0.154,0.8590000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,5,3,10,14,1,0,12,0,24,1,0,2,4,39,50,18,0,2,8,0,7,3,0,2,1,3,0,2,10,6,0,1,15,1,0,1,10,4,1,1,5,11,30,10,20,39,5,28,0,0,1,0,13,11,1,4,19,126,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291714829150344,0.09667943697062124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561451861242597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416567631919465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846350892358022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493297596182229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069817774370568,0.0,0.1200553906206263,0.0,0.0,0.2102011209418122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524951100383138,0.0830062014436523,0.0,0.0,0.1061956090656232,0.09883120492276666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428180412673624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540294540127766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915650535619706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702937816828671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757038643777506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221708311397846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228315239861893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836777567731151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40275778646844135,0.10145267795485777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358242997995768,0.11622150178955284,0.0,0.1488686541640106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847979970626356,0.0,0.11759054290995467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19222723514053247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944878403513616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714009206193726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338916831094896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444989832836588,0.0,0.0,0.20325407352724786,0.13354338069812086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095794919543895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28760690151797985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044688170045208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825380843356887,0.0,0.0,0.07482258862575106
lonely,jessobama,2019/09/10,"Feeling so lonely that people you didn’t find attractive before, become attractive? Am I the only one who feels this way? Since my crush and I won’t ever work out, it kinda left a gap in my feelings. Having a crush was exciting and also stressful, but that made life more interesting. Now that I’m not crushing on that guy anymore, I’m feeling more and more lonely. Not because that I can’t have him, but that I just don’t have someone. It think that’s causing me to find guys that I was never attracted to in the first place, suddenly found attractive. I just want the feel of someone and I think that it has come to the point that anyone would be okay? Is this pathetic or actually very normal?",4.275869565217391,5.531986586956523,5.268811594202898,81.86713043478262,70.81159420289856,8.128695652173914,27.56811594202899,8.548686976883017,1.968302028985508,551,19,106,9,10,181,88,138,0.125,0.711,0.16399999999999998,0.5968,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,6,10,0,1,6,1,14,1,0,2,2,31,27,9,0,3,7,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,16,6,0,0,10,0,0,1,7,3,0,2,5,5,12,7,8,19,3,14,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,2,5,77,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.1535071521799918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257968858162617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600445724773493,0.10999143081758436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958917702061462,0.1737311989396573,0.13385511168152653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159573898116775,0.0,0.13550447326450202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229153011998616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39769109652725576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875481469987849,0.1338036953281067,0.0,0.1724769970846608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115136951099469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709125250282395,0.0,0.11110929204776833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884595320415112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213234429241844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541256653446938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659405275661303,0.119637668515622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905559674954814,0.0,0.16435041959967112,0.0,0.14870422904662334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012446030890762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26656831631870537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019253817805111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015895995788356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297932377229967,0.09278266357485226,0.12486152020646915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145200356169399,0.0,0.0,0.11174507786329743,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alleniiko,2019/09/10,"Trying everything Im entirely unfamiliar to this subreddit, and I’m not sure if this belongs here, but here’s a bit of a.. rant of sorts.

Lately it feels like I’ve been doing everything I absolutely can to make friends. Joining clubs, talking to and complimenting random people at school, meeting strangers on chat rooms, replying to posts day in and day out.. and honestly it’s gotten exhausting.

What am I doing wrong? Am I just meant to be like this? Constantly living by myself, every day being the same struggle for survival? It’s so fucking stupid and poetic and cringe and I hate all of it and I hate myself even more for hating it.",3.8442148760330563,6.195098710743803,5.0834710743801645,78.20884297520664,74.28925619834712,8.36694214876033,27.52892561983471,9.095868883498916,2.621803305785124,508,20,89,12,11,168,82,121,0.239,0.633,0.127,-0.9571,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,14,5,1,3,0,8,2,0,1,2,21,17,11,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,9,9,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,8,0,0,3,1,7,6,15,12,4,11,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,3,7,61,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906400161281652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870238536388947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378467206743487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533498551574625,0.0,0.1471250374313814,0.0,0.31387472596601584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829321244276797,0.12474869527696406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491112200720498,0.16143354752786987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5172038437980503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861976511015874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697917495074987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062120427342606,0.0,0.15419282281974048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165603296430748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105964976287535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672378680504231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672495006152936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255093179410886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645774581106399,0.0,0.0,0.14035309045794908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855564345618595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909197603016822,0.0,0.0
lonely,crystalballon,2019/09/10,"A positive message for everyone here Hello everyone, I just read some posts in here and I just want to tell you all that it can get better. I used to be so lonely, I had no friends a few years ago. I was very socially anxious, and since I have autism I had a lot of trouble making new friends. Going to college scared me to death. I used to spend all my time at home and crying myself to sleep. Every time I would try to make friends they’d think I’m weird or they’d reject me. Now I live in a student home with amazing roommates that I am good friends with. I have a massive cirkle of friends and people that really care about me. I go on dates and go to festivals and things are better than I ever thought they could be. I am in artschool and all the people there are great.

The thing that really changed; I stopped giving a damn about what a failure I was and I started challenging myself. I would go out all by myself and try to talk to people. I learned to show interest in people and I also learned to be myself and not let people walk over me. I quit a long relationship with a narcissistic boyfriend that treated me like shit, which made me realise my self worth. I learned to stand up for myself, to be there, I learned when to do it and when to back off. 
Most of all I think I found my passion, you are more interesting to others if you know what you like and are proud of it. You should always dare to challenge yourself, go further, grow as a person. And you can. I went from a lonely depressed socially anxious weirdo to an outgoing happy passionate weirdo in just a few years. Give yourself some time, stop being your own worst enemy. You have yourself, even if you have no other friends. Be your own friend. Learn, grow, and find that you actually will get better. Keep holding on everyone, keep growing. I believe in you ♥️",2.8070286885245888,4.730104822404375,3.668985655737707,89.12921618852462,75.91256830601094,6.542213114754097,25.918374316939893,7.413659706084162,1.2315030054644809,1439,53,295,18,32,459,183,366,0.151,0.64,0.209,0.9694,0,4,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,12,3,7,17,36,2,1,15,0,31,4,2,5,6,62,57,23,1,7,7,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,2,2,16,19,0,5,11,2,2,10,3,10,0,0,8,0,57,26,47,35,15,43,0,4,0,2,33,14,2,7,19,215,73,10,0.0,0.0,0.08121510732706752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377349832105139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655460307803295,0.06924945149199957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803999357777132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399450383532536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937655127160038,0.0,0.2208159228945892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485292500481154,0.0,0.08804048648151935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644799170622241,0.0,0.09141820601013956,0.0,0.0,0.0716811404343845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496899775088372,0.07528132550382614,0.07012023121605332,0.23857373055153774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760656858281864,0.0,0.0,0.09125136927337786,0.45009329912470897,0.0,0.08696273321924848,0.15967304898770665,0.2364920080600085,0.06980476256079111,0.0,0.09175530574240252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088594028463827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696191966674834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794752017264542,0.0,0.0,0.04573800903230733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510269051689552,0.0,0.08131857434254905,0.0,0.07348875879143849,0.07365106412684183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075449429124621,0.0,0.07874903477136118,0.11110600082604934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037874130397102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884869489418608,0.07266842382318886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970606621761986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851950071617719,0.08324702235231962,0.0,0.10663149236525464,0.0,0.0,0.08935196776652968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833222437526441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682130473633852,0.0,0.0854287539187371,0.06884416693154002,0.0,0.08328460435953501,0.16967379534821073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058906729893346436,0.0,0.0,0.13915881813038805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689270111070743,0.07274188181067269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058132034248516,0.10665379907913927,0.0,0.06607095722575039,0.14558662675656273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300794584324865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375849479541142,0.0,0.06866892898671538,0.0490879667384318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771499458657994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824059482646193,0.0,0.0,0.10718769955433873
lonely,throwaway1937378272,2019/09/10,"A way to vent (M20)I just want to vent here, I feel like I have no other place to go to.

I always feel alone. I don’t I have any friends, only acquaintances. I’m never invited to any events, and no one ever accepts my invitations when I try to act first. I live in a different country than my family, and am physically disconnected from then, but when I call I feel like a burden.  The few women that have said yes to a date never make it past the first. I have a rocky relationship with my father, as a child I became homeschooled and my father took his frustration out on me and would beat the shit out of me everyday, always told me I would never amount to anything. I’ve gone on to do quite well for myself at a young age, but I have no one to share it with. I always end up in a friend paradox “go make your own friends”, that’s what I’m trying to do! I go to work, and there a few coworkers that are good but older than me and seem to bully me only for the fact that I’m younger than they are, and when I try to stand up for myself I’m made out to the bad guy, even though I try to kind my own business. I’ve seen counseling, and everything started to look up, but that feeling didn’t last long. I’m alone, all I want is companionship and for people to respect me the way I respect them.",3.8521590174531326,3.8946803956044,5.239241542770955,86.10232708468006,71.05128205128206,8.474811463046759,25.582633053221286,8.313332769828598,1.3065920706744234,1000,26,228,14,17,337,137,273,0.099,0.7170000000000001,0.184,0.9772,1,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,5,10,16,2,0,15,1,15,1,1,3,6,38,40,19,0,4,5,2,4,2,3,2,0,1,0,3,9,14,0,0,6,0,0,6,8,4,1,4,7,7,36,12,41,31,6,42,0,0,2,0,18,12,1,1,23,155,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22934901957827356,0.0,0.0,0.276388503856678,0.0,0.0,0.1505893951849298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111470020350317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244817241937486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305945252933695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568083302921092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806675083011468,0.0,0.0,0.07313077923138532,0.10015430917289846,0.0,0.0,0.09950971593003093,0.0,0.1043787654901666,0.0,0.22393730394669628,0.1581995134071005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883600051115792,0.0,0.0,0.2566304257614983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877744407641608,0.09286828738023367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096321014515937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152998339449098,0.0,0.09025313687549903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818626773234816,0.0,0.0977694776157496,0.09798540870667563,0.09297852081495996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104767751135803,0.14781547326940853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561866950682795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005606738188487,0.16841800817145522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569659431465887,0.07676063322025542,0.0,0.11568083302921092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776638340551038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188738979422067,0.0,0.0,0.10532189423682876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079707108567636,0.0,0.0,0.11365445248168216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836953983764254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878371726458964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057995326653136,0.12301611922642533,0.3006916435445506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061330587597006,0.17577180156839595,0.0,0.0,0.09955229686994954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060687128740998,0.0,0.0,0.15730734032353091,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DigammaTheta,2019/09/10,". I just want to cry.I have to hold it in all day but I can never let any of it out.I know noone cares and will never care,and if they do,I push them away.",-3.3760526315789465,-1.8995812368421063,-0.20494736842105246,110.06836842105265,98.21052631578951,3.04,7.6,3.1291,-2.7021747368421054,115,0,36,0,5,40,30,38,0.0,0.853,0.147,0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,10,7,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151091853537946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971940726209822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6450208570295456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400093165334304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738417961618358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234597414857263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879326436583278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657437191272835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RonaDobbs,2019/09/10,"I feel so useless I love meeting new people and hearing their stories. Right now I'm currently unemployed for 2months and can't find a stable job for more than a year now. Sometimes, hearing stories of someone makes me feel so sad. Like everyone around me is achieving  things and here I am doing nothing.  It feels like I'm a total loser and can't do anything right. Depression really hitting me these days.",4.988874458874463,6.863969987012986,5.352662337662338,79.54423160173161,69.9090909090909,7.730735930735931,34.91125541125541,8.344100000000001,3.0550190476190475,327,17,55,5,6,104,55,77,0.215,0.6990000000000001,0.086,-0.8728,4,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,6,7,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,1,11,16,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,7,3,5,15,2,9,0,4,0,1,5,3,0,0,8,35,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691014111187843,0.18293036956796685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252455964179638,0.0,0.1769889162124919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19635525584185134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117069530076759,0.1468026613471598,0.0,0.0,0.1878148591680706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632061096142598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391790120392533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078484038639569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854634607601172,0.0,0.1371666979050593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846428535740754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717395500427204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246143999733604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164266188763152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35097602354478624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411167941999953,0.0,0.2032356455742859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651894990899555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232933140062356
lonely,SirLosesALot,2019/09/10,Thank you everyone I made a post here yesterday talking about my situation and the amount of support I received was amazing. I’m so thankful for everyone on this subreddit and I’m ready to keep fighting with positivity. I hope everyone has a great day! ❤️,4.59234693877551,6.623278387755103,6.526275510204084,70.09104591836736,71.24489795918367,10.614285714285714,38.78061224489796,10.686352973137794,4.976057142857143,207,13,36,7,4,72,40,49,0.040999999999999995,0.528,0.431,0.9738,0,0,0,0,2,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,7,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,6,6,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411474821746476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6405836397414354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463680623267916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194856412125485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862363040519124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114455066085575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140151888857056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25118107730193195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535824601452062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796105960642477,0.0,0.4114682719131656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cosmonaut-115,2019/09/10,"Special to no one. Nobody ever thinks to themselves “I wonder how OP is doing, I should go check in on them because it’s been a while” or “I genuinely value and anticipate the company of OP”. Nope, it’s always on me to reach out to others, only to be met with one word replies or a ‘read’ receipt. I’m not even an afterthought, a distraction from their own issues at best, or to be ignored or exploited at worst. Nobody is actively looking forward to talking to or being with me and that hurts so much. I’m not special to anyone, just a chore to be put up with until I vanish back in to obscurity. It’s like I could disappear entirely and nobody would be any worse for wear. I just want someone on this planet to hold an opinion of me higher than slight indifference, and I don’t see that ever happening. Like, I’m a kind enough person, bland and awkward sure, but I’m not some complete bastard that deserves socially ostracising. It’s so heartbreaking. I just want to matter...",3.78546875,5.376469526041667,5.381166666666665,79.28050000000002,72.48958333333334,8.245000000000001,28.94583333333333,8.841846274778883,2.4525558333333333,767,31,142,15,15,260,119,192,0.127,0.7559999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.4411,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,1,10,14,1,2,8,0,13,1,1,1,3,40,26,16,0,5,12,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,9,0,2,3,1,1,4,6,7,0,2,2,2,13,7,31,16,6,19,0,2,2,0,6,10,1,9,9,109,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070815523686665,0.0,0.0,0.12316928687268144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266448329023154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392717690974737,0.0,0.11041039401155893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007654357256248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990314975849296,0.0,0.0,0.14461131508595912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714761911753972,0.0,0.11962948540050522,0.3276707452846315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293590344785254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016573719344065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389502956046106,0.0,0.0,0.18904448896760376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861086872808333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769742873280871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209700642188986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331456354894392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454661403965238,0.13775157233031718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581488930584356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207780761512413,0.0,0.0,0.18117118471515606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433091990891744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184631243555198,0.1534642272870445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170705502187895,0.0,0.0,0.14557913984879015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605577345314785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21366109772963085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641926773488225,0.0,0.0,0.18457896542264907,0.12866399326256475,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jxc34,2019/09/10,Just need someone to vent/talk to I put myself in a situation where I thought I’d never be. Now I’m suffering the consequences of my actions and feel lonely because I realized things too late. I may be victimizing myself but I don’t know how to deal with it. I made the biggest mistake of my life thus far and now I’m paying the price.,2.301333333333332,4.00657722857143,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,76.71428571428572,7.523809523809526,27.380952380952376,8.344100000000001,1.9266666666666672,266,11,55,5,6,92,51,70,0.146,0.8540000000000001,0.0,-0.802,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,4,0,4,1,0,3,1,16,11,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,2,2,2,4,0,0,2,1,10,0,7,6,0,10,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800600775772966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179607773742759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594313300953322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949599456483647,0.0,0.34790386293130005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784157678788665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29182831198805703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22868470326699145,0.2378675052359885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100407531143825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466696973989885,0.0,0.0,0.261317758750517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478910897909657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048962260086901,0.0,0.0,0.2448458698523369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jacob-Goodman,2019/09/10,"I want to be anywhere else but here. Has anyone here ever had the deep down feeling that you'd love to live in your favorite video game or anime world? I think about it all the time. I'm not doing any of the things I need to do with my life at the age of 22. I fight with my girlfriend a lot because I'm so upset about everything that's wrong with my life. I just want to be happy. I can remember thinking at the age of 10 that I'd like to die. I didn't know what that meant back then, but it scares me that I thought that at that young. That's why I've always immersed myself in video games and Youtube/Netflix. I'd rather distract myself from my life and pretend that I'm okay in my video game world than deal with any of real life. I don't know what to do anymore... Any advice or thoughts guys? I'd really appreciate.",2.5200262237762274,3.461864761363638,3.5684090909090926,93.5923251748252,74.68181818181819,6.324475524475527,23.197552447552447,6.297961479604792,0.29425576923076857,642,17,150,4,13,207,100,176,0.131,0.7170000000000001,0.153,0.4939,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,9,9,1,3,6,1,11,5,0,0,2,29,26,8,1,4,7,0,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,14,6,0,0,9,7,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,1,19,4,25,18,2,17,0,0,0,1,10,10,0,3,8,91,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550678578292717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204094159381405,0.0,0.0,0.3237393873320213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737563281557487,0.1109581824429519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202110430032105,0.0,0.09673459517911984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360012878830069,0.0,0.0,0.1646928576063037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256327422546332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354217816590228,0.0,0.0,0.1426183405509625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023730742732413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712584679806554,0.0,0.16892608801824746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442130296006614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483434757236577,0.07752683157712258,0.0,0.14012421323659538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349106721703006,0.14322191315230498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766497495492965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062142992026065,0.10165945254518334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976231553329003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887414678049078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542510695839816,0.2033614382720993,0.0,0.2519607366161041,0.0925321181430806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719632313094012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319103526331195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350017150193592,0.0,0.0
lonely,Yvsh,2019/09/10,People can't believe that I(20m) have no. Girlfriend. Little do they know i don't even have a close friend.,-0.4822727272727256,1.5372966818181837,0.5004545454545449,101.2706818181818,104.9090909090909,2.2,14.590909090909092,3.1291,-1.451763636363636,85,2,18,0,4,26,19,22,0.10800000000000001,0.735,0.157,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5571165444810854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266034301259039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820387631094971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271756649171232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956050158184739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428144260441913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,altedalt11,2019/09/10,"i dont know any nice people anymore i dont really know what to do i have friends but theyre all off as in one keeps changing as in sometimes she's nice and will listen to what i have to say then a few misn later she'll be laughing at me oh well

it's too late to make new friends and people dont even like me i'm short and ugly i dont think anyone really likes me my 'friends' or parents or anyone my parents have already told me they give up and i have too much work and im so sick of doing all the group work, then finishing my own work while they do what? nothing productive while i get to do math! yay yeah i am really happy like they told me i was but im so sick of it",-1.4124509803921583,0.5459674117647069,1.2758529411764703,99.54083823529415,93.83660130718954,4.36718954248366,16.146732026143788,5.985473137389443,-0.661344836601307,526,13,131,5,20,180,83,153,0.151,0.674,0.175,0.6489,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,3,6,12,0,0,2,2,17,2,0,1,2,16,28,17,0,0,4,2,0,3,3,2,2,2,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,2,22,12,14,22,5,14,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,2,11,84,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093242844997222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068557755893001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766820156242505,0.1659246675372919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255152035762207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.556224279696586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836672897680155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750044131106622,0.0,0.061989350580484076,0.1138191987020356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630436248905694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25632316067768895,0.0,0.0,0.10546092971081313,0.0,0.0,0.13041308026088966,0.0,0.13384155335357364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389813177501434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791993142561101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722087114152903,0.0,0.0,0.11459221184660355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138471820347544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039982130256101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26349196359598737,0.0,0.0,0.16451293977400366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280292966350869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435466793732628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734716959521985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602566636433519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267489390758905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667994994475924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259134262026462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bothbestandworst,2019/09/10,"Keep what serves you I wish you all well, but today I unjoined this community, as well as lonely and breakups. 

Reading your stories has begun pulling me back into my own sadness instead of pushing me forward toward new joys.

Remember to keep what serves you. 

You are deserving people.
May you find what you seek",4.8452631578947365,7.289485456140351,4.796350877192981,80.97978947368422,71.63157894736842,6.665263157894738,32.452631578947376,7.554174236665415,2.4279221052631588,249,12,41,3,5,77,44,57,0.107,0.737,0.156,0.3071,0,2,0,1,0,0,6.0,0,7,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,12,3,6,5,2,9,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,33,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074536008105376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465852452546032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796075280118452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26056705361817106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703998861789267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698652776210904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30562204678656496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557315240838222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851512993649189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102477935476401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pDOop,2019/09/10,Social Media makes me feel lonely. It’s hard to see other people’s social media. There’s always pictures of people hanging out with their friends. It keeps reminding me that I don’t have any.,2.92608108108108,5.63237937837838,3.9634459459459457,83.12192567567571,79.54054054054055,4.781081081081081,20.06081081081081,5.985473137389443,0.3872756756756757,155,4,25,1,4,50,30,37,0.10800000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.086,0.0516,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,4,6,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,15,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536704298549721,0.0,0.0,0.207317287487309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414788791879086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355363899308248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27309735796463913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27097623323780384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203498413213186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227072230548183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24293633239100515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6215388522763643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GGXGANG4LIF3,2019/09/10,Love all of you🖤🖤 I dont even know what to write but If your reading this I love you. And by you coming here im guessing you are lonely. And so am i. And that your in pain and sad. But know people love you and you just need to find them. And if you stay inside a lot go out and do something it doesnt matter what you do. Just go out and walk. Till you find something or someone worth your time. Enjoy life while it last because we only get one chance.🖤🖤🖤,-1.372150858849885,0.5591271844660248,0.7893203883495161,103.51540702016432,92.68932038834951,3.1692307692307686,13.748319641523526,3.1291,-1.6520091112770725,352,6,90,0,13,116,64,103,0.109,0.696,0.195,0.9229999999999999,0,2,2,0,0,0,9.0,1,11,1,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,1,29,17,16,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,12,0,0,4,1,1,4,2,3,0,1,0,0,16,4,8,17,2,12,0,2,0,3,17,3,0,5,4,59,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242340050704304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588652877672561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614401949592324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181057472020665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371211150404904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635413547726876,0.0,0.209625269495202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031642652350504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920999589948368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270965070283786,0.15033049816578242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026440551766594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679102705698725,0.4993506554886175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674835337362912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497074419382745,0.14026306422695012,0.19624056105253015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278566555247845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18447430463326792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562621929053986,0.2839578215922929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657186851249453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753934885965193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,watergivesmehangover,2019/09/10,"I found this gem that I think everyone should watch. This is Colorful. A slice of life anime that I happened to see while browsing through youtube. Idk if it's famous but I've never heard of people talking about it. It's about life and death and everything in between and beyond; and I want to share it with everyone. Have a nice day!

 https://youtu.be/3XmFSSAaeos",2.8896849087893837,5.93816350746269,2.8118407960199012,88.16247097844116,85.56716417910448,5.96285240464345,23.862354892205637,7.3871296695380915,1.356427529021559,293,11,53,5,9,88,48,67,0.09699999999999999,0.782,0.122,0.1759,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,12,9,7,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,4,2,11,6,0,5,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,1,3,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863996309936481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5523587074201628,0.2597604010252861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169051026634797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555871663444426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082991030506069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291678766011427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003761409817368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23031849059486395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323103585373902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851979505390584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047664339347796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NotImportantt420,2019/09/10,"People are always moving on, but not me. Every friend I ever make leaves me at some point. I get it, people move on to do better things. They shouldn't stick around just because some depressed loser wants them to. 

But when EVERYONE moves on, it's like a knife to the gut. Summer of 2018 was my lowest point. I didnt speak to a single person outside my family for all of it. Not because I didnt want to, but because every friend I had either moved away or simply decided they didnt want to talk to me anymore.

Flash forwards to now. I start college and meet some genuinelly great people. For the first four months i mainly keep to myself as I'm a really shy guy but over time I really grew attached to these people. I only have about three or four friends, but that's enough me.

But then what I thought was my closest friend tells me shes going to America one day to go to university. At first it didnt hit me, but it slowly grew on me. Not even two years from now she'll be gone and I wont see her again. She probably wont even remember me. (Side note, I considered her my best friend but apparently I'm her 6th best friend. I mean fair enough. I mean I dont even like myself that much so i dont know why I thought anyone else would haha.)

At least I have the others right? Nope. After asking people about their futures I realise just about everyone plans to move on to someplace else.

 It wouldn't even be that bad if I had just ONE friend who stuck around. One friend for life that likes me as a person just as much as I like them. I am perfectly fine with spending my entire life single as long as I have just ONE close friend.

 But nope. All the people sticking around merely tolerate me. One year from now I'll be alone again, except this time for a lot longer than just a summer as I wont have the excuse of going to a place of education to make new friends. Knowing I'm going to be alone, makes me already feel alone.

What's the point of going through life if I have to go through it on my own.",2.462945439045185,3.9962957463768127,3.581045751633986,91.0758823529412,75.83574879227052,6.416481955100881,20.872122762148337,7.048011613610866,0.3431522591645355,1565,36,341,16,34,506,190,414,0.133,0.74,0.127,0.0732,2,3,0,0,1,0,41.0,0,0,5,8,24,24,0,0,13,1,30,4,1,3,4,58,60,25,0,8,24,0,1,4,10,7,3,1,0,3,18,7,0,1,9,0,1,15,16,3,0,11,12,3,55,21,60,36,18,60,0,2,1,0,31,23,0,8,28,242,73,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573270380716334,0.06951698891053841,0.0,0.05241721814838262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247450811059814,0.04404784746500722,0.0645462303877007,0.0,0.16823778184525895,0.058892194001338286,0.0,0.059186250730795614,0.0,0.05259852656865754,0.1152042309785442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322195687907447,0.05571431085553715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04062682066189437,0.0,0.05425784456513808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766027614852506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524914438909926,0.0,0.0,0.13018217311221936,0.0,0.16643146678722245,0.05698294465031745,0.1061526806949952,0.1203896060725541,0.0,0.0,0.0593864554177774,0.0,0.03185236636675065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071677078524649,0.0,0.0,0.4867008874445901,0.0,0.03291249576510779,0.0,0.21481042075712625,0.0,0.0,0.06945264942534178,0.0,0.06237534880430905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599320480031333,0.0,0.0,0.06924124727243876,0.0,0.0,0.06670303137245764,0.0,0.0,0.1334865392245433,0.12310547907578186,0.0,0.0,0.05574894547205477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535564352112048,0.0,0.0,0.12614975333558218,0.0,0.0,0.13724091376792766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05028232620605577,0.33477069648506025,0.09261773272967136,0.0,0.0,0.060841348583236324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134365623576193,0.04791083936879503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26203846545806386,0.11001030454311336,0.06581678372147243,0.0,0.17865304096216905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791969445213564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071293095285938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136150647238561,0.05379772626190922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050199176697053684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04458846741311905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063331522646927,0.05506075507088175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04185134370485145,0.0,0.0,0.10002261977698773,0.07346624711838617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153735090971349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111468954867586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056843548990879074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04475012378783401,0.0,0.0,0.08113394271450904
lonely,monty465,2019/09/10,"Anyone else waiting for texts that aren’t going to come Probably right? Me too, buddy. 

I fucked up with all my friends and I’ve never felt worse in my life. Being a dumbass: -10/10, do not recommend.",0.6600000000000001,3.166710769230772,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,95.15384615384615,5.676923076923077,19.320512820512818,7.1686216300943375,0.8476974358974365,156,5,30,3,6,51,37,39,0.221,0.6559999999999999,0.124,-0.6658,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,8,8,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,5,6,1,6,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245170416531987,0.3289997021540036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765948514532571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26823361293129483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30830148826406223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24807714725641225,0.2968470897459264,0.0,0.0,0.18248564897896136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267988457402457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476482057378951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461946439152783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742133167253619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327223166696946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zmarris3,2019/09/10,"Kind of an unconventional post but maybe it will help people Most will not follow through but if you are a young adult no longer in high school there is a website called [coolworks.com](https://coolworks.com)...  this allows you to work odd jobs around the world in national parks and such with company provided housing and you'll be forced to be around young adults and make friends. Especially if you enjoy the outdoors and nature I urge you to stop being a little bitch, grow some balls, and if you really want a change in your life fucking apply and do it.  It saved my life after I got out of rehab at 18 years old and applied and got a job in Yellowstone National Park... I'm extremely introverted and this forced me to be around people everyday and now most of my friends are from all over the country and still contact me to this day I've lived in 3 different states now and have had experiences that none of the kids i went to high school with had... Again, are you a young adult without a career or much to lose that enjoys nature? If you don't even consider it you just aren't trying",7.721291866028707,7.174172038277511,7.233397129186603,77.04377990430623,63.06698564593303,10.470813397129184,30.961722488038287,9.800150414767053,2.5665368421052634,872,25,171,15,11,273,126,209,0.10800000000000001,0.777,0.115,0.4068,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,10,0,2,11,9,2,0,12,0,17,4,0,2,1,37,25,19,0,5,10,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,9,18,0,1,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,5,0,17,6,28,13,6,35,0,1,0,1,19,17,2,8,13,117,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791332254364537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449607537127051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501787123715898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155480646398242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483217932766541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376564842491396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886768519180587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936151945865887,0.13124310194167665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22708259056429975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951552385686713,0.2999847699140794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380698556530662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28175402400475097,0.0,0.0,0.14783328998755665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054624121272954,0.0,0.1422848671642693,0.12535649915338953,0.0,0.0,0.15882100551107475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476183519451248,0.0,0.14262156229910272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043596133914472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896696424381636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968394326725649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596192923444927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094554597353577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873495750015506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337235002916063,0.11868796366976453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638399600426964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373383578774944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160172089798364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684788749404303,0.0,0.10335122411117237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141993271767312
lonely,scratches16,2019/09/10,"Future Cross-City Airbnb Date Canceled By Date... after it was already booked.... The short and skinny of this is something we've all heard around here, I'm sure of it, but I just need to get my story off my chest. (Not having anyone in meatspace to say this to is literally (figuratively?) killing me.)

*I also have a bit of a passion for writing, so preemptive apologies if this comes out too long, lol. Not sure if those are cool around here...*

​

A few weeks ago, me (35M) and a girl (22F) met/matched on a dating app that caters to...let's say fetish-oriented lifestyles. So right off the bat we had that pseudo-physical connection that Tinder-like apps provide and also very similar and compatible lifestyle interests. Only thing is....we learned we live 200 miles apart. In Florida. *Thanks app!*

Fast forward about 2 weeks, and we had sort of grown into snapping and texting each other steadily throughout the day, every day, and talking over the phone for hours each night until bed -- lots of NSFW stuff, but also lots of ""normal"" conversations that we bonded over. (Important to note that neither of us pushed for this... *it just happened*, as it does.)  
So, about a week ago we had hardcore planned and committed to a date for *this coming weekend* in a city that's a mutual distance away from each other (\~150 miles away), where we would rent an Airbnb downtown and just chill, explore the city, and have fun together. It was her idea, but I paid for the whole thing already. Annnnd I'm pretty sure you can see where this is going by now...

This morning she broke the routine we became comfortable with and basically told me that she can't do this and doesn't want this to go any further, stating that she feels mad turned off and uncomfortable meeting up now -- I assume because she's scared that we might catch feelings...? When we first started talking she made it abundantly clear that she only wanted to have fun and explore her sexuality with me, which I'm fine with (for now? idk), but I'm also acutely aware that I can be quite intense, so I also encouraged her to think about and pick a safe word for when she feels things are getting too emotionally intense for her (*which she never decided on until today -- and still hasn't actually used*).

**tl;dr**, *long-distance match* turns into *almost-long-distance something else* (I guess?) and then girl breaks it off after date/meetup was planned, agreed, and committed to, and paid for, because...she's afraid of what emotions she might feel? Idk. I'm confused as fuck and trying really fucking hard to not let it get to me or take it too personally, but wtf... how can I not feel hurt by this? Does anyone have any advice or something?",3.6221187943262407,6.0211084940476205,3.9742705167173256,85.66860182370822,75.17063492063491,6.432218844984803,26.001182033096928,7.459000224883572,1.40573096926714,2107,77,390,27,47,657,265,504,0.064,0.809,0.127,0.9857,1,0,3,0,0,0,138.0,10,1,0,4,32,22,4,3,18,2,28,5,2,4,8,98,65,46,1,7,16,0,6,0,0,3,0,3,2,3,40,42,1,1,13,2,3,10,9,9,0,1,11,11,39,13,63,49,10,71,0,2,1,3,39,28,2,12,33,259,79,2,0.0,0.0,0.07818850678788987,0.0,0.0,0.07829528498360143,0.1420484405939942,0.0,0.08023162786180815,0.0,0.17683548347009398,0.3203717390642271,0.0,0.0868132555333295,0.09735823565590357,0.1089727983022084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204775299337943,0.0,0.0,0.1426529445381495,0.0,0.0,0.1505564240739981,0.0,0.0,0.04884224753824392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874735829740825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803776927876465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033454352121658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023238437592547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693249961103627,0.18025521990801485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750709756899555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256302431983766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815259739910694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814487641446805,0.12558290840934194,0.0,0.09107151408673438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826453646466711,0.0,0.07085251939530593,0.0,0.07177448554107774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890503227306295,0.0,0.08577334692996126,0.0904491336784462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864424718866105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386242693372152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075009200514791,0.21271904637984607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362354477938624,0.0,0.07581433605651645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169995718777259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941020193125735,0.06179581020098025,0.0,0.0,0.07519002384944927,0.07850354501307953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187432994461185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996032802718476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151391311701385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522069120384859,0.0,0.0,0.05132885640985201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842461880332044,0.0,0.12743407817210475,0.08021711767244749,0.0,0.06384767105238111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504783901856456,0.0,0.0,0.056711483881561935,0.0,0.06398634494082442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172168529502954,0.0,0.0,0.2265449861485469,0.0,0.060242537413174035,0.1287996922491708,0.0,0.07376650926228838,0.0,0.0,0.15969051696365744,0.05133959412052794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594725165527456,0.07656097641833759,0.0,0.05439826918572257,0.17430166936339753,0.0,0.0,0.09637812426278336,0.06920056142302038,0.0,0.06610988025383661,0.09451726278153702,0.0,0.1928095540719346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945448721418083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691709249340453,0.0,0.09735823565590357,0.0
lonely,Kemptoner,2019/09/10,Bound to be alone Why has everyone iv really cared for just leaves me even after showing them that they mean so much to me. I'm turning 30 and still can't understand why pple are so heartless,3.6684615384615378,5.141124564102566,4.305641025641027,87.34769230769234,72.58974358974359,8.276923076923078,25.82051282051281,8.841846274778883,1.7668051282051285,154,5,32,3,3,49,35,39,0.142,0.787,0.07200000000000001,-0.46299999999999997,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28856852558930657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28407385725403045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840273063020068,0.0,0.0,0.26623541016575075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950206333600381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035012087879612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481934334966967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849248767342984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225080137071938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030608973818181,0.0,0.2900554905532249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028263178049809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hunzuh,2019/09/10,"Started cutting I'm in my second year of college and simply can't stand the loneliness anymore. I recently started cutting my thighs and was originally scared by how relieving it felt. Since then I have done it more times than I care to admit. The pain of the knife in my legs is like letting a huge stress off of my shoulders. Im not generally suicidal when I do this, and cleaning up the wound after is unnervingly enjoyable for me as well. Bandaging the wounds makes me feel like someone cares for me. Please don't pity me, I just wanted to put my thoughts into the endless void on here. Maybe this will help someone understand why people in dark times do what they do.",6.150923076923077,6.6667479000000025,6.359807692307693,78.40894230769231,66.15384615384616,9.576923076923078,33.94230769230769,9.516144504307137,3.0846153846153848,537,23,101,10,8,172,92,130,0.081,0.6779999999999999,0.24100000000000002,0.9677,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,13,2,2,7,0,12,6,3,3,0,16,24,7,1,1,2,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,6,1,1,4,2,15,7,18,18,1,20,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,12,69,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454884808134216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35889597339168244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011337859015208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899299932283983,0.1257374179414326,0.1689916093475571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797188863833465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901147117011199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997619380581398,0.0,0.1719734993922609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748415365133533,0.0,0.17681985057325672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728085164658392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201913410223007,0.0,0.0,0.19319973132503654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769328087712221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378288972364989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621088356758796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455924725154347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29825553301034563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491533222124597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161218805361253,0.0,0.0,0.19252000105245054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972765526416026,0.20525889991278165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322655352021947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381182265319093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824889077066648,0.0,0.15881639243399054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334091831539167
lonely,danirayn,2019/09/10,"Left out sometimes i just feel like always be left out, like no one really likes me as much as i like them or wants to be friends with me as much as i want to be friends with them. I feel on the outside whenever I'm around more than 1 person, always the odd person out. idk whats wrong with me.",1.7493750000000006,2.8346589375000018,3.0457500000000017,96.02425000000002,76.8125,6.370000000000001,20.6125,6.742157984588678,0.021878749999999947,228,5,56,2,5,74,38,64,0.12300000000000001,0.629,0.248,0.8439,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,8,5,0,2,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,9,6,15,5,3,7,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,4,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284640044596789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570580011157624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19959769285586432,0.141004903294244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049832251905994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288975284296915,0.0,0.0,0.385710269035006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29018700773328626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374656352734124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446808743242585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264436260114263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952091487113892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232834048188116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579882882566773,0.0,0.0
lonely,pineapplevinegar,2019/09/10,I feel more alone than ever before I recently started college in a new city and although I have some new friends I don't really feel like I can talk to them about personal stuff yet and my best friends are over 100miles away. Usually when I get lonely I call my mom but since she found out I'm trans (even though I came out to her a year ago) it just doesn't feel as if she really loves me anymore. All these people here are getting in relationships or at least going on dates and it doesn't seem like anyone actually likes me. It's just rough,3.7371428571428567,4.765244142857141,4.5146428571428565,87.63035714285715,71.85714285714286,8.1,25.607142857142854,8.472884824447931,1.436157142857143,432,13,94,7,8,139,82,112,0.07200000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.142,0.8708,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,9,8,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,2,19,19,10,0,1,5,1,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,4,16,7,13,17,5,21,0,1,0,1,12,8,0,4,14,63,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.15819270782930658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369776571800918,0.0,0.0,0.16789360228480946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076623906437845,0.11334873998998865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230453543494465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379408208216039,0.0,0.1701209297044146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552901592867306,0.18540682376472106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706991454011464,0.14663474718404582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458979814783615,0.11580902431787955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777415763344882,0.2504863938592216,0.0,0.1693880695470754,0.0,0.09212894587294213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375913649955727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630758216606446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985735116645044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31312722859749803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238434111215667,0.14154527546190482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076993440297745,0.0,0.16006076179655526,0.17404187713427258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757580734768805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409629739568746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473992238501055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557333244450105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130295186092705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592689621701295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853757451978242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439136877704873
lonely,elflaco99,2019/09/10,"I feel like Gil Gunderson all the time I'm always so close to having a normal life. I'm always so close to have a group of friends and to not waste my chances with the girls I like and give me a try. But I always ruin everything and end up alone. I'm sick of my stupid sense of humor, I'm sick of feeling like I have 0 social skills. I want to retire from society, I can't cope with my failure anymore.",2.6559469696969704,3.0954423977272763,4.343636363636366,90.0437878787879,73.88636363636363,7.2303030303030305,23.75757575757576,7.1686216300943375,0.7034030303030305,313,8,73,3,6,106,54,88,0.214,0.601,0.185,-0.7059,0,1,0,1,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,5,0,4,3,0,0,1,14,12,6,0,2,2,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,10,5,12,12,1,5,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23012183396279146,0.0,0.0,0.5546396449453668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22035277860103794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967943930459768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996900476753065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246918830159175,0.3174651648758291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166344504249614,0.0,0.0,0.21314489691449576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693936995813262,0.32565243643861586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769902739705266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264947268675881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295607774715771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085242700621715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105342043052973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fatkyliejenner,2019/09/10,"This is how I feel right now. I cant seem to forget cause I want to remember the memories . You were my world. 

I broke up with the love of my life because I just wasn’t happy anymore. I love him so much, but a serious relationship is not what I can handle right now. I’m too focused on everything else. It’s not fair to him for me to completely disregard him, so I had to let him go. The passion just wasn’t there anymore, I felt like I was never good enough. I always let him down in some way. But I loved him, and I’ll always love him. 

You will always have a spot in my broken heart, forever and a day.",0.7977435897435932,2.4546075692307703,3.158076923076924,91.71608974358976,81.0,6.7948717948717965,20.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.6823333333333337,464,13,109,8,12,160,82,130,0.11699999999999999,0.6579999999999999,0.225,0.9459,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,9,10,0,0,6,0,13,7,1,2,1,20,23,7,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,6,2,25,8,13,14,3,14,0,1,0,5,14,8,0,2,5,79,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36539658297557226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29033680907509984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089231138229608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503713164471337,0.0,0.0,0.1534753530955068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440219563601313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228067760741496,0.0,0.0,0.15124839667786125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155579796675626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401350320391402,0.0,0.14054657237145107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319042705692475,0.1227755655608863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582292025549072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734595446629771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29936441513902645,0.10339165265167703,0.07151327208381157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5284502118952691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760523691078712,0.0,0.1128963297140798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715601592312664,0.1658186091141851,0.2500133358509588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325773262896187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633798980830794,0.11618865253139653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,maryfikry,2019/09/10,"Married and alone When I was in high school I had a few close friends, but a lot of them were toxic and I ended up moving away to get some distance. I lost pretty much all of my friends then and mostly just clung to whatever guy I was dating.

I'm married now and I still have no friends.. but now there are things happening in my marriage that I want to discuss but I have no one discuss these things with. My husband suffers from depression so when he is feeling really down... I am just left on my own. It would hurt him so much if I tried to talk about this with my mom.. and in the past when I did talk about it with my old coworker and friend, he was upset because he doesnt really trust her judgement or motives. 

My last resort is just to reach out to strangers on the internet hoping to feel less alone.",2.8866635773864715,4.268058602409642,3.677951807228919,91.43688137164044,74.42168674698796,6.794439295644115,25.419833178869325,7.321109707123232,0.9983286376274334,632,21,138,7,13,201,104,166,0.177,0.7020000000000001,0.121,-0.9149,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,14,11,0,1,4,0,14,0,0,1,1,29,22,17,0,4,8,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,7,2,21,6,24,14,9,25,0,4,0,0,18,12,0,6,12,106,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129006819546967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192379088258816,0.0,0.0,0.09208344271575332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010587578570745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379238885890155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275874134727555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668275764669477,0.0,0.078921474307221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957098735982485,0.13357992803045834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960087651377816,0.0,0.1500344956730158,0.0,0.0,0.16171051654367627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313228165885505,0.0,0.0,0.1641247593407542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489745066581848,0.12842395349393226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691708869680264,0.0,0.1605505526534149,0.2220897517521908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850976749065868,0.0,0.10236068569546998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420177815522991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536801053876587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354301028759227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287857463312066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063496718359007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428291014607065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20071220186387412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255834153572438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909781379510197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073071386008558,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gwentattoos,2019/09/10,"Friend here! Hi guys. I just want anyone here to know that if you are lonely, need some cheering up, or just want a friend that tries her best to be cheerful and helpful by giving shitty advice but lots of dumb puns and memes, then give me a pm! I love friends, love talking to people, and I’m sure I would just love your company",4.941417910447762,4.899087582089557,4.855932835820899,90.08151119402989,68.70149253731344,7.2970149253731345,25.70522388059701,5.985473137389443,0.6427641791044771,256,6,56,1,4,79,51,67,0.09,0.465,0.446,0.9857,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,5,12,1,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,17,13,7,0,5,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,10,6,11,3,2,0,1,0,3,15,1,1,4,1,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052509406743148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363294653284624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046118500287892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519063398926859,0.0,0.0,0.37407121517179065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930536550945715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068611027525776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715191277878584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575884174686062,0.5279114999944776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445698079250704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351695408035862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375948949968499,0.0,0.0,0.15671169398495188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237368451862702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299999340473715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850303250855842,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SpookySpino,2019/09/10,"Everytime I rush into things and get myself hurt All it takes is for someone to talk to me for me to mess everything up. Whenever someone shows me the slightest kind gesture I end up blowing things way out of proportion. ""Oh this person said hello to me today, they must want to be friends and start a relationship and spend our whole entire lives together."" I end up trying to go after people way out of my league who have no interest in me whatsoever and end up getting mad and sad at myself everytime. I come on too strong, they think I'm weird and never talk to me again, rinse and repeat.",5.898731527093595,6.186602543103452,6.538374384236455,77.70120689655174,66.67241379310343,9.732019704433498,30.364532019704434,9.606745405546679,2.6771221674876857,469,16,89,9,7,154,80,116,0.125,0.7659999999999999,0.109,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,2,1,2,9,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,3,16,14,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,5,11,0,0,1,1,1,3,2,5,0,0,1,1,16,4,22,11,2,24,0,2,0,0,11,10,0,0,9,62,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299777781721174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719369067307923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962701298912035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722327822822294,0.0,0.1855908086493791,0.0,0.10094149847916144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013827222500132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849564931298646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683543589132953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698601025739174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313441437938001,0.15508472470177928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068977409432447,0.0,0.0,0.16895053133507426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009816506472613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571531771240246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354278908509987,0.2855170262548631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23599622394728606,0.1138071682195278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835625199239035,0.0,0.0,0.12058749349549824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476068431486348,0.28196168976914804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829844876598307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RedDeadHybrid,2019/09/10,"Any tips on how to deal with loneliness ? I'm a single dad which seems to be the biggest issue when it comes to dating. Even if my child lives with her mother, it seems to be a barrier to the women I meet. I'm pretty introverted with social anxiety, so I don't really have any friends and am used to the solitude, but I find myself feeling very lonely after being single for 2 years.",6.495769230769231,5.372093833333337,7.748333333333335,74.24250000000002,65.7948717948718,10.364102564102565,29.756410256410252,9.516144504307137,2.524502564102564,301,8,58,5,4,104,58,78,0.107,0.813,0.079,-0.2864,0,2,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,0,14,13,6,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,12,10,2,7,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,3,4,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34136157022344005,0.0,0.1920055136573516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162043666184586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587581201294602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657755355178404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690732573328325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293989397413869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939130906207441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619667826069963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162744167909196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553455340250449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078965847282894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569810034428452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558511655485104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167734762779522,0.0,0.2070917961393299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162836345565545
lonely,afnlsdkf32,2019/09/10,"What do you in your spare time I'm male.  Mid-late 20s.  Moved to Santa Monica a month ago.  My entire adult life, I've struggled to fill my spare time with interesting stuff.  After work, I go home and watch youtube videos alone.

Interests.  I love music.  I go to a lot of concerts.  I watch sports: baseball, basketball, football.  I like intellectual stuff; I'm a fan of the Joe Rogan podcast, which I consider somewhat intellectual.  I have minor chronic injuries that keep me from doing sports, but I like walking around and discovering new places.  I go to meetups like Tech in Motion.  I used to play 2K but I no longer have a playstation.

I recently got a therapist who has been helpful in spicing up my lifestyle.  So I have some ideas.  But I could use more.

Suggestions I've gotten so far are

* sports bars - doesn't seem like my thing; I don't drink or anything
* [meetup.com](https://meetup.com) \- I haven't had much luck with it
* hang out with work friends - I have a small office
* religious community - I'm not religious
* volunteering - I don't know what to do.  Most of the opportunities I've considered don't seem like they'd introduce me to interesting people.  For example, I could be a ""Big Brother"" or serve soup at a kitchen but I wouldn't meet anyone like me (my age).  So I'm not interested in any of the volunteering opportunities I've considered.

My biggest question is not what should I do.  Rather, what do you, the reader, do in spare time?",2.283485954434859,5.056459496350367,3.711685467816857,83.2402709577527,83.5985401459854,6.970847157708473,24.72638796726388,8.101407402915765,1.8072082725060827,1138,45,218,25,33,373,155,274,0.046,0.762,0.192,0.9895,0,1,1,0,0,0,60.0,0,3,1,4,5,17,0,1,12,0,26,6,0,2,0,34,42,11,0,5,10,1,0,6,1,2,2,1,2,2,11,7,3,1,5,8,0,8,10,1,0,0,4,4,34,16,26,32,6,31,0,0,2,1,14,14,0,10,15,130,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172931849364725,0.0,0.0,0.1422261068810198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338493556285024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602003762655373,0.0,0.11300583811872655,0.12224735200982692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192838601870088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452510554836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060960755515524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23413294713278585,0.0,0.10983043764652946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204529039752912,0.0,0.13774703083061487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550219256892507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205975867557715,0.0,0.0,0.07546960352252016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699590526083827,0.4025370164438372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674783718340158,0.12394014742357448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961059693306699,0.14595353336300795,0.10094883965276738,0.0,0.0,0.13262824215992972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520307559817463,0.0,0.14347420845967768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383415408673734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355907473836721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500289738650048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356071733359185,0.3144059363232403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944358864429667,0.09123187235095027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402239457283311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372074525049929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994681489632687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Whydishappennn,2019/09/10,"I have no one My dad died a couple of weeks ago, I flew overseas to care for him for a month til he passed, and my boyfriend broke up with me while I was there. I just got back home. I didn’t really have a chance to process the break up so it’s now  hitting me. 

I’m sitting alone in a new apt, and there is no one I can call. I miss him and made the mistake of calling him, he is over it. I would give anything to be in his apt, anywhere familiar and safe. But he’s gone.

I hyperventilated in bed, crying, I used headspace to calm down. I texted him that I needed him. I was so strong and now I’m  texting my ex who I KNOW gives zero fucks and isn’t going to respond. 

So I’m here now. Trying to distract myself so I can sleep without any more blunders.

I don’t think I can handle this level of grief. I fee l like I am going crazy.",-0.02896174863388268,1.6596030710382514,2.1739071038251403,97.58468579234976,83.86338797814206,4.722404371584699,19.456284153005463,5.46131890053228,-0.4763355191256835,634,17,158,3,18,214,111,183,0.17,0.7340000000000001,0.096,-0.8855,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,12,11,1,1,6,0,15,2,1,2,0,18,34,13,2,3,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,1,5,6,6,0,3,7,0,31,5,21,24,1,25,0,3,0,1,17,8,1,0,11,104,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109089277940528,0.0,0.0,0.1882153849008715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358126068660985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954664642093302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973760212569405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711291796863961,0.0,0.18528379099610265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107855752800502,0.19961965689056532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860495601229124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680045926763262,0.0,0.3486600825448399,0.2065604022072524,0.0,0.14534446979390234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228798492266302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987294728660613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878311343852628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719554122488333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450535428648834,0.0,0.0,0.1347489973038906,0.0,0.17551401915078682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462871699292674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641959981866293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818592255537468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644395415007212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338137204658566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695463003825108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577122692308842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751792913830203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909434564476555,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tattedmama22,2019/09/10,"I feel alone in a room full of people. I’m not the most popular person in the world, but when I’m hanging out with friends I still feel lonely and inside my own head. 

I do have a boyfriend, but when I’m not with him it seems like the world is all in slow motion. I see black and white. I miss him like crazy. And even though we FaceTime and talk all the time on the phone it still sucks feeling lonely in my bed alone. 

I’m not sure why certain people I get so attached too, but it just makes me even more lonely when I’m away from them I guess. 

Anyone else feel this way too? Or just me?",1.1800501073729457,2.6558280787401567,2.1993414459556213,99.85809591982824,79.23622047244095,4.933142448103078,17.844667143879747,4.851557810540192,-0.859009448818898,454,8,112,1,11,143,76,127,0.207,0.7040000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9246,0,8,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,0,13,11,1,0,7,0,3,1,1,1,4,29,19,13,0,0,9,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,4,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,0,7,15,6,11,19,6,21,0,4,3,0,8,11,1,4,9,70,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862086440869047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036906286110875,0.1910384286893185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517441795915853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575372135767707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462948316928202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770956713778932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404957845040695,0.0,0.097411598437949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539394312438772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913498582168689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217854973421105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445576094333205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585197018043449,0.1627995592718178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857524258349192,0.16973562923230465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977958808807463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757254191541828,0.0,0.0,0.14986016878282035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831846153985928,0.0,0.108719566788768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799406877184107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824068911716147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zeldalockheart,2019/09/10,I hope you all can find someone :) Honestly I feel bad posting here.  A few people messaged me and I want to thank them. I am sorry I just don’t know how life works.  I’ll probably continue by myself for as long as possible. I made it through high school and probably can through college. I will worry about the rest later. This is a wonderful community and I hope you all find someone :),1.024078947368423,3.5934374605263217,3.0555789473684243,86.69205263157896,88.86842105263158,6.72421052631579,26.02105263157895,7.908726449838941,2.0286147368421057,301,14,59,7,10,101,56,76,0.091,0.647,0.262,0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,2,16,14,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,13,4,8,12,4,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,42,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571301103320127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515410731154557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440030148485264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883220818485267,0.0,0.3738286496940525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342385550708176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292358807055435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665415083725396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806915879881166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046668691663746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121550322012552,0.18023322068317732,0.0,0.40579954531806384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904575040089584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189041746011244,0.0,0.0,0.21066238737590276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732593192146197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099885820359888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408314549940024,0.13700396933162784,0.19111525414217986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,necron-heresy,2019/09/10,"Anyone else? I’ve gotten so used to being lonely but it still sucks and every once in a while I’ll find myself like “accidentally” sending someone a text or “accidentally” sending a Snapchat but in reality i just want some kind of communication? Also terrified that people will forget about me???? But I’m also terrified of being clingy???? Does anyone ever fake a hobby???




Can you tell i haven’t spoken to anyone in a while",2.81243319268636,5.613181607594938,5.309282700421941,72.63188466947966,81.0253164556962,6.549085794655415,21.436005625879048,7.793537801064563,1.4688469760900142,333,10,54,6,9,117,57,79,0.321,0.628,0.051,-0.9798,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,1,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,1,12,10,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,8,6,1,9,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,2,5,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771224908556233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946097285343839,0.2415948060068139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063414919530014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697235972058275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132856307145974,0.19866331577821675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155078655831928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455390887053607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519512509500746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511087446922514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346715588812896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978417347336386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830226610588446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060909267673228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364692722806885,0.0,0.0,0.13907510097934558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,loverg1rl,2019/09/10,"Lonely by choice I used to have so many friends. I talked to everyone in my grade at school. When summer came around, I decided to change that. In the new school year, I was not going to talk to anyone anymore. School was now just education. No friend groups, no drama, nothing. I’m on vacation right now while school is going on and ever since I made that decision, I’ve felt a little sad but also content. Sad, because ever since I’ve been keeping quiet my old friends don’t ask me what happened, but mostly happy because it’s peaceful. I’m also very independent, so I’m doing well. We’ll see what happens when I’m in school!",2.392253333333329,4.595988272000003,3.8597,85.94368333333334,78.28,6.086666666666666,24.016666666666666,7.1686216300943375,1.0741866666666668,494,17,95,6,12,163,84,125,0.084,0.753,0.16399999999999998,0.9266,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,3,2,17,23,10,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,1,0,3,4,3,1,0,6,3,9,5,13,16,1,23,0,3,1,0,8,9,0,1,11,56,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502293535871246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092686946930395,0.08525986777479153,0.0,0.0,0.10854810439372173,0.11399287280747153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866102909463494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946128805772687,0.0,0.0,0.12899118400498774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205945854749856,0.0,0.11651422811704383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707683270104632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826203029037799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859707208129074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21565363958745604,0.12980219764823153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838153308976356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222110190697276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537795439760645,0.0,0.12362306847643953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776569421621975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700003177205953,0.0,0.12795039184976814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413192225383262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.617024232620068,0.09716649992929438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017319748954463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601365377219127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531278957850536,0.0,0.10060924022960918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963431250470718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852221647586721
lonely,Hmmhmm324,2019/09/10,I really want friends... I feel like  everyone one in my life just leaves me eventually and I don’t know how to make long lasting connections at school...,2.8929885057471267,5.468860827586205,4.048965517241381,83.2509195402299,78.65517241379311,9.383908045977012,26.90804597701149,9.725611199111238,2.9402321839080465,120,5,24,4,3,39,27,29,0.0,0.8490000000000001,0.151,0.4754,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,7,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,13,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263750363703825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727029030257951,0.2440103970277125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26388826248919633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771233941286886,0.2784168331202788,0.0,0.3616625222127661,0.0,0.0,0.24125379543762765,0.16686887066703096,0.0,0.0,0.30226968422983114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22799382591330236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314497673835924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218811960888251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456767634601422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014608258742409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,quinn12044,2019/09/10,"I have friends, but I still feel lonely I have a couple of good friends,but I am just empty any suggestions? Is this normal?",1.0114666666666672,3.4625442799999995,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,86.2,4.933333333333334,20.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.23273333333333346,97,3,20,1,3,31,19,25,0.204,0.562,0.23399999999999999,0.2047,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090883205691065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029163265003304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22981832520363524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511600411088989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812287438333262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44533184913766255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629792426228658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Louie_s,2019/09/10,"I'm a complete failure and a waste of space I'm can't stand myself anymore, I can't do anything right. Everybody around me is achieving things, creating bonds with people, having fun and all I can do is barely make it through college and stay home all day without talking to anyone but my mom for weeks, it's pathetic. All I see in my future is loneliness, misery, despair and honestly I don't even know why I don't just kill myself and save me and everyone around me the trouble. Anyways I just needed to vent, thank you for reading.",6.287767295597483,6.099318594339625,6.773584905660377,77.96559748427673,65.88679245283019,9.330817610062894,35.59119496855346,8.841846274778883,3.061885534591195,425,19,79,6,6,139,72,106,0.198,0.635,0.166,-0.605,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,1,0,1,6,7,1,0,3,0,11,0,0,1,3,20,18,7,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,14,4,11,18,3,10,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,3,56,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444749886567985,0.1511968802149779,0.0,0.17794338131883036,0.38499085597768135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267187940358278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945400038019376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282149977829015,0.0,0.0,0.20662227436812794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690182419493031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392325283796241,0.0,0.11883736859222792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433886664860288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532523889086213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033587367840788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991046007811626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629400336381413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466392438182055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231168701227914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304782580630755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380189357188233,0.0,0.1990805842481515,0.0,0.0,0.14365724922211606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734510645238917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951188937120236,0.0,0.0,0.20844329305781026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kaboby9001,2019/09/10,Pros of being lonely My bus is really crowded. Even thought it’s super crowded (every seat has 2-4 pple) I get to sit alone. Sucks being lonely but it has pros 😁,-1.2804901960784325,0.5950105588235317,1.8905882352941177,91.60098039215687,105.17647058823529,3.443137254901962,14.490196078431374,5.46131890053228,-0.6184156862745094,125,3,25,1,6,44,28,34,0.19699999999999998,0.731,0.07200000000000001,-0.3182,0,5,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5510577219237487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514231774773489,0.0,0.4482867701366392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779814193495277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408537484708552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223992919148671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,unsurewalrus2,2019/09/10,"I'm in a weird spot socially I have known for a long time that I can only seem to make friends online and while that's okay, it's hard. It requires patience, which I'm losing for some reason? I just want a friendship that is a two way street. And someone who can understand, or at the very least listen to what I have to say. I've thought stuff like this is impossible. Am I crazy for believing that?",3.3052208835341403,4.30461207228916,4.164036144578315,89.84717871485947,72.855421686747,7.461044176706826,25.88152610441768,7.793537801064563,1.1752827309236955,314,10,70,4,6,101,59,83,0.10099999999999999,0.7490000000000001,0.15,0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,5,1,7,0,0,2,0,13,15,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,11,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,5,3,8,14,2,7,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,3,4,44,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27975650573721345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918410617714272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224339395466442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131006140022152,0.0,0.0,0.21974352560049487,0.0,0.27779156895010826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574658239044834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884835700893068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553005382929245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974633731376144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22604900120257604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531173068159677,0.21038937481822886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842516480366064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19712770280659955,0.14478957420390787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425594660224317,0.2584959256657315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487894823574626,0.14645766498479734,0.1970942198823449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,StefanieeB,2019/09/10,"Fear of loneliness/normalized loneliness I feel like it’s so common for everyone to be silently suffering. Idk if it’s just my area, but people all ages around me, I can feel their emptiness and loneliness. 

Maybe it’s technology. But I feel like because it’s being normalized to be depressed/lonely it’s less common for people to reach out to each other. Because they think “yeah that’s normal for that age”, or “that time in your life”.  Or just “same”.

I’m scared of loosing people. As soon as I genuinely connect with someone I want to cling to them 24/7. I see them as sand falling through my fingers.

This makes me want to know nobody. I push people away which only makes my fears of loneliness worse.

I want to be in a busy area to feel alive. Otherwise I feel almost non existent.

I care sm about everyone. The only thing that brings me true happiness is seeing strangers of people I love genuinely happy.

I’m too over emotional, weak and sensitive for the world .

And I don’t want to be a part of one that’s getting increasingly lonely.

Hope everyone has a nice, peaceful, comforting day. My dramatic anxiety speech on loneliness is over.",2.5964976958525376,5.366674603686636,3.83667465437788,83.01558341013825,81.76497695852534,7.7116313364055324,25.73069124423963,8.608573733854374,2.3673559078341007,907,37,164,23,25,295,125,217,0.17300000000000001,0.601,0.226,0.9307,0,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,4,0,8,16,0,3,5,1,10,4,1,2,2,34,32,12,0,8,7,0,7,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,14,7,0,0,7,0,0,4,1,6,0,1,0,10,24,10,33,27,6,22,0,2,2,1,6,11,0,5,9,105,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784876880379587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003194274171061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476837082885423,0.0,0.0,0.11057291049349892,0.0,0.0,0.14348453076152146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999201878720868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589982046870386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323845489786519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373713228725033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648662181432711,0.29753606722754394,0.16815442617872675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061487767909234575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505647584279087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168919654542918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467892578579862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312738725359899,0.11499403113925505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621912959564232,0.0,0.15711695663685088,0.0,0.11823465519231352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23062092526552644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974927154265407,0.17901593318658127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744597290910872,0.0,0.4079544858981983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782745541409115,0.0,0.1875661662374078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099717707006171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818749835257544,0.07541050978564133,0.0,0.0,0.06862553943366999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27766464040077743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993538506593522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Danielpl111,2019/09/10,"For people that are lonely. Like me Since my ex broke up with me 4 years ago. I can't make any contact with a girl.  I'm always too shy to talk to girls, feeling rejected, depressed, lonely. I dont have any friends in my small town. As I go to school 30km away from my house. I study IT so ofcourse there are no girls in my class but I do have some good friends there.  Just my IT bros, And none lives close to me. I usually just play games on my PC. And try to connect to as many people as possible. From discord, Twitter, reddit, Twitch. Gaming has kept me away from some deep depression shit. I did had some ideas of killing myself in the past. But I keep looking forward. Telling myself girlfriend and many friends will just ""take me down with them"". I also longboard around my town while listening to music. Keeps me positive.

Memes also help

18 yr old Daniel. From Poland",0.9043730407523504,3.4032113390804604,1.6681086729362598,97.1900313479624,87.90804597701148,4.54294670846395,20.55276907001045,6.1124844417494595,0.029526436781609718,679,22,145,6,22,209,116,174,0.20600000000000002,0.701,0.09300000000000001,-0.9659,0,5,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,1,0,10,14,2,0,2,0,11,2,1,1,0,22,21,12,1,0,5,2,1,1,4,1,1,1,0,3,3,8,0,3,2,3,0,2,4,8,0,0,3,3,25,6,28,17,4,22,0,6,1,0,17,15,1,3,8,89,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936045306431213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334045098477609,0.1214276213454819,0.0,0.0,0.1984783571169396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299109617764676,0.0,0.0,0.2742169804682608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25138308508578844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103193123656488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378791204047719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382415158040311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293686487686049,0.12240134894530215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781555187858824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838663783155855,0.0,0.16474015290827532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594232166676804,0.1614528104626711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712953015574589,0.0,0.12886116761094046,0.0,0.12254663773537244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741114988524477,0.2959055215792651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531317249409349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930918818464433,0.2023425933028377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451709019513214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476915915699697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979772632652846,0.12071696242928327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972316064751583,0.11729510351696992,0.1275515327581277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907866243872028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072415192735273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093975815793149
lonely,VirtualPlaza98,2018/12/04,Moving on is difficult when you're lonely. I'm tired of feeling sad and hopeless all the time.,2.16,4.604149473684213,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,80.57894736842105,5.905263157894738,25.28947368421053,7.1686216300943375,1.3702421052631577,76,3,14,1,2,25,19,19,0.528,0.415,0.057,-0.91,0,2,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896976782158137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6089487505559308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340882271095895,0.658514791739342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SameManDifferentHat,2018/12/04,"Lonely and fancy a chat. No specifics, just random conversation. Kinda like ""You've got mail"" but lonely real life, not a floaty romcom. ",3.5687499999999983,6.7151217083333385,4.24666666666667,78.86500000000002,81.91666666666666,4.866666666666667,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.1696833333333334,107,2,16,1,3,34,22,24,0.262,0.675,0.064,-0.6119,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892087721317892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320409599675801,0.2988313072584545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6962149351901337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CloPRelf,2018/12/04,"How do you forget a girl? If you saw my last post on here, you’ll know the story. But even without it, I hope you can advise me. I’ve never had a girlfriend and I’ve never felt this way about someone, but it isn’t meant to be. How can I forget her and move on? I hope if I do, I’ll regain some of my confidence and stop being lonely ",-0.12165714285714554,1.3508119200000015,2.5912380952380967,95.568,83.13333333333333,4.819047619047621,16.047619047619047,5.288315135182226,-0.8370380952380958,254,4,62,1,7,89,50,75,0.196,0.745,0.057999999999999996,-0.8211,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,2,2,21,15,9,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,2,12,2,6,8,1,9,0,1,1,0,8,2,0,5,4,46,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786218312660309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596630107483524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372121584157362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862572115355066,0.2204431670992875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874329284705045,0.0,0.0,0.41715710858490257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25900496813358564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291413460491448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22609838225463044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146611960863796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606927022815623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,milksteak1738,2018/12/04,"Crying when no one texts me? Am I the only one who will work a long shift all day, check my phone at the end, and still have no texts? I always cry when this happens. ",1.0549999999999995,2.3130678333333385,2.2011111111111106,100.655,79.0,4.800000000000002,14.777777777777779,3.1291,-1.4149888888888893,126,1,32,0,3,40,30,36,0.27399999999999997,0.726,0.0,-0.8738,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24154114884664865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6377309286771684,0.18721041068760955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571071733661575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25669889002868257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568939140988117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934105189008735,0.2207755312498031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231822719410458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133161499862274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RIPLEW,2018/12/04,"Spent my evening in bed fully clothed talking to myself I don't know what to do to improve my situation. I'm incredibly lonely at the moment and I'm tired of pretending to be a sociable person. I only people I talk to in real life are my family, immediate friends from uni who are all much younger than myself, or sometimes when I pick up drugs. It's bizarre to think that this has become the pinnacle of my social life.


I should note that where I study there are no clubs or activities that I can join.


Due to this I've ended up making a few friends online whether it is through reddit or just meeting random people in games and adding them on discord, none of which really have proper conversations with me. I can't tell if I'm an unlikable person or whether these people are just busy with their own lives. I'm wondering if I should shut down my discord and stop posting on sites like reddit in the hopes that A: it will force me to socialize in real life and B: allow my mind to be more comfortable with less socializing.  


What do you think? Am I being over the top?",4.972917505030181,5.718686281690147,5.855308517773306,80.1812323943662,68.81220657276995,8.902615694164993,28.829309188464126,9.04235418022936,2.2335703554661306,850,29,167,15,14,280,132,213,0.08,0.7909999999999999,0.129,0.8677,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,1,6,6,0,0,8,0,19,5,0,3,1,33,30,13,0,5,10,0,0,1,2,3,5,0,1,2,14,7,0,1,4,3,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,23,5,30,23,7,22,0,1,0,0,17,16,0,9,6,120,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602053845662034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638272183050018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251224247106852,0.0,0.0,0.09330685824662653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317586354076588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828819556752802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031201661740528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763776128139091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29934746917013755,0.06901690952584269,0.0,0.12474313667403625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429817072896413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264144332664433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384898752325188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744145884807547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938144621764064,0.24670132613313125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529667496701114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215901548829332,0.0905005544019683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879230231519811,0.0,0.43201793970678937,0.0,0.0,0.139718677326768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181072299690188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270933812021483,0.123475353970633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103897322707596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623679619831589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320023077995654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Puca88,2018/12/04,"Feeling incredibly alone after a break up :( Advice much appreciated So, I [30] broke up for the final time with my soulmate tonight. He [26] was someone I had planned on having children with and marrying, my best friend really.

I suffer from really bad anxiety and depression so there are days when I just feel like I need a hug and so appreciate having someone in the house with me, having him there was so wonderful - I felt really safe and loved. And for someone with anxiety, it can be like a warm blanket that quietens the worst symptoms. I know it’s not okay to rely on someone else to make you happy, but he did and I love him very much. Over time he struggled to show he cared, and at times has been cold. The last straw came today when I went to him over lunch to just get a hug and ask him to stay over tonight, but he seemed annoyed/indifferent and I knew he no longer felt he was able to give me that hug or feel comfortable knowing he was the main source of my happiness right now. I am actively seeking professional help for my anxiety but unfortunately he wasn’t able to give that support just now.  He used words like “responsibility” and “pressure” which made me feel like I was asking too much for him to stay over with me.

I don’t rely on my parents emotionally any more (they are very hurtful unintentionally and don’t take my struggles with mental health seriously) and now that my ex-boyfriend is not in the picture, I feel suffocated by how much I miss him and how safe he made me feel until recently, and also another general feeling of being truly alone in the world. I have wonderful pets but it doesn’t seem to make a difference. Even when I’m with friends and tell them, I feel alone. I don’t know why.

Will this get better? I feel so sad and unable to function. If anyone has been through this, I would be very grateful for some advice. 

Love to everyone who feels alone x 

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lonely,DrippingNostalgia,2018/12/04,"Wanting to have a genuine talk with a stranger? Is anyone interested in beginning some sort of correspondence? Like a random chatfriend you can talk to sometimes, share stories, ...?",6.953333333333332,10.537697896551725,6.0834482758620725,68.66471264367817,70.0344827586207,8.004597701149425,40.70114942528736,8.841846274778883,4.625749425287356,145,9,19,3,3,44,25,29,0.0,0.758,0.242,0.7682,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246834323116314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22685733686785745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592527724989158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7464518483045984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738849148935911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gneiss-shit,2018/12/04,"Lonely on a different continent 3 weeks ago I packed my bags to go on an internship to Brazil. I was looking so much forward to this, what an opportunity to be tackling problems in a developing country! 

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Now, three weeks in, I feel weird.  I don't even know how to describe what I am feeling. 

First, I thought it might be the language barrier since barely anyone in my office speaks English which makes working there difficult, but the people are really nice and try to get me involved and I am doing my best at learning Portuguese as well. They are being so welcoming and I feel bad for not being able to embrace it with open arms.   
I don't know why I cannot enjoy being here. 

As soon as I return to my apartment I watch some TV shows, scroll through Reddit and that's it. I found a group to do sports with but I skipped it this week again because I am just not feeling like doing anything. When people from home ask how it's going for me, I tell them that I don't feel too well, all they have to say is that I 'will get used to it' and 'it's just the initial phase I have to overcome'. But I don't really feel like that's it.

I was looking forward to this a lot, told people what I will be going to do and eventually I am just being a grinch sitting here on my own. 

I don't even know what kind of advice I want in this thread, but I already feel a bit better being able to vent for a while.",3.2428308702791466,4.2378998413793125,4.525369458128079,87.21419540229886,73.0,7.041050903119869,26.568144499178988,7.2636822038024595,1.195435139573071,1094,37,233,11,21,362,149,290,0.076,0.804,0.12,0.9363,1,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,5,19,16,0,0,12,0,32,1,1,4,1,42,56,19,0,2,9,0,7,2,0,3,0,2,1,0,21,9,0,1,13,3,0,5,8,5,2,2,5,12,36,11,34,40,7,27,0,1,3,0,11,12,0,3,15,175,57,2,0.2317941288573384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325327001747874,0.10273575478729567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789529256011112,0.0,0.0,0.12557442088718102,0.1408276188466872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810379221894957,0.0,0.09537340895491997,0.0,0.10834811028712676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967692077743235,0.07064977475805641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162681883723338,0.10250153521211698,0.12652957727958974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108776489522552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309783600777782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102072666459953,0.16559377197033945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985819837969832,0.0,0.1270751490850693,0.0,0.0,0.12110286537809935,0.0,0.1976009176911317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625420529098453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068895788167733,0.19108198691974168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324290298599915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464868939705465,0.0,0.0,0.09853153965901,0.0,0.0,0.07736219046159096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229484702975962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519767764221879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24104529502054706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089783841779473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484932543738976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216599740122702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587124934261283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129914268055287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200932332864133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074461172117664,0.0,0.07868649906395359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009785225053992,0.0,0.0,0.06835909138942653,0.0,0.2788969028445582,0.0,0.20841075919853053,0.0,0.10457907401166784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437444323144655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408276188466872,0.0
lonely,sofrickingangry,2018/12/04,"Lonely but I feel like I don't have good reason to be I've come to the realization that usually *one* person makes me lonely. 

Whenever I talk to one person I invest time into them (not in a clingy way), and they always just seem to get distant and eventually end up ignoring me. I start to feel like I have NOBODY even though I can easily message another friend (that maybe cares?) and get a response... But even when I do message another friend to chat or hang out, over time the same cycle just repeats where they grow tired of me or find someone else they like better... and then I'm on to the next person to talk to.

Feels like none of my relationships with anybody truly last and I'm always left all alone. I don't know if it's something I'm doing to myself because I feel like everyone's going to leave me eventually, or if it's just how really life is.",3.5067904509283814,4.7646266551724175,5.0920689655172415,82.3944429708223,72.67816091954023,8.112466843501327,24.304155614500445,8.617729084823388,1.5577927497789572,674,19,136,12,13,228,103,174,0.10300000000000001,0.728,0.16899999999999998,0.9381,0,5,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,1,9,13,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,3,1,33,25,16,0,2,11,0,4,5,2,0,2,0,0,3,4,9,0,1,8,1,1,4,4,3,0,2,0,4,20,10,20,24,3,23,0,2,0,0,15,8,0,6,15,86,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628008354700798,0.0,0.0,0.2029068385097509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25570315865105764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432585168430574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783493549242616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431317779477585,0.0,0.0,0.10502971590539907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185475259004836,0.0,0.10799154503282328,0.0,0.0,0.16106388295321014,0.0,0.0,0.11650691900734722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466007616137149,0.34842002476189604,0.0,0.0,0.11143949517243752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840171580971066,0.0,0.127404137401169,0.0,0.06929418884108084,0.10226697380967924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700814672552388,0.0993871583665338,0.0,0.1291035817323294,0.13247454874312986,0.0,0.08612097517583757,0.29783800586985576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138753044737104,0.0,0.12249252792797355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967124350333095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524241316194355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31938708148078404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781098569564486,0.12536174220834506,0.0,0.1309044685807099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099818592116373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330874641194847,0.09386572029079086,0.0,0.0,0.0863008881087502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960013575460513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197931164474689,0.0,0.14219377207094114,0.14013768610171953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342858781979816,0.0,0.0,0.09678034738530814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,strictlynothing,2018/12/04,"It's getting worse and I don't think it will stop. I'm so lonely and have no one to talk to, and I only feel like it'll get worse as the year comes to an end and I don't feel like this feeling is going to go away.

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I'm in my mid thirties, and literally have zero friends. My wife and I got together when I was young, and I neglected any other friendships I did have so she was my only friend during my 20s and early 30s.  Our relationship is in the process of ending, and I'll have no one (which is how it even feels now).

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I work at home for a company out of state, so I don't have coworkers I can go hang out with.  People at Meetups seem to have their own groups already, and I've never felt like I fit in.

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The past few years I've been working to improve myself by losing weight, stopping drinking, going back to college to finish my degree, and other things.  I don't really meet anyone at the gym because everyone's doing their own things, and I'm so much older than everyone in college so even if I don't care about their age I'm sure mine makes a difference.  

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Some people say they like being alone, and I really wish I could feel that way.  I feel so lonely that I physically feel it in my chest and stomach. I know I'm a good, caring person but it's all just a waste. I've been seeing a psychologist and we've worked on many of the things that hindered me in the past, but I feel stuck at this point. I don't know how I'm going to get through the rest of this year.  I can't be alone on New Years Eve, but I think I'm going to end up that way.  Being told ""Do something for yourself.  Watch a movie you want to watch, play a game you want to play, eat your favorite food"" doesn't help because I don't want to do any of those things alone,  I just want to do whatever I'm doing with other people.  My greatest desire now is to just talk to someone in-person without it being someone paid to talk to me, but I know that won't happen because everybody's already too busy with their lives and I can't immediately contribute anything meaningful to them.

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After typing all this I figure I should just delete it, but I'll let it fly and figure maybe someone will read it and notice me for a minute of their life and I'll magically feel a bit less lonely.

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lonely,HaRdCoReMeM,2018/12/04,"Just a boring life So this is my first post on this subreddit but like i just think this would be a good place to share my feelings

Every day after school i just go home, play games or just sit on my chair listening to lil peep. I do text others first but now that someone reported me for a fake name on fb i couldnt get on it for like 3 days (people in lithuania still use fb) i realised how much we rely on technology i cant just go to someones house and say ""wanna go out?"" those days are over. I really dont know why people dont text me... When i talk to them irl they seem actually happy talking with me but some of em do have my number. I am trying to earn money for a new pc and mic so i could record songs but for now i really don't know what else i could distract myself other than with video games or memes. Right now my biggest wish (cheesy shit alert) would be just to have someone who would listen to me, hug me and tell me that my life is gonna change. 

This has been a really long post with me just rambling and showing my feelings thanks for reading if you have any advice or thoughts about this post leave them in the comments",2.3912894736842105,3.7103158833333367,3.496315789473684,92.49394736842108,75.58333333333334,6.385964912280703,20.964912280701753,6.8360192770164,0.21058333333333312,892,20,202,8,19,288,141,240,0.059000000000000004,0.804,0.13699999999999998,0.9661,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,3,3,16,12,1,1,6,0,23,4,1,2,0,43,40,16,0,9,15,0,2,2,0,4,2,4,1,0,13,9,0,0,7,7,1,3,5,4,0,2,2,6,32,8,29,29,2,32,0,0,0,1,17,12,1,6,15,134,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.1119802176531437,0.0,0.0,0.11213314352534158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803447190299481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139111998936475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832383362841944,0.0,0.0,0.22201429859592103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689741415933069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585956021446453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668248940238064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604289419849978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19521392603346405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059952551403931825,0.0,0.1956465544948876,0.0962475180055352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215434931576748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510439818034933,0.0,0.0,0.13240700446713902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126128065947953,0.0,0.0,0.1215045174846602,0.0,0.0,0.16210375256270967,0.1121228790285314,0.0,0.0,0.1015508378028168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435503375404774,0.0,0.0,0.11082702765701563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591074980791624,0.0,0.11989015167565235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329698609177984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478184279739305,0.0,0.22053688254674908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979965473341916,0.0,0.09125443365258268,0.0,0.11613392533156705,0.0,0.10446480911726956,0.0,0.0,0.11779003651539527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916839149533587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164012880742753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446467600215072,0.10029724795972264,0.10564710981260343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352767254446665,0.0,0.09109930915802954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779082537014889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910783883993764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354473927408747,0.0,0.13195774492049814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24454700572115465,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Simulation-theorist,2018/12/04,"im pissed of having no friends  (sorry for my bad english)  
the majority of my friends are from twitter or instagram, but ivl everyone i really care (i had a crush on an adorable mexican girl) leaves me for no reason  
ive been so lonely that i talked to ""friends"" who just wanted to fuck me. they were at first normal, then they start talking  how we could have sex and it just disgusted me. but im used to it, so i dont hesitate to block them anymore.  
my ""friends"" from highschool dont care about me. so sometimes, the evening, when i go back to home and see my drunk dad shouting at me and my mom, i just go back to the town and walk on the streets, because ive nowhere to go. this feeling of having nowhere to go, nobody to talk is just terrible. ive to face my familial problems alone, and my mother just thinks im mentally ill for harming myself (she wants to take me to the psychiatric doctor, while im depressed because of her behavious ??).  
so ive a little bit of friends at school, but not one in my class so i sit alone, we just are two to be in this situation, and it makes me anxious as fuck.  
i also see everyone having fun, going to parties, when im bored at home, and it sucks : there are so many things i want to do, like going to festivals, but i wont because im shy and alone, im feeling like im missing the best part of my life. and i hate myself for not being able to just have friends ??  
i know it will be like that my entire life but i dont want to face that  
thanks for reading skslsksksk ",3.1363636363636367,3.8853956878980895,4.40693688477128,88.88830920671684,73.0127388535032,7.619918934568616,28.603937463810077,7.84624498591911,1.5764636942675168,1162,45,261,15,22,384,153,314,0.2,0.616,0.185,-0.7857,0,5,0,0,0,0,43.0,2,0,3,2,22,30,6,0,9,0,26,11,3,4,0,42,54,28,0,7,15,3,2,3,6,2,4,1,2,1,12,11,1,1,5,2,0,7,8,14,0,3,3,5,43,16,41,45,4,27,0,3,2,3,21,11,4,1,11,174,55,5,0.07002169888423357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175640878137668,0.0,0.055996327299578576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910458885500384,0.06944270990139266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768472852089694,0.0584651937600187,0.12805373316575094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348345298348448,0.0,0.07644555972057186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278357742814904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590662884156568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060309586645189914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167017588144507,0.0,0.0,0.24619472879376103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046248671722666015,0.0,0.0,0.13381746799573596,0.0,0.0,0.06601022593644269,0.0,0.07081014974502581,0.05002351567389346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059560421300327626,0.0,0.0,0.3245915451697482,0.12946786460770035,0.0,0.0,0.23876967075956376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691319310110847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047494640248268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6050836046306266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03848209448114793,0.0,0.0,0.07414286878323245,0.0,0.0,0.09891679341917413,0.10262719542662482,0.07018013764233691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04674002773262866,0.0709910123283935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056540319596571,0.0,0.0,0.08200856744816347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860639789217368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474485153397673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582667632688149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700130919521666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004064775039444,0.0,0.04485769331331265,0.07199396855047296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086569755093393,0.11159645654163676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870732334005529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925325064671138,0.07838355913997598,0.049561718869966805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052647603252996666,0.16884236756500376,0.0,0.06446657262066417,0.0,0.0,0.046519305357867344,0.04486707729273627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840102525910903,0.0,0.0,0.06047626576046392,0.0,0.0,0.16520244880632795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ljn_99,2018/12/04,College makes things worse You realize you're with thousands of ppl your age and at least some have similar interests. You still don't make friends. End up spending the weekends by yourself doing nothing but schoolwork. Still alone when you're in the best situation possible to make friends.,5.834705882352942,8.968369333333337,4.584078431372549,80.36435294117645,71.35294117647058,8.00156862745098,37.65098039215686,8.841846274778883,3.851420392156863,240,14,38,5,5,70,43,51,0.16399999999999998,0.7120000000000001,0.124,-0.092,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,8,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,7,6,3,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,25,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25236756302570384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25571554761413706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158183799202902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37651607880872695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487952782642183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338069455592701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747001482803545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738941281606445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891887035032575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188283431495645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483194945255562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,snakefist,2018/12/04,I think I'm invisible I'm 36 and have a job. I go out but don't meet anyone. I truly feel like I'm totally invisible. I don't think people notice me at all. ,-2.3270270270270292,-0.5703831621621589,2.923027027027029,87.28616216216219,96.83783783783785,6.203243243243244,15.508108108108113,7.554174236665415,0.33146918918918944,121,3,30,3,5,49,25,37,0.099,0.797,0.10400000000000001,0.0364,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,10,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,10,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803521167058378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027313216633915,0.2864372828848649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278679497243476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39787895543875135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588290701605585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564818782874507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779668121424805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138224907860149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JuneKeys,2018/12/04,"Does anyone inherently deserve love? I know love is definitely a human need, but is it naturally deserved? The sum of my experiences so far have told me that I don't deserve love. I dunno.",2.564166666666665,5.247770416666668,5.6200000000000045,70.80000000000003,80.94444444444446,8.044444444444443,28.44444444444445,8.841846274778883,2.9400777777777773,149,7,26,4,4,54,30,36,0.0,0.6709999999999999,0.32899999999999996,0.9218,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,4,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20793579777750276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602402274070807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908958042239644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343288967913622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8051942303360011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050433685052948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841604099122318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zosan09,2018/12/04,I crave the simplest thing I have no idea what touch feels like. I want to feel what it's like to be in love. I want to hold hands. I want to know how good cuddles can be. I want to do the simplest things. I want to feel love. And be loved by someone. I want someone to hug me and tell me that it's okay. I don't even have friends. I want to be normal. I want to feel like I'm needed for once. I just feel so lonely.,-1.9038771929824565,-0.10368974736841884,0.2911842105263176,107.07537280701756,93.84210526315788,3.166666666666667,14.232456140350877,3.1291,-1.7268070175438597,314,6,87,0,12,103,49,95,0.076,0.561,0.363,0.9723,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,2,1,9,6,1,1,0,22,28,4,0,10,1,0,7,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,14,10,12,24,0,1,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,0,3,51,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980865181867086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437592825267188,0.2914166613589966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505213078781823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404740622192433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349656929179706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472701151797287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928810315820103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36816187147307655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082199581701462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322432561477768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480643278056166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304183673264441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884608785803415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066837131167254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6416015272139384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Atocz,2018/12/04,"What to do when you feel like everyone is avoiding you? I have no friends, just people that put up with me so I did them a favour and backed off. No one is interested in having a conversation with me at work (when I initiate, they are disinterested and try so hard to get away) so again I’ve given in and decided to accept I’m invisible.

I take really good care of my hygiene and appearance (although I look funny) and I studied mental health for a year (learned how to communicate effectively).

Am I here in this world???",4.695714285714286,5.6881003921568665,6.404621848739499,75.09794117647061,69.58823529411765,10.142296918767508,30.257703081232492,10.290406445055957,3.0858526610644263,408,16,81,11,7,141,75,102,0.079,0.713,0.20800000000000002,0.934,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,2,10,8,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,2,0,16,16,12,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,3,14,7,15,14,0,15,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,1,6,62,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25119491571695024,0.2055844783633224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725928521862662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554753559922409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351859998916643,0.1910030979689228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20656281972832655,0.0,0.1396853407281134,0.0,0.0,0.22425012834327346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395033749905894,0.0,0.0,0.2841927556677488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061931639068078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451631029388786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26943749231303343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117106128650728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535478942208855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687721376892573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127861317140572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102256281857267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152089792647372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464234499708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217203024612848
lonely,cuddleboi420,2018/12/04,"any like me out here. Are there any other gay guys that absolutely love an crave physical affection from other guys.

It's pretty much all I think about some days an i just want to know if I'm the only one.

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lonely,Throwfarawayy4012,2018/12/04,"I got ghosted by someone I loved I got introduced to this guy online and my sister who introduced us kept telling me how me and him are so alike and that I have to be introduced to him, I don’t really care because I’ve given up on finding potential friends so I dismiss her, then we get introduced to one another by accident, we exchange Skypes. I get very close to him throughout the time I talk with him and such, this is hard to explain but, I introduce him to one of my “girl friends” on this chat program that we all go on, and he’s the one who told me to tell her to add him. He gets very close to this girl and I don’t really pay mind to it, I’m not jealous or petty like other girls and I know it, unfortunately this is never reciprocated, she messages him here and there causal convos “how are u, how many siblings do u have, going to school for what?” And then he tells me she has been talking shit about me to him many times. I’m not surprised by the girl, but then he explains a situation to me where she made very hateful remarks about me and he did nothing about it, in fact he laughed to her about it, and he said he would “defend you” next time, I hate that I trusted him, and hate that I tried to restore my faith in my “girl friend” I’m ghosting the guy now, and deleted my “friend” things are too good to be true, and even if they are I ruined this for myself, I ruin so many things ",5.831340206185567,4.597234264604812,6.411738831615121,83.64709278350516,67.1786941580756,9.546941580756013,32.1147766323024,8.447377352677275,2.1403638487972496,1085,37,244,13,15,356,146,291,0.12,0.728,0.152,0.8617,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,4,1,1,0,17,20,5,0,5,0,17,2,1,4,4,42,40,27,2,2,6,1,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,7,20,21,0,1,4,1,2,2,5,7,0,3,9,2,50,13,34,28,1,20,1,2,0,1,55,9,1,2,10,167,70,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476296178655825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671685184960538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158679891237604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228760232007203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003104062895304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382287340689038,0.0,0.17154198910744614,0.0,0.12440059619054873,0.09179754266049717,0.1750668424553041,0.0,0.0,0.21673614952663955,0.0,0.0,0.0980415103681753,0.32416378787147593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060148286181662125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346945554610275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877867523719054,0.10355980901161987,0.0,0.33288113212855003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050857486063044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441097864869801,0.0,0.11639634051839046,0.0,0.0,0.10501573726045624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224889459394759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022695028619842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410756300161388,0.0,0.0,0.11076450786338636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112344049239604,0.0,0.12302112638825995,0.0,0.0,0.09273266532362907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593600661669406,0.2869801036672013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542121624943666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145534044105747,0.0,0.0,0.10457969439600054,0.0,0.07430618878250934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316492455214759,0.0,0.0,0.2709115556099335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774681590193842,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MovieNighter,2018/12/04,"Can't seem to connect with people Sorry if my grammar and word placement is rough. I'm not exactly the most articulate person. I don't usually post long texts on this site. I don't usually write a lot for that matter. This is just something I want to get off my chest and possibly get some advice from this subreddit. i'm new here so I hope I'm in the right subreddit to discuss something like this. 

For the first time in my life I have a job, some say that's an accomplishment. But not for a just turning 20 year old with no schooling. I spent the entirety of my time after graduating high school doing nothing, being depressed, and sitting around on my computer all day with the only human interaction I get is my small family. Depression and social anxiety was the main issue but after high school I slowly overcame it and got a job. Now I'm in the hopes to make some friends and improve my social skills. I've worked three days so far and I just now realized that socializing with people again is far more difficult than I anticipated.

I work a fancy hotel in a big city as a banquet porter. It pays well, it's a great first job and many of the employees seem like fantastic people. They're all men, mostly around my age and demographic. Some of them I would like to be friends with but it feels like my long hiatus with not conversing with new people has really effected me. I'm afraid, social-wise, I'm permanently broken. There's been small talk here and there but it eventually goes nowhere. I'm terrified they're all going to assume I'm the weird awkward guy. By the way it's going, it might just go down that road.

I know I just started and it may take some time for my employees to get used to me. In their defense, I've only worked with them for three days but it is such a lonely feeling seeing these guys with such energy and connection with each other. Most of the time I feel like I'm not supposed to be there. I don't have anyone to talk about this, this is probably going to get buried, ignored, or even down-voted. Which is fine, I just need to let out some steam. I just wish it was easier to make friends. Maybe I will make friends here, or maybe I won't. I just don't want to screw it up and be the outcast to these people.

During the days where I did nothing but sit around in my room browsing reddit, I rarely felt lonely. There were times where I wish I was with people but not the true feeling of loneliness. Since I got this job, I have never felt this lonely in a very long time. I guess just being around people who have their stuff together triggers that feeling. I really hope it gets easier, I'm tired of missing out. I'm trying really hard to get my life back together. My biggest fear is that I'm too late to accomplish that. The thought of that alone, really makes me feel lonely as well.

I hope this message doesn't waste anyone's time, I'm sorry if it did for you. I'm god-awful at expressing my feelings so I can expect this post to be a little incoherent. I thank anyone who does take the time to read this, so this post won't be completely useless. I'm just wondering if there's any way to make this easier for me. Maybe advice about breaking ice with people.

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lonely,Monsieur_Sun1,2018/12/04,Ladies Just curious. How many of you here are female? I always thought it was easier for the ladies to make more/better friends than guys. What’s your opinion? ,2.2590000000000003,5.1455945666666665,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,86.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.7823333333333333,127,4,24,2,4,38,29,30,0.0,0.737,0.263,0.8205,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978841198907018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694407316747112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473473443241929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191889061991741,0.4847995320989861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796215580009472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,U53RN4M35,2018/12/04,"I had an amazing day today For the first time in many, many years I woke up and was happy to be awake. I enjoyed the drive to school, I listened to music and I *liked* it, I even smiled! I studied and I felt interest in what I was learning. I read a sad story and felt sad. I felt empathy! For the first time in years I felt like me. I felt like I was living. I was happy today.

I was happy today but I had nobody to share it with. I have nobody to tell. I spent an hour perusing my contacts and followers for somebody just to talk to. Nobody's returned my texts. Nobody cares.
 
I've spent the last two years isolating myself, succumbing to my depression and telling myself that I'm happier alone. I've excluded myself from any potential friendships in college and I've allowed any existing ties to erode. I've been lying to myself. I'm lonely and it's killing me.",0.8768952380952406,3.294548537142859,2.966285714285714,88.63838095238096,86.48571428571432,5.847619047619048,22.047619047619047,7.2636822038024595,1.0094761904761909,674,24,134,11,21,227,88,175,0.152,0.665,0.183,0.2579,2,3,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,2,16,1,0,7,0,10,0,0,1,0,18,23,9,1,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,6,1,2,2,0,5,0,3,16,6,28,11,20,6,0,21,0,4,0,0,6,5,0,0,17,84,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225240664464677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089735282670106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061566344013995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076294301015595,0.0,0.10189240157777553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813663620890432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5679371346701473,0.0,0.0,0.20125338948110671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778005597117554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650256775303855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308824306449168,0.0,0.0,0.09643103214366948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338754899333264,0.0,0.10446187207475932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398771120463118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833292523353588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972683804697976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508579136563004,0.2068004216467734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796442549080548,0.0,0.33640629412604495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556280057158333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285457247402347
lonely,internetmouse,2018/12/04,I have friends but I’m lonely Nobody ever contacts me first. No one checks to see how I’m doing. I don’t think they care about me the way I care about them. I feel like I’m that disposable friend.,-0.97829457364341,1.128809348837212,0.9259302325581408,101.18874031007752,95.04651162790701,3.7968992248062015,14.143410852713178,5.46131890053228,-1.135570542635659,154,3,37,1,6,50,32,43,0.11599999999999999,0.536,0.348,0.9209,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,11,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,8,5,3,11,0,3,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,3,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6085760626018342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26996366159426843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090447690232212,0.21321159446112545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538600540394773,0.0,0.0,0.4611609824027914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458068115712476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223635772334664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378247321776269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912336819898348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368944459219821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CooperNMurphy,2018/12/04,"I just want to be loved I really just want a girlfriend, to give and receive love. 
Whenever I see my friends with their girlfriends I began to feel so bad that I don’t know want to do anymore.
I guess that being a little shy and fat doesn’t help in any way.

Just wanted to get this out of my chest.",0.9770833333333327,2.739848375000001,2.5825,95.54583333333336,80.875,5.5166666666666675,20.041666666666664,6.42735559955562,-0.029970833333333943,232,6,54,2,6,76,45,64,0.09,0.652,0.258,0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,5,4,2,0,0,14,18,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,9,3,9,15,0,6,0,0,1,2,9,3,0,1,1,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182873420631758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360037157975771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198696205718104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032550630396555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838561381156617,0.0,0.12433025135606934,0.22828388184833895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621523615787514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595072347044667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078287558363574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385098922881286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295570169645311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524505930008011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963242110703488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614468650851211,0.18889064613113046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BpSax28,2018/12/04,"Lonely... But not? Lately I've been feeling very lonely. It sounds normal to most people on this sub-reddit, but I don't know ow why I feel lonely. I have a girlfriend who shows me so much love and affection, and friends around me. I don't know if it's just been a rough couple of days, or if it's something in my head. Anyone know this feeling? If so, what can I do?",0.4130769230769218,2.3471433205128207,2.281730769230773,96.06951923076923,83.74358974358974,4.412820512820511,17.442307692307693,5.148860815047168,-0.6821076923076923,281,6,64,1,8,93,53,78,0.068,0.7070000000000001,0.225,0.9315,0,6,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,7,2,1,1,0,20,14,10,0,4,8,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,5,8,2,5,12,2,5,0,3,0,1,4,3,0,5,2,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762057167222872,0.0,0.0,0.2243352826216385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788355131840813,0.0,0.16252049679757835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822594769980268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469618525553795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25862684115273904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154812654152197,0.0,0.2842693275921763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22744171994989365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525052773339087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469085375605408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747065152711766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400351624545425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079281113872969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273926847148069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DamnedToBeFree,2018/12/04,"I’ve become socially isolated in my 30s. I’ve always been someone who craves being alone but I used to balance it out with a healthy social life. I moved from one city to another a few years back and never gained any traction friendship wise. I have a lot of nice acquaintances from my work life but making the jump from work acquaintance to actual friendship seems impossible. I put on a brave face on the outside but truth be told I am so disconnected from my peers and from society in general. Late at night I yearn to break this cycle but draw a blank as to how, how the fuck am I supposed to make friends in my 30s?",6.234006968641117,6.082574723577237,6.5165156794425085,79.6390243902439,65.99186991869921,10.280603948896633,32.20557491289199,9.957137785484203,2.902211149825785,493,18,99,10,7,159,83,123,0.077,0.7,0.222,0.9723,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,4,7,1,0,8,0,6,4,1,5,2,19,12,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,2,0,11,5,21,8,2,16,0,1,0,1,5,7,1,2,5,63,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.18681400529150186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982700513571529,0.0,0.0,0.15929015946948602,0.0,0.0,0.13018310334206046,0.2007374281592825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720253375981313,0.0,0.0,0.21142611700565672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790304543733454,0.17697957707185558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159482437733601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27043393845530883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275211479671475,0.0,0.0,0.25557014833024216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346626361537107,0.0,0.0,0.14764731145456012,0.0,0.0,0.17964979880463386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972204651655336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244614178498468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427622317772354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902899638408241,0.1622031747319463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292538432199748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533931365290255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27873550171318323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327856313165547
lonely,ferdous12345,2018/12/04,"My fantasies often only involve cuddling I’m so lonely and touch-deprived lately, that my ~sexy~ fantasies and even dreams are often just cuddling with someone, hugging them, or even just holding hands. I feel so unloved lately, and it’s not helping my depression.


I also have a massive crush on this girl but I think she’s not straight. I can’t get her out of my head, she’s so beautiful and smart. Way out of my league and obviously she’d never be with me. It’s just also not helping my loneliness. ",2.646428571428572,5.119479153061229,3.644244897959183,86.39004081632655,78.89795918367345,5.552653061224492,28.16734693877552,6.742157984588678,1.4997844897959185,399,18,73,4,10,128,63,98,0.111,0.7,0.18899999999999997,0.9024,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,0,1,0,5,5,2,0,2,24,9,12,0,0,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,16,2,7,7,0,8,0,2,0,3,9,4,0,3,3,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943952843047565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238729143769244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257402567706524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246831287297748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883290676270487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530721067924375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305676691315444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5563276983129153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018512840931606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754252929875564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893459766307967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800468136171295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957313745925364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,earlytuesdaymorning,2018/12/04,"I can’t even make friends online It’s so weird, i feel like i used to have all these friends i fell out of touch with eventually, but i don’t know how the hell i did it? how did i start talking to people online before and build these connections?",1.3419230769230772,3.2906324230769246,2.5352307692307683,95.40976923076923,80.53846153846155,5.6984615384615385,20.015384615384615,6.742157984588678,0.02541846153846139,194,5,45,2,5,62,38,52,0.163,0.72,0.11599999999999999,-0.6596,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,4,1,11,10,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,7,3,5,8,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071745896233362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384294718849055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252661080775728,0.2578902264582739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577975742180385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983898158023948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763607263024519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24096259877480602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250263944027576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555094885045738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901488484665776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117781239925175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LookinForLuve,2018/12/04,My very few close friends deserve so much better than me. My best friend/soulmate included.,4.353750000000002,7.6950968750000035,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,80.25,5.7,33.0,7.1686216300943375,2.461975,74,4,12,1,2,21,15,16,0.0,0.528,0.47200000000000003,0.8943,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477940579381171,0.3773804070214613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6593328578640821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31367270938302017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520711916654468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BluepilledLouWill,2019/06/13,"Friendless Vagabond It's hard for me to accept new friends or trust people in general.

I always move away from them or they ghost me. I've been alone for most of my life. 

Sometimes I just want to throw it all down and give up. There's no one for me.

Everyone abandons me.",0.4848214285714292,2.8652192678571464,1.4371428571428595,99.00785714285715,88.46428571428572,4.628571428571429,20.5,6.1826913282559595,-0.02793571428571351,213,7,48,2,7,66,45,56,0.198,0.6409999999999999,0.161,-0.1027,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,3,3,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,9,3,11,2,2,7,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,3,1,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165096980384549,0.0,0.0,0.2542838917379717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28712149756979155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920141380859888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23610599750142136,0.0,0.0,0.2931596094082611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27375780080598633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585449646566585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32480470558767754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29515062879790066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708264052408268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186473686661592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022464645332665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025094713125092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bmank52,2019/06/13,1st time for everything I made a friend today,2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,81.22222222222223,8.044444444444443,20.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.6775777777777776,37,1,7,1,1,12,9,9,0.0,0.652,0.348,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777758009371155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107197173900281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030211949000499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099854246475438,0.0,0.5039030777573807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Al1258,2019/06/13,Wanna talk? Just chillin feeling lonely 😔,3.197142857142854,4.304963714285717,4.317857142857143,70.33964285714289,126.14285714285714,1.4,32.07142857142857,3.1291,2.0144857142857155,34,2,3,0,2,11,7,7,0.312,0.5,0.188,-0.25,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324795985925581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8464428374572663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bwergy,2019/06/13,"I Want to Make Something to Mitigate Loneliness Hey guys, 

I've been an observer of this group for awhile, and I really empathize with the struggle. I used to suffer from loneliness and depression myself, and I wish there was something that made it easier. So I'm curious, what is causing your loneliness, and how do you think you could overcome it?",9.769322916666667,8.444767703125002,9.32375,66.21291666666669,59.46875,14.158333333333333,41.64583333333333,13.023866798666859,5.646152083333333,279,13,47,9,3,90,49,64,0.23800000000000002,0.638,0.125,-0.8598,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,5,0,14,12,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,8,0,7,8,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30349914206315043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23588548329174786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25446277637740955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925328966062923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27955328142839403,0.19720906553005535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926697756271704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548896097989509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088589298005301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930657115953028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25516604152638633,0.0,0.0,0.17425867148999058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33974240397363625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Szevin,2019/06/13,"Broke up after 4 years, beacuse she found someone better than me I ( 20M ) feel lost and lonely, i was always with her, but she cheated on me and now i don't know how to enjoy being single, so now i'm just suffering while she's happy with someone else. It was always a toxic relationship, but i didn't broke up with her, beacuse i needed love from someone that much. I just want someone to love me again, but i don't know how to meet anyone :(",7.578913043478259,4.770499500000003,8.25826086956522,76.8204347826087,64.86956521739131,10.069565217391306,32.78260869565217,7.1686216300943375,2.1364695652173906,342,9,71,2,4,116,57,92,0.161,0.59,0.248,0.9118,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,8,11,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,0,18,16,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,1,15,5,12,10,2,9,0,5,0,2,9,3,0,0,6,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31746093277879106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333862348775807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871476318389952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935837846902262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645572862504594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091622690341108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030712323981844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967719885143876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824083272885327,0.0,0.34434291057663763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023308019220726,0.14144867589438273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480854665007772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6465329851082113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251722124324118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284540292302687
lonely,CrazyEddie30,2019/06/13,"(26m) Just call me Crazy. I have always been an outgoing person. I feel like I can talk to just about anyone..or at least I used to. Things have changed, I'm not sure if it was my last relationship which might have been a bit controlling. Or just part of the process of life. I feel like I can't connect to anyone. Sure I can message my friends from college, but there is a part of my mind that is telling me they are just being kind to me out of pity. That they are closer friends with my X and telling her all about how I'm struggling. I'm fairly certain that isn't the case. But how can I know? I'm separated by thousands of miles from my home and anyone who was happy to just sit and chat. Iv been working to try and make the person I see in the mirror match the person in my mind. But honestly I struggle with the point. I'm not sure if I will ever be able to find someone who is perfect for me, and my recent experience of trying to be Happy with someone who was honestly great but not everything I wanted turned out...well I'm here arnt I. Sorry for the wall of text, maybe someone here will understand.  I'm just tired of everything being a mile wide but an inch deep.",3.4047394957983212,4.153643375510207,4.431404561824731,88.96052821128454,72.38775510204081,7.397358943577433,25.840336134453782,7.510576382923642,1.0839531812725087,917,28,204,10,17,299,125,245,0.077,0.738,0.185,0.9857,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,3,14,18,0,2,12,0,26,3,0,5,7,47,42,15,0,3,17,0,2,2,2,3,3,0,1,3,9,9,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,3,27,15,30,29,5,16,0,1,1,0,18,12,0,4,5,137,36,2,0.10979213345000233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135585029483424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535384250049927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198645738141464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211004374887427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161455192727306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314121347877703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931327042379212,0.0,0.0,0.1973481802144588,0.10739777397276157,0.0,0.0,0.11102840311363886,0.15687104414837444,0.0,0.0,0.10034802092109738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965025990461832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104621472890785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337515352679066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101304617537352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143316117194857,0.06033888523177663,0.0894952425225995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754943079487059,0.1072777811775957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328710162776486,0.0,0.11030095511626622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164721032834734,0.22171751313092908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377883627221059,0.0,0.0,0.2875987681456124,0.0,0.0,0.10378905406397397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084064863602056,0.117875662766383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749011552421487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790795551497417,0.0,0.0,0.1229033045829189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295571526196845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104333593202982,0.0,0.0,0.08824675801501318,0.1919263278389457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294101490305882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261899063254877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908330333526593,0.11942231358882463,0.0,0.11429748294900192,0.0,0.09482515201335273,0.0,0.0,0.06475824492490127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992998076960002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kenziebleu,2019/06/13,Everything feels heavy I feel really sad today. I got approved to move into an apartment. This is a big deal because I’ve only lived in a dorm during college. I need a co-signer. Which is a normal thing. Except I don’t really have family and I honestly hate my parents for bringing me into their fucked up life and just setting me up for a hard life. I broke up with my boyfriend two months ago because i felt like the spark was dying and he was starting to be manipulative. He was my best friend and I feel like I’ll never find someone who is so similar to me. Every guy I talk to only wants sex and not a relationship whatsoever. I just feel really alone.  It’s exhausting being me.,1.89487577639752,4.163092876811593,4.24414078674948,82.19086956521741,80.3768115942029,7.131262939958592,22.900621118012424,8.192908349453996,1.5428968944099382,539,18,104,11,14,187,92,138,0.14400000000000002,0.716,0.14,-0.1654,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,3,10,2,0,8,0,10,5,0,1,1,23,22,6,1,3,4,1,6,2,1,0,3,0,1,1,5,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,5,6,18,5,14,15,1,16,0,2,0,2,10,8,1,0,7,67,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894645720308774,0.0,0.0,0.16234226821812622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110261904732675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449594995728947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159892451109698,0.0,0.0,0.16267828675292054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206582211042853,0.0,0.14087379159961294,0.0,0.14776680166010836,0.0,0.31702328554276954,0.11197984575969598,0.1505013754794672,0.0,0.14326360822086326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110208126901385,0.14490976208189293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253646236822258,0.0,0.0,0.15520383781799665,0.0,0.0,0.14041421985069852,0.15475487612981434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214296040752608,0.15315700172617314,0.0,0.13841017317473367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511368916075966,0.16659689405983955,0.0,0.11622566281684706,0.12089268789598613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357844706831236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23842579755176802,0.0,0.0,0.17404861704688113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012477738134273,0.0,0.0,0.16828725284593304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328109369918476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094609324991356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598702845335516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041355164395373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857750648559956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311871137272942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245324167665016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LucetteVanVeen,2019/06/13,Traveling alone. Trying to live my best life since my ex left me. The pictures of him with his new girlfriend make me feel physically ill. Anybody out there? I’m feeling very alone tonight.,2.390285714285717,5.339798885714289,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,88.7142857142857,5.085714285714286,27.0,6.742157984588678,1.379114285714286,151,7,28,2,5,45,32,35,0.16399999999999998,0.6990000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.0258,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,4,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5960233823865226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019652046215554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909798123101997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126301725664297,0.0,0.2032391548886676,0.0,0.0,0.2540795458810095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920685741519591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779009255954307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238021364875194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535646017839275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23741549837024284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nebzzei,2019/06/13,"Had a thought that got my hopes up Think about this. For us to exist the COUNTLESS interactions that must have occurred, between a male and a female. And for them to then become intimate and engage in sexual intercourse is a incredible amount. I mean if all our ancestors found some one that they felt close enough to become intimate with, doesn’t that mean that the chances for us to find some one is incredibly high?. Some even might inevitable.",7.390609756097561,8.13736806097561,6.635268292682928,76.70119512195123,63.512195121951216,10.462439024390244,32.25365853658536,10.355215969177356,3.2190312195121944,359,13,65,8,5,110,59,82,0.0,0.912,0.087,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,3,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,2,20,15,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,7,2,12,8,6,5,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,6,1,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281022835151898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026055462672204,0.0,0.1280116050045396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609079601642706,0.0,0.1771414966080705,0.0,0.0,0.21250586180387893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550098963481434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20477398982832276,0.0,0.19249995966150832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222381736545705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056048788938947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26266529945547995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418749257378275,0.0,0.15386580845052092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662661556326476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,[deleted],2019/06/13,"I am very positive i am gonna die alone I am ugly and very fckin weird nobody is ever gonna love me 

Ugly ugly fuckin weird mongoĺoid fuckin weird",0.2214516129032269,2.573178161290325,2.277661290322584,92.53649193548388,89.96774193548387,4.390322580645162,14.201612903225806,5.985473137389443,-0.6498451612903229,117,2,24,1,4,39,19,31,0.474,0.349,0.177,-0.892,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060538660259971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068943225910507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35463892118308343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35384766637306125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6469778456121577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CptnSnuggles,2019/06/13,"A fellow lonely gamer looking for some friends I'm a 23M living in Michigan, like most of you I'm sure, my friends all started dating, going away to college and meeting new people, and just faded away over the years after high school. So I've found myself being alone staring at my computer screen looking at all the games I would love to play and try but playing them alone seems so unmodivating so I just end up passing the time staring at my wallpaper. That being said, I've decided to take a chance here and come out of my shell and offer some friendship to anybody looking to have a gamer friend to play coop games with, talk about games, try out new stuff together and really grow as friends through gaming. The more the merrier too. I'm thinking about starting a discord of the people who message me and we could maybe do a terraria run, or maybe a mutual game we like and play that and just talk, I think itll help break a lot of the awkward silence of meeting somebody new. Anyway, my discord name is Jin Kaien#0001 or message me on here if you're interested, fair warning this is very new for me so I may seem pretty awkward or weird at first but who isn't.",8.011948051948053,6.436951406926411,7.567099567099568,78.2135064935065,63.069264069264065,9.958441558441557,37.45021645021646,8.296473431620573,2.9756372294372304,929,38,180,9,11,293,136,231,0.084,0.698,0.218,0.9884,0,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,1,1,1,13,17,0,2,15,0,11,1,0,0,3,41,29,20,0,3,9,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,0,0,7,15,0,0,6,9,0,5,1,4,0,1,2,7,17,13,31,21,7,32,0,1,6,1,27,13,0,11,15,114,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24190759286019306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194462626768652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059973449418508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324313224594337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343663851956006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933706172248287,0.0,0.12804846729452346,0.3609104799593485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637147343787406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827836647743884,0.12338951649013966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411027461893687,0.0,0.1031230873744926,0.0,0.2942093696246047,0.0,0.0,0.09928623121315068,0.10540281028382524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23465198740849375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511658163156679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192770340052692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881209121241824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481531110943022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108905526239564,0.0,0.0,0.11819241734586595,0.0,0.2126329284383269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653217159641265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369061578219313,0.0,0.0,0.11006825922407727,0.0,0.08780760947798992,0.18773434127340152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496619241110518,0.0,0.0,0.06809813581685606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585783793992031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635966207983993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296054656540032,0.0,0.0,0.07520555992776326
lonely,UnusualInvite2,2019/06/13,"Every night I go to sleep wishing I don't ever wake up. Every day chips away something from me. And nowadays it feels like I'm really all bones left, just waiting decay. I say it 'feels', but I really 'feel' nothing. That's about it. Sorry. Just had to say it. Sorry.",-0.7238888888888901,1.3718669814814817,1.8277777777777795,92.645,101.4074074074074,3.8814814814814818,15.25925925925926,5.82211442006289,-0.43698518518518537,203,5,41,2,9,69,40,54,0.095,0.841,0.064,-0.1406,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,11,9,2,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,5,1,6,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941775263570824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328797554285307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694894675908194,0.3482644144377669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31350256013920824,0.1476483271338848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745789949331288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455248400956415,0.0,0.0,0.10097073692277768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395004799848486,0.0,0.19830978773543792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648019951245448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287117667047185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068237901240272,0.0,0.0,0.1591081521290114,0.0,0.46271043631814396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376655123866407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hermanraymond1234,2019/06/13,Looking to chat and video chat on the 4th of july since i might be alone that day again.. Its looking like ill be alone for the 4th and im looking to text and video chat with someone to pass the day along,3.030606060606061,3.5631578181818213,3.270909090909093,97.734696969697,73.0909090909091,5.866666666666667,23.75757575757576,3.1291,-0.14205151515151515,160,4,39,0,3,49,28,44,0.14400000000000002,0.8029999999999999,0.053,-0.5106,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,8,3,0,5,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,4,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5141038488791955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201264448466735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680898073185633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125401002225203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6252559810627617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263292350453581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530687790778787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029216429642555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wastefulwhore,2019/06/13,"lonely and heart broken I recently fell in love for the first time. Im 19 and ive never got caught in feelings like that before. I had only hung out with him a handful of times, but i found myself obsessing over him and what he was doing. I know he doesnt take me as seriously as i take him. its hard to accept sometimes. Realizing it was hard cause its forced me to make some changes. which involves me going through withdraw of him and cutting him out of my head(and heart). I wish it wasnt so hard. Ive always been scared of liking someone and would purposefully not catch feelings (also kind of a control thing). But he got me good. god only knows if i was with him more often. i would probably take his offer to run away with him. i need to focus on myself though right now. i still miss him ...",2.0831481481481475,4.071652623456792,3.4812592592592613,89.3396666666667,78.32098765432099,5.801481481481483,21.91111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.4846488888888887,623,18,129,6,15,204,103,162,0.145,0.733,0.122,0.0258,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,6,12,1,2,3,0,12,4,3,3,1,31,29,13,0,5,4,0,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,7,0,0,5,4,6,0,1,10,6,28,6,23,17,2,20,0,2,0,1,15,8,0,3,9,91,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898877983346146,0.11340182155996685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804625810506198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597032153840026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400044389299762,0.1441737273425679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285762074930498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782174997382615,0.0973635629192187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592577508093944,0.0,0.1494318189168293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745512468493038,0.11431119030407373,0.21800255828038936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36625953455564775,0.0,0.13986992860633735,0.0,0.0,0.32300184372100266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721350253273868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419220880658769,0.1497997002731234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316602887706666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230044684832485,0.0,0.09097272692024726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010551904025654,0.10511304730400682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730502872197815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469405920944741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456711291600945,0.0,0.0,0.11638847633262307,0.0,0.0,0.13644720664834498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547565485949506,0.0,0.13479147028885147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883908926350944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074129134756737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054312263247888,0.0,0.13390142703184807,0.0,0.15894025934027411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672348964714075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362895368498168,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ChubbieToad,2019/06/13,"I feel like I’m too young to be here (23F) Anyone else? I’ve isolated myself in to a corner. It’s been over 2 years in this corner. All I want is to numb any need for another human being. But I desperately want to be held by some one at the same time. Why do we have these emotions, why do we need other people to feel okay?",-0.5406690140845072,1.4034890704225376,2.3304049295774694,94.16208626760564,87.8732394366197,5.240140845070423,14.508802816901408,6.6274283507984215,-0.5601140845070423,248,4,59,3,8,87,54,71,0.10800000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.099,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,8,1,0,0,1,13,16,1,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,6,2,11,11,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341376826263902,0.26739748058537105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830709474907133,0.26128520415392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130259506523509,0.2868489881903495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25787879474702097,0.18217732877903625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245837287459585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781694936959276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727996055991149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679001425836036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869685852644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008199286460692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602090072093602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421639698119714
lonely,Mmintin,2019/06/13,"Anyone afraid of having a conversation because you’re afraid people will notice how lonely you are? I hate being lonely but when people ask basic things like what are you up to this weekend or how I spent my holidays I can sense the “poor you” in their face.
Sometimes I want to ask if they wanna do something but I’m afraid they’ll say no. I dunno just a mini vent. This week has been pretty shitty.",1.6778194444444452,4.169536587499998,3.069166666666668,88.89027777777781,83.125,4.555555555555556,16.38888888888889,5.82211442006289,-0.3847777777777779,317,6,60,2,9,103,60,80,0.196,0.6659999999999999,0.138,-0.6486,0,4,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,3,0,4,7,1,3,3,0,10,1,1,2,0,10,16,7,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,12,1,6,11,0,5,0,2,0,0,10,2,0,3,4,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059054672424192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096410425695406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615898869662651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691110550110627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331662153323293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103280680552195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779379112233885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27730643143771005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676231768392812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984129752113595,0.2695833180400213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181086498816736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077160234954804,0.0,0.21864295857498428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shockedpikachu123,2019/06/13,"When your friend makes a birthday tribute to her other friends but not you I’m used to my friends picking their other friends over me. It just sucks when it was my birthday, she just texts happy bday. For her other friends’ bday, she dedicates entire posts and photos to them and we’ve known each other longer 😐",5.616499999999999,6.628092316666668,4.616666666666667,88.68000000000002,67.5,6.666666666666668,30.0,5.985473137389443,1.2849999999999997,249,9,48,1,4,73,43,60,0.046,0.7070000000000001,0.247,0.9354,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,2,0,4,7,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,11,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,11,6,5,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,13,1,1,0,2,33,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9063797845911804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24976992820771424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156618557316757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247124189078133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026465527468346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MusicMan785,2019/06/13,"Friends are overrated They’re assholes who don’t give a shit about you and only pretend to when it’s convenient for them to get something out of you, also if my “friends” see this, fuck you.",6.786052631578947,6.006641815789473,6.414736842105262,82.91315789473686,65.05263157894737,9.705263157894738,37.42105263157895,8.841846274778883,3.0418000000000003,151,7,31,2,2,47,34,38,0.265,0.602,0.133,-0.7269,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,1,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,6,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,1,2,1,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28389590936494064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5485491420126904,0.3281947131969914,0.18547450579183106,0.3405513919922957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26999591028948383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828915666405811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644056557776771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732987866305972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,usernamesarecringey,2019/06/13,"I feel lonely, even at times I shouldn't I feel lonely when I'm alone

I feel lonely when I'm driving around with friends

I feel lonely when I'm with my family, even though I love them more than anything

I feel lonely when my friends notice I'm down and ask me what's the matter

I feel lonely when a man wraps me in his arms after sex

I feel lonely in the aisles of the supermarket

I just can't seem to shake it. Sometimes its bad, other times its *really* bad. Very rarely it'll lift and I'll get this overwhelming sense of connection. But that's not often enough. I'm on antidepressants. I'm ""putting myself out there."" I feel like the problem is just me.",2.7260093582887706,4.244656213235299,3.7215240641711236,90.40208556149729,75.10294117647058,6.7101604278074864,20.45187165775401,7.348242739294969,0.37793529411764615,519,11,113,6,11,167,77,136,0.209,0.68,0.111,-0.9133,0,15,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,13,16,0,2,5,0,4,3,1,0,0,23,22,9,0,2,4,0,8,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,9,0,0,3,3,12,0,0,0,8,19,4,14,20,2,18,0,8,0,2,7,7,0,2,9,67,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597498796803656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187552576239822,0.1426601854182024,0.14981601440115094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26761107299586245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558539423162072,0.0,0.21169273320359386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510733673787203,0.0,0.6482345797072406,0.11448560967286607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476239454104721,0.0,0.08372618855753884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829209175692628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463564340260845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245043247865286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533415960225644,0.0,0.1610997013851611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026629235932176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588937586409714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849546988666227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744890645103904,0.0,0.18689098823583547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322264718127189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iDislikeSn0w,2019/06/13,"She went back to her ex I had a huge crush on her, I even developed feelings for her, I thought it were the same for her.  

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We met up 2 times, had an amazing time and she made sure to let me know time and time again.  

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Then she went radio silent for  3 days until yesterday... Told me just an hour ago she is together again with her ex and that they are 'meeting up at his place tonight' (yeah, hard to figure out what's gonna happen there huh..).  

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I told her I don't want any contact anymore (she lives 1,5 hour away) as it would hurt me too much to watch them together; I wanna get over her and I don't if we keep talking.  

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So now I'm the bad guy for doing that to her and she's gotten mad at me...  

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Moral of the story here: I'm never keeping up my hopes again and just gonna accept the fact I lack that special \*something\* for others to be intersted in me romantically. Hell, I even got told by my ex last month 4 years after breaking up she was with me because she 'felt bad I cared so much about her' (we were 15-16 then at the time).",0.9683974605617536,3.0163975442477917,2.33951904578684,95.79072527895343,82.4070796460177,5.1693728357060404,20.445555983070413,6.280692351149826,-0.03344994228549458,839,24,192,7,23,270,134,226,0.106,0.799,0.095,-0.3863,0,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,3,0,2,0,15,11,2,0,8,2,13,0,0,1,3,33,37,13,0,6,3,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,12,0,2,6,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,16,4,41,6,32,16,4,41,2,1,1,0,34,14,1,2,24,129,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020671538154306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290700761717002,0.4811881011970933,0.05385924831516181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854589479911017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441174270992304,0.060900513314382364,0.13225869108520852,0.04828006216996575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080750476670893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051077952884116255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462274035346236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04004629557573252,0.0,0.07604517197134332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04137914019852481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334410125267081,0.0,0.0,0.07842122704780355,0.07003699079624838,0.0,0.07094834490217097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866424804611953,0.1559936348417926,0.0,0.08478607621530967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140794589880552,0.0,0.0,0.043526679028766495,0.06455920889024527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098816658147165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699357423686271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494169582014476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321730932948973,0.0,0.11644337685121825,0.0,0.061084526382833175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274796115322411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097263211347659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464580062565457,0.0,0.0,0.06365858926120581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287657484734901,0.2309130672638017,0.0,0.0,0.22703922654519515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671467380421522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683983854283464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626196382473151,0.0,0.4811881011970933,0.051002707518795085
lonely,clover219,2019/06/13,"Tinder killed my lady boner Ah... when you’ve been single for a long time, and decide to look online, only to be turned off by every person nearby... time to say goodbye to ever having sex again... and kill myself",7.545121951219514,6.1319070487804925,8.234268292682929,72.53969512195124,63.878048780487795,8.200000000000001,22.939024390243894,3.1291,0.7155268292682919,163,1,27,0,2,55,36,41,0.19899999999999998,0.8009999999999999,0.0,-0.8807,0,1,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,1,4,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,7,3,1,7,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,6,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25657784227726244,0.2389875245286868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6276338329514208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510214982084624,0.2381947261764889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157287564265857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476724109393608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22557002137308466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330797421606022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30852996190364745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fuck_bigmacs,2019/06/13,Anyone out there? Anyone out there wanna chat for a bit?   I could use a little filler to try and help close up this giant gaping hole in my heart.     I don't care if you're a dude or  a girl or a goddamn puppy.  Ideally you're a puppy but I'll take what I can get at this point.  I'm at my wit's end and am losing my will to fight.  I need someone to just talk to me about themselves.,-0.17244186046511345,1.2742954186046518,2.323430232558138,97.5516569767442,83.18604651162791,4.765116279069769,15.401162790697676,5.148860815047168,-1.0250418604651164,290,4,73,1,8,100,61,86,0.14,0.812,0.048,-0.8059999999999999,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,0,6,0,5,1,1,1,0,15,11,6,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,13,9,1,11,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,3,1,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36635172707392266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860039343920865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26709638244717043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916212616836952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320281045406591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686877293424207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104363018380388,0.17559330291717273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625632614275321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930779781524069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424780508193373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24764679725266936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196675309303476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696921209955687,0.21056196327677149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778607721584488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262583988927162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,martinsayshuh,2019/06/13,"Just Pure Loneliness... Honestly, I just want to know that there are people out there like me. I'm sitting here in front of my PC, I just woke up after having a night of drinks...just thinking why I feel like this. 

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I keep looking back and I can see how I got here. I was the eldest of 5 kids from an immigrant mom, the father just wanted to have fun and left us after the 5th (lol), so I was raised always keeping in mind that I have to help the family out. And that's exactly what I did, I just concentrated in school, I became the nerd in school and everyone was always telling me how that was amazing. And I did it, I went from High School to a Trade School then actually got a job, and a good one. I helped out the family and got them to where they needed to be but I started to notice that I was feeling lonely as shit. And that's because I concentrated so much on work and I never developed social skills. Now even if I try, people annoy me and I can always tell their true intentions. It's a weird feeling but I can always judge a person by his character, there have been a few people where I've been wrong....but I decided to keep them as friends and not get closer because at the end of they day, they'd never understand what's going through my mind. 

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Every time I meet someone new, I always listen, I always ask questions but that's because I'm trying to figure them out. And that is a side effect of the work ethic that I had during highschool to the work force. I can't turn that shit off, and therefor I just end up isolating myself. 

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Idk if any of this makes any sense, is there anyone out there that has a similar story? I can go on and on about the crazy shit that I've been through and all the feelings that I've repressed (I haven't cried for years) just for the sake of working hard and getting my family through the tough times, but now that they are good......I just feel useless and lonely...",4.257709878953534,4.85580763705584,5.084974619289344,85.59648574775481,70.34517766497461,7.888949629051153,26.0675517376025,7.882392219407189,1.3356012495119092,1515,43,316,18,26,493,188,394,0.105,0.818,0.076,-0.9435,1,4,1,0,0,0,65.0,1,0,8,6,26,19,4,1,23,1,28,3,3,6,6,69,60,30,0,5,15,2,6,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,20,22,0,4,12,0,1,4,5,11,0,1,16,9,48,8,46,42,3,44,0,3,2,0,24,22,3,3,19,220,68,12,0.0,0.0,0.07080100002318146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622181077920935,0.2358325625926791,0.2644785299569689,0.09867669062987902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050730556754348934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782700999286005,0.0,0.0,0.05578857206063554,0.0,0.13268241501792086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969576866748694,0.046790509637827785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852037051954468,0.0,0.0,0.04792039485167919,0.0,0.06112880540759533,0.06932724406509673,0.0,0.0,0.2051887745073952,0.0,0.1834242048958764,0.051831685833851074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605406033181222,0.0,0.07581161534240688,0.0,0.08246677850567077,0.12170757777322015,0.174081141440047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499299655694095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726113306981367,0.0766559441823964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199739087907636,0.19346460388808784,0.0,0.0,0.039873083778803296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882875499050271,0.0,0.0,0.07089119959819408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092602153302053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048429511614023216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651515258093792,0.08497288218140459,0.0,0.0,0.05333460562896253,0.05379693104669513,0.11191427843330463,0.07007188012456242,0.0,0.0680858235948867,0.0,0.0,0.08260176561495924,0.0,0.0,0.04916360849977151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089678620849073,0.06335024659969167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812756636797684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937089504705602,0.057815133519852124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234230086216372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395837291701891,0.06147369390232248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513531967365185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682857033046685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04648886075262165,0.0,0.0,0.08461216230666273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851708431592407,0.07891653775993232,0.0,0.07552995213328548,0.08727200273404358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558696155357604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725710891491278,0.06546755526456306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112770103340246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932502230553005,0.2644785299569689,0.04672158030937075
lonely,Throwxfaiil,2019/06/13,"Dead inside I am extremely lonely no friends whatsoever.
I am failing half my college courses

I used to be hard working with high grades in school.

I got used to failure that now it's normal. I stopped caring about anything and just live to live no goals no ambition no purpose

How do I get out of this shithole",3.8960655737704935,5.7753681147541025,4.6434098360655724,83.50118032786884,72.77049180327869,6.847213114754098,33.511475409836066,7.554174236665415,2.414676065573771,249,13,46,3,5,80,48,61,0.35700000000000004,0.557,0.087,-0.9541,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,9,9,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,7,2,8,7,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,31,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164001840900348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681133107298066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031683553947425,0.0,0.13738987967829944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103194606673998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355675957189479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778400354689373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464410965676893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576527189952697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661375646946395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198529481692571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542396857025946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144377083563732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mediocre_Note,2019/06/13,"Student at work is trying to make friends with me, I'm secretly ecstatic. Before you ask, I mean in a purely platonic friendship way (and even if I didn't shes older than me)  


I'm booksmart,  and she seems to find that impressive, although personally I think there are a lot more important smarts than booksmarts. 

​

Still she often comes to my office and I explain things to her, draw diagrams up on the board and just go off about subjects in our field. She even take notes.  


It's starting to detract from my work a bit, which she has apologised for, but frankly I'm really loving just having an audience.",4.715128205128206,6.447758119658122,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000003,70.36752136752136,8.618803418803418,30.948717948717945,9.150863307647796,2.792958974358976,488,21,89,10,9,156,89,117,0.0,0.835,0.165,0.9424,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,2,8,4,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,1,1,20,20,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,16,4,17,19,3,12,0,0,0,1,14,6,0,4,3,63,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304940167926329,0.258491524898033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887482638210127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810184653740091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23224722283567925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324897341248747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810137202655004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443233671457805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435549079451495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089996492055975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085634157271452,0.19199808902496265,0.0,0.14199963576490682,0.0,0.0,0.2317264907595165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574855791377531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628096560365596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366236921960556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057214060027246,0.0,0.16988730090449528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994728391232824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132906498560469,0.13630947482208866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443042706041945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885601519512405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097414934930173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258491524898033,0.0
lonely,throwawayhahahbevcwf,2019/06/13,"Lonely in my Relationship I’m a 19F just wrapping up my freshman year of college. My year had a lot of ups and downs. I picked up my instrument that I had dropped for years and it brought me a sense of fulfillment. I got heartbroken and then I finally met someone who I felt understood and heard by. Someone who I could finally laugh with genuinely. I was so in love with him and then over the months I could see him distance himself. We broke up and then got together again. I just never felt the same, I felt like I couldn’t trust him again. I’m still here. I dropped my instrument. I got good grades this quarter but I feel this pit of unfulfilled potential. I do things with him that make me happy but it seems like he’s more interested in anything that isn’t me. I feel unseen. I feel unheard, literally at times he will ignore things I say. I feel disconnected. He’s concerned but I never have the courage to tell him that I feel neglected and worthless. I never have the courage to tell him that the way I feel now is to be an option for him. I love him. He cares. He’ll show affection and caring but it’s so sporadic and nowadays it seems like it only resurfaces when I’m sad. I want him back. I want what we had back. Maybe we didn’t have anything in the first place, but I tried and I’m trying my hardest and it seems like I can’t get anything in return. I just want to feel loved by him, and through that I’ve dropped everything I loved about myself.",1.2455206426682928,3.593721365771813,2.5432275777913347,92.91286658531628,83.66442953020135,6.028228594671547,23.45983323164531,7.348242739294969,0.9428532438478756,1149,43,249,18,33,369,138,298,0.102,0.698,0.2,0.985,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,0,0,1,14,23,0,0,10,0,17,4,0,3,3,57,54,23,0,6,8,0,10,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,19,18,0,2,14,1,0,1,7,6,0,2,15,13,54,17,29,33,3,40,0,5,1,4,31,13,0,5,26,170,73,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411920049441291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502478467617599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921975340595607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600820503576046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878048871110779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34579419347295504,0.0,0.2814169222106649,0.2140473139440356,0.0,0.08310208119121464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104330306369592,0.0,0.0,0.08194465649318253,0.23441464530377934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400160337904116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190921719279894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305955807808574,0.35270593859355825,0.0,0.06521434023998694,0.0,0.0981510232493976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798181072625557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260527389671891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430392126415664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207387680804286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489135750933512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769356939376615,0.0,0.0,0.07785285588740405,0.2668224514085101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555881966788347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780219483237353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078515273086547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298127517035254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056968635003846864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326613967787735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287487664583678,0.07754832304453448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874340871710849
lonely,arockenhaus,2019/06/13,"How do you tell someone you're lonely without feeling like you're burdening them? I moved to a new city about a year ago to go to grad school. I love school and it keeps me pretty busy, but there are times when I have a bunch of free time. I haven't developed a TON of friends and those that I do have seem to have their own lives. Last night, for instance, I really just wanted someone to talk to. A guy I was talking to started ghosting me and I was feeling pretty down. My go-to best friend from back home seemed uninterested in talking as she quickly got off the phone and didn't call me back. I texted several of my friends from school trying to spark up a conversation and literally, no one responded and it has been well over 12 hours now. I really want to tell someone how lonely I am, because when it gets bad enough, it's almost crippling. I just don't want them to feel like they HAVE to hang out with me because they think I'm going to hurt myself or something if they don't. I feel like if I tell someone, I am just being annoying and they will want to talk to me even less.",5.860208333333333,5.031095080357146,6.176607142857144,84.02672619047621,66.94642857142857,9.252380952380953,30.720238095238088,8.344100000000001,1.9433880952380949,854,27,187,10,12,275,127,224,0.131,0.6940000000000001,0.175,0.9259,0,4,1,0,0,2,19.0,0,1,7,1,15,16,1,0,7,0,19,1,0,2,0,32,38,16,1,6,8,0,4,3,3,1,0,0,1,1,6,9,0,1,7,0,1,4,6,6,1,1,5,4,32,11,30,31,6,25,0,3,0,1,25,6,0,6,18,127,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886900840834563,0.0,0.10018765135978823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386766400406715,0.08353926237231983,0.121981572564338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499842836421608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216430483529708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338048825022456,0.0,0.06608341943190799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023572418986224,0.2144315616820031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318998408444137,0.0,0.05227305398869425,0.0,0.17058561589661647,0.0,0.08002074496376856,0.0,0.0,0.09906723570528968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036033962722994,0.0,0.09853109147333594,0.0,0.10710776295082207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893083764950413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155575479810215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466410979577229,0.0,0.08834777182501695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030085958204433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633946945918593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663086998732387,0.0,0.093892048509073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779784205310388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357775919506071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819177942006646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30377397491599645,0.0,0.1821672132054599,0.0,0.1130303104841799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390950271382039,0.07702493756538183,0.0,0.0,0.0708173388306237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216721137587828,0.26234964157866675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641092982129176,0.0,0.0,0.1166822816894201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792875793499148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23605310831654636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995878696508282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644658251237063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443022428471351
lonely,introvertedandroid,2019/06/13,"Damn, it's my first day and everything's so awkward. Gadgets aren't allowed here so I waited doing nothing, just looking at my watch while waiting for the class outside.

Ate out with friends but I feel so lonely. I like eating alone but when I am out, it gets so awkward because I think about what others think of me.

I literally don't know what to do during those awkward times. Maybe I should get a book but what are the other options?",2.135057471264368,4.522677908045979,3.0995402298850583,90.05781609195402,80.26436781609196,4.7862068965517235,25.75862068965517,5.82211442006289,0.7549448275862067,346,14,67,2,9,110,63,87,0.177,0.758,0.065,-0.836,1,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,1,3,3,0,7,2,0,1,0,17,17,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,2,2,4,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,3,10,2,8,15,0,8,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,1,6,49,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048668444076548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943833441059318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898370130171495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012024419148998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645506236675845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488366057219774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503813640737132,0.0,0.0,0.22742080527097944,0.0,0.3075805482779469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177184610596984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380879461551938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471871760400021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957228836407642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28244511631626396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772263449215809,0.0,0.0,0.17164292803762662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cherryfbh,2019/06/13,"Made-up friends in my head making me feel lonelier than before. 28F, haven't had a best friend since I was 16 years old. Never been able to make any friends I'm able to connect with. Everyone's either already with their own cliques or simply not interested. I'm not very good at socialising, I don't drink and get unfairly judged about it in social settings. It gets so bad to the point I'm having made-up friends in my head. And this friend will be so good, kind and understanding that it makes me yearn even more for a friend like that in real life which in turn, simply just makes me feel even more lonelier and depressed than before. I don't even know what to do anymore.",4.770444444444443,5.571896859259257,4.857037037037038,86.95666666666668,69.2962962962963,8.074074074074074,26.85185185185185,8.167268648758528,1.436407407407407,536,16,113,7,9,167,86,135,0.207,0.6890000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.9309,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,7,15,0,0,3,0,10,4,2,4,1,22,24,7,0,1,5,0,2,1,6,1,1,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,4,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,2,9,12,16,19,5,11,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,1,4,65,17,0,0.238475973273988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158208329429105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108591975794338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825204254110605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955873826786084,0.0,0.0,0.20292548867078214,0.0,0.12513291057634987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269950316930956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168078325286393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23626669684049895,0.0,0.0,0.11393700606330688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058061748858905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5527378361587619,0.0,0.12459385330284076,0.0,0.0,0.20002233196630428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447451488990669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416801424668675,0.06553007911294527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422131624790896,0.05825365732748794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22565173201965444,0.3183691279133355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919636860831578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512020898722326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127184384952501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357189333103178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986348947174766,0.0,0.0,0.1215481113826811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969668941124735,0.0,0.1241309492425648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838382658768903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678535402326939
lonely,Stargaze1534,2019/06/13,"Not a person to perfer being lonely, I just wanted to put this here. So, my ex and I had two cats before we seperated. She took Lunara, and I took Stinky.

For a bit of a timeframe, my ex and I started our seperation towards the end of May, in early June we finalized everything. I asked for one thing and that was Split Custody, I keep Stinky and she keeps Lunara. Stinky is our older gal (I think she’s 2 years old now!). Now, she can be rude but can also be the most cuddly girl in the world. I have no way of making this obvious but her cuddling me then doing zoomies under the blankets put me in a much better mood. I hate being lonely, and losing my ex made it so much worse. Laying here cuddling her while blasting The Stable Song, Fast Car, and a couple other songs we loved is making everything harder. The only thing keeping me sane and in a decent mood is Stinky.

I know this seems like a horrible post but I just wanted somewhere to post this where I don’t feel ridiculed... I also am having trouble sleeping, typing, and everything because of my mood sweep...",3.3256927794814617,4.972525009478673,4.406038472260941,85.58018678561474,73.7867298578199,6.481293560078063,23.31223863953165,7.048011613610866,0.8835645943685528,831,23,159,8,17,271,125,211,0.17600000000000002,0.757,0.067,-0.9708,0,4,0,0,0,0,32.0,5,0,0,2,11,13,3,0,13,0,17,4,1,3,1,33,35,18,0,2,6,3,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,2,9,12,0,3,4,2,0,5,3,7,0,2,5,3,31,3,15,25,4,29,0,3,0,3,18,8,0,3,14,117,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113763768668079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355162431722555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056342104972643,0.0,0.11245830271851406,0.0,0.0,0.11688465204335945,0.1442843327459735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623236602774622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705440455957693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563302683371505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682399373455124,0.0,0.0,0.1447746614187828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048049584351204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524092549675721,0.0,0.0,0.07263160012400001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456662958514263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785307275629234,0.0,0.0,0.11927942915842245,0.12505285045582884,0.1764354591314692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943054001192335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867953632297794,0.0,0.08955493818881806,0.10051352520983996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153968878933721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25314521779406746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657143144905841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203133685720114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225529943934547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354342571413367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560227063285788,0.08468269881347197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936689237767071,0.0,0.0,0.12910097492549566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590261344902848,0.10490234150102223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468218315307334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510661370003063
lonely,stoneddepression,2019/06/13,"Whats the point? I'm so lonely that I reach out at any chance for a connection. Ignoring warning signs and red flags I jump into relationships with strangers I've never met. Then I accept all the shitty ways they treat me because I can't be without them. I let them break me down in the worst ways. I even let friends break me down and use me. I have literally no one i can call right now that would be here to help. I'm started to accept being alone forever. But with that comes that I don't think my forever is very long at this rate. I've tried doctors, therapy didn't help. I'm currently medicated and still here I am at 5:40 a.m. awake in my own mistakes.  I will never be independent, and will always need someone to feel normal. I've thrown my life away trying to find someone. Ruined my credit for friends, lost jobs for relationships. My family sees me as a disappointment. They don't believe in mental disorders. So I'm just a lazy fuck to them. So I ask. What's the point anymore?",2.2492578947368442,4.378621809999999,3.7372631578947377,87.01678947368424,78.4,7.010526315789473,23.52631578947368,8.032893268588372,1.2769000000000004,782,26,162,14,19,258,121,200,0.2,0.7040000000000001,0.096,-0.9689,2,3,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,5,1,9,14,1,0,7,0,17,4,0,2,3,28,32,10,0,4,3,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,5,0,1,2,8,8,0,1,3,3,27,6,23,20,3,28,0,4,2,1,14,14,1,0,8,103,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999430771711616,0.0,0.0,0.11247142696760708,0.0,0.0,0.09191954762753456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405131604671255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636475819516665,0.0,0.12699571460872272,0.0,0.0,0.08239776107018555,0.0,0.0,0.15228916313852148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802265051600907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643611529943518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491537182770412,0.13835118778989922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927784239179623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742529304927833,0.0,0.06834550218636509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354200710678845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886245112182789,0.12496155219938912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120184810518256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341343646148502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764388983593233,0.09547385431667292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962030169994416,0.0,0.0,0.14755291874768678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616853586736796,0.136218548775217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022609258573084,0.20850131436281474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243691007637146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159400511285168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555567700704406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902418170987608,0.0,0.11543357801173852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077121838044526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290564913932781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956733060891536,0.0,0.10794612917966652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457751895751193,0.0,0.0,0.08661083023403514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354174154197664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674260734197453,0.0,0.11152857192472393,0.0,0.21458170365851395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029808183033045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602017156169992,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bigred_fortnite,2019/06/13,"Being lonely again. Being lonely sucks,  it really does,  it got to the point where i isolated myself from my friends and Family now i have depression and other mental health problems from me isolating myself. It definitely is not fun,  but i cant talk to my friends about it because ""men are supposed to be strong and not be weak and show emotions""",6.6943846153846165,7.345192246153848,7.085961538461536,73.20278846153846,65.0,10.192307692307693,31.634615384615394,10.125756701596842,3.259076923076924,276,10,47,6,4,90,47,65,0.16699999999999998,0.632,0.201,0.7689,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,1,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,0,8,10,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,8,4,6,5,0,4,0,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754503879193922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478961005797564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518703323219557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237550466181274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713279682101412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447329344289582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301933062567603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30593569147099914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900515367653139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720798105551289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754017098632776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438274695520104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313361598616131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lunatek23,2019/06/13,"Come join me and my friends on Ark I hope this post will be allowed.  
Hello, I am a 23 year old girl named Eve. I've been pretty lonely for years, till I started gaming. I made 3 really good friends and now we want to do the same for other people.   


So we started a ark server last week, where everyone is welcome and the main focus is on being nice to each other and create one big friendly group. I found the best people in my life online, and I am finally at a point where I am happy.  And that is mainly because I feel like I am part of a group now and fit in. I want that for everyone so we created this Ark and Discord server.  


Everyone is welcome, it does not matter if you are new to the game or a pro. We just want a big world where we have fun with each other and the dinosaurs. We started out with 4, but we are already joined by 2 new friends.  


The server is PvE from Monday till Friday and PvP in the weekend. To keep it exciting and interactive. We are just starting so it will be mostly PvE for the upcoming weeks, but we will be happy to get you going with a starter base/kit. Everything is still in a early stage. So if you join now you will probably get a big say in what the server and community is going to look like and what the rules will be.  You might even become mod.  


This are the server stats and for questions don't be afraid to pm me. We also play other games from time to time. But we want to focus on Ark now.  


 Server Info: \[EU\]\[WeekendPvP\]\[x15\]\[ArchaicAscension\]\[QoL\]\[TP\]\[CrossDinos\] -The Purge    


Server IP: 51.77.152.105:7020    


Player slots: 60    


Server Discord (WIP): [https://discord.gg/6DByhRe](https://discord.gg/6DByhRe)   


It's a EU server, but we have NA people playing on it with 25 ping.   


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lonely,holymrlucky,2019/06/13,"Lonely 20 year old Canadian boy. It's very strange that I feel lonely. I have about two good friends, I have a fantastic job, graduated out of college, but I still feel incredibly lonely.. I don't understand it. I'm happy, but I just don't have anyone. Weird.",1.4752941176470602,4.007161137254903,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,84.68627450980392,7.321568627450981,24.18627450980393,8.344100000000001,1.91306274509804,202,8,40,5,6,69,36,51,0.10099999999999999,0.638,0.262,0.8434,1,6,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,6,3,3,9,0,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,23,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22333275284929494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322997697951166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467685829450493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678985815031764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34000852784853736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169564170338506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335157841382479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550742193151029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31200857187487824,0.3325079244484355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635394490864795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056839076000616
lonely,lily_flynn,2019/06/13,"Fine? ...sure Im 27 and anti-social. Enough said right? Im ok being alone, solitude has proven very helpful mutiple times in my life, but something at the center of all this is...yearning? Its like when you first wake up in the morning on a iffy kind of day and the first emotion you feel is a sense of searching, not like looking for your phone or your drink, but like the soul is scanning the cosmos for something, anything. Idk how to explain it but it alwas puts me in a deppressive state of mind.",1.201969696969698,3.7165159898989932,2.0497222222222256,95.06125000000002,86.07070707070706,4.108080808080809,22.391414141414145,5.46131890053228,0.12005656565656594,389,14,79,2,12,121,73,99,0.03,0.82,0.15,0.9049,0,1,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,2,2,7,0,0,8,1,4,3,1,1,2,13,8,8,0,0,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,6,7,13,6,2,15,1,0,2,0,8,8,0,1,8,48,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202707836599353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106163256867395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622379547358667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173198023918345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201596806284216,0.0,0.2022320197041186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989623729379717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329602124152993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118760046811273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228243377236659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038132095983146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824346700896878,0.2868580513940007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435627097307973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762232551327488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675357320029885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714458788542078,0.18617540521037304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013510374168109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184464641574638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412643666676175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614902484432375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lolonerager,2019/06/13,"I haven't gotten a single message in 4 days I feel likenif I don't text my friends then they don't text me. Lately even if I do they seem busy. Its been 4 days and I haven't gotten a single message. My phone is so dry.

I live alone and I work alone in a cubicle now. So I literally feel like I'm by myself all day. My only saving grace is that I'm a writer so I can go long stints of time just writing. But sometimes the words and thoughts become overwhelming and I'd like human interaction.

I don't know how long I can sit and meditate and pray and write. I feel like a monk only I didn't choose this life lol",-0.4763059701492516,1.5969008283582118,1.941921641791048,96.05676305970152,89.22388059701494,4.842537313432836,17.330223880597018,6.322622252153567,-0.3487298507462686,477,12,113,5,16,162,78,134,0.059000000000000004,0.805,0.136,0.8446,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,7,7,0,1,6,1,12,1,0,1,1,23,23,14,0,1,3,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,7,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,5,3,20,6,4,18,3,13,2,1,0,0,10,2,0,2,12,65,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38660585639642187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612940398724813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611024075240059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327407191744412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831126333042969,0.2666715492166121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441977322181108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607190963026636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257255626820516,0.0,0.21053824102490012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182947154590535,0.2735488782374495,0.0,0.1648066893530699,0.3303413541252942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838965189449325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991020088502906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459190032382086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148171446923836,0.10883138393961396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358762664990149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Buckslayer10,2019/06/13,"Too bad I don’t have love and friendship. “We’re born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we’re not alone.” - Orson Welles",2.527749999999997,4.906868275000001,2.4700000000000024,95.165,78.75,5.0,20.0,5.985473137389443,-0.1200000000000001,161,4,33,1,4,48,28,40,0.272,0.441,0.287,0.4404,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8393398836786693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691645301721062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102692905842312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890161928798004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657131282115645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408824468484186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216387719558266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hachiman1234567890,2019/06/13,"Anyone else looking for a friend? I've been too lonely now it's been a long time since I had a conversation with someone, I just need to talk to someone and I hope I find a good friend. Hmu if you're interested.",0.44466666666666654,2.601837466666669,2.6044444444444466,92.42000000000004,85.44444444444446,5.377777777777778,20.11111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.1695777777777776,166,5,38,2,5,56,34,45,0.055,0.617,0.32799999999999996,0.9081,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,5,4,3,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,3,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870571932552893,0.27652299796803204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22544933116334046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466645788530545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170157968993485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263617578876109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26805080903314793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23883448255448275,0.2266304463146998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011190927452646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324675387814846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573353170006629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21691857199691145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573686548433004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Onlyone1248,2019/06/13,"I'm sorry But I get so angry on here when people say, ""I'm lonely but I've had plenty of friends/relationships, like WTF? Can I have some of that? I've been alive for 22 years and have had none of that.",-0.6020000000000003,1.2952039111111129,1.8177777777777813,98.06000000000004,87.66666666666669,4.488888888888889,13.444444444444445,5.6839178017228535,-1.1977555555555557,156,2,39,1,5,53,32,45,0.24,0.63,0.131,-0.6736,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,2,1,5,6,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24780447277388054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317211717676176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32882295042152543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092254220637296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771858960129975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5309449438541164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054364828775739
lonely,Sense_Mood,2019/06/13,"Physical warmth (e.g., sauna) and depression survey Researching   the relationship between use of warming practices such as sauna, hot  bath etc and depression, sleep and stress issues.

I've created an online survey that takes 5-10 minutes. All participants receive a \[very\] general summary of their levels of depressive  symptomatology, stress and sleep issues, based on standardised cut-off  scores and comparisons to population norms.

Find the survey here: [https://latrobe.co1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_7V3H5n3zjIowzNb](https://latrobe.co1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_7V3H5n3zjIowzNb)

I'll post results to this subreddit once it is complete.",14.859128787878788,18.329601806818182,9.975454545454548,49.66651515151517,47.97727272727273,13.593939393939396,44.21212121212121,12.745084868956482,7.029312121212122,541,26,57,17,6,148,70,88,0.171,0.757,0.07200000000000001,-0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,4,0,1,2,2,2,1,10,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,1,8,3,2,4,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,26,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583880911836254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826287271153782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083128308399607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071661576971714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899066196309808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19891819246613307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788868361973917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053543701586435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738365242402401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279194371555791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043784831509198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132086007253896,0.0,0.15411584129567016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zebragrape,2019/06/13,"Lonely and it’s kinda sad So yeah, I’m a social butterfly but also an introvert. I love socializing but I need my own time to myself but....I’ve been getting too much of me time, if that makes sense?
I find myself laying in my hallway alone desperate to talk on the phone with anybody and I have people I text but...they usually don’t respond.
I do my best to reach out and talk to people and make new friends and I’ve been kind of doing that for my summer school class and it’s awesome. But I haven’t reached the point where I’m comfortable asking for anybody’s socials. I ended up sitting and walking around alone for the first hour of class but I managed to just force myself to socialize? It helped that this one guy approached me.
I wish I could talk to my mom but she sometimes goes to one of her friends houses and it’s pretty much me and my dog.
I know there’s people who care about me but I still feel like nobody actually CARES... I wish I just had a reliable person to talk to.
I feel like I’ve just been wasting away alone. Lounging on the couch completely unmotivated to do anything really. My room is a mess and my bathroom is also a mess, if you look up “extremely messy bedroom” you’ll see what it’s like. Sometimes I feel like the only person that’s stopping me from making more friends is myself and what is left of what used to be extremely horrible G.A.D.
I’ve reached out to people, asked to hang, even was asked that myself but I still end up spending my evenings as the only person in my house...",1.4644452960337233,3.8672545602605872,2.8832621191799213,90.4734043878138,83.20195439739412,5.566162100019162,22.058727725617935,6.923569853693429,0.6711020118796704,1198,40,244,15,34,389,155,307,0.11199999999999999,0.687,0.201,0.9879,0,5,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,2,15,17,0,0,11,1,18,1,0,4,0,42,40,24,0,6,12,1,3,4,3,1,0,0,3,4,15,15,0,1,5,0,1,3,2,4,0,3,5,5,42,13,37,32,5,31,0,2,2,1,28,15,0,3,16,163,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.08263711737850866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631140874220523,0.0,0.13543983940058035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696858184056804,0.07538466077993179,0.23749785671295914,0.0,0.07956123859765603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886821288686675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726772605321776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878714450203412,0.0,0.0,0.06761144165062496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000569117209767,0.0,0.0,0.11186291981429987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845282590706872,0.18148985627782951,0.0,0.0,0.07739753372419225,0.07203020523462073,0.0,0.0,0.19627459901690636,0.0,0.044242689747698516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384819020559271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567603541420698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339441027302022,0.19542260944302625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818295261406316,0.04653884413204954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200690776710807,0.0,0.0,0.1654847920334786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111129491364954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642853458118129,0.0,0.16957706393362534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917817596525223,0.0,0.0,0.12450157665157215,0.06279040273518326,0.0,0.0817861072709472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476501419517958,0.12880848762570138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23483049542366144,0.22182236532685135,0.0,0.0,0.08005157190329362,0.0,0.0,0.08615172591165966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424926125718674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570239476563694,0.06748034594666569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34528928923976393,0.0,0.0,0.1675047203609962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525381963978425,0.07079768756436021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27225575021107945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875715294834507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313779418356331,0.09326492165482878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475953672058927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Anti0x,2019/06/13,"Recently broken up and struggling. Thiught i would post here because I'm lonely in the sense that i have people to talk to, but i feel that i can't or find it extremely difficult to talk to them. So in that sense i am feeling lonely.

I have been in a relationship for the past 2 years and 7 months but as of 29th may that sadly came to an end. We are on good terms and are remaining friends. I don't want to turn to her about this because i dont want to put that pressure in her; i never stopped caring.

I have been struggling to sleep at nights im up late right now its 2:45AM in the UK. I miss her greatly and things are piling up on me. Have you guys got any tips or things to help me whilst im going through this. You know, to make my life a little more happier through this tough time.",2.84,3.645272523809524,3.847380952380956,92.41428571428571,73.76190476190476,7.028571428571429,24.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.7436571428571428,616,18,144,6,12,199,103,168,0.18100000000000002,0.7090000000000001,0.11,-0.826,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,2,1,0,4,13,0,3,6,0,15,2,1,1,1,21,28,10,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,12,6,0,1,4,0,0,3,4,9,0,0,4,2,21,4,28,22,2,30,0,4,0,0,13,13,0,3,13,95,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025699947039907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838898936020864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725100490608055,0.15378187077569386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677236486607872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335911615944794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252898819091104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785645536475474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653136388484095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572051799252964,0.12650956905778868,0.12063302651378595,0.1662912924906514,0.0,0.1493460286691247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109858610169276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258459073930359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289256491918177,0.0,0.1701435105750266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653612843387512,0.0,0.1511719071945117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068061095399357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039156293425188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632987357937576,0.0,0.0,0.14154432056783572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439848948960963,0.10456696148102324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445404179551696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516264341296575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892704221756714,0.16193564051972595,0.0,0.12880852648778734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509395493967538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610115317658252,0.0,0.3153618284974311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424638801187021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041032544428344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795054824284633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406040389932894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792761668930146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714574584796616,0.0,0.0,0.09712997495769604
lonely,firefightermedic27,2019/06/13,"Okay, I'll bite (32 m) Lonely people, huh? Sounds like my kind of people. It's an awful, awful thing to be lonely. To FEEL lonely. Even when others are around. I think a lot of my loneliness is comes from my inability to be aggressive in a social setting. I tend to hang back, not saying anything, and it's incredibly difficult to meet people that way.

Another thing, I don't find a lot of people these days that share any of my hobbies, so we inevitably end up with nothing to talk about. I play guitar, and sing, and love to write. I love art, and literature; History and learning new things. As it is, I lead a fairly busy life between my fitness goals and work /24 bout shifts kill a social life almost as bad as it does for a sleep routine. I don't know, I guess I just need to get  out and meet new people. Maybe there's hope, idk.",1.8272855029585773,3.8388848461538494,3.4713868343195284,88.98743528106512,79.23668639053255,6.118491124260356,20.62167159763314,7.1686216300943375,0.4995707100591718,645,17,135,8,16,214,109,169,0.179,0.6990000000000001,0.122,-0.8524,0,6,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,3,8,15,2,0,7,4,7,5,1,1,0,27,18,12,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,11,12,0,0,5,4,0,3,3,7,0,0,0,3,15,8,24,16,2,16,0,3,0,2,11,5,0,5,7,80,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724747214417107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320664118404476,0.14372112016325886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279008270178127,0.12201395231258627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539197018128164,0.11444077618123935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806649945182725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839344357401965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994359818733814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213959647753782,0.0,0.0,0.09052794575552507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693025027129231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527189074318107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160906981879399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098889094732074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136133172500726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516384394907451,0.14272864616908465,0.07532551383613079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936214333388703,0.06696141268903308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233049874774352,0.24740703154272506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376968780386617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162949764255302,0.0,0.2647500456762936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315143767543566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751065497563277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899694771411747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371606624501197,0.27943424057008465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101649850891327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27317306606826114,0.08782358904753514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879318041578888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997825340865168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Darksethen11,2019/06/13,"[UPDATE] 17 year old, lonely Original post: https://www.reddit.com/r/lonely/comments/bplb79/17_year_old_lonely/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=ios_share_flow_optimization&utm_term=enabled


So I’ve come back seeking some more advice as things have gotten a little worse. From the original post, I did take some of the advice for bettering myself by involving myself in hobbies such as photography, basketball, etc but it seems that the friends I was afraid of losing originally are being lost. For the last few weeks it seems that I’ve not only been brushed off, but my existence itself online has been invisible to them. Every message or image I send in our group chat is mostly ignored or they move past it. I’m happy to be improving myself but what’s happening now is making me feel like I’ll have no one in the end. Though my parents and older brother are still being positive, I know I can’t just only speak with them. Telling them I feel isn’t a valid solution either as they’ve had past complicated family relations causing them to be sour about the idea of having friends except for my older brother. The issue I have for ditching them and moving on is that some of these friends have been with me since I moved here and met them in elementary school and I never thought to lose them, and if I do ditch them I will have no where to turn as I always thought we would be friends. It just hurts and frustrates me now to think that the friends that were kind to accept me have just isolated me and left me behind. They’ve posted images of them doing stuff and whenever I message them to do something I’m just met with no response which I guess would have been the first warning. I’ve already thought about and went through messages sent if I said something wrong or distasteful but I haven’t really found anything unordinary or unusual to cause that. Anyways I just need help figuring what I should do wether it be to seriously speak with them or split away from the group.",9.164070422535213,9.645873428169018,7.619823943661974,72.04691901408452,59.78873239436618,10.029577464788732,32.9612676056338,9.642632912329526,2.9497859154929578,1637,54,275,26,20,490,191,355,0.106,0.746,0.14800000000000002,0.9671,1,6,2,0,0,0,44.0,2,0,12,5,17,20,1,1,12,0,39,0,0,6,1,64,65,26,0,6,19,3,2,1,5,4,0,3,0,0,18,15,0,1,13,1,0,7,8,10,0,2,19,7,44,10,42,36,8,39,0,5,0,0,38,10,0,14,20,205,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874160267710554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092516341260373,0.0,0.07609961809576657,0.2972811280569655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526138524190272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592693844194033,0.07032485019262509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088635620786035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879032309661672,0.0,0.07878217735597542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100382811074845,0.0,0.10199882121050426,0.0,0.0,0.07705653548671056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621759675534353,0.0,0.09248689654206524,0.06533695713765614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777933466126045,0.0,0.10027796903520728,0.3532975706241939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075028598817122,0.0,0.08087519493083244,0.09735776365595633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061301753746856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790669706644356,0.10324391256655713,0.0,0.09545743155659572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523847635424296,0.05026242006005535,0.0745497278540785,0.0,0.0,0.0993683864063234,0.0,0.0,0.044681310235902175,0.09166402207602543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046341602652116,0.09983620790059526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104831192769161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29161321091153275,0.0,0.06781426691778135,0.0705373392303691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596882206228538,0.0,0.061973685200572864,0.13911446304883388,0.0,0.0,0.10155226554128156,0.0,0.17461226532503704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627718083706777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058589748157897026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869966277544767,0.0,0.0,0.09255944891198202,0.0,0.16651818381207548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565424272301513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408162587101757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303774324704541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469647714618084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876434314544927,0.0,0.07993752016937078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076002094804285,0.05860200480665756,0.08985611800083305,0.21782012003440415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947904186642234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336135399361056,0.0,0.0,0.08478163061226106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320257921741999,0.1299369730134191,0.09999396120230246,0.0,0.05889536180363334
lonely,Marinetwinsims,2019/06/13,"I just want something good to happen Ok, for the past couple of years little to nothing good has been happening to me. Until I enlisted for the United States marines. I was super happy with the decision I made. It was my way out of my current situation. Not going to go into detail with that. But, I thought if I enlisted all the bad things would go away. And they did until my medical history came up. My recruiter told me to today that I wouldn't be able to ship out to bootcampo day my ship date. And that freaking shattered me. I started crying and everything because it was supposed to be my way out of this hell. But now I just want to give up because now I think there's nothing I can do anymore. Now suicidal thoughts have flooded my mind and I can't take it anymore. Please if anyone see's this please pray, and help me. Im scared of what I might to. I prayed for the day I can serve my country.  Now it's all gone to hell. Please someone help me.
Thanks for reading this if you got this far.",2.291666666666668,4.1279824803921565,3.6378431372549014,89.16696078431373,77.13725490196076,6.494117647058824,26.03921568627451,7.3871296695380915,1.2630215686274515,782,30,163,10,18,256,111,204,0.135,0.696,0.16899999999999998,0.2323,1,0,1,0,0,1,21.0,0,1,1,1,7,11,2,1,5,1,16,1,0,1,2,33,36,12,1,7,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,13,12,0,0,4,1,0,5,3,5,0,0,12,1,30,6,30,19,2,31,4,0,1,0,6,9,2,4,14,114,43,2,0.12123063518634827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24045642892285546,0.08476727887496192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390017242605226,0.0,0.10122251657358616,0.14780213997504718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386555504434646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413939199016098,0.1331661602001281,0.15636746106995272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895427790900744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629547192591745,0.2066944912124578,0.2033650100915609,0.096959213587809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440770064993347,0.12905226543036907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251667866658895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094988928270096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150494488732767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471135824745254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221271108405654,0.0,0.1286065460142959,0.12240838256886735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326481281392258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157283588176693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39922449767434937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126344191793788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137301467683645,0.0,0.09660512046027044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362683133139556,0.0,0.0,0.10271832378511203,0.09332926575940982,0.0,0.0,0.08580766755555226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260663836556405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115035032143097,0.0,0.0,0.11161288103007884,0.0,0.0,0.08054024719231405,0.0776796959489101,0.0,0.1924871654892072,0.0,0.0,0.11491246703055195,0.11584106714529245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143009939220718,0.19245447077867034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611876495953473,0.0,0.0,0.0780685543575046
lonely,tohellothink,2019/06/13,"Getting this out of my brain I'm very lonely. I miss my husband. 

I hardly get to see him anymore.

I don't want to talk about it.

I just needed to tell someone I'm lonely.",-2.0262280701754385,-0.20246713157894547,1.1642105263157916,97.99614035087721,101.89473684210527,2.533333333333333,16.859649122807017,3.1291,-1.032382456140351,131,4,30,0,6,46,28,38,0.243,0.757,0.0,-0.7708,0,5,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,6,9,0,1,0,3,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,17,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34085469687311176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836790995728493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35913460086771976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30788466611946264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548466916593432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27388171069811706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291213034094599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762503272958328,0.3004059983324031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835857095416042,0.20272117364996214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nausea_,2019/06/13,"A dumb narrative to hopefully distract your lonely woes So here's a fun story of my obsessive mental tendencies to hopefully ease the loneliness of all of us. There's a new girl at my work who caught my eye as soon as I was introduced. The ordeal feels hazy in my recollection, and I often associate this haziness with a heavy attraction. I've felt it before, a few times prior. It's the same as feeling lost when you look at someone in their eyes. Sappy, right? I like to think that she felt the same.

Just kidding. Well, sort of. I'm not crazy, I can separate mental fiction from reality. But as soon as the thought is introduced within the realm of possibilities, what else do you do? You pluck at it and flirt with it. Wrap yourself in it; get it in every nook, and don't you dare miss a spot. It's not my choice, anyways... these things just appear and reappear in the mind without permission. Now, already, this poor woman is my mental subject due to a simple greeting, one of which was entirely out of her control. This is life's fate in the modern corporate era - yes my children, I knew your mother was the one as soon as we exchanged a half-hearted shake of our hands at my cubicle. I knew she felt the same as soon as I lightly said a greeting and lost half of the message to my mumbling. This conversation between myself and the children takes place among all four of us at some small cafe on a cool Saturday morning, sun in the lightly overcast sky, with our two darling children probing away with questions of their historical origins. I ordered pancakes and meat, she's more of a parfait girl. Get the picture?

Over the course of two weeks I have had multiple conversations with her in my head; pounding away at her poor, defenseless soul with my endless virtues, truths, and beliefs - all while she simply takes it in and maybe nods. She already knows my childhood woes, my dearest insecurities, and some of my home-Ec skills. When the day gets difficult, and I get wrapped up in my emotions leading me to completely question the purpose of it all, her image appears in my head. It's pure meaning, her image telling me to improve myself; the image is something to admire, something to respect, something to love, something to work toward, and to claim that it's mine. Something to stick around for. I think of the mutually beneficial outcomes of our exchanged nurturing, and I think of how we could make choices together that would not merely just give life meaning - but how it would maximize our short existences with pleasure, understanding, and happiness. I think of how any two people can do that, and the magic that it entails. I think about what they can accomplish from it all, and what we can all accomplish from it, collectively.

I've spoken with her a few times not in my head; no mention of virtue, philosophy, or belief.  And especially nothing of our children, the representative permutations of our respective ancestries, fit with the peculiar features that would only occur from the two of us.  But I have learned recently that her favorite fruit are grapes.  Everything's coming up, Milhouse!  

Isn't it something? It's a choice few steps and a few words. That's all it would take for all of this to unravel. The freedom of it gives me nausea, and the choice to ignore it gives me sadness.  But what bites most is that I'm stuck fighting some demons with dumb mental impressions and illusions of things that don't happen because my stupid brain has some bad chemicals in it.",6.596510923238064,7.400158345092027,6.5383315876103545,76.5099753104893,65.24233128834356,9.48980996558432,35.38096663175221,9.500547302748984,3.3512651054915463,2779,127,493,51,41,880,307,652,0.084,0.7859999999999999,0.13,0.9804,0,2,6,0,2,0,88.0,12,6,3,9,21,36,4,4,39,2,28,11,7,7,10,111,72,41,0,7,13,1,6,1,0,4,2,1,0,8,45,36,1,2,23,0,4,7,9,19,1,8,15,14,73,17,99,52,21,66,4,7,3,1,56,36,2,14,23,363,118,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971422767207796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04921101233917726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644206253602701,0.0,0.0,0.13597951338830172,0.0,0.06042215852022401,0.044113328899051715,0.0,0.0615776990427069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078381563878033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233645894281972,0.07587383578565306,0.0,0.081164046473461,0.0577779525380868,0.0,0.0,0.04666975214603138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060452078235453226,0.08140143218580323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060971043475214835,0.0,0.06503743311389351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318032862931508,0.0,0.2084466463949789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123191968655178,0.20825870599997556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399256072244107,0.07703440601142454,0.0,0.0,0.2228035997811916,0.0,0.0,0.08575344993031446,0.0,0.0,0.0725884832819552,0.14375051276606585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039770178860165185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222776643516042,0.035354121382638465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076878294762344,0.0,0.15799095388495854,0.0,0.06531267690468186,0.0,0.04830452416685281,0.0,0.07270085777306957,0.15765445893853985,0.0,0.0,0.2917095593970917,0.0,0.07306851228504578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989103780087766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943663600599446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980734529736307,0.055037213397976126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050169116675529084,0.0,0.07560653118522526,0.0,0.0,0.081581212916108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213181300220136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145218768272713,0.0,0.0,0.06179973007383921,0.06883614919243385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061315041877701176,0.3342629217991229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322951955926654,0.0,0.06325062484009722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961528274111673,0.2318444087988931,0.0,0.05745011297877783,0.08439379425351029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827622607814247,0.07533502355384243,0.26114031040128705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804722825251429,0.0,0.06506526311025118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975774661887882,0.0,0.10536587208351247,0.0,0.0,0.20562546137323595,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,eyeblind1234,2019/06/13,Why can’t I make friends it’s so hard. I’ve been alone my whole life Sometimes it’s unbearable.,-1.535,0.1229772857142848,-0.056785714285712885,104.82053571428574,109.4761904761905,4.0047619047619065,19.535714285714285,5.985473137389443,-0.18148571428571408,77,3,19,1,4,24,18,21,0.187,0.657,0.157,0.1045,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40763525441431453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040827151796909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525747598605755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780006525189158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627209750595144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892655271841814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35514915142956593,0.4394234818992914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,putaaa_,2019/06/13,"i need advice, or just someone to listen... here's my story 

I'm only 17, but i feel my world coming to an end. On march 29th my parents and i got in a big BIG fight, they found out about me smoking, drinking, etc... nothing the average highschooler hasn't done. ever since then my life has been constant emotional and physical abuse. they took everything away from me (no way to contact anyone), and took me out of school for over a month. my principle and other staff then got involved and gave my parents an ultimatum, they had to put me back in school. when i returned all my friends were so unexplainably supportive, none of them knew what had happened to me despite constant efforts of trying to reach out that my parents hid from me. when i came back everyone felt as if they could finally let out the breathe that they had been holding in for so long. but i just wasn't the same, being on lockdown staring at 4 walls for a month changed me mentally and physically. this seems rather materialistic, but my parents took away all my makeup, forcing all my insecurities to crawl back out. i couldn't talk to people normally anymore, i felt like everyones staring at my horrific under eyes bags from a month of sleepless nights, malnutrition, and crying. i have lost every bit of confidence. I used to have it all, i was popular, smart, pretty, and well liked... now i have nothing. going back to school after missing a month also came with a month of makeup work, right before finals and AP testing, the amount of stress I'm undergoing in indescribable. all my hair is falling out, i can feel my body deteriorating. my mom wants me to be ugly, she doesn't want people taking to me, she came to throw boiling hot water on my face. the thing is, before this all happened our relationship was great, i loved my mom with everything in me and she would support me whenever my dad would mentally or physically abuse me, but our relationship has gone to nothing. and they think that everything they're doing is rational, and that other parents would do the same. I'm so so so emotionally scarred, there's people all around me that go out of their way to make my life better, but the power is no longer in my hands. i've considered moving out and staying at my ever so welcoming friends houses, but then i would have to worry about things that i had never worried about before i.e. paying for college and other monetary demands. I was a diligent student and pictured my future in a UC  or another good university, but if i move out that might go to waste. and i know that if i move out now, no matter how much time has passed, my parents will never take me back. they also hate the fact that i have friends that would give up everything for me, so they're taking me out of the state next year... my senior year was supposed to be my best year, now it's going to be the absolute worse if i even make it. I know everyone says things get better but in this case they can't, if they take me out of the country, i cant come back to the US for college and in turn the rest of my life. If I move out, i might not even get to go to college. If i stay living like this, I'll OD. there's no winning.  i just want to cry and vent but I'm not allowed to.",5.960160632330442,5.94185712893082,6.550261771205168,78.71627485976545,66.54716981132076,9.454292027876935,31.811830698623147,9.142720283898788,2.5722399796022435,2538,93,500,41,37,832,279,636,0.11199999999999999,0.762,0.127,0.9126,8,1,1,0,3,0,82.0,3,0,11,8,37,25,2,2,23,0,47,13,6,5,12,109,102,53,1,20,25,9,7,3,3,8,3,2,0,0,24,39,3,1,10,1,1,22,15,6,1,0,28,12,88,19,85,59,16,106,0,2,3,1,41,39,0,13,43,362,112,13,0.0,0.12434543022090125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512766603101369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392634545186148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502321535439599,0.0,0.0,0.052039777797548016,0.036690808201023835,0.0,0.0,0.04671268889854309,0.0,0.0,0.09860147538090247,0.2420940665639709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395367783455595,0.0,0.05506787639029634,0.09281738887589017,0.057287654054928576,0.058286414951467726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800476885013432,0.0,0.0,0.05551018216977936,0.09040283596590447,0.0,0.11341078532849745,0.0,0.04189595346230462,0.0,0.11527971895799298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053698780044822654,0.0,0.0514042169520291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805162574334052,0.04647609415653504,0.0,0.058522009749388114,0.06931672462946366,0.09493087236806758,0.044211327812315335,0.1504225132447402,0.18863979434032455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530645256179489,0.0,0.10076589902213108,0.1149646751166072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753466767440329,0.12162307540692407,0.0,0.054830650714267834,0.05033752305975865,0.14910997171583834,0.044012422476573734,0.08393597048974524,0.05785240336982595,0.0,0.0,0.09280458126977684,0.0,0.0,0.051806882733130735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054756673444987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767631040974181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365787994280174,0.11119110898658667,0.07690794978437306,0.0,0.04633520952658558,0.046437544248886985,0.0,0.0,0.057281206417500036,0.0,0.04735953338417999,0.0,0.07005316068198103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057622292599729,0.11133253717314863,0.0,0.12291304972279225,0.20941990277655947,0.22308481568030236,0.03857418311187279,0.038908559359912505,0.08094185413410328,0.0,0.05580634040029751,0.049242982032019135,0.0514130526713112,0.1510496967905775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03990858848271831,0.0,0.0,0.34959478571703084,0.0,0.0,0.1091359014200452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338458419720374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052750528890684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267416176736965,0.0,0.044812225103508144,0.0,0.04172916632039237,0.0,0.15931845801764508,0.0,0.047770055873435455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04340675978089548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044460767960824835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185989484802428,0.0,0.0,0.06010840852239891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909299146391784,0.0,0.0,0.15781466931517127,0.042176346052601815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458351859643447,0.033623007167417326,0.0,0.0,0.03059781734409533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490052514872942,0.0356261755874559,0.05707628175380337,0.0,0.0,0.06311936076592574,0.045320400610358205,0.0,0.0,0.09285098543497036,0.08330230919864373,0.0,0.0,0.047180128674216164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03820145470208586,0.10657911240976983,0.053475149858577535,0.1863789382870384,0.0,0.0,0.10137396383883948
lonely,M1b2e328,2019/05/04,"I feel like I’ve missed my childhood I hope this the right place to post this but I just feel really lonely and sad I’m 15 (m) and am an only child with a single mother who is hardly ever at home, she is always out at bars, And recently she has stopped spending time with me and prefers to be texting her friends, she has always felt like my only real friend, I was just kicked out of my school about a year ago and have been homeschooled since  I also lost contact with the few friend I had at that school and spend a lot of time on my own in my room, I find it very hard to talk to new people and make friends especially if I don’t go to school with them I’m not sure if I have some kind of anxiety disorder or not, I just want to have some good memories to look back on, instead of just doing stuff in my room. I watched a film called mid90s recently and it made me feel sad about not having anybody to talk to, sometimes I watch the groups of friends skateboarding in the park behind my house and I just wish I had something like that.",8.293481822836661,5.028289059907834,7.84282642089094,81.77789042498722,63.93087557603686,11.119098822324627,34.24935995903738,8.515128840125781,2.396884690220174,814,22,185,8,9,258,123,217,0.13,0.711,0.159,0.8783,0,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,11,17,0,0,9,0,16,1,0,2,2,45,31,14,0,6,12,1,6,3,5,0,0,0,3,1,8,15,1,1,6,2,2,1,4,5,0,0,7,9,28,12,31,23,6,27,0,5,3,0,18,14,0,7,14,123,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172024112066906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917666970776702,0.1909648061580465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778454896036805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823678568418071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171740655019905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315151089907463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379926066143526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406535057858571,0.08197846235606271,0.11017939219844716,0.0,0.10488075094094183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443283447266808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521589630543753,0.09624807607949057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558952833331093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510506559253934,0.11397408688529832,0.0,0.13240777220538552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194959819173354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681852937293768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636232127891588,0.0,0.1252647685123679,0.0975575834611444,0.0,0.10858060126283912,0.07659748724938822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082767026764052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745473048003322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955421031771402,0.0,0.11989084683717492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990017362539464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061227804182698,0.07351272043009104,0.0,0.2266064361202949,0.0,0.0,0.0979971155495796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484037961398564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492358935660734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834127628160192,0.11349212314837942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593735458151087,0.0,0.0,0.13136296189088892,0.0,0.0,0.10815188827767216,0.0,0.0,0.18446574558746054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382499239474285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946819680914278,0.06768338124656666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195851005379386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389617472380276
lonely,Binkuxd,2019/05/04,"Going to an amusement park alone I was gonna go with some friends, but they all bailed last minute. I'd like to go, but idk how it's like going alone. Maybe it's fun maybe it's not. I do enjoy going to the cinema alone though. Perhaps it'd be like that. Anyone have some advice? Whether I should go or not.",-0.7787878787878775,1.3676659696969686,0.8578787878787892,101.97348484848487,93.84848484848484,3.539393939393938,13.393939393939394,5.033348758259628,-1.3937151515151514,238,4,57,1,9,76,43,66,0.153,0.609,0.23800000000000002,0.8155,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,12,13,6,0,1,6,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,7,4,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512038565627225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5568176037141334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530668813728085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384559741939868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.611089620754681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607877401614647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626565331051817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600778732372367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607135442673216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DallasGER,2019/05/04,I'm tired of life It's so hard to gain motivation for anything. I don't even know if this is the right sub to post this but since I'm lonely and the loneliness might be the cause of this I'm gonna post this here. I spend the last months with only laying in my bed. I get treated like shit at work. I got treated like shit during school. I dont see why I should continue this routine. Every day feels like the same. I always feel tired.I don't see an sense in life right now. I'm currently waiting for an letter from an job where I applied to see if I get accepted. I dont know what else I could do. I just want to escape the circle that I'm currently in. I would get to a new town with that new job and there I could finally meet new people irl! But until then I have to live my current pointless life...,0.27945396825396784,2.1889999200000005,2.2942380952380965,95.93037301587304,84.08571428571429,5.488888888888887,18.29365079365079,6.691623216298621,-0.14790158730158742,626,15,149,7,18,209,100,175,0.11800000000000001,0.767,0.115,-0.5413,5,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,2,0,10,0,13,6,2,2,0,24,32,9,0,7,5,0,3,3,0,4,4,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,6,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,6,17,6,18,24,1,24,0,1,3,0,2,8,2,3,17,82,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027737288835122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164168225542212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688313160356807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972321148351085,0.0,0.0,0.07965645640111939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895155012765841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318028515025916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157998005948666,0.0,0.10406606084209093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490500567992248,0.0882385863026122,0.0,0.1353037950609056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359325253016896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878560816932327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064448403508376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451376175187881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357603746652363,0.10068057778125572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26172524747547743,0.1810284327011688,0.0,0.10906532267464517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310290728696221,0.0,0.0,0.09858787519980113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578724216058227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393813311365086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562921102821376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365849682077936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096094484600053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125002988794454,0.295274535254846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535711519712153,0.1021722424509134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196143080794915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285188945650059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145237574851176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991982611696757,0.0,0.0,0.08774096093110527,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ahmuh1306,2019/05/04,"I was at the mall last night... It was my first time leaving the house in a week. I was super excited because I love cities, I love malls, and I love people. And I finally got to leave the prison that my parents refer to as ""home"".

So we're just walking around the mall, and it's a Friday night, so there's a lot of people.

I just can't help but notice how everyone is so happy. Everyone is laughing, having a good time, and (this one stings the most) absolutely no one was alone. Now, don't get me wrong, I love seeing people happy, and I feel happy for them, and I wouldn't want any harm to reach them, but when you're so fucking lonely, seeing other people having a good time just breaks you. No, it KILLS you. It kills you on the inside. 

I walk past a cute couple holding hands. I walk past another cute couple holding hands. I walk past a cute couple sitting on the bench, showing each other something on their phones and laughing. I walk past another cute couple laughing. I walk past another cute couple cuddling.

I walk past a group of teenagers. All of them must be around 16-17, like me. They're a few boys and a few girls. They're all laughing. They're all so carefree. So relaxed. They were having a good time. This is how teenagers are supposed to be. This is what this age is about.

We sit down at the food court and I'm sitting eating my Cinnabon roll in silence. I'm not exactly alone, my family is there. But they're not my family. They're my masters. On the tables next to me are a cute couple, and a group of 5 teenagers who are friends. I keep glancing over and notice how happy they are. And every time I take a glance, I die on the inside. It hurts way too fucking much.

""Why do you look upset? You're always upset. Why can't you be happy?"" My parents bark.

I want to say ""Because I'm fucking lonely. Why am I lonely? Because of YOU. You guys have homeschooled me, you guys force me to work and not focus on my studies, you guys don't let me leave the house, and IF ever you do, you guys go out of your way to ensure I don't have a social life. Because of you, I feel like a prisoner. Because of you, I feel trapped. Because of you, the house feels like a prison. And seeing others MY AGE laughing and being so carefree FUCKING HURTS. It hurts so bad you guys have no idea. It hurts so much that my chest LITERALLY burns. It hurts. It FUCKING hurts.""

Obviously I can't say that. Instead, I just put on my fake smile and say ""Oh what? Oh no I'm fine. I'm not upset, I'm 100%!"" While internally rolling my eyes. 

I come home, I take a shower, and I go to bed. Once my parents have gone to bed, I start to cry. I cry, and I cry, and I cry. I'm hugging my pillow, and am shaking. And I'm crying, I'm crying, I'm crying so much I'm struggling to breathe. I pick up my phone and open Messenger. Absolutely no one. I open WhatsApp. Absolutely no one. I go through my contacts, absolutely no one. This makes me cry even more. My pillow is drenched in tears. My pillow is all I've got. He never judges me, he's always there for me, and he always wipes my tears.

Eventually I stop crying, and now I have a terrible headache and my eyes are burning because of crying so fucking much. I feel pathetic about the fact that I was literally hugging a pillow. A PILLOW. A FUCKING PILLOW.

I wash my face and I lie down. I close my eyes, trying to go to sleep, while thinking of everyone out there enjoying themselves, feeling happy for them. But it hurts. It fucking hurts.",0.5906958341841957,2.8963401793785337,2.4367469879518104,92.78540228711458,86.47175141242937,4.8244775713021575,20.677013137294946,6.264376836799822,0.1865610033353753,2669,86,568,25,83,882,244,708,0.22399999999999998,0.586,0.19,-0.9790000000000001,4,9,1,0,0,0,131.0,1,16,7,4,33,66,10,5,35,0,44,28,9,5,10,83,94,50,3,5,13,3,8,3,1,2,2,3,11,7,26,37,2,4,9,5,0,15,19,31,0,6,9,20,98,35,52,78,14,73,0,11,9,15,53,23,8,3,32,350,124,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279996457424406,0.0,0.0,0.09978223743943647,0.0,0.0,0.027183016978874864,0.1257455563248924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711689058899468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03337579299599056,0.17057022768297786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03443320796098733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653762461882862,0.4390847360210943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041485672610050976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04090236766921334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026401795572441968,0.0361578753060406,0.03367898426033865,0.1145877698466003,0.0,0.0,0.07536599110631508,0.0,0.12126932699167298,0.057113451497882224,0.0,0.043788477697209324,0.0,0.03400102119276866,0.04833552137524521,0.0,0.03088304773920235,0.29563522300234024,0.020884247474190987,0.0,0.0908703291933863,0.10058239079408514,0.06394013409868535,0.0,0.0,0.19789781820483995,0.0,0.25531206943682666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026793065462015014,0.0,0.0801923748255552,0.0,0.0,0.13837045716256335,0.3423354645941671,0.04512466183876823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035529847212696565,0.08844842433894336,0.0,0.0,0.03258333761246058,0.0,0.12697693524092749,0.0,0.04087511014616869,0.028234118529879837,0.058586379519714515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033567260256008515,0.0,0.0,0.03398362296098008,0.14430880576072436,0.0,0.02668229402667037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753904441823178,0.0,0.03082964894152915,0.0,0.042511748752435664,0.07502392254894183,0.0,0.0,0.09101907179349968,0.0,0.042569950204420406,0.13543372766773584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331558886406102,0.0,0.2289525618456419,0.11084900599131717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040183914850415496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953644239097067,0.0,0.0,0.09555993899314158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04000187721444861,0.040747448944635306,0.0,0.030773175375356062,0.0,0.0,0.028293101641282625,0.0,0.0,0.033419225551752675,0.0,0.04178846827122417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010945640989849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02561309024655143,0.0,0.0,0.11654291555177525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02713904933956229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04715423296485597,0.06345742820168107,0.032063936833677836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820827015756364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029100826763117562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04370421047598309,0.0,0.0
lonely,mongolido69,2019/05/04,"My childhood friend ditched me My only friend, my childhood friend started ditching me after he got a girlfriend in September.. weve been hanging out together almost everyday since kindergarten.. havent seen him for a month or so, never felt so lonely like this before. I got no other friends, not even in school",6.680892857142857,8.440151017857144,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,65.60714285714286,7.742857142857144,35.42857142857143,8.07648339933343,3.0043714285714294,251,12,39,3,4,76,46,56,0.084,0.6779999999999999,0.23800000000000002,0.8761,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,8,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,2,8,5,5,2,0,11,0,1,1,0,8,3,0,2,8,26,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270379473999573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293104336881586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975342471210673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176969346636484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7006860047534674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36267435036971785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076911985635572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809742039100088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486861827250114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724388401979648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294634744647961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755389749277976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048108754134674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Poxiim,2019/05/04,"Just cope Believe me. This is my third summer being alone and I suffer from multiple depressive symptoms because of my lonliness.

Really severe issues...

I used to have big angry meltdown everyday and used to react all my negative energy to my mother.

But I've learnt over time this makes your situation only worse. Try to find peace in something... try to play MMORPG games such as Habbo to connect with people.

You're not alone trust me.

Cope :(",3.654444444444444,6.608847037037037,4.673086419753087,77.5888888888889,78.62962962962962,7.550617283950618,23.814814814814817,8.515128840125781,2.201651851851852,354,12,56,8,9,115,64,81,0.282,0.639,0.079,-0.9623,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,1,12,6,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,9,2,12,5,1,6,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527484485842073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323919772052853,0.0,0.0,0.24625530663173875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825536922989905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977045125863704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281319278771333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589821731639266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623352489903567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515300029043779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400225418088281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469236552770475,0.0,0.0,0.24568359759535705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826706968828906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271795462821269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274508376443427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967914913422356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775513106186961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227430985023409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,StagnatedStag,2019/05/04,"Friend Proposition I'm often here looking for friends or anyone to talk to really, I've met some nice people but it never seems to last, that's why I thought I'd try and propose this;

Anyone who feels lonely and wants a friend or someone to talk to casually or on a daily basis should message me, I'll act like we've been friends for years and talk to you how I'd talk to a friend I just haven't seen for a while, all I ask is that you do the same for me and we keep the conversation going until the friendship becomes real.",5.4718918918918895,4.636081909909908,6.295270270270269,82.87912162162164,67.73873873873873,8.841441441441441,29.31081081081081,7.793537801064563,1.6663081081081086,416,12,90,4,6,138,72,111,0.027999999999999997,0.7340000000000001,0.23800000000000002,0.9741,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,0,0,4,9,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,1,2,23,16,11,0,2,5,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,3,8,8,13,11,3,8,0,1,2,0,17,1,0,6,6,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22312629203639775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916048835128531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621371929751406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067477537516457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6163511419746841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067762942784884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181801024730842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300569653382627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794952153270636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398430988072316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305708615454727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061393941178352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160620980404216,0.10221371780544034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525103098047554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518871323080714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5129705322816195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666723548940442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832599291237273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410847524590824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397173803555452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274688116464437
lonely,HeWhoLurksTooMuch,2019/05/04,"I get depressed if I sit at home alone. I get depressed if I try (and often fail) meeting new people. So what choice am I suppose to make, if it's going to be the worst one by default?",1.7216666666666676,2.5596285000000023,3.770000000000003,91.78166666666668,76.5,5.333333333333334,25.833333333333336,3.1291,0.3595833333333336,140,5,32,0,3,48,31,40,0.297,0.703,0.0,-0.9136,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,6,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,0,4,5,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407172943187512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5666887230254868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437501129319549,0.0,0.1869632001403998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32998720610633503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21959234098060007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31772462039466715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292093233483048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22806877752598026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335138689745448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HistoriaWong,2019/05/04,"I just realized I might have severe attachment issues. What do I do? I have an online friend. She's my bestie (I'm also a she, if that matters), and I realized recently that I maybe try to talk too much with her. Because with my few other friends, all also online, I just message them whenever I have something specific I want to talk about. And they'll stop replying back at a point, then pick it up again when they feel like it or are able to. And that's fine. 

But in the case of my bestie, she's the one who drives the loneliness away, even though she's in Europe and I'm in the U.S. She's the one who makes me feel like I am special. 

But I'm always messaging her, ""Hi! How are you??"" Every. Single. Day. She never initiates conversations with me, I don't think she feels the same need to as I do, I'm always the one to do so. And then we run out of things to say. And then later on, I message her out of the blue to try and keep the conversation going.

And I make it sound like it's easy for me to message her like this, but it's really not. I have the biggest anxiety trying to hit 'send.' And I'll often just stare at the green 'online' icon next to her name hoping she'll be the one to message me, but she never does...

She'll also mention that she's chatting with other people sometimes.  And those people probably don't bug her like I do. And given that she'll sometimes reply with very minimal effort, I'm crushed thinking how most of her effort is going to those other people instead.

I know none of this is healthy... But I don't know what to do.",1.472592592592591,3.3094497160493863,3.335580246913583,90.38411111111117,79.61728395061729,6.29530864197531,20.985185185185188,7.3011,0.5630748148148149,1204,33,262,16,30,404,152,324,0.036000000000000004,0.875,0.08900000000000001,0.8964,0,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,1,1,3,2,18,10,0,0,15,0,24,0,0,5,3,58,46,30,0,4,11,0,3,5,2,5,0,2,0,0,22,19,0,2,9,1,0,5,7,0,0,4,1,8,49,10,36,38,7,30,0,0,3,0,43,12,0,6,18,194,71,0,0.11632494630154022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790750525908885,0.19358334784008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898826552529883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929111623337194,0.08944670339546547,0.0,0.07091060757630263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501996704179083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179674440845776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683152994547017,0.0,0.0980087843128426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645216407086126,0.16620512976128726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797447299121288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322202953852096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553691881849686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141302176895608,0.0,0.1033949570812387,0.0,0.0,0.1278582966543322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28415246481468065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529560986857913,0.0,0.11686404369536366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340238534710067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551222005149828,0.08625347373454949,0.17943393958643114,0.0,0.1237129000694312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315299176508785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24193521326643685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996467380039944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254179666603065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452073927125152,0.0,0.11485685092668453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250626624045492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141407874117814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955262678561031,0.2300966926267968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725286379438544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699517105305336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772811254791951,0.1490726571891209,0.11428866912725155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369310083061877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598026323267586,0.06861146720408291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sesame-street-steps,2019/05/04,"There must be light for there to be dark We’re all super bummed here.., I mean. I’m usually bummed so I’m here. But also Im working my last shift of the week tomorrow and then I’m off for two days and I’ll finally have time to at least be lonely Doing things I want to do. The thing for me about feeling lonely is it’s at its worst in places like work, school ect. When I’m not alone is when I’m most lonely. So for all you mfs who got spare time - make the most of it since you have no one to please but yourself. We must have light to have darkness..",0.5618479880774991,2.062773426229512,2.0829955290611046,99.88264530551416,81.13114754098359,5.419970193740686,16.828614008941873,6.1124844417494595,-0.7221573770491801,426,7,109,3,11,138,76,122,0.079,0.84,0.081,-0.1974,0,7,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,0,3,10,6,0,0,3,0,13,0,0,1,4,16,23,10,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,3,7,2,16,17,6,16,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,2,12,69,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22712576283998465,0.0,0.17537189177619605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414285521292376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088325356861717,0.0,0.0,0.2402293636650658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539200418658402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368786078128008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875648737668412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713753489203104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638258400930246,0.0,0.0,0.23887894020337186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860145831688273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291188991872489,0.24072247211477765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219404743289397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140491016654176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913826309028352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557479219649488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422149947344132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415248839536936,0.0,0.1293471704770357,0.0,0.17590698620340922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31930194713649895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,aynanimouse,2019/05/04,"Starting to accept my loneliness and incapability to make long term friendships I know I sound like a doomer and isolationist but I don’t really have a reason to keep trying to make friends. 
I realized that having friends is a need, not a want. It’s a burden for me and I’m sure it is for others. 
And because it is a need, it is inevitable people will receive the golden few that they have that keeps them alive. 
I can’t really think of anybody who doesn’t have that ONE person, at the very least, they could call a friend, regardless of how alone they say they are. Not because they wanted to have that friend, but because it was part of their unconscious need to survive. I could be wrong, but I personally don’t know how l could completely say I have nobody when I do- even if they do live really far away and we haven’t seen each other in 3 years. 

But in my attempts to maintain friendships outside of the internet- and honestly, even on the internet, I realize it’s become a chore. There’s only temporary gratification before that kindled friendship sizzles out. Any attempt to reignite it only leaves bitter smoke and charcoal remnants of when the fire used to burn brighter.",6.356738305941846,6.978475318584072,6.5260682680151705,77.0261061946903,65.72566371681414,9.46599241466498,32.51453855878634,9.424239791934726,2.899882174462705,946,37,173,17,14,303,130,226,0.069,0.721,0.21100000000000002,0.9877,0,2,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,8,3,7,11,1,0,13,0,24,0,0,6,1,41,40,16,0,10,7,0,1,1,4,1,0,3,1,2,16,10,0,2,7,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,2,6,22,8,22,33,5,14,0,0,1,0,20,7,0,1,7,123,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116646887900962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612323372192053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898754827697905,0.0,0.0,0.23160563181508195,0.1398699249160801,0.10776593113267767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931914153316018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132785321458308,0.0,0.0,0.3033482064613145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672962212053845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913837732663099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22513655036754845,0.0,0.0,0.13920203004683213,0.0,0.0,0.13409922182351525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187255888751801,0.0,0.11183023294875324,0.11207721825324717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907361287246278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817179398588581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581821944800283,0.19263910931999165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714465673869305,0.0,0.08779999345043198,0.22116380512641584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433969118608013,0.1302125924858791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014270546327936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964028559684525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936181686058528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811492763793909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598393221320054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093809871449749,0.0,0.10449574127002967,0.1493975091052705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138466894104515,0.0,0.08155550323295943
lonely,babyyessie,2019/05/04,"ehh Having someone you can talk to that understands you and just wants to help you and be that peace you need, is important and I want to be that for anyone here who feels alone and feels like they can't talk to anybody. Someone understands and that's me. I'm here for legit anyone who feels like they've got no one else. 

You're all wonderful people and deserve the best.",6.596599999999999,5.905417693333337,6.197166666666668,84.02775000000003,65.4,9.633333333333333,29.416666666666664,8.841846274778883,1.9722666666666664,297,8,62,4,4,92,47,75,0.049,0.691,0.26,0.9517,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,1,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,17,17,6,0,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,7,3,6,14,2,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,2,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688490152449784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27934528286521154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962949933880967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686883527084526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030048732704237,0.2854085952722505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976152181331382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389089568216178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517942904021104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811506005432368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535848019119034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848427234554464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385018322402224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211093975835707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159019177659585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356401694991069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662469225215128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CeHappy,2019/05/04,"25 and Forever Alone I think I’m realizing I’m just not meant to be with someone. I’ll be 26 this year and I’ve never been in a relationship, ever. I wasn’t the girl who got invited to prom, I can count on one hand the number of dates I’ve been on. I’m not the girl who gets hit on in bars. I’m always the third wheel, always. I try and put myself out there and make myself available, but for some reason I’m just not the girl any guy wants to be with. I’m always their “best friend” and nothing more. I’m so incredibly lonely it hurts in places that I didn’t know existed. I’ll get involved with a guy only to find out he just wanted sex and then he disappears. It’s really beginning to get embarrassing. I could brush off the family questions before with different excuses, but it’s getting harder and harder every day. And I’m so incredibly lonely. All I really want is to be a wife and mother one day and it just doesn’t seem like it’s in the cards for me. I guess I just need to accept it and move on.",1.1527777777777786,2.910200574074075,3.699777777777779,87.77300000000002,80.2962962962963,7.097777777777778,19.133333333333333,8.07648339933343,0.6908988888888894,788,18,176,15,20,276,116,216,0.096,0.802,0.102,0.0335,1,5,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,9,8,0,1,10,0,12,3,1,2,3,47,37,16,0,5,10,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,10,17,1,0,9,1,0,3,7,4,0,3,6,2,13,4,25,25,4,23,0,3,0,1,17,12,0,4,9,104,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496608001805992,0.0,0.0,0.3607124610688989,0.0,0.0,0.098266517221354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296081173307305,0.0,0.15164624572078614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537332597359452,0.0,0.0,0.1863840545025044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097414472095755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071060063751894,0.12174941763779393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622390532862155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207248166747182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164211628424764,0.0,0.3019859444847466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155716875251022,0.0,0.1591855715861573,0.2861599854910469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469269771069827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794146834233585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059652326898187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645640539145044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358307325789985,0.0,0.10714662231599696,0.11144907980580114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865385131376104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583699252450806,0.1099005084657028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097414472095755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526472038547136,0.16187564365371196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851437434271672,0.1485724282400465,0.0,0.1551413886079056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315494641510307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243632740321506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259123723319022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810757434944803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556935962609558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305474163701763
lonely,Dasnephilim,2019/05/04,"Every time I'm in a conversation with my coworkers, they mention their S/O. I asked my asked one of my coworkers what they did for their birthday, and they said they spent the day with their girlfriend. That doesn't really help me decide what to do on mine. 

Then someone else came over and they immediately started talking about how he's going to marry his gf and that they already went ring shopping and that he was going to ask the father for permission this summer. Needless to say I got real quiet.",7.838350515463915,7.102737783505153,7.790432989690722,73.76255670103095,62.917525773195884,10.234226804123713,33.832989690721654,9.3871,2.976618144329897,403,14,73,6,5,130,70,97,0.027000000000000003,0.973,0.0,-0.3559,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,9,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,16,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,1,2,4,1,0,0,1,7,4,17,0,13,9,0,12,0,0,0,0,24,3,0,0,5,50,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387550055479903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6067929433890353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474544340220881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953217687564934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807382658998572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822898565189835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459210043635773,0.0,0.1730402226586734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450193396873347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660890360316586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462612983790487,0.1386036462413807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580477296093855,0.17205553684099487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833183352173591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531383903623275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389932514721146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615933538859936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005648344055115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Heavymetal56,2019/05/04,Can't take feeling alone anymore That's all I have to say. I'm just tired of it and I can't take it anymore.,-2.7819230769230754,-1.1301034230769211,0.10653846153846304,105.87596153846157,102.46153846153842,2.6,18.03846153846154,3.1291,-1.1843538461538463,85,3,23,0,4,29,19,26,0.18600000000000005,0.7390000000000001,0.076,-0.3674,0,1,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364299051155704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6442957899308775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424575534954813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583209163781342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884692601141802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733487270046564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,metalblade616,2019/05/04,what's the point why am i even alive,-1.7533333333333303,-0.14209299999999914,-0.27999999999999936,113.10000000000002,90.11111111111113,3.6,9.0,3.1291,-2.6402,29,0,9,0,1,9,9,9,0.0,0.698,0.302,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45106918399088003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6455901075271232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6162385936607014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sensory_Slave,2019/05/04,"I was supposed to go on a date today... This girl and I have been talking for a little while online, I even stayed the night at her place a few nights ago. And we made plans to go get weird downtown food and hang out again. We were talking all day when I was at work, talking about how excited we are to see each other.
But suddenly she cancelled on me. And her reasoning is something to deal with her mother. I dont think shes lying, but my low self esteem really gets the better of me.
I really like this girl and she really seemed to like me. But theres always this thought in the back of me head. ""What if shes talking to someone else"" etc.

I'm not even a jealous person, I just feel like I'll never find anyone.",1.734830769230772,3.3512147600000013,3.3846666666666683,91.34746153846157,78.06666666666666,6.215384615384616,20.871794871794872,7.010146845296331,0.3791641025641028,554,14,122,6,13,184,98,150,0.037000000000000005,0.8170000000000001,0.147,0.956,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,0,3,9,8,1,0,7,0,10,2,1,3,2,27,21,12,0,1,6,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,11,1,0,6,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,6,2,22,5,17,15,4,25,0,1,1,0,20,9,0,2,15,83,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669252254794633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892329758313187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993501099483827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989888380809064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640368572700764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217344327114152,0.1473472285617302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750456798288058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939373893443712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593968073884494,0.18879844782973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226610983888909,0.10210414442658107,0.0,0.0,0.13062893635562609,0.0,0.1728229314110051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934262695885756,0.0,0.1624527492686468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466801230682783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947472089419186,0.14324628753452795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523709855782667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023094719685804,0.0,0.0,0.2682469093526883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479475873134747,0.14932400522126546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27468019800312066,0.14694853937578295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138910426698434,0.13011163539326448,0.1490997493447038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109810475311357,0.11002902680838232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233678909813206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595040352772881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157921985653114,0.0,0.11346481363347775,0.0,0.0,0.13547419250158585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404956943862682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zimmy9921,2019/05/04,"Mental Solitary I don’t mind being alone, in fact I prefer it. But still, I can’t escape the constant nagging in my head that’s begging for connection with another.",1.9987500000000007,4.755171375000003,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,85.25,5.7,26.75,7.1686216300943375,1.855725,132,6,22,2,4,44,28,32,0.16,0.782,0.057999999999999996,-0.4588,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,5,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38962069860565457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944693435058236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065291145461757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38608077047479705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37911231536708784,0.0,0.3798459389546955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004268312661955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,memescuredeppression,2019/05/04,"I don’t even know if I’m alone by choice anymore I used to mostly not interact with people before by choice, but its at the point where even when I feel like I need someone but there’s no one here for me. I like to be alone, but also hate it so much. I somehow feel lonely when I’m with others, but I also feel like i wish there was someone to talk to when I’m alone. When I see others texting their friends, when I see people hugging their partners, it all makes me feel so alone. When I realize I’m no ones first choice, that I don’t matter enough for people to ever ask me if I’m okay, it all just crushes me. Sorry for all this, just had to get this rant out.",3.3820833333333336,3.3377924861111086,4.498611111111114,91.3075,72.05555555555556,6.955555555555558,23.63888888888889,5.82211442006289,0.3120055555555554,514,11,121,2,9,169,74,144,0.19699999999999998,0.65,0.153,-0.7331,0,6,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,20,8,1,0,1,1,5,1,0,2,4,29,24,16,0,4,9,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,2,6,18,6,15,21,6,12,0,1,2,1,7,4,0,4,11,86,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5583376749021666,0.0,0.215556203473272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365882752593178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599477512834195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468209050780345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925677167520906,0.0,0.17803289203030614,0.121910100635822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725815742298962,0.1925640420194369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463803888495246,0.0,0.0,0.10412546163070796,0.0,0.0704134490683609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306066045904516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406784148251119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975301746212852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996217621898127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907382978384742,0.09993264085409022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265165449807133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28030436028257244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127404263013824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21479362712924072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283858374516871,0.0,0.0,0.1508675946954745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832561554450623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164007969471271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549825609344441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BurtBobain94,2019/05/04,"Had a beautiful dream about my crush We  were on the shoreline of a beach and she was sitting in between my legs leaning against me. I could feel her soft,sultry skin on me,everything felt so real.I had my arms wrapped around her bringing her in close. The sun was setting and it was making the ocean look orange. All you could here was the sound if waves crashing. She turned to me smiled with a look of longing and we kissed passionately. Then I woke up and realized how depressing my existence is lol.",3.9194897959183663,5.78329967346939,3.997704081632652,88.2196173469388,72.6734693877551,7.348979591836735,28.5765306122449,8.07648339933343,1.806057142857143,400,16,80,6,8,123,70,98,0.051,0.775,0.174,0.9313,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,1,10,5,3,2,1,18,18,8,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,6,16,2,13,7,1,12,0,1,2,2,8,7,0,1,2,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25081275637570555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499008649102466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426665294999616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532142116856319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245872213558342,0.0,0.2705193543590353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493354321280657,0.4731896304157984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880669550155767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206874572660405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064576218560241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nikki_090,2019/05/04,"This song is my jam for when I’m feeling lonely... [Soulmate by Lizzo](https://open.spotify.com/track/5u5CokHNfmELO5Lo3okmwM?si=YTA-HjHPSCKZl__YyEzxSg)

For those of you feeling lonely and sad I found this song today that is my absolute jam. Sorry to the men since it’s geared toward females but I hope you all can enjoy this. Being alone on a Friday night is never fun but I’m trying to get by! Love you all!! ❤️❤️❤️",3.110534458509143,5.985324075949367,3.5168776371308006,85.48251758087203,80.39240506329114,5.536427566807316,18.904360056258792,6.937597516519254,0.3608722925457104,338,8,61,4,9,105,55,79,0.134,0.6559999999999999,0.21,0.8527,0,5,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,3,10,13,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,7,4,9,11,2,6,0,3,0,1,5,2,0,1,4,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251858553612047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175127753547499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442599702848171,0.0,0.0,0.16404021217618686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118503641751764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833768267821963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421586968807793,0.0,0.0,0.2946464838732469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597253175580501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514719499158415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976138258031312,0.0,0.0,0.2131700180925125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MYST3RYGAM3R,2019/05/04,"The more time I try to socialize, the more I realize no one wants to spend time with me I spend my mornings and nights talking to people. It seems fine at first. I am new to them so they take an interest in me, but after talking for a while, people seem to just ignore me and push me to the back. So ye. I'm always in the back. Not being noticed. As if I were dust floating in the air. YEET. Solution: get fucking hammered!",-0.08863636363636472,2.1493283181818232,2.145909090909093,93.92636363636365,89.68181818181819,5.0181818181818185,20.5,6.574015621080383,0.32509999999999994,324,11,71,4,11,109,61,88,0.057,0.867,0.076,0.1662,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,1,6,4,1,0,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,10,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,2,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,13,2,14,8,2,15,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,3,9,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857228142618155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432587289433845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985639646122646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063476188995051,0.11661437889687998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155708921899632,0.0,0.20946093799320367,0.0,0.0,0.2541181466578236,0.0,0.0,0.1512481601568841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094817757017297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063913393681719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22752739624366314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782091223856588,0.3588043063500755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603029815404594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515402164476331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165093921509555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tonto440,2019/05/04,Anyone out there?  Being lonely in a city where I could interact with many others yet feel ignored by all is not the best feeling. Perhaps it might almost be better to be isolated for a while to get away from the taunting of Society and social media. To growing distant and less reliant on interaction. Being lonely can make me feel desperate for interaction. As well as overvaluing them compared to the ones I interact with. I feel like this leads to a distorted reality of relationship I'm never sure of.,4.99508064516129,7.386304784946238,6.453427419354843,69.50014112903227,71.04301075268816,9.381182795698924,32.05510752688172,9.827888789773867,3.7920333333333343,407,19,63,11,8,138,69,93,0.20600000000000002,0.696,0.098,-0.8799,0,5,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,4,8,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,2,3,19,15,5,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,3,1,1,0,4,5,5,20,9,3,10,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,2,4,55,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23903340336631065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691145656228498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427573392288308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505112290723469,0.2111194374174422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059036743333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827954300789366,0.17053434324600025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247160286690136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662156045003275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934065859436386,0.24201429069307595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25323339623010044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410772933039665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175595202493678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562850122364081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433346002554572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22498118052202787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462879625501688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rugbygirl02,2019/05/04,"Tired of my one friend. Her and I were good friends in the end of high school but then we went to opposite sides of the province for school so we snapchatted and texted lot. She's really bad at answering and that annoys me a bit but its whatever. I remember first semester of college we use to call eachother almost everyday and just talk about everything happening with us. Then second semester she got depressed and just didn't wanna talk on the phone anymore, but she would text. I'm not a huge fan of texting because you have to type everything out and it's just way easier to say it. But we worked on it. I always felt like I was initiating conversation and even always asking to hang out so I felt like she didn't even care if we hung out or not. I know when shes depress she isolates herself but I'm just tired of trying and her just not giving in at all. It hurts because shes my only girlfriend and the only other person I talk to all the time is my boyfriend. And I always feel lonely because he has friends he hangs out with during the week when I'm always alone. I never hang out with anyone except him on the weekends. I do enjoy my alone time but it would be nice to see maybe one or two other people, that isn't my boyfriend and be friends. I am starting a new job (well not new but a summer job I had last year) so hopefully I can connect with some people there and make friends. Also when I go to university whenever I do I will hopefully make friends there. It just sucks sometimes",2.648041804180416,4.61637893069307,3.8190099009901,87.67018701870188,76.52475247524751,6.865126512651265,24.75357535753575,7.793537801064563,1.3049859185918593,1188,41,241,18,27,386,157,303,0.153,0.7020000000000001,0.145,-0.14,2,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,6,1,0,2,19,22,2,0,11,0,20,2,0,3,3,67,42,31,0,6,21,0,3,2,7,3,2,1,0,1,11,26,0,0,6,1,0,5,8,7,1,5,9,5,40,15,34,28,5,40,0,4,1,0,37,15,1,8,21,170,51,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059295919159367,0.1873999385881804,0.0,0.07234908391283222,0.3011142217188539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972224944167248,0.06325895276562714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457753858583925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553894002179355,0.16544960594638974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987701601463549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238031407228277,0.0,0.09224052293159303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584391174790166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012985238349289,0.0,0.0,0.11950958902782816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261778392168566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045744513192579,0.0,0.17373139375133936,0.0,0.0,0.07695400977794972,0.0,0.0,0.4193828786885228,0.0,0.0,0.08678737672197374,0.05141636894982875,0.07588221385836667,0.07235738122006949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000260706733082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955868624844742,0.0,0.1797148865230189,0.0,0.0,0.0968503509804926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795556698075248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049720123033480834,0.07374538744032802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839845911007799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691463261655251,0.0,0.0,0.1207792850564864,0.0,0.09088959860668823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977628973690259,0.17475360171829327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226100633168478,0.13761351344125924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544146016335014,0.07899519567163399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795760497466365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248523882595807,0.0,0.0,0.07194563136216334,0.0,0.18312159192956545,0.07209313349704613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947746189620245,0.0,0.06403535964428178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181498538939652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550794474172427,0.20796465310838932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142341009113896,0.0,0.08837635885866893,0.0,0.10882465819264392,0.07813731073522523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181113065148598,0.07256983531845165,0.0,0.08134368463421222,0.08386689498802663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586347199923663,0.0,0.0,0.12853504222649967,0.0,0.0,0.058259921258849025
lonely,lonelygirl000,2019/05/04,"Musings of a single girl  Sometimes I feel so desperately lonely but I keep these thoughts to myself because 1) I feel embarrassed to not live up to my seemingly strong and independent façade and 2) who the fuck would I even express these thoughts to, I feel so distant from everyone I used to be close with. And when I do reach my tipping point and allow myself to be the tiniest bit honest about the way I feel, I will always preface it with “I know this is so stupid and I shouldn’t think like this but…” because I don’t want that person’s perception of me to be in any way shaped by these flaws that I work so hard to hide. And of course because I raise the issue in such a dismissive way, they dismiss it and we immediately move on. I never imagined that I would be the only single girl. I question whether there’s something wrong with me. People will ask me why I am single and tell me that my standards are too high, and I will laugh it off and agree, but the reality is that I often don’t even have the opportunity to exercise my high standards because no one is chasing me to begin with. And as much as I would like to blame it on today’s dating culture, the simple fact of the matter is that no one else is in this position, all of my girl friends are in happy relationships or are at least being pursued by guys. Is there something about me that puts guys off? Or is it that there’s nothing special about me at all and no one ever gives me a second thought. I’ve always been someone with a pretty high self-esteem but when I think deeply about myself as a person I wonder what my redeeming qualities are, the things that make me stand out from the crowd in any way. I have good career prospects, I take care of the people I love, I’m told I have a pretty face. On paper I sound like a catch but why is no one interested?",5.672062211981566,5.305465922043009,6.2588940092165934,81.74048387096776,67.1989247311828,8.806144393241167,30.079877112135183,8.11559375814309,1.9033877112135185,1441,46,298,16,21,471,177,372,0.107,0.71,0.183,0.9871,0,3,2,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,3,19,19,2,1,19,0,32,4,1,4,5,62,57,28,0,5,8,0,5,3,1,7,1,1,0,7,23,20,0,1,15,1,0,3,9,5,0,5,5,6,48,14,47,40,8,36,0,1,0,2,21,21,1,6,10,221,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825920278536695,0.0,0.0,0.12934053314816485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890429521220741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318847431716576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382297265480778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695929697594377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944262531115827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256233742583582,0.0860220716711212,0.0,0.09087072794836344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923387118240244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347289417750998,0.08791706552986618,0.0,0.0912271826514854,0.0,0.07976414134319118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832500700981467,0.0,0.101234161528696,0.08518961035187173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014304784515635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925816578392246,0.0,0.08452794965206292,0.0,0.0,0.05226366917346005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393810254430089,0.0,0.0839737509066251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858301429968776,0.0,0.06347901223965767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107469532559016,0.06990836724725276,0.0,0.07334585476599266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124961156184716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577649207430009,0.07232672307999269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318587037726829,0.16607274966294408,0.0,0.0,0.08989885651001743,0.0,0.0,0.19349880237652112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560029658908607,0.10653212633307656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210023965076807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657413689712158,0.09920851484250208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057668222515285,0.14642300053756865,0.09405488525993723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150226504792152,0.0,0.08312031342078166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317924266294304,0.12187060585054105,0.0,0.22649284851782606,0.0,0.0,0.09014229397862482,0.09087072794836344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213460283715958,0.0,0.0,0.05609158134109075,0.3019391704090583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162327694158738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313030729674763,0.06923286792483553,0.0,0.0,0.2026658176086636,0.10397532194782226,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThatCrazyLonelyChick,2019/05/04,"Just came from seeing Endgame I was with some acquaintances who I rarely see. Separated right after the movie by their choice and I drove home at a snails pace not eager to meet the silence of my bedroom. My coworkers, who I thought were people I was finally becoming friends with, are out having a good time together. I wasn’t invited. 

I need to take off the weight I put on post-bulimia treatment. But I don’t think I’m so hideous. I’m sensitive and awkward/weird. But I have funny moments. I’ll help people when they need it. I’m generally upbeat and ready to do things. 

I don’t understand why in my 30+ years of life no one has ever loved me, valued me, wanted me. I don’t understand what’s so bad about me. Idk why I’m writing this. It all goes into the ether. Hope triggers misfortune.",1.383444444444443,3.802045900000003,3.142916666666668,88.36152777777781,83.75,6.805555555555558,23.88888888888889,7.984000788550335,1.5129097222222223,624,24,128,13,18,207,110,160,0.066,0.7809999999999999,0.154,0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,12,3,0,1,2,26,30,8,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,7,8,1,0,4,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,7,3,21,5,17,23,2,17,0,0,2,1,9,7,0,2,7,78,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469094502449395,0.0,0.1943210329355551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012379397251059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915527711577135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274272183832772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593719153877395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475770551994157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793441186173925,0.0,0.17649045373803848,0.17475632549458114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242774615684304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588001768404317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609268151710495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922709658871683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24396074322996164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850979936622618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687660155589946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025885524090538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28041597103243565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229119674791198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689220776301032,0.1127405424538353,0.0,0.1396832672139139,0.10259684709640003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663366938729991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377884418238367,0.0,0.0,0.2142575836015047,0.0,0.0,0.3175318807199229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330491268452612
lonely,icantfindajob123,2019/05/04,"Another lonely night These are getting hard to take. They have a cumulative effect it seems. Each one that goes by makes it just a little bit worse. Don’t know what else to do but post here.. 

Hope there are at least some of you who are having a good night, having fun. To the rest, hope it gets better.",1.7212021857923503,3.8444657377049225,2.4963114754098363,95.2732103825137,80.14754098360656,5.3781420765027335,15.084699453551913,6.42735559955562,-0.6903792349726778,234,3,52,2,6,73,49,61,0.066,0.665,0.26899999999999996,0.9583,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,2,3,6,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,0,10,16,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,5,6,16,5,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,4,2,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238075232789816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008018008511836,0.24787303844866854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966597097626092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372420413590659,0.0,0.0,0.19043357715947945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033866592549232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510114685539705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477734115332766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22755754578471016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155350727511202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261304736565544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385076268833156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174452108180004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206692158922371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070869038124786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23137704092812544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CombineHarvestee,2019/05/04,"The busride home I can't help but find people so incredibly sweet, so cute in all their weird little ways, their quirks, their personality shining through the littlest of actions. And as such, the busride home has become something of a little ritual of mine, as I take in everything that these people have to offer. Today was no different.

The schoolgirl stood next to me, shyly holding onto the railing, eyes shot down at her feet. I notice a single earbud dangling off her deep-blue cardigan, reaching down towards her skirt, the other disappearing into her long, pale hair. Every time the bus stops, she stumbles a bit, but luckily never quite badly enough to fall. Still she keeps her eyes on her feet, her face pale as a sheet. The schoolbag on her back, filled to the brim with something or other, papers and things sticking out from all sorts of pockets, is bright pink and covered in cartoon characters, most of which I don’t recognize. As she fiddles with her cardigan, I see a bracelet pop out from under the sleeve. A woven metal band with a blue and white-swirled ceramic glaze on top. An uncommon thing for such a young girl to be wearing, maybe it's a gift or an heirloom? She moves closer to the railings, wraps her arms around as to not fall and starts braiding her hair as best she can. I look away. Such a thing deserves some privacy, no?

The boy from a country far away, his eyes wandering around the bus, yet never quite making eye-contact with anyone, as he quickly darts his head away at the slightest threat of it accidentally happening. As the bus stops abruptly, he too stumbles a bit - it’s hard not to when it comes to buses as worn and old as this one - barely keeping his pushbike upright. He lets out an awkward smile, as he looks around to see if anyone noticed, rummaging through his pockets, looking for his phone. A blush appears on his freckled cheeks. Such a warm and friendly face. He looks around for a bit more and takes a vacant seat, trying to fit in to the rest of the crowd as best he can. He stays ever so still, staring at his phone screen, his blush slowly fading. I wonder what his name is.

The middle-aged couple sitting next to each other, clutching onto their matching black canes. They whisper harshly in a language I cannot understand, breathing heavily as the sun beats down on their stern faces. I can understand that they’re not in the best of moods right about now, arguing about something. Their frowns worsen and brows furrow further. After a few more exchanges back and forth, they fall silent. But still the man, wearing a wrinkled white dress shirt and pale-gray pants topped off with a thick cracked leather belt, puts his arm around the woman, whose woven jacket is beginning to unravel slightly from the collar, larger holes dotting its backside. They look away as to not meech one-another’s gaze. And yet they still draw closer to each other, the man now softly caressing the woman’s shoulder, a silent gesture of regret and apologies. She lays her head on his shoulder.

A woman with flowing chestnut hair, wearing a wonderful light-green floral pattern summer dress, makes her way to the bus driver. She opens her handbag and out comes a positively tiny quilted purse, from which she grabs just enough coins to pay her fare. She thanks the driver, lets out a gentle smile, and turns her attention elsewhere. She walks with warm confidence, a pleasant, happy look on her face as she tries to find an empty seat. Failing to do so, she takes up a spot next to the window, leaning a bit on the low railings. Her beige shoes are stained and grimy, no doubt from a few missteps into muddy puddles left behind from spring rains. The low-hanging sun shines through her hair and through her dress, enveloping her in an endearing honey-coloured glow. From her neck dangles a simple chain with an even simpler small cross. She looked lovely.

The homeless man, his sad eyes focused on the window, glazed over, not looking at anything particular. He sighs a lot, trembling as the bus stops and starts, finding it difficult to keep balance even when sitting down. Sweat droplets drip down his greasy, unwashed hair, turning into shimmering gems from the sunlight on his orange raincoat. A pair of plastic bags full of who knows what sit on his lap, rustling loudly every once in a while. A crooked nose sits in the middle of a scarred and marred face, a short stubble covering up his strong jaw. He fiddles a lot with the zipper of his raincoat. Why is he so nervous? He smells a bit off, a mixture of stale dirt and herring-rot, but I don't mind. I hope he has a place to stay. 

I enjoy these people. It is thanks to them and only them, their unspoken, overlooked ways of going about their days that I can still experience that which I yearn for most - closeness, human contact, warmth of *being*. **Life**. No matter how rough the day, no matter how tired I might feel, somehow these people never fail to cheer me up. Not by words nor deeds, but by simply existing. Even by looking onto these people, I can share a bit of their lives, their joy and their hurt, slowly but surely filling in a gap left behind from years of isolating myself. Loneliness has taken its toll, but I feel like I’m finally on the path towards recovery. And for that I am forever thankful.

Today is going to be a good day after all.",6.028257556438912,7.2154589869346735,5.488424210605266,82.16410560264008,66.66834170854271,7.628740718517964,31.031650791269783,7.652158237619267,2.052095027375685,4232,161,752,42,67,1289,481,995,0.09699999999999999,0.763,0.14,0.9962,1,0,3,0,0,0,151.0,0,0,17,11,40,42,2,4,87,0,29,36,33,4,8,116,75,60,0,4,17,0,15,1,1,1,2,2,4,10,32,51,0,7,11,1,3,17,19,16,1,1,4,46,91,24,159,65,28,153,1,7,25,1,106,82,0,16,46,502,123,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520172023321973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361967912628814,0.0,0.04332144491577048,0.23432116492196145,0.0,0.0,0.1978427114265115,0.08095982060488037,0.04395545834080039,0.0,0.058141052557878686,0.0,0.0,0.1657395784718605,0.0,0.3448410310000167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069611848630026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824947507798287,0.0,0.1018528829391491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500167179052765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087904445285124,0.0,0.10431240020689958,0.04761942231297545,0.08870951409565762,0.0,0.04731294365912931,0.051495836683847857,0.0,0.0,0.05323667616666297,0.03760881334439105,0.0,0.05766882025718373,0.14434671518082226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04067254727102761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059837484157373264,0.0441552064285896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04655282773479389,0.05604041145120813,0.047158594918907185,0.0,0.10805566024352424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03528609710874634,0.0,0.10561224991172458,0.05228727200504254,0.0,0.0,0.05635638475449526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403769539678321,0.0,0.0,0.028931711195141374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439550479264347,0.10766391087225292,0.03718394409320672,0.025719150849104817,0.10552603756523976,0.04648552900371071,0.04658819571764667,0.3978685626967817,0.0,0.0,0.08951192401692293,0.047513175946023056,0.0,0.07028042531706671,0.0,0.052887874307155205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055846859641906416,0.053155332851847335,0.0,0.0,0.055952135403877216,0.0,0.0,0.12180666537634124,0.0,0.16796215761885305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987086026444704,0.05524091837055278,0.05606403638125193,0.07134573941243713,0.040038058883625466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824832621039071,0.04596662372368618,0.05500167179052765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05292166077941264,0.0,0.11198653741353523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04495760375432676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390074642754912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158354065667608,0.0,0.0,0.0745232480723276,0.1122227877986902,0.21020743643497355,0.13203797525035668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961625361319792,0.0,0.11874498565910555,0.0,0.0,0.14540229314041433,0.0,0.0,0.10492280571722117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030697081984340364,0.060506419890373836,0.09980052518706264,0.0,0.0,0.07148350619248872,0.11452289427408598,0.0,0.1096083149136679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253588345631999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04750293235591679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418012984403518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033900946201956585
lonely,Naes1204,2019/05/04,It hits you You don’t realize how lonely you are until you look around yourself and all your friends have that one someone in their life and you are always that odd friend out. They go out on group dates and invite you but you don’t go because you just don’t want to stand out even more being the only one with out someone. You joke with your friends about always being the third wheel and they get upset but you are just being honest and when the semester is finally over and they all still communicate but you just sit in your room alone because they all talk with each other and their someone’s and basically forget about you but act all happy to finally see you....it just hits you how lonely you are,5.322349206349209,5.984556314285718,5.226666666666667,85.29611111111113,68.0,7.936507936507938,25.555555555555557,7.793537801064563,1.2128174603174608,564,14,113,6,9,175,72,140,0.094,0.76,0.147,0.8573,0,5,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,17,6,0,12,9,0,1,3,0,12,1,0,2,4,34,20,16,0,1,8,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,4,17,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,3,0,3,0,2,23,6,17,15,6,21,0,2,2,0,28,10,0,0,6,89,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837353296887498,0.0,0.0,0.29522592813151743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792570026466546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162856482198867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717257703722607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886711994448303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111818395575115,0.0,0.09268540426804776,0.0,0.2016436840175362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884809710850287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253045240594796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897329151283878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404248430004596,0.13492247890924175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136670215760966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450937298627893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167374343196595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258928659466952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463650056576156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,eaiv,2019/05/04,"I feel so empty. I'm so scared ...of meeting new people and showing them the genuine side of me. I'm so afraid of wasting my time only to be left alone and get hurt again.

I have friends but I feel like it's now only superficial.

I miss having someone to talk to about random shit or even in an intellectual level. I miss the feeling of caring for someone. 

But now, I feel so empty. Scared of opening up again.",1.0673809523809543,3.2885662142857166,3.2214285714285715,88.59023809523813,83.28571428571429,4.685714285714286,22.42857142857143,5.82211442006289,0.3143428571428575,318,11,65,2,9,108,55,84,0.248,0.596,0.157,-0.7296,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,10,10,1,3,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,11,13,9,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,9,3,12,12,0,12,0,3,0,0,4,6,1,2,7,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148754680960741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21152862366629185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703141568662006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419610540286587,0.14821600091610804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029014923657878,0.0,0.10839406695222037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221000141087024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22541583654717706,0.0,0.0,0.10135894613066697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003749961370666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155792722218211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383298454802668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154256212330848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296409919790166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515758719849534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675584251770015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209769287281006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,weeklyslapintheface,2019/05/04,"Tired of being alone and trying to do something about it I guess I shouldn’t say I’m completely alone. 

My girlfriend and I live together but I have no friends and when we do hangout with people it’s always her friends. By all means I love my girlfriend, but I need my own set of friends. 

Anyone in the NW suburbs of Chicago trying to make new friends? I play a few instruments and would like to jam with some people or playing some video games would be cool. (Not sure if its allowed to ask if people live here)",1.7259929390997328,4.102105941747574,2.3822065313327454,94.66100617828778,81.81553398058253,4.910503089143866,23.92674315975287,6.1124844417494595,0.476231067961165,404,15,84,3,11,125,70,103,0.063,0.636,0.301,0.9862,1,2,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,2,1,8,2,0,2,2,25,15,10,0,6,6,0,0,1,6,3,1,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,12,10,12,10,5,4,0,0,0,1,12,1,0,6,3,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33999151413837203,0.0,0.0,0.13657459140870765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476795187674535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344532993197965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720938395452423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5072453456254341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081469378504536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018872948080563,0.0,0.289870807315588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813946366515346,0.0,0.10956228777946574,0.0,0.0,0.1787926027412688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217050233329917,0.0,0.1585239090710244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413744339883868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052781301181193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263601807622934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469656685723174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886505882292806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287561413049087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331955066562838,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FancyOscar,2019/05/04,Dancing Alone Sometimes I’ll find myself dancing in my kitchen alone. It’s nice and I’ll find myself swaying and singing along but then I’ll open my eyes and realize that I’m alone with no one to share the music with.,1.4913333333333334,3.9084710222222254,2.0800000000000023,96.18000000000002,83.22222222222223,4.488888888888889,24.555555555555557,5.6839178017228535,0.3886888888888889,176,7,37,1,5,54,31,45,0.177,0.723,0.1,-0.3818,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,11,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,1,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,5,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8178594116265303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811623886293444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836682160316966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603344301731769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sweetestb0i,2019/05/04,"Im so over it Im to the point where i just hate the world and everyone in it. Everything pisses me off. Every time ive tried to date or talk to somebody its been a complete disaster, but i keep trying in hope of something better coming along. But it doesnt. Now im a fucking adult who’s barely done anything because i cant find anyone i really like. Its always fake. Its always bullshit. And now i have no realistic options left. Does it ever get better?",1.2080851063829776,3.4450881063829826,3.641957446808512,85.69400000000002,82.82978723404256,5.887659574468086,22.16595744680852,7.1686216300943375,0.9465736170212772,358,12,70,5,10,124,67,94,0.18,0.6729999999999999,0.147,-0.3634,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,3,0,4,0,6,2,1,0,1,13,12,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,7,4,9,10,0,14,0,0,0,1,3,8,2,3,6,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785223689819261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702558107699662,0.0,0.13772723066794365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202422175493747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960416899987368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441702285754388,0.17547914067667614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464623415373183,0.1712726223810967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139132995044402,0.14101232927535814,0.15992454134635947,0.15041697518607408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296868465123528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547263535664776,0.08744136577084151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523840310127785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623132461157725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5423491383230981,0.0,0.0,0.14876180574602502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184268907218246,0.0,0.0,0.08176614211426744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821413253227545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721837943034122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884584360782672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452174118019267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759194550205202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22725985630138285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RadumpanogV2,2019/05/04,"Im gay and lonely Im 17 and a Junior in high school. Most friends have stopped talking to me. I have no gay friends. Nobody ever wants to hang out with me.  Worst of all is that I’ve fallen for one of my straight friends. Knowing he will never like me back just crushes me to death, and no matter how hard I try, I just can’t get over him. The past few months all pf these problems have been building up and I can barely take it anymore",0.9053763440860224,2.7689160967741917,2.0163440860215083,99.01118279569893,81.58064516129029,4.133333333333334,22.161290322580648,3.1291,-0.3909225806451615,339,11,79,0,9,107,69,93,0.261,0.619,0.12,-0.9259,0,2,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,1,4,19,12,5,1,2,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,1,1,10,4,11,10,5,14,0,1,0,2,6,6,0,1,7,52,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094193264960636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237315157185006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910111860233692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894375728733048,0.0,0.1103252015082961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891627136392543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310782986313515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456189717882161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605097669493834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316474389196538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855020082889216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286376782824394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309113425731868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015812600116966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20205676111921705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371064974082613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654372262178614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587700945215189,0.169726742853559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433674395417394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455081899038835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,luvnbug,2019/05/04,"i just wanna cry to and hug and makeout with someone. honestly, i don't even wanna masturbate at this point. i don't wanna say my age; but i'm under 16.  i've never had a boyfriend, nor a boy friend. i just want to have a guy in my life where i can just cry to him and tell him about all my problems while in his arms, then forget about the world and just makeout with him t'ill we fall asleep in eachother's arms. i wanna stop daydreaming about guys in class because it's really starting to effect my grades. i just wanna stop making things up in my head, about a different life where i'm pretty and in love. instead i'm dying of the feeling of being lonely. why can't guys just come up and ask my my number? i've seen them look me up and down and taking second looks, but i've never heard the words; ""hey, what's your number?""

sorry for being a bitch, i'm just tired of living and waking up everyday to go in the hell hole where i'm just insecure and alone, where i start releasing my anger out on my friends without meaning to. i'm done. i wanna die.",3.455309200603317,4.060862615384618,4.6790769230769245,87.75758974358978,72.16742081447964,7.34129713423831,23.783107088989443,7.3011,0.828865822021116,822,20,178,8,15,272,121,221,0.23399999999999999,0.674,0.092,-0.9901,1,3,0,0,0,1,25.0,1,1,1,1,18,11,3,1,9,0,9,12,5,2,3,45,30,15,2,8,11,0,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,4,4,15,0,2,3,0,0,3,7,6,0,1,4,6,26,5,39,24,1,35,1,1,3,4,19,22,2,0,10,120,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110219098571408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736478029340606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083049838303526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735756436478895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29930359801256445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827884929610268,0.14234042966905708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941947657035245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089984367031657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888637302312227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051534129150395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742758472609508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046931548859357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398201964279724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924588255853256,0.0,0.0,0.12030125551422118,0.0,0.22881236685861106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296073299108624,0.0,0.0909403806401953,0.0,0.0,0.14840386850692955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101513465779103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878959425634834,0.0,0.0,0.1386037220861902,0.0,0.1303620228139249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727799067406268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834247111852613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543459631373393,0.0,0.0,0.15250805465711226,0.19286088596266426,0.0,0.0,0.2278032832813498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102434536560602,0.0,0.11907861629730647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051092910260904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658632773441325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035710667032864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293422330566005,0.0,0.0,0.13132923136165228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_UncleRuckus_,2019/03/09,"The Glory Hole, a place to make genuine friendships or merely decrease the loneliness.  **Who Are We?**

We are The Glory Hole, a group of nerds and loners from around the world with ages ranging from 16 to 35 that get together every day to hang out and pass the time. We are a server for meeting new people and making friends, and despite our numbers, we are still a pretty small close-knit group that would love to expand our circle with more unique and interesting people. 

**What Do We Do?**

We are a mainly voice-active community, so we spend most of our time chatting together while we play games or go about our day. We run a popular weekly movie and game night, in addition to a monthly game tournament, art club, Minecraft server, and other special events. There’s plenty of text and media channels to share your interests as well as a variety of voice channels for larger or smaller conversations, watching movies, or playing video games. 

**Our Philosophy?**

While we aim to facilitate a fun and welcoming place for online strangers to meet and make friends, our core philosophy rests on the concept of free and open discussion. This means the staff takes a hands-off approach in regards to the opinions of the users and the language used. At the end of the day, The Glory Hole is all about hilarity and friendship, nevertheless, if you are easily offended, this probably isn’t the place for you as we tend to have silly hazing processes for our new members.

**Should You Join?**

The Glory Hole has provided us with genuine and long-lasting friendships, and we would love to provide this opportunity to others such as yourself. A group of people like this is an amazing way to make new friends or at the very least fill those lonely evenings up with lots of laughter and other voices. So if you're 16+ and at all interested in joining our group or poking your head in to see what’s up, I welcome you to follow this link: [https://discord.gg/H4w58Px](https://discord.gg/H4w58Px)",5.186635944700463,7.669332557422969,4.998209090087649,79.73940634318245,70.76470588235293,7.519616879009668,28.883075810969554,8.360895534625662,2.2574435529050327,1581,62,268,26,31,487,194,357,0.023,0.7390000000000001,0.239,0.9978,0,2,0,0,0,0,69.0,21,6,0,1,10,29,1,0,28,0,16,3,1,5,2,60,30,33,0,5,8,0,0,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,14,37,0,0,2,12,2,7,1,3,1,0,0,5,28,27,53,27,8,43,0,1,2,2,49,18,0,11,18,181,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113608616483146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420273219716635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107968308688255,0.0,0.0,0.08262391186837431,0.0,0.10539773401802796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899437132178325,0.0,0.06535685112818543,0.0,0.0710942372283325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838331777140072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196892888904466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111498294174919,0.0,0.0,0.11070492969521777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635109497730172,0.2258058171893801,0.0,0.33400690556165136,0.0,0.0,0.13626487085394087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984944720333276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624519079475153,0.0,0.11739296192365314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601748755096991,0.0,0.3920922101550778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726634743398432,0.13487331348739887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968433088641727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999008401741178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405569434170076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588752582395115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047359865861926,0.10804171160384002,0.0,0.10321628133747103,0.0,0.09929440103312714,0.10034347413341034,0.0,0.11247521617200099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772746249586993,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nullbo,2019/03/09,"Hate when people say ""just be patient!"" Im only 20 but I come from an unstable family without a constant parental figure so I may be young but I feel like isolation is all I know.  People say to wait and be patient etc but its so frustrating when you've had almost no real intimacy in your life and all youre friends have been dating since middle school, meanwhile I feel like Ive been on an island for my whole life. Don't get me wrong, I dont NEED a relationship but I really want one, even still I try not to rush things with people or come off as desperate but holy fuck whenever someone rejects me its crushing because it means I have to wait even longer until I find someone. ",4.667101449275363,5.27770339130435,5.695797101449276,81.53688405797102,69.43478260869566,8.742028985507247,29.10144927536232,8.841846274778883,2.177284057971015,540,19,108,9,9,179,96,138,0.209,0.688,0.10300000000000001,-0.9538,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,8,8,3,0,4,0,13,3,0,0,2,29,26,14,0,2,9,1,2,2,1,1,2,2,0,0,4,5,0,2,6,0,0,3,5,5,0,1,3,4,16,3,12,19,4,14,0,1,0,1,7,4,1,3,9,71,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871368369918495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905317609169099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25586050920493736,0.0,0.16048910951435813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405538889920838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656305474733338,0.1961820364440992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000424301915398,0.0,0.15018463082781466,0.21219453033908706,0.0,0.0,0.1357376135628265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474028689550728,0.13729729085581302,0.07759158250899165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662521650779375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041884198210873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161851336203778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097973546987654,0.1451112824318838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617735063337681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012003886705883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006358238937552,0.11295034787061002,0.0,0.0,0.16490540909337126,0.0,0.0,0.3088793289671135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903958795437232,0.09514082563454032,0.0,0.0,0.15944670372349554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362059913133676,0.0,0.1503024448241647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285096525804765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25166809444760296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860216869819172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866501803335707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008301490704211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759644230088709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658087548710328,0.0,0.14316062280075342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237496023394268,0.0,0.0
lonely,Frecero,2019/03/09,"i dont get it... is it only me? like i can be sourunded by people but still feel alone and small????? people talk about being fake depressed, and im not sure, but i feel lonely as hell and depressed but i am to afraid to talk to somebody about it because most people know that im am often surronded by peoiple, but im just too afraid that someone will say im just ""fake depressed"" and that shitt hurts.... i feel like i have no one... i dont know how to explain it... i just want someone, and ionternet friends is a good start but i feel like i need some one to be around, some one i can hug, and someone who understands me...",1.1238205128205152,2.8616741769230782,2.6134615384615394,95.62070512820513,80.30769230769229,5.564102564102565,22.371794871794872,6.42735559955562,0.26133333333333303,473,15,110,4,12,154,66,130,0.255,0.606,0.139,-0.9689,0,3,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,0,10,17,1,2,1,0,13,1,0,1,1,32,25,13,0,2,9,0,4,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,10,0,3,0,5,13,7,11,21,3,4,1,5,0,1,6,2,1,4,5,72,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559089756505562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794892021272336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392021103505461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133284392287857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28423640386331606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245254913691626,0.17325924409606638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368674745344953,0.0,0.06335440839235015,0.0,0.0,0.10170884173701486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298135164906388,0.0,0.5239352259678242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332848863422989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772751538728815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991426246212521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465108796483208,0.09222524190975727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522034803075431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643243735010064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082347862883896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582989251986582,0.0,0.0968400178080257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142880329296998,0.0,0.0,0.19493166085065686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262380549918225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152349004615575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Solesurviv,2019/03/09,"It happens all the time Ever since i was a kid ive been left out. My friends leave me to do something else and when they invite me and i say i dont want to drink or something they say nevermind then. I dont understand. They were all out last night and tonight , Im sat at home listening to music and reading reddit. I just wanna socialise. Make use of my young years. Im not sure why its happened all my life. I guess some people are like that.",0.6068085106382988,2.6944688297872372,2.1355744680851068,96.49400000000004,84.1063829787234,5.036595744680851,21.102127659574467,6.2581,0.08380765957446856,346,11,79,3,10,112,67,94,0.05,0.868,0.08199999999999999,0.5881,0,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,2,5,21,17,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,1,3,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,15,3,8,13,4,13,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,10,49,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944510805725205,0.16485253642558526,0.0,0.0,0.14057822393564626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222092683148733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001444665796186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538186747563307,0.0,0.2976228706783786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880081472492836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36354740846706973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717249170897516,0.0,0.17818660162780328,0.18283915384823132,0.0,0.1188627278154913,0.08221420566252445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232970666424866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792148913995732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666572141981242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832778665391046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676495944782695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920481377188335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591037906700249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586040263417719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812673156694726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518775401071782,0.0,0.1453418306014343,0.0,0.0,0.09925722937513284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184855336770428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083682497744223
lonely,paulkurz8,2019/03/09,"Why go through the effort? im asking myself this question a lot... I mean im gonna die in the end anyway no matter if i had a good life or now... what are nice memories gonna do for me? in the end it doesnt matter anyway... i mean i have good memories to look back on but they just make me sad and whish to turn back time... *^(this isnt supposed to be a suicide thought btw, its just a question i ask myself a lot, i never think about suicide, suicide is for cowards)*",0.17495049504950444,1.936565356435647,2.48563366336634,95.23102475247528,83.55445544554456,4.832079207920792,20.991089108910888,5.6839178017228535,-0.07776514851485182,355,11,83,2,10,121,65,101,0.252,0.675,0.073,-0.9786,0,0,0,0,0,3,22.0,0,0,1,1,8,4,0,0,8,0,8,1,0,1,1,18,20,4,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,1,11,3,10,15,2,11,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,6,7,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27293710682168193,0.0,0.0,0.22449421629444755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515008170497393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585841400125677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829619495854661,0.24487673980612126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31535987386505704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310769373713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258370263652045,0.0,0.0,0.2482084209309117,0.0,0.0,0.09744061242055324,0.0,0.0,0.31802294494692185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258626677940603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270547308823313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790246060271922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353600545411242,0.0,0.11588923167829253,0.08512021532549535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878078289789951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172130930199769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,matlockmatt,2019/03/09,"Does someone here wants to talk? Hello.

I'm 22M. I was reading some of the posts here and thought if you guys wanted to talk to me about anything you know, we could create a group on whatsapp that we could talk to each other everyday, express feelings etc...

If someone's interested, DM your number and i will create a group on whatsapp so everyone here that feels lonely (myself included) could talk to other people that feels the same, maybe even get to know someone IRL if you from the same city.

That's it ty ^^",3.9896999999999987,5.763207170000001,4.3889999999999985,85.85950000000003,72.3,6.6000000000000005,26.5,7.1686216300943375,1.2869000000000002,407,14,77,4,8,128,63,100,0.025,0.867,0.10800000000000001,0.743,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,4,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,22,15,6,0,8,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,10,1,11,9,5,4,0,1,0,0,15,2,0,4,1,53,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357215369012426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950443138736319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443294401201245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393810760072474,0.10893326466421807,0.0,0.0,0.1575955926398088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501773725311377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616797487037943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633044642575817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128002499556686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569215542932644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434017881743627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795525408661987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497244427687466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192284008808101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302509132308113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093426048458726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455739385242685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pyromaticidiot,2019/03/09,"Parents lying about attractiveness So I know that I’m not fat or aggressively ugly but like why does my family say stuff like “you are attractive, I can’t believe you don’t have a girlfriend.”

I know that I’m not skinny, I know that my hair makes me look Jewish, I know that my face looks like shit. I’d almost prefer someone telling me that I look like garbage because at least I know they’re not lying to me.

My mom used to tell me that I was handsome and stuff but I looked back at my old pictures and I was even uglier and fatter than I though I was.

",2.0731034482758623,3.7486980344827607,3.3788275862068997,91.49893103448278,77.27586206896551,6.019310344827588,21.944827586206884,6.742157984588678,0.367278620689655,436,12,96,4,10,142,68,116,0.14300000000000002,0.6629999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.6576,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,5,9,2,0,1,0,7,5,5,2,0,18,20,8,0,1,6,2,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,8,3,2,0,6,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,6,23,7,6,17,1,4,1,0,4,0,8,2,1,2,6,59,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868518799252378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141749618735826,0.0,0.09051441371362344,0.0,0.0,0.16729052024460042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993927076668213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807222255502136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997741616811274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080143703336767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29016695399549297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987563530452869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991141633106774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390256149244362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580888647471505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648738108164173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808036540345945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524166004424165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258099355885539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33995710630656084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25956296508581184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458846882538989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824242457216534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339836341063539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pomers,2019/03/09,"I'm just tired I have so many things on my mind yet I don't even know how to put them in words. I don't even know why I'm writing, I guess I just need a chanel to vent. 

I don't know why I'm still trying. Everyday I try to find new reasons to continue on. I try to convince myself that this life is indeed worth living. I try to do the things I enjoy, I try to continue practicing my hobbies and become better at them. I try to eat healthy. I try to take care of my appearance.

Yet I still feel so useless. I feel like I'm a burden to everybody. And I don't think anyone would be missing me if I were to just dissappear this very second. Everyone has someone better than me. I'm never anyones favourite person. I feel unloved, unnecessary. 

I'm just so tired of feeling this way. I'm tired of feeling so alone. 

I have a massive migraine at the moment. Nobody's checking on me. Nobody really cares about my well being. Why would they? 

I don't even know what I'm rambling about to be honest. If you made it this far, thank you for sticking around and listening to me ranting about who even knows what. 

And I'm sorry if this was hard to read. English is not my mother tongue and it's kind of hard to write in a foreign language ehen you have a trobbing headache. 

Thanks again for reading my rambles. ",0.9448455326240222,3.1518277583643126,2.722753493141905,92.06312267657995,83.68401486988847,5.346032559928214,22.658761697218303,6.647476241863616,0.5772252531726703,1013,36,216,11,29,335,135,269,0.10099999999999999,0.753,0.146,0.9032,0,1,0,0,0,1,29.0,0,3,3,2,23,16,0,0,7,0,19,6,0,3,1,39,50,13,0,6,8,1,7,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,13,6,1,0,13,2,2,2,7,4,1,1,3,8,37,12,33,42,0,23,0,2,0,0,12,9,0,5,12,139,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976730800425764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318825780506709,0.0,0.0,0.08395276830460921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415410652305572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668128494992171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230349907990474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649908068991317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249154183142442,0.0,0.0,0.0901138905366856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384209691971193,0.06737257374860882,0.0,0.0,0.08619442136993813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388922855146908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896017882620532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820569480091884,0.2591418969164069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066611461328049,0.04607338634871695,0.0,0.0832743565282598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923507901960435,0.0,0.095611976670388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522266894993736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699270657722884,0.07273497722454791,0.09108179360649976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234478760177283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480406789520758,0.0,0.0,0.18866401700856325,0.0,0.06041515095910911,0.09696277621193122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990558110168079,0.0,0.0,0.1055683921390695,0.0,0.0,0.15062656600233734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090674226044348,0.0,0.0,0.1736494870340526,0.0,0.0,0.12530608009994892,0.06042778947196165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32517430414510545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44819540356975773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781272903359589,0.0,0.07485610043324621,0.0,0.0,0.08479285831245853,0.0,0.2552908104904208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339852463372863,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,montane_fog,2019/03/09,"Do you ever just HATE the way people look at you. This is a bit of a rant. I notice that no matter what I do, be I smile or be serious,  people look at me with this ""yeah sure"" face. Even when I try to help people with school stuff they just brush me off and ask other people about something I just explained.  Meanwhile other people barely do anything and get payed attention. I'm tired of it being this way, I try to be better but the wall around people just stays the same. I'm tired.",3.4224571428571444,4.236326160000001,4.3774285714285694,89.12300000000002,72.4,6.514285714285713,20.285714285714285,6.1826913282559595,0.06277142857142826,376,6,80,2,7,122,63,100,0.128,0.773,0.099,-0.6081,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,9,4,1,0,5,1,8,3,1,0,2,17,16,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,11,2,11,12,2,10,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,1,2,57,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507441510064365,0.13530288615856773,0.14208967331583808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344223689187132,0.1659331782788287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038763687737123,0.13748321194747976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940824502423527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005817309929415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187536370593994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25526581510734137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304106273852396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6322223273304051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538214968737848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700894913259015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200059314936618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399162399240214,0.0,0.0,0.14324831298267318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493791627835349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063817987546861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24128439454063266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,avocadods,2019/03/09,I always feel that i ruin my friendships. I try to fix it but I just end fucking it more.,-2.082666666666668,-0.24740259999999736,1.1700000000000017,98.54833333333332,100.0,2.666666666666667,16.666666666666668,3.1291,-1.079333333333333,68,2,16,0,3,24,16,20,0.132,0.769,0.099,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,12,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765952560883999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073092502777033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28961259757451424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5295218934923317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888770938164721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,unknown_Prospect,2019/03/09,"I'm not an easy person I know, but... I'm new to this and was a bit afraid to post here...

I 'm in my mid 20s and 6 months ago I started over a new life. All people I know live pretty far away.  I came a long way struggling with several addictions and decided to kick them all and start over. Depression is not a new thing to me but lately I cannot make sense of anything going on in my head anymore.

I have a job I like and normally beeing alone is not that big of a deal for me as I am obsessed by making music... it's the one thing that keeps me going. unfortunately  I am terribly lonely and depressed lately. I feel trapped. the only people I have real contact to are my co workers which are unlikely to become real friends as I can't be the person I really am in their presence. I do not like most people and most people can't cope with me due to me having had this type of past. 

I tried to make connections and find friends here but the resonance I get is frustrating. And the more frustrating it gets the more I fall into destructive behavior like drinking etc. I am treating people bad that frustrate me even if they are nice to me and I don't know how to stop it. This might sound selfish but after all I think I do deserve someone that at least partly understands what I am and how I function/think. 

 I'm also having a bad time with girls due to beeing small, skinny, and scared from my past. I'm basically invisible to them. I feel like I'm running circles. Everytime I go out and try it gets worse. I try to be productive and work on my music but without any inpiration it is totally impossible to be creative. You cannot be ispired by not having a life. 

Sometimes I consider doing drugs again as it would generate at least a bit of a social life I share with people that head in the same direction although it's the wrong direction and I know it.

I do not want to be like I am right now. 
I want to be a nice and friendly easy to talk to person that isn't cynical about every aspect of the in my eyes pathetic and selfish life people live around me and that is what in fact makes me pathetic and selfish as well. I look at people that sorround me as if they are possible outcomes for my future and it makes me cringe. I can't change my past or not be the person I am.

Advice would be highly appreciated.

Sorry for long post. ",3.1935416666666683,4.397081937500005,4.8762500000000015,83.85041666666667,73.375,8.0,26.25,8.515128840125781,1.7445000000000004,1830,62,378,32,36,621,213,480,0.19399999999999998,0.701,0.10400000000000001,-0.9938,1,4,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,5,2,11,32,5,4,22,0,45,11,4,7,5,79,76,37,0,7,16,0,2,5,3,3,6,1,0,5,25,28,2,2,10,1,0,6,15,19,1,1,3,5,61,13,58,62,15,54,0,3,2,0,19,23,0,6,27,270,86,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779554147024157,0.0,0.06987781162637507,0.06338845420721324,0.0,0.0,0.07406180511532423,0.0,0.057185757833139186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862860307460127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091775806031951,0.0,0.0,0.05884585146273109,0.06365821127333754,0.0,0.0,0.0671851021602831,0.0,0.11941413207837835,0.0,0.07897612254992631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156138713962846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178729779959239,0.0,0.0,0.07564708835451946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372268593602503,0.1231812721737024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005164079036362,0.08292779013492976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975148827031146,0.04723105012025737,0.0,0.06024945497494005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231424400003184,0.05108607637756705,0.0,0.0,0.06535797207117651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574313345101632,0.0,0.11208157450551832,0.0,0.12192071541500502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677782204081116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555323266639459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096169361004878,0.06356052526289388,0.0,0.0,0.1571980050861278,0.0,0.16133063602761952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20203581437892335,0.1746785377953822,0.0,0.1262875945267943,0.1265665099789538,0.060049588188089364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238664215666554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585979677125848,0.0,0.0,0.05707783786434019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719164517075567,0.0,0.0,0.07006368176034576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04845637988444188,0.054385851406914036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743732774691292,0.20479042597731648,0.3966029464466734,0.24975576111521586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061570434477015,0.1369717972837674,0.07275040721688926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278589815241476,0.045810525626876784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106833411930721,0.0,0.0,0.07159302937718501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078486714942705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728944665182366,0.06058938217776834,0.0,0.07072427445916317,0.08004852188068315,0.10122894088853493,0.0,0.0,0.059784763982589376,0.0,0.07475678061181275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747626204060498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501486469027326,0.09164021786701944,0.0,0.0,0.04169749947865155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456498437073286,0.0,0.0,0.07444343824439173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435577551665023,0.056760551828237214,0.0,0.0,0.06429521977571655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893216803441966,0.0,0.05205943677650425,0.0,0.07287382653060859,0.10159594842545376,0.07818391555201759,0.0,0.0
lonely,restindioid,2019/03/09,"Im an addict... ... but not that “normal type” of addict: not a drug, alcohol, sugar addict (iam actually, but i have other type of addcition too)...
Talking to people addiction. Yes. Ive been so alone my whole life that, when I get a chance to talk to someone I can not stop. I cling so badly and I just become “dumb”.
What do I mean by dumb, well, that means that I can get manipulated so easily by this person, I do everything to please them, so they can stay and talk to me. Im addicted to just a few words that come from someone elses mouth and that sound that enters my ears. Dont get me started about the touch of other person..... that Is the strongest drug. 
But, reality is harsh, people dont like people like me, addicts, clingy, weird, maybe even crazy in some way people. No one wants to get to know me more, because I cling like a strongest fucking magnet and fuck everything up.
Sorry about the long post friends.",2.5718301104972383,4.4859279060773485,4.0119302486187856,86.44784012430941,76.56906077348066,6.734944751381216,21.809737569060765,7.645422480735847,0.8454555248618782,705,19,144,10,16,233,104,181,0.215,0.648,0.138,-0.9493,0,1,3,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,2,0,12,11,4,0,8,1,12,15,2,1,0,22,24,12,0,2,8,0,1,3,1,0,10,2,0,2,12,5,2,1,3,0,0,2,6,6,1,1,1,4,18,5,18,23,4,11,0,0,0,2,8,2,4,1,7,93,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.09047098074365588,0.6064014473707064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907813178805353,0.0,0.09601895730669087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740845927259815,0.05651477714616925,0.10239022567113082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986092124891797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730940423785008,0.0,0.2150268935007764,0.0,0.07744679022790478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123367068876383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666424244246774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162703649980492,0.1714166545950778,0.1937472970591564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028407738553164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05095065032359966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548337636743083,0.1358793594365113,0.0,0.0,0.08204488331875316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313903253102028,0.2019753855665833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083550768470576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282227477599403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25709204172969485,0.16190050813830345,0.0,0.10176705840734684,0.0,0.0,0.08878995816488344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571047125169829,0.0,0.0,0.10378055993850824,0.06562017586691665,0.09881586299725698,0.0,0.07750919237650432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22354886202536484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468239394984786,0.07358839005089328,0.0,0.0,0.08335686597235603,0.0,0.0,0.10350671118637146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,modestplatano,2019/03/09,"I guess I'll give this a try... I've been talking to this girl for a little over a year now. We talked daily, up until a few weeks ago then She just stopped messaging me, and just talking to me in general. Out of no where... no hint, no dispute, she just stopped, and now I'm just feel so damn alone. I was lonely before meeting her and would only stay at home. I never really talked to someone daily like that and I guess I got too comfortable. I don't know if it's something I did or said. I'm just tired of this feeling. I don't know what to do other than just beat myself up over this. No one ever wants to talk to me for that long and the one person who finally did just easily dropped me...
",0.8499034749034742,2.6155373108108115,2.8044787644787665,93.78472972972976,81.29729729729729,5.850193050193052,20.03088803088803,6.868970318607317,0.1862590733590732,534,14,123,6,14,179,91,148,0.17800000000000002,0.758,0.064,-0.9333,0,3,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,1,13,4,1,0,5,0,8,1,0,0,2,29,20,10,0,3,9,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,1,2,10,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,6,3,17,2,19,13,1,24,0,1,0,0,16,9,1,4,14,88,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006123986101426,0.0,0.0,0.15196095756106553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485061332624015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271950980009706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837528934702726,0.0,0.0,0.16072806396052836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075023684896626,0.0,0.0,0.11734792465408335,0.0,0.3232642329714578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717530533072107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127043718675538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168153092520488,0.1470551646422329,0.0,0.12984539076258894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316195601087388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884683814326728,0.11158958446529214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281130150566908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399462151639523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956733654064352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431806812472565,0.11295466661801774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638737999751082,0.0,0.24533428447254524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5896526423519387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863670320967167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961540312590264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865411287461592,0.0,0.1176924789636648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422793221834499,0.0,0.0,0.0944849127339614
lonely,RoobixCyoob,2019/03/09,"Aimlessness I feel like I've been stuck in a rut since my junior year of high school. I have no direction in my life. My only talents are useless to make any kind of career out of. All of my friends have moved away to college and university and I'm still living in my hometown.

It feels like my life is going nowhere, fast. I have to do something about it, like finally finishing high school, or getting a job, but it's so difficult. I have nearly crippling anxiety, stemmed from the bullying and loneliness I experienced during the time I was in school, which evolved over time into a hatred and disgust of who I am and what I look and sound like to others. It's hard to find the motivation to try to do anything anymore.

This sort of destructive aimlessness has been plaguing my existence for a long while, and I want it to stop. For some reason, however, I just can't seem to take that first step - its becoming more frightening with each passing day, but as I sit here and do nothing, my anxiety for the future grows. I'm caught in between being scared to go out into the real world and being scared to stay here until there really is nothing left for me to do.

At the centre of this cavalcade is this crushing loneliness that I feel, caused by my inability to love myself. I'm not stupid - I know that for anybody to love you, you NEED to love yourself first. But I've been just sitting here in my home, hoping something extraordinary will happen eventually. It won't. I won't magically get better, or suddenly love myself unconditionally for no reason. 

I don't want attention; I'm not that kind of a person. I've never posted something like this before in a place where a lot of people could see it. I just felt like I needed to vent out a lot of the things swirling around in my head tonight that are preventing me from sleeping. In a way, this is me trying to take that crucial first step forward - even if it is just a tiny baby step - by admitting that there's a problem, and identifying the problem clearly, I can attempt to work to resolve it.

I don't mind if nobody sees or replies to this. This is more so a letter from myself to the world, saying that I'm going to try to get better from here on out, than it is a social media post. Like a checkpoint or milestone of sorts. This is physical, binding proof of my own commitment. 

It doesn't have to happen tomorrow, or the next day, or a week from now, but change is going to come whether I like it or not...so I must change myself in order to avoid being left behind by a world who doesn't care about people like me. 

Thanks for reading. Even if you didn't. ",5.394638030888031,5.754601598455603,6.167912644787644,79.6734133687259,67.76447876447875,9.100482625482623,30.473214285714285,9.017664075816787,2.4041368725868733,2060,74,404,34,32,678,240,518,0.157,0.706,0.13699999999999998,-0.9091,2,1,3,0,0,0,59.0,0,3,0,9,20,33,3,3,26,0,41,8,2,5,6,80,82,30,0,12,21,0,5,9,1,4,2,2,1,1,35,20,0,3,13,1,0,13,13,10,0,3,8,11,44,23,83,66,8,75,0,1,3,4,15,32,0,17,34,288,79,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138139714914811,0.0,0.11560190030291975,0.0,0.07493230858872156,0.0,0.0,0.06217702902030476,0.06726180947912318,0.0,0.0,0.07098835249920245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344684530238952,0.06429349976052408,0.0,0.0,0.13364817299383774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703546636097733,0.07761792190803046,0.1598587187033701,0.06508572373469962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060326170601059825,0.0,0.0,0.0974561162586982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980946153346447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461177133155301,0.10795596884083468,0.07254663413553282,0.08276907470813248,0.06905779124891273,0.1928064101280519,0.0,0.0,0.05837520324904483,0.0,0.11842634845864512,0.0,0.17176329165330445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362973126456482,0.0,0.06768429193741585,0.0,0.07754334990248682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596603812607398,0.07578989967241942,0.07504521687056195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749787312656416,0.0,0.0,0.15736211841156553,0.04152418854183982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418595074827053,0.0,0.106736383122395,0.33222030166547384,0.0,0.06671827524468743,0.06686562746860858,0.0634489075205727,0.0,0.0,0.12847183440175305,0.27277281497758005,0.0,0.05043492954811224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629109970221988,0.0,0.0,0.08030520573630368,0.0,0.11204921696790666,0.058274268726851576,0.0,0.08035579891118141,0.0,0.0,0.14499808891289664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057464554886478586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476351474993474,0.06597351733742915,0.07894105447623187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447255703330229,0.0,0.0,0.14459581959268086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557751473752969,0.08600048484241372,0.04840379246006304,0.15537049967119926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008601305013754,0.15129161205377412,0.2294033596088866,0.12041840145437754,0.06878431691108018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250158737018706,0.0,0.07561163433272873,0.07702091562044125,0.0,0.17450256681188314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053378121696204,0.060339972043468325,0.0631690920042473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361902376828215,0.0,0.0,0.06956279673025778,0.0,0.0,0.050196758585004136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881158678382027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389486826830806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913103255292161,0.05997368362437532,0.060607322354863616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500644532747489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048656274505920576
lonely,SailorNebula,2019/03/09,"I keep staying in relationships because the thought of being alone is worse than being in an unhappy relationship Since I was 15, I have been going from one bf to the next with sometimes only days in between. Being alone without someone who loves me (besides my family and friends) scares me and makes me feel depressed.

Now I am single and for the first time I don't wanna rush into another relationship bc I understand my behavioural pattern now and want to break it - but it isn't that easy.

How do you guys cheer yourselves up? What thoughts motivate you?",6.2878021978022005,7.5363333846153875,6.315824175824176,76.24346153846155,66.11538461538461,9.019780219780221,35.049450549450555,9.23628265651192,3.2954604395604403,448,21,77,8,7,142,78,104,0.14800000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.5053,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,3,5,0,1,4,0,11,1,0,3,0,18,20,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,4,1,13,3,15,13,1,15,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,0,6,59,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34494587430252144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461928109584166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151401223526448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739687773757724,0.0,0.1434304482637528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698791556567074,0.0,0.08420163430487174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416487560450774,0.0,0.0,0.12865923262531687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464178310023376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488904620730793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801786780511447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029815359416854,0.0,0.11115883066802368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710457265219098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284378161419822,0.12665215919347936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363667226416299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672372536710794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775380335046702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410987578294621,0.0,0.16470059465698672,0.0,0.0,0.1774968465220553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26440949333888725,0.09710390120451104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336167307367034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098222615195337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605271903187875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970640782538673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Busycitii,2019/03/09,"I made an alter ego of myself to help me cope with my dissertation. and it's helping me a lot.

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We have to write a dissertation for our undergrad course. People do it in groups of up to four. I thought I'd be more comfortable doing it by myself, but I was really struggling with the crushing weight of it. 

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So, i opened another account on discord and started discussing it with myself. This way I have a log of my thought process and it's helping me be more comfortable with it.

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*If it's stupid and it works, it's not stupid.*",3.0760550458715588,5.273888577981655,4.033477064220183,85.55865596330277,76.06422018348623,6.928807339449541,29.24862385321101,7.908726449838941,2.019957064220184,441,20,85,7,10,142,64,109,0.134,0.75,0.11599999999999999,-0.6253,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,0,1,1,5,2,1,5,0,7,1,0,1,0,18,11,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,10,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,4,1,15,2,16,5,3,6,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,1,66,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527149900070469,0.5077051011541036,0.0,0.14604255438158129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800603894668124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840708927015045,0.0,0.13178588983660322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965561276603129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922348157510722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857994880697013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456010413820513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113845371266028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055044623343943,0.0,0.16960009483916266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139425676691503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077051011541036,0.0
lonely,CourteousLaughter,2019/03/09,"22 M/What Do You Know The basic statement or a surface level question with so many layers. Just looking to chat with a nice lady seeking company. Bit of an attention grabber with a another dream and a mixed lifestyle. 
To the brothers that read this though, I believe in the happiness of tomorrow. Good luck and I wish I had the time for every single one of you.",2.188714285714287,4.841183800000003,3.8367857142857176,83.13946428571431,82.42857142857143,6.357142857142858,28.75,7.645422480735847,2.228428571428572,286,14,50,5,8,95,55,70,0.0,0.767,0.233,0.9432,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,5,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,4,10,4,2,5,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,3,2,36,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855501903263953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30681023282876235,0.0,0.0,0.2973017918595812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22944048235052264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284082370316672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28988861376519137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496593874853428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286793546025629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760886995700464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453038584781933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30505957631110336,0.0,0.2723926694410007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675520113386389,0.0,0.15879138487097982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31315338311614505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,queuwu,2019/03/09,"idk who i am anymore and idk if my friends are even close to me my last identity crisis was around last year when i lost feelings for a crush

i was fine after that, but now it's happening again

idk what's happening to me i just feel so lonely despite having people surround me

yes i have friends, but do they really want to accompany me forever? i feel like i'm stupidly annoying

do i even have a personality at this point, i've noticed myself acting emotionless in front of my friends i've been friends with for over 5 years.

i made friends with them after i left another friend group since they basically bullied me

but i feel like it's happening all over again where they're bullying me and it genuinely hurts 

it's hard to express my feelings to them because i never show sadness to them as i'm the meme of the group, so it looks like i'm being mean to them when i'm just really dead right now

what happened to the lively outgoing version of me?

i feel no emotional connection to anyone anymore because i feel like i'm annoying, even my online friends.

it doesn't help my feeling of loneliness when i'm also super insecure. i'm a stereotypical asian but underweight (i look fine i don't look like i'm dying, and no i'm not anorexic i eat a lot)

i want to feel true happiness again and i want an emotional connection with someone again, to be able to ask them whenever i can if they wanna hang out, lay under the sun, etc

i hate this feeling where my closest friends are just people i talk to on the daily

my god i wish i had a best friend or a really close friend i could be with forever (not a significant other)

i've gone to the point where i've considered wanting to move schools to start a new person",3.4965887501334194,4.992799322766572,4.996861991674674,82.12812253175366,73.06340057636888,8.714227772441031,29.27836482015156,9.250403328903447,2.560371416373145,1363,57,273,31,27,458,165,347,0.171,0.5660000000000001,0.263,0.9911,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,8,3,22,30,4,1,15,1,19,1,0,1,3,47,57,18,2,9,12,0,11,5,10,0,0,0,0,2,13,12,1,0,11,1,0,5,7,9,0,0,7,14,48,21,38,46,5,42,0,4,3,0,27,19,0,4,23,174,61,1,0.07427840065966472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059400410171486874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788737954471918,0.0,0.0,0.14732842850546524,0.05193718480007591,0.0,0.0,0.06612352452253661,0.0694402777697443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055884722988472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795059887916968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930525883827156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770892528376533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600534749789052,0.0,0.1671064062854354,0.0,0.0,0.08284005134400392,0.14718054929828314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755739118974857,0.1591935128183721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5738730809411751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627365775806249,0.07907073870346103,0.06653885722630408,0.0733345427466324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04978724624068555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951656416859415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109362068740033,0.0,0.0,0.08070369965239285,0.0,0.0,0.18144337307686054,0.0,0.06558918862586845,0.0,0.18712544718263674,0.0,0.08108364871597397,0.0631488400201029,0.0,0.07028401868076753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091095377769297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894618479510232,0.0,0.0,0.057288081706883785,0.07173854221511533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456645146495305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029905809891206,0.12971406880909142,0.0,0.0,0.14043419504844862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427539364091967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343334831306764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517370700213205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144386059748781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293584783641308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257463429574077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059702164834428674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524530078428546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541649500776204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566570942359527
lonely,Jaytheone16,2019/03/09,"I really can’t take this anymore I really should’ve went through with it. I tried to kill myself but I didn’t fucking cut deep enough, and now everyone disregards my existence. I was crying in the middle of fucking class today and none of my “friends” even talked to me or asked if I was ok. Nobody even tried. At least now I know that I should just disappear and get it over with. This shit is fucking pathetic. These people have put me down and made fun of me so much, and I feel like i fucking idiot for even thinking that anyone would miss me. Constantly making jokes calling me a school shooter, my ex making fun of our relationship with my friends in my face while not even talking to me, IM SO FUCKING DONE BRO. Its like no matter what i do or who I talk to nothing ever fucking gets better, nobody helps me, they only entertain my bullshit and then go right back to disregarding me. I’m so done. I really really REALLY want to die, why am i here? ",3.4706491228070178,5.042349678947371,4.7521052631578975,83.55307017543862,73.26315789473685,8.014035087719298,25.824561403508767,8.648137234880735,1.8280771929824569,749,25,148,14,15,248,119,190,0.23800000000000002,0.61,0.153,-0.9726,0,0,0,1,0,2,18.0,1,0,1,1,13,21,10,0,2,1,12,8,2,3,1,28,33,15,2,4,6,2,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,2,3,2,0,4,5,11,0,0,7,1,31,10,20,24,4,20,0,1,0,6,14,8,7,3,10,106,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223371326801872,0.07208019949255201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637158990669976,0.0,0.0,0.07926684942582456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117128014592564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526243600942006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139945441235848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323524265820882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698709883215908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098574645349355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065155001700964,0.0,0.27234959296004896,0.09324728118282996,0.0,0.0985031882594632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212343063640476,0.07364473197150535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592881336055199,0.5718086419663554,0.1077164672998558,0.0,0.05858620747038495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909644130746531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113506799828712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404949854912876,0.0,0.05665342580560185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007253248579044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754256236931368,0.13762154731985687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578014631709408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891389525774566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840162592058217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146692347809731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363000523035716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301979835298705,0.0,0.0,0.1106758948092816,0.0,0.0880349679807784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432863887725416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581640246696232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750791959095665,0.2485701122212088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605341182152863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771357129395894,0.0,0.0,0.13997739321691208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060802853915202563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955618494658768,0.09301917317031703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322940928057776,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EmperorJohnson,2019/03/09,I am dead inside. Life does not live in my eyes. Who is out there?,-3.5440000000000005,-2.510746733333331,-1.0533333333333308,111.52000000000002,116.33333333333334,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-3.091,49,0,14,0,3,16,15,15,0.249,0.7509999999999999,0.0,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6120324009705487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939929788526952,0.0,0.0,0.61756560542704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Whattheduck17,2019/03/09,If anyone needs someone to talk to right now Feel free to message ,4.2723076923076935,5.89495161538462,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,71.30769230769229,5.2,28.384615384615394,3.1291,0.7786,53,2,10,0,1,16,11,13,0.0,0.784,0.21600000000000005,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798987398710438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747165762016518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40286146301394377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639883579115397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603493504279065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366963145091308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cry-for-helpplease,2019/03/09,"im so fucking lonely i think its the source of my depression. first year college student who hasnt made any friends. I had a dream I was back home, not doing anything just living there again and I was so sad when I woke up. This past year has been the worst in my life. I had to fight so hard not to cut my legs tonight, im starting to lose the energy to do this.",-0.7267088607594943,1.3683774050632955,1.0834050632911385,101.36586708860762,91.40506329113924,4.1726582278481015,18.026582278481012,5.6839178017228535,-0.6069048101265819,281,8,69,2,10,91,56,79,0.278,0.655,0.067,-0.9621,0,2,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,3,0,4,0,9,3,1,1,0,6,14,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,8,0,1,7,1,9,1,7,7,1,11,0,4,0,1,3,2,1,0,9,46,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014898686085144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379753677610265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108599380245224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283695902785284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031731946781225,0.0,0.0,0.18194775107017133,0.217717193979062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109629434308008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362270455898801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5087637187887969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634156101890513,0.0,0.0,0.2079519977731331,0.0,0.0,0.2634657605103736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283706205850767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248126765280884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668906054555438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089974952186305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033102834447096
lonely,newagebacon,2019/03/09,"Lonely college student on a Friday night - Want to talk? Yeah that's basically it. I'm 23 and have been dealing with feelings of loneliness since I was 18.  It's getting to the end of the quarter and things are slowing down. The excited feelings I had at the beginning of the quarter, when I switched my majors and had great plans for myself, are gone. And I'm dreading spring break because I don't have any activities with friends planned. I haven't had that since high school.",3.825543478260869,5.976641554347825,4.158043478260872,85.73423913043482,73.67391304347827,6.773913043478261,32.15217391304348,7.645422480735847,2.2188869565217386,381,19,72,5,8,119,62,92,0.09300000000000001,0.768,0.14,0.5267,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,9,19,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,6,2,7,3,11,13,1,12,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,47,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887307370875012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918044727711015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286122487117947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458102729639765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806562333512667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441992137435653,0.0,0.14499860050063482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059791344785242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29322695674800736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604442364300701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28087639724067004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591533632016012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230690707548499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437940135515088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369509593378054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Vvexx302,2019/03/09,"Recently had a mutual break up with my partner I’m sad that almost 3 years together just kinda vanished just like that. How do I just stop having feelings for someone that isn’t with you anymore. It’s for the best because we are just two different people but damn it. I keep having these dreams of her with someone else that is making her happier than I could. I wake up feeling like crap cause I feel so alone now. I have no friends at all here and she was the only person I spoke to. Now that we are separated, she stills has all her friends to distract herself with, and I’m just to myself now. Break ups suck cause now it’s just me in my life. ",1.7462868710237132,3.854003293233085,3.0390977443609053,91.49588201272415,79.97744360902256,5.8968189705031815,23.012724117987275,7.010146845296331,0.7109981492192015,510,17,108,6,13,165,86,133,0.155,0.679,0.16699999999999998,0.4211,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,1,0,1,14,10,3,1,3,0,12,3,2,4,2,29,21,5,0,1,7,0,3,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,9,8,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,4,20,5,16,17,3,15,0,1,0,0,14,5,3,2,10,82,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911533557607764,0.1977092229360475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931613692968527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163675693569984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033209341688493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922026535386907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524137957184571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944421518657807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594679336700436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895661191256012,0.1363751321984793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949693711494103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967588137456308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348344933124089,0.18652290700910396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742362017398973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451839366274302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323422718262478,0.1666817915692192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848537649258554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32348873079419915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244866499994653,0.15959642371675126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647627493904365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229298562974966
lonely,voxelrush,2019/03/09,Anyone listening to captain jack sparrow right now? Or anything by Hans Zimmer? That dude is a genius,3.0266666666666637,6.053970555555559,3.7944444444444434,78.54500000000002,93.44444444444444,4.622222222222223,28.222222222222207,6.42735559955562,2.0870888888888888,82,4,11,1,3,26,18,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078838932763143,0.0,0.5977277914627673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.620302698900735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tauburn_,2019/03/09,"I don't have anyone to tell this to I'm really fucking sad right now. I don't have anyone I can say that to IRL. I'm not that important to anyone that it would be appropriate for me to say that to anyone I know. It's really isolating not being able to be yourself with people. It's almost as if I don't really exist, and it's really hard to continue to live that way. I try really hard to make it work, but some days it just gets to me and I'm really fucking sad right now.",2.6671428571428564,2.9461856190476183,5.656190476190478,81.22714285714288,73.76190476190476,9.80952380952381,21.66666666666667,9.957137785484203,1.724523809523809,370,7,84,10,7,137,51,105,0.11800000000000001,0.882,0.0,-0.8531,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,0,13,18,5,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,12,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,4,8,0,14,14,1,7,0,2,0,2,3,2,2,3,4,54,20,1,0.15382510106383385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403361872561752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43023234910231867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920446455307036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844176544577172,0.08036726640894051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755941524483125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453825267075102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583038244585996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267944943159454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664295669115954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5912657919499128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627315916448826,0.0,0.244655788906863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444991844557194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443714627751867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220992052553782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198650562258257,0.0,0.0,0.10927293833798822,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,merbear_114,2019/03/09,I feel like everyone hates me I don't think I did anything wrong to them but I just have this strange feeling they all hate me. Is that weird? I have no idea. I feel like everyone is watching me when in reality no is even paying attention. I don't know what these mixed emotions are. ,0.8219950738916246,3.235330706896556,2.289704433497537,93.40431034482759,86.75862068965517,6.072906403940888,23.802955665024644,7.447530270364453,1.0948541871921191,223,9,49,4,7,72,41,58,0.29600000000000004,0.6,0.10400000000000001,-0.9091,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,10,16,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,4,12,2,2,15,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,34,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179341669695232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621678216792612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393786055566308,0.0,0.0,0.4454090022685746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535354384686007,0.3330047196377271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602087437124178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631030864055457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808694981883295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22772849915254986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933924868688644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25482102683082664,0.0,0.0
lonely,Figuringitout23456,2019/03/09,"I feel lonely with no friends... Lately, I’ve been very introspective in hopes of gaining more self-awareness. I am 28 years old - female and I realized that all my “best friends” have their best friends and in 28 years I haven’t been able to form any deep relationships from school to workplace. I am fairly confident in the way I carry myself, I don’t know why this is?! I just overall feel that it’s hard for me to get past surface level relationships with people. I ask deep questions and try to have conversations by talking about them. I don’t know what the problem may be?! Where do I begin? How do I know what it is that I may be doing wrong? 
Everyone my age has strong friendships and are generally likeable! I feel like I’m not :( ",3.4191839080459796,5.2294468206896605,4.259051724137933,86.04903735632188,73.89655172413794,7.040229885057474,26.56609195402299,7.793537801064563,1.452781609195402,579,21,117,8,12,186,92,145,0.075,0.6779999999999999,0.247,0.9825,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,4,4,11,0,0,2,0,20,0,0,1,1,23,31,5,0,2,2,0,4,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,4,20,8,14,25,5,16,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,4,8,78,28,1,0.15890519871616926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806098421844487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855491017456995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33352240476187894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184072710598726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24104172911367205,0.11352190571359133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36830928704017135,0.0,0.08302140775898746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234784588777913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578287171207064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26199042445333026,0.0,0.1792519855751091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763305348109714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674427532102254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169299267260414,0.11016485675934183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205081455552488,0.0,0.0,0.17801018972526633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412094296213323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608205446444355,0.0,0.0,0.16577277819707334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772197950611075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788619911708652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311134308395262,0.0,0.12613155031272008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338722571877546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373788944012505,0.0,0.20465947612324814
lonely,Emsaic,2019/03/09,"Feeling lonely again I'm feeling so alone again for the past months, I don't don't where to get the strength to carry on from",9.68888888888889,5.098369000000002,8.488148148148152,82.2966666666667,62.70370370370371,10.8,38.111111111111114,3.1291,2.294955555555555,101,3,23,0,1,31,20,27,0.175,0.614,0.21100000000000002,0.0216,0,3,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,5,6,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5233286504266883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109801963405362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639934715441906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033181180543213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823570308615138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,XfantomX,2019/03/09,"I feel like it’s easier to just die like this I always assumed I would die lonely, until a recent crush made me think a little. I went back and forth for a few months wondering if it was worth it to try and pursue anything. 

Through years of abuse from my parents they’ve led me to believe I’m dramatic, annoying, and have no personality. (Who would want to be in a relationship with someone like that?) My face and body are the farthest thing from attractive. (Who would want to be with someone like that?) And i was sexually assaulted by my ex girlfriend two years ago, so on top of being autistic and having an issue with intimacy in the first place there’s now trauma behind that, so I’ll never be willing to satisfy someone physically. (Who would want to be with someone like that?) 

The girl i have a crush on is in a relationship so there’s no chance of anything happening, which might be better? I feel like I’m left with the option of just living lonely and dying this way, or attempting to pursue a relationship and dying heartbroken when it inevitably ends. I feel like I’m choosing between the lesser of the two evils. ",6.291541990119972,6.574572169724772,6.972018348623853,74.9445059985886,65.8348623853211,9.82695836273818,31.90684544812985,9.661875296680813,2.9261089625970365,895,33,165,17,13,296,117,218,0.17300000000000001,0.667,0.16,-0.8488,1,4,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,10,15,3,0,14,0,19,2,2,2,1,36,33,15,4,8,4,2,3,7,1,6,0,0,0,2,15,13,0,0,7,0,1,2,3,6,0,3,4,3,13,9,31,17,1,25,0,2,0,0,11,10,0,6,19,119,28,0,0.0,0.11762268620387956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799983477842307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260337964823708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338701648057186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633507821098996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118470699466332,0.0,0.08779921052681497,0.0,0.11027031204293036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121202553691541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792672202339112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058676545401295,0.2127627027790291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844418606182906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778709536478436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361558515565968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078607850176698,0.0,0.0,0.3394996095205827,0.09949797653520066,0.08766018663740943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393484390129048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531333609072056,0.0,0.0,0.07923904068006106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656572736659767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023130673387337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668165988577331,0.10371952127601512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980204564923178,0.31974727698406663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33645594849439386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595280243706278,0.06361035406380625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740008803416833,0.0,0.19395127552753186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566198137135447,0.07879856426990456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202738983325842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765771313060447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820837575994953,0.0,0.0,0.12785756492137884
lonely,Laboskisota,2019/03/13,"Can I replace social interaction with videogames? I was thinking, that since real life people really, don't like being around me at all and aren't interested in talking to me at all.
I was wondering if it would be possible to socialize with NPCs in videogames for example: Skyrim.

If that is possible, which games would work best for my goal and what kind of mods (if available) to introduce into these games to make my experience better.",7.235125,8.147837262500001,7.317499999999999,71.09750000000003,63.875,11.4,34.75,11.20814326018867,4.198324999999999,351,15,60,10,5,113,58,80,0.055999999999999994,0.858,0.086,0.5352,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,2,17,13,5,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,7,5,15,7,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,1,46,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646472305275846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198164259506028,0.1852512574133024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489307760188205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181214277153465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794851842893025,0.10233207789461993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981686254356665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145213903068898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722716734784091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384125064836521,0.1341860979605408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326832670115735,0.0,0.0,0.4270382795720968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835683989754185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421416894433846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22715154963260206,0.15249012290232564,0.0,0.0,0.29759020882776605,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hidden58,2019/03/13,Finally worked up the courage to ask a girl out... It's an hour after when we agreed to meet. I think I got stood up...i feel crushed.,-1.5636206896551703,0.3935401379310335,0.2581896551724157,106.12452586206899,95.89655172413794,4.279310344827587,17.594827586206893,5.985473137389443,-0.6983172413793097,100,3,27,1,4,32,25,29,0.096,0.722,0.182,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,5,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232058142067577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22889462468228516,0.0,0.0,0.4959018450856698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620590637315532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458103301017303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900666883064562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295650921033993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bzirk13,2019/03/13,"Full on the outside and empty on the inside Is it unusual to feel so empty yet everything on the outside contradicts that? I have there deep seeded thoughts that have been making its way towards the surface more and more frequent. Thoughts and feeling of pure emptiness.

On the outside: I’m a couple months away from graduating college in Mechancial Engineerimg. At school, I have lots of friends and different groups around me. I play rugby as well and am president of the club so I’m heavily involved. I have a job already lined up for after college. I have a family that loves me. We have had our tough times and I’ve had to be the negotiator between my parents. But I mean what family hasn’t. I have a loving girlfriend that we are doing long distance and the distance is going to only be getting longer when she goes to grad school.

These thoughts and feelings started around high school as an occasional/ rare thought. But now it’s become that anytime I have a free second to think.  The feeling of emptiness hurts. I can physically feel a hole in the chest that can sometimes bring me to cry a bit. I just feel as though when I am happy it’s only going to be a brief moment. And even when I’m happy there’s a strong feeling of loneliness. 

Any suggestions on how to make the feeling go away? Are there any others around feeling the same?",4.283089700996676,6.221937829457363,4.751816168327796,82.87662790697676,71.86821705426357,7.239867109634551,30.11517165005537,7.957251820313856,2.1324660022148394,1072,46,196,15,21,340,140,258,0.084,0.777,0.14,0.9318,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,0,1,18,11,0,0,22,0,24,3,1,3,1,38,52,21,0,0,3,1,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,13,14,0,0,15,2,1,5,1,2,1,1,7,9,19,10,35,42,6,37,0,1,0,2,12,19,0,1,12,145,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468842658529982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135080282109933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27755699426027153,0.0,0.0,0.19528975803406748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147816060951196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346373931533732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499565297674508,0.11416131622053875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858386541503877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864423847771305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340483915176144,0.0,0.19595034937741504,0.0,0.4729474125655964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029542112435666,0.0,0.05429870328752594,0.0,0.17719603191146208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126907407455754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980687720702896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112583290334483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313366750364453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197404749805517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883568662013709,0.18760027229763346,0.0,0.13874705978035956,0.0,0.0,0.11320933709764246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295527421423035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808563833682254,0.0,0.0,0.11540104724415695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31554561426626265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278860939523768,0.0,0.07356160345266788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659361747617845,0.1021098846325139,0.3300326169168528,0.06060193645597638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249413989110084,0.0,0.0,0.0934448077699698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,smgsmg16,2019/03/13,Can someone just say hello I'm really sorry if this is against the forum rules. I don't know what to do. Just need someone to have a conversation. ,0.532,2.9896492000000023,3.068333333333332,86.4225,90.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.8913333333333333,116,4,23,2,4,40,25,30,0.06,0.94,0.0,-0.1513,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400098293033824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022230610490547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611127988132821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241321855100024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6906999185149184,0.0,0.0,0.4562639983521282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PanamaKanaly,2019/03/13,"I’ve truly fucked up my life I was going to college for International Relations.  I had an internship at the United fucking Nations.  Then one night one friend told me he knew a guy who would pay big bucks for a tank of nitrous oxide.  I was on a lot of drugs at the time, as I had been for awhile (never seemed to fuck yo my academics) and was running out of money, plus I’m a bit of a thrill seeker and adrenaline junkie so we set off for the nearest dentist office.  We couldn’t find any nitrous, but we got in and out quickly.  I thought we’d get away with it, but the other kid got picked up for shoplifting and squealed on me.  I’ve ended up getting kicked out of school, lost my internship, I’m stuck back home with my parents when all I’ve ever wanted was independence.  I’m not allowed to see my friends from college and my friends here want nothing to do to with me.  I’m working long hours at a shitty job to try and pay my parents back for the lawyer.  I don’t mind working at all, but this shitty job with the cruel managers is literally the best part of my life right now, as it’s the only time I get out of the house and interact with people.  I don’t have depression but I’ve never been so low in my whole life for so long.  I never post anything personal on this site but I haven’t been able to talk to anyone so there it is.  Am I the asshole? Lol",2.5651674641148325,3.784185122807022,3.994904306220096,89.49455741626795,74.96491228070175,6.585326953748004,25.586124401913878,6.980632752743323,0.934894736842106,1060,36,233,10,22,351,150,285,0.124,0.7859999999999999,0.09,-0.8982,5,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,4,0,0,4,12,12,4,0,17,1,20,8,0,3,6,45,42,21,0,4,6,2,0,0,3,1,5,0,1,3,7,20,0,0,4,0,4,2,8,7,0,2,16,1,27,5,49,23,7,45,0,3,1,3,17,24,3,2,17,156,34,12,0.11166001536371464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593263943240584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807527896698171,0.0,0.09188667859443976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490826005714864,0.1717193189065596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718029724871748,0.0,0.12190381708674605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617260761574413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949016811323394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889763116381634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100287655300262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205523115069637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588047526560856,0.3096836548147124,0.1750132482910859,0.0,0.06345895993726286,0.0,0.17860942924577874,0.0,0.0,0.11056097037268517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200409961097084,0.0,0.10996262293599217,0.12884066596909158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161067165094056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366063130910694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763119972223664,0.0,0.0,0.12189009699946547,0.09492935206229408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274478482503528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583572624102832,0.0,0.0,0.10478536036196334,0.0,0.10714079622875193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132743238872806,0.08492247327710158,0.0,0.0,0.2479704659789764,0.12091691544983968,0.0,0.07741099534610668,0.09749721848802703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693942903933784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953570430206536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300589679179203,0.08897857557395697,0.10165108433023567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974809074314577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864557965404066,0.13021970580927858,0.0,0.0,0.10669592976486393,0.0,0.07580982087605463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171994014552085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466441954455153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257964209829764,0.0,0.0,0.07932007123203319,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,litbydayclitbynight,2019/03/13,"I don't want it to go. Tonight is one of those nights when I feel peace, my heart is full of joy, my soul is at cloud nine of serenity, my body is at comfort and no more hurts, my mind is calm and not overthinking and even if I want I can't stop smiling and being full of happiness. And it's the exact moment when I realise how lonely I'm that I got not a single person/animal/thing to share this moment with which I know won't last long. And just like all the last times, this time shall too pass turning into nothing but a memory as I write this here. This post will always remind me of how happy I once was and make my mind imagine and remember the night as this memory fades away. 

It just hurts to know this moment will go.",6.941948051948053,4.541042805194807,7.241948051948054,82.32577922077925,65.75324675324676,10.618181818181819,29.142857142857146,8.841846274778883,1.8702181818181824,568,11,129,7,7,186,95,154,0.091,0.778,0.131,0.7266,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,5,0,13,2,2,3,2,32,24,16,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,1,5,0,0,3,6,3,0,2,2,1,15,7,15,17,5,25,1,3,0,0,2,6,0,1,16,89,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332425114151582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044912658841247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787036527683736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576556423913476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096746525554656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820132197706711,0.0,0.1280720536964581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34092662380929023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975699092432385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428488743551725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600853318810442,0.26105762980554503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823232413150062,0.0,0.0,0.14171163151802038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688924074054053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32337500202719666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005457518239565,0.0,0.1536508107733544,0.0,0.0,0.17053517404331425,0.10850947303553048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982093839257947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336202972070512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813981488646229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387738107499886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867483169860369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417744928463902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889980577674448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PimphatShotgunShoes,2019/03/13,When to Give I'm a college student and in a sports club. I have a nice car and kinda a lot of money but no friends and am lonely. I always give people rides to and from events and bring alcohol and food to parties and tailgates. But I don't feel appreciated. I know giving is supposed to make you happy and I shouldn't expect stuff in return. In the moment i feel good about what I am doing and people say thank you but it doesn't help me build any relationships with people. And noone ever invites me to do anything with them in small groups. I worry that thinking I need to share with people isn't healthy. I don't know if I should stop and focus just on myself or trying to find a few people in or outside the club to share stuff with.,2.892254901960783,4.283547457516342,4.113218954248367,88.28198529411767,74.42483660130719,5.8843137254901965,21.90032679738562,5.985473137389443,0.2369307189542477,583,14,121,3,12,191,89,153,0.132,0.687,0.182,0.8564,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,4,8,0,0,7,0,12,2,0,1,1,37,25,18,0,5,7,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,5,15,2,1,6,3,1,3,6,1,0,0,0,3,17,7,21,23,2,17,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,5,7,85,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167143601689715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587639611909074,0.0,0.0,0.10287502968717192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244898749591525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684067881150813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529825972359513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826642946746354,0.0,0.18292738441386586,0.0,0.11687791886639558,0.0,0.0,0.4353623212360375,0.0,0.12688579842565767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103949967007422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139924523305154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627816159134245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861214867008444,0.0,0.0,0.10098002706060116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217159479468224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243896764205982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241722419850968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030327549042102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647616794819636,0.0,0.0,0.346356934746802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392775435431425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969335898786337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270863269735027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536313501126822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CanIJustBeOkay,2019/03/13,"I don't have a reason to wake up I just work for money I don't even want and that's it.

I think I might just buy a gun and kill myself that's all I want.",-0.7999999999999972,-0.4371956153846117,2.187692307692309,102.53230769230773,82.07692307692308,5.2,13.0,3.1291,-1.7198615384615383,117,0,36,0,3,42,26,39,0.293,0.7070000000000001,0.0,-0.8198,0,0,0,1,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,1,10,7,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,25,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26579738744583226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44522275101490505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269084795411788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137590992304078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578571769207142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747204368991183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929696090149289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shannonmaire,2019/03/13,:( I want a boyfriend who’ll except and always try and be there for me ,3.0260000000000002,3.394174266666667,3.633333333333337,95.73000000000003,73.0,6.0,21.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.33633333333333315,54,1,13,0,1,17,14,15,0.191,0.7240000000000001,0.086,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6791181169031716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5541252798589248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813977124116385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gross-sobbing,2019/03/13,"trying to talk on discord be like me: hoi

chat: ....

some big name user: hoi

chat: SHSJSKSKOSJISJS
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lonely,shay021,2019/03/13,"Fear and Isolation I’m afraid of normal people. Normal people are always horrible to me. I don’t want to be like them, but if I don’t act normal, the more normal people hate me, and the more horrible they are.

I keep telling myself I’ll get over it when I leave highschool, but will I really?

Will I be able to make friends with anyone at university if I’m scared of the majority of them?

I’ve got some friends at school, but they’re the people who are nice to everyone. I don’t have a single friend that has... enemies?

I’m not saying their friendship isn’t special, it’s just like

I feel like they don’t really like me. They’re just too nice to say. 

I’m close to no one, and afraid to leave my house.

I’m overwhelmed as hell about school. 

I don’t know why. I’ve never studied properly a day in my life and I always get A’s and B’s...

But I’m still freaking out. I can’t help it. I’m freaking out and I just wish I had one friend that I didn’t have to be scared of. ",0.12948298147350454,2.042077236966829,2.411118052563552,94.85852111158985,84.6872037914692,5.732098233520036,18.121714778112878,6.980632752743323,-0.02196872037914677,751,18,179,10,22,255,100,211,0.212,0.586,0.20199999999999999,-0.5179,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,5,0,7,21,2,6,7,0,20,1,0,1,1,32,37,14,0,8,10,0,1,4,4,2,1,2,0,0,6,10,0,1,2,0,0,1,11,10,0,2,3,3,25,11,21,29,5,12,1,1,0,0,14,7,1,3,8,106,31,3,0.11652952475368265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939237991613212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148015315418011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751519032190696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134895466521877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112811248421655,0.058920829035918325,0.08324871576773088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601216870428433,0.0,0.12176373421006388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319930612019528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504878051223605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781072841054336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445942601226898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357679580931496,0.0,0.0,0.06404157929427484,0.0,0.0,0.2467758823580933,0.0,0.0,0.08230824952099224,0.22772175864398456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778436263967234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987475330736934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566967707912708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792684356179978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32314760011479376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493035949324492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533791047355272,0.23333276603678466,0.23586820053027704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306062899561457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185194088143187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873213287560143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514977108208183,0.0,0.13400320255932585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CrazyDrDuck,2019/03/13,"In my late teens and looking for a friend Yeah when I get lonely I tend to look for online friendship so I guess that explains this post.. 
I am from Denmark, kinda quiet, semi-weird sleep schedule. Say hi if you feel like it :) ",1.3866666666666667,3.7778076666666682,2.3422222222222224,94.3,83.44444444444446,3.6,20.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.4724222222222218,175,5,35,0,5,55,41,45,0.05,0.6759999999999999,0.27399999999999997,0.8834,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,6,8,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,2,5,8,0,5,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,3,4,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207750548191813,0.2289978672564472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24765276414501464,0.0,0.16747186539839615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531171579992558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36158944073530425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660240694539815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5383552075155591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069941134296892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549107564531429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32077713141544834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ImAnAltGuys,2019/03/13,"Idk Im so lonely that it has gotten to the point where i dream about scenarios and shit. And this becomes worse, because one of the characters just has the *worst* luck because he keeps dying in my dream thingy. 

Naturally, Dream Me would be upset. He was what i envisioned as a ‘close friend’ and it bummed me out when he went. So, Dream Me decided to kill herself. You see, a lot of my dreams end with me taking my life. Now, im *very* worried. If this is what my subconscious thinks about, then it might happen to me, no? ",2.5084508547008566,4.310106875000002,3.4397435897435926,90.98303418803421,76.40384615384616,6.92991452991453,22.132478632478627,7.793537801064563,0.8097811965811963,401,11,87,6,9,128,72,104,0.188,0.698,0.114,-0.8718,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,8,7,2,1,5,0,7,2,1,0,0,15,14,9,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,5,0,1,3,1,13,2,11,8,2,10,0,1,1,0,6,5,1,4,4,59,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253628399164094,0.22975467955799506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590407108801915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425434804479748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072478316005398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396175418528324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494198906063734,0.0,0.0,0.1849081423955988,0.23015626473743034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469389490555314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686112062259918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068876941251367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409676706507391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966572078132752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577433897458718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135415608974171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641395611169007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329831986466364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164794765619198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284747942133607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126629968209212,0.21200208521405206,0.14777975811692026,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SierraPapaYankee,2019/03/13,"If any of you are still in high school, try make friends while you still can I graduated a couple of years ago and I can’t tell you how lonely I have been ever since. I’ve had a total of 4 friends stick with me since then but now 3 of them are gone for various reasons. I’m now in community college and I still don’t have any real friends besides the one who has stuck with me. 

There were several people in high school I wanted to befriend but never did because I didn’t think they would like me. I’m here to tell you to just go for it. Or better yet, look for friendship in people you would least expect to be friends with. Some of my longest lasting friendships were with people who were quiet and reserved. 

Just try sparking a conversation, sitting next to them in class, or complimenting them on something. Worst case scenario is that they don’t end up being your friend. But best case scenario you’ve made a life-long friend. ",4.4372332506203485,5.492611317204304,4.644838709677419,87.24495037220846,70.23655913978493,7.013399503722082,27.748552522746078,7.010146845296331,1.2300418527708843,739,25,151,6,13,231,112,186,0.048,0.73,0.222,0.9896,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,6,5,2,12,12,0,0,5,0,21,0,0,4,3,29,31,12,0,5,8,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,10,2,21,10,24,17,6,27,0,1,1,0,22,9,0,4,16,106,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623593488385187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299829911732244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305679396910236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577061250851104,0.10599373550945956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260692876869454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061476710603764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840724889295933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5555546969228371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811104296417861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532470118161753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769019779011268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465052464602801,0.05855052942661911,0.0,0.0,0.10605962616351716,0.10064015947916964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340084882146992,0.07999789990705401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243235112126633,0.0,0.12745720507284142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121051195353123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492576447107424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364105836971282,0.0,0.12322128525379085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24258038578636265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539146826379853,0.0,0.19827511509468795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226303409441723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871266652205619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095007555623083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679225136361534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273465470913467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068806762165766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026981800356766,0.0,0.0,0.07717666729486825
lonely,PartyCheck,2019/03/13,"Is anyone else here lonely, but not enough to be sad about it? I don’t know if that makes any sense or not. I don’t have any friends and I haven’t had a SO in years. Would I like to have a group of people I’m close with? Yea. Would I love to have a SO who loves me and I love them? Of course. But...I’m not that broken up about it. More of a “Yea, that sounds great” kind go thing. Was wondering if anyone else feels this way",-1.9108906882591088,-0.04377578947368122,-0.07052631578947201,108.584008097166,96.36842105263159,3.3441295546558707,9.412955465587043,4.713530739802397,-2.2398906882591096,320,2,89,1,13,102,60,95,0.051,0.606,0.34299999999999997,0.9904,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,4,2,12,3,0,1,0,17,21,8,0,4,7,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,2,8,7,11,16,2,6,0,2,0,3,7,3,0,4,2,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533543436155972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26050340411112405,0.3817329042445219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112270175622653,0.0,0.0,0.19247761923700185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418905060145216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391990217449774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586753773879916,0.0,0.0,0.2053749801759475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398254247735586,0.10237492668455543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100727450259832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.504376447478297,0.0,0.1243437234089762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914348863114122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375652987810168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786084158782958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201332618685786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646567369809847,0.0,0.0,0.11995857619874202
lonely,__Helianthus__,2019/03/13,"What is it about me...either people love me or hate me no inbetween and lets just say more of one than the other... Im not sure what about my personality is so off putting to some, definitely always been kinda loud and silly, opinionated? Definitely. People pleaser? Yes. I have very fast very close friendships then they are over. Same romantically. Just wish people liked me more..even over the internet i have trouble getting people to engage with me. Talk to me and let me know what bugs you! 🙃 sad but also kinda funny..",1.5898299319727869,4.329905806122452,3.3335102040816373,82.79958503401362,92.9795918367347,5.470476190476191,18.77823129251701,7.0316486544052195,0.7184957823129259,411,12,74,7,15,136,71,98,0.098,0.715,0.187,0.8190000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,0,6,8,1,0,2,1,8,1,0,0,1,18,13,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,2,11,5,11,10,3,7,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,5,3,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727314370630158,0.1636412574396154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989555467004996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274948543114247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941662363396157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21243223728825628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808208801041494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022071218654527,0.0,0.09608071596169207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774980826268856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326547528301982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5453717372501439,0.1717205262189747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770291357596456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639611461970704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535468758133103,0.0,0.0,0.15807209281005158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245388849820994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261553523866532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,birdie420fgt,2019/03/13,"HAVING NO FRIENDS AT COLLEGE IS THE WORST I'm a sophomore, first week of semester and I haven't talked to anyone. If I end the year like this again im killing myself.",-0.7499047619047587,1.3025289142857162,0.8449999999999989,99.39416666666668,102.71428571428572,3.4761904761904763,20.11904761904762,5.46131890053228,-0.20338095238095244,132,5,29,1,6,42,31,35,0.28600000000000003,0.565,0.149,-0.7804,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,3,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656621996836051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365132034890121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231759398203674,0.0,0.0,0.2935399475518305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103993439081892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203462375337128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561901572124231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053805957492774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30476416757648983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446682747399101
lonely,matthew3325s,2019/03/13,"Do you ever feel even more alone when you are around people than by yourself? Sometimes when I am around people, especially people I don't know or don't really click with, I just feel this sense of isolation, loneliness, and hopelessness.  Even though I am around people, the feelings of loneliness and isolation are even worse than if I was completely by myself in the middle of nowhere.  ",8.313142857142857,8.715830171428575,7.586428571428572,71.84107142857147,61.57142857142857,11.571428571428573,33.214285714285715,11.20814326018867,3.871428571428572,312,11,52,8,4,97,43,70,0.268,0.732,0.0,-0.9612,0,3,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,2,0,0,11,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,14,12,7,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,8,0,12,11,1,8,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,2,3,44,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966643208639346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071155989780246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909154594521827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37625314618488576,0.1717624887283408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880357492551683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435621594453934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5265713480390976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164564307878944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780181476062785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656173822965366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350975284874505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Debomb520,2019/03/13,"I feel pretty lonely Sometimes, I'll lie down in bed in the middle of the night and cry. I used to think it was for no reason, then I started to realize how desperate I was to connect with someone. It wasn't like I didn't have anyone to talk to, but usually they were busy or asleep at the time. At this time I just changed schools and I'm really bad at making new friends ( when I try to talk to people I don't know it's like I have to force words out of my mouth or they wouldn't come out. I somehow made a few friends but I still feel lonely, and I still find myself being sad, lying on my bed watching youtube. I'm doing alright it's seeming to get better, so I hope ya'll are doing alright. have a nice night.",0.7860784313725446,2.66578394771242,2.578849673202616,94.74082352941177,82.0718954248366,5.125751633986928,21.31111111111111,6.079149491110277,0.08449228758169891,556,17,126,4,15,184,93,153,0.17,0.6629999999999999,0.168,0.3823,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,7,13,0,0,5,2,14,2,2,5,0,28,28,11,0,2,5,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,6,3,18,9,22,20,1,22,0,3,1,0,6,10,0,5,13,81,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999858120579895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329300805830858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178127060203225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815480069654908,0.14783283041154704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851319165512945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735494010277744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685480865066775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651817027442773,0.0,0.08966278769677342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045438203998722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431620285433154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676867733376716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238813396604518,0.11455566534215797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657487466200435,0.0,0.3221018161175342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897760384807515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459616389009405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994223051420514,0.17645083599649802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368554377677967,0.0,0.1562336511511905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454105084136671,0.0,0.16973357932783326,0.0,0.12147138022955395,0.0,0.2741070803944625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758784521195578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996522981605793,0.0,0.0,0.20014247978234348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165166627254639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482219672874269,0.18901185523712707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Guccionmyfeet,2019/03/13,"I’m my own best friend. Growing up, even until now (I’m 18 y/o) I’ve never really developed a close relationship with anybody. Even the people I claimed to be my best friends, only shared a very surface level relationship with me.  It’s quite funny actually because we’ll talk about how we’re bros and that we’ll put it all on the line for each other but as I’ve been reflecting lately, I really don’t know that much about these people. Our relationships are so shallow. I suppose a big part of this is that I’ve never met anybody who I thought would understand me. Somebody who gets it. Over the years I’ve had to confide in myself to fill that gap. It might sound like I’m crazy (I promise I’m not haha) but it’s almost like I’ve become my own best friend. I talk to myself out loud as if I were another person, verbalising my feelings and responding back like a loved one would. This has helped me a lot over the years to deal with my emotions and it’s lead to me being really independent when it comes to dealing with stuff. I suppose that this might be a good thing  in the long run but I’m really tired of it. I have to offload my burdens onto myself and it’s mentally draining. I just wish I had somebody there who I could share the deeper parts of myself with. Especially because this point of my life is a very chaotic one with a lot going on. There’s a lot of growth and personal development I’m having to deal with all by myself. I’m not too close with my family at the moment either so I’m really just here by myself. I wish there was just one person who I could get through this with.  But until then, I guess I’ll have to stick to being my own best friend. Can anybody relate at all?",1.8921445887445856,3.904168140000003,3.7852207792207833,86.81499134199137,79.02857142857142,6.642424242424243,22.034632034632033,7.686295010490155,0.9536476190476186,1339,40,277,21,33,452,168,350,0.042,0.765,0.192,0.9947,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,3,0,0,6,18,18,0,0,16,1,26,3,0,3,5,56,47,19,0,7,11,1,1,3,4,6,2,2,0,3,27,19,0,0,5,0,0,8,5,1,0,3,7,3,37,17,46,28,18,38,0,0,0,1,29,17,0,8,16,202,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.08368048610098795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586711648507317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991727114259906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593713121828022,0.0,0.10454587724389347,0.0947051063857391,0.0,0.0,0.35996101941634784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738667875118707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693019511796978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26521616619757177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645819471308413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327529085823228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083829506938693,0.0,0.043358219865111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650036589858539,0.0,0.08960258784306163,0.0,0.04873419944829576,0.07192376708593287,0.0,0.0,0.09446425849874003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747700520720105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04712643934214514,0.0,0.09673072414143807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060568380279715416,0.12568064096658382,0.0,0.0,0.07588682759685393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870698707361455,0.07739351430236008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641671505166712,0.1819362584958733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303676111318751,0.0,0.1322727252139655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743210402279292,0.06521740593322657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571968655114932,0.0,0.11889772194243045,0.22462307432143447,0.0,0.0,0.08106229576393642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620331579368871,0.0,0.09120661282285494,0.0,0.0,0.2746710374605522,0.0,0.0,0.2761930511279786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816423828519373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784661326640912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056969072285300064,0.0,0.0,0.06807661775958411,0.0,0.0985580184850222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926968697657207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150690793281614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721855290441945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182992521455008,0.0,0.0,0.11044150648760312
lonely,endoftheline47,2019/03/13,"What even? I'm 21 with a meager 2-year degree and I just don't know what my life will become.  Recently, I've been mindlessly applying to relevant jobs on Indeed and ZipRecruiter because you know... I need one.  My parents want me to work...  The thing is I'm not good at being a working man.  To better put it, I'm too stupid to BE a working man.  

Looking back, I've been called an idiot, a shithead, ""the worst"", you name it.  All in my previous jobs.  Hearing these insults hurt... They make my anxiety flare up, I start getting paranoid thinking every voice I hear is talking about me, and then eventually I end up quitting during the 2nd or 3rd month.  The only time I was ever close to being signed to a FT contract was in 2016.  I was promised by my supervisor and it turned out to be a lie.  I was terminated at the end of my temp trial.

It sucks, you know?  Being unable to hold a job is disheartening.  It prevents me from achieving my goals and it will likely lead me to homelessness.  I do have ADHD and just started taking meds that I want to believe will work magic for me, but what if my stupidity is due to something deeper than just ADHD?  You know what? I could be a HFA. However, to get an evaluation for adult autism , I'd have to shell out 1000+ dollars to some specialized psychiatrist who is located 20+ miles away from me.   I don't have the money or the transportation for that.   My parents don't think I have autism nor does my therapist.  I don't get what I'm supposed to do now.  Should I continue running on false hope?  I want to get my shit together so bad.",2.645238095238092,4.4358996825396835,4.281269841269843,85.14761904761906,75.98412698412699,7.333333333333332,26.26984126984127,8.167268648758528,1.6748412698412696,1220,46,249,21,27,409,175,315,0.105,0.8540000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.9659,6,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,4,1,9,10,16,6,0,17,0,32,2,1,2,2,40,60,13,0,8,8,2,0,1,0,4,1,3,0,3,16,10,0,2,6,0,2,4,6,10,0,1,6,4,38,6,37,43,3,30,0,2,1,0,17,13,2,5,14,166,54,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671632695183557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503004060141264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442981437878876,0.0854680870166719,0.09280625649268694,0.06775648233720986,0.12275730114347905,0.0,0.1252288637254894,0.0,0.09830383018092673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349737129212747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874485146169016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726879447585143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968931952415028,0.0,0.0,0.07341404029135383,0.10054224180639283,0.09364932398920488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322867747866668,0.0,0.0,0.09322799870557796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505500090082984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039780177877463,0.0,0.0,0.11898920625453775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33089998765005885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24434224201514626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850908131062924,0.054302655473860886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333865911291267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741940071221659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346345672157676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871949020923436,0.0,0.0,0.08241689317538807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531864348033636,0.08453517498130554,0.0,0.0,0.2468395693484928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173723149996632,0.0,0.11822253375619313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974798351216196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409467588718199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556929890243557,0.0,0.0,0.15734618489573993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357155184122776,0.08933878468722876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905461969421514,0.07384363767996656,0.1424418603793082,0.0,0.0,0.06481291224692652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090012823754526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667882526917266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32367635945627743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157745652815037
lonely,mfmgkgkgkfkrkdkdk,2019/03/13,methods to mask the sound of crying? i really am trying to hold the tears back but it's too noisy and i don't want to draw attention,-0.7515517241379293,1.4073075517241378,1.8857758620689644,94.45556034482763,94.17241379310344,5.658620689655173,14.14655172413793,7.1686216300943375,-0.140041379310345,105,2,24,2,4,36,25,29,0.247,0.753,0.0,-0.5971,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426859161156781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.632391062541702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688149532807037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908697078322704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395690289556276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,latte_no_,2019/03/13,"I'm ALWAYS available Let's exchange selfiew, talk about our day, our secrets and shit. I really don't care who is who. 

Everyone needs a friend and I'm here for you all, please, you're not fighting alone.",1.1653658536585354,3.68016212195122,2.2860487804878065,93.27785365853659,86.3170731707317,5.231219512195122,22.83414634146341,6.742157984588678,0.7060399999999998,161,6,33,2,5,51,34,41,0.14800000000000002,0.638,0.213,0.2128,0,1,0,0,2,0,7.0,2,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,6,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,1,0,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335598679264889,0.0,0.0,0.267981998244004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283644261393905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077038226724586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077447482218875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488248727647439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32933097041632875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23880543967000886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535281731210435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632163709688373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305927727858368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588618295938024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheMetalicana,2019/03/13,"I'm 25 and so lonely I don't have friends and never had friends.

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I feel very alone and I wanted to share my lfie and experiences.

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I haven't left my appartament since the new year's. And I don't know what to do.

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It's a mix of sadness and lack of social skills.

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So... Any advice? ",0.5863418803418803,3.079144215384616,1.9312820512820537,94.07982905982908,91.46153846153842,4.11965811965812,21.068376068376068,5.82211442006289,0.057478632478632725,254,9,53,2,9,81,41,65,0.247,0.718,0.034,-0.9126,0,4,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,10,8,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,7,3,4,9,1,4,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043379835444794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170461160919504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897928429825039,0.5492867043945625,0.07685188218132505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054720098278263,0.0,0.0,0.057142148946745235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746252336963117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210831589941517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278762395374185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716164765623008,0.10914747629216084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348450791978996,0.0,0.0,0.115201272467891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324654973435506,0.06665727279245995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5492867043945625,0.07277587771420138
lonely,sad-mustache,2019/03/13,All alone in hospital I broke my toes two weeks ago and now I am in hospital A&E because it have swollen up and I am in massive pain. I have no one to talk to and I feel so anxious. Could someone talk with me? :(,-1.2497204968944118,0.7875537173913045,1.0815527950310546,99.01282608695654,98.78260869565216,4.367701863354037,23.962732919254645,6.1826913282559595,0.5483080745341615,165,8,39,2,7,55,33,46,0.305,0.695,0.0,-0.9302,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,7,6,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,7,0,7,5,1,7,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552075913808242,0.0,0.0,0.29817945765030296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119415004056829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252471072701922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550227654365727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22986617554232214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557181007636288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950897233890175,0.0,0.30634783381032843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24393827680815897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628091528784027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28123824321518226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23093747308615725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MeEu1,2019/03/13,"What to do when alone? I don't really care about being alone or not, but I often get bored when alone 'cause I dunno what to do......


Any tips?",0.2119999999999997,2.0159415333333364,2.0766666666666684,97.985,83.66666666666666,5.333333333333334,10.0,6.42735559955562,-1.392,106,0,26,1,3,35,21,30,0.332,0.6679999999999999,0.0,-0.8143,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8652658658027758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937638312850247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839295698735429,0.28607632591666626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549463932191362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840182740031615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anoniseMe,2019/03/13,"I don't want to live and am afraid to die. I shouldn't have been born, I blame my parents.",-0.7042857142857137,0.7008702380952414,0.8669047619047632,107.54892857142859,84.71428571428572,4.2,15.261904761904766,3.1291,-1.6160666666666668,69,1,20,0,2,22,17,21,0.3670000000000001,0.633,0.0,-0.7595,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5597557850122804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762522195526983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5988796797039643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31812012472349394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hairymotherfucker5,2018/11/06,"Anyone wanna talk? (20f) If anyone who is depressed or just lonely wants to talk, pm me. I'm ignoring my friends right now because i don't feel like dealing with reality, something i tend to do when I'm depressed, just withdraw. I feel pretty bad about myself. ",2.0476666666666685,4.7561114999999985,3.4720000000000013,85.01266666666669,84.0,4.933333333333334,26.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.2725333333333335,205,9,36,2,6,67,38,50,0.292,0.603,0.106,-0.8782,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,9,3,0,3,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,6,2,5,9,0,3,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645913677081416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768338119512615,0.15892743367160742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26878231690043103,0.44910121373387774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636473400344973,0.1862524919674026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142521420502776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273705685171725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652375284342447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226463689627481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070860538423255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191003808910615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377451661876054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CarssyWarssy,2018/11/06,I need new friends to text and call me. Hi my name is Carson i like to drink my monsters. When people call me Carssy Warssy. It reminds me of a kid and makes me very happy.  People please text me if you need friends as bad as i do. I need alot of emotional support so please call and text me. My number is: 1-250-870-1966   thank you and have a great day,0.6694924812030081,2.2856296710526323,1.9969172932330816,100.08342105263156,81.23684210526315,4.869172932330828,18.75187969924812,5.288315135182226,-0.6638962406015043,269,6,67,1,7,86,48,76,0.04,0.621,0.33899999999999997,0.9736,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,11,10,9,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,7,6,10,1,3,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,2,4,36,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144082284772055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5286161037865128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128838630773216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904532623462235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194109323802498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26664235840168743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025050824596126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369574169497954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430520705767447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518665299680685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838582027105045,0.0,0.16666171249194858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392658962419085,0.0,0.0,0.3788430987426255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958216153069948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887215071475252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238194221820427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dynamox2,2018/11/06,"The rule is very simple my friends... The rule is indeed very simple. 

If you think the girl of your dreams is going to come in front of you and propose you, it's not going to happen. 
Unless you're super hot or extremely lucky or extremely rich in many cases or extremely talented or popular in your area/community/college.

So if you aren't any of the above If you're a normal guy you'll have to make an effort. There is no alternative. 

And why should you do it?  Coz you deserve love intimacy great sex, everything any other person deserves. Unless you're asexual you deserve all that. 

I'm going to tell you very simple and basic steps. Which require the least effort. Follow them religiously and I promise you ,you'll be having sex every week.

Start by checking you testosterone levels. 
If they're fine no problem if not fix that first and foremost. 

Sleep early and wake up early. 8 hr sleep is a must. 

After waking up do push ups daily and slowly and steadily increase the count everyday. 

Do not lay down. Move around. Walk. Run. Get busy. But do not lie down on bed unless it's time to sleep.

Stop masturbating and watching porn. As you'll be addicted till now start wearing it off slowly and steadily. The easiest way to do it is to get busy. 
It's going to be hard but you will have to do it and you can do it. 
Make it to the point of once a week masturbation and no porn at all. 

Buy a pair of good clothes if you don't have already. Just basic normal clothes. Get a bath daily too. 

Follow the above steps for a week and see where you are. As your progress increase see if you're ready for going on for the next step. 

Walk up to a girl you see around and talk. For start you can ask time, any destination anything. Increase your numbers daily. 

Once you become fluent then go for the next level. 
Just go and ask that you're new around and if she'd like to have a coffee or lunch or whatever. 
Keep asking unless you get at least one casual date a week. Always have a smile on your face. 

Remember if you ask 50 girls a week at least a couple of casual dates are there on the cards. 
Do not mind rejection. Do not think about it. Be shameless about. Just keep going on having focus on your target. 

By now you'd be comfortable in asking for her number too and you'll have lots of numbers.

Many of you won't need any instructions further and probly will get lucky. 

And it could be that you'd fail from here too. So first reach Upto this level it's really important. 

Stop listening to those who say ""just wait for it"" .
Go and get it.

Many will say well did it work for you 
I've started few basic steps and it's going good. 

We'll have to help each other. As time once gone never comes back. Neither it's too late to do anything. 

So this is your moment and you'll have to make the most out of it. 

I'll keep posting my progress here. Cheers my friends. 
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lonely,mrturtleog,2018/11/06,"Loneliness invades every part of my life. One would think that having no one would allow you to focus on things you like. I'm a photographer, I play the piano, and I want to start a radio show. But I feel I just can't get anything done. The feeling of loneliness chases me everywhere I go, whatever I do. I am an extrovert stuffed into an introvert mold.",2.27542857142857,4.591876257142856,4.492857142857143,80.66214285714288,79.28571428571428,8.0,25.714285714285715,8.841846274778883,2.3410000000000006,278,11,52,7,7,96,54,70,0.114,0.746,0.14,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,1,0,11,15,2,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,11,2,6,12,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424619185824982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30151690716338464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482451707921268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979555891411497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393616211878752,0.0,0.16744953036717666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811148942128732,0.14394521399992724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993085847958219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190641751068791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085462493431084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957443542239377,0.1887920940138645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378508991610989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186046758291024,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UnluckyOrganization,2018/11/06,"For me, loneliness isn’t about not having people in my life, but feeling that I have this wall that nobody will ever get through. Hey there,

Just wanted to share my perspective on why I feel so lonely. I have a good amount of friends but I’m naturally someone who’d rather be alone most of the time. Most of my friends have told me that I’m too reserved, often mysterious, and that they don’t really know me.

I don’t know when it all started, but I feel  like it’s safer to not share everything, to not expose myself so much. I also tend to think that people don’t actually care, so I don’t tell them what’s going on. 

I often picture in my mind the moment in which I’ll tell a friend about a great movie I watched or a trip I made and it all plays perfect, but when I actually do it, I can’t sound interesting enough, end up telling everything in 10seconds and I feel like most people just be like “ok, back to me”. That’s why I’d rather just be by myself.

I’m not sure if I like living like this. I’m accustomed to it, sure, but it’s weird to think that I kinda voluntarily built this loneliness around me, I don’t know. When I was depressed, a lot of friends didn’t notice, which shows how good I am at hiding what I’m feeling.

Can anyone else relate?",3.893439604849577,4.27274645801527,5.103030983385722,85.92640996856758,71.06106870229006,8.149438706780423,25.717108217332736,8.124751697461798,1.2777249214189492,980,27,218,13,17,326,130,262,0.091,0.637,0.272,0.9951,0,3,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,1,22,24,0,0,7,1,21,1,0,2,6,47,44,18,0,4,16,0,5,5,4,1,1,1,0,0,21,4,0,0,10,2,0,2,12,3,0,0,4,7,31,21,25,35,9,21,0,2,1,0,14,10,0,9,14,145,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.2227724039711843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821676835043045,0.0,0.09127937775993043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981079419261487,0.11695204660056005,0.0,0.10161064807946192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776821166366461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637545469947615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831040368915367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535105896446364,0.0,0.10109600108237199,0.11793927766913866,0.0,0.0,0.1032480434279697,0.0,0.0,0.2051670778161372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885683186521277,0.16308624526921378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527435422769468,0.0,0.05963452420600359,0.0,0.06486957277952424,0.19147391755182025,0.0,0.12584204287897033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818850138218646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062192458627325,0.27882026648140523,0.0,0.1007895451944506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703951212887896,0.0,0.10800399312271614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525095954850098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390755997040182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299515112235975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373952331477309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731223373182867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671221145976223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079034960561099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21515511356351544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992956190113385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627526820740233,0.0,0.0,0.06655716302059192,0.0,0.0,0.10906764605035188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732395434964475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599094170460736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LoneSomeMind,2018/11/06,"I miss her sometimes. 
I miss her sometimes.

I miss her sometimes. But not the intense things. Just the simple, comforting ones. Like coming home and having someone to relax with, someone to cuddle up with and lay your arms around.

I miss her sometimes. But I try to stay strong, I know my life is better now, but I still miss her sometimes.

Time heals all wounds they say, and time sure has helped, but yet, I still bleed sometimes.

I miss her sometimes. I doubt I’ll ever forget her, even how much I try .I’ll always miss her sometimes.

I miss her sometimes, I miss the silly goofs and the silly laughs. I miss her smile and her comfort. I miss the way she looked at me.

For how much more will she torment my mind, I wonder. The void surrounds me, comforts me. Will I ever escape or am I lost?..

I miss her sometimes.
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lonely,myLifeIsVboringHelp,2018/11/06,"Perhaps i express too much. I enjoy expressing, talking ect. Part of me is slightly social but very caring. I think that drives people away",2.6073999999999984,5.571769640000007,3.3675,82.05125000000002,92.6,4.1000000000000005,26.25,5.985473137389443,1.4452000000000005,111,5,16,1,4,35,23,25,0.0,0.745,0.255,0.7808,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357869471435988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883544364371256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28000640899121154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124791755780864,0.0,0.26406912070368643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882810826313065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061541748871096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440662831181653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142836056136505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jaunt-Nominal,2018/11/06,"An invitation for the Lonely. Hello Lonely Friends,
My name is Jaunt, & at the risk of sounding spammy:
I have a youtube channel, that I accidentally created- it has morphed into me really just being a friend who is dependably nice & normal. I never had that so I like to be it.

“A master of Tragicomedy; All things combine for a laugh, that makes me gag, so I giggle harder.” 

If you are lonely or sad, come hang & laugh away tragedies with me

(Youtube.com/jauntlyRecluseWithYou)

 -OR post a video on the Lonely Side of Youtube- a channel I just created so folks like you can share videos there, too, if you want. ‘For the unseen to feel seen, & the unheard to feel heard’

so come recluse with me & i’ll RECLUSE WITH YOU; i like hanging out, so long as you’re not in my room <3

Stop by my halloween afterparty for a start, if interested.
Or my failed hanging/suicide video if you’re really in the shit.

I hope this comes off as genuine as it actually is-
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lonely,sit_n_spinster,2018/11/06,"Pity, party of 1  I am unlovable. Today I keenly feel the irony that my name means ‘worthy of love’ but my life experience has proven that not to be the case several times over. Some days it’s not an issue but days like today it’s a heaviness in my chest that is slowly suffocating me, this knowledge that I will probably spend my life alone and unloved.  I feel desperate for an emotional connection but as close as I’m going to get, it seems, is lurking here on reddit. 

(If you are reading this, thanks for letting me vent. I just needed to throw this into the void to try to get it out of my system.) 
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lonely,jrob157,2018/11/06,Oh so lonely.. I’m married and have an awesome child and some good friends that come around from time to time but even when they are around I’m starkly lonely. ,2.596145833333331,4.761047156250001,2.213750000000001,98.18958333333336,77.4375,4.266666666666667,23.166666666666664,3.1291,-0.2293458333333338,127,4,27,0,3,37,26,32,0.091,0.726,0.183,0.3182,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,5,1,6,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6725211581784785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32538171843660074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24948769289536385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918339515541642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168227524053858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405158436218027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,walruzz6,2019/10/20,I feel so alone I feel like I'm just being a little bitch and I'm just pretending to be lonely to myself I feel like to young to feel like I have no one but this past year has been the worst I've had I feel like I'm a nuisance and the simple act of me saying hello to someone is just a waste of there time I try to improve myself but give up because I feel I don't deserve to be better I crave human affection just something simple as laughing with a friend or just feeling needed,3.1605714285714304,3.5621700095238085,4.7571428571428624,87.67285714285715,72.71428571428572,6.761904761904763,24.523809523809533,6.1826913282559595,0.6519523809523808,381,10,83,2,7,129,63,105,0.139,0.585,0.27699999999999997,0.948,0,3,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,7,10,1,0,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,20,21,7,0,1,8,0,7,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,8,12,7,12,16,1,7,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,1,8,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674122922620664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040262408844452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509254548866797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6039979614768707,0.4876476300438899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318432404589728,0.0,0.0,0.16370237641184546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334825495146273,0.17103544871047596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653430766582435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563639491763142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290408425156538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570718774190968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445906141158778,0.1313741828514235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995069901690948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158596858095021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098925664062136
lonely,fillesolitaire,2019/10/20,"Need someone to talk to I'm hoping to find a friend that I can be honest with that will maybe try to comfort me instead of shaming me. This month has been bad, this week has been brutal, and the past couple of days have devastated me.",4.625,4.889419833333335,5.154166666666669,86.6075,69.41666666666666,7.2333333333333325,26.416666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.8974916666666668,184,5,39,1,3,59,37,48,0.18899999999999997,0.619,0.192,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,11,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,4,7,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597607433639319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442331741714727,0.0,0.20063780915747764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843454977142009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24035993508956344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089987263742097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125480671467085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483220592938773,0.0,0.0,0.23068135970629905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29698614036049525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635993358663483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25005543805566033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112207380805005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495506868732937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sakashi18,2019/10/20,"I don't even know My situation is weird, I have friends but I feel lonely and irrelevant due to the fact I really only speak to them when I'm on ps4 with them (I know these people in real life their not people from different countries) but I'm never getting messages from them unless it's ""are you online today"" or ""what time are you on"" so it just makes me feel like I'm irrelevant.

 There's also the situation where I have no confidence what so ever, like to the point I don't like going out on a night out because I can't interact with new people, so at this point I've kind of accepted I'm going to alone for the rest of my life. I always get told you'll eventually find someone and all that shit but I just don't see it happening to be honest.

I just don't know what to do at the moment obviously I don't want to end up lonely but the way things are going for me I wouldn't be surprised, it doesn't help that I don't tell people how I'm feeling either this might be the only time I've ever spoken about all this.",3.140000000000001,3.732123639269407,5.1907579908675805,83.85161643835619,72.88127853881278,8.031780821917808,23.27579908675799,8.238735603445708,1.1236999086757984,803,19,176,12,15,280,113,219,0.111,0.775,0.113,0.3381,1,5,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,4,0,15,12,1,0,8,0,21,3,1,2,7,38,42,14,0,2,11,0,3,3,1,3,2,1,0,0,14,6,0,0,8,0,0,3,12,4,0,0,1,5,25,8,26,35,4,28,0,2,1,0,14,12,1,2,15,121,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361580451292735,0.0,0.10513247663450744,0.10938937360048752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013981606320507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735289658657296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643892884094872,0.0,0.0,0.08683136258646706,0.23783515575222536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941789325916004,0.09391858977867466,0.0,0.0,0.1201565867449231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156949775101304,0.0,0.1373700254440126,0.0,0.22414368979827531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162540251143946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811818785399342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690051976272716,0.21674910269963227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857151705194064,0.19268140868474185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877538779857406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394635415136722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139387748497013,0.12696967228762576,0.0,0.12337095413892815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999700439038953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36456498593710096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485537505043009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963589958773293,0.08421981621954044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047605479292367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494688661498605,0.0,0.29554423409748376,0.0,0.0,0.11138982934684663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490616480492237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733947420202169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331654439023026,0.0,0.12461340509348888,0.125620397852919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754143631677697,0.10435076170986403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,edibdedic007,2019/10/20,"Recently noticed how lonely I am... Plus a bit of a rant cause I haven’t talked to anyone in a long time.

I kind of always knew but, I would always have 1-2 “friends” by my side that would change from time to time. They would change every 1-2 years after they (at least how I understand it) get bored of me. I know a lot of people but I am someone who takes friendships seriously, if you treat me like a friend I’ll treat you like one too, same goes the other way.

I had a two year long relationship that failed because even though I had a gf I was so lonely that I started to be the bf who only goes out with his gf and only hangs out with her friend group. She broke up with me saying the bs that is “it’s not you it’s me” even though I knew the real reason. After the break up all of her friends that I actually tried to have a real friendship with (and thought that I did) chose to stop hanging out with me.

Over the last 3 months I have tried to invite anyone to hang out with, some politely declined, some went out but after I notice that they only went out with me to talk about themselves and not actually have a conversation with me I bail. 

Whenever I asked someone (like parents or step brother) for help they wouldn’t get it because they see nothing wrong with me. I was told to go to a psychologist... so I did, for 3 months and from the very beginning my psychologist loved me and the way I behave and after 3 months of tracking my progress (hobbies, Uni and how I try to get new friends) she told me that I don’t need to go again if I don’t want to. I chose to stop, seeing that I truly saw it more as a place to talk to someone than as a place to get help.

I don’t get it, I’m starting to lose hope of finding anyone who would actually treat me like a friend and not as a pity friend. I feel like I am just complaining and that these things will get better with time and that I will meet a real friend, but after you tell yourself these things every time, you start losing hope for it...

TLDR: me lonely don’t know why aghhhhhhhhhhh",4.991408450704223,4.436822330985915,5.8470539906103305,84.75677816901413,68.64788732394365,8.508450704225353,27.13967136150235,7.645422480735847,1.2439502347417837,1587,40,358,15,24,524,180,426,0.081,0.701,0.218,0.9969,1,6,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,5,5,5,13,33,0,0,23,0,27,1,0,5,1,70,61,28,0,11,11,2,1,5,11,7,0,1,0,0,26,27,0,2,9,0,0,8,9,12,0,2,14,5,60,21,63,39,8,52,0,8,3,1,47,14,0,8,32,240,86,1,0.0,0.0,0.2006997375778422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408671119838774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380601155975234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408978734669289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358113544087471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606314367370619,0.07484444056685446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042499746024883,0.14504446372608565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905600266305996,0.0,0.11552129866088932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03466353090678897,0.04897579479416525,0.0,0.0,0.06265814200846184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237241543700906,0.0,0.2149033389301225,0.0,0.07792291445770097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190211003255096,0.0,0.0,0.13618141474530635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138961284357251,0.07535220734363429,0.05588157657311423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674628554125594,0.0,0.0,0.12133825613714355,0.0,0.15339129766802692,0.0,0.058283115478004625,0.06187367662581515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641601394797718,0.0,0.0,0.05083275631714173,0.0,0.06621096664350833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578049110572222,0.15610092773605627,0.0,0.0,0.04645472672727434,0.15641778467335707,0.0,0.0,0.07612235304367902,0.0,0.0,0.04752749158198965,0.0,0.14325102822477934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23409222165662746,0.0,0.07048608604664103,0.06768991510392673,0.07360254790440778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451778677437912,0.0,0.0,0.10925911707144484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742596041030088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455710103731306,0.0,0.0,0.11463030791359215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515449219949379,0.16530603727119114,0.0599202006901112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910899572923478,0.0,0.13471012391768594,0.05442511134175599,0.1998752226343428,0.0,0.0,0.1310147190605054,0.0,0.1396332888141856,0.0,0.06696839539706624,0.07136830255436183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656515756312586,0.04043558875878271,0.10883173404031612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710257486991908,0.06186033698751265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479837461890384,0.07495426691178428,0.0,0.08829450529646565
lonely,ImInVertigo,2019/10/20,"Lonli boi alert Fresh off a breakup. At that point where everything seems empty and worthless to live for. I’m just askin for ONE person (more are appreciated of course) who will stay by me, just a friend through thick and thin.",2.695813953488372,5.508885093023256,2.3081860465116293,93.83158139534883,81.7906976744186,5.300465116279073,20.227906976744187,6.742157984588678,0.15733860465116267,181,5,37,2,5,53,39,43,0.095,0.684,0.221,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,8,3,1,7,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590805079545307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30868337085737835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528008632784928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707384318885663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488626434781372,0.0,0.0,0.37769414658814815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637259251269814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.425856145594649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,21inches,2019/10/20,Yay everything hurts again I was sad already and it somehow managed to get worse.,1.7940000000000005,4.153084400000001,2.0933333333333337,88.96000000000002,105.0,4.666666666666667,31.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,2.3116666666666674,66,4,11,1,3,20,15,15,0.41,0.441,0.15,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5211917002382959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42447026589717707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467557915803489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056039166383257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813111922378645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PuroresuDrifter,2019/10/20,"Feeling as if have nothing to offer in a relationship Hey all, first post here because it seems like a place I would find comforting. 

I just don’t know if I’m even meant to ever find a relationship. I’ve tried and tried to push outside my limits of not opening up and it doesn’t seem to be working. In the last few months, I’ve been closer than ever before of finding a relationship but it always fails. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. Is it because I overshare? Is it because I immediately text back? Is it because I agree with everything the girl says because I want her to like me? Is it because my interests are too weird? I can’t tell if I’m too open or not enough. I lay in bed at night wondering whether or not I will find someone to share it with one day. 

I just feel with all the mental problems I have from my social anxiety to my debilitating ADHD, none of them want anything to do with me. I feel as if that would be a burden on them and that’s the last thing I want. Should I just focus on myself and hope someone notices me quietly working hard, or should I try harder. I’m at a standstill physically and mentally",3.0534239389604174,4.398235489270392,4.7527539341917056,84.04317000476874,73.93562231759655,7.4095374344301375,27.536719122556033,7.984000788550335,1.665190939437291,891,34,185,13,18,302,123,233,0.092,0.7959999999999999,0.113,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,5,11,11,0,0,10,0,21,0,0,0,4,53,38,16,0,13,15,0,4,2,0,5,0,2,1,1,12,11,0,1,13,0,0,1,8,5,0,2,2,6,27,6,27,29,5,23,0,1,0,0,13,12,0,11,11,131,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563869007116646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698698750281512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997403937389372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860288309100745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038603895679121,0.0,0.3823655414918759,0.0,0.08895720343454794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742068476795658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801942057994696,0.0,0.06904874215430881,0.18912772822621512,0.0,0.0,0.09395525098073074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857812525854853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821965211258862,0.08892303324146697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364874131329998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383339915870106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490666090132465,0.17043071719545855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214749225702212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070669270292292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344410931760994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810521161852134,0.0,0.10031048660509312,0.1190213067544896,0.0,0.0,0.07084009506146953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922372352627156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012195673162363,0.0,0.0,0.1000321944457986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33671567078146514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313567788938198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903414962743194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656699798709003,0.17715552021940953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137396799059512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945279510111249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129306563660183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498403628689628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337090790417087,0.15221506265589654,0.0,0.0,0.14852670920697686,0.11429983055257335,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mr_Shakur,2019/10/20,"I’m in college, and my roommates dont include me in their plans, I don’t have anyone else I feel close enough to to reach out and make plans, I don’t get invited places, I feel like I have no one. Life is passing me by and I’m to nervous to do anything about it. I make jokes about being sad and lonely and everyone just laughs them off and doesn’t think anything of them. I’m just a spectator in life, watching everything from the outside and experiencing none of it.",4.619312714776632,4.797352597938146,5.43458762886598,84.89387457044677,69.41237113402062,8.52852233676976,30.59965635738832,8.344100000000001,2.0005408934707907,370,14,80,5,6,121,59,97,0.106,0.8,0.094,-0.2732,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,2,4,6,0,1,2,0,9,2,0,2,0,16,18,7,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,3,0,1,0,4,12,3,15,17,2,8,0,2,1,0,3,7,0,0,1,53,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701317804357884,0.2493053742297395,0.4004556739198911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28516382895606984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325878964330785,0.0,0.0,0.2514098436952789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324982854537711,0.2186761865282708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460551474336352,0.17382456566762522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271222505833343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437217161107199,0.11887161088406226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32482982895010826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487680762535986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542127990700778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559066794510774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WindoofMDA,2019/10/20,"Just wanna share something I am feeling lonely and empty day for day. The first feeling in the day? Loneliness and this pressure on my chest. I often feel nauseous because of this emptiness. I am honestly sick of always replying „I‘m fine“ to people, even though it‘s not the case. Sometimes I need to hide my tears when someone asks me how I am. It‘s a really bad feeling when you‘re feeling lonely, but even worse is the feeling when you are lonely, even though people are around you (and often to hide your pain). I have a few people who know „my real me“, and it makes me feel a little bit better, but still extremely lonely. That‘s just something I wanted to write down.",5.244374453193352,6.594122448818902,5.336955380577432,81.9326946631671,68.60629921259843,7.219247594050744,27.496937882764648,7.3871296695380915,1.5877636045494312,529,17,93,5,9,166,77,127,0.21899999999999997,0.672,0.109,-0.9377,0,8,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,2,15,11,0,1,7,0,7,3,1,2,0,27,19,12,0,3,5,0,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,0,7,15,4,12,19,2,13,0,4,0,0,7,5,0,2,8,71,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303169446099915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162710081376067,0.13822951073060924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345725466725288,0.09013432511332138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307705046627905,0.16142525710839806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860731700285907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929811914927037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5233386130718106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576997744582635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126020685040908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819496127998594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986979625968104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963661022615903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157333886455616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30752334402794285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829750159930212,0.09472315596693223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528163384786942,0.22766031355070798,0.1462377125905108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180815033786784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905441770132872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872118925905451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068237576204854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LTcJQQNI,2019/10/20,"I'm 33, single and lonely Hello, 

This is my first post on reddit. 

Idk where to start but I'll give you a brief background.   
I'm from a big family with lots of siblings, nieces and nephews but I am the only one from the family who lives in the US. I moved to the USA 7 years ago and am grateful for that. At the time of moving here I never thought I'll be single when I'll turn 33 but here I'm. 

I'm a decent looking guy, I workout regularly and play sports. I'm educated and have a very nice job but I'm kinda shy. Recently I met a woman (31, white) and I liked her a lot, things were going good until she suddenly ended things because of lack of time on her side. 

I'm devastated not only because I really liked her but more because I'm very lonely, I feel like I'll never find someone and since I'm shy, it's very hard for me to start conversations. I don't have anyone I can talk to about these feelings or get a hug. I've friends but most of them all married and those who aren't don't live in the same state. Weekends are the worst, sometimes the whole weekend is spent without saying a single word.",0.955376503237744,2.8712135404255363,3.107123034227566,90.98434782608696,81.68085106382979,5.6188714153561525,20.43015726179464,6.7026698264267655,0.2551776133209991,862,24,190,9,23,293,137,235,0.11,0.747,0.14300000000000002,0.8995,1,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,1,1,5,11,0,0,16,0,13,1,0,0,3,32,34,17,0,1,9,1,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,9,9,0,0,4,5,1,4,7,3,0,2,4,6,19,8,22,29,12,30,0,2,2,1,19,8,0,5,19,115,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517319197991124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084856766086724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23760841846328656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507750283012272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449688111296288,0.0,0.13139084098615006,0.09282047583776544,0.0,0.0,0.11875169317371845,0.11051655549830527,0.0,0.0,0.10038192794492487,0.0,0.0678819345435615,0.12463862459828125,0.07384098644062215,0.10897730895908987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864899018550796,0.0,0.0,0.1163898254414405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893333436800794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042854115841545,0.0,0.2294573286417282,0.0,0.10910666359039264,0.0,0.0,0.2209200089436967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761854666760721,0.0,0.0,0.2004167221285939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804246787338857,0.1976319562740387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244349566628308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323510217613933,0.0,0.12828806874437804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332383438160303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747765302110884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008743836366082,0.0,0.12850195736431475,0.0,0.18392718971764427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443107731655324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263656905318353,0.0,0.0,0.10314819296954013,0.15152393831337485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132418169508829,0.0,0.0,0.15628719557869758,0.0,0.0,0.32161222883143664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505979490237306,0.0,0.12524580259785367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366926999267832
lonely,Johnny_Rabbit89,2019/10/20,I can’t get over my gf and feel extremely alone can someone talk to me? Like the title says I broke up with her and it’s been a week she moved on but she was the first girl I ever loved and now I feel alone and depressed can someone just talk to me?,-1.1132142857142853,0.8702698214285718,0.8050000000000033,103.54000000000002,91.85714285714286,3.9142857142857146,15.142857142857142,5.288315135182226,-1.1850785714285714,194,4,50,1,7,63,41,56,0.184,0.7,0.11599999999999999,-0.4932,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,10,9,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,3,10,2,6,7,0,8,0,2,0,1,9,3,0,0,5,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056041862396562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023308431508836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079204036220476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24683697915706654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076215701284804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752617713921685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924932131757235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029941884348256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594274675834993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410898782791366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136308212182031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923782123847319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579308727716846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PandaPooooP,2019/10/20,Just wont to talk to some one Hello all I've been lonely and depressed for a long time know and I just want to meet some one that i can talk to so hit me up if you want to talk.,-1.1582558139534882,0.04362893023255943,1.2257558139534908,105.42142441860467,85.27906976744184,4.3,13.075581395348838,3.1291,-1.8178325581395351,136,1,40,0,4,46,30,43,0.13699999999999998,0.802,0.061,-0.6369,0,2,0,0,1,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,7,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,4,0,7,4,3,3,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,3,2,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25725149305146144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641459809576106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26432121610568626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40478478110092747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7201997818684286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416192913269268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523368254968386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwaway678400,2019/10/20,Tired of feeling lonely Just a lonely guy here who's tired of it. Birthday is tomorrow but I'm still probably not gonna be happy. If there's anyone out there who could just lay down and cuddle with me please help. I'm tired of this.,1.2526530612244926,3.379523244897964,2.680979591836735,93.29616326530613,81.85714285714286,5.552653061224492,17.963265306122448,6.742157984588678,-0.05725632653061208,185,4,40,2,5,60,38,49,0.268,0.597,0.136,-0.7577,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,10,7,3,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,4,0,4,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109596160128195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394985668438307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649349251866302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228125036162738,0.0,0.24525735722855624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442739800966893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529020442841127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24840234243283596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399194079692965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7944076918811338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheMcgregster,2019/10/20,I’m lost I feel so alone every day I’m trapped inside my house. Every moment of everyday is spent thinking about how nice it would be for life to be over. I just want to end it so bad. I just want to sleep. I’m sick of having nothing.,0.16442307692307526,1.8206696730769245,2.3083076923076935,97.03669230769232,83.03846153846155,4.929230769230768,18.09230769230769,5.6839178017228535,-0.5332353846153843,181,4,44,1,5,61,36,52,0.267,0.642,0.091,-0.9078,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,0,8,14,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,1,8,9,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28381961890215657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22880939375729906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673115222725175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24271538547455446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617758728246808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856130795980226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162018294825216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935603910555652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299143685552503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26294582944699035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742348406730419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755918024859648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232681680125252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466797574819825,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dangerneedle,2019/10/20,"I hate it.. I just hate this life.It's a waste of time.No fuckin purpose whatsoever.Even if i get some knowledge,something that will finally make some sense in this boring reality,then what?You die ,oh my, the plot twist.
I don't even know man.I just can't speak with no one about this.Who would understand?They are in the same boat as I am.I would just scare them for no reason and i would hate myself for this.I guess I will pretend further that everything is all right.Yes,I love this life",0.9654620462046212,3.388250752475252,1.945965346534656,96.10198432343238,86.02970297029701,5.346864686468646,19.307755775577558,6.816661863887847,0.0860290429042907,390,11,87,5,12,122,69,101,0.25,0.6709999999999999,0.079,-0.9546,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,4,1,3,0,9,3,0,2,1,17,17,3,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,0,1,10,1,8,12,4,4,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,4,1,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456644437493084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24764711122939725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684878374627929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536652473299524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794643593448724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065216567037388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5552696662706943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302976471908558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648341804195865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920089191258608,0.0,0.1251390841684929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703594847523278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275254481229606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010015121124366,0.0,0.0,0.18769227938272048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432518356852184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931649058283824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951650702691086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39952440835181696,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MisterManSir-,2019/10/20,"I can compliment the hell out of you As long as you’re kind, of course. That’s what makes people beautiful. 
I’m not into men but they deserve to be told they’re pretty too!! 
Won’t just casually say “you’re pretty”, I’ll pick out unique things about looks and personality. 
If you think “there’s nothing attractive about me” your flippin wrong",2.4769083155650296,4.978427522388063,3.4652452025586378,87.26626865671642,79.74626865671641,6.8136460554371014,21.51172707889127,7.957251820313856,1.033701066098082,272,8,55,5,7,87,53,67,0.138,0.6559999999999999,0.20600000000000002,0.6411,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,1,0,5,6,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,11,8,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,6,4,10,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,8,3,1,1,1,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897670196518974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462530853589313,0.2336699711212575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857420244342084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669998631412864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929118122186836,0.2429676174645931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5661849170450115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212850856362611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486488715562965,0.17829903342101094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658912351568476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042357798019076,0.0,0.0
lonely,BDDisawful,2019/10/20,"Feel like an ugly, deformed alien https://imgur.com/a/Ydi70qV

Absolutely can’t stand the sight of myself, and sometimes fall into a cycle of needing constant validation. I’ve managed to make a decent amount of friends since I’ve started uni but still feel lonely as hell, and sometimes drink to ease the anxiety so I can go out.",10.081321839080461,9.939162879310349,8.632758620689652,67.60477011494254,58.13793103448275,10.491954022988507,40.022988505747115,9.725611199111238,4.063912643678161,269,12,41,4,3,82,47,58,0.21,0.6829999999999999,0.107,-0.8316,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,8,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,2,8,8,1,8,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,4,22,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196007352358196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102107572335321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812103102804073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902931432226981,0.20507630124090406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22178247103965426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314327461205885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024341259833692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916153208781201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285195454636224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23745966984856276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5678209658082364,0.0,0.20318312002006528,0.0,0.22924713504073374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,eddshjip,2019/10/20,"Am I the only one here that actually enjoys being alone? I don't mind not having people in my life, ever since I was little I was taught to be self sufficient, I was taught that no one will actually care about you except yourself, that you should always expect the worst from everyone and everything.

And I've seen these things play out in life, now I'm  not completely devoid of human interaction, I do have people I'd consider friends, the thing is they live in different countries and we've never seen each other's faces, we only gather like 3 times a week to play some video games online. We have fun, yes. But I've never actually relied on them for anything, I've never actually opened up to them, told them about my problems, they have, and I do admit I've had shortcomings as far as advice goes.

Anyway, did someone else feel like Joker(2019) is overrated ?",9.891359724612737,7.250200975903617,9.794716006884688,67.07704819277112,60.325301204819276,12.618244406196215,35.762478485370046,10.914260884657429,3.745088812392426,686,20,123,13,7,227,109,166,0.064,0.777,0.16,0.9388,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,2,5,0,6,10,0,0,4,1,19,3,1,0,4,24,28,7,0,3,4,0,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,2,7,9,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,2,0,2,10,3,18,8,17,14,3,16,0,0,2,0,17,9,0,1,9,85,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.5481344614664384,0.0,0.0,0.13722075543107418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543696503909803,0.0,0.0,0.1168440578658286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555702738482608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317167668096906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723194364903566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671324342174655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730627408074615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702159170750352,0.0,0.1341811965160523,0.12620408060499475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100261842176804,0.1003189686308577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849127188501996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837131721755316,0.13720819445256124,0.14074178777332824,0.12399700791430512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178825904706607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249110502642585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030993954849326,0.2135976339591627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947047090161771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436685016701438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649290840623455,0.0,0.0,0.1161602243969103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189808409855426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658299689882465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188239220542122,0.0,0.0,0.1341811965160523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263970182291652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kaelis69,2019/10/20,I don't want to be by myself for the holidays...again. It been almost 2 years since I broke up with my girlfriend and I'm dreading the coming holidays. I'm going to hate all the lovey dovey couple and family oriented TV shows and movies that will be coming out. I'm not going to want to go out and see all those people who have someone to share this special time with. I guess I'll just come home to my cave after work and hibernate through the holidays in order to reduce how much pain I'll have to endure because I have no one to love and no one who loves me.,6.08579096045198,4.7691139067796655,6.780000000000001,81.48180790960453,66.71186440677965,9.900564971751416,28.98870056497175,8.841846274778883,1.9736056497175127,443,11,95,6,6,147,76,118,0.152,0.7070000000000001,0.142,0.1642,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,1,4,0,8,3,0,1,2,22,24,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,6,13,0,0,0,4,0,6,4,4,0,2,1,1,8,4,19,20,3,14,0,1,1,2,6,4,0,2,3,61,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884701479612752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473412500303973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486391704123654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825633202643973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743236359070094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209007879887736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734005641617897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582335910645825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879500419729006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397427953539004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835969088431285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550787277628955,0.0,0.20027404402393176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048459156447778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998299711619367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569340375028728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947396977139053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974968769100547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220281823523947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702277112602906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120429752874655
lonely,crazyshy1987,2019/10/20,"Just want to let it out. About a year ago, my social life fell apart. It's not like i've been lonely all my life; i've had very large groups of friends in elementary and the first two years of middle school. But after 7th grade, my family and i moved. Something just triggered me to... put myself in a bubble, and i suddenly wouldn't let anybody in. Even my own family. This ""something"" is when i told them i was suicidal due to my parents fighting all the time, and instead of giving me the love and attention i was trying to ask for, they did the opposite and even beat me up. My parents also almost divorced 3 times in a single summer. So that's one part of this.
What happened next is what brought me here. 8th grade started, and i just moved so i know nobody. Usually, within the first few weeks, i get someone to be interested in me and we become friends. This has happened every single time i move to a new school, which has happened a lot. However, because of this bubble, i guess people could tell that i wasn't a good person? Every night i'd ask myself, looking in the mirror, ""why don't people like me?"" Every morning i'd wake up thinking someone would try to be my friend. But it never happened. Every day, this 13 y/o smart girl who definitely was an interesting and beautiful person would sit by herself at lunch, do all her work on her own, stand in the corner all the time, and always be alone.
Then, we moved again, which was about 6 months ago. I recently started high school, just turned 14, and i hoped, like how everyone always says, that everyone is new so everyone is looking for a friend. Bull. Its been about 3 months since school started, and guess what. I'm still alone. I'm still being ignored, and i still have confidence problems so even if i wanted to ""put myself out there"" i'd fail miserably.
Is it because i'm not incredibly skinny like all the other girls at school? Is it because i know nothing about makeup? Is it because i exist? I just want to be acknowledged. I've been alone for too long now. I just wish i had somebody. My parents will either call me weak or beat me up again. My old friends don't like me anymore because i'm ""too depressing."" My counselors or teachers will just get my parents involved. I just want at least one person to say hi to me in the hallways during break, or hug me when i look like i'm about to cry (all the time), or talk about our favorite tv shows. I want someone to tell me i AM beautiful and i am NOT fat and i AM interesting. I want a genuine caring human being that won't try to ruin my life and fill this hole in my heart. When i cry, i don't even feel anything anymore. The only thing that keeps me from ending it all are my video games. Is there even any hope for me at this point?",3.110328191663932,4.625766263537908,4.20890219888415,87.31262799474895,74.09025270758123,6.7692156219232045,25.226288152280933,7.348242739294969,1.1160664259927793,2146,70,439,24,44,699,246,554,0.08900000000000001,0.78,0.131,0.9740000000000001,5,5,2,0,3,0,82.0,3,0,2,6,40,30,1,1,21,0,45,11,4,2,8,75,86,33,1,15,19,4,1,6,5,6,5,2,0,6,28,20,3,2,6,4,0,9,10,9,0,5,13,6,68,21,52,58,16,79,0,5,3,2,42,25,0,11,48,297,96,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035880671126277,0.0,0.05668453943628581,0.1758858409756796,0.0,0.04526924097448665,0.09420445655026527,0.0,0.0,0.03849524836691218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122794626022258,0.0,0.0,0.04658339997850802,0.0,0.10584131182322297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253796168183758,0.06251887285248807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05780289774056406,0.0,0.05771542961392395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04519672584167978,0.0,0.12436203075168532,0.03650735099089707,0.0,0.04875621924821007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013771288616144,0.0,0.0,0.18694460564907897,0.0,0.19077806776997802,0.1622735498227993,0.0,0.0,0.10672960062934776,0.0,0.02862260693543005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963011395358699,0.0,0.0,0.21867524748480074,0.0,0.05915048311964941,0.05430336443657098,0.0,0.04747994085136797,0.0,0.0,0.12471975781607067,0.0,0.2002323790184612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708052113691212,0.0,0.05980925365991115,0.0,0.11244864571491968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031561779746968,0.0,0.0,0.06222033809289342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577063122349453,0.11995129967433978,0.165934284062897,0.0,0.0,0.0500961258243284,0.14260889674858815,0.0,0.0,0.04812593124990853,0.051090753866732015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036761929859884,0.2406605512108964,0.0,0.0,0.043659428752562214,0.1093443410683152,0.060203042510276826,0.05312259000216831,0.0,0.054316715339864166,0.0,0.05940036858509305,0.0,0.07671782698554651,0.04305278632707882,0.0,0.0,0.25142507219223104,0.061300736110274034,0.0,0.07848944839671937,0.14828325482300914,0.0,0.0,0.05351267271011125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416602405613802,0.0,0.11381295782758424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589337793435424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003359675208522,0.0,0.28645060256322025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468265610247522,0.0,0.0,0.05770452811256476,0.1438908276937017,0.08715890734523689,0.0,0.0,0.12020188659682908,0.0,0.13562119789327462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191975053388987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045499209160101035,0.09895543281248563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037607710108281935,0.036271995534983635,0.0,0.0,0.16504233077057642,0.0,0.0,0.05409118327426643,0.0,0.11529895069192315,0.06157303618379612,0.055297599765616386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234549939729137,0.046707367334379815,0.2003324992524618,0.0,0.04540736640795424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107973896969743,0.0,0.06509618173577042,0.0,0.0,0.04121115602434002,0.0,0.0,0.08042512061697574,0.0,0.0,0.07290714054649346
lonely,sadnlonelynbored,2019/10/20,32/m/greater Boston I'm just feeling quite lonely today and am looking for a connection or something. If anyone wants to chat feel free to message me.,3.0554022988505736,5.67161431034483,4.048965517241381,83.2509195402299,78.3103448275862,5.2459770114942526,30.356321839080447,6.42735559955562,1.836783908045977,121,6,20,1,3,39,28,29,0.094,0.743,0.162,0.2516,0,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,3,6,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070114574250621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440190376368279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36871242625106493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670103221224018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33802139553722016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161917717259624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589778181459992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jkmn-,2019/10/20,"so many dead threads i have so many dms that have never gone anywhere. old internet conversations from months back, dead. so i keep making new ones and they never go anywhere. i’m kind of tired of that. i was always afraid of voice chatting with strangers, so it was easy to just stop talking with people. but i think i’ve gotten over that fear now. i wanna make more sturdy connections. anyway",2.3930666666666696,5.187300573333335,2.6066666666666656,91.21666666666668,83.26666666666667,4.933333333333334,20.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.27633333333333354,313,9,59,3,9,95,55,75,0.175,0.7979999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.8883,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,13,12,6,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,4,1,6,1,9,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,8,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743275988131114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732095520276566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534779550239529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801935266066827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021972323317655,0.0,0.2345716170021068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007230227174806,0.4567526561021956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797988429560376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474658217073982,0.2175556483668288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363704527275843,0.0,0.15264069844005082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561655835964529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883258335050744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810539046153174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443362761908621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25890101548414685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RatherSmallPotato,2019/10/20,"Feeling extremely lonely and lack of intimacy is really getting to me My ex and I broke up about 6 months ago, but the intimacy had died long before the breakup. I really yearn for intimacy with someone but so far people of the opposite sex around my age are just looking for casual sex and nobody actually wants meaningful relationships. 

I have a full time job that pays about $4000 per month after tax and my rent is around $700. I work out and take care of myself, I have time, money, energy and health, but nobody to share this with. It's getting to me a lot. I have my hobbies and my life, but it feels so meaningless without anyone to share it with. I have friends that I hang out with weekly, but a friendship is never as close as an actual romantic relationship.

Many groups I've gravitated towards(mgtow, ""red pill"") are all about how relationships are just a lie, and even though their points are compelling, it makes me pretty depressed if I have to accept it. I don't want to accept it, but the reality I've experienced is pretty similar to the reality they describe, so how can I not?",6.083441487422526,6.5923518246445525,7.237630331753553,72.08114837768868,66.29857819905213,10.85249726576741,30.92271235873132,10.727762888450028,3.342955231498359,869,31,162,23,13,295,123,211,0.09,0.706,0.204,0.9796,2,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,1,14,11,0,0,10,0,16,5,0,4,2,44,26,23,1,5,11,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,9,17,0,0,5,1,4,1,4,4,0,0,1,5,22,7,28,25,4,20,0,4,2,2,10,9,0,2,10,115,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.2786506003505592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265591481295171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982980530705107,0.0,0.0,0.2541954711142218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148882544024575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455660114987713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296968798806855,0.0,0.14817524537906251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429984597734664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438006467797135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030562815801932,0.0,0.14918540784586853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176042074328192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167961035550225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084439224477937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634911108811708,0.11989288619926758,0.0,0.0,0.1213800175893202,0.0,0.0,0.09530170817865202,0.14474883880962452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22791918899210425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011490255444656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898042884092707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496609802884976,0.0,0.0,0.29050178549384004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292735392317516,0.0,0.0,0.459852488288517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097061980791315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734710193635484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027319127062582,0.0,0.16650350853795098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684217610717057,0.0,0.11452343445910293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762753129518882,0.0,0.10394003218628872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Heather722,2019/10/20,"NPR Segment about Lonely Middle Age Men: M25 and Up is this true for you? Why? The segment talked about how men after college, particularly after divorce are more likely to feel lonely. 

I'm curious about how this plays out in real life. 

Are you a guy married or not who would want more friends? Would those friends have to be other guys?",3.5528645833333314,5.955391890625003,3.8731250000000017,86.29270833333338,75.40625,5.5166666666666675,24.729166666666664,6.42735559955562,0.8334666666666668,267,9,49,2,6,83,50,64,0.08199999999999999,0.713,0.205,0.884,0,4,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,2,1,12,10,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,5,11,7,4,9,0,2,0,0,11,6,0,1,4,34,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344635814294265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438369124635852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5618117361109989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003844622028225,0.13860063360391853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32291071516949826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22802590508698706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733257677673785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559935419797621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030621907269931,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,harvorus,2019/10/20,Just want to talk to someone till i fall asleep So usually I'm very cheerful and happy. But lately I've met someone and they made me feel so amazing that i started expecting things from them and i know i shouldn't be expecting so much of them. But i cant help fell so crushed when now they just sort of ignore me. Don't know what else to say so just hoping to talk with someone.,2.8991666666666696,4.029591250000003,3.770000000000003,91.78166666666668,74.0,6.833333333333335,25.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.9625833333333338,300,10,67,3,6,96,52,80,0.09300000000000001,0.711,0.195,0.8707,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,4,0,10,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,20,13,12,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,2,11,4,9,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,6,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540661689757168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222209021307517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362646416830024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876509422219547,0.0,0.0,0.22044152184016014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439503994272984,0.0,0.2503636930839841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100097806336307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315515522528445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764996186355995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5641599831456452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709385465693612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35678206157161946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745043475598366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24444112562931836,0.1831279171194493,0.13090894582289028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Shubhi_,2019/10/20,Why is it so hard for us to make contact with any other human being? Is it the fear of dissapointing them? The fear of appearing like an asshole in front of them? Or the fear of being boring/unfunny? Are we all doomed to be alone forever? I want to hear it from you all.,0.8150595238095235,2.973574196428572,3.4321428571428565,87.07952380952383,83.82142857142857,6.590476190476192,20.047619047619047,7.793537801064563,0.8296404761904768,209,6,45,4,6,73,41,56,0.272,0.672,0.055999999999999994,-0.9416,0,1,0,1,0,0,7.0,2,1,2,0,1,5,0,3,4,0,6,0,0,1,2,8,10,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,6,1,11,7,2,3,1,1,0,0,8,1,0,2,1,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421243666626253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589776228488092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7891985434907757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941991525027254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634857349727262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421252902870245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604918614477548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812071513008753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788881252286306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094903453383154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Just-Jayme,2019/10/20,"A friend for you Loneliness sucks. Simple as. Whether it's a temporary feeling, or what seems like a never ending spiral, it's awful nonetheless. 

If anyone here needs someone to talk to, vent to, complain or just needs some company, I'll always be here. Whether this post is 10 minutes or 10 months old. I know what it's like to have no one, or even just to feel occasionally lonely. I wouldn't wish it on anyone. 

If you don't want to message first, or anything, leave a comment and I'll message you.

Everyone needs someone, we can help ourselves by helping each other.",3.9064747474747454,5.778901263636367,4.7312121212121205,82.91126262626263,72.72727272727272,7.070707070707071,29.494949494949488,7.793537801064563,1.996919191919192,449,19,83,6,9,145,74,110,0.16899999999999998,0.706,0.126,-0.46299999999999997,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,3,0,1,5,6,1,0,4,1,6,0,0,0,1,26,16,11,0,8,11,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,2,6,3,10,14,2,7,0,1,0,0,12,1,1,9,7,55,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161177491026465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708850942615451,0.0,0.15940213036549947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156451116481725,0.0,0.0,0.12793986018431364,0.0,0.0,0.1850927551850391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958854237443747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476477463780154,0.0,0.0,0.1496554580531349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25967181207155365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064548148980613,0.0,0.0,0.20510488004224692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926826861430596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154612920470607,0.0,0.0,0.4308878416650707,0.1493966940349993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032600733593551,0.0,0.13125904360941826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855151700953104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763411154267481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328250041645925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556921751828266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425181207976882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227503800093782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rsanabria101,2019/10/20,"So lonely abroad..did I make a mistake? I moved to South Korea 2 months ago looking to step out of my comfort zone. I knew these were possibilities that would occur in my time.                                      I’m 24 years old, American, teaching here at a public school. And really, I feel so lonely. Back at home, I always had people by my side, with me everyday and I loved it. I’m an introvert but not to this level. I try to make friends but all they want to do is talk about themselves. Not that we have to talk about me..but equal chat would be fine?  it lets me know I’m not in their best interests anyways. The real world doesn’t care about your feelings. Although, the point is, I wish I could have a friend who lived near me I could hang out with, talk with & make me fee comfortable. Just one.                                       Iv tried Tinder,kakao & other apps but no luck.           At the same time, Iv changed as well. I realized I don’t carry a lot of interests people like to do. Drink, club, party. I enjoy reading books and talking about important issues. But nobody has it here. Usually..Iv read, “if you change yourself, then you’re adjusting to finding people within your setting of interest”. And that search begins..",1.7028260869565202,4.1191227608695655,2.9275652173913045,90.4596086956522,82.26086956521739,5.940869565217391,20.93913043478261,7.24861992348623,0.6635008695652176,905,27,184,13,25,291,148,230,0.051,0.7170000000000001,0.23199999999999998,0.9928,0,4,1,0,0,0,46.0,1,3,2,1,12,18,0,0,8,0,17,4,0,3,1,41,33,14,0,8,9,0,2,1,2,2,2,0,1,0,10,10,1,0,7,6,1,3,6,3,1,1,3,3,26,15,29,24,5,28,0,2,1,1,16,14,0,3,11,119,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841418456307383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176585068899953,0.26503038733984113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940434181341453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283493990241259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469600712378415,0.0,0.258760605573902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952979050914372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981032837251952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368009117134254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178267928146512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898190934773207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267982938116145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765250299573214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721450203156691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506305118351851,0.0,0.05975104290712122,0.0,0.10799574427464513,0.0,0.10270367400786486,0.0,0.0,0.10397759327307443,0.11038318610364373,0.0,0.24491450359044084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762104670445833,0.12998867897609798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283363709460324,0.0,0.08287564317118966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25436839546780404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561581819817092,0.1378781981486079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446720909547913,0.13920753098719169,0.07835040059516837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377711338812675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39320990920498977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263166568219568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607134779519842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213744782234059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109965038751406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064235501240174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737610112316684,0.0,0.0,0.0787590890146212
lonely,re0388,2019/10/20,"Broken down and giving up I can't even just have a friend, it has to cost me. They expect me to give them things and money and if I say something about it, suddenly I'm the asshole and they say ""oh I never expect you to give me anything"". Yet they do. 

I am done. I don't want friends if this is what friendship is.   


My heart is broken. I literally have no one. I haven't got a single friend. No one calls me, no one checks on me, no one cares. No one even thinks about me. I barely exist. I don't have any family. No one to invite me to a single holiday. No one to even wish me a happy birthday. My entire existence is meaningless and I'm just waiting to die.   


All I want is for this to be over.",-0.6841333333333317,1.3457979200000023,2.056000000000001,95.16466666666668,89.8,4.933333333333334,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.3732666666666664,528,12,124,6,18,183,76,150,0.201,0.645,0.153,-0.6121,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,4,0,8,5,0,0,5,0,17,1,1,0,2,18,29,7,1,7,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,1,1,1,3,0,12,0,0,7,2,2,25,5,15,26,3,7,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,2,3,99,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025085401283872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921326161635134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551700811954376,0.0,0.1353119419500017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773737423126553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581367769546648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26297131768747817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511203348316635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076061904918451,0.0,0.0,0.3819373993479753,0.0,0.0,0.1061444304101052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127774659429118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572680935197253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235810646225707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6295185494353405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110808305293969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217060749625807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817004951855477,0.08503851027483912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655766976512964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261587452642494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,birdsaremyfriends,2019/10/20,"It would feel so nice to have someone say they like you . I’m still in high school , and always hearing about how this person has a crush this person and so on, makes me feel so sad. I know I’m still young but like I feel like after high school it would be harder to meet people and talk to people ( for me ) so I feel like my time to experience these things is quickly running out. Like, it’s taken me quite a while to just not feel scared anymore to say “how are you” back to someone . I was so bad at talking to people I couldn’t even ask them how they are back when they’d ask me. So what if I grow older and my social skills are still terrible. What if I can’t ever experience being in a relationship. 

Actually someone did say they liked but turns out it was a prank. ;-; humiliating. Feels like I am a joke.

Thanks for reading. Just needed to vent",1.7483499999999983,3.602313017142862,3.2401964285714304,91.31286607142859,78.82857142857142,5.746428571428572,19.50892857142857,6.6274283507984215,0.0007785714285710732,658,15,146,6,16,216,96,175,0.08900000000000001,0.735,0.17600000000000002,0.9412,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,5,2,21,14,0,1,5,0,17,0,0,4,1,29,34,19,0,6,7,0,6,7,0,2,0,4,0,2,10,6,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,4,10,21,10,19,24,0,23,0,1,0,0,20,8,0,2,20,101,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.10349900189594753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825019564894518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518275785305137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830307011338813,0.0,0.0,0.16310677881909566,0.08855544846714641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005145458375732,0.0959371021905079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749354386761876,0.0,0.0,0.3217619320190148,0.2273072872684625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953702934309067,0.0,0.0,0.22411586586833027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058287656562314716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627080040855368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079569656810572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864194950036049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205853979007568,0.1852145390823141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128075831452916,0.10608843610310864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386846346249375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25302887419482856,0.10618429683778016,0.2146762278192134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811454324449488,0.269592207440468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25409832372080265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049359477420128,0.0,0.09764555425910132,0.0,0.0,0.07046137510901755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184428429068956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536253567834605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068358524527015,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WhyB01h3r,2019/10/20,"Has anyone had success here? In making connections and finding friends? because I thought we were all in the same boat here but no one seems to wanna talk more then maybe once before ghosting me and never speaking again... am I just that awful to talk to?

I've been trying to make friends but I seem to be terrible at it! Have any of you had any luck with making a connection with someone here that lasts longer then a week?

I just wanted to know how some of your guy's conversations play out and maybe I'm not alone in the lonely sub maybe a success story or two could help give me hope that there's still a chance for me and if not what do you think is keeping you from connecting? 

I hate feeling this broken...",3.613566433566433,5.072594832167837,3.92055944055944,90.1085314685315,72.7062937062937,6.5986013986013985,24.88811188811189,6.980632752743323,0.8416069930069932,563,17,117,5,11,175,100,143,0.114,0.675,0.21100000000000002,0.9378,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,4,0,2,9,10,1,0,6,1,11,0,0,4,2,37,26,11,1,5,8,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,1,7,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,2,13,7,18,19,4,12,0,1,0,0,14,5,0,7,7,83,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623939289586057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325404912171264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096357870638595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558171596961217,0.0,0.13342230765288698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518927921850528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928104226294777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330919772854778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24228123702097815,0.0,0.0,0.1504135294394474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552532269590684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480412240178912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050974162028852,0.0,0.0,0.15573434407018388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139367969873831,0.0,0.0,0.08617127826765977,0.12781010814872076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139887256884829,0.0,0.4725696005155994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120931158504065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698319872031528,0.1062493940066966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28548336384819656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285320023865374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252179200655884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520542403765133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046889221019463,0.0,0.12447893909175628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645455884226047,0.0,0.15316743698250193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248266225193943,0.0,0.1257727272487553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fauzanvox,2019/10/20,"Why do people so obsess with marriage in my community, not getting married is like a taboo. Of course the elders will get mad at you. I mean, I am sure that marriage is not for everyone and some people happy being single. What do you guys think?",3.41,5.2529933333333325,4.823333333333334,81.855,74.0,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,1.1745249999999992,192,6,35,2,4,64,41,48,0.107,0.736,0.156,0.3987,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,11,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,5,9,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087321282921656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376087088064693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31991589336565995,0.0,0.3439417604576377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578484131619622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35194632475829113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479882484568537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30451420989108435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20702690717891847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29154393692521463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,marioshroomed,2019/10/20,"Hi fellow loneleys What do you all do to stay busy?  I only have video games, parents, brother, and gym.  Don't have any friends to hang out with.  Well I got one friend but he's deployed right now until next May.",0.11705426356589045,2.496216558139533,0.9259302325581408,101.18874031007752,92.72093023255816,2.8666666666666667,18.794573643410853,3.1291,-0.9062682170542642,164,5,36,0,6,50,38,43,0.043,0.8690000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.2199,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,7,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,3,3,5,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,3,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198796376738225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996173421394997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586014188447245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343871613656073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191009113634413,0.2459116763767465,0.0,0.0,0.3590264780786557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761272652413592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446332645079133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29071798765749884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-Break-,2019/10/20,I just want someone to talk to and spend time with. I want someone who cares about me as much as I care about them and looks forward to talking to me.,3.790937500000002,3.8481962187500014,3.9250000000000007,95.42,71.1875,6.4,28.5,3.1291,0.5602,117,4,28,0,2,36,21,32,0.0,0.74,0.26,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,9,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5746657625635021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366566761163984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716912367712026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775680309155183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453030288484897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433071277814715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33244786596140496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Averse_v2,2019/10/20,"Does anyone else talk to themselves? So idk how to describe this. Um. I hv created other personalities to help me my loneliness. At first it was just in my head, but now when I'm fully a alone I fully switch between personalities to not make me feel lonely. I act as some else. Like if there was some else with me, but its just me talking to me.Man I sound crazy... Haha sorry. But just curious if anyone else does this or it's just me😅

Out of context: but first time posting on Reddit so yeah, this is going to be a interesting experience",0.6114809960681526,3.0553015045871605,3.143676277850592,86.39121559633028,89.0,5.6830930537352575,19.712319790301443,7.1686216300943375,0.6363127129750978,420,13,86,7,14,145,72,109,0.092,0.732,0.17600000000000002,0.9004,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,10,4,0,0,2,2,4,1,1,2,0,19,8,12,0,2,12,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,2,2,10,3,14,5,2,12,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,5,6,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209854936058125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23237518831760395,0.3405147653003693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908271326914315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5552436987326828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254288104753195,0.0,0.0,0.08401885743355683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28268255688959826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944363437503502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705349350599511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137801139519324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118063801497212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091753768771212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901806411243068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914173020183733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860099746782144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671169384665747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689311732363798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Funeeded,2019/10/20,"(44M) I think “Not good enough” too often and about too many things. And I wonder why I’m lonely, It could be about myself or another, it still comes in as “not good enough”",0.20916666666666828,2.3078449166666672,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,85.94444444444444,4.711111111111111,11.777777777777779,5.985473137389443,-1.2882555555555557,131,1,31,1,4,42,27,36,0.201,0.799,0.0,-0.7440000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,4,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795339924630131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296363953357117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128436708747692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5508999931958692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471919023126513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702718438972882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128923653242316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710493235019242,0.17081468924679574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24054837927240735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28909631276346515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelysoul6,2019/10/20,Looking for people to socialize with Im not sad or depressed that im lonely but sometimes i just wanna talk to people and it kinda sucks not socializing,1.1950000000000005,3.7673618333333367,3.6633333333333336,79.48500000000001,97.33333333333334,5.066666666666666,22.66666666666667,6.742157984588678,1.3998666666666666,125,5,20,2,5,43,24,30,0.146,0.737,0.11599999999999999,-0.2341,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317084974994413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.581180458570141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22591096209660416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730123548952465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.548468675957376,0.0,0.0,0.266069916026883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622992008936104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rizzo-K2,2019/10/20,"New city, no change, all alone. About 2 months ago I moved to a new city where theres a lot more to do than my home town. I like this area much better, but I don't know anyone here. My days are either spent working, going to school, or sitting home by myself. I don't know how to go out and meet new people.. this is something I've struggled with since grade school. Luckily my cat is moving in with me today. It's going to be nice feeling needed by another living thing. 

I broke up with my girlfriend right before I moved, she just brought me so much stress and anxiety, the relationship just wasn't healthy for me. Doing this definitely made me a happier person, but this is part of the reason that I'm all alone.",3.318771159874608,4.6224830965517265,4.199184952978058,88.43476489028215,73.20689655172414,6.9278996865203775,22.83699059561129,7.348242739294969,0.7208620689655176,559,14,118,6,11,180,99,145,0.13699999999999998,0.72,0.14300000000000002,0.4466,0,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,2,5,0,10,0,0,3,2,22,21,7,0,1,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,7,6,0,0,4,0,1,7,4,3,0,0,4,1,16,3,17,16,8,22,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,2,8,76,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615792437778245,0.0,0.0,0.27143320232248025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374055299282273,0.10024426689649496,0.0,0.0,0.0916253241815292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150430456273266,0.0,0.0,0.11589310460050302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862159723534928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450913785442367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662571172546147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22341698371388466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628850533049135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403091395352902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401890261380974,0.0,0.11570959600105013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140443905078576,0.0,0.12399201114182393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459386109369573,0.4178202844026073,0.1926570825749425,0.09716355511320617,0.0,0.3796740550381538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190217087546345,0.0,0.0908457534529136,0.11441796134395812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472963503254887,0.0,0.1406865520957539,0.0,0.111906356216215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26523637353511603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083965884535444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088001342409328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010441816179212,0.13699012821242254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087056307063267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420939050909625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539775335848147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RohanDamodar,2019/10/20,"Why do people pull you out of your comfort zone just to make you feel lonely again? I was happy with myself. There was a girl I liked but stayed away because of the fear of getting heartbroken. She pulled me out of my zone, made me feel good about myself for a while and then left saying it won't work out. Now I'm feeling worse than ever before. Why do people do that? What should I do now?",2.090899470899469,3.7824502592592597,2.9080423280423315,94.82333333333334,77.27160493827161,5.122398589065256,17.74426807760141,5.288315135182226,-0.6055657848324523,305,5,67,1,7,96,60,81,0.179,0.6970000000000001,0.124,-0.8438,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,7,6,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,2,1,14,15,4,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,4,12,4,13,10,0,14,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,7,49,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141138525986256,0.0,0.0,0.13716860339602846,0.0,0.1914733525859717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354124675854002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532072902679998,0.34132688661231353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175623770072733,0.0,0.0,0.1887340360470294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395353547271485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24448221479917714,0.0,0.0,0.10993220360784044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291703634495407,0.1502009547463406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31199765874584257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894297876281146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398387573156304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060866598868971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381544852774274,0.0,0.22931209629283636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,laceysafeaccount,2019/10/20,"Am I being paranoid or do you feel this way also? When I see women with their kids outside or who are married/in a relationship, and they are grinning like a cat who got the cream, or their tone of voice sounds very delighted, I get the strong unshakable feeling that they are very smug and pleased with themselves because they were able to get a partner.

I’m wondering if this feeling is just because I’m over sensitive as a woman in her 30s who’s never even been on a date much less a relationship or if anyone else feels this way. And how accurate this perception is.",11.704375000000004,7.029402116071433,10.712142857142858,68.13285714285718,59.089285714285715,14.057142857142859,44.964285714285715,11.20814326018867,4.819725,455,19,88,8,4,146,76,112,0.018000000000000002,0.802,0.18,0.9446,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,5,1,5,4,0,0,8,0,10,0,0,1,1,20,21,13,0,2,7,0,4,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,8,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,8,10,3,8,17,2,8,0,0,2,0,16,3,0,7,4,61,18,0,0.19662783858044086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724321147309714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748675656040907,0.2014684570285943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397250107300433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425732840079274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987083294106955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976837727670959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20545986028705152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726124480767453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096062429874641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445440856456988,0.0,0.15165151083498166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158383205295874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222094254420438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668692985653138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244771187239814,0.0,0.3121480519852454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132345033584536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,reniltuo,2019/10/20,"Why am I crying on my birthday? It’s 3 am, I turned 16 and it feels like shit. I always hang out with my best friend and I was always ok with just her and I but not even she remembered this year. Thought I had some people who cared but I was wrong and they didn’t remember either. It only hurts more knowing it’s my birthday and I have no one to celebrate it with, not even my family cares.",-0.9403571428571452,1.1819042500000023,1.3280952380952409,98.00857142857146,95.78571428571428,4.704761904761905,15.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.4662666666666659,303,7,71,4,12,101,56,84,0.161,0.623,0.21600000000000005,0.6542,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,9,1,0,0,1,7,1,1,0,0,21,13,7,0,0,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,5,1,15,6,6,8,4,4,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,1,2,53,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32109319483856696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248500999717725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934427810498971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194221182818498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254878135849847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189239503566298,0.0,0.09755933680910216,0.13784072005433362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906966489328208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655277216762388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603812109208904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426370993849384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074525914131072,0.14674419039918535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376451958709645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371405982829402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805638121201655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317763740056095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986993214717625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410382881991174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21095625228109488,0.0,0.12425095129192215
lonely,will54_,2019/10/20,"Hi everyone it’s my birthday today (15 years old) and i’ve got no one to talk to or socialize with, someone hmu i’m a guy btw",-0.8425287356321824,0.8055307241379309,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,86.58620689655174,6.625287356321839,23.459770114942533,7.793537801064563,1.158508045977011,97,4,24,2,3,36,27,29,0.084,0.9159999999999999,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419275891066433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861941016321421,0.0,0.0,0.35431385369746754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37548863960625395,0.0,0.2424789035364678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36476869211793694,0.3031932429012178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28761498552340986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391866440661497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23043462249033034
lonely,1997tsaa__,2019/10/20,"I don't like how thin the walls are in my room I'm temporarily staying  in an apartment with two of my brothers  because I'm in my last semester in college. I could have finished this semester last May but I was not ready for it. Now, my cousin  will be staying with us for a few months because she'll be studying at a review center near our apartment. It sucks that I don't have a special bond with these people I'm living with right now. We used to be close when we were kids... but now, we barely talk to each other. 
When I was lying on my bed, endlessly scrolling through social media, I can't help but feel loneliness and envy because I could hear my brothers having fun, laughing at their own jokes and stuff. Then, in my cousin's room, I could hear her talking to her boyfriend on the phone. I wish I have someone to talk with, someone to be vulnerable with. Most of my friends are unavailable because they have their own errands and stuff. I feel stupid for crying in my room and for wanting to move out alone because I don't want to hear their conversations everyday. I guess I'll just have to bear it.",5.062760617760617,5.508419896396396,5.264555984555988,85.56162162162164,68.5045045045045,7.9644787644787645,31.17245817245817,7.7094869923839395,1.8958187902187904,875,34,180,9,14,276,119,222,0.165,0.753,0.08199999999999999,-0.95,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,5,0,4,0,7,8,2,0,6,0,25,0,0,2,0,34,39,11,0,6,5,4,3,1,1,3,0,3,4,1,9,16,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,6,34,6,33,26,5,36,0,0,0,0,28,22,1,3,12,128,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294150547881831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808551553706469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299297717584364,0.0,0.13725652048527734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636137931903807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653944505281054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765133851650574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224980075001716,0.0,0.08375428788018191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037089964461233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104639902823988,0.0,0.11033700798477618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973739504326797,0.13280673239902402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662763479034327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671035891667673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737525588963855,0.21174688361722427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663694895766273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28608574309807056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013007955756317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206227397767284,0.0,0.15030473551280646,0.1079204659935598,0.0,0.0,0.14740266312963696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436913718427363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jjay22225,2019/10/20,"So lonely Hi

I’m so lonely it’s crushing. I just want to have someone to talk too.",-3.6647368421052633,-3.78111642105263,0.17621052631579026,100.56747368421057,134.26315789473685,1.52,14.326315789473686,3.1291,-1.455955789473684,64,2,15,0,5,23,15,19,0.386,0.5539999999999999,0.06,-0.7935,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6475957136203535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6143218431112079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508086786841994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheGreatMoose29,2019/10/20,"Lonely for her No matter who I possibly meet, no matter who I connect with, there she is... in the back of my head. Always tucked away in the back of the drawer, only accessible at the end of the night when the drawer has been thoroughly emptied. It never goes away, that painful and stricken loneliness. I find someone like me and all i want to do is tell them that we don’t have to be alone anymore, because there’s something here—however small it may be. I don’t think I rush into things, I just feel that I feel quite easily. But she scared, and now she’s gone. How does someone just forget that. I’ve been conditioned to loneliness my whole life, but it feels different after that reprieve. One day, the world will grant me the fortune to suffer with another human being. But for now, it’s me and my tablet, and hopefully some of you.",3.2172207792207783,5.101257739393944,4.167640692640696,86.1743181818182,74.63636363636363,7.3809523809523805,24.51298701298701,8.192908349453996,1.4599350649350649,657,21,130,11,14,212,102,165,0.142,0.777,0.081,-0.81,2,3,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,1,1,10,6,0,1,8,0,14,3,1,1,2,29,21,10,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,12,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,3,3,21,2,19,13,3,20,0,2,0,0,12,8,0,3,11,99,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080880903927385,0.0,0.0,0.14526179737288264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830588889580033,0.0,0.0,0.17313317376825044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32804110804124165,0.2684774088117985,0.0,0.10642033443750787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258752752171072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823954921380804,0.0,0.0,0.15277324443935394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462313688149693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26481367110607656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955993879720345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791660570198982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339405147971987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330868429499865,0.08528935619196748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134644311428866,0.0,0.0,0.1638284044598305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829768831070173,0.13277344518080605,0.1857619147190457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680899580753208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568380686838531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478172935490832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958365385485577,0.13439767078609616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258772839991194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598100059082557,0.11186169866393776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029698593154732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949086482724781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,myinternetjournal,2019/10/20,"I’m a junior in college with no real friends Hi reddit,
After years of reading reddit threads online, this is my first post ever! Woohoo
Anyways, I’m having kind of a rough time right now. I’m a junior in college at a large out of state university, and I have no real friends. I would probably consider my freshman year roommate to be my closest “friend” here, but I still feel like we’re not really that close. 95% of the time I am the one who initiates us hanging out. I feel like I can’t really talk to her about anything in my personal life. A family member just died last week and I went back home for the funeral and missed three days of classes, and she didn’t even realize that I was gone. 
At the beginning of the year I texted five friends/ acquaintances to ask them if they wanted to hang out or study. Two of them left me on read. One of them and I made plans to get lunch but she forgot about them and I was left sitting in the restaurant alone for like 20 minutes. The fourth one and I actually made plans and hung out, but she made it pretty clear that my invite was out of the blue and that she really only thought of me as an acquaintance. The fifth one also made plans with me, but she cancelled the day of and promised to reschedule. She texted me back a few weeks later and asked me if I was busy, and I got super excited because I thought she wanted to hang out, but she ended up just asking me to babysit her kid instead because all of her other babysitters were out of town. 
I’m currently part of a club, but we only meet every other week. It’s also a club that’s specific to my major, so we usually have presentations or something every meeting so it’s not really the best opportunity to meet/ talk to other people. I also work a lot, and don’t really have the time to join another club or activity. When I’m not in class or working, I just spend all my time in my room. Sometimes I literally go a whole weekend without saying a word to anybody. 
At this point in college, I feel like everybody already has their own friend groups and it would be weird and difficult if I tried to join a new one. 

Anyways, I don’t really know what I’m trying to accomplish by posting this. Its been kind of rough being this lonely all the time and I feel like I just needed to get this out. I’m trying hard to be social and everything, but I feel like I’m just that person that no one really wants to hang out with. I would appreciate any advice from someone who’s been in a similar position :). 

TLDR: I’m a college junior with no friends and despite my best efforts to try to be social and meet new people, it’s not working out. I feel super lonely and sad and am looking for advice",4.409059123343532,5.052155511926606,5.6433409785932716,81.56664245667689,70.02752293577981,8.624362895005097,28.349898063200822,8.761943790366164,2.0623506625891945,2114,72,425,35,36,708,241,545,0.092,0.77,0.138,0.9818,1,5,1,0,0,0,48.0,3,0,6,14,23,27,0,0,28,0,27,2,0,4,5,93,66,42,2,10,24,0,9,6,6,3,1,1,2,3,24,38,1,1,10,6,1,7,13,6,0,10,18,12,61,21,72,40,11,73,0,4,2,0,45,31,0,8,37,296,85,15,0.0,0.0,0.062121280258395875,0.0,0.0,0.12441223246715337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593076042658204,0.07024847435746193,0.15272246579617002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043289800649586166,0.06675123748658078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238532505177612,0.0,0.17853564337266015,0.0,0.0,0.0978985471691004,0.0,0.07761097052292436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336108357584984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821086245022803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606722493308166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638232477891177,0.0,0.0,0.04204568124319535,0.057582541891046564,0.10726966148339263,0.0,0.05721194058874982,0.0,0.0600113433561543,0.0,0.19312517791747685,0.22738737312294716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541476845804565,0.0,0.0,0.2950932888253066,0.0,0.0665176283101282,0.0,0.03617845692773049,0.0,0.0509133268906648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702529840856425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385442650668695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258056638785246,0.03498491562800718,0.05188997935136355,0.0,0.0,0.13832977442640915,0.0,0.04496371258661793,0.18660126594192447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053456906787229294,0.0,0.0,0.05411997735478805,0.0,0.2409399443090794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04720179417662378,0.0,0.12296309097400973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588189122578828,0.09682995260840642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893569358465505,0.0,0.08826524618842223,0.1111678767861872,0.0,0.0,0.060177633139741275,0.0,0.12193403520009374,0.06476333734621008,0.06863437253054272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273509763497377,0.1449140759558957,0.2854677859650938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054363807366037666,0.0,0.050623604477287205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978316153525532,0.05393743825898882,0.04900723964485628,0.06295964820800883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083756974106832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233219827450564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010750976227153,0.18559822058304606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287912326169802,0.0,0.06218487142718885,0.0,0.07657305036338381,0.0,0.07011058130040393,0.0,0.11264187561037516,0.0,0.15318845233215414,0.0,0.0,0.0590118460319031,0.0,0.07107217542443092,0.0,0.06136429228649544,0.0,0.13903191727678982,0.0,0.0,0.13566300724482389,0.0,0.0,0.12298149956483415
lonely,SawtoothBlade,2019/10/20,Where is a good place to meet other young women? F22. College student. I don’t really like any of the things other women my age like and it makes me feel really alone. I feel like I am simultaneously too childish (I like kids movies and cartoons) and too serious (I like politics/theology). I really like dancing/drinking/going out but I’m celibate and not into hard drugs. I feel like I don’t belong anywhere.,1.477871116225547,4.194280101265825,3.9400230149597233,79.60621403912545,89.7594936708861,6.417031070195629,22.37169159953969,7.686295010490155,1.6511164556962026,324,12,57,7,11,112,53,79,0.057,0.703,0.24,0.9015,0,1,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,12,9,5,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,10,8,4,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,9,33,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150062992639156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230428473509015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22562239638329384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29511903664718153,0.2779807096118857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057026816519673,0.1631837663113773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428334629723674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6653492914980375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986718247770118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326889357240469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739113470175792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292539052865961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DevilFox20,2019/10/20,I thought it was going to be different I have liked this girl for so long and we have been friends for about a year. I finally asked her to homecoming.........she said no........then asked if we could have been just friends.,2.018255813953488,4.0091098372093015,2.323430232558138,97.5516569767442,78.53488372093022,7.090697674418602,24.703488372093023,8.07648339933343,1.1163534883720936,165,6,39,3,4,50,33,43,0.0,0.7909999999999999,0.209,0.8402,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,13,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,6,3,5,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,4,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5373494348564178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22946082838571094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002656985066357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31482622314689424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44407998589172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333270782950746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040625572464815,0.0,0.0,0.2543347624522966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733776314791733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281588380320885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507239798335448
lonely,Stonewall-hackson,2019/10/20,"How can you not be desperate when it’s the only thing you want? Hey sub, long time lurker, first time poster. Let me start off by saying my loneliness is romantic in nature. I’m at a bachelor party weekend with 18 of my friends and I couldn’t be more alone. I literally have over 100 friends, male and female, that all love me (Sorry to those on here reading this that are less fortunate than me, I know a lot of you would kill for that), but I’m 28 years old and have never had a girlfriend and it destroys me. Most people growing up have a dream that involves their career, all I ever wanted was to find a partner and start a family, and it absolutely crushes me everyday that the one thing I want has always been so far out of reach. Girls I try to talk to and start something with usually click with me immediately but always end up just considering me a friend, they never see me in a romantic or sexual light. And the few that do, I usually blow it with cause I think I try to hard and come on too strong.  But how can I not? It’s literally the most important thing to me. The one thing I want in life. And you don’t get anything in this life without effort and trying your hardest. But the other thing that hurts my chances is I think I’m starting (or maybe always) to give off a vibe of desperation, which is the exact opposite vibe you need to be giving off. So basically my question is how do you not be desperate when you actually are?

(Sorry for the long post, if you read all the way through thank you)",4.080028011204483,4.919492418300656,5.324883286647992,82.83911764705884,70.89542483660131,8.704388422035482,26.989729225023346,8.976282227363876,1.9129768440709625,1184,38,248,22,21,395,162,306,0.078,0.767,0.155,0.9516,0,1,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,10,2,3,11,9,2,0,18,0,25,3,0,4,7,55,47,25,1,8,12,0,1,0,5,1,2,1,0,3,22,17,0,0,5,4,0,2,8,3,0,3,3,5,37,6,36,37,9,40,0,1,2,1,27,15,0,7,21,184,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.09915142210709753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523171173721013,0.0,0.0,0.2536294719620416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361191937482919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437590105015636,0.0,0.08752335663354019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999150790646797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190716761293956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578376381764653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286475351246326,0.08642481139517735,0.0,0.0,0.2354983599789477,0.0,0.0530842041141704,0.19493675992509468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910177544598588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087698138303406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241042362162272,0.0,0.0558392248579731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038975760495996,0.14353265185887495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983372769473827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638058804987214,0.0917021083706921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207546611323164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533851522620913,0.15672744533436894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661692429628034,0.0,0.1376997979427661,0.07727486832009367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043982871740899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730911004294857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382039284626895,0.0,0.2032641690461177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080004718563198,0.0,0.0,0.08096570254555949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822017646962616,0.0,0.2274760375181527,0.2876650038561176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816659198269774,0.0,0.09354385443213374,0.0,0.0,0.3375078704963957,0.13020823587949493,0.0,0.0,0.11849290571482494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069485390440204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380620012256755,0.0,0.23971607601825004,0.08064899334728945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979431979104986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721769847610945,0.0,0.0,0.06543002400034338
lonely,dunksoverstarbucks,2019/10/20,"Losing battle I’m starting to lose the battle. Haven’t been in a relationship or had sex in 7 years. I’ve made changes; I’ve lost weight I’ve changed jobs, tried online dating but nothing I’ve kept positive but it’s wearing me down.  I could use some Encouragement",1.2845822102425863,3.9217866226415086,2.7251212938005414,89.01037735849056,88.43396226415095,5.292722371967655,22.66576819407009,6.868970318607317,0.8526409703504045,213,8,42,3,7,69,42,53,0.244,0.6859999999999999,0.07,-0.7258,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,2,0,4,3,1,2,0,8,10,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,1,2,1,4,4,1,6,0,3,0,1,2,3,0,2,3,17,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870430658001914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837963128682711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284384076240997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.515070799423209,0.25129096407020224,0.0,0.0,0.2178212141745751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088352243817005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24714911318342975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293705015783613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629098214612672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988192615640398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28032210904971105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824153038378918
lonely,onceuponatimeinlife,2019/10/20,"Lonely, duh! Grew up very religious and dealing with its fallout. I'm confused about my identity and goals. Fundamentally, I don't feel cared for by anyone, that my existence matters.

I'd love to chat with other people in similar and different situations, really anything to occupy me.",5.2360000000000015,8.2877826,7.189999999999998,61.32499999999999,73.0,11.2,34.0,10.793553405168565,5.300000000000002,230,12,32,9,5,80,43,50,0.138,0.763,0.099,-0.2787,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,9,5,0,3,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432083767350613,0.0,0.286231573427754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546322989965092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585938493243316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634046622491248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587152982633542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139269970339588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411391002206215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282656302522685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909715602691249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286993290505967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anotha_throwaway282,2019/10/20,"Lonely but not lonely ? So lately I’ve been feeling not depressed but i have been in better moods ..

So for starters im a 18 year old guy i feel lonely sometimes thinking about my lack of friends growing up. I sat alone at lunch 95% of high school almost never had anyone to work with in school group projects/assignments etc . Same thing with sports was always the last one chosen. (Which i find odd because im somewhat athletic). 

I have a very small group of friends but they have other friends which is fine. But sometimes i feel like i miss out . What i mean by this is that im more introverted , i like to stay indoors play games , watch youtube , and work. But the other half of me wishes i would get out a little more 

Has anyone else felt this same way ?",2.604985618408435,4.780738765100676,2.815747842761265,93.8311577181208,77.45637583892615,5.062511984659636,22.72339405560882,5.773587663045528,0.183479002876318,592,18,122,3,14,180,98,149,0.07200000000000001,0.672,0.256,0.9848,0,7,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,3,3,14,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,0,1,27,21,8,0,3,7,0,4,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,9,5,1,0,7,3,0,1,3,5,0,2,6,5,13,8,17,14,7,18,0,5,1,0,8,9,0,2,8,75,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461947919820064,0.1392364393416159,0.0,0.0,0.11186255551393072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880032919097428,0.13774684225934872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195169538119122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889881628886526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157906001908127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123050657103844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499330625504185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039265279701216,0.0960419930849687,0.12908083561836575,0.0,0.12287320434074127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311597640796184,0.0,0.07023791064616011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133114006519213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420403280859378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356458751615528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958429594391357,0.15165106550013105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135849224391358,0.13474143516996162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464415689868224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368628940466493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410692714914708,0.0,0.09109815495299584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721153338568835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265923741269318,0.0,0.0,0.1432922133309632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931413043065116,0.08614195681853289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092480467872096,0.0,0.10671002575919858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545961944863433,0.0,0.0,0.19574382772883853,0.0,0.0,0.09550036005919392,0.0,0.0,0.08657317663514624
lonely,bpeng68w,2019/10/20,"I miss my ex I’ve had heartbreakingly shitty luck when it comes to asking girls out, but I finally found a girl who liked me for who I was; I didn’t have to hide anything from her or pretend to be anything I wasn’t. She’s amazing, but her South African stepdad, Mr. Apartheid, is not. I’m an Asian guy, and she’s white, so he’s not too happy with her seeing me, and started badmouthing me to her mom, so now she doesn’t like me either. Her dads still cool with me, but he’s pretty far away from us. Mr. Apartheid decided he didn’t want her seeing me anymore, and forced her into leaving me; I tried to talk her out of it, but she’s really uncomfortable with going against her parents. I miss her so fucking much and would do anything to have her in my arms again",5.088050314465408,4.601620698113209,5.5490566037735904,86.74484276729561,68.43396226415095,8.324528301886794,30.24528301886793,7.3871296695380915,1.5835207547169818,597,20,133,5,9,192,93,159,0.135,0.731,0.135,0.4522,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,0,8,10,1,0,2,1,12,2,1,0,0,24,24,13,0,2,8,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,11,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,6,4,32,6,19,16,2,15,0,3,3,1,32,7,1,2,8,90,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840901783114861,0.0,0.0,0.4582608186563669,0.0,0.1735343714218353,0.0,0.17440085212567147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989955085484175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033431774446919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035282946917588,0.0,0.1716073747343846,0.0,0.0,0.105494998030075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379799106699132,0.0,0.1976013256206164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655013397679424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813740538305827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21740182412292614,0.0,0.0,0.13645577571276954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061146593470093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888474171081267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189161651729273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958382760818486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138637125699149,0.0,0.14824041087216805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919839003840332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260272294390943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232840890195688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948646841920393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318627151570312,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hr1989,2019/10/20,When is the last time you kissed or had an intimate encounter with someone ? I was thinking about this today after watching a movie. It’s been 4 years since I last kissed a woman and 5 years since something more than that. Quite incredible you can go so long without anything that is so human.,3.851071428571432,6.1268519642857155,3.949428571428573,86.69557142857144,74.0,5.908571428571428,27.271428571428572,6.742157984588678,1.2622828571428568,234,9,43,2,5,72,46,56,0.0,0.9,0.1,0.6369,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,0,0,5,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,4,2,5,5,1,10,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,9,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221063760689887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267149218786866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379468473735886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23773356980875515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28572644743738385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444353862140637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22761360995136926,0.2068083893001469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213049593609947,0.0,0.0,0.15664326060356587,0.0,0.2546346210239913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258954606304694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34598433514492016
lonely,lemonsnacks101,2019/10/20,"Everyone is gone I had friends through highschool but everyone left to go to uni or pursue acting or something. I'm stuck here in my home town. I like it here, it's always warm and the beach is amazing but I'm so lonely. Theres no one my age here and even if there was I wouldn't know how to meet them. I have no friends and I just miss spending time with human beings. I downloaded 'bumble bff' and nobody has responded to me. I dont know how to meet people I'm just alone and sad.",0.491332744924982,2.560785776699035,2.267643424536629,95.48236540158872,84.4368932038835,5.2988526037069725,20.0432480141218,6.574015621080383,0.0969106796116508,377,11,86,4,11,124,69,103,0.18100000000000002,0.633,0.18600000000000005,0.3709,0,3,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,0,18,18,13,0,2,7,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,6,0,0,2,1,1,3,4,3,0,1,4,1,11,5,8,12,0,8,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,3,3,55,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635470236232517,0.0,0.0,0.2117336790569286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29822885135744226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807047387532414,0.0,0.0,0.4863007827274932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931951108401005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461724058533926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552472312183741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796925236662211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27647489648744744,0.0,0.0,0.1243178144393061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243077824280426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764126696842512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589812192103767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483794766144162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,janusz_lukaszewski,2019/10/20,"I just want someone to stay Every time I meet a girl they never stay. We spend time together, get to know each other, talk all the time, and then as soon as they feel like they could see themselves with me long term they leave. Every single time. I just want someone to be there to make my life worth living. I don’t have any friends and I’m sick of doing everything alone. The worst part about them cutting it off is not the loss of the sex or the cuddles but the loss of a friend. They don’t even want to be FWB because they have feelings and they find it better to just end everything. I can’t help but blame myself because it happens every time because I let myself get hurt. It wouldn’t be so bad if I had friends to turn to and take my mind off stuff when I’m dealing with things like this. I hate being alive.",4.801764705882351,4.59467741176471,4.852941176470591,90.54823529411767,69.0,7.505882352941178,26.411764705882355,6.2581,0.7596941176470584,640,16,144,3,10,199,101,170,0.14300000000000002,0.6509999999999999,0.207,0.8665,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,8,3,9,13,2,0,8,0,15,4,0,1,2,29,31,13,0,6,8,0,2,2,3,1,2,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,4,0,2,0,6,7,0,0,1,3,22,6,18,23,6,16,0,3,1,2,17,2,0,2,14,95,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983732402484324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525052399737004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467211361958688,0.2292587101028956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087258629755584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000914326943396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924281614460525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103360744254387,0.0,0.0,0.08280048196163413,0.0,0.3168689176176819,0.0,0.2253347366312694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677368469784972,0.08955870629218088,0.0,0.0,0.11457868444062765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29056333273626594,0.0,0.13099304185765373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108572873063726,0.0,0.0,0.12376911581334996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402757029904781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342027163606245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889572935281939,0.0,0.0,0.13274035860063738,0.0,0.12819123650326067,0.08854695566524781,0.12249117545330886,0.0,0.11069702733656916,0.11094150987302084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368017240298604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657998004746115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668697661348076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575493331060567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989735967194847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21243779392172132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267238628342725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435096070789746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425669454062606,0.10076130397689613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328500604838139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36549823099810025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635796160466998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218254363784616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DrifterMacro,2019/10/20,"10/20/19 Earlier I felt a pull back into normalcy. The feeling that if I had real love things might turn out okay. Not just any love though. Love from someone who isn't ""Supposed"" or ""Required"" to love me.

The feeling is fading though.
There is no love for me and none for me to give. 
There is no way to relieve this build up of emotions. 

Soon I'll be back to who I have been for the last 6 odd years. Complacent and content with the absence of anyone. Almost romanticizing it.",1.4823017408123782,4.0060522978723405,2.5554932301740827,91.96136363636364,84.53191489361703,5.120309477756287,23.439071566731144,6.574015621080383,0.6650765957446803,372,14,76,4,11,118,66,94,0.07200000000000001,0.6559999999999999,0.272,0.9729,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,5,1,9,5,0,0,0,16,19,6,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,3,6,8,14,14,1,11,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,4,6,56,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004314599184852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868749602002377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175440015541688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24579341544991445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978329272603286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616261543620114,0.0,0.15345849755668964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332013576893133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302799236679866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7212482505143875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955065205157696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819175396670764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354204689819972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618162022898957,0.0,0.3140574360556753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384532920481904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686283094461415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292302146554426
lonely,Thrrrrrwaya,2019/10/20,"I get emotionally attached really easily While I get emotionally attached, they always seem to lose all their interest in me really easily, and it sucks

Worst part is I don't know why, if they find me annyoing, uninteresting or unfunny

All I want is someone to spend some time with 1 on 1",12.101999999999995,7.818669109090912,12.942272727272725,51.253409090909116,57.90909090909091,18.27272727272728,43.86363636363636,15.903189008614273,6.925909090909093,231,9,41,10,2,83,41,55,0.155,0.6829999999999999,0.161,-0.1566,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,11,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,1,5,9,5,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,4,2,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214146807366878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5789979414337806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352253110937636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689233095362655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144008939504196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28792360064048017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786992761908292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297469245286804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342938001805205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806301236249387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007055720786985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517994891032621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322302664239169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Daisocks,2019/10/20,"Just want to be important to someone I’m that one ‘friend’ that someone remembers at some point and thinks “Oh yeah, him.” A translucent being that remains an afterthought in everyone’s minds.

Everyone holds so many others that they hold to high regard- leaving me desperately, fruitlessly clamoring to catch the slipstream they leave behind, only for the gap between us to grow ever distant.

At times, my presence may very well be invisible, trapped in the jail cell that is their blind side with no key or escape in sight.

To be put on a pedestal, and beloved is a sentiment seldom felt by me, as I have no good friends to push me onto one. Instead, they turn the other direction, leaving me in their chilling shadows. Again, and again, and again...

Everyone always says, “You just need to find the right people!”, as if they themselves are not the right people, reaffirming these thoughts, and pounding the nail into the coffin of my value as a friend.

Seeing everyone with their best friends, all laughing with each other and enjoying each other sends me further down this dark chasm, and as time goes on, I’m afraid that I’ll be unable to ever return to the light- whatever that may be.

And all I can ask is... why me?",6.764514285714284,7.523971968888893,6.306301587301589,78.4745,64.86666666666667,9.273015873015874,33.849206349206355,9.23628265651192,3.0232539682539685,963,40,170,16,14,298,140,225,0.062,0.7829999999999999,0.155,0.9722,0,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,1,7,1,11,10,0,1,14,1,14,1,0,0,4,37,24,15,1,3,5,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,13,14,0,2,6,0,0,5,3,1,1,2,2,6,20,9,33,14,6,31,0,0,3,0,18,17,0,5,9,125,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044137955613168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284866728022422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667894599123272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183803633243814,0.0,0.4613788577606801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590167187046177,0.0,0.1103278402479333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730446619867909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124681856872306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275379991098134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834471607779688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238219968559047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188389040632955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950581741734938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635940519409582,0.0918062989964774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167371879553486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141110912915552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134808600553625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674224635500604,0.20617339239305005,0.0,0.09599438280666384,0.0,0.0,0.09619118942483723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20455639811926835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734685606606465,0.0,0.0958312008163014,0.1407753305506175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312991109812348,0.0,0.0,0.1452006980766162,0.0,0.0,0.09959937315697827,0.07119858702972129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853385610551007,0.0,0.10892307301292027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SeattleThrowaway1999,2019/10/20,Another Saturday night in Tonight I'm getting high and watching the end of Evangelion by myself just because it's one of the most depressing movies I've seen and it fits the mood. There are a bunch of drunk people outside my apartment laughing and being happy together. I hate weekends because I can always hear other people out with their friends having fun.,10.55090909090909,9.046383181818186,9.438484848484851,66.57772727272727,58.09090909090909,11.830303030303032,44.72727272727273,10.504223727775694,4.987490909090909,294,15,45,5,3,92,54,66,0.11900000000000001,0.7040000000000001,0.177,0.6494,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,7,1,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,5,4,7,7,2,10,0,1,2,0,3,5,0,1,5,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22704138533645102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861175098948306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326658570338016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23501392539693344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416729782884835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081096562029106,0.0,0.1425580925000065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904645527378378,0.0,0.2693927678988795,0.0,0.0,0.30753306031207306,0.0,0.0,0.28829157991352355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560606338261102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489700335468467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37833354707113104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dragon_Scorch,2019/10/20,"I wish I had a friend. I’m only 16, but I already feel hopeless. I feel like something is missing from my life. A friend. I have nobody. Nobody truly loves me. I’ve fucked up every friendship I had. I have high-functioning autism, Tourette’s, bipolar, OCD, anxiety, the list goes on....
I’m horrible socially. I’m *extremely* sensitive. I take everything to heart. Any ounce of criticism, disagreement, disrespect, etc towards me will put me on the verge of tears. I become extremely obsessed with people. I crave affection and friendship so bad that I just end up a totally obsessive creep. Not the kind where I stalk you, picking strands of your hair, but the kind where I *need* to talk to you everyday, and if you go one day without talking to me I’ll assume you hate me and ill have a huge emotional breakdown. I just wish I had a friend. Somebody I could call my best friend. A friendship where the feeling is mutual. I so desperately just want someone to call me their best friend.... it would make me the happiest I’ve ever been to hear those words. I’ve called so many people my best friend, but they never thought the same of me and it just hurts. I can’t make friends IRL. I have no life. Besides work, I sit at home. I’m homeschooled. I try to socialize but I’m horrible with my social skills. I’m just constantly stuttering, awkward, and I can never make anyone laugh. I’m not creative nor do I have a good sense of humor.  I try to make funny jokes... but it all just comes out as weird, jumbled awkward nonsense. I crave friendship and affection so bad... it’s the only thing I want in life, but I’ll never get it. Seeing all these people playing games together, talking, laughing, hurts inside so much. It always hurts when someone talks about their best friends, because I know I’ll never have one.",1.4768328335832095,4.1624562959770115,2.6868715642178924,89.27354572713647,88.05172413793102,5.899650174912544,24.519240379810096,7.34059242885,1.4418583708145931,1413,59,270,25,46,452,180,348,0.231,0.506,0.263,0.9558,0,0,1,0,0,1,71.0,0,5,3,6,17,37,2,4,15,0,18,9,2,7,8,56,49,21,0,8,16,0,4,1,8,2,5,1,1,0,10,10,0,0,6,3,0,3,10,15,0,2,5,6,47,22,27,41,10,27,0,5,1,2,29,13,1,2,11,166,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293994353072462,0.0,0.0625383978995309,0.0,0.0,0.05111077007968668,0.0,0.05749651114007665,0.0,0.0,0.052552995154884284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550942990404582,0.045816294029254766,0.08300732873699848,0.0,0.0,0.31549938341758915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302375546352077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474291564353447,0.0,0.08122029391156663,0.0,0.060008431192102064,0.0,0.0,0.04847140626108999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845438792425247,0.06656866040247589,0.0,0.08382227172438968,0.0,0.06798571522701949,0.06332478923826962,0.0,0.06754815908980724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400810834217948,0.0536936810625945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645419170609496,0.06948338332934255,0.03926753133289748,0.0,0.04271465255381715,0.06303989305696346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420405793045208,0.0,0.0,0.08470977599328937,0.08906390367911507,0.0,0.07940972307316954,0.07539071242603948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24137813558268176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565332883035335,0.04130547963004783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926129999162145,0.03671894325000141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783402848037949,0.0,0.2006771501861739,0.07619953781578732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525059156710816,0.05572952550737087,0.2318693469400428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185951208050288,0.11432377535428845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563175841515402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555566162569141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989207740140385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298457337492966,0.12736413493134568,0.05786115251497007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056510294802244475,0.2416401729402359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499323710356954,0.0,0.0,0.05966793560905291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205620016745134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866157723492296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285852768375526,0.07245069709480731,0.0,0.05471672504102075,0.0,0.0,0.05339087319694359,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,notwakened,2019/10/20,"sitting in my bed crying looking at hoco photos not that anyone would care but me me, just a dumb 15 year old who shouldn’t be worrying about anything. crying in my bed because it seems everyone has that happiness that I want. that happiness I feel so empty without. im just so lonely and I don’t know what to do. I’ve felt so broken for 4 years with no end in site. just giving up",1.9467857142857168,3.659750250000002,3.912142857142858,87.37000000000003,77.75,6.571428571428572,22.67857142857143,7.447530270364453,0.9282321428571424,300,9,62,4,7,102,60,80,0.281,0.56,0.159,-0.9272,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,15,14,5,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,3,7,3,10,10,0,11,0,1,1,0,2,6,1,1,4,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182283924870387,0.0,0.16691108657975676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364275116826415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679780938536071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455965363542736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796464006558996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938119196722003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255649923668204,0.0,0.1947477665314557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457217736846869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318307473762356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190902591643963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146958190295336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703253800225622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128350457104929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846480164165691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963387223379185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552003719769748,0.0,0.0,0.20598282059835551,0.0,0.14408398996939592,0.0,0.0,0.2612306111973928
lonely,mishtatony,2019/10/20,"Feeling loneliness from lack of esteem There have been several times in my life where I've been deeply betrayed by people I trusted.  Most recently (6 months ago) a trade school that for no reason announced they weren't passing me even though I fulfilled all syllabus requirements.  

Since then I've been withdrawn, more and more.  I used to do ok with friends and women but an upcoming 30th bday, a sudden ghosting from a 4 year relationship (now a year and a half ago), the incident with school (being the 3rd time I failed to make something of myself in college) among others just have me like reflexively declining into oblivion.  

I'm not sure how to get my confidence back from this giant betrayal laiden downward spiral.

This is kind of a rant, but I need help snapping out of this",7.999189655172413,7.992081082758625,7.266336206896554,75.24915948275864,62.31034482758621,10.284482758620687,36.05603448275862,9.827888789773867,3.4909482758620705,627,26,109,11,8,194,108,145,0.15,0.722,0.128,-0.6518,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,8,7,0,0,9,1,9,1,0,4,2,22,15,8,1,2,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,4,1,11,6,19,10,5,21,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,13,75,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35363085472554423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337778202233898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174604770304527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085648969671833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410768064999644,0.0,0.1042132553608922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369850057296528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077141469393793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088941475532132,0.09744948255223428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314574654663364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921262667070826,0.0,0.0,0.14790222546980908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382852767636257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508525892071586,0.19694956187841328,0.21415286960623053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037424307465808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253408919355739,0.0,0.16500113285207693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355941302748485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799525183215185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597527818908375,0.0,0.2326215801437784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227541239579694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569003685070565
lonely,yes___man,2019/10/20,I'm sitting here home alone while everyone else is at homecoming I wish I had people that I would feel comfortable hanging out and having fun with at homecoming. Everyone else is out having a blast with all their friends and dates while I'm just sitting here alone in my house aimlessly scrolling through my youtube recommended feed. I doubt anybody is going to see this and further doubt that anyone cares but I don't know what else I can do. This fucking sucks,6.175862068965517,7.570463770114943,5.3914367816091975,82.23474137931036,66.47126436781609,9.018390804597699,34.04022988505747,9.2995712137729,3.0472160919540223,376,17,69,7,6,113,58,87,0.11599999999999999,0.752,0.132,0.1054,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,2,2,1,0,10,2,0,0,1,16,20,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,2,9,4,9,18,1,13,0,0,1,1,2,6,2,2,3,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285341361407359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465650779191572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092969992122004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184693878915193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953686954336449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460561295721116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983630249558006,0.1912588150754628,0.0,0.0,0.11757564819606572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075192317270212,0.0,0.0,0.2387137266400985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369678204530465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434257347476107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648579445520905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379037663133101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696283707272284,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dr00pi-b00bi,2019/10/20,"I guess I'm sh!t. I'm a college student and I had to take a break because I was at my lowest point in terms of mental health. I feel like no one cares. I'm hurt because I thought I had a friend who was going to be my ""best"" friend but she clearly doesn't give a fuck about me anymore. I wish she was upfront about it, instead of keeping me on my toes wondering if I did something wrong. I always have to reach out to her first and the effort that I put into keeping our friendship alive is never reciprocated.

I get so annoyed because I look at other people my age and somehow, they have close friends and I just don't have that. I've changed myself so many times. I've over-extended myself so many times. I've put myself in uncomfortable situations just to get a friend in the end and now I'm left with no one. 

It sucks waking up in the morning knowing that I once again, have to go about my day by myself. I want a friend/companion. I want to be there for them as much as I can. I want to be a shoulder to cry on. I want to give them bear hugs. I want to make that someone laugh and smile. I want to make memories with that someone. I also want that to be reciprocated.

I don't know. I'm just ranting, I guess.

Anyone looking for a friend? I would love to make a new friend <3",0.8643118764520992,2.818071771217717,2.7369905699057,93.31678010113436,82.21033210332105,5.195626622932896,22.214158808254748,6.238725200709706,0.23883834905015666,994,33,225,8,27,331,136,271,0.096,0.653,0.251,0.9912,1,1,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,3,3,15,17,3,0,12,0,20,7,3,3,2,40,58,14,0,10,5,0,1,1,6,1,1,0,0,0,10,11,0,2,5,0,0,4,6,5,0,3,7,3,43,12,37,46,3,30,0,1,2,3,17,14,2,5,12,150,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485038860664273,0.07788113992499858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928241917404593,0.0654459868912954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116964901481904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982254600832217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954295287971864,0.0,0.09901440804226888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281314783829837,0.06036304894548183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082900159414922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732602548515386,0.06686652086358506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961451928898979,0.0,0.0,0.5061957669438792,0.08652996049288672,0.09780231681533348,0.1795757049700157,0.10638794545827288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621777919184825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949043250193323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019873114514778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663886322832972,0.0,0.0,0.10287816595189954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169463920427632,0.0,0.0,0.04572731718752411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719770732644373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447596422671391,0.0,0.18743243037470653,0.18978762060343946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432489783025846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880539312327302,0.0,0.07218864593543961,0.09039765461843474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967895088992136,0.12684902682953492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488915638464711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848048391156693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881839398780139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520821672238773,0.0,0.0,0.15861077909207094,0.07205641120643208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703741433185888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430645808467874,0.1091556414801479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864462037857167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763322721662463,0.0,0.10150317645639946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648942419102502,0.10233485895094947,0.0,0.0
lonely,SoZenS,2019/10/20,"Who has this fear of ending up alone? I know I do. I am 31 and still single. 
I just want to be with someone, build a life, travel and discover things together but I feel like this is never going to happen. 
My ex said that I was the best person he was with but he wasn't sure he loved me. So depressing !",-0.6288846153846137,1.4537704769230793,1.9202884615384617,95.76658653846157,90.3846153846154,5.096153846153847,14.278846153846152,6.6274283507984215,-0.5418846153846157,231,4,54,3,8,79,51,65,0.19899999999999998,0.6629999999999999,0.138,-0.5375,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,2,0,8,2,0,0,2,12,15,5,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,2,8,4,6,10,2,6,0,1,0,1,8,1,0,0,4,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27693011611127444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806039549743107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302982215507708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23682365631190816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30088234859935903,0.1351978388606966,0.1910198251430661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196099988684053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23644758297437296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694774767228375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888618615474931,0.13063075543054445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413253105885257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622371772616047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233470180133327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543442693035812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265543570734275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353392559283893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25200710276759064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763864565549214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771054102790802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Arbitrium,2019/10/20,"I have no one to connect with on an emotional level... I just want that one friend that I could really talk to about almost everything... Whether that friend is female or male... I just watched Lord of The Rings recently.. and I really loved Sam's dedication and love for Frodo... I'm looking for that same experience...

The most I have in my life for friends are my roommates and they've expressed little empathy towards how emotional I've gotten in the past... One of them said before to ""keep my feelings to myself."" That fucking hurt...  You think you've found friends but you really haven't... Don't get me wrong, the person that said that has helped me in ways that changed my life... I just didn't expect something like that to come out of his mouth..

I am looking for a friend here that is willing to understand what I'm going through... I'm in a very complicated relationship with someone right now and I even fear telling the details to my therapist..

I'm willing to share my number so we can talk over the phone.. 

Just please, I'm begging you to not contact me when you're backed with a different motive..
I've had multiple gay men wanting to get to know me some other way... I don't fcking appreciate that when I'm pouring some of my heart out here..
If I see your post history to be something along the lines of what I've mentioned, I will block you..
I really just have to mention this because unfortunately, it's an issue I've come across too many damn times and it makes me feel like shit because it shows what kind of person you are, and I see that you don't care about how I'm feeling at all..

I'm looking for a friend to talk to tonight, and hopefully other nights.. I am here for you as well..",4.166836283185842,5.242342058997053,4.8863016224188796,85.18839048672568,70.88790560471976,8.127876106194691,28.579277286135692,8.472884824447931,1.8977914454277287,1334,49,276,21,24,430,174,339,0.095,0.7809999999999999,0.124,0.4345,1,0,2,0,0,0,62.0,1,8,1,1,20,21,3,1,13,0,22,9,3,4,1,50,59,17,0,6,10,0,3,2,6,3,2,3,0,4,21,16,0,2,8,1,0,3,7,6,1,3,6,12,39,15,46,48,5,29,1,1,6,4,37,14,3,7,11,180,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280418193233693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126408539340431,0.0,0.11299196955920444,0.0,0.07886262122363838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449195994992714,0.0,0.09804161874339744,0.1596687315848226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399628204568579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682936068719196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085017924777752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121330918963145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329350613541914,0.09065740698099607,0.0,0.10428913660193637,0.14058318094296945,0.06620957570545119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161724808269246,0.4296193139116309,0.08567982745403327,0.09684143597905988,0.0,0.05267135659216703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982452975036244,0.06212047948648915,0.0,0.0,0.09205071328754624,0.0,0.0,0.09921430619785236,0.0,0.0,0.09673232911625423,0.0,0.08237695489019341,0.0,0.09651044962138072,0.05093370814765809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309232035013732,0.09055611777113874,0.0928882561261939,0.0,0.0,0.2334799246962535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729202227135956,0.0,0.061863652783073216,0.09396150474118713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697254235997727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840415509654665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847216419782833,0.0,0.16184667277258213,0.0,0.10173321869386638,0.0,0.0,0.08876043361350833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23748901302830175,0.0,0.0915088887766847,0.09950208032502526,0.0,0.07914697658897832,0.17631705129130576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477056128166073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513320128214496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852623592770266,0.14269695360906795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22347452726951936,0.08100513897837533,0.0,0.0,0.10760694148340838,0.0,0.05938467360154138,0.0,0.0,0.054041608677391086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648164059004738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646951106575482,0.10932842177940794,0.1471278406890968,0.0,0.0,0.08332914803980221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132944713606992,0.0,0.0
lonely,MadFries,2019/10/20,"Hello Hey people, I'm kinda lonely.. anybody like to chat?",-0.3284848484848517,0.18387372727272755,3.003636363636364,80.05878787878791,129.9090909090909,1.4666666666666668,12.757575757575758,3.1291,-0.8664787878787878,45,1,6,0,3,16,11,11,0.0,0.8009999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.3041,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5760373519059305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8174233720717821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,soupsumyunguy,2019/10/20,Title I haven’t had any physical or verbal contact with any other human being except family in 3 years. I’ve never felt so alone and hopeless in my life than I do right now. I don’t fit in with normal people and everyone I meet are so cold. I feel like I’m gonna die alone with no real friends and no companion. I have suicidal thoughts every day and it’s getting worse.,1.8945054945054949,3.706442589743592,4.18648351648352,84.89423076923079,78.23076923076924,7.021245421245422,22.68131868131868,7.957251820313856,1.2515472527472524,294,9,59,5,7,102,57,78,0.281,0.622,0.096,-0.9435,0,2,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,15,13,7,2,1,2,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,3,7,2,8,8,0,9,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45439347642572203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29835243646016124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147274766257215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276669935315914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482508802066325,0.2096133549661912,0.0,0.0,0.20679848644356266,0.0,0.11091790388819946,0.15671492077465965,0.21062550117595416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694814182227663,0.0,0.1146095395224918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494450195210271,0.1071710146980774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918837383033875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493183886549386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208057590883986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24968622510408625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733713414620734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399505032505556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415188559821912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235524189973916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126433741940894
lonely,ajaxacco,2019/10/20,"I don’t get it.. Why am I so unlikable? I’m not annoying, I don’t push myself on people. I’m not desperate for attention, I just want some friends... is that too much ask for? I just don’t understand why it’s so easy for other people to connect and make friends and form bonds... it’s like I’m invisible to everybody, nobody acknowledges me, nobody cares... and even with the people who do, they always find every reason to not like me. I don’t know if it’s because I’m depressed or deal with anxiety, if maybe people pick up on that, but I at least try to be social. Even if I can’t change whatever it is, I would just like to know why. 

Why me.",1.4143137254901958,3.0327161176470585,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,79.0,7.4745098039215705,22.362745098039216,8.344100000000001,1.204345098039216,496,15,111,10,12,172,74,136,0.027999999999999997,0.845,0.127,0.8515,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,9,8,1,0,1,0,11,0,0,3,0,28,23,10,0,5,11,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,7,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,0,0,14,6,14,21,4,5,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,5,3,72,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689112619379145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666108016548545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256568900125136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296178576141023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554825775904057,0.0,0.16132339303192772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572194528213615,0.13134689792633522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014478925124615,0.0,0.12848672323421947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393810395820507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356402186492889,0.0,0.0796742711843395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761858327908322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350947025172568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179405950482158,0.0,0.1532054309579918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121040836077468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228935600758967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679405156833312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554532094726897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035365999870301,0.0,0.0,0.15875651406787492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994767825305597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5504253909763934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083306937173858,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,__mifflin,2019/10/20,"Yet another ""didn't feel a spark"" rejection message Sometimes I feel like I'm ""happier"" when I'm not actively trying to date people. Why? Because after a while the feeling of romantic loneliness somewhat numbs away and I forget what it feels like to *be* with someone again. 

You know how when you order food at a restaurant, and the server comes by with an *amazing* plate of food, only to give it to a different table? That's what dating feels like to me, only I've been in the restaurant for hours and I'm wondering if they forgot about me in some dark corner of the room.

I really, really liked this person and felt like we were getting along so well. There's two things about it: one is that I'm just not attractive or an exciting romantic prospect (which is essentially true), and the other is that so many people out there have such *high expectations* on everyone. I might get little ranty here, but it gets so tiring being a guy in the dating world. I'm not entitled to someone's romantic affections, but it feels like everybody wants an instant, perfect connection, and I'm never good enough. Amen have it rough in other ways, but I'm not trying to start an argument here. I'm just so dang lonely and want someone to give me a chance to be in a loving relationship.",6.655226480836241,6.608415056910572,7.236027874564461,74.48048780487804,65.09756097560975,10.768408826945413,32.20557491289199,10.451354775682146,3.3109916376306625,1008,36,185,23,14,333,142,246,0.08199999999999999,0.74,0.17800000000000002,0.9722,1,2,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,2,1,1,19,17,0,0,17,0,12,5,0,2,3,46,40,20,0,4,11,0,8,6,0,1,2,0,1,2,16,13,2,1,9,0,0,1,6,3,1,2,5,8,11,14,29,31,3,29,1,2,0,1,11,14,1,6,18,125,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778822343603555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553811276280324,0.0,0.0,0.06847557199879299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676269710356443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736136444384665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160673357070365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733651535848754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407857661401553,0.3209954538125022,0.1078548041249966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716607421228264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760640003281656,0.21551511939789766,0.0,0.09421741385416296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122476106267562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868323977118235,0.0,0.0,0.11062282124201096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617338526452185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292737698028908,0.11258457561231837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138257577556307,0.0,0.0,0.11388539925660515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916480779784044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866361329365047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611798925483552,0.170864668919922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575151759199413,0.09808257646484438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392346707454154,0.0,0.0,0.12060081600322756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28553156174045546,0.0,0.11109764237809047,0.0,0.07950803849985781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746273294331052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291072755568409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252994225214542,0.0,0.10973048299635438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251076596461386,0.08916264657953737,0.0,0.0,0.10099852402710398,0.0,0.10136071822700976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181753203708386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_God_complex_,2019/10/20,"I love you all If nobodys told you that today, or any other day i just want you to know that i love you, and i believe in all of us. Someday we'll be somebody's somebody, and we'll all finally get what we've been looking for. I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!! ALL OF YOU.",2.0560526315789467,2.547641228070177,4.044692982456141,91.44493421052631,75.31578947368422,6.401754385964912,28.285087719298247,5.985473137389443,0.971108771929824,198,8,47,1,4,68,36,57,0.0,0.727,0.273,0.9554,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,6,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,11,13,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,14,3,5,8,4,4,0,0,1,4,13,1,1,2,3,34,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678195895799357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780377570931702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915337398391854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703365988104533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22814512195326905,0.1289329231750937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562442178252376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20723394477750876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6681886499488685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339195983050015,0.2358098872478742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968472409675942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555786852630564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ColorMeDark,2019/10/20,"Trying to venture out alone to see your fave band Buuuut ur alone and when the alc wears off u feel doomed, anxious, and stupid

I literally dnt even have cash for more alc
This event is so confusing
Why was i never blessed with frnds",3.364782608695652,5.4014387391304375,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,74.65217391304348,7.208695652173913,22.369565217391305,8.07648339933343,0.9471478260869564,186,5,39,3,4,58,41,46,0.337,0.613,0.051,-0.9364,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,7,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,1,6,4,1,5,2,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,3,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6997053625699731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816110387192085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231097324558544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079878163321432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605275352647647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691780610622766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293399333633252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30480651891172184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,place_of_desolation,2019/10/20,"How does one start from scratch this late in life? When bachelorhood stretches toward middle age (41 here), something is very wrong, and it feels too late to fix that especially without a social circle of any kind to start with.  I've somehow slipped through the cracks of life and I am deeply and painfully lonely.",6.518157894736844,8.118026385964917,5.079780701754388,84.02388157894737,65.84210526315789,7.1035087719298255,31.793859649122812,7.1686216300943375,1.8804070175438592,252,10,45,2,4,73,49,57,0.156,0.7909999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.7532,0,2,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,8,5,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,1,1,10,5,0,10,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,6,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617001844165783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808497871072934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022992489432588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24761377637777465,0.0,0.0,0.5364578036035605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359054792681125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112750661279968,0.0,0.25301723617528754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24238920992372345,0.0,0.18305650683093327,0.0,0.0,0.33660721005823824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961953807803915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292137462040723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599777242989432,0.0,0.0
lonely,jasonguy22,2019/10/20,"I just want someone Edit: this ended up being way more depressing than it was originally meant to be but I just kept typing out my thoughts..

I just want someone. I want to hug someone so badly. I want to hold hands with somebody. I want to be with anyone who looks at me and genuinely wants to be with me. I actually can’t even imagine someone waking up and looking at me and being happy and thinking “I love this person and this is who I want to be with”. For people who don’t think I have, ive been trying.. The part that makes me cry every day is just thinking that I used to be such a fun and outgoing person who was always smiling and didn’t care about what anyone thought about me. I used to be a guy who actually thought he was somewhat attractive and was somewhat confident and would strike up a conversation with anyone and have people laughing all around me. But I’m 21 years old now and I’ve never been in a relationship. Fwiw I’m pretty physically fit but I’ve stopped going to the gym because I realized there’s not a huge difference between being fit/in shape and being “ripped” with a six pack it’s mostly appearance (I used to think my personality would make up for lack of appearance but I realized my personality just wont do it). I even went on a date with a girl once a year ago and I thought it literally could not have gone better and that was the happiest I’ve ever been because I thought things might actually start changing but she ended up ghosting me and finding a long term bf like a week after. I later realized it was just because she thought I had money and could buy her expensive things. I’ve been trying so hard... I’ve gone up to so many girls and tried to make conversation and nobody even considers me an option. I used to look at people around campus and in class and sometimes girls would hold eye contact with me and for some reason I thought that was a good sign and that maybe they were interested in me and that would make me happy. I had an epiphany yesterday that it’s actually probably the opposite. Like how sometimes you see someone so ugly that you stare a little bit. I walk around campus now and I went to trader joes yesterday and I didn’t want to make eye contact with anyone. I don’t want to give people around me that satisfaction... I got my groceries and I hurried home. I struggle to eat now for some reason, when I go to take a bite I start tearing up and think to myself what’s the point of this? Why do I even waste money on buying food and waste time eating it to keep myself at a proper weight..? I feel like nothing matters anymore but I can’t waste all of the college tuition and all of the money my parents have spent on me all these years. I feel like I’m trapped. For those of you who think I have depression you’re probably right, but my parents can’t _afford_ me having depression. My dad just had 2 more babies and my parents are paying a lot for me and my sisters’ college tuition. I can’t kill myself because of what that would do to my parents and my baby sisters, what would they think of me..? I want to support them growing up... I feel like I have so much love to give but nobody wants any of it. I just want a girl that I can hold and buy her things and call her and hear about her day and get good night texts and have someone who supports me and I support them and maybe even meet her friends and laugh and have little arguments and watch movies with but nobody wants anything to do with me and it just hurts so much. Every time I even remotely think a girl may be interested I get shot down and shot down and shot down just constantly and I don’t know why I even keep trying but it’s like a defense mechanism it’s like my brain is telling me there’s no way not one girl likes me but every time it’s the same thing. There were a few other girls I wanted to go up to and smile and say hi to but there’s literally no chance I’m doing that anymore. Why the fuck would I do that? To get shot down again and just keep reaffirming what I know already? I heard insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. So I would actually be a stupid human being to consider going up to another girl just to get rejected again. The best thing I can do for now to minimize me getting even sadder is just to keep my head down and not talk to anyone and try to minimize people’s exposure to me. I think if I reach 22 years old in 8 months and nothing’s changed that I might just leave somewhere forever.",3.265348971644155,4.7799470383351625,4.451145034684191,85.73553950651093,73.68784227820373,7.394237556285748,26.04309662894001,8.030460227868723,1.4834364244858227,3558,122,731,53,72,1168,318,913,0.10800000000000001,0.735,0.157,0.9922,6,2,0,0,0,1,59.0,0,3,4,2,51,39,4,1,34,0,78,14,6,14,6,200,167,76,2,27,31,7,6,8,2,12,0,3,1,14,51,70,4,10,29,1,11,12,17,11,0,2,34,17,110,28,101,106,22,93,0,5,8,4,62,40,1,13,47,513,161,8,0.0,0.0,0.2004909356678482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036424055062347915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04534414710895423,0.0,0.0341904056549563,0.0,0.0,0.027942800280382603,0.04308674259449947,0.0,0.0,0.08150103537919694,0.14365640015395445,0.0,0.033813800331249554,0.14631624775142538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03430866848264606,0.10019301619997036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04312171507921248,0.03634101457930819,0.04485994481073593,0.0,0.0,0.04587034322162506,0.04195777130198363,0.0,0.04189428023497432,0.0,0.08693613832336579,0.0,0.0,0.04440399641692884,0.0,0.06561449202685417,0.0,0.04513574447728501,0.05299966415498107,0.0,0.10617299703282007,0.0,0.0,0.08586119652407008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409123179107206,0.0,0.0,0.07278758585162763,0.0,0.0,0.21711794575195725,0.03716851183313686,0.10386100243002662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062329442440075086,0.08806471535714162,0.0,0.0,0.03755577262859065,0.0,0.049686531163420006,0.0,0.03174624934740307,0.037987302874717056,0.10733988001238376,0.07883508388054328,0.0934102149896282,0.06892915675663035,0.03286365156614044,0.0,0.0,0.04068583861989105,0.0,0.08748273687438345,0.03680882102595138,0.0,0.042170483085685016,0.0,0.046311733293902736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04121690236778162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04398799590329147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460917197569998,0.04546030814641245,0.0,0.04516428791772623,0.0,0.0,0.04350867485152822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605970868592762,0.08236651318802153,0.0,0.03636360585046434,0.10351646213761374,0.0,0.0,0.034933487697133316,0.07417116615874902,0.0,0.13714040895260407,0.04165909578987622,0.082561420804104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718058987784605,0.0,0.0,0.03279787045152325,0.0,0.060412169220916516,0.0,0.03169135801802067,0.0,0.0,0.03856044539988264,0.0,0.07885446609731603,0.0,0.08623467603762892,0.04375980846542471,0.02784383798449079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250357838415546,0.04449677035054867,0.0,0.1424341362707027,0.143513794566772,0.0,0.0,0.03884359731247685,0.0,0.0,0.04180358823097265,0.08860454588435103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449530535678614,0.0,0.044115584429707325,0.0,0.03509087565467698,0.0,0.03267664087511666,0.0,0.0,0.032743634161555624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889397164560056,0.0,0.08127867761924458,0.0,0.058167825086474174,0.0,0.0,0.034353315007064976,0.0,0.04295648359537809,0.0,0.0,0.1398862925848114,0.0,0.0,0.030894777734374924,0.033026811578356845,0.03591471692016389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379134212234325,0.2369609375188579,0.0,0.22834765425895945,0.0718802202688734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948801858237056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195524000558735,0.0,0.0,0.33930557472517137,0.06523110528622739,0.032960145073026685,0.05003689274870225,0.0,0.07618220472733549,0.11123276286985706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23351485476918846,0.0,0.0,0.105843175650505
lonely,Sphinx85_,2019/10/20,Life as a 34 year old single with no close friends I look on Facebook and most every adult near my age within 10 years has a significant other in their profile pic. I like my job overall but I get lonely and wish I had a few close friends to chat with and a girlfriend or wife to share life with.,4.0204838709677455,4.3871986290322615,4.5388709677419365,90.12830645161293,70.7741935483871,6.845161290322581,26.79032258064516,5.985473137389443,0.7504709677419351,233,7,52,1,4,74,47,62,0.073,0.691,0.23600000000000002,0.8705,1,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,12,5,6,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,7,4,10,4,3,10,0,1,1,0,8,6,0,2,5,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497924864664058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581108043404214,0.0,0.15489564840295053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942051160146445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188173025794804,0.14484242656260798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489638445862385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31110003239536604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409309526051502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38183961356023777
lonely,APX192,2019/10/20,"A poem about loneliness, Anxiety and depression. I struggle a lot with anxiety and depression, I've left the house only a handful of times in the last 5 years and I somehow can't bring myself to get my life together no matter how much I want to. I wrote a poem last week and posted it on Reddit and I was blown away by the positive response, I also found it very therapeutic putting my feelings down in words, so I've written another one, it's about loneliness this time, I hope you enjoy it.

""Solitude""

​

The voice in my head

Is the only familiar voice I hear in a week or two,

The dark ensues,

A loneliness tells me that life’s for two,

But where and who?

How do I find someone for talking to,

A person who,

Will listen and care like I want them to,

To confide into,

To tell me it’s fine when I need them to,

Solitude,

That familiar place, In that hotel room Inside my mind,

That same old view,

Pull up one chair to a game for two,

Lying alone in a bed made to rest two peoples heads on

My Dreams are few,

The familiar hand of loneliness Grips my heart tight and I cant pry it loose,

Come daylight or midnight,

The hurt stands side by my side

It’s inside but outside too,

I tell myself, again and again,

That I won’t feel this pain in a year or two,

But out of the blue,

Quick as a flash 5 years can elapse now at the rate of few,

A moment in time,

Years goes by,

So much quicker than I ever want them to,

I was 22,

5 years on feels like 5 minutes passed in the space of two,

5 years ago I thought 5 years from then,

I’d be happy by now But I’m more consumed,

I’m just confused,

At how I allow myself to sit back while my life falls through,

I try to ignore but the pain comes through,

My whole body aches,

I just need a break for a minute or two,

I’m screaming inside,

I cry all the time,

alone and afraid I won’t make it through,

Solitude.",4.000214776632306,4.024485585051547,4.917577319587629,88.60057560137459,70.72680412371135,8.013058419243988,26.99140893470791,7.645422480735847,1.2410563573883162,1429,42,325,15,24,467,197,388,0.14,0.774,0.085,-0.9721,0,2,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,3,0,21,17,0,3,27,0,12,11,6,6,2,56,37,29,0,6,11,0,7,2,0,3,5,5,2,1,17,15,0,2,6,3,0,7,5,10,0,9,7,14,40,7,53,26,10,65,0,3,2,0,15,26,0,8,30,209,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944377816389725,0.0,0.0,0.162273449610674,0.0,0.06264855533654846,0.0,0.08488147330210324,0.09519180486663996,0.0,0.08214643288386493,0.11985993499543288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360310940989245,0.06023870670615735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701819846428356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987296027292372,0.0,0.0,0.13496613110216782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605292907057463,0.0,0.0,0.13494843888784755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086311191887829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883333600498255,0.0559661881583473,0.0,0.0,0.07160143862975751,0.0,0.0,0.08589588387682699,0.0,0.0,0.04092947258595995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339450072591219,0.0,0.0,0.16079910199201855,0.0,0.08829499427623715,0.09283340409482102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780940271962411,0.0,0.0903939654379985,0.08386470490871498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277152863866784,0.0,0.0,0.08511675557358467,0.0,0.16600180329009814,0.07654603842525064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660195757936523,0.0,0.07412730351331265,0.05229262980362347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910117590694317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115177985279125,0.1161763935270123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220476416673071,0.0,0.10617056804448144,0.1191623631650776,0.1667187946644552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431116631697404,0.06840355979238691,0.08184873806744075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502816738668676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787534453084402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663773185142877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189808939153953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296681060860458,0.20541811973053772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219329435475746,0.18272298575504264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318779033457411,0.0,0.5356883095506042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646387927891599,0.13862107465199475,0.0,0.12567941701072058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746393187971964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519180486663996,0.3531392233935965
lonely,stickypantsguy,2019/10/20,"Everything alone I've been trying to make new friends that will actually want to hang out with me when I finally get free time, but I'm just so alone.


I see movies alone. I go hiking alone. Sometimes I just drive and go to stores and leave because I don't want to be home alone. 


I can't do this much longer. I can't tell if people hate being around me or if I'm just not approaching it right. I miss friendship.",2.2708374384236443,3.6484018965517286,3.2272577996715945,94.06137931034485,76.01149425287356,6.810509031198686,21.623973727422005,7.447530270364453,0.4288042692939249,323,8,76,4,7,103,58,87,0.218,0.664,0.11800000000000001,-0.8442,0,5,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,16,19,8,0,4,8,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,5,4,2,0,0,1,1,10,3,7,15,1,12,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,3,4,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.14727793159092614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7815474812700384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435242256210864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200054441759344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563880585148147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532748355087393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166018285086268,0.0,0.07885042509668558,0.0,0.17154470359607324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900405788467205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513868970457774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980442250544152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074149088482844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094490751090384,0.0,0.0,0.14576124015273692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463019142492462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288864149124722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026515552985295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926554512718182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191232820715545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800373051143984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246601318955624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803520663035385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,severelysevered,2019/10/20,"i’m slowly losing all my friends all my friends are slowly losing interest in my and it’s so hard to just watch it happen. it’s not like they were very good friends to begin with but at least i had someone to hang out with. now i’m in my last year of highschool with absolutely no fucking friends. everyday i go to school and barely say anything to anyone. i come home and do my work, eat dinner, and then sleep. there’s nothing to break it up anymore, nothing fun to look forward to. i try to tell my parents how i’m feeling and they completely dismiss it saying i’m crazy and need to be put on meds. i don’t understand why this happens to me all the time.",2.0869464720194664,3.839454817518252,3.5048357664233585,90.26898114355231,77.46715328467154,6.026520681265208,26.74513381995133,6.816661863887847,1.1026257907542585,518,21,110,5,12,170,87,137,0.11599999999999999,0.7709999999999999,0.113,-0.086,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,3,5,11,1,0,1,0,6,4,1,1,3,21,20,10,0,1,3,1,2,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,6,11,2,0,2,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,2,6,14,8,21,17,4,19,0,2,2,1,10,7,1,0,9,67,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567263307406567,0.1027069458492288,0.0,0.1208756503663051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653031690247388,0.15400843502148862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030227648584932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742705820119494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539387467798927,0.13579484990333096,0.0,0.0,0.08347938103021295,0.12320201471791785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25978373250359066,0.0,0.13158208001296198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733983849741375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973267313681682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176166657873725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334825388772135,0.3286584100161961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315856634629894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891499792960482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818844607949041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631008531668608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476622069650262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23362119483006685,0.0,0.14865768878451965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699328062527986,0.0,0.12445704827074755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838588750506552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856511078155237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997267671736336,0.0,0.0,0.15291475591943274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119732363987695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254285155982354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693563134265917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459054120105967
lonely,Mechbeast,2019/10/20,Confused Anyone else feel lonely in their relationship? My wife does like to cuddle and anytime she cuddles with me it feels like sympathy cuddles. Anyone else turned off at the idea of this feeling?,3.8705714285714254,7.187752057142857,3.66,81.29000000000003,85.57142857142857,5.085714285714286,27.0,6.742157984588678,1.7528285714285716,162,7,24,2,5,49,31,35,0.111,0.67,0.21899999999999997,0.5697,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,2,6,4,0,3,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,1,2,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338294464413252,0.4957253009071189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116947377278064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041650725310594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36694684895425095,0.17281864738548766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730839344560579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23636740787028834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597179448832692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26312571340502644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Charlesb45,2019/10/07,"That feeling. That feeling when it's you're fault that you have isolated. That feeling when it's you that destroys every meaningful relationship with your desire to hide. That feeling when everything is crashing down around you and there is nothing you can do to stop it. That feeling when you desperately want to reach out, but the fear of rejection stops you. That feeling when the one person you had left is finally done with you and all your issues. That feeling when the depression, anxiety, isolationist tendencies, and anger drive away everyone that cares about you. 

There is nothing left. I'm incapable or unwilling to change it. There is only one way out and soon, it will all be over. I'm done feeling this way.",4.4618966529653585,7.295981801526718,4.463664122137407,81.00844979448036,74.49618320610686,8.305578391074574,29.92425132119789,9.057496981413335,2.9558157369348197,580,26,100,14,13,179,71,131,0.212,0.624,0.16399999999999998,-0.9395,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,11,0,0,12,7,2,1,3,0,13,0,0,0,2,26,25,12,0,2,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,16,9,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,6,0,2,3,8,11,1,14,20,2,21,0,2,0,0,13,8,0,1,10,77,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808174451070544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577256409108914,0.0,0.0,0.1327408106259463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440482824533621,0.0,0.1494595603310337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216875571853985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891648249780543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903772169707,0.13500275573879353,0.1269767978639008,0.0,0.0,0.15898358986324082,0.5714988031403926,0.0,0.0,0.1547695316867714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746361356345766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070105929837149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711312938517228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147516157717515,0.1074527204723627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336359223597497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168596120719385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362392190815521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333286445220255,0.2242890587047519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lovensic,2019/10/07,"What about me could be pushing others away? I’ve always been shy and hence I’m a bit awkward, but I always try to be kind, funny, and I listen to people to learn about them. I’m still just not anyone’s first though, not someone anyone reaches out to. I’m just someone people are polite to because they have to be but not anyone someone wants to be friends with.
I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. I want to be someone’s friend. I don’t know how to keep trying because it never works. And it’s not as easy as putting myself out there more because I try a bit but that’s just not how am built to be. 
I’m begging you to please give quiet people a chance. I’m probably preaching to the wrong audience about that but you never known. Of course there are some people out there who are a little off (not that there’s something wrong with that unless by off you mean a violent nutcase) but some people are just dying to be heard but are too scared to come out and show it themselves.
It is a curse.",2.0678260869565217,3.78234933333334,3.203212560386476,92.57989130434784,77.40579710144928,5.179710144927537,21.16183574879227,5.46131890053228,-0.040943961352656544,780,20,166,3,18,251,100,207,0.151,0.741,0.10800000000000001,-0.8668,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,2,2,17,9,1,2,7,0,20,0,0,2,2,43,36,16,1,3,17,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,12,11,0,1,5,1,0,3,10,6,0,1,2,3,13,3,31,26,5,15,1,0,0,0,11,8,0,2,4,118,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938748314689405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387224445740665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069222619853231,0.0,0.0,0.20812092022068854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484881907384525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803175534668312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908629428701037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811020664437955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968013144428298,0.0,0.0,0.1758488133757148,0.0,0.0,0.1091708173228857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115390042677358,0.0,0.11850897407117512,0.1250870039855744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406114032171165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396552202422502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554475934303584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944855591176606,0.0,0.0,0.12492221747662102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269956745876008,0.0,0.0,0.114404086716262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393729260287624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857018050986864,0.08761159875244387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908837305259518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181149432387746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317955952473427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424866584631495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285040222974183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732792315362303,0.0,0.0
lonely,thisisamajordisaster,2019/10/07,"25 and ALONE. It's really hard, and i don't know how to fix this. I am alone. Totally alone. No real friends, no girlfriend, i barely talk with family. And i am 25, not that young anymore.

It's hard. I need someone to talk with and do fun things with, i need human contact, a simple but meaningful hug. I don't know how to get out of this situation, but i have to, because this is unsustainable at this point. It's depressing.

What the fuck do i do now?  I feel like i am socially incapable,  also i am very introverted so most social settings aren't my thing. Also i don't drink or do drugs, so i don't have that to help ''loosen up''.  

Any help very much appreciated.",0.9964337851929096,3.0641747591240893,3.4716840458811262,87.60177007299271,82.43065693430657,7.125964546402503,21.46454640250261,8.192908349453996,1.1324123044838372,510,16,113,11,14,177,78,137,0.155,0.662,0.183,0.843,0,3,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,2,0,16,4,0,2,1,23,23,13,0,2,4,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,12,8,1,0,4,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,3,15,4,12,23,3,7,0,1,0,2,10,4,1,2,3,77,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608344054607959,0.0,0.2372177730102069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086050585893733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709040564814135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041254094132743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277450372646648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529399323944234,0.1720003934709241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981987344249788,0.0,0.07499342742234055,0.10595754720498864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458918705978705,0.13711648602557902,0.07748940326848601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657254299136916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882724114917655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302206222826662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246009373419045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902990907348553,0.21995004673920707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020731047015986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881698214902535,0.09501553604783433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671429058582835,0.0,0.3023805868356006,0.12566833817445214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23842284161043786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970701749766029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447537759353144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mauwseratti,2019/10/07,"I don't understand I do have some ""friends"", I guess. But those friends are not really friends to me because we never did something outside school. I don't have a real friend, I'm just a lonely guy who will probably die alone. I don't know how to interact with people, i'm really bad and that makes me really sad.... 

(Sorry for mistakes, my english is bad)",1.9507243460764627,4.139025802816904,3.822052313883301,85.72591549295778,79.70422535211267,7.437424547283702,25.635814889336014,8.418075326091056,1.9324350100603607,276,11,55,6,7,93,50,71,0.23199999999999998,0.684,0.083,-0.8785,0,3,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,2,1,15,16,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,9,4,4,14,1,1,0,2,0,0,8,0,0,2,1,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238100949482054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101870288121411,0.11323149286060033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277920268037987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5740400427362117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462459723454585,0.1839217310723936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208335748079074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398958591064906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432618725440186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877568114769755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002699466536989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142419746128197,0.35698867257679257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798894482631567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299944630444192,0.0,0.2079319485123872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933723297375873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BrayloinMeBoi,2019/10/07,Scared Does anyone have any tips about how to not be scared of social interaction,7.1080000000000005,8.490045133333332,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,64.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,21.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,1.1716666666666664,67,1,12,1,1,20,14,15,0.158,0.71,0.131,-0.1265,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614415238376337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26881878543609217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364377976323266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7698099272072172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39190186846664654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Violent-Profane-Brit,2019/10/07,"I can't remember the last time I hugged someone outside my family Jaysus, I'm lonely",6.187058823529411,6.324045352941178,8.392941176470586,65.16823529411766,66.05882352941177,11.505882352941176,34.64705882352941,11.20814326018867,4.416811764705884,69,3,11,2,1,25,15,17,0.154,0.679,0.16699999999999998,0.0516,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47770822583056205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41305974150939057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5740362580945456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293581262400557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954834593381713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,frostf14,2019/10/07,"I don't know what is wrong with me To put on some context, I am currently an exchange student and I kind of hang out with some people, the thing is that it only happens whenever I am there and they are planning something like they now feel obligated to do so. 
I know it's like this because they have a groupchat without me (they are perfectly conscious of it) and they plan a lot of things in there knowing that I would love to go with them but they never tell me shit.
And I still hope for the day they will fucking remember me and ask me if I want to do things with them without them feeling obligated to ask me, I feel like shit and I hate myself because I cannot fucking do one single thing alone without starting to feel depressed and it's been like this since I came here. I just... don't know what the hell is wrong with me
Sorry if I'm breaking rules or something but I have no one to tell how I feel.",3.13825396825397,4.2514263968253925,3.9723544973544977,90.62773809523813,73.39153439153439,6.669841269841268,27.785714285714285,6.868970318607317,1.1329936507936509,715,27,157,6,14,229,97,189,0.14800000000000002,0.715,0.13699999999999998,-0.6289,1,1,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,10,3,8,17,6,0,6,0,18,5,2,1,2,43,40,14,0,5,9,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,14,14,0,0,11,0,1,4,8,9,0,2,2,5,33,8,22,36,4,14,1,1,0,3,15,3,5,7,10,121,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143444745283018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922369329398694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429476205150725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410144812820085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561580803128637,0.0,0.10098626207974483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964227056523641,0.08376260135414032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167893436759431,0.0,0.0,0.06663522304747553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368277019937028,0.0,0.0,0.11575896456125102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645456294374328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209663378765592,0.2577476049712341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291274611632337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968077880061356,0.10582166417727208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904295407281822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890170939444495,0.08917303331408842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128558908489097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786747787739214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282008993877545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24070851775246835,0.096989459741844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805277848748172,0.0,0.13125048746597764,0.08298933899796987,0.0,0.0936350824927288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496132444853415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115797022636003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915640911917133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390711200173026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329021849575803,0.2563864213132317,0.0,0.0
lonely,sryimtheworrst,2019/10/07,"When I get excited and I tell people who don’t fucking care Bc I have no one else and let me tell you, it’s the worst feeling. I’m starting to think I’m an idiot bc I never learn",-1.6421428571428578,0.13640764285714546,1.7336190476190474,97.59471428571429,91.61904761904762,4.312380952380953,17.923809523809524,5.6839178017228535,-0.4995676190476184,139,4,35,1,5,50,33,42,0.213,0.622,0.16399999999999998,-0.4951,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,11,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,6,2,1,10,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,21,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278989187498577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686606829321569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261374001217632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973197168916756,0.16802594720516106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32886409280070744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480425005404077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21792866037447373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222961220549834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276344986106601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5621959264738841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060722443960022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bluestown100,2019/10/07,"Unwanted? I feel like, even when I have friends, that I’m just filler for them until they find their favorite people. I always feel like I don’t have the right to ask them to do something or even to start conversations with them. I feel boring and like I have nothing to offer to anyone and I constantly think that none of my friends care about me, even when they go out of their way to show they do. I just think, well there’s more interesting people than me out there so I don’t believe that you want to spend time with me.",2.738182762201454,4.460623981308416,3.162554517133959,93.5640394600208,75.54205607476634,6.250882658359295,21.234683281412245,6.937597516519254,0.2367474558670821,414,10,92,4,9,128,61,107,0.037000000000000005,0.7290000000000001,0.23399999999999999,0.9643,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,8,0,12,9,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,17,18,7,0,2,3,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,1,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,3,22,8,17,18,2,11,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,1,9,66,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744668319986152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230743123045355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689570220276185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318680014923755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292299525805826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448022837806007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749352314666566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28702683661970285,0.2703584446048028,0.0,0.0,0.1729441848410061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292382706085841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075384179082632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773308568571453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181562252694691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26236345431611874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159334399727296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567124927374736,0.0,0.0,0.13393130255954494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24248981838671954,0.0,0.0,0.11033604361821896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160720238894767,0.15019449129128185,0.0,0.0,0.17013202859438828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cxrexl,2019/10/07,"It’s my fault I’m alone and I hate myself for it I miss it, being touched and feeling loved. It’s not just sex, I want to be able to make out with someone for hours and just enjoy the moment and cuddle and stay like that till noon.

Why do I have to be like this. I could be with someone, but I always ruin things because I’m scared of them leaving me. I thought I was scared of commitment, not being able to fool around with everyone. But no, I’m scared of having it all and giving my 100% only to be left with a broken heart and what it felt like to be someone else’s. I’m scared of never being truly loved. I know my family loves me, but it’s not the same. I don’t believe my friends love me or care about me, cause they don’t. And know even he doesn’t care. 

And I’m sorry I ruined things. I had him. And then I was stupid and now he’s probably falling in love with someone else, and I lost my chance forever.  

I just want to hug him.",0.3397058823529377,2.1085431666666707,2.2703529411764727,96.95258823529413,83.01960784313725,5.060392156862745,18.04313725490196,5.985473137389443,-0.4511286274509802,722,16,173,5,20,240,103,204,0.22899999999999998,0.536,0.235,0.7541,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,1,7,25,2,4,3,0,18,9,1,2,3,43,42,18,0,3,10,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,12,19,0,0,5,0,0,1,8,12,0,0,6,3,29,13,23,27,2,13,0,4,0,8,13,4,0,1,10,114,41,0,0.21125041416026202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939585963927184,0.0,0.0,0.08788863374958955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402882814564596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438814585832049,0.0,0.0,0.11900343797512122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538387633845305,0.10850618347366388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433313305216064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647261396981706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976445310137333,0.0,0.0,0.1009294118338723,0.0,0.0,0.09957404483245008,0.0,0.05340727838208393,0.0,0.1014167630413263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160577297545436,0.0,0.0,0.10132532330441717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428302433746464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516637895549898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104019552396219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609770294686862,0.0,0.0,0.1118418432219338,0.11476209654774715,0.0,0.0,0.15480942253217894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530239087509192,0.0,0.4766543663661729,0.0,0.07050564591916221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146467128766498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033272963856003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388183808590707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229970350142746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579835807689697,0.0,0.0,0.11823877166313455,0.0,0.11258241686642607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403453883566072,0.0,0.0,0.08385461597150189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460096758122324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531032043981856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rightnexttonowhere,2019/10/07,"Happy bday to you! To all whose birthday is coming up and celebrating it ""alone"".  

The lonely community is quietly celebrating with you, separately, within our own confines, doing a simultaneous toast to your day, being here, making it this far despite the $#&%!, the pain, the ups and downs.  And here's to you finding more ups from here on in.

Happy birthday; many happy returns!",6.149411764705883,7.9641798235294115,7.414000000000005,66.13100000000003,66.94117647058823,8.969411764705884,31.24705882352941,9.3871,3.1830376470588235,300,12,46,6,5,102,49,68,0.07,0.6970000000000001,0.233,0.9390000000000001,0,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,4,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,1,1,9,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,13,5,3,11,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508660626741825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624444239322033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865041068148488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621135875884073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221383979128436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7735405919815752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616832103734452,0.24557227151371144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577383280604537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JustUrTypicalJo,2019/10/07,"Boy it sucks I leave for marine corps boot camp in 2 weeks from today, and like I know that ill get better once it starts but recently ive just felt that loneliness you get when, even tho you have friends, you just don't feel like ya got anyone. I lay in bed most days and just think about it. It may just be me but who knows. Thanks for readin my dudes.",0.5274999999999999,2.6026731333333366,1.1249166666666677,103.695375,84.33333333333334,4.816666666666666,13.375,5.985473137389443,-1.2811,275,3,69,2,8,83,57,75,0.10099999999999999,0.7190000000000001,0.179,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,1,8,6,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,15,16,6,0,0,6,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,1,1,7,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,10,5,6,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,2,8,39,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154708582757684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22963144300637944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744702231967062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149049002470046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128233553727767,0.18548764529101067,0.2492961618347957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059806067811972,0.0,0.2713035045907574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076586969007884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853839037506722,0.0,0.0,0.27492242319344706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25369504143614424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27650928516783163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25636425126625223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377529859547495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23904263013704002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636752547287886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24610939258091855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826841964748494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ugfat_bidge,2019/10/07,"32yo male. Have never had a girlfriend and feel horribly inadequate. Not looking for advice or anything really. I know my friends and family love me, but honestly, it's not enough. Maybe it's selfish and immature but I need more.

I really don't mind doing everything alone, like going to the movies or concerts, but it would be nice to have someone to do it with.

When I was 15 I may have thought I would start going out with women soon. None of the girls I liked liked (or any girl for that matter) me back.

By the time I was 17 and in college I thought I might meet someone there. I asked a few girls out over the course of my college career but they all turned me down.

I am now 32 and I realize I might come off as desperate when I try to talk to women, and I certainly do feel that way sometimes, but I just don't know what to do anymore and have kind of given up on it.

Sometimes I feel like I've accepted my situation, but then I have days like today like I feel worthless.

I just wanted to vent a little. I also feel like I've annoyed my friends enough with this. They'd never admit it, but I can feel it. I also realize it might all be in my head but it's been going on for so long and that I don't know anymore.

Thank you.",1.4158139534883745,3.257035872093024,3.2838953488372087,90.66561046511627,79.81395348837209,6.470542635658915,22.377906976744185,7.492282038375204,0.8062372093023251,957,30,211,14,24,321,129,258,0.094,0.7340000000000001,0.172,0.9718,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,0,11,19,1,0,7,0,27,2,1,0,5,59,52,26,0,4,15,0,6,7,3,6,0,1,0,6,14,14,0,0,15,1,0,4,8,3,0,0,7,8,36,16,28,36,7,29,0,1,1,1,17,11,0,7,20,153,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310857676415112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092822906197406,0.0,0.16876149851060415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175419401884127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928615051659635,0.0,0.0,0.08683030924378128,0.0,0.09864279808491856,0.0,0.0,0.08113494682726688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908923055392971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804880231312786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805154374572547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483057495296687,0.0,0.09947067230373033,0.0,0.3201110025519682,0.15076066365442664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304210832035354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990076036902347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828939815752334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987821081376097,0.17396576463990834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608469842684284,0.10575430358885672,0.0,0.09337794362903283,0.08860648937394985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523190578173718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600455479417258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358059803242279,0.1065406289761548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782384452356967,0.16276019791345547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519192969180185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860390199846504,0.0,0.0,0.1788059705353138,0.0,0.20871515900217685,0.0,0.07468445118292456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480940428439701,0.0,0.09714454432967652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753512505174745,0.06152696722753285,0.0,0.10001640621097817,0.0,0.0,0.07163813396103985,0.11477062162453144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223580670974446,0.08375333427225379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991044228979172,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Amber3467,2019/10/07,"F/24 Struggling to make friends. Making friends online is incredibly difficult, I have tried bumble BFF, patook, hey vina and probably every other app and conversations never seem to go anywhere or last very long, or you have a lot of fake women, or just women who do not want to keep the conversation going with you. I do struggle to keep a conversation going myself.

Men have never been an issue, making friends with a guy seems to be a lot easier to me. I do still have the struggle of not knowing what to say every now and then but women seem to be 100x harder to try and speak to.


All I want is to have a close friend who I can do things with and have fun with and it seems impossible to get that with anyone. 😂",4.344154929577464,5.4279517253521155,5.487436619718308,81.01214084507043,70.47887323943661,7.933521126760564,24.76338028169014,8.238735603445708,1.4263526760563376,563,15,110,8,10,187,82,142,0.078,0.789,0.132,0.9006,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,3,10,0,3,8,0,16,0,0,3,3,36,32,11,0,2,7,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,7,12,0,2,5,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,1,2,9,5,19,29,3,11,0,0,0,0,19,1,0,9,7,80,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865467205388276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136524628617012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918312475905844,0.0,0.06624265852828454,0.0,0.2161734171131588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554225486014134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233605184622071,0.0,0.2253939520091761,0.0,0.0,0.06968059079863663,0.10335095434209077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122053576420774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155850273408407,0.0,0.0,0.25390037550708744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955768729425781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670130515316475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082867444476418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617002290330471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012548359981943,0.0,0.0,0.39764601107102937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423379040520676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721644775953348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046152126544055,0.1495683172838448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dadjokes650,2019/10/07,"Anyone want to be less lonely and chat on google hangouts? I work in tech, and often times it feels like I'm in a bubble surrounded by the ""same people.""  In particular, all men, typically indian/chinese.  I'm a chinese man myself, and often times it feels like my life lacks diversity that I know is out there.  But alas, given being married life is stale, and I have absolutely no social life.

So just looking for someone with whom to chat throughout the day on google hangouts or whatever.  The internet is my small sliver of hope for any social interactions and adding more diversity in my life.",5.535608108108107,7.069389081081084,6.511340090090092,73.09241554054056,68.0990990990991,9.153603603603603,29.190315315315317,9.516144504307137,2.788323423423423,472,17,81,10,8,157,75,111,0.061,0.857,0.08199999999999999,0.34,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,5,0,6,4,0,0,1,20,15,8,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,7,3,14,12,5,12,0,1,1,0,8,9,0,4,5,54,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193513543449612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594020933684682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460559489990112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110677948170091,0.2982158117247725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073036859880511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114705742768836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5896936959611879,0.20393776791368887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527022972851594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469851424497854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255226481344319,0.17684575787836382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24340983954249715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310705701611267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194890953748225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Motionpicturerama,2019/10/07,"Loneliness just hits you like a ton of bricks... Especially if you don't think of yourself as lonely Oh boy. I've been so utterly disconnected from my friends and people in general for almost 2 months. I pretty much only have one friend whom I talk to regularly and trust a lot. I had so many earlier, but I kept feeling like we didn't connect anymore. On top of it, my mental health problems have made it difficult to be social and present in people's lives. I feel like a shell. So fucking lonely. I legit have one friend and it makes me feel pathetic. I know I can rekindle those friendships, but it feels so impermanent. I don't know how to get out of this, because mental illness will come swooping back in and I'll be back to square 1. Idk, one step forward is two steps back. Jeez, can hardly find any hope or faith rn.",2.6469105691056924,4.7256243414634165,3.9276585365853687,86.37669105691059,76.92682926829268,6.812357723577236,25.567479674796747,7.793537801064563,1.4389069918699189,648,24,130,10,15,212,112,164,0.13,0.677,0.193,0.8561,0,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,2,0,1,9,14,1,0,3,0,14,3,0,3,0,30,29,15,0,3,5,0,5,3,3,1,2,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,8,0,0,4,3,5,0,4,5,6,15,9,16,20,3,15,1,2,1,1,10,7,2,5,9,80,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425118899035791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678177950519816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411421753791168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283035078872449,0.0,0.08675632277837603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259519033986364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28784298850450024,0.20334540032640844,0.0,0.0,0.13007695968966246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298658481212895,0.13157159389637618,0.07435578750327528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748984227185514,0.0,0.0,0.1512784093180682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135484893498892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642956721955334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858957889373905,0.0,0.12567025736873166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099449839410352,0.0,0.13466564995800553,0.09499901718742053,0.14428909710786236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868480947165151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359764355857588,0.0,0.10462081792629488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893170506914439,0.10823998935341787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973321074801848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478955645460076,0.0,0.13618003310196353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450762666345597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439059664253848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119224899189557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902495333119125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-FallingPetals-,2019/10/07,"Does anyone else just not fit in anywhere? This has been a problem of mine my whole life. I’ve always been the outcast that nobody wanted to talk to. It was like this all throughout middle school and high school. I thought things would change now that I’ve been in college for a year, but it’s been more of the same. Everyone in my classes get along great and I’m just kind of there. I’m pretty shy so that probably has a bit to do with it, but I have tried reaching out to people before, it just never goes anywhere beyond your typical small talk. I’ve grown numb to it at this point, but it would be nice to just have one or two people that I knew cared about me.",4.052753623188405,4.510766304347829,4.32768115942029,91.34557971014496,70.73913043478261,7.0028985507246375,24.02898550724637,6.42735559955562,0.488515942028986,522,12,116,3,9,163,89,138,0.062,0.7929999999999999,0.146,0.9359999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,5,0,13,2,0,0,2,23,20,7,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,14,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,7,0,8,5,19,10,5,15,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,1,4,80,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442186799220661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119152139720868,0.1775899688935891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748516780712745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892239035497733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671442254143752,0.0,0.1833528275892283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167618767580948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478918571903635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561762219974888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055415109492793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910892979642396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831253408983675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804893070595044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242321101329913,0.08467689773818439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336774375952448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744819873188707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240320788423552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638463253219008,0.0,0.0,0.17633187425497948,0.1868715857233893,0.16584677141754828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508244028137261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786210386582511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151481470266576,0.0,0.0,0.1375991582169552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176749881701269,0.0,0.1693114558078408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223043808358263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350901935417286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24624747390298535,0.0,0.0,0.11161437528061638
lonely,justAredditUser2019,2019/10/07,Chat? Maybe? Yes? I mean we are all lonely so reach out and chat with a fellow loner lol come on you have nothing to lose!,-2.416025641025641,-1.5968631153846151,-0.2846153846153854,104.82128205128204,122.46153846153842,1.7333333333333334,8.179487179487179,3.1291,-2.4185435897435896,93,1,22,0,6,30,25,26,0.146,0.547,0.307,0.6464,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,7,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,4,1,3,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381060019145182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948955439253632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44441713123757853,0.481867370719196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244630878069639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anophza,2019/10/07,"There is no place for me I fee so lonely because I won’t fit anywhere. Sometimes I ask myself what‘s wrong with me even though I’m „just“ bad at socialising. I’m not a social person. I’m very introverted and often anxious. But sometimes people avoid me so badly that I’m always questioning myself. I have never thought that loneliness can hurt that much. Just the feeling that nobody (besides my family) cares about me. That nobody wants to go out with me and do something fun. That I’m never ever people‘s first choice (or 2nd, or 3rd,.....). That people don’t want to know how my day or week was. I just don’t have a place in a social group. I’m just there. But even if I wouldn’t be there, almost nobody would care. I would have never thought that it can hurt so much. I had to write that down..",1.7918124999999991,3.98814155625,3.0599999999999987,90.935,80.3125,5.25,19.375,6.322622252153567,0.02206250000000054,619,15,127,5,16,200,90,160,0.16699999999999998,0.732,0.10099999999999999,-0.8993,0,3,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,16,10,0,1,4,0,16,0,0,1,4,34,32,13,0,6,10,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,1,5,0,1,1,9,7,0,1,4,1,17,3,11,23,2,15,0,3,0,0,7,7,0,7,7,90,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202953642532425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971043296127816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895388096927126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326270508359236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201798312393184,0.08037502755836455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688613682776748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503286214158168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417242773088834,0.11926660265139948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429720549985038,0.0,0.06666772920007193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215222824949247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749338515674543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28229802970760953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246175479528545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938510267542254,0.0,0.3050744098542664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742262420005989,0.11512703809902053,0.2755120585667459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770307822336742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688105847594489,0.0,0.10150519212618862,0.2608076371517057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954274747719796,0.20934962421299771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879072350472233,0.15553804306116004,0.0,0.10576276347584383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732605923252527,0.14415815810287405,0.0,0.0
lonely,MaddieMadhat,2019/10/07,What do people talk about in group chats daily? I don’t have any active group chats. So I’m wondering what do people usually talk about in those chats daily? What do people talk about everyday with their group of friends? 🙃,3.5517441860465127,5.92347993023256,3.6955232558139532,87.71444767441862,75.27906976744184,7.090697674418602,20.05232558139535,8.07648339933343,0.89333023255814,179,4,34,3,4,55,25,43,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.7461,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844791854799057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958966756680106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5642126024613309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6541319307125111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987757563615591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29419076333328564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NeonRosess,2019/10/07,"It's getting worse... Im 18 and an only child, my parents are busy at work so Im always left alone at the house. I dont have much friends like most of my peers. I never dated anyone or get close to someone intimately. I can observe everyone around me getting bf/gf but I think its stupid, cause after a week or so they will just break up so I avoided being in a relationship. I always stay at my room like its my own little world, I only go out of the house because of school then after that I try to meet up with my friends but they're busy just like me, it is like this phase of my life is tied up doing endless school works and getting ready for college. It feels like a cycle, its constant, so boring and plain. Whenever I try to hang out with someone I always get rejected, I am always forgotten at groups. It makes me feel like a ghost. I've been feeling this for awhile, since last year probably .. but sometimes I just kept  on denial to avoid being hurt but then I realized it pains me even more when I do that. I always act like the tough one, in my group of friends I'm the one who's always giving life advices but when I have the problem, I have no one and I'm the one who can deal with it. I have thought about suicide but it is not an option because to be honest, all I wanted is to feel special, to be appreciated, to be noticed, and to make me feel like I'm existing.",1.6149933457545913,3.368091650519033,3.3214705882352966,91.04700226244343,78.86159169550174,5.830236891136545,22.880090497737555,6.67199483983844,0.5199282938514771,1073,34,235,10,26,357,149,289,0.177,0.6859999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.9306,1,4,0,0,0,1,31.0,0,0,1,2,12,22,1,2,12,0,22,3,0,3,2,44,43,21,2,2,12,1,5,8,3,1,3,0,1,1,16,12,0,3,8,0,0,3,4,9,0,4,3,5,32,13,35,34,5,35,0,2,0,0,14,18,0,4,20,154,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593819194899338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108381438904896,0.0,0.0,0.4390604194574618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149272785848616,0.0,0.0,0.0782891085483389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722010769974166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903430633313599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503658954871272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906667536877204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307011238090108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808640764095095,0.0,0.0,0.08403458635624737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233650556879425,0.18848236380656266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038367385186524,0.0,0.2297364413590443,0.08436422522024563,0.04998079552498251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295192317901364,0.09414623567841253,0.0,0.189989958664074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168637548408452,0.0,0.0,0.09555178354392332,0.0,0.1242353773863296,0.3437213011922773,0.08814333323637855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740706069602624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464920945501593,0.0,0.06782809718117365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012521483229556,0.0,0.0,0.2383734452319757,0.13377126812462162,0.09357897909248822,0.0,0.097651782889151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481887373712612,0.08415085695279301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441930971216067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800873592166375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274846745814681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902990905051858,0.0,0.08697920173033541,0.0,0.0,0.09373696587005807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619683483376394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635118251421426,0.0,0.06981798307539765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941686909894438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051871850732227526,0.0,0.07054364542685715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280490549525754,0.0,0.08962279651701742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663327207297497
lonely,loco_chub,2019/10/07,"And it starts sometime around midnight🎶🎵 I don't know what to say...I'm not being a baby...
I'm lonely...I miss her..💔",-4.15031746031746,-4.307621481481476,-0.10052910052909958,102.65333333333336,134.18518518518516,1.542857142857143,11.264550264550266,3.1291,-1.9337894179894184,88,2,22,0,7,32,25,27,0.086,0.914,0.0,-0.1531,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971719097022872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30692989492933664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441313441590578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5523580052256051,0.0,0.3953000316219393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gO_Rv,2019/10/07,need someone to talk i want to talk w8 someone want to share my prblms is there anyone plz DM me,-0.8842857142857135,1.2519024761904802,0.6257142857142881,103.04428571428572,95.66666666666666,2.8000000000000003,16.523809523809526,3.1291,-1.2722190476190471,76,2,18,0,3,24,16,21,0.135,0.615,0.25,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24899198757042698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26404214034882506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6034413263845424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5724361357514288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200716300144244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheoriginalMr,2019/10/07,"I need a female friend. Is it too much to ask ? I have anxiety when it comes to speaking to women. I am 23M and I've never been in a relationship. 
I have good genes that have given me decent looks. A few girls have even approached me and I can't even talk to them. I feel like they judge me. I try to act extra cool before them, do dumb shit and out of embarrassment, avoid them.
Almost all of my friends are in a relationship or have female friends.

I need a female friend. I don't give a rat's ass, if you are hot or not. I just want you to be open about yourself and how you feel about me. 

Thanks.",-0.3346511627906956,1.7257251472868234,1.7593488372093018,97.7664651162791,88.22480620155041,4.68031007751938,15.576744186046513,6.079149491110277,-0.7712660465116281,460,9,112,4,15,153,79,129,0.111,0.6940000000000001,0.19399999999999998,0.9028,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,4,0,8,12,2,2,6,1,14,2,2,1,2,22,25,9,0,4,5,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,7,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,2,6,22,8,13,22,4,9,0,0,1,1,19,4,3,4,3,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094519905091444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823519724216785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893034173091856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537626042045408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565726574631766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387016228203742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827349524506194,0.12909229525706328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5584342620000712,0.0,0.0,0.1733441461256674,0.0,0.15156279708214127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828101500492445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174270012730762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283547595468015,0.2679738926056016,0.13936717321239336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388008888295976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18548621068497748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452400167666092,0.0,0.16636451306641956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226836087981372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658168968732784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jordanmuchwano,2019/10/07,"So many emotions I have so many emotions right now my heads gonna explode, i feel sad lonely angry and insecure. I just need someone to talk but its Hard 😥😔",0.3931818181818159,2.70684460606061,2.288106060606061,93.3521590909091,87.78787878787878,4.512121212121213,23.40151515151515,5.985473137389443,0.4795515151515155,124,5,26,1,4,41,28,33,0.29100000000000004,0.7090000000000001,0.0,-0.7543,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,4,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6028342053244652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135487804299131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24003806922100704,0.0,0.27500259600459004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5433354636294772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868773779573126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288349858715801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270402593188451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537478959745832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,crillmyself,2019/10/07,Surrounded I really need other people who can understand being in a full room and feeling lonely as hell. I am depressed and I constantly cycle through friends-- telling them I'm feeling depressed until they say they dont have time or are tired of being emotional rocks for me. I have cried in silence in bed next to my girlfriend more nights than I can remember because I have no one to talk to.,7.90157894736842,7.3992381052631595,7.812105263157897,72.89473684210529,62.68421052631579,10.757894736842106,38.73684210526316,10.125756701596842,4.022852631578949,320,15,55,6,4,103,58,76,0.258,0.687,0.055,-0.9571,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,10,1,0,0,0,8,15,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,3,11,1,12,13,2,11,1,3,0,0,9,6,1,1,5,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646592631755802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24191835850688825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24590501069782644,0.0,0.0,0.3856289107969296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26236792078410426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25181780935716946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263855751506768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295741713793478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659929394713867,0.0,0.0,0.2380827930044187,0.21008198376661552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516966066858727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551996902189555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341354646521304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25359521958835546,0.0,0.0,0.17802630303369565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993407549925627,0.1956677340928076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053738626950756,0.2572996973798346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23305118951590076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DaveSmith49,2019/10/07,If anyone wants to talk dm me please I’m here always and I can listen to whatever you have to say,0.5549999999999997,2.088921772727275,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,81.27272727272728,6.218181818181819,15.545454545454547,7.1686216300943375,-0.2421636363636357,77,1,18,1,2,27,19,22,0.0,0.892,0.10800000000000001,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153889163591897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490644538718009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5479908564659718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39699775955730654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40125208255152905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944513908837078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Yeshuah_OC,2019/10/07,"I realized that the reason I’ve been crushing on this girl for the past 2 years because she’s moderately attractive and friendly with me (Im in 8th grade if that helps and I’m sorry if this sounds creepy.) Idk how it got to this. Am I this deprived of human love? I do things to forget that I like her yet… it only works temporarily. I tell myself to get over her and she walks by me, calls my name, waves and says “hi!” There I go back crushing on her. Only because she’s moderately attractive and she’s friendly…",1.8525714285714296,3.892789352380955,3.5640476190476207,88.2117857142857,79.28571428571429,6.485714285714287,22.880952380952376,7.554174236665415,0.9449809523809524,402,13,85,6,10,134,68,105,0.11800000000000001,0.715,0.166,0.8109,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,13,8,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,10,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,17,5,11,6,0,9,0,1,0,1,17,4,0,2,4,53,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259713592062105,0.0,0.3053702239914932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557594232935046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935136727445708,0.0,0.13086102982339934,0.0,0.14234873525289052,0.0,0.2003249531863811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788577815973518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27055221953261754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236773142131685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260603231906113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809897507773183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391034044587303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575264354906109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991850035417321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803823569224939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189231458730108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664021463396902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823462475073656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612954449432736
lonely,Dpdrisfucked,2019/10/07,"Does anyone else legitimately have no friends? 20M here. I always had at least one best friend when I was a kid, but all of the friendships ended up falling apart at one point or another. My most recent really good friendship lasted from about seventh grade until the end of high school when he turned out to be completely fake. Shortly after, during the summer after senior year (summer 2017), my girlfriend at the time broke up with me as well.


Went to college from fall 2017 up until the end of 2018, and I can count on one hand the number of people I talked to there outside of group project type situations. Granted, I didn't make the greatest effort to talk to anyone (obviously), but I always felt like It'd be weird just randomly striking up a conversation with someone outside of class. Although, I wasn't completely lonely during that time since me and a guy from high school would text about random shit on a daily basis. 


Stopped going to college, dude that I would text pretty much made it obvious he didn't want to talk anymore, so we don't talk anymore. Briefly made a friend at the job I was working at and hung out a few times, but it became increasingly obvious from the bizarre things he would do/say that he was completely disconnected from reality. Had to distance myself from him and haven't hung out/talked with him for a few months. Honestly, I don't really plan on hanging out with him again.


That brings me to now. No in real life friends, no ""online friends"", studying for a career path that doesn't require college, and I have no clue how people make friends past high school or college, let alone find a girlfriend. Haven't talked to anyone except for my family members for months. It's weird. In a way, I don't really care, but at the same time I know it's not normal or good for my mental state. 


Is anyone else in the same situation?",6.539005054535777,6.738544877094978,6.5172306464485255,78.70094040968344,65.31284916201118,9.053684490556,31.01409949454642,8.704169506293173,2.3468144187283846,1478,50,276,20,21,469,182,358,0.11800000000000001,0.7240000000000001,0.158,0.9615,1,3,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,0,0,5,12,19,1,0,21,0,25,3,2,5,4,48,37,20,0,5,10,0,2,1,8,3,1,0,0,2,11,13,0,2,3,0,0,7,14,6,1,3,12,2,25,13,58,18,11,59,0,2,0,0,25,25,1,6,26,180,36,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005286155830962,0.0,0.0,0.12862893812078285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104908147251776,0.0,0.0,0.15330896834578453,0.21618193586280268,0.15839285959370447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811148670852636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880597899805958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431226146405467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764015233495016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913777341795574,0.0,0.2053775693162833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286552939076202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421397956202601,0.0,0.07064495230434477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35830107288727964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0439277354771899,0.1296604130504236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076532818461478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24499480395492776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670197378612123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0424785424781607,0.06300460219784543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903794525848742,0.05459475722037796,0.037761749883269684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627415094900856,0.10318815959684996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789377157256411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339003202762172,0.0,0.05681969128182214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757313193689077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712843608655686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378548944673799,0.1071713034676762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730674377706733,0.0,0.0,0.07863538119514803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797704125728895,0.14854878274481711,0.0,0.07631810760293946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146697496862145,0.0,0.23467575641990146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934077212740331,0.06393806663751675,0.1737624951511285,0.0,0.0,0.06549061848854136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462091258702221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37275401868974817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051350434931933316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028208455867129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407324399741396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045589769305264934,0.06135206386616896,0.0,0.0,0.06949623114845672,0.07165194379871836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562706631114877,0.0,0.0,0.16472147245514265,0.0,0.0,0.04977454577700505
lonely,Plumage25,2019/10/07,"Summer So I had met this girl at work and we got to hang out all summer. I came back from my trip and we started to become more than friends which was amazing, she made me feel special and said she loved to hang out with me. She moved to another state and is wilding out telling me about something called “topless o clock” and her getting blacked out drunk. Every time I text her she seems kinda dry but idk if it’s just me overthinking it. But I feel like she’s cheating on me I thought what we had was special but idk anymore. Now I feel even more alone and like I wasn’t enough for her idk what to i want to go visit and she wanted me to but when I brought it up today she just basically turned down the idea. Idk what to do I haven’t felt this alone in a long time. I’m scared I might just turn cold and not care about people anymore.
There’s so much I just want to say but I don’t know how, I just want to be with her and feel loved again.",0.7216502463054191,2.6022735172413825,1.7379581280788194,100.68053325123155,82.30049261083744,4.651133004926108,19.509605911330052,5.341637118332708,-0.5775259113300493,736,19,180,3,20,230,112,203,0.11800000000000001,0.748,0.135,0.5654,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,3,0,0,1,16,11,1,1,2,0,11,3,0,2,1,49,38,19,0,5,12,0,5,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,9,19,1,0,9,1,0,8,4,2,0,0,13,9,35,9,26,23,5,30,0,0,1,2,24,9,0,4,14,118,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824511891862985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298308017193895,0.0,0.0,0.2704606654857085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485075891971188,0.0,0.0,0.1505965166310399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923659614670614,0.15595703809715106,0.13902590144625432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408940952043034,0.0,0.09006306457297016,0.0,0.114887357788536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757864756484435,0.09741406519350612,0.1309249062025942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534972574551453,0.0,0.07124134128169762,0.0,0.07749530049438642,0.0,0.10905781787328712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393139916818654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493870053051062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323510181477025,0.0,0.0,0.12067239381705995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461365412821089,0.1290250812979058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465411541150408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492679989761134,0.10023869890059617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453335434187443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970752754577689,0.10843722408927067,0.13651798152602304,0.0,0.0,0.1241350525369421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497492389642354,0.0,0.0,0.0965147780610877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918275876821224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825289036537038,0.15902270131683954,0.0,0.12925128450468112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29663633858388244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32170953803123464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927012852978698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WalrusBees,2019/10/07,"How to make friends in college? I'm about halfway through my first semester as a freshman in college, and I haven't really made any friends yet. My roommate is very polite, and I talk to him occasionally, but he seems to already have a well-established group of friends around campus. 

I was in band in High School, and made most of my friends through that, but I'm not doing Marching Band in college. I know the names of the people in some of my classes and clubs, but I don't know how to actually form friendships with any of them.

I also catch myself thinking sort of condescending or mean-spirited thoughts about some of the people I meet, even those I barely know at all. I don't like that I do this, and I don't say anything to show it, but I'm worried that it might be affecting the way that I interact with people without my realizing. 

Thanks for taking the time to read this, and I hope you have a smile-worthy day.",8.730815217391307,6.20850653804348,8.386521739130437,75.9008695652174,62.42391304347826,11.37391304347826,39.30434782608695,9.516144504307137,3.4889152173913054,729,30,149,10,8,234,103,184,0.048,0.841,0.111,0.9017,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,1,8,7,0,0,8,0,12,0,0,6,1,37,27,15,0,1,7,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,1,22,7,30,21,5,16,0,0,0,0,16,9,0,8,6,104,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.14645896087663735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656198731701518,0.1200209952208865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412261928031586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350518599028835,0.1336053269294939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679085631842474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991281370669505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766017674688473,0.0,0.0,0.4638137555359719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857049937565,0.0,0.14906587872272786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474444039750256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332277386654383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840235562628588,0.10018129608946952,0.0,0.0,0.1634839417545183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921391358154585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31214511801363937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501232072586509,0.0,0.09614675201774542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935170165092192,0.0,0.1518915964181358,0.0,0.13662955575673552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284343175961466,0.12063070304704898,0.0,0.13817588719733584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616686538238682,0.0,0.11914881427710793,0.08751436678084905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383385696215242,0.0,0.1191285763771747,0.0,0.0,0.13494227510184792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467426372777806,0.0,0.0,0.15241615814805615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rivfa998,2019/10/07,"I almost dropped out of college, but I didn’t and this it that story A couple of days ago, I posted here about how I was homesick. I moved to a different city for college. And, I’m not bragging, it a GREAT school! I was so proud of my self for getting into it. But, once I moved in, I absolutely hated it. I was lonely. I don’t have my friends, family or anybody in the new city. I was nervous and I ruined my first week. I went home, cried every day for a while. Didn’t eat, sleep or talk. I laid there on my bed, lifeless. I can’t tell you how much I hated it. 

After 5 days of doing that, I just asked myself, what do I hate about college? I’m going to there to study, not to make friends and go to parties. I’m going there for MYSELF!! Not for anybody else. Then why should I feel as about not having friends?!! Fuck that!!! So what if I don’t have friends in college, I have my childhood friends, my family and hell I have myself! I got up, I went to school, and it sucked. I still hated it, but I kept moving on. I got up every day and did what I had to do. I don’t have any friends here. But, let me tell you, I’m happy. You know why? Because I didn’t let the fact that I’m alone affect me. I was alone but not lonely. Because, I had myself. 

So it’s okay if you want to cry out loud and scream and vent! Do it! But after that, get up and keep going. Thanks to all of you, I know I’m not alone. I’m still working on jKing myself feel better but it’s a start!!",-1.2011206896551698,0.7645405141065851,1.3547327586206883,99.55416810344828,92.13479623824452,3.6915673981191217,15.811990595611286,4.935628992294339,-1.0399499059561128,1100,25,269,4,40,374,130,319,0.209,0.65,0.141,-0.9809,1,7,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,5,0,4,16,25,7,1,7,1,28,3,1,4,2,46,62,29,0,4,18,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,3,1,19,13,1,2,4,0,0,9,13,13,0,1,16,4,51,12,37,43,2,39,1,4,0,1,16,12,3,5,16,187,70,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740018658097453,0.0,0.08743415894228156,0.2712985009404547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937773681690416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162848435077298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645380003288983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722372767572502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966132696986985,0.19182460810764296,0.2252458649814095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122642467530304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934585975273616,0.07294114509898036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713465140570425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462712686872422,0.0,0.08829898201599716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742707731617568,0.0,0.0,0.4047598135675695,0.08072204825020822,0.0912378012422472,0.0,0.1984943207556231,0.0,0.13966884019900447,0.0962659755316197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294929058696498,0.0,0.34482509386348137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758486467515421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776102931687031,0.0,0.0,0.09597295813563728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785726385343731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058283973174064675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784086246660173,0.06418715820433052,0.0,0.0,0.08433014179423799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298847517592272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362439815489782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673649825999893,0.0,0.0,0.0910894201675494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873788564112488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180257122657086,0.0,0.1394610181243707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018113095765594,0.15263571207902624,0.0803886555382531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051501119926572914,0.0,0.07003946633677767,0.0,0.0,0.161885239025489,0.157577853157888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356694086008098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TerribleConcentrate,2019/10/07,If we don't have friends then why doesn't everyone here become friends? We all dont have friends I know. But since we have no friends then why don't we all just simply become friends?,3.1235964912280707,4.609097500000004,2.7026315789473685,98.24675438596493,74.0,6.119298245614036,28.456140350877188,6.42735559955562,0.8741824561403511,147,6,34,1,3,43,21,38,0.36200000000000004,0.638,0.0,-0.9236,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,10,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,2,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304542791954772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283952456166347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621402022148087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7528102454442795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709970271004912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120487025311553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516936761091847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,513xh,2019/10/07,what is wrong with me got cheated on and then told by that person that they couldn’t love me and didn’t know why. now they’re in a new relationship and he loves her. that messes with me so bad. when we broke up he said nothing was wrong with me and don’t blame myself he just couldn’t love me. how the FUCK am i not supposed to blame myself. i’m genuinely afraid no one will ever love me just because they can’t.,0.713882646691637,2.6785898764044944,1.9228464419475664,98.88991260923844,82.82022471910112,4.854431960049938,16.630461922596755,5.82211442006289,-0.7782069912609241,325,6,78,2,9,103,61,89,0.252,0.602,0.146,-0.8665,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,2,0,7,12,2,1,2,0,9,5,0,1,1,16,19,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,5,1,13,4,8,11,0,8,0,1,0,5,15,3,1,0,5,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679302036687395,0.11447227715647622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698627049839375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736046374498866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018919174744658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320198113956723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6779348590602371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136437329869726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018521929915887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724829173718769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396702575194036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161131381366196,0.0,0.0,0.17862698067454671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943706020219494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944717497016712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106278561891941,0.0,0.0
lonely,imaginatioonnn,2019/10/07,"How’d I end up a 23 year old woman with literally no friends or human contact beside hugs from family? 🥺 🥺🥺HOW DID I END UP LIKE THIS, WHY WAS I CURSED WITH THE UGLY!!!! 🥺🥺



even worse I’m socially stunted do to being extremely sheltered by paranoid parents, I have 0 social skills.",-1.5980573663624504,-0.39516705084745496,1.9800000000000004,88.95049543676663,117.81355932203392,4.527249022164276,19.792698826597128,6.297961479604792,0.7355256844850064,220,9,44,4,13,79,47,59,0.128,0.6920000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.6294,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,7,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,5,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724773016992764,0.0,0.0,0.1761689509947539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25144402693084417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060706101904328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303080693160852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798823904547666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961658820543228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437838738348161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406772851276916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718149510159785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176176902120366
lonely,_TAmtenise,2019/10/07,Im so tired of feeling lonely Almost everyday I cry myself to sleep because I'm so alone. I'm in love with someone who will never love me back.I just want someone to love me,0.4247368421052649,2.437888578947369,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,84.26315789473685,4.852631578947369,22.657894736842106,5.985473137389443,0.43366315789473703,138,5,29,1,4,48,27,38,0.21899999999999997,0.47200000000000003,0.308,0.6739,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,6,8,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,5,7,0,3,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289130152842029,0.2367639019030711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757816978632389,0.0,0.13935434759586934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511098063893909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558861241606215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469306113135159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6189697563260115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631282851946725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287682266880215,0.0,0.3873893842032917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627456716304733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134836050298004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,giveupthetoast,2019/10/07,I just want to talk to people. I just want to be able to have conversations. And talk about feelings. And insecurities. And conspiracy theories. And people we have beef with. And people we love. Someone who will be there at midnight to have an impromptu depression session.,2.96125,5.9723059583333375,4.204166666666668,75.60750000000002,93.58333333333334,7.4,26.83333333333333,8.07648339933343,2.8646583333333333,218,10,35,6,8,71,30,48,0.175,0.705,0.12,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,13,10,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,7,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,28,5,1,0.290725207893588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504011955549271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469994004261016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623908507939092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6046567603077682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463305252092783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673478192594375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429545200920843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,springtimecool,2019/10/07,"I'm so lonely that I'm thinking about creating fake friends I'm thinking about buying some generic dolls (that way I can assign them any identity I want) and having them as friends. I'll talk to them, watch tv with them, and even surf the web with them too. I don't *want* to do this, but the loneliness is becoming overwhelming.",5.535,5.89784430769231,5.633653846153845,83.61509615384615,67.46153846153845,9.576923076923078,31.634615384615394,9.516144504307137,2.6595384615384616,260,10,53,5,4,82,43,65,0.11900000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.4491,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,5,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,12,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,2,7,12,1,1,0,2,1,0,8,0,0,1,0,32,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290311773421876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37196203851016796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244897719055265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5204117548189285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27070191475977906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316074421833499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972991482513421,0.2673310601143568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,I_am_a_god101,2019/10/07,"Needs new friends I (15m) am homeschooled. Started less than a year ago but already i lost all my friends. I don't blame most of them, but a few have left me with trust issues. At the risk of sounding like a child, does anyone want to be friends?",1.2170588235294133,3.2038095294117674,1.5762352941176483,101.92905882352942,81.15686274509805,4.08,23.925490196078428,3.1291,-0.2746580392156863,190,7,45,0,5,57,43,51,0.091,0.551,0.358,0.9473,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,0,7,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,8,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,5,6,6,4,6,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282941693111881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28420241457585066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007834922962368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253754815452912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5969255985726086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688054358325226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798185744196328,0.0,0.0,0.12582130983074785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811359465572333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096306361112955,0.0,0.2487342798414203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822885355024926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190409625088533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584767827901906
lonely,Bonefish28,2019/10/07,"I'm sick and tired of just being a background character in people's lives. Everyone always talks to me at school and acts like I'm their friend, but then nobody ever invites me to do anything.  I see everyone going out to these huge parties and enjoying life while I'm at home wondering why I was forgotten.  I try so hard to make other people happy, and to make them smile while asking nothing return.  I just rarely feel happy for myself.  Out of the dozens of people who would call me their friend, only one ever texts me to see how I'm doing, and I met them on Reddit.  It just sucks living with nothing to look forward to but being alone.",6.407255343082112,5.995208960629923,6.909336332958382,77.84047244094491,65.69291338582677,9.146906636670417,28.37907761529809,8.418075326091056,1.9799817772778403,506,13,94,6,7,166,82,127,0.096,0.6829999999999999,0.221,0.9697,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,0,7,7,1,0,2,0,6,3,0,3,2,21,21,12,0,1,5,0,2,1,2,1,3,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,5,14,6,19,16,0,16,0,0,3,0,11,8,1,1,8,64,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531216808717424,0.0,0.0,0.12477779600507012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340337586129825,0.0,0.1401913040975973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312477661660526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27129277342486763,0.0,0.2865842606360334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582371238279469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317157079077899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522508381730742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31926801939229565,0.13433369605246254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042097737914426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059203874169274,0.07326233105189267,0.0,0.2648328659817126,0.0,0.12592768593354714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019742550038247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28777916776057016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161601389258086,0.11405048097493613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118878046508539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517663862668385,0.23899561444852094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053126246616234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235566565867713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181223179081764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531455904641465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626240018821024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652648145869377,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Branerz,2019/10/07,Just tripped on acid and feel like I’ve gone to terms with where I’m at socially. I feel like I don’t really need other people to be happy. Like maybe just maybe I can make it alone nside my own head.,2.7094696969696983,3.162258886363638,3.807272727272729,93.88924242424244,73.77272727272728,7.684848484848485,19.21212121212121,7.793537801064563,0.14794848484848533,157,2,39,2,3,51,34,44,0.043,0.7140000000000001,0.242,0.8481,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,8,9,1,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,4,5,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636289631053255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574083784993962,0.3636900106219752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709649151824329,0.0,0.0,0.2612337423535915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37306939838188746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990890137918274,0.0,0.5114437244378418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887398230352767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646751819889747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306625731735774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25947372730647017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SuperStryker7,2019/10/07,"You have at least one person who loves you You. You love yourself at least enough to where you get out of bed; at least enough where you want to make yourself feel better; at least enough to eat and bathe; at least enough to make the choice to still be alive.

Remember, if at least no one else, know that you have yourself. Because you know that you haven't given up 100%.",6.278108108108111,5.6425428918918925,4.860135135135135,93.1683108108108,66.02702702702703,7.9405405405405425,25.256756756756765,5.985473137389443,0.43955135135135137,290,5,66,1,4,83,40,74,0.026000000000000002,0.799,0.175,0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,9,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,0,10,14,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,9,3,14,12,10,11,0,0,0,2,13,10,0,1,1,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839623634806717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726562009492273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195226337597456,0.14854416847881313,0.0,0.0,0.7349343414794491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991015183058405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290259496868174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544830621132475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209754756203416,0.0,0.2373898660086682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24098823311040685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552638675336373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143319362573076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200572903250816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048816963983658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,10H13U0639,2019/10/07,I just want... Someone to hold me. :(,-3.531428571428574,-4.094823428571427,-0.7392857142857139,106.59678571428572,140.42857142857142,1.4,17.785714285714285,3.1291,-1.2397999999999991,24,1,6,0,2,8,7,7,0.326,0.674,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8207225807263058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5713269164724805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CloudyMook,2019/10/07,"Confused 24/7 I don’t know whether I victimized myself, considering how selfish I am when I vent to certain people, or have the right to feel certain emotions.


I do crave good relationships with people. After high school, I left a abusive friendship group, but I was deemed responsible for the breakup. Even by my mother. 

Now as a first generation college student, even more responsibilities are left upon my shoulders. With a brother who has learning disabilities, I gave into insecurities and gave up finding who I am.

Even though I talk often with people, people just take advantage of me. Either with homework or assignments, people are quick to respond to my text messages. I’m tired. But I don’t want to become absorbed into loneliness, even if I’m comfortable with it sometimes. 

Who am I to complained? I have a body, working limbs and a functioning soul. Compared to my brother, I can easily learn lectures at a normal pace. So I’m not excused to be stupid nor dumb. Last nights, I had an argument with my mother. She asked, “Do you have anything to say?” I just shook my head. I’m never allowed to complain nor to cry. That’s how I was educated. Even though she has expressed “It’s like you have a retarded brain?” (Rough translation from Spanish) when I do something ‘stupid’ , I apologize. I’m sorry for not learning how to drive, I’m sorry for not knowing how to cook or clean at age 20, I’m sorry for giving up my expression of freedom for academic responsibility because I’m the one whose suppose to achieve greatness, get a great career and take care of everyone. 

Sometimes I feel like I can’t handle it. Even though I went to therapy sessions, they say that I must communicate with my parents. Ha. A joke. 

I guess no one remembers my emotions or my treatment. No one remembers how they expressed disgust at my belly during a doctor checkup. No one remembers how I wanted to sign up for Pre-AP classes at 6th grade, because it was too hard. No one remembers how I wanted to play basketball, but had to choose academics. No one remembers. 

I’m blamed. It’s me. 

I’m sorry",3.55455781397227,6.091262386189258,4.840286041189933,78.68683638443937,76.03324808184144,7.287144972405438,30.749831740476512,8.288913261614885,2.6581109974424564,1647,80,284,31,38,544,200,391,0.159,0.6759999999999999,0.165,0.6847,2,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,2,2,4,25,24,5,3,14,1,25,8,4,8,4,61,52,28,0,6,15,5,4,2,0,1,3,2,2,0,11,12,1,0,14,3,0,3,14,11,0,7,8,6,46,13,48,42,2,27,1,0,0,0,33,14,1,8,12,201,57,18,0.0,0.09148557515778982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354027296286738,0.0,0.0721843601701284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941374754679024,0.0852764342708057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576698293210468,0.0,0.0861959939625267,0.0,0.0,0.07872448454878415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481559293465378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903146503843146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370997647851275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30599341252098594,0.0,0.0,0.07378097244333978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808310507284424,0.055161462651081,0.0,0.0,0.07057189729563443,0.06567790989459173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04034095670391187,0.0740703898962657,0.0,0.06476316463265039,0.0,0.17025669177054614,0.08505956477148552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916828373381044,0.0,0.0792435035397096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158048371328533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486922955577203,0.06293944819020272,0.0,0.0,0.16778576094084774,0.0,0.0,0.07544539977845371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955194386027107,0.0,0.0,0.07245980050381827,0.07565300447144259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31393189441058383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573664505045571,0.0,0.0,0.2676511900233444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289858723716073,0.4373401919249751,0.0659400539354228,0.0,0.12280682208888972,0.0,0.07814435822907831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944285696639475,0.15273259176416426,0.3457375365734309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611014385479206,0.06206142469122559,0.0,0.0,0.08830056308421506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275861218926007,0.0,0.0,0.08874575728753356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662787271547006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157784744494383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056212472771631036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Disposable-Life,2019/10/07,Nothing I do matters. No friends or anything. I can't keep doing this every day,-0.2177083333333308,1.8034943125000042,1.9775000000000027,90.38416666666667,105.875,2.1333333333333333,30.33333333333333,3.1291,1.0111083333333335,63,4,11,0,3,21,15,16,0.067,0.623,0.311,0.6012,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058827269822306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31808977408087685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155639263697187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810649536684496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384016660624765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732633631944639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Altruistic_Standard,2019/10/07,"Lonely during my gap year I decided to take a year between college and my master's for career-related reasons. What I mean by that is that I'm a violinist who couldn't get into the master's programs he wanted, and am trying to reapply to some fellowships rather than go into debt, which my current offer would require me to do. So I deferred, which has so far been a positive choice, as I've improved a lot and got some professional work. However, my friend who'd often talk to me all the time on the phone has been pretty unresponsive this week and I'm beginning to realize how much of a lifeline they were for me. I don't regret the choice to put my career first, but going from a campus filled with college-aged students to suburbia in the middle of nowhere, it's hard not to feel super alone sometimes. And I don't want to burden my friends from college who are probably off doing exciting things like starting jobs or medical school (or even worse, for them to pity me).",13.6553125,7.100239739583337,12.74625,60.67375000000003,57.85416666666666,15.716666666666667,48.14583333333333,11.855464076750405,5.544983333333333,778,31,143,14,6,258,127,192,0.094,0.7709999999999999,0.135,0.7963,4,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,6,6,9,0,0,11,0,15,1,0,2,1,30,28,12,0,6,5,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,11,8,0,1,5,0,1,4,4,4,0,1,4,2,17,5,28,21,5,19,0,3,0,0,11,7,0,6,9,102,28,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728479320312492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581340599560148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631483226051356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202626339762966,0.0,0.0,0.2943361494435227,0.0,0.09952043978120917,0.0,0.2165137895335963,0.0,0.1523480861121417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706369550584496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902675984473527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306124567805264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619433549911307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749377670469754,0.0,0.1918933839342206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002823667002445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379150995412908,0.2053748190329544,0.0,0.0,0.19148982423169306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585008730177386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278077499396765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883943260549837,0.0,0.1348261133945394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322085448171634,0.15310445719102736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654962907300854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110732117442148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293266673292857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470572655335028,0.0,0.15279540710040082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867519435600018,0.0,0.1941202725834827,0.13531492814805696,0.0,0.0,0.2453319164173366
lonely,internetsurfer00,2019/10/07,"if you want to read this you can, I just needed to vent. It’s been three  years since I’ve had a relationship. Let’s me start from the beginning.

Around the end of 8th grade I met this girl who was a freshman in high school. We hit it off right away. She had a couple diagnosed mental issues (or at least thats what she told me). And two months into the relationship she took my virginity. Our relationship ended in a not so nice way. 

Basically she was at party and claimed was raped. Then again she didn’t file a police report and got mad whenever I was going to. I believed her up until I found out there where texts between her and her best friend, it went along the lines of:

Ex: “I was really drunk and we went to his car”
Friend: “What happened in the car”
Ex: “We started making out and then we did some things”

Now my ex claimed she was diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and PTSD. Before she moved to my town she lived with her mother where my ex claimed she was raped so her mother good get money and drugs (all claimed to have happened by my ex). And I have yet to find any police reports about this. Her mother in the ended up dying while she was young (I forgot why, it was probably suicide but I can’t be too sure everything is a little foggy) and that’s how she ended up in my town living with her alcoholic dad (something she claimed). 

Anyways, she ended up causing me a lot of mental harm subsequently making me look for outlets like drugs and alcohol. I don’t drink anymore and the last time I did coke and pills was months ago. I’m better now physically. But mentally I’m not. 

I haven’t been able to date anyone since this whole thing 3 years ago. My parents don’t believe in therapy so now I’m stuck to smoking weed (which helps immensely whenever I think of self harming again). 

I feel so low of myself I don’t know why I feel this way. I feel ugly. I feel stupid. I feel like no one wants me. I get ridiculed by everyone about everything. I don’t feel normal. 

Maybe it’s just normal teenage feelings or maybe I do  need help. My ex used to say I needed help a lot. 

Sorry for this tangent I just needed to vent. Much love to anyone who reads this. <3",1.9709968543225929,4.057514528473806,3.2969069313374573,90.04223424449509,79.11389521640092,6.367740535849876,21.61411215967025,7.447530270364453,0.7115219221173668,1694,49,358,24,42,551,218,439,0.11199999999999999,0.7959999999999999,0.092,-0.8477,1,0,6,0,0,1,52.0,5,2,0,2,22,19,5,0,15,0,30,14,0,5,2,65,71,27,2,9,10,11,7,2,2,0,7,1,0,2,21,25,5,1,11,4,1,7,10,9,0,3,26,9,66,10,48,42,8,63,0,2,1,4,55,26,0,6,30,234,87,6,0.07339793527918757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012568209399986,0.15688014215193746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991311291229435,0.0,0.056149219589595116,0.0,0.07279102918340463,0.10264308586841303,0.0,0.0,0.06533972366441125,0.0,0.0,0.06895977630707907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062456236909214015,0.16538867719089784,0.07702660478275615,0.06491450913449782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539989792351144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121341933538026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321753410491614,0.14899471858795085,0.07617546878027441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190203368780554,0.17023660524329132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250439249798645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013487255867862,0.13193066300549228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597854100684829,0.05243549962905253,0.0,0.0,0.06708438312946463,0.0,0.0,0.08047704757767632,0.11341412545049935,0.0,0.07669478359062842,0.0,0.041713738075244575,0.06156270577072993,0.058703033871757924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981110353396372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759126656669622,0.07754894844874219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660837504921708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040337585707604935,0.05982911354446236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750543616852287,0.0,0.0717170474089904,0.07356401347920682,0.12962344312806715,0.0,0.061635779892150584,0.0,0.0,0.1248005996787224,0.0662445022361856,0.0,0.09798738348633143,0.0,0.1474761826819408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219035661484133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171710633653978,0.07801038943581177,0.053955927704876255,0.21769455595062653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382878543273353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049736340498672815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149972106751736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791353883449727,0.0,0.08579825855636661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683559560573192,0.0,0.047020596801394,0.0,0.0,0.23640574223812397,0.0,0.06268143568892126,0.0,0.058368984111418436,0.0,0.07428262903128592,0.0,0.0,0.07657005399107704,0.0,0.0,0.12143106107255786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05650531647659514,0.0,0.08216297936758209,0.1039028727354172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028542822847749,0.0,0.06917668537175009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839369356852388,0.0,0.0975246535944394,0.047030433248172236,0.0,0.0,0.042798926311854266,0.0,0.0,0.07013487255867862,0.08154780675545607,0.0,0.0,0.07169911763064347,0.0,0.0,0.06339224998742422,0.0,0.0,0.08658400780518907,0.1165197292638935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608124269250782,0.13246044054187442,0.0819461735478314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453172774792357
lonely,InyouendoNY,2019/10/07,"Lonely tonight But, it’s sometimes more often. Older guy here. 39m. Not looking to meet but, online company is welcome. Prefer the company of women on here. 18+ obviously. I’m an interesting guy, come and say Hi and see for yourself.  If you have any questions, I’ll answer them honestly because, why not. Also, I’m east coast US",0.3926846590909108,2.725158921875,3.2728409090909096,81.96079545454549,100.40625,5.452272727272729,24.56818181818182,6.980632752743323,1.742175,257,12,45,5,11,90,55,64,0.026000000000000002,0.802,0.172,0.8957,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,7,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,3,4,7,1,5,0,1,2,0,11,2,0,3,2,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22525364319329114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154716875338315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170512967019813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426361835093323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5578007299052619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365342180319135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155380093725565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22399752283932392,0.0,0.0,0.2244567600744652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785816099633249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338817707169474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541658982701145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,H0oman,2019/10/07,"Lost in Translation When you're a person of color, and gay, and cant speak the main language of the country you moved in. In a university full of life, I feel so alone and lonely. Makes me think if I belong here, or anywhere. Where's my Bill Murray or Scarlett Johansson. 

​

But one day, and this is the my last lingering strand of hope in me, I will find my soul group.",3.1855701754385954,4.686463960526319,4.100000000000001,88.22833333333338,73.86842105263158,7.171929824561403,24.508771929824558,7.793537801064563,1.129577192982456,295,9,62,4,6,95,57,76,0.10300000000000001,0.858,0.039,-0.5831,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,13,8,10,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,1,3,9,1,8,6,2,10,1,2,1,1,4,6,0,4,3,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844702905708236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975996064945997,0.3337482558649323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713631785382106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138878967175228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25103899745970915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27280449702522064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22388877980914365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400413861298613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29982948846423463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833411396705871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919256172873145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612023355727314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398270398134071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599435609226494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337482558649323,0.0
lonely,Robrunner92,2019/10/07,"Well :( I have been struggling more with loneliness the last few days then normal. It has made my depression much worse too. I’m struggling to deal with my day to days. I can’t focus on my studies. My job is suffering and I’m Down to eating maybe one meal a day. I’m feeling so much more lonely by the fact I don’t have people I can turn to when I get down like this because anytime I try, I get alienated from the few friends I do have. I really don’t know what else to do",1.937941176470588,3.092205098039223,3.611911764705884,91.87610294117648,76.45098039215686,7.060784313725492,23.534313725490197,7.645422480735847,0.8469960784313733,368,11,86,5,8,123,64,102,0.226,0.69,0.085,-0.9463,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,4,0,12,2,0,1,1,8,21,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,2,1,13,3,12,19,6,10,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,8,57,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329739291975295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794524809910745,0.19161157431556786,0.1600793377758897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017926978710786,0.1552606214854264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397545655288768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359353266150066,0.0,0.19420640716035495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443551881058254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214276939108646,0.1514991847043787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908008958196654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586345948596308,0.0,0.0,0.1867194758202799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732542260109666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210150910799325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594228109578476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885062783249931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906547929095715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885985498744105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261854723876798,0.20216027840417167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710878240222093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189405316025066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FallonKristerson,2019/02/27,"Suddenly it's not that easy anymore I've been a lonely person all my life. Since I was a child I used to play alone, talk with myself or imaginary friends etc. Sometimes I would play with other kids but most of my memories are of myself alone. During all primary I had one (1) friend who was friends with literally everyone. In high school I had two friends more but we've drifted apart. The thing is: I never cared. I was fine playing alone, I was fine having just some friends, but not anymore. I will be turning 24 soon and every year I feel more isolated, as if it's not being alone anymore but just plain lonely. It really hurts and I just can't understand it.",4.56492424242424,5.478563825757579,5.237575757575758,83.63469696969699,69.83333333333333,8.593939393939394,29.060606060606066,8.841846274778883,2.1623424242424245,523,19,105,9,9,169,85,132,0.205,0.631,0.16399999999999998,-0.4689,0,8,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,14,0,0,3,0,15,1,0,1,3,26,20,9,0,2,12,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,0,3,8,5,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,3,0,2,7,1,15,11,8,9,7,8,0,3,0,0,10,3,0,4,4,74,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5405028583408009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881682084210323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330210315835203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550653774882505,0.0,0.0,0.10992509086405056,0.12466796222167095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596864524147948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5039970627749112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378468231684521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966891326283418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921535525202388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006251238163171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840863313959837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391980535686795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835812737917528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320407901511588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792464848114837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903639210431375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048654021844248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667727898001744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191194357707784,0.12744847979335386,0.13582200397747646,0.0,0.11268264043635155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268087044714808,0.0,0.0,0.08401724729568291
lonely,acethebathound30,2019/02/27,I ruin everything I started making friends on here and just when I thought I was doing alright I fucked it up. To any of the guys in the r/lonely chat it has been great talking to all of you. But it's for the best that I don't talk with any of you anymore in fear of making you all run off of this site too. And Kev if you see this I'm really sorry man I didn't mean to freak you out. To any member of the chat or not a member if you could share this amongst the chat you will have my gratitude. I think I'll just crawl into a corner somewhere and die now. It would be for the best.,0.8191678321678353,2.094216930769232,2.725244755244756,96.57339160839165,79.69230769230771,5.650349650349653,19.51048951048951,6.1124844417494595,-0.27200000000000024,451,10,112,3,11,151,81,130,0.11800000000000001,0.7040000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.8231,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,7,0,2,6,10,1,1,8,1,11,1,0,2,2,22,20,8,1,4,7,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,1,16,6,20,12,4,13,0,1,1,1,16,9,1,3,3,81,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934581886317188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126721630223445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047934049919711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398456204477748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016023990278448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333187166779138,0.0,0.0,0.21702329605914886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900465282344838,0.17829775147940194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263096456691605,0.0,0.19096363768980584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574736788643047,0.0,0.0,0.2100831869912197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355229428632365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536859925413429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158931467659229,0.13650867048352855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100302362805621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235781407376609,0.0,0.15311083376705995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700358538120974,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RainbowColoredMagnet,2019/02/27,"I've got to say, why do some people say they won't ghost if they clearly would? It doesn't make sense. Just be honest with the person here. It's not like you are a better person if you lie about. If it's going to happen because you lose interest in the person, just be honest about your intents. It gives others a fair warning not to expect you to stick around or give explanations for leaving. 

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lonely,makabis,2019/02/27,"This is how it is I thought I had friends. At least in high school.  
It was something that I did not realize could be lost. Friendship.  
School and friend was all I had. Even if I wasn't the best friend they could have.  
To be honest I was a bully for some poor kids. I am not proud of it. They grew up to be criminals now.  
I was also a victim of bullying. Only now I realize how bad it was.  
Story short. High school. Best friend and I in same school. Friend has new friends. I'm trashed. I try to be better. Still trashed. And alone till today 6 years later.  
I apologize for my language this is my second.",-1.3421286956521712,0.4400269680000015,0.5007652173913044,101.15229565217392,107.32,3.773913043478261,15.834782608695653,5.7926816847441245,-0.6425443478260866,461,13,107,5,23,148,73,125,0.198,0.578,0.22399999999999998,0.6096,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,5,7,14,1,0,3,0,21,0,0,2,1,16,24,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,11,0,16,11,12,7,6,16,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,2,8,79,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453745082427526,0.0,0.1038811580455656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846125676522407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726445308554616,0.1148861873024546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742950927530449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579786940162247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.60216352089732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27449342636578233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180143374192414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545844077999466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879496992816447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258638258836823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000353478548724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373848253549127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312626373479733,0.0,0.0,0.1231302185918818,0.0,0.0,0.08819372169332297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365148196353689
lonely,coconut80085,2019/02/27,"I'm so lonely it actually hurts My entire body hurts. My chest feels heavy. My brain is foggy as hell. Some would say I'm just being dramatic but it's the depressing truth 
Anybody else physically hurt from being lonely? ",2.619285714285713,5.456272833333332,4.262190476190476,79.46614285714288,82.57142857142857,7.1695238095238105,20.304761904761907,8.238735603445708,1.5028133333333336,177,5,31,4,5,59,34,42,0.376,0.569,0.054000000000000006,-0.948,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,1,6,7,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,4,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.2396673423934897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728030128812481,0.0,0.27416758812520964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153242288356602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516486323300545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418127343862405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7887503273083054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953086719556267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446513375251585,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kanuman07,2019/02/27,"What hobbies should you get into so you won't become fucked up Have been staying home for weeks now, don't see any reason to go out side, should I try something new, adult loneliness is toxic",7.033947368421052,6.3161076578947375,6.414736842105262,82.91315789473686,64.52631578947367,8.65263157894737,29.52631578947368,7.1686216300943375,1.5946947368421056,153,4,30,1,2,47,35,38,0.071,0.8390000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.1818,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,5,11,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,5,7,0,9,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,0,3,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21951418686273885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565058057810812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984221988483511,0.16864899897240895,0.0,0.18345394146589356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237934178922097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31176099825198395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33189082810242543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25722877291403895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485062116157111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34406046701118626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191591298578643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589296481377669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NothingButDeadInside,2019/02/27,"All relationships and conversations feel unsatisfying Online, offline it's the same issue. I don't have any friends, hardly had any my entire life but I have become okay and accepting of it. I still feel the need for social interaction and I have tried. I noticed when I did try it seemed a lot of the people I came across are mainly into themselves so it repels me and there are pretty big personality clashes as well. It's just so odd to me, maybe it's cause I live not far from the city but everyone has this personality type I can't even think of a name for. I guess it's called being social?? .-. I don't know. Offline or online it seems difficult to find someone with substance.

Maybe I'm just too different? I never smoked, don't drink and never done drugs and I don't plan to but those things seem so commonly done by others so I feel like the odd one out. I know I can be interesting and have interesting conversations but it rarely happens. Even though I am into common hobbies like playing games and anime I do have other hobbies that can pretty interesting and not commonly heard of but it doesn't seem I'll actually get to show someone I'm interesting. x.x

I really try to keep conversations going but it's just so uninteresting and I try to keep it going in the hopes that maybe it's just that way because the convo is new and things will improve in time but in the back of my head is like ""Gahhhh, I can't do this."" and conversations never go anywhere. It's just hard to find someone that gives the same amount of effort or at least try to seem sorta interested so it doesn't seem redundant to keep going.

Trying to establish a decent relationship seems so unrewarding and I feel I'm starting to completely emotionally check out when it comes to being social and with people in general. No one actually tries to know anyone but themselves these days and the few times a relationship goes well it either ends or becomes unstable/toxic.

I am in a long distance relationship but the person I'm with went through a drastic negative personality change that I don't blame him for but the romantic feelings I had are gone but I keep it going because he needs me and no one else seems to want to help him  with his problems.

I do dream of the ideal relationship but I know it's a dream for a reason even though it's realistic. I just want a wholesome relationship that consists of tenderness and understanding and the person's appearance doesn't matter. Not really a romantic relationship because when I figure out how to solve my current relationship I'm most likely finished but still.... I think what I want is reasonable but I don't think I'm ever going to get what I want.

I guess this is more of a rant or something. Damn, I'm just really frustrated is all :c My ""standards"" aren't even high and even when I did lowered them it still backfired. I wish I didn't feel the need to socialize but I know all brains are programed with this need and it's unwelcomed.

I'm stuck between trying with little hope for success or just throwing in the towel and waiting for androids to come out.",3.5166666666666657,5.722309613598673,5.046260364842457,78.77247512437813,74.75456053067992,7.982421227197348,26.092039800995025,8.788703293910665,2.1286835820895527,2479,90,461,53,54,832,245,603,0.08199999999999999,0.748,0.16899999999999998,0.9946,4,0,4,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,1,4,36,25,2,0,27,1,45,6,2,4,7,136,113,56,0,13,32,0,8,4,1,1,3,1,0,5,40,36,1,5,29,6,1,13,22,5,2,3,12,9,50,20,59,97,13,56,0,0,0,0,34,18,1,21,28,322,90,3,0.0,0.0,0.09845753091850644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686110599811175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03527355092808696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03879044827587823,0.0,0.0922556388659186,0.11142897674926702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631527331823793,0.05151178719720986,0.05769765981569237,0.0,0.05182272370078852,0.05336598820787107,0.08691084211107243,0.05289247315425105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032533989970838915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270613222057166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324911036624901,0.0,0.0494186242680049,0.058502231436923124,0.0,0.04214179884381171,0.056745820506142276,0.04468086026307151,0.0,0.0,0.16659806203978214,0.0456319869376619,0.0,0.04820404566177895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530444003798694,0.03603917888782519,0.0,0.0,0.09221485830346283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038975045383682634,0.0,0.05271270504027505,0.0483931336021266,0.17202035405883914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114559779933778,0.0,0.04460990755292102,0.0,0.0903807851004398,0.0,0.05177293462702691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03381340310608174,0.05329977678249222,0.0,0.10021004024191786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265331602132053,0.0,0.1793576099462941,0.0,0.0,0.1386211133205162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035632041900886674,0.0985829645627026,0.050560911219287706,0.04454541758919308,0.044643799424202914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042888035481188816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204166739044253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496225477074197,0.11672296498772987,0.04872179984479808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743397613942788,0.0,0.0,0.1025521003025394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994686981239116,0.22024084621834256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264499158142104,0.0,0.048270740976030235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695246797641847,0.1037353523230692,0.0,0.43328757018439495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673987205639511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20569649541039384,0.12823014045170988,0.03883638418665688,0.0,0.0,0.03570647980815566,0.0,0.120860554719326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702917797536953,0.0969727498923477,0.09912738066374303,0.0,0.05883182853111054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740003353585496,0.0,0.0,0.0525168613084662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190192357540599,0.04004229383346772,0.0,0.0,0.09071540002420664,0.04676465641948018,0.0,0.0,0.058011289952523123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chookadee,2019/02/27,"How do I not feel needy and clingy around new friends. Just don’t wanna drive them away by getting to clingy, I’ve just been alone for a very long time and whenever I leave them I immediately want to go back. I get that I’m supposed to entertain and value being myself alone, but I hate myself and no amount of therapy/meds is helping change that. I worry that if they leave me I’ll get worse, and that I currently feel toxic as hell.",5.622022471910113,5.197538617977532,6.068853932584273,83.25564044943822,67.31460674157304,9.367191011235958,27.9123595505618,8.841846274778883,1.7809352808988757,343,9,74,5,5,111,62,89,0.278,0.613,0.109,-0.9627,1,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,16,14,9,0,3,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,2,13,2,10,12,1,9,1,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,5,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306196237762111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506485864141609,0.0,0.0,0.19531810877805086,0.15985344047843994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199184902141198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022936516646976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061415565695605,0.0,0.3258395158655482,0.0,0.1181478372934247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524687522233995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934329354354846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402478540730601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397479924010127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078002904483228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122146840700235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152980169582588,0.1226180359085466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112088425353756,0.2118561633414095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dkong12,2019/02/27,"Looking to help people who feel lonely and have a few questions. Hey there eveyone. I""m a college student who is currently looking for a way to help people who are lonely and would like to make new friends but don't know how. I can't go into detail yet but I know it involves using a website. 

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My question now is how do I get people who feel lonely to take notice of such a site?

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1. What would be the first you searched for on Google or another search engine if you were looking for new friends or a way to help with feelings of loneliness?
2. What would make you avoid using such a site?
3. What would make you **want** to use such a site?  


Any help would be very appreciated! 

Thanks and if you want to keep updated on my progress send me a PM, if I receive a lot of requests I will make a subreddit updating everyone who is interested in the progress 😄.

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lonely,cuddlykitten5932,2019/02/27,"Boyfriend is currently out of state, will be gone for another week. So my boyfriend is currently out of state working for his company's new location. At first I was excited to have the apartment to myself, because he said he was going to be back on Friday. I didnt mind that much. Yesterday though, he told me his manager wanted him to stay for another week. I feel like I'm going insane. Theres no one to talk to, no one to watch TV with. It's too quiet around here. Yes I still have my family and will visit them, but it's not the same. I really don't have that many friends to invite over either. ",2.6792682926829268,4.213645747967483,4.364723577235772,85.67732926829271,75.26016260162599,8.497235772357724,24.49512195121952,9.120678840339163,1.861803902439025,469,15,99,11,10,158,84,123,0.042,0.863,0.095,0.743,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,8,3,0,0,2,1,13,0,0,0,0,12,21,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,3,6,4,13,3,20,11,3,23,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,0,10,70,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187516213707645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775237314707595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353713616599415,0.0,0.12171954021514103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823506707331988,0.0,0.10096127605714007,0.1426472897878714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984277419648755,0.0,0.0,0.1542677931327619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269589009525872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755072915155913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243830069759894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161402327837796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467835132599078,0.0,0.0,0.19284658851635075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27060881373471224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791640673546312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993589101057415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282613180761287,0.15946007562707235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049056002331952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19617888963933186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079725683723853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177730177051552,0.0,0.3203332013246122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536519714620988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,poohbear98_,2019/02/27,"lonely gal thoughts @ 12:59 AM man, sex is great and all, but the thing i think i miss the most about that sorta intimate dynamic with someone is stuff like kissing, cuddling, holding hands, what have you. god i’m so fuckin corny, but ugh!! i miss the stuff that makes my heart flutter! or my cheeks blush!! even things little things like light touches on my arm while he’s talking to me make me giddy, or always actually addressing me by my name in conversation. like, not to get my attention, but to just address you and talk to you. i love it, i love it all. and all that good stuff just makes the sex even better. you’d think it’s a win fuckin win and YET

BITCH CANT FIND A MAN WHO MAKES HER TUM FULL OF BUTTERFLIES and i’m big sad :’(",1.094630365659775,3.48575789864865,1.9971860095389504,96.24988076311607,84.87837837837839,5.374244833068364,19.516693163751988,6.794906146795322,0.09197488076311623,571,16,127,7,17,178,94,148,0.11199999999999999,0.608,0.28,0.9893,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,0,3,7,20,3,0,6,0,6,12,4,4,3,30,20,12,0,0,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,14,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,3,18,12,10,18,5,7,0,4,0,8,15,5,3,4,5,76,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.14798496866285368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618191671770326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411887888549726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032197647251992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860202250635975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922896228198129,0.0,0.0,0.12719376899270307,0.0,0.1671906433646312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970166256331194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22226024945077,0.15198948810822205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27373351476283203,0.0,0.40490048198257017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848946572430442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207963912488239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437751941341701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302241302711282,0.1943377240263829,0.0,0.12039026797319455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EncircledR,2019/02/27,"Are there any gay/bi guys here looking for a relationship? I'm aware this is a bit of an awkward place to post a personals ad, but I feel like anyone reading this sub already has a lot more in common with me than most people in the dating subs, so I wanted to try it.

I'm 26, bi, 5'11, white, fairly thin, and from Australia. There are a few things that I need to be specific about in order to find you attractive: you need to be white, not extremely overweight, not excessively bulky/muscular, and have no facial hair. Other than those traits, I'm not overly picky with physical appearance. I'm not really looking for guys older than me, so you should be between 18 and 26.

I'm looking for someone who doesn't have any friends. I don't have any, or family, and it's pretty much always been that way for me, although I'm not looking to change that really, other than finding a partner. I'm a very private, mostly-antisocial person, and although I have decent/good social skills, I just don't enjoy socialising with most people.

I'm very intelligent, caring, and mature. I'm looking for someone who is more refined than the average guy. Someone who can speak and write without making grammatical or spelling mistakes. Someone who doesn't swear much or at all, and isn't vulgar/disgusting in any way. Someone who doesn't drink, smoke, or do drugs. Someone clean, respectful, and more on the calm and gentle side, but strong at heart. I have a strong personality and I'm on the dominant side of things; I like to be the leader of the relationship.

The kind of relationship I want is one built on trust and loyalty. I want someone who will put me, and our relationship before everything else, as I will do. The kind of guy who is focused on finding a partner and simply being together. Not someone who is focused on working as much as possible and building a successful, busy career or anything along those lines. I want someone relaxed and stress-free, who just wants love and companionship above all else.

Let's buy and convert a van and drive around the country for a few months, or buy some rural farmhouse with a bunch of land and live a nice, peaceful life surrounded by nature, or just come live with me in the city in an apartment and we can play games, lay in bed, and talk all day. Which would you prefer?

I'm not looking for anything long distance in the long term, so please be serious about being together IRL as soon as possible if things work out. 

If you think we could get along, just send me a message with a bit of information about yourself and we'll go from there.",7.126959378733575,6.771856241935486,7.276057347670253,75.61649342891279,64.20161290322581,10.17072879330944,34.49940262843489,9.633347757342033,3.1486428614097965,2040,80,380,35,27,660,238,496,0.03,0.769,0.201,0.9984,0,0,3,0,0,0,71.0,4,5,0,6,16,21,0,1,29,0,38,9,3,1,3,87,71,44,0,14,23,0,3,2,3,5,3,1,2,9,24,36,2,0,7,5,2,6,15,3,0,1,1,12,27,18,65,56,19,44,0,0,8,2,42,25,0,14,11,255,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290316932422584,0.0,0.05497046678897683,0.0,0.0,0.17970290148705725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0461934231104519,0.0,0.10872994060827107,0.058810887759542387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056215523004297836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424936230707874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735656088862184,0.0,0.0698868587973848,0.05690821021545766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274665780859075,0.0,0.0,0.04260575770378406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471748265442362,0.07661316364720001,0.0,0.11037584214849692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937398399408988,0.0,0.06227917639613835,0.0,0.03340389874482143,0.04719607170575447,0.0,0.0,0.18114365528579565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104081428682974,0.0,0.03451566716640081,0.0,0.03754564345227498,0.055411274737731234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261654636473982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828605342840338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759079565617185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755482566171726,0.04666289456291711,0.06455098046141883,0.0,0.11667128872420332,0.11692896585686607,0.3328622831489097,0.0,0.0,0.056165175244126585,0.0596252596002492,0.0,0.04409817404236036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052731584018023185,0.0,0.14569372949193302,0.09797110683871058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044766616303139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160079627601916,0.17305337843035748,0.06902272672076372,0.07251833640639999,0.0,0.14895426827245695,0.06327096563937194,0.06721074858547718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641247821517017,0.0,0.0,0.06608178951465167,0.0,0.08464446697314933,0.0,0.0,0.2837116696704638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734383833513849,0.5037816418433174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756759876249765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053099669753426365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166978220910666,0.0423310870619341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044853059482965564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901929182023762,0.1948310338346225,0.1048769161422632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368325336518092,0.0,0.09619062904365094,0.0,0.0,0.04692990739260807,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mabrew,2019/02/27,I'm starting to feel worse when not In school Strange thing has been happening lately I have just started highschool and in a few months in I find myself wishing days were longer as I find seeing people leave so eagerly as if they just were waiting for that final bell to ring a little depressing. Staying back after school and seeing most people gone home about thier business while I stay there lonely basically just wondering what it must be like to be them. It's a sad type of peaceful,7.976129032258066,7.708491129032258,7.270451612903226,76.06567741935488,62.44086021505376,9.590537634408603,33.65376344086022,8.841846274778883,2.8015866666666667,397,14,69,5,5,123,72,93,0.124,0.7490000000000001,0.127,0.0903,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,15,19,8,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,4,7,2,12,12,2,17,0,3,2,0,2,4,0,3,11,49,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365841422415175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455467289931852,0.0,0.15298981153627986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981351114277017,0.0,0.0,0.19458161567203056,0.3246955857206162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707490450369546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817429011842606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037091000398796,0.18808126788596632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677954401725588,0.17802884464550775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178011809213936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462882910725589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595358653836534,0.2830913260086711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25145050566965066,0.3786533393210595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800743721506515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426219934706188,0.0,0.19262882475844487,0.0,0.0,0.18101701322135744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bryanpg10,2019/02/27,Looking for someone to talk to! Can have a conversation and be new friends! [m4a] Hello there! Its a lonely Tuesday night and im bored and looking for someone or someones that want to talk and get to know each other and maybe become friends? Kinda looking for someone we could chat and talk about each others day and random things (: hopefully can find someone!,3.1763636363636363,6.181302015151516,3.182045454545456,86.94306818181818,81.87878787878788,4.512121212121213,27.946969696969692,5.985473137389443,1.2672787878787877,287,13,48,2,8,87,44,66,0.06,0.748,0.191,0.8741,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,18,12,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,3,8,10,2,4,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,4,4,32,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705274773944451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327931219193845,0.0,0.0,0.09957803438843534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411227817353098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385848408378975,0.0,0.08066990184592793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335836216554408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667831975902087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485659460500299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889823073733456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511992634422164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912468666648035,0.0,0.14489802602652993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6541315378664678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723131115857352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257939151396052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910716881131554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Skinnypenisguy,2019/02/27,"The goofy guy persona is backfiring I’ve always been the goofy guy out of all my friends. Whenever and wherever I made sure all my friends were having a good time, laughing, smiling, making jokes. I always play the goofy dumbass because it seems to work the most. I’ve been doing it since Grade 8 always being funny and kinda dumb that was my thing to make others laugh at school.plus with my close friends I didn’t have to be too stupid because I trust them a bit more. But my friends at my new school are whole different story. I thought my persona would work as it always did with my close friends with some of my new friends but then they brought their friends to “watch” me play the part. I’m usually pretty good with taking insults I can shrug them off or just put them away like their nothing and just keep my show going self deprication is also one of my go toos. But lately when they say the hurtful things (that I used to just shrug off from most people) it’s starting to hurt bad. So bad that I have to excuse myself to the bathroom and fucking cry like a little bitch like I’m in 6th grade or something or my day is completely ruined like today where they just kept on pushing calling me a Mexican (when I’m not.)then they literally started pushing me around grabbing my bag opening it up,grabbing my binder out of my hands, and just making fun of me while my stupid persona just smiles back and takes it because I’m just a fucking loser. All the while my peers are just watching fucking humiliating. That’s never happened to me before so I had no idea what to do except just absorb it and keep playing the part. After it was over. I went to the bathroom and cried for a good bit ( silently of course don’t want to embarrass my self further.) in conclusion I’m a loser and I have no one to talk to so whatever.",4.391448966545919,5.636523193905816,4.69757617728532,86.11330652034947,70.52354570637121,7.105092691242278,29.120072448327303,7.321109707123232,1.5913830385680805,1447,55,285,14,26,455,182,361,0.17,0.654,0.175,-0.8967,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,9,5,22,39,8,1,17,0,24,4,1,5,5,58,52,25,0,2,16,0,2,4,7,1,0,1,0,4,16,19,0,3,4,5,0,7,5,16,0,2,13,5,44,23,41,36,12,42,0,5,2,3,25,18,5,8,21,194,60,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633564107275408,0.2760864941691511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384370539747477,0.0,0.0,0.07793490881672208,0.06378396445504866,0.13852073146742994,0.15169792182733755,0.0,0.07058493210418824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811213504807057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470193435856799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697222583293239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822348874740803,0.053496336137247615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666582144683724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486125100165028,0.2300597435022394,0.0,0.0,0.09428558349209976,0.20872532297904212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642684596997352,0.0733530259166385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776008699198665,0.09364123821533613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746077869730284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357199739132854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210207891438402,0.0831383886334555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848995356931272,0.16611069973292122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397668997374409,0.16022859686409424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959342934569809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241907585026767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965503907602753,0.0,0.05750756766363336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439067844685665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338835992560771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596572231022621,0.0,0.16790106436657246,0.0,0.0755151976029557,0.17307133217233134,0.0,0.0,0.06861767235196285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385949785645402,0.0,0.0,0.11742585817522368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818004865159303,0.0,0.12473719906833355,0.06667262677630642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021751218303766,0.0,0.0,0.06585358639614926,0.048369217508983715,0.0,0.07862755998675051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164276752373387,0.09135847170159504,0.0,0.04892646927416914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689612560284738,0.0,0.09261148897714623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077818825213407,0.0,0.0,0.058925793978823776,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jaxim98,2019/02/27,"What's there left to say Go big or go home that's what they say
But when you go big and go home what you got to say
I fell hard but make no mistake 
the only pain I ever felt was when she went away
And at the end of the day 
she still makes me feel some way 
and I dont know what to say
I wish I could change her mind really tell her how I feel
But she ain't happy anymore and that's just how she feels 
So I don't know what I'm supposed to do 
I tried to make her happy but I just made her blue
Yeah I realy blew it with her and now I'm all alone 
I don't know how to feel 
And I don't know where to go
But the pain is holding on and that shit won't let go
No she aint ever coming back this I already know.
Inside I'm screaming someone please help me but nothing can ever truly help.
I'm lost on the ocean suspended in doubt 
A bunch of false notions like she's coming back
it was all one big mistake
That lie takes the cake
I torture myself with all this false hope
Sinking in these waters still just trying to float
So what else is there to say 
except maybe next time I'll keep my head up and learn from my mistakes
And now all that's left is pain and heartbreak 
all the times I let her down
Got me feeling helpless 
Feeling like a clown
Yeah big top no more messing around 
I always had a job to do, to never make her frown
but it almost always went south and got her feeling down 
now I'm just a clown with tear drops falling down..
So don't you give up and lose your self
Walking straight through hell 
till you hear the ring 
Yeah saved by the bell
No more late nights and no more maybe next time's
She's the one in your heart and the one on your mind
Cause she doesn't quit on you when you fall down 
even when you're that clown she always hangs around 
so don't you ever let her down
Cause I promise there are a million guys who can and will give her that crown 
if you ever fool around
So what's left to say when your world falls apart
When she leaves you, taking with her your heart.
So don't be a fool 
Stop it before it starts
Don't do what I did and let it all fade away
Keep your lover happy that's what I've got to say.
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lonely,mrpopper03,2019/02/27,"21M Don't have any friends whatsoever Hello, i'm a complete loser. I haven't spoken to anyone besides a few family members in the last two years. I don't know what to do with myself. I feel as if I should lie down in the cold outside and die. ",0.7549056603773607,2.4866543018867944,3.460981132075472,89.12883018867926,81.45283018867924,5.749433962264153,21.92075471698113,6.742157984588678,0.504489811320755,190,6,42,2,5,67,40,53,0.20199999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.0,-0.8706,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,9,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,5,1,7,8,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25335511387133763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605041961016601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906244434241339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866608079712697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35121854343110176,0.0,0.1883786739158555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878406794485042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475047585597125,0.303687968761107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639391945700848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23991788180105866
lonely,yerrrboy3,2019/02/27,"My sister just moved out and I’m feeling soooooo fucking lonely So my sister would usually come home at 5 or so but she recently moved out so I have been home all day and lonely. I haven’t gone outside at all today and I haven’t come across another human today and it’s so feels fucking horrible. 
I could only imagen what people in solitary confinement feel. 

I feel like shiiiiiiit fuuuuckk ",2.375906432748536,5.143240684210525,4.937543859649125,74.70336257309944,82.94736842105263,7.588304093567253,25.549707602339183,8.515128840125781,2.46888479532164,316,13,54,8,9,111,50,76,0.146,0.7959999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.8258,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,20,16,10,0,2,3,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,8,0,1,4,0,0,5,2,4,0,0,2,4,8,1,6,12,2,16,0,2,0,2,4,6,2,1,6,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382385880720734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184515190755149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758198546138385,0.0,0.0,0.1192083550929176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738484221541608,0.1320517784006148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417684970130806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708249259029957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030488618393194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929174216551513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058132679902252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814676745316828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251002779693665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504188424023343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357829940744676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131307066613649,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,8BlueX8,2019/02/27,"Why am I so awkward? I can’t get past my awkwardness when talking to some people, the conversation seems to die so quickly after I join it and people always take me so seriously even though I’m trying not to come off that way. I’m generally a pretty lighthearted and nice person when I meet others, but I really just can’t handle the look in their eyes when I try to make conversation. It’s like their eyes are telling me, “Oof we kind of know each but never talk so why are we talking now.” I just feel really unwanted and like all eyes are on me, questioning why I decided to hang around. Does anybody have any advice to get past the awkwardness? I feel like I’m viewed as a fun hater, but that’s not who I am at all :(.",3.2780159705159697,4.446869885135137,4.965380835380838,83.42728501228503,73.12162162162161,8.625061425061427,24.265356265356267,9.095868883498916,1.6943297297297302,565,16,120,12,11,192,88,148,0.11199999999999999,0.7440000000000001,0.145,0.7949,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,2,0,14,11,1,3,5,0,8,3,3,1,3,28,21,15,1,1,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,0,7,18,6,14,21,4,17,0,0,5,0,14,5,0,3,12,77,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931613028750906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714332108730278,0.0,0.0,0.10391044973203024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602597945084688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162520288764554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858412264158453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371786679357067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092413413116014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452234160515604,0.10916162167550326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966524606482624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159119539387631,0.08397586180102015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22395369317526428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831501051500727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019963742195456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785015214037885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917331764801264,0.21186702848064515,0.1334206198604667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554543427969381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117296316536038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577746508764976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910500105696982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488792163052515,0.3684488465601016,0.13355549013435125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501269723622179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748475596842306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128694008466953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413639517112308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pyramidkittens,2019/07/23,"Do you sometimes feel lonelier when you’re with people? Sometimes I can be with someone and feel even lonelier than I did when I was by myself. Lately I’ve felt that way. When I’m at work, or with someone I just feel like an outcast.",2.625,4.27301816666667,3.84,88.905,75.66666666666666,6.466666666666668,26.583333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.240358333333333,184,7,38,2,4,60,33,48,0.106,0.8390000000000001,0.055,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,10,5,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,6,1,6,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586125566903096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038849566192851,0.19021515541340253,0.255649954976643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003512324780168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008047425119926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459014775916166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511999967336352,0.0,0.5266730119699415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113436371108683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938393895038952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,20HC,2019/07/23,"Lonely 21st Birthday How fucking sad is it that I just turned 21 ten minutes ago and I have no plans with friends to celebrate it with :) what a miserable shitty life I have. My last birthday was also like this. I just spent a bit of time with my family but that’s not always the most fulfilling when you’re basically alone in other aspects of your life. God it just feels shit that I don’t even have any plans and I’m just going to have an absolutely miserable day. It’s so fucking embarrassing too. It hurts. I think I’m just going to go out for a while in the day alone. I didn’t even want to go out as I know I’m just doing that to get out of the house to not feel as embarrassed. I was thinking that I’d sit in a park alone and just get drunk but then I thought no, I’ll try to do something nice even if I have to do it alone. Now, I don’t know what I’m going to do. I might just stick to my original plan. All I wanted to do was stay home in my bed. I’m just so unfulfilled and I absolutely hate living my life. I have nothing to look forward to. I feel like crying. It’s sad to realise that every birthday I have now will be like this one and my 20th. I really do hate living my pathetic life.",0.6716538461538484,2.4538843961538457,2.8983076923076934,92.8066923076923,81.96153846153845,6.313846153846152,20.4,7.404127859558343,0.4358800000000001,933,26,220,14,25,318,123,260,0.249,0.655,0.096,-0.9940000000000001,0,6,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,3,20,18,5,4,8,0,23,8,1,2,1,40,52,17,0,3,14,0,3,3,1,2,4,0,2,0,18,11,1,0,8,1,1,6,7,13,0,2,6,4,27,5,30,43,3,26,0,6,1,2,2,8,3,3,15,144,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991817484019296,0.0,0.0,0.4635279034966558,0.0,0.08947660132300038,0.09309957953954387,0.0,0.0,0.07608751365849784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215245534652595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290345061847426,0.14431669803398475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170243090988145,0.0,0.09427026355846828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547782246070114,0.0,0.16972144006323026,0.07993263816717336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644420589880605,0.20687686254256496,0.11691347330392815,0.0,0.3179419625784745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093199779602493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223254614431992,0.0,0.0,0.12910345280990596,0.11977816129800607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298117365956678,0.0912034579367782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31611853547343777,0.16398812373815927,0.0,0.1975978840830621,0.0,0.09395753882625556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869523198330792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735932343948558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581804191748444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167816416586491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485117786587005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613666406151321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925746511970177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433863176766102,0.0,0.08882638353031863,0.06524265268817041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596444459816037,0.12170175360283204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198859963034068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SoloPerSoddisfarti,2019/07/23,"Anyone here wants a personalized Spotify playlist? Hit me with a list of artists that you like right here on the comments (or on the chat option). it doesn't even have to be just in English. And I really mean give me a list of artists so I can make you a playlist of the songs you'd likely like. Also if you're from San Diego, you can pm me up if you want so you know that there's someone in the city there for you.",2.0207383627608344,3.2113410898876427,3.0247512038523285,96.02213483146069,76.30337078651688,6.434028892455858,22.82664526484752,6.868970318607317,0.3120645264847504,323,9,79,3,7,103,59,89,0.0,0.9229999999999999,0.077,0.6486,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,7,0,0,9,3,0,0,8,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,13,7,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,12,3,12,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,4,3,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458716483892283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497968116086144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307112449408385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29493884676850635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896922458736102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506209411576466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522859656308468,0.0,0.0,0.3349086230319555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26845784250724114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696354260658186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625648857904446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26050561950059337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626898438235132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ErEboi,2019/07/23,"It is now 2 am and I'm still thinking about the dream from last night The dream I had last night was weird. I was my usual self (Or I thought I was). But then something surprised me, there was a girl with me in my house! I knew that in the dream I liked her and she said the same to me... Then I woke up back to my lonely room.",-1.90794520547945,-0.03956364383561351,-0.1347808219178077,109.03097945205481,96.39726027397259,2.92,12.779452054794517,3.1291,-1.9897824657534244,246,4,68,0,10,78,48,73,0.059000000000000004,0.787,0.154,0.6996,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,13,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,1,15,2,8,4,1,14,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,11,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684784581482624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31039506071598044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385491208430564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314220043862893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5048849762931232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558848685049166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806303475960513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070927964305688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482733077207536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236721331769586,0.0,0.21355951455202832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296270437716794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wolf285,2019/07/23,"I'm more lonely than I thought I was So I've never actually posted anything on reddit before, but I know that if I don't admit to myself how I'm actually feeling somewhere that other can see it I'll never take the steps I need to for things to get better.  I thought I was doing ok and just wishing I could spend time with people who I'm comfortable letting all of my walls down around, but with how excited I felt to see the notifications for other people commenting on one of my comments and hoping the notifications were messages from people who dissapeared on me, I know I'm in a worse spot than I thought.  I guess its time to reevaluate where I'm at and figure out how to make things better from here. 

Wish me luck.",7.548228962818001,5.937575212328769,8.385381604696676,72.092397260274,64.0,10.808610567514675,33.870841487279854,9.606745405546679,2.9845060665362038,575,19,112,9,7,196,87,146,0.052000000000000005,0.73,0.218,0.9787,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,0,0,4,1,8,0,0,4,3,34,31,10,0,6,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,9,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,7,4,17,7,24,22,2,16,0,1,2,0,6,10,0,4,4,81,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.2976968725769716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552017096214085,0.1357850955259603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297928062638685,0.0,0.0,0.2698028803770281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121783741787719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771243515409973,0.0,0.14645386025836415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796912500708092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803029974897282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514978859541157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765430342880533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597347370814876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181575220127087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309994294993353,0.23528291037834784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335908031093184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172377602115473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608271428393618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430952166049168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468447039572315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026698868894958,0.0,0.0,0.3632781753595748,0.17788432432042892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508066763794081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554423113510483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ybs90012,2019/07/23,"I really want someone to talk to Hi everyone,

I am looking for someone to talk to because my frednship with my best friend came to an unfortunate he destroyed my chances of dating a ready purity girl from my school. I don't know what to do, she's not interested in me and I don't know what to do",6.679784946236559,4.959249129032262,7.695806451612906,76.69704301075271,65.7741935483871,11.492473118279571,36.79569892473119,10.504223727775694,3.543047311827957,234,10,51,5,3,80,42,62,0.125,0.679,0.196,0.5907,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,10,3,12,9,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,1,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662631163404493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286229559821034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119481750199664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606199995078713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107224854109842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997875716810964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290375149925587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472774196582924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27603299236595724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621927292977835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438444979426266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608723538543423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Honeyfeller,2019/07/23,"are there any subs/websites for organizing local meet ups with any of my other r/lonely friends? In all honest I wouldn't make the argument that i'm super lonely myself. I have a good circle of friends who I love and appreciate. As far as dating goes sure i'm super lonely. I had broken up with the girl I loved about a year ago and I still obsess about it in an unhealthy way to this day. Waking up to an empty bed everyday for a year begins to weigh heavy on anyone. That's besides the point though (in not even sure if this sub is for feeling lonely in the romance department it could just be loneliness from an abscence of friends)

Someone tell me if this already excists. But i would love a way to find people in my city who also frequent this sub and are looking for a friend, or even just somebody to talk with. I feel like it would be super beneficial to everyone who can relate to this sub. The reason 99% of people are on this sub is because finding outlets to meet new people is increasingly hard in our day and age.

thanks!",5.1440022296544035,5.576410869565219,6.011304347826088,80.32525083612042,68.32367149758454,8.301597918989224,28.96655518394649,8.139509932561175,1.9179181716833893,818,27,158,10,13,270,120,207,0.09,0.652,0.257,0.9916,0,8,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,3,10,21,0,1,13,0,15,5,1,2,3,27,26,12,0,6,7,0,3,1,4,3,0,0,1,1,15,7,1,0,5,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,4,13,17,35,19,2,30,0,3,1,3,16,14,0,3,13,109,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792755904341345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680750334665602,0.10638809413564247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093681355700847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302121129633313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109694138554027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062176749589732,0.0,0.0,0.17159322357763662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573681268615804,0.0,0.0,0.12712070655954275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453305315060266,0.09504027766031747,0.0,0.0,0.2431832801975589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111302476250403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158350147061094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917328829604812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064994213337791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171594961812044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602080230303528,0.0,0.08880193952218116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848609563977378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27668929205343923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257611380085151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367822047036975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272017962160118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624197547579872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507679504100245,0.0,0.0,0.10692854669134436,0.1162785113541143,0.12248081485553193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070627679040675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111940860769397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900858770509224,0.0,0.0,0.1713404414267147
lonely,StoriedTortoise1,2019/07/23,Don't even know why I'm typing this. I'm useless. Feel like I have no future. Everyone finds me annoying. I've never had many friends and when I left college I pretty much had none. Had none for the last 10 years and I'm in my early 30s. I started going to meetups but I'm really socially awkward and I don't fit in. I've met a few people but still don't feel much better.  I just need someone to talk to. Never been in a proper relationship. Probably never will as I have nothing to offer.,-0.5725641025641011,1.6420189230769218,2.5447692307692336,89.16689743589747,95.34615384615385,5.081025641025642,19.433333333333334,6.742157984588678,0.5379071794871795,384,13,79,6,15,136,67,104,0.158,0.802,0.04,-0.8544,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,1,3,0,10,0,0,0,3,14,21,7,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,5,2,9,3,9,15,5,16,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,11,50,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707420201948501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275114258207605,0.0,0.0,0.1844729319598788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522945892832475,0.13791898384444282,0.0,0.0,0.17644935241392734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491543043014356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971796604191013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609832786733987,0.1573661088907439,0.0,0.0,0.20975551173201928,0.0,0.0,0.09431723138851697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572811207929813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838362092126485,0.14314830676535756,0.4466892204321709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524208801957948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133840468974773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964069850161516,0.20814662631014227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367638291777446,0.0,0.0,0.2072695023735932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679590727959415,0.16357541260283365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664577173445486,0.0,0.15417447907316462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517080617485235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420268223210084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243214990253419
lonely,benisdabenis,2019/07/23,"Im losing my friends Hey, just created a reddit because of all the recent reddit readers on youtube. So yeah im starting to realise that im losing my friends, and I've had some of them for all my life and now im starting to feel lonely as a mothafucka. I may sound goofy, but I honestly feel really shitty, how do you even find friends as a 16-year old fag these days?",1.8089610389610409,3.6543366493506495,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,78.61038961038959,6.477922077922077,27.883116883116887,7.447530270364453,1.5686155844155851,290,13,61,4,7,98,53,77,0.172,0.649,0.179,-0.0882,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,2,5,7,0,0,4,1,3,1,0,1,2,12,7,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,7,4,8,5,3,7,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,2,6,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950252147620774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526881854295074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781082294666272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650663734250827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491878062668013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783295855081709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7052587559481209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529305063846546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652216689799133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128075448497232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456829680639454,0.0,0.16116835924335368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310678122850205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511374203222676
lonely,Nohentaiplease,2019/07/23,"I'm isolated guy. Help Hi, I'm lonely. This summer I'm going in a new school, and all my school friends are gone forever. When I got my finals, I uninstalled WhatsApp (the only social media I had) because ""Everyone will think about theirselves, and no one will write me back"". Now, after a month of Summer Vacation, I feel extremely lonely, because I have no longer friends, I never go out and see the sun, and all is becoming even and even boring. All the days that passed are equal, it's like only the name of the day of the week changes, but I'm living the same day. I do the same things everyday: I read, I play Minecraft and do more things, but I still lonely, at home, and the unique people which I talk to are my brothers and my mom (my dad is at work until 9 pm). I feel in a parallel world, where I reborn everyday, only for doing the same Things until I'll die. It's boring, and all that stuff it's driving me crazy because, when I'm alone (most of the time), I overthink and I think about stuff like death, isolation, and other things like that. I tried about 30 minutes ago to re-install WhatsApp, but no one actually wrote me. I need help from this community, because my parents only think ""it's all right. You're only bored, it's normal"". But I feel so bad, and I fell worse day after day. Please help me guys, I need more help than I could expect before.",3.876114832535887,4.712230490909093,4.815464114832537,86.3173014354067,71.36363636363636,7.534928229665072,25.38277511961721,7.669130373188453,1.1882727272727265,1055,30,220,12,19,344,141,275,0.17800000000000002,0.716,0.106,-0.9682,1,8,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,0,1,12,13,0,0,14,0,13,0,0,0,6,41,32,21,2,5,4,4,3,3,2,2,0,0,1,2,18,13,0,0,6,2,0,6,4,7,0,2,4,4,31,6,21,25,12,39,0,3,1,0,18,8,0,1,28,140,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0954838171941483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673478936735185,0.0,0.0,0.10133919729048267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523772000983281,0.08169752459529668,0.238584642520138,0.10806348632553554,0.08325994478299667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350834953687936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812226200039317,0.0,0.0,0.3155136556839995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154895072663048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925303937489593,0.0,0.0,0.09349627684239516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842199892819705,0.0,0.0,0.10718577485449148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119152689821042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121654780084496,0.0,0.07825657773556784,0.0,0.0,0.19376632485811127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26233709261431737,0.0,0.09814775809900726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340819354722886,0.0,0.08640002385280278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145963354474178,0.07809993644148609,0.0,0.0,0.14510349650391902,0.07546505345858033,0.0945005097395988,0.0,0.0,0.09586854192594016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326062910145296,0.3720823788290141,0.0,0.0,0.10864667184119213,0.0,0.0,0.06783426385125689,0.0,0.0,0.10740579046983212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787272006223023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356015560086709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805124027791907,0.07797078626371604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974192112079094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814013483881599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22402107397212145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786451025516143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600187803519745,0.18808776204633373,0.0,0.0,0.057054930265432374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643117516872818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848635292069674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123322914031943,0.0,0.0997136793060654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MellanShy,2019/07/23,Life is lonely and depressing... ... and then you die.,0.706666666666667,2.4502824444444467,1.898333333333337,89.46750000000002,113.44444444444444,6.2444444444444445,15.611111111111107,7.1686216300943375,0.925177777777778,38,1,7,1,2,12,8,9,0.444,0.556,0.0,-0.7506,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5657320369797323,0.0,0.6816922509098524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639428169335328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,heythrowawaylonelay,2019/07/23,"There are people who read your posts and care about you. A friend I have is socially awkward. Extremely so. He doesn't have a ton of friends. In fact, he States that he has none. I saw his username when he showed me something on Reddit on his phone, and then I saw that he uses this subreddit. 

I just wanted to say that I read his posts here. I upvote them and I worry about him. I read a lot of other people's posts. I worry about you all too. I really care about this guy's wellbeing, and I try to engage with him even if he doesn't believe me. Even if he isn't the most easy to talk to always, I wish the best for him. I know it's hard to believe,but there are people reading your posts and hoping that you're alright-- people that know and don't know you alike. This guy I talked about? He is hard to get along with. He has controversial opinions. He can be frustrating or rude without meaning to. He is also smart and funny and oblivious that there are people who like him or love him. I swear I've read your post and I pray or think about you, whoever you are, random people in this subreddit. Sometimes I comment under a different account on y'alls posts. Sometimes I upvote something you posted in another subreddit. 
I'm rooting for everyone here. Hope you're having a good day. :)",2.117181467181468,4.27242962934363,3.3484694980695022,89.50801698841701,78.96138996138995,6.306162162162162,21.943011583011586,7.404127859558343,0.8046051274131272,1010,30,206,14,25,327,127,259,0.081,0.74,0.179,0.9826,2,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,10,1,1,18,16,2,1,7,1,18,1,0,2,2,36,35,18,0,6,7,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,14,12,0,0,5,6,1,0,6,3,0,0,2,5,39,13,28,32,6,18,1,0,2,1,43,7,0,11,4,139,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763514170201376,0.07037374197779603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886849760312648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528783053327354,0.08875695951810472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246108732109638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454431760466415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836358584142498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172287956520943,0.0,0.0,0.08081568780104985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068592299741025,0.0,0.044187302696270005,0.0,0.0,0.07093806872740306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748644272206262,0.0,0.0,0.15152639600294832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680054695729164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944174763274034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04131940575331428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190321970415693,0.07633285434113274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921277110410628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518047696503407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5670008660066221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229928429193972,0.0,0.05418134706299228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725797631222935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621425612019361,0.0,0.13022098276863442,0.1672950226094793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595745776287088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054192681498814295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742133584359376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304623359375935,0.0,0.0,0.049884928054110766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972578594467764,0.08152793858986385,0.0,0.0,0.17178141932664728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nonamer1234,2019/07/23,im so alone why wont anyone help me?? why wont anyone talk to me?? why does everyon hate me?,-3.907727272727272,-2.7389585909090925,0.5004545454545449,101.2706818181818,112.1818181818182,4.0181818181818185,10.045454545454547,5.985473137389443,-1.3103999999999996,69,1,19,1,4,26,15,22,0.365,0.635,0.0,-0.8485,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650236317716187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578468067880827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239300191953382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445127207280865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25263721984704296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151687326317366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27640382203485325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567372997375893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6926995414150829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tropical-me,2019/07/23,"Feeling lonely, need someone to talk to? PM me! How's it going everyone? I just wanted to let you all know that if you are feeling isolated and lonely I would be happy to talk to any of you because I don't really have anyone else to talk to anyway and I'm pretty lonely myself haha. I can talk about literally anything so feel free to message me 🙂",1.6370238095238072,3.69875452777778,4.4825396825396835,81.24500000000002,80.1111111111111,6.336507936507938,22.785714285714285,7.447530270364453,1.2247714285714288,274,9,51,4,7,98,51,72,0.121,0.667,0.212,0.809,0,6,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,1,13,15,5,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,10,4,10,12,1,1,0,3,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978184985141756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372616312626968,0.21061147301825214,0.1691511055936238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530209039622728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171163366592804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964129595076959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117985555154909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681947152085916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881305144193486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296555193134995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019000626575776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241359413322725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911944524954015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168134821736524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416284628144058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6608570037066772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123941057158336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460176594681626,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,93n1ss,2019/07/23,"I don't know what to do I've been having recurring dreams about my ex, the last time this happened was right after we broke up. It's been almost a year.",1.197272727272729,2.890719636363638,2.645454545454548,95.68818181818185,79.9090909090909,5.612121212121212,17.060606060606062,6.42735559955562,-0.4379212121212119,120,2,28,1,3,39,30,33,0.08900000000000001,0.825,0.086,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,4,5,0,7,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865777199032235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296965954143103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670483922241029,0.3960888660034441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149721984939988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28334329534114194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129159252643396
lonely,BludgeonVIII,2019/07/23,"There's this pain in my chest that I just want to beat the shit out of, but no matter how many times I do, it doesn't go away Look, to be honest, a cursory glance at my life up to this point may make someone believe that I'm one of those gosh dang incels. I don't blame people who assume this, as I've had trouble expressing my emotions in the past without creeping or outright scaring people away. In fact, I've burned quite a few bridges because of this.

For awhile now I've been trying to move past my desire for intimacy and make something of myself, but every now and then this dull pain in my chest keeps popping up to tell me that no one's truly wanted me that way. 

To rub some salt onto that wound, whoever has shown interest in me were either borderline stalkers who were too young for me or chicks who probably just wanted a side guy to cheat on their boyfriend with. 

Those two were huge fucking nopes, to say the least. 

Now I feel like I've closed myself off emotionally from other people, because it's not worth the effort to open up to other people only to be told, ""I don't know, man,"" or, ""That's life,"" or, ""Just be more confident,"" or even straight-up, ""K"". 

I mean, I get it. I need to be strong. But yeesh, man, it ain't easy when people you know only notice when you're weak.",6.6718006993007,5.1480424621212135,6.7671212121212125,82.71587412587414,65.66666666666666,9.486713286713286,30.156177156177158,7.882392219407189,1.7819991841491842,1006,26,216,9,13,323,154,264,0.128,0.755,0.11800000000000001,-0.5982,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,1,4,12,13,3,1,7,0,16,10,3,3,1,38,33,15,0,5,14,0,2,1,0,1,6,1,0,4,22,6,0,1,5,0,1,2,9,9,0,3,6,6,21,4,38,22,5,33,0,1,2,1,13,20,3,8,11,139,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291367920840109,0.0,0.0,0.1486692578934495,0.0,0.0,0.13738672371044966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743363699035524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054145162640403,0.0,0.10274128038707472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165747077609974,0.0871152925643267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273328904454236,0.063709591382948,0.0,0.06930237190613542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074161780536635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838753230715388,0.0,0.0,0.13403211965618886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226229068768936,0.059574635610245036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240045457219504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279428327016554,0.12362991135493645,0.0,0.13283043922859486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960490405992914,0.0,0.0904183476149834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883162127783846,0.0,0.0,0.16526192691106595,0.18548456615289396,0.25950948333435353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328146158851885,0.4226956756306553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527447731151608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147395479463028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970018331489047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697306526152448,0.12208507957558935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251715718455012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332094631221048,0.09387680504852282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658256462341452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110528198401024,0.0,0.0,0.11652067750158017,0.0,0.0827905217117313,0.0,0.11911948304459101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157734137569412,0.0967917763361611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175476061428107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sodieduck,2019/07/23,Join my server Hi here is a server to play games and make friends if ur feeling lonely https://discord.gg/7q4mUh,11.3721052631579,11.731759894736845,8.588421052631581,67.32894736842107,55.31578947368421,9.705263157894738,34.78947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.958642105263157,94,3,14,1,1,27,18,19,0.10099999999999999,0.526,0.3720000000000001,0.6908,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437852829416473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6780993554940767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5858633686474346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Borgheu,2019/07/23,"I am comfortable being lonely but it scared me sometimes Listen to music, podcasts, hand crafts, just sometimes I wonder, if it’s not shared it won’t be remembered. Once I finally get in a crowd or a group of friends, I get bored and awkward. They are very superficial most of the time. Finding a good company is so hard.",2.9565053763440865,5.329496370967746,4.2367741935483885,83.09182795698926,77.2258064516129,7.359139784946238,28.075268817204304,8.344100000000001,2.235475268817204,253,11,47,5,6,83,52,62,0.207,0.593,0.19899999999999998,0.3499,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,2,4,0,6,1,1,0,0,10,10,5,0,1,5,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,6,4,4,7,1,3,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,4,2,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851402820705136,0.2379047747642257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011031533099976,0.0,0.2719866288478324,0.0,0.0,0.21832296828304584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331730560337105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27720551723563897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948633205067329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26060055091854994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148765193401944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178001867770385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21477050927780536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822786584273886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HydrogenDyanide,2019/07/23,"I went to the movies by myself for the first time I was so scared before, but I kinda forgot about it during the movie (Spiderman) and I actually enjoyed myself. So I thought I'd keep a good thing going and take myself out to eat.

This feels nice.",3.0005999999999986,4.52843846,4.3889999999999985,85.85950000000003,74.4,6.6000000000000005,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.47600000000000003,193,4,39,2,4,64,38,50,0.044000000000000004,0.731,0.225,0.8917,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,8,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,1,8,3,6,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.31900606071920745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781667907863056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344990698125309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528984908469654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278059941508418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857841142263806,0.2741871932063065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905626622728199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32728271407403353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24578720501774096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717702871167702,0.0,0.0,0.2595211221928569,0.1906173117437968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30303845091572346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DisposableAliasName,2019/07/23,"Settling For my background: I'm 31 years old and I've never been in a relationship. While I don't think I'm [particularly attractive](https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/326173612023218176/595299078586499103/00100sPORTRAIT_00100_BURST20190701100420617_COVER2.jpg) I do get people 'Liking' my profile on OkCupid about once a month over the last two years.

My issue is that of the people giving my profile likes, I'm not attracted to them in the slightest. Either it's looks or they have personalities that clash with mine. I'm a very quiet person with geeky interests and the majority of the people who are open to giving me a shot are all bombastic and have extroverted habits or personalities. This makes me feel like even if I got together with any of these women, it would never be a long-lasting relationship if we had no shared interests.

Furthermore, due to my age - a significant amount of the women giving my profile likes are single moms and if I can barely take care of myself I can't imagine being a step-father any time soon. While I may have a full-time job, a car and a house I share with my younger brother I am just not ready for that sort of commitment or the possible drama/baggage that out of wedlock children may carry.

I am *very* lonely as most of my IRL friends have their own lives by now and I can't help but feel like I've been left behind. However, the thought of possibly being permanently lonely in a loveless relationship terrifies the hell out of me.

At what point is it enough? Can I fall in love with someone I'm not attracted to given enough time? Just how picky should I be?",6.63692194403535,8.45264110652921,6.155866470299461,75.60917525773198,65.76975945017182,8.841826215022092,28.290132547864513,9.23628265651192,2.3813988217967603,1306,42,225,24,21,403,163,291,0.094,0.7879999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.1422,2,4,0,0,1,0,40.0,1,0,3,0,7,17,1,0,20,0,28,1,0,2,4,45,48,17,0,5,13,2,2,5,1,4,0,1,0,6,11,15,0,0,5,0,0,2,9,3,0,1,6,4,29,14,34,34,9,29,1,2,1,1,24,12,1,10,20,157,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081431282032248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305697749225653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291524152636084,0.0,0.07324000605920378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121358863553511,0.15843579737936894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567124146309163,0.0,0.057934029803192885,0.31911956431377275,0.0,0.0,0.0886866917055838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432540985321791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279490390870613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573751630789768,0.11003852035341984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077587470275008,0.0,0.0,0.1204793598010514,0.0,0.0,0.27086963203173714,0.0,0.0979155043641266,0.0981317579658796,0.0931173918756899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008010420457876,0.0,0.07401812391224588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986984821591066,0.08850917310512144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710462206318701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163575525484168,0.118091339748351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306258445997962,0.29046750089440604,0.0,0.0,0.10482432643415633,0.25001750584180205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571543376293707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395443689108017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337343836325334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105209491169669,0.0,0.08803211820382073,0.12931853544201674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832076506918782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829872466606948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877114588099532,0.0,0.0,0.14281555214831385
lonely,xxplvb,2019/07/23,This has been the one of the worst years of my life This year has been hell for me honestly. The one person in my life that I loved and could talk to about anything to ended our relationship. After that my father kicked me out then my mother kicked me out and my grandfather one of the most important people in my life disowned me after I found out he was using us for money. I ended up being homeless for awhile. I am at a all time low and I feel so alone. The one person I have ever loved ended our friendship she ended it and my other “friends” don’t make the effort they didn’t even realize I was gone until I brought it up.,3.653991452991456,4.449050023076925,4.8387179487179495,86.09850427350429,71.84615384615384,7.316239316239318,22.905982905982903,7.3871296695380915,0.7909572649572647,493,11,103,5,9,163,77,130,0.095,0.7709999999999999,0.134,0.6679999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,3,0,1,1,4,7,1,0,7,0,12,5,0,2,2,16,20,7,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,3,0,4,8,1,24,4,20,10,3,23,1,1,0,2,15,9,1,1,12,85,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737710989733594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504407660914996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213218196017723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5383397531341406,0.0,0.0,0.10036328649791897,0.13744986353443436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683182112166073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660822813645326,0.11739823375550025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219859330311948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742863828521894,0.0,0.10142956801830663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118681693175732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534482887528003,0.2653583706427193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314027009817306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221337772360177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860480712936407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827803180828144,0.13123829422039546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570503810490167
lonely,iwillnevergetoverher,2019/07/23,"Threatened to hurt herself then blocks me...ugh Here's the backstory:  [https://www.reddit.com/r/Heartbroken/comments/bmyodx/i\_catfished\_someone\_and\_fell\_in\_lovean/](https://www.reddit.com/r/Heartbroken/comments/bmyodx/i_catfished_someone_and_fell_in_lovean/) 

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  We texted for about two weeks. Told me she would not ever be interested in me because of the circumstances (see above story). We texted off and on and then she ghosted me. I then let her know exactly what I thought of her treatment of the other guy and how she willingly sleeps with guys that she knows are in relationships and are cheating, etc. Called her out and then she told me that I was a creep, she can’t believe she cared about me, and can’t believe I would say this. Then she told me that she hated me and that I made her want to kill herself. I called and texted and begged her not to. She texted that she was ok, then blocked me, presumably forever. I guess I’ll move on but it hurts.",8.076731182795701,11.72146342580646,5.1122580645161335,76.81505376344087,66.35483870967741,6.455913978494625,23.88172043010753,7.554174236665415,0.9487333333333342,801,21,132,9,15,219,85,155,0.133,0.8370000000000001,0.03,-0.9335,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,2,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,4,1,11,1,1,2,2,30,23,17,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,9,13,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,7,2,35,3,16,11,1,15,0,2,1,0,29,6,0,1,8,98,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434780811099494,0.17309603450216454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683805030037517,0.0,0.0,0.3209915861077944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909209598035333,0.0,0.14524036713623914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588727941122099,0.0,0.12885692925798886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692808262470956,0.2821018098535367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064288375096584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049978488112509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760318134787868,0.0,0.15657692940004722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566788374419334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479250975930882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140503608348627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294125219631846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328437416425495,0.0,0.0,0.11351662853080535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255591676173066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309180071242793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40835995002414704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915591975032854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402249316281145,0.0,0.11426723515525827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023891032869972,0.0,0.17309603450216454,0.0
lonely,filthyrobots,2019/07/23,"My story My first real relationship was in highschool. We dated for three years. She was beautiful, smart, funny, we had almost all the same interests, had similar views on the world. It was the best years of my life (even with the shitshow with my family). Three months before grad I proposed and she said yes, made plans to leave the day after grad.

She had been abused by her father for over ten years when I met her, how she ever came to love me (man) I’ll never know. She told me she felt safe with me. What I didn’t know was he had also been raping her for the last four years. I knew she was terrified of her father but she was to scared to leave (what if he found her). She never told me and I never had the slightest inkling that it was that bad.

Two weeks before grad I hadn’t heard from her in two days. We never went a day without at least a phone call (she was homeschooled). I got really worried so I rushed to her place. Heard screaming and sounds of a struggle. Smashed through the door only to find her father standing over her in the bathtub. He had tried to rape her again, she couldn’t take it and slit her wrists. Needless to say I beat the living hell out of him, making sure to bootfuck his genitals. She died in my arms.

Her father was killed in prison before he hot to trail. I was furious! I wanted to kill him! Took me many years to date again.

My first marriage lasted less than three months. We had been seeing each other for two and a half years, exclusive for nine months beforehand. After we got married we moved to another province. I couldn’t find a job right away so she had to get one. Two months later we moved back, into her parents place. A week after returning she left to visit a sister. And fucked every guy at a party. 

Worst thing was she was pregnant (mine) but didn’t tell me. I only found out AFTER she gave it up for adoption. I ended up getting my child but for (many) years after I had ZERO trust in women. I would date but only for the physicality, whenever it started to get serious I’d end it.

I’m married again, been together 17 years, three kids. And I’ve never been more lonely. I almost left eight years ago because she became distant. She promised to get help. Things were better for a while. Four years ago she started again. Been three years since we made love, been two years that we’ve even hugged.

I think the only reason I stay is because a: I literally have nowhere to go (have no family I care about) and b: I’m a coward! 45 with health issues that prevent me from working full time. Take $500 a month in meds that I wouldn’t be able to afford without income assistance.

So here I sit, day after day, in the couch watching Youtube videos or, when not to hot, in my shop woodworking. We might see each other two, maybe three hours a day. Don’t really say much to each other that doesn’t revolve around kids/bills/menu...

I have no friends. Moved around so much I just stopped trying. The few I have had, most betrayed me one way or another, resulting in me having zero trust in anyone.

I am in no way suicidal, goes against everything I believe (I’m atheist btw), but every morning my first thoughts are, “Damn, I didn’t die in my sleep...” But every day I just keep going. I always keep going.

This is the first time I’ve ever recounted this much (all at once). Sorry for the length, and for taking so much of your time.",2.0395844027196195,4.231660182763747,3.0097007969742013,91.64644277094874,79.41604754829123,5.683542707911206,20.300981584042503,6.782984794422108,0.278373155027241,2625,68,543,27,66,834,307,673,0.161,0.7490000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9964,4,2,0,0,1,0,107.0,9,1,0,9,24,29,8,2,29,1,51,11,3,6,10,87,98,28,5,6,14,6,3,0,1,3,2,7,2,5,21,31,0,5,11,2,1,11,20,15,0,26,53,14,96,14,83,39,18,119,1,1,4,6,79,34,3,7,69,373,117,6,0.05207092288363497,0.0616955289167864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092315462713273,0.0,0.1042830152774672,0.0,0.0,0.041641098217336615,0.04332717915384597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920180558178937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03640919998949878,0.0,0.0,0.09270832208633856,0.0,0.0,0.04892234611913975,0.04003932555126384,0.04347704560393332,0.06348390257006231,0.0,0.13292556050785342,0.05866609886964767,0.054645221045726375,0.0460524997919106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317023414238475,0.05955526392674247,0.053089776224957766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23507006277981346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080827940294158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922387644123272,0.0,0.0,0.06878470694414232,0.09420226172968596,0.13161599498985374,0.0,0.04679798793532125,0.0,0.09817566380246076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049996251779431136,0.0,0.09518376034267216,0.17716600161750648,0.0,0.11418615857190335,0.040229865852387366,0.04813872914624761,0.10881963223445293,0.0,0.08877931634897551,0.0,0.08329174759874941,0.0,0.0,0.05155840023363238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055348956079175685,0.0,0.0,0.03490204200095366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051279370151716526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054348515040034,0.051672356286799226,0.09256605754672316,0.11521752244335418,0.0,0.057233634889135576,0.08488950392732147,0.0,0.1102711777720793,0.11315042014106698,0.0,0.036779232752848987,0.0,0.0,0.04597957888978058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399208177408516,0.09854153250947836,0.034757745362169044,0.10558348589897736,0.05231224084433946,0.0,0.057839056774434384,0.0,0.0,0.05523902047982639,0.0,0.0,0.20781256930067785,0.1660294512502307,0.1531124787065914,0.0,0.20080152899215573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545383345998985,0.07056920990405463,0.15840913303461682,0.0,0.0,0.05781859768401144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880606336481666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592681100173675,0.06671593310287953,0.05353758112433652,0.0,0.0559046841781319,0.0,0.0444682836319353,0.04953137178369557,0.08281777570175339,0.052132077652460716,0.0,0.08298756778628955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04307360549541276,0.0,0.05210852788140342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058289135058983005,0.07371213444921218,0.055500675537209526,0.0,0.04353362311230268,0.0,0.054435834407433874,0.0,0.05695713818192483,0.0,0.049076228583766084,0.0,0.11745256110655157,0.0,0.045512281719127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918721483449168,0.03336494485211935,0.0,0.04133849639107836,0.09108892163015107,0.0,0.0,0.09951199653138104,0.057852711261443,0.07070547722568213,0.0,0.30519435273775725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030712779427859892,0.0826629497661447,0.08353630693520392,0.0,0.0,0.048270267189382585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038902300921558,0.0,0.03790825202098468,0.05288054977107726,0.0,0.036989689628771236,0.0,0.0,0.4023836054975241
lonely,bella0102,2019/07/23,"Craving for someone to talk to. Hi. Im 22 yo girl. I've been lonely for a year or two now. I don't connect much with my friends anymore, so i don't really have anyone to talk to. I just spend most of my nights looking out the window and stuff and just daydream. Out of desperation, i try tinder but to no avail since most just look for sex there. I just want to talk to someone. Anyone.",0.2423848238482407,2.3200506097560982,2.2096747967479686,95.44819783197832,85.58536585365854,4.620054200542006,20.08672086720868,5.82211442006289,-0.16784173441734396,298,9,68,2,9,99,54,82,0.085,0.87,0.045,-0.4678,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,14,7,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,7,1,15,6,3,5,0,1,2,1,6,2,0,3,3,45,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041923781194027,0.2967134843042044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639248277028252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291839400414954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563448400811368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597203818193342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991105878098648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592386660013855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551222729110816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595480727548801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24288805534324254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5116114037577192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405197390408606,0.0,0.2072628159387016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514550991693252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136632867572498
lonely,Dew64,2019/07/23,"Overwhelming jealousy due to lonely circumstances, I’d like some input, if you would I swear something has got to be wrong with me. This can’t be normal. It is currently the summer after my freshman year in high school, and I’ve basically wasted all of it sitting indoors playing video games and talking on discord. I’d go out, but like, it’s not like anybody wants to see me anyways. Regardless, here’s the issue. Often times I’ll be talking to the few friends I do have and they’ll tell me about something good in their lives. A girl confessing to them, hanging out with friends for the day, even just having a social media post perform well. A normal person would be happy for them. That’s what friends are supposed to do. And while I act supportive, deep down my own social isolation and general depressing nature makes me oddly... angry? sad? disappointed? I don’t quite know how to put it. I get flooded with these thoughts of “why are they succeeding and I’m not? What’s so special about them? What am I doing wrong?” which, again, shouldn’t at all be what I’m thinking. 

Does anybody else get feelings like these? I hate myself for them but I feel like it’s just an awful part of me I can’t repress.",2.5663865248226934,5.022188693617026,3.4432180851063836,87.81645833333332,79.08510638297872,5.959219858156028,25.536347517730498,7.1686216300943375,1.2737411347517729,953,37,181,12,24,303,143,235,0.168,0.64,0.192,0.8572,1,3,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,7,3,12,24,1,2,8,1,22,0,0,2,2,39,38,12,0,8,7,0,2,5,3,4,0,0,0,2,14,11,0,1,6,3,0,4,6,9,1,0,2,3,25,15,26,27,6,24,1,5,1,0,20,9,0,3,14,122,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447630529660069,0.0,0.11281961442085407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462832093832424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942351270375016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651621742865966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324627515409096,0.18715544457323285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036025863165234,0.0,0.13687145560637531,0.0,0.07444339473746761,0.10986636581286903,0.10476292282699204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943896638235675,0.0,0.12932335031120162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839581987190186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367172487322426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198747832598938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199701534805358,0.0,0.11566464178547263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743538465680671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566804976639998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184704060968675,0.0,0.0,0.11437350894002656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545011983879367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167893466920502,0.0,0.13932166646633207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256666341285375,0.10438033070788108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670511664924016,0.0,0.20168164126863813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864342189853333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105660903592249,0.11448912515056442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393170376273643,0.0,0.10398969482704083,0.07638004918250126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726000795429643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777377804592926,0.0,0.11819613054781115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860999732478435,0.28642922908128043,0.0,0.08435185922752181
lonely,bdrinfo12,2019/07/23,"Hey! Hey everyone. Just a 21 yr old loser with no friends 🤷‍♀️
Thanks for awful life choices and a terrible controlling relationship I have to start making steps to being normal again. To all those out there who feel me, I’m here for you",0.23714285714285666,2.6518669999999998,2.5522448979591843,89.23204081632656,93.28571428571428,6.06530612244898,19.244897959183675,7.447530270364453,0.8605020408163266,189,6,39,4,7,64,43,49,0.222,0.667,0.111,-0.7177,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,2,1,9,7,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,7,6,1,5,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38401397825404254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32716361434904595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312018281438418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645258617214813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418367059214282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22854469804000024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354646809277175,0.0,0.0,0.35927554369493725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675934394300254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423419202546312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315222178676162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Questioning-Life,2019/07/23,"Do you need a buddy to talk/vent to or even be your friend Hello I understand how being lonely can make you feel sad. So that’s where I come in. I want to help you and talk to you! I’m not the person to ghost and never will ghost.
So if your in need of a person to talk to or vent I’m here!
I also want to help with mental health problems or other problems you may have! 
I’m a 17M and would love to hear from you!",-0.4356959064327484,1.0163249157894754,2.065614035087723,99.0537426900585,84.05263157894737,4.643274853801169,13.713450292397662,5.033348758259628,-1.3193742690058479,317,3,82,1,9,109,56,95,0.16399999999999998,0.685,0.151,-0.3331,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,8,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,2,1,23,21,11,2,8,5,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,12,2,14,16,0,5,0,2,0,1,18,3,0,5,1,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265312683309812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644331766202134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607977506402618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651874766954087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474796553729271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290510034906567,0.21514473697871356,0.0,0.2558965095732037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228394296278085,0.0,0.12741927418702662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237028504516812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28308218187666184,0.14722465345910446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333522132386951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653082208710501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460285818618234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872122099652534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22518146802603406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560141360697547,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,findommistress13,2019/07/23,"Virtual GF for hire! (19F)  

Though I'm not looking to have any serious relationships, I won't be faking anything. Whatever I say is what I mean. If I say you're handsome, I mean it.

Virtual gf or a friend,I would listen to your problems, try to help you if you want me to. Not ghost you (!), fuck those people ghosts someone.

We can voice chat, text whatever. Pm me if you're interested, I'd love to talk to you!

If you're shy you can pm me. From my previous post,I've had many misunderstood it, yes by hire, i mean h i r e. Xx",-0.23022869022868875,1.8696996846846865,2.6228828828828843,91.46575883575883,88.18918918918921,6.658627858627857,21.151074151074152,7.882392219407189,0.988216354816355,399,14,94,9,13,140,72,111,0.10400000000000001,0.705,0.191,0.877,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,6,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,1,8,2,0,0,0,14,17,6,2,7,7,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,5,18,3,9,13,0,0,0,0,1,2,17,0,1,5,0,48,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360840778569094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616805752504796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179458701037454,0.18163616395766088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169174042968154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164987874599004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732459371718148,0.0,0.0,0.1991928297245351,0.0,0.6420502313764755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620967097430906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881668667158053,0.0,0.0,0.18799816957259805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109385220895874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31248650209007506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647097324739932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791759111273518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303376893016605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339230056377316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158848922414704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395688139116194,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alienkelly,2019/07/23,"Feeling like an alien. I feel like an alien on a daily basis. My brain doesn't work like others. I can't see what they see and they can't see what I see. Im so afraid of the world yet so angry. I'm so scared of trying to make friends because I know that nobody is going to fit into this idea I have of what a friend should do for me. People ignore me because they're ""busy"" but if you're really busy you shouldn't have time to read that message I sent you. People don't take me seriously when I reach out. They act like I'm joking, they don't realise how their actions could send me spiralling out of control. I wish people understood more. I wish you didn't have to have depression to know how bad it really is. I'm sick of people telling me they have their own problems to deal with. If they shared their problems id be happy to help so why is nobody happy to help me with mine. In constantly told to consider other people's feelings but it feels like nobody considers mine. I'm sick of people telling me that I'm the one that has to change. Why the fuck should I change when I'm always so nice to people and it's everybody else who's so rude and inconsiderate. I'm feeling like I really can't handle much more, so I've just come here to vent. Everybody else I've tried to talk to has already left.",2.426836363636365,3.8121657018181807,3.831181818181822,89.85877272727274,75.61818181818181,6.745454545454546,21.590909090909093,7.348242739294969,0.5511090909090908,1028,25,226,12,22,339,129,275,0.151,0.652,0.19699999999999998,0.7309,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,9,2,14,23,2,2,7,0,23,4,1,4,0,36,51,18,0,10,5,0,5,6,2,3,2,0,0,0,14,9,0,2,9,2,0,6,8,10,0,1,4,9,33,13,28,42,4,19,0,1,4,1,26,8,1,2,11,131,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020000890310728,0.0,0.07691013379156415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717616192799459,0.1126903605456787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318374896873277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555983328330995,0.07962126423832708,0.0,0.09988525259895742,0.10366941113615616,0.07379876406525374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952924724827531,0.07961082697929141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442875570959785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336798713649687,0.26413137099674205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282417759703805,0.08545112263245808,0.0,0.0,0.052530761150165264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967893877996644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390932307689187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043435345321423,0.0998415194744515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159550200743266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004267312293822,0.0,0.0,0.270943190061827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169852038152475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794754154585128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626337495456826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485609215247399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768882836192287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245617819234167,0.0,0.1776413134150244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253972091850482,0.0,0.2946226856272721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949673288438935,0.07429266920183468,0.16157782456819395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538973556269653,0.0,0.0,0.08832193921416202,0.0,0.1255093873966383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668094993404658,0.0,0.2125825562805173,0.0,0.0,0.0672909889745145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Malammore762,2019/07/23,"My daydreams have entire plots to them. It's like my imagination turns into this giant paintbrush and anything conceivable instantly plays out in my head. 

Sometimes I'm the brave protagonist. Sometimes I'm the ceaseless and loyal supporting character. Other times I may be the underdog and actually ""lose"". But no matter what the scenario, people show me  the same love and respect that I put forth. It's so hard to explain. 

I often feel as if I'm this highly misunderstood backroom noise in life. When I daydream, the disappointing things in life like unanswered texts or unrequited love do not exist. Everything serves a purpose and ultimately contributes to some sort of greater good. I always felt that a narcissist makes things revolve around themselves. I don't have a problem with not being the center of some greater ""plot"", I simply have a roll in it rather than it being about myself. To be a spoke on a wheel but to be recognized and loved is enough to make me imagine happily for hours. Especially before sleep.

I get so bored of neutrality and ""realism"" that it's like my brain longs for something more desirable and dramatic. I ""fill in"" the emptiness with excitement and joy. 

These thoughts are extremely vivid. Everything down to the color of a garment or even ""dialogue"" become part of the daydream. Sometimes it motivates me to write stories of my own, but on the other hand sometimes I ""awake"" feeling lonely and sad. 

There are probably much better ways to describe this, forgive me it's just been an excruciatingly long day. I'm overtired. Can anyone else somewhat relate or am I just batshit crazy?

Thanks for reading.",5.6372602739726005,8.165640917808222,5.816569863013703,74.16404657534248,69.61643835616438,8.644602739726029,33.25534246575343,9.281916038205594,3.468649424657535,1316,63,208,29,25,417,182,292,0.092,0.698,0.21,0.9873,0,2,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,3,11,23,0,0,19,0,17,9,4,3,0,49,36,21,0,4,12,0,5,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,19,15,0,0,9,3,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,8,22,17,34,26,11,23,0,4,2,3,8,14,0,10,9,151,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.1173176597719943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003291083293302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840608211098982,0.12317989273480826,0.09893105415577763,0.10702154511148616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277386362483728,0.10229861102877293,0.0,0.0,0.10632507574426146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420560140969515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775321406258611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042862486629424,0.0,0.0,0.12421969512105735,0.0,0.07940436685227918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21609248724326996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157398034986705,0.0,0.11543033019699282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281013892878443,0.0,0.0,0.1008350743365007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769376499107496,0.0,0.12338069974553012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701933554818254,0.0,0.0,0.11839276782228025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698302904698956,0.1762006814713015,0.0,0.0,0.2127823447497537,0.0,0.13449575188026333,0.0,0.0,0.32551051275654785,0.0,0.16049595244693032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837574490760639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301868572648739,0.0,0.08334561102855828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961780458660568,0.11503458016746874,0.0,0.1208545951955501,0.0,0.0,0.1202528220030572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203071103403032,0.0,0.0,0.09255145166205407,0.4756037581394406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642455892551966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068268971650437,0.0,0.0,0.1597380357429371,0.0,0.0,0.09544148047979256,0.07010141711851324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076515196497446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542526936478356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rensehin,2019/07/23,"Why do I always feel this way? I want to have friends that I can talk about my problems with, and yet I'm so scared of friendships at the same time.

I feel so torn with friendships. At times I'm totally fine alone, but once I make any friends I get so anxious and depressed, feeling as though I'm some kind of burden on them or that I'll somehow let them down. Eventually I start distancing myself from those I know for too long because of it. I only truly feel that the void is filled when I first meet someone.. I'm just so confused, I've always been told it's always in my head but deep down I just don't think it can be normal, but at the same time I don't know what to do.",3.8089348659003837,3.814062613793105,4.527816091954026,91.29601532567051,71.13793103448276,7.272030651340997,26.45593869731801,6.42735559955562,0.7644329501915705,529,15,124,3,9,170,89,145,0.158,0.72,0.122,-0.8109999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,12,9,0,2,3,0,11,1,1,1,1,27,27,13,0,3,6,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,2,4,17,4,18,23,4,18,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,4,8,80,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061957707440506,0.0,0.0,0.4112273052046761,0.0,0.0,0.11202794311302623,0.0,0.0,0.18610780341614008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042316273373787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188917302945667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33318728077255144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012662652304125,0.0,0.0,0.2545533719066557,0.0,0.08606915449507507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690694000876017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154997165981542,0.18107212687411064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684564490303756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578853682250015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996433985483947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140891693919068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544130452964032,0.0,0.1252911801356988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763265647184552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649321451832032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958253847949126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660287684858273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324107008452675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555788635674236,0.16185490451535553,0.0,0.288181325652122,0.0,0.0,0.15741485663395044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716713439554203,0.13076188640505945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865102406883107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HypnosDot,2019/07/23,"Dreams i uh,i get tired as soon as i get out of home,at home im ok couse i have the internet with me, but outside,i dont.

and so i tend to fall asleep,like at school,peaple dont notice so im good.

in dreams you dont feel sad or lonely,in dreams you picture what you want in real life,like the internet,you are [free.in](https://free.in) some dreams you dont feel nothing just chill and silece.

sure there are nightmares but,real life is...even scarier.",-0.17562753036437329,2.122485105263164,0.9231578947368426,101.4597975708502,92.68421052631578,4.186234817813766,15.728744939271257,5.8734145424116955,-0.8068380566801618,355,8,83,3,13,110,58,95,0.021,0.6990000000000001,0.28,0.9724,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,7,2,0,0,1,13,13,8,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,9,3,9,13,1,6,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6845452088237451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644593163304828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766588113465046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258058479976228,0.0,0.0,0.12247604346198933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929432689036582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31545690822447564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627883872371855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401117244333306,0.16624663181359992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324092427345464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778171926991854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376236898309801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783042163346334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612736047173115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,808sthro,2019/07/23,i've been rejected 16 times i have never  been on a date with anyone w.hat does it feel like,-0.9051666666666698,1.2225601499999996,1.1700000000000017,98.54833333333332,97.5,4.666666666666667,11.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.9238333333333332,73,1,17,1,3,24,18,20,0.159,0.721,0.12,-0.2023,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39122661014550736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896362390708254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829081109735582,0.399718356041226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733512648229752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43153324721385816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262582904087622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,idontremember7,2019/07/23,My friends are dead I’m extremely suicidal still and I just want to talk to a friend. None of my friends reach out to me and if I stoped reaching out to them I would never hear from them. Does anyone else know this feeling? And what can I do?,-0.3324369747899176,1.928232843137252,0.9024089635854368,101.56941176470586,93.11764705882356,4.4829131652661065,19.050420168067227,6.1826913282559595,-0.2574168067226892,189,6,45,2,7,59,38,51,0.15,0.593,0.257,0.3595,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,12,9,4,2,3,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,9,3,8,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601227593234115,0.2725761168422053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328020355635874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222314371128004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451125316434515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6165954409720908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998317827517027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620149150049086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517643578709716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21244951965681744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909903789940025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382243958135425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569096273258393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889779604018532,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,derpy_username,2019/07/23,"I need to talk I'm sorry if I'm weird this is my first time using Reddit. So yea I'm a 17 year old male and Im feeling depressed man I hate using that word but that's what I am I guess anyway back on track. So Im lonely all ways lonely as well I have friends and all but they go to party's and I'm never intived and when I ask them to hang out they say their ""busy"" and then the next hour I find out wow they are not busy they are at a party or something now u may be thinking ok this must of happened once, no all the time and I'm getting well more and more depressed. I hate to say it but I'm even ""playing"" with some knifes now as it makes me feel better somehow so yea if someone wanna talk I got Snapchat I guess um yea thank you for your time I guess",-1.4466649048625797,0.4814772616279086,0.8369978858350926,102.98675475687105,93.24418604651164,3.1272727272727274,15.376321353065537,3.1291,-1.4202418604651164,587,13,149,0,22,195,103,172,0.14300000000000002,0.6990000000000001,0.158,0.574,0,4,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,6,2,12,15,2,0,4,4,8,0,0,3,5,38,32,20,0,5,7,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,7,10,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,7,3,1,1,4,21,8,14,28,6,21,0,4,0,0,16,4,0,9,14,90,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546615542923825,0.0,0.0,0.1031974968979435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869587309440145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311859245491981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864297142575142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571896979314313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266347743696515,0.11415706714973982,0.0,0.0,0.10368859613259353,0.0,0.0701180246253913,0.0,0.07627337288515468,0.0,0.1073382199388086,0.0,0.4435349935585741,0.0,0.11867949459024098,0.0,0.0,0.26500479070923444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216762693429596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899348601679766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958473375380642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951336662239993,0.10350931180765707,0.0,0.14273149413573513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082848651571794,0.14292690318020956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345482306223568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137138145227118,0.10331970407060542,0.0,0.15023461938017926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574225602657787,0.0,0.12356049032061255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599492487624978,0.0,0.0,0.2347729033379739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318248588797277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652788707872364,0.0,0.0,0.2413378197130881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642540866259947
lonely,senseislime,2019/07/23,"loneliness sucks im all alone, posting to a bunch of strangers. i feel uncared for, unloved and unimportant. im not even planning to go around ppl much anymore at work, i just feel like isolating myself. what better to do",1.807142857142857,4.611817333333338,2.592380952380953,88.94428571428574,89.95238095238096,6.609523809523811,28.42857142857143,7.793537801064563,2.348257142857143,176,9,33,4,6,55,35,42,0.261,0.626,0.113,-0.7269,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,7,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,20,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28929984660967073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277018585987814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486613812361969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24704315534848076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449368785607548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824735322657538,0.1995521718233422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874869290218505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.603444928910472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646568325337638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053384182933521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675192690911456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335430726508552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lamscake,2019/07/23,Can’t stand just being used anymore I want to be someone’s best friend. I had a best friend last year but she’s since gone to college states away while I’m still stuck at home. I just want someone to care about me as much as I care about them. I want a boy who shows me off and always wants to spend time with me. I’m sick of being used for sex or to keep people company when they’re down and then getting thrown away like trash. I just want to fall in love again.,2.75893917963225,3.3393425742574294,3.1222913719943435,98.37613861386141,73.75247524752477,6.167468175388968,20.369165487977373,5.288315135182226,-0.4467012729844413,364,6,91,1,7,112,69,101,0.062,0.649,0.289,0.9705,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,8,8,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,2,0,16,21,9,0,5,5,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,11,8,19,15,3,18,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,1,9,53,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570599298499933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174389749944632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064614724018731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423109525576776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325672679671685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252009662284554,0.0,0.0852090797106972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635950365735058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496407337621015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329421237366497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967873854246364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719731400685074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989172481950135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306777750836325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491176945638395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27637542665069376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024585038325065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510052582206299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817190442077947,0.0,0.0,0.48098079669433297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502619797270027
lonely,BoyScouterino,2019/07/23,"It seems like no matter how much time I spend with my friends, the second I’m away from them I go back to feeling extremely lonely. What’s wrong with me? I just spent an entire week at camp having an amazing time with lots of great people. Literally as soon as a got home I just felt so alone. I cried for the first time in months because it hit me so hard.

Why is it that I can’t be alone for one day without feeling alone? Am I missing something?",2.8215197568389065,3.8889501489361713,3.706717325227967,92.40500000000004,74.1063829787234,6.222492401215807,24.06686930091185,6.1826913282559595,0.41355501519756777,350,10,79,2,7,112,71,94,0.21899999999999997,0.619,0.163,-0.7261,0,5,1,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,7,7,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,15,5,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,2,1,3,3,0,3,3,4,11,4,14,10,2,13,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,2,10,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534588108703304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735655979908107,0.1369689786466191,0.0,0.1085848122540172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566458924560196,0.11487743956741542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013313534069458,0.0,0.17103024209586726,0.0,0.0,0.15151507897770505,0.0,0.0,0.137620790585921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012339087288517,0.0,0.14246475735069658,0.19638609192572146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159567166334926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867630998812262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702405210734518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143754911621726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217959456185267,0.0,0.13094413765563584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070373902879268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349111370915633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216049874516333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713117823600787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116025654760288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288305913364974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073227630440526,0.0,0.0,0.17170846111405316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947543535349802,0.0,0.0
lonely,reptillian_menace,2019/07/23,"Another lonely night. Laying in bed, trying to erase her from my memory. Don't have anyone to talk to. We dated for 18 months and she destroyed me in 2 weeks. She left me homeless and hurt on my 18th birthday to go on vacation with her ex and get back together. It's been over a year and I still see her in my nightmares. I still think of her most days. I've been occupying myself with other stuff and getting new hobbies and nothing's working. :(",1.8866666666666667,4.106555222222223,3.518888888888892,87.64500000000002,80.1111111111111,6.222222222222222,23.333333333333336,7.3871296695380915,1.0580000000000007,350,12,70,5,9,116,66,90,0.132,0.868,0.0,-0.9001,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,9,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,15,0,15,7,1,18,0,2,1,0,9,7,0,1,10,48,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520290349528733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805904422316206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481512324978897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500654500059036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511470094277388,0.0,0.136597041926197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573007725683302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611421216044512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184591687982508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23213254405382455,0.0,0.22555318077644715,0.0,0.2306233170057247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915286703441886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838893217153192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751444514220848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318507151956946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400724937716162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631825874685234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279511641991925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749784286569033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477819747593127
lonely,musicgoddess,2019/07/23,"I didn’t know this was a subreddit, here’s my thoughts if anyone cares On mobile so sorry for a wall of text: Two or three years ago I was in a very bad relationship. She was manipulative and would hurt me. We broke up. A month later I find a girl complete opposite of her, but not quite. How she acted and talked was very mature but she was very manipulative. We were together for ten months and I can count on my hands how many times we kissed. Whenever I asked to cuddle she would always say no. Eventually that ended and it’s been a few months and I realized one girl used me up and the other neglected me. I feel so lonely and I realize that my last relationship pretty much was just a friendship. A really fucked up friendship. I need human touch. I miss it. I crave it. I isolate myself but I’ve been trying to get out. But goddamn I’m so fucking shy. I’m literally reading a book on social skills. I feel alone and I can’t get out of it. Reddit has really helped me not feel lonely. Please message me when y’all feel lonely.",0.4647142857142868,2.9056513285714334,2.7873809523809534,88.4367857142857,90.4761904761905,5.857142857142858,17.976190476190478,7.310402129719878,0.5039047619047623,809,22,168,15,28,275,124,210,0.22399999999999998,0.6829999999999999,0.094,-0.9816,0,7,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,1,0,2,8,12,2,0,10,0,15,5,1,5,0,40,32,20,0,4,9,0,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,8,13,0,1,9,2,0,1,5,10,0,4,11,7,32,2,16,19,2,21,0,7,0,4,20,10,2,2,10,112,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093168117096392,0.0,0.0,0.14129416334833525,0.0,0.0,0.1135157309830997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539086162619356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753806263308373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390837596862025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390934021923354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430380116254986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083120770526573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27592037726441354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468910212978294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522436555691941,0.14255186166798378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144215912310134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460447576971022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497508524834763,0.11120380185479067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831256518002882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266771043812373,0.0,0.10028736743567923,0.10115669792938453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244446100118987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975262987036478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387922952317317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510376058670674,0.13646095948618084,0.0,0.17479346826391992,0.0,0.0,0.29293672996002823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848987322481192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906712972198912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271554492616304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965247666825527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083054500020214,0.07954995551863307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262296886768087,0.0,0.13326646506697884,0.0,0.0,0.1178265695260892,0.0,0.3376923644220107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938234493475087,0.0,0.0,0.08785260969693992
lonely,selin0122,2019/07/23,"can ya guess how I'm feeling? lol. I'm so dang lonely, I cant smile at home anymore. not unless I'm actively having fun or being distracted/made to smile.",-0.8599999999999994,1.275728454545458,2.3597575757575764,89.89963636363636,97.78787878787878,5.0642424242424235,18.72121212121212,6.742157984588678,0.4960957575757576,121,4,25,2,5,43,27,33,0.245,0.547,0.20800000000000002,-0.0926,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,9,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,8,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5332415910238527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718709923928068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.592323480613388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393444756477458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,avocadobirb,2019/07/23,Can someone talk for a little while? Feeling lost and alone Just have a major life changing exam day after tomorrow and I feel like I’ve annoyed everyone in my life and pushed them away about this. Can someone hear me out for a little bit?,5.543971631205672,6.205359851063832,5.83489361702128,81.13333333333334,67.51063829787235,7.9687943262411345,30.56028368794326,7.793537801064563,2.0644666666666667,191,7,35,2,3,61,37,47,0.147,0.775,0.078,-0.5064,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,1,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,7,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,1,7,6,2,10,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23538367819824124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352809915970955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481205038446549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404220350037059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657065929541954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21716668504804565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298295688627582,0.16236207777738784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25615035077021353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32105572529752063,0.1110328776473748,0.4555694581962204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24809257826323997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851310838172145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267140460777465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Vampire_queen94,2019/07/23,No hope Im 25 year old female and iv never been on a date and the one time I was asked out it was as a joke with no friends and being ugly I feel like I'll be forever alone how can I learn to live like this without wanting to kill myself everyday,0.4026785714285737,1.821961053571432,2.8958571428571425,94.24914285714287,81.32142857142857,5.908571428571428,20.128571428571426,6.742157984588678,0.1022828571428569,193,5,47,2,5,67,45,56,0.14800000000000002,0.594,0.258,0.8041,0,1,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,1,12,10,5,1,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,1,4,5,7,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,8,30,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29167943902519883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632821461383941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239848792921425,0.20119355822619664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175834273910066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27971800674227953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042042372471201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115772684988649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751763224488672,0.0,0.2486807786419685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720721149695327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955189472446341,0.0,0.1908369594810416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421829359611545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611021864049266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714772624264607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813578091695824
lonely,atomic_goofball,2019/07/23,"I am too lonely I realise now that I kinda don't have friends. Have never had an actual best friend and that sucks. Plus I can't seem to make connections with anyone, I'm a sack of skin and organs with no one around me. I find myself constantly hiding my emotions because it breaks my heart even thinking of telling my parents, who do their best to make me happy, that I'm not. I love life, it's just not the same without friends, actual, good, close ones",4.564710144927538,5.149880543478265,5.011739130434783,86.44123188405798,69.65217391304348,7.872463768115942,27.28985507246377,7.793537801064563,1.45058115942029,358,11,74,4,6,114,66,92,0.192,0.66,0.14800000000000002,-0.1166,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,5,10,1,0,3,0,7,4,2,2,1,19,15,3,0,0,4,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,1,1,13,8,9,14,3,6,0,1,0,1,8,2,1,2,3,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.3456764701618307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384259955682865,0.0,0.0,0.15766948478729775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796737536881518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717415504659343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139788902865665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923001060463372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169824786067003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187947441622666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105147464173159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855526709657466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885417137569044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098815743192799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510123252178545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985278100065395,0.0,0.2364506521223663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660164657584828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24003478257446695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966647287494268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123841884126489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548059084375671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348784114313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073208941719858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Talos321,2019/07/23,"i have a gf and friends but i still feel lonely this is a rant and idk if anyone’s gonna respond but everyone else has a gf and like 50 friends and has gone on so many dates. my gf that i’ve met is my first date and i wanna stay with her for the rest of my life. however, the few friends i have at school are all shitty people who i hate to talk to and i never hang out with them bc my friend group is always fighting so they can’t hang out and my other friends are decently popular but i’m so low on the social ladder that they’d never consider inviting me to a party. i haven’t hung out with anyone besides my gf this summer. how do i hang in my shitty school with shitty people for one more year and stand being lonely till i make it to college?",2.3234458077709625,3.195669478527609,3.968849693251536,90.80129089979552,75.07361963190179,6.6603271983640076,22.172290388548056,6.816661863887847,0.4154584867075664,587,14,134,5,12,197,96,163,0.20800000000000002,0.6409999999999999,0.151,-0.8991,1,4,0,0,2,0,6.0,0,0,3,1,5,12,2,0,7,0,14,1,0,2,3,26,21,17,0,2,4,0,1,1,9,1,1,0,0,0,7,15,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,5,0,2,2,1,21,7,20,16,4,23,0,3,0,0,20,8,0,1,10,93,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852942539357851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23282132149318285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907742541882284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908420497802392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418016381031211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161263716364295,0.0,0.0,0.6431321296504571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437014461885416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759376167964986,0.08133649534249213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113048638363046,0.16879035190245026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25680804495176685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281500768576752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23084042059209464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369847994870938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697111880853727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745158677016254,0.13295568173974553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381488586896992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721132159608183
lonely,katiiiep,2019/07/23,"I’m just a ball of anxiety and I don’t know how to deal So much has gone wrong in my life and this past year, and really I don’t think I deserve it. Like the universe really doesn’t want me to be happy or even content",0.8339999999999996,1.8237070000000024,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,79.0,7.4,20.5,8.07648339933343,0.6013999999999999,170,4,43,3,4,60,40,50,0.09699999999999999,0.746,0.157,0.4549,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,9,10,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,4,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453856385247672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306963707550013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186337235828104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414621042613092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628498308180202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22656699810021685,0.15671040132165273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358004237428567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062080994301549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109827083710281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553434183148905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919650350088646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35070801878955216,0.0,0.20656323047606712
lonely,bobbothefool,2019/07/23,"I don’t have anyone to really talk to these days If anyone would like to talk or vent or anything, just for some friendly chat feel free to comment or message. Just a lost soul in their 20s",3.185384615384617,4.538062923076922,3.7005128205128233,91.68615384615387,73.61538461538461,6.225641025641028,23.256410256410252,6.42735559955562,0.44193333333333307,150,4,32,1,3,47,31,39,0.053,0.7390000000000001,0.20800000000000002,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,5,4,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,4,6,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,7,1,0,5,2,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47059335192436097,0.0,0.27692030466673523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702208863326608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015033330697985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599879621689401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440252864952626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673420708341111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557789373771494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5409504187553392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390481256669445,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KarmAtticusFinch,2019/07/23,"To all you lonely folk out there... I am here if you want someone to talk to. I have been lonely before and I probably will be again. Hit me up however you prefer, comments, DMs, chat etc. 

I love you all very much!",0.2043181818181808,2.351914431818184,2.323818181818183,94.07572727272728,86.5,5.3381818181818215,17.89090909090909,6.742157984588678,-0.020458181818181487,161,4,36,2,5,54,34,44,0.107,0.769,0.124,0.2003,1,4,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,7,8,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,1,5,4,4,3,0,2,0,1,8,2,0,1,1,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244610297621041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252539800471833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441411214523535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803018038109031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111094562158272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230770544665502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064771544846639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146151614139149,0.22490256957233676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GullibleLocksmith,2019/07/23,Can someone please talk to me? (Warning: feeling suicidal.),4.8933333333333335,7.676816666666671,4.520555555555556,70.66750000000002,104.55555555555556,6.2444444444444445,48.944444444444436,7.1686216300943375,5.975177777777778,46,4,5,1,2,14,9,9,0.0,0.648,0.35200000000000004,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521529626492401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5474125493840093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225389460257546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454866001145261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008286321996596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,N_Mobbin,2019/07/23,"Hey you, yeah you. I know you’re thinking about it. Don’t do it. You have so much to live for, and you may not see that right now. Not everybody does. But things will be okay and everything will be beautiful :) I’ve been there before too, and you’re probably stronger than me. So don’t take your life today, nor tomorrow, nor ever. Because I care about you",-0.1676893939393942,2.136681347222225,1.2210606060606075,97.96636363636364,96.63888888888887,5.395959595959597,17.656565656565657,6.980632752743323,0.18842777777777808,275,8,62,5,11,87,51,72,0.034,0.787,0.17800000000000002,0.8742,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,6,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,2,10,1,0,0,1,10,15,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,9,2,5,9,1,5,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,4,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798327857518068,0.0,0.25102819114778696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007780544977553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581615466732423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668496180157505,0.0,0.0,0.2651321735837012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212746198858882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837130724468114,0.0,0.0,0.26049550908811103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168631925926628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180661271810549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519333248080293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23508141266685684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218076331414876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598873223592309,0.1890277924420341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27963098595467706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dovaks,2019/07/23,Can someone talk to me please? (warning: feeling suicidal),4.8933333333333335,7.676816666666671,4.520555555555556,70.66750000000002,104.55555555555556,6.2444444444444445,48.944444444444436,7.1686216300943375,5.975177777777778,46,4,5,1,2,14,9,9,0.0,0.648,0.35200000000000004,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521529626492401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5474125493840093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225389460257546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454866001145261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008286321996596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SenpaiSusu,2019/07/23,Does being lonely make you more lonely? I’ve been struggling with being lonely for a long time. I keep thinking that being lonely is causing my loneliness. Like nobody wants to hangout with me because nobody wants to hangout with me. Long story short I need a hug. And I don’t know where to go to get this hug,2.647759562841532,5.001157737704919,3.656967213114754,86.95189890710384,78.18032786885246,4.722404371584699,21.642076502732237,5.46131890053228,0.27175191256830544,246,7,44,1,6,79,41,61,0.225,0.649,0.126,-0.7096,0,8,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,1,2,0,6,2,0,2,0,12,15,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,7,3,8,11,1,6,0,4,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798951790001677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031573442349309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582511161999083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418181954035245,0.0,0.1677167529567623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26230566832796465,0.0,0.0,0.16218371234894266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417492747096042,0.0,0.0,0.5223228230202945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698697056845133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188189415831275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085110958306731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890933759114312,0.0,0.0,0.17207992575759706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481248460848742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ExceedinglyGayBlueJ,2019/07/23,"There may finally be an end in sight. I might be just overly optimistic because I'm still on drugs from my wisdom tooth surgery, but it's possible that I might escape the lonely bubble soon. I'm going out to lunch tomorrow with a friend and crush of mine, and the fact that he said okay is a good sign. I haven't been active on this subreddit or posted before, but know that all of you have been helpful in helping me survive. I don't know where I would be right now if I didn't know that other people were like me, and that other people were in a similar situation. Thank you for your implicit support. I'll keep you updated, and thank you for guiding me to a treasure you may not yet possess.",6.9803647416413375,5.624211879432624,7.413232016210742,77.79000000000002,64.95744680851064,10.610334346504557,32.908814589665646,9.606745405546679,2.8094814589665646,549,18,111,9,7,181,94,141,0.052000000000000005,0.6970000000000001,0.252,0.9834,0,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,6,0,1,7,10,0,0,7,1,17,3,1,0,3,25,28,8,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,0,0,9,6,1,1,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,2,17,9,15,14,1,19,0,1,1,0,11,9,0,6,9,82,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334874774171087,0.0,0.15822326832960495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563412562049988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646897562392518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369078624926312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365861995180892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567533843103803,0.15595964464554068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24926651288147555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527412905545194,0.0,0.0,0.30656720431908896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908420535525864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945109575427852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578180650792486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962209277952526,0.17808139885252328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879377479481055,0.17687378180365992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900702349261835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484938232200027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100520697733874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423815189344306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320881303460691,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blueberry_milk_,2019/07/23,"lonely summer & school nights hey.. i don't know how to start or what to post about haha but i guess i'll start off by saying i've been feeling so empty the past few years.. i try to meet new people online (where i feel the most comfortable with myself) but it never feels fulfilling, and those friends usually end up leaving me anyways or thinking im weird or something :( 

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i am a high school student so i guess i still have hope, but many series of unfulfilling and unsuccessful romances and friendships really wears down on my will to find more people i want to be friends with",2.8210526315789486,5.429391719298248,3.434298245614034,87.36092105263157,79.17543859649123,5.905263157894738,23.535087719298247,7.1686216300943375,1.0279614035087719,472,16,88,6,12,148,86,114,0.107,0.672,0.222,0.9438,0,2,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,1,6,1,1,1,1,24,17,12,0,2,6,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,11,6,14,14,3,18,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,7,11,56,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347230095738139,0.1876904710308288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680911386528058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343046740230087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411771502991414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23867675735902086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34031866565294705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631995263273104,0.0,0.1534174445744931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684745201329138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488928621668741,0.0,0.0,0.16355490245338564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660208846765486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913203486294252,0.14918213802157834,0.0,0.14495384903030176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745321206589854,0.2141715540018913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479336598052274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895349039693413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283584432464735,0.0,0.31265130255805057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891380951542313,0.0,0.0,0.21866060022303166,0.0,0.12335502118105808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897419091560088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487080726088503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012009593253774,0.0,0.09110677413419004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876904710308288,0.0994696478802713
lonely,PacketPuncher,2019/07/23,"I make money now... ...My ex wanted financial security. I just wanted a friend. Oddly enough, I finally have financial security now... and no friends. I could give her $100 bills to wipe her ass with. It's a shame our friendship hinged on my salary.",1.5270921985815598,4.191706851063834,3.5330851063829805,83.6841666666667,86.87234042553192,7.388652482269504,22.72695035460993,8.344100000000001,1.850690780141844,190,7,37,5,6,64,37,47,0.16399999999999998,0.5760000000000001,0.26,0.6369,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,7,6,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,3,5,1,4,0,0,0,1,7,1,1,0,3,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28140316122159725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641757327458566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860924544387678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5446049887657174,0.0,0.0,0.3381027747662085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352635426618309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157690447352311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,apeshit333,2019/07/23,Been alone so long. Begging for anyone. My dad passed. I only have my 14 year old dog he’s about to go. I quit drinking and when I did. All of my friends vanished. I offered 300$ to a friend to literally watch a movie with me then go home. I got a “no”. I haven’t spoken to my “friends” since.,-1.6838194444444454,0.2504725625000006,0.8270833333333343,101.79847222222223,96.8125,3.469444444444445,18.04861111111111,5.033348758259628,-0.8263347222222226,220,7,56,1,9,74,48,64,0.069,0.7759999999999999,0.155,0.7351,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,7,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,1,11,3,8,4,1,8,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,5,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628628443898889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774646073245529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24862982374870155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5882615395234599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884836162097738,0.0,0.20298904240207288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25458459859755345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246072234248392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663230267565038,0.0,0.0,0.19302823598650387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699501970612758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099480485015008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344048702903805
lonely,Route333,2019/07/23,"Even my goals make me sad I recently met someone who I was able to hold and hug.  We connected emotionally as well.  The chance of it lasting is small.

This made my severe , decades long-depression much worse.  Much.

I choose to leave my job.

I have a wealthy family member who is willing to pay for a VERY expensive long-term treatment.

My treatment goals will be:  to tolerate being alone, accept having no more genuine human hugs, and accept that I am no one’s priority.

I am being realistic.  I am 40, have no friends to speak of, and have been severely depressed since the 1990’s.",2.9222113022113057,5.369215144144144,4.1850941850941865,83.03056511056514,77.73873873873873,7.63996723996724,27.208026208026208,8.575989854853784,2.24201981981982,455,19,86,10,11,149,78,111,0.207,0.623,0.16899999999999998,-0.4284,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,4,0,16,2,0,2,0,10,19,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,3,2,1,1,4,1,13,6,9,10,3,3,0,2,0,2,7,1,0,0,2,59,18,4,0.18863968873796635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537382677904716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249501749871335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121942596222492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459473530815054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778327100397898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574255557797258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871957834909542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376652372530816,0.0,0.1997421929526773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338803767765605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849543460072184,0.12591845704378174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27734375276635803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782713512236274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625893496712398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42621830824252377,0.0,0.15604469987280167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983379610875112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564749915522047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960973489130454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223995876346145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,happysweetheart,2019/07/23,Lonely 24/7 I think the this title pretty much says it all.,0.017500000000001847,2.2973990833333358,1.5,94.995,99.83333333333334,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-2.3243,47,0,9,0,2,15,12,12,0.17,0.612,0.218,0.1779,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542948342520004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.628719492494346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.491451617835088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959839777779829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tj131jacko,2019/07/23,"Can someone chat to me... I am lonely af and need just someone to listen to me, preferably a female since I dont find it hard talking to them about my feelings and stuff (I ain't gay)",5.348461538461539,3.93982243589744,6.23551282051282,85.08865384615387,68.23076923076923,7.800000000000002,32.32051282051282,3.1291,1.4489897435897436,141,5,31,0,2,47,31,39,0.07,0.894,0.036000000000000004,-0.2969,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,7,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,5,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837076639111688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554211338918262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992355648076462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29328403008859805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24276124474350266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708267591513337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5548060144083499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747920351786953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26314986817557035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Aprilwar03,2019/07/23,"Feeling lonely, stressed, and tired, as well as heartbroken. I just want to chat around with anyone, don't matter who. I just need it to keep my mind off of things, especially from my break up.",3.831261261261261,5.637461135135138,3.890270270270271,89.1382882882883,72.78378378378378,7.095495495495496,23.144144144144143,7.793537801064563,0.8955117117117113,150,4,31,2,3,46,32,37,0.299,0.59,0.111,-0.8509,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,5,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,4,1,10,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452693090203583,0.0,0.0,0.31226319316424656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773618539621628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117840131034429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541817055995388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600944470042239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018103865095785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23303863282347925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40316306655861134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689557009048615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153879166688317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nemdas,2019/07/23,"Just feeling sad and empty I have no friends and I never had a close friend, I feel like nobody will ever love me. Since high school ended nobody talks me. I can't speak to anyone about my feelings and my sadness.",0.5551937984496114,3.0431794418604667,1.7491860465116282,95.28641472868219,91.7906976744186,2.8666666666666667,16.468992248062015,3.1291,-0.9797565891472866,168,4,33,0,6,53,35,43,0.243,0.539,0.218,-0.0844,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,10,8,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,8,4,2,6,0,5,0,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848979373669656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514261962362691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25677833494897784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306024012990432,0.20279810213800584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43863736513839663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29992618892658274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868544410155975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562054223877731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189394663061091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28729346141330026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23482172288175054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281654354050142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,itstimetodo,2019/07/27,"I(26m) and so lonely and broken i can't imagine anyone wanting me 
Lets break this down.

I'm 26 years old and in a place in my life with a TON of free time even though I'm trying to keep myself as busy as possible.

Lets list all my horrific problems shall we?

1) I'm religious (Which isn't a ""problem"" per say). I truly believe it but have a difficult time living it out. I live far away from the closest group to me that shares my faith and I have to travel quite a bit to get there. I overall feel like I complete failure in this part of my life which is ironic cause even the people who know my faults who are part of my faith group do not judge me or make me to feel bad. I'm much harder on myself than basically anyone Ive ever met.

2)I have all kinds of emotional issues. I'm hypersensitive though I typically do an ok job hiding it. I'm insecure, I think no one wants to be around me. Which is obviously not true cause its very common for me to hangout with friends 5+ times a week. If they didn't like me they wouldn't keep inviting me back. I'm a funny guy, i get people to laugh more than I use to (finally developed a sense of humor). But once I get back home its just all gone. All I'm left with is this empty feeling.

3) I want to have a close intimate relationship with a woman. Ive only ever had one girlfriend and it was a long distance relationship (We meet initially online, spent several years as friends, but then decided to be a couple and met in person). So I never really had a lot of physical contact. Its not even about sex for me, its the desire to feel known and loved, to have physical (and emotional) affection. Last time I got a hug was around 6 months ago.

4)I'm an addict. I have an addiction to what I'm going to call ""Lust"", but in a nutshell. When I feel tired and lonely I seek out porn and cybersex to make myself feel better. I just want to feel a connection with someone and so I seek it out. Its become compulsive and destroying my life to be honest. I'll stay up until 4am some nights trying to find someone only to collapse asleep when I can't and then try again the next day. Eventually I'll get through my binging, and try to stop the behavior but then its not to long till I'm back again. I hate myself even while I'm seeking it out. I just don't know how to stop because its the ONLY connection I really feel to other people. I feel like a woman is never going to want me (which objectively is false, thats an issue i'm working through in therapy). At least if I'm voice chatting with a woman online I feel something with someone. At least thats what i tell myself. I'm currently in a 12 step group for it.

5) I'm in a 12 step group, its an over an hour away from where I live, which is exhausting (living in the middle of nowhere sucks especially when you can't move for a few more years). I struggle to call my sponsor , i struggle to call other people and talk about my feelings and emotions. My whole life I was always told that my feelings were wrong, and truth be told many of them (Like the insecurities) ARE wrong. But constantly being told that and living with someone deeply manipulative fucked me up really good. The internet with it anonymity is the only place i feel safe to express myself in any way.

6) I'll never find what I want online. I straight up won't. What do I want? well thats easy. I want to find a woman around my age I can talk to with COMPLETE transparency (while still retaining anonymity). Someone I can explore the sexual stuff with who won't try to make me feel guilty but also won't try to keep me from feeling guilty either. Someone I can talk to and share stuff with right out of the gate without the bullshit and the games. Who has clear boundaries and clearly respects my boundaries. Someone who I can just be, completely emotionally naked with, as well as talk about sexual stuff casually with where she is just as comfortable talking to me about emotions as she is talking to me about a porn video I enjoyed.

Yeah, I'm fucked up. I""m crazy I guess. I feel insane and alone. Ive been in therapy, but its not really helping. I don't know what to do anymore.",2.916165978876688,4.480315801426876,4.386771175771141,85.63974548856403,74.69560047562426,7.420304959082324,24.971689865006642,8.124751697461798,1.4189347975099666,3243,106,670,52,68,1080,335,841,0.134,0.713,0.153,0.8776,2,5,1,0,0,0,100.0,2,1,3,3,40,48,5,4,43,2,56,17,1,9,14,142,127,57,0,14,23,0,16,4,3,5,8,2,2,6,46,47,0,7,27,6,2,8,21,19,2,2,16,18,89,30,115,98,18,98,2,2,0,8,53,41,3,6,50,444,135,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947883426856864,0.0,0.0,0.04044497457098841,0.0,0.0,0.0472551012961904,0.0,0.03648734695159712,0.03796474843120742,0.0,0.0,0.03102745822363228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452490434930773,0.06380595945444295,0.0,0.0,0.12185127883549635,0.0,0.0,0.0857348481645951,0.10525145774051728,0.03809606651345879,0.02781337762545937,0.05039067931528063,0.0,0.051405231739597636,0.0,0.04035276709383751,0.04981211795393116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976870426365046,0.0,0.0,0.09374158598357604,0.0,0.0,0.14351496696798768,0.049305836564842415,0.0,0.0,0.050484648794689085,0.0,0.029425198064163032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566173114953513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054300076984754,0.08254322663193336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691205657283524,0.06519089590883735,0.0,0.049981396968647014,0.12510487366306375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050155428230942,0.08436158446161372,0.09535146397341207,0.0,0.05186097159499711,0.03826918759387965,0.036491531479051466,0.0,0.05026252900638282,0.045177224379990805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045046539190692736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03058235662184858,0.0,0.04576691324747802,0.0,0.04493272872918788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524403579462803,0.045277076550734034,0.12166429329099547,0.0,0.047512785034087734,0.07522508709790075,0.03719153570565047,0.0,0.0,0.049573123838593136,0.0933119950174943,0.12890886009418792,0.08916284970303287,0.0,0.2014443565925553,0.08075570451527159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038789860688713165,0.0411795299020969,0.0,0.09136775699326237,0.04625792122782125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036418488664258085,0.04849355125339695,0.03354059074059498,0.0,0.10556947876601794,0.0,0.04852410273130565,0.04281720503043049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047877141541616465,0.048590535501495016,0.06183514258990685,0.1388034716848411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988177039727462,0.0,0.12652616540686565,0.03983913763791263,0.0953395744682032,0.0,0.0,0.05143681373879476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731644137080767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048529201366078766,0.0,0.0,0.11691754072474643,0.0,0.0,0.09797117247871799,0.0,0.038964622997021164,0.0,0.0362838763283547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051544747989886286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706131954896318,0.03512536574249275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048631580123193685,0.03643723342826409,0.07629128330228999,0.0,0.09539706019553526,0.15669364114888493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200362181796071,0.03987940963942311,0.0,0.10435533323556608,0.0,0.0,0.02923549980565446,0.08965524401485242,0.0,0.10642028282153347,0.052440736228095364,0.0,0.13079369536566218,0.0,0.18586363395941596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039406486059946434,0.0,0.0376464875584218,0.21529265784169796,0.0362160444522575,0.036598677084492715,0.0,0.08204707186467577,0.0,0.0,0.05094015035306652,0.0,0.04398213867404815,0.0,0.03321650011724209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977042399629373,0.0,0.08814555120997125
lonely,Masthestranger,2019/07/27,[25m] looking for anyone to chat with. Just bored and lonely. Any and all PM's welcome.,-0.8983333333333334,1.1540947222222258,1.1722222222222245,97.345,101.77777777777777,2.4000000000000004,17.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.9740222222222216,67,2,14,0,3,22,17,18,0.223,0.631,0.146,-0.1531,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5283604205334936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5432695022406818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6524519246265056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,olympicking,2019/07/27,"im a 25 year old man who is looking for something pure and simple which is simply called love  

im patrick 25 year old open minded man who really dont care about your age or your skin or what you do in general and how people look to you. i have a desire to love and seek to be loved like you and like everybody else. im a good listener in fact i enjoy that. i enjoy helping people too. i love to travel and i like watching anime. there are many things i love to do but i may not be able to describe and tell you everything here right now. i believe in love and i believe that love aim to fulfilled your soul and satisfy your body needs. it is a miracle and a gift that god made for us. love can be found in anyplace even in the middle of nowhere you can find love. i dont know and i dont care what love will lead to. whether it will lead to marriage or it will lead to a complicated relation or one night stand or divorce or whatever you can think about. all that dont matter. what really matter is the moment when you feel that love and you feel that incredible feeling of happiness when there is someone love you and support you. love is life and love is the thing that gave us that incredible energy to build our world and motivate us to achieve our dreams and improve us mentally and physically. in the end i would like to say that without my love experience in many of my past relation. there are many things that i believe i would never success in it till now. love bring success to me so i will never stop searching for it. i would like to meet a woman who believe in that. woman who really need love like everybody and know how love is important in our life. in case you are there i would really like to hear from you. im sorry for taking more of your time but for reading my post i would really like to tell you. thank you.",2.641096089672285,4.225137007957564,3.988977496363482,88.12418156926502,75.47214854111404,7.517036022931462,24.097629845127074,8.259297600419973,1.3008080602378709,1440,45,310,25,31,474,158,377,0.036000000000000004,0.607,0.35600000000000004,0.9994,0,0,1,0,1,0,22.0,7,19,0,7,16,36,0,0,11,0,34,22,2,7,5,63,73,32,0,8,11,0,4,8,0,10,2,3,0,4,27,18,0,1,9,3,0,5,8,0,0,1,3,10,48,36,42,57,2,40,1,0,3,18,63,15,0,7,26,208,75,8,0.046820857049591866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110042900504281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520074171754333,0.0,0.0,0.04780932993327695,0.0,0.0954739684172099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949478303429565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03911281814378036,0.0,0.041469382179299234,0.0,0.0,0.030924734503235823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04207956728988252,0.04579978241257995,0.0,0.0,0.0710220964008606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04279341511198273,0.0,0.0,0.05133665308261099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039271113492681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04984167295958968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277050873113095,0.0,0.03138303353903272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229824045187064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051463037126521616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614191198274373,0.18299444593271996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786354555749687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7606377269201382,0.04430302702128636,0.0,0.1424070006725562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471844115228837,0.0,0.04727571849408314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943414447469375,0.07222226274184973,0.0,0.0,0.04393820260920158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826122671528406,0.0,0.03172702447010798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044695805944239934,0.06491937396498859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04484143857321104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468335274384557,0.0,0.14997319971266454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03998475609553485,0.0,0.037233824777432784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0396711602386952,0.03604498321688883,0.0,0.05241211618699238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03914433299265626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313175372761818,0.0,0.0,0.035203457573738155,0.0,0.08184698554830926,0.0431063545907322,0.0,0.0,0.09331709088384224,0.030000914654031638,0.0,0.0,0.027301618268975442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527890452233176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045133635389626434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630096746007295,0.0,0.0,0.06030219371567936
lonely,madeyalook559,2019/07/27,I’m all ears ladies I’m 29/M/USA(Cali) Any of females feel like they got to vent or cry or feel loved or feel the need of attention ... I’m all ears and a good listener segun... I know how it feels and how deep it gets been there and never want that or wish upon anyone .... stress and depression is Fucken a black miserable hole and it’ll fucken sink ur ass in if u don’t talk to anyone .... I dig myself a deep one still in it but in time I’ll be out of it ... only you can overcome it .. mind over body ...,-0.9039308398023992,1.061113779816516,1.753394495412845,97.42553281580805,90.10091743119268,5.188708539167255,14.806633733239238,6.67199483983844,-0.5425418489767111,378,7,93,5,13,130,74,109,0.106,0.8220000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.4139,0,0,0,1,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,2,4,0,6,5,4,2,3,27,21,13,0,4,6,0,4,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,7,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,8,5,3,11,17,2,11,0,2,1,2,6,8,1,5,4,51,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148463649203815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30530588465484376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425019555663617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398119468124015,0.0,0.0,0.1880368756678105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415523323665962,0.1559663416792608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406208491513385,0.0,0.0,0.18311468510576606,0.17460875748724616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998180086955833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066590916416186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704041619195248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204388298489745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187994648332812,0.16838021287662824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793784994839818,0.16604059040190924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743489461064219,0.0,0.2500824012731023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547564736852955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730291523648793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287695458309483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510547950648908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwwwawwai,2019/07/27,"26F looking for a girlfriend for the first time in 8 years. I'm really unsure how to go about this. I haven't had any female friends since falling ill eight years ago. I... was a horrible person at the time. I was hurting so badly with my undiagnosed medical conditions, I thought it my right to be an ass to everyone else. Most of my friends abandoned me right after I had to drop out of school, which they had a good reason to do. Not that it couldn't have been done in a nicer way.

Today, I've come far and think I can call myself a good person. But ever since that fall 2011, all my friends have been male. I think I'm afraid of other women, and I don't want to be. I feel like they're my enemies, and I'm afraid I won't fit in because I find gossiping and other stereotypically female things off-putting.

I'm not even sure what I'm asking for and hate how insecure I sound here, but. I guess, if you're looking for girlfriends too and this resonates with you, shoot me a message and we'll see?

Thanks for reading.",3.9231428571428566,4.514145885714285,4.813333333333336,87.27000000000002,71.09523809523809,7.904761904761906,26.904761904761905,7.957251820313856,1.3890476190476195,796,25,174,10,14,259,124,210,0.161,0.752,0.087,-0.8418,0,0,0,1,0,1,27.0,1,1,1,1,8,16,1,3,9,0,19,3,1,3,3,32,38,13,0,3,5,0,1,1,5,2,2,1,0,4,11,11,0,1,6,1,0,4,6,8,0,2,9,5,24,8,23,24,2,24,0,2,3,1,16,9,1,3,10,108,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496490468270045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586712318627433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179161726717398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770736342742248,0.08593641412158619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395016926248147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214365790176984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426530044978925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177656495078999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931119673158108,0.1275190126545555,0.0,0.1347066547231993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128066713162719,0.10071182118224556,0.0,0.0,0.12884764035150995,0.11991237358529565,0.0,0.0,0.3267483823759412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011874702438054,0.2364845289522792,0.0,0.0,0.15529870430180853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918259402957706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091553386432582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688727532441687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367652329753792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201642783304144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24618603870424285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171776142675213,0.0,0.0,0.1410121039415011,0.0,0.09031152502494096,0.14494470428913592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407819735563805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267316808021666,0.11233798968730893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332302237077161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286628365184974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297898767517642,0.0,0.0,0.0936568311844757,0.18066083538523706,0.0,0.1119175728400378,0.16440609297153966,0.0,0.13362682510737414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315009080686736,0.1118985631952197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156520922559627
lonely,front-bum,2019/07/27,15f just want some friends So a girl I thought I was close with came out to me today and it made me feel kinda special to be told something like that. Then she started telling me how I was the last person she told and about other people’s reactions. It made me feel like I value her more than she values me. Made me feel pretty lonely bc I don’t have many friends anyway. If anyone wants to chat or be friends or anything just hmu. Also ik this post will probably end up on r/sadcringe but whatever,2.430196078431376,4.3009192745098055,3.2907843137254917,91.65519607843142,76.84313725490195,5.7098039215686285,24.07843137254902,6.42735559955562,0.6132666666666671,394,13,82,3,9,125,75,102,0.017,0.804,0.179,0.8894,0,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,4,0,24,20,10,0,3,6,0,3,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,3,15,6,9,8,2,11,0,1,0,0,13,4,0,5,7,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407756247551594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723170125813775,0.0,0.13796981319966092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917582619509112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849690843419364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543216511025748,0.1197762669706711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886008714793756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666519680780634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382031786816648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759315572987932,0.0,0.16998082463047426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623426519356687,0.146394158849198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057183994382246,0.1705703944188903,0.18076573062695647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907278312292514,0.0,0.0,0.11867054106300187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654214362336365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310323381939868,0.0,0.0,0.15892198245071154,0.3204124411503802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778030738013566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,theglowaroundthemoon,2019/07/27,"Loneliest when in the company of other people Anyone else feel the absolute emptiest and loneliest in the moments when you're spending time with other people? For me, it happens when realizing the superficiality of everything.

All that's really happening here is my mask is meeting your mask. We are having these conversations that mean nothing; trying to impress one another, putting forth the more acceptable/likable sides of ourselves, and keeping in the most important stuff. I'll admit I'm just as guilty of this. I see it being done all around me so I know the only way I'll be able to 'connect' with other humans is to play along with these dumb games. Social conventions, presenting ourselves in certain ways, engaging in small talk... I'm sure you know what I mean.

I sometimes feel like I've constructed this whole entire social 'self' around who it is that other people expect me to be. Or even who they need me to be. And I just keep waiting. Waiting for someone else to show the slightest hint that they, too, are fucking sick of all the pretending. I just want a genuine soul to soul connection that transcends all of this menial day-to-day stuff. 

At this point it just brings me down so much lower whenever I try to put myself out there and spend time with other people. I feel most comfortable when I'm completely alone - where I can be my truest and freest self - either out doing something peaceful in nature (far away from any other humans) or engrossed in some creative pursuit at home.

Everything else completely drains me. It isn't real enough.",7.0889818041037564,7.993629491289197,6.8276364692218365,74.51062233836628,64.19163763066202,9.583352690669763,33.36604723190089,9.586721724236666,3.2312943863724355,1252,50,208,23,18,394,164,287,0.087,0.797,0.11599999999999999,0.5597,1,1,1,0,0,0,34.0,1,2,2,0,17,10,2,0,10,0,16,2,0,0,7,49,38,14,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,27,15,0,4,9,4,2,3,1,2,0,1,1,4,23,8,38,32,12,33,3,0,1,1,18,20,2,5,9,149,50,1,0.10695859513827756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077684753871353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273551246053958,0.1121554128941928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747879366318911,0.10959172050116006,0.0,0.19043165242416207,0.0,0.0,0.10049112099406046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428810406010707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795889080077034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945577805751333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680505448326142,0.0,0.0,0.11051682061255227,0.0,0.07064514333829684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19225497716051249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224443834433372,0.07641124173812333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988814976974971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916626488918775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728819179448304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013942761898128,0.0,0.0,0.11756329335816282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225456689723771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23301853218440624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786268742403228,0.07930844302759488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262965672444037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247791217589611,0.08134683134154756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966064901032041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111044447887227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150458605523511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174229748385773,0.06852041487693683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523215234921218,0.0,0.2231622830641106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180616362599496,0.09062567056690224,0.08234195206161501,0.10578478551595252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448840036272836,0.0,0.0,0.1008072101148473,0.0,0.0,0.08596926725257242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473683392673401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452357303046232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308695061419982,0.16979750861591872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941545176024665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RikudoSN,2019/07/27,"Looking for my Soulmate! I'm really just tired of being lonely..
Everyday is just the same boring day over and over again. I dont talk to anybody anymore just because i feel uncomfortable in it. I don't even have enough energy to make new friends or even try an attempt.

Maybe there's somebody out there who might actually be my soulmate, you never know right?

So here is some information about myself:

20 (male)
Mixed race

Hobbies: sport? (I mean i like sport but i dont like being around people you know? Lol)

Fav Tv show: Prison Break, Gossip Girl (trust me, it doesn't matter if you're a boy or a girl this show is a classic), Vampire Diary, Black'ish, Brooklyn 99, Modern Family

Fav Movie: 500DoS, Harry Potter, any Movie starring will smith or jonny depp, i also enjoy watching Comedy movies just because thats the only thing that could make me laugh

Fav Anime: Death Note, Code geass, Naruto Shipudden, Elfen Lied, literally any Ghibbli Movies 

Fav Food: anything thats not healthy lol (tbh i've never heard someone say my favorite food is a carrot or something)

Fav Drink: Water ( stay hydrated kids )

Personalty: definitely on the good side, i mean i hope i'm. Kinda goofy kinda weird, absolutely honest and always down for a laugh.
I love deep conversations and just talk about anything.

Let me know if we share the same interests!

Or better just write it down as i did, maybe i wont find MY soulmate but who says you can't find Yours in the comment section, god i hope someone actually finds their soulmate right now that would be absolutely amazing!",3.2567986651835383,6.015646868965519,4.008731924360404,82.98397664071192,78.58620689655173,6.086763070077865,24.527252502780872,7.359569317364363,1.366991101223582,1232,44,215,17,31,392,185,290,0.081,0.613,0.306,0.9981,0,2,2,0,0,0,50.0,1,4,1,2,18,20,0,0,11,2,21,6,0,2,2,48,36,15,1,6,16,0,1,2,1,4,1,3,0,5,11,6,4,0,10,6,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,6,27,16,17,24,5,24,0,1,2,1,26,14,0,13,10,122,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.2156721766911443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837011109797904,0.09194828665189572,0.0,0.0,0.15029319253864085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109590401457936,0.0,0.0,0.18187096327691546,0.09837210200025516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472458132033646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773192103892343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822855426591199,0.0,0.0,0.07126602066901727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590200296392798,0.10825197590811277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141803036590411,0.0,0.14597386847893207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417345709832007,0.0,0.05587420730608842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029963126442015,0.0,0.2672440600008044,0.0,0.08537521504060977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268561958716254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21951106536655213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219053616080075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299795758525402,0.0,0.10797347015284336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279563619762284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997342897316782,0.0,0.1475247268042203,0.0,0.2220324983299249,0.2407427811941386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172274168002964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704551914847728,0.10672557524863496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404336871797201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660964846689525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079177390489935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887398427572936,0.0,0.17575463551545972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872595778141278,0.0850714763432632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778269721988603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763806424827774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341403232898254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700823912147313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502504911203083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784989618888911,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nicegirltm,2019/07/27,"Coming to terms with the fact I’ll forever be alone. I do have friends but I crave love.

I will never find a boy/girlfriend. I have a strong intuition and I trust myself and I know that there isn’t anyone waiting for me. I’m never wrong giving my friends advice, what I say always happenes and sadly, this is the time where I don’t want it to be this way but it is.

I’m only 17 and while some of you may try to tell me that I’m still young and will find somebody, it’s just not true. All of my friends are dating. I’ve never had anyone. Am a virgin and will stay one for the rest of my life.

I have the same personality and hobbies as my aunt and she’s been single her whole life. And she’s 40. And I have the same destiny. 

I literally feel crazy; I have hypochondria, emetophobia, I’m paranoid. I’m a Wiccan which is not really understood where I live, people are super close minded. I like astrology, tarot... While I am not at all ashamed of my illnesses, beliefs nor hobbies, I know I’d be judged hardcore. Just like my aunt I guess.

So, in conclusion: I’ll have to cry it all out and get used the fact that no one will ever love me romantically. 

Thx for coming to my TEDtalk.",1.028048780487801,3.0864379349593483,2.973616260162604,91.26935121951223,82.2520325203252,5.724617886178862,20.409105691056908,6.918507183188421,0.30789027642276423,916,26,203,11,25,307,131,246,0.102,0.685,0.213,0.9874,0,2,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,3,8,14,0,1,10,0,26,6,0,1,10,50,46,18,0,1,7,2,1,2,3,5,3,1,0,1,11,16,0,1,8,0,0,2,10,3,0,2,3,2,32,11,17,35,10,21,1,1,0,3,15,6,0,3,13,138,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401692704288908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856202488378095,0.0,0.0,0.11935473094834345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059511621380569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471241201240723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575636362026783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975095336288542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252827891418524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622056715488436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33246739635530304,0.0,0.07494220822178721,0.13760205598040828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801686760049305,0.0,0.12684475129976142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576632780346175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263379778847804,0.14015643954781526,0.0,0.12666137917775697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25892291745064644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483491774677404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331892538608722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943992022058044,0.10909364411869836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944420188524457,0.12524749275247227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189223024636993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140703541018041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288944089052106,0.11455248281739068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537410109583438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364183056965657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738729102211144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238873095610545,0.0,0.0,0.08460545082503126,0.11385710218638648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601471942024153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683064691258725,0.0,0.0
lonely,AlanNashTheFirst,2019/07/27,Lonely Saturday (20M) Wiling to chat Let's chat together. Just pm me.,-0.9295238095238112,0.5384898571428565,3.087142857142858,81.24119047619047,114.71428571428572,7.580952380952381,18.952380952380953,7.793537801064563,2.1866952380952385,54,2,10,2,3,20,13,14,0.185,0.815,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,safs_hcs,2019/07/27,"I've been scrolling through, much like you are doing right now, and the loneliness some people are expressing I can't help but feel for ... I'm sorry you have to go through that, I hope this helps... Maybe this isn't the right 'community' to post this, I don't know, but seeing peoples posts about being lonely and needing a friend to talk to - instead of just upvoting or posting numerous comments, I thought I'd make a post. If you'd like to talk and become friends you're more than welcome to message me. If it isn't convenient on here I also have WhatsApp and Snapchat ... 

I don't know how to do this so I'm just going to write down a few things about myself so you don't have to feel awkward messaging me, if this even makes it less awkward ... I wouldn't know ... 

 \- 19 yrs old 

\- female

\- I have depression and anxiety, If that makes you uncomfortable or whatever else... I'm sorry, I won't encourage those negative 'feelings'... we can motivate each other instead :)

\- I write Poetry and perform spoken word (okay but really I've only performed twice so far lol)

\- Taking a gap year from university to focus on my mental and physical health 

\- I say meh a lot ... only putting that on here in case that's a deal breaker for you 

\- \_\_\_ - I also do that a lot too 

\- I like memes and gifs but my knowledge is not as refined or extensive sooooooooooo if I send you memes we can just pretend they're funny together :)

\- I'm muslim and I'm only really including that because again ... if that is a deal breaker I'm sorry;

\- that brings me to my next point, I'm very open minded so don't worry I won't bombard you with religious bs ... I'm not that kinda gal 

\- did you get that ? ... ""Bombard"" ....ok Ik bad joke, I'm sorry

\- I'm going to count how many times I've apologised in this post lol ... I do that a lot too so I'm sorry if that annoys you 

\- oh before I forget ... I'm bi ... but I'm not out to family... again including this in case you're not comfortable with that...

​

There's a lot more I could include but I can't think of anything right now, enough about me though, I'd like to get to know you :) 

​

\[The fact that I'm muslim does not mean that you can't message me if you're a guy or you're of another religion, maybe you don't believe in god at all - I don't care about things like that. So yeah... feel free to message me whatever you are or believe in\]",0.3088496652465018,2.689507639413001,2.3522029485358797,91.90152008521,90.0062893081761,5.5931426252789604,21.11073916277812,7.1029339738359605,0.7429545817271928,1812,64,383,30,62,604,211,477,0.106,0.7559999999999999,0.138,0.9782,0,2,0,0,0,0,128.0,2,14,0,3,30,22,1,2,14,5,34,2,0,6,2,78,73,40,0,12,27,0,4,5,2,3,1,1,0,1,29,16,0,0,13,2,1,6,20,6,0,1,3,6,46,17,43,64,13,36,0,2,1,1,37,17,0,20,13,239,75,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071369150508347,0.0,0.16355294910861992,0.1834193000102588,0.0,0.07914148302475632,0.05773770496036142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210899556978156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301796656746936,0.04600849016027365,0.08335553864282971,0.06422315049000019,0.17006759340965175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695117496475301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026016234033221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562157264706755,0.06500598510807465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604815095435154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304917166937568,0.0,0.0,0.07798522475869929,0.0,0.0498501255357492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115054177787633,0.0,0.1526484857840693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662265943250605,0.0,0.07886451173000894,0.0,0.12868151255099036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473151629928845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022575166483416,0.0,0.0,0.10117779096533308,0.0,0.0,0.07496310318437571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591501284769894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843648831717626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566625237463326,0.0,0.0,0.15113923253761447,0.07651918951752186,0.1516483467910593,0.08221374133196509,0.0,0.0,0.07606043756010535,0.0,0.07620762278415649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548236391274837,0.05596330694720525,0.0,0.0,0.0802678744420388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919768052561751,0.0,0.0,0.17220503332661202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464888361509796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134769797423274,0.0,0.36141803284426893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587261231209476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670165907994507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336416071770915,0.0,0.060020267567273626,0.0,0.0,0.060143320453665626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224370254888457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674735151435638,0.12132691823512486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028366764051397,0.04836094426402554,0.07415320907120758,0.05991823840226052,0.044009726191671004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227427951127554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766479108976454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834193000102588,0.04860303532263376
lonely,beezelbubinatub,2019/07/27,"arranged marriage im (f18) looking for a husband, I'm an attractive girl who wants to skip all the tribulations of modern day dating and just get married. I am essentially willing to submit to to the submissive female stereotype and cook and clean for my future husband. I'm currently in rural England but would be willing to move. message me if you are interested",6.008059701492537,7.880086223880596,6.8957014925373175,69.49071641791046,67.3582089552239,8.942089552238807,38.77313432835821,9.3871,4.2417486567164175,295,17,44,6,5,98,53,67,0.049,0.843,0.109,0.6187,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,1,9,11,5,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,9,7,1,7,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,5,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025752656944619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451214982750509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5067831538768566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39398389322429306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986525196183738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767280996990781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33328427807947925,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Morgenbroz,2019/07/27,"We're lonely So we're chilling near neu-ulm,Bavaria,Germany and it was supposed to be a birthday party. But we're so few people, that we aren't able to play anything. Y'all are invited btw. Post some jokes in the comments, so I can read them out. Thanks for your support, guys",0.9053571428571416,3.3902059642857165,1.8585714285714303,95.98642857142859,87.57142857142857,3.9142857142857146,24.07142857142857,5.288315135182226,0.26492142857142875,218,9,45,1,7,68,47,56,0.105,0.7120000000000001,0.183,0.6582,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,6,5,2,4,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,27,7,1,0.3729014373043427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306866109639848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692310504117559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25852290395710936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571364974595344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730023497291948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423164131971008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34331754258169456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ayrayen,2019/07/27,"Discord Server family is recruiting new faces to our group! Feeling bored? Got no one to share your thoughts with? Do you want to make new friends?
Then this server is for you!
We are a growing group that are closely knit! 
We put maturity and a bit of banter at times first and foremost! 
We strive to be a neat little family-type server, where we share everyday life with each other whenever we want. 
The feeling of having somewhere to go and just say good morning to, is quite nice if I may say so! 

Before we invite, we'd love to hear more about you! 

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We hope to hear from you soon!",2.3684123076923065,4.829678112000007,3.3584,88.11058461538464,79.88,6.406153846153848,24.01538461538461,7.61054688173877,1.2750923076923075,504,18,98,8,13,161,87,125,0.048,0.6990000000000001,0.252,0.9763,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,9,5,0,2,6,10,0,0,5,0,10,3,1,1,0,25,22,6,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,3,14,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,2,6,16,9,18,17,3,16,0,0,0,1,24,5,0,4,8,65,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416013756447442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061793873293105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186717152503595,0.0,0.19509161598373545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409708046083132,0.0,0.0,0.14904899299946334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964049900595876,0.16181157796705736,0.15429520881713746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434868203546104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161242070992912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362646255202392,0.0,0.19335584675226986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411722412590697,0.0,0.1287751483977576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726453751368233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072712834242414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939372076813461,0.0,0.20519345050800444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068343830947485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315639584307836,0.11249281062479913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22757763412554335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,radnuggets,2019/07/27,"I want love. Not romantic love, just someone who actually cares I’ve lived my whole life putting others before myself. Being the only one to put effort into friendships and relationships.

Self help stuff online, as well as my old therapist, frequently suggest cutting out people in your life who don’t try. Who don’t make an effort. They tell you to stop trying so hard, because if they really cared, they would try too.

So I did. Now I’m alone

I stopped messaging people that never took the initiative to message me. I stopped talking to people who were mean to me every time I came around. I stopped trying, and I cut out all the people who just didn’t care.

Days, weeks, and months have gone by. I have no one

My therapist used to get upset with me when I would say that nobody likes me. She would tell me that I’m taking everything too personally, and that everyone is just busy with their own stuff. I’ve never been able to wrap my head around it. According to the stories and posts of old “friends”, they were never too busy for other people. They made time for others, put forth effort to see others. Not me, though. Clearly I’m at least part of the problem. How is EVERYONE too busy, but only too busy for me?

I’m just tired. Day by day I have less and less reason to keep living.

I’ve posted my thoughts on this site before in various places. I usually delete them. Some people like to comment that they love you, and that you matter. I appreciate the though, but no, I don’t. You don’t know me. You don’t know that you love me. You don’t know me enough to know I matter.

All I want is someone who actually cares.

My family is abusive and horrible to me. I have no friends. No romantic interests.

I would say that I want a hug, but I have a fear of physical contact. So I can’t even have that

I’m just alone, and feel so tired",2.190840794083304,4.320154670299733,3.5146874270144046,88.5402288828338,78.59128065395095,6.701097703386532,21.929855975087584,7.760100539840176,0.946712790969248,1432,42,295,23,35,467,167,367,0.141,0.708,0.15,0.6813,0,2,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,8,8,3,23,20,2,2,9,0,27,10,1,5,6,62,60,23,0,9,11,0,2,2,2,4,4,2,0,2,23,17,0,5,8,0,0,6,17,5,1,2,10,5,55,15,34,45,11,39,0,0,1,5,43,11,0,2,22,204,78,0,0.0707249150483606,0.08379745930861428,0.13803462979110329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649936494345164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592033789155366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043113251768552366,0.0,0.12036338714004595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089046148297346,0.28843505784121026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683515783985925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307774320644972,0.0,0.04671313936688233,0.0,0.05958879126881756,0.13516137435671605,0.06356299327661831,0.0,0.06667315555134576,0.07958519212621272,0.03576064209437711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928378785125226,0.0,0.0369508490495486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335563209428148,0.0,0.07258416697810342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04740541973969032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286355410853668,0.0,0.0,0.15547425477704266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991019816576534,0.06910524207836052,0.0,0.1249027914564251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553279884647469,0.06692162467566397,0.04720942998274647,0.0,0.0,0.07704016620697925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645195243655336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364224361402072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842780226396446,0.0,0.0958500656239143,0.1075789697620166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658819090471614,0.0,0.2941905059834821,0.06175426783308451,0.0738924831947016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546983688818556,0.0,0.0,0.06767419209286883,0.0,0.21329422192864575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04530819159493142,0.07271699188768231,0.0,0.07593209070136223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248658227337734,0.0,0.0,0.05635860050792394,0.0,0.0737815109262737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984998201890355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365167833299613,0.0,0.0,0.1619262138853946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317633429208877,0.05684600770370502,0.12363338615816792,0.0,0.0,0.1642341549869956,0.0,0.0,0.1389737398900142,0.056147682498725926,0.08248053343879956,0.1625757715855828,0.0,0.0,0.07857798292583791,0.19207029924994026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108361874256039,0.07789350198503303,0.0,0.12514616194466002,0.0,0.056731260790682976,0.0,0.06359019234931654,0.0,0.0,0.07896184191916879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096380181364265,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vulgarlady,2019/07/27,love i feel like im going to be alone forever because even when i had somebody they broke up with me because of my mental illness. im only 19 and i know i have my whole life ahead of me but it doesn’t seem like love’s gonna be in my path. i can’t seem to meet anybody and im worried that when I graduate college that issue will only get worse.,-0.2511538461538443,1.5179335641025666,2.433012820512822,94.98490384615386,85.15384615384616,4.925641025641027,21.28846153846154,5.985473137389443,0.06481538461538427,270,9,64,2,8,94,53,78,0.159,0.742,0.099,-0.5574,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,8,16,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,12,4,8,11,1,6,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,2,5,37,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862504613885702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924635746930304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877653890648228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092784930774507,0.1284711502918105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395416405844917,0.0,0.10220198055533998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5827443278105665,0.18769662030847306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883029765161676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701980321198006,0.17571247802243525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246086129815697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812271368228189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735388342688956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274223893495495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007746517565215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826268935733372,0.18326293550828013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BlackDynamite987,2019/07/27,"Vent to me if you feel you have nobody or can’t tell anybody You don’t know me and I don’t know you, only thing we have in common is we have Reddit accounts. Putting that aside if you need to get your emotions out there I’m here to talk.",-0.4838993710691817,1.4846413962264189,1.2134905660377378,102.0955817610063,87.86792452830191,3.5333333333333337,16.38050314465409,3.1291,-1.2573119496855347,186,4,46,0,6,60,37,53,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,13,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,5,13,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,3,1,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253950121662648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121621052404564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197580382149002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156692398595189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804113366175394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876184783774925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801694680260732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30396205269010884,0.33054087134439425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512420978849064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AuroraSkies44,2019/07/27,"13 and suicidal I did it, I made it to where I wanted to. And that’s good enough for me... I can be at peace finally knowing and haunting the hundreds of people that have hurt me. I can finally show what a breaking point is and that is suicide. I’ve made it 13 years and I’m done. I don’t wanna go any further because it’s already hard enough. And god knows how much harder it’ll get I mean hey it’s already gotten to the point of cutting almost daily and crying. I mean how much more is a human supposed to take? I’ve reached my place. The thought of just being peaceful is so comfortably warm. I’m so sick of being the one with no life so I’m going to take that life and shove it right into the ground. I’ve had a good run. Guess my cards weren’t played right nor was I dealt a good hand... it’s time for me to go now before it’s too late. I’ve lost everything so what’s this wouldn’t affect anyone anyways. I’m sorry to the people I hurt. I’m sorry I was brought into this world. It’s a long ride but you get to decide how long it really is and my stop is here. Love yourself, never give up, I’m sorry. I’m just facing the facts, things don’t get better because if they did I would’ve never happened so it’s as simple as that. wish i had more time but my welcome is overstayed so i should be going... I’ve been in pain for so long and it’s finally gonna be over. I’ve been told I’m strong but strong doesn’t",-0.6938754442376052,1.3620243247588455,1.6783694364528683,97.60648290742935,90.31832797427653,4.174005753934676,16.86588255203926,5.580996634294187,-0.6577897106109325,1099,27,258,7,38,371,147,311,0.106,0.7490000000000001,0.145,0.9518,1,0,0,0,0,1,32.0,0,1,1,4,17,16,1,0,12,0,31,7,2,6,3,42,66,27,2,6,6,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,23,13,0,1,6,2,0,7,9,5,0,1,17,3,23,11,25,40,6,37,0,3,0,1,8,15,0,3,14,155,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416877298609552,0.0,0.20755381565314832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395130560391556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575586022889564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146534014860488,0.0,0.08002221581471178,0.0,0.0,0.08317188349047837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329994702619597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623689551191293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433959369436785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845182523800598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090529268315657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739808611763633,0.09021297956837968,0.2137833411608012,0.23663213016582696,0.0,0.0,0.10359708906044457,0.0,0.08316040684007539,0.0,0.08424252897813783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134630321143035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033652729872424,0.0,0.1060826772264932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284829597573658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496707610478117,0.0,0.0,0.10265718275528607,0.0,0.08487594060762492,0.17796829483491314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048770794209408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826234512203275,0.0,0.14506088876399392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372481548967007,0.0,0.10006656858237298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039278648779348,0.0,0.09825313789834443,0.0,0.17779884174526456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024526182144342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062150467265346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158145923755963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862273374464779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573182703320925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141470093411868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247685790398549,0.0,0.0,0.07465828393780853,0.1096724710758194,0.0,0.0,0.08986048769134078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546799248216765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081428484927114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680423799043206,0.0,0.0,0.06055951089542767
lonely,bsxlty,2019/07/27,"My bf is sick and dont want me to see him like that... Because my boyfriend is sick I'm feeling lonely, my friends don't have time for me either. so I'm alone the moment, I miss my bf so freaking much. I'd wish I was with him, I don't mind him being sick I just want to be there to support him. but he just doesn't want me to see him, so yeah... lonely for now...",-2.536485943775101,-0.8095737349397574,0.1870180722891579,106.04108935742971,99.6024096385542,2.766666666666667,14.14558232931727,3.1291,-1.6963646586345384,272,6,74,0,12,92,48,83,0.23800000000000002,0.659,0.10300000000000001,-0.8177,0,6,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,1,1,10,3,0,0,0,12,21,5,0,4,4,0,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,3,16,3,7,18,2,3,0,3,2,0,9,0,0,0,4,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759144967047743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239757991603587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122238388196007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470201142671456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582329032353525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015167741561404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26899238527908176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583780289384636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245794485220215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302312426431795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534248138544526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47139645009141706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30635178115635503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DrIfrahAli,2019/07/27,"First step Hey there! 
So I am not sure that I belong here. I am not exactly lonely. I have people around me... all the time. And yet I severly lack excitement in my life. These days I am not even sure why I wake up in the morning. I dont have anything to look forward to. I realize that I should be grateful for the things I have. I have food, a house and clothes. And I am grateful. However, I want more. Is it wrong to want more? I want people I can talk to. Friends. I want to laugh. To share jokes. To talk... perhaps for hours. I want something that will make my heart race. 
I am afraid that I will become depressed if things don't change. Maybe I am already depressed. Who knows...",-0.9258788819875792,1.1358762071428607,0.6910559006211194,100.94959627329195,101.21428571428572,3.863354037267081,18.229813664596268,5.7926816847441245,-0.3941180124223598,519,17,120,5,23,165,81,140,0.11699999999999999,0.68,0.203,0.8067,1,2,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,1,6,12,0,1,4,0,18,4,2,1,4,22,26,5,0,8,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,9,4,1,0,2,1,0,2,5,5,0,1,0,1,24,7,13,22,4,11,0,3,1,0,6,5,0,1,6,85,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945337665411642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263638861675011,0.13669780898769626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959105037625258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244237824967908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990312159915142,0.0,0.2645159151921512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799670323987071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142259637024116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061504999340598,0.18568108602066688,0.0,0.11863734331786968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819651494075616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122218563033782,0.17718354278667445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439061686889814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084614718596842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894875573362755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250013223054373,0.0,0.15426810766779353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129134354110892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347509642191392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821526822149787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28945030046094433,0.0,0.0,0.24684573859662165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20403218319555236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954000913601902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528579054425048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856082474895484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788988789127715,0.0,0.0
lonely,ILookReal,2019/07/27,It's a nice day in Michigan... ...wish I had a friend.,-3.907499999999999,-2.602476749999997,-0.4666666666666668,109.095,108.16666666666669,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.7884666666666669,37,1,11,0,2,13,11,12,0.0,0.5,0.5,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220276237084874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5055803423419418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7525165793950139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tayylurrr,2019/07/27,"21/F it would be cool to just chat with some people Willing to talk about everything and anything, tell me what the meaning of life is or your favorite soup. Idc. I just would love to text with some of you guys!",2.018255813953488,4.0091098372093015,2.323430232558138,97.5516569767442,78.53488372093022,5.230232558139536,22.377906976744185,5.985473137389443,0.06681860465116296,165,5,37,1,4,50,36,43,0.0,0.795,0.205,0.8687,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,0,11,7,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,8,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,3,0,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762378619326539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301689530982846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33237816989500096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237102276586152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029663060056772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36565634202714203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327197823622401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698086499442216,0.2934010527285787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769180303532823,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wowcoolA,2019/07/27,Just feel like crying 😢 Anyone else have those days where you just can’t be asked to do anything but just cry and think about shit. I feel sad. Just so much on my mind but idk what to do man 😔,2.057364341085272,2.5093345813953505,2.623255813953488,101.78434108527136,75.27906976744184,5.7333333333333325,16.65891472868217,3.1291,-1.2186992248062016,149,1,40,0,3,46,36,43,0.327,0.64,0.034,-0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,7,3,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,11,9,4,0,0,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,4,8,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804793986896126,0.27555911013261297,0.22131333809762194,0.0,0.2514210431080154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5908322743928683,0.17344298004492134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246634729547699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719666099451186,0.19212960323277667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313896879136549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27155105684967656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770062372497266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27606134040060804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232482847994926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,meep_bork,2019/07/27,"Is getting a dog a bad idea? After a hard breakup, I’m thinking about getting a dog. I’ve come to realize a few things about myself. I thought about my childhood and my relationship with my ex and I realized that I’m after the love that I never had growing up. My dad was always busy at work and my mom pretty much never paid any attention to me besides the yelling and hitting and discipline. I guess I just feel deprived of love. So I’ve just been wondering about why I held on so much even after being left multiple times.

Now I want a dog to have that companion and love that will never go away, but I just fear that I’m doing it for the wrong reasons. What if I don’t feel the fulfillment I once felt and end up resenting him? What if the dog doesn’t love being around me? What if he runs away? Maybe I’m just being paranoid. But I just feel so alone and I want to love, I want to feel loved. I just worry it’s going to be a big mistake.",1.517677275265214,3.2695442211055337,3.3086013400335013,91.03270658849806,79.15075376884423,6.432272473478505,23.11585706309325,7.3871296695380915,0.8316295924064776,736,24,163,10,18,246,106,199,0.147,0.7020000000000001,0.151,0.4546,0,1,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,16,12,1,1,12,0,13,6,0,1,3,45,43,16,0,7,11,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,11,11,0,2,13,0,1,5,5,6,0,0,7,7,23,6,23,30,3,24,0,1,0,6,13,9,0,5,10,112,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908172320437277,0.0,0.0,0.09567025654800898,0.0,0.0,0.07818845141740678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023541011825617,0.0,0.0,0.21604976347661128,0.0,0.09600117496937416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904269308647427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018356886755157,0.0,0.0,0.07594136854097013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938133654843678,0.23254374570904124,0.0,0.11039616073765207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014170246767585,0.0,0.13068840601730242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666036898692168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299700408123212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979528477833724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492308447975645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6226285730403912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551007012038407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465992886117384,0.0,0.0,0.1690429703090986,0.0,0.2660325574258865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244698540954672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697316642116905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821573019877672,0.0,0.12344250380497115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638575511175966,0.07367275913297222,0.0,0.09127906852648987,0.06704414081589621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344962754665846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374905626739216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468788902388092,0.08370478454774402,0.11676494666396127,0.0,0.0,0.12570953916532354,0.0,0.0
lonely,FalconFruitPunch_,2019/07/27,"It'll get better for you One day it'll just click. You'll look back on what you once were and be so thankful you're no longer there. I really want that for people. Especially those on this sub, a majority of which are men that just want nothing but love in their lives. I hope you get it. I do. Everyone deserves to find love and be loved. To give love. That above all is most important, to give love.

Idk if I'm going to make it but all of you will. I'm praying for you all.",0.1531283422459886,2.1643453823529413,2.024402852049913,97.06435828877008,85.37254901960785,5.6698752228164,17.115864527629235,6.980632752743323,-0.2441098039215688,367,8,90,5,11,121,65,102,0.17600000000000002,0.639,0.184,-0.2586,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,6,1,1,5,8,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,1,3,16,28,6,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,11,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,10,8,12,21,5,6,1,0,2,5,15,3,0,3,2,57,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254680211263093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431102265728374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523145574274584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591637860051852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491348554094087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049967411000236,0.31305597016962866,0.09273353955468044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206509598343374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408251627854154,0.0,0.1370221010234603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7363386083163221,0.0,0.10891755716064633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656646870389074,0.0,0.0,0.17377122746947038,0.1105685347743002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312186026988635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453118264062902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502254480576718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924843440816035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,amyfaizal,2019/07/27,"Home The silence is killing me . It feels so bad . Everywhere I look it reminds me of you . You were the first one I ever said I love you and it was so difficult for me to say it because I never said It to anyone before . I never truly had someone loving me so I never knew how to love . I’ve been surrounded by so much of toxic people that I’ve gotten confused as to how it’s suppose to be . I’m all alone again . I lost a friend , a partner and the person I call home .",0.26821782178218,2.0529980495049536,3.0697920792079247,91.04290594059408,83.35643564356435,5.228118811881188,20.991089108910888,6.2581,0.2433239603960393,357,11,79,3,10,126,62,101,0.188,0.675,0.138,-0.563,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,2,8,9,1,1,5,0,6,3,0,2,5,12,17,9,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,9,5,15,4,10,7,2,7,0,1,1,3,13,1,0,1,6,60,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780560731962246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020965224226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354505273604198,0.1048001309164959,0.0,0.14629027285562646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554836024244094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555104359094131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692733253496628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623407991479262,0.0,0.0,0.13282407153310347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448972335951872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902027277326213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436852913822976,0.0,0.18766972550014985,0.0,0.4654904035318402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638013074015889,0.0,0.3977832302301035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649665721883715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918687904039425,0.15011290236938946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270683771638729,0.1367167641620339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566627766039314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,848282828,2019/07/27,"Ready to give up So lately I haven’t been hanging out with anyone. I haven’t genuinely gone out and done something with a friend in over a month. I live with one other roommate who doesn’t want to be my friend at all but that’s it.

I finally made plans for tonight with a friend from out of town. When I’m with her friend group, they completely dismiss me and straight up tell me they don’t want me there. Literally. This is is my first experience of hanging out with a friend in over a month. Lol

I’m getting very close to calling it quits. I can’t take this anymore. Life feels so unfulfilling, boring, and just fucking sad without anyone to share it with. And not being good enough to share it with anyone else is getting to me. I am so so so unhappy and most days I don’t even feel like I’m living, just existing. I just want people to hang out with.",2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454553,3.1147727272727264,92.32340909090912,78.0909090909091,6.218181818181819,22.93181818181818,7.1686216300943375,0.6415295454545458,672,21,148,8,16,215,98,176,0.115,0.715,0.17,0.76,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,3,11,12,1,0,5,1,14,2,0,1,1,34,29,12,0,3,6,0,2,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,9,20,0,0,2,0,0,4,8,3,0,2,4,2,17,9,33,23,3,27,0,1,0,1,15,15,1,1,9,101,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693238136125913,0.2896338120762769,0.1414732072677331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098906877097708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476804127300172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904635616372747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129771761013335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534317286597025,0.0,0.0,0.14266742959770382,0.0,0.09119662471082192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506294025193058,0.0,0.0,0.13962880254676358,0.09864014718053406,0.0,0.15125340078683286,0.0,0.11744573815040825,0.0,0.0,0.5333784414152132,0.12764725797469165,0.1442760113830824,0.1324532347393078,0.0,0.11580998371363167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575357133398468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752580291538708,0.06745601893584911,0.0,0.2438438767371991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306490288022003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041881964368276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356256699596724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572317885747866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685877524977725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062961690679844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038145213029918,0.0,0.1206828279153085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392557263780355,0.2443190014533295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309848167110858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,timmythesmelly,2019/07/27,More advice Im ready to listen and see what I can do,-0.07538461538461405,0.4673968461538465,3.0953846153846136,96.0246153846154,80.53846153846153,5.2,13.0,3.1291,-1.4683230769230768,41,0,11,0,1,15,12,13,0.0,0.7829999999999999,0.217,0.4144,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5885534115454862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6505794210651672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479949266740435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,impmon96,2019/07/27,"A clash of interest When I finished my time at university, I found myself in a troubled situation. Everyone from my home town constantly undermines the work that I do and study. This I feel is due to a lack of understanding in the topic and the gentle lack of interest in it. Normally I can live with this as I once tool pride in them not understand. However now I feel completely isolated. The lack of interest, makes me not want to talk to about my passion with anyone. 
At first to get them to understand how it felt, I would act disinterested in their activities, in a hope to juxtapose how I felt. 
This however left me more isolated than before.
I don't know what to do, I know it's a small problem that I could ignore the issue and continue my work in silence, but, i can feel the negative impact this is having on my mental health.",5.079152258784163,6.04656674233129,6.694612381483548,73.45834913552707,68.69325153374233,11.326045733407696,31.38259899609593,11.20814326018867,3.8349312883435593,661,27,126,22,11,228,93,163,0.13699999999999998,0.778,0.085,-0.7509,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,4,5,9,0,0,11,0,10,2,0,3,0,32,25,8,0,9,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,10,5,0,1,11,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,5,24,6,27,20,4,22,0,0,0,1,4,13,0,1,8,98,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049495872577243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446788473015667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656865125373404,0.1707692015841189,0.0,0.12617033735618433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099993892512778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23970700791735397,0.0,0.3034581247819184,0.0,0.0,0.13441623299868338,0.0,0.17326657660832964,0.0,0.0,0.08256169303203316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797349623850666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851225288436468,0.15695477162212698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493734901858936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369313598279984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169494258177911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953922835766885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548310977174666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592523268062039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483123461761122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829177903152792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120886305670792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762704967168166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701474414935593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214581881137728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935297073875405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320741175894894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300885898966737,0.0,0.0,0.11225663376259416,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,juicyspice,2019/07/27,"Lonely, but feel like I hate everybody To start off, I have major depression and anxiety and an irregularity in my menstrual cycle. I hardly ever get out of bed. I don't have a loving and supportive family. Every time I get out, I try to meet friends and try very hard to fit in at work. None of my effort is ever rewarded. I am always targeted by some bitch. So, I found a little pleasure in playing this otome game. I got on reddit and joined a group for people also like to play the same game. I was even liked by a lot of people. And then some jerk decided that she was going to go after me and get me banned. I try so hard, and this happens every time. So now, I have no one to talk about my one passion in life to.",2.215600000000002,3.5484632933333344,4.625,84.1675,76.06666666666666,7.666666666666668,21.833333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.1431333333333331,554,14,118,10,12,195,94,150,0.201,0.591,0.20800000000000002,0.321,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,9,16,3,0,6,0,8,3,0,0,2,21,21,14,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,10,0,1,3,4,0,2,3,5,0,2,4,4,18,11,24,17,6,21,0,2,0,2,8,11,1,3,11,85,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038023879834675,0.1252545296902674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515642714818475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965283246767834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942484470982052,0.27232929120113103,0.2536590945779334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190799905231638,0.0,0.07611340909957368,0.10753995936446813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505036640254592,0.11630050756249248,0.0,0.2359399825256863,0.0,0.17110139997851395,0.0,0.12039404452708012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331147876711046,0.0,0.4045408187829229,0.14861900351396512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106325073332591,0.220626724795122,0.1508724256697625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279767668188191,0.1358608410141231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400850851056415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208719614858856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654719408478124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708217208130313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099177158538607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555262480495368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066036655068948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420451309363935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095889548084528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,noyes88,2019/07/27,Having a really down day 31 female here. Anyone fancy a chat. Just feel so alone right now.,0.14833333333333346,2.4607282777777755,2.483333333333338,87.94500000000002,99.55555555555556,4.622222222222223,6.0,6.42735559955562,-1.158466666666667,71,0,13,1,3,24,17,18,0.149,0.851,0.0,-0.3851,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5639406064958722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38072896349595214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35115921006189954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27531693668664303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488223864607123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650023494203068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KarmaWhore02,2019/07/27,"I hate leaving the house sometimes. A lot of times when i leave the house to go somewhere always on my own i just get reminded of how pathetic i am by seeing couples, alot of times looking younger than me. Thoughts of how i could’ve had a girlfriend or friends flood in but i fucked it up when i was younger. Being pale asf and pretty skinny its also not fun seeing my reflection in shit.",3.6080769230769216,5.065741858974358,4.154358974358973,88.43230769230772,72.71794871794873,6.7384615384615385,29.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.6052666666666668,307,13,62,3,6,97,59,78,0.235,0.6920000000000001,0.073,-0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,5,0,4,3,2,2,0,11,12,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,3,10,2,11,8,3,9,0,0,3,1,2,4,2,3,4,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977575085651086,0.16624519712878694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595198119553217,0.2210690374008029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543608910090129,0.184706982377754,0.10438448547539984,0.0,0.11354793331138788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725590441606855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610725218855271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42310748228610623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777722994196712,0.0,0.0,0.16985831075578692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032630392363085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184210196764134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050863902846632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760206883096293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861467595525294,0.2330037946679004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,The_Ghost_Muffin,2019/07/27,"Just a lonely gamer Ever since people moved on from Xbox 360 to Xbox One, I've just been feeling pretty lonely with most of my childhood friends now playing on the One instead of the 360. It also makes Minecraft more lonely since I have so much stuff and a bunch of shelters but it's all useless if I don't have someone to share it with. When I can start working next year, I'm either gonna save up for the Xbox One with Minecraft just so I can try reuniting with some of my best friends and have one of those ""Me and the boys"" moments.

It's been so long since I've actually seen/talked to any of my Irl friends and it just sucks, knowing that they see me as the annoying little brother and coincidentally, I am the annoying little brother. I sort of feel as if my online friends think of me like this as well and it just sucks since they're all I have since I don't have much of a relationship with my family since we all just mind our own business except for my brother and sister who are pretty much friends. 

I did manage to reunite with two of my female best friends (One younger by a year and the other older by a year) but apparently, the younger friend lied about me and even said that we dated even though that never happened at all. I did date the older friend though at one point since they had a crush on me and I was too scared to say no but we're still pretty good friends to this day. 

I usually just stay holed up in my house, on my computer or Xbox, and playing video games, watching YouTube, and talking to my online friends. My parents criticize me for doing so even though I only go out with friends about once every 2-3 months. If you're still reading for some reason, I'm sorry for how long this is but it's just sorta therapeutic to talk about some of my problems like this.

I do try to go to conventions and even spent my birthday at one but even then, I still get left out the majority of times and just stick with an older cosplayer (18M) I met who also got left out from the main group most of the time.

I wanted to change myself this summer by exercising to get rid of my noodle arms, using Duolingo to learn German and maybe another language, and just improving myself in every way I can but it's just turning into another summer of isolation.

I always feel left out at any and all events, sorta just making me feel like that one weird person. After I sang in another town for 2 days, I made some friends, which felt nice since I felt like I stuck out, being the only boy in Soprano 1 (There was like 2-3 other guys in my choir) but I never managed to get in contact with those friends I made which made me silently break down while thinking about my loneliness since they treated me better than most of my Irl friends. I just want good friends. 

Sorry for the long post but I'll probably be back on here sometime soon.",6.265991345397327,5.618742196864114,6.329896594357648,82.65959593121279,66.05574912891986,9.078925480499043,31.23389906710127,8.155646560271837,2.024712105204001,2247,73,466,24,31,715,251,574,0.086,0.7090000000000001,0.205,0.998,2,7,0,0,0,0,44.0,3,0,3,4,45,43,4,1,21,0,24,2,1,8,8,102,60,45,0,6,27,5,6,5,15,1,1,4,0,4,26,34,0,0,11,12,1,3,5,11,1,9,17,12,60,32,85,40,23,75,1,4,2,0,42,31,2,14,42,322,86,6,0.0,0.0,0.04884897178501845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006204842724852,0.04165191198280024,0.0,0.0,0.06808173436589485,0.15746919427773798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03849118489321016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506467218626764,0.04427185672784143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295427638549331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456598873904369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531277914649384,0.04527994195298658,0.0843513309029481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04718982619469817,0.0,0.10124245484345618,0.03576114119911775,0.0961262431229353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5801153678665321,0.0,0.07845904982186781,0.0,0.05689774629039004,0.08397183698987841,0.04003561514538123,0.0,0.0,0.04956486876008909,0.044265747780910886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057759720072954386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02751033380679241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316310336513948,0.0,0.0,0.12227801188699525,0.10034168041935193,0.0,0.13289813454212873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209706189829488,0.06682763931642384,0.0,0.0502895617444798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054388039830333,0.0,0.03995547836011416,0.053203279674034785,0.1103942307883184,0.0,0.07721497475656053,0.0,0.0532367983333538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330968310175191,0.27136246365658223,0.07614208212126214,0.0,0.0,0.055583012527821385,0.0,0.0,0.034703619296973603,0.04370834321138228,0.0,0.0,0.047320587906510746,0.0,0.04794131914496247,0.1527796477585187,0.05397053172892065,0.04789833833902941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050071120754647584,0.0,0.0,0.051467523626332126,0.0,0.053743101450146005,0.0,0.0,0.04761621638455344,0.03980779237776117,0.05011636465301839,0.0,0.03988940587186108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726732858965236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042413620400449166,0.0,0.049508221113843606,0.11207071267711667,0.0354310088506003,0.0533547140064992,0.11992813088706684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730394659161335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070314662103172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414974496063401,0.1475439382643242,0.0,0.058377948444715236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797161439125404,0.054448266622563066,0.04889897660135874,0.0,0.0,0.04323367220237186,0.0551313461913367,0.0,0.05905050873189952,0.03973337262128765,0.0,0.0,0.04500777111622855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03644251039268745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670631025847068
lonely,aceofseafood,2019/07/27,"anyone up to talk? my mind isn't in the best place right now, loneliness really gets to me",0.9205263157894772,3.0568202631578965,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,83.21052631578947,8.010526315789475,14.76315789473684,8.841846274778883,0.6791894736842111,71,1,16,2,2,24,18,19,0.278,0.722,0.0,-0.7326,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29134193715392914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372643331976091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769032596642965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42071298943190333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353263637204575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26692634272149585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558297325669072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348996373619429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,drowsydragon96,2019/07/27,Need a email or whatsapp buddy Hey need someone to talk to..,0.017500000000001847,2.2973990833333358,1.5,94.995,99.83333333333334,2.4000000000000004,22.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.1626333333333334,47,2,9,0,2,15,10,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7856264883576604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44886726182331377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258041827578159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EehSomeone,2019/07/27,"I'm obsessing over my crush. Im bi and I have a crush on this guy, who I barely knew and who I haven't seen in over a year and I just can't stop thinking about him. I don't want to forget him because thinking of him gives me comfort but I also know that this kind of behavior is unhealthy.",0.3629743589743626,1.9118520923076936,2.6134615384615394,95.62070512820513,81.92307692307693,5.564102564102565,21.602564102564106,6.42735559955562,0.16156410256410236,226,7,55,2,6,77,44,65,0.171,0.752,0.077,-0.6688,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,12,13,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,11,2,8,11,0,6,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,0,2,37,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731909090814931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824648961750586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277100560394072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382544369290748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690048704778886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557414287663857,0.18774371251922853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856070224562331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377886273810848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149449681956733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199900812966369
lonely,lewcuck,2019/07/27,"you ever just sit back and realise how embarrassingly pathetic your social skills are? I'm currently observing the r/teenagers discord server channels and am so close yet so far from gaining that tiny bit of confidence required to type something and push send. Makes me feel more lonely, pathetic and shameful than isolation.",10.687212121212118,11.236254690909087,9.152727272727274,62.0957575757576,56.63636363636364,12.424242424242426,45.60606060606061,11.855464076750405,5.990515151515153,268,15,37,7,3,82,50,55,0.299,0.612,0.08900000000000001,-0.9341,1,3,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,3,8,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,11,5,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,5,2,9,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,23,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461576835969942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914757781836014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072101148181875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276225955859452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004960861845193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588979087640462,0.0,0.3465676058633204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hollow__heart,2019/07/27,"Best friend got a new girlfriend And I can’t express how happy I am for him. He’s like a brother and I love to see him this happy. But downside is now I’m extra lonely even more than before because understandably a lot of his time is spent with her and I just kinda miss him but I’ll get used to it, it’s just that he’s really all I’ve got, ya know? I don’t really have any other friends that I can talk to or hangout with so it just sucks a bit. But she makes him happy and I want him to be happy. 

Doesn’t help either that I don’t have anybody and I kinda wish I did, but being gay in a small town really makes that pretty much impossible so oh well.",-1.4763776683087038,0.5138955034482784,1.506995073891627,96.55632183908048,97.41379310344827,4.141215106732348,13.801313628899836,5.916634753146586,-0.8650065681444992,508,10,120,5,21,177,89,145,0.052000000000000005,0.6629999999999999,0.285,0.9889,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,9,13,1,0,5,0,13,2,0,4,1,28,29,13,0,2,9,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,3,1,0,4,1,19,10,10,23,8,6,0,2,1,2,19,3,1,4,4,82,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024272290170572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918169699640745,0.0,0.1281671069621449,0.0,0.1580671135930371,0.0,0.1644387747368204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948354017001293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23273833114155834,0.0,0.07869308990058982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409302383100845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6413540686659296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095786844703687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277718796116869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358565726300788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805231790712393,0.13594104646587638,0.0,0.20108095014575866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072353218213864,0.0,0.0,0.14547039361291836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323538308630694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894743979738113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002518292595672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106319908153583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782813115125633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680144227416692,0.0,0.13008790933913275,0.0,0.0,0.08883998091103143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542608227027186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320635137184245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ferioku,2019/07/27,"23M and extremely lonely This has been a very tough 23 years for me, secondary school i was bullied for being that annoying kid, i stunk and people with constantly make fun of me due to my weight and how i looked. I had my flaws and i was very defensive as well... 

At first year of college, my friend turned against me, ans my last year i constabtly got made fun of for my weight and how i looked yet again, i showered and used sprays/colone to smell better however. 

Fast forward to uni i decided to make ammendmants at the end, I started to go gym and took care of how i looked, i wont sugar coat things but i look a lot better than i did and get a good ammount of attention, but this means nothing to me bevause of the aftermath.  Made friends on my second year of uni. These "" friends"" eventually began to talk down on me
Not much of what i said was important and they wouldn't even wait for me to go he and yet they'll  wait for each other, i could see the hatred in every word they said, and even when they were sour and rude, i couldn't be rude back because, i don't  like the idea of hurting somones feelings and it sucks.

This has brought nothing but negativity to my mind, I'm  scared to make friends, scared to talk to any girls 
 even if they like me  or if its just a friendky chatand I'm scared to post my music online(which is something i love doing with a passion). I feel like nobody likes me so a lot of the time people have to engage  with me to progress the conversation. I feel broken, I've  watched so many videos, spoke to my parents I've  done everything i can, i just dont want to feel this way no more. Even this new job i started, im scared to go to...

Sorry guys for the wall of text, i just needed time to vent, I just want this to stop, i dont want everyone to feel like an enemy. When people motice that i try to avoid them, then they begin thinking i hate them, i dont know anymore...",4.83955749282719,4.573693185279192,5.286808651511809,87.66994372103291,68.92385786802029,8.476539395276983,28.805561686161994,7.893859768569023,1.517229000220702,1481,46,334,16,23,474,201,394,0.193,0.684,0.124,-0.9801,4,3,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,8,4,20,34,6,5,15,0,25,5,0,9,0,64,71,28,0,9,11,1,7,5,4,3,0,3,1,3,14,17,3,5,11,2,0,6,10,15,1,2,17,20,56,19,52,47,5,41,0,2,6,2,24,8,1,5,32,211,70,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053624568880801735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820364891303877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063515316800181,0.0,0.04806969277129504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948288789613386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039862482033353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521497990715593,0.0,0.06295984675779033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069674236544629,0.2772548214516318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984273000562763,0.0,0.0,0.20833374107834027,0.0,0.06643931439646701,0.0753499849043223,0.07087040371795014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935901471885986,0.11266903214785405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707460413191747,0.0,0.0,0.24369482195842596,0.0,0.04119883999902569,0.0,0.1344465065496264,0.0661404060670775,0.06306809372718444,0.0,0.0,0.07807952437312621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785366194879532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441664015687479,0.08901846836487795,0.08517766992165672,0.0,0.07825209827748296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043337021416869084,0.06427790680937626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926245191052716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648756554339808,0.0,0.0,0.13408056447203834,0.07117033312229593,0.1492303088240518,0.15791034325324693,0.07994728621613821,0.0,0.08589695670601805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962176114242994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05796800064988567,0.058470490164892586,0.0,0.07615931053952671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132831020386445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755990462527778,0.0,0.0,0.164005806321167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552194710284534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001962562432938,0.0,0.31579318281732066,0.07980616164202553,0.06283777029809093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060706957725818876,0.0,0.08827248170817943,0.11162891734891478,0.0,0.0,0.06592688235951605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126762422851387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238821222632245,0.050527537956651006,0.0,0.0,0.09196276642040796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761156588490669,0.05353783289764447,0.08577233970715442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681059921454491,0.0,0.1301283947042249,0.13953337568878382,0.06259197116059828,0.0,0.19204995740300468,0.07090072968536468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312189924708532
lonely,7-even,2019/07/27,"20, I feel dumb and lost. Need help from older people I mess my grandma's wisdom. She always had the correct answer.
I'm running low on luck.
Discord or text and I will be forever grateful.",-0.3715037593984931,1.649379894736846,2.0534586466165408,90.0092105263158,105.31578947368422,3.2240601503759403,21.218045112781954,5.288315135182226,0.2663413533834591,148,6,27,1,7,50,34,38,0.263,0.49,0.247,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,7,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,5,2,2,3,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,2,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373705352810757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26577691491292016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523221472174855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5737928360555756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897517880339239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644092149809536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hejqkocesns,2019/07/27,Anyone else have no friends? I got one friend I barely hang out with and another who I'm not too close with.,1.7265217391304368,3.3562731739130456,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,78.13043478260869,6.339130434782609,20.195652173913047,7.1686216300943375,0.17345217391304324,85,2,20,1,2,27,20,23,0.086,0.667,0.247,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014480592706277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676952564567833,0.3922716021635525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198192229652047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5915726936973591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061974135742035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594267760437894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Doomguy1234,2019/07/27,"Bad friend? The one the title refers to is myself. 

Let’s see what’s there to say...

Well, I’m bad at friendships. Sometimes I’ll do anything to avoid contact with them, like when someone invites me for something and I just come up with a million excuses for not accepting the invitation. This also includes situations where they just want to talk, and I just decline... 
I don’t really know the cause of this behavior. Maybe it’s past “traumas” from school. Though, for some time, I used to overreact to jokes like an asshole until I realized it was just best to not give too much thought and attention to them. Maybe I unconsciously judge myself too good (or too bad) for friendships.

Sometimes I’ll just ignore messages and give some half-baked excuse of “my internet was down, I just got your msg, sorry”. I just don’t feel like answering at the moment, think “I’ll do it later” and forget about it or, even worse, just don’t want to answer at all. FOR NO REASON.

The thing is, I just always fear what can go wrong between me and others. Mostly what I’ll do to disappoint/annoy/hurt people. I keep overthinking past mistakes and I can’t help it. “Well, why don’t I just get away from everyone? Less harm for others that way.” So I thought. Isolation is better if it keeps you out of trouble, right? This raises an irrational and stupid insecurity for me, one that seems to inhibit any self-esteem I could have, since I’m always fearing the worst I could cause. So I do my best to avoid making ties to others. 

I can’t burden people with my troubles and fears though, and being an isolated, closed-off person all the time surely raises red flags and gets people worried about you. “I’ll need to interact in some way in order to “throw them off the tracks”, making myself feel comfortable around them.” Then, I came to the conclusion that being the one who makes jokes all the time was the best way to keep people off the more personal boundaries of mine. Everyone loves to laugh, right? 

And so I’m the one that only matters when I’m helping or making people laugh. Can’t really blame people for my issues though. I certainly got some mental health problems that I don’t want to face head-on. I’ve been closed-off for a good bit of my life, and I’m supposed to open up to a stranger (AKA psychologist) who could be judging me at every instant to get better, when the whole point of it was to AVOID such judgement from people? But, this also couldn’t be the case, which would mean that I’m too much of a narcissist, selfish, egocentric person to build something meaningful and good with people. 

The thing is, deep down, I don’t want to end up alone because of my flaws. But I just keep thinking about how bad I act with people and enter a cycle of self-loathing and self-hate because of my wrongdoings and, however I change, I’ll hurt people again, and again, and again, all so I can conclude that everyone’s better off without getting too close to me. This just sucks...",5.052107915273133,6.049262892173914,5.3460869565217415,82.99373467112598,68.77391304347826,8.262653288740244,27.439241917502784,8.463088693708992,1.8217977703455963,2333,73,450,34,39,740,255,575,0.162,0.698,0.141,-0.9459,1,5,2,0,0,0,86.0,0,3,5,8,43,49,2,7,26,0,35,4,1,10,6,111,78,40,0,13,21,0,2,3,1,1,2,1,0,3,30,30,0,8,19,2,0,6,14,25,2,5,10,5,49,24,76,58,19,50,0,1,2,1,26,24,1,10,19,307,79,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624015435729656,0.0,0.09636490910857733,0.10026680034469232,0.0,0.0,0.040972534883899375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04958118369410471,0.0536358874640539,0.0,0.0,0.056607506033384325,0.0,0.20122723594202452,0.0734565220769665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896881440952429,0.15986051569201706,0.06577814804545823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891073771979091,0.0,0.12378810968340055,0.06373724044090033,0.0519006339672496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431581855525522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336422746639262,0.0,0.0,0.03979501211841694,0.0,0.05076380441999562,0.17271634715737108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339632882956135,0.060929117794083575,0.043043104554131316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046549533180918194,0.0,0.1259139938477418,0.11559590277136195,0.034241855270157245,0.15160625911094988,0.09637596065497604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061834589660369574,0.06404366539501838,0.0,0.0,0.08076953416481647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899921829851446,0.0,0.0,0.06288606612491504,0.0,0.21421432440308616,0.0,0.0,0.033112203208829134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161041203221315,0.04255684375581528,0.08830633039954151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054378599537720174,0.0,0.16087121214540948,0.0,0.12105983151356975,0.06563066386381923,0.0,0.0,0.06071852381326199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858237850104772,0.04467512276480868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330970578093695,0.04582336429738425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503220110150522,0.41770241768550026,0.15782573404971173,0.0,0.0,0.05695637623760043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765177273332828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719626888798371,0.06194774345302745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290751910625197,0.0,0.04791376650551065,0.0,0.060976914315084674,0.048011998777797785,0.05484996478246112,0.18856382772944855,0.0,0.0,0.04983999289452043,0.06772429930329481,0.0,0.0,0.05105021361736658,0.09276784858244368,0.11917894486794475,0.06744571399942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678556173258471,0.0,0.0,0.04842722189329799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005576166847604,0.07721241791717623,0.17758798931160166,0.09566463465060623,0.1053979845569172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203725078302709,0.0,0.0,0.1421496706254162,0.1434725784479609,0.0,0.0,0.10834521119544308,0.0,0.054366875798502017,0.06726774305161763,0.0,0.05807951454168379,0.0,0.0,0.061187499735296275,0.061400599870574724,0.04280036108109896,0.06587467055964058,0.0,0.0
lonely,pinknightlight,2019/07/27,"Lowkey lonely and just wanna talk to people huehue Heya, kinda just looking for people to talk to. Bored out of my mind and I've got a couple of hours to spare. My interests vary according to my mood honestly, I can go from hey wanna go rock climbing to curling up into a ball on my bed with sad songs playing in the background. For the most part tho my interests are :

- reading (poetry, books anything really) 
- writing, tho I wish I had more time to do it
- playing the drums or the guitar
- listening to music 
- doing art 

Getting to know someone is pretty fun, and I'd like to think I can hold conversations pretty well. So if you think  we can vibe and  is interested in talking , slide into them DMs and we can talk. I'll be happy to listen to what's going on in your life if you need someone to lend an ear.  Thanks for reading lol peace out.",3.3949313186813237,4.834123172619048,4.902380952380952,82.93236263736263,73.22619047619048,7.312087912087913,25.42307692307693,7.882392219407189,1.471631318681318,655,21,127,9,13,220,110,168,0.040999999999999995,0.732,0.22699999999999998,0.9855,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,3,1,1,6,15,0,0,7,1,11,2,1,0,0,29,25,11,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,12,0,1,3,11,0,5,0,3,1,0,2,5,15,11,32,22,3,17,0,2,1,0,15,10,0,5,3,84,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858837172625187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289832249939605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163921391188751,0.0,0.26641786778876564,0.0,0.12497511082667245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634129524975222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388427191384696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587621306423908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037080675868301,0.07634056842513832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312187448392816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777769447153792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586454507499408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692139656117315,0.0,0.21666152259565213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179444658852893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126038574806163,0.0,0.10010392834598687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647965762913008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023823270460167,0.0,0.14386288481791215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024973905972107,0.0,0.0,0.0911162542428644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049618478164158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969087741257206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,suqarysour,2019/07/27,"i have no one yeah sure, i have a few friends, but in love? nothing. ive never had anything. i am beyond ugly and i understand why i get rejected so much. my chin is long, my nose is long, my face is long, my foreheads big, and im fat. i am so ugly and lonely, i know for a fact im gonna have a future with nobody to love.",-2.043213213213214,-0.32946994594594337,1.6490990990991,97.88403903903904,93.05405405405405,4.3699699699699694,16.33033033033033,5.82211442006289,-0.6653795795795799,240,6,62,2,9,88,47,74,0.218,0.585,0.198,-0.401,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,1,10,6,4,0,3,10,16,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,12,4,5,14,2,8,0,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749521825338101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642546994476047,0.0,0.11107504094255036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592902700252146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683973209732974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5644345337715726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383760691594274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628590624629496,0.0,0.1639706923918004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039960136263389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406367157147204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037355345966384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221324726763887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183897740673453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lil-mocaccino,2019/07/27,"Yikes. Idk if I'm just extremely introverted or what. Idk why I'm like this. But I hate attention especially sexual attention. I'm not asexual but  I just don't like going out in public and seeing guys look at me in a certain way. Like I get pissed off and it's such a minor thing. Now I just wear baggy oversized jumpers most of the time, hiding everything.

It got worse  3 yrs ago when I was 13 when 3 shirtless guys (I'm assuming they were in their twenties) cat called me when they were getting out of their car for about 5mins as I struggled to get away. It was scary as they seemed drunk and no one else was around..

The thing is these thoughts and feelings are just making me isolate myself and I want to get better. I don't want to be so pessimistic anymore.",2.3987465437788025,4.363379109677421,3.496889400921664,89.71104838709678,77.25806451612904,6.751152073732718,23.974654377880178,7.7094869923839395,1.0939493087557604,602,20,127,9,14,194,100,155,0.217,0.68,0.10300000000000001,-0.9671,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,5,1,12,8,2,1,4,0,10,3,2,1,1,28,29,15,0,3,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,8,1,0,6,1,0,2,4,3,0,1,7,3,17,5,18,21,1,18,0,0,2,0,9,9,1,5,9,80,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613525710668464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051808867153288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203922602202672,0.0,0.0,0.17101677437208793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609847153896529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586602354464493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205701456504422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359070197313047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920363916433274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803984062369464,0.0,0.10344797089920604,0.0,0.14558056937277047,0.0,0.0,0.3604631420687868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797102110504332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26678200188962753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285363189296666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150188958249965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334362111731074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504891201695488,0.16570707153194672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902901546859862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24185623232313405,0.0,0.0,0.14450607689537212,0.10613918310652394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472398142815716,0.144481531963543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424761278591662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854971764377719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Xool_,2019/07/27,"I want to feel like I mean something to people, or at least be remembered Hello all, I just found it tonight and decided to vent about the stuff that's messing me up right now. It might be a long one so I get it if you want to skip.

To start, I'm turning 19 in a couple days and I'm afraid that none of my ""friends"" are going to remember. I tend to post something every year about my birthday on my socials but not many people see it and even less say something. It's even worse whenever I see people today or yesterday all over social media practically screaming happy birthday to their other friends and I just want someone I know to be that happy that I'm alive for once.

Next, I'm moving off to college in less than a month now and my friends seem like they're already replacing me. I took a week long trip to California with my youth group and a new guy came along. He's a pretty cool person and I genuinely like him seeing that we're actually pretty similar, but my closest friends have seemed to have given him my spot in our trio and every time I look at their socials it's always those three now instead of me and them. I've talked to them about it and they insist that this isn't the case, but when we're all together they always talk about stuff that they did that I never seemed to get the memo about. Again, this guy is a pretty cool dude, but I wish that my friends at least waited until I was gone to replace me. 

Lastly and somewhat along the same vein as the first thing, I always feel like I'm the second choice. It's nice being out of school and having the free time to do what I want, but I at least talked to some people while I was in class and now that we're not forced to be together, everyone seems to find their best friends and have a party or go to movies and I'm never invited to any of that. Any time I say something about it, I always get the classic ""oh we never really plan anything and it's all spontaneous"", but they always invite their friends to everything they do and I never am part of that list. I'm not asking to be part of everything I can,  I simply want to feel important to people I like and it's just not happening.

And all of this is on the cusp of me leaving for college, so I'm even wandering if any of this is worth it. I'm not going to see any of these people for a long time, and if they don't care about what I'm doing, why do I care about them? At this point, half of me wants to leave without saying goodbye and see if anyone notices that I left. My school friends forgot me when summer started, my church friends are replacing me already, and I'm wondering if anyone's going to care when I leave. Sorry, I just wanted to get this off of my chest.",4.177388591800359,4.541266841354727,5.063970588235296,86.51203431372551,70.42602495543672,7.944563279857397,26.27852049910873,7.793537801064563,1.2875386809269167,2122,60,456,24,36,693,226,561,0.037000000000000005,0.765,0.198,0.9984,0,0,4,0,0,0,44.0,2,1,13,3,26,27,0,1,18,2,27,2,2,0,9,90,86,44,0,13,24,0,3,5,9,1,0,4,0,3,39,28,0,2,15,0,2,9,13,3,0,5,9,15,65,25,75,70,17,66,1,0,6,0,43,20,0,16,41,310,104,6,0.0,0.0,0.054244268795137635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268186069714775,0.0,0.23126152167233144,0.0,0.0,0.15120252337083515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773455052354877,0.0,0.04574283790046568,0.0,0.05196574286265089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833445526782618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357598730529503,0.17002199554370198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150524991629304,0.0,0.035848603565271475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014279932144427,0.0,0.09366781120519728,0.05311514894792349,0.09991487202706688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431840118627094,0.07942181318218637,0.0,0.0,0.05080492588077232,0.04728172930112207,0.0,0.06094757448088444,0.38651295366335536,0.0,0.11616631513906997,0.0,0.12636403718778078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007847107408578,0.04915483444795685,0.11834542739154265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03054880967048887,0.045310302299011083,0.0,0.1765737871668544,0.06039474263203681,0.0,0.0,0.13578343826199946,0.0,0.0,0.14757653782769126,0.0466785425004369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563558442744806,0.0,0.06054984158798112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589683435724884,0.0,0.0,0.04436850211592471,0.059079503579363535,0.0,0.0,0.1714865100595302,0.05368565273390088,0.05911672432525261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328543912520669,0.0,0.059197659109007275,0.03766675602784352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038922175561208,0.0,0.23121949771149525,0.04853586536442702,0.0,0.0,0.0525470771675883,0.0,0.053236367257383815,0.16965393490597924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0356100454967926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259370196176124,0.047470447602242935,0.0,0.13261351330280569,0.0,0.11251272758609636,0.2214756600931346,0.20241493735767294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998988116756533,0.047098142325331424,0.1711723820980991,0.0,0.06222437894163201,0.07868862322151485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726616624061707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403463144618735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03692910753797543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296514137935247,0.0,0.05268936960539,0.0,0.061758491092553526,0.0,0.06046199750328105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295039266709408,0.0,0.04458802496263446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050158043868995514,0.0,0.06392157056918134,0.053583267301741934,0.06028103611346194,0.0,0.0,0.05664724957353137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03579579327983105
lonely,drumboy11,2019/07/27,"I’m lonely. And it’s pathetic. 20 years old. Living with my parents in between college semesters. 

My “best friend” lives 9 hours away. She’s currently ghosting me. In the past month, I’ve heard from her maybe 3 times, and it’s always because I’ve texted first. And it’s a very short conversation. I don’t know what I did to deserve this. Trying to convince myself that she’s busy. But it’s hard to do that when I keep seeing her name all over Facebook and Instagram. Part of me wants to block her on everything, and walk away. Part of me wants to text her and give her a piece of my mind. Part of me doesn’t want to give up, since she’s the only best friend I’ve ever had. I’m just sick of waking up every day hoping that she’ll text, then being disappointed when she hasn’t. 

None of my other “friends” want to hang out with me. 

I wake up in the morning, to go to work. Then I come home. And sit on the couch. And go to bed. 

Weekends are spent by myself, because no one wants to make plans with me. 

Tired of feeling sorry for myself, but have no idea how to fix it.",0.986980519480518,2.922754321428574,2.393409090909092,96.03795454545455,81.67857142857143,5.1441558441558435,19.11038961038961,6.1124844417494595,-0.2699214285714282,824,20,190,6,22,266,128,224,0.08800000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.085,-0.1406,2,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,5,5,9,0,0,6,0,10,4,2,2,2,33,30,15,1,6,3,1,2,0,3,1,2,1,3,0,11,13,0,2,3,1,1,5,6,2,0,2,4,4,28,7,38,24,8,34,0,2,1,0,19,13,0,1,15,121,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154191352699143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22930958055349304,0.0,0.0,0.14878136705451803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25613392879263586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512132965610224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870171779907703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038657606392664,0.10281875597896577,0.0,0.10967612794020927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170396571002393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038019042982792,0.0,0.0,0.2828490780634844,0.0,0.0,0.2341319185000899,0.13870926348075568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931833214754047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240987071977105,0.12120711776856505,0.12017873010322624,0.0,0.0,0.1377613279061227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846926564926786,0.0,0.0,0.06706659559017396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551619629126706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145852194592433,0.0,0.12259937387932986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321936949358912,0.0,0.09740623024094676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280539649866905,0.0,0.08269327417210304,0.09281221858092584,0.0,0.0,0.13550411452901273,0.39645220236024,0.11649508887202513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972451541565769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094763633193286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366068695750065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115890136453125,0.14025992330790413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285295274868566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069068128237428,0.3598935418532183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884207381713517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785857785498939
lonely,Paul_Gog,2019/07/27,"Those #squad dreams Today was a rough day. I was alone for most of it and my brain decided to remember when I had a group of friends that I considered family and a significant other around me. It's been years since I've had either. Just day to day of shallow interactions with people at work. Days like today where I think about if I died, who other than family would care? It really drags me down. I miss being part of a pack or even a couple. I miss being able to let myself truly relax around others because I knew deep down inside I was safe with them.

Tl;dr A busy mind free of distractions is not a good thing",3.1541935483870955,4.763511193548388,4.5669677419354855,84.40545161290326,74.16129032258064,7.863225806451613,19.65806451612903,8.548686976883017,0.959731612903226,484,9,98,9,10,161,86,124,0.11599999999999999,0.69,0.19399999999999998,0.9022,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,7,10,0,1,7,0,11,1,1,0,0,19,16,5,1,2,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,4,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,7,1,14,8,18,5,3,15,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,3,9,72,24,1,0.17055374393383954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766422423975378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036579831892836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396797927945027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903943837398359,0.0,0.0,0.17389090875172528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871447367873828,0.0,0.4399722211125152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770078592398099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126491393376327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215657817726532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176939948643013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430523885441318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440275854203788,0.0,0.08332394428370472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722106619660527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846930843393323,0.0,0.11824049132464945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926109564222657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320414441166991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108381943583131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330832899531755,0.10928395245446047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233300138468885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416515686912173,0.0,0.0,0.12115648626462855,0.0,0.0,0.10983101926924703
lonely,Dylaquil,2019/07/27,"19M bored and looking for friends Anyone want to talk? Just send me a message here. I also have Kik, Discord, and Snapchat if any of those work better for you. I’ll be up all night playing fire emblem so we can talk as long as you want",0.8085999999999984,2.760722659999999,1.9980000000000009,98.54900000000002,82.4,4.0,22.0,3.1291,-0.3934000000000002,183,6,42,0,5,58,43,50,0.129,0.6829999999999999,0.187,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,2,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,6,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,3,7,5,1,4,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,2,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548740971011842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673528115331608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22285103829553815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818751139187998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462363187952639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820503406482796,0.2676380474906971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29908988688610505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123377199999624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759695234399269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23202633744443515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mrluigi7,2019/07/27,Sad and lonely in MA Someone help. Lol m22,-1.91,-0.8163014444444414,0.5872222222222234,98.86750000000002,119.0,1.8,15.611111111111107,3.1291,-1.2248222222222216,33,1,7,0,2,11,9,9,0.348,0.311,0.342,-0.0258,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6204197254034651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7842699562843709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,momentofcraving,2019/07/27,"29 and still don't feel like an adult/in pain I have a good career, I live in a great city, I have good friends, but I still feel lonely. I don't fit in with your a typical adult, I'm probably immature. I love sneakers, clothes, basic bitch tier video games like league of legends and tft. I like to cook, I've been trying to exercise a lot more and I've got a really good supplement regiment. I fucked up my soas muscle and my hip flexor (idk if I said either right) so I've got an ice pack and a dream. 

I'm laying in bed at 11 on a Friday night. My friends and I went out for a late dinner, we were approached by a roaming pack of cougars playing some weird bingo game so we sang and took pictures. Now I'm here, laying in bed, pressing my thumbs against my phone screen because I just want someone to talk to. I want the emptiness to go away.",1.4642415730337106,3.17619557865169,2.935266853932585,93.83301264044943,79.1685393258427,6.023033707865169,22.922752808988772,6.9077264865688965,0.5389764044943819,655,21,149,7,16,214,111,178,0.17,0.672,0.158,-0.6428,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,1,0,0,7,16,2,0,12,0,6,7,1,0,0,21,21,11,0,3,4,0,3,3,2,0,2,2,2,1,0,11,2,0,2,8,0,4,2,5,0,0,7,6,20,11,20,14,4,20,0,1,1,2,12,11,2,3,8,78,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818482793777372,0.0,0.0,0.10263398018983112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026120191504998,0.12028026961278583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26015736826365904,0.1556510918057372,0.0,0.0,0.0956859321974998,0.4236507080458881,0.269314368743858,0.18562343894937444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992349554100205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467644780504834,0.0,0.14866972564273104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431382353881208,0.15195633961154212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579995149116507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915264762201308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152636884138748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785918129198456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378312474785082,0.16015404298160746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265545018865994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689136389120553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353257244397585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706014536463086,0.11430904930402565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861254067642176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560764050699438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UrbanExplorer14,2019/07/27,"My friends hate me {M, 16} I've always had a good amount of friends but now I see a lot them weren't really friends. I heard from somebody that they call me trash and boring. I know the solution to this is leave them for new friends but I find it impossible to make new friends. I'm very shy.",-0.3103225806451597,1.9093240161290341,1.1357258064516138,100.72358870967743,91.09677419354836,5.035483870967743,20.65322580645161,6.6274283507984215,0.07709032258064541,227,8,56,3,8,72,47,62,0.131,0.575,0.294,0.9171,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,1,8,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,10,6,5,6,2,3,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,1,3,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948487780482784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571660238812472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518299925957204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7404192200916789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076378638882027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189234542443392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533687450789968,0.0,0.0,0.2029509612191477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162951065070681,0.0,0.0,0.12794128027983548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702323544454556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278877423299005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273625431187826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814790604803494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bandicoot_hunt,2019/07/27,"HELP ME MAKE MOUTH-WATERING TACO SALAD FOR TACO TUESDAY LOVE, TO HOPEFULLY MOVE ON AND TO MAKE A WONDERFUL LIFE-LONG MEMORY  My name is Alistair Arklyght and I am making a taco salad. I have not decided what kind yet, only that I want to make a very delicious taco salad and have fun doing so. The taco salad is special to me. It is a way for me to finally participate in the joy and wonder of taco salads and Taco Tuesday. It is also a way of reminding myself that no matter how isolated I am and no matter how isolated I feel, there are always those who care. I have not been happy in a long long time. Deep down, I just what to be happy, even if it is for a brief moment. I want to hopefully move on from how I am feeling and have been feeling. This taco salad means a lot to me. This taco salad will be an emotional kickstart for me to go back to making a better world. There are many things that I cannot afford to do. It breaks my heart that making a taco salad is now one of them. I will call it my ""People are wonderful and spectacular"" taco salad and I will think of all of you as eat the salad. Please reassure me that the sense of community is not dead. Please help me make a wonderful memory that I will remember and hold dear for the rest of my life. Please share the this GoFundMe link [https://www.gofundme.com/manage/p2p5m-taco-salad](https://www.reddit.com/r/lonely/p2p5m-taco-salad)  with your friends, families and anyone you think might want to contribute. I will be extremely grateful. If this campaign is successful, I would like for it to be a symbol to others that there is still good in the world and that the sense of community still exists and is within reach no matter how isolated a person is or feels.",6.059351570415398,6.84874780243161,6.552218844984803,75.9904761904762,66.41641337386018,9.670921985815603,26.912867274569397,9.725611199111238,2.2955304964539,1373,37,257,28,21,447,145,329,0.066,0.684,0.249,0.9959,1,2,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,3,1,2,16,18,0,0,22,0,37,14,1,11,1,60,63,23,1,8,7,0,4,1,1,7,1,0,0,1,24,14,11,1,14,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,2,4,31,18,38,50,3,29,0,0,0,1,14,10,0,11,13,194,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485275065315485,0.07788359761263845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544805216400736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197345363387818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827825497273552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557716892233167,0.0,0.09543254025764564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577727339157156,0.0,0.10528861775631898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182263122321573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823876887754646,0.0,0.189310075791948,0.0,0.0,0.10253540904340053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231596298785672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319565136621621,0.07850814586392099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928018244466533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091773164862316,0.12547766312732087,0.0,0.0,0.1859339864727936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747112213204756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222642323670386,0.045728760200073305,0.0,0.0,0.2485020336743153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957629185412086,0.08447863002658983,0.0,0.4373561387110523,0.09489680485656196,0.0,0.10195901729880244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929595527765173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896627206531495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634265148960354,0.07118783992160649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489120408551234,0.08172885356129897,0.0,0.3082376371604649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060317783250859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494998883812936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218439909248514,0.11995158650893482,0.0,0.0,0.054579543047112274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723069451763186,0.165625028070596,0.14859236264146866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40602551832949424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649152239138746,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,souls_of_fire,2019/07/27,"Waking up each day without real purpose or direction This has been going on for the longest time. Just going through the motions of each day without any real sense  of purpose or direction. Knowing there's things I could start doing to improve myself for the better but just don't follow through or commit 

I need to start to changing",6.9072580645161334,7.9909782741935524,6.632419354838714,75.11862903225808,64.64516129032258,7.490322580645162,36.467741935483865,7.1686216300943375,2.897890322580645,271,13,41,2,4,85,43,62,0.0,0.8909999999999999,0.109,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,0,1,16,12,4,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,13,10,2,11,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,35,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813431734017344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566161853086487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459951534565401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566326209569806,0.0,0.0,0.2999364997891913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643142496772953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779721012855644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242452927357454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293599908154505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32918423418249704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448840615383555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559520936131408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483180945246785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lonelysubaccount,2019/07/27,"2019 worst year of my life Ended a long term relationship toward the end of last year. I didn't take the relationship seriously and didn't put in enough effort. She used to be obsessed with me, but I took what I had for granted. If I could go back I'd work harder to keep her obsessed with me and I'd make sure to show her I felt about her. I always thought I would be thinking about marriage, buying a house, and kids by the time I was 30 but here I am, about to turn 29 and I'm single and alone living in an apartment. We used to live in a nice house that had a beautiful yard. I had an office room, a garage and things were looking good, although I didn't realize it at the time.

The friends I had been socializing with for the past few years and getting to know were my ex gf's long time friend group, and understandibly, I don't get invited to their social events anymore. Me and her met through one of my best friends from high school who is part of that group. I thought me and him at least would be able to retain a friendship but I've reached out to him and been blown off so many times that I now understand I'm losing one of my only friends as well through this breakup. 

I've reached out to old friends and had good conversations and caught up with them, but they are all busy with their lives and SOs. I can't pester them any more without revealing how needy and lonely I am. I'm not going to be able to build those friendships back up to what they once were.

I work from home so I spend all day inside a small apartment and only have human interaction over the phone and text chat. The days are all running together. Wake up, do work that I've grown to hate, then kill time until I go to sleep.

I used to be fine being alone. ""Killing time"" was awesome because I could get into a video game or something and entertain myself. In fact me needing ""alone time"" caused several fights in my last relationship. Welp now all my time is alone time and im miserable. Turns out It's not what I want at all. 

I feel like I've died inside. I can't entertain like I used to. All of my old hobbies and things I have such great memories of doing feel so pointless. I'll try to force myself to sit down and play games that I used to obsess over but I just feel like I'm wasting time not accomplishing anything and turn it off. All the knowlege and random skills I've been so proud to obtain mean nothing. They aren't going to help me meet anyone.

I feel like I have run out of time to do anything that doesn't directly contribute to improving things or doesn't feel like ""progress"". The only thing that matters to me now is getting a girlfriend or getting back with my ex... unhealthy thought I know. She randomly texts me sometimes and says shit like she misses me and we catch up but nothing happens. Ive said we should catch up in person sometime but she hasn't taken me up on it and im not going to push it. I need to move on. I know I should be able to be happy alone but I'm not. 

I want someone to do things with, to travel with and build a relationship with. I've learned from my mistakes in my last relationship. The only problem is meeting someone. I just don't know how... I'm planning to do online dating but I still need to get in better shape and get better pictures before I start. Maybe online dating will work out and im complaining for nothing, but from what I read it is difficult for men, so a part of me feels like being trapped in my apartment is all I have left to live for.

If you actually read all of this you deserve a medal.

PM me if you want to have a conversation about something. Idc the topic.",2.6004073558820977,4.2558065566037735,3.5014085731675517,91.27507347187202,75.75202156334231,6.4043474480479965,24.366663768367967,7.1029339738359605,0.7885536214242244,2843,92,619,30,62,907,306,742,0.12,0.7140000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.9925,0,8,2,0,1,0,67.0,3,3,7,16,24,45,5,4,27,0,61,4,3,9,11,131,124,56,3,17,24,2,7,7,7,5,1,2,3,4,26,47,0,2,21,12,2,16,17,18,1,2,25,10,90,27,104,83,19,97,0,4,1,0,62,40,1,8,47,398,116,9,0.14896593993933174,0.0,0.04845642292853727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25713964666711336,0.0,0.0,0.04131719848072162,0.0,0.0,0.03376731580616303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492447280258936,0.03472014961206806,0.0,0.08172418389959661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454561269463236,0.0,0.030269418111716927,0.0,0.042253014342819965,0.0,0.052110187832728284,0.08783217885842272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100968495812923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929145438180164,0.0,0.0,0.06404713841075774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153437565607047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879597382351709,0.05130721235437402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064331031802072,0.17736882876243473,0.047676887773561064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918178594518943,0.0,0.1815999623103577,0.0,0.1411012943149255,0.0832970418533079,0.0,0.05474515822635975,0.0,0.0,0.04391002957359316,0.052859004358605424,0.0,0.049024341725428994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03328290982469556,0.05246356478118055,0.04980832789982687,0.0,0.0,0.11459112942669462,0.0,0.0,0.16090877781811425,0.0,0.0,0.044135923996524135,0.10987249426845036,0.0,0.10915704639302194,0.12142712326970642,0.0,0.0,0.05395064320418056,0.0,0.03507301627512553,0.16981354528620396,0.0,0.1753862055319546,0.08788677944103704,0.04169795717278841,0.05555159426012871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0331453072163283,0.050342693989891184,0.04988543635075371,0.05408919315188832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277573973135178,0.0,0.11045635692444332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429368370054063,0.0,0.10420979679868024,0.052881288104349215,0.06729545078114589,0.1510604133149371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075437308862815,0.04740161517317998,0.0,0.043357104290288405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751342874410318,0.0,0.049917304769240826,0.0,0.0,0.09933750149218812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665561175801702,0.0,0.0,0.04723357391310127,0.039487898164926934,0.0,0.05025382804352497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056096370220809516,0.05097046554988194,0.0,0.0,0.0496911737865365,0.10123467736331863,0.08414557166523275,0.07645417225509885,0.09822074909948028,0.0,0.0351462863375147,0.0,0.03965479735423319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04679954515111185,0.0,0.03733461593146983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494391877524714,0.031817119777366766,0.0,0.11826231665486822,0.3184985376135934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516888014678753,0.03371269827923168,0.16203216600750475,0.0,0.10338586469525403,0.0,0.21443123861558727,0.0,0.0,0.08786397095063622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04464609003188153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786595007985084,0.0,0.1445986379354872,0.0,0.0,0.07054741979419031,0.0,0.0,0.0959291812807402
lonely,Cinematologist,2019/07/27,"One last hurrah with friends who make zero effort The past year of my life has been spent attempting to build friendships with people and spend time with existing friends only to be ignored or have my time wasted. So in a sense I have ""friends"" but they're the kind that manage to make me feel really lonely. None of them reach out first. They rarely take interest in anything I'm involved in or any plans I want to make.

Anyway, to the point of this post. We've all just graduated from high school and many of us will be going far from home for college. I'd really like to do something with them all just one last time but I'm at the point where I'm so tired of reaching out just to be left on read I don't even see what the point is. 

Rant over.",3.5842207792207788,4.5743398896103935,3.968701298701301,91.54448051948052,72.18181818181819,7.1584415584415595,23.09090909090909,7.348242739294969,0.6171636363636361,589,14,131,6,11,184,100,154,0.11900000000000001,0.76,0.122,-0.1147,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,3,4,8,8,0,0,6,0,11,2,0,3,2,23,23,8,0,1,7,0,1,1,3,1,2,0,1,0,4,8,0,1,1,1,2,1,2,2,0,4,2,2,10,6,27,17,3,25,0,1,1,0,9,15,0,2,9,79,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003879142195874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148019715385724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750283389180632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464203847674514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556706275578813,0.0,0.0,0.34215680507706386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389689432983714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597058028360278,0.14807674312437652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372543100236336,0.0,0.24066300688915945,0.0,0.0,0.1603915624553239,0.0,0.10426967217236964,0.07212057496821102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956161760130788,0.14966537686474155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006476023045736,0.11227306236662404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409217512339722,0.10234239740046944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186510667353627,0.0,0.1413809174729034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476617898181565,0.0,0.1891406631578559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940118450038353,0.11763549481314872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364650554595768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109932528562303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25823844833127474,0.16966959046836672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757089882752802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707118672009775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506362579371852
lonely,leader_kim_jong_spez,2019/07/27,"2019 is the worst year of my life Ended a long term relationship toward the end of last year. I didn't take the relationship seriously and didn't put in enough effort. She used to be obsessed with me, but I took what I had for granted. If I could go back I'd work harder to keep her obsessed with me and I'd make sure to show her I felt about her. I always thought I would be thinking about marriage, buying a house, and kids by the time I was 30 but here I am, about to turn 29 and I'm single and alone living in an apartment. We used to live in a nice house that had a beautiful yard. I had an office room, a garage and things were looking good, although I didn't realize it at the time.

The friends I had been socializing with for the past few years and getting to know were my ex gf's long time friend group, and understandibly, I don't get invited to their social events anymore. Me and her met through one of my best friends from high school who is part of that group. I thought me and him at least would be able to retain a friendship but I've reached out to him and been blown off so many times that I now understand I'm losing one of my best friends through this breakup. 

I've reached out to old friends and had good conversations and caught up with them, but they are all busy with their lives and SOs. I can't pester them any more without revealing how needy and lonely I am. I'm not going to be able to build those friendships back up to what they once were.

I work from home so I spend all day inside a small apartment and only have human interaction over the phone and text chat. The days are all running together. Wake up, do work that I've grown to hate, then kill time until I go to sleep.

I used to be fine being alone. ""Killing time"" was awesome because I could get into a video game or something and entertain myself. In fact me needing ""alone time"" caused several fights in my last relationship. Welp now all my time is alone time and im miserable. Turns out It's not what I want at all. 

I feel like I've died inside. I can't entertain like I used to. All of my old hobbies and things I have such great memories of doing feel so pointless. I'll try to force myself to sit down and play games that I used to obsess over but I just feel like I'm wasting my time and turn it off. All the knowlege and random skills I've been so proud to obtain mean nothing. They aren't going to help me meet anyone.

I feel like I have run out of time to do anything that doesn't directly contribute to improving things or doesn't feel like ""progress"". The only thing that matters to me now is getting a girlfriend or getting back with my ex... unhealthy thought I know. She randomly texts me sometimes and says shit like she misses me and we catch up but nothing happens. Ive said we should catch up in person sometime but she hasn't taken me up on it and im not going to push it. I need to move on. I know I should be able to be happy alone but I'm not. 

I want someone to do things with, to travel with and build a relationship with.  I've learned from my mistakes in my last relationship. The only problem is meeting someone. I just don't know how... I'm planning to do online dating but I still need to get in better shape and get better pictures before I start. Maybe online dating will work out and im complaining for nothing, but from what I read it is difficult for men, so a part of me feels like being trapped in my apartment is all I have left to live for.

PM me if you want to have a conversation about something. Idc the topic.",2.4938048977939684,4.12978858984911,3.3959225527895818,92.0012143290832,75.99588477366255,6.316679034833255,24.02215026198025,6.9995283661766585,0.6913389147496011,2778,88,611,28,61,885,300,729,0.122,0.711,0.168,0.9925,0,8,2,0,1,0,66.0,3,1,7,15,23,45,5,4,27,0,62,4,3,9,10,128,125,54,3,16,22,2,7,7,7,5,1,2,3,4,25,47,0,2,21,11,2,16,16,18,0,2,25,10,89,27,102,84,19,97,0,4,1,0,60,40,1,7,47,392,114,7,0.1503700643914413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25956339578479176,0.0,0.0,0.04170664648946154,0.0,0.0,0.034085600065134225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049708899411559336,0.035047415100212934,0.0,0.04124725021144137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562529772687465,0.0,0.030554731856181582,0.0,0.04265128317285083,0.0,0.1052027369887195,0.08866006817370778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149049249019516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003884046204357,0.0,0.0,0.06465083448495303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05202012882227984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878882990073858,0.051790824322758805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206324534243232,0.17904067341100866,0.0481262809969422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936258978995918,0.0,0.18331168881432214,0.0,0.14243128812191638,0.08408218383477192,0.0,0.05526117561484158,0.0,0.0,0.044323917112195896,0.05335724322155831,0.0,0.04948643579198729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03359662816555418,0.052958076306325735,0.05027781167008548,0.0,0.0,0.1156712434909458,0.0,0.0,0.1624254731753582,0.0,0.0,0.044551940772742944,0.110908131380393,0.0,0.11018593983015874,0.12257167210416985,0.0,0.0,0.05445917164605712,0.0,0.03540360781693163,0.1714141752780858,0.0,0.1770393623532415,0.0887151834109685,0.042090994140119145,0.056075212960390516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03345772854132435,0.05081721459268845,0.05035564693051961,0.054599027539066834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327319375785702,0.0,0.11149749741408617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428413228665124,0.0,0.10519205840756868,0.053379737009626525,0.06792976482632979,0.11436320990430318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855741752008524,0.04784841372969064,0.0,0.04376578006094745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047961281233942984,0.0,0.05038781573462284,0.0,0.0,0.050136918888803235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26906862455126795,0.0,0.0,0.047678788544841366,0.03986010353884237,0.0,0.050727511012912174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056625123875058976,0.05145090340730856,0.0,0.0,0.05015955328453527,0.1021888960655612,0.08493871172637696,0.07717481465679749,0.099146559090484,0.0,0.03547756850891204,0.0,0.04002857588797857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04724066871077282,0.0,0.0376865248789839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649864859921504,0.03211702186165055,0.0,0.11937703462761988,0.32150064389914096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568889145703168,0.034030467723842564,0.16355945020691345,0.0,0.10436036007775697,0.0,0.2164524264492551,0.0,0.0,0.08869215993210051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04831712536836272,0.0,0.14596159703439016,0.0,0.0,0.07121238627717695,0.0,0.0,0.09683339139187024
lonely,i-wish-i-could-fade,2019/07/27,"I’m worthless, pathetic and useless... no wonder I’m alone My names faith and I’m 17. Ive been alone for so long that it’s just a letter of looking at the clock from day to day. I just get into bed and look at how there could’ve been someone there but why would anyone be there... no one ever has. My parents think I’m a disappointment and my siblings beat me and do things to me for their own amusement and pleasure of being able to show dominance. I don’t have a single friend at school and most of my days are spent crying and cutting. I just wish someone actually cared about me I mean I was diagnosed with depression at 7. Just kinda pondering why I’m such a fucking waste of space...",1.5858651911468795,3.683544387323944,3.1572635814889334,90.49211267605637,80.47887323943662,6.02897384305835,22.818913480885314,7.1686216300943375,0.7706040241448697,541,18,115,7,14,178,92,142,0.19399999999999998,0.6579999999999999,0.149,-0.6474,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,12,11,2,0,5,0,12,2,0,1,1,26,27,11,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,10,0,0,4,2,1,0,3,6,0,1,4,2,14,5,17,20,3,12,1,4,2,1,5,6,1,3,6,76,17,1,0.1686364825123547,0.0,0.16456488082700296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493130755613416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179145495661574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193613295374593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346425092106445,0.0,0.18523925748064676,0.3262697408170531,0.0,0.14524635528243265,0.17116247997997014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254135305325206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028812806816348,0.15590171071059508,0.08810560189856742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923798034280472,0.2832243462539276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369456693484287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427244489684225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725085704776384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706691233746219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857702887732961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120345856994805,0.10805544875119608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043363914809274,0.0,0.1939236324250188,0.0,0.18287907173392207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197945187597232,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Formalic,2019/07/27,Lets talk i wanna chat with someone does anyone else want to?,-0.1975000000000016,0.8117675833333351,0.7199999999999989,97.025,123.16666666666666,1.6,12.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.5778666666666663,49,1,9,0,3,15,12,12,0.0,0.885,0.115,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913456019742418,0.4269280209983509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646310376674963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480746176493212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260736707391728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530434416929015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349038500990644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457629723611824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lovesica,2019/07/27,"PLEASE JUST SOMEONE HOLD MY GOD DAMN FAT HANDS I feel alone, i mean I only have my family, I’ve lost friends, and i get bored too easily with other people. I just want someone to look at me, talk to me and hold me in a romantic way. I’ve had a couple of girlfriends but never a boyfriend. Maybe I want one, In trying to focus on myself a lot more but my mind just keeps shifting back to just want a hand to hold. I’m just tired of just being inside all the time.",1.742045454545455,3.0114037474747484,3.4200883838383858,92.58346590909092,77.18181818181819,6.162121212121212,19.445707070707073,6.6274283507984215,-0.010950505050505209,357,7,82,3,8,119,64,99,0.10800000000000001,0.7120000000000001,0.179,0.6269,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,1,0,6,0,3,4,3,0,2,24,13,4,0,3,8,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,4,13,1,12,10,3,8,0,1,1,0,3,4,1,1,3,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033470234829552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615974733124124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470957179484916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145036339136376,0.0,0.10268582411409216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569028848559174,0.0,0.10610347477415473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051118442839445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054016220657978,0.0,0.22169115124401897,0.1726555139719927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402607187086427,0.2212189852735946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050578493241406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566315895655848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376155796364888,0.1544552127755928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079349430084578,0.0,0.0,0.22292622768857467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441463422605975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632319445843736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842043449864115,0.2334162099521547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378813117663621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593541956010812,0.1611993355458604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kettlebowl,2019/07/27,Fool is a term not used enough anymore. I mean it. For all the effort I've put into life it virtually never pays off. I am a total fool. I have so few friends. I'm alone constantly. I've done therapy. Trained in Zen Meditation. I'm reasonably educated. Widowed. And unloved. I've tried. I really have. Now that my health is beginning to collapse I'm asking myself when is enough enough? Ive been completely alone since my wife died 14 years ago. I'm 47. No kids and not much left. How do you know when?,-0.5416666666666679,1.5173401274509786,1.8905882352941177,91.60098039215687,103.60784313725486,5.79607843137255,19.392156862745093,7.1686216300943375,0.8670745098039214,391,14,84,9,18,132,73,102,0.23600000000000002,0.732,0.032,-0.9627,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,10,2,0,3,3,13,19,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,9,1,5,17,8,14,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,9,47,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417867744100786,0.0,0.0,0.3602785808357817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249207732813285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260131034115294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236256407478085,0.18795681669541248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805121455041816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799103900774876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5391493462773178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437808420058858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848797286004565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955875199342928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889757318709275,0.0,0.12285208342055892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946103799915406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785875070581534,0.0,0.13414573575523642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748479469668392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142417562259356,0.17882927103509105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387690496715946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19890440571220305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180872266258337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021989673046227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200538222623714
lonely,briyoung87,2019/07/27,Ugh I was dumped tonight. Got the whole it’s me not you bullshit. I legit did everything for this guy. I’m so heartbroken,-1.5578857142857174,-1.506614560000001,0.434857142857144,98.306,134.6,4.628571428571429,19.571428571428573,6.1826913282559595,0.5985428571428568,96,4,21,2,7,31,23,25,0.354,0.547,0.099,-0.8368,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46886181211306804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172435764459309,0.0,0.0,0.516555647576171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5824488492681751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lilliebird932,2019/07/27,Anyone want to chat and lend an ear? Feeling lonely from online dating. I’m 24F I’m feeling lonely. Also been trying online dating and it isn’t working out too well. Really would just like to chat,0.7807692307692307,3.3174761794871803,2.98089743589744,85.26826923076926,94.89743589743591,3.6256410256410256,14.192307692307693,5.46131890053228,-0.4743538461538464,157,3,26,1,6,53,30,39,0.11599999999999999,0.672,0.212,0.2878,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,8,8,3,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,2,4,6,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,15,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424891699215758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994579205579285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330946434835002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923219234837567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27436217495622595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907687505927842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25260607386797623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850681932932189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31178730445777736,0.0,0.0,0.3042323242891857,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JustALilDepressed,2019/07/27,"21 M looking for people to talk to about anything, support each other and so on. Just want to talk to some people, I have had depression for about 6 months now and I feel lonely cause I have cut most of my friends off since our friendships were one-sided and they dissapointed me, I am friendly and a very tolerant person, so you can tell me about your problems or about great things happening in your life.",5.7273417721518936,6.366986797468357,5.658075949367093,82.63850632911394,67.10126582278481,8.345316455696205,29.7240506329114,8.238735603445708,1.944734683544304,323,11,63,4,5,101,60,79,0.121,0.66,0.21899999999999997,0.8368,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,3,1,0,8,8,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,13,11,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,12,4,14,9,3,5,0,2,1,0,11,3,0,3,2,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490762096961127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23082713199326546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353238520199656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361425221904073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472028215717244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477307569000048,0.0,0.0,0.19870003511160086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871111071918412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886900472346253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793521029476241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226143734034495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115551286713805,0.1961979581539297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150060032162556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587282167617705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549850585138355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612080923966291,0.1963962878602336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927961912281046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853996955898133,0.13253292609513084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JkLion1998,2019/07/27,"Alone forever (21F) I turned 21 a few months ago, I’ve never had a boyfriend, in middle school and high school guys never really looked my way I think, I always looked down a lot. I was super shy back then couldn’t make eye contact with any of the guys, now I’m in college I’ve gained a little bit of confidence but I’m still kind of scared to talk to men, I feel like they will never look at me. All of my friends are now in relationships a few of them who are getting married soon, and there’s me who I can’t even get the attention of a few guys that I like. People tell me to stop looking down all the time my head up stand up straight, I try, but then I just end up looking down if is a guy even looks my way,  I changed up my style I dress more like an adult, I do smile a lot, I’m a funny person, I’m a great listener, I’m always there for anyone who just wants to talk. I know I’m a great person. My friends tell me that I’m cute, every time I hear that word I think of a puppy or a baby or just something small and adorable. I want to be seen at beautiful. So I’m just going to be alone forever while everyone I know is getting into a relationship and starting a family. I know I’m young, I know that but what about two years from now if I’m still without anyone five years or even 10 years from now if I’m still by myself?",2.1697054491899834,2.875875209621995,3.803976435935201,92.47103092783509,75.25429553264604,7.054884634266077,22.44820814923908,7.2636822038024595,0.4783404025527736,1030,25,250,11,21,345,144,291,0.043,0.7509999999999999,0.20600000000000002,0.9941,0,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,2,20,12,0,1,19,0,12,2,2,1,5,41,48,17,0,6,14,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,0,8,8,6,0,1,8,0,0,1,6,1,0,2,3,11,32,11,33,41,9,48,0,0,8,0,24,18,0,8,29,152,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626693703437364,0.0,0.0,0.17821753497625825,0.0,0.0,0.14317996778792244,0.0,0.0,0.05850836173787194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031865871465855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615742652347606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939305242205872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101612898633064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620357230308213,0.0,0.0,0.17048061373197712,0.0,0.0724901947270737,0.08221239379145134,0.0,0.0,0.08110837501606928,0.0,0.04350307925012598,0.061465114099244676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294451679866548,0.0,0.13485292380821454,0.0,0.04889701992808576,0.0,0.0,0.1897130076486736,0.0,0.3407620910854067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829916308603718,0.0,0.0969703686487648,0.0,0.0,0.09090320485927847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959468074735258,0.1891355532450983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610053874871946,0.08623204725968821,0.0,0.0,0.4334983288574899,0.0,0.0,0.14629178997384215,0.0,0.0,0.0574306123607221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867420764399168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907197062685086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964747902949629,0.1502490251984932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055117742137636684,0.0,0.0,0.18474387292550948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613841640246993,0.17414882288906894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623577059468952,0.0,0.0,0.060897693100107834,0.0,0.2061286637257697,0.07193109356113901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830715744203012,0.1504009067232575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025854492417853,0.0,0.0,0.10033816432353583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841372637978569,0.09358395197255333,0.08404600847058426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101494139591781,0.1365849187036291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293695413266132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662157357075758
lonely,letthewordsplay,2019/07/27,"Friday Night Since I have no life, I stay inside, write and masturbate. Sometimes I write about masturbating.

Does anyone else justify their time by writing?

And masturbate on the side?",5.083387096774191,8.64270177419355,4.561532258064517,76.16229838709678,79.64516129032259,8.261290322580646,27.10483870967742,8.841846274778883,3.107251612903226,149,6,22,4,4,45,26,31,0.087,0.9129999999999999,0.0,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25497191220919696,0.3736272425326046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191078646628238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30461846773090795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575632342178835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421995291789918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016424299923531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36064839144312894,0.0,0.0,0.3886686160285315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126304755923589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,writingnights,2019/07/27,"Everyone I know is doing better than me and it hurts? All the people I went to high school and college with fill my Instagram with pictures of them and their significant others in pumpkin patches, going clubbing with their friends, perfect outfits and photos at the beach. Traveling all over the world and looking incredible while doing it. I feel like nothing. I don’t even understand how everyone is doing so great, if we all just graduated. Where are they getting all this money to go to Paris and buy designer bags? And it hurts, because I’m not doing any of those things. I’m just a recent grad/unemployed loser that stays home to watch tv, mess up pasta recipes, write stories, and scream into my pillow. I feel embarrassed to open this up to the world, but I am extremely frustrated with myself and becoming more and more depressed. I just feel alone.",6.9197468354430365,7.8555566708860765,6.8530126582278506,74.071417721519,64.56962025316456,9.864303797468356,34.154430379746834,9.888512548439397,3.48182329113924,686,29,115,14,10,218,107,158,0.147,0.778,0.075,-0.9219,2,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,4,3,7,13,1,1,5,0,9,1,0,1,5,35,21,15,0,1,6,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,9,17,1,0,5,4,2,5,2,8,0,0,1,6,16,5,19,20,6,19,0,4,2,0,7,11,0,1,3,85,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897216832970872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457028852231306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116662683295337,0.2023105281746476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200991403557427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777470094795132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099022321628825,0.0,0.0,0.3500771961653495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27786752044483154,0.13086551682481432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152623935417344,0.0,0.09570522416452687,0.0,0.20821351681704015,0.0,0.0,0.20195920204627674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935422240611709,0.1837468460007997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922010168063453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067223614602844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894936497289253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382704937587205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576841788315412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269955857869013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087048431031305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539033113168105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952480259123535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169822244552443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069930029596904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981188585119433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,purpled1,2019/07/27,Love is stupid I hate how you want to be with someone and in a relationship but at the same time you don’t want to.,-0.7928205128205157,1.138609461538465,1.405384615384616,100.42294871794874,89.0,5.005128205128205,16.358974358974358,6.42735559955562,-0.7024717948717947,90,2,24,1,3,30,23,26,0.16399999999999998,0.649,0.187,-0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,6,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251979630388983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886969464879271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462378949891565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364905722459117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511274356182324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5080412458768551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,birdgoesbirb,2019/07/27,"I am nothing without my girlfriend I guess this is like a rant because I'm feeling very sad right now. 

I am literally nothing without my girlfriend. I'm a teenage girl who does online school. I met my girlfriend online, she lives like an hour away but often comes to visit me and stay with me at my house. Those are the happiest times of my life. We go places, we have fun, yeah. Other than that, I stay inside my house all day browsing reddit, watching youtube, or playing video games. That's where I'm at right now. I don't know when I'm going to see her again because her mom from out of state just came to her house and she's opening up a business with her friend. She has so many friends and such a good life. My mom lives with me but I hate interacting with her, she always makes me feel bad about everything. I don't even have the energy or desire to go see my oldest sister and my nephew who live like a 10 minute walk from me. I only want to be with my girlfriend, and I feel like such shit that I'm emotionally dependent on this person. If she leaves me, which I fear is imminent, I'll be lost. I don't have friends, I've decided to cut them off because I know they only hung out with me because I have a car and would risk going to jail (I don't have a license) just to go out and hang out with people. I know I'm blessed to even have a girlfriend but I just really wish I had some good friends or, you know, a life. 

Hopefully college will be better. Moving out. These thoughts are the only thing that keep me going. I'm really lonely.",1.852772629310348,3.695911740625,3.0946982758620685,92.52875000000002,78.46875,5.913793103448278,22.59698275862069,6.8039241337230125,0.4872780172413789,1207,37,265,12,29,390,159,320,0.09699999999999999,0.6890000000000001,0.214,0.9916,0,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,1,2,2,15,24,3,2,13,1,23,4,1,2,1,57,57,16,0,6,12,4,3,4,9,2,3,0,0,2,13,24,0,1,9,3,0,13,6,9,0,0,5,6,51,15,35,47,2,40,1,3,3,0,36,16,1,9,12,165,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456464342391166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419374085910315,0.0,0.07482255863164515,0.21850739654602505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925483017416259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249264100361627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719309386434972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05779254418893332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842036035870416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080181810094603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837620741697792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053779063168028,0.0,0.0,0.1008387933046059,0.13593207103940005,0.0640190717546288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27693707837509113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055725388202383,0.15032515399021,0.0,0.0,0.09871809264681483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847363069774042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900527085744488,0.08825010132297326,0.3102018173823518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796515629325943,0.0,0.0,0.19699438831267316,0.0,0.0,0.09488652632235817,0.0,0.0,0.18988753220352247,0.17512024626775674,0.0,0.2373880071345777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782245205928992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981693107568024,0.09085284492623168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990577304418653,0.0,0.09524373285709478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171970909215491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044626620719326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212591151797706,0.07824603652174436,0.09362581958485204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481591600611225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305689303774106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069246963828913,0.1428188615425498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198577659255036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102965676688405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953445509698625,0.0,0.0,0.07114218611224328,0.0522536745899827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393956333051807,0.052855678382938094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304976552348052,0.17276619088857922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365803339601127,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sammie4684,2019/07/27,Feeling lonely tonight 😔 So I’m a 30 year old female who is married but I get to spend little time with my husband. He works a lot and when we are together things are often times more rocky than great. I haven’t always had the largest group of friends but I have made a couple of amazing friends through Reddit. Tonight my Snapchat is dead. I send msgs but no one has replied. Perhaps they are in bed already unlike me. Anyone wishing to keep me a bit of company please private msg me and let’s see if we connect. Please no one under 25 or over 35. Wish to keep things close to my age.,1.2403846153846132,3.5333361666666647,2.1700000000000017,95.94576923076923,83.16666666666666,4.3589743589743595,25.06410256410256,5.369823440869387,0.3739679487179486,460,19,98,2,13,144,89,120,0.094,0.674,0.231,0.9652,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,1,0,19,19,9,1,3,5,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,2,2,13,4,13,16,3,14,0,1,1,0,10,5,0,4,8,60,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058086637320004,0.0,0.14370183467594633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075719997824948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885457703491728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109139279332493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732328130644433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668581543805445,0.0,0.09022962668148078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040447963633256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070108084108354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659941703003976,0.0,0.0,0.17309269712135492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682499893007112,0.0,0.1634147351609258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812216164433949,0.0,0.2340545849716239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791496997561195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762107272018995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22947096723126426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201407760094844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971973763613924,0.0,0.0,0.125729056706663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111214376062113
lonely,IgneelSysyphus,2019/07/27,"Somebody else feels lonely being in a relationship? I've just took 6mg of clonazepam so, in any minute I'm gonna be sleep. don't worry, I'm not trying to kms. 
I'm in a relationship with my gf since 2 years and we see each other like two times in a month. I'm really tired, really.
We've been in a lot of things together, but this last year... I feel she's a stranger.

 It's not the """"normal"""" lonely of being emotionally single. It's worst. Because you're anxious about the other one. 
Why a I feeling like this?",0.7054797979797982,2.690687342592597,3.316868686868688,88.76954545454547,82.98148148148148,6.149494949494951,19.077441077441076,7.348242739294969,0.4083592592592589,395,10,87,6,11,138,74,108,0.154,0.762,0.084,-0.8463,0,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,8,0,5,2,1,0,0,13,15,3,0,1,4,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,2,4,5,2,11,9,4,11,0,2,1,0,5,5,0,1,7,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128257316626785,0.0,0.0,0.21306905050802316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114971363585685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755459947770964,0.2121543281770024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860918359646316,0.13473887093005832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537375874122625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428496081251966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034453768023627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054206496757366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847920616142159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780308017263758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24164934703767285,0.0,0.0,0.4049806335515321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502931206618763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560153348447368,0.0,0.1887403975631725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530024321422925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997661982957267,0.21677277146168888,0.0,0.0,0.20954619459685453,0.1280498646194884,0.0,0.18423888824512571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018594585510174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153670988111304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429098292936975
lonely,_AutumnRose,2019/07/27,am i the only one?  at school almost every single time i sit down i always try to leave a spot for someone to come sit down to talk to me. no one has sat beside me but maybe someone will... maybe.,2.16714285714286,2.8052938095238136,3.917619047619048,91.91071428571428,75.19047619047619,5.6000000000000005,18.761904761904766,3.1291,-0.5637238095238097,148,2,34,0,3,50,31,42,0.07,0.93,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,5,0,8,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498447538846769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760942485998413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492778727888526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102200170566807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641913949048574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013257011847837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381441710982882,0.1897609632345881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525139341670713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228121552356625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054390187522605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548926716879046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693985593794602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,loudpack456,2019/07/27,when you start to think about highschool😭 I wouldn't say i use to be the life of the party but i did have a bunch of friends in highschool and I definitely could have been to focused on money with that being said I started smoking when I was 12 I'm now 18 and am tired of it. it doesn't help me really just slows me down wastes money and the main issue Is I just smoke away all my pain. I know that weed is like a mask and when I quit I'll have to deal with all the pain. I didn't mention that I was expelled and arrested at 16 and shortly after just dropped out. will all this pain go away eventually? I still regret not showing my ex the way I loved her especially when she needed me probably one of my biggest regrets,2.9419480519480534,3.772542025974026,4.2751948051948085,89.34707792207794,73.54545454545455,7.1584415584415595,25.688311688311693,7.348242739294969,0.9965142857142856,568,18,129,6,11,188,97,154,0.19399999999999998,0.6809999999999999,0.124,-0.9207,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,10,8,0,0,7,0,17,6,0,1,3,25,27,11,0,5,5,1,0,1,1,2,5,2,0,0,6,9,0,0,2,1,2,1,4,5,0,1,6,2,22,3,19,16,5,22,0,2,0,1,11,9,0,0,11,94,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33894830695578865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401977698091406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859651825983301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936213204614162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251484020511492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090577194227052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827119526851366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913283594042904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740863492474575,0.08812518362479789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280115076141202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375043598673625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223102588915452,0.0,0.5758152098697058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448153210630295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918576983931914,0.0,0.0,0.11555686902835265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158390734569848,0.1434464364791136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553496015176107,0.0,0.14405272587586102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115581042881289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732175002985795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557915132415375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317826665024028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Heattalk,2019/07/27,"I'm an idiot. Hello. I just want to tell you my story. I was always that strange guy who didnt talk much to other people but his 3 friends. I was lucky. Those three were the most popular, (beautiful) guys in my class. (7-10  grade in germany).

But time passed and I realized something.

When they were bored they would meet without me. Or even with strangers.

I was their last choice. Their plan Z. But i would just play along. Because I was friends with the popular boys. I would ditch all the other classmates, because i thought I was one of them.

But i never was. I quickly married my wife  and got 2 kids. I am 20 years old since 7.6.2019.

I am disgusting and don't even know what I wanted to say. Haha fuck me. Nust wanted to tell you my story. I lovey family. But there is one thing, keeping me from getting happy. FRIENDS.
Don't ruin your reltionship to them. You
(or at least I) are nothing wirhout them.",0.34820512820513017,2.7915650000000016,1.4666666666666686,96.87807692307692,93.44444444444444,4.324786324786325,20.811965811965813,6.093298490706669,0.14776068376068394,700,25,148,7,26,219,115,180,0.078,0.7070000000000001,0.215,0.9840000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,4,7,1,7,14,3,0,4,1,18,1,0,0,2,30,28,11,0,6,10,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,4,7,6,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,5,0,3,11,1,36,9,14,14,4,11,0,1,0,1,27,3,1,4,7,104,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111005823664518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921052403041463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081457207545105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854206124124456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36521233261206204,0.14567003218446015,0.08232331643890889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602235007647192,0.0,0.0,0.31203623172498923,0.0,0.16773516585403292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400545965915973,0.0,0.0,0.08659581987514832,0.12843979253843354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583136954691613,0.0,0.12152695224716464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119173704129427,0.0,0.16534219440699716,0.0,0.21354570966601572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109238527847832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253052195797342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303427325585435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130433990433323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664802029868188,0.2754445603527211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468186417089052,0.0,0.0,0.12509221175015106,0.09187977041105704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27881489480986743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189092516642447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33579756098336755,0.0,0.0,0.10146929129427808
lonely,9mmrepeater,2019/07/27,"Today I got a haircut with a scalp massage (costs more) to have the caring touch of a woman again. Month 3 alone, bonus the hairdresser was cute.",4.578214285714285,5.8152175357142895,4.620000000000001,86.875,70.07142857142857,7.028571428571429,24.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.9772285714285708,113,3,22,1,2,35,25,28,0.065,0.619,0.316,0.8271,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,3,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5001889430186983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492398130076607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38625799244899306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854848439988899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577786595018637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Benis_andvageen,2019/07/27,"Missing love Despite how much you pain me I will never not care. I support and love you and you couldnt give a shit about me. I ask to do things and go places and I always get the same two responses. I'm working, and sorry I dont like going out in the evenings. I told you how I feel about you and you belittled me. But I still tried to make an effort. I tried so hard to be a good friend and support you but I never received anything in return. When I asked you to hang out you would ask: is (insert ex-bestfriends name) going to be there? It hurt.

 You made me feel so empty when we talked because I know deep down that none of what I say even affects you. I told you I was going to a crisis center and you didnt say shit. I told you I wanted to die and you laughed it off. I hurt so much and sacrifice my mental health for the people I love and you couldnt care less. I'm tired of trying to make friends when nobody wants to make an effort for me. Those I cherish abandon me in my time of need and my friends turn out to be nothing more that strangers. 

You say you dont like it when I smoke or drink or self harm and that is why we arent friends. But I know the reason you got all the support you needed when you were at your darkest and dont want to sacrifice your precious time for somebody else who truly needs you. You say you're trying to focus on school and your boyfriend but you were my friend long before you two met. I helped you go through the hardest time in your life and you abandon me when I am there. 

I've come to accept that nobody but my parents will be there for me when I need it. I've learned that nobody wants to put in the effort and time to help me. That even though I pain myself to support others I still get ridiculed for being myself. I have to put on a show for everyone and when I dont I'm told I'm weird or annoying or butch. I get called a fat pig or a cow. Words hurt and indifference hurts so much more. 

I miss having someone who loved me for me.",1.7414991596638671,3.109914336470592,2.9170084033613466,95.77682352941179,77.4,5.515966386554623,21.31932773109244,5.6839178017228535,-0.12109075630252075,1543,39,362,7,35,496,178,425,0.172,0.6659999999999999,0.162,-0.6152,2,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,2,31,0,4,25,38,4,0,15,0,25,13,3,8,3,69,77,44,1,11,11,1,3,2,5,3,6,4,0,1,16,25,2,2,7,2,0,10,12,16,0,2,11,7,82,22,43,56,9,44,2,8,0,4,65,16,2,5,20,247,98,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448695347669786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053886782862784366,0.0,0.18365279662159614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039917720394072334,0.0,0.05572105833413876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686528250025915,0.0,0.13352820210086544,0.0,0.0,0.056407652755708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796083064860163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069815179464764,0.06414823581646753,0.0,0.0,0.05470249506142532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975235869380722,0.0,0.0,0.06257164245710398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622016450529357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25295932851865016,0.0,0.10263621509704884,0.062817089552549,0.18607698347278945,0.054923884134175135,0.052372594581928535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865974621691498,0.0,0.0,0.06960517748366132,0.0,0.0,0.08778351029939647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804028604402801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071975292700998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046252453611101065,0.06398319815581151,0.0,0.0,0.057950236689631375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364032132633292,0.061961429317858724,0.1311308761490401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599128267409816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441222577111965,0.1942187306094287,0.10100877815650912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283253362118962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393566786050033,0.0,0.07271092426558304,0.0,0.0,0.04539754359627145,0.0,0.0684156114974676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316566448188803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732724698320737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829827280848867,0.0,0.06627211164646457,0.0,0.0,0.06831286443476907,0.0,0.13443435117692631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055483382431325085,0.0,0.0,0.07330265787390512,0.0,0.0,0.10458933219183007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29723652079537777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263261173658327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0435038771216037,0.0,0.06433653996721474,0.0,0.15273424001691746,0.07526287077396399,0.0,0.2502865698284159,0.0,0.17783415045156434,0.07122650627840359,0.12793440379095164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449385965182005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908806149438878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04767227418420531,0.0,0.0,0.04651711782952408,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,russianbot212,2019/07/27,I finally asked the woman I like for a drink She's spent most of the night talking to the guy she slept with a few weeks back. I can tell where I stand.,3.416470588235292,2.8653094705882367,4.228235294117649,95.02705882352943,71.94117647058823,7.976470588235292,22.882352941176467,7.1686216300943375,0.31798823529411724,118,2,31,1,2,38,27,34,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,4,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,5,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352069792871703,0.0,0.0,0.27571197257786884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512541613882055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927870410421391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35503265940815365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517523533660098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364860586059095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881984775091612,0.3133989096103568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28761673242331104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ancient_river,2018/11/21,Thanksgiving How many of you guys are alone on Thanksgiving? and why?,3.5500000000000007,6.707287333333337,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,92.33333333333334,9.066666666666668,22.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.789866666666668,56,2,10,2,2,16,11,12,0.177,0.823,0.0,-0.3313,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5247702719692212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5016953445111663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.513696537254308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572021550322189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,stockyscholar,2018/11/21,I might die... I just took a bunch of sleeping pills and drank some ZzzQuil...part of me is scared but the other part of me just wants to die. I even wrote a suicide note. ,-0.05249999999999844,1.98118652777778,0.7033333333333367,106.05000000000004,86.5,3.6,17.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.2868666666666666,129,3,33,0,4,39,27,36,0.33399999999999996,0.6659999999999999,0.0,-0.9387,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,8,6,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,4,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5299082912160317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861882062674027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708258535854062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5529155436487109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555931351926233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25547767538191457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792494405568829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836402559913673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057860607010895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TrainerAbu,2018/11/21,"I'm so very lonely I vented about something that makes me sad, and I keep refreshing but no one replied to my thread yet, and it got downvoted to 0.

And the other night I vented while I was crying a lot, and I went to that thread and the reply someone made that says saying ""Maybe I'd believe you if you didn't type like that And post the same thing on 20 other subs like you are totally not just looking for attention."" is upvoted to 9.

I really wish that I wasn't lonely. =(",6.0912000000000015,4.5928777200000015,6.960000000000001,80.78500000000003,66.8,10.4,30.0,9.3871,2.2783,372,10,81,6,5,125,69,100,0.196,0.7659999999999999,0.038,-0.938,0,4,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,2,1,18,13,10,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,6,3,12,2,7,7,3,6,0,3,1,0,5,1,0,2,5,55,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622964067480043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557301320415621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619889960176667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693164151993912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22747777124115875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550121407841745,0.0,0.0,0.1979261785735268,0.0,0.2202898299928585,0.15540204463596718,0.0,0.23388827733192746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184757980153869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775763636514642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296699670615536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914362692334435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702786686003919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725860132317136,0.17922800672578798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466818310445446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209209022300927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581659391863325,0.0,0.0,0.2677192556292267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rabrabii13,2018/11/21,"Cheating signals, is it over now? My boyfriend and I are together for 5 years. We went to the restaurant (me, boyfriend, two male friends of him)

I have suspicions of my bf cheating on me with a colleague named Janna but not sure. He met Janna after we got together. Boyfriend told us the colleagues at work earlier complained about his beard growing too long. He said only Maria wasn't complaining.

Male friend said; **Maria likes those hairy feel between her legs. Was she that girl with which you..** silence. He stopped his sentence. (Maria is not the girl i am concerned about but this friend tends to swap people and dont remember names correctly). I asked him what does he mean. He says it's just a joke. I ask him; do you talk about Janna. No answer. Bf jumps in and tells me it's all joking.

What do I do?

Tl;dr boyfriends friend said something weird at the restaurant . By the way we just bought a house together this very month.",1.6152542372881342,4.3700930790960495,1.5712000000000008,96.40812203389834,89.96045197740114,4.639909604519774,22.899209039548026,6.360717304075467,0.5378155480225986,733,28,146,8,25,216,115,177,0.158,0.757,0.085,-0.9318,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,4,2,0,1,7,13,2,0,8,0,11,1,1,0,3,24,24,5,0,0,6,0,1,1,6,0,0,4,0,4,10,8,0,1,4,2,1,3,5,5,0,1,10,5,24,8,18,14,1,15,0,0,0,0,42,5,0,0,7,85,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906052500974603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360146170918947,0.0,0.18215848554830136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858821573191141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803279467403672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430862388194505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934110146684368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759334474242297,0.0,0.0,0.1375473992462226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693048236079737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405980308919093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820871758345028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775303796043678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606771820445244,0.0,0.4435380581815511,0.1236012453483822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965477199294527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994336024153338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648746403912255,0.0,0.0,0.12492578587170032,0.1358494514363396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851650619882778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182892703102624,0.0,0.18695872178135764,0.0,0.0,0.12824298878940396,0.0,0.12337017564998345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440817526757248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315220963305425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008945206476397
lonely,waitingdaisy,2018/11/21,"Just another friendless story lol Yah so I haven't made a friend since high school. I'm 26 now and they've just been dwindling since then. I've worked 10 jobs but haven't made a single friend at work. Actually I worked a job where someone decided they didn't like me and somehow got other people to treat me like shit too. I can't even get people to text me back... How did she manage to get a group of 3 people to actively be bitchy towards me?? That was a few years ago, but sometimes I still think about it. 

I feel like a leper. I don't know what's wrong with me that I'm so inherently unlikeable. How have I been so many places and -no one- likes me?? I can't even make friends on the internet. I created a Reddit account to have some socialization, but nobody talks to me. Not even on r/casualConversations. Sometimes someone will try to fight me on the internet.... 

I just feel like I don't get people. I don't belong anywhere. People must be able to tell I'm fucked up somehow. Idk. I fear I'm like Boyle from the Brooklyn 99. Just a social reject that nobody likes because I suck. ",1.2924324324324346,3.5929715990991014,2.900382882882884,90.74354729729731,83.00900900900902,5.681981981981982,20.511261261261264,6.996647511020387,0.4101585585585581,853,25,182,11,24,280,123,222,0.251,0.659,0.09,-0.9902,3,0,0,0,1,0,32.0,0,0,1,3,20,18,4,1,11,2,18,2,1,5,1,26,35,12,0,1,8,0,2,7,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,10,7,0,1,8,2,24,11,18,23,3,15,0,1,0,1,11,9,3,3,13,109,30,7,0.10969195809881707,0.0,0.10704352784925968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723530242057386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150215822846254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434634489749862,0.0,0.06686719953309324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735151138431946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234339490408082,0.11092709977865528,0.15672791356656898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25424320417343743,0.10140844770969193,0.17192856221406316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773067944269812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158955762378076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21770468533255435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028383147857697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751296498058283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758636598738064,0.07322023380297436,0.11121042867858977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433010965794709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802329612007305,0.0,0.11460474947008982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101411777015288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259721867264168,0.18147664252951928,0.0,0.0,0.22363427489546087,0.18588328026653853,0.0,0.21697630275167204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760013943259401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816624086230533,0.0958756062471296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702861775825804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447363917986094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395711557625635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993093644899055,0.0,0.0706380246235231
lonely,JustToSatisfy,2018/11/21,"I’ll be there for you I’m someone who loves giving attention and support. It does not matter where you’re from I’ll still give you attention and affection.


I’m someone who’s majoring in psychology/child development. I’m Italian, and I love music. I might not sing or play instruments because it sounds like a seal giving birth to a camel while a whale is humping it. I like deep conversations and also just tell the shittiest jokes. I am an open book and can talk about anything. I also do movie scripts and write stuff.


If you’re bad at talking, I’ll still be here for you. I’m really patient and I won’t judge you. So it’s ok if you’re not good at conversations. You can also vent to me whenever you want without feeling you’re a burden. 


If I missed anything, just message me and please know that this post will not expire so you can message me anytime.",1.7720134638922893,4.245126593023258,3.3079681762545903,87.46983476132192,82.48837209302326,6.411750305997553,24.75030599755202,7.669130373188453,1.4390069767441855,682,27,136,12,19,224,101,172,0.096,0.711,0.193,0.946,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,7,0,0,13,12,0,0,6,1,11,3,0,1,0,29,25,18,0,4,11,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,2,17,9,10,20,1,11,0,1,0,3,22,6,0,5,6,82,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776377186960509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590669885085097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142922913816535,0.0959545463768914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774893159457582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959028951778695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453000717968841,0.0,0.13202648686657786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650740189179014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380334082643013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28413399947170803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669851706610466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278687838282453,0.0,0.0,0.15075349472756533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083969065910488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667428269999089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514127016085656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801946705772948,0.0,0.1786249016602238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25303741465982404,0.13758165992131546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928434043487294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517358381274313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,indistinctskeleton,2018/11/21,"I put on a false air of ‘not giving a shit’ I’ve built a great facade of laughing off my loneliness. I get comments from people about what a strong and independent woman I am. I don’t feel fucking strong. I feel like I’m just treading water, but trying to keep a smile on my face so nobody sees my frantic paddling. For all the benefits I’ve had of being unattached, I’d give them all up to have someone to hold me. I get so lonely that my skin literally aches all over. I don’t even need much, just the simple feeling of someone’s fingers intertwined with mine would be like finding a pond in the Sahara. 

But there’s no pond. So I move through life, building superficial connections. Travel alone, eat out alone, wearing the upholstery down on my driver seat while the other seats remain untouched. Movies alone. Sleeping on a mattress with the center worn into an impression of my body because I’ve never had a reason to sleep to one side. 

I’ve begun to mourn the loss of my own future. A wedding I’ll never plan. Children I’ll never have. Life is just a straight fucking road to nowhere. There’s an expiration date for this. Only so many more years I can sit back and watch those around me gather up a surplus of the things I’ve worked toward my entire life. ",3.3623809523809527,5.233268480000003,4.345657142857147,85.11006666666667,74.2,6.521904761904763,25.904761904761905,7.2636822038024595,1.2843961904761905,1000,35,191,11,21,324,155,250,0.127,0.758,0.115,-0.7256,0,5,1,1,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,5,13,15,3,1,21,0,12,15,8,2,6,29,26,9,1,2,6,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,1,2,6,7,2,2,5,1,0,3,7,7,0,1,3,7,21,8,35,20,6,32,0,3,2,2,8,19,3,0,11,123,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132884310397428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841102269915943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227986830123813,0.0,0.08108434775956973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774901994747142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361069451880597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785476116947312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176824206526395,0.09502551875956806,0.0,0.0,0.12157275801012865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24593935134912706,0.13898907511914485,0.2551990787168941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664885302372396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822931636200887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818560275721157,0.12996824064145931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348557310075889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413732638616204,0.09778089379487546,0.0986284971855235,0.30776673169046403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901340044535454,0.10116345019192326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092215441564567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371621760917854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676096365692025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599526074626704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653737706024804,0.0,0.0,0.2662209363270908,0.0,0.2254053503820237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836886141277557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030805088811854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968360723077682,0.0,0.0,0.09448961818526376,0.0,0.0,0.08565691689821901
lonely,babytalk101,2018/11/21,"Someone willingly talked to me today... She told me about her life and offered to bring me food after I said I love some dish. She mentioned that her mom’s a chef. She also offered to text me some tips about some other unrelated topic.(can’t share too much)

I haven’t had that kind of a conversation with someone (outside my family) in years....I’m not sure how to interpret it and am probably overthinking everything.

I think she mentioned that she’s coming to class on Thursday even though it’s thanksgiving break and she supposedly has nothing better to do and then asked me if I’m doing anything over the break...

I can’t tell if she feels sorry for me, is trying to get me to do something for her(I’m the group leader for our group in college and she’s kinda slacked off), or genuinely found me somewhat interesting. Probably not the latter but we do have a few things in common.

I don’t think I will ask her out for Thursday but I want to text her (and talk to her more) and see where things go from there. 

I’m a nervous fucking wreck normally and I’m not sure how I came across to her. The conversation went somewhat smoothly I think....but I did leave kinda abruptly.

Any people with some knowledge bombs they can drop on me. I’m not sure about what to think about this situation.... I don’t personally know or talk to many people but I believe I’m at least somewhat socially aware.",3.3838888888888903,5.5241640740740765,4.224907407407412,84.80958333333334,74.92592592592592,7.3148148148148175,26.805555555555557,8.212053250817874,1.805555555555555,1100,42,213,19,24,353,148,270,0.08,0.8909999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.8947,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,2,0,1,1,12,10,1,1,8,0,17,5,0,2,3,49,42,20,0,4,11,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,10,14,2,0,8,0,0,5,8,2,0,0,7,4,40,8,36,33,11,26,0,0,1,2,38,11,1,13,7,150,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714306797826812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826067866049453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996311608850374,0.0,0.2271244122504092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368600991445824,0.0,0.10743427309494456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389344013432045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463947634537801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023272378246428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091733964248423,0.0,0.11451529367450047,0.0,0.0614211281521329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688737835048515,0.13319045653447212,0.0,0.1123011649076644,0.06346538266322968,0.0,0.06903672519346211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649693913142113,0.06675917690331136,0.0,0.0,0.1286238953455001,0.0,0.0,0.0858009913391539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963542725918643,0.0,0.0,0.12315601877902267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226939920178094,0.0,0.0,0.08929769244848508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190191624269918,0.11655800400078385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684301670857812,0.10606679792009173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26193998957345915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555001242107404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967994035212346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365423632286695,0.0,0.12382789674454728,0.20584980228225172,0.09351696073192148,0.0,0.13598069339755772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434646740977385,0.0,0.0,0.2929096671328002,0.10617401716476696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614044442059374,0.3113436719602353,0.11934802324072233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151435680915648,0.11607403571883305,0.0,0.08247317283422076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164877362720473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126080254279921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Darth4212,2018/11/21,"I still feel like I am missing something I have a decent amount of friends be them digital or IRL and I am generally well liked at school. But there just seems to be this feeling like I am craving or missing something. And it just gets worse when I am alone, I just get that feeeling and I don't understand why",1.4614285714285735,3.871138634920637,2.5295238095238126,92.95714285714287,83.28571428571428,5.504761904761906,26.46031746031746,6.868970318607317,1.1167841269841268,246,11,52,3,7,78,44,63,0.142,0.6409999999999999,0.218,0.628,0,1,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,14,16,7,0,0,6,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,9,5,3,14,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,5,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25435506327299545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483533054524633,0.35089617837836184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974065030484874,0.0,0.2566191478472739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35994561945279085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24854812895245004,0.0,0.2235740570495865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781312231210523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612686376541924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556657296622345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081307184909185,0.0,0.22160493702393005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502751145381273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ASDNF1,2018/11/21,"Just flip through my messaging apps I just flip through my messaging apps all day hoping someone will text me. But NOPE! not even cam girls text me. Girl I pay money to talk won’t even message me! 

I talk other girls who are not cam girls. So I recently had this conversation with a girl. She basically said how much she likes talking to me, yet took her 3 months to respond to messages? She said she was “busy”. LMFAO.  In this day where you have your phone on you 24/7 you can take two seconds to answer to look at your messages!",2.346,4.5087737428571435,3.0021428571428608,92.24035714285715,78.23809523809524,6.104761904761905,23.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.7907904761904763,413,14,88,5,10,129,70,105,0.013000000000000001,0.8859999999999999,0.10099999999999999,0.8836,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,1,10,13,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,5,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,5,3,20,2,12,6,2,10,0,0,1,0,29,4,0,1,6,60,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855954203589948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924919052467428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199202172307698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817472445647182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593720035544328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673548970219852,0.0,0.16276932258470592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862573335471988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212426263373541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876086153682362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648043293529566,0.5339075041073631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460059872653158,0.0,0.0,0.21629535999260133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BlackGooeyGhost,2018/11/21,"I’m just lonely I see my friends just getting into relationships being all lovey dovey and I’m here, never had no one to call “boyfriend” “the love of my life” “mine”, no one to hold at night or just to be around and feel happy, I wish I could have that someone in my life that is more special than just a friend or basically someone to talk to, if you want to be virtual friends I would love that so I can talk to you about things I would normally be comfortable about and you can talk to me too. ",4.8044012944983825,4.510834893203885,5.310825242718448,87.56228964401299,69.0,8.808414239482202,28.81715210355987,8.344100000000001,1.620121035598706,386,12,89,5,6,124,63,103,0.021,0.68,0.299,0.9849,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,10,9,0,0,2,0,12,4,0,0,2,22,21,7,0,7,7,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,2,14,8,16,13,2,6,0,1,1,2,13,4,0,3,2,68,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349283143178938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606293809967405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137665560987738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718213913326807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996402401967711,0.0,0.09008378693056696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354725726788615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435746196707617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112365845697597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298307874511894,0.0,0.0,0.1618071003503094,0.16893771720594328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336762783817829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511754008038311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373986333318851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921865267384183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157607019232883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455003461216293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169942394452866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982776895876473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449683940829233,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,willy5_00,2018/11/21,"Minneapolis FWB Looking for FWB that can host near MSP airport during the day.
48, 5'7"" 160 7.5 cut DDF 
Younger a ++++
BBW a ++++",-5.109517045454545,-7.413151781249999,-0.07420454545454369,100.77602272727276,160.5625,2.4136363636363645,15.40909090909091,4.851557810540192,-1.0239124999999998,101,4,28,1,11,39,23,32,0.067,0.665,0.268,0.8109,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6090918037437143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7930997255151641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thrwwy236,2019/02/22,"I feel so sad I don't want to live anymore I don't know what I do wrong. I try to be nice to other people but I can't make friends. I try to put myself out there but every failure just makes me feel worse. Everyone seems to have someone except me. I want to cry all day. Every day seems like I'm in a prison.
Every time it's the same: I meet someone I like, I try to show interest and I try to be nice to them, things seem to be ok until they stop answering my texts, I give them space but nothing, I never hear from them again, some of them block me if I insist. It's been years without someone I could consider a friend. A life like this isn't worth it.",0.19785714285714207,1.902133388888892,2.2700396825396822,97.10750000000002,83.16666666666667,5.2253968253968255,18.61904761904762,6.1826913282559595,-0.3300202380952384,504,12,123,4,14,169,86,144,0.226,0.609,0.16399999999999998,-0.838,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,5,0,4,11,0,0,4,1,11,1,0,2,2,27,24,7,0,4,7,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,7,2,0,2,7,1,1,1,6,2,0,0,1,3,26,9,17,19,3,12,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,5,11,78,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538831835911894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899782676590504,0.0,0.14995766653110018,0.17608452138443656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450647319183106,0.13044797635881555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380543344340912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094560545675015,0.0,0.0,0.13095967903508626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386473709898268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502624920798005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642609236819093,0.20008613469222844,0.0,0.12054713459820787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225250033487733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052904333942187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099187648782687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464379487648192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723743069864394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728402275920351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470115858635366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413444080134433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090695920890462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960424142840476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707447038776261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104269090633966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315976500990117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391226273394237,0.0,0.14926006036902256,0.0,0.08791256144439374
lonely,roses0161,2019/02/22,"I love sleeping Whenever my brain is in pain , I like to shutdown
With rest, day naps, sleeping throughout  the day, or  anytime I  feel something is unbearable to be awake and  deal with lately. When I’m not sleeping I feel
empty, lost, nothing matters, and drugs help me feel ok.",11.225192307692303,7.598294211538466,9.753846153846156,71.44115384615388,58.80769230769231,11.93846153846154,47.153846153846146,8.841846274778883,4.507584615384613,217,11,39,2,2,67,39,52,0.113,0.6629999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.7592,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,1,3,7,4,0,0,10,9,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,6,3,5,7,1,5,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315470311562835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26753483897152325,0.2138388003483908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24053897294768906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146302455356808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902788073601166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339764838297285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133393403813246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22642119607959,0.0,0.18720279940440032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902311859789573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207073244939068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.622703238918824,0.0,0.0,0.159680472621501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tagadaah,2019/02/22,"Just a lil vent.. im the one at fault for feeling lonely... i let it be a part of me and didn't do something to kinda get rid of the loneliness, instead i built walls around myself, walls that i can't seem to be able to breakdown... and if even i can't do that, who will take the time and effort to do that..well nobody... after sometimes everyone seem to give up on me and i don't blame them, since i can't open up and i have trust issues and insecurities... i distract myself with books and other things in order to forget about this loneliness... interacting with people whether in real life or online is a big thing.... yeaah even online, because i just scroll through the newsfeeds and stare at my screen...too scared to send a text...

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lonely,Mustard_yay,2019/02/22,"Are my feelings irrelevant because I'm ""only"" 15? (Btw I'm rather emotional right now so sorry if I sound quite ignorant or dramatic)

I was talking to someone in their mid- twenties about loniless, she eventually found out I was 15 and told me that I couldn't possible understand what it feels like to be lonley etc. She then told me ""to get over it and play Fortnite"" (well that part was kinda funny).

It hurts because I do feel Sad, lonely, depressed and suicidal. I felt like this since I was 10 (maybe earlier). I know the struggles of work and marriage (I've seen it through my parents). I know the struggle some may have with drug addiction (I've seen it through my sister). I understand what it's like having a sibling with a mental disorders (I've seen it with my older brother). I know what's it's like feeling distant from your ""friends"". I do feel alone and I hate myself.

I know I'm still young and life gets harder and more shit but that doesn't mean ""I don't get it"".
Idk I just want someone to understand. 
And I don't play Fortnite.

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lonely,scottydoesntgrow,2019/02/22,"Let's not forget about the benefits of having some alone time. Some people think of “being alone” as a bad thing.

But actually, being alone isn’t’ necessarily a bad thing, as there are a handful of benefits that emerge once you learn to embrace some solitude.

I’m not advocating you go all Tom Hanks in Cast Away, because no one can argue the benefits, and the joys, that come along with fulfilling relationships with other people. 

But in the meantime there are some plus sides that align with productivity, individual thinking (not always going with a group think perspective) and if you paint or write you get more from yourself. Meditation for example, harnessing the solitude to benefit you can improve some things. 

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/high-octane-women/201201/6-reasons-you-should-spend-more-time-alone
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lonely,SkylarThomas,2019/02/22,"Loneliness – The Dilemma of the Awakening Mind Today I wish to address to you a certain brand of loneliness. It is perhaps the most debilitating form of the condition. The state is sometimes referred to as “isolation” or the sense of being disconnected, apart, abandoned or simply “different” from everyone else you know. 

This situation is compounded when friends, coworkers and even family members begin seeing you differently. They’re not so much intrigued by your positive changes but rather disappointed by your shift in attitude and may even be concerned for your mental stability. These otherwise well-meaning souls are occasionally characterized as the “sleeping” and you may very well be part of the “awakening.”  

https://www.shift.is/2019/02/loneliness-the-dilemma-of-the-awakening-mind/",12.491987179487175,15.394779512820516,9.881271367521368,50.26754807692311,53.017094017094024,13.713247863247863,45.394230769230774,12.815532586354998,7.24081282051282,661,36,76,23,8,196,86,117,0.10400000000000001,0.81,0.086,-0.3205,2,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,7,0,0,6,5,0,0,9,0,9,1,1,0,1,17,13,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,8,3,15,8,4,6,1,2,1,0,8,2,0,5,3,61,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976866874438997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904846902142902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610827975132593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468554982318141,0.0,0.0,0.17856500794388114,0.0,0.0,0.17616708334511108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443774934863751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270042632912953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203559307623504,0.0,0.0,0.1883238708813756,0.0,0.3773765961322241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737304008330295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236507630078826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891345985937596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005290307699484,0.18700779844473334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482201818769506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713360290807156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418966482600788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33604225337456894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148945448249083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dank_boredom,2019/02/22,I'm curious about how girls see guys with certain attributes like weaknesses and characteristics Like are certain things a instant turn off are others something that make us not approachable that kind of thing ,8.087904761904763,11.230394171428578,6.154285714285718,71.71904761904764,64.42857142857143,9.23809523809524,37.38095238095238,9.725611199111238,4.2865238095238105,176,9,25,4,3,51,31,35,0.061,0.659,0.28,0.7906,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,2,8,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,4,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32844554449328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454254387045699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32411398797947905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141933320478646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643303202216187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25536694728701226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407474309775961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36080576878200266,0.0,0.0,0.3990068866856562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vortex1082,2019/02/22,No Friends It seems weird I guess to complain about having no friends. I mean I am married and have kids and very blessed with that. Here I am though 36 years old and no friends. I don’t know how to make any. My wife has plenty and goes out with her friend from time to time while I sit alone. Often spending time with the kids which is great but it would be nice to associate with someone in my age range. I spend most of my time at work which honestly feels like high school where it’s nothing but cliques and I’m hated it seems by all. ,1.4495698051948054,3.5002396875000024,1.5505519480519503,102.08081168831171,80.69642857142857,4.7870129870129885,20.89610389610389,5.565023196281405,-0.3862607142857142,423,12,101,2,11,125,78,112,0.121,0.685,0.19399999999999998,0.8792,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,12,1,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,1,24,18,10,0,1,2,1,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,2,7,10,0,0,5,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,11,9,15,16,2,14,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,5,9,61,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720625684768238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635272342016913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865124504868714,0.12223267253352893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5287605440946934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863649957461112,0.1884840870214621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689241663855796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077476686810576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403116094003973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358999564254835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420945583463005,0.0,0.0,0.18637622744278431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641734506241922,0.0,0.17953890285789104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731606322728739,0.0,0.311522965324148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449710495675514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681032286763756,0.0,0.3990752205412366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117403117763688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456161324177716,0.0,0.0,0.1215433360240887,0.0,0.0,0.11018170708378773
lonely,ChoppedSuey64,2019/02/22,"I just want to make someone happy. 16M, high school kid who’s never really been in a legitimate relationship. I need to vent off right now. I’m really just hopeless in finding a gf. I’m actually pretty a pretty good looking guy, just a bit of a baby face and highish voice. I also can be very charismatic and I’m extremely nice, I wouldn’t harm a fly. But I’m just not attractive. There’s just so many dudes out there who are just simply better. They have cars, and nice houses, and a new fucking outfit for every day, loads of sexual experience, and better social skills than me. 

What do I have? All I fucking have is a humongous heart that NOBODY wants me to give to them. I can’t have people over my house, I’m almost 17 and I just got my fucking learners permit for driving, and I’m just not somebody anyone wants to commit to. I always try to be as positive and confident as I can, but it’s so fucking difficult when nothing goes good for me. 

I just want dig a hole and bury myself and hope somebody will give enough of a shit to dig me out.",1.9087209302325585,3.8723691162790654,4.079709302325587,84.96002906976747,78.76744186046511,6.904651162790699,22.377906976744185,7.908726449838941,1.165795348837209,820,25,166,14,20,282,124,215,0.073,0.7709999999999999,0.156,0.8901,0,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,2,3,16,17,5,0,10,0,15,7,3,2,3,39,36,18,0,7,13,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,5,12,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,2,2,20,9,23,30,3,15,0,1,1,4,11,8,5,2,5,106,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.11860017769230012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169928435603193,0.0,0.0,0.09719112627047513,0.10112647169165563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497977491172644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497484523514065,0.13268423851924954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837972282231466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255776661661439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239809015529593,0.0,0.0,0.11888409898602223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108036610945796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494268886506235,0.0,0.23317400673189664,0.0,0.20387480891056955,0.09720227257104716,0.0,0.0,0.12033830042754258,0.0,0.12937577581436865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440190129050609,0.0,0.12840791229257453,0.0,0.12071121902377575,0.0,0.280469079032318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205840281260542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112524796392515,0.12321694611085104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011632009928436,0.0937349282082856,0.11737881430044275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661566718490927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425674614607348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24728863556120256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571627445106492,0.0,0.0,0.13048261097027758,0.0,0.10378983154924007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299944105387706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475345693986704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388915646558538,0.10297581980240933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251397368519033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002787221220612,0.28673687787106644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SiriasLee,2019/02/22,"Afraid of even trying to make friends My life is fucked up, on many levels, and partially restrains me from being totally free of hanging out with people. I am very capable of interacting with others, but eventually there will be a moment when they want to know about me and it will either lead to them ditching me or me being afraid to ""stain"" them if they are actually nice and end up being evasive out of fear. 

Aside online acquaintances I barely speak with people. I'm so alone it pains me, but I can't ignore this need to reach out to others",3.743228511530397,5.7611753773584935,4.6995597484276725,82.34659329140463,73.52830188679245,7.352620545073376,23.09853249475891,8.167268648758528,1.3416029350104828,434,12,81,7,9,141,74,106,0.122,0.7490000000000001,0.128,-0.5043,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,1,5,9,1,3,1,0,10,3,0,2,1,22,16,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,5,9,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,6,0,0,0,1,13,4,21,10,2,12,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,2,3,63,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.2672614801864929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836508286393192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24257104029550236,0.0,0.0,0.18089116898048974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081843488227176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159434372167124,0.2531920647876356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051396713088624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344527882545384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281299634800247,0.27766521132103983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307407263065333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29142120519271064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797394427033671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594244268661853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259747011095083,0.16153795865866175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MDAsasageru,2019/02/22,I feel different I feel completly different from everyone around me and I feel like nobody understands me in the slightest or cares enough to anyway I can easily start a conversation and maintain it but everytime I do it always seems off and I still feel like even when I am talking to someone i’m still alone,4.5872881355932185,6.805739254237295,5.612000000000003,75.84444067796613,71.71186440677965,10.143728813559322,30.444067796610174,10.355215969177356,3.7011803389830495,252,11,44,8,5,83,41,59,0.044000000000000004,0.8009999999999999,0.155,0.6369,2,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,12,6,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,3,6,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,6,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757650500212754,0.0,0.0,0.16676696433767574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841786316483288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434334732398152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21013840792896785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187961746702495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070892598625677,0.0,0.13237668588116505,0.0,0.0,0.1915115858084502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40535706652096665,0.2863626986194796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958319018446124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245644798385502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981671150352548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185955717653212,0.0,0.3201141616257843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610914232565286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864612612466835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kasp1995,2019/02/22,"Uhh... 23 and I’d like to have intimacy or good things happening to me for a change, yea. Male.",-2.2094999999999985,-0.8447889499999999,1.1099999999999994,96.01000000000002,113.5,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,0.2499999999999996,71,2,18,2,4,25,19,20,0.0,0.748,0.252,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5836987246203214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627978843314426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879277423411402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26956659389684423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665709847269456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-SadLonelyGuy-,2019/02/22,"I tried grindr today! Didn't work great. Not that it's a great app to begin with, it's obviously just for hookups but I wanted to give it a shot. I made my profile and got blocked by the three different people I sent messages to. It wasn't anything bad, just a ""Hey! How's it going? :D""

It just makes me feel sick, I don't think I look that abysmal but maybe I do. ",-0.7863291139240509,1.2939489113924092,1.232772151898736,100.29498101265824,91.53164556962022,4.1726582278481015,18.026582278481012,5.6839178017228535,-0.6069048101265819,280,8,69,2,10,92,54,79,0.162,0.7859999999999999,0.051,-0.8022,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,3,1,16,15,4,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,5,2,9,2,6,10,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,40,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080135024613799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105779965424654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640976175338507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781138175747386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424862297964377,0.14365869700621886,0.0,0.2021684400740254,0.5573739161204998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122685771362998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23918321423531064,0.16873026111089576,0.0,0.25394794642142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752433814920765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619689596718254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23960254363640546,0.0,0.0,0.17161863506895986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909411523408306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402428566958204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UnknownGraves,2019/02/22,Help/Advice Part 2 Hello All! I’ve done this once before and was able to help 2 people in a very positive way and give new aspects on their life. So with Thad being said if you need help or just someone to talk to about a certain situation or problem your having do not hesitate to pm me and I will get to your question hopefully fairly quickly.,2.8396190476190446,4.6785602,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,75.57142857142857,6.9523809523809526,25.952380952380953,7.793537801064563,1.5583809523809524,274,10,53,4,6,92,57,70,0.036000000000000004,0.748,0.21600000000000005,0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,2,15,11,7,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,6,2,9,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,5,2,36,7,0,0.21451166730865856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961831862928093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825336293488224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195199125168855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207349252620932,0.20577913779738308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313479466553342,0.0,0.0,0.21305848727593804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151593448378126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590576832419033,0.0,0.20717670499350846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22844792478025505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23229523168589966,0.0,0.14871538057402364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525869518091736,0.0,0.0,0.24030216068703114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040497182880709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411201017414697,0.0,0.0,0.1817550395939548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724163526251598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769945910088301,0.0,0.17026937681337426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,unattractive_faliure,2019/02/22,"Craving physical intimacy An embarrassing topic I wouldn’t speak about if not for the anonymity, but I wish I had someone to hold. It’s not even like a sexual urge, I’m just so tired of sleeping alone. Is that weird? I wish there was someone I could speak freely with; talk about my desires, my feelings and for them to reciprocate that openness. No guessing, just honesty. Finding that type of relationship, either a girlfriend or just a close friend, has proven difficult. I’ve been more social as of late, but nights like these, where I’m alone and depressed, makes me wonder if it’ll ever happen. If this emptiness is permanent and not just temporary. I’ll be fine in the morning, maybe even happy, but these low points have been occurring more and more. I either need to get a girlfriend or sleeping pills, these nights are driving me crazy. ",5.331666666666667,7.179910738853509,5.070461783439495,82.01274150743102,69.0,7.781104033970277,30.28078556263269,8.344100000000001,2.2553358811040334,674,27,121,10,12,207,102,157,0.212,0.63,0.158,-0.8022,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,12,10,0,1,7,0,13,4,2,1,1,37,24,14,0,9,17,0,1,2,3,2,2,2,0,0,9,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,4,3,11,5,13,16,5,11,0,2,0,0,9,6,0,7,6,83,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296964343863482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270812869865937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137089644775755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025559386142684,0.1439749717851448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047923070815667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547505503704525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297143815162492,0.0,0.08315778832138143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753395521551952,0.0,0.1407501757493887,0.16943541659297062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954644560972974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552116501962565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062446976526583,0.0,0.15990387621888744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180197462912679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987334582236987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504635389279022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088496983862814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185623654352783,0.16224993206778413,0.269722068407278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793179039543798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293817256499964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660666297763593,0.0,0.17260899202718566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DumbAss30,2019/02/22,Really want to die. I can't live alone. I need someone who understand me. Loneliness is slowly killing me. ,0.8520000000000003,2.9771142000000026,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,107.0,8.0,25.0,8.07648339933343,3.0049999999999994,84,4,15,3,4,28,18,20,0.426,0.449,0.125,-0.8759,0,1,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842967039077703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38509212716254376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105127111354451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276446357573737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751294510065442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377046302784287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31439012087901136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862769466708824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885536300495112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway18473293,2019/02/22,"God has answered my prayer I’m not a great writer but I will try my best

9 months ago I met a girl in class (I was a junior in high school) in a class who I thought was beautiful and we slowly became friends over the course of a couple months and I liked her the entire time and eventually worked up the courage to tell her how I felt and I got the usual sorry but I just like you as a friend shpeal and I was already a druggie at that point and that just intensified it, I was dropping acid and drinking in broad daylight at school hoping to get in trouble and I did, I got caught with some vodka in class and only got some in school suspension and we didn’t talk much after that.

Over the summer I was super depressed and got arrested in late July DUI even though I wasn’t driving the car but luckily I didn’t get charged and I decided to get my act cleaned up and started to get ready for my senior year which went totally normal for me, a few people I talk to while everybody likes me as a “school friend” where they just talk to me at school and never outside of it. But sometime in October I got a snap from the girl from the previous year just saying hey and I responded and we had a streak going for a while and stuff like that nothing serious, when a couple of days ago I decided to just say hey to her on snap after not talking for a few days which she responded to near instantly. We kept talking for the next few hours and it got personal and eventually she just asked if I wanted to fuck which totally caught me off guard and my heart skipped a beat. We didn’t fuck unfortunately but we talked more and she asked me to take her out to eat yesterday and I’m gonna do the same today and I am still in shock of how this has turned out. I have been on this sub for about 6 months but I think it’s time I leave, you guys are gonna be fine just put your head down and be a good person and god will reward you with what you want.

TLDR: Girl that previously rejected me likes me out of the blue",2.810287887828164,4.02757908830549,4.0201424522673035,89.56155019391409,74.34606205250597,7.433204057279237,23.594943317422434,7.972316293177498,0.991339439140812,1574,44,352,23,32,515,198,419,0.087,0.735,0.177,0.9923,0,1,3,0,0,0,14.0,6,5,1,5,15,23,2,0,27,0,22,6,2,2,3,72,55,40,0,5,16,0,1,5,3,4,0,2,1,6,17,36,2,2,6,2,0,8,7,7,0,0,25,5,56,16,57,24,11,65,0,2,1,2,45,29,2,4,32,241,73,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141139526742754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785199029263545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884984337787552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354614070561436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761746549290124,0.0,0.10268416714661018,0.0,0.06856826955163522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798782564081075,0.0,0.08146125299538577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05258187902599026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643841137402345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184520254585066,0.1471969537931403,0.1663724683002966,0.0,0.04524439108306269,0.0667733764592876,0.3820299706727521,0.08777068136488253,0.0,0.07882675333806352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170317685714633,0.0,0.0,0.0943386367093838,0.0,0.08411269556725258,0.0,0.07907103102933898,0.07840014903417877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980393157881505,0.08429585568160539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944679552838112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063264259461704,0.0,0.058522760293631765,0.0,0.06140040235556207,0.0,0.08466650019883899,0.0,0.07800123073820629,0.07638826873804362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060547251270564234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519178617221225,0.1390253570857175,0.0,0.0,0.0752575040352426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003038064807687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266186760579646,0.0,0.4028495735034724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873666230888339,0.08911725830830372,0.0563486087031454,0.0,0.06357692069819458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113479317657236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059857068368531774,0.38392665627254174,0.06958294649696756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101109161801494,0.07821675526122822,0.06320171773406458,0.09284285941939588,0.0,0.07546129412765618,0.0,0.0,0.05405019538681536,0.08659318969483297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767954271109171,0.0,0.09391248282785213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379958315343202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795727598208266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025328982089694
lonely,roronoazoro3369,2019/02/22,An other lonely night. It sucks being in a relationship but hardly ever see that person we see each other once a week and it really sucks we hardly talk because of work schedules but seriously shouldn't I be able to see her more often than that especially being only 25mins apart but I can't just show up at her house seeing as she hasn't told her family about which is odd,6.8477999999999986,6.219009746666671,7.770500000000002,72.74775000000002,64.86666666666667,10.166666666666668,25.41666666666667,9.516144504307137,1.973066666666666,301,5,56,5,4,102,58,75,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.8674,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,2,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,11,14,5,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,6,8,0,8,9,2,8,0,1,4,0,10,4,2,1,4,42,15,1,0.1982976557015729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088041038338156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937158233711248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693738175603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552714997592228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22880887072672476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608891682433126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111805315868025,0.0,0.1508143027956368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731458642614738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703455594409893,0.0,0.0,0.21289747139750512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6320702316404886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938414427122813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189481907882198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906241827359766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436305506442598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sheprime-,2019/02/22,"I feel utterly hopeless. I have not had any close friends in my life. I’ve never been to a party, or have made any fun memories. I am alone and ignored everyday, even though there’s nothing wrong with me. I’m an attractive, smart, fun, enthusiastic, and mature young woman. I’m starting a new job on Monday, so I’m looking forward to getting money and starting my weight training journey, as well as being able to finally have my own gaming console. 
I just feel so hopeless and alone all the time. I’m not sure what I can do to increase my chances of making a friend. I’ve tried putting myself out there. ",4.021111111111111,5.480906554621849,5.035574229691878,82.5102427637722,71.68907563025209,7.305695611577962,31.709617180205413,7.793537801064563,2.236091690009337,476,22,90,6,9,156,82,119,0.126,0.628,0.24600000000000002,0.9446,1,2,0,0,0,2,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,2,3,19,21,10,0,0,4,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,1,1,2,1,1,4,3,4,1,0,3,4,11,8,11,17,3,17,0,2,1,0,4,5,0,1,10,55,12,1,0.19036817460049207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39432803369712455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589137734623997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257363839186104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251173800330748,0.0,0.0,0.20853903015197744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941559589353308,0.0,0.0994595140721056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891103899976708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446267157609726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598613212144882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013096971688342,0.12707223477893034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682367207760144,0.1838587692883356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266339778723328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137259551613392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694871476036914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941975164615814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703576499296792,0.0,0.11100521350985408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924749445856326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318171511785665,0.17116385126452224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081377144289319,0.0,0.0
lonely,Aystoria,2019/02/22,"To me, true loneliness is when you're with someone but you still feel lonely.",1.7880000000000005,4.557609466666668,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,87.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.7823333333333333,62,2,12,1,2,19,14,15,0.285,0.609,0.105,-0.5023,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39832687453170734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6674861796983446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6291247101628665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EnthrallingEpiphany,2019/02/22,"After Years of Unhealthy Co-dependency... I've been nearly completely alone for a little over a year now. I do not have any family. I do have 2 roommates who are acquaintances and kind. 

I've finally come to terms with living single and with basically no friends. 

Sure I'm still lonely and crave emotional and physical intimacy; we are all human. However, it's also been so nice not to worry about other people. What they think. What is wrong. 

Toxic relationships whether romantic or platonic are never ever good even if the alternative is being alone. 

I know some day I'll meet someone new, make a few awesome friends to keep in touch with. 

Remember!  Love yourself first no matter your circumstance. 

Though I will take my time and not define myself by my relationships. 

Alright time to get back to my work eat sleep life. Haha",3.4919040247677984,6.421024289473685,4.743111455108362,76.98207430340561,79.13157894736842,8.05015479876161,25.388544891640862,8.841846274778883,2.5508857585139317,660,25,110,17,17,217,116,152,0.11699999999999999,0.6709999999999999,0.212,0.9479,1,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,1,2,9,11,0,0,4,2,13,4,1,1,4,27,22,11,0,1,6,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,5,10,1,1,3,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,2,1,11,9,16,18,5,20,0,1,0,1,11,4,0,3,15,76,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174821023779924,0.0,0.1225696200266337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422856366914872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785483882598205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202816343321716,0.16070022842654832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884619319451593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683303424865064,0.0,0.1724076371130334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123310569024327,0.13864110122160486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448891027470853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789932255075207,0.0,0.1303710182339462,0.0,0.0,0.23683137968713036,0.0,0.08007702453475314,0.0,0.0,0.12855524377621194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623303643012147,0.0,0.15960667175283216,0.0842329475136634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082588302512872,0.0,0.15361637484219126,0.13533983863947902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833177127597338,0.0,0.10230862836009126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821094141599135,0.14802870611812832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625782163553343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291083180207662,0.1736245450788424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533802597913177,0.0,0.1298648095710632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224012768604048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444547561751883,0.0,0.11523964226277625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820895192027493,0.1505865746675585,0.0,0.17874543805371546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158207263975344,0.15565268856290496,0.0,0.0,0.16757621450723997,0.0,0.19740115631822605
lonely,catspoops,2019/02/22,I just want someone to voice with regularly But I’m shy and so scared to get hurt anymore. My life is a mess I’m not usually this negative or open but I almost died a few days ago. I don’t want pity. I want someone to wanna be close to me. A long term friend I suppose. But I also feel so unworthy of anyone. I recently got abandoned by someone who promised forever. I don’t have family that isn’t abusive. They’re prying me about a job. How do I work like this. I’m surviving on a thread and I’m scared. ,-0.8147400611620803,1.327381715596335,2.1834495412844035,92.35107645259941,94.22935779816513,5.842446483180429,21.028134556574926,7.3011,0.8750325382263,393,15,89,8,15,138,71,109,0.299,0.5589999999999999,0.14300000000000002,-0.9692,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,2,5,0,7,1,0,1,0,19,17,10,1,4,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,2,12,3,10,15,2,9,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,2,7,52,16,2,0.0,0.2184338935720344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342210133705207,0.0,0.18460774597793672,0.0,0.0,0.14743089776402746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828334385067124,0.1289072880188114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889555503278346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133433121087887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379616379750099,0.0,0.09321686306195427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424344095966838,0.0,0.0963193621295829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744780577984268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973588803283054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294670897449636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021739425611792,0.09006792818038659,0.0,0.0,0.1631508866902129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203112556205994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691487179560689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4686173978231141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304411449862028,0.0,0.3262170911231711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421470295881752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Juuhjubz,2019/02/22,"I just want everything to end but I'm too afraid of failing I'm afraid of not doing it right and end up with physical consequences (sorry, not an english speaker and I don't know if this is the right word).

But I'm way too tired and for years I've been asking to just die and not wake up the next morning. Everything is worse this time and I don't know what to do. And no, I don't wanna seek help, I just wanna die.",0.9754120879120868,2.468356802197804,2.8506456043956057,94.8849793956044,79.87912087912088,6.308241758241758,20.166208791208803,7.1686216300943375,0.2148120879120885,323,8,78,4,8,108,51,91,0.28600000000000003,0.703,0.011000000000000001,-0.9844,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,3,0,8,2,1,0,0,22,15,9,2,4,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,11,14,0,10,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,49,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966407842129618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43660226079891307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726000371970403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780825156655501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098738454122245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23119622887927305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237004301496123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35926075638396765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354599395333814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265174265892025,0.24175645898175355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406478805472508,0.1669591865953395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21435582300994246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545294408039904
lonely,Freedom_Chriss,2019/08/04,"Hello guys Im looking for an Indian girl who i talked with about suicide My old username is \_Freedom\_Chriss\_ but I deleted that acc because of some issues I had but I forgot to save my chats

pls help me thx  to yall",0.532,2.9896492000000023,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,90.33333333333334,4.777777777777779,20.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.4250000000000007,174,6,35,2,6,57,38,45,0.055999999999999994,0.69,0.255,0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,8,1,6,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,1,22,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195923027708357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356683422919336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414539580623743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891092204758195,0.37598556757424456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30250169998702103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779998209057917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39403214441021983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895384881195751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Spiderleaf22,2019/08/04,"just overthinking because I’m in bed and I’m tired Just feeling alone right now, I have no friends and my parents always say how can I feel lonely when I have a big family, but that makes no difference. If anything I feel more lonely after being around them , they’re all married with babies and more babies on the way. I just work and try to enjoy my hobbies and I do enjoy being alone but sometimes like tonight it’s just too quiet and I haven’t spoken to anyone all day or left the house because it’s been raining heavily. I guess I’m just feeling a bit closed off from the world..",2.8850420168067217,4.639347798319328,3.924949579831935,88.11784453781515,75.21848739495798,6.104537815126051,24.50504201680673,6.742157984588678,0.8719068907563026,464,15,92,4,10,150,77,119,0.127,0.7340000000000001,0.139,0.5499,1,6,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,10,6,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,2,2,27,17,12,0,1,9,1,4,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,3,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,6,11,4,9,14,5,15,0,2,0,0,4,9,0,3,6,61,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940826917466971,0.0,0.0,0.15830301748250145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330270360319522,0.0,0.15655931897993308,0.16936259662665232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319489413959211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770343292515275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269533807178512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987704771857252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935051539003288,0.0,0.384783923140748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698647088784364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095815285706373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195226471300772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067068903117564,0.0,0.0,0.09294640909385292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699317331927826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124981267499204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247223148793946,0.0,0.15129422282748362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816184946680647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186640798885812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291670796017218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510113817417026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850407064583445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,its-my-3rd-account,2019/08/04,"I hope soulmates don't exist. I don't think people can vibe or click with me that easily, and I can't do the same with ppl either. I doubt someone will be able to fall in love with me at first sight ya know..


My mum always talks about soulmates and how I'll find the perfect guy one day. Tbh I don't even know what a soulmate really is. I think it's just wishful thinking.

like do u have multiple soulmates or just one? Because if it's just one then I'm kinda fucked. I'm too introverted and afraid to put myself out there that there's no chance for me to find the ""one"". But if it's multiple then how is it special? What if I don't have a soul anymore because I tried to sell mine with a friend when we were 13 and money hungry?
Idk I'm just sad and bored so I'm ranting about nothing.",1.2757843137254916,2.8597793235294127,2.9205882352941184,94.30931372549021,79.29411764705881,5.7098039215686285,21.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.1354039215686278,615,17,143,5,15,203,100,170,0.08900000000000001,0.748,0.163,0.9278,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,2,14,11,1,2,6,0,15,2,0,2,1,37,28,17,0,5,11,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,0,7,0,2,2,6,5,0,5,1,2,16,6,14,25,2,10,1,1,2,2,7,3,1,8,6,92,24,0,0.17741300534734022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762183270852453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759460290079253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629864274351526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441671143729808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717961681001478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243045455597581,0.1509074117169718,0.0,0.0,0.1370688478393671,0.16401546464853434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566676812683346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621114514015285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500309597595325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866750329356642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012216399216364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023256348598714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808785756320987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299583952721448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783490721749584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136553141451417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032146370383825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259785341299094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410372706101848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045178493531733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401620055064265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,someone0000000,2019/08/04,"How to make friends Hey guys, I am pretty lonely and wanted to ask how to make friends.
I go to high school but my class is not a good way to find any. I am somehow befriended with one of the people but it is more like being acquaintances  at this moment. We have met thrice so far. Also one more acquaintance I see sometimes at conventions.
I also have a boyfriend but I want close friends to hang out with and to have a close relationship to.
So.. where can I find friends? I'm actually really shy and socially awkward, so I think I scare people off. Regularly, I only meet my boyfriend.",2.520313479623823,4.710156172413793,3.781347962382444,86.73481191222571,77.79310344827586,7.321630094043888,25.200626959247646,8.296473431620573,1.640441379310345,460,17,94,9,11,150,72,116,0.11599999999999999,0.725,0.158,0.6397,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,9,9,0,2,4,0,9,0,0,4,0,23,19,13,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,1,1,13,6,15,17,2,13,1,1,1,0,12,9,0,1,2,63,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.16058219349172806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26318955920852183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119032176287232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383695200735387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008010475329842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085399335745481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352054475432,0.13802114233548765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629355758121763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386166377534665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080393386583598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968382373601145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223013801790285,0.12515168812426772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22816379158748254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741185509443193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541831133923908,0.0,0.0,0.17667076297724074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474851919567296,0.16653870531233114,0.13112923482147454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774336162208978,0.0,0.0,0.16274935688150408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544036426241483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411790816606408,0.13061630362314766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,antisocial-creature,2019/08/04,"I'm. so. alone. I honestly just need somewhere to vent and for someone to listen.

so about a week ago I started messaging this guy on a different forum site for students. we got along really well and he's genuinely so sweet. but because of certain reasons I would rather not go into, I had to delete my account on the site and I told him he could add me on another social media platform. he said he doesn't have any other social media for his own personal reasons but he might make an account. so I gave him my username, and he hasn't. I've already deleted my account now but I miss him like hell. I have no friends irl and he was the closest thing really. our chats weren't deep but they cheered me up so much and I just miss him beyond belief. he can't miss me much though otherwise he would just make an account. 

I'm so upset, so lonely, and so fed up.",1.1316925837320575,3.3886383295454543,2.9737679425837307,90.2408492822967,83.31818181818181,5.750717703349283,24.035885167464123,7.0608816371341465,1.0153340909090909,670,26,138,9,19,223,104,176,0.138,0.752,0.11,-0.7338,1,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,1,0,17,13,1,1,6,0,12,1,0,4,1,31,28,20,0,5,9,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,2,3,11,1,0,3,1,4,1,6,6,1,0,8,3,23,7,16,16,3,17,2,4,0,0,28,12,1,1,5,91,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523835349541295,0.0,0.0,0.17804188175443286,0.18970159731295752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690139046718945,0.1802575285747237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479177812666417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725226669788412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960428375332058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281348517653682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769765294240153,0.0,0.1374882447486198,0.0,0.0,0.17021311605365758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398416841926985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294960323937712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236418820244374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25274011595832746,0.1274654835317694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501009380568112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025366986582398,0.3534942305368262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635211545647498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35047128457599497,0.14565466775311314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167534328753375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420613687282935,0.0,0.1688959278015983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426272864919145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789193460836435,0.0,0.15456336635136686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24423295932536498,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Flippingbarrel,2019/08/04,"Need to change I'm soon gonna be 21. Been a lonely dude my whole life, never been with a girl or had any (not online) friends. I decided to turn my life around while I still can and go out. I've been getting new stylish clothes, shoes and accessories and losing a bit of weight and now I look quite nice, fitting in with other people at uni. Now I hope that with the power of my slightly autistic and depressed brain I can chat a few girls up and get to make new friends. Wish me luck.",1.7620022002200209,3.5102683465346587,2.455973597359737,97.44246424642463,78.40594059405942,5.280968096809682,22.113311331133108,5.82211442006289,-0.01963454345434501,377,11,87,2,9,117,73,101,0.077,0.755,0.16899999999999998,0.8676,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,0,0,5,0,7,5,2,1,1,20,18,8,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,2,11,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,2,9,5,13,12,3,15,0,3,1,0,5,6,0,3,8,52,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062815583066087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710013082086227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097131211794004,0.0,0.0,0.21443657336544844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032063234584487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654473026115956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968173529625072,0.0,0.20071876021596952,0.0,0.10916948191845297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078925112249576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27135846164012883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130767629427872,0.21490018197802094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822192859402304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243270314643355,0.14815206822952626,0.3710444854942113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331713955772523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431193663028768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340375521576458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208939349836672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339145310303183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144622305313245,0.2208946436898472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway63729199363,2019/08/04,"Imagine having someone to put down as an emergency contact: Strike 138 I dropped out and got a GED, and wanted to go back to an alternative school so I could get a high school diploma, too. I had to fill out a form, part of which was for an emergency contact. Due to complications with my family and no friends whatsoever, I had to leave it blank. They rejected my enrollment application on the grounds that they need an emergency contact, they even called me to tell me that I accidentally left that blank, but when I explained that unfortunately I couldn’t fill it out, they apologized and said they couldn’t accept my application, as explained earlier. 

After every single major negative thing to impact my life that wouldn’t impact the people around me happens, I write them down in the notes app on my phone. I like to call them strikes, and I’ve accumulated 138 over the past ~3 years.",10.629070567986233,8.171141493975906,10.007969018932872,65.5481325301205,58.759036144578324,13.582099827882965,41.184165232358005,12.031772070788634,4.776655077452668,712,29,130,17,7,230,100,166,0.14400000000000002,0.7879999999999999,0.068,-0.8381,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,7,0,6,4,0,0,11,0,8,1,0,0,0,22,17,10,0,6,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,9,10,0,0,4,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,5,1,24,3,25,8,4,24,0,1,0,0,20,13,0,0,7,93,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192920949623958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850726312100498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39442052748260303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542008890884021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275624455733686,0.0,0.1627227809141931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206849061086586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921398378236772,0.0,0.1009039583863744,0.0,0.10976186629201,0.0,0.15446600693384274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078676770242504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204055491151686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449983343368766,0.20983943891146906,0.0,0.13641546456178066,0.09435496951105113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320558313216494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091440880715455,0.18436718713052724,0.1338940210982168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415188777468792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183713595595104,0.0,0.0,0.3909215702914768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636408622441505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688066495487298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830890351637095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391477635733073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437124242741993
lonely,lonelymommy23,2019/08/04,"Life is passing by without me I spend all my time alone, and I hate, everyone has friends, to hang out with or places to go and I'm at home alone again, I have no friends here, life is going by without me, and I can't take, I just want to be able to talk to someone.",0.5957627118644098,1.822814677966104,2.212,100.2207118644068,80.18644067796609,5.397966101694917,23.664406779661018,5.6839178017228535,0.02728203389830508,202,7,53,1,5,66,41,59,0.17800000000000002,0.722,0.099,-0.4445,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,11,12,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,12,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,35,8,0,0.21674935324087727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489739235456097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711329561112976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349200252877678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24636730487519226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399511256816267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174172739626345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30619295646788464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22645694138851025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836510236227584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296853884730247,0.17421491981544066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638829092688147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784438432356898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178772836109959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AyyThrowAwayAccount,2019/08/04,"How do you open up to someone without scaring them away? So I have a lot of emotional baggage. I'm embarrassed by all of my problems, including my depression, low self esteem and my home life.
I want to start dating but if I can't trust or get comfortable around anyone then what's the point? I don't want to scare them away with all of my problems, it's also why I never complain about anything, I try to act positive majority of the time but it's so exhausting. 
Idk what to do.",2.1815873015872995,4.1614221020408175,4.06891156462585,85.28481859410435,77.9795918367347,7.620861678004537,27.21541950113379,8.515128840125781,2.0734793650793644,378,16,77,8,9,128,67,98,0.188,0.619,0.192,0.1123,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,0,6,11,0,3,3,0,5,2,0,1,3,18,10,10,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,0,0,13,2,17,10,4,13,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,3,5,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671227622461972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702252942733986,0.0,0.16126160915815266,0.17444943578681335,0.0,0.0,0.3682291076265207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878343736312806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043303425939267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238306021842154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965677899328068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841511221465347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660151726098715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511394560897698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852492457735475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750220123486909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923881407063568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443310696437406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603959370140695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870427137416275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142681377982478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304663844061998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311691948278517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682695778822854,0.0,0.0,0.18890222613281188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jelly_blood,2019/08/04,"I actually love being alone. I go on late night drives all the time by myself. Just me and my truck, blasting all of my favorite songs; what I WANT to hear; not what somebody else would want to hear.

I go to restaurants and get a table for one. Nobody takes pity for me because I’m alone, they just mind their own business, and so do I. I have a whole table to myself, and even in the most expensive restaurants my tab is always less than $10. 
 
I have my own bed. I can spread myself all over the place without worrying about taking someone else’s space.
 
I can do whatever I want. I’ll stay home and never have to dress up, unless I want to dress up and go out, and then I can go wherever I want. 
 
I go to concerts alone. I walk around town alone. I go shopping alone. I do anything I want to do alone, with nobody to hold me back. 
 
Do I sometimes wish I had somebody around? 
I do. I really do. But I don’t want to deal with doing what somebody else wants, and trying to impress them by changing everything about me. 
 

Until then, I’m me, and I’m free to do whatever I want.",1.8421878687750777,3.4047516233183863,3.380193533160256,91.73286759499649,77.60986547085201,6.1297144205806,22.499173943828183,6.8360192770164,0.4939919282511216,824,24,183,8,19,272,112,223,0.067,0.7959999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.9015,0,6,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,0,9,4,0,0,5,0,20,1,0,0,4,38,45,15,0,11,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,14,0,1,0,3,3,8,4,1,0,1,1,4,39,4,33,42,8,28,0,1,0,1,7,11,0,1,8,128,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.08967668884129483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5710557409555771,0.0,0.0,0.07646436381435014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562211330767446,0.1636128408788527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066191742974988,0.0,0.056018604456518274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721318571733403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474015874731706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030053345072865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060696068372748935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258969185507974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480115721345108,0.0,0.3133577618978117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071456688285764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217861436790936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036620537762681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829392182551519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927881932757565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708754249281472,0.0,0.0,0.08623764092347325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227072527655995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601117101107266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058870569012564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786270417365014,0.0,0.0908869353371692,0.0,0.0,0.09794830702341456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818786173437975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053584967365428254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239096843870921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878207783674687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259797181094336,0.1056752154928702,0.08858392039656297,0.0,0.0,0.0933242753247549,0.0,0.06527988067515801,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,manavmanav31,2019/08/04,"I moved to a new country alone as a 17 year old and have no one to talk to. Long story short, had no friends until I was 16. Suddenly made a bunch of amazing and wholesome friends, had them for a year and 2 months. Scholarship I applied to at an overseas university came through and I had to move very suddenly to a completely new country completely alone. Over the year where I made my friends, I developed an (allegedly) welcoming personality and was able to make friends, it's been 2 months. I still talk to my old friends all the time but there's a time zone difference. My local friends are as close to me to stay up late at night to talk. I just saw a feel-good movie and feel really lonely with no-one to talk to. Help.",3.530199252801996,4.845054136986303,4.376774595267747,87.32345579078456,72.6986301369863,8.596762141967622,29.71108343711084,9.095868883498916,2.289405479452056,568,24,124,12,11,183,82,146,0.069,0.775,0.156,0.9083,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,0,11,0,8,0,0,3,1,16,14,10,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,10,2,13,8,24,4,2,30,0,1,1,0,14,8,0,0,18,73,14,1,0.11364157874018915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353968061357873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997569161676426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238302066375148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187312624064217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149211935168547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5267952110072737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953171645590865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617155476787824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281926506976907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005692210931353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506081908477706,0.07585663625039714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814152478930322,0.24156602716143194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21951148978554794,0.0,0.1066449233560002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23849544063332925,0.0,0.07700647482152644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922744319590213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280170529989667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112680244385933,0.09075431157872672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653631852994775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253063688954428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376620396957618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954435246950224
lonely,bloomtangle,2019/08/04,"Anyone else gets ""waves"" of loneliness? Like... everything might be going great, but then you suddenly start feeling completely alone, like you have no one to turn to and no one cares and probably no one likes you? Then it leaves after a while and it's all fine again?",3.3520000000000003,5.9358422,3.414000000000001,88.397,77.0,8.0,22.0,8.841846274778883,1.6070000000000002,210,6,41,5,5,64,38,50,0.193,0.539,0.268,0.7326,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,9,7,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,3,6,4,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,10,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233364923703478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575498988625985,0.23086830923174964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297300923198677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23624510651150665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882270418214056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025042645350491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392922443265133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177210846279792,0.0,0.12805529294707507,0.0,0.0,0.2484175396174564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385827333539536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302418317926195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23903030257121174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580506528461496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24293448165006284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948358286874173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450848825268987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,enddaysnow,2019/08/04,"I fully sympathize to each one of you... Hi everyone! I don't have real friends in real life I hang out with always, I solely rely on my husband for companionship, I don't have anyone apart from him. I want to say that I fully sympathize to each one of you here. I been in this lonely road before but now I manage to changed my mindset to just be in solitude and enjoy things on my own without relying on people for happiness and fulfillment. I want to offer my time and life for anyone here who wants to chat, and share their life with me. I will listen to you, and I will sympathize with you. **I will try my very best to be the kind of friend you need**. I only have one life to live, and I want to live my life of being there for someone through her/his ups and downs. 

""A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity. Greater love has no one than this, that one lay down his life for his friends.""

If this speaks in your heart, you are very welcome to message me.... Have a great Sunday, everyone! :)

... and this song is for all of you: [https://youtu.be/fGBIAK6lUGE](https://youtu.be/fGBIAK6lUGE) 

HUGS :)",2.428118686868686,4.841188402777783,3.1529797979797998,89.94454545454546,79.32407407407408,5.964309764309765,20.929292929292927,7.1686216300943375,0.4984055555555558,869,24,178,11,22,273,113,216,0.04,0.695,0.265,0.9963,0,2,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,8,1,1,5,16,0,0,4,0,17,10,1,0,2,28,25,11,0,6,4,2,0,0,4,3,6,4,0,0,8,15,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,5,1,4,35,14,43,18,7,20,0,1,0,3,31,14,0,1,5,136,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935736187047466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726574698365992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569301885475197,0.0,0.1180171702388685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896508542820527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491585193930066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475374304380715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398475090692886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971306140885996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326263612660125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171071431814284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765921948873599,0.0,0.0,0.1986040017957288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029945035185356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338578450316021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810204396419308,0.08552896878710685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796384571999128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560024278720591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943068896747232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528484418382448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471174198968633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114970306253604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635123605393816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557837035311614,0.2653213034101199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840498209970044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,danzi897,2019/08/04,"I listen to ASMR roleplay clips every night, and last night I had a pleasant dream I can't say these things without a million ""buzzers"" in my head going, ""DON'T TELL PEOPLE THESE THINGS YOU SICK WEIRDO"", but I've said things I thought were 'weird' here before and was surprised by the amount of support, so I'm just going to post it anyway, whatever response I get I won't regret or feel ashamed for posting this. Here it goes.

So, every night, I have this habit. I put on one of these Japanese ASMR roleplay clips. I speak Japanese so I have a ton of them. Ever since I found out that one of my core issues for my detachment and emotional dryness is childhood emotional neglect, I tried to look for particular clips that involved ""mothers"". I found a few that I now listen to repeatedly. I'm the kind of person that can really live inside a fantasy, so when I put on these clips and feel like I'm being cuddled and taken care of, I can't help but smile and feel pleasant. It made me realize how little I experienced this feeling, no I actually never experienced it. My mother never gave hugs or kisses or compliments to us as children, nor even said things like ""I love you"", so this is a novel feeling I discovered thanks to these clips. How nice it feels to be taken care of. Even though there's no real person there, but it's real enough for me to believe it and live in it. There are certain ""ASMRtists"" who really know how to make quality binaural audio and believable scripts, so it's not just sounds and empty sweet talk, it's an immersive experience. Anyway...

Last night I had one of the most pleasant dreams of my life, derived directly from the clips I was listening to before bed. It's like the character inside the audio file came to life inside my dream. Hugging me, telling me it's alright, stroking my hair and cheeks, letting me sleep to the sound of her heartbeat while resting on her chest. There's nothing sexual about this fantasy btw, which is what felt even stranger to me, considering my addiction to porn (and other sexual ASMR clips I sometimes listen to). But this is just pure and simple relaxation, gentleness, and peace. I went to sleep smiling, had a pleasant dream, and woke up smiling. Then I got up, went for a run, came back and had a shower and breakfast, and felt like... life had a purpose. I know it's temporary. I've had dreams were I ""fell in love"" or some faceless girl fell in love with me, and it feels nice for a while. This is probably just like one of those dreams except more intense and personal (and non-romantic), but it still feels great. Plus I rarely had any sleepless nights ever since I started listening to the right ones that tapped right into... the core of the child in me... or something lol. It's like this child takes possession of me every night now, and allows me to take the back seat while he teaches me not to care about anything and let go.

When I see people here always posting about feeling lonely at night, I try my best to resist suggesting this kind of thing to them, because it's not for everyone that's for sure, and maybe they tried and didn't work for them, but the return I'm getting from these is just way too good not to share with those who may not have tried it.

So, if you constantly feel lonely and need some kind of temporary company, consider this solution. It's not perfect, but it *could* works wonders for your current mood and short term mental health, speaking from firsthand experience. 

And if you are an ASMR listener too, how well does it work for you?

Pointless post? Maybe, I don't know. I hope not.

I'm really sorry about the length, I try my best to be brief but the lack of character limit on reddit allows me to indulge in myself. This was longer btw, I cut out many unnecessary details.",6.267937601684372,6.449269641975312,6.350529875267171,79.72844387022683,65.88614540466392,9.524879573802917,31.631128975659557,9.289312734170188,2.6336836124669025,2975,107,570,50,43,947,316,729,0.059000000000000004,0.713,0.22699999999999998,0.9993,2,4,1,0,0,0,109.0,1,6,4,7,45,49,1,1,27,2,37,22,6,8,8,113,100,63,0,7,29,2,14,6,0,2,7,15,2,7,56,35,1,2,20,10,0,13,19,7,1,6,30,34,71,41,81,62,13,69,0,4,2,8,47,20,0,13,37,388,127,4,0.0,0.0,0.05460356725085178,0.060998716458301336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04655866631315488,0.0,0.0,0.038051011363793866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604582531983142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605118699861605,0.0,0.03410937307412962,0.0,0.0952263981029695,0.12608322879584571,0.11744169188779162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799419276807186,0.1711481724061278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046698810801101,0.0,0.04467515346871321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896620197512274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588267031707553,0.0,0.05781600561761409,0.0,0.11087235358742004,0.10122818414379994,0.1414323598230955,0.05346696843809103,0.0,0.10946856944653012,0.0,0.0,0.28292300685546024,0.039973940230039896,0.1074502817384725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270254741609064,0.0,0.0,0.05846788372183233,0.0,0.0954007772055721,0.046932020068236296,0.04475196353448115,0.06169008664300496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057425509076003974,0.05947706790976396,0.0,0.0,0.037505154014299,0.0,0.0,0.05557549148870258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05840201060354076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748041534914285,0.09225346863329092,0.0912208494535832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144346326146884,0.11856705595211255,0.16401939450655262,0.05608115682510563,0.09881778193532127,0.0,0.046987727758306896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150349238729333,0.052945546187126435,0.03735009524549645,0.056729129199654164,0.11242772842038558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638902367544555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041489588301519255,0.08631119372272543,0.0,0.0,0.3675668694500142,0.0,0.05368989785288954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958124900304152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758367641676411,0.1465720589863868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143559586512609,0.0,0.06032846651908778,0.0,0.0,0.1124995508631856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273770511351197,0.10753774862926917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556975642409084,0.10645117711085482,0.04449730237461549,0.0,0.0,0.04458853025006134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257236055199694,0.0,0.11198991529475716,0.0,0.0,0.043076544697657836,0.055340478668762585,0.06263653535479956,0.03960491702985284,0.0,0.0446853742659484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349655791323301,0.052736499240497066,0.0,0.08414171284600325,0.044974146115205615,0.09781348239575108,0.051515430014425115,0.0,0.0,0.18586857669510432,0.0,0.05497505925629592,0.04442166088232242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994732549826604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673064316724991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044414115686566516,0.0,0.0,0.05030985847095455,0.103740853053795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393818747342576,0.06068032038192935,0.12220673195176175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nextneko,2019/08/04,"My family left for vacation/went to their home country this morning And this day has been going on forever. They'll be gone for 5 weeks. I already cried two times, about missing my parents and feeling lonely and not having any friends to call over. I have an entire house to myself. I feel very disconnected since the last months I've always been at University and didn't see my family much. This weekend was my first weekend off after the semester and now they're gone. I'm staying home to work over the holidays but I wish I didn't need that money and could go with them. 

I tried meeting up my boyfriend but he wants to stay with friends. He invited me over and I'll go and stay for an hour to have some human contact. But his messages felt short and it didn't feel like he missed me much, even though we didn't have much time together these past few weeks either. 

I don't know I just feel so sad and so stupid for feeling sad. I hate drowning in self pity and yet I can't stop. I don't want to tell my boyfriend because I know he feels helpless when I'm like this. 

Thanks for reading this mess. It felt good to get it off my chest.",2.2703229102799902,4.193931270386268,3.0186879215205416,93.18191702432048,77.49785407725322,6.15483343552013,23.54159002656857,7.07126945348624,0.6741581442877576,898,29,196,10,21,282,137,233,0.198,0.722,0.08,-0.9858,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,3,2,9,16,2,0,5,0,18,1,1,0,0,37,45,18,1,5,6,1,8,2,2,1,0,0,2,2,10,14,0,1,10,4,1,5,8,10,0,2,11,9,27,6,26,31,6,36,0,7,1,0,19,11,0,1,19,116,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648339698920166,0.0,0.09537104405749663,0.0,0.0,0.07794391396008153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986983906167595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703740797283513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151284534403062,0.0,0.12590207669814674,0.07391888467436912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757038589237292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610258827679388,0.0,0.3477246839959553,0.08188285268286802,0.220101784805096,0.0,0.0,0.09749369146418284,0.0,0.0,0.17710658222228814,0.0,0.05988297728373669,0.0,0.195419509330346,0.096135824070425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316117322831612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299416421847226,0.0,0.11287527056895695,0.1322533479399729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598169604350773,0.09342866045264987,0.0,0.0,0.12453238261923708,0.0,0.0,0.1119927619529528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148669306211804,0.0,0.25277142265530994,0.08498751504644345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726930612040674,0.0,0.1094154902875906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464864003053828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133540583691753,0.0,0.11957117783229375,0.0,0.0,0.09481288206720452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665014068710853,0.0,0.09582546496007764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001808543681009,0.10552450777909116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261123252824573,0.0,0.13366891525667005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781784223308115,0.0,0.11196476295591062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457154259957933,0.13520888722258753,0.0,0.18387868688217396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180460975292335,0.0,0.0,0.08344299454157048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,danielkissner00,2019/08/04,I don’t how people stay alone for so long. I can’t possibly see my self hitting 30 and being alone.   Like some days I just feel like ending it right then and there. The only reason I haven’t yet is because of my brother and sisters. I’m just waiting to move out I guess. How do some of you guys cope.,0.09639560439560667,2.089877892307694,2.009890109890112,97.19153846153843,85.46153846153845,4.32967032967033,18.516483516483518,5.288315135182226,-0.5441208791208796,233,6,54,1,7,77,48,65,0.066,0.852,0.08199999999999999,0.25,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,3,0,14,12,7,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,5,10,2,9,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,3,7,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794440620283395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109544135664995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927210077748884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050042396273022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170327769890866,0.1653545706414525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549785146326641,0.2291810976358514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261586456862103,0.0,0.0,0.204834197487391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460046064590964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603522810980834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046473563592722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609355840986313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23797871057372516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976649780941293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844430954917889,0.0,0.241462529989364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24670481786693715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,meharkms,2019/08/04,"Lost a lot of friends this year. Anyone wanna be friends? lol Well, I’m going to keep this short. I’ve always been much of a loner in real life, changing schools and countries hasn’t helped me much either. The only people that I’ve ever relied on are my internet friends and well, I lost a majority of them this year. Maybe I’m too clingy or care too much, but oh well I’m hoping to make new friends. If you wanna talk or something, my dms are always open :)",1.6802009456264777,3.697294797872342,3.0450354609929104,91.83388888888894,79.74468085106382,5.028841607565012,21.08274231678487,5.82211442006289,0.05375791962174903,357,10,75,2,9,116,63,94,0.048,0.685,0.268,0.9674,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,2,6,11,0,0,4,1,5,1,0,1,1,16,15,6,0,4,5,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,3,0,6,9,9,11,6,9,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,5,4,45,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477319033187197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408847965480578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177576255626432,0.0,0.15747732881099116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346551174746382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600447770892572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460228061610055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977973945528193,0.0,0.0,0.1478545604352887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323162854506092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514634820920137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250031264573947,0.12655800992986166,0.0,0.0,0.09936721685784168,0.0,0.1495529047162205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32829432799974817,0.0,0.0,0.14377282520350518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321702911465235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320286934292056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943869861191296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065731617891456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460201989644972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965045070573806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015371781982359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172579891134
lonely,Cuddly_Corvid,2019/08/04,"I recently started hugging my pillow when I feel lonely I am pretty alone. I've never had a partner, all of the people who I considered friends turned out not to be, and I haven't recieved a hug or any kind of physical affection from anyone outside my family in over a year. Things are rough. However, i've found that hugging my pillow while I sleep has actually helped a little? It almost feels like someone's next to me, and last night I almost cried while I was laying in bed, hugging it. I don't know why I wrote this, just felt like I needed to share it with someone, even if it is people I will never meet. Anyway, hope this can help someone who also having a tough time. Good luck to you all out there, things get better.",6.115616438356162,5.573830801369864,6.802842465753429,78.79481164383562,66.32876712328768,9.217808219178082,29.89383561643836,8.472884824447931,2.1282493150684925,571,17,111,7,8,189,101,146,0.086,0.68,0.235,0.9719,1,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,6,15,0,0,6,0,12,5,1,1,4,25,23,8,0,3,4,0,4,2,2,1,0,0,3,1,11,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,4,17,13,13,16,2,18,0,1,0,4,10,6,0,6,14,76,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.14658509725796628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008309393909452,0.15557417505277546,0.0,0.12012436215678472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214920896837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503161810358937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328501744683946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500066379496053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992135102282966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160636364628332,0.0,0.15190324941921066,0.10731137563751612,0.14422693234189904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469954027140316,0.11605330267584242,0.0,0.07847949184765543,0.0,0.0,0.12599057300799202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013676734197348,0.0,0.0,0.14919426028715485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642252652908742,0.08255250436826078,0.12244270624003238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467718448105647,0.15055173574615002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138018343071364,0.2317052779385858,0.0,0.15975200656712155,0.1409636455738967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827596667696732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528194535617548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483160801599578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032033117888746,0.0,0.381822039089617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632072055006812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995881570658856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758973769345113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633873583567194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554283064582676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673150649641414
lonely,MeryCherry77,2019/08/04,"Alone, again. I was dumped again. But this time is even harder because the guy says he loves me and misses me, but he’s so depressed and full of stuff to do that he can’t be in a relationship.

I’m so tired of being lonely. Everyone always says I’m cute, that I’m a good person, but they don’t stick around.

Does any of you believe in energy, like the negative or positive energy that we have ? I think I have so much negative energy I always end up getting around this type of guys. That and the fact that I always need to be in a relationship in order for me to feel good about myself, so I pick anyone around me lol

I just want to be loved. And cherished. I always do SO MUCH for the guy I love, I sacrifice things to be with that special person, but I don’t receive the same treatment and it hurts like hell.

Anyway I just wanted to share my feelings, because today I feel like crap. I’m not trying to sound like a victim, or be pitied. In the end I think this is my own fault.",2.06087517934003,3.5440886829268337,3.7909899569583954,89.36114777618364,76.8048780487805,6.7747489239598275,20.35150645624104,7.510576382923642,0.4968450502152075,760,17,167,10,17,255,104,205,0.19699999999999998,0.55,0.253,0.9297,0,3,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,1,0,15,23,4,0,10,1,16,5,1,1,1,30,33,16,0,3,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,3,0,5,12,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,1,6,24,13,24,26,5,18,2,5,0,3,20,10,2,2,10,116,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825147516473508,0.0,0.0,0.38001294108835293,0.0,0.0,0.0776433147938781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798342255420943,0.0,0.0,0.3049214386970013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920075688376762,0.0,0.0,0.12863678878374418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833926626907916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991582609635012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225136295062007,0.0,0.0,0.07541189877296606,0.0,0.0,0.10909966680841296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319182300061844,0.08156706257184751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965203208061936,0.0,0.0,0.1915301316557361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391553470574929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222732792707472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22312169941587245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091437764776846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786438814773036,0.08465975146795872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938743821310484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451637040541287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159401981299547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070373149521433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585318704227563,0.14631821261065303,0.0,0.0,0.06657670328657814,0.13122804200182653,0.1082251068133002,0.0,0.0,0.07751772927617992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468743946999945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,smalltownDVadynamo,2019/08/04,any deep thinkers anywhere? i just seem fed up with how superficial everything is i mean people seem to care about pop culture or tv programmes or that kind of crap i really want people who care for more interesting things and happen to be curious than stuck in their comfort zones nowadays i feel kinda lonely without someone who values actual in depth conversations as opposed to being some fake phoney who is as shallow as a puddle  sorry about the rant,7.979879518072287,8.769896867469884,7.659903614457833,69.71130120481929,62.25301204819278,10.013493975903614,34.672289156626505,9.888512548439397,3.5913633734939765,372,15,58,7,5,118,67,83,0.16699999999999998,0.67,0.163,0.1601,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,4,8,1,0,2,0,4,2,1,1,0,16,14,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,5,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,5,5,16,10,2,5,0,1,0,0,6,5,1,6,0,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.22372017274500253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559015145717833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674822619773448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060399460273848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591840451825375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027297684752763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387341913394634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497263087996484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178736182273895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686686182622044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174109611731615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942473328709772,0.0,0.0,0.256632619721482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230708241116914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522075830296673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209939977670397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,srsmoonlight,2019/08/04,"I’m not good enough to keep a friend I spent my entire life without friends but a few years ago I met two people online who became my friends. I considered them best friends because they became my entire life and only connection to anything. To them, I was a casual friend they’d speak to occasionally because they were surrounded by lots of other friends.

One became quite close to me and I poured my heart out to them and shared a lot. Eventually, she got a boyfriend and stopped talking to me. Every few months she’ll message me and talk about herself and ignore what I’m saying if it’s not all about her and her life. I stopped being her ‘hype person’ and tried to make the friendship less one sided and she stopped speaking to me entirely.

I became even closer with the other friend because of this. It really messed me up losing them and I poured my heart out again. She became super close with me, we shared a lot, messaged all day, she even sent me gifts and we’d stream things together at every chance we got (due to time zone difference it was difficult). Recently, she got a boyfriend and stopped responding to my messages. Every month or so, she’ll send me updates about her and her boyfriend and reply to anything I say with “ok” and then lets the conversation die. Either that or she leaves me on read. There are currently 3 messages I’ve sent that are marked as read and still unanswered.

And I’m alone again. I wonder if I’d be happier if I never met either of them sometimes. I have some happy memories and learned how nice friendship could be but now they’re just bitter memories of feelings I probably never deserved to have. I’m lonely but what’s the point in making connections when most people are so fickle and drop you out of their lives like you’re nothing.",4.6552101967799615,6.2686112383720936,4.8002325581395375,84.2127459749553,70.33720930232558,7.617889087656528,28.056350626118068,8.139509932561175,1.8375043828264752,1422,51,268,20,26,444,175,344,0.132,0.7140000000000001,0.155,0.9318,1,3,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,1,9,4,15,23,1,0,11,1,17,5,2,3,4,65,34,33,1,4,14,0,1,1,7,2,3,4,0,1,12,29,0,6,3,3,1,3,5,6,0,3,11,6,55,17,34,14,14,39,0,2,0,0,55,13,0,11,23,186,67,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950570645897077,0.0,0.0,0.0928928810611446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761618819194042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640244995017365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941252261788735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161100725347509,0.0,0.0,0.0578433089549906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930851521814732,0.09370806017306026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926748332392281,0.0,0.1184801886581675,0.0,0.2267057404125245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453504910963318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850655931162144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752285995364374,0.21520238453255544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547779326404522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125686582930481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972152858326978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949698743108979,0.0,0.09171517801229442,0.1900543287390408,0.04381851781790736,0.0,0.07919884263966064,0.0,0.0,0.10034134574828044,0.0,0.2287563765496884,0.0,0.0,0.1197389481120129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318108492503856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835053804712116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606098392642751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155395689451637,0.06821408711662927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436096539708623,0.0783147675630003,0.0,0.0,0.08478703539322997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670212451569804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953974747030098,0.17943064849449525,0.0,0.05745838494997031,0.0,0.08855909400824655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265184988520405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870674439059043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162739044475967,0.2999429442075089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418054124560806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958674995141359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522995740326084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060894337222861326,0.0,0.08761512574575787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645897404927361,0.09726612055304253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775809722139631
lonely,kuriboh13786,2019/08/04,"Bro looking for a bro :) Hey...I want to make guy friends. I want to have best buds like Ross Joey Chandler Monica phoebe and Rachel...dwight and jim...ted marshall and barney robin and lily...nick, schmidt Winston and jess.... finally Leonard sheldon and penny. I'm only looking for mates from the UK. Hopefully  London England. 

I say UK...so we actually do stuff together like watch footy...play tennis or just chill at a pub and talk about how life is...so I'm sorry but nothing international or online. 

A little about myself...I'm 23 from london with zero mates. I love anime...wwe and UFC. I support arsenal but I am willing to be friends with a Tottenham fan. I mean it will bring out our competitive nature when I beat you at pool. I'm bengali and muslim. I have anxiety which makes it hard to make friends in the first place. I'm just looking mates...that's all. And again...UK ONLY. Let me know.

The reason why I say uk only...is becuase I make online friends and I still feel alone. Doesn't help with my anxiety...still feel like I have this dark cloud hanging about my head. I feel like meeting people and having real life interactions and experience will help me better myself and deal with this frustration. Anxiety sucks and if there is anyone out there who can relate please hit me up.

One promise that I can commit to if we become friends...I'll always tries to make sure I uplift you and never be a boulder or anchor and bring you down. I will try to make your life better...that is what I promise as a friend. :)",1.4630750137893005,4.095028214285716,2.7606195991910285,89.42292608935469,86.58503401360547,5.219194704908992,21.211252068394927,6.766488616294105,0.6142764478764478,1181,39,229,15,37,380,169,294,0.07400000000000001,0.691,0.23600000000000002,0.9939,0,1,0,0,1,0,74.0,3,4,0,4,10,19,2,0,9,0,18,5,1,8,4,55,45,27,0,5,9,2,4,4,8,4,3,2,0,1,9,25,0,0,6,2,0,3,2,2,0,3,0,10,30,17,26,37,2,17,0,0,4,1,28,9,1,6,9,129,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0991366582331491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521604249420337,0.0,0.0,0.08453056865083236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543131724984766,0.0,0.0,0.0710337123103713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219757678470513,0.0,0.0,0.10661187040688423,0.17969524308886334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473427219540783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993739850973117,0.0,0.0,0.15410004977186062,0.14515106064818414,0.0,0.11128628747213724,0.0,0.08641194254272584,0.0,0.0,0.3924388228892055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058953699710887,0.0,0.0,0.09100420170766066,0.0,0.10426009423484328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618654687580614,0.0,0.0,0.1009012557832263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583091026944114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388210546245376,0.21526691927718128,0.19852591415384135,0.1018193271503412,0.0,0.0,0.2559286806223192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916884537166285,0.0,0.4068705193180127,0.0,0.0,0.11066070360813997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835205412931584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747782648635593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688396470636628,0.15452672383026467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042934006550637,0.0,0.10613936319542318,0.1115147200328049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563104592705647,0.0,0.10445088429507232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157603174691984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372108290746258,0.0,0.0,0.08112947376262451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629562631665648,0.0,0.11528251500321796,0.09574686352632628,0.0,0.0,0.08165375958438498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794514928823506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984019087262145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166868616965547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,beefybagel,2019/08/04,"People only want to fuck me but not date me. Constantly being sexualized feels dehumanizing to me. My appearance is the first thing people comment on. Whether it’s a simple compliment or something explicitly vile, it feels dehumanizing. Sometimes I feel like my purpose is to solely please others. Only my close friends treat me like a human being with feelings and goals. I’ve had to cut off many friendships because the guys end up confessing their sexual desires to me. It doesn’t make me feel “hot”, or “beautiful”, “or “sexy”. It makes me feel like no one truly values me as a person, but only as a sexual partner. I’ve never been in a relationship despite having men throw themselves at me all the time. I already feel used by everyone so getting into a serious relationship doesn’t interest me at all anymore. Even my sexual relationships are unfulfilling. They always feel one sided and I end up feelings used. Managing my depression has been hard lately. It’s annoying opening up to people about this because I probably sound ridiculous. But, this is how I’ve been feeling for quite some time. I feel like a walking sex toy people feel like they can say and do ANYTHING to. I feel like an object. I feel unworthy of love. I feel so lonely. Because even though my beauty is always reinforced by others, I guess I’m not good enough to build a real relationship with... and it hurts.",4.233606770833333,6.805214105468752,5.57859375,74.06536458333336,73.9609375,8.329166666666666,29.026041666666664,9.075114841892004,2.9556932291666667,1105,47,180,26,24,369,145,256,0.16399999999999998,0.609,0.22699999999999998,0.9689,0,2,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,3,7,21,5,0,12,0,17,3,0,5,4,49,43,17,0,2,9,0,17,6,2,0,0,2,0,5,11,9,0,0,16,1,0,3,6,9,0,3,4,19,28,12,26,37,4,24,1,3,0,3,17,12,1,6,15,122,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822249146456967,0.0,0.13304309214667787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928503298141118,0.0,0.0,0.06578881512404143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462031719651508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639331522704287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885744483544791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161700199348945,0.08260567550625628,0.0,0.10560726872798773,0.0,0.0,0.07639190909021601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6063471312458579,0.28556749122280745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800209804439843,0.0,0.0,0.061766146033217575,0.07390886624406155,0.0417685291353972,0.0,0.0,0.06705498207971536,0.0,0.0,0.08806962451283368,0.07915919207273805,0.0,0.0,0.07161598807846145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558393619791603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901826647387972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343457098878711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215446193788083,0.0,0.10672926346323988,0.08105278094464985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165934835045862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834707081490204,0.18240779772754764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22169819343981448,0.0698058367146728,0.0,0.08775679265993767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619539997324817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503250088501328,0.0,0.0909961457957058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433287000814089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635763346429006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061546401125666575,0.07906872109961151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311262571417712,0.0,0.07854662143036847,0.0,0.09323440875260994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809549576102614,0.0,0.0,0.047154271560033566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jim-cricket,2019/08/04,"I don’t like being with or without people (15) I have identified the problem before and that’s that i don’t actually like my friends. They are all the same pessimistic people who all seem very empty. But when i started looking around, i realised that i don’t like anybody. They are all the same person with different hair. I have met two people that i actually liked. A friend who moved to new york, and my ex. They are the only two people who don’t give me headaches. I want people. Real people. With opinions and who care about things. I want a girlfriend who i can spend time with without only thinking about kissing or sex. But actually talk. I want people with hobby’s besides McDonalds and Call of duty. I need them. Because watching netfix shows i have already seen, or spending time with people that i don’t like, isn’t fun anymore.",2.9958333333333336,5.449716283950622,3.873564814814817,85.32479166666668,77.51851851851852,5.531481481481482,26.174382716049386,6.6274283507984215,1.193949382716049,666,26,120,6,16,213,86,162,0.045,0.7490000000000001,0.20600000000000002,0.9716,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,0,4,11,0,0,6,0,14,3,1,0,3,33,26,10,0,5,7,1,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,11,11,0,1,2,1,2,1,8,1,0,2,2,4,22,10,13,23,5,7,0,0,3,2,18,1,0,5,10,83,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.3272972853814343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337229616940665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087395525110663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995242638956841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815125687019445,0.0,0.09513218996776407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141586493012756,0.0,0.11398590288916725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680551562227305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172750307436358,0.0,0.0,0.10724719657512058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730952149725457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938824849475734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882398867633436,0.0,0.08289708472889035,0.0,0.10797557538656928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005541686906378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6200553787865666,0.09761803615549093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697595425098796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725103613618605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017770494305166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913147122224305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985930576190303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427387824992282,0.07163588988774497,0.0,0.0,0.1303810728857726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842155136161168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224537481222972,0.1978247494481638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553930420387504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,loki527,2019/08/04,"I shouldn’t be lonely- I don’t even know how it’s statistically possible I have friends, but not real ones. Not people that I can call anytime and just ask to hang out. Not people that I can actually confide in. Not people that ask me to hang out. Not people that check up on me. Not people that I text daily. I haven’t had a best friend in years and that feeling just fcking sucks. I make conversation just fine, hell, if it’s a good day, I’m maybe even funny sometimes, at least that’s what ppl tell me. I’m an extrovert but I somehow have found myself living the life of a hermit. I never go out on the weekends, despite wanting to so badly, and I’ve always asked ppl if they want to hang out and it just keeps getting postphoned to the point where I’ve stopped trying. But I involve myself in all types of things and have all types of interests: cadets, debating, hockey, tennis, chess, marvel, bands/music, gaming, politics, even just started guitar recently. I’m 16 for fucks sake, and somehow, at the end of it all, I’m just that shitty of a person that I’m still lonely, and don’t have a best friend and it sucks to know that and I don’t know how to fix it.",2.2454901960784355,4.070336882352944,3.703949579831932,88.69301120448179,77.23529411764707,6.045938375350139,21.837535014005603,6.868970318607317,0.5172862745098041,910,25,189,9,21,300,120,238,0.134,0.7070000000000001,0.16,0.6969,0,4,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,2,16,15,4,0,10,0,13,2,0,3,4,50,36,17,0,5,17,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,18,13,0,2,5,5,1,4,12,7,0,1,2,1,18,8,25,32,6,27,1,2,0,1,13,14,4,4,9,128,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.12539476586617795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691999360698344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603827079281168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728982428135862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26969984194517466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121004426342767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287008656478734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381041062312795,0.0,0.0,0.2546136364178616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649720631617563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089058626645193,0.2978299361105703,0.1187936236118484,0.06713450200339899,0.0,0.07302794013552602,0.10777738459919856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421424697389715,0.0,0.0,0.2118561603579819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076139752465988,0.0,0.0,0.11346541309534447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577290247122846,0.0,0.12909274422835967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910498959500352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707305228664575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454190188080472,0.11219882963986444,0.0,0.0,0.12147142149277823,0.14486132592399287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625798558576186,0.0,0.0,0.1268755180011075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708705154210326,0.0,0.09095100463478108,0.0,0.10261805823013743,0.10742944257526303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231224754257604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536785353048074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724118810164444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158199745334602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274800669302915
lonely,SwagDaddyPlunks_25,2019/08/04,"Physically Close, Yet Emotionally Distant I'm just a normal highscool guy at a party right now. Spent the whole night 7th wheeling right after having my crush straight up left me to get drunk with other guys at a seperate party. Everyone here is having an amazing time, and I'm just stuck watching them enjoy life, while I on the otherhand feel absolutely empty and alone. I'm tired of pretending I'm okay. Anyone else feel like this? Just needed to voice my frustration.",5.356699507389164,7.500718068965522,5.668637110016422,76.55793103448278,69.45977011494253,8.189819376026273,28.52052545155993,8.841846274778883,2.479149096880132,380,14,63,7,7,121,67,87,0.163,0.637,0.2,0.578,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,6,1,3,3,0,0,0,11,13,3,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,4,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,5,4,9,11,1,15,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,0,7,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415541200436476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133235076778348,0.22175732390849728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807988511737557,0.2434537546545485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068074053952417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21886624465027166,0.15461708609814312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307534057652426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285979319200766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351509930903284,0.0,0.1528703666526433,0.10573639015920296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047953265742182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031041722736768,0.21205469441472494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696587619925872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620162525926573,0.24875356337387816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24163550763304456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,boston7388,2019/08/04,"I’m so fucking lonely after my GF dumped me after 3 years I was an asshole to her sometimes and I ruined the best thing in my life. We just moved 2 hours away to where she’s originally from, and then she dumps me. I’m stuck here with no one to hangout with. My tinder was alright in the beginning 110 matches in 8-9 days but it’s been dry as hell these past 2 days, even so I don’t want anyone or anything but her. I wake up with no notifications, I wake up next to no one, I literally hate my life right now and don’t know how to get out of it. I’m stuck here for another 6 months",1.4867441860465114,2.4622967829457347,3.710767441860465,91.43452325581396,77.29457364341084,6.710387596899222,22.20232558139535,7.1686216300943375,0.4246706976744181,451,12,111,5,10,156,84,129,0.228,0.727,0.045,-0.9734,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,9,9,5,0,3,1,5,5,2,2,0,16,16,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,7,0,2,5,0,17,2,21,11,1,23,1,2,0,1,6,9,2,1,13,72,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23286606368915305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552807124104844,0.0,0.1827496372982784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864772531017914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330550755373958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864413140898036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667911270109524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530569632182635,0.116025551388704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192540871406176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187001398387246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204716942407165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31371771230461665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772589555286554,0.2360316575544412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361803601300444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009689087183228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119966836473719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965170242768234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963885616952397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753743576205672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098618676157864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300967187317165
lonely,sebafish,2019/08/04,"I hate being alone in school I'm damn sad cause i feel really lonely nowadays. I have got two ""close"" friends. One is dating and literally is with her boyfriend 24/7. He even sits with us during lunch breaks which I'm pretty sick of. It's like she doesn't even spend any time with me and the other friend anymore. Everyday i enter the class they would be together looking into each other's eyes and they have been dating for more than half a year already and yet they are still in this honeymoon phase. 

Honestly, I don't really like the other 'close' friend cause she's abit too loud for me. But i have got nobody else and i hate being alone in school compound. I have got other friends in class but I'm not that close with them and they are in their own cliques. Whenever I'm with them, i feel even lonelier cause we don't have the same sense of humor. Whenever i try to join in, i get left out instead. I feel really lonely damn it, i miss my other friends from other classes.

I won't have my second close friend with me tomorrow  as shes not taking that subject so she won't be in school and im going go feel so goddamn lonely again.

I hate that I feel lonely so easily and needs human accompany to feel ok in the school compound.",2.0762184594953546,4.186766334661357,3.297514940239044,90.04847692563082,78.88047808764941,6.4144090305444905,20.418492695883135,7.492282038375204,0.6000875166002659,974,25,203,14,24,315,128,251,0.168,0.6970000000000001,0.135,-0.8758,0,11,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,7,0,11,22,5,0,6,1,22,3,1,3,0,38,45,14,0,2,4,0,6,2,6,3,1,1,0,1,13,22,1,0,6,0,1,3,7,11,0,4,4,9,35,11,25,34,4,29,0,6,2,0,22,15,2,0,11,131,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078469309738194,0.11072926890514592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682356167991144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995117411831174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30923488285182393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382239358852893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882371484626946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044138673982024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651412636261817,0.0,0.05242425845866331,0.0,0.1140527000014024,0.0,0.24075663631262265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971991805633533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838596870652778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902126295375568,0.0,0.0,0.09804351360658987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426153394250446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440190278856275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799395335692979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208331300851142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192843878359786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062035576355402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013279977723697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544427163431572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585098977970152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812524792467982,0.0,0.09801900202209456,0.0,0.12069839184591152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127967663873405,0.0,0.0,0.06461659445384625
lonely,Areallyclevername69,2019/08/04,Message? Anyone wanna message? Haven't spoken to someone in a while and I kind of miss getting to know someone,1.1564285714285705,3.4828921428571427,2.7527380952380973,84.67767857142861,103.76190476190477,2.1,29.059523809523807,3.1291,1.0666095238095241,89,5,13,0,4,29,18,21,0.11699999999999999,0.883,0.0,-0.3078,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120799593592658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331857498586433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46477752702929204,0.2452878730559328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7563373683280586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Scottles317,2019/08/04,"I feel so alone I feel so broken inside like I’m walking around with a hole in my heart, the one person I cared about and made me happy said she doesn’t want to try and remain friends today, It honestly hurts so much and I want to cry but I can’t, the worst thing is that I have to act fine around people when I’m not",0.09325955734406224,1.8202113239436641,1.8276861167002032,100.02450704225357,83.64788732394365,4.620523138832998,14.368209255533195,5.288315135182226,-1.2140438631790742,248,3,62,1,7,81,52,71,0.18100000000000002,0.624,0.195,-0.4425,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,1,0,13,13,8,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,3,9,6,8,11,2,7,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359622920953898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056324962471459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322870047769463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502596257580162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23039452979606326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602023790479535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24252836907883804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26997864241853936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24389581960131326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130581571401957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557745257547484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748064129157275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543829298566751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579480478325168,0.198931627999778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671769617893405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135956530184042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159553970075999,0.0,0.0,0.15468103930674798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687590737411613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nikke_89,2019/08/04,"Hey all lonely guy here Just feeling pretty lonely today. Maybe if you feel the same we could talk?
I am William 29 m",0.625,3.0402148333333368,1.788333333333334,96.49000000000002,88.16666666666666,3.2,16.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.0453166666666664,92,2,19,0,3,29,23,24,0.18100000000000002,0.65,0.17,-0.0772,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,4,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198961746001319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051737065114351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967185825221259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025190452434701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076175109051863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220371096931355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797809293656799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KeyRaise,2019/08/04,"Sometimes I wish... Sometimes I wish I can call someone on a whim and hang out with them.
I wish someone calls me up and asks me they want to meet me; that it's been so long.
I wish someone invites me to a party.
I wish someone hugs me.
I wish someone wants to hold hands with me.
I wish someone wants to watch silly TV shows with me.
I wish someone wants to go on a walk with me.
I wish someone is there to comfort me when I'm upset.

But heck I've gotta do all these things myself.
Yes, I'm lonely, but that's not an excuse to wait around and feel miserable until someone shows up. If you're lucky, it works out and someone does find you. But chances are, you're not. I'm not.

The problem we're facing folks is something a lot more personal, not external. I suspect we need direction. We need something to do -- by ourselves; while at the same time we need to get out more. Find ways to interact with more people. Sometimes due to circumstance we end up in lonely places. And it's painful, but dammit we should try to snap out of it! 

But how?! 

I don't know. But perhaps I should start by finding something productive to do. Such as writing. Painting. Learning an instrument. 

And how do I get out more? I have no fucking idea. That's something I'm blank on. But we'll figure it out, right folks? We'll figure it out.",0.6658387096774199,2.9495766925925966,2.054181600955797,95.84801075268818,85.77777777777777,4.669056152927121,22.783751493428912,6.0311780096671335,0.291332138590203,1017,38,222,8,31,326,130,270,0.073,0.789,0.138,0.8516,0,4,4,0,0,0,45.0,7,1,2,1,7,11,1,2,8,1,15,5,2,2,1,74,45,21,0,20,12,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,11,24,0,2,10,3,0,3,6,7,0,0,1,3,35,4,39,39,7,30,0,3,1,2,18,18,2,3,8,139,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791921068061739,0.06082443588583419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287169582737351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569364273637019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762585611183944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03289743655742389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839719707772636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060149016454468934,0.06798469720663138,0.0,0.03697638508949075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344737883065933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035756519830811004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057578057959443735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531361184648228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472853736212768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923083818215113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04510598309377015,0.05680986104297316,0.06797622010121651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062255801645690424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556281961148868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5512704678889447,0.20035244387575807,0.19304473393284435,0.0,0.0460514067001008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043224478474242274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037938330481655895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044173007768321434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350164060679775,0.05164339829738058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6733655541064645,0.0,0.0,0.047366104486123495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cassidyhempel04,2019/08/04,"any tips on sleeping with out SO after living with them for a while? so my SO moved back to his hometown (6 hours away) and i’m stuck at my own place and i’m feeling lonely. i slept with with every single night, we used to cuddle all night skin on skin. i miss his warmth and company. i can’t sleep with out him. he’s my home. any tips to make this easier?",-0.8197402597402572,1.2797982597402644,1.2052077922077906,100.13638311688317,92.37662337662336,4.1189610389610385,12.894805194805196,5.6839178017228535,-1.2140535064935063,274,4,66,2,10,90,53,77,0.079,0.816,0.105,0.4606,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,5,2,1,15,9,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,11,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,3,11,0,16,7,3,14,0,2,0,1,6,7,0,0,6,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206945681274998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153522782507576,0.18131021530243785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986657205992964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922399463891553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23651954299062944,0.0,0.2322085478407279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820948488125568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739361760660975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506105779611027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425514000112976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463534350700733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719264512672152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364939237580632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ItsLeviosaaaaahhhhhh,2019/08/04,"Just wondering if there’s anyone here who can relate more so to my specific situation Im a 22 year old guy who graduated high school back in 2015. Throughout my high school years, I started to get heavily with some depression, but I can say that I did have some very good friends to hang out with that I loved very much. I had a good home, a great family, but feeling down all the time slowly became an increasingly normal issue to the point that I began isolating myself from everyone and becoming very antisocial. Graduating was awkward for me because while I felt like I was very glad to be rid of high school and what I felt back then were very toxic people, I also realize now that I was pushing away my friends at the same time as the rest of the people I knew back then. A majority of the time over the past years for me has consisted of being isolated and self deprecating. I moved out of my parents house about a year after graduation to a place about an hour away from them feeling like I couldn’t stand having my parents stare at me behind my back all the time wondering why I don’t go out with my friends anymore. Now I have my own apartment and have many things I can do now that I couldn’t while staying with my parents, but despite having the freedom of being an adult, I am now more miserable than ever. I’ve had my rare high moments that felt great and I’ve been getting onto antidepressants which have in a way worked fairly well. But after I started feeling better I suddenly had urges to be social and reach out to people I used to talk to in high school and even close family members. And it seems like none of them care too much about me anymore. They’re all in college, getting married, living a good life away in another country or something while there’s me realizing that I’m just too late to try to make up for my losses. I haven’t had a girlfriend since high school either and I have never felt more desperate to be with a new girl in my entire life. But I feel like when girls I talk to me, they see how I kind of just gave up on being productive and positive then they walk away, and I understand why they would do that. The only thing that seems to make me laugh anymore is nihilistic, destructive, meaningless humor about how shitty my life is. 

I see how other peoples stories are where they actually have horrible lives and have bad things happen to them, and I feel pathetic knowing that I had a wonderful life yet I lost it.",7.67925945017182,6.460585045360823,7.789394329896908,75.20972723367699,63.49484536082474,11.134879725085911,34.435137457044675,10.222266870305534,3.256431271477662,1957,69,381,37,24,637,230,485,0.102,0.725,0.17300000000000001,0.9903,3,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,7,4,32,27,1,2,24,0,41,5,0,6,5,71,76,33,0,5,11,3,9,4,4,1,4,1,1,5,20,23,0,0,19,0,0,6,6,7,1,0,19,13,60,20,65,48,17,80,0,4,3,1,27,33,0,9,42,279,80,10,0.0,0.0,0.05811883487207431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762754262813718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062450486095139326,0.0,0.0,0.17719299383766018,0.04164349161747776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238222549363725,0.18318197801043992,0.04972743110758528,0.03630526577463476,0.06577579428652504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267314001959554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072211561460991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129617507701675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03933669742627168,0.05387252532078538,0.0,0.05690906411824856,0.0,0.0,0.1122896804592594,0.0,0.15056850994187326,0.08509476389125897,0.22873542868094315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804028228134746,0.0,0.0933478923749933,0.0,0.033847495662728905,0.14986022682517067,0.0,0.13132314020354902,0.0,0.05897058459288027,0.05266587180360398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775501046969067,0.05974031530832096,0.0,0.05865144034140981,0.06872053823263508,0.0,0.0,0.06433155209214267,0.062161814353097415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201923087459446,0.03273085367751733,0.0,0.06718265207790229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826688543360274,0.11638575505944,0.0,0.10517947159640922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501327052315008,0.0,0.05375232730460061,0.0,0.07950923821723,0.06038123621565838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632994413810024,0.08756218518105588,0.0,0.04593386721912792,0.0575203179164394,0.0,0.0,0.058353008094461825,0.0,0.0,0.06249483150177033,0.0,0.0,0.04529562174918442,0.0,0.0,0.19839229826661145,0.0,0.056853694070290325,0.16515671431206794,0.0,0.06222416846525543,0.0,0.0563004160392879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047361949029487566,0.0,0.3013732501528885,0.09491809994342013,0.10843652777734904,0.06213071975671178,0.0,0.0,0.04926599128517293,0.06694432614249814,0.0,0.06071064619940615,0.0,0.045849725836431515,0.0,0.0,0.08430920355095718,0.06347961276723331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573898201830038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870065265761627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389121703834688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04043515030550926,0.0,0.0,0.06200071770868814,0.0,0.051437943600967664,0.0,0.2457029409903269,0.0,0.047273406950101744,0.0,0.0,0.05354870577370977,0.0,0.10748147717274477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937603913711463,0.043358051693649466,0.0,0.0,0.042307434121955964,0.0,0.0,0.1534104778222685
lonely,duversa,2019/08/04,"Need advice on how to be less awkward  For basically my entire life, I’ve felt like I’m just always... there. People notice my existence, but don’t really acknowledge it. I have trouble making friends and speaking my mind. I’m pretty sure I have a fear of men due to always being manipulated by them. People try to be my friend, but I always give one-worded replies despite wanting desperately to say so much more. Even when making online friends I am so extremely awkward when trying to voice chat. I desperately want a best friend to play video games with. When guys hit on me, I completely shut them off. I want to become less introverted, I want to actually talk to people! I just have no idea how. I’ve tried talking more, but I’m just so painfully awkward that my attempts at conversation always fail. 15. Any advice?",3.4251923076923063,5.891335750000002,4.880102564102569,78.59823076923078,76.11538461538461,7.236923076923077,25.784615384615392,8.238735603445708,1.937149230769231,651,24,115,12,15,217,97,156,0.153,0.609,0.23800000000000002,0.9439,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,3,13,15,0,4,2,0,8,2,0,5,1,23,21,12,0,5,6,0,1,1,4,0,2,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,4,17,8,17,16,6,9,0,1,0,0,16,5,0,0,5,70,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.12374401024415838,0.0,0.0,0.24782600269789715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220497942737993,0.0,0.0,0.08623218183475813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004686398006774,0.0,0.0,0.13307469324568236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295329831612238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375392762092013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269159622702335,0.0,0.0,0.1217532977570786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918788838381018,0.0,0.0,0.1216435221225497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555751745587151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431481298759684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956657183802733,0.06195082927096637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692874953552382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280375456276311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321673398903386,0.09402477344058548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436905872934566,0.0,0.0,0.08592678170991384,0.0,0.1349301387374202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26373318812277136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900692076339138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123493841150355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084093252709488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951281263872593,0.0,0.0,0.20384313618321204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25827811231810605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991730016181825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Swastikkumar,2019/08/04,"What am I supposed to do? I remember being so kind as a child that whenever my parents would take me to the fish market I would literally feel angry at the fish seller for pulling the fish out of the water and putting it on display on a wooden plank to die. I would argue with and order him to put it back into the water so that it could live. 

But as I grew so did the dormant monster lurking...hiding in me. I wasn't like this from birth. I was a good, studious, meritorious and a kind kid. My father once beat me just for accidentally shaking his chair with my foot, disturbing him while he was watching TV. He was always like that only. He would just beat me for no reason at all. Always accusing me of being a hurdle in his path of making money. He said I wasn't grateful enough to him for paying for my food, clothes, education and a roof on my head. And I hate that evil bastard. 

It wasn't like I had a lot of friends during my childhood when I was still good either. I have never had any friend or a girlfriend at all. I always got bullied & mocked for being poor and ugly. Nobody wanted to be friends with me in my school because I was too dark skinned, ugly and poor for them. I was unworthy and unwanted as per them.

Now I gain pleasure seeing all kinds of torture videos. Not some CGI shit. But real sick torture videos that would make any normal guy feel sick and vomit. I have become evil.",2.9630219695805806,4.566013159010605,4.302688585036105,86.12983253956064,74.65371024734982,6.335166692272239,24.318482101705328,6.895973343053719,0.8822162851436479,1096,34,220,10,23,362,154,283,0.259,0.64,0.10099999999999999,-0.9936,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,3,10,23,9,2,14,0,26,10,4,3,4,43,36,20,1,9,7,2,3,3,4,5,3,1,0,3,11,14,3,0,4,3,5,5,6,11,0,0,14,6,37,12,36,12,7,25,0,0,2,0,22,11,2,3,11,157,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907830000614945,0.1262151147566792,0.0,0.15843219055169774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957237644369681,0.0,0.07101023732080701,0.12865226744914834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300649540706196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089655083592925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036363937048555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780005347304492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408582156073737,0.0,0.2699959081825034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540985850121065,0.09316640162952328,0.0,0.0,0.11534181385370346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500816195312033,0.11955068827834953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36391417681914856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707310202361814,0.0,0.10286137671737282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903425791138773,0.0,0.0,0.1555138009469338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984302256703489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413388291639333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405632656236122,0.0,0.08859466475109287,0.0,0.0,0.12934656430633748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342059992693916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132589282873535,0.0,0.11976945925860275,0.0,0.0,0.13195863035060315,0.0,0.11080712819454168,0.0,0.0,0.11789246302915868,0.09282615977613162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957365158757705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302777346560913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758476716632456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687078666453126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413750026798244,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Behndic,2019/08/04,"I can’t do anything right I’ve been putting in my best effort, even staying up until 2 trying to learn how to talk to girls, but can’t find someone to have a relationship with, even if I’m pretty sure I didn’t mess up, it’s just that nobody seems to be into me",4.884080459770112,3.4510514310344824,6.1913793103448285,85.10821839080461,69.17241379310343,8.422988505747126,27.95402298850575,6.42735559955562,1.1030505747126431,205,5,48,1,3,70,46,58,0.057,0.7709999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,1,10,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,11,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,1,32,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285481524247152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29146053428460633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668761339582445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538402179897741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825512885661292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791953919796249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981781170934581,0.0,0.2371799300663072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528349905668492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23531975507320224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960232612417397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617572686132739,0.0,0.0,0.2232288797108927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856046123229156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ExecutorViserys,2019/08/04,"Anybody else felt lonely since childhood I’m more lucky than most, I’m decent/good looking, have friends, etc, but for some reason I’ve always had a lingering feeling of loneliness for as long as I can remember. It doesn’t matter who’s around me, I’ll always feel alone. Idk why. Maybe it’s just my soul",4.880573770491804,5.585668491803277,5.252581967213113,84.56608606557378,69.0,8.067213114754097,28.364754098360656,8.07648339933343,1.7543081967213117,242,8,48,3,4,77,51,61,0.16,0.722,0.11699999999999999,-0.5504,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,10,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,3,2,7,8,4,3,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,3,2,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576578520223145,0.0,0.0,0.41400463717304653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146419405698586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078211863143635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774520163438404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25157816165367136,0.0,0.2388648474489753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220442388596568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866226933414606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015973718408935,0.2089099487012944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499298444236168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557840976653568,0.0,0.0,0.28181574336498466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579083110330276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22448246689645565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anonymousguy271103_1,2019/08/04,Happy friendship day guys. No one wished me. I hope you guys are having good time.,0.07666666666666799,2.1709850000000017,0.5025000000000013,100.95916666666668,105.25,2.1333333333333333,11.583333333333332,3.1291,-1.829516666666667,64,1,13,0,3,19,15,16,0.08900000000000001,0.40700000000000003,0.504,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167772606902524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752992381127686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6499879529112418,0.0,0.3494012105003869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32600110633076024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22241349652165415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139041499537232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774421137551099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThrowawayPretzelsNu,2019/08/04,"Am I the only one who finds it depressing to watch people drinking and dancing? You know at bars when people are dancing, laughing and drinking.. 

Watching them makes me depressed. I guess I’m jealous. I don’t know..",2.587500000000002,5.490152750000004,3.1650000000000027,86.62000000000002,84.0,4.2,30.5,5.6839178017228535,1.5755999999999992,170,9,28,1,5,53,32,40,0.20600000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.6908,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,3,5,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,2,6,1,2,8,0,4,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46937626596674203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.533856762457499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24904338411660504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001693687422901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994976888235926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188368473980385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846406864539664,0.20723465023808355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778090751734605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheOneWhoThrewAway69,2019/08/04,"She was all I thought I had left. Turns out, I was wrong... It's late and I'm too depressed to even type all the info up right now but I just wanted to say I had someone special in my life for a long time but there was a reason why we took a break from each other, we loved each other too much. But after some time I reached out to her cause I needed her, she was the only person in my life I truly had, and she questioned why I wanted to talk to her...

I told her how I just need my friend and that she was all I had. I gave her my phone number and she never text me back. Right there was the biggest crush I've ever felt to my heart. I lost the last person that I truly had left and now... I sit here, alone. My thoughts are poison and I'm struggling to live. I don't have anyone or anything. I just don't know what to do.",0.12327084680025635,1.6596518571428582,2.006173238526184,99.7476502908856,82.62637362637362,4.282352941176471,16.20038784744667,3.1291,-1.1931632837750483,626,10,157,0,17,207,96,182,0.106,0.764,0.13,0.7506,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,0,1,14,8,1,1,7,0,16,5,1,3,5,38,32,11,0,4,7,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,6,12,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,18,2,37,3,16,14,7,24,0,2,0,1,22,10,0,3,11,114,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696022115340698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921614444921532,0.0,0.11676733143969956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910834373425184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457650478947134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221378463849825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372017816973896,0.12835197161584186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624126154647942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962757167787933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814602301153153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779816720520079,0.11566320169496402,0.16006351662993068,0.0,0.3083382340848861,0.0,0.20044898929888366,0.0,0.0,0.12529570938549375,0.1255724341862776,0.0,0.0,0.15489493769138113,0.0,0.12806559832500827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430900575068984,0.2104263947860504,0.10943801847805053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079173905892643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24779413511914994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589546518660366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589148852009368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423547704155697,0.0,0.11284044141807295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022700487151294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483392552250329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404966659137986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252972452255773,0.16547999972144284,0.0,0.0,0.1355865636313756,0.15765034548821716,0.0,0.15434079794817518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673864606215087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25607597611508764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513969045545722,0.0,0.0
lonely,SuperDavination,2019/08/04,"Someone want to be my friend? If anyone need a friend who can help him, or just talk with him, I'm here. I'm searching a long term friendship",0.8399999999999999,2.7999216666666698,1.6833333333333336,100.80500000000002,82.33333333333334,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.7399999999999998,110,3,26,0,3,34,25,30,0.0,0.612,0.38799999999999996,0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27702869674036873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6121984174516963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26556110026835306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506200324781451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293773509497702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356946659986505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184464652892829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336860260766077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bdaytiger,2019/08/04,im so alone im screaming i cant do this i just need someoneo to talk to why wont anyone talk to me??,-4.8811538461538415,-4.077260653846154,0.05338461538461559,103.9416153846154,117.07692307692308,3.6184615384615375,12.892307692307696,5.6839178017228535,-1.1563292307692308,77,2,23,1,5,30,18,26,0.235,0.765,0.0,-0.6722,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246587004990217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191843770552104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6771992752112622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23243282891708356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5039080134379024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828564525217968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rml6442,2019/08/04,"I wish I wasn’t so lonely from a lack of love… In the morning and afternoon I feel sorta lonely at times but in the night it hits the hardest.

It’s terrible being alone in my own bed, knowing that no one has any form of loving interest in me, no one to text me a loving good night or text me in general.

It hurts even harder when I’ve tried to find love but all of the women at my school always come up with the “boyfriend excuse” but I know there’s no other guy, they just have 0 interest.

At times I just lay in my bed, hugging a bunched up blanket for a love void filler and cry just thinking about how depressed I’ve become and honestly wish I could just die in my sleep because of how terrible it is.

I’ve always tried to be a nice “always keeping to myself” kind of guy and maybe someone would’ve liked that but I guess I’m always just ignored because of my lack of talking to people.

Anyways, thanks for reading this sorta rant if you did.",3.8871261226083575,4.393179766497468,4.935228426395941,86.67008980866852,71.13197969543147,7.482858258492776,27.33658727059742,7.321109707123232,1.32034744240531,742,24,157,7,13,244,112,197,0.20199999999999999,0.565,0.233,0.9204,0,5,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,13,20,0,0,10,0,8,6,1,2,1,36,24,14,1,6,11,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,8,6,0,2,5,1,0,1,4,7,0,2,2,1,18,13,29,18,6,19,0,4,0,5,11,12,0,5,7,106,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087428110807726,0.0,0.0,0.3884415902789442,0.0,0.0,0.07936543578406849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228821580945006,0.12889480648035856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053359998233463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318183398242907,0.0,0.1281982476320744,0.0,0.0,0.10052042140202898,0.0,0.12112446856250947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708452717802326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901106679594915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666898918388132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788912545137783,0.0,0.0,0.12856700956453546,0.2311185192541285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493831788875905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373542456926173,0.0,0.1215334128360224,0.12827931905536286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05701762912245886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5266675910909338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724886330862495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904508656836466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816870989065046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091062586585494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673957356997156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811471736121995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679227584534735,0.0,0.09888630181395533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380546212881996,0.0,0.10744903765130524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478176799779082,0.0,0.0,0.13610673587116132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847412958418788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26841685924951736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290600809889706,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GrimDriver,2019/08/04,"Taxi Driver - A Video Essay about the Danger of Loneliness https://youtu.be/4_qVGJ6qs94

Thought you guys might enjoy this. This video shows the danger of romanticizing your own loneliness.",10.632222222222218,15.319737407407413,6.27555555555556,66.10000000000002,63.814814814814824,9.525925925925927,27.51851851851852,9.725611199111238,3.718318518518519,158,5,18,4,3,42,21,27,0.32799999999999996,0.529,0.14300000000000002,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5986068691004928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6413398583309239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799510416508916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,loztprincess,2019/08/04,"Another lonely night My whole life I’ve dealt with being the lonely girl. I’ve never had that many friends, I wasn’t a complete loner but never got invited to the events that everyone else did because I was always focused on school as I am now. When I got to college I made a group of friends and felt like I was in the “in crowd”, it was fun for a while but made some bad decisions because of it. I’ve never actually had a bf, idk what’s wrong with me?! I don’t think I’m completely ugly, I mean I’m not perfect by any means but I’m okay looking, I’m smart, know what I want, but just don’t know why I’m still alone and why no one ever tried or tries having an actual relationship with me. I’ve always allowed myself to be the behind the scenes girl and I was okay with that for a while because I at least felt wanted and needed but I’m fed up of feeling empty and worthless because of that. I’m 22 (almost 23 this month) and have yet to experience that fierce love that everyone desires, of course I picked a major in college that is completely time consuming and demanding and I’m not complaining because I know I’ll be successful. I just wish I didn’t have to continue living this life alone, without feeling love, feeling so lonely. What does one do, this loneliness realllly sucks. 💔🖤",3.3240566037735846,4.598073056603777,4.9397641509434,83.24662735849058,73.15094339622641,8.016981132075474,27.212264150943398,8.548686976883017,1.899003773584905,1020,37,208,18,20,345,139,265,0.174,0.642,0.184,0.6332,1,8,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,8,19,1,0,12,2,20,5,0,4,5,51,52,19,0,5,11,0,5,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,15,12,1,0,12,0,0,0,11,8,0,2,16,6,19,11,26,33,4,21,0,4,1,2,11,6,1,3,16,127,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.20108877914959167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317168570364747,0.2134202010557203,0.0,0.0,0.17146178975329654,0.0,0.0,0.07006530713827297,0.10803805714457114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602743356503953,0.3140368172982179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240813400529334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901640155627026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860700324456026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319836134281706,0.0,0.19690302208007768,0.0,0.10078508645839274,0.0,0.0,0.15628825616977038,0.0,0.1978537947420646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920456709384162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480823808366624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987111203338304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554912636164025,0.0503362409252108,0.0,0.090979161839167,0.0,0.08652094804102675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859808424914768,0.19498277823618732,0.0,0.10445829739081704,0.0,0.22446415064810907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223917587388631,0.0,0.0,0.07639693777370875,0.2383939380678834,0.0,0.0,0.09668857176881306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963432731982056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061783148562568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427390548172884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228150475683411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601875856089062,0.0,0.0,0.0600787997834884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399039575993291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154191045533685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594074600286767,0.11503157153359572,0.11848173892458615,0.09931919116881313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264934030741384,0.0,0.0
lonely,andicissell,2019/08/04,"Anyone else I fantasize ab walking around bad neighborhoods at night so someone would kidnap me or getting lost in the woods so no one would find me

I dont want to break my family's heart but I really hate being here.",4.636287878787879,5.567652477272726,5.684545454545457,80.43015151515155,69.68181818181819,9.503030303030306,26.03030303030303,9.725611199111238,2.283403030303031,175,5,34,4,3,58,39,44,0.268,0.732,0.0,-0.8869,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,7,8,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,6,0,4,4,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759146234194906,0.26023654055555195,0.0,0.2260995365914373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120659643534348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976672627631236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217097472411092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23943343586372734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23213670164870695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269611544337334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507565386280541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009721681826256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27725345150917136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23834670365480184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210607740339895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270860283479588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21519975127690505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980629656110314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608457793438457,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,huntychuu,2019/08/04,"I’ve never been able to be in a relationship all throughout high school and people tell me I’m pretty but I don’t believe them and that I’m only single because I’m shy Is this really the reason, do I just need to be more confident?",0.997,2.9959167000000018,3.8859999999999992,85.01300000000002,82.0,6.4,20.0,7.554174236665415,0.7698000000000009,185,5,38,3,5,66,39,50,0.052000000000000005,0.807,0.141,0.653,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,2,8,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,7,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,25,6,1,0.29611733175648325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805103769770472,0.0,0.0,0.3336228301669271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128642189703948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195672494083457,0.2283839413050496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252105743588176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052904731907433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301257782498751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970034524083326,0.3044579353176254,0.0,0.3179191954886604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996865486874025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588195998548904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,StockPollsEnterprise,2019/08/04,38/m/ Lonely.. And I'm not even ugly.. Smh 5 year relationship gone.. Just like that.. For no reason.. Just ghosted from one day to the other... #1 on my worst thing that has happened to me,-1.0346491228070178,1.0353962368421072,1.474736842105262,95.76982456140352,99.78947368421049,3.5859649122807014,14.228070175438594,5.46131890053228,-0.9505403508771928,139,3,31,1,6,47,35,38,0.151,0.742,0.107,-0.4287,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,5,3,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27758308600899884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842860911039305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806159593771049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102797993403108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29166141322965883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425399290384949,0.0,0.4621063269865194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859496497620903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771741651432564
lonely,Stos915,2019/08/04,I stopped messaging people first and realised I never get any fucking messages I normally message 3-5 of my friends a day but if I don’t message first I will end up talking to literally nobody in a day. And talking to them when I message first and I can tell they aren’t invested in the conversation makes being lonely worse honestly. I hate this feeling so much.,5.040704225352108,6.29750715492958,6.401521126760564,74.45861971830986,69.0,9.060281690140846,38.14366197183098,9.3871,3.8910709859154933,292,17,51,6,5,99,52,71,0.191,0.7020000000000001,0.107,-0.7964,1,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,3,2,5,2,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,1,10,10,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,3,0,1,11,2,6,8,1,12,0,1,0,1,12,3,1,1,9,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025226574084688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849864560060054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956944111233456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171798406045737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5638149520731565,0.0,0.0,0.17070393251065674,0.20426293245624103,0.11543624843880873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814047829513408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748455389577686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624222556916524,0.0,0.17040877431153298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216482199056546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317757331958132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472248177446712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551793821700826,0.19311835379950207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516496171259096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NewStart00,2019/08/04,"Meditation buddies? Ah hi! I think I'm not that kind of human who can atleast make friends on reddit. Everytime I've tried platforms like reddit, it has always been turned out to be the other way out. I'm trying for the last time and see if my destiny works this time.
Am looking for a person who would love to meditate with me. We could have some spiritual and cosmic conversation about existence and other things. If anyone feels like responding to this post then he/she can send a text or dm me. I would love to be friends with similar people. 

Thanks for reading, Have a good day!",2.9631777956556715,5.358763097345137,3.8712308930008064,85.60464199517297,77.31858407079645,6.940949316170556,24.432019308125504,8.00094639256281,1.473484955752213,462,16,89,8,11,148,82,113,0.0,0.787,0.213,0.9776,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,5,1,12,2,0,1,0,19,23,7,0,5,4,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,9,8,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,6,9,14,17,1,12,0,0,2,2,13,4,0,4,7,55,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235788878518193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643447272813666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557897631677838,0.0,0.0,0.12583813227262816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866000407496524,0.13939584305361835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015029463474735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365983603249626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031904803061364,0.0,0.15905121111995946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906543916929427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385409810366744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522120815938244,0.0,0.1302460549277137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527365477455172,0.17037379530208732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186873807021558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517570905723275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548769345630412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964295628115254,0.0,0.0,0.1296309885714978,0.1250268794649483,0.0,0.0,0.2275554712832405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649512899777949,0.2122376908052256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487948058113402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420517994907903,0.0,0.0,0.27721942818487644,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RandomGuy30000,2019/08/04,"Lonely even though I shouldn’t be? So i’ve always been a pretty confident person and someone who finds it easy to talk to people even if we’ve literally just met and so making friends has never been a problem for me. However, i have always felt like the loneliest person in the world, i feel like no one truly understands me and that they don’t care about me. I know this sounds like a sob story and i should be happy as i have a good number of “friends”, however even now if you asked me to name one i couldn’t as i just feel like i’m all by myself and always will be. I’ve never had a girlfriend or any kinda serious relationship so never really known what’s it like to have that one person, but I don’t understand why i feel like the way I do but I just can’t help it. My family and friends are good people so maybe it’s just me being a bad person or maybe I don’t deserve them. I’m convinced eventually i’m gunna push everyone away and then I’ll truly be lonely. Not sure what posting on here will do but just need somewhere to vent anonymously. If you read all this, do you think taking a break from social media will help me at all? Just not being on my phone all the time which just ends up with me jumping to conclusions.

Thanks,
Just a guy from London",3.3102541524914955,4.306775562737641,4.749105463277967,85.66815289173505,72.8403041825095,7.666119671803083,22.967580548329,8.032893268588372,1.0419855513307985,995,24,210,14,19,333,135,263,0.067,0.711,0.222,0.9893,2,4,0,1,0,0,16.0,0,3,2,1,20,22,0,0,12,0,27,0,0,1,8,53,45,23,0,8,18,0,4,6,4,5,0,1,0,5,12,8,0,0,11,1,0,2,12,6,0,3,5,5,28,16,21,28,4,19,0,3,0,0,24,7,1,6,13,147,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25938805648954955,0.0,0.0,0.07066337781764416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714321797320842,0.0,0.09762826726455442,0.0,0.08676175541044677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059446914030521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203473932207748,0.0,0.0,0.20589768130405212,0.0,0.0,0.099291883608115,0.0,0.0,0.09795850674495632,0.0,0.1576223175956445,0.22270317188123212,0.09977132779081216,0.0,0.09497322114672836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24084528280119455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431205883702855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288871399347432,0.0,0.11061571543021216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929936541676732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710703846736029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045954372310319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936172777706588,0.0,0.20878612067874056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770490546392786,0.2404288456465636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123934863171173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407828971232467,0.3629260269463845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951848551948132,0.10571534419090783,0.0,0.09942926426338844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393961189716648,0.0,0.06656836256288877,0.0,0.0,0.11156205458731873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059246801823949,0.0880438699420811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979353514413288,0.0,0.07812851001797963,0.08352012114949059,0.0,0.09566774085830176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658228829331345,0.10209251327472964,0.0,0.06059162660277866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163510555562487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248010564530464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376395910578968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JustCallMeGhost98,2019/08/04,"Stood up on my date So to make a long story short, met this rather amazing woman a few weeks back and hit it off right away. So after talking for awhile I get the courage to ask her out on a date. Big mistake. Not only has she stood me up but totally cut me off. This kinda sucks",1.4475000000000016,2.8030554166666697,2.8566666666666687,95.955,78.16666666666666,5.466666666666668,20.333333333333336,5.6839178017228535,-0.2447666666666665,215,5,51,1,5,70,49,60,0.12,0.8079999999999999,0.071,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,9,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,6,2,12,5,2,17,0,0,0,0,6,11,1,1,6,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36819246042838094,0.0,0.37003089542915457,0.3028429472706185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205768064852845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485409526290877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26289498888995866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299537317763789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363419810335943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31655816579793034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159191750616492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,1043903,2019/08/04,not feelin the love i feel like i haven’t had a very welcoming vibe from reddit recently :-( i might sound like a p*ssy but i commented a joke on a thread and for some reason they took it seriously and gave me a bunch of negative karma lmfao! now i can’t comment on certain threads bc i have negative karma :-/ idk man i’m just not feelin the love rn :( thanks for letting me rant - i know i probably sound pretty stupid right now.,0.17001788908765647,2.562400581395352,2.35744186046512,89.94364042933813,95.51162790697674,5.901967799642218,19.40608228980322,7.321109707123232,0.8794644007155639,334,11,68,7,13,112,59,86,0.321,0.47,0.209,-0.9317,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,3,10,1,0,7,0,6,2,0,1,1,12,14,3,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,3,11,8,6,9,2,7,2,0,0,2,8,3,0,2,5,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980343166242178,0.18339811514793306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108451794543575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26250972268938993,0.0,0.2508371506294629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4633928134556426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27233533537649696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26117268159746465,0.2767834990920244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639470248403004,0.2534762916407584,0.0,0.0,0.21923424476621625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23634979967726324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28522116045809803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118177627075291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HenryTsunami,2019/08/04,Does anybody wanna talk with me about random things? I'm lonely and bored. I'll talk about absolutely anything and you can take that literally lol. Lonely because I only have online friends and my SO is not around for a while and I'm an introvert homebody :),3.367346938775512,6.019456346938777,4.366693877551022,81.21044897959185,77.36734693877553,6.3689795918367365,26.126530612244892,7.554174236665415,1.6633559183673472,207,8,36,3,5,67,39,49,0.129,0.7090000000000001,0.162,0.4215,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,6,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,6,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30305807808297125,0.3278418900084353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22449637891513025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222790113659238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845275366660102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800889305293515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768961746759756,0.5920092946722251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24466484524048876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,podberri,2019/08/04,"too ugly to be wanted I’m just too ugly for anyone. For friends, family, guys, basically everyone. I’m ghosted by any guy I talk to while my friends are all in relationships or are talking to people. Yesterday I got a text from someone saying they wanted to hang out and I got excited but as the night grew old they never replied back, while my friend next to me was telling me how they always are going out places or always have someone to talk to. Killing my self would solve everything it’s not like I can change how people treat me anyways",3.530519210799582,5.449757794392525,4.485919003115266,84.07618899273105,73.85981308411216,7.372377985462098,26.84215991692627,8.167268648758528,1.7816072689511944,432,16,83,7,9,140,73,107,0.111,0.755,0.134,0.1986,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,7,7,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,2,2,15,15,9,2,3,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,1,13,6,15,10,1,15,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,2,9,55,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549108168177309,0.0,0.0,0.10416550940533367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071048137711431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177835411908846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620407948258426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636704266452255,0.13766547422416422,0.0,0.14440150005292202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35503215874565563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705393277000446,0.0,0.2450190368865592,0.0,0.0,0.30333832421223034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946748744860066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483447074850612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813942835255195,0.0,0.1629053157694165,0.14374609551195394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607333350224365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238707949772187,0.0,0.16003720429480814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644546100864716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181237772369286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979685925799758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595724927331129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693532449403895,0.13388331683291135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069534743767451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881243807292088,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Colvack,2019/08/04,"I have friends, but I’m nobodies best friend. I can get along with most people well, and would consider myself to have friends - but it’s dawned on me that i just haven’t got a best friend and likewise no one would consider me their best friend.

I’m not that person that comes to mind when you want to hang out, or the person you call to have an hour long chat with. I’m not that person you’d want to go travelling with, or even the person you text to check up on from time to time. I think I am the person who makes the numbers up, almost as a last resort - I’m a friend but not a best friend, and honestly it just upsets me so much.",5.378190476190476,4.093831051851854,5.654391534391537,88.87333333333336,68.1111111111111,9.195767195767193,25.952380952380953,7.957251820313856,1.0726825396825397,492,9,118,5,7,157,72,135,0.036000000000000004,0.604,0.36,0.9957,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,1,4,6,14,0,1,9,0,9,0,0,1,0,28,21,11,0,4,10,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,5,7,9,0,0,1,2,1,4,5,1,1,1,1,0,14,13,18,17,6,15,0,0,0,0,20,5,0,4,6,81,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107562789556114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642981470858378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294144629670258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527757374549566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730544487030337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5981793224883134,0.0,0.0577872509321771,0.0,0.06286013563425237,0.0,0.08846199936971674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892497134034752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015893482137756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788313606448663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383059515411439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168087962933614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130839119913978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749497228960486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668051401802772,0.4828859773449404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087208074196133,0.0,0.0,0.12899090022143786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047697774228886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944838878229388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714315019009206,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SugarJessica,2019/08/04,17 [F4M] Recently single looking for friends.  Looking for friends. I don't mind your age. I prefer older more mature guys though.,0.5875000000000021,1.791742750000001,1.7033333333333331,89.97500000000002,121.5,3.2666666666666675,24.83333333333333,5.46131890053228,0.9858833333333342,102,5,17,1,6,32,20,24,0.0,0.647,0.353,0.8516,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,2,3,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,3,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5108680085513972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273629764028731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5552703070087747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33382909185594045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264445679719517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32482968944664875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,starrynerd,2019/08/04,Just a stupid gay teenager I’m gay and honestly I hate myself for it. I have such a difficult time making any guy friends and there’s just somethings I don’t feel like I can tell girls. Like sure I’m not alone but I’m lonely. I want so badly to be in a relationship especially when everyone near me has been in one already or is in one. I’m just extremely stupid to the point that even though I’m 17 I’m about to just getting a hook up app just to fill this void nobody has filled yet. I’ve actively asked plenty of people to either be in a relationship with or help me get into on but all of them rejected my offer. I don’t know what to do,0.3490887290167848,2.410673741007198,2.795223021582736,91.52717505995209,84.97122302158273,6.2965947242206255,19.33860911270984,7.554174236665415,0.5046744364508391,506,14,116,9,15,174,91,139,0.161,0.71,0.129,-0.8648,0,4,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,13,12,3,0,6,0,11,2,0,1,2,21,25,9,0,1,11,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,7,0,2,1,1,11,5,19,22,2,14,0,2,0,2,10,9,0,2,5,74,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161113833903936,0.22546925788785385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894279293395848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100912575424175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705964389034687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494967163348118,0.0,0.0,0.1952339677249378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330898272831536,0.14596434368158925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785506481978273,0.0,0.2134947474478728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023062826196663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172106661307934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694960163722172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228746298143738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963825709471653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638340647882374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769014255369269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164791290786474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314592109748416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387207045158367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729346515956388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256666856971733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858235489101595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007407425193346,0.0,0.11913908008087745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051165681659386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Genesiss__,2019/08/04,"A little about me Hi, I’m Genesis, I am a 15 year old girl who struggles with, depression and anxiety. I’ve been depressed since I was about 8 and I’ve had fucked up shit happen to me and around but since I was a little girl, I tend to cling on to people. I have a lot of abuse trauma from my past that causes me to over apologize and get anxious over little things. I hope that here I’ll be able to make some friends and better myself as well as those around me. Message me whenever ~ G",0.979615384615382,2.838336192307697,2.8756153846153865,92.96938461538464,81.30769230769229,6.083076923076924,20.015384615384615,7.1686216300943375,0.3372453846153851,380,10,86,5,10,127,69,104,0.217,0.644,0.138,-0.7856,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,2,1,4,0,7,2,1,2,0,14,14,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,4,0,13,4,18,9,2,12,0,2,0,1,7,9,2,3,3,57,18,0,0.16907103481059102,0.20032152955034502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933887886232967,0.19100214517921765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30101813224472346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952959087805814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368252551043853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912412690802957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306238620958273,0.1563034473080321,0.08833263753891123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950895771733855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679256861450351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083607803042589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373814775854454,0.0,0.0,0.11285622859417067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774116102244222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139743351306046,0.11721256750907807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735489876170168,0.2797146142543736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674975484130195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232328293730444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201516490973413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887620320640308
lonely,cowbain,2019/08/04,"✧༺♥༻∞ someone to talk to ✧༺♥༻∞ I feel so lonely and isolated. I haven’t had a friend in 3 or 4 years, and I’ve never had a real friend. :/ I kinda suck and I’m definitely not going to be the best person to talk to or the most exciting. This post is probably gonna come off as really depressing and make me seem like a downer but o well like my life sucks and I’m not happy, at least I’m being honest. I wish more people accepted miserable things instead of running away from them. You shouldn’t have to be happy or have a good life to be seen as desirable. Beauty can be found in everything and everyone.  Some of my interests are connecting with others, astrology, reading, writing, nature, fashion, music, and being vulnerable. If you can relate to those hmu or even if you can’t still reach out :) my only request is for you to be a kind, caring, genuine person 🕊☄️💐🐰🧚‍♀️🧡🐰☄️🧡💐🧚‍♀️🕊✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨",-1.8844552845528424,0.004254546341464049,2.4437804878048794,89.71282520325205,98.65853658536585,5.660162601626017,17.565040650406505,7.1686216300943375,0.5071430894308948,702,22,161,15,30,267,124,205,0.131,0.595,0.275,0.9842,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,1,1,5,20,2,1,7,0,19,2,0,1,1,33,34,17,0,5,9,0,1,2,2,2,2,0,0,2,4,10,0,0,4,1,0,3,6,5,1,0,4,2,13,15,22,21,5,13,0,3,1,0,13,6,2,10,5,92,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282577551866794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707031438019068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584417689072142,0.0,0.0,0.14011842583698494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010005822727514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743634572392516,0.0,0.0,0.15542997474286624,0.14618961203356326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224651049860425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783498709848421,0.251343647049574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244424376819532,0.13643269680202774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463122509255488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693868566944003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22978516830519397,0.1589363245521855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108577772973478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545452877025715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371135342885745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276896014666675,0.28405938709171114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578469386068822,0.0,0.17537654183994075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270545652776344,0.18514432760178487,0.10420508238780292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808086404844736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782250858864195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990163453112105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26148220476956463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806503164533646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625216764462645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705262615065327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474863302821467
lonely,sofritasfiend,2019/01/28,It's my birthday and I have no friends I'm lonely and unhappy. I live in a tiny town where no one is like me. I'm a single dad who lives with my mom and I'm so tired of being here. She's been using my car for 3 months now since hers is in need of repairs so I only leave my house to go work at a soul crushing company. I havn't been in a relationship in years and I crave emotional and physical intamacy so much. I'm also bi but too scared to come out. I don't have a single person in my phone that I can text for some support. I'm just so alone,-0.5935918114143917,1.1551825564516136,2.4041935483870955,94.8147518610422,86.33870967741936,5.750868486352358,18.40942928039702,7.010146845296331,0.011363027295284931,423,11,106,6,13,150,81,124,0.165,0.762,0.073,-0.8331,0,3,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,1,5,0,9,2,0,1,0,13,19,11,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,2,0,15,3,14,16,4,15,1,1,0,1,9,9,0,1,4,69,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21840612618005706,0.0,0.16863914971500624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165282078033312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23720949221183474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629239059711164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984689055052802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24332502783090634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328947186380388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302439349751212,0.0,0.3724184721429087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469778957076014,0.16832089684112395,0.0,0.15501967602457775,0.15636344777707606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428964660365861,0.16038230645732074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413063316302888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22640417300428084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112577776653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744405531283952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23930198210538364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237336794222106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213098121990828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535217768425588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357985900055456
lonely,throw_away_whiner,2019/01/28,"""Stop putting so much emphasis on relationships"" rebuttal/rant ""Hey! Did you hear about this new taco place? They make the most amazing guacamole. Nothing will ever compare to what they've put together. Seriously. Your life will just not be complete without it. YOU GOTTA TRY IT!!!"" 

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Ever hear something like this from a friend or coworker or whatever? Maybe it's a burger joint, or a roller coaster, or a new app for your phone. Somebody talks something up like crazy, and you're inclination is to want to try it. If a lot of people are talking about how amazing that guacamole is, now you kind of have to try it. Just to know what they're talking about. 

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Well this certainly isn't limited to tacos and traffic apps. It applies to relationships too. Our entire lives, movies, books, TV, commercials, as well as every other person and their grandma has told us just how incredibly amazing relationships can be. How it enhances your life so much, and can make you weep with joy. ""Seriously. Your life will just not be complete without one. You  Gotta try it!!!"" 

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Okay. I'm definitely interested in one. When I get off work, I think I'll head on over to the girlfriend-store. Pick one out, bring her up to the cashier, get the extended warranty, the whole deal. This will be great! Everyone says so!!!

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But not so fast. There's no such thing as a girlfriend store. Getting a girlfriend is going to be a bit tougher than getting some guacamole. I'm going to have to be charming, or sexy, or interesting, or super humorous. My awkwardness will also repel them. And that deep desire I now have will dramatically hinder my chances. They can smell my desperation under the layers of humor I try and wrap it under. The interactions I've had with them have made it pretty clear: they are just not interested me. 

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Well that sucks. Everyone I know is experiencing what is apparently the most wonderful thing in the history of ever. But some personality defects in me keep me from experiencing that. Everyone else at the table has their guacamole, but I don't cause I didn't ask for it correctly...or something. Hell I don't know. 

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Whatever. I can live without. I still get sad a lot, but I don't take it out on others. (At least, I hope I don't). Nobody ever said life was fair. There are kids in Africa being born with AIDS. My little problem is kind of petty compared to that. I'm an adult living a fairly comfortable life. All in all, I don't have much too complain about really. 

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But I still have this desire. And I don't think I can just will it away or anything. I can try to ignore it. But unless I live the life of a complete hermit, eventually I'll hear someone say ""My SO is just the best thing ever!! I love them so much!! Hey, you should get yourself a girlfriend!  Your life will be so much better!"" So now that desire has been reinforced. 

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So when I see someone on an advice forums or something say, ""Stop putting so much emphasis on relationships"", it's not just me doing that. ",2.8782473198703578,5.61483852006981,3.896409872849663,83.32689354275746,80.02966841186736,6.639840438793319,26.023684866616808,7.848740169899961,1.7881496384941409,2404,97,439,43,63,774,247,573,0.068,0.7829999999999999,0.149,0.99,1,0,4,0,0,0,139.0,2,11,8,5,46,38,2,1,26,1,55,9,1,8,9,86,91,43,0,8,33,0,0,2,4,11,7,7,0,4,35,12,0,5,6,3,1,6,17,11,3,3,8,11,52,27,60,64,18,48,1,2,1,1,53,24,2,18,20,319,87,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04238942749012636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034690146681995174,0.0,0.37600876746359707,0.4216815734706815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03569719622891953,0.0,0.04055348127254558,0.0,0.04075597031669364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045523552804788266,0.03836517386058778,0.04735860024723117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04456215153553077,0.0,0.0,0.1364460743551886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472181336432908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03623756321455599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619380954618848,0.03654865319245173,0.1243513945624487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0335144846596596,0.0,0.13598232872214308,0.0,0.049306536704019965,0.0,0.0,0.04782546762878738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04451933811139296,0.0,0.14667375582442316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04308510514060489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038557221729720495,0.0,0.09034504395669483,0.07151984245535324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447894593746986,0.04238554722663264,0.04347712406119893,0.15321770119874392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375849819120472,0.03915121410428605,0.04104623032731634,0.057911598712211014,0.0,0.043580005951871496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133120543987575,0.0,0.0,0.08379135918456776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04162329170674664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881841383010746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03007351591564832,0.07575368689736373,0.0453217909661722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044132007568959235,0.0,0.041507815886440654,0.0,0.1308235387768858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027789679000366888,0.0,0.0,0.18629111885839708,0.0,0.0,0.04126333420816144,0.103490094280497,0.0,0.0,0.03456742284104599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735097211180166,0.1335810018176688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928500304444586,0.072533522698291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03261558690324474,0.10459911889631028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645718054554019,0.05559098489265205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04145046485414957,0.0,0.17670883918893895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052179559866565584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02558604044983253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700871105767872,0.0,0.0,0.048431070916034775,0.0,0.1254473374576606,0.0470426426035742,0.03158040684235607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216815734706815,0.0
lonely,__PM_ME_IM_LONELY,2019/01/28,"Worse, worse, worse My head hurts, I broke the table and I can't sleep. Fuck me.",-0.5564705882352925,1.4707548235294112,0.2191176470588232,108.63102941176471,89.0,3.4000000000000004,8.5,3.1291,-2.5314470588235296,60,0,16,0,2,18,14,17,0.583,0.307,0.109,-0.9072,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525288907471865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803374946366299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924198079628131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27335388735299376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8351097871650479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,scrapingthebarrels,2019/01/28,"I feel so lonely and tired Why is trying to date, to find a romantic connection so difficult, complicated and exhausting? I can't help but feel like it's an uphill battle. IT NEVER GOES ANYWHERE. I am so tired of it all. I just want to cuddle, feel comfy with someone, watch movies together or do cute stuff. I also have a very high libido. 

I am exhausted of talking to various girls, investing my time just to find out they don't see me as a potential partner or they desire someone else or we just don't click. I *do* have hobbies, I occupy my time with various stuff but I have that sinking feeling inside of me that can't be taken away. I just want some love, damn it.",2.07897435897436,4.216137740740741,4.193333333333332,83.4946153846154,79.0,7.709401709401709,24.45868945868946,8.617729084823388,1.911826210826212,525,19,103,12,13,180,82,135,0.161,0.6809999999999999,0.157,0.1029,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,2,0,8,9,2,0,4,0,13,6,0,0,2,27,22,12,0,3,9,0,4,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,6,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,1,7,17,3,13,20,4,7,0,1,3,2,8,3,1,4,5,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971364741371234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414359152265096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594582653403182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533497560245585,0.12481118259534965,0.0,0.0,0.31935926047432595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710285748682905,0.18458822807803596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535333469391973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768047835969493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474531279323582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921938039314274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296058455788928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39999692972082573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404233941050564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037468754787673,0.4016014944143207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186150286403164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415211103398196,0.20609420115114294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764648328031078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bcronic,2019/01/28,"I was fired unjustly and now I can't eat Oh jeez guys, where do I start. The last year has been crazy for me, I worked my ass off in a job with decent pay when a friend reached out to me to come and live with me. I have paid his rent and food for the entire year  and was very accommodating. Things were going well until Christmas, around December 7th I was diagnosed with Sciatica, the pain was intense and I couldn't move, after 2 weeks of this I was fired while under doctors care, my employer refused to pay me. I went ballistic and called my union who thinks we have a case and is currently fighting it. Problem is I spent all my money already, I'm injured and I owe <$1500 in 3 days. The person I've kept alive for the past year has no desire to help in my time of need and the government still hasn't accepted my claim for Employment Insurance. I feel like giving up guys, I just can't do this anymore. I don't know what to do or who to talk to. Thanks for reading <3",4.847359735973598,4.738396524752479,5.520544554455451,85.4650082508251,68.90099009900989,9.10957095709571,28.71452145214521,8.841846274778883,1.878048184818481,766,24,170,12,12,249,126,202,0.157,0.716,0.127,-0.7441,6,0,0,0,2,0,22.0,1,0,0,1,7,9,1,0,9,0,21,7,1,0,1,29,37,13,0,4,2,0,3,1,1,0,4,0,1,3,7,16,2,2,4,1,7,4,6,3,1,0,11,3,26,6,27,25,1,29,0,0,0,1,14,9,2,1,17,109,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784345968506778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603581202647438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439429471321663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651088064140469,0.0,0.16485896153509913,0.0,0.0,0.13928603710119486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427998219915656,0.0,0.0,0.164117153378465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655018172492376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545448530835646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175791616500297,0.11551503323948813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552239312717684,0.0,0.12492525639998972,0.0,0.0,0.15511270259548313,0.09189506869188664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202072009085553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838083730755473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045746663947533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886341480062829,0.13180311217914792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899607302203908,0.0,0.14277976225537242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185633382828205,0.0,0.11989489012496808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205501876260573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543562978495294,0.0,0.1411859507165375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472040208509152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173888708155182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444864531299305,0.0,0.12912993975437395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996442065802294,0.0,0.1488671513545439,0.0,0.0,0.10742305958108396,0.1036077103939728,0.0,0.0,0.09428573066917073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341541640238602,0.0,0.0,0.12970208005266434,0.0,0.1453833407490552,0.14989300554110052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177159804801066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123790871710517
lonely,Hellvsheaven,2019/01/28,"23/F I really want to find a sister :) I'd love to find someone like me.Someone who talks a lot (Friendless and jobless soul) I want to talk to others on a daily basis to form a strong bond.Someone to talk to throughout the day Please read first :) Please only very talkative people and people in the same situation.Who wants to be alone

You've probably seen this post before but I'm still here:)  You can't give up on your dreams or change for others

I'm a 23/F (only long messages please)

Please read my post first and send me a PM if you want to talk :) I'm looking for a true friend- a special deep connection.I'm tired of people asking me only about my hobbies or questions like ""How are you"" I need a deep connection but I don't think people like me actually exist.People who know what they want. I know what I want and I know who I'd get along with.All I want is someone I'd get along with - someone who wants to find a friend like me.I want to smile again and be happy for a very long time.Only very talkative people-please

People who know how to keep a conversation going :) I

It takes time to find out If other people are your true friends but sometimes you just know If someone is for you.

We all need friends..we all need someone to talk to.I get messages from other redditors every once in a while but some of them disappear and with most of them I just don't get along but we don't always get along with others because we can't please everyone.I'm different than most people because I don't really care if your interests are the same as mine and I don't want to talk only about common interests.I want to find someone with the same personality type.

I need someone who knows how to keep a conversation going and who'll always be here for me

I put others first If they're important to me

I want to talk to someone honest.I'm not into short meaningless and shallow conversations.I want to find my happiness..And I don't care about your interests

It doesn't matter to me If you like different kind of music than I do If you're a good person

I honestly want to give up sometimes but maybe there's still someone for me :) You never know.You can't see the future

I have a lot of free time because I don't have any friends in real life,I'm jobless and I'm able to talk on a daily basis.I want to talk to people who want to talk to me daily but only if they want to talk to others,everyday.I would never force anyone to be here for me and I don't want to talk to anyone out of pity.

We should stay true to ourselves. Everyone is dealing with their own set of problems,their expectations,their rules. We have to find for our dreams if we want to achieve something.I really want to change my current situation.

Good friends are hard to find but life is a huge surprise.What makes a true friend? No one wants to be friendless. A good friendship is **based on give and take.**

I'm a very talkative person and my messages are usually long because I want to express myself.I want you to know me better.If you don't have any friends and need someone to talk to I'm here for you and always will be.Our personalities just have to be compatible

PS.I'm a huge animal lover

I'd love to meet someone who wants to find the same thing.Don't be afraid to open up.I'm a good litener and a good talker.I love long messages and I'd love to help myself by helping others :)

Stay true to yourself.Good friends are hard to find but true friends accept you for who you are.They don't try to change you.

Don't ever give up and fight for your dreams.I don't believe in my luck,anymore but I don't want to give up.The best way to find friends is to meet as many people as possible and then mutually choose the ones that best fit your personality and requirements,seriously

**Close friends support you through thick and thin.**

* I'm into long messages
* I'd love to talk to someone on a daily basis to (At least one message once a day) If you want to be my friend try to make time for me.Friends **make time for each other**
* I want to talk on reddit first to get to know you better
* I don't talk to people underage and people way older than me because it makes me feel uncomfortable (18-29 age limit)

Some people don't want to open up because they don't want us to judge them.Words can be really hurtful.I'm not perfect and I'm not world's most tolerant person but I try to understand people's problems so if you want to get something off your chest I'm here for you.

Please PM me if you want to talk I don't always get notifications

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Please no comment only private messages - my internet is slow sometimes",0.9700775075987876,3.3989016627659576,2.60895896656535,91.30625,86.09574468085106,5.3571428571428585,20.733282674772035,6.829808293691897,0.462945288753799,3633,116,757,47,112,1189,273,940,0.049,0.6629999999999999,0.28800000000000003,0.9998,5,1,2,0,1,0,106.0,8,26,6,11,20,54,1,1,33,0,54,9,1,7,12,176,145,57,0,51,31,1,5,5,13,4,2,0,0,6,25,46,0,3,25,4,1,5,28,4,0,7,1,8,90,51,130,131,19,74,1,1,3,6,117,32,0,22,35,431,115,4,0.026456729695205204,0.0,0.025817951753379947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02740119303203012,0.0,0.0,0.08805647404335093,0.028665855571249926,0.03214782241304584,0.03598296686531657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02623796672230377,0.0369983211049857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02473347086903183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676666115826102,0.0,0.022512728340402213,0.029807674496859275,0.05552941112921552,0.046797654864150495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394879834572997,0.0,0.08396313594107907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034124803885537375,0.027275726604654063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05528330300723433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023931626685673352,0.02229093583760556,0.02528053900201161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.013377317469677793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659906880108117,0.09001632305325967,0.0,0.0,0.2657252485388794,0.0,0.11058039443596594,0.1268985294348602,0.0300719383627204,0.13314389782379826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0281636807214356,0.047400066351189665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035466776461537904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703191393279768,0.0,0.027550612706301547,0.13085934063506266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0373743412043492,0.06462710874020643,0.0,0.0,0.11706686617762754,0.022216989646331124,0.0,0.0,0.04498513097051275,0.11939115744807215,0.0,0.0706402900456897,0.026822971363012583,0.02657934100499944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808664918494968,0.040810121893184434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635110734228878,0.053783294241051806,0.12072921071461795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25678471220808885,0.13860597531730176,0.0,0.2323323551881379,0.0,0.029825987534660495,0.05067646746487457,0.0,0.02852482935390835,0.02531551725892,0.0,0.026596320741456046,0.029637592165663664,0.0,0.052927778523994336,0.030113550508396782,0.06779543402412075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02108258820273777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029738472670931264,0.0,0.0,0.31383381701580204,0.020367683078235083,0.0784991464961537,0.0,0.0,0.056398707350382826,0.04225675702028368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03002278333168741,0.0,0.0,0.039784336300316976,0.3615035918202457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01757667561731966,0.016952404112763986,0.0,0.0,0.07713565922329221,0.03040811884247635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388714839308916,0.0,0.0,0.02754238865939448,0.03182418829212369,0.0,0.029138349980651092,0.08731829108569898,0.4837508039783254,0.04200024114530438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018794101694815598,0.0,0.03214782241304584,0.0
lonely,MissGalaxi,2019/01/28,"Lonely girl in the inside... Despite how I show myself on my post I’m actually very lonely... I feel like no one really understands me or really cares. 
Every time I think I make a true connection with a guy they disappear or they just talk about what they want to do with my body.
I honestly just want to talk, I want someone to be here for me even when I’m not all dressed up...
It’s easy for me to fake my happiness but I’m not happy at all.
I want someone to be there for me... like my thoughts and my mind not my body.

",1.050540540540542,2.669355900900904,3.3029639639639647,91.1522837837838,80.08108108108108,7.322882882882882,21.009909909909908,8.238735603445708,0.8916407207207206,399,11,94,8,10,137,67,111,0.096,0.722,0.182,0.7075,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,0,8,10,0,0,3,0,3,2,2,2,3,25,16,6,0,4,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,1,21,7,15,13,2,8,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,2,4,62,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.1674618843718331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812293001054968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496290017253674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334359146166036,0.0,0.14458475077475358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676872637734367,0.1225947624618808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699160907160123,0.0,0.3653537731815488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676752286861253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145477785827392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327229511021808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628409936576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435030973874204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198693227474804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908009948110787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758594588469493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995765909217098,0.0,0.13623533063518325,0.1000643503341044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864702626534995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415922311054854,0.4048686841917135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,n0wthenmardybum,2019/01/28,"im not trying to judge anyone or indicate that their problems doesn't matter or small but.. just saw a post someone wrote ranting about how miserable theyre bc they will be spending theri 18th birthday alone and it just  frustrated me somehow, i 18 and ive never evan had a birthday before, ever. bc nobody actually gives a fuck a about anytying thats related to me. nobody even knows when is my birthday. iv never felt that anyone actually cares about me in any kind of way, im always trapped inside of my head. i cant even remember the last time talking to me bc they actually wanted to. it either classmates or family telling me to do stuff. ive never had any thing that can be remotely described as a frindship before, just some people that i know and somtimes hang out with and feel like im still alone even when im surrounded by people. i have absolutely no social life at all. and people just be having the best soncial life anyone can dream of but spend a couple of hours by themselves and strat whinging abou how ""lonely"" theyre. just to get all the attention they live for back.

english isnt my first langauge so ignore the mistakes ",4.412366130308623,6.016775385650227,5.347407016618308,80.08830123977845,70.92825112107623,7.758269585861251,28.364283830123977,8.313332769828598,2.0910508572935904,913,34,165,14,17,299,135,223,0.11199999999999999,0.852,0.036000000000000004,-0.9266,0,5,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,2,20,11,2,1,10,0,17,5,1,2,6,42,28,17,0,3,12,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,6,1,2,1,8,7,0,1,5,3,18,4,21,19,5,20,0,2,1,1,9,5,1,5,13,112,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.3202978544973189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266263779730229,0.0,0.0,0.09103581615129416,0.0,0.0,0.14880172260889732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22950083304688165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412762498947769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619547244209825,0.0,0.11481643609895605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115482522129436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105733334342555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167878935697483,0.09896536016583196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313966723654956,0.0,0.05531972643681112,0.07816074990525528,0.10504837088712464,0.0,0.0,0.09306197556874382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011454837794521,0.05716091046783357,0.1049536568072369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228367349432627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774436288385612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727155584347174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393108981182333,0.12025501694760445,0.08918172638543698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455552549060006,0.053450984982811735,0.0,0.09660883935372552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531454588075485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275481836758215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478215543943216,0.0,0.0,0.104688215148082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393738570996518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115271825712334,0.09270063162239704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737298205591572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524542808051364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793761551860621,0.09562698961999172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268549087084733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379640128041889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428052034903078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453138644364566,0.08684259216038097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,The1Shadow_,2019/01/28,"Add me on Xbox & PS4 (19M) Not necessarily lonely but kinda tired of the type of people around me, add me and we can chat and play some titanfall 2.
All are welcome😊",4.578333333333333,3.7882535000000033,6.507777777777778,80.465,69.55555555555556,9.422222222222222,26.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.5654333333333341,130,3,30,2,2,46,31,36,0.087,0.794,0.11900000000000001,0.063,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5581721012246937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458598708858343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571448119805202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5920968779881126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SarahJack5,2019/01/28,"Lonely and tired of not finding a meaningful connection with anyone. I don’t even know where to start. I’ll make it short. I’m 37/f, gay, I hold my own, would consider myself attractive, have a good job, have a few good friends but I’m struggling to find anything meaningful and more than just friendship. My last relationship ended in May after I was cheated on. I miss good morning texts or calls, having someone spend the weekends with and being held. I’m a good person inside and out and this seems hard as hell. ",2.3793545454545466,4.9931857900000045,3.2954545454545467,87.62772727272728,81.1,6.036363636363637,24.09090909090909,7.348242739294969,1.2336,409,15,77,6,11,130,76,100,0.222,0.606,0.172,-0.703,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,11,2,1,5,0,8,2,0,1,0,23,17,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,8,0,2,6,1,1,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,7,6,11,12,3,10,1,2,0,1,4,5,1,3,5,47,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050917863227954,0.0,0.1535960563865558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905892902785571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531543380493374,0.0,0.0,0.12327977006266612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411872379793231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442043975257954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6262086215777863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720066051255775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522013059692916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257729751924292,0.15214368120216573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458952131974745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297453012220994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039095656837666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991805471012206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814691996252356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211097916149614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951258483769497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145253349536205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258995014189384,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mikexfit94,2019/01/28,"Tired of being ghosted In June I was broken up with by a man I loved. It took a while but I’m finally getting back out there and trying to start dating again. Every time I feel like I’m connecting with someone they end up ghosting me. Usually I think it’s my fault just reading the situation wrong but the most recent time he asked me out twice and unfortunately I was unavailable but I told him I would be free any day this week. He said no problem we’ll plan something together for one day this week. We chatted a little more snapped back and forth and then he just stopped answering. He has his snap map on so I know he’s been on snap chat but hasn’t answered my text or open my snap. I was really looking forward to going on this date. He’s very cute, seems easy to talk to and it seems like we have a lot in common. I was also looking forward to this because I’ve been very lonely lately. 

I have a group 4 great friends that have been super supportive of me through my breakup. The problem is that 2 of them are married to each other and the other two are friends with benefits with each other. The problem with this is I really only talk to them in a group setting wether it be a group chat or when we’re hanging out in a group. I really need just one person to talk to one on one with someone I can hangout with one on one with. I was really hoping this new guy could be this person for at least a little while. ",2.605816326530612,4.1433412312925215,3.917431972789117,88.79512755102043,75.4625850340136,6.8047619047619055,24.83503401360545,7.492282038375204,1.07976462585034,1118,37,238,14,24,367,151,294,0.107,0.732,0.161,0.9699,0,2,1,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,3,2,10,18,0,0,14,0,25,2,0,0,0,48,45,18,2,7,9,0,1,2,2,2,1,1,0,4,16,22,0,1,7,5,1,5,2,6,0,8,11,4,30,13,39,27,6,50,0,1,2,1,34,21,0,7,29,163,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074780868972242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866487892621495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439581727676384,0.0,0.0,0.15528350298565965,0.0,0.061552003177838426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806184617436515,0.0,0.0,0.13023803934521055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943181641931439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507383041371933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105481645530146,0.07213489649085038,0.0,0.11061062581018163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602247061338656,0.0,0.05275405321620007,0.0,0.057385095967256314,0.0,0.0,0.11132272647870303,0.0,0.09997881940299534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002886456250074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055491939435944784,0.0,0.11390157118981335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866029365744046,0.2024022860586593,0.0,0.0,0.1695832264060171,0.0,0.0,0.08584335424957755,0.091131778007271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486995628539524,0.0,0.09752003505939276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105301712488266,0.07679426646136472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633088361382646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898516290851639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099999585322182,0.0,0.2587427149317967,0.0,0.09969833139038553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604813283392742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838434552105217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349751303405108,0.0,0.0,0.17110763330249096,0.07773369537921923,0.0,0.0,0.07146897638902837,0.0,0.0,0.08441767439215085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458259071379462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24347402503594776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646992106164099,0.0,0.0,0.11775595317164048,0.1160532318809518,0.0,0.09648371443410776,0.11218435298557647,0.06855381573435455,0.0,0.09863562787349048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120713203110597,0.16662605693091634,0.0,0.0,0.16198837254108372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717280885832331,0.11039776501745052,0.0,0.0
lonely,Oxidus999,2019/01/28,"Just found out that I will be alone at my 18th birthday So I am a student who lives with his dad, and I just found out that I will be totally alone on my 18th birthday. It is ridiculous. It is supposed to be one of the most important birthdays you will have in your life, yet I will be totally alone. My only companion was supposed to be my dad, but he has to leave on business trip to England. I have no friends, no girlfriend, rest of my family lives a long distance away. At first I was just thinking that I make my life sound much worse than it really is, but how bad can it get at this point?",3.868548387096773,4.197526016129036,4.634032258064519,89.44604838709681,71.09677419354837,8.135483870967743,29.20967741935484,8.07648339933343,1.6620838709677423,462,17,105,6,8,149,73,124,0.16899999999999998,0.7879999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.9239,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,6,3,1,0,3,0,19,2,0,2,2,17,24,5,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,4,2,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,4,1,17,1,17,11,5,14,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,1,3,83,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5642705997656494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706258614331975,0.0,0.15163435417990492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120302414848093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447491811331926,0.0,0.3982456528685647,0.1403092055252045,0.0,0.09488222133516604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229571137894905,0.0,0.0,0.2565489502905009,0.0,0.0,0.32072481713362383,0.16071658075500184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122415857680255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350212452946664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306168025156007,0.13812039347568775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167742302447553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163421673326586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636650546562333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507316395909304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nesti97,2019/01/28,"Loneliest life Yesterday night emergencies came at mine because I had a mental breakdown. I had no one to call or to text because I have no real friends. It was the only solution...

I asked myself..
How do you bond with people and establish a relationship when people are not receptive.
How do you maintain and nurture relationships? 

Why people are less and less empathetic ? 
What is wrong with me? ",3.9703169014084487,7.0348956619718335,4.989559859154929,75.09729753521128,78.29577464788733,8.057042253521129,30.00176056338028,8.841846274778883,3.2265056338028177,316,15,50,8,8,103,53,71,0.14800000000000002,0.752,0.099,-0.5854,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,2,0,11,11,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,0,9,2,5,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040900672795456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26615909120049763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229185766050945,0.2496880985767034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866550575671144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419857268141882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000479549304805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048688320438488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793227900625186,0.16603433775917184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540453022004057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484841930123036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687657605258598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699051690437994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386873480194881,0.0,0.0
lonely,28Jasper,2019/01/28,"Reasons why my life sucks I have never been kissed or loved in the life that I'm living in,I have not seen my step sister in 5 years,My mother blocked my grandma out of all our lives and nobody got to say goodbye,I have insomnia so I haven't been able to get into deep slumber in about 1 year,My most gentle cat that I have ever raised has not returned in the past year and she left the three cats that I'm raising,I know it is a short story but I can't remember my childhood too well that's all I can remember I wish I can tell more but I can't remember more and I'm not good with poetry
",1.8387022900763377,2.8118518396946577,3.6609847328244283,92.14766030534348,76.40458015267177,6.7667175572519085,22.260305343511448,7.1686216300943375,0.4961596946564888,465,12,110,5,10,157,81,131,0.067,0.8420000000000001,0.09,0.5783,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,4,0,13,5,0,1,4,24,23,7,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,7,1,1,1,4,2,14,4,11,19,5,16,0,0,1,2,7,9,1,2,6,67,19,0,0.17972536960869925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257188628266298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938990877294707,0.0,0.0,0.15074511301537125,0.1437427963010469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877236291246973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527213994918596,0.0,0.253890687330515,0.0,0.0,0.3174015881717857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622091630187685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386152847598149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156820164096592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847876131757817,0.0,0.0,0.6107814251991395,0.0,0.0,0.14292482756096794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570878947543312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159469142740396,0.0,0.1621741915788603,0.0,0.20667530533254935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314744910005941
lonely,andrewstevens513,2019/01/28,"lonelier than ever I’m so fucking lonely. My nights are always super rough especially, I’m almost always alone. I live with my dad but he often works or goes to spend the night with my mom even though they’re divorced. I have no one to talk to about my emotions and even though I have good friends none of them are the type of person I could turn to if I needed anything. Even when my dad is here we don’t get along and even though I crave human touch of any kind I never really receive any. To try and hug my dad would be super weird because we haven’t hugged in probably 7 years.  

I have a tinder but I come off too strong and always fuck it up. Being average looking and 5’5  with 0 self confidence makes it impossible to meet anyone on campus or in person at all. It’s not that I’m too scared to approach a female I just don’t want her to think that I approached her cause I figured she’d find me attractive and her respond poorly to that. Even when I’m on campus I rarely speak to anyone. I don’t talk to my class mates unless I’m in my lab where we only even have time to talk about science. Like I said my friends are kind of shitheads and don’t even go to college near me so I rarely see them st all. I’ve been feeling super anxious for no reason to to the point where I just wanna stay in my house in my room. I feel scared to go into public and idk why. I’m not scared to see others or communicate with people but I don’t feel safe unless I’m at home in my room. My depression was doing better than it’s been in almost 10 years and now I’m to the point where I’m feeling lonelier than I’ve ever been in my life. 

If anyone wants to play Xbox or add me on Snapchat shoot me a pm and I’ll respond. I Don’t care anything about you I just want a little human contact and would really appreciate anybody responding ",2.4847286821705445,3.70815668475452,4.0461679586563335,89.02987209302326,75.17571059431523,6.6070284237726105,22.20232558139535,7.0316486544052195,0.5436629457364339,1435,36,313,14,30,479,187,387,0.115,0.691,0.19399999999999998,0.9898,0,3,0,1,1,1,18.0,3,1,2,6,30,25,2,3,8,0,26,5,0,3,5,65,57,29,0,10,16,4,6,1,3,2,1,2,3,5,8,22,0,1,8,2,2,6,13,8,0,1,5,11,49,17,55,46,3,43,0,2,3,4,36,25,2,9,12,201,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730307230711037,0.08948252481966104,0.0,0.0,0.21567078160352468,0.0,0.0,0.11750753778665585,0.0,0.0,0.09760542385505397,0.0,0.1812349839672685,0.0,0.14219678701723654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266756784815982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641222606600181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808876827588642,0.0887547964592552,0.0,0.07442443730098007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898196783994824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441468127489677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718639602996118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994565789538219,0.15630431685017548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747421933200755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896643011758922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350213855958915,0.15974756943375454,0.045139516727052895,0.0,0.09820422664706432,0.07246674824023007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866644835849052,0.0,0.0,0.09969197395211137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994095238165228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102563509784665,0.042209818055064435,0.08659373849148096,0.07629123266751804,0.0,0.07255276531653579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767149901003017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118857959297067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406320345183428,0.0666356523406038,0.0,0.0,0.16215779912645706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854568638893904,0.06570975809703335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989766409234815,0.15087922889568764,0.0,0.0,0.16334853461948806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315192034354244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069785539322588,0.08883178481916652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821845153943142,0.0,0.25949914472850744,0.0,0.13769642948823133,0.0,0.09013221163437524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208903284572656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083309083507177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055360506383795915,0.2546575092756777,0.0,0.05037951108815483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865873659720849,0.09397647999363873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287976909143475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796097715625283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289895089914893,0.0,0.0,0.12274966782677872,0.0,0.0,0.11127527339254448
lonely,WhiteAsianHybrid,2019/01/28,"I’m looking for a bro to talk about bro things. This might be kind of odd for this sub, but I feel very lonely. I see people at school, but I just have had fallout with friends in the past, or I just can’t connect with people on a better level than just “acquaintance” (for the most part). 

I’m looking for a bro to talk about bro things. I’m 19 years old, soon to graduate high school. I’m planning on enlisting in the US Marine Corps after graduation. I love bands like American Football, Mineral, and Penfold, although I listen to other alternative and indie artists a lot. 

I live in Asia and love niche manga and TV shows. For example, for manga I love Oyasumi Punpun and I Am a Hero, for TV shows, I love the Big Lez Show, that recently ended. 

I also love movies. I like movies like Drive, The Place Beyond the Pines, the original Spider-Man trilogy, Treasure Planet, and Saving Private Ryan. 

Probably the oddest thing about me is that I feel lonely, but I don’t really plan on staying that way. I don’t want to sink into depression. I try to better myself physically, mentally, and spiritually. I value people and relationships over all other things. 

If there is a bro out there interested it would be awesome to chat. ",4.2985437352245865,5.902711821276598,5.670177304964542,77.66361111111112,71.21276595744679,8.626477541371159,27.098108747044922,9.150863307647796,2.3269952718676117,958,33,176,20,18,322,136,235,0.052000000000000005,0.6709999999999999,0.27699999999999997,0.9966,0,4,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,0,5,11,19,0,0,14,0,12,5,0,1,1,30,28,15,0,3,8,5,2,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,12,12,0,0,2,8,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,6,20,16,33,23,4,26,0,3,3,5,18,15,0,5,11,116,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531426703511922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082346291114185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265609055972057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556482175733943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205296462656572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920840309404964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592822525398215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411552657771485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468709791672893,0.0,0.10524481937506364,0.0,0.2001751030600724,0.0,0.0,0.10132902084779406,0.537857235095211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011305040914265,0.12643919046737734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506731881135255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906853760497125,0.11377803429537495,0.2478889887332253,0.0,0.12452565641360215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285043731528343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635461761930128,0.0,0.11768335927992205,0.12796285939572138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241248394162113,0.09497707235401752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703810502722734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915969288823178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31673173631166984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092054515421536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336798712581222,0.0,0.0,0.09834223827886844,0.07029992447603102,0.09460555563158374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466743927889576,0.0,0.0,0.07675289571048798
lonely,samwich98,2019/01/28,"Dating...? So...I'm recently single after a 2 year relationship and am genuinely wondering...
Do most people date via tinder/dating apps now? Like where's the effort? I'm super lonely but am not going to become a friend with benefits type girl just to get satisfaction. That's not me at all. I just want a really good friend more than anything honestly. ",3.357164835164834,6.160543969230769,5.277582417582416,73.76384615384616,78.53846153846155,8.637362637362639,21.59340659340659,9.23628265651192,2.3915714285714293,278,8,45,8,7,95,55,65,0.023,0.581,0.397,0.9834,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,8,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,6,8,4,9,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,7,28,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506376378383411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33637696302315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706247075876104,0.0,0.15912682815064486,0.0,0.17309586179030678,0.2554613923668386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879898924333812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21115257742526616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951172707310556,0.0,0.30072910570579786,0.32699743196570596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964505388204746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302964396481404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613503411678532
lonely,FrancisTheFirst,2019/01/28,"I just had a bizarrely simple realization, deceptively simple I'd say. The reason virtually all of my relationships and friendships have failed isn't anywhere near as complicated as I've thought it to be for decades. It's because I'm not normal. I'm literally just not like relatively healthy, happy people. There's a deep disconnect that's based on the most elemental factors imaginable. 

Most people don't hate themselves or humankind in general. Most people have balance in their lives, within and without. Give and take, push and pull. Most people, no matter how loving their hearts are, inevitably recoil at the ceaselessly depressive, at the relentlessly hopeless. People who have hopes and dreams and plans that seem achievable cannot relate to those who are lost and directionless and filled with sadness and fear. It's really a minor miracle that I even got to experience the brief flights of fancy that I did. I'll never know quite how I managed to trick two incredible women into slumming with me.

In a strange, sad way, realizing this is some grave comfort. I can stop torturing myself over what it is about me I should change so that things will change and someone will love me. The reality is that there's really no way to be anything different -- or better, or more -- than what I am. And what I am is basically nothing, at least in the context of, you know, the world. So now I'm just...waiting. For nature to do what nature does.

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lonely,MichaelPKY,2019/01/28,I'm Here If anyone needs to talk...I am here...message me,-4.046410256410255,-3.632196153846156,-0.2846153846153854,104.82128205128204,125.92307692307692,1.7333333333333334,12.025641025641027,3.1291,-1.919697435897436,42,1,11,0,3,15,11,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387014048907857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5712628480306007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6192411120304114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MDKphantom,2019/01/28,"im so fucking lonely i want to kill myself im so numb my brain is so dull, its been so long since ive had any human contact, but i always feel so lost and numb i can never connect or even fucking talk to people i feel like im going insane ",-1.5730649350649384,0.3181292000000013,1.8488311688311685,95.8018181818182,93.36363636363636,3.1428571428571432,15.129870129870133,3.1291,-1.174558441558442,186,4,43,0,7,67,38,55,0.32899999999999996,0.598,0.073,-0.9454,0,2,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,3,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,7,12,8,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,3,2,7,1,2,9,0,3,0,3,0,2,3,0,2,1,3,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707208960216144,0.0,0.0,0.13654304307742648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414633421274732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261888895448742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304936414603844,0.14344332114121772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712514050683196,0.0,0.0,0.11411271312484425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6506580003953052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221426897542026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809510289368853,0.0,0.0,0.17769147509443978,0.0,0.0,0.21918433087164432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486044417941536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920144158322206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609429502125714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138616426427396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118430240249032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,purplegrapesss,2019/01/28,"I lost my two closest friends and now I'm so alone. One of them was really toxic to me and I really had to cut him off, he pretty much played with my feelings and was just a bad person. But the other friend, looking back although we did click so well, i feel like she really used me for emotional problems and as an emotional crutch. And she pretty much is being so petty and rude right now, and we pretty much aren't talking at all. A part of me wants to be friends with her but than the other part of me doesn't since she didn't really treat me as well as i treated her. But then again I really just want one person who atleast cares about me like a true friend does. Like constanting checking up on me, hanging out together and etc. I miss the good times we had together and I really never feel so like myself with a friend like that before. ",3.8287957610789967,4.6806633583815005,4.833656069364164,86.08532032755302,71.485549132948,8.310019267822737,24.24325626204239,8.59863814320734,1.3940793834296716,663,17,140,11,12,217,96,173,0.08800000000000001,0.618,0.294,0.9913,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,1,1,13,24,2,0,8,0,11,0,0,1,3,31,22,21,0,3,5,0,3,5,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,16,0,0,3,1,1,1,4,6,2,3,7,5,27,18,20,13,7,16,0,2,2,0,20,7,0,0,13,107,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980753167761567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152490392882945,0.0885245172632065,0.0,0.0,0.09021749992778033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809719811092368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457286223025726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278117016202793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385225111204833,0.0,0.0,0.11824332476021747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082477249396626,0.15148526129979753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095643350043957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892680184203375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589866536806465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903235678530665,0.0,0.11573629002295716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23381662799635616,0.0,0.08177123432755139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436874367525368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296244820487001,0.0,0.0,0.18514984618334335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235895735698894,0.0,0.10144939529073232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40752509902575895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054279763858393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770306446310715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852170218496171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182268293015189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035687620608184,0.0,0.0,0.09156956281204566,0.0,0.0,0.1250698585837979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906542615656674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,revolverocelot5,2019/01/28,"When you don’t have a single person you could talk to, a single person you could relate to... Being lonely for a long time is one of the worst things that could happen to a person. Interestingly, I find that the longer I have been lonely, in a way the easier it has become to deal with the loneliness. This is because when you are alone for many years, over time you will forget the wonderful feelings you get from  meaningful relationships. You will slowly adjust to being alone and it will become your new normal. You know that you’re alone but you forget exactly how amazing it is to be close to another human, to be vulnerable, to love another being with everything you’ve got.

Life slowly loses meaning, loses value, you will become less attached to life, become bitter at life. I don’t wish loneliness on anyone.",7.0798039215686295,7.438526915032682,7.544575163398694,71.25058823529416,64.16339869281046,9.937254901960783,27.45751633986928,9.725611199111238,2.5331516339869267,650,16,108,12,9,214,86,153,0.18100000000000002,0.675,0.14400000000000002,-0.128,0,7,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,11,0,2,3,9,1,0,10,0,22,4,0,1,1,21,31,5,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,8,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,2,2,14,3,20,17,4,13,0,4,0,1,19,5,0,1,7,84,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592803925342511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425009778051591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085275285987968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048834204759176,0.5108269103332024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276968810762436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921176509506873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392280396068784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058467136399778935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568577520900962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041307440078924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248166790002944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102253210566516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354845668537812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24502341855902685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233089628345164,0.0,0.2587258045757577,0.0,0.0,0.10436261385388278,0.0,0.0,0.11723294516134362,0.0,0.12595741133499785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116783407990625,0.0,0.0,0.11329504704912728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835540041438918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028968432224949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414575477812767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294081681821932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682092415776759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348521815174868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178349222227382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329713727766322,0.0,0.12539823494683314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446337331302279
lonely,Ginngerly,2019/01/28,"My best friend ghosted me, it hurts, I’m a bit messed up, and tomorrow I have to go to start at a new school. Fun. I’m introverted. I think a lot of lonely people are. I don’t make friends easily. She was the first which felt like a “real” friendship. I have other friends. Friends I’ve known for years, friends who are more reliable than she was. I’m lucky I have them, I love them,
but it’s always been the whole “standing in a crowded room and still feel alone” kind of thing. I start at a new school tomorrow so I guess I won’t see them much. Or at all. I don’t want to hold on to fading relationships and realistically we will drift apart.

I texted her about a card game, I texted her for two weeks, I texted her girlfriend and asked, and it was just me who hadn’t heard.


It fucking hurts, man. 

I don’t know what I did wrong. Actually, I know a hundred things wrong with me but not why she decided to just break everything off. 

 I have issues. I’m bad with people. But I spent half an hour trying to pick the right socks for her and I wanted to take her camping on my birthday and I would send her all the music and art I loved. She had problems to. With family and food and life. 

I sent her apologies in case I did something wrong accidentally.

It’s been three weeks. 

I don’t know. Maybe I was clingy. Maybe I was annoying. Maybe I was too focused on myself. I can’t tell what kind of person I was around her anymore. Everything is blurry and confusing. 

I’m lonely.",0.246545075560185,2.5719808118811898,1.928977766197672,95.4347798332465,89.06600660066006,5.169671704012506,18.204707312836547,6.7183091564049375,-0.05206402640264018,1138,31,259,15,38,370,158,303,0.154,0.73,0.11599999999999999,-0.9485,0,5,1,0,0,0,41.0,1,0,3,2,7,26,2,1,13,0,28,5,0,2,2,45,55,16,1,4,7,0,2,1,6,3,1,1,1,2,13,16,1,1,8,2,1,4,8,13,0,4,17,4,51,13,30,35,8,33,0,4,1,3,37,14,1,5,14,167,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.09627465566438947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217853256336687,0.0,0.0,0.08209023316919416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784088357020068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782533187504704,0.09223064687885292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237417899885978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353406394857917,0.0,0.10770750621195578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733246504780356,0.0,0.09300470617378087,0.0,0.04988376480864122,0.0,0.09472585213974008,0.0,0.0,0.08391729317753176,0.11929600864452786,0.0,0.3811094020754793,0.09120648002613786,0.0,0.0,0.05606884579162311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868141885053777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715692400782944,0.0,0.21122796124668386,0.0,0.0,0.10297190722234728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054714314271576,0.1626573385894873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696841070992602,0.048198654176614814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387435292260542,0.1780829506923419,0.0,0.06585407766992052,0.0,0.29734158551609835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252398681153041,0.0,0.0,0.19056640806033312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679219340902793,0.08614317842463458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440108690068186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229286249047846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592031720176366,0.0,0.08425223712389772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996915867208382,0.07861657420081664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759507064607395,0.0,0.0,0.13965936445686405,0.0,0.07878732539441265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417752025289644,0.0,0.08623025757386629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108618444610645,0.06321519554417282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669813870317493,0.0,0.09637320833190334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163804925104731,0.0,0.15827282200982035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902227847377203,0.1101466226685081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008285112907975,0.3235966669482539,0.0,0.06353164580878848
lonely,Starbugger21,2019/01/28,"Let's try our best! So, I'm pretty sure this is the first time I've ever posted to Reddit, so forgive me if I manage to screw this up. I'm a 22 years old male who feels like I'm failing at life. Objectively, I feel like my life should have been given to someone who would help the world more than I ever could.

 In addition, I feel like I'm not worth talking to. Over the years, I've realized that talking to anyone, even my best friends, is a challenge. I find myself going silent in groups, I get anxious with conversations, and my only social interaction happens at work. At the last party I went to, someone came over to me because I looked like I knew nobody there, to which I awkwardly had to admit I knew a majority of people there. When I'm not at work, I'm in my apartment playing video games, and even then I'm too nervous to even join team chat. 

The reason I'm posting this, besides to have it exists somewhere besides my head, is because I've learned a long time ago that while every one of us is unique and we all deserve to be loved and respected, our experiences are rarely unique. I'm sure someone out there may feel similar to what I described, and I'm inviting you, if you feel lonely, to talk to me. I may not be good at conversing, but I'm a good reader/listener. If you want to get something off your chest, shoot me a message or comment. Or maybe you just want to talk casually. Teach me about music, movies, art, history, whatever you want. I really hope I can respond to anyone who reaches out regardless of age, gender, or religion, I promise I'll try and I won't ask for any personal information, so let's try our best to be just 1% less lonely. ",5.649796013702898,5.23779728698225,6.639018997197138,79.1490984117098,67.25443786982247,9.482653379009657,32.28651510432887,8.99025400887824,2.5608792899408286,1305,49,265,20,19,438,182,338,0.066,0.7609999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.98,0,4,1,1,0,1,47.0,5,6,0,9,16,26,1,2,11,0,21,6,2,1,5,53,54,19,0,11,12,0,5,4,1,5,2,0,0,2,11,12,0,0,14,7,1,3,4,6,0,2,7,6,39,20,40,36,7,36,0,3,1,2,38,16,1,9,19,163,50,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492758954258292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515240186246665,0.0,0.0,0.1082352318624281,0.0,0.13398169716750524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956710209829981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680675504552042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30163225750270123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095782843136497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649451217558291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898398985325908,0.17332678151677516,0.08072197131593363,0.0,0.0,0.09371814272821158,0.0,0.0,0.24221581474604045,0.20533474337861413,0.0,0.0,0.08756634145473198,0.08149383117433498,0.0,0.0,0.07402065556615553,0.0,0.10011095421020587,0.0,0.054449623910244785,0.16071761154882533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472227727527548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832616034055136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421776396141705,0.0,0.0,0.09515848923325508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809591951464563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593936938533305,0.1353433754701195,0.18722686767265115,0.0,0.0,0.08478664406448516,0.08045419061913096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647003120111832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962515355045072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005338801284646,0.0,0.06492165794251306,0.07286593943609215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642087401495822,0.08365543469694964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835142491501542,0.09747069557769172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613767533193236,0.09850609163824622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766370563555844,0.24353221314142626,0.07375731289126201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805949155194258,0.0,0.0,0.30802583543493145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173227569483804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195141059961512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524465519010822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952928025043473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881453482399701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394980374160909,0.0,0.0,0.06805891636717425,0.0,0.0,0.1233938088735988
lonely,beverlynotcleary,2019/01/28,"Am I worthless? My boyfriend and I broke up last year and it’s been rough trying to catch a man’s eye since then. When I finally get to chatting with someone, it typically ends with me getting stood up. I’m really confused as to why this keeps happening. I’ve always thought of myself as fairly pretty and I have a nice personality. I feel as if I’ve developed a complex where I feel lesser than the men in my life; therefore, I often feel like less than nothing. ",3.799631336405529,5.175479408602153,5.1978801843317965,81.45967741935488,72.11827956989248,7.894930875576037,29.414746543778804,8.418075326091056,2.155081105990784,367,15,72,6,7,123,67,93,0.09300000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.096,0.0534,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,0,3,2,1,1,0,15,13,9,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,5,11,2,14,10,1,11,0,2,1,0,4,4,0,3,7,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543677581692127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21867606818944088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745132427669576,0.17638214424620302,0.0,0.2704618749856925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25798534347746394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183288130204101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194520019980853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201252727827064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438954349961908,0.12062063573811795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369028235184015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155795659357418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25118141242364256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816753432765734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042344507212661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919369630352527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960073926240993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676257900642896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222784723096522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589925618849141
lonely,MeeseeksOG,2019/01/28,I wish I had someone to talk to The silence is deafening to the point of insanity :(,5.078823529411763,4.940550999999999,7.698823529411764,70.14470588235297,68.41176470588235,11.505882352941176,40.52941176470589,11.20814326018867,4.795047058823531,65,4,13,2,1,24,13,17,0.374,0.511,0.115,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996210952046436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478122612916826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42480338880961066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.607770532947438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hippiesushi,2019/01/28,Lonely I have been really down lately and have been spending a lot of time alone. I don’t like being alone but it happens often. I try to surround myself with people to help me get out of the funk but it makes it worse at times. I have very few people who I can talk to. ,0.4567816091954029,2.427558586206896,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,83.82758620689657,4.55632183908046,14.839080459770114,5.46131890053228,-0.9040781609195404,210,3,47,1,6,70,43,58,0.15,0.76,0.09,-0.3818,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,8,11,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,9,8,2,7,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,4,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5349445970262311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492657160812774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22837233950609456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731015910498765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913207149872836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616940657141434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955752739546194,0.0,0.0,0.1723859315547649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580803273630194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544353147260005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757403757583856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30117888729386905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533688434865732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130858316244528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263181944502118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,spiritkale,2019/01/28,"Feeling empty and lonely I'm having a really rough time lately. Every morning I wake up with a sense of hope for the day, that maybe I'll have some sort of fulfillment. The later the day gets the more depressed I get, night time is the absolute worst. Going home from wherever I am is the worst. I'm trying to do things to fill the void but nothings working. I don't know what to do. I'm craving emotional and physical intimacy and connection and idk something that i just cant put my finger on. Its getting harder and harder to not kill myself. 

What do you do when you feel so goddam empty and lonely and nothing will fill the void?",3.5374803149606318,5.111104677165353,4.97244881889764,82.03268897637797,73.09448818897637,7.599685039370079,25.298425196850395,8.238735603445708,1.6552903937007866,502,16,95,8,10,168,83,127,0.17600000000000002,0.748,0.076,-0.9123,0,4,1,0,0,1,11.0,0,2,0,1,3,8,2,0,10,0,12,2,2,0,0,17,23,10,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,7,0,0,0,4,9,1,11,22,4,14,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,3,8,64,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669089056958164,0.0,0.17823080519660126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327714010436683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434969916039605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926275086905166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243413372716585,0.0,0.1176046049593194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757033997397456,0.20553083255910226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22894033940426745,0.0,0.1137247835137286,0.0,0.2334290647813349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789168036118733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419229251585107,0.0,0.39711495517626616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802448824169087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256636702767993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930687895542506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747687079829354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413282076283513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049369931337266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064944810236774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,4ngelpuk3,2019/01/28,"I'll send you gifts if you're gonna be alone on valentines day! Hello r/lonely! <33

I know how hard Valentines day can be for some people so I wanted to offer something. If you're gonna be alone this Valentines day, I want to buy & make some gifts to send to you. I frequent this sub a lot (new account though, hey wassup) and you're all beautiful and kind people and I want to give back to this community a bit. Don't expect like a $30 bouquet of flowers and expensive chocolates or anything like that, but it would be nice to get a lil something, right?

Just PM me your favourite candy(s), colour(s), and animal(s) along with your shipping address/PO Box. If you have a pet, please send their picture and/or breed. You can also include anything else you like (TV shows, music artists, etc). Also, please lemme know if you have any food allergies!

This is only for people living in the US. I'm really sorry but I can't ship out of the US, I don't have enough money for overseas shipping costs rn. :( Maybe next year.

I hope this kind of thing is allowed here, but if not I'm really sorry and I'll remove my post.

I hope you all have a wonderful day <3 Love u",2.109547388781433,4.148066417021276,3.1376112185686647,91.59295454545456,78.44680851063829,5.634429400386847,23.022243713733076,6.574015621080383,0.5403617021276594,908,29,189,8,22,290,138,235,0.073,0.76,0.168,0.9817,3,4,2,0,0,0,48.0,2,9,1,0,8,9,0,0,8,0,16,2,0,3,2,38,32,20,0,12,11,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,9,1,0,3,3,5,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,23,9,18,25,8,18,0,0,0,1,20,4,0,12,12,104,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369976424639079,0.0,0.18299432167312507,0.0,0.12396796339589475,0.0,0.07780572095864982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883066182863388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797761746413887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249109005948476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29515131187761895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557855664785084,0.0,0.0,0.11822066848683355,0.12760230913640672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835035645365829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597768059620124,0.10975672582227892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249283639523768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22727864663404201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382899989864381,0.1257583330146685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769130153694733,0.0,0.10103001853885188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727103828544292,0.10326347036479372,0.0,0.07637250586236043,0.0,0.11494465129795192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050214832334107,0.121681021038495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870173130857439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23796163341821355,0.0,0.0,0.2511853242270875,0.0,0.0,0.10957737591512072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659359917971804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770927938454606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761636023056078,0.0,0.25615512528896045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601184880505524,0.0,0.11241157506395708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27525289098706146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245374685234493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407754501396075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127671281851903,0.0,0.0,0.07367912760538645
lonely,painfulyterriblename,2019/01/28,"Open letter to y'all Hey! A few months back I posted here on a very dark time in my life and I actually had some kind of help from you guys!
Though nothing really chance per say but I'm quite full filled now socially.
The help I got here is something that I consider most important for me to get better because we're all random people from all around the world who's got the same(or more or less the same) problem. I wish I could get to know every single on you and give you support in this moment you're going through. I really do!
I won't say I love you all because that wouldn't really be honest but I do feel a huge sense of empathy for all of you guys. Every time someone post something I have the same wish to help but that would be impossible so I'm just saying to whoever takes the time to read this: I care, ok? If you want to talk to someone and have no one, well I'm happy to help. Really!
Best wishes for y'all and keep yourselves focused on what's best for you! Cheers! *^_^*",1.3790579710144932,3.3544565072463826,3.0397367149758487,91.70366304347827,80.54589371980677,6.265603864734301,20.011835748792272,7.365786028017652,0.4356166183574883,775,20,171,11,20,256,119,207,0.065,0.642,0.293,0.9954,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,9,0,4,9,13,0,0,9,1,12,2,0,0,4,32,32,11,0,9,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,2,7,6,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,1,1,1,3,4,23,12,25,23,15,21,0,0,0,1,25,10,0,5,7,110,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.10715911964266676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775454589900102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443742695981409,0.0,0.1338788132062926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304785006852231,0.09711838383785072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195903129208047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767467688722587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504001271566936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055523442638840334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474281374727625,0.10534015113269726,0.06240778648282558,0.0,0.17565083221045116,0.0,0.0,0.21745914018048584,0.0,0.1168952231700985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944144119940966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976045377319383,0.0,0.1143506437468202,0.060348929446983536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756233993578503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991081821475596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764962146623079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053660498258124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441037561005216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076128711749435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033603641409224,0.0,0.0,0.10507373197834947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679688767452448,0.109840126076825,0.0,0.2813894415487934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261976936068932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193788406091597,0.18608400778516684,0.16907483666195788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461155175196932,0.0,0.0,0.08256376211082729,0.08826144786924914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788817011064804,0.0,0.1920939991146113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906050883782895,0.06476902480169132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873274612860664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788296559534824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800616452184413,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pioneer411,2019/01/28,"I was wondering, can we do a Valentine's gift exchange on here? Something like the Secret Santa for Christmas, but just our sub. I know I would feel better knowing I got something from someone who knows what it feels like to never get anything on a day where everyone else gets to feel loved.",5.166964285714286,6.55019891071429,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,68.82142857142857,7.028571428571429,31.857142857142854,7.1686216300943375,2.0204428571428577,233,10,42,2,4,72,47,56,0.0,0.732,0.268,0.9446,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,13,15,1,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,8,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,6,4,6,12,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,4,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946086659827699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091535496885159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251456265925353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975545583587837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259734803232723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358724826132686,0.16894637305789795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24710941274063705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914027195868333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899012416067121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23107122334840965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134387669995316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239336740181936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003746830956037,0.3641185206489441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564600833823775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679935925887123,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Saad-Maan-Need-help,2019/01/28,"Im sorta unlovable I’m just an annoying clumsy bumbling little idiot. I’m not exactly sure if there’s anything to do about it. I just get in the way. I mess things up, I try to help and then I make things worse. No one really knows things about me. I keep my feelings and interests to myself. When I don’t I talk too much, and by the time I realize, everyone’s tuned out. I don’t expect people to be more patient with me. I’m the problem, but I needed to get this out there.",-0.18705882352941214,1.9319196078431409,2.532843137254904,92.04279411764708,88.21568627450979,5.752941176470588,19.284313725490197,7.1686216300943375,0.4543372549019611,368,11,82,6,12,128,67,102,0.16,0.8029999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.8145,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,2,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,2,22,14,7,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,14,2,13,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,3,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169637097572534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22259181468599687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778551758605026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434114504464914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561401466362749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25162383433336066,0.0,0.0,0.2070549023821056,0.0,0.0,0.12802213898935302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23347511243029326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549461138827034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124359712561707,0.17272800423131324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578516062487702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149682531201398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22289979362897636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923246578774507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955075084762105,0.0,0.0,0.18723479355909825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642809381748126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583386305289644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581564136233655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849032944479322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373939324147534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lisbon1977,2019/01/28,"Gonna meet this girl.. but even so I don't think I will ever change. I have been talking with this girl via net... we meet online. Like two months or more. She lives in the same city as me. We have been trying to meet.. but ... women are ""sick"" all the time. Finally we gonna meet in a few days. She invited me. Me, her and a friend of her. I guess its a way for her to feel more comfortable with a friend around... by his words her friend (a she) hes gonna be happy to meet me. We like each other. She seems a very nice person... very honest... and looks very humble and simple (and she is pretty by the way). i think she is ""girlfriend material"".

Honestly I am a bit terrified. Worried about the future... I like her... very afraid to loose her... yeah already suffering and taking judgment before even start. But my past doesnt help me.. and my memory is always talking to me.

In a nutshell... i dont trust me. I am a incredible creature... I have everything to make someone happy.. and to be happy... but I just dont trust me, I know deep inside .. very inside, I know that i gonna be alone, no matter the person I am or what I do.
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lonely,geriatricjellyfish,2019/01/28,"So tired of being alone. I'm 32 years old and besides my husband, who is not at all what you would call a talker, I don't really have anybody. In fact right now I'm sitting in my living room in silence, like I do most nights, because I have nobody. No friends close by or even available to chat. I've just always been really socially awkward, not knowing what to say, worried that something I say will offend someone etc. That's the only reason why I have a hard time making friends, fear of offending people and not knowing what to say. I want friends so bad, people to care about and talk to, to do things with. I don't want my life to be me coming home from work everyday and watching reruns of shows I've seen a thousand times over. I don't wanna spend my weekends sleeping them away. I just want friends and don't know how to make them, especially in this day and age. My only friends I ever make are people I video game with, and that's all we have in common. But it's not quality relationships. I want people I can be there for, people who feel like they can come to me if they need help or just someone to talk to. I want to be wanted by somebody. Anybody.",4.036113445378152,4.716623651260504,4.936460084033616,86.16460609243698,70.890756302521,7.294537815126048,27.90021008403361,7.1686216300943375,1.3551252100840343,911,31,189,8,16,297,134,238,0.10400000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0.135,0.6742,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,4,1,11,13,2,2,4,0,21,3,1,5,4,47,41,14,0,10,11,1,2,2,5,2,2,3,2,0,11,13,0,0,5,5,1,2,9,5,0,1,2,7,27,8,31,33,4,26,0,0,2,0,26,11,0,4,14,125,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068130433714274,0.0,0.0,0.08581359915727878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968953594877375,0.0,0.08611042391545783,0.06286795349338467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530870573392152,0.0,0.105149351176114,0.0,0.0,0.17767716468315398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665112309746264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501878954054935,0.06811732710426828,0.09328826946102683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605151437457495,0.05214634229289921,0.0736771036473708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983953778931191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238549097223467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912681371213815,0.0,0.1034492182979052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003498607366738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072844768535666,0.1007696002253401,0.0,0.09106692910373483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652306148496488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647063762007149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678184688025143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821907171315108,0.0,0.0,0.1568721771248522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35749168932353603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321372508550706,0.10603627137000672,0.0,0.11072454410295098,0.0,0.08807366510645198,0.0,0.24604272234984076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320589550528612,0.1051294901822267,0.17476582690158826,0.07939560198959078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657862500275568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685159296839266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027351516366774,0.11853439056351578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649774844750314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306006118012483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508089857710304,0.1047349582846994,0.0,0.07326159839495958,0.0,0.0,0.06641325011223749
lonely,Cat_Beans,2019/01/28,"I miss being touched. My husband and I are splitting and I live in a separate room until I can figure out where to go. We are keeping civil and coexisting together, but have set boundaries and we no longer kiss/have  sex. It’s killing me. It’s one of my favorite things in the world to be embraced or snuggled.

I’d never thought I’d miss it so much or feel so lonely living with someone.",1.6916772151898734,3.903706316455697,3.3473259493670935,88.65238132911396,80.77215189873417,5.468987341772152,27.59651898734177,6.6274283507984215,1.2844544303797472,305,14,61,3,8,101,58,79,0.19699999999999998,0.755,0.048,-0.9093,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,16,12,10,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,2,9,0,8,9,1,10,0,3,0,1,3,6,0,2,2,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765568911926362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884432944341025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29472156726766435,0.3668416878839485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.585578511685596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24374782122413585,0.0,0.25573322620741323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246856860384892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809447782464464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22028554452168975,0.0,0.0,0.2632357209059637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tempaccount9302,2019/09/05,"losing friends i am currently a high school senior and am slowly losing all of my friends. I decided to go to a different high school than I was supposed to with the hope that this new high school would be much better than the one I was leaving behind. My big passions were hockey, baseball and video games. I tried out for the hockey team 5 times including the summer league my school has and was cut every time(I had been playing hockey for \~8 years). Junior year I was cut from my high school baseball team. I wasn't just cut from varsity, but the coach said there were people better than me and didn't want me in the program anymore so he cut me from all the teams at my school. I am slowly losing contact with my friends from my middle school, who were much better than any friends I ever made at the new school) and no longer have anything to talk about to people except video games, because I was cut from my main passions. I can't relate to any of my old friends because they go to a different school, and I cant relate to any of my newer friends because i'm not on the sports teams they play on anymore, so less and less people actually want to talk to me. on snapchat i see all my friends hanging out at parties without me, and it just depresses me and makes me feel worthless. my confidence is also shot from gaining weight from not playing any sports anymore. just looking to unload that off my shoulders because i'm too embarrassed and shy to tell anyone i know in real life about what is going on with me.",10.0199,6.672305323333338,8.949333333333332,75.42800000000003,60.76666666666666,11.333333333333336,39.333333333333336,8.344100000000001,3.247533333333333,1207,43,235,10,12,376,138,300,0.107,0.713,0.18,0.9833,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,11,11,27,5,1,12,0,23,5,1,2,4,37,38,14,0,4,8,0,2,0,7,1,1,1,0,0,6,15,1,0,3,17,0,4,8,11,0,1,14,5,37,16,48,22,8,33,0,5,2,2,22,18,0,1,11,158,43,16,0.0,0.0,0.06673369633935261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054687296710809664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601602536999556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345802647714292,0.04781623943817976,0.0,0.05627486040375081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674694783932073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144238467847493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058899724650273724,0.0,0.0,0.14289511386348522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061857963149202826,0.05761714010144198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03457740762644832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698374666575752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165939666052783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890091665371671,0.0,0.06792153259656307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037582495503411084,0.0,0.0,0.07240962505356625,0.0,0.0,0.04830220384325948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057426005548201764,0.22951528394840134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470734751707542,0.04564738239368375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054138713455923,0.0,0.0,0.1320929243549954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175833991507029,0.0,0.046339307629784256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222822143930985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783686926535617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504960102374642,0.0,0.0,0.6228815806200255,0.05449382865877165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099302174228182,0.059771325947489636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975144904930853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0464287876359423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806702490226711,0.0,0.0,0.08327425864251016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592050309479583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04857859707281168,0.0,0.0,0.08807513317154758
lonely,tagamotchi,2019/09/05,"I‘m jealous. All my life, I was alone. I was the weird kid. I have a hard time finding friends because of my personality disorder. But oh god, I‘m so lonely. What I wouldn‘t do to be invited to some sort of social gathering once in my life. To just meet someone for a cup of coffee. 

I feel bad. I‘ve been in a relationship for almost a year now. This is my longest relationship so far.  My significant other has so many friends. He‘s handsome, smart, funny and so so kind. He shows me pictures of him going out with friends, drinking. He tells me stories about it. He laughs.

I get mad. I‘m so jealous. Not that he‘s spending more time with them than with me, oh no. I want  to spend time with other people. I want to go out and have fun. My 20s are going by so fast and haven‘t been at a friends birthday party since I was a child. Because I don‘t have any.

I‘m jealous I can‘t show him any pictures. I‘m jealous I can‘t tell stories. I‘m jealous I can‘t laugh. It‘s gotten so bad that it‘s putting pressure on me and our relationship. I don‘t know how to deal with this.",0.04480704129993285,2.337025274881519,1.5810480704130008,94.46481516587679,99.56872037914692,3.9280162491536896,22.142315504400813,5.860315114193679,0.3064842518618822,827,34,171,8,35,265,119,211,0.16399999999999998,0.6509999999999999,0.185,0.7419,0,3,1,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,1,0,12,21,6,1,7,0,20,3,0,1,1,25,35,14,0,3,3,0,2,0,4,1,2,0,0,3,10,11,1,0,3,3,2,4,9,11,0,0,6,2,28,10,26,27,3,17,0,1,0,0,25,7,0,3,6,112,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539821686906214,0.14004188489167851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390157311484048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257976309505286,0.1648515280269805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940065168114535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549680199375311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245915085058435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683687294585385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235839929541686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41786686637717785,0.0,0.07064421816769076,0.0,0.23053727582621955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112601498868796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080553824065534,0.07431058728312709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910126023609129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708671238076725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399948350283112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374100470461914,0.11806445810586115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592834747973742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355106840096909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185118425436408,0.0,0.0,0.13783458927974454,0.11456716821018037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363676107376123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365347325723731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950653358308012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707397930006128
lonely,MuppetSock,2019/09/05,"I'm really bloody lonely but I feel pathetic complaining about it I just have to, though. I've got nobody else to talk to. It feels like it's eating me up inside. I was bullied for years, and had no friends up until my late teenage years. Then I went to uni and had the best three years of my life. I lived with a great group of friends that became my family. And now I'm alone. Completely alone, in the city that I've come to love, and it's tearing me up inside. 

I'm trying to be productive every day, but I've lost the ability to function. I'm on a four month waiting list for secondary help, my dog of 16 years has been put down, my dad's disability has just been cut and I'm just here. 

Alone. 

I can't stand it. 

My partner comes to visit every weekend if he can but it isn't enough. It's driving me crazy because I keep waiting for him to leave, and I can't enjoy my time with him. And all the time I'm just so goddamn lonely but I can't get any help. 

And now I'm venting into the void of the internet on my main because I just don't care anymore. 

This account is named after a joke that we had in the old house. Now it just makes me miss those days, because I get home to nobody and wake up to nobody.",1.4108986415882967,2.814139398467436,3.1877760362243097,93.33823667711599,78.38697318007662,6.1247648902821314,21.825322187391148,6.782984794422108,0.3240789272030651,937,26,219,9,22,313,135,261,0.18600000000000005,0.674,0.14,-0.8163,0,7,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,2,13,15,1,0,10,0,17,4,1,1,1,34,40,18,0,1,11,1,2,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,13,15,1,3,2,2,1,6,6,6,0,2,9,2,26,9,33,30,4,35,0,4,0,1,16,10,0,1,19,133,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39750288490998825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699945485259368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268760749954263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23396199652422114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425875955725744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043716110455092,0.0,0.0,0.22040749367591947,0.13413628448508744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501359357641188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090834222585998,0.10687237675465996,0.0,0.0,0.1321899416127742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155796961695327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060471701449504,0.0,0.129374471161113,0.0913960203337126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768286350152145,0.0,0.13368038924253922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232044541101576,0.1410476020318737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150282404905035,0.0,0.1283281561163733,0.0,0.0,0.1476185706955997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137135491951743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431503783784344,0.13546355252373002,0.0,0.0,0.0903635134485624,0.06250205270890784,0.0,0.11296799808973933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965498987195252,0.0,0.11546536060887512,0.0,0.08539688719397702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211563697900944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424513165079627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860892845507446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195774717062919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282844145916188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256944300391891,0.0,0.14919859893132406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685873608490419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859602856983452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295410083836869
lonely,prorules,2019/09/05,"Becoming angrier every day, what if there's no turning back from becoming cold? Hey, so i am 24 yo male.
I moved out of my parent's house about 8 months ago. I am renting alone.
I also started working night shifts in a big pharma warehouse, which do feel lonely.

Won't go into too much detail, but i have some child traumas growing up. I used to be so innocent and happy as a kid, fell in love twice, almost three times.
But due to stuff that happened, I became numb.

Man like.. i have so much anger in me, no sucidal thoughts at all, just like rage and maybe some sadness. Like I'm closing up and becoming everlost.
It's almost impossible for me to fall in love once more,.. I've dated a chick recently and felt nothing at all towards her.",2.122876447876447,4.204686229729732,3.7612355212355233,86.92527027027029,78.5945945945946,6.66100386100386,25.43629343629344,7.7094869923839395,1.4563266409266404,574,22,115,9,14,191,109,148,0.18,0.649,0.171,0.3297,2,3,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,9,12,2,0,3,0,7,3,0,1,2,21,18,12,0,1,4,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,5,5,7,0,0,3,0,1,5,3,6,0,2,2,3,12,6,19,14,7,28,0,2,0,2,10,13,0,5,13,72,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326165416902479,0.0,0.29961725666875905,0.15494652123278546,0.0,0.11963972828515408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503764873520242,0.0,0.0,0.4956836562588681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648338383723487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604936431135794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756452028541318,0.0,0.1436450582294435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502444091729118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229594148242915,0.15925818805758754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262504147977645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192695551231484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27005020534558755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029916473237093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941394626821675,0.15900732117451608,0.21995499799158136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039493697817915,0.0,0.14355082887883788,0.0,0.0,0.15932532645743744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611956967705088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771770864844722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589177656643647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126288259080494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187703179712576,0.08723636263337728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272818276041054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921140282243335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891482611444517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dank-meme-teen,2019/09/05,"You too? I gave really good friends and not tol few. And I love them all. But when I really think about it. K'm just fucking lonely and I just want a gril that loves me and that REALLY cares about me anf that wants to be with me.
I don't know why I can't find a girlfriend, I go out at least twice a month, I hang out out my friends at least once a week and (not to sound cocky but...) I think I look alrighty (taking care about hygiene, style, clothes,....) but I just can't fibd a gf. Any tips?",-0.5283333333333324,1.4291711037735908,0.9908490566037748,103.69180817610064,87.96226415094341,4.665408805031447,15.437106918238996,5.985473137389443,-0.9862742138364776,371,7,97,3,12,118,65,106,0.032,0.7879999999999999,0.18,0.9081,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,0,8,9,1,0,5,0,4,3,0,0,1,24,18,9,0,2,8,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,1,2,17,7,11,16,4,10,0,1,1,3,9,5,1,0,3,61,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735432370016154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41186713363297545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846074015015103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121007605089992,0.1867286114202768,0.0,0.0,0.11479072227770468,0.1694124714511209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100373191111187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961356182481402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645923194369189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121967982705007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510367023725926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881834990926381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518649261703048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25884313661138675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23826780461937294,0.0,0.16201734937579435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225685762801985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,simmerstation,2019/09/05,"I’m basically posting almost all of the same kind of subs, hoping someone would actually care and talk to me. And this is one of the those subs. I’m lost. I have a job that I hate and because I don’t like that job, my dad hates me. He says I’m retarded and things like that because, I mean, how could I not like the job he wanted me to have? Am I retarded or something?

I couldn’t get any job because I want academia. I couldn’t achieve high score on GRE. I got into a grad school that is NOT free. But I’m okay with that, I believe in myself when it comes to academia. 

But my father doesn’t want me to be an academician. He wants completely different thing.

And I’m underpaid in this job, but can’t quit because my dad doesn’t want me to quit. And since I’m underpaid, I still stay at his house. 

He gets angry and angry everday because I don’t like the job. 

I don’t know what I should do. I don’t want to be me anymore and I have no one to talk to. 

Today, I realized, I will not have a boyfriend or lifelong partner as well. 

I’m fucked up. I have nothing but Reddit, but here people don’t care as well. I want to end me...",0.8587766554433252,2.4508460205761367,2.800031799476244,94.66090067340069,80.56378600823045,6.064272353161242,22.56808829031052,6.980632752743323,0.4635695473251027,865,28,208,10,22,290,113,243,0.129,0.7440000000000001,0.127,-0.8157,7,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,4,6,16,3,0,8,1,25,1,0,1,1,41,52,19,0,13,10,3,0,4,1,3,0,1,0,1,12,11,0,0,3,0,3,1,14,4,2,2,2,1,33,13,21,42,2,14,0,1,0,1,12,7,1,4,8,128,45,12,0.0,0.0,0.09077582346914223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314786004524953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063257989620233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922525945560831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835260207996761,0.0,0.0,0.10480367397070216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896837766908916,0.0,0.0,0.08013001329029146,0.09753155012328582,0.0,0.0,0.07427030959537692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718794508783646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238967290469848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599712222244736,0.09720006509766248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439800266236599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367946790961287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828260130059324,0.0,0.09239160110936863,0.0,0.10733462673573853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5538584858296911,0.0,0.0,0.0968678530110944,0.05112232896554959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178294143117732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154424432546136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101327971657861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892568917188126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606790991144362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448957887806651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908913667074594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978801933543772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397464064306401,0.0,0.09414299173208404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694856474289022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881703907919685,0.07161269884018802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099148823873217,0.07428730118278135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953474118911625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359905373231682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817375586834351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840665271318719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727547525736636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607999247989686,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,abstractmoths,2019/09/05,"can't find friends. people show interest then flake out i'm so done honestly, i've been putting off writing this, but i don't think i can deal with it anymore. 

this vacation period sucked A LOT. i broke up with my partner, because we were incompatible. wanted to stay friends, but it turned out he cheated on me and was hiding it for 3 months. wanted to go to conventions, but my only buddies were busy that time or didn't want to go or had excuses. so of course, no forcing anyone, but... everybody seems to have an excuse to meet me, which is werid, because when we meet up we have a bunch of fun. like, i was supposed to see my friend this week and was waiting for him to tell me when he's free, but no response. i was supposed to have sex with another friend, but first he was busy, then i was sick, then he had family problems and work (which i understand, but he took over A WEEK to respond, which is something i don't understand in the 21st century) and now it's been 3 weeks since we can't figure out a date and i feel like he doesn't really care. i wanted to watch anime together with a new girl i met, but she also came with some bullshit excuse. i just want people to be honest with me, ugh... 

the past few months i barely had any close social contact. everybody is busy or they have excuses. of course, i understand not wanting, having genuine excuses too or whatver, but i can't seem to meet ANYONE! at all! i just have my mom and her partner, my dog and.... that's alll??? i tried to bond with my cousin and he seemed to have fun also, but then when i asked a few times about meeting up, it never happened, because he only cares about his girlfriend. i know, i get that too, but i can't seem to get \*one\* meeting with literally anyone that's my age and i don't know what to do.

i tried searching for friends but it's damn hard since nobody really is interested back in me or they just stop responding for whatever reason. i dunno... maybe i am a bad person, but honestly i don't know how to take it that they seem to like me and then stop caring. are they faking it or what? how do i find friends? i dunno!

this week i'll be trying to do some activism and maybe go into a munch, but other than that i feel like i only have the option of meeting people online and again, that's awfully hard. i'm starting uni again, but i don't really like anybody there or they don't like me... just a vent, i guess.",3.2318600989653636,4.265065912955468,4.547496626180838,86.90006185335136,73.06882591093117,7.675123706702652,25.46311291048133,8.07648339933343,1.3519668915879441,1867,58,400,27,36,619,213,494,0.142,0.727,0.131,-0.5798,0,0,1,0,0,0,80.0,4,0,5,2,22,31,3,0,13,1,46,2,0,3,2,97,88,48,0,7,27,2,4,6,9,0,1,0,0,4,25,30,0,3,18,1,1,6,16,8,0,2,18,6,59,24,52,68,7,51,1,1,2,1,54,14,2,19,36,267,84,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945147992448345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05078850769863565,0.078313960519776,0.0,0.0,0.07406766539624789,0.15666491787438344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982059485798614,0.0,0.0,0.057428320781960376,0.062359035453727577,0.1365822427484363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541999032077408,0.2284396645532255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699717790539486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642890575013253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040657448901066,0.0,0.0755261781318761,0.10671026594840867,0.0,0.0,0.13652186811172878,0.06352720626825294,0.0,0.0,0.3462096740208267,0.0,0.07803988530393538,0.0,0.12733598750469394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227418511031125,0.0,0.06604388953648263,0.0,0.1338065670795852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313512398164493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892454318699173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349469956637273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006267496616554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747042190607802,0.11922605316658227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760184249709789,0.07213144665568275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506086349845074,0.170404415810965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129548913424204,0.155331974332117,0.06521224955156063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146366490634792,0.0,0.07507926991061024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353578468477862,0.07678884048039554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595144473355806,0.3399530766790087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356076430203974,0.0,0.0,0.07613217201139505,0.0,0.05749632778721193,0.0,0.0,0.05286258003088077,0.07960450268537958,0.0,0.1248803689109777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05615398746959277,0.0,0.06527817035126045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785527052364261,0.0,0.0,0.08709909968158035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829780225986701,0.15211907685455126,0.08123606821399353,0.0,0.23324983018253384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26430765126108235,0.0,0.2396319001663985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437172648068714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ishraklancer,2019/09/05,"I am sad, alone and helpless. I don't know, maybe it feels good when I say it out loud.",-2.7891666666666666,-1.1293802500000003,-0.5999999999999996,111.23833333333332,101.5,2.666666666666667,11.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.2183333333333333,65,1,19,0,3,21,17,20,0.35200000000000004,0.522,0.126,-0.6369,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519438041376299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25359069501812714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206629824837465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756300084201716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038583837050823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988400222741633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jayisanerd,2019/09/05,"Lack of Social Life is Killing My Creativity I am 31, Male, Indian, I aspire to be an author. Every day I sit down, open my PC, write a little or nothing and then fed up by myself, I give up for next day.

Why? Two reasons, my day time job is depressing. I work alone in a stressed environment always looking over my shoulder if, my clients will pay me or not.

Second, I have no friends. I have never ever found people with similar interests. If I do by some rare luck find somebody (happened not in real life but on Internet only) they are not interested in a genuine friendship. Turns out it is always a use and throw intention. And thus, I have severe trust issues now.

Also, I am critically introvert. I dont do good in large groups or around people who are highly social and have a wide network of people they know. These people give me anxiety. I always aspire to have a close group of 2-3 sincere friends but never found even 1 person.

And that is the reason my love life is a disaster too. I have had previous relationships but they ended on such a sour note that I still wonder were those years of intimacy was simply a pretence.

I don't have anyone to talk to at the end of the day. Who to go to have a laugh or just hug for a moment so I can feel some relief and understand what real life is like. I want to write stories that feel real not only to others but to me as well.

I am exhausted of myself.",3.2011651728553123,4.59847957746479,5.067080665813061,81.72663892445584,73.64788732394365,7.698847631241997,24.8809218950064,8.296473431620573,1.5755126760563387,1096,34,216,18,22,376,166,284,0.10099999999999999,0.731,0.168,0.9727,1,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,3,1,11,18,1,1,15,0,29,9,1,5,3,52,46,20,1,4,15,0,2,1,2,1,5,0,0,2,10,11,1,0,10,0,1,2,9,4,1,2,6,4,32,14,34,38,3,37,0,1,1,2,20,18,0,10,17,159,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023721631038842,0.0,0.07904519365950534,0.2467373878369501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561508579753701,0.0,0.0,0.0691137454909725,0.0,0.0,0.08799176278822865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25498378739748395,0.0,0.08513385048254105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584396664290215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509218795892345,0.0,0.0,0.06528526760790859,0.0894096978749508,0.08327999867152154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995659125480293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034126249813992,0.0,0.0,0.21675381783742947,0.15273264507101533,0.0,0.0,0.1896395815724244,0.05617509747330664,0.08290532464755555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740707175396384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443369352807594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316704122509092,0.0980870242234031,0.0,0.10935580189275143,0.0,0.05432185926073428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792646399884425,0.04828999167409391,0.09906725741691656,0.0,0.0,0.0830037321766573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921021087766867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246856039643553,0.0,0.10512129321537024,0.0,0.0,0.09484310296714613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035002838785014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741028351786626,0.08630642162045847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375169797182642,0.0,0.20325537265838867,0.0,0.10612103850551524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116651367498951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151721131170466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893662908883176,0.0,0.11322501335276006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794467440141415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057636499826135175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075134564790897,0.0965558376567972,0.10289967669707714,0.0,0.0853691370375921,0.0,0.0,0.05830051803691681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887226979453995,0.0,0.08919097762677923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719167113768324,0.07195932025261854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365203965874205
lonely,onlyfivethree,2019/09/05,"Today is my birthday and I have absolutely no plans Yes my birthday is on 69 day. 

I haven’t been celebrating my birthdays for the past 3 years. All I’ve given myself is a day off work to just do exactly what I do on a regular day off. 

So how do you lonely peeps spend your birthdays?",0.997,2.9959167000000018,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,82.0,6.666666666666668,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.2003333333333337,222,8,48,4,6,78,43,60,0.084,0.805,0.11199999999999999,0.3961,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,1,9,0,0,1,2,5,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,9,0,6,8,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7590047423588077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744955315169109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718553158290847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28559967615254805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25262887210672824
lonely,1_Deutscher,2019/09/05,"I’m a special kind of lonely. I’m always around people. Some of them i would even call my friends. But they all just want to party with me and think my personality only consists of sex drugs and rock n roll. nobody takes me serious or thinks I’m even remotely smart. So I don’t have anyone who I can talk to about anything deep and most people don’t want me around when it’s not all about just having fun and doing crazy stuff because they don’t think I’m able to talk about deep topics or anything beyond drugs and partying. 
My life seems perfect and nobody would think I’m lonely and have problems too. 

I’m an extreme extrovert and I have many people to party and meet up with just for fun.  But I  want to have some close friends and someone to talk to. But I really don’t know how to make new friends since I never had to make any after kindergarten.But when these startet to slowly lose interest (or I did) I didn’t have the urge I make new ones. For a few years I was ok with not having any real close friends because I thought just partying all the time was enough for me to have a good life and not feel lonely.
I love partying and having fun but some more calm and intellectually challenging people you can have conversations for hours with and discuss serious topics would be so fucking amazing. 

Any advice?",5.1094766271527625,5.7614005247148325,5.473947662715279,83.37189666741222,68.46768060836501,8.16542160590472,27.63788861552225,8.124751697461798,1.63521847461418,1050,32,210,13,17,335,126,263,0.057999999999999996,0.742,0.2,0.9851,0,6,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,3,3,18,26,1,0,6,1,26,7,0,4,5,65,49,26,0,7,14,0,1,0,4,3,4,0,0,1,4,22,0,0,8,1,0,0,9,8,0,1,6,1,24,18,30,39,10,17,0,4,0,3,18,8,1,8,9,138,28,1,0.1061765990393228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037545437394482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834743603072602,0.0,0.0,0.21661118489238448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424114677718698,0.0,0.17474858835363127,0.1890393677824212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944853855761734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084181788745896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24626229209280956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097088096015983,0.0,0.14025728458023615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368607872412595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32812710814135626,0.0981585549049307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905589375956281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456256240657093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056658900418806,0.058351882074060626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999134383310433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878445540279167,0.0,0.0,0.09582852604418457,0.0,0.2126211130006544,0.10764640634968453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188993875882976,0.20509204196088884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194801138102623,0.08075208807019868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944379395731088,0.09270931085879544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159666581771594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208522147225136,0.06801944815179188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665918805122373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878303799240278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996308780993112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154680337126607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983158863678233,0.25602218522915504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721347097649361,0.0,0.08429235959602066,0.06191242874942044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787712716264804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22627442880625634,0.0,0.0,0.06837424864478288
lonely,Stiffmate,2019/09/05,"Soul crushing Been hitting it off with the girl of my dreams at work. I actually thought she may be interested in me as well. I was just about to ask her out on a date and before I did, somebody told me she’s engaged. I feel so stupid and sad. I am glad I mentioned to someone before doing it or else I would have felt even worse if I asked her and she told me that. Wow. It hit hard folks. 😢 I’m going to find out if it’s true soon, but I’m sure it is. Dammit all. I’m going to be alone for another 6 years I feel. I’ve been single by choice but lately definitely feeling lonely since I’ve been working at this place with all these cute girls who all love to tell people they’re taken. Ridiculous emotions I tell ya. That’s why I’ve stayed single for so long, but I really did think I had her. Wow I suck",-0.0033082706766904835,1.9863306000000025,2.094676691729326,96.44974436090229,85.85714285714286,4.8270676691729335,17.781954887218046,6.05967700443912,-0.4545999999999997,625,15,149,5,19,209,113,175,0.12,0.6829999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.9357,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,7,15,3,0,2,0,15,1,0,0,5,28,35,12,0,3,7,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,10,7,0,0,7,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,12,5,24,10,20,17,5,16,1,2,0,1,18,8,1,4,5,91,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.15468832024372056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417431418601125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662173857016302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963813008153641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697701323749757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241940996049684,0.17830866919082766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469803226783572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404506897198612,0.0,0.1521997959902478,0.0,0.14488034992754584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017609128086368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419988059731836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881245593315345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028128225038547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306648160172555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989473021155396,0.0,0.16561502169888756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154912664607772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112570914092692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430971943635564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895649560592596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939903917943168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27709917228441594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157037015738084,0.0,0.1258436481403228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029368208936315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425245252351141,0.0,0.14303563722295493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308024309260094,0.0,0.16154089782369516,0.11260490566530272,0.0,0.0,0.10207882338981536
lonely,ChaChaRealSmooth142,2019/09/05,"Feeling particularly alone in class Hello, I am having some problems at my local school. I am in relatively high sets and have reasonable success in tests.

I am however, alone in class. All my friends are either in higher sets, or lower sets. It has been like this for the past few years. I have no trouble outside of class, but in class I feel alone. Some may argue that this is better, and less distracting, but I find it hard to be in such a lonely environment like that. Sure, there is some nice people in my classes, but nobody that would really care to spend time with me otherwise. Just lately, this has been particularly damaging for me, and I really need a solution. Any help?",4.626744186046512,6.382197449612407,5.631697674418608,77.66243023255815,70.62790697674419,8.880930232558141,26.078294573643408,9.3871,2.2815699224806205,537,17,99,12,10,177,83,129,0.179,0.613,0.207,0.8164,2,5,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,3,14,1,1,3,0,16,0,0,1,2,23,20,7,0,3,6,0,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,12,8,15,15,7,18,0,2,0,0,4,11,0,5,6,72,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5901835419764834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291705000494619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799272007142405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366366551898875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208586032901384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736081524221711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467526111109867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015523750106354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731749629837066,0.20068947546981436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426853344950025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559705727367007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084332257336368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181325941635974,0.13168536024727978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175366336995405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243369874050238,0.1952971916782172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223654420873545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790228362822124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075964592704396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493292662533274,0.0,0.0,0.12231966542735102
lonely,Nanomochi,2019/09/05,"Letting myself go I am alone, in a foreign country, where no one knows me. And like everyone else i thought that was gonna be liberating. But what happened isn't quite that.

It's been many many years, of me, pretending i am fine, in front of everyone, my family, my friends, and now that I am out here. I don't have to pretend, i am free to be as bad as i always was. And it's biting me on the ass. Because apparently without someone watching me closely i let go. I dont care.

I haven't been eating, i haven't been going out, i am only staying in my bedroom, or walking out in the balcony thinking that maybe i should just jump off and then arguing with myself that that isn't a good way to kill myself.

It's like, i am too tired, or rather i don't even care anymore about myself enough to take care of me. I just don't. And it's so so so weird to be like this, it makes me think, 'what the fuck have i been doing all this years? Living for someone else?'. Like i can't function if there is no one looking.

And it's so damn easy. I could die right now. Noone would notice, noone would know.

It's such a weird feeling after many years of feeling under the microscope. Like of all the things i could do, i only feel like completely letting go.",1.8336293706293745,3.3606463769230785,3.4060139860139884,91.69262237762241,77.53846153846153,6.1118881118881125,24.125874125874127,6.782984794422108,0.6756538461538466,958,32,214,9,22,317,128,260,0.18899999999999997,0.6940000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.9729,1,1,0,0,0,1,38.0,0,0,0,1,16,20,4,0,8,0,37,4,1,1,2,35,58,17,2,7,8,0,3,6,1,4,1,0,1,0,18,11,1,0,8,2,1,7,12,7,0,2,7,5,34,14,27,39,3,31,0,0,2,2,2,13,3,3,15,157,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574757693079284,0.0,0.0,0.08495760341774905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125841605623087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525146733136635,0.062240841929812336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123014404913067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705271031687856,0.0,0.0,0.16304135283830573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059664548992255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966357262674368,0.0,0.0,0.10447652469400108,0.1705873639412588,0.0,0.0,0.10549935523113936,0.0,0.06743785272768911,0.0,0.0,0.19512695960662454,0.0,0.0,0.09625331343389967,0.0,0.15487853831022594,0.07294217017013195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888427207551048,0.09439227615810092,0.0,0.0,0.23210920865763715,0.08563887809270193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028905675479393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296148018038225,0.0,0.11222591800407596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31322070319444223,0.0,0.2992932524652205,0.0,0.09015853108651636,0.0,0.0857405303137622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815432723392853,0.3105482550785647,0.10257585881061593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162445702258966,0.0,0.0,0.13837482766288922,0.15530736785699342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859876106673524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719512507507868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730225274162821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882786449043186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676850344874574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783247922298198,0.13084654058535944,0.0,0.08105811758039501,0.0,0.11735200298967495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810443495367739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842333346960064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506161921449812,0.0,0.0,0.19725232201406848
lonely,BigOlWorm,2019/09/05,"I want to post something but I feel I have it so much better than most I really want to talk about how I really wants girlfriend. I’ve never had one and I’m a sophmore in high school. I have about 5 friends. People know me but I would not consider them friends, just people I’m acquainted with due to my use of marijuana. I know I probably have it better than most on this sub but I’ve really wanted to say this and I had no one to talk to.",-0.4165087719298271,1.7531053052631584,2.2785526315789504,92.82695175438595,90.68421052631578,6.114035087719299,17.390350877192983,7.492282038375204,0.38392982456140334,344,9,79,7,12,119,55,95,0.03,0.764,0.20600000000000002,0.9488,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,5,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,1,21,16,7,0,5,5,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,13,4,14,13,3,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207353445427949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168362261208668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28018326786556763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158034953406555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993035089142753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329510839166805,0.0,0.13984940638842816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457417073444685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514165457419594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365970901470867,0.0,0.19549956076663974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484852812594471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419731797401614,0.0,0.183511089689752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959323108390484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914851418805905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660701599801746,0.0,0.0,0.4278019189478109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880843495165664,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,displace-face,2019/09/05,"23f Looking for friends in London I am 23f. In South East London. I am looking for people of similar age and hobbies.

I like music, singing, playing instruments, drawing, programming, games.

I want to get in shape again so gym as well.

If you don't mind being friends with an ugly mug.

We can get coffee and program together. Ah the dream.",1.5543055555555585,4.292870125,2.8552083333333336,87.25784722222225,89.9375,5.344444444444445,27.42361111111111,6.937597516519254,1.7564777777777776,264,13,47,4,9,85,51,64,0.047,0.7240000000000001,0.22899999999999998,0.8709,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,10,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,6,5,9,9,0,8,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,1,3,28,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5095649721608598,0.0,0.3445864887641266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111086304841032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5538540166862137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33297761662627823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286236899650444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945091819540746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965063275285429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JasonRedux,2019/09/05,"Please join my Sheffield based media group on Facebook... Welcome to Sheffield Media Zone

A place dedicated to all things media related such as movies, theatre, television, computing, video gaming, photography. tech support, music interests, film making and the creative arts.

You can also post about events, festivals, gigs, concerts, plays and conventions as well as community based initiatives in Sheffield.

Please discus in an open manner as there will be minimal intrusion from admin so long as you all get along in a fun and respectful fashion.

Please feel free to join and share and contribute...

https://www.facebook.com/groups/637581323390171/",11.234693877551017,14.125006959183676,8.172040816326533,61.40867346938776,55.938775510204074,11.722448979591839,39.51020408163265,11.491704259439757,5.533963265306124,534,25,66,15,7,152,75,98,0.0,0.6459999999999999,0.354,0.9893,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,0,6,10,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,2,11,7,12,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,11,15,5,2,9,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,38,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961237691919106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198871555568899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238773111587652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983001454226374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826908983224205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477237294528609,0.7808085945801857,0.0,0.0,0.2270805619963141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690633681749279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752168913408846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318541378410485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RCoop26,2019/09/05,"I don’t want to die, but I have no motivation to live. I’m a 25 year old female. I’m currently unemployed and still living at my parents house. In this past year my life has just gradually gotten less bearable. I become addicted to gambling in September/October 2018, I was incredibly fortunate to have had a large win and walk away with 75k, however in the process I damaged countless relationships with family and friends because all I cared about was gambling. More importantly I destroyed the trust with my partner of nearly 6 years. I’m now 6 weeks clean and I feel no desire to gamble anymore. However I feel I’ve completely ruined my relationship with my boyfriend. He recently joined the Army and since then things haven’t been the same between us. He was away for 14 weeks during training and this was really difficult for me. We got through it and now he’s only away Monday-Friday but as he put it we aren’t in sync anymore. He tells me story’s about the other ‘lads’ going out drinking and sleeping around on the weekends and I honestly feel like he feels that he’s missed out on being a lad and acting this way. I personally just feel a burden to his life now and he has no need for me anymore. 

My career path was to join the RAF and unfortunately failed the medical due to a heart murmur I knew nothing about. This was an incredibly low point in my life and I fell into a state of depression. I feel he didn’t give me the support I needed because he was so focused on his career and himself. After over a years testing they found my heart was wired slightly different but shouldn’t cause me any issues in later life. However nearly 2 years on and I’m still in the process of joining the RAF I just feel no motivation to continue with it. I feel no motivation towards life at all. The only strong, stable figure in my life is my boyfriend and now I feel like I’ve lost him as well and I’ve got nothing to live for. 

Like I said in my title, I don’t want to die I just really haven’t got the strength or motivation to live anymore, everyday is a battle that I don’t want to fight. 

I’m not suicidal, I couldn’t do that. I just want things to get better and everything to be ok again.",3.9113101401256287,5.3069868929385,5.268796852350384,80.98208255677504,71.87015945330296,8.510278180437634,28.564989300752398,9.0124134603493,2.316533181473045,1742,67,343,35,33,583,205,439,0.141,0.66,0.2,0.9815,9,0,1,0,1,3,32.0,3,0,1,10,18,26,3,0,22,1,28,12,3,5,2,68,62,26,3,9,10,1,9,3,2,1,8,1,1,2,13,29,1,0,16,2,3,5,15,12,1,0,19,10,48,14,61,39,5,60,0,7,0,0,28,28,0,1,28,220,61,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382320262135569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228893033634864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30502325597445545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844983331110017,0.0,0.0,0.21672659120662893,0.0,0.0,0.09374482141553576,0.08492074024649307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680043789678354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839611916905721,0.07898886244218142,0.0,0.0,0.08061938832721638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622662951629872,0.0,0.1596026994905927,0.08033536507782618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532450314509218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910521949657107,0.0,0.07248656508125198,0.0,0.3499083671947477,0.10986276059651716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843076796644279,0.05940626579692189,0.0,0.04017269172710634,0.0737614370737199,0.043699272936909984,0.0,0.18449172990149826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223385199243552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872259225683471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025486194716377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32586490117658834,0.1126960675390062,0.0,0.2715867952211677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393627349631945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746020590552341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402830645632656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755914379015367,0.0,0.08068480829880934,0.0,0.0,0.11695906588706605,0.0,0.0,0.08537903145450944,0.0,0.07340174054250523,0.0,0.067138786477275,0.0,0.0,0.07268742336147388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729730389706403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851746633562596,0.0,0.07592118687522798,0.16510562276120508,0.0,0.0,0.07314152744791616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360553292126864,0.0,0.07694713845100394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281147534854255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410693941368537,0.08725568583657038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720665474628723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216673576013527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249113731206264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814106509575056,0.06103297961996284,0.12335562021744795,0.0,0.06913479012866408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24757837361654134
lonely,gregariouslyyours,2019/09/05,"Lonely and Anxious what is there to write I don't know 

    I'm just fucking confused what I'm doing with my life oh god please guide my soul in this dreadful and journey full of pain and sorrow. I just want to feel happy inside my heart and soul why god why I'm becoming numb and emotionless nowadays i just can't feel anything i just want to live like a child I want to be happy for no reason. every day feels like a lost battle i just can't bear this much of pain and pressure in my heart and soul.

    my mind just doesn't know how to handle all this.

    nothing in my life is under control i'm just loosing control over myself.

    my frustration is just driving me in the wrong direction. my life is full of anxiety and regrets i just don't like what i'm becoming day to day. oh god, i know i'm yours 

    lonely child only you and you can understand me but some morons say that God 

    doesn't exist i know they all are liars and hollow but please

    god please this time please answer all the questions i just want to show those liars

    that they all were wrong god do exist and he is there for us.

    

    sorry for disturbing you again 

    -your lonely child",2.176300366300368,4.058228547008547,3.22836385836386,91.76346153846157,77.63247863247864,5.824664224664224,20.97191697191697,6.655083550727371,0.28329938949938915,896,23,189,8,21,287,107,234,0.21600000000000005,0.639,0.145,-0.9614,0,6,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,5,2,3,14,26,6,4,4,0,17,9,2,4,4,51,37,14,0,5,12,0,3,3,0,0,6,1,0,3,10,12,0,2,11,1,0,2,7,21,0,0,2,4,29,5,20,34,8,15,3,6,0,1,15,8,1,3,8,116,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798865669525569,0.1179730781119802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593473599873333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306634052471758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23424810016361006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204082811880972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798446923005489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840467881647785,0.07460285436599925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654131780111866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223295170640461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474936083333358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22956196113772706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212801829616362,0.15305365109312255,0.0,0.0922111824862316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139946885308672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544176225953697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676605058072185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020077098715613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942163579159793,0.22223593150987567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585190838356632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698242886481065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736861411370748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304474739366867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689776634911955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089237423600938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871245896444212,0.12561313423351556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463756108137147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845871642131468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283496278939923,0.0,0.0
lonely,theiron11,2019/09/05,"How lonely are you? I ask myself this question everyday and I can’t reply! Every time i think I’m not lonely and i have some people in my life, and then when i need them, i find no one beside me! I’m so alone and feel so shit! It’s so hard to describe but 🤷🏻‍♂️",-3.06048387096774,-1.5108483387096747,0.7215483870967745,100.93232258064518,104.96774193548387,3.1251612903225805,11.038709677419355,4.935628992294339,-1.6412632258064517,201,3,52,1,10,73,48,62,0.217,0.7829999999999999,0.0,-0.8376,0,5,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,13,9,11,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,11,0,2,9,1,5,0,2,0,0,4,1,1,2,4,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343103555284862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017626068329943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719622709938799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321098698431652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29502179761501524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891540710548035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22799425705777784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393427360866189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21872906772345596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378011146193094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615957145489739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33133658462035986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068291055566792,0.0,0.0,0.1882199043575909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway1227777777,2019/09/05,"my love life is a joke Throwaway 

Posted on r/confession but it turns out they dont do no relationship stuff(well neither do i)
I wrote a big ass poem there but i cant access it on the phone so Im just gonna write it again.

I recently moved to big city. It was amazing at first, then i found out the hard thruth, i have one friend here whos in college and has to study/gf doesnt really wanna see me that much anyway.

Now apart from that, im trying to find a girl, but the thing is, its either im extremely unlucky or my brain is programmed to pick the ones that are in relationship/just got out of it, which is very fucking painful.


I had 3 dates in last couple of months(2 in old city and one few days ago in new one), was pumped for all 3, but they all turned out to be a big fuck you for me lol

First one went amazing, we kissed in the end, I was very happy with how it went, i asked her out few days after and she replied with ""im not looking for a serious relationship rn"" I was like what? Tried explaining her that its to early for that but that didnt go well and we stopped talking.

Second one was with a girl i knew from way back, asked her out and she said ye, went out and on the middle the date she told me that she recently broke up with her boyfriend, and well at that point i knew it was pretty much over, tried to kiss her on the end of the date and she just said ""i cant do this i just left a relationship"", and we just stopped talking.

Third and last one(the one in this beautiful city in which i know fucking nobody)i met her in some sort of social gathering and she seemed cool, we made plans for a date that night. And when date stsrted 5 mins into it she tells me some shit about her BOYFRIEND. Tho she is very friendly and i probably misunderstood her reaction, but basically it fucked me up for the rest of the night and it ended weird. So im guessing we're prpbably just gonna stop talking aswell.


Each time i go out same shit happens. Im literally THE WORST at dating and its killing me inside so much, each time it gets worse and worse.",2.262192460317461,3.674579696759263,3.2635291005291016,93.6486666666667,76.10648148148148,6.603809523809524,22.991005291005287,7.225922671290522,0.5374988624338628,1607,46,375,18,35,514,206,432,0.151,0.725,0.124,-0.9339,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,4,2,2,3,20,25,7,0,20,2,24,13,4,3,2,72,59,30,1,1,14,0,1,1,2,2,2,2,0,2,29,35,0,3,7,1,0,6,8,12,2,11,21,6,49,13,55,35,16,78,0,1,2,8,49,35,7,6,36,249,78,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950560833726926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255126850078157,0.0,0.0,0.05161788403188843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493791323810355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742767122513225,0.0,0.08658501234458155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867442384628999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836850817770195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061354483816124475,0.1141994027119314,0.0,0.07360323644394264,0.10372704942435837,0.24823788156292395,0.035072014074506795,0.0,0.0763016591419933,0.0,0.05368901335339626,0.0,0.07394991335313772,0.0,0.05936175365552172,0.07145982878359783,0.0601341965790921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350635753429009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426804310562161,0.0,0.036892218934212205,0.10943782166447373,0.0,0.0,0.07293560998577675,0.0,0.047415038712071096,0.03279572844922311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637126382438485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058633993120995,0.06351886960341498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134726374232485,0.1480421197328776,0.0,0.0,0.06483338878497992,0.0,0.12599161501092698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044035663523496,0.0,0.3639055596364316,0.0,0.07142974907233883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345838990552682,0.0,0.06429080993027446,0.06829409696714828,0.07237617276921512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043004411919657835,0.0,0.13256313282311655,0.2882847265797737,0.0,0.0,0.12770967390036098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349294214005512,0.06111151518751318,0.0,0.0,0.13781344485811767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842933194756431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836798410265785,0.0,0.0,0.07684638646333804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186669861824626,0.058673507794148635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044597374988792925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828665657342304,0.0,0.0,0.0641444208414791,0.0,0.13672809445235728,0.1460336604372278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616480794122412,0.0,0.053283696665914405,0.0,0.0,0.12071366035921,0.18668713968069114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368199125157098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HawkingOptics,2019/09/05,"I think quite a bit about Anthony Bourdain He had multiple spouses, and a daughter. He also had a fantastic career.

I’m 27, and I’ve never been in a relationship and I don’t have a career right now, yet here I am fighting everyday. Trying my best to better my life. Imagine 9900 nights alone. Every night is painful for me and I have a hard time falling asleep, I’ve been trying to escape my loneliness but I feel it will not happen. I think about Anthony Bourdain because I fear that I will commit suicide at some point due to loneliness as well. I’ve actually planned to before reaching 30 if my circumstances do not change. 

I wanted to share this because well, I suppose we all share on here as it is a cry for help. I do have suicide thoughts almost everyday due to my loneliness but I want to also experience a relationship and what it entails before I die. That’s the only thing keeping me alive, but with each day I get older and my opportunities diminish as I’m afraid no one will accept someone like me.",3.818096733668345,5.576099135678394,5.3892682160804055,78.57676664572865,72.71859296482413,8.19108040201005,30.025439698492466,8.841846274778883,2.609524874371859,804,35,148,16,16,272,116,199,0.20199999999999999,0.612,0.18600000000000005,-0.8201,0,1,0,0,2,3,17.0,1,0,0,5,10,13,1,2,9,0,16,3,1,0,3,29,27,15,3,3,6,2,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,4,2,1,5,2,24,9,18,19,5,18,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,3,13,102,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.1345980761502076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811521923413125,0.14285207058878693,0.0,0.2206023442699641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815956266651866,0.0,0.2347335646495428,0.0,0.14474718945835546,0.12198632899357414,0.15058192649997793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459098004515158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150770662057833,0.08895231108709371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431477480114227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621049988741415,0.0,0.0,0.13492029539689554,0.0,0.1552076282081397,0.06974066775972937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206181813524196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121969496448812,0.0,0.12355662062593885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245039894281144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259696651164376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742280238842467,0.06738477619506178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637876983326114,0.0,0.0,0.25887263925576304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346375218576876,0.10490064983042438,0.14676538325292154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038677912288266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670367238686718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961666457738462,0.0,0.117789972344947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686615909930967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017422388876793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163340089121408,0.17675770731116838,0.0,0.10949962420384284,0.08042707208695556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728845655442086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627073115475957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480281235279211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-PauseBreak-,2019/09/05,"Tired of being tired and lonely Something has stirred in me recently that made me wanna try reaching out and making connections again, its been a long time and I was always a little awkward, but I am tired of living a boring stale life alone without friends. Life to me is a long walk in the dark towards the end of life, not able to see things in your path, unsure what awaits your next step, what experiences you may have, and I think it'd be nice to walk with someone and share those experiences with them. :)",7.690606060606058,6.699432404040407,6.911797979797977,80.77436363636366,63.343434343434346,9.536161616161618,31.921212121212122,8.238735603445708,2.147075151515152,404,12,80,4,5,124,71,99,0.19399999999999998,0.6890000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.7639,0,3,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,1,0,1,6,0,1,6,0,10,6,0,2,0,16,14,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,1,10,3,15,7,0,16,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,1,7,55,17,0,0.16385827877462608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970775973923366,0.0,0.0,0.13634321435352015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512979928047595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205696771602843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659649971324122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472138444905829,0.0,0.16422904244656902,0.1446898621808263,0.29001884079243545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504666530398362,0.10937667346245007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742651384084577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617902822798995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057383338050746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883658786552786,0.12614610839190465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088601594533394,0.10499376873147034,0.0,0.0,0.0955470800668566,0.564992960774603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124901534806468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795353344242558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,haz87,2019/09/05,"Struggling Just need to put thoughts to text this morning. For so long I thought I’d come to terms with being alone. I’ve probably gone nigh on 9yrs now without friends - in that time making plenty of positive steps especially around my own physical health and lifestyle. 
But recently I thought I’d overcome my fear of further rejection by reaching out to those that were once closest (friends, not ex’s, lol). All of them were cases where life got in the way and we simply drifted. No ill feelings or spats etc. 
In every case bar one I’ve been outright ignored, and that one entertained 2 txts before then ignoring me. I haven’t chased in desperation, it is what it is - very sad, but you just have to swallow these things. 
Part of me thinks it’s hilarious that I went to such efforts to overcome the very outcome I’ve now ended up with. The other part of me is struggling massively. Not necessarily with the situation, but more the in my face reminder that I have nobody. Nobody that cared or cares enough in circa 10yrs to check in, ask how’s it going, to even check if I’m alive. 
As pathetic as it is, I feel like I could just do with a hug. The type where you know the other person “realllly” means it. 
I don’t know if I’ll ever come to terms with the fact that I am clearly one of those “unloveable” people. I’m not without flaws but I’m also not an arsehole. I’ve always put others first and maybe this was my downfall longterm - who knows. 
I know it’s a fairly fundamental part of being a human but jeez I wish someone loved me. 

Whole thing feels like a “worlds smallest violin” speech, but I feel a microscopic amount better for typing it out. 

Take care out there peeps",4.090212765957446,5.595429656534956,4.8214273556231015,83.93474285714284,71.58358662613982,7.574030395136777,27.74966565349544,8.109356740369918,1.7409751003039515,1323,48,261,19,25,426,191,329,0.085,0.767,0.14800000000000002,0.9817,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,2,1,3,15,19,0,3,14,1,17,9,2,2,4,59,48,20,0,5,19,1,4,2,2,0,3,1,0,2,27,16,2,2,13,2,2,9,9,8,0,4,10,5,24,11,42,35,12,39,0,2,0,2,12,18,1,4,13,171,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563706032619974,0.0,0.08156613710146844,0.08486881437750236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079803407530118,0.09535245969816236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679105464577719,0.0,0.0,0.0902071432479281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119750548112337,0.0,0.0,0.17572098661167132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143547930520033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033815180447877,0.10538909804260314,0.11375246342425338,0.06736737354773219,0.09226119055996687,0.0859360003431984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477381823401164,0.20628890003369035,0.14573187687560918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675771651260253,0.0,0.0,0.15760366052609803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579666579341107,0.0,0.0815754914604055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841694223370933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224217261793496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204276711310947,0.09966015387310677,0.0,0.0,0.09026322021927648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205534143724392,0.0,0.06808309926773927,0.0,0.10246865696298976,0.11110350803620864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562871634846947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862237492373307,0.2073453185648685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33135507499294337,0.0,0.07071116028379626,0.08905894327940482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099689022930882,0.0,0.0,0.20506823446234404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007087114676198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146477391650804,0.0,0.0,0.08642085094028784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132566585701148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668827282231347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552317523915322,0.06535489654924298,0.0,0.2429202116575868,0.05947466796169934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831470754244846,0.0,0.08095965023119908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455128226792286,0.0,0.11387485347124608,0.11729032716131525,0.19664094283764735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DeadlyNightshade1108,2019/09/05,"Anyone please call me, I'm dying inside We can talk about anything but politics 
My telegram is MurdockDevil23",5.878421052631579,9.246137105263164,6.1255263157894735,68.06618421052633,72.6842105263158,8.010526315789475,30.552631578947373,8.841846274778883,3.415505263157895,91,4,12,2,2,29,19,19,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.1655,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085082313029555,0.0,0.36308287422786056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505304949837474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579121709611031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843222735036734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35463241507845794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yourstrulysuk,2019/09/05,"Alone and lonely but nobody knows So not too recently I moved out of my father's house and got my own place due to an abusive family relationship that I just didn't want to be a part of. Since moving I've had to pull doubles at work everyday that im not at uni just to afford living costs. I also have to take about 18 credits/ 5-6 classes to keep my scholarship that is allowing me to attend uni for close to nothing. I made a few friends, three of which I'm really close with, but now they are all in relationships and barely want to hang out because I never have time for them. When I do ask if they want to hang out they usually find an excuse or plain say they don't want to and I just feel like I'm drifting farther and farther away from people in my life because I'm trying to survive on my own. Work is probably the only safe place where everyone treats me like I'm part of their family. I appreciate it none the less but I've honestly never felt more lonely than I do now.",5.6990247131509255,4.797177296116509,6.893248014121803,78.99672109443955,67.3009708737864,10.403530450132397,29.892321270962054,9.800150414767053,2.4941126213592235,777,23,165,15,11,265,124,206,0.1,0.809,0.091,0.248,1,5,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,6,3,11,9,0,0,6,0,11,1,0,2,3,36,27,13,0,5,10,1,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,11,0,2,4,0,3,7,7,2,0,1,5,3,22,7,31,21,10,33,0,2,0,0,13,16,0,2,12,110,27,5,0.0,0.1556018220549068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601586672893587,0.0,0.10502269562716976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227736498018096,0.0,0.12338667532304315,0.0,0.0,0.1601122655805641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548922303177976,0.0,0.0,0.2476080914990973,0.0,0.06640321930579655,0.09382051849067977,0.1260951645829667,0.0,0.12003111732240605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146343726299986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105034740086137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153450654574735,0.0,0.0,0.14185642680218974,0.0,0.0,0.11673007321273265,0.0,0.0,0.07217425661093319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927606218895336,0.1283201384583378,0.0,0.11596474458006563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426542308470045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27916107355912523,0.0,0.0,0.20257600076487434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601244774174974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988061599881172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844301522024258,0.0,0.091046075342404,0.0,0.2744189410066085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415934475309736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413187254544133,0.0,0.1296702372739665,0.2819935535767687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443703963628044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863561128717177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874206896388853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657822440577591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916287191910602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463888207482534,0.0,0.3098418652535565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121622551733736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zzzpermasleep,2019/09/05,"Faking it doesn't even work. No matter what I do I just don't connect with people. I have people that they say they connect to me but I can't connect to them. I do understand them but I don't feel the connection. I'll dumb myself down to get close and realize that nothing I'm doing is genuine and that's not fair to them or good for me. I just want one time in my life too feel like someone actually gets me.  I tried changing myself to see if I was the whole problem, and while yes I did make some more connections none of them felt genuine.  The only real desire I have in life is just to have one conversation where the other person gets me, not just me understanding them. I really don't think that's too much to ask. I'm content being at labor intensive job, I'm content with my low finances, I've accepted my issues, I've actively resolved them but no matter how hard I try I can never find that bond I seek. I told myself that doing things for me would make me happier and it did, but I still have this emptiness, no matter how many people are around me I feel isolated because I don't understand them or they don't understand me.  Numbness was almost better than feeling everything again but lacking what I desire the most.",4.310781176470588,5.142199264000002,5.579694117647061,81.25172941176471,70.36,8.442352941176473,27.90588235294117,8.671277953709913,2.0229035294117645,976,33,192,16,17,327,129,250,0.114,0.72,0.166,0.8599,1,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,10,3,13,10,1,0,5,1,25,3,0,4,1,54,47,15,0,7,14,0,6,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,13,8,0,0,14,0,1,0,14,5,0,2,6,8,45,5,18,39,7,13,0,1,1,0,15,8,1,6,6,146,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.12265514826958145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586021418718465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118906012036102,0.11750302911869526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661935698394456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116244524083196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296317986293976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301695080217998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296191943428567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542102291252113,0.08979284344757615,0.12068195267988703,0.0,0.1148782323947522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700325385237874,0.0,0.0,0.10542267053020604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259340442318486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311875328018467,0.124727767268891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755689551543316,0.061405704685513186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779788211173668,0.12742976518771826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239649099840634,0.0,0.0969397495107823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060278683756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703413705465389,0.09559278354147784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614125178986998,0.1097475160951911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026819759268782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430625495706643,0.0805201269610838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995360184585238,0.0,0.0,0.10015852561095592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649658956511183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037606482543762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835027416009655,0.08053697132285945,0.0,0.0,0.07329075373042497,0.0,0.0,0.12010202394234208,0.0,0.17067029533340122,0.0,0.0,0.523390204921924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413512136735158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032821246221985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150369705226244,0.0,0.0,0.08928645277483778,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,soyrizotto,2019/09/05,"quick rant i don't know what to do anymore 
i've never felt this alone in my life and i have so many people around me
i just feel that if i ever do talk to them then i'll slowly sever our friendship because i'm so annoying 
i don't know when my self worth got this low 
i feel like such a burden all the time 

i feel so lonely 
i'm so tired of it...",-0.6514999999999986,0.9379688500000009,1.8800000000000023,99.395,85.5,4.5,15.0,5.148860815047168,-1.1329999999999996,268,4,69,1,8,92,56,80,0.23600000000000002,0.6759999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.9057,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,1,0,10,5,1,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,3,13,14,8,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,6,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,4,12,1,5,12,1,9,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,7,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25022363295694144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396012227271903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507427300147172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727646758439636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854006739263546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664790404456128,0.17259832655720234,0.2319728641889472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932287378164392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26555291128122843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064847184925094,0.11803303540524455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449433983880718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863359918232665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749428053161933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520403786890231,0.27293802675477785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194188071357304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087828116694806,0.2776824337267599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OtterBoats,2019/09/05,"Cant Sleep You are there when I dream and beside me when I wake.

A movement out of the corner of my eye, or a thought in the back of my mind.

I hate you so much, and yet I cant get away from you.

Loneliness, my poison, my fear, a monster gnawing from inside.

You have been there my entire life, my greatest worst best friend forever at my side. 

I made strides to replace you, I honestly do try hard to fill the void but all there are set backs.

I have no friends in real life, I only ever leave my house for work, food, or the gym. And while my online friends are great, they aren't here and have their own lives. And when I see people get in relationships, go on dates, or head out with friends on the weekend -I think why not me. Why do I, when I try, get shot down. Makes me not even want to.

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I blame this small city, people closed off and unwelcoming. I blame the culture, the language barrier, and the fact I don't belong here. I work hard every day so I can move, but its expensive. And I worry if I will just give up before I can leave. Or when I am able to, how damaged I will be.

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Life just sucks rn.",2.0509339305711123,3.3998474595744703,3.1426203807390856,94.56105263157896,76.53191489361703,6.13885778275476,22.15565509518477,6.5966054737557815,0.2279787234042545,863,23,202,7,19,277,135,235,0.163,0.722,0.115,-0.6102,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,5,2,3,20,14,3,1,11,0,19,9,4,3,3,35,32,24,0,2,11,0,2,0,4,2,4,0,0,0,2,12,1,1,2,3,1,4,7,7,0,0,3,4,41,7,23,26,6,34,0,1,2,0,14,16,1,5,13,141,43,2,0.11269705806716117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24421443066287124,0.27387852171860894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588259581439496,0.1733141625588087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589689588461643,0.0,0.11826860958553426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726802792583217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443534398209163,0.10194094105008528,0.09495213200584177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681552197271778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627372995325954,0.0,0.3482778700221961,0.0,0.17663868432166094,0.10810928716522064,0.06404833520429001,0.0,0.0,0.1242489043746103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019088561401232,0.11126501309732496,0.1156596946789469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003727401285026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23865982464505064,0.0,0.0,0.2388037948823913,0.0,0.0,0.09951356697912038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106636681244015,0.07522616136682772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379190232787285,0.0,0.0,0.11977913758266755,0.08284530476905938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571119098400665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562599003616455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827392460634435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099446466752208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980496434223245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277844653470567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221172430167687,0.0,0.08946887572178315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530278095968479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647164472810314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033831319991132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640896009767538,0.1144493329125816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27387852171860894,0.0
lonely,Nmisvenom,2019/09/05,I just want friends ;( Hello my name is chris. I’m writing this cause I honestly don’t know what to do anymore ;(. I’m always the kid who helps others but never gets a thank you or really has a friend. I’m always picked on at school. I’m at my last year of highschool I have no friends never been in a relationship. I just feel so lonely. My mom that tells me to go hangout with someone or go outside. So most of my time I’m just by myself outside or whenever I go to like anywhere I’m always by myself. I just feel like no one likes me. I’ve done sooo much for others but I get repaid by being backstabbed or used. I never had the feeling of having a real friend or anyone to talk to. I just wish someone would be their for me just as I was for others. But I’m started to give up and think why was I put on this planet. For what reason no one would even notice if I disappeared. My mom doesn’t spend time with me. Or anything. I got told to kill myself by several people I just feel very lonely and depressed with life and I don’t know what to do. People tell me all I need is me. But I’ve tried and I stopped caring about myself. I just wish I had someone to talk too :(,0.053178713716562236,2.1223082151394483,2.2917287990893587,94.59840139442232,86.37051792828686,4.541889584519066,18.12763232783153,5.773587663045528,-0.3697969265793972,906,23,203,6,28,306,124,251,0.149,0.6990000000000001,0.152,-0.0269,0,4,0,0,0,1,25.0,0,1,1,0,14,14,1,0,6,0,20,1,0,4,4,52,50,18,1,7,19,2,4,3,4,2,1,0,0,1,10,7,0,1,8,1,1,5,9,4,0,2,8,4,36,10,31,38,3,20,0,3,0,0,21,6,0,8,12,142,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625124328133636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429356162133137,0.07353250202060296,0.0,0.0865402912267473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072208144826312,0.10803149767967092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057684528827688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761838852161486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945925210957041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269454277735333,0.07512855736561935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32499507739060146,0.0,0.10988678451420343,0.10088205187043453,0.17929988191725332,0.0,0.0841085577322638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048862580607405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634741637166415,0.0,0.11558980626725247,0.08572198264263044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427982508528405,0.15413217233961166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463315615066634,0.0,0.0,0.07730699694801885,0.07797712451784262,0.24332485482704155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972891459478555,0.0,0.0,0.1425225100073309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581373892014485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571798666822113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196986591539055,0.0673701905989261,0.10812520718222088,0.0,0.11290583982826605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643069668309037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880439752415205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26731312311286315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443500100102403,0.0,0.0,0.08792108122103323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905227240254966,0.1838344126451117,0.0968200761991639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738428406730687,0.0,0.0,0.1226429275339837,0.0,0.0,0.10048787240764012,0.0,0.0713988586465058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908271747844112,0.0,0.08677059152867253,0.062027935686277375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489336304913973,0.0,0.2418648071099112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149409733152807,0.0,0.0,0.06772160445903351
lonely,dunkindonuts349988,2019/09/05,Oh... she has a boyfriend 😔 Isn't it disappointing when you start talking to a girl and then she mentions her boyfriend? Big oof for me. My immediate thought to myself is oh... you have a boyfriend. Well there goes my shot as if I ever had one. I don't think that whenever I talk to every girl but there's always a particular one that I think I actually have a chance with.,0.7645906432748539,3.1317127105263154,2.6085964912280737,91.40073099415207,86.36842105263159,6.0093567251462,22.91812865497076,7.3871296695380915,0.8904637426900579,290,11,65,5,9,96,52,76,0.0,0.91,0.09,0.5946,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,8,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,2,0,14,1,6,9,0,5,0,1,0,0,10,1,0,1,4,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.29191146106927723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24890330418289605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705836690032878,0.2520331477536785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054016407651683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172845983851896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808648725281967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833457510854567,0.0,0.23747884221026636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26895723176796305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Big_Daddy_Thanos_,2019/09/05,". Her blood was on my hands I shouldn't have let her die, but I didn't have that choice. It got taken from me.

Now I keep trying to resurrect you in other women with other similarities like you. But they are not you and they never will be, but I can't stop seeing you in them. 

I wish I died before you did. I can never get you back, even if a tired.",-0.19500000000000028,1.6642239736842157,2.2439473684210505,95.89513157894736,85.57894736842105,4.852631578947369,12.13157894736842,5.985473137389443,-1.2327842105263156,266,2,65,2,8,91,54,76,0.141,0.7440000000000001,0.115,-0.47100000000000003,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,6,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,12,3,2,0,2,13,18,5,2,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,2,20,1,6,9,0,8,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,1,6,54,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930521958046824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136363935647368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5211281765815188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658249549726632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117022240186074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007982720108581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315661440772488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567292546786486,0.0,0.12265685641482857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38727101977020817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006496069871266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990017732449595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28856035334180663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045551399660178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28871042755545834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bigreal74,2019/09/05,I have friends but none of it seems real Despite having people to talk to during school and on playstation I feel so fucking alone. I don't feel like I can enjoy anything around them. and when I try to retaliate when they make fun of me for anything even in the slightest I'm pushed around more and I hate it. I've just been pushed around all my life not knowing what to do or why it's happening and I'm sick of it. I don't even have someone to talk to about it so I'm posting here.,1.6026816239316233,3.1793662980769213,2.8724358974358988,95.05034188034188,78.32692307692307,5.391452991452992,23.09401709401709,5.82211442006289,0.1588196581196577,381,12,88,2,9,123,65,104,0.145,0.7559999999999999,0.098,-0.7302,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,14,6,2,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,1,18,19,10,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,2,11,4,16,18,3,10,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,2,3,60,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569765949921808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109833843386116,0.50462298082124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496025029320314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107998079746302,0.13498760345526034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598412431312796,0.17468341171574586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708994757269055,0.0,0.0,0.18655133618069408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384327530701824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346263957315066,0.09231257854996272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612716727450438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099577482828664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096412924378186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506915216487285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122987560385,0.0,0.1720151316287712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009872111852574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30374549852236343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828624901219354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050011488274944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Railguhn,2019/09/05,"Lonely and starting to just embrace it. Maybe fate has just decided that my path was meant to be a lonely one. With nobody to receive affection from because life has decided it wants me to love myself before anyone else does. I’m fine just listening to music, reading,  and daydreaming to pseudo-experience emotions that I normally can’t get in reality. I’ve become so comfortable like this now that I don’t even know if I could go back.",6.78819277108434,7.282223722891568,7.659903614457833,69.71130120481929,64.78313253012048,10.977349397590363,34.672289156626505,10.793553405168565,4.018230843373496,351,15,59,9,5,118,64,83,0.055999999999999994,0.736,0.209,0.929,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,0,15,16,4,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,1,6,4,9,12,0,6,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,40,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517283631453806,0.25669236753072977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263818548495926,0.0,0.1527176548334082,0.2766850712675674,0.21317823937884128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000237486698099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923602980001608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928140877898227,0.2818067947659197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654693348651573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450614258947173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088892114295306,0.0,0.14237907502683514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376819342228371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695314702457998,0.12239381250523268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261085049963104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25168593666752304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24546121226544715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976215707753345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505926973704329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732281492028495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776607794273802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LeaveAllTheLightsOn,2019/09/05,"Help has arrived! All these posts share many things in common but there's one major thing that you are all succumbing to frequently....

And that's the deadly duo of self-pity & procrastination...

If you truly hate your life or yourself and want it to be better, then rise to the challenge and become better...

So that you can obliterate all your problems and be a happy person who can achieve whatever they want simply by putting will power and effort towards achieving!

Stop making excuses. Stop blaming others. Stop blaming yourself. Stop laying around pouting. Stop feeling sorry for yourself. Stop the self-deprication!

And simply start working on yourself and your problems one at a time...

Seriously, go right now and get a pen and paper...

Don't use your phones notepad as you may get distracted...

Go old school on this one and get a pen and paper, then write down the following lists:

1. Everything you dislike about yourself
2. Everything others have said they dislike about you
3. All your psychological, spiritual, cognitive, physical, and emotional problems
4. All your situational and financial ordeals (problems)

And finally

5. Write down everything you want to become and what you want your life to be like

After you've done that, you're 1/3 of the way finished to achieving everything you want...

Next, write down the top 5 most important things you want fixed or changed about yourself or your life and focus on those first...

Afterwards, write down as many possible ways to solve or change each problem and then you're done with the 2nd step of 3...

The last and final step is to act!

Take action on all your ideas you wrote down and take it seriously, because, if you don't take yourself seriously, no one will ever take you seriously either!

So it's time to so this for you! Take care of yourself and act right now.

At the very least, get all of this written down after you read this and then act as soon as possible because the longer you stall or wait, the more you'll procrastinate and you'll never get anything accomplished...

Ask yourself... Do you want to look at yourself and see someone who's the real deal? A badass who conquered their own mind and seized their life heroically? Do you want others to look at you and be like, ""they really got it going on, WOW!"" OR... Do you want yourself and everyone else to continue seeing you as a pathetic joke that's going nowhere in life?

Writing all the problems down and brainstorming all the solutions is 2/3 the battle...

After you do that, act...

Because only you have the power to change your life...

And if after reading this, I can't convince you to at least try, then most likely no one and nothing ever will!

At least try everyone! ☺️",4.629552664826168,6.956999018108653,4.848861541341068,80.88497730569466,71.89738430583502,7.7620888119414175,28.66075522904871,8.569652575389874,2.326836825604791,2140,85,375,39,43,671,218,497,0.156,0.738,0.106,-0.9886,2,0,0,0,0,0,100.0,0,36,5,14,13,25,2,1,22,0,27,6,0,2,12,92,67,52,1,18,11,0,1,3,0,6,6,1,0,1,27,32,0,7,2,3,0,14,6,13,0,6,6,6,42,12,57,51,19,77,0,0,4,0,58,25,0,12,38,253,69,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702717159252335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050906942689615056,0.05507006581538892,0.05783237803235008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313103119788576,0.13664286757897892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942336728484148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307216882018238,0.0,0.1963245613298009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377673964402751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661207997241655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051677547501061565,0.06958613336752473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191497454955578,0.0,0.11822309098206528,0.22238937930304212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03127915548374672,0.0,0.0,0.13553302912763435,0.0,0.052619566128266175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160103468318573,0.0,0.14062981429233215,0.0,0.049476486241118285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585297465483582,0.0,0.0610756629317613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04146462166134317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698343768611782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042557629248903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621686669879708,0.09066756712615924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389656597498996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041293193137646934,0.12543619357191862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062462724602044335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047711589072361234,0.0,0.06579066440459676,0.0,0.0,0.059358009852658274,0.0,0.06491349194559569,0.0,0.20959558680918894,0.047048642374580056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401528698053526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947963837557156,0.059246448654366235,0.0,0.0,0.3551599947993032,0.0,0.062188137020242173,0.0,0.0,0.12375696529695987,0.07041220563501291,0.03963021597445205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565917929255343,0.058844682821771487,0.0,0.0,0.06260738552711624,0.09859159818670618,0.0,0.12907057686481238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953518989376399,0.0,0.0,0.05241525323286887,0.0,0.0,0.06924915545404546,0.04378605937588306,0.0,0.0,0.31031511769709275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23256165591046124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232945777285415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214415845794449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400012418951068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053428682939081665,0.0,0.0510424158213242,0.32838892383394863,0.09820594271733876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045036084933082934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vin_0015,2019/09/05,Went to a concert by myself. Went to the Vampire Weekend concert tonight in Philly and my friend bailed. It was an amazing show but one of the most lonely experiences of my life.,2.4911764705882358,5.275364294117646,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,82.52941176470588,4.576470588235295,29.088235294117645,5.985473137389443,1.2850235294117651,142,7,26,1,4,44,28,34,0.09699999999999999,0.7859999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.0489,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,2,3,2,6,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010453613921382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167544692824528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28958551325999865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778173896087493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7601229853361656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bobbingtonbobsson,2019/09/05,"I never learned how to initiate friendships and at this point, I'm terrified of approaching people. I've always relied on other people approaching me for friendships, and that worked from elementary to high school; but when I got to university, I haven't been able to make a single friend. I don't have a roomate to talk to, all the people in my classes are already within established friend groups, and I'm always too busy at work to initiate friendships with coworkers.
I can hear people in my dorm having a Nintendo-switch party and having a blast, and it's killing me that I'm sitting alone in my room staring at my phone.",13.393235294117654,8.107563932773111,12.175525210084036,60.75807773109246,56.73109243697479,15.261344537815127,46.556722689075634,12.161744961471696,5.514410084033613,504,20,87,10,4,163,75,119,0.09,0.755,0.155,0.7935,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,5,0,8,0,0,2,2,12,14,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,2,11,2,19,12,2,16,0,0,1,0,6,11,0,0,2,60,16,6,0.19569442223519867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268040308587712,0.2159536611866196,0.0,0.3256668721059908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023860503558224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651470648717847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22056183649645936,0.0,0.0,0.20676190146083065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650688366241266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062754643408772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093160260623845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5426794886088051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499448303950194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805320292859874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729176381968762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849357401930892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TouristFromSpace,2019/09/05,"I feel very sad I know this is how life works... and it sounds soo STUPID, but why we have to consume another life to survive? we don't feel pain of animals and plants we eat, but still we have to survive",1.1419767441860458,2.9151840697674416,2.323430232558138,97.5516569767442,80.3953488372093,6.16046511627907,22.377906976744185,7.1686216300943375,0.44077209302325615,157,5,38,2,4,50,31,43,0.105,0.816,0.078,-0.0541,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,4,0,0,3,2,3,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,12,7,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,4,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34455189809501485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33622631675178644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33228670671851435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058270585241368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641811328286579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496395104030987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624098340101053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711185131746594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29649846851078066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392150957158273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LZA-,2019/09/05,"I’m Really sad and lonely... that pretty much sums it up Hi I (18f) really don’t know how to start this but I made this account for the soul purpose of posting on here I don’t know why maybe to be able to speak about what I just realized  I was feeling which is extremely fucking lonely I don’t really know if this will help I doubt it but here I am being pathetic but I’m just barely convinced what I’m feeling is slowly killing me on the inside  so I had to try 
If you couldn’t tell I really don’t know what I’m doing (sorry ) but at this moment I just wanna talk to anyone I don’t care who about anything tell me about yourself what makes you laugh what makes you happy what makes you unbearably sad  what’s something you believe in  tell me anything and everything I wanna hear it  

P.S I’m really sorry you read this I hope you have an truly amazing day,morning, and or night 
And if for whatever reason this post made you message me I sincerely thank you <3",1.5151000000000003,3.642700309999999,3.414000000000001,88.397,80.9,6.4,21.5,7.554174236665415,0.8989500000000001,762,23,156,12,20,256,105,200,0.12,0.67,0.21,0.9654,0,4,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,9,0,0,10,15,2,1,3,0,16,1,0,7,0,34,38,14,1,7,11,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,19,4,0,0,8,1,1,0,6,7,0,0,4,4,28,8,18,30,1,10,1,4,0,1,19,5,1,6,3,104,47,1,0.12669683115985253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858937019502297,0.0,0.20852139354984373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427439425244175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917586326863034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170897473077643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113866942387642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281234492965074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712917884174524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487113268766546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279653676236798,0.0,0.0849222152718684,0.0,0.0,0.1258385407574683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017127198114224,0.0,0.27851705998828863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397672100893433,0.2537133558486566,0.0,0.1272839961116154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313674882672507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188963933648013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426810840244771,0.12889622562256578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673111712170304,0.0,0.40582617149388417,0.1302654437597604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975374104739864,0.0,0.28365345932222025,0.08967666919995483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183411369562242,0.3322158444677836,0.11664541987589135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860188317591203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432418369030248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bluu-Moon,2019/09/05,"Surrounded by people but no one to really talk too. Just as my title says. I’m almost always surrounded by people, but at the end of the day I don’t really have anyone to truly talk too. I don’t want my friends to know how I truly feel sometimes, and it saddens me to realize I have no one to truly rely on.",3.8759090909090936,3.6982152272727298,6.578333333333338,77.28750000000002,70.96969696969697,9.630303030303034,25.59090909090909,9.516144504307137,2.101072727272728,239,6,49,5,4,88,42,66,0.122,0.657,0.221,0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,8,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,7,1,11,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631285274265812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864762575123825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373652032454715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694664118648701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327382861618045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328655836128823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20301724748066166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441279845600005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561226578327261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643464898990217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366773618223932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089671007993559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598885498024496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42241288451600617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498992626033795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelinesslost,2019/09/05,feeling sad My loneliness is at an all time high.,-0.5609999999999999,1.2131589000000034,1.6999999999999993,91.78000000000004,110.0,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.874,39,2,8,1,2,13,10,10,0.41,0.486,0.10400000000000001,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864407322715779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8074991852801109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44565527733144106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PattonSword1913,2019/09/05,"So what if I'm lonely I will always hate myself like hell  
spare me your platitudes  
I'm not giving you attitude, it's  
the only thing I know how to do well  


I will love you all  
even if none of you want me to  


And I will hate you all  
even if none of you are thinking  
that you're giving me any reason to  


You are the kings and queens of worlds inside me  
of which you're not aware  
You are the villains and heroes in my dreams  
and you don't even care  


I will work at night alone  
until my heart and fingers are bleeding  
and grow each of you a rose,  
and be whistling and dancing on my way  
and come and lay it on your windowsill  
knowing that you will never look and notice  
that it had been there all the while  
as you go about your busy days  


and I will make my home  
in your every forced smile  
and your every sweet embrace  
not caring if in your eyes  
I'm such a pitiable imbecile  
for making you my happy place  


My stupid heart never knows what it's doing  
there is a reason for all this self loathing  
My brain is foggy and tired and broken  
maybe that's why I won't give up on you  
Ever  
This life is all I've ever known  
I'd rather live for a nightmare like you  
than stop living altogether.",2.2588645418326716,3.58069451792829,3.126013944223107,95.00352290836656,75.93227091633466,5.657450199203187,18.92450199203187,5.6839178017228535,-0.4164407968127488,928,16,213,4,20,294,133,251,0.195,0.7040000000000001,0.102,-0.9757,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,20,0,4,13,15,5,0,8,0,20,9,5,5,9,46,41,24,0,6,8,0,1,2,0,7,3,0,1,1,14,17,0,1,7,2,0,4,9,6,1,0,2,4,39,9,23,31,8,24,1,1,2,1,25,10,1,4,11,149,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253790989868899,0.0,0.0,0.10072956825832616,0.0,0.0,0.08232327620142044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351402470975285,0.0,0.0,0.2468524534718735,0.0,0.0,0.10428034870729197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807209633667553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23987208382491426,0.21900694525475048,0.20399239169087333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483882602784317,0.0687997878833203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288679988816684,0.0,0.2390385097602997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869075277371537,0.0,0.0,0.1214305797465839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19959016874026828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550651827371764,0.11828519516654792,0.0,0.21379204558052226,0.0,0.1016578417152109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092591532809778,0.0,0.16161369155985525,0.0,0.12161856686227746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867340705396112,0.0,0.0,0.11360429753824465,0.0,0.0,0.13782480790628074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206971172814234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264793600768398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489346196806737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628941245442665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101209521285756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042524825500648,0.07756878143354774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913783016306455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140287164314309,0.0960898378744828,0.0,0.0,0.10884526392640456,0.0,0.10923559758386256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813132851190142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tx-college-guy,2019/09/05,"Alone Im pretty lonely right now, if you want someone to chat with send me a message!",5.101666666666667,4.441570277777782,5.852222222222222,85.165,68.44444444444444,7.2,29.11111111111111,3.1291,1.0323777777777785,67,2,14,0,1,22,18,18,0.214,0.5710000000000001,0.214,0.0752,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599890801136333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797411422814871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518441434350747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792881741387616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763134604835374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26196185416865664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sadness-and-despair,2019/09/05,"loneliness is crushing my soul i have no one. i feel so empty inside.  
  
i wish I had just one friend so much. but I have extremely bad social anxiety so i can't talk to people. in the rare instance someone approaches me i quickly drive them away because of how terrible at talking i am.  
  
i'm so depressed and i honest to god feel like everything would be different if i had just one friend. Life would feel worth living. But I dont, and i likely never will.  
  
i wish there was someone out there that wanted to talk to me and be my friend. I daydream about it a lot and hope for it even more, but deep down i know it'll never happen. people don't work that way, you have to be able to talk back to them and I can't.  
  
idk why i'm posting this. my life will never change",0.3902346445824705,2.5481438447205003,2.4101345755693586,93.71415286404421,85.70807453416148,5.316908212560387,19.503450655624565,6.691623216298621,0.17063533471359538,593,17,131,7,18,198,94,161,0.138,0.664,0.19699999999999998,0.8869,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,1,13,10,0,0,2,0,20,2,0,1,3,27,31,14,0,7,6,0,3,2,3,5,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,1,2,8,3,0,3,3,3,24,7,15,20,3,15,1,1,0,0,11,6,0,3,7,97,30,1,0.12788111368596794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782870194376496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014851589680997,0.09833268279444822,0.10677538833009607,0.077955139953382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352812618491979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014381583169268,0.0,0.0,0.13360854569423974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987571283111695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446426951407436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493129915913645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939816004314983,0.09135829316911022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964018936328819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308484649863787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701480052313605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028011570176147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806524249804664,0.12495250524481195,0.0,0.11292136627532146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871994978390846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400733274871384,0.0,0.2958893954856228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25996665666854124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731332499200678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247475730633033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130358690954455,0.21670650527244267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111439805211569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754275941373911,0.10150607566803957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539281446675825,0.0,0.2941139392269149,0.0,0.0,0.09309897382009784,0.0,0.0,0.18168614814822934,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kanotschi,2019/09/05,"Can't sleep and would love to write to some people. Its 2:30 AM and I am feeling to sad and lonely to sleep, if someone want to write just hit me up in SMS.",0.5519047619047619,1.8226325714285707,2.1085714285714303,100.72476190476192,80.42857142857143,4.666666666666667,17.38095238095238,3.1291,-1.079476190476191,120,2,31,0,3,39,26,35,0.138,0.69,0.172,0.1027,0,2,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,11,8,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,7,6,1,2,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893987167296101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33807274232346296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25968635276111424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7497002975908882,0.0,0.3173801065224212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093677189763028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660906232622736,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ddj0004,2019/09/05,"Working from home I work from home for a major bank here in the U.S. Even though my husband is here the majority of the time, I miss the things that come from working in a building like friendships and talking over lunch. Working from home is really lonely.",6.537891156462584,7.107103469387759,5.951428571428572,81.48523809523812,65.3265306122449,8.165986394557821,32.65986394557823,7.793537801064563,2.227361904761904,206,8,38,2,3,63,34,49,0.087,0.812,0.10099999999999999,0.1796,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,9,4,2,5,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,27,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468203064305613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416056623148748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6451660258457066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474240980765304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734672013155494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232232044216966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424342970351793,0.0,0.2106416818503588,0.0,0.12501526041692052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6243275138457637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,itsallgood224,2019/01/31,"Going through the motions uni Everyday feels the same. Same entrance. Same route I take. Same sudden anxiety as I check for the 3rd time if I have my wallet. Same irrational anxiety and wanting to leave my body when I make eye contact with someone who actually looks friendly/interested in me. I just feel like I’m always staring at my shoes... I don’t know. I feel like all I ever do is observe, yet at the same time I observe nothing... if anyone can relate to that. Then something happens like a girl drops her book at my foot and while I pick it up we catch eyes and she smiles at me.... you know being polite and friendly bc I’m doing something polite and friendly. But at the time it’s like this explosion of all the emotions I repress and bury on a daily basis. Then I tell myself it was nothing. Then I think fate is controlled by a force and it is absolutely meant to be! lol. Then I tell myself it was nothing... then I debate that last point for a while. Eventually I get over it and then I just isolate even more and walk around campus in fear of running into that person. But also wanting nothing more than to run into that person again. Fuck man. I just need someone to talk to I think. ",1.6702844214608952,4.0910920336134495,3.201008403361346,88.41695539754366,82.4453781512605,5.1741435035552685,23.859728506787327,6.490185161304077,0.7940104718810601,936,35,182,9,26,307,133,238,0.076,0.8270000000000001,0.096,0.7712,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,0,1,10,9,1,2,10,1,12,6,5,3,3,45,32,24,0,5,7,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,12,14,0,2,8,1,1,6,1,3,0,0,3,7,31,6,28,27,10,39,0,0,4,1,15,14,1,2,22,133,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.12204115635951385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001095840434296,0.10406048105447777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913421132982172,0.0,0.0,0.08744531584349907,0.0,0.0,0.1113304948817734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891419172047886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026615559789998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067640105399612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260138132213671,0.1131245197985708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072800268854102,0.18970327025737904,0.17868670988136065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932430993714916,0.11561655778518595,0.06533902910157123,0.0,0.07107485068558865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105907217469369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746012769287622,0.10194112318951797,0.0,0.13242117337781764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24439327048612336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501945054222343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347895647472117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273088899001522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799962748725802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21839627542422727,0.0,0.0,0.11822273953151573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192696959291085,0.19255559999305505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403004648598494,0.10051901504834024,0.21861704463900566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602676324410318,0.0,0.0,0.21877161607752066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752802578884136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mintyminx2,2019/01/31,lonely :( okay so hi reddit. uh basically i feel really really lonely. no surprise i’m posting in r/lonely then i guess. i have a loving gf but that’s pretty much it. at college i always eat alone and i don’t really talk to many people. i just feel empty and alone inside and idk what to do about it. talking to new people is really hard for me too so that doesn’t help. i just wish i didn’t feel so isolated i guess :(,-1.7187574355584945,-0.11307239325842387,1.9641242564441512,90.30544613350959,110.01123595505621,4.79074686054197,11.976867151354925,6.522977012572876,-0.31920938532716514,323,6,68,6,17,117,58,89,0.256,0.5720000000000001,0.171,-0.6828,0,8,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,0,0,12,14,8,0,1,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,4,10,3,7,13,1,5,0,2,0,1,6,2,0,2,2,42,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656020629613239,0.0,0.0,0.1468623488843954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060382123060206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26773149209702896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888698529965564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810955769554907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830439851441107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592983685466978,0.0,0.0,0.178943552815506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974799366996154,0.0,0.0,0.17046504331714665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447261026983822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903845233210527,0.17956420936780362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522823241601846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28372843384832497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296657935751986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,srfnzk,2019/01/31,I feel like having friends/a relationship is a privilege I haven't earned. Maybe it's true...I don't know at this point.,0.6346666666666678,2.992156200000004,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,87.0,6.533333333333335,20.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.7451333333333334,95,3,22,2,3,31,21,25,0.0,0.75,0.25,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,10,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24208791988949274,0.3420438707913621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631275386220025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339100101175287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810035637203724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452606279132534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51403556575522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wadgu,2019/01/31,"Just a ramble of how fucked it's all gotten Y'know if you told me 5 years ago I'd be a 19 year old virgin that's never known any form of intimacy  I probably wouldn't have believed you. Everyone says that high school is the best time of your life but nothing ever came of it for me. I've never been attractive in any sense of the word but people have always said I have a great personality yet I never got further than friends with a girl. When my friends told me to try tinder since it was basically a guaranteed way to help me lose it and gain some confidence but all I got was radio silence and ghosted, which did wonders for my already pathetically low self esteem.

When I started a levels I thought my life would pick up but it never did, I failed and got kicked out but at least my friend who failed was doing the same course as me right? Until he dropped out and now I'm all on my own, even the fucking teacher asked me of I had any friends. 

After all this j tried reconnected with some people from a levels and caught feelings for one of them, shot my shot and got rejected yet again and now I've lost her as a friend which fucking kills me. Now the older I get the more expectations everyone is gonna have on me in every aspect of my life and all I know is failure and rejection. How am I ever gonna get success in any area if my shitty life when I've got no drive, no ambitions or any prospects? 

Thanks for giving this a read and I hope whatever hardships you're going through that brought you here pass and you come out better than ever x",4.708301886792452,5.044200490566041,5.527981132075472,83.74933018867927,69.25157232704403,8.372578616352202,28.164150943396226,8.238735603445708,1.6947064150943398,1228,39,258,16,20,402,176,318,0.129,0.6779999999999999,0.193,0.9796,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,1,8,17,23,4,0,15,0,19,8,0,3,12,55,51,27,2,6,9,0,1,0,5,4,4,2,0,3,13,18,0,0,5,2,0,7,7,11,0,1,21,3,35,12,34,25,13,51,0,7,0,4,24,17,3,7,25,172,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796004086865078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909420121498197,0.0,0.07471903550094662,0.0,0.0,0.3053282121329715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394890247433724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117146811193102,0.0942373422644172,0.07941893365918938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027048602404922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735292835891998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931065742627935,0.2436819893163439,0.07565859270628555,0.17161145836881295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045404509766412256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468881235205026,0.24905009850356136,0.09383137932029784,0.08614231563433533,0.0510342085466696,0.0,0.3590978669340866,0.09900248737650792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601896307642105,0.09487639780853743,0.0,0.08918956341225022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934805724609372,0.0,0.09870114049993348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25370761276654824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046086608687817,0.09802500129523578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770306651191703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616349439070553,0.0,0.09422777672329526,0.0,0.060849372184742886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245090964051144,0.07840805121857149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681731004145556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982218753327863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668690480778283,0.08541835399842823,0.0714108839257247,0.0,0.09088025567354556,0.0,0.0,0.09367878028004964,0.0,0.0,0.07428174003060688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355940657023296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267382957674621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128949171680754,0.05236187001588707,0.0,0.0,0.17161145836881295,0.0,0.12193374150156655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127738291313702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738197787562368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637898424618724,0.0,0.0,0.11565379011255728
lonely,DismalWorking,2019/01/31,I am Lucid dreaming to escape reality I feel like I am nobody in real life. I feel like everybody I have ever known is just not giving a shit all because...I don't even fucking know why tho I feel like such a failure because even my parents hate me can anyone just try to prove me wrong or something. i just want  to die already and i have felt like it already two fucking years...fuck,0.9045850914205359,3.231469810126584,2.9194092827004248,89.76606188466951,85.07594936708861,4.5237693389592115,23.967651195499297,5.82211442006289,0.5691001406469761,301,12,60,2,9,101,54,79,0.187,0.628,0.185,-0.4788,1,0,1,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,4,0,2,0,7,4,1,0,3,17,17,3,1,1,5,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,4,11,4,4,16,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,1,5,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518692502744837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147694474844642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718685800923606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546284540377196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060361056441304,0.1442132802842101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418373216803197,0.34168980280846545,0.15307750235799092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421705325174228,0.0,0.15293948408445734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740381003297996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761838705779204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126099035041182,0.3115571697360289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702780125111794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146588850226136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365228362759748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273676282356034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082422928871447,0.0,0.15573963909990504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403576064121842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386049568474174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431133609557298,0.0,0.0
lonely,browns5101,2019/01/31,"There's this girl I haven't been with a girl in a long time.   Not just sexually but just physically.   I haven't layed with one and felt her body against mine,  felt her skin with my fingertips,  been able to smell her.  I haven't felt her heartbeat against my hand or been encased by her warmth.  I haven't been able to listen to her chest or taste her lips.   I yearn for the time that I can again, when these dreams finally come true, because even though I've never met her,  I miss her with every fiber of my being.  What makes it worse is that there's this one girl that whenever I see a picture of her (on social media or whatever) I can almost feel what i'm describing.  It's almost surreal.  I wonder what being around her for real is like, probably unimaginable.  Incredible.   Damn... i'm so fucking lonely.  I can't wait until this pain goes away.  That's if it does. ",2.6415517241379334,4.458335224137934,3.650091954022991,89.55410344827587,76.06896551724137,7.168735632183907,21.944827586206884,8.021203637495839,0.9045200000000008,675,18,145,11,15,217,101,174,0.078,0.8029999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.7092,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,10,8,2,0,4,0,15,8,5,1,2,28,30,10,0,2,8,0,6,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,14,7,1,1,5,1,0,1,7,6,0,2,8,10,26,2,19,20,0,13,0,3,1,1,17,4,2,7,9,97,40,0,0.3233547692449599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237930928991831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439271499100744,0.0,0.0,0.15190122494687172,0.0,0.0,0.09855703303063393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958712675823593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392707509582735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148496880780068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067863877274181,0.0,0.13622016963285993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174894352698799,0.0,0.4657069309116781,0.17710967212579998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494681368488153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898740348640165,0.0,0.0,0.14307939770030506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079209096809719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469556611546075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911356012758826,0.0,0.17203613634149678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431556582665064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840242593844432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883594310256472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480973310947195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884720951066825,0.0,0.18855076629690803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533222692759404,0.0,0.0,0.16476306741569802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,YecatsMailbox,2019/01/31,"Real-time peer to peer support chat (anonymous.) Hi everyone! 

Two of my friends have created the following website which is an anonymous peer to peer support chat. You do have to register with a valid email address - only to make it so the community stays safe and not toxic. You choose a handle and do not have to give any personal details. If you're feeling lonely, come on over. We're friendly, supportive and interested in having you. =) 

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[http://steppingstonessupport.com/chat/](http://steppingstonessupport.com/chat/)

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If this violates the group's rules, feel free to delete. The website above is free and makes zero money on users. It is simply created by two friends with huge hearts and a desire to lessen the loneliness we all feel from time to time. Hope to see you there. ",6.9425555555555585,9.966718162962968,5.667129629629631,74.46958333333336,67.37037037037037,8.055555555555555,30.50925925925927,8.841846274778883,2.777481481481481,652,26,101,12,12,193,86,135,0.055999999999999994,0.6609999999999999,0.282,0.986,0,2,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,4,0,0,2,13,1,0,9,0,9,1,1,2,1,23,22,8,0,4,4,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,4,9,0,1,4,2,3,2,2,2,0,3,0,4,6,13,18,22,1,10,0,1,1,0,15,5,0,3,2,61,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29888675877284865,0.3351917551791895,0.09379479630979258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188115259429608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179474695184146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092194518483577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196851741337485,0.0,0.0,0.13231173254729578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344364780873585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369922038119446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841341110336996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489937058279307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043215957212115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699063096557578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990961771220964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701137034821932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46955230642133705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608521825818404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26946843189584324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351917551791895,0.0
lonely,closetdlesgirl,2019/01/31,"Soul destroying mix of homosexuality, loneliness and depression. That's when you know your loneliness is permanent and the worst of all. ",8.262272727272727,11.71049613636364,9.081818181818182,49.54272727272729,64.9090909090909,15.30909090909091,38.27272727272727,13.023866798666859,7.4005636363636365,113,6,16,6,2,38,19,22,0.515,0.485,0.0,-0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8430070596011685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379024981003452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,phantomtroupe-thief,2019/01/31,"No one remebers that i exist I look like I'm not lonely on the outside but I am. I hover near people I've spent years honing our friendship only to realize none of them realize I exist. I'm there, but nobody talks to me until I insert myself into the conversation. No one remembers me or thinks to ask me out. I don't even cross people's minds when they make plans. That's why I'm always so eager to make plans with others, but even when I ask, I'm still not put in the loop. 

Recently, all my friends got together to do something big we've been planning for a while. I was the first to ask what our game plan was. I get that I have an Android and can't be in the group chat, but not a single one of them thought to ask me... During the entire planning process the thought of me didn't cross any of their minds. I asked this girl who is known for being incredibly kind how she could forget about me and she brushed me off and said she was busy and forgot, like it wasn't a big deal. I kind of feel bad for having my feelings hurt cause they're not bad people so they'll feel bad but it's not like that means they'll remember in the future. I poured my heart and soul to this girl, texted her how I felt lonely and that no one remembers me. She hasn't responded. I saw her in person and I saw her go on her phone and she knows I know she got my text. Didn't say sorry in real life even tho we sit right next to each other. Didn't even mention the situation. My other friend brings it up, and she still doesn't apologize. 

I don't know what to do. I feel like my life is a lie because I really felt like I found friends and now I realize I'm on the outside looking in. I spent so long cultivating these friendships, and for what? None of them think about me anyways.",1.118401663695785,3.0154863689839573,2.7857308377896643,93.59402109328585,81.03208556149733,5.866785502079622,19.47979797979798,6.937597516519254,0.12351954842543122,1378,34,314,16,36,454,177,374,0.078,0.78,0.142,0.977,0,4,1,0,0,0,33.0,3,0,7,6,19,17,0,0,15,0,25,3,1,5,1,61,65,27,0,1,11,0,6,5,3,2,2,2,0,3,18,16,0,1,22,2,2,5,19,6,0,5,21,13,61,11,38,39,5,36,1,3,4,0,45,17,0,1,18,208,79,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306358684262694,0.0,0.0,0.05971269354085481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104448006558684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199489299220992,0.05352715915415057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020337011698146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701078276859222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052655996622304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319863654826409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759417370012148,0.06273030747477165,0.16861958498251586,0.0,0.0,0.07468974323702685,0.0,0.09627733071913676,0.20352155539155775,0.0,0.04587624214879752,0.0,0.04990351258009866,0.0,0.14045672838166293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405332530994044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400066179815446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287778209638092,0.1447715291431696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404327808654204,0.2144936382305448,0.0,0.0,0.07770763239193437,0.14747380882930353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722551970002085,0.0,0.0,0.09564904220078167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732281756332052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338518337066053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380048596255215,0.06678221196355337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262577501639796,0.07667087002610813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827165117835949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994513346636627,0.05625228167682871,0.0,0.08670015882858909,0.0,0.29840925231512183,0.07498785672955749,0.08352585500436957,0.0698287295096286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987002718046597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759916281167973,0.0,0.09829426619816256,0.0,0.0,0.1402477339585192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057703088528731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252809868125886,0.0,0.13942005364755308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792333840834772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056545702717620876
lonely,Mianless,2019/01/31,"Solitude is painful I'm nearly 30. I have very few friends, 3 to be exact, who I see maybe once every 6 months. I've been single for 3 years now, I've dated a few people who have fucked me over and hurt me even more than I already am. I suffer with major depressive disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, and borderline personality disorder. I've reached a stage of loneliness that I feel that I can't bring myself to try anything anymore. I'm so tired of feeling let down and hurt by people that I'm beginning to dislike everyone and everything. I haven't vocally spoken to anyone in about 3 weeks now. I live alone and rarely see other people unless I have to go and buy food, I won't even go to a regular checkout just so I don't have to speak to anyone, I just use the self service. I don't know what I'm doing anymore in life, I have no goals, no passions, I just feel empty and void of everything that a person should feel. I don't even know why I'm writing this, even if someone reads this and replies... I probably won't really care. I'm missing so much that I just don't know who I am, or who I used to be.",3.177839756592292,4.2326689137931055,5.041835699797161,83.22202839756595,73.22413793103449,8.389858012170384,27.87119675456389,8.841846274778883,2.0901934077079103,876,33,183,17,17,301,122,232,0.233,0.7240000000000001,0.043,-0.9905,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,14,10,1,0,5,0,22,6,0,2,1,29,46,14,0,2,7,0,4,0,1,3,3,1,0,3,13,9,1,0,7,1,1,3,10,7,0,0,1,7,23,3,23,39,6,16,0,5,2,2,10,5,1,2,7,116,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662167426017896,0.12425906573477648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614019317035665,0.0,0.2233417796634689,0.15746782072720095,0.0,0.09266182089625476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114805205380097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698390537488774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871548134876661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974901372449069,0.0,0.09487200995843584,0.10759600069851101,0.20239876670507215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277397423681709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615874011552928,0.0,0.08699599696986209,0.10409869996351101,0.0,0.0,0.12798858049756695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24108545966713335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856492815185695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514313575680515,0.07953409620755239,0.0,0.0,0.09942959592378336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131238061463927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987781224782866,0.0,0.08277539864588086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991741521967385,0.0,0.0,0.1198164272162538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341920688358345,0.19663938093344602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214039605264671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112632434272568,0.0,0.07213570056827819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945837110574994,0.0,0.11746840454890775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540727748882732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941939157053373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644934120645433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450388444694094,0.0,0.0929084117619295,0.0,0.0,0.09032250233786457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160575711565184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251197210265997
lonely,Kodiak270,2019/01/31,"I’m weirdly okay and not okay at the same time I was in love with this girl for months, we had just finally got together and it felt great. All of a sudden she acted weird. An hour ago she tells me that this doesn’t feel right but she doesn’t want me to not be friends with her. I’m surprisingly okay right now, despite the fact that we were super close and I talked to her for most of my day. On the inside I can tell there’s some pain to be had but I’m numb to it somehow. Maybe it’s just shock from that terrible conversation, either way I just want to stay numb forever now. ",0.9433602150537652,2.816334250000004,2.3335483870967764,96.73698924731184,81.5,6.068817204301076,18.397849462365595,7.1686216300943375,-0.06581505376344055,453,10,110,6,12,146,80,124,0.174,0.674,0.152,-0.7211,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,1,7,15,0,0,5,3,9,4,0,0,2,26,18,5,0,2,8,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,6,2,14,8,15,10,5,18,0,0,0,1,14,6,0,3,9,70,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478103401043467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171032534189695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110417027968976,0.0,0.2109792082934221,0.24070798130313056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697660313563577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757414440115018,0.24225763634891745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639384016474345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831861682384605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207524517254748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538967336154088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23381258963958906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753034653966933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342073289063629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766139574050344,0.3841146015141479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281287288936143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25920974703332483,0.17441471186481175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pepperperson,2019/01/31,"Lonely and lost I’ve been having a hard time lately. I have plenty of friends, but it’s like it isn’t enough for me. Every night I go to bed I feel empty. I feel lonely even though I live with someone.

I guess I don’t know if this belongs here, but I’m terrible at talking to women, and I’m not attractive enough to make up for that. Or even attractive at all.

I feel like my personality is shit, and that I’m boring. I have a pretty strong foundation of morals, but nobody cares about that. 

I’m very alone and hurting. I feel as though I’ll never find a relationship again. If people feel any way the same I feel about myself, then will probably show very little interest.

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lonely,FriendlyTennis,2019/01/31,"I was blackmailed for nudes today online but I didn't care because I don't have any friends anyway. I was an idiot, no doubt. I sent dick picks. Then he forced me to send him $500 or else he'd shame me on facebook. What he didn't know was that all my fb friends are people I don't even know in real life. There were 2 or 3 that  I knew from elementary school and high school.   


I sort of low key hope those friends right to me and ask what happened. Maybe we can reconnect over it. ",0.7766019417475718,2.619697194174762,1.9454466019417505,99.46011165048546,81.91262135922331,4.8966990291262125,19.03786407766989,5.6839178017228535,-0.5328400000000002,373,9,91,2,10,118,76,103,0.33399999999999996,0.633,0.032,-0.9889,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,3,9,1,2,1,0,12,3,2,1,1,15,20,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,8,0,15,5,8,11,1,10,0,1,0,2,11,6,1,5,2,52,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382523142936093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977211709698504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892662508742248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156353153549856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667862800046702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969179216965324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4902062370545555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702612318209405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22345822183726494,0.0,0.2100642700069923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324664706804512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938660542793272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247719153301206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662540910015373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407299202003594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061730612003427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42809256679218266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047445263268807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelygirafe,2019/01/31,"I have no friends. And I can’t make/keep new ones. I have autism and I am in virtual school because I got too stressed out in public school. I always mess up when talking. I just... I’m so fucking tired of feeling alone 
I just want one friend in real life. 
Just one. 
Idk what to do anymore ",-0.8997996357012745,1.2326616065573788,0.7877595628415328,101.48670309653922,96.86885245901638,3.3668488160291434,19.892531876138435,5.033348758259628,-0.5110998178506376,222,8,52,1,9,71,45,61,0.221,0.632,0.14800000000000002,-0.5585,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,9,10,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,1,1,8,2,7,9,0,7,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,2,33,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155959258011093,0.0,0.0,0.1732097670160372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064435194490024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689531361347842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525436397018284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216551747638945,0.19244497848020026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648838532403445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502641499380648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703293545903726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895160252198518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104683509170615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231735129553935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23693708494470106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213477276850901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23845204435955766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731495953867062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23925478449243015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278097658343262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Charlie490,2019/01/31,"Linkin Park is the only thing that gets me through these lonely nights. Any LP fans? Well today is officially one month since the last time my ex girlfriend told me she loves me. In fact she blocked me and I haven't heard from her for nearly three weeks now. It's been extremely hard. The loneliness is nearly unbearable. I've come to love Linkin Park more than ever now though. I can relate to so many of their songs. I love Hybrid Theory, Meteora, Minutes to Midnight, and The Hunting Party. I'm also a big fan of Alice in Chains, even though I don't listen to them as much as I used to. Jar of Flies is one of my favorite albums ever. Anybody else here into rock? What do you listen to?",1.6004347826086942,3.991299913043482,2.8762608695652183,90.82743478260872,82.47826086956522,5.419130434782609,18.620289855072464,6.742157984588678,0.1198342028985504,540,13,110,6,15,174,99,138,0.063,0.7829999999999999,0.154,0.9369,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,0,11,5,0,0,5,0,9,3,0,1,3,9,20,8,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,3,3,5,17,4,21,17,2,17,0,1,0,3,15,6,0,0,10,75,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561818279508554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382818869427276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685535479950094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211374436085806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026945083221148,0.3294236404781663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513508154675224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311785468456325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842854570927644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930329673451438,0.0,0.0,0.18461178989004834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534337469007333,0.0,0.1338579064133718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088015736433168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467792769028141,0.13848848300212566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506276353696898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097323231327907,0.0,0.35780715240304195,0.0,0.10617878176760977,0.0,0.1726010666019608,0.17399584450894198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572682414537156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606249275448316,0.0,0.16372176256663834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Havling00,2019/01/31,"I’ve been lonely for 18 years and counting... I’m just here to vent. To me writing is an escape from the crazy and unpredictable world we live in. I just wish I had a relationship, I’d chose true love over any sum of money. 

I have a weird personality, I’m really quiet and shy but many people have told me I’m really funny and smart. I guess when all you do all day is just think, you have to come up with something funny or interesting. So I apparently have some qualities women look for like confidence, being funny and intelligence. I’m not a very confident person whatsoever though, my self esteem is like 1/10 but I try to portray myself as a confident guy. I kinda have put on an act of Kenny Powers from Eastbound and Down except I’m not a douche. I am good at making people laugh for whatever reason. Also I know I’m smart but I have a tendency of not using my intelligence. Like I haven’t studied or done homework in my four years at high school and I somehow get decent grades. I know If I wanted I could be at the top of my class but I just have no motivation. But I lack the one of the basic components that women look for in men. I’m not really good looking. I’m definitely not hideous but I’m no where near really good looking. For example I’m about 6’0 ft and 220lbs but I’m actually making an effort to get in shape. 

But at the end of the day I’m a really lonely guy. I’m really depressed but I do a helluva job at hiding it. I’ve never had a girlfriend which is really embarrassing honestly. I’ve almost had three but I ended up being played with. But I try to motivate myself by thinking I’ll get there really soon and I’ll be in love for the first time!",1.31711624919717,3.518564606936416,4.119026974951833,82.64966441875404,82.121387283237,7.42825947334618,20.30475272960821,8.430304187100639,1.3292321130378937,1318,37,267,31,36,468,172,346,0.11900000000000001,0.655,0.225,0.9929,3,4,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,2,0,6,14,20,0,1,19,0,25,2,0,6,4,61,59,28,0,5,24,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,8,3,13,0,0,7,1,1,3,9,5,0,4,6,5,31,15,42,48,4,35,0,3,4,2,17,21,0,8,14,172,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.09860646759265372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118312444721833,0.0,0.0,0.08080657069289808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871484790864298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704231211291594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067712961813463,0.0,0.0,0.13033281650642126,0.0,0.08703090205597604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340529526102707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899379594189338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594980468192133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837733059476905,0.0,0.0,0.25425815284133063,0.0,0.0,0.1113137277080194,0.2001031524935715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067608066740706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027271349484893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106464434588252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809813647042236,0.0,0.08922560285501474,0.0,0.33941327189605164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823961933186512,0.0,0.13489818126672387,0.10244493760428999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793302118526346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847148722028454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010535683800482,0.1764592035783062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015792911973692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178620156925642,0.103892272755893,0.0,0.10848575103678657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226409971880733,0.0,0.0,0.1054131731595016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779026394409858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949258738497665,0.0992773306193763,0.0,0.0589208234184867,0.0,0.0,0.0965539278111142,0.0,0.13720740778718146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727143153997882,0.0,0.0833736572369716,0.05959963805612337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619808722293085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301408170264575
lonely,thrownaway1739,2019/01/31,"Nothing is getting better I've been in a really rough patch for weeks now. I usually can contain it mostly, but it's getting really bad.  

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I just wish I wasn't so god damn alone. I see so much shit that makes me despise myself so much, it makes me wish I was dead because so many people seem to wish the same. Everyone is so against me for things I can't control. Things I wish I could've controlled.  

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I just want an out, I want an escape. The things I have aren't cutting it anymore. I wish I had someone who could help me believe that I'm ok, or that it doesn't matter, because I keep telling myself it doesn't, but I can never believe it, and everyone is only too eager to remind me.  

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I don't want to be alone anymore. I can't be alone anymore. It's been too fucking long, and it's just going to get worse and worse, and eventually it will be too late, but right now it's not, I'm right fucking here, if only anyone could hear me, if only I was good enough to pick up and dust off to see me for who I wish I was, for who I keep trying to be. I can't live alone, this is a joint effort... but I'm a lost cause, apparently, so what's the damn point.  

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this is only barely making me feel better. i wish i could die, there's literally nothing changing, and i dont want to let this keep getting worse until i get to the point where ill actually be able to kill myself. i know when i get there, no ones going to try to stop me anyway, there wont be anyone. they wont do anything even if there was, im not worth it... everything sucks. im the only one who misses anyone. im so forgettable.",1.5276937984496148,3.121388319767444,3.460488372093021,90.67598449612404,78.59302325581395,5.865736434108528,22.22248062015504,6.588339656340683,0.4133894573643411,1258,37,278,11,30,425,146,344,0.21899999999999997,0.64,0.141,-0.9879,1,4,0,0,0,1,63.0,0,0,1,6,24,17,9,0,10,1,38,4,1,7,1,53,77,23,3,17,13,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,26,7,0,7,3,0,1,2,15,12,0,2,9,5,41,5,22,55,5,21,0,2,2,2,8,9,6,6,10,186,67,0,0.057065010005342524,0.0,0.055687218038557744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364085618358952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24731965799711714,0.27736093293237346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977946829907647,0.11970354546991804,0.0,0.04695964098043055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476468997474007,0.0695726008819666,0.0,0.0,0.12858544975099764,0.0,0.10093872802175152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058621484555942835,0.060367214035350676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280065221145638,0.1822470682685628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922447098236865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687976672824357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058963409774227364,0.0,0.0376909009156016,0.0,0.0,0.10905612505476787,0.051286351419715465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02885378367040408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551136443323697,0.17888467473816522,0.0,0.06486272049941559,0.04786342296141967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431641363462083,0.0,0.03824947332779577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492000963195449,0.0,0.0,0.15216600861473314,0.06313397868628101,0.0,0.031361437119996824,0.0,0.06437181686290716,0.0,0.0,0.05835283900317882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038944931416589,0.05050073812358689,0.0,0.0,0.06229319942478712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427401188689265,0.057854963437931325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389869667626385,0.0,0.0440120536623972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951083230391376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773374552673739,0.21700255778448688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03956169278286353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788975899266648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311461328502987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746641349329024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094684948501272,0.051949841896975366,0.0,0.0,0.0585764127242554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04835099779456989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770890356646858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987733398679965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373437097308185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774867918959843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284904643699693,0.0,0.13463368561831454,0.0,0.04577410891794436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593536168341704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446236118691705,0.0,0.0,0.27736093293237346,0.0
lonely,trickster333,2019/01/31,"Isolated, don’t feel connected, but I can talk to people I don’t feel really connected to people. I feel like most of the people I don’t know are either machines empty inside or wormholes to another dimensions. People I know are good, I like my roommates, but I was afraid of them for a while. Sometimes I hate everyone except a few people and sometimes I talk to random  church people on streets. 

Also I never had a girlfriend and I am 22. I’m not ugly and some girls liked me but I rejected them because didn’t like them. 

I know how to talk to people. And probably there is nothing I need to worry about rationally but I am not satisfied anyway",2.3330769230769235,4.713641875,4.475000000000001,80.51615384615386,79.46875,7.375961538461539,24.68990384615385,8.384062270229773,2.009089423076924,512,19,92,11,13,176,72,128,0.12300000000000001,0.698,0.18,0.8231,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,5,8,1,1,4,0,12,0,0,1,1,25,21,12,0,1,9,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,3,20,5,13,18,4,4,1,1,0,0,8,2,0,4,6,70,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090072986866703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541595275403515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453680896197034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325127520462918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103592592819584,0.09907157605447528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631650942646622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369157938759553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286413718886753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710042229804758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282796439951376,0.1069570067904838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306526121466228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6729929471717607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951831679840644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884066453245118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743121348444518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343923199736993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083421947376148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pointlessoo,2019/01/31,. I think I’ll go crazy because of loneliness. I wonder if it is possible ,-1.032,0.6251738000000024,2.879999999999999,83.32000000000002,111.0,7.333333333333335,25.0,7.793537801064563,2.737,57,3,11,2,3,21,13,15,0.342,0.6579999999999999,0.0,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32344014267884075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015441036689289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5981557004206518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399779183874625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5753976022800241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_tomato_salad,2019/01/31,"London, UK I'm hoping I can make a group chat here for everyone from London here, who are interested in platonic relations : )",4.593478260869566,6.935312913043482,6.851521739130432,66.42336956521743,72.04347826086956,11.556521739130435,28.89130434782609,11.20814326018867,4.393886956521738,99,4,16,4,2,35,20,23,0.0,0.7659999999999999,0.23399999999999999,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6239748494374586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6485819179037428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358863189385548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yobislop,2019/09/20,"I am never enough nobody reaches out to me unless i do. i try really hard to keep my friendships going but it seems that i am the only one who keepz trying to make things work, thus im constantly anxious that im annoying them with my efforts. i dont even blame them because i feel like im not that special of a person: not funny, not very smart, fun nor pretty. its like my presence doesnt make a difference to anyone. nobody likes me enough to text me or ever ask to hang so i always have to be the one that does it in fear of the crippling loneliness i feel whenever im not around people or have no one to talk to which lately has been happening more often than usual. 
sorry for the rant im fucking sad",3.6325,4.249496709459463,5.250918918918924,83.77651351351355,71.77027027027026,7.811891891891893,24.93513513513513,7.908726449838941,1.3105059459459452,555,15,114,7,10,189,94,148,0.264,0.6509999999999999,0.085,-0.9824,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,5,10,2,1,6,0,10,1,0,3,2,21,20,6,0,0,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,9,4,0,3,1,3,16,6,18,18,3,10,0,1,0,1,6,3,1,4,8,80,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990472535614736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344764797577286,0.0,0.08323254210769862,0.0,0.0,0.10596702652091818,0.11128232817563276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256306916037364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863532350669146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436699039249748,0.0,0.0,0.1041689594446562,0.0,0.1395089755740066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24599143496949394,0.0,0.07862196943005187,0.10767462232509868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394827723499048,0.12037607181402288,0.08503914109535546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004660365599292,0.0,0.0,0.06765074201428987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526289276599388,0.0,0.10663262279626692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6428950131688285,0.0,0.0,0.10580441598172224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427747532183398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744645180278689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589145328795909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180768444212084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24198505061387,0.0905320278895895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252437922723913,0.10393739799021452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121102119848419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625732936787154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836564747194324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325074128564846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567640155373007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908204208946004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163487833099546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110102671045726,0.09821693420817634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665942079133539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LazyTitan0719,2019/09/20,"Feeling useless, lonely, and not in control of my life. I want to do so much but I feel like I can’t or I shouldn’t or I’m not allowed. I’m 18 and I don’t know how to take control of my life. I have no one to talk except my therapist because everyone just turns it around to make it about themselves or they say I should just stop whining. I’m a potato. I can’t drive and I have no one to teach me. I can’t get a job because my parents will stop funding my education if I do. I rely too much on parents and I can’t do anything about it.",-1.0897423887587827,0.7568713606557402,1.9298829039812653,96.74737704918032,89.49180327868851,4.469320843091334,21.82903981264637,5.773587663045528,0.024897423887587426,414,16,102,3,14,146,64,122,0.155,0.794,0.051,-0.8898,4,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,8,4,0,0,2,0,13,2,0,5,0,28,24,11,0,4,10,2,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,5,0,4,3,0,1,1,10,3,0,2,0,3,20,1,13,21,2,6,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,4,3,73,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475089736672124,0.15957212236732898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854049002917647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020923138594131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128279457732434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127021104828114,0.12805753520130989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365167700215933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787977119737766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851211179888232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532217215170131,0.08757338433009174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965198099431056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635414236639885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24293134305005246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980758636165636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254824098922628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29972509384432977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477505960968933,0.14407582205190705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812517751540785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949745054512184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572736701110974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iangarcia4L,2019/09/20,"Loneliest I’ve ever been after a 4.5 year relationship. Man I’m just so lonely. Recently just got out of a 4.5 year relationship, we lived together 3 years and engaged for 1. She ended things for a multitude of reason, a lot of it on me. My mind was and still is so set on marrying her and starting my life and family with her. Knowing that that’s not possible... It’s hard. I don’t know how to be happy by myself. I haven’t had to do it for so long. Honestly, I probably wasn’t even happy by myself back then either. But how can I possible be alone? Yeah I have great, wonderful friends and family. But I still feel alone romantically. I love her so goddamn much. I don’t think I’ll ever stop. I’ve always believed that yes, you can love multiple people. But there’s always one who stands out. And I feel like she’s always going to be that one. Who I look back at with so much regret and disdain for myself for being the reason I can’t be with her anymore. I’m obviously massively depressed and taking a lot of it out on myself. But still. I just needed to vent. I probably could go on for much longer but I’ll leave it at this for now. Thanks for reading.",0.7914489384782257,3.072203920502094,3.315778707577873,87.05622811095614,85.10878661087867,6.553293041995971,20.148922981558965,7.793537801064563,0.955364357663102,903,27,188,18,27,313,122,239,0.081,0.777,0.142,0.9229,0,4,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,0,0,20,13,0,0,6,2,19,3,0,4,3,45,37,21,0,3,10,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,13,15,0,1,8,1,0,2,6,3,0,2,5,4,28,10,31,26,6,31,0,3,1,2,16,9,0,3,19,140,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182527093172244,0.0,0.0,0.2630163403435299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449375903859508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162038349168362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871026399801027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412537199550697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075071268918554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332210838296187,0.0,0.0,0.06959258309051719,0.19061733393911354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865747327200808,0.0,0.1065514110185261,0.07527277090012262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140473097679017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976270548534652,0.0,0.08427000888769477,0.1161652749757712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432598517201105,0.09438633648971526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158116874679419,0.0,0.0,0.1115663123755758,0.0,0.0,0.07442240942995211,0.05147601260062325,0.0,0.09303921777125612,0.09324470173498564,0.08848005591428877,0.0,0.0,0.17915509557974116,0.19019203690220127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638860511863492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23236617636322404,0.07812680603884392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279609006310662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304681833840956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375663928169892,0.0,0.0,0.22720256311557904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539350465051557,0.0,0.0,0.2166655193216889,0.10403521766784367,0.2262451380057575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457788321467909,0.0,0.252433854682602,0.08808985073192012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792213606884005,0.0,0.0,0.09700592783653272,0.0,0.0,0.0699998184346537,0.0675136320292014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426383859008565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355479977975724
lonely,Throwmeaway7942,2019/09/20,"I Dont Know Im M18, since 3 months now, i am in the Millitary.  the last month i started talking to one of the girls more, i was always looking at her but never talkted to her and wasnt really interested at that time either, but when we started talking i realized how pretty and friendly she is, and  how happy she always is. After we talked a few times i instantly fell for her, her cute laugh, her care free attitude, the way she would smile at me in the morning just always made me happy. Anyway, We talk a lot know and i think she actually enjoys my company, and i enjoy talking to her. So whats the problem? You think. I dont know if im in love with her. I like her, and it really does feel like i love her, i could imagine a future with her, but I always have the feeling that maybe i dont love her, maybe im just so devoid of any form of love that i will instantly fall for any girl that treats me like a human beeing.  What if im subconsciously using her to prove to my self that i can be loved, what if im just enjoying the thought of her liking me. I cant live with the thought of me just using her to my own benefit, so that i feel good even when its just for a short while. Would i do that? The answer is: i dont know. 
(Im sorry if my wording wasnt great, im not a native speaker)",2.2736785714285723,2.9382904392857165,4.4935714285714266,87.78142857142859,74.96428571428571,7.6,23.642857142857146,7.908726449838941,0.9979071428571435,993,27,230,14,20,347,128,280,0.035,0.64,0.325,0.9986,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,3,1,0,0,15,25,0,0,16,0,20,5,0,5,2,53,43,21,0,8,14,0,3,4,1,3,0,1,0,4,12,12,0,0,15,0,1,2,9,1,0,1,6,5,51,25,24,32,6,24,0,0,1,5,37,7,0,5,18,161,63,0,0.0,0.0,0.07231160438657955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24663090920317884,0.0,0.0,0.1007820484550845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755506130070343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059163387781938775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484603119923801,0.0,0.3473819237851608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04894282048881714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240263726510157,0.052937562456458934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057250025192417175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215216036429149,0.0,0.08169629503158883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776316865506365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5602903823331474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289525057226473,0.06040196922658327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480745690473953,0.0,0.06543228504502854,0.0,0.062225934160555926,0.0,0.0,0.06299777428301079,0.3343939219930795,0.07011588404702879,0.0,0.0,0.14888824721410315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829296047288435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715103617624714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021255924193383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538706236339672,0.0,0.07090437252168914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494162533104274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730320191706955,0.0,0.0,0.0612968735413837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294967879871645,0.10489772870952313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29779672146385633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496148658989813,0.0,0.1176553741685141,0.08641744050238231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799844443955247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588176949676612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527803750959697,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dinosaur_nads,2019/09/20,Everyone will always reject me in every way No one will ever stick around. I have entered a shell of depression and probably won’t come out because of suicide. Fuck verybody who has hurt or rejected me in any way. I have NEVER been accepted and ALWAYS been on the outside. I have reached the conclusion that I was born wrong. I have intrusive fantasies about hurting all the people who has ever rejected me. I loath myself so fucking much. I can’t do anything right. I WISH I FUCKING KNEW WHAT THE FUCK WAS WRONG WITH ME I FUCKING JAHTE MYSELF I FUCKING HATE MYSELF I FUCKING HATE MYSELF I WISH I WASNT SUCH A FUCKING PUSSY SO I COULD JUST KILL MYSELF,1.3238847117794492,4.003673777777776,2.9169507101086083,85.96109022556395,92.96825396825398,5.192314118629908,24.885547201336674,6.8360192770164,1.4941968253968247,520,23,90,8,19,170,75,126,0.382,0.565,0.053,-0.9949,0,2,0,0,0,2,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,20,11,0,6,0,17,8,0,0,4,18,31,5,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,1,0,2,5,19,0,1,6,0,24,1,9,21,2,14,0,6,0,8,2,6,8,1,4,74,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141641547473466,0.0,0.0,0.07004676561500887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847641368291423,0.091696070267401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279074262062484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872947580802233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224091533123165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871784458699153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634739614570747,0.08678594868512497,0.09842545761849694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7618098899500061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339174093574056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205374413440598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395950003455525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572034683801293,0.0,0.07944361713339458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979868780335434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141052764088637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111056547584866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796549800108022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267048367234915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352076015803568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369007697270397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252390593714676,0.0,0.0
lonely,nina18282,2019/09/20,The least favorite Am i the only one that is the least favorite in every friend group. And you know it doesnt matter if you are there or not,3.497,3.982159366666668,4.026666666666667,92.91,72.0,6.0,21.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.2273333333333327,111,2,25,0,2,35,25,30,0.182,0.722,0.096,-0.2105,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179198059817783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749235300439208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378286174073848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165435003315473,0.4675147620926802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TotallyNormalHonest,2019/09/20,"Alone and feeling lonely I try to reach put to people but it never works out.  I don't want to be alone but I can't change the fact that I am.  I feel very sad about this and would love to be able to make real friends.  I'm middle aged too, so I feel hopeless that the situation will really change.  I think the problem is me, and that's very depressing too.",2.008070175438597,3.2165012105263173,3.478947368421053,92.68096491228071,76.36842105263158,6.64561403508772,20.561403508771924,7.1686216300943375,0.2339192982456137,276,6,65,3,6,91,51,76,0.265,0.597,0.138,-0.8815,0,4,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,1,2,17,16,6,0,3,2,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,3,8,2,7,12,0,5,0,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,40,13,1,0.19758387049127174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092746033027787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180350725869646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017869813165082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29971302495430474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265280821357424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832715730771626,0.0,0.13188876781682266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238886158211226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697977766924024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906107977557454,0.0,0.1986263628749456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489370123329194,0.12657728686086514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209254887184324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126603766123789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414647831768473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260547716243752,0.11654008603731598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384341093018593,0.0,0.0,0.1403579126388105,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PeepOfReddit,2019/09/20,"Personality change after head injury ? I've been accident prone all my life which of course has resulted in injuries here and there.
But a couple months ago after getting hit in the head by someone ( on accident ) I've noticed my personality changing and not all together for the best either.
 I'm a lot less emotional and feel weird but not really depressed. I havent been hanging out with any of my friends much, so feeling alone most of the time doesnt help.
 Been to see a neuro and they reccomend antidepressants. Does anyone else have any experience with this?",6.51424450549451,7.819018528846158,6.769670329670332,72.98961538461539,65.63461538461539,9.78901098901099,33.12637362637363,9.957137785484203,3.3867104395604386,453,19,78,10,7,146,74,104,0.11800000000000001,0.753,0.129,0.4899,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,6,0,7,3,2,1,2,19,13,7,0,0,5,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,3,5,2,14,9,8,10,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,2,5,53,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699692513387642,0.0,0.0,0.18343207479016213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408811273835859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383911160559705,0.18146965830857395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586554029602528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747168286567481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195968342452988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254419126653618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549897560237137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479522983359151,0.1992243994129812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324711930284575,0.0,0.0,0.17910381462013866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368343948400109,0.0,0.09253242714100594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36353097778542187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871279445486208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509770912192456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057220134507726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136714879807935,0.0,0.13019589378662558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164039043260426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092904458703292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346090943747734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113337661810071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006434242071282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327399974954378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jacob1988Denmark,2019/09/20,"Make friends easier? I understand that sometimes we can feel lonely. I myself have struggle with that.

what are your 2 biggest issues when it comes to meet new people and make friends?

And what would you wish was easier for you?",3.18,6.156255095238098,3.1383809523809525,87.52328571428568,81.38095238095238,6.217142857142857,22.685714285714287,7.554174236665415,1.2730514285714292,182,6,32,3,5,55,34,42,0.09300000000000001,0.617,0.29,0.8818,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,3,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,11,11,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,2,3,9,0,4,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,23,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242173801882946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215082720259326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344100086874799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29343298057867784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37532097472408144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715229358361371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490432931980728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780507286412026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939044264354693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926725286996236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32329256738720874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971097408007052,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Quentinne,2019/09/20,"University is a lonely place It's been 2 weeks since I moved far away; to university. I thought this could be my chance, but Instead, I feel more alone than ever.

Everyone seems to have formed groups, I've really tried to join in and meet people, but I'm just not good at this anymore; I used to make friends so naturally.

I'm really, really scared of spending another three years In isolation. The thought terrifies me.",6.1753750000000025,6.8248707875,6.727500000000003,75.3275,66.125,11.4,32.25,11.20814326018867,3.710575,333,13,64,10,5,109,63,80,0.231,0.672,0.09699999999999999,-0.9203,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,13,13,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,3,1,6,2,10,8,2,10,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202828613192448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302417710650288,0.0,0.0,0.21093148674337064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982940624857526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698157856613939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239042607312146,0.0,0.20323456210633808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754253530318712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643238896835588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783944148316187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197233307958826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22605597983324846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745257645772605,0.0,0.22221594795849184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087642873913293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129399538285885,0.0,0.0,0.1936251331894117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759394978763347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377044579555137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444026569997484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369600880575698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060721673494908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696548944272274
lonely,saltycw-reddit,2019/09/20,Wanna Chat? Anyone want to chat a bit in DM about whatever?,-0.375,1.807411500000004,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,100.66666666666666,5.7333333333333325,14.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.36903333333333377,46,1,9,1,2,16,11,12,0.0,0.858,0.142,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909149815549298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7664962701180209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141086195433328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lolikittenv,2019/09/20,"We are all in this together you are never alone!!! (=゜ω゜)人(゜ω゜=) Been a lurker for over a year. Have messaged quit a few people trying to help because I relate to this feeling. There are some lovely people in this sub; Most in which, have come and gone. But they all had the same problem. We are all here because we relate to this feeling in some way. So you are never truly alone!!

**Make today great I love you!!!♡**",-0.4310569105691045,1.5892376829268322,1.0761463414634171,97.08389430894312,105.09756097560977,2.6744715447154475,15.222764227642276,4.604124745555138,-1.0118269918699188,318,8,64,1,15,101,53,82,0.055,0.7,0.245,0.9485,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,3,2,1,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,1,5,19,16,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,2,8,3,9,13,8,12,0,0,0,2,10,5,0,3,4,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450412077004489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26194207247760104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850749156084216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172700114020048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368737342588029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400994339219153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38782241953724056,0.0,0.14341455843498793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314123204875601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979009456854015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558317226008385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285202421779499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036534097042066,0.0,0.0,0.14586957079058802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170538542073395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835685279785118
lonely,LongLegLarry0,2019/09/20,I thought I found new friends Two days ago I talked to a group of people in my pe class and they seemed like they didn't hate me. I tried talking to them again today and they didn't even look at me. I was in a gc with two of them (along with other people) and when I tried to join in on what they were doing they talking about how i was irrelevant. They're probably making fun of me now that I've left. I'm pretty sure I'm in the same situation in my math class too which makes it worse. I have no idea what makes me so unlikable.,1.7836685823754763,2.8379282672413773,3.1694252873563222,95.29588122605364,76.67241379310343,6.534865900383142,19.785440613026818,6.937597516519254,-0.06178812260536404,413,8,103,4,9,135,73,116,0.046,0.785,0.16899999999999998,0.9231,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,7,0,8,5,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,4,1,16,17,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,7,1,21,4,17,10,1,15,0,0,1,0,12,8,0,1,8,68,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225562081105776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077153209440103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344641461220005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832689508791647,0.13270199857038975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695782693058806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938970810583672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661865474388376,0.0,0.0,0.08391367023232217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423584615485854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439550824467995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658876891534823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23815467888417716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474252296570866,0.18518723570469625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156364617446514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306638015889988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188255857623182,0.0,0.0,0.41416456995233936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635892073613273,0.0,0.0,0.16280919243201264,0.0,0.0,0.23322867076287784,0.0,0.3355707648417251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503896944741307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,streameasierby5sos,2019/09/20,I did something bad Met this guy off tinder. Got into a car with him in the middle of night (bad I know). Gave him head. All the time I'm thinking it's better than being alone.,-0.8971052631578935,1.195077184210529,1.3476842105263138,98.93678947368423,92.94736842105264,3.04,12.86315789473684,3.1291,-1.58928,135,2,31,0,5,45,33,38,0.14300000000000002,0.7809999999999999,0.076,-0.3818,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,4,1,6,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33012203374919924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5322748490767347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819026343193838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549282142255945,0.0,0.0,0.3156060781244966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271226852082545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517303642391202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29911908802196724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453842412148416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423790001049125,0.0,0.0,0.1858618394287615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AthensChalandri,2019/09/20,"love warning for lonely people Please be careful if you are lonely and think you are in ""love"" with someone you wouldn't like if you were happy alone. Your loneliness will trick you into thinking you ""love"" someone and when you get together with that person you""ll eventually realize that they are not the one you want and that person will be left heartbroken. Even if you are at the loneliness you've ever been try to embrace it. I haven't found the one yet but I'm happy alone. But I hope that I'll meet her soon....",4.950721357850071,6.075510861386143,5.108429985855729,84.13653465346535,69.09900990099011,8.147666195190949,26.309759547383308,8.418075326091056,1.6378531824611025,411,12,80,6,7,129,63,101,0.161,0.667,0.172,0.648,0,6,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,10,1,0,5,11,1,0,3,0,12,3,0,0,1,20,23,9,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,0,14,8,7,15,0,8,0,2,0,3,18,4,0,4,5,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35407613074075184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428056648884074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290156546523998,0.15462132924815108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874224174233817,0.0,0.0,0.08930696501039385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36392893862712977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977794159372592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572238124602475,0.0,0.0,0.08351065801020252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46282903475544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316612115039733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185054466498917,0.2985093105285029,0.0,0.18763631312225554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896669068769154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905767562692025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605427165996228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082243659218766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anon01925,2019/09/20,"Lonely in the middle of friends I have 4 friends, we live in the dorms but I constantly notice how I’m an outsider and I know nothing about their lives while they know everything about each other. 
And since social media is a huge thing, they might take a pic on Snapchat but leave me out of it. I’m so tired of this",3.1129230769230785,4.44760367692308,3.4584615384615383,93.42153846153849,73.76923076923076,6.430769230769231,23.76923076923077,6.742157984588678,0.5238307692307691,249,7,55,2,5,77,49,65,0.12300000000000001,0.77,0.106,-0.2759,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,9,7,1,8,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,2,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26053095208315274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166747416389927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37252865665014107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26499179985693466,0.0,0.0,0.2552778442848314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257710135051985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25575673269114546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23133085742379386,0.2744807833662577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943084636624533,0.0,0.0,0.2457593004656162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126850074389755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601684448453634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770956927072845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CataleyaJackson,2019/09/20,"I'm the only one who calls, texts or messages the people I call ""friends"" and have never had someone who would do that for me All my life I've always wanted someone who'd be a friend I could trust with anything, with whom I'd always feel eat ease. And everytime I thought I'd finally found someone who cared, I always realize I care more than them. These past two years, I've called people and texted people to keep the friendship going and while they're not dismissive, they've never reciprocated. Never been the first to call, never been the first to text or check up on me while I'm always trying to be a better friend so they'd care. I literally crave someone who'd care the way I'd care for them. And I feel so fucking lonely everytime I realize I'll never have someone like that. I see people with their best friends and I feel like I'm probably just not likeable man. Probably just a fucking nuisance. I hate being lonely and I hate constantly craving someone who'd be there for me and I have no one.",4.5310183875530425,5.5515637425742606,5.3420933521923635,82.46128712871287,69.99009900990099,7.949646393210751,28.289957567185287,8.192908349453996,1.863645261669024,804,28,156,11,14,262,97,202,0.10800000000000001,0.701,0.191,0.9578,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,4,5,20,4,0,9,0,17,4,0,0,6,34,38,14,0,3,6,0,3,2,4,1,1,0,0,1,10,11,1,1,7,0,1,1,8,6,0,5,5,4,21,14,13,23,3,17,0,2,1,2,21,2,2,2,15,99,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738975867011157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772015519052545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636146214381983,0.07278150113217262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361215546532928,0.0,0.4195161637134714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892953465674039,0.0,0.06570429143244808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420631829707452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482949191250595,0.058790159958088485,0.0,0.09014799633447412,0.0,0.13999682542284084,0.0,0.09023006424115157,0.25431757583739273,0.15215716782759325,0.0,0.0,0.04676902768624858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249466786175104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314582978751785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812600363362086,0.08040843929634825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31734730526510363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115277792462131,0.0625875606503484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785580126380475,0.2282065125644277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745161854312486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655768936114847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183597241251744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533147680330864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587156825367083,0.0,0.08038833660743548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04853856361329598,0.06532037999216489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058458610276526685,0.0,0.0,0.05299401583594026
lonely,throwaway937829,2019/09/20,"Being part of a group Seeing solid groups of friends being pictured in any kind of fictional work is just depressing. Everyone seems to have a group of friends or a best friend to do things with. I may go for a walk from time to time with one of the few acquittances I have (it's always me asking for it), but I never get invited to go anywhere with their groups. I thought people liked having me around, but now I can't help but doubt it. Thinking of all the things I'm missing out because of it is infuriating and saddening at the same time. Did I miss out the chance to be part of something like it or didn't I get it in the first place?",5.946525974025973,5.0359694318181845,6.3354978354978355,83.2268181818182,66.8030303030303,9.664069264069264,30.97835497835498,8.841846274778883,2.1511718614718616,503,16,110,7,7,163,79,132,0.128,0.716,0.156,0.233,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,3,11,0,1,9,0,13,0,0,0,2,21,25,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,4,0,2,3,1,10,7,25,18,6,16,0,3,1,0,10,7,0,5,8,82,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553888837374152,0.0,0.0,0.11894459901697105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557067226962872,0.16351696544792646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662333424553952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355694696146516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064947478158194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713372111767438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487781078562531,0.0,0.0,0.4054044184222971,0.0,0.1827662060851684,0.0,0.1988104351486681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723829000627516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214154454181772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090409611864366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349011492739741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852334450831273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37882033681584826,0.0,0.12126036800213907,0.0,0.18274341671551733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393803912501536,0.1592312285688856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465403815717875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324044752817317,0.11207507802865124,0.0,0.1388587701598714,0.3059737711089433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733635023262338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MoldyBreadFromThe90s,2019/09/20,"I'm glad this sub exists Knowing that there are lonely people just like me, makes me feel a little less lonely. If anyone needs someone to talk to, I'm here for a bit. You will to use the DM system since my account isn't as moldy as me.",4.062941176470588,3.6723478431372594,5.153725490196081,88.39176470588238,70.56862745098039,6.8000000000000025,22.882352941176467,3.1291,0.10151764705882327,184,3,41,0,3,61,42,51,0.095,0.8,0.105,0.128,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,10,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,6,9,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25113797244668223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921174264343476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160566673160453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738883339865815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547089240132666,0.3599797693902681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397468139808301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663178378337586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24900122898724925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29710671899427105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043211002038484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886848928164107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31020503711442204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cosmicatss,2019/09/20,I dunno I’m just kind of in a rut. I have a fantastic s/o but that’s about the only thing going well for me but we have a few issues. I feel like I keep telling myself things will get better and then they get worse. Every step feels like three steps backwards. I just don’t know what I’m doing with my life anymore.,-0.8044927536231867,1.302932608695656,1.2521739130434817,99.74028985507248,92.47826086956522,3.646376811594204,13.46376811594203,5.033348758259628,-1.3095101449275357,246,4,58,1,9,81,55,69,0.06,0.72,0.22,0.8793,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,1,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,12,14,4,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,2,10,5,5,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24319946554002275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168835102952777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661447357825669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479884583601754,0.35038068916374066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256242157697105,0.0,0.1393682562176061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559534612557292,0.0,0.2179691828417801,0.0,0.2553663687581806,0.1347704434916954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732112076749005,0.23961122401538154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650631882427274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433936193243816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258360803140133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048868314382972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499074441838114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Explosion4284,2019/09/20,Sick of feeling alone It's actually making me really angry at this point. I just don't want to be alone anymore.,0.8337681159420285,3.3480981739130438,3.8173913043478263,81.34898550724641,89.0,6.544927536231885,20.71014492753623,7.793537801064563,1.3642579710144926,90,3,17,2,3,32,22,23,0.439,0.507,0.054000000000000006,-0.863,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.3331580591590577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7071768029002331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385779845350548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262256772049914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22788777121885634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227342285643309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21871017727389136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136711339652205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Prob4blySleeping,2019/09/20,"17/trans looking to befriend people who don't like thots I feel as if boy thots are poisoning the lgbt's rep, and everywhere I go I find normies so I'm here in hopes of finding some friends who are more dank and come pre-installed with anti thot protection lol",3.8572641509433967,5.263716566037736,4.049198113207549,89.63153301886793,72.01886792452831,7.564150943396226,30.23113207547169,8.07648339933343,1.923418867924528,210,9,44,3,4,65,46,53,0.147,0.698,0.156,0.1255,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,10,9,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,5,9,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110371488047705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257213476255785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6600384004446525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27896834724450914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052092280748632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586324150285332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640471242424127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032149933589052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25032636234798256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,musimation,2019/09/20,"At a bench in a park, alone. So college recently started a week ago, i was so excited to meet new people! But every one elese expect me seemed to click immediately and I m still here with no one to talk to. Listen I truly don't wanna shame anyone but it seems like life is fucking with me I was just sitting here and tons of people passing by talking to each other... God makes me feel like I m missing something or im from another planet...",1.520333333333333,3.6492334777777806,3.781111111111112,85.76500000000001,80.8888888888889,5.777777777777778,23.333333333333336,6.937597516519254,0.9156666666666672,343,12,68,4,9,118,66,90,0.065,0.7659999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.8529,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,1,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,15,12,7,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,2,3,8,3,13,10,2,10,0,1,1,1,4,2,1,3,8,46,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570798964270355,0.0,0.0,0.21697750969468274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967769194782666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648638777990555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651172126534487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592885600174226,0.1496659393491253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367820624959972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262945857858298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797515333583713,0.2047010011108051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398420335230222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023351853617055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839235316982643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904800913357945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068547283626459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814395633154004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612823626839928,0.0,0.0,0.14828428411124334,0.0,0.16730596173890672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33677429775605305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804724980143618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,baeryani,2019/09/20,I’ve never felt more alone It’s been 3 weeks since university has started for me and I’ve barely made any friends. All the other students have made friends. I guess my social situation from high school plays a huge role (I was the third wheel and I lost all my friends senior year). It’s really hard to talk to people and they intimidate me. I’ve been eating much and spending time alone in the student lounges. I crave attention but at the same time I don’t want to be left alone l.,1.9735714285714248,4.279500438775513,2.9217959183673483,91.56963265306123,80.3265306122449,5.960816326530613,22.044897959183675,7.1686216300943375,0.6028457142857144,385,12,82,5,10,122,69,98,0.047,0.7859999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.81,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,2,3,15,14,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,7,2,10,4,7,6,5,12,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,7,44,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5143331657024438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112569510127842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693836815527313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893960692340012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836759059480229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235551965792304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828688999304626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489686834687354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985431567729604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070106098286376,0.0,0.0,0.3132665326949465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168730812089085,0.0,0.1276708351195286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476116054647445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604599150432732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753030763185267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693230357382613,0.18606833133282813,0.0,0.16874213668856367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171665600706348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305080246628972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304963717205192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976368610856028,0.0,0.1327822318229881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065991446257918
lonely,JUdoubleM,2019/09/20,The weekend *sigh* the weekend. Every loners nightmare. Another Saturday night full of emptiness and despair....maybe some whiskey to wash it down,4.172422360248452,5.1049180434782615,3.134906832298139,78.43913043478263,129.43478260869566,4.792546583850932,38.06832298136647,6.1826913282559595,3.8778496894409935,117,8,14,2,7,34,21,23,0.19399999999999998,0.8059999999999999,0.0,-0.5859,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5451817184600161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43805523753695896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5223297766564989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487909937530887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Septunic,2019/09/20,Successful? i want to get into the world leave home move on i am lonely here!!!,-1.1008333333333304,0.7010222500000012,1.2399999999999984,95.67166666666668,107.75,4.633333333333333,11.583333333333332,6.42735559955562,-0.6201416666666666,60,1,13,1,3,20,15,16,0.188,0.508,0.304,0.5067,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653121584235137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5093794277329996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.537702316868346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5397265324105599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995221959079896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,akjiakji,2019/09/20,"Venting Hey guys I just want to write my thoughts and organise them.

I am naturally a very quiet kid. I found it hard to socialise with other people. For the last 5 years I went to school, came back and went on my phone. I barely talked to anybody including my parents. Now because of this I have become extremely socially awkward.
Due to me staying in my room all the time, I haven't matured and my life was a mess. Right now I understand there is a problem and I'm gonna change. I started by making my bed. I have made my bed for the last three days. Hopefully I can do it everyday. I'm attempting to eat better and go for a run everyday. This has been hard but I did run for the last three days. I am too skinny and also attempting to get better. 

Ever since I stopped going on YouTube as much my mind is not distracted and I am having more and more suicidal and negative thoughts. I am slowly learning to deal with it. But don't get me wrong it's been a challenge. Yesterday I cried in the bathroom. This has been the first time I cried in a long time. Youtube was my safe space that blocked out everything. It blocked away the sadness and but stopped my growth as a person. 

I started college now and I have skipped a few classes. It's very early in the college year and I'm forming bad habits. I will change this about myself. 

I still sometimes feel the world is laughing at me and my mistakes but now I'm starting to feel the world and everyone in it is indifferent towards me. I wasn't able to run infront of other people but now I'm changing that. Running infront of other people doesn't seem like a big deal but for someone as like me it was a big achievement. 

From now on I'm gonna take more chances i.e start conversations first. I have done this twice and I haven't regretted it. However my body just freezes sometimes. It's something that needs a lot of improvement.

I also want to stay in the moment a lot more. I have trouble with concentration and paying attention. This will need to be improved but I don't know how. People have laughed at me about how oblivios I was. I am very self conscious about this and will improve. However I want to improve for myself not for other people. I will also take less things seriously. When people said something I hurt me emotionally but everyone gets this. 

I wanted to ask myself whay I truly desired. I think I want close friends to share things with. Currently I have some acquantices but no real friends. Due to my lack of social skills I'm finding it hard to interact with people. I feel like I'm truly lonely and I'm not good with dealing with it. I'm attempting to go out and meet people I'll tell you how it goes with u get around to doing it. 

Why am I writing this? I am writing this is as an attempt to try new things I don't really post anything. So I'm curious to see how I feel after I attempt this. 

Also this post is very long and I haven't written anything this long is a while. They are my thoughts they aren't interesting but hey at least they're mine.",1.5607306092488358,3.967616373770493,3.0105823342304885,89.6942830927331,82.80327868852459,5.936873011989236,25.170051382432103,7.258068376089391,1.2466620993393684,2388,98,484,35,67,778,255,610,0.13699999999999998,0.7340000000000001,0.129,-0.3905,5,3,2,0,0,0,53.0,0,1,3,12,27,28,0,2,25,0,51,4,2,6,2,98,106,45,1,13,15,1,8,3,2,6,1,2,3,4,37,33,2,5,16,0,1,11,14,13,0,5,20,11,74,15,68,79,14,82,0,4,1,0,30,25,0,5,45,333,111,8,0.0654760923137092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094448294696506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776249009911502,0.05828760389689526,0.06121130769055939,0.0,0.06151694406988808,0.05034707339126378,0.05466980214374414,0.03991361814732015,0.07231319976517797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581656558654478,0.0,0.07272917803212105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488720657686357,0.0,0.0,0.2077950715436664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384482577234964,0.08445332568074745,0.20250892838960588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700477525062246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669983885612904,0.0,0.07365179101183109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922687407477863,0.0,0.12513042424408374,0.05884568984875733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242671844104112,0.0467761334316557,0.0,0.0,0.05984396217530333,0.11138786134712757,0.0,0.07179115565427698,0.1011733330022044,0.0,0.13683422323145,0.0,0.1116347164770613,0.05491823974058045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483162552714139,0.0,0.0,0.1759611536936612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503253345668003,0.0,0.0,0.07009351103057733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035983947987869504,0.1601152626399044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0462477003592687,0.09596493413792027,0.0,0.0,0.17383284385550055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133086447579348,0.0,0.061955061692912435,0.04370580004959015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611218810106123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813246162631568,0.0970993856121243,0.0,0.06323721796393643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270345194126261,0.0,0.0,0.3631430256116472,0.05717119827771769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254159943458224,0.0,0.0,0.06265177760480149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452612759386773,0.04194566134732626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591622508061731,0.0622827576646075,0.0,0.0,0.06626530102321057,0.052175968355777085,0.059606975332353485,0.06830584408832911,0.0,0.0,0.0541625001731688,0.0,0.0,0.13348926103018055,0.0554776805394552,0.10081338947107908,0.12951505903520746,0.0,0.1853772605729641,0.1395776050702435,0.0522892919006446,0.10948188999919536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162021779138597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845974563935997,0.0526272028114637,0.05722899065777176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049821900281738,0.04195443614589302,0.0,0.15594211063980473,0.11453890791873073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0444539687174299,0.0,0.0,0.06816292123698862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21609853347969551,0.19309747836840746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139398710341393,0.05908198915844461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158782833587123,0.0,0.08432891346403522
lonely,dark_reunion5,2019/09/20,"Introvert cause no place to go The only place I go is to college and then I am at my home. All my classmates are busy with there own life and they hangout with other friends, whereas for me I have no place to socialise nor hang out. I lack social skills which makes it very hard to connect with people and no body from my whatsoever reason most of the time dont even talk to me. So since I have no place to hangout or go I dont have any chance to become more outgoing. Well y'all might say that you cam go to some places alone but I dont even no places where people go to socialise. Realizing these things just makes my mood go worse day by day. Also thinking about these things and people not approaching me just affects me so much. Also seeing people's story of them hanging out makes it even worse.",5.068773006134967,5.2901934539877296,5.1731349693251545,87.00583742331291,68.4478527607362,7.7469938650306736,26.729447852760728,7.1686216300943375,1.108396809815951,635,17,134,5,10,199,98,163,0.131,0.8270000000000001,0.042,-0.9144,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,2,1,13,3,0,0,2,0,10,2,1,6,1,27,21,12,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,9,9,0,0,3,2,0,9,10,0,1,0,0,3,19,2,21,20,7,23,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,4,4,94,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051022737938094,0.0,0.15521505352782058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599450208591419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717951071641517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107796055790681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969281478265073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517308256625306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412110208902797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229359504114035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497737870774553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309203390205621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693401490195704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734489464161326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854634993835138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433656427855692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295030495894814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133986192613953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738077377754746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691174773867316,0.0,0.6083535139194624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977929108152414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717475066045988,0.0,0.0,0.07733297347768919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027732539272038,0.0,0.0,0.09892601716955267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800177375669674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894589376494256,0.06218305859928545,0.0,0.0,0.05658821233461556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007298515381782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725586891923337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977960127542583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SillyNila,2019/09/20,"I fade When I go to an event usually people don't notice me. I'm often alone and without someone to introduce me. 😟

I feel like it's unfair to have to start every conversation. It's tough. Often I end up feeling even more lonely.🤷 I have to work hard to keep a conversation going. People ghost me. Or maybe more accurately, they forget about me. They see something or someone more interesting and move on. 

Maybe I am being selfish and attention needy. 😩
It stings.

(I'm an ambivert👽: I love to have extroverted fun with people but I recharge my emotional batteries with alone time)",1.1086621551275364,3.735723,3.3970432066631986,82.54664237376367,93.3362831858407,6.198646538261322,22.576262363352427,7.510576382923642,1.5839988547631445,461,18,84,10,17,157,74,113,0.145,0.747,0.109,-0.2108,0,4,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,16,16,7,1,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,4,15,4,13,15,3,12,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,4,8,53,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699008854371054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008734890771939,0.15816495762965005,0.0,0.0,0.11794748475548965,0.0,0.15045762594923606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058635516427596,0.12757442825046458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297723194346987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599686416261816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872617833836214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872430069679755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611714307540528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588063395849752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979757798199126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330947858009024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714054620389816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230161501330796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026130146402058,0.13747620397649746,0.0,0.0,0.1263967128812991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412885530975978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667576965389805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214048423021305,0.0,0.1300051472483046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gloomy_Painter,2019/09/20,"my ex doesnt miss me i guess been 3 months, i miss him but if he miss me he will message right? how he moved on  so fast.",-3.1877586206896567,-1.6339946896551716,-0.5556034482758605,111.95900862068967,99.34482758620688,2.9000000000000004,10.698275862068963,3.1291,-2.3728,90,1,28,0,4,30,23,29,0.0,0.843,0.157,0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,7,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,5,0,5,0,3,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5719598360349734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144222986154439,0.5518298456515045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433959018996171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheLonelyboi717,2019/09/20,"Fuck I really just wish I i wasn't so God damn lonely. I wish I had at least someone for a friend that I actually know IRL, but know. And of course when it comes to relationships in all that shit, I did have but I fucked it up miserably and now we don't even talk anymore. Go fucking damnit I am so stupid. I don't want any messages or anything if anyone sees this, I just wanted to rant somewhere.",0.1521428571428558,2.3763508809523834,2.155047619047618,94.57328571428572,87.80952380952381,5.2647619047619045,19.114285714285714,6.742157984588678,0.07662285714285755,310,9,71,4,10,103,62,84,0.36200000000000004,0.5579999999999999,0.079,-0.9847,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,7,9,6,1,1,0,7,4,1,0,1,17,19,9,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,8,0,0,3,1,12,1,7,16,2,7,0,2,1,3,5,3,5,2,2,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.19190015692078027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372743612446913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502205207402404,0.13750090816020447,0.0,0.16182461237062576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939490644993474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988420062897532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192981695455848,0.5453939370156102,0.0,0.0,0.11175963426228408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614528132547534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597779397854425,0.0,0.0,0.21112644186413426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670305774244545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20185642575748486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661927801151422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580582758858383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23197626230034155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522711687450448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lickmydonut124,2019/09/20,I want to stop being angry in simple terms I want to stop being angry and I dont know how I come from a backround of  getting into fights and getting jumped and what not and I've decided I want to make peace with myself and everyone and everything but I dont know how to I've got a hell of a load on my back I carry and alot of scars to come with it but I just need someone to tell me how I can patch these holes in my heart silence these angry thoughts of how everyone is out to screw you over,6.27908256880734,3.826036724770642,7.093651376146791,83.03277064220184,67.07339449541284,10.187889908256881,30.974311926605505,8.238735603445708,1.93996,389,10,91,4,5,131,61,109,0.201,0.747,0.053,-0.9524,0,0,0,0,1,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,3,0,4,0,6,2,1,5,0,33,19,13,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,0,14,0,20,15,2,13,1,0,0,1,3,6,2,1,4,64,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482792761369511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33222293965332883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520056115129668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36852685726995743,0.17330890768453944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149810311558292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422887214110875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22851204338857606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195566696501705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871978365010733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298573523845365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633896422979542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224397031586527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854749913338954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309054878087433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412196863221009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yazminnie,2019/09/20,Another weekend without anyone to see or anything to do It gets really freaking old being alone all the time.,4.529499999999999,7.40580495,6.0100000000000025,69.785,74.5,8.0,35.0,8.841846274778883,4.012500000000001,89,5,12,2,2,30,19,20,0.221,0.779,0.0,-0.624,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907040258401569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39556615223422403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637730588618421,0.0,0.31043411694705986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709089506897395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958470394292983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416678443146812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30060924998087835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199700761871672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636432506472271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mildspicyplease,2019/09/20,"I feel lonely, I need some one to talk to. So my crush just unfollowed me on all her social media, and pretty sure blocked my phone number too, because she hasn’t responded to 5 of my text. Now I’m just sad because she never told me anything that would lead to her unfollowing and blocking me. I just want to move on, I don’t want to think about her as a crush anymore, and I want to know what made her not like me back. This is my first time getting rejected like this, I never told her I had a crush on her, we were just talking like friends, but then I think she was creeped out that texted her all the time. But I’m trying to not jump to conclusions.",7.45148418491484,4.706061897810219,7.354416058394161,83.00369221411196,65.05839416058393,10.593187347931872,33.78223844282238,8.344100000000001,2.276382968369829,508,15,117,5,6,163,80,137,0.138,0.784,0.078,-0.708,1,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,3,9,8,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,5,33,21,8,0,5,8,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,5,0,0,3,6,3,0,2,6,1,27,5,16,14,3,15,0,3,0,0,19,4,0,1,11,81,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818276248250996,0.0,0.0,0.15087619370564745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409799419168237,0.0,0.22352916223630484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927040531679299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559520063948952,0.0,0.0,0.14165084134420833,0.0,0.09578948459172434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076086961090604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687173241565892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348418508940822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486527367342896,0.0,0.1359469858096248,0.2828118356577056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423839533275716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865263949553309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689575181762294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279921077536015,0.0,0.0,0.2947293455548685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349584026477857,0.0,0.0,0.2138183016135488,0.0,0.0,0.35038540979066085,0.0,0.12447829646525263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244224871595446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024206136311656,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,deano_ue,2019/09/20,"I think I'm about done I'm just tired of fighting it. I'm not suicidal or anything I'm just tired of it and the expectations I always overthink and worry

I'm 37 single live on my own and just tired of being the extra one. My social circle is small there is 4 of us My best mate just got married my other friend is talking kids and the last one just got engaged. Dating is a no go I do get dates just never really click

My job is stressful but it's work so I need it and no matter what I do with my art I get no where. Not boasting I'm damn good but it never matters. 

I just see people who do nothing as nasty nasty pieces of shit succeed and get away it all.

The worst part is if I say something i feel like on of the assholes you see who blame everyone else for there problems the incels and the nice guys. I hate them and never understood that logic. If a girl doesn't lien you move on and try again

I'm just tired of constantly swimming and the tide keeping me in place.

I probably delete this soon as feel this is a bad idea.",0.040271493212667764,2.215713321266968,2.0345022624434392,95.61564479638012,87.73303167420816,4.666968325791856,18.45475113122172,6.093298490706669,-0.2427140271493217,808,22,182,7,26,268,125,221,0.217,0.645,0.138,-0.9653,1,0,1,0,2,0,10.0,1,2,1,3,15,15,4,1,11,0,13,5,1,0,4,42,35,18,1,5,15,0,2,1,2,0,4,1,0,3,13,11,0,1,6,2,0,3,9,8,0,2,4,6,22,7,17,30,8,20,0,0,3,0,15,8,2,3,10,123,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982063410061054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097124603889035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108884700002096,0.0,0.09854603161117324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386006467938382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754320782744658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078065844441667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859482942434286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277804436400404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935407729610838,0.0843171576089539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118590228320303,0.0,0.1849897360054718,0.0,0.06707638627706104,0.09899385725368906,0.18879091432729844,0.0,0.0,0.11686340846456683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652535501248325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323597592245848,0.0,0.0,0.1171217037710135,0.10490613502376303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962062120513752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057661103950674114,0.0,0.10421832881696146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254420068031698,0.0,0.08751411884387855,0.2730847077867133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324827007843367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995372945376352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780968575852156,0.0,0.08182374610394832,0.0,0.1233111129205442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725102380509928,0.11293408452632316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560990358473771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938582995797407,0.0,0.0,0.18810145364758202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115107280004113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031172988923683,0.0,0.09086149095185003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519735743198305,0.0,0.0,0.1291003071112572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486410757862207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756257207551505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5426099776701477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013129798698647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196966760763902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592368110786057,0.1198602218013947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Thuggets8,2019/09/20,"Anyone feel like an old soul? There is a strange feeling of isolation that I’ve had my whole life (m20 in college) and I am curious if anyone else feels or has felt the same. 

To set the groundwork, music means more to me than almost anything ( I am a musician), and the music I listen to is almost strictly pre 1980. It’s not that I have some weird mental block about music from certain eras, but that is just the music I’ve landed on after exploring every genre through my childhood. A lot of deep cut artists and musicians ranging from blues, country, Soul, southern rock etc. all dating from 1950-1980 are basically my biggest life influence.

Anyways music is me and I am music so when I see or hang with kids my own age and they are listening to new stuff that makes no sense to me,  I feel like I’m immediately separated from them and have no chance of ever connecting with them (because music means so much to me and because I despise modern music for the most part). 

Since 99.99/100 kids don’t listen to the music I love, I feel a strange disconnect from my generation. Feels like I’m Dennis Rodman in a southern Catholic Church. 

Anyways, it’s really affected my social and dating life because I feel like I can’t even talk to kids my own age because I have no clue what modern culture is. I’m really an old soul with other things, old cars, old motorcycles, no social media (except reddit). 

I really hit it off with people that are my parents age and have great relationships with older work colleagues and bosses. I’ve kinda lost connection to my own generation. 

Anyways sorry for the long thread, I am just curious if any of you feel distant because your personality and interests seems to have no place in modern culture. Not really complaining because I enjoy music more than I enjoy someone’s attention but just curious if anyone has that same empty/ lonely when surrounded by people your own age.",8.468497999384425,7.5300603573407185,8.640530932594643,68.83539781471224,61.770083102493075,11.23551862111419,36.3990458602647,10.380263240014207,3.806405232379194,1523,59,259,29,18,502,178,361,0.099,0.77,0.13,0.9506,1,3,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,3,3,2,14,16,2,0,14,0,22,4,0,4,3,59,45,22,0,3,13,1,9,4,0,0,3,4,0,4,13,16,0,1,14,2,0,3,9,6,0,0,3,15,36,10,38,41,16,36,4,2,2,1,22,10,0,12,26,177,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434867505365926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259685712255293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19308957724234752,0.09431565184541192,0.0757489445176244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366753433880232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768955956033747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265959128846673,0.0607978660540647,0.08326409670222676,0.07755572412788114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723441853882651,0.2630408954213712,0.08838201262846279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148496455325416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950519787744251,0.17988306110261273,0.0,0.0,0.08146096372024668,0.0,0.0,0.1004829681091452,0.0782572439493517,0.08307832150079651,0.0,0.06144379588871394,0.0,0.0,0.20053791157335407,0.0,0.0,0.09276430590885046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766701775126135,0.0,0.0,0.08890203837334079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863621140882438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221014273655317,0.0996807030111374,0.0,0.12763114917685453,0.08037412502925274,0.09617219815585107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358772200776955,0.0,0.0,0.09882677855171997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335158139905569,0.08379846202813256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614434701313343,0.0,0.0,0.18766586811744185,0.07799329323746193,0.0,0.0,0.10304194589652543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537472321358883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398594932646363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115363729872578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277004614653153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701317578010921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shangrila-angel,2019/09/20,I honestly feel embarrassed and humiliated to exist I hate my face. I hate My body. I despise My voice. The embarrassing way I move and express myself. I hate all the problems I have that make me a burden to others. I actually feel embarrassed and humiliated to just exist. It’s a sad hopeless feeling that makes me cry.,2.53927400468384,5.287248360655738,5.4118501170960185,71.78344262295084,81.78688524590163,8.075878220140515,28.386416861826696,8.841846274778883,2.9953072599531616,254,12,44,7,7,91,38,61,0.514,0.429,0.057,-0.9874,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,12,4,3,4,0,1,2,2,2,1,11,9,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,0,4,14,1,3,9,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,31,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.22432617779228195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25534082599119856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252508399112184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34869720019837125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6808659740072239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068885249972089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443222024777675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199606413310697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824651632414415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ashlepinkk,2019/09/20,"Hey... I really would like to have a friend who also has various things in common to bond with... it makes it easier to conversate and feels right when the person isnt complete a opposite..
If you want to make a friend or just chat heres a small pinch about me...
I like art, dancing, photography, fashion, videogames, and cats. I also like memes and endless amounts of youtube browsing on late nights. Ive always been called weird and I am okay with that, so if youre alittle weird too thats awesome...
I look forward to making a friend or two even...",3.3877568134171923,5.3174130377358475,3.8089937106918255,88.73149895178196,74.28301886792453,6.975262054507338,25.928721174004195,7.793537801064563,1.3718859538784067,426,15,86,6,9,133,78,106,0.031,0.748,0.221,0.9614,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,0,9,9,0,0,6,1,7,0,0,3,0,17,13,12,0,4,5,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,2,9,7,11,11,2,10,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,4,8,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223175277285297,0.16768420942491585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057786555973385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129420292157208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331047789136901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018966488721639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670910995687925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227327982183178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953635131341134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922950345763382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035567396450615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891167325478817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175963086153165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291015099168865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210049513786782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338836689625999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685978008577948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886414574361592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431569509810319,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheJagerMain,2019/09/20,"So fucking useless Besides go to work, and school. I do absolutely fucking nothing, I just sit in my room, waiting for someone to go online on Steam or Discord, and I'm so fucking desperate to talk, that I'll say ""Hi"" the exact second they showed up that they were online.

I can't do anything that I actually want anymore, I  used to be addicted to videogames, which was much better than how I am now. But now a days, I have no interest to do the things I actually want to. I won't do anything, unless I'm doing it with someone else.

And my family does these little passive aggressive fucking, comments about me, and how fucking lazy I am, or how much of a useless waste of a fucking kid I was, and still am.

And I can't get a girlfriend, it's like, everyone fucking hates me. Feels so nice for all this shit, for me to just have, YouTube, just fucking YouTube is there for me all the time, and not an actual person I can vent to, or who can ask me how I day was, or offer a fucking hug.

It really doesn't feel good, at all.",2.44261344537815,3.8954754238095255,4.28669467787115,86.33105042016804,75.71428571428572,7.036414565826331,28.54341736694677,7.724431198458867,1.7190308123249296,789,34,166,11,17,268,115,210,0.147,0.763,0.091,-0.919,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,2,15,20,12,0,9,0,22,12,1,5,4,32,44,20,0,2,10,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,1,2,11,8,0,1,2,1,0,2,6,14,0,1,4,3,23,6,23,38,5,15,0,2,0,10,12,6,10,4,7,122,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.27996899285773563,0.10425295191178682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484120697680176,0.0,0.0,0.157393908971461,0.0,0.08940297298077299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457869693132478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334940518084665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368817241105388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798882311283418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138043573844327,0.0,0.0,0.09015330060582867,0.0,0.09670878451550227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7956918519874383,0.049963751894705616,0.0,0.10869969310647756,0.0802115505928976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441676148638856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04672094496660769,0.09584834706549704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060098790992734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176144456797496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350213853852237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061264282198532985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605037276212567,0.0,0.09678464879218042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816483239339764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205729828150128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637180657223692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686534675573685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353362468324496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576376476969607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259530836738271,0.0,0.0,0.11281241517334008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696212056536904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pollyppocket888,2019/09/20,"I find random live radio chats every night so I can fall asleep. Quick connection, no commitment, feels good. https://kpiss.fm/show/you-hate-to-hear-it/
tonight, another tomorrow. Ttyl",11.988750000000005,17.242020375000006,6.416666666666668,59.74500000000001,74.41666666666667,10.733333333333334,31.0,9.516144504307137,5.22195,155,6,16,5,4,40,23,24,0.08199999999999999,0.7120000000000001,0.20600000000000002,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826511754356684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30746143143382343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845148722303997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335309117231691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060781723852249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360283644745354,0.0,0.0,0.4112921542515815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222316666739365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424533596436617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xXEponymousXx,2019/09/20,"Just Another Lonely Person Sooo, not sure what to say.

I guess I'll start with the biggest things I guess...

I have:
Complex PTSD
Generalized Anxiety Disorder
Severe Major Depressive Disorder
Avoidant Personality Disorder
Borderline Personality Disorder

I'm in therapy, see a psychologist somewhat regularly, and have been formerly diagnosed by a licensed professional. (I just seem to get those questions a lot.) My mental illness seems to be my biggest challenge in cultivating and maintaining friendships.

So, with that out of the way, if you're not entirely freaked out, DM me or comment?",8.036829896907214,10.976411896907218,8.724317010309283,54.109568298969094,64.05154639175258,13.097422680412373,45.11469072164947,12.161744961471696,7.330650515463918,482,32,62,20,8,161,73,97,0.235,0.708,0.057,-0.9506,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,23,12,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,7,2,11,10,3,9,0,2,1,0,6,6,0,9,2,43,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763157684674064,0.10770468408007547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126303070386962,0.14289984092751934,0.0,0.0,0.645434461228478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355745545169701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101941876263219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196954228362205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188415358780784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687996559153304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457707515754155,0.0,0.15771807482085154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196260677789058,0.0,0.0,0.11219215127161594,0.2563415688897485,0.0,0.1590536881569951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965255229526064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269379517879862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610067104530784,0.0,0.09353524485453704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175329524783936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EmKats,2019/09/20,Discords? After my break up in June I've been lonely. It was a 2 year long long distance one. I miss talking to people on discord. So I guess if you have a discord or want to chat on discord let me know. I perfer group settings at first because I'm shy one on one. So I'd love to join a friend group if anyone has one or wants to make one.,0.31794285714285664,1.8995980133333359,2.433904761904764,96.696,82.2,4.285714285714286,21.38095238095238,3.1291,-0.4033047619047623,261,8,62,0,7,88,52,75,0.177,0.684,0.139,-0.2551,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,9,13,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,6,2,11,10,0,14,0,2,0,1,7,6,0,5,6,38,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409367013535418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562248715261393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528879653793264,0.0,0.0,0.15921440244211355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22701679707474676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325440422669295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107274609564136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647429157861024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599233202592413,0.0,0.1375578451685164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6982147682838582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286768585186324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656367028581444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24309883815597996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270668433426558
lonely,dudz4,2019/09/20,"I can’t talk to people for shit I try to talk to people in my sport, school, or anywhere in general but I just can’t. When I try I always feel so stupid and awkward. I have no one to talk to and the rest of my friends are with other people and I just can’t find a way to not feel lonely. I just had to type this, thanks for reading.",0.7712000000000003,1.7453089866666684,2.8156666666666688,97.1395,79.13333333333333,5.533333333333334,19.166666666666668,5.46131890053228,-0.4963333333333333,254,5,65,1,6,86,45,75,0.166,0.693,0.141,-0.2657,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,1,2,0,6,1,1,0,0,14,9,7,0,0,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,2,10,2,13,8,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,1,1,47,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538170788699151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253017724288599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362885837519792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212939742277514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509703713897099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463370052576905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22285339230394466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254785128985623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22869391688889615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372179667809927,0.0,0.2051179545043928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025237825550487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768427936678198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,secretpepper,2019/09/20,"I went to a concert alone. Yup. I just started college about 3 weeks ago and don’t have any close friends here.  I decided to go anyways because an artist I really liked was performing at my school for free. The artist and the music were really cool but during all the openers and stuff I just felt really stressed out and bad about myself for not having friends or the social skills to make any new ones there and just sticking out like a sore thumb for all the wrong reasons. I don’t know, I just wanted to share this even though its pointless.",5.316969292389854,6.1126948224299085,4.928437917222965,86.95364485981312,68.06542056074767,7.983444592790388,28.369826435247003,7.957251820313856,1.6232013351134853,434,14,87,5,7,132,74,107,0.145,0.701,0.154,-0.2374,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,11,10,0,1,8,2,6,1,0,2,2,24,13,8,0,1,7,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,4,3,1,2,3,3,0,1,4,3,9,8,12,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,58,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421692939093048,0.0,0.0,0.2035515841759244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26730186164607045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409899623495405,0.1198062626394556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980989403783294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870497336121775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036857961869597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169569671322778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801081243817673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203470957489352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118902276115246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898152834957796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317759233048582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37771716671349975,0.20207130455424127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19890449492618564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003432689000964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391088918925689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22513083769566308,0.0,0.22498621320784729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309520505010014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159217744832551,0.0,0.1576489838122974,0.0,0.0,0.1821904474818801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488079912323105,0.0,0.0
lonely,Arctrooper_Rob,2019/09/20,"This message is for you [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F109TZt3nRc](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F109TZt3nRc)

🌴

Take care & I will be back to chat with you later!

\-Rob",17.934833333333334,24.74196415,5.300000000000002,68.93833333333333,57.5,4.666666666666667,16.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.2753333333333332,153,2,17,1,3,31,19,20,0.0,0.815,0.185,0.593,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5902136666111567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41886299299277396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5553875411420487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095684313893576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DemonViture,2019/09/20,"Am I leader or do I not have a best friend? I feel pretty lonely sometimes. As a high schooler, I have a good chunk friends I look after and hang with, but now I realize I have no best friend. I don't have someone to watch my back. Someone who I can sleepover with. Just me and only me... Or maybe because people look up to me that they see me as bit of leader or central figure. I been reflecting on this and questioning this...Idk....",1.0843320848938802,3.1410500674157333,2.8509363295880163,92.2359800249688,82.03370786516854,5.303870162297129,22.24843945068665,6.42735559955562,0.42505143570536896,332,11,71,3,9,110,58,89,0.20600000000000002,0.725,0.069,-0.9009999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,3,7,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,16,13,9,0,0,6,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,5,16,6,10,12,3,7,0,1,4,0,6,3,0,4,3,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517629928254671,0.0,0.12031305369938865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142488503654061,0.0,0.21547357904441566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997946542219234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574556208426931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554202384250608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20852900652015546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314770400916663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828161745079648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010645027874464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682938420826313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079313095523446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210961404516948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727589664851488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344567326983435,0.0,0.19520094864700488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ichoke_egirls_v5,2019/09/20,"pleas hmu hey so im just really tired and i just want friends to talk to.

instagram: a.ducc.ndrew.v5

thanks(!)",0.7251666666666665,0.9003638500000051,1.6400000000000006,89.24166666666667,135.5,7.333333333333332,18.33333333333333,7.1686216300943375,1.7508333333333332,87,3,17,3,6,27,17,20,0.14,0.655,0.205,0.1278,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33444074594532386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675829094365129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773129609136052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34793122738969723,0.0,0.3985362334287207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975299940712649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553228713114913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,golddigger3rd,2019/09/20,"hi everyone Г: So I came on here because I was feeling very lonely (obviously) and I feel like I have no one to talk to. I am terrible at making friends. so I came here to feel better and to not feel so alone knowing theres a community of people that are going through the same thing. But it honestly made me feel worse. I hate that everyone here feels like they dont have anybody. I hope everyone here wont feel alone anymore one day. it sucks and i dont want anyone to go through it anymore.

(writing this actually made me feel a little better for some reason. everyone who is on this but hasnt posted anything, i suggest you should. get your thoughts down. ull feel a bit better)",2.2322964626614272,4.353105817518252,3.8513868613138698,86.22021336327906,78.4160583941606,6.843121841661987,26.59685569904548,7.882392219407189,1.6631621560920835,535,22,108,9,13,178,85,137,0.136,0.768,0.096,-0.531,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,3,8,12,2,0,4,0,11,0,0,4,1,30,34,8,0,3,3,0,9,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,12,0,0,4,6,4,0,2,6,9,15,8,13,26,3,11,0,1,0,0,9,5,1,2,3,71,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.10526834387910823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344748633407374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139617681523076,0.0754272071276805,0.0,0.08877016682256687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575829007238093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28621431738849834,0.11776921687267244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24675561281443706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956906621687364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528523611155644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123085360967213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.490893802160088,0.15412877576320316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334229879376694,0.0,0.056359113510276636,0.0,0.1226132568112717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650210955130356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714208327097777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928409900104894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540245441253386,0.10811693812387918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414380391261674,0.07200596715884039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619487420226526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478545395143557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033123745568328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109112592900979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670411325279981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166593038866129,0.0,0.0,0.08563899592784391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900640125084751,0.06362620370785696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993165324862292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PathalogicalObject,2019/09/20,"i feel like im no longer a person anymore i was trying to make friends with someone from my school and was trying to talk about what im interested in

then it hit me that i don't know what my interests are anymore

i feel like ive lost all sense of personality and am now just some kind of shell filled with nothing but a heavy heart",3.2495774647887363,4.061507478873241,4.4071549295774695,88.75721126760563,72.80281690140845,7.370140845070423,25.46760563380281,7.554174236665415,0.9688174647887321,265,8,61,3,5,87,52,71,0.049,0.816,0.135,0.5647,0,0,0,0,1,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,1,1,12,12,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,8,6,9,8,2,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901374090784831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989099244341972,0.2810380646971021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519661610521905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330846631204888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249289632447935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048276982267906,0.10809849340634213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219059942403727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471595773864166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312955193263454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873427162206616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434931821344292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906596152655545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665913606853566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158096086011102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670861488520814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,redditsagrandoltime,2019/09/20,"I wanna go do something aaarggh I’m so broke... too broke to do anything. I struggled with isolation for the past 5 years (and have an extensive history of it as well, so that’s *definitely* not my only 5 years) but now that I’ve pushed past it and am ready to explore my limits, I have no money to do so. Today I slipped back into my old habits that I (for the most part unconsciously, but this time I caught myself) do, where I’ll look into other peoples windows not in a creepy way, but if they have a TV on I’ll wonder what they’re watching, try to see what the channel is, start to wonder if it’s a dvd or if they’re going old school right now and playing a VHS, then I’ll wonder about the people who acted in the movie, how long ago it was cast. I also do this thing where I’ll think of the nearby trains, there is one not far from my house. The one by my house is under a bridge. I think of the probability of being on the train, while a person who would be either one of the best friendships I could ever have, or one of the best lovers I could ever have, being on the top of the bridge, or vice versa with me being on the bridge, while simultaneously a person who would be one of the most amazing friends or romantic partners would be directly under my literal exact feet, unbeknownst to me. I think about the people on the highways, in the cars, and in their own houses on a typical day. Oh, how I wish I was omnipresent. I feel I am missing out on so much in life, being sheltered all the way and then isolating on top of it. I think about the ways I could fit into these peoples lives. I wonder where I was meant to be right now, because I’m so obviously out of alignment. When I watch videos online, I tend to notice the background more than the focal point of the subject they are talking about; this includes, yes, porn. I look at the rooms, the houses, I look at the outside. I cherish all that exists on this earth. It’s such a large world, despite what anybody says. I wonder if these places are now abandoned, or if a patch of grass or cement has been neglected. I think of how many times a particular spot was stepped in, I think of the things that were touched, how long ago, and the things that were not. It’s superb to me how magnificently vast this world is, and that I could never ever touch every spot of the earth, and meet all of the people, in my human lifetime. It makes me so depressed thinking about that. I have the greatest affinity for all that there is, and I want to give all that there is, the time of day. These are the things that I do when I am at the epitome of loneliness, and I am falling right. back. in.

This is my first time posting on r/lonely, so please be nice. I love you guys",4.191916466826537,4.629021688848923,5.0559952038369325,86.32183852917667,70.42086330935251,7.616626698641088,26.055955235811357,7.3871296695380915,1.10955931254996,2113,59,454,20,36,689,238,556,0.061,0.792,0.147,0.9951,0,3,1,0,0,0,73.0,0,1,3,7,39,18,0,1,46,1,50,5,1,6,11,83,81,44,0,15,19,0,3,0,3,3,1,1,2,5,39,17,0,3,15,5,1,9,6,7,1,6,9,10,51,11,71,56,15,92,0,6,6,3,19,44,0,18,35,345,90,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386468925714947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587213170383912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749409097180764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744589198186567,0.0,0.04258990657445586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664094454555465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231305287607401,0.0,0.0,0.0901160911388492,0.0,0.060175824568221424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959446554543286,0.05886545201108837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03532654910880582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942832081512416,0.0,0.0,0.053978604300992265,0.0,0.0,0.06702221341576345,0.07941336592897735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917871649920689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224657625417087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04934870174672276,0.0,0.0,0.061693307751122875,0.12365912392860537,0.17601052921931984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305715022920924,0.0,0.046636361905438316,0.07083355966152302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135984005000567,0.0,0.05388527178426363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954335500942729,0.14662605978807414,0.0,0.23671639070470446,0.05313654251988637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565849852498786,0.13339076121338322,0.24218281021404514,0.12200928437058628,0.07299551360012298,0.07669232241181867,0.06604632711135662,0.0,0.06691269458979998,0.0,0.07532779178450791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899656152868454,0.0,0.055560562395312985,0.0,0.07070852282271035,0.05567447204366039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378656506633652,0.0,0.0,0.04945179474640785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303952680465726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05615596267775763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566451630447806,0.3133729586903586,0.0,0.0,0.16295862962172047,0.0,0.0662251742213976,0.0,0.0,0.047434696788224914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04120901058440203,0.16637007958782699,0.0,0.0,0.06281828069356056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803429074812151,0.0,0.37883563124391534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889324963305633,0.0,0.0,0.08998333683261375
lonely,makoder24,2019/09/20,I just want to feel wanted Hey it's been a while since I last posted here and alot has happened the mother of my child hates my guts and she succeeded in reminding me of why I hate my own guts now my walls are up and they are higher than they ever been I feel lost confused and alone all the time but for some reason I get this unrelenting feeling of being wanted I just want to be wanted I want to feel useful I've had multiple thoughts of selfharm but when I attempt to do so I cry I don't want to die anymore I just want to be loved and noticed which all ties into me wanting to feel wanted I've been used in the past as a sexual tool and left by people I've held in the highest of pedestals now I'm sitting here typing to Reddit as if it's going to solve all my issues,2.727857142857143,3.505276071428572,4.3390476190476175,88.88928571428572,74.0,6.790476190476189,23.523809523809533,6.816661863887847,0.6297880952380948,612,16,136,5,12,206,97,168,0.085,0.762,0.153,0.8635,0,1,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,2,3,10,6,2,1,7,0,12,3,2,3,4,40,39,14,1,11,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,7,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,7,5,21,2,24,29,6,18,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,4,8,93,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684192395349972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145727289299485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452747952709765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710446332728792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078107324011012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096224100912769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398548945204273,0.0,0.06960248983465354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082997644307246,0.0,0.0,0.24182742356558334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782679979421133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982934782260842,0.0,0.0,0.13306394932178833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369040787522493,0.0,0.11053390336724836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394328396408571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691141652016818,0.08490523673874442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729234973268947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591949676648664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130840082790096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972274531895434,0.07141320751886264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154941460228466,0.0,0.0,0.7223594433365705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051007284073867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,1648958,2019/09/20,"My parents are angry at me because I have no friends I can’t stop crying. I feel like shit. I need to be distracted. If you’re bored, tell me a random whale fact or how you’re doing :(",0.17275000000000065,1.9669427750000041,2.4700000000000024,95.165,83.75,5.0,20.0,5.985473137389443,-0.1200000000000001,141,4,33,1,4,48,34,40,0.433,0.456,0.111,-0.9349,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,1,0,5,1,1,1,1,8,7,3,0,2,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,7,2,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,3,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290089173975688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016566453392232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184886982193192,0.2612251742142289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825054103493857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864136258905464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711297627847127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060184223452583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753412827933219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057053211776181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31960001731489285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mightii,2019/09/20,"It's my birthday today and I don't think I've ever felt more alone. I don't think I've fully gotten over being lied to by an ex for 8months but still missing her like anything as stupid as it sounds... But I just wish I meant something to someone, I want to feel cared about",3.188389830508473,3.719512881355936,3.9625000000000017,92.92476694915257,72.72881355932203,5.9,24.91949152542373,3.1291,0.19442033898305056,216,6,49,0,4,69,44,59,0.17,0.643,0.187,0.27399999999999997,0,1,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,13,5,0,2,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,7,2,9,9,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097058871501248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460769975021667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30488198876626776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704906193306335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119903610738772,0.0,0.2871166118459967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609142034754902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25336795842370075,0.2302086390750859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23880650754432886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832139242210221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834463812889995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763762053324249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438708414968472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xXAxiumXx,2019/09/20,"I wanted to share this with you all. These songs have helped me so much during hard times and maybe it might help you too This playlist always makes me feel safe. Even when i'm devastatingly alone. It may not be for everyone but perhaps it can help atleast one person.
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4kron9StwUkuQckttyJQpc?si=MYQe0wpIR7Oa9d3nb6fhEA",8.660619946091646,13.129855169811325,4.060970350404315,79.43301886792453,72.77358490566039,5.292722371967655,18.892183288409704,6.868970318607317,0.17811266846361207,296,6,45,3,7,75,46,53,0.087,0.759,0.154,0.6018,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,9,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,5,2,3,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28457051979464376,0.0,0.0,0.2286239559032021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814776788418772,0.0,0.0,0.26254682108482663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892789928359325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24613274144836175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5525014367788194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834057374185157,0.0,0.27603531265045045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914790122263218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198165022323208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861858104809977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23991153959721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021590457186372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620617189189093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kathayitvaa,2019/09/20,"I'm a creepy loser and I will be alone forever I'm 28 years old and there is absolutely no hope for me. I'm poor, ugly, creepy and gross. Girls literally run away when they see me. I've tried every conceivable way of getting to know people but everything failed miserably. The stuff that interests me is boring or even repulsive to almost all other people. 

I'm now still leeching off my parents, like a parasite. I won't be able to live on my own and no one is ever gonna want to be with me. So what's the point of my life? I only add negative value to the world.",2.1125423728813573,3.7163260169491563,4.412000000000003,84.44783050847458,76.96610169491525,8.109830508474579,22.81694915254237,8.841846274778883,1.5617735593220343,442,13,94,10,10,154,85,118,0.237,0.67,0.09300000000000001,-0.9592,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,7,8,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,0,2,14,18,8,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,5,0,1,0,1,11,3,12,12,2,13,0,3,1,0,3,5,0,3,7,59,15,1,0.22122156963883946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22152144660377032,0.2291188292111973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784494684445226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611476035614002,0.20010757491221115,0.1863887136287844,0.0,0.19881968234223346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557913955272316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972293428795348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157758922965105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625533693497476,0.10807768459243457,0.0,0.1953426989581338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321348238624616,0.0,0.14990546084649978,0.1682489723360524,0.0,0.0,0.2456403732762242,0.0,0.0,0.3067343639885544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091258884391613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762849493489809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766678312771283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532457704396477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019492441956034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048221342621852,0.1755953849628265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424594378133477
lonely,tadootz,2019/09/20,"Too good to be true First post so bear with me it’s long but anyone willing to read and give me advice would be much appreciated.

I’ve always been a social outcast. I (18M) was just never any good at making friends in high school and I wanted to change that in college. I actually have managed pretty well in my first few weeks. I got to know pretty much everyone in my wing of the floor and I even made a pretty large close friend group, around 12 people, and we all get along pretty well. We go to partys, stay up late playing cards, and always end up hanging out for hours on the weekends. I started getting really close to one of the girls in the group(18F). We ended up doing a lot of the same clubs and having dinner together almost every night because of how our schedules worked. Eventually I noticed that she would always bump into me when we were walking together, stand really close to me when we were talking, or grab my arm on the way to a party and she even shared a blanket with me and rested her head on my shoulder when my friend group had a movie night. She would laugh at all my jokes, even the stupid ones that made no sense. She invited me to study with her all alone. She would bring me gifts late at night even if I didn’t ask for anything. I thought there was no way that she could actually like me because of how pretty she was and how every guy seemed to want her. But I eventually got the hope that this girl of my dreams with the most beautiful eyes I’ve ever seen and the happiest laugh I’ve ever heard may actually like me. I finally mustered the courage to ask her out on a proper date and made a plan of where and when I was going to do it. During dinner only about an hour before I was going to ask, her phone got a notification and I asked who the girl was on her lock screen thinking it was going to be her best friend from back home. In a way I guess it was because it was her girlfriend. I think I actually felt my heart shatter. All the signs of her possibly liking me were flukes. It seemed too perfect to be true and it was. I don’t want to lose her as a friend but honestly it just hurts too much. I can’t look at her without hope of being together bubbling up inside me only to be crushed by reality, I can’t hear her laugh and not have a smile on my face, I can’t have her brush against me and not want to squeeze her in a hug and never let go. Looking into her beautiful eyes makes me long for what I’ll never have. What do I do? I still value her friendship and don’t want to hurt her but it hurts me to be near her and have her continue to do all the things that made me come to like her in a romantic way so quickly. Honestly all I’ve ever wanted is somebody to love who also loves me and I thought that I could actually do it with her but now I feel like I have to rip her out of my heart in order to move on.",4.082507947721652,4.372065456375839,5.138251501236312,86.15915047686333,70.61073825503355,8.018650653479337,26.086895090074183,7.85451343220497,1.241359731543624,2236,62,492,26,38,738,252,596,0.05,0.6809999999999999,0.26899999999999996,0.9994,0,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,6,0,0,7,32,37,1,0,29,0,51,13,8,9,15,107,100,38,0,15,12,0,4,5,6,6,0,2,1,4,23,41,2,0,9,6,0,10,14,5,2,4,28,13,88,32,81,56,15,89,0,4,6,3,62,37,0,11,39,355,111,5,0.0,0.0,0.28369730841588364,0.0,0.0,0.056816947973592914,0.0,0.0,0.05822210401323375,0.060218911126854416,0.0,0.046497166296627215,0.1451396197885141,0.0,0.0,0.039539429564437935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04065513877186986,0.0,0.04784697178120845,0.05175985329002539,0.21742450153609547,0.0,0.0,0.04470859939488374,0.0,0.10633082584251308,0.0,0.049475655515034925,0.0,0.0610177934553429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150788903312252,0.050085294134538536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284536839078222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299539040711003,0.0,0.0,0.1536123730816972,0.1577817979116126,0.09797645544630734,0.055558403227975214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02939899335334015,0.041537576466170616,0.05582667443262601,0.06369312983133167,0.0,0.098913301905761,0.0,0.0,0.22460679985748744,0.0,0.060754936264344285,0.05577633979099925,0.16522085202276468,0.09753566253802713,0.13950749638094415,0.0,0.06405138671219647,0.05757099625804736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967178768533695,0.0,0.06553171114588915,0.13780015213090455,0.0,0.061431575914192474,0.05832245843947687,0.11549880817714395,0.11451885294120225,0.0,0.1867307766129691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031954030430597934,0.0,0.13117632250332414,0.0,0.0,0.059455451167141765,0.0,0.14202936759223692,0.0,0.0,0.1029099601905562,0.09765143608563064,0.06504746664049929,0.0,0.04943134411659795,0.10495317472189744,0.22006633928353556,0.07762219227579087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061797113392058116,0.1282260198929834,0.0,0.13453106405745208,0.0,0.0,0.16369061077236516,0.0,0.0,0.06619651860197164,0.0,0.0,0.07879879323077787,0.0884411809118495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040309234880806254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554782087483868,0.055685197482514784,0.29576313322464864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815902226141336,0.0,0.07449615809670783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058844111438306076,0.0,0.10586293112073243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926975981838295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04115411841056363,0.06197300865024687,0.046433304793317136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04673337235485275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03862781688620885,0.07451174227777205,0.0,0.09231855178825467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576650572980573,0.1846057422302063,0.04663903837381437,0.0,0.10455559703214226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056048054650874535,0.0,0.04232900604673144,0.0,0.0,0.1652132939388754,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,getfuckedrogerstone,2019/09/20,"My heart hurts I feel so empty. My heart feels like its sinking constantly. 

I have no one right now and fucking hate the daily process of living. 

I try to meet people and I just can’t do it. Im sick of a society where we dont speak to each other. 

My life has no meaning. I have no purpose. Im so lonely im fucking sick right now. 

No other purpose to writing this outside of the fact I have nothing else to do and dont know how else to take this. I want to die.",-1.1142760180995488,0.8924554607843191,1.5837254901960804,97.68291855203621,92.43137254901958,3.9227752639517344,19.61085972850679,5.369823440869387,-0.35077013574660665,355,12,84,2,13,122,60,102,0.287,0.6779999999999999,0.035,-0.9795,0,2,0,0,0,1,10.0,1,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,3,0,9,7,2,1,1,14,18,6,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,0,3,11,1,9,18,1,6,0,2,0,2,4,3,2,0,4,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650297474204005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849318105416052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579597014914725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551461590784191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443372928505758,0.10909902189567926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823635485299141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507736102403753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619340147781973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348366001313824,0.0,0.4948724755322802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839277050369616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078665230312961,0.07460842159337208,0.0,0.13484939554372916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663504830350238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653334917000085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348306280024876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058727656496948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608341056366816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482203804902352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036828859217032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007476452193648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,whatsthecosmicjoke,2019/05/19,"Being an introvert can suck sometimes 24 y/o M 24 y/o 

Ever since I finished college, almost all of my friends disappeared. Almost everyone I know now is 10-20 years older than I am. I can relate to them for the most part, but they are not people I would hang out with as I did in college. The title makes it obvious, I am an introvert and I do not talk much in most social situations. I have learned ways to embrace my personality type rather than pretend to be something that I am not (an introvert trying to be an extrovert is a goddamn mess) through writing and practicing music again. But lately, I have been spending a lot of time alone. I try to trick myself into thinking this isolation will help inspire my creativity, but a small part of me really yearns for meaningful relationships, especially in dating. I have never dated anyone outside of the occasional fling that ends poorly. My attitude towards dating in the past has not been healthy, and I got to the point of giving up trying. The dating scene of who is the most ""alpha"" and competing for female attention sickens me, and I cannot function or ""compete"" from that perspective. 

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I try to ""put myself out there"" now and then. But I always end up just sitting at a countertop or table, finish my drink and leave after 30 minutes. Starting a conversation with a stranger has always been tough for me. 

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I might be too much of a cheap ass to pick up a bad drug habit, but drugs have helped symptoms but failed to treat any of the real problems causing it. 

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At this point, I just want someone to talk to, at least text to read. Hopefully someone will respond to this, as I am losing hope.",6.1746226415094325,6.874720141509439,6.789616352201263,74.70404716981135,66.13836477987421,9.378867924528302,33.824528301886794,9.3871,3.183008301886792,1327,57,232,24,20,436,182,318,0.14,0.755,0.105,-0.8787,0,2,4,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,2,4,9,15,2,1,20,0,30,5,1,3,4,55,40,18,0,7,15,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,9,12,1,0,6,3,3,3,6,10,0,0,5,0,32,5,48,27,10,43,0,3,0,1,15,17,2,11,21,179,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787809402541364,0.09716081579796204,0.0,0.0,0.15611799902914972,0.3049353993010624,0.3419751083241202,0.06379529554385556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559544793384191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832900151754581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963706427298815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189992812866543,0.21758399567187456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617896219185815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485821655408518,0.0,0.08964127183719428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247882600185768,0.0,0.0,0.08999290380561384,0.0,0.0,0.07502993054651408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576025177804714,0.0,0.0,0.18635272900474684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051556556014930637,0.0,0.10582388712535076,0.09933323586123967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495149789520558,0.0,0.07975550587822999,0.0,0.0,0.06262015855496643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951958001949936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792505229332774,0.0,0.07235350539885413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031782489068024,0.08955405477260946,0.06503734577598934,0.08191291537658688,0.0,0.0,0.17736509910752898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976529986664672,0.0,0.09430685070695533,0.0,0.0,0.09383726711741908,0.10677845780469628,0.06009829270445144,0.0,0.0,0.10071885131566193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760215680136097,0.10544848401000473,0.0,0.09562939794730507,0.15897300347783186,0.07222096868126948,0.09278234837067784,0.0,0.06640053171657473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750646354904934,0.0,0.15080487169295667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011086493232313,0.0,0.0,0.05470246181243302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25476843497425744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055332677577228165,0.07446350399084367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664126816389404,0.0,0.3419751083241202,0.0604117751636427
lonely,suicide_throwaway_1,2019/05/19,"The only thing worse than having nobody in your life is temporarily thinking you might only for that to blow up in your face I have no close friends and have never had a girlfriend. I asked out an attractive girl from a club I'm in. We had a lot in common. We went on two dates but things didnt really click so I kind of just wrote it off and we went back to being friends. About a week and a half after our second date we ended up at a small house party together and I got to watch her get drunk and throw herself on a mutual friend and stay behind at his place when the rest of us left. Then yesterday I find out she went on a date to a baseball game with another mutual friend a week after that. 

I felt really bad before we went on those dates but even worse after since I had the possibility of a relationship dangled in front of me only to go nowhere. Then she's out there with other guys while I was still trying to get over it.

To be clear I'm not mad at her and she can live her life and do what she wants, it's on me for not making more of my chance. But it really just makes you want to stop trying when you finally make an attempt at something and it only makes things worse.",3.4629811764705885,4.083826084000002,4.682894117647058,87.6813294117647,72.16,7.962352941176473,21.90588235294117,8.124751697461798,0.7901435294117647,931,18,209,13,17,308,141,250,0.087,0.7929999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.815,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,7,5,0,1,10,8,1,0,16,0,14,4,1,4,2,42,34,18,0,2,7,0,1,0,5,1,2,0,0,2,13,20,1,1,3,3,0,7,5,2,0,3,12,3,32,6,45,19,3,55,0,0,2,0,32,25,0,2,22,154,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897034646635746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715221094252594,0.0,0.0,0.07990892008342572,0.08676978732271629,0.0,0.0,0.08842921174306467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204325937735396,0.0,0.0,0.06863891404868869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978056405566224,0.113840498034872,0.0949820132300212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211567718591491,0.0,0.1085889831560387,0.0,0.05906076253381117,0.0,0.08311520624836356,0.0,0.0,0.10289823884829552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991100996646455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821784582566417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291059172415514,0.0,0.14680510874311445,0.0,0.0,0.09176424538592334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835001275127317,0.0,0.0,0.27747259557302484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024387679451893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015036772944532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161467526704728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085754430463533,0.0,0.0,0.11715543879304766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997235752554116,0.0,0.0,0.11157238237092353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596461733180469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000354876616908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076607772527844,0.0829915338918699,0.08688270250129536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20712170640557995,0.06658845210472718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111122630808576,0.0,0.1015158256167,0.0,0.12500430167697246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259072814293548,0.0,0.16671849445623413,0.0,0.0,0.385343646041533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31771347257139304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,User28492,2019/05/19,"Just gonna wright some stuff idk I don't know if this actually suits that subreddit but i don't have actually someone to tell this so might as well put it here. 
To be serious i don't feel exactly lonely but rather empty. There's no hapiness or sadness, it's just nothing or a feeling in my stomach i can't describe. In some way i like it. 
It reminds me that i'm aware of myself. I see so many people just live their life but at the same time i'm not sure if they are aware of themselve. Is there actually a moment where those people sit down and start to think? 
Could that be happiness that makes them numb? 
Can someone relate to such though?",2.1371553884711787,4.032254639097744,3.6377631578947383,88.72225877192983,77.796992481203,6.8393483709273175,23.865288220551378,7.793537801064563,1.1199378446115291,509,17,109,8,12,168,91,133,0.14,0.759,0.10099999999999999,-0.3132,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,13,8,0,0,3,0,12,3,1,1,2,25,22,12,0,4,12,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,12,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,0,3,12,4,11,17,3,11,0,2,1,0,4,5,0,7,4,76,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.5366435249400393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463557116732362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853710387186967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513369407984896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074072504757724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947514451572756,0.08955453366277014,0.0,0.16186342606794832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235883586938327,0.1858445115903816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445974329028765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588799589521226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541639657523182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427414962358948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607193418555284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106308270224621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974562743747278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098426419784639,0.0,0.0,0.1727646639849437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021838444598907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745571435697776,0.18009818203239555,0.0,0.10688777705159372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550055243116586,0.0,0.0,0.1648149937717142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thesorryguy,2019/05/19,"How do you combat loneliness in the summer? I graduated from college a year ago. A week or two later, I moved back to my hometown. When I got back, I realized that I had no friends anymore. My friends from college were now much farther away, I had lost touch with everyone I went to high school with, and everyone else is too busy to be around. That summer, I started to develop a lot of post-college depression and severe loneliness that has lasted since then.

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I really want this summer to be different. Now that winter is over and it's much nicer outside, I don't want to spend most of my days sitting in my house. However, I have no one that's my age to spend time with.

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Am I the only one with this problem? If not, how does everyone combat this problem?",4.443038277511962,5.732148184210527,5.3254066985645965,81.49375598086125,70.44736842105263,8.685167464114832,30.92344497607656,9.095868883498916,2.664544736842105,612,26,117,12,11,200,90,152,0.18899999999999997,0.7340000000000001,0.077,-0.9509,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,1,9,6,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,2,0,20,18,9,0,5,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,1,0,2,2,4,4,0,3,6,1,18,2,20,10,4,29,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,4,19,88,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341591549325725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772576682176948,0.3109354353078181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688749955705955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389857033944185,0.0,0.0,0.1202089554685722,0.19676429623641986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251422611627354,0.0,0.11019922263394433,0.0,0.0,0.13367575620637345,0.0,0.0,0.111965919437699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688200008242424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667720614981773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770066386347304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232965885992633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518138529333495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763186301615094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429261275100933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396675651115258,0.1087746403238448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359857576686022,0.1881092444922896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339828695357734,0.09730827489548564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253636707177787,0.0,0.0,0.24485301921260325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196512705950035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948761906574896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454193244407618,0.0,0.10583779265735603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056044313492298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460601676279291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249841066771727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093107454694607,0.0,0.10263011687878024,0.0,0.0,0.11860670755433107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109354353078181,0.08239267047949228
lonely,Dragonlord1105,2019/05/19,"Hey Guys, I'm Really Sad Just got rejected and reminded how lonely ive been for all my life, anyone wanna chat? open to anything rn lmao",3.7371428571428567,4.765244142857141,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,71.85714285714286,9.885714285714286,24.714285714285715,10.125756701596842,2.476157142857143,108,3,21,3,2,38,27,28,0.262,0.627,0.111,-0.6478,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637309956456213,0.0,0.4280744626715847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160458111122312,0.0,0.0,0.5150727908408709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674276543328129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33324891483383434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hoesuay,2019/05/19,When you send one of your few friends memes and they say NONE of them made her laugh. At that moment I knew I had to quit my page and delete all my memes off my phone. I’m dead inside now. Title Edit: “Them” instead of “her”,1.2512500000000024,2.5580616250000037,2.1191666666666684,101.24250000000002,78.58333333333334,4.800000000000002,16.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.2575583333333331,170,2,43,0,4,53,38,48,0.081,0.792,0.126,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,3,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,12,2,6,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,3,29,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008358886694476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909161628728377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515630908189307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518245875288966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125832390647821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,XM0X,2019/05/19,Anyone to talk to is welcome to message me preferably 22-23. Hi everybody :(,1.9192857142857136,4.75181378571429,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,89.7142857142857,5.6571428571428575,35.57142857142857,7.1686216300943375,3.2811142857142865,59,4,9,1,2,20,12,14,0.162,0.67,0.168,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6563388743345849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7544662232580129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kenspecklezie,2019/05/19,"Looking for friends in Massachusetts I'm 20 years old, female. Looking for friends because im new to the North Shore. Idc about your age or sex. If you are feeling alone and just want someone to hang out with or go to an event with or anything I'm down. I'm extremely open minded and I have lots of love time and energy that needs to go somewhere. Just shoot me a message and maybe we'll hit things off",1.2834002677376155,3.589400204819277,2.223534136546185,95.54673360107095,83.09638554216869,5.13467202141901,23.680053547523432,6.42735559955562,0.4837025435073632,319,12,70,3,9,100,63,83,0.05,0.775,0.174,0.872,0,1,0,1,0,1,6.0,1,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,19,15,8,0,3,6,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,14,13,1,15,0,0,2,2,7,6,0,5,6,37,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410823145609121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155209693920155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189607618602218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769687014854427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596792181226616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645801770508016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514344578413588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909408820449813,0.0,0.0,0.19789502381374016,0.2100864480027716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23385146192352765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350340689482863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725980061188591,0.0,0.2248133222321084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442557899742309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19722755164402145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546438374108934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573163211540132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372953682162336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498979857627944
lonely,boredfishyfish,2019/05/19,Fort Wayne Anyone nearby wanna go see a movie or eat my the best resturant ever (firehouse subs and if you disagree i will fight you) im bored and wanna go out so just hit me up ig. Preferably be in my age range whixh is 16-19,-1.0124489795918343,1.091906530612249,1.1073469387755104,99.59122448979595,95.93877551020408,2.8000000000000003,15.16326530612245,3.1291,-1.3152122448979595,176,4,40,0,7,58,43,49,0.139,0.7809999999999999,0.08,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,2,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,10,7,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,1,5,4,1,7,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,2,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732250828876969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100734169918971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998400654551648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35346039979902744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441503077090053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220826105103255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113812593190333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JoshBenitez25,2019/05/19,"Just feel alone I always feel alone. Even though I have friends and stuff and go out. But still feel like I’m missing something. I drink a lot just to feel different. It’s weird because like I don’t hate myself or want to do anything stupid l just feel lonely and maybe I just need a new friend. 

I consider myself a very nice person and I do enjoy talking to people 

I’m still young so I still got a long way to go. But I also do feel like my life ain’t going no where with my current state. Maybe I just need something or someone to give me the push. 

Thanks for reading! And hopefully someone understand how I feel",0.7532545931758534,3.1128864251968515,2.0206614173228346,95.6555065616798,86.32283464566929,4.6465091863517065,20.277690288713913,6.079149491110277,0.0041699737532812095,484,15,104,4,15,154,75,127,0.146,0.652,0.20199999999999999,0.8217,2,4,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,15,14,2,0,5,0,6,2,0,1,0,30,28,13,0,4,9,0,7,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,8,2,0,4,3,5,0,0,1,7,16,9,8,27,1,15,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,4,10,62,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25973090714574393,0.0,0.10027374254982097,0.10433390553743667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318467365452044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764361265058814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310050845532307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283373448160985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281842087212565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438040267553671,0.17915621877432225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937508559568505,0.0,0.0,0.120284799742295,0.2137848109783997,0.0,0.10028524237821923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379593067043275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453982337420615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856613956218108,0.1837765701626112,0.0,0.0,0.11096554560044967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660146130666234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519407217961233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594908872700155,0.0,0.12110172458760105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692912198202975,0.10948506166289168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542318789894288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21248381904717828,0.1930615501370043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004080649267559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354069875785222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078313413983997,0.0,0.1154415801495336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319430717328675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305346373623787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345926784827496,0.07395783178591776,0.09952815485313277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,emmanuelka,2019/05/19,"Interesting video I just watched this [video](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m3aIQuMWJCA) on YouTube and when he said that the most common answer, when he asked how many close friends one has, was none, I got a bit sad but at the same time I was happy that I wasn‘t alone.. it‘s sad how distant we all are, I never felt lonelier than now. It‘s a sad world. I hope you enjoy the video!",3.0220833333333346,5.819422597222225,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,79.97222222222223,5.266666666666668,21.5,6.6274283507984215,0.2868833333333329,305,9,61,3,8,88,55,72,0.0,0.647,0.353,0.9806,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,2,2,14,10,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,3,8,5,3,4,5,10,0,3,1,0,7,4,0,2,6,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31598112615128404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852178724368349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330791532623941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929341485325477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357116999697972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440082635621245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247738717260188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030231101328405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093132728965858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530413911368656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673681206201505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29021035983091864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790037418667648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DjDrowsyBear,2019/05/19,"Statistics on finding a friend very very low.

And that is a comforting thought.

I dealt with 11 years of extraordinary lonliness. During that time I grew increasingly desperate to find friends. I would wonder ""why don't I have friends? What is wrong with me that no one wants to be around me? Why am I so awkward, shy, dumb, and pathetic?""

It made me scared, terrified even, to try and socialize. Every now and again I would get a spur of courage to talk to someone new, but it was far and few between. Most of the time I would just feel anxious around others. Worried that I would say or do something wrong. That I would prove all of my fears about myself right by finding someone I wanted to be friends with only for them to slowly stop talking to me. I wouldnt blame them if they did. I was probably too clingy or desperate or annoying anyway.

It has been 6 years since that time. I now have more friends than I have time for and more confidence than I thought I would ever achieve.

I have learned in these 6 years that I put far too much pressure on myself to make anyone I met like me. A lot of the time I wasnt even interested in the person I wanted to like me. They were just there and I was lonely and I had low self esteem.

What I learned is that finding a friend, finding a true friend, is very very difficult. It is not because you are dumb or shy or frustrating to be around, it is because you have not found the right person. 

Because it *is* inevitable that people will find you annoying or dislike you. That is because you are not yoga pants, you do not fit whoever wears you. And neither do they.

You are a unique shape trying to find the unique holes who you can combine with. The harder you have to force yourself to combine with a particular hole, the less healthy and worthwhile it is.

All of that is to say, keep trying to find people because there are many people in the world and you need to find the few who have real potential to be real friends with you. You will find many who dont fit that, and that is okay. You will succeed if you keep trying. All it takes is a little bit of hope, to believe you are not beyond hope, and a little bit of courage, to still try even when you feel like you will fail.",3.5738480945425586,5.00979051241535,4.0084006108086605,89.53114028681452,72.76975169300226,7.017633780374452,26.573429823396626,7.510576382923642,1.2321406718895234,1739,60,366,20,34,545,182,443,0.166,0.6859999999999999,0.14800000000000002,-0.6685,0,2,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,18,5,3,22,36,5,4,19,1,55,1,1,2,6,84,74,24,0,15,16,0,2,3,8,11,0,2,0,3,28,22,0,3,19,1,0,3,11,16,0,1,13,4,56,20,50,46,15,40,0,4,0,0,43,21,2,13,19,266,84,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748582050863335,0.0,0.0417695080007818,0.0,0.0,0.15953581796254468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207564139598484,0.0,0.0,0.06730315653233715,0.0,0.0,0.13043469150546472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001133359448777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836719982298913,0.054035547693230525,0.05033100935427642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722074678937824,0.06040965669692601,0.042676133570039236,0.0,0.0,0.5459854707497617,0.0,0.0,0.06549855071552363,0.369221340557075,0.0,0.031210123406790673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866466424593855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619400268102153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755346042643057,0.11974435973324295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05078627169749722,0.0,0.056524605480910185,0.039874919619573936,0.12112790888785685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0439135775174893,0.04429423774419362,0.0,0.057694378787629313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04047934558499535,0.04543268975694832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242423683490817,0.10432011006740946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440660291250103,0.0,0.0,0.06005219690100513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598759633695134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203016432554828,0.0,0.09501053980255174,0.059807170584079965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231873205567402,0.0,0.0,0.049415073934117766,0.0,0.0,0.06089436124742314,0.10122995344696464,0.04598847060544516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047706055240652086,0.04994281718403058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044914798936050965,0.09602869548339543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484903025858586,0.1741656615136903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278755077899485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715716547079826,0.10570331287764452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780672432420604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478224170020495,0.0,0.060665835760901565,0.0,0.2546127578756501,0.1306260906970626,0.0,0.11540603222578275
lonely,pedrazadaniel7,2019/05/19,"No friends. My story (thanks for reading) Alright so it's a bit long.  I was born in the US but moved to colombia when i was ten.  I didn't finish high school there, but had the time of my life: I had friends, lived in a really nice place and I was happy at all times. Moved back to Massachusetts about a year ago and started attending an american high school. It's horrible, it's hell in there. I don't have any friends, and idk I feel like I don't belong there since I have darker skin. I'm completely okay with people being racist towards me (which I didn't feel, but just in case) because I also hate myself.  I'm really ugly tbh and really I've been feeling like shit. I miss home, I miss having friends. It really is a huge pleasure to have someone to talk to, someone that one could text and go for a walk and talk and laugh. I'm not into fancy plans, I just need someone to talk to; a friend. I literally overthink about everything, I feel the sun falling behind my back and its horrible. I spend my weekends contemplating suicide. Plus i don't even know what to do with my life, I feel like I'm too weird for some people but too normal for others. I don't hate the US or its people, i just feel like I'm an invader here and if someone were to be racist towards i'd be fine with it bc I'm a waste of oxygen . I hate myself a lot. Anyone on the same road. Im tired of swiping on tinder with the hope to meet someone and just talk, I'm tired of eating my lunch alone and feeling like everyone is judging me. I want to read you guys. Thanks for reading.",1.3476277915632764,3.2681622461538486,3.130709677419357,91.289870967742,80.38461538461539,6.039702233250622,21.86848635235733,7.1029339738359605,0.5812570719602976,1210,37,265,15,31,403,160,325,0.212,0.59,0.19899999999999998,-0.8766,0,1,0,0,0,1,39.0,2,1,0,1,18,28,5,0,16,2,24,8,2,0,1,45,51,21,1,6,11,0,8,5,5,0,4,0,1,1,11,17,2,0,8,4,1,6,8,8,0,2,9,8,36,20,38,38,5,33,1,2,0,0,14,15,2,5,17,166,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969046259990465,0.0,0.0,0.08142494597831025,0.0,0.0628711011707253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053463203768588895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05497180895992612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090538411847508,0.0,0.0479250431912617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858309241163566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242989019113196,0.0,0.0,0.06277039026519722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044624402862763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051926707680867504,0.0,0.0,0.07512324445636928,0.07065714306360463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27826275510010645,0.2808249814334152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037018803981881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044680644995736714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784457029377499,0.0,0.08369074217362167,0.0,0.2328581625794349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661292991378894,0.07886065919977905,0.07808580427975613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492135635957497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320661322021863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106099321959342,0.19204488037270748,0.0,0.06942148213956582,0.06957480459497478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683854704463997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711782147518506,0.0,0.05829454288170659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702933372329131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053273858343735915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351228598351356,0.0,0.08213948851797688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359190073602196,0.0,0.2014598249987636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913202365656998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070065152693652,0.06503394782615356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330655499823339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564650382512102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599576260791078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527619479111571,0.0,0.14476250871525245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168603539146826,0.18072055703242004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913649558694126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463711656346093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050627668044514386
lonely,shadowvendetta,2019/05/19,"Turning 21 next week and I’ve never felt more alone. People like to be around me, I like to be around people. But I have no friends. Nobody local or close I can just pop over to and hang out with. Nobody to share interests, music, or a drink with. Nobody to go travelling with or exploring with. Nobody to celebrate my birthday with. 

I fucking hate my life. When I was younger I looked forward to being able to do anything I wanted to. Now that I can do that, I just don’t feel like doing anything at all. I work and earn good money but have nothing to do and nobody to talk to or share things with.",1.2143568726355625,3.4573605491803288,2.6749180327868882,92.59977931904163,82.85245901639344,5.06532156368222,20.040353089533426,6.297961479604792,0.1106650693568727,465,13,97,4,13,151,70,122,0.034,0.805,0.161,0.8828,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,2,0,1,0,13,3,0,0,2,28,21,11,0,1,8,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,14,1,0,3,2,1,5,3,2,0,0,2,3,13,8,23,16,2,17,0,0,1,1,4,8,1,4,9,71,16,2,0.19700886577546706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404177017816466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242430205799184,0.35075931769045765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929936864014301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961360199016546,0.14074317307422635,0.189159406260226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220856099650434,0.18213152185084944,0.0,0.0,0.11196467849129134,0.1652416895901346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450546808181327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915318814155175,0.28874574154711125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543782930065729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519453824973673,0.0,0.2095211637690619,0.0,0.0,0.1890353200700532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731622835982938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834826374711902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308839364261644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428907344377676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620093335807588,0.0,0.1580286287334855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342480064880694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,obvithrowagay,2019/05/19,"I’m honestly just waiting until I have the balls to end myself (tw) At this point, I know I’m going to kill myself one day. Whether it’s in five years or twenty, I don’t know. I just know it will happen. Honestly, I’m glad. It makes me feel like there’s at least one thing my shitty self has control over and can’t possibly fuck up. Whenever I feel completely overwhelmed by loneliness or stress I just think about killing myself. It doesn’t even have to be realistic. I could just be imagining myself blowing up or getting hit by a car and I just feel a little bit better. I have no one to talk to and to be frank, I don’t care about that anymore. I have no friends at my college despite actually trying to better myself, and the few friends I have back home rarely talk to me anymore. The one person on this earth who acted like they cared told me they’re fed up with “helping” me, and you know what? I’m fed up with myself, too. I don’t know what to fix anymore, let alone how to fix it. I just want to kill myself and make it all end.",2.1354736303123403,3.6385903225806473,3.5761827956989265,90.89538530465951,76.64976958525345,6.4812083973374275,23.11546338965693,7.1686216300943375,0.6803202252944183,808,24,179,9,18,266,112,217,0.141,0.703,0.155,-0.1846,0,1,0,0,0,3,24.0,0,1,1,3,13,17,4,2,5,0,17,3,0,4,1,36,44,12,3,2,10,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,13,8,2,2,10,1,0,3,7,6,0,5,3,3,29,11,28,34,4,21,0,1,0,1,11,12,1,3,8,123,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.11090733402176177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770853463618727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381348335204153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739088140139524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010307862154088,0.1240778508701417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317502742028805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191612897993761,0.0,0.12746966543825264,0.09074136393809973,0.0,0.0,0.07329572576308142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132274483615728,0.0,0.0,0.07506565213104004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723966290312484,0.08119255507413423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756135193135915,0.10506885197772327,0.05937814538464638,0.0,0.06459068760633649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050152327599683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617811167340155,0.0,0.11400158174280425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772151766012427,0.0,0.3122990790868433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621621683386316,0.0,0.11104862855702638,0.11390852109999773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172633209498862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30805241439041875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923598476988388,0.0,0.0,0.10743727160011803,0.12812483320263546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856315606184087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018725014525406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269731802054812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550491426675722,0.07282320314817635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859874594735114,0.0,0.07716181391151829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703451737844257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731877503382629
lonely,chems123,2019/05/19,"Hi 21M im new to snapchat can you please Add on m'y snapchat thanks

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lonely,escaped_reality,2019/05/19,"*An interesting title* The days go by faster than ever. I cant even think about one thing that helped me memorize the past few months... I see people having fun...the joy and love in their lives and im here most dead ive ever been. I see no joy in anything animore. Everything seems like a struggle these days. When i come home from school i dont think how nice it is to be home but rather how exhausting it is to stay alive. Every single bone and muscle hurt. Last time i was high i was thinking if thats how it is to not feel pain. Everything i do hurts. My mental state is shit, i cant concentrate on one single thing, my thoughts just fly by one after another and at some point i crash on to my bed and fall asleep for 14 hours waking up even more tired than i was. Im lonely... I got no one... People i call friends keep stabbing me in the back and i let them do it because if i lose them i lose the last bit of social life i got... It feels like walking on earth blindfolded and deaf...everything feels like a dead end now... I let everyone down meanwhile... Including myself. I dont want to kill myself but id be fine with just dropping dead right now. I plan each day in my head with backup plans from a to z even tho i know its gonna be the same as all the others... Im losing hope in myself... This is the dead end now...",0.052392857142855576,2.1742513821428595,1.898214285714289,97.03803571428574,86.96428571428572,5.214285714285714,16.607142857142858,6.6274283507984215,-0.3548214285714284,1017,22,239,12,32,334,161,280,0.209,0.6659999999999999,0.125,-0.9842,0,2,0,0,0,1,48.0,0,0,3,5,19,22,2,1,11,0,22,10,5,3,3,41,42,17,5,5,8,0,3,3,1,1,4,0,3,0,13,11,0,1,10,0,0,4,7,11,0,4,7,5,34,11,30,29,10,41,0,6,2,1,8,14,1,6,23,154,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503039344755644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745783634580438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696866290852964,0.0,0.05524542572055618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894129722268984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254037959042924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806720322759585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534090420701182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124285214670482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053738354453848,0.0,0.0,0.17957499134520089,0.16395476151933894,0.07635722212492542,0.08659805698950837,0.24434932274357216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747132138049634,0.1294880055952464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001825583243516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150545706150938,0.0,0.144965506807768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300952817950484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074542020259184,0.09575248392476936,0.18181269749548626,0.09001313745198078,0.08924941662453881,0.0,0.19403632328394865,0.0,0.2936783885282255,0.0,0.0,0.08055351119598324,0.10026543454580487,0.0,0.04980627209386868,0.14774632918938704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853446553307906,0.06401258551690743,0.1328274380219399,0.0,0.08002537044456096,0.0,0.0,0.30416555710086024,0.0,0.0,0.08179447642242776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133077914232536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233766921262076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24564501463092464,0.0,0.09643360092375644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865138008408106,0.12565881006651658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567188219037848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739502963282599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171944152033408,0.14443609564825716,0.08250348830807905,0.0,0.0,0.09302739345980936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238289332120997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659640707965972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474309941716087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041720761362198,0.1742105171115415,0.0,0.07194777697393084,0.052845378121174034,0.10416249464677063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345419880830726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,usapyonnn,2019/05/19,Graduated college So I graduated from college last week and I’ve still never had a boyfriend. Wtf is wrong with me. People keep on saying how it is easier for girls to find someone but not me. Is this some kind of cruel joke? Every year I tell myself that this is the year I will finally find someone but nope. And now the odds are even slimmer because I’m out of school. Any hope that I had before is gone now. It just sucks. I have so much love to give but no one to give it to.,0.5552655265526525,2.691516227722776,2.478037803780378,93.65010801080109,84.74257425742574,5.2568856885688575,19.082808280828086,6.574015621080383,-0.008908910891089139,373,10,84,4,11,124,69,101,0.12,0.733,0.147,0.4703,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,2,0,3,0,10,1,0,1,1,16,18,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,1,8,4,11,14,2,12,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,2,9,59,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314353679880138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178202061168994,0.0,0.16446496726689078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276580049707145,0.0,0.16284467957181692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172611871008964,0.3533043750792897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708188927463953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196822668116464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179397513483693,0.0,0.20126883549662716,0.0,0.1575470071147603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444054318742408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208124477201828,0.0,0.1490675687956284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309698761387015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339943235963921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370207262470992,0.0,0.1956072084504134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275268973071024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543517083994127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689331057453506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550355996228831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113186697047124,0.0,0.2489288224704304
lonely,usev25,2019/05/19,"I'm on the verge of breaking down My head is overflowing with thoughts that are killing me. Fuck this. I'm like the most replaceable person to have lived, and it's obvious from the way people treat me. I've been crying so much and I can't take it anymore. If it weren't for nicotine I'd probably have been locked in an asylum. I wish I wasn't a piece of defunct garbage for a human.",1.9746031746031711,3.637268753086421,3.1994003527336865,92.73444444444445,77.51851851851852,6.603880070546737,25.151675485008816,7.447530270364453,1.0314712522045857,303,11,68,4,7,98,61,81,0.136,0.7659999999999999,0.098,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,6,0,9,2,1,0,1,8,15,4,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,6,2,10,10,3,7,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,2,1,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28124321355875703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115082345665197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26217264811932023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910432272464248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137482387305189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385468312958588,0.0,0.25041350635415804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846989894907275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19660429597665335,0.24761820869009885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057559588597555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132229739603279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22513729091588985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22509905045170697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261123435660264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KageNoAkuma,2019/05/19,"I haven’t texted someone who wasn’t family in over two years I am in my last year of uni and I ended up making no friends throughout the whole time, I socially isolated myself to the point where I only have one friend who I very sporadically talk to. Honestly I don’t even know how I would begin to break out of this loneliness at this point. So that’s how my life is going I guess how are you all",4.6325,4.487489630952382,5.852476190476192,83.02585714285719,69.35714285714286,9.577142857142855,26.323809523809523,9.3871,1.8263409523809528,315,8,70,6,5,106,62,84,0.094,0.792,0.113,0.3716,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,4,1,10,13,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,13,3,11,11,2,17,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,6,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636428909329487,0.0,0.0,0.14643366230708113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900317292472434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425765320580081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599971716248384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442323868566438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184293771533143,0.1807186728527252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659637114446914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798940558262608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502326361695414,0.1686161831872424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191646299487856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259997113553088,0.1878494148790622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819759511799296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927761593612605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657297952930504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292934507920794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475250400946963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749244157838194,0.0,0.0,0.2855407237211373
lonely,lolitamoriah,2019/05/19,"The only people who hit me up are the ones trying to fuck. I just want a platonic friend. I’m in no place for a physical or emotional relationship, I just wish I had someone around to chill and chat with. If it weren’t for the people trying to sleep with me and my coworkers I’d have 0 human interaction.",2.812857142857144,4.250431555555558,5.057333333333336,81.24600000000002,74.71428571428572,8.84952380952381,23.711111111111112,9.3871,1.920450158730158,240,7,50,6,5,84,47,63,0.091,0.768,0.141,0.2732,1,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,5,0,4,2,1,0,0,11,9,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,6,1,10,6,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,2,0,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383691212419338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012014824359573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20687587813279104,0.2475459873733477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144563695049207,0.20364863147341156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37127141155649823,0.0,0.2797591966545518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28748121292582096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679600648738588,0.0,0.22687784493805666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635920075779477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793572957341054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079184753321312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AntiNinja40428,2019/05/19,"I had a nightmare the other day I was pouring steps at some venue in preparation for a big party and the front steps needed redone. The event was my wedding, I was marrying someone who I’m close friends with IRL. it was a simple dream with me talking to some old man on the porch while I built forms and mixed and poured steps. I was so excited and scared for the future but I knew I was going to be doing something amazing. I thought I survived college and found someone to spend my life with. I then woke up to the blackness of my room all alone. I didn’t cry but my chest turned into stone when I realized the truth that I’m just terrified of my life and that I’m alone. I’m almost 20 and have never even held a girls hand. I just don’t know how to keep going on like this, I wake up terrified from dreams that are happy, me with kids, a wife/SO, or just being with friends. I’m so tired of being scared.",4.087192982456141,4.302600473684215,4.745000000000001,89.24416666666669,70.57894736842105,7.596491228070175,26.35964912280702,7.1686216300943375,1.0293859649122803,710,20,158,6,12,228,110,190,0.14400000000000002,0.6679999999999999,0.188,0.8220000000000001,0,2,1,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,2,12,0,15,6,3,1,3,35,31,16,0,1,6,0,1,1,2,0,3,0,2,3,7,14,0,2,5,2,1,6,3,2,0,0,13,2,21,7,23,15,4,24,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,4,9,103,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223520382011898,0.3769704214239176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999058318802339,0.11736753292732895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020169397980007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995410069935277,0.2812077415966301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068565274580838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373015215063527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617597488811475,0.0,0.0,0.10001612526869023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570877322344269,0.08891039302094206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494217363487898,0.14036075756311134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096632668704827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644044918066428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083965466113408,0.1401036455685707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462754701264718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447854802436216,0.0,0.20916901978241356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795123873926776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SayionDudes,2019/05/19,"Anyone wanna chat? I'm bored and lonely, wanna chat?",0.3810000000000002,2.389129099999998,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,108.0,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-2.001,41,0,6,0,2,14,8,10,0.415,0.585,0.0,-0.6072,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tofudinosaur,2019/05/19,"No friends I've not had a true friendship since primary school. Secondary school I was in a group of girls but they were always closer to each other and I was rarely involved. They would always meet up without me, had group chats without me and id be left out of jokes etc. Most of my friendships are online but I've realised that even there- I'm *always* the first to message, if I didn't then we would just stop talking. No matter how much love and care I show people it's thrown back in my face and it's left me so lonely and in a situation where I have next to no real life relationships and very few flakey online friendships. I uninstalled my app I use to talk to them on and I didn't tell them. It's been four days and no one has messaged me on another app. Just shows the relationships are entirely one sided. I spent the last few days crying and eating, I've never felt so sick of life and so *alone*. I don't know how to put into words why I feel this way or even how I feel totally..

I've had an ed for a while and now I'm gaining weight.. it's making me feel like I deserve the isolation. I don't expect anyone to relate but I just needed this off my chest I guess. Sorry.

Feel like I owe everyone I have ever spoken to an apology, I've wasted so much of their lives forcing them to talk to me when they clearly want to me to leave them be. I just can't take a hint",0.013843226788431195,2.258570308219177,1.9596347031963468,95.45975646879756,89.06849315068493,4.614307458143075,17.357686453576864,6.139981653823899,-0.3557400304414,1078,27,241,10,36,356,157,292,0.135,0.7340000000000001,0.131,-0.0648,1,4,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,8,2,19,8,0,0,11,0,21,8,2,5,5,54,39,26,0,6,12,0,6,2,1,2,3,0,0,1,8,15,2,1,6,4,2,1,13,1,0,4,11,6,39,7,29,24,8,29,0,1,0,1,26,14,0,4,15,163,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594160273451845,0.0,0.0,0.2794424512776468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738444102013308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827477880952302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607905013325191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413572647172165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296669036591408,0.14439095592901616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454802155024812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484863629943915,0.14787767166220345,0.1012609615478326,0.0,0.10696856178705484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264116932295492,0.15994753472212112,0.10748507384037327,0.0,0.0,0.09522064198868453,0.0,0.0,0.08648868560805076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332040373723732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061522226699628174,0.09125038651052077,0.0,0.11853394268020995,0.2432578609609968,0.0,0.1581405968460474,0.10938166901972142,0.0,0.09884977885783353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010350325307216,0.0,0.07472437820458026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645853988441512,0.08300604502926602,0.08633914104681423,0.0,0.11905513029501333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517141079066791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760879779506166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253597790436314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274182954694408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24037478383055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22658930438891164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260233522446323,0.12583124319857375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253136337809195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935913099127543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416895769822776,0.2699322517105947,0.09784515412887013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668482400002763,0.0,0.0923666225470648,0.0660282570623573,0.0888569937070013,0.0,0.13631925580841175,0.0,0.0,0.10101324991065863,0.0,0.0,0.2158226100330924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904550359579792,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Clips22x,2019/05/19,"Never really had anyone (kinda long) I’m 15 year old guy in sophomore year and i’ve never really had someone i could call a gf or fall asleep with while on facetime. I recently had my first kiss ( i know right) and she told me she’d kiss me so we did. so i got her number and now it doesn’t even seem like she liked me. she probably did it out of pity i don’t know it just really hit me like damn i that ugly. i’ve been rejected by every girl i asked out and not one girl has even called me OK let alone cute so that hit me like a truck. The friends i have don’t seem interested in me as i do them and i’ve never been anyone’s first choice. i’m always like the last choice or they choose me just because i was there at the time. when they go out and i ask them if i could come they’d say they aren’t doing anything and next thing you know, there they all are on snapchat hanging out. I only have two friends that i’ve known for a long time and one lives in south carolina and the other lives a while from me. girls at my school don’t seem interested in me as i’ve never actually had friends that are girls except in like the 1st grade. I just made girlfriends this sophomore year and tbh, they don’t even seem like good friends because i could text them and they’d just give me the one word answer texts or just open it and not even respond so that bums me out too. So here i am, hugging my pillow and venting on reddit at 4am and i don’t think anyone would really call me their “boyfriend” and tbh, online friends are way better than real life friends so peace out peeps:)",3.4903814935064936,3.838886842261907,4.238387445887447,91.87782467532469,71.94642857142857,7.418614718614719,23.308441558441558,7.1686216300943375,0.5222607142857139,1233,27,291,11,22,395,157,336,0.039,0.7659999999999999,0.196,0.9942,1,2,0,0,2,0,21.0,1,1,11,3,21,25,1,0,10,1,33,5,1,1,5,61,53,30,0,5,12,0,0,7,8,1,1,1,1,5,12,25,0,0,11,0,0,4,13,3,0,6,12,1,51,22,26,31,1,46,0,2,0,3,40,20,1,9,28,184,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.08229819879076426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734499362285382,0.0,0.0,0.07017296796873848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769056980763794,0.0,0.06940001682027795,0.0,0.1576825397931638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281892217726016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458691417004515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583445225535318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264660909534687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200244304287868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228082756087713,0.0,0.07105536048401942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346957728900744,0.0,0.0,0.39093924086156,0.0,0.0,0.08090123106158925,0.0479291770516764,0.07073568471238657,0.06744991539321656,0.0,0.0,0.08350430465983681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904392483810982,0.06874378342081909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623762711514778,0.05956787338303685,0.2884106597785618,0.0,0.14893762204974992,0.14926656175561112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979923848520631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601755209958453,0.0,0.0896905800086028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849475523122173,0.0,0.1714414947921957,0.0641401034840222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092673574824732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599099842268914,0.2161070777310133,0.0,0.08327003547564098,0.0,0.0,0.07202110785584302,0.0,0.06706609148181114,0.0,0.0853509045936451,0.0,0.3070994433678327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145625456588844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056028021039491664,0.05403807153179665,0.0,0.0,0.098352121458033,0.0,0.0,0.08058512325838735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238244429615135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694071295922582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059908730644028914,0.0,0.0,0.1629257455202737
lonely,DoraTheHoe,2019/05/19,"I feel useless and not good enough Ive been feeling really down recently and I don't remember of anything that couldve possibly tiggered it, I just feel lonely and sad about everything. My family is nice and all but deep down I always have this feeling that nobody actually likes me and nothing would have been different if I weren't here. My brothers and sisters are doing so good in life, always topping their classes getting straight A's and whatnot. and then there's me, kind of like the failure of the family, just existing. 
I have friends, but sometimes i feel like they don't actually like me. I'm always informed about stuff, last (also only if the topic arises, or if I ask). I don't think they would ever choose me. It almost feels like they're kinda stuck with having me in the group and vice versa.

I'm good at literally nothing.

 I'm awful at maintaing small talk, I'm awful at expressing my thoughts in the right way, I'm awful at just general socialising. I'm bad at studying, bad at thinking, bad at memorizing..EVERYTHING you could think of.

I suck,..and I don't want to feel this way. help",3.158888888888889,5.414581555555557,4.573851851851857,81.50633333333336,76.03703703703705,7.468148148148146,27.46666666666667,8.395991825355821,2.162843333333333,880,36,162,17,20,292,117,216,0.151,0.6809999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.4286,1,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,3,1,10,17,0,0,6,3,18,1,0,0,2,43,39,18,0,7,10,2,7,5,1,2,1,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,14,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,7,24,11,20,31,2,23,0,3,0,0,13,17,0,6,9,101,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.2162970002223242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097449703535442,0.0,0.0,0.08862612801084245,0.27664400967494895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119893068236594,0.0,0.10360573149179936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776009068576782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848416107469508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157877735332079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451109524105214,0.0,0.0,0.10024689626809784,0.0,0.0,0.1992034142691696,0.0,0.20895051572112053,0.0,0.3922525627026049,0.15834576006916906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562255544471442,0.0,0.05790110653522694,0.0,0.0,0.27886241685908564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428317154537728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540642223641807,0.0,0.09033657088692544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827845877363247,0.2707156998176393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126777504200856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428685063214501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493771183012098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099686464413316,0.0,0.1094255958601181,0.0,0.125542293062817,0.09464332033264083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096080359725412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268672737188256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907634960541631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213035150377532,0.0,0.0879820905253202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536702531080309,0.17593429283471865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745276222114446,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Supib,2019/05/19,"Slowly losing myself Every day I go out and try to do something that pulls me from past sorrows (my ex-girlfriend). But, ever night it pulls me back into the thing we call ""depression."" It sucks, I didn't know it would be so bad. 

The thing that gets me every single time is the feeling of not having someone who is willing to put in as much time and love as you will give for them. That feeling of not having someone who gets you hurts. 

I've tried to do dating app and stuff. I don't think it works for me because everyone on there is trying to find the ""perfect"" partner, who turns out to be people who are the most willing to put their social life out there. That isn't me. 

I'm about to graduate university and I am excited about the future. But, I feel like I'll be more lonely, less time to interact with people, and slowly losing those times where I can go and interact with friends without a care for the world and travel. 

Edit: Just a small rant on this sad one's mind.",4.946363636363635,5.034544999999998,5.565202020202024,84.55113636363639,68.6969696969697,8.014141414141415,27.10606060606061,7.492282038375204,1.3506181818181815,762,21,157,7,12,247,119,198,0.13699999999999998,0.79,0.07200000000000001,-0.9275,0,2,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,2,2,4,9,15,1,0,9,0,20,2,0,0,2,31,35,12,0,1,6,0,3,1,2,4,1,0,0,1,17,14,0,0,6,1,0,7,6,9,0,1,1,3,18,6,28,27,5,28,0,7,0,1,17,10,1,1,12,116,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319080142710436,0.11205061818058096,0.08180650764880529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370322551061623,0.0,0.1368248960443865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654729831518643,0.0,0.11558546258389545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139074210536124,0.22613700932998615,0.1282329626224224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356524648556412,0.0958718426185876,0.0,0.0,0.1226555190100566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103681868799154,0.0,0.14022695071247904,0.12873597655940772,0.15253684851195898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436628803004054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375229941416632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947887720731274,0.0655628870794146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30026886568958744,0.0,0.0,0.12111990040456146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135502805122964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865175779493678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593673655860144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093676311746826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281081975186513,0.18607347617960884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26981426331627745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679905205777534,0.22741287350285655,0.1033130006709445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362582861842902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831179843775072,0.0859893455111573,0.0,0.0,0.31301022831037817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733370789748622,0.14597005222590725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129363114839955,0.0,0.09769852146329627,0.0,0.0,0.09533116916381904,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jackisking1,2019/05/19,"Puzzled on life I’ve been through a lot but I feel like socially so much changed since I was married. I’m 28 but I have no social groups, I can’t stand dating apps, I mostly chill with my 6 year old son, which is great, but I would like to meet someone. Anyone been through this? Have any advice?",0.4711520737327177,2.6710471290322597,1.5675115207373267,99.59983870967743,85.7741935483871,4.188018433179724,20.147465437788018,5.288315135182226,-0.4129566820276498,230,7,53,1,7,72,49,62,0.066,0.7340000000000001,0.2,0.885,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,0,9,10,4,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,7,3,5,6,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,5,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498003924407269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383835940412787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874366684858548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27042450125648804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925509621600836,0.182623376868266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28183491237561786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805602685040574,0.2497775260940717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732897664509912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791875331087754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682425250101421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146122938323444,0.0,0.0,0.5211687635661445,0.2165959564771914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815934643371625,0.0,0.0,0.16461846902048208
lonely,DekuHHH,2019/05/19,I like to send thank you messages on Xbox Whenever I play a game and someone does something amazing or plays healer or something I always tell them they’re so cool and great at the game. It makes me feel less alone when they reply sometimes saying thank you or something along those lines,7.7755757575757585,7.6014377090909075,6.149090909090912,83.63030303030305,62.81818181818181,8.06060606060606,32.878787878787875,6.42735559955562,1.8721515151515145,234,8,43,1,3,68,44,55,0.026000000000000002,0.623,0.35100000000000003,0.9654,0,1,3,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,2,0,2,8,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,8,4,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,8,4,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,3,2,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549465040353862,0.0,0.0,0.20482402161096505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154154146963968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446539529425635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713911853651837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026086178051106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431305536717333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957555304936376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856973636860215,0.5685157128042037,0.2434575621769716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151538308391194,0.4532603008686901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawaymyyear,2019/05/19,"I didn’t realize it was happening but I woke up and all of my friends are suddenly acquaintances I just want to understand. what did I do? what did I say? suddenly everyone has better friends, and the only people in my life are here out of obligation. I’m so pathetic.",1.1957142857142848,3.8108460377358497,3.838328840970352,81.02924528301888,88.62264150943396,9.821024258760108,28.32614555256065,9.606745405546679,3.8390560646900282,212,11,41,9,7,74,39,53,0.107,0.6659999999999999,0.22699999999999998,0.7467,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,1,9,13,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,7,3,6,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035874743019098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280016918322537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5304069668668134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035455831343292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424562060398908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26106633093553605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379747521381383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729758369926078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573480010320991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246490803814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,uniqueguy464,2019/05/19,"New State, New Hole Recently moved from my hometown for a job opportunity of a lifetime. I'm so far away and although I have roommates they have a life of their own and I don't think they want me too involved which is understandable. Today I went the entire day without talking to anyone and jesus it feels like such a pit I'm in. I just feel numb. Until I get my car I can't really afford to involve myself in any outdoor activities so I'm pretty much stuck like this for a bit, can't wait :\\",2.1993137254901995,4.012691284313728,4.216274509803919,85.01990196078434,77.33333333333333,6.494117647058824,24.07843137254902,7.3871296695380915,1.0567960784313724,389,13,80,5,9,133,73,102,0.059000000000000004,0.8240000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.7688,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,1,5,4,0,0,6,0,6,2,0,0,0,11,18,7,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,2,2,13,3,12,16,3,14,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,8,51,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952832277889705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374765847326718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658779003674596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24005583693100724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180666950733112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223594126641965,0.1570848191212383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488005543100872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182004490398899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531022153260102,0.21484794652187605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23370136645579395,0.16163967548700645,0.0,0.0,0.4247297164956656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22370057301327104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408630030374923,0.0,0.21710843315806852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673403139603794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089247079261785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084238513942956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228906482168562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969298758559167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383421103421814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195985119883867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,althrowaway724,2019/05/19,"Why do I feel so different sometimes? During the day when I'm at school or out with friends I usually feel okay, with moments of sudden loneliness or sadness (depends on who I'm around/what's going on) which I can usually hide, but every night without fail I just feel awful. It's like my personality shifts and I just become extremely depressed. I know I'm extremely lucky to have people around me who care, and I care about them too, but at night I just feel so alone. Things like video games can help but I just end up losing motivation and not being able to play them. It's been like this for a long time and I'm very afraid of reaching out because not only would it be hard to explain to friends, and extremely hard to family, but it would also put a financial strain on them if I had to start therapy or get medicine. Part of me feels like being in a relationship would help but I think I'm pretty hopeless there. If anyone has any ideas please let me know, the suicidal thoughts have really been ramping up these past few months and I'm scared. I'm sorry if this post was all over the place I just need to get everything out.",4.296261013215858,5.374128678414099,4.966032488986787,84.72807957048458,70.58590308370044,8.494383259911894,26.96283039647577,8.841846274778883,1.8530090308370049,898,29,185,16,16,289,131,227,0.152,0.625,0.223,0.9696,1,1,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,3,3,13,19,0,3,6,2,17,0,0,2,1,50,41,21,1,7,19,0,7,4,2,3,0,0,0,1,11,12,0,0,12,3,0,2,3,8,0,0,5,7,19,11,28,29,3,31,0,5,0,0,13,14,0,8,18,114,30,3,0.11218497999716252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618980605731455,0.0,0.08971428797241393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628963338495473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844234644472417,0.0,0.0,0.19973683358884906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838692254293195,0.1238994964806222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287601276881749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235003126633431,0.0,0.09662475888529456,0.0,0.0,0.11720942674119787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936259401129277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945206841461218,0.0,0.10082462629218092,0.0,0.10575801493378828,0.0,0.28362048334028905,0.08014497212559181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334767451786526,0.0,0.11722404356844456,0.0,0.06375730943626602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009914134034525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039045466842246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664318721409915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330786223150493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471674281203813,0.0,0.2192316581775704,0.0,0.0,0.09928017704204607,0.0,0.12550629681028647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954498072659484,0.0,0.0,0.08318374117717597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055600821674925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532173253665107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148540099043365,0.1070932574023722,0.07777493972372773,0.09795559735712386,0.11720942674119787,0.12314541951966272,0.0,0.0,0.10744220004455306,0.11413245588544302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277689059653916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186857084677133,0.0,0.0,0.1204446844602114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112316735805155,0.11353718902736545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095381377970454,0.1255819003872325,0.07940510625491481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271215975784144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829330164470887,0.0,0.07453071582399617,0.07188360535122792,0.0,0.08906234293387967,0.0654159640040565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471118121845641,0.09256435745921822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122949519003144,0.0,0.0,0.10814231738691772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23907897313699025,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DimetredonKnight,2019/05/19,"I [21M] just want a girlfriend to hold me through the night Yesterday I had a lovely day with my friends I took a daytrip to see my friends art show and carpooled with some other friends to do it I had a blast, but while I was there I saw my friend and his girlfriend and I just felt so jealous im so happy for him but I want someone to love and care for me like that.

Ive never been a masculine or manly person, Im constantly anxious so Its hard for me to approach people and the more lonely I get the harder it is, I just feel trapped in myself and i want someone who will hold me when im sad or tired or anxious.",1.0249751243781091,2.6117416716417914,2.7664925373134364,95.11725124378107,80.044776119403,5.362189054726368,24.59950248756219,5.985473137389443,0.4343800995024876,480,18,112,3,12,159,77,134,0.182,0.591,0.22699999999999998,0.6289,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,12,1,0,8,0,8,3,0,0,1,25,20,16,0,3,8,0,3,1,6,1,1,0,0,2,6,8,0,2,2,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,7,5,22,9,12,12,2,10,0,2,2,2,13,1,0,4,8,78,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33107376506197944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939682151311046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834657833864987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449955127056207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408983227148562,0.0,0.1406915160419316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528340117900185,0.0,0.07655573412649949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598361820511508,0.13126185326681636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47483174663592204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158702269877858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644975975213738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113012758084665,0.0,0.0,0.13750822180406028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158526230530077,0.12794410496675748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676522048087908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24830832293465285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841436482592045,0.0,0.0,0.1627999172901428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592810868280787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yeeshe,2019/05/19,"Nights are the hardest. I fall asleep in your t-shirt, in the bed we used to share........at least I get to see you in my dreams.",-1.287619047619046,0.34864071428571464,0.27142857142857396,109.74023809523813,88.2857142857143,3.733333333333334,12.904761904761903,3.1291,-2.0044666666666666,92,1,27,0,3,29,23,28,0.0,0.895,0.105,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,4,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281712374429448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5894560848107274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005371228259751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5425013840239209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tourian25,2019/05/19,"My daughter has been taken My mentally ill wife ran away with my daughter a few days ago.  All week, I was running around filing motions and papers, and filling out subpoenas.  Now it's the weekend, I've been drinking for 7 hours or so.  My little girl called, and said goodnight.  But it's so hard not seeing her.  Not hugging her.

Thanks to my wife, and trying to keep the peace, I don't know anybody here.  I moved here for her.  I work from home, so not even coworkers are close.  I'm so very lonely and so very sad.  I just .  I don't even know.  I just don't know what to do.",-0.1273669467787144,2.1115114453781523,1.584672268907564,97.831406162465,90.00840336134453,4.1817366946778725,18.857703081232494,5.6839178017228535,-0.3642609523809521,438,13,99,3,15,142,75,119,0.14,0.83,0.03,-0.8921,0,2,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,13,4,0,0,3,0,9,3,0,0,1,21,19,12,0,0,7,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,9,1,1,3,2,0,5,6,2,0,0,6,3,15,2,10,13,2,16,0,2,1,1,10,5,0,1,6,64,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562078223825249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641071343715196,0.0,0.0,0.19673852870716527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382117715110516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504590718925435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051326305903307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27661392216939845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758158970519914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004563181802235,0.0,0.20621717143552712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612465891982596,0.0,0.0,0.34524288021357924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098741694469144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110263086532583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225594406387174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918769197700967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668649736002056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278771516243146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216909719581625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455544498786475,0.0,0.0,0.16796833577889722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244595404943534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,eyes_stormy,2019/05/19,Just discovered this sub... ... hard to realize I really am lonely and have been all my life.,1.937058823529412,4.583617117647059,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,83.70588235294119,10.458823529411768,20.264705882352946,10.125756701596842,2.9862000000000006,69,2,13,3,2,24,17,17,0.218,0.782,0.0,-0.4902,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6846845191225609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398649159144076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896457717969565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tatisaurus,2019/05/19,I (28f) feel like I’m starved of attention. It’s weird because I generally prefer to be alone but I’m staring to get what it feels like to be lonely.,1.124270833333334,2.9235937187500016,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,80.5625,6.766666666666668,26.291666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.4875291666666668,117,5,26,2,3,41,23,32,0.244,0.61,0.145,-0.34,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,2,4,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324400372080479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545252835211841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222361893198735,0.5965737598517499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814465262731506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079727371811131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GrowNoobGuy,2019/05/19,"Get a heated blanket If it's cold, its nice to get into a warm bed. If youre panicking, its like a warm hug.  Even if you dont put it on high heat, it makes a difference to touch something thats cold versus something thats body temperature. Its just really nice, especially if you dont have any friends that like to hug or a partner to cuddle up and be warm with",5.566948051948053,4.348917610389608,6.7824350649350675,80.72222402597406,67.70129870129871,10.297402597402598,30.938311688311693,9.516144504307137,2.3981454545454546,284,9,64,5,4,97,48,77,0.066,0.6629999999999999,0.271,0.9331,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,2,10,0,0,5,0,4,4,1,1,0,11,7,6,0,4,7,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,10,8,6,0,5,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,5,2,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633086288899274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716864346116629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555464513797545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5733197133909721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155062709911264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897107642965175,0.0,0.2555783197920244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584247457031705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389904713085916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632669763169753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458823918081543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669181870651974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765975511838965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,roufio412,2019/05/19,"I have taken to whoring out I have not posted on here before, I might later I dont know. 

I usually hangout around some NSFW places. Sometimes people ask for a partner to ""chat"" with. I will always message them. Not because I'm horny, (plays a role) I want to be acknowledged. To be with someone. I dont want to have sex because I want to get my rocks off, its because I want solid to be with me when I wake up.",1.1419767441860458,2.9151840697674416,3.2838953488372127,90.66561046511627,80.3953488372093,5.230232558139536,23.540697674418613,5.985473137389443,0.4837953488372091,314,11,67,2,8,107,54,86,0.0,0.905,0.095,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,10,3,1,0,0,15,19,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,14,1,16,13,1,10,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,2,3,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780867673726052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953235308257154,0.1885376884660856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36881525265834303,0.0,0.17160946738287347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727201561326472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053661861037516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083459301038777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394392877661592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398151526543028,0.0,0.21070609569812795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314765982596285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087747419554006,0.0,0.1994604491664265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22211509173774172,0.0,0.475809501136659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dontsmoketheseeds,2019/05/19,"Ruin all my friendships and relationships. My depression causes me to zone out and not respond a lot. This has caused people to want to isolate me. Even my own mother doesn’t enjoy spending time with me. I just hate my life anymore and being lonely, as long as I have been, is getting old.",3.3464285714285684,5.4968679285714295,4.370857142857143,83.67414285714288,75.07142857142857,5.908571428571428,25.485714285714288,6.742157984588678,1.1474614285714293,228,8,41,2,5,74,45,56,0.233,0.6609999999999999,0.107,-0.8555,0,2,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,1,12,9,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,9,1,7,7,3,4,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744487808963038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.568570338871683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383532058964253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278220406983994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458368080302306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732205326367753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546755449645425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24490357081281966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352719340638328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29038896989958896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185461816839824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29711201358189265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136759270656253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322667541474886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,emotiveTechNerd,2019/05/19,"Recently started feeling lonely pains, but also want to do something about it! Hey there, I've recently started feeling how lonely I am after about 4 years being single (dating on and off), and also losing interest and support in maintaining my career, so dove head first into online content creation, which is definitely helping with some aspects of my loneliness, but there's still something missing.

I'm curious if anyone's ever signed up for a personal development program, video course, or coach to help with this? 

* Has that worked for you at all? 
* What do you think is still missing from it?
* If you haven't bought any of those, what were your reasons for not doing so?",4.924388971684056,7.50886492622951,5.37152011922504,76.30559612518631,71.86885245901641,7.387183308494784,30.763040238450074,8.296473431620573,2.7336622950819685,539,24,83,9,11,172,92,122,0.135,0.667,0.198,0.8463,0,4,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,0,3,12,8,0,0,1,0,10,2,1,2,2,22,21,13,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,6,0,1,2,2,7,2,19,18,3,17,0,5,0,0,8,6,0,4,11,68,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081252662926836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100902951678348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470579454599016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426351743497018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948198863979342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638685210146451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771511830860355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582593026142844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155267683669806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499384513345534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821509261603607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807692576338412,0.3804384961905318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966237223931608,0.0,0.0,0.27271820423205817,0.0,0.30770207184277376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186176433087977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344273995540085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136303285086974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025194757943582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406068453957085
lonely,ilanleventhal,2019/05/19,lonely confession when i go to the movies alone i bring a notebook and a pen so people will think i’m a film critic not a sad loner,0.2943678160919525,2.224805103448276,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,84.17241379310346,5.2459770114942526,16.563218390804597,6.42735559955562,-0.29045747126436794,104,2,23,1,3,36,24,29,0.235,0.605,0.161,-0.2695,0,3,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,13,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6848778633168047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37581584253612144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584424085474804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237160875900964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PorcupinArseIHateYou,2019/07/16,"I got to the end of Tinder and had 3 matches I'm 18 M, I recently installed Tinder on the advice of a ""friend"" (a dude I sometimes see on vacation) and I've been usin fc it for smth like a week or so and had only 3 matches, with each time the people barely talking to me then putting me away (I suck at texting and social stuff thx Asperger). I arrived at the end of the list of people today. I don't know what to do. I still feel lonely as fuck and now any left self confidence has been crushed x). What do you people suggest?",1.8239186507936507,3.083607919642862,3.907976190476192,89.20924603174606,76.94642857142857,6.406349206349208,24.94444444444445,6.937597516519254,0.9195503968253966,405,14,89,4,9,139,75,112,0.10400000000000001,0.821,0.07400000000000001,-0.5267,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,2,0,8,0,8,1,0,0,0,10,15,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,2,10,2,15,10,1,16,0,1,1,1,6,6,2,1,10,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697039791554266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707348691592205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938023384682567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570597111513986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191908621728836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557313172225583,0.18634682320026236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121273701130615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077677195623964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21900475678330614,0.0,0.0,0.09847618377297608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330192150081706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192266383879154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026320084617386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902456884929934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606239912889031,0.0,0.2102798980368161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547369389167985,0.0,0.0,0.1993563930850316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097285841408052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307476989684637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201311891917994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753620889428512,0.0,0.19106336201808896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168608618608202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SpecBec,2019/07/16,"Anyone else just hug themselves? When I'm lonely late at night and I wish someone would hug me because I'm sad and there's nobody intimate with me like that, I just hug myself and feel a little better. I wish I didn't have to do that.",0.997,2.9959167000000018,2.7059999999999995,93.473,82.0,4.800000000000002,18.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.3943999999999997,185,4,40,1,5,61,36,50,0.098,0.557,0.345,0.9218,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,10,9,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,7,5,3,7,0,5,0,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,4,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992153156443276,0.27830460822589564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557573373310808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402239350321629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269018788500813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733815731019666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30639679050928803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269877233285754,0.2722324643650846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25489497301561065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23014094155099815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6246942962036008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294954320379065,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PissinBullets,2019/07/16,"A person that lets you go but you can't do the same. Long read, but please, this is driving me nuts. I'm 19M and there's this girl in my university that's just absolutely amazing. I didn't have much of a social life and I had practically given up on making friends because every friend I made I was only able to keep for a few weeks. I found her one day and we just clicked. I was scared since I had given up on trying to make friends. But she was such a bundle of joy that she made me forget I was ever alone. I hadn't received attention like what she gave me for a long time. So, I legit fell in love with her in just a few weeks. This was different though, I didn't want to have sex with her or even a relationship, I just never wanted her to leave me. I had a really good thing going with her for like 3 months ( do remember that this was a one of the longest friendships I've had ever ). I did a lot of favors for her, did assignments for her, helped her with tests and stuff. This was all regular for me, I didn't think much of it. 

But, right after we were done with the semester and went on break, things fell completely apart. It was all good, until one day she seemed really off while we were chatting late night. I started asking what was wrong and she wouldn't tell me. I begged her to tell me why she was sad and she still wouldn't. I met her the next day and she literally shut me out. I saw her buying some food and I went to confront her. She wouldn't talk to me and I literally chased her to get her to talk. And it did create quite a scene, people were staring at me and laughing but I didn't care. My friend was sad and I didn't give a shit about anything else. But while I was chasing her, she told me that she didn't want to be with me anymore. And it tore me to pieces. I just stood there, frozen and allowed her to walk away. She didn't even look back. Later in the day, I texted her to ask if she wants to remain friends with me and she simply said ""no"". And I legit started crying tbh. I felt used that till the time I was doing stuff for her, she stayed with me. But as soon as we went on semester break, she told me that she didn't want to be with me. This really hurt and a week later I found out something.

Basically, I was with someone who was also friends with that girl. The guy told me that there was something wrong with her medically but she made that guy promise not to tell anyone. I was dying to know what she had. The guy went to the bathroom and left his phone unlocked. Me being the fking weirdo I am, I checked his phone and turns out the girl was vomiting blood and stuff around the time we started having problems. She had migraines and shit too. The message said that she was scheduled for an MRI the next day. 

I'm really dying to ask her what the results said. But I'm not even supposed to know. What do I do? I feel used and betrayed but I still care a lot about her and blame the illness for her reaction. I really hope that some way we can get back together. She was my last attempt at friendship. What do you guys have to say about this? Whats your take? What do you think went on inside her head?",1.5976085724589133,3.3320641124620103,2.8369991242079244,94.58659806295401,78.84802431610942,5.919983514502088,19.96713203853485,6.772648465950304,0.04084490237494176,2438,58,563,24,59,785,257,658,0.109,0.769,0.122,0.9561,2,1,2,0,0,0,70.0,6,5,0,2,27,29,3,1,31,0,64,13,4,9,5,107,124,45,2,11,19,0,2,2,6,3,6,4,0,8,37,46,1,1,11,2,2,12,17,10,0,3,65,10,118,19,74,52,12,77,0,3,4,2,100,23,2,8,40,404,155,3,0.06028882261728862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244103807393628,0.0,0.04821294966529403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979031194645256,0.042155346558955496,0.0,0.049612564073425694,0.05366983410204107,0.16908573226302934,0.0,0.05664333343562429,0.09271676637153184,0.0,0.03675150668687879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293694539544868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321168347137625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622444070007677,0.19440651509148726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514055899839488,0.06298898781327852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169639736961303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036357520399549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946059622387335,0.109069383315143,0.05079593329066364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030483840191734824,0.0,0.057886724262510486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290148361860703,0.13220716434919666,0.2794739688073589,0.0,0.06299684297628808,0.057834532231544764,0.0685270544997351,0.10113480805513332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23878165194522044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618737253310843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04041032696652989,0.0,0.0,0.05988040421132094,0.0,0.0,0.0645404315348954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358747564631743,0.0,0.0,0.06626632044307798,0.04914343707505497,0.06800841790857587,0.06383715813292971,0.0655039821763983,0.0616494058188807,0.042583778366896766,0.05890814684949758,0.0,0.0,0.106707421675385,0.05062742687054565,0.0,0.0,0.10251080208103946,0.0544130162448921,0.1711402250496754,0.08048651449484018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060734646081091616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04812196302420119,0.0,0.08863844308909119,0.0,0.046498456690473436,0.0,0.12823569363053358,0.056576975949476624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255979947740335,0.04585236631884237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04179667853212375,0.05264187446112266,0.0,0.06617902284013706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576882610614017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412458395134864,0.06030513762890609,0.0,0.193112817760837,0.0,0.0,0.06472763302895493,0.06829548342180422,0.05148632510263424,0.1720454289315106,0.0479440915614213,0.060359628910047765,0.0,0.0,0.05488467982095707,0.0,0.0,0.12377122008597195,0.04987153707652371,0.0,0.0,0.06145686230786596,0.05108252375900446,0.09282656219233383,0.0,0.0,0.12801821686015186,0.06425986322693215,0.0962934632408274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070488337670753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04532969157165067,0.09691574383952932,0.15808526491479982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010642968365465,0.07726128635439385,0.05923346211841427,0.0,0.10546469189402853,0.0,0.0,0.17282566089465842,0.0,0.04093215309488592,0.06557692663638381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414037125881774,0.0,0.0,0.1777995480460454,0.04785446117989986,0.1450801708136053,0.0,0.0,0.2794417128704692,0.054401285085613434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183272646814898,0.0,0.0
lonely,katsukiiz,2019/07/16,"I don't want to go outside anymore There's no reason for me to go outside, nobody is there for me. I feel much better staying indoors all day. I only go outside when I'm forced to. I have no one to hang out with. I guess I have this one ""friend"". We have a lot of good and bad history. When I got bullied, she just stood there and watched. To me, she was very important and I wanted to protect her. We do still sometimes talk on whatsapp and I tried to ask her to hang out with me, so I finally would have a reason to go outside. She said she didn't know and never talked about it again. Her parents don't like me at all. Should I try to move on?",0.30730729701952697,2.15821992086331,2.2044450154162405,96.94167266187051,83.60431654676259,4.834737923946556,21.439362795477905,5.773587663045528,-0.056813360739979675,495,16,117,3,14,164,79,139,0.132,0.792,0.076,-0.7807,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,2,3,25,26,8,0,4,1,1,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,11,0,1,4,0,0,7,6,1,0,2,5,3,25,4,21,19,4,20,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,2,8,85,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662222999177526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669104455812902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994584868198598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823583520410258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809342519049887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474774360657981,0.0,0.0,0.1836065939935669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949368203081071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810224176698237,0.14058180873617376,0.13405159140871128,0.0,0.18463933215299694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211308515165507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188490187160803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249450064405378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814099477599504,0.12321131460722988,0.0,0.12926977903441236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22715131246053846,0.12747359125697755,0.0,0.0,0.18610907457242826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446582960157772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594337831461378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657687987064873,0.0,0.0,0.1786480436420373,0.13385212759276768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26943424971045216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275899357779208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829432100025055,0.19771932166548345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906405864692265,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gyroman_Anant,2019/07/16,"Today is my birthday! I have been so annoyed at work last couple of days, makes me angry and sad. Plus hardly anyone remembers or care about my birthday. All this while just thinking what to look for in life?",2.881,5.347857099999999,3.3550000000000004,88.82000000000002,78.0,5.0,22.5,5.985473137389443,0.4495,164,5,30,1,4,51,38,40,0.20800000000000002,0.725,0.066,-0.7819,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,8,7,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,1,7,6,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279705109406397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324133300160014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607503524369501,0.0,0.21026491865564045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920623699123687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265761175601092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302874132112213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737863951645363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176301860970225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693328965717906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890938355244604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090420521938232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23735659076779905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,modjoo,2019/07/16,"Feeling great when sitting alone on a mountain overlooking the landscape. But lonely surrounded by people at a bar. I recently got back from a vacation where i felt like in the title.
Now I didn't know anyone at the bar and my cursed introverted mind thought that I was fine alone, that I don't have to talk to anyone. Boy did i feel like a mess watching people having fun. 
At the mountain I even thought about this very thing and I still felt like all is well in the world.

But ever since I got back i have felt more lonely than I have ever felt for some reason. Maybe my GF leaving me is finally having an effect. I no longer draw as much pleasure from playing games... mostly because all my friends stopped playing or going out and having fun. I'm 30 btw, so most are starting families. 

Well shit... I don't know where I'm going with this anymore.
I guess that some things trigger feelings in us. We just have to find the ones that do us good and become better so that the bad ones becomes good as well in time.

So what is your mountain to sit on top of? What makes you feel nice.",2.708130002425417,4.6131829999999985,3.437482415716712,90.75968227019159,76.14285714285714,5.85874363327674,24.324278438030557,6.5966054737557815,0.7103142857142855,849,28,174,7,19,268,126,217,0.08199999999999999,0.701,0.217,0.982,0,6,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,2,0,3,18,23,1,0,12,0,17,3,1,4,4,39,38,13,0,0,4,0,8,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,11,7,2,1,15,5,0,2,4,5,3,2,11,9,23,18,24,27,8,31,0,2,1,0,10,15,1,6,15,122,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209673899999474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579347802038734,0.14918004554385916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405382186386158,0.08906962587996843,0.06502842330671456,0.23562952111414795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434585239921893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045819269310878,0.19298827905065646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056421180343078,0.0,0.2157534471597713,0.07620903207065677,0.4097010162062869,0.11685784744686994,0.09749951734074813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241726296943433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125234336479734,0.1789487752239709,0.17063635981829922,0.1176101671329704,0.11751514169574355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172521816170698,0.0,0.0,0.1129540015089483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156348851579637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120675595214608,0.0,0.10716992510012197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107711892660315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841880126922048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457222282441526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791078513099418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968022907314814,0.10532923319969804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095009159966316,0.08824311480885627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075505501201895,0.0,0.08519122960922995,0.08918553388231035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085741763857155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174098666050264,0.0,0.0,0.16937693704103338,0.06220336930064481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566350967841948,0.0,0.0,0.08801849821789068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877423838345009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FunnyGap2,2019/07/16,"Anyone feel disconnected to their current world? I have no friends or family but a job and lifestyle I enjoy. I travel frequently (every month for a few days) and in a career I love (although isolated). Recently, I feel so disconnected, it\`s this craving for emotional connection, and I have no idea how to get out of it. 

My heart says emigrate elsewhere, but in the meantime (this could take up to a year) how do I feel connected to where I am right now?",5.233875968992251,6.4748154883720925,6.327906976744188,75.22387596899226,68.53488372093022,10.38449612403101,32.93798449612403,10.504223727775694,3.713044961240312,356,16,65,10,6,119,61,86,0.051,0.7829999999999999,0.166,0.9003,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,5,2,1,2,0,14,11,10,0,1,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,10,3,11,10,1,15,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,7,49,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174758229965999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995503241491943,0.0,0.0,0.1611854307672824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28113980273319605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057844653068106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23561359816754415,0.0,0.3791193091265589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309680383421096,0.0,0.13057912780512151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961705629708108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28214274862856475,0.0,0.0,0.2480188942755676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22557334199043305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949329722239206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467776476478341,0.0,0.0,0.21344051886293586,0.0,0.19875591739909007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879177212524525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094798083168985
lonely,Zach0416,2019/07/16,Church of Cannabis: East Coast Orthodox Come join our church. There are lonely stoners out there who need a community.,4.5113333333333285,7.984388799999998,2.9400000000000013,85.85833333333333,86.0,6.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,2.1526666666666667,96,4,16,2,3,27,18,20,0.115,0.7829999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.0772,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7578921858723322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.652379823870771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Vast-Curiousity,2019/07/16,"19M just trying to figure out life So basically I feel completely alone, now I know obviously that’s the whole point of this subreddit but hear me out. I graduated a little over a year ago and attempted to attend college the following fall, that was it though, then I didn’t take classes again because it wasn’t really for me. Last month I lost my job because I worked for a small business and it was to costly to train me further. Last week my gf broke up with me because essentially she was getting to stressed with the things happening in her own life that she needed to let some things in her life go, and one of those things was me (honestly I can understand her though). 

I essentially have next to no means of making friends till I get my next job (which I’ll barely interact with anyone at anyway), and even if I had a good opportunity to I’d probably blow it cause I suck at making friends in the first place. What should I do?",7.6673655913978545,6.1921211129032265,7.949569892473117,74.87768817204305,63.67741935483871,11.707526881720431,34.645161290322584,10.746095033038511,3.403316129032259,741,26,151,16,9,244,116,186,0.10400000000000001,0.812,0.084,-0.2014,2,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,8,9,1,1,8,0,12,3,0,3,1,24,28,11,0,3,3,0,1,0,3,1,3,1,0,0,14,9,0,0,5,0,1,4,3,4,0,2,8,2,25,5,26,18,3,31,0,2,0,0,10,14,1,2,13,106,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716715551718765,0.0,0.0,0.13689576668748266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242140529969167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417220712536716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357824439237502,0.0,0.0,0.1385853300865056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730182592227577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683278823271432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242989989851468,0.0,0.0,0.20423962834492945,0.0,0.13811431366528934,0.0,0.07511937624634017,0.11086400478404222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688390416762315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897336520684035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26233104734790885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264115894319316,0.21548419768683724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516019169012186,0.28008209830288666,0.0,0.1324763270260568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428708044156266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645867925398087,0.0,0.0,0.14397977250899927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550261856480092,0.0,0.0,0.09800775481771053,0.0,0.0,0.28114400621377056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956672423594546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809709200152753,0.0,0.12495022312500904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250942940580358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467612986589589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140859137065985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938084107539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634380716530305,0.0,0.2597269507484055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973967526707043,0.0,0.0,0.13760117698251506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602461579387497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757117742800954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622661100064757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511781431699501
lonely,telbu1,2019/07/16,"I dreamed a beautiful dream. Then I woke up. This night, I (18M) dreamed something I think was beautiful. I still think about it now 6 hours later.

I remember I was with my mom's side family who were going on vacation to warmer areas. I wasn't going to join them on the vacation, but I joined them until they were leaving for the airport. Before the airport, we were at a hotel or restaurant or something where we said our goodbye's. I noticed a girl was with us, unknown to me. She had blonde hair, a pink jumper, and light blue jeans. 

I can't remember much from before we went to the hotel, which was a 1970's dark brown wooden building with flat roofs weirdly enough. I think me and this girl shared a few laughs before then. At the hotel in the dining area, all the seats and tables were taken, so I had to sit on the floor. I think someone else sat on the floor with me, but I can't remember. I sat by the wall behind where the girl sat on the chair by the table; she turned around and faced me, and we chatted. I can't remember what we talked about, but as she conversed with the others on the table, she turned to me several times and we talked and we laughed. I asked her her name, and I can't remember what her name was, but after that, she kissed me. The kiss felt real and physical. She kissed me by the table, and I remember the others by the table saying, ""Why did you kiss him? You have fever."" That one was pretty random I think, but I didn't mind it in the dream. After, we walked around the hotel, laughing and talking until they left for the airport. I was pretty happy in my dream, and I think I added her on snapchat.

When I went to go home, I noticed an old friend who I'm no longer friends with work at the hotel. As I was walking home, he stopped me and we left together. We talked about what we were doing with our lives, and what we are studying and such. This time the streets looked like a street in Oxford in England (I'm not English), a street I only have seen photos of, but I didn't think about it then, only until now. We then went to a football/soccer pitch which was just across the street. This pitch resembles the football pitch nearby me. I remember I then went home to get dress myself up in athletic clothes, but I lost them in the washing room and I was frustrated that I couldn't find the clothes; that's when I woke up.

I woke up to a feeling of hopelessness, helplessness and anger. I thought I had slept for hours, but I only slept and hour because I woke up sometime before I dreamt this. I felt this hopelessness when I woke up because I realised this isn't my life; this girl who was full of life and was happy to talk to me has never existed. The dream about my old friend has made me realise what a miserable life I am living now, that I have no friends, no future. This dream has made me realize that suicide is ineviatable.",4.7752969348658985,5.020445836206901,5.1585057471264415,86.77429118773945,69.08620689655173,8.168582375478929,27.662835249042143,7.8897218956490685,1.4730708812260531,2235,67,475,25,36,711,226,580,0.08800000000000001,0.7659999999999999,0.146,0.986,0,0,2,0,0,3,77.0,16,2,5,2,19,23,2,1,41,0,40,14,4,2,2,84,81,43,1,1,12,1,4,1,4,0,5,2,4,4,30,41,1,1,20,13,0,9,14,8,0,1,47,13,98,15,69,33,5,81,0,5,6,4,60,42,0,3,30,335,128,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597280537855068,0.06089499824285927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941472903125307,0.0,0.2217096920994209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441422731246009,0.0,0.0,0.06730470257857986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140606848902616,0.0,0.03293560083514825,0.0,0.12508489953842894,0.0,0.05953471848589303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201301039557554,0.0,0.034031783087225584,0.0,0.11105784405192824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386806806958593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960154064937288,0.0,0.19244267226629155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689714663734024,0.1415447001758962,0.0,0.13802614606851307,0.031823011772306065,0.0,0.11503564370426715,0.0,0.05469930009576187,0.0,0.07110554284440376,0.0,0.0,0.12326981779244073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577055335262212,0.0762885392069032,0.0,0.0,0.047883737118902224,0.0,0.05023824424270173,0.0,0.0,0.061127360746267574,0.0,0.0,0.1483195078924904,0.13670221119919174,0.0,0.04413902151254135,0.14862056994057918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325370073806703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414101381100892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51651856743552,0.0,0.06196091149890025,0.051800148935924065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358711066530238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055190999611483035,0.1002924362559382,0.06442289496773121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201908697175571,0.05445807115271079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125012029815353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26177625863929593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921634561067929,0.0,0.05171209324810888,0.07596468538906748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417023226802859,0.0,0.0,0.07835268654330814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24153336728978855,0.05877668296478825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742105384861179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dellychan,2019/07/16,"you're not a bad person because... (Just wanted to put some thoughts out there because I came to this sub being temporarily lonely, and realized there are a lot of people who have it worse than me)

You're not a bad person if you want sex and no relationship, people have been doing that since, well, people.

You're not unlikeable or annoying if you talk a lot. Just make sure you believe what you say. If your friends think that's annoying, they're not your friends.

You aren't destined to become whatever your parents tell you. All it takes to have a kid is a series of stupid decisions. And if you relate to this, you're probably smarter than them. Hang on to that.

You're not a bad person if you're lonely. People are really REALLY bad at dealing with social problems. All it takes to give life another chance is for someone to open up and say ""I'm lonely too"" and I think we've got that in spades here.

Just came here wanting a little company, and you have to reach out for someone to know you're there.",3.935366666666667,5.323158470000003,4.714000000000002,85.0136666666667,71.8,7.9333333333333345,25.833333333333336,8.447377352677275,1.6336833333333334,794,25,159,13,15,256,104,200,0.09,0.748,0.162,0.9004,1,6,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,11,1,0,10,15,3,0,8,0,12,2,0,1,3,43,27,12,0,9,14,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,4,11,12,0,0,6,0,0,4,7,11,1,0,5,2,15,4,23,21,5,12,0,3,0,1,28,8,0,9,0,102,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339141990499553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930114057555986,0.14346592233520153,0.1299616569842027,0.0,0.13257827013475404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691753507036509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131669816424445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818292378470115,0.0,0.0,0.11288359658443405,0.0,0.0,0.09411462519161937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467053761309073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311660651052749,0.0,0.11794023408247835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000844059969972,0.0,0.0,0.07854829011452752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066302021540174,0.0,0.0,0.3263212628123307,0.308245120561896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268724446125005,0.11259809906028605,0.0,0.11829484370620234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076991945312318,0.0,0.0,0.12633780775563255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715813136549314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973411257110738,0.0,0.0,0.11995379549940124,0.1994095493481337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090632606797962,0.0,0.17695236459023608,0.0945818813443662,0.10285223828525697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150801459679946,0.0,0.09341998951862224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082214726748736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580303297282348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991983071478456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,trippysad,2019/07/16,"What helps u keep ur night time anxietys at bay I cuddle my dog and journal 
I also have to fall asleep to the sound of people talking- podcast/YouTubes",-0.13314285714285745,1.2068914000000035,1.02809523809524,95.32500000000002,118.33333333333334,3.0476190476190474,20.952380952380953,5.288315135182226,0.1412380952380956,122,5,23,1,7,38,28,30,0.0,0.9059999999999999,0.094,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36457882790244733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487581986396205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30557660841932394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052201575928244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278262939961392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31605998337053065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664308919035514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26583586652374674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kirkke,2019/07/16,"I feel alone in my marriage and it's the worst feeling that I've ever had. Yup.. not much to say.. he just doesen't see me, doesen't care... I feel alone and I'm tired of trying and fighting for this relation...",-0.3210852713178305,1.9492536744186069,1.4747674418604682,97.25385658914728,93.65116279069768,3.7968992248062015,21.12015503875969,5.46131890053228,-0.07859379844961234,160,6,35,1,6,52,35,43,0.287,0.6809999999999999,0.032,-0.9001,0,2,0,0,2,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,9,7,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,4,1,4,6,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.596987762900938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938446183525992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606982889569832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371759372212398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211864134065648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291925058298948,0.0,0.0,0.2296623937615034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33124971640059403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567255174313447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KingPolicy,2019/07/16,"A Couple Thoughts on Lonliness... ""Dude, being alone isn't so bad, you have so much freedom!""  


""No, you shouldn't think about dating with that lonely and needy attitude, you'll be doing a disservice to whomever you meet and yourself as well/it won't end well.""

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""Learn to love yourself first/work on yourself and it'll solve itself.""

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These three answers are the majority of the replies I get from friends whenever the conversation turns to loneliness, and being alone. 

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I've been alone for most of my life due to moving around a lot and a relatively shy disposition. Loneliness is somewhat familiar to me, as its an endless battle to see who comes out on top; some days are harder than others. 

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I exercise regularly, enjoy my hobbies, have a good job in my field of study, and have friends that I meet around once a week to hang out and get drinks with. If anything, to anyone, and sometimes even to me, I seem to have things under-control.

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But damn am I lonely. I have always been the one to observe them come together, fall apart, turn into something beautiful, or devastating but never, ever been a part of one. Friends tell me there's no real hype behind it, and its overrated, but sometimes I want to get a taste of that chaos just so I can have my own opinion of it, not someone else's. 

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So I set myself on the much-advised path of ""loving oneself."" I used to be a couch-potato who only cared about video games and anime, but I steeled myself and started exercising regularly (I still do), I limited the time I spent on the computer, I started socializing more, actually went out and realized drinking wasn't about alcohol but the people you drink it with, and threw myself outside of my comfort zone, applied for jobs I didn't think I would get (and got one!).   


Now did the loneliness magically disappear as I become more confident in my self worth? Nope. It was still there, mocking my efforts to champion it. I would try not to think about it and throw myself into the healthy routines and habits I had created for myself to no avail--it would only serve to hold it off until the moment I wasn't doing these things--it would come back with a vengeance. 

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I don't want to be lonely anymore guys, It sucks. I'm at a loss. 

Help.

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I apologize if this post seems a bit ramble-y, it is coming from a genuine place.

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Tl:dr  
Society tells us not to base actions upon loneliness because the actions that result from it are not coming form a good place. I have tried my best to try and focus on myself and ""love"" myself to not much success. I  don't know what to do anymore, it just feels like I'm just going through the motions. 

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PS: I have never had suicidal thoughts nor considered myself to have depression. I have tried CBT (Cognitive Behavioral Therapy) which helped a bit to narrow down negative thoughts and behaviors and help me deal with them, but never loneliness.",6.428702466598152,7.199150857913673,6.522694758478931,76.59229496402881,65.60071942446044,9.44781089414183,33.871325796505644,9.461161749540981,3.163699342240493,2351,100,416,43,35,750,275,556,0.126,0.735,0.139,0.9021,2,9,5,0,0,0,129.0,1,5,2,6,22,25,4,0,29,0,47,11,0,2,4,88,86,38,1,9,17,0,1,1,3,8,4,0,0,2,28,37,5,2,13,7,2,16,22,10,1,4,17,3,56,15,73,56,15,60,0,5,1,3,30,24,2,10,19,306,84,5,0.0,0.0,0.039884339095802177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043678821349468,0.0,0.12699053181582626,0.0,0.0,0.03400806446493116,0.4428386554426591,0.49662911394421205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106638140260193,0.028578052957540283,0.0,0.03363346761879521,0.07276796356284228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03142738555964535,0.03412569658396673,0.024914668958969672,0.045138965524582964,0.0,0.0,0.04289174223470108,0.0,0.08924140359215701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041670853435351526,0.0,0.0,0.17603435031947276,0.0,0.0,0.04584046136903943,0.0,0.04522314151008303,0.0,0.02635850556135499,0.0421363530064695,0.03520225492463236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011447877468545,0.0,0.0,0.03414259487341545,0.0,0.036199700829376236,0.0,0.0,0.026995003986431298,0.036970288075644384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020665677558367058,0.029198352184680188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03476497271267335,0.0,0.0,0.09473082933455257,0.0,0.08541393971065565,0.0,0.02322801201241272,0.06856154999006332,0.03268838610144792,0.0,0.0,0.040468856572178885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218519535589057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111660431050116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022461710903919786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028868496469347662,0.01996757561868344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03474718356893118,0.1106634047701129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0434395560436094,0.09013497672702084,0.0,0.09456703357087773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043526432598774215,0.08308603121154211,0.0621686907996745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0442594641851912,0.0,0.028334903874407038,0.0,0.0854032893290172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0391432564413604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04652030770404656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03256900876286866,0.07441510577014775,0.042637515024129116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041662982492201614,0.034629986190435204,0.03146460208183676,0.0808452095010149,0.0,0.057857609684104284,0.0,0.06527949398097672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044706395958781266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144635957740575,0.0,0.04673971310998143,0.0,0.027152970816374685,0.07856573293433716,0.0,0.09734136476962356,0.023832291718782598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099529092243143,0.08891213263239957,0.0,0.0,0.0491629517870468,0.03529954427833009,0.0,0.0,0.04821371725914248,0.0,0.03278436499785973,0.0,0.07349613060623124,0.0378879583295064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029754678325696362,0.0,0.0,0.116134747195642,0.0,0.49662911394421205,0.0
lonely,Eykhar,2019/07/16,"Oh how quickly things can change ... Last year on my birthday, my ex friend posted a photo of me on her story with the text: ""This girl is the best friend I've ever had and she turns 20 today, that's craaazy!! You're special and that's the best thing about you. Happy birthday! 🎉🎉❤""

This year, nothing. All in all I got 7 birthday wishes, and none from outside of my family. Welp.",-0.3126223776223789,1.9629980641025675,1.395967365967369,97.68388111888115,94.0,3.3491841491841488,17.34731934731935,4.851557810540192,-0.7522205128205126,291,8,63,1,11,94,58,78,0.0,0.727,0.273,0.9741,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,3,9,6,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,8,6,8,4,5,10,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610700894471434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323867046991973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870834269974252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070897565454781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394402564770568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756939251990073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338478029089185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790642000338049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078379924134166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038763883633005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29188421898453104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082259296442733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389429923447504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526150636413803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28292660887271515
lonely,FTG_Elmun,2019/07/16,"If you're happy and you know it clap your hands ...

Well fuck
So basically I can't make friends because I'm an annoying asshole",1.1998717948717932,3.6262387307692334,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,84.76923076923076,6.5435897435897425,27.89743589743589,7.793537801064563,1.9156051282051283,101,5,21,2,3,34,24,26,0.26899999999999996,0.5529999999999999,0.17800000000000002,-0.4504,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,4,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28696893459180794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36370548359688304,0.4352070133198408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011292951978168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25871558870889444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31423377428276505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232668379303795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sad_happy_man,2019/07/16,"this is not healthy lurking, complaining, bitching and moaning trying to find a reason why I am unhappy... I am unhappy because of myself. I find that one thing that makes me happy and then I poison it, make it not work for me any more. I drive people away from me because I am poison. I bring nothing of value to this world. Oh sure when I was younger and optimistic I probably had value. But now I'm just a machine that turns beer into piss and depression. 

I see other people's happiness and I make them regret it. I find joy on making coworkers not want to come into work. I am a mince, a scourge, a god dam blight on this world. I am so full of bile and vitriolic contempt for the world that I think I am making myself sick, actually sick... and yet I just can not change my ways.

God damn it I'm just angry.

maybe this is the wrong Sub Reddit for this post. I just need to see these words typed out. maybe then I can get something through to myself.",1.4296632124352335,3.64719749740933,3.030494818652852,90.52315155440417,81.79792746113989,5.9325388601036275,21.56709844559585,7.1686216300943375,0.6774955440414514,739,23,154,10,20,243,107,193,0.23399999999999999,0.6579999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.9763,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,8,14,6,0,7,0,12,6,1,6,1,35,28,12,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,16,11,1,0,5,1,0,3,4,10,0,1,2,2,27,4,19,26,2,20,0,2,2,0,2,10,3,0,5,106,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.13467997700204326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385301351900782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966698409270874,0.0,0.0,0.16826188516488286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145998584312994,0.11888527071063595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886968647723045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784218905256736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210566663931357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293833059112388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606210016992176,0.0,0.2773035653236244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233428106632887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242640677393502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352062343637436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913605334160793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217751620867044,0.0,0.1488004702336097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418995046375245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199556743626304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624851710796507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007484423588864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168915840130816,0.08843263082391885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370120934473206,0.15011761821314132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140315821765437,0.10954764277126157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453452401130576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009490182591369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508946508707137,0.0,0.0
lonely,WealthyJester98,2019/07/16,"Anybody else hates when people post positive messages here? It just seems so stupid when people just post here those ""love you all"" posts etc. It feels like they just come here for free upvotes without actually meaning it. If anything it just makes me feel more alone. If I wanted positive messages, I'd be looking through a different subreddit.",5.118579234972675,8.085669737704924,4.430737704918034,81.4043579234973,72.93442622950819,7.3453551912568305,33.11748633879781,8.344100000000001,2.9753584699453546,278,14,45,5,6,83,46,61,0.125,0.6509999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.8244,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,10,5,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,15,11,5,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,4,3,10,3,6,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,3,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.19651497570308876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856591701625213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657161738606773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346851852225453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039618190918047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682247055886609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224588669674036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036445991252642,0.14386382224762925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881816982736608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838266664341333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691060244534296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175067200673656,0.0,0.13442076093594946,0.0,0.0,0.21935866982420424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792190154162293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5785907147692954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332612541525733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877741603010775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412031364385926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bucky_Drizzle,2019/07/16,"i feel like there’s something broken to be honest, i don’t know why i’m writing this. i literally just typed in “r/lonely” to see what would come up because that’s exactly how i feel right now. 

i’m what i’d call at this point an unwilling misanthrope. i truly wish i were better at talking to people, i really do try my hardest to be social when possible and maintaining a general positive energy. but the problem is, i can’t fucking stand being around like 99% of the people i come across. like there’s just something in my brain that makes me absolutely loathe the idea of interacting with people and trying to make friends. 

there’s approximately 4 people in my life that i can stand to be around. one is my own mom, the other three are friends i’ve made throughout my life. the problem is, i feel like i’ve grown apart from each and every one of them and i feel like i alienate myself further with each passing day. i hardly talk to my mom anymore, two of my friends are in different states and hardly talk to me outside of sending the occasional meme or something. as if to acknowledge that they still know i exist and making sure i’m still alive. 

there is one person in my life that is in close approximation that i tolerate. in fact, i don’t just tolerate him. i love him, he’s the best friend i’ve ever had and he’s one of the few people i’ve ever felt comfortable around. the problem is, i feel like i’m growing slowly more dependent on him and it feels like i just have a constant voice in my head telling me that someday he’s going to find someone that he likes being around more than me and i’m going to get dropped. i have some really bad abandonment issues due to trauma in my past and i try my hard to reassure myself but it always just gets stronger and stronger until it completely overwhelms me. 

i don’t know what to do with myself. the people i used to love are either no longer in my life or are slowly inching their way out of it. i don’t even know why i’m writing this to be honest. i think i just needed to let all of this out. it doesn’t really matter if anyone reads this. if you somehow read all of that without blowing your skull out the back of your head, i will be genuinely astonished and i offer my sincerest apologies for wasting your time with my angsty, depressive, insignificant drek.",4.4831733870967785,5.442234131182801,5.480628360215054,81.65094254032259,70.05376344086021,8.479166666666668,28.29469086021505,8.751876143730069,2.0770336021505367,1841,64,363,31,32,607,215,465,0.094,0.7,0.207,0.9955,1,2,3,0,0,0,36.0,0,4,3,2,24,30,1,1,14,0,33,11,4,7,7,85,68,23,0,9,15,2,10,8,4,2,4,1,0,1,23,28,0,1,15,2,0,8,8,9,0,6,4,12,61,21,59,54,11,54,0,3,1,3,36,28,1,8,21,247,84,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058492217291555015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971511714421033,0.04915286152452887,0.0,0.0,0.2503147182028457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405357505587683,0.058694538816621226,0.042852019173216564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377171110083584,0.0621714332032303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847400554513631,0.07178046089398275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110820926350722,0.07370441422075907,0.07596541068403277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04533534792505746,0.0,0.06054616681662645,0.0,0.0,0.07344475252329723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04643009426746361,0.1271741957371259,0.05922772978638417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326376338783468,0.2510987301707235,0.06749554621273318,0.0,0.06424961538370393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172432270923941,0.06498786813153716,0.07345391159257735,0.0,0.0799021024723081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891523950524994,0.0,0.14428872735999046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935605353858292,0.0,0.07337115439496206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545322023588826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188280857914525,0.19860964096993228,0.27474607337985163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689045024818746,0.06651613195634966,0.1407701332507402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466053512588893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212387309264354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053857834337765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671058463940629,0.2924079415456663,0.061380085255864324,0.0,0.0,0.06645279840538243,0.07924860325221281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017924182103229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406308011225004,0.0,0.1351009781414335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003272217528555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601711145580567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165830409022785,0.059561892419465724,0.1623527569933553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227755553555516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625350374135444,0.0,0.0,0.16950469603525647,0.061442132253683515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04504308017102194,0.0,0.0,0.040990382948969166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143179877562624,0.0,0.06866934622070738,0.0,0.0,0.06071349977444624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557979923238672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686309333644955,0.0,0.08083736473566051,0.06776319924604096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049936529577213715,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Blappy5,2019/07/16,"I want some friends I want to meet some new people and connect. Everybody at my school is just fake and so closed off to reality that it drives me insane. As a guy going into his Sophomore year in Highschool, i can safely say that i’ve had my fair share of bad friends. So i was hoping if anyone at all would wanna talk and just get to know each other?? 😀",3.6006756756756744,4.20976798648649,4.692810810810808,87.77786486486491,71.83783783783784,7.0010810810810815,24.259459459459467,6.742157984588678,0.6980735135135139,277,7,60,2,5,91,58,74,0.109,0.657,0.23399999999999999,0.8243,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,19,11,7,0,6,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,8,5,11,8,4,10,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,4,2,41,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804295205648093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364875487673613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376499014831934,0.0,0.1479774426218334,0.0,0.16096772149510186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804449916098989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281314067807753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565733404793844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735479932383467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963579540517156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252380825101525,0.0,0.28664670426475297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22765178770250946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33411607536047183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120044746513807,0.0,0.0,0.18239263042226567
lonely,robdog1977,2019/07/16,Just a boring old creepy guy. I'm realizing that I have nothing to offer a woman in a relationship. I'm 42m and I'll be alone forever so I'm just gonna give up wishing I was never born and that I would die. Sorry I'm such a burden,-2.2677777777777766,-0.4757152777777769,2.338796296296298,90.31708333333334,99.92592592592592,4.922222222222223,16.00925925925926,6.6274283507984215,-0.07436296296296341,181,5,43,3,8,70,38,54,0.257,0.7040000000000001,0.039,-0.8591,0,1,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,11,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31370609012959705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143554038414134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29056283400267835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999119679021187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23360997022753804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906342711288604,0.0,0.3178355451078598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32519402795342994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390642285958367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483123236312909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151666955992325,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway198821,2019/07/16,"Please...help Hi everyone.... i just wanted to write something because it gets really bad lately....

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I live in germany Berlin but come from Greece.

All my friends and family is in greece and  I live 4 years in Berlin as of now.

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4 Months ago i broke up with my girlfriend who made me really happy and since then it goes all downhill.

I've tried to date but without success(not finding the one that i feel happy with). 

I find it really hard to date here in Germany, all of the women I've dated here are emotionless or take it as a business (want sex and anymosity afterwards).

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I miss my friends my family and even my ex. I send her yesterday a message that like today we would have been 2 years together and some other things that i had in mind but she didn't reply ,just saw it.

I don't know what to do. I'm tired of cring alone everynight, I'm tired of feeling that way, I'm tired of the depression...

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the bad thing is, that i can't go back to Greece. I moved to Germany to get my diplome and to start a career but is it really worth it, the way i feel now?

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I don't know where to go or what to do anymore. at work i can't focus, my life is a shithole and the loneliness kills me day by day.

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help, i just want love in my life again and have someone to give  a hug :(",3.437656826568265,4.602071612546126,4.281215867158674,88.5024142066421,72.7269372693727,7.486420664206643,26.465129151291514,7.908726449838941,1.3865378597785982,1041,35,222,14,20,335,137,271,0.14,0.7190000000000001,0.141,0.3491,0,2,1,0,0,0,68.0,1,0,0,1,11,13,1,0,11,0,17,8,0,1,3,41,40,18,1,4,10,1,4,1,3,1,5,0,0,1,18,13,0,0,7,0,1,5,6,6,0,1,5,5,29,7,31,34,4,35,0,3,1,3,16,9,0,3,20,138,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266909594257345,0.0,0.0,0.06153752080067769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506438741539803,0.5053824122507238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892515048720243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456875807574161,0.09922050408068707,0.036219715061785125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118200864043459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663738679080864,0.0,0.051175299378942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039244003365667406,0.0,0.0,0.05677496205621866,0.0,0.0,0.11202507801099253,0.0,0.090128223733028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086111136383292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181000027773684,0.0,0.062085283246572524,0.05699767076232709,0.0675354730120486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649982693768744,0.053225466599760816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965118495693371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573549615065866,0.0,0.06530745161253876,0.0,0.06702434105459038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839351883907321,0.02902787512747551,0.0,0.10493162383713163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053625663862807316,0.056221279485865715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999367449709275,0.0,0.04742564172403328,0.06315028086068714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04026212270172437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225479148201915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049149899567242715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034336336062588,0.045741684299051885,0.0,0.0,0.04205526752864587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044673774236036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789472954803995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048713985107527,0.056319845079320766,0.0,0.0,0.04033986782075093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513608092113068,0.0943240212238729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057275335345238675,0.0,0.043255881604792684,0.0,0.0,0.04220773973683728,0.0,0.5053824122507238,0.07652448860596132
lonely,srahs98,2019/07/16,"Having a sad/bad night Nothing bad in particular occurred tonight, just feeling depressed and grief stricken and overall lonely",13.768499999999996,14.177034850000005,10.5,55.40500000000003,50.5,10.0,60.0,8.841846274778883,6.826000000000001,107,8,11,1,1,31,18,20,0.429,0.419,0.152,-0.8381,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7064596104374251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364373094031711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139072308954521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970045828108117,0.0,0.4059287190680313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Omegalodong,2019/07/16,"Dont know why, but somehow happy Well. I at once should‘ve gotten this of my chest (not like 6am after a sleepless night is the best time, but f*ck it). But first, let me describe myself a bit, aight? 

Hi! Im Omega (real name hidden for obvious reasons), 21 years young and a swiss citizen. Im still living at home, am single and had somewhat a „normal“ childhood. Normal in the case being raised the old fashioned way, respext my elders, finish what you eat etc. My early years were somewhat nice, having a few friends to play with in the old neighbourhood, but fewer at school. Got bullied for 6 years straight and kinda let myself be the lonely one with minor points where i stood up for myself. After that like any normal teen gotten an apprenticeship at a local store. Through there met some nice folk, but only talked whilst i was at buisness school. Following 5 months been working w my father, working on that dad-son bond i felt was not as it should have been. Till that point (19 y/o) i tried to date a few lovely women, but always got rejected (5 times was it?) either because i messed up or showed my feelings to no approval. 

After my time working with my dad, i got drafted in because service is mandatory here where i live, and i cant deny its not as bad as i thought. But i never had anyone considered a friend i talked outside my profession/work besides some short and longterm online buddies. This went on till November last year, where i decided and pulled through to become a Sgt. After training for that i continued back in my old unit, w the same CO i had before. In between my dear father suffered a stroke which left me now with enjoyment of snuff to a certain degree (various from week to week where sometimes i endulge myself lavishly or dont snort at all. At first it was to REALLY numb the psychological stress, but after that its more for enjoyment). Now im more than 1,5 yrs in military and begin to approach the end of this time. Havent dated since about 2,5 yrs, still live at home. Dad is still on rehab, my mom handling quite well for herself. Me on compensational leave, vegetating since yesterday in my room.

I always relfected upon my life, what i did, how i approached it.

To the unkeen eye im a carefree extrovert, i talk open about most things and i love (most) people. I invest myself in learning others, what drives them and generally show interest in most things. My work ethic is: without genuine effort nothing is gonna work. And still i sometimes feel pity for myself, do i overthink myself? Am i the best i can be? Or am i still learning what life is and what i should do with it?

After long consideration, theres so much id love to change, things i wouldve done or said, but right now?

I think im happy and okay with who i am. Yes, i dont go out on weekends and trash myself with alcohol, mainly because i hate loud places, secondly is my lack of friends. 

Maybe im just a bit in need of sleep or a bit „high“ on the nicotin from the snuff. Guess this one of those „existencial crysis“ kind of things where i dont know how to put things or think of them.

In the here and now, i somewhat feel accomplishement with what i did till now in my life, and the many years to come.

For anyone reading this: Thanks for looking through this giant text, and maybe sharing your mind on my existence or just giving it a thought.

Maybe i should do this more often...",3.8063122171945696,5.424634680241335,4.546300904977375,85.17700791855205,72.4841628959276,7.0909502262443445,26.173831070889893,7.680030821947732,1.4061514328808444,2655,89,518,33,52,852,321,663,0.062,0.763,0.17600000000000002,0.998,2,4,2,0,0,0,96.0,0,2,2,13,31,35,1,1,30,2,44,15,3,3,4,95,77,41,0,7,23,5,5,2,3,4,7,2,3,2,36,27,3,0,15,5,2,9,12,9,2,5,25,10,70,26,90,43,27,110,0,4,2,3,28,47,0,19,55,365,106,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061119046459247935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951738351816374,0.0,0.0,0.03889137050956619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997758604573821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043975816626197886,0.04775151825371005,0.10458804261932747,0.06316220185856684,0.04866473975561608,0.0,0.12003539955377995,0.0,0.18731101219277654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604997625914145,0.04926438627781528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852554103000289,0.2681064596990334,0.0,0.0,0.05851996255522776,0.0,0.0,0.050653637814530215,0.0,0.06378231088093902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675141414847662,0.0,0.05491166421958085,0.0,0.0,0.09729209336397301,0.0,0.0,0.13255527004489845,0.0,0.0,0.05486215457266542,0.03250256992934891,0.0,0.1372209409792073,0.0,0.0630015718414917,0.0,0.0,0.12176029241282432,0.0,0.05646358890283064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042470025956642,0.11473308366788088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706520786128684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955490499362464,0.06286059512947871,0.0466177340252296,0.0,0.060556278434949325,0.06213743686728693,0.11696192917433655,0.12118561735916795,0.05588059128943156,0.0,0.15150026894568652,0.050611622815309086,0.048025454886851116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484945720875018,0.0,0.0,0.057981995834363136,0.17236605354883833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057745907852380776,0.06698059740528152,0.04564875813647259,0.0,0.04204145670587573,0.04240588865028439,0.04410869112124925,0.0,0.0,0.0536692297841596,0.16810307726251406,0.054875642858847225,0.0,0.18003482307961702,0.060905811421173024,0.07750726545638373,0.04349580625007186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0396485585648547,0.0,0.059751699416408025,0.0,0.1081266530086828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574920555060866,0.0,0.060828932143206914,0.057205784407094486,0.06509509093923299,0.03663757568070858,0.05880116155102669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488402104619871,0.054401079259315185,0.0,0.0,0.11575928967430946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946168273624015,0.0,0.057231610053965674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312535372615648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283612688136391,0.0,0.0655113044707802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790220947310722,0.0,0.052653151751887485,0.0,0.0,0.18997349671533906,0.07329048011467773,0.0,0.09080543250256737,0.13339251378937353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03882846499204158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04539500441937193,0.09174923065846584,0.0,0.10284191015955407,0.05301598838621949,0.0516053574941976,0.0,0.0,0.05512941597235615,0.0,0.2498113516962421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414341614066934
lonely,necrophagiist,2019/07/16,"17, M, Metalhead, Homeschooled, Lonely We all know how this goes. I'm lonely. I do have a long distance boyfriend and a couple people I sorta talk to online, but it's still so difficult. I know people irl but I'm a guy and frankly I don't want my only two irl friends to be girls. I makes me feel so weird. I'd rather have no irl friends & online friends that are guys then this honestly. Tonight is pretty bad though. I basically told someone I was gonna kill myself and they went offline. I feel like I'm always everyone's last thought. Not to mention I'm a 17 transgender male, homeschooled, and don't exactly fit in (nerd & metalhead). It's so hard seeing everyone have tons of people around them. It's so hard. I only have my dad to talk to irl and you can't just be friends with your dad. I'm just so unsure how to deal with this. Usually it's okay, I can get through the day without caring and convincing myself I don't need anyone but my family & my boyfriend, but it's been like this for many years and you can only convince yourself for so long until it all comes crumbling down. Idek why I'm typing this. I'm not sure what advice I could be asking for, but atleast I'm ironically not alone in being lonely. I guess maybe a friend if anyone is into the stuff I'm into? Is this even a sub for making friends? Do *any* of the friend making subs even work? Idk...",1.0757882138379102,3.3556401625441694,2.6473543827653043,92.34217713438964,83.7703180212014,5.489068733614499,21.14316653368289,6.828538100315305,0.452434264219765,1078,34,229,13,31,352,147,283,0.161,0.6729999999999999,0.166,0.7772,0,7,0,0,0,1,43.0,1,3,2,1,16,23,1,0,9,1,23,0,0,5,4,46,51,24,1,5,13,2,4,2,7,1,0,0,0,4,15,14,0,0,5,0,0,2,9,8,0,1,5,5,26,15,23,40,3,19,0,3,1,0,25,7,0,3,12,133,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378400828304756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939940565871064,0.0,0.0,0.07985748261106171,0.3119611255411359,0.0,0.06526514221604593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421354040704847,0.0,0.0,0.08543659388281821,0.08972208988802012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801337054731441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785118635708344,0.0,0.0,0.08267250895200454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662687902780971,0.10619264264460247,0.0,0.06189484560904841,0.0989442689682489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677893290016395,0.0,0.0,0.1834132220881357,0.0,0.0,0.0904750957487446,0.0,0.0970539789446054,0.06856335220912649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190411914289226,0.0,0.05014209359238643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572542166026268,0.1900573326267875,0.0,0.0,0.17194647028632054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618024845719776,0.0,0.10548884308156704,0.07823105745779876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937754234380713,0.0,0.0,0.16986671940571155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921887900435407,0.09730187325666716,0.0964180901031885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116299367433862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189760821116549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960742803547954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763935982289093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647830277498756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131787455518705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664440975199306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986647912764844,0.0,0.0,0.09045370936401492,0.0,0.0,0.1542794231770173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429329029902477,0.07619208822702563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170661104406784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937519789068562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570104252638214,0.0,0.05660754512517081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896822036394339,0.08660098504731935,0.0,0.0,0.09251484652201608,0.0,0.06986971309238378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180366536382763
lonely,Dupable,2019/07/16,"I don't know what's wrong or how to fix this. Today I hit a low point. A couple months ago I came to the sad realization that I am actually lonely. I play video games, watch YouTube videos, Netflix, literally anything to distract myself from the actual world. But even then, I get bored and lose my desire to play or watch. I guess I have friends but I'm not close to any of them and they don't see me often. They come to me when they have their struggles but I can't come to them with mine.

My only escape is my dancing hobby. I dance for fun but recently, I've found it as an escape from my troubles. It's where I can release. But after dance classes, I'm back to my lonely self. 

From the outside people see me as this kind, outgoing person. But in reality, I'm torn up mentally. I'm happy with my body but not with myself. I don't have anyone to open up to. I tried opening up to my parents but instead I got back lashed and they began using what I said against me. They ask ""Why can't you teens be strong and not worry about such things?"" They think they are helping but it just crushes me further. 

What can I do? I feel stuck. What frustrates me the most is that during the times when I become cold and blunt, I realize it during the moment, but I don't stop myself! I realize I'm lonely, yet I do nothing to fix it.  

Anything helps guys. I want to escape this spiral I'm going down.",1.105249970170625,3.1423392768166103,2.995513661854193,91.33591695501732,81.83737024221453,5.3702899415344225,20.346140078749553,6.48374012150746,0.18209953466173445,1077,30,232,10,29,360,153,289,0.121,0.711,0.168,0.9373,1,6,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,10,2,13,19,1,2,9,0,18,1,1,2,0,44,44,23,0,2,16,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,15,14,0,1,6,9,0,7,9,12,0,0,6,7,51,7,31,36,1,35,0,6,4,0,21,13,0,5,15,158,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.2721104992735973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235887270360763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948113852388074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974867383393856,0.0,0.2294639919711238,0.0,0.13034026035896007,0.0,0.0,0.21441301948009475,0.0,0.0,0.15398006741549247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548658304821977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946102723580655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401985142071797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426721231948914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920865705583886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704956878529083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286845310923264,0.10771668718102644,0.0,0.07284196725613308,0.0,0.0792364382752926,0.0,0.11150809144847146,0.0,0.1535884752902913,0.13804918191619486,0.0,0.14841675466158435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690255413678786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451860134068107,0.07662239750198231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559769699866311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050405640518684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128489268038713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377866727626947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603631573317084,0.0,0.0,0.1548110506464612,0.0,0.0,0.09665729726164353,0.12173745586717352,0.0,0.0,0.13179836064747913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766188847835173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262175170178545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222017322143146,0.0,0.14544700707128427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656259754508555,0.0,0.14575359927420048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926254341065762,0.08933565278678803,0.0,0.0,0.08129778436161296,0.0,0.13215525794882635,0.0,0.0,0.0946580309296759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041539154798002,0.0,0.0,0.08223439934474265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580619725307082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158927744258942,0.0,0.0,0.15243549820892127,0.0,0.0
lonely,NoImJustAGirl,2019/07/16,"Feeling lonely on summer break Just a little vent here as a student on summer break right now. Usually at school I have “situational” friends, I may run into some classmate and greet them in the morning or what not during the school year. Although I don’t have an actual group of close friends at school, it still satisfies my craving for a bit of attention from people. 

However, every year when summer break comes around it feels like everyone just shuts off and avoids contact. Nobody seems interested in going out and everyone I know just generally seem like “dead” and not wanting to go out and do things. 

I have things to do in the summer, but it mostly does not require other people, but at certain times I feel really lonely or even when I’m finished my tasks I wanna go have some fun, nobody is around.

Not sure if anybody relates? But it feels like it could be common feeling for those who might just sit at home all summer long alone like me in the past.",7.435081967213116,7.194240076502734,7.215852459016392,75.92279508196722,63.53551912568305,9.724371584699457,31.961202185792352,9.120678840339163,2.6538310382513663,766,25,138,11,10,243,113,183,0.071,0.777,0.151,0.9128,1,6,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,12,13,0,1,8,0,12,0,0,0,3,49,26,15,1,4,14,0,5,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,11,12,0,2,9,0,0,5,5,3,0,0,0,5,11,10,25,22,5,46,0,2,0,0,6,20,0,10,21,97,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.12627775671150818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402152193776515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303905594902443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127354880239196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146842779125006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033170256964018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324062605094112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546884875380943,0.0,0.10902682751370812,0.2472984521875473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271478808669305,0.18488973352159896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995144110832336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062654036336984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980082995431347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111599512872323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528772659402179,0.12969487222558987,0.0,0.11451676250205894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727515014442962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352892076658385,0.17942220826584704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289828145186087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050866324590893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928854187727249,0.0,0.23560557439681626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454533517136993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334066260167456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195992233097633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193797467767127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545538935253081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251810155117106,0.0,0.07632469530939566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666138471355446
lonely,bubba1197472,2019/07/16,47M Looking for a friend Separated after 18 yrs of marriage. Just looking for someone to connect with and talk to.,3.766363636363636,6.097911090909097,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090911,74.45454545454545,6.218181818181819,38.27272727272727,7.1686216300943375,3.1514727272727283,92,6,15,1,2,31,19,22,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35332022845360245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7680583964619275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874812893996328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675722597735371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BBWrussianMILF,2019/07/16,"I can't get out of here Ever wake up from a dream that leaves you feeling like it was real and you find your heart longing for that to be your reality.

Running from danger, being helped out of a dangerous place. Away from someone who is literally putting your life in danger. Being complemented by someone else, being tempted with an almost touch, an almost kiss. Realizing that you want to be kissed deeply by this savior. But withholding the kiss, and only slightly letting your fingers graze theirs. 

Finding comfort and being taken away, helped to escape that toxic danger.

Never getting that kiss but finding comfort in words and plans.

My heart longs to escape into comfort. Longs to escape into something true and honest.

Longs to build a different future. A future where I do better and am no longer held back from what my heart truly believes it deserves. 

I want to escape into comfort. 

Away from the pain, and gut wrenching disappointment.",5.0601849112426045,7.8747589053254465,5.147126479289941,76.97323409763315,72.37278106508877,6.118491124260356,27.722263313609467,7.1686216300943375,1.846197928994084,761,29,113,8,16,238,102,169,0.106,0.652,0.242,0.9666,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,7,1,2,4,18,4,0,8,0,12,12,6,0,3,31,19,9,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,13,0,2,5,1,0,2,3,6,0,0,3,3,13,12,29,9,0,24,0,1,0,4,11,13,0,2,10,87,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446492585151117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443173081739611,0.09393275867118536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137631401913776,0.0,0.10803974066995263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763019295771352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204819992314927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049984228636844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061767279342485965,0.0872704401120025,0.0,0.0,0.33495343889734736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764610932667622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342771394146874,0.16376125438025374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293487813223811,0.0,0.12491589138908868,0.08628454017941546,0.059680734761686026,0.0,0.0,0.4324276128653234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942165798446114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290745198493157,0.12998582772998374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763019295771352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280357227400372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904372759802686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700991047690187,0.09404399447827952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410512956442378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DexxxY_007,2019/07/16,"Its pointless So i am a 15.... And my life untill now was pointless... Even now i dont think i know what to do, whats my goal, what do i live for or who do i live for. I am accepted in high school that i wanted mot to be in(interior design and design for industrial items) but i dont think people will accept me there... I have recently moved to another city fo finish 8th grade (in my country school goes like this)

1st-8th grade(normal school)
Than it goes again 1st-4th year (highschool)
And 1st -4th year collage 

In my new school (the one that i went to finish 8th grade) was horrible i got bullied,(i am a pretty big guy and muscular) amoast got beaten to critical state (it was 5 them against single me) even teachers gave mi lower grades that other got even if i had answer same questions....

But my suffering didnt start there. I used to live very happily life with my family(mom ,dad,gradma..and so on) but when i started going to school it all fell apart...

My mother's mom died when i was attending 1st grade(7yrs old). I didnt even cry then i just knew that my grandma is gone... Soon after that my mom got in fight with my fathers mother and i have nevver seen them again until my parents divorced..

It was good in school I was good with every one but my teacher....(where i live u only had 1 teacher in 1st-4th year of school) she always blamed everything on me (my slow writing and so on..) so my frends started hateing me bcz my teacher did so... i only had 4 frends then who knew that is BS...

When i was 4th grade, my parents got devorced(my father cheated on my mother) and i was left to live with my mother....

Only her and me in whole house... Her work schedule was like this 

every day she goes to work at 7am and comes home at 7 or even 8pm so i had to get used to cooking my meals and makeing dinner for my mother.( I finish school at 6.15 pm and im home at 6.30pm (i lived in a small town)

It was like that untill the 7th grade started it was like i was blind the whole time and i realized that everyone is avoiding me so i just stopped talking with everyone and knew i was going to be alone....

One of my best girl-friends relaised that i had changed and asked what the reason of it was, I didn't know what to say so i just said ""I'm leaving"" that was near the end of 7th grade

No one knew that i was going to move places and not finish school with them....Even i found out that at the start of the second half of the 7th grade.

So on summer i moved to other town where my dad lives to finish school...

I thought the things are gonna change that i will be acepted like ther new friend...But those were only thoughts it was like hell near the end of 8th grade i met 2 guys that accepted me but i knew that they are soon gonna be gone bcz im not going to the same high school.


I need someone's help to tell me what to do now i am just lost no hope no faith in myself...

If you read this this far....  I... just thanks...",0.9394940745070954,2.9916393146622764,2.263810649944201,96.26981599085934,82.54200988467875,5.036392623691343,19.67500132858585,6.1204935419099655,-0.17769562629537106,2252,60,513,17,62,722,248,607,0.099,0.7979999999999999,0.10300000000000001,0.3078,3,3,0,0,2,0,119.0,0,1,3,6,32,23,5,1,14,0,50,7,1,4,1,70,98,41,1,5,16,12,0,6,0,4,3,2,2,2,40,23,3,2,19,2,0,13,10,8,0,6,48,4,82,15,64,42,8,88,2,2,2,0,36,33,1,6,47,327,122,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054163431805167736,0.0,0.0,0.04351490116940721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054837470038602516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488901947135641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488198030944556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064558593918833,0.045048828723973484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744528099367426,0.03372693455278518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427554011309252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258228403234532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263840378665338,0.0,0.0,0.20724818345636287,0.0,0.08812416172552813,0.0999431483609304,0.04700074779162843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057340444291647086,0.08080833651362937,0.0,0.027322777725498012,0.0,0.11888528947294075,0.08772769396845521,0.20913155643696374,0.0,0.0,0.10356357069325174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05163199499290035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035053260746313424,0.11050830745521503,0.1049153643360255,0.05194225288383809,0.0,0.06034317251955024,0.0,0.0,0.11297845000006325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057481608874728675,0.0,0.0,0.05537447274778592,0.056820331324043474,0.0,0.07387716946187503,0.15329665359856,0.0,0.32325154999515204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708783865979049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03490833891898895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837471866587777,0.0,0.16674880071723736,0.0,0.03877721329809429,0.0,0.10101662637335797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487640952585924,0.0,0.14174992485313956,0.15909546623971607,0.0,0.0,0.1161382122311622,0.0,0.0,0.03625582817307717,0.0,0.054638741621516086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320437051128325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858408063684827,0.0,0.05231068076730007,0.0,0.0,0.05376954135884078,0.051636512876436766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049745974467884466,0.04158829855892012,0.0,0.5821956679590921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04431067896053445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507876050239014,0.0,0.0,0.0437222395797239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04203396871848752,0.04570947104517956,0.048147617259900896,0.0,0.0,0.03474348981985601,0.06701900775064969,0.0,0.08303520423346075,0.030494526374846013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033481938853746,0.0,0.043150113017302115,0.030845847515150182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847940593382509,0.0,0.11677441309456008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614499131553565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103174939707704
lonely,AGroveNamedOtto,2019/07/16,"Vent I hate being mixed. 

I feel like I’ve never really.. belonged anywhere. Like I’m cool with the Filipino people, but I don’t feel like I fit in cause it’s not like I’ve attended all the events/nor have I been connected with my cousins for so long. I’m also a Filipino who doesn’t speak Tagalog/nor visayan, which also just adds to the cultural distance.
I’m cool with white people, but at the same time I feel like I’m seen differently by them because I’m colored, after all.
I’m cool with black people, but they don’t believe that I’m black because I don’t have black features and wasn’t raised with black influence so I’m still treated as an outsider.
I’ve never really talked to Asian folk because I again, feel like an outsider.

I feel.. Alone, no matter where I go. And it’s depressing. Really. 
I feel like I can’t make jokes anywhere because I don’t know what’s going to offend who, or how offensive my jokes will be/are.",3.049531250000001,4.45774280729167,4.27491666666667,87.21175000000004,74.05208333333334,7.203333333333332,26.34166666666667,7.793537801064563,1.423545416666666,737,26,153,10,15,242,100,192,0.095,0.711,0.195,0.9418,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,0,9,17,3,0,7,3,12,0,0,4,4,31,32,12,0,0,6,1,6,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,7,2,0,3,11,4,0,0,3,17,17,13,14,27,3,14,0,1,7,0,8,4,0,1,14,79,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026598348581528,0.0,0.20116601192519906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066874805946018,0.0,0.0,0.14170645888372646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292065783028498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833066748612817,0.0,0.0,0.13140912930622414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38157668855204174,0.4492719271014836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296277616691638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417774101313753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912318941817011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301345353125883,0.0,0.0,0.11130778458007266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395644348193594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401237962074985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615916840931051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24172594087444785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044486029739402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109396861377136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334098554616404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ninbendo1234,2019/07/16,Anyone want to chat with me? I am feeling really lonely. Does anyone want to pm me and chat with me? :(,-0.6600000000000001,1.5318953809523812,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,95.1904761904762,4.704761904761905,11.761904761904766,6.42735559955562,-0.6569809523809522,77,1,16,1,3,27,14,21,0.231,0.612,0.157,-0.6063,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6396943823830611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003019521451809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312914365066829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293042744922062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5396106608505155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sagalion,2019/07/16,"Is it weird that I’m very happy even tho I’m a very lonely person? (Very long text lol) So I consider myself a happy person, I had a good childhood, some rough puberty years because of my trash attitude but after 17 yo everything has been cool for me. I’m 19 now and I really like who I am, anyway, the point is I’m happy. I’m on summer break and I’ve been working for 1 month now as a bartender, I love it but every day off it’s just a stay at home, smoke weed and play videogames type of day; now I don’t think this is a problem because 
A) I run 5 km every morning to compensate the fact that I love doing nothing all day
And B) I don’t stay at home all day, usually I go out with my friends and have some drinks so it’s not that I like being alone because I’m depressed, I just like being alone lol. Anyway, is it weird that I’m happy with this lifestyle? And is it a bad lifestyle? 





I’m going to be super happy if at least 1 person reads this haha",-0.24210702341137136,1.7331522307692353,2.4600334448160552,93.53279264214048,86.78846153846153,4.963545150501672,18.65886287625418,6.280692351149826,-0.09004581939799294,736,20,167,7,23,256,110,208,0.095,0.612,0.292,0.995,0,4,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,11,22,0,0,10,4,17,3,0,0,3,22,30,13,0,2,6,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,3,14,9,1,0,1,3,0,3,3,6,0,0,3,2,16,16,16,24,5,28,0,2,0,2,7,8,0,3,17,99,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22234814972159767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962619557035377,0.19630429994531198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769071768040265,0.0,0.09245362000536812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515442265041773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089846505425197,0.0,0.18088074972724055,0.0,0.09647218574140427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293226401586425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220100133172454,0.09003348653845596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.57133847150752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153458187564185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573258292087229,0.0,0.0,0.09499440793645213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937609280053454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567946473545678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029976695774234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811810248201095,0.0,0.0,0.1014730096898128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271192234561256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737117914836966,0.0,0.06876611767056641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288248583079744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878050315911027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822219194187608,0.2657054991692629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814634969252962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912481291308216
lonely,insertext,2019/07/16,"I feel lonely even when I'm around people Am I the only one who feels lonely even when around people? I have friends and stuff but idk I just dont have true relationships, my life is just sad",1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,2.4700000000000024,95.165,81.0,5.0,15.0,5.985473137389443,-0.8502500000000004,152,2,34,1,4,48,29,40,0.29,0.662,0.048,-0.848,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,9,8,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,5,2,2,8,0,4,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787505814404761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151452171729869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35520779259765656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719247499178795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774911285921074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899298646454068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221152919744035,0.20450824381002372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728385690831476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28869468730758985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078226692611485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rayzon2,2019/07/16,"32 and dead inside. Everyday is miserable, I really don’t understand how I force myself to get up every morning.

I can’t even get a date to save my life.

Im going to die alone, I can feel it, and its tearing my insides apart.",0.4437500000000014,2.431647541666667,3.641500000000004,86.05350000000004,84.0,7.173333333333334,22.1,8.238735603445708,1.443245,174,6,37,4,5,63,38,48,0.26,0.6779999999999999,0.062,-0.8807,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,9,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,4,9,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633191553505693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640711589512555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316976369842992,0.0,0.2955609987866489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773731413175502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665531593628512,0.0,0.19936561216379428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37892018340428696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24777778949762194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472908202825687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651913028885706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Iamcarrotcake,2019/07/16,"Lonely and feel confused Took me a while to express this, I feel lonly like most of anyone tho I have friends and some boys like me in reality but I kinda feel attach with one guy on internet so I dont have any feeling to others and always choose him over everyone in my reality.

The problem is we used to talk a lot and whenever i have free time he always be there but  now I feel something different or maybe he lose interest in me.  

I feel bit hurt as he always be there for me and tell me things now he didnt reply me as much as he used to cause our time aint match (i am in asian time, he is eu boy) and I cant explain but I feel something changes and I am trying to seduce him and keep chasing him. But it started to hurt me now and I dont know what to do. Maybe this is just all in my head and everything is cool.

I really dont know what to do and not even sure if I analyse the situation correctly. 
Should I step back and calm down?
I am not even sure if it is the right sub to speak tho.",1.283399592252806,2.551462426605511,3.5314984709480117,91.31469928644242,78.40366972477064,7.046279306829766,22.202854230377174,7.793537801064563,0.749014475025485,771,22,185,12,18,266,113,218,0.11599999999999999,0.795,0.08800000000000001,-0.7384,1,2,2,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,1,12,15,0,1,5,1,22,2,1,3,4,50,37,26,0,4,10,0,7,2,1,1,0,1,0,3,8,14,0,1,11,0,1,2,8,6,0,1,2,9,30,10,23,32,6,20,0,4,0,1,20,9,0,8,11,128,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842887891294266,0.0,0.0,0.07744692021462676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963228917221082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757190906359226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433487451967196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699310137065885,0.1204771193462733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189874524029092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004233970405411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044229688050126,0.0,0.0,0.10882370508245907,0.1023541003103056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030920684480517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798864879867037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276582396332176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688069936362855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24383632097998856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122780868871327,0.0,0.0,0.12517839900857214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127866255251304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274101830644849,0.0,0.09682247331517213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22882916907618245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371989211348987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717263399573372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897427400481446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729587917171304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725869346735157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801351977846198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535122461925967,0.0,0.0,0.08060965370913871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21467389710244372,0.0,0.0,0.09153788509336516,0.09954207122897396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566132049467153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992249033136994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653241032201729,0.07732165235872568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672323525998414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,altaccountforyouknow,2019/07/16,What the fuck made us all the same person??? Like for real all the shit on this sub hits way to hard and is so damn specifically relatable to me and I just want to know what did life do to us that made us this way?,2.8382269503546063,2.827573106382978,4.07744680851064,93.73333333333336,73.25531914893618,7.9687943262411345,19.921985815602838,7.793537801064563,0.12808368794326253,164,2,43,2,3,54,34,47,0.16399999999999998,0.7,0.136,-0.3718,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,3,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,3,0,3,3,1,2,2,11,9,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,5,1,6,5,3,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,0,1,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838698907289554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816568663020055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930432086309652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048134687594474,0.09716723279088428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763876017527552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736624064369473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263794891530603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415693920284955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7177177748873805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731002246085055,0.3157380306957881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Apple_Soda,2019/07/16,Wish I wasn't ugly If I was attractive I wouldn't have to try so hard to make friends. People would automatically be nice to me and friendly etc. Sigh. I know that personality matters and all but I'm still ugly lol.,0.5414393939393953,3.015806022727276,3.360909090909089,84.0280303030303,91.04545454545452,5.660606060606061,20.96969696969697,7.1686216300943375,0.7636333333333334,171,6,36,3,6,60,33,44,0.03,0.536,0.434,0.9395,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,11,10,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,5,4,3,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647250962810922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053254103627421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929548052489731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972723388529205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182951840166212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22672154928608404,0.2855501382957101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611667235149279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222032024821188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760685665962516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323128563171689,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-YeahBoi-,2019/07/16,"JOIN MY DISCORD. If you want Join the lonely bois Club
https://discord.gg/yqfyPV",8.259999999999998,12.587138333333336,4.449999999999998,73.84500000000001,82.33333333333334,5.7333333333333325,22.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.4498666666666673,68,2,9,1,2,18,11,12,0.306,0.361,0.332,-0.128,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mpan0519,2019/07/16,"I love being alone, but it’s getting tiring now I assume all my friends are busy with other people, so I’ve been getting some alone time which I usually love. But this whole summer all I’ve been doing is working and then locking myself in my room. I usually value the time I have to be in my room but now it’s literal hell since there’s just nothing to do and no one to talk to",2.648148148148149,3.6395900493827145,4.388580246913584,87.64361111111117,74.43209876543209,6.881481481481483,24.61111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.956274074074074,298,9,64,3,6,101,53,81,0.14400000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.17,0.5346,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,2,11,13,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,9,3,7,9,4,12,1,0,0,2,4,4,1,2,8,48,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44427576368586336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570767499517816,0.0,0.22411519239917435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871553883845733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205800535631483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533803993226144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869428702005244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742109920261662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239189736286228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501314732448471,0.2465146354248132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724415712508345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23946064635995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614489813556906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,caffeineotaku,2019/07/16,"I’m so touch starved it’s not even funny anymore I’m so stressed right now and despite being surrounded by people, and talking to people (which is my line of job) I feel immensely lonely. Like people aren’t really seeing me.

 More than that is I haven’t gotten any touch gestures from people I’m comfortable with. A good hug, a shoulder pat, a hand to the nape of the neck, etc.


What’s your favorite intimate form of touch that’s often overlooked by other people?",1.8051548451548456,4.465184340659341,3.1968031968031987,86.87774225774227,84.71428571428572,5.506893106893108,22.558441558441558,6.980632752743323,1.0166615384615394,369,13,67,5,11,120,65,91,0.133,0.684,0.184,0.7184,2,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,5,0,5,4,3,0,0,6,11,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,6,5,4,10,9,3,3,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,1,2,42,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819371790076905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161190239420044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430394625312592,0.14393473131319012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018737942264002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278175252716836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625291576802294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646516789164398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7553947348920176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960573988153768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610329943599202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365478174319607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24962771038542356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515660381543735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,asdaf22,2019/06/12,"Tody I found out something about my friend. So today after being offline for a couple weeks, an online friend of almost 8 years I got to know through video games had died.

Me and the other two of my online friends wondered what had happened - we found out he had died in a tragic car accident about two weeks prior.

He was such an amazing person. We would play games, watch films or TV, chat about stupid shit or serious shit until stupid times in the morning. He will always have a place in my heart. 

I have cried and told some of my real life friends but I feel like they undermine it as I never met him personally, however I would say I know him better than I know most people. 

I am heartbroken, can't stop being upset, have tried distracting myself but I just can't stop thinking about it. I only found out today but it feels like a lifetime. Life is a cruel mistress.",4.042010796221323,5.538044807017549,4.583274853801171,85.63121457489879,71.69005847953215,6.898965362123255,24.26495726495727,7.321109707123232,1.0333289248762934,686,19,132,7,13,218,108,171,0.201,0.644,0.155,-0.8319,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,1,1,7,18,5,2,9,0,16,5,3,0,1,32,30,10,2,2,6,0,2,2,4,3,2,1,0,2,5,7,0,2,10,7,0,1,3,9,0,2,10,4,22,9,20,15,2,20,0,1,1,0,20,7,2,6,14,87,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785520685047494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979322212315709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409225077575646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022801411468252,0.12928316084370187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24429903591532326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190209286172858,0.16816361240999605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38714166354357227,0.3637255136119518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413197457006424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407788738368597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946992906442593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404737753457854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662638569610052,0.11500031323238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077415213702836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951285638953481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159535446850201,0.20553462894140812,0.12296691911263848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396343301252506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359631633451022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416258164665389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060787258914124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967976910985868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541462944159548,0.0,0.0,0.06862928842851089,0.0,0.2231234562253774,0.1124632511258405,0.0,0.0799076304201846,0.0,0.22994312465171615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881672546920514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763592754302475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721524635376206,0.0,0.0,0.07579214910656289
lonely,TickleMyBitties,2019/06/12,"I cant stop staring/looking...! Does anyone else stare too much from obvious longing, especially at the opposite sex, and have the ability to love/lust for everyone they meet because they are so lonely? 

I feel like such a creeper 😞",5.781550387596897,7.158519093023255,6.739534883720933,72.27271317829461,67.37209302325581,10.38449612403101,37.58914728682171,10.504223727775694,4.430370542635659,183,10,31,5,3,61,40,43,0.102,0.728,0.17,0.4409,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,4,4,1,3,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,3,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352530920975948,0.34473194845703764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509629959374456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944289479736751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810601207906013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214916132675893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011881646104166,0.2403593640828565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437207646605653,0.0,0.0,0.297746940163196,0.28253257744148474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036585241700049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473288623812236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281286582795952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,redakerkache,2019/06/12,"I want to try therapy again but i dont know how to tell my parents I was seeing a therapist a year ago and tbh i didnt  open up completely to him so he couldn’t really help me, and right now i think im in a place where i can open up and talk.
Need some advice on how i can convince my parents that I need him",1.3391666666666673,1.580697916666665,3.9565555555555565,92.344,76.77777777777777,7.982222222222222,22.73333333333333,8.238735603445708,0.8272633333333337,238,6,63,4,5,85,49,72,0.0,0.8759999999999999,0.124,0.7677,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,15,12,7,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,13,1,7,9,1,13,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,1,4,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915211535925526,0.18972874190278488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22441118594568735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508469348246992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434628679541245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311940759423552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762780820116882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174078595012588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753201457156768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236205821523033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371160332239742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827843626645277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055784986496067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203288868018898,0.18707565770460147,0.0,0.2447671966127529,0.24851064519453697,0.0,0.13714471713389875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145315430864822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624314128791725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783125273114033
lonely,Sir_Xanthos,2019/06/12,"Playing Video Games Alone Sucks Title basically says it all. I play xbox a lot but have like no one who is consistently on with me to play. So if you play Xbox a lot and are interesting in seeing if we play some of the same games feel free to reach out to me in a message.

(P.S. Basic Info - 21M/US Awake at almost any time of day.)",1.5611904761904754,3.0826006428571446,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,78.28571428571428,6.3809523809523805,18.80952380952381,7.1686216300943375,0.028523809523809618,255,5,60,3,6,86,56,70,0.07200000000000001,0.632,0.29600000000000004,0.9568,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,0,1,9,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,15,6,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,10,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,5,9,11,6,5,7,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,6,3,37,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190143246349237,0.32995535954896793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21664700430754366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054593375264487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108486920071904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564330265517046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.54169484687701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587972670010172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25334956716551826,0.0,0.0,0.2538689816361542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576800027150053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832154854720117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cbscrewsup,2019/06/12,"I just wish I had a normal dad TW for abuse I guess

I'm 18, male and very shy tbh. I don't do much other than study hard and stay in writing/drawing. I'm gay but I'm in the closet to all my friends. I don't think they'd take it that well considering how they acted when another guy at school came out behind the guys back. Everyone acts like homophobia is over but it's not it's just not mainstream any more. I find it exhausting to be around them because I feel like a fraud. I also feel like if I don't make jokes all the time they'll drop me, and often I'm just too sad. 

So most of my time is spent with my parents. My mother works a lot and she's ok but never really listens to me. Dads another story. He ignores me for days then I do one thing wrong and he shouts, throws things and often  gets violent. I know if I came out to either of them it would be the end for me. 

I hate how cliche it is but I could even live without friends if I just had a dad who loved me. I could be so much happier if I had that one role model who didn't think I was a total failure and would actually hug me and teach me things and not shoot me down over everything. I want that so badly. I've gotten so desperate for it that I've started looking for guys online who are older because I figure at least if I have sex with them maybe they'll stick around after and feel like a dad for a while. I really hate myself for it. It doesn't work anyways they just want thousands of naked pictures then they run off, so it's not even successful 😐

I just don't know what I'm doing anymore, I wish there was a subreddit where I could post like need a friend but need a father who will actually care about me and what I'm doing and not just scream all the time. But there isn't and even if there was i guess I'd be scared no one would want me anyway. So here I am. Lonely I guess",1.1994978783592636,2.681150816831685,2.9899321074964647,94.18533663366337,79.1980198019802,6.201301272984441,19.46364922206507,6.9916214562510826,0.048084526166902286,1446,32,346,16,35,482,189,404,0.165,0.68,0.155,-0.8212,1,2,0,1,1,1,26.0,0,0,9,3,35,26,3,1,15,1,37,5,0,3,5,86,74,38,0,20,26,7,4,5,3,6,1,3,1,4,24,21,0,1,9,1,1,6,15,11,1,4,11,8,53,15,33,49,11,36,0,2,1,4,33,13,0,13,19,241,77,5,0.0,0.10335724386854866,0.1702543133328301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976047079859655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059321662828369336,0.18294352684173004,0.0,0.0,0.08651203337558841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531233499020244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707705417220608,0.07283619549207059,0.10635326927030893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995434043732557,0.08894020433167323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089461721954416,0.0,0.0,0.05625828792159178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726284736416758,0.0,0.0,0.1728503958441147,0.0,0.0,0.08335519505159514,0.07839970151017456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232339391933562,0.1869585474280584,0.0,0.0,0.07972969275725188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021887871961914,0.0,0.045575819933857134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288292077661725,0.2591241653965232,0.0,0.0,0.07814393862107874,0.1722497273347304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958823250660283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308901895770116,0.0,0.07702863775905144,0.0,0.07325403565492973,0.0,0.0,0.07416266651138789,0.0787314955249006,0.0,0.0582289320926977,0.0,0.08763761538621846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825308477653166,0.1293648331488231,0.06727972987868416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547015219674768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733470720792302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686230114055973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835454265774221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117678231907648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733579171623643,0.08828479764710045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061744207320228874,0.09297913409747548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558861565505587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386186556272187,0.11179120439643044,0.0,0.0,0.1525993868915361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197664164163235,0.1543574529114325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843324931953613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062807271885535,0.08408982721327889,0.0,0.1270138215055407,0.0,0.0,0.18590418651274165,0.09537596360445152,0.0,0.0
lonely,thatonebritishgirl,2019/06/12,"Reaching out struggles Like many people on here, I struggle with loneliness. Some advice that I have got since seeking help is to reach out however..

It seems no matter how much I try and reach out and no matter to who, I either get straight up 'no's or they do agree (sometimes even seem excited to meet up/talk/whatever) but then set up an excuse the day before and cancel on the day. Even people I would consider friends never have the time, they're out clubbing or gaming or whatever with other people. 

I'm really getting sick and tired of the constant rejection. Anyone have any advice/alternatives?",4.310442477876109,6.661279026548673,5.002840707964602,79.32125221238937,72.89380530973452,7.705840707964603,27.22920353982301,8.548686976883017,2.2775458407079645,482,18,81,9,10,155,78,113,0.195,0.647,0.157,-0.8949,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,2,5,0,6,2,0,1,1,23,12,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,6,3,14,10,3,16,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,6,7,55,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791753096854859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468972357135973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820817272940802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560241479869518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814485245337385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365014746750001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422124515666325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166193136820954,0.0,0.1915939681438941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664813791781595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290099839485435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957945412555575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589622679725698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347892230720826,0.0,0.14141698867748145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813520384609668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746382614180804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33384446268719603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516756274520461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813457445727859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833711733512775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473762101445443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069175208597663,0.21074304111638315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448804202893818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025225817926522,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,popyou1,2019/06/12,"I feel lonely even when I’m around people. Idk how to explain but lately I feel alone even when I’m around my best friends, it’s like I’m not even there and no one will care if I would disappear...",-0.26162790697674154,1.8168856279069807,1.2105116279069783,101.70134883720932,88.06976744186045,4.370232558139535,15.576744186046513,5.6839178017228535,-0.9719637209302324,154,3,38,1,5,49,31,43,0.153,0.521,0.326,0.9224,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,9,6,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,4,4,3,7,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684490310302313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461479033810622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720103572478067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642677387117324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5135898167583247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621147121821306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025429439442333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29238453511676715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663014124468167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563801215695313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796939672742914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412550078236786,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,limitless0727,2019/06/12,"Worst school year ever I am a 16 year old guy (turning 17) and this school year was my 2nd year of high school. It's almost over and I'm happy about it but more then that, I am depressed/lonely/sad. Ever since i was a very young kid I was loved by everyone, had good grades and no one had a problem with me. Basically i was the good kid. And last year I got super close with all my friends. But this year everything changed. They all started drinking/smoking/vaping, they wanted me to do it with them, but this is where our ways parted. I just didn't want do it, because of my complicated past with my father and i didn't want to dissapoint my mom, I didn't want to become someone i wasn't. Following that, they stopped inviting me to hang out and left me completely out of it. They think that we are still buddy buddies, but we're not. I see them sending me snaps of them going out and I'm just at home crying nearly every day, thinking how did I end up like this, what did I do wrong to not have any friends anymore and I just feel so lonely. I can't make friends easily, because I think that I'm a complex person and talking to someone I don't know is like the hardest thing in the world. I just don't know how I'm gonna get through 2 more years of this hell...

Romance doesn't work well for me either. This year I met a girl through a mutual friend and thought she was really different from all the girls and she wasn't doing any drugs either, which i really admire. The 1st conversation we had brought me hope that I finally won't be alone anymore and that I found someone that will finally love me back, but it ended up different than usual it still felt like rejection. I started chatting with her from time to time and I felt something special, I thought she did aswell and every time we meet she just smiles so nicely at me and I can't tell if it's because she is friendly or because she just felt bad for me, because i have no friends. 1 month after i asked her out and she replied ""Oh i can't i have a lot of homework"" and i got really sad and thought ""ok maybe that's true, I'll try again next time"". Next time didn't go better either, she just said she can't, no reason, no interest to hang out another day. After that i just stopped messaging her, because i thought she just didn't care anymore. 6 months passed and now we're here. I saw her at school again and straight out of the blue just fell back in love with her, I have no idea what happened, probably a mood swing, but I just couldn't stop thinking about her. So I decided to write a long message telling her how I feel and to my surprise she said ""It's very nice to get a message like this, I'll find time for you some day"". And i felt on top of the world, but a week has passed and I'm losing hope, my imagination is too big and I'm just thinking of the worst scenarios, because I've been hurt so much that I don't trust anyone anymore. To top all of that off, I saw my best friend (one of the guys who i talked about earlier, so not really best friend but its hard to describe it) chatting with her a bit and I just got a million emotions inside of me. I was sad, mad, jealous and I wanted to cry so much, but I was in class so I managed not to. Even if she'd go out with me I'm still really scared. I've never been on a date with a girl and I don't know what I'm supposed to do, how much should I open up, what if she just likes me as a friend and it gets worse every day, just waiting for a miracle to happen yet being afraid of the miracle itself. 

English isn't my main language so I didn't manage to put it in the best way and I know that many people here have it much worse, but I just feel so down, this has never happened to me before and I feel just so lost, when I see others being succesfull I just look down on myself thinking, why am I such a failure....

If anyone would care, It would mean the world to me.",2.7887555826228194,3.730050907429966,3.9754890377588303,90.93180034510759,74.03045066991473,7.032407632967926,25.132785221274872,7.3011,0.9077985221274872,3029,94,689,32,60,990,312,821,0.134,0.675,0.192,0.9964,2,5,3,0,0,0,89.0,4,1,7,10,54,58,3,2,30,1,63,4,0,6,9,155,137,62,0,16,40,2,9,5,9,6,1,2,2,8,44,51,0,4,30,2,0,12,31,17,1,3,42,17,114,40,83,84,23,107,1,7,6,3,73,37,1,10,61,466,158,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896150393090245,0.05064070603120047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650085801106882,0.051270905612274716,0.0,0.0,0.1939636946591976,0.06837735497631094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04571043406561863,0.0,0.0,0.07519481826078248,0.04082546968127344,0.20864252302966574,0.054000933400249466,0.04160623431665663,0.0,0.15393756296267005,0.04324385219568383,0.05338092085097002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970387911829598,0.0,0.0517246637117791,0.0,0.05126571208859247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741821523217483,0.12613349790425768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217020451447537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670293662841245,0.0,0.0,0.05500054587757591,0.0866133111770803,0.0,0.0,0.03229483430710973,0.08845705881645165,0.12358900514948502,0.04672148188637895,0.04394387454480607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889157755665867,0.0,0.18778833132247805,0.10712465581454753,0.044689348920109284,0.0,0.0,0.0536110893696119,0.33998695892086483,0.0,0.07663720938491735,0.0,0.08336484776236458,0.08202198813827359,0.11731793187847353,0.0,0.0,0.09682791810318836,0.1297136553004784,0.052049875146080116,0.043800516699110885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166048868520115,0.04904589634025044,0.0971279799385885,0.0,0.0,0.0523433485621329,0.0551967563436667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074861455491396,0.03985613351485032,0.0,0.0,0.05312480393647733,0.0,0.0,0.11943868325490735,0.0,0.0,0.04327073459294484,0.04105967357928294,0.0547012487369084,0.053374912910360006,0.041568970931117305,0.13238954595849542,0.0,0.03263794169455432,0.0495720827224504,0.04912182446814747,0.053261233057063116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572654953937605,0.07805540261093379,0.0,0.14377446237273908,0.0,0.07542202208036836,0.0,0.10400125084662223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05130731252116976,0.0,0.06626533839522808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052948762782204194,0.04667602391350922,0.03389779183554875,0.042693423616059684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271732133023874,0.0467861259193417,0.0,0.049153205066845534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661766262603782,0.05027243375530973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302110982647842,0.0,0.04895264906016938,0.1979383082990074,0.07792632607665685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04044663455828326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428629386086452,0.03764193223615787,0.0,0.0,0.0692165824125366,0.0,0.1171433671297437,0.1226357899300206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860025785864293,0.08547316183239913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03248381418655726,0.18798051140176747,0.0,0.155269384811255,0.17106718990009726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03319664752606729,0.05318396308995517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05385118136569923,0.08068736103659467,0.14419834972023685,0.07762150584438654,0.0392207993746496,0.0,0.043962678452186335,0.0,0.0441203344902432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035596305407945436,0.0,0.09965682097428824,0.06946752850761764,0.05345925173809599,0.0,0.2518953692810946
lonely,seanyb1985,2019/06/12,"In a relationship still lonely I'm (M33) in generally happy relationship, a few ups and downs but nothing too crazy, so how come I feel so lonely? Sometimes I just feel like crying for no reason I just feel so alone. I've got a good set of friends and a sociable job but sometimes I just feel like running away to get away from everything. I just don't know what's wrong with me and apart from posting on here where no one knows me I don't feel like I can talk to anyone and I don't want to.",1.8291239316239327,3.462051442307697,3.4397435897435926,90.98303418803421,77.84615384615384,6.545299145299146,22.132478632478627,7.3871296695380915,0.5922811965811965,386,11,88,5,9,128,63,104,0.163,0.5870000000000001,0.25,0.9067,1,5,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,2,0,23,16,10,0,1,6,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,8,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,1,5,10,6,15,15,1,14,0,2,0,0,4,9,0,0,4,56,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130570234035574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890110084399418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926566554487246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416123599903845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710794735118616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997430333295827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39374883921184056,0.3337945416155456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032883665103312,0.0,0.08137076444407243,0.0,0.0,0.13063220717978316,0.1245641624553694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579432486572007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455369753959225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118766263822818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282686265531524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149442317837218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055374005259521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916144649239288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013264566775648,0.0,0.3344254557139583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080732030871579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437881558322812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251825931317975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918629217515736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028360826743866,0.0,0.0
lonely,High_Lu,2019/06/12,"I blocked my girlfriend and now regret it For two weeks she held a grudge on me for refusing to apologize over a sarcastic joke I made “did you have to think twice before lending me me money? Lol”

I returned the money immediately after she demanded an apology and told her it was a joke & I didn’t mean anything by it, but for two weeks she wouldn’t let it go and demanded an apology. She didn’t talk or want to see me unless I apologized. She would call here and there demanding I apologize for being ungrateful. 

After two weeks she gave me an ultimatum, “Apologize or bounce” which got me upset and made me block her for 5 days. Then I really started to miss her and realized how dumb this all is and I unblocked her and apologized. I apologized more than I ever have in my life but she was over it and said I am being needy and now has me fully blocked. It’s been about 6 months now and I miss her a lot. 

I don’t know what to do. We dated for over a year and this is really a dumb/trivial argument to end a relationship over.",3.22247037914692,4.499684052132707,5.044120260663507,82.38712825829386,73.40758293838863,9.256042654028438,26.45764218009479,9.673873057562805,2.3423196682464447,809,28,170,21,16,277,110,211,0.19399999999999998,0.705,0.10099999999999999,-0.9734,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,0,8,7,1,1,11,1,19,1,0,3,2,37,35,19,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,10,13,0,5,4,2,2,1,4,5,0,4,13,2,37,2,24,17,3,24,0,3,1,0,30,6,1,3,17,132,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780670317111374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524139483814787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398449350772274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781395346255026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059885081838737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556031178160958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865887108601958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340067992633816,0.0,0.13144118773222416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031935533759168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805322985421658,0.1160812727859483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971968712299426,0.0,0.31101319031980285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790191734803602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117809013279186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105663944032257,0.0,0.0,0.17644432491842366,0.0,0.0,0.15632910882405526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096116711809924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632377494294904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320937611613505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530522185966408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570380667326289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816216416333243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693455409299966,0.0,0.3954813670817384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674550910071255,0.0,0.0,0.10583237146405967
lonely,ForeverAFailureeee,2019/06/12,"Update: she finally responded to my text after not hearing from her for 3 weeks. She told me the reason that she didn't reply to my message was because in China the net status is pretty unstable to the US and she's also been extremely busy because she's been focusing on her paintings and trying to learn to play a new instrument and then she was like sorry I don't want to break your heart but I'm not looking for a relationship right now I just want to focus on my life and she hopes I have a great summer.

Now I don't mind if she's not looking for a relationship right now but I still want to talk to her and hang out every once in awhile so should I continue to talk with her or move on which isn't going to be easy because I still really like her.",3.5116123499142367,4.266433849056603,5.112681532304175,84.15231560891941,72.1446540880503,8.297541452258432,25.14636935391653,8.575989854853784,1.5336238993710691,598,17,127,10,11,203,91,159,0.043,0.816,0.141,0.9602,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,7,0,12,2,1,1,0,23,22,12,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,1,0,3,7,0,0,0,6,3,26,5,23,14,0,25,0,0,2,0,23,8,0,3,15,91,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252723516641115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801981957422932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290915678673509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784126257376733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707650724795485,0.0,0.0,0.16892180862808007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726862091166214,0.18156237240779252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217862461424514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822139409551663,0.14970775304879602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573266593768692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470505792550093,0.0,0.0,0.1628449655811245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479775174466094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317064592696912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587633339625606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815445767037603,0.15753215149189612,0.0,0.3289945115974914,0.0,0.2616922261549952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715134053800063,0.0,0.0,0.2447179004272829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24629934943187534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464049979810965,0.0,0.10402399319979554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843006678887528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27111330694958297,0.0,0.12290109006445295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,myumpteenthrowaway,2019/06/12,"I fake responses to my own stories on Instagram and share them to make me look like I have friends. Social media is fake and I'm the problem. I don't know why I care so much about what others think of me because I know it's bad for me.

I'm just really lonely. There's this great video:  [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u\_VDl\_2Fk44](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u_VDl_2Fk44) (Life Sucks - Loneliness.) by MamaMax that articulates exactly what I feel like. Still working on the second half",6.561851851851853,10.238384691358023,4.090370370370368,81.7666666666667,72.45679012345678,7.550617283950618,23.814814814814817,8.515128840125781,1.8786888888888889,404,12,64,8,9,111,62,81,0.222,0.623,0.155,-0.7416,0,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,1,5,12,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,10,13,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,6,0,2,0,2,11,6,8,13,2,3,0,1,1,0,4,2,1,0,3,40,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22478528217417554,0.16411242708081242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744850797362213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612440554431304,0.19232896297677196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20799669392991155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29681313179830393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959096826773385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015620996452656,0.2630520440065529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260748102484724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797047037222436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979057641357701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25760469135373554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724675589121384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27443323399081426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499736186477533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725036381642027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24292682767486964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959934721621447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mysterymeatloaf123,2019/06/12,"I feel really bad right now so this is my sad rant i really hate the sentiment that you
don't need to change to be happy 
or for people to like you because 
it certainly makes life easier if you act like 
everyone else

im not talking about being
different
unqiue
quirky
i'm talking about being a fucking loser

that's how i feel

i just wish people gave me a chance 
i wish i had friends
don't tell me how pathetic it sound because
trust me
i know 

it really fucking hurts to know nobody wants you
it hurts when your ""friends"" leave you
when the first person in your life that ever seemed to give a shit
realises you're a fucking 
lost cause 
a loser that's only going to drag them down

though, looking back im not really sure that person actually cared 
considering how many times they ignored me 
or chose random people over me
or just didnt realise or try to realise when they hurt me
i don't even know what i was to that person
probably a lot less than what they were to me 
but it's over now so there's no point thinking about it i guess 

still i can't deny that
it hurts to be alone all the time 
it hurts to stare at the wall
or the table 
or the ceiling 
and know
there is no one out there 

my whole life i've generally been alone 
and all i ever did was be myself 
it hurts the worst because i thought 
i really let myself believe 
that things were okay 
that's why it hurt so bad when i went back to being alone 
back to feeling like a loser 

i know no one will read this but whatever also...
this wasn't a poem. i just like putting the spaces in where i pause in my head

Also I'm not saying you're a loser if you're lonely. I'm just saying I am a loser and I am lonely.",2.8605736636245105,3.851328581920906,4.453333333333337,87.38487614080836,73.91525423728814,7.480052151238593,22.37244676227727,7.882392219407189,0.8700798783137769,1314,31,287,18,26,442,160,354,0.26,0.653,0.087,-0.9971,1,7,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,7,4,7,33,37,5,0,18,1,25,8,2,5,6,52,56,26,0,6,17,0,3,4,2,1,3,3,0,3,25,4,0,1,11,1,0,4,12,25,0,3,13,8,43,12,26,35,6,32,0,16,2,3,23,13,4,12,19,195,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.07098142643118747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260027192600808,0.0,0.11633649988333655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779222421123066,0.1214657520421496,0.1330205375238093,0.0,0.0,0.08195039151804953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416085321964165,0.07472157417548769,0.07694675928934175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759953334556706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076294959673155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048042513249872534,0.13159068660397366,0.0,0.06950391481296084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033498143743307,0.05196377160796212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061870584016937735,0.0,0.0,0.11239381246900884,0.2017342780614326,0.0,0.06977655483554926,0.04133846675612442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012869101779548,0.0,0.0,0.07743055104665005,0.0,0.07181334269458788,0.07464978485793489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5450699003585681,0.0,0.1571382269477197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19987347367290215,0.0,0.0,0.07701863909220771,0.0,0.07437914650157551,0.15413020033221514,0.14214371173430573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108128294480428,0.0,0.07940170667301545,0.061838925004241665,0.0,0.0,0.048552927424804736,0.07374453196970876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393402497230812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857779010679643,0.055320239125947884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128132548203682,0.1905350574260804,0.0,0.0,0.06876056355799637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842345882382228,0.0,0.0,0.07312140025990953,0.0,0.0,0.07275730571801182,0.0,0.23298791566238214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062117531657762626,0.0,0.11568775279387275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621759912963827,0.0,0.0,0.07466412359674222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808835879599085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855434781175992,0.0,0.0,0.11692749043725326,0.0635758875675284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04832364391851072,0.04660733108715282,0.07146434419245874,0.05774554690509786,0.08482778452264292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049384070636687816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04290253395428696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742850421399631,0.06563439013742438,0.08120895722383109,0.16728935091218392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Owlsleys,2019/06/12,"One of those days Today I feel lonely. I stumbled across a YouTube video and they were hanging out and laughing and it triggered my anxiety. Because I want that, but I don't have it. I haven't had a friend for years, can't even remember the last time I had somebody to hang out with. I spend all my time online, and I'm not even on most social media because seeing people get together makes me feel even worse. It doesn't help that I'm autistic and have no idea how to talk to people.",2.8122000000000007,4.2932444200000015,3.6810000000000014,90.93550000000002,74.8,6.2,24.5,6.6274283507984215,0.7031999999999998,382,12,81,3,8,122,67,100,0.17,0.797,0.034,-0.9206,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,3,1,20,17,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,1,1,2,6,1,0,1,3,3,11,2,10,14,2,12,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,1,6,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620675813124275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264884861679282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011763734830768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305034862445886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197109321649632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678580241648688,0.0,0.11351174102994778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456278236446488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452651901887429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709957639257765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502574983289682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472240571822283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012477149838254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24611834058442905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313168791026454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214738107250684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462898609979866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25337737000745153,0.0,0.2059413547040092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814823917853194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214111006603456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991122338269452
lonely,texashow,2019/06/12,"Idea - Someone to talk to & accountability buddy I have struggled with loneliness all of my life. I was born with a birth defect and have always felt like an outcast. What if there was a service where someone would call, text, or email you daily just to check in or have a conversation. I think it could work. I imagine a monthly subscription where a dedicated buddy reaches out to you daily to provide encouragement and help you be a better person. It’s simple and I know I would benefit from the service.

Who’s with me?",4.549015151515151,6.515557373737372,5.565542929292928,77.20164772727277,71.22222222222223,7.77828282828283,29.546717171717173,8.472884824447931,2.378241414141414,416,17,73,7,8,137,67,99,0.075,0.745,0.18,0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,2,4,6,0,1,8,0,9,1,0,0,1,20,12,6,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,11,4,12,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,3,4,55,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20191003893473167,0.2629187269814608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146103717717106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24777989833443265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374184637531908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329887461062538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264785284755046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739301842468411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333579253776068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139579502161328,0.1185499390815958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193686479378854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211878707590352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112049285974645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25367775284013483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503848181776126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548478912568678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766571651093796,0.0,0.0,0.3447531004319208,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pixie_led,2019/06/12,"Sometimes you never fit in Fact is, that's how it has been all my life. From my teens to adulthood I've always struggled to find my people. To find anyone at all that I can feel close to. The fact that I'm still struggling at this age depresses me beyond description. 

This morning I woke up feeling ok. Tried to talk to family members, just normal chit chat, and was met with grumpiness and dismissal. Gave up on that fast. They have always clung to each other more than me, and they actively push me away nowadays.

Reflected on my day yesterday...conversation with other female co-workers that was filled with underlying snark and competitiveness on their part - who has the better marriage, kids, family-life - that kind of thing. I was barely involved since I have none of those things, and the competitive subtext made me vaguely sick to be honest. So, unsatisfying and unfulfilling interactions. 

And that's it. That's my life. I've tried pretty hard to put myself out there for someone who is innately shy and reserved. Yet at this point I have nothing but loneliness, and a feeling of being an outsider everywhere I go. I've tried to bond with people and been rejected. And the universe seems to get a kick out of keeping me around people, sometimes very different people, who become tight friends almost to the point where it's weird, everywhere I go.  Yet *I* can't find anyone. Really at this point it's laughable! Do you want a bestie? Just hang around me you'll get one - it won't be me, but I guarantee you'll find one, just so I can die a little inside when I see you two together.

Loneliness kills, it is fatal. One day it will be too much for me, a lifetime of loneliness and reaching out in the dark only to remain cold and alone. For now I can just laugh at the ridiculousness of it all...the predictability of it all. I'm a pathetic lost individual, but it seems to be by design. I'm not fighting anymore, not trying anymore. I'm just going with the flow to the inevitable conclusion.",4.103578947368423,6.17091039736842,4.9401973684210505,80.79450657894739,72.65789473684211,7.907894736842106,27.13815789473684,8.660442795831766,2.122236842105264,1581,58,290,30,32,512,197,380,0.128,0.774,0.098,-0.9521,1,2,0,0,2,0,58.0,0,5,3,3,20,16,3,2,16,1,27,3,0,2,6,59,49,20,3,2,10,0,5,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,30,25,0,2,11,1,0,8,6,10,0,4,10,7,34,6,53,30,8,45,0,3,1,0,21,27,0,3,10,205,64,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764565284724178,0.10099454477624502,0.0,0.0,0.162278034759543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341431607563894,0.13636736886293624,0.0,0.0,0.1736153219276718,0.0,0.0,0.0916171135426369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769596464335146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624273848361233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577624010640182,0.0,0.08398820747597266,0.0,0.10120358484529428,0.10188081983175584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919270195649394,0.0,0.14791721877928632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35650217417999314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533866382097447,0.0,0.10189352507556287,0.0,0.16625745393268546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735291412140997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667445121907741,0.10788420500201994,0.10154527159919824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775329314431856,0.0,0.0977341130801304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644746991742812,0.0,0.0,0.09226960161109578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168361934388266,0.0,0.07520839837242424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554249499746133,0.0935668029170522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982329496417343,0.07416338687069471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055975836979722,0.0,0.2704142436909864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765452404311873,0.0,0.0,0.09920625412404267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802796917880582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062469624855114786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770560923210952,0.17754519862863286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066414876657127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262284536258911,0.0,0.19288662739211246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787438185620778,0.0,0.0,0.20388449930625469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837763218425786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295672309286605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648209764632421,0.0,0.0952564894007525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045882389620224,0.05751597017035456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709909664011534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CashMoney98,2019/06/12,"It's so hard to talk to new people when everyone is sucked into their phones I had orientation for a new job and I was excited to meet new people and maybe even make a few work friends.  Everyone I was with was around my age(20) This was a corporate orientation so we weren't really going to be doing anything besides filling out paperwork for healthcare and stuff. But whenever there was down time everyone was just on their phones. This made me afraid to start a conversation so here I am, also looking down at my phone, writing this post.",4.092513484358143,6.332108262135923,4.912168284789646,80.22859762675297,73.1747572815534,8.849622437971954,27.94929881337649,9.444778638647367,2.705889751887812,433,17,80,11,9,140,71,103,0.047,0.897,0.055,0.204,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,2,1,10,4,1,1,4,0,12,0,0,2,0,13,18,9,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,9,2,10,2,15,8,1,16,0,0,1,0,11,7,1,0,6,60,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248992739967414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662638776533768,0.15861735939913582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768575179650473,0.0,0.0,0.5107738905136412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766089056264935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126340628780962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961366105152652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768154686374419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962574223931518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685975684387976,0.11893607097926827,0.0,0.17900506276563233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5162600548958992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470541931549548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064652275585246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414622657902194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611623054853066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397267744088385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321377762042112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038977867670737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971665757052034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fategghead,2019/06/12,"Tips when living alone on not isolating. I’m lonely. As fuck. Been living alone around a month now and as much as I love it, the constant loneliness feeling surrounds me. Most of the time I’m okay being alone. Going out to run errands, stuff like that. I work a lot so I’m distracted. It’s just walking into an empty house every night, sleeping in an empty bed every night. 

I just wanna know how to be okay with that. Or learn how to get my confidence up and put myself out there. I haven’t gotten even the most simple hug from anyone but my grandma in over a year. It sucks.",0.5451282051282043,2.9705113760683797,2.2776410256410284,92.62569230769232,89.08547008547008,4.487521367521367,17.2017094017094,6.079149491110277,-0.2332331623931623,449,11,91,4,15,147,83,117,0.139,0.74,0.121,-0.2835,0,5,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,10,9,2,1,8,2,4,4,1,2,0,21,15,11,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,2,1,8,5,19,11,4,22,0,1,0,3,1,10,2,4,9,63,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415246896190502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186515826387072,0.0,0.0,0.15515191691506708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834176706008826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511457544109124,0.0,0.2936877504242785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812448034938784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112504113578666,0.09105749170740277,0.0,0.0990510222741012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110319625993175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957832907038988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514756993879205,0.0,0.307796307522569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481721316404205,0.1573003516179051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911380450190086,0.0,0.12812061549782738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271121075250395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520604933381406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744123463024755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951632042756226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016278472999986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688263222966772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122347780709407
lonely,sTuPiDmOnKeY179,2019/06/12,Very lonely. My fiance left town for 2 weeks due to his job and I am very lonely. He barely talks to me so it makes it worse. We have been together for 4 years and this is the first time we have been away from each other. I try to do something for myself but all I feel like doing is crying.,0.5666666666666664,2.287496698412699,2.36531746031746,96.80607142857143,82.01587301587301,4.834920634920637,13.674603174603176,5.46131890053228,-1.1514634920634923,224,2,53,1,6,74,49,63,0.151,0.8,0.049,-0.6949,1,4,1,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,1,9,11,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,9,1,8,9,2,8,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25774146157383204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013379175034993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387091657366945,0.19598094768411767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23334441119649926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722295574273985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980596494067381,0.0,0.0,0.1340234670762372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311697621450987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119214178591408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049554600370155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996365435245272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862516261693855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527008997695141,0.0,0.0,0.22005046315160556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279565051723333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665911187380276
lonely,cali_girl_loves_UK,2019/06/12,Feeling Really Lonely Each day I feel more and more lonely as I just spend a majority of my day in my flat and all my flat mates/friends have gone back home already. Sometimes I think what if I was pregnant?? Because then I wouldn’t be alone anymore. I obviously don’t actually want a child as I’m not ready but I’m so alone rn.,-0.3004347826086935,1.9819294637681184,2.1502753623188404,91.93584782608696,94.94202898550724,5.078840579710144,21.39275362318841,6.742157984588678,0.5788249275362318,259,10,57,4,10,88,50,69,0.161,0.8,0.039,-0.7536,0,6,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,14,12,8,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,2,2,9,0,4,8,5,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.25328894520895057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5376429041967786,0.2864261956374401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574095334518485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958233029653952,0.0,0.15822276020895132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347839388730172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26247834560899075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053210846562852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603555539989902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627804306459454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25670724780624377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631282750444126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309269084085292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ImmajusttaketheLhere,2019/06/12,Yall ever just Yall ever just need to say something and you have no idea how TF to say it and you already know the 3 people you talk to wouldn't know or wouldn't give a damn?,1.6153846153846168,2.57811258974359,2.792820512820516,98.19384615384618,76.94871794871794,5.2,18.128205128205128,3.1291,-0.8870410256410257,137,2,34,0,3,44,27,39,0.059000000000000004,0.8809999999999999,0.06,0.015,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,5,0,0,5,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,14,7,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,1,1,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097522360471146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078066469391933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692667639363093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168687737963092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30852359265632306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813065942537204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459751704350506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464374444293905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160915550314521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256107874588868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,t3chnophile,2019/06/12,"Just need to vent Just wanted to rant about something, so feel free to ignore.  It just makes me feel better to get it off my chest.

I have some great friends, but there is still a void that they can’t fill.  I’ve been single for 4 years, and dating is... difficult.  I have severe anxiety and meeting people to date AND holding a conversation is nigh impossible.  I stutter, I get awkward, and I can’t pick up on flirting cues in the moment.  It’s painful looking back at the missed opportunities.

I’m tired of being alone.  I’m tired of not having someone.  I’m an affectionate, emotional guy.  Coming home to a woman is the best feeling in the world.  The feel of her arms around me, the smell of her hair.  Her softness, her sheer femininity, is soul soothing.  It takes a 10/10 bad day to a 2/10 in an instant.  Her smile, her voice, brings an incredible calm.  My love language is touch, I crave it constantly.  The little things like running my fingers along her arm, playing with her hair, or her nails against my skin, my hair, just keeps me centered.  I haven’t had anyone to make this connection with in years, and it’s painful.  It’s painful seeing couples being intimate, knowing I have no one to come home to.  Though I truly wish them happiness, it still hurts to watch.  

My best friends are married, as is my brother.  I’ve been divorced for 7 years now, and I still feel like a massive failure.  She cheated on me and was caught, fully admitting to it.  And our relationship never recovered.  Although I’ve thankfully moved past the resentment due to an amazing therapist and can, with all sincerity, wish her happiness and the best of luck.  I just can’t seem to find that happiness on my own.  At times, especially at my lowest, I feel like I’ve failed as a husband.  Other times I feel like I gave it my all and it simply didn’t work.  Now, I’m truly ready to start again.

Not sure what I expected from this, I simply wanted to put this out to the world.

Sorry for the long post, I hope Reddit has a wonderful night.",3.3974551638837336,5.287832561224491,4.334564007421154,85.14333642547929,74.15306122448979,7.302535559678417,26.929808286951147,8.101407402915765,1.694653741496599,1572,59,312,25,33,508,210,392,0.157,0.5870000000000001,0.256,0.9948,1,2,1,0,1,0,65.0,1,0,2,7,17,40,2,1,23,0,25,14,8,3,4,59,63,18,0,7,9,2,14,4,2,0,5,1,2,2,19,19,0,3,12,1,1,8,9,13,0,1,7,19,45,28,48,54,8,50,1,3,3,1,27,18,0,6,27,202,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241701050658152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826191775898792,0.0,0.0,0.06239279848670173,0.0,0.0,0.07943502822969868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861358039682218,0.07450464569245528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809291277438651,0.07891808499374574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373021755595004,0.0,0.09642764253721288,0.0,0.0,0.09873305082632408,0.0,0.05754698993467671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037352210500287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31582719095112544,0.1912411849795205,0.0,0.0,0.08155605149220158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788020137761905,0.0,0.09323963980751393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837813671611112,0.0,0.08835329743585571,0.0,0.2849660422552868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790131091217009,0.08862709711173024,0.0,0.0,0.09552425653457307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931313207770156,0.0,0.0,0.049039345128830666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437617932830976,0.08943348945617831,0.0,0.07896714415948056,0.07493205727099232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805349886727464,0.0,0.11912555084206115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948390525627322,0.0,0.06616408911600788,0.06882089877197346,0.0,0.0,0.08373779716093334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046563085949928,0.0,0.28484609099853786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851816439873987,0.061861945255773126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854591918801348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897023881597556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580132755992762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110601984230445,0.08123308305120874,0.0,0.10080629150877413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560563181778973,0.0686948330620375,0.0,0.09988745313679527,0.06315857464652949,0.0,0.21378137548350493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409971219904247,0.0,0.06709104639286871,0.0,0.0,0.08215245419051502,0.0,0.1036047469067964,0.05928149965214336,0.0,0.08766957853033656,0.0,0.1040633087842298,0.20511715933430733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526220067244936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522383648533335,0.0,0.09676784681883348,0.06496165612017228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238664416823626
lonely,SunMoon24,2019/06/12,"Something is missing I am in a relationship and we love each other but I feel lonely. There are times when I feel content but then in the end I always come back to this feeling of restlessness. Something is missing within myself. I don't think I'm who I want to be. Who I'm supposed to be. Where I'm supposed to be. Doing what I want to be doing. I want more.  So I keep buying things that I think will make me feel better but they never do. I'm tired of Netflix. Tired of social media. Tired of doing nothing and not focusing on what's important. I want to do more but when it comes to it, I can't seem to motivate myself. I feel like an outkast at my new job. I have a hard time keeping up with friends. I dont even know what I want. Other than to travel. That's something I've always wanted but you need money for that. We recently bought a house and I'm happy and not happy at the same time...",-0.2181929824561415,2.000677978947369,2.216447368421054,93.27221491228072,90.26315789473685,4.4298245614035086,18.44298245614036,5.985473137389443,-0.15659649122807018,696,20,150,6,24,237,102,190,0.113,0.6940000000000001,0.193,0.9315,1,2,3,0,0,0,22.0,2,1,1,2,7,10,0,1,6,0,18,4,0,2,1,39,48,13,0,7,7,0,6,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,14,10,0,2,10,2,3,3,6,4,0,0,1,6,24,6,23,42,4,22,0,3,0,1,10,8,0,1,12,109,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653127070976284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080881426656716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444663696346226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345912124772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840805907838674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459832565077104,0.0,0.0,0.07800153463216501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985653501989391,0.08436806604215535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124095787979733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514315509532141,0.10579114565886696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626734814077027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719241870735565,0.20993894905613425,0.0,0.0,0.06490267317057714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576959181752286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658657930467404,0.0,0.07883024000683288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756695751633488,0.09108319633079233,0.11405820426134172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331664633963555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660591220372285,0.12679129861124325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751049440118546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038437087759678,0.0,0.27274905203280936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845797668947146,0.15134276306483516,0.0,0.0,0.2065888186718766,0.4072031932414138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41793777156966216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jamjarjohn_1929,2019/06/12,"Lonely I’m so lonely it hurts. I have no friends and I’m all alone. Everyday I get closer and closer to just ending my life somehow. Every time I post anywhere, a mod takes it down. We’ll see. I’m just so tired of feeling the heartache of being lonely.",-0.6105188679245295,1.5884866981132078,1.6880896226415096,94.7596816037736,97.1132075471698,3.4047169811320765,17.94575471698113,5.148860815047168,-0.4635264150943392,197,6,41,1,8,66,38,53,0.322,0.597,0.081,-0.9264,0,7,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,7,10,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,5,1,4,8,1,7,0,4,1,0,2,3,0,1,3,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430283271800872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29334918066008936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790543617102491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674671182534475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25588803711871816,0.0,0.17304085846710884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35456163042454786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339397727646288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172026824078783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639273755474133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24902482007106705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931282051724507,0.3806712403739139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,turbo_sneeze,2019/06/12,"I’m glad I’ve learned how to embrace the beauty in being alone sometimes Don’t get me wrong, being lonely is one of the things I struggle with mainly. But recently, I’ve been enjoying going to museums and parks alone and I’ve found it really helps me get through this rough period. It’s really nice actually, it’s good to go out for a change even if I am alone.",2.013542857142859,4.016344373333337,4.164571428571431,84.28800000000003,78.6,8.019047619047619,22.714285714285715,8.841846274778883,1.706428571428571,288,9,59,7,7,99,55,75,0.159,0.596,0.245,0.8586,0,5,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,12,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,2,1,4,4,9,8,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.2005201967433348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6384502539476778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21737206600685535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357185209323434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225299739445128,0.0,0.0,0.2147110919183646,0.0,0.2335596198546894,0.1723480419220793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772984514521794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923950856285502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632732816815487,0.0,0.2028880843291776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032263500212524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481376485312045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365127058314108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22466164424466212,0.0,0.0
lonely,yeetus314,2019/06/12,"They say it gets better but it hasn’t for them   Recently has a friend breakup of sorts and now am down to one friend. I can’t seem to connect with their friend group and I can’t help but think of how much more fun they’d have if I wasn’t following them around. If I lose this one close friend I’ll be all alone, making it impossible to ever get new friends as I’d be branded a looser. Looking through this sub never seems to help because I see people of all ages relate to these struggles. What if things never get better for me? I’m still young and have much of my life ahead of me but that almost makes it harder than ever to make friends because school is a hostile environment for unpopular people. Just a quick vent/looking for reassurance. Will delete in 12 hours",3.577884615384616,5.028050506410256,4.078717948717948,88.9746153846154,72.78205128205127,6.7384615384615385,24.538461538461537,7.1686216300943375,0.8353307692307697,613,18,129,6,12,193,98,156,0.07,0.6729999999999999,0.257,0.9890000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,5,4,8,13,1,1,4,0,13,1,0,4,6,28,26,11,0,3,7,0,0,0,6,1,1,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,3,0,2,1,3,13,10,23,21,5,18,0,1,2,0,16,4,0,7,13,87,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473492919992885,0.12901288510971134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108902150644114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186864459840596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033713872732288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22535429026599074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5774366368830278,0.0,0.1952418965765129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669880268167725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226724905924998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798470165535371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092082581495836,0.13935757361487985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24944646424139774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18314079373593795,0.0,0.19214607046358376,0.12030669012402978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688183905625741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271686223561494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299396993818748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905994145995788,0.0,0.12606751677028855,0.09926303305245716,0.22680055010104205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947862730272773,0.0,0.0,0.1302235063434623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275616428004565,0.07981691021908695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OptoBot,2019/06/12,"Repeatedly Alone I've been moving around the country pretty frequently over the last 4 years or so. I've been chasing the ideal work environment. The problem is that every time I move I have to start over with people. It is an incredibly hard thing to gain traction when you know absolutely no one. I've been lucky this time around and met a guy to hang out with and we do a lot together. But I still come home to an empty apartment every day. No one to greet me. No one to care about how my day went. I have ideas on how to fill my time but have trouble focusing after the intellectual grind of my day job. I've just been giving up and watching TV in the evening and then feel guilty that I wasted valuable time. 

I generally am a pretty hardy person and can exist under trying circumstances quite well but lately I am beginning to wonder if its just who I am that is contributing to the problem. I am an intellectual at heart and spend most of my effort thinking really hard all day at my job and then coming home and thinking really hard about other things. One might accuse me of being borderline melancholic, and while I do struggle with depression at times, I am good natured in general. I used to think that there was no real reason I shouldnt have lots of friends. I thought of myself as a friendly, smart, funny, and good natured person who wanted the best for people. I have a great job, read lots of books, and work out every day.

But after being alone for so consistently for the last 5 years I am beginning to suspect that I am probably wrong about myself. I thought I had a lot to offer but what really makes me interesting? I guess I am not as attractive as I thought. I am never in proximity to like minded people. My colleagues at work are much older than I am. And I come home to an empty apartment every night. I want this cycle of loneliness to end but I dont know how to make it. Any thoughts?",4.397539682539684,5.589667695767199,5.540899470899472,80.27261904761906,70.45502645502646,8.351322751322753,26.698412698412696,8.735056554316923,1.9177047619047607,1511,48,292,26,27,502,186,378,0.146,0.6629999999999999,0.191,0.9812,3,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,0,8,17,22,0,1,19,0,33,1,1,7,2,74,60,32,0,7,11,0,4,1,2,2,0,0,3,3,16,23,0,0,14,3,1,8,8,7,1,4,12,5,40,15,54,44,8,57,0,2,1,0,12,18,0,11,32,215,56,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552351166360504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096329247160071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334289629650708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864725637400752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640860740793882,0.0,0.0,0.1936683094538407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416577220361117,0.0,0.06454764072886872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783174609266088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637657981370099,0.0,0.0,0.049498642133043516,0.0,0.25256827471946336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03789304785480451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158003760635198,0.0,0.0,0.07189142456219656,0.0,0.1257159891048996,0.0,0.08262408318474679,0.08255732543903914,0.07420459911791863,0.0,0.0,0.2014005782517099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880691417453675,0.0,0.0,0.2255195287228283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846006659510394,0.0,0.0,0.22310582560932554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237258940860699,0.12217585455913355,0.08453810996679911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03661299254893563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548528469155552,0.0,0.0,0.1000490530798124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950187266862048,0.07567029786710934,0.0,0.0,0.1593034800144264,0.05509116870815008,0.0,0.05780007484176461,0.0,0.0,0.07032821467535827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031312029570201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586653746653614,0.13087334506252782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248639878610287,0.08080040906615459,0.14341920330974853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971029611278119,0.07496251954116624,0.08530067504783803,0.1440297521328351,0.07705310341423198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053044502565479934,0.0,0.05984896895763901,0.0,0.0,0.07834590001918006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957658727994764,0.14405988235422126,0.0,0.23798306688627716,0.2184971114638955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05088086101583869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472603266037054,0.0,0.0,0.08840574862347081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738207315823776,0.06947220646629837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127166148958741,0.16367652788283674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193757383365005,0.0,0.09652068981408894
lonely,amazingpotato3,2019/06/12,"I seem confident, but I'm not. On paper, I should be super popular and ""the life of the party"" since I'm athletic, put together and smart, but I don't have the confidence to talk to anyone. But I feel like my appearance, demeanor and overall vibe tells people I'm fine and have lots of friends, which just isn't the case - so nobody will ever start conversations with me, and when I try starting conversations it's always awkward since the other person never seems engaged at all in what I have to say. Any pointers or do I just keep going until an awkward conversation finally works out?",7.451887905604721,6.928105176991153,8.045265486725665,70.92624631268437,63.60176991150442,11.073156342182894,34.762536873156336,10.504223727775694,3.6504820058997036,467,18,83,10,6,156,81,113,0.081,0.698,0.221,0.9618,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,0,2,6,0,9,1,0,0,3,24,20,12,0,1,7,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,4,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,2,9,7,11,17,2,14,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,5,8,57,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930012675554596,0.0,0.0,0.14653665366650093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506715715326156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491780677455567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895529234030332,0.1539419643586243,0.0,0.2360524218443413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648256792991287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246464371412955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915322688381777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220287180805736,0.1052747016262202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183196971551618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619470874463824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493896208508518,0.18815250261049069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662115055056805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136169456370728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39233746780484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565015344166639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050416691849741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319804749004186,0.1883426994450256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629963543046454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687507299538556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EnvironmentalCaramel,2019/06/12,"There's a saying that you die twice: once when your body dies, and once when your name is said for the last time. But in my case, they happened in the wrong order...",4.524705882352944,4.248803823529413,3.8811764705882372,97.51529411764707,69.58823529411765,6.8000000000000025,19.94117647058824,3.1291,-0.6326000000000005,126,1,31,0,2,37,29,34,0.18899999999999997,0.8109999999999999,0.0,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,5,0,3,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907230250596475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5432688323337177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23144697292335376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133448810706774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5574678120189592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489651637381989,0.20813819954414847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261686665588864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861606658343293,0.0,0.0
lonely,avidhistoryandchem,2019/06/12,"The ""wall"" Does anyone else almost feel as if they're living in a type of fishbowl separating them from human interaction? *sigh* I could use a PM.",0.7146428571428558,3.0651411785714306,3.0297142857142885,83.31528571428574,101.5,5.097142857142859,16.314285714285713,6.742157984588678,0.38060571428571466,115,3,21,2,5,39,27,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,11,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39508282571551134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27587713254395096,0.4042610474899215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150144701923707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452716101653316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295942234162045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994953216494734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483931089765664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34076278989624065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Trapboy691,2019/06/12,Short vent (feel free to ignore) I miss my my primary school friends. I don’t know if they cared much about me but the times we actually hung out were to me. I don’t know if you willingly came to birthday that one time or if you felt like you had to or were forced to by your grandad. But that was many years ago. We never really got each other’s number so we couldn’t really get back in touch. I’m gonna graduate from college this week but the friends I made their only considered me their side friends. They all have a best friend from primary school so I doubt they’ll talk to me anytime after graduation kinda like primary school. I’m now gonna go into this world without any close friends I can rely on for help but it was fun with all my school friends. My mom may not have let me hang out with any of you outside of school but I still enjoyed any bit of time I hung out with any one who would talk to me.,1.8304963235294127,3.5676817187499985,2.8886642156862763,94.46834558823532,78.16666666666666,6.600980392156862,21.71078431372549,7.510576382923642,0.5280118872549013,718,20,167,10,17,229,113,192,0.044000000000000004,0.713,0.243,0.9925,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,5,5,1,6,16,0,1,3,0,16,0,0,1,3,39,31,12,0,5,12,1,3,2,6,6,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,1,4,0,1,3,6,3,0,2,9,3,31,14,26,14,6,24,0,1,0,0,24,10,0,8,13,106,38,8,0.0,0.0,0.10597357895927956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962633912178874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953947560763844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350326470470036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396431620672293,0.0,0.1185582003414187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420436407865755,0.1107203874238592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054909166407852594,0.0,0.10426874551709092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.50340385474357,0.0,0.05673668593585265,0.0,0.06171734622834935,0.0,0.08685377128231778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278929931546288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936253416758184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110462940942714,0.0,0.1061085879532424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027557227832235,0.0,0.11009882971404113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718578037457506,0.0,0.0,0.07983021481380652,0.0,0.08375557279091718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717429261077633,0.08259179934546983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913816342330929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495224051134175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672453607916196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456995813369938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899687926763322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710878935176329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468222236975444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714315368427824,0.0,0.0,0.06993196534506996
lonely,zunlU,2019/06/12,I am stuck in a paradox with my dad who constantly gives me a hard time for not being more social. He blames my video game habit but doesn't know that the reason I play video games is to pass time anyways. It's not like I am drowning in offers to go out lmao. He has these manic episodes every month where he straight up mocks me as If that's gonna help.,5.360657894736843,4.227213223684212,5.327894736842109,90.70526315789476,68.07894736842105,8.126315789473685,26.894736842105264,5.985473137389443,0.7406157894736838,279,6,66,1,4,87,61,76,0.15,0.679,0.171,0.7006,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,11,3,1,1,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,5,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,7,2,9,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,5,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600795033933137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807421343024117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319643502210241,0.1893698008030238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29848894390201475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233423171009461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831224177642646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278861124269906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26596346855032804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425933479755275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396636221469121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885925608316088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Its_Haleeyy,2019/02/13,"Lonely after moving out I wanted to get on my own for awhile and my dad was hinting at me leaving for awhile. I like having alone time and I was so excited about moving out. 

I've been in my apartment for about 3 weeks now and the loneliness comes randomly. The first week was rough but I started feeling a bit better.

I've lived in the same house my whole life and this is my first time being on my own. I like my apartment and my own space but the sadness comes randomly.

I'll feel like I'm doing okay and then I randomly just feel super homesick and wanna go back to my dad's. I feel so sad about it sometimes and it's overwhelming. I don't know why I'm having such a hard time adjusting. 

I'm not sure what I'm looking for on here but I just felt like venting I guess. ",0.8262733142037284,2.8948411036585355,2.6345480631276916,93.356649928264,83.08536585365853,5.5661406025824975,20.622668579626968,6.794906146795322,0.3156101865136298,607,18,134,7,17,201,89,164,0.12,0.723,0.157,0.8062,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,11,14,0,1,6,1,10,1,0,0,1,33,28,14,0,2,6,2,7,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,12,0,0,7,0,0,5,2,5,0,2,5,8,20,9,19,22,6,28,0,5,1,0,2,11,0,4,16,87,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151117815869992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991147675987884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791998697534766,0.17025069540943166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268664268839193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154003261982121,0.11140657955066452,0.14973090332539513,0.0,0.0,0.2652921420766503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147441685171118,0.0,0.08862669207142425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179013597228646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969538757367736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799386885698843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570286319015359,0.0,0.0,0.16512240888987426,0.0,0.0,0.11014801205486882,0.30474586888008404,0.0,0.13770160035317844,0.0,0.1309538664511472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33148804599713594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423281777337064,0.0,0.11037811920197002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697557869076078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727969804374368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919799393693548,0.0,0.2501780884106482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071539997654686,0.1741061488269069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xopeachesox,2019/02/13,"It’s lonely in my relationship... So my boyfriend (m26) and I (f21) have been together for almost half a year now and from the start we had an almost fairytale relationship, we fell in love so fast, got along perfectly, balanced each other out, etc etc. We were in that nice new couple “honeymoon” phase of our relationship when out of no where my boyfriend started suffering from severe health anxiety and panic disorders.

This all started in January when he suffered what he thought was a heart attack (he’s 26, bit of a gym freak and seemingly fit & healthy). He got checked at the hospital and was told it was a panic attack and that he was fine. It happened again a couple of days later when he was at his work and again he was told it was a panic attack and his heart was fit and healthy and his breathlessness had been brought on by stress and anxiety. And since that day everything just went downhill.

My boyfriend started using google to self diagnose himself with various conditions such as a pulmonary embolism, heart failure, edemas, kidney failure etc. Since last week he’s visited a doctor either in the emergency room or at his general practice every day or had paramedics at his house. They can’t find anything wrong with him other than panic disorder.

The whole thing started a month ago. I love my boyfriend to bits but because of all of this our relationship has been neglected, he barely talks about anything other than his health and gets annoyed at me for not being with him when I have free time. I try to talk to him about stuff but he’s despondent and uninterested. We’ve had to cancel various trips and a holiday we had booked for Milan. We no longer do things together and most of the time I feel like the relationship is one sided.

I just feel so alone, I don’t have any close friends or family to confide in or anyone I can talk about my situation with. We used to go out lots and talk for hours about anything and everything and I miss it so much. I have spoken with him about how I’m feeling and he just says “I’ll understand if you leave me”.

I don’t want to leave him because he’s clearly mentally unwell and is seeking treatment but I think his poor mental health is starting to really affect my own. I believe that this is a test that our relationship will withstand but in the meantime I just don’t know how to cope with the loneliness. 

I guess this post isn’t really looking for advice or whatever I just needed to share how I’m feeling because I don’t have anyone else.

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lonely,Cja021994,2019/02/13,"Does anyone else feel like when you talk, no one actually listens to the words you're saying? Sometimes I feel like when I talk, people who are suppose to care about me, and are my so called friends, don't actually listen to the words I'm saying. I feel like I can be screaming ""Help me!"" or ""My life is in ruins and everything is wrong!"" and people wouldn't  hear what I'm actually saying, or they just wouldn't care. It's not like I expect anyone to do anything, but sometimes just having someone to listen, or at least pretend they're listening and care, is all I really need. There's nothing that makes you feel more alone, than when the few people you think care about you, completely dismiss you when you need them. ",7.615045592705165,6.416532226950357,7.413232016210742,77.79000000000002,63.60992907801418,10.042958459979737,32.19959473150962,8.841846274778883,2.4430275582573446,568,17,111,7,7,181,78,141,0.068,0.764,0.168,0.9265,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,6,2,0,10,12,0,0,3,0,12,1,0,1,1,25,31,13,0,5,7,0,4,4,1,2,1,9,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,13,18,9,10,28,4,6,0,1,0,0,22,2,0,3,8,70,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.3427330098301629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125017314196908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371742773016476,0.11995299903301665,0.09633939744558576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954250530240293,0.0,0.47744644786631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274663910014252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244955673430957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779773690344852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052157999891218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23677831216728565,0.2509064799168206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044870743084298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319474426561857,0.0,0.07847017430449407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826906576074477,0.2287797648884876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814575253006975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361321724479076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233271142682094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793302896367824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434867195566989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499863330814392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792984989810701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991938161401804,0.0,0.2315722796699521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819435235543752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750143226042218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799868005968626,0.0,0.0
lonely,CerealBurgerler,2019/02/13,"Gaming pal? The mental pain is too much right now. Distract me. Okay so I’m in a rut.. I’ve been listening to the same two Nicki Minaj songs on repeat. Not sure for how long.. but it’s not morning anymore. I’m high.. I’m depressed.. I’m alone.
So now I just want to drown my sorrows and emotional hurt in Overwatch, Battle field V, Call of duty or anything really. I’m open to suggestions. 

My eyes burn from crying so much. I’m ready to do something with my life.. and by do something I mean absolutely nothing. Let’s kick ass in a multiplayer video game. Because life is painful and I wholeheartedly believe I’m the only person who is capable of caring to this extent. Everything sucks. Forever. Anyone play Night In The Woods? References... hit me up.",0.4084183673469397,2.808025700680276,2.6123554421768738,87.24261479591841,98.1156462585034,5.4431972789115655,21.771258503401366,6.996647511020387,1.1571952380952388,586,23,111,11,24,197,103,147,0.20800000000000002,0.6559999999999999,0.136,-0.9242,0,1,2,0,1,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,8,12,2,1,6,1,7,6,2,1,1,17,20,9,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,8,0,1,1,3,8,4,17,17,4,14,0,3,1,1,8,9,2,1,5,60,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559414482384034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681398807392719,0.11854754912958762,0.0,0.1395184325839634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335109067259156,0.0,0.0,0.1910155191544088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731211052713055,0.0,0.17285913607336129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623367563809048,0.0,0.0,0.14602607992050226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071167396969246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523732126915299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791301907653229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149797363253786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733679488295192,0.2395047352303512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500391331840086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468069274461008,0.0,0.0,0.1708582296764655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492654205126419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910346808782733,0.0,0.16267990294447127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289441575646602,0.3608087983019104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803733591007034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108612800604257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478774705529746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26104307852472497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979111380658964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561767600719554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000012988971284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,China-eyedOG,2019/02/13,"A little story of hugging I went to a uni party when I was 17-18 and a girl who had taken mdma also on that day was sitting at the kitchen table and I went over to talk to her. (I'd seen her at a previous party at the same dorm) I was feeling ever so cheery on that molly and conversation led to us getting out of the noise and going to her dorm room. We talked and hugged for hours, literally. Nothing more. I stayed over for the next few days in her dorm, watching YouTube videos and cracking jokes with her. It was a fun experience to have, some people take things too seriously but I always bring the vibes. I'm a kid at heart, I will not conform to society and ""grow up"". Point is, be you and live life, you will learn as you age. You may feel lonely, but you're not loneliness.",1.9455291005291,3.6009733765432124,3.636437389770727,89.60111111111117,77.58024691358024,6.3569664902998255,22.0652557319224,7.1686216300943375,0.5722737213403875,605,17,133,7,14,202,106,162,0.028999999999999998,0.858,0.113,0.8427,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,4,0,0,5,6,0,0,11,0,11,5,1,1,1,23,22,14,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,5,2,5,11,1,0,3,2,0,6,2,2,0,0,9,4,18,4,24,9,4,29,0,1,2,2,17,14,0,2,7,90,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295423514157334,0.16955238075151025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26282868144926097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432099735515964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932547511436136,0.0,0.0,0.2060637607575345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646104868921233,0.0,0.11580678873654995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414676009461769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067171374782874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392828236790314,0.0,0.2042303701536408,0.1799320246312912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167109616657105,0.0,0.0,0.1955221385001475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126797528348045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926278520280936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719096083400735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320915377594144,0.3275640884904327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537526815558884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451093777730633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37779236411447015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,amalion2010,2019/02/13,"Ghosted by a stranger First of all, sry for any bad english, im not native.

I am going on Erasmus+ this march, a few days ago they told me i will be going with a russian girl from my school. I'v seen her a few times, shes dark, and probablly metalhead, i like metal too np.

I talked to her : that i was going on the same city, only a 10 min walk from her office to mine and other generic things. I was hoping to meet her in person since we go to the same school only i have afternoon classes and she goes in the morning turn. Everything was nice, she seemd interested and open to meeting (never said a thing about renting a place togheder or with someone else, with is what i was intending to do since i knew i was going on erasmus) But last night the conversation ended with me saying something totally normal, but she diden't reply all day even tho i saw her online. Why would she do that, i diden't say anything wrong, im confused and pretty fucking sad that someone can ignore me so fast...",3.1931060606060626,4.822872994949499,4.433219696969697,85.31982954545455,74.10101010101009,6.566161616161617,26.516414141414145,7.1686216300943375,1.3162717171717166,775,28,151,8,16,255,130,198,0.067,0.847,0.086,0.1758,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,1,5,10,1,1,11,0,15,1,0,1,4,28,28,10,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,2,8,11,0,1,1,0,1,6,2,6,0,1,10,5,29,4,21,15,7,26,0,1,2,1,22,7,1,3,14,105,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229799823551414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434438531219318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416687573580915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158377187109444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894486902820547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158950789847498,0.0,0.1228778071028082,0.0,0.0,0.09163299189181172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468584484957468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800770484422468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825803797121146,0.0,0.0,0.39423076904640575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779490728369154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29971466731774843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130873354071126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777878957475345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700078953854464,0.0,0.0,0.13019316182030494,0.13593059579047226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102805329588029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113782974829575,0.14494828232945262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411431136436246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196851424347614,0.2206548782868054,0.0,0.2808139411238418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295256325693121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23509900168169606,0.1068047861335095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150973438296492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843384024618836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089734659525036,0.0,0.0,0.13256699601414193,0.0,0.0,0.15090356594656354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518653027176033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855318370655572,0.15168466679455406,0.0,0.0
lonely,GreenDD,2019/02/13,"I have a boyfriend, but I'm gonna be alone on valentines day too. I'm not sure if I expect too much. It's just a cheesy made up holiday after all. 

I get that you are tired from work and kinda lazy, but picking me up after work takes 20min. 
It would mean the world to me to fall asleep with you tonight. Show me that you care. Please. 

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lonely,WedTS,2019/02/13,"This fucking feeling in my chest again You know the one? Like there’s noise inside you. I hate it so much. I feel like my life is ending faster because of the intense loneliness I feel.

I hung out with my friends today, and I really felt extremely alone when they left. I should feel less lonely, right? This doesn’t even make sense, how do I even feel alright if I’m only going to feel worse when everybody’s gone?

And In this state I suddenly realized that my communication with the very few people who I think at least somewhat care about me has been incredibly one-sides for quite a long time now. How could I not notice that they don’t really ask questions or try to talk about things that interest me? I must really hate this realization. 

I’m different, and if you care enough to read up until here you probably are too. I’m different from other people in the lamest way possible: there’s some chronic loneliness inside me, and people around me are not enough to counter it. It’s one thing to imagine that your friends don’t care about you while depressed, but completely another to have a cold-minded, calm realization that those particular people just really do not. I’m different in the straight downgrade kind of way - it’s just harder for me to feel happier. I don’t know why.

This is just rambling, but this subreddit is probably the only place willing to listen. I remember the pain and resentment in the eyes of my friends when I asked them to go for a walk with me because I wasn’t feeling all too well. I remember everyone being very, very busy in that moment. I’m not going anywhere with this text. I guess thank you for reading. I hope the feeling in my chest goes away when I wake up.

Goodnight. ",5.138114195914092,6.306453000000001,5.607035096909376,80.57285227867995,68.6987951807229,9.388370874803561,29.49502357255108,9.653516015845867,2.6597607124148768,1364,50,262,30,23,438,170,332,0.078,0.778,0.145,0.9620000000000001,3,3,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,7,3,1,24,22,4,0,12,1,20,8,4,3,2,52,55,19,0,6,12,0,10,2,3,3,3,1,0,0,22,11,0,0,18,2,0,5,9,7,1,2,4,12,41,15,38,46,9,40,0,2,1,1,19,17,1,8,17,179,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680327289010492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788349847340375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460986234741572,0.15670457989580214,0.0,0.07874351358149582,0.0,0.0,0.10218123088492552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25635374303357583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787459625049293,0.0,0.0,0.06691653583730596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218658502040594,0.0,0.0,0.26269503840182523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423197142420893,0.17319903845838502,0.0,0.11071320030860617,0.0,0.0,0.08008532778975762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813977894139816,0.059874838613259214,0.0804720305406062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19425730199536814,0.07748223405092396,0.0,0.0,0.1428957492279071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232764086444976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549269504749692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324357230208695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872766142057831,0.09212104209466454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910612670070241,0.0,0.059198428602301185,0.08189197528030402,0.0,0.0,0.07417039921822066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594472078920523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462556227962177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161097894389458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541976699773652,0.0,0.0,0.17037820074029597,0.12748460272292916,0.08918117574925917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324169235128933,0.0,0.08756501280060842,0.0,0.0,0.0944846938657615,0.0,0.0,0.18072560152082795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388788282154352,0.08914367748182543,0.1676680426766414,0.0,0.2147667641120535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988382216211253,0.07157442710514632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736438101724722,0.0,0.07716222219916184,0.0,0.0,0.11136106142003363,0.053702923030522,0.0,0.0,0.04887106681297301,0.0,0.07944335127480265,0.0,0.0,0.0569023988817704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745940077909045,0.0,0.1330510824592355,0.0,0.0,0.07535646071588947,0.0,0.0756266990511487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541091647756405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,harrowingharibo,2019/02/13,"I'm getting a bonus! I've only been at my job since October, usually new hires are excluded from year end bonuses. So I am pretty excited and it will really help with financial burden of trying to pay for grad school out of pocket. I didn't have anyone to share the news with so I wanted to share it with you guys. ",1.9571282051282068,3.901955507692312,4.247307692307693,83.90685897435898,78.53846153846155,8.025641025641027,21.602564102564106,8.841846274778883,1.6038717948717949,248,7,50,6,6,86,53,65,0.08900000000000001,0.635,0.27699999999999997,0.9352,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,2,6,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,5,12,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,30,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102276006391556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662944274237928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708179659043975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976994489589451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152523398986472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983574339639021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29037811081382353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286645406023843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058780549452153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926097050287572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042827237371944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487080390887443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412756711887087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311331552388089,0.0,0.17733633065106766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361438854436808
lonely,crazy_bagel,2019/02/13,"Feeling a little lonely Hey guys, does anyone have any tips or ideas to help cheer myself up a bit? ",6.939,5.6512509000000035,6.960000000000001,80.78500000000003,65.0,8.0,25.0,3.1291,0.6649999999999996,78,1,15,0,1,25,19,20,0.09300000000000001,0.591,0.316,0.6478,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593867172181834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667059970326336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164247570854537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337935558016465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286338876018366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37767747008131375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25566570847544035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305900963471053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38229488902635816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,QuestionMarkHome,2019/02/13,Let's cuddle Please :(,0.5874999999999986,1.7917427500000045,0.7199999999999989,97.025,121.5,1.6,4.0,3.1291,-2.6587,17,0,3,0,1,5,4,4,0.40299999999999997,0.278,0.319,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6816225553791453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7317039647278152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zeusy22,2019/02/13,I am sick of being lonely I struggle to make friends and the friends I do have rarely talk to me. I must be a crappy person. ,-0.1833333333333336,1.8178573333333323,1.905185185185185,97.43333333333337,86.77777777777777,3.6,20.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.5935333333333332,96,3,22,0,3,32,22,27,0.345,0.47200000000000003,0.183,-0.6705,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,3,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6690136696941782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890067650282829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780473769679608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526278744429466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479999821481613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shockdirewof,2019/02/13,lmao yall need to grow the fuck up and go outside. if youre so lonely than go make some god damn friends outside the internet. jesus fucking christ,2.096,4.3678819333333365,2.8633333333333333,92.345,79.66666666666666,5.333333333333334,26.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.9876666666666672,118,5,24,1,3,37,27,30,0.233,0.5429999999999999,0.22399999999999998,-0.0878,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,6,1,4,2,1,0,2,3,1,3,2,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077388334057975,0.7364755529367385,0.0,0.0,0.4527456184590892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26587978316449984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953471113978597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Batu-han,2019/02/13,"I Need Advice Hello guys I am new to reddit. I hope I am posting this in the place.

So I need to give you a backstory first before I ask my question.

I had a pretty normal life until the age of 15. I had a great school and I had some close friends. But at age 15 I got sick with a disease called Meniere’s Disease. It’s nothing too serious but it affected my life a lot and my life went downhills from that point. Soon I wasn’t even able to go to school. So I didn’t go to school that year. Although my friends were very supportive at first we started to drift apart. Next year I was much better so I got back to school (I don’t know what its called in USA and other countries but I started something similar to homeschooling). In the end I managed to finish high school. My disease is all gone now and next year I will be starting college. But right now I only have two friends. And we don’t really talk anymore. I don’t think they want to be friends with me anymore.

I feel very lonely and I don’t really have anyone to talk to except my parents and my brother. A couple of months ago I started seeing a therapist but talking with my therapist doesn’t really help. I don’t really know how to meet with new people and I have a little bit of social anxiety.
 
I don’t know what to do. So I need some advice on how to deal with loneliness. It’s really painful to be lonely.

Thank you for taking the time to read this.
( English is not my native language so sorry if I made any mistakes. )
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lonely,problematicpasnetti,2019/02/13,"Suffering Feeling extremely lonely and tired today. Not as bad as yesterday or the day before, but still pretty bad. SO doesn't seem to want to talk to me. I don't feel like I have a boyfriend anymore, just this person that says a couple words to me every day. Tried calling him a couple times last night, wouldn't pick up. I stayed up half the night waiting for him to call back. Asked him if he was ok, still no response. Eventually broke down and took a couple pills and cried myself asleep. Got a response at around 3 am, he said he'd been talking to his roommate and was away from his phone. I know he's dealing with some stuff right now, but I haven't seen him in two weeks and my heart is breaking. My ""friends"" aren't responding to me either. Invited my ""friend"" to my show and she hasn't responded. Having so many intrusive thoughts. So much resentment towards my ""friends"" and SO. My dog is dying too. She's my only true friend. Just want someone to actually care about me for once, to actually take interest in me. ",2.904526952695272,4.936568836633665,3.6827062706270617,88.64741474147417,75.98019801980197,6.865126512651265,25.083608360836077,7.793537801064563,1.2938308030803083,803,28,164,12,18,255,131,202,0.11699999999999999,0.745,0.139,0.8327,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,0,13,15,1,0,7,1,15,4,2,1,1,30,30,17,1,4,8,0,2,1,4,1,2,2,0,1,3,9,0,1,5,1,0,1,8,6,0,2,8,5,27,9,26,20,3,26,0,3,1,0,28,10,0,4,14,106,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.2236369414930641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363757057150425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200497976651676,0.1071215453203786,0.0,0.10765641775645406,0.08810882347580512,0.19134744572367424,0.0,0.0,0.09750343014822356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23400827609948244,0.0,0.1168270858055737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803585046650847,0.12586628683846288,0.14779574388609515,0.11813214567006215,0.0,0.0,0.11892118172316478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654283890060374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587527906464636,0.08185957605483385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541124731789029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916441246840368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578382507359846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297294177531862,0.09340210172752204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598046302920729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617124655511978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842331893242655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506059720641435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202932881891955,0.0,0.08714708694101507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005123789033886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165741805766509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785499877568617,0.1089966135272814,0.09112262356445068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431391764662758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708753324172656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213240748610901,0.18301552322396453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117245750462894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615369041009996,0.18419823080899272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096772313543036,0.06681545876887776,0.1316986482786876,0.10861322061735734,0.0,0.12730819647810745,0.07779572115511751,0.0,0.11193293502057533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351704517398011,0.0,0.09191320808027738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_helgg,2019/02/13,"I just can’t make friends The title says it all. I am introvert, very shy and have anxiety. And of course I’m lonely. I can’t even talk to my old friends and can’t make new ones. Simply don’t know what to say... I am at university now and haven’t talked to anyone. I like traveling too and what’s another fun in traveling is to make friends. Guess what I simply can’t. Even in hostels or shops I embarrass myself. What should I do to be brave to talk and to know about what to talk without shaking like hell and dying inside? 
I even feel like I was meant to be alone my whole life. Which if continues like this I don’t want to bear with it...",0.7086869747899165,2.727311654411764,2.427983193277313,94.9573529411765,83.19117647058823,6.238655462184874,20.00840336134453,7.447530270364453,0.4094491596638661,499,14,117,8,14,164,75,136,0.075,0.696,0.228,0.9674,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,7,13,1,2,1,0,16,1,0,3,1,23,26,9,1,3,4,0,1,4,3,1,1,2,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,3,1,3,8,4,0,1,2,3,14,9,17,21,2,10,1,1,0,0,9,3,1,3,8,75,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667050375604685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862019390793616,0.11572143465831815,0.0,0.0,0.10577177422293847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699478278513407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29973799870576195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648685458436437,0.10806759717145024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506133852860081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666413894687334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626850107109648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068467503803783,0.2956122872690788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029224808020569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609788573386118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587328283714697,0.0,0.10250473148566394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24059257208887685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4863416393318736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481391444819916,0.0892231955752793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888798877396746,0.0,0.14581925830909068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,N0rmAl1,2019/02/13,Does it get better? Anyone have any stories where it gets better? I need a shred of hope to cling to rn. ,-0.6360606060606031,1.5458432727272748,1.215454545454545,99.4098484848485,93.54545454545452,2.9333333333333336,11.87878787878788,3.1291,-1.7347757575757574,80,1,18,0,3,26,19,22,0.0,0.652,0.348,0.8426,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487431042313808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557620464552149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6470057894463263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200967502614732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822101535163489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633023085751233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27122141087744545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Capt-Dank,2019/02/13,22M I have been through some shit lately and would like some outside opinion. What happened is pretty personal to me and also very weird to talk about with my friends. So what better place to gather some opinion than Reddit. Anyone interested drop a message on this post and I'll PM you the entire story,2.6085467980295576,5.465619017241384,3.3069458128078817,86.11120689655175,82.9655172413793,4.693596059113301,23.802955665024644,6.1826913282559595,0.8222679802955675,245,9,42,2,7,77,49,58,0.113,0.6729999999999999,0.215,0.7897,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,3,6,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,10,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,8,3,3,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,5,2,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359000395957019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626093179249355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608909704468313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279052991824517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608549708477425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327568337728719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441151627392465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25757022451397593,0.3081973789697807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825148570822171,0.3001066103407013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30279868709326196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370984140973367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433941803840049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095494504615871,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ksd94,2019/02/13,"I have to get this off my chest... A few months ago I got my heart broken by the man I thought I was going to marry. I moved towns, gave up a promotion I worked so hard for and left my job for him... I was so loyal to him that I couldn’t care less about what any other guy was doing. 
But... he left me for another girl. 

So I’ve logged out of my socials and deleted the apps temporarily, and I truly am working on myself. I look at myself in the mirror and think, hey I’m getting in the best shape I’ve been since being in the relationship.
But god... I just want to feel DESIRED by someone. I’m not ready for a new relationship by any means, I’m still healing. But I just feel like My existence has dropped off the face of the earth to anyone but a very small circle of friends (whom I love and appreciate so dearly). 
But you know, it would just be nice to feel admired or that someone is attracted to me. I guess I’m just getting used to not having that one person anymore and that attraction I used to have safely... ",4.799229559748426,4.241063797169815,5.88301886792453,84.3505031446541,69.04716981132076,8.764779874213838,28.51572327044025,8.07648339933343,1.608159119496856,783,23,175,9,12,262,124,212,0.023,0.778,0.19899999999999998,0.9901,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,4,10,12,0,0,11,0,15,5,3,2,0,34,39,16,0,4,12,0,4,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,9,7,0,1,7,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,7,5,27,12,29,28,3,21,0,0,1,1,16,14,0,2,5,118,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126669324442675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943493456999236,0.1498396751141103,0.0,0.0,0.1417151532852416,0.09991671233870038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996129641643635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569273427389318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675863253716415,0.10208544859005173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040165493767637,0.0,0.2239729222403057,0.0,0.0812115016335205,0.0,0.1142875645085885,0.0,0.15741685244094036,0.14149022352244073,0.0,0.0,0.12800739744401324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933330664485988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418029498165315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853230275542082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31051541872655464,0.0,0.0,0.0698121216360486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199972591851048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896987299151794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565642467482788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405880224322892,0.15187660376229312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801054704249038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968305187697954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477190811718228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30683520917918394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820564722424895,0.0,0.0,0.14566521529757548,0.2421518620336893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411750883455862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156245119220767,0.0,0.11344403759525287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468337795150265,0.0,0.11790476313181968,0.08428419048209021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806103476792293,0.0,0.0,0.10150973323230723,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FirstAndrea,2019/02/13,"Just went to therapy for the first time today? Hi guys i went to therapy today and i talked about my loneliness problems, but i was felling really awkward and shy and couldn't really express well myself and the other problems i have. The therapist told me that is very common issue, to find a job with other people (beside my studies) and join some groups and associations, to react in an active way to my loneliness. What do you guys think about it? I have another appointment next Month and maybe i will be able to explain other issues. 
Do you guys had similar experiences? ",5.462079439252335,7.2099751495327125,6.499147196261685,72.28928154205609,68.53271028037383,9.835981308411217,29.26285046728972,10.125756701596842,3.2694308411214936,459,17,76,12,8,153,73,107,0.16699999999999998,0.778,0.055,-0.8991,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,4,4,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,1,0,18,15,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,3,1,1,5,0,13,1,11,7,1,12,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,1,7,57,19,1,0.14844103135128325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565336418377246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520381226227455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567241341904654,0.1262638654362655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409398767104221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098677410800749,0.14730481878926116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912896782305685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848421501454752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157868720868874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291032067007576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28407603920800073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019025146694926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931127815383025,0.0,0.0,0.33951051222870554,0.1723514784903317,0.0,0.09511501910375864,0.0,0.0,0.08655715911208588,0.0,0.28140948193359505,0.14184176675679785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247939686723425,0.0,0.11782558132537226,0.0,0.0,0.13346631423600178,0.2752126464593886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BaronXooper,2019/02/13,"Gosh I just feel sick It's like a painful numbness that takes up my entire body. Like I have pent-up pressure with no way to get it out. I've been in college for like 3 years now and I haven't made any friends. I know it's all my fault though, I don't go out enough I'm always too anxious to do so. Sometimes it takes me two hours just to get up to go across the street because I'm afraid of people hating me. Even though I know it's not true I still truly believe that just the sight of me will ruin someone's day. It's like there are two versions of myself inside of my head, the one who is rational in the one who is actually in control of everything. 

I can spend weeks or even months without a meaningful conversation with someone, it makes me feel so disconnected. I feel like I'm covered in plastic wrap. I really want to feel the touch of another human being, just a handshake even it would be fantastic. 

I do still have one friend from high school who goes to the same college as me, but even though we live in the same building we rarely ever see each other. I love him to death and I know he's busy, it's an unreasonable expectation that somebody should be able to hang out all the time. It's not at all his fault, I don't want anybody to think it is. He's really a great guy.

I just feel so lonely, I know friends and relationships aren't going to just walk into my life but I feel like everyone else that I see around at least has a few people in their life. Thanks for listening to me vent, I might delete this later.",2.94332291666667,4.084714853125004,4.065000000000001,89.66666666666669,73.90625,7.208333333333335,24.270833333333336,7.645422480735847,0.9311145833333336,1203,35,269,15,24,392,165,320,0.124,0.7659999999999999,0.11,-0.1641,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,1,1,23,22,1,2,14,0,22,8,2,3,5,53,53,13,1,5,12,0,7,6,3,4,5,1,0,2,20,13,0,1,12,0,1,5,8,9,0,5,2,11,35,13,40,44,10,35,0,2,3,1,19,18,0,2,17,176,55,3,0.09535597311514003,0.0,0.09305367449588656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934380843953615,0.0,0.0,0.06484533161394361,0.0999890520516826,0.0,0.10772510762146606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488703271277145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581281161488456,0.0,0.0,0.10743352790358213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591898966556228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694983213160007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149671405643261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965767972647977,0.0,0.0,0.09852821048628256,0.0,0.2519268836757958,0.08625493691513245,0.0,0.09111671870196998,0.08569980004724713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892890708005689,0.13624465249296075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210153648641158,0.0,0.09963912056001906,0.0,0.16257899100179055,0.0,0.0,0.1051302969955992,0.0,0.09441740522872552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941442818431106,0.09786273861504342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074882100235956,0.0,0.0,0.09390642552035844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096205961997796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347054876447514,0.2795166710868521,0.0,0.08420107126308166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606248868216755,0.09022812737251952,0.06365085250562215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115761849568528,0.0,0.0,0.07611222799145552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938470256444,0.0,0.10146547849049876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221565064262608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217495621359648,0.0,0.0,0.10237662914892827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650533560496123,0.1519727295866178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615896131572588,0.0,0.09430949565679256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230280661216555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339164917061722,0.0,0.0,0.08779096856539459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110025726674281,0.2810602783107161,0.0,0.05560283475586083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862978599373641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248684706276484,0.07568913300359399,0.07648880984933412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919197552971591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773814740447058,0.0,0.0,0.061406120317765635
lonely,MrPeanut111,2019/02/13,"What am I going to teach my future kids? Ya so this is just something that randomly came to my mind. It most likely makes zero sense. 

Anyways, what am I going to teach my future kids? I grew up to be what my parents brought me up to be: a respectful, quiet gentleman. I was always told in school that I’m “so well-behaved and quiet.” Well I carried that in to my twenties. 

I am so lonely. All those douchebags from high school that would stir trouble up all the time aren’t lonely right now. 

I know this is an incel type of post, but I’m just conflicted if raising your kid to be the “respectful and quiet” guy is the right way to lead them. Will they end up in the same spot as me? ",1.5637152209492626,3.406054056737592,3.034326241134753,92.62615384615387,79.35460992907802,5.756901254773594,21.484451718494267,6.67199483983844,0.3374130932896886,526,15,115,5,13,172,84,141,0.044000000000000004,0.897,0.059000000000000004,0.4586,2,4,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,2,1,8,7,0,0,6,0,13,0,0,2,2,18,22,8,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,4,11,3,0,1,1,0,0,6,1,3,1,1,4,3,18,4,18,13,4,23,0,2,0,0,10,10,0,3,6,83,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714338067222332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23564390308115585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824817910994428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341836611127309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040024989666444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768244109902155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132289257368372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065605182720246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752689920940214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080319824639144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287723893844016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973201816929858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518976905631277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170275507854585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586122761397353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013798951947867,0.0,0.0,0.1968708869706095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635373503428391,0.0,0.0,0.3704921655324838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635809268859995,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NebEdits,2019/02/13,"im going to try and get her number tommorow i cant fucking keep worrying about how im going to do it, i just have to do it. if it goes bad, one less girl to worry about. If it goes good, its the change ive been needing.. wish me luck",0.7583333333333329,1.280390574074076,3.4416666666666664,94.43250000000003,78.44444444444444,6.140740740740743,20.907407407407405,5.985473137389443,-0.08428148148148208,177,4,46,1,4,63,38,54,0.10400000000000001,0.6920000000000001,0.205,0.6131,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,9,13,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,5,2,6,12,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066157098994455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542322809844627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222176849456201,0.12556004010503571,0.0,0.2731647906389639,0.2015734432945683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191850863601808,0.0,0.0,0.2136121517648692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781981504876989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628506298687608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316509022884898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763622123895333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881239764330419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Akumira,2019/02/13,why my 2 closest friends aren't my friends anymore. I never talk to anyone besides the people who sit by me in school. will it get better?,1.5720238095238095,3.9185502499999987,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,82.21428571428572,3.733333333333334,27.190476190476193,3.1291,0.5491047619047622,109,5,21,0,3,35,26,28,0.0,0.7070000000000001,0.293,0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,13,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406580274880421,0.2401820084114921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30379634530781074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.530771891793183,0.0,0.17946369209024918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26492707633974216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381384809809452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34763863303354736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760909339165044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099538013228121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ksg43,2019/02/13,I just want to talk By myself. Really would like to talk on the phone but no one is up to talk. No one ever is. Living on the opposite coast for too long is getting to me. Making me feel lonelier than I actually am.,-0.7021014492753643,1.4307554565217373,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637683,92.2608695652174,6.544927536231885,16.36231884057971,7.793537801064563,0.5870840579710146,165,4,37,4,6,60,33,46,0.171,0.769,0.06,-0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,7,9,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,10,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.2659865348063764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465528836372051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781830382027033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142405254561365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316269913713796,0.0,0.24068207186425375,0.2412136359434671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194090439911212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36939754690329096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746137023574057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.657238229112545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076735724628613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936241121044084,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SweetLovingDutchman,2019/02/13,Scared for another day alone Just woke up and im Already feeling lonely,5.419285714285714,6.865190928571433,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,68.28571428571428,8.457142857142857,35.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,3.2915142857142854,59,3,10,1,1,19,14,14,0.413,0.503,0.084,-0.7096,0,3,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149213499814639,0.442093972918665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200848494946022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583666645369937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025654363721001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327381909759917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010903643543222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zbeara,2019/02/13,I have a therapy appointment on Valentine’s Day instead of a date At least I’ll get to see someone who pretends to care about my feelings,4.41,5.605222857142858,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,70.42857142857143,8.457142857142857,39.0,8.841846274778883,3.637942857142857,112,7,21,2,2,37,25,28,0.055,0.82,0.125,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,6,5,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730790681191181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29924170541224765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346124131229948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424209229683049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697480383742306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931458140487881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306245996744225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hotsummerdays,2019/02/13,worried that my dreams won't come true Recently single woman almost 35 years old and now I feel crushed. I'm worried that my dreams of having a family won't come true. I was lead on for a long time and I'm trying to get out there more but I'm always worrying that I'm going to run out of time.,0.7977435897435932,2.4546075692307703,3.158076923076924,91.71608974358976,81.0,6.17948717948718,18.525641025641026,7.1686216300943375,0.16079487179487195,232,5,53,3,6,80,42,65,0.185,0.755,0.059000000000000004,-0.7033,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,2,12,13,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,8,10,2,15,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,7,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196649923707166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825314400998284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779315756588864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680027694612854,0.0,0.11091886423754696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461053183475735,0.0,0.1246716786147561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413344814016895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23018942452074695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659906845188245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558300565911025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893622009319948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6683354253489578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412655605142341
lonely,Amoxi,2019/02/13,"I always like people who are wrong for me Hey y'all. I just wanted to rant a little since I'm sure my friends are tired of hearing this. I recently started getting a crush on this dude who is my type, but I'm definitely not his type. He's funny, weird, kind of edgy, etc. Basically I'm into alternative people. Except I am probably not the type that alternative people seek out. He's into the ""e girl""/goth types which is totally fine. But all my past crushes have pretty much been the same. It's all alternative dudes who are into those types of girls. Sometimes I feel really hopeless. Part of me wishes I could be a girl like that but then I would feel like a sellout. And you know what's bad? I looked that guy up and he has mugshots for a felony. Yet I'm still unfazed. I feel like I always end up liking dudes who are completely wrong for me. My last boyfriend ended up being a drug addict. I don't really know what to do. I know that they're horrible for me but my heart still wants what it wants. I feel like it's best if I just stop liking people haha. 
Also I know I'm young and confined to a narrow geographical area and I'm sure I'll meet a lot more people in the future, but this season is when I get incredibly antsy and frustrated",1.7020703125000018,3.7956496289062542,3.6145375000000013,87.38671250000004,80.0546875,6.439750000000001,20.39625,7.554174236665415,0.6696279999999999,979,26,205,15,25,330,137,256,0.153,0.657,0.19,0.8583,0,0,1,0,0,1,27.0,0,2,0,1,7,20,1,0,12,1,17,4,1,0,5,43,40,14,0,7,11,0,4,7,1,1,3,1,0,3,19,9,0,2,8,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,6,28,14,21,35,10,27,0,1,1,0,17,12,0,2,22,128,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615910802532718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521084323657599,0.17732219508198893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896777164738244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111821387127029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171938013319338,0.0,0.0,0.08507434711954659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356830079548616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887496543355333,0.0,0.1188353852844638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550672554652614,0.22836565313075186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823230159465165,0.0,0.1113396742683808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550477648083732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009360591684035,0.1262664813409777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095913557769838,0.23423619929251185,0.08685537271168964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643968094648816,0.10679465949559698,0.0,0.0,0.08947815399153447,0.0,0.0,0.09058802610941487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832912662711122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538712164233515,0.10171742956945498,0.3693541099367869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084032769635348,0.11488275928204993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652187767335427,0.0,0.10520878553742888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814220572058899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538419516175376,0.0,0.07541915802031136,0.0,0.17018762091686876,0.08908354710486953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008509381125123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246764227255688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885441507470137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253133513576205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569259167652248,0.2329991810605669,0.0,0.0
lonely,GallifreyanQueen,2019/02/13,"how do i make friends? i “graduated” from college a couple months ago and had to move home because i have no money and no job. my one good friend is back in my college town and he barely talks to me now. i have depression and social anxiety and have a really hard time leaving my room. my mom constantly nags that i have to get up and go “do something”, but there are three problems with that: 1. i feel like shit constantly and don’t want to get out of bed 2. there’s nothing to do around town that i’m interested in (also don’t have anyone to do things with and 3. if there were things to do and people to meet my anxiety prevents me from having normal social interactions. i feel like a prisoner. can someone please help me ",3.4510018552875716,4.7046061224489835,4.793246753246756,84.49948051948053,72.80952380952381,8.066542980828695,26.28880643166357,8.575989854853784,1.7272231292517009,568,19,118,10,11,189,89,147,0.153,0.691,0.156,0.1289,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,2,0,3,0,18,1,1,2,0,23,26,13,0,4,2,1,3,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,13,0,1,2,0,1,2,4,4,0,2,2,3,15,6,18,24,0,17,0,1,0,0,10,8,1,1,9,81,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334963699093905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043346342357815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304146842601432,0.0,0.0,0.10530188306588577,0.0,0.0,0.1340644795049847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580085193995385,0.0,0.09180336957316944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254866774708568,0.0,0.0,0.1666342338381838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971015685486326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229412339333614,0.21517501363972408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327038567706076,0.0,0.15736286696947555,0.0,0.08558852516713222,0.1263147690746481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490656049135147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094291406032213,0.0,0.1510624458366917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944564618340092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946193092188354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714951477147856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052558251256824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763789927748131,0.12020618348347573,0.16006223579102274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755442918544287,0.14450319928843516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204935416751802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440594882020024,0.0,0.0,0.16531178826345685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410230294433446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647717319052787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458706437376238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070321492572016,0.12760151161509747,0.11593798409075995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210452665922327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20010173275593185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781512160719725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882682148670211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,maddyyy123,2019/02/13,Why do I need to feel loved For about a year now I have been feeling more and more lonely. My last relationship ended because my boyfriend cheated on me but we continued talking every now and then for awhile. Part of me says that I was with him because I loved him but another part of me says I was with him because I just felt like I needed someone there for me. Eventually I knew my self worth and knew I needed out of the relationship so I left. I haven’t had any other relationships since him but I have a hard time connecting with people so it isn’t always easy meeting new people or forming new relationships. I have so much love to give and sometimes it hurts when I’m not getting any love back. I just want someone to love me unconditionally always. But why do I feel this way? Why can’t I become content with being alone and making myself happy? I’m happy with the person I am and happy with who I have around me but i’m still missing a piece. I just hate feeling so lonely ,2.5590843104410967,4.569611778894476,4.079455611390287,85.5060734226689,76.93969849246231,6.231267448352876,23.61836962590732,7.1686216300943375,0.9145944165270796,780,25,156,9,18,259,104,199,0.106,0.65,0.244,0.9887,0,5,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,15,15,2,0,5,0,15,5,0,1,0,37,39,18,0,4,10,0,6,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,15,0,0,7,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,7,8,34,9,19,31,7,18,0,4,0,5,22,4,0,1,14,113,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875462402129634,0.0,0.0,0.1586789300857658,0.0,0.0,0.1296835637704286,0.09998357850406013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488238587187688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331884355164911,0.0,0.17437480239108122,0.10530741556910878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445246572255723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803371220060517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928488231278553,0.0,0.09155167605637314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981683308408029,0.09146913091372473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30450794942943504,0.08541554606079549,0.09413912824679699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207495338007948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772359014458881,0.0,0.0,0.1035988723324586,0.0,0.0,0.046583561655597516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302888874754306,0.0,0.06364736816443428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009377479223942,0.2121041259140571,0.0,0.1841807031963018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065111476813835,0.0,0.13220841296364644,0.08325659983469154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094840996073098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165349206989226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947163080276568,0.0,0.0,0.07887512836549107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158076750441214,0.0,0.09430433301643207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614723466637713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663932359103426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559979097498947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624034468374026,0.07568498966924389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581176716766155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614027588565159
lonely,Imydie,2019/02/13,"Being alone Saw this yesterday. Just thought it might help some ppl


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lonely,B00G4MCG,2019/02/13,Friends getting more distant. Middle school. Help. Title says it all. Open to pms if anyone wants to chat. ,1.0452631578947376,2.0987345789473717,0.79726315789474,96.1148421052632,124.26315789473685,1.52,19.589473684210525,3.1291,-0.6012189473684213,83,3,14,0,5,24,18,19,0.0,0.746,0.254,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,6,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581002609401069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956781655043373,0.0,0.2675720608376688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432767089496309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072743578248202,0.0,0.5183131160636046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020734959978444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jaylxl,2019/02/13,Hi everyone Hey guys just looking for new friends. If you are interested please message md privately. Male or female ,4.275833333333331,7.690396250000003,4.710000000000001,73.16833333333331,86.5,8.666666666666668,36.66666666666666,8.841846274778883,4.744166666666667,95,6,14,3,3,30,20,20,0.0,0.677,0.32299999999999995,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137641199487736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33454609736065505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287526497754107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636233059822713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182083133965565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753201290150325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hkjnc,2019/02/13,"Relatable loneliness from Humans of New York tonight [Image](https://i.imgur.com/fXFTtlB.png)  
I take this post as a call to action. It only gets worse the more one idles around. ",7.795952380952383,11.688353357142859,5.3285714285714265,73.48309523809526,69.0,9.447619047619048,27.190476190476193,9.725611199111238,3.3133904761904773,146,5,21,4,3,41,28,28,0.204,0.7959999999999999,0.0,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34652548797584937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974797713374885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337319947543853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759514261720312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26377383764209245,0.29605110355427744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728051569724708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926763936291657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39669098132141983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,The_Golden_Voice,2019/02/13,Chat Megathread I don't see anything like this so...I figure instead of everyone here being miserably lonely separately maybe we can possibly mingle and establish new friends? Reply with whatever you care to share and we will go from there?,3.5500000000000007,6.7072873333333325,4.450000000000003,73.84500000000003,92.33333333333334,8.114285714285714,29.809523809523807,8.418075326091056,3.800580952380953,196,10,28,6,7,63,39,42,0.156,0.6659999999999999,0.179,0.2846,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,4,5,0,2,0,2,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977915062299181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36895470758611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457861587697329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795829903087489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566135975933575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767933799345941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635511184321776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349500208652378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40795861434376596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883667627090031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DaPootis,2019/02/13,"I fear of living the rest of my life alone I’m young, I know that, but I’m so shy I really fear that I’m going to spend the rest of my life alone, my “”friends”” tend to put me aside on whatever they do and a person I really extremely cherished just started ignoring me out of nowhere, in the university everybody has their own groups, I always come in to seat alone and nobody will go out of their way to talk to me, how am I supposed to move on?

I found that making an alt account on social media just to be able to take out how I feel helped, but the weight of my feelings is starting to grow again",2.9079177602799646,3.677345968503943,4.407821522309714,88.59411198600176,73.56692913385827,7.8491688538932625,24.34733158355205,8.167268648758528,1.1492596675415574,466,13,106,7,9,156,76,127,0.147,0.7829999999999999,0.07,-0.8135,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,2,6,0,6,3,0,3,0,18,21,7,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,6,1,1,4,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,1,3,18,2,23,18,3,19,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,69,21,0,0.16631842364584531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167671836548303,0.0,0.0,0.1383902519644712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432685951312233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37430893175149205,0.1681911846096428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235956695346126,0.128497201538092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904518593502176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147973352790463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140425603321266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349512424823944,0.0,0.0,0.14686221517405632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101883926732692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677016321522784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522283232689476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719595322092815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309568202832666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954068793396718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354420725855157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505075599846505,0.1336804488966149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201582320467928,0.0,0.2025310335564364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,grapesorapples,2019/09/19,"Feeling lonely in college (1st year) (3rd week) As the title says I am a lonely 1st year college kid. I don't really have any friends except for like 3 or 4. Three of them live off campus and I don't really see them that much at all or do anything outside the classes we have together. And my other friend who lives in campus, well she is in a different faculty and has made a ton of friends so she usually is with them most of the time. Leaving me to end up being alone. Most of my classes, I haven't made a single friend and already fucked up my first impressions towards some of the people so now I just do not want to go to class or my labs at all. I looked through all the clubs that my college has to offer but there aren't that many to begin with let alone me having interest over them. Also my roommate is kinda cool but then again he has many other people he goes out with. So this just ends up me being alone in my dorm most of the time. I do everything alone nowadays and it sucks ass. Whenever I go out to go to class or just to get food, I feel that people are just judging me (even though I know its in my head) that I'm alone. I'm not sure what to do at this point.",2.7718844444444457,3.612685904000003,4.1282666666666685,90.2025777777778,73.96000000000002,7.155555555555559,23.88888888888889,7.3871296695380915,0.8106622222222226,916,25,207,10,18,303,129,250,0.114,0.804,0.08199999999999999,-0.8473,1,9,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,4,1,14,14,2,0,10,1,22,4,2,2,4,39,39,18,0,1,13,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,13,11,1,0,3,1,0,3,6,4,1,2,2,6,29,10,38,34,10,33,0,2,2,2,17,17,3,9,14,152,42,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5653155783557383,0.1204674620861357,0.08730005895160996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423666444247047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983436604519507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405529816317908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933774543791287,0.0,0.0,0.07210315323399409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981114158960716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039528028402687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285659509209382,0.1320040333924134,0.0,0.3373657094439054,0.1009222636345684,0.0570347608243741,0.0,0.1861247633407137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203587223885818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999481178135984,0.0,0.0,0.11559109548362093,0.0,0.11162969284565942,0.0,0.053333022853745686,0.0,0.19279126245411424,0.0,0.09167199644597812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065911314912886,0.0,0.22135450163174766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024961510109457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270460026922504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319721253740102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139869147122258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681323272586249,0.0,0.0,0.08699121625204327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028877198705038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725509994191278,0.0,0.1273112152589682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023099251473192,0.0,0.06438897073813668,0.0,0.0875664287476318,0.0,0.09815339849311308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405987273188286
lonely,Stoner_sandwich,2019/09/19,"I'm tired of being everyone's backup plan and doormat. A while back I promised myself I'm going to set some boundaries and only prioritise people who do the same for me. I got tired of being the boring dude that's always there and available when you got nothing better to do. 

And still, every time I hit it off with someone, especially girls, I start to gain some hope, only for it to be dismantled soon enough. My friends don't call me up for random hangouts after all our friend circles fell apart, they're either travelling or too busy with their partners. Everyone conveniently forgets about me when they have anything going on. 

Every girl I've flirted with in the past few months has been completely unavailable. Tinder match suddenly gets back with her ex just days before our date, other girl hits me up randomly and immediately ghosts whether I reply or not, another one leads me on despite having a bf, I've racked up more cancelled dates than I can count just in the past 2 months.

It must be my fucking nature, I'm trying my best not to be an overly giving doormat. I set boundaries, I know my standards, I know what I bring to the table and people walk all over that anyway. Like I'm not even there, or worth acknowledging as a person. Fucking hell, this time last year I was dating, hanging our regularly, having a blast, now all that is history and I'm tired and lonely.",7.0075974842767295,6.997937332075473,7.107547169811323,75.57125786163523,64.35849056603774,9.481761006289313,32.0062893081761,9.029198982220553,2.6761119496855352,1103,38,197,16,15,355,165,265,0.09,0.8140000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.423,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,1,2,5,15,13,3,0,10,0,17,5,0,1,4,38,37,16,1,2,10,1,0,1,4,1,3,0,0,5,10,12,0,0,3,2,1,8,4,5,0,1,4,0,28,8,29,25,11,44,1,1,0,2,19,11,3,8,24,136,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697914820640876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481510188166368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058007791298106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772221621093405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940217753769407,0.0,0.13492452809505862,0.1137082380327798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128263758622105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480144568784408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291593530279885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284545120060132,0.0,0.08491816802085313,0.0,0.216648722723716,0.24570509396528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866314241528302,0.2377186948413401,0.06717164486545553,0.12333445539419535,0.1461366872071514,0.0,0.2056556735230352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769735929772708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131558132264946,0.10480034702424568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281199077461623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524402543199866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233647781265669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712122635919281,0.19556401375664828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454660335792548,0.1782661806066811,0.11226090481027393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089355270092686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100132422483152,0.0,0.10267483273903537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993845183462853,0.4433111392662676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728945519708133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279378788908084
lonely,indigohibiscus,2019/09/19,"I hate my birthday I absolutely love celebrating other people’s birthdays except mine. I’ve been scarred from my 19th birthday. That was 4 years ago. Today is my birthday. I turn 23, but right when it hit 12am today, I cried a lot. My anxiety went off the roof. My body was hot and I couldn’t sleep at all. 

4 years ago, I was having a pretty good birthday. My boyfriend at the time told me to dress pretty and get dolled up. I was super excited. So I wear my fanciest dress and put makeup on. He picks me up and asks me where I wanted to go. I asked him, if he had any reservations. He said no. I was pretty disappointed. I was under the impression that we were going to a nice and fancy place. Instead he decides to take us to Cheesecake Factory without any reservation, so we had to wait. He decided Cheesecake Factory since I didn’t say anything. By the end of the night, I had told him that it was cute of him to tell to dress up but I had wished that we were going to have set plans instead of Cheesecake Factory. Where we literally go all the time. 

He had locked the doors and cussed me out. Saying that I don’t respect him and that I need to keep my spoiled mouth shut. He called me all sorts of names. Told me that I should be grateful that he does anything for me. He told me that he only tolerates me so he could get my family’s fortune. I’m baffled. I start crying and try to unlock the door. I don’t have my seatbelt on. So he decides to swerve and drive carelessly to make me scared. 

He finally calms down. Takes me to his cousins condo. I ask him “aren’t they out of town this week?” He tells me to shut up and get inside. Next thing you know he locks me in the master bedroom. He proceeds to forcefully take off my clothes. I scream and cry. He didn’t care. When he was finished. He left the room and played video games. 

After this, I refused to have him touch, kiss, or be intimate with me for months. He was going insane because he didn’t have anything to “fuck”. So he cheated on me. I finally had the guts to break it off with him 9 months after. 

It’s been 4 years. I’ve hated all my birthdays since. I now have an amazing boyfriend that takes care of me and treat me with respect. I just don’t know how to get over this. I feel lonely. Unloved every time it’s my birthday because I think of my rape.",0.7306289308176126,3.0008293899371097,2.326698113207545,94.1144496855346,85.28930817610063,5.29433962264151,21.20230607966457,6.691623216298621,0.3570696016771495,1797,59,394,21,54,585,219,477,0.128,0.722,0.149,0.9015,1,2,0,0,0,0,58.0,5,1,1,3,14,27,5,1,15,0,38,9,5,3,4,55,80,25,0,7,7,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,20,22,0,3,7,3,0,8,10,11,0,0,28,7,75,16,56,46,5,63,0,2,0,4,55,27,1,4,26,241,95,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859094776273912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139918982029822,0.0,0.0641169799896158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069137262482156,0.0,0.23506249254505135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218367512127158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309773261397948,0.0,0.0,0.08558279676853918,0.0,0.17090658344593848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691813652098952,0.0,0.27619507376552954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334562355740669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742337470975006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061635852208614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901176305075397,0.0,0.042378545853102516,0.0,0.0,0.18362684671841187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748408747244766,0.17515605526597472,0.0,0.2381652789665973,0.07029865780609967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549665373204922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449715257479961,0.0,0.0,0.09212324568525912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910634452471628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125510924977753,0.07564481671062524,0.0,0.05594605902049035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379802569069665,0.0,0.0,0.06214653377979064,0.0,0.0,0.08913644390511255,0.07865314718960033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637438261155551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810562076628537,0.0,0.08756710740824894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25580491180173004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842555617462493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715761392083835,0.07972568474457441,0.1333034729116528,0.08391178031874923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866253119481955,0.0,0.08387387461261775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05932351741247398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520688208170099,0.0,0.14651311658361066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568186262171673,0.05370420763665977,0.0,0.0,0.14661670751463365,0.0,0.1588905032148538,0.32034897391538103,0.0,0.05690376002129005,0.09116485242299048,0.0,0.0,0.10081713511191837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943528277367885,0.0,0.06723001031070139,0.0,0.0,0.07769581107672605,0.0,0.0,0.09638121114455336,0.08079307428835555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191913994617452
lonely,orangeleaves_,2019/09/19,I feel so alone I’ve lost a lot of people who I used to be close with due to what I’m dealing with and I feel so fucking lonely because no one understands and I feel like a tremendous burden because I am not myself anymore  and it often makes me wonder will it always be like . It’s killing me I just wish I could hang out with someone and feel like myself again. I just want to die,1.6588501742160275,3.1851025853658532,3.2249128919860617,92.80597560975613,78.02439024390246,5.173519163763067,22.68989547038328,5.288315135182226,0.11118954703832752,300,9,66,1,7,99,52,82,0.24,0.633,0.128,-0.902,0,3,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,2,0,2,0,5,1,0,2,0,25,18,6,2,3,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,4,12,3,8,13,1,5,0,2,0,1,2,2,1,3,5,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286371502831824,0.0,0.0,0.16298070886774596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942518122424093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388027941034617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563873873047124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019348289926232,0.0,0.0,0.2032836054797388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961538924002097,0.27986115715209137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107996766624104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670270080502613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870786397202217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381678832908435,0.1665228732750099,0.0,0.0,0.13074569100508998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272754053016458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579257719628204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596121497056826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390905161199926,0.0,0.16917001422186848,0.0,0.0,0.11553003588526965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22524246160729236,0.0,0.21241419510709852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sayusufzai,2019/09/19,Therapy made me realize I have nothing to live for and no one at all to nourish me and I want to die. Also I thought my cat got outside this morning and almost had a major melt down bc I started imagining life without her and thank gd she was just locked in a closet but I can't stop crying thinking about her dying one day. Somebody shoot me.,1.6190342052313866,3.7249517887323975,3.489657947686116,88.10901408450707,80.40845070422536,5.74728370221328,27.044265593561374,6.868970318607317,1.343561770623742,271,12,54,3,7,91,57,71,0.122,0.7829999999999999,0.095,-0.2244,0,0,0,1,0,2,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,16,11,6,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,12,1,9,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23083757824477746,0.0,0.0,0.1843508310987604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25322098662007403,0.1486696121143071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47849729617609904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843719732529156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282668842628167,0.0,0.0,0.20355787778846487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21812841391758292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119504104568868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124195338916169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316684513039942,0.0,0.0,0.19272929737842331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223653074828489,0.2636255307502237,0.0,0.0,0.14771116940647105,0.0,0.18301117147039145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596967071636046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222179603471224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,horizon315,2019/09/19,Always Always alone. Never good enough to be a first choice. The cosmic horrors make me realize it all really doesn’t matter but this depression is burning a hole.,3.0440000000000005,6.125569733333336,4.248333333333335,77.9625,85.0,7.0,20.833333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.8633333333333333,132,4,20,3,4,43,28,30,0.314,0.6509999999999999,0.035,-0.856,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,2,6,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35462855239823443,0.0,0.0,0.5698171587416581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29491312131477043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537961314144463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912497121865665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28719326010561536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22855814864166105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640840205982675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935355696994896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,brokenfairywings,2019/09/19,"i honestly can’t cope anymore i’ve just been terribly sad and lonely for a little under a year now and i’m writing this with my eyes filled with tears hoping that someone replies saying they’ve  have experienced something similar so we can encourage each other. honestly it sounds bad to hope someone has experienced the same thing but i have all good intentions, i’m willing to support anyone fully and care for them but each time i do in real life i never get a return. i literally have no friends, like don’t get me wrong it’s not that people aren’t nice to me, i just don’t fit in with anyone, people aren’t willing to give me a chance, all my close friends just left me for no reason. my life sucks and i often want to end it like what’s the point now i’m sick and tired of pretending that it’s ok. i don’t care about popularity or number of friends but is it really a lot to ask for if i just want one or two friends to at least talk to at school. i just randomly walk up and down the corridors searching for people that might tolerate me for the duration of the break and then i get back to my usual loneliness. and everything just pushes me off the edge when i get home to my crap family life",4.457298387096773,4.9325073911290325,5.680806451612908,81.94120967741938,69.84677419354838,9.264516129032256,28.0,9.354420925462401,2.1832129032258063,955,31,200,19,16,320,135,248,0.131,0.619,0.249,0.9864,2,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,0,14,25,2,0,11,1,17,7,2,2,3,44,34,17,0,5,13,0,0,2,4,3,5,2,1,0,13,15,0,0,1,1,0,3,10,7,0,2,1,5,25,18,31,30,7,28,0,2,1,0,12,13,2,9,13,137,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293838233778605,0.17335618243598178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158890446969264,0.0,0.0,0.0953202024059924,0.1035042606218594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527778950208657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979477766433247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141031025801602,0.0,0.11686166058181555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38309525977461867,0.0,0.2590630393374919,0.11891698846087913,0.0,0.10397461809093532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124345397049101,0.24624725270092265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468659626097454,0.0,0.2626770452851455,0.1211245107180556,0.12424389264536805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053892492756903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150557708831362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956082157900428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400080769433847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578218382821115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718548103243327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109748766479338,0.07941412797936595,0.12745502075366286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858067080323277,0.0,0.12545757837678947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210067572227682,0.09543308123332596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406721967117207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963708486222328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235577436846285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228405513152235,0.14247769196427115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109422871805675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652817112419052,0.0,0.14623364960361065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553451724494364,0.0,0.0798283649736834
lonely,sitterofsubere,2019/09/19,"I wonder why I keep ending up being lonely. Hello there, an 18 yr old loner here. Just wanted to ask if you en up that situation too.

Im an collage freshman. It's been like 5 days since I first met my classmates. First day was not that lonely for me, I talked with my new classmates and maybe made a few new friends, or I thought so. We drank and ate together, played some board games and such. We were like very close. But when I looked myself this afternoon, I was lonely af again. There was like 52 students in my classroom, but no one looked like they wanted to talk with me. I had a quick chat with some of my classmates, the ones that I met the first day, but these chats were so cold, nothing like the first day. I almost talked with no one today and am sitting alone right now, thinking about the possible reasons for them to stop talking with me.

Its probable that its because they found much more interesting peope than me. But It has been happening for like 5 years, every year I met new people and just dont talk with them again after a few days. Idk if thats loneliness, but i kinda feel sorry for this situation. Id even k why In writing this. To feel a less lonely maybe? idk again.

Sorry for my bad EnGLaNd btw, Im not a native speaker.

Sorry again if I sounded like an edgy teenager.

Aaaand sorry once more if this post is irrelevant to this subreddit. If it is, please feel free to remove it.

Thank you for reading till the end, bye~",2.7390000000000008,4.579987313793109,3.5415862068965502,90.33203448275863,75.86206896551724,6.157241379310348,22.634482758620692,6.918507183188421,0.5685544827586209,1131,32,236,11,25,359,160,290,0.121,0.759,0.11900000000000001,0.6564,0,9,0,0,0,0,38.0,2,2,4,4,18,17,0,0,13,0,14,2,0,2,0,47,35,20,0,7,15,0,3,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,17,14,2,2,8,5,1,1,5,5,0,7,16,8,31,13,27,18,8,38,0,4,2,0,24,6,0,11,37,154,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491146560371943,0.08782362107145937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927329918973591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080155195986941,0.051691171329531625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734337006857743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938088950545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020909494969725,0.0,0.0,0.0560073014978448,0.0,0.07144472505418656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862700456541618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885115052047001,0.0,0.0929750070057095,0.06551358073945794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498528228710176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831895847688827,0.0,0.0,0.07537104283509165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899910738643021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241543992388425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023651719269306,0.0,0.0,0.17037900284294505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233519875985082,0.0,0.0,0.24569102125332465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813645475848308,0.0,0.08897968306914891,0.09030552597475057,0.17238094881049726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587872298520138,0.0,0.0,0.0930811146654798,0.0,0.09559533500107696,0.08121162590754437,0.0,0.09142499019576757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481946679861438,0.0,0.0,0.08718494504689871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241576446601614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014455732259972,0.19062968185676235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796910454468478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708936873693235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34078115232257233,0.0,0.07806924252764487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054334185862247066,0.0,0.06731896474380084,0.0,0.0,0.08037718563720707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996600932625212,0.10003036859049616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303133946947084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195820838971017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921235699087743
lonely,JunVahlok,2019/09/19,"Just a Vent It's been a weird week. I sort of feel like I've lost my mind. I've been going back and forth and in-between different moods. Upbeat and fun to extreme depression and all around. I'm not usually like that, I've just been really.. ugh.. idk.. annoyed at myself and lonely. The moodswings are so frustrating though. It makes me feel like I'm legitimately crazy.

My only friend is on Discord and is the only person who probably notices. So I can kind-of vent... but you don't want to use up somebody's goodwill by complaining too much...

I guess I feel like really out of place in life. I make stupid decisions and ruin any possibility of friendship. Either I just outright am an idiot and do everything wrong and drive people away or I struggle to get up the courage to not be so shy and bad at talking. Or if I am able to talk to someone, I find a way to screw it up, like I have some kind of self-destruct feature.

I journal how I'm feeling sometimes and this past week I just seem so annoying and neurotic. *sigh*


It's just been so weird and frustrating lately and I feel like such a fool and I can't decide if I should have a laugh and smile about: ""oh well! that's just life! be a better, more normal person tomorrow!"" or just cry myself into a coma.

I don't even know if I should post here. I'm not terribly sure if ""lonely"" is the right way to describe how I'm feeling... Well, right now, at least. But, I'm feeling like I shouldn't even try talking to people because, idk, I'm just.. a waste of time or something? A bad person? I don't really know. It's like, I feel lost. And I feel guilty and remorseful. And I just..want... Oh nvm.


I really just wanted to vent though.
Maybe I'll find a way to be better..uneverknow..",0.5482468142186434,2.859970304225349,2.6309356136820945,91.25470657276995,86.80281690140846,5.747149564050972,20.28336686787391,7.1686216300943375,0.5737310529845739,1338,42,287,21,42,449,168,355,0.243,0.617,0.141,-0.9915,1,4,1,0,0,0,72.0,0,1,0,3,29,42,7,1,15,0,24,4,0,5,2,78,53,38,0,10,23,0,9,8,1,3,3,0,0,3,9,22,0,0,16,0,0,2,8,23,3,0,6,9,29,17,30,41,6,30,0,6,0,1,10,15,1,12,17,172,38,0,0.08147291309201031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540437472780184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252816591253669,0.0,0.0,0.07654648377424103,0.06264764114495956,0.13605295861195052,0.049665131616650114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411234160765593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949416935830347,0.0,0.0,0.07017250066271946,0.0,0.0,0.08512185355554279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762418141585844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322260088333607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707563756180837,0.2910213269599497,0.0,0.0,0.14892953311965404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294577055258797,0.0,0.042566234420095606,0.0,0.04630293405420845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975159910828942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696830031913535,0.08955076466923717,0.0,0.0919049946780949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509345591435405,0.31842839984764937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787461782566225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876760427291046,0.0,0.08185049190473763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226441690614791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598919655161563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982615649280565,0.0,0.09275745155408582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392764343308955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777511439859815,0.11296611908310505,0.21341701546556666,0.08512185355554279,0.0,0.0,0.09184846798110397,0.07802852954883678,0.0,0.08784158018353197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087745374396496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915484524028535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416988017034774,0.08499401693707435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690317348732642,0.06272182890462814,0.08057879430499168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517317842971794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678725639689846,0.0,0.0,0.19645452421278226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600934469046524,0.0,0.047507510811762604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531475996700233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036643816051459,0.08973090336438704,0.0,0.1441645050961751,0.19400821848145952,0.13070531302410168,0.0,0.14650786674646354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907784063394697,0.0,0.0
lonely,fadedrejoice,2019/09/19,Same as all the other posts in here I transferred to a new college last year. I made some good friends or so I thought. Then they all moved in together and I couldn’t move with them and now I guess we’re not friends anymore because we never talk now that we don’t live together. My roommate never showed up so i live alone. I have no friends here. I hate being here every second. Im so lonely. I have nobody. Today i put got ready and put on makeup just to maybe feel a little better and i just ended up crying it off. I’m too anxious and depressed to go to class tonight. I hear all the people going out and partying outside of my window every night and i just feel so left out and alone. I can’t believe I thought i had friends here. I was so excited to come back this year and be back with them all but like i said i guess we’re all not friends anymore cause I’m the odd one out. Just like always. Nothing is new. The only time I’ve even spoken today was so ask someone sitting next to me a question about the work we were doing in class. And I won’t speak again for the rest of the night. And probably all this weekend too. I’ll just sit in my room alone and cry. I never sleep. I hate school. I guess it doesn’t matter because when I’m gone at least it wont hurt anyone. Next weekend is my birthday. Cant even wait to sit alone all night crying on my birthday lol,0.045699558173787125,2.2606591271477683,1.7233618065783034,97.515587628866,88.31271477663229,4.0129995090819826,19.310849288168875,5.288315135182226,-0.4230301227295041,1070,32,240,5,35,347,149,291,0.126,0.7490000000000001,0.125,-0.3524,1,6,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,0,3,2,26,15,2,0,10,1,18,1,1,2,10,55,40,23,0,1,9,0,2,2,5,2,0,3,2,0,7,21,0,1,5,3,0,8,13,5,0,2,10,5,35,10,27,25,11,55,0,3,0,0,17,16,0,6,29,156,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455706822804344,0.0,0.0,0.06940787162715839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423508384413327,0.1654503154530363,0.0583256313536015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798166300080009,0.0,0.0,0.12828180473195838,0.0,0.1016978867774453,0.0,0.0,0.09398001759478136,0.0,0.07377369254335447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569007085433422,0.0,0.0718545426279315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748820230527,0.0,0.0,0.07184512347990024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738808346678418,0.0,0.0,0.11018949774086446,0.0,0.14056128682182467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435415055969975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32223068974159697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481320982404802,0.06996445306636698,0.06671450851217617,0.0,0.2756727204911753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470987105634424,0.0,0.0,0.09401464468522423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929736615596542,0.0,0.09010239646083223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799426948797425,0.0,0.0,0.09063052325451347,0.0,0.0,0.08150460469023715,0.08360363476562199,0.1473137541551403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789291868514617,0.0,0.0,0.08380146983860609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731365644314664,0.0,0.0,0.19300411915582813,0.16112524324104224,0.1774253660234458,0.23483767386770935,0.0,0.08003883772752532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056524089007255834,0.06344078350448171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782938257808602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988840767319991,0.0,0.08993536093702661,0.0,0.0,0.16771000981655604,0.09344376843250574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934666325893575,0.0,0.0,0.08442032310699284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347513234199576,0.0,0.07067716654191128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704572977046974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244421200760442,0.04863989380824649,0.0,0.15813512664110208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060727034191168136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743291001427603
lonely,ghani256,2019/09/19,"I deleted all dating apps. I have tried so many and had no luck, so I got fed up. I am longing so hard for any sort of romantic interaction. These apps were making me miserable everyday, so today I just decided to delete them. Now I will not take a hit to my self esteem.",1.7483928571428535,3.50191848214286,4.1601428571428585,85.18485714285717,78.46428571428572,8.051428571428572,23.7,8.841846274778883,1.7188900000000005,209,7,45,5,5,73,46,56,0.147,0.757,0.095,-0.2404,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,8,10,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,9,1,5,4,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,5,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538883041185236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985991625587789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33444497520321864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303997497877976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492115715370292,0.3785145753136371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894816415922221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807099734598172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35388866259534474,0.0,0.0,0.25347764810525475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AverageContent,2019/09/19,"My life is pointless. All I ever wanted to do was make the people around me happy. But time and time again my own fucked up head gets in the way and I mess things up. I am not book smart, never have been. I have no passions in life and no real talent for anything. I’m 24 unemployed, bipolar depressed, medicated, and I just can’t see myself making it to 25. I can’t see myself ever being the person who had their shit together and could start a family. I can’t see myself meeting my little niece that’s due Christmas Eve. I can’t see myself doing anything good with my useless life and it’s getting to the point again where I feel so alone, so trapped in my own negative thoughts that the only way out to me is death. But what really scares me is that I finally came up with a peaceful way to do it and because I have that knowledge in my brain now the only thing stopping me from doing it is that I don’t want to put my family through that trauma. But at the same time I know after they mourn and heal they will be better off without me. There might even come a day when life feels so normal to them again that they don’t even remember they had a second daughter. I’ll just be a high school graduation picture on the wall collecting dust. My family is so amazing, they have always and will always deserve better then me. I feel like one day soon, I’ll get the courage to do it. And even though I will go out having not done anything meaningful with my life I can go out in peace knowing that the burden of me is forever off their shoulders. And my sister and brother will hold the family together. They have always been the strong ones.",4.412416052416049,5.057596396396399,5.266935571935573,84.26078009828011,70.02102102102103,7.9764673764673795,26.547775047775048,8.00094639256281,1.4927969969969963,1292,38,262,16,22,422,168,333,0.146,0.743,0.111,-0.8924,2,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,9,3,21,20,2,1,17,0,40,14,4,2,4,53,64,22,2,4,8,3,3,1,0,5,8,0,0,1,17,21,0,2,9,1,0,5,13,9,0,3,8,7,46,11,33,47,4,50,0,3,4,2,15,21,2,1,22,202,63,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507902430501054,0.0,0.0,0.2291594646808248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266352865459545,0.08172310420258459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596155197467916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238254148441375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248121849810536,0.0,0.10499685314474712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907915983917163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329630237948775,0.0,0.0,0.11840918949200735,0.0,0.0790687936426102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394515924112393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190275629965494,0.16608004714581542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461704331403797,0.0,0.13925331185564474,0.06558325563341298,0.0,0.10056443276661603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486932542118586,0.1438880233874971,0.0,0.10434620693871434,0.07699903116417245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772476989238377,0.0,0.0,0.09421517668604086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699368836371898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090378517651448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242117862895839,0.04484974384502115,0.09200956480928713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255688732815576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248069969725108,0.0,0.097387249065244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080324142888328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994631565646351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441461056996013,0.13963887808877454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636438396382667,0.08015782914153068,0.0,0.0,0.08678241547483524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228620897071227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449059635290968,0.058810611930411864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039935934520382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190966071679316,0.09290836710520416,0.2926167358913892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423327354744183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497781762221735,0.0,0.0,0.07675045212466461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197813184753925,0.0,0.09019484553985092,0.0728804097004381,0.16059118030740094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829421208579308,0.21860409201906408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849370157446458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,planetl0,2019/09/19,"a month into my freshman year of college and i’m alone? should i feel bad? i’m currently a month into my freshman year of college at a large-ish university that’s almost 4 hours away from my hometown. originally i couldn’t wait to leave, thinking it would be easy to make friends in a place so large but that hasn’t been the case. i’ve always been shy and quiet, and i have anxiety, but despite that i feel pathetic in a way since i haven’t made any actual friends. i’m acquainted with like three or four people, but not really friends with them as i don’t talk to them regularly, only occasionally over discussing something in class. the only thing that’s keeping me from completely breaking down from being so lonely is the thought that i still have my friends who stayed closer to home for school (i still talk with them daily). has anyone else experienced this or felt this way? sometimes i just feel like a disappointment because i’m not really able to put myself out there like many other people can.",5.5621538461538425,6.560247882051287,5.932820512820518,79.24384615384619,67.61538461538461,8.871794871794874,29.871794871794872,9.057496981413335,2.402179487179488,807,29,152,14,13,259,117,195,0.091,0.7559999999999999,0.153,0.9385,1,3,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,0,6,10,0,0,9,0,15,0,0,3,0,32,29,11,0,3,8,0,4,3,4,2,0,1,1,0,11,9,0,2,6,0,0,1,6,3,0,2,5,6,18,7,25,19,0,26,0,2,0,0,11,12,0,3,12,96,29,4,0.13020237020176295,0.0,0.12705873139921947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037886606365678,0.13485038854870007,0.0,0.0,0.10833880230227544,0.0,0.0,0.08854207656671942,0.0,0.09960445682478966,0.0,0.0,0.09104052460096927,0.1334077148759563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232941280449132,0.0,0.10871354056183546,0.07937015638028662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651470795279125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087673731003417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750269155251948,0.09301659928780316,0.1250146938519485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023761129477525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060359336473598,0.0,0.1282231073785213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572984907286896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786551030553207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908309039144836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320063084651535,0.08691109314765086,0.13200476731450245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785257938395527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804953936389394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805318589812063,0.0,0.1360337646989807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088934418872925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682194474696396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177174981697615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770474610506693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002361456935911,0.128773473395529,0.0,0.0,0.13877840265847866,0.207959562064772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093034663801024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865006692817861,0.08342842148400556,0.0,0.10336613819431684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066971620893609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249202810283244,0.0,0.0,0.1676921151150895
lonely,DemirAtes,2019/09/19,"I feel like I have nobody My friends go out without me

They dont care about me

I'm not important to them

I almost always cry when I see their Instagram stories

I want to dissapear

Sorry for bad grammar and spelling, English is not my first language.",3.66,5.351617599999997,5.097000000000001,80.78350000000002,73.0,7.4,32.5,8.07648339933343,2.5502000000000007,200,10,37,3,4,67,41,50,0.22,0.6509999999999999,0.128,-0.6048,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,2,12,3,6,9,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,3,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29119440811972225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419690734034129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428060317923524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964901987903193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194303799363863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408156848099839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470373256675107,0.2077477308454015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24735451330536434,0.0,0.0,0.22467152382297875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652684629977287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207029557791068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317301203702866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255270311881483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715215004746736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803210288761388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,___insomniac___,2019/09/19,"I talk my dog to not be so lonely (21M) I don’t have any friends. Other than my dog, it’s just me. I’m really lonely and I’ve been this way for a few months now. One of my main ways of coping is to talk to my dog, and tell him about my day. Because there’s nobody else I can turn to. Its getting really hard to get up in the mornings and most of the time I don’t understand the point of things. I look into everybody else’s lives and I think they take everything for granted. I don’t think many people understand exactly what it feels like to be in this boat, but it’s truly awful and I wouldn’t wish this upon anybody. I’ve sought professional help, so I’m not really looking for advice, but I know there’s someone out there who feels the same. Who understands.",0.6148538433778405,2.6488112576687115,2.7727246481414656,92.26122338505958,83.66257668711657,6.289281847708409,18.790689281847712,7.510576382923642,0.40054557921328016,597,15,135,10,17,202,97,163,0.062,0.833,0.105,0.7692,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,5,1,10,0,0,0,1,25,27,9,0,2,5,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,0,8,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,5,17,2,21,23,4,13,0,2,2,0,9,7,0,1,5,86,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482544631589425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317162594532583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248425610527047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784383581026566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534773786135051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363519546280269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342365728755789,0.10838546102085232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721488648139412,0.0,0.15852999468243958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590713444149852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016915866963513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337877686521633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412044608583243,0.0,0.13396741465167242,0.0,0.254805330978067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381553047391133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109772778941685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280623304010553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518030606605544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342002419518612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29157817306108064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854790553438827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407104585407955,0.24388606840676555,0.13260588426496386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079292288154013,0.19442611305983565,0.0,0.0,0.08846642813216636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502271129474955,0.0,0.4738230226057542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408491320505072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744651404375541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,resay23,2019/09/19,Cant find a middle ground Im just disappointed about life and the way it works,0.551764705882352,2.8542491764705886,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,86.64705882352942,5.752941176470588,14.382352941176471,7.1686216300943375,-0.4379176470588231,64,1,15,1,2,21,17,17,0.193,0.807,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4776754519436966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5645313839897496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691498752331461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148403230381741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804817408206853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,egriff22,2019/09/19,Everyone disregards my messages in group chats but responds to everyone else within seconds This has been a thing with me for like 5 years now. It’s not like I’m being mean to anyone or doing anything bad. I just asked if anyone’s down to play Mario kart and nobody batted an eye. Yet they responded to the next person who asked if anyone wanted to meet up,3.4593427230046965,5.383896084507043,4.4813380281690165,84.01008215962445,74.07042253521126,6.986854460093897,23.10093896713615,7.793537801064563,1.2140967136150231,286,8,53,4,6,93,59,71,0.085,0.789,0.126,0.4854,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,11,9,5,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,4,3,11,7,0,8,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,3,6,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830308525764835,0.0,0.18949276172578572,0.0,0.4305431224710047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226600613427053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923612120039825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400661054532439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499678545416227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508317636420317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24489497964576465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106306457567985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529812949224179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581933537230018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828646490014674
lonely,trashy247,2019/09/19,"Recently Moved to Sweden I recently moved to Sweden about a month ago to pursue a masters degree. Initially, I had only positive thoughts about moving, it was what I wanted for a year. I knew I was leaving everything behind, friends and family but I thought it would be so easy getting started here.

For context, I am usually the center of attention back home and am super extroverted and loud. I assumed it would be the same here. I ended up booking a flight to Sweden that would arrive one week before I started my classes. As soon as I arrived, I booted up Tinder to try and meet other guys (I'm gay) to get to know and maybe make some friends along the way. I ended up meeting a guy on there that I thought was so fun and great. We ended up having about a 14 hour date where he showed me around the city and his favorite spots, then we went out to a couple of bars and had a great time. I thought about how amazing my night was and how much of a great start this was to my next 2 years.

He ended up telling me he wanted to only be friends after a week of not texting me. During that week, school had started and we had orientation week. I had to miss the first 3 days I was accepted late and couldn't sign up for the Swedish classes offered the first 3 days. I walked into the 4th day of orientation and immediately had social anxiety. A group of 300 new students and everyone had a group of friends they bonded with, and I was alone and had no one to talk to. I stayed for one hour and left.

The next day it was the same thing, I couldn't bring myself to talk to anyone because it was too nerve wracking. I needed someone to vent to, but the time difference from back home meant everyone was sleeping and I had no one. I turned to the same guy I met on Tinder but he wouldn't reply to any of my texts. I realized I was clinging on to him because he was the one thing that made me feel at home in a country where I knew no one. The same day he friend zoned me and it all felt like too much. I was on the subway and was trying to hold back my tears until I could get off. I did, but I was in the middle of the city center and was hyperventilating and just trying to hide the fact that I was having a breakdown.

Since then its been getting worse and worse, my depression. I met another guy, but he ended up friend zoning me as well. 

It's been about 3 weeks in class and I find it extremely hard to try to talk to anybody in class first. People are all acquainted and talking and laughing but I feel like I can't join. It feels like when people talk to me they are looking at me but not at all listening, like they don't care. I want to be friends with people but I don't want them to see me as begging for a connection, even though I am. 

I just want a connection with someone, but the more you ask for that, the more you distance people from you. It's very hard. Classmates will tell me about how they went out with others from the class and it hurts my feelings because why couldn't I be invited? I wish it was easy to stay positive but it's hard. Feels like no one really wants to be associated with me.

We have a groupchat for the class and I really want to ask if anyone wants to hang out with me but I have a feeling no one would reply or just say they are busy or maybe talk about me behind my back and say how I'm desperate for friends.

Sorry if you read this and it's a lot of information, it just feels good to let it out to other people.",3.620462184873951,4.3457814663865575,4.6858543417366985,87.42063025210086,71.87114845938376,7.677310924369747,25.915966386554622,7.817275551320576,1.2295361344537814,2693,81,589,33,49,883,270,714,0.08800000000000001,0.757,0.156,0.9969,1,1,0,0,0,0,56.0,4,4,6,5,34,27,0,0,41,0,60,3,1,6,4,126,111,59,0,21,21,0,11,5,8,6,0,4,3,4,31,46,1,1,22,4,0,8,14,3,1,11,43,17,83,24,102,51,13,91,0,3,2,1,57,31,0,7,54,420,114,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044184397446303085,0.0,0.0,0.05162416837156051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033896165356595766,0.052266606675264636,0.03813112668803161,0.0,0.0,0.06970526998427311,0.0,0.0,0.04437242937692285,0.0931962971877496,0.0,0.0,0.15331026215044674,0.0,0.09115476108190647,0.0,0.042414243678718384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050820083745765784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03979700762297455,0.055152310291761805,0.0,0.1607288247791071,0.0,0.042931243202999216,0.0,0.0,0.0520771949463183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207384389876545,0.0,0.0,0.03292201263494825,0.0,0.0,0.09525766271841468,0.04479728179544148,0.0,0.04698923042259602,0.0,0.17642115875211922,0.10682738035825587,0.047858813562122966,0.0,0.04555723357501632,0.12719385462682814,0.0,0.0,0.3080796789251677,0.0,0.1041673786663758,0.0,0.0,0.041807443632515234,0.0,0.16486216550635674,0.0,0.19741670837475767,0.0,0.0,0.13395341965274607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999516055581166,0.0,0.09817415219449548,0.0,0.053359876887142436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0273933921459354,0.0,0.05622709239136206,0.05277843388692635,0.05415650843084885,0.05096967321766898,0.0,0.12175822925197585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0418570685178097,0.0,0.0,0.04237625662364077,0.0,0.047164343972253914,0.033271783302206565,0.0,0.10015157906761794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03978563454678267,0.1589313652603736,0.07328330936468308,0.036959279011004965,0.0,0.04814040723069265,0.10602099586153127,0.0467759573265113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702089488567577,0.07581841532728915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278050113127486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049858277098763816,0.0,0.06386369558422343,0.0,0.09843143043233422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927715270388674,0.0,0.0504455869380756,0.03971984292122531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041232124038976296,0.0,0.04988078570119457,0.05081048466254428,0.08446665490271033,0.0,0.0,0.055797159750942696,0.14112159109184827,0.10625582472964384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24038011693059716,0.08713308410366195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622932515530587,0.0,0.04897225151847482,0.15828477706267144,0.058129793904079886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536535767895336,0.054216816478252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054896992394171736,0.04112717059122045,0.23519798101621234,0.03956447294095602,0.1999124132803988,0.0,0.04481645088206606,0.09241323642429287,0.04497716866211491,0.0,0.057319046734485964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159219545994076,0.14163323022486776,0.0,0.0,0.06419681899661785
lonely,The_Sad_Penguin,2019/09/19,"Just discovered my best friends fron college have a group chat without me and go out often. So yeah, I try not to be judgemental. It's sad but they're really free. Right ? 
Guess I'm not that fun being around at last. In highschool, I was the lonely guy who had zero social skills. But now, in college, I made friends and began going out with them. Life is good and everything is perfect.
Now I just discovered they went out without me, many times. They have a group chat other than the one I'm in. 
I'm really not judgung anybody, it's just sad to me and I can't get over it.
I thought I was a close friend, and I thought I wouldn't be excluded.
So yeah, I'm sure I'll be past the thing in a couple of days. Or at least I hope so. But for now, I just wanted to get the thing out of my chest.",-0.4892082276697636,1.6414248579881665,1.58289095519865,98.0477317554241,90.36094674556213,4.8758523527754285,18.106790645252183,6.42735559955562,-0.20955643843336125,607,17,144,7,21,201,94,169,0.071,0.701,0.228,0.9828,0,2,0,1,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,3,12,13,0,0,8,2,13,2,1,1,2,35,29,12,0,3,13,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,8,12,0,0,2,2,1,3,7,3,0,2,8,0,19,11,22,16,2,25,0,3,0,0,13,14,0,4,8,97,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510165157567959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802783395001368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187704614174928,0.0,0.109404454255322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246245263373642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39319280299774334,0.0,0.17726091181629353,0.0,0.19282185568061025,0.1422868785580775,0.0,0.0,0.1868787609668726,0.16797132740740006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168491856876419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828011141748447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198225026092228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605184794851267,0.0,0.17198941587003413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495317744501313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619415938799066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173528230459696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487254444160436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729277045543563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988469816770753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254039741867253,0.0,0.0,0.26935211644933743,0.09891907047149777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517514906159065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005869665256026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725896880759824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270558701507247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ShieldPrison,2019/09/19,"How to deal with loneliness in my down time? I'm fine whenever I'm at work or surrounded by people, but those couple of hours before bed when I'm just chilling I start to feel really lonely.

How do I deal with it? I usually keep busy when I can but my mind has a habit of wandering..",1.9185000000000016,3.391040516666667,4.233333333333333,86.08500000000002,77.16666666666666,8.8,22.0,9.3871,1.6929000000000003,221,6,49,6,5,77,44,60,0.126,0.85,0.025,-0.6907,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,11,9,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,10,9,0,10,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386822603901084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103645602144594,0.0,0.0,0.5783601153395463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182769513051993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762330118999867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493185934244837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832219772200581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446127991215656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969354038672355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853719782672732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356003787471252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089277821977049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042051335778708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,doubleswagorl,2019/09/19,"To all the people who feel lost and alone today.... I feel lost. Maybe you reading this, maybe you do too.... Lately it’s just been me and this feeling of constant uncertainty and urge to just scream and cry but there is not enough energy in me to scream and cry. So I just go on my phone or listen to music, avoid homework or work in general. I want to break out of this feeling. I feel hopeless like I’m stuck in a loop. I feel alone. So much people that are here for me but I feel so, very alone. But then again, there must be so many people on this planet who feel alone, which is funny. With so many lonely people , why is loneliness a thing???.....


I really don’t know heh. It’s a funny thing. All I can say is cheers to being lonely. I know the struggle, it’s hard but we’re all lonely. We’re all hangin on. Don’t give up. Let’s wait for it to get better together.",-0.21341658341658487,1.9452481978021967,1.7704295704295738,97.10411588411587,89.0,4.627772227772229,14.316683316683314,6.1124844417494595,-0.8189428571428574,660,11,153,6,22,218,97,182,0.27699999999999997,0.613,0.111,-0.9842,0,11,0,0,0,1,38.0,0,2,0,4,13,14,0,2,5,1,14,0,0,0,5,36,34,17,0,2,10,0,9,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,14,7,0,2,10,2,0,1,3,10,0,0,4,13,15,4,20,26,6,15,0,6,0,0,8,8,0,2,6,100,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728172852507243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093876251621302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233340483468824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25073302138235865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179268598483695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616606964927855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059628245289870825,0.10948395224902076,0.06486274266538357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223811544754688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544579134939554,0.0,0.1287436777222308,0.0,0.0,0.11670571788896365,0.0,0.0557581819018408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491728828506225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231419932836368,0.2293179688024337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389872534752234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164936504203472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416094422792962,0.0,0.07311463827097198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076080377235766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931351797300348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164587978704447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818195106688697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416925135251564,0.06731686581378879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298462646422236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308804224397512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,This_Seal,2019/09/19,"Today I dreamed about being in a relationship for the first time I have seen others here and elsewhere writing how they frequently had dreams about being in love with someone, having someone next to them etc. and how lonly it feels, to wake up after such a dream. Today I had this happen to me for the first time. I can't put together the overall story of the dream (it was one of those weird ones, where different storylines just bleed together and locations and actions don't make much sense), but I remember this one moment in my dream, where he came home and just hugged me and said everything will be okay. 

I was somewhat aware, that I was dreaming, but not awake enough to realize, that this person does not even exist in reality. I had the random thought, that he is someone I got introduced to by a friend and how pleasant that dream was and that I should ask this person out. 

Then the alarm rang and I woke up completely, realizing that \_everything\_ in that dream was part of the dream and not just the relationship itself. No hugs for me. You guys were right about how cruel that experiance is.",7.856507177033492,7.342971588516747,7.346315789473685,76.23421052631579,62.779904306220104,10.853588516746411,32.8755980861244,10.230975488527342,3.0938095693779903,878,29,165,17,11,275,120,209,0.055,0.7829999999999999,0.162,0.968,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,2,15,9,1,1,11,1,20,5,1,5,0,35,31,17,0,1,8,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,1,3,17,13,0,0,5,9,0,3,6,3,0,5,15,4,18,6,25,11,5,25,0,0,1,3,15,11,0,2,11,130,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077943184790874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999831891044008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667331075001586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615657859435927,0.0,0.0,0.1224197728039897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445450532540464,0.15601571878706952,0.0923968491798439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514504648070329,0.13684048241714172,0.0,0.0,0.07073321765462542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379828461658185,0.0,0.0,0.1080796302790656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188380939177144,0.0,0.0,0.13851432802380054,0.12370536756633373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403223265970658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625731197535148,0.0,0.09337849352669934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283616250697533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487759280262812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843817877805594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514885880052219,0.0,0.0,0.2442952817352473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062934127726515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30038169249733465,0.1584695124799965,0.11946636043279228,0.1330686105004517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35558819840286104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105802397238418,0.16314342199447135,0.0,0.2652010898652962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chrisj994,2019/09/19,"Same shit, different day.. I’m just tired of everything.  I haven’t left my room in days.  Sometimes, I wish I had someone to talk to.  I’ve accepted the fact that this isn’t going to change.  In a twisted way, I don’t want it to change.  I figure if no one knows I exist, then it won’t hurt anyone when I’m gone.",-0.2263865546218504,1.5599882941176482,2.2544537815126056,96.20147058823532,85.17647058823529,5.650420168067227,18.537815126050425,6.868970318607317,-0.041800840336134286,236,6,58,3,7,81,50,68,0.18600000000000005,0.721,0.094,-0.7906,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,1,9,12,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,2,0,7,1,7,9,1,11,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,1,4,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059864378778038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859451404851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962511303142764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399682802329737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642292048650326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305332883462061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458787940335489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622694463063236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495496196553902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563812727326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23576475712240585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460838794149046,0.0,0.2271608744985592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460928794103112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639850944793966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547209838420407,0.18231048234744548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264122387614129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AtomicCockRetard,2019/09/19,"did anyone try reaching out to old friends? a while back i asked myself maybe im the problem and maybe im just isolating myself from people.

i texted a friend from highschool that i haven't talked to in two years, and it was a mediocre interaction we just said hey how are you and thats it, we didnt really continue talking.

what are your experiences with this sort of thing ??",2.767142857142858,4.957120533333335,3.6925714285714304,87.67200000000004,77.0,6.9523809523809526,24.04761904761905,7.957251820313856,1.276161904761905,300,10,61,5,7,96,56,75,0.037000000000000005,0.843,0.11900000000000001,0.7131,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,9,2,8,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,1,5,43,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685277123679968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634289507977307,0.0,0.0,0.16149451010600033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544252335596927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245260697083013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453721161975317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219921085777149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038351822929306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560331184448713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096338178244852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454593433297893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997797043520278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33761661855646996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395297649430829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425916427057807,0.0,0.2051616829367656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352477477867539
lonely,supermintz,2019/09/19,"Just want to be happy and to feel loved Many of my friends who i treasured so much have found better people to be around. My family isnt the best right now and i constantly feel alone in this world among all the chaos and destruction. I dont really have anyone to confide in when i have depressive and anxiety episodes, and it sucks to deal with mental illness without a support system. Ive tried to seek comfort in every place possible and to fill the emptiness in my life, but it just does not really work. I sometimes feel that im not worthy of having friends or maybe i am the problem for being alone. Sometimes i believe that i cant feel love anymore is because im so shit of a human being. I just want someone to hug me and reassure me that everything will get better because sometimes its just so hard to have hope when youre alone.",4.9902922077922085,5.711339392857145,5.608030303030303,82.05818181818184,68.76190476190476,8.490043290043289,30.74891774891775,8.575989854853784,2.3267547619047617,670,26,129,10,11,217,100,168,0.22,0.605,0.174,-0.7963,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,4,11,19,3,0,6,0,16,6,1,0,1,28,29,14,0,4,9,0,5,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,1,5,16,14,21,23,3,15,0,1,0,3,9,9,2,2,4,90,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682119359750848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065738278279037,0.0,0.1175269085495185,0.0828627146877024,0.0,0.0,0.10549618289376816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444812988871549,0.0,0.0,0.13351658959488927,0.12436558237655446,0.2096192804023813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806375776319529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217531412454595,0.10206973898877683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370610517468494,0.0,0.13888909489757484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984709582859888,0.0,0.106506276527952,0.0,0.1117176705514738,0.0,0.23968240885986686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299365968183503,0.18311612982501055,0.0,0.061914915329538314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615269939161552,0.10615882172306232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770399853332204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256015374281968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370486225764172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391403978103246,0.0,0.0,0.12014730164770715,0.11905601576000314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942698808771345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711613851616139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215769838962984,0.0,0.12381439014715065,0.0,0.0,0.13359861861572414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339500934894133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518369898658092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120416543916508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164553412209965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004104327751266,0.0,0.35161878620824244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448011991058062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045834278011271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979677003236046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423633276464555,0.0,0.08627436671034676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,string_beanson,2019/09/19,"Sometimes I wish I was an alcoholic so I could go to AA meetings. Why am I so lonely I'm frustrated with myself. I have an objectively good life. Why do I feel like killing myself all the time. What is wrong with me. 

I don't even like drinking so I just sit here numb in my own thoughts. At least if I was alcoholic I could have a reason for being like this. The only thing keeping me going is the self awareness to know everything is ok. 

I feel so pathetic.",0.2280175438596501,2.557716494736841,2.402763157894736,91.9364254385965,89.31578947368419,5.692982456140351,21.600877192982455,7.1686216300943375,0.7951929824561406,357,13,77,6,12,120,63,95,0.198,0.657,0.146,-0.8175,0,2,3,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,0,6,1,13,5,0,1,1,14,22,5,1,4,2,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,3,1,5,1,0,2,1,5,1,0,3,2,16,5,7,16,3,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989593233559422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298060993658127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828528857414016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328524662157316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775535552356713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887588648377899,0.13334786139839813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216304994202287,0.15655911003997036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659093967311922,0.2065084129978287,0.0,0.10258185439513667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184142179073052,0.27357367524246107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196112697798918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919145747846613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472405181799352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460863344408407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240066756533076,0.0,0.0,0.14818487855673326,0.10884124942467956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368579796341266,0.0,0.2146464400925799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040802244737008,0.0,0.0
lonely,poofpop0416,2019/09/19,"Hello. I put a post on here a little over a week ago I reached out for comfort and social interaction not too long ago. I didn’t get much traction but some people did reach out. After hearing my story, they stopped responding. I just want to say just because someone’s pain doesn’t look the way you think it should or isn’t identical to your own, doesn’t make it any less painful for those who are going through it. I’m still lonely and I’d still like a friend. Someone who isn’t judge mental and who will be there regardless of the challenges I’m facing.

I’m 26 and live in Ohio and would love to meet people and have someone to talk to on a bad day",3.2402941176470605,4.332507147058827,3.943411764705882,91.01335294117649,73.11764705882355,6.616470588235294,25.364705882352943,6.742157984588678,0.7769347058823528,516,16,113,4,10,164,93,136,0.128,0.73,0.14300000000000002,-0.2169,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,7,9,0,0,7,0,12,4,1,1,0,21,23,8,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,7,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,2,3,8,5,16,17,4,20,0,1,1,1,16,7,0,2,10,70,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292149452948298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120615730701004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759119778718362,0.10045330902187047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627470543036197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731489346982966,0.0,0.08609499181646693,0.0,0.09365288667849543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857281887442465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050715212569788,0.16516098858261033,0.14551092985542866,0.14583230145924173,0.1383805186475468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872771291337816,0.0,0.10999735033353117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606766733591294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113822966100216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506923582301727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284866686118324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782146822427245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565757633716918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104612788873202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798073704909394,0.4188733203647696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26320001250915964,0.1377702478361513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245044955493626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558957405079772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971963032481331,0.1308011401528704,0.1321830907582723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170607531193049,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kinda_stupid_tho,2019/09/19,"Anyone else feeling physical discomfort while being extremely lonely? This has been probably posted before, but am I the only one who feels physical discomfort while feeling veeery lonely?
 
For example, for me, it has gotten to the point where I literally shriver because of how cold I feel, even in summer (I live in a hot country, picture something like Greece or Italy).
Or maybe stomach pains, even when you know that you are healthy...

I really don’t think it’s just me, but I needed some reassurance.",6.0365714285714285,8.16129757777778,6.468730158730158,71.585,67.66666666666667,9.587301587301589,32.85714285714286,9.957137785484203,3.76604761904762,402,18,62,10,7,130,70,90,0.156,0.747,0.09699999999999999,-0.7748,0,4,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,2,3,0,7,2,1,1,0,14,15,8,0,1,5,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,6,10,2,6,12,1,9,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,3,5,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211022395029476,0.23755085584170815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413295220142129,0.0,0.19728156975765893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367532523636108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062606223231056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689077484808202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741501285448734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132669241007601,0.0,0.20472187889633406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329177537837565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190886711628084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710301825968714,0.1763272746958212,0.2466976142713061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916685412596826,0.0,0.22204179120532055,0.0,0.24996628693418715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852475280258928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848429693834852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485558233530624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_thisnametho,2019/09/19,Everything is drifting away but I don‘t seem to care I used to enjoy that state of mind because it gave me the strength to do shit I wouldn‘t normally do. But nowadays it‘s numbing. My tank‘s empty and I‘m not fine. A lot of people say suicide isn‘t the way to go but goddamnit I hate to be alive. To be who I am. Everyday sucks. It won‘t be the last time I get dragged down. I hate that everything I say will be held against me from an argumental standpoint and it infuriates me that I can‘t get my point across. I‘ve lost myself years ago and I don‘t have the strength to find a way to be at ease.,1.7598087431693976,3.8926612377049215,2.7864754098360685,93.19288251366122,80.0655737704918,6.033879781420765,24.92076502732241,7.1686216300943375,0.929374863387978,469,18,103,6,12,149,78,122,0.257,0.591,0.152,-0.948,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,3,0,11,4,0,7,0,17,2,1,1,0,15,30,6,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,3,2,16,5,16,19,1,15,0,1,0,0,4,5,2,2,5,72,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745645299129236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748624796624826,0.0,0.0,0.115157188557307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260534162831305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33955850239816643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265942693547706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973943377871232,0.0,0.10736135260435828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730171054585138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398606913786045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062165168776242,0.16060369803317032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074426384973636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850907358104199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096573242019896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858008989486132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004560786683915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197568189240814,0.0,0.0,0.19391239998463725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066358127262833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101543719377634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631567444520752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998943829080916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165121879914995
lonely,roundbuttcheeks,2019/09/19,"I dont know what to do ever I'm lying in bed right now, sober with my thoughts.
I miss having a friend. 
I lost my s/o three years ago and I'm still depressed. 
I didn't much care for life before I met her. 

When I was with her my life changed, suddenly I started caring about life, almost as if I finally had purpose. It's slightly pathetic. 

Only reason we were comfortable together was because we shared the same difficulties in life. Socializing, caring about life, depressed, etc. 
We weren't right for each other but at least we weren't alone. 

Sometimes I still fantasize about being with her to help me fall asleep. I know now that it'll never be but the thought alone brings me comfort that sometimes helps me sleep. 

Sometimes I'll hug a pillow and think real hard that it's her. (Again for the comfort I'm not a stalker or anything) 

I miss having someone I can be my true self with. I miss having a friend.",2.206764346764345,4.469316758241757,3.265421245421248,89.66013431013431,79.21978021978022,5.8026862026862025,23.847374847374844,6.937597516519254,0.8604678876678871,718,25,144,8,18,230,105,182,0.109,0.679,0.212,0.9735,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,4,0,0,1,10,17,0,0,7,0,17,8,2,1,3,28,35,8,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,1,5,0,2,1,8,11,0,0,6,0,0,2,6,6,0,1,11,1,28,11,16,20,5,20,0,6,0,1,16,5,0,3,13,96,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459769636546347,0.0,0.1181574878950284,0.24441972282230806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710191833271573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193020291456886,0.0,0.10040721246156907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609190571423168,0.0,0.1248257474897852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326221022235086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382922337430835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159844421387715,0.0,0.10673552706923617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926053334196652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232920767871866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057026154461059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818252260032334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969672009594696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167257474499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880824974258126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674176615058489,0.0,0.09100697431145503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974244352830857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430702925697752,0.0,0.12132111977768532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153850254417766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309716466669908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808275270891674,0.12028362847708185,0.09997892958998933,0.0,0.350107741767843,0.0,0.08351926352269001,0.0,0.18846596982463834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560805672895445,0.0,0.18735372673800765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598654467561015
lonely,ME__QUIERO__MORIR,2019/09/19,"Almost 3am All I ever desire is to have one person love me. Just one. I know I'll meet them someday though so I'm trying my best to hold onto life. Most days I feel like I'm slipping though, I feel so empty and frustrated with nobody around at all. I feel like crying every night but I can't anymore, I'm just tired...",-0.7362318840579718,1.3881478405797123,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550724,92.33333333333334,3.646376811594204,13.46376811594203,5.033348758259628,-1.167336231884058,247,4,55,1,9,84,49,69,0.092,0.7440000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.5788,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,8,5,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,17,11,6,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,9,4,6,11,4,6,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,5,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084970331197459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20649312021981436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853553049754208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185085736520404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22871416705800054,0.13428131275934382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834219581732006,0.17542993870077986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158389581464785,0.2974973715897539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442940192411145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470682620556433,0.20344645567686312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879219749688203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539547321431852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821834573051355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818051212282046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091399431134508,0.0,0.0,0.2393122686012215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136417313640734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ChieftessStorm,2019/09/19,"I don’t know where else to post this, so... I’m so lost. My friends, it’s like we haven’t spent so much time together or been through so much together for the last 2 years. 

F1 is hostile towards me. Every single mistake is scrutinized and anything I say is awful and he needs to always use it against me. 

F2 can’t even acknowledge my existence. 

F3 doesn’t even think I’m a part of the group anymore. Just forgets everything. Like I never was never their friend. 

I feel like... nothing. I’m nothing.",1.4373545454545464,3.817215590000004,2.8234545454545485,91.0117272727273,83.1,6.036363636363637,26.09090909090909,7.348242739294969,1.3949000000000005,389,17,80,6,11,126,71,100,0.136,0.78,0.084,-0.6435,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,1,8,8,1,0,3,1,9,0,0,1,2,15,19,7,0,2,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,4,2,10,5,7,15,4,8,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,8,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960137568187455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022408650672654,0.0,0.0,0.15784337583948302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023273293795354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533775350381937,0.0,0.16160828893361226,0.0,0.17238655734083366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969849539986192,0.13702917968543255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29638402771339195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541381924663487,0.15635083880772052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811261906181098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093833914349571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282004999089175,0.14222476487747102,0.29587156045746943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680939440964776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771165551580795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370106252743965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253509680354382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290417243734733,0.0,0.0,0.11184601663795828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656623485166088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351942099515635
lonely,Wilhelm_1871,2019/09/19,"I think there is something wrong with me. As a kid, my parents were never nice to me. I grew up in a shitty neighborhood, and my parents never let me leave the house. my parents had enough money to send me to a private school, but I was a white kid in a black school, and everyone automatically hated me. I was complete kraut, and already didn't fit in. I never had freinds growing up, and in the last few years ive hung out with a few people. I was talking to this girl I don't really know and she said something that hit really hard. ""I'm sorry you feel the need for someone to love you"". I realized nobody ever loved me growing up, and everyone else at least had their mom growing up. It made me cry. she figured me out before I figured myself out, which was weird and I barely know her so idk. I just wish someone would love me, and I've never had anyonr care about me and I really wish somebody did.",2.2237905405405414,3.9519469297297327,3.972347972972973,87.17690033783785,77.0,6.35472972972973,23.994932432432428,7.1686216300943375,0.9445202702702707,702,23,145,8,16,236,103,185,0.175,0.698,0.127,-0.4065,4,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,1,0,5,8,1,0,9,0,16,3,0,1,5,33,32,12,0,4,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,4,14,0,0,7,0,1,5,6,3,0,0,13,5,33,5,22,16,4,25,0,0,2,3,19,13,0,0,7,105,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843731389015414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903781743001544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866556466069066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203085229025724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784701335688092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722743754026184,0.0,0.0,0.12026016152996667,0.0,0.0,0.10527982386948034,0.0,0.22242789664194731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884938978665059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426099952165704,0.11490928827080897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429639910636054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279278626627604,0.09487194742182713,0.0,0.1232383380245977,0.0,0.11901485804712998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151347844289534,0.11012936415684016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631249669658607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630040310900376,0.3590631344402983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877060912626578,0.0,0.0,0.08068894900555179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236838550601094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071186618352544,0.0,0.0,0.2355822193679662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972307513142368,0.1792027023712242,0.0,0.13028710266263666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935484563264118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457688282529007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676814576137728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267886434146153,0.12725226641006526,0.0,0.07495020879701443
lonely,--iHaveAquestion--,2019/09/19,"Does Anyone Else Do This? In a way I'm content with being alone. I like to think I have a good idea of what I do and don't like about myself and work everyday to better my mood and outlook on life. With that being said, being alone and being lonely are two thing I still work on separating from time to time. Not sure why I said that but Im typing as things are coming so I apologize for the delay of the topic. But to get back to the title; When I'm out in public, I tend to take notice of everything around me. I genuinely enjoy seeing people engage with each other. I love watching peoples faces light up, families interacting, and just seeing things happen in general. It's when it comes to couples that the loneliness I can't seem to overcome really takes a hold of me. When I see couples together in public, young or old, I can't help but smile and truly wish the best for them. I feel so much of something and yet I still have never been able to put a word to it. I just know to see two people together, and to watch them simply enjoy each other's presence fills me with happiness, but also a sort of loneliness. That sense of sadness makes me feel as though, if I could give them my life, my future years and my capacity of love, I would. I would trade my life so that they would have ""extra love"" for each other, to be able to overcome anything. It's a hard thing to explain but I figured I'd give it a shot. As a guy who only just began learning how to express his feelings due to years of suppressed child abuse, this isn't an easy thing to explain.",3.847931034482759,4.664330517241382,5.083181818181821,84.44477272727273,71.41379310344827,7.680877742946709,24.84482758620689,7.84624498591911,1.2383028213166145,1221,33,250,15,22,406,165,319,0.105,0.73,0.16399999999999998,0.9786,0,4,1,0,1,0,32.0,0,0,4,4,18,16,0,0,14,0,21,7,1,2,2,57,52,28,0,6,11,0,4,2,0,3,3,2,0,2,22,20,0,3,11,0,1,4,6,2,0,2,4,13,34,13,48,39,6,33,0,2,6,3,23,9,0,4,21,181,56,5,0.18733045075527305,0.11097797582150107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401785107449332,0.0,0.07490404689418206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549290340900868,0.09597109224362434,0.0770784996913718,0.08338190876705695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202277670608259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829587534864573,0.08283928022271587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613685959539649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478406085528724,0.2072775806785908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196706992678497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824527694380667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418026500082243,0.0,0.08829923849445154,0.0,0.14207985682818305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893621437020335,0.17970443810008666,0.0,0.07856194713024314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927432991496164,0.08282784946728683,0.0997083741122828,0.08390564421315694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278182619241586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573663848093423,0.10117451644121997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051475958310286216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984755560820781,0.09152019581246294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536095685136151,0.0,0.0625222652619672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885471791152319,0.0,0.07224039608921684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663847990137297,0.09828589784699752,0.0,0.0,0.07123662461639675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948070211753652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941594220133664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000434181208336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819415690984142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985562309934645,0.0852693033639568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210806656458775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960233995776914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827836643601213,0.0,0.1408491854057162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111350688562653,0.060016894385952015,0.0920256083692033,0.0,0.1092338923069788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829946302087921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434709614739299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451829720947035,0.0,0.10771038666445497,0.0,0.0,0.13637879924473914,0.0,0.0,0.19961126616501149,0.0,0.0,0.12063466841631082
lonely,pharrellsmechanism,2019/09/19,Any girls with discord? That’s where I like to communicate with people and my friends these days. Apps like Snapchat are basic to me.,2.8954666666666675,5.814484680000002,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,82.2,4.933333333333334,24.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.6207333333333342,107,4,21,1,3,31,22,25,0.091,0.638,0.272,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986004805697016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378016723274504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528561962003608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5727242380673551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063609559339061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tapak-Sulaiman,2019/09/19,"I don't know how define this voice. It's in my head sometimes. Sometime I had a great day with my work colleagues and some of my friends. We have a great time making jokes and laughing together. 

However, when I go back home I'm on my own. I don't talk so much like I was outside. I don't talk so much with my family. Most of the time I'm in my room watching movies and playing games alone. I don't have a great bond with my dad and brothers. 

When I'm in my room, I like to keep it dark. I have sleeping issue and when I'm alone, my head keep thinking of everythings. It makes me frustrated and suffocated. Its like there is something in my head talking and it makes me very uncomfortable. 

One of the voice in my head is everyone is pretend to like me. Pretend they are having fun with me but they are all talking shit about me behind my back. 

This voice makes me feel unsecure. Makes me feel I shouldn't believe peoples around. It makes me want to distance myself from people. 

This voice makes me unsure whether I should or shouldn't trust my colleagues and friends or Im better off without them and just be friend with my own demon inside my head.

**Sorry for my English. Its not my first language.",1.3479012345678996,3.729413831275721,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,83.52674897119344,5.0814814814814815,22.58024691358025,6.42735559955562,0.4164666666666671,943,33,200,9,27,297,120,243,0.08199999999999999,0.7659999999999999,0.152,0.9399,1,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,3,3,12,18,2,0,5,0,19,7,7,8,1,44,38,19,0,4,7,2,2,4,3,3,0,4,3,0,10,16,0,2,4,5,0,1,8,2,0,2,2,7,42,16,25,32,7,20,1,0,1,0,14,10,1,4,13,134,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918568912828826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245320580907922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244118223002852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435326225859196,0.0,0.08191662103060612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973351946267584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850427821175542,0.08324266999651496,0.0,0.08731576659761513,0.0,0.09366491964187397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878421518693701,0.0,0.0,0.21467855317515325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052639209927628286,0.0,0.0,0.3063482043580819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752844027054962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929074053215752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004764043082033,0.09667329092291076,0.0,0.16465335629151115,0.0,0.0,0.050902622014027336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100169815238412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327812707895327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361756359582868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276305575441499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842484776803365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950751390770684,0.0,0.0,0.09268887791566732,0.0,0.0,0.07130493101992576,0.18321102780095286,0.10368273184743074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977841801317144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934842962939931,0.0,0.0,0.1080172514265173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642283978408068,0.054630847935653766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928429065346008,0.0,0.06742990996725823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Antall050,2019/09/19,"How to be your own person I am a senior transfer student at a liberal arts college.  I am in a fraternity, yet I am hella lonely.

I think my problem is that I’m a people pleaser.  I follow the crowd because I am in an unfamiliar crowd, given that most students have already developed their friendship groups, and I just got here.  So I’m still trying to learn the ropes but in the process I do not make an impression.

I want to make an impression, because my whole life I haven’t.  I feel like I slide off peoples memory banks.  I once overheard someone say that I “fly under the radar” but I’m a “pretty nice guy”. 

I don’t want that.  I want to have an identity, like a brand people can identify me by.  There a few challenges to this: 
First, it’s hard to be identifiable when I don’t have a group of friends.  It seems like I need to already have a group of friends to make other friends.  Needing experience to get experience.
Second, the interests I have are not other people’s interests.  I like theatre most of all.  I try to get involved there, but I genuinely dislike the people in theatre.  Its like, even though I vibe with my fraternity brothers more, there’s less to bond over.  I don’t do substances as much or at least I don’t buy them myself (so I don’t develop a habit), i probably look like a follower to them and it’s ugly.  I like theatre more and talking about it but that’s a whole ‘nother crowd go get into, and they didn’t really accept me cause I’m not one of them.  I always felt I was too “sensitive” for the frat, but too “masculine” for theatre.  I dunno.  I think my frat brothers assume I’m with theatre, and everyone else assume I’m with the frat, so I’m not with anybody.  

I took acid and I didn’t really trip, which I read is a sign of autism, so I was convinced for a week, but I’m not that convinced anymore lol.  

What I need: make friends with similar interests.  Be my own person.  Be independent and be INTERESTING!  I’m tryna be diligent but opportunities seem limited.  Any advice?",2.001458094144663,4.1461204776119445,4.016567164179103,84.62493111366247,79.29850746268656,7.108151549942595,26.22809031764256,8.139509932561175,1.8113068503635672,1560,64,313,30,39,531,184,402,0.049,0.731,0.22,0.9969,1,2,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,1,5,4,18,25,0,0,26,1,31,1,0,7,1,57,66,23,0,7,14,2,3,7,4,0,1,1,0,3,16,13,0,1,10,2,2,6,13,2,0,3,8,6,51,23,38,52,13,22,0,1,1,0,24,10,0,8,13,215,67,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681722795405663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866861225520487,0.0,0.08244028208367629,0.0,0.0,0.06737598730387205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825809635865908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079325120763125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017797181701412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276640252007203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654396472867856,0.0,0.0,0.0946726422648802,0.0,0.19383329590604267,0.0,0.0,0.050096479001882174,0.07078087001880874,0.09512978182095523,0.0,0.0,0.08427513303556369,0.0,0.0,0.3061876220727722,0.0,0.1552914594173485,0.0,0.056307934387767926,0.0,0.07924119803531858,0.0,0.0,0.09810214147454918,0.0,0.0,0.08875383401913793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699812538499154,0.3388292790847345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832000106019214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645395696844441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283324336833624,0.22039377202777127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551413136843844,0.06713736832779721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434387556264438,0.17302101979109402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079727162791513,0.10682212767988984,0.09480363171898452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910414967177336,0.0,0.1269429594053978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787902758006937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039257474660889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394790691593898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912329005993407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963461125093355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696951516497984,0.09734298148001973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100785679760894,0.13453401770396056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531514276172866,0.0,0.07947386424019562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22123261910196865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sleepygirl322,2019/09/19,"The weekends are the worst I've \[F22\] come to find, as miserable as school makes me, it is the only thing saving me from myself. I'm always sad, or worrying.. but on the weekend everything hits x2 

It fucking sucks because the time I have to relax and let go I feel the worst because there is no one there to enjoy anything with :/ I hang out w my family sometimes but I feel like so alone and sad.",2.3816402116402102,4.1454040246913575,3.782116402116405,88.55666666666669,76.65432098765432,6.603880070546737,23.917107583774253,7.447530270364453,1.0328292768959435,310,10,64,4,7,102,58,81,0.284,0.606,0.11,-0.9525,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,11,2,1,6,0,5,1,0,1,0,13,14,8,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,3,0,3,1,7,0,1,0,2,8,4,9,12,2,8,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,1,4,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550040722147028,0.0,0.0,0.20487027188628867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261363779307956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001802709968679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120920774451348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212818073846259,0.0,0.23210921330014206,0.0,0.24898700039003255,0.1758957601622845,0.0,0.0,0.22503568477561076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22762143119065095,0.0,0.0,0.1399294317754583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25177111108909417,0.0,0.12028801727684522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435015806631104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668413857328272,0.18725729892798987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491823209990288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435125360964941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357404048699967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356971385816916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500428788735341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OpticT,2019/09/19,"Alone, Stressed, and Just Wanting To Experiment With Intimacy hello everyone, my name is Robert, i am 21, male, bi, i like in eastern Kentucky, in a smallish town called Salyersville.. I don’t really have friends to do stuff with or to help me relieve my strees and frustrations with together.. if you want to know more just comment or send a private message.",4.493282051282055,7.068029123076926,4.79192307692308,80.0022435897436,73.15384615384616,8.025641025641027,35.44871794871795,8.841846274778883,3.4500256410256407,283,16,49,6,6,89,51,65,0.105,0.721,0.175,0.6096,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,14,8,5,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,9,8,1,4,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,3,1,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327569436123736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229560011339289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022179324861141,0.0,0.3093813404499443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443562043952793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119950024265752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738185485948428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545178382823745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026162881766305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622962791303845,0.0,0.3620635392963257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730988432801796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Spoodington,2019/09/19,Sometimes I think I’d still be fine being alone if I’d never had a SO in the first place. I honestly think sometimes that I would be so ok with being alone if I didn’t know what being with someone else is like. I know it’d suck still but it’s more of a “you can’t miss what you don’t know” thing. Idk I just miss affection a lot sometimes.,0.421597744360902,1.9761638289473675,2.307443609022556,97.8571052631579,81.76315789473685,5.395488721804512,18.75187969924812,6.1826913282559595,-0.3662646616541352,265,6,66,2,7,88,46,76,0.146,0.69,0.16399999999999998,0.516,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,5,7,1,0,4,1,12,0,0,1,1,15,20,5,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,8,4,4,11,2,6,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,3,5,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082886719678662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465835506485832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676598759399111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249760350460303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629696185059436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757408482891156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202176097896464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593579940512316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670088809352823,0.0,0.5848342485683187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148212412742925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094972793733375,0.25259756222191754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400197942628918,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Charles578,2019/09/19,"Should I just end it? My mind is an absolute mess so I apologize in advance if this doesn't make much sense. I'm feeling hopeless because no matter what I do im unable to form meaningful relationships. My girlfriend cheated on me, my ""friends"" are too busy to see me. I offer to do things with people and I am turned down every single time. I spend my days working in a warehouse just to come home to sit alone and feel miserable. My hobbies don't even make me happy anymore. All I do is rant and complain to others which solves nothing but I do it anyways because what else can I do. I feel like I'm not the sort of person that gives up easily, I've been through so much and here I am but I feel like I've pushed forward for nothing. Maybe I've finnaly reached my breaking point and my stupid self will finnaly realize how truely alone I really am",2.244515895953757,4.26846502312139,3.428031069364163,89.74354949421968,77.95953757225432,6.17471098265896,26.99747109826589,7.1686216300943375,1.318399132947977,671,28,138,8,16,217,111,173,0.125,0.757,0.11800000000000001,-0.2885,0,2,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,2,10,10,2,1,3,0,17,0,0,3,1,27,29,11,0,2,6,0,4,2,2,2,0,0,1,2,9,7,0,0,6,0,1,4,4,6,0,0,1,5,23,4,15,26,5,15,0,2,1,0,9,7,0,2,6,91,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32739357814332465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567475875663374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192697105101428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614995150381412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193207312602888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320342486507212,0.0,0.13998936864957312,0.0,0.0,0.10439350265808103,0.0,0.13316772805304852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31966840474701297,0.2258283242288163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211251001493414,0.0,0.0,0.15162027275323642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825194790421558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854154448585334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072597583762375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443488428245494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100520415394447,0.0,0.15878698321905954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595899826968071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23237647818754156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033150995463493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095750852422979,0.138007087739246,0.0,0.0,0.14941258458375692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125375609098126,0.0,0.0,0.1696913763429501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259489683560172,0.0,0.1648853076755489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500438275611224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216284650831776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719179030120067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506555407234685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Testingbugs,2019/09/19,"How to cope with loneliness and envy? (22m) Sorry but this is going to long post, I just want to get it out of my system. (and maybe get some advice.)

The feeling never hit me this hard until today, and I can't stop thinking about it. I don't think I'm depressed or suicidal, just have something on my chest and I just can't shake the feeling off.

It all started when I decide to get into reading, I was looking for a book and decided to read It by Stephen King. It's a amazing book and got great character building, sometimes I think it's too good. The book is about 7 kids forming a bond together and try to fight off against evil. While I was reading through the book, the feel envy starts to build up inside me. I don't know why, but sometimes it's so strong that I just can't focus on the words anymore and have to stop reading. I was envying their childhood. They grew up in a typical school where they were picked on by bullies, and slowly, they meet and start their story. I WANT to be them, want to be picked on by bullies, beat up, jealous of their friendship and their bond. I know this point I might sound like I have some weird fetish where I want to be hurt, but I don't think that's it, I want to have a exciting childhood, where things happen, we fight, and maybe have friends that we can share our feeling with. 

My life has been simple, I'm grateful for that. I went to elementary school, middle school and high school without any trouble. There was never fights, arguments, probably because I don't talk to anybody. My normal day would just be consist of going to school, go home and do homework, work and play games. This same pattern just repeats itself through out all the schools, and now the same pattern is stuck with me now in college. 

I guess the reason I was envy of them is because I have NEVER got into a fight, and I have NEVER got into a real arguement with anybody. Everyone who I talk to has been nice to me, and I probably avoided all the bad ones. This results in me not knowing how to deal with anger. Everytime I feel anger or unfairness, the only way I can express those feeling is by crying. This happened in middle school, and then once again two years ago, when my supervisor yelled at me, I just broke down crying. I am ashamed of myself for not being able to toughen up and cry in front of my coworkers. 

This still doesn't explain all the envy I feel, there's still something Im feeling that I can't explain until today. In the book, King wrote in the book ""Ben has no sense of lonely because he had never been anything but"" I think that's when it hit me, I was feeling lonely. I do have three close friends, but they live far away in another place and the only way of communication if by text, we talk everyday, but it just doesn't feel the same. There's no one I can open up my real feelings. Even this post, I'm posting this on an new alt account and probably will never mention to anyone about my issues. I try to look around reddit and found not many people have ""true“ friends, I am willing to accept the fact that I might never find anyone I can call true friends, but the feeling of loneliness and envy just haunt me. I'm want to accept this feeling because its how life works, how being adult works, fiction is fiction, but I just can't help but feel down.

I feel a bit better writing this post and sharing my feelings, maybe receive a little feedback.  Thank you all for reading through this long post.",5.5069570774310375,5.601929882096074,5.6991720808037805,84.0467749494089,67.50072780203784,8.041594774026343,31.31213831788973,7.407850130929222,1.8825292647424288,2707,100,542,23,41,859,280,687,0.14800000000000002,0.684,0.16699999999999998,0.7913,0,5,2,0,6,0,84.0,4,1,10,8,35,39,8,3,28,0,59,3,1,8,15,146,119,49,1,9,26,0,17,1,4,5,2,2,2,2,34,41,0,3,33,13,1,8,24,19,0,4,18,21,75,20,86,88,12,94,0,5,2,0,44,42,0,8,37,379,109,24,0.05119858519687003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003066490422405,0.04538445663116356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03481679360816732,0.05368618066579757,0.0,0.0,0.05077523904505731,0.0715984823921025,0.0,0.042132073214845855,0.04557759555561891,0.0,0.0,0.04810275614682343,0.0,0.042748680073054116,0.12484072931169972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045280987997737214,0.05589559471767384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227947983099737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871772521523662,0.033018851898706215,0.05278349321564115,0.04409726640804236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03381618265717558,0.0,0.0,0.04892244222277633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142006883343571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046794579329362616,0.0,0.0,0.05613660603837944,0.1582235996780799,0.0,0.08024744286506642,0.0,0.08729200751772033,0.042942944162712784,0.12284455698511355,0.056446620926432885,0.056401013773885886,0.0,0.09054947960733592,0.0,0.045863875909396536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034317332437604375,0.054094116257878425,0.051356355429935684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480914436757511,0.0,0.055303257733949805,0.053438021135497636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441221039656954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232614969319325,0.02501304258676011,0.051314432718202685,0.04520928873039985,0.0906182735474232,0.08598783374438078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190732945392301,0.15430758116348928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862721609710066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764125363753983,0.049447912621715016,0.0,0.0,0.05016374300400931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452482229360742,0.06938697271839724,0.07787766227765562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03549465247243812,0.0,0.05349162446735114,0.0,0.04839921185625536,0.0,0.24517046011236696,0.0,0.1656022028490088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560622013057134,0.11655039750160955,0.0,0.052640672694705605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36270991106870215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788303444422199,0.10127341980827624,0.05731262443798797,0.10871586636004928,0.0,0.08177451254825809,0.08560861949094252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600294233873982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345445023991734,0.0,0.047136778502420235,0.0,0.0,0.034014065020068575,0.16402993042946176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706054454639622,0.0,0.0,0.06952095717055465,0.0,0.05001357829194699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118951235229488,0.08127810766259083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04746160141417419,0.046198759709669315,0.0,0.0,0.049353609104009336,0.0,0.11181953938658427,0.0,0.0,0.03637000596468439,0.0,0.0,0.03297021025523158
lonely,Jack_Chronicle,2019/09/19,"I just want to have someone there for me for once... I feel like I'm going to be forever alone, no matter how hard I try dating apps never work (I never get a single match), I can't find anyone in person to date. They always turn me down. I don't know what I should do, I just want someone to be there for me, to hold me, or let me hold them... I'm always there for everyone, the shoulder for them to cry on, or to lean on... I just want to be able to be weak for once. I don't want to have to be the strong one anymore... I don't want to be alone anymore, it hurts so much...",0.6822656249999994,1.5025051953125017,2.9535625000000003,96.68518750000004,79.078125,5.745000000000001,18.26875,5.6839178017228535,-0.5589025000000003,427,7,111,2,10,147,64,128,0.132,0.7609999999999999,0.106,-0.743,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,2,8,4,0,0,3,0,15,2,1,1,2,20,27,4,0,6,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,0,2,19,2,22,19,2,9,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,2,5,77,21,1,0.15293298214750614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167848946612091,0.0,0.0,0.25450498470498273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033368479442992,0.10693429698648536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679896997094302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461340182409112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732751089574481,0.10925535300363312,0.0,0.0,0.13977797506824416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990117109600968,0.0,0.08691533809638435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699791290513974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371792042407615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404796744526255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563843357723754,0.0,0.07471533013395946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242333857287364,0.0,0.2359026877028959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32573726958900345,0.10363134663983707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353518111109194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591592389745935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038314560935558,0.16634716876515174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510191761376847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111337032426411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheHolyGift420,2019/09/19,"I would love to have people to talk to throughout the day, nobody ever wants to talk to me I’m always the first person to message anybody in a conversation, with the few people I might have a conversation with. Nobody thinks about me and goes: “Oh, I should really catch up with him”, I’m always messaging first. I haven’t spent time in real life with anybody for 3 months, I have never had a girlfriend so I don’t have anyone to confide in. I want to not care about this, I would love to focus on my career and not give a shit about whether or not I had friends. The problem is that I actually do really care, no matter how hard I try not to and to distract myself with work, video games, etc. I don’t want my coworkers to know how pathetic I am, if they ever ask me about my friends I’ll just tell them I have a couple I see every now and again even though that’s a lie.

Nobody wants to stick around. I have some people online that I talk to, but we barely talk to each other and usually those conversations go nowhere. I have tried going to clubs, meetup groups, and I tried to meet people in college. They pretty much all ended up never talking to me again. I don’t know how to dig myself out of this hole.",4.765053763440861,4.7910110967742,5.703161290322584,83.62140860215057,69.08064516129032,8.226236559139785,25.404301075268826,7.793537801064563,1.2094539784946234,944,22,198,10,15,312,130,248,0.07,0.865,0.066,0.2553,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,3,3,17,9,1,1,10,0,20,4,1,3,5,47,39,15,0,9,9,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,7,15,0,0,3,3,1,3,11,3,0,2,3,2,34,6,39,32,6,26,0,0,1,2,27,9,1,4,14,147,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.10698358193213824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244276493077616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665621492937776,0.0,0.0,0.09759441385202186,0.10248974560256552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355126166060849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213040951575367,0.0,0.07070262171220834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710010864906307,0.0,0.12226701938179314,0.07240993046929378,0.1983341799343863,0.09236844902749926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650334396371096,0.0,0.0,0.16940054954517528,0.0,0.0,0.10516759308053876,0.12461111216017087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820742037383766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050014332961202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743528480859695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978916654090732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630066652415245,0.0,0.0,0.08750604232959568,0.0,0.08059105308196461,0.0,0.16910764497994968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30401602021340124,0.09572514929591712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153366090262687,0.0,0.1049016103482944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478354320500612,0.14046424828404272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736133771858376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253416260868083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405843324887349,0.09582191452693377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024681631094817,0.10771143814012156,0.0,0.06392644309844786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22329579860829268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074253923393445,0.0,0.25865170578641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981233082176338,0.0,0.0,0.15575676472824904,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Spaceboi115,2019/09/19,"Not sure why it ended up like this. I'll try to keep this as short as possible.

Currently a senior in highschool (17M). During middle school, i had quite a large group of friends, but only about 2-3 really close friends. Slowly they began hanging out with other people and I was almost always left out. I figured it would get better once i got into highschool, and it did for a couple years as i was in band and found friends there; but, most of them were older and graduated by the time i was a junior and as a result, i lost contact. Since then, i haven't really found anyone or any group of friends again, and everyday after school im usually just at home chilling or doing homework. After my friends from middle school left me though, i became very close to my siblings, as i have 4 and we are all relatively close in age. They are probably who id consider to be my closest ""friends,"" despite them being family as we hang out quite often. I definetly have people who i talk to within my classes and sit with at lunch; however no one ever really asks me to hangout or do anything outside of school and its extremely hard finding people who arent already in a tight-knit friend group. It's even worse when im asked who i hang out with because im always reluctant to say ""my siblings"" due to the weird reactions i get from people who'd expect me to name others within my grade. I feel as though im pretty normal and nice and not into anything out of the ordinary (PC gaming, space and futuristic technology, marvel movies and really almost any movies, the office, rick and morty, retro games, wide range of music from classical to hip-hop/rap, definetly zelda and fantasy games). Im already in a couple clubs as well, but like i stated, the people i talk to at school, while they consider me a classmate/friend, never invite me to anything outside of school as they all already have a friend group. I've been able to make semi-peace with the fact that my siblings are my best friends and my main friend group, but i cant help to feel like an outcast at school, and i cant help to worry about when me and my siblings all move out and no longer live in the same house (which has already started as my sister moved out earlier this year). Hopefully ill find more people in college and i wont feel so lonely, but for now i dont see much change.

Thank you if you read all of that. Please dont hesitate to message me, we can be lonely together (especially if you share some interests).",8.47907792207792,6.306193638775513,8.556771799628944,73.38491651205939,62.61224489795919,11.43970315398887,35.33395176252319,9.910423181423305,3.2713469387755096,1953,64,374,31,22,642,244,490,0.08,0.7559999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.9939,3,4,0,0,0,0,62.0,3,3,6,5,15,26,0,0,17,0,29,2,0,2,8,82,47,47,0,6,13,1,4,3,10,2,1,2,2,0,18,39,1,1,8,8,0,5,12,4,1,1,12,7,51,22,70,29,11,64,0,3,1,0,48,34,0,11,26,246,69,18,0.057908773942530724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597454439675875,0.0,0.2556150881538717,0.0,0.09636947779068998,0.0,0.0,0.07875990411478663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040491161186676713,0.0,0.14296196042216908,0.0,0.10827377305279784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035300651105559494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060771685565248965,0.05121560464556965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612598044017903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814991384985305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573730355720445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05128998547834964,0.0,0.0,0.03824819903838718,0.052381801370894834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459123832411821,0.0,0.08784124820794822,0.041370039675264085,0.0,0.0,0.1058551405551551,0.0,0.0,0.12698796329927312,0.49214192608982005,0.0,0.060509888576938925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046314936589017086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187488701011784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763006101822509,0.0,0.058087221857181626,0.05751647885169295,0.0,0.06681895014886217,0.0,0.0,0.3127570652671665,0.0,0.0,0.05147197902756168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258361046546908,0.0,0.0,0.08487390558949287,0.0,0.051134508329175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321426743479511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03865455627563835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309572441850886,0.04256961191668816,0.0,0.04466281642715349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056738303266785785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061670954310866374,0.03924048391430799,0.044042232052588184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24087991474273385,0.0,0.0,0.06356644411045602,0.0,0.06528344166703319,0.0,0.05891404167958265,0.06243545267441381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318621843952285,0.05792444487917552,0.0,0.1483913737059524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605138132709488,0.0,0.4102473958221204,0.04614579535796014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0479027362180196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04098812825134699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545783341186459,0.0,0.0,0.09308975789927144,0.0,0.05331461875713448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137901527592636,0.0,0.033767071775913746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03931625627522346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377833320773854,0.04778080320000995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206694233850445,0.0,0.0522536613495345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880917089741983,0.0590139879324036,0.04113673152488125,0.0,0.0,0.07458270361051438
lonely,ziq7h,2019/09/19,"How old does my account have to be to chat? My old reddit account got suspended so I made a new one.

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lonely,sunny_dee-,2019/09/19,"an interesting title im beginning to think there's something wrong with me. im 15 years old and i attend online school- i have no communication with people besides the ones i live in the house with. my neighbors openly gawk at me when they see me come outside ( most likely to check the mail ). im tired of feeling like this. sometimes i watch school vlogs and legit cry because it reminds me just how friendless i am. i want to get out of this phase, so i decided that making friends online will  help with my communication skills atleast a bit, and hopefully ill be able to make a friend or two in the outside world also. 😊",4.458023679417121,5.873300303278692,5.075355191256829,82.8187340619308,70.55737704918033,7.38943533697632,29.12932604735884,7.793537801064563,1.789931511839708,495,19,96,6,9,159,89,122,0.126,0.7240000000000001,0.15,0.2732,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,0,7,0,4,2,0,3,0,21,14,8,0,2,2,0,1,2,3,1,2,0,1,0,4,10,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,3,14,6,14,12,2,12,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,3,6,57,18,2,0.16147807771579506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913396040889868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843553739021864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629223841019162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909906570600405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773760859444196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164816796646561,0.11535997098500952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495151245590647,0.0,0.08436563084462734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823535168110517,0.0,0.0,0.16038416650246676,0.0,0.18632402122230576,0.0,0.0,0.5232721011309507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778006439835227,0.0,0.14258810103857358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557574154623246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944407902629696,0.0,0.10942172454572116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194856710200447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32684887110302185,0.12867712130228906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431371333071398,0.1597059478446771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346863200127783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559529594946192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774061824594593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524395398950576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655092872890393,0.0,0.10398658778223156
lonely,TheYaspaar,2019/09/19,"It’s always the same I get to know someone who I can share my soul with and the next day they don’t seem to be interested in me at all. I’m a 20 year old guy, I have a lot of friends but the feeling of loneliness is always around. Yesterday I met a girl that I talked to for a few hours we made out and I had a great night. Today she’s ignoring me, flirting with a different dude and I feel like this is what is happening to me all the time. I’m so fed up with this shit. I’m single now for 4 years and I barely meet girls that I think i have a connection with and if I do something happens and they randomly stop being interested in me. I just feel so fucking lonely. I want to be understand by someone and I keep hoping and I get disappointed every single time. It just breaks my fucking heart that I open up and get screwed over again.",0.6829999999999998,2.6039266333333337,2.9288888888888884,91.875,82.66666666666666,6.4444444444444455,21.666666666666664,7.594959193182576,0.7494999999999998,654,21,151,11,18,223,105,180,0.15,0.7020000000000001,0.147,-0.6827,1,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,0,7,15,4,0,11,0,12,6,2,1,2,39,35,13,0,3,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,9,17,1,3,7,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,4,3,26,8,22,28,7,24,1,2,0,3,13,9,4,5,15,104,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559935924043273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136939081196523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099206006504998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071698862063952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960629652996858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23333940585288965,0.10989439101644197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884673872869307,0.28442207520987306,0.2411055467132452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959535298173944,0.0,0.1523134017975421,0.27205828629376233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822863186629592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278540862981446,0.15148909342513595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672894283026465,0.0,0.0,0.08453956666324375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515234246134242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077863276982168,0.0,0.1455552923175358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359728287008307,0.1443566806759417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141607627793594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003877135445406,0.0,0.0,0.157901709971012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26067506955426195,0.11842391866799785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860667124581526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364071118265307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856644558763217,0.0,0.0,0.1793960952588252,0.0,0.1458104758334394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601398441832566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073144031073707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981197228229379
lonely,ANebulousSoul,2019/10/27,"A vent/rant. This may be a long one. Downvote if that helps you. Well, the last time I posted something somewhere it seemed to help a lot. Like casting my thoughts and feelings into the ether. Guess this'll have to do before I go see my therapist tomorrow, can't wait till then. lol

So, I'm lonely. Now one might be angry, resentful, envious, etc, because I do have family. I have a damn good friend that is basically a brother to me. I've got good things, I've no right to be sad and lonely.

Yet, I am.

You know what I'm talking about. You're 'here', but not *really* here, y'know? I've always felt separate. Different from everyone else. Doesn't make me special, just makes me frustrated and lonely. I don't think I'm really from around here, but ayy, that's just my dissociation and depersonalization and other stuff. Felt this for years.

Worst bit is I know I'm clever enough to know that I will probably be lonely for the rest of my life. Never considered myself attractive. Even if I did meet some nice girl or someone or whatever, they'd run soon after really getting to know me. I've got way too many problems. *Seriously, heaps of problems.* Luckily, no substance or alcohol abuse. But I get why people turn to drink and the needle with the kind of issues I got.

Think what might annoy people about me, for those that are lonely, is that their loneliness may not be their choice. It is for me. I choose to be as closed off as possible. I honestly think of myself as a freak and a monster. I know I am a burden, and nothing anyone tells me can shake that feeling. I had dreams, ambitions and goals. Before things, y'know, ***really*** *didn't work out.* I've been doing nothing for years now, due to circumstances beyond my control. My problems can't be fixed with a pill, powder or alcoholic beverage. Even if I manage my problems, they aren't gonna go away. I can't fix me. No one can.

But maybe, just maybe, I can help other people. That's my new dream now. I want to help my family. I want to give my best friend good things. I want to make people laugh, smile. I could try to be a therapist, but geez, that really isn't a good idea for me. I get too stressed, way too easily and I'll get sick again. I'll try and help people if I can anyways.

Regardless of the loneliness, I'm gonna try and do something. May cure the loneliness, might not. I hope it can go away a bit, so I can help others. I can't stress this enough, I just wanna help but I know I'm a wreck myself. Kinda sucks, mang.

Anyway, if you read this? Thanks. Mean that. Here's to all of us finding someone, or something.

I don't believe in myself, sure, but ***I believe in you.***",-0.05321520486482712,2.264964153119092,1.9969859020201817,92.09709454073385,97.44990548204159,5.3471291593595565,17.71564898535541,6.943328892999578,0.3880016899355456,2043,60,425,37,83,677,236,529,0.175,0.652,0.17300000000000001,-0.6266,1,10,6,0,1,0,115.0,1,4,4,4,28,42,6,3,20,1,50,6,0,4,3,90,98,36,0,16,24,1,4,1,2,9,5,0,0,1,27,18,3,2,19,4,0,5,17,23,1,3,10,5,64,19,47,69,11,37,0,6,1,0,24,11,2,22,19,280,91,4,0.0,0.07546743477256382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361398608215954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05299883353106967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044536597279760434,0.0,0.0,0.05670150959692125,0.0,0.0,0.11968594903033312,0.0,0.0,0.038827507928296784,0.0,0.10839846628932924,0.1435235281239738,0.06684333090754374,0.0,0.13907555068113187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143867254163852,0.05085478621182781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654707913209555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062396251844080965,0.0,0.0,0.05320848835372146,0.0,0.0,0.13162665943004262,0.07103607982497326,0.08413908553500682,0.0,0.0,0.06086271760023978,0.0,0.0,0.120090801300343,0.0,0.06441159307093634,0.0,0.12231320279710894,0.0,0.05821551700088836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842025282639162,0.0,0.13311075602746816,0.06110146116951895,0.10859696615545453,0.2136953238431138,0.15282666279139065,0.0,0.07016654970035642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988510410830944,0.0,0.0,0.06326289937100091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190321150265629,0.0,0.06648039308166953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632790387593328,0.280038160536289,0.05191942765537546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044989230135368326,0.0311178608040136,0.0,0.0,0.056367529315312935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415069121450016,0.0,0.0,0.12754949639051602,0.06457611252420098,0.1279791483448222,0.069381861527334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270904139184856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04912503890479957,0.061516437141718464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223296687523233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948289784261596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078834493905372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180585257006854,0.061001617252839736,0.0,0.06867332351671021,0.2437877100185312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371162492337637,0.0,0.2040212807204891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05439465960276182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075618094864487,0.05798497893015837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793609705031662,0.14710515585880085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592341323321953,0.0,0.07291483587443336,0.0,0.0,0.06003120719694632,0.0,0.0,0.05119513662890983,0.055671702833140616,0.058641235151629924,0.0,0.1479081881619065,0.12694716410470802,0.12243837650117327,0.0,0.05056622959173215,0.03714071004452872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297329259740003,0.06928120418520373,0.0,0.0,0.07661650666254616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270580148274804,0.10111528143309076,0.0,0.0,0.05726890448578914,0.0,0.057474278428027575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046370273291508834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203419554759962
lonely,YufeitesRiver,2019/10/27,"Aloof I have friends. But sometimes I feel so lonely because I have so many problems that I could never open up about to anybody, even my closest friends. I feel more emotionally distanced and I'm constantly plagued by this overwhelming burden and sadness. Sorry, just had to kind of get this off my chest...",4.860357142857146,7.386820035714287,4.370857142857143,83.67414285714288,71.85714285714286,6.622857142857143,34.41428571428571,7.554174236665415,2.5926400000000003,246,13,42,3,5,74,43,56,0.213,0.688,0.099,-0.7286,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,10,8,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,7,3,7,6,1,6,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643029097022094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29503733190985826,0.0,0.21798403549599527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071104444436332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803269541972606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760939537105556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218687263037436,0.0,0.1426415384283035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843080313550441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767991501534398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105696439222352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26124300578520165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700234902370304,0.3056232309462296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,threwaway99999999,2019/10/27,"I managed to hide my depression but a recent rejection brought it back stronger than ever I liked her, she was smart and athletic, and totally out of my league. I ended up getting the ""I don't want to date anyone right now"" when only a few days ago she said that she was excited to be ""back on the market.""

 I just want someone to support in life, you know? Just to cuddle once in a while and talk about things when we wake up in the morning, someone that makes me smile when I see them. It even seems too much to ask for someone to reciprocate these things, I just want someone to tolerate it. Even for only a little while.",4.657299999999998,5.1194319600000044,5.324550000000002,84.71802500000003,69.4,8.49,29.225,8.472884824447931,1.9428599999999998,485,17,101,7,8,157,80,125,0.092,0.7559999999999999,0.152,0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,1,0,14,6,0,0,7,0,4,3,1,1,2,17,16,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,2,17,4,20,11,3,24,0,2,1,1,10,9,0,1,15,78,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349806260852965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319121425729207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133722379017964,0.0,0.0,0.2489535545135698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440008824009656,0.0,0.13942818236896534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337884035401655,0.0,0.0,0.21384222953498191,0.14643096242215978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457633174583833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896576457774781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434159541948935,0.07908705793956967,0.1622476553759512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805706809060367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900142949955984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239837036705824,0.0,0.2462361452985064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598383183112531,0.0,0.0,0.1382458011076369,0.15398624846585254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899848896293706,0.1473707147530744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5486462205710736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370105449132654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011410913800833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509357141752605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864454696333771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ZappyCactus,2019/10/27,"Im created a Discord server to people who feel loneliness, or just need a place to.talk.things iut This whole Discord thing is kinda new to me, Im used mostly to find squads to online matches. But after I saw how many people feel sadness, or loneliness out there, I decided to create something useful.

Im still working on the server, rules, etc. But  already created some channels. 

If you feel loneliness, or just need people to talk things out with them, join. I share the invite link in comment. Check out, and leave suggestions. Dont be rude with each other.

Sometimes I feel loneliness too, and I lost many friends during the last few years.",3.753627450980392,6.46437668067227,4.0438865546218485,83.73260854341737,76.31092436974791,6.655742296918768,26.723389355742306,7.793537801064563,1.8730666666666669,511,20,87,8,12,159,81,119,0.172,0.674,0.154,-0.5299,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,2,6,5,1,0,5,0,3,0,0,3,0,31,13,9,0,3,8,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,7,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,8,2,14,10,6,11,0,2,1,0,8,6,0,7,5,55,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605730621938051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705357429682717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228126374164245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942953707163669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299280719818066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242007614857008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715248389012065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186094496404776,0.0,0.15407327292136622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884052181196626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950470570383501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578651212877492,0.0,0.14053372856214116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026333524407613,0.0,0.15202618340539334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202012017225156,0.1439123568144911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620386524376328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339096270524994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333974387934624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513465246946113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245586753392513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593245810202924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370317841507167
lonely,SupaDupaDarkwingDuck,2019/10/27,"Nobody to look to I dont have any friends. In high school I was very popular. Even for a bit afterwards until I moved to take care of my sick grandmother at 19 and never went back to my hometown. Losing friends one by one and not replacing them with new ones because I do t fit in where I live now. I haven't had a girlfriend in 3 years and I'm 28. My best friend of 20 years wont talk t ok me and I have no clue why. My other best friend of 22 years didnt even invite me to his wedding last month even though he used to always refer to me as his ""best man"". I feel like scum. Have I really become this unlikeable? I used to hear about how much potential I've wasted but now I can't even get someone to talk to me without an ulterior motive. I'm starting to hate myself again. I miss the way things used to be. I just want someone to care about me as much as I care about them. I've always been known as the unselfish type that will break bread without thought but when I need bread broken with me I got nobody. I'm feeling depressed. Thought I was done with this feeling. Self hate. It eats away at me like bleach devours a dark green t shirt. I am that t shirt, though I am also the bleach. See that loose thread? This is me unraveling in real time.",0.7711055206149559,2.7736807660377387,2.3087211740041944,95.99145352900072,82.84905660377359,5.284416491963662,19.6261355695318,6.42735559955562,-0.08067994409503854,973,26,225,9,27,316,149,265,0.138,0.728,0.133,-0.5161,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,5,18,19,2,0,7,1,19,6,2,5,1,29,46,16,0,2,6,0,3,2,5,2,1,1,0,2,9,7,3,0,8,0,0,2,10,5,0,3,10,7,36,14,38,33,6,30,0,3,3,0,16,10,0,0,18,141,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685371296032739,0.15993116092620374,0.0,0.0,0.06535348737113943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029214182494336,0.07389744662787982,0.0,0.0585836329322563,0.10613845969973897,0.0,0.0,0.30256321130023106,0.0,0.10491982933853257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939509233276331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827735654159644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834696377317408,0.11263226198053265,0.0,0.0,0.09833758964271813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539010905021933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577803185378652,0.06865616193540572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969964477415851,0.0,0.05020996766550908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686252687799255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976407341483076,0.0,0.0,0.10831531724053853,0.0,0.0,0.10153833186071766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783369537244668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390236109646437,0.0,0.08486090687590765,0.0,0.08070250336559971,0.10751492463204214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670867596826783,0.10214251733346044,0.14129385382373874,0.07125932236526931,0.07412073039290297,0.09281709193044108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953660938586384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109386507800591,0.06156618571642775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726159269652387,0.07658182645226046,0.0,0.1002566212471338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285589848860332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802235609979973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225766373584035,0.15448826114328096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384671126662023,0.0,0.1888418579198446,0.1525904489487631,0.05603856235404499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490069863761663,0.0,0.0792952239749742,0.05668417105723406,0.07628226542709549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908865082589545,0.0867182111376254,0.0,0.0,0.18528015563974315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856619748321944
lonely,hurshiep,2019/10/27,"You everything seems to feel like going through the motions I have a roommate, a gf, in a job where im constantly surrounded by people and yet 5 minutes alone I just feel so alone.

Like its quite indescribable because rationally I shouldnt feel this way but there are days, especially the weekends, I get incredibly lonely...

Anyways advice or not thanks for reading.",7.87227272727273,8.68717971212121,7.829848484848488,68.31477272727275,62.48484848484848,10.842424242424245,39.22727272727273,10.686352973137794,4.505618181818179,295,15,48,7,4,95,55,66,0.10099999999999999,0.84,0.06,-0.3548,1,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,10,4,0,1,4,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,3,5,9,0,10,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,6,30,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162494014893705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697898444149503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825430470902622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450886851703105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626631666491294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038319328790088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440285183252683,0.16202494548854626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849289334932152,0.0,0.12889485530944148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449813770972501,0.0,0.22506258758192446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160465294018064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723357354675602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24122819900917136,0.2268599473839592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064689024173549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208805654180514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002215022151055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pcguy27,2019/10/27,"Is anyone else here too scared of rejection to even try getting a boyfriend/girlfriend? I’ve only ever been in one relationship, and it was only because she was interested in me before I was interested in her. Two years later, I’m still suffering from the breakup. I want to find someone else, but I’m too afraid of being rejected by other girls. I have like no experience in this area, and the idea of being rejected is terrifying to me, so I just live my life in emotional pain silently. I just want to love someone and to be loved by someone, but the fear is too much for me to just simply ignore.",7.323163841807911,6.313820525423733,8.180000000000003,71.44451977401131,64.08474576271186,11.256497175141243,35.76836158192091,10.504223727775694,3.647419209039549,474,19,90,10,6,161,75,118,0.237,0.61,0.153,-0.9371,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,11,14,0,3,4,0,11,4,0,0,1,14,18,6,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,0,2,4,0,11,5,18,11,1,10,0,4,0,2,6,6,0,0,5,67,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948080891987685,0.17508314851430282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041647170859207,0.0,0.14540330008337726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854907477538968,0.1922130423080636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286230443642235,0.1545675603527561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714998750368038,0.0,0.19228354814336807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617800837505744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927590890136261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928987484227618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069511228014547,0.08348161754174484,0.0,0.1508870637402298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084453919797733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561387518036207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157903261621364,0.2599185282941033,0.18182462397175544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345739236072112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107716759462885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343492647030375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364621788320503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601391429126437,0.0,0.16692149307227636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157475205590036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003885166113532
lonely,Luuuuusssss,2019/10/27,"I just wanted to tell someone who doesn't know me I have just argued with my best friend, she is always complaining about everything anytime we hang out. I just thinks she is very toxic like, I dont know how everytime we talk I get sad or in a very bad mood. I just don't know what to do anymore. Thanks for reading this and sorry for my english.",1.5061904761904756,3.5354253333333365,2.8436507936507947,92.99500000000002,80.3888888888889,5.7809523809523835,21.3968253968254,6.868970318607317,0.4125492063492064,272,8,59,3,7,88,52,72,0.159,0.675,0.166,0.3788,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,1,6,9,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,16,14,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,13,4,8,14,1,3,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,1,1,40,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950784409736828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325081351763655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957532071137421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460373542992662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747697939945575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107055826254343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113294390104545,0.0,0.1224887277351302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38653733580663335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453881845388846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23451015114636706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864593364131455,0.0,0.0,0.2624438935347003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843938203182645,0.20491675517108374,0.2158470284717643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022398300644016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868861722784504,0.1382827418208156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alonenotbychoice,2019/10/27,"Just turned 43 Well, another year went by and I still have no one to share my life with. Does it get better, because this loneliness has become a real weight on top of me. I've been a bachelor my entire life and at this point I don't know what to do anymore. Why does God hate me, I would give my actual rib to have a relationship. At this rate, I'm not gonna make it to my 44th birthday. Life blows.",1.635996677740863,2.917370406976744,3.4711960132890383,92.05802325581396,77.48837209302326,7.239867109634551,20.42524916943522,7.957251820313856,0.5461481727574761,309,7,74,5,7,104,63,86,0.099,0.774,0.126,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,3,0,7,5,1,1,0,9,16,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,2,1,9,3,10,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.18998359718202906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041432527034656,0.0,0.0,0.193074313108245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867761980598256,0.21501329187973064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218226479973295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407387341137672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171440647882787,0.18675872764374624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221024226682829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699328942468612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125334100166114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995314788192935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192298399990685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403940109143768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159312652518875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901786392050264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547497300806326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176039485140685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370727844763683,0.17504438569224834,0.18047411030260854,0.1756721182441299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829799822592415,0.0,0.0,0.12537017683785612
lonely,Koelakanth,2019/10/27,"Looking for (a) friend(s) to talk to I am 16 and have no friends. Very alone. I tend to come off as self centered but I don't mean to. I try to be nice. I prefer to talk on discord. Feel free to DM or comment. My discord tag is Lonely Ten 🎃#7451

Yes, I did copy and paste this from another subreddit I posted in. I spent my entire life feeling alone with nobody to do anything with.. I never feel satisfied for long. Would really love love love someone to talk to play with. I don't play many games, and Im interested in (sfw) 1 on 1 role play.",-0.36685714285714255,1.7647298608695683,1.9787888198757777,95.50619565217391,89.52173913043478,5.024844720496893,20.388198757763973,6.5431188927421005,0.18895031055900624,414,14,96,5,14,140,75,115,0.133,0.546,0.321,0.9855,0,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,1,1,9,4,0,0,1,16,20,6,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,5,4,2,1,4,1,0,1,2,4,12,11,22,16,0,11,0,1,1,3,11,6,0,1,3,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438111762301396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404487166983884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365876876492675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297737675755698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517739600978879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564720171894748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928726305094336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172368315794994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688738884857416,0.13938169286404994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494112452591079,0.0,0.0,0.16827802576925713,0.0,0.18080126265947302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280142801974887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844702751144987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589632964696142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063312639691425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315370660746973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406346140305305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002261603006084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268976409810127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695117366553794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790768019352693,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BosqueOSRS,2019/10/27,"Sick of pretty much everything. I have a shit job. Almost no friends. No social life. Taking so much time to graduate and finally head to my master's and doctorate degree. I hate where I live. Everybody I try to interact with ends up ignoring me because I guess I'm the most bland and boring person on Earth. The love of my life doesn't give a fuck about me (not her fault, she has her own life to pay attention to). My standards are way too high I guess, considering how extremely unattractive I am. Reddit is literally my haven because I distract myself from how shit my life is on here. I'm tired of putting on a happy and positive attitude for everyone, I just want to tell everyone to fuck off and if I had the balls, I'd go live under a bridge and OD on whatever I can get my hands on.

No clue how I haven't ended it all yet, I guess I'd still feel guilty if I did it to my family.",2.855124223602488,4.061342586956524,4.798757763975157,84.0667391304348,74.21739130434783,8.9527950310559,25.642857142857146,9.424239791934726,2.0835183229813663,692,23,149,17,14,238,114,184,0.201,0.677,0.122,-0.9172,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,11,12,5,1,7,0,11,14,4,3,1,25,26,12,1,3,4,0,2,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,2,1,1,2,6,9,0,0,2,2,27,3,23,24,5,19,0,0,0,3,10,10,4,7,6,97,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676276304945455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433759519767734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957141880376594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424439120913528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24192656116285574,0.1137719740851828,0.0,0.1193388815494222,0.0,0.06400829532877886,0.0,0.0,0.13867443063981436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978040180174848,0.2340629794806549,0.06613865747630199,0.12143777804878407,0.07194467486448179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183633120648632,0.0,0.0,0.13475864628684078,0.0,0.12498256458261815,0.1299190541340521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375051337195473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562219530692514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576603268852753,0.0,0.0,0.22356463124550036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425346648015232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861181402029527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105345201252442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878872246595074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725908288689586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25988801800024525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904374802648882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109586578630833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951807996312538,0.0,0.11064625563523196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381632479211027,0.1454979188221891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594708958127315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466674742469191,0.1004821723489128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwaway04141997,2019/10/27,I cannot see myself getting married I honestly cannot see myself getting married to anyone or being in a long term relationship. It does eat away at me to think that but I also think it will be true,1.9606097560975613,4.114981097560978,4.236768292682928,82.94344512195124,79.48780487804878,6.051219512195122,24.88414634146341,7.1686216300943375,1.2880682926829268,159,6,30,2,4,55,30,41,0.0,0.853,0.147,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,5,11,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,5,8,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,2,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407467086973196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049865250972133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828430160141753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634477458115718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30804563808040075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314568652408766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664166032183097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232111854111712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797900310666394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857967730385702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Grimsgoodbye,2019/10/27,"Hi there everyone! I'm all open for any concerns, just leave a message and I'll surely give you a reply. I know it's hard sometime, but hey you're one step of progress if you'd reach out. I'm here so that I could at least give out a little helping hand, not a therapist or a hero, just being human perhaps. Have a great day!",1.359333333333332,2.8306070285714284,3.120000000000001,93.47333333333334,78.71428571428572,5.80952380952381,23.095238095238088,6.42735559955562,0.401380952380952,252,8,58,2,6,84,55,70,0.085,0.649,0.266,0.9336,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,5,3,0,0,6,0,4,1,1,0,2,14,9,5,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,5,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,1,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749609859450552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839565521647568,0.0,0.0,0.16833018738162406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24940672957951315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500770133299447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877650109323836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338141510661907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494984433077085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434445513827651,0.0,0.0,0.2763724452693757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616011029497744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768674779390058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581460703933953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459993186311735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030533218200155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwerawayaccount,2019/10/27,"What the hell do you do when you move away when there’s someone you fell crazy in love with I’ve had crushes here and there but none that I have really connected with. Almost all of my previous crushes have been someone I’ve known but there is this one girl who I almost don’t even know yet I still for some reason really like. She’s shy and doesn’t talk much and I haven’t really gotten to know her, yet I still feel extrememy lonely whenever I think about her. I’ve been to her small birthday parties and sometimes tried talking to her but I’m always way too scared and cautious that I can’t even talk to her. Saying or even thinking that I love her feels weird when barely know her and it’s the first time I felt like I’m this lonely. I realized that sure I have friends but none that I can talk personal stuff to about and for some reason she feels like the kind of person that I would talk to. My god I maybe just needed to vent who knows?

I just don’t feel like I would ever find someone like her and that if I don’t say something I might lose her forever.

Anyway thanks for reading about some guy just rambling on I guess.",2.463255319148935,4.174687272340428,3.202712765957447,93.02875,76.27659574468085,6.402127659574468,21.111702127659573,7.1686216300943375,0.3859829787234039,899,22,197,10,20,283,116,235,0.121,0.705,0.17300000000000001,0.9535,0,4,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,2,23,17,1,1,3,0,19,2,0,2,3,48,38,17,0,4,9,0,5,5,1,3,0,2,0,4,14,10,0,0,16,1,0,2,8,6,0,2,5,7,35,11,20,30,7,17,1,3,0,2,30,4,1,9,15,134,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073173110118309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613554423990727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725887977849494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511864436102945,0.09363825710768006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20936791453238476,0.14790703298797714,0.09939383179517396,0.0,0.09461387932508876,0.08805263963727038,0.0,0.0,0.07997800589762727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403711257783825,0.10249942301791133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779841211592904,0.2275638703594779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252869138559821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581053365037162,0.0,0.0,0.18685867106892048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039980775008823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981659053810977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002360352541228,0.07609788440463691,0.07675753090958523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014670029731714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807764278332156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035463447316574,0.0,0.1989494811173163,0.21286817085684054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464386378534593,0.10363990845116478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631322382909668,0.0796934688066675,0.10238227651473808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533974603451645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185037226814805,0.0,0.0,0.0975648020678852,0.0,0.0,0.4160205670736541,0.0,0.09530577124352944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266073349327134,0.0,0.0,0.06036237139571445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028215176380681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821680329257133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470729047984489,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Carnagekenon,2019/10/27,"Any way to make myself content with being alone? I am attending my first year of university, I have pushed my friends away because of depression that I was afraid would make them unhealthily worried about me. I now have one friend who I am certain will find her way out of my life one way or another.

I dont see myself ever coming out of my depression, as the therapy doesnt help and I have no way of getting medicated for financial and other reasons. I dont want to die but I would rather just die now than live 60 or so more years being alone and having my mind torture me relentlessly every second...

But maybe theres a way I can be fine being alone",4.436098388464803,5.371695595419848,5.579796437659034,80.9832485156913,70.14503816793894,8.87565733672604,28.29601357082273,9.150863307647796,2.246856827820187,517,18,103,10,9,172,86,131,0.165,0.732,0.10400000000000001,-0.7429,0,3,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,1,1,9,8,1,1,2,0,18,2,0,3,2,23,24,9,2,4,6,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,4,0,4,1,1,21,4,15,16,1,17,0,2,1,0,6,3,0,2,6,79,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38860523956224097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505207201812437,0.1311470825186594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750763514047945,0.0,0.0,0.07624167535148252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773696258913816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544567949298066,0.0,0.2596063871271166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29316284846837226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313321905885873,0.10537709618596444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431196037090452,0.10638470723924888,0.0,0.0,0.19325795973972365,0.0,0.065344053664081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383196519476054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834083002772693,0.0,0.0,0.11043933925277236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697075199039002,0.0,0.12564989617520858,0.0,0.0,0.1259951383368722,0.0,0.0,0.1262853185439838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950170274669926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285930673427192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966481179049587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302875301378284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376968533704581,0.4963747914450343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270149296069159,0.0,0.17769266184708712,0.0,0.0,0.1610823057768797
lonely,xzerocool277,2019/10/27,"Spark When the spark died, I was given the cold shoulder and not caring gf. Back to being lonely, it was fun while it lasted though.",3.7288461538461526,5.216507269230776,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,72.46153846153847,5.2,16.846153846153847,3.1291,-0.7179384615384614,103,1,20,0,2,32,22,26,0.251,0.546,0.204,-0.3875,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,5,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,2,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692026925286634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895409215348265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983158185393271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913831337800887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717410789388344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,1BitElectricTheWolf,2019/10/27,"It sucks. I hang around my family often, I still feel alone, I want to be cuddle by someone, other than my family members (I wouldn’t allow it anyway). I feel alone and I just wish that special someone, if there even is, which I doubt. Can just cuddle and never let go of me...",0.2325000000000017,2.5502272500000025,2.4907142857142865,91.45428571428572,89.0,4.628571428571429,15.142857142857142,6.1826913282559595,-0.4307928571428571,210,4,43,2,7,71,41,56,0.154,0.7,0.147,-0.1027,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,15,11,3,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,10,1,5,8,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,2,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4988777090374311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439973378999086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907334450420196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540873075946861,0.0,0.2435530994777573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687560701437546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24627644964858325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857515847194279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40812794294942417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923360974555772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205438271553408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769554999249416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FevaLone,2019/10/27,"I’m being social!!!? I have 1 friend that I consider really close, I’ve known him my whole life pretty much. We still only talk once or twice a week but I don’t complain because it’s better than nothing, plus he has school and stuff so I understand. And he’s the only person I feel semi confident speaking to, I don’t really have to think about what I say when we talk so talking once or twice a week is better than only talking to the people in my house and doing nothing everyday. He asked me to come over today so I did, I checked out some stuff he’s working on and went to into town for a bit, did a little shopping, Overall a good day for once. He’s a lot more social than me and he persuaded me to come to a Halloween party. As soon as he brought it up I said no,  but he seemed like he wanted me to go. I’ve never been to a party, I kinda hate the idea of them tbh. But i realised it will better than sitting alone all day. Hopefully. 

Now my minds gonna be fking racing more than usual, debating on going because I can’t cope around people. Haven’t fully made up my mind. But atleast I’m being social for once.",1.5322255851493125,3.2172368432203413,3.6928571428571435,88.60290960451978,78.87288135593221,6.020661824051652,21.407586763518964,6.868970318607317,0.5252807102502017,869,24,183,9,21,298,132,236,0.055,0.7829999999999999,0.161,0.9779,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,1,4,9,9,1,0,11,0,16,1,0,1,2,36,35,18,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,2,1,3,0,1,7,14,0,0,6,1,2,6,6,2,0,2,7,4,25,7,31,23,8,31,0,0,0,0,27,12,0,7,13,119,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175637134589063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746247239664699,0.09184958638406797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197834013432913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606798657036713,0.1072625014657233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926569057969887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267250010692387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04967766485441792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759069618013018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111674383066123,0.08240663033394671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700058287897226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758346169796617,0.0,0.1133661968313952,0.0,0.11091120317584656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939619997480112,0.047999516431949135,0.09847134541550208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352781732401597,0.0,0.09296561379901827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840703821345468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222434642914775,0.0,0.07577571372859071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854520042383066,0.0,0.0,0.4185280690349015,0.0,0.22416845834801166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622702225749486,0.08578726893788928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999545911796149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258816970496549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934573324143446,0.07813157716866606,0.0,0.09943327009719084,0.0,0.08944223275802354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004575594345936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846180737829146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249432815919224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158754153869458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295401539953357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312859854391928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022807118252891,0.0,0.0,0.10820743306949306,0.0,0.05794982721037389,0.0,0.15761890141068052,0.0,0.0,0.09107784105289676,0.0,0.10969154045935818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152646863574479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MyCatIsMyLife123,2019/10/27,Friendship Anybody looking for and in need of a friend? Someone to listen and talk to about anything when you don’t have anybody at all? Well look no further! I really want a friend to talk to and hang out with as I simply don’t have that and it would make my life better overall. We all need a friend nobody unless your super evil deserves friendship of some sort. I am introverted and shy but I’m also a nice person with a lot of love in my heart. I just can’t seem to make friends it’s one of my biggest struggles with having anxiety and aspergers a form of autism. I have been to groups and done courses but no friendships ever form. I’m very depressed and sad that I haven’t got anybody and my heart really aches from the lonliness and it weighs me down. It’s the most horrible feeling being so alone in the world.,2.9980895008605866,4.798237759036148,3.890912220309811,88.28554216867472,75.02409638554218,6.429604130808951,25.71256454388985,7.1686216300943375,1.139984165232358,652,23,131,7,14,209,100,166,0.179,0.628,0.19399999999999998,-0.3381,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,0,2,7,13,1,1,9,0,13,5,2,2,3,34,27,17,0,4,4,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,1,6,15,1,0,2,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,3,4,14,9,25,22,7,12,0,2,2,1,13,9,0,5,2,95,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039718964020686,0.0,0.12384838351695925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184740742854136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744368277156864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369687136101674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338811984262006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848437268601515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400875377730292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783062301175355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786044622471507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386258698759503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670401327454991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938828989716533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601012807998212,0.0,0.0,0.1316637668811074,0.13977498060159044,0.0,0.20675201961923925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296662463141692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049429883797763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522530985084838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984256137168158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409865798060574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121968345515836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190231250795206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489550690259807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778283483824995,0.09134552757472056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924549291319596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100142278526669,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,killmealready6,2019/10/27,"I really hate fortnite but i play it every single day because it's the only form of social interaction i really get. i have so many other video games i haven't even touched, like far cry 4, or dishonored 2, but i haven't because i get so detached and lonely playing by myself. i like playing with people who have no mics too because sometimes we do hilarious things and i just know everyone's laughing.

too bad most of them are PC and not ps4 because i'm never able to friend them.",4.095787923416792,5.2803503608247455,5.628718703976437,79.38855670103094,71.16494845360825,8.017083946980852,29.32106038291605,8.418075326091056,2.2172751104565536,383,15,72,6,7,130,68,97,0.257,0.608,0.135,-0.9294,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,2,0,6,10,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,13,11,8,0,0,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,13,7,5,11,3,3,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,2,4,48,18,1,0.21307105518140634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790543109255366,0.5195445503382062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340485490708099,0.1374132036634093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073142242633807,0.0,0.17952155366959094,0.2035985241853049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461816868754953,0.0,0.22264166429758572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103635547548345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709827963821348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20819150985384047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602060712944088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643335331697952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620501388149268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771664151497005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729975478907879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171991080867505,0.0,0.0,0.21073272178718452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415549413517395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GeizerMon,2019/10/27,I’m sitting in the backseat while my friends are showing each other memes and laughing in the front Love it. Yep.,3.5522727272727286,5.830645136363637,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,74.9090909090909,4.4,33.72727272727273,3.1291,1.3851090909090908,91,5,17,0,2,27,20,22,0.0,0.5720000000000001,0.428,0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6503024398470241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7596754153775201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,VRaggression,2019/10/27,"I constantly feel lonely but at the same time I feel like I hate humans I don’t know what is going on, but I think I can’t deal with this feeling.. I have friends who love me, but they don’t realize that I’m not ok. I expressed to them in so many ways, but they just want me to be happy all the time. I just can’t pretend happiness..I feel so lonely all the time, I don’t want them to help me bc I feel that they are not really interested in me.. don’t know what to do .. I really want to feel better but I can’t .. pretending I’m happy eats my soul, I feel like I’m a machine.
Is there anyone who felt the same ?",-0.13989331836047114,1.391721007299271,2.6455474452554744,94.86546883773157,83.45255474452554,6.259180235822573,17.837731611454238,7.321109707123232,0.0059358787198200424,466,10,118,7,13,164,65,137,0.113,0.625,0.262,0.9742,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,5,1,5,12,1,0,5,1,13,2,0,0,2,29,33,7,0,3,9,0,8,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,1,0,12,2,0,1,9,3,0,0,1,8,24,9,10,31,4,10,1,2,0,1,13,4,0,0,6,75,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084124368007447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401985309477824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130438260820088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634277107092922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220608173953452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5610692176352431,0.22649420339217735,0.15220457269516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247257191718815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009087300302678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374961138279105,0.0,0.1565062094535097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625297297044936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423748045199558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489025219031566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307097166270752,0.0,0.0,0.1607149414501783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310462741649546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157355788626647,0.0,0.0,0.27730379579542563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28049855555499625,0.12582622195744014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,broskymchoesky,2019/10/27,"I have to imagine conversations where people care about me I’m sick today and I think I have the flu and it’s the first time I’ve ever had the flu. I asked a friend of mine to get me medication and he completely ghosted. He’s super flaky in general so I shouldn’t have expected him to but it still makes me sad because he’d make time for me all the time a few years back. It’s jarring how little we talk now. 

I’ve always done this thing called maladaptive daydreaming where I just kind of imagine conversations with people for my own entertainment. I was kind of the weird girl growing up so I had to make up my own friends a lot of the time. I guess I never grew out of it.

Right now I have a celebrity crush dating fantasy (ew I know) but I’m sick right now and I’m stuck on the whole idea that if I had a boyfriend (who would be this particular celebrity), he would get me medicine in a heartbeat and then he’d stay in my apartment with me because he didn’t want me to feel lonely while I had the flu. He’d still get his work done and make sure I got out of bed and at least got onto the couch so I could be in a more interactive setting but for the most part he’d just stay with me to make me feel better.

Isn’t that the most pathetic and lonely fucking thing? I have to imagine people caring about me because nobody fucking does. If this gets worse and I got to the fucking hospital nobody will care",2.176406779661022,3.796052810169492,3.532,90.7569830508475,76.83050847457628,6.618305084745763,23.325423728813558,7.404127859558343,0.7731803389830509,1109,34,247,14,25,363,139,295,0.132,0.758,0.11,-0.7787,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,4,17,18,3,0,19,0,25,9,0,6,4,51,54,20,1,8,7,0,2,0,2,4,6,0,2,1,12,15,0,0,8,2,0,2,4,7,0,1,12,2,39,11,33,31,11,40,0,3,0,3,21,17,3,6,18,168,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366846310269295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400383184947116,0.0,0.0,0.07731933852991818,0.0,0.18388921215957094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893128874013531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267623834238868,0.0,0.30756260180952577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542830050358716,0.0,0.0,0.08028368777711431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879949360163911,0.20580202787409388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909562844113846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168561530853262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553064934571322,0.0,0.0,0.155374576071287,0.2788799244752467,0.2101399528487132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412651589656806,0.0,0.11077087897049523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351252089441415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942173283376725,0.05526150516228072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078089799689832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548688354074202,0.0,0.0,0.33560079286967565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129694648799914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775529616631097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088895061917522,0.0,0.20913314797249305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717440655477523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143530372411679,0.1606041102145645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477036586896458,0.0,0.0,0.08082099387267051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360638852123174,0.06443054248628911,0.0,0.0,0.23453392619645086,0.0,0.09531284203385397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930898578041729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226425213864184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320405453221852,0.0,0.10247247956639,0.14286046506261846,0.0,0.0,0.064753076681487
lonely,whatpsr,2019/10/27,"why the fuck can't i talk to anyone? it's like people are on a different planet. i can't fucking build strong connections. loneliness is killing me, fucking save me",1.9987500000000007,4.755171375000003,3.3862500000000004,85.03375000000003,85.25,6.95,26.75,8.07648339933343,2.2560375,132,6,24,3,4,43,27,32,0.344,0.505,0.151,-0.8232,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,3,0,1,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639157512602395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934504764405904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7789823048287271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107422124256326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721941214915973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947206274411717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22575351812772546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534424441725718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Milldor,2019/10/27,"I think I'm voluntarily alone I don't go out, I stay home most of the time. Though i don't get attention at school, but maybe that's because I don't talk much. I'm an introvert so I can't stand going out. I don't think I'm ugly, just short. What to do? I'm a male",-2.753333333333334,-1.0813717301587251,1.0003174603174614,100.35857142857144,99.63492063492063,4.704761904761905,13.349206349206348,6.42735559955562,-0.9182507936507937,203,4,57,3,9,74,40,63,0.031,0.895,0.07400000000000001,0.4684,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,15,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,5,15,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,29,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078427641509979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811898993704451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529147875187108,0.0,0.33784764839023546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981479817904523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29860954574957693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21849975730926047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30081470388957754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31680981818912296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23890386349746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809085929198584,0.2920289807990466,0.0,0.17331839910875885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nightdesires,2019/10/27,To people who are feeling lonely right now: Let's send each other some hugs <3,5.704374999999999,6.236885687499999,5.400000000000002,84.845,67.125,6.4,22.25,3.1291,0.1583249999999996,65,1,12,0,1,20,16,16,0.13,0.625,0.245,0.29600000000000004,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,3,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190719120561295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6452793896055093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374824842591837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5389032383031299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tiredoflife1312,2019/10/27,"a slightly different perspective on being lonely So I was talking to this girl on instagram in the DMs. Sure, she's attractive, but has a boyfriend. Anyway she's one of these art ho types that is sensitive and has her own plethora of issues. She's actually quite nice and insightful, anyway I asked her how she was doing and she said not too good. We went on to have a little chat about loneliness that ended up pretty much blowing my mind, giving me an a-ha moment and making me feel as if I had put another puzzle piece in place.

Anyway she said something like everyone is fundamentally lonely. We're brought into the world alone, and we pretty much die alone. Unless we're gonna find a way to merge our consciousness with that of another like some sort of weird spiritual surgery, then we're in this vessel for the foreseeable future. It sucks. I want to just jump into the void and be one with god again, but i guess that's not why I'm here.

I realised that even though human beings are basically doomed to loneliness, this isn't actually all bad. Think about it. You're in this body, you have this soul. That means that this is the only soul you can ever truly know 100%, the person who's thoughts and feelings you know inside out, every disgusting crevice and charming cranny. Sure, you can get to know other souls, but even if you're in a forever relationship with your soul mate, there are still things you don't know about him/her, intricacies that they can't even articulate to you. Some things are lost inevitably, which is why people often get lonely inside of relationships, which was something that blew my mind before but makes more sense and seems more realistic now.

I am the only soul I will ever know fully. And from that lens, if you are lonely, maybe that's a good thing. Maybe it's a signal. A signal that says, hey, you're out of touch with yourself, you feel like a stranger inside of your own soul and body, let's fix this. So you get hit with loneliness, because inside of that solitude is the only way that you can begin to find yourself and reclaim your fragmented soul. And once the pieces start to come together, you begin to feel at home in the world, within yourself, like you really like yourself and like spending time within your vessel, and maybe you don't want to leave anymore. And maybe because of your own newfound connection to self, you can appreciate and connect that much more to beauty, to the world, maybe even to others. 

In that sense loneliness is therefore, a gift. It is packaged disgustingly and looks like this vile and unwanted thing that never wants to leave you, but if you decide to open it, you might be incredibly surprised at what you might find.",7.4682601445247325,7.205023844357978,7.1113090605892175,76.77409533073931,63.47470817120622,10.066592551417457,31.00305725403002,9.516144504307137,2.6073493051695387,2152,65,400,35,28,677,241,514,0.128,0.732,0.14,0.4363,1,10,2,0,0,0,62.0,3,23,1,2,24,27,4,0,22,0,37,3,2,4,6,88,75,35,1,8,13,0,5,7,1,4,0,3,1,4,41,32,0,0,19,2,1,5,7,12,0,2,10,9,47,15,57,55,14,46,8,6,1,1,51,25,1,13,21,273,88,1,0.0,0.0,0.14381451449626784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526336910906976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453314502255847,0.0,0.0,0.07307706826594708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888679897644727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061525032096954875,0.0898370413400326,0.0,0.06270166446951891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369786746423878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347427386235778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647480733128255,0.0769865620797613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526424303010231,0.0,0.0,0.1946765813422763,0.13330706114033505,0.062083935739267536,0.0704104740280626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903214906754125,0.05264154977526984,0.0,0.0,0.2020439922553741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154942442558328,0.07068667017156231,0.0,0.12360924423554424,0.0,0.0,0.08117383219339265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391342635163789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690941474545403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248047990989154,0.0,0.0,0.15604642996216872,0.0,0.07534929474220142,0.0,0.2519960316328144,0.07385309007504277,0.0,0.0,0.06187798339071246,0.0,0.08043736558622827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837243397383792,0.0,0.3701392599593341,0.0802660471255352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633916522231214,0.14880443445625902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250385754158367,0.0,0.05683146287769982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847356774436404,0.09986356809881562,0.16812538994468626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108484352978982,0.06434008668642045,0.0769865620797613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993103617410414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407514336064208,0.0,0.07837451330133406,0.0,0.0,0.04720536858605694,0.0,0.0,0.15822314698027778,0.0,0.0,0.14018520331668433,0.05859835043377251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708129399998382,0.07687094310117122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134547186891678,0.0,0.0,0.052155584342563316,0.0,0.058846021685892175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388970431118962,0.0,0.0,0.059226304379789485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958157714840638,0.04721524368606268,0.0723964738423241,0.05849873840256651,0.04296710865181266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038637150967028,0.1169776043184248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830799326177478,0.13298095609593127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TypicalWealth,2019/10/27,"How can I make friends? Hello everyone. 

I'm wondering how can i make friends. I'm often shy when I try to talk to people. It's like nobody is going to talk to me. I would like to have some friends to hang out with. I have been feeling alone lately. It's really hard to make friends nowadays. Back in the old days It was much easier to make friends then it is now.",0.0973881673881678,2.274942259740264,1.9986147186147207,95.97189033189034,87.44155844155844,5.500144300144299,20.243867243867246,6.937597516519254,0.3162681096681097,282,9,65,4,9,93,46,77,0.066,0.647,0.287,0.9590000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,6,0,13,18,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,7,11,15,2,11,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,3,9,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282954418766633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831462260102072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761893276210337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594537882868408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437573057624001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6446262497016305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483746554380412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948494856346595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882394052152972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305091143557546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455546557994728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226704599181426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510457755199085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568835371878025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690277195866398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682515273458613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329544767709122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096606637724846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854140896473855,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,souishere,2019/10/27,"I keep pushing everyone away but then I complain about feeling lonely Basically I don’t talk to anyone, social interactions feel like a chore, I don’t answer my friends calls, I don’t write back, sometimes I make plans and cancel them last minute. And then I complain about being alone and lonely, and I dont even dare reach out to my “friends” because I’m usually never there. I feel like my existence is futile.",3.8875406871609393,6.138941189873421,4.6443399638336365,81.8660759493671,73.81012658227849,7.0459312839059685,27.74141048824593,7.957251820313856,1.928806871609404,330,13,59,5,7,106,52,79,0.254,0.563,0.183,-0.6609,0,5,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,6,8,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,14,12,7,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,3,13,4,6,11,0,9,0,2,0,0,10,2,0,0,8,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22478713278717455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175883964992395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391545219708124,0.16688973083116074,0.0,0.13230506840661446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162126714375413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543683001591577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143352330104944,0.0,0.0,0.20739023556141506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292245890400777,0.3101056642186497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33536786102365845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929143937289266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691589787998138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206875856908106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487533663281996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739399409253333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124410955377455,0.0,0.0,0.2146572966912338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744478699555573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23903799147151614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,suman7421,2019/10/27,I am here if you need someone Are you sad or depressed? I'm always here for u then. I am also going through a very very tough situation. I love to make people happy. If u r in bad situation too let's chat me we can talk about each other lifestyle and be good friends,0.5073684210526324,2.5410438596491254,3.0202631578947354,90.32934210526315,84.08771929824562,5.203508771929825,21.780701754385966,6.42735559955562,0.3462070175438594,208,7,46,2,6,72,47,57,0.18100000000000002,0.605,0.214,0.4926,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,2,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,8,11,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,4,5,9,1,3,0,2,0,1,7,1,0,3,1,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846636246635834,0.19609751424985025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677580531115446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029834627556752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820791670799973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339375083017979,0.19767001941601792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25087662623788537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409900108489023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21270267249132305,0.0,0.1573125137514426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474738383729885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338490013183166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5298091373030231,0.0,0.0,0.1996836431974439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942377342560454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889072329201072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nthrny,2019/10/27,"I'm this weird cycle of wanting to date and wanting to be alone. I'm sorry if the title is vague, I'm a 21M and I recently graduated from college and I have a great job that I enjoy. I moved to a completely new city for my job and I don't know anyone other than my colleagues in this city.

I am also completely inexperienced in the dating world, mostly because of my fear of rejection. 

So back to the title, there are times when I feel like I could live my whole life without a partner. I work on weekdays, come home relax a bit, hit the gym, make dinner and catch up on some more work before I sleep. I hike on the weekends and watch movies when I can. I feel like I could stick to this routine for my whole life, sure I'd love to add some friends to mix but I'm fine without them too. 

Now this is what eats me away, I feel really alone for sometime, I feel like I could use an affectionate touch, and a cuddle while I'm watching a movie. When I'm on a hike, I always see these couples doing stuff together and then I feel really alone. Most the times these are fleeting thoughts that just pop in my head. Although, they come back to haunt me when I'm falling asleep. I try to tell myself that dating someone would just mean that I would become a burden on someone and vice versa. I'd lose my independence and freedom to do anything. However, as I am typing this out I am realizing that the only actual reason that I can come up with is that my companion would get bored of me, despise me and eventually leave me. So why should I put myself through this cycle?

I keep having this debate with myself as I rot away. I don't know what this post has digressed in, but thanks for reading it. I'd really appreciate any thoughts you have on this.",3.736179775280899,4.649855449438206,4.978768539325845,84.7302764044944,71.75280898876404,7.7184719101123616,26.03775280898877,7.9765259561132025,1.3966302471910113,1364,42,285,18,25,453,181,356,0.098,0.79,0.11199999999999999,0.8355,3,3,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,2,3,14,19,1,1,17,0,26,9,3,4,1,55,56,26,0,10,7,0,6,3,3,4,2,0,1,1,23,18,2,1,12,4,0,7,4,7,0,0,2,9,47,12,42,45,8,41,0,2,3,2,8,16,0,5,20,193,70,8,0.0,0.0,0.0895947976098718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285267131268735,0.0,0.07342163778430875,0.07639453785407392,0.0,0.0,0.0624349805998593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419674811872478,0.0,0.07555305647627722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251988684691352,0.1411947803302168,0.0,0.05596744921694802,0.10139860838059228,0.07812483959113074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023439869537322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23726247966212494,0.19252525969854326,0.0,0.0,0.2199120790862001,0.10158769839826498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394610369777097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331348288587748,0.23211331067381785,0.19677050043962108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093335106843011,0.0,0.04796772878106575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122252273232688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422510510479833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209443842052556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822175297562928,0.08160629569427921,0.0,0.0,0.1009144184424986,0.0,0.0,0.09721514103895516,0.0,0.0,0.1296983807233114,0.13456341036655495,0.0,0.08107125247035436,0.0,0.0,0.10271360417961807,0.0,0.0,0.08286347956760738,0.0,0.061284901201715675,0.0,0.0,0.10000965858482083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758111379610387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867213621061598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982679663424304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793005520866486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229593411437198,0.0,0.0,0.09183636351354996,0.0,0.1764504282219829,0.09439753170396807,0.09065279781365207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316189297895323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187782319317182,0.0,0.15558320254534455,0.0,0.09080393892917073,0.10277547769572333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510222241150824,0.0,0.0,0.08653126918245048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080247313499718,0.08452771051979087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577617971228615,0.10707206896395507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062333994064419335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929567336545289,0.0,0.0,0.10830562415680346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284561463850995,0.20500856216608893,0.0,0.17700605412550285,0.0,0.13367975716655092,0.0,0.0,0.1956608045856206,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,peachycleo,2019/10/27,"Being by myself in college has made socializing exhausting It's my first year in college, and I have made zero friends! I've been alone for the past few months. My week basically consists of going to class and going back to my dorm. In the beginning of the school year, I actually made attempts in going outside of my dorm more by going to the campus gym and working out, but that ended really quickly because of anxiety. It's hard to socialize and even be around people now because of me isolating myself. I love being alone, but at the same time, it sucks. I feel that I have to put on another identity when I socialize with other people because I am the ""me""-est I could be when I am alone? I don't know if that makes sense...",5.453255633255637,5.979817013986014,6.615058275058278,75.93574980574982,67.67132867132867,9.712198912198913,31.97280497280497,9.725611199111238,3.044699145299145,575,23,107,12,9,194,84,143,0.10800000000000001,0.8370000000000001,0.055,-0.5562,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,7,4,1,0,6,0,12,2,0,4,0,18,25,9,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,7,7,0,0,2,1,0,5,1,2,0,2,4,2,17,2,22,16,3,27,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,1,14,82,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.13220531891720785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.420937744959253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205870521863534,0.10363899304741107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060262308312712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041729065803742,0.0,0.2477552716261949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816679585918994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999178377657768,0.0,0.0,0.08948081357509748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850088416111316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523606530340498,0.0,0.0,0.10466864762284817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079771966172022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136014794115994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445422741858561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227264344663268,0.38457283130008063,0.09043147732150997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813588425843863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293274507778486,0.18784440650785053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619109289675654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678958212783118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710924087613613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143030582148935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789973157043287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867091014418673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862835454985998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448458137862166
lonely,nightspacexylan,2019/10/27,"I (19 m) can’t even imagine someone being into me or wanting to be with me It’s weird but I can’t even imagine it or picture it in my head. I can imagine all types of unrealistic situations in my life, but I can’t seem to even paint a picture in which someone wants to be with me. It just seems like such an impossibility I can’t even think of it.",2.9648684210526355,3.2189752236842137,5.553789473684212,82.3175263157895,73.07894736842105,7.658947368421052,29.673684210526318,7.554174236665415,1.5968347368421054,271,11,63,3,5,98,43,76,0.02,0.932,0.048,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,8,2,1,0,1,17,13,4,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,11,10,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,1,48,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6223168980216179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417432988421689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637664864193508,0.11507832825545256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288735965005411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26476921113694724,0.0,0.0,0.39916322285774347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509315798924217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778681842562621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ricko36504,2019/10/27,So im 27 m been single for 4 lonely years now and would really just like a girl around my age to chat with. So I've been single for going on 4 years now if you're being in a relationship / marriage 7 years and loneliness is really just starting to take its toll on and we're just really appreciate nice girl my age to chat with. I know little to no chance of anything to become of it but you never know that and honestly it would just be nice to have somebody to talk to for a change.,1.7146494066882418,3.3636397961165017,3.881100323624597,87.62083063646173,78.2233009708738,7.2962243797195265,19.211434735706586,8.167268648758528,0.6941421790722764,381,8,84,7,9,131,61,103,0.05,0.8,0.15,0.8834,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,18,13,8,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,4,19,7,2,15,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,10,56,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810734334516699,0.19588145291695397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24301590197691245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327721951249161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250532931963816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376799904406401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418554732845153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749999125752878,0.22053698783176914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970772142892854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228880519506707,0.0,0.0,0.2362396495856679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574480983567748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544202146126366,0.17685909628228547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31261893147772124,0.0,0.0,0.425093904738204
lonely,fishes1397,2019/10/27,"I'm bored can someone please talk to me? I'm also kiiiiind of hungover xP 
Mostly just nausea though. I just want something to distract me from that and from the crippling sense of isolation I feel.",3.0276315789473682,5.6872799210526335,4.262368421052631,81.4240789473684,78.73684210526315,5.905263157894738,27.921052631578952,7.1686216300943375,1.711557894736842,159,7,28,2,4,52,29,38,0.17,0.68,0.15,-0.2023,0,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,6,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450981355000887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181969053144883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736955019325263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656379422593436,0.3322164870625746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468512373938136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42398064167798794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545303407047809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CreepyAssassinCR33P,2019/10/27,Anyone else who's stuck in their home for whatever reason and have a lot of free time? Would be cool to hear others stories i guess. And maybe find a new friend? Idk.,0.8288235294117641,3.2001227647058816,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,86.05882352941177,4.576470588235295,14.382352941176471,5.985473137389443,-0.9108588235294116,130,2,29,1,4,40,32,34,0.091,0.6659999999999999,0.244,0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,4,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419732149740769,0.29922386941595136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439573624025723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26691425405708835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22562514017410065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217089401223466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291441203588081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29293442738720504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482772995380849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933879202240736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820487522541624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30026011744813913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028767289887184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745293902074305,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,El3monstaur,2019/10/27,"Advice for spending my birthday alone? So 25th birthday is in a couple of days and not only do i not have anyone to celebrate it with, it is also on the weekend, so I will literally have nothing to do. Any advice for spending my birthday alone?",5.41,5.869394999999997,6.875,74.27000000000002,67.75,8.066666666666668,34.75,7.793537801064563,2.7902000000000005,192,9,33,2,3,66,33,48,0.087,0.8390000000000001,0.07400000000000001,0.264,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,8,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454029385673362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5780594040562779,0.0,0.22317012826015525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897754265482854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951304403427858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087828106994359,0.0,0.17997540996255668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677727319505888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122433608283001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hsarda21,2019/10/27,A Girlfriend without anything Sexual I mean what I basically need is a girl really close to me who is like my best friend. But I don't want a relationship or anything close to that. All I want is someone with whom I can share everything. Someone I can wait to tell something about. To know there is someone who got you. It's really hard to get this because most of the girls want relationships when they devote this much time and relationships don't work out good.,5.537999999999999,6.5300948000000005,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,67.66666666666666,9.555555555555557,30.555555555555557,9.725611199111238,2.7545555555555548,372,14,72,8,6,120,63,90,0.086,0.753,0.161,0.8669,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,2,3,6,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,17,17,4,0,4,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,10,6,10,16,4,5,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,2,3,49,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27589532314744675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218751039077112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592047329646918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065771588727106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295128266657261,0.0,0.08758131470734452,0.0,0.0,0.14060259266448433,0.13407140989512004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016622609920208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921267033557134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189700791822613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826014615423838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322953044292635,0.12429773266298892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147799625158993,0.0,0.0,0.5399252658458634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261046469646169,0.1290520599520797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465186156742105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774814032888107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29662282939681106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159221340483998,0.0,0.12203880796443416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rypgamer,2019/10/27,I feel broken I am an 9 yr old male that is preferred to as female. My parents don't know I am a Transgender and I am scared to tell them. I have depression and anxiety with very little phobias. I have 2 friends that I only see at school. I normally stay inside and look at twitter/reddit posts. I'm interested in other males too. I feel like I made very bad life decisions so far and regret them all.,1.5760542168674725,3.591665566265064,3.8104668674698807,86.22244728915665,80.08433734939759,7.041566265060243,23.62801204819277,8.07648339933343,1.4165674698795183,314,11,65,6,8,108,61,83,0.24600000000000002,0.6609999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.9217,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,1,1,14,14,6,0,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,13,3,7,13,1,8,0,2,2,0,7,5,0,0,2,39,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716029727748868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729650595967293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932051213390627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268442603331299,0.1602531198305257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330785026241158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327953393798376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844272973927592,0.1095906463524633,0.22482598145714966,0.0,0.0,0.18837097178019568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225550718270386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978441847686936,0.0,0.0,0.23538444114469095,0.0,0.0,0.17060426207295334,0.0,0.0,0.24907905252705756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483503333950327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22458186514496956,0.2270222108245457,0.17875273340856168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390935828809032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606418112903246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37017236826041705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ajh1990,2019/10/27,Lazy Sunday cuddle Feelinh very lazy this Sunday and wishing I had a gf to cuddle with. Which is a little strange as I've never had a gf and don't even know what cuddling is like.,5.670526315789478,4.614045526315788,6.414736842105262,82.91315789473686,67.42105263157895,7.6,29.52631578947368,3.1291,1.1715368421052623,142,4,29,0,2,47,28,38,0.17800000000000002,0.7070000000000001,0.115,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,0,1,6,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086431760438043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568124752360906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282961676887683,0.4683511930247837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604058193512089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38556635931470223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5373648576136878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_fvsie_,2019/10/27,You know what's harder than making friends? Keeping them,3.2070000000000007,5.917039700000004,1.6999999999999993,91.78000000000004,102.0,2.0,25.0,3.1291,0.266,47,2,7,0,2,13,10,10,0.0,0.721,0.27899999999999997,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288103323140307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6083774655363104,0.0,0.0,0.3761600597466028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568808392972638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jakeoosuu1,2019/10/27,"I don’t have anyone to talk to or nothing feel like I’m gonna do something to my self soon.. I don’t even know how to start this off, 

I’m 19 years old, I don’t really have any friends or nothing I’m just a lazy piece of shit to my parents witch is somewhat true, I can’t hold a job that long I just see no point in working I rather be dead then work. So my parents are always complaining how I don’t have a job witch is fair, and how I don’t hang out with anyone, and how I don’t do anything..

This morning I kinda over heard them say that, and it really hit me how much my parents really hate me in a way or see me as failure..

I think I might just kill my self to end this all, I really don’t like anything in life and know it’s just going be easier if I end up soon then just keep on messing everything up..",1.694527112232031,2.1788256994535544,3.763387978142077,93.15348045397228,76.15846994535521,7.160823875577973,22.82009247583018,7.321109707123232,0.5295358554014289,625,16,158,7,13,215,95,183,0.166,0.762,0.073,-0.9496,5,0,1,0,1,2,16.0,0,0,1,2,15,11,3,0,4,0,19,2,1,5,2,32,35,17,2,2,10,3,1,2,1,2,1,2,0,2,7,6,0,2,4,0,0,2,9,7,0,0,1,5,23,4,18,29,4,23,0,0,2,0,11,10,1,7,12,101,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063972695345967,0.0,0.0,0.08695531965858075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881798632985196,0.0,0.21045061963524644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265079996061872,0.0,0.0,0.0844562829558744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492043177681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465441947041714,0.09134965474330434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879128907142756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267091184757105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624418624971456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537805473009324,0.11365586182731514,0.14146812728086214,0.0,0.1405469406656149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031767165329484,0.12494069030269372,0.0,0.0,0.11316006051425236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564882518546084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939984438417412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453875501809566,0.0,0.134177028523705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259502493841982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087755654779225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276646786255921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168657844429577,0.0,0.0,0.20379011027757374,0.0,0.2667905539279191,0.0,0.1312557133791407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843982011831898,0.0,0.0,0.0905063517880449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277627615282134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193330606252458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014964777139504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618034160685049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234345770662105
lonely,JustTerriblyDepresse,2019/10/27,"They call me a Social Butterfly... If you met me, for some reason I’m easy going and great to talk to. Whatever friends I have consider me this social creature who can socialize and befriend anyone. 
But I feel lonely. I may have 1 or 2 actual friends and the rest are just more associates or acquaintances. The rest could easily be counted up to 30 or 40 people. 
People like interacting with me; I’m just funny and always have something to say. 
Although I’ve tried getting into the dating world, it hasn’t worked out at all. The people just saw me as a friend and my interactions with them is weird because of social norms but I’m just this outgoing person who can form weird friendly bonds with. 

But in the end, I feel lonely. Rather I may have good friends and all these people to interact with. I haven’ seen anyone this weekend. The only one friend I try reaching out to turned me down. I’m never invited to anything. I get it as a guy I’m suppose to make plans and they see me so extroverted that I would have plans, but I’d like to be invited, even if I can’t go . 

I have a lot of problems in my life, from school to financial, family, etc. but feeling this fucking lonely is the worst one of them all. 
I don’t get it. How do normal people feel not lonely? For those who aren’t dating anyone. I have friends but I can’t see them that often, people regard me as some social butterfly. But maybe I am because I just feel alone...",2.486129723934603,4.485062519163762,4.009773519163765,85.9752124095417,77.11846689895471,6.924095416778343,23.233583489681052,7.882392219407189,1.2251255427499328,1121,35,223,18,26,372,144,287,0.08,0.762,0.158,0.9648,1,9,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,5,3,10,20,1,0,11,0,25,2,0,3,4,55,48,25,0,7,19,0,5,2,7,3,1,1,0,2,14,14,0,0,6,1,0,2,7,9,0,2,3,10,32,11,31,39,12,16,0,4,4,1,30,9,1,11,7,159,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0888717571307703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432166406915428,0.0,0.0,0.07577802501265578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103601859458594,0.0,0.07494333448784148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103157073239006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299325299862607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271245430928208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806615100876392,0.0,0.10156777942333688,0.060151264692231116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585324561334358,0.0,0.2302401291517588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4925263744946972,0.08419329142959006,0.1427418708251816,0.0,0.10351502815374604,0.07638568868585542,0.0,0.10040564515366512,0.0,0.09017420055535523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432584982270383,0.08898497862087912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742495749268566,0.0,0.0,0.06079032489250269,0.0,0.09149264670784717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702392520524679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922984045767048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342357517078573,0.06926328623141377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378821274596233,0.07951932498324646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714225369098172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363573259989026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242298715473737,0.0,0.09216829742802607,0.14514293591833569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464174980121481,0.0,0.07011058821149273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319908921613505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366190290659401,0.0990586485375298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630047295791344,0.0,0.0,0.0646939330148058,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Critical_Trinket,2019/10/27,"What I hate You know what I hate? Having close friends that don't even have the decency of saying 'I can't make it this weekend's or 'I have other plans' when you ask if they wanna hang out. They are pretty much my only friends. But they have tons. So I feel like they can say 'hey let's hang out' and I'll always say yes cause I really wanna see them but when I call I get ignored or they already have plans. I hate the feeling of loneliness that comes with this. 

Then you go on social media and of course they are having fun while you are starting at a smartphone on your room alone. 

Making new friends is really hard. I've never been one of those people that people gravitate to. Quite the opposite I think they are repelled. I do suffer from some trust issues and depression so that may be why. 

I'm starting to think what I always thought that I should own my loneliness and just do stuff alone. Of course, being unemployed leaves you with little possibilities cause you don't really have the cash to spend. 

I dunno, maybe I should get used to not having friends, or a partner or anything.",2.4681413210445484,4.719834400921663,3.2851612903225806,89.91440860215056,78.2626728110599,6.160983102918588,20.93241167434716,7.2636822038024595,0.5862817204301081,863,23,174,11,21,273,122,217,0.155,0.7240000000000001,0.121,-0.8765,2,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,7,8,3,6,13,3,0,6,1,26,0,0,5,1,39,47,17,0,5,9,0,3,1,5,3,0,3,1,1,14,10,0,1,6,1,2,4,5,6,0,1,2,7,32,7,19,39,4,21,0,2,1,0,27,8,0,8,10,123,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418570887196289,0.1288479867755413,0.0,0.194307985332478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608384710474087,0.0,0.1091551972084442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922540628802787,0.0,0.0,0.2398901542485556,0.0,0.10057873183332797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056554733685373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711913219957922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807511644885475,0.0834136414009066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608351310486532,0.0,0.1220049626876114,0.0,0.06635761676564512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459436966316844,0.3458301175972909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186750521818228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416845329968475,0.0,0.0,0.12363238740428313,0.0,0.11939540302800647,0.0,0.0570432256508036,0.11702457845879205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587692547537682,0.0,0.11730149902672228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583231659595257,0.0,0.09005280591105258,0.11276790609770695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911985773567512,0.08880153318118986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618938970226573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162978898197414,0.0,0.11878728627560595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418904031885625,0.0,0.0,0.22439907473724013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27855763046305393,0.0,0.0,0.09304290874175808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902250713724034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528720100292735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336627045886182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963067851531406,0.0,0.09269470234726032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008434828590414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535808531749154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,klusterfook,2019/10/27,Why does every girl I like leave me? I don’t understand what I’m doing wrong I fall for these women thinking they actually like me just to find out they wanted to use me for a few months then leave and they all feed me this bullshit of how I’m so nice and so attractive and eventually I’ll find someone to like me but I think they just say those things to make me feel better in the moment and so they don’t look so bad for fucking with me.. it gets old and at this point I’m ready to accept that I’m going to be alone the rest of my life and I impossible to love maybe it’s time to just kill myself and get it over with,1.0899391727493928,2.5948148248175187,2.901916058394161,94.5916088807786,79.5839416058394,6.026520681265208,17.986009732360092,6.816661863887847,-0.2482501216545012,489,9,119,5,12,163,83,137,0.14400000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.3955,0,1,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,5,1,8,12,2,0,3,0,4,4,0,3,1,26,21,14,1,1,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,10,10,1,0,7,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,3,19,8,19,20,3,12,0,0,1,2,9,5,1,0,8,75,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.17046968336843216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092344213463613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585666512920298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449679128849794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528701029386255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718165137655392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832718780940584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193222001447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149566741017074,0.18253389159528924,0.0,0.0992788634035781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326570325326325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699374239046707,0.0,0.0,0.12338686221255085,0.25603028937068045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669340258233252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766218018824088,0.0,0.11660518224074895,0.0,0.17549695221932812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943379964799665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330501913398176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651360375144056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891841556252466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801204971096024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160545327443284,0.22386523834589298,0.0,0.0,0.1018616157456292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185572267027766,0.0,0.15087380843199738,0.0,0.0,0.10303514238306856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157628189053846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099322652490824,0.0,0.0
lonely,videokate11,2019/10/27,"Walking around in my house, without a goal. Just feeling a deep hole in my soul. Trying to find a fix, i'll just eat some brownie mix. For real tho im lonely af.",-1.3777142857142834,0.6359180857142874,1.3000000000000007,98.21000000000002,96.71428571428572,2.8000000000000003,18.42857142857143,3.1291,-0.8383142857142858,123,4,28,0,5,42,29,35,0.121,0.879,0.0,-0.4348,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,1,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,15,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125101809839549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35921323120364984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750214016485502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208546277401045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050661926017101,0.0,0.0,0.3791957621447693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39957335806067495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23834086290308246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384010307100081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fringe2,2019/10/27,i dont know what a relationship feels like. I've never had a relationship with anyone. Never even spoken to a girl in my life because I go to an all-boys school. Guess ill never be able to read social queues.,0.8337209302325591,3.1842928372093016,3.1314418604651166,87.92925581395347,85.74418604651162,5.300465116279073,15.576744186046513,6.742157984588678,-0.2177776744186044,164,3,34,2,5,56,34,43,0.073,0.862,0.065,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,3,7,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,5,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,20,4,2,0.22337951509117265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619215078417314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361700790658794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617991280430358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475400629753378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294739463354225,0.15958237021447128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695172620925874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460777199021389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276353961510432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577795576259865,0.10913194773840944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.516852158845807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343996476037498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796520035161894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260719949354109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22770728478978985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,heartbroken_soul,2019/10/27,I’m 15. F I wanna find someone to love Be under 18 Please..,-4.2938095238095215,-3.661403714285712,0.5585714285714296,99.36976190476193,121.85714285714286,1.866666666666667,11.809523809523812,3.1291,-1.737590476190476,44,1,11,0,3,17,13,14,0.0,0.7040000000000001,0.29600000000000004,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835411902339476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477487366857393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5807369180733233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482614904555476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shopgirll,2019/10/27,"venting to the void I've always struggled with feeling like a disappointment but lately it feels like i'm disappointing myself and it's a terrible feeling. i feel so lonely even around the people i love. That feeling of not belonging. I distract myself with a movie or a couple of seasons of any series, the famous ""distraction"" policy. Anyway, I'm still surviving life's ups and downs even if i right now i have a low self esteem and i feel defeated, i know that i will get through this.

 It feels nice to vent to strangers because people who really know me always say the worst thing trying to comfort me. However that's not the main reason I'm posting this, i was just watching ""you've got mail"" (obvious from my username, right?) I haven't watched it in a long time and as i'm watching i thought that it would be nice to have a friend to talk to about anything and nothing and share thoughts, interests or even snaps without it being personal or turning into a romance like meg and tom cause let's face it, it's a non realistic movie :D

my dms are open, i'm a 22 yo female :D",3.645901504787961,5.269748074418609,4.8195622435020535,83.03451436388511,72.90697674418605,7.663474692202463,28.926128590971274,8.313332769828598,2.101448700410397,856,35,165,14,17,282,127,215,0.127,0.637,0.23600000000000002,0.9790000000000001,1,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,10,21,0,3,15,0,10,3,1,2,1,36,30,14,0,2,9,0,7,3,1,2,1,1,0,2,16,12,0,0,12,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,4,11,17,11,22,21,2,16,0,5,3,1,9,9,0,4,9,104,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253938062201669,0.0,0.0,0.09210382256363184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114555532967808,0.12057028631570957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082562947285171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391341556249137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986174830240329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26837046417495863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793776207789727,0.19351668017003432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464058317758516,0.0,0.07076179311636806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832371495586468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488685285242314,0.0,0.15278218307001593,0.0,0.0,0.13849654345201592,0.09566525471906022,0.19850738084454994,0.0,0.0,0.1198601094886097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222398589023866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995830197584038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187794040431818,0.11826095575227093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971405012284848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676631153503818,0.13925484443133926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23132998500296215,0.0,0.1077072985863268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129342481351748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816253326965547,0.0,0.0,0.14159126155312066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886151577267153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998029642055654,0.0,0.0,0.21504841134289984,0.0789761344251887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195484764841423,0.1473197924409531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055929580845158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621266718896608,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Slurks2000,2019/10/27,"How can I feel comfortable in this loneliness? 18(M) Hello people, I dropped out of school about 4 years ago due to anxiety/OCD/agrophobia and maybe other things. I wasted a lot of time because of a false diagnosis from incompetent psychiatrists that led to me staying at home with extremely heavy doses of anti-depressants for 2 years or so... the point is right now, I can't see myself making any friends at all... all I have now to help me with this tiring brain is video games while I'm doing therapy and trying to heal. I've nothing interesting to talk about, barely any life experience or knowledge about it, me being so shy doesn't help neither does my near inability to concentrate in general. I feel SO lonely despite a loving family which I'm grateful for, but I do miss the little (and slightly toxic) social contact I had at school and online acquaintances. Now back to the title, is there any way for me to somewhat ""embrace"" the loneliness to feel better or maybe cope with it somehow? It does hurt me quite a bit and is making my recovery harder.

I've been hesitating for about a month to post here, I'm thankful for any help and kind words and I'm very sorry for the wall of text, and I'm sorry if I wasn't able to exactly explain what I'm looking for, and if I messed up my English while writing (not my native language).",7.772307692307695,6.69153223076923,8.230769230769234,71.67423076923079,63.23076923076921,11.230769230769232,35.384615384615394,10.389873798559362,3.574769230769231,1060,40,195,21,13,353,154,260,0.13699999999999998,0.763,0.1,-0.6931,0,3,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,2,15,11,0,0,10,0,14,6,1,4,3,38,31,21,0,2,7,0,3,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,10,13,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,5,20,7,39,27,6,29,0,3,2,1,12,12,0,8,12,127,30,2,0.12429704716206115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018183265449144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33810501759026623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557675686878747,0.0,0.0757703262665112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993063732244587,0.13570018284799987,0.0,0.0,0.13875661213442578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070568645864359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754636718907855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158636285787965,0.11717619391048192,0.0,0.18854496526058734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603159030525166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24994107193027346,0.0,0.12468007286530518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306255975966275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943624727433586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779468031095833,0.0,0.1245782952623226,0.0,0.0,0.1043782146048654,0.0,0.0,0.10567290459271468,0.112182937944485,0.0,0.16593848832613,0.0,0.249746181065883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992127171817558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926636906189772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861719220443874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750088592431135,0.0,0.11904221230392165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322052096828092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614899912887288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251590495261295,0.09904865379521677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670518648547227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27828073589758473,0.0,0.13248411402638868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990525822039996,0.0,0.11443602119187345,0.14214450602489076,0.0,0.08257743505442301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247860777057287,0.14286117087849426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438953595057874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255808134854902,0.0,0.09866121048592716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008644626719584
lonely,adventuresofzarek,2019/10/27,"Surrounded by people yet I feel so lonely. These past couple months have been extremely rough for me, like it feels as if every day between august and now has dragged on, and I've lived through at least a year's worth of time in those 3-4 months.

At the end of July, my ex-girlfriend of eight months broke up with me. Things just were not working out; we had different goals in life, wanted to move in different directions, and the situation was becoming increasingly toxic to the point where it felt like every night ended in an argument.

The first couple days were honestly pretty good; I felt very free. I truly did love her, but now I could do whatever I wanted. I could go out and party and theoretically have sex with anyone who said yes. I could flirt with anyone. I didn't feel confined to this toxic relationship that was failing despite how much effort I put in (that was never reciprocated.) I thought of her often, since this was my first serious relationship and I missed talking to her, but other than that feeling I'd say I was genuinely happy. I went out and bought a bunch of clothes for myself, because I wanted to look good. I held my head up high, and had a smile on my face.

As August began and went on things started to get a bit rougher. Despite being free from the chains that were holding me back, I was lonely now. I never realized how much of an impact being with her had on me; I always had someone to talk to, I had someone to cuddle with, and someone to hold me when I was alone and had nobody else. I spent so much time with her that I didn't even need friends, and distanced myself from everyone that I was close with. August, I didn't have that person. I got hugs and comforting from some of the friends who decided to take me in again, but it wasn't the same. It's never the same, even though I appreciated it.

I started drinking a little bit \[for clarification, I am under the legal drinking limit, so it makes all this a bit worse\] and unfortunately decided to try a few other things for my privacy I won't mention here, because it was better than this daunting feeling of loneliness that haunted me and just wouldn't leave me alone. It helped, even though at the time I realized that it was bad and I shouldn't be doing it. I even self harmed a couple times, mostly in late August, because the pain that I'd been going through before my breakup and the loneliness just got too intense.

September passes...October ensues...I've never been more lonely. I, once again, have begun distancing myself from everyone thinking that it was because I just didn't fit into my friend group, yet here I am realizing that it only made me more lonely. My relationship between my closest friends have become destroyed, my self confidence is at an all time low, and despite having that freedom of a single male, I don't use it. Ever. I haven't had sex or any intimacy other than a bit of grinding at my high school's homecoming dance, which only made me feel more lonely after the lights dimmed down and the crowd began to dissolve. Sex was never important to me, but being intimate (i.e cuddling, holding each other close to keep the cold out, kisses, etc.) always was, and very little made me happier than going on adventures with the love of my life hand in hand and seeing the world.

I have all these dreams of being able to travel the world, seeing everything from the endless fields of Montana, to the snowy forests of Alaska, to the bustling cities of London and Moscow and even the rural Ukrainian farms abandoned since the nuclear disaster. The hardest part is that every time I envision my future, full of travels and adventures, I envision a girl next to me seeing it all with me. I can't shake that wish, to be able to roam with someone, and go on the most spontaneous and fun adventures. I want someone who's always willing to have a cup of hot cocoa in the rain and go on long walks in the snow, or watch the stars begin to show after the sun puts on its' pajamas and tuckers into bed, or to lay in a huge empty field as the sun creeps back up over the mountains to the east. Even just staying inside all day, or eventually starting a family- things I never imagined myself doing four years ago- seem so amazing. Just to be with someone. Anyone. Even my ex-girlfriend, who wants nothing to do with me and is happily in another relationship.

I don't know what to do any more, to be honest. I've been sober/off the stimulants and drugs for at least two weeks now and haven't even come close to them. No alcohol since August. I haven't self harmed in at least a month, which is good. Though, every time the loneliness gets real bad, I start to think about how much easier it would feel if I had some kind of physical pain to reduce the mental pain I go through every day. I go to bed lonely, wake up and one of the first thoughts is of how lonely I am. Some nights I go to bed truly believing that I am better off dead, and wake up the same way. In the past, I lost someone to suicide, so I know how much pain it transfers onto others and that it's never the right path to take, but other nights I get so lonely that I seriously consider ending it all. I've texted my ex a couple times, and she responded out of kindness some of them. I just want to talk to her again. I just want to hold her again. I want to be so madly in love that I forget that lonely is a word in the first place. 

I'm just so worried that will never happen. Aside from my terrible acne, I'm a moderately good looking person, who has a bit of confidence, and a great personality, decent body, and loves adventuring. Unfortunately, that's not good enough I guess. Or maybe asking for someone who wants to grow with me, who's in it for the long run, is too much to ask for this day in age. Everyone says that eventually I'll find the person, but I just don't know any more. I don't know if there is a right person for me. Or anyone. Maybe some people are destined to die alone.

With love.",6.476179356357927,6.108248005952383,6.948482993197281,77.46977708006281,65.53911564625851,9.719916274201989,30.762375719518577,9.183201356169155,2.4641324856096287,4709,149,910,73,65,1543,438,1176,0.146,0.703,0.15,0.1911,2,21,4,1,0,1,147.0,1,0,2,12,56,65,2,1,66,1,88,29,7,11,15,184,170,72,3,20,27,1,13,2,4,6,8,3,3,10,71,64,3,9,26,7,5,22,27,29,0,8,52,24,111,38,161,100,44,171,0,15,6,12,55,71,0,19,78,661,182,6,0.0760253877049134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03369595954549905,0.04062400932988135,0.0,0.11810906040750008,0.0,0.0,0.0948888192559754,0.0,0.0,0.07754980599145607,0.03985962389213448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063174375231716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107347483113566,0.0,0.0,0.058458830377956676,0.06347802315103679,0.09268874140555687,0.08396406770871738,0.032346002701245706,0.042827288865869964,0.0,0.06723827728739573,0.207500082427456,0.04222353352166965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0327445698799515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105012876040944,0.16824129093900408,0.0,0.1225752141156685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039451174788468726,0.07943034897270201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447593678343135,0.04408265663727527,0.0,0.0317547280313891,0.0,0.10100389196395326,0.03927727418316088,0.04239420184731303,0.200856206266349,0.03438465785734099,0.16013667022368605,0.10896827392268958,0.034163358161939036,0.0,0.03583498472097886,0.0,0.13454252115819826,0.0,0.07299629456958033,0.0,0.03474291352313196,0.12933431188842404,0.0,0.0,0.1174740519033758,0.0,0.0595801908654844,0.0,0.17282791935379788,0.15941622051698187,0.06080444759895784,0.04190912916893148,0.04187526786747978,0.0,0.03361449963487816,0.04046521944911018,0.0,0.0,0.03901199055506251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025479107416104645,0.08032499619366984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033787428873844116,0.0,0.07916874219280724,0.08356312969393337,0.0,0.04287997438197263,0.04024995419005011,0.0,0.0,0.053698979673805235,0.03714216424195646,0.07619741106630322,0.033565905096554716,0.06728007573941629,0.06384217818895738,0.0,0.041495345722409836,0.0,0.171539701582487,0.10790559009504218,0.025373768319920085,0.0,0.07637772045622103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03830785472226513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136547828310988,0.04040147777529225,0.16766222266900666,0.028185930834501764,0.2345418632580588,0.0,0.04042693115669714,0.10701701439008708,0.0,0.03647420495945475,0.0,0.0,0.04048227835274661,0.02575838513067393,0.057820733184762226,0.16179274541281874,0.0,0.0,0.041164043132236566,0.07257483501626834,0.05270643134555289,0.16595609027006314,0.039715174486351014,0.0,0.03593428247904984,0.0,0.0,0.03867257545807021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642651299642207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04326676764186898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324562937596698,0.0,0.06492526570433496,0.03615877667298981,0.06045843973857401,0.0,0.03847087557955538,0.09087358644103237,0.03460532882633988,0.11896658984578627,0.0,0.0,0.0943334795012753,0.04272786055960015,0.0,0.0,0.25766425716266017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762232143612152,0.04051647389686523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041579717364718216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571616300778553,0.09165949027005964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101577887855127,0.048713998670698304,0.1120418361271509,0.06035566571948772,0.17732405980283078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025808123907060672,0.0,0.037132878433404064,0.0,0.0,0.032830762639635816,0.0,0.06272890687925649,0.2017878453820468,0.030172707034822117,0.030491490118093826,0.0,0.0,0.07047629606822119,0.0,0.0,0.04371272194667917,0.0,0.0,0.027673693853587224,0.038603735787239336,0.03873818255094276,0.027003127075317903,0.0,0.0,0.04895785709171762
lonely,VirginJr,2019/10/27,"Anyone willing to talk? Well this is a throwaway account but, I'm sitting here wondering if anyone is willing to talk with me. I can't bring myself to talk about my issues with anyone else (mostly because family wont understand and friends aren't close enough get it either) and it's been really eating at me for a while now. I just want to get my thoughts off my chest so I can take a chill pill.",2.6723809523809514,4.5083577901234575,3.9277954144620817,87.51222222222223,76.03703703703705,6.603880070546737,23.917107583774253,7.447530270364453,1.073199647266314,315,10,63,4,7,103,59,81,0.045,0.914,0.040999999999999995,-0.325,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,9,3,1,0,0,14,18,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,3,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,9,2,10,13,3,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360933682064067,0.21301217225322067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267303726651999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272766400182336,0.17366892488881056,0.0,0.0,0.21481027874683364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959841464788357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061854061720285,0.0,0.21723227445166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169875286801219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318234580023505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563105631183509,0.5012924410916866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504477012195878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642519048081404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262138352887808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869218498651702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254523880791633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,posttraumapleasure,2019/10/27,Alien I don't understand why there isn't a single social group in which I'm allowed to be unabashedly and unequivocally myself. Why can't I have just ONE social group (even consisting of only two other people) that will accept and understand my unfiltered self? Surely I am not the only person who feels this way,8.680282485875706,8.008014881355933,9.080000000000004,64.99197740112996,61.20338983050847,11.934463276836158,31.53107344632768,11.20814326018867,3.6475039548022585,254,7,41,6,3,85,48,59,0.0,0.899,0.10099999999999999,0.6705,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,10,11,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,5,2,3,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762696334486694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301392009200464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145689538580326,0.3399805031514353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495444333884695,0.19516125778194116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331708071147961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556828065152792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065655201884745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21833785214914525,0.4653658430625128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741269531053008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40336797771527705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kels513,2019/10/27,"I feel sad So I am 22, living with my mom, no car and no money. I am waiting to start my job as a medical assistant, which should be in a few weeks. But other than that I don’t really do much, I don’t have any good friends that I can hang out with, just a few that I message sometimes. My niece and I used to hang out all the time and text each other every day. I wouldn’t even call her my niece. She’s more like my best friend. But lately she’s been partying a lot and all of a sudden has all these friends and a car and a job, and doesn’t really pay attention to me anymore. Im glad she’s having fun but I also feel like a loser. And I feel like everyone gets a car handed to them at like age 15. Literally everyone has a car, and I sit at home and do nothing while my niece is partying and living it up every night. I don’t mean to sound jealous or bitter, it’s more of, what did I do in my life to mess up? Why does everyone else have a car and friends besides me?",1.1704131326949394,2.1794077813953514,3.5572366621067033,92.08474692202464,78.16279069767441,7.105335157318741,21.484268125854992,7.724431198458867,0.5924719562243501,743,19,183,11,17,259,112,215,0.102,0.725,0.17300000000000001,0.9268,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,4,17,2,0,12,0,21,3,1,1,3,35,29,20,0,2,5,1,4,4,4,2,2,1,1,0,10,17,0,1,5,0,2,7,7,5,0,0,2,6,28,12,20,24,11,25,0,2,0,0,12,8,0,2,13,125,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359110075591373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808994951888398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846640315664046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594162597806442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322722819055274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354097823201707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335914882473624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821196856040392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555830432625408,0.0,0.21828187986978326,0.3713359289409648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649417320357485,0.1850832474999954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40032143870561976,0.0,0.06767800304032004,0.0,0.0,0.1086499183715253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993668538838865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992274064176535,0.0,0.25709198342769635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612395467869374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149617490730223,0.25314193875274266,0.0,0.22876799092213726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012815955741756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411043247150067,0.0,0.13049541430754008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517127673020581,0.0,0.0,0.09522497537107877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215621789733822,0.0,0.12429473546228285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597009310402466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811591065673367,0.0,0.09168731702040823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755343643843346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187881851995643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390717775184477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688745541763974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,stifled_screams,2019/10/27,"Sad and Gloomy I have been stuck with myself this weekend, with a very bad anxiety attack yesterday. It's so hard making new friends. I have tried Bumble and Meetup to no avail. I wish I could talk to someone.",1.6248780487804881,4.2538061219512215,2.573853658536585,91.21443902439024,85.34146341463416,5.231219512195122,20.39512195121951,6.742157984588678,0.469454634146341,165,5,32,2,5,52,34,41,0.39299999999999996,0.493,0.114,-0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,7,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,5,1,4,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24412188001206314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630390519923827,0.0,0.0,0.2664474537661232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25478712966602024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465472336683239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858641000147981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301154716831489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082029758483821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703848585682093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564923163811458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665794113201253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633030564884116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669661681860037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ZanyUsernamer,2019/10/27,"It’s almost comforting, how lonely it gets now. Almost. 

I wish I could find solitude in myself, but I can’t. Every day I just wish I could wake up and share a hug, and a conversation with someone over a morning coffee. 

Work is my social outlet, and it’s not a healthy one. In fact, it’s been so toxic lately that I’m withdrawing very hard again. 

My whole life has been a train wreck, and despite getting back on the rails and chugging along, it’s still so lonely and reeks of despair. 

I don’t even know where I’m going with this. I’m just lonely. I just want a friend to go have a coffee with, and hang out.",2.424881889763782,3.7221634960629935,3.764574803149608,90.692531496063,75.45669291338584,6.024881889763781,21.361417322834647,6.2581,0.17686519685039315,472,11,103,3,10,155,82,127,0.149,0.7020000000000001,0.15,0.0423,0,6,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,12,9,0,0,8,0,9,3,1,1,1,28,20,11,0,5,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,12,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,2,2,10,4,12,16,1,16,0,4,0,1,4,7,0,2,6,69,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901117669967392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978289607949466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110508571809644,0.0,0.0,0.12562461779756676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865816881558031,0.0,0.1641205209174016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803620674889178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049568725989554,0.0,0.2035413863991448,0.0,0.22140937576786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449522168451684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070524973738043,0.0,0.21973367257680304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758723258837807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199598754401867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856574340705865,0.1650464882913036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556100975242834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072366278164293,0.11489327020420735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747812554058296,0.4480019902115697,0.0,0.0,0.14181077465315134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nonone77w,2019/10/27,"Everything is ok but i still feel lonely Only person i like talking to is in germany, it sucks but its whatever. I wish i had someone to talk to here i mean i do but there just random people i talk to every now and then. Mostly spend all my days playin rdr2 and its cool but sometimes i just feel like shit, i start thinking about all the shitty things i've done and how horrible of a person i am and it sucks like i know i deserve to feel the way i am but i dont like feeling this way",0.3435844155844165,2.3230383714285736,2.4051082251082256,94.82064935064938,84.33333333333333,4.961038961038962,19.069264069264072,6.1124844417494595,-0.1691904761904759,379,10,86,3,11,127,63,105,0.214,0.612,0.174,-0.7754,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,3,0,3,2,8,1,1,1,2,24,19,11,0,1,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,7,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,15,6,8,17,3,8,0,1,0,0,5,1,3,2,9,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266106613299473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876926349290487,0.20473622923671764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718447056811712,0.0,0.15700075994056156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533155186915918,0.12479908918947165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600545416796497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413802580052534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902894123913481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286016859492586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110855343585415,0.3050664067116464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931751933448611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801488480839184,0.0,0.17277359433236095,0.0,0.12364699462466015,0.0,0.13950823902744025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212293639270001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605675571136626,0.1119347631867734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773227334078993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008857130545496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MyGiftingTrouble,2019/10/27,"Had a bad car accident and no one seems to car Late last night, I was in a bad car crash. A drunk driver hit my car and totaled it and then the guy ran away. Thankfully, I wasn’t injured.


I wanted to tell me friends individually. I wasn’t driving my own car, it was my moms car. I was just starting to learn how to drive and this is probably gonna scare me for a bit out of driving.



Anyways, the next morning, I wanted to tell some friends since it’s pretty damn important. The first person I tell, just holy shit. For a bit of context, I’m 18 and we are internet friends for 5 years now. Although we never officially dated, we would always talk about what would happen if we lived closer. We even did the stupid contract of, “if you’re 30 and I’m 30, let’s get married”. I seriously sacrificed so much for this girl. I rejected other women and would convince myself to not have a crush so she could be my first girlfriend despite her being in tons of other relationships. It was mostly manipulation on her side, as in anytime I would tell her about a girl I found attractive, she would tell me how she would feel sad if we stopped talking or just point out tiny flaws for me to not like the person, just generally terrible things.

We told each other off earlier this summer but I reignited it (it was for a stupid reason. Her birthday came up and I had a gift ready which was a website about her and she wants to be friends again). I thought things would be different but apparently not...

I texted her about what happened and she seemed to be worried, saying the usual stuff like “are you okay?” and what not. But I swear to you, just out of nowhere, she brings up how her and this boy had sex...for no reason whatsoever. I wasn’t even done talking, she just interrupted me and told me that for no reason. She was the girl I used to love and someone I sacrificed 5 years I could’ve been dating other people for, all down the drain, I didn’t wanna hear about her having sex, especially not after this car crash. I just told her I didn’t want to hear it and she seemed really ticked off I said that.


The second person is someone I recently met, so of course I kinda didn’t expect this person to care as much as the first person. But just...they changed the subject to this party they wanted to attend before they asked if I was hurt. It’s so damn frustrating, I felt like I could’ve at least opened up a little bit more to this person instead of the other girl I mentioned, but I guess they didn’t wanna hear much.


The third person I told is also pretty similar to the first person. While I didn’t get hurt, I felt a little bit of pain from the whiplash of the seatbelt hitting my stomach. As soon as I was finished explaining that, she just went on about this boy she met and how much she wants him sexually. It was just so damn jarring, I didn’t know how to respond and said some awkward words and walked away.



I’ve had this problem for so long. I don’t know how to have people that care about me. I know I’m not hurt from the crash which is really important, but I could’ve been and I would’ve had no one to depend on or talk to. I don’t think I’ll talk to these people for a long time, this has already made a stressful situation just so much worse.",3.6070454545454567,4.720455628787882,4.54037878787879,87.0005681818182,72.25757575757575,7.378787878787879,25.113636363636363,7.720077496677588,1.131272727272727,2545,75,540,31,48,826,258,660,0.166,0.75,0.084,-0.9946,2,1,0,0,0,0,72.0,7,2,3,4,38,35,7,3,31,1,54,7,2,13,3,116,107,53,0,22,28,1,3,3,5,8,2,6,0,16,38,32,1,1,17,1,0,16,22,21,0,8,44,9,88,14,76,46,19,68,0,5,0,2,84,24,4,15,31,386,126,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059521521839144435,0.0431339074922279,0.044880433454636964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042440799495554,0.0,0.1013523678358308,0.0,0.09007134506047527,0.0,0.0,0.04589695497761232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355437122536818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061690285676035,0.10998602796297127,0.0,0.057058866311803035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225925148648547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635334888715227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055196927697213335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125059888486315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027272489071222848,0.0,0.1035771769493956,0.0,0.0,0.18351730025592494,0.0,0.059139833140649224,0.16668833305449784,0.0,0.05636037654003274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941838630697813,0.053406739047023234,0.09539374559426177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823749052797151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322406258034548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892814137130924,0.043966371760312345,0.060844002018672114,0.0,0.0,0.0551548865191424,0.0,0.07905361239204245,0.10811936106670923,0.04762792018625685,0.0954662199104872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048680821757930835,0.05103709471375791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317110661480539,0.0,0.0,0.1982518405844486,0.0,0.041600029521985785,0.0,0.05736328709050975,0.05061681692857372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730990752432609,0.0,0.05739344688509573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121806948840216,0.3767701016406488,0.0,0.0,0.05098849957834935,0.0,0.0,0.10974793213623313,0.058153893602085525,0.051611032581174034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910766069851584,0.16637061728213576,0.05325690781092023,0.057908834755895464,0.0,0.0,0.10261408560024872,0.042893372518502164,0.054000982469350166,0.0,0.0,0.14730839236591262,0.0,0.0,0.05536620756924535,0.044617769327282834,0.06062816201762512,0.0,0.0,0.09140236677435798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03817733590733268,0.0,0.0,0.04509427830954267,0.06178537904280192,0.0,0.061745687995186975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167651408146436,0.23571935341221675,0.04965852786887414,0.0,0.0,0.07166753645016477,0.034561058817978774,0.0,0.04282045756560305,0.031451468920240505,0.0,0.0,0.2061588880460624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04658479901425379,0.05940468507247845,0.0,0.190882888787832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05000072833586097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477628688030532,0.05496705842996402,0.3065259887789176,0.0,0.0,0.06946813748495742
lonely,Tulabula910,2019/10/27,Having a relationship will never replace how important friends are I never thought that life at 25 would be so lonely and depressing. I’m in a happy relationship with my boyfriend but he never seems to fill that friend void in my life. I avoid going out in public because I hate seeing girls that are laughing and having fun with their friends because that’s all I ever want. My boyfriend doesn’t understand why I cry so much about not having any female friends. Every time I make a friend they move away or stop messaging me because they’re too busy. I have a hard time reaching out to people.  I’m so tired of feeling so alone inside,5.825060975609754,6.702493731707317,5.755843495934958,81.18059451219513,66.96747967479675,8.101219512195122,30.822154471544714,8.07648339933343,2.1440739837398377,511,19,94,6,8,160,82,123,0.19899999999999998,0.565,0.23600000000000002,0.7622,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,8,12,1,1,4,0,10,3,0,2,5,24,21,9,0,2,3,0,2,0,5,2,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,2,4,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,1,3,13,8,13,17,2,17,0,2,1,0,13,7,0,2,7,61,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458423440736271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575933843878724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230075570834807,0.0,0.0,0.25751938382760264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546791655710097,0.0,0.0,0.1212841453959312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273756412450258,0.11864309449413615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712005252805719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.543968357665704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002866839648404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990067072459412,0.1261429890629617,0.13902610909236948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892424111162849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939954099285162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966454400173193,0.10351556215195157,0.0,0.3258166806026567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762370645406056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023662007701537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221168651423752,0.128193101936274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772802601195705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179174234750816,0.16422124890167178,0.16184665119041391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659385519373394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305660399675696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706404605427712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003125932239597,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BlazeHG,2019/10/27,"my physical attributes are supposedly intimidating to a lot of people and it’s really messing with me (M) they say first impressions are a lot, and I’m certainly not winning in that department. I’m told my face and all that makes me look like a sex/child predator. this has been said by more than one person, realistically five. all I want is to just call someone mine and someone I can squeeze during the night and believe everything is good. don’t judge me based on my fucking face, meet me and play with my soft hair and my chill personality and boom, case solved.",5.887090432503277,6.681596844036697,6.5048754914809965,76.16027522935781,66.79816513761469,9.89829619921363,32.08519003931848,9.957137785484203,3.0056070773263426,452,18,88,10,7,148,80,109,0.051,0.81,0.139,0.7798,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,1,8,1,0,4,0,8,4,3,2,3,20,16,8,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,10,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,3,3,7,13,6,9,13,5,5,0,0,1,1,8,2,1,2,3,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480376859346675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480141157135652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785983485397693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726251580637854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352842972909094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465437100779988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075559148517805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848735533156428,0.0,0.0,0.3743333881537657,0.0,0.0,0.14695421877453715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659921363134992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918175794961167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262676684682314,0.3844592145561217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103601552388087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941646155295676,0.17507495670508189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730708141184311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036617243994565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298522806985134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,quesolover420,2019/10/27,"i feel so stupid for being only 20 and feeling so alone i can’t help but feel so fucking lost right now. i have friends, but i feel so alone and stuck right now. i don’t feel like i have anyone i can really connect to. i’ve also never had a romantic partner in any long term sense, and it makes me feel like something it wrong with me. i don’t understand it and it makes me feel so stupid.",2.5596428571428547,3.295281392857145,3.917619047619048,91.91071428571428,74.35714285714286,7.028571428571429,23.523809523809533,7.1686216300943375,0.6281809523809523,303,8,71,3,6,100,48,84,0.268,0.59,0.141,-0.9257,0,2,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,3,0,1,0,8,1,0,2,1,18,21,12,0,0,2,0,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,7,11,3,4,17,1,8,0,1,0,1,3,3,1,0,7,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529864898308361,0.0,0.1362767211412416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588456342612705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915455178554547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6031504964068907,0.24348170763145785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165825218396482,0.15754119004540842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422215187983775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650732130863768,0.0,0.0,0.1508073831647885,0.0,0.0,0.1860225165664809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22749983910110014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143060650502314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960439429402892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091689340622818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29105821640486434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118985270767347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740269708460918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631645467568334,0.0,0.0
lonely,theadventureofpazzo,2019/10/27,"Missing intimacy Hey been single for a while. Just had a seven year relationship, but it didn’t work out according to plan. I really miss the one on one conversation/intimacy. I know it’s long shot but I’m wanting to talk to someone on a personal level.",1.765066666666666,4.403320440000002,5.124000000000001,73.16866666666667,84.6,8.933333333333335,26.333333333333336,9.2995712137729,3.1421333333333337,202,9,37,7,6,74,39,50,0.092,0.9079999999999999,0.0,-0.4478,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,7,5,1,7,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,26,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954810153290216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31477943837494626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820571270628866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105797032241307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278677278987504,0.0,0.0,0.3818839899285861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30137975198295897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858946728963511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097984976059596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589506540608412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290563229901836
lonely,odysseyrs,2019/10/27,"I'd love to make some friends to save me from my loneliness Hey :) I'm 25/M and I'd love to talk with anyone from anywhere about anything and share pictures of our daily escapades (snapchat is preferable). I'm a friendly, open and honest person with many different hobbies and interests. I go to the gym 3 times a week, have a good career with good qualifications, but I just have no friends. I put my all into everyone who tries to talk to me, but haven't had a lot of success in finding the right people. Apart from my girlfriend, I barely have anyone to talk to and something as simple as seeing a notification from someone who wants to talk to me makes me smile. Hopefully we can become good friends! I hope to hear from you soon :)",3.508125,5.375490229166669,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,73.79166666666666,6.7444444444444445,27.972222222222207,7.492282038375204,1.5775805555555549,579,23,113,7,12,186,88,144,0.027999999999999997,0.645,0.327,0.9932,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,2,1,0,1,3,16,0,0,7,0,7,2,0,2,1,25,19,9,0,4,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,11,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,15,16,26,18,3,10,0,0,1,2,20,5,0,4,3,70,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399961219266434,0.0,0.11415892615978974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321095911533458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449381894072996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325577652157542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679221597044013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287146312567744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884066365734785,0.3490680627148226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563532548734119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755706249191865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793910780372775,0.25040961375988663,0.0,0.1852001450978599,0.14064546408777898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617450795753077,0.12112939477641622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945702819739295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847046600800105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054593325310696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175413157285994,0.10679734918858894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.446007879307496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808917136163116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418522767347152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182365034225081,0.0,0.11127689673290757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bamboodo,2019/10/27,I made a discord server in Spanish of someone wants to join just let me know I’ll send you the invite :) is Spanish only,0.4462666666666699,2.7569621600000005,2.764,90.08866666666668,87.4,3.333333333333334,24.333333333333336,3.1291,0.2391333333333332,94,4,18,0,3,32,23,25,0.095,0.667,0.239,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787434893727158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5186456824766843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799242730788187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857479485280577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42974834948865576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29915930807607416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cazysexycool,2019/10/27,"Alone on the eve of my birthday I had a wonderful day having an early celebration wine tasting with my friends and my pseudo-boyfriend. I say “pseudo-boyfriend” because he broke up with me months ago but we still live together (he said he doesn’t love me anymore, but I still love him) until our lease is up at which he then plans on moving out. Despite the heartbreak we still get along for the most part. Why I deal with this toxic situation is beyond me. Anyhow, he promised he wouldn’t leave me alone tonight and ended up taking off to his friends costume party because he is “making the decision to be in control of him and do what he wants even if his actions leave me feeling hurt since he isn’t in control of how I feel”. So now, I will wake up tomorrow on my birthday not only sad, hurt, and betrayed, but also living my biggest fear of being alone.",7.944630177514792,6.283226680473372,7.660584319526628,77.76590606508877,63.2603550295858,9.870118343195266,37.101331360946745,8.07648339933343,2.8814786982248535,675,27,131,6,8,215,107,169,0.14800000000000002,0.675,0.177,0.8413,0,3,1,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,3,9,11,0,1,6,0,12,5,1,4,0,28,22,13,0,3,5,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,3,11,2,2,4,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,2,5,23,5,25,16,2,30,0,5,0,2,23,14,0,4,14,89,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662892955713736,0.0,0.0,0.4088007426447069,0.0,0.10521653833347076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048215661056325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604077883214991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951340447651213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485181134695956,0.13564296609424498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653203093934085,0.0,0.0,0.08690079110271606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805290865834425,0.1330515623852778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330142113522948,0.0,0.0687399318017004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816969646450961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27862741617853143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323575665350389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374942520346018,0.0,0.08782404412574074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501797551006252,0.13983816365568422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006496785529953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247756560468294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251532668708258,0.10462980138439848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088361224316136,0.14789027249999892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31521608623858244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892431937899566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760343680497532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187215247633119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268212971770733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Crummyplac3,2019/10/27,"My depression hurts me physically I almost always feel cold, and I feel a lot of pressure on my chest, food doesn't really taste good, and not to be gross or anything but I have no sex drive. I just want this to end.",3.654,4.1781544,4.944444444444446,86.33000000000004,71.66666666666666,8.666666666666668,23.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,1.3145555555555553,168,4,38,3,3,56,38,45,0.231,0.698,0.07,-0.7491,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,11,6,4,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,4,7,1,4,5,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212844354127601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669724931798885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640318067420183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27634721089388325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28417743070178025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324462303151547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387972498367698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26911334451273683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434760340313796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727747778160885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055444104964005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924535260477285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ineedhelpimlost,2019/10/27,"I honestly need someone to talk to. I don’t care who, I just need somebody to distract me from my heartbreak I’m going through. No matter what I do I can’t stop thinking about it and it’s tearing me apart.",0.3113636363636374,2.4855474090909127,2.323818181818183,94.07572727272728,86.27272727272728,4.42909090909091,26.981818181818184,5.6839178017228535,0.7931781818181816,162,8,35,1,5,54,32,44,0.226,0.614,0.16,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,9,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,6,9,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,24,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150203770624325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23133911377068286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6036532323652823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448969421449049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34031676084684903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271759227641967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608248325349737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ohwell555,2019/10/27,"Where did everyone go? I’ve always been a very outgoing friendly person. Used to be able to surround myself with people and we’d enjoy each other’s company. Now all of a sudden, I feel like my brain has poisoned these friendships. I don’t think anyone is actually my friend, I’m just kind of there. An addition to the group, but not really in it.

So because of that I’m scared to hang out with people and have developed this social anxiety. I don’t reach out to people, and when they reach out to me I ignore them. I’m so lonely but all my friendships just all of a sudden don’t feel “right”.

I’m sorry if this doesn’t make sense and I’m just being a fool bringing this onto myself",1.9645662847790497,3.906466907801424,3.954893617021277,86.02615384615385,78.5035460992908,6.60796508456083,20.77523186033825,7.61054688173877,0.8194698308783415,538,14,108,8,13,183,89,141,0.146,0.732,0.122,-0.8164,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,2,0,9,10,1,1,6,0,12,2,1,2,3,27,24,10,0,1,7,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,7,11,0,1,3,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,2,2,13,5,17,19,4,15,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,5,75,20,0,0.2057526607194852,0.0,0.20078491668408832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712026962206072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740022228060846,0.0,0.0,0.1438670443627112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542491224744598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296880158533147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966054846540346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080694548710064,0.14698974192932573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31792799056066323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169339786588104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21425973406686508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005203570592086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373414987258508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42792896480061704,0.1796552870901664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131810423054887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571164804100192,0.0,0.0,0.20599430722207748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097389265599684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23032325845702314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183799706073535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770423724174894,0.0,0.16976749325538398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheProtobabe,2019/10/27,"friends only want to hang out with me when I set up D&D sessions I don't have a lot of close friends, and the few I have I've talked to mostly online. I've met some of them in person and they seemed happy to see me, but I have a problem: I'm very extroverted and they're all introverts.

Even my boyfriend, who is my best friend, is introverted and happy to spend a lot of time alone or at home while I crave company. I feel like I need to socialize and talk to people to be truly mentally well, and I just don't feel like any of my friends want to do that.

I run a D&D campaign with this group. It's been going a couple of years, but recently I decided to go back to school and D&D was put on hold for a while. My friends wished me the best and assured me that they'd still hang out on voice chat sometimes. 

It hasn't happened.

I've tried to plan chat hangouts several times since then, just to chill and draw, or play Jackbox games, or whatever. They say they'll join me but then something happens last minute and they're always ""too busy"" and out of five people, nobody joins. Today I asked for company while I do very boring homework on my computer, and they said they'd come hang out. But after asking today a couple of times (with hours of time between every mention), nobody came. All day I stayed in chat on Discord, and all day I sat in silence, getting more and more upset and lonely. 

But when I set up a game for D&D--something we all very much love to do--everyone is available and excited and ready to go to listen to the story and setup I have ready for them.

It's not the first time it's happened. I thought they enjoyed my company, but maybe I'm missing something? Am I reading too much into this? Do they just not want to socialize because they're introverted? What do I do?",4.430163934426228,5.023387658469947,5.123620218579237,85.49067622950822,69.95628415300547,7.95792349726776,29.1844262295082,7.937092434478242,1.7541442622950827,1417,51,294,17,24,458,175,366,0.06,0.73,0.21,0.9959,0,3,3,0,0,0,51.0,1,0,10,4,11,22,0,1,12,0,22,1,0,0,5,65,51,34,0,6,14,0,2,2,5,1,0,4,2,1,10,30,0,1,5,8,1,10,5,5,1,2,7,7,41,17,49,40,15,53,0,2,1,1,36,16,0,8,26,193,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784367248303451,0.0,0.0,0.0705736065655337,0.3675918819013969,0.0,0.05767770681717953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585827968766319,0.0,0.0,0.06521817629923844,0.0,0.051702973176671205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801806653851313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700677143897006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306137045392096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769431585153373,0.0,0.10939845183254916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602008878035313,0.0,0.07146103692529203,0.08104520798387868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577091465574697,0.12118496314710404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214434414565822,0.0,0.0,0.32764269221973624,0.0,0.044312796620401766,0.0,0.14460845745166614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22500720755694295,0.18057616267427512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507724304031959,0.0,0.08352655687935256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913626237283349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287350944265864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421485615465413,0.07654964307560906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520895142517361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854744580679935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246988615869014,0.06288990027470097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450629864153053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760130366529326,0.0740579548594357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115734246431155,0.0,0.08526338563927514,0.0,0.0,0.08483883231802263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374544917316208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806793244605544,0.06744899198554617,0.0,0.08583819859932024,0.06758727516028792,0.07721319163239262,0.0,0.09581780244769364,0.0,0.07016057234647909,0.0,0.0,0.17291821695900253,0.0,0.19588622431198235,0.0838850739934976,0.0,0.0,0.09040244290024778,0.06773407127831822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634358304883634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733433464374827,0.2472841083106601,0.0,0.16079107383827568,0.0,0.0,0.05758441501621112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099459507550717,0.1500798104704262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625966204048336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975340761355054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461864588116249
lonely,voDog731,2019/10/27,"I just don't know I just don't know if I could continue to enjoy life knowing almost everything around me is trash. Society, lgbt and gaming community, I mean I feel so left out of this world. Idk if I'm too different or that I view life differently than others. I miss being a hardcore gamer playing with friends and winning. I'd go tryhard and put my soul and energy into it. I miss having CLOSE friends that I could hang out with EVERYDAY. We'd play toys, Halo. Now it seems everything has lost its flare. Music has gone shit, video games, society. People are too quick to judge nowadays simply bc of someones opinion. People keep focusing on the little details and don't understand the bigger picture and its purpose. I'm bored and lonely bc I feel left out. I can make friends easily, but I can't relate and talk with anyone about my life. I'm not just lonely, but angry. People say ""free speech"" but you can't have your own opinion unless they agree. Gays, trans, and non-binaries keep making themselves a big deal. They say your gender doesn't matter, ""uSe tHE c0rRect PrOnoUnS"", and they are so annoying. Like they're so boring, to the point where gender and sexual orientation defines them as a person now. Who gives a shit about their opinions and personality when you can know their gender instead. Every time I speak about this to people, I simple get ignored bc I have an opinion. I think that there is only 2 genders. I think racist people aren't bad people. I think COD Modern Warfare sucks. I think Halo 5 sucks. BOOM, there goes people who say ""ur dumb"", ""ur retarded"", ""u dont' know wtf ur talking about"", ""ur wrong"", etc. Like can people use their brains to argue nowadays? please omg. All they do is insult u and provide nothing in return. Gaming is full of microtransactions. People complain about how there is so much gore and blood in a video game that is rated M for mature. People seem to congratulate a game on being a different game LMAO. Like people are saying ""omg the new Modern Warfare game is just like battlefield, it's a completely new game"" like are u foreal my dude? We have people who don't want complete, polished, and finished games now. ""Just wait for the updates"" ""it's just a beta man chill"". Betas are just demos with a few minor bugs, glitches, and balancing issues that could easily be fixed at launch. Why should I wait for a game to fix itself? It doesn't leave a good impression at the start, why should I continue to play it?  And then you get the people who blame video games and movies for crimes and have no evidence to back it up yet somehow the parents at home believe it. I mean, do people ever look into a persons personal life and determine how they came to be? Any psychological explanations as to how this person did this and that? U got parents who don't even hold their child's hand when crossing the street. They have the kids sit on their shoulders looking like they bout to fall backwards. Oh just get frozen food, use the microwave, go to fast food restaurants, buy pizza, I mean wtf are people doing?!! Learn to cook. People are just so dumb for some reason. It's fucking ridiculous, no wonder I don't make friends bc most people are stubborn, in denial, and are not willing to LEARN!!! I just don't know where humanity is headed. I mean we got global warming, and a bad society. Hell we don't need aliens to kill us, we can just tear ourselves apart. I just don't know where life is head. I just don't have a goal for anything anymore. Like I just have to be lucky to just find someone or something out there.",3.0395207173778616,5.4119966953352785,3.8586800954147904,85.91051594663841,76.94460641399417,6.256701122007245,23.367700326884,7.348242739294969,1.0584643343051507,2807,89,525,36,66,895,321,686,0.147,0.716,0.13699999999999998,-0.8688,5,4,1,0,0,0,109.0,6,5,13,3,50,47,14,0,28,0,64,19,8,11,2,126,119,44,1,9,25,2,4,7,4,3,5,7,1,9,28,40,4,7,25,19,2,8,20,26,0,0,6,14,57,22,57,101,8,65,2,5,3,2,71,33,8,16,30,320,85,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052078330830870885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03536710891198087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051577794025155534,0.03636508509646367,0.0,0.04279801405168626,0.04629799642387687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0399908122479119,0.08684873403347923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859501659711304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805794008727545,0.0,0.05948310430503796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905844388267694,0.0,0.0,0.12457206484852044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361779072253427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301134415535035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609527913001226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058002479882500665,0.034350682273717896,0.04704406118601087,0.04381884120169463,0.0,0.09348257111400844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052593444634079806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04753421588034085,0.0,0.12577615281807722,0.0,0.1607244867300941,0.048080402270410036,0.08151583639944951,0.04989065107489908,0.05911449843752905,0.04362170165053636,0.08319082787139792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675007896108024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521680955533729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054282664130695164,0.0,0.09245390068174034,0.057538960063181085,0.0,0.2000750088722836,0.0,0.0,0.05506878432546604,0.113013322410745,0.0,0.18367334756404372,0.1778587965162046,0.052125510209977036,0.0,0.0,0.08734696007243553,0.0,0.056772691797570274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414689431965404,0.0,0.0,0.2266071009191506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03823174032319851,0.03856314814195192,0.0,0.10045897567960242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990291707838977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03955429949382538,0.0,0.0,0.1154970845579526,0.0,0.0,0.6129465945810006,0.22705616258412695,0.0,0.05708898143718705,0.049164211277993135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052282235416652965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347271277608005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654348605167231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469195322068867,0.0,0.0,0.10677058352787568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813213388438819,0.04003816963781162,0.0,0.0,0.03681141088874105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360385003555011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329807401822458,0.0,0.0,0.030326184841385693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054141986849440486,0.0625590178584082,0.1347542045766802,0.0,0.0,0.03067556655365058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385795743505944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056400274863748386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568623995275232,0.0,0.0
lonely,theforgottensoul92,2019/10/27,"Friends birthday. My friends birthday is on the 2nd November. She invited me out via a Facebook even but I can't help but feel unwelcome or she only invited me because she knew maybe I wouldn't go or she didn't wanna not include me??

I do wanna go but I just feel like I'm not wanted, I will literally be on my own sitting all awkward as I don't know anyone anyway. I've been trying to invite this friend out practically all year and they've been ""busy"" aka out with other friends...

I just feel so alone.. How am I supposed to know if someone is genuine when all people do is use me. Its all I'm used to and she has only EVER agreed to meet if she already had to go to town for work or to meet another friend later that night...

And another friend I have literally ignores me and spam calls when they have problems but when I need them nope all I get is ""not good x""


I even tried joining a friends group on discord but I just feel shit because I don't have anything to say and I'm not worth talking to. I'm so sick of feeling so lonely and worthless. I know I'll never have anyone and I'll die alone I just hate the fact I'm such a coward and can't kill myself.",1.0493960863697716,2.963122473684212,3.042373481781379,91.58086116734144,81.34817813765181,5.574156545209177,23.65199055330634,6.6274283507984215,0.635888124156545,909,33,200,9,24,306,125,247,0.22,0.645,0.135,-0.9785,0,4,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,2,1,16,18,3,1,5,0,23,2,1,3,8,57,46,26,2,8,18,0,5,1,7,2,1,1,0,0,4,12,0,1,9,0,1,3,12,9,0,0,5,6,32,9,21,38,6,19,0,2,0,0,22,7,1,5,9,131,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312104881453147,0.1231760709459666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234087793068342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609539105179354,0.0,0.09185421568404052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608572283963905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113977078501653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584452559283198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744866313906507,0.1009671929546643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821935616656883,0.07974175513474045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6036644104787477,0.0,0.05831713911816415,0.0,0.19030962101338653,0.09362203552422456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020220071326743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481691298100923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349161906195015,0.0,0.1840312329420572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453217070430745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213786204788824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276523584969694,0.08608866220864222,0.0,0.0,0.10474834043898193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978494154187607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738364659170313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680580762020156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887651547406527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457690766020415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945757439204398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897163833806329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515660756104198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280866251674453,0.0,0.0,0.06583670221347904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126110193319583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187998531401693
lonely,zzaver7,2019/10/27,"Can I chat? I'm lonley, kinda drunk and just bored, can I talk to anyone? I'm 19 btw.",-3.2601666666666667,-1.717365349999998,0.5800000000000018,102.77833333333334,102.5,2.666666666666667,6.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.539833333333333,63,0,17,0,3,23,15,20,0.24600000000000002,0.754,0.0,-0.5525,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6563388743345849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7544662232580129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,backreddit,2019/10/27,"My birthday is on Halloween I’ve always loved having my birthday on Halloween. A lot of people think that having your birthday on a holiday is something to be upset about, since there’s something else taking the attention away from you on your special day of the year, but I’ve always seen it in a different light. Everyone is so happy on Halloween! I can’t think of anyone that’s genuinely doesn’t like Halloween, and it’s so nice to see people having such a great time! But these past couple of years I’ve been so alone, and I’m finding that I can’t even have a good time on Halloween, and it’s kind of like a double bummer since I’m not having a good time on my birthday and I’m not having a good time on Halloween. I just don’t know what to do.",6.314615384615383,5.14594571794872,6.840641025641028,80.75019230769233,66.17948717948718,9.082051282051284,31.679487179487186,7.645422480735847,2.0489256410256407,596,19,121,5,8,196,76,156,0.051,0.698,0.25,0.9885,7,1,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,8,12,0,1,10,0,16,1,0,0,0,15,26,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,3,9,11,20,23,2,18,0,0,2,1,4,10,0,1,10,80,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121887584734493,0.0,0.0,0.2590464900516441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884248232937184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624956314666845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722370305633848,0.0,0.10038910558577674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263364798635066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003561805662195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281327593380467,0.0,0.0,0.14874170164616762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227223828219962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916856741966495,0.0,0.17161789287912896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570508226871122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209800807663716,0.08554775847674725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520971704871532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323382568860054,0.14049102290832252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859698242997346,0.2158328475936901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404245194816095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575304124424041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396724088363365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170384436760164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948383493922844,0.0,0.0,0.3630710313433884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004824352252776
lonely,mindmisconception,2019/10/27,"I feel so empty inside idk what to do I feel sooo empty inside idk what to do but I really dislike this uncomfortable somewhat painful feeling. I guess I wanna love again but either I just don't know how or I'm still deeply scarred by the past still. Sure I'm becoming more and more positive each day however despite my exhausting efforts I'm starting to get this hollow, sickly feeling in my stomach. I've chosen to be lonely and isolated most of my life and I regret it a lot sometimes however I'm getting over it now though. 

Venting on here seems pathetic but I'm actually seeking advice on what I should do about this wack feeling. Anything that'll benefit me I want to read, thanks.",2.3635555555555565,4.997332318518519,4.090370370370368,81.7666666666667,81.37037037037038,6.85925925925926,28.25925925925927,8.021203637495839,2.3306148148148145,553,26,98,11,15,185,89,135,0.204,0.604,0.192,-0.2509,2,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,11,8,0,0,2,0,7,6,1,1,1,27,26,10,0,4,6,0,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,13,4,13,23,7,11,0,2,0,1,1,4,0,6,7,67,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.1891469270477241,0.0,0.0,0.18940523569722076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950288234119975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406639329236468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500220491369202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4900230885279541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025329313405933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135219935184816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652210090546406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369055503853112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478455315104468,0.17493618985493278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20624530478646674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850295441809331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938791806357267,0.0,0.1241703654110594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645257388552593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169959049485516,0.0,0.1371915559612066,0.0,0.3095805513054549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826793976439159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784496100411572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043377651178467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432402627018134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ERFlow,2019/10/27,"In a shit place built by myself, looking for something I (33/M) kinda dug my own grave and feeling the aftermath. I'm new to reaching etc but looking for conversation I guess. Feeling lost, broken and unable to sleep.",5.0474796747967465,6.557554073170736,5.857073170731707,77.41211382113823,69.2439024390244,7.417886178861789,33.178861788617894,7.793537801064563,2.571773983739837,171,8,29,2,3,56,34,41,0.251,0.65,0.099,-0.8316,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,7,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,6,6,2,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,2,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31976486292596457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899451135242699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315850722649739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815395612591499,0.0,0.3129851007640299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27691273418778817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29955788226530083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943105284073974,0.0,0.0,0.286923720561019,0.0,0.0,0.22072849043656068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DogiBork,2019/10/27,Dancing There's nothing I'd rather do than dance at a party. But every time I try I get extremely anxious. The part that makes me the saddest is that I don't have anyone to dance with or to encourage me to dance. I don't have any friends. I honestly don't even know why I keep going to these parties or why I even get invited.,1.6957619047619057,3.2505963857142888,3.6257142857142886,89.84761904761906,78.0,6.9523809523809526,25.952380952380953,7.793537801064563,1.3715238095238091,257,10,57,4,6,87,45,70,0.125,0.7090000000000001,0.166,0.4316,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,13,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,4,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,7,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930988944542434,0.0,0.0,0.29788076731722635,0.0,0.1843695905296755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483132905324193,0.0,0.22215984888832127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371675006338255,0.0,0.27552144845866683,0.0,0.1498541230191462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343688701174161,0.0,0.0,0.14491037748808475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760069235799227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25300588087648346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28553727229109593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375259721521325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901986157432964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758562542711169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Komorxbi,2019/10/27,"Loneliness is exhausting. I have a free day today — after being busy with work and school for days — and I miss the distractions. I really am alone and despite how often I act like or tell myself I have friends, that is a lie. I am alone. I am lonely. This shit is exhausting. I don’t have any REAL connections and I crave one terribly, the thought makes me cry and realize how pathetic I am. I don’t know. Writing this is pathetic in of itself and I just hate waking up myself and my life each day.",0.9643666666666668,3.403745770000004,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,86.3,7.333333333333335,21.333333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.5888333333333329,387,13,78,10,12,132,64,100,0.344,0.579,0.077,-0.9817,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,11,2,1,4,0,14,5,2,3,0,20,19,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,8,0,1,1,0,16,4,6,17,1,8,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,2,6,58,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652115254845242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527277561172743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466997189089169,0.4345226516385795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173516375571431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217344650617648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342786480049958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586333692234697,0.1097225066424714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991444466674467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218685508945634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556306718724031,0.14387702593085747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22729536565622116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305366786146945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963000870265187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829803588387888,0.0,0.0,0.21288346283292545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350296864187264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThrowAwayLikeIts2019,2019/10/27,"I’m not alone, but I still feel so lonely.. My birthday is today, 31. I have a loving girlfriend who celebrated it for me. I celebrated with nobody else, because I have nobody else. I have no real friends and nobody else to talk to about relationships, interests, etc..and I’m just so bad at friendships..they always seem to disappear. 

Yes, I have a gf, but when she is occupied I feel so lonely and wish there was someone to talk to about...everything.",3.0099137931034505,5.200684057471263,4.655847701149425,81.05204741379312,76.24137931034483,7.5683908045976995,25.81752873563219,8.472884824447931,1.9575528735632184,351,13,66,7,8,118,55,87,0.146,0.5660000000000001,0.287,0.9452,0,5,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,1,7,1,0,0,0,12,14,8,0,1,4,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,2,10,3,9,13,0,5,0,2,0,1,9,1,0,1,3,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578117489404391,0.0,0.0,0.17335859613749624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395823446850786,0.12700434740740196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221331242050056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23235822853250515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724582696048048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068960589880054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096577721355312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803826677174496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23714067125972754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368309582810136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966822238647246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652888762385732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638349772563524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349174471869171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974854069995705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395849006061212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sukabakpak,2019/10/27,"Randomly started craving physical affection I haven’t been hugged in a while, a hug would be nice right now",4.2940000000000005,7.111812400000005,4.830000000000002,78.24500000000002,75.0,10.0,35.0,10.125756701596842,4.4895,88,5,15,3,2,28,19,20,0.0,0.5,0.5,0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,3,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6483583243729446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5373703691041747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393186160565484,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sootbunny,2019/04/01,"I don't know why I'm sad Nothing bad has happened. Ordinary day. People spoke to me, but nothing unusual or interesting. I'm bored. Tired. Lonely. I really want company, and more friends who truly get me and enjoy the same things as me... but that's never happened for me and it sucks. Scared I might never meet these people. ",0.7095238095238088,3.2088682857142885,2.787634920634922,86.29764285714289,96.30158730158728,5.694603174603175,20.585714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.1274076190476197,254,9,47,5,10,85,48,63,0.263,0.532,0.205,-0.591,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,12,12,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,7,3,3,10,2,3,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226119380998893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485015180218858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790173936970455,0.0,0.12030366894034712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072441773273184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654731729143456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442741882485465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551882713889859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418898913779707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192727469741537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751330002223684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305348798665928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297746587528166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646551067923617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358159358806341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777784668772964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bazilikas,2019/04/01,"I'm sad and lonely, but that's okay! I will try my best to start liking myself. I figured that it's crazy for me to assume that someone would like to be friends with me when I don't even want to be friends with myself.

I know that it's going to be hard. And that I will probably fail. But that's okay. I will try again. I really want to change. And I'm going to do that. From this moment.

Wish me luck, I guess! ",-0.9897902097902076,0.9760419890109908,1.25174825174825,100.8227972027972,90.64835164835164,4.188211788211788,13.767232767232768,5.565023196281405,-1.1926791208791208,315,5,79,2,11,105,48,91,0.145,0.547,0.308,0.9713,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,3,11,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,16,19,6,0,4,2,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,14,8,11,12,1,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,53,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511281919458839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531452563029972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805388612075955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36976164723651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719968159491169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263613415461061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143637528082202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151176784674698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23381755561357564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580034138861245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533002459637683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027561802345968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693761567293564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324934885733161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822879885835649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751805664367513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999023335159902,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,aDDOS12,2019/04/01,"I bet noone will even read this...like always And even if someone will read this, than they'll regard this post as just whiny rant. 

Yeah I feel lonely, but not as lonely as some people here that I feel really sorry about. But I want to someone finally hear me out, people on r/depression have been ignoring me even though they're supposed to be there for others, little bit ironic isn't it? 

So let's start with my problem, some people may say that I'm not in fact that lonely, after all I have parents that love me and friends to hang out with (though right know I mostly hang out with my remaining friends online), but still, I feel lonely, but I mostly feel unhappy as hell. I don't know if this is right sub for this but...I've been only asking for one thing in life, I don't ask for money, fame or other such things, I've been only asking for love, for someone to care for me and to be near me for the sake that this person cares for me, and I want to do the same thing for that special someone. But I've never expierienced this, this year I'll be turning 20, I've met some wonderful girls, and some wanted to be with me, but everytime something goes wrong and things go mayhem really fast. Same thing happened to me recently and I think that I may finally snap and go crazy or somethig. The worst thing is that this makes me really unhappy, and this unhappines propably boost my feeling of loneliness. I hope that someone will at least respond to this...I'm tired of life sometimes",5.412851224105459,5.674094061016947,5.6016666666666675,84.09180320150661,67.71186440677965,8.725047080979285,27.236346516007533,8.515128840125781,1.7056290018832392,1168,32,236,16,18,370,145,295,0.16699999999999998,0.6759999999999999,0.157,-0.3553,1,8,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,0,12,17,1,0,3,1,22,5,0,1,3,59,51,26,0,7,13,1,5,0,2,6,3,2,0,2,27,16,0,1,9,2,2,4,6,9,0,1,4,7,27,8,40,36,12,26,1,4,0,2,15,11,1,15,10,163,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606009668849137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563668654024553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979559102570472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639632635683465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873094089143065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112550469593425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23109716150465526,0.0,0.0,0.2002694627596275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124563593824488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390034642326572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808331933860507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302524479218172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079034239747566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004726337720754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347249299026793,0.12913058518659215,0.0,0.0916164174856267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500143714190804,0.0,0.06101660723245751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050070652469212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061941499924030814,0.13904221565141456,0.0,0.0,0.1014995256124014,0.0,0.0,0.1901156883452353,0.07981532305466088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754511368038574,0.0,0.0,0.08746662690512398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286864177914666,0.0,0.17567796086319312,0.0,0.09025593662153347,0.0,0.0,0.15612657083474255,0.0,0.07269257023442763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38725522010841584,0.07037156375298159,0.09040641606918604,0.10232554565189683,0.06470017414951515,0.0,0.07299981198707907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643707958392493,0.05857157057115073,0.17961890464667268,0.0,0.0,0.1050618700964681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942737864093804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174722323098484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991297947474526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994203055974964,0.0,0.0588647752167528
lonely,Oliwine,2019/04/01,"I'm gonna be completely honest I seriously love to talk to people so so much, but I don't have any friends, tbh all I ask from a friend is interest in talking to me, so if anyone reading this is interested to find a new friend, you can come talk to me I'd love to be friends",5.260273224043715,3.3717578688524625,7.041639344262299,80.79338797814209,68.672131147541,10.756284153005463,33.448087431693985,9.725611199111238,2.7070284153005457,214,8,52,4,3,76,42,61,0.105,0.542,0.353,0.9691,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,1,5,13,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,9,8,10,2,3,0,0,0,2,11,1,0,1,1,31,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316225998992368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691978409155678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306244121797727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686789878530213,0.20531037601269603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897317050223613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6051508462838928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534649359649622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394800992795845,0.0,0.0,0.18912125770671864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357548369898726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586996900176887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721708088565802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ggg7ukh04fn,2019/04/01,"Worked up emotions When I'm having a mental break down I always get the point of being tired of being sad. I'd hit myself, throw things, or even want to harm myself like cutting just to stop feeling like shit. I just want to stop feeling like shit. It's so much to ask for in life. I want to be happy again, but I dont know how. I really don't know how and it bugs me every single fucking day.

I've yet to go see a physiologist so I can be properly diagnosed with what ever bullshit my brain has going on. I know I should, and I've only made the effort once but was discouraged when I went.

I'm fucking over it. everything. being dead is a lot better than always feeling like shit inside..",1.3099404761904765,3.2904315416666705,3.4992063492063497,88.29500000000002,80.80555555555556,5.7809523809523835,19.313492063492067,6.868970318607317,0.2785908730158737,538,13,112,6,14,184,93,144,0.222,0.636,0.142,-0.9552,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,12,15,6,0,5,0,13,9,4,3,1,26,34,11,1,4,5,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,6,0,0,4,2,9,0,0,3,4,13,6,16,24,3,19,0,2,1,2,1,6,5,2,12,72,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858382178260435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279248396523593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616647568279165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662760993608048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470847977867517,0.0,0.0,0.13331527561773862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393867047013088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774862207732267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675399840051934,0.11881162581762575,0.11066620596450184,0.0,0.11804695406452187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924021779126624,0.28150473324628106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428578919292609,0.06862381639918279,0.0,0.1492959895827371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398222001150248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165559856347174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277485188689062,0.2566796469681893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166722217476932,0.0,0.12428448609447815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323677123681492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655576306807516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398811448945285,0.0,0.09989593824302193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241661482175904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414477884446755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466720936735577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044799587439446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21962532299049892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726165730359385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096500063211407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324170475443421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217607479505866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562277957702492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ygomaster07,2019/04/01,"Today is a difficult day for me, and here's why Hey everyone. Today is April Fool's. A day to laugh and partake in pranks and jokes. For me, not so much. One year ago today, i got married to the love of my life, or at least i thought i did. Between that day up until now, she asked for a divorce, told me she cheated on me with her step brother, and had cheated on me before she came to Canada(where i live) to be with me in person(we had been dating online), and lied about everything, including her drinking. And if that didn't hurt enough, well, i got married to her at 19. I'm gonna be a divorcee at 20 years old. Oh boy, mistakes were made. And now it's the anniversary. It's almost ironic, considering i feel like a fool. 








I don't know why I'm posting this. Maybe I'm looking for attention, maybe I'm wanting to talk to someone, or maybe i just needed to vent somewhere. Part of me wants to say I'm looking for people to talk to or to make friends, but honestly i don't feel like that would make me feel any different. I'm considering posting this in the make new friends sub and the meet new people sub, but i don't think this post qualifies in either of those subs. Plus, i don't see the point in posting in those places, since this post is more so just me venting. Not to mention, this probably isn't the best way to make friends, since it's a post of sadness and people may only talk to me because they feel bad for me. I don't know. Life is confusing. 









My only saving grace to get me through today are these two things:






My family being around me and helping and supporting me throughout the day today.











My favourite show returns today after being on a hiatus for the last 4 months.











If anyone read this, thanks for reading it. This post will have more than likely been a waste of time for people to read. I'm so confused. Some part of me says i want to talk to people and make new friends, but honestly that wouldn't help me much. 









If anyone read this far, sorry for the depressing post. Thanks for reading, i guess. I don't know what else to say, so i guess this will be the end of my post. Cheers everyone, i hope you are all having a better April 1st and April Fool's day than i am having.",3.461725663716813,4.362098878318584,4.381581858407081,88.80697455752217,72.38495575221239,7.3314159292035415,26.29314159292036,7.531066641456977,1.1942884955752209,1711,55,371,19,32,554,199,452,0.095,0.763,0.14300000000000002,0.9796,1,0,1,0,2,0,61.0,0,1,1,2,12,35,2,2,19,0,34,4,0,6,1,65,77,28,0,11,14,1,4,3,4,6,2,3,0,1,22,18,1,0,10,8,0,2,11,13,1,2,13,10,47,22,62,53,12,60,0,3,3,1,30,17,0,14,34,232,69,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118522328529074,0.0,0.057820751420802764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03926686551289967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074976721460345,0.0,0.0,0.05140304805850923,0.05398142281689535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482125577149305,0.035199279000126614,0.0,0.04913459634275443,0.0,0.06059716884888493,0.05106852991716268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604201273133943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861956088616824,0.0,0.04973351219581916,0.0,0.0,0.06032860026298596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656564622375222,0.0,0.0,0.04823643150614602,0.0,0.051142697152136776,0.05966341591750924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103508255782478,0.051895216497189416,0.0,0.054434469862523684,0.0,0.11678532856311315,0.08250247647962461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844678287861085,0.0,0.03016806182862176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923638700031364,0.0,0.12721970021563714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740713247487421,0.0,0.0,0.057351310041042776,0.0,0.0,0.06181451758538201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520126840488692,0.04706782683409312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815704405474678,0.08463017505658599,0.0,0.05098766648328091,0.0,0.09697827839592107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211484134135346,0.05463732939343415,0.19271776417149525,0.0,0.17403024257082148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046089495512503284,0.0,0.08489473139188843,0.042815316219728894,0.0,0.1673041369055038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059101794631733,0.0,0.039127797877421495,0.08783151388180603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250589546918132,0.0,0.20015682097954451,0.05041850507065738,0.06032860026298596,0.0,0.05458530628288824,0.0,0.4977119969162672,0.0,0.062256158154538416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887905226071664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775740975653109,0.0,0.0,0.04601327948967423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955303499624114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048925014725062964,0.0,0.0,0.06463797733143015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552548042082766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856448681670152,0.0,0.10632303267189364,0.0,0.0,0.03836153701347005,0.03699904873924433,0.0,0.045841078100371295,0.03367010361660157,0.0,0.3283987082961686,0.05517541278912391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056406011268885926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217402977935999,0.0458332918109562,0.0,0.0,0.051917422842319434,0.0,0.10420721131292264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04101860007532712,0.0,0.0,0.07436852609658508
lonely,999avatar999,2019/04/01,"DAE lie/dodge the question when people from home ask you about your uni experience? I'm a sophomore in uni atm and sometimesI get family members asking me how many friends I found there or what not. I usually just dodge the question becauseI don't want to look like a looser in front of them, since I only really made one friend over the whole time and even he is leaving next semester.

I know that internalizing isn't helpful but I just physically cannot help it.",5.642666666666668,6.660758155555558,6.255555555555558,76.93000000000002,67.44444444444444,10.0,30.555555555555557,10.125756701596842,3.0058888888888884,374,14,71,9,6,122,73,90,0.068,0.86,0.07200000000000001,0.0946,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,14,13,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,1,9,3,7,11,1,8,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,3,5,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34934463280190703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340756834883708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276760881652587,0.17613827955585096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048629236713399,0.28870777476014703,0.0,0.09761738327659028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25047289289140273,0.0,0.1874180479540946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268363453476738,0.0,0.0,0.1978390039353583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128170361307683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690046356735068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767946895265243,0.0,0.1894287528646095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987088918024507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660916912287126,0.1421019786267642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295329161016686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.418612244398343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196959533612026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545578705023085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894924003987504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057803821458252,0.0,0.11020442173299534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20860274080611946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwaway21472003,2019/04/01,"Not having any friends in high school sucks I'm already in 10th grade and every one else already seems to be in a close group of friends. The people that I used to call ""friends"" were just acquaintances. They never talked to me because they wanted to, they always talked to me if they had to when regarding school work. ",5.807131147540983,6.742360491803278,4.672254098360657,88.7267418032787,67.0327868852459,7.411475409836067,28.364754098360656,7.1686216300943375,1.3298819672131148,254,8,50,2,4,74,44,61,0.122,0.878,0.0,-0.7655,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,1,2,4,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,9,9,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,7,3,10,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,5,1,2,2,31,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327987160085768,0.0,0.16316950048394846,0.0,0.0,0.1333535732183342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953970779343047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023829649333144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381497266525766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522128124963167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545151965025365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718862782883887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124310339116434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288128784826955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594987495437427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969239116294021,0.0,0.17852053370306056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152327820969727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936597533051634,0.0,0.0,0.11566386216658987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276190297365896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway26yo,2019/04/01,"Almost everyone forgot my birthday Yesterday was my birthday. I have hinted a bit/talked about it in the past few days to my newer friends who wouldn't know about it, hinted about possibly getting cake for work today and so. But yesterday, no one remembered apart from immediate family. I posted a cute card I got from family on my facebook story, and even if it didn't mention whose birthday it was specifically, it should have tipped off at least the people who have known me for long and whose birthdays I know by heart, however that was not the case.

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I feel ashamed for being bummed about this because I am 26 and had money to buy myself all the presents I wanted as well as cake, went shopping and celebrated by myself, & booked the coolest holiday. But I'm feeling down anyway and I had trouble looking my friends in the eye today. Just wanted to vent because it is weighing on my chest.",7.089298245614035,7.398138543859652,6.9503450292397675,75.68902631578948,64.14619883040936,9.64701754385965,34.64385964912281,9.3871,3.1888568421052637,725,30,127,12,10,230,109,171,0.047,0.843,0.11,0.8731,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,8,0,14,4,3,0,1,24,26,12,0,5,5,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,12,6,1,1,6,3,3,1,4,2,1,1,9,4,17,4,23,14,3,19,0,0,2,0,7,8,0,2,9,94,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196181951879599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504960125886035,0.1965349253430254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719353804728207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765809947507588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431057658928453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682944161231613,0.0,0.0,0.15455195632085905,0.0,0.0,0.3049529992895758,0.0,0.1635638057479228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499238156899596,0.0,0.08450381679683958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936030815852914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166572341679108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777897234089227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313708411568968,0.1358230223306363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109600950908965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544015839791923,0.11213193228506434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234044465256605,0.15490467164294858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322280122196027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000255052824838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30662608732622937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079991599324034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542599432984016,0.14993698219886614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775051681733215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965349253430254,0.0
lonely,spinycoatkindeyes,2019/04/01,"I'm alone and it's all my fault. I kind of want to pretend like I'm seeking for advice with this post to not seem so pathetic but I already know exactly what I should do in order to change my life and myself. I know I'm responsible for my own misery and I'm trying to become better. It's just so hard. :( Even though I consider myself very flexible (well, in some ways) I'm still a human and humans get stuck on their stupid ways. 

Anyway the thing is, I push people away. I like the thought of people and I like to help and listen to them but I don't let anyone in, ever. I'm polite and likeable (to most people. Unfortunately some people hate me and I find that very hard to accept) but I don't show any sides of me other than the bright and smilish sweetheart-one, which then makes me seem uninteresting and one-dimensional. I've always believed that I in fact am that way (still very much possible), until in one special moment I realized no one actually knows anything about me. It's like, how do you form an opinion of a twig lying on the ground. It's just there. No one cares. Maybe some dog might. I love dogs. Love me dogs. I wish I was even mysterious in a cool way but I'm just hiding in plain sight. I'm too shy and quiet and insecure, unconventional and guarded, blah blah blah.

Ever since when I became too heavy and big for my mom to carry around I've spent most of my time in isolation and it's the way I feel most natural and comfortable. I don't like being around people but of course sometimes you crave it. You know, 🎶*I wanna be where the people are.*🎶 Maybe if I had just one or two people who I could be with, JUST BE, feeling no pressure to please or to speak or to do anything at all. Going on adventures in nature together, listening to the quiet, that would be great. And then talking about cool shit when we get back, listening to some gr8 pops. 8) :(

I half-uncosciously believe in soulmates so I guess I always evaluate that kind of thing too whenever I meet anyone new lol. How dare I be so picky still. I'm really sorry for venting. I should just get a diary or something but I don't have my life together that well. 

If you feel a bit alone too, why do you think that is? Let's exchange experiences.",1.7910072086503843,3.879769284140973,3.560963155786947,87.91006307569084,79.72687224669603,6.5061273528233885,20.89086904285142,7.604176662624187,0.750486343612335,1741,48,364,27,44,582,217,454,0.159,0.6459999999999999,0.195,0.9777,0,4,1,0,0,0,61.0,1,5,2,1,37,27,3,2,13,3,27,5,1,3,6,82,64,41,0,9,19,1,5,8,0,4,2,6,0,2,20,22,0,1,14,2,2,2,8,6,2,5,5,15,49,21,49,46,13,44,0,0,2,2,21,21,1,18,19,242,69,0,0.0,0.0,0.074904688862911,0.0,0.0,0.07500698251009387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899617894886506,0.08470430894135833,0.0,0.12773753033523869,0.0,0.0,0.0521980396267903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734188975530244,0.0,0.12633050889048347,0.1366617021475486,0.0,0.0,0.07211662279322359,0.059022127243114876,0.0,0.0,0.08477312762011932,0.0,0.17295985407687298,0.0,0.06788617103706113,0.08379980364853963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825984789993656,0.0,0.08119973566838658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061284978966727875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013958069907945,0.13886392445047652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508400593124613,0.0,0.0,0.11643338082643435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015537770772985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030858584395117,0.0,0.0436233131133131,0.0,0.0,0.0846259132611565,0.08455753809764473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752009671535573,0.07578258653280938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051449237360088426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986319073339464,0.16873665250367392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698041323501716,0.1084328232583963,0.187500291213494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385540973514276,0.0,0.051236529117433455,0.0,0.1542273598756768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142805730758443,0.0,0.08989798589707687,0.0,0.0,0.05642592673769387,0.0,0.0,0.07413330852743646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600658745531568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37250009521342026,0.0,0.0,0.0842571815165223,0.0,0.08653305799211315,0.07351290033360068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049173109668139765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975511368070273,0.0,0.0,0.07879093487445918,0.06349497124058666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909202164473981,0.07591557740476307,0.08592424320278813,0.0,0.0,0.1838969992969488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169513442516016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198914545475392,0.049183396408612544,0.07541429829840841,0.060937240086858975,0.044758179189019774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052113611007961205,0.0,0.07498136591613744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000004788216174,0.045273828927511715,0.304634448271482,0.0,0.0,0.1380292345440179,0.0,0.06926211290944946,0.0,0.08826785689002277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452664693758184,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FreatyClalk,2019/04/01,"People next door are partying and I’m drinking cheap whiskey Woke up 5am today, took a bus ride, then a flight and then another bus ride to get back to my uni in another country away from my home. Here I am, feeling isolated and melancholy once again. I’m so sick of hearing people laughing and cheering and having fun together, all this racket is killing me. Good thing I have the internet so I can watch shitposts and memes and listen to psychedelic rock and what not (I’m listening to The Black Angels rn btw) and better yet I still got some of that cheap whiskey left so I can get a little wasted. Whatever. Hey whoever’s reading this, share your intriguing story of the day or whatever thoughts that passed or are passing through your head. ☺️🥳😭🥺🤷🏼‍♂️ yayyyyyyy. Cheers Freaty",1.8978781362007169,4.510264941935485,3.0702688172043016,88.38762544802867,83.4516129032258,6.541218637992832,26.67562724014337,7.793537801064563,1.8320035842293918,626,28,122,12,18,201,109,155,0.10300000000000001,0.741,0.156,0.7616,0,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,8,8,1,0,6,0,8,5,1,0,1,16,21,16,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,6,9,3,0,2,5,2,5,1,1,0,0,4,6,10,7,12,17,2,19,1,0,2,0,7,5,0,3,9,66,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074688562457956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254581333910733,0.14940026037396595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718374464368639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530369688122106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19033436480171653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824099437622147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030214191396802,0.0,0.0,0.16296477161165634,0.15539483503941073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940192128205086,0.0,0.2189837042640111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948929421731063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495776484348192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111012360692157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473384909562605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663410478388225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691700081335454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26939829331164244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434679651236772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516361326539696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908044489396128,0.0,0.0,0.15424790600900656,0.0,0.0,0.18416820018876,0.0,0.21586802491798301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,antisocial_man,2019/04/01,"What am I doing wrong? I have 2 roommates. I have been living with them for the last 3 years. They always hang out together. They invite each other to eat out. I was under the impression that these two guys were my closest buddies here. But as of recently, they have been alienating me. They don't even acknowledge me while I am in the same room as them. I am always left alone. I am an introvert and don't have other friends either. I always talk nicely with them. I don't even joke about things that might hurt them. I am currently at the point that even the slightest bit of importance given by someone cheers me up. I can't concentrate on other things and this has started to take a toll on my mental health. I am desperately in need of a good friend. Can somebody tell me what I am doing wrong here? Please help. ",2.000261437908499,4.395989716049384,3.058569353667391,90.107091503268,80.85185185185185,6.280900508351492,20.640522875816988,7.510576382923642,0.7297991285403049,642,18,130,10,17,205,98,162,0.11199999999999999,0.748,0.14,0.5883,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,8,0,6,10,0,0,8,0,24,2,0,0,0,13,28,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,12,7,1,0,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,5,0,27,7,21,22,4,20,0,1,0,0,14,13,0,1,6,105,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424167529323794,0.0,0.0,0.3958552863115237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731289422358636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226754260088774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31422297035013325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450379550247023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300988274543613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701972514587298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856376131301998,0.0,0.0,0.10629323286187928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697638112115952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926435376230494,0.0,0.0,0.1722982849562969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002957436384542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981194536897533,0.16822895539360913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175855048880891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740738769855683,0.14990992395816613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657921033573927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134364827030119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224416427471748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119232874947371,0.12746107865508746,0.13860643336325235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070780721845875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549102026886114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34676598150026583,0.0,0.10212070657112804
lonely,stargirlquality,2019/04/01,"Hope I have depression. Lately I’ve been feeling even more down and basically it’s been four months since the breakup with my boyfriend and I’ve been really sad since then. However, the other day I tried changing the way I was acting towards others and I was happy and positive and it actually worked so thank you everyone for your support on that!! I still feel like there will definitely be lows and the lows are to be expected. Last night I laid in bed writing about everything going on and for the first time since I broke up with my boyfriend I cried, so much, and it felt great. I let out all of the pain and emotions I’ve been concealing since then. I realize it may be ridiculous to cry over all of that four months later but I’m telling you writing felt so good. It’s like I could put everything out on paper and no one would ever see. Still I lay awake at night and struggle with the hard feelings. The feelings that no one would ever love me again and I will be alone forever. But now, I wake up and I know that I will be happy again, and that’s what I keep telling myself because I know it’s true. Depression is a long, hard struggle but I believe in myself and hope that great things come all of your ways. On a side note- birthday is coming up and I’m really excited because I’ve made a lot of new friends this year so very happy to celebrate with them! I want to have a big party but I’m not sure what to do for it. I’m turning 15 by the way. It would be great if you guys could give me suggestions :))",3.1167872454448013,4.471117295819936,4.071467041800645,88.9523881296892,73.79099678456592,7.6270632368703115,25.82006966773848,8.212053250817874,1.4187072883172562,1193,40,259,19,24,385,155,311,0.11699999999999999,0.659,0.22399999999999998,0.9933,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,5,1,2,14,28,1,2,13,0,28,3,1,1,7,61,54,27,0,10,6,0,8,2,1,7,1,0,1,1,20,24,0,1,9,0,0,5,3,10,0,5,9,9,32,18,33,29,6,49,0,6,1,1,15,19,0,5,24,176,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.08523182300063115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045851726817848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648403373211328,0.0,0.0,0.09840294307793568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239476998365573,0.15047238017329506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394687184256079,0.0,0.1918790877739714,0.05632745913553355,0.0,0.15045265530174712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824641516570896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768764015736207,0.15800913947586573,0.0,0.08345768270706926,0.15699219248218588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664811921411436,0.062396139480638435,0.16772133865225766,0.0,0.0,0.07429186663344285,0.0,0.0,0.06747912807874823,0.0,0.0,0.08378505857589139,0.049637673667930086,0.07325714836800494,0.0,0.2888799474306238,0.0,0.08648092205095385,0.0,0.27892706670444145,0.15648003776805702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734978387758829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763233508979547,0.0,0.0,0.09600021519502794,0.07119424321561829,0.0985239969662245,0.0,0.0,0.08931167726963136,0.0,0.08534040726087731,0.0,0.0,0.0772936793174066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425385168358688,0.07882829820628504,0.0826437840693001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394288614500266,0.0,0.06420538785169454,0.0,0.0,0.08435409220410303,0.0,0.1639264661118219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836849695210162,0.0,0.09293655248142647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780142296172014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190524500531608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959914726216414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28899617539897376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395006261277869,0.0,0.0,0.1826147099535892,0.0,0.0,0.09911307369987953,0.08231747842205031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526790617970103,0.08041148653566015,0.0,0.0,0.05802521127411961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092900410347971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929853173121737,0.09500148834020568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206513903218112,0.05151574664134543,0.20798070002658708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358499436094169,0.0,0.0,0.1861327611589496,0.0,0.0,0.05624448047251073
lonely,gsparks93,2019/04/01,"Nowhere to go, nobody to see, nothing to say. Being lonely is the worst feeling in the world. Wouldn’t wish it on anybody. Hope anyone reading this draws hope from the fact you’re not alone. ",2.289594594594593,4.83780491891892,2.368851351351349,94.55435810810816,80.8918918918919,3.7,22.763513513513516,3.1291,-0.13867027027026954,150,5,29,0,4,45,32,37,0.142,0.604,0.253,0.4836,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,6,7,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,16,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31815343466620866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147925260530594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532314577045045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458164076991609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6102126696380107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947545313932469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072704627673944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442876972057328,0.0,0.0,0.24478853313115626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532502733819514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Zonk-ed,2019/04/01,"A Sudden Realisation New account because some colleagues have my reddit and I don’t feel open enough to share this to people I know.

I don’t post all that often, but I was scrolling through all forms of social media tonight feeling alone and slightly depressed and it got me thinking “who can I speak to”.

It turns out everyone I used to speak to, about anything (not just depressing things) has been out of touch due to my withdrawal for a year at least. I’m not comfortable talking to anyone, and  don’t plan on doing so any time soon. If new people were to suddenly appear in my life I’d be ok with it, but I’m too anxious to try make friends. I’ve given up all hope on a dating life as the girl I love has a boyfriend that she lives with. 

I understand this is one big rant, and I apologise. I just don’t have anywhere else to say this.",6.221403508771927,5.301747397660818,6.449239766081876,82.66578947368423,66.2514619883041,9.471345029239766,33.03508771929825,8.515128840125781,2.3502210526315785,659,24,140,8,9,212,113,171,0.107,0.7559999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.6637,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,5,1,15,3,0,2,3,31,30,10,0,2,7,0,3,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,10,10,0,0,5,0,1,1,6,2,0,1,5,6,15,6,25,24,7,21,0,2,0,1,11,9,0,5,10,94,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830695486948352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020253090868176,0.0,0.0,0.19968793830219184,0.0,0.1235943621001984,0.0,0.14545801919181756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775095915374452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044854209181211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476598927188946,0.0,0.0,0.18263982882937133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890129055514172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874984268449612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656396209849322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137073068959624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556208084898306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971424062714726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497009443730803,0.0,0.0,0.1560818893070221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953236259912754,0.0,0.11798834820093368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34143088029146995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977682130508555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24508558191356916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928675363511606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056626019478255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018406474247764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207260187697587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743116692243614,0.11326035937882074,0.0,0.0,0.10306989411577808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000810725336936,0.1922635935344612,0.0,0.18401288790452075,0.0,0.15266346745140275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113827331771888
lonely,corette0,2019/04/01,"I want someone to love I spent a great deal of my life very alone. But, there came a time when I couldn't take it anymore so I made changes. I have friends now that are great. Not anyone I ever see in real life, but we hang out most days online. Still, I feel such a void in my life. What I want most is someone to truly love and spend the rest of my life with. Someone to hold at night, share all my thoughts and ideas with, just to love and give affection to, really..

I've had a few long term relationships, but obviously nothing has worked out so far. First cheated on me. Second just didn't work out, still friends. Third is complicated. Also still friends. Genuinely saw a future with him. That's a recent one. I'm not a serial dater or anything. I take time to gather myself and be alone between relationships to work on myself and enjoy alone time. But I'm sick of the loneliness I feel. I fucking hate dating too. I've always done online dating. The process of searching through profiles, messaging, getting ghosted, harassed. Soul sucking. The thought of doing it makes me want to put a bullet in my brain.

It doesn't help that I'm not the most normal person. I have mental illnesses and I'm living in a hospital temporarily in order to get assistance with housing and disability. I do manage my symptoms pretty well though. Everyone here agrees I need to get the hell out for my own good, but the process is slow. Being here is restrictive. I can only be out of the building 10 nights a months. I could go on. And of course I have pretty much no money. I make a little dog sitting but I have no job. Aaand I'm very overweight. Over 300lbs. Yeah. I have been overweight most of my life and my body is a bit fucked up because of it. Thankfully I don't have any health issues. I've mostly accepted my appearance at this point. Yes, I need to lose weight. I plan on focusing on that once I have an apartment and I can actually cook my own meals. But right now I'm huge. I'll probably always be a bit fat, so I want someone who will love me and my body. I know they exist, I've dated them, but man it doesn't make my life easier. I'm not dealing with someone who doesn't love me as who I am.

Someday I could find that person, but right now I feel so alone. I want it to end, please.",1.226947867699998,3.5578641447084247,2.7834176089442257,91.27654766442215,83.57883369330453,5.7048066742895855,21.38944649133952,7.048011613610866,0.5941880235463515,1781,57,375,24,51,582,228,463,0.133,0.67,0.19699999999999998,0.9825,1,4,0,0,0,2,64.0,1,0,2,6,22,24,7,0,22,2,35,26,4,5,3,76,81,29,1,11,16,0,4,0,3,1,13,0,0,3,16,23,6,2,9,1,3,5,12,8,1,4,10,6,54,16,49,63,14,58,2,1,2,7,27,26,4,7,25,240,70,5,0.0,0.0,0.0669678630804796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842982062619365,0.0,0.054879192960444835,0.1142025896053689,0.0,0.0,0.046667187646876135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805731840208387,0.04798402533310827,0.0,0.05647232737157935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04183301459583076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498409208314648,0.15245326820188412,0.0,0.07660792379685145,0.0,0.07848843956486229,0.0,0.0,0.07259589303366236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958256799771736,0.0,0.0,0.04425729074258786,0.1414982212476975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022695188153087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060781165330909034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207502107402903,0.0,0.06557389566218402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409621645251664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272178417680968,0.058372182801543625,0.0,0.0,0.15905794986695151,0.12688496311500425,0.1075608086290733,0.06583111956737929,0.039001030563465176,0.057559189852581315,0.0,0.1513180725630058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775273959287023,0.0,0.07294490709574157,0.0,0.0,0.045997727718104266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918375523717235,0.0,0.0774689970273782,0.0,0.07162641648951287,0.06809948182883167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03771437146680297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908301698450947,0.0,0.06878003435938504,0.060596917232161734,0.060730749986143716,0.0,0.07677354896379998,0.0,0.0,0.3096826100449958,0.06493440385482108,0.13742267348316478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915761381286407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054775625900805834,0.0,0.05044709207556816,0.10176877477169836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879937036853098,0.06723769093109773,0.0658473046586742,0.0,0.0,0.07308312597721406,0.04650191101081933,0.05219221964998613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984098074924722,0.0,0.07532937498308565,0.06487257635140034,0.0,0.0,0.13963209676283966,0.07398909428655588,0.0,0.0,0.06898683454333966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781099967409078,0.04396277623586695,0.0,0.06775866806777799,0.14735461271418213,0.0,0.1172103341424724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468504603422867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290727667331969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644114575039237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132739792856152,0.1031945528273206,0.0,0.0,0.06318045573632798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742347481078623,0.10896078236457923,0.12004694210054938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324522211726235,0.20238329687848813,0.0,0.0,0.08356646577077892,0.061701897573892175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987892009437878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sykoste,2019/04/01,"Just my corner of earth... Hey all ☺️

Let’s be honest, no one really care’s we all have are own shit that we are going through and that’s life innit but we try and survive,

All we can do is truly care for each and everyone of us and listen and be there for you. 
Everyone has a story and here is mine.

I moved from the UK to Australia at 18 thinking it will be better for me and it kinder was, but I’ve only every felt loneliness for that last 14 years I’ve been here, I’ve never really felt true friendship like I did from people I spend my last 8+ years of my life in the UK,

Everyone has always wanted something out of me, to elaborate I’ve DJ’ed for 15 years nearly and that’s all it’s been, I do have 2 close friends but one left the state and the other is happy saying home playing xbox but the last 3 years it has drifted.

Alcohol and gigging kept me shallow, was never happy and knew what was causing it but I had nobody but a brief moment of happiness, no real friend tho, I just serviced there needs and made me feel slightly wanted but I know that was never true start.

I met the love of my life 7 months ago and gives me a purpose and never in my life felt so happy and I would lay my life down for her and do anything for her and it saved my life! She saved my life! 

She is amazing and love her so dearly and I adore her so much and she does me too and it’s amazing I can’t imagine my life without her, when she’s around I finally found peace after 32 years of life.

I just have this emptiness of not having true friends, I’ve very introverted so don’t like many people unless I feel a connection, but alcohol and gigging gave me somewhat a extroverted outlook but come downs to it was never happy and I just tried to be.

I left it all for her because she was worth it and was  killing me, you can’t hold a real relationship working through the night on the weekends, she has so much important job than I do as a second job on the weekends, and left it 6 months ago and don’t miss it one little bit, thought I would but not even for a second and know I made the best decision of my life doin it.

She has my heart forever and I’m forever greatfull for it, she saved me and her too, she’s my best friend and I love her more than anyone will ever know.

I know real friendship Is something I’ll never really ever feel again.

One thing I know I’ve got her pure love and friendship and that all that matters.

I may never meet you but know I care and love you too, all we have is each other.

Much love xxox












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lonely,RedditsDeadlySin,2019/04/01,"5:34 am Just another night like the ordinary these days. Insomnia into the mornings. Thinking about a girl. Why? Yeah I wish I could stop asking myself that question. Anyway, goodnight or morning or evening. Time is all irrelevant and relative anyway.",3.8478571428571406,6.8428070000000005,4.1575000000000015,74.60625000000005,98.04761904761904,6.861904761904763,31.440476190476193,7.645422480735847,3.6011333333333333,202,11,27,5,8,63,38,42,0.049,0.785,0.166,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,1,3,1,0,0,1,11,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,5,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34158353416769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30453785494935875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600896323270888,0.0,0.0,0.2100856493392731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151587436626337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914791071207088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30569990734118924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649212353489811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272346574465512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087312699488472,0.0,0.0,0.18995092378545456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939440917585395,0.0,0.37460328504461055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,365-fresh,2019/04/01,"Having one close friend sucks There was a time in my life when I had absolutely no friends. Literally none.

I was completely alone, had no one to sit with but tbh it was okay. I didn’t care about anyone and get attached to anyone because all I cared about was school.

Well, one year my social life was getting better.


I never spoke to them outside of class but that was okay bc I knew our friendships wouldn’t last long.

Then I met my best friend last year.

I thought I was only going to be her friend in class only but when I followed her on Instagram, she started dming memes and added me on Snapchat.

We became very close after that and even continued being friends after that class was over.

We still are friends to this day and grew even closer. She’s my only close friend, she’s the only reason I even get out of the house because most of the time I’m at home with no plans.

It may be nice that I have someone I’m super close with but the truth is, it’s makes me feel so lonely.

Lonely that she probably doesn’t feel the same way. She has many other friends she’s known for years and probably is closer to meanwhile, she’s my only friend I’m truly comfortable with.

She doesn’t need me like I need her. 

If I wasn’t ever close to her, I would be fine being alone.

It’s been so long since I’ve felt this close to someone and if we were to stop being friends, I have no idea what I would do.

It feels so embarrassing that she has a group of friends she is best friends with while I just have her.

We promised to be friends even after she moves but I’m terrified for that day to come because all my best friends I’ve made, moved away and we haven’t talked since.",2.0684161665416383,3.941286061046512,2.6987884471117773,95.47816954238563,77.92441860465115,5.6015003750937735,20.980495123780948,6.3737218528115,0.030089947486871882,1311,34,294,10,31,407,153,344,0.077,0.616,0.308,0.9986,1,6,0,0,0,0,28.0,6,0,1,6,16,34,1,1,7,2,39,2,0,3,5,58,65,21,0,7,8,0,4,1,14,4,2,1,1,0,16,25,0,1,9,0,0,6,12,4,1,3,20,5,50,30,35,34,8,48,0,2,0,0,42,16,1,4,25,193,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801352802141614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931760310691476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259942601440431,0.0,0.0,0.12184787251501546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20976668597794967,0.05892726498605561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586386518840005,0.0,0.0,0.057394330253967535,0.06985844339845478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593940730567179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602930009882503,0.060269058838430874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106772234121056,0.0,0.06397356039798736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7206753958218189,0.0,0.10443151837586746,0.0,0.03786636500671847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683355860718204,0.0,0.0,0.07688004483712851,0.0,0.07521517446492973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862181890371056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412299459112737,0.032551193200359575,0.0,0.0,0.11792779384969973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304525296733231,0.044474868476828175,0.06755057901127652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163055228300267,0.0,0.09880799343291158,0.0513878072286724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354470620703395,0.25336889964499504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367302659923895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850492902407854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067431337356616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102311395212844,0.0,0.0,0.0679191013624053,0.11290778535536257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04715981216007163,0.0,0.0532093996080379,0.05570419318241543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355325656291604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528953811838477,0.07770292668074766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05497527698634952,0.0,0.052886396693000486,0.0,0.0,0.05990679070231651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466158199253426,0.0,0.0,0.12871920880700005
lonely,catfishgutt,2019/04/01,"Im tired I dont know what to do anymore. Im so tired of everything. time and time again my life has proven to just seem useless. Im not good enough for anyone or anything. All I seem to do is hurt people and burden them with my brokenness. No matter what I do or try in the end it just comes out hurting me and meaning nothing. Im just tired. Im so emotionally exhausted and I dont know anymore. I give up. Theres no point in trying anymore. Fuck Im tired of hurting people constantly and just being a burden. im so fucking tired. 

Sorry if anything is repetitive and sorry for bad formatting. I dont wanna try anymore.",-0.4007935222672039,1.8564980461538487,2.32765182186235,90.56103238866396,95.46153846153842,4.8906882591093135,21.45748987854251,6.5966054737557815,0.6911538461538456,486,19,100,7,19,168,69,130,0.368,0.624,0.008,-0.9934,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,1,0,9,11,2,0,2,0,10,9,0,0,1,25,19,12,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,0,0,10,1,13,18,2,12,0,4,0,2,2,5,2,5,6,61,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099079830385729,0.05462539833409024,0.0,0.12857709857022714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522941825662891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729602272744639,0.0,0.08442317882463952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746786233700565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787782821362017,0.06919376489075453,0.08072191345901572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702118896580585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444685714979125,0.0,0.07494267319557274,0.0,0.0655258422288997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25089677127790844,0.0,0.5907035086140764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586868442120789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055180565355076684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509881882722267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496109843299123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083212640971228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385145992970356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224043887129986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174904541822665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110826621302404,0.4489543186695546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912110918265754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,brittneyy230,2019/04/01,"Feeling super anxious with no one to talk to Hi everyone,
I usually never post on reddit but as I wrote in the subject, I’m feeling super anxious right now and everyone I can talk to is either asleep or not answering me. Anyway, I feel very lonely right now. I have struggled for many years with the fear of failure. I have always been a very good student and over achiever because of this fear. It has been a huge motivator in my life but as of right now, it is affecting me hardcore to the point where I feel like I’m on the verge of crying at any second. Anyway, I have a huge test next week that determines whether i graduate university or not and it’s really weighing on my confidence, strength, and abilities as a person and student. I am usually a good test taker but even after studying for over 3 months, I still am insecure about this test. After taking numerous practice exams, I’m still not getting the passing score. My point is that none of my friends understand the struggle I am going through and every time I try to complain or vent, they just tell me “Oh you’ll be fine” and kind of dismiss the whole conversation. I don’t want to brushed off, I want to be heard and helped. Just because I have passed exams in the past, doesn’t make my anxiety for this test any less important or real. Anyway, I just wanted a place to vent and I’m sure no one will actually read this. But to anyone who struggles with feeling alone, I’m here to talk if you need someone. ",7.093814432989688,6.173276800687287,7.506584192439862,75.79760824742269,64.49828178694159,10.509140893470793,35.89484536082474,9.725611199111238,3.3320820618556692,1163,48,223,20,15,383,155,291,0.163,0.68,0.157,-0.6226,0,3,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,1,5,15,18,0,6,14,0,20,3,1,3,2,47,41,22,0,5,17,0,5,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,10,12,1,0,8,1,0,3,9,8,0,3,4,7,28,10,39,33,4,40,0,1,0,0,16,20,0,5,17,156,38,12,0.0,0.0,0.09998112276161968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611229235067368,0.0,0.0,0.08525061578646605,0.0,0.0,0.13934557868315514,0.0,0.07837765508703103,0.2314895627272967,0.0,0.07163879070862253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249110118018247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125418063038202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767044079719672,0.0,0.08632260272774206,0.1957999377784987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305803080290744,0.2590211711860371,0.07319374221549456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791563379823335,0.0,0.05352841356636304,0.0,0.058227433954542836,0.1718684802528148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867330462990194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669092643206927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723668676698473,0.05005424872123885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838938636998877,0.10387310419873584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177845798889426,0.0,0.0,0.07596894910265314,0.07901947152691871,0.0,0.10896186091751177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885207201057806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780471647108896,0.0,0.08945959492364303,0.10704347806968288,0.0,0.19370583804524924,0.0,0.09812339420123724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248254339956546,0.11661601272355378,0.06563517970548854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624875634618743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868096345340597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364109947644545,0.0,0.0,0.321324062266253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656245315181217,0.0,0.07703327222909573,0.2470479045729333,0.08955002652320816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059742228103689995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956009588764447,0.0,0.0,0.1066590784585636,0.0,0.0,0.22567901391365205,0.16907190902994856,0.1812915179251785,0.0,0.08218307475622058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438714505702766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597754346688063
lonely,Ravingmad33,2019/04/01,Alone time I don't really mind being alone but here lately it's getting to be to much. Yet when ever I get around people I just want to go back home. I wasn't always like this I use to love being the center of attention I was always like that but in the past few years I've become extremely shy and my social skills have taken a big hit. Idk what's happening with me.,0.7973734177215199,2.7872789113924057,3.048591772151898,90.79415348101269,82.67088607594937,5.975316455696203,14.938291139240508,7.1686216300943375,-0.1951658227848108,290,4,63,4,8,99,61,79,0.16399999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0.091,-0.41200000000000003,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,1,11,16,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,8,3,8,9,2,13,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,10,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321368321148917,0.0,0.0,0.3471787313769528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571690033023935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041665441359196,0.0,0.0,0.23040547930407546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887096180668905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799170062465492,0.0,0.11856410927463805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448284156048975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092638505045025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23533354968697245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384334366092605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828857744197894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064771627767728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533604228150419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915232912901645,0.14463151807637653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364794033234068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126628144618231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121648569757102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018154213646484,0.0,0.0,0.12305005780509112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434506970350713
lonely,RedBraixen,2019/04/01,Anyone wanna pm/dm me? A small convo would be nice,-1.9809090909090905,-0.33356499999999656,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727274,108.0909090909091,2.2,5.5,3.1291,-2.3335818181818184,39,0,8,0,2,14,11,11,0.0,0.741,0.259,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7014925493583649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7126767873269775,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,h4player,2019/04/01,"A discord server to chat So, i'ved maked this discord server to chat around and maybe meet each other. See ya there!  https://discord.gg/fJpmJ9",6.3628985507246405,10.25053195652174,3.8173913043478263,81.34898550724641,77.26086956521739,4.8057971014492775,20.71014492753623,6.42735559955562,0.522953623188406,117,3,17,1,3,32,19,23,0.222,0.778,0.0,-0.69,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243497597773117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931732345254033,0.0,0.5917464646722222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693700657500797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PorknDumplings,2019/04/01,"Almost became a hoe because of lonliness I never felt like that I belonged with anyone or anywhere. Its ironic because i have so many hobbies and interests but I cant seem to find people I can be with. I feel so happy when i do talk to others and hang out with people. Most girls dislike me because I appeal more to men, I kinda grew up bullied by women. I dont know I really just one close friend to do things with. I really miss the friends I did have. 

To be honest I did find a guy who I got along with really well, but he ended up developing feelings for me. I didn’t want it but I was scared he would leave if i didn’t return the feelings. He made me feel happy but I didn’t hold any romantic feelings. Now I’m back to square one because our  “relationship” blew over.  

Hmu if y’all wanna talk about video games/dancing/coding-programming/anime etc. I like pretty much everything",2.380833333333332,4.271973583333335,4.2030555555555535,84.96625000000002,77.05555555555556,6.722222222222222,22.916666666666664,7.645422480735847,1.1053333333333328,695,21,137,10,16,235,113,180,0.115,0.674,0.21100000000000002,0.9732,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,0,8,11,0,1,4,0,16,0,0,1,1,37,29,12,0,5,8,0,6,2,2,1,0,0,0,4,6,10,0,1,10,1,0,2,6,2,1,2,9,7,25,9,21,17,4,13,0,1,1,0,15,5,0,7,8,95,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691480541925002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298072264741032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560441877844134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513651628471476,0.0,0.3333960432389912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024591087065926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110171966186505,0.0,0.15248949265937414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288362386010475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34567262062355925,0.0,0.1312817253290857,0.0,0.24993650196467554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112736859618709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935504104066826,0.0,0.0,0.1353836637142363,0.0,0.2911021090274939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514293639700287,0.0,0.0,0.1447767578243203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335982170846333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937672269402772,0.0,0.13862221368342195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051188668449276,0.0,0.10545419001051587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530284374490166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958198587429934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139103017735107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627771830774293,0.0,0.0,0.14679627235380524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689004386566006,0.0,0.0,0.12447336678361925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219795924279743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090836978882515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064657908215239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229362066672776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971286866718737,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThisIsASound,2019/04/01,"22 feeling lonely but not alone Been having thoughts on events from 4 years ago and I feel myself going back to that headspace of nobody to talk to etc. I have friends but I cant really geet intp heavy conversations with any of them because they arent interested, I mean that in a nice way its not like they don't care about me and stuff. My family don't take kindly to deep conversations and I mean it in a bad way.

I think the root cause of this was that 4 years ago I had friends that I could talk about deep stuff with and (I guess it doesn't matter too much) there was girls in the friend circle I would chat to about things. I would like to say it's not one of those ""being single"" related bs feelings it more of being the outsider that's got me fussed...

Anybody wanna comment or pm about this then by all means go ahead.",2.2285964912280707,4.022901567251466,2.9331929824561414,94.33768421052632,77.18713450292398,5.963508771929827,19.587134502923977,6.742157984588678,-0.039153918128655096,652,14,147,6,15,204,108,171,0.127,0.762,0.11,-0.2621,1,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,1,7,11,0,0,5,0,16,0,0,2,1,29,30,8,0,4,6,0,3,2,3,2,0,1,0,1,16,6,0,0,8,1,0,2,8,2,0,1,6,4,18,9,25,19,5,18,0,1,0,0,14,6,0,2,10,100,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438623462771088,0.0,0.0,0.1424619498205536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353978883271964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576867174040956,0.114849820805238,0.08385016429829845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024299952605251,0.14130335934300428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982374112423902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340636786246442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967138450327256,0.0,0.2086506300515256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31881602026891986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634746155135756,0.0,0.11001256126527206,0.0,0.1515285691650542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323879986914007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440150451307006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495019741518561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111623558033893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320850806746936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881190620853359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093865345116075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31492729222515914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342166698790396,0.22111749358394794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138315535676596,0.08813749610198633,0.0,0.10920058704365614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183640777793608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542538672965454,0.0,0.0,0.1771574108605612
lonely,tuneintothefrequency,2019/04/01,"No idea how to make friends So I'm incredibly lonely, basically no friends, people generally don't like me.  I'm 30, I really wish I knew how to make friends :( does anyone want to chat? Prefer text to voice because of my awkwardness",2.224,4.823114511111111,4.440000000000005,79.26000000000003,81.66666666666667,8.044444444444443,26.777777777777786,8.841846274778883,2.542244444444445,183,8,35,5,5,63,33,45,0.249,0.517,0.23399999999999999,0.0419,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,10,8,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,4,4,5,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501944613555733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002015316606894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24407488058129534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6464525031231011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148539704219471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626070130148804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723474424819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336017286066115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867605338613726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450757597069715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207312373856275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,carlos376798,2019/04/01,"Hello reddit tonight I felt very sucidal and I just want to be able to vent that out Hello reddit in the past few months this place has been the place where I’ve felt most normal and tonight I just really need someone to talk to it’s just very overwhelming, I don’t want to talk about my problems I just feel very scared and alone at this very moment ",4.152083333333334,5.092275597222223,4.120444444444445,91.169,70.80555555555556,7.426666666666668,22.73333333333333,7.554174236665415,0.6493466666666672,281,6,61,3,5,86,46,72,0.11699999999999999,0.846,0.037000000000000005,-0.762,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,17,10,3,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,6,0,9,6,2,11,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,5,35,10,0,0.17858517807504504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849603860140216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902980319189556,0.0,0.3429395536955466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254498533751922,0.0,0.0,0.13241864669807105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497555728999845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704797598067318,0.0,0.0,0.37316700234167177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088189696270165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440623800970752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879491768932634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131464185217827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28708000290081265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5894058994590798,0.21066833002215665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,trownawaydb,2019/04/01,"Eternal loop Finally i gather some courage to post here... maybe i'll find some comment to relate with... and maybe this will make me feel better...  


I was never good with people, and i mean it... i'm not afraid of speak in public, i'm not afraid of participate into conversations, but i'm really bad at maintaining a relationship... i find most of the people frustrating to deal with, the majority of people that i know are selfish or just have a bad personality, and i don't feel good to be with them... but at the same time i miss being with someone.   


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it's kinda hard to explain, but idk, i just need to talk this to anyone, i need to stop talking with myself...  


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How can i overcome my stupidity? how can i be with people, have a normal friendship, how can i have someone to talk with? i'm 23y old, i'm a programmer, so most of my time i spend in front of a computer, and i really try to do something different every now and then... but it's hard, i met new people, it's ok in the beggining, some things things in common, but a day or two later, i cannot stand talk even the little things... and i know that the major part of problem is because of  me, but what can i do? do someone here go through the same thing?  


  
I never ever had a true friendship, a best friend, someone to be there in moments of happiness or madness, and i'm entering the desperation phase, where everything seems impossible to fix... and i know that this type of thing doesnt fix itself in an instant but... i just don't know.  


  
if anyone here wants to talk please just talk, please dm me, i cannot stand this Eternal loop of loneliness, i need to talk with another human before i go insane...",3.2972086596038683,4.746433479041919,4.823592814371255,83.36022570244128,73.49101796407186,7.773192077383696,25.720405343159836,8.384062270229773,1.6423380009212347,1298,43,263,22,26,436,153,334,0.157,0.747,0.096,-0.9597,1,0,1,0,0,0,76.0,0,0,1,2,16,19,3,2,17,1,24,0,0,4,4,69,48,24,0,7,17,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,18,18,0,1,11,0,1,4,9,10,0,1,3,5,31,9,44,40,11,35,0,1,0,0,20,11,0,11,17,184,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697674900854518,0.1984736539338121,0.0,0.08563711295804542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142097882210377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363804799977419,0.04978469088899926,0.0,0.06949434080371318,0.0,0.08570662256688212,0.07222963220560312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052669776741930005,0.08419719776616247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532676808090167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394163298838238,0.07387432548087627,0.06880969150026123,0.0,0.0733988702416597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258864454104146,0.0,0.0,0.08946444519585238,0.1492880523872264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309730041427875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282879896243668,0.1370002378416963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693821542855451,0.14631884307050366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953268189616034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185383680806979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054514720702446416,0.0,0.16409506250956152,0.08896153046496061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166968277727724,0.12597640215807648,0.07887647111807186,0.0,0.0,0.08001832264386666,0.0,0.0,0.08569792293462503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843961551330196,0.0,0.2830951583342245,0.07131025865669267,0.0,0.17929617000483614,0.0,0.0,0.07821636825804107,0.0,0.0,0.0781462449780637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463856103466232,0.0,0.0,0.08768198892573824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434842992174752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27679166210401474,0.06287281966978163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827897725828343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594973851419967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712864178603829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095243752052254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055447919635295766,0.0,0.07977878851702598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048170517824437514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984736539338121,0.0
lonely,Azathoths,2019/04/01,"Making friends as an adult is hard Most of my life I’ve always wanted a friend that would stay by my side.  It’s very difficult though since people have obligations and and/or just don’t have much time Having depression and anxiety sucks. I struggle bad with anxiety. It’s very hard for me to connect with people since they don’t understand my struggles that well, I don’t really tell people how I feel most of the time because of that reason. I’m always getting suicidal thoughts, and I have no one to talk to because of it. It’s hard to deal with it yourself most of them time, but I know I don’t have a choice but to deal with it. 

It would just feel nice to just take a gun and put an end to my life, I won’t suffer anymore then. I don’t think I could bring myself to do it, but I get thoughts and fantasies of it. It may  hurt people at my job if I did happen to take my life. But hey I’m just someone that’s temporary in their life, so it shouldn’t really matter to them though as a lot of people come and go here. 
Just had to vent tonight.
I just feel like this is the place that someone may take notice on. 

Thank you to anyone that reads this. ",4.192121212121212,4.281081958677685,4.842495867768594,89.07950137741051,70.32231404958678,8.106225895316804,25.63746556473829,7.793537801064563,1.098237134986226,902,23,204,10,15,290,119,242,0.14400000000000002,0.7829999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9054,1,0,0,1,0,0,20.0,0,1,4,0,12,14,1,2,8,0,22,4,0,3,0,45,45,18,1,6,11,0,6,1,2,6,4,0,0,1,19,11,0,0,9,2,0,4,8,8,1,1,4,6,25,6,30,34,5,16,0,3,0,0,13,5,1,7,7,135,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727992742862574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379370968796974,0.0,0.09968796086522587,0.07028530879371876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392926998100496,0.12255105019759074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658832488615224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025634132047224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726160644330693,0.08657697434073015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903010834269008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247646830026754,0.07181088237946336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532165194403952,0.0,0.10503418719202028,0.0,0.0571273347201871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888872951885562,0.0,0.2701361738184804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076078013915961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997497203663973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524268183220287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283998520371294,0.04910856664399885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854577647568528,0.0,0.0,0.06709729591581526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389312213100216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444168908428334,0.0,0.0,0.06811435998134817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34843652074757153,0.0,0.10502109033473364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104948334199547,0.0,0.0,0.10054632605540592,0.0,0.128790249743181,0.10335040106561162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630091647040246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033905539563726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714001185189087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016882721255864,0.0,0.10995160690918013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267336148107643,0.08079346439730756,0.0878581450693281,0.09254450434969456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440859597280288,0.19751905823340216,0.15960191296446935,0.17584052894072258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464395324042404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587760928079398,0.05928878378605161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903787644749165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281180352723225,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pharmkitty18,2019/04/01,"Just having a lonely day. Just feeling extra lonely today. I went out with a friend last night, and some family came over to hang out after work today, but I’m still feeling super lonely. As my family was leaving, my mom was petting my cat and she said “Take care of [my name]!” and it was so sweet but I nearly burst into tears. Two of my closest friends have been very distant the past couple of days. I’m super sensitive to changes like that even if there isn’t really a problem, so I definitely think that’s contributing. But anyway. Not really expecting to gain any help here but maybe spilling my feelings somewhere might make me feel even the tiniest bit better.",3.8537286931818215,5.956860835937505,4.620056818181818,82.66471590909094,73.453125,7.154545454545455,24.91761363636364,8.00094639256281,1.5756000000000006,529,17,95,8,11,170,92,128,0.08,0.61,0.31,0.9916,0,6,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,10,12,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,27,21,11,0,3,8,1,4,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,7,6,11,8,14,13,3,19,0,3,0,0,7,7,0,3,10,63,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068825394588572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900610839904798,0.17159142151983303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976321612380425,0.16024761353137196,0.0,0.1662674309931507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390813736573038,0.0,0.2027262349696536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762161604425494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963360735321154,0.0,0.3178841072573503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428618259084568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053492656349765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811638497564715,0.0,0.16642274968718276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678643649248403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491371676568284,0.0,0.15790067975164898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673495040164493,0.0,0.18407827369793775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749553679834815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500387248202974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039264452403805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201377173242429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950682951910793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551798512137716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817399355587195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007096501123407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979618858396201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535344786607146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296835906747165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570027737249894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442329110162748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Masternumber155,2019/04/01,"Somewhat lonely, past mistakes have screwed me Just somewhat lonely because of the reputation I have made myself in school and my city. I haven't done anything bad, just stupid things that people poke fun at me for. These things include videos of me and past events I've done in school. I wish people just understood that I suffer from high functioning Autism and didn't treat me like crap. It's extremely difficult to talk with people and actually carry a conversation that doesn't go downhill in seconds. As of recently, people just ignore me, which Ig is better than teasing me. I'm not extremely lonely, as I have a few friends, just lonely to the point where it just doesn't feel right. I don't many chances for being able to socialize as I am an Early College Program, not a regular high school, so there aren't as many people. I wish there were more people that shared interests with me that would actually hold a conversation with me. I've tried talking with people online and it just doesn't work out most of the time. I guess you can take this as me asking to chat with someone, it doesn't matter. ",7.935042881646655,7.292816792452836,7.455608919382505,75.93638936535164,62.679245283018865,10.350600343053172,33.42367066895369,9.573946990214177,2.9309849056603774,888,30,164,14,11,279,117,212,0.168,0.732,0.1,-0.8801,0,8,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,11,20,4,0,8,0,19,2,1,1,0,34,29,11,0,4,9,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,2,2,2,0,1,10,13,0,1,6,1,21,7,27,21,5,17,0,5,0,1,11,10,2,4,7,113,35,6,0.11373236638277225,0.0,0.22197276699699608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935920469073738,0.0,0.10632440982696953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496177532549734,0.06933019492127848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058703570284193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23277539568755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575065017183808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786934414199682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463672477874129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528902387098625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24032897884722865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556388937089612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107616315004954,0.0,0.2306135370227279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171408255957116,0.5519339182657544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751384778127744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229699102807304,0.0,0.0,0.0971268194677952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453096799818567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593582487260955,0.09636506496064404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551258535220826,0.18282753598600576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111746116243746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631825744925722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721681118530117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615732169535078,0.0,0.0,0.08279851727260429,0.0,0.0,0.08079220993731627,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KingBlockhead,2019/02/02,"Dreams Instead of wet dreams, I dream I'm snuggling someone. Honestly that sounds allot better than sex right now.",2.971499999999999,5.623047149999998,2.2900000000000027,87.55000000000004,102.5,4.0,25.0,5.985473137389443,1.2335000000000007,93,4,14,1,4,27,18,20,0.0,0.494,0.506,0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5923282948022024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5719520706911044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5674663161887874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mostlyconfusedagain,2019/02/02,"I miss my family I am 23 and have been married nearly four years.  My husband and I live nearly 200 miles away from all of my family because houses are cheaper over here.  

My husband works evening shift Friday-Tuesday, and I work morning shift Sunday-Friday.  I get to see him three days a week for a couple of hours at a time.  The rest of the time I am completely alone, I don't have friends over here, and I don't have enough time to go travel to see my family.

I miss having a family so much.  But we won't be able to afford to start our own until I can quit being in the workforce in seven years.

I have my two cats to keep me company, but some days are harder than others to not be depressed.",4.166245210727972,4.260120275862072,5.422988505747128,84.87808429118775,70.3793103448276,8.099616858237548,25.07662835249042,7.793537801064563,1.1888467432950187,540,13,115,6,9,181,88,145,0.046,0.9259999999999999,0.027000000000000003,0.1355,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,7,0,17,0,0,0,1,11,25,8,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,4,1,2,21,1,22,20,6,22,0,3,2,0,6,9,0,1,11,89,22,2,0.15431729782519146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982618088492195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498618112157738,0.0,0.0,0.09407039243286268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179875076025824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074915488165976,0.0,0.19904378149144772,0.0,0.1329132624934858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594510202673473,0.0,0.10192511981244086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5819064580071678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922516149913458,0.0,0.0806244189020777,0.0,0.08770207659758024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197145350534375,0.17806144265326102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716430475856695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362650012036014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344096987737567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413544152874346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459418136775516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922657766744348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699509720461149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507455767948397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378402803945628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246896614537721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875056061614746
lonely,Benetonks,2019/02/02,"Friends and being invited in general I’m 15, male, and in sophomore year of high school. I’ve never been really extroverted, and I tend to be a bit shy around people I don’t know. Ever since I was in 8th grade, talking to people has become harder and harder, and although I’ve never really fit in too well, I don’t get invited to things. For a while I thought it was my appearance and my lack of friends, so I reached out and made a good amount. I’d say that I have 20 friends that I could comfortably invite over. The problem is that I don’t get invited anywhere.  There are times when I have been invited places, and I gladly accept the offer to hang out, but I just don’t get why people won’t invite me places. 

It’s like a vending machine that steals your dollar bill

I’m becoming more social, and I’m perfectly comfortable talking to people I know, but I always have to be the one to invite people, I’m not invited myself. In ninth grade I was invited places a total of 5 times throughout the year. I don’t want to keep sounding down and saying the same points again and again, but this is my main concern. 

Another thing is popularity. I am a gay person, and that gives me a bit of popularity with girls but not so much with guys.(Also I’m not a gay person who really screams “RAINBOW FLAG RUPAUL PENIS GAYGAYGAY” our loud. I try to keep quiet about it.)With male people it’s a whole different thing, only a handful of them are people who I’m friends with.

I guess what I’m trying to ask is this: how can I be a more likable person, and become get invited places?

Thanks all",4.912523510971788,5.273769805642633,6.092568965517246,79.79057758620694,68.81191222570533,9.138620689655172,29.11614420062696,9.120678840339163,2.3020280877742945,1244,42,247,22,20,418,156,319,0.046,0.7829999999999999,0.17,0.9877,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,1,1,1,13,18,0,0,16,0,28,3,1,2,6,49,52,23,0,4,8,0,1,1,4,1,0,6,0,6,16,19,0,2,4,0,2,2,11,3,1,1,7,7,29,15,30,39,12,30,0,0,0,2,23,17,0,2,12,164,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167263398906443,0.07457471551457187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397904206990876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978475497877295,0.08378675497898957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29694946468556604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956933565527948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155782423170039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363846643327373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107043900060808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27697448665913155,0.0,0.18730028759705933,0.08597593155649913,0.0,0.07517272985381912,0.0,0.0,0.09873142735255856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469314383119133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593246443148518,0.0,0.0,0.09851049902341252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04378597531813499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480481416953696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588427728430506,0.0,0.13824778988088662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060731841484490436,0.06816342687011684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349401238114966,0.23476981766993776,0.3745538657330949,0.0,0.08472406699043164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575848707086617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224713777592462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254590728322675,0.0,0.09070472025378801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413826468142395,0.0,0.0,0.09136083207700464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440734633373556,0.0,0.08251414488758943,0.0,0.0,0.17862749079072418,0.0,0.0,0.07115179590202281,0.10452146589061093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169822620356854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052862818056114765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058313693555581,0.0,0.08087211882998864,0.10006248896217527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154304045548968
lonely,loud_love,2019/02/02,"Need someone to talk to My depression is really bad atm and I just need to talk to someone, pm me ",-0.8842857142857135,1.2519024761904802,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,95.66666666666666,6.609523809523811,21.285714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.3439714285714284,76,3,17,2,3,27,15,21,0.294,0.706,0.0,-0.8173,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708336977836291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793776486906786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810294646522586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779842112481786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496718398743599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5214293588976784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,geekything,2019/02/02,"Feeling lonely I suffered a brain injury in 2012 and was diagnosed with bipolar disorder in 2015 after a battle with major depression since 1997.   


Life has been somewhat shitty since 2012. I haven't worked in years now due to my health. We lost our house (although have just managed to buy a new one by selling the rental properties we had). I went through a horrible lawsuit because of the car accident that left me brain damaged. A business I tried to start imploded because I had no idea I can't perform the way I used to before becoming brain injured and severely bipolar.

  
Along the way in the past 5 or so years, all my friends have disappeared. Once you mention things like brain injury or bipolar, a lot of people conveniently forget to call you. I may have also pushed some people away during depression periods where it's easier not to interact with people.

  
So, now it's 2019 and I literally have no friends. Not a single one. I have nobody other than my wife and son to talk to.   


I spend all day alone by myself. Some days I just long for bedtime so I can take my sleeping pills and get some respite.

​

I'm crying right now. I can't fucking go on like this. I don't even know how I could go about making friends at the age of 46, especially without having work as a social network.

  
I know this is just Reddit. But it'd be nice if someone tried to reassure me that not all is lost and maybe things can get better for me. Even some advice on how to make a friend would be welcome -- but do bear in mind my illness.",4.0730391304347835,5.62663739666667,4.836956521739129,83.61586956521741,71.7,7.6173913043478265,29.04347826086957,8.18289091462,2.0241695652173908,1209,48,231,18,23,390,176,300,0.155,0.77,0.075,-0.9498,1,3,0,0,0,0,32.0,3,2,0,6,17,19,2,0,15,0,26,15,5,5,3,47,43,19,0,3,12,2,1,2,4,2,9,0,0,0,10,12,0,0,4,0,3,6,10,9,0,2,7,1,31,10,36,30,11,35,0,7,0,1,18,12,1,10,17,161,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951636078278464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086160990131626,0.0,0.07787884172544683,0.0,0.10551673201729464,0.11833357473199005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914965217863484,0.0,0.0,0.1187301250933193,0.10755420897108307,0.08286756058503356,0.0,0.0,0.08612922079135249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43485598460533387,0.09944109129080944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775409047207926,0.0,0.1069729765849634,0.12561068612737653,0.0,0.16775531465626015,0.09884384234823748,0.0,0.0,0.11161177947732293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286439007269951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924084052017423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30095799481576946,0.0900309700881986,0.10175940691064636,0.0,0.11069241082209966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351582390217122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236934817512814,0.0,0.10993594170513464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704062533699654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580921299603506,0.0,0.06878598713686138,0.09515489669643347,0.0,0.0,0.08618276273573379,0.0,0.0,0.21261471517259733,0.08279334272058368,0.0,0.0,0.1300106416822011,0.0,0.09783643802467286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833120533522824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405515144855113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371196976024576,0.1319813492939914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929651121532216,0.2025437315897604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316635658115147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100174610066213,0.0,0.16111594787502434,0.0,0.09745544592126784,0.09927186131202832,0.08251409238351615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892968602861005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322148717055423,0.07827446700088374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939668702773466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322362018705971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410947211069457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459954364786455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027697777965564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387577619953316,0.0,0.1417950479510405,0.0,0.0,0.06917959197514965,0.0,0.11833357473199005,0.12542564304259707
lonely,notthevietcong,2019/02/02,"Lending out a helping hand to all Hey guys, I noticed everyone here’s super depressed n stuff, so I’m offering someone to talk to. 15/F/HK if that matters",0.5268750000000004,2.9177179375000044,3.3862500000000004,85.03375000000003,88.375,5.7,33.0,7.1686216300943375,2.5641625,122,8,23,2,4,43,29,32,0.098,0.593,0.309,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32426417649826983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597455518639483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727772689079017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523485569270495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286282854138515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31899274572693304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309828562537586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026027000681423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thebigfatbug2,2019/02/02,"I fucking hate days like this For the first time in weeks, it's really nice and warm outside, but I'll waste it because I have nothing meaningful to do",4.704193548387097,5.240725387096777,5.300161290322581,84.6702419354839,69.3225806451613,8.780645161290323,31.62903225806452,8.841846274778883,2.4198258064516125,121,5,25,2,2,39,28,31,0.24600000000000002,0.597,0.157,-0.6285,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,3,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510991924498796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656507084858978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35037417467076704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808082214494015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066801869863867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124056720521888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952429721964658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638829096428814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401905967392688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33041288204557834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Average_Joe46,2019/02/02,"Not Everyone Standing at work today with some of my fellow coworkers, I was asked if I had a girlfriend or wife. When I replied the “No, I just haven’t been able to find one.” He asked how long it had been since my last relationship? I replied “about 9 years.” The guy said Not everyone is meant to have someone.” I think I died on the inside a little bit today. But what if he’s right, what if I’m not meant to have anyone...",1.4648863636363636,3.2248020795454586,2.913636363636368,93.76545454545456,79.3409090909091,6.218181818181819,21.227272727272727,7.1686216300943375,0.3832909090909089,325,9,75,4,8,106,60,88,0.07400000000000001,0.9259999999999999,0.0,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,1,0,16,16,7,1,3,9,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,8,1,9,0,8,8,2,11,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,5,6,48,12,1,0.20092087413156515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048854683580356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756677899773911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193535565015045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085241460334972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839770110152234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363803896770936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894325412508146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377732896907046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013754996873814,0.0,0.17780865099524884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361491841846415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21571382627922472,0.0,0.1715853286953516,0.19112176171633335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662038233406547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023960463879442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874198331418762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808989912311063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627278932384105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293864554911099
lonely,aniyahjohnson16,2019/02/02,"Lonely (have no one) and suicidal Hi, I’m sure not many people will read this or like this but it’s fine. I’ve already commented on the r/suicidewatch. But just trying to share maybe some one will read idk. Ig I’ll start by saying I’m 16 and I’m  so depressed to a point where I’m sure I’m gonna commit suicide one of these days. I do feel like the end is near. I have no deep or meaningful connection with anyone and my days are mostly filled with misery and loneliness and I just want it all to end honestly. It becomes more and more apparent to me everyday that my life doesn’t really matter or have any meaning. Anyways I guess I said all that just to say that I’m willing to talk to anyone who is willing to talk to me. Hoping maybe I can make some friends and/or people to talk to but I know not many people will read this so it’s fine. Also kind of needed a place to share my thoughts/rants. I’m not even sure I said all I’ve wanted to say or the right things because I’ve been reading on this sub Reddit for a while. And like I said I am willing to talk to anyone so just let me know if anyone wants to talk, thank you.",2.143545019573729,3.354691719008269,3.6153849499782527,91.82776642018273,76.02479338842977,6.747629404088732,21.82775119617225,7.273561745256523,0.5037735537190082,884,22,202,10,19,292,122,242,0.11800000000000001,0.695,0.187,0.9236,1,2,0,0,0,3,19.0,0,1,0,0,11,17,0,0,6,0,18,1,0,1,7,47,42,20,2,6,15,0,1,3,1,7,1,6,0,0,14,9,0,0,5,4,0,1,6,2,0,3,4,7,17,15,25,30,8,16,0,2,0,0,18,8,0,10,10,123,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036585183298077,0.07511899565509504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387834946129606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26272338174577364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057261302000718536,0.1037427365043367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211593338624704,0.0,0.08090522710396926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639530751463735,0.0,0.0,0.06204252917521275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04749585899246337,0.06710647711690301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257318484728076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347890470231327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329766909103962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978178187981649,0.10324735308667514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605389174480096,0.06634837080758685,0.13767424077838114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270168258325717,0.19046868978092868,0.18873868177944345,0.10232167703437214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965087984629856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095635318615875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536605008708668,0.0,0.09814104996091087,0.0,0.08879800372771668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758377284919912,0.0,0.060176533562151635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021913321071235,0.2680582689527566,0.22410029031779552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648697734288901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549712657834496,0.0,0.2655950846333012,0.0,0.0,0.3775030044279032,0.0,0.08648181804285915,0.0,0.0,0.062405583822672875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377502832401466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662141425057399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,callmewhatyouwantG,2019/02/02,"Hey I am from Germany and 20 years old. 1 month ago, i had been beefing with my best friend and now we arent friends anymore (he was my only friend basically). 3 months ago, ive broken up with my gf. The last few months of my live have been rlly hard for me, but also very important. I feel the gap that was left in my feelings. My life changed so much. From hanging out with friends everyday, going to parties every weekend etc. to doing nothing. It is like ive lost everything i had since then. I dont have any friends anymore, even the ones i used to hang out with dont hit me up. I realized that all the People in my life were fake. Its not like their/my characteristics have really changed, i just found out who they truly are. I could write a whole Book of what happened in the last Time, but nobody cares and my english sucks.
In conclusion all i can say is that these people were Not there for me when i needed them the most, so i just didnt give a fuck anymore.
I prefer to be alone rather than having a bunch of fake friends.
Choose ur friends wisely! 

Yes i just needed a Place to Write that down
Btw ur welcome to send me messages, i like talking about deep shit",2.8034144736842066,4.2248028458333335,3.5946491228070165,91.78894736842108,74.70833333333334,6.385964912280703,24.714912280701753,6.8360192770164,0.7105833333333331,913,29,201,8,19,290,144,240,0.18,0.687,0.133,-0.8927,1,1,0,0,1,0,28.0,1,0,2,3,12,20,3,0,10,1,26,4,1,1,2,35,40,10,0,5,8,0,3,3,8,0,2,1,0,0,9,11,0,0,7,2,0,4,6,6,0,1,11,4,32,14,29,26,9,32,0,1,0,1,24,13,3,1,18,133,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035584577242936,0.0,0.0,0.10536208579359184,0.0,0.08135381947016697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918020754679835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30266786898073544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675985116095088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372099333630463,0.0,0.21523469488310232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122350177770668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384547045218457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345636440023195,0.06719201546793417,0.0,0.08571230790556719,0.0,0.0914287861042078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287596377871153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154220863683847,0.5501769570887758,0.09404817951839266,0.0,0.09758913584359206,0.057815770029590687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995991794920229,0.0,0.09113051850841217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584782037617116,0.0,0.0,0.11053045245210974,0.0,0.14371047785578353,0.14910110594931852,0.0,0.08982986809786311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105082440639763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436008698658225,0.0,0.074783600124527,0.1508637077889296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761312888948584,0.0,0.1067490145252615,0.0,0.06893519873950606,0.07737060598199177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105419657419174,0.0,0.10628668809406597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517114353117259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090015227499643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442486473426454,0.08415249538121171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176709766643493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059319854689025175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786246248945777,0.0,0.08393829117191201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357843586446717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551108680448535
lonely,HalsySmiff,2019/02/02,"fuck valentine's day let's all have our own singles awareness Day instead, with wine and bon bons, cookies and pizza 💕",9.729130434782608,7.454779304347827,8.25826086956522,76.8204347826087,60.30434782608695,9.2,44.73913043478261,3.1291,3.3732086956521736,96,5,17,0,1,29,20,23,0.156,0.8440000000000001,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6832283238823588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897012402948445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5416564895748905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,livingroomconvos,2019/02/02,"Opportunity for real conversations with real people! Hello! I just wanted to share Living Room Conversations with this community. Living Room Conversations are a conversational bridge across issues that divide and separate us. They provide an easy structure for engaging in friendly yet meaningful conversation with those with whom we may not agree. These conversations increase understanding, reveal common ground, and sometimes even allow us to discuss possible solutions.

We have had people in the past express that our conversations have helped to alleviate loneliness and I hope that it may be able to help some of you as well. We host approximately 2-3 virtual conversations a week and some of these groups have gone on to form cohorts of people that meet regularly. We use Zoom, a program that allows you to see the faces of everyone in the group(or, if you are more comfortable, communicate solely with voice). Some groups also meet in person and we are looking to expand our in-person conversations as well.

Here is a link to our upcoming events: [https://www.livingroomconversations.org/events/](https://www.livingroomconversations.org/events/)

Feel free to send me a message if you'd link more info, are interested in participating in a specific topic, or have any other questions!",11.074389140271492,13.096481431372553,9.907450980392161,51.980837104072435,55.764705882352935,12.159276018099547,36.77073906485671,11.807384569943707,5.100126395173454,1068,43,139,30,13,335,127,204,0.022000000000000002,0.779,0.19899999999999998,0.9879,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,10,4,1,1,7,10,0,0,10,0,14,1,1,3,0,40,22,11,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,12,15,0,0,8,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,2,4,18,11,30,16,7,19,0,0,2,0,40,11,0,10,5,105,30,1,0.15532183838729174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421081804208264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562417631614664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258860937966044,0.0,0.0,0.14841667275021153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785353883876793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000126704554268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082179084543301,0.0,0.0,0.1542696317776388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211564539583925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743040578479445,0.0,0.1304312254407229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827226977301786,0.3230418176833228,0.2712420764743844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510203524661236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399600606638665,0.0,0.0,0.3535805127253069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377139560846473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361726973415535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169551148000522,0.3736660946127295,0.1341481987211356,0.0,0.0,0.09161284453089348,0.0,0.12458980988542052,0.0,0.27930597222615644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rageknowsnoage,2019/02/02,"I never had a friend. Hi, I'm 27 and, like it says in the title, never had a friend. You might be thinking that I'm being hyperbolic, but I'm not. Recently I'm starting to have casual associations that I hope can develop into friendships, but I'm still so lonely. I'm always the one that starts the conversations, because of that I'm really scared that I'll never be able to really connect with people. That I'll never find someone that actually misses me, and wants to talk to me.",5.153436426116841,5.464139824742269,7.3809793814433,70.93923539518903,68.2783505154639,10.178006872852237,28.537800687285234,10.125756701596842,2.8344584192439863,381,12,71,9,6,137,58,97,0.145,0.7440000000000001,0.111,-0.5314,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,0,4,16,21,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,1,5,5,8,15,0,10,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,2,9,46,13,0,0.1887715565900064,0.0,0.1842138086074367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707305725699142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507338878302588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253378283817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916888727066928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749274942662986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222424733024626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002567902202724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5823690473581469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791649219167198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308704287839009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418637858470416,0.0,0.18638913856235734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011871853586248,0.18899325961090235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994552731185732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672269587125523,0.0,0.15075320893893954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151727426647572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095719120149795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113423549791694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,oh_release_me,2019/02/02,"I'm so alone, yet I have so many friends? Fuck man, I just feel like shit. I feel like I'm so alone. I'm from the country, live in the city, have high school friends living in the same town and other towns across Australia, have friends in the current city I'm in, yet I feel so disconnected from them. I'm moving to America (new job, yay) end of August. Just had a date (first date), felt completely disconnected from her during it, felt like we didn't connect at all, yet it didn't go completely horrible (I'm being bias). Anyway, I'm so alone, perhaps it's because I'm transitioning to a new social group in a new city I've spent a couple of days in.

I just hate being private about my life I guess. Thanks for letting me vent.",3.842400000000002,4.41334844,4.8133333333333335,87.27000000000002,71.26666666666667,7.866666666666667,27.0,7.908726449838941,1.3674,566,18,125,7,10,185,83,150,0.115,0.733,0.152,0.6868,2,3,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,1,1,13,11,3,0,8,1,9,3,1,0,1,13,28,6,0,0,3,0,5,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,3,0,1,6,5,11,8,17,19,2,26,0,0,0,1,9,11,2,1,16,65,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40879616969175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020299697883013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758943464101073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557815268906504,0.0,0.08485086217221229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653072738129935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957511105309905,0.1879852673066836,0.25265297614576754,0.0,0.0,0.11191218338222536,0.0,0.0,0.3049487204278467,0.12163305001674313,0.0,0.0,0.07477346700145791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449376453421918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989675311173976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900944881444285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056153347174804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453780686503558,0.09293079265582213,0.1928333155448103,0.0,0.23235496732199926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338990921713467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983659938909354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812093192797965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315444663897655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505327652546906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411761819729526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113068946857218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RevolutionaryLiving9,2019/02/02,I've lost my appetite for life It feels like I don't have any passion or energy in doing things. It feels blank for me. ,-0.06820512820512903,2.043201923076925,1.85923076923077,97.16910256410259,87.46153846153845,5.005128205128205,16.358974358974358,6.42735559955562,-0.4509333333333334,94,2,22,1,3,31,22,26,0.168,0.669,0.162,-0.0464,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,2,3,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254519433714412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839705390496644,0.3418988370032959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33803638323406393,0.23381082735844155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5224284213315491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179483925868203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,potionJunkie,2019/02/02,"Lonely? Join my gaming discord!  **\[NA\]\[EST\]\[PC\] Join my gaming discord! Killing floor 2, Conan Exile, The Forest, Tower defense games, Dead by daylight, Elite Dangerous, Don't starve together** ",6.3028078817734015,9.092489034482758,4.336059113300493,71.3541379310345,106.9310344827586,4.41576354679803,31.729064039408865,6.1826913282559595,3.038720197044335,158,8,15,2,7,45,25,29,0.435,0.386,0.17800000000000002,-0.9322,1,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lif77,2019/02/02,"I'll never be loved Yesterday I got rejected. Again. Well, what did I expect for. I knew this would happen. But still it hurts. So much. I can't take this pain anymore. I lost all my power, all my will to struggle and live. I don't want to eat. I don't want to drink. I just don't feel like that. I was never loved. Not even by my own family. I'm unwanted. What happened yesterday made me believe this even more. I don't want to see my future. I know it's miserable. I'll be that woman that lives alone with 10 cats. Not that cats are bad. But still I want to know how it is to be loved, I wanna hug, cuddle, kiss... I want to have someone by my side. But I know it won't happen. Who would want me anyway. Everyone gets to have someone at one point, but I'm an exception and will be left out. All this time I imagined that I'm loved to cope with the harshness of life. I guess thats what I will do the rest of my life too. Pathetic. 
I just want to be loved. Is that too much? I guess yes. Well, what else to say. I give up. I lost. Suffering won. ",-1.7001347499352129,0.2305385991189439,0.8411363047421645,100.92358059082665,99.13215859030836,4.432702772739051,14.165457372376265,6.2272716619740125,-0.787196320290231,790,17,198,10,34,266,112,227,0.233,0.703,0.064,-0.9793,1,2,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,4,14,20,0,2,3,1,24,13,0,2,5,41,58,8,0,12,9,0,1,1,0,6,3,1,0,1,20,5,2,0,6,1,0,0,10,9,2,1,8,3,30,11,23,39,8,15,0,6,1,8,9,6,0,2,10,133,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398529053759448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957094165736596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383074919068892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311769123274247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835488358511467,0.0,0.10273542042267213,0.0838722603217816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262799796745536,0.0,0.0,0.09593758162275176,0.0,0.0,0.0946492492133471,0.0,0.05076582768027831,0.07172658681860694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052455446144920065,0.09631391185524436,0.0,0.0,0.0802999549027917,0.0,0.22120632645027646,0.0,0.26635316112700497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748148543960853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553350480748366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908612073227812,0.0,0.14183257364898405,0.04905092030919635,0.0,0.17731207317610273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21919938568719904,0.0,0.4530796954842541,0.0950019761223248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476127646453482,0.0,0.15487108086778886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680344036016638,0.0,0.10683388035969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491151968236404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984300780957759,0.0,0.0,0.08000670105799862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013910204964647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036094307260107,0.0,0.0,0.10496105974557338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548915414372605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058544705887564476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145343114696509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054534582692788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264416318253312,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,notorangebutbed,2019/02/02,Voice Chat Does anyone want to chat? You could tell me about yourself or we can talk about whatever. Just looking for some company tonight :),3.837466666666668,6.9904548800000015,2.764,90.08866666666668,80.2,6.533333333333335,28.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.0443333333333342,112,5,20,2,3,32,23,25,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33504955616752424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382581395750468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193283389470888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023854217200487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851418575537899,0.4188191389693523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826292013816145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PossibleEffort5,2019/02/02,"I had a dream Dreamt I met a long lost friend and it felt amazing. We hugged, remembered the old times, laughed... But - that person doesn't really exist, and the crappiest part - they looked like someone I met once before, who's name I don't even know and barely talked to (they live far away). Ffs, why, subconscious, why...",1.1077413479052822,3.738827606557378,1.561530054644809,95.93916211293262,92.60655737704916,5.334061930783244,16.61384335154827,6.937597516519254,0.06890018214936244,248,6,51,4,9,75,50,61,0.09300000000000001,0.6890000000000001,0.217,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,2,1,1,6,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,9,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,2,7,5,2,4,1,5,0,1,1,1,10,2,0,0,4,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910646697831188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844271751985845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403159615410722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22391612337789327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017581888779266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281649443216201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393358361493765,0.0,0.20592681837367988,0.2063816229162296,0.19583587266125824,0.0,0.2545739343941846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447124257353303,0.2483587663648156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525413930961893,0.0,0.0,0.20362811347254334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939893068225546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641790511876231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759626819794324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744364905172825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598538215810374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208676520683768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hellblade999,2019/02/02,"Is there a way to stop wanting it? I really wish there was a way to take away the desire for companionship, relationships, and sex. To me, these things have been a huge source of depression and an inability to get these things has destroyed me. I often think that I’d be so much more productive and happy if the drive for these things were gone entirely, so I can focus on other pursuits and make myself happy. 

It’s absolutely hopeless for me and the pain never goes away. I really want it to. What’s the point in being human if you don’t get to experience these things?",3.8004365079365066,5.551045392857149,5.172261904761908,80.14496031746036,72.75,8.549206349206349,23.158730158730158,9.150863307647796,1.7537468253968256,452,12,88,10,9,151,73,112,0.15,0.71,0.14,-0.3048,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,1,0,8,0,10,2,0,1,1,16,19,9,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,14,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,0,9,2,14,13,2,12,0,2,0,1,4,6,0,3,2,70,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336266150614165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413272767966915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505124802907238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699204834543226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38099949806908107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945311462067562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315517036434498,0.0,0.1380202761069427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041956164054014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916927393917325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292848952348233,0.0,0.0,0.19212951177873305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961346938076153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455105807508635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755560648594436,0.11466643017848545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110328780466847,0.28409054472347484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057881477927373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,putrefried,2019/02/02,"hello world i am drunk.

ego exists only in time. without time there is no ego and no suffering.

i am lonely. i remember a time, in another lifetime, when i ran around in backyards with my friends. aware of the grass, the sun. time was beginning to take form. i was going to grow up and make my parents proud. 

my ex is smiling at me in one memory and threatening police in another. my other ex is crying after the third time we moved in together that it was like the other times. then she’s laughing, orgasming, talking.

there’s ringing in my ears and the sound of the podcast. who am i? does it matter?

one more beer before bed. theres no time.

i hate this form of writing.",0.8239376646180858,3.3067975746268665,2.8065057067603187,88.98068042142229,88.17910447761194,5.839508340649692,22.06145741878841,7.285733465282438,1.0680786654960492,521,19,103,9,17,174,84,134,0.168,0.726,0.107,-0.8466,1,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,7,0,9,4,2,1,0,12,15,6,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,7,7,2,0,1,2,0,4,4,3,0,3,4,3,15,4,18,11,3,26,0,2,0,1,10,11,0,0,12,74,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35283636866747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497725588689937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316299326983636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480779956316692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472311918431228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998466191755825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956167694189872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610581786074144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219537138036513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230397328431582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881642267385495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228012564715609,0.12795691189793176,0.0,0.0,0.18681471372735256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058731003026436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649832094730076,0.13522790961064474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.686729763420216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218091882243366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,t1tt1bo1,2019/02/02,What do you do when you feel super lonely? Typically I don’t even think about the idea which is what brought me to this sub. I’ve been feeling super down which is encouraged by being super alone. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I try to be there for everyone but it doesn’t seem to be reciprocated in any shape or form. ,2.0376960784313742,3.8109316911764712,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,77.67647058823529,6.886274509803924,21.62745098039216,7.793537801064563,0.7522862745098041,257,7,57,4,6,86,48,68,0.048,0.799,0.153,0.7269,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,3,5,5,0,0,1,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,18,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,2,6,4,9,13,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36240516723822985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379533823456041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470204639218628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311147640948793,0.0,0.0,0.3343576301289909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538538609709791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39501008736746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923034728698728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185483807264441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242106334711337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375685005461957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,upcomingdr,2019/02/02,"It was my birthday on feb 1 And I spent all day by myself. I tried to be happy  went and shopped and got my nails done. I got upset by the end of the evening bc ive been alone for most the Tom least year. Got more upset because last year this time mutual friends of my ex which are also my classmates  were upset with me for pointing out that I felt like i had no friends. They claimed that they were so busy ect. Left my med school class this year to do an internship and started smiling again bc I wasn’t surrounded by fake people. I don’t know why I’m posting just so angry that even after a year of me trying to change my environment and meet new people, I’m alone. ",2.4829206963249533,3.742329645390072,3.4686653771760163,93.02454545454547,75.24113475177305,6.2620245003223705,23.45647969052225,6.574015621080383,0.43713617021276585,524,15,119,4,11,168,92,141,0.142,0.7559999999999999,0.102,-0.6048,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,7,8,0,3,5,0,12,0,0,0,1,12,22,8,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,1,2,1,3,4,0,0,13,1,19,4,15,8,4,19,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,13,74,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32382736087702024,0.0,0.12501932008018393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529905159947856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537942156372162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008217522662437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998277857075868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384644990830766,0.0,0.0,0.20651274011046972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010404796240154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415647372954502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751009735167345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641922105261348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591644344022399,0.12743213456506958,0.0,0.0,0.16985609408031765,0.0,0.0,0.07637633164362526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365054865456053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098723637404127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676302188404029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778507025691054,0.0,0.14972365161744824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821718587769582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065319269921303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115893941767277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227948030005375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492211402803407,0.14106607706243446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026929077626923
lonely,MyUserNameIsNotThisO,2019/02/02,"I feel like I missed socializing in my teens and twenties... SO I turn 30 later in the year. It's crazy for me to fathom! It still feels like yesterday I was entering high school as a freshman for the first time.

I was popular in high school: joining clubs, sports teams, prom, being elected School President, etc. 

I didn't go to college because I got a good paying job in my field where I could work from home! (In hindsight: the work from home part was a mistake.)

I worked at that job for over ten years, keeping occasional contact with friends from school on Facebook, texting, etc.

At 27, I had my first of what has turned out to be many seizures. I'm a full on epileptic now. (This severely limits my travel. I also had to move back in with my parents because my seizures are now so frequent and so severe, I can't live on my own.)

Looking On Facebook, it's like my life has been on pause, while my friends have been in fast forward. I message and text friends, but I think more and more I'm forgotten...

Oh, did I mention I'm in the closet? (I'm gay.) I've met a few gay friends on facebook, but even they're moving out, getting married, adopting children.

**I'm not sure how to keep living like this...**

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lonely,Big-Ole-Dummy,2019/02/02,"Voice Chat Is anyone up to voice chat??? I kind of want to talk to someone right now, I don’t care what about. I really like dinosaurs though. . . I’ve been watching videos on them for years. . I could tell you my favorite things about them maybe. . I got to write an essay for my teacher last week on dinosaurs. They’re badass. . Yeah. . Or you could tell me about what you like. . Idk. .",0.1282909090909108,2.5167541200000016,0.44242424242424505,104.0345454545455,94.46666666666668,3.260606060606061,14.818181818181818,4.851557810540192,-1.3170000000000002,289,6,66,1,11,85,52,75,0.039,0.7609999999999999,0.2,0.9106,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,2,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,13,4,13,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,1,6,38,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057783614126068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487266721677207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895537566531697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951117585379045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540398461039118,0.0,0.1988545188469395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383665428209895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24508390323054566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628274595592068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833480551726308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067008595282064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960804408172471,0.4264519152158945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207174832888427,0.0,0.2396829019347242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388999094182756,0.0,0.1956846412493152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709794215080025
lonely,RyeNCheese,2019/02/02,"I dream about being loved, not even romantically just in general I don’t dream about sex, pleasure, anything of that sort. No, I dream about having friends that love me like the lonely little fuck I am. Hooray for me, the antisocial little bastard that sits at home reading physics books and drinking tea. I really need friends...",6.860593220338982,8.303803491525425,6.162500000000001,77.15188559322034,64.9322033898305,8.611864406779661,33.39406779661017,8.841846274778883,2.8271322033898296,262,11,45,4,4,80,45,59,0.17,0.494,0.335,0.9184,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,7,7,0,5,0,1,0,4,4,4,2,1,1,28,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070436100492289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464701289655801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617802071412674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887677815578097,0.232598177258008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523731783376496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229180109193652,0.5043343271254601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541538026672647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865566331309328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25166595664609404,0.0,0.16118003849512294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ToxicJuju,2019/02/02,Help with loneliness I was just wondering how you guys/gals get rig of your loneliness. I haven't really found a way to get rid of the feeling ever since I got it last summer and wanted some advice.,7.174499999999997,5.945243450000002,7.845000000000002,74.44000000000005,64.5,12.0,30.0,11.20814326018867,3.1667500000000004,158,4,31,4,2,53,35,40,0.17600000000000002,0.72,0.10400000000000001,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,10,9,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,4,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200049115897743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962200076559794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558126763930536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590595824910758,0.0,0.0,0.3421844837028199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619117806553295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949967992061012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26693594231760576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20978895677918727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270890815471811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931533190437208,0.25993451922478433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551328144455965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jastip,2019/02/02,"My experience of loneliness I feel lonely.

I’m pretty happy with who I am, and am generally an optimistic guy. I know there’s people out there who (are) like me and I know I won’t feel lonely forever. That’s what I tell myself to keep it together, but for now, I feel lonely.

I check my phone every minute to see if I have any notification from any social media platform, but I never do. I feel like I’m falling in love with any girl who is even a little bit sweet to me. I browse Reddit and watch YouTube to fill each and every bit of free time because I have nobody to spend it with. Despite all the people that surround me, I am always alone.

When I started to feel this way I used internet communities as a supplement for real contact. It was nice for a few years and I didn’t feel that lonely really until I realised that all I was doing was hiding from reality. I had nobody. Today I told my last remaining online ‘friend’ and last person I truely cared about I was leaving and they just replied with “Okay”.

I don’t know why I’m writing this or what I’m trying to achieve. Just spilling out some thoughts. Anyway, if you’re feeling lonely don’t give up. I know some time in the future I will not feel this way anymore and neither will you. We just need to get out of this pit of loneliness somehow and show the world who we are.

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lonely,Krista_87,2019/02/02,Finding it difficult Anyone else find it difficult to make friends and keep them?  Or have them but it doesn't feel enough some how? ,1.6653999999999982,4.395799440000005,1.4794999999999978,95.58725,94.6,5.7,22.25,7.1686216300943375,1.0464000000000009,106,4,21,2,4,31,21,25,0.14300000000000002,0.78,0.076,-0.2047,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,10,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23659868869229375,0.3467037403335725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826677236410864,0.0,0.0,0.34963038175626365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109185914491526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6185346804756259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614266039816046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007620030004346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258670055085454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,siscodtick,2019/04/30,"Recently dumped and feeling lost Well, well, well, look who is back in this boat. My boyfriend didn't have the time or energy for a relationship and broke up with me officially. Apparently he tried to last week, but I didn't get the hint. It is pathetic how much I invest myself into a relationship. I'm crushed because this was sort of out of nowhere, and I was starting to develop feeling feelings.

Of course this is probably a story that is thrown on here all the time, so it is nothing special, but still sucks.

I've resorted to drinking lately, because NOBODY, not even any friends or my sisters, have time for me. I'm a loser that deserves this miserable, lonely life I'm in.",5.191136556403733,6.314267129770997,5.940101781170488,78.40004240882107,68.54198473282443,9.181000848176422,33.639525021204406,9.444778638647367,3.1375438507209505,538,25,101,11,9,176,86,131,0.249,0.688,0.063,-0.9854,1,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,9,12,2,1,7,0,11,2,0,1,1,17,22,9,0,0,5,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,6,1,0,3,1,1,0,3,7,3,0,5,4,8,5,15,17,2,16,0,5,1,0,6,6,1,3,10,69,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978889865941172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544944732674707,0.0,0.21476034870394006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725611752961338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163462472436958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672021124952749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609402807643056,0.0,0.0920317640314952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435867891440354,0.19870629617021351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244208457781563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147922695269844,0.0,0.19228991098159454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949144581046462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902188673632945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899208536940234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392812020055598,0.3782410652851414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468076990504537,0.0,0.14067462539497336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081456523686097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959514404070988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129791711406248,0.0,0.4751434184228455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FreedomHero1175,2019/04/30,"Looking for real friends Hey random people that are most likely infinitely better than almost anyone I know irl

I'm 16, english and... I don't wanna say I hate my life but I'm not too happy with it for reasons that I'm not entirely sure I want to go on about here. I'm sure you'll all understand.

I spend most of my time wasting away in my room being completely ignorant to the world probably playing xbox or listening to music.

I realise halfway through writing this its probably got no flow or doesn't make sense.

As the title suggests I'm looking for real friends and by that I mean not just people who I'll talk to for a month or so and then just forget, someone who will last and I can trust.

I have no ""requirements"" except that I'd prefer any potential friends to be around my age (16) but that's not a big deal to me really. You don't have to share interests or anything I just want someone great that I can talk with and have a good time with. You don't even need to be in the same country as me I don't get out much anyway and would probably be too awkward to meet anyone irl.

If your interested in talking to me more just message me.

I think I'm about done now sorry for any potential spelling mistakes or repetition or anything like that.

If your still reading thanks so much it really does make me feel great that some random stranger on the Internet cares enough to spend a few minutes reading about me.

Have a nice day/night :)",3.9591275277234175,5.0873357705479485,4.986966731898238,84.07440639269406,71.43150684931506,8.027658186562297,28.973255055446835,8.418075326091056,2.02138303979126,1143,44,230,18,21,375,156,292,0.11199999999999999,0.701,0.188,0.9845,0,0,0,0,0,1,23.0,0,5,0,2,17,24,1,1,9,0,20,1,0,3,3,61,45,21,0,9,19,0,1,2,3,3,1,2,1,0,14,11,0,2,7,4,2,2,11,4,0,1,2,5,28,20,38,36,10,23,0,0,2,0,22,11,0,14,12,155,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643520930051384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456322156812884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864245384680208,0.0,0.17493708076132616,0.09462163746324838,0.0,0.0,0.09986401207921206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400586358424913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837088722810977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114442236862198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854898323891286,0.10958148402101256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301608093674643,0.10877272572888427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982714691042562,0.0,0.0702042864870651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053743987164667564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24636078161362734,0.0,0.055532726504224666,0.0,0.060407696574672334,0.08915195381928809,0.08501072360720273,0.2343726840442281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314888045630628,0.0,0.10494048173339487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841482327919019,0.08664145444856088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507656593062934,0.1038569507076784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851555202998878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190030438200338,0.0,0.0,0.1157821968874205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484056296202791,0.0,0.15627241573612013,0.07881352336550562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974702170459493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473777673959363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437994350090821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263978044145448,0.24196514371050906,0.13618563453675633,0.10928498063180277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452696987295265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012025282740618,0.0,0.0,0.11898421374644118,0.0,0.0,0.08488423079090246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003562573289593,0.0,0.0,0.25629834332903895,0.0,0.09785858846368188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810706190623059,0.0,0.0,0.12395842107003947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065281106993384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538652043794946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550616650514125,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GimmeSerotoninBitch,2019/04/30,"I feel like my life has gone downhill, and I don't know what to do about it. Hi, I'm uh, kinda ""desperate"" to like, talk to someone or have any kind of human interaction at all, so I figured I could give reddit a shot (I've never really used it, so I'm getting used to it, yay). 

Well, I have broken up with my girlfriend -- a couple of months ago, and I... I feel like everything's fucking fucked for me.. I feel really alone, and don't really have friends, except for one, but he's busy with his girlfriend, life, etc.

She was my whole world, I mean.. Everyday, all day I used to text her, and make her my number one priority, some days, I would be spending lots of days with her, I felt like this was it, she was ""the one"", we were thinking about the future, we wanted a life with eachother.

But, she...She treated me like shit, there were moments she would just say that I'm useless, or that I needed to grow up (We were 18 btw), and a lot of stuff that I can't shake off to this day.

​

I've never felt this lone.

I have no one to text to

No one to go out with

Nothing.

I feel really empty, and cold.

And I'm really scared that I'll just grow cold, I'm a really warm guy,I really like showing my love for  someone, but lately, I'm starting to feel more like..Numb.. For example; Things that used to make me cry, now don't really seem to have an effect on me. Don't get me wrong, I cry, a lot.

But sometimes, I don't really feel anything. At all.

.....And I don't know what to do about it.....

I just want someone to talk to..I wish everything was different.

I miss her. I miss everything..

I miss the life I lived before.",1.5517490573942183,2.8578878856305003,3.554950775031422,91.26671187683284,77.7683284457478,6.982865521575199,21.26948051948052,7.7094869923839395,0.6191750314201925,1223,31,286,18,28,416,148,341,0.128,0.759,0.113,-0.7943,1,1,0,0,0,0,94.0,3,0,0,1,11,24,3,2,10,1,26,8,1,7,5,65,67,16,0,7,10,0,9,6,3,2,4,1,0,1,17,17,0,0,15,1,1,5,11,11,2,5,10,12,45,13,39,53,10,27,0,5,0,3,23,8,3,8,20,178,62,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695987131103617,0.0,0.0,0.07823457759947752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184538167819372,0.09178692709794467,0.051368424181264014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216133033079136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427726669653927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603109392232227,0.08358135027485138,0.16594987222337002,0.19486302034581365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892112314268941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424482751996165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036660267520269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291656674432357,0.16189306756931754,0.14505663457844697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836046445876283,0.13966731093451432,0.07893096515331229,0.0724629240538992,0.0429299810532857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479448714609645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866119351682142,0.08302740871791865,0.0,0.08521014403998302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341886784003106,0.25832832778476056,0.0,0.06670142996429305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265909602665715,0.06817598606852057,0.0,0.1008443910958365,0.0,0.0,0.08228301690895451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060293703733723385,0.0,0.0,0.0560104631806547,0.11651911084179267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248073962575967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559324881668821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43552414160081865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007084230817969,0.07562670669003357,0.0,0.0,0.06876694998873613,0.0,0.0,0.07753866224110613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200928390726807,0.0,0.07470900459050908,0.0,0.05346617881460703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647292737751049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142915165898945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501840847191083,0.048401694535979665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609622840299063,0.0,0.0,0.08910852841549169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791772564800706,0.0,0.0,0.0843354693231251,0.08686496172493532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732004301687054,0.08258893499504652,0.09178692709794467,0.0
lonely,zeus0924,2019/04/30,Better off without me. I just dont know what to do anymore. I broke my marriage because I dont like me. I'm so scared of myself that I dont want to get to know me at all. At this point wouldn't the world be better off without me? Wouldn't my ex wife? Wouldn't my daughter?,-0.9722350230414776,0.8691573064516122,1.3771889400921675,100.96435483870968,88.83870967741936,3.542857142857143,18.534562211981566,3.1291,-0.9342470046082948,211,6,53,0,7,71,37,62,0.17,0.735,0.095,-0.5593,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,0,1,10,13,1,0,4,3,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,0,12,3,10,9,1,6,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025139822188476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308918219726858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357165473957446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7099498096461759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105495401168539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194102843333888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864841300574534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908806345244734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021581706450405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909825167437428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892893235462288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nogf_sadforce_gtx,2019/04/30,im an idiot tried going back to okc had one promising convo and the girl i thought i could ask her out.  she said yes but never responded after.  there goes my confidence for the next couple of days.,3.605666666666668,4.911568900000006,4.655000000000001,85.4366666666667,72.5,7.333333333333335,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.0845833333333328,156,4,31,2,3,51,37,40,0.05,0.762,0.188,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,5,1,5,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304695508291587,0.0,0.0,0.2506159024652061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602242756863589,0.3606293753055377,0.0,0.2101944066061752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523046347318087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520545014235166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25137314733401583,0.0,0.3466245140462061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220854946766242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100289345288105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25874772956253633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128141196409432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fmefmefmeaton,2019/04/30,What method of communication with loved ones far away do you prefer? My schedule is changing all the time and in order to combat loneliness I am looking for the right app to have direct communication with people who don't like to talk on the phone.  It's all very confusing and it seems like I can't win sometimes.  What do you guys prefer?,6.2309090909090905,6.638140727272727,6.578333333333338,77.28750000000002,65.96969696969697,9.024242424242424,28.62121212121212,8.841846274778883,2.052284848484849,272,8,52,4,4,88,49,66,0.20600000000000002,0.74,0.053,-0.846,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,0,5,0,1,3,0,7,1,0,0,2,10,10,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,5,4,10,10,2,8,0,0,1,1,7,5,0,2,4,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885809166681632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32492778009839623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304130353134162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001194665983276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25793166412878915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772181147226572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813522754065952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129416309545602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262307494859558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27962110019127384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037827628128752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246878427702125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791037333486852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534338864889333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,idontknowwhatever---,2019/04/30,"Just like Michael Scott would have said. It's not the horniness, it's the loneliness.",2.8818750000000013,5.857643437500003,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,83.375,5.7,26.75,7.1686216300943375,1.2425999999999997,69,3,14,1,2,19,13,16,0.162,0.6940000000000001,0.145,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38054928124114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7409474786566911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5533345086104281,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,aii_ko,2019/04/30,"Im bored My life is so damn boring.I have no one to hang out with or talk to.I do everything alone.Everyday its the same thing and im tired of feeling so bored of everything,I want something exiting to happen.I want to meet someone and joke around and I want to go out and fall in love and get in a fight,I want to live you know?
I have tried to do all these things many times before,but I  always ended up getting ignored and rejected.Everyone around me just treats me with indifference no matter what I do.My life is so pointless no one would notice if i went missing some day.......what do you guys think i should do? I guess im having an existential crisis because theres nothing with meaning in my life,i wish i could find meaning in something but for some reason i just cant
Id be really happy if you could help me out",1.5481896551724148,3.3759027126436787,3.3673419540229905,90.28997844827587,79.34482758620689,6.41896551724138,22.36925287356322,7.413659706084162,0.7663459770114947,648,20,142,9,16,217,102,174,0.114,0.7509999999999999,0.134,0.6546,0,2,2,0,1,0,19.0,0,3,0,0,8,9,1,0,3,0,15,4,0,1,1,43,32,13,0,11,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,14,0,1,7,1,0,4,4,5,0,2,1,1,17,4,22,26,4,17,0,1,0,1,8,11,1,6,2,87,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633044942568624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22751810169637196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789881574799004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405778441070174,0.0,0.0,0.08241315072248408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318287349849487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210759529090913,0.11484825891183938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461381490068098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679657218539174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352866062133406,0.0,0.0726252727229439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077367872473753,0.126530920673263,0.11300314035168316,0.13603346539256111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565408328702973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41410122881204503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022933686056992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707828497850785,0.0,0.0,0.11283977824621863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533430623312554,0.0,0.0,0.12955770173388176,0.0,0.2783987505637186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261672037422434,0.14548830120169154,0.0,0.0,0.17318588357829087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186472428188879,0.13138808418386325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082749651639646,0.19675599496772825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271173011704446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697942905939212,0.08188184992592973,0.0,0.0,0.07451462849099677,0.14687433163033098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676015052317397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014923845450881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846142085364468,0.0,0.0,0.14695071790297648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077743806902704,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,onogomo,2019/04/30,"anyone else think everyone's just too fast paced? i dont like seeing people having lives and being all extroverted even tho i am. like i just know they'll move on from me and it hurts cuz they often do 😅 i grew up around a lot of very social people, so lots of people left my life when i moved school. now im just scared that will keep happening",0.7466095890410962,2.9457861780821943,2.355051369863016,94.43065924657536,84.4794520547945,5.293835616438357,13.23458904109589,6.6274283507984215,-0.7535465753424653,273,3,61,3,8,89,59,73,0.15,0.85,0.0,-0.8489,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,11,4,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,1,1,14,12,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,2,6,9,3,10,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,3,5,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279161176492246,0.18744396548880768,0.0,0.16285566063630422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144046797171752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282315380849953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083034876448916,0.0,0.0,0.17480730501478672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617735111073479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584138448022195,0.0,0.19760692646920164,0.0,0.0,0.1626057522671008,0.0,0.0,0.10053920954158567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876518103938667,0.0,0.12921615045698814,0.17875078864219013,0.0,0.161539644497087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110586174632915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888731936888877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804833278491567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315516353597527,0.18514535945735366,0.14577974093684762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648460684176524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722076322178322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509449140104681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,420-2019,2019/04/30,I haven't seen the endgame yet I have no friends and and haven't seen the avengers endgame yet. I really don't wanna sit alone in the movie theater or want to torrent it.,2.3633333333333333,3.9463597777777792,2.5288888888888903,98.305,76.22222222222223,5.911111111111111,28.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.9239000000000002,136,6,32,1,3,41,24,36,0.064,0.757,0.179,0.4479,1,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,3,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6646916883911779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958385006561018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111414186786492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785391320559898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FSU_CougleLab,2019/04/30,"Participants Needed for Computerized Loneliness Treatment Intervention Study! Is being lonely a problem in your life?

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lonely,After_Extension,2019/04/30,"Worried that my loneliness is making me vulnerable to exploitation So it happened, I got catfished,in retrospect it was so obvious, the photos were too good, too staged, but i just overlooked that, I got caught up in the conversation and the attention that I didnt even notice something was off about the photos until we agreed to meet and by then the whole thing was in progress. 

The feeling of being used like that makes my skin crawl, but I feel like the loneliness just makes me so vulnerable to that, even dates I meet in person have pushed my comfort zone with regards to what they expected, and I remember my abusive ex telling me that I 'wanted to be manipulated'.

I felt I had worked on my issues, that I was doing fine. But it feels like the loneliness in itself is pathological, this ironic feeling that the one thing that makes me vulnerable to being used can only get worse with further isolation. 

I really need to keep off dating apps, because I get myself into the worst messes, but when the isolation gets bad and starts biting, I immediately jump on my phone and start downloading it again. I need to find some sort of app or something which just screams DON'T as soon I even begin downloading such things.",13.029174008810575,8.463143960352426,11.642769823788548,62.12864812775332,56.53303964757711,15.050440528634365,44.2340308370044,12.38480682065935,5.22418986784141,977,36,173,21,8,311,130,227,0.19399999999999998,0.703,0.10400000000000001,-0.9761,0,2,2,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,2,17,10,0,0,11,0,16,2,1,7,1,40,41,17,0,4,8,1,6,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,20,9,0,1,8,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,11,7,29,6,26,27,3,25,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,3,13,132,49,1,0.0,0.15943956315811547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235759349508573,0.08203062580916702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666401557702447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27216391527016515,0.1922689887030171,0.12920515770287472,0.0,0.12299154764724962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091667740489106,0.0,0.0,0.11286818342626627,0.2152506038117024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189969094194976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045269808713146,0.0,0.11960908705738404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972275120239291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592973321862498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955904117860526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532051069183973,0.0,0.0,0.0911858946431243,0.10234405723857548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174984727185409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620688902721248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243786582035185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719207659231348,0.0,0.0,0.19049403939605344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761724784650192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26820045560068034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23244488720267276,0.0,0.0,0.07937094018521633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023894143838604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796617758907072,0.13665904001622925,0.13713498788205913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Shi-No-Karasu,2019/04/30,"looking to make friends  

This is my second reddit post ever so forgive me if i do it wrong.

So here goes...

i'm looking to chat to people (guys or gals) as recently i realised i've hardly any friends irl and none online and was looking to change that. the reason for this is i'm feeling lonely and usually that was fine by me but now i've sorta lost my confidence in like everything i do irl. like literally just so bored of my own space now. i don't know if reddit is the best place to do this as i know there's a few trolls on it but thought i'd give it a try.

so here's a bit about myself.

i'm 21, male,interested in gaming, i like films - my favourite genre is romance which i know sounds pretty weird but guess i'm just a big sop. i like writing and looking to start a blog about everything i've experienced in life in hopes that if someone has experienced the same or experiencing the same then i can help them deal with it.i love books but i'm dyslexic so it's definitely a task to read. i like sarcasm and humour which may not be for everyone, i guess it helps me to laugh things off rather than dwell on them anyway if you want to know more message me or reply to this post and we can sort somthing out ( like sharing names on a different app or whatever )",3.2744366619972003,4.262061866920156,4.52477086251751,87.27651791074646,72.91634980988594,7.666119671803083,26.389633780268163,8.032893268588372,1.373924714828897,993,33,219,14,19,328,145,263,0.048,0.6709999999999999,0.28,0.997,1,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,2,2,17,23,0,1,11,0,15,2,0,2,1,46,39,26,0,7,16,0,2,6,2,1,1,1,0,1,15,9,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,10,24,17,29,33,8,21,0,2,4,1,19,12,0,14,13,137,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342213754324272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873819410877355,0.0,0.13392761099934575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977222067792868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264709174717085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281676223246494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109651386156324,0.0,0.1172197173005162,0.2205019337254049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202737101096272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955437200046268,0.0,0.0,0.11767953005291475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27027722205411336,0.12146598019360196,0.0,0.0,0.10989129577636864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445082559558022,0.0,0.0,0.12184239337762527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26967243088806025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664786992710563,0.3595922420423355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120591329803853,0.0,0.13391253765253758,0.0,0.11071755806417603,0.0,0.08188546561965439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504630879940459,0.0,0.1281676223246494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23497446749646936,0.12480297794826214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227066249543428,0.0,0.0,0.12612871499104444,0.12112521050270494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394079726986552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682888358118222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149877448345318,0.0,0.0,0.09738899890451964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328720496909042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510744953118442,0.0,0.07235596606508732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412413568294065,0.0,0.0
lonely,666noname666,2019/04/30,Hopeless Has anyone else given up on dating because you feel like you'll never be free of the feeling of being alone?,9.524347826086958,7.199133608695657,9.284347826086957,69.46391304347827,60.73913043478261,9.2,36.04347826086956,3.1291,2.5297304347826084,95,3,15,0,1,31,21,23,0.268,0.5920000000000001,0.139,-0.5722,0,1,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,3,4,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42116133117592297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843354694380538,0.41665560916055183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478868698601531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396995154144832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112236154467186,0.29050709604267005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986660881171121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136295058739606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zombiebabyasap,2019/04/30,"Is it lame to go to a comedy show solo? 20F one of my favorite comedians is performing tonight at a comedy club an hour from me and I have nobody to go with. I really have no friends so I miss out a lot on these types of social events, or any for that matter, and I really want to go. I would usually ask my brother to go with me to these kinds of things but he’s busy so I’m left alone deciding whether or not I should go alone. Im not local to the area so it would be a bit of a drive and I honestly don’t want to feel like a lonely loser in a comedy club full of couples and friend groups. On one hand I feel like I could show up looking hot and maybe a guy will approach me, or I can meet new people, or even just enjoy it alone. On the other hand I’m scared of feeling like an idiot in a sea of people and that I’ll just end up feeling worse. It’s something I really want to do but I don’t know if it’s too lame or cool. Help please. Also written in class so sorry if it’s all over the place.",0.9828472222222224,2.0336345267857183,3.48654761904762,92.23067460317465,78.73214285714286,6.942063492063492,20.03373015873016,7.594959193182576,0.36660396825396857,770,17,190,11,18,270,120,224,0.154,0.605,0.24100000000000002,0.9563,0,5,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,9,16,1,1,14,1,14,2,2,0,1,39,33,21,0,9,14,1,7,3,2,4,0,0,0,1,12,9,0,0,6,4,0,7,5,7,0,2,1,9,17,9,31,26,4,29,0,5,1,0,10,16,0,8,9,121,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762899544087371,0.0,0.09684895911981407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235668756839469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321838693663958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221711575224487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966938203328232,0.1340022253133698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726456201042786,0.0,0.0,0.07998981242199955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449406819570301,0.25955588472496555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713342347495246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441385533305993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991464227115806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117524713940162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926567348422493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081598408995646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611395894415553,0.06655705784614141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158274978047516,0.0,0.0,0.17749980282241049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169910012488652,0.0,0.0,0.10296055882298187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166792644508095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696557519129418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413002580873115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792023050253574,0.0,0.12653069244004478,0.1329387544659489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232752099043978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124890249153172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345299730895967,0.0,0.09323383021999336,0.0,0.13556900034174554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045788929661017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338188563478864,0.0,0.21429555270660108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341804172921812,0.17206140529790334,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,daddys_kitty_,2019/04/30,An hour I have an hour before I go to school I need someone to talk to call with? So if anyone would want to talk to 15 yr old female that would be nice,0.14819047619047865,1.3186453428571454,2.1085714285714303,100.72476190476192,81.28571428571428,4.666666666666667,14.523809523809526,3.1291,-1.4500476190476197,117,1,31,0,3,39,25,35,0.0,0.88,0.12,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174482097477104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211760782479773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654113435115717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772073139720052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5119453297853709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273026411711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27274638897884185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630568440261785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023266070261874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178339392636333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533098392813895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692849346556554,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Norshimor,2019/04/30,"Thinking about removing contact with everyone Hey guys, I (m21) am new to this Reddit and hope that I won't break any community rules, if I do please notify me and I will edit accordingly.

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Allright so first off all some background on myself:

I'm quite honestly extremely extraverted, easy talker to the point where I helped others who were introverted to get out of their shell. Used to work in a bar and everyone in that entire street, different businesses and bars knew and (as far as I knew) liked or at least tolerated me.

Even though all this was the case I didn't have any close friends, the whole typical know alot of people but having barely if any 'true' friends. Throughout my entire life I've never had more than about 2 or 3 really close friends which (appart from one) never lasted more than 2 years. 

I moved out about a year ago and I've never been so lonely in my life. I have a stable job, good income and about 3 'true' friends. They are however extremely busy and I meet up about 1/2 times a month. The fact that I meet people outside of work so rarely makes the loneliness way worse. Essentially the fact that I have someone around me for one night makes the time between those moments horrible.

I am in this state where I work, go home, work, smoke a joint to dull my mind and sleep. Every day. I honestly don't know what to do with myself and the only conclusion I've been able to make to fix this is completely cut off contact with everyone and just focus on working and get used and accept being alone to get rid of the pain.

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TL;DR 

Extremely lonely but see people once in a while, seriously considering to cut off contact to ease the pain.",6.522445820433438,6.742734433436536,6.602848297213622,78.00229102167185,65.3467492260062,10.143653250773994,30.31269349845201,9.93914555978268,2.740093498452012,1334,43,254,27,19,426,183,323,0.11599999999999999,0.755,0.128,0.044000000000000004,4,5,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,2,8,14,20,2,0,17,0,20,7,1,5,9,53,37,26,0,3,7,0,0,1,4,2,4,0,1,1,13,21,2,0,7,2,0,3,6,8,0,3,8,1,25,12,45,26,8,44,0,3,1,0,16,22,0,7,17,161,38,7,0.09346694190473907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285280452598212,0.0,0.0,0.09680356365849152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20254278500741787,0.2271451297617167,0.1906821768396917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320539443764076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799831030413296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060278445201376915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765306086594126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061734033620356774,0.0,0.07874992975089189,0.26793500528333336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950293303656165,0.0,0.0,0.2888493098433094,0.0,0.14649785831838893,0.0,0.05311941703098467,0.07839563636067243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254696733736474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264892096016894,0.0,0.09375496355907856,0.09283376285485563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275151765472404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027339737982852,0.07618803251891965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203693042635925,0.045663226617058864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871697285123353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437496689372936,0.0,0.07460442130172247,0.09934056741008364,0.0,0.0,0.21626240295338994,0.09027095492097696,0.0,0.08771239335331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995392426975576,0.12667123755624066,0.07108582110026276,0.19891083219205788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439462679369665,0.0,0.0,0.1025986346155266,0.0883564712854669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994135977889796,0.0,0.0,0.05987731634200676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448105149231464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353444261237212,0.0,0.07919423656419465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988984234285506,0.09183079586382174,0.0,0.1090026509317789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145085619228222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418970795594297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435250273971468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402252344627775,0.0,0.09525079890516996,0.0,0.0,0.2271451297617167,0.12037929230517695
lonely,Comrox,2019/04/30,"New Sub r/LifeAfterSchool for Discussing Life Post-Graduation Hi everyone,

I recently created a new sub r/LifeAfterSchool for anyone who wants to talk in general about life after high school/college. I know making friends and having a good social life after graduation can be really tough, so thought some people here might be interested.",8.666578947368418,10.800063684210524,7.978026315789478,63.244934210526324,61.280701754385966,11.314035087719299,37.05701754385965,11.20814326018867,5.0014596491228085,278,13,38,8,4,87,45,57,0.032,0.779,0.18899999999999997,0.8363,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,0,8,9,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,7,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,5,21,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548726488097715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116454975062463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711244929198671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857773318084472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23401890068009146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172644055415024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693399359997783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784790911218193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349684536280771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278375155439803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355495433224842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121285105434073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189371478140944,0.0,0.2186970419973953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22416215220530866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257836272285277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802721582191047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584023916334396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306419669664486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,imadrid2001,2019/04/30,"It sucks not having anyone to talk to There's was moments in my life that i wished i had people to talk to like my parents divorce, my grandmother passing, and losing my job due to stress. The scariest thing is when i had someone to talk to in high school i basically used her like a therapist. I feel so bad putting her in that situation; basically putting all my stress on to her. When i left her because she had a boyfriend it took some time to realize it was a good thing. Although my situation is gotten worse I'm scared to open up again because i don't want to put anyone in that position again. I want to go back to therapy because honestly i wasn't really open to them. It's suck not having close friends.",6.050208333333334,5.625706937500002,6.753611111111113,78.7025,66.43055555555556,10.255555555555556,34.66666666666667,9.827888789773867,3.1402250000000014,565,24,116,11,8,187,80,144,0.191,0.737,0.07200000000000001,-0.945,2,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,7,12,2,3,4,0,11,1,0,1,1,14,22,5,0,3,2,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,6,4,7,0,0,8,1,21,5,20,14,2,25,0,1,0,0,12,11,2,1,10,78,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885166628019611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365621925148842,0.11255599612331683,0.2465264299463754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816112654058243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414950146734936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661241503418363,0.11306748766142173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242819028356074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337725103697812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646531375164806,0.0,0.09521629452148704,0.13171718610335986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508115788707321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496842705473173,0.0,0.0,0.09345635840121498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065467955772378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635911437151353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496266474969426,0.13642919258182085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30305146056996746,0.0,0.0,0.11421928287413913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088358402708449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250518752593992,0.0,0.0,0.15416051521959867,0.15651823296140427,0.17911603183979027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860549681993458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977258583267772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642767083656505,0.0,0.0,0.15902218902867404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501834234072825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737714278384985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Davey_Aero,2019/04/30,Wouldn't it be nice if people were different People (even myself) are so picky in what they want in a person. It comes from the fear of being in a relationship in the long run and ending up wanting to end it or fear the other person wanting to leave. I wish we could be more accepting of each others attributes and just be one with each other.,5.693695652173915,5.5773192028985585,6.357789855072465,80.20451086956524,67.1159420289855,8.63913043478261,25.94565217391305,8.07648339933343,1.4665913043478265,271,6,53,3,4,89,50,69,0.133,0.775,0.092,-0.4659,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,18,13,5,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,4,2,11,6,3,10,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564468374532538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280023557824544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21303560523531512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611956980164362,0.0,0.0,0.1346762415771537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588959211914066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590420947333136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044805091250776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817018903148334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827218222433421,0.3560810857856849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189158923881915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608024416030057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23447879297607616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,th1sisathrowawayacct,2019/04/30,Expecting too much from others? I’m a pretty reserved person and I don’t really make the first move or reach out much. But is it too much to ask for to have other people be interested in you/want to know more about you? I get along with people well but this honestly makes me feel like I have no friends sometimes because the connections I have can be impersonal. Anyone else relate or am I just complaining? Idk,2.7632407407407413,5.1593532716049415,4.092083333333335,83.75812500000002,78.01234567901234,7.50679012345679,22.47067901234568,8.472884824447931,1.5480234567901237,329,10,63,7,8,108,63,81,0.107,0.685,0.20800000000000002,0.8377,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,2,0,14,16,5,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,7,5,10,14,4,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472501030130442,0.22672881278889356,0.0,0.0,0.2068681183742833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489100944202204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485210841169755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188645978970108,0.15808338480119458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882217367671896,0.0,0.0,0.17096136169501208,0.0,0.11561033147745685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161039998622213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810685206172224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29541393443211195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23518697254559395,0.488001587208077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068171439368374,0.1932142713353367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251226054925853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417584489577009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885283597592367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305174273185872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895843817720169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,clemei,2019/04/30,Talking to yourself Does anyone else talk to themselves when they're alone or in their minds when they're in public because of being so lonely?,12.654444444444444,8.800497407407413,10.2362962962963,69.76333333333334,56.407407407407405,10.8,41.81481481481481,3.1291,3.259770370370368,118,4,19,0,1,35,22,27,0.18600000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.0,-0.6418,0,3,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650279343983232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464385531201489,0.3611227458672399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148479106970078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084280137972389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944235456793736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35587015521102955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5665657534797971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,april-rosebush,2019/04/30,"Lonely with a spouse Anyone here married/in a committed relationship and yet feel like they don’t have a deep connection with their partner? I love him, but I just can’t talk to him about some things in a meaningful way. It’s a very isolating feeling, to be so close to someone yet so far away.",4.625338983050849,5.5133657288135645,5.362500000000002,82.88747881355934,69.67796610169492,9.289830508474578,30.00423728813559,9.516144504307137,2.549166101694915,234,9,48,5,4,76,46,59,0.032,0.767,0.201,0.8057,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,1,11,7,4,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,8,6,1,8,0,1,0,1,9,5,0,1,3,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437822574635701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32756555982493035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525730416049013,0.2490736587399183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033143117305494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146677472341572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743166594065155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954076760225575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28022944591286203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23162573504545686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876704872408973,0.0,0.2767399518308651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,avocados_28,2019/04/30,"I need some advice I have dealt with a lot within the past few years. Depression, anxiety, being homeless, etc. However, with each lemon that life has thrown at me, I have always found a way to manage it all. Psychotherapy has been very helpful. However, I always find myself feeling lonely. During high school, I was always surrounded by my close friends (who I am still close with), and after high school, I started going to college. My friends went away from the city, and I stayed home. Fast forward two years, I took a break from college and started working two jobs, and it was great, but there was always something missing. I guess what I'm trying to get at is, what do I do to stop this feeling? I've tried all of my coping skills, going to the gym, hiking, yoga, meditation, art, music, traveling, etc. Is there something that I'm missing? Is there something maybe I'm not quite understanding?

To end on a high note, I will finally be seeing Endgame tomorrow morning (by myself, surprise surprise), am looking forward to the next episode of game of thrones, having a class with my favorite students later in the week, seeing my coworkers on the weekend, and cooking all week long. Thanks for reading.",6.119336349924582,7.386570194570138,6.013918552036202,78.18745399698344,66.51131221719457,8.0652790346908,33.73785822021116,8.238735603445708,2.736558129713424,947,42,160,12,15,297,133,221,0.063,0.835,0.10300000000000001,0.8354,3,2,3,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,3,4,10,0,0,11,0,19,2,0,0,3,27,41,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,8,12,1,1,5,8,0,7,1,4,0,2,7,5,20,6,27,31,9,41,0,4,3,0,5,15,0,3,20,107,28,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067590888932082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636232761189517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357693212637166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264517629973494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940979695835744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676420885167808,0.0,0.2436881186588901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048146219465448,0.0,0.0,0.11967943988667208,0.09985369300822383,0.0,0.0,0.11978839229275096,0.16881453979646546,0.0,0.0570792859584866,0.0,0.12418004315408153,0.0,0.0,0.12044992471602127,0.12035260484105555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732288317834181,0.3462899350166421,0.10958794421524456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841504019379372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716741181813858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668394713040897,0.09174356171384496,0.0,0.0,0.09288153357176762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975759770442993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100844170208941,0.0,0.0,0.11618997843395412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042927112461648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620218701136174,0.1092808475110999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113626120163127,0.1741182547820885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523209245539718,0.0,0.0,0.15465724022194935,0.11644733086589412,0.08724821538001559,0.09133896417081924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005839026107861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213821948029032,0.14834889883475305,0.0,0.2134452564625658,0.11373443810093956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014374983393857,0.0,0.08671858286946006,0.17526957787165814,0.0,0.0,0.1012770334771633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953623488196637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407084880524485
lonely,Svyrnaxium,2019/04/30,why the fuck cant i cry why cant i vent. why does everyone expect a man to have any problems. why do i have to hold someone and keep everything to myself.,-0.5564705882352925,1.4707548235294112,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,89.0,5.752941176470588,20.264705882352946,7.1686216300943375,0.5173764705882355,120,4,28,2,4,42,24,34,0.184,0.741,0.076,-0.5641,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033578177207904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24283598507559925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934606201122964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124270317744487,0.19868425555315344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437646970882406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649795904237954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153497944343644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873126423723979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7979283487178248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CuppaJoe36,2019/04/30,"How to embrace the lonely road I've been through 5 or so relationships over the past 3 years, some lasting 1y others a couple of months, and been brutally damaged because of them. I've been told to my face I'm a pre ugly guy with pre average ""sizing"" so all confidence is out the window.

I've truly given up on relationships and just looking for tips on how to embrace the loneliness a bit better then I have been.

Ive got a dog, play guitar/ piano, go to uni, work, gym and play video games. Is there anything else I can do hinder feeling of loneliness, cause it's still hurting.",5.411490147783248,5.578342094827587,6.436650246305419,78.43051724137933,67.70689655172414,9.042364532019707,32.08866995073892,8.841846274778883,2.5953118226601,457,18,88,7,7,153,83,116,0.16399999999999998,0.6779999999999999,0.158,-0.4062,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,7,7,1,0,8,0,10,1,1,3,1,13,17,9,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,1,6,0,1,0,4,0,0,7,2,5,3,15,10,3,13,0,3,1,0,6,6,0,2,6,53,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869812115327516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851010070345116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009560258770632,0.2480634163516931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334156730177408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514126073681157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981164317221885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488834487138393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913333459411566,0.0,0.1817271446873795,0.0,0.0,0.22498173298618152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432417736640491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521315265177413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080605467256925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136339283498185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690547426155948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878946077243393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145674140936568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711671940066016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654175497205335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632106582024285
lonely,AirsGaming,2019/04/30,If I killed myself I don’t think anyone besides my mom and grandma would care Maybe I will. I don’t know. I haven’t decided yet.,0.2263095238095261,2.2385928214285715,2.3785714285714303,94.63309523809528,85.07142857142857,5.161904761904762,20.047619047619047,6.42735559955562,0.08017619047619108,101,3,23,1,3,34,21,28,0.175,0.7,0.125,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774641521009201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045820767754881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390199754613463,0.0,0.21808062221564706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986567009041713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647480771835538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542647500070681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818878984510338,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cloudbake,2019/02/18,Thank you  Im new to this and was hoping it would fill a void for my loneliness - been great to see how much people support each other :) ,0.8991666666666696,3.078571535714285,2.3785714285714303,94.63309523809528,83.64285714285714,5.161904761904762,16.476190476190478,6.42735559955562,-0.3830380952380947,105,2,23,1,3,34,27,28,0.07200000000000001,0.54,0.38799999999999996,0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,7,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,4,3,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760033568175585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387346734891851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683871631220036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25070734302672376,0.0,0.0,0.32938342150928673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364376867855991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717687388997265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870138659376207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139884488315954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422686089220284,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kobebooz,2019/02/18,"I don't get it I just do not fit in anywhere. I've literally tried to befriend everyone and anyone to find where I fit best but I just can't. There's nowhere I feel truly accepted. For example, I told my friend group how I've been looking to try DnD and they told me they actually play DnD a few times a month. I didn't want to intrude and ask to join up but I was really hoping for one to extend an invitation to let me try it at least. It made me feel like I wasn't really part of the group and more of the guy that tends to hang around them. I just want to fit in somewhere.",0.5506430446194237,2.2376652125984258,2.939074803149605,92.84094816272966,81.91338582677164,6.753018372703411,20.03215223097113,7.793537801064563,0.5066593175853011,450,12,110,8,12,155,77,127,0.106,0.723,0.171,0.9094,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,1,7,6,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,2,0,20,20,7,0,3,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,7,3,17,6,18,12,5,12,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,1,3,71,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.1890149503792024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543359083195186,0.0,0.0,0.17242648786267425,0.18107539334151376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326726514625496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850805157074148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958724705887612,0.13837323657502118,0.0,0.0,0.17703050953899152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964556190874848,0.0,0.10119580731501307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917850236535205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923793498285231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806266782863136,0.0,0.09462787651295572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265206611623534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832755676819514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546026965081476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125036394972206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974900465768245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24816745186472985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129430633369197,0.0,0.0,0.3701610314148296,0.0,0.3945114150375246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284885140867951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,spookybitchchlorine,2019/02/18,"What do I do? I finally made a friend, that I talk to whenever I can. We have a 1 hour difference in time zones and they usually go to sleep earlier than I do. It seems that the minute I stop messaging I get a really really big wave of loneliness and sadness. I'm kind of afraid that if they knew that then they wouldn't want to talk as much/at all or be afraid to leave me alone. I don't want to make them uncomfortable or be too clingy like normal because then people leave me. What do I do to occupy myself and distract myself while we aren't talking? My thoughts can get pretty bad, more so while I'm alone, and I want to get better. I'm sorry that this was/is so long but if anyone has read this much if you could tell me what you do while you're lonely it would help. Thanks for reading.",2.9521428571428565,3.78526897619048,4.268809523809523,89.39285714285714,73.52380952380952,8.21904761904762,22.333333333333336,8.59863814320734,1.0302047619047618,620,14,143,11,12,205,98,168,0.149,0.758,0.09300000000000001,0.1598,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,2,4,1,3,11,0,3,4,0,17,1,1,2,1,26,33,18,0,10,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,24,5,13,25,3,14,0,2,0,0,15,2,0,6,12,91,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941327605647644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992878148603806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856181558080647,0.08656023706657608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558507395152138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337329087911305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835695755699954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555110309811848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970676295446864,0.0,0.222563188045576,0.0,0.08070033881208226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517779806860348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983873886954493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478683384530496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007092791445058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693727089869991,0.0,0.0,0.1256631434961295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436128009790352,0.09478430142597594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087687101476916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391272066580888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844304978189627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446230464943693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840714561155279,0.0,0.18193421487060332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926901030485738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420998503243132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589543536187897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871610233189844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34239615672253465,0.12411190035775276,0.130732037347744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272999619512933,0.0827997684582894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638996645315364,0.0,0.2512610624699725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087080893465517,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AsthenDiscovery,2019/02/18,"Places to talk to people online? I'm so sick of being lonely and having such terrible weekends where I sit on my ass doing nothing but feeling hopeless and letting all my efforts during the week go to shit as I just end up watching youtube / TV, eating terribly, and masturbating.

I like playing sports / exercising, reading books, listening to music, stand up comedy, playing card / board games, and exercising. I know there are plenty of places for gamers to talk with each other online, but I'm not a gamer and I'm looking for communities where I could talk to people live about my interests.

What are some popular places to talk to people online? I'm talking about chat rooms and maybe even video chatting apps.",6.443760683760682,7.931731000000003,6.563333333333333,73.7338888888889,65.92307692307692,8.854700854700855,32.136752136752136,9.150863307647796,3.009111111111111,570,23,92,10,9,182,87,130,0.13699999999999998,0.723,0.141,0.1666,0,2,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,1,9,10,1,0,2,0,7,6,2,0,1,17,16,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,8,1,0,2,13,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,4,8,5,19,13,3,15,0,2,2,1,9,9,2,1,4,57,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396327791435635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588707679457593,0.0,0.0,0.13751516555134696,0.0,0.0,0.1025484287770932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850462864498124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823840650979904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532738731952244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876489574654032,0.0,0.07585268397118977,0.0,0.13709831096055694,0.0,0.13038013979619095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559805469187285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897712065817895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229152927702021,0.0,0.4866441103780697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553030197365148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937318934672753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6239645687780874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454101213228587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HUviking,2019/02/18,"Discord group hi Ive got this discord group.

we're there to talk and watch stuff on rabbit.

[https://discord.gg/WbN7YrW](https://discord.gg/WbN7YrW)",10.978499999999995,15.618793850000005,5.240000000000002,66.40000000000003,85.5,4.0,20.0,5.985473137389443,0.25800000000000045,127,3,16,1,4,32,18,20,0.267,0.733,0.0,-0.7027,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4963746116898157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7104730159488387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4988389905353688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pushpendra0112,2019/02/18,"How do I get out of this vicious cycle I am in.  I am a college student. What happens is that I like to have 2 or 3 close friends with whom I like to talk on the phone for long hours. I have this recurring problem of loneliness which I cannot shake off. Whenever I feel lonely, I call my close friends to have a chat with them. But as time has passed, these friends have found some other priorities in life and now they are unable to provide me with the support I need. I have tried making new friends but I am really bad at it and I am not able to join a new place like a new college where I can find new friends because still 2 years of college remain. Since the last 3 or 4 months have been seriously lonely and depressed. I have taking new hobbies like going to gym or learning music but I am unable to find any interest in them. I really feel like I need someone to accompany me where I go but take isn't happening. I also try watching netflix and youtube but that also provides for a temporary relief. I am unable to get of this cycle of loneliness I am in right now. Hence what should I do. ",2.4727859649122834,4.148679062222225,3.9750877192982483,87.65526315789475,76.15555555555554,6.870175438596492,26.508771929824558,7.669130373188453,1.4232666666666662,859,33,180,12,19,285,118,225,0.12300000000000001,0.718,0.159,0.7543,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,0,8,21,1,1,8,0,24,1,0,2,0,32,39,16,0,4,9,0,2,5,5,1,1,0,0,0,12,10,0,0,6,3,0,4,3,8,0,0,2,3,29,13,28,36,1,33,0,3,1,0,13,14,0,4,20,123,41,5,0.11037685854883028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765366678068779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750600487969624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216006644381164,0.06728470849040515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270711345096293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506742653131232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161971227162053,0.07885324980162353,0.0,0.0,0.2017648981364756,0.0,0.0,0.1210225282648712,0.4263844355659516,0.0,0.11533470590985873,0.0,0.12545942469800736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952117829791148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086989719455882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997187152036362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796243942454834,0.26962278868239803,0.0,0.0,0.09768004645853584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367741017169734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810175543702088,0.0,0.0,0.1636860840677226,0.0,0.5330132889410021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532032466672368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561574691087727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142048389474787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426123411179207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130487799457652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352195406197952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814710181669654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525435105626115,0.0,0.0,0.16597932211837269,0.08871673790045802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436163384700648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987728325474722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710790780579883
lonely,MrMint_Choco_Chip,2019/02/18,"So what do you guys do to kill the loneliness? I'm at home every day (health reasons) and i try and distract myself as much as possible but doesn't seem to work? I try and game but eventually get bored because i've no one to play with. Or even when i'm on my phone, i just browse through reddit or youtube. 

I honestly just feel so lonely. I go out maybe a couple times a month only (again for health reasons). 

Also sometimes i feel like a relationship would solve this (i've been told i am a hopeless romantic lol) but even those who are in relationships have said that this won't fill the void. It's sad. 

I think if i can accept myself, love myself more this wouldn't be the case. But i have a hard time doing so. 

I just hope i cam find people who can relate to this. Thank you for reading. ",0.816775067750676,3.0371056097561,2.425528455284553,93.90063685636859,84.3658536585366,5.351761517615177,18.86720867208672,6.691623216298621,0.008011924119241344,616,16,137,7,18,201,108,164,0.14300000000000002,0.67,0.187,0.8963,0,2,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,2,0,1,11,13,1,1,8,1,15,3,0,2,0,26,28,17,1,4,10,0,3,1,0,3,2,1,1,1,10,5,0,0,8,3,0,2,4,6,0,1,3,4,18,7,14,21,2,12,0,3,0,1,12,4,0,5,7,90,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225529763081798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341902039918466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956683575459275,0.0,0.09883277087820774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243871851057385,0.0,0.1291186880773605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497435318666195,0.10948094324894524,0.0,0.0,0.14006658836560662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006615088228776,0.0,0.08709480072135889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174036403509975,0.0,0.0,0.13728078593542958,0.0,0.0,0.3257925267796916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537209992920897,0.15221059506999754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954704490008884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486960220567147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831298721631938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539589753220054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232169646017994,0.0,0.11265547006877046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384532444749407,0.1165525860201028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624339289481904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276494845901216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329022916880222,0.0,0.0,0.3151304932873466,0.0,0.3290636284297828,0.0,0.0,0.14577466235488595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951191355175852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156694010242222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109086663455636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819561613490607,0.0,0.0,0.17872116622562914,0.0,0.0,0.14643575548414106,0.0,0.2080916941736653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156692091944037,0.0,0.0,0.10886352067521607,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bulafaloola,2019/02/18,"Dream that resurged my loneliness I’ve been having a rough year mentally and have been doing well for the past few months of distracting myself, but today I woke up from a dream that just has ruined me for the day. The problem I’ve been having aren’t exclusively loneliness, but I had a dream that was extremely vivid and felt all too real of sharing an intimate moment with someone and not being hesitant to confess my feelings to this stranger who accepted me. I was half asleep when I felt the run of a hand on my cheek which I could have sworn was real, but turned out to just be my imagination. When I fully awake all I could do was cry and realize how much I’m lacking intimacy and contact. 

I haven’t been able to focus on anything and have skipped my class in order to write this and get my feelings out there. It’s just so hard.",7.819296407185629,6.266036580838325,7.8135254491018,76.22412050898207,63.431137724550894,11.224251497005987,35.246257485029936,10.125756701596842,3.2654197604790407,667,24,133,12,8,216,102,167,0.121,0.7609999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.3694,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,9,0,23,3,3,1,2,35,31,14,0,4,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,3,1,1,12,8,17,3,18,15,5,16,1,1,1,0,5,6,0,0,8,102,25,1,0.20056221693972984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504561553300665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202652206604993,0.0,0.2203081776321213,0.1293460378278964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282056621014632,0.0,0.38514236123558543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478548045077593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966435194384206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211954193838452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600868480861296,0.0,0.14743630643515224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145933015685493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191095509227515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565674230693118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993571556403894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010953053437804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21815409914002165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032951958276555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291554920186059
lonely,onlythelonely555,2019/02/18,Home sick and bored I'm home sick with a migraine so pretty sick to my stomach I'm 36 f and just looking for someone to talking to cuz I'm bored out of my mind. I don't have any friends irl so I hope one of you fine folks wants to talk. ,-2.2354090909090907,-0.4336341090909066,0.17852272727272833,106.02778409090912,99.1818181818182,2.75,17.784090909090907,3.1291,-1.2238636363636366,184,6,49,0,8,61,38,55,0.261,0.596,0.14300000000000002,-0.7611,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,1,0,9,8,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,5,3,9,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890488674907819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147813542660567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577113700789441,0.2761157548674224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334491620668297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806997629212992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883793315181912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28282494713547546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23554766862418636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468901658437731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639710254812837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mikejmct,2019/02/18,"Mental Health Community for Men [https://www.reddit.com/r/TheMensCooperative/](https://www.reddit.com/r/TheMensCooperative/)

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I have started this community for men dealing with loneliness, depression, anxiety. I will be sharing services people can access and also building a group where people can just talk to others in the same situation.",18.81620155038761,23.430664883720933,14.148837209302327,19.151782945736468,39.69767441860465,12.24496124031008,44.56589147286822,11.855464076750405,6.76757984496124,302,13,24,7,3,88,37,43,0.174,0.7659999999999999,0.06,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165715752986866,0.0,0.2934291826516472,0.3290712614958951,0.0,0.0,0.20717361156782585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791995565574689,0.2332535509960081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878649008400623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729189800248253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754996354629128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044086965222653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168506307127275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767176101320207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290712614958951,0.0
lonely,Dan_813,2019/02/18,"I thought my life would get better in college but it hasn’t 18 year old guy turning 19 in a few weeks. Just gonna get straight to the point. I have a dysfunctional family that no matter what can never seem to get along. I have no close friends that i can share my feelings with or even talk to. I go to a cc but i have no idea what major i want. I have no talent. Im not really good or particularly skilled at any hobby or trade. Im horrible at math im pretty sure im gonna fail the test im gonna take tommorow. I have a part time job that I absolutely hate. Horrible management, i work way harder than what they give me or my coworkers credit for. I push shopping carts in Florida weather which is miserable. Im a kissless virgin and i feel invisible to women. There was a sales representative girl who i made friends with(i talked to her on my breaks) i had developed a huge crush on her. She had a bf but i was fine with being friends. She told me to keep in touch on Instagram when she left but I messaged her a few weeks after and she never responded and now i think she blocked me because she doesn’t appear when i search her name it made me feel like complete shit and like a punch to the gut. 

I feel like im a waste of space. Im clearly not important to anyone or anything. Before you try saying I should try to improve my life with my actions i have definitely tried. Ive been trying to build muscle and have totally changed up my diet and done research and have gained many pounds of muscle and i can actually say im in pretty good shape. I found some hobbies that I really enjoyed and while those things make me feel good it’s only temporary and i just end up feeling empty again. Ive tried socializing with people at school but i just dont click with anyone. Im told im nice, funny and laid back but nobody ever tries to reach out to me or initiate conversation with me first. Ive tried to get my family to get along but its just not gonna happen at this point. I could make a whole separate post on that. Ive been looking into other jobs but its hard finding a place that pays as good as my current job and the ones I applied to i never heard back from them. No matter how hard i try nothing ever goes right for me. 

I know most people dont have perfect lives. But at least they have love. At least they have talent, at least they have families that can have nice dinner with, at least they have friends that keep them company. At least they dont feel completely worthless. I don’t expect a perfect life. I just want a decent life. Whats the point of even living anymore
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lonely,ShyGamerandArtist,2019/02/18,"I tried to talk to people. Probably shouldn't continue. I might say I'm not that lonely, but in all honesty, I am lonely. I'm so insecure on many things that I'd rather not talk to people (you have no idea how hard it is to post this) and stay inside playing video games and jam out to music... by myself. However, I have been trying to talk to people more and connect with others besides the one and only friend I have, but it's a lot harder than I anticipated.

I have joined a couple of Discord servers to see if I can start conversations with others or see if anyone would like to chat about common interests, but I can't seem to get a grip on it. Usually I find that no one seems interested or just ignore me. I try bringing up things I like or ask questions that might spark some interest. At first I wondered if my messages are even going out, and I am connected to the internet, so they should be getting my messages. 

Am I just not asking the right questions? Am I not that interesting to talk to? Should I just talk about random crap? I'm so out of touch with people I don't know what I'm doing wrong or if I can't figure it out, I should stop trying.

Honestly, I don't know if I even want any explanations or tips or anything. I just wanted to say something since I can't say anything to my parents about this stuff since they won't help, and my one and only friend is in the same situation as me. 

Thanks for reading.

(Sorry for any grammar or spelling mistakes.)",4.601063193099809,4.992874538461539,5.741348354162997,81.92899489526494,69.50167224080268,8.435205069530012,28.11142404506249,8.371475516178862,1.8156314381270893,1153,37,236,16,19,385,152,299,0.109,0.7390000000000001,0.152,0.93,2,4,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,2,1,14,18,1,1,7,0,28,1,1,1,1,66,49,27,0,14,24,1,3,2,2,8,0,3,0,0,17,14,0,2,10,5,0,2,13,7,0,4,1,8,34,11,38,39,5,21,0,2,2,0,24,11,1,22,8,172,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293625622984745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834370151988968,0.0,0.16086719941578964,0.0,0.18275174658086973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081500160192462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911575870602535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933470809955378,0.08313956594426287,0.0,0.0,0.1510309451893351,0.0,0.10213265420663806,0.0,0.055549211915708566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755791857517921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551461558166106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033918003188484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074332438199578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955039190519146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830970236502859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990953694092487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737830707695806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869817324611094,0.1486748748841623,0.0,0.0,0.1085312773572167,0.0,0.0,0.2710488661861471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361012238025784,0.0,0.10538275062468153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189875315683324,0.0,0.09776876867710764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347140570293593,0.0,0.2331858436082486,0.0,0.0,0.15577594575776516,0.1779618711212485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170691134180534,0.10986646091925734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524681182157895,0.0,0.10941452296322517,0.06918251591141712,0.10418030619077903,0.0,0.0817169546412641,0.0,0.0,0.1118915697144796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39280786485076136,0.0,0.08998799452022745,0.0,0.0,0.12987130618098694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26544247238209645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764935458605704,0.0,0.11530190340184734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059973746989141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943333849772135,0.10686588112485057,0.0,0.0
lonely,SpaceChickenKarius,2019/02/18,Need someone to talk to I feel pretty bad and need someone to vent or to listen to,0.07833333333333314,2.1445157222222235,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,86.22222222222223,3.6,20.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.4724222222222218,65,2,14,0,2,22,12,18,0.161,0.691,0.147,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30080564640984264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216045733005226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342628345033421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665183155221881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6105015530186687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28956680177515004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SeagullTrainer,2019/02/18,"Actually pretty lonley not gonna lie everyday I wait till the end of it so I can get back to repeating the cycle. I honestly dont know if I have any real friends or if they tolerate me. People seem to like me but they always have someone better than me, like I'm thing 2 or even thing 3 if he was real. any tips you people can say to boost my self confidence up, that would be great. ",2.5776016260162566,3.474217573170733,4.849756097560974,84.63406504065041,74.4878048780488,8.393495934959349,23.422764227642283,8.841846274778883,1.4593349593495937,299,8,66,6,6,105,62,82,0.0,0.691,0.309,0.9811,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,13,14,8,0,4,7,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,11,6,7,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,6,7,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.197227063046468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681690314136174,0.0,0.0,0.2748790819014402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540763852873282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874702289484193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236867640971242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900661862766346,0.0,0.0,0.13348962208908474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561471968962745,0.0,0.10559245091097504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282343847218544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110726007503328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747832782043945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802307872987403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205615253979804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600835249368721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072342344444793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839904219308379,0.21084144941225105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712444188500577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26854152825431576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357085779974255,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,coconutty68289,2019/02/18,How to gain friends: let people crack your toes Does anyone else have those friends that are only your friends because you let them crack your toes,13.003333333333336,9.236041925925926,8.488148148148152,82.2966666666667,55.66666666666667,10.8,41.81481481481481,3.1291,2.775325925925925,120,4,23,0,1,31,20,27,0.0,0.644,0.35600000000000004,0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,4,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695666253926072,0.2739599891313953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629909274701127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339839743541747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335970884537226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6197259035903404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5468235040272905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033527435128452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536598940454396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LNikon360,2019/02/18,"Remember Me? (Ray Mathers 1989) Remember Me? 
I am the boy who sought friendship; 
The boy you turned away.
I the boy who asked you
If I too might play.
I the face at the window
When your party was inside.
I the lonely figure
Who walked away and cried.
I the one who hung around, 
A punchbag for your games.
Someone you could kick and beat, 
Someone to call names.
But how strange is the change
After time has hurried by, 
Four years have passed since then, 
Now I’m not so quick to cry.
I’m bigger and I’m stronger, 
I’ve grown a foot in height.
Suddenly I’M popular
And YOU’RE left out the light.
I could, if I wanted, 
Be so unkind to you.
I would only have to say
And the other boys would do.
But the memory of my pain
Holds back the revenge I’d planned
And instead I feel much stronger
By offering you my hand. 


(1989) 

Ray Mather

This poem has brought me a lot of tears.  Over the years that I have had it in.  But a lot of calm as well.

But in my darkest moments it has also brought me hope.

I have stopped growing now.  And I am not so quick to cry.

I still hope to be the popular one.   But I am happy to be who I am, I am not ashamed to be alone.   I am happy to be me by myself if needs be, but a partner would make it better.



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lonely,pflaberglab,2019/02/18,"Im an only child, I’ve always been alone but I always told myself that once I grew up it would be better and I’d make friends. It didn’t. I don’t have anyone I can tell my true feelings to, I don’t have that connection. I see people around me with best friends or people they can be themselves with, but I’m just by myself. 
I always thought one day I’d make friends, or be part of something but I’m still alone. I’m in my mid twenties, I have a few friends but they aren’t solid close ones. I have no one to talk to, vent to, laugh with, hangout with. I’ve tried so many times to be cool enough or fun enough but I don’t think people like me. 

Sometimes I lie to myself and say “people suck! I don’t need friends!” But it’s just a coping mechanism. When I’m really happy I have no one to call to share good news, when I’m really sad I have no one I can rely on. 

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lonely,hans91399,2019/02/18,"How do you guys go to the gym? I used to lift weights a lot back when I was on the football team but I quit this year. I want to get back into lifting and working out but I have no friends to go to the gym with me. At our school's gym we're not allowed to benchpress or squat without a spotter.

How do you guys go to the gym without other people? Or do you just go there and see if anyone wants to work out with you?",0.5889516129032266,1.885799010752692,2.2663306451612897,99.51949596774195,80.39784946236558,4.65,22.377688172043012,3.1291,-0.38474086021505416,320,10,81,0,8,105,58,93,0.031,0.9009999999999999,0.068,0.5171,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,4,0,4,7,1,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,4,0,23,14,10,0,3,9,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,7,1,0,0,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,2,11,1,17,13,1,13,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,4,4,58,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537193152327134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977379804185186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957743226795758,0.0,0.1011497355577623,0.0,0.4401168765748833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833954180750888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459460557752245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342201539308383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592094470104905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593687944033908,0.15427676723037884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721109370006845,0.0,0.0,0.2283844893486671,0.0,0.0,0.23575666700388695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732533522409518,0.0,0.2818910219522401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467418011841475
lonely,MysticRains13,2019/02/18,"Loneliness Man.... I have no real friends I can relate to and nobody I can talk to. I have distanced myself from most of my family because I didn’t want anymore toxic people in my life. The only one I really talk to in my family is my sister, and I find myself wanting to distance myself from her. She only calls me when she wants to load all her drama and BS on me. I usually don’t talk about myself or my life to her because she is so caught up talking about hers. Tonight I was trying to vent to her and of course she finds a way to try and make it about her. I have been trying to be more positive and bring a different type of energy into my life and it has literally led to me being alone, not that I had many friends to begin with. On top of it all I recently relocated to a new city and don’t know a single soul besides my coworkers, who I have nothing much in common with. I also have become pretty introverted and my anxiety doesn’t help when it comes to going out and meeting new people. 
Anyone else ever find themselves distancing themselves from the negative people in their lives and being alone? What did you do? So you have trouble meeting new people? ",4.312813829787235,5.153692757446809,5.904933510638298,78.88718750000002,70.36170212765958,8.598404255319151,27.027925531914892,8.841846274778883,2.0636436170212757,918,29,175,16,16,314,125,235,0.073,0.835,0.092,0.6563,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,1,9,3,0,0,6,0,23,3,0,2,3,32,33,17,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,7,16,0,0,4,1,0,5,7,1,0,1,6,0,42,2,35,24,6,27,1,0,0,0,26,10,0,2,11,141,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317215502330588,0.0,0.08946023146285342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557817071927347,0.0,0.11094229212481092,0.0782202102700982,0.11462125855478107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638652343992527,0.12354863293008216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422901068760735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636376499971626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687750839777175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345076636722686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119036840331712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109170503128285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067340294671336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285678163866205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357675893689263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498228648137834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147933704724948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23704552588333336,0.0,0.0,0.09878086664707067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467228479416038,0.11341587387871704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223532982638865,0.0,0.0,0.3241263775541665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733968191215676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580417090847813,0.17016023008258171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102187741526113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380925103117563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732946698106287,0.0716650505528573,0.0,0.11045545318655027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596587612443906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22785164041378184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320601553474847,0.0,0.19794667821753087,0.0887950478741543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DisturbanceWaltz,2019/02/18,"What does your loneliness feel like? I feel pain and emptiness in my heart, I feel like the world is against me and that everyone who befriends me is just there to take advantage of me. 

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lonely,mynameisblake2,2019/02/18,"Bored, want to chat? 32 nerdy cute fem needs chat friends blakehayes1100",4.727499999999999,8.177250083333337,-0.4666666666666668,109.095,89.83333333333334,2.4000000000000004,22.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.7076333333333333,59,2,11,0,2,13,11,12,0.18600000000000005,0.395,0.418,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6319607350832714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6065135672285811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824592439581528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DizzyHawk,2019/02/18,Valentine's Day sucks. I fall for my friends online too easily. I barely have any in real life since high school graduation. so tired of having emotions lol.,2.6591379310344827,5.665130689655175,3.5133620689655167,82.78659482758623,86.93103448275862,5.658620689655173,21.04310344827585,7.1686216300943375,1.0927172413793107,126,4,21,2,4,40,28,29,0.17600000000000002,0.591,0.23399999999999999,0.2637,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,10,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23080688384836065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188879998761052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381784686202068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622232851476698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585997765481502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397316280658319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863169360363488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434957495218018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807591349572343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39009585729783264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,periwinkle_pickles,2019/02/18,"I’m 19 but still worry that this is forever I know that I’m still so young, but I worry that my loneliness is a curse I’ll face for the rest of my life. People always tell me how fun and caring I am, but they never reach out or include me. My only contact with people is my cashier job. I just wish the emotional isolation would end. ",2.9178873239436602,3.647433464788733,4.739549295774649,86.37411267605634,73.50704225352112,7.933521126760564,24.059154929577463,8.238735603445708,1.2429019718309853,260,7,57,4,5,89,50,71,0.23600000000000002,0.602,0.161,-0.7657,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,5,2,1,1,1,13,10,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,11,2,4,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,39,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19650280034760215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24077934224586425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656465400679897,0.20916634617806806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343508834226465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297865421823689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668057411471143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214000325722246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960919017719493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274451543481792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771929856744447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064129487004367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27157063415975524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796608649291703,0.0,0.16776023129114806,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,isolatedfromedu,2019/02/18,"It gets better. Yeah right. I’m so sick of everyone trying to fix me. So they really have to ask to know I’m not okay? I delete all me social media so they can’t contact me. I tell him I don’t want to be friends anymore. Does it seem like I’m okay? You’re all going to leave me anyways. Just like everyone else. Why not start now so I can get used to it. I hate it when I get left alone. I hate how I feel when I’m with my group of friends and I still feel alone. So I’m leaving. I’m hoping that by pushing you guys away, you’ll care less. I don’t want to be here anymore and I just want what’s next. I’m only 15 and I know it’s just a waste. I know it’s not worth it. But I really just can’t control my impulse anymore. There’s a hunger deep in my stomach telling me to just do it. I don’t know when I’m going to snap. But I don’t want them to be close to me when I do. ",-2.8677435090479904,-1.229997248780485,0.28561762391817425,104.79314712824551,101.97560975609757,3.4256490952006287,13.92997639653816,5.181179040167988,-1.3618103855232095,664,15,183,4,31,231,94,205,0.135,0.7240000000000001,0.141,-0.1278,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,3,2,21,11,2,0,2,3,14,3,1,3,2,32,45,15,0,5,10,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,10,5,1,1,7,0,1,3,9,2,0,0,0,2,32,9,17,41,3,17,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,2,10,105,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25632992733279164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681724420954916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156870940461553,0.0,0.11626473543127434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944449988592356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261686995114373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387932072211757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108292164672763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337505565629304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364918460938755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514078532646072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121383501816908,0.0,0.19395869303757926,0.0,0.14065697369931648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252936005613685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244349833152826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290906856778396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720332913695722,0.0,0.0,0.26206121182626674,0.1344518886073203,0.0,0.0,0.12091343663570545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160674070978268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411545747068067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855147854861873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567958492749276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265496558153695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614486830618749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758903128788535,0.0,0.09882481616463988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21632132604849694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401634687721797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687800291522236,0.0,0.0,0.2919576396310411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166276124600867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jaybeags,2019/02/18,"Anywhere to find strangers who want to chat over the phone? I just keep thinking about this. I love talking on the phone, but i do not have anyone to call except for close family members. Is there such a thing? I dont really want to do webcam, too much involved there. ",2.532264150943398,4.705466000000001,3.2383396226415115,90.72505660377364,77.67924528301887,6.504150943396226,21.92075471698113,7.554174236665415,0.8078860377358486,210,6,43,3,5,66,41,53,0.0,0.8809999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,10,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,9,10,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,0,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029813981140206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217127450831777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692494188893127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970116909554408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28796025935468017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800409002820695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28435506379986786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316062578325229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183629360965571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532342849610731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093126837607862,0.20187851663733009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716625566256269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HiddenAI,2019/02/18,"I realized something. I am an autistic creep and I never realized it this whole time.

Well, today, I learned things the hard way.

I want to change, but I don't know how. I don't know how to approach anyone without giving them the impression that I am creepy.

I just want to be nice and get to know someone, while also being aware that I am not entitled to a relationship. Apparently, wanting to get to know someone to see if mutual feelings can develop into something special is creepy to the other person.

​

If there is something wrong with what I am saying and it does sound creepy, please, forgive me. I have no intentions of making someone uncomfortable. I am more than happy to leave you alone, if that's the case. But, I still don't know how to find love.",4.054031531531532,5.915562195945951,4.92675675675676,81.70720720720722,72.31081081081079,7.636036036036036,28.54954954954956,8.344100000000001,2.1232144144144147,607,24,112,10,12,197,90,148,0.124,0.6859999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.9099,1,1,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,0,8,8,0,0,6,0,14,1,0,5,1,33,29,13,0,6,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,9,5,0,0,11,0,0,1,7,1,1,0,0,5,17,7,16,27,2,8,0,0,1,1,8,1,0,3,5,84,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614929501676285,0.0,0.11284707656394025,0.0,0.15289460491349,0.17146631449581962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866867000967328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927760153656072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348791019017948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135037934747855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897365284378273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745021020253202,0.13536732210082664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021616313215144,0.12640847923804618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877568468930251,0.0,0.0,0.14941704918412704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735893267037293,0.0,0.09419323985172028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883413976291327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321340384738748,0.0,0.1548984102655639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150129189210554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122177881415726,0.0,0.0,0.11244785580529752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586907776684679,0.32590433411377256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269208681881154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374842720194043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228344074624543,0.0,0.13375751162379265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24969423381904204,0.11200799955580422,0.0,0.0,0.12687647875361488,0.0,0.0,0.15754631474567934,0.0,0.13602676503118286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428363002744594,0.17146631449581962,0.0
lonely,pi314pipi,2019/02/24,"Am I desperate for wanting to write a letter to a prisoner? For the past few years I have been feeling very lonely and having no friends to talk through everything is just the perfect place to be. It’s been months since I had a real conversation with someone other than my family members. So naturally, I started to become desperate for human connection and affection. I’ve come across one prisoner’s profile on one of those penpal sites and decided to write him a letter hoping that it’d fulfill my desperate needs. I feel weird for saying this but I was instantly attracted to him. I got an envelope a few months ago and wrote his address on it but I still can’t start the letter. I’m doubting myself if this is what I need or if this is even a good idea to begin with. I don’t know what to do. The loneliness hasn’t left me yet. ",4.298293172690766,5.544339692771086,5.727891566265062,78.63513052208839,70.74698795180723,9.388755020080325,30.09839357429719,9.725611199111238,2.930523694779116,663,27,126,16,12,224,106,166,0.11599999999999999,0.7659999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.3407,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,11,0,16,0,0,1,1,29,30,10,0,6,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,11,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,6,3,17,5,21,22,2,17,0,1,0,0,14,6,0,5,10,94,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682324871900284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784626316868854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211307227811478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243008260733825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691372637134713,0.0,0.17741321658691428,0.0,0.1903137923715324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539876028937454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784878759269655,0.1505164954766432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691980312386325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124489119480799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034268867595686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447409488138654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30043043205499725,0.0,0.0,0.2790879745467157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550512018185438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796531381798378,0.0,0.0,0.19662340887811647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214206772471952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965998098454808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556766026316478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945676068596046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664103580788631,0.0,0.15029253249168545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126377315488038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528033887949025,0.11100211147203792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119121818348633
lonely,Gladys25Woods,2019/02/24,im alone and looking for someone to have fun with! I'm BORED right now! wanna see me and have some fun? KIK ME NOW! @92GladysW,-1.634444444444444,0.061751481481485015,-0.3728888888888893,107.354,108.25925925925928,2.16,16.511111111111113,3.1291,-1.4376755555555554,98,3,24,0,5,30,21,27,0.145,0.63,0.22399999999999998,0.5637,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,4,5,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619402270046734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817760719759818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745428612757855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38089701003024906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554186698672073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779096784596199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,huffer_88,2019/02/24,A lonely weekend. Just out of a very bad and long relationship. First weekend alone and I don’t know what to do with myself. Does anyone want to chat. ,0.09600000000000007,2.3953966000000046,1.696666666666669,93.585,99.66666666666666,3.733333333333334,16.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.5458000000000003,118,3,24,1,5,38,25,30,0.262,0.696,0.040999999999999995,-0.7902,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910485973446573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640056868199064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31525513575902164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304140061938309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211608051787513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750256930204533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341375228500718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053688229116414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115347497067107,0.2227005380326695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lonely_Empath,2019/02/24,"Absolutely No Friends I'm 32, been with my ""fiance"" (and I use that term loosely, as he doesn't even seem interested in getting married) for 12 years, and I have never felt more lonely. I moved to a new city over 2 years ago and never met a single friend. I just work my butt off constantly at work and come home exhausted. And the nature of my work make it impossible to make friends with my coworkers. I have no family in my city. The only people I ever talk to are at work, for work purposes, along with my mother, who lives across the country and my fiance, from whom I feel so distant.  My father and therapy cat  passed away 10 months  ago and I just am so alone. I have no one to talk to or get together with. I'm having health problems (probably from stress) and I'm just dealing with so much grief and pain. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm in therapy and medicated but it doesn't help with the loneliness. I just wish I had a friend to go out with or talk to or share my life with. I just feel so lonely. So utterly lonely. I wish I just had one friend. ",2.3222020202020204,3.8011332000000015,4.033939393939395,87.91035353535355,76.0909090909091,7.616161616161617,23.131313131313128,8.344100000000001,1.19760101010101,824,24,182,15,18,277,115,220,0.14,0.763,0.09699999999999999,-0.7073,0,7,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,5,13,15,0,1,7,0,13,6,1,3,3,46,32,21,1,3,10,2,3,0,5,0,5,0,1,0,6,22,0,0,5,0,0,4,8,8,0,2,5,3,24,7,33,27,4,25,0,4,0,1,17,10,1,4,11,121,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542571460501407,0.0,0.0,0.11416575282216393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931922635168427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356536347742422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949539804554714,0.0,0.1191202176177667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364300298720048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280633229455051,0.09970997151967667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391568590739976,0.0,0.11147189962726227,0.0,0.10583875056678603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258197950588982,0.0,0.11518197367717445,0.0,0.06264664239233174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717007071729975,0.0,0.0,0.07388530912091612,0.0,0.1105703714927011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060579905407567386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785919749624162,0.0,0.0,0.09733572034060824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715968540521376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104582508742401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798508649764877,0.11715778051481138,0.08103224174675143,0.0,0.1700334099779336,0.10646148898904646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939033905344065,0.08383540826579138,0.11729322787021905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764200823252757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884732951247826,0.10547588503057803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003498817995866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626888497608546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657977637077029,0.0,0.0,0.2521168054464979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520392558067756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535197109381958,0.0,0.0,0.4012462821985482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419699028715903
lonely,The_Lost_Hiker,2019/02/24,"A little bit about me ... pt. 2 My wife has medical issues, osteoporosis, degenerative disk disease, rheumatoid arthritis, plus the doctor said she suffered a stroke a while back that we didnt even know about. She has had her neck, lower back, and one foot fused to provide stability in them. The dr. stated that because she smoked early in life, it robbed her body of calcium for her bones, so they are very brittle & pores. She didnt have much for them to work with, so the dr said she wouldnt be able to have a second surgery if needed. 

Because of all this, she has become very sedentary. She has a recliner she sleeps in, and she is in it literally 24/7. The dr says she needs to move, walk & do things to keep her muscles strong and to keep the joints flexible. But, she doesnt want to, she prefers to sit there and watch her shows. The only movement is from the chair, to the kitchen or to the bathroom and back. Very seldom does she venture out of the house and its usually just for either a dr appt or to go grocery shopping. I am glad she grocery shops, at least she gets some out of the house and moves a bit.

Part of my problem is that I feel like she is using her medical issues as a crutch. Yes, I know she has issues, but I think she uses them to purposely limit her activity for what ever reason and  I am not sure why. Which makes me have a guilty feelings going out and doing stuff I want to do. I dont want to do it alone, and she wont go, so what do I do? I also get the comments from her about being stuck in the house, must be nice to go places and so forth.

I am at my wits end with this and not sure what to do?",3.2428511374876337,4.12844553412463,4.2073182492581624,89.90793088526216,72.88724035608308,7.040999010880316,24.13068743818002,7.1686216300943375,0.7243096933728981,1263,34,283,12,24,409,172,337,0.07,0.8909999999999999,0.039,-0.8112,1,1,1,0,0,0,48.0,1,0,4,3,15,8,0,0,22,1,34,15,5,4,5,54,58,25,0,10,9,1,3,1,0,3,9,3,1,0,15,19,1,3,7,3,2,8,8,2,0,2,6,7,47,6,44,46,8,30,0,1,1,0,37,12,0,4,9,202,62,2,0.0975162143786428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099738874477307,0.0,0.07798368140696277,0.0,0.21131755507483085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22495184862147485,0.0,0.11888995834488478,0.10769899732135127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292489924677213,0.10831853071778128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981197753234904,0.08533709635292247,0.0,0.11428827698890147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086370421593589,0.0,0.0,0.06440853989977194,0.08820899881411705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861425604848513,0.06966560303676335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189639435903924,0.0,0.2216828475736997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33756185584616777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30534477691025363,0.0,0.1733537838782762,0.0,0.0,0.1071847223063526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887858611271172,0.047641496611155125,0.0977368652361239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509283032355856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964746535208116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072886064450677,0.07168563792773631,0.1446140746765957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607951060243279,0.07416547528387249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560055728635108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018836887574573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933098473079413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026290968381484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552050172497087,0.07754880768814561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758663942242954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163273491366407,0.0,0.0,0.18381575598975544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478543974666078,0.06248445264167622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844539880322912,0.1074003331510794,0.24138326875958135,0.1725527693955526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879932157998564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099296548015979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WeirdShyGuy,2019/02/24,"I'm a geek that likes anime and Nintendo games and I'm so lonely Hi. My life ended ever since the person I look up to posted screenshots of my private messages to her on her public Twitter behind my back and now the trolls/haters that follow me around keep threatening to link to her screenshots of me and I got banned from my favorite Discords because of it.  

I'm so depressed about it, I feel crushed.  I wish I had friends to talk to.  I'm so depressed and lonely.

and they KEEP MAKING FUN OF ME on the 4chan team fortress 2 server I play on.. They said this on their Steam chat about me: https://i.imgur.com/dsdivSb.png People keep making fun of me for liking Hamtaro!! I only watched like 30 episodes and everyone online keeps making fun of me saying I have a ""Hamtaro shrine"" and on my main Reddit account, the trolls/haters keep replying to my threads saying ""Stop masturbating to Hamtaro hentai"" when I made a thread complaining about my computer chair being squeeky.  I ONLY WATCHED LIKE 30 episodes and I don't masturbate to Hamtaro hentai.  

I keep venting on 4chan and reddit but people keep making fun of me. Please help me, I'm so lonely!!!",3.8551382488479256,6.2651778663594495,4.139195852534563,84.71165092165899,74.48387096774194,5.998986175115207,26.51820276497696,6.961326702584282,1.317553179723503,915,34,163,9,20,285,111,217,0.107,0.742,0.151,0.8692,0,6,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,1,12,17,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,5,1,30,27,16,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,0,1,5,11,0,9,2,5,1,1,1,7,0,0,4,7,33,10,30,22,1,16,1,5,3,0,20,8,0,0,10,99,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289812320226184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888029382459364,0.0,0.07046157541208771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911212500012235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237695528223424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455626544902526,0.0,0.11044960634335546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584449345933026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930325993893548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244654970851607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747642362635032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7191815541051384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164345849260073,0.2258824851447049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970650886983232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937247621909213,0.30862444138972056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758202728788406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026879341071942,0.10092727459525727,0.0,0.12688127995071913,0.0,0.0,0.11070167218194753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995097487427803,0.18384096477466236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561586414874253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966370227319788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290552427345296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329208793735503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Berg73,2019/02/24,"Can I throw myself a pity party? I'm 45M, married, disabled and I can't believe how alone I feel. I got sick about 8 years ago and slowly it's gotten worse. (Kidney disease requiring dialysis, limited mobility and I'm legally blind) I'm not able to work anymore. As the years have passed, all my friends have moved away and stopped talking to me. My kids are all grown up and they're all on their own now with their own families. They never visit. My best friend is my 20yr old daughter in law. How messed up is that?

My wife is always depressed and that's not helping me any. She stays in her own little world reading books all day. (I should say reading all night because she sleeps all day) So we don't have the same type of relationship we used to have. thanks so much for

I'm a musician, but I haven't played the piano or guitar in almost 10 years because my wife decided there wasn't enough room in our house for my gear. All my music instruments are packed away collecting dust in the back of my basement, underneath piles of junk that my wife refuses to get rid of. I'm sure that if I had access to my instruments, I would have an outlet for my sadness.

As per the health conditions from which I'm suffering, I try to get better, go to doctors, etc, but every time I take one step forward, I get shoved back 10 steps by the universe. 

I'm really at the end of my rope here. I have no hope for the future. I mean, I'd never consider suicide, but I really don't care anymore if I live or die. 

I'm sorry. I've rambled on far too long. I just really needed to get this off my chest. Thanks",2.5076106594399263,4.0640682073170735,3.933753387533877,88.49670280036136,75.76829268292683,7.176332429990968,24.34327009936766,7.921354282810032,1.206871589882566,1244,40,266,19,27,411,192,328,0.121,0.789,0.08900000000000001,-0.8247,0,1,0,0,0,1,40.0,3,0,3,5,12,15,0,0,11,0,20,7,3,3,10,46,44,19,2,6,10,4,1,0,2,2,4,1,1,1,7,9,0,4,3,5,0,9,10,5,0,1,4,3,42,10,37,38,15,46,0,4,1,0,22,19,0,6,19,162,49,8,0.11178698129388356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909241407653402,0.0,0.11193851416983194,0.11577759943084626,0.0,0.0,0.09301572350487236,0.0,0.0,0.07601898061876798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172529477120329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100550974560104,0.17191457683288106,0.0,0.13628861245500698,0.0,0.0,0.1259456474697423,0.11731354015925433,0.09886650068176224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397427764087142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441867100566612,0.0,0.0962819631853536,0.0,0.116017237694804,0.0,0.0,0.11441871217426886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901008529246136,0.11550583422027,0.12467203369667057,0.0,0.0,0.09418535307306597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538281717731438,0.0,0.05652285656515697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273268889611554,0.0,0.2336163355541988,0.0,0.06353111760130886,0.0,0.0894062608758039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188243337204872,0.0,0.0,0.07492845719285593,0.0,0.0,0.11102969563584693,0.0,0.1289871676057344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203992275018276,0.09870995251493682,0.098927960713933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176879410556316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881186999905193,0.08217629362592467,0.08288863018171788,0.17243402284528392,0.0,0.0,0.10490450928651887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173016322736371,0.0,0.0757497515945506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236344648772236,0.0,0.21484080805833475,0.0,0.0,0.12001738279974652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889749432578781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186771251486637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513637342354547,0.0,0.11915004832813968,0.0,0.09345892185136234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227681377425775,0.0,0.10535790692490292,0.0,0.08404989787152549,0.0898501411484316,0.0,0.20583686664162404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518388775955375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589602240837677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654806005872456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138225375846872,0.0,0.11392048416745965,0.07941026418599469,0.0,0.0,0.21596145261933705
lonely,throwaway009999222,2019/02/24,"I'm a lonely girl... got you!!

But I am, no matter how many people talk to me, I still feel lonely. No one can make feel less lonely, that's why i'm so....lonely. Life is hard...
*sigh*",-2.6714166666666657,-0.9823839750000012,0.5800000000000018,102.77833333333334,101.25,2.666666666666667,6.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.539833333333333,131,0,34,0,6,46,31,40,0.308,0.665,0.027000000000000003,-0.8856,0,8,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,6,9,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,3,4,0,1,8,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698781419586261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925314081931584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276488075885499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25834686051457983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441474093063019,0.37082288104655015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24784820757706905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535716907428146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920961322643284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939837552653765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300411975831692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cocopari,2019/02/24,"Self destruction I push everyone away. 

Because they really are never good enough.

Maybe I’m just an over provider and shoot myself in the foot because of it.

But I want someone to take care of me....

Someone to only have eyes for ME.

Someone to work back through my thick shell and want to really get to know me, without it really being work.

I just want something to be organic and I want to let go of the control I have on my life and let something spontaneous happen, if I wasn’t so guarded and scared.

I realize I’m mostly only lonely because of myself......

But,

One can only wish for what seems like the impossible...

Impatient 

Awaiting change..
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lonely,MaleANONacct91,2019/02/24,"Feeling comes spiraling back up I survived one day without texting her, but today I just want to talk to her. But of course I know I shouldn't. I need to distract myself with something else to get her off my mind. 

Its stressful knowing she is with someone else and doesnt want to confide in me anymore. 

Life goes on and the more we talk the more things feel distant between us. 

This is just me venting right now. Feeling alone and just wishing for someone to be close to me to confide to with one another. 

*My goal is to stop thinking of her and move on. The sooner then better off I will be.*",1.5515449256625722,3.9428604957983246,2.45731092436975,93.7488881706529,82.69747899159663,4.333807369101487,26.80090497737557,5.369823440869387,0.6865314802844216,465,21,94,2,13,146,75,119,0.077,0.792,0.131,0.4276,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,3,5,3,0,2,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,29,20,7,0,5,6,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,0,3,19,1,24,16,2,16,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,6,73,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804983806805966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274459746555632,0.0,0.0,0.17283592361074412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400823167118514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154133816596138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012417723979887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239422741890154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29117208970301045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643590158616029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105252327600356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155612883107648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309697717364908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597005789165293,0.0,0.0,0.18522883740797974,0.0,0.1292241642440448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23618916901002954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883157927669585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953286205351249,0.13416692512401335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570334967431467,0.19963367914745853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801544523455387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578187427700015,0.11166964472751947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519418892298815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096337355270675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055861433312652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040991349760334,0.16799677900965865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rookie_Recruit,2019/02/24,"Falling in love with everyone. I (20M) am pretty desperate... I think. Never had a girlfriend neither a date. But rejection, that's something I could write a book about. I think it has to do with how desperate I am. I fell in love with, or am at least attracted to, every female I had talked (like greeted) or even sit next to in university. I know it's a silly question but is that normal? I also got into porn addiction and participating the NoFap community a few years now. I am also pretty sure that I am ugly. No joke.

The problem with all this is: if I ever would have a partner, I would treat her like a queen. I have so much love to give. I would consider myself as an old school gentleman and ""nice-guy"". I was thought to treat women with respect.

Any advice on how to act in public to draw a girl's attention?",1.7098863636363646,3.78046660606061,4.0936931818181845,84.08053977272729,79.9090909090909,7.03409090909091,23.645833333333336,8.07648339933343,1.4689469696969697,630,22,127,12,16,219,103,165,0.079,0.674,0.247,0.982,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,9,14,0,0,11,0,18,5,0,2,4,32,27,13,0,7,5,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,3,6,8,0,0,6,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,5,0,18,12,21,18,5,18,0,1,0,4,13,7,0,4,9,96,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061680010489785,0.0,0.15293778711250305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25031875079644617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643079357388834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495888719621985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337204500642144,0.14157042854214072,0.1318647236388808,0.14955008229480854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013671598191353,0.0,0.0,0.1251737292191029,0.0,0.0,0.15496750676682244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601269300231643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292378742089882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42376368842952816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505137364876407,0.0,0.12070860291193285,0.0,0.16644801272249224,0.0,0.1533445910223303,0.0,0.0,0.16422879797619108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184497634463684,0.0,0.14975700039883955,0.0,0.0,0.17532475660595248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839443174875914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048748961650944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750691935130844,0.0,0.0,0.12579518624579575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005679886775336,0.0,0.1242498543435388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335363365741163,0.0,0.0,0.10078600807568612
lonely,MrJackGoff,2019/02/24,"Lonely 18-Year-Old Guy. Will Talk to Literally Anyone at This Point Hey there! As the title says, I'm really looking for some people to talk to. I could go on and on about my life story and what's led to this point, but for what? You'll find all that out if you hit me up. Besides, if you're reading this, you probably don't have much to lose.",0.9467514677103708,2.7872700547945217,2.7018003913894333,94.2664383561644,81.32876712328766,5.815264187866927,18.647749510763205,6.868970318607317,-0.04737025440313092,266,6,62,3,7,88,56,73,0.08,0.92,0.0,-0.68,0,2,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,11,9,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,14,5,3,9,0,2,1,0,8,7,0,3,0,40,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665662203743476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901961542782509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772517943087705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538368668662915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358713692676841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825906061318002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004150907197324,0.26650285770838866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511622665192067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499677013589495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514903412218526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450382383461412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568372223605303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382805424207291,0.0,0.1526073192888005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943898633353967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829381196888645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340334386102095
lonely,ameliasmiles,2019/02/24,"Too old for this crap I'm 40... when my daughters dad died 16 years ago, I had this horribly dark fog hanging over me for years.  Took therapy and eventually medical treatment to get me out of that funk.  I remember praying, begging, aching for companionship.  None of my friends understood my pain, none of my family.  I got help, changed my life, started to enjoy every experience life had to offer for the shear joy of life.  I finally lived!  I'm in a relationship now, 6 years in.  It's starting to feel like he's pulling away, I'm lonely.  I have all these thoughts and feelings and no one to talk to.  So I started therapy again, started antidepressants again, tried talking to him about all of it and it's always my fault.  I only need someone to talk to, someone to listen with compassion and everytime I open up to him, I feel like I have to apologize for it.  Idk what to do, how to talk to him.  Or do I just leave?  Being single and lonely sure beats the hell out of being in a relationship and feeling lonely.  I could never cheat, not emotionally or physically.  But this hurts.  It's like the fog is back.  And I ache, again.  ",2.106972332015808,4.51847798181818,3.855889328063242,84.45448616600792,80.54545454545455,7.280632411067192,25.92885375494071,8.321376580360154,1.93153162055336,876,36,174,19,23,293,124,220,0.187,0.6890000000000001,0.124,-0.9468,0,6,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,1,11,16,3,0,5,0,10,6,1,1,4,31,28,14,1,2,5,2,4,3,1,0,5,1,0,0,11,12,0,0,7,0,0,3,5,9,0,1,6,5,24,7,36,19,5,29,2,4,0,0,18,9,2,2,20,116,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035315466504746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718263307052503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973256290153742,0.08980799487599167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355341607395252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325114722396252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121456691308136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137843422187645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840465959325853,0.0,0.0,0.11424772936710598,0.11010374663316684,0.0,0.23621984854557765,0.1668764624669434,0.0,0.12794299877313306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023537576094344,0.0,0.06102046450312003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341147407670013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782850951165523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503125316846428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366883347778905,0.0,0.0,0.24748687205395545,0.171180124937087,0.0,0.1031319516120902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765847747944327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660186718051366,0.09007935292880867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255649967852368,0.0,0.07914318178701278,0.0888277113313794,0.12427790598155765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507878202786123,0.13230574501748407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791971663972946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33067185332267895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007772045362883,0.0,0.0,0.3755009570228422,0.0,0.0,0.26713007402540684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272202817996718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976332455644718,0.07929600522689338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22563607330521104
lonely,redGrassMoose,2019/02/24,"I want to be lonely for the rest of my life. Yet, I yearn for an intimate relationship. I don't deserve to be with a woman. I am not a good person. I broke a promise I made, I harassed, I stalked, I threatened to kill, I am an idiot. I don't belong anywhere. I quit college, I quit a job, I started drinking. To paraphrase what Louis C.K said, I am the number one threat to women. ",-0.5328750000000007,1.5947514625000032,2.427500000000002,91.90750000000004,90.625,4.2,23.0,5.6839178017228535,0.3575999999999997,287,12,62,2,10,101,50,80,0.292,0.615,0.09300000000000001,-0.9557,1,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,1,9,4,0,8,0,7,2,0,1,0,5,11,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,1,16,2,9,7,1,2,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,45,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625719309614426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481476114594515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659830477239568,0.0,0.2965406454525848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932081142680016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536208819158921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816272265732473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23403753190099474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5701757209741924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877689222688605,0.0,0.0,0.2549623468272424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189716316266076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158093790632551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Excusethechair,2019/02/24,How I deal with being alone I lay on my bed and push against my face and head to feel every part of my skull I can. I think it may have become a coping mechanism for being alone but I'm not sure. I dont really know when I started doing it. I do it until I fall asleep. I do it sometimes when I wake up in the morning. I just really like to feel the way my bones feel under my skin (mainly my skull but I do it with my arms and ribs too.) I dont know if its normal but it gets my mind relaxed so I can go on with the day. ,-0.9262499999999996,0.5949775416666689,2.0766666666666684,97.985,86.08333333333334,5.0,15.0,5.985473137389443,-0.8775,395,6,103,3,12,140,70,120,0.049,0.878,0.07200000000000001,0.6753,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,12,10,10,1,1,23,22,12,0,2,6,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,6,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,22,3,14,19,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,6,75,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001834348600943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213368658411364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459476871023735,0.1991755240035733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528461163014718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277508901367094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29305553491622804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009363944980444,0.0,0.1097971498250754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827376909768935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123497986936886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438530041557283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950718392433241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892900448628024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092113185459916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24753128106401898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107475868961646,0.0,0.13674438939526107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208396654510595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379153161419225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334916938500634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,homiehustler,2019/02/24,"I hate the way that I am I’m just gonna explain my life. I have friends, family, and a girlfriend. I’m in a long distance relationship with all of them. I go home once or twice a Whenever my friends ask me to go out, I have second thoughts before going out, and always feel like finding an excuse not to go. But when I’m not with any of them, I don’t miss them at all. I say that do, but I don’t feel like I NEED to see them. When I’m with my girlfriend, I feel like that’s all I need and I love her, at least I think I do. But when I’m not, I’m always thinking about breaking up to just get out of a long distance relationship, but hurting someone scares me, and the time we broke up for a week, she starved herself and was almost suicidal. I don’t have close friends, as in not one that I would open up to... I just expect that, when I talk to guys, they’d act like dickheads and just tell me to break up with her and not give a fuck. And when I talk to girls I get feelings easily, and I don’t wanna be a cheater, also when I leave off to where I study, I feel abandoned, and the loneliness just amplifies and I just feel like there’s a rock pressing down on my heart, and feel voided at the same time? I don’t know who I am or what I am. And I hate every second of it. I imagine taking my own life from time to time, but the thought of breaking my family’s hearts stops me from doing it. I thought about seeing a therapist, but just feel like that’s a bit too extreme? Help.

TLDR - have people that love me, love them when I’m physically with them, but don’t miss them and always seek someone to be with when I’m not.",2.9202638424377554,3.13306182905983,4.279687848383503,91.56060200668898,73.15954415954417,7.357909079648207,25.23237953672736,7.079830092131019,0.7628282175151737,1246,35,302,11,23,414,143,351,0.13,0.716,0.153,0.8509,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,8,0,21,21,3,1,16,0,21,8,2,0,3,77,66,33,1,5,22,0,9,6,5,2,2,1,1,2,11,26,0,2,17,1,0,5,12,9,0,4,4,12,55,12,44,57,7,43,0,5,2,4,35,18,1,3,22,204,66,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717418147930292,0.0,0.0,0.06961878966267157,0.21731312823056148,0.0,0.0,0.05920118255525384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813857695294145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407839077225367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504279297388392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334857999836178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413762318619846,0.0,0.3521457323232933,0.3109647349956069,0.0,0.0,0.07956776447168441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017781486681925,0.08048202863356868,0.0909665139972888,0.0835122132667458,0.19790411607418068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861992976860223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189989401577235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063239670453096,0.05835191733369074,0.0,0.08732443910248294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319543315559424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047843795667689364,0.0,0.0,0.09217991671474794,0.0,0.0,0.12298069832889287,0.2551874909171001,0.0,0.0,0.15408394625588034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23571478363155896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291020975866996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271198246237757,0.0589915154894483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035378858848084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869314987151357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923056251804421,0.08715841570320769,0.0,0.1387449964978355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752482483255122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727828582928106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522532288123613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545540741458136,0.13994490758615574,0.07609093188500482,0.0,0.0,0.10107892607842482,0.0,0.11156416027468084,0.0,0.20733862999007624,0.2030526169913832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910113756641098,0.06983121039897387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184220715103032,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,idontcaretv2,2019/02/24,"Teen. All my ""friends"" are assholes. They're just horrible people. Im a bit overweight and they torment me about it. It also seems whenever I sleep over, everything that ever happens that im somehow even a small part of is my fault. I read when you're depressed you dream 3 to 4 times more. I never dream. But now almost every night I do. Some are like normal dreams. Where everything is weird but you only realise after. But after this crazy dream there was only one thing I could remember. The part where I was with someone. That I could feel comfortable  around. I honestly wanted to live in there. I just want anyone

",1.0165369305616991,3.587506655462189,2.123219814241488,90.99554179566564,95.890756302521,4.858204334365325,19.708536045997352,6.5966054737557815,0.5537126050420169,488,16,91,7,19,154,83,119,0.127,0.7170000000000001,0.157,0.561,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,1,0,14,7,0,0,3,0,9,2,1,0,3,22,14,6,0,5,5,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,15,4,10,10,6,14,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,4,9,67,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394284717082228,0.0,0.0,0.13092755676283355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447747063332278,0.0,0.0,0.1457463254090241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874083609153207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614356574463357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410125843894508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081361204241083,0.14809494102950724,0.13794193231080984,0.0,0.29428360365564205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278221400599238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649037298340787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447778646458412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536933662082002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998576932104713,0.0,0.14456856765887607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627166290363892,0.0,0.0,0.1536409881892547,0.1604117356887568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109415292939456,0.2490342671666886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35458759342595325,0.0,0.11350346823836392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376522043999153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546388147643525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904537230255938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383915252215245,0.0,0.1387202001843142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876890122141283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546698228235556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313367533670725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sharkarius,2019/02/24,"Loneliness actually makes me experience physical pain Here I am, at 31, feeling lonelier than ever before. I have friends. I'm surrounded by people often. Nothing can kill this deep feeling of loneliness that I have inside of me. I swear it permanently feels like as if my heart was breaking, like actual physical pain in my chest. Has anyone ever felt the same? 

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Many people would never suspect how I feel inside. I'm a social person and because I'm attractive, people assume that I have all the options in the world to choose any man I want. The truth is I do have plenty of options, but the men I want never seem to be interested in something serious, at least not with me. I'm tired and exhausted of dating, and I feel like giving up because it seems like there is literally no one out there for me, and at the same time I feel like this deep feeling of loneliness can only be cured by finding a partner. I know that might sound bad and I know you should be happy with yourself first bla bla, but I'm tired of being alone. I've always wanted a family, and now at 31 my biological clock starts ticking and ending up alone seems like a real possibility.

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Just venting I guess. Thanks for listening.",4.650376728659988,6.391833038626611,5.917560801144493,75.69209704339535,70.54506437768241,8.611254172627563,28.824272770624706,9.150863307647796,2.6240321411540304,970,37,170,20,18,325,133,233,0.151,0.664,0.185,0.7016,0,2,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,1,9,18,1,0,10,0,19,7,2,2,6,53,46,12,1,6,5,0,8,6,2,3,5,2,0,4,7,10,0,0,17,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,2,10,22,12,26,37,4,26,0,0,0,0,9,14,0,10,17,113,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.1862787840866238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770200863673149,0.0,0.0,0.07941689697365012,0.20682665966776947,0.23194935552356186,0.06490506469614635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673653214745186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969159587302073,0.11636332316927105,0.0,0.08121565377806532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453488772370654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726687834420722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336236183307084,0.08997593115668652,0.0,0.3378148118559157,0.204555233918908,0.09164102658373288,0.0,0.08723391455808174,0.08118445726486967,0.0,0.0,0.07373965197037786,0.0,0.0,0.0915584008805492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514211874649987,0.0,0.0,0.10160171206273354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310137611645525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559443619618672,0.0,0.10490684540709408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797741513383292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370948527856607,0.09676504431530268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101250801091728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472243026345822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158091122348133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467519674615974,0.07258931947326358,0.20311788935119487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985061640958006,0.08333785472178751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759855671765288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086359527436354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26066538398525685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972929462542661,0.0,0.07347730901965596,0.0,0.0,0.06755562099340241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878718383059211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565405399734688,0.2193972418279269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888569857751382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780054523985002,0.0,0.23194935552356186,0.0
lonely,ASHszn,2019/02/24,"I have no idea what to do... I’ve been feeling lonely and confuse for quite a while and I don’t really know why. It could be that I admitted my feelings to someone but she didn’t really give me a yes or no answer,,, she said that she would have to think about it and decide if she was ready and it would also be her first relationship for her.  I told her my feelings because one of her close friends which is my friend told me to do it because they said she liked me as well. I told her my feelings around two weeks ago and I don’t know when I should try and talk to her about if she took some time and thought about it yet. I don’t want to rush her at all but I still just want to know what she thinks. Idk how long I should wait either I can wait for a while, I mean I’ve like her for at least 5-6 months but I was just to scared to tell her. 

I think that probably is one of the main reasons why but I just feel like crap all the time but i don’t know.... I hope someone can help me.",2.1920336391437303,2.581021720183493,3.2853394495412864,97.39375840978596,74.91743119266056,6.730764525993884,21.41406727828746,6.42735559955562,-0.07878813455657507,757,15,198,5,15,244,104,218,0.073,0.745,0.182,0.9771,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,13,11,1,2,5,1,23,1,1,2,2,55,50,21,0,10,12,0,5,3,2,4,0,2,0,0,11,9,0,2,19,0,0,2,7,4,1,4,11,7,42,7,22,32,6,18,0,1,0,0,30,4,1,6,15,141,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612660367068986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574188758928596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657823798804296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459632172011636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558852217947868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302675984480137,0.0855296417718245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018357352331105,0.0,0.0,0.1849943185488676,0.0,0.0,0.11484854841141208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024734036674917,0.0,0.0,0.1189112669646144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351519146864264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26318500099502595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547081892661098,0.0,0.0,0.10595047639598656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041269275686362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556120516217637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622538706024279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290808987136952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733941297931392,0.0,0.0,0.15339435415972955,0.1230944738069964,0.0,0.12853695549434005,0.0,0.0,0.22776666478423285,0.0,0.1198629174559043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288064851722687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561039095501388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622825731191097,0.10464257540811987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23013966510549824,0.0,0.0950461405683328,0.13962208280908311,0.0,0.0,0.3431993917151165,0.1330158909214947,0.08128358931789309,0.0,0.1169512999721111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412306399888592,0.0,0.0960340150789368,0.0,0.10764473424059147,0.0,0.2160615252764264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009458722325252,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shatteredegg,2019/02/24,I'm here If anyone is feeling lonely or needs someone to talk to you can message me if you like ,6.115714285714287,4.0697386666666695,7.209523809523812,80.77714285714288,67.0952380952381,8.4,35.285714285714285,3.1291,1.9976285714285715,76,3,16,0,1,26,18,21,0.106,0.723,0.17,0.128,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108102695135197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29706966321483697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28703442930945394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356414192201526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978069703096602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722293385862603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,theoxygenspeake,2019/02/24,"Feeling alone no matter what Im a person that has been close to killing themself recently mostly cause I cant seem to ever find people I can fully trust often online or irl although I have met great people (one of them helping me through not killing myself) but i still feel lonely I can never seem to find interaction that really makes me happy anymore to be fully honest I really wanted to find someone I can depend on emotionally but I feel as though I wont find one while I'm in high school so I refuse ever trying to start a relationship with anyone no matter how much they may relate to me (i doubt i would be able to start one anyway since I have no confidence) but it sucks cause all the people I hang around don't even know me that well and I hate it yet I dont want people to know me either I just dont know what to do cause I strive for a relationship with someone that I know and they know me that I can trust for emotional support while I try and get through some hard things in my life

Just a note idk if this is the right subreddit im extremly new to this all",5.881235119047624,5.057344415178573,6.650714285714287,80.62761904761908,66.90178571428572,9.430952380952384,28.04166666666667,8.59863814320734,1.7991470238095242,855,21,179,11,12,284,124,224,0.157,0.7020000000000001,0.14,-0.4609,0,3,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,3,0,14,13,4,1,6,0,19,1,0,6,5,52,40,15,2,4,9,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,12,7,0,1,14,0,0,1,10,6,1,3,2,4,32,7,23,33,6,19,0,1,0,0,10,7,1,10,11,130,44,1,0.09614542580055133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957766518607516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535042734755604,0.06722711721224289,0.0,0.0,0.08558981297647633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963035103208024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22536344596895774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163013264101914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350314697215753,0.17393808413221232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584204839471365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515007094418143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05023201672467895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600067136827797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234859358161508,0.0861274166310782,0.09492370292905997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444425225551452,0.10158292110845668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770711700499472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274133703672807,0.0,0.26419505799937804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791035760097129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417781830333476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706779505978838,0.0,0.07415327955487483,0.092857851358242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954518863568923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666205296480562,0.08395047730708909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231864434243281,0.0,0.09493200890745064,0.20644841177728016,0.0,0.08210766830398931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730430386946484,0.0,0.17505436935833013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079532489761632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629274145542152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610445447884206,0.0,0.07678186124042985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910468982362233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387474872571396,0.0,0.09446239269205174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305528659341449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341812635850355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644628439614815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829895194168266,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TurboSpat,2019/02/24,"I don't know how I feel anymore. Virtually everything else in my life is fine. I'm physically healthy, my parents love me. My friends love me. But the love I need isn't what I have right now.

I thought I was going to marry that girl, and she left me as soon as she had an upgrade lined up. As soon as we started getting rocky and she didn't want to fix her issues, the ones she's said has ruined past relationships. Being someone's second choice after almost two years, fucking hell it's been 4 months and it still hurts. It feels like the air got pulled out of me when she left, and I haven't been able to inhale quite like that since. We had our whole lives planned out, and she pissed that away. I should be thankful that she showed her colors before we got any further in our relationship, but I can't help but still feel that deep betrayal.

I tried dating again recently. I ended up having a one night stand and it just wasn't for me. After all the shit she put me through, even though I know she's no longer the girl I fell in love with, I miss the old her terribly. The one whose cheeks would explode with laughter when I'd poke fun at her, who I had dozens of inside jokes with. The girl I had confided literally every part of my past and my life with. The one who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. I don't think I ever want to open up like that again. She was the one who told me she was terrified of me leaving her, yet she was the one who ran away as soon as her insecurities got a hold of her. Ran away to the next guy within a couple weeks. And led me to believe we still could have made it work.

I still have videos of us I can't bring myself to get rid of. Hearing her now foreign voice telling me she loved me more than anything, it just stings. Because then I have her voice fresh in my mind of the other things she said about me. That ""It feels like my life has gone unchanged by our breakup, and I think that's a sign."" It feels like lies, yet I can't bring myself to get rid of them. I accept it's done. But I don't want anybody else either. Not for a lack of trying. I've put myself out there and it just doesn't yield any results. I haven't met anyone remotely interesting to me. I don't compare any new girl to my ex, but I have these unreasonable expectations now from what I felt was a perfect relationship, and it worries me that at my age right now (University) I'm not going to find anyone to fit those criteria. Not until I get older I suppose.



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lonely,maram95,2019/02/24,"Is it weird to be happy about Jordyn woods cheating her friend trust?? I feel like it proves my point that everyone is selfish and no body deserve your time 

friendship is a lie",3.769313725490196,5.972641617647064,3.4064705882352966,90.82578431372549,74.0,5.7098039215686285,26.03921568627451,6.42735559955562,0.8996392156862747,141,5,27,1,3,42,31,34,0.214,0.46399999999999997,0.322,0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44917467959193536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864021273017549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446652373444726,0.2888889344718588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124227487793321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304697040891495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975594926721344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38226951826780825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357970517347885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JohnieScofflaw,2019/02/24,"Thank you to the cashier who called be 'doll' and 'darling' tonight. It's sort of pathetic how much I appreciated that. I know you were just being friendly because I was  the last customer before you're off  for your Saturday night, but I was feeling low and those affectionate words made my night.

I was out running errands for the woman I live with, who I love for some reason but whose feelings will never match mine -- as much as I value her companionship, and as much as she values mine. It's been a year and I don't really know what I am to her. As undefined as it is, it's the closest thing I've ever had to a romantic relationship. 

She knows how I feel about her, and while she hasn't returned the sentiment, she wants me to move to another city with her next year. It's a big step, but she knows I want to be wherever she is, as much as I love my home city, and as much as her home city creeps me out.

I was feeling a bit unappreciated even though I know she does appreciate me, to be clear, just how I felt in the moment. 

All it took was a bright smile and a few kind words from a pretty stranger to set me right. 

I've found that as I've gotten older, woman are often kinder to me than they need to be. I don't know what to attribute that too, maybe my weight loss? I still have a long way to go, but I'm no longer the fattest guy in every single room I enter and that's kind of nice.

I spent my 20s alone, keeping my own company, high all time and in bed all day, just waiting to die. I'm 31 now and in the last year I've made a lot of progress. Lost over 100lbs, got a job, found a woman to share my life, if not my heart, with.

I can't say I'm unhappy these days, certainly not like I used to be, but I do still get lonely, which is why I come here.

The woman I live with, my best friend and soulmate, tells me I'm the kind of man who will always want more and I think she's probably right. As thankful as I am for what we have, I spend a lot of time thinking about other women and what I could have. I haven't even told her about the new girl at work I hit it off with.

I was even intimate with another woman not so long ago, I told her it happened once but it was more than that. And it'll probably happen again. I haven't lied to her about it (unless you count omission, and I don't), and we're not officially together so it's not really cheating, as conflicted as I feel about the experience. I know I would be devastated if she were intimate with another man, and that's not fair but it's how I would feel.

Sometimes I miss my lonesome uncomplicated life - alone in my room all day, living only to please myself. Then I remember how deeply sad and borderline suicidal I used to be. I'm thankful for what I have right now, although she's right, I probably will always want more, whatever's just out of reach.",4.4350482625482615,4.1815594932432445,5.577179536679537,85.20314864864865,69.77702702702703,9.13057915057915,27.38725868725869,8.841846274778883,1.6825449227799232,2188,62,502,35,35,731,252,592,0.09,0.7090000000000001,0.201,0.9971,1,5,0,0,0,0,68.0,1,4,1,5,29,24,1,0,24,0,44,6,1,11,8,106,97,54,2,10,20,0,8,1,2,6,2,1,5,10,33,30,1,3,20,0,2,7,15,7,0,0,23,10,87,17,72,58,20,62,0,6,1,2,50,22,0,7,32,340,120,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060958258416695575,0.0,0.0,0.14244482568603598,0.0,0.0,0.11444017310642228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163262260267271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04192004269301873,0.0,0.058516095638922,0.0,0.07216727096064053,0.0,0.07507632260193682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021932789297905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923713048712554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490527007504697,0.0,0.0,0.133048086684496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136983009344024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060178921285099066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626089772330754,0.0622041600093692,0.057939602594213886,0.0,0.0,0.06726783126106059,0.0,0.0,0.20862554994093685,0.0,0.06602760461273294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080007524752578,0.10625923270582197,0.0,0.03592819159213188,0.0,0.03908216708951048,0.0,0.05499966879733507,0.0,0.0,0.06809065767789943,0.1216217839129338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814898438152035,0.0,0.07265666182739502,0.13795886160232407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824115386419201,0.06112373258717978,0.0,0.2148323735341673,0.2645498188721069,0.11210941623808256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714506794942863,0.03359633731396385,0.0,0.18216894349928425,0.12171418468378413,0.0,0.0,0.07506787287719957,0.11692737487867395,0.1241307456304191,0.13013898272160904,0.0,0.0,0.06908621810519662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308899214806952,0.2527602031527065,0.050990245676329815,0.05303775179154896,0.06641610056626579,0.0731350390279384,0.12906732055645026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323516583022956,0.0,0.052300798713867586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548608786238624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996129150823058,0.2224290566632506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881084700453237,0.07070446508660308,0.0,0.07383058232441357,0.077900196179019,0.23490834972266755,0.0,0.05468669304516802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801283692329539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983566264387444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522050685599847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060105844646740875,0.18993568315025605,0.0,0.0,0.04568608548398671,0.0881269018461784,0.06756374050225683,0.0,0.08019778934001602,0.0,0.0,0.13142062709390645,0.07640324642329863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878611797962227,0.0,0.0,0.16224346301536965,0.05458445752454073,0.0,0.08374031483652325,0.0,0.0,0.062051991848219815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050063574506422515,0.0,0.0,0.09770094815631816,0.0,0.0,0.13285208721070013
lonely,bluebells89,2019/02/24,It's nice to know a subreddit like this exist! It gives me hope. :) Hope everyone is doing okay at the very least.,-0.7389130434782629,1.2947576086956545,1.5307608695652206,94.3291847826087,103.34782608695652,5.778260869565218,14.445652173913045,7.1686216300943375,0.19553043478260929,87,2,19,2,4,29,21,23,0.0,0.495,0.505,0.9359,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36114061295359456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625572437309865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7507651040536132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077075197552346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846437978399084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118424528274545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nmras,2019/02/24,"Life always hits you...with a hammer I don't know how to start this properly, but here I go, the past few weeks I've realized that I was surrounded by people who only cared about me if I was in a worst position than them, I lost a lot of friends growing up because in my country a lot of people used to leave, and I always tried to keep up, have new friends, keep the old ones, but these people in particular always stayed with me because it was easy for them to make me feel like I'm worse than they are.
Once a girl told me: No, you're not that ugly, you have traits that skinny people wish we could have (But they're getting wasted on you) and when she was younger she couldn't help but throw herself at anyone who show any interest in me, you know, she's always better than me
I've been told that I would never get raped because that doesn't happen to people like me (And I have been...) Even my parents ignored me when I tried to talk about these things with them
I had relationships with people that never say that I'm their girlfriend, the last one actually wanted me to give him money for everything, when I tried to talk about any problem or anything at all, he used to tell me, oh no, I don't want to hear that crap, you and your toxic people or your emo stuff
There's this guy who was my friend for a long time who said so many times that I was nothing, that I meant nothing, he said that the only reason I was good at makeup it's because being so ugly I had no choice, not because I have any talent at all. 
I always tried to emphasize with these people, put myself into their positions to say these things and to forgive, forget and try to remember the good in them.
But it hit me, I don't want these people commenting any of these things anymore.
A guy last year told me that he couldn't be my friend because I didn't trust him, and I didn't trust him, every time I saw him he tried to make a move, to kiss me, I said no many times but he keep pushing so I stopped watching him and he said that, how could he?
How could any of there people say any of that shit and keep calling themselves my friends?
My ""friend"" let me stay at his house when I came to this country and then said: well, you're homeless, might as well start asking for money on the subway
The girl from te beginning is always competing with all of her friends to make sure she gets the best at everything, the other day, a friend we have in common said she was engaged and she called me excited but I could actually hear the sparks on her brain full of anger because it wasn't her. Also I saw a tweet of her saying that her entire teenage years she was always wearing sweaters, hoodies and oversized clothes because she didn't want attention from men sexualizing her, and it was bullshit, she was the first person I saw wearing a cleavage, and it's fine, I don't get it, also, she stole that from me, because not only I didn't want any attention because I'm fucking ugly but because I used to self-harm so bad I couldn't show my arms.
I know that no one will read this because it's too long.
I need to stop talking to these people, And I get scared because I am lonely, I'm also an introvert and have a lot of fun being alone, but it is scary, I needed to say a few things about these people, I need it to get it out of my system, I'm scared, I hope I make it through :) It's gonna be a long, lonely journey.",8.027009523809525,5.140206920000004,7.872285714285713,80.18138095238095,64.08571428571429,10.59047619047619,33.904761904761905,8.021203637495839,2.3148476190476184,2644,74,576,22,30,852,260,700,0.138,0.7,0.161,0.9739,1,5,0,0,1,0,75.0,2,6,7,5,26,43,5,2,26,0,51,11,7,11,6,99,116,44,0,20,15,1,1,2,9,4,1,13,0,6,52,26,1,7,11,3,2,8,23,14,2,4,35,18,103,29,74,63,11,62,0,3,4,3,93,21,3,8,32,381,155,1,0.0,0.0,0.08633172435757497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045812934087620605,0.0,0.10612139483830227,0.257642779060248,0.0,0.0,0.2105637701879572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043868098685958125,0.030929340269126082,0.0,0.0364006941255905,0.0,0.04135268378119552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03693342171122167,0.3505391209087503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046420702357985205,0.039121250582783526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937961177653069,0.09033542425833246,0.050591746683231235,0.045099363736283066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126853716990967,0.0,0.0,0.028527177435917574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029216044392641218,0.0,0.03726893106755881,0.0,0.07950907425483006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02236596643040833,0.03160067522302902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037625294909863764,0.0,0.0,0.2733997363938046,0.040893486654939436,0.1386621829501048,0.04243314484898186,0.025139119462570136,0.07420251870104602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759694280663917,0.039115852353268636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970953998325592,0.0,0.029649020946523868,0.0,0.0,0.043934199300546435,0.0,0.05103993032089065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572683328422411,0.0,0.0,0.0729293105383625,0.07211299212843772,0.0,0.04683726613292286,0.0,0.045232114206318313,0.03124368030548186,0.043220854939091786,0.0,0.0,0.1174367105352844,0.0,0.0,0.04828647858085257,0.11281812644066425,0.0,0.0,0.1181057681689495,0.08969237344165283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692513049027569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04701358808484088,0.0,0.09839653015252828,0.0682317526180247,0.042721333301436966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488715473346134,0.0,0.04641599043459427,0.04710761249371485,0.08992201584800334,0.10092552113431592,0.0,0.0,0.049116461832950965,0.0,0.04222622026052171,0.3679942302829063,0.038623296462184833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04232582582156997,0.0,0.04446724227216135,0.0,0.0,0.04424582583118799,0.0,0.0,0.045479770614518834,0.0,0.04749060677197467,0.050108335431266825,0.0,0.2524591563126405,0.17588268663898726,0.08857161207137296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04614555835453845,0.0,0.04540541703541829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261790121729723,0.09429480896871234,0.0,0.07396296775411994,0.0,0.0,0.05063718171510837,0.0,0.0,0.04168988534300416,0.0,0.0,0.10666049255897282,0.0386623394120499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754803239325885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317246749573472,0.0,0.0,0.1268020336535915,0.0,0.1801913058761091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461154662478358,0.0,0.0,0.13045137023181969,0.0,0.03548173075445605,0.0,0.07954309677295494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050866750842593234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507807778058979,0.03142246183128451,0.0,0.0,0.05697030538407995
lonely,omac76,2019/02/24,"I really need some help... Today is my High Schools annual winter ball. It’s like homecoming, just a smaller, watered down version of it. 

As soon as the dance started, more and more of my pals started branching off and having fun. Im not mad at them, but it just feels like I’m not important enough to stay around. I’m currently writing this in one of the schools bathroom stalls, since I was just about having a small little mental breakdown. Everybody else seems to be having a lot of fun, but all I’m feeling is lonely. I came with my two best friends, and they already found dance partners. I was going to ask someone to dance, but I couldn’t make the courage to ask, and when I was about to, she was already walking away. What does everyone else have that I don’t?

Now, I’m usually not that sad of a guy. I know I have friends, and I have a group that I hang out with regularly. I like to think that I’m not that antisocial, but lately I’ve been having some doubts, and tonight may have answered that question for me. I don’t care if I have a girlfriend or not (not right this second, at least) but I still somehow feel like I’m never going to find someone. 

Another thing that my friends do is talk to people over Snapchat. I mean, it’s not like I don’t do it either, I talk to some people over snap a lot, but they do it religiously, and then rub it in my face that I don’t talk to as many girls as they do. They even compare my snap score to theirs. They make me feel obsolete and inferior, like I’m not how a normal teenage boy is supposed to act like. I’ve been telling myself that I am who I am, and I like who I am, but I’m lying to myself.
I don’t like the person I am now. I want to change, but for some reason it’s hard. I just can’t. 

I’m not a super mopey person either. I don’t really act sad when I am actually sad. I don’t try to hard to hide it, because I want people to ask how I am. And I really want to tell someone all my problems and just vent it all out, but I know that won’t really help me change as a person. My parents talk to me all the time about how “I’m not growing as a person” and “I’m not acting like how a boy my age should act” and that “I don’t have something that defines me” and I hate to hear it and I block it out but I know that they’re totally right. I’m a shell of a person right now. My friends had been sticking with me for no reason. They’re more social, more talented, better looking than me, I just don’t understand. 

And don’t think I’m suicidal. I want to live long enough to better myself, and look in the mirror and see myself and smile. I want to make it.

Anyway, sorry I vented on here. I bet there’s an r/vent somewhere on this app. Thanks for reading this if you had the time.",1.8000604779947549,3.0620101267123303,3.5412314194112504,91.80493442145149,77.01369863013699,6.477062081025943,22.87073739434567,7.037575079466222,0.5537646895948711,2110,61,488,22,47,707,222,584,0.08800000000000001,0.7240000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.996,2,2,1,0,0,0,71.0,0,1,7,4,26,33,2,1,22,0,49,2,1,9,6,112,99,45,1,12,32,1,7,10,7,3,0,1,0,10,34,27,1,1,18,5,1,13,26,9,0,3,11,11,73,24,63,83,22,58,0,5,3,0,44,22,0,15,32,333,107,3,0.0,0.0,0.06746235710422945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257662570435818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249038979457154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154167844968383,0.19388581946380468,0.0,0.06495130590464866,0.0,0.0,0.04214191165124701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254922852073817,0.122282361290434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906800209699255,0.07048415641390357,0.0,0.14626388941966814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060497428464841276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550097005658105,0.0,0.0,0.1428626082027552,0.0,0.045660693902645134,0.0,0.0,0.0660580965613523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981982410636495,0.0987750935125949,0.0,0.0,0.06318492494325592,0.0,0.0,0.075799105151448,0.21364325554772376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857803221654215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845103906860325,0.0,0.0,0.12385646365341504,0.068253029183731,0.0,0.0,0.07791620801164548,0.0,0.09267475444371427,0.07304120957191994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467386691185694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397856877099576,0.0,0.07798332632897266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377415164527836,0.06928790954577335,0.061044367875658576,0.061179188857336364,0.11610607252029916,0.0,0.0,0.11754623290424125,0.0,0.0,0.1384374093227045,0.07008847525835116,0.0,0.07530445384451498,0.0,0.0,0.06966827706467134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05126012022705147,0.05331846311674808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773417737708466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04684528342902182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676233302480205,0.0,0.0,0.14378120187207394,0.3018147312432096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614949481327319,0.0,0.0,0.07744308477638089,0.0,0.06915019304449323,0.0,0.17714959822762485,0.14215736099546122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711373159815855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992950731533335,0.055088843127468964,0.06293470762240974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718627884557194,0.0,0.0,0.0704708431087426,0.17572464891159953,0.05322079467554131,0.0,0.07738703767218183,0.0978632419188558,0.0736849648615203,0.05520849328792763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561862418654983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22226107622186272,0.12084793011188265,0.06364698335632775,0.0,0.0,0.04592788686444065,0.08859332846810912,0.0,0.0,0.08062224978494882,0.0,0.06552856452614172,0.0,0.0,0.0469357404613796,0.0,0.06753141572826203,0.07196831402399304,0.0,0.0,0.0761385639960907,0.0,0.20387770518434872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PleasantLeave,2019/02/24,"Is it wrong to be attracted to someone who's mentally ill because they're mentally ill? I was in the psychiatric hospital recently, and there was this girl that I was attracted to for reasons that confuse me. She wasn't that physically attractive, at least not at first, but I found that after listening to some of her problems I could relate very well, and ended up liking her. She attempted to commit suicide by overdosing, while I was there for much less serious reasons (I told my brother about some research I'd been doing). She wasn't very charismatic, she mostly just sat alone, and she loved to self-deprecate. She's gay so there was no point in trying anything (not like I would either way because I'm a pussy), she wasn't the only one however. My ex-girlfriend used to self-harm too, and she went really fucking deep, we were together because we were going through the exact same thing at the exact same time, eventually though she ended up getting worse so we had no choice but to break things off, I have no idea where she is now.

Is it wrong to be attracted to someone who's mentally ill because they're mentally ill? People love to say that girls only like guys who have their shit together, but speaking from personal experience that's not true, I think that's only applicable to people who actually live stable lives, so I'm thinking the reverse logic could apply too. I'd personally love to be with someone who has issues, because I do as well so we could support each other, I find it really hard to care about people who aren't fucked in the head.",6.544033333333331,6.9429378700000015,7.0760000000000005,74.01633333333334,65.3,10.533333333333337,33.66666666666667,10.380263240014207,3.545466666666667,1251,51,224,29,18,411,162,300,0.163,0.667,0.17,0.8184,1,1,0,0,0,3,34.0,4,0,1,2,17,23,3,1,7,0,28,12,2,3,4,42,47,14,1,5,8,1,1,3,0,1,4,3,0,5,20,10,0,0,8,0,0,2,10,8,2,2,16,4,31,15,34,24,10,24,0,0,0,6,36,12,3,4,11,161,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.08852753348885943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939563315072111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465305928267826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765037907900519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249289211352896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729245966579674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606981737750088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887394627821139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291446962434221,0.07716455520719404,0.0,0.0994674379573331,0.0,0.16773437742663286,0.04739633136447242,0.0,0.05155704363984116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982493220820315,0.0,0.0,0.08126537305055108,0.0,0.09310268419800798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240940823283713,0.0,0.0946858641262312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296047466362906,0.0,0.16021104371047296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456291991762873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36568901507102336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668805644534916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061472761634322526,0.20698503403204152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867700018445527,0.1584226515316302,0.0,0.0,0.08575768900607507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868047288698432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623235284682085,0.1865461136611337,0.08957293066559305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214247391632142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927700068509415,0.0,0.09312056737173068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230594814783968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923060166299136,0.10294553891079987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053781447874767,0.11625666800720715,0.08912982510841083,0.0,0.05289830673094572,0.0,0.0,0.08668479143873256,0.0,0.061591463949288834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835109366448666,0.0,0.14970345076400596,0.0,0.07200760521299568,0.0,0.0,0.16313248034313108,0.084096354004595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244923740445182,0.06444335643175111,0.1983714514302924,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawayxzdgg587,2019/02/24,"The thing i want the most I once had a girl put her hear on my shoulder, and I had my arm around her, and we just sat there. I want that so badly now. Just to have someone snuggle into my shoulder, and love me",2.516884057971016,2.593423586956522,3.729130434782608,95.63688405797105,74.0,6.133333333333334,24.02898550724637,3.1291,-0.026918840579710057,159,4,40,0,3,52,33,46,0.07200000000000001,0.784,0.14400000000000002,0.3415,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,3,4,3,0,0,11,8,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,11,1,4,5,1,5,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,1,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095552418924737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29034173126684026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919192850436977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138417453231163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703232772260838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34956674761706763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946322317418025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23101771817218186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102027369722983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vespertilionize,2019/02/24,"Lonely I'm so lonely I'm about to die. I'm surrounded by people but noone of them is able to move my heart by an inch. I feel so empty and cold, I want a friend whose company I actually enjoy, I'm tired of pretending to like people just for the sake of being with someone. I feel helpless and don't know what to do, it feels like everyone was made to get perfectly along with each other and I'm just a crack in the system. I don't know what to do, it's not like I'm not trying to fit in, but my attempts don't seem to work. I just want a real friend",1.7543089430894303,2.446438739837397,4.130243902439022,89.79260162601628,76.23577235772358,7.417886178861789,20.98373983739837,7.793537801064563,0.5647008130081295,427,9,103,6,9,150,68,123,0.141,0.623,0.23600000000000002,0.9359,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,6,10,0,0,6,0,8,2,1,1,1,25,24,7,1,2,7,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,4,9,7,20,21,1,8,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,62,15,1,0.20134088235108927,0.0,0.19647965740321446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896004825461714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238984136042386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054119992000028,0.1438379665814287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111109325135967,0.0,0.10519230098998153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858991500459284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213033668423857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950949549878303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905136110994726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399349425585487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791688332818563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291700032443361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329317745773385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059547624021898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314117258222789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669724275376532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23751213794611425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657856030992836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Connor1944,2019/01/05,Struggling with being alone I’m 18 years old and in July of 2018 my girlfriend at the time left me and I’ve been dealing with loneliness after having 2.5 years spent together. My job leaves me little time to socially interact and if I do have time I hardly have the energy so it’s very difficult for me to potentially make new friends. I spent New Years by myself and I’m really struggling with being happy and feeling lonely 100% of the time since the breakup. I was wondering if anyone knew of any way to help with coping on your own or any way to make it more bearable. Any advice is greatly appreciated :),4.456489262371616,6.024422193277314,5.630532212885154,78.2446965452848,70.76470588235293,8.650233426704013,27.507936507936506,9.150863307647796,2.3690328664799254,487,17,89,10,9,162,78,119,0.12,0.7340000000000001,0.146,0.5358,1,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,2,4,0,9,0,0,2,0,17,18,9,0,2,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,11,3,17,11,2,18,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,4,11,54,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875245560495648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576591355829171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105545502195739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643922176331376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693723531887885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696950662777033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760861579506438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678285405457424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620462858016599,0.1363636517352728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203317264876656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105977037204596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611842384393149,0.16539284941005036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525693869833721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322266721948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940396031554005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973447400568255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751919845440084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592204851504746,0.0,0.0,0.15517416247346025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182771306172633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550543610724446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256015228703428,0.0,0.2416581535520157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508146063208715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940836233137894
lonely,Baconman_99,2019/01/05,"This is fun(m19)Norway I have friends and all, but no one that i can talk to  bout my frelings and etc. I feel soo lonely, it doesnt help that i suck life. I just want someone to genuinly that cares about me except my parentes and little sister.. ",1.9255102040816323,4.219501959183674,2.440163265306122,95.02269387755103,80.42857142857143,4.736326530612245,22.044897959183675,5.6839178017228535,0.07723346938775501,192,6,40,1,5,59,39,49,0.161,0.648,0.191,0.171,1,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,9,8,4,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,8,2,4,8,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34986143050205337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826998245179129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350553004827102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651146683380685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23000432870832116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423750088746953,0.0,0.34392363310457913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23252541715202785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38102434656414014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907475011436566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758087137174273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023971037247228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tallboysandtanlines,2019/01/05,"Anyone else? Anyone else, girls particularly, ever yearn to just have a guy in their life? Like not only a partner but just a guy who is there for you? Maybe it’s because I’ve never really had a guy in my life. My dad left when I was a baby, no siblings, nothing. I’d give nothing more than to have a guy who checked up on me every once in awhile. 🤷🏼‍♀️",-0.6720512820512852,1.2893748717948768,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,88.74358974358975,4.4923076923076914,17.641025641025642,5.82211442006289,-0.4488820512820517,272,7,64,2,9,96,57,78,0.049,0.925,0.026000000000000002,-0.3798,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,5,2,0,0,2,7,6,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,9,4,1,9,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,0,4,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260338831027189,0.3312224304664399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985294445948042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700458043767764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620551276848245,0.13618203839764448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505226459760035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6401648712266853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561377925473584,0.0,0.2283311031020433,0.07896529305099759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238119672034962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246606608883223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101807707987003,0.0,0.0,0.17213294048630845,0.0,0.12292851624409774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354567958383123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HarryA17,2019/01/05,Taking a year out was the worsed thing I've ever done. Decided to take a year off after finishing high school before I go to university and it was honestly the stupidest thing I've ever done in my life. I had no plans before hand so I spent the first couple of months just looking for a job. I have a job now but I only work 2 times a week. Most of the time I just stay in and play videogames or browse the internet. I've become distant from all my friends since leaving highschool and I've never felt so alone in all my life. I'm just counting down the days until I can finally go to uni and begin my life. So if anyone wants to talk on Reddit I'd be down.,1.7630476190476188,3.3345942571428613,3.6257142857142886,89.84761904761906,77.85714285714286,6.666666666666666,21.666666666666664,7.492282038375204,0.6774523809523809,516,14,114,7,12,174,88,140,0.054000000000000006,0.86,0.086,0.628,2,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,9,3,0,0,11,0,8,4,1,0,5,20,18,11,0,2,6,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,7,3,11,3,18,10,3,29,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,3,17,73,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305143013213635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033284563739035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320704692162655,0.25149308387026503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351139846924234,0.0,0.09530333280662316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024524300905679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673438112967694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188819096106606,0.16188144932979232,0.0,0.1256982402411573,0.0,0.0,0.11417141656107077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679690795900654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613351973654646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29328987255184313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647350923678055,0.0,0.0,0.3131358020553462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409467115636455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795344037840527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397400675798106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239035186653527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955726103242806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224188302910192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750961659752952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22221841072772627,0.1187767985166736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963516943992067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233881670057075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716214830724793,0.0,0.1185370407655318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758273091117093,0.0,0.15059642891964956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032587385522
lonely,Harry_l4w,2019/01/05,"Alone again, naturally My family is forcing me to go swimming even though they know I have no one to go with. All my “friends” have excuses as to why they can’t go, as always. ",5.232500000000002,4.6048994722222245,6.507777777777778,80.465,68.16666666666667,10.533333333333337,31.88888888888889,10.125756701596842,2.823488888888889,135,5,30,3,2,46,28,36,0.11,0.809,0.081,-0.0258,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,6,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426810120043888,0.0,0.0,0.2753099254058103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185361810725148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119143134399295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556289512312592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5641222770314067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183722157495474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420573291473644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32507759911401224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985582559566512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sharksk8r,2019/01/05,Everytime I read the word lonely my brain translates it into lovely Have an awesome time you lovely folks!,3.303508771929824,6.451048473684215,3.6484210526315803,80.18561403508772,90.57894736842104,4.63859649122807,22.12280701754386,6.42735559955562,1.1849859649122814,87,3,12,1,3,27,18,19,0.08800000000000001,0.491,0.42100000000000004,0.8883,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,8,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617410472996544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7466234071131101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137358157125275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24118741257810036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Obbiethedino,2019/01/05,"I’m not trying to get attention I just wanted to share this story of mine 

I used to be a suicidal person “used to” that was last year 2018 hopefully I won’t this 2019 im going to control myself not to cut and think about it 

Last year was a mess 
I was having a class then went out of school because I was so depressed as f
 I left a note saying that I want to die I really do 
So I went home And try to kill myself I just can’t or something idk hahah but I really want to die so i didn’t do it 
And went outside to bike 🚲 so that I can’t cut or do anything stupid and while I was biking people were tryna find me 
They did ,teachers talked to me 
And it was good everything is okay now 
but deep inside it’s not really okay 
I just can’t really explain what I’m feeling right now I just want to be alone and not to talk to people anymore 


Now my mom brought that story up she said that I was a attention seeker it really hurts but it’s okay 
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lonely,SEMENSTEW,2019/01/05,Lost The feeling of a void that surrounds you in the dark is more painful than anything physical. The feeling that without someone your heart is black and makes you feel like nothing can save you. The feeling that you are only used as a fixer of heartbreak makes you feel broken.,7.616474358974358,7.933900519230771,6.1469230769230805,81.86474358974361,63.03846153846154,7.702564102564103,38.487179487179496,6.42735559955562,2.6864025641025635,225,11,39,1,3,66,36,52,0.237,0.652,0.111,-0.8727,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,6,0,1,0,5,0,0,6,0,4,2,1,3,0,11,13,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,6,2,6,12,1,2,0,2,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983050379750264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6092306656334042,0.17215531875623508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855610646190959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773008023470853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263056850938579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217104701493553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312256791715495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327525323314764,0.2564184571308327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041805740759028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081283306245699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322949852875164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,simmo350,2019/01/05,"Here to help Not been on the sub before but just here to say I'm willing to listen and talk to anyone who wants some help or just someone to talk to, I can't promise that I'll be able to help but I promise to try :)",6.776326530612245,2.9110471428571434,7.4507142857142865,85.28178571428573,67.36734693877551,9.8,32.66326530612245,3.1291,1.4773183673469388,166,4,42,0,2,56,32,49,0.086,0.6859999999999999,0.228,0.8428,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,7,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,9,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,0,28,4,0,0.30151473516730104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082611339575846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565668320177891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6062969139743968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397766193203675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554724566549559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846922459046001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20470871323157697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784120277909046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ariesking_762,2019/01/05,#loneliness How does it feel to not be in communication with anyone for an entire day as if you did not exist to anyone. ,3.213750000000001,5.007999541666671,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,74.41666666666666,8.133333333333335,20.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.3722333333333334,95,2,18,2,2,34,21,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,3,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.759191054386259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35011380339490994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750794590220323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744973136982652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nodrugsinthebox,2019/01/05,"I want to give up I want to give up, on my ambitions, on my pridefulness, my emotions, desires, everything....",2.881,5.347857099999999,4.830000000000002,78.24500000000002,78.0,10.0,35.0,10.125756701596842,4.4895,82,5,15,3,2,28,12,20,0.0,0.86,0.14,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,6,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208057806437352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362118709421159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7177307573175438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413010682230485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,not_good_at_chess,2019/01/05,"Nothing is interesting anymore Very little of my actual life feels worthwhile. The few things I do find interesting are either complete wastes of time or excuses to disconnect from the real world. Hell, at any given moment I’d rather be sleeping, since dreaming is way better than being awake. It’s not like living in reality has done me much good. I have even less of a social life than a rock. ",6.1466216216216205,7.388065824324325,6.765783783783785,72.91570270270273,66.43243243243244,9.163243243243244,29.664864864864867,9.3871,2.754424864864865,317,11,53,6,5,104,64,74,0.14,0.758,0.102,-0.4635,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,4,0,9,3,1,0,0,7,11,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,5,9,7,4,7,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,3,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.22299792502330704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539820942801028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22662572894220154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210317283004908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395938970379348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23385044452550055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093217065752176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554417897328552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20885880304078655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166775394524505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228141650156993,0.11164101077410186,0.2290323184830043,0.20178315663651564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798500562563945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192665501304021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26010038838878496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890301802331672,0.0,0.2286802858459508,0.2329425247269844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181538136374084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324908278091585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854901731450147,0.0,0.18138477279971016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,samrazz95,2019/01/05,"Nearly everyone forgot my birthday So my birthday was about 2 weeks ago and almost all of my friends didn’t say happy birthday.  I don’t isolate myself from my friends and I’m almost always the first person to say it to them, which is a huge bummer. At this point, do i find a new group of friends or just deal? I hope this never happens to any of y’all!",2.4309909909909915,3.889397324324329,3.7308108108108087,90.28153153153154,75.75675675675676,5.473873873873874,24.495495495495497,5.46131890053228,0.4630792792792793,278,9,58,1,6,91,52,74,0.055999999999999994,0.71,0.23399999999999999,0.9336,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,11,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,10,5,10,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,4,5,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180504988081314,0.0,0.4078104334093592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943579606057613,0.0,0.0,0.1384748299697928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993275057163893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457641461035624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611338795486967,0.1732068825225317,0.0,0.0,0.47197021448633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006861765607435,0.2167670561364099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224972894435173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705138243206718,0.1966663377941536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780115183109896,0.0,0.0,0.1924954005786096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238682053167368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333905116773004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thoughtfull-world,2019/01/05,"Here to help Hey guys i have seen lots of people posting here , i just want to say i do care about you all i will be glad to help in any manner , you need a friend i am here , will hear all the problems you all are having without any judgement ",4.083974358974359,3.52401226923077,4.55846153846154,93.25320512820515,70.53846153846155,6.933333333333334,25.025641025641022,3.1291,0.19101794871794864,186,4,45,0,3,59,37,52,0.047,0.675,0.27899999999999997,0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,3,9,13,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,8,3,7,9,4,2,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,1,0,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37678681211434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824558050225709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140366743520805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27430835989887675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312238755174974,0.0,0.371381650905378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355253828063748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541805791449533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920612952287928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653230999096796,0.0,0.0,0.26508522992883304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203094754712924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634025127741763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26705200441367977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,peepeeEnima,2019/01/05,"I swear it helps, I’m sorry if this makes anyone aggravated. Exercise really does help with all these negative feelings. I understand it’s difficult, and extremely so for some (it was for me), but geez can it feel nice. It won’t fix emptiness, but it’ll install confidence and accomplishment. It will become a release. You’ll be better I promise! You just have to START somewhere and little by little you’ll see. That being said I’m still super lonely, so anyone feel free to pm! ",2.4262537462537463,5.240549307692309,4.104495504495507,80.37004995004996,83.39560439560441,7.2651348651348675,23.657342657342657,8.296473431620573,2.045672527472528,381,14,66,9,11,127,67,91,0.14,0.591,0.26899999999999996,0.9591,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,3,4,7,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,1,1,15,20,8,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,10,4,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,7,6,6,11,2,4,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,2,2,44,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232938610104608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553209357569289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446055490376602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230780079219773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506757457288001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099111191372517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463407617725125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543149217971702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481002851612125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990579894249385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422109805512807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25878788237058226,0.1636308993076015,0.0,0.184621216893913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406672763847784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FallenFox,2019/01/05,"Isolation is killing me Only one random person online wished me a happy New Year. I don't have anyone to talk to. It feels like something is impaling my chest and making it difficult to breathe. Sometimes the isolation is so bad that I get afraid of contact and fall into a vicious cycle. 

I just want someone to take care of me when I'm too hurt and broken to do it myself.",4.658800000000003,5.432522613333332,5.836000000000002,79.93800000000002,69.53333333333333,8.133333333333333,29.666666666666664,8.238735603445708,2.1692666666666667,296,11,55,4,5,99,56,75,0.273,0.61,0.11699999999999999,-0.9371,0,2,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,1,3,0,6,2,2,1,0,10,14,5,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,0,1,8,3,8,14,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607634660845353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102567305372724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25674428008984074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732627411922764,0.17989816126745484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156402288875002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268063947788651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26957537586138586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785982721805828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230250979935345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808984601372165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432064901645452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706377600515096,0.19151822494172166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21987694777392894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336378166043696,0.1938610789996732,0.249053515837542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893350935607163,0.20240101786661574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485282290577263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895771967417836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216193345723992
lonely,yournextdisaster,2019/01/05,"No sleep. I feel the most lonely when I’m laying in bed.

I wonder if I could pay someone to sit here and play with my hair until I fall asleep.

I wish I could feel safe enough to fall asleep.

I wish I felt safe enough to dream.",-0.03920000000000101,1.7023494800000023,1.2899999999999991,103.625,84.2,4.0,12.0,3.1291,-1.8866,174,1,45,0,5,55,33,50,0.11800000000000001,0.593,0.289,0.8484,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,14,9,4,0,5,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,4,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,9,3,6,6,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878612624718196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.501947664167062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24562842229099746,0.0,0.23321577371425786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430688344515483,0.0,0.2058028063171754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.558630891064399,0.0,0.2634075525561648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,staygoldflowers,2019/01/05,"Weekends are the worst Anyone else feel this way? 

During the work week I dive into work and keep my mind occupied so that I don’t have to feel anything. I know it’s not healthy but it’s the only way I can cope sometimes. Then on the weekends when all my friends are with their husbands or boyfriends, I immediately start to play my last relationship through my mind and feel like absolute shit. I’m in a semi poly thing now but my partner spends more time with his other partner and she’s basically becoming his primary. So I end up seeing him maybe 2x a month because he’s busy seeing her most weekends. I don’t really want a serious thing with him so it’s fine, but I was hoping I’d at least get to spend time with him a few times a month...

Other than that, I have no romantic prospects at the moment. I know I have a lot going for me work wise, and I have a few hobbies. It’s just really hard to make friends the older you get. Everyone is so set in their ways and it’s hard for people to let new people into their space. I get it. I’m trying my best but I’ve spent the last 3 weekends alone and it’s starting to get to me. Self reflection and self care are important but after a while when it’s just you and your head you start to go a little mad. Can anyone relate?",1.327424373379429,3.3179295917603007,3.0876591760299625,91.21622515125328,80.79775280898876,6.205070584845867,21.505185825410546,7.321109707123232,0.619543474503025,999,30,220,14,26,332,141,267,0.087,0.747,0.166,0.9772,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,3,4,9,13,2,0,16,0,14,2,2,1,1,38,38,22,0,2,9,1,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,15,14,0,1,6,5,3,2,4,4,0,0,2,7,35,9,25,35,9,41,0,0,2,0,23,10,1,4,26,141,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164367089488433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721807225916598,0.11519103085811415,0.09251485659772507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853224449062736,0.1241627824346837,0.0,0.0,0.11798139362390556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462312104036518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939153019958934,0.0,0.09957373914186544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742535036362323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053390546671554,0.08031527988348182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371603766030075,0.0,0.2349462884214228,0.0,0.12778558694778885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141851938482647,0.0,0.11537881448135848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116617758442262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992705915211172,0.0,0.0,0.1235698909650598,0.18328010731270825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149605154498294,0.0,0.05492438115225487,0.11267775407371446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557833112807204,0.0,0.0,0.07504347422480143,0.0,0.11294438855394193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22703111614833546,0.0,0.17947052693330373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857919385848913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550304089052807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558804223437365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404258256747532,0.0,0.0,0.12070062895200115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917374499577565,0.0,0.2345641925982269,0.0,0.1154009764566126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111895902077574,0.0,0.23872152540201555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937818661762495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666491802880925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632809036447011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631021797734885,0.2677093209938267,0.0901792482654846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24553666273247415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Muizz_s,2019/01/05,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME  Spending my sweet 16 all alone with no cake or drinks.,4.91,5.746114666666667,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,69.0,6.0,28.333333333333336,3.1291,0.7463333333333337,60,2,12,0,1,18,15,15,0.18600000000000005,0.486,0.32799999999999996,0.6408,0,1,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5821172073717686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5505977803970545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5983156701136366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,redtempar,2019/01/05,"22m looking someone to talk to, be my online buddies :) Im really really lost in life right now and maybe you guys can give me advice. Feel free to pm ",-1.15625,0.8906433750000033,2.024750000000001,91.94525,99.625,5.0600000000000005,15.775,6.742157984588678,0.06570500000000035,116,3,25,2,5,41,28,32,0.077,0.753,0.16899999999999998,0.5313,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,2,4,4,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891920935612263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496376827631873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838955109457526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930301174221522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196692451610157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090333067633413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485176012445183,0.0,0.32305676511297265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973145405553778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37917735271996666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25273372166670777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507515600696986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23786778896954486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,c1nemat1xx,2019/01/05,Wanting to play with some friends Looking for some friends to have a psn party to play some Warframe with. I'm a girl and I'm 20 lol message me for my tag? ,-0.2794117647058805,1.8166284117647078,1.26029411764706,101.16632352941177,88.41176470588232,3.4000000000000004,26.14705882352941,3.1291,0.04590588235294124,122,6,29,0,4,39,23,34,0.0,0.593,0.40700000000000003,0.9382,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,7,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8330286694769014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527158456830767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31798050081255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cr1tikal-hit,2019/01/05,"Pep Talk Anyone? Questions, discussions, etc. I assume we’re all looking to talk to someone including me.",3.5500000000000007,6.7072873333333325,4.450000000000003,73.84500000000001,92.33333333333334,6.844444444444445,33.77777777777778,7.793537801064563,3.882644444444445,84,5,11,2,3,27,16,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643785674272863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216850448139537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175114826738647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235621468616557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32036563696822185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6078101026072902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lordboen,2019/01/05,"People around me make me lonely For some vague background:

I live with three people, and all three of them are pretty messed up. They're manipulative but I basically have no choice but to stick it out here with them as I cannot fully support myself yet. They're pushing my friends away from me, and I've had best friends of mine once or twice tell me they haven't wanted to stick around me anymore because of the people i live with. All three of them are nasty towards other people, and have crippled me mentally and emotionally for years, and although I want to live a different life from the ones they've chosen, I can't leave them. I'm working hard right now to try to move out, but it's not going so well as I don't get many hours with my part time job. I also struggle with interacting outside of my home as I it's been so long since I've functioned outside this kind of environment. I'm not trying to make myself sound good compared to them or anything like that, I just don't know how to live with them if they're constantly making me and the people important to me unhappy.

I find myself constantly feeling lonely, and it simply makes me sad.

That's all, sorry to post this, if you have any advice or ideas I'd be glad to know.

Thanks for reading this. ",9.868937007874015,6.252809200787407,9.228598425196854,74.13825196850395,61.32283464566929,11.89228346456693,37.21102362204724,9.120678840339163,3.1154626771653544,1003,30,204,11,10,321,136,254,0.11900000000000001,0.73,0.151,0.8939,2,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,7,2,12,15,0,1,4,0,13,1,0,6,3,45,28,23,0,4,11,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,10,17,0,0,5,1,0,3,8,5,1,5,2,3,35,10,38,25,6,20,0,3,0,0,12,8,0,6,9,139,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069252925974995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750422696995602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441028119427866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851659281350776,0.0,0.0,0.09004446102926593,0.194816429084219,0.0,0.0,0.1028049754204048,0.0,0.0,0.06670224918703664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483097300296174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364912482914669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143220384665362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308430919517005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532673046498127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000914631751287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907735209791244,0.0,0.05716814760823422,0.0,0.062186683994195274,0.0917774504573589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802005151551747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109758551912098,0.0,0.10775800439297813,0.0,0.0,0.12352340355851332,0.0,0.0,0.10858382190098048,0.0,0.0,0.11394551462217395,0.12027024243009606,0.0,0.0,0.11586142754509665,0.0,0.0,0.07728754687949692,0.05345775240970728,0.0,0.38648428397878093,0.09683446574503156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29215844627929793,0.11093609090425906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027100088995864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629759546742548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653018381289608,0.07414674954422744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849267649620952,0.0,0.3792949892358489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047954219035978,0.11132086705641804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094509771164828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344524881606564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051448480087708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224882609354462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439096981606225,0.0,0.0,0.12417006959473845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563909694900917,0.10074049271828237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380447854002416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485798500049952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907911351938126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098382949138381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796600577526916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046377227427318
lonely,Kerpudgeon,2019/01/05,"Advice? Hey so I’ve posted once before and got good advice.... 

Update in a way.

The guy I’m into told me he’s done letting his ex ruin his love for others and in making him reconsider the idea of having a relationship..

Saying I’m his best friend and that he loves me as a friend and doesn’t know what else. 

Calls me when I’m upset and sends me things that remind him of me..texts good morning and all that. 

I see him on Monday after 2 weeks of not seeing him and he says “you can do whatever you please on Monday. I trust you” and I told him he knows that isn’t true (he knows I’m attracted to him) and he said “yes. It is.” 

I want to do whatever makes him happiest and he says he like laying in my lap and hugging me and all that.. 

So why am I so scared? 
What do I do on Monday?
Is this too good to be true?

Any advice welcome tysm in advance",-0.4720374707259971,1.5279993606557412,2.123325526932085,95.36049180327872,88.18032786885244,4.797189695550352,14.725214676034348,6.1826913282559595,-0.7199932864949266,645,11,152,6,21,222,99,183,0.048,0.674,0.278,0.993,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,2,5,18,0,2,5,1,14,3,0,2,4,25,32,17,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,1,11,13,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,6,25,15,17,25,3,19,0,1,2,3,38,8,0,0,8,93,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938499158060795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136124319931233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432024805992565,0.0,0.14098993153843786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718432331611566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374846429260759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122305101855467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075938544591988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380541708835383,0.1074503640660351,0.0,0.0,0.1330256366442077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166253281386405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215024327002769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373799266565947,0.0,0.06563564389765289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24250862053233305,0.0,0.17935665901843473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307622942041984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747375393517134,0.0,0.0,0.12866824144517944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423946768112178,0.0,0.0,0.12779570808112414,0.3205167525057277,0.1345057796184318,0.0,0.21411591492949927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925483780811842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567505320634059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924192794948459,0.10663918459165553,0.10776585738314473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122816847647865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mrlupis,2019/06/22,"You ever just sit alone in the dark and think on all the people you miss, and all the shit you regret and how you wish you could do some thing about it? Basically my ex and me, we broke up in August 2018, used to spend time together constantly, she was my everything, the love of my life, still is to this day. Now I don't really have anyone I want to talk to, yeah I've got friends, but, I just don't feel a want to talk to them, there all good people and I'm grateful they are my friends but I miss her, she's the only one I really connected with, where I felt like we understood each other, it was like it before we dated and it's true after we broke up. So now I'm just sat in my living room alone and in the dark wishing she was here, or that she would just talk to me.

Anyone else feel similar or do anything similar?

TL;DR I miss my ex and don't connect with my friends, I'm sat in my living room alone in the dark, anyone else do the same or feel the same or similar?",1.6351848739495802,2.8875009666666682,3.4438375350140085,92.37390756302523,77.42857142857143,7.036414565826331,19.971988795518207,7.724431198458867,0.4048879551820721,753,16,179,11,17,253,102,210,0.07400000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.196,0.9822,0,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,4,5,2,0,14,15,1,0,10,1,14,3,1,2,5,48,35,16,0,7,10,2,4,2,3,1,1,0,2,0,8,15,0,0,6,0,1,0,3,7,0,1,8,4,33,8,21,25,7,23,0,6,0,1,25,12,1,5,12,121,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919246805971395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26459715029107983,0.2584878279040373,0.10380132963761443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733466792082716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631102757300612,0.0,0.10071141736750812,0.0,0.0,0.08134896929272116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074524847140186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409959576077143,0.0,0.0,0.11336525063824307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133841619309824,0.0,0.12111284830837912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923631352571408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579908280119343,0.10088457067512907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909543173248359,0.12324990823727608,0.0,0.22276541001228256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138450217459788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547478771066765,0.09593409814261522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748972618971841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161524910483904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947947214317992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073445816079613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30415631386657405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380088863557973,0.08082452905708888,0.0,0.0,0.07355243880172224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894326071941797,0.0,0.0,0.14879964251661845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901063564111783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960525058453428,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,inuyashiuxX,2019/06/22,"I feel really empty So I kinda started looking at this sub because I felt really empty ig. I have a few good (like really good I'd say) friends in real life, but I still always feel alone. I find myself listening to depressing music at 1am and just overthinking everything. I listened to this one song called 'Please never fall in love again' by Ollie MN and the first time, I was having a conversation with someone I really liked and the song was sweet and mellow. The second time, I felt like we were talking less and less and my separation anxiety hit and the song was really sad. And it leaves me wondering why I'm always searching for somebody, and why everything turns out so bittersweet. I hope I grow out of it soon. I hope I stop always worrying about whether things will be the same tomorrow. I hope I stop getting so attached to the things that make me happy. I'm almost a pessimist by now, trying to solve my issues.",4.204904761904763,5.874688855555558,5.485396825396823,78.63499999999998,71.55555555555556,8.920634920634921,26.74603174603175,9.424239791934726,2.469269841269841,734,25,134,17,14,245,110,180,0.163,0.642,0.195,0.8603,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,9,14,0,0,9,0,8,2,0,1,1,33,27,14,0,3,3,0,4,3,1,1,1,6,0,0,7,13,0,2,6,3,0,2,1,2,0,3,6,12,22,12,16,18,4,20,0,2,1,1,9,6,0,6,15,89,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880067521072472,0.1228751077202368,0.0,0.0,0.29615358501616695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075916275422316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232175316630758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114455456472592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218433147754656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325169972989086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997574873276835,0.0,0.2278257280381959,0.0,0.1084346762290886,0.10091499828875734,0.0,0.0,0.09166085606911263,0.0,0.06198442647270248,0.0,0.0,0.1990189596035424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629432953519698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535084302611216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382918284970948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562247400258578,0.0,0.0,0.08379883671650935,0.1738843182225919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962759624448607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707709927175184,0.0,0.07919302307938421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150236848883493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039343476387321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302309316298211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350381261951901,0.38001863864633595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434717289906132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052316238043513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397389853458039,0.0,0.0947459397973253,0.1983764587684784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535821978142144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763809315289515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835970463117153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054867240995997,0.1290460916883947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410802802794165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286598596572517,0.0,0.1204845295583957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Glass_Sherbet,2019/06/22,GF left me for another man Does anyone know how to stop the pain? Trying to avoid drugs and the pains worse,0.4343939393939422,2.8821730454545467,1.215454545454545,99.4098484848485,91.27272727272728,4.751515151515153,11.87878787878788,6.42735559955562,-1.0038666666666658,85,1,19,1,3,26,20,22,0.444,0.556,0.0,-0.9118,0,1,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038542669099961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261735989891888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25358398303854685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360469068201002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925271637388355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31484129570340585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.616681885682177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24226480626856398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967381476384105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953053970678597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Can0Spam,2019/06/22,"I fear that I've screwed my life up already!!! I’m 17/m. I'm terrified of life. I have no friends or girlfriend. Most of this is my fault though. I had a girl but I broke up with her a few months ago. I was really stressed out about life and I was worried that the relationship was changing me if that makes any sense. I used to be friends with her brother but I cut him and most of my old friends out of my life because they were nothing but drama queens. I often stay awake at nights wondering if I lost the girl I was supposed to be with. It wasn't like we just had a quick silly relationship it was a real thing. Slowly over time we developed feelings for each other and we eventually just clicked. She was a really sweet girl and I wasn't the best boyfriend to her. Sometimes she would want to go somewhere or do something but I'd just say i'm busy or I had to work or something. Looking back on it I wonder why I did that. It doesn't seem like me. I even felt guilty over the sex we had. I just felt dirty and awful for days after. I felt like a scumbag, it just felt weird having someone care for me like she did.

I really worry that she was my one chance at love. I know I know I'm 17 and haven't experienced the world yet but she really did love me for me. I can't get her back even if I tried my hardest. She's with another guy. She started dating him 2 weeks after we split up. It hurt me but I was the one who ended things. The other night I texted her and told her how I felt. She listened and understood but she told me that it's over and I need to move on and that I'll find an amazing girl in the future. I'd like to believe that but I'm not the best looking guy. I'm short and pretty average looking and kinda boring. I did learn a lot from the relationship. In a weird way the heartbreak was kinda a good thing. I've learned to be a better person and really treat people with much more respect. I really worry that I'm going to be punished for breaking her heart. I worry that because I hurt her someone will come along and hurt me worse. I've learned my lesson, these past few months have just been hell. I've learned that people aren't just objects and love ins't a game it's something you have to take care of and maintain almost like a car. My mental health has plummeted, I do have a therapist but I'm not so sure it really helps.

Aside from me losing her I pushed all my old friends away from me. This I really don't regret doing. They were toxic people looking to manipulate me and cause drama over every little thing. I've never seen any other men act like these fools. So I just stopped talking to them, just up and walked away. Told them I couldn't handle the bs and left. Of course they didn't like this but I had to do it. Now I find myself very lonely. All I do is work and come home and eat and I'll play some video games every now and again. I try to go out and do things and find my own fun but I just find myself constantly lonely and upset. I've tried making new friends at work but they aren't really my kind of crowd.

I'll be starting my senior year this fall and I can't wait to just get it over with. I just want to go to college and meet new people and get a fresh start. My dad works as a security guard for one of the local colleges so I get free tuition. I'm sure that I don't understand how great that is, I don't really even know what to major in. I'd also like to join the military at some point in my life. I'd like to have an adventure before I get to old and I've always been interested in the military. If I can't decide on what I want to do I'll just drop out of college and join the military or If I do find something I like I'll get a degree in it and then join as an officer.

I work at Walmart and today a guy who I work with told me how he works at McDonald's from 7-3 then he comes to Walmart and works 4-11. He's had 3 divorces and everyone of his ex wifes cheated on him. I really don't want to end up like that. I want to start living. My cousin gave me some great advice when it comes to life and love. He told me to never be afraid of losing people and to never ever think that a girl you dated was ""the one"" because there are millions like her. I see his point but it's just in my programming to freak out about these things. I worry that i'll eventually just marry out of convenience and end up getting cheated on. I've seen how terrible that is, My mom cheated on my dad twice and it just turned him into a shell of a man. I don't want to be like that. I feel like I'm destined to explore and to see as much as I can see. Idk If I really believe in all that spiritual mumbo jumbo but multiple people have told me that I have an ""old soul"" about me. That there's just something about me that gives off an old soul vibe. Maybe that's true maybe not we'll never know. I just want to live my life. I want to make great life long friends and I want to fall in love with an amazing girl and become the man I want to be.

I'd like to think I'm not a bad person. If someone needs my help then I'm there. I'm a personable person I'll talk to just about anyone. I always try to see everyone point of view and understand how everyone is thinking/feeling. I'm not stingy with my money either, sure I'm trying to save money but if someone needs some cash I'll help them out. I'm more of an introvert so I don't have a super outgoing personality. Everyone at works seems to like me and at school i've had my fair share of headbutts with a couple of not so pleasant people but I don't go out of my way to start problems.

I've been really working to improve myself but It just feels like I'm stuck. There's nothing really driving me forward. If anyone can give me any advice at I'd really appreciate it. I've used this analogy in my older posts but I'll use it again. The best way I can describe how I'm feeling is I feel like I'm on a ship in the ocean. I'm at the helm, just me and a compass and a thick film of fog surrounding the entire vessel. I can pick any heading on the compass but I wont know whats in front of me.",1.0866723962312186,2.7872631061879325,3.0784593200916746,92.42049010058572,80.27578304048892,6.1051209574739005,20.61039597657245,7.066338657993696,0.3294004532722177,4742,127,1089,57,120,1599,411,1309,0.177,0.69,0.133,-0.9964,0,4,5,0,1,0,102.0,6,2,7,20,58,92,7,4,57,1,85,19,2,15,12,233,201,100,0,26,61,7,11,19,7,4,9,2,1,17,63,76,1,4,36,7,5,20,30,31,0,6,46,27,162,62,148,142,23,143,3,11,12,7,107,64,2,29,73,687,225,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422317905083821,0.029129475791777163,0.0,0.03290575034491757,0.0,0.03626315722530432,0.026279094028535274,0.05468631057867124,0.0,0.0,0.08938698592768936,0.03445783900789276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04595463765311719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061748368261150585,0.05053647699246951,0.02743773383558368,0.06009565728417088,0.03629261951121561,0.027962465392161632,0.07404665076008775,0.1034574228500682,0.02906306567526754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700837783325861,0.0337575099076721,0.034762797996904765,0.11322807464108693,0.0,0.03551128880271659,0.0,0.0,0.036360298665538984,0.0,0.021192758897000785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03362521685965265,0.0,0.0,0.08731582259488606,0.0,0.0,0.06511354859360291,0.029724841558867093,0.05537396556234594,0.12560115970844826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03697799195312522,0.09969367669608936,0.07042815495733669,0.15775955220112228,0.0,0.15017273169522544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233091432493934,0.0,0.12018036441426415,0.06304692499256775,0.09337890137395087,0.02756241993996766,0.0,0.10868878465376,0.0,0.09761327911878076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03372507712470019,0.034929924604638805,0.0,0.038940686534452144,0.0660785197410396,0.0,0.032962468283094674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055357998663583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03421988853080265,0.09029829526807873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03570379573967871,0.0,0.18568672915684165,0.3050321757554939,0.03293556068725242,0.05803409269998274,0.029081132633631237,0.11038054467856613,0.07352656638293621,0.0358718874605789,0.02793742164221281,0.14829260397907829,0.0,0.06580532918404483,0.0,0.06602699519675195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0331163659328465,0.0,0.0,0.03848664651854737,0.05245900115756663,0.03492626073515689,0.048313533949945565,0.0730985021041191,0.10137834951262772,0.06347511375421445,0.0,0.06167603024283486,0.0,0.06306242556803378,0.0,0.17241153571108828,0.0,0.0890704127402675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03136973880865484,0.15947275514067222,0.14346568488403594,0.0,0.0,0.09319338214615563,0.0,0.031471951028265346,0.03343165963534658,0.0,0.03144373549636915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03740324589689924,0.3157759438874698,0.0,0.0,0.1058419096791052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026132549429188943,0.0,0.03325729416816145,0.10474450436791748,0.05983121430046971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137277054376868,0.12649080657442188,0.032500572328434583,0.0,0.11629665133497875,0.03502567255736618,0.0,0.02747343908174646,0.037642399677030064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291389137631403,0.0,0.024707536779343942,0.052825184164946005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03815439216321991,0.13098914788835528,0.042112266993990864,0.032285967389504205,0.0,0.0191616330896866,0.0,0.03114858029124839,0.1884017395626724,0.0,0.11155300675839162,0.035743555064427106,0.0,0.06841934731861322,0.0,0.08514459167534798,0.0,0.027113935899593967,0.1938239030704452,0.07825108567896269,0.02635927675693297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029652126575178087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712731508265277,0.23923348853996335,0.16686074565826642,0.03348837564074833,0.02334365743111251,0.0,0.0,0.02116153883442337
lonely,anewstart0,2019/06/22,"it's always the small, insignificant things that shouldn't hurt but they do. i know it shouldn't mean much. that i should be stronger than this. 

i uninstalled all social media a few months ago to focus on my studies. it's been fine and dandy since i never talk to anyone or interact on there. i mean, it should have been, because i reinstall and uninstall instagram a few times a day. it's always for just a peek and then i remember wtf am i doing and uninstall. i just can't help myself and i'm working on it. 

but, i reinstalled it again and i saw the two people i share this one class with have stories up. and it was them in the library studying together. like, i've always known that they are closer to each other than with me, but seeing that just hurt. i didn't get a text, no invite, nothing. i know i've turned down one invite before, which was a few months ago, but that was because the other friend couldn't go so i was the last resort. i know that, and i still felt hurt. even though i shouldn't have!

it's always that everyone has better friends. people who they are closer to. i know that. i've come to terms with being the absolute last resort. it's easy to get bitter and resentful of everyone because i've completely shut off my phone for a few days and didn't get a single text back even though i've double texted and anything more would be too much. i've caught myself slipping into the mindset of ""well i dont need friends, i'm just really introverted and i can make do."" but no. i'm trying to lie to myself and it's not working. 

i have my last final in a few days. this semester has been my toughest one yet. out of my four classes, in two of them i've had the teacher ask me if i had any friends, or try to encourage me to make new friends since it's so obvious i'm the odd one out in group projects. in the third class there's no group projects, so naturally it's my favorite class. i love it. my highest grades are in that class :)

but holy hell, group projects. hearing those words makes my blood pressure shoot up. it's unreal how anxious and terrified they make me. it's not like i can't communicate with people or anything. it's just that everyone else has better friends and i always have to muster up the courage to tap someone on the shoulder and pathetically ask if i could join their group. 

last summer, i made a few online friends. it was okay for a while, and i could feel the change. i was happier, had more energy, and was more flexible. i hate how being social has that much of a positive effect on me. 

oh yeah, i don't talk to any of those people anymore. because they moved on and gradually texted less and less and now we never text at all. the fact that i stopped playing multiplayer video games also exacerbated that but i didn't want that toxicity in my life anymore. but now i have nothing to connect with people to.

this was more diary entry than anything, but i really have nobody i could say this to. thanks!",2.42496370742602,4.402178835845898,3.6446147403685103,88.6236613623674,77.22445561139028,6.566275823562258,23.45086543830263,7.526774132740827,0.9727686208821886,2323,74,483,32,54,755,239,597,0.085,0.713,0.20199999999999999,0.9974,0,0,0,1,0,1,69.0,1,0,8,5,25,28,4,1,26,2,54,4,2,8,6,91,88,45,0,14,21,0,2,2,7,6,1,2,0,0,44,32,0,1,11,3,0,4,18,8,1,8,21,7,63,20,55,53,21,57,1,3,2,1,36,26,1,5,29,339,107,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199917290963934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541251403580146,0.28158355007582586,0.0,0.0,0.09205193973320784,0.0,0.0,0.07646121060465233,0.13424439071317645,0.04732471390329938,0.0,0.16708915421917164,0.0,0.12654676188047784,0.0,0.0,0.05204315467357544,0.0,0.1650328778143796,0.0,0.057592258030792966,0.0,0.0,0.11971816891403915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159840893969552,0.05830190935960292,0.0709631180814783,0.0,0.0,0.16211531785670927,0.0,0.0,0.13094755648290488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932260854701888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056539489821132785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940642963846232,0.0,0.0,0.19401868623117305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03422197024830946,0.0,0.0649851771635006,0.07414214384527211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660357340087188,0.0,0.106082898636397,0.0,0.0384651475264271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682180152953891,0.0,0.0,0.07628234892949604,0.0,0.04536570846963037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736441805639986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878466967444745,0.2206789211469737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04780568285250583,0.06613185334218953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061085500099110186,0.06404219036601712,0.18071260622730595,0.0,0.0,0.14745072355815494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804599266669627,0.07193508126339111,0.14926181264428426,0.050185224321278914,0.1044008098353129,0.06536753963925163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988509541007656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834518566765818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23461031815675126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671743536787609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667032719809985,0.0,0.0,0.05382331309563956,0.0,0.0,0.05393366105475479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197422944980534,0.0,0.0,0.137986218286532,0.057346600601954074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054050802218608834,0.056585046075112826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880019319771944,0.0,0.062312341893891475,0.0,0.0,0.044964804894817814,0.0,0.13299412184101062,0.0,0.03946582326399442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919030487367685,0.07361840300338432,0.13223063980516594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039920500862908895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085409945714487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854636641204416,0.0,0.0,0.04807923490651622,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hazeleyesblueskies,2019/06/22,"End of the line The only real cure for loneliness is a bullet to the brain stem. Thanks to Reddit, I have a plan. Thanks to the US's lax gun laws, I have means. Tonight!",-0.952499999999997,1.1593176388888935,0.9846666666666692,100.82700000000004,94.83333333333331,3.991111111111112,12.755555555555556,5.6839178017228535,-1.2289377777777781,129,2,31,1,5,42,27,36,0.136,0.705,0.159,0.2244,0,0,0,1,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542816643123424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28108910077475724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457009529529758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413685885912547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612281637886889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5843697597035913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38174818003024497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vegetablehanging,2019/06/22,anyone down to vc sad rn if anyone wants company in feeling dead inside maybe let's voice chat? i'm just lying in bed listening to joyce manor rn tbh,0.6772580645161312,3.142196000000002,2.6583064516129045,89.80745967741936,89.0,5.680645161290323,17.427419354838708,7.1686216300943375,0.39273548387096735,120,3,24,2,4,40,27,31,0.29,0.67,0.04,-0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6510289207479045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353896148442487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760433659213872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467694727000559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745859240227065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hexa420,2019/06/22,"Idk how to say this So... I fucking hate my life, nobody gives a flying fuck about me and I can't change anything about it, I'm lonely af. I don't have any real friends and neither have I ever had gf. I'm a lonely, ugly, useless, pathetic piece of shit. Meme on me reddit",-0.9951724137931032,1.1031773275862091,1.8857758620689644,94.45556034482763,94.6896551724138,3.589655172413793,17.594827586206893,5.148860815047168,-0.5245241379310346,207,6,45,1,8,72,45,58,0.39899999999999997,0.556,0.045,-0.9726,0,4,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,4,0,2,0,5,4,1,1,1,5,11,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,7,1,5,10,2,2,0,3,0,2,4,1,3,0,1,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258909398650131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23305356316087314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995933110923149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561751129787758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188034605672028,0.5236368703367767,0.0,0.2716760171950772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27960627994191306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000360486623996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223492621292978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252159625203758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907058362788289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MurdockDevil,2019/06/22,It's my birthday today Could someone wish me? no one has yet,-1.8725641025641016,-0.9184187692307724,0.6230769230769262,98.31358974358973,121.30769230769228,1.7333333333333334,19.71794871794872,3.1291,-0.6704666666666665,48,2,10,0,3,16,13,13,0.14800000000000002,0.6709999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974529878888484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373223280216699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217845307127796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471856424379796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5724457125869509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shunahan,2019/06/22,"Loneliness actually hurts after a while I feel so alone all the time. Tired 24/7. Insecure and afraid of everything. 

I just want a friend to talk to. Who wont leave me and forget me like everyone else. I try my hardest to be interesting and make friends but it's useless. I finally met someone i clicked with. And fucked up by making a relationship with them. Now they left and I have no one. I'm starting to accept that I'm just an unlikeable person
 I have nothing special going for me.  Honestly if my parents weren't here still I would have just given up by now",2.0346130952380967,4.496035616071431,3.7482142857142873,84.81345238095241,81.23214285714286,7.3047619047619055,26.29761904761905,8.344100000000001,2.044194047619048,447,19,88,10,12,149,82,112,0.218,0.64,0.14300000000000002,-0.8799,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,8,12,1,2,5,0,7,2,0,2,1,20,18,9,0,3,5,1,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,2,15,7,13,12,1,12,0,2,1,1,10,3,1,1,9,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.1954124901755537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073958234688021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728093373299552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913448877181576,0.17996937171481486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125105754279873,0.0,0.0,0.21936114193176665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30942115253467417,0.1851254129039374,0.0,0.0,0.11380516192760425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436888876449864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203298963752276,0.2175692900536598,0.0,0.0,0.09783072160336434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26733327098158466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214269625471395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569276083403925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223509419465762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484822865818164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499067227759613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966889735751492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173607787280618,0.0,0.15991776177589145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095120389326645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676581778555023,0.2301548272040817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595478005046854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811105265651403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224994483986175,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,s2ora,2019/06/22,"I'm basically invisible No one noticed me, or even remembers who I am. I pay for my cellphone everymonth yet I don't even have people to text. One of my only friends broke up with me recently and now I have no one
 I try and meet new people online and I'm just left on read. Every time. I just wish I had a friend or a group of friends.",-0.09215753424657792,1.8986894246575368,2.8399828767123303,90.95394691780822,86.26027397260275,6.389726027397263,21.45376712328768,7.645422480735847,0.8426178082191784,260,9,61,5,8,92,49,73,0.11699999999999999,0.7190000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,8,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,11,3,7,7,0,8,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,5,42,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739463770332077,0.0,0.17472742895389454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806661170080922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253200532103911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028985311414302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361046324514097,0.0,0.0,0.42158017913074897,0.15772258839106773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875437345324937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743711096546044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047637097109736,0.0,0.23492223598239306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092552340500888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079807985595486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384779047688108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PauVilxis,2019/06/22,"I don't know what to do :/ I'm not very good with emotions. I've been mostly an angry and stubborn person. I was in a relationship when I was 18yrs until 28yrs. My anger helped me realize I was better off alone than fighting to stay were I wasn't happy anymore. The stubborn part made certain I was 100% sure it would be ok to leave it cuz I did everything I could for so long. I really tried. I always do.

After less then 2yrs of being single again. Going to many parties, one night stands, hair cuts and shopping. I met someone. I thought I wasn't ready. I wasn't looking for it. I didn't know how to do it again. He was perfect. It really was my own romantic movie (which I actually hate romantic movies, until it happened). We had nothing in common besides our tastes in music, movies, villains and geek stuff. Chemistry was too much. He felt like a part of my life.

We only went out for a couple of months. There are too many details to explain but at the end he broke up with me. 

I can't let it go. It got too deep and my old stubborn self keeps bringing him in. It's been 3 years since we broke up. I've traveled, been on so many dates, met so many people, tried so many hobbies, I've even been by myself trying to confront the issue and deal with it... but it doesn't go away. I feel like there's nothing I can do to block him out. Embracing what happened helps me feel calm sometimes but then it takes over and I start day dreaming about being together again and I hate myself for that. He's married now and his family doesn't like me. Being this way sounds wrong, I don't know what to do.",0.8085299934080403,3.090311487804879,2.3654680290046173,93.89264996704023,85.03658536585365,4.887409360580093,20.145352669742913,6.243973517019112,0.06732735662491772,1240,37,266,11,37,403,178,328,0.16,0.752,0.087,-0.97,0,1,0,0,2,0,46.0,4,0,0,2,17,25,10,0,7,1,37,3,1,3,3,43,63,22,0,2,4,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,19,16,1,5,9,3,1,6,10,14,0,1,25,7,39,11,38,31,7,43,0,2,1,0,21,14,0,1,23,179,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.09730166729344833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326852390593327,0.0,0.0,0.08296593221496179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888460296374772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367995173434128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818456799364567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960957750482257,0.11032618739423364,0.0,0.06430410022146782,0.10279567103636184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215928117784152,0.08831263914795702,0.0,0.0,0.06585689912433587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961208116161926,0.0,0.09399683555755807,0.0,0.10083180154235273,0.07123217819822672,0.0957363418792116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000088365194055,0.08363123568667087,0.0797464503840212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634479931448008,0.10614215711195124,0.0,0.1968841239017146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366577318744435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407036190342524,0.0,0.08862600111304479,0.0,0.0,0.16439248868823705,0.0,0.0,0.1055775063017256,0.0,0.10195927766375656,0.07042746357098835,0.14613844257309466,0.0,0.0,0.0882393876377969,0.08373050486262111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943471311334392,0.0,0.5054467256574421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958682690510051,0.0,0.07329763775140806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935702059668788,0.0,0.19134708008732124,0.0,0.10462789413672806,0.0,0.06756544505902247,0.07583323937911082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595040842419405,0.0,0.06912571330208077,0.08706211233715455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775236448736355,0.0,0.0,0.10705022409957717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401830380420836,0.0,0.0,0.08248037152608409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448316986235535,0.0,0.09861481793946557,0.0,0.07057459162548126,0.10627659991790576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414302782865808,0.0,0.0,0.09397461670858126,0.0,0.0749688102906405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915786248794393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308773656495094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227042358947856,0.0,0.0791444172102072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243130510325233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708304612099516,0.1090162134135238,0.0,0.06420937078852068
lonely,Anas_mth,2019/06/22,"Lonely gay (24 M) Hi there. 
I'm feeling so lonely lately and that feels so bad.  Looking for new gay friends around my age, you may DM me.",-0.9139655172413796,1.2045540689655176,1.0719827586206918,100.29004310344831,94.51724137931036,2.9000000000000004,17.594827586206893,3.1291,-1.02728275862069,104,3,24,0,4,34,26,29,0.27,0.608,0.122,-0.7672,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,4,0,4,0,2,1,2,3,1,0,1,3,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362834556556326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403140992540281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121715978131327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148969846154173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597704570325288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422663826990228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936454134979937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Winnipeg_love93,2019/06/22,"A realization... I never really thought much about this....but I've noticed lately just how alone I am. I don't speak to many people...I don't speak with my family as much as I should... the people I call my friends don't really message me or call often. It's usually after I initiate a conversation or if we have made plans... the only person I hear from a lot is my ex, who is also kinda my gf again...but even then it's usually because she needs money. It's not always the case, but 8/10 times it is...most of my time is spent at work or hanging out at home, playing games with a friend of mine, doing some drawing, watching YouTube or spending time with my gf... I'm not a very social person in all honesty, especially if it's with someone I don't know, I don't do well in that situation, so making new friends is difficult...as is finding a gf, who isn't my ex and isn't disliked by my entire family/friends...(but that's another thing, for a different community)",3.3871861471861493,4.2605441111111135,5.539855699855703,80.5345454545455,72.53535353535355,8.687445887445888,28.284271284271284,9.04235418022936,2.2464028860028846,746,28,154,15,14,262,115,198,0.021,0.866,0.113,0.9529,1,1,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,10,0,17,0,0,3,2,31,25,14,0,4,10,2,0,0,6,1,0,3,1,2,10,7,0,0,3,2,3,1,10,0,1,0,3,4,21,5,19,21,5,16,0,0,1,0,23,5,0,10,10,101,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807494235128607,0.0,0.11433393746305827,0.11896340884122322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991766481609295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715385589103512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919789575963018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937437023665254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443106352670746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347804295049969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130672995771122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33137735291038223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113882115316724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341167101175928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857317784997266,0.0,0.16127762881344596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154891700038893,0.0,0.1352827122455903,0.0954343198119744,0.14495025576534246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020041875318424,0.10601125948431864,0.11026812663993206,0.1380823798292747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277354559258375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873596449971093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911815938727718,0.2496737007115226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318189600480936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607055072826948,0.0,0.14574103224473345,0.12113894954494868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498364635873796,0.0,0.0,0.11350308381700305,0.2501027954373973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149249369217586,0.11796613110616948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854818954152916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408466398459776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xayawarriorprincess,2019/06/22,"Don't have any friends, but I have a boyfriend. Still lonely. I'm a friendless woman in my early 20s, but I have a bf. I feel really isolated because I don't have any friends, but as soon as I mention to people in 'friendless' communities that I have a boyfriend, I get called fake.

Being able to have a boyfriend isn't the same thing as being able to make real friendships :(",4.4704000000000015,5.197328573333337,5.049333333333333,85.57800000000002,69.93333333333334,7.6,31.0,7.554174236665415,1.8662000000000003,293,12,60,3,5,94,42,75,0.293,0.6629999999999999,0.043,-0.9617,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,1,0,7,15,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,8,2,8,13,1,5,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,41,10,0,0.5366043173181438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364909336722443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355450562796794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739665019705957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566163299588518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145791644554361,0.0,0.1401768041361431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909377430533646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600693442190872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053865953718428,0.17188123310641856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426645048516205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782480323345407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Influx66,2019/06/22,"I want to whore myself out I'm 17M and I've given up on looking for love. I'm a virgin and I have so much built up sexual energy but nobody to give it to. I want to become a man-whore and fuck with no love involved but idk where to start. I've never been in a serious relationship and the only girl I like doesn't talk to me very often. 

Anyone got any suggestions?",-0.3577777777777769,1.6000850740740766,2.9249382716049404,90.12222222222223,87.14814814814815,6.0691358024691375,15.172839506172838,7.3871296695380915,0.0007876543209879294,285,5,65,5,9,103,57,81,0.139,0.659,0.20199999999999999,0.516,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,4,0,3,5,0,0,1,12,15,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,6,3,13,12,1,8,0,0,1,5,8,6,1,1,3,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632869265330114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813042714134121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863696581761121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397129631286952,0.0,0.24873826417513215,0.0,0.0,0.2073809588990775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667786552206056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774150829155256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680456013753505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061079620128094,0.0,0.1999833828984009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972046382394768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783845301856808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352950400580695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084105547648725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394456117933905,0.3058764322673944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Istooawkward,2019/06/22,Songs What songs do you listen to when you feel lonely?,0.16000000000000014,2.3390945454545498,0.5004545454545449,101.2706818181818,103.54545454545456,2.2,5.5,3.1291,-2.6308545454545453,44,0,9,0,2,13,9,11,0.2,0.8,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kuenip,2019/06/22,"I want to be loved but I don’t know in what way. I cry and cry. I tell my boyfriend to show me that he loves me and tell me the reasons why. He repeats the same things to me. It’s not what I want to hear. 

I get so anxious and frustrated with myself. I try to keep these feelings of doubt inside. It all comes to it, what do I want? What do I want to hear? I can’t sleep. I keep thinking about this. I know I show much more emotions than him. I show how much I love someone. I just want the same. I’m so tired of putting so much effort.  
Yesterday made me realize that there’s nothing we have in common. We can’t do anything together. Something that’s only for me and him. Not constantly being with his buddies. Or just staying in bed. 
Thoughts of /her/ play in my head. When he was trying so hard to impress her. And with me? Nothing. I feel like I have to keep his interest going or he’ll leave. 

I don’t know. Im panicking.",-1.1743887147335457,0.8906272525252525,1.0182131661442035,99.92318181818185,97.1818181818182,4.145175896900035,18.94879832810868,5.935793293072707,-0.2682760710553813,708,24,169,7,29,234,103,198,0.166,0.687,0.147,-0.7987,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,0,1,10,9,1,1,3,0,12,6,2,3,1,41,38,14,0,5,7,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,13,11,0,3,9,4,0,3,6,2,0,0,3,5,37,7,22,32,7,14,0,0,0,3,19,4,0,3,6,113,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305718712111647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692240323791346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014565163412028,0.0,0.12727767964368886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587502607701819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324859620648622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910559780505316,0.08414162037650631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153487056854012,0.0,0.06693674206295852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550719999645808,0.0,0.12087563439567195,0.0,0.2654918669292604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272219531929281,0.0,0.0,0.31406320274482136,0.0,0.0,0.19418541908773326,0.0,0.0,0.12471136893802225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754106111604351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189014960448353,0.11144570743506936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597442124966714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260250041498961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957653410515412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840081871819245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109682995218687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786444974527785,0.0,0.0997940956821557,0.09067232927811668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553715962908574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588875792790864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824739382808353,0.07546827795110367,0.0,0.0935036802713142,0.0,0.13537008376566104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992895032746515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473466814924825,0.0934877982993768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062775808548215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WHAgent13,2019/06/22,"I dont want to be alone I just turned 27yo and lately I've been more depressed than usual over fact that I'm going to be alone forever. I'm not looking for attention or pity in this post, I just have no one to talk to about this stuff or at least no one that care or can help. So here's my story.(I try to make it short)

  First of all, I have a very demanding, full time management job (work=home) at a motel. I have no freedom and I dont get breaks (I get to play my beloved video games at least). My boss is great most of the time but he did once tell me that this job doesn't allow for a social life. Five years ago I didnt want this job and it's my first real job. It sounded great on paper. I never cared to have friends anyway and I never was in love or completely understood compassion but now things are different.

  I face a few obstacles in love. 
Obstacle one: I'm overweight, I want to start going to the gym or go on walks but I can't be gone from work long. (Side note, when my friend, Britney, lived nearby we would go to the gym to get fit together, I loved going and it was easy cause we motivated each other and i struggle with depression so motivation is hard for me. We would go late at night when work was slow for me and my boss had a problem with it so I had to stop. Again, he's a great boss just a little(a lot) narrow minded.) Anyway, because I'm overweight I have very low self esteem and no confidence. Not much I can do about it. 
  Obstacle number two: I'm a gay, nerdy, atheist,  oddball that lives in south Louisiana. Not many options for me. And most if not all the options are trash people. I dont know anyone remotely like me. 
  Obstacle three: As I said, my job is restricting. I can't have a social life. I can't be gone long to go on a date and I can't bring a guy here (cause this is my place of work). 
  Obstacle four: I've always struggled with the idea of love and compassion. I know what it is but never understood what it was like until recently. To be clear, I have felt LUST many for times before and still do, its LOVE I struggle with, trust me I know the difference. 

  Conclusion: I'm in love, actually in LOVE. But here's the catch: Even though I have seen him and listened to him and learn about him and got a feel for his interest and hobbies all thanks to the power of internet (I'm not a stalker, I promise) he lives in New York and is famous and WAY out of my league, even if obstacles 1-4 weren't a issue. But despite all that he makes me smile on the worst days and we share alot of interest (some of which I haven't tried but would love to). I love when he posts something. We share views on important issues and he's so dorky sometimes. He's the perfect combination of cute, handsome, sexy, adorable, beautiful, and loveable. I love everything about him. At first I thought it was a crush and maybe it was but it's been about four years now. I thought that it could be lust but even though I think he's physically perfect, just love seeing him smile or hearing his voice. He makes me smile not so much drool. I get giddy and all warm and fuzzy when I see him.
  So basically the ONE guy I've EVER LOVED is unobtainable and I have no way of meeting someone else. I'm growing use to the idea that I'll never have someone but it hurts more and more everyday. Thanks for coming to my sad TedTalk",1.2448585331068178,3.3005729493487688,2.7796174416409727,92.97101344407392,81.44573082489146,6.263394785964471,21.4471989764886,7.423996415210882,0.6201757209673016,2592,79,582,39,69,847,287,691,0.172,0.619,0.209,0.9932,7,2,1,0,0,0,89.0,5,0,0,12,34,47,0,3,28,0,55,21,2,12,14,126,121,58,0,10,28,0,4,2,2,3,4,5,0,3,32,38,2,2,17,6,0,14,26,11,0,12,23,15,69,36,69,88,21,83,0,6,5,15,51,27,0,15,39,373,101,16,0.0,0.0,0.05009779404354801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04550741415480829,0.0,0.0,0.10633990939164538,0.0,0.0,0.042716741658711414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03589623004140858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031294738297443954,0.0,0.043684256540922776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468358660820018,0.10547508614192988,0.0,0.044222533589997066,0.05382617666349576,0.0,0.0,0.04098865239073882,0.0,0.0,0.033108307993687185,0.0,0.08843347324104561,0.0,0.0,0.10727309255820057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050078082077184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042885722187150185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172339674491422,0.04643752208844317,0.0,0.0,0.046138650145728766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025957678666873304,0.0,0.04929185358646355,0.0,0.0,0.1310024297034711,0.0,0.0,0.07932613293282004,0.0,0.1072864702557607,0.0,0.2042331731586776,0.0,0.041059124249063314,0.16979864562539276,0.0,0.10166398579959353,0.0,0.0,0.045988132296388214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057860862104045015,0.0,0.034410306431959164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054957635660955406,0.11590711363072008,0.0,0.10716559544558517,0.2547217171192374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846409035908076,0.0,0.11582140882577427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252209881148512,0.05016161799702774,0.0,0.13599531504488124,0.0908637804751122,0.04311039784261059,0.0,0.0,0.043645132036621466,0.5560069527053448,0.0,0.10280412837422784,0.10409591805084004,0.05157521263503681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183603293636793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547763696328529,0.0,0.1583779457817903,0.049581879035255634,0.0,0.04817657330581733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054672543289385235,0.1391499177838028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0355908161129133,0.0,0.053636546279100285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833387459086423,0.0,0.0,0.04912285768669571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058433080427929066,0.0,0.0,0.05068938504794776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883352329430149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181835428113858,0.0,0.05355599452398407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466381358962737,0.08699584625093769,0.03952195750246132,0.0507738970584524,0.0,0.036336801355087725,0.0,0.040998029788968084,0.04292027702410143,0.0,0.1610066605376273,0.05876891998593858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0412629727836849,0.04487105827017288,0.0945289669838273,0.0,0.0,0.03410621738928051,0.03289486547564965,0.1008772625971904,0.08151215497446118,0.0898055679883878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970930634050444,0.055840234658161784,0.050149077231272536,0.0,0.0,0.04433893952308242,0.05654077713226709,0.0847172890559229,0.09084019938956177,0.08149830981078311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494966475951608,0.0,0.0,0.10940562345157064,0.0,0.0,0.06611906913635618
lonely,throwaway380274,2019/06/22,"I’m going to turn 15 soon!!! ...unfortunately for me, I don’t have enough friends to have a birthday party.
So I’m just going to watch videos of other people’s 15th birthday parties on YouTube. Yay",1.0684615384615377,3.623828153846155,2.8827692307692345,88.2872307692308,87.97435897435898,4.1456410256410265,23.18461538461539,5.6839178017228535,0.4053138461538461,154,6,30,1,5,51,31,39,0.0,0.6940000000000001,0.306,0.9149,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,6,8,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807058940041299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594347515000804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288006946104424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32253119299446675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060355301842403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blueinchheels,2019/06/22,"Worried I Can’t Trust Anyone Anymore Sooo I finally made some friends a while back, after having lost all my friends a long while further back. Then life hit again and I was too depressed to try to hang out. We had a mutual acquaintance who just got us all together again but I’m despondent ... it’s not like they tried to reach out to me either in the last 6 months. It’s all smiles and niceties at dinner, but I feel like it’s been so long since I had true long term friends, I don’t know if I’ll ever trust anyone again as friends. The one friend I do have that does text me all the time, they get mad at me sometimes apparently bc I’m still anxious around them, flippant or worried they won’t want to hang out w me after a while, and I guess they can tell. I guess for them, they probably feel like they’ve been trying hard to make me feel like they’re my friend, but I mean, how would they really know if push comes to shove things won’t end badly.",3.381062455132806,4.2188272964824165,3.828948312993538,92.9281030150754,72.5175879396985,7.293754486719313,23.762024407753053,7.447530270364453,0.6750959081119878,748,19,173,8,14,234,117,199,0.16,0.655,0.185,0.8290000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,8,1,14,17,1,0,7,0,14,2,0,3,6,38,32,16,0,4,9,0,4,4,6,3,1,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,6,0,0,4,5,4,0,1,8,4,27,13,18,20,7,34,0,2,0,0,18,8,0,6,26,105,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466443643612048,0.10943785208620688,0.1543190002251019,0.0,0.0,0.09823516845355608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697051484388705,0.09213789663430222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505701800937008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504455733407673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965682968999552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773761789749913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981816994922554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738929194300242,0.2365028431461809,0.0,0.12088336694572605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.511538238630976,0.0,0.05765348063170676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825722084080244,0.0,0.24312660733793198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988521996601271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212912851406695,0.08995022809789463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794368496290756,0.21564634308519834,0.0,0.0,0.29296964632672784,0.0,0.0,0.12046039511593032,0.0,0.0,0.10441612821689343,0.07365968650664713,0.0,0.0,0.12020383413440965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808056188529231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477622360701443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897629449174102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069323205735509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128291390719538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913927482849883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812589735654917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645103181180263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331184030888863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434615116326757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247618436903244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273783170539946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508746988135433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241321856668108,0.0,0.07838969166852297,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,athrowaway3629,2019/06/22,"15 and alone. I’ve never wanted to make this post but I really just want to vent a little. I appreciate anyone who reads this. Excuse the terrible formatting, I am on mobile.

I feel incredibly alone. I have nobody to go to, and nobody to just let my feelings out to. Sure, I have “friends”, but do they act like a friend? No. They’re just selfish and narcissistic and don’t give a shit about me or anyone else. Kids all want to be “popular” in school, and almost everyone’s lost the value of a real friendship. I’m constantly ignored and my opinions are disregarded in almost every circumstance, it’s like I don’t exist. It’s like I don’t exist. I talk to nobody day in and day out, and now that it is summer, it’s really not helping my situation. 

I just want someone who I can trust, someone who cares about me and actually listens to me. It just seems so hard to find those kinds of people these days. It’s all about them, not about you. That’s how I feel about people, and I’d like to change my perspective but I don’t see it changing any time soon.

Anyway, I’ll cut it short here.",2.103823529411762,4.003397334841633,4.096875565610862,85.37128619909505,77.91402714932127,7.1349321266968335,21.909728506787328,8.07648339933343,1.1050486877828054,845,24,175,15,20,288,120,221,0.146,0.639,0.215,0.9531,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,1,16,17,2,0,6,0,13,1,1,2,4,44,29,16,0,4,11,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,17,12,0,2,5,1,0,2,8,6,0,0,1,6,23,11,24,26,2,20,0,1,1,0,14,8,1,5,13,114,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.1214435173216772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492338449284974,0.2577816623415393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462906162223588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740341872549235,0.12751191479693225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268832610922671,0.0,0.2632994450643015,0.0,0.0,0.13448432194822094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24077643250085984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396052450454278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485299834663483,0.11891561365979407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887742879100052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374342457319955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229678237956851,0.0,0.0,0.11938207883203035,0.07072679510626435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114811669406685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341502305633046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959367742960212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725674335796153,0.0,0.2431964696413591,0.12472981680886736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584994025251468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307015763410558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598214436948647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255346170907385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918700044758998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448190409092225,0.14164932709291778,0.15944944132063207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594824932672016,0.09916912426059456,0.11329299157852345,0.0,0.0,0.12774431627010513,0.0,0.13988502091222868,0.0,0.0,0.21088915715342504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729098081770503,0.0,0.0,0.10002677055287834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256676173605847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29361115364297863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shredcruz505,2019/06/22,i was doing just fine before i met him but then he wanted to stay up with me and talk until 5am and it was so fucking cute and he was so fucking nice and suddenly today he's just stopped talking to me. suddenly in a vacuum devoid of magic and it makes me so sad.,0.0507471264367787,1.920674879310344,3.235172413793105,89.08540229885055,84.6896551724138,5.935632183908046,20.011494252873558,7.1686216300943375,0.5467839080459771,205,6,45,3,6,74,40,58,0.11800000000000001,0.72,0.162,0.4547,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,12,9,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,6,3,7,5,0,9,0,1,0,2,7,2,2,0,6,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657344674794961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5774112746688189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845496349947434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328579334693416,0.0,0.2610871252527243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020112492481864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960129330641024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419581730322027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,macho_shithead,2019/06/22,"i (21F) feel like my friends don’t actually like me (long post) sorry its long, tonight’s a rough night and i’ve been alone all day.

i’ve been friends with some of the same people since freshman year of high school and they just  now seem to consider me somewhat of a friend. we had a pretty big group of friends that slowly dwindled down to just the 4 of us and i feel like i’m only apart of this group bc i’m not a problematic person (there was a lot of drama with the other people but that’s high school so what do you expect).  i’m closer now to one of them now bc were in another group and we all have a similar hobby (basically we’re all couples and we play dnd) but i feel like all of them are closer to my boyfriend than me, and if anything happened and we broke up then they’d take his side and i’d be completely alone. i have some friends outside of this from college but we’re not really close. i had my 21st birthday and my friends from school that i made completely on my own couldn’t show up but the mutual friends me and my boyfriend share came, and i realized that i wasn’t even close to most of them and i barely considered them friends, i think they just came for my boyfriend. i’ve never had a best friend and the two girls in the dnd group are and it sucked hearing them make plans together and their other friend group knowing i wasn’t invited, it just brought me back to high school. part my original group would always hangout and i would have to hear about it the next day at school cause they had such a fun time and obviously wanted to talk about it. they saw movies together all the time and the only time i got invited was bc we were no longer friends with one of the girls in the group who would go with them. i feel like if they never had drama i wouldn’t have been invited to so many things. i just feel like no one actually cares about me. even with my boyfriend; i know he loves me and he calls me his “best friend” but i know who his Actual best friends are and i’ll never be on that level since they’ve been friends since middle school and elementary school, and we’ve only been dating for 2 years. i feel like i’m not even a second choice for a lot of people too, like i’m a fourth or fifth. i wish i could just be a hermit and not care about socializing but i could never do it bc i just want to feel wanted. 

tl;dr i’m a big loser and no one likes me",1.5704889361702108,3.490952334000003,2.6717361702127675,94.85552765957449,79.66,6.09531914893617,20.238297872340425,7.125416948008024,0.21366340425531893,1877,48,432,23,47,598,191,500,0.079,0.726,0.19399999999999998,0.9958,0,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,6,1,13,5,23,35,1,0,24,0,37,1,0,4,10,104,75,36,0,14,20,0,8,9,14,4,0,2,0,3,19,38,0,0,13,5,0,4,16,3,0,6,22,11,64,32,47,42,17,50,0,2,1,1,58,22,1,10,32,277,83,8,0.0,0.0,0.15484343226419947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955929212207814,0.0,0.0,0.04400996770322427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546135278878085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043525200476404485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04067030115468727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651910835126407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054008138380536856,0.12098757838197625,0.10785282507016826,0.0543341434101924,0.0,0.0,0.1109114695814068,0.0,0.0,0.08445912295125735,0.05852344226615554,0.0,0.06822128790403295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480301707405534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720473256947387,0.2267142026786459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5720938182508086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030059460147475882,0.0,0.04230216683100962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04677178159315767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192251362627245,0.0,0.0,0.16764833119262185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720336076109628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325610512460997,0.0,0.0,0.09361463184744176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993292918646327,0.04773664665022526,0.05004721918047378,0.035305489087908204,0.053623682583953294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317275166838785,0.0,0.05625071368251866,0.04963509277418507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433626056149014,0.1206791146729386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057276343714323726,0.0,0.11000492594977283,0.04618282046424926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050655439493174456,0.05380967358184285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033883651307213804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747031747889709,0.0,0.04815043803732759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312571940109516,0.0,0.0,0.05391622671712384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920770752893587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03976782796933652,0.04251218676878305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035138764510033116,0.03389073957821435,0.0,0.0,0.09252438255511562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051667313179649066,0.0,0.06362196597734192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935903368573938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082261839206812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271781900230232,0.0,0.0,0.06812078787532848
lonely,Deenique,2019/06/22,So anxious and cant sleep I'm too anxious right now and I keep thinking about people that have left. I wish I was enough for them to stick around. I dont want to make friends because they might leave. They always  do. Although I've stopped crying I feel jittery and anxious.,1.167298701298698,3.7391334181818174,1.4197402597402586,98.87818181818184,87.54545454545455,3.1428571428571432,24.22077922077921,3.1291,-0.11437662337662324,218,9,45,0,7,65,41,55,0.25,0.648,0.102,-0.6706,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,1,0,12,13,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,8,1,5,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586801323089808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6463201603210073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976605795831018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625074902220744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947823719317865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350243854701368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704712672123184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642514211880354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733662705255354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695055453146312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192689000834105,0.2071993144885768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729570077126226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230569470570506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220941463427274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285927835766864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084067460951565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943620633184713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122194750893359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248154157196616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929898242404164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,athrowawayyy2019,2019/06/22,"23f lonely in need of company I guess... Hey all... I'm kind of at my all time low at this moment. I don't have any friends or people to hang out with.

Majority of the people I know seem to be drifting away from me. I've jumped from click to click that I can't

find decent people to hang out with me. It's so hard to find people who are like me. It's like finding 1/100.

When I do find people like me they end up backstabbing me and using me. It's honestly so damn fu\*\*\*\*\*

hard to find someone that won't use you. I mean we all use each other in the end, but some people take 

fucking advantage of your generosity. I slowly want to disappear from everyone.... I just need a friend I guess.

I'm honestly broken and I'm really trying hard to fix myself. I've been bullied in every aspect in life even

in the work place. Excluded in university. When I do show off my talent or brains people are scared I'll take

away their spot so they silent me/make me feel left out. I'm at a breaking point. I feel as if I'm useless.

I'm literally spending my free time away playing league or just walking around the city. If I'm not working

my head is somewhere else... off into space. I don't think anyone would read this... Honestly, Toronto is 

a big city but it feels lonely. I've travelled to other places but the place I call home is the place I feel the 

loneliest. Idk if I'm hanging with the wrong people or I really just don't know how to love myself. I'm honestly

trying to learn to be appreciative but something feels like it's missing. I know longer have that spark,

that dream... nothing drives me into creativity anymore. I just feel like a bummer wasting my time.   


Sorry for ranting. idfk what's wrong with me rn 

Thanks for reading",0.7541129191646371,3.165046042492921,2.5872653007444515,91.13485275709866,87.15864022662892,5.323380986889784,19.82403320376837,6.8252276405021135,0.3784168785822524,1355,41,282,18,43,448,172,353,0.161,0.665,0.174,0.8519,0,4,1,0,0,0,59.0,1,2,3,3,12,28,2,1,12,0,18,5,2,4,3,62,53,20,0,7,16,0,9,5,2,2,1,0,1,0,15,14,0,0,18,6,2,9,6,10,0,0,1,11,39,19,47,48,6,48,0,5,2,2,12,30,2,11,13,161,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262547073722152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674660931195793,0.054110437083315824,0.0,0.0,0.06889038801730701,0.0,0.0,0.21812148020924044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638892239482035,0.07902026438637735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464648709637287,0.0,0.13708293123209409,0.0,0.0,0.05111305052663652,0.0,0.06520146023633748,0.0739461129178818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23477362442448746,0.1105698559081696,0.0,0.0,0.3536492752423201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957722914558387,0.0715425682379755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170499899175724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079692995336012,0.0,0.07942087054024582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762496484496607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058612666347405,0.12758878253070374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408065395229583,0.0,0.0546603704673452,0.18903566415570744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984433369359136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429658039017418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476221192577908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425442970039205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292004177151942,0.0,0.3234096683081905,0.0,0.07315525191407829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481487506720082,0.0,0.09915154141423824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747738232780775,0.0,0.0,0.07044975920519192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556932663459247,0.05957590511258316,0.0,0.08662784615316174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637002771943004,0.0,0.0,0.07124708798986333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04958614168203699,0.0,0.0,0.13537406381565562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508070152515213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005112565835243,0.0,0.0,0.0456445601486518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267658100214188,0.0,0.0,0.05497314618190709,0.1692199693127967,0.0,0.0
lonely,SparklePony01,2019/06/22,"2 years later, and I miss him more everyday. Was easy at the beginning, but is only getting harder now. I miss my ex so much :( I dreamt about him again last night. 
 
 
 
When things ended, I was actually ok... a little sad. But I ended up dating someone else fairly quickly. I think, for whatever reason, my mind had convinced me that it wasn't really over...
 
 
 
Now that so many birthdays, holidays, and would-have-been anniversaries have passed, reality has no choice to set in, and I miss him more than ever. I'll never have a friend or lover that I can laugh with and be so carefree again. I threw away something real, so flippantly...
 
 
 
I deserve to be lonely. But that doesn't make it hurt any less. 
 
 
 
Thanks for listening. :(",2.440375391032326,4.866756817518251,3.7300782064650666,85.74921532846717,79.36496350364962,6.833993743482795,22.19447340980188,7.957251820313856,1.2529232533889476,552,17,106,10,14,180,97,137,0.165,0.6409999999999999,0.193,0.8177,0,3,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,0,12,12,0,0,3,1,12,1,0,2,2,16,22,13,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,5,1,16,6,12,15,4,26,0,6,0,1,7,6,0,1,17,75,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.20611310620181114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363186401873085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984412639360903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644109048030732,0.0,0.3741434834157405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910539596542757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318239129999199,0.0,0.11034990691716376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22610754049849802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216652297522306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116905911936204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098610284225854,0.21413650463069675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326459509189036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552656209747713,0.0,0.16290023833470044,0.0,0.0,0.19820879062239086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063675943635627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24040626821754865,0.1353082501130453,0.2171618106891625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895981689183024,0.1626018386543585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944562568378632,0.0,0.0,0.14032031831158395,0.13533655584481882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500394266591671,0.0,0.0,0.136014039929786
lonely,TheGhostDogKillah,2019/06/22,"talked to my mom about how I feel and it reminds me why I don’t like talking to my mom about how I feel all she does is cherry pick shit I say and twist it and just misunderstands every point I say to make me out to be some evil dude or something. just giving shitty advice telling me to be okay with something that I don’t want to be okay with, I want to be invited to shit, I want be to be interested in me, no one wants to be told that having no one to talk to or anything is okay. It’s like someone whose never had water talking to someone whose always drinking water and they’re all like “you don’t want it anyway, you shouldn’t want it” if it’s so great to not have friends why are you always hanging out with your friends and talking to your friends or bragging about the shit you do with you friends during the summer and shit. I guess I deserve to be listened to and given advice or some kind of comfort at least. my mom doesn’t give a shot about what I think at all and it’s getting to a point where I’m not gonna wanna talk to my parents at all when I get on my own. I wish I had friends, people to talk to that listened and give a fuck what I think, not even my fucking mom does, shit sucks.",10.071282711282713,4.533768474903479,9.483526383526382,78.32671385671388,63.0926640926641,11.974431574431572,39.58858858858859,6.42735559955562,2.797957185757186,941,28,219,3,9,304,113,259,0.182,0.695,0.12300000000000001,-0.9703,1,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,7,0,0,13,24,9,0,5,3,21,10,5,4,5,50,48,18,0,10,10,5,2,3,5,2,0,4,0,0,14,15,3,0,4,1,0,1,11,9,0,2,4,6,33,15,38,34,8,14,0,0,0,2,36,10,8,8,6,150,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301329673923042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302914740723774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442816054317414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370288098923036,0.0,0.0,0.07669696753411286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05171154132586354,0.0,0.06596491445488932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917420865161676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024434446233892,0.14476054298768662,0.08180933174472728,0.2253162639632177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631789697655914,0.08624815474167714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152972237643777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474946760169265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226093605804656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667815110540529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038410004832461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061062197226626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693469628265542,0.0,0.0,0.054278249167966634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480236766767579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452287785990272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018312793973744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267417651806104,0.12054697763146002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405005318621735,0.06843120633963548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003335073278208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481195965886024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770741171706615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129383533024367,0.0,0.09003265647322517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gonzaway,2019/06/22,"alone with my ps4 tonight this is not a sad cry for help. i am alone tonight because i came home late from work and my family had a previous engagement that i could not get to in time. i notice some of you have social anxiety and want to be heard or some variation of that. ill be on here for 3.5 more hours. if anybody would like to chat live about anything and has a ps4, send me a friend request. ill start a group party. i will probably being playing COD 4 or GOW. i am curious if i could get at least one of you to bite on my offer. if not, its all good. i hope you all have a great night.",1.831496062992123,2.981394866141734,3.39292125984252,93.35709842519688,76.71653543307087,7.2847244094488195,22.936220472440944,7.908726449838941,0.8103297637795269,456,13,110,7,10,151,85,127,0.098,0.675,0.22699999999999998,0.9509,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,1,2,8,0,0,6,0,14,2,0,0,2,22,21,8,0,8,8,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,1,3,1,15,7,16,11,6,13,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,8,8,74,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389724160645885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393085459524482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548277822360291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469179995899248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151884222698076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30043787399054633,0.0,0.20666908624677185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736690937118094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536080927371964,0.0,0.19659660144665791,0.0,0.0,0.15780758695386635,0.0,0.2074311674194552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261100170997191,0.0,0.18872535833675527,0.1868710145622521,0.18528549838198854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223641057096426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191842734477183,0.0,0.16613599513374247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656188256898886,0.0,0.0,0.21420499114877228,0.0,0.0,0.12749231502659394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028527583547957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179072624082735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317041071111171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970920138960588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097313844048097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136972223873211,0.0,0.0,0.13365322268164664,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hasntbeenknighted,2019/06/22,"(M23) Is it normal to feel this way? I randomly messaged a girl on facebook. We hung out once or twice through a mutual friend years ago. She was slow to respond but seemed enthusiastic including smiling and blushing emojis. I then said I knew I messaged her out of the blue, but thought she was cool and wanted to know if she wanted to get coffee/food sometime to which she surprisigly said yes. She told me she would let me know what her schedule was a week ago and never messaged me back. Now I have this all too familiar feeling that she lost interest. I'm tired of being ghosted and just left behind. She could sincerly be busy as she's told me before. I feel like this goes back to similar things happening. I just want to have a connection with someone and it's getting depressing waiting for it.",4.415301075268816,6.110793277419357,4.9016935483870965,82.92587365591397,71.06451612903227,8.005376344086022,30.336021505376344,8.59863814320734,2.385569892473117,638,27,120,11,12,203,102,155,0.062,0.773,0.165,0.9446,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,5,2,11,1,0,0,2,33,32,11,1,7,6,0,3,1,1,1,1,2,0,1,10,9,0,1,8,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,10,7,23,5,17,17,1,16,0,2,1,0,22,4,0,4,12,85,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823634011545919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449349179498897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355255564713447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716274383796689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717751680698867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24159244940360694,0.11378127498155352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258780916707374,0.0,0.12305026066277655,0.0,0.16642218197804767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084039411606275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505933819484473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304542778676368,0.16286258404869686,0.0,0.07781042566424091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386011718176994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283749876089906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604907649737998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961549628426156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030011698936325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499183993090312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349474777350168,0.0,0.1575203791466466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058107532741189,0.0,0.0,0.12644120601827905,0.0,0.18305543268949528,0.0,0.3043752906656311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818216343159084,0.12641972947660834,0.1277553892535855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131396004987026,0.0,0.0,0.10256353601528748
lonely,TooSkinnyCri,2019/06/22,"I hate how I seek male attention... it’s just the easiest way to not feel so lonely I sleep with guys because it’s so easy... I don’t even orgasm. I just like how they briefly seem to care. The cuddles. The kisses.
And then I go home and cry. Because I’m alone again.

I have put myself in dangerous situations. Being sexually assaulted when not consenting, being threatened, lied to, but my depression has gotten me to the point I don’t even care anymore. I am desperate.

I wish I could remove this feeling. Of always seeking. Being addicted to tinder and texts backs. Clinging on to any male validation. Always being on the verge of tears. Never feeling good enough.

I don’t want this at all :( I don’t wanna have sex with strangers. I don’t want to risk my life, but I am so damn lonely and it hurtsssss. I can’t even get through the day without crying. I am in serious pain and in a dark place.

Why is my brain doing this to me!!",0.5729032258064493,3.046348806451615,2.600847311827959,89.66727096774193,90.50537634408602,5.556645161290324,21.418494623655914,7.087006719466742,0.8635916559139782,722,26,146,12,25,241,110,186,0.244,0.623,0.132,-0.9759,0,5,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,0,13,15,4,1,7,0,19,9,3,2,2,28,33,14,0,5,7,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,3,6,7,0,0,5,0,0,3,10,10,0,0,1,3,24,5,21,27,2,19,0,3,0,4,4,9,1,1,7,103,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112403796810099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307643663933732,0.0,0.0,0.2459632187150391,0.0,0.0,0.10050920667971212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465780867941356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364923334610832,0.0,0.1801952644699051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649939075923037,0.0,0.0,0.3013843157152005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180064359000799,0.0,0.32470316681145434,0.09531890406574857,0.0,0.1273000987195029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271711972274846,0.0,0.2928619214675465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224196671399426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721950611166488,0.0,0.08399826171842369,0.12396779838086387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463454386014046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459221018070573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825565502428434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439565471870006,0.07220771376406614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399262854948113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726983723627866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441975501044838,0.0,0.13971896557569316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485800272294697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345517542987481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613362134419454,0.14790694306110452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435277881668648,0.11731692202234995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336669482729918,0.0,0.16996293988752004,0.14247412193238168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ImitationButter,2019/06/22,Loneliness Pains I’ve seen a couple people talk about being so lonely that it hurts. I’ve recently started feeling something like that. Does anyone else get what feels like heartburn throughout their entire torso? Particularly when they see other people being happy.,6.62704545454546,10.36989306818182,6.078363636363638,67.1575454545455,72.86363636363637,6.247272727272727,26.981818181818184,7.554174236665415,2.4159054545454546,221,8,25,3,5,68,38,44,0.217,0.598,0.185,-0.4101,0,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,3,1,5,0,3,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,5,13,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663123888809273,0.25882946148487723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795088777813298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106128077387224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110237824916073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554550679165935,0.18046509772843547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319786376963913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689087325535706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27042492378606514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468256059543177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687955403284013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502568339800781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494225401711083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012979812057069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447201861837532,0.0,0.0,0.1787991171545272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303887050479574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ella625,2019/06/22,"Scared to breathe. I’m away from home this summer doing a pre-med program. I don’t know anyone here, though I didn’t have many friends at home either. I figured things would be better here, I’d have a roommate, throw myself into studying as a distraction, make some friends. & I’ve talked to some people! But here I am, alone on Friday night. Tired of studying, needing to breathe and in need of human interaction. I hate when I don’t have anything else to occupy my mind.",2.161290322580648,4.663620451612907,2.882161290322582,90.96324193548388,81.04301075268816,5.0103225806451634,23.27849462365592,6.2581,0.5503901075268813,374,13,73,3,10,117,67,93,0.156,0.746,0.098,-0.6476,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,2,3,0,10,3,2,1,0,13,16,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,8,3,13,13,3,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,46,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967634313129987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193536522984149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155720632716262,0.0,0.1665984635932147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020771249006685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904988895129104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691203509987751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31282354034820803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998766979468244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061461617017954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112608003635291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513643071307913,0.205251739978541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441600694809609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30022707240611274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998488475587136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035280289980204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268699325009906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272101959660198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344982703321229,0.0,0.1989053371164196,0.0,0.0,0.2326856043435579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381412193258578,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,au_gold3872,2019/06/22,"I'm desperate for a conversation rn Since my friends always leave me on open, someone dm me, and let's have nice conversation. Maybe we'll be friends",5.4720689655172405,6.6918653448275895,5.933965517241383,78.34508620689657,67.9655172413793,9.937931034482759,35.1896551724138,10.125756701596842,3.5283655172413786,121,6,24,3,2,39,26,29,0.10800000000000001,0.615,0.27699999999999997,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006764434920757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5583642056967566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826229424544492,0.0,0.3695101371190381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630298310519181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989167252904765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30617505729139505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,l1quidsanity,2019/06/22,"Stuck in a small bubble I have a very small sphere of friends (who I love) but schedules conflict and they're online and have their own lives. I know how to be social, and how to be pleasant in conversation and make people laugh. But it just seems I'm forgotten as soon as I leave their peripheral view, I do everything in my power to make a lasting impression but new people I meet seem to be so shallow and only really talk about themselves or their own issues, rarely actually curious about anything other than themselves. I can guarantee you that a good majority of my ""friends"" wouldn't know basic facts about me (I've had to tell one person I talk to at least 5 times a week what I'm studying 5 times now, despite how hard I try to make a meaningful and lasting friendship, am I just destined to be a ghost, someone who just never really matters to anyone? Or is there's something I'm doing wrong here, a memo I didn't get? Another big point is relationships, I've never been pursued for who I am, just for what people perceive me to be, who we're quick to judge who they thought I was, fell in love with that, and then quickly out of love when they get to know me better, as far as I can tell I don't have a repulsive personality.. I try to help people where and when I can and am always ready to go out of my way to do so, I hold no ill will towards most people either, and try to be understanding of every ones views and feelings, sure my humour can get pretty dark, but i'll knock it off if asked, I try my hardest most the and try to keep my outlook positive, want to add that I'm in pretty good standing with my Ex's no ill will has been harboured on any side they just kinda thought I was someone else who I wasn't I don't put on a fake personality either what you see is what you get, I guess I'm just sick of getting beaten down over and over by people I thought I could trust to be my friends apart from the small sphere I've bounced between social groups almost yearly, they always fall apart and I can't help but feel that it's all my fault, it's getting too close to a pattern to call bad luck but I wish that someone would just be straight with me and tell me what I've done to deserve this, I'm just slowly losing the will to keep trying if its just gonna all fall apart leaving me kinda stood among the ruins moping again, the negative mood swings get more and more frequent and I just feel like I'm getting punished for something though I'm not sure what for... I'm only 19 but I've kinda had enough (not suicidal dw would never) but just I just want to get on a plane somewhere with a suitcase full of belongings and never look back.. feel free to comment but this is really me just shouting  my frustrations into the void because it makes that uneasy feeling go away.",7.332427839398067,5.506052208406307,7.4749406499318924,79.1381059868976,64.56917688266199,10.140520204968544,33.75760524096776,8.515128840125781,2.4811279885840296,2205,72,459,24,27,717,257,571,0.129,0.69,0.18100000000000002,0.9877,1,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,7,4,34,29,3,0,19,0,45,6,0,7,9,109,98,44,2,9,30,1,6,1,3,7,3,1,0,3,27,27,0,4,16,0,1,6,15,9,0,2,14,11,56,20,70,68,14,63,0,2,4,3,42,33,0,14,23,304,83,2,0.0,0.0,0.06794381626087749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971923631361765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586691597637899,0.0,0.0,0.04734728983483845,0.07300773255331418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04868331839664625,0.0,0.057295324328142376,0.0,0.06508984199334343,0.0,0.06541484442162825,0.05353721682325778,0.05813384679400457,0.042442666177386665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615775274100422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710947628271022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558978234443838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125040124792417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816263338792727,0.0,0.0,0.0719410884745768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058661944344016635,0.0,0.06257433142268333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760220967382173,0.049740011265853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613759738399379,0.0,0.3273850238994139,0.0,0.07913882070283221,0.11679605230254694,0.0,0.0,0.07669962881086388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237019554614776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333614712301393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267026089125878,0.0,0.12377154273011096,0.0,0.0,0.11479200055654175,0.1135071012112078,0.0,0.14744533961195724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03401518791002844,0.0,0.06148002371599809,0.0,0.058467343839641465,0.07789240487221695,0.0,0.0,0.188517453490787,0.0,0.18590052895466813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21479592571719308,0.06724412009263551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435920909412293,0.10590568129326136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28961465270687603,0.18238121694501955,0.0,0.0,0.0658179939636462,0.0,0.0,0.14166701892778244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999221111474442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381039741247888,0.0,0.0,0.07475103931129838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548199612554594,0.12676770853181396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194754590421368,0.17697874445315526,0.10720123191385393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615829224130652,0.0,0.13124120620827548,0.0,0.0,0.11192364433273247,0.18256557978718368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840606782851454,0.16582307623561582,0.08119762725550707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283624242869179,0.0,0.0,0.07248193088030655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057447798167837474,0.08213308834930286,0.055264970175558606,0.0558488600323471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006514867518091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989190005883117,0.07612385049155071,0.0,0.04483612472872349
lonely,nuttellabadger,2019/06/22,"Anyone need/want someone to talk to? If you want/need to talk message me and we can talk about anything, anytime (reasonably).",2.676811594202899,5.64890943478261,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637683,85.08695652173913,4.8057971014492775,29.40579710144928,6.42735559955562,1.6507797101449282,99,5,17,1,3,30,17,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137905168972639,0.0,0.2516097383524656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267129405192948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143663454649466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25906462762869337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7372611778422481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606836179387423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,butterboiiii,2019/06/22,Anyone want to talk? If you want a private conversation or a friend to talk to and understand hit me up.,2.21142857142857,4.340778000000004,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,78.52380952380952,8.009523809523811,24.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,1.9291714285714288,82,3,17,2,2,28,16,21,0.0,0.7340000000000001,0.266,0.5859,0,0,0,0,1,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28206212432408795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116608282211717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6484648524854661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199468744640746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758638921930657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,harry4354,2019/06/22,"I hope I get run over tomorrow I could never harm myself, I could never do that to my mom. I just hate myself and wish I was a different person. It’s the beginning of summer and I know I’m just going to spend it doing nothing on my phone all day because everyone has other friends, everyone has other people. I’m just the backup. The other person. The person if everyone else says no. I pretty much live alone, all my siblings are girls and aged away from me. All my family members are 6+ years older than me or girls, and everyone who lives within a couple blocks are old people and creepy people, or a lot older than me. I find it so hard to text people, so I have barely any contacts and if I get a text it’s from a group chat I barely talk in. Everyday I tell myself I’ll improve, I’ll get better, I’ll make friends. But I never do. I’m terrible at everything and spend all my time sleeping, eating, or laying on the couch scrolling through Reddit. I’m so lucky to live in a 1st world country with a constant supply of food and loving family members. I don’t know if that’s a blessing or a curse. I hear teachers and guidance counselors say “be yourself because everyone else is taken,” but I hate myself and everyone else does too. I wish I could be confident or funny or have friends. I wish I could have a regular sleep schedule and eat healthy. But i can’t change who I am. And I hate it.",2.5119696969696967,4.166687510489513,4.364493006993008,84.99622668997671,75.99300699300699,7.004428904428905,24.853729603729604,7.793537801064563,1.3968372960372957,1092,37,217,16,24,371,140,286,0.07400000000000001,0.758,0.16899999999999998,0.9742,1,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,1,7,13,3,0,15,0,22,6,2,1,7,50,44,27,0,11,15,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,5,12,13,3,1,3,1,2,2,6,5,0,0,2,4,36,8,20,36,6,27,1,0,0,1,21,9,0,12,16,146,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561604005470799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621505473916818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766651634641655,0.0,0.0,0.10078366938259092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311050085724431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744864017961247,0.0,0.0,0.08933152955925948,0.0,0.2640051980446548,0.09146728278630144,0.0,0.053312105296073005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636736143370145,0.0,0.0,0.07234072435246408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917392497479747,0.20716807431313836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739398691007598,0.07429399820905286,0.0,0.1558584655561116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555433932547401,0.0,0.09995888175574066,0.0,0.19160039010983945,0.0,0.12956719806271202,0.0,0.04698044125990795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405162933189635,0.2448438072010169,0.0,0.0,0.09316949611561456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210502649520368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086107663064072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189842065268856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027885191961579,0.07460841654816645,0.0,0.05517954907071318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681628341366692,0.0,0.0,0.060768308215156684,0.0,0.19126910057676028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931932525747214,0.0,0.0867430426662193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22923809172568896,0.21653974556356706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410005357793716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314770987198762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165449458316366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644301938631983,0.0722528793589151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04820264345415918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28518211271491833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532335686944174
lonely,imisuchajerk,2019/06/22,"At least I can feel something in my dreams I had a dream last night that someone gave me a hug from behind and it was the most amazing thing ive ever felt. better than sex, better than drugs, better than sex on drugs. In that brief dream moment I was fulfilled, pure euphoria.

I knew it was a dream but I never wanted it to end. Is it possible to get a prostitute just to cuddle? Lmao",1.33395569620253,3.457135354430381,2.899224683544308,91.86503955696205,81.53164556962025,5.468987341772152,18.735759493670887,6.6274283507984215,0.05242911392405025,299,7,63,3,8,98,54,79,0.0,0.6809999999999999,0.319,0.9670000000000001,0,0,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,5,0,7,6,0,0,3,11,13,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,2,8,5,12,6,2,11,0,0,0,4,1,4,0,1,6,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5792204753503843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063301909221044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335389396178146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746984081464386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038183011795136,0.0,0.2096075338093909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405562382624725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794813542231214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837067491734098,0.0,0.0,0.20486494183681606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461066724785091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849695584315342,0.16806225452405055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503248700100166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876225163251134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Munchienimbles,2018/11/09,"Back to being numb Recently I went through a phase of feeling extremely lonely and isolated. I met someone that triggered these feelings. I was reminded of what I was missing and that turned me into a anxious mess for months. I was constantly feeling worried and I was getting no sleep. 

Long story short I had fun being around this person in a way that I hadn't in forever and I was afraid that I'd lose that. Fast forward to today and it's happened. Surprisingly I feel nothing now. I thought it would destroy me but I don't care at all. I am no longer anxious or concerned about anything. I am sleeping like a baby.

A part of me wants to go back to feeling lonely and scared because considering my situation those are valid and possibly even necessary feelings to have. I am just numb now and it might be worse in a way. I feel like I've accepted something I shouldn't.",2.4354385964912275,4.948000409356727,3.8483333333333327,84.3925,79.99415204678363,6.60701754385965,29.96783625730994,7.793537801064563,2.2591309941520468,694,35,129,12,18,228,103,171,0.23399999999999999,0.6679999999999999,0.098,-0.9679,0,4,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,8,16,1,2,6,0,19,4,2,1,1,28,36,10,0,3,3,0,7,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,12,10,0,0,9,0,0,3,5,10,0,0,10,7,21,6,17,20,2,22,0,4,0,0,2,8,0,2,13,95,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108844721450037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132282698198644,0.12248797397166375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160283157314846,0.0,0.0838761227754687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028641619353258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486904056368311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087964493604148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870021904304153,0.0982972953289799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188726956101311,0.0,0.07819793193285761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216740611925908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444311276054038,0.0,0.0,0.1217665016805114,0.0,0.15393266971101638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596565983476525,0.0,0.0,0.10982634571157647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202530736417675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490010667244714,0.0,0.0,0.1201419131751772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551167413908367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585763342337753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775575756050346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466160070289914,0.27538705752413145,0.0,0.11658308517785933,0.10592670653756693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923439354802583,0.0,0.0,0.13042317512742088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966293481934967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115660045392001,0.21843167930376176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755116472913955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973354836332352,0.14022020394147233,0.09774294342743817,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chefonkicks,2018/11/09,"Don’t do hospitality. People often tell me that it’s so cool that I’m a chef. That I’m around good food all the time. Making people enjoy moments. Moments they capture with their loved ones and post everywhere.  What about us. 
Don’t get me wrong. I love what I do. I’m really passionate about it. But I don’t think just because I’m passionate about this, it should take over my entire life’s bearings and make every other part just suck. I was told before I got into this industry that it’s a tough one. Long working hours. Stressful working hours. You’re off when everyone else is working and vice versa. But I don’t think a lot of people really grasp at what happens. Im a 22 year old guy living in a metro city of one the biggest countries in the world. It sucks. 
It sucks to watch everyone else just do life.  And occasionally you can feel good by telling yourself that work hard now. It’ll pay off later.  But what about enjoy your twenties.  Shouldn’t I be doing that instead of working 16 hour shifts 7 days week.  
I’m never alone. But I’m quite lonely. 
And this just makes everything so much more difficult.  I’m currently doing a post grad program which requires me to move every 4 months for two years. And boy is it difficult.  You sometimes end up meeting such beautiful people. Ones who make your heart skip a beat and make you wanna be with. But deep down you know. 4 months later you’re gonna be packing you bags up.  I’ve met three women over the last 2 months who id like to have had a future with. Be it dating or hooking up or just a simple meal. But thanks to my schedule I’ve not managed to meet either one of them since I was first introduced because I’m either working throughout the day or they’re busy on the day I’m off.  Texting and snapping is all good. But gets extremely tiring after a while.  A promise of buying her a drink isn’t good enough when I can’t even make it to where she is. ",1.6913174807197962,3.9506718560411334,3.0361690231362486,90.61605302056557,81.08226221079691,5.638071979434447,21.55019280205656,6.853354925485097,0.5244647300771201,1508,46,310,17,40,489,208,389,0.071,0.8,0.129,0.9759,1,3,1,0,0,0,38.0,1,7,3,10,20,23,3,1,18,1,27,11,1,6,3,51,60,23,0,3,18,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,0,3,27,13,3,1,5,1,2,1,9,9,0,8,6,4,27,14,37,46,9,54,0,1,1,4,26,19,3,5,33,188,54,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852033738787478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323470400334907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002978957890356,0.0,0.07000280635867838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916542870595055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805899360917158,0.0,0.0,0.1374463545239374,0.0,0.07286377810915916,0.08500337566702296,0.0,0.0543363048715309,0.0,0.13862629543601085,0.15721849876586014,0.07393590385993166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04159645824659247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699759169183955,0.09947708360832527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596179261039423,0.0,0.0,0.2760052404213241,0.0657961048592308,0.0,0.0,0.08145685511339182,0.072748071238293,0.0,0.07369470319188229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748630175182556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430480507052041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886203103067013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04521156478528537,0.06705824842044726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621464669015268,0.04019129898656338,0.0,0.07264290355844813,0.07280334076028179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994011042848855,0.14849761342834306,0.0,0.3294815139963357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969932147416564,0.08743636273793147,0.06047540719620397,0.0,0.06344906350679151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632494437896672,0.0,0.2787298423037268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908669695421947,0.0,0.2281331725232077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575772996167242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750064172149792,0.0,0.0,0.10540416444052132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805177092679637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136375814313518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423609751541327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185423525813909,0.0,0.14380924625572367,0.07574002049062893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542621440424473,0.0,0.0,0.047970308478929184,0.09455333990955626,0.0,0.07860924938293007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036250174473088,0.0,0.09895657500284356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598929388707044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35934633097413443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994559851343199,0.0,0.10595396968774043
lonely,Glossyplane542,2018/11/09,"I can’t stand all the different thoughts that run through my head on a daily basis anymore, can I get one break from this shit Thoughts like how I’ll never be loved by a girl ever, I’ll never feel deep emotional connection, I’ll never have truly passionate sex, I’ll never get passionately kissed, I’ll never get married, I’m unlovable, I’m ugly, I’m annoying, I’m weird, I don’t deserve love,    And I’m gonna die alone, a sad and pathetic man. I want one break from these thoughts. I want to feel happy for once. Fuck, why am I not allowed to be happy?",2.0541739130434777,3.7653062869565233,3.978478260869569,87.02163043478264,77.43478260869566,7.034782608695654,25.41304347826087,7.908726449838941,1.442582608695652,433,16,91,7,10,147,72,115,0.34700000000000003,0.529,0.124,-0.9816,2,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,2,14,3,0,4,0,7,9,2,2,7,19,26,3,1,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,8,6,0,2,3,2,7,8,8,20,1,12,0,1,0,7,4,2,2,0,7,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518833842232529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145435681441398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219775479837466,0.1532162329932718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649595690246833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326517588755616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829954642839668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355739655085518,0.229853010177934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31221962745597304,0.0,0.0,0.15050343632431973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164493879191858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647115841758797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5655209443303103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617562486914285,0.19874533040604428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053234504076368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492670444335761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299390211048007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232725687733052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FluffyLemonCake,2018/11/09,"How do you cope with always being alone? I have no friends. My boyfriend is always gone because he works long hours. My only pet has a terminal illness that she's reaching the end stage of, and no one really talks to me besides my boyfriend. I always feel like crying and like I'm not worth anything. 

How do you cope with always being alone?",3.1339303482587053,5.244510776119405,3.5590298507462705,89.4351616915423,75.56716417910448,5.6606965174129344,24.59950248756219,6.42735559955562,0.7740069651741295,270,9,52,2,6,84,49,67,0.21,0.6609999999999999,0.128,-0.6515,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,2,0,8,10,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,9,3,4,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134289207101792,0.0,0.0,0.6642975906693446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424509786539465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166786630002766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923962099131405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677699703185965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091841470226236,0.14258673136043545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542023014226143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965553880271652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501863137017852,0.0,0.0,0.1766303681674175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524696573323278,0.1517967582214136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786210204838022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604224265456504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453034848784467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nathan68w,2018/11/09,"Really Lonely Lately my loneliness has started to overwhelm me. I have a couple good friends I work with. (I'm an Army medic) But I need more. I need someone to love, or at least to flirt with. It's been almost 2 years now since I've really even seriously talked with a girl. I'm not a 10 or anything, but I'm in good shape and I'm not really ugly or anything. I don't even get matches on Tinder though. I don't understand what is wrong with me. I'm pretty nice and very respectful towards women especially. No I'm not an awkward white knight, I'm just a respectful guy because I was raised that way. I just feel like I will never meet anyone. Does anyone have any advice? What should I do?",1.1556177156177156,3.340386146853149,3.3112167832167856,88.30272261072261,82.63636363636364,6.330815850815853,20.72214452214452,7.554174236665415,0.8040082983682981,541,16,113,9,15,184,90,143,0.09300000000000001,0.664,0.242,0.9763,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,6,14,0,2,6,0,11,2,0,0,1,23,25,8,0,3,10,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,2,13,9,11,21,2,11,0,2,1,1,7,5,0,4,6,65,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392924149008495,0.0,0.0,0.16798342201137226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407984639480227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23459781981405595,0.0,0.2760978219152662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226251291239637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561884567802187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680442384178222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160253851085351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482248436197268,0.1198449344128887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296078851376039,0.0,0.08764559672600987,0.0,0.0,0.28141158137397565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610483464892495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923609782263415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195711782876157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140635794211801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899654161158226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487779268292745,0.129383784676608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706681820106981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224064067044214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387695135250029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213913160104608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873857459524888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483593462227753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648194381889903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463993335347916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384162855691963,0.0,0.13315692050449895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221283807341246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341487340352708,0.0,0.10802937696821237
lonely,Rubendario0254565,2018/11/09,I have no friends.. fuck All the friends i have always did me wrong they borrowed money and never payed me back idk if maybe im too good of a person but I literally have no friends it’s depressing i do nothing on the weekends all i do is work and be home on my ps4 im fucking sad idk what to do with my life. ,-1.214057971014494,0.7916412173913088,1.4231884057971025,98.51420289855074,93.34782608695652,4.22608695652174,20.71014492753623,5.82211442006289,-0.13661159420289826,240,9,59,2,9,82,48,69,0.254,0.639,0.106,-0.8534,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,2,9,2,0,3,0,9,3,0,0,3,8,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,10,4,5,9,2,5,0,2,0,2,5,2,2,1,3,40,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462570818239914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137435476028295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807576759380186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864269231290909,0.3880363241888089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602603102337427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051317254597424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533835837936151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823488838417578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108390687428384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186195311656315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137253012663026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832472994257454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278528361183893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22945603047496502,0.0,0.0
lonely,space-cadet420,2018/11/09,"i have been 100 percent alone for almost 15 months now and dont think i can continue. i have a hard time communicating with people since ive gotten sober and have absolutely no friends. my cat is all i have. i spend more money on her than myself. i would do anything to have someone care about me and i want someone i can speak with but it never fails.. no one seems to want anything to do with me. i work sixty plus hours a week to keep myself so busy that i dont think about it because i will kill myself if i have to continue on this way forever. i am smart, and kind and i believe i deserve to have some kind of friend but no one cares about the kid that reads and hangs out with his cat in his spare time. i dont know why im posting this.. i know none of you could care less about what i have to say, this is just one last cry for help before i leave this place and hopefully the otherside will be warm and homey unlike this cold painful lonely existence i reside in since getting sober. ",2.3378005115089517,3.840067821256042,3.35302642796249,92.71066496163687,76.10144927536231,6.416481955100881,21.838306337027564,7.048011613610866,0.3815822108553566,777,20,176,8,17,249,118,207,0.132,0.688,0.18100000000000002,0.9047,1,4,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,1,0,2,7,14,1,0,4,0,25,1,0,0,2,33,39,13,1,6,4,0,2,0,2,3,1,2,0,1,10,14,0,1,5,1,2,1,8,4,0,3,2,5,31,10,26,32,6,19,0,2,0,0,10,6,0,5,10,121,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828656704861715,0.12234336751180135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944159913693528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200878185082661,0.0,0.10051690062631964,0.13308804734810548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36131333707531066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431435087620292,0.0,0.12975634833679872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153299262799213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252839014460334,0.0,0.06171618978535496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581808848448007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917766321380053,0.0,0.0,0.11732620925530085,0.11633074934634158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759682657287452,0.0,0.0,0.10499620809096878,0.13068940476461427,0.24602102043968035,0.12983840508901398,0.0962888153100097,0.0,0.1250788446072619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428739798796908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110639334467983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401366000975485,0.0,0.12569486145573575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189400048688003,0.0,0.12341698861750693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313247704228972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815840740903162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393888690596283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753787510950648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543082489137525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017629976868934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138130694908625,0.0,0.0,0.1377609550589868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934807057033433,0.0937632703075694,0.09475390546575356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659073935418176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599745572076802,0.0,0.0,0.08391363427188113,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,browns4sb,2019/10/24,Hello anyone from central ny Maybe if we can become internet friends we can become irl friends or maybe more than one responds you ll have opitions,6.427777777777778,8.357989,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,66.4074074074074,6.881481481481483,35.72222222222222,7.1686216300943375,2.6799777777777782,121,6,19,1,2,36,22,27,0.0,0.8009999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19976286022663545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6310499091214704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414506812302735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5740330937754138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359265265968054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LonelierThanGreen,2019/10/24,"A drunken expression of feeling It’s weird right? That I can be surrounded by so many people and yet still feel lonely.

I’m three months into a new job, my probation is next week and I’m not worried cause it’s clear to me that everyone at work fucking loves me.

Yet here I am, lonely. 

I have friends that message me on a daily basis that ask me how I am, how I’m feeling and yet here I am, lonely. 

I dunno, I just feel like something is missing.

And then the guilt! I feel guilty that I feel so lonely despite deep down a part of me says, LonelierThanGreen just look! Look at your network, people care! People are there for you! 

Somehow though, I just feel lonely.

I wonder if it’s something to do with the fact I’m gay, and I’m in my 30s though I’ve never had a relationship. 

Sex sure, flirtations sure - but I’ve never had a guy I could say ‘that’s my boyfriend’. It’s not anyone’s fault but my own either - I’ve had advances, I’ve had offers but I’ve always turned them down.

‘I need to lose weight first’ ‘I’m not worth your time’ ‘you don’t know the real me’.

I’m my worst own enemy, except with a true enemy at least I’d have them to keep me company. 

It’s hard, not knowing what’s wrong with me but also simultaneously knowing that I’m what’s wrong with me. 

I bumped into an old friend from high school yesterday, and he’s been happily married to his partner for 10 years. He asked about me and my life and we parted ways with his words of ‘don’t became that lonely old man, who sits alone in the pub that wishes he did things differently’ and yet here I am.

I’m already there.

Thanks for listening x",0.930341151385928,3.0477301791044766,2.725543710021324,92.569552238806,83.02985074626865,5.500213219616205,19.42217484008529,6.742157984588678,0.1273130063965886,1250,33,275,14,35,414,169,335,0.13,0.733,0.13699999999999998,0.5512,2,13,2,0,0,0,37.0,1,4,2,4,22,24,1,1,12,0,21,6,0,3,7,60,55,22,0,4,14,0,9,1,3,0,1,3,0,3,18,17,1,1,11,1,1,1,8,15,0,2,6,14,39,9,30,47,7,35,0,8,2,4,28,14,1,4,19,171,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065852508743799,0.11356537092075952,0.0822982687985486,0.08563059066491054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195809562554653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241667284255545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492510671578116,0.10571843235290236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216643822743154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752058702886837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833632384616353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642459347684601,0.07351997778628377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753644744779633,0.0,0.0,0.15901829948715945,0.09513999967582523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189853925332,0.0,0.0,0.09218846707875432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873162280582643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021237587190939,0.09147244683415312,0.0,0.0,0.16967236468548666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268941773582141,0.050277348072463736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283943895141132,0.1151316159804936,0.0,0.0,0.09288162346734548,0.0,0.0,0.10433608232244143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214295693528945,0.0,0.0,0.0763075541899541,0.1587433465073772,0.09939254313886173,0.10944752039897428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597656136112345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22288619598439985,0.0,0.2140375755022124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171357879163841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048840982955564,0.0,0.08788583673394733,0.0,0.1636786698186354,0.0,0.1041519061498753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845256139657285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218523629390598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398569319789302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474705892178223,0.0,0.0,0.06836981068742952,0.0,0.20222000193441905,0.0,0.0600085082431621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193813223978573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168633814636965,0.08254937714069728,0.12531845115698526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834311658260263,0.0,0.11160310394399103,0.07492077894351133,0.10451159757028856,0.0,0.0,0.22503508361636948,0.0,0.06627161534926665
lonely,temacrai,2019/10/24,"Love in the Islamic World Living in an Islamic country where schools are gender separated until college, and sex even kissing or holding hands outside of marriage is forbidden or frowned upon, and if you want to do any of those you either don't go to college and get married at 18-20 and do a shitty minimum wage job for the rest of your life and you would be the only one working, or wait until you finish college and get financially stable and by then you would be in your late 20s or early 30s when you will have an arranged marriage, if you are lucky you would get to know each other for a few months before marrying. Most women view sex as a chore, or are made to believe it to be. And you are expected to have a child within the first year of your marriage. 
 Just thinking about this makes me depressed, i am considering cutting off my dick or take some kind of drug to not have any sexual drives.",15.315842696629211,7.019628112359553,13.74006741573034,59.96055056179778,57.20224719101124,16.487191011235954,51.33033707865169,11.20814326018867,5.706196404494383,716,28,136,10,5,233,114,178,0.076,0.8490000000000001,0.075,-0.0772,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,12,0,2,5,6,1,0,10,0,19,8,2,2,0,34,31,21,0,7,11,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,4,9,0,2,2,0,1,2,2,2,0,2,1,2,15,4,26,23,6,21,2,1,1,5,18,9,1,11,10,104,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644216493296367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654352955652768,0.21904237309396574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745183439016745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22546301617075498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841117555042572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653717486486291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047259525915831,0.0,0.11049216105737794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929297458412267,0.0,0.0,0.2024563032589784,0.1068469818895352,0.0,0.21931183587763511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732309763190048,0.0,0.0,0.17167454915072716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546972647340564,0.18396289803718072,0.12977544398242366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518249624716549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174258645607426,0.147863557864814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676127312985195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617804948366647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457512668084808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467270228991733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153853149449194,0.0,0.0,0.4143266495850416,0.0,0.0,0.12519873990332303
lonely,Maxxtaxlax,2019/10/24,Bored and lonely 😓 SUM1 talk i don’t care who I just want to connect with other humans.,0.4247368421052649,2.437888578947369,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,84.26315789473685,3.8,14.76315789473684,3.1291,-1.185547368421053,69,1,15,0,2,23,18,19,0.22899999999999998,0.547,0.22399999999999998,-0.0258,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7149891967476218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5636524448946388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41362588156265867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,compellinglymediocre,2019/10/24,"Since she stabbed me in the back I’ve just needed someone to hold I cared for her so bad and gave her all my attention and protection but she pushed it away and toyed with my emotions. Told me she loved me, all the while she was chasing someone else. And now I’m fully alone. I attract girls but I’m too closed for them to approach and I’m too scared and socially inept to approach them. My life is fucking perfect but I get into bed on a night and cry. Only 18 yo but so fucking lonely. Try to keep myself occupied with uni work but at the end of the day I’m laying in bed alone with no one thinking about me, still hung up over a girl I ended it with months ago.",1.3632896890343709,3.155847631205674,2.7832624113475184,94.42615384615387,79.78014184397162,5.473213311511184,22.193671576650306,6.297961479604792,0.2457818876159301,520,16,117,4,13,169,89,141,0.159,0.738,0.10300000000000001,-0.7949,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,10,9,2,1,6,0,2,4,0,0,3,27,16,15,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,13,0,3,2,1,0,3,1,5,0,1,3,0,20,4,20,13,2,22,0,1,0,3,14,9,2,0,10,75,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555857138060785,0.0,0.0,0.3635664872649049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490451151516575,0.13496215830182184,0.14654981897187228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895183508791349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279778186823546,0.11319429652904248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466223871977999,0.1974336144725399,0.3109128975772173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245262847979876,0.0917006732116938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600805882708066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397323293206358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841143731642415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400964301416966,0.0,0.0,0.13014403588220375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471132640096353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893523114058654,0.13348900234158334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572368215158873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518992723938687,0.0,0.0,0.17891803401103526,0.2974308931522945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016853842014002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246455595506777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677145361952115,0.0,0.11916489199999974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277788633989615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,courtroombrown12,2019/10/24,"Where to go Where does one even go when they have a depressive episode without making things weird between you and people?

I am NOT okay.",4.996923076923078,6.799544076923077,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,69.76923076923077,6.7384615384615385,28.384615384615394,7.1686216300943375,1.3970615384615388,110,4,21,1,2,32,24,26,0.159,0.784,0.057,-0.4114,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518633835838009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575044026425355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698279829760965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643501910949284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726946945194342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27682821392392964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832209235492528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714069370344911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938050882954932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sinnersmadness,2019/10/24,"I can't remember You know, I can't remember the last time I messaged more than two people in a day. I can't remember the last time someone asked me to hang out. I can't remember the last time I felt happy. I can't remember the last time someone messaged me first because they wanted to have an interesting or fun conversation. I can't remember the last time I spoke to someone and they ever made the effort to try and become closer. 

I wish I didn't have to do everything in order to have some friends.


I can't remember the last time I didn't feel alone.",3.778369565217393,4.6377716521739165,5.510163043478261,81.16089673913045,71.6086956521739,9.228260869565217,29.15760869565217,9.516144504307137,2.5408478260869565,440,17,91,10,8,151,52,115,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.9454,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,2,1,4,0,0,9,0,13,0,0,1,1,19,21,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,10,0,0,1,9,0,0,2,5,3,18,4,10,16,2,21,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,15,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475326966667537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552829186330506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576981951573316,0.10104055424451434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900175114837278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275551631124757,0.0,0.0,0.08222290171817842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046258736549880684,0.0,0.08784217180488597,0.0,0.0,0.07781906542078174,0.0,0.0,0.07068287445793671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738995054284398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027903702791104,0.4474462458493619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656751176870768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342578653859336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7254610733751305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232550721366611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32008194288874203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062113883110733965,0.0,0.08936981544584659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053961590140994616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520589994165444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ileumi,2019/10/24,"I wish having a high libido wouldn't make this loneliness so much worse Not the most wholesome post on here, but I really wanted to vent. I feel like my libido ruins so much of my life for me. That may sound overblown, but I swear, i ruined a lot of relationships just because I wasn't thinking with my damn brain. Dont ask how, but yeah. It also makes me feel like a horrible person, because there's this guy whose been pursuing me, and I almost want to come on to him, even though I don't like him in the same way.

 I used to crave just the presence of other people around me, but whenever I become like this, it just turns so much worse cause I start to want more. It does sound kind of stupid, but it just makes being alone feel so much worse.",4.136470588235292,4.631878888888892,4.567849673202616,89.56432352941178,70.56862745098039,7.688627450980393,22.48954248366013,7.554174236665415,0.6174083660130725,582,11,129,6,10,184,92,153,0.223,0.664,0.114,-0.9717,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,15,9,2,0,6,1,8,2,1,6,0,34,24,13,0,5,10,0,3,4,0,2,1,2,0,2,10,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,5,20,5,15,19,8,9,0,2,0,0,7,5,1,4,5,88,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939663572423685,0.1338344712692046,0.0,0.10333836249075402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503450441754938,0.12080463038743465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754441686126147,0.14271496067241132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425389609298891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274604489166544,0.0,0.11131285394280928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308257878730175,0.0,0.1514465998891444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534956190294136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601477298398964,0.18463168729316368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794957099782414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652957730156515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456427537225796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127294545664406,0.2525243311206906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985947238459418,0.0,0.0,0.2587690029823774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37997059404769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958589646655213,0.1128312028826599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375844768920352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278258228098223,0.0,0.0,0.13873549848225936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146362122731608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279989993580085,0.12695943771267104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405558519614563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160586014520688,0.0,0.0,0.2286545122116924,0.10256998774269144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485983126769518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950631514274172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,unopooo,2019/10/24,Roller coaster emotions on a daily basis I stay in a hostel amongst so many people yet I feel there is this huge vacuum that just can't be filled. I am lonely most of the time. I have no clise friends. I only talk to people during classes. People don't involve me much in anything. I tried a lot to fit in initially but didn't work out. I am still that money person who doesn't get invited to events. It sucks. I have cried many times over this. But now I think I need to accept that this us how things will be and I need to live with it. I just wanted to type this out..,0.13547815820543008,2.302932140495873,1.9212101534828816,96.68233471074379,87.09917355371903,4.448878394332938,16.08087367178276,5.773587663045528,-0.6879308146399059,443,9,100,3,14,145,82,121,0.08800000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.08,-0.2471,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,8,4,1,0,4,0,12,0,0,1,0,17,19,5,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,11,4,0,0,3,1,1,1,5,2,0,0,1,1,14,2,15,15,3,17,0,1,0,0,6,9,1,2,6,71,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228695789840905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662583300135715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218346123235624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971525927295832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236389228078262,0.0,0.10303404182753846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413996931492473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766081870750088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998798040035387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449719798848789,0.2924573084809519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499870281107725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101615751524537,0.1721960923390682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019953136533354,0.15749209405633846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850986069679146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101750558813113,0.12636415150016927,0.0,0.0,0.2299893764523599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389258809864835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23721924772239045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631951827928315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435711679643921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mr3000rounds,2019/10/24,"TFW you literally call all 4 of your “friends” Called everyone that technically is a “friend” and no one answered, no one invites me to hangout, fuck WE ALL HAVE A XBOX AND ARE GAMERS yet no one even wants to play video games with me. Wtf no contact with them for idk a month. Before that the last time I even saw one of them, we got some burgers and that was it, this is not meant to sound conceded but whenever I meet new people they literally all the same things, “dude your fucking hilarious”, “your so fun to hangout with” but no one calls no one wants to hang out irl or online, no one wants anything to do with me just fucking OMEGA SIGH",6.111294642857143,5.549309593750002,6.1070535714285725,83.84687500000003,66.34375,9.501785714285717,31.566964285714285,8.841846274778883,2.1785433035714283,500,17,109,7,7,158,83,128,0.14300000000000002,0.736,0.121,0.1891,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,4,3,0,5,8,3,0,5,0,6,3,0,0,3,25,15,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,0,2,6,0,1,8,3,1,7,4,2,14,4,14,11,5,7,0,0,1,3,17,1,3,2,5,76,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127283391641105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656554777947302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41963605044970775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809567779100114,0.0,0.0,0.13089661245728726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116710886421815,0.3799258456997561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956073625641263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166240136446144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934143538734392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230255811417907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6497798847921337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496929339369267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100784189706827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987801598047603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423948223159378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Collector420,2019/10/24,"I tried I tried making friends early on in high school, but I failed
I tried making better friends in a sports club but these ""friendships"" didn't last long
I tried to get a girlfriend since 2016 but I never succeeded
I tried to make my parents proud of me only to realize I am like the unwanted male shadow of my older, smarter, more social sister
I tried to visualize the good things in life but the images blurred and were tossed in the trash bin in the middle of my lost mind
I tried to look for friends online, only to be crushed by the loneliness
I tried to park a car today, I saw a man who I felt sorry for, so when he greeted me I greeted him back and then I almost fucked up the whole car and my driving teacher gave me some serious feedback
I tried to be a helpful person but I only get taken advantage of
I tried to be open and empathetic only to be called gay
I tried to improve my way of thinking, overthink every single action in order to harm nobody and yet I feel like this suffering won't end
I tried to love everybody only to realize that there is noone out there, who would lose a damn tear if I was slaughtered the very next day
I tried to live a ""good"" life for 17 years, I am done with this bullshit...

Maybe you will do better than me...",9.5660546875,5.7589609960937524,9.236187500000003,74.44006250000002,62.0859375,11.958750000000002,37.709375,9.120678840339163,3.2143434375,989,31,203,11,10,322,145,256,0.151,0.642,0.20600000000000002,0.9555,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,8,6,21,2,0,15,0,15,5,0,3,1,29,30,14,1,3,6,2,2,2,4,3,2,0,0,3,7,8,0,0,5,2,0,4,3,8,0,0,9,4,35,13,35,14,4,33,0,4,2,3,19,12,2,4,17,130,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385510088729085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643921097721803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481252534130368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550952111132394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400639452862425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569671586803725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417018845240479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055589707099748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04234226150722386,0.059825005025455374,0.08040505399265087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409562242278428,0.07741774589858415,0.08750304366687818,0.0,0.0,0.14047693673825296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056130219199651735,0.08847758223885188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682605685802002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829831597566792,0.08182381691804237,0.0,0.07394535373375988,0.07410866749271637,0.07032184050655528,0.09368541329873524,0.09141383224798556,0.0,0.07558004991322333,0.0,0.16769447466806542,0.0,0.08412967772308327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455512876387487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458667282359555,0.0,0.08906012562906182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184462444997087,0.0,0.0,0.09298511994602957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311992192071833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475095472607051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927190443787729,0.0,0.0,0.08536400003693295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374184833453074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563418802784235,0.05365822630327986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937723089247051,0.0,0.0,0.7391155101670848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909557771756338,0.0,0.06647017228872629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349448901979378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059487619289819285,0.0,0.0,0.053926835136430026
lonely,vviice,2019/10/24,"leaving the sub lurked for awhile before this. found hope. Its out there guys, never stop fighting to find it. Best of luck troopers, we're all gonna make it someday.",1.8515625,4.5714260312500015,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,85.5625,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-0.5730249999999999,131,4,26,0,4,38,31,32,0.0,0.639,0.361,0.9201,0,0,0,0,2,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288649949794008,0.0,0.3559888764298153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100395537827425,0.0,0.0,0.3719355646840011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358796362875165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369204999362688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591834009128321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264309756997472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26162621112463025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836018462748935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SuperSadMF,2019/10/24,"I should be fine but i feel completely broken and useless I dropped out of sixth form a couple of weeks ago after deciding it wasn't for me. it was only eating away at me slowly as it went on. since then i have just been sat at home staring at my monitor, listening to music until something happens to which nothing has. i have just continually been feeling more lonely as time goes and it feels like it's starting to spiral out of control. what went from a feeling i would get once a week has turned into something i experience daily. i shouldn't feel this because compared to many i have what can be considered a decent life, i have a somewhat close and fun family, a great and supportive group of friends and financially we are comfortable but i just don't feel like that's the case at all. it has started make me want something horrific to happen just to feel like me feeling this way is somewhat justified and i know that just shouldn't be the [case.](https://case.it) it has gotten to the point in which i get too scared to leave the house and how myself in public despite enjoying it. when i do i truly hate to say it and this will be the first time i have ever mentioned it to anyone but i have had some thoughts regarding suicide/self harm, i would never do it but it's just been there. it began with thoughts of self harm, which may sound really petty because i haven't actually done it but the fact that i have seriously considered it completely broke me, this led to my fear of knives and blades. it then gradually progressed to me getting seriously harmed in incidents that were out of my control such as a road accident etc. but then led to me being the one ending my own life whilst i get progressively worse. it might be a little deeper than just being lonely but i have dreams of finding the one person that will change everything, give me purpose and all of that. this is the first time i have explained properly how i fell and i am sorry if i went off on a tangent or if its not the right place to be posting this but i just needed to let this out. i suppose the message im trying to give is that i need someone i talk to about it or just someone to talk to. thank you.",4.686743471582184,5.727588488479262,5.413751152073734,82.01538863287253,69.64516129032259,8.36731182795699,28.982795698924733,8.648137234880735,2.1132045468509983,1740,63,340,28,30,565,209,434,0.157,0.732,0.111,-0.9796,0,4,3,0,0,1,32.0,1,1,0,6,17,23,1,2,20,0,49,3,0,7,5,80,86,33,0,10,22,0,8,3,1,9,2,3,1,2,38,19,1,2,14,1,0,6,7,12,0,4,16,12,45,11,54,52,9,53,0,4,1,0,16,22,0,9,25,263,83,0,0.0,0.0,0.08427315771292675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655134449317218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038366984681073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113638303070564,0.0,0.0,0.10528632912789562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135553773881556,0.0,0.18108988476033824,0.0,0.19371615617383908,0.0,0.09555371915776203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837443393554352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836601035599517,0.0,0.0,0.07648774346810902,0.0,0.09631223428270744,0.0,0.07811594696874467,0.0,0.0,0.07761319264901463,0.08447490230074664,0.08141083670815485,0.097176997653645,0.34932245459803685,0.1850829719935949,0.0,0.0,0.07892984137206517,0.14691250223620084,0.0,0.0,0.06672014046759299,0.0,0.18047440612789545,0.16568533223325788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521023373997554,0.0,0.0,0.15273256356095605,0.0,0.0,0.08526085567835798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662432798041428,0.0,0.0,0.09964578211767876,0.0,0.0,0.09328168823947736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04746021492198746,0.0,0.0,0.09144087749976232,0.0,0.08830712284652087,0.121994718280412,0.12657078096865398,0.08655361566641563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05764477717648488,0.08755367263820801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161241599038417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806704010071027,0.06660477700632962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286303362857499,0.0,0.0,0.0919686774868395,0.11703711900908985,0.06567931177175462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540465983673432,0.09022595126296684,0.0,0.08163642389985441,0.0,0.08270729560183414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532328201619526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374944130218676,0.0,0.06867551644727506,0.08645963564984728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801808985469137,0.0,0.0,0.07143640547161009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634206578241532,0.1994483123248891,0.0,0.09667094822388167,0.12224957405185286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799827572925464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882291943158018,0.0,0.07950703913373286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711754824398248,0.15106850389471516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058631557331501265,0.09393293640800857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050936310975926574,0.06854712914156366,0.13854269744053885,0.0,0.0,0.2401647834795897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800639594466522,0.12269279231204935,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Helpmeihavehugedebt,2019/10/24,"A good day I had a really great day yesterday. One of my school friends, who I hold in really high regard asked me to one of her college events that she was organizing, even though I came after the event due to some sudden engagements and had to to wait for about an hour to meet her(she is part of 2 committees so she's busy). I wondered what I'm going to talk about since I didn't talk much to people during the school and she just invited me when we accidentally met on the train after one year of no contact. Anyways it turned out to be great day for me that i'll remember, even though we didn't do much, i felt really good when i came home. Lately the weeks have been stressful, I am kind of used to my loneliness( i have some really good friends, don't worry), I have made attempts to hang out with some old classmates to some events to make my mom less worried about me but it all felt boring and I felt that i couldn't fit in that type of group and my friends were also having a hard time doing what they wanted to do just to include me. So ,just when i thought this month was the worst, I had a really great day, still have a lot of exams and submissions ahead of me, but i feel confident. I hope you all also find some days like these. Thank you for reading.",8.353291536050152,5.322690111111111,8.131069313827933,79.0276802507837,63.59770114942529,11.789759665621734,33.30581678857541,9.800150414767053,2.69028429118774,993,25,220,15,11,320,140,261,0.073,0.774,0.153,0.9711,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,2,1,2,19,17,0,1,11,0,22,0,0,3,2,41,42,16,0,3,5,1,5,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,11,12,0,2,8,1,0,4,5,3,0,3,17,5,35,14,37,23,13,36,0,0,0,0,21,7,0,8,26,156,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254210333296933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916239800737122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21816632156337187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30754370889524024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598807816784427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482242751459436,0.0,0.274723784855317,0.0,0.08717067769221026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210585917510011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05420359623903785,0.23998712661234686,0.0,0.31545257613876754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543692884754456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007685257766949,0.095668523380024,0.09472852076294536,0.09392479203725768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931799335700572,0.0,0.0,0.10758672912714927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046595223307496166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108409396411549,0.0,0.09024577447618674,0.06366330154147586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117016059190786,0.07612711426269733,0.0,0.14022264390414174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007962324606308,0.0,0.19388493886122876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328142267053493,0.0,0.06612075489971203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540043286668536,0.0,0.3054971289487357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804085584503532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930484208498951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889487383487488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616629723935701,0.0,0.1092513085686938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331701870548586,0.0,0.0878081390018032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741016598162893,0.0757167973237088,0.05561370973484688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374020246293514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237305217778301,0.0,0.0,0.056254423798755344,0.0,0.07650376977365153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342971038538197,0.0,0.193715118784392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141813032176999
lonely,eromisu,2019/10/24,I'm sad first day at work.. and not a single person! not even my family asked how it went,-0.4160000000000004,1.231961400000003,2.4700000000000024,95.165,85.0,6.0,10.0,7.1686216300943375,-1.015,68,0,17,1,2,24,19,20,0.166,0.8340000000000001,0.0,-0.5255,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,11,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989862307815584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27524092656760624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818873737976676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023347815175237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630229824395957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37265207640074266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956338394107392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107044598193348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,peepeepoopooking69,2019/10/24,"Really need help Long story short,after all the shit Iv been through emotionally and physically ruined me entirely and One of the many things I can’t do anymore is keep normal convos and have hangouts with friends,and lately the past 3 months my friends kept having these mini parties,always asking me to come but I’d give some lame excuse saying how I can’t come because I wasn’t in the mood too,there’s another big party later this month and I fucking hate the feeling of being left out I already know for a fact no ones gonna notice I’m even there I’m such a loser when it comes to stuff like this I hate seeing pictures of people hanging out I can’t even do that even more with people I used to like a lot and I fucking *hate* it,I don’t know what to do and I don’t wanna cut myself just cause I feel bad for being left out.",2.6372571428571447,4.0748499542857175,4.119285714285713,87.7932142857143,75.17142857142858,6.142857142857142,22.214285714285715,6.5431188927421005,0.4678571428571425,662,17,137,5,14,220,112,175,0.175,0.7120000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.9464,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,15,7,0,8,0,15,4,1,3,2,32,37,9,0,3,2,0,2,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,8,14,0,2,4,1,0,4,7,11,0,2,3,4,15,3,17,31,4,18,0,3,1,2,6,7,3,2,9,85,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155101274759452,0.0,0.10673233162995012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450406367974088,0.0,0.0,0.12721106067098906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199167258890512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710151319134673,0.07819323891606128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177037193919736,0.0,0.33148413975635804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428839976188915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254166748078479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297160532491784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910239871233968,0.2371702429663285,0.0,0.12304990472661058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799252484231187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597781794611861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140137823959504,0.0,0.0,0.14098954556178306,0.0,0.14469606688879508,0.0,0.2787351589098905,0.0,0.0,0.12533414860919762,0.0,0.0,0.11351641972489825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905201393364343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300473727080326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047704973796162,0.0,0.0,0.09511184164948186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567903322137336,0.0,0.14603818281601133,0.0,0.0,0.17384044983862135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244985372906528,0.17785489439686006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217413683514667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020068058165949,0.0,0.0,0.10221593903769044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316690587078723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684040996357253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521801906427688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078556588205593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rmys4,2019/10/24,"I check frequently on social media just to realize no one is messaging Ask me how my day was, tell me something that has happened to you during the day, even if it's just your parents visiting you or something like that. I feel like I am happier when i sleep bc i imagine someone who cares for me and hugs me although it's just me hugging my blanket.

Yeah its nighttime here and I feel kinda sad don't judge please and have a good one",4.2445318352059935,4.9972287528089945,5.177022471910113,84.36568352059928,70.46067415730337,8.18052434456929,31.687265917603,8.344100000000001,2.3062569288389514,345,15,70,5,6,113,65,89,0.071,0.698,0.231,0.9385,1,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,1,6,3,1,1,0,14,11,8,0,1,5,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,1,2,16,6,4,10,0,6,0,1,0,2,10,1,0,3,6,50,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194111704725916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23929049532322616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30272189464714955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501597261949904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373409619173554,0.16766846802726598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685374674054815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754287664314752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293234079120284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31807520003392864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26060461848768024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576281866201268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348677341277508,0.2392452972595981,0.1988590553203249,0.3613643396572983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051366046395268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cvpharm,2019/10/24,"No more social media I’m really sad so ima start doing this thing where I stop using my phone at 3 pm every day and never pick it up unless texted first. It resets when I wake up. I bet I’ll barely get any texts 
😳✌️",-1.8797435897435903,-0.21827923076923209,2.0861538461538487,95.54217948717951,91.30769230769228,4.235897435897436,8.666666666666666,5.46131890053228,-1.6949717948717948,168,0,42,1,6,63,45,52,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.7778,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,7,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,5,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567288937878981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434713953703301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180797915027701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211212561601278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972404224228859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29116936044218394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418511909541763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848376175597001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672130430496352,0.0,0.0,0.31562651098726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508098070174792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260590507066658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,happiness-begins,2019/10/24,i can not do this i’m so sick and tired of being me. i had to sit through a whole bus ride of being called a whore and undateable..ugly and making nasty comments about me liking my crush. little do they know you actually have to get guy’s attention to have sex with like 59 guys. not even my own brother stood up for me.,0.7433193277310934,2.7705458529411806,2.601512605042018,93.71323529411768,83.11764705882355,5.650420168067227,18.537815126050425,6.868970318607317,0.006287394957983139,250,6,57,3,7,83,53,68,0.222,0.71,0.068,-0.9137,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,1,0,9,13,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,9,2,10,9,2,4,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,2,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.2828843627662481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960033419545017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914652385797633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145210159033726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5740602433351801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931232458014585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832447538524033,0.29053930192475763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349940717684735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333178301820482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236444415138058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tinatime22,2019/10/24,"Lonely in Las Vegas? Second time Redditor here. I'm hoping to make a short documentary film about loneliness and social isolation, set in either Las Vegas or Reno. Hopefully anyone who sees it will be able to relate a little and realize that these thoughts can take over no matter where you are (even if you are surrounded by a bunch of people and living in cities that are built for social recreation). Maybe if we can all realize that it's really pretty normal to feel lonely (or weird), we can stop the cycle of these defeating thoughts and start to get better. There's some research that says the two largest groups which are vulnerable to feeling isolated are adolescents and elderly folks, but if you live in these areas, please reach out no matter where you are in life, if you are willing to share your story. I've felt so dark and alone at times in life, and climbing out can seem impossible, but I hope we can use this film to give people a hand to at least start the process. If you think you can share your story, please email me at: [t2themax@yahoo.com](mailto:t2themax@yahoo.com), and maybe we can chat a little. Thanks for reading!",10.781238095238097,8.578519790476193,9.355714285714287,69.5459523809524,58.23809523809525,12.38095238095238,35.23809523809524,10.746095033038511,3.5065238095238094,916,25,163,16,9,282,125,210,0.091,0.753,0.155,0.9418,0,6,0,0,0,0,32.0,4,9,0,3,7,11,0,0,8,0,17,3,1,2,1,44,37,18,0,9,10,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,12,14,0,1,9,4,0,1,2,4,0,2,3,6,15,7,26,31,5,26,0,3,1,0,23,19,0,12,5,110,27,2,0.13372591235057554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849971557015753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350426719785468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826970235308472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832470390843862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523167859708374,0.0,0.1283978468800051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986626986968468,0.12828208036383631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984600131891047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889091332765548,0.0,0.26805699046595466,0.23616486115569096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926308489273646,0.0,0.2686913058808454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102300140397324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854174199225167,0.0,0.0,0.2935817892462572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360473281938341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376210048162274,0.0,0.08566824369946452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634421286628426,0.0,0.0,0.1065622385911715,0.12173904820994147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272633454280341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930377809046187,0.0,0.0,0.11180085057506063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054524369249987,0.0,0.0,0.12311685344946785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568616501856846,0.0,0.2123268741539934,0.15595330977384178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063078523147198,0.0,0.0,0.11549625249373767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TSTN97,2019/10/24,"Daydreaming about a girl that doesn’t even know I exist. How do I stop? There’s this girl that I’ve only seen once at my school and that I haven’t even spoken to that I cannot get out of my head. It’s not so much the girl I’m so obsessed with but rather what she represents. A girlfriend, companionships, someone that actually cares about me. But it’s getting to an unhealthy level and making me feel worse. I catch myself day dreaming and soon enough I’m visualizing us getting married and enacting all the things I want out of life with a companion. I can’t stop and I need to because as soon as I realize I’m daydreaming I realize none of this is real and I’m even lonelier than when I started. How do I stop? How can I feel not so lonely? Any tips would be much appreciated.",1.3554183412495426,3.6084152981366486,3.421541834124956,87.39999269272926,82.35403726708074,6.769601753744976,23.13518450858605,7.928766900206844,1.2623332846181956,617,22,131,12,17,209,92,161,0.135,0.779,0.085,-0.7797,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,16,3,0,1,6,0,10,2,1,4,1,32,26,17,0,4,5,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,11,10,0,3,5,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,3,20,1,16,23,5,13,0,1,1,0,8,4,0,0,8,92,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.17238075663722802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012515774965653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768160094610364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010210041717767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139218860209515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825222654102525,0.0,0.3500185274296637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863478321029694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27687031843481896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128948717439614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707987668252203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247701071945068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791240028902646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25970988178863275,0.13098057478783873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812194347945727,0.0,0.1343470419987691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010615199554412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877491524365566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967135866298634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503076095370255,0.0,0.0,0.4430512342756671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735557766250858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124830702901795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041902316779157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800170959955596,0.12548406246228236,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nilay1998,2019/10/24,"Is it weird that i came to like my solitude more than company ... I'm in college now and I'm kinda a introvert and my classmates really don't care my company . 
I have a limited group of friends but most of the time they are busy with their life and i wont blame them . Just months ago i took some time thinking about my life and stuff and the 1st i did was get away from social medias like fb and insta ... I'm concentrating on a new hobby of reading books ... 
Just months ago i hated my loneliness and wanted love maybe .... Now it's like solitude has grown into me ... Is it weird or wrong ?",1.804795454545456,3.6834661916666716,3.4145454545454537,90.01227272727274,78.75,7.03030303030303,21.74242424242424,8.00094639256281,0.9463333333333336,453,13,99,8,11,150,81,120,0.15,0.713,0.13699999999999998,-0.2021,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,1,5,10,1,0,5,0,9,3,0,0,0,20,20,9,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,1,2,0,3,2,4,0,0,4,0,15,6,12,15,3,16,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,4,12,62,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347852380832278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434348995573765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244092131386074,0.200046714980601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158949764224122,0.0,0.1025103678232576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937143745539268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27717444731874913,0.2875713535486894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770850108071699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711689666652868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31322205348257465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894985134716708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626068697754248,0.0,0.1256956066036536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000892942568352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461074877279524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572190142398176,0.0,0.0,0.2288204476636547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799385236685653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572832039135313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145221989374863,0.0,0.0
lonely,17TheUltimatePorker,2019/10/24,"F24Videocall or phonecall(SFW) Would anyone like to video chat while I do random things around my house, we can make something like an hour long 20 or 30 mins long. You could always hang up before.  SFW
You might need to tell me what app to download.",3.112127659574469,5.822049148936178,2.1355744680851068,96.49400000000004,78.78723404255321,4.611063829787233,17.910638297872342,5.6839178017228535,-0.5011923404255323,198,4,39,1,5,56,41,47,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.6124,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,7,3,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,5,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,7,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22122200991894775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589985682238644,0.0,0.0,0.2366773206643489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262325884078069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122725590400721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618246918881969,0.3067739452674154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597776310456467,0.0,0.0,0.4705665124493189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774677797963103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820420663230828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971364483045436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046768207294366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323788124343871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662971632693591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886374893917987,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MalcolmTheSmartBoi,2019/10/24,"Nobody asks how I am Nobody ever seems to do stuff showing they care about me. No hugs, no affection, nothing besides laughing at the jokes that I say a lot. Despite much of my humor being driven by self-Anger and thus being aimed at myself most of the time, nobody seems to pick up on the fact that I want affection and to feel cared for, and instead they just laugh along. It's been so long since anyone has asked how I was without me explicitly saying that I don't feel well, and it just seems like I push people away by being myself",10.517499999999998,6.132787231481483,9.799259259259262,72.89666666666669,60.944444444444436,11.911111111111113,36.25925925925926,8.07648339933343,2.8344925925925915,423,10,84,3,4,136,75,108,0.073,0.698,0.22899999999999998,0.9562,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,10,9,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,6,3,25,20,7,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,3,4,13,9,16,14,3,10,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,5,4,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755411435926226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410809871915875,0.0,0.17139202546070734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719839705271771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501167382193466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18447668233437767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912246148213382,0.0,0.0,0.1614382489814042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508915996477324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410159124893972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750393921805151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646885267252636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901395261606408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4982120156452566,0.19030654311764664,0.0,0.0,0.15090184906046494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088302178810805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637207747698636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759756821248323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401981377525898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584886409239078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,StrangelyBroken,2019/10/24,"27m Slow day at work for 12 hours If you need someone to talk to I'll be here all day. Been through my own share of loneliness over the years and it comes and goes. Have a lot of interests if you want to talk or I'll just listen if you need someone to do that as well. Message me if you'd like, I'll be here lol",-0.5217261904761905,1.0038228194444443,1.5325396825396815,102.395,84.69444444444444,5.2253968253968255,18.61904761904762,6.1826913282559595,-0.5343952380952381,241,6,66,2,7,80,51,72,0.037000000000000005,0.79,0.17300000000000001,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,1,14,11,8,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,4,11,7,3,8,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,6,6,40,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22946107718078695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435835715022506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623286915597398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013884511280774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264650665127461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950318525691083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45140246318925603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282091239009204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711665758834764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395058303524197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939263708302176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153871108880778
lonely,quackdoctor853,2019/10/24,"It's me again, your 2nd choice dispensable friend Soo this is something that just happened a few hours ago

We are in a car going to F1's house to study. Her parents, us and her sister were there.

F1 and F2 were talking and laughing
Me: was feeling left out and decided to ask ""hey what are you guys talking about?""
F1 and F2: oh we'll tell you later (they never did)
F1's sister: why are you guys not letting her join the convo?
F1 and F2 talks to me for a bit then proceeds talking to each other again

Felt so humiliated that her sister noticed that i was being left out. Also felt sad that i was being left out. I felt like a loser. I regretted ever joining that study group. Would have had a better night if decided to stay home. 

But then i keep on thinking ""maybe they left me out of the convo cuz they knew i dont know the person they were talking about"" but another part of my brain reasons out that they still could have let me in on their convo even if i dont know the person they were talking about.",1.9244698703279963,3.838251154589377,3.1951792524790257,91.55945080091534,78.51690821256041,5.517315026697179,21.522756165776762,6.339386263674448,0.24780772946859875,787,22,167,6,19,255,114,207,0.05,0.904,0.046,-0.1931,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,3,4,7,2,12,7,0,0,9,0,24,1,1,2,2,37,36,15,0,5,6,4,4,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,10,13,0,1,11,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,13,4,31,4,21,16,4,28,0,3,0,0,37,13,0,2,13,121,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016543292712527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134255168039731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106658492383748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509108383056107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995987149002173,0.1110479417523212,0.0,0.0,0.11354911879015388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121225203739517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384216777076452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718270913776524,0.0920082883400884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143085754817694,0.0,0.2929910258107489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858582223537175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05780776234235108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143041442729245,0.08994745818456247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202982176324787,0.0,0.10017014428710752,0.11736704487017685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904101913996849,0.0,0.0,0.11180132376739876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420605743847311,0.20802377841229336,0.0,0.04969348497413145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021877744959782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844994223878055,0.0,0.0,0.09545393140307527,0.0,0.0,0.11580477186700824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294400175646027,0.11014892646215632,0.0,0.0,0.1776296378310685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458137863512736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830623810472767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084161264100105,0.08123083180481933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905346358171001,0.08890459873341153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517574865057707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235228014499655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178321123841053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225639738333077,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,neolisour,2019/10/24,"I'm scared This is a post I rewrite again and again just to come to term with myself. 
I'm freelancer which mean I stay home a lot. I know I will be depress if I didnt go out do any extra activities and spend time with my friend. So I started going to gym and swimming almost every night. It does help in term of my physical but I still feel empty. Everytime I lay down on bed, how I wish I have someone hold me. I feel in need of someone to be intimate with me. 

Seems like no issues if u ask people around me, 'just find a men and get married!' 
But issues for me is that I dont want a man. I prefer a woman. In place I living rn, its a big issues. Like ""you will go to jail"" issues. 

As I said, I need to come to term with myself. Accepting who am I. But its hard with all this loneliness. I afraid to touch any of my friend because I'm scare they knows. Honestly, I just need a hug. But seems like I still cant accepting myself to touch others, I'm scared of my own thought. I scared of my own reaction and I'm scared, that I will be needing more when there is no more.",0.4987012987012989,2.202650363636369,2.6547835497835517,94.7307467532468,82.16017316017316,5.758441558441558,19.158008658008658,6.782984794422108,-0.0029497835497838128,818,20,195,9,22,277,121,231,0.157,0.7,0.14300000000000002,-0.3455,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,0,12,16,0,6,7,0,15,1,0,1,1,46,43,15,0,9,9,0,5,3,2,3,0,1,2,3,10,14,0,1,12,2,1,6,5,7,0,0,3,6,36,9,28,34,10,28,0,1,0,1,11,9,0,6,14,127,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023312419223358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898910047324922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097318206985926,0.09553639310886222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062295730275788636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605994965993818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801843530395184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894295331738481,0.0,0.11976910036980512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610176955035954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334341405559587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340228972846196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790767553432236,0.0,0.05339147550756298,0.0,0.17423542414523185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154459954877067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849762243794337,0.0,0.10250762498584598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266505739891568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232488670089824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977859513823827,0.0,0.09023803921162447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688059147075927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131782497400457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030984118609061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590093988790706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084756101144099,0.0,0.10676963610207263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787237187067382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720867344037566,0.0,0.5115636746764313,0.0,0.0,0.18606481848647907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731751108334092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233252934683725,0.10892383654499932,0.16322246770671384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112960032169464,0.05958939367053859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060275910767968774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751657837691235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UtopianSoldier,2019/10/24,"Should I aggresively try to find love, or wait for it to happen? I just need some advice. To give you background, I am from a non-dating country and recently started working as digital nomad / remote worker. I started travelling different countries and working around 2 months now.

Now I have a choice. Should I aggresively visit countries with dating culture so I have a better chance of falling in love, or should I visit the countries I want. I know it's a stupid question. I just can't decide. I feel so lonely at times. I never had a partner or anyone. But I am worried if I try to chase it, I will become more desperate and miserable.",2.7200126103404827,5.336985049180331,4.415901639344263,80.11781210592687,79.65573770491805,6.376796973518286,27.417402269861284,7.61054688173877,2.0235339218158885,504,22,85,8,13,169,78,122,0.14,0.731,0.129,-0.0915,1,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,4,7,6,1,1,6,0,10,2,0,0,1,25,21,11,0,6,7,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,5,1,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,1,17,3,12,16,2,16,0,2,0,2,9,3,0,6,9,65,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208660863574648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460226061141745,0.0,0.0,0.18409952642522348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283989208856631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290145289206555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21606630652856335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456638513639728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901523410313276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838537183864327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287621484352135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136541449738598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37329761455967175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650690886534832,0.0,0.0,0.15334264674005946,0.1595000990676506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316679621258105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419413566495528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927540643277824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058915501370608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808128672805666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197843776323837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011117486592805,0.21001963903293147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dollerina,2019/10/24,"My relationships are falling apart One friend ghosted. Another one's starting to distance themselves from me. So now I'm hyper-focused on these issues while ignoring the ones that are fine, to the point where I start to neglect the people who are actually there for me.

By the time I'm done freaking out, the few friends I've had have started to slowly detach themselves too. So now instead of regaining the friendships I've lost, I just started losing more and more.

It hurts. I just want to feel okay and safe with someone for once.",5.790127298444131,7.123405099009903,5.5757567185289965,80.7860396039604,67.31683168316832,7.751626591230551,34.23055162659123,7.957251820313856,2.6031007072135792,429,20,76,5,7,133,72,101,0.162,0.6890000000000001,0.14800000000000002,-0.3774,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,10,11,0,0,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,11,15,5,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,3,3,1,6,5,13,12,3,14,0,4,0,0,4,5,0,0,8,54,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.185628932811272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994640311166332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946628357648316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961818036339302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29392961669259193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363625689198814,0.0,0.0,0.19854202661454776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128094179316624,0.20764944879481112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025798951559564,0.3866974269844649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318757709606813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798209852143003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422691007834404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117422340530033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5385595742165268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091979906143537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219768315806188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,oopsurlate,2019/10/24,"Happy Birthday to Me I hate Birthdays, mine especially. I thought last year’s was bad. I was alone with my two toddlers and the longer the day dragged on the more I realized how little people cared. If I didn’t have these two babies I don’t think I could do it any longer. Here’s to a long day. Not even 6 and I’m already marinating in my loneliness. I don’t have many people in my life, but I feel as though those I do have just don’t care. Sometimes I feel like the only real love I receive is from my babies; I’m grateful for that.",1.5399999999999991,3.1632742280701787,3.243719298245612,92.11136842105265,78.64912280701755,5.963508771929827,22.803508771929828,6.742157984588678,0.4640624561403514,418,13,95,4,10,139,74,114,0.08199999999999999,0.726,0.192,0.9465,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,5,0,13,2,0,1,0,15,23,7,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,4,2,18,5,9,18,1,10,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,6,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889938606772147,0.2013708061244839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409240390641173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523628664314169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721002828722685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456951337197714,0.0,0.0,0.23536852660545265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052607267898598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845343647003856,0.1303634820460207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942529562199212,0.0,0.18016085286611827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874525130035052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889075716923498,0.08915032838855083,0.18289252545076,0.0,0.16148872766547184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646949879186381,0.0,0.0,0.18500570054757706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878397924010702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253016794176835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077017654898273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047701717260067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692557682749136,0.17928530710493593,0.14486844072817284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565121606576292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751089700895853
lonely,JustJanexoxo,2019/10/24,"Who needs 💘 love anyways I want to kill myself...
Im worthless and lonely. 
No guy wants me 
Im hurt sad and depressed. My heart cant take anymore.",-1.8298924731182813,-0.2840416774193528,0.5088709677419345,100.61663978494623,110.93548387096772,2.066666666666667,18.06989247311828,3.1291,-0.9746817204301071,112,4,25,0,6,37,27,31,0.496,0.381,0.12300000000000001,-0.9485,0,2,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,6,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,6,0,0,0,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607256439988373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264349395307148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603118212289976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115371532398539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28143933403406274,0.0,0.5679531109690108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908593262088633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23727704774436145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493663550304705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976676930180911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101298532011277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ifeelnohappines,2019/10/24,"Just want to write my current problems So my school did this thing “Challenge Day”. Basically students were forced to open up. At the end the two people hosting it said to go to someone who deserves a sorry, and say sorry. Everyone bullied me and hated me for 2 years straight. Then it stopped on the 3rd year and everyone acted like it never happened. You’d think someone would say sorry, but nope. They’re just secretive about hating me I guess. I’m laughing, because I was dumb enough to trust some of the people. Every 2 weeks the guidance councilor speaks to each class for an hour. Next week imma bring it up, I hope everyone enjoys it.",2.8744388398486755,5.529767049180329,3.448688524590164,87.05223833543509,79.327868852459,5.393190416141237,26.59773013871375,6.67199483983844,1.2805831021437577,508,21,91,5,13,159,90,122,0.162,0.677,0.161,0.4118,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,4,10,3,0,7,0,5,0,0,0,1,19,16,6,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,4,4,9,6,14,10,3,21,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,3,13,56,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557650986009435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053577692657123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433815837807102,0.14505373534876306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827919663639636,0.4024274977251313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978320732593949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546483087034618,0.0,0.1241407107626916,0.0,0.0,0.2771993863619629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394325420472099,0.13824951988623435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858431210258019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827244910947108,0.0,0.1492994993904206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946485570236768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432809935096585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353690476584895,0.22327726910331386,0.0,0.14207564860354915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378930548554447,0.0,0.0,0.4714436768224534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736693481955054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326459358641366,0.08995211121331959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713433106124265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828018557503931,0.0,0.2252144340441839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972444702009016,0.0,0.0,0.1808048087224231
lonely,Catstretto,2019/10/24,Currently feeling like ass... Im really lonely and I dont have any guy friends so does anyone wanna like.. Talk or play games??? Im trying to ironically play roblox to sjjsdjd lmao...Currently hugging a teddybear to feel better,1.2685714285714305,3.6228885952380985,3.8765476190476207,76.62053571428574,103.5238095238095,7.814285714285713,24.29761904761905,8.07648339933343,2.9797047619047627,179,8,29,6,8,62,34,42,0.057,0.5720000000000001,0.371,0.9238,2,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,7,4,4,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,1,3,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809571084600481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606329016988032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23534380415669706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328658819859932,0.0,0.3118671897578409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690962862874185,0.190101875837804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558818116704125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634808121609933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5748672735681662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26000601383502336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047045833821806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21388108081172105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806644162661684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IonOmat,2019/10/24,"I'm not in control of my life I feel so bad to say this, so let me explain first:

I'm a student that has to travel around 2 hours and a half to get back home, usually by train. I do it in the weekends, but I still have a hard time getting my homework done or anything school related.
As such, I feel like I'm wasting time not studying enough..

I found that writing poetry helps me feel like i do something with my life, but i'm not sure.

I wish I could work 8 hours and sleep the rest...",5.801714285714287,3.677748600000001,6.422857142857144,86.41714285714286,67.76190476190476,9.542857142857144,33.38095238095238,7.554174236665415,1.9920095238095248,373,13,90,3,5,123,69,105,0.128,0.7759999999999999,0.096,-0.3238,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,5,0,7,3,1,1,1,20,19,8,0,2,6,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,4,4,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,5,13,3,10,15,2,13,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,11,56,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422548063932524,0.15388827410823747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329240475262536,0.14433671887802088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388503234159415,0.1380202279606768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769029524453976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861781450190753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622202378925739,0.2469924293332479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704057632595668,0.0,0.18953973574578506,0.0,0.0,0.18063173851919792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548548716002042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586910183484908,0.0,0.1733996891511688,0.0,0.340478334303409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676821290761335,0.24420213952702444,0.16890816230861114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747077157061394,0.0,0.17495062630748962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729918359329643,0.0,0.0,0.13308145708089647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805180427670066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629250955370275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160026808941764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038857082875327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878851123005947,0.0,0.0,0.12584923007314525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yskgxlhclhvoufyodits,2019/10/24,"Hi all, here’s the rundown. So I’m 14 and I am feeling lonely, so I came here. Here’s a rundown of what’s happening in my life. So I’m the funny guy at school, but when I come home I’m just genuinely sad, and nobody ever wants to hang out with me. I have friends and all, it’s just that they are always with their other friends, and don’t want to hang out with me.

I got friend zoned a few months back, and that wasn’t too great, considering I don’t have a chance with anyone else cos I’m ugly.

I’m doing shit in school, especially in math, which I currently have a D grade in, because I’m just not smart.

I love gaming so much, but I am not allowed to play my PC on weekdays because of reasons irrelevant to this, but since I’m not allowed to play it, I am disconnected from all my friends who are all allowed to play whenever they want.

So yeah, hope you all have a great day, and thanks for reading😊",2.0315120274914094,3.1274769278350547,3.747814432989692,91.2282852233677,76.11340206185567,6.822817869415808,24.273539518900343,7.3011,0.7750306529209623,700,22,165,8,15,235,103,194,0.139,0.6409999999999999,0.22,0.9571,4,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,3,0,15,16,1,0,7,1,13,3,1,5,6,39,31,15,0,4,9,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,9,14,0,0,2,4,0,4,6,3,0,0,3,1,19,13,22,28,7,18,0,2,0,1,13,8,1,1,6,104,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040210129785945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958101307140364,0.16057632149774115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050662628864944,0.0,0.1910679267701614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792438767319672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499885714421667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010702774871655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091795094207842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176058903977326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924143348804773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843203868365978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253418653113924,0.3455647493588933,0.0,0.1551756625130974,0.1385853914349832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720113800312005,0.15565653925830938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069470315767917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144429902971148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509097634393285,0.0,0.1152059131715419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113241649608728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172143812313239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086898570666772,0.12963891895967716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428506774571845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773093738599707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,confuseddotjpeg,2019/10/24,"I don't get how people who claim to love and care about just up and leave when things get rough People claim to care about you and your mental health. Until they're on the receiving end of the bad parts. 

I've lost count of the amount of people who have just outed me from their life after a short time of no contact or have held things against me, when at the end of the day I'm only human.. sometimes we say and do things that are cruel because we're hurting and we're lost. Maybe what we need is some empathy, some understanding, a break in return. Life is fucking hard. 

My dad died at the start of this year and obviously that shocked my system. It's just me and my mum now who also has been battling cancer for the last 2-3 years :/ ... 9 weeks later my best friend of 10 years cut me out of her life completely because ""I spoke to her in a tone"" that she didn't like... MY FUCKING BAD. She didn't even tell me either why or what happened really at the time. She just started ignoring my messages and calls and only after I tried and tried to get an answer she finally told me why. Whatever, you know.. like I know people have every right to cut you out of their lives if you are impacting it negatively. Doesn't mean it doesn't suck HARD when it happens to you. 

I met a guy this year who I thought I had a real connection with. He was there for me and made me feel like I could trust him. In fact.. I had trust issues and issues with opening to people and I told him this and after a few months of seeing each other he pleaded with me to open to him and 'let him in' .. which I did. Because I thought I loved him. And then when we hit a rough patch he just left me. Blocked me on social media and that was it. 

How can someone do that? I don't get it. I would **never** leave someone's life I knew was struggling. No matter what they said or did to me tbh because I understand hurt and lost people lash out and they act out because they don't know what else or how else to do anything. 

I literally can't stop crying at the thought of the people who have left me now. I don't have a lot of friends and I'm scared to reach out and to properly trust anyone because I'm scared they're going to give me a false sense of security and end up leaving. 

I'm feeling so lost and so alone. I don't know what to do, I literally just want to disappear :(",3.241331332533015,3.949648544897965,4.310996398559425,89.82379351740698,72.73469387755101,7.234093637454983,24.20768307322929,7.285733465282438,0.773198079231693,1817,48,411,18,34,593,213,490,0.145,0.748,0.107,-0.9506,0,1,0,0,0,0,54.0,3,6,5,5,22,34,7,3,20,0,36,10,0,4,3,84,85,40,1,5,12,2,6,3,2,1,6,3,0,2,29,38,0,5,14,0,0,4,14,20,0,0,25,10,66,14,60,56,9,61,0,6,1,4,54,24,3,8,34,272,95,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132610172310297,0.0,0.05507342379743401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815385249163221,0.0,0.0566721966994686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500319926763615,0.2518864309707687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227233540883875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032155643563726,0.0,0.14043028981069205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220640630652705,0.0,0.0,0.05498520370461092,0.0,0.07564786460366264,0.04441392807925573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714737335903711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150601463058884,0.0,0.18298885405897505,0.0,0.0,0.04548642421178857,0.0,0.0580239537452877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696430922193163,0.04919905307015824,0.0,0.0754411292466303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641392980745258,0.12733403991912073,0.14392199005533954,0.0660641119414239,0.0391390647145002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818978720408429,0.12179884652657573,0.0,0.12338375012703963,0.0,0.0,0.07320307689735503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744845783825747,0.0,0.0,0.1437598396631554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513914072710341,0.05613631515362973,0.0,0.21876264914005705,0.14964977649634315,0.07042182395173527,0.19457299245761092,0.1009357452433336,0.0,0.0608113844886582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007086406228647,0.058548801577348326,0.12431146090647835,0.06516422253344498,0.0,0.0,0.0691867970142603,0.07501704507408351,0.0,0.0,0.06940237946065209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496949018873347,0.0,0.0,0.05106447963244541,0.053114966601690426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475388126732213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457693891528899,0.0,0.3342090339366311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838644705341774,0.04411837121392748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881258503855837,0.06550889256748825,0.054766308460190566,0.13789703580869414,0.0,0.05487858973793575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702018824120623,0.11670264935676745,0.0,0.0681118531544293,0.0,0.0974897347410678,0.0,0.0,0.05757642756173595,0.0,0.07199540613555168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06019334951310532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725779219570453,0.0,0.0,0.1640196316878146,0.08031454498799283,0.0,0.0,0.13161195531629435,0.0,0.09351320879497382,0.0,0.0,0.14338727608836974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04061991613668415,0.0,0.05524146373737584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428466001123857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489215928558948,0.0,0.0,0.17739399922517265
lonely,aposekoko,2019/10/24,"I wonder if I'm a bad friend. Maybe I am. There's this girl that used to be close with me. She was there when I was in my lowest point. She listened to all my shit. I was very closed person and don't trust people so I rarely talk to people. I was really insecure but yet I opened myself to her. We would always hangout and having lunch together. We would texting so long for days about stuff she likes or my struggle. I liked listened to all her rants and her talk about her favourite bands. There was time my insecurity really get into myself. Makes me wonder if it's okay to be this open to other people, have I been a good friend, did I talk too much, is she really consider me as a friend, am I boring. I kept having this thoughts which kinda destroying me. And then I developed feelings for her.

I was in denial that I had feelings for a long time and since I have this constant overthinking, it became toxic for me. I knew I could've just move on, but I valued our friendship so I decided to being honest with her. I thought that if she decides to leave, it's okay. I asked if we're okay after this (confession), she said, yeah, as long as you never hope for more. Tbh, there was time I imagined if I had chance, but I always knew that I never have. So, I was always mad to myself everytime my mind has a glimpse idea if we could together, that's why it was toxic for me. I trusted her and she said she won't see me at the time because it was a lot for her, and I understand. And then, for the rest of summer break this year, we never meet or talk again. 

New semester started around three months ago, we got to the same class even in same task group. I thought it'll be okay, but I was too naive. I don't blame her but I don't regret my decision to confessed. Everytime I try to talk to her, her respond always cold, just short answers or stickers that got me stuck. She only texts me to do the group's task. I know this would happened, but even with expectations, it's still hard to get through. Maybe she acts like that because she thinks that she would lift my hope. Like ""if with just being friend, she had crush on me, better to act cold"". Something like that.

The worst part is we have the same circle of friends and everyone know how close we were and no ones know about the confession. So, when our friends talk or ask about her, I couldn't help but act that we still close. And I still trust her that she will never talk about the confession.

Also, her birthday is coming, and I was planning to give her a gift because last year, I said I would gift her a present, but I don't know what to do. Her cold act starting to gets me and I started to overthink again. Should I just cut her off ? I'm bad at letting go. Is it best to just focus at myself and try fix it later ? Should I try to confront her ? I don't wanna annoy her. Could it be that she thinks that I lied to her so she despise me ? Idk man. 

I asked my friends opinions, one said that I should preserve the friendship, and one said that I need to cut her off. Idk what to do.",1.7681818181818194,3.603428848484853,2.852472089314194,94.20397129186605,78.69696969696969,5.803508771929827,20.88835725677831,6.678205002080027,0.17719840510366858,2356,62,527,22,57,752,238,627,0.124,0.715,0.161,0.9873,1,0,1,0,0,0,82.0,10,1,0,3,35,41,8,3,17,5,60,2,1,3,6,120,108,49,0,24,24,0,3,5,7,11,0,7,0,3,37,36,1,1,26,2,0,7,12,16,0,4,32,14,122,25,63,55,12,64,4,1,1,0,87,20,1,18,41,384,159,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614677715920765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05065269443614717,0.21081464806768832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056385716411919064,0.17764206482468456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577192246315956,0.11583378643301707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647105389916239,0.05601877231492428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054561499153666884,0.0,0.06844765876649345,0.0,0.1517146672414834,0.0,0.0,0.04084883365853813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367048161258649,0.0,0.0,0.0605237489982484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405285937457562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425523899765565,0.0,0.09927705709375632,0.060761162909945675,0.03599738220002471,0.053126292467464,0.10131700701437443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601104244469792,0.0,0.05673988434565112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04245523159463289,0.0,0.0,0.12582112641045862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150275401336323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923925850266974,0.051630267780456165,0.0,0.06706754278730513,0.0,0.06476908251398007,0.0,0.1547227655060486,0.0,0.0,0.16816078859669434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053849104548285086,0.0,0.0,0.042279707560315336,0.0,0.12726638173319266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395498940447014,0.0,0.05055710355110399,0.0673200229389229,0.04656192998205532,0.0469655471734741,0.1954057683544229,0.06117382771644798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876175625390499,0.04817265727250218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859066748334883,0.0,0.131735212271665,0.055305738398841515,0.0,0.0,0.05987644150637439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173100319706473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012525542515823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047349965577872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501723950232433,0.0523952122020148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048761956309748035,0.0,0.0,0.13449638874813585,0.0,0.15174937657611534,0.0,0.0,0.06621635366639989,0.07250874424797779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35637007432492224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811709790963048,0.0,0.15085381863982394,0.14773543482671725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901039187950755,0.0,0.0,0.06593880842100525,0.0,0.054705120102172516,0.0,0.052261843904972835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057154181387057884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137378294944164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497334679732545,0.0,0.0,0.08157731459195615
lonely,Greem-Greenbean-King,2019/10/24,"27 male - Kendama player's want company too. By no means pro but I like to think I'm decent.

I could just use company. Someone to make me feel whole again.

I also like board/video games and making music.

Love me pls.",-0.41055194805194617,1.808835931818184,1.3432467532467527,96.6277272727273,98.77272727272728,4.3324675324675335,15.376623376623378,6.1826913282559595,-0.4408467532467529,167,4,36,2,7,54,37,44,0.033,0.66,0.307,0.9231,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,11,10,3,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,3,9,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562456616871701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558351911825089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201771214840274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130892669502143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28919822265311457,0.0,0.42777553140397656,0.0,0.0,0.3490393555978705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714970810155441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531692815027056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767463775481549,0.0,0.0,0.18899637194168686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35774572897781204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Brainstorm97,2019/10/24,"First Hand Experience of How Your Appearance Affects Your Life I need help knowing if this was reality or was it in my head, there is plenty of proof leaning towards my experiences being reality and I'll explain why. I just need to know if this is how life is.

Growing up, I was a fairly bad looking kid,pretty asymmetrical face, was a little chubby and had low self-esteem which caused my social ability to suffer. As a result my quality of life was overall bad because when you're put in this situation you just don't have positive experiences throughout life and they shape who you become.

There was a period in my life between the ages of 18-19, straight after high school and in my first year of University where I changed dramatically, I'm not sure how it happened but it was only for this period of time. I was very healthy in every aspect for this short period of time (physically, mentally and spiritually); girls were giving me attention and people were generally treating me better despite be saying and doing the same things I had done prior to this change. Now I know this is not anecdotal because I've really thought about what the differences were in these situations, and it all came down to looks. 

All I can say for certain, is I had my braces (teeth) removed during this period and my asymmetrical face became a healthy square jaw, I was going to the gym regularly and had low body fat and was well rounded in all aspects.

This slowly changed and I'm not sure why... My sleep quality deteriorated from age 20-21 (3-4 hrs of sleep a night, heart palpations etc) and I couldn't go gym or take care of myself as much because I was very frail during this time. During this time, you can imagine how difficult it was to not get the support I needed from those around me, and I believe it is because I was not the healthy ideal person you would want to be around as I was during this brief period of time.

Currently I'm 22 years old and living life very safe, not drinking, eating clean and keeping exercise extremely moderate (if at all) because I'm afraid of going through the nightmare I went through in the past. 

I don't get treated as well as I did during that year, the best year of my life. And even that year was filled with self-doubt and asking my friends if I was ugly with my newfound courage to ask them that, all it did was push everyone away as I fell back into my depressive tendencies very quickly.

I don't know. I live life rationalizing it as my own shortcomings and being negative, but even the times I am positive I receive disgust in response, not outwardly but I can feel it. People respect me more when I embody who they see, an unhappy individual.",8.386776699029127,7.12719606601942,8.711961165048542,69.29299029126217,62.12621359223302,11.890485436893206,37.49320388349515,10.962023055922355,4.043630679611652,2134,87,391,47,25,710,254,515,0.10099999999999999,0.782,0.11699999999999999,0.8537,1,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,6,3,5,22,25,1,1,17,0,48,22,11,7,9,80,82,41,0,11,18,0,3,0,1,1,10,2,1,2,31,25,3,2,9,4,0,14,12,9,2,2,30,9,55,16,56,46,11,71,0,4,5,0,23,26,0,7,31,274,86,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674838017956847,0.13310607367177818,0.0,0.0668853451949047,0.05474071305463673,0.11888134703073915,0.2169838056916648,0.07862375808114212,0.0,0.08020674774220724,0.07470950931082511,0.06296176675928354,0.0,0.0790760375368065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142239082756134,0.07258294605248551,0.07313173664916507,0.2259287306958603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131583971718766,0.0,0.0,0.07437839438169615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285208311474962,0.0,0.06973909430925533,0.0,0.07284513907799542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939566438466361,0.094040642631597,0.0,0.059980642497050166,0.0680250924886819,0.0,0.20891243076067456,0.0,0.0,0.03599580127832252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110834940469055,0.0,0.0,0.05500121474405188,0.0,0.07438766988258194,0.06829193159842993,0.12137674684914085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295307884510477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306147478004058,0.0,0.0,0.08436048868426815,0.04771715407016332,0.07521613996250055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327693992093505,0.0,0.0,0.1564966413097397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022687992415204,0.0,0.07135107883136027,0.12572414243871116,0.0,0.11956333489499613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174277246165879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052332838693989525,0.15835944120131698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680698922434204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470192593817959,0.0,0.0,0.054143200324262335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679589070278626,0.09870835990960064,0.06216035906574328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242581976228732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156560934686695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04560613471724414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322628523571243,0.0,0.07204807716629112,0.05672921025449312,0.0,0.14853338473663052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004107774373544,0.1424828182384508,0.0725692363202642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078556445110542,0.13419145850836647,0.0,0.053526017705052484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047295470417643766,0.0,0.0,0.05651690526497213,0.2490687569164112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234956811110146,0.041989704437410534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801671295584566,0.06599384002863735,0.12847579799070388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057133101196119,0.0,0.0,0.2292201186288343
lonely,Gavin30X,2019/10/24,Lonely I was super close with a girl since June and recently she’s completely cut me out of her life. It’s been super rough the last week because without her I have no one to text or hang out with.  It’s kinda stupid that I come here for comfort instead of people I actually know but I just don’t feel right with people I know. Would anyone want to be friends?,2.718,4.175647400000003,3.9170000000000016,89.24350000000004,75.0,6.6000000000000005,23.166666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.7128666666666663,285,8,61,3,6,93,58,75,0.07400000000000001,0.741,0.185,0.8017,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,2,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,18,11,3,0,2,4,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,2,2,10,4,11,7,0,10,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,4,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.2601259228636976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863862500359246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249363541484949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22961943896111245,0.2794850381365143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347816854520632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20594503141616546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929908535751405,0.21728349303180008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828052453718166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062921467387955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696008602213519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26319767799614074,0.0,0.0,0.2276423715456761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205027247545216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722509111406874,0.0,0.213819844929213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569561202780417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935789695702995,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,herventingthrowaway,2019/10/24,"I'm a little lost So this is gonna be a vent. I am depressed and lonely. But do I really want anybody? In the last 3 month I barely had an physical contact, and it's getting me down. I want cuddles, kisses, sex. I have so much affection to give and nobody to give it to.
However my mental health has been improving ever since I made the decision to not build any new relationships and just do me for a while. I figured, that I can't really build a new emotional connection, unless I truly reconnect with myself first.
So I am a little lost: seems like not having a partner is better for me, but the loneliness won't fully let me go. 
I could try getting a cuddle buddy, I guess. Although I wouldn't be comfortable cuddling with somebody, i feel nothing for. 
So yeah, maybe all of that is just complete bullshit, but I had to get it off my chest, so thanks for letting me, you beautiful people",3.832783059636992,5.029205303370787,5.593820224719104,79.34517286084704,71.80898876404493,8.622990492653411,28.86084701815039,9.057496981413335,2.478679688850475,696,27,132,14,13,239,112,178,0.12300000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.335,1,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,4,8,9,0,0,11,1,21,7,1,2,2,27,38,15,0,4,8,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,6,1,24,5,16,24,2,13,0,4,0,5,6,5,0,2,8,100,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005963353133775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083058432103464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510003682914078,0.0,0.0,0.11810873239473298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741045163177134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663994577212374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380964119370925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479700708450021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258277597208264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23185933665648226,0.2838126620427888,0.08407107747347302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295973022286878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724089459026114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058133056530727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025334744433081,0.0,0.07227030862127573,0.29652609245011896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32296248782589804,0.0,0.0,0.13997336014721493,0.0,0.0,0.14861388779615875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907696090954894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807497961549948,0.0,0.10874434149361872,0.0,0.0,0.2857402008135391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194121979342195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255487630864407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895333489129291,0.0,0.0,0.15881966300106584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466839346939333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236784107794432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619252907624274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043362403704408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450392038765192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SirStalksALot,2019/10/24,"If you die today, how long would it take people to notice you're gone? This question haunts me everyday, and the answer is almost always ""months"". It kills me that I have absolutely no one who would miss me or even realize I'm not there anymore (yeah my work would call in a couple of times then fire me for not appearing, and my parents would probably worry about me after a week or so) but I have had zero effect on anybody's life to warrant them feeling that I'm gone...I did a little experiment a while ago, I left all social networks (did not deactivate my accounts but just abandoned them for like 4 months) just as an experiment to see if anybody would notice (and I used to be pretty active on social media.) I received 0 messages from anybody, not even the people i know irl. I feel absolutely worthless and a total waste of oxygen in this world, I dont remember the last time someone called me. I always feel so alone and really feel like i should just end it all.

P.S. I'm not looking for pity or attention but this is the only place where I can anonymously post my thoughts.",5.64076923076923,5.921241869158885,6.4898130841121535,77.85364126527679,67.22429906542055,9.014521926671463,30.01294033069734,8.841846274778883,2.3350327821711,856,29,162,13,13,284,130,214,0.129,0.7859999999999999,0.084,-0.7832,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,2,2,11,7,1,0,10,1,16,1,0,3,3,47,32,19,2,8,16,1,5,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,12,0,1,3,7,5,0,2,5,7,24,2,17,20,3,27,0,4,2,0,12,9,0,8,16,112,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014508195202318,0.0,0.11460265757210765,0.11853311329435025,0.0,0.0,0.19045900669143634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135011850933924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337274241729809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266340020667523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187784549634728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413163897509808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136653130612264,0.0,0.0,0.1511830127877134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390326712202024,0.0,0.0,0.231472415869526,0.08176132987302863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661922208280674,0.0,0.0628973629440488,0.09329000244348512,0.0,0.0,0.12434756339816648,0.0,0.08083766672309388,0.11182655285460946,0.1147064796827995,0.0,0.10128245215766207,0.09610709094781572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270183427572184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605985160578554,0.0,0.0,0.07755260026045717,0.08704249479724846,0.0,0.0,0.12708042501551947,0.0,0.0,0.15868699767320965,0.0,0.1195732976112118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960908622390723,0.11643427063952813,0.12339378163412475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820741293409596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331801075802806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964672791543827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119985443889636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333296641874465,0.09697101077848416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860502905204456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085854554257812,0.13347053645527324,0.0,0.10848286526086154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884590972302976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180289573581438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331915631627831,0.11622701015146085,0.0,0.4065011663640085,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Blackace767,2019/10/24,"Cursed to be alone So, I'm trying to look for people to hang out with and/or look for a  girl to date, but not looking, however, I'm having rotten luck. I don't know if it's because I live in a hick town in the CA, or is it because  I'm the problem. I know I'm used to being lonely at times, but other times I wish I had someone to relate to or talk to, and I feel like online isn't good enough. Not only that, since I'm having rotten luck finding a girl, I'm about ready to turn asexual because there's no way I could date a dude. And before you tell me, yes, I'm waiting for the right one to come, and people always tell me to focus on my career, but  still! It's driving me nuts! I'm about to go insane with depression! T_T  I just want someone to relate to me when it comes to what I like or at least someone to hang out with? Is the universe f**king with me?! Am I cursed to alone?",2.4922601110230005,2.7657132061855663,4.341340206185567,90.51694290245838,74.15463917525773,6.5877874702616985,23.17049960348929,5.8734145424116955,0.3090044409199044,678,16,159,3,13,232,101,194,0.182,0.6940000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.9269,1,4,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,0,8,1,11,0,0,1,0,33,33,12,0,5,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,11,0,1,4,0,0,6,5,5,0,1,1,6,17,5,33,29,2,22,0,2,3,0,6,9,0,6,8,97,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29736121554544925,0.0,0.0,0.11945000044144588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625310141848524,0.0,0.12215548893657985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24732137572902854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461769685725882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364447763921685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833160920237431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725861713187246,0.10255635644733836,0.0,0.0,0.13120748265862384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158612049203035,0.12040786950731062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778912558552627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026831306003107,0.0,0.12676248087095374,0.0,0.36165237619058255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727718626985164,0.10918072316527913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904715740564555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373635990132748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225959456212028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875091561286208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364903319034842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464391913403205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538478652248438,0.2509483505555362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741718772409475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746502600401437,0.15614758512854876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398619697917294,0.0,0.0,0.08467298328352504,0.1139479834470221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508218871631128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ascul94,2019/10/24,"25 Male from Melbourne Australia Just another lonely guy to add to the long list of guys here.

Would be happy to have new guy and girl friends to talk too from here.  
We can help keep each other company.",4.076666666666668,5.4995540000000025,4.065000000000001,89.66666666666669,71.5,7.333333333333335,25.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.245333333333333,160,5,33,2,3,49,34,40,0.052000000000000005,0.75,0.198,0.7906,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,2,20,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641413598093729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461897016417687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7482681742166334,0.0,0.26815451443288263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884469602200666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390219815799026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229254689153486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432886586017828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246939998636165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894405436643507,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,letusbekindhere,2019/10/24,Imagine receiving a text from an SO that reads “can’t wait to see you!” That must be an amazing feeling.,1.9871428571428569,4.0607850952380975,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,79.0,6.104761904761905,29.54761904761905,7.1686216300943375,1.6253619047619041,81,4,17,1,2,26,19,21,0.0,0.752,0.248,0.68,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676744835716929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7273578458280872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5794532235155945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,suisauce,2019/10/24,"Hi, I’m cripplingly lonely and depressed. How’s your night going? The title says it all. I feel starved for human communication and it’s really been getting to me.",1.5735483870967748,4.274166354838711,3.9570322580645154,77.73554838709677,95.12903225806451,6.3509677419354835,22.32903225806452,7.554174236665415,1.805510967741936,131,5,22,3,5,45,27,31,0.281,0.7190000000000001,0.0,-0.8555,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,4,1,2,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459275012853483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26961992481917946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27859357548590113,0.0,0.30305006137822355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5004054576473719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416043587606385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42405032571385537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sillyshepherd,2019/10/24,Feeling them leave I can feel the first person I’ve loved slowly leaving me again and i can tell that I’m staring at the biggest wave of sadness about to hit my entire life. Sometimes it’s the anticipation of the loneliness and pain that makes it so much worse. Keep going everyone.,4.9700909090909065,6.422048872727274,5.434318181818185,80.5914772727273,69.36363636363636,7.6818181818181825,30.113636363636363,8.07648339933343,2.1047272727272732,228,9,42,3,4,73,44,55,0.218,0.6729999999999999,0.109,-0.7769,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,6,10,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,3,5,1,5,9,1,5,0,1,1,1,4,2,0,0,2,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448362103279901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591124907083438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179468503644888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561990599487426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277466388446485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5426155280806989,0.0,0.0,0.18098095264602504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312551843450205,0.0,0.17103374368205215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883565818550594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27264396245420114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372783614834307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534153977831284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239539948528108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611175565879588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,3TA01N,2019/10/24,"I wish I could be important to someone I'm so lonely. It seems like everyone else is having fun with life, they have friends, relationships, people who care about them, and it's like I'm watching a movie where everyone is a main character except for myself

 and sometimes I wonder if I disappeared, if anyone would care that I'm not here anymore",14.837727272727273,7.980168227272731,13.370909090909093,57.97636363636366,56.12121212121213,16.83636363636364,49.66666666666667,13.023866798666859,6.135630303030304,277,11,49,6,2,90,50,66,0.07,0.626,0.304,0.9447,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,12,15,5,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,6,5,12,1,2,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,4,2,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270743481785985,0.1570205739085443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457916522962515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929631369943946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875946499824825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291616077982828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349781445973966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861640015254236,0.21942153916967114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568460435751702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410980080957014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044348968219445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902725953425176,0.0,0.22209982626294472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25823785249437514,0.0,0.2435303947237737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595240295278058,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hunter1820,2019/10/24,I want a hug That’s pretty much it. I just really want a hug. It’s nice being squeezed and cared for. I’m a guy for context as well too. I just seriously like affection and I just wish I had more of it in my life. Also people to talk to. Let’s talk lol,-2.53484674329502,-0.8262225689655143,1.1647126436781612,98.1904406130268,102.27586206896551,4.6467432950191565,13.340996168582375,6.42735559955562,-0.7211095785440613,193,4,50,3,9,70,39,58,0.026000000000000002,0.502,0.473,0.9786,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,1,3,3,0,1,0,9,8,4,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,6,6,7,5,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216635207134804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28260702084498623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744552138969179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834388776993713,0.19578288206008096,0.13541784230187812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376174349516013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921641173559919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819952381166133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775708284887688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44557914712071905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32697998421384644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492212278119593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187473109321127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WlooNewbie,2019/10/24,"I want someone to hold and comfort me at night. From the outside looking in, I have friends, a busy life. There’s no way I’d have time to feel lonely or sad. I’m always up to something and I enjoy my alone time when I have it. 

However, when night rolls around I can’t help but feel so helplessly alone.",1.197864583333331,3.0154663906250008,2.5825,95.54583333333336,80.40625,5.5166666666666675,23.166666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.375341666666666,235,8,54,2,6,76,48,64,0.207,0.657,0.136,-0.6883,1,4,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,9,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,7,3,8,9,0,11,0,3,1,0,2,4,0,1,6,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5143312506248798,0.0,0.0,0.20660686364729086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104111131085533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25109754951701363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183723868105088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643136187330032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538279839169568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208510849446596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660285558067059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038518208917112,0.1911547409215802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895733775512262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645474631407915,0.19709029210479664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cykleman,2019/10/24,"It's Been 3 Months at my New High School and I Have Very Few Friends There I moved from Sweden to a suburb in Dallas during the summer between junior and senior year (between 11th and 12th grade). People are mostly friendly here and talk a bit with you during class. But as soon as class is over and you go home, it's as if you're not friends anymore. The friends I have gotten, are more like acquaintances than friends. I've only been to one of my friend's house here, and that was because we were going to do homework together; we did hang out a little at his house, but that was the minority of the time spend there. It seems like most people already have their friends because it's their last year, so they won't try to make new friends.

In Sweden, I had a bunch of really amazing friends and we'd hang out several times a week sometimes. I still keep in touch with them, but since we live so far apart we can't meet in person. Here at my new school, I feel very lonely and I pretty much eat lunch alone every other day because in that class I have 0 friends. 

Will I ever make friends now in my senior year at this high school, or should stop hoping and just wait for college?  I've been here 3 months now.",4.465670731707316,5.005463565040653,4.460721544715447,90.46596036585363,69.85365853658537,6.963008130081301,25.537601626016265,6.322622252153567,0.6820821138211386,951,25,205,5,16,293,138,246,0.121,0.7859999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.6206,0,3,0,0,0,0,23.0,5,2,4,0,14,16,0,0,9,0,21,2,0,2,1,36,31,19,0,3,7,0,2,2,11,3,0,0,2,1,9,17,2,3,2,0,1,5,3,1,0,1,9,2,25,15,30,18,7,45,0,1,0,0,26,18,0,6,24,129,34,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630706760840591,0.09195919759651934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264318875320155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239567775503854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097722180344607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374240005955062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526968410971453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537878076787204,0.07021100519754721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04213528374202512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7082050899840809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471926329460384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609017089492773,0.083589029914884,0.08276771581801079,0.0,0.19230843012623228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406952264461232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792689674896098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142384511297385,0.08352079534535846,0.07358389349243498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124983283983388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302999579414646,0.08856898179871303,0.061258783777229486,0.0,0.0,0.2414483862471946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646808160067104,0.06337792262838095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155441636190404,0.0727624965614688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477884524189043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053384765957282684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25301002339102285,0.0,0.07586254037551489,0.0,0.09414171015606317,0.0,0.06893328898699574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241771487742826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654923347312734,0.06966948292663608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697929690064415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971833970560574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657712000775578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375156483765981,0.0,0.0,0.06684409536466653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098968871054986
lonely,rlaxr,2019/10/24,"feeling lonely I’m feeling really lonely tonight. Would anyone like to talk? About life, about anything.",4.953333333333333,8.37716629411765,3.972941176470588,76.671568627451,91.94117647058823,4.6196078431372545,29.196078431372552,6.42735559955562,2.338937254901961,85,4,10,1,3,25,14,17,0.233,0.512,0.256,-0.128,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33007969168413803,0.0,0.3884702935632005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773817507472855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33343434656463244,0.230627720288962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30241772183087745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794289628381052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33534231325264696,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,clock_dollars378,2019/10/24,"Disappointed but not surprised Today’s my birthday, The Sweet 16 I didn’t expect much but I actually got nothing. 2 of my sisters said happy birthday, brother called my mom but didn’t remember it was my birthday and my friends didn’t remember until I told them, I didn’t even get a cake. Not a single present or birthday card. At least now I can get a job and buy myself a present.",1.9166558441558443,4.262788376623379,3.6416720779220815,86.09679383116888,80.81818181818181,5.927922077922077,29.10551948051948,7.1686216300943375,1.7605337662337668,303,15,59,4,8,101,50,77,0.055,0.768,0.17800000000000002,0.9032,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,11,7,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,8,2,12,4,3,3,3,6,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,1,5,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.2328770948788827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24367694868225995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761871067999306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843717846070542,0.0,0.24935790078155065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908612895226748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25403549476560205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368122374159831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794909385377618,0.0,0.0,0.17542701390258675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22898041402468694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5406625974997626,0.0,0.2270001954096376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262017277999109,0.22802964913705925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DylB9669,2019/10/24,"Sometimes I feel like I’m going to die alone and I really hate it I have to say this is the loneliest period of my life. 20M, I just want a partner that I can share my life experiences with, and just have someone. And yet, I’ve never had a single girl feel the same way about me as I feel about her.

I always get super attached, and then find out she’s interested in other guys instead. I’m running out of ideas on what I need to do to be more appealing, I think I’m just going to give up",1.9405841121495333,2.8138248691588785,4.293539719626172,88.10236565420561,76.00934579439252,7.219158878504674,22.72079439252337,7.645422480735847,0.7883093457943922,379,10,88,5,8,133,73,107,0.124,0.758,0.11800000000000001,-0.4005,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,4,0,7,2,0,0,1,20,21,6,1,2,3,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,0,3,5,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,4,14,4,16,19,3,13,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,5,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22782298260716066,0.0,0.0,0.1830329844669168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282945341362133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517324869614224,0.0,0.0,0.3336709129776609,0.15714688930295032,0.0,0.0,0.2010489497417072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492544890668367,0.21101564030820216,0.2500284817002389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21780526804186934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217175217765988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24831979342284785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107431810067318,0.10746642055519494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310525563712544,0.16965472414648045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091866336319372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749292816845899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863801961155304,0.0,0.2175563385867313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094814276214918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974423421369516,0.17460225539738672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TrashFromKz,2019/10/24,"So I'm a cringy obnoxious idiot, no one(at least at the moment) wants to be friends with, but... ok! I used to suffer a lot about it, but then I learned to kinda like love and accept myself, so now it doesn't feel painful really lol",2.036249999999999,3.5380367916666664,3.3483333333333327,92.43000000000002,76.91666666666666,6.466666666666668,20.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.29348333333333354,178,4,40,2,4,58,40,48,0.131,0.501,0.368,0.9489,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,3,2,2,2,0,1,0,11,7,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,5,6,6,2,4,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,2,4,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113357658274076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32291888016316983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419668666429044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35533907026012035,0.37722991548195145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832240395708985,0.0,0.44474444629019305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677592125918602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360987739325245,0.0,0.0,0.2465267066992819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DudeImHonestlySad,2019/10/24,"I saw a post about sitting alone at lunch So I saw that post and I was actually thinking about something like that earlier.

Even though I go to a relatively small school, the lunch room is always crazy full so there really is not ""sitting alone"". Anyway, I've been sitting in this one area all 4 years and I know everyone at the table, their names at least. It kind of hurts when they're all talking and being bros and doing whatever and if I try to say anything nobody answers. Nobody responds. They just completely ignore me.

Sometimes, idk how it happens, but different people than normal start sitting there. Last week this kid that I thought was my friend was there and the tables kind of crowded so I was trying to sit down somewhere and just eat. Not even talk or anything. But this asshole thinks it's funny or cool or okay or whatever to just push my food whenever I try and put it down because apparently someone else was going to sit there? Like Jesus fucking Christ you could just use your words dude.

I feel so alone. I just wish for one day of my miserable life I could see what it's like for people to come to me instead of me hopelessly scrambling for social interaction.",3.7710526315789465,5.948466807017546,4.2788070175438575,84.6903157894737,73.91228070175438,7.016140350877192,26.75087719298245,7.908726449838941,1.6860361403508777,944,35,176,14,20,298,136,228,0.08199999999999999,0.81,0.10800000000000001,0.8423,2,3,1,0,0,1,20.0,0,2,2,0,23,13,1,1,5,2,12,6,0,2,2,40,28,22,0,5,14,1,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,1,12,9,4,1,6,0,0,5,2,5,0,2,9,6,22,8,23,16,4,29,2,3,3,1,15,10,1,5,9,117,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.1182982816384905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766581580325458,0.0,0.0,0.10086905485355772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995159761975874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389774012196583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442475229247797,0.1271022871970433,0.0,0.0,0.193576872478132,0.0,0.0,0.0781802076994947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665450403515538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240436155955244,0.1012680765375723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013616656644736,0.0,0.0,0.1158358475296668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129508973880037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658596004927754,0.0,0.09365826773551962,0.11207071878812558,0.0,0.0,0.13779011858997303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071990198886968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977405464108555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524747255224349,0.06662218461766924,0.0988146954793873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562492455014999,0.17767348822075504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877493072953245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429062874157732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808454218999222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23220041147604614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186478120629758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765994979577719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640312297331126,0.0,0.12268634670109035,0.09660076758603764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357379734745826,0.1027136954595874,0.0933250604900188,0.11989479554495645,0.0,0.08580380119750314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487240381732465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535239164886247,0.11910311670878147,0.0962392461606896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24691180455344386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469962710721636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097239521370534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940296598938556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806503671167966
lonely,AmyCH5,2019/10/24,"never been loved I’m taking about actual love not family or friends. Thats just fucking sad, never had a kiss or have had my hand held. Just sad. Really sad.",0.6740625000000016,3.101463281250002,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,88.0625,6.95,14.25,8.07648339933343,0.5326,123,2,25,3,4,42,26,32,0.391,0.451,0.159,-0.8693,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,2,8,10,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,1,1,4,1,6,0,2,0,3,0,4,3,0,1,2,2,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.3100537053628492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29952279305871343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454734975610605,0.29373158376994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5735183194691338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4900981158443316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354272994476955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238889610669834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Technic_Maceo,2019/10/24,"The feeling of being lonely/depressed feels somehow soothing and satisfying... I feel like when I'm alone and when I want to be alone it feels good. But when I actually realize I'm alone it feels stupid. 

Idk if you know what I meant because it's a weird feeling, but if you did thank god I'm not the only one.",0.4532812499999999,2.8258452656250017,2.4643750000000004,91.643125,88.53125,5.075,22.0625,6.6274283507984215,0.5366624999999998,243,9,52,3,8,81,42,64,0.14400000000000002,0.624,0.23199999999999998,0.6858,0,5,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,18,16,9,0,3,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,6,6,3,2,12,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.195518287384966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6225243255278019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221349912285202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725660936344187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6078352519503752,0.14313417103137113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804887755964834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101102675193341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978836876002212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357662255108406,0.15237955836401432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446063430339987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817499851668185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Zenebas21,2019/09/26,"Lonely and struggling with self confidence. So I'm 23(M), and I've never even kissed a girl before or been in any kind of relationship, and I've really been struggling with my self confidence as a result. Like I can talk to girls and even hit it off with a few, but it seems that eventually someone else always catches their eye and I'm forgotten about. And to top it off, my best friend (who I'm madly in love with) is now starting to act the same way. The longer this problem has gone on, the more and more isolated I feel. I don't really have any close friends that I can talk about it with, so I thought it'd fit here. Just kinda feel lonely and struggling for something I can never have.",6.8717142857142814,5.5672530285714315,6.960000000000001,80.78500000000003,65.14285714285714,10.285714285714286,31.42857142857143,9.23628265651192,2.3709285714285717,544,16,115,8,7,175,84,140,0.16699999999999998,0.638,0.19399999999999998,0.8125,0,4,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,9,14,1,3,6,0,11,3,1,1,2,27,22,13,0,1,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,9,14,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,4,3,9,7,18,16,5,16,0,2,1,2,12,8,0,3,5,76,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303220295524246,0.0,0.0,0.2174465149990871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360453221954903,0.0,0.1677832316495007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355845685668366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119725015833984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167933426421482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24704436261283405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664894599019089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781088431236077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442971126086559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466172068461212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529826882801418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048452663252327,0.0,0.0,0.1716502998112632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554791061335642,0.33357749942201104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546502641965466,0.12308272746228238,0.0,0.0,0.11316323635439425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5014209864815233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570094982315374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692613156825694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690457266005314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lifesucksassok,2019/09/26,"I wish I had that emotional bond with someone Idk this post is kinda just me talking to myself since I don’t have anyone to talk to this about. 

I wish I had someone that loved me unconditionally and cared about my mental health and understood mental health. Sometimes I think am I even depressed or is this just my personality at this point because I’ve been living like this for years and years. I’m not as depressed as I used to be, idk if I’d consider myself happy (probably not) but I’m not depressed 24/7. Its just that my lows are extremely low and I feel the same way I was when I was depressed and I think about suicide too. I’ve thought so many times if my mom didn’t care about me, I would’ve killed myself a long time ago... but I don’t want her to deal with that loss. I don’t have many close friends, I’m honestly antisocial and I don’t make an effort to build friendships with people, especially with females I always feel like there’s never true friendship. I’m a loner, but a socially acceptable loner. Idk. So I don’t have friends to go to, even if I did that’s the empty void in my life. I just wish I had a partner that loved me and cared about my mental health to help me through it. I know it’s wrong to depend on a person for happiness and I know I should be my source of happiness blah blah yea, but I don’t care anyways considering I don’t care about my life enough anyway. Idk this post is all over the place & has shit grammar. I just had to vent I guess to prevent myself from going into suicidal thoughts mode. I’ve been starving myself all day idek why. It makes me feel bad to starve myself cause my mom takes the time to cook food so then I just feel like a shitty daughter. And I feel like I’m a burden to my bf cause I bring too much negatively because of my shit life that I hate, and he complained about me always involving him in my stress when I try to talk to him about it. Last night I had a break down because of our relationship and he just ignored me cause I was texting him. That’s why I feel like I have a void for where my relationship is suppose to be. I just feel like I’m so confused in life and I don’t care enough to make my life worth living. I feel like i can’t kms because of my family but I also don’t want to be alive 

 This is all random I know sorry. Ok bye",2.4156431316800955,3.80376458316222,3.7937577002053398,90.10424998683727,75.652977412731,6.719717790765017,23.16479755699468,7.321109707123232,0.6993040488601059,1820,52,407,21,39,599,199,487,0.209,0.601,0.19,-0.9317,0,0,0,0,0,1,37.0,1,0,0,2,31,42,4,2,14,2,39,14,2,8,5,81,84,31,3,9,20,3,8,9,4,1,8,0,0,3,20,18,2,2,17,1,1,3,16,18,0,0,15,8,77,24,51,64,7,35,0,7,0,2,29,14,2,9,22,258,97,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375167318055609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04849195652541309,0.10091086824517788,0.06570093581674873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04239929825579829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062995683436575,0.14785674611287533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709451331770217,0.18687490151732727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039106307925646684,0.06251481866827195,0.20890869060165612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820926459360603,0.0,0.1253099323356924,0.0,0.08010127401875161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057163838428502874,0.0,0.2452819939153134,0.2599175621996571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332336226705424,0.0,0.09369709202938237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892361846111708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667992763263415,0.0,0.0,0.1936499165193165,0.0,0.059867186916964216,0.0,0.1933651575116927,0.0,0.0,0.04064418028854375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708664430664353,0.0,0.09997470240877968,0.049427828637258836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415104692732048,0.2073716627062488,0.0,0.10708842158498914,0.05366246712495281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945580540007027,0.0,0.12142843122628985,0.1229542453777832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833256552168253,0.0,0.0,0.1420363112792106,0.0,0.0,0.04457569551952344,0.0,0.046767541832362806,0.0,0.0,0.05690438517302094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04203855462810233,0.10589302274623424,0.06335350315270218,0.0,0.057322237854172474,0.0,0.11614833292010834,0.0,0.06537770965554074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302044197097698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448748033822846,0.05016014213109162,0.0,0.0,0.061812511284008775,0.10275627351268048,0.0,0.05997224785185399,0.06787895430690982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946029443285591,0.0,0.0,0.13265563045981074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04559201310566533,0.146214888412362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770839504747627,0.0,0.0962791403511803,0.10607501282944226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0411690262086904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523715141956786,0.0,0.0,0.0715313874296585,0.048131393478155496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943220730579548,0.0,0.209191129346332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04307529095426497,0.06629781920522086,0.0,0.07809739712148629
lonely,TheOnionMan69,2019/09/26,Hopeless I started college in August and it’s nothing like I thought it would be. I figured everyone would be eager to make friends and hang out but unfortunately that isn’t the case at all. I feel so isolated and alone up here it’s crazy. I’ve tried time and time again to make friends but no one will give me the time of day. I would kill for someone who would actually care about me and message me. Recently I’ve come to the realization that this is always going to be. My mom tells me that it’ll get better but she’s been saying that forever and nothings changed. I’ve totally given up.,1.6721346153846142,4.0723225083333325,3.2516666666666687,88.19076923076923,82.25,6.35897435897436,25.89743589743589,7.61054688173877,1.4768012820512824,471,20,97,8,13,155,77,120,0.191,0.691,0.11800000000000001,-0.8716,0,1,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,0,3,0,12,0,0,2,2,22,23,10,1,4,3,1,1,1,2,6,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,3,2,11,6,12,11,2,16,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,9,63,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.161607252735054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151753825667335,0.0,0.0,0.13779719041634028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464647643097503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884602567028706,0.0,0.17518884870074009,0.14265462779160987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680196203678746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824332211952585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373520664574992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25589307190302835,0.0,0.08652213158628852,0.15886405640525975,0.09411752314125572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321814608621406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090656916149096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22108615190972253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395536845270614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31780622873117514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122186932612312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635156281194214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169628200015498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403171534833861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721655119326345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447466618600758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147240992772966,0.2896980076667386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124353846594775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705660885162586,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,savetheplanet656,2019/09/26,"I feel alone I feel as if my best is using me, my other 2 freinds want to leave the freind-group and so do I but my best freinds has mental issues (not autism or anything) my crush is either ignoring me or is just upset and I can’t talk to anyone about anything Beacuse I feel like I can’t trust anyone rn besides my crush but she isn’t answering and UGH",1.2892293233082697,3.0592942763157893,2.928496240601504,93.40447368421052,79.92105263157895,5.395488721804512,21.383458646616546,6.1826913282559595,0.14715639097744404,279,8,62,2,7,92,48,76,0.205,0.6,0.195,0.2733,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,1,0,18,13,10,0,2,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,14,4,4,13,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430494233064951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281762439089341,0.0,0.3862301287343891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4925475812578213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559716497663972,0.16764972691693314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449366030153208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484837688214301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464888766640367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364941851090442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886204680135668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268126506328216,0.0,0.0,0.13841562840636032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DefinetelyNotAPotato,2019/09/26,"I moved less than a week on my own to a new city in the other corner of the country and I don't know anyone here. So I'm alone and finally having a house for myself  is great but I have a shit ton of stuff to organize and I'm horribly tired so I haven't even tried to socialize yet. I've done fine until just now that I'm having a burst of anxiety and ""I'll explode if I don't talk to someone soon"" Any tip on this situation?",0.8587500000000006,2.0680740416666694,3.7170833333333313,89.78625000000002,79.41666666666666,7.300000000000002,21.375,8.07648339933343,0.8317125000000001,332,9,80,6,8,119,65,96,0.184,0.765,0.051,-0.9229999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,0,7,0,8,2,1,0,0,8,12,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,13,11,3,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,7,56,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23975914224888664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742462857572934,0.0,0.17709314292300596,0.0,0.0,0.16186677934809313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368998941956953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290035189817427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535916025339256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552242011054744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671143020609631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272236708381541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24604269029583475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235794417465416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376264270924867,0.0,0.2602102284758139,0.0,0.235980134968198,0.1961450747481976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650065422724368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606701882393567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660696007853416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716999939702145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856914319201632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lou_lopez,2019/09/26,Chat? Text me if you want to^^,-4.204285714285714,-4.934802142857142,-2.424999999999999,118.6825,141.85714285714286,1.4,3.5,3.1291,-3.5598,23,0,7,0,2,7,7,7,0.0,0.8220000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lukeisbored,2019/09/26,"I feel like I'm too much of a different person from everyone else I mean I do like individuality, but I feel like I'm completely incapable of getting into mainstream interests. Even though I do like memes, I feel like I'm too different still. Like when I download videogames for myself, I end up quitting them after a while. When I decide to watch a TV show, I forget about it for a while. I decided to watch anime last year because it was mainstream, but I lost interest. I decided to listen to one of Blackpink's albums on Spotify but stopped after a while. I'll probably do it all soon, but I feel like I have no purpose to do it. At the same time though, I don't feel depressed, but I do feel like my existence is pointless other than to get a job in the future and excel at school, which is good but makes everything else in life pointless. BTW, the reason why I say I'm incapable of mainstream interests is because while everyone else cares for TV, music, videogames, etc., I care for trains and animals. Since my school is located in a transit desert (which means there are no trains in the area), nobody is into trains (even though there are trains in the neighborhood where I live). As for animals, people like them, but I feel like it's not too much of a conversational topic. Also everyone at my school is in their own little cliques, so I don't want to intrude cause I know they're already well-established and they're all mainstream. Also, this is kind of related to trains, but not to the topic, but I'll say it anyways: Last year, when I was 14-15 years old (I'm now almost 17), I was harrassed by my dad because I was watching Thomas the Tank Engine (the really early seasons though, not the Teletubbies-simple 2000's episodes I grew up with). If you like the 2000's episodes, I respect your opinion, I just wanted to specify that the 80's and 90's episodes are more for a general audience like Spongebob or Gumball as opposed to the 2000's and 2010's episodes when it was more tailored for a younger audience a la Baby Looney Tunes. However my family doesn't know that it was more of a general audience show, so my dad was treating me like a baby and went into my YouTube account for some unknown reason (probably to annoy me😡) and found it was 100% Thomas videos (again, the old seasons, not the Modern Series of the 2000's as they call it). I had to stop watching it because I didn't want to be treated like a 4-year old by my dad, and I knew that they think of Thomas as a simplistic, babyish show like Peppa Pig, even though it's much deeper than it looks. Sorry for ranting so much, I just felt like I had to vent about the shit I've dealt with.",8.73622969647252,6.190554411320758,8.64789991796555,74.10436013125516,62.433962264150935,12.009844134536507,38.515176374077114,10.374825546531014,3.756416735028712,2098,82,418,37,23,685,227,530,0.061,0.7759999999999999,0.163,0.9955,4,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,0,2,5,3,32,31,2,0,31,0,31,2,1,4,2,67,63,41,0,4,17,3,8,16,0,0,1,3,0,1,20,13,0,3,20,6,1,2,10,4,0,1,16,16,51,27,63,46,13,51,0,2,5,0,16,18,1,5,47,269,71,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429680549272597,0.0,0.07085707337555541,0.10269705322424076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656670933827266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556535009194915,0.0,0.13093227143484887,0.06596111699934555,0.0,0.0,0.06732271793076773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530377730397722,0.0,0.0,0.1341710780798349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091706064017167,0.0,0.056870794141586675,0.0,0.0716108620918051,0.1272298344508252,0.0,0.0,0.1840655489721018,0.05770759734406038,0.0,0.06053125279155613,0.0,0.22726470857604225,0.27522881764055296,0.061651444724230724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040269413120435,0.0,0.0,0.06709390507123557,0.0,0.0,0.05385610524643916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371828495145251,0.0,0.0,0.06686459034621639,0.070576016244202,0.10467905838484788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04535325658142138,0.5019143723288183,0.06435505396792207,0.056698399689493015,0.0,0.05392003173447688,0.0,0.07009254451072068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042860517352147666,0.0,0.0,0.13988651766112584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880626410184012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213204428016132,0.0,0.043510199152792986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04451496692910145,0.05606549091985268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845797549239694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829498979788029,0.0,0.0,0.041134420236776915,0.1320366669852628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212436611020044,0.0,0.1949511333366317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591040200319985,0.053114981898828566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187757602241993,0.0,0.0,0.05127800201108796,0.1073644788731064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04114302532822485,0.3154288450541403,0.0,0.0374412308723072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136177506812535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577322908497386,0.05952309630287906,0.057939326557383576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539593622411836
lonely,Killme1009,2019/09/26,My friends abandon me because I’m clingy I don’t know what it is about me but I have a very hard making friends. I think it started when I was in the 6th grade..I used to go to a small school in Florida and I had quite a large friend group until I moved to Missouri and that’s when I started feeling invisible..I ended up moving back 8th grade to the smaller school but almost everyone had left because the school was on a military base. I ended up sticking (very clingy like) to one of my friends who was still there and I think that’s where my problem comes to play. I have a fear of abandonment..I feel like I end up annoying the person I’m friends with because I’m too clingy..I just hate being alone and Im shy so it’s hard for me to talk to new people. All the friends I’ve had had all gone to find new people and ended up stop talking to me..I honestly think I’m a boring person and that’s why they leave me. I’m in 11th grade now and honestly I think I’m better off alone..my dad even says I don’t need friends and all the people I talk to at school are just “acquaintances”,1.0276433866562622,2.8304120472103023,2.6700682793601267,94.7830813499805,80.88841201716738,5.78142801404604,22.17889192352712,6.782984794422108,0.3814223175965674,849,27,197,9,22,279,112,233,0.138,0.672,0.19,0.9512,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,13,19,2,1,12,0,14,0,0,2,3,32,36,14,0,2,4,1,4,2,7,0,0,1,0,2,8,10,0,2,8,1,0,5,2,6,0,1,8,5,22,13,27,27,3,33,0,1,0,0,17,13,0,1,17,109,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915229020548243,0.0946618058265042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028019397059664,0.0,0.1671479573596466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083499343819933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873215073815461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238095629861028,0.0,0.0,0.060368181527627865,0.0,0.0,0.08733566715144184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284929230409373,0.09242816743883372,0.06529546822361493,0.0,0.0,0.08353703574712971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943025177404205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194416146024895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375111375095106,0.0902375961337562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872661074131768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050230503464659265,0.0,0.0,0.0967783504902626,0.09930528756268826,0.0,0.0,0.08930587528130764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100954629983121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428535784164186,0.0,0.0677712049140674,0.0,0.17654745927843854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061934331961445335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900936878747488,0.1596121734133068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745650513684418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972140935184371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268415814198037,0.0,0.37000269495222105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938537389808275,0.0,0.07299136434015882,0.07641366168014553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203891769225292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23425917032722754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893939552325584,0.0,0.15082750422936994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247338680354517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tempaccount45454,2019/09/26,"The only time I don’t feel lonely is with my 2 year old son..... I used to have lots of friends, other than with my brother I was never close with my family, I used to be best friends with my ex until we broke up, and now I’ve found myself in a relationship with a great girl and our (almost) 2 year old son... and yet I have never felt so lonely in my life....",4.56346153846154,2.959847269230772,6.084230769230771,86.17326923076928,69.8974358974359,8.825641025641023,24.628205128205128,7.1686216300943375,0.7797589743589741,269,4,66,2,4,93,51,78,0.095,0.7290000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.8271,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,2,19,11,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,2,13,4,13,7,2,14,0,3,0,0,10,4,0,2,10,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571326031447215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155911305788704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366563031003514,0.0,0.10387399897647903,0.0,0.1972496082834748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22524863612844764,0.31743680769064386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264925736523124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451046627549557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465330620206798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168879388092095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311384940952255,0.0,0.0,0.15624240981829926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205600752631732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979067410744915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548593861373659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645865297870601
lonely,anon_23689,2019/09/26,"Afraid of living alone I was handed a dark situation that was undeserving in my life and I have already gone on multiple dates where she found out about it and backed away. I feel so lonely like I am no longer deserving of any affection ever in my life and I can't tell my close relatives or friends about because if I did, it would just make my life harder than it already is. I'm so stuck and honestly I contemplate taking my own life more often than I'd like to admit. 

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All I ever want is just some compassion and love because I grew up without such things. I'm only comfortable telling strangers  on the internet rather than my close relationships.",5.2570486111111085,6.556971093750002,5.7207291666666675,79.37913194444445,68.53125,9.438888888888886,30.628472222222207,9.725611199111238,2.890221180555556,532,21,100,12,9,171,87,128,0.092,0.695,0.213,0.9438,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,1,2,0,9,6,1,2,3,26,20,9,0,4,6,0,2,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,6,2,16,6,16,13,4,16,0,1,0,1,7,10,0,4,6,71,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662167110040288,0.3550669858488361,0.0,0.0,0.1743118539846505,0.1954850610496877,0.1094029384640496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511507041661531,0.1237056832203654,0.0,0.19614015552958736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29104773838545955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813450344673984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639503870214945,0.12429437740556895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545331424413478,0.15719427754978801,0.0,0.14205871708459528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451991827170106,0.0,0.10738768892901314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223553953556448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272336774554545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083424348027788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096065653474405,0.0,0.2812299072207842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068805675841964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489034369111307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550811921554458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428351413606605,0.0,0.1954850610496877,0.0
lonely,Squalyian,2019/09/26,"Why i don't have any friends? I feel i don't have any goals in my life nor an objective to acieve .

Every day on my life is repeetive the same day as yesterday it looks likke i'm living on a nightmare seet it every day @@

I spent my entire time Wasting my time playing video games, watching animes, TV Series and surfing the internet and  any matreial that wasting time.

I didn't interact with anybody either my family memebers nor co-workers nor the community, i don't know how to start a subject with somebody. 

All my timies when sitting with someone i just listen to them , i didn't speak because either i don't care about the subject they are talking about or didn't know what to say.

i feel very sad and pity to myself, i want to socilliaze bit i don't know how to build a relationships as a friendship.

i'm 25 years old waste my entire life without any objective nor friends, i don't have good memories neither !!

Most of my memories sitting on the foa watching or playing video games, my life was already over and feel like living a filler on anime world !!

when i was on school, always the people bulying tha's why i lost my confidence on my self.

i wish to have one friend permiment sharing the life with me.",3.765039473684212,5.425272425000002,4.627149122807019,84.38644736842106,72.66666666666666,7.385964912280703,29.714912280701753,8.032893268588372,2.0608333333333317,962,41,185,14,19,311,126,240,0.115,0.792,0.09300000000000001,-0.7481,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,2,7,12,0,0,13,0,17,5,0,2,1,27,33,16,0,2,6,0,3,1,3,0,5,3,0,1,4,8,0,0,6,7,1,0,15,3,0,1,7,9,31,9,26,26,7,23,0,3,3,0,15,9,0,3,13,113,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475522328334572,0.0,0.10160816868186234,0.0,0.0,0.3321653206441121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744392227568919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331625501575575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245027957807634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362592098155198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577168852333988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511768828376125,0.0,0.1852326809225649,0.08723786962568067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830336344581913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242296417168936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013310677614885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312616882201565,0.05965846111951423,0.0,0.2156568186063928,0.0,0.1025445388820021,0.0,0.13330125047612404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281375190087424,0.0,0.08274723076496948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465808736113065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110414042668286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710951287043848,0.0,0.12358532583321966,0.0,0.0,0.12739095526046787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346632581565317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643252500262105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815016164896848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136159956590151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075638101611673,0.07202567380890319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22037678146104225,0.0,0.14042443545808456,0.1177130035111263,0.0,0.08890004244462459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863705504004091
lonely,TasteTheirTears,2019/09/26,My life is just a void of loneliness So basically I found my soul mate and we were texting everyday and we talked everyday on the phone for 2 hours then I did go out on a date with her I confessed to her that I l love her and that we have so much in common she agreed to me that we have so much in common but she just loves me as a friend I love her so much and since that day we don't even call each other or text it just feels like I'm destined to not find love,0.013428571428569569,1.5968475333333387,1.9907142857142863,99.49178571428571,83.19047619047619,5.723809523809526,17.166666666666668,6.742157984588678,-0.4761619047619048,361,7,95,4,10,120,66,105,0.016,0.738,0.24600000000000002,0.9825,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,5,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,4,0,6,5,0,0,0,22,14,12,0,0,6,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,12,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,20,6,12,11,4,14,2,0,0,4,21,5,0,1,9,68,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981609010087294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515513665539454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281773507633204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812451972564684,0.13863926197484058,0.0,0.0,0.17737085434298702,0.0,0.0,0.2127810083057043,0.14993325858639606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029096512621926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911138131386181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370730450649741,0.09480980055626433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7006008497973302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279778041073887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053163226267342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598118147670345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pennhurst,2019/09/26,"All these numbers... The numbers on your contact, and even on your social media’s followers doesn’t help you to kill the loneliness. It’s late at night and you got mental breakdown and you got no one to talk about anything. All the laugh that i did means nothing these days. I didn’t have a guts to dream about anything, and even if i have, i don’t have a will to do it because i didn’t have a moral support from my  family. It felt like they lost my trust and all i do is just disappointing them. 

It’s my first time posting on this sub, and i hope everybody will find an endlessly joy in their life, because everybody does deserves that.",2.7624735729386884,4.557530279069766,3.5278224101479942,90.65739957716706,75.66666666666667,6.8614517265680055,25.68076109936575,7.686295010490155,1.2332418604651163,502,18,107,7,11,159,76,129,0.11,0.7190000000000001,0.171,0.8074,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,3,2,5,9,1,0,7,0,14,2,1,0,3,15,22,7,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,3,0,2,7,1,18,6,12,13,3,12,1,2,0,0,12,5,0,2,6,76,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132537033703716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204899382074665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274826336652885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665606382570641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25142471383242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942787920057882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274837321826487,0.0,0.17395981438929425,0.1618961293739617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30445145054733863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757539156753175,0.0,0.0,0.18904242029045246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057393347859354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470255738739813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443697706483454,0.09298650202789566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776964013348767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073271247096295,0.0,0.0,0.191809684950583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861349813970873,0.0,0.18262849258509276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897375153400933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822852490443198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401929808515853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159862678042269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529814888608446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098400149111824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MamoswineRider,2019/09/26,"Who wants a hug? Post here. :) I feel the need for a hug, so I thought maybe you'd need one too.",-4.457727272727271,-4.083834954545456,-2.074,117.76899999999999,125.81818181818184,1.7600000000000002,8.945454545454545,3.1291,-2.8197745454545453,69,1,22,0,5,22,18,22,0.0,0.62,0.38,0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096132618963217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164797897441828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6147798325259514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809156062603849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970325018738989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291131866540932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445173770444332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,K_O_D_max,2019/09/26,"Beeing with peaple makes me more lonely than beeing alone... I enjoy the time I spend alone, but if there are peaple around me fe. Sitting together at lunch in school or posting something they did with their friends in their story I notice how lonely I really am.",6.8262585034013625,7.467094346938777,5.951428571428572,81.48523809523812,64.71428571428572,8.165986394557821,26.537414965986393,7.793537801064563,1.5000149659863935,209,5,37,2,3,63,38,49,0.133,0.75,0.11699999999999999,0.0423,0,6,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,8,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,2,7,3,1,7,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6330551015219942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720643612291114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23611931505500686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400204807753955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479475385705362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926970754362019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578639020707475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093012165403983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23527927531819265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820801643011294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,naughty_genius,2019/09/26,"Dating Futility (20M) I'm a 20 year old guy about to graduate college, and I've never had a hookup or been in a real relationship despite numerous cringe-worthy attempts. For the past year or so, I've been actively trying self-improvement, but I'm not noticing any changes in the romance department.

Sometimes when I'm depressed and feeling worthless (like right now), I feel like everything I do is romantically futile. I feel like there is something so fundamentally wrong with me that I will live a life where every day is rainy.

Rationally, I know that's a little ridiculous, but it's what I'm feeling. I long for a romantic connection. At this point, I couldn't give a shit about sex. I just want a hug.",4.902647058823528,6.407748676470593,6.112529411764708,75.46188235294119,69.58823529411765,9.263529411764708,32.71764705882353,9.642632912329526,3.2515670588235297,564,26,103,13,10,189,93,136,0.14400000000000002,0.626,0.23,0.887,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,9,10,2,0,10,0,9,4,1,0,1,18,20,9,0,2,6,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,4,9,5,9,15,0,18,0,2,0,2,3,7,1,2,13,57,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809907682758886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837159764934713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200043206245563,0.0,0.14957857728140686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632139444742095,0.0,0.15608012200700225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512437091720341,0.248134557749018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659659258370882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719569954604279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954424870653275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266568262127996,0.25453382681275233,0.17405931172621136,0.15335057338076288,0.1536892594146024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394219934243468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977202964790494,0.18223362598558296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578418682208226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417083961648365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976703326523401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864526726949304,0.0,0.1483101184672075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117188372671986,0.0,0.1782660179881641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369684482437708,0.1717604659569316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117908055440333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243291585312927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898768968397958,0.0,0.2236708777824364
lonely,MostValuableIdiot,2019/09/26,"Lonely B’days The person I once referred to as my best friend has been becoming more and more distant. The 9 hours in time difference don’t make it easier although a couple years ago that was never an issue. 

They were always there, as was I. They asked for my company and I always made time. 

On my birthday they’d always message me midnight - not a minute earlier nor later. 

Last year they forgot my birthday. 

Today, on my birthday, I had not heard a word. At around 6 pm my time, 9 am theirs, I chose to message them. I guess it was a mistake. 

They said they didn’t forget but that it was only 9 am and I felt so stupid. But at the same time they were on IG posting like hell around 3 am their time (12 pm for me).

Now I feel awful and I’m sure it’ll last.. I was just scared they’d forgotten again. 

Was that too impatient and wrong of me..? 

Thank you for the read",1.119205462445688,3.1666229720670422,2.7252048417132206,93.23636095592802,81.84916201117319,5.542023587833643,19.44165114835506,6.691623216298621,0.10905189323401654,668,17,146,7,18,219,108,179,0.18100000000000002,0.735,0.084,-0.9659,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,11,1,8,11,2,1,9,1,19,0,0,2,2,25,30,12,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,7,7,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,16,4,30,5,16,11,4,25,1,1,0,0,19,8,1,1,17,100,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029949626120418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669272374683145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26170800236555725,0.13741763245420574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623410621637705,0.0,0.0,0.15425898470455393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626437988068449,0.0,0.09479764855376703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357530396218086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432354743114818,0.0,0.1411353251197335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356561731165354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192820689875373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475746322397642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342140794453768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23963611890130634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181284278672945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908733888570976,0.0981182692206702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133692549748574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156541631341474,0.0,0.11179400303551186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834770254558067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077765747153795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470317298841884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982300695577876,0.0,0.14716458667956073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385381749691435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533044020238275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285609457882834,0.0,0.13933118296440594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071262408221273,0.0,0.18931599524462664
lonely,jaayy_,2019/09/26,Such a loner I’m having dreams about it.. Can’t remember much of the dream but I can remember telling people that I have zero friends and how weird it was... uggghh,1.106818181818184,3.5977311212121243,2.288106060606061,93.3521590909091,86.27272727272728,5.724242424242425,20.37121212121212,7.1686216300943375,0.5737939393939393,129,4,27,2,4,41,29,33,0.10800000000000001,0.6729999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28183343007086986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681603216057634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528972839913615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8264648231785579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31883980210916163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LCNorth,2019/09/26,My dog died 2.5h before my birthday Feels bad to just think about coming back to home after an exhausting day and realizing there is no one to jump in my legs and ask for attention..,15.540833333333332,7.060060305555559,13.855555555555556,59.84500000000003,57.05555555555557,17.733333333333334,47.111111111111114,13.023866798666859,5.563644444444443,145,4,29,3,1,47,31,36,0.26899999999999996,0.731,0.0,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,5,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,7,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34712551641254497,0.0,0.0,0.2855151198395028,0.3100290455687439,0.0,0.0,0.3159581804105829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198514145056389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23946477698113036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38536203426287335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877459196675308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724550519600315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516098378947245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23792099633882474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lylena,2019/09/26,"Socially awkward So I realized that I just can’t socialize like my coworkers can and end up being the butt of a joke more often than not because of that. There’s this sort of high school like vibe where they all joke around and what not, but I just can’t seem to fake being silly and laughing at their unfunny jokes (to me). I don’t really care about what they talk about, so I have to seem like I’m into it and join the banter. I’m a kindhearted and relaxed person, so I don’t really know how to respond to their boisterous personalities. There’s even this girl I’ve been casually seeing that told me I’m too nice. I wish I could just find my own people, that aren’t into using others to fuel their own ego and for cheap laughs.",7.384720908230847,5.334579562913909,7.983122043519398,76.2486092715232,64.62913907284769,11.54247871333964,30.84295175023652,10.290406445055957,2.7018753074739834,578,14,122,11,7,194,92,151,0.034,0.698,0.268,0.9881,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,5,0,16,15,0,1,4,0,11,1,1,2,1,27,22,11,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,9,0,0,5,5,1,0,7,2,0,0,2,1,17,13,18,17,4,8,0,0,1,1,13,7,1,4,4,86,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732779510187336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865558897472832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984565665148493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541055638419438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240031684515816,0.0,0.0,0.12856314096166124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779047079190624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565625529534487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697342762506032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285285481737778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494438610831594,0.3399181792537659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493929331954418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969941259766407,0.1551092219385074,0.3544003822934492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968381626259755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645065608029746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859944660057868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811334012835982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238355463508664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ReichsSiegel,2019/09/26,"Things have been thought transitioning into high school i came from a very small, sheltered catholic private school, with less than 10 kids in my whole 8th grade. i was only really friends with one of them. then we graduated and he went to a different HS than i. now i have no social skills and no previously existing friendships and all the other kids are in previously existing friend rings. my family keeps asking me if i have friends and keeps pressuring me into telling them their names and it makes me uncomfortable, because i have a horrible relationship with my mom and i don’t really want her to know. i hate the feeling of *knowing* that i’m going to be alone forever and that nobody will ever love me. 

there’s nobody else to tell this to so i figured i’d vent here",4.531396396396397,6.511493040540542,5.2456756756756775,79.42072072072072,71.29729729729729,8.987387387387386,28.54954954954956,9.516144504307137,2.6885522522522534,622,24,116,15,12,201,101,148,0.11800000000000001,0.7559999999999999,0.126,0.3136,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,3,1,5,6,1,1,5,0,10,1,0,1,2,27,25,10,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,6,14,0,2,5,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,5,2,21,4,17,18,3,12,0,0,0,1,19,6,0,1,3,79,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714660387759242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508735642653054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983790423666986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845819048866064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861339464295766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348167937969532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598233445897166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213979288594895,0.0,0.08160130770347596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37405788083655295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171904236924024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933467150921465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051253655642346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868935187800443,0.0,0.0,0.17738639130902129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565662507565413,0.0,0.10772600817292173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901263083768416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935892422923273,0.12274086956835667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067752404483464,0.0,0.0,0.17326752359584638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32666128301085484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451209231289846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821159071945644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721728916908413,0.0,0.0,0.12812198126431354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315985725794066,0.0951892907087086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960588333822933,0.0,0.1801810365226204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,starking16,2019/09/26,I want to be gone for awhile Or at least be the only person in the world  sometimes I get this urge when I feel down to just disappear or I want everyone else to disappear I don't want to be alone  but why not be what I feel like my job is ass I'm trying to lose weight .I'm alone just like all of us here but as of lately it's unbearable I just want to go away,0.5675087108013948,1.8226980853658536,2.649303135888502,96.9328048780488,80.34146341463416,6.636933797909408,17.811846689895468,7.447530270364453,-0.09271289198606293,281,5,73,4,7,95,54,82,0.17600000000000002,0.693,0.132,-0.7003,1,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,6,2,1,0,1,15,17,6,0,4,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,3,9,2,14,12,2,11,0,1,0,1,2,5,1,2,4,46,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104624910094162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617534604031627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553503250453624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934783242278394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003886124669556,0.14156364493939907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352903271386216,0.0,0.11261738417206185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664058606236196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235301132510759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936193362765869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22168737935884625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070758813797086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730233480193905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598267841391825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345358280383768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238358884327928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675133382946817,0.0,0.0,0.2413022590337703,0.0,0.0,0.178806180031102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,B1lly007,2019/09/26,"The truth about loneliness... Sometimes, no matter how hard you try otherwise, the truth kinda slaps you in the face, that you came alone, and you will go back alone. Everyone else you meet in life is around you because of some motive. And the ones who do love you, are too busy fighting their own battles to notice what you're going through. Sometimes, no matter how hard you want it to be otherwise, you still end up alone. Everyone and everything passes you by. Yet you stay, in hope that someone will come along, hold your hand and tell you that your smile and happiness means the world to them. That hope, when unfulfilled, is what hurts you. That hope, when unrealized, is what kills you from the inside.",5.874266327396097,7.16706994656489,4.859185750636133,86.14966072943174,67.09160305343511,8.570313825275656,26.769296013570823,8.841846274778883,1.7763224766751482,557,16,108,9,9,164,81,131,0.16899999999999998,0.6459999999999999,0.185,0.5574,0,3,0,0,2,0,24.0,0,16,2,1,10,11,3,0,6,0,8,4,2,3,2,24,18,9,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,9,0,1,2,0,0,5,2,4,0,1,1,3,18,7,14,14,2,18,0,1,0,1,23,6,0,5,6,74,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44607010239227385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780327987140933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039261663100908,0.0,0.08751588622146521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420010398541598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366852795836322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993012843831803,0.0,0.1271559700131686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743650032069109,0.12902695712574105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318258611237066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282760290119274,0.2572120664717061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277772897722554,0.0,0.0,0.15368929255106598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883339203577573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140419913091553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957300986941225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638436312917325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344969422529412,0.0,0.0,0.09728335364836847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164215130789237,0.0,0.28397889483874283,0.0,0.0,0.15302117887816924,0.1146511875642886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548213034681052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747120529157983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467835155493672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Yvi_Eulb,2019/09/26,I just wish.. I wish I didn’t constantly feel so empty and alone. I wish I could feel for things again. I have no emotions besides the  “I’m fine” facade I barely pull off. I’m always tired. Always sad. Always alone.,-0.6246428571428595,1.5415699772727294,1.3432467532467527,96.6277272727273,99.22727272727272,3.4233766233766234,13.103896103896105,5.288315135182226,-1.101074025974026,165,3,35,1,7,54,29,44,0.319,0.529,0.152,-0.7841,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,10,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,7,1,2,8,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895214068333432,0.0,0.0,0.4694122479912043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321275689848772,0.0,0.15014078566346634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21152835027256173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901651331149757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493053506664098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613316647985611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6487367184784407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,destiny1wasgood,2019/09/26,"How can I get a girlfriend if I'm ugly? I'm 20 years old, never had a girlfriend. Right now I'm pretty overweight, which makes me think that is why i can't find anyone. Now, i have been trying to lose weight, I've lost a good 50 pounds still going. I just don't want to wait until I'm completely fit to be able to find a girl. What are some ways i can create a relationship. I need advice.",1.3203697478991572,2.5841864823529437,3.3057142857142883,92.99000000000004,78.29411764705883,5.798319327731093,18.025210084033613,6.1826913282559595,-0.3578907563025209,301,5,71,2,7,102,60,85,0.14800000000000002,0.716,0.136,-0.0075,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,2,1,12,22,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,7,1,5,18,1,11,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,2,7,38,10,0,0.2159944137019977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21106724124419007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102831618070192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264660333008541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948299621097812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128481663186285,0.0,0.12275460290006238,0.1811658664276882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24164249970122906,0.2357834176515317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417794837019318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015712090475295,0.16658820748021147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266498030090188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21974397012834426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318971666631619,0.0,0.1844580491280801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724934177937739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840049882806926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664602865797194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739910142372884,0.1714463118842432,0.0,0.2630230066551913,0.0,0.0,0.1949013625841273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390933207690609
lonely,idanbrstn,2019/09/26,"Feeling lonely again My best friend who I met a year ago decided that I’m too much to deal with and that he doesn’t have the “emotional strength” to meet up with me.

I have a couple of friends apart from him and I know they love me and care about me but it’s just not the same.

I had such a special year with him and I finally felt loved and now he fucking leaves me?
Is it really that much to ask to be someone’s first priority or at least that they won’t leave me as soon as they’re bored with me?

I hate my life.",0.8376315789473701,2.2864543421052663,2.4156491228070216,98.0482105263158,80.14035087719299,6.314385964912281,20.171929824561406,7.1686216300943375,0.0630098245614037,401,10,103,5,10,131,75,114,0.08900000000000001,0.7020000000000001,0.209,0.912,0,2,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,2,3,7,12,2,0,5,0,7,4,0,0,0,18,18,9,0,0,4,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,2,18,8,15,13,5,11,0,1,0,3,15,3,1,1,8,72,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703341873767338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761582937945498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977475456585928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921187753868616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084961993769304,0.0,0.0,0.19426490871924074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21196040942542968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527677831731296,0.0,0.1809240751947651,0.20641782316625326,0.0,0.16027999028813555,0.0,0.0,0.29116387791082765,0.17420215999910765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603738840570894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355718772713883,0.0,0.0,0.3990441312894353,0.0,0.0,0.13309495082829048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34013410736528976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770381041060854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120714234245458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965765013409106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426877986085536
lonely,Maple40oz,2019/09/26,"Panic attacks every morning. I have these weird anxiety/panic attack/bubbleguts every freaking morning. Like, praying to the porcelain queen because I'm having a panic attack. Can anyone else relate ???",6.7087499999999975,10.635022375000002,6.705000000000003,61.24000000000001,75.25,4.45,36.125,5.985473137389443,3.3866625,164,9,13,1,4,52,26,32,0.414,0.469,0.11699999999999999,-0.9125,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630503789990765,0.2143904691522291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7141199965097518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755038251631293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747926510031277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525864001548782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222379082301884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909946530233733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwaway843183,2019/09/26,"I wish someone would love me... I've got a mild stutter, and I've been single all my life. I was born like this... don't I deserve love?",-1.8230000000000004,0.049723700000001265,0.7083333333333357,103.34250000000002,95.33333333333334,3.0,17.5,3.1291,-1.158,101,3,26,0,4,34,24,30,0.06,0.536,0.405,0.9118,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,4,8,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29846948731772865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635910293674058,0.182318944697684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6736266021018975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161977526819958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291434006518752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650993409989881,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LocalCryptographer3,2019/09/26,"Been alone for 3 years since I was 17, just wandering what possible help is out there to access? Morning,

I left one of my parents place when I was 17 and I don't think I've been doing a very good job on my own,I have been living a few hours away from family, working on my own living with strangers on roomshare websites, and I also lack much motivation for life, except for that fact I have phases of being a very positive, talk able attitude type, but everytime I try to do something positive (for longer then any one person can convince themselves things will get better, for example) I get intensely reminded that I have no support, family, or anyone whom I feel comfortable talking to when it comes to real talk, this is always realized when everything is going great, like at a party. Just curious if theres any possible help that I can get? I have obvious intimacy issues and I'm now ready to put work in to start doing something. My biggest fear every morning is that one day i'll wake up and I won't be able to be act positive any longer like I could when I was 20, and I'll die.",9.291915002560168,6.274709087557608,9.528540706605225,69.69217613927296,61.8110599078341,13.331080389144905,38.85765488991295,11.645159339076185,4.335870865335382,860,32,167,20,9,289,130,217,0.065,0.691,0.244,0.9924,2,1,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,10,9,0,1,4,0,26,2,1,1,2,23,36,14,1,3,6,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,8,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,6,1,19,8,25,24,4,25,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,2,12,110,28,5,0.2392877072016812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391494963214335,0.0,0.09567914649845848,0.0995532706651783,0.0,0.0,0.24408576963339085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836577642958654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240933889281207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581526575531013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030625858863254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552588159129792,0.0,0.0,0.0771603876834892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417143070926223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080510685580124,0.0,0.1075281809362204,0.0,0.22557915428916986,0.13463259827222768,0.06049552727615312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752692616546715,0.0,0.06799635919504593,0.100351587936199,0.0,0.13190777097483442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603895061688979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178250953778178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487709871023868,0.11872806334936825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999339701050427,0.0,0.08450799208738591,0.11690388684978233,0.0,0.2112954294131067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879519987948523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24322131482159454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328503405282618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446839808568884,0.12500236211672025,0.0,0.0,0.2697609362312184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027511872294867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618089877076164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897063206408396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842153675435036,0.0,0.0,0.08468453538220991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577042722242266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884955924871907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948606001478621,0.076662950380349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123032296615731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19743741867737902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420430074566198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704671904111547
lonely,Cratex32,2019/09/26,"Is my job worth my happiness? I will try to be a bit brief with this:

I work on building sites all over the country, which means I am usually away from home. I sometimes get to go home on weekends. I would say I get about 5-10 days at home per month, which I know is better than some. 

I have to drive for hours everyday on my own, and then get to work and do a job I don’t even enjoy. Everyday I get lonelier and everything just gets more difficult. All I think about is how I could be at home with my gf, my happy place.

The reason I haven’t quit already is because I don’t have a back up plan. I despise this job and I would love to do anything else, something local to home, while I complete my Uni work. But I am worried my family will be disappointed with me for quitting. 

I get paid really well at this job, which is the main reason I have stayed. I keep thinking about how important the money is for me and my gf but is it worth me suffering like this? I am not going to be paid this well if I quit and work locally..

Thanks for the help",2.6325848416289617,3.4746872895927616,4.159770927601809,89.84065186651588,74.29411764705883,7.877941176470588,24.672228506787327,8.278499904357787,1.2142690045248878,805,24,187,13,16,269,111,221,0.06,0.7909999999999999,0.149,0.9531,4,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,9,10,13,1,0,8,0,27,1,0,4,2,29,44,13,0,4,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,0,9,9,0,1,6,1,5,4,4,4,2,0,2,1,34,9,28,33,7,28,0,2,0,1,5,13,0,2,11,131,43,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482386681731236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816870596315957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924626571506268,0.07304147430905802,0.0,0.05790504428793487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401096757017082,0.10370451712265136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995952454986498,0.0,0.0,0.0758418143468659,0.0,0.0,0.061260714898824675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935198623373152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274002291427297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537091937567562,0.0,0.08954815205642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977702394860787,0.0,0.10797005302494403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223731933693095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366981883554361,0.0,0.4764137556762341,0.0,0.09354605118724464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770518141599021,0.08443150853694077,0.0,0.0,0.05220403958873439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046407333463938896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573221616041954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347199650152453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582014048783436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924437003510088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30310078756367753,0.0,0.0,0.06085304942886322,0.19533115517920616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755398892584744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312797051614331,0.0939475745058672,0.0,0.0,0.10124673956348636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745406284701741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173155909526992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449199914315656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461810457720264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081490044095132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766155101735623,0.09646699249735702,0.0,0.13495639237283022,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,twiggiey,2019/09/26,"I want friends who WANT to hang out with me About 7 months ago I escaped a toxic living situation from an abusive friend, who I have now blocked all contact with. I didn't realised how isolated she made me.  
I no longer talk to a lot of the people that I used to call friends, and the two people who I still consider my best friends, I don't see very often, and I don't relate to their values anymore.  


Don't get me wrong they are beautifully spirited people who I care a lot about, we have had so many amazing moments and memories together, but at times, especially lately, they can be very self revolving. I feel so lonely, I organised for me and one of my friends to meet at the beach so we could have a nice little catch up, but I felt like I was talking a brick wall, and we only sat together for about two hours, during those two hours, they would check their phone every 10 minutes and make sure they posted to Instagram for the day. And then I felt like they were just super eager to leave.  


I ended up crying in the car for 30 minutes after this because I guess I realised that I don't have any genuine friends?   
My other friend and I have organised to catch up about 4 times in a month and every time has fallen through. I think she just forgets or it isn't a priority. One of the times we were going to hang out together on the Saturday, I don't hear from her all day until that night when she says her and her boyfriend are out drinking but I'm welcome to come.   


I just want a small group of friends that hang out once a week, I want human connection!",7.322912723449003,5.502440239747635,7.42991798107256,79.43450893796006,64.58359621451103,10.598443743427973,34.38254468980021,9.21078282632365,2.753225194532072,1224,42,258,17,15,397,166,317,0.057,0.723,0.22,0.9936,0,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,4,0,7,2,15,20,0,0,17,0,23,1,0,4,3,51,43,21,0,6,7,0,3,2,8,1,0,2,0,2,12,21,1,1,4,2,1,9,8,2,0,5,9,6,48,18,41,31,5,48,1,1,1,0,41,15,0,5,25,178,60,0,0.0,0.10758372879040344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048915276422178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174744455492475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004968386756508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535113383877392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528950871957766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271744889993444,0.0,0.09257714760226374,0.0,0.0,0.07821657916307062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249680003031278,0.0,0.0997400708444045,0.11711760421294888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894990874092573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042228009652191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530066522709814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045911454263585984,0.0,0.17436541306679884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5612178455233183,0.0,0.047439506585531005,0.0,0.05160400902075134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000269729038924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233874755263317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884037782984102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242690385166757,0.09614460473165587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872106246530613,0.09100594169565814,0.08017849319108772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439065326629106,0.0,0.08591761586475312,0.06061002986866481,0.09205744169096784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495216420000892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521010566052885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669955479909197,0.12305751928167966,0.06905786166978717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888488736387316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869617665696967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220819139211293,0.0,0.0,0.07235623182465492,0.0,0.09472471035195734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206355130579466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251338587357863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557838402087484,0.0,0.0,0.14596398330143406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818128543672345,0.0,0.0,0.2117859756890129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660966446822048,0.0,0.0,0.07842246682126397,0.0,0.14983982164744555,0.21422591817458853,0.0,0.07283467333257285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450206047232973,0.09927607797470564,0.0,0.0
lonely,whiskeyfinger90,2019/09/26,"Its really bad right now My now exwife wanted a divorce about 10 months ago after she had an affair, and most days i do really good. But right now i really just miss her it gets so lonely and i just want to fade away. I hope everyone is doing ok.",2.3701923076923066,3.5203964038461564,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,75.34615384615384,8.276923076923078,16.846153846153847,8.841846274778883,0.6447538461538458,191,2,42,4,4,66,42,52,0.152,0.684,0.16399999999999998,-0.0822,0,2,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,9,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,3,4,8,1,11,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,2,8,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23443629894014456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484778480775755,0.0,0.22082102739160145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056098076252305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527119886667396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381744243232007,0.0,0.0,0.2218245109094647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26267793715485505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109707166354694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082778976764603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517111014119472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31198198557898793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AngrySniperBear,2019/09/26,"Excessively longing for a relationship...? Okay I don't know if I would call it that, but if I feel someone, even a man (I'm a lesbian), shows any sort of interest or tolerance towards me, I just want to be closer and more intimate, I guess? That is kind of the best way I can describe it. It is usually just a passing thought, and I don't think that much of it later. I haven't had any friends (at least true friends) in years. I just don't really feel fully accepted by anyone. Even a chick who was friendly to me at first started to seem uninterested with me shortly after. So I think that kind of says something about my social life.

I am just wondering if this is because I have no emotional connection with anyone at college, or if I am really that desperate for a relationship. Like, I might finally be starting to see signs of the biological want for someone, anyone, to socialize with, and I am unconsiously approaching it in an extreme way. Is that a thing? Just being so lonely you are pretty much willing to be in a relationship with anyone who is not repulsed by you? Or do I just get attached way too easily and then forget about it soon after? Is it weird that a gay chick is even willing to be with a man in this kind of situation? I genuinely don't know at this point.",5.143523622047244,5.600195114173231,6.628809055118111,75.81242618110237,68.33070866141732,10.129527559055118,32.80413385826772,10.125756701596842,3.267174015748031,1005,43,197,24,16,345,126,254,0.085,0.759,0.157,0.9635,0,2,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,2,15,14,0,0,13,1,30,3,0,0,1,43,47,15,0,7,15,0,2,1,3,4,1,1,0,4,20,9,0,0,10,1,0,2,7,2,0,1,3,4,23,12,36,35,5,29,0,1,1,2,18,12,0,12,13,156,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493113705471566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070491687251039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692223228327332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520968396537967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120999376465778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349023954631885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753039507484034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101839451528173,0.0,0.0,0.12026107374735093,0.0,0.09338071410985337,0.0,0.0,0.2544524503036472,0.0,0.05735668736919058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093751023719325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429639160652575,0.12066689202793378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775424401412731,0.05363405533856305,0.0,0.0,0.09715382447515904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646160396556116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140515076498066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377969805301766,0.0,0.0,0.11168800173792116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406586234102037,0.0,0.0,0.35359511077596684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730324063773652,0.0,0.0,0.08748222877269954,0.09994162479010772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233998332904516,0.0,0.22381832939853516,0.1860362651110811,0.08451572897433049,0.0,0.0,0.15540886379068766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729344396727443,0.14068804841025032,0.0,0.08715483282307251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090962336091553,0.0,0.12950481465236496,0.2614200876843666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905415226475967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798615085740422,0.0,0.0,0.07069616082168102
lonely,dewpoint00,2019/09/26,"Being lonely is on me P selfish to be lonely when I ghost and delete people by default and then get mad I don’t have friends / relationships anymore. 

 Left behind all my high school friends, ghosted my well intentioned long term friends abroad, dont know anybody particularly well any more this far into adulthood. Big college I see hundreds of people a day and talk to maybe 1. A half hearted nothing in class. Far too caught in self to be anywhere near outgoing or well adjusted to this space. Go to class, aim to look good enough for the obvious aloneness to be aesthetic at least, drive home. Indredibly distant to anybody I date in these bullshit apps and act the same rlly . Because I don’t feel much for anyone at all.   every day yearning for warmth I had at a time less pathological / spent scanning social media apps for feigned para social connections w anonymous ppl and twitter jokes, podcasts. 

Last year big college 0 connections despite everything I’ve got materially which is quite a lot. Parents paid for my luxury apartments and my cars and my vacations and nice clothes , my therapist on Fridays . Not enough. Gonna keep spending nights looking sad at the bar until the dice go my way",5.700765511684124,7.730853086757992,5.5985012087026576,77.86900080580179,68.36073059360731,8.075315605694335,34.800161160354556,8.671277953709913,3.131395165189364,962,48,161,16,17,300,152,219,0.08800000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.129,0.7579,1,5,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,5,15,1,0,8,0,11,3,1,1,3,22,25,12,2,1,2,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,4,9,1,1,3,2,3,6,4,6,3,1,5,5,14,9,28,15,11,38,0,4,4,0,9,19,0,2,12,92,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361347284054429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938536755873867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035558230900998,0.09190761127073868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012609232064395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695390015834814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404956248054816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716303576532989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074592601162957,0.0,0.1181319909432988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646124781498422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30465631268758475,0.0,0.06867325058579601,0.0,0.14940353716893814,0.11024768366774723,0.10512652794587984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575992602267205,0.0,0.1388761561128179,0.1318474859645084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683208140144274,0.0,0.0,0.07223732831975463,0.10714313319392316,0.0,0.0,0.14281259726175474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632242445603412,0.22075709243421526,0.0,0.0,0.11174766331880973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205159953005047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662531844783318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334982717236778,0.0,0.12612256762084587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595127609763528,0.0,0.0,0.18225127754867826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980521608228538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111999118736732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330267681532531,0.10474260794807667,0.0,0.13712313299335507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679780323006605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056484555092061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526148054817997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664514465821191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433289190356658,0.0,0.0,0.35454762147531205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464462280241253
lonely,oNaomio,2019/09/26,"I'm so stressed out with life that I kind of lost touch with reality. Vent:
Honestly, kind of tired of life. I'm literally just glued to my phone during my break times on reddit. Since, I kind of feel it's more safer here I guess then telling people how I really feel. Sometimes, I really do wanna go out there and meet new people but my anxiety still gets to me. The psychologist said I'm okay now which was a few years ago... Honestly, I feel really lost. Majority of my friends already have kids now at the age of 23. Some have graduated. Some are looking for work. Some are working towards their dreams. Myself? Idfk what I'm doing. Work feels like hell. Home feels like hell. Everything makes me feel suffocated. 

I used to have dreams and now their all kind of crushed. I'm tired of chasing them. I literally feel unmotivated in which case I reallt shouldn't. Maybe because I have a cold right now which is making me think all these bad thoughts. Thos headache isn't helping. Also, especially with my parents pressuring me as to why I haven't finished university yet and comparing me to others. I
swear we all have our own timeline. I'm at my own pace I guess. Sometimes I think of just ending my life. Then again those are just suicidal thoughts. Probably just mild depression. I really want to do something I love but my 
1 chance was probably ruined. If I could go back in time,
I would go after it. Fuck. Life is taking me so much L's. 
I just want to move on and be successful. So tired of people using me. I only realized after 5 years when no one is now left by my side. If only I chose ""me first"" before them but no. I was too fucking nice that I helped people around me but myself. Sometimes, I really wished I did learn how to be a bitch for once. 

Fuck. 

We'll all be okay. We're gonna get through this crap. 
There is always a light at the end of the tunnel.
I'll just cling onto that.",1.1737232483142783,3.647090142480213,2.8260650835532104,89.80201172676634,85.56992084432719,6.218493110524772,20.29557314570507,7.554174236665415,0.7769950278510702,1480,45,310,27,45,486,197,379,0.207,0.674,0.11900000000000001,-0.9918,1,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,3,0,4,7,27,28,7,2,8,2,28,12,1,6,4,58,69,20,1,9,12,1,8,2,1,4,7,1,1,1,13,11,0,0,13,2,0,4,5,14,0,2,9,12,52,14,42,52,13,45,2,4,1,4,17,15,7,7,27,196,65,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973217707579155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868092827704098,0.06290873379556271,0.06545595808438995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017885570445267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002893060508465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060488877101941015,0.06568236682520233,0.047953729585123915,0.0,0.06693850593605025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280796260771647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775443880961866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934848321629725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069943616341491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784293142612141,0.11239722970441336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691279355319563,0.0,0.0,0.06077673332076946,0.2181748292020682,0.08219890407595126,0.0,0.13412216819066808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331772909380475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545558898086034,0.0,0.07890786266125555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327671852882073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547024411266528,0.0,0.22225494153665065,0.07686393291163009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605916754448488,0.0,0.17174526766802106,0.0,0.07099864201894336,0.0,0.105019600535526,0.0,0.07903002020623466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360892642176307,0.05782815881475446,0.0,0.0,0.07597558404165247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377613935325019,0.05330574636680787,0.1196572425737764,0.0,0.0,0.08734867536759358,0.0,0.0,0.21814687892525547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962932525638968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519755154863002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717986645660383,0.07482885935924408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650728750616348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060560508438652925,0.23340643143094855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282233183536821,0.0,0.09011100984444584,0.0,0.0,0.08604723691345928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059146630104830025,0.0,0.06875707264380461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081129094389464,0.0,0.124903164244236,0.09174091571181366,0.2712430958430237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358833868986033,0.0,0.0,0.09279784385440022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098333508623547,0.0,0.0904613879042312,0.0,0.0,0.17180815855983142,0.0,0.0,0.05588168030275576,0.0,0.0,0.10131594428587708
lonely,Ravenwood7734,2019/09/26,"Just lost. My life for the past year has been garbage. Now days after my birthday my gf who ive been with for a year broke up with me. She helped me so much in the time we were together but now im just lost. I feel so alone, i dont really have friends anymore they are all busy with work and starting families. I've always been physically lonely because it was a long-distance relationship but now i dont have her.",1.6564655172413794,3.511071701149426,3.1638936781609215,91.74859913793104,79.11494252873564,6.648850574712642,23.518678160919546,7.645422480735847,0.9138747126436776,326,11,74,5,8,107,62,87,0.18899999999999997,0.8109999999999999,0.0,-0.9363,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,3,7,5,0,0,4,0,12,1,0,0,1,11,16,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,1,13,1,8,9,2,12,0,4,0,0,9,2,0,0,10,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932477193685226,0.0,0.0,0.16817152199487778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004385865174879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232042418394348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034408360212724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737422979561083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905311068820378,0.0,0.1021927740589224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561495094343154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354699206977686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831323728813215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427561099209349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886078927548324,0.0,0.0,0.4412533847860179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857393836479513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192936647735414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294766960408473,0.0,0.0,0.21699025896646373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305433773796358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785183408795635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713832201948246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603041350481363
lonely,flarpnuggets,2019/09/26,"Negativity has taken over Positivity annoys the hell out of me. Quit telling me things will get better, quit telling me that I will eventually find new friends. Quit telling me I need charisma, quit telling me I need to stop being so cynical or negative and ""express my emotions"" fuckers who say that don't know shit about how lonely people like me are. People who tell me that have amazing grades and a steady job and a gf and many friends who like them and talk to them a lot. Everyone ignores my ass, the gf I did have lives across the country and her mother hates me so she never lets me see her. Now her and I have fallen out cause her mom controls her internet phone and everything we never get to talk ever. It doesn't get better, how about you show me does cause rn all I'm seeing is it gets worse and worse.",4.072777777777777,5.418063500000002,4.607098765432099,86.07694444444445,71.4074074074074,7.375308641975309,27.08024691358025,7.793537801064563,1.4346691358024684,645,22,132,8,12,205,96,162,0.21899999999999997,0.645,0.136,-0.9463,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,2,7,8,15,6,0,6,0,13,3,2,5,4,29,25,14,0,2,1,2,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,9,12,0,3,2,1,0,1,6,8,0,0,2,3,27,7,10,19,2,11,1,1,2,2,29,4,4,2,8,87,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110505067550415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22197350801414126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117595186174353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454645797239453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153036296987932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977282888168049,0.0,0.10323676904554624,0.0970993094435902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874652530244736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669427411569022,0.0,0.22578558630500006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666704881445528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721294513143942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937591197683921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047813335193764,0.0,0.1055656906454914,0.0,0.0954012246183576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918516724686316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095355166081818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265350430583835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022045649505204,0.1666540863021959,0.10434562346390254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980254759003198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596549953929946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859176770741564,0.0,0.0,0.17218764908415993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109014205097354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032620692206454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736767829241042,0.4721582402471114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177691904232447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020380765652373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,idontcare628,2019/09/26,Either I’m that weird that people don’t want to be around me or I’m that much of a bad person Ok I’ll admit that sometimes I’ll will be brutally honest but I do that because it’s a mixture of I don’t think before I speak and I think that we’re close enough to do that but I come off as a complete bitch. I also say stuff that will stop a whole conversation and get people to stare at me but again I don’t think before I say. That and a mixture of other bad habits is why I believe I don’t have friends that want to be around me and I really wish that I didn’t have to beg people to let me be around them and go places with them. I’ve never been invited anywhere I just hear them talking about going somewhere and I just beg to go. I’m not completely lonely because I finally have my first boyfriend and he is an absolute sweet heart and he is my best friend but it’s different then just regular friendship. I’m scared he’s gonna leave me one day and I’m gonna be fully alone. I’m sorry for the rant but I just wanted to let that out since I never told anybody that.,0.3817482269503536,2.2949386553191498,2.489175531914896,94.65645833333332,83.72340425531915,5.448581560283689,19.153368794326237,6.6274283507984215,-0.009875886524822963,844,22,196,9,24,284,116,235,0.134,0.7120000000000001,0.154,0.7136,1,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,2,10,13,2,1,7,1,23,1,1,0,2,39,46,18,0,4,12,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,0,1,17,16,0,1,4,0,0,4,8,7,0,2,3,6,27,6,21,32,5,20,0,1,1,0,17,8,1,1,8,127,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225823425264068,0.0,0.0943999375412483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152532061772332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971240224293882,0.143917348342017,0.0,0.2008939108519566,0.13299543734842584,0.12388014904699644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168466198290556,0.24753428334091465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612877042227001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233311082735987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219712570226784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293116969650787,0.0,0.10040837179554947,0.0,0.0,0.18240137682906046,0.0,0.06167324425846402,0.0,0.20126178888357985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304443973377775,0.13988299492646178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499180785234795,0.0,0.2414164700214019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677610008776332,0.0,0.18208599298809824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998983327131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455110423810689,0.10307167878511726,0.1233311082735987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562216401026456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774703810034804,0.1181828790538216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764741667525136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674877355085335,0.1321408643014729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869027183905206,0.0,0.0,0.13513241505507745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948794901445426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269139512364701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279633174103312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887665675212946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651656764203976,0.13179218039750595,0.13574505244065807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lyle1771,2019/09/26,"It seems impossible for somone to like me When ever I think about the idea of someone liking me it seems like an impossibility. I've been deprived of any romantic relationships for so long that even the idea of any girl liking me is like a bizarre dream. My other friends talk about getting girlfriends like they are buying milk. This sound so pathetic but it's true. I haven't been on a date in a very long time, I'm a freshman in college, I feel like I'm missing out on an important aspect of life, learning how to love. I fear my lack of experience now will lead to a very lonely future. I'll talk to girls but nothing ever comes of it. Whenever I'm faced with any uncomfortable social situation I freeze. I.e large group of people, cute girl or even the store clerk. Something in my mind stops my body from doing anything. I like being alone, but hate feeling lonely. I workout inside my houseand alone because I dont want to go to the gym. I get that the fact I'm such a recluse prevents me from meeting new people and making friendships but it's a hard habit to break.",3.370892018779344,5.273476347417841,4.315140845070424,85.20163145539908,74.25821596244131,6.6112676056338024,26.387323943661972,7.3871296695380915,1.320481690140845,854,31,168,10,18,276,130,213,0.175,0.634,0.191,-0.0213,0,6,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,12,18,1,1,14,0,9,5,2,3,4,29,27,10,0,2,5,0,4,8,2,1,1,1,0,3,9,4,1,2,8,3,2,3,2,6,0,0,2,5,19,12,27,23,1,21,0,4,0,1,13,6,0,3,19,95,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24642064436988054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24269780528150314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789683503771422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251905348387279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321416447910677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247653289586044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942435150822655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714855702986047,0.21521861700728065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636914324463192,0.0,0.1338670262059637,0.12030305348256698,0.08498755761952301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191091521755647,0.0,0.12430705124651747,0.0,0.06760970608223796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656794103619606,0.11745184021961318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685906522897506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402744756140608,0.4649565078690769,0.0,0.0,0.2105579312852005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736921533317664,0.0,0.07940906884595435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011923567391798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489570238337138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414869940516245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494864233696752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772229235399332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659982896985533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371997324315096,0.0,0.12126832030661548,0.10079739870618776,0.0915839245136756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945882389141657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912367313484157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622701573984013,0.0,0.0,0.06936858124199319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963147145588041,0.07016776233973017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OGBrownMan512,2019/09/26,"I’m scared to see The Joker movie. When I watch the trailers, I see myself. Not “The Joker” per say, but the man behind him. 

Lonely, rejected, forgotten by society, struggling to make ends meet, living with mental illness and people expecting me to pretend that I don’t, failing miserably at pursuing my passion, living without affection, etc.

It’s not the movie itself, but it’s that I see myself in the character and that scares me.",6.70525,7.486354025000002,7.465,70.04,65.0,10.4,34.75,10.355215969177356,3.959825,342,15,54,8,5,114,55,80,0.36,0.5760000000000001,0.065,-0.9845,1,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,11,6,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,5,10,1,9,6,1,4,0,4,4,1,4,2,0,0,2,40,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007375061778227,0.0,0.2527656961456293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002580069343383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128526859219582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284017895086917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571249985834428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023478379706556,0.4538162811046934,0.0,0.5418128974510559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369353864457624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21847476226388848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,beachmuffin,2019/09/26,"It’s been a year. 3 years into a relationship.. my girl, leaves for school in Germany.. Suddenly after about 3 months she dumps me with little indication, blocks me on everything and leaves me here to rot with only the memories of her.. 

I haven’t been the same. I’ve opted out of suicide 7 times. I just want her back.. she gave my life purpose. I firefight and do medical response, and even that doesn’t seem to make me feel like I’m needed. I miss you M. Come back to me please because ,therapy, different people, and doing the right things for my self don’t work. 

You were my one..",1.7966954022988515,4.10027481896552,3.235172413793105,89.08540229885055,80.98275862068967,6.625287356321839,21.73563218390805,7.793537801064563,0.9912666666666664,453,14,94,8,12,148,83,116,0.094,0.851,0.055,-0.6509999999999999,1,0,0,0,1,1,23.0,0,2,0,1,6,3,1,0,5,0,8,2,0,1,0,17,17,4,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,1,19,1,15,13,1,15,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,9,61,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864509509838708,0.0,0.11354477137782194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604498947554512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460617714300654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302557826598112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674020224321854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418064665425964,0.1330669987579776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39445324445439545,0.0,0.0,0.13156373207413047,0.09099915444698496,0.18668540510760728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433262893378427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876413275446081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867410297999326,0.0,0.0,0.13811235427921073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262172689529655,0.14166212273043705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913196590050766,0.0,0.0,0.20446187641808464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997776844137374,0.0,0.15906839038384216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885090554104069,0.0,0.1695676989656716,0.19431391617147128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037425227935328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300905294297348,0.0,0.1237454877948109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861200359816604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986330005989113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356023695709398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239895745970023
lonely,astridtiger,2019/09/26,"Lost girl needs help. (This is a longer read, but I feel as if this is the last bit of fight I got left in me. I don’t have anyone else to turn to so internet people it is).

Back when I was in elementary school I was bullied constantly, I didn’t let it get to me though and I told myself that one day I’d make em’ all sorry. By the time 9th grade rolled around I had about a dozen close friends and hundreds of acquaintances. I had ran away from my dads place to live with my mom since I craved freedom and I ditched my old friends for a bigger high school with the “popular kids”, I went to all kinds of parties every weekend for about a year and a half. My life was like a movie, seriously it was insane... I had drug dealers in their 40s giving me 200$ and ounces of weed just to hangout with them, and everyday I was out and about on some kind of adventure, never really with the same people twice. 

Clearly this was a bad path so it’s not surprising that I dropped out of school and became a heavy alcoholic. I was dropping friends and weight like crazy, isolating myself in my bedroom with my best friends Raven and Elyssa, getting drunk and smoking pot and cigarettes. This went on for a few months until I met my now ex boyfriend, Damien. He was the persona of what my life had become, chaotic, violent and controlling. I lost the remaining friends I did have because either he made me quit talking to them or I’d just gotten too drunk and started shit. Even Raven eventually quit coming around because I was such a raging alcoholic I had started punching her when I was blackout. All I had was Damien my controlling, abusive bf and my best friend Elyssa who for some reason Damien seemed to not mind. Elyssa eventually got into a relationship with a guy named Adam and we’d hangout as a group of 4 (Me, Damien, Elyssa and Adam). A few months into summer, Elyssa and Adam broke up and things went downhill for her. She ended up killing herself mid august of 2017 and I ended up in the hospital due to how much weight I’d lost. I haven’t been close with a girl since she passed, but I am in a healthy relationship with a new boyfriend. 


I’ve come so far, I’m 18 now, I’m finally at a stable weight, my eyebrows have grown back (don’t ask) and I’m ready to start my life. 
I just can’t seem to do it. No body will hire me because I haven’t finished school, I struggle with crippling depression & anxiety, and I honestly wish I had a friend to talk to.
I can’t help but feel like I’ve fucked up my entire life and I’m never going to get out of this hole, the only work I can come across is cam shows and such... I’m so broke, I don’t even have my L yet. (I live in Canada)
Life handed me so much to begin with, I had the friends and popularity I always wanted but I guess I couldn’t handle it and I lost control.
I don’t know why I’m posting this I’m just desperate, maybe one of you has gone through something similar and has advice or just any advice and comments in general would be sincerely appreciated.
-Lost Girl",2.734826398852228,4.3854332162601635,3.7526159732185564,89.63626972740316,75.37398373983741,6.969870875179341,24.904351984696326,7.724431198458867,1.1338857006217125,2368,79,510,33,51,763,285,615,0.15,0.687,0.163,0.9071,0,0,5,0,1,0,67.0,1,1,3,13,29,38,6,1,28,0,49,17,3,7,6,95,97,47,1,6,15,3,6,3,9,2,8,0,1,5,17,50,7,3,6,7,0,11,15,17,0,5,38,6,74,21,74,53,14,78,0,8,0,1,44,32,2,8,35,323,91,8,0.0,0.07267749820070839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198808635205283,0.0,0.13110694062577655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051039533014500836,0.0664615247300241,0.0,0.04171309026927116,0.0,0.04692469230291186,0.0,0.0,0.04289013504195858,0.06284975764087318,0.0,0.10921065156453033,0.05734432665844251,0.0,0.05763065467586584,0.0943328653405158,0.0512160760938423,0.1121763107266504,0.06774486456023103,0.0,0.0,0.12874443331492416,0.0,0.06696705085347042,0.06813456369462928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851612568098775,0.0,0.0662864098182784,0.20639302279531604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03955902330751493,0.0,0.05283178212813015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113456231557322,0.0,0.05124143716086497,0.0,0.108657511367708,0.0,0.0,0.08102856889211267,0.0,0.051681331462237766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203037712393019,0.04382108431474428,0.0,0.06719462833566836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791271172399141,0.05670755178433819,0.09614236353239232,0.05884261665433981,0.03486075742979396,0.0,0.09811790161336832,0.0,0.06757258021245878,0.06073593347850662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822293977946655,0.06480874660359355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786327491706284,0.12775168863570302,0.033710687546625366,0.050000031422522524,0.0,0.0,0.06664574889457113,0.06272398536993111,0.21663017313814856,0.08990241735694131,0.0,0.10832813400590324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33479756907403385,0.0,0.0,0.05804109452819733,0.04094471707061429,0.0,0.06162395973567966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061935597418324086,0.07184029951243244,0.0979215051502718,0.0,0.09018345487169156,0.04548260033116802,0.09461789545048316,0.05924225148443254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436568256948005,0.0,0.0831307181553618,0.04665159567975878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505043050902326,0.0,0.06408691693921964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587464638422471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304846141561835,0.0613562859223655,0.0,0.03929577388487093,0.06306741386531127,0.0,0.13171173519713092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483161501600186,0.0,0.11168269372253192,0.0,0.0,0.06296430675016668,0.10148164513228214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04722228747831474,0.0,0.06866475711852517,0.1302496375230534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412555863710083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860503305686197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04075136213215652,0.0,0.06026593057913825,0.0,0.03576766449752969,0.0,0.0,0.05861269913588951,0.0,0.0,0.06671996481247293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0361797363730796,0.0,0.0,0.22408563956481287,0.0,0.17058751185369364,0.0553495263172582,0.0,0.07053761230601664,0.0,0.0,0.044656022347471916,0.0,0.0,0.04357395339078347,0.0,0.0,0.039500747026018766
lonely,-XEN3X-,2019/09/26,"Wth happened to me I don’t feel sad or anything but I recently saw my old best friend hanging out with some new friend of hers and well I’m not sad but the new guy and me are so similar it just looks like I’ve been replaced, to the point where I can see myself in the videos that she posts of him, if that makes any sense. Her and I lost touch because of some stupid argument and well she apologized but we lost touch after that. I guess I just wanted to get this off my chest, it feels like I’ve been left in the dust or smt idk",-0.05092307692307685,2.0220105565217423,1.3017391304347858,101.4857190635452,86.91304347826087,4.929765886287626,16.672240802675585,6.297961479604792,-0.6366187290969902,414,9,103,4,13,131,76,115,0.16699999999999998,0.627,0.205,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,3,6,12,1,0,4,0,5,1,1,1,0,23,18,11,0,2,9,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,5,2,0,5,7,17,7,12,13,3,14,0,4,3,0,10,7,0,6,7,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484702721152376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107836035475328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191434013777254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926656556208367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565654404266,0.1311562406564645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836812929534191,0.0,0.0959178377708698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022443244094156,0.18178228203088495,0.1623474216458936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947032387342428,0.0,0.0,0.17938492806756884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416878331993208,0.0,0.4008188407688381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254729086923725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546234016901628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926460991349751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355124046278542,0.0,0.17582781142678386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127229650276028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629691169649445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828573242398012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301376780490873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway23344559999,2019/09/26,I wish I felt needed I love my family but feel slightly dissociated with them due to differing beliefs over many years. With that said even around my extended family even thought they always tell me they love me I never felt wanted or needed. I don’t get this feeling from anyone expect from one friend who has displayed multiple times I don’t mean the same to him as he does to me. I feel so empty and wish I had someone I felt able and comfortable to talk about my life with. I’ve always struggled with social anxiety and I feel once I go to college I’m going to lose all relationships.,4.0307692307692315,5.593420794871796,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000003,71.8205128205128,8.276923076923078,25.82051282051281,8.841846274778883,1.934497435897436,471,15,90,9,9,156,77,117,0.092,0.715,0.192,0.9292,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,1,5,6,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,29,25,7,0,6,2,0,7,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,10,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,6,8,21,4,16,19,2,8,1,1,0,2,14,2,0,1,4,57,24,1,0.13828569408220728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301295506247603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578817746829916,0.0,0.0,0.0966925726048176,0.0,0.0,0.12310358600284517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444791177062574,0.0,0.0,0.12101474278218725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267279347571133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26072689053820325,0.0,0.2796856077926652,0.0,0.3983278572349046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683918421541752,0.0,0.0722485676264116,0.0,0.15718189348397815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976752753240952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470631956735167,0.0,0.0,0.2496164758863133,0.0,0.0,0.14019998900142194,0.0,0.1506336606958948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507417990057872,0.10665445231882276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726975104072718,0.09370596517199596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846708346798346,0.0,0.0,0.1315413621774865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409648503887153,0.11716901984181535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456623249790576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114880273428576,0.1208677918165425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978339443935034,0.0806355002834287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815644852284757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180434471748649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890514531143672
lonely,joydivisioniscool,2019/09/26,"I don't enjoy anything because I have nobody to share it with. I don't have any friends. I have none. I always try to forget that fact by focusing on something else. But I'm sick of being with myself 24/7. I wouldn't though if I had a reason to open my mouth other than for eating, drinking and yawning.",1.6133333333333333,3.594130253968256,3.301825396825397,90.09178571428572,79.7936507936508,4.834920634920637,21.61111111111111,5.46131890053228,0.1374253968253969,238,7,48,1,6,79,48,63,0.177,0.785,0.038,-0.8009999999999999,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,8,5,1,1,1,10,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,9,3,10,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840495556675765,0.0,0.0,0.2321452422603804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809207663826375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809771913652547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344154282422692,0.0,0.34930964649626256,0.2851732098171135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637438149241361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35098814247487725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628054957323173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335397089115876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317697549372563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bittersweetlullaby,2019/09/26,"love is fake and so am i i'm such a bloody liar. i lie about how i feel, i lie about my interests, i lie about my very demeanor. i'm but a plastic mold for you to shape, as i try my hardest to please you. i just  don't want to lose you, but soon enough you will understand that inside, i truly am a monster.

love doesn't exist and it never has, for how could fate, the one whose cruel hand slaps the one who looks unto it hopefully, allow two people to care about one another so deeply? to understand one another so well and just enjoy one another's company and want to be together forever? how could that be? surely they would get tired of one another, or even simply reject them from the very beginning, as what happened with me.

she was so lovely. Her humor was everything, she was kind, beautiful. how could i be so stupid as to believe that she would even GIVE ME A DAMNED CHANCE? why was i surprised? why was i crying? surely i should have known a beast as ghastly as myself could never find love. that sweet feeling, that one and only person just for you.

love is fake for me, anyway. for you? perhaps you will be lucky. knowing my luck, however, i know that i would never be allowed to have that.

thank you for reading, this was simply a vent about my feelings. i know i should just move on an give up on her, but it's so hard when i see her so often and my heart yearns for her only... but thanks for the reading anyway",2.845134647209272,4.3059367058823526,4.009396720324958,88.6972213028434,74.67474048442907,7.102211523995787,22.945840228674587,7.7425588080867325,0.9402296073416584,1104,30,233,15,23,360,142,289,0.115,0.5920000000000001,0.293,0.9971,2,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,8,2,1,29,29,4,0,11,0,31,8,2,6,5,53,59,28,0,13,9,0,5,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,14,7,0,0,10,2,0,1,5,9,1,8,6,8,44,20,33,37,1,11,0,3,2,5,27,4,1,5,6,180,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580396700685191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961741913129986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703265418701663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726197162094989,0.0,0.09376658623879802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820217626604797,0.0,0.11276211802924363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767182194056466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948538032234647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801968558900478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044598329916142924,0.16377478153812175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548568691565773,0.0,0.07646794200581583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011548530063312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478412238955156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889180192454664,0.14073882508183627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168291551460329,0.09549868885780807,0.0,0.0,0.38521448624585203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907267201773616,0.0,0.0,0.19751023201468448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404906392057864,0.12984390098997714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917953886280471,0.0745351536268258,0.0,0.09370227950195284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707709971831246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680227795495053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090610037741934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571804551357414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811151954617793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579554651204001,0.0,0.08338665951144321,0.1777305342236389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086583696566055,0.1006979083784667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675104769643858,0.0,0.15405257441383555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191699578679946,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-dontlietome-,2019/09/26,"I want a girl friend I’m not entirely that lonely, but I feel like I am sometimes. The only people I’m friends with are guys and obviously I can’t exactly talk to them like I would another girl. All I want is a girl I can rely on and talk to.",-0.5322222222222202,1.3823128148148172,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,87.51851851851852,6.562962962962962,20.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.7792444444444442,188,6,45,4,6,68,37,54,0.0,0.6729999999999999,0.327,0.9326,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,3,12,11,3,0,3,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,8,4,4,10,1,1,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29417239292145325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418502933691846,0.2004190190036493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43349158346441824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27778035154501024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27411697016775016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133645752336218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944922645686473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774628766180729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450977521508507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33094148102873466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928874716943487,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sleepy-potato,2019/09/26,Idk at this point I just wanna meet new people but i‘m so fucking annoying and toxic i scare everyone away,3.1085714285714303,5.460749619047622,4.800238095238097,79.3489285714286,76.61904761904762,8.009523809523811,24.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.2406,86,3,15,2,2,29,20,21,0.382,0.618,0.0,-0.8722,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848524686624156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914104756276675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786880683335989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956145711190635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283979666084776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38722430181217743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101021388506346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justaregulardude9,2019/09/26,I have never felt more alone There is literally no on there for me. I always feel so so alone. And I rlly try to not be and occupy myself with different activities; but it’s getting harder. Everyday I go into school I feel so alone even though there are people around me. I don’t know anymore. I have some “friends” ig that say they are there for me but anytime I need to talk or just try to be myself I feel shunned. Just sitting still seeing the world move on and on without a care for me is becoming a common occurrence and idek what to do anymore,2.337142857142858,4.236899857142856,3.949428571428573,86.69557142857144,77.21428571428572,6.98,23.7,7.908726449838941,1.2297828571428573,432,14,89,7,10,144,71,112,0.047,0.8640000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.5423,1,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,1,22,20,11,0,1,7,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,6,16,2,14,17,2,13,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,2,4,70,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5356540170930312,0.0,0.0,0.14344814596586244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419430742480585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346991401944066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903989838056053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577026979234367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011821175925366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386661761323714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615073669305413,0.0,0.1655281918431847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319352382690414,0.0,0.09007033687383294,0.0,0.09797720952597384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474490345403463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832307681744615,0.0,0.1278302191628346,0.13296322356346268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951839926368032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709704404306494,0.0,0.17447500618645564,0.13737811888110033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767649715580108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385662087747822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693792144224481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340925445813451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661845925263519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MelonHeadSeb,2019/02/05,The last of my friends are drifting away Most of my friends are online now after I spent half a year doing nothing after I dropped out of uni due to severe anxiety problems. It's been just over a year since then and they are all growing up and beginning to live their lives normally while I'm still sitting here doing the same thing every single day. I have a job but it's only busy during spring and summer so I'm only working a few days a week now - otherwise I'm just sitting at home. I have known some of these people online for 3 or 4 years now and they are some of my best friends but all our chats started to gradually die as time went on. The last of the closest ones to me are slowly coming online less and less and we are talking nowhere near as frequently as before. I wish things were just back to how they were when we would send hundreds of messages every day and or call every day and just fuck around playing Minecraft or whatever. I just want to spend time with them again.,4.796157692307695,5.413236485000002,5.041999999999998,86.3156153846154,69.15,7.553846153846155,28.384615384615394,7.321109707123232,1.4446576923076928,787,26,160,7,13,248,122,200,0.073,0.818,0.109,0.7579,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,3,0,5,2,16,7,1,0,9,0,14,1,0,1,2,37,25,21,1,5,10,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,14,0,0,1,2,2,5,0,2,0,2,5,0,18,5,28,19,11,46,0,0,0,1,16,9,1,6,29,117,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274439399700194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956159606313613,0.0,0.0,0.12618573292072258,0.10327369885396827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428526094349326,0.0,0.14094678230429736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714233876854848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156934829869592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464673013181745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938933496267444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33947801177481385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112954821620754,0.12416454444761238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347207492702373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327885244733886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895606241489826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23719086764415245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159222431427553,0.12887107164364411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100981636994346,0.20429286552029385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931114783387878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851354363224587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517285431200824,0.0,0.1111000373068841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506309946760416,0.0,0.10725764620057217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795078102038988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784550436598591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566308411684023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921767637020141,0.0,0.10773287620383754,0.0,0.0,0.12450382139764915,0.0,0.0,0.15444628136490565,0.0,0.0,0.09777700671513763,0.0,0.0,0.0954077526239174,0.0,0.0,0.2594676778753431
lonely,fedupfamingo,2019/02/05,Lonely and sad I literally have no one. I’ve left uni and moved back home where I have no friends and I’ve just broken up with my boyfriend. I feel so frustrated and hopeless and I just don’t see the point in life atm,0.5065957446808511,2.56936561702128,1.884510638297872,98.294,84.31914893617022,5.4621276595744686,20.038297872340426,6.742157984588678,-0.02225617021276616,172,5,42,2,5,55,34,47,0.371,0.573,0.055999999999999994,-0.9488,0,2,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,5,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,0,2,5,1,3,5,0,7,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856386548422631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782715246780213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869979603389673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372616203621274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036048729461068,0.0,0.2623813070028769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39481541764563216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517187029595109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35116063881798343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960146918653409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,equilibriumbitch,2019/02/05,"Alone to be less lonely I use solitude or isolation as a way to cope with lonliness. I didn't know this.

I used to be depressed and it caused be to isolate myself. Although my depression isn't present my isolation still is. I called it solitude because I thought 'I'm just introverted and seeking more' but why would it be hard to go outside if you're not mentally ill and 'just prefer' to be inside. 

If there are no people there's no way for you to feel misunderstood, ununderstood, rejected, like you're talking to walls== lonely.

I used to hate being called weird when i was younger, it felt degrading. After that I felt prideful being weird. But now it's just shit, you see it for what it is. The chance you'll find anyone who accepts and understands you is so small. You know there are people like that but you'll meet them on an online forrum, that's not very intimate. 

I thought I was ok with it but I'm not, otherwise I wouldn't be keeping myself locked in my room. 
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lonely,fastjack76,2019/02/05,"Endlessly alone. Everyday rolls into the next until it's an slog of emptiness and indifference. I hear the words but they are hollow and unfulfilling because they can't be true. Living a life where you are nobody's first choice in almost any situation is mind numbing. I honestly don't know how much longer I can keep my head above water, it's been so long and any affection feels odd and almost painful. I am lost in a fog that only I can see or feel and know that I will die alone and I've accepted my fate.
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lonely,life_sucks_dick,2019/02/05,"Why do I have to initiate everything, when nobody initiates with me? Title. Another semester, same ole shit. It's fucking exhausting that I have had to initiate just about every social interaction for the past 8 years. 

Hell even if I talk to someone enough to exchange numbers, they never text.

Nobody ever initiates anything with me.

At this point I've just stopped. I used to be more social, but then I realized if people actually wanted to be my friend than they'd actually make some kind of effort to do so.

People are like ""go out and make friends, talk to people!"" bull fucking shit. Why should I/we befriend people who don't even want us in the first place?",3.5980133333333337,6.1012301280000045,4.803699999999999,79.17568333333334,75.72,8.006666666666666,27.21666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.496506666666667,526,21,92,12,12,173,88,125,0.11599999999999999,0.7929999999999999,0.091,0.2658,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,2,2,8,10,5,0,2,0,11,5,2,3,2,21,19,7,0,5,5,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,6,0,1,1,0,11,4,17,14,4,14,1,0,0,2,11,5,5,3,9,62,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.2719586323345504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611398202016102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466796318606473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397925452908694,0.0,0.18407035268608188,0.1260443222829384,0.11740304734008945,0.0,0.12523310088751005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185256499973157,0.0,0.0,0.21531313935744908,0.2576419452947647,0.0,0.0,0.07919221581649749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451049839885877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807627604471707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602595639705125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747042446951426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301929500613927,0.3864134083558495,0.0,0.14558447180860998,0.0,0.1317248029800743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860685387537675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28408663636976283,0.11806543490031605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649754307293628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239983188591905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761327168314427,0.1203481868021972,0.0,0.0,0.16437700740215033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25147196771525376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973275149563607
lonely,Mush_Bear,2019/02/05,"I’ve never been more alone I never realised how lonely I was until I started struggling in life. Having many friends I thought to seek them for help but when I did they didn’t take me seriously. I have never felt more alone in my life, the only way to describe it is being in a conversation or room with many people but still feeling an overwhelming sense of loneliness. It’s getting harder each day to keep smiling and keep motivated. I live life with a heavy weight on my heart and I feel it gets heavier each day. I just want someone to talk to who is not gonna judge me and a person who is willing to listen.",4.7801612903225825,5.335561693548389,5.585645161290324,82.62346774193551,69.16129032258064,7.812903225806451,29.20967741935484,7.645422480735847,1.7170032258064518,486,17,97,5,8,159,84,124,0.062,0.773,0.166,0.8726,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,4,5,0,2,5,0,11,5,1,2,3,24,24,9,0,1,5,0,4,0,1,2,3,1,1,1,5,7,1,2,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,5,15,1,15,15,4,15,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,1,9,69,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33422777205758153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811971875153132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317066956796358,0.0,0.15492496184209234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466155382187576,0.0,0.16860141282160096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120504246119308,0.10815205805954868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868373612599281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419069046988504,0.0,0.0,0.14247837090750368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32717487695315145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733380176680615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227168438501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186241593755444,0.14088792371807202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367145601169715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420705763328436,0.0,0.12885736158238364,0.0,0.0,0.16868203651786048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131798484924718,0.12969008099462553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809690222882056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517065803087553,0.12807514446056414,0.0,0.1964854723533516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SmallnSoftLentil,2019/02/05,"Lonely and Sad Idk if this is the right place to post this but i have a hole in my heart. I broke up with my partner of 1.5 years. My longest relationship I've ever had ( I am 21). I am already struggling with being lonely and hopeless. I can't just take a couple days to myself because of school and ya know, life. I feel like shit, I know I broke his heart and I know it's all my fault. I really just need a couple close friends to talk to and forget the world. I'd be down to snap or whatever,I just am incredibly lonely and I just need to know someone is there :( This is my throwaway account <3",-0.4865169059749874,1.7209842204724417,1.7251042149143103,96.00038443723946,92.62204724409449,4.248077813802687,17.706808707735068,5.900188976854957,-0.3923743399722093,464,13,105,4,17,155,77,127,0.289,0.659,0.052000000000000005,-0.9859,0,6,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,1,0,0,6,12,1,1,5,0,11,4,3,0,2,26,19,9,0,3,7,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,10,0,0,1,1,19,2,13,16,1,11,0,7,0,0,6,7,1,2,4,68,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421193685542495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728330433047586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894643803131672,0.0,0.11350050761229664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919515821528865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898702119385753,0.1257289714961158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597125465475796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171035691872222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868831764382469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430860299146325,0.0859809735127861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26099219816350283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838745498685433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855202452017615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274520728886672,0.0,0.0,0.18894992284264595,0.0,0.15029650707669628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781136560956204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065362033957685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911774880681686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398541843803304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323243462512045,0.14145598613597546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333330460831563
lonely,nickykayfabe,2019/02/05,"I’ll start by saying that I don’t want to die. I just don’t care if I do or do not. I wake up and take a breath and think, “Okay. We’re doing this again.”

I usually take a shower, but it takes me an hour to convince myself to get in. When I do I do the cursory water on the groin and armpits, most of the time I wash my hair. When I get dressed afterwards it takes another half hour to finish because I can’t muster the motivation or energy to actually finish the task.

On weekdays I go to work. I have a fine job with fine people and get paid well for it. It’s rewarding. I help people find jobs, I help businesses connect with talent. And I do so by giving out free training, free support services, free job search tools. I do good for my community and earn a nice wage. And people seem to like me. I like them too. But only if they don’t get too close.

My kids are two hours away with my ex-wife and her bumass loser boyfriend. The second guy she’s moved into the house with my two autistic kids in the year and four months that we’ve been separated. I’d never go back to her manipulations. Just wish she’d think of the kids more. And I give her 65% of my net pay so she can keep the kids in the house. They’ve been through enough instability without having to leave their house. I’m begging her to finalize the divorce by signing final papers, but she won’t do it.

On weekends I take the kids to my folks’ house. They live near the kids. We spend the weekends together, but mostly my son plays video games and my little daughter (who is almost 4 and nonverbal) runs around like a banshee. I love them, but don’t know how to connect with them. Or anyone anymore. I rarely shower on weekends and overeat like a pig.

I’m over 400 pounds now. I want to be healthier. Want to be able to sit on normal toilets, tie my shoes, get up from chairs.

I’m 39. Life isn’t insufferable. I don’t want to die. I just feel like, yeah, I’m done. I’m not adding anything. Have nothing to look forward to. My health is so bad that I can’t do exercise without collapsing or injuring myself. So that’s just getting worse.

I survived cancer twice. I survived being raped and left for dead when I was eight years old. I survived narcissistic parents.

I’m tired of just surviving. I’m just tired. If I go, I go. If I wake up, I’ll figure out a way to live out the day. And see what the next night brings. Or takes.",1.126028225806451,3.1830667721774226,2.838477419354838,92.3807161290323,81.88306451612901,5.82283870967742,21.210322580645162,7.003673034542,0.4224546451612907,1853,56,413,23,50,612,241,496,0.092,0.6920000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.9955,7,0,0,0,1,2,68.0,1,0,6,9,21,24,1,0,25,2,33,18,6,3,1,73,77,37,3,10,24,3,2,5,0,1,8,1,2,7,12,27,2,1,8,7,7,8,14,3,1,7,5,5,62,24,57,67,4,60,0,1,2,2,34,23,0,13,34,251,74,10,0.07742901613465752,0.0,0.07555955047756935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753397506065172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119107457747297,0.0,0.0,0.07678877820829279,0.05414016839564945,0.0,0.0637174828990842,0.06892824026455041,0.0,0.0,0.07274710946586048,0.0595381339996176,0.06464999426027444,0.047200009565542385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789440423226978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049935309864169566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071818856532427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792367662859635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000487174777758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03915043703930785,0.055315304597648295,0.0,0.1696394049502175,0.070768718002177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427207909934234,0.14855393536952252,0.17601877688681164,0.06494378513896233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666689934588634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230342340711314,0.0,0.0,0.10379807476289862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287559520152197,0.35737075520276684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050905306138406,0.06882246718887547,0.0,0.0,0.042552962323899365,0.0,0.0,0.08198614821925336,0.08412685258454901,0.0,0.054690403943957744,0.1891395309635943,0.0776042154993262,0.1367424796244768,0.0,0.06502087255708908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988271009215159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180310196278035,0.08229479043682501,0.0,0.0,0.05971803059048129,0.0,0.0823466370722445,0.07266188645697541,0.07586399607522168,0.07429522925331708,0.0,0.08124872747086218,0.0,0.0,0.05888825585550207,0.0,0.0,0.08597575931126028,0.0,0.0,0.1610385916963085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157466140342649,0.0,0.0,0.0617009010908089,0.07048846825852176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480465614506953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786552993425523,0.0,0.0,0.3493019038398568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992267741848928,0.0,0.0,0.045149481975772315,0.17798652755675914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127379577496067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527712218332177,0.0,0.1826785593314173,0.06145954898364955,0.0,0.0,0.0696179843560708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903954731638879,0.14927761698585126,0.0,0.05636924592116209,0.0,0.07890678238712633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972349556141416
lonely,DeputyShotVideo,2019/02/05,"Update on the people I said I was going to try to talk to. This originated as a response to a thread on r/depression, but it also applies here.

So every Sunday, my parents take me to a restaurant to eat with their friends after morning church services. Yesterday, it turned out that the family I talked about last week was going to be joining us (they normally never do), and with a stroke of luck, our seating arrangements made it so that they were sitting in my vicinity. The perfect opportunity to finally get to talk to them.

Unfortunatel, I just couldn't do it. I was too nervous and I couldn't think of a thing to say. But surprisintly, they all voluntarily said some full sentences to me. That cheered me up a little at first, but when I got home and started playing Kingdom Hearts 3 with no one to share the experience with, I remembered that they were only tolerating me because I was sitting in their vicinity at lunch and they weren't actually happy that I was there. It made me sad again and I sat through evening services completely dejected and watched the people who briefly talked to me legitimately enjoy my parents' company.

Today I played some more KH3 while thinking of the family that acknowledged me, and when the game did one of its trademark speeches about friendship, I just broke down and cried while playing the game. Eventually I turned it off because it was dinnertime, but instead I continued to sit there in silence for about an hour, crying.

It's not the first time I've cried because a piece of media reminded me of something I can't have. It's also happened with One Piece and MLP.",8.722475247524747,7.767508178217825,8.60549174917492,69.34388118811886,61.27722772277228,11.644356435643564,40.33201320132013,10.793553405168565,4.377225478547855,1290,61,228,27,15,419,165,303,0.102,0.7709999999999999,0.127,0.7972,2,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,8,4,18,14,0,1,17,0,17,4,1,3,3,38,33,22,0,3,7,2,1,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,19,15,2,0,4,5,0,2,7,3,0,5,16,6,37,11,44,14,7,39,1,2,1,0,24,13,0,3,21,179,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.1058725176499092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352198675758787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840710330670525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375177186203893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35752002113426284,0.0,0.0,0.09344397927398536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101437569168132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716579264143711,0.0,0.09140916833539786,0.0,0.0,0.10612596973375654,0.20455315737993046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884765579728837,0.0,0.18456643738186,0.0,0.0,0.0838206309216788,0.0,0.056682579206361015,0.0,0.12331697942139397,0.0,0.08677094350641605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593909537842582,0.11549172501169627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285635129929783,0.0,0.0,0.1088262970311265,0.0,0.10684274153820253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843544002762516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873746102551024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053154603408511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367569960048199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629910067888647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205509105911381,0.08251303598325184,0.0,0.0,0.24093499862331536,0.0,0.0,0.15042935039469552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290025866693775,0.0,0.2064014256751106,0.08627717323644889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352242295541122,0.0,0.0,0.07679117845914868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157246336541417,0.3488069602849931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207724754066856,0.13903455400190948,0.0,0.0,0.0632625432146163,0.0,0.10283770686589616,0.0,0.0,0.07365892956766305,0.2360162295482426,0.0,0.0,0.13050248791369778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702571837882826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,VanTheGr888,2019/02/05,"On reddit. Again. Bleh Feel lame. Should be out. On a date. Or something. This is.. bleh. Help me. Lol. Single moms in their 40s don’t get to have fun I guess. Even if they are pretty, nice, fun... thus blows. ",-2.7464285714285697,-3.1148482619047613,-1.3011904761904738,110.62535714285713,138.7619047619048,1.4,5.8809523809523805,3.1291,-2.9395619047619053,151,1,38,0,12,46,39,42,0.055,0.652,0.292,0.9001,0,0,1,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,7,9,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,5,7,1,6,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,3,2,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784361505861576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131532083306482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202475001613909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643954441447084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825625245516733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937255273465749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288776829537003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32453718798468706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,priya_kun,2019/02/05,"especially lonely today // mini rant on saturday my close friend left the state. we dont even see each other that often but ive cried so much since then. i desperately needed someone today, bc it was such a train wreck. so i turned to my bf but he was really busy... idk i wish i had more friends but i am really bad at keeping up with people nowadays. im so scared of when ppl will leave/i will leave that ive been pushing everyone i already know away and i cant get myself to make new friends. but i crave closeness and social connection and nothing feels right. when i was younger i would use tumblr to find social connection & friends but now that doesnt feel as easy since a lot of ppl i know irl follow me (i trust them, but still. feels weird to try to make internet friends with other ppl i know watching). idk im just rly sad and lonely and i cant just keep relying on the same few people to help with that.",0.9879365079365066,3.280042502645504,2.5919576719576725,92.50952380952387,84.29100529100529,5.716402116402117,20.11111111111111,7.07126945348624,0.4129746031746033,719,21,155,10,21,235,115,189,0.196,0.657,0.14800000000000002,-0.7563,0,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,0,13,12,0,1,4,0,15,0,0,3,0,38,32,18,0,3,8,0,3,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,2,7,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,5,5,22,6,17,24,6,21,0,3,2,0,12,9,0,2,9,93,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484794977051154,0.0,0.0,0.13240091063005227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480854810789033,0.0,0.10202978552280216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342281858230312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321452793935427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071027825456384,0.0,0.0,0.1167649218341102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536014147950486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168627626503266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720473214673587,0.0,0.06384313597740746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190639014678057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639884794414436,0.0,0.0,0.21722945676256106,0.0,0.0,0.2014696057878151,0.0,0.0,0.12938947967998748,0.1327679116467332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388792147689507,0.0,0.0,0.16313552382857618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982920266484724,0.09060787765750644,0.0,0.11801908060604595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172517707513742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943268296379593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656566012904502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435597402053066,0.0,0.0,0.12234098770633642,0.0,0.09737556479145984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216602436266573,0.0,0.0,0.2491298694788709,0.1035375220832195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758705955683536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316578319113393,0.0,0.0,0.08296406271877718,0.13291576042319989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055393821166076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052106298980474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680557859794215,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kneel_Legstrong,2019/02/05,"I don’t understand what happened I used to be able to check my phone and I’d have notifications everytime.

Now, it’s like I’m Caspar and I don’t exist. 

It was so sudden. Out of nowhere.

I just want some company",-1.5553333333333337,-0.028142977777775968,1.831111111111113,90.84000000000003,112.11111111111113,5.555555555555557,18.333333333333336,6.937597516519254,0.7216666666666671,166,6,37,4,9,59,35,45,0.032,0.9009999999999999,0.066,0.3134,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,4,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,23,8,0,0.4880516332334061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315824474530302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384373755576221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5080789622612675,0.0,0.4215199109214671,0.0,0.0,0.2878654982628569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,longing4death,2019/02/05,"Feel like a failure. I honestly don't know why, but every conversation I've had on here (obviously on my main page, not this dummy account) has stopped out of nowhere. I don't understand if I said something wrong, or if it's the fact that I'm as interesting as paint drying on a door, or what. I don't get it, and it makes me want to say fuck it, and quit reddit and social media all together. Talking on here feels like the biggest waste of time, and I hate feeling like I'm failing at basic human interaction. Fml. ",5.442285714285713,5.131920990476188,6.743571428571428,77.8839285714286,67.66666666666667,9.666666666666668,32.73809523809524,9.2995712137729,2.732523809523809,404,16,83,7,6,138,75,105,0.221,0.638,0.141,-0.9274,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,2,9,2,0,4,0,5,1,0,1,3,22,18,11,0,3,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,7,5,0,1,5,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,5,7,5,11,16,3,9,0,1,0,1,7,7,1,4,5,48,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951305607506465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32319008388382203,0.4566323976159928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697143311370796,0.11131556281330307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035359726418848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709273682912033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122724827643533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221985160822292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22661656729052385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266977249612092,0.16943463461306965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171888270374042,0.0,0.16402474356299196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812851076752415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712503367038217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423756472510067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218039832815832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256688800494088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19225438548885285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329487233120222,0.0,0.0
lonely,allychaisson,2019/02/05,"over it I am so sick and tired of being alone. I just want to be happy. I want to be in love and with someone, i want to have somebody to sleep next to at night and go on fun adventures with and spend time with. I don’t know why it’s so hard to find. I don’t think I’m unattractive and I feel like I’m a fun girl to be around, idk why guys don’t like me",0.7092857142857127,0.9853399285714308,2.6533333333333324,100.975,78.28571428571428,6.076190476190478,18.761904761904766,5.46131890053228,-0.7226523809523813,270,4,78,1,6,91,50,84,0.163,0.5660000000000001,0.271,0.8492,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,9,4,1,0,0,17,19,7,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,8,7,16,15,0,9,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261826931449134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944104068780276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104228450494606,0.1560154565405541,0.0,0.0,0.19960142908385567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411415807729895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623710454096806,0.0,0.2324766351232053,0.19563153053276666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001958395431865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338535862934385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710246555854166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322566651463715,0.20494106416192245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854435242187387,0.0,0.1850382881650624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993333841427208,0.0,0.0,0.12734300378993318,0.2510033123456421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864302887090149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941199426133298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lonelysadfriendless,2019/02/05,"Im lonely and friendless in a new city and i have absolutely no one to talk to Hi. This is my first reddit post, long time reader. I just have no one to talk to. I called the people i want to talk to and they r either sleeping or not answering. Different timezones so i cant blame them. Doesnt mean it doesnt make me feel even more alone. I really should understand that they are not making me feel lonely on purpose, but my feelings dont understand logic and ratiionality apparently.

Basically, im in a new city, no friends or family. Been here for a few months. Im working, taking a few lessons, and starting college next year. Im 18 btw. im on a gap year, you could say. For some reason, i thought moving to a new city it would be easy to find friends and go to parites and have fun on my own but no soap. (Not moving back home by the way, also i odnt have any friends there except my mum). Its been like 5 months and i cant call anyone ive met here a friend. Just coworkers. I try but no soap. I guess im not trying hard enough. How much do i have to try? Do i literally have to change myself?

Im always picking fights with my brother who I am incredibly jealous of (i dont want to be but i cant help it i guess). He seems to be doing everything right, and is charming and sociable and has lots of friends who love him for who he is, parties with him, etc. I wish i had that. I keep thinking maybe it will get betyer in uni but will it really? Its just me. This is how it was in high school why shiuld college be any different?

Im just not the person i want to be. I hate my personality, the way i interactcwith people. I have nothing interesting to say. Even though i do try to speak a lot to people it always feels like a one sided conversation, me just askign pointless questions. Today i tried commenting on something, nd the person just said mmhmm really awkwardly, when they were having big conversations with others, and i felt so shitty and worthless.

A big part of this gap year was to find myself, nd im scared to say that maybe i have - im just uninteresting and lonely by nature. I dont want that to be the case!! I want to lvoemyself and have fun and not worry if people like me or not. I want to not give a fuck. But when i try and im still lonely sad friendless in a city alone, what am i trying for? I just suck apparently

God im such a loser. I have no friends or anyone i can talk to thats why im making this post. Im so sad and lonely an i try to hide it. Someone give me advice or just talk to me. Please",0.7722395941908147,2.7573868705440923,3.136742755889099,90.1539099089709,82.73358348968104,6.1245083732888626,20.001702452921965,7.315561048560121,0.4550069765825864,1954,54,438,29,54,672,224,533,0.163,0.6779999999999999,0.158,-0.5952,4,12,1,0,1,0,65.0,0,1,4,4,26,30,5,2,20,0,50,3,1,7,0,92,86,39,0,11,31,2,6,3,6,4,0,5,1,3,24,21,0,1,18,0,0,3,22,16,0,4,10,11,60,14,47,65,12,39,0,9,0,2,46,14,2,13,21,286,84,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04489037362013766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515644595125956,0.0,0.0367368407099829,0.07644868877761972,0.0,0.0,0.06247923653694611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424225285370866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03532371594127492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938162779476385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048596628607473484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03667799331546858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599148891921896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615180311191928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04746654242732528,0.051233346063531054,0.06068362580403229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04128638056937299,0.0,0.04330653941790442,0.0,0.092911136043475,0.03281832962425354,0.04410797064311043,0.0,0.0839735451652934,0.039075093232874857,0.0,0.0,0.21295089277753398,0.042469216719419695,0.02400086493066868,0.08813640372043287,0.026107793683626014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121242984522097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04115169225077829,0.04535455912921737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030791473143913086,0.04853633454834028,0.04607985897112782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6946974359777979,0.0,0.0,0.04083207044031923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732939663577857,0.0,0.0,0.040653948574769165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811019722393421,0.04146110794331384,0.0,0.09199251288789533,0.0,0.0923023907318878,0.05004027433552472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333502316471407,0.09765028245110352,0.03376993512272973,0.0,0.0,0.13310248484049014,0.048855901608839576,0.0,0.0,0.04407903636941204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338693985964308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049746700616364194,0.0,0.12739132802291925,0.12033465097108277,0.0,0.050426456736177135,0.0,0.0,0.08799238288065206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514614077887196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828775100117149,0.04723222186641781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03923105591275241,0.04369784163394118,0.10959593637627904,0.04599225079519058,0.046492010606382715,0.0,0.04182050162868035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459714745855053,0.0,0.03892337124001639,0.03536554652421402,0.0,0.0,0.03251536411840044,0.0,0.036686384519607006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034539883376999134,0.18461732109522971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029435406768867637,0.04513414503057082,0.03646987764787108,0.026786991278869042,0.0,0.043544135549694406,0.0,0.0,0.24951271367591185,0.0,0.0,0.09564677767032542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257359203831698,0.07292736618824004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290433829428967,0.0,0.052826776145924,0.0,0.0,0.03344362842738384,0.04665257202048506,0.0,0.03263324921719105,0.0,0.0,0.08874827425490886
lonely,lemseeejc,2019/02/05,"Bored out of my mind I keep thinking about how I haven’t had a single, thoughtful, meaningful, intellectually stimulating conversation with anyone in a really long time. I am married with three young children. English is not my husband’s first language and he does not like reading or learning new things. His family speaks another language and I’ve never had real, in depth conversations with them. My other family and close friends are across the country. 

I’m bored out of my mind and super lonely. I love learning new things and I’m currently obsessed with Daniel and Jorge Explain the Universe. I want to be around people who stimulate my mind, not keep me standing still. ",5.401239669421487,8.138851107438022,5.57107438016529,74.71297520661159,70.98347107438016,8.036363636363637,31.66115702479339,8.841846274778883,3.0789107438016527,548,25,86,11,11,173,84,121,0.081,0.73,0.18899999999999997,0.9336,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,4,8,0,1,4,0,7,1,0,3,1,35,16,8,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,14,0,2,6,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,3,1,13,4,14,12,1,18,0,1,0,1,12,8,0,1,10,58,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802575113250006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202000597787872,0.0,0.0,0.15303200647065845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043533256667868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32411370371448656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622241075974646,0.0,0.0,0.1328134724669659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30559434576458405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398416038241467,0.0,0.0,0.15213062530850807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515108614356046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207255121603943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258382933703813,0.3320540801698328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917736819195315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719516440892024,0.19566566607115884,0.1101268243943374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728365418211716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284122518877729,0.11014986231220107,0.0,0.13647346656355908,0.10023926029947856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139409611488928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Japspec,2019/02/05,Another lonely dinner Here I am again. Sitting alone in a grocery store food court eating my dinner alone while everyone around me is with a significant other or their family. So lonely.,5.621818181818185,8.414216030303034,6.578787878787877,67.48818181818183,70.51515151515152,9.248484848484848,26.15151515151515,9.725611199111238,3.1938969696969703,151,5,21,4,3,50,29,33,0.251,0.698,0.05,-0.7351,0,6,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6394394825556475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236985018995717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27480813905127593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158768116893414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949757472106772,0.0,0.0,0.2910145590225673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732808454227098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BGwho,2019/02/05,"Start all over again After being socially isolated in my own hometown for almost a year, I feel like I’m ready to start everything all over again somewhere else. I’m now in my 3 year of College in France, I have several college buddies but there’s no strong friendship here. I do have some strong friendships, but we all are separated due to studies. 
I don’t have any friendships with any girls anymore (I mean we sure identify each other’s as friends because of what we lived together in the past I guess but not close anymore) and it’s becoming a big struggle, as I deeply feel the need of at least a female presence, whether it’s a friendship or a relationship.

I think I somehow fucked up and lost my friends due to a strong depression I had several months ago, and can’t really fix it anymore without making it really awkward and pitiful.

So yeah I think I’m done, and now willing to finish my 3rd year to go on an exchange next year. I really hope I’ll make it.",4.8436778846153805,5.77654303125,5.596041666666667,81.2473557692308,69.20833333333334,8.824358974358978,33.519230769230774,9.057496981413335,2.899571634615385,770,36,149,14,13,251,113,192,0.129,0.644,0.22699999999999998,0.97,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,4,8,14,1,2,9,1,11,1,0,2,4,35,29,13,0,2,7,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,0,5,0,2,1,5,6,0,0,3,2,19,8,23,24,7,30,0,3,0,1,8,11,1,6,19,96,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714012877281532,0.0,0.13232589080294574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797286555554687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931622287700399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055543788103385,0.14594571331924466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381781008302867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352320150609186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039166062981326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876498631824554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363474405893586,0.09440567119374732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041925167443993,0.12216754951801498,0.0,0.0,0.07510204859022138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455745536425284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125154902719788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456023156617602,0.0,0.11668800943559192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425379799118554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764179758367525,0.0,0.0,0.1439465609448095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054782824589189,0.0,0.0,0.09798514753903867,0.0,0.0,0.140539577606948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614903439672312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539697933100278,0.0,0.0,0.14187616486243054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298576447686961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470697939499895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706831266867086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814848487837633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454675667589807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934861491684644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738476022376968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403927213540911
lonely,ChaseMutley,2019/08/05,"Have to quit my job, but more worried about being lonely than money I hate my job. I've thought about quitting for months because the stress makes it hard to stay on a schedule. It's hard work and the management treats me like shit. I like a lot of my coworkers though, and the pay and benefits aren't bad for a job a non-college-educated nobody like me can get. I hurt my back recently though. I had to take two weeks off, and it's not likely I'll get back to where I was physically.

I don't want to give up the money and benefits, but my parents will supposedly help me go back to college. What I'm more worried about is losing a social outlet. I never really had friends before I started working there. If I quit, I'm back to the only way to meet anyone being going to meetups an hour away in the city, and that's never worked for me as a way to make friends. The only people I'll see every day are my parents, and occasionally the other suburban boomers in the neighborhood. Nobody wants to hang out with someone with no job/lives with his parents either, at least not at my age (29). At least my work friends can relate to that, since they make the same kind of money.

I'm happy to finally leave that place for my health. But I'm extremely anxious about what will happen to my social life.",5.019852661596957,5.158480555133083,5.985644011406844,81.42546221482891,68.54372623574146,8.704277566539924,28.985028517110266,8.472884824447931,1.9570762357414444,1018,33,207,14,16,338,141,263,0.19,0.71,0.099,-0.9737,7,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,8,12,19,2,1,17,0,14,3,1,3,2,28,34,14,0,3,7,3,2,4,3,2,2,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,1,0,4,3,7,7,0,1,4,3,25,12,39,26,7,33,0,3,1,0,13,12,1,2,19,136,34,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068473771618566,0.0,0.06231756428085253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373492001826259,0.27412338030195915,0.07441480683305643,0.054329155547914836,0.0,0.07583794905230619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747759888007175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509080333664941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976309719365432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657091493270707,0.0,0.09312721000111443,0.0854958498550564,0.1013024318941938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881204779069897,0.09487414192461632,0.15967517409101514,0.08799148623884429,0.0,0.0947346310640427,0.0,0.0,0.05973793015377338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776917500612233,0.0,0.09540907190182664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537672220619483,0.0,0.0,0.09280891819009918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436943425176683,0.0,0.0,0.06295090806546602,0.17416591382188953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970694495527574,0.0,0.07577002705022018,0.0,0.0,0.17847286110289712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113791651285548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747582692584615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355656171160869,0.0,0.0,0.29688492294596025,0.0,0.0,0.06178735116099796,0.0,0.09311559784119304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28438299351536195,0.0,0.0,0.05709510852881811,0.0,0.08799918563699997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102027909876217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148449240050817,0.07372428342404289,0.0,0.0,0.18170136317175287,0.07551446537221426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308241705588845,0.09499431232815744,0.0,0.0,0.10209122653803558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701014696669479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512773038074084,0.07075449081187789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706118554455952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513527387535723,0.14148494576047732,0.07148988687915499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595332973834991,0.1810194709313246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,donttriplol,2019/08/05,😅 Having no friends hits hard when you wanna go out.,1.625454545454545,3.4252515454545467,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,79.0,4.4,20.090909090909093,3.1291,-0.5321636363636362,41,1,9,0,1,13,11,11,0.263,0.511,0.226,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5886959983176706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43304501237786186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6825752990106062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jayyydawg,2019/08/05,"Im so broken nobody would ever want me I’m so lonely, I feel worthless. Nobody’s going to ever love me because I have too much wrong with me. I just want to disappear and forget all the bad things. I feel like I put on a mask everyday but when I get home I just cry until I fall asleep. The only way I feel okay is when I’m sleeping but when I wake up I feel worse. I’m  so depressed that my body hurts, everything hurts and nothing helps. I went to the hospital the other day and all the told me was to get some sleep. I don’t know what to do anymore; I take my meds and go to therapy even group therapy on top of that but nothing helps. My meds been adjusted multiple times but they still don’t help. I feel like nobody else cares enough to listen to me. I wish I had someone that loves me as much as I love them, someone who’s excited to see me and wants to spend time with me, someone to love me in a way that friends and family can’t.",1.1231253420908622,2.6910203300492626,3.1078407224958973,92.86785851122059,79.6896551724138,6.481554460864806,21.12999452654625,7.3871296695380915,0.5032552818828688,729,20,170,10,18,246,109,203,0.17300000000000001,0.617,0.21,0.8959,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,13,17,0,0,7,1,10,9,5,0,4,32,37,19,0,5,6,0,5,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,8,8,0,0,7,0,1,6,3,7,0,0,5,7,32,10,21,31,6,24,0,5,1,4,14,5,0,1,13,107,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253165030156032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632342847690315,0.06302346498959993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483912053554368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540945082973452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356524116077232,0.06667575455888898,0.0,0.08904666100324883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636617392759363,0.0,0.0,0.10682591550308622,0.0,0.06828582356180422,0.18703805858531886,0.0,0.0,0.09291714071832444,0.0,0.09746361297900033,0.0,0.26137666292716577,0.1477187057709395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987617142112782,0.0,0.10803038257990404,0.0,0.11751388744141986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078934217711396,0.0,0.10370511246696704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22135482291426026,0.0,0.11167518635377806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568185294009319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101886603460022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37324149494124936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296782410710873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520019808263381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840431486518167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078630109726021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393201144100207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238567355211251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069223755719085,0.0,0.2627971970076071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256461103746135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773379889144114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23646299918027705,0.0,0.06868541213321372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205710262684334,0.0,0.0,0.09879025352165784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294015024065333,0.1641268198587548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584034286144552,0.0,0.0,0.1188893994860734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535969977530428,0.0734428198304994,0.11303693331320284,0.0,0.0
lonely,rotationfiend,2019/08/05,I wish physical contact didn't make me feel so uncomfortable. I just wanna know what it feels like to cuddle or hold someones hand.,4.790399999999998,6.762781840000002,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,70.6,8.200000000000001,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.3530000000000006,106,4,19,2,2,34,24,25,0.113,0.605,0.282,0.6167,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,9,6,2,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735871387748644,0.3345635300131952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573730614186573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22879450670840354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126031519472725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968008314612739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5385378509190101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Boooofi,2019/08/05,"I feel like I am fundamentally broken and feel like giving up I have had lots of mental health problems for so long and took so long to fix them that I am just too far gone.

I have tried so much over the past year to meet people and make friends but it just doesn't work. Now I am 23 and the further along I get the worse it gets, I have the life experiences of a 13 year old, I have never had a boyfriend, I have done so little because of anxiety, I haven't done anything many teenagers or young adults do.

If I talk to men I am terrified of rejection because I have negative self-esteem so I reject them preemptively or just don't have a connection because most people haven't been through what I have been through. If I talk to women I seem like an alien because I have no social skills and so much of what people talk about is relationships that I have never even experienced, so those friendships end up going absolutely nowhere.

At this point going out and meeting people is just an exercise in hurting other people's feelings and my own when I inevitably reject them out of fear and slowly ignore them because I can't take the pressure or let anyone fully in.",7.99605799373041,6.366443198275862,7.894075235109721,76.03117554858935,63.13793103448275,10.505329153605015,34.884012539184944,9.095868883498916,2.861874137931036,930,32,183,12,11,300,125,232,0.193,0.7390000000000001,0.068,-0.9875,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,2,16,12,0,2,10,0,29,3,0,1,2,32,42,22,0,3,10,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,0,3,9,11,0,1,4,1,0,4,9,8,0,0,8,4,27,4,23,33,5,28,0,4,0,0,16,12,0,8,15,136,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087737046614771,0.0,0.0,0.08019346729433176,0.0,0.09437957125666152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349567847270552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23473406950735065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158073150883536,0.0,0.0,0.07575124073402098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218820141327657,0.0,0.1290574157362271,0.17397115960149942,0.16386820364910298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860871517142041,0.0,0.1198409141246136,0.11002048488694187,0.1303612128088162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190942674903535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277733212837648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727764122012928,0.08100848685845609,0.16809428459346742,0.11494886887066975,0.0,0.20299294938116336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750479268987464,0.0,0.0,0.07655603849383524,0.11627701000987772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155798998303148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861975211007835,0.0,0.17691100988243302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034719067597573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094839716579922,0.39755580803848256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841851624201926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974222855040418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313345153236045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440888607157607,0.11964601548185295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691135952602195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623212558410487,0.2765488900571038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742409912250355,0.07786654715103937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349522015059166,0.0,0.11687825620378847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771237542776713
lonely,rustybob,2019/08/05,"24 y/o guy looking for someone to talk to I'm a 24 y/o guy living in Canada. I'm living a pretty lonely life. It's not as bad as some peeps on here but it does get to me. I like pc games, reading books, and listening to music. if anyone feels like talking to me, hopefully semi regularly but no pressure, feel free to dm me. 

ps: anyone else starting to get hyped for the new season of rick and morty in a couple months?",-0.487757575757577,1.6197731333333358,2.547575757575757,91.37045454545456,89.88888888888891,4.606060606060606,18.18181818181818,6.1124844417494595,-0.10833333333333296,322,9,70,3,11,114,63,90,0.075,0.736,0.18899999999999997,0.9037,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,10,7,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,4,5,15,10,1,7,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,3,6,34,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710972667411201,0.1986283966594441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618616755188914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21449799388092405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964470548173255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194182583719605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603885225317366,0.1384907761626023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256353390793214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838958665643255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192542764300842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692623670677506,0.1894165141941014,0.0,0.3423568264757914,0.0,0.16279022908216526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547340220277082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722734770254434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972212601952072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390847562811006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425357279339564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721228549788902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116282441461435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HelloLeaf,2019/08/05,"Hi, M19 looking for a simple friendship. I want to be able to improve my social skills with people over the Internet so that I can get better with social interactions in the real world. I like exercising, going on walks, photography, photo and video editing. I am kind of awkward especially if there’s any voice communication because I don’t really know what to talk about on the spot. That being said, I’m a good listener. I don’t have many friends in real life and I’m not interested in going out and making any friends quite yet because my social skills are terrible. If you want to be my friend, feel free to message me. I’m not interested in any sort of NSFW kind of friendship, just a normal friendship.",5.692834967320259,6.668536404411768,6.8753921568627465,72.68398692810459,67.30882352941177,9.279738562091504,31.287581699346404,9.444778638647367,2.9103277777777765,565,22,100,11,9,191,87,136,0.064,0.6990000000000001,0.237,0.9741,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,4,5,13,0,1,6,0,9,2,0,1,0,20,23,6,0,5,5,0,1,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,2,1,3,4,2,0,0,1,5,11,12,20,19,0,13,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,3,2,60,14,1,0.15189614367078147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309883759310527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851889586653495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433979536762086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680325420840238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520637514161099,0.0,0.07935946578585101,0.0,0.17265215779221932,0.12740327864732745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163529184495438,0.08347814813412338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728873837731896,0.0742087832269662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755450466211532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139185539313243,0.153998848639702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488259701923751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530566051320343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156024605977273,0.0,0.3457821315904928,0.09730855915855248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444880164978152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645169692198014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208836655891438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791845620608122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Anon1812,2019/08/05,"Feeling out of it I have a hard time socializing due to my adhd. Struggling to get back after a family death and looking to chat. Certain days, my mood is great but other times, I isolate myself.",2.283947368421053,4.758882394736844,4.262368421052631,81.4240789473684,80.3157894736842,5.905263157894738,25.28947368421053,7.1686216300943375,1.4562947368421053,153,6,27,2,4,52,33,38,0.193,0.6729999999999999,0.133,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,5,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,2,6,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,6,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784565167447211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24214372404917744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030886942499291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968659001722057,0.0,0.1592262300815767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452569215467594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471856191104925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820944441149722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644422181924888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32100760390999644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292087337551149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672491215319224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,silently-depressed,2019/08/05,"When did we become so concerned with looks? I will apologise in advance if this becomes a bit of a rant, as I type this, I can assure you that this was never my intent.

I feel lonelier than ever. 

I miss having someone to text to see how they are. 
I miss nights on the sofa watching crappy TV or movies with someone just sitting next to you experiencing the same thing.
I miss waking up in the morning with a giddy grin because you get to see that someone that day, or just a phone call... 

I miss being in a relationship.

And I am finding it more and more difficult to get the will power to put myself out there. 

I have said many times before I am no looker. But I think this is the reason why I am finding it so hard. Everyone seems to be too focused on what someone looks like they they don’t realise that kind of thing changes. 

The problem is, I think I am now changing in to a bitter old man because of the constant ignorance that is who I am over what I look like. 

Ok, so I am only 30, so old may not be the right term, but the feeing still stands...

I have just spent another day at work, listening to those younger around me talk about their plans with their other halves, or discuss their conquests over the weekend in such vigorous detail. 
And here I sit, at home alone, the sun setting outside and I am about to switch on another re-run of a show that I watched years ago. 

I have spent the last hour flicking through dating apps, simply saying yes to anything so I can have a conversation with someone who is looking for something like I am. 

I know almost everyone of those apps is an embellishment of the user, but having being on some for well over 5 years, the conclusion that it is all based on looks rather that what is written cuts like a knife and right down to the bone.

 I haven’t had an exciting life, I have spent most of it in my home town working, or studying, or... Well, that was a short list... 
I don’t go out as I don’t like doing things like that alone, and I have no true friends else I wouldn’t feel the need to write this. 

I am proud of one thing though, I am still here... the pain and the sadness and the sorrow still coursing through my veins like a slow poison, killing me as each day passes... 

I think what I miss most of all is my mum. If she were still here, she would offer me words of comfort, a loving embrace, anything to remind me that no matter how lonely I feel in a sea of others, somewhere, someone still loves me no matter what I look like. 

And if any of you out there still reading this fancy having someone to talk to about your day from time to time, drop me a message. I may rarely use this account, but if you fancy a chat or an email exchange, I will be more than willing... let us open up our worlds a little just for a chat.",6.271940956697495,5.139743746003552,6.401272738408773,83.74669626998224,66.246891651865,8.90228455931892,31.491945856556626,7.372421405659032,1.8214835425981504,2151,68,459,16,29,688,260,563,0.11900000000000001,0.752,0.128,0.8882,1,4,1,0,0,0,71.0,3,6,6,7,35,38,4,0,39,2,54,8,3,5,6,79,88,35,1,9,20,1,4,8,1,8,3,3,3,1,37,21,0,1,12,6,6,4,11,16,2,1,10,20,68,22,72,64,12,71,0,8,11,2,40,31,0,17,39,341,105,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060487558775477714,0.0,0.0683290191099579,0.1413449135480377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046403174259920715,0.14310388399465962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230568543001113,0.060744970737898425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831926997957025,0.1507237529087559,0.058064253576203775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449660790813563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696771173163604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437038291168994,0.0,0.0,0.07373943781211575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760276441031905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700285743768128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172383992544354,0.0,0.13040584019499488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350730599828414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473388810454546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271936691329593,0.0,0.07130153180460584,0.0,0.03878038743725567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112651986310042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689358860493714,0.0,0.06719922805684997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549360048601349,0.07105783617917072,0.037501007442744136,0.05562187208196416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977646596329452,0.04819747282781188,0.26669533949317475,0.06839092049283843,0.0,0.0,0.34380895136801976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231722488007862,0.0,0.0,0.06918112222294016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05059651575410345,0.05262821169989098,0.0,0.0725703142880092,0.06403535255867393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432055004963559,0.0,0.04623883265437828,0.05189694913172003,0.07260846945454477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652931351237738,0.0,0.06859655073234723,0.0,0.0,0.0682549868450874,0.0,0.0,0.07015850843998649,0.0,0.07326048682769758,0.0,0.11654723231732518,0.0649085575468942,0.05426442037097525,0.0,0.0,0.10875134536666088,0.0621199660007179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40471608008725024,0.05253180765709303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269626432435258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096918617706325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813332501754859,0.13116962230161502,0.06704203549886979,0.0,0.11936779254438945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208013311005516,0.05893444530425875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270565464344005,0.0,0.0615728467568336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935400006895057,0.0,0.0,0.04847326676910618,0.0,0.0,0.08788416469808677
lonely,OkUnit3,2019/08/05,"Drinking while lonely is the worst fucking idea Whenever I drink (i am kinda drunk right now) my mood changes. Whereas normally I just feel numb and mostly indifferent to my loneliness, it genuinely hurts like hell when I'm drunk. I so desperately want friends and I have such a strong need for affection and care. I have no one I could ask to hang out, and there aren't even any parties in clubs that I could go to in an attempt to enjoy myself, I just feel in pain.",5.127862318840581,5.852906206521737,5.524782608695656,82.76297101449278,68.45652173913044,9.1768115942029,30.55072463768116,9.2995712137729,2.4689507246376814,369,14,75,7,6,118,69,92,0.31,0.516,0.174,-0.9337,1,2,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,8,13,2,0,3,0,7,7,0,1,0,18,16,7,0,5,2,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,3,5,0,2,2,7,0,1,0,2,12,5,9,14,2,10,1,2,0,1,2,5,2,2,4,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223370732530225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928057319500049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22824203486766464,0.0,0.2368161119270979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35747087891284623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385986973706569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785861419139473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263825148269819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295507906634378,0.20695663605222986,0.0,0.0,0.12722582550099654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23964869758846435,0.2527127348982222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936757265249493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599069554694273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193370434037509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169455602200171,0.0,0.2382047492347607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117676255064026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320394955773251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bojack_Hollyhock,2019/08/05,"Since chilhood I felt melancholy and lonely. Never really was able to overcome those feelings, even as was only diagnosed with moderate to severe depression one year ago, but never had moments of instability, memories of ""better times"" or major self destruct impulses. What's wrong with me (22,M)? Always felt that I can't even have the ilusion that something like drugs, alcohol or sex will ever distract me from my sadness and hopeless that something can ever make me feel happy is really bad.
Even things like suicide thoughts are more about the eternal lack of meaning and worth of everything and everyone from the past, the present and the future than some belief that will make some change in an existencial level.
Never felt close to any parents or relatives, never had a girlfriend, never had a day of making a really bad impulsive thing.
Always felt that nobody understand me, feeling that I'm not human.
Already have a bachelor degree being 22 years, but it's feel worthless.
For many years I don't have a bithday party as ""there's nothing to celebrate"".
My psychiatrist noted that my situation it's more of a psychology thing, but even making 4 years of therapy didn't make me feel that much better.
Why I can't relate even with other people with depression?
What's wrong with me? :(",7.934819129368485,8.69148342918455,7.967667075413859,67.58112660944207,62.347639484978544,10.605640711220113,35.52697731453097,10.451354775682146,4.049617044757818,1041,44,158,23,14,337,136,233,0.24100000000000002,0.675,0.084,-0.9931,1,2,4,0,0,2,31.0,0,0,0,2,9,17,1,1,12,0,18,4,0,5,7,46,36,13,1,1,7,1,9,2,1,2,3,0,0,2,17,11,1,0,13,0,1,0,10,12,0,1,11,9,13,5,24,22,7,22,1,6,0,1,4,3,0,5,21,116,30,0,0.08987934181362066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967261350860852,0.09605368234548692,0.0,0.0,0.09918408868274764,0.0,0.1495736249457714,0.0,0.0,0.061121034527220876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009099230351525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589819477338167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508042606338477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05796473993735594,0.0,0.15482589080516354,0.09122563999554292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423150170132103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968222879781768,0.16260202071969784,0.0,0.08588356279748982,0.08077775696866638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22722847896510656,0.0,0.34519305241625403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956782306601691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782101285843738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999757929255948,0.09112354547849066,0.0,0.09790495226696974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660716578826256,0.0,0.3466024464616467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624165252942265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090456810855835,0.06835728956751556,0.0,0.0,0.09980037258104207,0.0,0.08580000182061205,0.06231101874902927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273702357365714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376375546769436,0.10153807311187232,0.0,0.0743491203357177,0.1010281459953101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838701687094432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831341193662127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278486042618523,0.0,0.17913552286575826,0.0,0.0,0.07135415778011049,0.052409367002042614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356756459321362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811021261494652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965379015554775,0.0,0.23151739727199025
lonely,d3rp7d3rp,2019/08/05,"Why don't people respond when I return their ""how are you?"" So this has happened a lot to me. I'll get asked ""how are you?"" by store clerks, people at the register, etc. And I'll say good, how are you? And I get no response though I know damn well they heard me cause they're looking right at me. I understand deep down people might be holding back saying ""shitty, I want to go home"" but come on, this happens a lot to me. Maybe they have just said it too many times in a day? Is it me? Should I stop? It's so awkward/irritating to be met with silence.",-0.7515517241379293,1.4073075517241378,1.1737068965517246,99.56073275862072,94.17241379310344,3.9344827586206894,16.732758620689655,5.602791699666715,-0.7232310344827586,420,11,99,3,16,137,80,116,0.067,0.889,0.044000000000000004,-0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,3,0,11,3,1,0,4,0,11,0,0,4,0,19,25,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,5,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,3,5,17,2,11,18,3,15,0,0,1,0,13,7,1,3,6,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582392609566732,0.0,0.0,0.13639227280311295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822154520651326,0.0,0.15279492521530147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439374981999838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978226901306356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534474247141056,0.0,0.10080766486471716,0.1487757486587839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137085004744972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779239960475177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974819809754056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895234351415673,0.0,0.0,0.3015998471447134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983284450932008,0.17819944082345018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816939213960884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689134686453745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147933159982205,0.16872652772296695,0.2821152579605333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829544998301472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427239625579144,0.0,0.1034301891725112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465613038047315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462178702044288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948358600484602,0.0,0.16005551545022711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,confused449,2019/08/05,I am lonely HMU if you are from my area I never that I would say this but I am lonely for the last 3 years. No friends at all. If you live in Washington state I would like to put and end to this loneliness and meet new people,-0.03920000000000101,1.7023494800000023,1.9980000000000009,98.54900000000002,84.2,5.6000000000000005,16.0,6.742157984588678,-0.5284000000000004,174,3,44,2,5,58,38,50,0.21100000000000002,0.66,0.129,-0.5824,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,9,5,5,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,8,2,6,3,1,10,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,2,6,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928257677287729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554314648273085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694944399787567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152124261420467,0.0,0.29193811461000635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549898072155059,0.31930894706770463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22920603735517645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33235826720910844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629174285449796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697172314743797,0.0,0.0,0.21290450017046028
lonely,thewolftoday,2019/08/05,"worst year of my life I’m a 20yr male and I’ve just felt extremely lonely and depressed the past year and i feel like I’m really on my last legs. I think about suicide everyday and i hate my body (feel like I’m too skinny, ugly and have had constant acne over the years). I rarely want to leave the house. I feel like i have no one everyday and the cycle of being sad seems like it’s never gonna end",-0.13482758620689594,1.9523059195402297,2.0443793103448265,95.90105172413791,87.5057471264368,5.319080459770115,15.596551724137932,6.742157984588678,-0.3800151724137932,313,6,73,4,10,105,57,87,0.28600000000000003,0.602,0.11199999999999999,-0.9603,0,2,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,5,0,4,4,3,0,1,15,16,6,1,1,1,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,4,9,4,6,12,1,12,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,14,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061047200810748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051411794470156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981433029651748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164342623998581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814596473593966,0.3976718346719878,0.17815752975171786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831926542896099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141003062855172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124838146129144,0.0,0.1964711346898265,0.0,0.0,0.1310597698867258,0.3626023085142796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310794550533987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573378668967775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712889955410208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886836926423205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689181604710068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296207573691905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889323586456088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944246258332516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584652179742079
lonely,RRRR1234321,2019/08/05,Lonely summer Does anybody else dread summer because it’s meant to be the time to go out with all your friends and have fun but you have nobody to go out or have fun with. I dread summer because it just makes me realise that I have roughly 0 friends,3.323235294117648,4.821573039215687,3.4962254901960783,92.70551470588238,73.50980392156862,5.1000000000000005,26.47549019607843,3.1291,0.4081725490196075,199,7,41,0,4,61,35,51,0.128,0.6609999999999999,0.21100000000000002,0.7227,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,9,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,4,7,7,1,8,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477193777019085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213650017706656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067731173757102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5674411866719759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174099644099764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24512853643012014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413446903741132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Darkstar0514,2019/08/05,"My biggest fear is becoming a reality My biggest fear in life is being alone. And growing up with a twin brother with Apert Syndrom (basically malformation of the hands, feet and skull, and mental retardation. Look it up for more details), and parents who are overbearing in every aspect of my life, I've found myself becoming more and more isolated and alone from everything and everyone, and it's getting harder every day. I don't know why I'm going with this, but I guess I just needed to vent or find someone to talk to, or something, I don't know.",8.762285714285714,7.373654942857144,9.232380952380954,66.27428571428571,61.47619047619048,12.20952380952381,40.04761904761904,11.20814326018867,4.5826761904761915,439,20,76,10,5,148,69,105,0.09300000000000001,0.894,0.013999999999999999,-0.6983,1,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,6,5,3,0,0,21,15,11,0,1,4,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,2,8,0,14,13,3,9,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,3,1,50,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36314569055209467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872419598180392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306328393696717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954198847596661,0.16752042114887608,0.15756127745608686,0.0,0.0,0.3945548782897503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023418456999622,0.0,0.0,0.19222318956594786,0.0,0.0,0.0915945376265901,0.0,0.09963521305627837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312857558501373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269641761203124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24765948930978784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721994107473182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667567977455825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999340543520338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946658929952957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854332133013207,0.1349655894133143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091107310028236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581939766595801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,firehydranthugger,2019/08/05,When you dream about a random great girl and you guys have so much fun hanging out... Only to wake up and realize you’ll never have that.,3.568928571428572,4.555249464285719,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,72.21428571428571,7.028571428571429,21.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,0.3972285714285717,107,2,23,1,2,34,24,28,0.0,0.7040000000000001,0.29600000000000004,0.8651,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,6,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5575890341487602,0.0,0.500770104269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371783024586404,0.0,0.3900640910312129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846441981687058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Second32282,2019/08/05,"City life seems so lonely. I’ve only ever grown up in London, and there are just soo many people that no one really ends up interacting and a lot of interactions you have are impersonal. I know it makes sense and I’m not saying everyone should say hi to everybody they walk by as it does come across a bit weird. But I wish I lived in a small town or village where when you walk by someone you say hi and talk and you know eachother or you don’t but because there are not as many people you introduce yourself. 

I know that, that’s only one aspect to living in a small village or town like that and I know a lot of small towns and villages people still don’t do that so it must be even lonelier. But that’s the life I wish I was living, one that’s so different to my current that I honestly can’t truly grasp onto the idea of living it. 

Also all family and friends are from London, so I wouldn’t have the luxury of growing up there thus making it harder for me to think it’s possible.",3.7664529616724782,4.4933528682926855,5.201689895470384,83.84957317073172,71.53658536585365,8.393728222996515,24.39895470383275,8.634040054169528,1.449724738675958,778,20,164,13,14,262,109,205,0.049,0.8390000000000001,0.113,0.9421,2,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,6,1,0,14,5,0,0,8,0,15,2,0,3,3,38,27,22,0,5,9,0,0,1,1,3,2,3,0,0,14,9,0,0,8,0,0,5,7,2,0,3,1,3,18,3,22,22,4,25,0,1,0,0,16,15,0,6,6,114,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879825950854422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531140326794822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348782788403663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642239692410772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907740363034825,0.0,0.0,0.10811437007164557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942349953876228,0.0,0.0,0.08159978504189892,0.11175281031356768,0.0,0.11805178631705132,0.0,0.0,0.1164664853356442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544994960827692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946637439975051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715866657925891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452585727089595,0.060357460184536485,0.0,0.436367200839563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100657374572974,0.0,0.0,0.16493343803280305,0.2505088743149649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511502606280082,0.18792187651239373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25694999709909017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927753308015325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914558398112488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947419417109305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247000811273028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467860758841872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866256510221452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930015563032464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916214079617022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284139487108727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,toegetget,2019/08/05,"im so jealous of genuine girl-friends and girlfriends Growing up with a narcissistic mother and her narcissistic friends as the only women figures in my life I developed a strong aversion to women and girls of all ages/ forms of relationships. Even now as a 22 year old I find it difficult to form meaningful connections without extreme doubt lingering in my mind. Watching other women communicate freely and openly while expressing their true selves, or seeing people platonically or romantically cuddle for mutual emotional security makes me feel so inept. How can I, a female, not have a single meaningful female relationship. Something I want so badly I can't have because of childhood fear and trauma",11.374249999999995,11.188110591666668,11.090000000000005,51.17500000000004,55.58333333333334,13.666666666666664,45.0,12.745084868956482,6.409,581,30,75,17,6,192,90,120,0.136,0.6559999999999999,0.20800000000000002,0.7119,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,6,10,1,2,6,0,4,2,0,2,2,23,8,14,0,1,4,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,3,10,4,14,8,4,11,0,0,2,1,12,4,0,3,6,55,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515206065100925,0.13517679520008086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494390018208336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464638414946893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24953049876073805,0.11212350714266986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026755627383659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426471352326352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23952814713006704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662864481152816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801990540052815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390437464678734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326894145719377,0.0,0.0,0.16865093407270146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373358981218802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761532128893581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767061097483673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071405117494998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307939470218678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21375917129033584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427997860617229
lonely,AntisocialAddie,2019/08/05,"I’m so fucking lonely and nobody I know in person understands I’ve never had friends, even as a kid I was made fun of and pushed away. This constant rejection and self hatred has caused me to become extremely socially anxious which prevents me from making friends/meeting people in the first place. 

The 2 “friends” I have now don’t stand up for me (I was made fun of by said friend’s friend and they did nothing about it until I made them), constantly cancel plans unless I beg them to follow through, and blow me off and put me in uncomfortable situations for their other friends. Everybody goes out to parties and to gaths but I don’t at all, I feel like I’m missing out on a major young adult experience that everyone else is partaking in. 

My “friends” constantly talk to me about what events they’re going to and who they’re going with, and even have the audacity to complain that they get invited to too many things right to my face knowing full well how lonely and depressed I feel. 

It doesn’t help that I am disgusted by the way I look and constantly try to hide. When I’m walking past people who are intimidating (better looking than me, regardless of gender) I’ll pretend to cough or scratch my face to try and cover it. It used to be something I recognised myself to be doing but I’ve done it so much overtime that I do it subconsciously now without even realising it. Eg. If I’m driving past people with my window down I’ll move my arm so you can’t see my face.

I just want to end it all. I genuinely can’t live like this any longer. I feel as though I have nobody to confide in. I’m more lonely now than I ever have been purely because I’m mature enough to understand/recognise my own emotions.",3.9570183798502403,5.484058471976403,4.9498672566371695,82.7974217154527,71.94985250737462,7.811254821874293,28.37769457680962,8.384062270229773,2.003732834127524,1358,52,264,22,26,444,189,339,0.147,0.773,0.079,-0.9707,0,6,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,5,3,19,21,2,0,6,0,23,6,4,7,5,44,51,26,0,3,7,0,4,2,6,0,1,1,1,4,20,16,0,1,6,1,0,8,7,9,1,1,10,8,39,12,50,39,8,43,0,6,3,1,23,16,1,2,19,179,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422637670537497,0.0,0.0,0.10669686113896903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873492980490734,0.0,0.0,0.05757327770603565,0.10430795615987408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835296272673432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702184386078323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082493912537449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134602157436542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966508352837364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889733953475361,0.1062388030526307,0.08365093801395927,0.09758774926887312,0.0,0.18714166305952248,0.08543162527089962,0.0,0.09024700088436344,0.0,0.09238610652752888,0.0,0.0,0.1432638894392669,0.06747209210989827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033554175356243,0.0,0.0,0.4378115040246402,0.08731361209225752,0.0493440277997128,0.0,0.1073514392948268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633050230146446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380987375379054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228288588573476,0.0,0.08339736396345218,0.0,0.15862135566815214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26810067373309104,0.06304329901468649,0.09575320843145127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038092930892582,0.06942852360963009,0.0,0.07284241657767135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906232838808039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803183889434423,0.19643045936772394,0.0824664219385199,0.098675750050017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494410626624722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065618964828733,0.089839575307029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526106765467894,0.0,0.09852755809126228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616102644091556,0.0,0.0962755902972439,0.0,0.07270898427551932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591194942971345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627455870246357,0.0,0.09279251033403098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824498529085876,0.0,0.0,0.1966427989137471,0.0,0.08157083961178366,0.0,0.0,0.05570657466033789,0.07496667297089975,0.0,0.0,0.08491810877921062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104237241824464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kyle-aiden,2019/08/05,"24M If you feel lonely feel free to message me hey if you feel lonely and want to have somebodys attention all for yourself feel free to message me

if you want to have a good time hmu
kik: aiden_feels
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lonely,Alex15106,2019/08/05,"Wishful Thinking Worn Thin I’ve always told myself that everyone secretly has crushes and somewhere out there there’s someone thinking of me. It’s a comforting thought but I’m not sure if I believe it anymore. Even just reading some of the posts on here makes me think that while I may not have it worst of all, I’m worse off than some of the others on here. I want to believe that I can find someone, but in 25 years I have yet to have a single relationship where I was not a rebound or something temporary. I feel like I have no hope of success; no hope of a happier future. I’m lonely in a way that most people fail to comprehend. This isn’t a loneliness that is temporary, but an ever present fear of not being worth that kind of affection. I’m afraid of dying alone.",3.0476923076923086,4.800697102564103,4.2938461538461565,85.65115384615386,74.76923076923076,7.364102564102564,28.66666666666667,8.139509932561175,1.9761435897435904,612,26,122,10,13,201,96,156,0.201,0.62,0.17800000000000002,-0.2865,0,3,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,9,12,0,2,9,0,11,0,0,2,3,32,27,7,1,5,10,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,7,1,1,0,7,5,0,0,4,2,11,7,19,21,6,16,0,2,0,0,3,8,0,8,7,89,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131594501465774,0.0,0.0,0.13763523040549233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404329764183212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727231817351585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167053740432048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092524273853048,0.14962374946965507,0.0,0.15805733073545147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861333993295876,0.08363678842012627,0.1181696751528815,0.0,0.0,0.15118268765094486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328580957388156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722501369190639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081147557664009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041314908387992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146751832140584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841804595152567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545579575249628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758954628183918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803044632648555,0.12734149459215638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589794121087328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179661331665781,0.0,0.13131788375144285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805733073545147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756371302033713,0.13129557888666574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902145248710176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856797426805187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651928215272936
lonely,XtweeBy,2019/08/05,Loneliness Doesnt everybody just feel the same as this meme. Like you wake up doing absolutely fine and actually happy about being alone but then suddenly just get that feeling of having nobody to talk to so you get sad for a while but then it all swings back to normal...[Loneliness 😁](https://imgur.com/gallery/wa4bFVU),5.020935064935064,8.549920600000004,4.423376623376623,77.34363636363638,79.36363636363636,8.233766233766234,22.402597402597397,8.841846274778883,2.35035064935065,263,8,41,7,7,79,48,55,0.134,0.741,0.125,-0.3714,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,9,8,8,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,8,7,2,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.3514771131040186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730308397234909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769509787382602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642288102659241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763512901170481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38341109662417655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596244524156351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35289328960432514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894935960551953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,immersiveblackbook,2019/08/05,What’s your thoughts on Bojack horseman? I’m not a depressed will smith but I understand his thought process,3.0983333333333327,6.220433500000002,1.7600000000000016,94.31833333333331,89.0,4.666666666666667,36.66666666666666,6.42735559955562,2.4821666666666675,90,6,16,1,3,25,19,20,0.0,0.89,0.11,0.2146,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41312137463169796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7615761832729131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4993320006707746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KifAnnieBauti,2019/08/05,"I don’t know... I work at night as a NA (23F) I work alone. I can’t be friends with my coworker because they have kids and older then me.  I think I need to go to therapy. I don’t have friends that I can talk too, I been single for a year. Every time I’m dating a guy or talking to a guy. I have a feeling I’m not good enough so I end up having sex with them and drop them dead next morning. I get a lot of  angry messages from guys say how I played their feelings.
I just feel sad and lonely. Maybe depression... 
I sometime cry myself at lunch because I’m eating alone and think of all things I did to the good guys.

I can tell you I’m not perfect, I had cheated my 3 years relationship because that’s how I am.

Been single for one year didn’t change who I am. I still treat good guys bad. 

My dad is a cheater and wife beater. I don’t want to be like him.

Only place make me happy is video games. I mostly stay in my room and play games all day. I don’t get much sleep because I think to much.

I’m so lonely, I took a 6 hours flight to visit Seattle. All by myself. 4 days at Seattle was fun I talked a lot of people.  I was sad I have to go.

A lot of my social media followers well tell me how lucky I am going places alone.

Funny don’t know the truth.",-1.1350265449139951,0.818005870036103,1.3895190061584195,99.6112226587386,91.38267148014441,3.980845190061584,16.089297090677427,5.319838191461821,-0.9194182629008284,954,22,236,5,34,324,147,277,0.172,0.687,0.141,-0.856,1,9,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,4,3,9,22,1,0,12,0,27,4,1,4,5,36,50,14,1,2,4,2,3,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,4,8,2,0,8,5,0,6,9,7,1,1,8,4,46,15,24,40,12,30,0,5,0,1,29,8,0,6,15,145,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28878714917704823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760470398263578,0.2266322100858881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832286676165904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209507521305704,0.11988291676218385,0.0,0.08005288818722267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510533983535767,0.0,0.0,0.08232116405921497,0.09603642599192183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830967804340734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098646621658992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361724847528384,0.0,0.0971192410816664,0.0,0.1584673583344798,0.2338720959941974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601479162589786,0.0,0.09894105774115623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153152625163534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215963922396318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540794621806669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370540529593872,0.0,0.0,0.062041118536603886,0.0,0.09337515714329124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664967824995994,0.06891710580469862,0.0,0.0,0.09884743946348416,0.08722203696742492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298154082021153,0.07068841561410769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443595435888966,0.0,0.1942142622997962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978751791023656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391312908406833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301153804345416,0.09474512601920383,0.0,0.0,0.09192440271956427,0.0,0.0,0.09906637942095588,0.07422552963959288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22411559958892904,0.16247503027517782,0.0,0.1062900383940472,0.0,0.06174813918506002,0.17866508402388592,0.0,0.0,0.05419663565000734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326466459880636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05482102389605388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356819098962298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532928172660946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795594672909191
lonely,OneWolfFett,2019/08/05,"Going through the hardest breakup I'm sitting her, almost two weeks of no contact after telling her to leave. I know I shouldn't but I still have her on social media, I cant help but look every so often. As I see how easy it is for her, it makes me wonder how much of our relationship was a lie. How long was I blind, how long was it broken? I'm lost just sitting here alone, day after day wishing I could go back and fix things. I can't bring myself to delete the last 4 years of pictures from my phone. I'm going crazy, I just want someone to talk to...",3.0686440677966083,3.570025144067799,4.162500000000001,91.4908686440678,72.98305084745763,6.238983050847456,24.07203389830509,5.148860815047168,0.24848813559322025,429,11,98,1,8,140,80,118,0.183,0.753,0.064,-0.9215,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,11,1,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,5,0,18,24,9,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,4,3,17,0,14,18,1,18,0,1,3,0,12,1,0,3,11,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913884480846935,0.1956256215606407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523921774848406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150807549992163,0.0,0.0,0.2436275662501189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914190937973444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220393520930174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660416248902667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380504973238754,0.1539646956549679,0.0,0.19999961761737625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343106766684898,0.15861398456955578,0.0,0.20618789373515214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608073881362086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885059456361654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278944479502192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051514057970355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925422327845852,0.1600397874456971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084205179619342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518168436371142,0.16509189662476684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548534250273724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451105441380086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140797197677328,0.0,0.15151039266798175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720590371533136,0.0,0.20483534445935184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163433343894553
lonely,suffocatemedry,2019/08/05,"Really down Sometimes I get into these sad depressive moods but lately it’s been worse and instead of just being depressed I feel like part of me died and I’m not even the same person anymore. Sometimes it’s hard to find shit that even brings my mood back to normal. I’m losing sleep and I’m overly sensitive about everything I just want to feel good again, but unfortunately I don’t think that will be anytime soon.",4.760284552845526,6.199026573170732,5.137560975609755,82.5706504065041,69.85365853658537,7.9056910569105705,25.861788617886177,8.344100000000001,1.6194569105691057,337,10,64,5,6,107,61,82,0.307,0.607,0.086,-0.9712,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,9,9,1,0,1,0,5,2,2,0,0,16,14,5,1,2,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,3,6,2,9,10,2,8,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,5,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392730542650435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036142215140846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368438716200912,0.0,0.2029440106271688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25831020418031586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757425212063106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774604931747827,0.1396968179435076,0.0,0.0,0.17872385927828474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216377546005592,0.0,0.0,0.16401320023655094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516919740411632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058237868270966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553302043668033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187639452765104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159180131564865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175531658255364,0.0,0.0,0.17074165587208534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527062386032814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072331469118124,0.0,0.0,0.19568542303322645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38679643432733374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529682977663506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533703751035755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927624902043836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iwishiwass,2019/08/05,"I tried socializing at work today... I usually am pretty quiet and never talk to anyone, but I decided: why not? At first they seemed like they actually wanted to talk to me, but it became more clear that they really couldn't care less. So I decided to stop starting conversation and see if they'd talk to me annnnnd no, obviously not.

Why do I even try?",3.228260869565218,5.231008275362324,5.483405797101451,76.23206521739135,74.94202898550725,9.237681159420287,24.54347826086957,9.725611199111238,2.471278260869565,277,9,53,8,6,97,49,69,0.135,0.743,0.122,-0.256,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,16,9,6,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,11,2,7,7,2,8,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,2,7,37,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.2011895668216196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415698556073048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210201325678428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617157213843942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536581924618955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072293988754276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900894896808354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097462855306402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320760660458948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428866350453658,0.18768698735259698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101616220835156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592629204308954,0.0,0.0,0.17236511321909145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.497128453175335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954225152715643,0.0,0.0,0.2799481576751759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270641786963784,0.0,0.12160282845513985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720678826636728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009226626231206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,found-girl,2019/08/05,"Any ideas on alternatives to talking out your problems with people? I used to be a very complacent person where if I had a problem, I would just suppress it internally until it went away and get in with life. Then I got into a relationship and he was the first person who encouraged me to be vocal about internal issues so he could talk me through what I was feeling and it helped... so much...

Anyways. I’ve been having some conflicting thoughts about my relationship with him. My friends and family are a lot more close minded than he and I are which is where my problem lies. I can’t talk to them about this, can’t talk to him about it. Therapy isn’t really an option for me right now, and asking for help online makes me feel bad. 

I don’t want to be so dependent on others for my own happiness or to figure out my own problems. Anyone know how to deal with something like this?",4.0752387267904515,5.474263844827586,5.0920689655172415,82.3944429708223,71.47126436781609,8.34235190097259,26.60300618921309,8.841846274778883,1.9483674624226344,695,23,137,13,13,228,108,174,0.12,0.785,0.095,-0.6759999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,13,9,0,0,6,0,17,1,0,4,0,40,28,14,0,8,3,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,10,14,0,2,6,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,7,2,21,4,29,16,6,16,0,0,0,0,22,11,0,6,5,108,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910268246901389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916169494762186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249232307323582,0.0,0.1231039438918748,0.0,0.10940186248584602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461419739200133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350828249300751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352035794494935,0.0,0.1325021224902719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145128582732013,0.0,0.0,0.10123094130868776,0.0,0.06845606846154305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479406075581872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948041082179882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564893595797193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791325107386286,0.0,0.13675788421515514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200887464556541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254806779230852,0.06401305118082998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139425650184882,0.0,0.0,0.08746137244629283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322996650372611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963197367003826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083745000164964,0.2288150067082555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5014996132594293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393909058848067,0.0,0.0,0.2813473862270588,0.0,0.1118961277912237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087079282496632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212573508026359,0.0,0.0,0.14984050666055898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402060293487952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316504205119453,0.0,0.10811079021731902,0.07728297138986992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146310909244774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307764320110223,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,forsooth-anon,2019/08/05,"hey feeling isolated, i wanna call on discord or something and just chill out",6.7650000000000015,8.54514835714286,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,65.42857142857143,8.457142857142857,42.57142857142857,8.841846274778883,4.4515142857142855,63,4,9,1,1,20,14,14,0.303,0.606,0.091,-0.5423,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7425534591442404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676946419714582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5598348065084948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jackRedB,2019/08/05,"Unwanted suicidal thoughts i want to stop!!! I used to have some random thoughts earlier like, if I’m walking on the road and there’s car coming, I had this urge to jump in front of it. But these kinda thoughts were very very rare. And were usually just thoughts. Came and went by.

But recently the frequency and the temptation do such a thing has increase in variety of ways. Like if I’m coming back from college by metro, as i wait on the platform, there’s an inner voice that tells me to jump in front of it. Or if I’m inside the metro, while the doors close, i feel like putting my hands in between the doors to hurt myself.

And it’s not like I’m suicidal or anything. I don’t even think I’m depressed or anxious, maybe subconsciously I am but I guess I’m not. It’s not even like I’m lonely. It happens even if i am hanging out with my friends and having a great time. An example of this would be today, went to a party with my friends, and while we were coming back home by auto, i felt like jumping out of it. 

I’m really afraid, I don’t want these thoughts to overpower my rational thinking to a point where one day the frequency and urge to do this stuff increases exponentially and I end up doing the act. I want it to stop. I don’t want to die like this. I’m not suicidal, yet this inner voice keeps bugging me.

I don’t know what to do, not sure if anyone would even understand, or if it’s normal (i hope it is). And hopefully it doesn’t escalate.",2.3972425249169405,3.9719150631229247,3.845799335548172,88.93466578073091,76.10963455149502,7.606697674418602,25.66126245847176,8.364918446050245,1.5388188970099663,1138,41,250,21,25,376,140,301,0.109,0.735,0.157,0.9214,1,2,0,0,0,3,37.0,1,0,0,0,12,17,0,1,15,0,22,1,1,1,1,70,59,26,4,16,19,0,3,7,2,2,0,2,3,0,21,20,0,4,11,0,0,18,10,4,0,1,13,5,24,13,34,43,3,48,0,3,0,0,4,16,0,16,20,160,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885467103332126,0.0,0.06737424274284577,0.0,0.07929264512873199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818338440442144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020540988464138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490060691074621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062141544585556416,0.0,0.08299114260553367,0.0,0.10000214785498107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534267308274697,0.0,0.0,0.2545684906005512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872040717159624,0.0688366303577269,0.09251671568151368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888856378237506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623265223650533,0.10614681948519968,0.0,0.08520714986517561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665276250341334,0.19140617825219572,0.0,0.0,0.10315091811376162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856454966423311,0.0,0.0,0.05295464897866755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295221693733498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680239099143302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440826355879994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529320995267585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108741244843616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686423146697734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172801754756085,0.0,0.09513976617506648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611155912181425,0.0,0.0,0.11030438227914068,0.3161929447705758,0.0,0.09081423756796916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842192500030116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401453764851912,0.12348186140957268,0.0,0.3824788640343741,0.05618586436819919,0.0,0.09133406841236352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003098261669927,0.0,0.08322050730515347,0.10612234318155778,0.1590073161105028,0.2273326804298837,0.07648277969565694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864565548364067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368968463328033,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AnEgotisticalFuck,2019/08/05,I’m going mad I just want to laugh and die,-4.549999999999997,-3.5407564545454515,-0.5722727272727255,108.96159090909092,113.54545454545456,2.2,5.5,3.1291,-2.9281272727272727,33,0,10,0,2,12,10,11,0.418,0.294,0.28800000000000003,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7849831518662691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298573033384294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461212279781268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,awesomega14,2019/08/05,"Does anyone else find everyone else to be incredibly boring? I'm sort of conflicted because I want to have friends and have other people around me, but at the same time I find 100% of other people to be incredibly boring. It's like none of them have any ""interests"" that are actually \*interesting\* or things to talk about. What's even worse is when people tell me that the reason I don't have any friends is because \*I'm\* boring. Have you heard what other people talk about? It is the most banal shit you can comprehend. Every social setting I'm in just makes me want to tear my fucking face off from how stale and meaningless it is. And yet talking about the weather or sports or meaningless details of someone's life seems to be the most fascinating shit in the world to them, and I'm the boring one. How do people seem to find each other so fascinating when all the things they want to talk to each other about just makes me want to jump in front of a moving train?",5.152722832722834,6.2745922169312225,5.501164021164024,81.5165567765568,68.62962962962963,8.355067155067157,26.178673178673183,8.617729084823388,1.7162011396011398,775,22,149,12,13,247,97,189,0.159,0.725,0.11699999999999999,-0.9226,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,3,0,14,12,3,0,9,0,16,5,3,5,1,33,30,13,0,4,6,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,14,7,0,1,6,1,0,3,2,7,0,1,1,1,13,5,27,26,7,15,0,0,0,1,14,7,3,8,5,104,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.1172451687095444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340680550856168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400887958426165,0.12310377937460172,0.0,0.10695541606045293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146479777860694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051405778172732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007331392153639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935530256879901,0.0,0.10122819028939996,0.1148046556393086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32943381329352484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564900942942889,0.11107304476211796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486267581893546,0.058697268782862334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160396781340599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276961883401683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141404176548928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41647055717080056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235301024797096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875281948642966,0.0,0.0,0.24665629328080174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247372081326766,0.10179931936578344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862752281088541,0.10501290321264672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963933295644125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005810116577398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834609043205829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224390425145835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gmmster2345,2019/08/05,"29/m feeling the heat of being single This is kind of an odd post. I'm not so much alone as I am feeling lonely when it comes to having an actual relationship. It's been a rough few years being single. 

Missing the feeling of wanting someone to motivate you to do better or having things to look forward to. My disability I got while I was in service made it hard to get a job, so my interactions with people are limited. I have a rough time starting conversation, but tend to have a lot of things on my mind if someone else initiates. Didn't help when my ex did not want me doing anything with anyone, waiting for something that never came for years. 

Fell into a heavy gambling problem that has been much better after moving out of parents house last year. Feels good to live on my own once again, but still have that feeling of wanting to be needed for anything. 

Working on losing weight to better myself, but continue to fall into the trap of always wanting to eat. Some motivation would be appreciated every now and then.",6.263866328257192,6.722197040609143,6.985088832487309,74.22284475465314,65.90355329949239,8.800169204737733,32.15270727580372,8.59863814320734,2.63423214890017,815,31,142,11,12,270,129,197,0.102,0.758,0.14,0.8423,2,3,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,8,7,9,0,0,10,0,21,2,0,3,1,36,42,13,0,8,7,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,8,2,2,7,0,1,6,4,4,0,0,8,10,12,5,33,29,8,30,0,3,1,0,7,8,0,4,17,111,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.12108479655159447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851011246932004,0.0,0.0,0.10324502449341334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676006188525914,0.0,0.20421557314334884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292177031961244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191518586970878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688447635211726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696546179603424,0.10365344512944784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045432827756278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136944750100038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482700821300197,0.0,0.0,0.1040729459233104,0.09923861521652684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115187303567764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316863113713087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317238824780493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313087984610716,0.0,0.0,0.12921088265561462,0.0,0.10114227470347598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956547002093124,0.0,0.1041964791402442,0.13881448696748566,0.0,0.10548891491166172,0.0,0.1174080927520582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252860654240764,0.0,0.0,0.1318780735766443,0.1824270806804421,0.0920042153183775,0.09569863159332724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214182196124122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377768562514573,0.0,0.0,0.08602188600143224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883494499393278,0.0,0.0,0.11872840596246798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332161613100404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026623118319154,0.0955233314134838,0.0,0.0,0.08782490892896201,0.0,0.09909095182311213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648673149215178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723524134923114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927438828206036,0.0,0.0,0.1510967804696163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033217681935413,0.0,0.0,0.0881433198816325,0.0,0.0,0.2397115737550396
lonely,stephydrew,2019/08/05,"Anyone up for a chat? Im a girl, 20 yr old, i like anime, animal crossing and music
Anyone that would like to talk to me about those subjects or anything else feel free to dm me, i have nothing better to do but stare at my ceiling all night.",4.247647058823528,3.902930235294118,5.616470588235295,85.07411764705886,70.17647058823529,7.584313725490197,26.803921568627448,6.42735559955562,1.0536745098039213,186,5,40,1,3,63,42,51,0.035,0.851,0.114,0.4492,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,5,8,3,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,4,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43068603687779905,0.0,0.2534368750858991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723785283584129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25727328059408144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572122390967882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326654435135563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30092169057302776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890133226177229,0.0,0.29550995863368895,0.0,0.32316756183752376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475383375566363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187763372464947,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ghostonpowers,2019/08/05,Need more girls age 20+ to follow on Twitter. I took a break from social media & moved to a new state a few years ago & its been hard to jump back in. Feel like everyone moved on & I’m stuck here trying to find new friends at 22 years old. I can’t even follow girls in the new place I’m at because it feels weird asking them “whats your twitter?” Times changed asking someone for their social media never felt so uncomfortable. Anyway drop your @‘s or dm me. I’ll dm you my twitter.,2.676764705882352,4.01453466666667,3.611911764705884,91.87610294117648,74.88235294117645,5.8843137254901965,21.573529411764707,5.985473137389443,0.08768235294117588,384,9,84,2,8,123,74,102,0.10800000000000001,0.836,0.055999999999999994,-0.499,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,2,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,14,2,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,4,4,9,2,12,10,2,27,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,1,12,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279113212738812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4690399207307347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697979875272865,0.0,0.0,0.11095612552112287,0.0,0.08796261881479456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264797261529572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530735686164676,0.0,0.0,0.1378827618344452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592263863587532,0.10308639972181913,0.13854854725066973,0.0,0.13188560389999682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148414674219033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926251412436127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704966317511317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30673151756827,0.0,0.10699501373472327,0.11129138340335383,0.418091234786488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141630074846466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076052178637125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941869349084495,0.12226308444424228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414122601406426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032020030515548,0.0979687556929396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584614511077013
lonely,PM_hot_welds,2019/08/05,"I’ll listen to anything you want to say My dms are open, its 2 am and I feel lonely as well, feel free to rant and maybe become friends :)",2.555,2.806189166666666,3.633333333333337,95.73000000000003,74.0,6.0,21.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.33633333333333315,105,2,26,0,2,34,25,30,0.127,0.5429999999999999,0.331,0.7845,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,4,4,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274805055931955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395066075103012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024328750127503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074566503951148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997961714234417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164673231059752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347223409061759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35780654975673754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gto61,2019/08/05,Lonely Songs What’s some good songs to listen to when you are feeling alone?,1.7880000000000005,4.557609466666668,1.495000000000001,97.7025,87.66666666666666,3.0,14.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.3723333333333332,62,1,12,0,2,18,13,15,0.23800000000000002,0.529,0.233,-0.0258,0,3,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7265887798398136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547221015691258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5884224466055604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Froya7,2019/08/05,"would anyone like to chat on snapchat? feeling really lonely just now :(

so I just got snapchat and I have very few people to add on it. It seems like a really fun thing to use. 

If anyone would like to add me my snapchat is : froyailor

thank you :)",-0.2003571428571433,2.0480449591836742,1.006913265306121,98.75281887755104,99.40816326530613,4.08265306122449,16.32908163265306,5.985473137389443,-0.4737571428571429,189,5,41,2,8,59,34,49,0.091,0.621,0.28800000000000003,0.8859999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,9,3,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,5,6,6,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926556868569157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197076036111073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456534593133495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115246478339705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465743798851826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597496037315681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556114871796913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585044196569682,0.0,0.0,0.1865376976862291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24250369374248634,0.0,0.2316728336411393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989159880469334,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,relaxer7,2019/08/05,"Maybe it’s just me? so, not too long ago I had met someone, it was special to me. we started out as friends and he decided he wanted to be more than that. we dated for about four weeks and he decided it wasn’t what he wanted because of something stupid. I thought it would’ve lasted but if the person doesn’t want it to what more can you possibly do? I would love to be with someone but I’m afraid of losing myself. maybe it’s not the problems in a relationship but maybe it’s me. maybe I’m too hard to be with and that’s okay but I wish for once I could be with someone who wanted to be with me too",0.11109051254089053,2.0879608778626,2.11119411123228,96.59246183206108,85.25954198473283,4.96423118865867,20.04416575790621,6.1826913282559595,-0.10430250817884447,469,14,111,4,14,156,71,131,0.054000000000000006,0.794,0.152,0.9201,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,2,1,0,1,6,8,1,1,3,1,13,1,0,0,0,29,24,10,0,9,8,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,12,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,1,13,4,19,12,2,8,0,1,0,1,13,2,0,1,6,78,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309432261192226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004761244583095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794092189163935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412667534184928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232644653465594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204100069608998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072591328003288,0.0,0.16525882368210415,0.0,0.0,0.13332139660489312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5936109406034488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731500748650076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898178978848934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665300177264208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413463186418329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859400985071034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754833243760358,0.11372064781167746,0.0,0.0,0.10455566603064816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727170987980905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485119656595809,0.0,0.11849058875603148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986858102146804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986946935136386,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_yasminato,2019/03/26,"Lonely but funny Ok, what I [20F] mean is;
I can’t find a guy who enjoy looking at memes, like, having the same type of humour as me. 
Or maybe I am just too weird? 
I’d but I feel like I would never find a guy with the same kind of homoyr as me and it’s making me feel so lonely ",0.3510937500000004,1.089078171875002,3.0457500000000017,96.02425000000002,79.78125,5.120000000000001,14.3625,3.1291,-1.2912462500000004,209,1,54,0,5,74,46,64,0.109,0.602,0.289,0.9375,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,4,1,5,0,0,1,1,16,10,7,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,8,6,6,9,2,2,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,1,3,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25869182515044564,0.18275169049519574,0.0,0.0,0.4676139069701693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065869405365769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26638817166300943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249953023124344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481711912666387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707560727561592,0.0,0.2569968998442629,0.27865357050049755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972974952020468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817210543337742,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lady509,2019/03/26,"I fell in love and he tore me apart I have been chasing a boy who has showed me time and time again that I am nothing more than a friend but h feels me he loves me he does everything a boyfriend would do, but it is time to end it and I have never felt lonelier than right now, we just got home from a four day vacation where I fell more in love and he doesn’t understand the power he has over me. He makes me happy and I can’t think of life without him but he told me he is moving a crossed the country at the end of this year and if we like my heart has been ripped out of my chest and it’s finally over.",3.4052777777777763,2.9164680740740754,4.364583333333337,93.82687500000004,71.96296296296295,8.231481481481481,25.02314814814815,7.645422480735847,0.7648703703703701,470,11,122,5,8,153,81,135,0.013999999999999999,0.812,0.175,0.9761,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,8,0,14,6,2,1,1,23,24,11,0,2,6,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,6,10,0,0,4,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,5,2,18,6,14,18,2,24,0,0,0,3,18,9,0,1,12,79,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492587086071103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594620956591598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156690452749175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601569173920513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090104538923636,0.0,0.17110234690468396,0.1952121294453569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767881027105272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252481920856458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969987604387573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117082177154486,0.0,0.0,0.17875163831025964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586969657503566,0.08706074066349034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825041440992376,0.0,0.11895155322482025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940105676681,0.0,0.0,0.1374407546556991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099010591822292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521839622260948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418496717971223,0.0,0.0,0.3117339343096054,0.0,0.0,0.1702801264663504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551508825558996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178085185389613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658994387580108,0.0,0.0,0.11475656808623635
lonely,jsaevus,2019/03/26,"All of my friends are beautiful, and I've let myself go I'm happy being single, but watching men throw themselves at my girlfriends all the time while ignoring me is one of the worst feelings in the world. I miss feeling pretty and confident, and my depression is holding me back from putting my best foot forward. I just want to spoon. Where can I hire a professional spooner?",5.704084507042253,7.125655183098594,5.7367323943661965,79.22481690140846,67.59154929577466,8.496901408450704,35.32676056338028,8.841846274778883,3.1610709859154937,302,15,53,5,5,95,56,71,0.17300000000000001,0.5660000000000001,0.261,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,0,2,12,12,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,1,0,3,10,3,6,10,5,11,0,2,1,0,3,5,0,0,4,40,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24627629434397816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33611511576333897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758575281083084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238873612011385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474482811004436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820230547825108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409450456436265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32750898910218706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703067260337952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258408871670726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219708346660324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675840785696876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891001290251627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,teddykitten,2019/03/26,"20s sucks I am at the best university in my country, i always dreamed about it. Im in sophomore year. I dont know what to say how to feel about. I feel loneşy for years but I hoped it would be okay in college. I have no friends, no one to talk. Whenever i love someone it turns out nothing. I get bored easily from people. I am just keeping with the flow but i cant help to stop cry everynight. I cant socialize, i dont consume alcohol, im not a talkative person, i am not a lovely girl. I always thought 20s would make everything better but actually nothing changed in my life.",0.5182142857142864,2.7967879166666734,2.7978571428571435,90.27000000000002,86.5,6.095238095238094,25.23809523809524,7.447530270364453,1.3665595238095247,450,20,97,8,14,153,76,120,0.161,0.635,0.204,0.7687,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,1,0,4,1,11,4,0,2,0,19,23,4,0,3,6,0,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,4,2,1,2,4,1,0,1,8,2,0,1,1,3,16,7,15,19,1,10,0,0,0,2,9,6,1,1,3,61,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.14834241998487194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245529468354492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529734074124541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595278995392096,0.13444283726450298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080922935579595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697875994433325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563153913568466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366191695287676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372432835212171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744459763105752,0.0,0.07942033643008381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189087615515928,0.0,0.0,0.15098286273877448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32839949870766205,0.0,0.0,0.1351158294034316,0.0,0.0,0.0835421779080888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737103145426044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743947062853008,0.0,0.10146962541711914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29172047824820363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030077069201997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538643252109592,0.13273158407592772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208865619845759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495775501846096,0.1287998264981288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270893835094179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218201131133527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068106548346867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534611353374848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597085264409047,0.0,0.0,0.19578232754736066
lonely,thesnailgetsbetter2,2019/03/26,"To live is to suffer To live is to suffer, so to live without purpose is even more degrading. The key to life is controlling every aspect you can by the properties of the universe. Bend everything to your will.
Take for example cheating on a test, by doing this the grade you get is rightfully yours and a fair assessment of your knowledge. Now I did not say a fair assessment of your knowledge on that particular subject, just your knowledge over all, to bend things to your will. Cheating in grade/middle/high school is child's play though, if you are actually creative enough to cheat you way through life, college, work, ect. I believe that your paycheck/degree is rightfully deserved. Such is the concept of bending the reality around you to your will, the situation relative to the setting, of course this all sounds foreign and unrealistic. “But one would not do such a thing!” I hear you saying, here we are presented the concept of normativity, to do something like everyone else would, the so called “right” way to do something, such as going through school and college honestly, getting good grades because you “earned” them by studying or otherwise. When we get down to the absolute morality the cheater has earned his grade just as much as the honest learner has. The cheater looks at every possible solution to a problem or situation and takes the easiest and most beneficial route, no matter how much the morality of the choice negates his decision, thus is the true way to live. 
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lonely,triplea3xa,2019/03/26,"A song about what I've been going through lately) This song is about what I’ve been going through lately with fake friends & people not helping you out in your time of need 🔪 💭 LMK what you think

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bbtXgvBcLoI](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bbtXgvBcLoI)

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lonely,im-not-worth-it,2019/03/26,"I have people in my life who care about me, yet I feel so lonely. I know I’m being ungrateful, I wouldn’t blame you for being angry at me and this post. And I know I deserve to be truly lonely. 

My parents are very loving and caring. They let me know I can talk to them about anything, but I don’t feel comfortable talking to them.  If anything I hate talking to them, wish I could cut them out of my life. 

My good friends are tired of my crap so I keep all the bad things to myself. 

It’s been a rough start this week. I wish I had someone I felt genuinely comfortable talking to. Someone who could hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be ok. ",2.0333622994652387,3.37997224264706,3.54799465240642,91.64620320855616,76.57352941176471,6.416042780748662,23.39304812834225,6.980632752743323,0.6411705882352939,499,15,112,5,11,165,81,136,0.187,0.589,0.22399999999999998,0.7837,1,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,5,0,5,14,3,0,2,1,15,5,1,0,1,21,31,8,0,6,2,1,4,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,4,31,8,14,19,1,7,0,2,0,1,16,3,1,1,3,78,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375908206499645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053399233960375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29436787122588737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23051832172770664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974083774437906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459848073362548,0.0,0.13860757430228118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115316433101024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108173852158555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252492991155416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831318591522073,0.0,0.0,0.2380083011667646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761717313594971,0.2039304969925253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028991168981416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029392783075352,0.0,0.0,0.10008056767831093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825631252511286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446303465148672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217826125970003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641221743479538,0.12617639814042125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590590973946816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165919788505392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911154768108947,0.0,0.0,0.11579632930826067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320121598448486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,1eyeReg,2019/03/26,"Pride doesnt go well with being lonely Anyone else could hook up with people from the past but they've broken your trust and even though they apologized your pride rather lets you endure this loneliness than to get together?

Not sure if I should get over my pride..",5.073,7.115572900000001,3.916999999999998,89.24350000000004,70.0,7.4,18.5,8.07648339933343,0.4727999999999994,215,3,41,3,4,62,44,50,0.22,0.591,0.19,-0.2323,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,1,3,4,7,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,8,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,6,6,7,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230774750146872,0.3268902097439232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547243838428983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665137427706156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107203502020112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33336641285568114,0.0,0.18131558077236606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262360509122671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30455607889360803,0.2211794771490492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006877700929365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134513708071241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28685178908701425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Justspeakingmymindd,2019/03/26,"Here I go again, falling for another girl that I have 0 chance with. Oh man, do I hate when this happens. At least when I’m not obsessing over anybody it’s a tiny bit better, but now. I don’t know what to do, shoot my shot as always and fall short. I don’t blame her or anyone, I’m a mess and I bring nothing but trouble who the fuck would like to date me. I hate this loneliness. But I just have to keep pushing. ",-0.3403333333333336,1.6218622999999999,1.6866666666666674,99.0,87.11111111111109,4.933333333333334,19.0,6.2581,-0.2622,317,9,78,3,10,105,66,90,0.27399999999999997,0.614,0.11199999999999999,-0.9594,0,0,0,1,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,3,1,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,12,17,9,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,6,0,0,0,0,11,2,8,16,2,13,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,6,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319436209268553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922953062378442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949095659015399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465330945395931,0.3043244979011432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577013173498212,0.0,0.0,0.15842093038394273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464990761427496,0.0,0.0,0.5504188934134587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247767186574444,0.0,0.0,0.15319456256146946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618392763587125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674696313556916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980171042059677,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,freakiie,2019/03/26,Friends Anyone wanna chat. The day goes by much faster when talking to people. I’m open to just listening if y’all need to vent too. :),1.3866666666666667,3.7778076666666682,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,83.44444444444446,5.0814814814814815,20.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.12313333333333355,105,3,22,1,3,33,25,27,0.0,0.797,0.203,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625986785750967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344370346000044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40064863280534496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812112218091883,0.3845157111794366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595136000929533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168097705019391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,toucss,2019/03/26,"Never felt this alone I've always felt alone. In crowded rooms, alone. Surrounded by friends/family, alone. 
But I've never felt this lonely.

The last 2 years have been 2 of the hardest years of my life. 
I've suffered 2 mental breakdowns. I've attempted suicide. I've quit 3 jobs and ended up back in my original job.
I've broken up with my long term partner so I can sleep with someone who was giving me more attention and now that person doesn't want anything to do with me.
I've pushed away/lost all my friends.
Post suicide attempt most of my family have stopped contacting me. 
So now all I do is spend my days scrolling Reddit in bed wondering why I'm still here.. ",2.089172932330829,4.515730661654136,3.108984962406016,89.69325187969925,80.72932330827068,6.2060150375939855,24.53759398496241,7.447530270364453,1.246106766917293,530,20,105,8,14,169,84,133,0.21600000000000005,0.728,0.055999999999999994,-0.9661,2,6,0,0,0,2,17.0,0,0,0,3,8,3,0,0,2,0,9,2,1,1,4,19,16,5,2,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,4,5,0,1,5,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,5,3,11,1,13,11,5,24,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,2,15,55,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5361846111382754,0.0,0.0,0.10769267928852408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650645070868203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159985102983605,0.09952049336538243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346896921672625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463289173009468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440223546119749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728073518974505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999409436921362,0.0,0.0,0.12415707334259897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25687038031797005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549934590647636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141730882747667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453780871010726,0.0,0.0,0.1412836094038077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304308203595803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964239615611296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300966422957652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395419229444267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766032793066796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951932461153465,0.0,0.10966210677524088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335965483510344,0.10820580992484333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831417569852895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633872247346846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678670305942465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403568186009149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669201420481544
lonely,redditor9978,2019/03/26,"Lonely on Birthday today I read this sub from time to time, and did not ever think I would be writing on it.   
My life and fortunes have changed these past few years - and I find myself fairly alone and isolated on my birthday for the first time.  I am falling into a hole of despair it feels, trying to crawl out and make new close friendship connections, but not so easy at this age (or any age). Some uplifting positive posts would be appreciated   
",8.699941176470588,7.156354023529418,8.106911764705885,74.7886029411765,61.70588235294117,10.852941176470587,36.54411764705883,9.516144504307137,3.2608235294117653,352,13,66,5,4,111,65,85,0.126,0.754,0.12,0.5279,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,1,21,10,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,1,7,0,11,5,2,20,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,2,11,46,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24931899311686875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370157784246134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25465563351316683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774997394990464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171803316177228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001872305937809,0.20476096607807745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003152210530362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068612384037198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324941638305274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22979970456267235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305484624025913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24079061875316515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542471643247076,0.0,0.0,0.42110688104295946,0.0,0.22817960302878584,0.0,0.0,0.1634367959039786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420089414070524,0.0,0.0,0.15501931341871236
lonely,FLAPJackMM,2019/03/26,"Anyone out there? Hello, 
Honestly just hoping this reaches the right person(s). My name is J,  I’m looking to make new friends. I’ve felt alone since about high school started (sophomore in college now) and still now I have about 2 good friends. Problem is I’m trying to distance myself from them because it’s just a toxic relationship at this point . I got along with them because we had similar hobbies but now they just take advantage of me. I have past diagnosis of mental illness and It really plays a part in trying to “get out there” I’m way too shy to approach someone or even initiate conversation. It’s much easier for me to reach out online than in real life 

A little about myself: I’m a huge nerd I love video games and stuff about computers. Hobbies include wromping all over town in my car blasting loud music (yes I’m that asshole), fishing, gaming, and I smoke A LOT of weed (not about bragging right but more so an unhealthy crutch) (about all I have time for factoring in the 40 hours I work a week) 

Thank you for reading this over I hope someone is out there the pain is just getting to unbearable at this point I don’t know what else to do ",3.3100884955752217,5.412461115044248,4.115230088495577,85.68496902654867,75.01769911504425,6.820884955752213,27.671681415929203,7.734863291789972,1.718740530973451,916,37,175,13,20,293,142,226,0.092,0.752,0.156,0.9032,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,3,2,20,13,0,0,10,1,10,4,0,1,2,30,28,8,0,3,8,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,10,11,0,0,2,5,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,3,20,10,36,25,6,34,0,0,1,1,14,21,0,4,10,114,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557605653298228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828166384049196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136612651398442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174184622366218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283746205905047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495805488963986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719005928132465,0.0,0.14687186916489695,0.0,0.0,0.11789367208672252,0.11241734974331256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850760999905546,0.0,0.2792123058032164,0.138421657730924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724719117923294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928051675865668,0.0,0.14087638894235066,0.0,0.0,0.11803361032369468,0.0,0.0,0.11949767956548328,0.12685939525247775,0.0,0.0938237875735633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416497533414874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332655734241564,0.0,0.0,0.13575212668020087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495639905074585,0.0,0.0,0.15221099167504834,0.13417884600150334,0.0,0.12273012635504778,0.0,0.0,0.2657461393525807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449535453942912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059638333206015,0.15998617016765698,0.09004527580821779,0.0,0.0,0.15090706137703486,0.0,0.2400721193949904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422525504543015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627131650569406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23818926129263995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948792092372404,0.0,0.1122500768797648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090567816352605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568238367599696,0.0,0.0,0.12940724061518905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196070203711778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085978121959046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156867279867344,0.11274742701089067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232815010990727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,injuredbeing,2019/03/26,"I wish I was dead I grew up in a religious family, but I was never religious and I have never really believed in the existence of god. and that’s what created my family’s eternal discussion, and basically their whole problem, which is me. Why was I created if I’ve never had any purpose? Why hasn’t anybody ever asked about how I’m doing, or if I’m fine or not? I wish I had the guts to kill myself and end my whole existence, even if the consequences were going to end up by me by me going to hell, idfc",3.692843665768194,4.15608453773585,6.4572237196765485,75.73858490566037,71.54716981132076,10.58544474393531,28.350404312668466,10.608840637214634,3.092546091644204,395,14,80,12,7,145,64,106,0.16899999999999998,0.7,0.132,-0.8504,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,4,0,10,1,1,1,4,19,17,11,2,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,6,0,15,1,11,11,2,14,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,5,7,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787808174562216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620507898565161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952963747619404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30705802242405644,0.0,0.0,0.11449034590745184,0.15679720114900525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268216499799928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702780050562574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177655303309515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010746725732459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586428929272376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104692594954164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128272657666717,0.3870589182119672,0.3986680620339912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MF_MOON,2019/03/26,"Does anyone else feel it? First time posting and I was wondering if anyone else feels physical pains from being lonely. When I wake up and when I go to bed my stomach begins to hurt, it’s getting worse and the longer I keep my self isolated I’m afraid my body is going to give up. Don’t know if others have this problem but i guess it would be nice to relate to someone.",1.2437987012987008,3.4228096623376665,2.875438311688317,91.59030032467535,82.24675324675323,5.4084415584415595,20.01461038961039,6.6274283507984215,0.2452090909090909,292,8,61,3,8,96,57,77,0.15,0.802,0.048,-0.601,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,1,0,7,4,3,0,0,14,19,8,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,1,2,8,1,8,15,0,10,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,4,5,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718659525815986,0.3983831996295418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159408922873622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701257264989621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248020112727659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659471285524527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536137778606924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156894749655157,0.1864916491108746,0.2209704636531307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415978137962152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811530839537404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279670673154918,0.0,0.0,0.1068402812567296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686135725788832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618690915345304,0.0,0.0,0.18601998710057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280752952220696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471930746188596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335951927788435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108246744236003,0.0,0.0,0.19811600327926607,0.13810022205272315,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,psychosocialpursuit,2019/03/26,"Feeling lonely and trapped I'm 25. My two best friends are moving on to greater and bigger things. 

I broke up with my girlfriend but I work with her still. I really dont like seeing her the small times I need to. I mostly just avoid her. 

I work with mainly women so I have no work friends. 

I have no friend group. 

All I do is work, study, and sleep. 

I feel trapped at my work because I'm trying to put a year I  before I bounce for resumè reasons. 

I would like a new job just for peace of mind but I already bought ticket for Spain vacation in January and I doubt anyone will hire me and give me vacation time paid or unpaid in less than a year. 

This year is not going to be fun...

Feeling lonely and trapped in my life. ",0.4715647058823506,2.6798176466666703,1.9325098039215725,96.92311764705882,85.86666666666667,4.59607843137255,18.823529411764707,5.900188976854957,-0.31170588235294083,557,15,125,4,17,179,92,150,0.21899999999999997,0.647,0.134,-0.9366,1,8,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,6,4,12,0,2,4,0,10,2,1,1,1,26,21,10,0,2,6,0,3,2,4,2,1,0,0,1,2,9,0,1,4,1,2,3,4,5,0,1,2,4,24,7,18,16,6,18,0,3,1,0,10,8,0,3,9,81,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320411785866745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034105504533707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015448446535168,0.0,0.12584644710132406,0.0,0.1552050687632391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733300412550954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22433814105296665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427863759978685,0.0,0.0,0.14187288924106145,0.08405126520375265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676144513973866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446152910038477,0.1445065546638333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493302414511303,0.0,0.0,0.15718734962783593,0.0,0.10966113143956112,0.0,0.14283643150363065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867378225644673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094744341652232,0.15205911515788414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785194494855415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800027336730626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810791336834532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825384754998698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247573925811194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040995575410762,0.0,0.14447042698445428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5383410249807433,0.0,0.0,0.10505927531266336,0.0,0.0,0.2857156305955115
lonely,nicolonico,2019/03/26,The fuck of my life I finally had amazing sex. We fucked for 3 hours straight. It was great... but as soon as it was over I immediately felt as if I couldn't trust him. Its felt like a switch went off. I deleted him and now I am trying to move on.  ,-0.6194444444444436,1.2734266851851892,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,87.70370370370371,5.0814814814814815,18.259259259259263,6.42735559955562,-0.4198296296296298,187,5,49,2,6,63,44,54,0.153,0.7190000000000001,0.128,-0.3406,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,0,7,10,6,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,6,2,9,4,9,3,0,10,0,0,0,3,3,4,2,1,5,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192093674810564,0.29618520168638085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999190583652488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29809201379039124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662672539809607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097553810925452,0.13209272961493687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873683636230913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356849164288666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506425382257533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gnomie51,2019/03/26,"Drinking alone Like always, in my room alone. I just don’t know why it’s always this. In my 22 years of life I’ve been single for 20 of them. And those two years I wasn’t, well, it was a bad relationship. And now I feel like every contact I’ve had with romantic love has been poisoned and that I’m damaged somehow, and that I’ll die alone. I don’t know why I’m even ranting about this here but I’m crying and so tired of craving someone who will never exist in my life. Maybe I’m just thinking negatively but even trying to think positive hard when the the only real relationship I’ve ever been in was a controlling and abusive one, and even In the end of that one, he’s the one who wanted to leave. I feel like I’m a good person and not like ugly but no one ever wants me for more than a night. And I just want someone to hold hands with and be with. I don’t know what’s wrong with me or why I’m never good enough but I just wanted to get this off my chest since none of my friends really care. Have a goodnight you guys hopefully you aren’t feeling as down as I am right now. ",2.952795064377681,3.516610017167384,4.370920064377682,89.66264619098715,73.29184549356223,7.198390557939915,23.575375536480685,7.1686216300943375,0.6565023605150215,846,21,195,8,16,282,121,233,0.159,0.67,0.171,0.6088,1,4,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,1,1,17,15,1,0,9,0,16,8,2,1,4,45,38,19,1,5,10,0,5,4,1,1,4,0,1,2,12,14,1,2,8,1,0,0,11,4,1,5,7,5,19,11,26,29,4,20,0,1,0,1,13,9,0,3,15,127,31,0,0.0,0.1211891397748662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178043611622243,0.0,0.0,0.17021601606198247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854023921863114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428477435083973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471956477745544,0.0,0.0,0.11235354567665627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615405251291282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019882229929927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059276019907032,0.10568612591536897,0.0,0.20267172380036413,0.18504243766619607,0.08617820174590539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515272738474026,0.14614260654486808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790239247723276,0.0,0.053438870906261364,0.0,0.0,0.1715809775998473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127667729228428,0.0,0.0,0.09162586332267936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015905254702361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863689557856862,0.0,0.0,0.10830338446554423,0.0,0.0,0.14449162385524528,0.1998820706620035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231478954669432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275745388570927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777457453592586,0.0,0.0,0.09598607076766506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27723959881758703,0.0777911580547461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930994636192821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642093673878222,0.06552538477237707,0.0,0.0,0.2196282519620314,0.0,0.0873494908826808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460991077703083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332883768483182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107818463532225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755975699770728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944373533055481,0.0,0.09991604935240968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24131766980895986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196508787396776,0.0,0.27688466089506064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183087466150653,0.0,0.13173435165111833
lonely,peeledsheeps,2019/03/26,"Loner This week at school was exam block, which means we only have to go in for our exams and get the rest of the day off. Most people  either go home or hang out with friends at the strip mall across the road from the school in their free periods, but I couldn't get a lift home and didn't have anyone to hang out with so I just killed time at the shops by myself like a fucking doomer. Had to walk past everyone I knew hanging out with their friends and having a good time. Was fucking depressing bro.",5.261682847896445,5.081694213592236,4.9671359223300975,90.0263673139159,68.02912621359225,8.031715210355989,24.933656957928804,7.1686216300943375,0.7724511326860841,396,8,88,3,6,121,71,103,0.122,0.7440000000000001,0.134,0.0882,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,2,0,2,9,3,0,9,0,8,2,0,0,0,19,16,6,1,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,10,0,1,2,2,2,6,2,4,0,0,5,0,8,6,20,10,3,23,0,1,0,2,7,11,2,2,7,57,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660939931709648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259994729865941,0.0,0.16827454645025042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668734928147065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30188951200724623,0.3612385262216151,0.20414873984794485,0.0,0.2220700460637062,0.1638696690482615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919502554804249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615136471455573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954494176051742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281855834680974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485900302426484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650571059801888,0.13544709304519312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954559723454884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22784722674353414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567164990562583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SkyrimIsMyLifelyhood,2019/03/26,"I'm so desperate for friends I'm 17, from the eu and I love pc gaming, if anyone wants to chat then pls hmu, i'm seriously gonna respond to everyone, have a good day friends ",1.7601754385964874,2.9070353684210564,4.255263157894738,87.11517543859651,76.89473684210526,8.224561403508767,28.456140350877188,8.841846274778883,2.0647087719298245,136,6,32,3,3,48,31,38,0.09699999999999999,0.563,0.341,0.8964,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,12,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837709384024281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261731541653463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38779501672865385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6270979196482432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403971468579681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36628408829530396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23937340676818786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BSanity92,2019/03/26,"(20m) I feel like I'll never find my first girlfriend According to my friends' opinion I'm a nice looking guy, even though I'm a bit fat (but I do sports a lot especially american football), I love playing the guitar, make music, draw, read books/comics/mangas. 

And nowadays I try to get a girlfriend who I can love, and forget about my first platonic love. I know It's really weird, and creepy, but I was in love with my teacher who's 10 years older than me. I still think about her everyday, she is a muse for me, and it got me depressed, I was (or still) so obbsessed with her. She probably knows...

Never been in a relationship, nor had any sexual contact. I talk to a lot of girls, but all of them are friends. Whenever I try to move our friendship to something more, they just end up having a boyfriend out of nowhere. 

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lonely,stygianStruthio,2019/03/26,"A note I made about a worry I have, that I for some reason felt the urge to share Asking out prospective friends--

I'm afraid I'll be met with an attitude of “I already have enough on my plate, I don't have the time or desire to make room in my life for one more person to care about.”

Of course, I don't expect everyone to be so blunt about it. I'm sure plenty of people would act sympathetic and turn me down politely

Even if someone says yes I'll feel pressured to prove myself to be worth their time. Why should they spend time building a relationship with someone as boring and awkward as me, when they have plenty of other friends they already know they like?


For context I have a *tragic backstory* about getting ghosted by my best friend and now I'm down to one friend who lives thousands of miles away and I feel I can't talk to them about serious stuff because they have a very busy life and I'm not fun or interesting enough to be worth putting up with my issues",6.92527918781726,5.79885018274112,6.708228426395942,82.05574365482236,64.93908629441626,9.504365482233501,31.88274111675127,8.238735603445708,2.1122917766497458,774,24,161,8,10,244,117,197,0.073,0.7490000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9709,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,7,1,9,17,0,3,8,1,15,2,0,3,2,27,30,12,1,5,4,0,3,1,4,2,2,1,1,1,5,9,0,0,6,0,3,2,4,6,0,3,3,4,23,11,35,21,5,16,0,1,0,0,19,9,0,4,6,107,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054826975128901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293967601871634,0.0,0.13004285579878458,0.0,0.0,0.0843748168511575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525510659763632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411205034443537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860336878341269,0.0,0.09141997916979748,0.0,0.0,0.1322588269138296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997077480449927,0.0,0.13289745640568673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277478133289861,0.0,0.07231468268242655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446641800492405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606774735008376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955293169964098,0.06762122902626458,0.0,0.12222054381225406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309690082228897,0.09239124503587692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758343201772248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595761953873114,0.12085622922079088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391425309883239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231083531875086,0.0,0.14860294650115274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007096876478027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23455248369448264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844890004269185,0.0,0.0,0.13045189822509484,0.0,0.0,0.11125051560639099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421278708009929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055277112168333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420459376079667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489551801708908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405643484818543,0.0,0.0983240841050793,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,banana_clasher,2019/03/26,I’m kinda young I feel like I am going to die alone. Sometimes I just feel like there’s a little spark of hope that someone likes me but then I realize that I am seen as a living joking. (Just ventilating).,0.5051162790697674,2.7740706744186063,2.8570232558139534,89.8966976744186,86.44186046511628,5.300465116279073,17.902325581395353,6.742157984588678,0.08385023255813984,161,4,34,2,5,55,32,43,0.09699999999999999,0.6409999999999999,0.262,0.5658,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,8,3,1,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,5,3,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29710642325181963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29772137871668297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900959050559695,0.4098739264287177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303242776241794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849224366999257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204443748226073,0.2875148636122803,0.2533077302970599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430604357785168,0.0,0.2837175814027551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,just_tossed_awat,2019/03/26,"We were meant to be.... At the steps of where we first met, only a single thought ran across my mind. It was ""I have to get to know this girl."" You and I became close friends shockingly fast! Where we once strangers to seeing each other everyday almost 24/7, even at church. Never in my life had I known someone that I was simply excited to see, hear from, find out all about, or want to know about your dreams of the future, and everything in between. Meeting you defined my early college experience. There's no other way of putting it. I gave you my entire identity. My whole self being. I always stood ready on stand by for anything you could have wanted or needed. I miss you singing to me, your thoughtful words, the most full hugs anyone could give, and your smile. Never had a friend given me a gift for my birthday before, but just after our short time together you gave me the best gift, your friendship. I cherished it for every moment. I love you with all my heart. If you die, I die. That's how connected you made me feel for you. I couldn't fathom these emotions that were going through my mind. I haven't ever been in a relationship before, the thought of even touching another person used to make me feel uneasy, but when I'm around you things are just natural. That's how it felt, just natural. There didn't seem to be anything forceful about us being around each other. Others saw this too, and that made me feel uneasy. In my heart and in my mind we were together gf & bf, someday to be husband and wife. But I knew this wasn't exactly true. You were stolen from me by your mother to another guy, a family friend of yours. I wish I had been a different person than I was before it was too late, the person that could tell you that I like you. I just couldn't at the time, there were other things going on too. Then I had to simply end things. I wanted the pain to go away. The thought of you and somebody else makes me ill to my stomach. The moment I sent you away I regretted it. Now with just a year left of college you purposely sit on the other side of the lecture to avoid me. You surround yourself with a click you've gotten to know. Meanwhile I'm here suffering from the mere thought of you. I wish you would talk to me again. I want to hear your voice again speaking to me. I don't want this pain anymore. I wish for my birthday a new pain, any other will do. I hate you mom and dad for raising a perfectionist. Someone that could never interact socially in a normal way, or to even train me for this kind of pain. Why did you have to push away anything social about my life. I don't care about good grades or graduating magna cum laude, I just want to be normal. I want people in my life! Please god make it stop! 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lonely,Anon12256,2019/03/26,"Anyone wanna be friends? Not necessarily best friends or anything, just someone to interact with. Don't mind listening to your problems if you have any. I don't need to vent myself, just want interaction I guess. I've noticed my days are exponentially easier to get through when I'm expecting a message from someone later on. ",5.545254237288134,8.001641152542376,6.612000000000003,68.6749491525424,69.67796610169492,9.465762711864409,37.22372881355932,9.888512548439397,4.36338372881356,264,15,42,7,5,88,48,59,0.09699999999999999,0.738,0.165,0.4993,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,11,3,0,6,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,9,10,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,3,3,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816133310628634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673802982284404,0.0,0.21977170693103848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802681992533732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722348056711544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126674517143406,0.0,0.13953041906557376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942021629583666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696594782572761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802528410678333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040552274148563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555450991120724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45256654843505895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575218330091379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cloudy404,2019/03/26,"A [20] y old that struggles so much in finding a relationship Hello, my name is Abraham I live in the middle-east best part of the world obviously....
I'm a white male 180cm tall with brown hair and dark eyes my face got v shape and my body is more to skinny but I'm not, so I don't look bad and I see some guys that are less attractive and making girls approaching them without even trying.....

In the middle-east relationship between male and female if they are not married is not acceptable by all means even tho if its a friendship so if I approach a girl and she rejects me its gonna be a huge shame on me and I lose respect from people I know.. Even tho many guys are in relationships but its maybe because I'm too afriad to lose my dignity with the people I know because stuff like that sometimes girls post it on Facebook and ha you know the rest.
I feel so lonely lately sometimes I cry because of loneliness, i'm surrounded by friends and people but I wish for a girl to love and beloved and I feel like I'm not asking for much it's just a basic human need to be loved but in my case I don't know if its a blessing or a curse....
What am I supposed to do to stop the inner fire that burns me every time I feel in need for love and beloved.... I feel like a loser.",2.7266853932584283,3.806636977528093,4.112380149812733,89.35666011235955,74.3558052434457,6.83812734082397,24.96048689138577,7.1686216300943375,0.8933372284644192,991,31,220,10,20,328,141,267,0.13699999999999998,0.635,0.22899999999999998,0.9855,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,4,11,21,0,2,17,1,12,8,5,1,2,49,38,27,0,7,15,0,6,3,1,1,0,0,0,9,12,14,1,1,11,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,1,11,27,13,26,34,9,21,1,5,5,3,23,14,0,6,7,139,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205195972446698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114591171164324,0.19963286712740605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455903738883327,0.0,0.0,0.1212546411334441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990959611990805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630189238323708,0.0,0.0919738963595386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207828364835405,0.15597105388323054,0.0,0.0,0.0997723108374058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433847678052027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730701646683732,0.0,0.0,0.2161755625484856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23997085174847466,0.0,0.12313976287249792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999347119183674,0.0,0.09639225894519693,0.0,0.09166878941463484,0.2442492506180701,0.0,0.0,0.295569554047594,0.0,0.07286664367528757,0.11067337890922714,0.10966814371133404,0.1189096826998441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604936153352528,0.16188483735477016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454740909842627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821206946214832,0.0,0.2270380597688361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454725186142223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515981827366619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698817297200218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159284956823664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126452162432397,0.0,0.11412007619029038,0.12496464936335408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365338071683074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411399619295428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255311900859835,0.10522850507565644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BadNewsForSunshine,2019/03/26,"It's just getting really tough Dude life is so freaking hard. This is another day of sitting and being miserable and feeling so alone and not being able to turn to anyone. I just want some advice on what to do. I know cliche, but I'm at my minds end. I just hate this empty feeling and I just want some advice because this is killing me. (18m) <-just fyi",1.1337328767123296,3.4290616027397287,2.6783390410958923,92.11285102739728,83.65753424657535,5.293835616438357,22.823630136986303,6.6274283507984215,0.6245356164383562,279,10,58,3,8,91,51,73,0.271,0.635,0.094,-0.9501,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,18,15,7,1,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,6,0,6,13,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,37,11,0,0.2346933602358809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586792707672525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430715413902661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24609645149836845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410305436935552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306689405477954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135780165487858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786865648907493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23733602936343426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261759411202552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023915229743076,0.2317111045164861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596534303867916,0.0,0.1289813330240239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577086104184535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369733902818139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035057623405426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552789820417116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768564491248245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cumsut-,2019/03/26,"Anyone wanna let me fall asleep on call Yo (17,F) anyone wanna let me fall asleep on call I’m really lonely atm. I snore so you can just leave once I’m passed out discord plz ",-0.9069369369369368,1.1725988918918944,1.1663513513513522,97.68394144144148,100.62162162162159,3.547747747747748,8.869369369369368,5.46131890053228,-1.6217711711711709,137,1,30,1,6,45,26,37,0.17600000000000002,0.79,0.034,-0.659,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882381260892125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5669641758983427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29396056101363305,0.0,0.5677725779377076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29565731179453625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785112592164776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wmyoungweezy,2019/03/26,"its been so long (19M) 20 in weeks. only ever had friends when I pretended to be someone else. Wentt of to college promised myself I would be unapologetically myself and change bad habits. Worked out and I lost a lot  weight, dress better, found hobbies/interest however ik what ppl think of the real me and they hate it.moderately attractive  (7.0 objectively. 8subjective) imo) expelled 9th grade trying to be cool and was forced into e-high school simultaneously on house arrest so socially underdeveloped and missed a lot. Sole 2 girls who'veve ever shown interest were 1 a obese whore and one damaged from losing her mom (she left ASAP when she felt better)my few friends were violent toxic addicts when I left home but ig  im just no better and I can't find anyone else. it hurts so much and it only grows. I figure it will eventually plateau. going into junior year and haven't made 1 friend while new to a college town. recently been heavily into drugs trying not to have a self harm relapse.",4.1593719806763305,6.869357739130432,5.006449275362321,77.37574879227054,74.86956521739131,7.567149758454105,26.52657004830918,8.515128840125781,2.1967099033816417,800,30,137,16,18,259,133,184,0.19,0.722,0.08800000000000001,-0.9571,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,5,9,19,2,0,6,1,14,5,0,1,2,28,22,17,0,1,3,1,2,0,3,2,3,0,1,2,5,13,2,0,5,1,0,2,4,10,0,1,10,3,13,9,14,7,4,22,0,5,0,1,11,9,0,2,11,79,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657720614654675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760094287253904,0.1283674677933501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046062585641934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324084905385733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253303853261494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528876450431985,0.0,0.20931611453516885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22665169656642584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029154162228872,0.0,0.11450659660987865,0.0,0.0,0.13736658807083132,0.2903805231634871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120134308538115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369124577045093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323686041862134,0.12566928817071804,0.0,0.0,0.14456001910657787,0.13411828195862127,0.0,0.13532738012199585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27224117787922464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087171039133008,0.0,0.14015988092310938,0.13676143800259805,0.21302263295025786,0.0,0.11854601532614036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673019722083172,0.0,0.0,0.09209758456734501,0.0,0.0,0.12099931797490042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489515461955101,0.19056707394636904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259973636587014,0.0,0.0,0.1237020689556279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679331076491332,0.0,0.0,0.13069772539805805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771046910093906,0.10615206873793387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027643092347328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011816994081275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004946449485888,0.15256121476317566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120767884616754,0.0,0.0,0.0889976074447536,0.0,0.0,0.08067828838178616
lonely,PmUrBootyPlsAndThx,2019/03/26,The worst part about loneliness. It’s so.... boring and unchanging. ,2.668787878787878,3.925597090909093,3.003636363636364,80.05878787878791,123.54545454545452,8.73939393939394,21.84848484848485,7.793537801064563,3.2362484848484847,52,2,8,2,3,16,11,11,0.568,0.4320000000000001,0.0,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,josgay,2019/03/26,"I want to touch a girl I'm gay. I want to hold a girl's hands. Feel her soft lips. Caress her hips and thighs and breasts. I want her to press her soft lips on my cheek and I want to feel her breath on my breath. Fuck man, I just want to love and be loved. I know of I put myself out there, I could have a chance. But I'm so afraid of being hurt. ",-2.1225000000000023,-0.3896982499999986,-0.22749999999999915,110.9425,94.0,3.2,9.25,3.1291,-2.52265,260,1,77,0,10,83,45,80,0.087,0.7040000000000001,0.209,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,3,0,4,13,9,0,0,17,17,6,0,6,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,8,16,2,10,14,0,4,0,1,0,5,10,3,1,0,0,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405010483884905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457797450212354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246893903367272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601826198148749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357010828979402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387116968987375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24432540175394035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7167654617789315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,oYellowSpirit,2019/04/13,"Call on Discord ? Hey, so i am doing some stuff related to a project right now and i would really love some compagny, someone to talk to so i can finish my work without having a panic attack \^\^' . Umh.. anyone feeling lonely ? wanna talk on discord ?",1.2682066869300923,3.9374998936170233,3.5987841945288745,81.22000000000003,92.61702127659576,5.238905775075988,23.7355623100304,6.868970318607317,1.5335860182370826,193,8,31,3,7,66,37,47,0.14400000000000002,0.64,0.21600000000000005,0.5979,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,7,6,2,5,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,2,2,25,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401368447312645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156625218733738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833281981817283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029732015646348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504277778906053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255516114039743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777545784868325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369581191598865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350996838042847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176371080145575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460402316812713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674714665564327,0.0,0.2020016822299953,0.0,0.0,0.1971069393028456,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Laurennkk,2019/04/13,"My friends are always here for the wrong reasons All of my friends have used me, whether for it be for attention or otherwise. I just want someone who genuinely enjoys ME, not my attention, not my looks, but everything about me. The thing is I stay with these people because i feat being alone.",5.3982727272727296,6.956580781818182,5.219772727272726,82.12965909090909,68.45454545454545,9.136363636363637,33.75,9.516144504307137,3.220545454545455,233,11,43,5,4,72,42,55,0.079,0.794,0.128,0.2144,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,13,8,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,10,3,6,6,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29701296895471185,0.0,0.0,0.238620219571526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748157053651733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577353609146913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431241364199261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24081922449067936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988140486801672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948530140366539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429839815506621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30566456533049835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052092379158808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24768198775781106,0.0,0.0,0.1691476415924769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31354403050870805,0.0,0.0
lonely,WhisprWriter,2019/04/13,Tfw all you wanna do is hold someone's hand Just end me. Thx,-3.2845238095238085,-2.401435642857141,-0.2842857142857138,105.41261904761903,119.71428571428572,1.866666666666667,11.809523809523812,3.1291,-1.971161904761904,47,1,12,0,3,16,14,14,0.0,0.659,0.341,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7226001236774896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6912662737768106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mLyLm,2019/04/13,"I'm close to 30 and no one ever loved me title says it all... it hurts so much and i really don't think it'll ever change.

is there anyone in the same situation that found some kind of cure?",-0.745000000000001,1.2563792619047618,2.0145714285714327,95.58042857142858,89.71428571428572,5.2647619047619045,10.780952380952382,6.742157984588678,-1.0431390476190474,147,1,36,2,5,51,37,42,0.12,0.792,0.08800000000000001,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,10,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,2,2,3,5,4,4,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509994981234224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951702152773981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047860579461161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305935228088888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29870078130457184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29056038197227196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518299007142511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511462020529914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890737686429352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874981053977512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218909490958625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136344759607244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878720400386533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vasiliana,2019/04/13,"You have 1 wish, what would it be? Its midnight here, I am sitting at the window and looking up at the silvery moon, thinking what I should wish for.",4.125,4.766139499999999,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,70.66666666666666,6.0,31.66666666666667,3.1291,1.178666666666667,115,5,24,0,2,36,25,30,0.0,0.8220000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194570242585995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24375780238917946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8749285485842073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27023948323398383,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,embeddedcancer,2019/04/13,"Feeling lonely at university 18/F/ UK

As the title suggests, I am currently feeling very lonely at university. I am a medical student at a UK university and started in September 2018, moving from another EU country.

I am living in halls, but I have had issues making friends, and I don't know why and my flatmates and I only occasionally talk, and when we do, it's very short and curt. I am usually rather outgoing but I have not 'clicked' with anyone from my course except for with some people I sit next to in lectures. With these people, I have tried to suggest going out for a pint or going to a film, but they always seem to find an excuse.

I know that most people at university have trouble finding people right away, and that many are good at creating an illusion that they are having fun and partying all the time, but many I speak to are content with where they are; I just cannot be. 

I am also restricted by the fact that I am at medical school, and many societies I have tried joining have socials when I have lectures/am not available, so my question is whether I can do something at this point, or whether I should suck it up and let time do its thing.

TLDR: Feeling lonely at uni but feeling like I've exhausted all options, any tips?",7.767592592592599,6.547862765432099,8.235072016460908,72.08865740740741,63.320987654320994,11.062962962962963,37.945473251028815,10.125756701596842,3.7901004115226336,984,43,182,18,12,328,133,243,0.084,0.7859999999999999,0.13,0.8537,1,6,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,3,0,7,10,1,0,9,0,29,3,0,1,3,49,41,24,0,2,14,0,4,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,10,16,0,1,10,1,0,3,4,6,0,0,1,6,26,4,30,37,4,31,0,3,1,0,12,19,1,7,9,136,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038026689816402,0.1080057209860628,0.0,0.0,0.0882698591268334,0.13610878870006096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076062582861462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195331817391973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625273080928865,0.09273062518930827,0.0,0.0,0.2372734819747057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028475777597427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753901605077074,0.10887181842169807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547963809454922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426716467948377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273141157216206,0.0,0.06341473515093794,0.0,0.11461760644497182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664389007096987,0.3947967791157919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615238605660687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795905893564095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380459746807748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872032381470087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599536486625877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270491247646813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454080256980309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085025908624337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313666252730826,0.0,0.1181669300710554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231686464074266,0.0,0.09992797552159166,0.0,0.0,0.09187457367510232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432998755234678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623472802929501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513772624426539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762541710437102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295864249368434,0.2142006044743268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712617931739502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,VixL707,2019/04/13,"Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind (Movie Thoughts) For all the introverted lonely people out there.

I’m just thinking if Joel never would have went to that party on the beach, he never would have met Clementine. 

But also, he would have never went through the heartbreak he did when because he met Clementine.

A lot of their moments were spent together. Joel is the definition of a lonely introvert. He was even lonely when he was with someone else (Naomi). Which was why him going to the beach that day even though he didn’t really want to go and connecting with Clem was a big deal for him.

Meeting her was such a big deal for him.

But like I wrote before, he ended up being vulnerable to heartbreak.

So, what do we do?

Stay lonely and safe.

Or put ourselves in situations where there’s greater risk to be hurt?",3.827532467532469,6.174272792207797,4.17792207792208,84.70116883116887,74.32467532467533,6.477922077922077,25.935064935064936,7.447530270364453,1.4008883116883115,646,23,118,8,14,202,98,154,0.147,0.764,0.09,-0.8679,0,8,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,0,12,11,0,1,10,0,19,0,0,0,4,25,31,11,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,2,1,5,4,8,0,0,15,1,7,3,18,11,3,22,0,7,1,0,20,7,0,3,10,82,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340887037767665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221241238500957,0.0,0.14267808223397227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813575106001323,0.3457287188515552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400699721454445,0.0,0.14850924792456846,0.0,0.0,0.22149397082819586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058580682782364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794983062804998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191696533583544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255029685580434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930277302647145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38796119062596296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624392378923527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855851412111753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741615103823222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847241369857268,0.0,0.0,0.14206949469058194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871799640531466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743862189833793,0.1647386897256317,0.13311429415789247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988983710604662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108706463312137,0.15129955440521908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573320407790204,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,6lonelygirl66,2019/04/13,"How to cope with the thought that you might be single for the rest of your life? I’m never approached by people my age and my anxiety is through the roof so I can’t imagine myself approaching anyone else. 

I’ve also tried using tinder but whenever it comes time to meet, I realize how unattractive I am and I flake out. :( 

I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m probably going to be lonely forever and idk how to cope with that realization.",3.6242857142857146,5.338014252873566,5.126108374384238,80.44758620689656,73.13793103448276,8.649589490968804,27.37110016420361,9.23628265651192,2.43972380952381,348,13,66,8,7,117,61,87,0.158,0.8420000000000001,0.0,-0.9169,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,4,1,19,13,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,12,9,2,9,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359423382641289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389152700982275,0.0,0.0,0.1955012601587748,0.2864809543603432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816974392177101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23356805772459305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890185472595958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748817202599156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966090470775844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564303511803487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383788749200756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30145368319167404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196939619260336,0.16303570682075444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982853099951766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414827000179925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,motherofholograms,2019/04/13,"Feeling worthless I try to do my best.... I really do.  

But sometimes i feel that everything i do is for nothing. 

I study in a carreer that is not bringing me any joy....I try to be as productive as possible, i try to think on happy thoughts, i try to keep remember that i have people who loves me and that not everything sucks....but is so hard. 

It's so hard to forget all the abuse i had been through since i was a child....is so hard to not be scared of people leaving me...is so hard to turn off that voice that says ""you're a piece of shit"" over... And over... And over. 

Sometimes i feel the world would be better if i'm not here anymore....",1.0952736318407936,2.699500641791044,2.8545522388059688,94.485907960199,79.8955223880597,6.257711442786071,23.106965174129357,7.1686216300943375,0.6252009950248754,482,16,114,6,12,160,75,134,0.151,0.743,0.106,-0.6277,0,0,0,0,1,0,37.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,1,5,0,14,2,1,0,1,19,24,11,0,2,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,9,14,4,19,16,3,8,0,1,0,1,3,7,1,1,0,77,22,0,0.0,0.16729274370701658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601730236191328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002729644650694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481752263044242,0.1248753220860925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25379355486934196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417699231167447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503044847622617,0.5059312112702732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255004212867645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495049009643552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743381508187915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354802138275449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577338551230936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917591643164575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045300116324742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994617843150225,0.0,0.0,0.1122837681118326,0.14136062140565364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493442802277054,0.1167977934738252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27929052515264313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047192342694456,0.0,0.11209289560210683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383447990085388,0.15357939183169908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030073127688884,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NothingPotato,2019/04/13,"Mean people having all the fun. Does anyone else feel sad when they see people who were mean to you hanging out with their friends and having so much fun (at least outwardly)? Even worse if they're hanging out with people who used to be your friends too but have stopped talking to you. Even worse if they're hanging out with people who you've opened up to, and they've still decided to choose the mean person over you. I'm so boring or creepy that people would rather hang out with a mean person who doesn't respect others than me.",8.179142857142857,6.6456733904761895,6.7600000000000025,84.00000000000003,62.714285714285715,9.161904761904765,30.523809523809533,6.742157984588678,1.5617238095238095,426,10,86,2,5,126,64,105,0.157,0.77,0.073,-0.889,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,2,0,8,7,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,27,15,9,0,4,5,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,11,0,1,7,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,2,7,5,17,12,3,16,0,1,1,0,15,9,0,3,3,57,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098881254883256,0.14489725664324354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375396892771184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813480194294247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680767886620728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150410607119109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21851507972800555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6161733004310015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395692597722736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4901997445838155,0.24695774230406936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126901283849185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293488560213152,0.11822998814038113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366470864371292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221378951265252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882296783497272,0.10045776697345696,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lmg06,2019/04/13,"Best way to spend a birthday alone? I’m turning 20 on Monday and I’m not sure how I should spend the day. I’m currently on my spring break and my friends are all going on trips. I couldn’t afford to go anywhere so I just planned on catching up on my schoolwork. I’ve also moved too far from family to go home and visit. 

I’m already feeling pretty bummed about having to spend the day alone, but I know I’ll feel worse if I don’t figure out something to do to distract myself from the fact that I’m alone. Any ideas?",0.997,2.9959166999999987,2.4700000000000024,95.165,82.0,4.727272727272728,20.909090909090907,5.565023196281405,-0.11172727272727244,407,12,90,2,11,132,71,110,0.133,0.792,0.075,-0.7423,2,3,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,1,3,19,18,8,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,5,0,3,7,3,1,0,0,0,2,9,3,16,16,2,22,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,5,49,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.574661087388719,0.20409828129016774,0.1479054317240782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577317857488834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409490518818487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23855648529447496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435555930481492,0.0,0.18703379799273884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289286142366506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153361384522005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552116358381515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878742620767626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164435905645164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657388747617446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816189196816005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238449267088002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431434536588294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011738280405292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680567751761642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884811040861845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bluespotted_tail,2019/04/13,"any lonely vegetarians out there? 25, Male, US (yourself: anywhere)

I don't eat animal meat, and it's important to me. Up until now, I haven't had a single, lasting veggie friend and would like to change that. Why lonely vegetarians? Because I was once one.

Right now, I'm having a bit of an emotional metamorphosis of a sense. For years, I was just numb due to an emotional breakdown I had in December of 2012, where afterwards, I was so numb. I couldn't feel anything. I had nothing to offer anyone anymore, and little by little, became removed from people I knew, by choice, until I left it all behind in Mid 2014 when I deleted all social media and cut contact with everyone. I was alone because I wanted to be, and I didn't feel lonely; I was proud of that. 

But after all these years, I feel like I am capable, and am willing, to provide so much of what I was lacking before my emotional breakdown (love, attention, affection), and afterwards (understanding, validation, closure), until there was nothing left(removal, numbness). 

Up until now, I have known loneliness; foregoing loneliness for  numbness as a state of existing to avoid conflict and maximize peace; solitude as an ideal to be reached; being alone without feeling lonely; and solitude as something to overcome for the sake of ending a repeating cycle of numbness and venturing for something new in life (the beginning my current phase).

So I know quite about this subject matter. Hope to hear from someone. <3",6.690658280922433,8.105214596226418,7.2505345911949695,69.30175576519919,65.30188679245283,9.813417190775679,36.60901467505241,9.994966539143718,4.114970649895177,1168,58,179,26,18,384,154,265,0.135,0.745,0.12,-0.4819,1,11,2,0,0,0,57.0,1,0,0,3,12,18,1,1,10,0,23,8,0,1,3,37,36,22,0,6,3,0,4,2,1,2,6,1,0,1,7,12,1,2,9,0,0,1,5,11,0,1,12,5,24,7,44,18,7,34,0,4,0,1,8,12,0,1,22,137,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569454600901542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435453855795617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230188485481614,0.08673482417144489,0.0,0.1020780843441782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123279634596812,0.0,0.10555276433671272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542450671637538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122267200661822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692852869663948,0.0,0.4186002232181467,0.1098666410605286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185298705353068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508825793096321,0.08861744173393589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583650127314068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398072080330816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320421380762235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681716332717228,0.10111285333461084,0.0,0.0,0.2695495039355757,0.0,0.0876163246349572,0.12120378970461547,0.24865042668902596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195503730560788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118700714998272,0.0,0.0,0.11980298642091038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380481567390716,0.0,0.0,0.13210338310570005,0.08405578829954165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599686301627649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193663362033786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593335649051007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264477837691753,0.10510253332337184,0.1909910890883508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291347372685116,0.1492103043315846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316468157114456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193090039011744,0.0,0.0,0.11957450674498213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811767979063358,0.0,0.0,0.15976122922395955
lonely,LegendaryHeroVII,2019/04/13,"Does anyone else feel less lonely when imagining animated characters? Though I do have some amazing friends in my life, I sadly cannot see them all that often. I have tried to find a more significant relationship multiple times, but it sadly hasn't come to fruition.

However, when I feel that sense of ""dread,"" I often find comfort in animated characters, whether they be from a game, an anime, a movie, etc. Though I can't actually have them be physically there beside me, I find myself able to imagine them sharing their feelings with me. 

So, I was curious if anyone else feels similar or has experienced something like this before? If you have, did you feel ""weird"" at first when you realized this, did you feel better or worse knowing this was happening, etc. I know for me, I felt a bit weird at first, but eventually I came to accept it.",7.284358974358972,7.519295641025642,7.659743589743591,71.01858974358976,63.74358974358975,11.292307692307697,34.641025641025635,10.980518767755715,3.882171794871794,664,27,119,17,9,218,99,156,0.081,0.753,0.165,0.9296,1,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,5,3,9,13,0,1,5,0,15,1,0,0,1,30,28,13,0,2,7,0,7,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,16,1,0,2,3,6,0,2,6,9,25,7,12,20,7,12,0,3,1,0,13,4,0,7,7,88,32,0,0.13693262165459724,0.0,0.1336264859667419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914929458058634,0.2806073056674103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651957546392112,0.0,0.0,0.12110577614202442,0.14949495760874754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661443990621698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795532871249373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983065998259153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22877926916436184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30543213929741336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154234872409348,0.0,0.1314767906910375,0.0,0.3754618063460888,0.23294963605467645,0.0,0.0,0.1057938038142873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108906510223265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505091755278731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967195602533686,0.06689836220655059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701439005395042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911757073242362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541742207231916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26907121106149473,0.0,0.07984651286976906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296826161011763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954603994718312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ambervh159,2019/04/13,"When you feel so ugly that you don’t deserve to live (This is super first world problems and it’s my first time posting here so sorry ) 

You ever have those days when you’re like wow why did I ever think I was ugly I look fine !!!! And then the next day you feel afraid to go outside or turn your head certain ways because you think you’re too ugly. Right now I feel so ugly and feel like no boy could ever find me attractive. I’ve never been kissed or had a relationship and I’m almost 18. Sometimes I feel like I shouldn’t even live because of how I look (which I know is stupid) but I can’t help it",0.7140144230769252,2.692443093750001,2.262500000000003,96.37865384615385,82.90625,4.56346153846154,17.658653846153847,5.369823440869387,-0.6466137019230764,468,10,107,2,13,152,83,128,0.129,0.72,0.151,0.4259,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,6,0,3,13,12,1,1,2,0,11,2,1,1,5,26,24,14,0,3,3,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,4,7,17,9,3,18,0,19,0,0,2,1,9,2,0,3,17,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567590307093908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736492971084242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615290374259706,0.0,0.0,0.18764345189059706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608730889586142,0.3947814371961916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677920077528381,0.2078600238051241,0.0,0.0,0.13296489566122735,0.2474882147435788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267889741358532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930311616603484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975113056326704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995128858063197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132206323071798,0.0,0.25692071368548386,0.0,0.2443309354590641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220214143646157,0.0,0.1547182472067266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932837997584369,0.0,0.0,0.13920346797576705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618967924692714,0.0,0.1242380143853886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388215356403056,0.16285149343540384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643375277602986,0.0,0.0,0.08482979951512412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823904966143693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154742200889617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312718984230682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Annalilee,2019/04/13,"Seriously, what options do I have as a horny single person As a single person I currently masturbate for my sexual wants and needs. Some casual reading of erotica. I have a vast collection of sex and nudity photography collection that I enjoy looking at, as well as pornography. 
What other options are available to me? 
I don’t want to hookup because I don’t want the unexpected surprise of diseases
I don’t want fwb either
I know there’s the option of sex toys
Anything else?",4.454297752808987,6.908909977528089,6.382457865168541,69.11840589887642,72.82022471910112,9.843258426966292,31.3497191011236,10.125756701596842,4.012740449438201,384,18,60,12,8,133,57,89,0.02,0.777,0.203,0.9054,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,7,2,0,0,0,13,14,6,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,10,4,12,14,4,3,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,4,1,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220968171153616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452269322886667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254588119010152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832471499127264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266399767213749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012032450693204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713158040974638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699634532748925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6367534424890263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24266389750453554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BasicallyNuclear,2019/04/13,I’ll never find a girlfriend. All my friends have girlfriends and they all hang out without each other while I don’t get invited because I’ve never been in a relationship. I don’t understand why it’s so easy for people. I get rejected every fucking time. To make everything worse the girl I liked started dating someone today. I’ll never find love so it’ll probably be helpful if I just killed my self right now.,3.7190476190476174,5.814991345679015,4.947548500881833,80.20111111111113,73.81481481481481,7.591534391534393,30.08994708994709,8.418075326091056,2.51307619047619,333,15,59,6,7,110,61,81,0.166,0.688,0.145,-0.4266,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,3,0,6,2,0,1,5,15,13,5,1,1,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,8,3,5,10,3,13,0,1,0,2,9,3,1,1,10,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680576916493172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144258000134865,0.0,0.17220979665273994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502624094845539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480400616236254,0.17714352952212495,0.20022021849337915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843444389225875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119918717256099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361264371363767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293860274135947,0.0,0.12790345322537114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433522721928667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284062680965222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065916872464444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572111577868532,0.0,0.16363682328256865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998945980729856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235343844247588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562497282877162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173133264422684,0.0,0.1816271280024705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947633948463986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290131809084386,0.0,0.0,0.18470850993078675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527045638115145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,notsogoodyo,2019/04/13,"I felt lonely and tried to make something In order to escape feeling useless, I tried to make video about loneliness with bad microphone, with no experience with video editing and drawing with paint. I spent whole day, I had fun about how bad the video was and this whole day I forgot about being alone. 

The video is kind of exaggerated, as I just tried to create it somehow funny (?). It feels weird to hear my own voice, it feels weird to hear the same things while creating video. I guess I should focus less on feeling alone and more on new stuff I haven't tried, that might brings happiness.

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Anyway, my video, in case you want to watch something in bad quality [https://youtu.be/x8RiH--HKBM](https://youtu.be/x8RiH--HKBM)",6.91236220472441,9.32422625984252,5.065362204724412,81.36654724409449,65.92913385826772,7.599685039370079,26.08582677165355,8.238735603445708,1.6029281889763782,593,17,101,8,10,169,78,127,0.203,0.66,0.13699999999999998,-0.8687,0,4,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,3,0,24,21,7,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,7,8,0,1,5,6,1,1,2,7,0,0,5,9,12,3,21,13,6,11,0,2,1,0,3,5,0,3,4,66,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886157081651309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096817492918288,0.16930588607697333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34901384972719035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971762083329412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629524738887558,0.0,0.0,0.2818055367405135,0.0,0.13378235237378172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349195119085582,0.0,0.0,0.1483234807778651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140787647222867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509476991234774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601286185509255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781120263209382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456950651720642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453201940646469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950392996266907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256722279485467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37839416885464094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218271837503209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31112254899290176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930588607697333,0.0
lonely,tattedintrovert,2019/04/13,"Hey Never really had close friends. I’ve had great people around me who could have been potential 
Close but for some reason I push everyone away. I don’t k ow why I do this. For the first time in my life things are starting to look up but I still feel lonely. I ruin every relationship I’m in and I want to stop so badly.",0.2747058823529436,2.508375588235296,2.4750000000000014,92.45750000000002,87.23529411764706,5.752941176470588,15.852941176470587,7.1686216300943375,-0.054829411764706126,252,5,56,4,8,85,54,68,0.226,0.69,0.084,-0.9268,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,1,13,13,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,2,8,2,9,9,1,14,0,2,1,0,4,7,0,1,6,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182392496932904,0.0,0.0,0.23411375787276315,0.0,0.20805573188895354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895075741680573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994574482179554,0.2381031298524389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259934037920054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119532365892585,0.0,0.0,0.19251662727873226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27472293903432043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760039138449621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092492873775255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218375351201086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275073489232914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596317332233621,0.2561995754233205,0.0,0.2675271472827437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637159872404407,0.0,0.1989962734406683,0.20832647877961105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655447882876171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529944858244986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697341352074972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248471004796205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mysteriousdad1981,2019/04/13,Need advice Any married guys or gals out there feel like they give and give to their partner but get very little in return and are feeling very lonely and want to say something to their partner?,7.805675675675676,7.549521594594594,6.295270270270272,82.87912162162164,62.78378378378378,7.4,32.013513513513516,3.1291,1.4963081081081082,157,5,28,0,2,46,29,37,0.08800000000000001,0.785,0.127,-0.0885,0,2,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,8,5,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,5,8,0,4,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261408700330369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191668618046472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705232476439837,0.1911099463480798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397634816190597,0.513241946777105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648779958320773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069238568846364,0.2681163480584283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835605268526094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273552270577767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20594307437933132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414492617217327,0.15778494725244596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HHessianHH,2019/04/13,"Does anyone else feel kind of trapped? Maybe you have a spouse that doesn’t want to hear what you have to say and shuns you at every opportunity, friends who never ask how you are or want to spend time with you, or family members that you take care of that you need to keep a brave face on for because they need taking care of.

Please, tell me I’m not alone in this. 

I’ve been told I’m “not alone” and that people are “always there”, but when I reach out, they’re not.
I feel trapped. I’m told I’m not “independent” enough, I’m brought down even though I’m doing my best, because my best isn’t good enough.
I’m made to feel like I’m less of a person because I want somebody who is there for me, even though I know that’s not the case.

I think it’s the loneliest I’ve ever felt. Being surrounded by people that are so blind to me.
Maybe it’s just on purpose 😪",2.7462709030100365,3.455205934782612,3.589782608695653,94.53515050167223,73.8913043478261,6.531103678929767,21.762541806020064,6.297961479604792,0.020001337792642016,668,14,162,4,13,213,100,184,0.086,0.716,0.198,0.9276,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,7,1,3,11,10,0,0,5,0,11,2,1,3,2,30,41,10,0,5,9,1,4,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,12,4,0,1,6,0,1,1,8,0,0,0,6,7,18,10,20,34,5,12,0,0,1,0,19,7,0,2,5,93,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577437640665461,0.0,0.0,0.10353567016147483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700430063934365,0.12749316838352184,0.0,0.0,0.11632518833692225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22755399239303115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611630709676144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537292142032199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888947081639314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394524054481376,0.0,0.0,0.25713876112417555,0.0,0.16436959131437626,0.11255399600649896,0.10483758317811934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730146462157973,0.0,0.18874653488905768,0.08889276730726595,0.11947224662757085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613425574610546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436592227779748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024157511651594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059903955753957,0.0,0.1295746249617889,0.06838343575268062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060790178909245374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773860895582862,0.0,0.0,0.2500131796826838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452643383849548,0.09596803336690893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252809342459824,0.10864741594352073,0.0,0.1365866982293394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895167509194527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871116446817956,0.0,0.10875724384538836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972967528993144,0.244503550165447,0.0,0.07255609319173048,0.0,0.0,0.2377962620967983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017599086896253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lostinspace37,2019/04/13,"Where did it go wrong What do you do when you've lost everything, have no one to talk to, and just dont feel like pushing on. I have no fight left....",0.19818181818181912,1.643478515151518,1.5727272727272743,103.37909090909092,82.03030303030303,5.612121212121212,17.060606060606062,6.42735559955562,-0.7351939393939393,113,2,31,1,3,36,27,33,0.377,0.623,0.0,-0.9102,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,9,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,2,1,2,1,3,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097344805243936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142024499328047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677080291554914,0.24975789663412984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986885899080419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798468779083565,0.0,0.0,0.17079935387661785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38163517839751776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23690140986746366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809992728264647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822382082071011,0.0,0.0
lonely,sekimet,2019/04/13,"What now? Hey guys and gals

I am not really sure why I am even starting this as I'm normally so protective of any possible vulnerable emotion. 

I work as a first responder in a major city, in 2012 I was diagnosed with PTSD after witnessing a particularly disturbing call. I used to be a fairly out going individual and though I seem to make initial friendships, I can never form any lasting connection because I am incredibly shy and self conscious. I am not sure what has changed in me, but I feel like I'm a kind gentle person who can no longer socially connect. I find myself doing things like going to the gym or library or coffee shop just to be around other people. And as I'm now 33 I feel like I'm passing any possible chance to form a caring relationship. I am not really sure what to do... you don't make new friends at 33.. and I distanced myself from my old friends.

Anyway, I guess I could go on for 20,000 words about my problems. If there is any like minded individuals who regardless of age just want to be in contact with other humans who at times sufer from the affliction of having to be social beings, contact me!

Like I said, I am a 33 year old male, very liberal I am a pretty avid gamer so if any other lonely soles want to hang out on discord and game or watch twitch or a movie or talk about cool new science etc please let me know. 

Ok embarrassment initiated.",5.4566645119586275,5.897706560439563,6.708838612368022,75.56606334841631,67.64468864468864,9.793492781728077,30.71083818142641,9.773937934552695,2.837214781297135,1093,40,209,23,17,371,159,273,0.11800000000000001,0.705,0.177,0.9622,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,2,13,18,0,2,11,2,23,2,0,3,4,46,43,20,0,8,13,0,2,5,2,0,2,1,0,5,11,11,0,1,6,3,1,5,6,4,0,1,2,5,27,14,34,34,4,30,0,1,1,0,22,11,0,9,19,139,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578263640682872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368390141943636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415195029153943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745950011272068,0.0,0.10729689094376986,0.0,0.11132757622802478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402377312427102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681409214325316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837829430632756,0.0,0.0,0.11736789984701487,0.06950853558236747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642272804415948,0.15036372676925405,0.0,0.0,0.0961853889704707,0.08951516895620737,0.0,0.0,0.16261283569008045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794271006906292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593123660727182,0.1042019093028809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958891310379117,0.05783591039255701,0.08578280502224682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761272051487857,0.0,0.25706922308336944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049401895285316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626011876622987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116583376173653,0.20327853257623416,0.0,0.0,0.10311064234800728,0.0,0.0,0.22085861312056665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295859912327246,0.09188953646053112,0.0,0.1155194376044148,0.0,0.23727948202204985,0.0,0.10706461651374598,0.0,0.1006983057197401,0.1230172878881028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348359836368326,0.0,0.0,0.1129859499895017,0.0,0.0,0.1001051911398357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958044871912195,0.10978591563416916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145532486294392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448781492048859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29755597710403003,0.0,0.0,0.08458611009111093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991527910518648,0.0,0.10339554646811183,0.0,0.06136497322900952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089161945465704,0.0,0.08683215792850135,0.1241438928236418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496069280485142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661432901373602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776965501745105
lonely,juststabmealready,2019/04/13,I keep overestimating my friendships with people and it makes me feel lonely Sometimes I think I have a best friend but we don't talk after school. We probably only talk a few minutes during first period and the few minutes it takes to leave campus. We use to talk a lot but we don't anymore and she has tons of other friends. I've never had someone I've been close to which is probably why I keep overestimating my friendships. I just want to not feel alone. I've been stuck in a constant state of boredom. I call it boredom because I don't feel much of anything. Except for like a few nervous breakdowns that make me panic. Sometimes I feel sad but that's about it.,2.5607981492192025,4.8708196315789465,3.660150375939853,87.04325043377678,78.24812030075188,5.596067090803933,25.26836321573164,6.67199483983844,0.9809981492192024,533,20,103,5,13,172,80,133,0.161,0.69,0.14800000000000002,-0.4291,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,4,0,0,2,2,8,0,2,6,0,9,0,0,3,1,28,22,6,0,1,6,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,4,17,4,13,18,7,8,0,2,0,0,11,2,0,1,6,70,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754478770420394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085674890955866,0.0,0.0,0.12517730511068575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272761147785556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596348246126633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532595237983093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438177765185538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076547270549238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938854969527708,0.0,0.0,0.23504663195205724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27041278411504377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106733385475416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431548045744328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293223419197628,0.0,0.0,0.2030752727737534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182168914590014,0.0,0.11732011052089727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568996192670157,0.0,0.1784736373386924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545706876761388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32801040302201656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394803510580693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888615579193205,0.0,0.3008903384910141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437120290819905,0.3667917148570028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746885487428733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137812236545626,0.0,0.0,0.08972109662126185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725971210632934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,newq1,2019/04/13,"Keep your head up Take chances, let go of your fear, dont give up on yourself. 
Here to talk to anyone who needs it. Just dm me",-0.6147619047619061,1.1886194285714282,0.6928571428571431,106.71880952380957,86.85714285714286,3.733333333333334,16.476190476190478,3.1291,-1.4244666666666663,96,2,26,0,3,30,25,28,0.107,0.833,0.06,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23278910570466316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901859637979601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746335132701606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193722774452837,0.18920911622987385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416773994799288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959192973358808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34043866838410075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468598862152644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503183872080169,0.267592739458969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mattshep1997,2019/04/13,"Another tough night I’m thinking of her again, thinking of everything that was wasted. So much love and passion, gone. All of it. Now, I sit here with my bong and a new, sobering understanding of how little I mean to the world or most of the people in it",3.230882352941176,4.706281843137255,4.42171568627451,86.0702205882353,73.70588235294119,7.452941176470588,26.47549019607843,8.07648339933343,1.5464078431372543,198,7,41,3,4,65,41,51,0.11599999999999999,0.75,0.134,0.4549,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,11,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,8,6,3,9,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,4,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32401119159562264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777073465849291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096970260294685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27888262702181155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365892484750581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22714897619859106,0.0,0.0,0.2984320525651625,0.0,0.2899735535837172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422020527889848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959866956947173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216776630684935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cameronvoorhees,2019/04/13,"Empty bed I’m feeling extremely sad and lonely tonight. I just want him to be here next to me in this California king bed. Watching YouTube videos and eating salty Mexican food until 4 in the morning. I miss him. I don’t need a relationship from him. But I miss just driving around with him. Playing music. Getting cheesy popcorn and dr. Pepper from the gas stations we’d pass. I miss smoking outside by the pool at the table on his parent’s porch. I fell in love with my best friend and even though we are still talking every day, we don’t see each other very much anymore. And I wish...more than anything...that he could be here in this space so I can fall asleep next to him and feel the comfort of his energy. I guarantee I wouldn’t wake up during the night because I know I’d be safe. I just want to feel safe again. I miss him.",1.7117124956491452,3.9073563076923072,2.879958231813436,92.12103724329971,80.59763313609467,5.3965889314305615,22.958927949878177,6.522977012572876,0.5117209189001048,652,22,137,6,17,209,111,169,0.084,0.74,0.17600000000000002,0.9387,1,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,0,2,11,13,0,0,7,0,10,6,2,0,0,27,25,10,0,5,4,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,3,12,2,2,4,3,0,4,3,6,0,0,0,5,26,7,20,19,3,21,0,6,2,1,17,9,0,0,8,85,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944444176190525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005182662403698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644643490805147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046786407041184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251709080362424,0.0,0.0,0.12319465320524843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546520347392912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616952606214993,0.0,0.16094592773897878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897623661700082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23098693447377305,0.0,0.1475846400642937,0.0,0.09980213651580874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049817744319301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240658480469204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042459240466956,0.14164184821031042,0.0,0.0,0.4063123038318336,0.17926304908601945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121095049018328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508824768671186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222136666438696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525519837169994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353782571048094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768007390056346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576147752359196,0.22534176543697124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196681302876149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,carter1092,2019/04/13,"Numb I'm at the point where I've accepted the possibility of never escaping the life as a single woman. I'll be 27 soon and have yet to have a boyfriend. However, even though it's something I want, I've lost the energy to pursue a man as my emotions grown numb.

Being lonely isn't healthy for anyone.",2.9262903225806447,4.479002274193551,5.0427741935483885,80.99416129032262,74.64516129032259,8.185806451612903,25.30322580645161,8.841846274778883,1.9006993548387088,239,8,48,5,5,83,48,62,0.21100000000000002,0.6990000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.7584,1,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,7,0,5,3,0,0,1,4,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,7,5,1,7,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,30,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391814724092762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847797725100683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22593228484676475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416123135484197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734069638709957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26382345879739244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32336424930996965,0.385629585426756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26334018856662644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33607947370489955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176020916294746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,akanesstomach,2019/04/13,Trying to stay encouraged but... Waking up in the morning knowing no one really cares for you makes being positive really difficult. The rest of the day results in desperation and longing for contact and not getting any of it.,10.000500000000002,9.473154050000002,10.5,55.40500000000003,58.5,14.0,45.0,13.023866798666859,6.570249999999999,182,10,25,6,2,62,33,40,0.177,0.6409999999999999,0.182,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,7,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,8,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,21,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24965824635867595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743093902891903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23676587667952545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180816481772806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017628298960071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248949273805821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450594332741657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24877405604846844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703805895978442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391307432394204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24925443232523595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,swalte20,2019/04/13,"Being with someone who isnt affectionate Not sure if this belongs here .... But here I go...

In three months I'll be marrying my best friend. Every aspect of our relationship is great EXCEPT when it comes to affection. I always considered myself to be one of the most affectionate people out there despite my cruel upbringing. I have nothing but love to give. I love hugging people and being close to people that I love and I wish my fiance would be more affectionate towards me. It makes me feel lonely and isolated not receiving any physical affection really...unless I really I have to ask for it but who likes doing that ? 

Idk. Just feels lonely a lot of time when I feel down it would be nice to cuddle up with your soon to be husband, or get a long,warm hug...  But yeah. Nothing. 

It's like something is missing but everything else is perfect. Has anyone else ever been with someone like this? 

I know he loves me. He's the greatest guy in every other possible way. He's just not affectionate...",3.3826984126984136,5.802963169312173,4.86267195767196,78.90130952380954,76.03703703703705,7.797883597883597,25.314814814814817,8.680891452615391,2.1549386243386253,785,28,138,17,18,262,114,189,0.16899999999999998,0.612,0.21899999999999997,0.93,0,4,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,0,2,9,23,1,0,4,1,18,7,0,3,3,37,34,12,0,4,13,1,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,12,9,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,4,0,2,1,3,19,19,21,24,5,17,0,3,0,7,18,7,0,4,9,103,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990855088858233,0.0,0.0,0.0898249853359293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235963402208207,0.13534069334146184,0.0,0.0,0.12348529605316486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861915719913473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378289623143635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068666271687676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948197735621215,0.2225811998473122,0.0,0.11871299121987615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036435851087628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205156081308077,0.0,0.06901100141235207,0.12671171433197526,0.07506916904781373,0.0,0.0,0.1456284847491011,0.0,0.13078878354140602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725926080995827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935959016371613,0.0,0.0,0.11689452486881345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229726400509853,0.4768615776304852,0.0,0.08817037018139784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543210425571012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25348573477929753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895068609286367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747214468157759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891039435177042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461953526307749,0.0,0.0,0.14181405173147352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383700215619165,0.10168849281812692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449223032881795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770221030916485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484602504022203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189572266447476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766433745806388,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pinnaclekid,2019/04/13,"How do you deal with loneliness? School just ended. I got nothing to do. I tried hitting up my friends but they’re all busy with their family, and most of them has girlfriends. My family aren’t really the people I want to be with, I hate being with them (its a long story). So I don’t really have anyone else to hold on to. Also I’m feeling a bit depressed because of a girl I think I’m in love with finding another guy. All this stress built up in me but I dont have anyone to talk to. It sucks.",0.04930817610063088,2.150284905660378,2.5493396226415115,92.51822327044027,86.73584905660377,5.79748427672956,18.26729559748428,7.1686216300943375,0.267782389937107,384,10,86,6,12,132,71,106,0.171,0.727,0.10300000000000001,-0.8618,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,0,4,6,2,1,4,0,10,1,0,1,2,18,20,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,14,2,18,16,4,7,0,1,0,1,11,5,1,1,2,59,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208597222714978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941912535765116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659549731140508,0.19486072481761688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115931272906749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762606823035892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606606243626126,0.16380078054905334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22288821720682386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887004120074746,0.0,0.1684420291878779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35856742299430266,0.0,0.0961601500211547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382004019678352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469317218483169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210341410712672,0.0,0.0,0.18830697944330116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877622595409072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683023138183511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164385367139598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248175323514487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318460814895863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24366690561414064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924711678308596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217849251029266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528585704492006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218589396863502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911896787073082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217242385647233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,acp3500,2019/04/13,"uhhh i guess tinder is useless, meetme is a wash, nobody dms me on instagram even though i have too many followers, every reddit group for friends has resulted in maybe 5 texts max. I’m pretty sure all is lost.

What makes it worse is that i feel like all of my thoughts or ideas go to waste because i don’t have any friends or close friends at least to even share them with. Haven’t dated in years (19m) and probably won’t for years. I take online classes & only work a little autonomously. I make music & podcasts that get 0 views, none of my business ideas have any clients, & the existential dread sets in. 

Sorry for, well actually i’m not, being a pessimist. actually i like it, it’s more like what i call being a rationalist. I’m optimistic about what i can control and not about what i can’t. 

Anyway, even though idk why i exist and am very lonely, i love to learn about new stuff, create, & be nice to others. So if you’re one of the 0.00001% that sees this and wants to talk longer than 4 days, hmu :)",4.697249530956847,5.096596263414637,5.238048780487804,85.59508442776736,69.29268292682926,8.25891181988743,26.988742964352717,8.139509932561175,1.4649324577861158,794,23,169,10,13,255,135,205,0.09,0.7090000000000001,0.201,0.9716,1,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,3,12,15,0,1,6,0,17,2,0,4,3,25,33,10,0,2,5,0,1,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,7,4,1,1,2,3,16,11,21,27,5,15,0,3,2,1,9,7,0,4,8,97,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.2268414351727108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037273196844281,0.0,0.15807659576309974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085085765029647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868069031507672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035838479051734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495675453194303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303003729884908,0.0,0.09792620121546408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876782795493105,0.08303254189998878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26938991303998744,0.0,0.06072377375108549,0.0,0.06605444267796877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803706675723495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624121131946844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034782121055025,0.11648991760839927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126875423631636,0.0,0.10489934198171326,0.0,0.15516475636843471,0.11783586431843375,0.11676557298410845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122526930940349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875837563527341,0.08839581752835754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824457198146025,0.12531228833538546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261781513009082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010653231549926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330520276159486,0.0,0.0,0.10954250588373704,0.0,0.08738818661879527,0.093418803606474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283847369002883,0.0922711996178628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589938938569842,0.06855365455476659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045019682181045,0.0,0.10487672623691653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461458917860952,0.0,0.11844517105001913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496926643330551
lonely,anniza,2019/04/13,No one actually cares If the people in my life actually cared they would notice that I'm not ok and I haven't been myself for months and would try to help,4.518181818181817,4.500013090909093,5.863181818181817,82.41477272727273,69.60606060606061,9.024242424242424,22.560606060606066,8.841846274778883,1.0680424242424245,124,2,28,2,2,42,29,33,0.109,0.665,0.226,0.6609999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.5166949518543278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398389467552656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744924666442075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869932751989158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131247202553605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30140757399987084,0.0,0.0,0.17939427634113378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353697372316066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974068205526242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376126563528681,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lcrazy162,2019/04/13,"Every night I hear people in the bar across the street from my apartment doing karaoke, laughing, drinking, and having fun. Makes me think about how awesome it would be to have friend to do that with. I’m lonely af.",4.932601626016262,6.414143073170735,4.130243902439022,89.79260162601628,69.48780487804879,5.466666666666668,25.861788617886177,3.1291,0.4395788617886178,170,5,32,0,3,50,38,41,0.05,0.6759999999999999,0.27399999999999997,0.9062,0,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,2,0,6,10,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,7,8,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915726613392496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367806829732661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088220781691699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505126121492311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668156835174454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37510941066474973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771149781128232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561239365062357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839490656992045,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway3569321,2019/04/13,"I feel like my past has ruined my life and I don't know how to deal with it. Throwaway because this is a bit specific. I'm sorry it's so long. I just want to get it all out somewhere. There has been so much on my mind the last few years that I feel I need to scream it into the void because I still cannot fathom how to deal with it. Anytime I write or talk about it all I cry. I end up writing screeds so I just want to bullet point some of the main parts.

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\-When I was 13 I was groomed at raped by an older student in my school. I didn't understand or realise it at the time.

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\-When I was 15 I realised what had happened, told a few close friends and became really depressed

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\-Friends became distant, started cutting me off, including my lifelong best friend. I dropped out of school the day I walked in, sat down and a table of over 20 girls all stood up and left. No one would even speak to me, and no one really has again

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\-Despite dropping out and not studying, I sat and passed 3 exams with good grades, went to college, while battling trauma, depression and insomnia, and loneliness form no friends and a young, emotionally abusive boyfriend

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\-I tried to go to therapy, but my GP sent my files to the wrong place 3 times while I attempted suicide on several different occasions, ending in hospital visits. I had therapists stand up and walk out on me, because I was in the wrong age bracket.

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\-My emotionally abusive boyfriend constantly argued, put me down and dumped me, then done a 180 apologising, I was young, naive and suffering from such loneliness I kept taking him back

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\-I can only assume my old friends spread what I told them about my rape, despite it being told in confidence. I got a message from the person who done it, saying they heard a ""awful rumour"" from an old friend that he had raped me. I ignored it.

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\- I was on a night out with my boyfriend and his friends.. That night I was uncomfortable because my rapist was there, but my boyfriend refused to leave. Once the guy left, a group of his 20-something friends came over shouting to me, attacked me and threatened to kill me. Did my boyfriend or his friends step in? No. In the days after when the police needed any evidence they could get to charge these people, did any of his friends help me? No. Straight up refusal, even though they witnessed the attack.

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\-I reported my rape officially to the police, something I had never wanted to do, but I was now terrified of this man, alone with no friends and felt I needed to do something. I had little control over how this was investigated apart from my statement, and names from the people in my life at that age. I wasn't updated regularly.

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\-My boyfriend confessed to me that my old best friend from school, a relation of his, spoke to him in a pub at length about me on a night out. She grabbed him and kissed him twice. It sure hurts when someone you once considered a lifelong friend goes to those lengths to hurt you. Although I was doubtful of this at the time, on another occasion I ran into another one of the people from that group, who confirmed that it happened (and expressed how awful that girl had been - which confused me, as they are close friends, but at this point I hadn't seen them in years)

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\-Another girl from my past ran into me on a train, and started shouting at me about ""sending police to her door"". Busy train, in front of so many people, she shouted about the case, how I had no right to ""scare her mother with police at the door"", that I was stupid, etc. She then sat on the phone to her mother for the whole train ride, talking loudly about me, how pathetic/stupid/ignorant etc. I was while I sat mortified on my way to study at university with a student I barely knew. I couldn't understand the hatred she must have had for me, I know if I ever had the police at my door asking for help on a rape case of a girl I went to school with years earlier that I wouldn't be mad at the girl

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\-My rapist was questioned, in jail for a bit, then released. He confessed to what he done, so I was told by the police, but it didn't get through court due to ""not enough evidence"". When I asked the police on this, it was due to what my old friends had said in their statements. These girls were my only friends in school. They knew me, knew the person that raped me, saw me fall into depression and drop out of school. I never knew why they all cut me off. Or why suddenly one day they were writing screeds of hate about me online. Writing horrible comments about me on pictures of us without realising I could see it

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\-I found out I may have Aspergers, asked my psychologist who helped me but cannot confirm. I cannot afford a psychiatrist to confirm for me, but after reading it 100% describes why so much of my life has been a challenge. I struggle to make friends, hold a job, I don't understand social politics and I actually haven't had a friend in so long I have forgotten how to socialise, and before it was already so much of a struggle. I can barely remember friendship yet I long for it so much. It has been 7 years. Everyday I lie in bed and think about how much I want to die, the only thing that stops me is putting my mother, and other family, through any more pain than my unfortunate teenage years already brung

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\-After a relationship of lying, cheating, constantly getting put down and dumped just to be begged back, I finally left my ex. It was a horrible relationship that made the above all so much worse, butI sincerely hope he changes and that his next girlfriend is treated a lot better.

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There are a ton more of these situations I could write here. I do not think I am a perfect person, and I have been mean to people, but it is always in retort to these situations and I tend to cut people off instead of turn every single person against them. I once had to walk out of school through a crowd of people who lined up to chant that I ""took it up the bum"", referring to my rapist, because he told everyone he done that to me. 

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The above has been happening over 7 years. I completely hate myself now. I feel ugly, stupid, unwanted and unloved. I am forever grateful for my family, who took my side and helped me, but I still feel so incredibly alone as I haven't had a proper friend in 7 years.  Everytime I accidently come across photos on social media of the people from my past, all together and still friends, after everyone has been so shit to me, it feels like a stab in the heart. I don't want anything to do with any of these people, but I still feel so pathetic and alone. It's hard to change your mindset of yourself when my main experience of people has been this. I just don't know what to do. I feel like help with aspergers would help me, but I'm stuck behind a paywall and I just don't have the money. I know friends would help, but it's incredibly hard to seem to find people at my current age - I thought it would be easy but everyone already seems to busy with all the friends they've had throughout their life.",6.672486716652781,6.532040666425996,6.3981046931407946,80.81744214570027,65.07942238267148,9.528556882347496,33.929695454966215,9.057496981413335,2.749120892344718,5653,224,1108,84,78,1768,478,1385,0.203,0.693,0.10400000000000001,-0.9995,4,3,3,0,0,3,249.0,1,3,12,7,61,81,26,5,68,2,105,18,2,11,13,185,190,89,3,21,27,4,11,3,23,7,6,10,4,12,68,62,0,7,35,2,1,23,29,45,0,5,86,24,185,36,198,89,33,192,2,7,3,10,134,87,1,15,80,783,253,16,0.0,0.05283962242272229,0.021759901134235128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928286841255837,0.07382010723978738,0.0,0.018553952185244638,0.38656276942000345,0.4335175425663248,0.06065437018281225,0.07014506086742492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018349581484315244,0.0,0.0625376349709259,0.050735016820893895,0.0,0.03429199621649729,0.0,0.06796411143195265,0.0,0.01897419081220933,0.0,0.04680133063056947,0.019721013364754247,0.04868788510150079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02550328779431558,0.0,0.0,0.04717723942499402,0.019207990635021942,0.023379318490818552,0.04819303021250011,0.02500941296637927,0.05341007766964985,0.0,0.024493609503447585,0.043141630629775565,0.04597708756690965,0.05761641819027381,0.0,0.02314209038798477,0.023296952819928825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912755139320689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05016511921334863,0.039499308700793885,0.02304008015513016,0.04973694478491191,0.029455602433429963,0.0201700675419963,0.018787259525821047,0.06392087581834584,0.0,0.02181199295569365,0.04204166085859338,0.0,0.07892274950910858,0.04778967919927925,0.021409842114650475,0.02442667178970991,0.02038022059939437,0.0,0.0,0.024448909065105814,0.3790070455650787,0.0,0.0465997162225763,0.0,0.0126726243030093,0.018702736252068402,0.017833968568381674,0.0,0.0,0.022078799297913832,0.0591548763555154,0.0,0.0399497515298844,0.04402986290133467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026423564814504627,0.10462245218124903,0.0,0.0,0.02214721969949371,0.0,0.0,0.047741531992972784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02212759857824937,0.0,0.024669738995996768,0.0,0.04901819808532398,0.018176071321237285,0.0,0.02361065501782337,0.07268142743322394,0.0,0.06299972804444805,0.03268143445796592,0.02234873085125767,0.0,0.05919981860187085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018957197142891624,0.0,0.021099168214362026,0.014884272600039519,0.022606952346991026,0.0,0.024289359888397487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02251490257047731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835079265600703,0.04960166807748779,0.03439561070353005,0.0,0.023714469846676932,0.06277626543054306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359316014317548,0.07124080966719297,0.060439556503834736,0.050876531846109886,0.023726938161788697,0.0,0.0,0.024146860315540367,0.06385868358211014,0.17004698912562674,0.07787997923121782,0.023296952819928825,0.0,0.042158157145709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724777961435995,0.024979172691233908,0.0,0.02230431056146883,0.0,0.028569693595548288,0.0,0.0,0.04788000776552697,0.02525960029407861,0.019042606151145818,0.021210767044885885,0.0177324843258605,0.02232446457330369,0.15796932266743274,0.01776883926840974,0.04059902661449623,0.0,0.025190705302256082,0.02288886021915132,0.0,0.05012839371488111,0.0,0.04546056926304158,0.01889325717479692,0.05149890754495751,0.0,0.024961094766023737,0.03156566951166508,0.0,0.0712297291278649,0.018642357463615918,0.0,0.04662199979246835,0.0,0.02439069514965178,0.0,0.021015861552909458,0.0,0.016765528746344602,0.03584501974267085,0.0,0.0,0.025500022298796318,0.025890017460038925,0.014813983981178003,0.02857567021621328,0.021907943280886213,0.017702340665348697,0.0390069127401593,0.0,0.0,0.1065347930305764,0.049548410927938116,0.015139065931595056,0.024254121537125396,0.0,0.06963987615523873,0.026822080912101684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576050554284643,0.017699333852388425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04134145111181505,0.06036217834171294,0.02489522920644597,0.0,0.021494742667444958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02272384857655003,0.0633602229475713,0.0487593294522443,0.4335175425663248,0.10051551215717072
lonely,qetuowr,2019/07/24,"The only part of my life where I feel like a failure is romantic relationships I've evolved into a person that I really like over the past few years, and have gotten a lot of complements on how much I've changed. I'm 20 years old and I have accomplished nearly everything that I've wanted to thus far, but I still have never been in a romantic relationship, or any intimate situation, really. It's tough to feel shitty about it, too, since I have basically everything else going for me. I'm away from home, living alone, for an internship a couple of states over, and I go to sleep every night extremely lonely, not because of a lack of friendship, but because I want somebody to love. What makes it slightly worse is that I befriended a girl at my school last year, and have developed feelings that I've pushed down and never even visibly showed because she is in a relationship and I'm not fucking a friendship up.",12.82598484848485,7.645373568181817,12.142045454545455,60.25598484848486,57.63636363636363,16.05151515151515,45.81060606060606,13.295006501635747,5.784476515151516,732,29,133,19,6,243,108,176,0.105,0.74,0.155,0.7978,1,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,12,0,9,4,1,3,2,24,23,10,0,3,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,8,7,0,0,3,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,3,12,3,24,21,5,27,0,1,0,2,7,13,1,2,12,88,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947501031854428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157857960719663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652463442481018,0.0,0.0,0.2462763400075868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246045464845591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900712766295565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124974918408372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894667356029022,0.0,0.11346325330892718,0.0,0.24206109416394914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427594046033964,0.09620655368580547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449801757404012,0.0,0.0,0.15306939039246303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508257357083536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097720602437116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511970188728658,0.13158356496173554,0.0,0.11891394979032342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448956983294675,0.12154275835762088,0.0,0.08989166248628817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899617419742346,0.0,0.20772789584378315,0.0,0.0,0.12637641121535298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413109828859408,0.0,0.0,0.10242077106209542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583187743970355,0.1285554532544299,0.0,0.11758654580595995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254301389379806,0.0,0.0,0.4337477833369075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629079132225128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139842262252947,0.15137201426913865,0.13476484599805874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754571186997007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886086819370773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723777987157612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26016453943218265
lonely,aniebananie1,2019/07/24,"I don't know what to do anymore I love m2t Boyfriend, but lately i feel so lonely. We work a lot of opposing shifta and when he are home together i feel like everything and eveeyone is more interesting to him than i am. Today he spent like 5 hours playinf fort night and when i got home he asked if i could drive him to the pool. I asked if he wanted to spend some time together before i did and he said ""no i am playing fortnite we can hang out later"" like what the fuck thats bullshit. Latwr he is goinf to come home ans grab his controller and play fortnite again and claim that its spending time together.

I am so lonely next to the love of my life ans ir hurts.",1.6040675152185957,3.5132073812949685,2.9267625899280567,93.12331488655231,79.50359712230215,6.003541781959047,22.203099059214168,7.010146845296331,0.5120344216934138,522,16,116,6,13,169,87,139,0.158,0.6729999999999999,0.16899999999999998,-0.0475,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,2,5,12,1,0,6,0,11,4,0,1,0,22,24,13,0,4,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,5,10,0,2,3,3,3,3,2,4,0,0,4,4,17,8,10,19,3,15,0,3,0,3,16,1,1,4,14,67,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281307677659546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069546153611243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969705071013644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414183966176762,0.0,0.0,0.18413123731984976,0.1310768296172139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475459092011129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601913092633933,0.11728347741057127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177303283820034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313021902286912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940293574291417,0.0,0.16167492719456994,0.0,0.1757479747571209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022384368611293,0.0,0.18519153698880653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595851821105015,0.2406163220313301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957193520413558,0.2963406713602664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745972478891439,0.15406294480114788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616379263792685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145834187920624,0.0,0.1556144903344269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968320469469713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951811941982188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,madsnsjwjwj,2019/07/24,"Im scared of losing him So im in love with this boy,i love him like for year and half.When im with him im happiest in the world and i love him so much,he doesnt want to date me tho.I love him so much more then he likes me,i would do amything for him but he sees me just like one of his friends,not even best friend.Im scared that he will leave just like everyone in my life,i dont want to lose another person.
Just wanted to get it off of my chest
Sorry for bad english",-0.8013636363636358,0.7508826818181866,1.3972727272727283,102.85590909090912,85.81818181818181,5.090909090909091,15.454545454545453,6.1124844417494595,-0.9702727272727274,365,6,101,3,11,122,64,110,0.14300000000000002,0.6,0.257,0.9471,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,7,14,0,2,1,0,5,5,1,0,0,12,14,7,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,12,9,15,12,3,8,0,2,1,4,15,5,0,0,7,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317613824410055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980814291709517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327611738739044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376724013126131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775869458063661,0.0,0.0,0.11224634406356304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075599970851857,0.0,0.06137252947591565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6344315832776259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438235581572207,0.0,0.0,0.08297159252891259,0.22955702591338856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628347791434075,0.0,0.0,0.42408022822605096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270597078117444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959980797577901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256910789160524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352132538344232,0.0,0.09360731782524956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149655392422666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785818757364086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344636975635696,0.0,0.0,0.07564596933457668
lonely,Starless_Universe,2019/07/24,"What am I? I've been sitting here. Browsing reddit. Feeling like I'm not me. I've been feeling like that for years now but... But now it is overwhelming... I feel like I can fly, am free but then.... I am still chained to the ground.... My hands are still tied... My body is constantly changing.. My face - not the same as yesterday... My mind is not my own... 

I have many wished and many desires but when I start to think none of them are really mine, are they? I want to polish my nails, dress differently... But do I really? After all I'm not allowed to if I want to live... I make goals and plans but then dismiss them after a day thinking that they're foolish...

All of what I'm feeling is... Unknown.. I do not know if what I'm feeling is love or a intent to murder and destroy. One moment I'm grabbing my razor and another I put it down without applying that beautiful colour... I put a rope around my neck and next thing I know - I have stowed it away...

Some time ago I could have told this to someone but of course they wouldn't have understood. Now I learnt that it doesn't matter to whom you tell.. They won't understand and so you'll only be wasting your breath..... 

I am very lonely but... Can people fix it? I used to think yes... But now, after all that happened, it seems that they can't to shit.. I am the only one who can fix it.. After all I am the only one who you can truly trust. Who won't turn your back on you and leave you waiting in the cold rain...

Sorry for this whole rant but I needed to spill somewhere and that somewhere couldn't have been irl due to obvious reasons. Thank you.",0.1435550458715582,2.4091284587156,1.815987003058108,96.60343004587158,88.57186544342508,4.73788990825688,18.572553516819575,6.2581,-0.17948556574923513,1214,34,273,12,40,394,162,327,0.09,0.805,0.105,-0.4641,3,2,0,0,0,0,84.0,0,8,6,2,11,12,3,1,8,1,37,7,6,5,5,64,68,26,1,10,19,0,7,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,24,9,0,1,14,0,1,2,13,5,0,3,5,9,46,8,28,56,9,33,0,2,1,1,21,6,1,5,27,192,70,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102784162331507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158543955603765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322157249430974,0.0,0.0,0.10894041404018978,0.08915967956283558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287961696962812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226614957973213,0.0,0.0,0.12530256634174627,0.0,0.09257797612379323,0.0,0.0,0.07477923689024009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211448196308894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29314325010522474,0.2485076959018557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253568183741507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744801458751298,0.0,0.0,0.12277608001397428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699443920108823,0.0,0.10238745193143133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465091228486924,0.0,0.07739864236349024,0.2351135949537203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707813601160286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597669659610674,0.0,0.0,0.12331592008720987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23571556421419504,0.2645594177737195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038629064741039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23312691563652385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485632221644791,0.11921763196294614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555804860873323,0.0,0.0,0.11902272645861835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824547658107728,0.0,0.0,0.1297984052503533,0.08207119122136362,0.0,0.18519831229109784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134687331472238,0.10675272225359762,0.0,0.0,0.07703313953915525,0.2228914511437924,0.0,0.0,0.06761235320901618,0.0,0.0,0.11079679291845464,0.0,0.0,0.1261221242808742,0.0,0.12070978124840227,0.0,0.10014501685470628,0.0,0.09567227398361354,0.13678260233260106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945590246054164,0.1333387020023192,0.11177327539730827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466907603451806
lonely,Rentali,2019/07/24,Everyone leaves How can I cope when no one cares about my presence? Feels like I’m in a constant loop of moving on from people over and over and I need a break,1.6913725490196114,3.378589705882355,2.712352941176473,95.8022549019608,78.41176470588233,5.7098039215686285,20.15686274509804,6.42735559955562,-0.05565490196078393,126,3,29,1,3,40,29,34,0.065,0.772,0.163,0.5106,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,5,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,7,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36354024613796826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38531846582349255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34071169898520026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802892162463644,0.2547290315642218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775492567469121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419891259141995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37897056561890907,0.0,0.2643873130150453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24161665166542504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24719623140856625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CloGemm,2019/07/24,"So many things I would like to do and experience (eg. Concerts, festivals), but no one to do it with and I’m too socially incapable to go on my own Anyone got any advice for this type of situation? I’m tired of missing out but also have anxiety over social situations, not just with doing things on my own but also arranging a social outing with friends I’m not even that close with",2.776597744360899,4.916089328947368,4.946917293233085,78.93342105263156,76.76315789473685,8.553383458646618,25.330827067669173,9.23628265651192,2.3588669172932333,303,11,58,8,7,105,54,76,0.17600000000000002,0.755,0.07,-0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,15,11,8,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,3,3,14,9,2,6,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,45,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558463205602235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037530105565635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915002915735113,0.0,0.1452859363811093,0.0,0.0,0.13279433759220413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543834522257802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577520582390208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467293538125488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793417149009282,0.0,0.15189392313567904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278382196103033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192545964683026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869263107012802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269491870330324,0.0,0.5807891990109572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25234474710913096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218281580272437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491154250603246,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cole_2099,2019/07/24,Will i find someone again? I have no sense of self worth and im lonely af i dont think i will find someone again.,-2.888461538461538,-1.5896313846153802,-0.4004615384615367,107.19546153846157,112.84615384615385,2.08,12.892307692307696,3.1291,-1.9005599999999998,88,2,23,0,5,29,18,26,0.19899999999999998,0.72,0.081,-0.4215,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660276787661265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5708955514434041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33735086705682776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258098320210044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292423809037801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001171052882853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,aloneandgeek,2019/07/24,"Longtime friends have become increasingly hard to reach and attempt to make new ones are failing. What can I try next? As a geek who's introverted for life and was completely awkward and alone until opening up in college, things have been going badly with longtime friends.  Many of them have started saying they won't be available to do anything for months or have stopped replying to me altogether.

Naturally, I've been trying to make new ones by attending public meets and groups.  But here's the thing: The ones I've gone to have been insufferable.  Rather than meeting people like my friends who also deal with shyness and quirky interests but are still balanced and witty, it's groups full of super awkward people who make each other laugh but cause me to cringe inwardly for hours and never visit again.

Has anyone else who's reclusive or geeky found alternative ways to make friends?  Work also isn't an outlet, because everyone else who works at my main workplace of the past seven years is twice my age, and everywhere else I've worked in that time I've gotten laid off from.",8.396258565555051,8.505975386934676,7.3569118318867055,74.53905893101876,61.46231155778895,9.849428962996805,35.67884878940156,9.339509955726095,3.2466341708542714,878,35,149,13,11,268,132,199,0.08199999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.12,0.9184,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,6,6,13,0,2,5,0,18,1,0,5,1,26,27,17,0,1,6,0,1,1,4,1,1,1,0,0,11,12,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,5,0,5,7,2,8,8,26,18,4,28,0,1,0,0,19,7,0,2,16,96,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788976088159051,0.0,0.1974964796962388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634124860194745,0.1265215542859474,0.10161488584734887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310202926870436,0.07527327455154856,0.13637579333284988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684968064037447,0.0,0.0,0.12946817243020048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730417063458796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094592493331499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179920189659512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539126796251566,0.3816065005312732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701774736953726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110615314164225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216045627945035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721874909139796,0.06032690236218664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296998708044985,0.12519102324265755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856188388525076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523666951959056,0.2385187156977951,0.1313241475540061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510231080767921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178772178556174,0.17121327216849205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819757317639224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740095535325187,0.0,0.09861261414126027,0.1032361979051151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407145770366127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720031496583331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767188480995776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801399506151642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26968836003700714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795181413068449
lonely,ansdhuskansjak,2019/07/24,"How many really good friends do you have? Friends who aren’t toxic, you can really rely on, and who you know love you. I have 2, including my sister. 3-5 if you really want to stretch it. It just seems like so little because I know people who have like 10 great friends—some from high school and some from college. It’s not fair, idk what I’m doing wrong.",2.461004566210047,3.998034301369863,3.541301369863014,91.3433675799087,75.84931506849315,7.0584474885844735,21.755707762557076,7.793537801064563,0.7307735159817348,276,7,61,4,6,89,52,73,0.059000000000000004,0.64,0.301,0.9628,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,0,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,11,13,5,0,2,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,7,4,13,1,4,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,3,2,34,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422084636949758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604710602792017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566851778544347,0.0,0.2571977042100925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24647857186939295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564148377702719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279426836553605,0.2338130090225584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054895819981512,0.0,0.0,0.2365145290915749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617305514096976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483453269149565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360970288389801,0.0,0.21237404126660067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759762715968538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550606925518084,0.0,0.0
lonely,AstronomyGuy_,2019/07/24,I’m so bored with zero things to do I don’t know what to do,-3.8887500000000017,-2.5946423749999963,0.06750000000000256,108.8275,97.75,3.2,8.0,3.1291,-2.603025,46,0,15,0,2,17,12,16,0.166,0.8340000000000001,0.0,-0.3384,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6374041079110586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7705296900302463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anonymousasalady,2019/07/24,"A little vent. Ok, a moderate vent. Fine! It's a big vent So, I don't know what my ideals, goals, opinions or perspectives were about the world when I was a teenager, but they did not prepare me for shit that was going to keep happening into adulthood.

I'm lonely as f\*\*\*. I have tried using Reddit chat rooms, some posts here and there, but the reality is, no one wants to talk to(for long) or be friends with someone that's basically depressed or a downer. They might talk to you once. But that's pretty much it. I found some really nice people that lent me their ear and listened to me vent about my recent shitty break-up but, they are gone, or their lives are busier than I imagined. 

I somehow keep hoping I'll be able to find some people( just to be online or real-life friends) from a post or chat on Reddit. Chatting is ok to a point, but I feel more comfortable when I can hear the other person and they can hear me and have a voice conversation, not via phone, but apps that allow you to call someone, without having their phone number.

I'm so overwhelmed with thoughts of having to change so many things about myself in order for people to even be interested in trying to be friends with me.

How do you guys feel?",4.410870199319394,5.494373280991738,4.784905201750124,86.11179630529901,70.32231404958678,7.181720952843947,24.565872630043753,7.285733465282438,0.9567527467185216,962,25,193,9,17,304,141,242,0.078,0.7609999999999999,0.161,0.955,0,2,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,7,2,14,15,1,1,11,2,22,2,2,3,0,45,40,23,0,3,16,0,2,0,3,1,0,5,1,2,10,8,0,2,7,3,0,2,5,4,0,1,7,7,26,11,28,27,5,18,0,3,0,0,27,9,1,13,4,133,36,1,0.13356341704367053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638318208684674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129238535511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503797538732125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821737729075761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506735357786606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207454347259725,0.0,0.0,0.14644539287344754,0.3095722940686761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759071678760716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224878168374807,0.11810968859175924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010713562033841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265860989175696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374346038734608,0.0,0.0,0.0734029610220839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386563224640965,0.11793894424479633,0.11819942108802475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541234127503504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416896786315586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818447953082927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224068011313565,0.09050602803719313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777881685265529,0.1166224239813772,0.0,0.0,0.12626060061786998,0.0,0.2558336663785665,0.13588201204859435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202440934895906,0.08556414504493105,0.0,0.1318777611199322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710092823745104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22633569966286274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470643065476985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873359945703495,0.0,0.0,0.10603443395421604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136158567939495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535590872142415,0.0,0.0,0.07877916388116754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875036780844634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,phiemdu,2019/07/24,"I’m tired of expecting and then getting my hope burnt to ashes I’ve been single for 4 years. I have no idea why I can’t be in a relationship. People I like romantically just don’t like me back that way, and all of them decided to ghost me after I let my feelings known to them. I kept thinking maybe there’s something wrong with me, but then I got up and avoid letting myself drown in self-pity. Instead, I work up on loving myself and practicing being the love I have never received. Every night before I sleep, I pray to the universe. And today, the universe answered me by letting me find out that the man I have always felt like we have a spiritual connection, he has been more than friends with multiple women at the same time for the past 3 years or so. I’m tired, sad and disappointed, with myself rather than with him. Every time I think, “yes, he’s the one, this time’s gonna be different”, I jinx it completely. Why does it keep happening to me? And why can’t I be numb after all this time?",5.1954761904761915,5.129619512315274,6.120800492610838,81.3099035303777,68.16256157635468,9.131198686371102,28.739326765188842,8.841846274778883,2.0050430213464696,783,24,163,12,12,260,122,203,0.141,0.7070000000000001,0.152,0.5318,1,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,2,1,6,12,0,1,9,1,17,6,1,0,3,35,32,12,2,3,4,0,2,3,1,1,3,0,0,2,6,13,0,3,9,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,5,2,29,7,25,19,5,24,1,2,0,2,13,7,0,2,18,111,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503685268827953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706620236533106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741588990437834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235401319107687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188772812396884,0.0,0.0,0.1104682790733701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127152847574424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382773508442532,0.0,0.12120449647726705,0.0,0.11537564651889293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752812381812696,0.0,0.06595208771852612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096091175950253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162836488082598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253789074050053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250289169083685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220263516286302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872486456401224,0.0,0.18501476033408065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22786234045178896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681908314063278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735949135039937,0.0,0.0,0.1184621166515696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553946794805932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050469666899018,0.08751480482700492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355281417179912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168965817510606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632522757707004,0.0,0.0,0.09718114881760624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177138072805028,0.0,0.0,0.2944323887731067,0.2901749709226346,0.11965513141700042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019872337563047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417198217997112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189990119273428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801713116754874,0.0,0.16258119545373376
lonely,AceAdequateC,2019/07/24,"I had a Dream today And I was home again.

I was with my friends again, all of them, and we were just kind of walking around, like it was any other day. It was nice, we were joking around, going places and just having fun.

What's funny is that I don't remember the details of any of it, not a single joke, and when I woke up I remember desperately wanting to go back, because when I was having the dream it really didn't feel all that special to me, it really just was any other day, and that's what I loved most about it.

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I don't know, my mind just feels oddly clear after that, and I really want to do something today, I haven't seen all those people in 5 years, but it was just nice having that feeling again.

​

I guess that's what made the special moments special, we weren't worrying about when they'd come again, or whether we'd be able to have them again, we were just there, happy that they were there when they were.",7.302481289579735,5.303053606217618,7.1412089810017285,82.05852619458838,64.75129533678756,10.028554979850316,30.770869314910758,8.167268648758528,1.9280240644789857,738,18,159,7,9,235,93,193,0.017,0.767,0.217,0.9856,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,5,0,5,0,22,13,0,0,5,0,27,1,0,1,4,40,41,13,0,2,10,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,20,14,0,0,6,4,0,4,6,0,0,0,18,4,25,13,16,20,5,26,0,0,1,1,12,5,0,3,18,124,45,0,0.13184327107929844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857042582617661,0.3204080106529943,0.2689738362969968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347369273145248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137933726053924,0.0,0.08037043432494095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357130383377095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005600544893446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999917579142297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018617841844914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498591385674793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524022723565966,0.0,0.0,0.1403496136795771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224955073578376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729447823991558,0.07245761378576833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441196258848686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899369965404405,0.12475329093216285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312411949832814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140352355039763,0.0,0.13774815686805653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533865264798986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987054496463351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149939135628153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499440099082495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552915444787144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389324160570315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204080106529943,0.08490274392362906
lonely,-SwanGoose-,2019/07/24,"Extreme rejection I am god

If I tell people they don't believe me

If I show people they throw me shade and I have to back down

And so I am lonely

Even among all of you I will be rejected or thought of as mentally ill

So whatever you're going through, however lonely you are, I have it worse

But I have the advantage of loving myself and being free

So while you suffer through anxiety and depression, I suffer the real shit

So even though my loneliness is greater than yours, the pain of your current state of being is worse",2.52542857142857,4.732768066666669,4.013571428571428,84.98892857142859,77.85714285714286,7.628571428571428,25.73809523809524,8.548686976883017,1.9929809523809527,417,16,81,9,10,138,68,105,0.331,0.565,0.10400000000000001,-0.9837,2,5,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,2,1,8,12,1,0,3,0,13,4,1,0,1,11,16,15,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,9,0,0,1,0,20,4,12,11,2,8,0,7,0,1,9,2,1,3,3,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548646048085234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639050820794347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584494831449021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757747982048665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030263184447857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037040054616394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703784146446666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311760915888717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440923330420132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180670619224289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611016020512805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23547055475378645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005012420067227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253793115285161,0.18211391642046246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675459746994493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kynance93,2019/07/24,"Just a sad rant I just feel so lonely rn. All my family keep going to parties, bbqs and holidays and I have to either stay and look after there dogs or clean. All my money from my job I have to give them to stay on the house so I cant even save to move out. I'm so tired of it all.  My mum  blames me for everything and just screams at me all the time while same dotes on my sister.  For example I wouldn't let my alcoholic uncle ring my gf at 4 am and because of that I'm disrespectful and disgusting.
I used to have friends but they were never allowed over, I wasnt allowed out places because it could be dangerous. The only person I have is my gf and I really do love her but we are in  a ldr and the months I dont see her are terrible.

Sorry for the rant guys I just feel so hopeless",-0.15578947368421225,1.8522424269005848,2.3422222222222224,94.30000000000004,86.71929824561403,5.939181286549706,18.35672514619883,7.273561745256523,0.22126198830409294,609,16,144,10,19,209,102,171,0.188,0.736,0.076,-0.9533,3,2,1,0,0,1,10.0,1,0,2,0,10,10,2,0,7,0,17,3,0,3,5,34,28,16,0,2,8,2,2,0,3,1,2,2,1,2,3,11,1,1,2,1,1,2,5,7,0,0,2,6,26,3,21,22,6,18,0,3,2,1,14,9,0,1,5,103,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404938202889524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213739274812849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449735555488593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21280556486283456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199291482598204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318868198171144,0.0,0.1711735684100967,0.0,0.1836204291010879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028506511488525,0.0,0.0,0.17418411785428975,0.10319375014049782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978865653028794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095141727045967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018603126669405,0.1613929742895186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856736270609244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524779979783199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387930996765518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449321254165065,0.19298641184544316,0.0,0.0,0.14004250311543812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380966296537811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854504413551132,0.18970813549359408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632215048738938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469245800299768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325931826975044,0.0,0.38707143146963857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587834876223022,0.2086947492525521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682325075365178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bananadianaaa,2019/07/24,"Anyone else having a boring summer? Sometimes I don’t know the difference between being a hermit and introvert. I haven’t really gone out this summer much and I keep telling myself that it’s just because I’m an introvert and need my alone time. But it’s been like weeks since I’ve hung out with friends and I don’t know whether I should be satisfied alone or sad that I can’t seem to keep my friendships alive. I’m waiting for school to start in August so I can get some form of social interaction (I know, it’s pretty pathetic) and I’m just enjoying my time chilling at home. My siblings made fun of me earlier today cause I’m a fuckin loser but they’re probably not far from the truth. On the positive side, one of my friends has an upcoming birthday party so I’ll get to seem them. Woohoo, me. Celebrating every hangout I have cause I become more and more lonely and it’s only me that’s keeping me in this endless cycle.",1.6356964604023432,4.112976796791447,3.342750190985484,86.95709447415331,83.1711229946524,6.342653425006367,23.343264578558692,7.62386473244151,1.3136622867328749,739,27,144,13,21,245,115,187,0.073,0.716,0.212,0.9813,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,4,11,1,0,8,0,12,1,0,3,1,33,31,13,0,2,7,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,9,10,0,4,5,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,3,0,21,6,16,25,5,17,0,3,0,1,6,8,1,4,9,88,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069726573191277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036220661329209,0.15184428158898172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033888622090354,0.16367080282583946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044761619525688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548332440276591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379871467027655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486149417292335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289916735922221,0.0,0.15485255280548452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486526384613308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951701550516143,0.0,0.0,0.2443338840685868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240106400346599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022660758107353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108941087684472,0.10988543204172396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042142285102422,0.11270971117263005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507685762562943,0.15978031788813604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493813149011847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499822308124094,0.0,0.2698240857366738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258923564693384,0.0,0.0,0.15106712600455702,0.0,0.0,0.1465696011182186,0.0,0.10489386848513628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952980750798496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282852070096438,0.0,0.14047244899416145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887386600414625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kookyboy85,2019/07/24,"Trying to make my way in a new city but just feeling alone It's been almost a year since I re-located from Sydney to Brisbane (in Australia) but I'm struggling to make meaningful connections. I feel like I find some people to hang with or who seem interested in me but it's like eventually they get tired of me, I feel like I must be the most boring guy on earth. I try my best to be thoughtful and to let others know I'm thinking of them but it's like I'm invisible. I just wish I didn't feel so crushingly alone. I took myself out to dinner at a Thai restaurant tonight but am sitting here feeling like crying.",2.3297351467430225,4.091067299212604,3.9646957766642816,87.20140300644239,76.79527559055119,6.822906227630638,24.931281317108088,7.686295010490155,1.2317779527559058,485,17,102,7,11,162,82,127,0.136,0.601,0.263,0.9578,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,4,9,0,1,4,0,7,2,0,2,1,29,24,8,0,2,8,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,11,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,5,16,7,17,16,3,13,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,5,8,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525659545664186,0.3211626677571257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271165452900524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703112144033854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919806485226434,0.3322955850680905,0.0,0.0,0.14170962101780835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810053563114393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352033437403514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520945884478727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854547144931244,0.0,0.3787392510277275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069893815908969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974480074763788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748966701089334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114843966416987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825600267631054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620881847049134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934748686650118,0.0,0.12308954039924612,0.0,0.17820305410625178,0.0,0.0,0.17226227999812233,0.21053268636294367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306863315130967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829573379320676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984481252115072
lonely,simpsonnator,2019/07/24,"Anyone els feel like it’s amazingly easier to talk to people through text rather than face to face? I’m pure horse shit talking to anyone irl. socializing feels as unnatural as writing with my non dominant hand sometimes, even my close few friends and family, I feel like everything I do and say makes the whole situation awkward and that it gets old for others quick. I don’t really get that vibe as much when I text people though, I feel like removing eye contact and body language from the equation makes socializing much easier for me.

I’d love to meet some new people through reddit, so if anyone wants to chat about anything, send me dm :)",6.257045454545455,7.366011925619838,6.3996590909090925,76.11948863636366,66.10743801652893,10.016942148760329,30.827479338842977,10.125756701596842,3.0962140495867767,517,19,93,12,8,165,83,121,0.039,0.759,0.20199999999999999,0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,1,2,0,2,7,6,2,1,18,13,11,0,3,2,0,5,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,7,9,6,17,13,5,7,0,0,1,1,12,1,1,2,7,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31022648901536404,0.0,0.12170169638327046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427356745244154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768061432910086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329148996622226,0.0,0.13941847800818907,0.0,0.2991125440015567,0.3169600916040521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142602239776836,0.0,0.15453389277881335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167562250492137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347740649995732,0.0,0.19743678910652152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743381117632105,0.0,0.0,0.14283405466394078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518673231092234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075870059659133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947427650788798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760886347144447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180799187879798,0.0,0.16623568655460166,0.0,0.30151251147556,0.0,0.0,0.14626798598720953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377383763931472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453021620046949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722994675847806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511502613095574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IvanS69,2019/07/24,"Loneliness Fucking Sucks I Really Don't Have Any Friends Except The Ones At School. Well It's Summer At The Moment, I Went To The Movies By Myself I Know It Low Key Fucking Sucked.",0.41000000000000014,2.78738666666667,1.8277777777777795,92.645,99.0,4.622222222222223,17.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.10097777777777804,144,4,28,2,6,46,29,36,0.33299999999999996,0.615,0.052000000000000005,-0.887,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,1,0,4,2,5,7,0,6,0,1,0,2,1,3,4,0,2,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354531661877611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675019986697572,0.6401814168256371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028290797880407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346192846273187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180841360025333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350410526967135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113088205249569,0.3209653493964306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shemckus,2019/07/24,"19 years old and alone I don’t even know where to begin but i’ll start around the time i’ve started feeling this way.

In total I went to 4 different high schools, basically one every year. needless to say i don’t have many friends. I never went to prom, I stood alone waiting to walk for graduation and have never been on a date or had a real relationship . I know i’m still relatively  young but i’ve missed out/am currently missing out on a lot. 

My junior year of highschool I went to a school where I knew not a single person and I didn’t make a friend the entire year. I would be asked “you haven’t even made one friend yet?” by my family throughout the year but at the time it was just the way it was. I tried to make friends and had a few casual convos but nothing stuck. Most people my age can agree, especially in school, you put your headphones and you wait for graduation. My senior year I started taking college classes and was never at school. I try not to harbor any resentment cause it’s in the past but it just sucks. I didn’t get anywhere near a normal or enjoyable “right of passage”.

I never applied to any colleges. The only school i wanted to go to was in the same city i’ve grown up in and I couldn’t justify spending $20k+ a year to live in a shoe box when my parents home was a 20 minute drive away or even more to move out of state (the school requires freshman to live on campus). My grades were also not that great and I would’ve likely not gotten in to many schools. The current CC I go to also has an automatic transfer program into the one school I wanted to go to for nearly 1/4th of the cost. Debt free seemed the way to go.

After graduation I continued my studies at the local community college where I had previously attended. I attempted to take classes in person but took too many classes, overloaded myself with work and ended up failing classes and my gpa suffered dramatically (it was already bad before but i am currently sitting at a 1.7 even after two semesters of good grades). I also in general just don’t enjoy school and it’s community college so there’s no social aspect like going to a traditional school living in dorms/on campus, sporting events, etc. Most people there were adults going back to get their education or people like me that had to work 30 minutes after class ended. No one talked to each other between classes. It was basically a feeder school to to other schools and just a stopping ground. Needless to say I never met anyone there either. I couldn’t even tell you one name of someone in any of my classes. I am not a shy quiet person either, people were genuinely disinterested in socializing. It wasn’t an environment to meet people and I don’t know if it’s cell phones now or what but you don’t communicate to people in your classes besides forced group work. Maybe it’s just me but I feel other people my age can agree, socializing is just not the way it used to be.

 I then switched to online classes and enjoyed it so much more. I could do the work when I wanted and didn’t have to adhere to a schedule. But this obviously obliterated any slim chance of meeting people. Maybe i’m wrong but i feel like a lot of people meet long term friends i college and i’ve seen my peers (from 4 different schools) every weekend having fun at college. I don’t even mean like partying but just actually socializing, making new friends, figuring out who they are. I definitely don’t have that experience either. 

As for my current friends I have about two. One goes to school about an hour away who i talk to a few times a week (we’ve been friends since freshman year of hs) and another friend from hs who works 40+ hours a week and I see maybe once or twice a month and talk to a few times a week also. Its really hard to talk
to others about loneliness. One has a group of friends and the other a boyfriend so i’m not invited to a lot of things. About 3/4 weekends a month are spent alone. I do something fun maybe once a month or every other month. I go home everyday after work and wait for the sun to set so i can go to sleep and start all over. 

Most of my interactions with other people are my parents. They are great and loving but i’m getting to the age where living with them is starting get on my nerves (lol). Whenever I express my concerns about loneliness/depression they just can’t understand. They are just “focus on the positive” people and are the type who can’t understand why you would feel this way when you have a roof over your head and food in your stomach. I have just stopped talking about it because it ends the same way.  I plan to move out by the end of the year as I need my own space but i know it will further isolate me.

For my love life I was talking to someone long distance for a short period of time but it became difficult as I still have a good amount of school left and wouldn’t be moving closer anytime soon. I was having casual sex with this other guy i worked with for the better part of the year once every couple of weeks. It became clear he only wanted sex as this went on for months with no sign of wanting more.  I decided to stop as it wasn’t fulfilling and started to make me feel even more alone and used. I would actually like to date him but he doesn’t want to date me. I would text him and he just wouldn’t respond and then when he was horny again he would text me like nothing happened. The sex was actually pretty good and I wanted company so I went along with it. Finally after him not answering me I decided enough was enough and cut ties. I haven’t seen him in 2 months and he has texted me more than ever trying to “hang out” but i’m over it.  I would love to get in a relationship but I don’t even know anyone i’m remotely interested in and no one to set me up. I am smart enough to stay away from Tinder lol.

So here’s where we are. I have felt so incredibly alone for at least 3 years with no end in sight. I have very little friends or social interactions. Even at my current job I work alone in people’s homes while they’re at work. It’s not anything specifically wrong with me. Having gone to some many schools I am good at conversing with people I don’t know and in general. I amrelatively pretty and take good care of my health. I know I am not unlovable. My school doesn’t really offer clubs (and no one does them anyway) and I don’t have the time to do them either. I’ve tried meeting groups for people like me  on websites like meet.up etc, but (at least in my city) they were legitimately only for like 40+ singles. I like to go to the gym but i am only ever approached by much older men and it’s just not really the place to meet people (for reference i look quite old for my
age; at 14 i was getting pegged for 18 now at 19 i get anywhere from like 23-26).  I very much dislike crowds so I try to go places at times that aren’t busy and cannot go to things like pride, 4th of july, because of crowd anxiety. At that point i’d rather be home. I have no family close to my age and I tried classes, activities etc but they are all older people. People my age HAVE friends. I just do not. I am a young female and can’t really go too many places alone either. My city is decent in size but not a whole lot to do here.

 I am starting to become disheartened as I can’t see my situation changing for at least a few years. And then what. How do other adults meet people? I don’t know how much longer I can be this alone for.  I saw someone planning her wedding and realized I wouldn’t even have anyone to invite to mine. I wondered if that would even change. I sound like I am making a lot of excuses but I know it is only my fault. I just don’t know what to do anymore.  I don’t know how to properly deal with loneliness. I am not anywhere near suicidal but I just want a hug and human contact. I can’t afford therapy and don’t feel comfortable asking my parents to pay for it.  I need to come to terms with my life. How can i be okay with 
being alone? 

thank you if you took the time to read this  ❤️",2.554705432719661,4.357367235762403,4.007396385714845,86.95956934328763,76.27495407225966,6.8861452402357415,23.645246750313788,7.743649331398992,1.087021692659813,6308,197,1313,92,141,2087,516,1633,0.083,0.7709999999999999,0.146,0.9990000000000001,14,9,1,0,0,0,134.0,1,13,10,17,77,67,3,0,72,3,128,16,4,13,12,243,240,111,1,28,70,3,8,14,12,11,3,4,4,8,56,71,2,7,30,8,6,31,61,14,0,12,47,19,171,54,214,172,50,236,0,5,7,7,108,83,1,22,125,881,227,62,0.0,0.0,0.07138173166154943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22727727903077705,0.026906816930579187,0.07799505903295946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632404485327907,0.025567293003428224,0.018652630247089016,0.0,0.024180997751831846,0.05114666442697538,0.0,0.020064810857594116,0.021705692703609367,0.045588898698515005,0.0,0.06872479539945059,0.0187487223782594,0.02035846125358471,0.029726826023846364,0.02692867758458805,0.020747805618798684,0.0,0.0,0.0215644375007742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024859696357553418,0.02504765741919825,0.05158713764970981,0.021003459908640883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01946753040383992,0.02697889468521393,0.0,0.0,0.025137400724960183,0.021000706642238888,0.0,0.0,0.05094927666766996,0.0,0.0,0.02133738670598741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797877853026223,0.07558126339584129,0.0815791676717716,0.17714932660216146,0.04411093414430062,0.08217360363021921,0.0,0.0,0.023850871664689653,0.04597151024876757,0.0,0.07397148271817397,0.017418941768931228,0.023411129724599567,0.02670995792247351,0.0,0.0,0.029483549325942826,0.0,0.2260553320905438,0.0,0.08917235319180794,0.0,0.16628639291413516,0.10225488405225748,0.0,0.053763828172600094,0.0,0.02414261776237751,0.02156146188569916,0.0,0.021842029719865416,0.0,0.025023592692882426,0.025917574713547643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025761566626172686,0.09783098522423908,0.0,0.048023919557565437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024195978561410245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740049540136574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026491777583667532,0.0,0.034444317663926534,0.1667695658563557,0.02443778120068101,0.08612116690827343,0.0431556859236181,0.02047525185073617,0.0,0.0,0.10364611732081648,0.06601877364345438,0.02307141554348829,0.08137790900788174,0.12360069991153408,0.09798243772307537,0.026559810774393573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677180216862723,0.07774456850228016,0.07169609668478599,0.03615879337799135,0.09402686155099578,0.02354887709888317,0.0,0.0,0.02388978131106405,0.04679154463619988,0.0,0.05117089611669175,0.07790005306311387,0.14870059073862493,0.09272036980381416,0.0,0.0,0.0812220102126759,0.026403991036536883,0.02327596061314757,0.3042689763759828,0.06386986486054685,0.07642391500150493,0.0,0.023049448020284014,0.0,0.0,0.049611761044678605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02451125801259036,0.0,0.025933907515876625,0.024389208718871846,0.027752748711439842,0.062480498396553626,0.0,0.0,0.052355597346818,0.0,0.020822616089909013,0.0,0.03878006093357182,0.0,0.4195005593114817,0.03885956738407181,0.0221970127961394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020169547317429055,0.027407075723875383,0.024400219267863867,0.12427500383607865,0.0619779200991945,0.01877092474189944,0.0,0.0,0.12080696015339233,0.02598861851758012,0.03894396838450851,0.06115486232209346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026670618361586244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05499806578866746,0.11758691204017785,0.02131147623005124,0.02244823178447594,0.027883640001660444,0.0,0.032397445890941824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374156981022195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417995469887021,0.09932515182575144,0.0,0.04763653493252683,0.05076631473023074,0.0,0.04211749364244311,0.0,0.040236414330121054,0.11505196294486247,0.1161226874925117,0.07823303742856211,0.0,0.0,0.11301462077569525,0.02200151344803329,0.027222313801040447,0.0,0.0,0.02644190092771005,0.15975747715053318,0.0,0.0,0.1385656550722638,0.053317113735736464,0.0,0.18841922048304832
lonely,itarouuu,2019/07/24,How does loneliness feel? I don’t know if I feel lonely or I don’t. Or if I am actually feeling lonely but trying to seal it. Currently I don’t think I feel lonely but there is this feeling in my head indescribable and I am suspecting it’s loneliness. Can anyone help me define loneliness? Maybe I think too much!,0.3357142857142854,2.7422134444444453,3.1622380952380977,83.61192857142859,97.09523809523807,6.964444444444445,20.585714285714285,7.908726449838941,1.6897885714285716,249,9,48,7,10,87,39,63,0.28300000000000003,0.618,0.099,-0.9043,1,6,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,1,0,17,15,8,0,2,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,15,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.26028776743566145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650221542116927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23341521504182602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6743277181166523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27373957973443985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878196054233508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658657298854122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679638336994231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960755557362015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418166910627062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109060551734305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,noobletato,2019/07/24,"Cut off contact with an online friend and I feel good I've had enough of this shit. I won't let people take me for granted after making myself available for them whenever needed. If people have a problem with that, they can go fuck off. I'm not going to be your backup or someone you talk to only if it's convenient to you. Don't tell me you're busy and have no time but then remain active on social media. Don't tell me you care after making zero effort to show that. No longer letting other people pretend like I'm the bad person so they don't feel the guilt about their own shortcomings.

Letting go was very difficult since we've shared a lot but I think I made the right choice",3.2353506493506465,4.721902171428575,4.29220779220779,86.95824675324678,73.71428571428572,6.233766233766234,21.298701298701296,6.574015621080383,0.4183571428571424,544,12,107,4,11,177,98,140,0.15,0.705,0.145,0.0661,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,4,1,2,12,3,1,6,0,13,2,1,3,0,19,28,9,0,4,6,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,2,0,3,7,7,0,1,3,2,16,5,15,20,3,11,0,0,0,1,16,4,2,4,5,71,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371134862664294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327479199008813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546883600684684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194456923764944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372481946438875,0.14804810920121794,0.0,0.0,0.2730360804023664,0.13431897705806112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912661793740774,0.0,0.07823698069310711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614645973738712,0.0,0.1515296293084195,0.21379120605088275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874279119282735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179472247143493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33306557135891235,0.1398292608452323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323365640446393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675984862688606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438280737244226,0.13247058996305328,0.0,0.0,0.16324395205042713,0.13568725681692376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040637480504895,0.1287155611770198,0.2799412187837174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261211890227516,0.0,0.0,0.0933797163302207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213339547048406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,itsmmande,2019/07/24,"Lonely and numb I don't know what it is but lately I have been feeling this numbness within me. It's different as opposed to before where I would feel lonely/left out and get depressed because I felt people just didn't want to hangout or talk to me but nowadays I just been numb. It's like I acknowledge I'm lonely and instead of the usual sadness and depression, I don't feel anything. I'm neither sad nor happy...Just here. I know I'm lonely but it's like I'm just numb to it at this point. I  just feel like I'm here aimlessly. I don't I thought this was a good place to share.",0.3951843317972319,2.5762108225806486,2.423963133640555,93.45951612903228,85.93548387096773,4.833179723502305,21.76036866359447,6.1826913282559595,0.2929304147465435,458,16,99,4,14,153,66,124,0.25,0.591,0.159,-0.9084,1,8,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,16,0,0,2,0,10,4,0,0,0,25,25,10,0,2,8,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,9,1,0,0,6,11,0,0,6,5,13,5,10,18,1,8,0,7,0,0,2,6,0,1,5,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681591059107766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456724663923895,0.0,0.17388314633164284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35200531692196985,0.0,0.0,0.21349777159732156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132933185055735,0.14598461428639548,0.19620392491065394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676219812400756,0.0,0.0,0.1713954843559341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460611350812565,0.0,0.2305108587612433,0.0,0.22202220913388893,0.0,0.0,0.29949897238968426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166758407406718,0.0,0.21349777159732156,0.0,0.1931727439813321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424533923114162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222766613819067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505792709519526,0.0,0.12052839271323995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451613276613194,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,InDemonsArms,2019/07/24,"Where do you guys and gals hangout? Lonely peeps of reddit, where do you all hangout? If someone wanted meet you, where would that be? Where do you go to get out of the house?",1.1121428571428569,3.4972178571428607,1.6453571428571436,98.85089285714287,84.71428571428572,3.5,17.32142857142857,3.1291,-1.0097142857142862,135,3,29,0,4,41,25,35,0.092,0.9079999999999999,0.0,-0.5362,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,8,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,6,1,6,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,0,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468879992479996,0.0,0.2685611941881966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678990368459993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.54525953698059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003902891497603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787223778868369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356861359566504,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SirenSheWolf,2019/07/24,"Friendship I would like to do the Pen pal stuff thru letters, writing about our lives on paper and our problems . I need a female friend. I'm loyal funny awesome but I'm a introvert and I like Polaroids and letters. So I'm looking for a penpal.",1.204965986394555,3.7356768775510223,3.0072448979591826,88.04787414965988,86.3469387755102,4.082993197278912,26.534013605442176,5.46131890053228,0.931895238095238,193,9,35,1,6,64,35,49,0.037000000000000005,0.647,0.315,0.8945,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,5,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,5,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,2,22,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073951212587818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388760578050401,0.0,0.3513284951064055,0.0,0.3341124918711578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295017239510552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807100191803817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554685478144868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28263703812688906,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SuffocateXBL,2019/07/24,Just me? Is it just me or does anyone else ever wonder if the loneliness will ever go away? Will I ALWAYS feel this way?,0.2578666666666685,2.521768120000001,2.764,90.08866666666668,87.8,4.933333333333334,12.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.6740666666666661,93,1,19,1,3,32,21,25,0.127,0.873,0.0,-0.5171,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,6,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600868498548794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855921192978175,0.3202692993745293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29367383564151744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735358683903949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611157114117742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5654826827170459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580469532988238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764317281065675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481069230014746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389734849827878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lizardking113,2019/07/24,"sad and a little dramatic, lonely gal i’ve been feeling really lonely lately. i think that it has to do with the fact that two of my friends now have boyfriends and they talk about them quite a bit and i’m so happy that they’re happy but it just reminds me of how lonely i am and it makes me sad. now that those two have bfs, that means over half of my friends have bfs. i’m only 21 but i feel like i’m never going to get married, which is something i really want, and that i’ll die alone. it’s dramatic but it’s how i feel. i don’t think about it all the time but it does come in waves where i’m really sad and just wish someone was the least bit interested in me as i was in them. any advice for me?",0.00510483870967704,1.8572744903225809,2.195866935483874,96.57380040322585,84.74193548387099,5.423387096774193,16.784274193548384,6.6274283507984215,-0.3916370967741938,546,11,133,6,16,184,84,155,0.14400000000000002,0.705,0.151,0.0456,0,7,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,10,12,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,3,3,28,27,14,1,2,6,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,6,0,3,3,3,16,6,14,24,4,13,0,6,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,85,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500688914790953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428805866141394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787070045217777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34635567090084524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664172245684805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462810462332844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881414228493344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406172805638553,0.11332200585214518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451071560095602,0.0,0.08287521599270442,0.0,0.09015046111353572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377193412765605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893634211532775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774963500269315,0.15898430690987575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588367540529804,0.0,0.0,0.17278954553806794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234167489951445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064175228212595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871762121192754,0.0,0.0,0.3048584480129542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344027729000142,0.122117570152611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749707484258865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328148180075228,0.0,0.0,0.09249573690130808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099079015252339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356136118292492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241136292123286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,guywithghosts,2019/07/24,"My back hurts, laying in bed all day, no friends, everyone ghosting me, and ppl that I had all decided to leave me Kill me kill me kill me, I have so much shit going on in my life which I just dont wana deal at all. I'm tired of all of it floating in my head I just want to die. I dont want to think no more. I dont want this non stop paying which is in my lower back. I'm 17 and I already have back problems. At this point I'm just searching for the easiest and most painless and quickest way to die. No one cares about me so it will all be fine. Peace",0.7586399999999998,1.7296293839999992,2.6898000000000017,98.0419,79.16,5.960000000000001,21.3,6.2581,-0.08300000000000017,423,11,111,3,10,142,71,125,0.301,0.5670000000000001,0.133,-0.9819,1,2,0,0,0,4,12.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,4,0,1,0,9,4,2,0,5,20,18,6,6,4,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,6,6,0,1,1,0,17,3,15,15,8,15,0,1,0,0,2,8,1,1,5,73,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237260306264658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31852057865985384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407798126073574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904894350902655,0.14235244520276275,0.0,0.0,0.2866065101699884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4854794705216842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193952979298856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066787878690616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847295912530483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170795328304342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781544844560507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582888374758533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620475773872285,0.0,0.0,0.09752863664085977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150328176571197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356528556501732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052842345005847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212208186472654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417351725621467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543946386024098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884748631079752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870044945032227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443261004256751,0.10959995883518632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AlexandriaUdinov,2019/07/24,"therapy? i am someone who is very isolated in my personal life. i've never been in a relationship. the idea actually makes my skin crawl. i want to be around people but i also want to have my own place to myself at the end of the day and not feel beholden to anyone. due to this and some other reasons, i have a lot of unprocessed emotions and don't really have anyone to talk it out with. it feels like a burden to ask a friend to listen to all the shit that's in my head. plus i'm naturally guarded and don't easily open up anyway.

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i'm thinking about trying a therapy app. just the idea of having someone to talk to that won't judge me or doesn't really know me is comforting. but i'm not sure if this is the point of therapy? can you tell a therapist 'hey i just want to talk' ? and leave it at that?",1.7878947368421052,3.4727400701754405,4.244304093567251,84.93768421052633,78.12280701754386,8.068771929824562,22.511111111111113,8.841846274778883,1.549734970760234,636,19,137,15,15,223,100,171,0.069,0.8059999999999999,0.125,0.8926,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,6,6,1,0,12,0,15,4,3,2,3,35,28,11,0,4,8,0,3,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,10,10,0,1,7,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,4,13,4,27,25,4,15,0,0,0,0,12,11,1,4,5,97,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.12568498695437147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299702475216783,0.0,0.1395489354819472,0.1564995813452226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011240976174664,0.0,0.0,0.11465453306276055,0.12040559968525108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306188601140213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487663144697085,0.11407382019202528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024487672154925,0.0920109144746219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950641713021943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218045491255173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907869366849309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078216427633252,0.0,0.0,0.1363749242054451,0.0,0.0,0.0909714610897028,0.06292255401591426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949659471784784,0.0,0.0,0.08597142036725676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933436406471913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928998460408337,0.11245850927008816,0.134562983222501,0.0,0.12175256215990678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501828499567284,0.13242233764955622,0.0,0.13827724019199664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220584414873013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21825455611137398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213874212395473,0.0,0.0,0.3105607519269963,0.11257218967392506,0.0,0.4418636762440952,0.1495405005123807,0.0,0.08252640295057644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744310428507727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626906406844754,0.2278992417367722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564995813452226,0.0
lonely,icekiller8002,2019/07/24,"i just found this sub, and i think i fit right in. hi, i’m a 17 year old male that’s very lonely. that’s all i have to say.",-2.437204301075269,-1.4038813870967726,0.620645161290323,109.01763440860216,88.67741935483869,4.133333333333334,10.333333333333334,3.1291,-2.3117827956989245,91,0,30,0,3,32,25,31,0.106,0.799,0.095,-0.0754,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,3,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.482167356239767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614476505698918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755473522095726,0.0,0.34970988129552605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28177648590046345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628429491961663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831870366827254
lonely,savannahleanna,2019/07/24,"Still looking for people in the group chat :) Hey, we’ve got a small group chat started. Just need a few more people to fill it up. Chat is over text. A place to make friends and have good conversation. Share memes and stories and just have people to text through the day. If you’re interested send me a message and we can talk about the group and get you added in :)
learned that group chats aren’t cross compatible. Because of this, to join you need to have an iPhone/iPod/iPad/etc something with iMessage capabilities",3.0736363636363637,5.620872373737375,2.8124141414141413,92.53195454545455,77.78787878787878,5.576161616161617,24.041414141414148,6.742157984588678,0.5886638383838383,411,14,85,4,10,122,70,99,0.0,0.815,0.185,0.9524,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,8,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,13,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,4,14,12,2,12,0,0,1,0,18,6,0,1,3,46,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539347008863316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439871837249054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28429697228781065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694625575683306,0.0,0.13318226811921655,0.0,0.0,0.2138101289877989,0.2038783560105187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140639187965966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015736101994464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780316386765695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5301767057298341,0.0,0.2663313228779969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624558168951256,0.0,0.0,0.1804297451162778,0.0,0.203574992548356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489056230750888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,retrodork,2019/07/24,"I wish i could go to a store and buy some affection and hugs. Yes, I realize this sounds pathetic on one hand and sappy on the other.

It is how I feel.

It is because I am in a desert of loneliness I guess.

Affection and hugs are like water to me.

I dream about it alot so I guess my brain is trying to tell me something.

Affection and hugs from a woman.",-0.2445333333333295,1.8945840133333365,2.449333333333332,92.34466666666668,88.86666666666667,6.533333333333335,19.0,7.793537801064563,0.7465999999999995,271,8,62,6,9,94,49,75,0.09300000000000001,0.547,0.36,0.9732,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,1,6,6,2,4,0,17,11,7,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,5,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,11,4,9,10,2,4,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,4,1,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955611066072105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32881734619542485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23517573256416874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893429620356416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740063864375793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6489642748097351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390318504006752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19959599756470436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267604511465069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25745135260903845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998141228073546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387201604042364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ucithrowawyAP,2019/05/13,Lonely and bored: movie? Want to watch a movie over Skype right now? I'm a 20 yr old male college student. PM me skype usernames. discord will work too,0.09600000000000007,2.3953966000000046,0.5166666666666693,102.045,99.66666666666666,2.4000000000000004,19.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.8674666666666662,118,4,25,0,5,35,27,30,0.24,0.72,0.040999999999999995,-0.7476,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,9,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6376237101586979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5189275441329267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358406169527753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423745311702174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kikilovesjiji,2019/05/13,"How to be alone without loneliness? This is my first reddit post (F). Dunno if anyone is even going to read this, but I guess it doesn’t matter. I made this account just to talk about the changes I’ve been going through lately. 

Background: To put it briefly, I recently left my 3 year relationship, I’ve already been dumped by somebody who promised to always be there for me, and a close friend who also promised to be there for me just, out of the blue, texted me last night that he’s “not interested in talking to me” anymore. 

I have major trust issues stemming from that 3 year relationship due to multiple instances of cheating,  emotional abuse, and borderline physical abuse. So whether it’s dating somebody new or just regarding a friendship, it’s really hurt me that so many people have decided to just up and leave me like that when they knew about my trust and abandonment issues, after promising they would never do anything to hurt me. 
Don’t get me wrong, I have friends I know I can trust, or at least I hope so. They’ve been there for me through thick and thin and I value them so much. I’m not always the perfect friend or s/o but I would be lying if I said that I didn’t put TONS of effort into my relationships and to help my loved ones. 

With That being said, I feel so alone right now. I’m having a hard time believing that the remainder of my friends aren’t going to leave me alone too, now. My main struggle at this point in time is learning how to be content with just my solitary company. How do I learn to love myself rather than only loving others? How can I shield myself from the heartbreak of future abandonment without turning myself to stone? How can I learn to enjoy spending time just by myself without feeling lonely and craving the company of others? Sometimes I just feel like an empty room. 

Tl;dr: my friends are abandoning me and I want to know how to spend time alone without feeling lonely.",5.691774193548388,6.473597370967743,5.775967741935487,81.25895161290326,67.2258064516129,8.350537634408601,31.09139784946237,8.344100000000001,2.273884946236559,1530,58,285,20,24,483,185,372,0.182,0.608,0.21100000000000002,0.9492,1,8,0,0,2,0,38.0,0,0,3,3,30,32,2,1,10,0,28,3,0,7,2,66,51,30,0,7,22,0,7,2,5,2,0,2,1,0,19,14,0,3,11,1,3,5,11,12,0,2,8,10,45,20,50,35,5,40,0,8,1,3,22,14,0,8,22,206,64,4,0.0,0.19526164925334905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413672425088192,0.09093072727623876,0.0658954518860243,0.13712722149584192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171890853950349,0.05761617221511666,0.0,0.06780838657536185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283686696322856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716854090712725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268919291498476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442458941974946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666561733808796,0.0588667566110829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008961239742975,0.0,0.0,0.3183111521003926,0.0,0.04305073081126639,0.0,0.1404898866599159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077316764640857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381444088094265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055231152103484164,0.0,0.0,0.08184204289544211,0.0,0.0,0.1764223483705416,0.0,0.0,0.1720089100054716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905700472743329,0.06716720332969485,0.0929510735445658,0.17449993877130854,0.08952811507724462,0.0,0.0,0.08051320202070544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310833409886616,0.07796911095334648,0.0,0.08354092246440989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057366643586471,0.0,0.06355215428412413,0.07958267700950672,0.0,0.07732705471076376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583654340234656,0.06266910486911424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057125959691941376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789487241124854,0.0,0.07891666404064249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567002505653866,0.0,0.0,0.08242255084355914,0.0,0.052787711515995685,0.0,0.08136030817252682,0.2654011001753376,0.0,0.07036936512165064,0.1567630185537433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814959563602575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861426345757909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246040284843072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219299873093407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962781252754994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04860180364388248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177236105091305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706954991868458,0.09009174033422347,0.0,0.10612612159184874
lonely,psnabhi,2019/05/13,"3am Need f to chats, anyone?",-3.8000000000000007,-2.3880052857142857,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,101.85714285714286,2.8000000000000003,7.0,3.1291,-2.5074571428571426,21,0,6,0,1,8,7,7,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6860682514099962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7275371842093229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pizzaguy889,2019/05/13,"Gender breakdown of this sub. Idk if this is allowed, but I kinda want to know the demographics of people here. I think maybe it could help us feel a little less lonely if we knew each other a little better. 

Poll here:
http://www.strawpoll.me/17985711

Feel free to comment below, too, if you want.
Thanks for stopping by :)",5.423684210526313,8.011572421052634,4.589333333333332,82.46400000000001,70.40350877192982,5.963508771929827,21.92631578947368,6.742157984588678,0.6658168421052628,256,6,42,2,5,76,46,57,0.078,0.622,0.301,0.95,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,17,10,4,0,6,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,4,7,8,2,4,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,4,1,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24073216403182396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173235783360201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752574326867151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244490826739126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958989028310132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5456168242148635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734539710268645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870402080613954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275651342994265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25059830176283765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744099758611589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32741408681091777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32109240056495336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RarityWebkinz,2019/05/13,"Here lies an incompetent moron I’m an ugly female still (physically) going through my “awkward teenage phase” and I don’t take care of myself because I honestly don’t see the reason why I should care anymore. 

If people only see my worth in being useful for advice and listening/comforting them with their problems, I feel only useful for that. And feel absolutely stupid as well.

I feel like the epitome of a male neckbeard. I spend my entire day, playing on the PlayStation, eating, and watching tv. Hardly any social interaction because I have zero friends. None online, none in real life. I was homeschooled since the fifth grade due to my
anxiety disorder, and I never had a normal school experience. Nor have I ever had a friend. I was deemed too different. And still am.

I’ve tried fitting into everything but no one will accept me unless I fake who I am, which I don’t want to do at all. All people have used me for was advice or because I’m the last choice.

I’m 17 years old and I’m still ugly.  I have no friends or social life. I can’t even do most of things on my own because I get scared or I don’t understand. Sometimes I feel like I have the mind of a 12 year old, and I’m not advancing past that.",2.7271704545454547,4.834937012500003,4.348712121212124,83.31477272727275,76.79166666666666,6.863636363636362,24.65909090909091,7.84624498591911,1.4756249999999995,953,33,181,15,22,319,139,240,0.14400000000000002,0.721,0.135,-0.6327,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,1,8,17,2,2,12,0,22,3,0,4,4,38,43,16,0,5,7,0,5,2,3,2,2,0,0,1,5,10,1,0,7,2,2,2,12,6,1,2,5,8,30,11,19,35,6,22,0,0,3,0,10,7,0,5,15,122,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294576907865803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740954463221428,0.0,0.08335287549469357,0.0,0.10805745185778606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26568011005362396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218069493447665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026915218021279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383833428231264,0.12487576270769248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114916416539791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196599362632752,0.09855910809839608,0.0,0.0,0.0979247815713806,0.10658221977123312,0.0,0.0,0.2203705574848915,0.15567980121641375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25254296178410685,0.0,0.05692626535549161,0.0,0.06192356797864431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976053221274499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881563606190483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539210762079522,0.1064631381739872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001692045146727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403543286062909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067560950299406,0.0,0.0,0.2286670178127909,0.0,0.07383302969211321,0.16573554158744772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401311886348368,0.15107606671613255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425847080350714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401850984748808,0.0,0.11202737914088344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908636337175516,0.11027171480421877,0.17365147108128035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013151196713216,0.0,0.0,0.22213872863250128,0.0,0.0,0.10776264072036347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610429498432117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819231545257484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238711747141349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397559936545185,0.0,0.0,0.11342953393111235,0.0,0.28231521430670503,0.0,0.0,0.06426648558224016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796668430622077,0.0,0.09831800592385344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033127069019982
lonely,illbreakmyownheart,2019/05/13,I don’t fit in anywhere I just feel like a background character in everyone’s life that could easily disappear without anyone noticing. It’s been like this my whole life. I wonder if I’m just not really meant to belong anywhere in this world.,4.186914893617022,6.326462531914897,5.311648936170212,77.90875,72.61702127659575,8.955319148936171,28.77127659574468,9.516144504307137,2.9902382978723407,197,8,34,5,4,65,36,47,0.040999999999999995,0.742,0.21600000000000005,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,9,7,1,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,4,2,5,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,2,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126274058924135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24279181459487534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905718566151565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375748014650098,0.21724257739271785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295767472620718,0.2971268764928965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462094695685812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948083972107122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33950659524446153,0.0,0.29313274596365513,0.3297735755075712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sigynaesir,2019/05/13,"Just a warning A while back I joined a discord for lonely people to have someone to talk to. Its called foever alone with the badly drawn meme face.

Some people wont have an issue but I figure a PSA couldnt hurt. Theres some rather vocal anti-trans who post memes, throw around the usual phrase of ""trans ___ arent real ___"", and all the other things that trans people have to hear.

The owner and mods dont seem to care. Just a warning for any other trans person.",2.6992391304347843,4.570590228260869,3.388478260869565,91.25163043478264,76.06521739130434,5.034782608695653,15.847826086956525,5.148860815047168,-0.7370913043478264,359,4,72,1,8,113,64,92,0.16699999999999998,0.7929999999999999,0.04,-0.8284,1,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,10,0,7,1,1,0,1,15,10,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,10,8,3,6,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,3,3,47,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222028362775879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589724771854998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909896076022964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497105984886226,0.17913524250539728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190733674484809,0.0,0.21874186266590992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514439196481381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24180663200744285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22967374316634534,0.0,0.0,0.22392815073487746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462132983354641,0.18733150781989846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054738052839767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441979926031861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531276065531228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817823984608928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244230577649988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425334718066541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23628985798469726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MysticWolves98,2019/05/13,"Waking up sad every morning Nothing really to say, just that it sucks. Probably going to file it under menstruation hormones and leave it be.",4.214266666666667,7.4608429600000035,6.068000000000001,66.40066666666667,79.4,8.133333333333335,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,3.4723333333333337,114,5,15,3,3,39,22,25,0.23600000000000002,0.764,0.0,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666700428152572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473310005314901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608080212222019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175807538477708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692131580608858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27879666961274546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460840458422313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Vman1218,2019/05/13,"Either Hated or Ignored That's the title of one of my favorite $uicideboy$ songs and I have never related to it more than now in my life. I don't know what I'm doing wrong or why people don't wanna speak to me. I'm on multiple different apps to meet people, I try to seem approachable in public. I'm on r/r4r, I'm on r/makenewfriends here, I'm on r/lonely, obviously. I've messaged tons of different people about tons of different things just trying to make one friend but no one can just seem to bare me. I think I'm pretty cool, and pretty funny. I kinda have a dark sense of humor but I love art, tv, movies, music, food. Just average stuff. I like getting deep and helping people whenever I can. I really don't understand what's wrong with me",1.942940092165898,3.794361270967741,4.410437788018434,83.16137096774196,78.2258064516129,7.783410138248849,22.03917050691244,8.634040054169528,1.5321428571428566,587,17,118,13,14,206,92,155,0.08199999999999999,0.7070000000000001,0.21100000000000002,0.9711,3,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,2,1,8,3,0,1,2,23,23,7,0,1,8,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,6,4,1,1,5,3,0,1,5,4,0,3,0,3,14,5,21,23,4,10,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,5,3,72,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579304634034985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666479668495175,0.0,0.11287655940444825,0.0,0.07633126175061251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424358182409347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792780397808368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029278313032998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319480720889908,0.07137711929635916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131861026343575,0.0,0.0975229378972621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268138849357875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970035859585384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051495990734144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972726106089427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935954523654406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26600805142498496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724963748191213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706240127607056,0.09361503201241457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838472814124367,0.0,0.0,0.15209533579406806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183259780185028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194750046482445,0.0,0.0
lonely,testbotV1,2019/05/13,"Rejections by so many people getting me down. I feel like Im doomed in this life to keep facing the problems Ive been facing for the last year. Im a trans woman and its seems that nobody who I like wants to date me. I keep seeing everyone around me get crushes on people, follow up on them, and have good things happen. Thats never happened for me. I keep trying but its always the same thing. They say Im pretty or funny, but they dont want to be with someone like me. I hate being trans. I cant deal with it anymore. Just being rejected on one aspect of who you are and nothing else seems to matter. I get it, but I just can't take it anymore. I just want to be able to date people. I just want to be able to hold someone without them pulling away. I dont want people to see me as that ""trans girl"". I just want to be like everyone else. Fuck. I work out, get good grades, have fun hobbies, the whole nine yards. But none of it matters. And thats why Im lonely. Because despite my efforts Ive been rejected by everyone who Ive ever asked out. Fuck this noise.",0.7025562888198742,2.7119202455357194,2.589510869565217,93.84353260869568,83.15178571428571,4.967080745341615,19.560559006211182,6.0469075449839425,-0.0967513198757768,821,22,181,6,23,273,115,224,0.17600000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.121,-0.8854,0,4,0,0,0,1,30.0,0,1,4,2,8,16,3,0,5,0,18,5,2,0,2,39,44,11,0,7,11,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,2,17,9,0,4,3,1,0,2,7,9,0,2,2,4,28,7,30,36,3,18,1,5,2,2,13,10,2,3,10,117,45,2,0.18457355047215715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678998993584119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304736567587146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215479589266927,0.08627567704681625,0.0,0.0867064632291671,0.0,0.0,0.05625716160903452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951436129696949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21631882652129333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541875174587877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347867171862666,0.0,0.2645519058028236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046662966466696786,0.06592969066842412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063527323294067,0.19286412425868324,0.0,0.0,0.15481153710325668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321778111901727,0.0,0.0,0.09111408435553693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398742214980422,0.0,0.0,0.24608617845303726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522603916921433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518487859342988,0.18034662718108946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356430510724596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117725036129167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855164982710947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253590730048253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559201198400984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388882810968044,0.0,0.08830598029969013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339014778766048,0.0,0.0,0.14708122290817174,0.16802882825209825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563885703512484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693881697466433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262246549595407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265666252227071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32659878661282155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327446036091836,0.10303488880033672,0.0,0.08896115806632557,0.0,0.06718587150205346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942965751125525
lonely,IsaacTH,2019/05/13,"New to Reddit, looking for a support community. I've been having a stress inducing couple of months now and was recommended Reddit. If anyone wants to get a support group going I'd be down to share stories.",5.117692307692308,6.950309487179487,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,69.51282051282051,8.276923076923078,30.948717948717945,8.841846274778883,2.9350102564102563,166,7,26,3,3,57,32,39,0.068,0.7040000000000001,0.228,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,10,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,6,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,16,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20713504960685025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277794212917891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477104638102282,0.0,0.16835770539049813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487635717009626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364526925251756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28610650649723546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393372561558481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6723300440685974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472762631941546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,memelmfao,2019/05/13,"No friends :/ Hey, does anyone want to add me on snapchat? Please nothing sexual just a friendship where we can talk, share music etc <3 my snap username is same as my reddit one :)",1.5026470588235268,4.2322133823529455,1.6384705882352968,95.42711764705885,91.64705882352942,3.896470588235295,21.50588235294117,5.6839178017228535,0.14166588235294153,141,5,27,1,5,42,33,34,0.153,0.588,0.259,0.5986,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,3,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27065536575930904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33873635365814736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316965673503072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29905708062430114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714137403633215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622954544927684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248976486847501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111202758117385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283098379511204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DisMyAccountDude,2019/05/13,"I have serious trouble making friends long term Hey it's currently 4am for me and I'm making this post before I try and go to sleep.. again. Without going into all the stuff from my past I will just say I have had problems making friends for a long time. I have been trying to talk to people for the past 8 months after my ex broke up with me (the only person I really talked to within the year prior) and I have posted on so many subreddits, dating apps, whisper posts, made videos to be creative, and other things but after all of it I have 2 people I talk to regularly and would consider close friends. I appreciate that I have them which is more than a lot of people can say, but I find that deep hole in my chest many days still and when we dont talk for a few days the loneliness hits really hard. I have taken antidepressants, talked to a psychologist that didnt help, and I have definitely made an effort to talk to people. At this point I just dont know how to deal with it, and I also dont know how I can click with someone beyond generic advice like ask them questions etc.",7.7993212669683265,5.555033570135752,8.139407239819004,76.0695633484163,63.977375565610856,11.011945701357467,31.60226244343892,9.3871,2.4990792760181,853,21,176,12,10,283,129,221,0.07200000000000001,0.831,0.09699999999999999,0.8005,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,2,1,10,8,0,0,10,0,20,2,2,7,2,35,33,15,0,2,5,1,1,1,3,2,0,3,0,1,12,14,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,6,5,25,4,31,23,7,33,0,1,1,0,21,10,0,2,19,123,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951449875973821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786360352657733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102412325822888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285134626622695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558610845553478,0.10038013320355993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34233689382115795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858889518353933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899081550165483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256743307999648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067075214135813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722086570148663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526241806703302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701968118451734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047568139085218335,0.0,0.0,0.1723317994927911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277714292364917,0.0,0.18426024160488896,0.19497780463659176,0.1974278065886652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777166606865841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405127660910885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589384418482013,0.27000546770493816,0.08501628857790637,0.0,0.0,0.0920423988088492,0.0,0.2797493149206517,0.0,0.0,0.09316617047092003,0.0,0.0,0.1090722712008146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475038330918756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485879883709716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743637725726408,0.0,0.08249794722622543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775666181011605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114608448214266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695549083508923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468568428315526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677493296370925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221032781421402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938574079532282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069166055918926,0.0,0.0,0.0627005507886472
lonely,Strangesgryphon621,2019/05/13,"I want to forget her. I got out of a e-relationship a while back, but my heart just won't stop hurting. I get attached too easily, I had to block her, and a mutual we followed just so I wouldn't feel that aching feeling in my chest. I just want it to stop. 

Why do I keep remembering her? Just to suffer? I don't know how to deal with this, I'm so inexperienced with relationships. 

I want this to end, please I just want to forget. I'm trying to move on, but I know if she messages me I'll cave in.",0.5858333333333334,2.202440731481481,3.2627407407407425,90.90633333333336,81.5,6.542222222222222,19.133333333333333,7.554174236665415,0.2707600000000001,381,9,93,6,10,134,64,108,0.114,0.66,0.226,0.8049,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,3,0,5,2,2,1,0,30,19,8,0,6,8,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,5,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,2,19,0,15,15,0,11,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,1,5,61,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856611067049735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919041856439215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112619022823655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538496661710988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094394263064857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452721569762234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289540818654467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683467013316867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717334016055125,0.0,0.0,0.21236567844099866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535102668352453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208591317636852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148692008297519,0.21886859832191635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230634372654127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117650722003046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558396650948563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434144129358056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BigboyJohnathon,2019/05/13,"I try to make others happy but I tend to forget how to make myself happy I’m usually described as a easy going funny friend, my goal everyday is to make my friends laugh or others in anyway. It gives me joy even the slightest smile or giggle. I like to make people’s day a little better than it is because you never know what somebody is going through. I do this to the point that I forget to be the light for myself.",3.7551550387596886,4.628815755813957,5.230232558139537,83.09364341085275,71.67441860465118,6.663565891472868,23.635658914728683,6.42735559955562,0.7825798449612407,329,8,63,2,6,111,59,86,0.040999999999999995,0.5479999999999999,0.41100000000000003,0.993,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,3,9,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,5,1,12,15,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,11,9,12,14,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,47,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586697218835152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826128664385538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316112254516493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363766631449194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31904852735196826,0.0,0.0,0.19807235447337768,0.2346922246305416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395989910974316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134748186420768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008746409275818,0.20694503505108094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5513022346415135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592484358512197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314573329442667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951882942766024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018489688322766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274061650611759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,littecrow19903,2019/05/13,Awesome r/lonely is a cool place and everyone is so nice,2.2324999999999977,3.783030583333337,4.823333333333334,81.855,76.5,8.133333333333335,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.453066666666667,45,2,9,1,1,16,11,12,0.0,0.41100000000000003,0.589,0.8755,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6748880179693498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7379201604519302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Joshyrachi,2019/05/13,"I Can't Do Anything By Myself I really feel like I'm in the right place to achieve the future I want in life but for some reason I can't push myself forward to succeed. I'm not depressed thanks to medication but I still have no motivation to do the stuff I need to. I'm really at risk of losing everything. I've discovered over the years this is because I only function when I'm dating someone. It makes me feel disgusting to be that shallow. The one longterm relationship I had was by far the most successful I've been in my life. Not even having really close friends seems to help. I guess my mindset is I have motivation when I'm dating because I'm doing things for that person. I myself am not enough to want to do well for. I'm also not an attractive or confident person so it's not easy for me to start a relationship. I've tried dating apps, meeting new people and even some subreddits but nothing has worked. I really don't want to lose everything I've been dreaming of but I can't fix this thing that shouldn't even be a problem.",3.2676054384017728,4.87453760849057,4.914095449500556,82.04244728079912,73.85849056603773,8.195782463928968,26.621531631520533,8.841846274778883,2.052063485016648,831,30,165,17,17,281,111,212,0.10300000000000001,0.693,0.204,0.9678,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,8,10,13,1,1,9,0,22,3,0,4,0,29,40,10,0,6,10,0,2,1,1,1,3,0,0,2,10,2,0,0,6,1,0,2,11,6,1,1,4,2,20,7,24,33,4,21,0,3,0,0,7,10,0,6,12,111,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486162131724633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790573782690913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598666998717937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112938854056508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548847699090852,0.0,0.25982297060280635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23569565162138964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326027521100707,0.09367662506666984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130782182157552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444503567252022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789116685637494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523670807809894,0.06406166631907396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29339348428194545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752779556836014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209590996621645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722845896915557,0.0,0.12664255728024734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581918124882124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885454613845142,0.0997274281454562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090643710831148,0.22898878178971505,0.1369990310297762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547012012056405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360113547604872,0.13481963248904458,0.0,0.28156105737417186,0.0,0.1119811080510487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937242071804716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110285306194187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281184046535483,0.0,0.10471759919051862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501081939699248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072344119289627,0.0,0.0,0.17422891884606673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902612197206462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320249933723061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789825376281475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095461477684281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444101114505541
lonely,anon101233,2019/05/13,I care about other people more than they care about me in literally all of my relationships I care about the other person more than they care about me. I was already insecure about how clingy I was and this realization made it so much worse. I always seem to put more effort and I don't know if anyone actually wants me around anymore.,4.562153846153848,6.2567886,5.455384615384617,79.1046153846154,70.69230769230771,8.276923076923078,23.76923076923077,8.841846274778883,1.6181384615384613,269,7,51,5,5,88,44,65,0.087,0.733,0.18,0.7665,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,1,8,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,10,11,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,12,4,11,8,5,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.18084168378495302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450081410565496,0.0,0.15419775730350946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378367604369691,0.1295772559681472,0.0,0.0,0.1649705292182156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7557680504023302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018448271337463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535047989460034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362285826865445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847478089644138,0.16181078317437925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862937645601541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989600313562932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870472636119566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930417813533047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888528359254452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,riahcruzz,2019/05/13,"Too lonely to cope, but not good enough to be somebody’s partner either. I wish so desperately to have a happy relationship but I’m in no state to be somebody’s SO other right now because I need so much work. This sucks.",0.6366666666666667,3.1203125555555573,2.806111111111111,88.30250000000002,90.11111111111113,4.777777777777779,20.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.4250000000000007,175,6,35,2,6,59,34,45,0.276,0.5710000000000001,0.153,-0.7058,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,5,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,25,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141815729613986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630416483649085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946982889021415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740218809927221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582849368247668,0.2605238526263061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772217115974553,0.0,0.300053605704857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040386956598677,0.0,0.0,0.2557892226966048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HypnoticPingu,2019/05/13,"Do I have depression? Everyday since I was in 6th grade I haven’t  wanted to do anything but stay in bed, think about relationships that I’ve fucked up on, get sad when I think about memories, not eating as much as I used too, feel like I’m trash, sleep too much, and have no energy to do anything. So like, do I have depression or is it like a teenage thing? I’m 17 and a dude by the way.",5.912349397590362,3.954934903614461,6.719367469879519,83.84603915662652,67.43373493975903,11.191566265060242,30.388554216867472,10.125756701596842,2.3672915662650595,299,8,73,6,4,100,55,83,0.21899999999999997,0.6509999999999999,0.13,-0.8862,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,3,0,10,3,1,1,0,10,19,8,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,6,3,11,18,2,8,0,3,0,1,1,4,1,1,5,45,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36166831921683656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785378455630812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22485741150665392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111136313275932,0.15698825762219767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031537988586112,0.11480943759266925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220738162369271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230806281508046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23592747806604036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817780972228336,0.0,0.21990703908854933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23422249142366897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599103232837912,0.2816117257613339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897920100443283,0.0,0.0,0.1296132641001118,0.1744260034247276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justanothersadjoe,2019/05/13,Feeling lonely 23 m living in NC.  Moved here after finishing college. Every thing is going great except I am having hard time finding any relationships.  Cute girl i gave my number to ended up texting me today but found out she is 17 (18 in a few months).   Told her I wasn't interested.  Was hard to do being single for so long.  Sort of mad at myself for ignoring a opportunity even though I know it would not have worked out and wasn't right to do.  Just really sad now but I guess life goes on.  Thanks for reading,2.2329411764705887,4.472012686274514,4.121333333333337,83.68200000000002,79.0,6.432941176470589,20.003921568627447,7.554174236665415,0.7396556862745096,402,10,78,6,10,136,84,102,0.175,0.6970000000000001,0.128,-0.7489,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,1,0,2,0,12,1,0,0,0,16,20,5,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,6,3,10,5,16,12,2,18,0,2,0,0,6,8,0,2,8,54,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024413520484486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265943157058093,0.0,0.0,0.13621361421323305,0.0,0.17375849140805258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427657768842624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884913752879731,0.0,0.0,0.2261216198076548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172058158905796,0.0,0.0,0.22737037839137125,0.22718667004246085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36948489205776747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333915065074875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566703686979696,0.0,0.0,0.18210572956763452,0.18250792348140346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461159697239305,0.2191908892287056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062867843886958,0.0,0.13211684366019386,0.0,0.0,0.22141488774638685,0.0,0.1761201261287307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986977410417025,0.0,0.0,0.1370106962526805,0.0,0.2026208861972704,0.0,0.12025494019675588,0.0,0.19548285068426746,0.1970625347887515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501386062596041,0.0,0.0,0.14650056783849544,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Zeniak_,2019/05/13,"The only people I've ever cared about I just found this sub so I'll vent here too, why not. Long post, but it explains all.

There have been these 2 people in my life that I'll never get over and I have no idea how to ago about finding someone like them again. I've already did a more serious and depressive rant about my life a couple of days ago, so this time it probably won't be as sad.

First, there was this guy from school, he just so happened to transfer to the same school that I too transfered to that year. I was even younger back then and I was at the start of turning into the person who never leaves his room and loves weird lesser-known music and watches a lot of anime, and this guy was probably my very first instance of me looking at someone and thinking, ""That person is probably like me, I should talk to them."" He had really long hair and wore glasses and was often dressed in black. I really loved him (in whatever way you wanna interpret that word), he really was like me, we would be by ourselves at school just laughing at obscure internet shit that we loved a lot but no one else knew about. That guy really defined me, he made me think ""**this** is the type of person I wanna be with, **nobody else**"". In the end, he had his own mental issues, he would skip school a lot, he would often go but not wanna talk. After a while, he started hanging out with other people more than me. I stopped reaching out to him, and after some time I stopped seeing him around school. No idea where he is now.

Second, there was this guy I was friends with through the internet. I'm not from the USA but he was. He found me on Tumblr, he talked to me because my profile pic on there was the cover art of this weird obscure metal album that I like. We started voice-chatting on Discord and he also was into all the same stuff the first guy was into, but, besides that, he was also super into all the same music as me. For the second time I had a found my reason to live in somebody else, for the second time I was at my happiest, for the second time it ended. Back then I was 16 and he was 20, and he once told me that he was tired of only ever meeting kids on the internet. We talked a lot but he deleted all his social media and disappeared after a while. No idea where he is now (second time).

So now I ask you. All these years on this planet and I've only ever known 2 people who I truly liked. My only passions in life are listening to music, watching anime, and being on the internet. I don't know how to talk to people if I don't have anything in common with them, which is 99% of the time for me. I only know how to truly live when it's for somebody else, I can only be truly happy when it's with somebody else, as we can see. What do I do?",2.871041778143649,4.082718189380536,4.216542498456473,88.23500926116488,74.18584070796459,6.5301502366742135,23.05103930849969,6.8252276405021135,0.6484258077793785,2127,56,445,18,43,703,220,565,0.073,0.794,0.133,0.9928,0,0,0,0,0,0,76.0,5,2,3,4,40,20,1,0,27,0,47,10,2,5,10,98,76,41,0,8,13,0,1,5,1,5,4,1,1,9,31,33,0,2,16,1,0,3,12,6,0,9,29,8,56,14,74,37,16,79,0,2,6,4,61,29,1,10,50,331,87,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352014747798073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443588979792761,0.09339047873252937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04805079488116045,0.05198034485632293,0.054587676798140784,0.0,0.0,0.08979810671283715,0.0,0.03559459468313815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059533487704551524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460850011695972,0.0,0.03765734649955682,0.0,0.050292058788270165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438908235046585,0.0,0.10343414000759757,0.0,0.0,0.03856668643477159,0.15845393188308735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336829074229121,0.14900199335369446,0.0,0.19206806142576996,0.04511272027085599,0.0,0.030506872972079362,0.0,0.03318493511747972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289081213430726,0.05163494387068032,0.06215827567463177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774890069530734,0.0,0.06094500451812877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418030252230272,0.0,0.0,0.061827608561046625,0.0,0.0,0.12372981145728965,0.14263439785662324,0.0,0.10312059643635788,0.10334834586724836,0.04903371049956631,0.0,0.0,0.19856766590855,0.15810039641847684,0.055250949723186185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884436626681045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006943488821728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218447970983475,0.039567233927875665,0.26645379330224883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240474004614425,0.15295423402110078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592241060488802,0.0,0.1888660318325415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962700789123998,0.0600356444165753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954739060201794,0.09306008986553484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993749385478344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952224280173316,0.09894896250567617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398829196360713,0.0,0.0,0.09763493465517664,0.0,0.0,0.06684369324271093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23466225818807795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482915451366706,0.0,0.0,0.2383377181724433,0.06711183287626989,0.0,0.05579507622007365,0.0,0.0,0.06351261035568184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048178667256120265,0.0,0.0463480358503682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052688770268991415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244378139801463,0.0,0.0,0.07520374333749298
lonely,Been_Pole,2019/05/13,"Female Friends So this probably isn't going to be the kind of post you think,

I have a very hard time being friends with girls, like I have a hard time with friends in general but when that friend is a girl I get really paranoid that one of us will develop feelings for the other and things will be weird and uncomfortable.  The only female friends I have are those that I had before all of these weird emotional issues started to develop (2-3 years ago), and I just don't worry about it around them, like we can be in all kinds of weird situations and places that would definitely be weird and uncomfortable with a recent friend (like within the past year or so) and it's just no problem.   


A really prime example is that I went to Dairy Queen with a close friend of mine (We became friends the first day of high school) and us sitting there in the busy DQ eating ice cream looked kind of like a date.  With most friends that would have driven me absolutely mad, I mean completely Overlook Hotel nuts, but it was no issue, actually it was really fun.  I don't get to hang out with friends often so when we did this it was really great, and honestly I'd like to do it again sometime soon.  It's the same with my other friends too, like for example around the same time my other friend, we'll call her G.  G and I had scheduled an interview for an internship together at a museum on the other side of town from me, and she lived about halfway between (but a little out of the way).  I picked her up and we hung out the whole day, even visiting my old elementary and middle school (I used to live over there but moved after my parent's divorced and Dad passed away), and at the end of the day I dropped her off and all was well, really well.  Not a single issue that whole day.  While on the other end of the spectrum, girls I'm friends/friendly with who I started being friends with after my emotional problems started just make me uncomfortable to even really be alone with in any sense, and would never offer to hang out one of one with them or spend an entire day with them.

​

Reading this over I realize that it doesn't really fit into the whole theme of the sub, I just wanted to share this kind of weird problem I have and see if I'm all alone in this or if someone relates.",8.583634361233479,6.195024962555068,8.3118986784141,75.90154845814979,62.59030837004405,11.811277533039648,34.81453744493392,10.241411754978122,3.162378325991189,1799,55,368,31,20,579,206,454,0.114,0.7,0.18600000000000005,0.9921,1,2,0,0,1,0,44.0,7,1,3,3,23,38,1,0,30,0,34,1,0,3,5,79,52,32,0,9,14,2,3,6,13,6,0,0,0,3,30,41,1,0,4,3,1,8,8,9,2,4,9,6,41,29,66,30,11,72,0,0,3,0,40,30,0,7,36,265,71,4,0.0,0.0,0.056711914262824736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151549322964096,0.0,0.0,0.12037934881710086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296764200957249,0.07061615754187366,0.03952023288448403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034694470113612,0.0,0.0,0.05460101084271195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945163472528417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934197276328275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060932533543938835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739702617375012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946621366827432,0.0,0.13074323831994794,0.1029453853977269,0.0,0.0,0.0767688965799729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02938471992874632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943263938998257,0.0,0.0,0.6285937045539108,0.0,0.06072543930194664,0.0,0.03302812722005112,0.0,0.0,0.06407205757257098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411935558013248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061401750438335075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197106809388452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420715633235337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035249356443713,0.058246556365340874,0.10263332340564307,0.0,0.048802012802423314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038792253069104936,0.0,0.0,0.06330433612689815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176711044510285,0.0,0.0,0.04482191608322901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098197828293081,0.0,0.11814080376734362,0.04419912103839125,0.0,0.0,0.06452989542584554,0.0,0.05547739955104325,0.0,0.0,0.06071786736338579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565816191508202,0.0,0.06265786272022049,0.16682478819633448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813078563410023,0.0,0.26060996384991203,0.0,0.05738160958495835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763108439045306,0.04631017774040029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532376109969372,0.0,0.0,0.049240700793296316,0.0,0.05747727922441894,0.0,0.12340241336237595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03860906280082493,0.03723778314311735,0.0,0.0,0.10166207453474987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981052061348231,0.05019275169185746,0.0,0.04795100987223208,0.03427776743303671,0.0461290287007109,0.0,0.0,0.10450483453112172,0.05387324180589452,0.0,0.1946501634726699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901866325845636,0.0,0.12384981126440316,0.0,0.07061615754187366,0.07484838507538502
lonely,whytho2020,2019/05/13,"I just want someone to cuddle with, and to hold and my hand, and care about me. 17M here

I have some friends, one really close best friend. Shes amazing and the best person i could ask for, however most of my friends are in relationships and i often get pushed aside for their s/o. This makes me feel really lonely and just not as wanted.

All i want is for someone to love me, find me attractive. I get told regularly that im unattractive and have been rejected quite a bit. I had one girlfriend, but that relationship grew toxic and i broke it off which made me feel even worse. I just want someone who cares about me, loves me and supports me. Someone who wants me, someone who will wanna just cuddle and watch movies. 

I know im young and im sure that person will be here eventually. What i want is the feelings to subside, and just to live me life and chill out about it until that special girl comes along",3.1143589743589755,4.827791681318684,3.794747252747253,89.46691941391943,74.49450549450547,6.831355311355313,23.671794871794877,7.554174236665415,0.8940779487179484,714,21,151,9,15,226,105,182,0.069,0.6970000000000001,0.23399999999999999,0.9801,1,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,3,13,17,0,0,3,0,12,6,1,2,2,46,34,16,0,8,7,0,4,0,4,2,1,0,0,3,12,18,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,3,0,2,4,5,25,14,20,26,6,9,0,3,1,4,18,4,0,3,2,102,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010469027612157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268616093743195,0.0,0.11800318305419967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22040412400634488,0.0,0.0,0.09310751659401942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862988011501098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713905489769697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395634539795867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878970495685684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505236122445699,0.0,0.11294215865451356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502580379814473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059401875739630426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634515676020444,0.0,0.0,0.09544294144734623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510576159870088,0.1022746830715786,0.07214901779321409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464853122079195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875507585346696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496399806913987,0.0,0.0,0.13848680328297774,0.0,0.0,0.2320903160699343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579094943721246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226560268876981,0.10187086798696247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328191218345502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825156401251869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101500489365841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thisisththrowaway734,2019/05/13,"A Throwaway’s Experience Parents have been gone for a couple days.
I’m sitting here on our back balcony just looking at the trees’ leaves swaying about.
I have a bong in my hand, too much weed and too much time.
I just wish i had somebody to share this experience with today as it’s not often I get a day off.
But it’s okay because it won’t matter in the morning.
I’ll forget today existed and do the same day-to-day things with the same painful empty feeling in my heart.

For one day I will have somebody to share this experience with and- as painful as it is- I just have to keep being patient and hope.",2.8310400000000016,4.316763824000002,4.011400000000002,88.56670000000004,74.75999999999998,6.28,26.9,6.742157984588678,1.05972,478,18,101,4,10,156,76,125,0.078,0.777,0.145,0.7351,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,8,1,11,4,2,0,0,21,19,8,0,2,5,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,3,9,4,18,13,4,15,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,2,7,72,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036278187722135,0.0,0.09541992794024463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319872526622807,0.0,0.5047481677197935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45935246239831895,0.0,0.0,0.07914684584824855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178105823626612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549015041922806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547073766412225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391320662914973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574387224045206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144673128495746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23013679206018056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606954914930464,0.0,0.3331203310010628,0.0,0.17380930287093255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039923317034185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127456448256044,0.0,0.2967464293911353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000308192658285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Vanettiv,2019/05/13,"Can’t share my feelings and emotions with anyone I know. It’s really hard for me to do this science my best friend committed suicide. Don’t get me wrong guys , I have some friends I can spend time with. But all of our conversations are superficial. And I just can’t to talk about things that really matter to me .. I know they won’t care. I want and I can’t at the same time , and it  annoys me even more.  I’m trying to deal with it, it feels like it’s getting better, but sometimes it’s killing me.
P.s sorry for my English guys, it’s not even my second language. You know you are f*cked up , when your only place to share your feelings and emotions is reddit :)",1.7300854700854735,3.780593222222224,2.9696296296296296,92.26794871794873,79.74074074074075,5.635327635327637,21.49572649572649,6.67199483983844,0.33041880341880336,515,15,111,5,13,166,81,135,0.109,0.716,0.174,0.6428,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,1,4,1,2,5,11,2,0,1,0,11,0,0,0,2,24,22,8,2,1,4,0,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,10,8,0,0,6,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,0,4,22,8,14,21,5,6,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,1,4,76,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139276783414003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709898368540873,0.14410243522580687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612270938989052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797844412049592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665590458427507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523356651066064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24715392637924974,0.11640052878121195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517657744674641,0.0,0.17025323355102506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226617909379289,0.0,0.0,0.14595742053527036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802630219835301,0.0,0.2686338266635592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960162771490475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239191245613274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702320044411322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876018613381994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114651052608828,0.18239197322966705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782240345821548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309606798621112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824652504414776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900169804506917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062191518443208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610306341904787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781434347233751,0.0,0.0
lonely,wdisb,2019/05/13,Dunno if I should laugh or cry cause it's ridiculous Fucking watching GoT alone again. God my life is sad. How the hell did I end up like this.,1.1540000000000001,3.1919117333333347,1.6833333333333336,100.80500000000002,81.66666666666666,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.7399999999999998,112,3,26,0,3,34,29,30,0.364,0.444,0.192,-0.8107,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,6,5,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,3,2,1,2,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,1,2,3,3,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109735077081341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076312117957488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358750515693363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35145418674385936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668426829168648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173636767719004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802772872895973,0.1938603880564674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Claysmoker,2019/01/07,"Walk away Every day I want to walk away be free from jobs cars phones the internet  girl friends friends family.

I want to just be free from it all just live free 

I can just  imagine it walking away being one place one day and a new place the next 

Christopher McCandless is my hero 

He did what I have wanted to do for so long 

I would trade my life for a month of freedom 

People say I would not make it I would die i would have no food  no home no one for help.

I don't eat now anyway my home feels distant even though I'm standing in it. 

I would be fine with no family nor friends no one calls or talks anyways.

I know I can do it just walk away be a dead man who still stands talks yet no one knows 

Walk away and get endlessly changing horizon each day have a new and different sunset.

I will walk away and find my freedom 

The fear of death follows from the fear of life. A man who lives fully is prepared to die at any time.

Mark Twain



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lonely,makuntizsmelli,2019/01/07,"Just another ordinary day. How do I feel? 

Empty? Check.

Scared? Check.

Alone? Check.

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lonely,GooTuba,2019/01/07,"I want to do so much, just not alone Every time I'm out with my family, whether it's eating out or traveling to a different city/country, I always think about how it would've been if I traveled with a friend or even a SO. Don't get me wrong, I love my family. I just think traveling with someone else is more fun at times. 

I've only ever done that with a colleague (who I'd call a friend) 3 years ago, where we decided to spend an extra weekend after a course to explore the city.  

It doesn't have to be traveling either. It could be anything from going to the movies, eating out or simply going for a walk. 

Blerh.",3.270017361111112,4.0764089531250045,4.798854166666668,85.98850694444445,72.75,7.876388888888887,24.378472222222207,8.167268648758528,1.2726430555555557,478,13,102,7,9,161,84,128,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.9391,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,10,0,10,3,0,1,1,25,18,8,0,3,9,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,4,5,1,8,3,1,0,0,2,0,9,4,18,13,4,20,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,4,7,71,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314882561091873,0.0,0.0,0.19061983255958465,0.0,0.0,0.15314397367944968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145710174340626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793517364974247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694859343522254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229261204542225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834659542654603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37665728561537604,0.1537497864965022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156299527830368,0.1664833595518655,0.15506968809693486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470110809646825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843924593082548,0.0,0.09615829613293186,0.0,0.20919920708354686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611190918033092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352975999532393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997798018362567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594459070543432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358630465235673,0.0,0.0,0.21464155123946108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855719611059453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074352324680985,0.2012292958316595,0.0,0.1185218791314676
lonely,DarthLucifer,2019/01/07,"Have you ever had soul talk? Like in the movies, when mom speaks to daughter  about the things that happened in the life and how they affected them emotionally.

I tried to do something like that to my mom when I was like 20. But it didn't feel natural. I only feel anxiety.

What about you? Do you think it's necessary for healthy childhood?",2.4097402597402606,4.936909757575759,2.9265367965367983,90.87409090909094,80.2121212121212,6.8017316017316025,24.58008658008658,7.957251820313856,1.4075177489177495,268,10,55,5,7,83,48,66,0.077,0.77,0.153,0.7453,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,2,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,1,8,10,5,0,0,1,3,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,9,3,8,7,0,6,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,7,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283976060300148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835549689938247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280199057097918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25491745363986784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229126451985431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805086694092198,0.3694592290308502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5904638040115916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171745409771065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940627453380072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261156797991786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747010011451124,0.16152205774047113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711451079213872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jaramus,2019/01/07,"The same boat Rarely visit this thread and I guess it's been mentioned many times before but there is at least some solace in knowing you're not alone. I frequently scroll past these posts for fear of further depression but today there has been a strange comfort in being aware so many people feel the same. I'm sad that it has to be that way and I don't revel in the fact so many other people are miserable. Not sure what can be said about prayer but I really hope you all find happiness.

Apologies for the douchebag tone of the post, I just feel low as shit and it's made me feel slightly better writing something mildly hopeful.",2.597053349875932,5.1383074274193605,2.78483870967742,92.08571960297769,79.56451612903227,5.428287841191069,21.635235732009924,6.67199483983844,0.45829851116625303,507,15,99,5,13,154,90,124,0.228,0.629,0.14400000000000002,-0.9335,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,6,12,1,2,6,0,11,1,1,1,3,25,21,9,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,4,4,7,6,11,14,5,14,0,4,0,0,6,6,1,4,4,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099605161161666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048978278842886,0.0,0.0,0.14601944880828474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422022535192079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578583771454896,0.2504418474549021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509003885080984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187864946548526,0.0,0.0,0.1757543256086063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279674074898997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073583255597983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622366132972887,0.0,0.5021630470839537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760869900237984,0.2289221069966953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162444728588553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576867512547143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570499677379922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947500066216808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271037134326155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560683740884956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627240062302446,0.0,0.15649754833535198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105041437771872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LazyKokiri,2019/01/07,"Join our discord family! Trying to get some new faces in my discord server! We play games, D&D, watch anime, etc. DM for more info!",1.2885999999999989,3.925411360000002,2.895500000000002,85.43525000000002,95.4,4.1000000000000005,18.25,5.985473137389443,0.27680000000000016,104,3,17,1,4,34,24,25,0.19699999999999998,0.659,0.14400000000000002,-0.3971,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485860252524217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5001041272388992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227281792696442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342796739109472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43308448584729176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30444609686718244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,moon_titties,2019/01/07,"Is it normal to be lonely as a 15 year old? I'm 15 and my life is going downhill right now. 2018 was probably my loneliest year ever and I really hope that I might find a friend in 2019.
I see so many people (basically everyone at school) with so many friends while I sit alone at lunch and it makes me feel so unwanted and sad.
I could be doing something wrong but I have no idea what. People have told me that I look like a bitch and that I can be pretty mean sometimes, but that's not all that I am, ya know.
Advice? Thanks.",0.4649999999999999,2.5600248018018017,2.368851351351349,94.55435810810812,84.76576576576576,5.501801801801802,17.35810810810811,6.816661863887847,-0.14488648648648672,407,9,93,5,12,135,77,111,0.16399999999999998,0.688,0.14800000000000002,0.1823,0,3,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,5,9,1,0,3,0,13,2,0,1,2,22,24,12,0,4,3,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,3,14,5,6,17,1,12,0,2,2,0,4,4,1,2,7,60,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700202599527778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700141454427218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645017181092745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458931918614352,0.0,0.16330278607092366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864124460629496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561999939149421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640746605815566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971267130972676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974279377508822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292590322625355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392246523176204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207121028105827,0.08349336944235618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351340796436513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407743494315276,0.3465326395083593,0.0,0.18616078507404726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129846166516805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744623980539375,0.0,0.0,0.1793313641227054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23696182676137054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738672851142382,0.18425968312306312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948325961469273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459481240856641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729604665258753,0.13618560074289207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156758217143755,0.16902500016569325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734225247384653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330278607092366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685290786213435,0.0,0.22010868417017912
lonely,tightbtthole69,2019/01/07,"Im a lonley 19 y/o male I work 40+ hours a week but when im not working i sit and listen to music by myself. i want a female friend to talk to about relationships maybe, someone who can give me good advice.",-0.6959574468085101,1.0681270638297915,2.637702127659576,92.89400000000002,86.87234042553192,4.611063829787233,15.782978723404256,5.6839178017228535,-0.707575319148936,160,3,38,1,5,58,38,47,0.0,0.78,0.22,0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,19,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486098551216355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965591815943965,0.0,0.0,0.2440565403319492,0.0,0.2133899109121601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505459766304286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496203146335126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555924816021263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731448076328774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556366999104595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044878745666754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005963010118042,0.0,0.2040751041135722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370432007914672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EthelLove,2019/01/07,"Loneliness is Destroying Me I’ve been feeling so low lately due to loneliness, it’s like a weight on my chest compressing me more and more. I shut off my phone for hours, sometimes days, and I when I turn it on again there is no messages or anything waiting for me. I have people who I think would call themselves my friends, but they’re obviously not. I can tell they’ve been active on WhatsApp, but just skipping my messages and carrying on. This is has been a long term thing now, but only recently do I feel really destroyed by it. I cry constantly and can barely get out of bed sometimes. I’ve tried so hard to shift my outlook to something brighter, more positive, but it’s impossible. I feel I’ve fallen into a hole and can’t climb back up like I’ve done countless times before in the past. I don’t really know what the meaning of this post was; but it does feel slightly better getting my feelings out. ",4.988499999999998,5.8441121833333325,5.534444444444446,82.10000000000002,68.83333333333334,8.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.5231666666666674,723,30,141,12,12,233,113,180,0.128,0.745,0.128,0.2478,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,8,7,2,0,5,0,16,2,1,0,1,27,28,14,0,1,8,0,7,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,10,8,1,1,8,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,7,19,4,18,22,4,29,0,1,0,0,7,12,0,1,16,92,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285050922412642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241365958010428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737266507535367,0.0,0.0,0.14277964160451656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484722890572465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744581643526043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733311781804612,0.10411477418570184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127632248921318,0.16520810727937027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081419463208192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472734062550535,0.0,0.1686903877115884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461759900788604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589848569578306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872263084652313,0.0,0.18211017953657732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774184327226196,0.0,0.0,0.1428684000950652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758543557333942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278160438501155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541117552556954,0.11192144833820404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461389856867733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068438643023084,0.0,0.1594014976206409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428359919601588,0.3193345203733633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110476742463818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725287207339217,0.10344356744293078,0.0,0.0,0.09413635628367044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960645723223587,0.17559923095495072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965891623105957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146816058221006,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Maia_Reed,2019/01/07,"Feed up but hasn’t given up🤷‍♀️ I don’t know which hurts anymore...
Being ignored by them or the shit they talk about me..🤷‍♀️",-5.237499999999997,-5.333924939393935,-0.7509469696969688,107.79357954545458,131.72727272727275,1.65,10.18560606060606,3.1291,-2.2728757575757577,99,2,29,0,8,37,27,33,0.225,0.601,0.174,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879232728130254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5266869758343776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27038561010369216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050221082513668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954440559169686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LonelyBurnerHelp,2019/01/07,"Got rejected twice by the same girl and I feel like shit So about a week and a half ago i went to my friend's house. I hadn't seen her in months because she goes to uni in another city and was back home for christmas/new year.

We chatted and watched a movie and eventually we sat quite close and cuddled up. It was nice. After a lil while i asked her if i could kiss her and she was very polite and told me that she just didnt really see me that way. It hurt but i was understanding that she's just not into me that way.

Yesterday, tho, was my birthday. I had a lot of fun with my friends n she came along too (bc we've chatted quite a bit since last week). At the end of the night it was just me walking her home and i stopped near her house and gave her a hug and thanked her for making my birthday awesome. I then asked again if i could kiss her. I dont know why i expected a different answer, or why it hurt even more when she said no again, but it just stung.

Shes back in the other city for about 2mths for uni and i'll probably spend the next two weeks just going over what-ifs in my head. What a crappy end to a great birthday.",1.3208843537414978,2.7826082448979648,2.5902040816326526,97.27170068027212,78.79591836734693,6.136054421768707,20.64625850340136,6.868970318607317,0.04150340136054398,880,22,218,9,21,283,137,245,0.084,0.769,0.147,0.9575,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,2,16,14,1,0,15,0,13,6,2,1,0,41,30,22,0,5,11,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,11,19,0,1,4,2,1,4,5,4,0,3,17,5,38,10,24,11,4,37,0,3,3,4,27,10,1,4,22,141,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383681091861184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283063860478208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21901863211238168,0.0,0.0,0.1801455901050284,0.0,0.07140695387096134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788564038678135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397601003802476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705219917032592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238550613673675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728624076499668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750108071054754,0.0,0.0,0.07736932036223343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592290865494808,0.08368425006943234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181002872152418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657289266078542,0.0,0.09368689916395316,0.12914635404289296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021858826589775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350002870624007,0.0,0.0,0.2703257612284908,0.2507998192667085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437662715970513,0.0954840620325318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722828400675746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958753770072576,0.0,0.0,0.07819130895413663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349937196115192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313374521477496,0.12457884159284678,0.10992718056985523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629584297759075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24918386324788894,0.0,0.0,0.07504235506438534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142618008464104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334475646387533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024167986542765,0.09689873609368772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793359549644216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784601425210036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119315016603053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442795304721368,0.12194601237388487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665208723255693,0.0,0.18595924956800888,0.28188594152459584,0.0,0.0,0.10858918884916427,0.21139977131965185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543378818087629
lonely,hellojoe000,2019/01/07,"The more I interact with people the more lonely I feel I don’t connect well with most people, it’s been years since I’ve felt a strong connection to someone and I now know those feelings were heightened and false. Maybe I over think everything but honestly I just can’t make connections with people. Does anyone else relate? ",3.3114051522248253,6.25115836065574,3.4774238875878214,85.65229508196722,80.14754098360655,6.76440281030445,23.46838407494145,7.957251820313856,1.6157990632318495,264,9,46,5,7,81,47,61,0.034,0.8270000000000001,0.138,0.7007,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,14,10,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,3,6,3,5,7,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130717591529616,0.26568142193257044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269134088264103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21661018908867696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330403039209432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262217698459058,0.0,0.2489667232208677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425033880462803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308341448357667,0.0,0.26049967195169244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5392937099948212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21449396776406288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970233617741602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614767496819788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331400235823565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697939707640874
lonely,treeelubber,2019/01/07,Where should i go tomorrow. I have no money and im low on gas. I need to go be around humans. I need this today. If i donr idk what to do.,-4.121818181818181,-3.0062245454545438,0.14287878787878938,103.8343181818182,112.63636363636364,3.412121212121213,8.530303030303031,5.46131890053228,-1.849642424242424,102,1,29,1,6,38,25,33,0.192,0.8079999999999999,0.0,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,6,0,8,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35330022386156895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45110300973353706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286898661390606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5885511220235908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761882532232445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rogelio81,2019/01/07,Today is my 23rd birthday and I’ve never felt so lonely. I have lost all of my friends in the span of 6 months mainly due to me being so distant and feeling like I don’t have a valued place in any group. Sitting alone in the cardio room at the gym listening to sad music at 1:50am certainly isn’t helping. Hopefully I feel better after hitting back and biceps. Usually just lurk and creep around Reddit I think this is my first post. Anyways just venting. Have a good day everyone. ,1.876918660287081,4.478383926315793,3.3044976076555024,86.7533014354067,83.42105263157895,5.559808612440191,23.3732057416268,6.980632752743323,1.0893157894736838,383,14,70,5,11,125,71,95,0.11900000000000001,0.6629999999999999,0.218,0.8644,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,0,0,5,0,8,2,1,0,3,15,16,6,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,4,8,6,11,12,2,20,0,3,0,0,4,9,0,1,10,47,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24318748954739824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967566390658045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902650920450855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055079118116965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766621712082395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514300012141897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243665378773036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374492416097892,0.1677449617348931,0.2254499218102919,0.0,0.0,0.19972527834847287,0.0,0.0,0.18141000151116649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969435553558808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738505108040432,0.0,0.0,0.23321465533599184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471401491800742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25631773513355505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741935978212151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109633182259188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453215751683164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22487858261330948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045376284007092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256798061301766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586048780089566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sanedrac24,2019/01/07,"I feel like there is something wrong with me. People always end up distancing from me. My dad walked out of my life when I was 12. My ex-boyfriend dumped me right before leaving to college. My best friend ditched me for my ex and his group of friends. My other two friends just went on a trip together. I don't get why no one thinks about including me or about asking how my day is going. Literally, hours can go by and I will not get a single text from anyone. My ex seems so much happier without me in his life and meanwhile, I am literally crying every day and night because of how lonely I am. Everyone has their ""go to"" person except for me. I have tried reaching out to people but everyone just cancels or they tell me ""yes let's hang out!"" but never reach out to me again. I feel there is something wrong with me. Am I not funny enough? Am I not fun enough? Maybe I am too dramatic and oversensitive which leads to people not wanting to hang out with me. Sometimes I feel so shitty because I wonder if I had been chiller my boyfriend wouldn't have left me. I wake up, go to class, go home, and repeat, repeat, repeat, then I work during the weekends in order to not feel excluded when my friends are doing plans and they don't invite me. Sometimes I get into these weird hibernation/depressive moods where I literally won't talk to anyone for days which leads me to slowly lose more and more friends every day. I don't get what my other friends have that I don't but people always chose them over me. They always want to hang out with them, and not me. Literally, all of these people have made me lose the small amount of confidence I once had. They make me doubt myself, they make me want to change who I am as a person, they make me want to try to become funnier, or more relaxed. I just wish I could find someone who would think I am a genuinely cool and funny person. Does anyone feel this way? ",3.383885964912277,4.934036634210532,4.193157894736846,87.56043859649124,73.44736842105263,6.856140350877192,23.98245614035088,7.42949916751922,0.951577192982456,1491,43,305,17,30,478,183,380,0.111,0.7440000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.9106,0,2,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,9,7,16,20,1,1,6,2,32,3,1,8,2,68,61,25,0,9,18,3,5,1,6,4,2,0,1,3,11,21,0,0,10,2,0,13,15,8,0,2,6,6,68,11,47,49,10,48,0,3,0,0,29,17,0,7,17,215,79,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189739024885475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966076727097346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561243356614072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860811390618318,0.08932625718177357,0.0688234249469035,0.0,0.08487918926154094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085560939828825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457656979571295,0.0,0.08884353024712742,0.20864515784425994,0.0,0.06966233364527502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077914934734235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163619610261325,0.16714254041409685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362907708402862,0.1545697395992411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447828245077596,0.05778110965153404,0.0,0.0,0.07392339397795031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749288591725707,0.0,0.1690270801918875,0.0,0.2298315159340677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811298263629565,0.0,0.07965108898869683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564086656706221,0.08787699768054655,0.08270588309522428,0.11425670527020332,0.03951417083405807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096938349642205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653116986200237,0.16196526560472496,0.0,0.08125542373790537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594565398846383,0.0,0.06238009713262905,0.0,0.0,0.07590095470677945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613518868538934,0.05480678098521582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28036208642483057,0.21186543441567252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907158192978169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363065146689042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852986143343084,0.12453165928907435,0.15998594322834211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500875453388387,0.07069320060998209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365003250454943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982522292744204,0.0,0.07900858401354965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082187008623366,0.06419924765467276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497711723124557,0.07298215229744774,0.0,0.09300868691284296,0.07796600252243642,0.08771154971217048,0.05888203279790721,0.0,0.0,0.05745525055336334,0.17686045661871014,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheParonomasiac,2019/01/07,"I guess this is mostly venting. I’m gonna try and go to bed, but tonight’s been really hard, and I’m worried that if I don’t get these feelings out, something bad might happen I dunno why I’m here. It’s 3:00 AM and I have to wake up soon. Hopefully this is all coherent and not just the exhausted ramblings of some lonely internet lady, but I can’t sleep because of how horrible I feel, and I just need to type it all our. I’m so lonely and isolated.

I don’t really have anyone. All the friends I’ve known for years really only treat me like a friend if we’re in a class or performance together. None of them ever want to spend time with me outside of that, and none of them respond to my messages. I feel like I’m a friend out of convenience for them, and unless they need something, they don’t really care if I’m around. And it’s not just one set of people either. I have three separate social groups that treat me the exact same way. They all seem really happy when I’m around, but that’s as far as they care. Like if I was a dollar bill sitting on the sidewalk, yeah they’d pick me up, but if I wasn’t immediately in front of them, they wouldn’t go out of their way to get me.

It’s always been kinda like this for me, but recently everything in my life has been pretty challenging, and it’s getting really hard to keep moving forward all alone.

Over the past month I’ve had some pretty dark nights, and I’ve been having a really hard time with finding reasons not to give up.

With this upcoming semester, I’m not even gonna see any of those friends in classes, and based off of past experiences, I’m not honestly convinced I’ll ever see or hear (or hear back) from any of them again.

And I don’t know why it’s like this. Maybe I’m just broken, or maybe I’m just not worth spending time around, but I’ve tried really hard to make things get better, and so far they just keep getting worse.

I don’t know what I’m gonna do. I don’t know if I’m gonna be okay.

Recently I’ve been trying to make some new friends. I’m not sure how well it’s gone. I’ve only interacted with any of them twice, and they seemed okay with me, but I’m really scared it’ll end up just like everyone else. I’m really scared that it’ll start out okay and then none of them will end up really liking me and will kinda just move on. I’m scared that maybe it’s just something fundamentally wrong with me

I’m really scared that it’s always gonna be like this. And I’m not really sure how much more of this I can really take.

The past few months have been so hard. And I am so lost and afraid, and I don’t know if I’ll be able to make it through any of this

I have a counseling appointment lined up through my university, but those are gonna be fairly spread out and will only be able to last for a few months. After that, I’ve got no way to get more help

After that, I will be cut off everyone

I’m so alone and afraid and I can see what’s coming down the road and none of it looks good, it all looks like it’s just gonna be more of the same and worse still

I’m gonna try to get some sleep. That might help temporarily. But I always feel this way, when I’m around other people, and when I’m actually alone

I just want to feel better

I just want to feel like I have anyone that cares, that cares about me, about what’s going on, if I’m around

If I exist

I just want to feel better",2.7988330345988817,3.519385749307478,4.297104448427572,89.46938542175873,73.77839335180056,7.989614904133399,21.774591276954002,8.313332769828598,0.8157532127532452,2629,55,616,42,51,879,239,722,0.125,0.696,0.179,0.9931,1,7,3,0,0,0,66.0,1,0,16,6,40,49,1,6,15,4,50,5,3,8,11,146,137,64,0,17,45,0,12,10,5,17,2,2,1,0,44,44,0,2,16,0,5,9,23,13,1,3,12,19,57,36,82,100,24,76,0,3,5,0,32,31,0,27,42,364,101,4,0.09737948672862584,0.0,0.04751416594365036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128367020138592,0.0,0.0,0.12154130079937825,0.0,0.0,0.13244278052070485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809000130649835,0.0,0.0,0.216720972096432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03743940720866136,0.040653901937262274,0.029680815633026107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918636382712825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985697534448267,0.0,0.0,0.041941902623841815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04067403284947575,0.0,0.08624932147859056,0.0,0.0,0.03215911628822245,0.08808532082687102,0.0,0.0930502726754265,0.04375920180306857,0.047627911839544776,0.0,0.0,0.17233298045665718,0.06956792477627176,0.0,0.0,0.04450154334590746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188087874715688,0.0,0.1780686691896399,0.04670763849253688,0.08301450962854554,0.04083864666475839,0.038941635661145516,0.0,0.05363724164599502,0.0,0.04305617925671509,0.05183113719341005,0.21808223207090974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975375886868337,0.0,0.06527141728271492,0.0,0.0,0.04835990133873443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655536212154698,0.0,0.0,0.10703443842492788,0.03968863937539436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034391005664993875,0.237873491938686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177424320160816,0.0,0.05315060652842943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750234533319696,0.0,0.14674617466729314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330424666638896,0.0,0.0,0.11659106587844087,0.1034989833687274,0.035792563686444415,0.07220565551828004,0.0,0.04702485754624837,0.0,0.04569202581373631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03299343020412095,0.11109223161727608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943960820160664,0.0675106748767792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906994656043153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43668654919837213,0.05006116544381972,0.09615049519570454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498770840833246,0.0,0.11639826473709958,0.08865062739999703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744981302933893,0.049633061715951006,0.0,0.11245122962245614,0.0,0.0,0.03446285095799445,0.0,0.038883691945845816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091779013802842,0.0,0.03660862749663677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03234730198570873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517414272482474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222855866269645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487388857609253,0.15459060784634626,0.0,0.0,0.0437779266876233,0.0,0.08786984036234162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944679784284611,0.09923801633876618,0.0,0.0532345909249116,0.0,0.03135459837067533
lonely,fullsun19,2019/01/07,"I’m sad, lonely and I wish I could put myself out there more I’m genuinely tired of knowing that I’ll never be able to put myself out there and meet people. I’m sure I’ll keep pushing myself further and further into the corner of my own little box where I feel safe. 

I remember one day a long time ago when my friends were discussing who was going to get a bf first, you know as the single 15 year olds we were and one of my friends said it was going to be me probably. Let’s fast forward 4 years later and I’m probably the only one who’s still single, that stuck with me because I thought that maybe if someone else believed I could get a bf it could be true. 

I’m honestly jealous of my best friend who finally found someone and I know that’s rude but I just wish we could go on double dates or I just wish I could go on dates with a s/o, sometimes I wish we could go back to joke about being single forever and stuff.

It’s frustrating to hear from the 3 friends I have: “hey put yourself out there more and you’ll find a bf/friends”, but I just can’t do it and I see them having fun with new friends or a s/o and I can’t have that because I can’t start a normal conversation with anyone, even if we need to make groups at uni I suffer for so long until I finally ask someone with the fear crawling through my spine of being rejected.

I tried twice to make the first move on two different guys and ended up getting ghosted, and now I can’t do it anymore I can’t even talk normally to any guy I just don’t know how to interact with them.

I wish I could make friends at school and have someone to talk to sometimes besides my friends from high school which are the only ones I have at the moment.

I wish I could just talk to this fucking crush I have and end this pain once and for all and get over it or maybe get a friend/relationship out of it but I know that will never happen and I’m tired. I know I’ll just keep imagining what would be like to date this crush, what would be like to have a boyfriend for the first time, what would be like to get my first kiss after 19 years of existence. That’s all I have, my imagination and I’m tired but I just can’t get myself to change this.",3.194027034261244,3.8026029764454,4.251455433618844,90.57480627676658,72.76873661670236,7.379255888650963,25.514520877944328,7.413659706084162,0.9614775695931476,1718,51,395,18,32,560,193,467,0.099,0.748,0.153,0.975,1,3,0,0,0,0,26.0,4,2,2,5,21,28,4,1,18,0,44,7,1,4,6,95,92,32,1,22,16,0,1,3,9,5,4,2,0,2,26,33,0,3,13,1,0,11,9,10,0,10,8,4,54,18,52,62,10,64,0,4,1,2,34,20,1,5,38,261,80,2,0.055467993378919146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049169029383201016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03772013757620556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500934473744898,0.03878451066562469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185508618057892,0.0,0.0,0.042651463073489784,0.0,0.06762554785697603,0.0,0.0,0.06249343402153028,0.058210236947932724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867778220144251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35429343393093793,0.0,0.0,0.03577226697680142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057952247320382025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046336390970634515,0.0,0.0982563567220856,0.0,0.0,0.07327217299134295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241691357138082,0.028046284079103832,0.0,0.0,0.12152495098501832,0.050696741060904785,0.1887241873290843,0.0,0.06081779174324101,0.3856899068122159,0.05127926607947315,0.2028581602843959,0.0,0.15761869448824392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984406822125234,0.04905016335911695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251645982900865,0.0,0.0,0.05860498040898824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860500223106212,0.0,0.0,0.18290255128624489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671978130147407,0.0,0.08129657930511629,0.05559350133038959,0.0,0.09817485732876928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110759488893678,0.0,0.11145010950832167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895369874170672,0.0,0.04112881425807647,0.08556067197429483,0.05357133364830436,0.0,0.0,0.10869371308245812,0.0,0.0,0.05820432833037344,0.05907160266908022,0.15034619134602925,0.0843718168963541,0.05902185573948336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03845452253724767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960775681388425,0.0,0.0,0.1672819611251562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955186657192424,0.06283442365922731,0.0,0.05276276374602672,0.0,0.0,0.1122731411886027,0.044200809257686574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879914031580648,0.0,0.10971852752933844,0.0,0.039260531205794105,0.0,0.04429681116333284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634975818177155,0.0,0.0,0.05227792732289346,0.0,0.0,0.13374921596318778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044035390907877454,0.06468766600206899,0.19125689615283906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03765912648957525,0.0,0.05418416971653671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827127297408677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820861312572127,0.0,0.0,0.10715870743927657
lonely,Ggirraffee,2019/01/07,No friends in college I don’t have any friends either I was excited about starting college because I thought I’d make a lot of new friends but I chose a school too close to home. My first weekend my mom called and said she was on her way to pick me up for the weekend and ik she had been missing me so I went home and it turned into me going home every weekend and getting a job that was supposed to be seasonal but they kept me on so I started working every weekend now I’m a junior with few friends and I’m lonely.College is not at all what I expected it would be my life is not what I expected it to be and now I feel like it’s too late ,0.19266666666666765,2.196593885714286,2.2942857142857136,95.23738095238096,85.14285714285714,4.876190476190477,25.76190476190476,6.079149491110277,0.6831047619047625,504,23,115,4,15,169,84,140,0.033,0.852,0.115,0.8705,1,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,2,7,7,0,0,5,0,13,1,0,2,1,24,27,10,0,3,5,1,1,1,4,1,1,1,3,0,7,9,0,1,2,4,0,2,4,1,0,1,9,2,20,6,14,14,4,22,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,1,13,81,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073273526911827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620949832323283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115838332157031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659510697285209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980176151144044,0.11275119971208003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424704094665604,0.0,0.0,0.4877450887015114,0.0,0.08245777119200452,0.0,0.08969637069794202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474938192258128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661833234167602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780350347126553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147744195340957,0.07710599872582828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417834709413676,0.0,0.0,0.10535033634551412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484435253868234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242970439841572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012903232631886,0.0,0.0,0.1597287257734901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342065275104053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529651890361146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166978396339996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527523679159935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463066384456631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489948669190747,0.0,0.0,0.11211533438381928,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NerdyTechyPrincess,2019/01/07,"Just moved I'm 22, will be 23 in a few weeks. I broke up with my boyfriend the week before Christmas moved to a new apartment. It's super lonely and I miss having someone to turn to that was always there to talk to me. I'm just looking for friends or more. Feel free to message me.",0.7615000000000016,2.70192415,2.0766666666666684,97.985,82.5,4.0,21.666666666666664,3.1291,-0.4148333333333332,219,7,50,0,6,70,47,60,0.107,0.7290000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.6887,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,4,10,7,2,8,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,1,3,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260764465765065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311969758605004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737985451389725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991500706433489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281598543406061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5775489211582275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26240987939656724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23021081458488502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838243976214336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295531946897476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43588324467135053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fourblu,2019/01/07,"Painfully alone again I like to keep things short. I don’t have any friends anymore. I have no close friends. I used to. And I lost them. Their gone. I thought I could be ok with this but I cannot. There is not a single day where I do not wake up crying, I’m talking soaking your pillow in tears. How sad is that that I can’t even escape this feeling in my sleep? It haunts me there too. I go to work, I go home, I cry on my way home in silence, go to bed, sleep , wake up and go to work. I stay as late as I can at work just so I don’t have to be home alone. And I cry there too, but hardly anyone is there late so I get my privacy. My time off is spend sleeping and you guessed it, crying. I used to do things, to get involved with activities.. I did all the things that any helpful person might suggest,but it got me no where.  I cannot stand this feeling anymore. I promised myself I would never go back on reddit and seek out anyone again, it’s already destroyed me. I just, I want a close friend. I don’t think I’m a bad person that deserves to be alone, but maybe I’m wrong. I just would like someone to really care. I’m tired of this , this isn’t living, it’s slowly dying and I can’t do this anymore.",-0.1765430752453625,1.7288860076335872,1.660812431842967,99.82146946564887,85.87022900763358,4.200872410032717,18.517448200654307,4.999035159303659,-0.7215162486368589,922,24,226,3,28,302,122,262,0.18,0.672,0.14800000000000002,-0.895,0,3,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,2,4,18,14,1,0,4,1,27,7,5,3,2,35,51,14,1,4,8,0,3,2,3,3,2,0,5,2,18,11,0,1,4,0,1,6,13,6,0,0,5,3,40,8,25,39,2,32,0,2,0,0,12,15,0,2,10,148,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28163588454058675,0.10002660915421901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328045582616287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269679971880955,0.12675913878079414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969873583745173,0.07568297104958949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241639907333446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237091848979457,0.0,0.3982675392143425,0.058457122139676174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407293961514007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059868729716964185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166346963917377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009126059565897,0.0,0.09471426774318346,0.0,0.2575720258705125,0.0,0.07249534593049227,0.0,0.09985328869386867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811981653408003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060755973586456374,0.0,0.27276642609133284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056750586623909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044981049290895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885670095413857,0.0,0.08003927336021102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894734880226204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106289892437212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615771103370838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990933304838794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645035446344052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829163356933693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806811345427276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27212485248042223,0.0,0.07680136977862506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661318890387707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285526763620552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065719178651507,0.05808026097996065,0.0,0.07196027655836165,0.0528545590200619,0.10418059093759603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657259221695966,0.0,0.0,0.05346348547843506,0.07194805381921822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796716407877327,0.0,0.0,0.12878012157543325,0.0991036975989258,0.0,0.0
lonely,charlotteminnie,2019/01/07,"isolated i switched from brick and mortar to online school one year ago and my already minimal social life become nonexistant

i have no opportunities to meet or hang out with anybody. the only chances i have to interact with others (besides parents and cashiers and shit) is:

- weekly youth group at church, but im way more mature than the other kids and only two of them are my physical age anyway, so i dont really fit in or enjoy myself there

- my therapy group, but it’s a therapy group. the only person i sort of talk to outside of it is outside of my age range (discussed later)

i used to meet people roughly my age through a teen friend finding app & through people i went to school with, but my mom said i’m not allowed to meet people online anymore and i’m not allowed to hang out with people over 19. even if i were to somehow meet someone in person under 19, she said i’m not allowed to hang out with people without her and/or my dad there. im essentially completely isolated. ive struggled with severe depression, anxiety, and paranoia/possible PTSD from bad relationships and friendships and the isolation is making those things worse. i just turned 17 so i have pretty much another year of this left, but even then im sure my mom will come up with new things to keep me trapped, and i doubt i’ll have the confidence anyway to go out and meet people. i’ve tried making friends on here before but it always fizzles out so i’ve given up on that route as well. i cry almost every night over how lonely i am lmao",7.038607382550335,6.524642080536914,7.354286912751678,75.50914848993291,64.43624161073825,10.000335570469801,33.7256711409396,9.354420925462401,2.98436845637584,1212,45,223,19,16,396,168,298,0.152,0.7190000000000001,0.129,-0.77,4,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,14,12,1,2,7,0,13,2,1,7,1,51,27,25,0,1,13,4,1,0,2,1,1,3,0,3,10,24,0,1,1,0,0,6,6,6,1,2,5,4,27,6,46,21,2,36,1,2,0,0,27,17,1,7,12,144,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589900904156411,0.0,0.09703474812256756,0.0,0.10693530129544553,0.0,0.08063138383309153,0.10499478334013296,0.0,0.0,0.10161165431364463,0.07413082865101535,0.0,0.09610212485884588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091028357908672,0.0,0.1070221817179416,0.08245764821568645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347369067742702,0.1016013614872011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644382445379792,0.0,0.0,0.08346274841796157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357005220430022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800755128245045,0.0,0.08164528607565821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856794354895979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497346385546861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507243007563211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140168719914481,0.0,0.0,0.08613218609805748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052858175335434,0.0,0.06844573062676154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936753152189173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22698416002456245,0.0,0.0,0.07123514201322838,0.0,0.0,0.09358989858352906,0.0,0.09093726775839507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566424541934146,0.22109818578936385,0.0,0.0,0.1075997476317772,0.0,0.0,0.4030836590292303,0.1692246060464536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098585585742047,0.0,0.0,0.11327487808532492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207879343702475,0.0,0.0,0.10403797653267224,0.0,0.0,0.1843546304221472,0.0,0.0,0.19614280963169844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947324904005204,0.09946993801676847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878080348924913,0.0821059284786701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130446394387063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133029893239487,0.0,0.0,0.07788727481130807,0.0,0.0,0.22163494496464115,0.0,0.12875661385325313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579104138123687,0.10540306257497366,0.09466053210276774,0.0,0.0,0.0836934165063782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691740105792158,0.0777300548989638,0.0,0.08712778587074542,0.08983041401455988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341141063145586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875283381391864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480521301963628
lonely,BryLikesPie,2019/01/07,I miss having people to talk to on the phone at night I'm a 19 y/o guy and I constantly feel alone and upset. I tend to be quite social and love helping people out but recently no one has been around and I've just been alone with almost no social interaction :/,0.05402597402597209,2.349350454545455,2.4924675324675327,91.18727272727274,89.9090909090909,5.324675324675325,15.129870129870133,6.868970318607317,-0.17855844155844205,205,4,44,3,7,70,41,55,0.263,0.665,0.07200000000000001,-0.858,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,11,10,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,3,1,8,7,0,7,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,1,3,27,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243327292445091,0.4640530573113333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994333483930352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24209581160132465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132758172823317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221823977933838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016194760859022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219496123746644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102360840934151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180787989571945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31062706605428925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23828246734307296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22120165645523487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567388007380222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006606159030358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,honeycomb67,2019/01/07,"hot take: love isn’t real, i’ll feel alone forever :) i’ve been feeling so cynical lately, i feel like everyone has some ulterior motive and everyone is selfish in relationships, including myself. 


i feel like i hold “love” up to be some sort of ideal, but i don’t even know really what it is or how i could have it for someone else or how someone else could have it for me.


i keep just feeling so strange and off-putting to others,  there’s no way that i could find whatever it is that i think love is. the idea of being in a relationship terrifies me because i refuse to believe that someone would genuinely care about me like that, it makes no sense 

any advice on how to get out of this rut of loneliness? 

tldr; i’m sad and lonely, love isn’t real oops",2.311795112781958,4.3358408750000015,4.1706015037594,84.49921052631579,77.75,7.76390977443609,25.330827067669173,8.634040054169528,1.890906390977443,591,22,120,13,14,200,93,152,0.184,0.622,0.19399999999999998,0.183,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,9,13,1,0,2,0,17,4,0,5,0,35,34,11,0,5,4,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,3,10,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,6,13,9,16,27,2,7,0,2,0,4,7,5,0,5,4,78,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199384233677579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271198386234142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346623695843891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482011419591453,0.0,0.0,0.1382840070996455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251398530644235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939895796663882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506416132445626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106747411776499,0.0,0.0,0.23456336623679844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103008025913007,0.1753684986453575,0.0,0.0,0.11218056121511527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412568368456556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855657451971135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909541971947842,0.0,0.0,0.06745374693256194,0.0,0.13845412210051813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989116658131615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431043465916456,0.0,0.08192875270451268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338586851595815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794060591836806,0.07862928287900213,0.0,0.0,0.2635499510874042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31198723037078485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228390903133678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864573168673455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974239309634178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718975015884511,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dearest_night,2019/01/07,"Bored and lonely, looking for someone to talk to 21 m and I've been really bored and lonely since my relationship ended. I like to play multiplayer games like league and maple. PM me if you want to chat ^^. ",2.535,4.832036097560977,3.9489634146341466,85.00685975609757,78.26829268292683,7.0268292682926825,20.006097560975608,8.07648339933343,0.8880682926829273,164,4,33,3,4,54,31,41,0.19699999999999998,0.622,0.18100000000000002,-0.2006,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,3,5,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,1,3,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500075972238486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861249128893046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33184732224123265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25315910930356245,0.0,0.0,0.4242698676074421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32689269547939753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33483034336497136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176265520900492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23308434799837044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nihilistic_gorgonx,2019/01/07,"Recently turned 25 and the existential dread is real. Everyone tells me that they enjoy me and my company, but I don’t see why. I have a lot of the same interests in those around me, but can only maintain distant friendships. I enjoy a variety of things from sports to HP Lovecraft and film work. I’m a welder by trade and known to be the “go to guy”, yet, I can’t find myself making any real friendships. 
I’m always the “life of the party”, but I can’t find someone to be that “life” for myself. 
I’ve been through depressions and addiction, so I can tell that it’s not either of those. I’m not sad, I’m just existing and I’m just at a loss of what I should do. 
I suppose I’m looking for advice from anyone that’s taking the time to read this. 
I’m also a usual at a local dive bar here in SATX, but I do it for the small talk with friends I’ve known for years, so it’s not that I’m afraid of social interactions, it’s just that I can’t sustain said interactions and I find myself a bit lonely. 

Should I move cities and/or states? 
Is there a place online that I can meet like minded individuals?
Maybe I should pick up a social hobby or group?
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lonely,quistmann,2019/01/07,"I don't know why, but im lonely I'm a 22 year old male. I can't begin to describe, but I'm married and I feel like it's the loneliest I've ever been. I just want to talk to anyone and maybe get some friends in the process. That's the only thing in particular I'm looking. If you want anything or want to know anything just ask. I'll answer to the best of my ability.",-0.5892503346720233,1.2516281204819322,2.223534136546185,95.54673360107095,87.07228915662651,4.6527443105756365,21.27041499330656,5.82211442006289,-0.02256251673360099,286,10,69,2,9,100,55,83,0.09,0.675,0.235,0.8922,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,17,16,6,0,4,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,6,3,8,15,2,6,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,3,5,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006766223296007,0.0,0.3767667827144989,0.0,0.2140112709265311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402396313985361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070731548135817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574989731255204,0.16354200134629002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768646545596863,0.0,0.11960235422532785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472751623661968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516192099920081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183977979504743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192236917153675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299830290293687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24021524592651355,0.0,0.0,0.17410558051614955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839989208517876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208567804512088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050725754846578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20656659799830376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741833353345496
lonely,lordbrottor20,2019/01/07,"Mentally stable but alone. I feel like I've mad huge strides in the last year. I no longer hate myself, hell sometimes I think I look good. I work out, I go out to do activities, work a full time job. I've reached a much better place. But the closest friend I have lives across the world. And I'm lucky to speak to her twice a month. Man what I would give to have people who call me. People to actually go do things with. And don't get me started on a girlfriend. I don't even have friends lol Man tonight sucks.",0.5037538940809938,2.6968921401869177,1.5622663551401883,99.74346183800623,85.54205607476634,4.68816199376947,19.19704049844237,5.985473137389443,-0.4115165109034269,397,11,95,3,12,124,72,107,0.213,0.564,0.223,-0.2098,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,1,10,4,0,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,11,19,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,0,3,13,6,11,18,2,18,1,0,1,0,10,10,2,1,7,51,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.1917740124827272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035342224186404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380491941823098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066767932951465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297988220145791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936581615462743,0.14039307866904752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30365989356819423,0.0,0.10267296833554776,0.1885187516061934,0.22337233944970705,0.16483065586278434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402164158661112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501459771256136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018906092187182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600916506976108,0.0,0.1735297115234179,0.0,0.16502630768168294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804474093320346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568594409623964,0.0,0.14446393867743546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724828006428883,0.0,0.20532033180377685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943621301932031,0.0,0.13909702671929172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055836657528133,0.1259213197463594,0.0,0.0,0.11459169972935178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861360715515629,0.0,0.0,0.13960132575394424,0.0,0.0,0.12655167190475214
lonely,gracelee5,2019/01/07,"i have no real friends I’ve come to the conclusion that I don’t have any real friends anymore. I had a toxic best friend that i went to for everything but she manipulated me and lied a lot so i recently cut her off. I made a good group of friends since then and we hung out a lot for a few months but now i realize they didn’t like me as much and kind of used me for money and they stopped asking me to hang out and ignore me now which makes me feel like I’m a fucking loser. i have no close friends that i can ask to hang out with our feeling like a burden, I have no one i can talk to in person about my problems and just go to for everything. I’m close to no one and I’m starting to get extremely depressed again. Highschool is kicking my ass I’m hoping I’ll make more friends next semester but this whole situation makes me feel so alone and like a loser i don’t know when I’ll ever make lasting friends everyone leaves me and i think I’m a great friend i always do so much for people but no one does it back. ",2.987787878787877,3.5097046272727286,4.397272727272728,89.65924242424246,73.18181818181819,7.684848484848485,26.484848484848484,7.793537801064563,1.210130303030303,798,26,187,10,15,266,114,220,0.21899999999999997,0.5660000000000001,0.215,-0.287,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,2,4,11,25,2,0,10,0,12,2,1,7,1,45,37,19,0,2,5,0,3,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,6,17,0,2,7,0,1,5,8,8,0,3,4,3,30,17,23,33,8,25,0,3,0,2,19,7,2,3,17,121,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163064784190268,0.0,0.0,0.08165006258339187,0.0,0.0,0.06673016444067034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731625746824106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347220610870588,0.0,0.0,0.07545410296500457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297891082232588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845282784924924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451719799098438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587216456864316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887620740138026,0.0,0.0937651712304504,0.17638160241764175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884885916181906,0.14020482028134618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6065054090699672,0.09071742781868067,0.0512676451350288,0.0,0.05576820275840757,0.08230481410189765,0.0,0.10818607649319728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746289396767396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218484335736,0.05392838815999988,0.07998712867652304,0.0,0.1039030089434681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176084550008074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684923165359444,0.0,0.09285075157896648,0.26200386357963823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783245511034366,0.0,0.14427022151962232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435986509941524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948149813770344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802935453811074,0.08568127581032611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389490510392896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338148878486827,0.0,0.0,0.09688921253745816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811722030623034,0.11029958585535138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945525312832793,0.0,0.0,0.08203910619197992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887128510602559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287623354370031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847507802880983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096531124113777,0.0,0.1095560127804327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NerdLookingForAdvice,2019/01/07,"I'm lonely and I want friends I'm 31 and I have no friends =(

I made a new reddit account and tried to get comment karma (so I can make a thread on a certain subreddit) but my reply was downvoted to 0 and now I just have 0 karma.

I feel so lonely and I have no friends and I'm so bored and I can't drive and I don't know how to make new friends.  My social worker takes me to gamestop and best buy and the book store but I don't know how to make friends or where to go to make new friends.",-2.0337500000000013,-0.1830611607142849,0.5203571428571436,103.79964285714287,98.10714285714286,3.5142857142857147,17.714285714285715,5.148860815047168,-0.8598678571428571,378,12,99,2,16,127,56,112,0.109,0.6459999999999999,0.245,0.953,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,8,11,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,7,1,26,23,18,0,1,4,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,3,1,3,2,5,3,0,0,2,1,13,8,8,21,1,8,2,2,0,0,8,2,0,1,4,57,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914755118960744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667890847360594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7029875087963883,0.0,0.0792309815023672,0.0,0.08618631555114377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668599127202835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349510615238933,0.4049108012305312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393941862003625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458830286275926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402209332214652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296054568746134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944722965033587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,benh22kk,2019/01/07,"Please help me (M 16) I'm self conscious, insecure, awkward and nervous, and of course I have no friends at my new college. At my old school I managed to make a few friends over the course of 5 years, but I was young and the school was small. Now I can’t talk to people and I can't act like a normal fucking person in a conversation. I don't think I can take being alone much more so idk how just please someone tell me what to do. Thanks x",1.5312765957446786,3.0112273936170237,2.8010106382978712,95.90875,78.25531914893618,5.5510638297872354,23.45212765957447,5.985473137389443,0.20130212765957456,341,11,81,2,8,110,67,94,0.153,0.693,0.154,0.2648,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,3,5,0,9,1,0,2,0,11,15,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,11,4,9,12,3,11,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,0,6,48,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882975208687135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115604812744461,0.18640536455896567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514955584462568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985071203325535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459080267364845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822258459046692,0.0,0.0,0.19473726404636485,0.0,0.0,0.19755636889383693,0.0,0.0,0.21157867245054124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978611319021947,0.1760571241638783,0.0,0.4426623694722313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.408124324186052,0.0,0.0,0.21034595803573464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708419831190698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516020320141581,0.1620640157788442,0.17623509420014513,0.1856354858038991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919752596198092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298442785493361
lonely,thearkofthecovenantt,2019/01/07,Alone forever ? Does anyone else have that kind of ‘fuck it ill be lonely forever i don’t need anyone.... everyone is fake & self-centred’ mindset however deep inside you are absolutely & terribly afraid of ending up alone & crave deep love & attention? ,3.700724637681159,6.927137913043481,4.843478260869572,73.99246376811597,82.91304347826087,9.153623188405795,27.231884057971016,9.2995712137729,3.6142579710144935,208,9,32,7,6,68,38,46,0.293,0.633,0.07400000000000001,-0.887,1,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,7,0,4,0,1,0,2,2,3,1,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571763128290003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7473225406688891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24113774713558705,0.17667756175996566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150896918235658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404529975101335,0.0,0.15272409072002338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476672560412328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941114745235266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956200394475172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556271413140351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785657782374435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988479361512064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dedric132,2019/01/07,"Lonely in a new state Hey guys,

Been lurking here for a bit (I am 24). I graduated and have a great job as a software engineer. Money has never been a problem for me but it definitely doesn't buy happiness. I had to move for my job and I am definitely feeling lonely (in a big city now). Its just so much harder to meet friends when you aren't in college anymore. I go out with my coworkers but that's about all the social stuff I do.

I used to love video games. It used to really help with my loneliness but I just lost interest. All I do for fun now is go to the gym and watch youtube/tv shows. I even started going out to bars alone to get drunk and talk to the bartender lol.

Just wondering if I could get any suggestions on what to do. Thanks guys.  ",0.6776470588235277,2.8295741719745244,2.8181341326339466,91.30703634319971,84.35031847133757,6.496665417759463,21.974147620831765,7.724431198458867,0.9486316223304604,583,20,131,11,17,197,101,157,0.12300000000000001,0.642,0.23600000000000002,0.9738,2,5,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,10,11,0,0,9,1,14,3,0,2,3,24,27,11,0,3,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,8,2,0,2,6,2,4,3,4,0,0,4,2,16,7,23,22,4,18,0,3,1,1,12,7,0,2,6,89,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425002342273951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441167564806087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685281953169614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836788512166095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432912779430864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111235619617992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506921139163542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998488150550572,0.0,0.17580107094277905,0.0,0.28685079284390824,0.0,0.0,0.1854895817674932,0.0,0.33317598271754795,0.0,0.17909884506284648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127703932804668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339123791113156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836581784441688,0.0,0.1518467605222605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881672475512092,0.12367868360981298,0.0,0.12976012919327595,0.1624910841595189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098676689621325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778140164233747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150355002031492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908395490374415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259910493930604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522813805620654,0.0,0.15489645237889751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906175600350301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245341936860185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,phelpse,2019/01/07,He has a girlfriend My hearts collapsing cause he has got a girlfriend. ,2.8338461538461535,5.880488153846155,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,90.53846153846158,5.676923076923077,29.57692307692308,7.1686216300943375,2.177953846153846,58,3,10,1,2,17,9,13,0.18,0.82,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5835287908759643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543097712239236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6731246407533312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,helloimcarl74,2019/10/30,"Unsure about the future Everyday I wake up in a panic and I don't know why, ever since my better half left me, my eyes have sunken in giving me that classic junkie look, I can't sleep and even when I do it feels as if i don't sleep at all, I'm losing weight at an alarming rate due to lack of appetite, and I haven't genuinely smiled in months, sometimes i wonder if I'll ever get the balls to finally kill myself, I'm so lonely and don't know what to do, everyday feels the same with the same panic, the same sadness and over all emptiness, only thing is it seems to get worse and worse, I'm getting colder and more hateful too I don't know how to fix myself at this point.",4.8727083333333345,4.155744187500005,5.770277777777778,85.75250000000003,68.93055555555556,8.311111111111114,26.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.0960583333333331,529,12,117,4,8,175,85,144,0.265,0.701,0.034,-0.9872,0,2,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,2,3,7,0,10,5,4,1,4,26,26,13,1,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,7,1,0,0,6,8,0,1,0,5,14,1,17,26,7,19,0,3,2,0,1,10,0,4,9,78,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927180102969552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400922927850756,0.28488613455178136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592458513022845,0.0,0.0,0.17250363915853206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468189496307786,0.1510621572274688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547168372997727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742202044771951,0.0,0.2596286231964575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109454287518655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322374025144989,0.1761716647186898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569320203633216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197650798380712,0.0,0.3695205542275499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886259557709566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335722642830562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026303981966414,0.0,0.3151728379497843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574452101000874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461786072165308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175931799684326,0.0,0.0,0.1420946130951319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077241939274992,0.0,0.0,0.3209562570692618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LifesPotential,2019/10/30,"What if you're not compatible with family? Got into a discussion with my mother today, didnt end very well. In the end we've decided that im a dreamer, and shes a realist. Her being a ""realist"" entitles settling for less, where as i dont want tobe content, i want to be happy. 

Long story short she doesnt believe our family can stop being dysfunctional where as i do. And her negative thinking had got my dreamer personality in a choke hold. I cant rely on my family as an emotional support group, because they all hide from their feelings. 

So, i see my option as when i (23m) move states, ill probably cease contact. Ive tried being open minded and having a depthful conversation but it usually ends with her getting defensive and not acceptong criticisms or just shutting the conversation down. 

Thoughts? Opinions?",4.403531468531469,6.557302240259743,6.34688311688312,70.6579070929071,72.05194805194805,9.933266733266734,32.625374625374626,10.214889679676881,4.020482117882119,651,32,108,20,13,226,109,154,0.09699999999999999,0.8420000000000001,0.061,-0.4729,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,2,0,6,4,1,0,9,0,14,1,0,0,1,28,24,13,0,3,6,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,7,1,1,0,5,2,19,3,15,15,2,21,0,0,1,0,15,11,0,4,8,76,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979919867975446,0.0,0.0,0.18111071793525746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883983388626093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808226281518265,0.42713157597105744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546236744292893,0.0,0.08128026127085107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398547925959447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25713365122862064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711218510419529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363807890598526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225909627465114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623121371669221,0.0,0.0,0.17085229626477064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403610989650675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331618150256525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809730211370715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439458031308169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241771407526314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300240228115748,0.0,0.1276179071730599,0.0,0.0,0.1523726375549392,0.0,0.0,0.10913900863556084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770439181694822,0.1326359625025178,0.1896295693472388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445339665539401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jaychlo12,2019/10/30,"Where to make friends? Single mom looking for ideas to make new friends(literally) without going out to bars or anything like that

Tired of having nobody to talk to",7.583448275862068,9.327660620689656,6.340862068965517,75.4278448275862,63.48275862068966,7.179310344827586,31.74137931034483,7.1686216300943375,2.0849172413793102,134,5,21,1,2,40,24,29,0.084,0.754,0.162,0.4019,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,6,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,9,5,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,2,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504245619330749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23511230645359985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729487068866503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435335596552608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867248996889093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25554718714177826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062640282824371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564089772876252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29390843867694194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445961335470684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497642732057077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29334791755115336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Boydr89,2019/10/30,"Each day, worse than the last. So I'm in a little different situation. I'm in a relationship....but still so lonely. Weve5been together for a little over 2 years, and I'm no where near ""happy"". I'm still lonely and feel like we have nothing in common. Daily I dream about what life would be like with someone, who gives me those butterflies again and honestly reminds me what love feels like. I'm so broken now, my emotions are out of order and I can't rember the last time I was truly happy. Not sure if I really belong in this sub...but I just wanted to vent. I really want to find someone else, but at the same time. Even though I don't love my girlfriend, I still do care about her feelings and her as a person. I would like to keep a friendship with her if anything....but I don't see the point in staying together if I'm still lonely, and feel like I'm constantly searching for the right person. Thanks for reading.",2.631141891891893,4.460474583783785,3.972347972972973,87.17690033783785,76.13513513513513,6.7871621621621605,22.91385135135135,7.645422480735847,0.9958175675675678,718,21,146,10,16,236,104,185,0.083,0.701,0.21600000000000005,0.9759,1,6,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,0,0,15,16,0,0,10,0,10,3,0,0,1,29,30,15,0,7,6,0,4,5,1,2,1,0,0,2,5,11,0,1,5,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,5,18,13,22,26,2,30,0,3,1,2,11,14,0,3,19,92,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957739014490952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674078594403426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563755102920476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253531672440933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797453258479312,0.13192709833852434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746402719245514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372063525734616,0.2513600607815237,0.0,0.0,0.1071941384507534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112508121984879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496989397955944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042461314070972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912018857889474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284014318467507,0.28649168221470944,0.23509588008478466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21170418547645636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125357829792189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481322161206253,0.0,0.0,0.11086993175235896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731430200739534,0.0,0.15026842697020726,0.0,0.0,0.12591758161816866,0.0,0.10015866856170108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934590186282723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183051552313724,0.0,0.0,0.19874627121956215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500760794126364,0.37464802741972825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053742828629573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797802722719237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152295233395244,0.0,0.13677681208643205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835258948984866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952095211967652,0.1666283364742968,0.0,0.0,0.0755261257500417
lonely,HeroicSofapotato,2019/10/30,"I don't know what to do anymore now that my girlfriend broke up with me My girlfriend of one and a half years broke up with me today. I don't honestly don't know what to do or feel or anything. Everything just feels like it's crumbling down and I just am so scared and anxious of the future. She said that it's because she doesn't love me anymore the same way as before and that she doesn't see a happy future because of some of my mental health issues (anxiety, panic, deppression etc.). She said that she still wants to be friends because she still cares about me (and that is true which I'm glad of) so I'm at least not completely losing my best friend but this still hurts so much.
I thought that we could work through all the issues but she doesn't view it the same. I just feel so anxious and lonely now. I feel like everything is falling apart and that I've fucked up absolutely everything. I don't even have really any friends because this year before most of my friends abandoned me after we graduated from highschool so I've been already very lonely before and now I just don't know how will I survive this. I just love her so much and I feel like I'll never get over her. I know it most likely sounds stupid because we're so young but still I thought she was the one and that I'd live my life with her.
I just truly have no idea what to do. I just hope I won't get caught again in this spiral of despair and loneliness. I also hope someone would some day love me.",3.575406698564592,4.6490177368421035,4.0833014354067005,90.399019138756,72.28947368421052,6.974641148325357,25.660287081339717,7.1686216300943375,0.9500710526315794,1168,36,253,11,22,368,140,304,0.19399999999999998,0.6809999999999999,0.125,-0.9755,0,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,4,26,31,2,2,7,0,23,6,0,1,3,57,50,26,0,5,13,0,5,4,6,3,2,3,0,0,20,16,0,1,12,0,0,2,12,12,0,3,7,10,42,19,26,38,12,28,0,8,2,4,24,8,1,8,21,177,62,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792237109672232,0.07096213883308103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603435158227266,0.0,0.06788278917189933,0.20049282113203248,0.17600451524630914,0.0,0.0,0.0730221586541482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704631782482016,0.0,0.22652337433541225,0.0,0.09312294652202042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047225535286617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303799683506084,0.0,0.0,0.07084846719178622,0.0,0.0,0.057227372354312675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896408471661604,0.05860928424950675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392505572001836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22433791282931134,0.19017902612675536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27422882181957337,0.08203499252336957,0.09272178425845534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446111098072278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432220747533844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626971950581866,0.0,0.0,0.09499371216076118,0.10017213128988027,0.0,0.18523463764156992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506791697601294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267685369775544,0.17340768918532742,0.0,0.07835550454586218,0.0,0.0,0.09927287458844873,0.0,0.0,0.24026308532681925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942500660114087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046232491691048,0.0,0.06843866558881402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202596061327573,0.0,0.0,0.10411256457234903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684654716015669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881649291584747,0.0,0.0888402057199032,0.0,0.07071109503325516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518571603885972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28345870371555515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408929276910002,0.0,0.0,0.08411134252500485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321648461430956,0.05233878574322067,0.07043449823346606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460085727788464,0.0,0.0,0.06303550106026312,0.0,0.0,0.11428613597252585
lonely,fijiw,2019/10/30,"Another night with the same thoughts Days after days, it never changes. The same loop of thoughts I got caught in who knows how long ago? I can't even remember. Constantly pondering over matters like life, death, all the philosophical bullshit. 
But the reason I post to this community is not some particular philosophical topic.
I had, and still have hard time trying to understand myself. I used to, and I still overthink a lot. As a lot of other people, I had some harmful experience, though they weren't really rough I guess. All of this resulted in me switching a lot between various viewsview on my life, on existence in general, on the way people interact with each other etc.
I got no damn clue what's right and what's wrong, either for me or for the people around me.
But it was just now that I realised: there's no fucking way for any one to understand me and like me if I can't understand myself. And that's where all the loneliness gets into play.",5.2640109890109885,6.671349686813188,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,68.61538461538461,9.775824175824177,30.48351648351648,10.035473477838034,3.0904153846153837,761,30,141,19,13,247,111,182,0.12300000000000001,0.83,0.047,-0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,10,7,2,0,10,0,8,3,0,4,4,43,21,12,1,1,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,9,1,0,1,7,4,0,1,9,2,20,3,24,12,14,27,0,0,0,1,3,11,2,8,14,110,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671575704167884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895387699971004,0.1380654013335106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721245475396437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928730863879926,0.0,0.0,0.14228635577797655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982996303445075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684464931487076,0.0869654866900353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879659055410714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172496459839098,0.06879110705803307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061389047047985,0.0,0.14504717053320546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794868540863244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236130143311355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600203554170905,0.1286526894066556,0.0,0.0,0.11652205605161915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358183312399921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155049558377556,0.0,0.0,0.1235615191391464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922165925081407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27384608355587803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610156860013064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434990639682954,0.1353766558158367,0.0,0.0,0.14915420169286334,0.11244377130114716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103005047818617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936316302515374,0.2090594038935888,0.07677668243000024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939394397036528,0.0,0.0,0.4112131630348663,0.0,0.1137188958980871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902389432245486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395831238140547,0.0,0.0
lonely,Phantom1c1,2019/10/30,"Finding a soulmate seems like the purpose of life. I do have some friends however I feel very alone due to a lack of understanding and common interest within them also I have a need for affection and closeness they certainly do not offer. Aswell as this I have always had it in my head that a real caring relationship will fulfil happiness in my life and give it a purpose. People around my age 16-18 I meet are not emotionally mature or open or have much of ability for thinking much outside themselves. I really want to find the “one” but how do I even go about doing that. Perhaps this is why I’m writing this hoping that somebody somewhere close to my age feels the same. And I know I am young and there is a lot of the future to wait for but I have a short tether, I’m sensitive and slightly mentally scarred hence why I have a deep seated need to be in a relationship so it doesn’t make it any less scary and frustrating for me that I have more time to try and find someone good.",3.4227982233502523,5.1364904263959374,4.665682106598986,83.5418734137056,73.67005076142131,7.76763959390863,27.033312182741128,8.472884824447931,1.9118225888324871,782,29,154,14,16,258,121,197,0.063,0.795,0.142,0.909,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,7,9,1,0,13,0,19,3,1,3,1,42,36,16,0,5,6,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,11,12,0,1,9,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,2,19,8,21,33,8,18,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,6,8,111,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418202335179584,0.0,0.11904943223959938,0.12386983772347494,0.0,0.0,0.1012351292699188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325237995724797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178052423884547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745610623266624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832570055823003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054394690649253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081870956458407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501480253486678,0.0,0.0,0.14280744641858087,0.08460493485548072,0.12486314944645956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584724166421884,0.0,0.0,0.15278119099435486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478591990974381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818137853016971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210299293961071,0.0727292302732507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656198045230369,0.0,0.0,0.09937033431966616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500236103216961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21886975174958925,0.22076700116604905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087659466648148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320610714121586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694440144362986,0.09536844964773493,0.0,0.0,0.3196563585429089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135523547443118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261351046366899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538840019585844,0.0,0.0,0.08680594306765974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107138476529076,0.0,0.0,0.1549765080112782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228314290866544,0.08780601640963709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686598578808346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JamieAF2000,2019/10/30,Possible Trigger Warning - Recovery I have been suffering from bipolar II disorder/depression for a number of years now and I've been wondering for some time : how do you motivate yourself to work on recovery if you know there's no one waiting for you on the other side? Like you don't know what not being lonely feels like?,6.347622950819672,7.417097491803283,6.993565573770492,72.08411885245904,65.88524590163935,11.34590163934426,36.56147540983606,11.20814326018867,4.6179147540983605,261,13,44,8,4,86,49,61,0.11699999999999999,0.711,0.172,0.396,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,3,0,12,11,3,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,5,2,8,8,1,6,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,3,5,32,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071844382339239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803343156590896,0.2547927521237028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920139809546853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34848497702496123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416770921583265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40207231854303066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796705094986712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867746271917704,0.2596474051414933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296726382536165
lonely,EatingBEAN5,2019/10/30,"I have no friends I never had a group of friends in high school and it has been years since I graduated.
I still have no one to go out with and it's getting harder on me I don't know what to do",-0.10500000000000044,1.1687188888888898,2.1708333333333343,99.53625000000004,82.33333333333333,5.388888888888888,20.13888888888889,5.985473137389443,-0.3904444444444444,150,4,41,1,4,51,34,45,0.10099999999999999,0.757,0.142,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,6,10,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,6,2,7,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,31,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5390493394398782,0.0,0.18226244865352725,0.0,0.19826245510170432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685846826354697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172169995504013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26905864404048385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363933186053449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35306009680997724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885766345181372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785962211821895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465131744488645
lonely,AZMikey1,2019/10/30,"Dont know what to do Sad, lonely, lost and confused. Dont know what to do or where to turn. Just need someone to chat with",-0.5322222222222202,1.3823128148148172,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,87.51851851851852,3.6,16.407407407407412,3.1291,-1.316125925925926,94,2,24,0,3,30,18,27,0.327,0.6729999999999999,0.0,-0.8481,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7287735690574167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417384297044494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393973954579894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23053745780994006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26343489932774616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381831944752653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pseudofaggot,2019/10/30,advice needed ive been so alone for so long that its driving me insane but im scared to get too close to anyone because ive had friendships in the past and they've always been negative and people have either taken advantage of my vulnerability or just got sick of me and left and im scared im going to make people hate me or push them away. i have diagnosed autism and anxiety and i just dont have the mental capacity to actually communicate with people and every time i try to i just break down because its so scary and overwhelming for me but i cant go on feeling like this i just want to know that i have someone in my life who cares about me and actually wants me around but i have no one and i cant form relationships with people because its too stressful and emotionally draining for me to handle,3.4592166979362102,5.050592079268295,5.231219512195121,80.02672607879927,73.32926829268294,7.9729831144465315,25.4202626641651,8.617729084823388,1.7587435272045029,647,21,128,12,13,221,92,164,0.239,0.6829999999999999,0.078,-0.9851,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,12,8,1,4,2,0,13,3,0,1,0,31,26,19,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,15,0,0,2,0,0,4,5,5,0,1,5,1,21,3,21,21,2,16,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,2,4,92,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.2609317663276354,0.0,0.0,0.1306440539996406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846647800780892,0.0,0.0,0.111243968577538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227540668471022,0.0,0.0,0.09348182777335437,0.0,0.0,0.11901584490913547,0.0,0.0,0.12560974521541013,0.0,0.0,0.2444955360793416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630976014355836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569641349281045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566881618318384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038755327547546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264280987048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759961265385031,0.09551089202085897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984950316015534,0.0,0.15196255823921356,0.0,0.10692716135226436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199496894695698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332368040829401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347462730700435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525872706844292,0.0,0.09443189915816867,0.06531604752116936,0.0,0.0,0.11831482397192992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924166327943323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473192586053367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099132273812687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090594392739407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762587936135608,0.3707458458275392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353712961480095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677016746305916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327834018845408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314581958607626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779579418237361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090769328171869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771215834153485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MihoyMaBoy,2019/10/30,I think I fell in love with a girl I met through Instagram DMs. She lives states away. I find it hilarious and depressing how stupid this is. I never actually care about anyone. When people leave anymore I hardly notice. Nobody stands out or seems at all interesting to me. But now I’m particularly drawn to someone out of reach. Why am I like this.,2.1598880597014944,4.887862208955222,3.879235074626866,82.16721082089555,83.62686567164178,6.932089552238806,21.807835820895523,8.07648339933343,1.4136582089552243,276,9,53,6,8,92,57,67,0.136,0.68,0.183,0.5223,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,12,8,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,9,4,11,7,1,11,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,2,4,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.25345676883856416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575800872917147,0.1816076466734756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440227236798597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648096998949947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237030872593252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373864122577601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23266500330595144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750141323741769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268898347718606,0.0,0.2293443173598669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344143895204476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003180137944201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957017076916031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800624842775542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364463432122755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006643719653876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664230226901809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343638510145816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,megpeg1974,2019/10/30,Need freinds I don't have meny freinds and .y boy freind works a lot. I don't get out much I can't work or drive no kids. Just 2 cats and a dog. I would like to email text swap different things with each other. I like reading cooking movies and country music. You can be from any were. No kids that's all that hit me up. Hope to here from others,-0.8495999999999988,1.2648929066666668,0.5510000000000019,104.4705,93.26666666666668,3.5333333333333337,15.5,4.935628992294339,-1.2466,268,6,67,1,10,84,58,75,0.063,0.825,0.11199999999999999,0.5423,1,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,1,13,12,4,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,6,1,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,7,8,4,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,2,41,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189365500408122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363684734660153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820521047208553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197682778265557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145763111675252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737097642526901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366697642504157,0.23872131120255702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220364033555232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138887955096125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687658194676232,0.0,0.0,0.2287035308444908,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,depridiot,2019/10/30,Anyone wanna talk? I‘m 19 and it would be nice to talk to someone,-1.9388095238095249,-0.7214782142857104,0.5585714285714296,99.36976190476193,116.85714285714286,1.866666666666667,11.809523809523812,3.1291,-1.737590476190476,51,1,11,0,3,17,12,14,0.0,0.823,0.177,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373685740688318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088126324927921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7756151703849807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427474058454038,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DowntownVoice,2019/10/30,"Loneliness sure is a complex feeling I felt lonely for so long that I wonder if I will ever be able to get close to people. I'm not talking about making friends, as I got many, but these relationships feels so shallow. I know that not trying to meet people will lead me nowhere but it is so exhausting to socialize. And it often feels pointless. Fact is I don't feel that bad with myself. Sure I could love me more but it feels okay to be on my own. But sometimes I feel like it would be great to have someone to talk with. Funny thing that I don't do it with my friends anymore. I think I am to afraid to hurt them. They are very caring and would feel bad to know I'm not doing so great.   
For a time I tried to ignore it by working a lot. But lately it stopped working. And here I am, thinking about how lonely I feel. 

I just wanted to vent I guess, reddit looks amazing in that way.   
Wish you all a great day",1.3243567251462025,3.2135323947368457,2.6866666666666674,94.60111111111117,80.3157894736842,5.064327485380117,21.08187134502924,5.82211442006289,-0.03953216374269042,705,20,157,4,18,228,107,190,0.094,0.621,0.285,0.9935,0,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,3,11,20,0,1,4,1,19,2,0,3,5,50,44,15,0,6,10,0,9,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,14,7,0,2,15,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,2,10,24,12,23,34,4,11,0,3,1,1,11,3,0,5,7,109,38,3,0.11585254238016865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489459153434405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346406744702552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181193881237818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924988280833932,0.0,0.0,0.0747153055935075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047952572660868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4686282112546024,0.08276507942482501,0.11123660878971132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901477371652266,0.0,0.06052817175628794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926578614725794,0.38318351090861774,0.1276246367628739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402254273724472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273390549728203,0.0,0.13068671398638515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659970026899775,0.0,0.0,0.10252585433954887,0.09728695739095128,0.0,0.0,0.09849368860549836,0.10456144268334816,0.0,0.07733247164849748,0.11745629419794255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606351313818682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438227391265405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809707730189599,0.09816148320300687,0.0,0.11458112675582492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685791296327144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837930026957506,0.0,0.0,0.1862357702977414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696728130487894,0.14846726247315975,0.0,0.0,0.06755454912334279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731254303105147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559048052340337,0.06833283113169443,0.09195835564940442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332247062398837,0.0,0.12563714027270406,0.16868406129976626,0.0,0.0,0.1645966442700911,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SomberDingus,2019/10/30,"Hoping that venting publically will help  

It is a generally accepted truth that we must struggle today to reach a better tomorrow. But when life drags you through a meandering route of repeated anguish and hellfire; can one be faulted for questioning the universal? 

At the time of writing, I (M21) have been experiencing a form of soulful turmoil that has plagued me for weeks now. This inner pain only seems to amplify with each fleeting sunrise. It’s disorientating. Very unpleasant, I wish for this period of my life to be over. 

I’m sure I will be able to look back with bittersweet eyes once fate has whisked me to a better place. However, there is a part of me that worries upon reflection. I worry that even the so-called “good times” were never truly as good as I want to remember them as. If those so-called “good times” were acted out in a movie for all to bear witness, all would see ever so clearly the ignorant bliss, as the seeds of folly are sewn before me. I fear that the better place will just continue this pattern.

Why it is so much easier to offer redemption to others than it is to ourselves? Maybe that old trope of plausible deniability really has credence. We must always doubt the actions of others but we can never escape our own truth. If I tally my crimes against this world, there is not much to be said other than faux pas and juvenile mischief. Yet each tally is burned into my psyche - to each their own pain. Every inconsequential poor decision has been locked in my prison for the rest of my eternity, murderers even get less than that. 

To punish myself over misdeeds so small might appear silly, but when taken into the grander scheme of my life, those misdeeds have compounded into the shitty situation I now find myself. Consistent employment rejections, waning friendships, and a love still burning for a relationship that could only be maintained by a version of myself that died many moons ago. 

I am alone and alone I shall wallow. I pine for the past as the vehicles for the future seem immaterial to me now.",6.8717907801418425,7.862977420212765,7.184361702127662,71.45833333333334,64.69148936170212,10.202836879432624,32.42198581560284,10.222266870305534,3.438828368794326,1634,63,274,37,24,531,218,376,0.17600000000000002,0.711,0.113,-0.9844,2,2,0,0,0,0,38.0,4,1,2,3,17,25,2,5,23,0,34,7,1,0,11,54,47,19,2,9,7,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,0,23,16,0,1,8,0,1,3,3,12,0,1,6,5,32,13,56,27,14,43,1,1,3,1,15,15,0,10,25,211,55,2,0.10834410484041213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604051183180988,0.0,0.0,0.2244236354845228,0.0,0.0,0.09015097449250184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330992893980166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921928532988074,0.0,0.0,0.28746466872316234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865039516750208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244407549619212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312051885900698,0.09800344564521536,0.09128458117097243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219172393995912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902454900518204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056605323041096174,0.0,0.0,0.27262168436670103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262076967881496,0.0,0.0,0.10761014247933216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22957993609387045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098176090587222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778478465474416,0.0,0.0,0.1098439170285013,0.1088462157496593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493597375876187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929076658036245,0.0,0.16712330571024786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136889125898758,0.11538293568597645,0.0734167694073354,0.16480114780695834,0.2305715327551253,0.0,0.0,0.11732610748622466,0.10342670746117104,0.0,0.0,0.2263930593819982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137019313448955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940800787012774,0.0,0.0,0.11632102194926235,0.12273275036319425,0.0,0.10306005425359424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633622419926756,0.19726480785342146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178331328066724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652374207933877,0.0,0.0,0.1132647824063804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021130366122753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895289564379666,0.0,0.10269754304504808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939523320591206,0.06390416013383735,0.0,0.08690710568731877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776370277097847,0.0,0.12459037362185553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22005739522688006,0.0,0.07696454353439976,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kurse666,2019/10/30,"Sick of it all I'll be 47 in a few months. 47 years old and I've only had 2 relationships. And the last one was 2 years ago and only lasted 6 months. I've decided that if I don't find anyone(or anyone finds me) by the time I'm 50 I'm just going to end it all. I'm tired of being alone. Unwanted. I'm tired of just drifting through life unoticed. It feels like I'm dead, so I might as well be dead. Tick tock, tick tock.....",-1.5072456140350887,0.3914556000000005,1.4090789473684249,99.06063596491232,93.0,4.850877192982456,15.285087719298248,6.42735559955562,-0.6378596491228072,322,7,83,4,12,112,62,95,0.222,0.728,0.05,-0.9496,0,1,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,0,2,14,14,6,2,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,1,3,2,8,8,3,13,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,11,37,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827611252136732,0.0,0.0,0.19661045228176086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273613009502813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813630396123214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598561766838476,0.1356172262646594,0.0,0.0,0.34700910757234243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788686090369194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094795886822357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408514949203887,0.09274315219940718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138354621488336,0.0,0.0,0.3030468809205666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919852448213796,0.0,0.12863622146640985,0.2887541513791577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381034008245813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106935514027847,0.4363718026195639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068328566897506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24449334519311375
lonely,professor-pepsi,2019/10/30,"Anyone can DM me : ) Hello, like most people here I am incredibly lonely. I have very little in the way of friends and not that many people check on me or talk to me. I know it's cliche, but I constantly feel like I could disappear and no one would care. The only person I talk to is my SO but they have so many friends so it's just hard when they have so many more people to devote their time to, leaving me with large gaps of sitting in the darkness of my room. 

Anyways I really just wanted to say that anyone can DM me, I'm always down to talk : ). I am 18 years old and a boy, if that matters.",3.490714285714283,3.6000993015873064,4.881071428571428,88.12017857142857,71.85714285714286,7.56984126984127,23.686507936507937,7.1686216300943375,0.7030031746031749,456,10,104,4,8,153,77,126,0.086,0.765,0.15,0.8626,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,0,9,7,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,18,15,12,0,4,7,0,2,2,2,1,0,1,1,2,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,18,6,14,13,2,14,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,3,7,72,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330958043062979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236892339353249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308531053942166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285508914891715,0.0,0.1277114650027174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087831575953941,0.11427225364283684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471624720245687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328872518964647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790736920460601,0.0,0.0,0.16936979724971166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629237234338886,0.16031745032945893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865093661171219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784640817295274,0.0,0.10838999832056208,0.121653378909357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326790466121408,0.1396669880848898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247160038786772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720304763834367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856985578107709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327134856629696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198005381161512,0.09434590850971844,0.12696524445302504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362781026432515,0.0,0.0,0.10300610890452107
lonely,McBeamSteely,2019/10/30,"I'm not worth anybody's time. I've never really had any friends.  Perhaps when I was a kid I had a few casual acquaintances, but no situation where we hung out or did anything.  Never been on a date (still a virgin) at 43.  Even in trying to make that happen, I can't shake the feeling that I'm not worth anybody spending even a small amount of time on.  Their time would be better spent associating with someone who has more vitality, more ambition, a better personality, et cetera.

A lot of the time I feel like I'm really not worth much of anything, even to myself.  Sorry for the mopey post, but it's been a bad morning and looking to get worse.  I'm sure someone can relate, though.",3.8983088235294123,5.15395691911765,5.418411764705883,80.43835294117648,71.72058823529412,8.08705882352941,26.835294117647056,8.548686976883017,1.8473758823529416,535,18,106,9,10,181,90,136,0.14,0.701,0.159,0.5592,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,2,7,9,0,1,11,0,11,1,0,1,3,18,22,6,0,1,6,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,1,5,1,7,2,0,0,7,3,7,7,13,13,7,18,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,2,10,69,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062898671236167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677459975381564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358322427101248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877571022708522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32234875479451663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451329120684596,0.1162196836312658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256873098608815,0.0,0.08499436019612779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385869774552348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794779550095417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661147295453951,0.0,0.0,0.13830597890991672,0.0,0.0,0.10859115283729713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958960803756293,0.0,0.2509399766589392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204719563588628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580389095721986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843584682402927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182860802460928,0.0,0.0,0.2756789844681138,0.0,0.0,0.1821086007734328,0.0,0.0,0.12991764210000287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332537203688468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983373061571282,0.0,0.379443522873623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045004795110994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657863289752695,0.11556425763605452,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,The_Starving_Autist,2019/10/30,"Is it normal to have trouble functioning because you're lonely? I think societal thought is that you should be happy alone and successful first before being with someone or else you won't be able to have a healthy relationship.

This makes me feel extra bad about myself because I feel like I'm so lonely it negatively impacts my ability to function. So it's like I'm extra defective or something. Is this normal? Anyone else experience these feelings too?",6.596546184738956,8.413423614457834,7.0074096385542175,69.46163654618478,65.86746987951807,9.388755020080325,35.52008032128514,9.725611199111238,3.909499598393573,372,18,56,8,6,121,59,83,0.166,0.649,0.18600000000000005,0.4479,0,5,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,4,9,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,1,0,13,18,5,0,3,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,3,7,4,5,12,2,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,40,14,1,0.20550023577258714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283626863197935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369054297066772,0.21055927644333994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158411311952754,0.2505420726854811,0.0,0.17486556483492002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433381555473792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010186629892204,0.0,0.0,0.31172128139349153,0.1468094094968249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747983955683185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875882224127602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079406996126156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371730031136845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026931984514912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22063034690342986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411968289664212,0.15820412133088385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167625334723573,0.0,0.16314423260434865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,broken_crown17,2019/10/30,Having no friends is killing me inside. I hate weddings. I have to see people with supportive families and lots of friends. My family unit is non-existent and I have never had a lot of friends. I only get invited to weddings because of my husband and he is usually the best man. I AM married but I get very little time with my husband. Tell me I'm not the only one.,1.3985135135135138,3.72540067567568,3.803986486486487,84.26516891891896,82.7837837837838,6.943243243243244,29.52027027027027,8.07648339933343,2.4391675675675684,286,15,55,6,8,99,49,74,0.09,0.77,0.14,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,10,14,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,11,5,7,13,3,4,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,2,3,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874260714527007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442082960599448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672626856944111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514844516193636,0.0,0.20354020967516787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923154957446883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550705690538827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523146199912167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33120818701022825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023460188176455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199522444199727,0.2962942209073122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504334995574607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522297402421928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104618618999086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025566386675428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358402785103285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453444418972567,0.1607227335977015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OpticView,2019/10/30,"So alone I feel so alone. I’m trying so hard but I feel so worthless.  I know I’m technically prob not actually worthless. 

I almost reached out to my ex last night.  They treated me horribly. I’m not sure why I think they could give me solace.  I guess I miss having someone to share things with.  Thanks in advance for reading.",0.6588034188034193,3.1696034615384647,2.2943589743589783,91.47675213675215,91.30769230769228,4.735042735042735,22.606837606837612,6.42735559955562,0.6050170940170942,255,10,52,3,9,83,44,65,0.316,0.581,0.10300000000000001,-0.9440000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,13,5,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,12,4,6,12,0,5,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,28,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.2283012668809806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23426694072141024,0.4846028951497911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867898866048968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365841066688563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442597547668933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577220914348892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20957307732210875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285726972524649,0.1907003200041604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195460484775384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23401312012758646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982249148057046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049492722997027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538955288728467,0.0,0.0,0.15542585830670275,0.14990559176003151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883656411195973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111033149476233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,echelon010,2019/10/30,"Can I make friends here? I need someone to talk with, I'm feeling terribly lonely. And I don't want someone who'll leave after a day or so, I need some long lasting friendships. Is that too much to ask for?",0.5051162790697674,2.7740706744186063,2.0337674418604657,95.79902325581396,86.44186046511628,4.370232558139535,24.879069767441862,5.6839178017228535,0.4626874418604654,161,7,35,1,5,52,36,43,0.201,0.635,0.163,-0.1734,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,11,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,10,2,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27258903463116785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804573360109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743220125970394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252748896732199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23767757145661556,0.0,0.3087423594437243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25804016110501315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463269602943112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143457106890509,0.4324074878630744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941115605069413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343619006187004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198212945963606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,frostedpickles7,2019/10/30,"Get to know me? I won't bore you with details here, but I'd like to chat with someone who just has a genuine interest in getting to know me. No expectations, just give me a bit of your time and I promise you that I'll be worth it. I'm not some super hot, perfect ten guy, but I am genuine and sincere - and I can promise you you'll never talk to someone who is as bluntly honest as I am about everything. My word is solid, and you probably won't like that as much as you think you will.

Some pertinent bits about me:

* Married of twelve years.
* No children (but a 4 lb yorkshire with a mouth that will wake the dead).
* NOT interested in a hookup or anything purely sexual (I just want to be wanted and adored TBH)
* I don't use tobacco, drugs, or drink alcohol.
* Hygenic! I brush my teeth three times a day.
* Gainfully employed with a 9 year career in financial services. I also have a well diversified financial portfolio.
* Into ham radio, electronics, diesel performance, and aviation.
* Located in the Eastern half of the United States (think Ohio, Indiana, Kentucky areas)
* Genuinely a nice person, though my dry sense of humor is sometimes mistaken.
* Not into the latest styles - most of my clothes come from Wal-Mart ($11 bluejeans FTW!)
* I like pretty toes and a beautiful smile. (Doesn't everyone look better with a smile?)
* Into kinky stuff.

So yeah - if you'd like to chat, you know what to do.",1.3829400749063687,4.059632528089889,3.0800280898876444,86.19022940074908,88.88764044943821,6.412359550561799,24.27059925093633,7.695328111545312,1.7316958801498128,1083,45,203,23,36,357,163,267,0.063,0.682,0.255,0.9954,1,0,4,0,0,0,61.0,0,10,0,5,10,18,0,0,15,1,19,7,4,1,3,44,33,20,1,4,12,0,1,4,0,5,2,0,0,3,8,16,2,0,5,4,2,1,10,1,1,3,0,3,28,17,31,25,6,17,0,0,1,0,19,8,0,6,11,133,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650989894896484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354272590117545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712915196287766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663067504034365,0.33731829519439305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307636266410244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963095381670574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133786776672356,0.17915518888678209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761838469280242,0.13884242356059795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614255455948877,0.1481974409926586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296583377128214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547050715569005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018970251808711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972967562389195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356528645192307,0.0,0.11914944282851116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489157399876134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716821737713546,0.1665624784553338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617916669654351,0.0,0.15279100925028802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684997838286226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241703241535376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797730670115168,0.1517821130106184,0.0,0.18016453550853184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342665643766008,0.0,0.0,0.1822401739125911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890183525563232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896836542610166
lonely,Anthem12891,2019/10/30,"I had that dream again Not the one where I’m driving and suddenly there’s a cliff or a lake in front of me and also my brakes don’t work. 

I have that one a lot too. 

The one I had last night is less frequent, but longer lasting. The scenario changes, the cast is always me and the only girl I’ve ever asked out. Sometimes I relive the only date we had, sometimes with a “better” ending, sometimes not. Only once did I dream of having sex with her, and it wasn’t exactly consensual. Boy did that one sting.

Most of them, though, are about me seeing her again and apologizing. In the real world, before I asked her out, we were best friends. I have had “mood problems” since third grade. I was bullied a lot for being fat and I’m very timid, so I never fought back, verbally or otherwise. So I dealt with it by crying. It seemed like any school staff were wracking their brains to figure out how to deal with me, nevermind the bullies, so I guess I’m the problem. Anyway, mood problems turned into depression. In and out of therapy and medicated, my depression was at its worst during freshman year in high school. 

One day She says that she likes my shirt. I was wearing a Monty Python killer rabbit shirt that my dad got me, so thanks dad, and that got us talking. She was really into Pirates of the Caribbean and Lord of the Rings, like, she could write elvish and had the longest blond hair. I’m more of a Star Trek type, but we nerded out a lot throughout the year. 

I was getting a handle on my Depression and gaining some confidence, so I asked her out. We went on a date and at the end she said she didn’t want to change our relationship. Hindsight is 20/20, I was a nervous wreck on that date and not charming at all, but at the time I had less empathy. I didn’t blow up or cry, I just wrapped things up, did a few more friendly activities and that was that.

That was really that. I didn’t let her know that I was molten inside. I simply started pushing her away. Because I was hurt. Because I didn’t know how to handle this precision rejection. I talked to her less and less throughout high school and then we went our separate ways (worlds apart)

I feel pathetic still dreaming about her. I think my brain is using her as a default romance partner, the best screen to project my loneliness on to. After that dream, I went on Facebook for the first time in years, still friends. She’s married and has short hair now. 

I sure like girls with short hair, but she looks nothing like she does in my dreams. I’m not dreaming about her anymore. I’m dreaming about redemption from an angel.",3.628,5.202033986274515,4.097794117647059,88.39257352941178,72.86274509803924,7.060784313725492,26.083333333333336,7.645422480735847,1.2801921568627457,2023,68,414,25,40,636,244,510,0.146,0.7140000000000001,0.14,-0.831,0,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,8,0,2,6,26,30,1,2,31,0,39,11,9,3,6,77,69,36,0,5,12,2,4,5,4,0,2,3,0,4,19,36,1,1,6,7,0,6,11,13,0,7,33,11,70,15,55,33,16,69,2,5,4,1,50,34,0,10,33,289,89,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214923266007188,0.0646657041484056,0.0,0.0,0.05284935412128605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707311072596024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796112013196706,0.0,0.07301647654357786,0.059758591049883625,0.0,0.09474956232911028,0.0,0.06613035310576587,0.0,0.16311570548914908,0.06873323823514728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351288977909146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644258526019768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204967808917172,0.0,0.17073413684186806,0.050120209698565565,0.08012149413027918,0.20080930550991044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800954969149757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137666120134954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029831743133241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03929540278288268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610495115014124,0.0,0.0,0.18012891588694185,0.0,0.0406032557452266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431272040811593,0.0,0.08561262657559604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422184869545298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319628488383198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542105379020919,0.1266973676448496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946958840294466,0.0,0.1898398744289304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526163102240731,0.0,0.0,0.1982133762692565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829041110376263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993915375957085,0.0,0.0,0.07293093797201236,0.0,0.07457032868942184,0.0,0.0,0.08276470470615323,0.2633109135398939,0.17731891963556332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309034294831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845750271923797,0.09957335963868473,0.0,0.0,0.08343759825066366,0.0,0.0,0.07392544579133598,0.06180265928163034,0.0,0.2359573709798155,0.06192936640773206,0.0707494720681162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428724611129577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23058850077161025,0.0,0.055007586133346685,0.0,0.12412774767245224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324614572872883,0.0,0.0,0.1249299027361242,0.0,0.07155019291112026,0.08887469803134919,0.0,0.05163087065341845,0.04979709491527098,0.07635529964491816,0.0,0.09063332181427114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453238598655705,0.0,0.0,0.0934824414544914,0.0671214290725045,0.0,0.06412360748526401,0.04583874479815821,0.061687120625039976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21612975122263609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657796925269243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501391256910498
lonely,scaredlonelyandtired,2019/10/30,"I'm seeing a lot of posts from people who wish they had friends... These days, I think I'd actually settle for no longer being a joke to everyone. That's quite a way below friendship, but if it were somehow offered to me, I'd take it.

I'm not trying to say that I think my pain is worse or anything, or invalidate what other people are feeling. That would be a lousy thing to do. Pain is pain, and it's always horrible to go through. I just needed to vent.",2.9066616541353376,3.929262252631581,4.608120300751882,86.19684210526316,73.84210526315789,7.112781954887217,25.150375939849624,7.447530270364453,1.0946691729323308,354,11,76,4,7,120,68,95,0.268,0.664,0.068,-0.9784,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,4,0,9,3,0,0,0,15,19,5,0,4,6,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,11,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,3,6,2,11,14,1,5,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,5,1,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.1839824570834655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568757914198323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514781372908346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158914321176982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801527761153853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532869844853907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566127238280516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714849036216656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602852737358014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979592879027228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.601841941534185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26141214091652804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056391710619196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005296277695864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993018655461518,0.0,0.0,0.1502375717589906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175446634741234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525393177288574,0.2416105655422374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800253690772787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964989550341745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168053487524622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921327431459969,0.1339294860226866,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fan_Of_Weezer,2019/10/30,God I love submarines You ever just wanna pilot a submarine so badly,2.10923076923077,4.975895692307695,5.098846153846154,70.08365384615385,92.07692307692308,5.676923076923077,21.884615384615387,7.1686216300943375,1.934876923076924,56,2,7,1,2,20,13,13,0.218,0.4370000000000001,0.344,0.3201,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470045131406165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5926007804625302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5912785955867145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SearchingFor345,2019/10/30,"Make a penpal! So I wasn't sure if it is allowed to make a general advice post, but here goes anyway.

One thing that has made me feel less lonely is that I have and talk to penpals. And I mean, the classic and traditional letters and packages.

We may not be physically together, but we share our lives together. It is surprisingly intimate and personal. It's also a great way to practice empathy and a motivator to live an interesting and fun life. It's also cheap and allows you to see life in another perspective.

I've been doing this for 3 years and if you like... I'm open to making more!",2.647668997669001,4.836379641025643,4.997498057498059,78.17755244755247,77.37606837606837,8.698989898989899,26.875679875679875,9.339509955726095,2.6722034188034187,466,19,89,13,11,163,82,117,0.037000000000000005,0.8,0.16399999999999998,0.9545,1,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,2,0,1,5,8,0,0,6,0,10,2,0,7,1,29,18,16,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,12,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,9,7,8,13,2,5,0,1,1,0,9,2,0,3,2,63,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023415716200985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311796933799884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712576059089864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469831153071534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282899500289084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925123387060091,0.10116152479073257,0.0,0.3656844677578362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959299581350628,0.4146525888273911,0.0,0.0,0.22555454403277256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403126376261294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080121589752274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831108104969689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500403705954572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951563603076536,0.0,0.0,0.16643104472600553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756481922685404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435859961325122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334310412343528
lonely,Ohh_Replayz,2019/10/30,"Life... It just sucks being alone every birthday, no one to spend holidays with. Constantly stressful work environment, long hours, nobody to talk to about my life without it becoming a problem at work, family is distant, the only real person I’m connecting with once again is slowly drifting away from me. I’m angry and tired of it every day, never having a partner and friends close to me takes a toll. Sick of being alone 24/7 like every night looking at my life, days to weeks to months just wasted. I’m just floating by existing. Not really impacting anyone’s life, I’m not a bad person, I’m caring, loving, but not a single person out of the thousands I meet every month gives a fuck, I’m super social and outgoing but it’s just wearing off into sad nights and tons of Alcohol. I’m not Pro-Suicide, but I wouldn’t be against just going... not like anyone would lose sleep over me going... literally 0 people. Anyway enough of my narcissistic self-pity. Y’all have a good night.",3.958990641711232,6.06747351871658,5.1852372994652445,78.70373830213906,73.1711229946524,7.455748663101605,25.056483957219246,8.278499904357787,1.8325724598930484,776,25,133,13,16,257,117,187,0.146,0.7090000000000001,0.145,0.1665,0,2,1,0,0,1,34.0,0,1,0,4,8,14,2,1,9,0,9,11,2,0,1,28,25,7,0,3,14,0,0,2,2,2,7,0,0,4,4,9,1,0,0,1,1,3,9,7,0,2,0,1,9,7,25,20,3,24,0,2,1,2,11,8,2,0,15,82,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890984481396485,0.0,0.2304766774763514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559997899566824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453835885919656,0.0,0.09290271943240884,0.0,0.12288489523668072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344341633255806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023935067273896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435151274230492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114967839336326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37498665285737204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489197256431516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596407341325106,0.1028639086576289,0.0,0.1067367811561841,0.1264704137336594,0.09332490000468636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957490031117864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31436273499394074,0.10871819544451487,0.0,0.0,0.09846718107364562,0.09343567543258764,0.12447853763060228,0.0,0.0,0.100422186933694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776234107178825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581543594061161,0.0,0.0,0.3132476775062877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849498648820064,0.07539692977309886,0.08462304094850187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713804810727541,0.2914603447389941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646682974005586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266454175932896,0.07128004592574523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607502533568342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134666301621728,0.11342198872532006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745517967749934,0.0,0.0,0.12170728150188725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365841621732034,0.08943164353239501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788425290328947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089251120652489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725675019043887,0.0,0.16200639453569368,0.0,0.0,0.07904039268856683,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawayhalftaken,2019/10/30,Horrible day and its really affected my mood It's a bad day here weather wise and I just feel so low and lonely and worthless and honestly just want a hug.,0.8212499999999991,3.2852086250000028,3.3862500000000004,85.03375000000003,87.75,8.200000000000001,23.625,8.841846274778883,2.353225,124,5,25,4,4,43,25,32,0.37799999999999995,0.39299999999999996,0.22899999999999998,-0.7781,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,10,2,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545081090845449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7021192661376794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27523886602265885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487234721125749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210707422406926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,reincarnatedchrist,2019/10/30,Who wants to be friends? I’m cool according to myself,-1.1848484848484873,-0.8851900909090897,0.8581818181818193,95.44060606060609,131.72727272727272,5.103030303030304,21.84848484848485,6.42735559955562,1.1798848484848483,43,2,9,1,3,14,10,11,0.0,0.597,0.40299999999999997,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7948460410490419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6068111493938331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelythrowaway11919,2019/10/30,"Can't stop persistent thoughts of close inner circle I am a male 23, I had a best friend the same age who was reluctantly influential among all my friends. Sort of Apex predator without knowing it or wanting it. I was a follower with a influence of my own within this friend group. Our interests included art of various forms. making music, making short shitty videos. In 2014 of August 2 of my friends lets call them Noah and Tom came upon my journal stored in a usb flash drive and leaked it to pretty much anyone who wanted to see it. Their initial reaction was to call my father and tell him what I has written, they misconstrued entries that I was ""planning to kill my best friend"" who we will call James. Noah, Tom and James picked me up at my house as if were just hanging out smoking weed. As it became apparent that they read my journal I attempted to show that I wasn't exactly what I wrote in my journal. Backing up a little I had gone through a mental break down via drug overdose on cough medicine. The breakdown changed my thinking process so drastically for a period of time it seemed as if I could do anything if I wanted to for the better. After the blow of people losing trust in me and sensationalizing my writing I got back into drug addiction after being 3 months sober cold turkey. Every time I tried to make new friends there was definitely the former circle discouraging people to befriend me or at the very least trust me. The thoughts in my journal fucked my best friends mind up so bad he quit his job at the time, he told me he cried reading my journal. I wish I could say sorry and I wish he would accept it. Noah and Tom popped back in my life as I finally got a new job as a janitor. They said sorry for reading it but they ""couldn't put it down"" which I suppose is flattering but they seemed to only pop into my life so we could buy DVDs(our slang for coke) I tried to talk to Noah one day he stopped talking to me again and there was only Tom left. Tom and I were good friends we helped and hurt each other plenty of times. He seemed to be over the whole thing but Tom and I despite being good friends only seemed to drink together. I missed the creative side of the circle James injected, Tom was more of the partier. I'd make videos for him to remind him of the old days and having a creative drive but he never really seemed motivated to help me most of the time although he had good intentions for the most part I knew we would just continue drinking together. Making friends as an adult is hard and all my friends are attached to James more than me so I was cast out. 

TLDR: Friends read my journal and abandoned me with no clousure.",5.326319874029917,6.0762075621414935,5.548314587785402,82.68156759644587,68.02485659655832,8.370914407828142,30.678720053987174,8.405096225971981,2.171575683275222,2117,80,413,29,34,671,257,523,0.076,0.758,0.166,0.9936,4,0,4,0,0,0,36.0,5,0,7,10,12,32,2,0,27,0,33,11,1,9,4,85,65,34,1,14,12,1,1,0,12,3,6,2,0,2,21,27,3,4,12,10,2,7,6,8,0,1,25,5,67,24,72,29,18,63,0,5,1,1,57,29,1,13,26,277,88,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592542103602295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04228472089133264,0.0,0.04976482453095843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950196978516766,0.050493137423296884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903907188812301,0.05348420455848367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852516818072905,0.06916597215753939,0.0,0.0,0.0639733130656591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485034144712935,0.0,0.06642768283902205,0.07800125868830117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848269760345083,0.14026092994571115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050951825496359605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624614498860806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5606633431840055,0.05590709838721072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216778463779418,0.09673292192029097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054172689895937286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106869170284184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069778701684312,0.06473850546673894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002192654686128,0.0,0.0669053533133557,0.0,0.03323484555526555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570501323541862,0.061838607222031564,0.08542893510432162,0.0,0.060610683151172615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765476775312157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018338169851617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094341559064235,0.0,0.06106134773205374,0.0,0.048269648842184584,0.0,0.04445523678737562,0.0,0.04664115998393312,0.11681203925064505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345713110411069,0.0,0.04097864475428558,0.13797926030245147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548728468840458,0.0,0.08384990423190572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061523644568167814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079292063537892,0.0,0.0643213816511627,0.2419608539462926,0.0,0.03874109580921496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057524478204477786,0.048091231493683814,0.0,0.0,0.04818982760271998,0.2752656017420759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353910444435568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111769021143643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721317727750467,0.05285680899816659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04017613775321824,0.03874920023053202,0.0,0.09601896127727433,0.1763139366119148,0.0,0.0,0.05778535370019585,0.0,0.08211554691777789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049897258267340316,0.10700712783681217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751689209782583,0.1390838823791561,0.058294631847480585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591777365395199,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,reuse573,2019/10/30,I never grew up. I'm in mid twenties and I act more immature than a teenager. I feel like I've missed on lots of growing up. I don't see how to become more mature and experienced.,0.3526923076923083,2.2717606153846184,3.3407051282051263,88.47721153846153,83.87179487179488,5.951282051282053,22.57051282051281,7.1686216300943375,0.8110974358974365,140,5,31,2,4,50,31,39,0.06,0.74,0.2,0.624,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,7,5,3,9,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,1,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403787581157792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24739807491888005,0.34954654164574817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23904078416530694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159740855109797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773680940317047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38989818007140736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zsdkfdsjfxcmvzsd,2019/10/30,"who gives a shit from outside myself I can see this person desperately needs someone to care for him. he will not let me help him. he will not let go of this grudge he holds and there's nothing I can do to disarm him. he is obsessed with suicide. I see so much to love about this person - he's unique, he's creative, he cares about things that most people don't even think about - but he won't allow me to show this to anyone. he expects too much from people immediately upon meeting them, and then uses the inevitable disappointment as cause to further isolate himself from the world. I try to be realistic, although part of me agrees that people should try to look deeper.

I don't know. he hasn't had an easy life, but most of his problems could be solved, I think, if he'd stop being so afraid and just put himself out there. I know... that's my job, but... I can't do everything. I can only argue so much and then... he's gonna do what he wants.",2.587104922279792,4.1994742746114015,3.665670336787564,90.26617389896374,75.6839378238342,5.861269430051812,22.425194300518136,6.322622252153567,0.3101919689119166,737,20,158,5,16,238,112,193,0.159,0.772,0.069,-0.9501,1,0,0,0,0,1,30.0,0,0,1,0,11,9,2,2,4,0,23,3,1,3,0,30,39,15,1,7,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,10,6,0,2,4,1,0,2,7,6,0,0,1,3,22,3,22,26,6,9,0,1,3,1,28,4,1,3,3,107,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027766093319164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29972573921784,0.15099596406299906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735702353548258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708341512100596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210228527227966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100316117061665,0.08353600294966622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985221739739614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586174859320405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615602357465368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30060798520684096,0.10382114512973188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343191783934797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266135305877225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241566982879485,0.10898887217452516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103782789133193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179010789307453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917241340968036,0.0,0.3057064822033964,0.2566864612736158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064654555391684,0.0,0.14776236244636645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23425894653651866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087986900451866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454146428911772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288757173204815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077973537666435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097651518735084,0.1883664515252323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995888185553808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269494278451668,0.0,0.0,0.08669664078488118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,emz_oddly_smilez,2019/10/30,"Is it weird that I wanna guy friend with boyfriend qualities? I am in a relationship which has been having problems. 

Idk why but I just wanna guy friend that'll be kind. Treat me good. Respect me. Be overprotective and crap....I'm so weird.",0.7473333333333336,2.8464508444444436,1.5688888888888926,92.72000000000004,107.22222222222223,4.666666666666667,18.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.2916666666666665,188,6,37,3,9,58,36,45,0.111,0.5,0.389,0.9643,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,6,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663249832087322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25312744440594154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5976398283662416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142682300946187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887726268632438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240099159951557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27231886886290363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MrM3seeks5,2019/10/30,Starting a new job in the marijuana industry next week. Hopefully I will make friends at work. All I do is play video games all day right now because I’m unemployed. I don’t even have online friends.,2.647307692307692,5.136303410256414,3.643269230769232,86.30798076923078,79.0,8.002564102564103,30.262820512820515,8.841846274778883,2.717251282051284,159,8,32,4,4,51,33,39,0.0,0.72,0.28,0.8834,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,2,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,16,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816167897513045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906588644093995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387287835901907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.476953608538817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065778361172413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063062263632901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060388684365458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29811431932560745,0.32827284638477583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636015295402797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184774158062712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24759554992641936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247146145248032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Axxygen,2019/10/30,"Finding ways to cope with your loneliness I’ve felt alone pretty much my whole life. I don’t have any brothers or sisters and it’s been really tough finding people who I can relate to and that share the same feelings and emotions than me. The one thing I can say is you got to find something, whatever it is, that you like and just find like minded people sharing those interest. As a kid I loved sports and the first way I kind of came out my hole was by playing it. I remember when I was 7 I started playing soccer and I made a lot of great friendships through that. As I got older though I just felt like it became too serious and the fun I had playing it was replaced by the anxiety to perform. I just said fuck it and left. At this point in my life I was at an all time low, literally having suicide thoughts (for many reasons that goes way behind sports). At this point I also fell in love with music, rap music specifically, and it gave me hopes, hopes for a better tomorrow. I started writing bars as a way to express myself and I really felt great about it. Although I was still alone, I found a way to shut that voice in my head saying I wasn’t shit. Later on I also discovered video games, which I played for a while growing up but I discovered all the wonderful people in those communities. I even started streaming games which helped a lot with my social anxiety. Today I feel better, I still have those dark thoughts from time to time but I know how to control them. I guess what I’m saying is don’t ever give up, yes it may seem like the world is against and that you won’t ever get better, I’ve been through that. You just need to find a way to cope with this loneliness and sadness inside of you, we’re all worth the life we were given, you just need to find yourself",5.120818181818179,5.322503344444447,5.607373737373738,84.00590909090911,68.33333333333333,8.434343434343434,29.419191919191928,8.150884317080207,1.852055555555556,1404,47,288,17,22,452,180,360,0.075,0.755,0.17,0.9828,0,2,1,0,0,1,30.0,1,7,1,6,17,28,2,0,17,1,23,9,2,4,5,65,55,25,1,4,8,2,5,4,0,2,3,5,0,1,27,19,1,1,19,12,1,3,4,6,0,2,23,10,45,22,44,30,8,43,0,2,0,3,29,17,2,9,21,199,72,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928011867116654,0.0,0.122985853231362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229125631271506,0.0,0.11764897286521402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040222120506134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794742768575632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624431312789821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649655742320975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050788441197214484,0.13911191144240825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776087382697018,0.0,0.2214938587127622,0.0,0.42168397859302736,0.06540687207261991,0.0,0.08431142993564493,0.0,0.07108821490039184,0.04017447873500519,0.07376471821483876,0.0,0.0,0.12299995778327764,0.1695540810603747,0.08470854326043968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891648359283113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154111681445787,0.0,0.0,0.15274822749684244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007433939451976,0.04225949675747289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354667360059291,0.0,0.16293969833704244,0.1502681074868777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074680710152967,0.13880153104565715,0.07275993533570249,0.0,0.0779594898809669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764205860980215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652669369998459,0.1140333787946631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052106061460092994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599279925993771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538131345415792,0.0,0.0,0.07822988838064511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852184870292444,0.0790608962827317,0.0,0.0,0.08710707765018989,0.0,0.07314478101350172,0.18345003932610915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000234609136059,0.0,0.0,0.07893164187959624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838479807112968,0.0,0.059197549792189434,0.0,0.0,0.16328009112702027,0.0,0.12281693838990428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411068075534353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051085640229217695,0.0,0.07554897521365239,0.12209212695167793,0.13451432870645028,0.0,0.07288749604352875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662141673551461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585055338795362,0.0,0.0,0.0833893784291984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Docthrowaway17,2019/10/30,"Anybody else get lonely late at night? Does anybody else ever get really lonely when they're up late? Like every thought that you're alone, that no one knows what's in your head, that you can never tell anybody what's in your head, that they actually hate you, just... Everything piling up to the front of your mind, like a rock slide you don't know how to stop. And the whole time you're having these thoughts, you're telling yourself you're being dramatic, that you're fine, that you should just shut up and stop whining. It's all so cliche, it makes everything sounds so ridiculous.",6.064968394437423,6.6142367610619495,5.116333754740836,87.13318584070801,66.34513274336284,8.227054361567639,27.647281921618198,7.957251820313856,1.452227307206068,466,13,94,5,7,138,70,113,0.191,0.753,0.057,-0.9325,0,5,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,7,1,0,7,8,2,0,3,0,5,2,2,2,3,17,13,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,2,0,2,4,1,0,2,3,5,0,1,2,1,8,3,9,9,2,18,0,3,0,0,10,7,0,0,11,50,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.1590535577939529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880724238601547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263259761071864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27231245697165696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743270126588326,0.13732509400416473,0.0,0.2929676484800733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030984221082202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091769674033998,0.3345470630043822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791487643722137,0.0,0.3677169323350643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925619000695215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879628990991508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457222554124934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570701082563815,0.0,0.0,0.15295394803113654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044542934870123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441479911656763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725318706149526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28491879118058355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587898030174807,0.0950400802468028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819711750046213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hang_The_State,2019/10/30,"Not alone but lonely Hi everyone. I just stumbled on to this sub and I’m very happy there’s a place for lonely people to find encouragement and some connection to the world. So ouch of reddit is name calling and vicious arguing, I’m so glad there’s somewhere to go that not a mean spirited circle jerk. 

All that being said, I am very lonely. I have friends that I enjoy. I have a girlfriend who’s very loving. But.... I still feel very alone, sad and discouraged at this point in my life. I’m sure some of you guys know what that’s like. Idk why exactly I’m posting this or why I’m even here. I guess I wanted to say I’m glad this sub is here for people like me and I hope in earnest the spirit of support and encouragement that is ever present on this sub continues for years to come. 

Night guys.",0.6484146341463415,3.0348126219512217,2.3580000000000005,92.762,87.41463414634146,5.475121951219513,19.785365853658536,6.961326702584282,0.3887229268292685,626,19,134,9,20,205,92,164,0.10800000000000001,0.551,0.341,0.9942,0,8,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,10,21,3,0,5,0,7,2,0,0,4,28,24,11,0,2,6,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,12,7,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,1,3,12,13,17,22,3,17,2,5,0,1,15,8,0,5,8,77,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30463550510820353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017253394788108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266857752129293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713680882994292,0.13303112705583767,0.0,0.14052946087571985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436183270568644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441718577981995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362411681803025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358194588463297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620116187657983,0.2912402299621069,0.0,0.15655626914221726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607137986238475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082454513302481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387824443961556,0.14369966951250626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327343138385674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019980670320388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380130454065734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039164092916249,0.0,0.15365441311234534,0.0,0.13902648436882,0.0,0.14085017434474215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989503207289292,0.11695411383514505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744843102325142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689064878145446,0.1386095382482932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853849188059655,0.08674432200003117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654113940413306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947067575046315
lonely,themachinist8808,2019/10/30,This is an interesting title Hummm. Well I work 3rd shift and I get bored. Looking a chat friend to crack joke or say what's up with life or did you hear want happened in the world today or wait let me tell what happen with this person who thought this was a good idea. I love hearing funny stories from around the world. I am 30m married to my high school sweetheart for 11yrs with 4 kids. I'm from the south but I'm not a redneck even though I have a few in my family. Well if you wanna chat and be goofy let me know.,2.735067567567569,3.573261459459463,3.6410698198198186,93.67079391891892,74.04504504504506,6.270720720720721,21.98310810810811,5.985473137389443,0.0465216216216211,406,9,95,2,8,130,81,111,0.013999999999999999,0.799,0.18600000000000005,0.9259999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,5,9,0,0,8,0,8,2,0,0,0,18,21,8,0,3,6,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,6,6,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,4,11,8,13,15,1,9,0,0,1,1,14,8,0,4,1,59,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097455024276236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943466362816604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046779587562616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970665019443854,0.0,0.0944747513616428,0.0,0.0,0.15166928045287226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31980980077634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076108048158245,0.0,0.0,0.19105387042116934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413190433432105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937790295090153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36981613751813136,0.12772360274517766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184930989239806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320361267970676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789134077075362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438010514663414,0.0,0.1830067855899764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580509476470822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766181102227072,0.14355660235267034,0.0,0.0,0.1714030469817921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066565707121875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251707479405868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164435904436506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,walkersinthecars,2019/10/30,"I just want another person to look at me and think of just how much they would or do love me. [20/M] I just want someone to give me the love and affection that I don’t get from anybody else. I want to be hugged, held, and told how much I matter and how important I am in someone’s life.",2.8178571428571435,2.7601205873015893,4.412817460317459,91.47732142857143,73.28571428571429,8.204761904761906,25.273809523809533,8.07648339933343,1.0603047619047623,219,6,55,3,4,74,41,63,0.0,0.679,0.321,0.9538,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,4,0,19,16,8,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,10,3,7,12,2,2,0,0,1,3,6,2,0,1,0,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24573918404293066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195771565157156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243958554841727,0.22481241351990566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655302052609531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679720032147116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42302482744867503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445523211241013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046276920237965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971324747288608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016371350117086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239339972431967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41468178933946503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166477396576881,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-Vladimir-Putin,2019/10/30,"Lonely and tired Just wanted you all to know I'm tired of being so lonely all the time, and it took a lot for me to post this. Not that its hard, it's just kinda scary putting my emotions in public and out of my head.  It's so hard to reach out cause I don't want my friends thinking I'm weird and I don't wanna seem like one of those teens who are fake-depressed or whatever. Sometimes the feelings so intense, I don't wanna get out of bed, even if I'm hungry.   I'm probably gonna delete this later, but thanks for listening anyway.",3.982857142857142,3.941886859649127,4.9421303258145395,88.63657894736843,70.7543859649123,7.566917293233082,25.93483709273183,6.868970318607317,0.9123573934837096,418,11,94,3,7,137,75,114,0.142,0.778,0.08,-0.5884,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,5,3,1,1,2,26,20,10,0,5,6,0,3,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,1,4,8,3,15,17,3,9,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,5,3,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053915891285163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220646377753354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249035445811732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320572840040106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109475263764776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447174397722402,0.0,0.10445944831070417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582106796555697,0.0,0.20519425760576235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988079637053792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767969679402244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998029306490367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548328703073725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148551099739636,0.0,0.21556717735831196,0.0,0.0,0.20099309689880607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820162123668575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774397508526986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407621607778946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811231431697467,0.0,0.0,0.11658556218608515,0.45959905781175797,0.0,0.0,0.2221386776470088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358574407390317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hyrule68,2019/10/30,"What to do when you don't have anyone to tell good news to? Currently having a really tough time in uni right now. I was doing terrible in one class, but after weeks of staying up all night studying I finally feel caught up. I may have gotten a 44/100 on an exam, but I've been getting progressively better on the quizzes and even got an A on this big project!! 

I have a paper for another class due at midnight, but I took a study break and bought tape and my favorite snack of provolone cheese and breadsticks to celebrate. I felt so happy hanging it up in my apartment I took a picture!!



Then it dawned on me. When I came to the realization I didn't have anyone to send it to; I felt as terrible as I would've if I failed. I'm not sure what to do",3.3919061583577736,4.291149258064518,4.750615835777129,86.10046920821114,72.54838709677419,7.958944281524928,26.994134897360702,8.296473431620573,1.6199032258064512,585,20,126,9,11,195,97,155,0.092,0.772,0.136,0.8755,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,5,8,0,0,10,0,13,1,0,0,2,17,25,14,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,3,0,1,6,3,4,0,1,12,3,16,4,25,12,1,33,0,1,0,0,3,14,0,2,11,87,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090167199048267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787547885538977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762927343305406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22798241938794125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165674091635107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078812203659414,0.0,0.3827794787384072,0.21835818883926314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414261224764908,0.0,0.0,0.1671900146486795,0.15942380975735934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212192354407815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705934424900245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350723525296771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769702321551332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022822534895146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246112354069205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187867815357604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742247353811649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162319463942208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429298171782008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989190632458633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159955607533767,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Starlight162,2019/10/30,"I wish I didn't care about what people thought about me I am not really a social butterfly, and I'm also a bit on the weird side. So many people kinda make fun of me for it. Not only that, but they also bring up how I'n not popular/how I have no friends. It makes me feel pathetic. I wish I knew why I even cared. Is there any method that can help me to stop caring about other people's opinions?",1.652840336134453,2.9992347882352948,3.5833613445378165,90.99941176470593,77.58823529411767,6.739495798319329,19.201680672268907,7.447530270364453,0.28846218487394903,307,6,70,4,7,104,63,85,0.114,0.622,0.264,0.9374,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,0,16,17,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,1,12,5,8,14,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831663818516979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039698439702652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328778866953605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415289398159556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693685701109215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951950453108909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367848837264447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186698403229358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363584395435178,0.1794963087264096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465105080670514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682230909597212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134198556075609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804755512833054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801793268355662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055431959498202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975599058674542,0.0,0.40718708460049946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wolftechclaw,2019/10/30,"SSDD My friends haven't talked to me in weeks because I stopped reaching out to them. I got tired of hearin about all of their problems and never being asked about my own. My supposed bestfriend constantly ignores my text and my calls but gets upset when I don't talk to her in person because she ghost me all the time. I usually wait outside of her class so we can walk and talk to next one together but today she just walked off with someone else not even saying so much as hey or sorry. I really don't appreciate because I usually have to rush to go she her after I get down with practice in the morning. And this aint even the first time she's stood me up to go with someone else. I wouldn't mind it so much if she told me ahead of time so I wasn't standing outside of her class looking like a fucking idiot. Even when i try and make plans for me and her;she always cancels on me at the last second. I guess im just tired of always being flexible, nice, and caring about other people when no one ever gives a damn about me.",4.786251814223512,4.933555542452833,5.408679245283018,85.33080551523949,69.04716981132076,7.843831640058055,29.04354136429608,7.321109707123232,1.5356555878084173,813,27,169,7,13,263,124,212,0.158,0.767,0.076,-0.9459,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,2,3,17,10,3,1,6,0,10,3,0,1,4,31,25,19,1,3,7,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,3,12,0,3,0,0,0,5,9,6,0,4,4,2,35,4,33,18,5,34,0,0,1,1,23,9,2,3,20,123,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20637895629481387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593623203640885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267931205619717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663203147027627,0.0,0.1264404101675684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401494162319175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719535810214204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24572998355900294,0.11217764943426828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054861383166596,0.0,0.0,0.09581281182667406,0.11464882866346778,0.1295842619086037,0.11896540870905195,0.14095988558444528,0.0,0.09918522433899968,0.0,0.13661526423481152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395626537244235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010878596475048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058691490912525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414042090681967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827802242275518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252186608864343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823289339872321,0.0,0.09564714524491573,0.0,0.13189016246183372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807002176202895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597560579115185,0.10828413179526443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866452947882394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944646357611251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862081057305973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015310688603464,0.0,0.0,0.1388233793629343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368115207485534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29903296433828785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694046258238786,0.2850714111723077,0.11755065248596715,0.11850057160446688,0.0,0.08419728031652697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731675244774969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947644974067206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UsernameTerminated,2019/10/30,"I will never be loved. No matter how much I improve myself, my looks, my habits, how much I put myself out there, my talents, etc. I know people will still never give a shit about me or love me genuinely unless I'm rich or have something in their favor. 

I feel like God created me as a joke and just wish He can just kill me to get His last laughter out of me",5.23671052631579,4.072480302631578,6.104210526315793,85.13947368421054,68.34210526315789,8.65263157894737,26.894736842105264,7.1686216300943375,1.1673263157894738,277,6,62,2,4,92,56,76,0.081,0.537,0.382,0.9755,0,0,1,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,1,0,7,9,2,0,2,0,5,3,1,2,2,16,14,7,1,1,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,17,7,8,11,3,8,0,0,1,2,6,3,1,2,5,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542956992939069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529064626712382,0.16289312962516098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912781811351307,0.2187316478367924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522635258966792,0.0,0.12531044090203247,0.1858617085162059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113960425910943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147419505004898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115827775476935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352328093697249,0.0,0.3517166530562019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807608390147293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229216882499839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23405292547182266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553619029946246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209214355061093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26220465797436465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rawrtrashX3,2019/10/30,I may not be physically alone But mentally I am,-1.032,0.625173800000006,4.059999999999999,74.86000000000001,111.0,10.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,3.809000000000001,38,2,8,2,2,15,9,10,0.0,0.8009999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.1877,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7167057902487017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6973756593285888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Critical_Raccoon5,2019/10/17,A question for guys. How do you show that you like a girl? Theres this guy i feel might like me. Idk if he does or what he saying is true. Ok to give background he keeps talking about a girl he likes to me. I am in a higher grade so i dont anyone of his grade. So i was confused on what i could do. As i don't have alot good info on relationships. As my was crashing n burning. ( my bf became a control freak and jelous of any guy.) So idk. He said when i blocked this guy on social media. He acted heart broken and unhappy. To be honest idk how to take this. Either this guy was trying to break us up or its huge misunderstanding from my bf. I hang out w him in 2 classes and we seem to talk pretty good and he laughs alot and smiles. He really wants me back as follower. He says because followers back up but idk y it is so important. I just wanna know because i dont wanna have drama between these two. I wanna have relaxing year for once.,-0.37979999999999947,1.785846620000001,2.103000000000001,94.23400000000002,90.3,4.800000000000002,17.5,6.360717304075467,-0.21265,724,19,164,8,25,247,121,200,0.10300000000000001,0.765,0.132,0.8326,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,2,0,1,12,12,0,1,7,1,17,1,1,3,1,33,27,19,0,6,6,0,1,3,2,1,0,3,0,7,10,7,0,3,5,3,0,4,3,2,0,1,4,4,23,10,27,20,3,18,0,0,0,0,33,9,0,9,7,106,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848110163758231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720418271394527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179749415656494,0.0,0.1520511804903908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987936738925155,0.09957541302128664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913963147706293,0.0,0.2923319626703008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306005256498164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196387535052481,0.0,0.20921138124307595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6174412175644032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778881597063315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085312774988472,0.0,0.0,0.06854053859594457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278951143311825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323037484001707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281824996507474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268807982897211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397102314498076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989613094922259,0.0,0.0,0.1338980888083592,0.0,0.0,0.11863327940035855,0.1983580096882447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353657455073984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713204580647405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377075576054647,0.20048366158775646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467383733566568,0.0,0.12182920849255945,0.0,0.15001774392273054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356060637565971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031288214934403
lonely,greasysailor,2019/10/17,"Any other guys feel like they have no friends? 26 m and I don't have any close friends. I'm good at making friends initially but I just don't have a long term connection with people. I would love to have a few guys to hang around with but I just don't have anyone, let alone having a best friend. Thinking about asking the girlfriend to marry me and I cant even think of 4 dudes who I can ask as groomsmen. 

Any other guys feel this way?",0.7301086956521701,2.9048057065217416,1.7219130434782637,99.10352173913046,84.32608695652175,4.5495652173913035,17.895652173913042,5.6839178017228535,-0.5962165217391302,343,8,79,2,10,107,62,92,0.043,0.6859999999999999,0.271,0.972,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,8,0,0,4,0,13,1,0,1,0,16,22,5,0,1,4,0,2,1,5,1,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,8,8,10,20,3,7,0,0,0,1,13,3,0,0,3,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663882499586075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32774902600262823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123324428405205,0.0,0.0,0.14301539575997088,0.30037808415785633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859560691795278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610991402356257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246215559436072,0.11477066799113655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964810111343865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474827005812862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4772157352150258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427876700328706,0.0,0.0784870316456501,0.0,0.0,0.14217301391705725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449957724475437,0.0,0.10723724897243946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137669086807607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588014905896376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751902104842291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141234137830816,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nauti_Nadia,2019/10/17,"Staying strong. For love. No one deserves to lie awake next to their partner and wonder why you're so hard to love.. or cry to thenselves till 3am knowing things are going downhill.

No one deserves to be manipulated and have a narcissist in their love life...

Why do we put up with it though? 

Because love. That's why. Because the fear of not finding someone that treats you better.. or maybe the fact that there is no one better.",2.8812349397590364,5.221021867469883,3.2417921686747,90.2995557228916,77.31325301204821,5.113855421686747,26.037650602409638,5.985473137389443,0.7571698795180719,337,13,66,2,8,104,60,83,0.168,0.649,0.182,0.6634,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,2,3,3,9,0,1,3,0,5,5,0,1,1,12,12,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,3,0,1,4,8,11,11,0,7,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,3,2,42,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827791224702126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731611688493207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963385393922797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377642841395596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411460145929206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776599870839005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383387433153736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487056443436401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907831554796736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5575155971120594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551454635333065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423781532285792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139368321361575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524457543689882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308478453359299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646015902521551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259627902402477,0.0,0.1517264676770345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180465497676247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674725010506743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wildcatzzzzzs,2019/10/17,"You Can't Make People Care I've learned the hard way, that the only people who care for you are the ones that your can do something for. All my life, I was popular with people when I had something they wanted, like money, car, etc. But as I started to not do things for people, friends began distancing themselves. If I had nothing to offer them, they walked out of my life. So here I am, very alone because I'm done giving. I have nothing left to give. I'm ready to give up..",2.501365979381444,4.0660715463917585,3.4933891752577324,91.61266108247423,75.8041237113402,5.674742268041237,23.465206185567013,5.985473137389443,0.3926092783505153,368,11,78,2,8,118,67,97,0.063,0.774,0.16399999999999998,0.8801,0,1,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,3,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,11,2,0,1,1,9,22,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,5,1,14,5,12,17,2,9,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,1,4,53,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623396607887495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784188258850038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272894980783143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425154263747016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900463235028066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240051619994962,0.0,0.0,0.4619108185444751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378025461791916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174388304343195,0.0,0.22673775410879546,0.07841425436868497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713781299166904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30801625526769044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876181315689668,0.12207069168608535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44509366632191855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471279797178785,0.0,0.0,0.11360571282094845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663187164637224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243279062190888,0.09466954730550138,0.12740077874878974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pigglemiggle,2019/10/17,"How I became an adult virgin Moved to uni three years ago. Had never had a gf in high school and I was so excited to meet girls and have sex for the first time. I’m not a very confident guy and I’m not very good at chatting with strangers, especially girls. Didn’t have much luck for the first half of my first year, but eventually I met a girl on a night out when and we got off and started dating. Eventually we started sleeping together, but I found whenever we were kissing I would get super anxious, my heart would start racing and my hands would shake and I couldn’t get it up. So we never had sex, just played around etc. She was really sweet about it, but it was so embarrassing for me. After a few months it was summer and we went home (we lived on the opposite ends of the country). I upset her by saying something wrong and she ended up finishing with me. 2 years on and I haven’t moved on I think of her all the time, and I recently found out she has a new boyfriend which hasn’t left me feeling like shit. I’ve not been on a date or kissed anyone in over a year. I feel so alone all the time, I constantly think about killing myself but it seems like my life isn’t bad enough to do that. But I hate being alone. I will be 22 soon, At this age everyone expects you to know how to have sex but I don’t. Feel so shit about it.",1.8976190476190449,3.5025899999999983,3.1621428571428574,93.17119047619049,77.57142857142857,6.666666666666666,20.952380952380953,7.492282038375204,0.4329880952380947,1040,26,241,14,24,337,152,280,0.171,0.72,0.109,-0.9694,0,2,1,0,0,1,26.0,6,1,0,4,14,19,4,3,15,0,26,12,5,2,4,54,46,26,1,5,11,0,4,2,1,4,1,1,1,5,9,22,0,0,9,2,0,4,11,9,0,5,15,6,35,10,34,24,6,53,0,0,0,6,22,18,2,3,33,163,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471870366671847,0.0,0.0,0.22133488691202005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071343256404993,0.0,0.074714075479617,0.0,0.0,0.09512179031597966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921776001175308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547009170268913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928001737024971,0.11040767333447868,0.11916929792548575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021025842660288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208420446563804,0.07633577739700571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272667224652494,0.0,0.234317515153569,0.0,0.0,0.11165252489445053,0.0,0.0,0.08962319491408104,0.08546007490849898,0.0,0.0,0.10580123177040296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549517812962178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662127443695825,0.0,0.11289602097879392,0.1071822331355305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821697086025065,0.0,0.05872359346419389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609605585138312,0.0,0.07547340707215003,0.10440591975498104,0.0,0.0943531230755659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528901482494633,0.22713557665144946,0.07854922172318378,0.0,0.16482318312810534,0.10319925653440473,0.0,0.10027426641092732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845274357826174,0.0,0.10550440912928599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497376413955057,0.0,0.1081409021428458,0.0,0.0972749234805295,0.0,0.0,0.21936605993203645,0.0,0.0,0.10693012992281617,0.0,0.0,0.08226063050450741,0.0,0.0,0.2268932294004216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693412702138422,0.0,0.0,0.18692046427811976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763297683810024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990537662801983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277158353126725,0.11682693987878626,0.0,0.27523921684238684
lonely,aboxxx123,2019/10/17,"Overwhelming lonliness Today I was sitting at uni  (alone for sure), and for the first time I just experienced that overwhelming feeling of lonliness. I don't know if I can describe it well, but the voices of everyone around me sounded like annoying noise while i'm fucking alone in that crowded place. I almost cried and just went outside to smoke.
Has anyone experienced this? Any advice on how to make friends at university? Nothing seems to work, I couldn't make a one real friend through the whole last year.",6.078663594470048,8.02056860215054,5.832288786482338,76.91129032258067,67.27956989247312,9.185253456221199,33.715821812596005,9.606745405546679,3.407446697388634,412,19,70,9,7,128,71,93,0.095,0.755,0.15,0.6608,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,2,2,4,0,5,1,0,3,1,17,13,6,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,1,2,2,5,7,5,13,10,1,14,0,2,0,1,3,6,1,3,7,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849946882638713,0.0,0.0,0.18956984431829846,0.3921428055825835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873948192015047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237220568274904,0.0,0.0,0.16852890317907113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795168350272447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089689524285424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572245262453268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102972883822533,0.0,0.0,0.2925258494412161,0.1750170220079301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040415951421776,0.1543155421900912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248887706623196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527360897507595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816511410917105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828353782811594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977920223928548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547989112393492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234364604098204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842547010364349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039006142150756,0.0,0.1794467974336893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021532103584558,0.17549525226033855,0.0,0.2113614501749099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378222793975856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219115072693327
lonely,VampyBaby,2019/10/17,"Doubt i’ll ever find a boyfriend I’m 22. I am so behind socially because basically my parents shut me inside and were abusive my whole life and now the only places I go are my classes (sometimes), my therapist and sometimes the gym. I have no social connections whatsoever and I never really had a close friend that I did not meet on the internet the past few years. I get scared to even go to the grocery store. I’m not ugly but there’s just too much baggage and issues coupled with the fact that I don’t go out or have friends that the odds of having a partner are 0%. I would like a husband one day but tbh nobody normal would accept me.",2.8118601398601406,4.581846200000005,4.3590909090909085,84.85954545454545,75.46153846153847,6.881118881118883,26.433566433566433,7.686295010490155,1.5231538461538463,506,19,100,7,11,169,91,130,0.062,0.82,0.11699999999999999,0.8395,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,11,0,12,1,0,0,3,23,18,9,0,3,6,2,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,2,1,1,3,5,2,0,1,3,0,14,4,7,13,3,14,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,7,70,17,1,0.0,0.20386337946584346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488639247318228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038150485195066,0.0,0.1109646916789364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364423856479143,0.15563843739343045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726004294327733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26586679949489017,0.0,0.08989443144845863,0.0,0.2933575864465105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958630292246255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153131377266725,0.08405999600188087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648415491185155,0.0,0.13270354925545125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858261132088018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659254624981998,0.13085964966054744,0.0,0.0,0.19105265692327145,0.0,0.1642510732967275,0.0,0.0,0.17976644477628398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102262661927642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226242671719366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507877179084215,0.0,0.0,0.3403441718316437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997753281281416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209923636473134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444534722535532,0.0,0.0,0.11080122430619194
lonely,fgm13,2019/10/17,"Just got rejected I finally got the courage to express my feelings to my crush, she just left me on read. All I want to do now is to kms",0.054999999999999716,1.8199465000000004,2.4700000000000024,95.165,84.0,6.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.4146666666666667,105,5,26,2,3,36,23,30,0.147,0.7190000000000001,0.135,-0.1027,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,1,5,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766767049352985,0.0,0.0,0.4282484250016292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6253302960541159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247502769801616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391039186628776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23058264481122204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,joezbaeerday,2019/10/17,Anyone else wish their family or friends messaged them to see how they were doing? I seem to always be the one reaching out to them..,4.091153846153849,5.668803500000003,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,71.69230769230771,6.7384615384615385,24.538461538461537,7.1686216300943375,1.0239846153846155,105,3,20,1,2,33,23,26,0.0,0.743,0.257,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,1,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006448160290816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526413546042553,0.3702121220044136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018341183473827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406176556938829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27915273632560084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448378540129224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879229912616556,0.3289295662080545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154968947080296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DatMegaBoi,2019/10/17,"I cant tell if I'm I love or I'm so numb for human affection that I think it's love Whether it's hormones, love, or lack of human affection I guess my heart is confused.",-2.117692307692309,-0.3008936666666635,1.16551282051282,98.28365384615387,101.05128205128204,4.651282051282052,19.320512820512818,6.42735559955562,0.10000512820512863,133,5,33,2,6,47,26,39,0.157,0.44799999999999995,0.395,0.9285,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,2,0,10,9,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,9,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33029967962204465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553033621678006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8118325402162964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620671201352603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212077884444986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hugzie_76,2019/10/17,"Lonely husband looking for friends Title kinda says it all. 

Married but wife is too busy with baby or her business for me. And it makes me feel pretty isolated. I’m hoping to find some nice people to  talk to on an ongoing basis. 

I’m a geek and love Fantasy and Sci Fi.  DnD and video games. 🤓

(Oh and just to be clear I’m very involved in my sons life. I read that and thought it made me sound like I make her do it all.)",-0.7240000000000002,1.4216889333333356,1.6261111111111113,96.7625,93.0,4.333333333333334,18.61111111111111,5.985473137389443,-0.2235555555555555,324,10,74,3,12,109,68,90,0.065,0.688,0.247,0.9694,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,3,3,22,14,8,0,1,3,3,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,8,5,9,11,3,2,0,1,1,1,11,2,0,4,1,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179917051799187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563175859634743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666767654052224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27854074795174805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808345706999086,0.13700908920057292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23549943480054425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531085493290213,0.2653596331878396,0.37439249521938794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442216954900712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28530886385803844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805164454336281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230175847887916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254074945961944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226384745501753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313928273561953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Big_Bad_PaPa,2019/10/17,"It be really sad and lonely these days😔 You: do u sell drugs
Strange: yes
You: I am not a cop btw
Strange: ok
You: I lied
You: I'm actually a cop
Strange: ok
You: sorry
Strange: it's ok",-4.045194805194804,-4.230343095238093,-0.334242424242424,104.25954545454547,134.71428571428572,3.432034632034632,15.722943722943725,5.565023196281405,-0.7296952380952377,138,5,38,2,11,49,28,42,0.355,0.45299999999999996,0.192,-0.7146,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,3,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,17,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.4903453452983173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5827141226688666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218998143593513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.562482180252799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JeffSycks,2019/10/17,"Hey, its-a me-a, Random-ario! I just joined my new school 2 years ago. And I still, don't have anybody I can call my friend. I feel, that its mainly on my part. I don't know how to make them laugh, I don't know how to comfort them, heck I don't even know how to make conversation in the first place. All my conversations are one-sided, lonely conversations with them either looking away or attempting to talk to someone else. When I actually do get someone to laugh, talk and have fun with me, there's always this feeling of accomplishment. But that rarely lasts for long. A dude I know, my 'friend' is a chill dude. He's pleasant, nice to talk to, and you can actually have good conversations with him. But the problem is, I don't know how to help him, how to make him speak, rather than me, and so on. What do I do? I'm failing in life, I don't know where to head, there is absolutely no compass in my life. I spend my day in my room, just playing games, reading books, or doing leisurely stuff that gives me at-the-moment pleasure. No satisfaction. Temporary Happiness. Just a addiction. I try to change, but when I face a difficulty, that resolve always heads back to its dark, hidden part of my brain. It feels as if the light prevents it from coming out too long. That light for me, is Life. I don't know how to confront it. I don't know how to face it. I don't know how to deal with it at all. All I do, for me feels meaningless. I read books on this, yet they don't help. I don't know how to muster up that dedication, that resolve, that willpower.. So someone, please help.",1.9467257492748933,3.800029943925239,3.2471457729079383,91.49719626168226,78.22118380062304,6.421355677301536,22.283918788269414,7.372421405659032,0.6035815017724784,1216,36,274,16,29,395,147,321,0.057999999999999996,0.792,0.15,0.9741,1,2,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,1,4,6,25,18,1,0,7,0,26,9,5,12,3,54,48,24,0,3,11,0,4,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,19,10,0,1,16,6,1,1,13,4,0,1,0,8,43,14,40,48,7,28,0,2,1,0,27,14,1,3,13,180,62,7,0.0,0.0,0.18788698039950194,0.1049461163493568,0.0,0.0,0.08533560004562367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020505006236976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044677108283028,0.07402399925029916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746670727396372,0.09830019157677554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183857229480507,0.08292618927110397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062084769737198786,0.09924787912890701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041939767838244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358397681731827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470357751321013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818853451597341,0.0,0.0,0.14875253360019491,0.0,0.05029595444001373,0.09234884990259483,0.0,0.08074486685237757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247886777062892,0.0,0.0,0.19759708094943687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357883995358305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5290626762307612,0.07847110919774176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039903914643389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038795486994832,0.08084070994651382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277852070738066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297604527626216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523355562450346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084973016571988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057936593653437,0.10567314044308597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211528746480177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925877114714383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742815744507884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24470219454941894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687959286872129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020360405389948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321292436118308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535951993552913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199330970569843
lonely,lilvulture95,2019/10/17,"0 friends and hating it. I know a lot of people say ""oh I've got no friends"" but I really don't...
I have my boyfriend and then... That's it. I just want someone else to talk to and have a laugh and share shit memes with.
I dunno.",-2.4501470588235317,-0.7271514313725476,0.08448529411764838,105.81143382352941,102.52941176470587,3.334313725490196,14.21813725490196,5.148860815047168,-1.3618450980392158,171,4,46,1,8,57,38,51,0.16,0.594,0.24600000000000002,0.5574,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,11,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,4,4,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,2,1,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639876437452991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883004844590469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527438250300331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119966238182369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367204097983982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686622721897972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908307020268356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244550761620414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25130558566470473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32438198262962525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26775611201313265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539986364589009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863921834680672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Watch_Keeper,2019/10/17,"I will die alone? I accepted the thought  that I would die alone. 

I'm 20YO student of maritime university,  where there are hardly any girls. LBH, college is the last bell to establish some normal relationship, especially in my profession.  There is no chance that any sane woman  would want to marry a seafarer,  who isn't at home for most of the year.",5.141846153846156,6.980462569230774,5.63692307692308,77.80307692307693,69.46153846153847,9.507692307692308,29.92307692307693,9.888512548439397,3.0116769230769225,277,11,51,7,5,89,50,65,0.19899999999999998,0.7240000000000001,0.077,-0.8625,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,7,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,31,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822940133118972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31667178651777084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832922729116423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085745701386323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335526499950926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979173173581732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281290215043173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24997782603125146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484510933494752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733221009335306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33079883501382645,0.0,0.0,0.14993820942979552
lonely,taterfume,2019/10/17,Ever feel like you need a half hour long hug but you also hate hugs? I always feel uncomfortable hugging anyone and i try to avoid them as much as i can but at the same time i feel starved for affection and contact.,1.1677272727272765,3.55461122727273,2.5919999999999987,92.15300000000002,84.45454545454547,5.3381818181818215,20.163636363636364,6.742157984588678,0.2743145454545455,170,5,36,2,5,55,35,44,0.258,0.48,0.262,-0.1901,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,0,2,6,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,12,6,7,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,7,4,5,6,2,5,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,5,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490813609689929,0.2591668618887255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778611692332656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817412191619214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724637128757358,0.22251326051880016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075108010304292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067338723959153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521678458930341,0.0,0.0,0.2756399473680181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289652903636425,0.23095005189445905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816198702734977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146676299717287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OriginsOfTheInternet,2019/10/17,"I want to try to give people on here a chance! 
If you feel like you can keep a conversation, and want/need to talk to someone... pm me on here because I have been through what youre going through and If I can keep you all company in this crap fest thats life... Id totally be ecstatic!
(Maybe we can talk on snapchat too, and If I get enough of you... We will make a group with daily tasks to send pics of our days and get to know each other) 
18+ is prefferable, because I dont want to enable pedophilia!",4.4778816199376905,3.75152128971963,5.4808878504672895,87.53042834890968,69.74766355140186,9.37632398753894,29.048286604361373,8.841846274778883,1.804209968847352,386,12,93,6,6,128,71,107,0.03,0.857,0.114,0.7618,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,5,0,1,3,2,1,0,3,0,9,2,1,1,2,20,20,7,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,14,1,16,17,4,7,0,0,0,0,14,4,1,3,2,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26944319154170376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252888277217832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590142896539823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283555467575906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174593822354473,0.15788484312906267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23093026597794966,0.2120065590583328,0.12560130138795825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928758782007189,0.0,0.0,0.12145766583144513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610120761630847,0.10797107741845884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752145759849886,0.0,0.2220275780028068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321590153416478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872554280685465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552682554384104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500467730551205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910605196817926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mythicalpuppy,2019/10/17,"Almost all my life I have had no friends A little introduction about me - I am an introvert turned an extrovert, very friendly , noice , techie , hates romance , loves sci-fi , quite a charmer for my ethnicity . I dont know if all this makes me sound like a douche . I have pretty much given up at this point.  I tried changing myself for people to like me but after years of failure , I decided to be myself. So this is what I am . But I am slowly getting succumbed to depression.",4.065274725274726,5.636496626373629,5.0404395604395615,82.07956043956045,71.74725274725273,7.837362637362638,28.384615384615394,8.418075326091056,2.054424175824176,367,14,70,6,7,120,66,91,0.153,0.674,0.17300000000000001,-0.2862,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,0,5,0,9,2,0,1,2,9,16,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,15,6,10,13,3,6,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,2,4,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314791818756316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445427913262653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991027863181328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709246252344326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571962858841192,0.0,0.12077460253050933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282283937516872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270426918962357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327925856364234,0.2258718908893537,0.2316888860635857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086361823539816,0.0,0.15430498320113073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993347963544156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026127654405695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852642399676234,0.0,0.0,0.2351787496111567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458733096219909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569464210329891,0.25144203663230275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907360152459107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886321221294732
lonely,RayTheRogue,2019/10/17,I'm in a long distance relationship My girlfriend lives in another lifetime.,8.25769230769231,10.870210153846159,8.541538461538464,56.97846153846157,62.84615384615384,11.353846153846154,51.46153846153846,11.20814326018867,7.251676923076923,64,5,8,2,1,21,12,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5368484427944675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452081633555708,0.4530800891340936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496675166871329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JE9Gamer,2019/10/17,Tomorrow's My 29th Birthday and I Can't Take it Anymore The collar of my shirt is soaked from trying to keep my face dry as I cry some of biggest tears I have ever felt run down my cheeks. I'm falling apart in this empty house. Nobody's happy I was ever born.,-0.1880357142857143,2.025240553571429,2.069285714285716,94.47571428571429,89.89285714285714,3.9142857142857146,16.92857142857143,5.288315135182226,-0.6031142857142857,205,5,44,1,7,69,46,56,0.156,0.778,0.067,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,2,6,8,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,8,1,7,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30366610330351074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363440864609822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5539471787785434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29399806452831684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259534273321784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35331134053431684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27216282012314336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302227627753639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078883187844652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,punchingbagxoxo,2019/10/17,"Sophomore in college, still no friends I go to a university in the city where there is no campus and therefore no cohesive sense of community. I’m so lonely. I have a boyfriend but I have no friends. I see everyone on my finsta from high school having great times at their colleges. Halloween is rolling up and I’m just feeling worse and worse knowing I won’t have a group to dress up with and go to a party with. I just feel like I’ve missed out on so much. I’m severely depressed now and I have BPD that was diagnosed when I attempted first semester and was hospitalized. I can’t take medical leave cause I have no one back home cause all my friends basically ghosted me at the end of senior year and I won’t be able to handle the loneliness. At least here I have my bf and weed. I’m dependent on weed too which probably doesn’t help my situation but I’ve smoked every day since the end of senior year and I don’t even know who I am anymore. I’m so lonely it’s killing me. I cry everyday. Antidepressants numb me a bit but they can’t take me out of the reality

Everyone says that the college years are the best four years of my life and I’ve already wasted almost 3 semesters of college being lonely and sad and high

I just feel so pathetic. I don’t know why people don’t like me. I’m just so shy and awkward now cause I’m so fucking emotionally traumatized from having everyone leave me so openly and yet without a word

It’s too late to make friends too lol",1.5028592192691017,3.8112672790697673,3.3282713870431917,87.95410143272427,82.18936877076412,6.951868770764119,25.020867940199338,8.07648339933343,1.6041701827242532,1165,47,245,24,32,389,152,301,0.24600000000000002,0.626,0.128,-0.9908,1,6,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,3,24,18,2,1,13,1,24,5,0,6,1,42,45,25,2,0,8,0,3,2,5,2,4,1,1,0,6,19,0,0,6,0,0,2,14,10,0,3,2,5,30,8,28,39,5,37,0,6,1,1,11,16,1,2,21,154,36,8,0.1030076576889694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031472897501777,0.0,0.11367151170744973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215591744415238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920653047956654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810018167712007,0.0,0.11245768344691492,0.0,0.1297345389052538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174517176353304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131490751043589,0.06643141759848152,0.0,0.08872034462890996,0.10455060426014376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586975044840495,0.1824684208396198,0.0,0.0,0.06803558641520735,0.0,0.08678839428680359,0.2952846936540077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625130028406026,0.07358869123490296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761826100875106,0.0,0.0,0.3183338432358197,0.0952289196901696,0.0,0.0,0.1170832513540886,0.0,0.0,0.1135663062510656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904386164068109,0.21766649172249,0.10332507939307793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396271137865875,0.0,0.16983094434864707,0.0,0.11619712457091627,0.21814047272197884,0.0,0.0,0.07275735492406796,0.10064867685812978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875841137495772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376937816642257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572248061439192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980065470918002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141253996786917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105967712465106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191582381891267,0.0,0.10424924889761962,0.08208376673170954,0.0,0.0,0.11636933322447035,0.0,0.08520899889207913,0.1157849230940748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226204849082683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489787824186732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006459356407809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294838924805864,0.0,0.0,0.09929570617532983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099472067509065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653342172519146
lonely,the_rustic_woodsman,2019/10/17,"Am I bound to exist in this era? First time posting so please excuse me.

Does anyone feel like I, sometimes feeling like they are not meant to be living now and merely a different time frame.

I’m late 20s, have a house, beautiful friends, loving family however I feel I’m destined to live a life and life style which has passed.

I don’t own a TV, despise the modern social structure, I don’t value needless capitalistic products and sometimes think I should be living on a ranch 150 years ago in the wild. 

I just don’t fit in. 

I guess I’m just trying to see if anyone else feels this way? It’s a strange feeling being so connected in this incredible time but also so upsetting to know the way of life before mine was better. 

Let me know, I’d be interested to see those like me",3.1080769230769216,4.876079807692308,4.5207692307692335,84.02423076923078,74.64102564102564,7.107692307692307,24.82051282051281,7.882392219407189,1.374220512820513,614,20,121,9,13,204,99,156,0.055,0.75,0.195,0.9442,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,7,9,1,1,9,0,14,4,0,0,0,20,30,9,0,2,5,0,5,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,9,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,7,13,7,12,22,1,20,0,0,2,1,5,6,0,2,13,69,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829031624524415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671535476623467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866147080634159,0.13672945028657574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355126669218014,0.0,0.0,0.11802063498699013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942088645322578,0.0,0.0,0.11677800211172608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147558555329763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579940540242898,0.0,0.3373672263657326,0.19066526249960028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350764944076425,0.0,0.0,0.10309873155190144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470039359529131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539768002409969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466749896911317,0.0,0.15053097756075154,0.0,0.0,0.13645583310629214,0.28276695663248325,0.1955824265049324,0.0,0.3535012727773475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043868655176873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464817637065621,0.0,0.0,0.12780274751937848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126756525795413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602965405629586,0.0,0.0,0.2639596404935791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550571620532793,0.0,0.0,0.23343732521896615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059991701795707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118437406303784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593375105179804
lonely,x-random-stranger-x,2019/10/17,Need someone to talk and trust. I am 21 m btw for those who care.,-2.2940000000000005,-0.5382613999999961,-0.07833333333333138,108.9825,96.33333333333334,3.0,14.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.808333333333333,49,1,14,0,2,16,15,15,0.0,0.629,0.371,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5932864295954157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43147191166694737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930424786172497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677096494400694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,starkdream,2019/10/17,Can't make people care about you. But you wish you could. Scrolling through my contacts and I realized there's not one person who truly cares about me. Sucks.,1.5090000000000003,4.159351900000001,0.91,99.225,96.66666666666666,3.733333333333334,19.333333333333336,5.6839178017228535,-0.22246666666666606,127,4,25,1,5,36,27,30,0.14400000000000002,0.616,0.24100000000000002,0.5379999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.70926024971099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777094554352527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321754668027199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23569479378841024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24113762187133014,0.3037068222693349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999808579957784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nymphodelic,2019/10/17,"Does it ever really go away? I know I’m young, but for nearly all my life I’ve always had this feeling of terrible loneliness. I’m by no means a loner, I have plenty of friends. And yet I still feel that deep pang of loneliness even when I’m surrounded by people. Sometimes more so. 

I’m pretty sure it’s the lack of real intimacy in most of my friendships. That feeling that you can really connect with someone on a personal level. At the moment there is at least one person I feel like I can connect with, but because we also have a complicated relationship, they’re part of the reason why I’m lonely. 

I would really just like to learn how to love my own company. It seems like I was doing well for a while, but then my fear of missing out came back when I made this connection with the aforementioned person. They’re just somebody so active, and if they were any other person I probably wouldn’t bat an eyelash. But seeing them do so much makes me feel pretty inadequate. And I hate that. I want to be fine with doing the things I do. I don’t want to feel the need to be as active as other people. 

How can I just really learn to love me and what I do?",2.882094112399642,4.414732173728815,4.754210526315791,83.10051293487959,74.72033898305084,7.849776984834969,23.014272970562,8.532816995589336,1.4339610169491523,907,25,183,17,19,310,131,236,0.14,0.631,0.22899999999999998,0.9779,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,2,0,18,14,1,1,11,0,19,3,0,5,3,46,45,21,0,7,8,0,6,3,1,2,1,0,0,4,13,11,0,0,12,0,0,2,3,5,1,1,5,7,25,9,30,36,8,22,0,2,1,2,12,10,0,3,13,137,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596579558262143,0.09985152639702743,0.0,0.0,0.08160567873809436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127461106474128,0.09227436104264156,0.0,0.0731522879755514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725066169084307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501482100443432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926038707432395,0.1085489501908466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350359496022255,0.3640606098638062,0.08572966676550314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927134789422809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820007227990277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847742663814972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595012549326175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847611730512931,0.17588118600777122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21661352106610746,0.11354907735437356,0.08010246677283879,0.0,0.0,0.13071768407336998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821549779988627,0.08898018456169624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131666384893879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995079625784445,0.0,0.16638896959808594,0.41912551699848855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24417096046535725,0.12938277541298174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658888871780567,0.30750618366684795,0.12338235027689685,0.0,0.1288375600938404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562629597941692,0.1092455865256273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167755897395014,0.0,0.11868534269111547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583399142205908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310074714299714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972419556616601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415609308364038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789647897890636,0.0,0.10828341016679112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524619055559378,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,maniackk1186,2019/10/17,"Hey guys and gals, this will probably my last month of my life, thinking of doing it cause I can't bear the lonliness anymore. People out there having so much fun with their life while I just rot away in my room. I don't know why I chose today but it just feels like the right thing to do finally. I see friends and people out there having so much fun with their lives and it breaks me inside soul by soul. Today I for the first time don't fear for my mom too. For the first time, I'm not scared and it feels like the only option. Like it is what will set me free finally. I need to still find my choice of death but the time just feels right for some reason.",3.709056754596322,4.026231208633096,4.016067146282975,93.77759392486013,71.44604316546763,7.3288569144684255,20.480415667466023,6.937597516519254,0.0472391686650675,514,7,122,4,9,160,80,139,0.034,0.759,0.20600000000000002,0.9792,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,9,9,0,2,6,0,10,2,0,2,0,25,18,9,1,1,6,1,3,3,1,2,2,0,1,1,8,8,0,0,7,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,4,16,8,16,16,3,22,2,0,1,0,6,7,0,2,16,78,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392545954127547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363501465249608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908382364898268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633064893207753,0.2201393787060789,0.2073553146603492,0.0,0.3179556946138757,0.13264204089797965,0.2468872835836641,0.0,0.0,0.11212357008174058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369702158862785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975715723327383,0.11829661920478896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050128079595369,0.21270290696004415,0.0,0.1281484396416722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996918428239366,0.11583775726892405,0.0,0.21336782229947127,0.10760868940966647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037445162361018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122344136362336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564697911445957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921314307204409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478726990795637,0.0,0.0,0.1452959023930115,0.0,0.11564620183846637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589737949660656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641490677249193,0.09299053459751992,0.0,0.0,0.25387146766889684,0.0,0.2751239332378164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309531544607938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WhyMe_92,2019/10/17,"“forgotten” I have broken up with all my friends, I blocked them everywhere even in real life. I feel that I don’t want to be a friend anymore. I feel I give more than I get. I always be there whenever they need me but when I ASK them to hanging out to get rid of my depression they say “ sorry we’re so tired maybe next time“. now I want to be forgotten forever.",0.6106578947368426,2.6699879605263166,2.709736842105261,92.55565789473684,83.86842105263158,6.957894736842108,22.657894736842106,8.07648339933343,1.1939263157894728,279,10,64,6,8,94,55,76,0.23600000000000002,0.6759999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.9089,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,11,14,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,17,2,10,11,2,8,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,4,42,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930740696746677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301191852205993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692405605579212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998538501664076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325880383221388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346506060580331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35854371663597673,0.0,0.2424603870633185,0.22259183806662175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389518740395662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331131966324064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720531169991325,0.0,0.0,0.2467748735019572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641098595952172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452580237642788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597473628203007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530312954341053,0.2666933610436186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27372385790921977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,offmychest909,2019/10/17,"Lonely and useless at work I feel completely useless at work.

I’m the only one here with any mental illnesses, and on top of that, it’s quite an amount of mental illnesses.

My boss keeps telling me to just ‘get over it’ so when I have a really bad panic attack I just have to hole myself up in the toilet and hope it goes well.

My colleagues are nice, but I feel like they look down on me because of what I have and how nervous I always am. I feel like I’m a lot less than them because I have to take breaks, I can’t handle things as well as them and I’m mentally unstable.

I feel like a burden here and that I should just quit because nobody wants me here.",3.641286970423661,3.941629035971225,4.864988009592327,87.69126298960829,71.58992805755395,7.904396482813749,24.796962430055967,7.793537801064563,1.0737139888089526,512,13,114,6,9,170,83,139,0.18,0.6890000000000001,0.131,-0.7325,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,5,11,15,1,2,6,0,8,2,0,2,0,22,21,12,0,3,4,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,8,2,1,0,5,20,7,18,20,3,11,0,3,1,0,4,9,0,2,4,80,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286836882244913,0.0,0.0,0.1004166585629378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679892428503787,0.0,0.0,0.12329336409384815,0.2700440130513708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482301013106353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29865364373507497,0.3164738095225477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077148402974898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466637798384153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125064591334307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164236763432787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400066242243858,0.0,0.0,0.12553874598453782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464320763759639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000610226575361,0.11230520981663088,0.0,0.1732520173250488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141179150922472,0.0,0.0,0.09459741015808558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102503385491402,0.0,0.12906494088527629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810147344115476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709611804879867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26553553765640897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21500246181225255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,medic20four,2019/10/17,"[25f] just looking for someone to talk with I don’t have much of a social life anymore.  

I live in the Bay Area 

Live with my cat, buddy 

Borderline personality disorder",1.9987500000000007,4.755171375000003,4.123750000000001,79.74625000000002,85.25,6.95,26.75,8.07648339933343,2.2560375,132,6,24,3,4,45,29,32,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,6,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086245090519374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566595389355449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980814724348974,0.0,0.0,0.549586562325211,0.0,0.26132770099072977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22876612523780224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717258387226333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172268774015485,0.26367681156064043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25012893300059713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mercenaryonbeat,2019/10/17,"I hate being around other people I don't want to say that I hate other people. Everyone I've worked and hung out with have been really excellent, amazing people. And I'm totally serious about that, I believe every person I've gotten to know in my life has been truly extraordinary. 

But I hate being around them. When I'm around other people I think the most vile things about their personalities and character, and every minor habit of theirs seems completely repugnant. I become exhausted by their banal sense of humor, offended by their lack of self awareness, and frustrated with their presence. I call myself out on it, I realize it's entirely unfair at best and almost always untrue, but it hasn't changed the feeling of genuine displeasure I get from being around other people. I see the worst in them. I feel suffocated. My autonomy is violated by their expectations, imagined or otherwise.

But I'm also terribly lonely basically all the time. Whenever I'm around people I just want to get away, whenever I'm alone I want to have people around me. I don't know what to do about that.",4.983354688410017,7.266153514851485,6.4520384391380325,69.96847117064648,70.78217821782178,9.703436225975539,27.72393709959231,10.056822442137396,3.2948482236458947,878,32,140,25,17,298,111,202,0.222,0.7240000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.9841,0,3,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,8,3,12,16,7,0,4,0,13,2,0,0,2,38,34,12,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,12,16,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,12,0,0,3,4,27,4,31,28,6,15,0,1,1,0,13,13,0,4,2,106,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493263206435953,0.10853144096534713,0.0,0.08380099149165615,0.08719415978604657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5597150154264031,0.0,0.0,0.09845420237199763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573296612002006,0.0,0.1180631026243489,0.10997125195910558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070029016938915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085454224569208,0.0,0.10987093271688456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658117178281035,0.1001318929092519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597053489882123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094975092564671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103770180212481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151803279862626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401668791021322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085401719778888,0.1829981905046949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713153088725027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333367771327266,0.0,0.0,0.08350452749438676,0.09539741124798168,0.10931943221077996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696182071305547,0.06714557442934957,0.0,0.0,0.06110423174297552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854246029309324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628879258884448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lunnnar,2019/10/17,Bad news. Just kidding it’s good weed is just as good when you’re alone. My just friend for 15 years hates me and he hates me. Did I just waste away my youth ?? Help,-2.373571428571428,-0.9744077222222174,-1.4565079365079363,114.66500000000002,112.33333333333334,2.0571428571428574,7.920634920634921,3.1291,-2.8340031746031737,126,1,35,0,7,37,29,36,0.28,0.465,0.254,-0.3313,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,3,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147679844651951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855415036151317,0.0,0.25375931367350923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348067355100043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5098249592374511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6001133405391671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371021307769674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957135965775125
lonely,AWeirdough,2019/10/17,"They never cared My friends found about my cutting problem and they cried, saying that they'll be there for me. In short because of them my teacher found out about it. I came back to my classroom after my ""talk"" and they never asked me if I was fine or how I was. They just laughed and talked as if nothing happened. I didn't try telling them my concerns or problems. That night I waited for just one of them or any of them to chat me up, but it never happened. It hurts, realizing that we've been through so much, cried with each other and I helped comfort them when needed, they couldn't do it for me in return. I always felt left out with them and there was an obvious bias in our circle. So I started ignoring them and they don't even care, they laugh and laugh without even returning a glance. It's hard but I really now know who are truly my friends are. I have no one and it really hurts. I really hated myself for hoping that somewhat they'd come, but they didn't. Thank you kind stranger for reading my somewhat long rant and I really hope you have the best of luck, unlike me. And if you're having similar problems I hope you find new friends, it's hard to be alone. Find someone who understands you. Don't try to force yourself, if they aren't willing. Or if you're an idiot like me and rants a lot in Twitter then, maybe they caught wind of your plight and then that's where they start talking to you again to clear their names XD. Really though, be careful in who you are friends with, they really affect you in ways. And pls don't cut, it doesn't help in anything. I myself is trying to get clean, but the ""friend"" situation is currently one of my triggers. I hope you'll find your way, even if it's difficult.",2.895689655172415,4.610940637931037,3.534827586206898,91.09293103448276,75.0919540229885,6.524137931034483,24.068965517241374,7.237678284180719,0.8339862068965518,1354,42,287,15,29,426,170,348,0.17800000000000002,0.64,0.182,0.8740000000000001,1,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,10,22,1,18,33,4,0,6,0,28,0,0,3,5,71,53,35,0,15,17,0,3,1,5,3,0,1,1,0,18,21,0,2,9,2,0,3,13,11,0,3,11,5,65,22,37,34,6,36,0,2,1,0,51,13,0,18,19,209,83,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505897779730832,0.0,0.0,0.06833638285208378,0.0,0.0,0.055849290505353616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758366158154143,0.0,0.0767778157337948,0.0,0.0,0.06315072278984288,0.0,0.050063959340254836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618739597973643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393160127281236,0.25120236381588645,0.0,0.0,0.07074528320160121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180425675321957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273265972656975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885496054651664,0.0,0.2251882310979085,0.0,0.0,0.180096401403637,0.3172562313848077,0.0,0.0429080556098033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452495668789098,0.0,0.14713962222899865,0.08108357556680569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009621909738217,0.0,0.0,0.32628323483498484,0.0,0.0,0.17583766389197356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855228074101824,0.045134943725654166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923140834045877,0.0,0.0,0.040123185884729164,0.0,0.0,0.07267995929493691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982158134423315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825077789046849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037291815821101,0.060896254447625225,0.1900246048389288,0.07931893062793932,0.0,0.07707078372763522,0.0,0.07880323268468889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695448352807682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357538247991732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214939278502904,0.0,0.3156766008696662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531082034232379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923143778333214,0.0,0.0,0.06958608293959974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626006444314076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980321201665876,0.07178276473957991,0.07561166216784047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068952558447251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727686832358474,0.0,0.0,0.08549727826543113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303774465178956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916765924392577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wanderingspeech,2019/10/17,"It just all hit me at once So I'm a college student, and last year in school I was pretty suicidal. So I'm at home for this semester so I can see a therapist and get on meds.

Well, the meds are working and I feel so much better! But being home while all my friends are off in school is slowly killing me inside. I was pretending everything was fine, but now I'm so emotionally exhausted that I can't pretend any longer.

 I routinely go down my list of contacts in my phone, and text all my friends and acquaintances to say hi and ask how they're doing. And most often, I don't even get a response back. Especially from the people I considered my best friends. I even wrote them letters because I missed them, and haven't even gotten a text from anyone along the lines of ""hey, got your letter, thanks!"".

I'm currently taking classes at my local community college to stay busy, and I have a few classmates I talk to, but it seems like it's limited to in-class conversations.

The only person who seems like they want to listen to me is my therapist, and I'm paying him to do so.

I'm so grateful that I'm alive, and that I've found medication that has made my depression so much less powerful. I just wish I had someone to share my existence with. I recently celebrated my birthday, and had no one to spend it with.

I feel like it's one of those things where the more alone and depressed I feel, the less energy I have to keep reaching out in hopes someone will respond. I can't deal with being left on read over and over again, and coming home each day to an empty house.

I write about 10 pages a day in my journal, because it's the only thing I can talk to.

I'm sorry this is such a rant. But maybe someone out there feels the same way? And is equally hurt that their friends don't seem to care enough to respond to their texts?",5.180835777126099,5.115287865591399,5.8814271749755624,83.01259530791792,68.19354838709678,9.236754643206256,30.349951124144678,8.97023862654752,2.21959247311828,1434,50,304,23,22,469,193,372,0.11,0.7070000000000001,0.183,0.9808,2,1,0,0,1,0,40.0,0,1,5,5,23,21,1,0,16,0,26,2,0,2,3,53,62,30,2,3,6,0,4,3,4,1,2,2,3,1,17,24,0,2,8,3,2,2,6,6,1,2,10,7,42,15,42,48,16,33,0,4,1,0,31,19,0,6,13,204,59,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659229747220308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342200931405167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521162844930503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871882758137188,0.0,0.0,0.07171345764155382,0.0,0.11370446667613734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978737201694035,0.08248350709320583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950878009579236,0.0,0.0,0.0803377799348602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202937844435968,0.09615001415768767,0.16065449750082808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490827448707328,0.0,0.0963655659957204,0.0,0.184797911799606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381873269100744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862621447187156,0.06662707556838407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225801925051987,0.28821891887632045,0.0,0.09745209215404202,0.0,0.05300348806897255,0.0,0.0745909069530439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28065105211030184,0.0926311604475068,0.0,0.10761293138498566,0.09983992505731856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828964019189508,0.10318164456500753,0.0,0.0,0.07602175811266043,0.0,0.0,0.1013304763528203,0.0,0.0,0.13669071061771804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824766551704834,0.0,0.0,0.0936951763366275,0.0,0.207188242604646,0.09395261805524864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371180096685203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932200610630006,0.12639478751391206,0.14186136374061226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465679192175597,0.08143361728583423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488195655203767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328819591461726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092085919336303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416644721139576,0.0,0.1887741843940987,0.07431850243828345,0.25470928175417684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237064204060065,0.0,0.0,0.10440024552020064,0.0,0.09940590380623096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201453846079242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012213742230755,0.14992246521595204,0.0,0.08586400111564578,0.0,0.21657096410927304,0.1239195299136049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500890877230808,0.07402779473633257,0.0,0.0,0.08385459934369974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724779861152496,0.0,0.0,0.06789654391384775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005828696997027
lonely,3vil3ntity,2019/10/17,Got a new hobby Like the title says I’ve found a new hobby I enjoy which is skating. I can just go to the skatepark with some weed and a speaker and have such a good time by myself. Glad I found something to help with my loneliness,2.1892857142857167,3.623354408163269,3.3956632653061227,92.53594387755103,76.34693877551021,5.716326530612244,22.45408163265306,5.985473137389443,0.22217959183673489,182,5,40,1,4,59,36,49,0.054000000000000006,0.672,0.27399999999999997,0.8885,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,4,5,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6212613488678498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100946768663066,0.2376238367229037,0.2265858844448952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898942040168624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840912083387644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5472378731457966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252964969055649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181029882996848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519814960243365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kiwiimelon,2019/10/17,"How can I find people who truly want to be around me? I’m 18, most of the close friends I have ever made have dropped me at some point. Had one “boyfriend” in 8th grade but nothing since then. I don’t know, I just feel like I put so much effort into my relationships and never get the amount of effort back. I don’t expect it, but I wish I got some support. I feel like I’ll never find people who will ever like me, let alone love me.",2.128341013824887,3.089080666666668,3.421536098310291,94.19516129032259,75.66666666666667,5.744393241167438,19.737327188940093,5.288315135182226,-0.3865317972350231,334,6,79,1,7,109,64,93,0.025,0.698,0.27699999999999997,0.9758,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,2,4,24,20,6,0,3,3,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,2,14,6,7,14,5,14,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,3,9,52,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374459736138704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579336660907999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641833504925382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209573469609097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940896291399788,0.2534853294529514,0.0,0.0,0.32430141943948565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706752656986962,0.0,0.09269007935142154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189201958729575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750060812583182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141506930659654,0.0,0.2600225923057923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012062050117726,0.16787085712687078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041771516402464,0.0,0.2736610558075666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702309225362224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202184850557326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24598930782779874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771101834531427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783473529864434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904733367017065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675645669229118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013242353535712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464177846650494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401423394490376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Treesexist_,2019/10/17,"How I combat my loneliness I have been reflecting on my most effective coping methods, and I want to share with you what I’ve discovered. 

A place where I like to start is meditating on the feeling itself. I am feeling lonely. I don’t try to question why, that always makes it worse. Instead of facing my perceived reality of what ifs and why me, I chase the dream one. I want acceptance, the truest kind, that is what would fulfill my desire to belong. I want to know I am genuinely cared about. 

So I do something that makes me feel accepted. Something I can only do when I’m alone. I connect to myself. My favorite, most fulfilling ways to do this is to either drive around, or go on a walk. I love the colors on the trees in fall, and the feel of crunching leaves underneath.  I love the thrill of walking across a frozen lake. I love discovering new hidden places that maybe one day I can show to a special someone, so I could share with them the gift of acceptance I have made for myself. 

I talk out loud. To my car. To the clouds. But especially to a tree. Trees are alive. They listen. And they always appreciate a hug. Who cares if this makes me look crazy, I am alone after all.

And finally, I make myself feel cared for. I carefully pack a lunch that I imagine only a caring parent or partner could perfect. Except I am making it for myself. I take it with me on my journeys, and when I find a nice place to sit down, I open it up, and it always makes me feel loved.",2.6105880808611204,4.55127830375427,3.947662116040956,86.83154305592018,76.54266211604096,6.828511420320294,23.55592018902599,7.748469712250963,1.1362802310317672,1145,36,232,17,26,376,155,293,0.053,0.653,0.294,0.997,1,4,3,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,3,2,9,23,0,0,18,0,20,7,1,9,3,56,52,17,0,9,7,1,6,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,17,13,1,0,16,2,0,7,1,1,0,2,2,10,48,22,39,47,4,33,0,1,2,5,16,17,0,7,8,167,65,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111045449100336,0.0,0.0,0.23030720900950355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213241406679282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703344193373282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473268132760564,0.0,0.0,0.05950112073914165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799015231028958,0.0,0.0,0.1010681093550364,0.08432546119881433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052434412264522695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960762932776728,0.05070458070511042,0.0,0.0,0.09769174793148316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507437362067765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747653512328992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33307890405263185,0.0873001880382155,0.36951213913096864,0.0,0.09268921126169782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910686017276323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503774068542506,0.14033825889162588,0.0,0.0,0.10244562513647984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891813091256571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335414414580583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817298233071639,0.14205502532171446,0.0,0.0,0.06530325878071233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936926599408351,0.07415640588235703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263959266657533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325490486788444,0.07323298993430882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650354699893954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940224862672264,0.06554001704319655,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mackcasey,2019/10/17,"anxiety making me lose my mind Do you ever feel paralyzed with anxiety. It's not like a fear of death or anything like that but a fear that's equally as bad but of the stupidest things. Things like signing up for the gym, or dreading sitting in a lecture hall and it being silent and being scared to death that your stomach will start growling from hunger. These things scare me more than death. Because of this, I react by isolating myself. I feel like I have isolated myself so much that I no longer am able to work for things I want in life because I physically cannot get past the fear. I also feel like I have spent so much time alone with myself and my thoughts that my brain is slower than it was, if that makes sense. Like I can't gather my thoughts as quickly. I get overwhelmed when I start thinking about simple tasks I have to do and feel confused and scared and so I don't do them. Instead I take a nap or watch Netflix or do anything to not have to think. I'm so so very lost.",4.073049040511728,5.014228646766167,4.392370291400141,89.14309701492539,70.9900497512438,7.13589196872779,27.292466240227434,7.1686216300943375,1.1927779673063257,782,26,165,7,14,245,110,201,0.311,0.627,0.062,-0.9957,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,3,11,18,0,9,7,0,17,4,2,3,1,33,36,22,3,2,9,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,15,8,1,0,8,3,1,0,6,12,0,0,5,5,26,6,22,28,4,12,0,3,1,0,4,4,0,6,13,117,41,2,0.1172391776251664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142443053367462,0.0,0.09375612798949734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937529997102333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929557075203633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097889816233293,0.14293582901119353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087769555365278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060495482315532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957800077796343,0.237118603401694,0.16751138384182845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250526288108016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280949833104995,0.3436628412483119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116065114233827,0.12798041166590154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565161228838652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118378148268721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236857053433566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191806093268407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35213060802807583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659649866996568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881492709784447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31155400058871674,0.15024426222339446,0.0,0.18614962258232254,0.06836310728572621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967345998207172,0.06915070452567446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535151762298754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SalamanderOnDuty,2019/10/17,"Music gives me hope. Posted here awhile ago, and I've made some progress with the whole lonely situation, but since starting college I'm back to square one it would seem. It just a constant at this point for my only friends to be those online, and everyone in real life avoid or simply forget I exist, even the ""friends"" I've made since being here.

One key thing that has helped me and I bet many others is music. It's one thing that has become a core part of my life. It actually makes me feel some hope, that maybe I will find someone or maybe I'll find some people who actually like me. Whenever I'm feeling lonely/depressed (which has become a constant occurrence) I'll put in some earbuds and just go for a walk or skate around campus. Those things combined give me a feeling of hope that's hard to find in other places. 

I feel like I'm not the only one who feels this way. Music can be powerful and it has certainly gotten me through a lot of hard times, I'm not sure where I'd be without it.",4.157949080622348,5.08583297029703,4.81635077793494,86.23059405940596,70.78217821782178,7.355586987270155,25.814710042432807,7.447530270364453,1.1581007072135785,788,23,162,8,14,253,112,202,0.06,0.7829999999999999,0.156,0.9681,1,5,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,8,11,0,1,9,0,12,2,0,3,2,43,33,9,0,4,9,0,7,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,22,7,0,1,9,0,1,3,3,2,0,4,3,8,12,9,16,24,7,19,0,1,1,0,7,8,0,13,8,100,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.20043546832900844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103494517774938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142235515694938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896787167355644,0.0,0.0,0.22684216160821366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219585585717334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845301955622037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783058700768703,0.0,0.0,0.09813165511502284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596341605284077,0.0733669596544432,0.0,0.0,0.2815903690431705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868733253302456,0.0,0.0,0.19703318389080848,0.05836523271548694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399318793139727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883582417859654,0.0,0.0,0.3060047234545603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507625651986872,0.10034541028528507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873095577066459,0.0,0.1943493050041761,0.06855123400886752,0.10411892621220764,0.2063464489012394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783613477541084,0.1562118232159145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121114995338437,0.0,0.07119736539299902,0.0,0.10729680296558444,0.0,0.09708212734125936,0.0,0.09835560917658916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323913481913566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168919916044382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349174960606348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990450785311914,0.11543604919021493,0.0,0.0,0.08701507480962023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268966564529943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679097406531198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204682535005705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988361171704235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815163232574045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146578491871306,0.0,0.09899651626593407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295320347266157,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,k4tebell,2019/10/17,A lot of people like me (girls and guys) and I guess you could say I’m attractive but I have never been able to feel anything in return? I have been in a few relationships and every time I realize I don’t feel anything but it’s too late then they realize it and break up with me. The only thing I like about relationships is the structure it adds to my life and the feeling that I have something going for me. I wish I could experience love even if it isn’t returned. Am I missing out?,3.5983451202263086,4.387236811881188,5.108429985855729,84.13653465346535,71.97029702970299,8.147666195190949,27.299858557284303,8.418075326091056,1.7015165487977373,382,13,82,6,7,129,65,101,0.027999999999999997,0.7859999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.9394,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,11,2,0,0,1,22,20,9,0,4,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,4,16,4,10,16,2,12,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,3,8,62,22,0,0.19232036535267386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165265478562527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071043249671056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702578749887694,0.0,0.1620382025189701,0.0,0.0,0.18812622069969395,0.0,0.0,0.29172886590817754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930009565448333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186256482567886,0.19042739826391505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169457490032977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584156163750266,0.1879160320688619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635038971814954,0.17357663841917065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483293219344264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626830413828024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333072594323964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129601970025089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294087370268952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805761317142493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277691050765423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214355163655343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211589288561263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,largeCookie66,2019/10/17,"Hey, I just need someone, preferably a girl, I just broke up w my gf. I miss her dearly, she's already moved on. I just need someone nice to talk to rn, thats all. I don't want to dwell in my depression, I mean im pretty good looking for my age, and she was perfect for me and perfectly in my league, she was so sweet and just an amazing person. Then she cheated.",3.096538461538465,3.1835848076923132,4.5632307692307705,90.13176923076924,72.71794871794873,7.2656410256410275,28.42051282051282,6.742157984588678,1.1672943589743596,277,10,65,2,5,93,54,78,0.15,0.5579999999999999,0.292,0.9458,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,12,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,15,9,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,2,16,7,9,7,1,7,0,3,1,0,10,4,0,0,2,41,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28768988623019504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22454127220797784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866351590658034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816016696799609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892306662176714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28397966804081265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770837606586554,0.0,0.3866127747468025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276339387979417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652265024036044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44178199222709214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954147935990813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376812415031185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,VioletVixxen420,2019/10/17,"First reddit post ever. I feel so alone. I’ve lost so many people and the main person in my life is toxic and slowly killing me inside I don’t want to go into a lot of detail but I don’t have good people in my corner. I have people, or a person I should say, that cuts me down and goes out of their way to hurt me emotionally. I don’t know why I take it. I feel like if I walk away then I’m truly alone and I’m so terrified of that. I just want to have someone care about me like I care about them. Idk this was stupid. Sorry.",-1.089951573849877,0.8198560338983043,1.5971428571428596,98.62406779661018,90.35593220338984,4.049394673123486,11.818401937046005,5.288315135182226,-1.4693021791767555,404,4,100,2,14,139,73,118,0.231,0.586,0.184,-0.7607,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,7,10,3,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,1,18,21,11,1,4,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,2,3,19,5,14,18,2,14,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,3,5,65,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449304557053306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645168159667658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395579085990063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873133773244164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062750897031976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839574121962886,0.1189624231928524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416424245441819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946375527451556,0.13966966479970133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826385617091942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423048530590946,0.0,0.09151542324328878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176184968318108,0.16270720798630706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817770177025154,0.1415699464936156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688258559545188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463334647635962,0.2907989089732502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594808024942818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242394634020402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109245091271613,0.0,0.0,0.18640629328334515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520284458017406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964364495641644,0.13217638280429173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502590334366083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,icameherefor1reason,2019/10/17,"I was chosen last for football teams today 😔 There’s no worse feeling than knowing that people don’t want you, especially when they go “ugh _she_ has to be in our team? I really wanted <name of their friend>”. Feels bad man",2.1311363636363647,4.757308022727276,3.1283636363636376,88.30754545454548,82.4090909090909,5.3381818181818215,22.43636363636364,6.742157984588678,0.7177236363636368,179,6,34,2,5,57,43,44,0.245,0.696,0.059000000000000004,-0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,10,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,5,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,20,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984697844758244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614918342672391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761779054593141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315657797895165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964543638239173,0.2913830918073592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24782241826855106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22900233787410906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388366583759101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216862727975961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36428913261695295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,barnieinabarn,2019/10/17,"I miss my fiance. She took her life March 26th, 2017, and I'm now incapable of love. She was the sweetest. Her smile might've even been the cure for cancer. She was everything good in my life and I've been broken since. I've tried to move on but I feel nothing, I don't really have friends and I only have one parent I can trust. 

I just want the pain to stop. I just want her back.",-1.1262601626016249,0.950767146341466,0.7457317073170735,101.88697154471546,97.04878048780488,4.1967479674796735,12.930894308943088,5.985473137389443,-1.1049056910569108,294,5,72,3,12,95,55,82,0.21,0.638,0.153,-0.7261,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,8,5,0,0,0,10,15,4,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,5,1,15,4,6,10,0,8,0,1,0,1,9,2,0,0,4,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297379697726493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571679696180708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385988463913275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031791453940292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838445379773631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958655333450545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361513099456764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214764957341534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25243415515473633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25291001356829385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283256004271667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124542694030108,0.18097657832741407,0.2532024055233429,0.0,0.2642224415243812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244097435015047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968400076296411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989422201139901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643783355287179,0.1615567876949944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807057207018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MrSchtikler,2019/10/17,"I went out for the first time in a year. Went to college, sat in the park we've there, and I've stayed there for 2 hours, and i didn't spot a single person sitting or walking alone there, the only loneliness I've seen there was mine, an old man came and sat next to me and said hi, i replied back to him and just kept sitting there, i could tell he came to sit next to me out of pity, it was nice of him, i enjoyed the trees and the sky, a group of friends that i watched from a far playing together, for a moment there i didn't mind being lonely, and maybe embracing my loneliness isn't that bad, so if you feel lonely or isolated from everything around you, it's okay to feel that way, and things will be okay and get better, i promise.",11.439999999999998,4.810339410256411,10.420307692307695,75.92469230769231,61.948717948717956,14.018461538461535,41.45641025641026,9.3871,3.5863194871794857,572,16,135,6,5,183,92,156,0.076,0.752,0.171,0.9181,0,5,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,2,10,12,0,0,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,23,21,13,0,2,4,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,6,14,0,1,2,1,0,5,3,4,0,1,13,5,16,8,19,4,1,26,0,3,2,0,12,7,0,3,9,84,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852337706736389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921365257217626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375239487476943,0.1493315611343449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817753006296595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091115397750856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427964849810963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607380745230657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086299771767075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212898688244025,0.0,0.0,0.13817840169477336,0.0,0.09344129377874516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613037621049807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967799980903765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805866469606139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804161781872799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876720864746953,0.0,0.0,0.13602283000950605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616417027237575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012648791655102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062938630844867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632203121199378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881942135503842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428837163860293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196212236913766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315898886703711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517298218161258
lonely,Azrael1141,2019/10/17,You guys help me feel less lonely. Thank you. Just knowing that there are other people out there who feel the same way I do makes me feel so much less alone. Knowing that I’m not the only one who feels this way. So thank you to anybody who has shared their thoughts on here.,1.319702380952382,3.603558232142859,1.3250000000000028,102.1866666666667,82.75,3.733333333333334,16.476190476190478,3.1291,-1.2492880952380951,215,4,49,0,6,63,40,56,0.067,0.7709999999999999,0.162,0.7129,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,1,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,14,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,7,3,3,13,4,4,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,0,0,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523377910081713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927672654205479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412421239449637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330690448447993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267796587543052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626317394781807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910359610790158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650969192723992,0.18529936699152585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890945214245515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486223629763102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934231206725782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38678053397266265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,klingers,2019/10/17,I’m so sick of my depression and constant exhaustion ruining my friendships. I never see my friends anymore. They’ve basically given up on me. I’m so fucking lonely but they really can’t understand how hard it is for me to light any kind of fire under myself and leave the house after I get home from work. I’m always tired. Ugh. So alone.,1.0492483660130745,3.6296996764705898,3.3213725490196104,84.70728758169936,89.0,6.551633986928103,22.26143790849673,7.793537801064563,1.5504947712418296,270,10,51,6,9,92,54,68,0.365,0.612,0.023,-0.9714,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,8,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,1,6,10,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,4,9,2,9,9,0,6,0,3,1,1,2,3,1,0,3,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529420491332101,0.0,0.0,0.2032136425404423,0.0,0.0,0.1660804579232448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24220423760639406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26391900541632785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103494733212023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868658745930172,0.22578083060384024,0.12759677803944672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877642148473544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449762354070376,0.0,0.0,0.28180130393505776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543213510689635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585975840098025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836033608047176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564559249654864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461463064030105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28069916084716884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542454344008677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779772710731792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FalseDemonSanta,2019/10/17,"Trying to explain things to my therapist, even she doesn't get it It's just so easy for some people. They're talented, pretty and they have many friends. My creative spirit was crushed long ago, when I began to tell myself I couldn't do things. When your body and mind start to break down, whether by your own doing or by others, it's irreversible. Now I'm just waiting to die. I have nothing to give.",2.947660714285714,4.9092185875,3.3221428571428615,91.60000000000002,75.625,6.071428571428572,23.92857142857143,6.868970318607317,0.725857142857143,317,10,65,3,7,98,59,80,0.096,0.701,0.203,0.857,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,0,11,14,7,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,10,2,10,11,2,9,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,7,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22567008251160736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28278133112370724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642141666175759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681478924049145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668811441777745,0.0,0.13300770349548893,0.24421662900628294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22529556137138346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25810447431424216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570535383537841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24427667155853144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764939308907746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25899969647027943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019325229324445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251441024018595,0.0,0.0,0.2955873593195464,0.33826368891076697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284331801597644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CallmeCap,2019/10/17,"Look on the bright side. At least you don’t have to share your food, the remote, or your feelings. My favorite part is now her half of the bed is used as my dresser. It’s pretty fucking great and horrible at the same time. Sometimes I miss the daily nag, but other times I wish I never even met her. I’m doing better these days, but then again I never had a hard time having friends or meeting girls. I feel for a lot of you guys, and if you ever just need someone to talk to I’m here for you. Those lonely nights keep getting colder, but it’ll get better. I promise!",2.6882674199623366,3.86740718644068,3.7233333333333327,91.72044256120527,74.59322033898306,5.583427495291902,22.433145009416194,5.033348758259628,0.057601506591336886,440,11,95,1,9,142,85,118,0.067,0.6970000000000001,0.23600000000000002,0.9672,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,6,0,2,6,11,2,0,7,0,8,2,0,1,3,20,22,10,0,3,7,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,5,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,5,16,7,11,19,4,15,0,2,2,1,15,4,1,4,11,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311481419186225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073644964514847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365196243359396,0.1693442488316174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932033396967712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22637786346389735,0.0,0.14463976317083238,0.1730747601447671,0.19562140590377225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064022282189069,0.0,0.18536961635970836,0.0,0.0,0.16770545387991426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640289940739578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721118636745549,0.0,0.0,0.15916120773674575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881555269771514,0.28877934323057536,0.0,0.0,0.1756860670174596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273268362949967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046221918223225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862437929803228,0.0,0.18515775758322225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504741600403265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274950033493515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616913235212338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152849126246384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Anonymous9102,2019/09/09,"Advice for being alone/a loner in school? I lost all of my friends after moving. Nobody talks to me, everyone is huddled in their friend groups and ignores me. Any advice? Also, don’t tell me to make friends, I’ve given up as you can clearly see.",1.1088435374149626,3.615679918367346,2.766428571428573,89.77440476190479,86.55102040816327,4.082993197278912,20.41156462585034,5.46131890053228,0.07107891156462509,192,6,36,1,6,63,42,49,0.11699999999999999,0.665,0.218,0.7757,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,5,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,7,3,9,5,1,5,0,1,1,0,8,3,0,0,1,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734097495794121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937116708809253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472506986219315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23146165622458464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614401301023046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26442324267708245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616907626935816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574527233428828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451502329303125,0.1930263742603858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946957280580696,0.211720163848728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UselessAna,2019/09/09,"Going through a breakup. No idea where to start, I am an 18 year old girl and my boyfriend of 8 months had left me for another girl and I’m still heartbroken. I feel like there’s nobody I can talk to about this and I keep crying over it. I know it’s probably not worth crying over but it’s really hurt me.",-1.3740909090909064,0.560170378787884,0.6954545454545489,100.76318181818183,102.78787878787878,4.8242424242424224,15.090909090909092,6.574015621080383,-0.39361818181818187,239,6,58,4,11,78,50,66,0.228,0.745,0.027000000000000003,-0.8995,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,9,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,8,1,8,8,0,10,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509679790649839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258056605329839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101707132710053,0.1709839447067445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602196098113384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562175223795448,0.2701847807267114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273564359807776,0.0,0.0,0.13153454383051744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600426991281634,0.0,0.0,0.11692902475859715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910382351787428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511461886799747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580480964393561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332679540471372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940549029136331,0.0,0.1911365634390823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923717519049207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412657288125134
lonely,xxkittensrevengexx,2019/09/09,Got dumped 2 weeks ago and I have no friends. I'm a 22 year old female who got dumped 2 weeks ago and like people always say to hang w friends to get over it but I have none and I'm feeling v lonely and I'm even contemplating suicide,-0.4305128205128206,1.5909056923076967,1.6323076923076951,98.7960256410257,88.23076923076924,4.235897435897436,18.28205128205128,5.46131890053228,-0.6365102564102565,184,5,45,1,6,61,35,52,0.29600000000000004,0.598,0.106,-0.8886,0,2,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,9,5,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,2,3,3,7,1,8,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379907208471707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055658052520277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317452403016905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249161548945294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817412040494208,0.0,0.12907368864284333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951777037039285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069639438663435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592379394269224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127370884890114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196464471998768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270233147042509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396338015496941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909242093091278
lonely,Mywiltingheart,2019/09/09,"Hi 23f I don't know if anyone will see this, but I really want to talk, if anyone is interested, it's been really lonely for me, I don't have any friends I can talk to irl, so I don't have much of an interaction with other people, even if it's just one person who is willing to talk to me, that would be nice.",6.31608695652174,3.19401771014493,8.087246376811596,78.04652173913045,67.55072463768116,11.518840579710146,28.797101449275363,9.725611199111238,2.0955275362318835,238,4,58,4,3,86,47,69,0.1,0.77,0.13,0.2776,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,13,0,0,0,0,9,16,5,0,5,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,7,3,7,11,1,0,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,3,0,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594028445369173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618098065056784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088388042848976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988848950265067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218721072440033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019092808416044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531717387369666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793657199702835,0.2259066520333088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314887288619456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061684673914448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.62385443463668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260133132904002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378915838786408,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GuessWhatImDepressed,2019/09/09,Loneliness and social anxiety is a match made in hell Can't make friends or interact with each other because of social anxiety. Get lonely and depressed because of it. Continue to be unable to connect with anyone. Feel shitty about self again. The cycle never ends,4.03241134751773,7.319287170212767,5.039468085106382,72.88416666666669,81.55319148936171,7.388652482269504,29.109929078014183,8.344100000000001,3.235158865248227,215,10,29,5,6,70,40,47,0.381,0.619,0.0,-0.9672,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,10,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,5,1,5,1,2,0,0,5,1,1,1,4,21,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067554261133477,0.0,0.0,0.1858914177042809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241244700117835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22897980782840005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354678857108104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442385682649527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539827295052512,0.0,0.13889783156424276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515576445819016,0.17745972346114558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050431259808241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773438808794596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5420096948361585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xxxSHIxxx,2019/09/09,"Actively being ignored Well my closest friend is actively ignoring me, she got annoyed at me last night, but has been very distant the past few weeks. I don't know why she's just been ignoring me or what I've done wrong I just wish she'd talk and she won't. I try to talk and get nothing, I annoyed her last night by saying I was a bad friend and I didn't mean to upset her but i feel like a bad friend because I've done something to push her away, I'm just not sure what to do and I just want to know why, why push me away with no warning or explanation of anything, just isolation and worry that I'm losing a friend and there's just nothing I can do about it. 

I guess I just want some advice on what to do, because I'm just at a loss I don't speak she doesn't message, I message the convo just gets ignored and I say how I feel I get given shit for it.",1.5721985815602828,2.7307452978723457,3.3575744680851076,93.3136666666667,77.40425531914894,6.289929078014183,23.70354609929078,6.742157984588678,0.5213180141843972,668,21,159,6,15,224,94,188,0.261,0.588,0.151,-0.9788,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,15,20,3,1,6,0,18,1,1,1,1,38,35,12,0,3,14,0,2,1,4,1,0,3,0,0,6,8,0,4,5,0,0,2,7,13,1,0,8,5,29,7,16,24,2,14,0,2,0,0,19,6,1,4,7,101,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011038302595042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114795518308747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23096396885627046,0.0,0.2052565300604205,0.14985477250374565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515679063417807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429827641879793,0.08780996511182301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798529801164866,0.0,0.19265286835239373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983057545499423,0.0,0.13540390439347105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510091517150144,0.20038303859699366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060049694152405984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750960605432966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338896523344436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306933952965168,0.0,0.2358790767279269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733556013317215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549269081805126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616971180610373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462539507668256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584522645950597,0.0,0.0,0.19758763727487036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345070778162908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141712927861657,0.14499601907870374,0.0,0.0985943976724064,0.0,0.1105146726015121,0.0,0.33273297894450343,0.0,0.14134532206403172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482538777562115,0.0,0.0,0.13438743751209453,0.0,0.0
lonely,datingishardcomedy,2019/09/09,"Started A Relationships Podcast Hello everyone!

This is my first post here and I'm kind of new to reddit but I wanted to share a project I've been working on in the dating field.

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I started a podcast called The Dating Is Hard Podcast. The purpose of the podcast is to get people from all walks of life to come on and share their stories and theories about dating. How do I meet my guests? I created profiles on dating apps that said I'd like to have people on the podcast who have entertaining stories and theories about dating. 

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I feel good about it so far and think there are some valuable lessons and entertaining stories on there. I hope you guys enjoy. I've linked to the podcasts below.

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[Apple Podcasts](https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-dating-is-hard-podcast/id1476553810) // [Spotify](https://open.spotify.com/show/5pva33hD5ORgqFjowLDLZ0) // [Google](https://play.google.com/music/listen?u=0#/ps/I3td57kmwd4m3uuvdmzoaez4fhu) // [Stitcher](https://www.stitcher.com/podcast/dating-is-hard/the-dating-is-hard-podcast?refid=stpr)",8.230365853658531,12.49993862195122,5.4519024390243915,70.58029268292684,71.3170731707317,6.450731707317072,31.98048780487805,7.734863291789972,2.900979024390244,890,39,111,13,20,248,93,164,0.01,0.7609999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.9886,0,0,0,0,0,0,91.0,0,1,1,3,8,10,0,0,9,0,8,1,0,1,1,17,18,9,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,10,10,20,16,2,20,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,2,10,66,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913319772774423,0.4388660536850935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293304304597825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370649977158428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503910741133724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060873490915180566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240483258360886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289951863810582,0.0,0.0,0.10097856406263901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920637810865635,0.0,0.0,0.43138805892114296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957578896977356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536907912114464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850359806785167,0.058817139171417135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162747294064478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692842600584187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530164731564778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925526955811648,0.0,0.0,0.11451975636040145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042725395923014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714192476091876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448159873064781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100994562777366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764634673253456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388660536850935,0.0
lonely,daedric_cloud,2019/09/09,"I lie about what I did on the weekend at work because I have no friends I moved halfway across the world because I always wanted to live in this new country, but I am so painfully lonely. Most times I go to work on Monday and my coworkers ask how my weekend was I make something up about doing something when the truth is I either sat at home being sad or tried to make friends and failed. I tried to make friends with my coworkers but they have their own friends and lives. They do not seem to have any room for me.

In the past the only way I have made friends is by an extrovert adopting me. That happened pretty rarely. It seems impossible now. I feel like in the time I am gone all my friends back in my home country will move on and forget me so I will truly be alone.",6.539746835443037,5.290153702531646,6.302373417721517,85.05457278481015,65.77215189873418,8.912658227848102,33.67405063291139,7.1686216300943375,2.0118202531645566,607,22,131,4,8,190,96,158,0.131,0.6709999999999999,0.198,0.93,0,3,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,3,8,12,0,0,7,0,16,1,0,5,2,23,29,11,0,1,5,0,1,1,6,2,1,0,3,0,4,5,0,0,3,2,0,4,2,4,0,0,5,1,25,8,21,20,4,28,0,3,0,0,10,13,0,4,11,92,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316163529158733,0.0,0.0,0.10574057807145094,0.0,0.0,0.08641862528338973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880246334266205,0.0,0.0,0.09771652602511603,0.0,0.15493333946699345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425536782645495,0.090785838221568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5890892535417822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222238184639652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237625204459782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549428121249563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062084773768358324,0.0,0.22442759239061655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024598433468515,0.2544802702714012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701314432025408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273446773971106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966499182845539,0.13522187251772452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131205343632412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928584789584593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313773637278806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956644851901208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820251271342832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255769197699514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495496162700445,0.10087003428409863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503122338724215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xXJakeKeyXx,2019/09/09,"Last shot Hey everyone I am a first time poster.  So here's the backstory.

Growing up I was from a broken home.  I was the middle child. I had a father who drank and a mother who was with a man who lets just say...hated me.  Growing up my family never celebrated my birthday really. I know I had some as a baby because I saw a video of one and I think one year my mom cooked dinner for it but didn't even make something I remotely liked to eat.  Most my extended family never remembered my birthday though they always seemed to do stuff for my brother and sisters.  So to say the least I grew up going to people's birthdays and never knew what it was like to actually have one for me.

Flash forward to my 21st birthday when I was in college.  I decided 21 was a big deal that I'd finally try to do something for it.  Invited a bunch of friends over for a ton of alcohol and food.  And nobody showed up after all telling me I should do something and saying they would be there.  They all decided to go to another friends place for a ""going away party"" for which he'd be back in literally like a month.  That moment tore me to shreds and after that I figured I just wasn't supposed to be important to anyone.
Flash forward yet again to now.  I just turned 30 years old.  I have new friends at this point and we have all been super close.  Also a side note I am a man who's friend group is largely made up of women (just the kind of jobs I have I don't meet many men to hangout with).  After telling them all about how I had never had a birthday they all pretty much insisted I do something because 30 is a big mile marker.  After convincing I decided I'd give it one more go.  I spent all this money on the alcohol and food again.  It was going to be a housewarming/birthday since I just bought my first house.  Everyone said they were coming and kept asking about it and how the house was coming as I went on a mad blitz to get as much of the work on the house done as I could to have it ready. I was up at 5 in the morning that day cleaning everything up and buying the last few things I needed.

I was so sure this time would be different you guys.  The time came and one person showed up.  One other person messaged me and said they were sick and couldn't make it (which I found out at work two days later was a lie but hey at least they had the balls to message me) and everybody else just decided they weren't going to show up.

The rest is another story completely but this is just the icing on the cake (you know, the birthday cake I've never once had).  You guys I have never felt so shattered as I did in that moment when the one friend who came left and I slowly cleaned up the hoise, sat down, and drank the entire night by myself.  I've literally never felt more alone in my life that all these people who knew what this meant to me just decided I'm not worth it.  I spent all my extra money on this party and now I have to sit here and be reminded of it every day because I have to eat all this food by myself before it goes bad. And then at work two days later I had to try to keep a smile when people asked me how my birthday was. Not one person even acknowledged the fact that they just didn't show up or apologized or anything.  The funny part is I have helped as they have all thrown surprise birthday parties for each other over the past few years and everyone always showed up.  I even found out from one friend who couldn't make it (I knew beforehand she was going to be out of town) that her and the one that did show tried to do a surprise party for me and nobody else wanted to.  I honestly wish she hadn't told me because that honestly made it even worse.

I have since removed my birthday from all social media and I do not plan on ever attempting to celebrate my birthday ever again. I've gone 30 years without it....what's the point anymore.",4.253865298331721,4.673633523388119,5.227470811333383,85.20885748989862,70.27686472819217,8.277246473810763,26.38211744874941,8.251243910053105,1.4979863711856418,3011,86,637,41,51,990,297,791,0.036000000000000004,0.8270000000000001,0.136,0.9977,5,1,6,0,0,0,60.0,1,3,11,8,39,19,1,0,45,0,71,13,0,8,22,119,122,50,0,9,18,5,2,3,6,3,4,4,3,10,46,38,11,2,20,10,7,19,19,2,0,14,56,7,88,17,100,51,27,115,0,0,1,0,67,48,0,5,54,469,134,5,0.0,0.0,0.0523827379604721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473256446223876,0.0,0.0555950188501394,0.0,0.042926894365352936,0.08933007640569518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257374501145202,0.0,0.0,0.05323491764795378,0.03753344529288905,0.0,0.04417305541268963,0.0,0.10036481094716204,0.0,0.05043297304505792,0.041275662073761064,0.04481953223752056,0.13088832409279946,0.0,0.04567668112077087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278842936085778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247901761819506,0.0562811708860283,0.0,0.0,0.04285813135146357,0.0,0.0,0.13847346814834666,0.05534045663502425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608289152214061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493202035955677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098535688162646,0.0896834517552739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418172899058479,0.09711104440958246,0.04522668033579096,0.1538771002469439,0.04824301881102229,0.0,0.10120713741267393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308007764817788,0.05880247064145526,0.0,0.09131827163723016,0.1947257515728912,0.11771200513056615,0.2488325153334357,0.0,0.0280449427235573,0.051493569113865184,0.2135481810457988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063008467703802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035979749196102674,0.0,0.05384418475283978,0.0,0.0,0.1858142866077512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326789817970811,0.04771215871140297,0.0,0.05589818045328534,0.05900089825220379,0.08751072675355626,0.0,0.0,0.05832214255541261,0.05489018095026207,0.03791490394849774,0.07867420935523234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158430343398683,0.10749299087302737,0.054421849326060194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286792869588305,0.04284588347599716,0.0,0.07892014717228069,0.039802129082554566,0.2898026456901293,0.05184329223825602,0.0,0.050373890976485335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05632684119781035,0.05716614001548576,0.3637412494726861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058128878834243614,0.051242461503643214,0.11164230460655528,0.14061069898489076,0.05608289152214061,0.0,0.10148757960970872,0.0,0.0,0.054610608724434254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03438799569893333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060807584328093675,0.0,0.1021216084759504,0.128062541382826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886713775669328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888072693657566,0.0,0.0,0.054718747859869465,0.0,0.1652981639660017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144935110650531,0.0,0.0,0.05059160710099029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383522497347374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035661790752155226,0.034395189475969624,0.05273912069067342,0.0,0.09390157042120163,0.0,0.0,0.0512923667489813,0.0,0.10933308732915747,0.05838708940371942,0.1048727203150593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03166113034015107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976075918582055,0.0,0.0,0.06172793837065042,0.051744420424092434,0.0,0.11723635540926915,0.0,0.05470325430689087,0.07626371864709261,0.0,0.0,0.13826947628669647
lonely,DesperateCryForHelpp,2019/09/09,"I'm really just worthless After my last relationship I just feel utterly shit about everything. I cut my body. I'm hideous and I deserved to be cheated on, nobody could love a scarred and just awful body like mine when literally any other dude is better. I want to cut it all until there is nothing left for her or anyone else to remember.",4.509545454545453,6.10075995454546,5.8276969696969685,76.79154545454547,70.66666666666666,8.916363636363636,29.86666666666667,9.3871,2.8250703030303037,271,11,49,6,5,91,51,66,0.22699999999999998,0.632,0.141,-0.7698,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,4,0,1,1,4,4,3,0,1,11,9,5,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,8,3,8,7,1,6,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,1,5,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947193766216305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397185865588193,0.2402788325652025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740126091227395,0.0,0.5209660000737437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723374316902414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589944595058847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075862873458875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857314298714393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115346867485936,0.0,0.0,0.2547911613489988,0.0,0.0,0.1145676541334676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116505766657544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250145721916556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023037523477367,0.0,0.0,0.2517713922553165,0.2656492774603033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407167614814873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138317555143393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hardy326,2019/09/09,"Hey... I’m new to this community and thought I’d might introduce myself. I’m 20M and I deal with severe depression and anxiety. I have for a good while now. I’m quite a lonely person due to those issues making it hard for me to trust many different people and even myself sometimes. My interests include professional wrestling,Tv shows like Breaking Bad,GOT, and at least the first season of American Horror Story. (Please don’t spoil anything on AHS as I only just finished the first season). I also enjoy movies, video games and superheroes. I’m sorry if I rambled there, I just wanted to introduce myself to this community. I hope you all have the best Day/Night, depending on where you live.",3.946959287531808,6.3548455725190856,5.061393129770991,78.21870547073793,74.19083969465649,8.030788804071248,26.183842239185747,8.841846274778883,2.3315643765903302,554,20,95,12,12,182,93,131,0.126,0.72,0.154,0.701,1,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,4,7,9,0,0,5,1,4,0,0,2,1,17,12,10,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,2,1,1,14,7,13,10,3,14,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,4,10,60,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149434763678731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295015235683614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537728315582629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602331142573636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961018331101651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051157144286652,0.19264817968761794,0.16094535592790082,0.0,0.0,0.19523270352851865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123421653930218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178921872501841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567323327688013,0.14945190150659438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739309335339358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855977307844946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503706311751776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129212238951036,0.0,0.16500399364062207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473291259255966,0.18945037401921175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823276341474474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804740417048216,0.0,0.1753588421650394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211819796412833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954770082237632,0.16316209906912182,0.0,0.2051201328120381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987524537554819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110269390006292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848128911921179,0.2091785158286318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834883572938531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021700032417599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,flapjack81,2019/09/09,"Married and lonely? Wondering if anyone else has felt this way. I'm male married 20 years, when I settled down my friend and I all just sort of parted ways, they settled down, moved away and life just got in the way. Long story short I don't have any friends.

Sure I have my wife but we've sorted of drifted apart also, she works nights I work during the day, we're like ships passing in the night. I have the guys I work with but I wouldn't really class them as friends, we've damn all common interests. I've got 3 teenage kid but you know what teenagers are like.

I'm almost 40 and just feel lonely and just a bit fed up in general.",1.3807867132867138,3.423827113636364,2.3154545454545463,96.547027972028,80.8939393939394,5.273659673659674,20.002331002331,6.297961479604792,-0.0881102564102565,497,13,112,4,13,156,88,132,0.105,0.797,0.098,-0.2283,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,3,6,10,1,0,5,0,7,2,0,0,3,26,16,12,0,2,8,1,2,2,3,1,1,0,0,3,2,6,1,0,4,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,4,2,14,7,11,11,4,22,0,2,0,0,11,9,1,5,9,57,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114420787002565,0.0,0.0,0.12869251563577574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943524224658364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252324601237068,0.16488777043773328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119533495528728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568958294340425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378399851821354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443307730411247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813690534959597,0.0,0.1545142584922477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372993234703741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574145493050529,0.0,0.0,0.15934210461000445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844075646635846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366683850204645,0.1572406928456553,0.0,0.0,0.14241450303027264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103893881873233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302036420196218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742672457177302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309335766297242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167091130492233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832068585135173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451745229866208,0.3514682747179137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363110936659246
lonely,raymondsebond,2019/09/09,"Loner looks for other loners So I'm lonely, I have bipolar and then I thought of posting on here, where I can meet my fellow loners. I am a 17 year old guy from Brazil. I enjoy reading (I am very fond of Tolstoy, Faulkner and T.S. Eliot and I am reading Underwold by DeLillo and liking it), following politics, cinema, writing and social sciences. So if any of you think we might click out, please shoot me a message.",3.2538624338624333,5.2342653209876575,4.656190476190479,82.29,74.80246913580247,6.603880070546737,28.855379188712522,7.447530270364453,1.91554532627866,325,14,58,4,7,108,62,81,0.132,0.735,0.133,0.2766,0,2,0,1,0,1,15.0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,12,11,9,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,11,3,8,9,0,8,0,1,2,0,8,3,0,2,4,40,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231423852590292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654568480017654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309779948074085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22513282825563327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844071227352471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28132129096892683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942885211466729,0.0,0.0,0.2567615286316669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363364102013868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732897577920647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178487024542693,0.0,0.21283800318439214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22120699230080415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264481170694068
lonely,throwawayacc-maddy,2019/09/09,"sad f18. im really really tired of being alone but I have no idea how to talk to people. I havent made a new irl friend for probably 6, 7 years, i dont know how to. a year ago I had a bunch of online friends at least, but as of now I have 2 online friends on a good day. everyday all I do is just lay in bed and daydream because those are the only friends I have. things just seem to be getting worse and I'm losing more people and I don't know how to fix it or be more likeable",0.483995922528031,1.5535060642201868,2.990214067278288,95.19543323139654,80.10091743119266,6.312334352701327,20.367991845056068,6.937597516519254,0.11098695208970487,367,9,94,4,9,128,71,109,0.135,0.654,0.21,0.917,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,5,0,13,1,0,4,1,17,19,10,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,8,5,13,14,5,10,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,2,7,60,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545601198410086,0.0,0.0,0.18163170261157485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690467261569768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130999337103868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055337726651052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419655017051275,0.0,0.09162422824704264,0.0,0.0,0.14709306528983113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797276971532712,0.18943101967525536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275888068402366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961955454756602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594049586584156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693746244354457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337772112948404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431606558593436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890798446694913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469459809099834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965137913574642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409567498108962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650885108883148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156342799081745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871826332026938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258666416218014
lonely,Blu3_Balls,2019/09/09,"College is killing me I started my 2nd semester of college a couple weeks ago and I’ve never felt so overworked, tired and lonely in my life. My girlfriend of two and a half years broke up with me a week before classes started. After having 0 communication with her, I realized how lonely I am without her. I haven’t been able to meet any new friends and I’m terrified of talking to anyone in my classes. I have no idea of how to initiate conversations in an environment I’m not familiar with. I pushed my closest friends and family away for the past couple years so I don’t have anyone to talk to anymore. I don’t have any desire to go anywhere anymore. I used to be heavily involved in my local car scene and I have no desire to even leave my house. I constantly check my phone for any notification it’s always dry. I’m so desperate for human contact but I just can’t bring myself to reach out to anyone. I see people walking all around me but the world has never felt so empty",3.012848611525829,4.926607269035536,4.862406688563752,80.84146909525234,75.29441624365481,7.2748880262765,27.83189011645267,8.124751697461798,2.006207763511496,780,32,147,13,17,266,113,197,0.11800000000000001,0.833,0.048,-0.8774,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,1,0,6,0,14,2,0,3,3,28,25,14,1,2,5,0,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,0,0,4,0,1,5,10,4,0,2,3,3,27,2,30,21,1,29,0,3,1,0,13,11,0,0,13,102,28,4,0.135182196333481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983086062263636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124824165694188,0.0,0.0,0.2757855873054062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681288284461417,0.283567604456974,0.0,0.0,0.12034081502674665,0.0,0.0,0.1270081233810925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503009244056794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460839298814208,0.0,0.0,0.2991530580730585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928656574460632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743774379582887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25959221575883873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20888285910662127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682715745125426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598210465973164,0.0,0.1526042452270095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955907133431887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143138427148891,0.0,0.0,0.09548318308283746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20852168706087545,0.13055980759245944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904670258465673,0.09371831391175124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772270837982427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136530868756788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730865760452986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537204858091128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205336307643173,0.0,0.0,0.11675401428153012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21687000766867054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031081327755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410580463271616
lonely,DirePegasus,2019/09/09,"I just need someone to talk to Please, I just want to talk to someone, I can't stand being alone. I'll talk about anything and everything, just start a conversation with me....",6.048529411764704,6.151108558823534,5.963529411764708,82.58588235294121,66.35294117647058,9.15294117647059,31.70588235294117,8.841846274778883,2.3200470588235294,137,5,28,2,2,43,23,34,0.0,0.8240000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.5171,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27832541917198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114362793876652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24151909128574434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926145345324367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949871565325825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455391687138595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902099696413382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6479900685642329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850516027586786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yesiamdepressed,2019/09/09,"Anyone do desperate things out of loneliness? I was thinking about some desperate things I've done or considered doing out of loneliness or to avoid becoming lonely, and wondered if other people do this too?

The number one cringey thing I've done is when I was in the first year of highschool and my friendship group dropped me, but because I didn't have any other friends or know how to make them, I literally followed the group around for days while they said mean things about me and called me shadow and bullied me for having no friends, being a loser, etc.",16.345428571428574,8.665203733333335,13.568571428571428,60.121428571428574,54.52380952380952,16.666666666666668,52.14285714285714,11.855464076750405,5.998999999999999,452,18,80,7,3,138,73,105,0.2,0.7040000000000001,0.096,-0.8875,1,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,6,5,0,1,4,0,12,0,0,2,0,20,19,12,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,6,1,11,2,13,12,2,11,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,6,5,65,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290719252597305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665751922690564,0.0,0.0,0.17398472517470964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191395669030014,0.21585022108480476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956802941860094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604385560818845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000098349554457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796937883480585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624277846932506,0.0,0.0,0.301995850928014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740975581094354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045898444581275,0.0,0.0,0.21289352251387697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324364880589573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549480353900853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591000059923507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193716502547497,0.12523127654406652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194840122469494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258581744008142
lonely,alamortchild,2019/09/09,"I'm always the cheerful one I dont open up or share my feelings to anyone. Felt like Im always capable of carrying all these emotional baggages inside me and yet, I feel upset and sad when no one dares to notice or ask me how I'm doing. But there's always a voice inside of me that says I cant blame them for not asking or checking on me since I'm always on my fascade of smiles and cheerfulness. Its not their fault that I am emotionally unavailable. It makes me more sad that I am the reason why I am here, why i feel these things.",5.534542772861356,4.534537513274337,6.687743362831861,80.65898967551621,67.6725663716814,9.657227138643067,28.567846607669612,8.841846274778883,1.9595085545722708,421,11,90,6,6,143,72,113,0.09300000000000001,0.715,0.193,0.8718,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,5,8,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,3,1,18,16,9,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,5,4,0,2,1,6,16,4,9,15,2,6,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,3,3,61,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5564521303993804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690108435374162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31259467760356024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594199706862656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761258946248422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25360441305086984,0.0,0.16052580249837686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059072151803846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167915586158027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115986652741812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034358358573614,0.0,0.0,0.2265805665092933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189614956979193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295386586484026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829886926632126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107165826082599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30172064688644873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BrunBeast,2019/09/09,"Fuck me man... I'm so lonely. I've been at uni for a week and a bit now, and nothing. Theres too many people in my dorm to just go door to door without looking like a lunatic (Seriously, who decided 40 people all interconnected in one dorm is a good idea?) And I only know one person, who basically barely knows me from high school and doesnt really talk to me much. I'm garbage at conversation, and i cant compel myself to go to a club, now that freshers is finished and all of the clubs started events are gone. It only gets worse when I learn that my lecturer wants us to have discussions in class sometimes, and I find it difficult to turn to someone and introduce myself.",5.425147058823531,5.372892985294119,6.657647058823527,77.60941176470591,67.67647058823529,9.741176470588236,30.970588235294123,9.516144504307137,2.6294588235294123,530,19,107,10,8,180,91,136,0.10800000000000001,0.851,0.040999999999999995,-0.8370000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,6,0,7,1,0,1,2,20,20,10,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,6,8,0,0,6,2,0,3,3,4,0,2,2,1,12,2,17,18,4,16,0,1,1,1,8,6,1,0,8,68,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313715533923404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006201970433987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201609760191186,0.09721241509397494,0.0,0.21149251779817407,0.15606431174345808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965901776824772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004718331683714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045152977614316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090301915773263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562495580272755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886429028939612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678077687327508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853646495090358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521678555673275,0.28302492995124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25799109104839496,0.1624666732383962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191993916723715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830990660865496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765410674872452,0.0,0.18402518584192112,0.0,0.13169929845197528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955374069802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202387647113135,0.0,0.0,0.22381589199877375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974723590310136,0.0,0.1492518579314158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793621091206131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896183392881687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,egigoka,2019/09/09,"Does you feel that emptiness in chest? Hello ~~darkness~~ my old friend... Doesn't felt like that in months. Here we go again. Trying to do job tasks and not cry because of that feeling. Like my soul slowly going away. I don't know what to do. I'm so tired. Don't crying just to avoid question from colleagues. It's so painful. Any advice?

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I'm thinking that I should get rid of my responsibilities. Like, friend will stay at my apartment for month or so, and after I just gonna leave this world.",1.3128438228438206,3.9521864848484896,1.8022222222222235,95.70538461538463,88.19191919191921,3.8542346542346544,18.726495726495727,5.369823440869387,-0.4781723387723389,398,11,82,2,13,121,71,99,0.15,0.711,0.139,-0.2916,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,0,0,7,3,1,0,0,15,18,6,0,1,4,0,3,3,2,3,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,6,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,3,9,5,12,14,0,14,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,8,46,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083380014175667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941930345540312,0.21242757307388546,0.11888479140184825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642507978973569,0.0,0.0,0.10656972199756552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840669877826346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298769990361755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679026889045862,0.12489269996855128,0.16785630490104372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27013371556083704,0.0,0.09133715387380588,0.0,0.19871046946644266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734836209341736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607746707622354,0.0,0.0,0.1851110011163115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562272434146515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27908212118537146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834460284844276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860226780340474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584038055873515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863367349274066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201872453982542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093189530710526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869249914701245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242757307388546,0.0
lonely,MuchNugget,2019/09/09,"This year is a mess and I'm feel so sad and lonely. This year, has been a rollercoaster. First is that I moved to a totally different class from my friends. That's still okay but because all my friends are in the science stream and I'm in the art stream, we don't really have things to talk about anymore. Not only that, the group of friends I'm with all have their own sense of humor that I don't get and I feel so left out. I try and try and TRYYY to play along and I try to like what they like but I just can't. I also broke up with my boyfriend and now I feel like I just really need someone. I liked him but because of certain circumstances we didn't work out. Then, I moved to a new school and because of that, they all already formed their own little friend groups. I have a few friends there but not really close ones. I made new ones too but I still need to adjust. My grandpa passed recently too and I really miss him. Everything is just going downhill. I miss the old me, the me who wasn't afraid to talk to random people and make good friends out of them. But now, I'm just an empty shell, a burnt out candle... I can't anymore.",0.8302092050209211,2.926166029288705,2.0120401673640167,97.6646543933055,83.26778242677823,5.4976401673640165,19.183430962343095,6.742157984588678,-0.05096130543932986,887,23,207,10,25,281,117,239,0.052000000000000005,0.735,0.213,0.9918,1,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,5,2,15,22,0,1,12,1,15,0,0,2,5,47,30,21,0,2,12,1,3,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,10,21,0,0,4,2,0,4,8,7,0,3,4,3,32,15,25,26,8,26,0,5,0,0,21,10,0,1,16,139,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311186785913555,0.08921640030949296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212798197279365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402218627875285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165589492211575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026507955013987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692278843171981,0.07970019132458106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489490910544184,0.0,0.0,0.517156939168742,0.0,0.05828674246467627,0.0,0.06340347529783855,0.09357323689288403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121285953848725,0.0,0.0,0.2180149875624964,0.11181481992875572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556302772793258,0.07446875939491097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371463229042801,0.0,0.16544419222022164,0.0,0.21549529646027304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170659579913398,0.0,0.15119512092271292,0.08484822225229029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734331189890704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858788864626903,0.0,0.1101543978449194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290709133638407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452644818749098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818773220310308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933924098620058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411709247863955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227230612194106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812187461936164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368503859126586
lonely,gflorence,2019/09/09,"Why am I like this My phone probably wouldn’t go off for days on end if I didn’t message peolle first. Even then, it’s only my housemate or my parents. My recents on messenger don’t change for weeks on end. It used to be my boyfriend constantly messaging me every day but now he won’t even open my messages, let alone leave me on read. All the people o thought were my friends haven’t checked in on me in a month even though I know they know I’m going through a break up. The one person that gave a fuck and checked in on the every day doesn’t care and I just don’t know if I have anyone anymore.",1.682713068181819,3.2466170156250023,2.7763068181818187,95.88346590909092,78.0625,5.904545454545455,24.13636363636364,6.574015621080383,0.4863812500000004,470,16,110,4,11,150,84,128,0.07,0.847,0.083,0.3919,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,1,0,6,0,12,1,0,1,1,15,23,8,0,3,5,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,1,2,2,7,1,0,2,4,0,16,3,15,15,1,27,0,0,0,1,10,12,1,3,13,69,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542718730999526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584045275156542,0.11168360787129487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628505364466428,0.0,0.1689681345896542,0.0,0.0,0.17260625069373742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090287155211176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28293832322957657,0.0,0.0,0.31649106160423274,0.0,0.2691508222880802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586221517145164,0.0,0.0,0.1234033311324806,0.14766341888705709,0.0,0.0,0.1815510797098972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633424589602639,0.0,0.0,0.16912597614551833,0.0,0.16332988878041846,0.0,0.07803368860890413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749116985375822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082339624186293,0.12147824933102493,0.0,0.0,0.17735598676355832,0.0,0.0,0.11073337634589094,0.13946592650362094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722108334114764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976847288284032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770941395242766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692924613584516,0.12680400619243848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795133164158538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812196023887262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412719351504044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FabioDangler,2019/09/09,"i’m going to be alone forever. at this point i’m pretty sure i’m going to be by myself forever, and that is probably one of the most paralyzing things to think about. it’s so hard for me to form connections with other people, whether it be romantic or platonic. i really just want a companion but i think i’m doomed to a life of solitude..",3.6025714285714305,4.597248400000002,6.052857142857146,76.60214285714288,72.14285714285714,10.742857142857144,28.285714285714285,10.793553405168565,3.2839428571428577,268,10,54,9,5,96,50,70,0.125,0.7759999999999999,0.099,-0.5919,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,11,13,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,1,12,10,2,4,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063827564284007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362453363233223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649987350293597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894808602856807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045689154375146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508598148321205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796477546656264,0.0,0.0,0.300957696881563,0.31894654491446045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895113830015504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788090795962593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653123563588412,0.3791020554532384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744836963074441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tnbhd,2019/09/09,"hey 15f need to vent well basically the title

warning !teen drama!

i feel lost. dm me if you want. 

throwaway btw",-0.6040909090909103,0.7269522272727293,1.6805454545454561,90.8508181818182,117.63636363636364,3.578181818181818,18.03636363636364,5.6839178017228535,-0.01795636363636266,87,3,17,1,5,29,22,22,0.20600000000000002,0.662,0.132,-0.4374,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847363198005343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6147247985021802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175550378286919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321496809746144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063230491546314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ColoradoMcLovin,2019/09/09,"Disownmemt People don’t appreciate what being “disowned” by your family means.
It’s not some cutesy “oh my mom and dad hate me” nah- brah. Nah. It’s not cute. It’s not simple. Being disowned- being so “dirty” to be a part of the family tree... being the limb that can be trimmed, it’s a hurt that never goes away...knowing you can be picked off, lived without, no one to help you. Disownment... disowned. As an adult. People tell to not to care, who cares?! Fuck em!!! Right. If only it were that easy. Living ten minutes from your brother.... who just had a new baby. You never imagined the hurt this brings, knowing you have a new baby, your brothers baby... and not being welcomed or invited... not being allowed to celebrate. You never imagine this. 
Yeah. In tough, I can make it. It “doesn’t matter”. You just wish the absence of ”mattering”. Of giving a shit. You just wish for one moment... that is MATTERED. That your feeling meant something, and that blood was actually thicker than water. But, my friends., it isn’t. Blood isn’t thicker than water. Siblings grow apart, and people... they don’t matter like they should. 
They don’t matter.
Like.
They.
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lonely,ThereWolves,2019/09/09,"I am thinking about something I'm looking at the stars right now from my window. And I'm thinking about the friendships I once had; how they seem to have drifted off into space. Like I let go of a balloon. I know they are out there, but they are far gone from me.

And I just feel cold and indifferent at this point. I see opportunities to make friendships, to work hard to be special to someone. But I know that no matter what I do, the relationships only last so long. Friends forever isn't true. I am always alone, in the company of temporary relationships. 

It's hard for me to stress out about my relationships because of that. It's just the way things are. Yet I feel so inhuman for not wanting to try harder, like it means something. What does it all mean? Oof!",2.709280983916745,4.858590245033113,3.7766934720908254,87.19610927152321,77.01324503311257,6.698391674550615,26.017502365184484,7.7094869923839395,1.3936032166508991,601,23,123,9,14,194,94,151,0.10800000000000001,0.747,0.14400000000000002,0.7758,1,1,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,2,11,7,0,1,6,0,11,0,0,2,2,26,28,8,0,1,5,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,0,9,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,7,17,6,24,24,1,19,0,0,2,0,7,11,0,1,6,84,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936733199711925,0.0,0.0,0.12803571469459762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938003234447658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346564058256426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560690309571193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888287506990827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745029056301458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756822340562102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691305432458476,0.12542806291186478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734686077654658,0.0,0.15035038631456746,0.0,0.0,0.13617388196334354,0.1292156279766586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271226642326016,0.0,0.0,0.3352283677068515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387106980572375,0.0,0.11702831201069787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546091653320814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956101227896935,0.0,0.13140778114911095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261786665773255,0.14008135130977425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037716499063315,0.2369198528945008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626245012578942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222722402038127,0.1971928310734597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447052504004553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907590279611942,0.12213822892197773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202229720738384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thatzombiesguy,2019/09/09,"Hey, first post here. I don’t want to put too much out on the first post but I’ve been a pretty lonely guy for a few years. I have friends and a loving family, but everything seems to be just surface level if that makes any sense. I feel kinda taken for granted and just undervalued and kind of invisible. Nobody really messages me these days, and when I’m around people I just don’t feel connected. It’s kind of an “alone in the crowd” type thing. Anyway, I just wanted to introduce myself and level with people who might be able to relate.",3.898333333333333,5.2002912407407385,5.080555555555558,82.68250000000003,71.77777777777777,7.992592592592592,21.833333333333336,8.472884824447931,1.173866666666667,426,9,84,7,8,141,77,108,0.052000000000000005,0.794,0.154,0.9063,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,1,0,23,16,9,0,3,7,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,2,7,4,13,11,2,15,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,4,5,58,12,1,0.1846748926560385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126749375810576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255852597780148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439980781478364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191000279904606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597388561342755,0.0,0.17409505315156326,0.0,0.18675434917311187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31416873870402745,0.0,0.0,0.14267936396017708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285717827474104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38462096432624615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667630081127385,0.0,0.12327192487194877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591087717676572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575729506767795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560606356603632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35373499661823377,0.18788075765354104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856492746669335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830746510634572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681210863701576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268979273983326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785207290002506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892457606629607
lonely,edoooooooo,2019/09/09,"first time posting well hello to whoever sees this and actually decides to read this i hope you’re having a great day/night wherever you are. i don’t really know how to start this but i’ll try my best. i’m 18 and currently in college and i haven’t felt more lonely in my life, like my days consist of me being in my room all day or being in class for 2 hours a day and that’s all i do. i don’t have anyone to talk to. i have friends, but i only talk to them whenever i play video games w them and i don’t want to talk about my sadness/depression/anxiety with them because i’ve tried already and they do not understand it very well. i’m just incredibly socially awkward and i can’t do anything to help it. i overthink in the most simple situations and get nervous and red faced when i say or do anything in public. i’m not gonna lie sometimes at night when i’m just staring at my ceiling i do tend to cry because i’m always wishing that i could be all social and cool like all my other friends are and when i try to put myself out, it never works in my favor so i’ve given up on that. i’m always feeling that i can’t compare with anyone and when i see people on social media put with their friends at parties and stuff i get really jealous and sad because i couldn’t be apart of it. i just need/want someone i can talk to about anything at anytime of the day, someone who can understand me and vice versa. i’ve been in a downhill slope lately because of school, i feel like i’m not good enough or i’m just wasting money because i’ll end up failing, and i just keep overthinking and all these thoughts get into my head and i cannot stop them. i’ve tried going to a therapist before but that never worked out for me. other than that i really haven’t tried much to help myself or to tell anyone because i’m ashamed. people ask me sometimes if i’m okay and i just say yes and i hope soon one day i can actually say yes without lying to them. sorry this is really all over the place it’s just what i’m thinking about right now.",1.5805598191445078,3.3496778561484883,3.5589791183294683,89.23001368314596,79.02320185614848,6.183853887798206,23.812302932952583,7.116496586553881,0.8785516211553333,1600,55,343,19,39,542,191,431,0.086,0.7290000000000001,0.185,0.9913,1,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,7,5,20,24,1,3,7,4,29,3,2,1,8,72,64,34,0,7,19,0,3,3,3,1,1,3,1,0,21,26,0,2,9,4,1,3,15,7,2,2,4,11,51,17,49,53,11,50,0,3,4,0,29,24,0,8,25,220,72,7,0.0,0.0,0.14807174910783574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837218295163878,0.0,0.12625591154961344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058038538471796484,0.0,0.0,0.15914525789264194,0.0,0.187297815074022,0.0,0.07092600389195848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774892623144123,0.0,0.06455777542686933,0.0,0.07961840961836407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057413873147791,0.0,0.08333704226793756,0.2935701163028097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719621210359064,0.07839155488595874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672191872644125,0.05419985860449214,0.07284483395586748,0.0,0.0,0.0645329775289359,0.0,0.0,0.1758454560361439,0.0,0.11891313487201995,0.0,0.0431173293195896,0.06363417859443415,0.0,0.08364434314226224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786208850813828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170496242384952,0.0,0.0,0.15070737401559528,0.07471434499815935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743464611795587,0.0,0.0,0.04169487193343018,0.0,0.0855820047388634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053587559217943656,0.11119529297701028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577144631340925,0.05625489522824282,0.11702760520568226,0.0,0.0,0.14239328520559796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051409877689796164,0.05770076046854245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519414067280927,0.0,0.07926553828643677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266022928356386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253586998840235,0.0,0.0,0.07588817286226039,0.0,0.1944110166710308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479055173498853,0.0,0.18099898206980566,0.0,0.07678210408497615,0.1209133761159393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527840833856795,0.0,0.23201252034731826,0.12856481373506398,0.0,0.15007007573888356,0.08492761384463651,0.053699507496825116,0.0,0.0,0.0634287458408564,0.0,0.0,0.0868502989166754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439181473003849,0.06631166311044187,0.0,0.0,0.08808817986100473,0.0,0.04861292159303872,0.0,0.06023043325084222,0.04423903216212178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575457441788742,0.0,0.0,0.15796178187800886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625987501529529,0.0894974018298734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364282429925986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724404411869463,0.07313369954571895,0.0,0.11046509391177503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Missymeiam,2019/09/09,Random thought of a lonely girl. How do you come back from realizing nothing is special? Things just happen.,2.5118421052631557,4.893823210526322,3.03092105263158,81.79269736842106,106.36842105263158,4.0052631578947375,25.802631578947373,5.985473137389443,1.4307789473684216,87,4,13,1,4,27,19,19,0.22899999999999998,0.7709999999999999,0.0,-0.5801,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794002831910983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250272886098938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363190504614956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734382676258734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277983400070151,0.0,0.0,0.3917108248336682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,abitd3cr3pit18,2019/09/09,"Should I go back to my therapist? I was diagnosed w depression but I didn't think the therapy and pills were doing anything so I stopped going and taking meds. 

After that I stopped self harming and things were getting better but now I'm depressed again, to the point where it's getting hard to function again. 

Should I go back? I'm about to graduate high school but I don't have any motivation or discipline to do my homework and I'm afraid going to therapy will just take away time. Also my parents don't have a lot of money, going to college is going to be tight and I have three other siblings. 

I need help. But I don't know if It's worth it to spend the time and money.",1.429782608695653,3.7782618333333353,3.1327826086956527,88.98830434782612,82.84057971014494,5.998840579710145,23.692753623188405,7.3011,1.10555884057971,535,20,108,8,15,177,80,138,0.163,0.767,0.07,-0.9176,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,10,5,0,1,4,0,17,2,0,1,0,24,33,14,0,4,7,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,6,6,0,4,3,0,4,6,4,4,0,1,4,2,13,1,13,25,1,20,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,3,10,76,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817904759813473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049498712866196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216097669153702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884351081353474,0.2272663096166857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069877591882095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25456417784812,0.14999287214409146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441716294711924,0.0,0.5039182683307483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238122013924214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990533453602708,0.1561369371990825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121563492964519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256366706720997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641494805900989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957647360464122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640914169000327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969919881969828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956053455330576,0.0,0.0,0.15416603255732558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471002129221528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222232746614592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379970023560552,0.17158314980869935,0.09817799608012763,0.09469100419032972,0.0,0.0,0.17234258886589807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-Number41,2019/09/09,"[Insert Your Story Here...] I'd like to know what brought you to feel this way. What caused you to feel lonely? Did anyone hurt you if so who and why? Do you still believe it will get better, why or why not? Do people try to help you if so does it work or not? I would like to get an idea of how the people of this subreddit came to be the way they are now.",-0.3115384615384613,1.4425508589743608,1.5253205128205138,101.49259615384615,85.28205128205127,4.412820512820511,13.596153846153848,5.148860815047168,-1.390569230769231,269,3,69,1,8,88,51,78,0.067,0.8,0.132,0.6868,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,6,1,2,6,5,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,0,15,14,8,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,2,8,3,8,8,0,6,0,2,0,0,9,0,0,4,4,46,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762030607725834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22174742881272402,0.0,0.1740702657244203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510831472468806,0.0,0.20218716034571052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722374893220653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903503398932665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565943634630046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192351670121635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21069863415234408,0.22218450845660626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816648475699343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231148268545528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728987975254432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571797763055828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362706980575634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124512609820316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327951575970019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328645637603793,0.0,0.0,0.1398144537612062,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TommorrowWillCome,2019/09/09,"I need someone I can talk to in private. I’m at my wits end. All my in person people are losing it and I feel so scared I’m just gonna be alone for a long time.

I’m married. I have kids. But I have no real friends.. I’m miserable",-3.253333333333334,-1.7858307777777769,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,106.77777777777777,3.1407407407407413,15.25925925925926,5.033348758259628,-1.0980962962962968,174,5,46,1,9,63,40,54,0.266,0.7340000000000001,0.0,-0.9143,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,12,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,1,5,10,1,6,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190290476344069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728256016045855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557506217800703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23798535081379535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725993045816374,0.0,0.3446098732943554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284023928341069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355113492180772,0.2689623297924019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506087245308771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083945354005359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609951629295488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24758506914390296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961638292094365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,clinomaniac1,2019/09/09,"small rant I want to know what it feels like to have someone like me for me, and not because I’m like a second option. I always feel like love skips over me and lets everybody else have that feeling, while I’m all by myself.

I feel alone and it makes me cry a whole lot.
I feel like people who get love attention take for granted what I would probably cherish forever. 
I don’t know what’s wrong with me that I can’t be on the receiving end of love.

I’m scared that I won’t find anyone to ever even like me.

I’m only 18 and I’m scared that this feeling of like emptiness and ache is going to last my whole life. I don’t know.",1.6870387700534764,2.9476302573529445,3.2877005347593595,93.5123796791444,77.30882352941177,6.416042780748662,21.18716577540107,6.980632752743323,0.28293529411764684,489,12,115,5,11,162,78,136,0.14300000000000002,0.602,0.255,0.9337,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,14,0,2,3,0,10,4,0,1,2,25,32,6,0,2,1,0,6,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,11,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,0,6,17,11,12,28,4,9,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,2,11,67,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284229351218281,0.0,0.0,0.10317498621234636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867012065009002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558708990856043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620428669739398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358312978825676,0.0,0.10982405769706062,0.0,0.0,0.0818984910762672,0.11216189520001847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761780090752305,0.3543323775081782,0.0,0.0,0.1133305162346664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478303154444841,0.0,0.07047004458581288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044356316020932,0.10107366286384308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267947793309047,0.08758236530242781,0.4240488425600473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541735444365576,0.3357349334932465,0.0,0.08276859856905112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430489380997216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859635313731173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336891537969208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482841716473092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050617964870154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322990487290586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313632357095187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768752343957168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808352613716552,0.1355706615423788,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jazzlike_Lavishness,2019/09/09,"I think I am starting to feel weak, is that normal? Hi I am 25M, born and raised by extremist muslim parents. I don't know why, but since when I was young I was a bit anti-religious even though they tried hard to push down religion in me. 

Soon, I realized that I would get hurt so I put on a mask and tried to blend in just to protect myself. So, truth is no one knew who I really am, ever. 

I moved out of the house and went on to college when I was 18 and I never really liked being with people. Mostly because I think I didn't want to trust anyone and also because I didn't feel connected to anyone. But, I was stubborn and fine on my own when I was young, I never thought I would feel lonely. 

Now, I am 25 years old and starting to feel like maybe I need someone to come home to or call up to hang out during a weekend. I live in isolation, I work in contracting so colleagues aren't too social and I live far. Only people I could call friends are the ones I made on the internet. 

Is this a normal thing? To start feeling lonely as you age? Or am I starting to grow weak?",1.6747368421052649,3.0867324385964916,3.632982456140352,90.38921052631581,77.68421052631578,6.5543859649122815,22.08771929824561,7.273561745256523,0.6351719298245615,828,23,185,10,19,281,128,228,0.166,0.754,0.08,-0.9629,1,5,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,1,15,12,1,0,7,0,22,2,0,1,4,42,42,21,0,7,5,1,6,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,5,12,0,2,11,1,0,7,7,6,0,2,11,6,33,6,29,27,3,39,0,3,0,0,9,13,0,3,21,129,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655020262936796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883875723987235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719553324102047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180925673302524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465639524445056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040008603232228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963955424094154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974306247395853,0.10920998541723466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052313712255545,0.08625173841685373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327808021602957,0.0,0.06307805264556815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815312772048882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110512593931652,0.0,0.0,0.1393097675217944,0.12924726210988602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635174481854414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796817150421628,0.0,0.21321904794398894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424056207092895,0.0,0.0,0.12129260921880468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832016002545155,0.0,0.08952205103154581,0.1862335927000877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23658557400461014,0.0,0.0,0.12668906082127904,0.0,0.163623722891972,0.0918229498475809,0.0,0.0,0.13405980056052091,0.0,0.0,0.16740223568673415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137009483209672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468940867194966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987165364500697,0.0,0.0,0.12307217355466972,0.102296749192711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34182198942830144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020969544038893,0.15472176883407146,0.11861964077441,0.09584858166133384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393967607472015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121150027297768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119207772519384,0.10894282832263537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789512214227371,0.0,0.0,0.1715306359220091,0.0,0.0,0.0777481468803396
lonely,ParticularCommunity3,2019/09/09,"I need to get this out. I feel terribly lonely, this has become my normal nowdays, I don't feel I have friends people I know or meet everyday don't really act anything like friends. I have no idea what I have done wrong, I really want someone to tell me what the fuck did I do wrong, I keep bending backwards for some people and still cannot get basic human courtesy in return. I am tired of this happening every day, I wish I could live without human contact but I cannot. someone please tell me how to cope, this is killing me , Its affecting everything in my life which is basically just my work ( probably only thing in my life I am happy about ) . 
Every guy I meet has other much more important people, but when they need some work, they will always come to me. I could stop helping people who aren't good to me, but when i tried that, No one even contacted me, I could have died and no one would have noticed. What do I do in this situation. ?  Earlier this was more about being so repulsive to girls that every girl keeps friendzoning me which essentially is asking for help when she needs and ghosting otherwise, but now even the people I thought are my friends are doing this.",5.281449275362321,6.04464047826087,5.832608695652173,80.55601449275363,68.1304347826087,9.089855072463768,29.24637681159421,9.21078282632365,2.378559420289855,930,32,179,17,15,301,126,230,0.18600000000000005,0.7290000000000001,0.085,-0.9718,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,2,12,12,2,0,2,0,32,4,0,2,0,34,49,13,3,10,7,0,2,1,3,2,3,0,0,5,18,5,0,3,5,0,0,2,9,6,0,2,4,2,36,6,17,39,5,18,0,1,0,1,21,7,1,3,10,133,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688823333240996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593116451109528,0.0,0.09762133273384573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532690938433013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995109804528835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501196103412017,0.0,0.0,0.0673441437359753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837450314386644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686090048205908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794070565827646,0.0,0.2639424376636483,0.0,0.0938485859135503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559873029618358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420306633881221,0.09653730549900263,0.1091133300319517,0.0,0.0,0.08758498972076638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339510665669488,0.09234084196206008,0.1111601384729018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998496225144838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788076457814692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856317758011033,0.11552848777084188,0.0,0.057388105108935376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475139909694717,0.051015763370707866,0.0,0.09220735014655528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676286014791857,0.2322848127754127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231228903900498,0.0,0.11888618481560538,0.0,0.0,0.14151934411550626,0.07941833499143687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619685180598338,0.0,0.0,0.11462500689226482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258556764148396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379199097751304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737573553577835,0.0,0.0,0.17695439994919213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339227759771066,0.08730223560956629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254046678000088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937394706464832,0.0,0.0,0.08290013313087273,0.0,0.12001878357673082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089630715688004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061591342832155116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200812028396688,0.10065996708746183,0.0,0.1520422566688486,0.0,0.0,0.07417904525808047,0.2283401375771408,0.0,0.0
lonely,mistydaydreamz,2019/09/09,"I've never had ""that"" friend. ( I just want to say that I'm a very happy, I'll-match-your-vibe kinda person, but you cant see that in my post history.)

I never had that friend that I could just go to their house whenever, cry on their shoulder, and spend weeks at their house. I've always been a really lonely person. I have friends but growing up with severe social anxiety and attachment issues has never worked in my favor. As soon as I get close to someone I panic and end the relationship. I did that with a guy recently (I really fucking liked him too) and I regret it so much but I cant just pick him back up. 

I wouldn't hesitate to say that I definitely have a lot if problems, but I try to keep as positive as possible. But I dont have a friend who will let me cry on their shoulder and that shit hurts. I haven't realized it till recently but my loneliness is the cause of most if my problems. It sucks man. It really sucks",2.4042187500000023,3.997400151041667,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,76.13541666666666,8.133333333333335,22.9375,8.841846274778883,1.5396812500000006,727,21,154,16,16,248,107,192,0.267,0.595,0.138,-0.9851,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,4,1,7,17,4,1,7,0,17,4,3,2,3,35,26,19,0,8,11,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,0,4,13,8,0,1,1,0,1,2,8,10,0,0,4,3,27,7,20,18,3,21,0,3,1,1,20,8,4,5,11,110,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027947927579596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219488171994147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266983900747218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380376292962696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622271171335146,0.0,0.2647636883039672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124457692487466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067419509526267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724433556763808,0.11141566993418707,0.06296495795806913,0.0,0.06849237043815383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933039788635287,0.0,0.12829217921421382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27811998903788165,0.12901553049951825,0.0,0.0,0.12578803637955271,0.0,0.10712070610965216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232364055762874,0.0,0.05887833127070345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245891759544352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859357991437848,0.0,0.2788495326725596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140028265486965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046092189261928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586437709916366,0.115421604694565,0.0,0.0,0.2306362516466091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23161809151710264,0.0,0.2379912390336495,0.12938974398852066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167930117634502,0.0,0.0,0.09603613997606897,0.0,0.0,0.13614947290363327,0.12370857492121495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285151346095695,0.1021133380315085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818228716547853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943883009687064,0.0710838228632935,0.0,0.096671160270328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773753212554912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Itsatossup22,2019/09/09,"Have a lot of people around, but no one to trust Today I was driving about 20 minutes out of my college's town and I thought to myself ""Who would I call first if my car broke down?"" And I genuinely didn't have an answer for myself. Sure, there are plenty of people I could call, but who would be my go to? I realized I don't really have one. I'm pretty used to being alone, I grew up basically an only child, and from the age 12 on I made most of my meals myself and family dinners (where my mom, my dad, and I wouldn't actually talk to each other) were few and far between. 

I got into college and I've made a lot of friends along the way. Now I'm a senior, and while I still know most of the people I've made friends with, I don't consider anyone my 'best friend' or have anyone who would be my 'go to'. This year I might end up with a single room and spent the whole summer in a single room, but only now am I starting to actually feel loneliness set in. I've been filling my attention with movies and games and trying to work on stuff, but I've sat down now and realize where I'm at emotionally. I imagine what it'd be like to have someone around, actually paying any attention to me, enjoying my company. I'm about to graduate college and it's like I've got an imaginary friend. 

I'm trying to expand the activities I do just slightly so that I can connect to people more, but the less time I spend around people, the more awkward I am at social interactions. I'm worried it's only going to get worse, especially as I leave school and set out on my own to figure out who I want to be.",5.860423953365128,4.53070328828829,7.251213566507688,77.96375198728144,67.16816816816818,10.357816640169583,30.699346405228766,9.478462496947786,2.4494622504857797,1237,37,266,21,17,429,164,333,0.07,0.782,0.14800000000000002,0.9842,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,3,14,12,0,1,15,0,28,2,0,4,1,60,51,24,0,7,8,2,1,2,4,5,0,0,2,1,12,26,2,0,10,1,3,7,5,2,0,3,12,1,37,10,50,27,14,48,0,1,0,0,17,24,0,7,16,190,49,8,0.0,0.0,0.290382682767134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272996633849724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745197135234665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871061297415685,0.0,0.0,0.2648979142931715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409281321132027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256626819586326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919440414140097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115743572595764,0.08785207828861226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350663094157388,0.0,0.050152975885137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437017529097282,0.0,0.0,0.30653292870275856,0.0,0.0518221970519019,0.0,0.16911430893489546,0.0,0.1586611264246888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054511720804774934,0.0,0.0,0.10502690711797416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691754220591936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686540065949558,0.0,0.28156529905377464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052239323173632,0.0,0.11616904413879728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344261665419267,0.2263132801971133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438260726528776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091094691609964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354306039759443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038463788462948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111076930977628,0.08404258013830933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702065367821368,0.0,0.0792125222648778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135477584369586,0.0,0.0,0.09348452796652264,0.0,0.0,0.07972442010426073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874504487176713,0.0578379464444765,0.0,0.0940196438515652,0.0,0.0,0.1346857399974922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566751261589435,0.0,0.0,0.058504285480143116,0.07873166971274419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074105837268387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722108268806539,0.10073131894235716,0.10108213990719893,0.21138321592937467,0.0,0.0,0.06387451132476032
lonely,familiar-sting,2019/09/09,dumb i feel so pathetic wanting to be in a relationship,3.338181818181816,5.563379181818185,6.936363636363637,64.9245454545455,75.36363636363637,11.672727272727276,38.27272727272727,11.20814326018867,5.641472727272728,45,3,8,2,1,17,11,11,0.51,0.49,0.0,-0.807,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815419969440125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.810144332472346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450751230196002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,conflicted_person,2019/09/09,"my mood alternates between constant panic and crippling loneliness it’s like i freak out for a while because i’m so scared of the thought of being alone, but then have no other option but to accept it, so i just take it all in and try to live my life as functional as i can. 
it’s such a desperate feeling. on the outside you’re trying your hardest to keep yourself together and stick to the plan but on the inside you’re screaming for help. 
no one ever notices, no one ever cares. 
getting out of bed is becoming a battle nowadays. 
i just want this feeling of being on edge to go away so bad",3.605666666666672,4.9115689000000025,4.950000000000003,83.32166666666669,72.5,7.333333333333335,30.0,7.793537801064563,2.031,468,20,90,6,9,156,79,120,0.243,0.632,0.125,-0.9486,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,8,10,1,2,7,0,5,1,0,0,3,20,15,13,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,6,0,2,1,3,7,3,21,12,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,6,68,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596530091190286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591273507645385,0.0,0.1741066729826747,0.1271127201825079,0.23029552202773734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126014815295056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22533757284100325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772391189275053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108693872822204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894383381138012,0.0,0.11850752647735968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976751015800087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534341612582747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728484331222913,0.10187303136640743,0.0,0.18412823121817384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23740301496118985,0.0,0.0,0.2825990170385317,0.0,0.0,0.2446549540252673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876631495225698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678215453310354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554271277590735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831447084413228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299133416166755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RichaSumm,2019/09/09,"I’m here to chat and make friendships Hey there. I’m an 18 college dude looking to make friends. I’m willing to talk about anything and I promise I don’t judge. I love video games, cats, music, and several other things so talk to me about anything. My pms are always open.",0.333681818181816,2.773557345454549,1.4657954545454537,96.7986931818182,93.72727272727272,3.4772727272727275,23.238636363636363,5.148860815047168,0.13268181818181812,214,9,44,1,8,67,39,55,0.0,0.7829999999999999,0.217,0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,6,10,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,6,9,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,0,0,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442881929084089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831947454293677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268248573287296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24653943104263445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649740446148165,0.0,0.39194366999732105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316701377117014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719487799837643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504638906065905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway09007007,2019/09/09,"How do I feel less empty? Had a lot of personal problems in life.
No one to talk to.
Work a shitty job.

Everyday I wake up hoping I’d feel better but it never does.

What can I do?",-2.676607142857144,-1.1340808749999989,1.3885714285714281,95.285,107.75,4.285714285714287,13.214285714285715,6.1826913282559595,-0.5953214285714288,135,3,32,2,7,50,33,40,0.188,0.7140000000000001,0.098,-0.364,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,1,1,8,7,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,3,2,5,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,23,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843857658694228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28139148353934185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251717364843459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31937273808532674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190897928081708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22712101018989625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733711969311903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24799998639907125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178913077036684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807659668639018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076809205485917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584505472305648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23409298805648096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gnome_named_Joe,2019/09/09,"Do you ever feel like you're waiting to be found? All of today I've been thinking about it. For 5 years ive felt truly alone. After my last relationship I couldn't handle being in my home city, I couldn't get her out of my mind. So I moved, got a new job, made new friends who are amazing people. Something was still missing. 

So I moved again, joining the military hoping to find meaning. I met more good people, but I havent gotten close with anyone like my old friends.

 Most of all I've been searching for someone to be close to, to be one with. I'm not saying being alone for a while wasnt good for me. I've found out alot about myself, but I'm tired of searching.

I'm tired of being alone. Find me. Please.",1.3721668264621272,3.241717362416112,2.7365532118887828,94.39894295302014,80.0738255033557,4.7940556088207105,20.038830297219558,5.288315135182226,-0.2945746883988498,553,14,122,2,14,179,88,149,0.102,0.725,0.17300000000000001,0.8746,1,3,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,4,0,16,2,0,1,3,28,33,5,0,3,3,0,2,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,2,6,0,1,8,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,11,3,16,8,22,14,5,18,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,3,13,73,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069645537608353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915836354326494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847809891004075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622697082569452,0.09357149857930744,0.1257604807929592,0.0,0.23942505764604044,0.0,0.0,0.28722365559034785,0.2023882627902892,0.0,0.06843117625043646,0.0,0.0,0.21971811754693354,0.10475595520956583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138272141264246,0.13009180463454795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997655102229938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676545189101387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279795491073063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393559582365975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426746428750091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225155781659462,0.0,0.0,0.2784201198006656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25300087103254976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744053734151426,0.0,0.08875483112080354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816088388042663,0.0,0.0,0.14377572469019373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062254090241325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415984118574323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097817038181723,0.10083411386974853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460008221806057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392612159696664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010824261306013,0.1241528762851554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434624911787209
lonely,Jp080903,2019/09/09,"Hello, Just had a question I joined cause I just need to know if my existence is really needed... I don’t know I feel like I just need to talk to people so sorry if I worried anyone....",0.3526923076923083,2.2717606153846184,3.3407051282051263,88.47721153846153,83.87179487179488,5.951282051282053,17.442307692307693,7.1686216300943375,0.22981538461538475,140,3,30,2,4,50,27,39,0.121,0.807,0.07200000000000001,-0.1791,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,13,9,3,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883495863039348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767169256672284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620143487703726,0.19243779703648667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960771304271533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160044922791905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.599202750097812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867470618322232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30175575846306485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256515390935034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015373718054816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650919454528325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735580478499865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fandomaster,2019/09/09,"Three weeks into college life and I have never felt more alone.  

I am a 19 year old girl, now three weeks into college life and I have never felt more alone. I’ve tried and failed at making friends, my roommate and I are on good terms but we never really talk to each other, she’s already made so many friends. 

I’ve gone to university run events and made no progress. I’ve gone to parties and still made no progress. Classes are no different. 

I find myself sitting in my dorm room alone because I have no reason to leave it, and when I do decide to leave I become overwhelmed. Everyone around me has others to talk to and be with, it seems too late now to make friends.I don't know what else to do.",2.2081581798483185,4.181757323943664,2.9629577464788746,93.27483748645722,77.8732394366197,5.495991332611052,22.89490790899241,6.297961479604792,0.3548595882990249,548,17,117,4,13,172,84,142,0.105,0.725,0.17,0.8703,1,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,3,7,5,0,1,1,0,11,2,0,6,3,30,22,11,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,2,1,5,14,0,0,7,0,0,3,8,2,0,2,7,2,14,3,16,14,4,25,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,1,14,74,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082720982938642,0.14500309032433695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169737961860813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010017777489035,0.1451208992199776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728495989813005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976778072229036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255582642245566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25232907830081325,0.0,0.12009715559493706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303852007710974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021202713490144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221396517429672,0.0,0.14822484452347234,0.2782671066335933,0.0,0.0,0.18562331316515865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373001372915358,0.17542094734907085,0.13321890508018294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040311799103503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378821227856438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417815990534963,0.13510101276348674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962156132080914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493615390881272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112285729364018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921192721548908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21080219599867844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461724686422711
lonely,erieands,2019/09/09,"I feel so lonely right now that it hurts. I really needs friends and people to talk to and hang out with and have fun. I’m a 22F and I’m currently commuting to my college, and then I go to work at the end of the day at a company with only 4 people in it. I feel so isolated from everything and I literally can’t make friends. I’m so miserable.",0.025099999999998342,1.9754890266666685,3.327583333333333,87.90337500000004,85.4,8.016666666666666,22.708333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.7826333333333335,267,10,62,8,8,97,48,75,0.158,0.7140000000000001,0.128,-0.3227,1,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,13,10,10,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,6,3,12,10,0,12,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,38,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809720571664954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24853967204835484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25219671247923114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837725508960842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43360154395847017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947873478599078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30040183220677513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731123922772774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20807085360091196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341869779332265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890831998673249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797677607612622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23964181872664744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255459587633533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428947818738905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AngelsChrysanthemum,2019/09/09,"I hate the weekend It's another lonely weekend for me at home, I really would like to talk to someone, I hate being alone with my thoughts.",4.07357142857143,5.1852335000000025,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,71.14285714285714,8.457142857142857,31.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,2.7115142857142858,110,5,21,2,2,37,23,28,0.353,0.564,0.08199999999999999,-0.8451,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,5,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32388860768504435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32791924787304016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6175020456756262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31368849929780795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278155403020127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200339531820824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649707309117956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513563699707944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482685807719899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215074444055924,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway-123937,2019/09/09,"I hate this I feel so bad about myself it’s pathetic

I don’t have time to be in a slump how do I put myself back together? 

I got out of a relationship 8 months ago and I still think about it everyday. 

I want someone to love me even though I can’t find anything to live about myself",-0.21255760368663346,1.8175203709677448,2.328801843317972,94.14177419354841,87.22580645161291,6.123502304147466,18.534562211981566,7.447530270364453,0.3141400921658985,221,6,53,4,7,76,45,62,0.19699999999999998,0.7120000000000001,0.091,-0.8122,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,7,11,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,12,1,9,9,0,9,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394280618893764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22226994398529668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076908425595433,0.2255228855421011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839903074977312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657107989512107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24686723753930995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602428361202808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666686204566903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385039545165388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24377651707183975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155918813230804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715259059322563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899871763602893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288555309848052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157028474582836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730696861868252,0.2653726642233198,0.0,0.15749794833568842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931244967027886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,theseeker24,2019/09/09,"Today is the loneliest I've ever felt Today I woke up feeling like I was the only person in the universe. Despite constantly being surrounded by people at college, I am utterly alone. I watch other people hang out together, eat meals together, study together, and enjoy one another's company. I lack the ability to make friends, and I feel like I only have superficial interactions with people. I can't accurately express in words how debilitating social anxiety and depression is on my physical, mental, and emotional well-being.  All I can do is vent through this post because I don't have anyone I can talk to about this.",8.910737463126841,8.74929796460177,10.029336283185838,56.701467551622436,60.50442477876106,13.551032448377581,41.842182890855455,12.745084868956482,6.056765191740414,502,26,73,17,6,175,79,113,0.11599999999999999,0.7390000000000001,0.145,0.3197,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,13,2,0,2,2,15,18,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,4,12,4,12,14,2,13,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,0,6,53,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746582857875652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979875194999235,0.13846776586819234,0.0,0.0,0.1265623893430739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033851878656184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560130550692725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589870661044952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852125489514324,0.0,0.2036054335196491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372871869567818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304238802177608,0.25861896350070673,0.17379247786899327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984344469798873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768590801790295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082175116407493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240972458353508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265317312775463,0.2753237969580276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764566964879685,0.15804594091001362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335204988414435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451105186227976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548437038867562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431417543589373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274457029692374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bordonbamsay,2019/09/09,"How do I stop feeling so lonely? I understand I’m in a position where I shouldn’t be. I have my best friend, my boyfriend, and my family but I feel like I’m all by myself in my head. I’ve dealt with body dysmorphia almost all my life, and although there was a point where I was able to stop therapy, it’s come back stronger than ever and I’m terrified. I’ve tried to tell my loved ones but all I get is “oh, I’m sorry, that sucks”. I know they mean well and just don’t know what to say, but it makes me feel like I’m burdening them by saying something. I don’t know what to do. All I want is to feel okay again.",0.19497435897435966,1.8641973407407413,2.2703703703703724,97.28128205128206,83.0,6.227920227920229,18.532763532763525,7.321109707123232,0.03901139601139647,471,11,119,7,13,158,78,135,0.138,0.6679999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.7937,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,10,10,1,0,2,1,11,4,2,2,5,31,31,10,0,2,4,0,4,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,5,6,0,2,9,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,2,6,20,7,11,27,5,11,0,1,0,1,7,5,1,1,7,73,25,0,0.16819499462252055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842299139781833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933156880729468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651027004979378,0.0,0.0,0.1868267221782827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488509486467907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214200198123842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855927195892786,0.0,0.3401777719011095,0.2403170755305554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299470356196357,0.0,0.08787494269786977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261658873982946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773067110962677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880109881881992,0.16434315703044813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518025494178467,0.0,0.1122714649660701,0.0,0.0,0.18321365719620364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397328127689425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899863534500094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675108211531881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948472412438053,0.0,0.18828052615288365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28123709355548265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700983879456125,0.0,0.19234563468998253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141933607392804,0.0,0.0,0.17509692111711678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920576561040867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512274995724617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,joselober,2019/01/15,"moving to paris alone with not a dollar to my name  so i have been thinking of moving out of my parents house for a while now, ive never had a good relationship with them, even when i was younger but anyways we barly talk now. its more of a how are you? im good type of conversation so its basically all small talk. ive been thinking of moving for a while and i just saved some money for a one way ticket somewhere. and ive been thinking about moving to paris and just explore. and i really hate stayinf in my house its really been toxic to me. and im just tired of it and doing the same thing over and over. so been thinking about paris the last couple of days. so i might just go there and who knows might just walk up and down the street looking like a total bum or whatever who knows. but idk i want to start something new. will be going there with nothing to my name. i guess i have to manifest it as i go but who knows basically just wanted to see if anyone had any advice or opinions on anything. hopefully it all goes well. cheers my reddit brothers and sisters.",1.850039138943249,3.914912712328768,3.2944944553163715,90.01712328767124,79.41095890410959,5.815264187866927,21.38747553816047,6.868970318607317,0.4572872798434444,840,24,176,9,21,275,118,219,0.078,0.838,0.084,0.3608,1,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,1,0,21,8,1,0,10,0,19,2,0,1,4,53,37,25,0,4,13,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,15,1,0,8,2,2,9,2,1,1,1,8,2,21,7,31,25,6,29,0,0,2,0,15,9,0,9,11,134,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364778856004293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045254669859365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908852712420336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813202183470344,0.0,0.09570564287888936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868461498768652,0.0,0.07500438993291719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681557668457067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828926184264992,0.1950951740374598,0.0,0.0,0.12811843496818034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148229549116293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551292878978413,0.0,0.268390999743075,0.0,0.0,0.2512496267503669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917476223312243,0.09480066846747888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681869270746904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766337472053503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24675352427361186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944373484943809,0.0,0.0,0.08969834100595549,0.1123240302547665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159374719470244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880842698590734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291382669638239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901053164357078,0.0,0.0,0.124863526946456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267667422542684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953403212245106,0.0,0.0,0.08231829963257603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695634346816895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726507886450124,0.29808340763253977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336706526102087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719444150589566,0.0923141558470338,0.0,0.0,0.10456837975352573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lunsjpakkeoreo,2019/01/15,"I lost my boyfriend and bestfriend It’s just as the title says. I feel so fucking lonely, and have no one to share my day with. I have cried the last week everynight, and I just feel so lonely and lost. All my friends, even my ex, says that they’re there for me and all that stuff. But never reach out to me, and when I do reach out, then it feels like they are forced to talk with me and just want to end the conversation. I don’t know anymore, everything just feels so pointless ",4.565757575757576,4.5594055252525285,4.313686868686869,93.52386363636364,69.50505050505049,7.408080808080808,25.59090909090909,6.42735559955562,0.5471333333333335,373,9,88,2,6,113,59,99,0.19399999999999998,0.721,0.085,-0.8622,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,10,8,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,3,25,14,14,0,1,5,1,4,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,11,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,6,14,3,10,12,2,9,0,4,0,1,8,2,1,0,8,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20594058258655196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281021699879515,0.13392200064926268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183923035647459,0.0,0.0,0.13715591473812888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662929968968964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199917748670445,0.14835066165386682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043577986767293,0.19197614480632413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412320987835475,0.16926869474449774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145103517894814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533656952484649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015837597214286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407141931214101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302753849682133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237718319583532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690734751473302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224818580676454,0.0,0.16657043550170586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Alm8ida,2019/01/15,"Should I be worried? I Just feels like no one cares about me I used to check up on everybody every single day to make sure everyone was doing well and I had a lot of meaningful conversations with everyone I used to check up on but no one ever checks up on me. No one ever invites me anywhere I mean am I doing something wrong? 
I have all these people I used to hang out with on social media and yet no one seems to check up on me. I mean I kinda feel like it’s my fault and that if I continued conversing with everyone they’d at least care but it doesn’t happen.

If everyone is inviting each other out and always leave me out do they really like me?I can’t tell if people are being genuine or not anymore. I have family but no one really understands me so interactions between them aren’t the best. 

I’m only 18 and I know I shouldn’t really worry but I’m worrying because I feel like I’m not really worth anyone’s time because no one checks up on me or invites me out.
Should I be worried? ",1.5838405797101451,3.610102202898553,4.008818840579711,84.75583695652176,80.1111111111111,7.425024154589372,21.944202898550724,8.395991825355821,1.4208823188405797,784,24,160,17,20,273,107,207,0.17600000000000002,0.684,0.14,-0.8059999999999999,1,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,1,7,11,0,0,2,0,20,0,0,4,4,47,38,15,0,6,12,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,13,0,0,9,0,6,1,12,2,1,6,2,3,29,9,27,29,6,23,0,0,0,0,8,16,0,8,10,122,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159495203765656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725057286386596,0.06856682075525547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955465568101015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290940415209096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999602941785712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324149965314463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740432628626845,0.08262097070334573,0.3748075338723607,0.0,0.0,0.09244357393753626,0.0,0.1487483921003014,0.21016528140356255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671538460433484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389198864225196,0.0,0.0,0.10383287854374468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916314145540189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336830752818107,0.0,0.0,0.06545675534733071,0.0,0.0,0.21363525520943244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398693712116188,0.07458012421251169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596687485745926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512826114226154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892714284350648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996126247356538,0.0,0.07549246739398688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242172224650844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570999812404917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057180399129940364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208539036252642,0.0,0.2540807306436022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816898794626711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983445039867503,0.0,0.0,0.1072147623407199,0.0,0.0
lonely,Awesometjgreen,2019/01/15,Days off from work are the worst days? I'm supposed to be happy because I can finally sleep for once but my depression woke me up anyways and won't let me relax. ,1.9684313725490201,3.724463294117648,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,77.82352941176471,6.886274509803924,26.03921568627451,7.793537801064563,1.4687568627450984,128,5,27,2,3,43,31,34,0.267,0.674,0.059000000000000004,-0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,5,3,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524162085314285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342712651400847,0.0,0.2899885152122791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36882478153100784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584101845368496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442858569773331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585612793507062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369307269932673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24511256471385784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ashen_soul,2019/01/15,"I will always be alone After working on my problems for many years and trying many different things to work on my loneliness, nothing got ever better. As times moves on, my life just keeps getting worse.

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The loneliness is very painful and will probably never go away.

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How can I deal with that? How can I live the fact that I will always be lonely and never have any friends or relationships in the rest of my life?",6.9637037037037,7.706993518518523,6.315654320987657,78.63644444444445,64.4320987654321,8.949135802469135,32.24938271604938,8.841846274778883,2.6470967901234563,349,13,61,5,5,107,57,81,0.264,0.736,0.0,-0.9698,1,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,3,0,9,3,0,2,4,14,13,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,8,2,11,7,1,13,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,45,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475833207171975,0.0,0.0,0.23713688003975575,0.3087896320032019,0.34629750463770537,0.09690245481342202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388008115788053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602650728665998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690755627259697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488784343894349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889617369241602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009238379884498,0.0,0.07444850028062926,0.0,0.08098400165980557,0.0,0.1139674076662858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665736907466052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012988769542921,0.0,0.0,0.12582695315506745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889380167227267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514511477287407,0.0,0.0,0.2198040538172704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136729162094685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162624201051328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363524624713348,0.13634983332213446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298783170878694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466829242583694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309081083131341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967457182677674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757447333328352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207478187769792,0.0,0.14521602999021282,0.0,0.0,0.34629750463770537,0.09176302520566236
lonely,Sherlock723,2019/01/15,"Recent Long Term Break Up Hey,

One of my mates told me to come here after i recently broke up with my long term girlfriend. To me she was the one, i was prepared to make compromises for her, such as not having kids and other important things to me, and for her to tell me after all the time we spent having fun and loving eachother to say she doesn't love me anyone destroyed me. I'm a bit lost at the moment and am drinking everyday to try and cheer me up.",8.194263157894738,5.111170084210528,8.329342105263162,77.64664473684212,63.94736842105264,11.18421052631579,33.223684210526315,8.841846274778883,2.4890526315789474,358,9,77,4,4,118,63,95,0.109,0.758,0.133,0.3678,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,4,0,6,3,0,1,1,11,14,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,8,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,2,5,1,16,4,18,9,4,17,0,2,0,2,14,4,0,0,11,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368912729516254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399644485411873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893380610272288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532012048805454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890318038370594,0.0,0.0,0.2399374409112631,0.0,0.396755793169889,0.0,0.1467180699658318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978840591716227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43405156152391616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479361913747196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211470893734686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602521712867678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816702807379365,0.0,0.0,0.21002812347865785,0.0,0.1492296327979915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,craigbetten,2019/01/15,"I feel lost in this world 26 feel lonely sometimes. have no companion. I dont know why I feel lonely. I know what it is, its the constant isolation. I just want to feel close to someone.  But then again I have a text message friend..But still something is missing from my life. And even if I found what is missing I still feel lost. And i dont know why.. Maybe because I dont feel like I have a purpose. I cant figure it out. I feel like life is passing me bye and there nothing I can do about it. ",-0.7149460916442045,1.4256234622641486,1.1666307277628043,100.18396226415095,92.67924528301887,3.7832884097035038,19.8355795148248,5.288315135182226,-0.42971752021563336,381,13,90,2,14,124,59,106,0.235,0.752,0.013000000000000001,-0.9573,0,5,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,3,0,13,2,0,0,0,21,29,6,0,2,3,0,7,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,12,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,7,16,2,6,26,0,10,0,6,0,0,3,4,0,1,8,58,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493164878666225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056157690192085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898660208205102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202330568172014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931307936907687,0.19906860468284407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276343015340085,0.10764268417615484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297092702432779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681971349259536,0.136134991186114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041809027274635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139971384453921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368675929408724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180502068663503,0.10725972468779513,0.1377966721278138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22253135551966924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217790305976969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25143953295846794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BigFunny420,2019/01/15,"Cold The nights all of the sudden got cold and I'm struggling to keep warm. It don't help the woman I know I love is far away and I may not get a chance to see her again. I wish she were here with me to keep me warm and I'd do the same for her.

This weather got me feeling a bit extra lonely the last few nights and I just wish I had someone to hold. 2019 has just been so damn lonely, started the year crying and without the cat I've had since 2002, I barely see my friends anymore, and the woman I know in my heart I truly love is out of the state I live in. Life just sucks and I feel cold all the time, haven't been able to shake it since October.

I really wish things were different. I really need to send her a message and start trying to talk to her so I can try to find my happiness in her but I'm worried I'll screw it up by confessing my love immediately. Idk I just want to be happy. And just an update to everyone who recognizes me from my previous posts here, I don't know if I got that job yet, they waited more than the time they told me they'd get back to me so it's probably a no.",0.8752931916568301,2.284073975206613,2.947260920897285,94.45734159779616,79.9090909090909,6.427705627705628,19.375049193231014,7.2636822038024595,0.12554128295946487,850,19,209,11,21,288,130,242,0.10300000000000001,0.759,0.138,0.8854,2,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,0,13,15,3,2,16,0,17,6,1,0,2,40,46,14,0,6,9,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,8,11,0,4,7,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,10,9,37,8,26,33,7,24,1,2,2,4,22,7,3,2,13,135,45,1,0.11440511930162076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345913677460795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074873755701073,0.0879704749363759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490075961125298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256686515022895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195289997817933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931899421637806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569333161622818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045642064181916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838911137826341,0.0,0.11954390587586228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27450067503615017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24357275370224896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355706172115935,0.07668333991146156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135294279073558,0.203377053265976,0.0,0.0,0.18862218484747176,0.09325544167868853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080771912406777,0.0,0.0,0.10102181634228066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30976526053136616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482994634014879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472290889849527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095684797950367,0.0,0.12334806844565101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658169787024647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233213600532644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927419383236568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693508632561866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195306456320932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960107070856275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195450130574567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600567772704638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334210901727469,0.0,0.0,0.10931899421637806,0.0,0.15534713251307586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747910349852802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946807233961823,0.11028245245055963,0.0,0.0,0.11618395200744068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367314591106873
lonely,kingjupiter15,2019/01/15,"I’ve put myself in a position where I’m isolated beyond belief. I’m a 24 yr old male. Still pursuing my bachelors. I dropped out of school to work for a couple years but decided i need to finish what i started. Unfortunately i made the mistake of taking online courses. While i love the program that I’m taking, I’m isolated in my room every single day taking it. Every single day is the same. I wake up, go to the gym(favorite part of the day) go home and then work on school until I’m finished. I don’t work rn because I’m taking more courses than i can handle work with(live with my dad). So i literally interact with no one every single day. I know it’s not healthy. I feel depressed every single day. I have a couple close friends that i see once a week maybe. And then there’s this girl that I’m seeing who is EXTREMELY important to my mental health. Even though we are nothing serious she is my source of love and affection and i would hate to lose her. I’m unsure if she will continue to talk to me but that is a whole another story. When I’m with her or texting her is the only time i feel happy. Which is not very often because she’s busy a lot and lives kind of far. Once this semester is over I’m going to drop a course and get a part time job sheerly for social interaction. I know i should try harder on dating apps so i can have others to talk to, but I’m so hung up over this girl i have zero drive to. Plus I’m extremely picky. So what I’m left with is a girl I’m constantly thinking about, yet hardly talk to. See her maybe once every 2 weeks. And that’s literally all i look forward to. She has no idea how lonely and isolated i am. I do a very good job at hiding that. I don’t bombard her with texts every single day because i don’t want it to be so obvious that she’s the only person i talk to. I know i need to change something but i don’t know what it is. Any advice? ",1.8388543347513604,3.377081558603493,4.105466480856684,86.63504290743731,77.55361596009975,7.011911397975648,22.76668622561244,7.827709963407826,1.044956520463547,1479,44,317,23,34,513,188,401,0.106,0.7929999999999999,0.10099999999999999,0.4074,2,2,1,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,0,5,16,12,1,0,18,0,26,4,1,3,2,49,67,27,0,7,8,1,3,0,1,3,1,0,2,5,20,17,0,0,10,0,0,6,8,6,0,2,1,7,46,6,43,62,12,49,1,3,4,2,28,17,0,4,26,202,66,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598319917147596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052877397658134886,0.08153494993708811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421997591601414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225655107685383,0.0,0.0,0.08402764764406045,0.0,0.0,0.17207318954117962,0.0,0.30088083039100755,0.0,0.06697195375704525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135773723931153,0.0,0.3930815431208339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863250832994305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007483266004121,0.0,0.04062480111541336,0.0,0.13257321296837146,0.06521884699256693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827737273915307,0.06965496110576995,0.07676889768865414,0.0,0.08265200999090902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799656852100825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877781406711307,0.0,0.0,0.15432356490919186,0.0,0.0,0.08097190591588281,0.17093276179973524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448316209069054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866081825174201,0.0,0.06529626090549336,0.08699014624372561,0.0,0.0661061848494731,0.14035738037669818,0.07357551349154721,0.0,0.0,0.15623463057652584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836072476322288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531159780836885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460989806155899,0.0,0.08159284701260631,0.24842586681921455,0.05269012692576283,0.11827534043730945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684064157292436,0.0,0.0,0.06789437626677958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816721913749844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573883849432892,0.1858866842578342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926342624420536,0.0,0.059861104924107615,0.0,0.0,0.055036774896281365,0.0,0.06209680688832955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23385422096970535,0.24999238897829704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04982351882696188,0.07639581617903289,0.0,0.09068141471800273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052791870199949235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831526699422036,0.04586306828422962,0.0,0.12474388253204692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681286644784496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22643196524207934,0.0,0.0,0.055236311817416235,0.0,0.0,0.05007293141805096
lonely,philbmxlover420,2019/01/15,"Stranger Moved here to orange 3 years ago everywhere I go I'm a stranger it sucks i'm fit and I believe attractive lol dont have much of an ego lol i'm likeable too I think haha I love astronomy, aerospace,bmx,engineering,chemistry, cooking, cars,stargazing, camping, fishing,the outdoors, I believe knowledge is power been a stranger everywhere I go moved around alot growing up always wanted a close friend even a girl too fall In love with like in this animes I used to watch growing up being a gamer it's how I found about reddit from this podcast PKA PAINKILLERALREADY (call of duty modern warfare 2 reference) anyways haha.Been thru a lot of bullshit been used and taken advantage of and it's wack tired of wasting my time.I always feel like I'm the one doing all the talking and I get no where.I always wanted a female friend/companion who bug/annoy me and  text me first I'm the one always texting people first it's pretty lame.There's no connection anymore it's so ironic too with social media nowsdatys.The world saddens me everyday the loneliest gets worse I'm a senior in highschool don't think i'll ever go to prom never had a actual gf who cares n such even tho i'm not a virgin.I've never been in a rush for sex my first time I never even finish didn't feel right.Its sad too cause I basically kinda ruines my life tryinf to find love.I was dating this girl when I moved here and we had sex 4 months in I wasn't in a rush I didn't eat her out which I found odd but now don't I wish I could've used a condom but we stopped talking after and about 6 or so months later I couldn't piss one night.Found out I had.hpv gential warts it's not the worse atleast it wasn't aids I got it young so ny body's immune sysrem has a chance to to fight it off if im healthy.What's lame too is im packin and never consider myself as packin haha ,the warts arent as grouse as I expected like black heads on the shaft of your wang it really grosses me out like I have to tell my future fucking companion this.Makes me wanna killmyself.So it really pisses my off when people take what they have for advantage like a super awesome girlfriend/boyfriend tbh goes all the ways.Ugh lifes hard man hope I can still go to the airforce still have told my recruiter.I feel like this world isn't meant for me.",1.261870644428786,3.6819293382663862,2.7195571999060384,91.16591633388146,84.36997885835095,5.110469031399265,21.02141570746221,6.51773550054525,0.39238112912066425,1839,58,371,19,54,597,245,473,0.10300000000000001,0.731,0.16699999999999998,0.9817,2,0,1,0,1,0,33.0,2,1,1,7,26,26,5,0,26,4,26,18,4,5,7,58,63,22,0,8,6,0,4,6,3,0,6,0,0,3,19,17,2,2,11,1,0,12,18,9,0,6,16,6,41,17,43,45,5,59,0,3,2,6,22,19,4,6,34,208,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.07936269403494732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209081866459566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706798383564202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806537925615543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723976096722118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325368128227684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033513630555616,0.0,0.0,0.083043199811891,0.0,0.0829175377187837,0.0835444668732849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493239753757102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531376590418217,0.0,0.0,0.08321706262462865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114567449905295,0.07356425422729483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336299527115747,0.11619898653410557,0.0,0.0,0.07433072429036655,0.2075282144629727,0.0,0.2675101248373084,0.12566492671215215,0.07518481284993349,0.08497922389153563,0.0,0.18487834094011227,0.0,0.06504403591680621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285235093394253,0.0,0.0834642008948399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077532199676787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569262345743142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148862788997264,0.2383914032982487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914067427652258,0.2202003626671693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982768268159162,0.25931081773891795,0.05978415540204302,0.0,0.2508952877653197,0.0,0.0,0.07631918171084025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532632665119704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276277143731775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273803928557459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419936366017833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945217794320248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290187595110407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989450558837806,0.06799239124976256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114722305134361,0.1307339273724245,0.0710827320145975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422116158629352,0.0,0.0,0.0948439873247603,0.09347256726350628,0.0,0.07771072240819962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21071931958594545,0.0,0.0,0.0959366653145196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093521180393715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575680475311172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237144223538882
lonely,ChemicalKaleidoscope,2019/01/15,Noise freaked me out In bed watching birdbox for the first time and I heard a loud crashing noise in the other room. Turns out it was just my shower rod that fell. Sry it just freaked me out and I have noone else to tell,2.0336956521739147,3.739741717391308,1.9776086956521761,101.366847826087,77.47826086956522,4.6000000000000005,22.369565217391305,3.1291,-0.4569826086956521,173,5,41,0,4,51,35,46,0.09699999999999999,0.903,0.0,-0.5267,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,3,5,0,7,2,0,10,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,3,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337938425199229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417013748967649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538757374776324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027977644662323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5648301748043345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pedrospeeder,2019/01/15,"3:30 in the morning and here I am. 3:30 in the morning and here I am, thrown at my bed. Once again, I've looked at my past and I regret it all like I have never done that before. All of this is disgusting my mind, which is lost in all the frustrations that the nights have given me over the past months.


As I look through the window, with tons of blurry lights on the city and sad songs playing over my headphones, the weight of the loneliness hits hard, along with the wish that everything just didn't go away and out of my control, all the smiley faces that brighten my days, all the bad pop songs that made me want to dance, all the chatting that I've had with friends and other people, all of which I wished just came back. Yet they all won't.


And for a moment, when the lights came off and I came back dragging myself to my bed, hoping I could finally sleep and all that misery would go on, I though about ""what if"". What if I told her I had a crush on her? What if I got to know these people that I've barely talked to? What if I just vent off to that friend instead of saying ""everything is fine""? What if... fuck. I didn't. Things have been done, I can't change them.


I feel like my soul is no more than a black hole now, sucking and destroying all reasons to get out of my room. I have no motivation to do anything anymore because I have no one, nothing. I just wanna cry.",3.0109892689470144,4.081549119718311,3.5202012072434634,93.91185446009392,73.64788732394365,6.536284372904094,22.326626425217967,6.655083550727371,0.2635401073105297,1066,25,244,8,21,333,146,284,0.14400000000000002,0.755,0.10099999999999999,-0.915,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,2,3,15,16,5,0,17,0,23,4,2,4,11,54,45,18,0,13,9,0,3,2,2,2,0,3,4,0,21,19,1,1,4,5,0,6,8,9,0,1,15,11,35,7,39,26,12,36,1,3,3,1,10,16,2,6,16,181,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820305975945597,0.0,0.0,0.0980820585322087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119816088777429,0.18329734566250136,0.09951749869319357,0.0726562615202566,0.0,0.1014207160765585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089600029860033,0.0,0.0,0.12608573014663946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368014461372488,0.0951623950057972,0.0,0.13092307544102327,0.07686678384139141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439426290919761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142380485382423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026533507817106,0.08514835640739775,0.0,0.13056528042741805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416962637544596,0.11018793591785113,0.062271121796890476,0.0,0.13547525099762045,0.0,0.09532600787002944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676957050084833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838116857042255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550293501050332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645905458071627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017680353319026,0.0,0.1301084315079553,0.0,0.0,0.11277913087831927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203465045593621,0.0,0.09513519976591242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919255925580199,0.0,0.0,0.11185042277676346,0.0,0.11436467187237938,0.0,0.0,0.12693196426364006,0.08076527690477556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22755800166320264,0.16526072968824912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225457269593289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478355498501044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927467203228405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579927824223117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918360673125313,0.0,0.11710218988007486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388981067141395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030052166883838,0.0,0.0,0.14513959966849735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741220052712701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466815852270906,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,uniquethrowawaiy,2019/01/15,"I'm a mess Im so lonely. I almost literally have no friends other than my husband and a couple of his friends I guess. He's always there for me but he can't be sometimes because of work, and I'm in a small town where I dont want to just go out all the time. I do college online and can only work during the busy week my job gets once a month. We have a dog who I love so much and I go on walks with him all the time but I'm sick of being so lonely. Why cant I connect with anyone?? I'm lonely even when I'm around other people and usually im fine with just me and the dog because he's just a sweetheart but I have 8 out of 16 days of my husband being gone left and tbh I am kind of struggling. I know this is pathetic because im so lucky and privileged and I need to get it together.
I know I need to work on my classes and clean the house and stuff and I'm usually so on top of things but recently I don't know. I just want to sleep all the time. 
Sorry for the rent I just cant worry my husband and I dont have anyone else but my dad and sister in another state and its really late there now. ",0.04244106862231689,1.5144010562249015,2.801651824690065,94.25856993190158,82.6144578313253,5.776217915138817,19.661428321983585,6.7026698264267655,0.03576430941155895,849,22,209,9,23,299,119,249,0.11900000000000001,0.736,0.145,0.8912,2,6,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,4,17,13,0,1,13,0,17,3,1,0,3,45,37,26,0,4,10,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,8,22,0,0,3,0,1,4,7,5,0,0,1,0,28,8,25,33,4,30,0,3,0,1,16,13,0,3,12,132,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666305311672688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694159666507564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216578137037727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292618394321487,0.1193732680506358,0.0,0.1037142613794186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21306132771139527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891070436304475,0.0,0.07513616711289074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730862765994705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732508195903937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695053598605407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002314046360224,0.0,0.1217382380221007,0.0,0.1324250942984916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283435296070119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443127146509395,0.0,0.0,0.3775365807144982,0.0,0.11561335909042975,0.0,0.0,0.12132215893791685,0.19208450875827265,0.0,0.13142285511000912,0.0,0.12658315872411807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051504235793915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929932789002773,0.0,0.08564467180323472,0.17277414726072204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240741553407459,0.0,0.08860739715005776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076998400685123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463616607751647,0.0,0.11503475522030487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658926316788525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522654721842007,0.1304179485301772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217964521649196,0.1333704940146603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774008279081546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380522512144572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566278699662184,0.0,0.13743548201866912,0.0,0.09345338344146116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512775370272673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544513547476213,0.11831660928427158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,juniebug2,2019/01/15,"Things have been hard. I have a breakdown at least once a day. Usually it's triggered by his smile or his laugh. I miss being the reason for it. My friends are all flakey. I get so excited when they say they want to hang out but they always bail on me. Am I that depressing to be around? My anxiety is through the roof, I'm always shaking like a leaf. I know everyone knows something is going on with me but no one ever asks if I'm doing okay. I have to tell my exs friends to check up on him, none of them knew he wasn't doing good either. That's pretty sad. ",-0.0419327731092416,2.1130914873949607,1.90483193277311,96.54531512605044,87.9075630252101,5.080672268907564,18.58403361344537,6.5431188927421005,-0.08077478991596633,433,12,100,5,14,143,87,119,0.153,0.67,0.17800000000000002,0.5105,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,0,4,11,0,1,5,1,13,0,0,2,2,16,23,6,0,2,5,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,1,3,3,4,0,1,3,2,18,7,16,18,4,14,0,3,0,0,14,7,0,2,5,70,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587080570111757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648943887970387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191884301804384,0.201509210423418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390112678329848,0.0,0.18565203085062612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497640355911794,0.0,0.20596629888093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33306523285278683,0.0,0.1126154517955342,0.0,0.1225014594082057,0.18079226772793044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930895585787984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369201776772777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530634962756563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295526415835057,0.1460615753428888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929081599319528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162026327629344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141320983809258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594014471250074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883993196008024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432011723817261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373967620126443,0.0,0.12713638008675332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iamoneofeverything,2019/01/15,I need to vent I am all alone I have no one to talk to I’m 19  and I have no friends I go see my dad every weekend and we don’t do anything we kinda just stay home and go out to dinner I miss having friends and having fun Saturday and Friday nights I just stay home and play on my phone or Xbox my loneliness is becoming more apparent and I feel more and more sad every day and I just want to curl up into my bed and never leave it ,-0.7058575445173361,1.21125637113402,1.960431115276478,96.71341143392695,88.38144329896906,5.176757263355202,17.06560449859419,6.574015621080383,-0.29730103092783505,336,8,82,4,11,116,58,97,0.141,0.72,0.14,-0.0281,1,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,24,16,11,0,2,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,14,1,0,1,3,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,2,15,4,9,16,4,13,0,2,1,0,7,4,0,2,5,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157040866843185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681033944963326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256090098927224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174241529107478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34422606338718176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328909842132497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156493636057517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23219179841605864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098149945154051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630091444704624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146955410823884,0.15755179266568328,0.0,0.0,0.1917010717964225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384240645874145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627831239547682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435466351722122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419092445464267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048846143980492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SoulHackerJoe422,2019/01/15,"Lost in life I'm 28 years old and I don't have very many friends, my best friend very recently committed suicide, and over the weekend I spent the past three days convincing Another one not to kill themselves. My list of friends is short already and it seems like it's trying to become shorter as the days go by. I have social anxiety and I'm very shy. I'm an introvert, so I know if all these issues it's hard to make friends. Little long long lasting relationships. I wish it was easier to be able to make friends.",2.338269230769228,4.534447057692312,3.4429230769230803,88.90207692307693,78.42307692307693,7.236923076923077,26.746153846153845,8.238735603445708,1.7998415384615396,410,17,85,8,10,132,72,104,0.099,0.602,0.299,0.9783,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,10,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,2,2,13,17,7,2,2,2,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,2,0,2,3,1,7,8,10,13,2,15,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,11,43,12,0,0.1385677469107717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529129544213433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453003645803671,0.1060039471101384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303718974797828,0.0,0.0,0.14541830143224066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872946666752365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5352854876555205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875124386437223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241294837527819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462872674397234,0.0,0.0,0.15330468143704182,0.0,0.07615320984251032,0.1129512081230938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787449757820336,0.06769720181335047,0.1388812854578729,0.0,0.24525619108666424,0.0,0.0,0.15126306455300725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849900941182578,0.14048594629964434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540354077888593,0.0,0.0938970914682158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322785936937135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681893313684104,0.1487699026505372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614687254695556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125236772768648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157062466498492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407840432661936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429987095694514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934607042055002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923308588849746
lonely,EhrenRunde_,2018/11/29,"Soo I'm lonley and can't even post on r/ForeverAlone? Life ist cruel Ok well, at least I can post here. Even the Internet ist turning it's back on me. ",-1.9809090909090905,-0.3335650000000001,0.5004545454545486,101.27068181818184,108.0909090909091,3.412121212121213,14.590909090909092,5.46131890053228,-0.9644909090909088,117,3,28,1,6,39,28,33,0.115,0.755,0.13,-0.128,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26381143455860306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532092377878355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423313085549111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.657161800207163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731783099631597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30847490658963866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SwordOfTruthHurts,2018/11/29,"Everpesent Lonliness Even when I'm with friends I'm still lonely. Thankfully I haven't let bad relationships effect my capacity to love, which is good for me, because that's the only time I don't feel alone is if I'm in love with someone. But right now o don't have anyone to love, but me... and I'm boring... I hate doing anything by myself... Like right now I need to walk into this shoe store and try to find something, but I hate having eyes on me. Mayne that's why I gravitate towards loud and exrraverted people and lovers, so that I can drag them to the shoe store with me and I can feel invisible behind them. 

These single times are the worst... I tell myself it's a chance to grow, a chance to be able to do these like this alone. But it doesn't feel like growth. It's more like a callus, I get used to the pain of being alone. I don't think I'll ever be as capable alone as I am when partnered... ",2.3892063492063507,3.7215560687830695,3.8710899470899487,89.75076190476194,75.61375661375659,6.944761904761903,21.065608465608467,7.554174236665415,0.5174871957671958,703,16,158,9,15,233,105,189,0.106,0.653,0.24,0.9661,0,6,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,1,8,18,2,0,7,0,19,8,3,2,1,23,36,15,0,2,5,0,3,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,11,9,0,0,6,0,2,3,5,7,0,0,0,5,21,11,22,32,3,17,0,1,1,4,10,6,0,1,12,101,32,0,0.13230300073848789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5481040330708964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925093343143401,0.0,0.1088740966615333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046747931660464,0.0806506812581264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738488420845375,0.11967563865770145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068911730128028,0.09451729016296526,0.0,0.0,0.12092254580402692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221697017877243,0.0,0.06912285728087986,0.0,0.0,0.11096947994608966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26124364490882324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528878205765052,0.0,0.258546253112499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582258708615203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810099864235353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062239386316356,0.14077972084087592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172224221071712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204390977731007,0.0,0.22597207947870826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120999031862556,0.10185331370828453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565734729250957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563865413624842,0.12180682761126167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477442071219539,0.0,0.0,0.15429388736632096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982505290437766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426731371936524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938287975112385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,whypotatoes,2018/11/29,"Sad and alone in the winter... I (19) am starting to get the winter blues again. It's really hard for me because I don't have any friends. And the only person I interact with nowadays is my SO, but he works very often now so I hardly see him. 

I also live in Alaska so the days are a lot shorter and everything in general feels like a bummer.  Tbh I think I just need a friend, but don't really know how to find one since I'm so antisocial. 

A lot of the times, I'm just alone with my thoughts. I feel pathetic for being so antisocial. But people in the real world are so intimidating. ",1.167121212121213,3.1807285702479327,3.8482851239669422,85.43182162534437,81.47933884297521,7.008539944903582,20.82713498622589,8.07648339933343,1.0492804407713503,451,13,96,9,12,159,78,121,0.183,0.7559999999999999,0.061,-0.9214,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,13,4,0,0,10,0,8,0,0,1,0,23,19,14,0,1,5,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,12,3,11,17,2,12,0,1,2,0,6,5,0,3,8,64,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806160147324072,0.0,0.14694359131545376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249552659122882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201136657920237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850256705297095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514128368234032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581750280607176,0.13126994925972787,0.0,0.0,0.16794277983089545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28392723629116823,0.0,0.09600099571521448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32920508847101154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009833579646756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977022476219113,0.0,0.16225327233141176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31243276984687185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624716802509707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451272400974547,0.13974899739545646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738805842009945,0.16044208331154913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914599540522005,0.2354279600631945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642374681625306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199863964600902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005811833974731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773860514013268,0.0,0.14587576647430944,0.10714521507515308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161173788780785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377108027702445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Raivic,2018/11/29,"My heart hurts Hello. Can someone please help me? I don't know what to do with my feelings,what to do,i had a crush,who recently said that she isn't interested on me anymore. I am doing somethink wrong,it always happens that feeling that i am alone and i don't exist in this world... I don't know how to communicate with girls,how to impress her,to like me,and all that stuff. I am 17 years old,and i am sorry for my english,i hope you will understand it...",1.196517754868271,2.9730267731958837,3.211271477663228,91.23576174112259,80.23711340206184,5.9605956471935855,23.14891179839633,6.937597516519254,0.6326114547537225,355,12,80,4,9,120,61,97,0.09699999999999999,0.738,0.165,0.7304,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,13,1,1,1,1,10,20,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,14,4,9,17,1,5,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,48,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352635454837907,0.0,0.0,0.18901073268985025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252762158990405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485613539891468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087196536353547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691791644175467,0.1522568664705374,0.0,0.0,0.22561566294072005,0.0,0.0,0.24317357972130435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496763342586231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109762098227952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383604258111711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493474168636913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242876548042302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216075937894024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246726227666253,0.0,0.0,0.25428085420091456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26003754487365355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23647583517722556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483577755623329,0.0,0.14628004404082315
lonely,Lokiandhuman,2018/11/29,"Popular but lonely. Stuck in a tower watching everyone from a distance. I'm at 22 year old male college student. I'm very good looking, charming, and people are drawn to me. Specifically women. Even though that's all true, I feel lonely all the time. I can be in a large group of people my age who look up to me and all want my approval but I just feel sad. I've always felt like this except for two years when I was in a relationship with my ex. I opened up to her completely and she to me. After things ended I've really noticed that I'm basically alone. Metaphorically speaking I feel like I'm alone in a tower looking down at everyone but unable (or unwilling) to connect with anyone. I'm closed off, hate being touched, and I have to wonder if this will just be my life. 

To clarify, it's easy for me to be social. For people to like me. But I can't seem to find anyone worth opening up to, I'm distanced from even my closest friends and family by a considerable amount. ",3.0163515228426405,4.629092116751266,4.785479060913706,82.68299016497463,74.53299492385788,7.564593908629442,26.018083756345177,8.278499904357787,1.7151220812182741,765,27,152,13,16,260,115,197,0.107,0.7040000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.9583,2,6,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,6,12,1,0,7,0,10,1,0,0,4,32,28,13,0,2,9,1,5,3,1,1,1,1,0,2,7,10,0,0,8,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,3,10,20,8,33,20,4,23,0,3,4,0,11,15,0,4,11,98,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30003189709298045,0.0,0.0,0.12052281322049775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20255826922222306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518674408319492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828985860679565,0.0,0.0,0.19133778264259926,0.0,0.0,0.2768115996789015,0.0,0.0,0.13654716764790867,0.0,0.21971426209896305,0.10347744283798796,0.13907411081486215,0.0,0.1323858925672316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119070454782324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214892851676578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300465177445734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230845132393897,0.21229215110772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649004740500876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490722503485575,0.15199067624555462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012522806874917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279154679835447,0.0,0.0,0.15550954253050706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318616339187367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476514449181443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096228717557807,0.0,0.1423096777293271,0.0,0.08446040339641142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149271769403265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951246290049924,0.08543345426026264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707844529655018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655112516544456
lonely,Throwawaygandalfy,2018/11/29,"I don't think I've ever felt so lonely. I've finally reached a point in my life where I have no friends that I hang out or talk to outside of school, my boyfriend and I don't talk as much anymore and I see him breaking up with me soon. Every time I open my mouth to talk I cringe, I don't mean to self-pity but I'm honestly not surprised I don't have friends. Spending all my free time either studying, laying in bed with my dogs, or watching Youtube videos is starting to get to me and I really want to change. I wish I could make a new group of friends who feel the exact same way as I do, who I feel comfortable talking to and feel good around. I try to be nice to everyone but a lot of girls at my school aren't very nice to me, and I get the underlying feeling that some of them hate me. Specifically one of my classes, where I'm sandwiched between two mean girls who are always looking at my work and criticizing it, despite me never asking for criticism. Socializing is hard. ",5.666844919786098,4.855004294117652,6.219197860962571,83.5054812834225,67.33333333333333,9.37896613190731,33.25133689839572,8.575989854853784,2.356682352941177,772,30,170,10,11,252,118,204,0.07200000000000001,0.716,0.212,0.9854,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,6,12,1,0,5,0,13,3,1,1,4,36,33,13,0,3,6,0,6,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,6,11,1,0,8,1,2,1,8,2,0,2,1,9,31,11,29,30,6,23,0,1,3,0,17,12,0,4,8,110,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921877281441608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017457524564102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684916218524148,0.12271031131348115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388555964606685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480036958811947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873211715359798,0.1105921482102315,0.12542448358890113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654758484865554,0.0,0.12603011253700158,0.1437888321677518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30423327791209137,0.0,0.13715578677025445,0.0,0.0,0.11009459770771043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758311093969452,0.1295920013498556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927127670153291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022527854605133,0.0,0.0,0.11159249454109113,0.0,0.0,0.08761701934881429,0.0,0.0,0.285961077507595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649114801316876,0.0,0.10123574626406248,0.12677165373073546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894512237729679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240830563105963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408846921226787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656841039549893,0.1045971661377724,0.0,0.13693272875301926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380296383168402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290645067715617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42200702348650665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410606005135404,0.0,0.0,0.15307743594550818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911687311128777,0.0,0.1282218741479775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830318497578004,0.07742050473491176,0.1041880190101949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094243615303848,0.0,0.0,0.09555878887407417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Emojimovie29,2018/11/29,"I can't get rid of my feelings for someone It's getting really annoying. I try to fill my head with other girls but whenever I see her, which is everyday, I can't stop thinking about my feelings for her. I know she doesn't feel the same way and yet I persist for someone stupid reason. I know that it won't happen with her but everytime I sit behind her or glance at her I can't help but think what would happen if we were still talking, I could have a chance. 

I need a way to try and get rid of the feelings because I know from experience the longer I hold my feelings in, the bigger the chance I have of fucking things up.",2.178056904927136,3.7529880687022943,3.6469118667591935,90.1274253990285,76.70992366412213,6.595697432338652,24.88619014573213,7.348242739294969,1.0146732824427476,491,17,107,6,11,162,77,131,0.079,0.86,0.061,-0.4856,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,3,3,3,0,7,0,11,2,1,1,0,27,29,7,0,4,5,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,2,11,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,7,25,0,16,25,1,12,0,0,2,1,10,4,1,2,4,76,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053580628865768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799396483760393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906491360579526,0.0,0.0,0.4369505690350132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978234000573244,0.2708960506231934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056732468454886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737764875872614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584705372982275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849553033017487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815429483003452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072194983023292,0.17770223979749636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772640042068174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928835433311767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380255351451413,0.14449704620741044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891750236446815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482329592820305,0.22149022449004155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346860169079089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27437532688667743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277638545494395,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,a_lost_german_guy,2018/11/29,"Need to spend the next 12+ hours on a software project. If anyone is up to talk, i would appreciate it.

Feelings really down lately. Like really really down.

Stalk my previous posts if you wanna know more about me.",2.0843902439024404,4.82745012195122,4.0128780487804905,80.89736585365854,84.3658536585366,8.158048780487805,20.39512195121951,8.841846274778883,1.965064390243902,169,5,31,5,5,57,36,41,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.6666,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21111217366992915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266176867229966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973341710412789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659294501384462,0.0,0.3405832499195121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475047407198087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22387270664175196,0.0,0.0,0.3210994361836389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28915958564891336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5802604421339431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24267495128034394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144780380551677,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GQWCIOA,2018/11/29,I had a dream last night where I was told “I love you” for the first time and it felt kinda nice I’ve never had a SO and I’ve never been told “I love you” other than by family/friends.  That dream felt kinda nice. It just made me sadder tho,-1.3814555256064691,0.5935690754716987,0.9439892183288447,101.7801886792453,94.09433962264151,3.7832884097035038,9.45822102425876,5.288315135182226,-1.837359029649596,183,1,46,1,7,61,35,53,0.059000000000000004,0.64,0.301,0.9188,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,2,10,11,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,2,7,4,3,2,0,7,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,2,6,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646739817114758,0.0,0.0,0.20582650815180065,0.0,0.0,0.18695173422018546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197244505295339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367894925403518,0.22896559564675398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732569650308253,0.0,0.0,0.22708012089625146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410994171137058,0.0,0.0,0.4624410231820534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Orbital_Exile,2018/11/29,"All alone I’m sitting here in my bed and it just hit me that I’ve got no friends and basically no chance at getting a girlfriend. I don’t have any outstanding qualities, I’m not good looking, and super socially awkward plus having no friends doesn’t help at all. I honestly believe I’m gonna be alone for the rest of my life. ",3.3788235294117652,4.50544394117647,4.811058823529415,84.79276470588236,72.82352941176471,8.381176470588235,32.71764705882353,8.841846274778883,2.6564200000000007,260,13,55,5,5,87,51,68,0.182,0.547,0.271,0.8805,0,2,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,2,8,13,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,1,5,5,6,9,3,4,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5808198883477863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068168649358652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31591489744507434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43327285058531373,0.0,0.14649748159385478,0.0,0.0,0.2351863042903856,0.22426157872833827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794627956861745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980548863329352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354654673379001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858325950762796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tyedietiedye,2018/11/29,"I'm on edge everytime. (Excuse the error, I'm on mobile.)

I don't know of this fits here but lately I've been feeling lonely. A different kind of loneliness. The kind where I want to be alone, but, needs someone their. Not only is this causing my depression but giving me anxiety.


As if I want to hug someone but push them away as soon as I feel touch. Trying to talk to them even though their the one who hurt me (emotionally) and I didn't even know it. I'm on a position where my feelings can't be expressed because I'm so used to holding so much, but I f I wanted to release just can't tell somebody. It is exhausting, and the worst part of it is I can only talk to the person who did this to me. 

Thank you. I feel a little better now for writing this.",1.1992452830188682,3.0413572264150983,3.3867672955974832,89.66090566037737,80.50943396226415,6.252578616352202,22.549685534591195,7.3011,0.8088923270440254,585,19,127,8,15,200,90,159,0.188,0.7040000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.95,1,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,4,1,12,10,0,0,8,0,12,2,0,2,0,24,29,14,0,5,8,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,2,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,3,5,19,5,19,24,3,12,0,3,0,1,15,8,0,1,3,91,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030524011920105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840615766912757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542075928971346,0.0,0.0,0.0943523568139028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368901947306441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900153674481016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331165357937125,0.0,0.0,0.16171199467114333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410649267329995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446125553705333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130453607068512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847893088486894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569502515873274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32235878052113903,0.17012590978812778,0.0,0.1745984067409653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513006667695345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378099517150735,0.11476729375761957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488282861303673,0.23543409333048024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761148880085325,0.0,0.0,0.13514779039744312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622889205456728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488123526891156,0.13528440660807728,0.14250048582186398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207041171769886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508535464612176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368009033562114,0.0,0.0,0.27387948812309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GrandGrim,2018/11/29,"Christian I'm 20 years old and all my friends are happy... wether they're married or getting married soon. I've kinda had an off and on relationship with God and now I really want to go all in, it's just kind of hard when all around you are people who seemed to thrive when you were gone. I started going back to my old church and although I never really did anything REALLY bad, I feel like people just kind of look down on me. I try and talk to people and get involved but it feels like i just stepped into a world that doesn't want me, I know that's not what God wants but here I am, feeling lonely in my supposed church ""family"".",2.9532824427480904,4.203266961832064,4.021290076335877,89.5644541984733,74.0381679389313,6.7667175572519085,23.023664122137408,7.1686216300943375,0.6700528244274809,496,13,107,5,10,161,86,131,0.055999999999999994,0.805,0.138,0.8259,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,10,8,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,4,29,23,12,0,3,7,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,4,5,15,6,15,19,3,23,3,1,1,0,7,9,0,3,12,69,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116982970088256,0.14189677817942406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256615519177096,0.13308951250811446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026493928152235,0.0,0.24178714815027375,0.22774594204914075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314942655801545,0.0,0.16655630119546805,0.0,0.18117753509635715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696806567905221,0.14278805511849685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33197408429847153,0.08760020903735632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574626578072848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385300850355386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293649319185695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33451986051130045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33151662129419035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063406525160574,0.0,0.0,0.17113230811420532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510868848962732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282174195031675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811695839738566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082198360641172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28204875366140264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264619171071664
lonely,Thrwawyacconut,2018/11/29,"New to this sub with a throw away account. TL;DR: lonely boi I’m 19F and struggle with the simplest forms of communication with people who aren’t my family. I’m married and have a fantastic husband. I love him and he makes me feel amazing, but tbh he’s the only form of friendly company I have. I want to be a person who can make bonds with people and have fun. Go to the movies, hang out at the mall, play magic, and video games with. Especially with girls, it’s always been rare that I have a female friend. It’s usually been boys..but they never want to stay friends for long and it’s really annoying. I feel like I’m incapable of making a decent friendship or just interacting with people my age. I feel like when I do talk with someone I make them feel very awkward or it becomes awkward. I’ve tried roleplaying with my husband with conversation and eye contact to better my social skills. The real reason I joined here is because of what happened tonight. My husband got off of work and said he was going to go hang out at his best friends house and play magic. I guess I got a little sad not because he was coming home late, but because he does have some friends, genuine friends, and I’m glad he has fun. It just made me think about how lonely I can get and how much I crave friendly genuine contact with other people. I guess I’m just complaining.
TL;DR
Lonely boi",3.3057273017902773,5.1951173125000025,4.292762148337598,85.349168797954,74.40441176470588,6.642199488491047,26.16432225063939,7.423996415210882,1.3621746803069057,1087,39,210,13,23,352,147,272,0.08800000000000001,0.659,0.252,0.9953,1,6,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,4,8,27,1,3,11,0,16,2,1,8,1,53,45,18,0,2,8,3,4,2,7,0,0,1,1,2,11,25,0,0,6,5,1,7,3,9,0,0,8,6,25,18,30,36,5,23,0,4,1,1,34,7,0,5,10,122,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472470743522273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566585092629763,0.0,0.0,0.18621065958377564,0.11245525754465008,0.0,0.0,0.10685672264498844,0.09005397184238192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771130650347071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910579844904458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598945229491046,0.0,0.2059386222216562,0.14548442467160164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5506761752661795,0.0,0.05319819847684547,0.0,0.17360469227081815,0.0,0.16287395313724345,0.0,0.22433853724786795,0.0,0.09004154555228408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213654759577903,0.0,0.0,0.11748981383476992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486052770480745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949093128943913,0.10205317250020586,0.0,0.0901099535952342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189903179780416,0.0963471737040484,0.2718699776379364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485145707868117,0.0,0.07853200290744351,0.09834107266217362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774408103269853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823643719494643,0.08890772151328513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589661223108545,0.06523027835874717,0.10469077346214166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685677824392463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379549845215616,0.08627410864549374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852953248238176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644727476454403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184129128894617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524392416941427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913098185716958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214340360893453,0.08401445488650111,0.1201154241917444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412819446320966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,aidenfrsn,2018/11/29,But why me? I've wanted a gf but I try and treat them perfectly but still am left alone happens so much its depressing,0.4462666666666699,2.7569621600000005,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,87.4,6.533333333333335,20.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.8759333333333337,94,3,21,2,3,31,22,25,0.187,0.535,0.278,0.6192,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038123376973013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358149143106565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344781754200373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423620698615113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866167669351714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113696512396594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647122619687692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299694346944771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518184639747139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,acemma,2018/11/29,Loser My biggest fear is that I won’t be able to find someone to spend the rest of my life with. I don’t want to be alone forever. ,-0.5730000000000004,1.035966366666667,2.0766666666666684,97.985,85.33333333333334,5.333333333333334,20.0,6.42735559955562,-0.09499999999999977,101,3,26,1,3,35,24,30,0.27,0.69,0.040999999999999995,-0.8074,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,17,5,0,0.4174285688348431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323301074433452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697231919893421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815221495589008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29484214299743944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536858717668565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462101851000802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fallsaprt0,2018/11/29,Why does it have to hurt so much? This loneliness. This depression. It hurts so fucking much. I hate when I can physically feel it weighing heavily on my chest. FML.,0.7530107526881729,2.9403927419354865,2.4120967741935497,86.97147849462368,105.45161290322581,7.227956989247312,24.521505376344088,7.793537801064563,2.358866666666668,129,6,25,4,6,42,25,31,0.42200000000000004,0.578,0.0,-0.9552,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25790864603572256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620433973499452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514066905628753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768289713420825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956366262265847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6411169383342864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402481196710837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27019950522550906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kno_da_wae,2018/11/29,"I have friends, but I feel like I don't really belong. (17F) There's always that one person in a group that isn't really part of the group, what I learned a few weeks ago is also called ""Karen."" I recently realized that I am, in fact, the Karen of my group.
I still have a few friends from the huge circle I used to be in freshman year, but I never really felt like I was smart enough around them because they all take AP courses and I don't. I've never really been included in a conversation unless I kinda jump in.
Last year I opted in for a class at the career center, and I met some new friends that I really enjoy being around, and this year a lot of other students joined the circle, and I guess that's kinda where I started becoming the Karen.
We're all interested in a lot of the same stuff, but my personality isn't as outgoing as everyone else's. I like to play it safe. I don't really dance when I hear music. I always say things that people tend to take the wrong way, and then I tend to dwell on their reaction for days at a time, especially if they get upset. They don't really include me in fun things outside of school, like meeting up on Saturdays, and I'm rarely included in jokes, not to mention that I'm always screwing up when we get into the lab, so my friends don't really want me in their groups. What am I doing wrong?",7.0776367675645675,5.0988671552346565,7.9705415162454925,75.86906414884756,65.17328519855596,11.555567897806165,31.41599555678978,10.389873798559362,2.844938572618717,1050,28,222,21,13,358,142,277,0.071,0.7340000000000001,0.195,0.9893,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,6,0,9,20,1,2,17,0,17,1,0,1,5,35,33,18,0,2,6,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,0,2,15,10,0,1,4,3,0,2,10,5,0,1,4,4,35,15,35,27,10,43,0,0,0,1,24,22,1,7,22,151,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915207573234943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825652546739542,0.2577251610274754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382046946751016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293739607966738,0.11402635758579285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542502746030023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658469784668246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624822670831235,0.0,0.0,0.10668002714068953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865533917770718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052203942018558866,0.07375848578791767,0.09913170972021244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190683494719633,0.0,0.10788284931955752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373637314530365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163649927710286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415872552548193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017618163072329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555097830376062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925832977435006,0.0997149849778714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996170895226539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180463333807933,0.0,0.07157731338753479,0.1802996830341478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291328272563568,0.0,0.10194230970955356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210483194579682,0.0,0.10448978795765247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307757736833799,0.0,0.08245185547773178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819120387504245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552552812009042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371832218059296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060203183347984815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917081753467104,0.0,0.0,0.06089677178952235,0.08195133884221746,0.08281717764296598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22576512556832545,0.0,0.19945982627023487
lonely,HentaiiL0RD,2018/11/29,"Can’t a girl catch a break...it seems so constant.. Just one thing after another , it feels like a billion chain reaction are going on around me .. and the only thing I crave is human interaction ... ",3.958558558558561,5.79637602702703,5.165945945945946,79.99234234234235,72.51351351351352,8.176576576576577,25.84684684684685,8.841846274778883,2.0341603603603606,151,5,28,3,3,50,33,37,0.0,0.9279999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,3,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37028412289772494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143576202441868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38160450004626817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855146413082387,0.25227377704203546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006900350569667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251986303325367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392877833264133,0.2685687593360349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32147327497932504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692033620550037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,halestars,2019/07/19,"Birthday I might be a little tipsy but honestly only a little. Today was my birthday, technically it’s over now that it’s after midnight here. I didn’t receive as much attention as I would like, which sounds so pathetic I know! My closest friends didn’t even message me all day... admittedly went out for dinner/drinks with them but still... would it have been so hard to send a quick Happy Birthday text on their lunch break or something?? 
I’m single and last night all I dreamt about was cuddling some guy from work (not even interested in him like that but it was still cute) and then I woke up to real life which consists of eat, sleep, work, repeat. I’m just done, completely and utterly fed up of simply existing. I want to live!! Fully! I want fun and spontaneity and laughter and dancing and whatever other dumb but wonderful stuff friendships and life in general should consist of.",3.672282934131737,6.186612017964072,4.3081699101796405,82.76548839820359,75.52694610778444,7.288772455089822,27.203967065868262,8.278499904357787,2.0838625748502992,705,28,126,13,16,224,115,167,0.069,0.6970000000000001,0.23399999999999999,0.9856,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,2,11,9,1,0,3,0,13,7,1,0,2,32,23,18,0,5,7,0,1,2,1,4,2,1,0,1,10,10,3,0,4,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,10,2,14,8,20,8,5,26,0,0,0,1,9,10,1,4,13,90,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264518383482394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619349681409952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685066000598842,0.0,0.16130626841237194,0.0,0.16849053852843426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21751566022260707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272176072314306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304146612047188,0.0,0.17528597374490024,0.1475049882172795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049403881272287,0.13422167014330344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326115629514408,0.16089126698873046,0.3300695653558627,0.14539973932126748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468057281216307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104566325051515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452432014469086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252330230369971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874216327045304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478111703748166,0.0,0.0,0.12676500620100695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629988911912546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18849882387480504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608051212202145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424406358079746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264350904840684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856913184386858,0.2397520853850685,0.0,0.0,0.2339426049329612,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gerald301,2019/07/19,"Late Night Talk Hey (18M) here just wondering if Anyone is interested in a late night convo, I dont really care who you are. Just a deep conversations would be great! Hit me up if interested!",0.32877192982456194,2.7374583684210516,3.3378947368421072,82.41192982456144,96.89473684210527,7.796491228070176,16.859649122807017,8.344100000000001,1.4276175438596497,150,4,31,5,6,53,32,38,0.068,0.6920000000000001,0.24100000000000002,0.8041,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,4,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779127451737708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592448881491484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980021749404438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803332233147087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5736545555836469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4772297458557852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289166996800458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043723397449931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27574462494881763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062588755035092,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Doc_Awesome,2019/07/19,"Back to it Here I go again. I'm losing my home today. Not for the first time. I'm not so much angry or depressed this time around. I've spent a quarter of my life struggling against homelessness. It seems every time I'm able to get my head above water, I go back down again. Always alone. People only really talk to me when they want something. I'm only welcome so long has I am useful. I want to say that I'm not disposable but it's hard to believe a lie when the truth is staring me in the face. All my friends and family are gone. Just me, like it's always been. Have you ever been in a crowded room and still been completely alone? I have. A lot. My life motto is that you can do everything right and still fail. And so far it holds true. All I've ever wanted is to be loved. To have a home that feels like a home. My parents and my child have passed away. It's been about 10 years now. Ten years of having no one, and worse yet being told that I deserve this. I dont drink or do drugs. I have a clean criminal record. I've gotten employee of the month. A and B honor roll. Yet here I am again. Alone and with nothing. Some times at night I ask god to kiss the woman I'm supposed to send the rest of my life with, because I cant be there to do it myself. But I dont think that'll ever happen. If you read it this far I wish you all the best. I hope you find someone. I really do. Goodbye.",-0.44863333333333344,1.6397904700000012,1.6626666666666698,97.98466666666668,89.3,4.533333333333334,16.0,5.985473137389443,-0.6644999999999999,1071,23,253,9,36,356,157,300,0.095,0.723,0.182,0.9834,2,3,3,0,0,0,38.0,0,5,1,5,24,15,0,1,15,0,29,10,2,1,8,41,54,18,0,6,9,1,2,2,1,1,4,1,5,2,16,11,2,1,4,2,1,5,7,4,0,4,8,4,33,11,25,42,8,41,0,3,1,2,18,10,0,7,28,168,49,2,0.0999344408797474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105058263028893,0.0,0.0,0.16630692078618994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896283971480692,0.09342521206467064,0.0,0.0938916968471525,0.15368683290325472,0.0,0.06091910760234885,0.0,0.0,0.11259189321910006,0.10487503023825133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477935993011188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607338749435574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342448408763697,0.09789770662316023,0.11589222433535255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711892693913384,0.08419907657827991,0.0,0.08981463165277051,0.0,0.09420929692395028,0.0,0.05052985600277753,0.07139318453233698,0.0,0.0,0.09133826849904288,0.08500418436078035,0.0,0.0,0.0772091011255939,0.0,0.05221162071772867,0.0,0.11359009148410852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837169603140133,0.0,0.08952162990362983,0.0,0.10256156742951264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007271770759374,0.09925744864016643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175995301768752,0.09764583986051224,0.0,0.0,0.08843883542511798,0.0,0.11180107710444692,0.0,0.08496068794653669,0.09019473459504186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797667172800347,0.0,0.07346331265075559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937817030209594,0.0,0.09588979127089273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771816346377503,0.15200929101484414,0.0,0.0,0.11096537015322792,0.0,0.0,0.06928195838643791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999614845587107,0.0,0.1280411235903463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534346647879609,0.0,0.07947187846232866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097656170181104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467412745789174,0.0769344149442703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961554715429227,0.0,0.0,0.10447317570088864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032351812980024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403395453987758,0.0,0.0,0.2330903045138633,0.0,0.09472616492653492,0.0954916408569779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631127067138031,0.0,0.0,0.17683176732887168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491967509666308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184173289459872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287090068944213
lonely,ye2us,2019/07/19,Want to bring back old times Do yoy guys feel like that sometimes? I mean the times when you have been in some kind of a relationship and so many things were going just fine? Just a feeling of having someone to talk to and go out. It didn’t happen to me for like 3 years. I just got so shy and I’m scared of meeting new people. I’m starting to feel alright being all alone but I know that’s not entirely OK. Is there anyone who is in similar situation? Feel free to discuss. :),0.7681818181818159,3.00570602020202,2.461414141414142,93.44545454545455,84.75757575757575,5.216161616161617,20.11111111111111,6.574015621080383,0.1442444444444444,372,11,82,4,11,122,74,99,0.084,0.746,0.17,0.7941,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,3,2,9,0,0,0,1,18,24,7,0,1,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,6,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,4,4,5,8,13,19,2,14,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,10,50,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178840846831508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623188455786742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498146835922757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940540251114278,0.13918885761787994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145636413266184,0.0,0.15582588668205544,0.0,0.0,0.19291547275530307,0.17229033131018184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288876779317516,0.10707521647403258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903712937075543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753025700036428,0.0,0.21223044254207452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817109242673105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444464044507066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507279027411848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917791336793795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950619949507322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21900064948015527,0.0,0.0,0.16508151510339866,0.0,0.19269498982597627,0.0,0.13790392254835854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565995241922849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943850272639015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272175797984844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149176533039515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546617546281286
lonely,DepressedSelfimprov,2019/07/19,"Anyone wanna talk to me on skype or something anonymously where we talk out our hurt? I saw this vr chat thing on youtube and it seemed nice and safe talking to a person you don't know. It would be a voice call, no names (if you want to) just talking about stuff. I have friends and good friends but nobody should know some things I feel. 

If you feel the same way, contact me somehow, even a comment.

Btw I'm fine with English (maybe small German accent but pretty well otherwise), German or Russian.

Much love, thank you",4.810820367751064,5.900861821782179,4.173776520509197,90.83752475247526,69.39603960396039,6.563507779349363,27.299858557284303,6.1826913282559595,0.902803677510608,408,13,83,2,7,121,77,101,0.034,0.708,0.259,0.9734,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,2,4,0,0,6,10,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,27,15,9,0,6,7,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,11,9,9,11,3,6,0,1,1,1,19,5,0,7,0,53,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646442710534947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846825308387268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945907297893447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829007089493272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794704052280534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170027772414094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361882573489655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879642643889125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323696726963532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170236014206712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295596928725362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792360966994162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400387420651787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646519399552494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923806783790632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704619368241053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5814870483872763,0.0,0.1665154201524767,0.0,0.0,0.24031622473392275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667836855183628,0.1435615529595393,0.0,0.0,0.16261860220824798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848071116795884,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kiko5566,2019/07/19,"Single Male Internet Support Group Hello brothers,

I have took it upon myself to create a discord server to attempt and meet/chat with other singles guys that have problems ranging from A to Z so that we can form relationships with one another and be there for one another in our struggles. 

I want to create a community that supports one another through love and brotherhood .

Prerequisites:

-Must be single
-Must be a male

Please PM me if you are interested so I can send you the discord link, thanks.",6.0320879120879125,8.091819021978027,6.596483516483519,70.92351648351651,67.57142857142857,9.156043956043957,34.97802197802198,9.606745405546679,3.799039560439561,405,20,63,9,7,132,63,91,0.10400000000000001,0.674,0.223,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,2,0,1,3,7,0,1,5,0,10,1,0,0,2,12,16,6,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,1,1,9,5,11,10,4,4,0,0,0,1,13,2,0,1,0,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5969455834481378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789408071991806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712674920077604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857626525057658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083015434090837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157647695559764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373322667089672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983803030710497,0.0,0.0,0.4306790313635178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747072300297391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083241431786875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119264645683671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SanguineTime,2019/07/19,"this summer ruined all my expectations I don't know if I did anything wrong to earn this. These past weeks have been a hassle to pass by when nothing goes on. 
There isn't much to do here, even worse when walking outside offers nothing else. 
Friends are all busy with their own lives, it wasn't this bad before, but now my texts with them on average is subpar.  Conversations are mainly dead. 
I'm doing what I can to make the best of it, at least there's that.",3.6742546583850952,5.0839253695652165,4.029192546583853,89.58413043478262,72.47826086956522,6.561490683229812,22.92546583850932,6.868970318607317,0.5209639751552801,362,9,76,3,7,113,71,92,0.142,0.777,0.081,-0.6021,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,7,5,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,1,2,9,15,4,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,7,2,11,12,7,11,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,56,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21633288461499045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949893674894,0.0,0.0,0.22369673309165766,0.0,0.2758827733424141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196076277629898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736338087041125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031051709583652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444753412971759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321332679872293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754785322877664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932515527000933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044926612357787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509545560815161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087139543989064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267903424190972,0.0,0.28742471323700336,0.0,0.0
lonely,qwertyuiop4000,2019/07/19,"17m, hoping to chat? Just anything really. I'm a college student in England with a few interesting stories about it, play Paradox strategy games and listen to music from the 40s and 50s with some exceptions like American civil war and first world war songs",7.247588652482268,8.332114468085111,7.592340425531916,68.53333333333335,63.8936170212766,10.521985815602838,36.94326241134753,10.504223727775694,4.336168794326241,208,10,32,5,3,68,41,47,0.165,0.647,0.187,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,3,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,4,8,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,19,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472262483837161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881504503164386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5700021547799629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803736137101753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676485611247652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mad_with_a_T,2019/07/19,"Moved in with friend to not be lonely. Now he has a gf and I am alone again. A while ago I (m23) moved together with a good friend of mine. He struggles with depression and we bove never had a relationship.   
First month was great. We used to watch shitty shows and play magic the gathering everyday. You know nerd stuff.     

Then one day he has a gf. Now I spend my time alone while they are in his room with the door locked.



I have not ever felt this lonely before.    
I could have afforded a place on my own but didnt want to live alone because I was afraid of isolating myself. But this is way worse.",1.5953030303030324,3.715260479338845,2.5805165289256213,94.5210778236915,80.5702479338843,6.347382920110194,17.521349862258955,7.492282038375204,0.08448705234159748,462,9,104,7,12,146,83,121,0.152,0.7390000000000001,0.109,-0.6676,1,7,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,1,1,4,11,0,2,8,0,13,0,0,1,2,20,17,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,3,9,0,0,2,2,1,2,4,6,0,2,5,2,15,5,12,10,1,22,0,3,1,0,14,5,0,0,14,69,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495315988166271,0.0,0.0,0.5241292094268958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283054616651484,0.0,0.1435409338236305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468352001887024,0.0,0.0,0.10878970647657127,0.0,0.14529059591978336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525878156764848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196678744138676,0.0,0.0,0.14348579695742514,0.0,0.0,0.26065562514787644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148736318976518,0.0,0.18597894745157806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927064294487801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895445989711947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464503054374494,0.3585769717070333,0.0,0.0,0.13010246731159247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430725118016707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624289731849005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110761861117206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634916432456782,0.19310722723838425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836324046199446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569213917903354,0.0,0.0,0.0994964630403135,0.13389656161743896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719073280661801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,waywardblonde28,2019/07/19,"(28f) Looking for a chat friend Looking for a chat friend preferably male between the ages of 28-38, just want someone to notice me and take the time to get to know me.  If you are looking for a F chat friend to pass the time with during the day.  Send me a DM and lets get to know each other and see where it goes......",3.8869402985074615,3.582703029850748,4.3275746268656725,93.8695708955224,70.94029850746269,6.7,25.70522388059701,3.1291,0.25634626865671617,241,6,58,0,4,76,42,67,0.0,0.8390000000000001,0.161,0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,12,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,11,11,1,7,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,1,4,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277770841539533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5131342024377665,0.0,0.23133342196186404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433394110668165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226385439907923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577334680483431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252053052998484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641851605354333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875823369127666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664571139174837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581876267586137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305810765413949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,moonwaken,2019/07/19,"i just want a friend Throughout my whole primary and middle school I didn't have any real friends. Now I'm going to high school. I already met my new class but I feel like nobody will want to actually be my friend. I once vented about a problem I had to a random girl online and she turned out to be so kind and understanding that I literally cried when I read her message just because I never felt so comforted by a person before. There's a chance we could become friends but I didn't want to ""interrupt"" her cause I thought she would just get annoyed at me, she was quite a busy person.

Just needed to share this with someone.",2.912987012987013,4.8555905873015845,3.955050505050509,87.10863636363638,75.66666666666666,6.486580086580088,24.15295815295816,7.348242739294969,1.013374603174603,498,16,100,6,11,161,84,126,0.076,0.659,0.265,0.9745,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,10,10,1,0,6,0,10,0,0,1,1,27,23,8,0,7,6,0,2,1,4,2,0,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,7,2,21,8,11,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,1,5,66,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.14495828720402246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639228695737818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010155510231854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055152524584738,0.1640560499921545,0.126400675455865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525964178835932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860092762163787,0.0,0.16316947669756646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510870909947674,0.10612042766220844,0.14262629334126198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590613451149,0.0,0.07760852181895267,0.0,0.0844214273774488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694572631811834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468654010494914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257148111063454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014407958656693,0.11456689954982452,0.14346548383068622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581953533807888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594071619902836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213730262535235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799566891289116,0.1485849883375749,0.16907649162205704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006705158314396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586151852752606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792797065211764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615740758182205,0.0,0.15464036511148255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628466974281604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584495320340584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552195686329087,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IngramMVP2022,2019/07/19,"Just emptiness That’s all I feel. It’s all I’ve ever felt. The only time in my life I can remember not feeling that way was the 3 and a half years I spent with my ex. But now that we’ve been broken up for almost 5 months and I can’t even get a girl to want to hangout with me and the feeling is consuming me all over again. I feel desperate, worthless, and empty. I loved her but understand that we weren’t right for eachother at the time. The few friends I have are all busy with significant others or working and I’m just wilting away each day crying as soon as I wake up and refusing to sleep because I don’t want to be left alone with my thoughts in the dark. I don’t want to be here anymore I don’t want to live I don’t want anything. This feeling has been here my whole life and I can never see it going away. I just want it all to end",1.5467028985507234,2.8140479456521774,3.1744347826086963,94.15172463768116,77.69565217391305,6.211014492753622,23.13623188405797,6.742157984588678,0.42658449275362376,658,20,157,6,15,218,102,184,0.132,0.77,0.098,-0.7118,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,8,0,17,5,2,0,7,44,37,12,0,6,7,1,6,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,9,13,0,1,9,1,1,1,8,1,0,1,7,7,22,2,23,28,8,23,0,1,1,1,7,10,0,2,11,110,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385207232885525,0.14878567694867528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246947700311688,0.0,0.0,0.11821774843146568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699415951371485,0.0,0.0,0.08757217961072758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578008397048287,0.09264709826531034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272377613407325,0.0,0.0,0.09488431660822796,0.12994628638062208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631873315072018,0.0,0.13793357255753233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098930265834424,0.0,0.07505502964859298,0.0,0.08164377553243891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560841176184339,0.0,0.20293885197260236,0.0,0.0,0.12685206100925214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965635592459604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466591628692853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079739493710533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109257878678594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273575915599114,0.12268258136458772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144762986745798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437610851930455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404787935970692,0.16753549761142744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495523547708797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083969184344802,0.11402850787385467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038828711090533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458425271025797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251061541192084
lonely,QuadLaRue,2019/07/19,"I can’t open up I’ve never been in a real relationship, and unless someone els prompts it I almost never meet new people. I want to, but I’m to afraid to put myself out there. So much so I don’t even like saying hi I’m a discord server I’m new to. Dose anyone have any general comments or advice on how to be more confident in yourself?",-0.34101978691019497,1.8155678356164384,2.9294977168949785,88.50633181126335,89.82191780821918,4.888280060882801,19.07001522070015,6.42735559955562,0.2340544901065447,264,8,55,3,9,95,54,73,0.051,0.813,0.136,0.7171,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,1,2,13,9,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,5,1,11,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,5,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452768410802081,0.0,0.0,0.25134285213712143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069037897259398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550685785298356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578485365768272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262719440627012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184515795757846,0.0,0.3871773663321646,0.4848397609379131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740136024645233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25232694589236765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856959165000402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694828631828558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199607346384707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267369308908346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480478399654518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Vikes828,2019/07/19,"Deleted social media and my dating apps. I did it. Deleted them all. (Besides Reddit) And you know what? I feel GREAT. 

I would constantly seek validation or compare myself through them. It’s making me appreciate actual conversation. Forcing myself to get out of my comfort zone and really seek actual connection. Recently read “Digital Minimalism” by Cal Newport and that book helped me realize how much time I really spent mindlessly scrolling through the newsfeeds, seeking those “likes” and getting that dopamine hit when I got one of those nice shiny notifications. 

Here lately I’ve decided to just embrace these feelings of loneliness and truly discover who I am. I understand that some people don’t want to completely get rid of their social media and that’s totally okay. Just be mindful of how you are using it. 

I hope you all can get some benefit out of this posting. Stay strong and keep fighting. - B",4.8535698529411775,7.9926148937500034,5.633088235294122,71.43955882352941,75.0625,9.264705882352944,32.536764705882355,9.627879704456738,4.11045955882353,733,37,110,22,17,238,111,160,0.031,0.774,0.195,0.9782,0,0,0,0,2,0,18.0,0,3,3,1,6,9,1,0,1,1,7,0,0,4,3,33,23,12,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,1,6,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,20,8,14,17,6,10,0,0,1,0,12,2,0,4,7,77,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.3389546700373285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820901927786164,0.18767608999009328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562602456740664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629426287053694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389001469781811,0.1914723159623584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640766110768705,0.0,0.0,0.17249397180567622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436630121353906,0.0,0.0,0.09544475326047604,0.0,0.1959078646141248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484662349574439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592639315705655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535767567647514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276677846825397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768361104665401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204012428314238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663283117140116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371747647507205,0.0,0.22251551158270094,0.0,0.17147864602967464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540703645482123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510962278386608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126865279589813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079709322531265,0.0,0.1499955327652496,0.0,0.0,0.10243534802965877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337052527376123,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Whispered77,2019/07/19,"“Loneliness makes love to me because no woman ever would” I wrote this in my diary in 2003 was reading it again and man i am pathetic not because I wrote it, because its still true",15.148333333333332,6.570072722222222,13.855555555555556,59.84500000000003,57.88888888888889,16.622222222222227,52.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,5.9283666666666655,142,6,27,2,1,47,29,36,0.19899999999999998,0.6409999999999999,0.16,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,8,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,2,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,21,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6648670765785468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32886017729287786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281264388858252,0.0,0.2426786383304328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636576580801116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29033890566728005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25826207706630583,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,T4ngentLynx,2019/07/19,"Am I wrong for feeling this? I'm currently living with my best friend. We fucked a couple of times before and they admitted that we're basically a couple but they're afraid of letting me down if we were official. They also admitted a bit ago that they have no sexual interest in me and that fucked with me a bit because I have a bad habit of basing my worth by if people want to have sex with me. (I know it's a bad habit. I'm trying to get better about it.) They said they want either someone with a dick or tits and I have neither. (I am ftm mid transition.) They said another reason for not wanting to have sex is because they've started feeling disgusting during/after it but they talk about masturbating all the time. I left for a little over an hour and when I got back they talked about how they just did it and they look at porn all the time. Am I just disgusting? They said I didn't do anything wrong but did I? Should I just wait until after I get surgery and see if they want me then or should I try dating someone?(I still have feelings for them but I don't know if I could spend forever not having sex or them not even wanting to help me cum)

tl:dr I feel disgusting because I base my self worth off of sex and don't know what to do.",2.848436293436293,4.139846691119693,4.085210424710424,88.83901254826256,74.36679536679537,7.342162162162162,23.76081081081081,7.908726449838941,1.0491203088803092,979,28,213,14,20,321,128,259,0.175,0.715,0.111,-0.9816,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,14,2,12,14,5,1,11,0,23,9,2,2,2,53,51,23,0,12,18,0,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,9,13,0,1,10,0,3,0,8,10,0,0,8,9,42,4,28,39,7,22,0,0,2,9,26,8,4,7,14,150,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155383518892998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161657432371692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013006099347776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942761891852288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809243757436824,0.19131186018000065,0.20951096130366628,0.0,0.09748529709941936,0.0,0.12022756770827416,0.10132231018397952,0.25014784510378496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146981710156384,0.2535251787224241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566826387709727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317074586796161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885116544155869,0.21182464658630507,0.11970964205185852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162708131045508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767896540177845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282219797032575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888836914411842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447382898631085,0.11714917692091024,0.0,0.0,0.1148229554763359,0.10116187341512008,0.0,0.09620468046249336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942406618567269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779059607384974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269290291547104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129246102437914,0.0,0.11951495689836406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970694775387028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108879848796173,0.0,0.09149074359831083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416397482944585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040909860349326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556250643369576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378632840630713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505149107577165,0.0,0.0
lonely,maddiokii,2019/07/19,Very lonely need someone to talk to Super lonely today not having the greatest day and need someone to talk to. I suffer from depression and anxiety and sometimes I don't know what to say but I'm a kind person and I'm a pretty good listener. Im also a little shy but I warm up quickly. Also I'm 27 and I live in Ontario Canada.,0.3720000000000033,2.573241271428575,3.668214285714289,84.34803571428574,86.28571428571428,5.214285714285714,21.607142857142854,6.6274283507984215,0.7958571428571428,259,9,49,3,8,94,45,70,0.18100000000000002,0.596,0.222,0.8002,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,9,9,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,4,4,8,9,1,6,0,4,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34111481783097164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631561959871194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754591544587316,0.0,0.18369502656730471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888649141773416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23037558166743066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220950050581237,0.11721137154641395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137594197842904,0.1883273538448894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162841433560294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622510696553565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697921689985156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696063005124363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614175425351009,0.0,0.2109362445520008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428476844320923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021615029841805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759757260852982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,k1e5d0a6r99,2019/07/19,"Invitation to be a friend of mine Let me be clear that English is not my first language so sorry for any mistakes in advance.I am a lonely person,I don't have many friends ,there are not many people I stay in contact, with whom I can have a conversation.This is my problem and so is of many of you.I think ,I am in this position because my circle of interacting with people has gotten limited and now I want to get rid of this problem by making some new friends . So I have created a new email id as [kedaringalemakingfriends@gmail.com](mailto:kedaringalemakingfriends@gmail.com) anyone interested in having a conversation or being a mail-friend is welcome.Anyone who wants to talk can mail . My name is Kedar Ingale.I assure you this is no spam kind of thing and a conversation is what is expected. Feel free to drop a mail.",5.847467532467532,7.399722837662338,6.344025974025973,74.51461038961041,67.37662337662336,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.152748051948052,663,22,120,11,11,215,90,154,0.163,0.725,0.11199999999999999,-0.7328,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,5,11,0,0,8,0,23,0,0,1,2,22,30,8,0,6,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,12,8,19,25,1,10,0,1,0,0,15,4,0,2,4,84,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649481692518596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899969768265698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546320349368306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918274111280095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332056897881223,0.0,0.0,0.4839616614497311,0.0,0.0818181481883584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307701737414654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601362856520285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453313624909699,0.4763099333168452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30249462148903045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21713639454660671,0.13673893744784216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996941731843325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530326071133995,0.0,0.16691703151041207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258708582306614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403949507699213,0.1003443200883312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847359846312305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ElFenomeno12345,2019/07/19,"Social reject, character assassination and 0 friends. How do i keep my sanity in this small city with a small population I feel so sad. I dont want to become insane",3.184895833333332,5.496028531250001,5.901250000000001,71.75208333333336,76.1875,9.266666666666666,23.166666666666664,9.725611199111238,2.4959666666666664,131,4,24,4,3,47,28,32,0.39,0.528,0.08199999999999999,-0.8928,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,5,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657499604301838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.494245645819601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323126024743608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32581517617380823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748387635440093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42988429667442224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487378326537884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ajithshan03,2019/07/19,"I lack in progress and getting dumped! Hi everyone there! Few days back I have started my career as a software developer. I work remotely. I am so grateful that I had lot of good things happened in my life. I was an ambitious fellow who try to become a successful. For last few days, I felt lonely, sad and not showing any progress in my profession.  I am spending time on YouTube videos and in unwanted thoughts and even I am jerking off lot(which I hated to do, but not stopping). I have no friends and my best friend(girl), she got married last week. I am feeling I was literally left alone. I ran with some issues with my parents. So, in short I have no one expect me. Sometimes even I have no reason to be sad, I am sad. And feels, People around me just try to use me.

My days goes like, getting to work table around 10:30am and start watching some unwanted videos which has no purpose up-to 1am in night. I only took breaks for taking foods, bathrooms and answer phone calls. I even skipped to send mail to my head for 2 days, later I got warning for that. If I left the opportunity I am gonna lose all. I have  responsibility like many of you, to pay debts(big  amount) and settle parents. But I have good opportunity to make everything better. 

I tried going fitness class for 2 weeks and had no progress in my feeling so I stopped going there, hating everybody around me and in edge of firing me from my job. So please share things to help me overcome and start everything doing without procrastinating.",3.9034630911188017,5.8515444948096915,4.540160034602078,83.9594211361015,72.91003460207612,7.031199538638984,29.68872549019608,7.793537801064563,1.9299929642445208,1185,51,227,16,24,378,160,289,0.13,0.6409999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.986,4,3,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,0,12,14,20,4,0,4,0,20,3,1,3,1,43,43,20,0,5,7,2,5,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,6,17,1,2,7,3,2,5,8,9,0,1,10,6,43,11,36,31,9,40,0,5,1,0,14,17,0,4,19,151,49,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430547517782324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848644241160333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689604972021617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743998715942714,0.0,0.0,0.11122658943358107,0.0,0.0,0.10568922322847504,0.0890700565867176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283645372543096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597991905294273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995545660115847,0.0,0.0,0.0962329862890992,0.18102380771415924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276642739405136,0.0,0.09669766017565758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217792676829491,0.0,0.15561702162268398,0.0,0.10523392698186472,0.0,0.11447194349440235,0.16894200571613952,0.16109441844306502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905776606427274,0.0,0.0,0.19886109844316147,0.1033577999462305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675039763327463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511536467929633,0.09993941087303776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418463606948575,0.0,0.0,0.21884402302404496,0.0,0.07113464757211191,0.09840390932812837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266904017507592,0.0,0.17124055351645054,0.0,0.0,0.0672248924645547,0.10210441459354548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450977342091488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824389064476151,0.07659470445144335,0.0,0.0,0.22365369049452427,0.0,0.0,0.06981982602508423,0.0,0.0,0.11054964230368633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354693885907733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960503990664188,0.0,0.21384975895507224,0.0,0.0,0.16839660350940386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572159536243807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338148671240653,0.0,0.0,0.07995271113187084,0.058724972880088114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189282425569673,0.2051270035048765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869813446765872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156742021354956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970811139516772,0.0,0.14663656339479567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,P3rfectlyDefect1ve,2019/07/19,Talking is hard Why can't people just come with subtitles and dialogue options...,7.774285714285713,9.805116428571427,7.57,65.72500000000001,63.28571428571429,11.314285714285715,42.57142857142857,11.20814326018867,5.833657142857144,66,4,9,2,1,21,14,14,0.10400000000000001,0.8959999999999999,0.0,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614083652227843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4798302408282938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713468891641841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305289469135898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833338124595232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ChocoPieDana,2019/07/19,"Just a lonely hopeless romantic I've always felt lonely romantically. I love giving love to others like hugging, treating people to meals, etc. I guess the main reason why I do so is because I do it in hopes that I'll receive love back. It's become a habit of mine and now I do it unconsciously and it's led to me being taken advantage of but thankfully, I've cut off those kinds of people from my life. 

I have my circle of friends and I'm one of the wilder, talkative ones in the group but I used to be someone really awkward and socially inept. I broke out of my shell a few years ago because I got sick of being lonely and it worked. But romantically, I'm a lost cause.

I'm a huge hopeless romantic. I cuddle my pillows, fantasize about scenarios, listen to BFE audios and I would always find myself hoping to find love one day. But when it comes to the opposite gender, I'm just... Awkward. No matter how hard I try. I'm an 18 y/o straight girl and I still find it hard to make or even maintain eye contact with guys. Flirting is a definite mess for me if done through conversation but through text, I'm very smooth. When it comes to romance, my defense mechanism just shoots through the roof and I unconsciously push away anyone who comes close :( This eventually led to people to stop pursuing me romantically because they think I'm just playing with them or that I'm just emotionally unavailable. Countless times already I've wondered to myself, ""what am I doing wrong?"". I've been trying my best to overcome this but it's been tough

Basically, my hopeless romantic side is amplifying my loneliness each passing day. It's especially worse this year as well and now my loneliness is so bad, I think my friends are starting to notice. 

Anyway, sorry for the long text post. Just needed to vent when I found this sub :)",3.5691239002932567,5.714250443181823,4.89577346041056,80.186543255132,74.39772727272728,7.723753665689149,27.83211143695015,8.558390810932622,2.219466532258064,1444,58,267,28,31,479,190,352,0.182,0.609,0.21,0.8715,0,6,0,1,0,3,43.0,0,0,2,4,21,35,2,2,13,0,18,10,1,7,0,55,51,25,0,5,15,0,4,1,2,1,2,2,1,2,20,17,1,2,9,1,0,8,1,16,1,3,8,7,35,19,37,39,5,34,0,8,1,6,18,9,0,7,17,169,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951332395536317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114347461504695,0.0,0.16804811283744542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060807405013457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487471953470096,0.07764794788834913,0.08431469124202151,0.18467074647141388,0.1115252821821542,0.0,0.0,0.10597304569162376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373502571387952,0.0,0.2609578712977752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024843331994615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033383461338125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358972915717848,0.0,0.0,0.1126202065462322,0.06669681952404342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969573363020725,0.0,0.2768836722827227,0.0,0.0,0.11072015784843882,0.15603492237959785,0.0,0.0,0.0968699172891105,0.0,0.0,0.08076351422049714,0.0,0.11124165831449133,0.09998679846447532,0.0,0.0,0.18091779815679748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059329882589866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515589053747523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132567566629598,0.0493340837453263,0.0,0.0,0.08936476801130587,0.0,0.0,0.11023239505242152,0.0,0.36455620403332417,0.0,0.06740542113135123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487593147081724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149672299370718,0.0,0.0,0.2052814673215335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100219697199178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671162529796316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646908411364519,0.10382500833807196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293713701663,0.08556064448905137,0.0,0.0,0.11303965936494136,0.07147468015068434,0.0,0.08064334109486583,0.08442441155726238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296948862007702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940874819971734,0.0,0.0,0.058882675491026375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711857368854524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721492818434681,0.0,0.08331967747151944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079380320194133,0.0,0.09111940190968387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950929369376756,0.07351517381817918,0.0,0.10290799048005506,0.0717338130239903,0.11040657558912546,0.0,0.13005655814887376
lonely,i-tried-alright,2019/07/19,"Been feeling a bit on the empty side. Every conversation I’ve been having with anyone just feels empty like it’s just a check in the box. All my friends feel super distant and aren’t able to talk a lot because I’m in a different country for work and everyone in the workplace is new so obviously the conversations are only skin deep but not being able to have meaningful or whatever conversations is getting to me. It’s been like eating away at me being happy and I’m just lonely craving something personal I guess to fill the void.

I’ve let a few exes start talking to me again as well since they want to speak to me but I would rather not speak to them but it feels like no one earnestly wants to talk to me. And I’m super talkative to people around me it just doesn’t feel real or have meaning anymore. It feels weird but I guess I’m just venting about being lonely in a foreign land.",3.603071428571426,5.123374561111113,4.895396825396826,82.86500000000002,72.83333333333333,7.365079365079365,26.74603174603175,7.957251820313856,1.6441031746031745,711,25,138,10,14,236,103,180,0.075,0.759,0.166,0.9538,2,4,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,3,11,11,0,0,11,0,16,2,1,0,2,37,33,12,0,4,14,0,7,3,1,1,0,2,0,1,5,6,1,0,8,0,1,1,5,3,1,1,3,9,12,8,23,25,4,15,0,2,0,0,12,11,0,5,6,93,17,1,0.28431615000832994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409826113898736,0.09940023138279153,0.0,0.0,0.12655082601581866,0.0,0.0,0.13356219102408373,0.0,0.0,0.08665824305899089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519979928592353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485249315754375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546320053159195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977430941850885,0.13583813271694728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312763645660171,0.10155775718750193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983097610986584,0.0,0.07427172683150601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132062933203542,0.0,0.0,0.1513299142605971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536626319601512,0.0,0.2083537642959163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085771174767138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485181874727405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372971546820574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632999070272047,0.1081176219288654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855450983696516,0.12412694780106932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180701171808895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759462866445833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944023135336896,0.0,0.0,0.10062021717154453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427838275085192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769703165235295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781718192721903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034927716975339,0.0,0.0,0.10098501776853024,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,South-Western-Silver,2019/07/19,"I want to end up on r/prorevenge 6 years ago, a girl started spreading rumours about me. She hasn’t stopped for six years. Recently, I fell out with my best friends and these two are friends now. One of my other friends told me she was disturbed because ‘all they ever do is talk about me’ 

Any suggestions on what I could do to put an end to this? Keep in mind, my whole school hates me. I can’t do anything that involves me using my ‘social influence’",3.2889010989011003,4.6672904175824215,3.6140659340659376,92.30593406593408,73.39560439560441,6.518681318681319,29.48351648351648,6.868970318607317,1.343435164835164,352,15,76,3,7,109,69,91,0.077,0.769,0.154,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,1,1,2,0,9,0,0,2,2,12,15,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,3,2,0,16,4,13,12,3,17,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,10,54,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642875377604885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767621341766475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450198062596635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144504558504095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703169482460614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990283370406693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33258096010775895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698303248639045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351647865874453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853639286204086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688053275876774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895736447020779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722403500019042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874027457607376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853801482656397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001268893184176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138714410264815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328901823593534,0.0,0.0,0.15696713051073768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090607245057233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179402854968337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834041459316285,0.0,0.0,0.16215543303504787,0.0,0.0,0.11073961945147613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096158009827679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24180926298651234
lonely,ambhros,2019/07/19,"Hes coming over again today. Its 4:18 am, he'll be here around 8 am. It feels so good to be around him. Were so similar and just being around him gives me the warm fuzzies. I love cuddling him after we have sex and just wishing it could always be like this. 

And then his stupid fucking girlfriend texts him. Cause she needs something again, because she cant do anything herself. 

When we hang out with friends she screams at him, whines for him to get her things. Is extremely rude to everyone around her, including him. Ive known him three years and never seen her offer him a hug, pet his back or hair, or anything like that. She acts like hes her slave and he just takes it. 

Whenever i'm alone i think about all of this and want to call it off. But when he gets here my brain just stops working and im just enjoying the moment. I dont know what to do.",1.382939682539682,3.5665650114285725,2.02452380952381,97.86408730158732,81.74285714285716,5.260317460317459,20.579365079365076,6.42735559955562,0.0006126984126981758,667,19,151,6,18,205,113,175,0.08,0.7609999999999999,0.158,0.9306,0,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,1,19,14,3,0,3,0,17,7,2,1,2,36,33,15,0,4,8,0,3,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,10,16,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,2,5,30,9,18,25,1,23,0,1,1,5,33,8,1,2,15,103,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106696159015266,0.0,0.0,0.12940119711143352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559517009483854,0.5537663930332136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958167503752762,0.0,0.09480069035538026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360651946316313,0.15879852053809665,0.0,0.0,0.1597570634160703,0.0,0.13396267045754878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416632171345313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226278667951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860154445303292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863321412864174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201507437732468,0.14377139939872033,0.16250066304067484,0.14918445735147004,0.0,0.13043886478276745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798322281472364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546714803882456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22793077722507255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403586402125921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531263283545122,0.1199429953246088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972328446457567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300177637996517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169281600126393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331746260931512,0.09964793207724816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741033122761754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172695989445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788349331328616,0.0,0.0,0.11321699883805862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014676173683867
lonely,fufu-44,2019/07/19,"Why people in reddit don't like talking to me? Am I not fun or boring? I want to chat with people because I'm lonely and free all the time but no one wants that they either ghost me or just don't care because they have friends and hobbies. I just want a true friend, someone who enjoy talking to me, someone who will stop playing just to talk to me and say that I'm fun. Is it bad to want attention? just because I'm a girl to want attention is bad and call me attention whore? Why?",2.353529411764708,3.6110154803921617,3.727598039215689,91.04669117647059,75.56862745098039,6.276470588235295,25.495098039215684,6.6274283507984215,0.8180745098039208,377,13,83,3,8,124,58,102,0.275,0.519,0.20600000000000002,-0.9236,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,4,15,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,2,25,16,7,1,5,9,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,3,2,1,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,10,11,9,15,2,3,0,1,0,1,13,1,0,2,3,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801351858056006,0.30678386597616725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129560224138965,0.0,0.1710363954193201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25921266702798584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195613666469909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367446001688708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325990193961394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334047234692871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842748599148245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402498655319464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045029612304557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781871342006752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947283130739907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027438066658393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lunaleif,2019/07/19,"i feel stupid because i always thinks the next person who comes along will be “different” when i was travelling i met this guy, i don’t get much male attention so it was really nice that someone wanted to know me and he would try it on with me every night but i’m scared of getting close to people so i didn’t let him have sex with me. after about a week of him trying, he would tell me i was pretty and he loved my body and that i was nice. i let him have sex with me and then afterwards he didn’t want me anymore. i feel so stupid and used, i really thought someone wanted me. i just wanted to share bc it’s been hard not telling anyone, i’ve been too sad and embarrassed. i just really can’t imagine ever really being wanted by someone.",1.0382661290322588,3.1470482580645185,2.95715725806452,91.1157358870968,82.54838709677419,6.197580645161291,18.719758064516128,7.413659706084162,0.40268548387096814,580,14,125,9,16,194,91,155,0.121,0.754,0.124,0.1119,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,2,2,2,0,19,4,1,1,1,32,36,12,0,7,4,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,7,12,0,0,7,1,0,2,5,5,0,0,10,3,24,4,13,19,1,12,0,1,0,3,16,2,0,0,8,83,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404315668611174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592461349581453,0.09583407413796087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354922694293165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224043529079415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806324947615425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319633974614907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397672205335647,0.11547719647082864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860119009382665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321419732141938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135708874456173,0.0,0.0,0.12277696222902515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532344037677811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28030198824460745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370011062749198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075333047723216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576263717028606,0.12861955956312546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501869433254903,0.11967367633457925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943716289237468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512112148033282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721887314615042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483861551626545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395893006007585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782117155799113,0.0,0.10880866728840664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610664195753468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183740245856443,0.0,0.0,0.4042015179571765,0.0,0.1099395844230138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947240070776752,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Stone_flower420,2019/07/19,"Loneliness in a relationship We are right next to each other in bed. It’s almost 3am. I can’t sleep. I feel so empty.. I’ve tried letting him know, he didn’t have anything to say. It hurts so much.",-2.0931976744186045,-0.5208246511627871,1.0504360465116314,97.10495639534884,109.4651162790698,4.010465116279072,14.67732558139535,5.985473137389443,-0.6074627906976744,152,4,36,2,8,53,36,43,0.152,0.848,0.0,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,4,5,2,4,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31543667010975257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25922610852519445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592783484061056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33722435479381285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312107019221554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32211871855014657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23156834460028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33501634570503824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382024843406617,0.0,0.26901652732292125,0.0,0.2505083241383999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152371548808233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387088046167407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelyanxiousfreak,2019/07/19,"I had 17 surgeries and am 17 years old. Let’s be friends on Discord Bad title but eye-catching I hope? We can vent to each other and stuff. I need to practice being a good and thoughtful listener. I also have trouble opening up emotionally, so be warned if I get angry (shouldn’t be angry usually). And I am blunt, honest and sometimes logic based.

About me:

Howdy, my name is M. I have two doggies. I am 17 years old and female. I like PC gaming, occasionally drawing and watching YouTube or Twitch. I also play table tennis sometimes.

I like Pokémon, Bones (tv show), Violet Evergarden, A Silent Voice, Your Name, and Toy Story 4. Kind of an idea of entertainment I like.

Pop, J-Pop, alternative, rock and soft rock are my favorite music genres.

I had 17 surgeries as title says for birth deformities, have two medical conditions and kinda need a quick mini rant on how I can’t sleep right now because my fused neck is pulled in any position even slightly.",4.0938858195211765,6.078749585635363,5.283955801104971,78.67131123388582,72.48066298342543,7.478600368324125,28.64125230202579,8.238735603445708,2.1723256721915294,749,30,133,12,15,248,126,181,0.113,0.698,0.18899999999999997,0.9471,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,1,0,0,8,12,0,0,4,0,19,5,3,1,0,27,25,18,0,5,3,0,1,3,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,13,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,2,0,2,3,5,20,10,11,16,1,15,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,4,11,79,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649994538233175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126727505523453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383416123988902,0.10100117568846413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637542345319685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943461238977224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800926169893248,0.0,0.08656454903301042,0.0,0.0,0.1389702822747473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645644429648148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704030428519836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253737439941247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942604615514356,0.0,0.2428387007417103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691208639353858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24570942351690955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477209887575746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149567830102422,0.0,0.13176084605934768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580652311374408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277370942327131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967182138110045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153686423371205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32370398575685266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248067487961167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133938189457318
lonely,Ritik_is_online,2019/07/19,"I fucking hate my face so much... I seriously hate my face so much. I hate its structure, I hate my race, I hate everything so much about it. I look chubby even when my body isn't. When I lost weight my face still looked super chubby. All the fat goes directly to my face, regardless of how much I have on me.

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Furthermore, people don't even understand what's wrong with my face. I tell them I have a receding chin and bad bone structure and they say ""oh just lose weight."" Someone legitimately told me that losing weight would make my chin appear more ""outward"". This stupid shit makes me want to bash my head against a wall.

I get told I look ""masculine"" by some people and ""feminine"" by others. It's not even really like I have anything going for me.

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Context of what I look like:  [https://i.imgur.com/ViRFfaO.png](https://i.imgur.com/ViRFfaO.png) 

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I know people are going to say ""oh you don't look that bad"" etc but it's obvious that's what they always say. Nobody will actually tell me I look bad.

I regularly get called ugly etc and it makes me hate myself so fucking much

All I hear is stupid advice like ""hurr durr just try harder"" ""you look normal"" ""you don't look that bad"" etc. All this advice does is ignore the fact that not only do I look pretty bad, but even looking below average is a problem. I look below average in what is supposed to be the best years for looks (I'm currently 17 years old), and there's a bunch of problems like balding etc which I will have to deal with as I get older (and unfortunately there is no ""easy cure"" for balding. I am taking medication to stop it which I should not be taking as it messes with my hormones etc but I cannot afford to go bald). I hate what I look like so fucking much it's ruining me. If you want to know what I look like you can check my post history. I feel like if I looked at least average then I'd be so much better off...",3.521187096774192,5.351116200000001,4.357608602150538,85.36637419354841,73.66666666666667,7.292043010752689,23.296774193548387,8.049812674583475,1.1448606451612895,1505,42,303,23,31,484,168,375,0.25,0.69,0.06,-0.9973,2,0,0,0,0,0,84.0,0,5,3,6,19,38,13,0,7,0,25,20,13,4,5,44,73,23,0,10,10,0,4,7,0,4,2,4,0,0,24,9,4,2,4,0,1,4,9,28,0,0,3,23,57,10,29,63,20,23,0,4,15,3,18,8,4,4,17,196,81,0,0.0,0.0,0.04710578980182837,0.0,0.0,0.09434023972134516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04016555802527223,0.1569056809689125,0.17596460551645354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039723136746781865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152244296490052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050657712770140535,0.0426920096974887,0.0,0.05361849158819156,0.0,0.0,0.04929035691615515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976555291466013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04224250783904643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691760927554368,0.12753085670342115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043383098936762544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024407401131519773,0.034485000171810866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387801536220076,0.07565922830935773,0.0,0.08230101409549641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336051523918257,0.04954024244185316,0.0,0.05440522202747055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053057247852997216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508030692963604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6080355566001451,0.10800639272252076,0.052693786142371926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966643293264972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862821941587297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483945289994647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047295589108976965,0.0,0.0,0.05065257076992063,0.0,0.0,0.03671247095294795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039564823351764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046230526865615164,0.04910922864444923,0.0,0.09237815967079006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03092380734894928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516173821268087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954975813701795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040900084777850836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03854949325412362,0.04035693759242375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258796519064058,0.0,0.08438242359426096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225052147289584,0.0,0.03277301919574208,0.0,0.0,0.05025208750960845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694328356096511,0.0,0.0,0.17634418316510836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03429052050321031,0.052777048707309177,0.17596460551645354,0.062170221904828016
lonely,akash595sj,2019/07/19,"Alone but Not Empty! Today I learnt to feel the real happiness! Yes, I'm alone but Better than Most of The People❤️",-0.11893333333333088,2.051380040000001,2.764,90.08866666666668,88.6,4.933333333333334,12.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.6740666666666661,91,1,19,1,3,32,21,25,0.11800000000000001,0.444,0.4370000000000001,0.9148,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7040613673563705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006111890293504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186208677578532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618265733054672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868770882003847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221825206793905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JustAStan,2019/07/19,"This week has been the toughest week of my life... I just recently turned 18[M], I’ve got MAJOR anxiety and depression. I’ve had it since about 13. I never really got to have the teenager experience because my parents who mentally abused me and my siblings made me do homeschool for my high school years. My life has been fucked ever since, I’m just so fucking lonely and hate myself so much, I hate the way I look. I gave up about a year ago and stopped taking care of myself cause I accepted my fate. I didn’t at all plan to live to this age. I’ve never even held hands, kissed or dated a girl. I feel like a freak loser and I have no one irl. I’m just wasting away at this point. I know deep down that life does get better but I don’t think I can wait much longer. It’s already been so long and nothings changed.",1.9285404339250505,3.7008293491124316,3.1176094674556185,92.77803155818542,77.99408284023669,6.163471400394478,21.917554240631162,7.0316486544052195,0.4634612228796846,636,18,141,7,15,205,108,169,0.158,0.7859999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.9118,1,2,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,10,13,4,0,6,0,12,7,1,2,4,24,32,11,0,0,5,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,10,3,22,5,13,22,4,22,0,3,1,3,4,8,2,1,14,83,29,1,0.0,0.15959213829609864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193994309707298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863983028234534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304168647669812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655085327408586,0.0,0.0,0.08210912473254448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912722112464028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373310361084707,0.13836937893343804,0.14248997577060854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601303413798188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787293706385175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896510538139961,0.12183978843950573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175804204087838,0.0,0.0,0.06810609039666235,0.09622648992305988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490476329222644,0.07037283779637953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154565871318208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659678342548628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231318780668625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402512252334474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28541823871065136,0.06580541606958576,0.0,0.11893859152859435,0.11920127616646176,0.11311029349677115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745213599978755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574138019045692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980333770179597,0.0,0.20777094189893466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924396206578392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127315466931678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956340920780425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733078203475962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628938441121818,0.0,0.13299555343646574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363190339465559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228430139372755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261146670190073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127425063292103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630743566949703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651002187853554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691501590687057,0.21608920586660293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347896772027713
lonely,FatmanO,2019/07/19,"Went To The Forest Today, See This! Watch it, don't feel lonely anymore! 

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lonely,pixelunit,2019/07/19,"I have loads of friends but I’m still lonely I always feel the need for constant attention. Like, I want someone to constantly be messaging me am having a conversation with me, instead of being left on seen. I enjoy my own company, and I am a massive introvert who strives to have as much alone time as possible, but I still get out and see my friends. Yet I still feel alone when my friends aren’t in touch. I get it: they’re busy and they have their own lives, and I should focus on my own life instead of worrying about this. The thing is, I do focus on my life and I’m constantly planning my future, but I can’t get rid of the lonely feelings. It’s impossible.",2.883474747474746,4.480250007407406,4.317845117845117,85.96484848484846,74.85185185185185,7.872053872053872,27.828282828282827,8.575989854853784,1.9876666666666656,521,21,109,10,11,173,79,135,0.105,0.7559999999999999,0.139,0.6956,1,6,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,8,7,0,0,5,0,13,2,0,0,0,17,25,11,0,3,3,0,4,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,21,5,16,21,4,16,0,2,2,0,8,6,0,0,11,79,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218069644601992,0.0,0.0,0.12926985779339448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036586895343864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356602095302157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600863803747416,0.0,0.24350359275862074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879634223314305,0.0,0.21946714651461047,0.07589981086303155,0.0,0.13718348945305142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142056137471754,0.11519559309473805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514220091324462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237997868296611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163387745400862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37220602097691424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321259769783406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059018823475272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916338590837368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777304875239925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JKPieGuy,2019/07/19,"Just need someone to talk to: Hello everyone. Hope you all are having a nice Night. If you're curious to know alittle bit about me, I'm a Twenty Four Year Old Male, who's Bi, and is a Vegitarian. Oh, and I'm also from the United States. If anyone just wants to chat, feel free to message me. In person, I'm generally very shy, but am often a nice person. Easy going most of the time, so I don't mind too much about what topics are discussed. If anyone is bored, or needs someone to talk to aswell, feel free to message me.",2.8516666666666666,3.893657685185186,4.862037037037037,84.2491666666667,74.0,6.881481481481483,22.75925925925927,7.1686216300943375,0.6959037037037028,402,10,86,4,8,139,74,108,0.038,0.7709999999999999,0.191,0.9456,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,0,1,21,18,9,0,7,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,5,7,13,18,4,7,0,0,0,1,12,1,0,7,4,50,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544483326826048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893158096001176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225863435907234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197686256836901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092132463543644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757678367306892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548221089052127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369788006248192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889357765625627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208333590704662,0.306803308608318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941463531637348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170896587855896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612857625850063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505838031027636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325705892693505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206355587536014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707007326540114,0.12202537611103725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332263304191288
lonely,MeMyselfAndAAJ,2019/07/19,Share something about yourself. I think this would be a great way to make new friends by sharing something about ourselves.,6.4728571428571415,9.660643190476193,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,69.47619047619048,4.2,39.07142857142857,3.1291,2.0948857142857142,101,6,16,0,2,26,19,21,0.0,0.551,0.449,0.9042,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898143153014348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135676050388873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503933821335589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36229015061481695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5775664906115344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403597039788109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977502618971628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664722177376775,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,loonabutterfly,2019/07/19,"I've never had a best friend or any close friends. I wish I had someone I could talk to everyday. Someone I could watch movies with. Someone who would message me and send me things that remind them of me. I try to do the same for people but they never reciprocate. Nobody will truly ever care about me as much as I care about them, or make the same effort I do in a relationship. I don't have anybody I can be intimate with, or talk about my feelings with. 

I've tried to befriend people on the internet, through social media and Discord servers, but nothing lasts. I just end up forming a very unhealthy fixation on the person and am desperate for them to answer me back, notice me, or do anything I do for them in return. 

I really want to remove my dependency on social media, but I'm just so alone. Loneliness is nothing new to me. I was neglected a lot by my parents and spent a lot of time by myself as an only child. They were NEVER emotionally available for me. I can never talk to them personally. Social media makes me so ill, but it's the only thing I have that makes me feel socially stimulated. 

I'm turning 19 soon and I'm going in my 2nd year of college. Even though I enjoyed my first year a lot and did a lot of things by myself, I only formed a couple acquaintances. I explored a lot of the city I was in and did a lot of self-reflecting and learned a lot about myself. 

Thank you for reading. I just had a panic attack and this vent really helped calm me down. I had no one to go to.",3.585129657228016,4.639803740983608,5.2535394932935935,82.08996646795829,72.24590163934425,7.906110283159464,26.97839046199702,8.296473431620573,1.7664426229508194,1171,40,235,18,22,399,152,305,0.139,0.762,0.1,-0.9365,1,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,7,3,14,11,1,1,19,0,25,1,0,5,5,54,42,23,0,5,11,1,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,8,13,0,1,5,1,1,5,6,3,0,2,10,3,48,8,43,27,13,31,0,1,1,0,26,10,0,12,16,190,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782497806809678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057665432159786235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978138874775401,0.0,0.0,0.09646977330052038,0.0,0.06520429691994158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899009084854362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291407808322254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540833419368328,0.09382718588155012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953861451389592,0.07510570794417491,0.0,0.0,0.05600816688825884,0.07670449189370286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575266135391156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212899077680708,0.0,0.0,0.13102918603011707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638512177494793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05683819790692304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912154916766447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5046445779532767,0.0,0.0,0.16980962973221625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233616192504575,0.0,0.2616052560949193,0.08189827250668069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627316095596658,0.09654289135443893,0.0,0.0,0.057461204111671375,0.1934777122805516,0.0,0.09949198265088563,0.09415795493498087,0.0,0.0,0.1175762763923458,0.14808438849261915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482077737690558,0.0,0.10864732238712256,0.0,0.0,0.09104113458902684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846263028419596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34576283487992404,0.2155467782335084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447185071814525,0.0,0.0780704488056177,0.0,0.0,0.16900773066304495,0.0,0.08331343731485198,0.0,0.04944629652902318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514432042534795,0.09223568859944377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996709039804384,0.05001595709914844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751331946131014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060237945378047275,0.0,0.0,0.10921404447312186
lonely,itserai47,2019/07/19,Didn’t know who to go to Today I saw something that I thought was really cool. It was a huge movie picnic thingy and it was free! They were playing Spider-man: into the spiderverse (which i love) and i thought to myself wow this is so cool i would love to share this with someone and when i tried thinking of someone to share it with no one came up. i called a few people here and there but all declined. Just ended up going up. Not really sure why i’m writing this. Feeling sorta lonely but lost and confused at the same time,1.6133559898045888,3.8526388317757028,2.7606457094307584,92.59546304163128,81.24299065420561,5.012404418011895,20.942225998300763,6.1124844417494595,0.15083925233644854,413,12,85,3,11,132,74,107,0.113,0.7140000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.3962,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,5,13,0,1,4,2,7,2,0,0,2,25,20,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,5,1,1,3,3,3,0,1,10,4,9,11,13,9,3,13,0,2,1,2,8,6,0,2,4,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161414612545179,0.2420971428497692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874791567684589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702806139070184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405969113402646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632976304672794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23106572255540786,0.0,0.3820856956657692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343487850169412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146747176462251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712058636266199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586991307186468,0.16295596182305513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949898528846666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563129919085276,0.0,0.3360889099004276,0.12342803539612225,0.0,0.2006409397744106,0.0,0.0,0.14371184754737232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910016600026255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036619072061733,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,agitatedcoder,2019/07/19,"I’m not over the guy who rejected me two years ago He’s an amazing person. I wish him nothing but happiness. 

Sometimes I wish he would’ve picked me. 

Maybe someday I’ll find someone who makes me feel the way he made me feel. Until then I’ll be lonely.",0.5825157232704434,2.815928415094344,2.326698113207545,94.1144496855346,85.60377358490567,5.042767295597487,22.040880503144656,6.42735559955562,0.3921220125786165,198,7,43,2,6,65,39,53,0.163,0.701,0.13699999999999998,-0.3582,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,10,8,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,7,2,2,6,0,6,0,2,0,0,8,1,0,0,4,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732985285946706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236524170776578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137717176130191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23158840826720084,0.0,0.2489808305646161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131288556926712,0.15612375261656386,0.0,0.23497448592534634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244242825968112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422419922699986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817469677834865,0.0,0.2313237260728511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284770733847377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856514251049748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379251596651667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661491300080511,0.0,0.0,0.15061784029973524
lonely,throwaway99999999903,2019/07/19,anyone down to talk? I’m 22. Having a bad week/month/year and just wanna talk to someone to help make it feel less terrible.,0.4752564102564101,2.7216462692307712,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,86.30769230769229,5.005128205128205,16.358974358974358,6.42735559955562,-0.3251641025641025,97,2,21,1,3,32,23,26,0.225,0.6779999999999999,0.096,-0.5584,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581962651670424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30831797454133786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670973738639166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475082367629232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464849554708021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947410504140597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31287411743694266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5935969014098003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29619934608201043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23779233484456916
lonely,StarGrump,2019/07/19,"I think I’m falling for my NSA partner After years of being in abusive relationships and with manipulative people, I finally got out just about two years ago. I began to explore myself as a human, developing my personality in ways you just can’t when you’re under someone else’s control. I thought I was a submissive person until I rediscovered being a Dom online. I’m good at it, like, really good. And I used it to regain some control in my life. There were no feelings to be manipulated, no messy emotions, no strings.

 Problem is, I’ve met someone that I can’t seem to stop thinking about. 

He went from a shy little boy to this confident man in such a short time and watching him develop has been... just wow. But I’ve realized I can’t stop thinking about him. He has feelings for someone else, someone much closer to him than I ever could be, and I’m happy for him but it just reminds me how much I care for him and how alone I really am. My bed feels so empty, my room is so quiet, but talking to him lights my body and mind on fire. 

I don’t know what I expect from posting this. I just need it off my chest. I’m lonely. Being a dom is lonely. And watching him find himself enough to leave me is going to be even lonelier.",2.9729518072289167,4.515626566265058,4.951443775100402,81.73800903614459,74.50200803212851,7.228995983935742,26.907831325301203,7.908726449838941,1.6745918072289157,961,36,190,14,20,331,140,249,0.162,0.769,0.069,-0.9425,0,5,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,2,17,9,0,0,6,0,21,3,2,7,1,45,42,17,0,4,8,0,4,1,1,0,1,1,2,6,8,9,0,4,12,0,0,4,7,3,0,1,8,8,34,6,33,27,4,31,0,2,2,0,20,13,0,2,13,134,42,0,0.0,0.1445841186332865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817112720295516,0.0,0.0,0.12638498670154616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554643574887767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441644700505065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273731246779302,0.0974300301167046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387873035878334,0.13726592309025965,0.0,0.1260883227294698,0.0,0.08059884082022829,0.1103819938379926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510421300247246,0.0,0.0,0.1336765347642246,0.11153206998119096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935175277987794,0.20470385767732446,0.0975975417297599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299018772388654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706381160769548,0.0,0.0,0.12921083041799294,0.0,0.0,0.08619251743106968,0.05961708506007497,0.12230486913214975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321425456919702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941034929297,0.0904827745153156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459937283868177,0.21310160141269527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168698140103389,0.0,0.0,0.11676503677673335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634948846110944,0.0,0.0,0.13101321329572388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109039412632232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135782674412674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404300405935505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808208971338464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23457329385400585,0.0,0.09687719955186476,0.07115594750750535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920436071891455,0.0,0.0,0.10539366290687648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686074457426186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312187706800288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716503279574004
lonely,fionn14,2019/07/19,This song has me wanting to sit and watch videos in a corner all my life I’ve been feeling extra lonely the past few weeks and I saw a post with the song her by vowl. and it has me all the way sad and more. Help i can’t stop listening it’s so good. I rlly need someone to talk to.,-0.2004166666666656,1.2698856250000006,2.0293750000000017,99.51145833333337,83.375,4.891666666666667,16.916666666666664,5.46131890053228,-0.8398145833333337,216,4,56,1,6,73,48,64,0.122,0.754,0.124,0.044000000000000004,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,2,11,9,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,6,7,1,6,7,5,8,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,0,3,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791039078920212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971023209781661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374257125538335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501955485381017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26264910316853474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381423775136465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33924414897438016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30012884113942234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961431737204968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847080346299037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892770514599426,0.2811627719302553,0.28413333520234435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ALonleyLady265,2019/07/19,I haven't had a friend or anyone to talk to in 2 years. The only person who I have left to talk to is my mom. I tried telling her about my feelings but she just shrugged it off. She was never really the person that cared about other's feeling. I tried to push these feeling behind me but it just hurts. I don't know what to do anymore,0.1437500000000007,2.2261803194444454,1.8505555555555588,97.82500000000003,86.08333333333334,4.155555555555557,17.333333333333336,5.148860815047168,-0.7456166666666659,261,6,60,1,8,85,49,72,0.085,0.812,0.10300000000000001,0.0608,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,10,12,3,0,0,5,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,3,11,2,11,10,0,6,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,1,2,45,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372439730398772,0.15773758649209754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23000376749683324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421948415580189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429006806759534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414984748668879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397821754097868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451039049026965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642079687292827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739887092069096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715711573612774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39395250679790494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451855947468906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626409642950995,0.1971753698569067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063212411304784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527239176150125
lonely,helaarag1,2019/07/19,"I need advice SO Hey guys the hardest thing is life when your to afraid to open up to anyone I know yall can relate to this feeling, but I am at this point in my life where I feel like almost everything in my life is holding me back even my self. All I want is to make people happy and no one appreciates it and its a hard feeling when you put everyone before your self and people still pull you down and make you feel insecure. I still didn't find my people yet but I hope that one day I will find them and her. Cuz im the type of guy that wants to make people happy and wants to fall in love with someone that I am gonna make feel special and loved. Spread love and kindness even if people dont give it back I guess that who I am. I don't know if I should change and become heartless like the rest of the people in this world or should I stay the same and try to drift from the world till i meet my people. Pfff that was hard to say!!",4.757913121361393,3.7692009310344883,5.267371249440213,90.16767577250336,69.2463054187192,8.16999552171966,24.365875503806528,6.574015621080383,0.5235064039408859,731,12,176,4,11,235,110,203,0.061,0.7020000000000001,0.237,0.9926,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,1,0,11,13,1,2,7,0,14,6,0,5,1,43,36,20,0,9,5,0,7,2,0,4,3,1,0,4,13,12,0,1,9,0,0,4,4,3,0,2,2,8,29,10,21,30,3,26,0,0,0,3,20,12,0,6,11,117,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638463015944568,0.0,0.0,0.0987683457588834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689676347351296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168790198394694,0.0,0.0,0.108934212251841,0.08393081516679055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434237226366187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361118395365585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559906529360045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029450098477285,0.0,0.0,0.09424962688715,0.0886464558186704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493631920125913,0.07046460762504024,0.0,0.0,0.1803005509025989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461933585207108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865717782525053,0.19532760488373094,0.0,0.20999682004825204,0.17671453000548354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796645461478147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654233865377263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027128008573977,0.1084140389444468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090056928799652,0.09637580725751216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670648448328668,0.0,0.2633575565567069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313633690766383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367477158556845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786658882947627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324161778989218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915505781952433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784382258580498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579488508658966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357281169619903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051314041260785,0.15753950429244348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655284730565684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696644705844029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453180134901422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,weeman2525,2019/07/19,"I do too much to have no one want me. I work my ass off at my job. I work weekends so I really have no time for friends. Between working full time I also live with and partially care for my 85 yr old grandpa. Who I absolutely love and owe everything to, so I don't mind doing it at all, but it does consume a lot my free time. I try to cook for him every night, and I also help maintain his big house and property. Which I really don't want to do on my days off considering I do the same thing every day at work doing maintenance and landscaping for a small resort, but I do it.

Not to go all Incel and niceguy, but I'm a good guy with good qualities. If I was conventionally attractive, I'd like to think I wouldn't have any issues meeting girls. I'm not mad at the world, or anyone in it. I was born the way I am and it is what it is, but it's just tough. I feel like I do enough to have someone in my life. Not that I'm owed it or anything like that, but I'm just so lonely, I want it so bad.

Loneliness just sucks. It has turned me into a depressed borderline alcoholic. Which sucks, because I live a pretty privileged life all things considered, and I feel like shit for taking it for granted sometimes, but I just want someone else to share it with so bad. I'm working on living for myself and living in the moment and not trying to let loneliness consume me, but I fear it's a battle I'm losing.",3.2332828282828285,3.726645282828287,5.0607592592592585,85.22891666666666,72.60269360269359,8.364242424242425,26.29781144781145,8.548686976883017,1.6009839730639728,1087,34,242,18,20,374,143,297,0.168,0.649,0.183,0.0336,3,2,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,6,12,25,5,1,10,0,21,7,2,0,3,46,43,27,0,6,18,1,2,4,1,1,3,0,0,2,21,14,2,0,3,2,3,1,9,12,0,1,2,2,35,14,32,39,8,28,1,3,0,2,11,16,4,4,14,166,56,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082309581701452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585670684434525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051913159853478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250901474281142,0.0,0.0853357505861727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731692946606204,0.06321417703096338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572842490629564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337550372088936,0.0,0.08931612048947879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907480226465084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662752213079382,0.0,0.0,0.10714917586999044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474239338521785,0.0,0.09319831246264174,0.0,0.0,0.11669062800267105,0.10486704052064964,0.14816570969130144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011788056407218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893474506316392,0.17395623300179466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267868570950403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695075057603926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196551568157356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823520647046173,0.10290562948035012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603963768048176,0.14649187187165838,0.20264910798008884,0.0,0.3662737950352044,0.0,0.0,0.11601307633174188,0.0,0.08816150104466942,0.09359273542168398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470680826527463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623097307168729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973148394708852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881505086882623,0.0,0.07026938085425496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549954586407527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286495112038596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644591913623998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757282893244203,0.0,0.1025613343271534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796902511189678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778651499882294,0.06644637286381408,0.0,0.0,0.18140382000407526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081013842746287,0.11279514292726599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446583145984763,0.08231173776142313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774719034552492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RagingDD,2019/07/19,On my way to shoot my shot Got invited to a bbq and a girl I've had my eye on for a while is gonna be there. Let's hope I'll be smooth as fuck and not awkward like hell.,-0.13333333333333286,-0.2254798372092992,2.623255813953488,101.78434108527136,79.93023255813954,6.663565891472868,18.984496124031008,6.42735559955562,-0.5431178294573642,129,2,41,1,3,46,34,43,0.174,0.652,0.174,-0.0005,0,0,0,1,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,3,0,5,2,1,0,0,4,9,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,3,2,6,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,2,2,1,2,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409708054627698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814935466559286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737600248274186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48775595983413006,0.0,0.2330338737816909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786135216569871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GeorgeReeds12,2019/07/19,"18 [M] Looking for a girl to play sexy truth or dare with talk dirty with or just sext, I dont care what size race or religion you are i just want someone cool.",0.9556190476190488,2.326619800000003,2.1085714285714303,100.72476190476192,79.57142857142857,5.80952380952381,20.238095238095237,6.42735559955562,-0.24947619047619085,123,3,32,1,3,39,30,35,0.134,0.5820000000000001,0.284,0.6336,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,5,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639141056582463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5332695794262756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820946971291345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855293988019001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36572065852860747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683773150630933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sadcptsdgirl,2019/07/19,"It's my birthday today Usually I don't really care about doing anything but lately my loneliness has just been feeling worse and worse. It doesn't help that I grew up pretty much alone with no siblings or parents to take care of me. I was doing fine today until my mom texted me asking if I'm doing anything and I said no. She kept replying saying ""really?? nothing?? no friends? wow"" which just ruined things for me.
To make things even worse, my boyfriend of 2 years (and 2 years long distance) hadn't said anything all day, which I didn't care about because he's forgetful even though this is the 2nd year in a row. I decided at my most depressed state to just send a pic saying ""birthday smoothie"" with a pic of my smoothie and he responded with ""Look don't get insulted I forgot your birthday even if snapchat reminded me. I forget even my parent's bdays all the time."" And i said I wasn't, it just had been a long day. He asked why, I said because I had been feeling lonely, and he just replied ""that sucks"" and I just broke down crying.
Idk I'm just feeling really awful today.",2.331884828349942,4.582546330232558,3.4409966777408663,88.62751937984497,78.72093023255813,6.141749723145073,24.19158361018826,7.2636822038024595,1.096623477297896,851,30,167,11,21,274,113,215,0.326,0.614,0.061,-0.9969,2,3,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,0,14,12,2,0,6,1,17,0,0,1,2,33,38,13,0,2,11,3,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,10,10,0,2,4,0,0,2,9,6,0,0,15,10,26,6,17,23,4,21,0,4,1,0,22,4,1,4,14,106,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048342705890372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498883968199335,0.0,0.1892556557416468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340657732195127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096041977324793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118634715423517,0.1305581446819655,0.0,0.08718136695731023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26742165848112337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354090433934886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820297508467265,0.0,0.05288371467344298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784619991077608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418152396694314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915452822116418,0.08500001812091737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756570117659981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854863231618412,0.0,0.0,0.07440896895716016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712413236664788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247875432000792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297799066282756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453399894517268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851368182755335,0.16098976003390986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610547964165923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449326571787615,0.0,0.09944896797350553,0.0,0.05902268971738465,0.0,0.2878365817353409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114804622856717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133607026685722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30945807103158124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554871989050046
lonely,betteroffleftalone,2019/07/19,"I dont feel so good I am 16 and I feel that I can’t change anything, I cann’t do anything, completely alone, I can't talk at least about simple things, I just can't walk, I haven’t gone out for a long time",2.337163120567375,2.2020570425531933,3.826382978723405,95.53333333333336,74.31914893617021,7.117730496453903,22.04964539007092,6.42735559955562,0.06191347517730472,159,3,42,1,3,53,33,47,0.062,0.8370000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.3503,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,10,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,4,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079637223330271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893855188136467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145556454779532,0.0,0.3117646012504052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34849062572770395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006970154895755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494020992189091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631443662163309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23899773407157635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754535662087847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338649971370965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justOneOfTheBoys23,2019/06/28,"Feeling kinda lost (Kinda long rant) So, heres a bit of a backstory.

I am 23M, and live in New Mexico. I have been battling anxiety and depression issues for almost my whole life. My grandfather died in 1999 very tragically, and it tore my Mom apart. She began drinking and smoking and becoming a nasty person. She took it out on me and my brother for most of our lives, and our father kinda let it happen, claiming she was just “venting”. 

Growing up in this, I became very anti-social, awkward, and paranoid of the people around me. Every friend I had growing up took advantage of the kindness I would try to give and would hurt me in some way, whether that be stealing or bullying. 

The cycle has repeated since then and even till now, post college. The only friend I have had for a while is so wrapped up in his life that I never see him, and when I do he doesn’t want to do anything, and doesn’t like drinking. Other friends are always busy and seem to change plans last second to exclude me. Its always “This day works better for everyone” or “I forgot about this thing I have to do”. 

I was in therapy and seeing a psychiatrist for 4 years and made great improvements to my confidence and general outlook in life, and have seen my mom become better in recent years and have gotten much closer to her. I am a fan of drinking and smoking weed but also know to stop at certain points and refuse to do any of it if I am emotional.

Now to today:

I recently moved out on my own and have been getting an overwhelming sense of loneliness. No one at my work seems to see me as more then a co-worker, no one from my college classes seem to hit me up, and I just don’t know where to go from here. I am on dating apps trying to meet people, I go to the gym, I hit up local stores a-lot, and really try to meet people, but nothing has come from it. 

Am I wrong for wanting someone to hit me up and ask ME to do something, rather then always being the one to initiate something? Am I an asshole and don’t realize it? Do I push people away and not realize it? I really wish I knew and could change it.",6.3069229108184,5.334487838479813,7.092659252861153,78.29567641977978,66.10213776722091,10.029842366659473,32.200496652990715,9.218907990703514,2.635953919239905,1624,55,326,25,22,543,217,421,0.106,0.807,0.087,-0.9039,0,0,5,0,2,0,47.0,2,0,0,7,16,19,1,2,15,0,38,6,0,1,2,69,69,43,1,8,10,4,1,1,3,2,3,0,0,1,16,31,3,3,9,4,1,9,8,9,0,4,15,5,48,10,61,45,7,61,0,5,4,0,22,28,0,12,23,242,64,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297372134049069,0.0,0.0,0.06626423048095062,0.20684196443776132,0.0,0.0,0.05634859245031629,0.0,0.06338874308675081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818787075537378,0.0737642123433923,0.07746422217475388,0.0,0.0778510115652484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302780921117467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656834670919394,0.0904631862991374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753127452665094,0.07137775779850067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661580842463279,0.0,0.0,0.053438747110276616,0.0,0.07136840115044121,0.0,0.08599704956398736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351787473618594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320792052591556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472917225576024,0.0,0.06981430205857123,0.07917761725877884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04189721281176177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205553291222693,0.0,0.04329166076264741,0.07948820389862529,0.09418408467175493,0.0,0.0,0.0913549844243824,0.0,0.0,0.0732740610810453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870484092465535,0.0,0.0,0.08648577201575472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628739553103737,0.09107691525717958,0.06754309917925816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473139404570912,0.1755823688890592,0.0404818938391019,0.0,0.1463362660162015,0.07332973021785116,0.0,0.0,0.0904530048065364,0.07044579789291434,0.0,0.07840545880986867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940925370238911,0.0,0.08806855322634609,0.060912662086678226,0.0,0.06390781880254913,0.08002805505864435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950774669001971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844708437567069,0.06301982747253301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22978264211737756,0.07235137709801077,0.0,0.0,0.0783308047977427,0.0,0.0793583148017833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616626739302304,0.0,0.1636312691829015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980894196213132,0.2263017155418155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685438051440549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020819409337968,0.12758150568611545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927583947301984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475923068086037,0.0,0.055049431287802375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854291709342932,0.0,0.1841241253036935,0.16877235134486365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673866349772018,0.09774759945553026,0.0657715212858933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251179232646636,0.09528651899421108,0.0,0.0,0.1809722550498927,0.0,0.0,0.11772472023608893,0.09059593151076152,0.0,0.10672004789306473
lonely,tifftastic21,2019/06/28,How do you cope with not having any friends? I don't have any friends and often struggle with wanting to do things but not wanting to go alone/being afraid to go alone. I wanted to go on an adventure this morning but didn't have anyone to go with me so I just didn't do anything all day. Then I got super sad about not having any friends... It's a recurring theme with me. How do you cope? Just force yourself to do things alone? Being introverted seriously sucks.,2.272795698924732,4.475969612903229,3.2851612903225837,89.91440860215056,78.67741935483872,5.853763440860216,24.31182795698925,6.937597516519254,0.8609053763440864,366,13,75,4,9,117,52,93,0.19899999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.8357,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,7,10,1,2,2,0,13,0,0,2,1,19,22,7,0,3,7,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,5,0,0,3,0,8,5,12,18,1,8,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,1,3,53,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39714423531692505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911443155993938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406049442878,0.0,0.15777559461553084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364853173199306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443851313841066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358531744074015,0.0,0.15334218917397327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004354634929797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25475078363538256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33925796748364434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WokeGuitarist,2019/06/28,"Why won't anyone show up to anything I try to host? I can only count on 2 people to come to anything or even hang out but I'd consider 12 people to be people that I'm close enough to be able to call friends and I have probably like 20 more people that I could hangout with and have a good time. So why is it then that if I try to host a get together, party, birthday party, even go out, nobody shows up, hell even posting literally anything on social media I get nothing from my friends. What am I doing wrong, I'm a pretty confident person but this loneliness has been building up since I was a kid and it's breaking me, and I don't want to talk about it to anyone but then I'll come off as insecure",4.202073079791202,4.076730758389259,5.755257270693518,83.2874869500373,70.2751677852349,8.501416853094707,28.636092468307233,8.167268648758528,1.7793304996271444,549,18,118,7,9,188,92,149,0.12,0.693,0.187,0.903,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,1,4,0,14,0,0,0,0,17,22,13,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,8,10,0,0,0,3,0,4,2,3,0,0,2,0,11,4,22,16,2,18,1,0,0,0,7,9,1,2,4,76,19,0,0.14767184238530254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651117147432024,0.0,0.3645640314800595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507894617771706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25441243291281324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790394997748647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258448835572838,0.0,0.2926075775075315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281817982220828,0.0,0.15430488543158827,0.0,0.08392531112651068,0.12386013514968472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214500299658108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169511550031122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231109048209446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095082475639509,0.12894135680235647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142880473759226,0.15023535269150048,0.15921522247632178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215567401983528,0.0,0.0,0.150532846558193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869303319933515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610863884036872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005189750906073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710067868435831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26650173773394914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614559777341422,0.0,0.0
lonely,eighT9roses,2019/06/28,eighT9roses Just a lonely gamer looking for other lonely gamers. I Just want to play games that are better with cool as friends to play it with.,3.3055555555555562,6.173302518518517,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,79.37037037037038,3.6,20.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.4724222222222218,116,3,21,0,3,33,22,27,0.13699999999999998,0.467,0.396,0.8126,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,5,6,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5671011480002923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953998851717952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5384577654636583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37820427882350377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Broncattus,2019/06/28,"defense V. desire Does anyone else feel like most conversations happen from a place of defensiveness, and the premise is getting people off our shoulder who are attacking us, or punishing, or being irritable with them for not behaving in a way we desire, or, simultaneously, other people being that way to us? 
I feel like not a lot of conversation between people happens from a place -- a premise -- of desire. Of objective, and of building towards something... but I can only ever speak from my little bubble of the world, so does anyone else relate/has anyone else observed this? 
I bring this up because I feel like the more that people begin to speak from their personal truths,  the less lonely we will all feel.",12.298110236220474,9.285330779527564,11.504976377952756,57.81777952755907,56.16535433070866,13.309606299212598,42.722834645669295,11.20814326018867,4.927942992125983,567,22,86,10,5,185,80,127,0.077,0.7909999999999999,0.131,0.7391,0,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,5,0,2,0,2,9,4,0,9,0,6,1,1,0,3,25,15,7,0,3,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,6,12,4,19,12,5,13,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,5,5,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26234267665390776,0.3844281122086932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227819570643765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623776833634346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188884535858782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134244218915022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312742153148862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529441817273118,0.26803694000403905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534070509906408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211871169718832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329965452431526,0.12534684330827886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632482155918337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951167012245816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468141344309376,0.10920093873024243,0.26133023070664885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962802695978306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30087285006629244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853974186023174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gamerinos,2019/06/28,"I’m here to talk if anyone wants to :) PM me and tell me what’s up! We can talk about anything. I know how it feels, and it’ll get better. I promise.",-1.8032352941176484,-0.0856763235294089,0.9132352941176478,103.65455882352943,91.64705882352942,3.4000000000000004,14.382352941176471,3.1291,-1.5761529411764703,111,2,30,0,4,38,27,34,0.0,0.7609999999999999,0.239,0.8172,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,7,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747882153691775,0.0,0.3233978381024465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475683133592175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987078918250878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532140604201712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597739575179775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6317420319056315,0.3434911691161911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317960803984419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,teenmombirthdaycake,2019/06/28,:( can someone text me on insta please @teenmombirthdaycake i am so lonely,5.120000000000001,8.667237666666669,6.416666666666668,59.74500000000001,89.0,9.066666666666668,22.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,3.334866666666666,60,2,8,2,2,20,12,12,0.35200000000000004,0.516,0.132,-0.5915,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7916078965606635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6110294085416854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway9000ds,2019/06/28,"Lonely, between jobs, what now Seems like I’m stuck in a grey area between jobs, this is getting to me really massively, I feel like im in a hole",0.9053763440860224,2.7689160967741984,3.2851612903225837,89.91440860215056,81.58064516129029,6.713978494623658,23.23655913978495,7.793537801064563,1.1375720430107528,113,4,25,2,3,39,24,31,0.142,0.662,0.196,0.1779,2,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,2,5,5,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,3,13,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509957518477567,0.24739663382403765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092734336864905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740631904592821,0.0,0.6872981984299679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383691629201654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22184850819304347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31525831589314257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jomue68,2019/06/28,"Just trying to be friendly Hey to everyone! My name is Markus and I am from Germany, so sorry for grammar mistakes and typos I make.

I had a rough life you could say, if you are interested in more you can check my post history (please don't judge me).

I am new to this website and my experience so far has been great because I mostly received positive comments. I feel like I have to give something back to this platform and the community because I have had some great conversations because of it.

Therefore , I want to encourage all of you to stay motivated. You are precious and loved. You are great people, every single one of you. You have to stay strong. If you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to message me since I am open to everything. Having a conversation with one of you would make my day and hopefully yours too.",4.005408653846153,5.865869531250002,5.06625,80.66144230769231,72.4375,7.9230769230769225,29.80769230769231,8.617729084823388,2.390033653846153,655,28,123,12,13,215,100,160,0.023,0.7090000000000001,0.268,0.9927,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,11,0,2,6,13,0,0,3,0,20,2,0,4,2,28,29,10,0,8,3,0,3,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,3,4,27,13,20,23,5,12,0,0,0,1,24,4,0,5,5,94,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617054444512928,0.0,0.2762893514136463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062441164730447,0.0,0.0,0.09743355634884482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366597449186398,0.12729070386964506,0.14436260672112455,0.1357802026515718,0.14778440316502986,0.0,0.0,0.1527803201272771,0.10793097834235517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672338019387135,0.0,0.0,0.1449288917205133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499695904413289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500556896246431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671167494322922,0.07380964370928476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136354835688309,0.0,0.20169301789255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202327893209137,0.0,0.14591318909393716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204750290439342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047392632658882,0.0,0.0,0.16583954369974538,0.0,0.0,0.1446920681174049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014420773258508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497423802032215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800887755155552,0.11630811438829634,0.0,0.16912074471304342,0.0,0.3220605544903632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143170181353245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257282898089316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911039979905529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732229686359114,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Puluswam,2019/06/28,"Daily friendship Im in a life situation which has made me lonely and will be so for quite some time. Im looking for people whom I can talk atleast 4/5 days a week,even if only for 15-20 mins. Just to catch up.",2.9264492753623195,3.1047149782608727,4.498695652173911,90.1194927536232,73.1304347826087,7.0028985507246375,24.02898550724637,6.42735559955562,0.4648202898550728,163,4,39,1,3,55,40,46,0.059000000000000004,0.873,0.068,0.1027,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,6,3,1,6,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,2,3,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809541444133072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853237786348681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6061600032136563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981855180275572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356207740490488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265496357670859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21339757344672916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452234405671104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984367375577651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31538935118144745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255236340511564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361139850445142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250684017161828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nyznyznyz,2019/06/28,"my server if u are lonely u are welcome to join my discord server and make new friends,  we are all about fun 
https://discord.gg/xkX6aWz",3.353749999999998,6.462293541666671,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,92.75,4.066666666666666,22.66666666666667,5.985473137389443,0.6436166666666671,111,4,18,1,4,32,19,24,0.159,0.488,0.354,0.7506,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5497202056689953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749465235402534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6871924732243978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_alwaysbored,2019/06/28,"Make a Friend - July Edition! Hello Folks,

June has gone and July will be on Monday. So I thought why not get this done and over with.

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Hope you guys find someone. Good luck!",1.5301818181818163,4.049596654545457,1.7877272727272744,92.04159090909091,100.63636363636364,2.927272727272728,18.227272727272727,4.935628992294339,-0.3310363636363638,236,7,40,1,10,71,51,55,0.098,0.65,0.251,0.8619,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,13,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,6,6,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,4,20,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507684350974681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31328174572256656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648200188571529,0.0,0.17908099150824128,0.0,0.0,0.28749570370258104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393920469984593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404437953220579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287988435262331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23763065828874255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29042436323195026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721177702650001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30929283475748504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bilal838,2019/06/28,"It's a love story! Continued...

We would talk for hours after work and office. She joined along with few other guys who turned out to be friends (I reckon). I always had reservations when she would go outside with someone else. (I may be wrong) Anyway, as I explained in part 1 that she is/was engaged as she told me. She was with me but at the same time but she was giving her ex, a chance to return. We would discuss her ex and his behavior (I never liked it). The story will get interesting and twisting as we move along.

One of her coworker tried her, he was looking for his chances but she just thrashed him ""I can do anything for him (me)"" her qouted words. That was the end of the one who tried to derail our relationship. The real reason which lasted for long was her ex, she was emotionally with me but just trying to fulfill her promises she made with her ex. (She always said that she loves her ex.) 

I would insist her to say the three words YOU LOVE ME but her responses would be ""I don't, maybe, yes,"" a few more words ""you are the perfect man I imagine to be my life partner"" and a few more ""You were my crush the day I saw you and I would discuss you with my female colleagues"" 

During the time I managed most of the stuff she needed, from electric plate to dish washer. But her mood swings, I remember she shouted on me, not once, not twice but almost every time and it became a routine. 

We had a great time together, those 16 weeks passed by, in a blink. It was fun, we attended concerts, we walked in moon light, I counted stars with her. 

During the period she almost took over, she was the lady and would decide for me when to speak and what to speak :), when and which suit I should wear; all of these were in her hands and I followed her instructions. She was caring and loving and she proved her all the times. She guided me in many ways, this could include the aforementioned stuff. 

Like the romantic saga of the 90s, we picked up the same telecom company. ( to save money and talked for hours) 

She went to see her parents for a few weeks when she was done with the project.",2.4450579839429096,4.497991222760291,3.1343984962406033,91.94834682044096,77.4503631961259,5.897005224926724,21.522174079265962,6.8360192770164,0.3974542372881356,1617,44,338,16,38,507,205,413,0.017,0.82,0.163,0.997,2,0,0,0,0,0,68.0,8,5,0,2,7,17,0,0,26,1,34,8,2,3,5,76,54,27,0,10,11,6,1,2,2,10,1,6,0,3,18,31,1,0,7,1,1,8,4,1,0,4,21,11,81,15,49,18,12,41,0,0,3,4,83,10,0,4,24,254,99,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896912036676324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762460921077825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794419166787314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657050601924336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562398329425317,0.0,0.0,0.06108476333272436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692858878806047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791240733490377,0.10654411029344696,0.08389133263760802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980333277063385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731782798629496,0.0,0.04948583181618715,0.0908613765377204,0.053829972005247854,0.0,0.0,0.1044260560845928,0.0,0.09378492723357706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865547408945888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720716617119723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690156505637036,0.09254808685237573,0.0,0.0,0.0838217484097519,0.07953859949283942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34194391252523026,0.08962371227587157,0.0,0.096028382351201,0.09515616618786024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066940229315832,0.0,0.07023160949624617,0.07305174985873909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087073517218104,0.12836566273958105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517225034079486,0.10256950602500747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780891881949003,0.0,0.09738506484404724,0.0,0.10169083435296547,0.10729613252806017,0.0,0.09009775472984784,0.07532292538790865,0.0,0.0,0.0754773516135179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025358287989011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685708429107056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226020776275456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761518280938999,0.0,0.0,0.09050635115978302,0.10523430306862576,0.1929203002782569,0.10302512345807534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518211090337139,0.15195286183781406,0.0,0.0,0.08780380064912327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689552554235579,0.0,0.0,0.4709907084306281,0.10355839787602997,0.0,0.0
lonely,XiaoLong_2000,2019/06/28,"Anyone in Virginia Beach, Virginia Just a typical geek with few friends. 

Stats: 

19y/o gay male 

Part-Time worker and a full-time student.

[Here's a photo](http://imgur.com/AZ4luNd)

If you're a Nintendo fan, anime fan, or just simply as lonely as I am and like coffee, cooking, and baking, then here I am. 👋🏽

Age, race, and gender don't matter, by the way.",2.474936974789916,4.932255779411765,3.2956302521008425,88.73676470588238,79.44117647058823,5.650420168067227,22.94957983193277,6.868970318607317,0.8189344537815129,275,9,52,3,7,87,54,68,0.086,0.7509999999999999,0.163,0.7028,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,10,3,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,3,1,4,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,27,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953997808011933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368917785692428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762670723050624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6123644064626685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488551276509883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,markbutnotmarkk,2019/06/28,"Feels like the loneliness is unbearable I feel like I'm slowly losing my mind and consciousness. It sucks too bad when you fall for someone you didn't know that all the love, all the affection will go down the drain because from the beginning, you had no chance and no stand in their heart. 

Sometimes it feels like a hole in my chest, sometimes it feels like someone is wielding a sharp knife, uncontrollably stabbing my heart. 

I don't know how to describe it, I am not sure if I can still feel my heart beating. What is the cause of all of this misery and pain? Why does it happen every single time I feel something nice is happening to me? What is actually wrong with me? 

I don't know..",5.0495555555555525,5.920332474074076,5.031851851851851,85.70333333333333,68.7037037037037,8.37037037037037,28.333333333333336,8.515128840125781,1.8203333333333336,544,18,111,8,9,169,84,135,0.21600000000000005,0.644,0.14,-0.9038,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,1,2,4,13,1,1,8,0,12,6,4,3,4,24,28,6,0,1,2,0,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,10,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,2,7,16,7,10,25,4,10,0,1,0,1,5,3,1,1,8,70,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.12596293491009605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777595906109204,0.07868564192193411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260016397911392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295830698846487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875501382985774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915987261423518,0.36885757358411697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335883285373078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282890837912649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588793516509437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128160896759824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522468201794388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440690065505596,0.0,0.0,0.11649925399294105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303334601337046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734964827515142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21873721843381,0.0993716760477453,0.2553257768095054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308302503820636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165586527890147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526727228250328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647413736830317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112812839002056,0.0,0.0
lonely,hotnbroke,2019/06/28,"Friendship (or romance) for sale I am a 19yr old female and a struggling artist/waitress. I do hair and am in need of financial support. I cannot meet in person but I would love to talk to you, send pictures, videos, etc. interested in selling panties and such. I’m very down to earth but just really need financial help at this point in my life. Please message me if you’re interested. Some amount of money on the front end because I don’t want to be scammed or played with",2.009787234042552,4.4459138085106416,2.8887659574468114,91.09400000000002,81.12765957446808,5.887659574468086,25.35744680851064,7.1686216300943375,1.1169991489361708,374,15,77,5,10,118,71,94,0.019,0.706,0.276,0.9782,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,7,3,1,0,0,15,13,8,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,8,6,15,11,3,12,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,4,2,46,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558737688202207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264763705161703,0.0,0.2851756930931709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139188379940026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061011977566094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23078133876876825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792000797729215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683165846639114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22326941422909555,0.0,0.28068437560451226,0.24172135493142505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638094621172144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26731559732314153,0.0,0.0,0.29016797721661425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552384938922744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109812039945593,0.15081986099015476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164360086601847,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BorgerKingLettuce,2019/06/28,"I hate these feelings My ex boyfriend likes to keep in contact with me. I was his first girlfriend and we were serious, so I guess he sees me as someone special, and wants to be my friend. We go to separate universities, he goes to a small private one and I go to a large public one.

I have an incredibly hard time finding close friends. There are so many people here and everyone sticks to their high school friends. I don't have close friends that I can just call up and ask if they want to hang out. No one asks me either. I just have people that I occasionally talk to through text. I spend almost every day alone. Meanwhile, the social environment is much more open where he is. I think within his first 2 weeks he already had an established close group of friends he talked to and hung out with all the time.

Not only do I hate the feeling of being alone (I constantly try and ask people to hang out with me but I rarely get a yes from anyone), but also the fact that sometimes I still miss him and remember he couldn't be happier with all his new friends regardless of my presence.

I miss feeling wanted.",3.471826484018265,5.259920132420092,3.9723515981735176,88.2529566210046,73.70319634703196,7.0584474885844735,26.778538812785392,7.793537801064563,1.4270292237442919,875,32,180,12,18,275,131,219,0.099,0.799,0.10099999999999999,0.1195,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,2,2,9,13,2,0,9,1,16,0,0,0,3,45,36,15,0,6,7,1,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,21,0,1,6,0,1,4,4,5,0,5,3,5,31,8,26,29,5,26,0,2,1,0,32,13,0,3,10,118,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968724044090426,0.22689823034768264,0.12087874016015646,0.08759810291705719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765920445028029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30721184825671244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185131617372963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837247995992242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064343515571825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229112558044916,0.1046689747246933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615825762336248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011643774393232,0.18634721834296625,0.0,0.0,0.5077762230309738,0.0,0.057229478519740765,0.0,0.12450679774508197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066928830461245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981252090089273,0.21629368566139767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573370890945645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973630785778388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351510274935526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110551049332032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052358872491082,0.0,0.0,0.1057932123016858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226788861218288,0.08330915929584548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278211418135063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408605627918895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085906820539776,0.08728820582298054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116609663332662,0.09281183177069577,0.0,0.10833662974066224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747779135863433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608620426825874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018801131813247,0.0,0.0,0.127745858028943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436962443315571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382638751375084,0.0,0.0878653821043353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lonelyghostdriver554,2019/06/28,"Lonely Friday night,.. could use a kind soul to PM to Pretty much as the description says, would really like to talk to someone as I'm going through so much shit right now and I don't know how to cope much. Would love to be able to talk to anyone who can helps and give me some advice....",5.997000000000001,4.4752807000000026,6.1733333333333364,86.42500000000004,67.0,9.333333333333334,25.0,7.793537801064563,0.983,222,3,51,2,3,71,46,60,0.08900000000000001,0.685,0.226,0.8694,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,6,2,1,2,0,9,12,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,11,8,4,4,1,1,0,1,7,1,1,1,3,31,3,0,0.2090377330341266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042692534091428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616404330684427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689962027260408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005280412509564,0.11880096095974232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011358612647498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768063136201649,0.1148816712665552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212527745673032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188664715441293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610003579097437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616775184814156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266652491727414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339149244987304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785170818483755,0.0,0.16623519546898782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457422900659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711699284673202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360332232084722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054148497364209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969888159237677,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ibeprofun,2019/06/28,"The worst day of the year Sunday is my birthday, I’m turning 22 and I have no one to be with. It’s just me, myself, and I. Maybe I should be content with myself, but I just wish someone would surprise me and make me feel special, even if it’s just to say “happy birthday”. I’m probably just being selfish, but to me, this is the hardest day of the year.",3.0888000000000027,3.4725722800000014,4.577333333333332,88.96200000000002,72.86666666666667,6.533333333333332,28.333333333333336,5.6839178017228535,1.0043333333333335,271,10,60,1,5,91,46,75,0.099,0.725,0.17600000000000002,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,17,14,6,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,11,3,7,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635935433059766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618675342079896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253287066626893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000788663985531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816484223635094,0.0,0.28319801652666404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910170540404656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30392683901639794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22417152690587305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23884585099691266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066171303932155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241614459907021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002477157492756,0.0,0.0,0.3630579163387693
lonely,daheko,2019/06/28,"It's been 6 months Since I started uni, and I still have made 0 friends. I feel so hopeless and like I'll never make friends. I actively participate in societies too but nothing seems to stick",3.9912280701754383,5.692227947368423,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,72.15789473684211,8.224561403508767,33.719298245614034,8.841846274778883,2.8333929824561404,154,8,31,3,3,49,32,38,0.105,0.722,0.17300000000000001,0.3301,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,8,7,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,3,2,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828820909759734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142853109950388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626033083792394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149305970750421,0.2221657654621373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656607213745777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25669803912577993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193581482368351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029947807057528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27531936943522506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355778921089265,0.0,0.2657974581725745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mscott05101997,2019/06/28,"So lonely, recent rejection made me feel even worse So about 2 years ago I met this gorgeous, funny and all round amazing girl on my psychology course at uni. We struck up a convo and have been chatting whether it be in person or on messenger every day since then (give or take a couple days). Now I had my graduation ball on saturday night there and we had a wonderful time. I bought her a few drinks, we got drunk and danced together etc. When we went our separate ways after the party I messaged her basically puking all these emotions that I’ve felt for the past 2 years. At first she ignored the messages completely, but through talking to her today I realised she just does not feel the same way. Im absolutely heartbroken that this girl who I thought was the one has no feelings towards me. Couple that with my course ending and me feeling like I have just absolutely nothing to offer anymore. She was the girl I fell in love with, and feel like I cant get over it now. 
Thanks for reading",5.272351534475887,6.274054290155443,5.668393782383423,80.86563571143883,68.27461139896373,8.632762056596254,30.90833001195696,8.841846274778883,2.435515265045835,790,31,151,13,13,253,130,193,0.107,0.7509999999999999,0.141,0.8425,0,2,1,0,0,0,16.0,5,0,0,1,10,9,0,0,10,0,10,3,0,1,2,32,28,14,0,0,7,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,12,2,1,8,6,1,3,3,3,0,2,12,7,26,6,19,15,5,33,0,2,1,1,24,10,0,3,20,103,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648978890318432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151429244848404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496121423306955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157768121566438,0.0,0.18405189426130528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487264642207535,0.0,0.0,0.1397859810073501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051175654951794,0.1263846976041676,0.0,0.15914174027734138,0.0942481660754434,0.0,0.12022600861033235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607523472790614,0.20388151431385065,0.1370087989088623,0.0,0.0,0.1213756042962322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455182428435712,0.1368852685559821,0.0,0.0,0.11412557833205045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413421060157267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942634599939815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287870767555117,0.13502069186431173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339088300381433,0.0,0.136918922860862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966932754434969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621774961617664,0.0,0.12459506189229193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273280410722847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089329691499694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803810772927945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728827164198723,0.11469218398502808,0.0,0.13137363769280475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132832469967297,0.08320612914149729,0.0,0.13525740640983647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265280107734502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227894282562996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474576107986826,0.0,0.0,0.14541756933039424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378075864917207
lonely,phoenix_c,2019/06/28,"would you please kindly participate in this survey for my thesis in psychology? Are you 18+ and have some experience with using online dating apps, or online dating websites? 

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lonely,TheCuriouskitten4,2019/06/28,"I get so lonely after seeing you I have my own life, I work, have friends. I plan events to go to. I am trying to have my own life, own hobbies.  
But every time after seeing you and hanging out with you I feel so lonely and depressed, like nothing else matters. It feels like there is this big hollow inside of me and I am reminded how empty it feels.  


I want you to be in my life, I want to share every single detail with you. I still see you once or twice per week and it feels like my feelings are escalating instead of getting used to the situation. You are there, next to me, but I still feel so far away. I want to stop existing when that happens, I just want to disappear.   


I don't want to feel this way any more. I genuinely want to be your friend, and it kills me to see you being closer friends with other people. I just want to be there, to be included.   
I have never felt this intense before. I become so empty like nothing matters any more. I cannot handle things any more. after a day or two I go back to dealing with life and managing things, Then I see you again. And this vicious cycle starts. I don't know how to handle this, how to make it less.  


I cannot stop seeing you it will break my heart, but seeing you also breaks my heart.",1.5545946822308672,3.4455848793774337,3.1870282101167327,91.28588602464336,79.58365758754863,5.528469520103762,20.046854734111548,6.42735559955562,0.10788469520103794,962,24,206,8,24,318,119,257,0.109,0.77,0.121,-0.1588,0,4,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,12,0,2,19,13,2,0,2,0,19,6,2,5,1,45,50,22,1,7,7,0,8,4,3,1,4,0,0,0,15,12,0,2,9,0,0,4,5,5,0,2,1,15,44,8,29,43,8,31,0,3,7,0,17,6,0,2,22,152,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131003713296741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819180660904668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377911409011046,0.06856701465791014,0.0,0.0,0.09848239220831664,0.07587797521783525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750793472005339,0.09193141213551438,0.07680287387660108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449094989786935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026087033909205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156128496147588,0.12740759732839713,0.0856181686729889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066799400545347,0.0,0.09317636118689072,0.0,0.10135589784307772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788536436422479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133618988080474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865452828503238,0.0,0.04900606376778698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25193653055344073,0.17425783605585374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059522352160313215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877419233302401,0.0,0.09483439758455413,0.0,0.0,0.17112400846347334,0.0,0.0,0.09496423227259912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061819961625495974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974043379775475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023196914305582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311571103731338,0.0,0.1424241928161554,0.14910194080224573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184825345677389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199634225099687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054127319303521,0.0,0.0871071351709314,0.0,0.0,0.0770151359029281,0.0,0.0,0.3681676695985532,0.07077980972761946,0.07152761820076424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491756881995138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-AlonelyOne-,2019/06/28,18 M lonely looking to talk to any females Please feel free to say hi I am new to reddit and I am looking for friends,-1.5138461538461527,0.4529333846153882,1.0142307692307675,99.36826923076923,99.76923076923076,2.6,21.884615384615387,3.1291,-0.43396923076923066,92,4,21,0,4,31,20,26,0.083,0.629,0.28800000000000003,0.7351,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,3,5,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474588499276421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839945888038601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28114184241368945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6111547974699849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514488934966644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39944383707318337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893813035671968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924823828660746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tummery,2019/06/28,have you ever. have you ever watch to porn just to see the pornstar smile?,0.532,2.9896492000000023,1.495000000000001,97.7025,90.33333333333334,3.0,14.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.3723333333333332,58,1,12,0,2,18,11,15,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9151545630111988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031031205532671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ghostly_boy,2019/06/28,"you're so close in my mind  and yet i can never reach you.

i think we were speaking the same  language when we first met. we made ourselves our little digital masks, our own colloquialisms and idioms. i found you through a mutual friend, completely on accident, and i waited on standby for you to answer me. 

you did, one day. you spoke, and i answered, and we began to realize we had an accent no one around us did. we left hints of our masks on the ground, bits of newspaper that fell off our papier mâché facades. 

you took your mask off first, showed me your face. i showed you mine. we were the same kind of soul, speaking the same language. maybe the dialect was different, maybe you knew slang that i didn't, maybe i was never fluent in anything, but we understood each other. snowflakes fell from my tongue and your voice was a blizzard. i found you in the heart of winter, and i showed you my storms just to hear you, just to feel your breath.

i still think about you, you know. i found that mask the other day, preserved in old drawings and a clip of your voice i saved years ago. you sent it when i was feeling low. i felt better after listening to you all those years ago.

i'm sorry to say i've been doing worse than ever. i miss the snow, and i miss you, and yet i can never reach you again.",3.085662805662807,4.7066739111969165,3.5257915057915064,91.75141570141571,74.36679536679537,6.6321750321750335,21.985842985842986,7.2636822038024595,0.5337742599742601,1009,25,216,11,21,314,136,259,0.07200000000000001,0.883,0.046,-0.3792,4,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,13,22,0,3,12,7,0,0,12,0,14,3,3,1,5,50,37,14,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,7,21,0,1,14,3,0,4,5,3,0,4,23,11,59,4,27,14,7,41,1,3,0,0,44,15,0,0,22,154,66,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240831836131676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401236237036858,0.11251839805572876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178615654853157,0.13799066623271133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325228125185234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302871075101108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205593276898886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433156532786268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781827715135044,0.0,0.1213590761306949,0.0,0.0,0.21502314186396013,0.0,0.4157569683123821,0.09765250751689593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245641537409728,0.1497787511367722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162100169057234,0.06946341782169925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373285992788088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266810523066049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959805905663032,0.0,0.0,0.3809424702797794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762297640934012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924509799449958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326303504050079,0.0,0.1712971235326193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051442246815426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148891821778006,0.0,0.0,0.10093925580705357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197769785896773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042955902612375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203769098175565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880736133485213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162788545391876
lonely,Centurious27,2019/06/28,Can't sleep... Just laying in bed wondering why I'm not good enough for any friends or a decent girl that won't abuse me,2.279615384615384,3.4073223461538475,3.0953846153846136,96.0246153846154,75.53846153846153,6.7384615384615385,20.69230769230769,7.1686216300943375,0.1478307692307692,95,2,23,1,2,30,25,26,0.086,0.682,0.23199999999999998,0.6202,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.4407656520619199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252976476725692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843810946221991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874105039071396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120205391906861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722741286586874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33567707560834714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40342406434466294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,moohooses,2019/06/28,"So, like, what's the point Everyday I'm constantly feeling worse and worse about myself. I hate myself so much, and I don't even know why. I have no direction in life, and I don't know what I'm doing. I have this ever growing want to just be at home alone and doing nothing. But, that only makes me more lonely. I just went on a vacation with my family, but I hated it. And I honestly shouldn't have because it was really fun. But, I still just wanted to be home all alone.   


It's weird. Like I'm pushing people away, but I also don't want to have no one. But, sometimes I feel no one understand me anyways, so it doesn't matter even if I do have friends. 

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I barely enjoy anything anymore and I feel guilty when I enjoy something. But, at the same time, I feel regret for not enjoying something I feel I should have enjoyed (or even regret for not doing something that I haven't had the chance to not do yet, if that makes sense. Like ""Pre-regret."" Like, for example, I will feel guilty knowing I won't enjoy something that I should enjoy that I haven't done yet. Or...I don't know, I just confused myself.)",2.1927973568281938,3.9979868149779776,3.703460352422909,88.7262037444934,77.32599118942731,6.3021145374449326,22.80374449339207,7.1686216300943375,0.796552599118943,865,26,178,10,20,286,105,227,0.196,0.598,0.207,0.695,0,4,4,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,0,19,20,2,1,4,0,28,1,0,2,2,49,50,20,0,10,16,0,6,4,1,5,1,0,2,0,12,7,0,0,11,0,0,3,15,7,0,2,4,6,30,13,14,39,4,17,0,3,0,0,1,6,0,4,12,132,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23820271525874265,0.0,0.09196240065153474,0.0,0.1245983089915992,0.13973294118055474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404530650938302,0.0,0.0,0.09463205479739832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804269308988328,0.0,0.0,0.07010060172525005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427001345562765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768101418911693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22786166970238744,0.10402062513158444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840816063147696,0.0,0.34887313195786546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884576056004352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270698327568164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307010821165981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527955643699635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812252001717231,0.22472529226365065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535216812994159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453542122060861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103419326375528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584877038994704,0.08745977401315677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972386928737236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108708556665998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366949519229585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541186989262774,0.1137341588194117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918360949511799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705519518359446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971507510111674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348317271501476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660260754070376,0.10376616261259053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343818561248359,0.0,0.0,0.13973294118055474,0.0
lonely,weebm22,2019/06/28,"Idk what to do anymore I feel like I’m drowning in my loneliness, everyday my heart feels like it’s breaking more and more I can’t handle this for much longer I try talking to people and I can talk to my friends but I had one close friend who I told all my problems but I can’t do that with other people so when I leave my room I just give people a fake smile and tell them nothing is wrong even though I’m hurting badly",0.4072527472527483,2.5288381318681346,1.963395604395608,97.1941043956044,85.26373626373626,4.519120879120879,20.089010989010987,5.6839178017228535,-0.23391956043956075,334,10,76,2,10,108,64,91,0.203,0.632,0.165,-0.584,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,0,1,12,13,8,1,1,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,2,15,4,6,11,4,6,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,4,50,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902979490120197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021561481284827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126737959763535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404522497533125,0.2741647740599373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964991112825541,0.0,0.0,0.1840731802100174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273841590467099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541641864054494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031780712957672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749023312669588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105724969773695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841184360289404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300259619137068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990858355431165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360763482696696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30845912455104624,0.1677155863715314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885256321142875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183353945559802,0.0,0.1302770386877859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979567293460016,0.0,0.0
lonely,theflash2284,2019/06/28,I feel alone again Recently I just feel like I have no close friends. My one friend who moved away stopped talking to me and I recently found out he pretty much hates me for no reason. We were great friends and we had a lot of great moments but now our friendship is over and there is no fixing it. The worst part is that now I only have one person I can actually talk about everything with. The problem there is that person is my crush who is already dating someone. I can talk to my crush about most everything exept how I have a crush on her. Every deep conversation turns painful when I'm reminded I can't date her. If I just don't do anything about it though then I'm just torturing myself. I need someone who I can actually talk to. All of my other friends aren't that type at all. I just feel like I am my only friend.,2.748968723584106,4.397782278106512,3.780579036348268,89.45823964497042,75.33136094674556,6.958748943364327,25.08918005071851,7.7094869923839395,1.1533428571428574,651,22,140,9,14,210,94,169,0.185,0.653,0.162,-0.5346,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,0,0,0,15,14,2,0,4,0,19,1,0,2,2,27,28,9,0,3,6,0,3,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,9,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,5,0,2,3,3,27,9,15,25,7,19,0,0,0,0,21,7,0,3,13,104,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.2264695159301421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017868383110307,0.12804901892226567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954880449740528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090199886177278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776564572190556,0.0,0.20857201327249011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601442442496334,0.16579281079069702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722788965900336,0.44824705530670783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558610135405013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145618915755047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337901760888627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864997165792153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332829692609752,0.08530008273302225,0.08603949752604652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725849373139922,0.17650177526565572,0.12347087808111913,0.0,0.0,0.1256560802633768,0.0,0.0,0.20263696383935093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805070338062144,0.0,0.11103113434237112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930471344489313,0.2291438318546832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663447826921127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701160047872094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730625529753539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400514366403415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621424908915832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ALLDaySKiiLL,2019/06/28,"ONLY person who I really think cares about me is gone. I lost my mother 3 weeks ago(unexpectedly) been depressed and lonely every night since. She could tell when I'm sad, depressed, angry or happy. Now she's gone and I feel like I have nobody. Just wish I could go back in time. Now I have all these family members and haven't seen in forever hug me just say the love because they feel like they have to. I'm 21 and don't ever feel like I will have people that care about me.

LSS (long story short): My mom passed away been very sad and lonely with no one to talk to.",1.2785897435897446,3.4276287606837634,2.634722222222224,93.53875,81.90598290598291,5.267521367521368,14.878205128205128,6.42735559955562,-0.6291589743589747,443,6,97,4,12,143,78,117,0.184,0.617,0.19899999999999998,0.4728,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,9,15,0,0,1,0,12,2,0,0,2,18,27,7,0,3,3,2,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,7,0,1,6,5,16,8,9,18,1,17,0,7,1,2,12,4,0,1,12,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180098872684746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029415109097724,0.12300465781685385,0.0,0.09751432629042524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32619379413688177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554410767360073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755584815140394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469920272255907,0.1347789970989383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080253932477874,0.0,0.24265218547651865,0.34284111662514344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091286527573432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028772008064505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23445521439385297,0.0,0.0,0.14156565638951768,0.0,0.0,0.17462274796047594,0.0,0.1443763562065065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735127841371105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501180819678486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839769897647514,0.12166202187297133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090089402219476,0.1396769108400731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247888056636828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721208488270325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232625754691724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857532002655636,0.13981810538136705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250031857700947,0.0,0.0,0.0932779751053964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319894304422779,0.0,0.0,0.12831578340015387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395401928267208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SweetGirl550,2019/06/28,"Anyone else gets this weird empty feeling? I don't know if it's just me but sometimes, I just feel empty. This can lead to me also being very lonely. I really do tend to overthink sometimes. It is a weird feeling. I don't know how to explain it.",-0.1477310924369739,2.158815235294121,2.2906442577030823,91.61647058823529,92.72549019607844,3.698599439775911,19.050420168067227,5.288315135182226,-0.18800504201680648,191,6,38,1,7,65,33,51,0.221,0.7190000000000001,0.06,-0.7929,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,12,14,4,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,13,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,27,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23417441150837898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475211620336292,0.300036846870455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24462018330613386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441878408377259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299052156393353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218611742345636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759308761571927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5792286743547894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416137320437613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sad_Me_Help,2019/06/28,"The only reason why I'm still here. My dog. I don't want him to worry about me to much. I don't want him to die not knowing what happened to me, or visiting my gravestone every day wondering if I was going to ever come back and play.",1.6608823529411758,2.746331509803923,4.190343137254903,87.72904411764708,77.0392156862745,6.668627450980392,22.553921568627448,7.1686216300943375,0.7224862745098037,181,5,40,2,4,64,38,51,0.209,0.745,0.046,-0.7611,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,11,3,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,9,1,6,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133608101212324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390197652429309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894813711061922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879747869973119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25099162637198497,0.23378428523555106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576951875639897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453698381424292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524927622781017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397572915334186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21103190731568836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852900622912486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159154304534012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32732337069029704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25037763312389405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009093254068093,0.0,0.28178888588839035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SheIsNormal,2019/06/28,"I don’t want to live this life  I’m 21, only had one boyfriend in my entire life and he cheated on me with one of my “friends” during our entire relationship. I only ever had FWBs ever since because nobody ever takes me seriously. I’m really into this guy now and apparently he wants to just be FWB but I actually like him. I just want to feel special to somebody but I don’t think that’s gonna happen any time soon.",1.764741379310344,3.6462406896551727,4.384583333333335,82.99687500000002,78.88505747126436,6.648850574712642,22.36925287356322,7.645422480735847,1.027897701149425,328,10,67,5,8,116,60,87,0.040999999999999995,0.795,0.16399999999999998,0.8613,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,16,15,4,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,1,11,3,9,11,0,9,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,7,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.19277988016526876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434047957306364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042438223009275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360846788343785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988699658948072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526263051370094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956051296643201,0.17469242935523105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790702022939159,0.09651273964235947,0.0,0.1744398866119111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26772939794564937,0.30049069469611195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655531093022684,0.0,0.0,0.21209430370132226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634150429388991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853268876036596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265817855959085,0.0,0.0,0.11519274095466192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495595581970378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,butterdtoastrox,2019/06/28,Seriously Is anyone fucking happy? Is miserable just bound to attract miserable? I swear to god no matter how hard I try I can’t find someone that’s interested in ME. Someone that wants to have a genuine conversation. I give up.,2.1982170542635617,5.094290255813952,4.7677906976744175,73.64455426356591,88.30232558139534,7.517829457364342,30.42248062015504,8.344100000000001,3.3081503875969,183,10,30,5,6,64,34,43,0.26899999999999996,0.488,0.242,-0.1013,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,2,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,7,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,5,3,5,7,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368501192606676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30959599490435075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31315337174764113,0.0,0.32494373726163256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605877747135124,0.3034384002556801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5740150577358163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229977597943862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997936090991637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway-iamnewhere,2019/06/28,"my post got buried 4 days ago I'm not angry. I don't want to look like an attention whore (even though that's what I am). I just don't know what to do. I was on a tangent about how society sucks and I just want 1 fully-understanding person to run away with sometimes.

I know things will be better someday. I am impatient because I will never be happy by myself.",0.7965789473684204,2.9020873421052684,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,83.47368421052632,5.905263157894738,20.026315789473685,7.1686216300943375,0.4724789473684217,282,8,61,4,8,96,56,76,0.163,0.695,0.142,-0.5525,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,2,0,10,1,0,1,1,12,18,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,1,10,3,8,12,0,7,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,4,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309347590791897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447665836806313,0.0,0.0,0.15881022869331515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23040826816784624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801348246314066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207062890228333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836118998552444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277327781449543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28634933511411576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727663593188346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877071076207008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092864773722932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22747552075192695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24950560320471546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25766038133516705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307753565390752,0.0,0.2559590208224221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712099181310977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073222235739429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BLOOD-EAGLE1,2019/06/28,"Is it weird to feel alone when actually not? It doesn’t matter who I’m with or how many people, i feel isolated and have no feelings towards anyone. Alone when I’m really not, why?",1.2712162162162173,3.5664857837837864,3.6445270270270282,85.4084121621622,83.05405405405406,6.943243243243244,20.06081081081081,8.07648339933343,1.0797081081081084,142,4,29,3,4,49,29,37,0.301,0.6990000000000001,0.0,-0.8241,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,8,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.2974122209464867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6313010229537352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131027464191561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623036409279353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089896348734641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21128961599064236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524390234117914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750081355460441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ReDraconic,2019/06/28,"Just need some advice I’ve been lonely for around 6 years (and I’m only 17 lmao) I’ve practically given up on trying to become friends with people I go to college with. I always find myself at home 24/7. I wanna get out the house more and away from family from time to time, but I don’t really know what to do outside of my house. I’m not interested in joining any types of clubs or playing sports. I just wanna spend time on my own and have fun by myself. I guess I’m just asking what things I can do to pass the time. Any advice is appreciated.",1.3266640316205525,3.2523798956521794,3.5707509881422936,88.08276679841896,80.47826086956522,5.920948616600791,17.41106719367589,6.980632752743323,0.00056521739130444,428,8,92,5,11,147,76,115,0.040999999999999995,0.8420000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.8595,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,20,17,5,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,2,3,1,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,11,4,23,15,3,15,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,3,5,58,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587886886584137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527550484892425,0.0,0.0,0.2496843035342173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342702793285688,0.17162452087491964,0.0,0.17248146543538226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275205237193653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306490495674534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779075179237338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418351074085944,0.0,0.0959140920502314,0.0,0.10433396187318107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223642649639392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414785666206807,0.0,0.0,0.4236582870007328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089194408043356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612383203095724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962249141537886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272727420208339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760742096720132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196381766917172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281928929964792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246402236770748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822088038318256
lonely,KrazePL,2019/06/28,"Why is my love so hopeless I want to write a full story of me and one girl for whom I developed feelings.


In the first class of middle school I met this girl who had similar interests to mine, at the time I didn't pay much attention to her. Everything changed at the end of the second class, I attended a graduation party at one of my classmates house and at the end of it she hugged me and everyone else goodbye. It was the most personal attention I've ever received, so I started to develop feelings for her, as we talked more and more I found out how wonderful of a person she really is (if I've made a list of best things a girl can have, she would have them all).

 A month ago I started massaging her regularly, that's when I realised my feelings, I started to talk to her about my problems, my loneliness, my lack of contact and that I value the life of someone I live over my own. She said it's very unhealthy to think that way and that I need to think about myself sometimes. I also started messaging her friends at that time (they were all my classmates so it wasn't hard) they all said that she isn't in love with anyone now and that she wants to have a relationship out of her own love.  I didn't want to tell her my feelings because of fear that I'd loose her and that would devastate me and leave me with no meaning in life.

A few days ago I accidentally told her my feelings while we were talking about our friend's relationships. She didn't seem surprised, she knew from the start that I developed feelings for her and was waiting for me to finally realise them myself.
After some talking I wanted to invite her over to my house as I was organising a small class meeting, she told me she isn't sure she can be there, so I told her that there's no sense for me to organise it if she can't come. She said that I need to stop worrying about her and go and focus on the others, I told her that I can only focus on her. She said that if I can't distance myself from her, then she will stop talking to me so it would be easier for me to forget about her. I was devastated I know if I loose her I will loose all sence in life so I quickly said that I don't want her to leave now, I want to have as much happy moments with her as I can. After that, she said that I should message her when I can finally think healthy.

Now she is offline, I keep messaging her about being sorry for falling for her , I know she will leave me one day, but I want to at least be happy with her for a little longer and keep that day as far as I can. I know it won't make a difference if she leaves me today or in 3 years it will still destroy me no matter what so I just want to be happy for a little longer.",6.242150469424003,4.722326312611017,6.9231889114437974,81.23974911190055,66.51332149200711,10.245343821365138,32.36291550367927,9.140100540675403,2.441141639177874,2106,69,465,31,28,700,211,563,0.094,0.813,0.09300000000000001,0.6701,0,0,0,0,0,1,40.0,3,0,4,2,26,17,1,1,21,0,43,7,0,3,6,84,96,39,0,21,8,0,7,0,2,9,3,6,0,5,32,22,0,5,19,0,1,5,13,4,0,5,25,13,117,13,79,57,17,64,0,1,0,4,88,23,0,10,35,359,149,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143427942952458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051577053158272934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04509677515005462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0393158773150166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768408114528528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822772041797806,0.05555718947569957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247828465107093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738410313795637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387774059812465,0.0,0.11424779506337193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833990058935001,0.0,0.06162824414712556,0.0579644249256465,0.0,0.0,0.07257540364905919,0.19566527129567385,0.0,0.0,0.14130340426210733,0.0,0.05485986606052375,0.0,0.07071602122335588,0.0996581751417356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0366542967942174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059700773916509,0.05777532792019632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883836779753576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465318339638304,0.0,0.0,0.10633517205926392,0.0,0.0,0.2731658213283153,0.0,0.0,0.1366653035599634,0.0,0.12928293209190395,0.05695073583832343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462920548408145,0.06102723124654572,0.04305126802491354,0.0,0.0,0.07025454120654899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147971783950657,0.0,0.0948232730585978,0.09564523862505514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111152370052268,0.04905175790897368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263002061817105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171351323717224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413174889167355,0.0,0.0,0.13848812788763154,0.0,0.0,0.3681001181317901,0.0,0.0,0.06527292102798535,0.0,0.058714309502992924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054646854458554016,0.0,0.06378772970018544,0.0721974670743736,0.2282513454048347,0.0,0.05150621468760189,0.10784230433675954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060786275070397376,0.0,0.0,0.2591953254564726,0.056371937198438464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04284796523336831,0.1239783969153928,0.0,0.0,0.07521572603628854,0.0,0.06113422250180959,0.2465129765885023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053215567922731376,0.3043290835263393,0.05119355080473174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819718544951076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994265260715912,0.0,0.0654983428233896,0.0,0.1374473251161898,0.0,0.0,0.04153300765196685
lonely,lazybearcat,2019/05/20,"I'm too quiet I always see my coworkers chatting. Whenever it's my shift, they never talk to me. All I do is wave hi and bye to them. And they do it back. But when they left their shift they never said bye to me. 

I work in customer service. I'll only talk if I have to. But I'm horrible with small talk. 

I wish I can be good at talking because I sometimes feel left out when I'm at work.",-0.8640697674418618,1.0648116627906994,1.8965581395348856,96.78274418604653,89.34883720930233,4.835348837209303,19.06511627906977,6.2581,-0.14242883720930255,297,9,72,3,10,103,53,86,0.044000000000000004,0.8859999999999999,0.07,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,6,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,12,13,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,17,1,9,11,1,12,0,0,1,0,15,7,0,1,7,46,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136043234393105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911570538138402,0.0,0.11821436527418094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805387980656816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265438099211527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.421398324802766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991325275845521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474880588402218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446628009697352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545324445150073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179594845027964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6234755620049423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300320841442076,0.0,0.0,0.2823581897076175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Brandito128,2019/05/20,"I always feel lonely in some way. I'm a 16 year old male in the US, and have many good friends. I know there's a difference between being alone and being lonely, but 99% of the time I feel lonely. 

When I'm with my friends, I always feel like I'm missing something. I see many of my friends with girlfriends, and even though I've tried to give up on getting one, I still want one. I don't need one, but it's always in the back of my mind.

When I'm not with my friends or messaging them, I feel lonely because I'm not interacting with anyone.

And even if I'm with my friends and don't really focus on the whole girlfriend thing, loneliness is still there, but I don't know what it is that I'm missing.

Even with friends, why do I always feel lonely? And how do I stop being lonely?",4.14709090909091,4.0367521030303015,5.076515151515153,88.05477272727276,70.39393939393939,7.8121212121212125,27.40909090909091,7.1686216300943375,1.1699818181818182,607,18,137,5,10,199,77,165,0.17,0.665,0.165,0.4039,0,13,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,0,12,16,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,1,0,32,32,15,0,3,7,0,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,12,0,1,7,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,0,6,18,8,17,29,2,16,0,8,1,0,14,6,0,3,10,87,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100025811760855,0.0,0.0,0.3888464299973057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168999062172866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983477059991593,0.0,0.07121825537329693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220620928010323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23149459752504825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953628451250472,0.08346310784993909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415736734357454,0.0,0.061038657394671826,0.11207362247632337,0.0,0.09799114698298038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841301370778324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707705376053378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368938063836765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796461744185298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866276870163774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259303917598205,0.0,0.2375003335794684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484404973284244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309808559563723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994115354186465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660057978827985,0.09767479825976896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761641195911041,0.0,0.11478451394483508,0.0,0.06812429418806769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931964686311055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053165470675294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890914011164008,0.09273391880497824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054205653899352,0.13043610472098904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523444845650447
lonely,maloneySun,2019/05/20,"My story on how i failed at socializing, if youre in junior/high school, dont make my mistakes. Growing up i was always the queit kid, but it never really became a problem until middle school, where i noticed other people were hanging outside of school, and this was when facebook was just becoming popular, so theyd post pictures of them doing fun things and i started getting depressed, feeling like i waa missing out. I wondered why i didnt get invited. But i chose to ignore it, i told myself ""well those people arent my true friends, ill find my people in highschool."" And i did nothing to fix the real problem, my socializing skills. High school came quicker than it shouldve, and i still was not aware that i needed to really work on myself. So the friendships i thought would magically apear, never happened. I became the guy who knew a lot of people (even the popular kids cause i was in football), but didnt have a true relationship with anyone. I never had deep conversations late at night, never got to party, or go to concerts or anything. I had 1 girlfriend i sheepily asked out over text, then broke up with over text cause she got fat ( no offense but i still had standards lmao)  Instead my depression got worse, and my social skills became non existent. And so when junior year came around, i was desperatly trying to make friends. But my aproach was terrible, i did anything to be liked, because for so long i felt unliked. I would lie about the music i like, in hopes that people would like me. Id lie about my families wealth, saying i had money when i didnt. I became a liar, and a pretty terrible one, because everyone saw through it. By senior year i was one of the most hated kids in school. People i tried to become friends with would talk behind my back, and even though i knew about it, i still tried to become friends with them...cause i was desperate. I wanted nothing more than to be like the popular guy who had so many friends. So my lesson in all this as a 20 year old who is currently doing what i shoupdve done in middle school, is start working on socializing now. Dont think that friendships are going to magically apear in your life, cause youre only getting behind. Start googling how to socialize, read body language, and make others feel good. Learn how to conversate. Accept social tensions when they arrise. Dont try to please everyone, and become a liar in doing so. Out of all this, that is what i regret most. Lieing to feel accepted will ruin you. Ive been through hell socially, litteraly theres so much that has happened that i could write a book on the shit ive seen, and im sure some of you could too. But at 19 i decided i wanted to build a life ill love, with people who genuinly love me.. im not there yet, but im still learning, finding new ways to interact and meet people. I used to think social anxeity was the absolute worst disease in the world... now i see it as an advantage. Us socially awkward freaks see things differently. We all have a gift of being stuck inside our heads to much. Thank god, for being socially awkward. Its a gift.",4.572784376427592,6.010714787269684,5.296565783462772,81.25525525354044,70.30653266331659,8.040338053905892,28.81106289020861,8.507472789574589,2.153415745393635,2436,91,453,39,44,789,281,597,0.168,0.6609999999999999,0.172,0.4437,3,0,0,0,0,0,86.0,3,5,3,7,37,52,6,4,23,0,51,10,4,10,10,97,96,42,0,15,13,0,4,5,6,5,5,2,0,5,27,24,1,1,18,3,2,6,14,25,1,2,36,10,69,27,71,48,11,70,1,7,4,2,49,31,2,9,36,314,96,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040812609499320494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03429612752027443,0.0,0.0807261219731817,0.043663915128330066,0.0458540952999622,0.0,0.0,0.03771557230941593,0.0,0.05979950173734942,0.21668260186436625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448226457490208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219773720511664,0.0,0.2015469034136828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783231023233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449148202574489,0.0,0.0,0.051245655290628425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019404854780537,0.1724548173832513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479266453208017,0.0,0.0,0.09373664139343077,0.0,0.0,0.046238932551771465,0.0,0.07440178453245118,0.03504054007442309,0.047094630671854085,0.0,0.08965960206522143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894752713318276,0.0,0.0768780689681162,0.0,0.05575123422185296,0.041139885648271035,0.11768664504536452,0.0,0.0,0.09713223414214027,0.08674755094670071,0.0,0.0,0.0484256287544458,0.050338316425452265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364570014860452,0.0,0.048716619514085326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894366887357564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055329289483664126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928936955238647,0.119814061634385,0.0,0.0,0.043406728207305435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041699616150232564,0.08853708467502265,0.0,0.0982215539700399,0.04972788055588742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721131622801533,0.03636913382029265,0.1513181250138391,0.047371728009497176,0.0,0.04602906488174836,0.0,0.0941274743735204,0.05584249155096465,0.05146856392904441,0.0,0.06647360069906852,0.03730389454106573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720346212515446,0.0,0.0,0.053840957120783586,0.0,0.0,0.04697528262216665,0.0499003591638801,0.0,0.09386633579291044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04906216788791379,0.05582838017939303,0.06284395564830847,0.0,0.0,0.052660156721566966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039005649632950376,0.0,0.2978405993441254,0.07817123716579596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034798541475476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999917113144337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041511800694991,0.0,0.15668204222008428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622800265340708,0.0,0.0,0.03942364350859112,0.0,0.045157632184456765,0.0,0.0,0.06517181216342939,0.06285710225356488,0.048190289870809117,0.038939343466314516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046868320696715385,0.0,0.1332039190102093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058999780925130724,0.042362496625500776,0.0,0.0,0.05786061764959119,0.03893272946397368,0.0,0.0,0.044100846745281606,0.0,0.0442589982732959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319143386505497,0.07141635881905513,0.0,0.0499850139213991,0.13937170965685647,0.0,0.0,0.09475763989727302
lonely,ahahaajhahaj,2019/05/20,"Im too unattractive for any guy to like me. [what I looked like in high school vs now](https://imgur.com/a/ah00pu6)



In high school something bad happened to me. It was by some older guys when I was 16. It made me an outcast. I was ridiculed a lot for my looks from this group of guys in my grade. Everyday in class they would pick apart my looks. They said I looked 40, that I was gross, that I have wrinkles, and that no one would ever want me. They would also say that I’m a slut. 

I had to switch schools my senior year. At 18 I had no confidence. During high school I talked to this one boy who was two years my senior. At first he acted super interested in me, but after what happened to me sophomore he said I was gross. He would only hookup with me drunk. It was like I was filth to him.

When I was 15 a random girl at a party took a photo of me squinting my face because of the camera flash. She posted it on Twitter she was a popular senior from our school. Her friends all liked it 35 of them and all laughed calling me trashy, ugly, and look like a 40 year old.  


Why else would people treat me this way unless I’m horribly ugly. It’s been a couple years since high school I’m suicidal over my looks. I want a lot of plastic surgery. I barely leave the house. I must be so horribly ugly everyone will treat me this way.


.

Are most guys like this? Why did he act this way towards me? Am I ugly? Do people treat me this way because I’m ugly?",1.180390189520626,3.2357674682274262,2.4254280936454857,95.42518784838352,81.67558528428094,5.190680044593089,19.66566332218505,6.2581,-0.1022857079152728,1119,29,250,9,30,358,151,299,0.174,0.6709999999999999,0.155,-0.9066,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,1,0,4,2,6,19,1,0,12,0,26,3,1,2,4,25,44,9,1,8,3,0,0,6,1,7,0,3,0,6,20,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,5,0,4,18,9,45,14,30,18,6,39,0,0,6,1,27,16,0,5,21,155,65,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060225316107115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051533861333012514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632741939377584,0.09239111598651216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738114814629703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385053237940596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330552591778592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685484960542073,0.0,0.07241224973081548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445950840153894,0.0,0.0,0.058548420176086524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30014148111372924,0.13402625119293754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202682840399676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744140943519653,0.0,0.0,0.08185677427391451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024142154986205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22213740001844187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818230779990232,0.0,0.0,0.12885304928629127,0.0,0.07170606871186037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951969366757355,0.0,0.10270269774493536,0.05763506964372558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507437986184964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257750749005087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417068044574,0.06026430646856605,0.0,0.4601681378610613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626870485300104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834012294523884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289240810642325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060910113198120376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419577782558701,0.0,0.0,0.07402728802287976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939551135048575,0.24060657490936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676161587015162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691641948937557,0.0,0.0,0.1952026096986485
lonely,TheHunterAmanou,2019/05/20,"Sometimes I feel so lonely, it hurts The title says it all. I feel absolutely fine during the day, but at night I can feel so deeply depressed and lonely that it becomes so painful and almost unbearable. Is it so wrong to just want someone to love and be intimate with?

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There is absolutely nothing wrong with me. I always come across as confident, I look good, I am the only one in my big family that managed to get into medical school, which I consider a big achievement, and I live with my parents with a beautiful home with my own car and money in my pocket. But I still feel like something is missing, like there's this massive hole in my soul and I don't know how to fill it...

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I have never been with a girl and I have no idea how I would even go about meeting someone that I would be able to get along with. I've spent my whole life either in a classroom or at my desk, studying or playing video games. I feel like I've missed out on so much in my life. But maybe it's not too late for 20 year old me to catch up and live a different life?

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I hope I'm making sense. I just wanted to vent, because I don't feel like I could talk to anyone in my family about this. Please, I'd like to hear back from any of you with similar thoughts and experiences. What can I do?",3.5777819548872185,4.566301815789477,4.509097744360903,87.6701127819549,72.19548872180451,7.554887218045112,26.406015037593985,7.85451343220497,1.3406120300751874,1017,33,218,13,19,330,148,266,0.13,0.706,0.16399999999999998,0.8449,2,4,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,1,17,19,0,0,8,0,17,6,0,3,2,51,40,22,0,6,9,1,6,5,0,2,5,2,1,1,13,21,0,0,9,3,2,5,5,9,0,1,3,9,32,10,37,32,5,28,1,6,1,1,9,15,0,4,13,145,45,5,0.0917474874627758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187185579686404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634125930701051,0.29822509300266664,0.3344497185906169,0.062391437630090335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415197646931058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054815462445166,0.0,0.05592841678791729,0.10132789166863193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903233657144974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325290317802534,0.0,0.0,0.059169539333227474,0.0,0.07902197651277848,0.0,0.0,0.09585659694131232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605983501780011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974664770115881,0.17298273172524906,0.0,0.2783417181883822,0.19663327012626552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586855092280423,0.0,0.05214221144677378,0.07695343955371707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340608637483156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203021055804356,0.0911259566224913,0.0,0.0,0.0982175828955716,0.10357174580291778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042201970545802,0.0,0.10349516209727727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441189107153573,0.22411594014857125,0.0,0.16202942464304446,0.0,0.07704478227355509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280568949622277,0.0,0.06124216031231872,0.0,0.09217268285683013,0.0,0.0,0.09242594129352197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067444959886348,0.0,0.07076131838448392,0.0,0.0,0.08609880183856577,0.0,0.0880341886639538,0.0,0.09627355450359147,0.0,0.06217047194841529,0.06977809851556509,0.09762579533922797,0.0,0.10187472724429666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071118998072906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296128450490384,0.0,0.092853355476914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547469679071946,0.07063169822553042,0.09074061107786514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326966200283377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374315508952213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283725675164572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082300904019571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243279326052086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034956545908447,0.2006229495573456,0.3344497185906169,0.05908237386649245
lonely,toxic-redhead,2019/05/20,"Boyfriend the only thing that keeps me going Hey everyone,  I’m 21f and I have few people in my life. I used to have a social group, a group of friends I used to feel I belong to but not anymore. My boyfriend of 4 and a half years is probably the only thing that keeps me going at this point. Without my relationship I’m not sure what I would do, I genuinely don’t think I would be capable of living on. I have few close connections, I have my bf who is basically the male version of me and everything I could hope for and I have a close friend like connection with my mum but that’s literally it.  I hate social anxiety for this.",1.8484358974359016,3.766266638461541,3.7934615384615378,87.16070512820515,78.76923076923076,7.717948717948719,23.91025641025641,8.59863814320734,1.5782564102564105,493,17,107,11,12,167,74,130,0.075,0.7929999999999999,0.132,0.8078,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,7,0,13,1,0,2,1,23,25,6,0,4,5,1,1,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,10,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,20,5,14,21,3,9,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,1,2,75,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105894207154528,0.0,0.16990290064234134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678467356479554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370311585891364,0.15397091221105302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866242824745896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647220283052049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472963015158845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691425294673583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015891096622604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30455327139166577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100802336214635,0.0836980498626456,0.0,0.15127824970860027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605923864676787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187713642668934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195229481605886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847113878468743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393301933566772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492772936135493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146659325106186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22763411529854385,0.1097746125720699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29593006918394665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514587625079274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24340090272329945,0.0,0.0,0.11032413559256328
lonely,Quiet_strawberry,2019/05/20,"I’m jealous of other people’s relationships... I see people in relationships being super happy and I just envy them. 
I’m not a very happy person. I get really sad about life often. And if I had someone than I maybe wouldn’t feel as bad as often? Or feel really good more often?

I have only one really close friend (who is also my crush) and she’s just found a girlfriend. So now I see her everyday at school hugging this other girl. 
I’m happy for them but I also REALLY envy them and I’m jealous of their relationship.

I know I’ll find someone eventually, when I least expect it, but now it feels horrible. 
I don’t think I’ll find anyone for like four years since I’m going to an IT school and not many girls go to those kinds of schools... (and I won’t have much time for activities outside of school- like clubs etc.)

I feel like shit. I try to distract myself, but I always end up feeling lonely and sad. Falling asleep is the worst since I’m alone with my thoughts...

Is there anything I can do to not feel like this? Is there a way to feel love without having a girlfriend or close friends?",1.7977518427518433,3.9654669324324345,3.6004095004095014,87.222457002457,80.12612612612612,6.018345618345619,20.9017199017199,7.1686216300943375,0.6249027027027032,857,24,173,11,22,287,124,222,0.18600000000000005,0.6509999999999999,0.163,-0.8181,0,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,4,1,14,23,3,1,6,0,14,5,2,0,0,40,37,19,0,3,12,0,7,4,4,2,1,0,0,3,9,10,0,0,13,1,0,3,7,9,0,2,3,9,25,14,21,31,5,16,0,3,2,2,18,5,1,6,11,111,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253512447768494,0.0,0.15834204388189932,0.08237671911353342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069223764372788,0.0,0.08146934435814925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266165588311984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768545443950497,0.0,0.1104122261716928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35040497588163183,0.14145259333860147,0.0,0.0,0.18097014490781088,0.0,0.0,0.10854942896156808,0.15297577289903375,0.0,0.05172390895092361,0.0,0.11252903987437653,0.08303729768778771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161650485597368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030942521362116,0.05440833164291454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992729701914538,0.19346744885345585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935222036619463,0.0,0.0,0.10037142194330606,0.0994597583870434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277708760131776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670856041849458,0.07529468172088845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726958321770655,0.08644380870507858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536901681089641,0.0,0.0,0.31886990260689385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007769770792033,0.15778187490979706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162304991825097,0.16378921362517565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776636307877554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343580966954311,0.0,0.07859569379515909,0.05772824862686336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721514475390603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168614989852085,0.0,0.07858234400401043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543338052482156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375336431100599
lonely,suikah,2019/05/20,"i feel expendable hi, 18 yr old college student here,,, i keep disassociating and feel so disconnected w everyone around me,,, i realize i’m v lucky to have a loving family and i love my parents a lot, but in terms of friends, i feel expendable. 

it’s not that i don’t have close friends necessarily, it just feels like i’m not a priority. they could definitely drop me out of their lives at any moment, and they wouldn’t care. _(:3」∠)_ my friends now def value their other friends and their own well-being over me, and i just wish i wasn’t the third wheel or fourth or tenth wheel of the friend group all the time lmaooo

anyone else in the same boat?? i’m always here to talk and want to make some friends!! i love nintendo games, youtube, anime & netflix, so hmu if you’re down to talk about those things or just want to strike up a friendly convo :-)",3.0834065934065933,4.815286491124262,3.9900464919695686,87.95646449704144,74.62130177514793,7.4321217244294155,24.497464074387153,8.192908349453996,1.2281949281487743,663,21,144,11,14,213,110,169,0.022000000000000002,0.638,0.34,0.9964,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,5,0,10,13,0,0,8,0,6,3,0,1,1,36,22,13,0,6,10,1,4,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,4,19,13,17,19,6,15,0,0,0,3,21,9,0,7,6,84,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549073793593768,0.13736558455826586,0.0,0.08621443838139377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864720596998353,0.12990062645649367,0.0,0.11286067430058308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926019602934305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012231509192574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059080422515204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211432887229866,0.0,0.0,0.119516472386742,0.0,0.2564141899726549,0.09057133262175338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6856469364262292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126874851897382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193808203870733,0.0,0.1119486613666624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778343588656387,0.3432704687954433,0.0,0.08462633106635464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303380636487547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077368190645415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380119266394167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422669662738609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392617250274322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955572133622427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399003699670095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457902205391788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Flak-Jakket,2019/05/20,"Just turned 46. Still so alone (casting into the void) I'm a single dad. I haven't been in a relationship in almost 6 years now and so I've put all my energy into my kiddo. She's now 18 and finishing up high school + working a bit so I have more and more free time on my hands.

I met someone recently I really really liked. Ticked all the boxes as they say but she says she's not in a place to be in any relationship (I hear this excuse many times in life - I think its code for ""yes, but not you stupid""). Still we text back and forth all day nearly every day. I feel like I need to cut that off as its difficult to meet someone, anyone let alone someone who is the type of person I'd like to meet. That will probably happen this week.

So that brings me back to where I'm at. All my friends are long gone and my orbit is small so I am almost never in a place to meet people. I'm so used to existing on my own that I never expect any type of conversation to happen. I think a few times someone said something and I heard it but didn't know it was directed at me so I didn't answer. My excursions out of the house are always done with headphones on.

So here I am, alone a Middle aged, chubby geek. I'm trying to get my mind right and back to where I was when I stopped thinking about loneliness. It takes time. Time I have a lot of. Quite frankly I'm bored and tired of my singularity.

Thats all I got. Fuck it",0.32927117940199224,2.346188126245849,2.5442182308970094,93.57536389119602,84.68106312292359,5.755855481727576,17.379671926910298,7.04035,-0.052374667774087065,1090,24,253,15,32,369,162,301,0.12300000000000001,0.815,0.062,-0.9598,0,3,1,0,1,0,32.0,1,1,1,2,21,11,3,0,12,1,18,4,1,1,7,40,43,22,0,2,6,1,2,3,1,1,2,5,0,1,14,13,0,1,6,0,1,3,7,6,0,0,11,7,35,6,37,29,12,52,0,0,0,1,23,25,1,3,27,162,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984910528976528,0.3079478647285568,0.0,0.0,0.08246843828258928,0.0,0.0,0.1347979970533869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930083889354476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286311303380432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820373491088564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783701885471538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142514398367243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350544063255234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050113588676812516,0.07080504412647932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657304892580241,0.09162668540001664,0.05178149893508844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926826163672306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528737170145578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117054988306144,0.0,0.0,0.10471639930427944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436099048761685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054468910493610516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134789271775993,0.07000515486109314,0.14526214327137507,0.0,0.0,0.08771027214696712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426077781060222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004831766176444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000740346064138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348968136673474,0.15288129829028313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871121036068545,0.0865400562176012,0.20710016891502112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685861111977192,0.0,0.0,0.09963410683607024,0.0,0.10541693579278466,0.0,0.0,0.1269863148030903,0.0,0.09786032969948172,0.21281662397089948,0.0,0.08464040299534265,0.09427742485822768,0.1576343707932141,0.0,0.10030580167251724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359063120828633,0.07630062562213619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583006267833989,0.08286138126155285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451927001258822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051931944856987,0.0,0.0,0.2889626195530479,0.11391371727266004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728998285490274,0.10780449928471518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560023437155306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950100730513153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215411672873498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382434802657569
lonely,brooke0274,2019/05/20,Lonely I need a British man to read me bedtime stories and / or pretend they are Mr. Darcy,6.1483333333333325,5.748203833333335,6.507777777777778,80.465,66.22222222222223,7.2,40.22222222222222,3.1291,2.6551555555555555,71,4,13,0,1,23,18,18,0.218,0.782,0.0,-0.4404,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5955107298829675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8033473536361809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,T_Cadwallader,2019/05/20,"How can life be so boring for some, but the opposite for others? I guess I know the answer, but I don’t know how to change it..

I’m 25 and I’m on the house a bunch. I don’t really leave because I don’t feel I have a reason to. I only have like 2 irl friends and I’d see/talk to them enough I suppose, but I still feel alone. It seems it’s even becoming hard to make online buddies.

All I want is someone to game and watch movies with at this point and it feels like I won’t even find that. I’m just home all day, bored and alone. Jesus.",-0.7777240940877306,0.9924531983471104,1.4978512396694228,100.90174189446914,87.26446280991733,4.714812460267005,15.092816274634455,5.8734145424116955,-0.98032409408773,411,7,107,3,13,138,75,121,0.11599999999999999,0.7759999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.2766,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,4,2,27,21,11,0,1,4,0,4,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,9,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,5,12,3,10,19,5,5,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,3,4,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793976872287733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116528253635391,0.2022861729813445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937593225185712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812324792002968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925356277910965,0.0,0.24195131556824825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778340693079375,0.1308497625534586,0.0,0.0,0.16740520574103862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150920168960882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017717319000659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640756620260138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372472560007927,0.0,0.0,0.21134240696118428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201320233397584,0.0,0.0,0.1939403227586684,0.0,0.0,0.12937154413362573,0.17896575203609044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222609296481003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139301669798766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731456962455592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733718511524165,0.18831930469507005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595505377385234,0.16674226783118365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519113686920644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627206071413948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721731974264607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080326967644507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,unanny1029,2019/05/20,"I feel like my days consist of a series of up and down moods. Wish I could stay consistently happy but life doesn’t really let that happen. Being in my 22 year old, I’m just stressing about my career, dating life, etc. I think as time progresses it will be harder to find a genuine person. Ughhhhh Just wanna escape to my own personal paradise",4.3911940298507455,5.861629910447763,6.0151044776119456,75.80414925373138,70.7910447761194,8.345074626865673,25.34029850746269,8.841846274778883,2.0154800000000006,272,8,48,5,5,93,56,67,0.046,0.76,0.19399999999999998,0.8608,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,10,11,3,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,10,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517491712420575,0.0,0.0,0.14957379253187966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586600234563272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726931029723435,0.1656887664506729,0.0,0.0,0.21197716751928986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509236841738926,0.2468907104223653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371611731049104,0.32763393900026083,0.1133078658803919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433684769206963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050195954303179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485784389757364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472034295226402,0.0,0.0,0.2656717092407914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860952075705766,0.0,0.0,0.13523855701177226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667047188384459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935344825365324
lonely,Shizzleupdizzleup,2019/05/20,"Life is hard I decided I would type everything that's going wrong in my life here but when I started to do that I realised it would take a shit load of time to type all that

I'm just alone as fuck and I don't like being alone all the time.  

Life is hard, and I don't know what I will do if it gets harder.",1.4494285714285695,1.9093165142857167,3.1871428571428595,97.14785714285715,76.71428571428571,6.742857142857144,19.714285714285715,6.742157984588678,-0.18320000000000025,236,4,63,2,5,79,45,70,0.307,0.693,0.0,-0.9646,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,0,10,5,1,0,2,11,17,6,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,8,1,5,13,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,5,40,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468987556125063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938999708926489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199455117454345,0.11271918117490072,0.0,0.12261429472656843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865348242964343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856920167616715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571665882358682,0.10540334663921956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214617419219003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270721407821086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221529446453312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25160824260421377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306521714235218,0.23588605837180965,0.0,0.0
lonely,justanothergabby,2019/05/20,"I agreed to be someone’s girlfriend when I’m in love with someone else. What do I do? I just couldn’t take the loneliness anymore, and he’s an attractive, smart guy with good morals, so I went for it. But I can’t fall out of love with the other guy. I don’t want to break his heart, though.",0.6414285714285732,2.380827666666672,1.9907142857142863,99.49178571428571,81.85714285714286,5.469841269841268,20.02380952380953,6.42735559955562,-0.1765428571428571,225,6,56,2,6,72,45,63,0.042,0.6509999999999999,0.307,0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,6,3,1,0,0,9,12,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,7,5,9,9,0,6,1,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,1,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435681147618165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516636668643384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599670525927505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4863630487167935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910358794366722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433251927884882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161903025493287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846598079088401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412996726278769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486059467916096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276726411818338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alienq9,2019/05/20,"Got a gf but I want to break her heart So I met this girl few weeks back and seems like she's falling for me lol 

But I'm in no mood to get on with her. 

I'd just play around with her and have a breakup. 

Why?  Just coz I'm too broken mentally after all wht has happened with me.",-2.272569444444444,-0.4845088124999979,0.08958333333333357,107.08597222222224,98.0625,3.469444444444445,13.361111111111107,5.033348758259628,-1.5875847222222226,212,4,59,1,9,70,49,64,0.128,0.7070000000000001,0.166,0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,1,1,14,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,8,2,10,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076808115491637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26576540060818105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805755513900723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764290402393956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30563632231258503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095689993716184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885562190345424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483101625838122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146453331087503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385943109819046,0.0,0.2772406849053639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118741062742058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FeggingLomp,2019/05/20,"Im leaving this subreddit I thought u would have some people to get me to sympathize with, but all i found was ""nobody loves me uwu im such an out cast"" and ""my mom grounded me from my x box and now im depressed"" downvote if you want.

but befor you do, i havent seen every single post on this subreddit so there probably are some good post, but the majority is not.

I know people are actually going through something on this subreddit, its just the way you say stuff can make a difference on how people think about you.",2.705047619047619,4.510564457142864,4.243809523809528,85.4161904761905,75.85714285714286,7.7142857142857135,25.952380952380953,8.515128840125781,1.7868095238095232,408,15,84,8,9,136,74,105,0.042,0.8590000000000001,0.099,0.7096,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,2,1,21,19,8,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,2,13,2,10,14,5,10,0,1,1,1,7,5,0,3,1,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.16379947767670633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282980998880784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457080399017885,0.0,0.0,0.17536976293331616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142266907934567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404121001859464,0.0,0.0,0.08769581637863723,0.0,0.09539424048026687,0.1407864130593022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5439273509535534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224714755708406,0.0,0.0,0.17773118249327532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514931115838919,0.0,0.11204260821058563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965864000994509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34910262222216776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215119069296565,0.0,0.1809729986955952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348276044860025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922077946260152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215054437233528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755287505220727,0.0,0.1332558515202628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900354227921927,0.13323321748395328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192373457979942,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Santa69XD,2019/05/20,"im scared im just gonna be honest...

Backstory: im english but have been living in spain for 4 years now and im lonely, i joined a public school in grade/year 6 near the end of the year, and was suprisingly liked eventhough i couldnt communicate properly for the first months til summer. however when the next year came around i was lonely, i bugged and practacly begged for attention doing random stupid and weird things, like pretend to be snorting coke(using chalk) making weird sounds and saying dumb things just to feel noticed. i ended up playing football each break but i never got passed too or even spoke too. i ended up hanging around some people who hung out right next to where we played and i would just say random things every so often, i even remember one time they were openly trying to ditch me in grade/year 8 but i chased after them, in like a tig type style. Even though i hung out with them every break that year they would openly leave me out in discussions and go places without even telling me (it was only a group of 7 at the time). skip foward a year  now grade 9 someone new joins and we all start to gather a common interest... anime. i had alot of knowledge cause i would watch it all the time, they never knew cause im left out of discussions. i thought it was finally my chance but no... my spanish wasnt good enough and it was hard translating, especially with my accent they would still leave me out of convos. (btw this group wasnt in my class so i was still a weird kid during class). i would carry on saying random stuff but my spanish got a bit better and was participating in convos at least a quarter of the time.move on to my current year some of them are in my class however im still left out of convos as the group begins to expand,, dont get me wrong my spanish is ok and i would still talk but  never anything personal just random stuff like piss out a golf ball or shit out a pineapple. ive never had anyone to talk too about my deppression, anxiety, lonliness or how i am and for all know they wont even care.i have never been out with friends outside of school, and am always left out, i cant find a different group as this is the only one who would accept me, i cant find another for my weird reputation. every so often i make one laugh but thats about all do, they literally say right infront of me how they have plans to do something but if i ever confront them about it they change the situation or lie, they all went to see the new detective pikachu movie and i wasnt even invited ( they told me spoilers today) and its not just small things like this they all go to eachothers birthday party and i dont even get a text on mine even though they all know when it is, you cant really forget it cause its on christmas, i dont want a party just to atleast be noticed by them. i finish school this year but cant go into college(english college, i dont want to live in spain) and am looking for work eventhough i look really young for 15, im really scared about what to do when i finish and doubt i will have any actual friends that i could go eat a kebab with or just text. i missed out alot of things if you want to know something just ask. thankyou for reading my first ever reddit post, i  just had to get it off my chest.",4.1585063007191385,5.135828773899854,4.7337444745002335,86.64030398495747,70.82094081942337,7.6120736293461775,24.79649666820611,7.818819491935897,1.143796701194168,2578,69,533,31,46,823,276,659,0.092,0.816,0.091,0.815,4,4,3,0,0,0,61.0,2,2,17,5,47,32,5,3,27,1,54,4,3,7,14,126,86,47,0,14,27,0,2,5,2,10,0,6,0,2,27,42,1,0,12,6,0,8,21,16,0,6,24,13,76,16,82,47,15,102,0,3,4,0,45,43,3,18,53,365,103,12,0.0,0.0,0.04936822321117485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04209466059979043,0.0,0.0,0.03440271244163856,0.05304768314742322,0.03870096138378611,0.0,0.0,0.035373475638138765,0.0,0.04163099036898076,0.09007106922754897,0.04729451516190091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04474245465251615,0.05523082031814145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057861108682507774,0.051579543260204315,0.15590858924885045,0.053517166094927904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04039173738053755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285544083400925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371628799890932,0.0,0.0,0.051765865216494615,0.0,0.0,0.13442230343316566,0.05227265569291879,0.0,0.2673120152122989,0.09152251110471303,0.12787194428072565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025579658724218662,0.0,0.0,0.05541851398043563,0.09247608924664824,0.08606310003969951,0.0,0.0,0.0781709117511761,0.0,0.07929304841029615,0.0,0.1150051080476682,0.04243221751128145,0.08092236592378163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04531841019386213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825186965873889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340828375864724,0.0,0.0,0.1071343182941278,0.16489748325119544,0.0,0.0,0.12357779425169516,0.0,0.08934321622988912,0.0,0.08496516798989265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753799914087281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04038019434415895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950893729044778,0.09771964287745777,0.10760538235015048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519335605941387,0.0,0.0,0.10284261511089617,0.07695145196646548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03507250943230842,0.04417295113900306,0.05285544083400925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484509224677795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05060336329550437,0.0,0.09722711986137053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730823765468197,0.08640660866911637,0.0,0.16092375399820716,0.10129817624868194,0.15359834982418685,0.04031341952313403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051929572353186265,0.0,0.05686491208915353,0.0,0.0,0.042864465772964135,0.07789280374413446,0.0,0.0,0.035807630941169594,0.0,0.16160391286536807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582614424992413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081324125727805,0.044217604042164786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804765410421316,0.0,0.0994081937520316,0.040162549449832836,0.11799698065755596,0.0,0.04795309471971628,0.04834060053531288,0.0,0.03434706718146807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060853147690708626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951729962627128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046897133717921605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048766639486410836,0.0,0.03682988447248182,0.0,0.0,0.2515621655312747,0.055311865738176334,0.0,0.2932028169465086
lonely,DoopyNoopyLoop,2019/05/20,"I feel lonely 14 y/o male here.

I know it's gonna sound pathetic but I gotta say it somewhere.

I've always been way too shy. Simply making eye contact with a girl makes me sweat. I'm weak, thin, not very attractive and a huge nerd. I'm always scared people are gonna think I'm weird. I'm kinda scared because I'm pretty sure I'll never get a girlfriend. I mean the girls in my school are all the cliche ""popular girls"" who talk about cute boys and stuff and I really don't like their personality but I still feel stupid for not talking to them.",1.2616065830721013,3.1388166810344837,2.967554858934172,92.5692946708464,80.4655172413793,5.942319749216303,18.304075235109718,6.980632752743323,-0.005851724137930781,429,9,97,5,11,142,85,116,0.262,0.598,0.14,-0.9303,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,4,12,1,2,5,0,4,3,2,2,3,19,20,5,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,3,1,2,0,6,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,6,10,5,5,16,1,6,0,1,1,0,14,3,0,1,3,40,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33942936671607243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433477823185465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062610135789532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656295764277086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209347587744914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996466816583166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722955827534483,0.0,0.0,0.2221769777819665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573098852787336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140320287807706,0.17809380830554158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075050764664091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066478919948407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220064234659856,0.4084078042638308,0.20642281731457515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628861980983769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334903894682544,0.0,0.0,0.1922339916228112,0.0,0.0,0.3278776464902122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069212354511514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829195449818518,0.0,0.16189741195922286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CchrisDdanny,2019/05/20,"Loneliness really hit the fan here But that's ok,I know people can be 10times much worse than loneliness,nothing better than learn and enjoy the time by yourself,once you do that,nothing is stopping you from being happy,no one.",6.00062015503876,7.4320005348837235,6.1906976744186055,76.20759689922484,66.90697674418604,8.524031007751939,30.6124031007752,8.841846274778883,2.7015333333333342,185,7,30,3,3,59,37,43,0.159,0.657,0.184,0.2878,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,19,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815239463017463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749377213830751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23399831403448226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6108640811551133,0.0,0.0,0.33899532281108513,0.21569863253194654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067969535358128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392088218004997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661257788560081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561216580759204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243904057114565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lolllllllebooks,2019/05/20,"feeling left out by my friends but it’s my fault hi. I feel like I’m relapsing into my depression. We had a school trip to travel abroad and all my friends (guys and girls) signed up and I also did but then my mom kept telling me that I’m so selfish for wasting all that money and she wouldn’t let it go and told me that the whole family is gonna suffer from financial problems because of me. It’s my senior year so I really wanted to travel because everyone is. I ended up backing out because my mom made me feel so guilty. My friends went and had so much fun and it’s all they talk about in school. I’m the only one that didn’t go. I feel so fucking lonely. They made a new group of friends and I just feel so left out. I told my mom I don’t care but I couldn’t wait until the day was over because my anxiety was so bad. I had to hear about the trip all day and I am happy they had fun but I’m so sad that I couldn’t go. I know other people have it worse but I’m so sad. My family has that type of money but we’re going through a rough time now. I just don’t wanna go to classes anymore, I feel invisible.",-0.3214527588813283,1.626032742857145,2.108888888888892,96.10481481481482,86.87755102040815,5.09901738473167,18.86999244142101,6.42735559955562,-0.12593726379440584,862,24,206,9,27,294,117,245,0.203,0.659,0.138,-0.9735,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,3,0,16,19,1,0,7,0,19,1,0,2,4,44,48,27,0,6,8,3,7,1,4,2,0,1,0,2,12,14,0,2,7,2,2,10,6,10,0,1,14,8,35,9,23,29,6,31,0,5,0,1,21,10,1,0,12,133,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444781223757278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078326172827953,0.0,0.10472624205597103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119943015490537,0.08817109876983892,0.2574896875372508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766563914765898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136205770426236,0.0,0.0909526194796878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352973614508253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090476426206943,0.0,0.0,0.19909945649890584,0.0,0.3203654160133117,0.07544024158034425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263433774117636,0.09762495549661572,0.0,0.0,0.30007289907390144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456002095513177,0.0,0.11241253850333326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901821291970488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058034675593393314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22946814190162496,0.1079825541331358,0.0,0.0515905390454749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984143529381104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37103026786117205,0.0,0.0,0.07762771880774019,0.0,0.0,0.1019885708817422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155689502504957,0.08031311190091632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320933660642165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104437650559624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764968784589842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374448680711705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487680794727165,0.09229854124068727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061575866792288624,0.0,0.0,0.20180952852413886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062285269636286514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789171359004503,0.0,0.11789797318166455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761482321956772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800255960905724
lonely,throw4realsies,2019/05/20,"I have company but I still feel lonely Currently traveling with my brother and his friend and so I've pretty much have company 24/7. I can speak to them and we get along just fine, but I still feel so lonely at times. The relationship and interactions we have are maybe shallow at best? I guess I just feel a deep connection with anyone :/.",3.478820512820516,5.80159967692308,4.428846153846155,82.60532051282053,75.30769230769229,8.64102564102564,24.679487179487186,9.2995712137729,2.200025641025641,269,9,52,7,6,87,43,65,0.086,0.6890000000000001,0.225,0.9103,1,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,1,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,17,10,8,0,0,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,11,3,6,10,2,8,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,1,4,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969599321949147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956098742912961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272835301311877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762828221389355,0.0,0.1471682115547388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103065729184879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829893382067412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707007729463647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865737932543432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024230910945253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499062524418445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425214719683484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Userbve,2019/05/20,"I hate how closed minded the ""Sheep Herd"" on the Internet is This isn't your usual i'm lonely storyline, this is more a story of a frustrated, hurt, angry, tired soul, that's why this can come across as more of venting and trying to just find an opportunity to let it all out.

Everywhere you go on the internet, you just meet the most simple knitted, mindless, hypocritical and hedonistic  people you could ever find. People who supposedly want to meet new other people or want to find actual friends here on reddit, talking about how genuine, open minded, none judgmental and laid back they are and yet, when this weird creature like me in a fucked up injustice of a society we live in, makes so much effort and invests time to shoot a genuine and down to earth and detailed message to show them interest and care to their post, then suddenly you get ignored because for some reason all that talk about ""open minded"" ""laid back"" ""none judgmental"" and ""genuine"" has turned into ""no I don't wanna talk to people like you"". 

Or after a couple messages they don't seem to care anymore, that it doesn't really seem to matter that you actually messaged or showed interest. They seem to be only interested in satisfying their needs of finding the validation they wanted, but never mentioned that in their post or finding a new romance, but also no mention of that at all in their post. 

I just find it so hypocritical how those same ppl pretend to be friendless, lonely, in need of new people in their life and they would be your beeeeeeeest friend and care about you and be there for you in good or bad, all these theatrics they want you to believe, but in secret you are only good enough, if you are not a society abnorm like me. And this is how lonely and shitty a life is when you're a taboo topic, that no matter how hard you try and how much you offer and be honest, genuine, be empathetic and understanding.. like all this shit doesn't matter if you are sooo scary and weird and abnormal to society's standards.

 I could pose as a usual F on reddit and get completely away with it, i've done it so many times and I've found many people to talk to in the past, even making friendships in the past, but it's been years now and I was tired of how fake and shallow everyone is, when you put F on reddit and my only interest now is in people who can be friends with me and look past my abnormalities people love to have the biggest world war discussions over online. And I appreciate when someone actually talks to me when I am just unapologetically me.. so much more, than all the hedonistic bullshit you have to deal with as a woman online.

However you barely get a response.. I have yet to find someone who actually wants to get to know me.. who actually doesn't end up ignoring me after the second reply, there are drastic differences when you're just some F to them, you could even put bare minimum of effort into your message and they would reply to you with so much passion and joy.. This is the reason why you have so many suicides, because of a marginalization like that, but it's not the truth obviously, since people like me we are just mentally ill and the fact we go through life so lonely, so unloved, through a world that just hates you for existing.. a world that doesn't give you the same chances in life.. it doesn't seem to matter, those things are not being considered at all.",9.63067246313009,7.2303152496147955,9.286006493506497,69.77007511556242,60.602465331278886,12.229826106097295,37.35422628219239,10.608840637214634,3.750903984151441,2683,92,500,48,28,871,260,649,0.147,0.716,0.13699999999999998,-0.8931,2,8,0,1,0,1,74.0,3,25,14,3,45,43,6,0,31,0,47,11,1,11,12,132,81,67,2,15,22,0,1,6,3,2,7,0,0,1,34,43,0,3,17,3,1,5,17,18,0,1,4,2,60,25,83,63,22,74,1,5,1,3,69,36,2,14,36,369,94,0,0.0,0.0,0.27334488091148385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04480043344451212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055558349148504216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052634114014490835,0.08615426664111071,0.04677567526622296,0.06830046453251011,0.0,0.0,0.06311713116069023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135318866494506,0.0,0.0,0.04825762654241512,0.058737555738339366,0.0,0.0,0.13418600783175585,0.06198680740741105,0.0,0.0,0.05775578412836175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058530622495750986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732952170136973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496184875395297,0.057885262688869,0.0,0.07400344413030754,0.05067472206083955,0.0,0.05353101585200945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35841893369162386,0.0,0.0,0.06142476563280541,0.12984639008760573,0.05179104354942255,0.11707584333945825,0.05374099966961668,0.0636767044036262,0.09397647869819198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018432761718273,0.11061941464778932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997225491350859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03078799263717193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057285856216149414,0.1582787812640568,0.16421587129133186,0.0,0.04946807726124525,0.0,0.04704401377071299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050561658843064655,0.0,0.07478967291649645,0.17039125294565535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645657138284884,0.0,0.16969746297729513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472921477760355,0.08307857632263659,0.04320729241201426,0.16231795925160106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782079709713767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043679749494036,0.3495447582032509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095954973330567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126343126705268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035888855585222,0.11519901936411593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399975214228774,0.0,0.0,0.05750534188742248,0.046341625913434825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493379773402966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612785105952571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514010041651225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0372182452684849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533326202117275,0.12877711916323176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606994441114055,0.0609353868133853,0.0,0.05832043548640056,0.0,0.0,0.12339970082058115,0.0,0.16521488259896144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110151603225252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959223936399433,0.0,0.0,0.03607605768698125
lonely,NeedToGetOverHerSoon,2019/05/20,"I have never been on a second date. Yesterday I went on a first date with a girl I'd been talking with for a bit. I felt immediately comfortable with her, we made each other laugh, and the hours felt like minutes. It was a really good date. Or so I thought. Today she told me that while she enjoyed my company, she didn't find me attractive.

I don't know how many times I could tell an almost identical story. It is always, *always*, ***always*** the same thing. Go on a date. Feel good about it. ""I don't find you attractive."" Find someone else. Go on a date. Feel good about it. ""I didn't feel a spark."" Repeat over and over and over and over.

I don't understand. Is there something about myself that I can't see that makes people not want to see me a second time? I feel like I have so much to offer, but I can never seem to get a fair shot. How do people prove themselves over a measly few hours?

I don't know how much longer I can keep doing this. Every time it happens, I can feel a bit more time slip away, and I can feel that I have a little less love to give. I feel so worthless.",-0.6218030973451327,1.5779726327433643,1.4183573008849564,97.47275719026548,94.79646017699116,4.417920353982301,14.584623893805313,6.158741222570753,-0.6970703539823009,829,17,190,9,32,273,113,226,0.038,0.843,0.11900000000000001,0.9289,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,1,1,0,1,10,12,0,0,16,0,22,1,0,5,3,43,50,14,0,2,3,0,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,10,0,1,18,0,0,3,10,1,0,3,11,11,30,11,21,38,9,32,0,1,2,1,13,11,0,3,20,129,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091963904014424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27221143676877635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245472078010327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381055892995965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706640944701316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109608707752814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187812309765307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38596763325896616,0.07790431989710928,0.20940745579285933,0.0,0.2990052510449868,0.09275665757752567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056973376791983915,0.10460932455476164,0.12394963023552676,0.2743942991688751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643128994143824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147817497500696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692737912209574,0.0,0.0,0.1198604839497398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655124568185782,0.109295314806614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842059158664346,0.10318439322099712,0.07279076697087841,0.11055813370464657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032649186151882,0.0,0.16820995898281654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120109530316805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985930602135812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379518277922068,0.0992737221680702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239649912941447,0.08395091649400592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764910954225479,0.0953132563234592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244702410794268,0.0,0.0,0.08657238340334351,0.2543483914705858,0.0,0.10336529324757307,0.10420058140777212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352340673746587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431967168948227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108911651181736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Whatevs352,2019/05/20,Life is scenery I’m so used to being alone now that I don’t even really “see” people anymore. Like they are trees in a forest I’m walking through. I have zero expectation of connecting with anyone anymore. It makes me sad but I’m 35 so it’s just my reality by this point.,-0.5801754385964912,1.6027502807017555,2.406315789473684,89.09087719298245,98.82456140350875,5.340350877192981,20.36842105263158,6.937597516519254,0.7806000000000002,214,8,45,4,9,75,48,57,0.069,0.897,0.034,-0.2023,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,0,6,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,5,1,6,10,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32301423199798585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6186034790592286,0.2180741594530564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059941876557989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029048345525812,0.15236910211585386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081827149875459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162187310232454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29482796537339706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997986915083695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485284501618868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693646925145646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,arjitated,2019/05/20,Why am i lonely Am i that unattractive,-1.1787500000000009,-0.4132013749999981,0.7199999999999989,97.025,125.25,1.6,16.5,3.1291,-1.0374500000000002,31,1,6,0,2,10,6,8,0.574,0.426,0.0,-0.6597,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SMUCKLINx,2019/05/20,"I don’t know Not really what i get from this if anything or if it will even make sense but I just need to communicate in some fucking way.

So, from age 13 I’ve been dealing with clinical depression, generalised anxiety and social anxiety. I’m now 18.

Across those five years I’ve had numerous mental health assessments and CBT courses which have all helped alleviate these issues somewhat. However I find my self in a constant cycle of relapse. 

And I’m now sat here at 18, with no meaningful relationships with my family, no friends, and just generally not knowing anything about myself.

Why? Because of the age I developed these issues and the continued effect of them my personality has been beaten into nothingness. I have no idea who I am, what my skills/qualities are, what I like or what I want to do with my life.

And at 18 this in combination with my mental health issues and general loneliness is having a profound impact on me socially, mentally and physically. 

And it’s all sort of joining together, edging me further and further each day to the edge.

And I’m trying to get better, I really am but it’s so fucking hard when I have nothing and everything going on inside my head.

But I will continue to try.",4.547979405034327,6.629355578260872,6.1640961098398215,72.42989702517164,71.47826086956522,10.059496567505725,31.23569794050343,10.307518312809881,3.794043478260869,973,44,166,30,19,332,136,230,0.11599999999999999,0.818,0.066,-0.8947,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,10,7,3,0,5,0,16,7,1,2,2,46,30,22,0,4,11,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,2,14,19,0,0,6,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,4,1,23,3,26,24,5,23,0,1,0,2,10,11,2,7,11,124,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947056753497518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094467373791742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757594586266021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255030286629468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752184145251628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207157011862072,0.13119850980412126,0.1096080476435026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405341332298777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437224340596627,0.0,0.11996852228429328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631248143887245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832003922514436,0.2352979130118971,0.13297521981573146,0.0,0.07232426027171535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139991275031961,0.0,0.13060451663928638,0.2705408739240132,0.0,0.0,0.08529906987914453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365999623726444,0.0,0.39847620796235306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987650985327524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988684228277721,0.06217235186847205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494641518132832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847416226373654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436098543786704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210850666049065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111770840032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630508335196937,0.0,0.0,0.13662861222136174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275896070212076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594491847043712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728011055211878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506069468738223,0.10101232369621707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483151378300965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195066657947406
lonely,drantz,2019/05/20,"Had a massage today and it made me realize how much I miss physical touch. She did this move where she intertwined our fingers and pulled. Man, I miss my hand being held, my face touched. My SO’s so fucking far away and it’s been soo long since I’ve had anything physical and intimate.",4.369736842105265,5.4359890877193,5.079780701754388,84.02388157894737,70.40350877192985,9.208771929824564,31.793859649122812,9.516144504307137,2.8414596491228066,226,10,46,5,4,73,43,57,0.059000000000000004,0.882,0.059000000000000004,0.25,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,5,4,3,2,0,8,10,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,6,4,9,0,1,3,1,7,0,2,0,1,4,3,1,0,2,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036218695274118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466491828266696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34109670620094423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32651715816966004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491179842000086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921450909222045,0.27122736251727336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30520674764903805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34973004820163206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CatLady-Lady,2019/05/20,"It’s my birthday today. I’m 22 today, May 20th. I live with my boyfriend and he got me cake and flowers a few days ago. I don’t have many friends, and the one or two I do have don’t know when my birthday is. I planned a whole day out for myself: lunch reservations at a nice place, a museum visit, and some other stuff. I’m very lonely and very sad.",0.6075187969924798,2.208263210526315,2.462706766917293,96.74394736842106,81.36842105263158,5.395488721804512,20.06766917293233,6.1826913282559595,-0.15258045112781948,268,7,65,2,7,89,54,76,0.087,0.83,0.083,-0.0736,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,11,11,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,9,2,4,9,3,10,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,3,6,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389667761892847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112353102438647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186426724060467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298855858830374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261141731872333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307111233116174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24463893893226565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351019750128812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521057120280533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762292027730325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574457765371266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357137008254043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39819328350102906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694013046986899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,uhhmynamajeffxd,2019/05/20,"PRACTICAL ADVICE on feeling less lonely So I've only recently recognised that the reason I've been getting really sad on and off over the past few years is that I feel lonely, so now that I've recognised that I've been working at trying to feel less lonely and this is what has been working for me. I thought maybe this could help someone else too. 

I think it's important to recognise that a partner might not be the antidote to loneliness and for me it wasn't, I still felt incredibly lonely the minute I wasn't with them, so there were other problems that were causing my loneliness, not just the fact that I was single.

#1 - every morning and night think of at least 5 people you're grateful for

This is normally like my parents or friends but its also stupid stuff like ""people who made this blanket"" ""guy who invented the shower"". I think it puts into perspective all the contributions of other people to my life. Gratitude is also proven to be helpful for happiness. Normal gratitude lists can just be 'things' that you're grateful for, but I think thinking in terms of 'people' makes you feel less lonely.

#2 - don't listen to sad romantic music

I realised that I used to constantly listen to sad music or music about love, which was constantly putting me in a sad mood or making me focusing on what I don't have. When instead, I now listen to happier more upbeat music which puts me in a good mood, and I avoid music about relationships and love as that reminds of what I don't have. I think it's important to focus on what you have for happiness.

#3 - unfollow anyone who posts about their relationships on social media

This is similar to the second point, but my social media feeds were filled with people posting about how much they love their bf/gf, reminding me of what I don't have and making me feel like I'm the only single person in the world. I've also unfollowed people who post pictures of themselves going to clubs very often and similar things that create the illusion that I'm the only one not having fun. Think of it this way, if you follow 365 people who each go clubbing twice a year, that could be 2 clubbing posts every day making you think that everyone is always out having fun but you're sat at home. Now my social media feeds are mainly memes and happy and positive posts.

#4 - Stop watching sad TV shows and movies, and ones that are focused on love

I used to watch a lot of kind of sad dramas and romantic things like that, which again made me feel like romantic love is the only and most important thing in the universe, again making me focus on what I don't have. Now instead I mainly watch comedies which make me feel good and make me feel positive.

#5 - journaling

Rumination and wallowing and thinking about how lonely you are is bad for you according to this TedTalk I watched, so journaling is a good way to get those thoughts down and out of your mind so you can go do something else. It's cathartic.

#6 - open up to the people that you do have, be honest, put effort into the relationships that you do have 

I never really valued my friendships before and I only really valued romantic relationships, but friendships are very important too. I realised that none of my friends knew me very deeply, and that I tell a lot of white lies to people all the time. I think if no one knows you deeply, you can't be understood, and if you don't feel understood you feel lonely. So now I try and tell my friends how I'm feeling more often and I basically tell my friends that I trust everything, I'm very honest with them. Before if I didn't really have anything to gain from telling someone something personal, I wouldn't tell them. But now I tell my friends even really embarrassing stuff that I previously would have never told anyone. It might seem to not matter, but I think the more people know you, the more you feel understood, the less you feel lonely.

#7 - Find solo hobbies to take up your time

When I sat down and thought about what hobbies I have, I realised that there's more stuff I could do that I enjoy. I now read more books, watch philosophy/politics or self improvement videos on YouTube, I bought a keyboard and have started learning to play it, I plan to start playing video games and football again eventually. This stuff takes up your time and stops you ruminating about loneliness. 
 
#8 - Take care of your health

This one is obvious but eating healthy, getting enough sleep and exercising makes you feel better. 

#9 - Meditate thinking about the people that love you

I have stopped doing this now but I did this for a while so it might have helped. Again, focusing on what you have and the reality that you aren't completely alone.

Bonus Tip - I'm not sure whether I should put this because I want to reiterate that a partner probably won't make the loneliness disappear, but I think working towards being more attractive and likable might help you in the long run. If you're a man, I have advice in my post history.

TL;DR

#1 - every morning and night think of at least 5 people you're grateful for
#2 - don't listen to sad romantic music
#3 - unfollow anyone who posts about their relationships on social media
#4 - Stop watching sad TV shows and movies, and ones that are focused on love
#5 - journaling
#6 - open up to the people that you do have, be honest, put effort into the relationships that you do have 
#7 - Find solo hobbies to take up your time
#8 - Take care of your health
#9 - Meditate thinking about the people that love you",7.205195225972822,7.076750755512947,7.18300740569313,75.59323825503358,63.976030680728684,10.299527225840581,32.74785929183059,9.880183016564953,3.0664152279564925,4350,154,792,81,58,1393,340,1043,0.099,0.6890000000000001,0.212,0.9994,3,18,2,0,0,0,115.0,0,31,7,9,49,63,1,2,38,0,84,16,1,18,7,165,175,70,0,15,27,1,15,5,7,8,4,4,2,7,82,44,3,5,44,16,2,13,23,21,0,7,26,26,108,40,102,130,28,102,0,16,7,8,91,41,0,19,44,549,190,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692384668145083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036692089494145284,0.0,0.08499380784481747,0.029478424738301742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431495998351502,0.0,0.029153721609506786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029580389070067024,0.021596206821592103,0.0,0.0602921954571712,0.0,0.0,0.03133264559656867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224116609409041,0.036393686267579516,0.0,0.0,0.037144942149439635,0.0765688409588383,0.0,0.08485765938880288,0.0,0.0,0.022847734342710237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036251062250044735,0.05919007324772441,0.0,0.0,0.03660596200940835,0.0,0.023399455565745658,0.0,0.08954730675838855,0.033852387318966164,0.03183985184811797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507841249471693,0.05061866594884236,0.034015848113350386,0.0,0.06475998138736311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685555994202178,0.0,0.05552804385468947,0.0,0.06040260285624549,0.08914443631778232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035078683879180256,0.0,0.11313933947775487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531531329699867,0.0,0.0,0.09498492525302857,0.0,0.03553655860817352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03689217275526988,0.03893993173633744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025023411766263173,0.08654016103866795,0.0,0.0,0.031352123431761365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023819654664174,0.2557968058557744,0.06704450200561284,0.21283250852409266,0.0,0.0355915728819122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033143995366968,0.03577156253759425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02604320641334919,0.0,0.05464757111200715,0.0,0.0,0.066492407201437,0.06942263633560819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003257445006295,0.1347206244791405,0.0,0.0,0.03933792168306869,0.0,0.03381945041623556,0.3438524603674701,0.06186765718340369,0.0,0.0,0.03349033268269401,0.0,0.2375075118273764,0.0,0.03819671611507506,0.033899225620179226,0.0,0.21368585952876587,0.0,0.0,0.035436975026207795,0.0,0.11347845920429805,0.03642525515544411,0.034980271531595115,0.2282145374678479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032251763358954584,0.03695849197660432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03545297310774265,0.14445504183703442,0.06003502155530505,0.05454746801873984,0.0,0.0,0.050151374959008836,0.0,0.028292357717931944,0.11847553037735155,0.0,0.0,0.1622235327402102,0.0,0.0,0.03338989380336395,0.0,0.13318493343428803,0.0,0.18579059115228566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414552921201363,0.3405065947964501,0.0,0.08437616607801658,0.0826319790704745,0.0,0.0,0.033852387318966164,0.0,0.048105741700425614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119577668868136,0.0,0.1169252210021354,0.020895991258823157,0.056241222967108685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737468092671652,0.0,0.0,0.025166599882791674,0.0,0.0,0.04562815251394905
lonely,PrinceofWrath,2019/05/20,"Anyone else ever talked so much to himself that when you realize how alone you are you feel bad for yourself? When I take my dog for a walk I like to think about many different things. I guess my imagination and creativity makes up for my lack social skill, but anyways, many times I find myself talking on my own (not necessarily screaming like a mad man, just, you know, as if I was having a conversation):
I talk about my problems, about my feelings, imagining I was talking with other people, like those guys that I wish I was friends with, or that girl I had a crush on but was too insecure to talk to... then I snap back to reality and I just... feel like crying.
I rarely cry, but thinking that my brain is trying to create a simulation because I don't talk to anybody else makes me feel hopeless.

Does this happen to anybody else? Is it normal?",5.0241818181818205,5.888656509090911,5.778787878787881,80.34818181818184,68.75757575757575,8.424242424242426,29.54545454545455,8.575989854853784,2.1159090909090907,664,24,130,10,11,217,101,165,0.168,0.685,0.147,-0.6071,1,1,0,0,0,1,25.0,0,4,0,1,13,11,1,1,5,0,10,1,1,3,1,32,23,13,0,5,8,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,9,4,0,0,11,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,5,5,28,5,20,18,3,10,0,1,0,0,17,3,0,3,10,94,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353454358557266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340094363399038,0.12221293053259308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917163116576876,0.09959094489392513,0.07270988351074165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315208739042164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26203939935805337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246186178265762,0.0,0.0,0.10437972090067424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989207803750579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789247666768227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412392491209011,0.08521119785095073,0.0,0.0,0.10901661439279173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215277389576454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139657751110725,0.11810254641640333,0.10547586753949943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555127768165628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233090008077946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923605916257086,0.24185542002242855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876819952783366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686570337722225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269134795204586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413155867183306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158743143273627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896811284999451,0.5752198818649998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924204605248812,0.15285520614379805,0.0,0.0,0.0695511209689521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098095429746198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371621568049443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mrs_behave,2019/05/20,Would anyone like to chat?? What's the saddest about my loneliness is that I have been married for almost 10 years. My husband is hands dow the worst human I have ever met. I am dealing with so many things in our marriage that none of my friends or family know about. I AM SO ALONE!! I feel like dying. Someone please talk to me. I'm just trying to calm down. F27 Texas! Thanks,0.528289473684211,2.974505776315791,1.6582105263157914,96.71047368421057,89.92105263157896,4.092631578947368,18.12631578947369,5.6839178017228535,-0.3974378947368421,293,8,62,2,10,92,59,76,0.205,0.6559999999999999,0.139,-0.838,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,8,1,1,0,1,8,13,3,1,1,2,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,10,5,10,10,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,4,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560271844422113,0.26480798877484546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787778179658935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635954681282669,0.0,0.0,0.2653560924410477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312777375545557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410329114210058,0.0,0.12927979194946487,0.1826582692506177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975381946383007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051536922930827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498252490805414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592199942280538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28066051555117105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663733972756616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20550637848441214,0.0,0.2353963415161394,0.0,0.0,0.16986282729111676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173590341730805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162815994239595,0.0,0.0,0.16464992134965106
lonely,green170,2019/05/20,"Missing my ex Guys I miss my ex so much tonight, I have knots in my belly just thinking about it. The longing. The aching. Just to see him. It’s been almost a year and I still can’t get other it. I’ve had exes before but this one is so special even if it ended to outrageously messy. I’m this close to texting him. I just, honestly I know it will hurt me if I do but at this point I feel like it’s about just seeing him and talking him. It was never about my loneliness because I could’ve found anyone for the temporary feeling, and I even did some months after the breakup but I still couldn’t stop loving him and missing him. Everyday just gets more mundane than the next without him. I miss everything. I want to text him, call him but idk if he’ll miss me on the same level as I miss him....",1.21857035928144,3.1234561077844347,2.824337574850301,93.40381175149702,80.73652694610777,5.6121257485029945,21.814745508982035,6.6274283507984215,0.3388326347305384,618,19,138,6,16,203,98,167,0.166,0.7020000000000001,0.132,-0.0168,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,14,12,1,0,7,0,10,1,0,0,1,30,29,14,0,5,13,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,5,4,29,4,15,21,4,18,0,7,2,1,17,6,0,5,13,100,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759985900025394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099661083194394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420432310325508,0.0,0.15941756409998506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130111268037225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958045843704273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593286214508945,0.0,0.0,0.24748040301214996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837441676964676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945543454020186,0.13383994996976867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541511185569147,0.0,0.0,0.1957610029718224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550189766517106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055766309211664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296040833404857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152774461102474,0.0,0.0,0.16579522802097554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908699121369494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953771175702252,0.0,0.13772079441752771,0.0,0.1444927092901326,0.0,0.19924449238948003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695043188514826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771024331321867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985808566056272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29922935901327596,0.15662956303878234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058153965689705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004368943791555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050146708631603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059476427290647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064461864427264
lonely,128NeoForce,2019/05/20,Perpetual recurring existentialism I'm tired. I think I'll take go to sleep. Tell me how you deal with existentialism. I need people to relate to. I'm so tired of not being able to talk about this with anyone. This topic makes people feel uncomfortable and thus I see it as a taboo to speak of normally.,2.1032687651331727,4.806195694915257,4.297142857142859,79.26644067796613,83.57627118644069,7.439225181598062,18.59806295399516,8.418075326091056,1.216121549636804,242,6,47,6,7,83,43,59,0.146,0.8540000000000001,0.0,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,3,0,12,10,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,11,9,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,25,8,0,0.24757725362153116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311177219004442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25524127740307273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518249829518355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407038586531648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525973926125292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357539652037547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425731429209135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34327778955556537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972870172012779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477560509532159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614728335401445,0.19899321840129836,0.21639343207439413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863750738932378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5691072659053399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pizzaslut91,2019/05/20,":( I feel so down. I feel old at 28,my life is over . I’m going to be alone forever. I wish I could sleep all day.  Doesn’t seem like this will ever change. I’m a ghost.",-3.3462406015037587,-2.0642102105263143,-0.4307518796992476,107.81973684210527,111.63157894736842,3.2240601503759403,8.06015037593985,5.288315135182226,-2.1286586466165414,124,1,35,1,7,42,31,38,0.188,0.677,0.135,-0.25,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,2,7,12,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,4,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211521598546753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280263797775652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475758032920136,0.0,0.0,0.19997768819129375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804875535877482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135742588599549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622714355749347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219020580361078,0.15149074372651528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32537963081242377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28228764304913345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310306636765345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565798005132066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,4amredditpost,2019/05/20,"Grandad passed away but the responses of the people around me to my grief, as well as finding bad things about him have left me feeling isolated Hello I just wanted to vent a bit through a big old overshare on the internet, I realise that this is very of long, so if you do have the time read it thank you I hope you are having a pleasant day. 

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 My grandfather passed away a few months ago. The responses of all the people around me to my grief has left me feeling very lonely. I know that people around me are good people and no one can really get in your head and truly understand you, but I can't help but feel isolated from their lack of response  My grandfather was a big role model for me. He had a great and crazy sense of humour, and would take my dad my sister and I out to outdoor adventures during our childhood all the time. I have a lot of wonderful memories because of him. He was also the only one very accepting of my international mother out of the rest of the family and an very white neighborhood. 

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I'm currently a university student so I was away from my family when  I found out he had passed away suddenly which shocked me. I had not seen him for the past 2 years as he is quite far away. 

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 My close friend who lives with me She came to my room as we were about to the movies. I had just found out over the phone about it and was crying. She gave me a hug and said ""I'm sorry for you"" she then asked if I still wanted to go to the movies. I said I did, then did\`t then said I don't know. She left my room, then shortly I heard the front door slam as she had already left to go to the cinema. Apparently she misinterpreted that I didn't want to go. But I was so upset that she left me alone as quickly as she did. 

I know it's hard as a friend to comfort someone during something that you personally have no experience with.  Honestly however I have never felt as alone as that moment. It really hurts that one of my closest friends didn't even ask if I needed her to stay with me.  

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This whole time I haven't really discussed it with my family.  My mum discussed about essentially what a big hassle it would be for me to go to the funeral as they had already booked the hotel without me. She said I should go only if I really really wanted to. In the end I decided not to which I regret massively. I know it's my fault for deciding that in the end but I can't help but feel a massive amount of anger to her for guilting me into not going.  

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 But I think one of the worst things that came of this is that my immediate family and I found out after his passing that my grandfather was a piece of shit who abused my grandmother and was complacent to my aunt as a child be molested by one of his friends. I really miss him though still, I am confused to be grieving for someone who is not a good person and feel betrayed by him because he was very good to me and I really looked up to him. 

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 I have never dealt with mourning someone before so I don't know of this is normal grief, but I feel like I can't talk about it mourn properly because of the nature of the information I found out about him, as well as the fact I didn't go to the funeral so I have no closure. 

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I was just wondering if anyone else has been through something similar and what they did to deal with the situation.

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Tl;Dr , grandad passed away, can't really seem to talk to anyone about it. Not close enough to talk with family, close friend didn't comfort  me. also i found out grandad was a far worse person than I knew and I feel confused and lonely.",4.4158948517678684,5.189482390946505,5.346675624982503,83.22811287477955,70.08367626886145,8.859113686626914,27.497578455250412,9.070445807138313,2.018603348170544,2849,92,588,53,49,935,266,729,0.174,0.7020000000000001,0.124,-0.9904,3,6,2,0,1,0,81.0,2,7,3,1,28,44,3,4,43,0,58,3,2,0,5,110,113,55,8,17,22,5,9,1,5,3,0,5,3,4,33,39,0,0,29,4,0,15,22,22,2,5,41,17,111,22,113,66,12,83,0,11,3,1,74,40,1,12,28,433,144,3,0.0,0.046809426594156385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03502064048442572,0.0,0.0,0.08183483516076101,0.08719408485724134,0.06318759120887052,0.0,0.3424472157359373,0.38404338743554506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524853434870839,0.040479669630706934,0.0,0.10550902488949554,0.07386756880091744,0.0,0.2227091988367445,0.0,0.032986759502022484,0.07224944326043461,0.0,0.03361761312002466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04313149638827425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037114371235933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04339666952595501,0.02547879664949161,0.04073006215409437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033003093815042836,0.0,0.06998308868893982,0.04082137196655164,0.0,0.026094052089618597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03864550261028138,0.18621878314278809,0.0,0.13983175807732348,0.02822386406095865,0.037932989938521865,0.0,0.036108753105314695,0.0,0.0,0.21658735655501948,0.15261535038057786,0.0,0.020640817400042498,0.0,0.1571694780954236,0.09940998662298464,0.0,0.04355669241763899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035390581460490435,0.0,0.0405456593086737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296152255160543,0.0,0.0,0.0392394421933757,0.0,0.0,0.04229314357016736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856028297744304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146227765076398,0.0,0.0,0.019301162487666817,0.0,0.0348854732370372,0.034962520373600106,0.0331759949895353,0.0,0.0,0.03358750450531396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031534172342191864,0.0,0.0,0.029293997375000606,0.060940587406457886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03870854780467371,0.0,0.0,0.0414560320320641,0.0,0.13385509083109107,0.060093825393968965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037713975794180066,0.10955693253829477,0.10348816864587744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0420206399451375,0.039517768677747984,0.0,0.202473963871971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032111093456751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03596575957530382,0.0,0.0,0.040553447323330466,0.0,0.044407610393344815,0.0,0.0,0.10042265568512496,0.06082895680365561,0.0,0.044224938770854025,0.0,0.04210928803267359,0.06310080625214007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029704405564668093,0.095262877182622,0.0,0.036372809020120765,0.0,0.0,0.0524934936276734,0.02531454003708876,0.038815503056834726,0.0,0.06911068379587716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04112826097098172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298738227302534,0.09320919161386833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104321456623505,0.0,0.0,0.04410824115134898,0.0,0.03808341289809728,0.08568748058256066,0.0,0.0,0.040261087158084304,0.056129388687272935,0.0,0.38404338743554506,0.025441262620549927
lonely,phony_guy,2019/05/20,"Does anybody want to chat about life? Hey, I'm a 20 year old guy just looking to talk to anyone about anything. I want to help people through their loneliness and chat with them about whatever makes them happy",5.018666666666668,6.675524200000003,4.3599999999999985,87.55166666666668,69.5,7.333333333333335,28.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.651333333333333,168,6,32,2,3,50,31,40,0.064,0.731,0.205,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,9,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191666609301716,0.0,0.2579369141930811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742961158691325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103578882635632,0.0,0.33366594369000746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100942620876005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213940882068385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632132102908007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922566259859796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289057428577427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730193722986485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25193364190670026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697536511118262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184704061833156
lonely,Nexyialol,2019/05/20,"In need of advice. Hi, so i dont want to over or undermine other peoples experiences so im sorry in advance 
If this doesnt belong here lmk and ill take it down if a mod doesnt already 

I used to be fairly popular in the sense that i finally found my crowd, lookijg back it was super easy for me to approach people and i was happy

Flash forwarding to now and i have a total of 3 friends across thr continent, one of which is new and it took till my 3rd year of uni for someone to break through these weird barriers i put up.  

I just want to know how i can break my own walls, i hate being here at night constantly bickering in my mind about how i want to be like i was 8 years ago. But weirdly when im presented with social oppurtinities my desire retracts and i start to want to be alone, its like ive convinced myself that i hate people or something, till im back oj my own and my brain switches to being sad aboit it all over again

Has anyone else been in a similar mind tig of war situation and can offer any approaches to fixing it? 

Until recently i thought 'at least i can talk comfortably online' this is no longer the case.

Sorry if this is all over the place, idk how to express my thoughts, hopefully i made sense.",3.5315476190476223,4.508583980158728,4.994603174603173,84.18928571428572,72.2936507936508,8.457142857142857,27.095238095238088,8.841846274778883,1.9252047619047616,961,33,202,18,18,323,151,252,0.142,0.737,0.121,0.1331,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,14,15,3,0,6,0,21,2,1,5,3,37,38,22,1,10,7,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,14,8,0,1,4,0,0,6,4,6,0,1,9,0,27,9,38,24,6,41,0,1,0,0,7,16,0,6,21,139,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152603794227402,0.10455646954156628,0.0,0.0,0.12216169281270522,0.1301618924079252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802107437357241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247410125774053,0.1208547669674374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813941196598113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316723559665044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746315837002153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823772633264347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853294872732442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537873838679068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920958574531655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932721409709308,0.0911286716228886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556106256926072,0.0,0.2329044412960566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715198482290168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822220521313003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482280028889068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524982866352908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160811460597447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381938283915579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745919269100996,0.0,0.11391783781710613,0.0,0.11068904953226176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992666915208797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453171741341045,0.0,0.12323371963671588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857336140685612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646241040673347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258189739763232,0.0,0.1202362190967489,0.0999395232372028,0.09080446390058312,0.0,0.26407303804902177,0.08348634469092872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868449385024094,0.0948045683803368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727988190808206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104793206077692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101871817281903,0.0,0.0,0.27828228922036663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191318967838333
lonely,Ayzalee,2019/05/20,"I’m lonely as hell and all I’ve ever done about it was keep it hidden from everyone (15M)... Nobody knows what I’m going through or even the fact I’m lonely. I got friends, lots of em, and a few close friends mixed in there, but what does it matter if none of it feels meaningful? I guess I should open up more but I don’t trust anyone in my circle enough to do it. I’m becoming significantly more emotionally aggressive and competitive, and I honestly don’t care anymore. I’m just the millions of people getting torn apart from within with nobody there to help me. I’ll find a way out on my own. As if bitching about it would ever help me... so this is most likely the first and last time I post something like this. I’m just looking to not feel like shit for the 20 hours I spend everyday alone and distant from everyone. Nothing more, nothing less.",3.505093917710198,4.832833668604653,4.594418604651164,85.68832737030414,72.77906976744184,7.617889087656528,26.02146690518784,8.139509932561175,1.4785218246869407,669,22,139,10,13,219,109,172,0.086,0.698,0.21600000000000005,0.9790000000000001,0,5,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,10,14,4,0,6,0,8,1,1,0,4,34,24,14,0,4,8,0,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,1,5,0,1,1,4,6,0,2,3,3,11,8,22,19,11,19,1,2,1,0,4,9,3,6,10,90,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266065681790853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575544085352389,0.10981586102951853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734538868840587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012709671428454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374390795268744,0.16072084688209118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666469563591766,0.0,0.16227884282392438,0.0,0.10373273542006872,0.2841288049657017,0.0,0.3001437984084228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588225186790896,0.11219946266345493,0.0,0.0,0.14354457940675255,0.13359011608600976,0.0,0.0,0.2426791777328894,0.0,0.08205427209461261,0.0,0.0892574502166732,0.0,0.12561049105511968,0.0,0.17301277020363764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105400720218302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466662788213778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959687818646446,0.0,0.0,0.08631281238000693,0.1280200329701866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23018606402216646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188586804102193,0.0,0.0,0.1335217583801882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013952417441725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888152075229646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041439023133568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121375120717105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090790001340546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157949421163207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466221458350127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111566708880441,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,koifishy420,2019/05/20,"im so stupid to believe that I found true love. I was feeling so good - rolling with the mindset that my relationship is not like the others.

everything is a fucking lie, time to invest my time and effort into something I enjoy",5.171515151515148,6.2358173636363645,5.952727272727272,78.50742424242426,68.54545454545455,7.684848484848485,32.84848484848485,7.793537801064563,2.436812121212121,180,8,32,2,3,59,34,44,0.109,0.601,0.29,0.8637,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,2,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,7,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,5,5,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,3,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490505678474468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784378811217169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664959906746825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396914423984507,0.0,0.28641500061708597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25985451691708905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33464872058946804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135785924181785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796162532411209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33262074918373224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385074134160944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613062220739723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ringringitsreddit,2019/05/20,Anyone up? Could use a PM. 20 F,-7.144166666666665,-10.726443749999998,-1.2749999999999986,108.95333333333332,174.0,1.0666666666666669,2.6666666666666665,3.1291,-3.2903833333333337,22,0,7,0,3,9,8,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.511004871258524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5834986296284606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6311920236914975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AndCham,2019/05/20,"Being positive to stay positive I have been feeling down this last few weeks and very lonely or wanting some attention, so I usually go to subreddits like r/r4r, r/penpals, r/dirtypenpals, r/textfriends trying to find someone to talk to, maybe a girl to share some flirting or just talk about our days. I keep hitting walls or being ghosted. At first, it was a bit hard, it made me feel not-special or not enough to someone (over the internet, that I would never meet in person. Maybe a bit crazy, but that was what was going on in my mind). 

But then, something changed. I just stopped looking this conversations as gain for me, but as a way to encourage other people: telling them how good they looked on their selfies; wishing well and good thouts; being positive, instead of feeling bad of not receiving a reply. (All of these trying to not be a creep or sound crazy, a bit difficult but I tried my best)

Although it didn't change the fact that I got nothing back, I felt better about myself. I don't know what are they going through and maybe they needed some positive feedback or just a good message.

I'm not saying that you should DM everyone that you see on Reddit. I'm saying that a possitive attitude at bad times can change your mood, your view of things. It helped me a bit and wanted to share it with someone. 

(I'm sorry for any mistakes. English is not my first language :) )",6.147462406015038,6.469426857142861,6.1095394736842135,80.8711513157895,66.14285714285714,9.056015037593985,33.16635338345864,8.841846274778883,2.681617293233082,1088,44,206,16,16,343,155,266,0.105,0.71,0.185,0.9743,0,2,1,0,0,0,43.0,1,4,5,5,10,17,0,0,12,0,16,0,0,2,3,48,38,20,1,7,18,0,5,1,0,2,0,3,0,2,18,5,0,2,7,0,0,4,8,5,1,2,8,12,26,11,31,23,11,27,0,1,4,0,25,10,0,9,12,142,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692508896712238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567451086318072,0.16434363539123115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327972104203446,0.08703943804741643,0.4297716431271854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123277946395025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346907259130202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168826480560274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403906732756012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928365942985736,0.0,0.09449314758203904,0.0,0.08994887409913642,0.1674222820864561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779331936734487,0.2476357005424143,0.07871089449802075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815986934803198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596502114319426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747513889079739,0.0,0.0,0.05408591760133305,0.08022077793110252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808024883901586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528642723960846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931219765779448,0.0,0.0,0.2966111329460696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937037368115477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297294575803377,0.07590316409103719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443116126630297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822807411012631,0.08593155815644535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652597991398925,0.0,0.0,0.07842344387035118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501583144279972,0.07576412512993284,0.0,0.11016673541563148,0.0,0.10489653399573456,0.0,0.0822787494486549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820334977190448,0.08601842338609282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538207835047677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05738616135105123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045051948554996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838943170580424,0.08120209238499769,0.11609459092792808,0.07811667908905656,0.07894200363770301,0.0,0.08848626182103833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131715715290982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991068483544366,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tjtvyt,2019/05/20,":( 14 y/o male. I've been continuously lonely for about a year now, I was ok for a while when I had a girlfriend but then we broke up because she cheated on me and it got a hell of a lot worse then before. I have friends and I love them more then anything, but friends aren't the problem. I want (need?) someone to care about me in a romantic way and no amount of friends is going to fix that. I told my crush how I feel about her over text and she replied with a paragraph that basically said ""I'm not that interested but we're still friends"" which didn't make me immediately sad, I just sorta accepted it because I didn't expect her to like me back, but after a while it sunk in that I definitely did not have a chance with her and the only way I can describe that feeling is grey. We're still friends and haven't mentioned the situation since it happened like 2 weeks ago but I can't get over her and whenever I see her I feel like breaking down and crying. I'm really paranoid about everything which really, *really* doesn't help. I don't really know what I expect from posting this but I just needed to get it off my chest.",2.9321363853123508,4.246823017167383,4.34760371959943,86.94789103481165,74.1931330472103,7.5812112541726275,26.249165474487363,8.167268648758528,1.4549334287076767,885,31,194,14,18,294,128,233,0.179,0.606,0.215,0.8884,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,1,0,12,19,2,0,12,1,16,2,1,2,0,36,36,21,0,6,10,0,3,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,14,11,0,0,5,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,9,6,32,13,24,27,3,28,1,3,2,1,21,8,1,2,18,130,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784404574336325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939899542134787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222331065926928,0.0,0.16207902118564585,0.0,0.11312287506736725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554206054061874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602928552950256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947866736206995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165667039251006,0.09497297255123624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5135488695412745,0.0,0.13891221840747,0.0,0.07555335086450947,0.0,0.1063249451996782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755915801311488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910745206080857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306081657070551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948445582634232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130215599309175,0.1199843109545144,0.0,0.08873905224561482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971479172804251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110750989505626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732058973937066,0.0,0.0,0.12720644307723308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406612604783704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645719515784035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593664860580138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997004807523293,0.14943108972761535,0.0,0.0,0.11264035405530595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233347521805712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703068290607605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841195997779829,0.21104452379292024,0.10663713408748812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547808752512094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560955124045519
lonely,Andy-the-Awesome,2019/05/20,"Greetings fellow humans Just to let y’all know, if you ever need to get anything off your chest my dms should be open. Some people don’t have someone in their life they can go to to just get stuff off their chest. Let that be me if you have to.

Not enough of this stuff goin around!

(So that y’all aren’t creeped out by a stranger, I’m a 18[M] in Cincinnati who has been known to be a good listener)",2.8863921568627435,3.6240193058823533,3.123235294117645,97.90289215686278,73.58823529411767,6.137254901960784,22.401960784313715,5.46131890053228,-0.13433333333333364,311,7,76,1,6,95,61,85,0.0,0.9259999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.7177,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,3,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,13,3,2,0,1,14,20,3,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,10,1,14,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,3,1,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700917483333408,0.21312040462646786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473684309005076,0.0,0.0,0.2165547135872234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501575212580354,0.0,0.13605886646748686,0.20080079969643946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157023179058855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.489613822473191,0.169098195064697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775151058468852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597265838147715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028463160918577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5481208325950988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,benmale1,2019/01/18,"Finally used to being alone, I think. (coming soon in Kindle format cause it's long af) Over the past several years I feel like I have bared witness to all whom I considered close and important in some way, leaving. 

And not going anywhere either, just leaving. There are some obvious exceptions to this rule. Primarily my decision to quit doing drugs after very nearly dying on a bus at 10am on a fucking Monday morning. Having escaped from a previously highly abusive relationship and becoming temporarily estranged from my newborn child (all sorted now btw, she's asleep upstairs, truly the light of my life), I felt like I had no other options. My friends and my work, performing music in bars across town at the time, revolved around them. This was around three years ago now and is a whole other story, so I'll cut it here but basically - clean for 3 years and I quite obviously don't see any of them anymore. 

Fine, good. Lovely. Healthy. 

But more recently, I don't know. I find myself sitting in the same bar I used to gig in all the time, drinking the same drinks, listening to the same music and having the same conversations. Smoking the same cigarettes in the same little shelter wearing the same shoes and the same jeans with the same coat and the same uncut messy tangled hair and suddenly I look around and realise that not a single person remains from the nearly 4 years ago I started drinking here on a regular basis. All gone, every single one, with exception to a couple of musicians who I know from when I played frequently and perhaps five members of the bar staff. 

People whom I considered my friends. People who I was close to and shared my time with. People who I was always there for whenever they needed anything, my ears were always open and my mouth was always closed. People trusted me and I was always honoured that they did and happy to help them in any way I could. I'd put myself out, constantly for all of them. All suddenly absent. 

Slowly people moved on, changed jobs / moved away, across the channel in a few cases and into the rest of Europe. I've had a friend die from an overdose and others come close. Some just completely took off and others moved on with their lives. And I look back on those days and I think about them all with love in my heart and then I'm desperately trying to recall who picked up the phone when I called. Who talked to me when I needed them? Who made sure I was okay? None of them. Not one. 

There's one exception, I have one friend who I have known since college and though we never so much as shake hands, we're like brothers. You know those people who you feel are going to be in your life until one of you dies? Yeah, that's him. 

Anyway, all this time I'm recovering from the abuse. From the previous relationship and from a further trauma before that. I deleted Facebook, which accelerated the entire thing. Fucking hell it was like I'd just vanished off the face of the planet. It feels as if I've been sat at my usual spot in town, drinking coffee and watching the world go by - you know those moments in films when the subject is in focus and moving at normal speed and everyone around is all blurry and moving really fast? Feels like that - and gradually it's all fallen silent. The cigarette has gone out and the coffee has gone cold and I'm just kinda sat there, frozen. 

I have become this sort of invisible man. People know me when they see me and performing music in my city I do get recognised, but nobody stops to say hello. Nobody knows who I am or what I am like. And not in a narcissistic way, just in the way that you know what your friends are like. The obvious exception here being my college friend I was talking about, but he's just moved out of town and is now working a full time job, so we hardly keep in touch. We do when we can though, had a beer last night actually which was nice. But I cannot escape this feeling of loneliness. Of needing real affection. Conversation and coffee. 

A few weeks ago I finally cracked the wall I'd built. I let someone in. I say I let them in she kinda took a sledgehammer to the entire thing over a kitchen radio and a cup of tea. It was a while ago now, seeing each-other for around 6 weeks. I was terrified. Especially for the first two weeks, hell I wasn't quite sure what was going on. Just panic from my previous relationship 3 years prior, but full of determination to make it work. Beautiful, in every way. Truly she's gorgeous. I spent half my time thinking ""Is this really happening?"", and then with a certain inevitability, it stopped happening. She said she needed some time to herself having only recently broken up with her long term boyfriend. I was devastated, but accepting and understanding and didn't push for ay other outcome after our final talk over coffee. 

Two weeks later she's plastering her new man all over Instagram. More money than me, better looking, the usual story... The wall is back up now and I am where I was before hand. Think I prefer this to the pain and anger I had a few weeks ago, and had indeed been trying to cope with 3 years ago when I found myself utterly broken. 

I think this final event has kinda sealed the deal for me. I'm done. Everyone has gone, except one and I am fine with that. I have my daughter back and I have my best friend, my immediate family and of course endless subreddits to enjoy. You lot seem to be more human than the people I meet in real life. 

I've found for all the love I gave out, I never really got anything back other than abuse. Being used. Leant on and then dropped. Etc... I never expected anything back. You don't give to get, but I thought maybe giving good brings you good. 

I'm gonna wrap this up cause I've just realised how terribly long this post is. But to conclude; it feels like this past year has been like watching the credits at the end of the film. Flashbacks of all the moments you loved but nothing in front of you but a list of names, all in black and white and all scrolling past you and up into the abyss. 

If there is anyone out there who gets it, who is more comfortable being alone and for the most part enjoys it, know that you're not alone. 

Except we are cause we like it that way. 

It's an odd paradox I know but it kinda works. 

Night all. ",3.3816368997213218,5.483764387973643,4.260395233182962,84.72577322206655,74.80724876441516,7.0094874439945185,23.70164282744923,7.911916057434398,1.2853446642750468,4933,150,941,75,107,1587,474,1214,0.085,0.758,0.157,0.9985,3,3,8,0,2,0,147.0,7,13,12,14,51,55,6,2,68,2,75,31,10,12,25,223,157,85,3,10,35,2,12,10,7,1,5,5,2,6,63,84,10,3,32,13,3,24,16,11,0,12,44,29,125,44,150,103,52,204,2,0,10,6,98,81,4,17,100,665,188,11,0.0,0.1362702717426922,0.037411668298639206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390218563418944,0.0,0.0,0.11911762263252634,0.0,0.0,0.12759879753150055,0.0,0.0,0.05214134853241848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03802029367868254,0.02680632704732395,0.0,0.0946449781653639,0.1706415962567027,0.0,0.0,0.036019149291121065,0.14739506165900632,0.0,0.0,0.08468105746935374,0.06524442629793363,0.0,0.04023262437371716,0.03390622071138148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039146663096542716,0.0,0.0,0.1181488829552708,0.040555773248355804,0.06604836758106608,0.04019592290567135,0.04142899477102168,0.0,0.03060920937791344,0.042419486143013885,0.0,0.024724382784445796,0.03952406628090074,0.0,0.0,0.11936417412810715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0392323617413165,0.0,0.15022381013555705,0.04445908925057152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033955462987253986,0.0,0.04275621633117919,0.0,0.0,0.06460164660533718,0.07326585382051096,0.0,0.0,0.03614098844160179,0.0,0.11630692520036764,0.08216451054958611,0.03680981391314095,0.16798652475467266,0.035039591780040354,0.03260968232201867,0.0,0.08406972720737807,0.2073350853614123,0.07088442028438119,0.06008896072327057,0.07355325063973098,0.08715186966572085,0.0964665088259712,0.03066183584257838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780308417785612,0.04081076187932648,0.034342684822626264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04542987746173825,0.02569667976134733,0.040505455515202335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760876966442159,0.03407594801306468,0.0,0.0,0.1896225654297572,0.03125001106612061,0.0,0.08118731683488029,0.0,0.07840496020322882,0.0812362926408885,0.18729665144502894,0.0384240397208131,0.03385253258992737,0.10178189520302036,0.0965810133021914,0.0,0.0,0.03259299603461648,0.13840361692218708,0.036275674128454616,0.025590441148793202,0.0,0.038514964268816565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24447885539836506,0.0281823219160206,0.11370646963431325,0.0887042526501917,0.03702639702015245,0.0,0.07195390594306764,0.03756240791583334,0.03678566713841927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587005378077104,0.02915723930101275,0.04079358333363883,0.044980553767520665,0.0,0.04151555298922202,0.10979185398976486,0.21262601794190716,0.03347464600286253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036716529828793816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038539568864649,0.0,0.12232929221227758,0.0,0.08727246635798445,0.07367955582128934,0.0,0.07570690470032995,0.12347971787256433,0.0,0.0,0.036467545332478896,0.06097470917881824,0.0,0.0,0.09164957827621308,0.03490083221378908,0.0,0.04331022945201001,0.0,0.03171300540386688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0324830644286488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02713533370647809,0.0,0.0,0.06410338810190326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226489096410227,0.0,0.0,0.09244219313072582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050939188690819114,0.12282494862284825,0.07533239255764904,0.030435528773592326,0.1564834892478736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518828752600623,0.052057011609577056,0.0,0.07489993037331491,0.039910474638739424,0.0,0.0993333377139756,0.08444622522025334,0.03163228219754625,0.0,0.18258215506796893,0.15375932214087215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042802219161961724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164002524197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281572082951882
lonely,shoumama,2019/01/18,"today is my birthday I’ve always been envious of people who receive messages from multiple friends and family and can celebrate this occasion with all of their loved ones, to know that you’re so well liked by that many people that they’d take time out of their schedules to spend time with you and celebrate your existence.  

I should be grateful I can spend my bday with my mom, and I am, but I’ve never known what it’s like to have many people care for me. I’ve always been shy and awkward and lonely. I don’t have many friends besides a few online ones. I’m trying my best to change myself since I’m in my 3rd year of university and want to form meaningful connections, but I know my life won’t change overnight.  

Maybe one day my bday wish will come true.",5.761483918128654,5.850671888157897,5.824298245614037,83.38619883040937,66.96052631578948,9.387134502923976,29.38888888888889,9.150863307647796,2.175466959064328,605,19,124,10,9,191,97,152,0.054000000000000006,0.6859999999999999,0.26,0.9873,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,3,1,2,12,1,1,1,0,14,2,0,0,3,24,24,10,0,3,2,1,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,7,12,0,0,4,0,2,2,3,3,1,3,2,0,19,9,17,17,4,11,0,1,0,1,12,2,0,0,9,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485076718827973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671175607088744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225104597274286,0.0,0.3159409331852819,0.1286338615783422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630496404928747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407742560418457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307427000413573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413481834561816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054756123470678,0.14590938379511714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477541045400618,0.0,0.0,0.4541890353083826,0.15002122728828773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489252472319114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517186545461305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035679405344181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105781425217313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352663651671088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122769552018029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415008539440913,0.0,0.1415465971048984,0.0,0.0,0.1013847074622946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807821628043654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342648618549181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172118139638293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961630926195814
lonely,ohmyguinea,2019/01/18,"Ex Found Someone New A boyfriend I never even really cared about has found someone new and that has me kind of depressed and down in the dumps. I’m not even upset about him though. I only dated him because I was and am so desperate to no longer be alone. I ignored so many red flags and knew that I should end it. But I didn’t because I just wanted to be with someone. I’m glad he ended it but now I’m alone again. I’m upset because him with someone is yet another reminder that I haven’t found anyone to love and to love me.  
Sometimes I regret leaving my ex husband. He was and is a cheating asshole who took me for granted, but at least I felt loved until the end there when things went downhill. When I was with him, that was the first time in my entire life that I was happy. First time I ever felt beautiful, wanted, appreciated, valued, worthy of my own breath and life, enough.  
I just yearn for someone to share my life with. I want a partner that I can share my soul with. I want to share my entire being with someone, journey through life together. I want to discuss politics with him, and my feelings and my past and my future and everything. Those late night talks where you stay up all night learning everything about each other. I want to bare my soul to him and for him to embrace and welcome that. I want him to do the same and for me to embrace and welcome everything that he is and is not.  
I want someone to travel with, go on adventures with. Even if it’s just hiking at a local park for an hour or two. Even if it’s just holding hands while watching tv on the couch. Cooking together. Cuddling in bed, our bodies as intertwined as our souls. Human intimacy is a need just like water and air.  
I’m just so lonely. I long so badly for someone to unburden my spirit of this need to share my love and life and experiences. ",3.495223938223937,4.828011537837842,4.520868725868726,86.18628378378382,72.81081081081079,7.015444015444014,26.998069498069498,7.447530270364453,1.3871312741312742,1439,51,291,16,28,469,173,370,0.078,0.693,0.22899999999999998,0.9964,0,4,1,0,0,0,37.0,2,1,0,2,26,26,2,2,11,0,21,15,3,0,3,70,51,36,0,15,14,3,4,1,1,1,5,0,2,2,17,29,2,2,8,3,0,5,6,10,0,3,14,6,49,16,49,33,6,44,4,4,2,5,32,12,0,3,27,209,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572231310510087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883010173690752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256581471415212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277002307642746,0.13748241079692786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350518941704704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664841141969146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475021978011762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997546966546573,0.07767839275618367,0.0,0.19861596307723836,0.06800229937989506,0.0,0.0,0.20269390952117056,0.07353796272406725,0.0,0.0,0.038011973002132514,0.0,0.1443642655261679,0.0,0.0,0.1278917858310408,0.0,0.24728455127313945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04272507218867153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800277838700105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403463604888348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828573619172452,0.0,0.0,0.0848034279539179,0.07960205526007559,0.0,0.0,0.2655002492189544,0.03672790031644183,0.0,0.0,0.06652966959444406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714023025256816,0.0,0.0,0.07621812561441482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148623987250728,0.05798147704626569,0.14521368196828496,0.0,0.14109787144973324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057175831510502886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176537394524507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04816059373701185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5095808144367696,0.0,0.07435241143739088,0.0,0.0,0.0801291494358757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042477940998756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04994455133080492,0.0,0.07386145409194478,0.0,0.08767314082344492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352490309475265,0.0,0.0,0.07343743615370854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547328198866544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969024098336503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,greystar04,2019/01/18,"Tom Walker's- Leave a light on For all those out there who find comfort in music, do listen to this song.

I hope it helps.",2.718,4.175647400000003,2.9730000000000025,96.01150000000004,75.0,5.0,20.5,3.1291,-0.4941999999999998,95,2,21,0,2,29,25,25,0.043,0.674,0.284,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,5,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962378421427477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639216174392752,0.0,0.0,0.5392624902924116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5748956661425775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,__MCW,2019/01/18,"Keep punching shit to get out my frustration Shits just getting worse... I’m getting more paranoid everyday and now I have a weekend of no plans :). I fuckin hate being lonely

If anyone wants a chat,  pms are always open",1.7456910569105697,4.536042146341465,2.616463414634147,88.47477642276422,90.95121951219512,4.684552845528454,23.90650406504065,6.42735559955562,1.0331430894308946,172,7,30,2,6,54,37,41,0.406,0.594,0.0,-0.9612,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,5,0,2,0,3,4,2,0,0,7,10,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,9,1,5,0,1,0,1,1,2,3,1,3,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508376563279667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107868218633251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724989379398325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29762789912209897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26795020335957737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.618885722682447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780805862405935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072120086752426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fa73,2019/01/18,"Watch this video and you have changed https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=kbb_0qNdjjo

I think that you guys should watch this video. You may feel like nothing works but try out this watching this video. You miss the shots you don’t take. I believe that what he says is true. Our world revolves around off getting instant approval of others whether it be positive or negative. Anyway I think you should watch this video so that he can explain this better than me.

Peace out.",5.786944444444442,8.934072432098766,3.072330246913584,91.06923611111117,71.5925925925926,5.531481481481482,26.174382716049386,6.6274283507984215,0.9113567901234564,381,13,67,3,8,101,58,81,0.07,0.6920000000000001,0.239,0.9575,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,6,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,1,15,15,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,12,4,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,11,3,6,11,0,5,0,1,4,0,12,5,0,2,1,45,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687407593052694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401198856996763,0.0,0.2669918618623681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193532390713137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264161882989224,0.2156659868541506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577219279557885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989126178866123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748527155404634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28966583573966603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400702701245674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22697919484673404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386870149818332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495941690084035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197751442975616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fatbasementdweller,2019/01/18,"loneliness loneliness is a concept which i qualify to write a few paragraphs about. there are hundreds of pages of posts already here, wherever you look, whatever you read, people often suffer from loneliness 

loneliness is not having someone to share small good news with. it feels slightly suffocating 

loneliness is a warmth. a feeling you can sense physically. it's like ear ache. you can't touch it. it's there and it doesn't go away

loneliness is a feeling of defeat. it's like being handicapped. it makes you think why me? 

loneliness is becoming a person you don't want to become. sometimes it makes you mean to people who had no effect on your situation

loneliness is starting to have expectations from people you would never get along with and don't need to get along with

loneliness is not being happy about approaching weekend

loneliness is clinging to hundreds of possibilities with hope, even though they are obviously going to be disappointment

loneliness is what's behind the step of giving up 

loneliness is disappearance of all motivation related to production

loneliness is trying to talk about your problems on the internet

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lonely,itsokokokok,2019/01/18,"anyone wanna talk? [20yo] 
i’m open to anyone wanting to vent or whatever, message me your Snapchats / Twitters ,-, ",4.886842105263156,8.00827373684211,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,74.78947368421052,5.905263157894738,35.8157894736842,7.1686216300943375,3.0797157894736844,87,5,12,1,2,27,17,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8142648927876749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680016546452005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34343432505041044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dragoono,2019/01/18,"I don't have any real friends anymore My closest friend hasnt messaged me in weeks, my other friend I saw yesterday and she was giving me very strong ""I don't want to be here"" vibes, and everyone else (2 people) only hang out with me to smoke weed. This guy I thought had a crush on me also wants nothing to do with me, and even my family doesn't like being around me. I feel like maybe I changed and now nobody wants to be around me anymore? Like maybe my personality is hard to get along with? I do feel like a bad person a lot, so maybe I am just an asshole and they're moving on to bettet things and people who don't laugh at their misfortunes. 


Oh well. I guess I'm just posting this to get a little bit of internet aporoval. Or maybe someone else is in my position too, I don't know.",1.625454545454545,3.4252515454545467,3.146060606060612,92.09909090909096,79.0,6.096969696969698,21.909090909090907,7.0316486544052195,0.4849272727272727,615,18,137,7,15,202,100,165,0.102,0.775,0.12300000000000001,0.7563,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,11,11,0,0,5,0,17,0,0,0,0,26,30,9,0,3,3,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,13,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,1,1,0,4,4,24,10,20,23,2,16,0,0,1,0,11,10,0,3,7,88,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658649868601736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213350115377847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395595758543552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503688934042092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084497738697756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185880770359815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776760642526128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017898271743992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977304023303236,0.0,0.0,0.11540900376901678,0.0,0.0,0.11385919234602933,0.0,0.12213844666480653,0.17256832595672186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799394385573049,0.0,0.12620353107606078,0.11586171371318565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330511012014921,0.11958967389447026,0.0,0.0,0.10819378565743404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637668838803581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360250384087349,0.1210517564109442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268153596947653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853528266908987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836839934210453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589019921406052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185746879107992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674651671033884,0.21091820242347767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567238784324947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747234043726286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023352055449778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023984862049889,0.0,0.0,0.0958846139580562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996548865533649,0.2137148123017971,0.0,0.0968812032516548,0.0,0.10859434928718764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mylifeisaonebigmeme,2019/01/18,"All i need is someone to talk to Im 21 and a good person who cares about his friends , but unfortunately i dont have any anymore anyone want someone to talk to im here :)",-0.001756756756755351,1.977336864864867,2.6877702702702737,92.26787162162165,85.75675675675676,4.781081081081081,22.763513513513516,5.985473137389443,0.20754594594594566,132,5,31,1,4,46,28,37,0.076,0.6409999999999999,0.282,0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,5,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628790344664501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375354262525228,0.16747509567556995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442024366158505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807108666899219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504940055225505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20089458440907576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174365752302907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759801489513413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091360570263167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058821123400969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850276369877474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127269136995727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LX2Z12,2019/01/18,Would you exchange or buy live bedtime stories? Essentially someone reads a book to you. Or does a platform or service for this exist? ,3.765000000000001,6.9601155000000015,4.24666666666667,78.86500000000002,81.5,4.866666666666667,37.16666666666667,6.42735559955562,2.8717666666666672,108,7,16,1,3,34,20,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,11,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507857925640467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548612139835385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5152603237612754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364602878875004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659271253821064,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mydickis21centimeter,2019/01/18,"Imagine how nice it'd be to have someone to cuddle Yeah imagine that haha, feeling her soft skin and her hair getting in the way of your nose. Maybe we'll even kiss, or even ~~HOLD HANDS~~ haha. Imagine that. I'm such a degenerate pervert, i'm going to hell for thinking about this i wish i could stop wanting this please help when does the heavy feeling on my chest go away i gym every day it feels so good but it's nowhere as good as cuddling with her oh god make it stop it fucking hurts please make it stop make it stop make it stop. Degenerates like me should be locked up in jail with the key thrown away, oh god why am i such a freaking pervert jesus christ on a stick.

Haha",1.3365238095238112,3.624557700000004,2.210000000000001,95.84166666666668,82.71428571428572,4.3047619047619055,22.190476190476193,5.2151,-0.0798952380952378,538,18,116,2,15,168,92,140,0.177,0.5870000000000001,0.235,0.6066,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,0,8,12,2,0,6,4,8,9,5,5,0,27,24,8,0,4,2,0,7,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,6,7,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,8,11,8,17,18,0,17,3,1,0,4,6,7,2,1,8,62,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26095884228412874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088190587085596,0.0,0.0,0.08956411290381429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215321129688168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834537682154815,0.0,0.11700977979463895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066100357203946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838945822877593,0.07255744945400737,0.0,0.15785388785174675,0.23296671314983575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308626012886173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867059609941502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784823945972146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37080564239618985,0.0,0.13952051455977255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30489026927563523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766994854082413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5805365435742853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898671131060598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191319507964613,0.11023402075930293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531480329317993,0.0,0.15970158371785206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Empty_String,2019/01/18,"I've grown Cold Hearted I hate it, but it keeps me from feeling the same hurt and disappointment I've felt with every failed attempt at friendship and relationship in the past. Interactions don't even feel genuine anymore. Everything's an act. I fear I am incapable of loving or connecting with anyone the way I used to.",4.98,7.212943666666668,5.6099999999999985,76.215,70.66666666666666,8.8,32.0,9.3871,3.2079000000000004,260,12,45,6,5,84,49,60,0.304,0.555,0.141,-0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,1,4,0,2,2,1,1,0,12,9,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,4,5,1,7,8,1,6,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543179858078405,0.17930769181312367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937514471278675,0.0,0.2160604121497224,0.0,0.23047029873221836,0.0,0.0,0.28856449418873353,0.2593259203662699,0.0,0.2462210789707876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531798294552593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038807387762038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274522611051493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279342326078421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314456680795308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447994694689503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753188722744161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148044221229915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035488657441886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OneSpockTwoSpock,2019/01/18,I'm so tired of crying I have no friends. I left my first and probably last girlfriend nearly a year ago now and have not had a single love interest since. The people I work and go to college with treat me like garbage. It's almost become routine to cry on the drive home from another day spent without conversation and an extra cry at night on the days when I was actively rejected instead of just being ignored. Hopelessness is very real. ,5.213686274509801,6.5293574470588265,5.89970588235294,77.9970098039216,68.64705882352939,8.960784313725489,31.81372549019608,9.2995712137729,2.952372549019608,353,15,63,7,6,115,70,85,0.268,0.602,0.13,-0.9374,0,1,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,6,0,6,2,0,0,0,11,10,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,1,3,0,6,5,11,6,2,16,0,2,0,1,4,5,0,1,10,44,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603568230276517,0.0,0.1811450924270173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896892903669677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978969775394104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5961300500707136,0.23333090593229056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387334002828118,0.0,0.0,0.13976279356264146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280956697728227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181457322844062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745754132716304,0.0,0.0,0.19654824191718787,0.0,0.0,0.0883785406106199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326919868084533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976227683249662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541319490079422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504066007342624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590366012154346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964224476768373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791779319847756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926134104554106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438102267447206,0.0,0.13169726245097724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649358753041192
lonely,Duke_Kadir,2019/01/18,"Feeling lonely and disconnected from the world? get the kik app to join a community group named the Church of Mushology. We are about giving love, friendship and a sense of close community. Dont be shy and join that hashtag #Chill420LitFam or contact me at @mushkee to be invited manually. Tell us your stories, make friends, be naughty sometimes, and hail the kik gods \~ <3",6.5704477611940275,8.582157985074627,6.191223880597018,74.54146268656717,66.16417910447761,9.53910447761194,37.280597014925384,9.888512548439397,3.9953307462686567,303,16,51,7,5,94,53,67,0.032,0.6920000000000001,0.276,0.9436,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,1,0,10,10,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,7,7,0,3,1,1,0,1,10,3,0,1,0,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178095533166096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025461296554698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27542719773526964,0.0,0.18625395418227175,0.3419825441240537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217507086318597,0.0,0.2379632196593611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525827282353935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115923941290846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42881966108244096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,smallsadpeanut,2019/01/18,"How do I start over? Venting I apologize for this. It probably won’t make any sense. I feel physically in hell right now and I can’t stop crying on my balcony. It feels stupid to me to write in a journal because no ones listening (lol) so sorry for the dump here. 

I would like to blame my lack of friends on difficulty forming relationships due to my isolated upbringing (was homeschooled) or having (quiet) borderline personality disorder but the truth is I don’t have a problem forming friends when I’m involved in group activities and I’ve had friends in the past. 

I’ve had several groups of friends that turned into my family over the years. I met them when I was involved in certain sports and we trained together and competed together and got margaritas after competitions and helped each other move or paint houses etc etc. I’ve actually been part of what some people call a “squad” in the past. Looking back I don’t even know what it feels like anymore. I would love to be able to experience that again. 

I quit playing said sports because training and competing in them was too big of a time and money commitment for a college student. At the time I was a pre medical student and I needed much more time to study for science courses. I also started getting some “adult bills” and needed to work to pay them. So I had to quit this sport. For a while, I tried to keep up with these friends on Facebook and by going to some events with them every few months. But I stopped doing this because every time I saw them it wasn’t the same at all. It just felt awkward and I knew I was out of the loop with their conversations and whatever was going on in the group of friends. I was irrelevant to every conversation. New people had joined this group who I didn’t know and I didn’t feel replaced but that it wasn’t the same, and I couldn’t just reappear every few months and feel the same level of friendship that I did. So, I stopped interacting with them, because it made me feel worse when I did. 

The closest person to me out of this friend group, my coach and my mentor, someone who helped me through extremely hard times and was always there for me, started to make passive aggressive political comments on nearly all of my Facebook posts. Now, we had two very different political viewpoints, but never talked about it. And I respect most people’s political views as long as they’re respectful of mine. But he started using this tone in his comments that implied I was stupid for believing the things I do, or that I just don’t understand some things because I’m young and he’s not (I’m 20, and this person is old enough to be my parent). After getting into several arguments with him, I decided to block him on social media because his comments were aggravating to me and destroying our friendship. Since then, I have not spoken to him or any of the people in that group. 

I’ve never had problems getting into romantic relationships. I’ve been with my current boyfriend for a year now and although we’ve had our ups and downs we have a fairly healthy relationship, other than me feeling the need to hang out with him more than what is probably necessary. (I should also mention here that he physically cheated on me several months ago, and I have chosen to move past that, as I believe he is truly remorseful and he has done a good job being transparent with me since, but this has put a dent in my already damaged self esteem). I realize that he needs his alone time, so I try not to be with him too often. Unfortunately, it’s getting increasingly harder to be alone, even for 1 or 2 nights per week. Without him, I talk to no one outside of my coworkers, who I am not close with and do not intend to invite into my personal life. I talk to the internet and my cat, Apollo, and that’s about it. I don’t mean to sound like a cliche, but having a cat is probably one of the reasons why I don’t cut myself anymore and haven’t attempted suicide. I think about what would happen if I overdosed in my apartment or whatever other method of suicide and I wouldn’t want him to see that, like it kills me to think about him meowing and trying to get my body to respond, and not having food or water for several days until someone found out. 

Anyway, being alone is not bad, temporarily- I mean for several hours, and when I’m asleep. I like having alone time to shower, clean my apartment, and drink coffee, but after that’s all done, I can’t handle it, and I unravel. I love cleaning and having a clean space. Some people say it helps them to think clearly to have a clean space. I feel like it causes me to think too clearly- after I’m done, I’m just sitting in my clean apartment with my cat and some candles, and maybe some music, but what the fuck for? Why did I even clean? Most people clean before people come over, but no one, except my boyfriend will ever come over. There is no one to clean for. When there is no more cleaning to be done and I’ve worked out for the day and eaten and showered, I have exhausted my list of things to do and I start to disconnect and feel like I don’t exist anymore. Like I’m in this limbo with nothing to look forward to and no one to talk to except my boyfriend. Sometimes I lay on my bed unable to fall asleep, just suspended in this feeling of non existence. My existence, I feel, is relative to my relationship with others. If no one can hear my thoughts and words or even interact with me, do I exist? It sounds crazy but this is really how I feel.

For being depressed, I get a lot done. I’m very organized and clean. I work out at least 4 times per week and I’m making progress with powerlifting and running. I’m applying to nursing school right now and will hopefully get into a program soon. (When I’m in school, I’m less depressed. Having a lot of things to do makes it harder for me to be alone in my thoughts. If I don’t get into a program I feel like things will get much, much worse.) I work 3 times per week doing 12 hour night shifts. When I’m not doing a lot of activities, I get extremely sad, extremely fast. It makes me wonder if all my “accomplishments”, grades, and experiences are just a result of me running from my loneliness, and not because I’m actually talented at anything. 

For a while, I was using materialism as an escape from this. I would buy things I didn’t need when I was lonely as a distraction, and it always worked for a few hours but when I got into debt from this coping mechanism, it had to stop. There is nothing more depressing and stressful than being in a bad financial situation, so I promised myself I’d never buy anything else to fill the void in my heart. 

I’m turning 21 next month, and it’s probably just going to me me and my boyfriend. There’s nothing wrong with that, but I’m embarrassed. This is supposed to me the time in my life when I have a group of friends to go out to clubs and bars with or just have a good time together.  At this point, I’m not even sure, what do friends do? 

I haven’t reached out to any of my old friends to hang out with in a while. But when I do, I always feel like they’re spending time with me out of pity, and it makes me want to jump off a bridge. It’s starting to feel that way with my boyfriend. I’m trying to give him space because if I was normal, I’d appreciate that. It’s always harder than I anticipate to stay home with nothing to do. I can’t even find interest in watching tv anymore because I know I’m just using it as a replacement for human interaction and being self aware about it ruins it for me. I can’t enjoy it, I’m just staring at a screen thinking about how I wouldn’t be doing this if I was social and didn’t leave all of my friend group. I can’t read books, because I know I’m only reading the book because I’m lonely and need something to occupy my time. I would like to be able to read a book and watch tv because I want to, not because I’m trying to avoid spiraling into a pit of despair. 

I tell myself that after I graduate and become a nurse, I will have the time and money to get involved in the sport I was in again. It would be in a different city with different people, but I know - or think - I can make friends easier in a group setting. But now, whenever I’m in a group setting like aforementioned, I get nervous. It’s like I don’t even remember what having friends was like, and I am terrified to have some again. Just afraid of the awkward getting to know you process. Afraid that they won’t like me or that I will be the outsider in a clique. 

I realize I’ve probably limited myself in that I avoid a lot of situations because I don’t want to feel more lonely than I already am, and have probably missed out on friendships because of it. I berate myself for this too. I know I need professional help, unfortunately due to my health insurance coverage right now I can to afford mental health care. The future looks brighter after nursing school with money and coverage for psychiatric meds but I have to figure out how to live in the present and survive until then. I’m really struggling right now.

Sorry for writing so much. If you’re reading this I hope you had a great day.",5.244106172266388,5.706856385336272,6.0130331341031775,80.29362714946133,68.11245865490628,9.077150428441557,31.07214839745449,9.063066167217693,2.495042704887909,7209,275,1425,123,114,2367,552,1814,0.11699999999999999,0.735,0.14800000000000002,0.9973,12,13,3,0,0,4,179.0,5,2,9,14,73,85,10,11,69,1,143,18,4,19,15,313,277,140,3,34,60,1,18,15,13,16,6,7,14,8,89,118,5,9,45,19,9,18,49,39,0,8,53,35,199,46,254,192,45,211,1,12,10,3,109,90,2,36,114,1003,288,27,0.0568213517227861,0.0,0.05544944270291248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025184349949034616,0.0,0.0,0.14712445990434636,0.06270377457851327,0.0454400144437231,0.0945598329938794,0.0,0.0,0.05796070148800525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270302511265963,0.0,0.0,0.04675913097491776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021846056051049192,0.047443455259079344,0.25978326460118484,0.031377359375468976,0.024175392612892758,0.06401820542964977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03155785615360412,0.0,0.0,0.02901047655847145,0.0,0.028966577512979038,0.02918559019049722,0.0,0.048946563202855585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031207793371177676,0.05496760672207991,0.0,0.07341022046654005,0.0,0.0,0.08904932811312423,0.03256109592268138,0.0,0.0,0.14536992691089054,0.0,0.02783164628690108,0.0,0.0,0.02373347410389284,0.0,0.0,0.02935582281719102,0.0633708272169003,0.13135488421289174,0.025699082858519417,0.09574887902250376,0.0,0.0,0.055582185147440885,0.026783056716721088,0.0,0.2298446617730505,0.10148296256050326,0.02727870421586921,0.0,0.02596684303452276,0.0,0.034354302024617096,0.03115083965665167,0.28535023003218746,0.026265212030326158,0.19296427189227425,0.02725410909508326,0.0645857672652473,0.04765905395430025,0.04544522570197705,0.03132287043568247,0.0,0.0,0.02512346683653196,0.0,0.02545038514635903,0.0,0.0,0.06039843979512612,0.032020896520817584,0.03366678768782168,0.07617230863418871,0.0,0.028498224353894725,0.056436423225461385,0.08393637848589118,0.032782105453689425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028193211953231018,0.025252714097309874,0.03143220344880513,0.0,0.1092963511504144,0.0,0.0,0.03008280355946224,0.0,0.0,0.04013460112881255,0.2082003172081128,0.0,0.025087147293320945,0.02514255410550172,0.07157343693603586,0.0,0.0,0.0966149625678926,0.05128348838350124,0.026882868441454044,0.13275042724995414,0.0,0.02854234255715009,0.06189510977617128,0.03155785615360412,0.028620766975660024,0.028631279006006864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070852167562253,0.0603921044822726,0.08354046292954326,0.1474630931259938,0.06573619406074956,0.027439207785060347,0.030215076090681862,0.05332298940790628,0.027836430186517318,0.10904323891668752,0.0,0.05962445025288416,0.0,0.13476266466425274,0.021607599226675243,0.0,0.0,0.031546693367268945,0.030765993357737074,0.08136361453404416,0.15757108323671126,0.09922842524526068,0.0,0.0,0.02685727183100022,0.0,0.02720957403903761,0.0,0.18378908280315048,0.05437035970753595,0.0,0.02856057632202724,0.0,0.06043650183561625,0.11367345677506953,0.0,0.03640121290748238,0.029210906576894895,0.0,0.122009733906032,0.032183757420693265,0.09705024780933634,0.027025058723493263,0.022593309766010976,0.0,0.08625936223597251,0.022639630318926542,0.0,0.059277062123209476,0.16047988473001173,0.0,0.047003209320735685,0.06386958005772304,0.0,0.057922212399827026,0.04814454692246083,0.021871926298139128,0.028098884886018444,0.06360685122107533,0.12065533562184093,0.030282000307537714,0.0,0.09501038866391147,0.03254433320957185,0.029701007029397763,0.0,0.06215333630615603,0.0,0.026776725772824982,0.0,0.0,0.09134170032045318,0.0248321829540859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324874376480935,0.10922648351501367,0.0,0.04510980626131385,0.2319309099433397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644491992071516,0.061805314012497836,0.027753102083918055,0.029576515528008662,0.0,0.07361310613165692,0.0,0.04688356598465293,0.06702941087311687,0.022551072090664363,0.06836799141137792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512724319339215,0.0,0.0,0.02738687769305052,0.03081016605338799,0.10341655198305276,0.0,0.057905811789404564,0.12109277393892705,0.031062614071818127,0.0,0.03659108754827958
lonely,RuTwo,2019/01/18,I just wanna hug someone Like a meaningful hug would kinda be nice,1.3846153846153868,4.071303230769232,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153847,93.6153846153846,5.676923076923077,21.884615384615387,7.1686216300943375,1.4318000000000008,54,2,9,1,2,18,12,13,0.0,0.307,0.693,0.9104,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40415763722886616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7009350390489408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5876620417408632,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nurse_Nameless,2019/01/18,"Hello? Can you hear me? Hope I'm not breaking any rules.  It's only 11:40PM here and even though I'm exhausted I'm not ready to sleep yet. 

I'm feeling really blah (not sad or anything) but yearning for some human connection. 

Anyone else out there wanna chat? Send me a message. ",1.167298701298698,3.7391334181818174,2.7070129870129875,89.64909090909094,87.54545454545455,5.324675324675325,22.402597402597397,6.868970318607317,0.8836233766233765,218,8,42,3,7,71,46,55,0.136,0.773,0.091,-0.345,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,12,8,4,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,2,3,1,4,8,1,4,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,3,1,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232260893811442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295250017834001,0.3363381980610555,0.2701276299912889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742166921187302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168107235064005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659766564743474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699696169291338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260333742998103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496543219348681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102899084412213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284941706590385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32251094127176033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rbfailures1,2019/01/18,"Can’t make friends I’m in my 2nd year at college and I just got out of a really close friendship. I’ve been trying to make new friends, and I’ve talked and studied with several people. But I’ve invited people out to do things with me several times, and they’re always too busy, doing things with other people ( SOs or other friends) to which I’m not invited to, or just don’t want to. I understand that I’m someone these people just met a couple of weeks ago, but it’s still really frustrating. I’ve always felt lonely due to never having a SO, but now it’s pretty bad, and it’s not for lack of trying. I can’t seem to keep myself busy because nothing sounds fun or i can’t motivate myself. I feel like I’ve been trying super hard, meeting people and being friendly, but I already feel like giving up.",6.9803181818181805,5.357543236363637,7.829507575757577,75.66426136363638,65.12121212121212,10.431818181818182,32.14015151515152,9.188382445141503,2.665015151515151,634,19,124,9,8,215,90,165,0.098,0.6940000000000001,0.207,0.9538,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,7,11,1,0,3,0,10,0,0,3,1,36,25,14,0,2,12,0,4,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,10,12,0,1,6,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,5,10,8,19,19,1,15,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,4,11,76,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414252765746845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209553430085595,0.0,0.21428582382773012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751351365102264,0.0784940343895987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247617862167825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021504781959614,0.1839796839587373,0.12363472778613875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39793451200908253,0.0,0.0,0.12352325581008095,0.0,0.0,0.10298524564035154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534827368346925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445237312503374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581628677234222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190346209431742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931161434065444,0.12436217491590768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123553624960499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463476763039552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100043961792865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498049222894373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722294767486165,0.0,0.2909359140630091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910228554189708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283200739927252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349654225944367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171091675233595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750839888275373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622692337523179,0.0,0.0,0.13404905222882996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594901595565938,0.0,0.10328762857821162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292052864077303
lonely,lonelysoftie,2019/01/18,I'm so alone...Ill go out with anyone Title...I have a major crush on this guy but I'm too shy to talk to him so I 'll considering asking thus guy out I don't even know if I like..anyone want to pm me to talk more?,-3.3736764705882365,-1.88006339215686,0.5472303921568661,102.49378676470587,104.49019607843138,3.334313725490196,8.33578431372549,5.148860815047168,-2.0606686274509807,161,1,45,1,8,59,37,51,0.08800000000000001,0.879,0.034,-0.3291,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,8,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,8,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219688761812049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820872567987829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929719340197471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148645744627625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5975423851818099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658290528279911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741549146818222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850562366393816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797475670041052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Interpreters_Dilemma,2019/01/18,"Realizing how desperate for attention I am. I am disablingly shy. I get most of my ""socialization"" fix from the internet.


However, I recently got out of a bad relationship with a guy I met on the internet. During the relationship he somehow got the passwords of ALL my emails, social medias, reddit accounts, etc. and now that we're broken up, I have to be completely ""dead"" to him. 

He's blocked on everything. I got a new number. I can't post on my favorite hobby subreddits because he will figure out its me. I have to be very careful about where I post and what I post about.


He has no job and all the time in the world to visit the corners of the internet that I frequent (and he knows all of them since he found my emails and such) so he has the ability to be very persistent. He kept tabs on me for 7 years before we met, so who knows how long he'll continue now that we've been together. But I think it's safe here. I've never visited this sub before, and he doesn't visit it either. 

So I feel like I've lost my ""social sphere"" and now just feel really lonely. Not to mention he was my first boyfriend and first person I was ever intimate with and now I really crave that attention from the relationship. 


I am really relieved that I am no longer with him and I am doing really well with ignoring him, but part of what scares me is that some part of me enjoys the fact that someone is obsessing over me. It's like I want that attention, and he is now the only way I can get it, since he is a road block to my usual fixes. I keep checking his ""blog"" that he created to talk about me and checking my emails to see if he's tried to contact me.

I kind of worry that this is what he is trying to do. Isolate me from afar so he is the only thing I can think about, even if what I'm thinking about him is not good.


I honestly feel like the next decently kind, intelligent, and healthy guy that throws attention my way will be in a world of trouble trying to get rid of me. I've never felt so desperate for attention before and it makes me feel disgusted with myself.",3.621155977830561,4.604662536817102,5.2986769596199546,82.0686013460016,72.08788598574822,9.223784639746636,26.859936658749014,9.558583805096642,2.271753380839272,1612,54,336,38,30,550,185,421,0.12,0.794,0.086,-0.9285,2,2,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,1,4,25,20,1,2,19,0,32,0,0,3,7,68,60,25,1,3,8,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,3,25,22,0,6,18,1,3,4,8,8,1,2,12,6,52,12,48,41,9,43,0,2,1,0,45,15,0,5,22,231,77,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620083666816864,0.05563310965133294,0.0,0.2329744071746987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304876425415713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568757405703757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178242769022684,0.060278385367613915,0.08255265577643646,0.0,0.0,0.08202134679399019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458136570340686,0.13039668569577695,0.0876268422323619,0.0,0.0,0.15525661144724567,0.0,0.10006522635378927,0.0,0.0,0.14304353435823522,0.0,0.0,0.07654711838122441,0.21897420005481355,0.0,0.0,0.18072954040463396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090564497356591,0.0811187942298455,0.0,0.1900728502116224,0.10031157369437406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375955253849414,0.0,0.0,0.08076492946610518,0.0,0.0,0.09962440242850876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060918796125761274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077538435192571,0.08814242467439963,0.09705929155156627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388193275950769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765798439296708,0.0,0.0,0.07968737714889212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622143301962423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338617930872958,0.0,0.09011125415806537,0.2939470920023589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137023638993666,0.0,0.07272483687115487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509874800125857,0.0,0.0,0.279093566590106,0.07732688811275698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335378451150701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063111676396466,0.17543303675322333,0.0,0.0,0.05321621975459778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858848656841011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051335863792507,0.15060315208952474,0.05382931283159944,0.14488072605074068,0.0,0.0,0.08205644433202694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268205969506524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877041354915893
lonely,dude_bone,2019/01/18,Lost in Philadelphia I’m a 33/M living and working in Philadelphia. I’m married and have an amazing daughter and an amazing job and by all means should be stoked on life. But every day is the same thing as before. Me and my wife hardly get along any more and most of my friends disappeared when my daughter was born. I spend almost all of my time at work just because I’m sick of getting yelled at whenever I go home. I’m so lonely and miss that feeling of being appreciated and wanted and loved. ,3.424500000000002,5.057625050000002,4.743000000000002,83.32150000000003,73.5,7.0,27.5,7.645422480735847,1.5774,395,15,78,5,8,131,71,100,0.111,0.715,0.174,0.8426,1,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,2,21,19,13,0,2,2,3,2,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,2,10,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,3,7,4,12,14,5,11,0,3,0,1,5,5,0,2,4,49,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24675530598135395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757491344324202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502161187215976,0.0,0.20968635060776172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892133294040495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076205476628504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459799801804383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038446158431352,0.0,0.2574898853600065,0.0,0.14004688626886647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207450554517985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24718062532653898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24453508660833115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740546302298886,0.0,0.0,0.21759449566459008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689979250946029,0.0,0.22240481670268916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684250034167113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371134188111205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369022394526093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453456493388703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35879523819935105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WymsicaI,2019/08/31,"I’m a senior and I feel like I’m wasting my high school years I’m (17M) now a senior in high school and I feel so empty. Everyone around me seems to be having so much fun going to parties every weekend, going to the beach, hooking up, or just doing random stuff together. I’ve never been to any dances because I have no close friends to go with. I’ve never even kissed a girl. I don’t even have any female friends; only a few guy friends that I don’t even really hangout with outside of school. I don’t think i’m that bad looking either. I feel like i’m gonna regret my high school experience for the rest of my life because of how boring it has been for me.

The thing that makes it worse is in middle school, I feel like I had a lot of friends and I did a lot more fun stuff and hung out with friends every weekend. When high school hit, I pretty much slowly stopped talking to all of them and fell out of the big circle I used to be in. I feel like I’m not close to anyone now and I’m just wasting my high school years going to school, then going home and doing nothing. I want to have fun but it just doesn’t possible to make new friends anymore. By senior year, pretty much everyone has already made their friend circles. I just want really good friends that I can just do fun shit with and go to dances with and stuff. Does anyone else feel this way?",2.115997652582159,3.70689632746479,3.276408450704228,92.64881455399063,76.9225352112676,5.7192488262910794,22.044600938967136,6.21433560688645,0.2220896713615024,1063,29,233,7,24,343,130,284,0.086,0.73,0.185,0.9847,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,0,15,22,1,0,10,0,21,3,1,5,3,51,51,16,0,3,9,0,6,4,8,1,1,0,1,2,12,19,0,1,8,6,0,9,8,4,0,0,5,7,24,18,33,42,10,42,0,1,1,1,13,16,1,5,20,140,36,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168896014337138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835496633253291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442644585312944,0.0908481345584146,0.06656289649748158,0.0,0.0578313868611074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424190163980086,0.0792024285708248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568500937541521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426876102864594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872355710558514,0.0,0.10946928822318294,0.12415102849920988,0.0,0.06354687708197065,0.0,0.0,0.19708532190972586,0.1856400666692666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015257975763032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22152190325527712,0.05448839471573685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643241884385347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431881087717249,0.06516379862603337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04588571964022537,0.12695175555218124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054553071723052016,0.0,0.0,0.1104594778757766,0.0,0.06147013946746649,0.08672742956506016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326718664637736,0.0,0.1002078833408934,0.06274226030223512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233433681743026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04940775352576205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323671042255205,0.0,0.13218269442092165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323470536936707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5259731404598229,0.0,0.05914043157724375,0.0,0.0,0.06668421312290676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431248766057036,0.0,0.0,0.22310337650679413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05221528973109549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04315893651068085,0.04162605880290792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610770183002112,0.0,0.0,0.0766344418149775,0.05156509059191199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620346958925635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550330667414622
lonely,feedmebananas,2019/08/31,"Craving friendship. I used to be the girl that would let people walk all over her, now I've learned to speak my mind. In doing so, I've had to let many cherished friendships go.. Now I'm stuck here wishing I had someone to go on car rides with and and to explore the world. I just miss laughing about stupid shit, especially being high as hell or being random with someone. It's such a beautiful feeling.",4.017791666666668,5.426055862500004,4.3599999999999985,87.55166666666668,71.625,6.333333333333334,29.583333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.3705833333333342,319,13,63,2,6,100,61,80,0.161,0.635,0.204,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,3,0,9,1,1,1,1,15,17,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,3,2,5,2,12,8,1,13,1,1,0,0,3,5,2,2,2,41,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269129191806856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28529766836178844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651948158712812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133281114857877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544741578045134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534380035721832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401149104589367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576474412814435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253422251655649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678303058091133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886371066842492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783028858270169,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RightLeftWrong,2019/08/31,"Some nights I go to my roof and listen to music (Not jumping)
When I feel lonely and can't sleep, I go up there and drink some soda while listening to songs like (fortress - millennium and burning in the skies-Linkin Park ) 

I can see the almost the whole city from my roof and it sort of calms me down. At the same it reminds me of how alone I am despite having so many people around me. And I just wish I had at least one true friend around whom I could be myself without any worry. 

I just wanted to share this with someone and since I have no one else who cares much, I posted it here. 

Have a nice day.",3.979060000000002,4.272733416000001,4.380550000000003,91.486025,70.84,6.8900000000000015,22.825,5.985473137389443,0.20798000000000005,467,9,106,2,8,147,89,125,0.052000000000000005,0.7659999999999999,0.183,0.9424,0,3,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,5,0,9,3,1,1,1,25,18,11,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,6,10,2,0,1,2,0,3,4,1,0,2,1,5,17,7,16,15,6,15,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,4,5,78,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852839652020385,0.2053372008591391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482335761976566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529862361365048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213892200017125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829419447603574,0.0,0.0,0.1278610697996344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942189744509332,0.0,0.0,0.1656204937752927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002460338503074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317491038491474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22535105097765445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685964835780003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100416255480785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574365156193111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860532469172642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686917337147009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744827504041726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987793645522927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579872687789809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400242759754285,0.0,0.1984028263432586,0.0,0.16798475433855334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693867570415765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134981405035348,0.2279888080261533,0.1911152234447883,0.0,0.0,0.2013422938572664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hawkinshigh83,2019/08/31,37/f New England. Going through a difficult time in my life and would love someone to talk to. Hey guys. 37/f from Connecticut. I’m 3 weeks out of a relationship that ended abruptly. I’m gay. It’s been a hard time but enlightening at the same time. Questioning where I want to go with my life at this point and how to move forward. Most of my friends are busy this weekend with the long weekend and I’m just kind of hanging at home. PM’s are welcome. I’d love to talk with someone like minded. Thanks.,0.5027035100821493,2.8996503980582564,2.0495145631067966,94.48045556385364,88.70873786407768,5.110978342046304,23.457057505601195,6.67199483983844,0.6735248693054521,393,16,86,5,13,127,68,103,0.04,0.696,0.264,0.9824,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,5,0,4,5,0,1,0,17,13,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,1,1,4,7,0,0,2,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,7,18,11,2,22,0,0,0,3,10,8,0,2,12,44,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161531089823445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409033201168652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729707753564047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058100913110173,0.0,0.0,0.1633731605704878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829380953006403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899166402060936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576352615861303,0.08909974880788434,0.0,0.0,0.16139710677887134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292030959103624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414786836027772,0.0,0.0,0.193836928715075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761399709126588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240436080233373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430296733886646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958036757986384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090533502626318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29317399692416146,0.0,0.16790740709015545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190349063217562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757014719564632,0.0,0.14629110423411024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955474666284394,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dirtytapeworm,2019/08/31,Hi I’m getting ignored by my friends My best friends or who I considers my best friends are ignoring me and I feel depressed I text them call the ask if they want to hangout it’s like I’ve been kicked out of the group and I’m the one who started it we’ve been friend for 9 years and I don’t know what to do I have other friends but I’m kinda awkward so 😐 ya I see them at school and they ignore me there and we have the same classes and I used to drive them home so help advice I don’t know what to do    Umm by the way it’s been like this for weeks Or even a month or more on and there are like 5 of us including me and it’s me and 2 girls my cousin and my best friend,-2.1983702664796643,-0.3893537935483842,0.1324544179523155,106.1160729312763,99.83870967741936,3.4698457223001404,15.771388499298734,5.192301501255418,-1.1768625525946703,522,14,141,3,23,172,83,155,0.064,0.693,0.244,0.9824,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,2,1,5,3,5,17,0,1,6,0,11,0,0,1,0,27,23,17,0,2,5,1,1,3,6,0,0,0,1,1,10,12,0,3,3,1,0,1,2,5,1,1,3,2,25,12,13,20,5,9,0,1,1,0,23,3,0,5,7,91,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064134798487685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454997175837696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531196251483314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696299818231826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396195417246365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506076966421542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277254766542379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6671742335728752,0.0,0.07519460687085834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964695532731632,0.0,0.14436800048697307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819427384229767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094271083581356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487915649426407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752696065889528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565926979221264,0.1146891862566516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187049630122706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731234430708158,0.12430455093026703,0.0,0.0,0.08489039441021487,0.1142405627149841,0.11544754619097608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268265417853927
lonely,common-by-choice,2019/08/31,"Realizing now: finding friends is like dating I miss having two jobs, because then I didn’t have time to feel lonely and I had two groups of coworkers to socialize with. 

I find people who reach out and ask to spend time with me are people who have no one else. Single older guys who I knew through work, or past bosses who miss ‘girl talks’. I usually avoid them, they bring me down, and I regret/feel out of place with them when we do go do something together. 

The people who I’d love to spend time with never ask me to join them. I’d help them wash their car if it meant spending time with them. I’ll ask them out for drinks, sports, shopping, house parties, etc. and they aren’t interested, too busy, already have plans etc, they’ve got lives and I don’t really know their group of friends or don’t have much history with them. 

Feeling a bit lonely.  Just looking for people who want me in their group that I want to be with.",4.108039702233247,5.0816539892473145,4.327634408602151,89.51914392059555,70.93548387096773,7.443507030603808,24.52274607113317,7.61054688173877,0.931816046319272,726,19,156,8,13,226,108,186,0.066,0.784,0.149,0.93,2,5,2,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,12,2,4,10,0,1,2,0,15,3,0,1,1,33,32,10,0,3,4,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,8,16,1,1,8,3,4,3,6,5,0,3,5,3,26,5,24,26,5,21,0,4,1,1,33,6,0,3,13,97,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339249979410715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644302946037661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921048233801793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141861299355366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729215621515938,0.0,0.0,0.10854855878874244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28983586362169617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710536270050066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375264047186935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078331353650006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384814296696053,0.0,0.10392523513802802,0.0,0.0,0.1286614585981206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709633370211338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499338143872874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289458303387117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141186414182966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348233237541558,0.0,0.11473978360227614,0.0,0.10911723799831044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727631465414495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552116992913072,0.0,0.10021807306585394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805100077998422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404284706138093,0.36033734288652897,0.0,0.1357600968358302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324316916210084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324579084025751,0.0,0.10003449420020556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444119857564506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030772474438989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538658453405286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311102990687252,0.0,0.15328446890844938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459818333819207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lemn-ok,2019/08/31,"Here I am laying in bed. It's night time I'm sadder than ever. Lonely as f.. I feel simply empty. It's like I'm living through every day passing time. I feel no joy.  Now there is NOT a single living person I can connect to. Read some dudes post here and he was saying how he got sick of this endless funless cycle that he's in. I related to that so much in a very dark level. I just want someone to pick me up, hug me and save me from this miserable life. That's all I f**king want. 

I am slowly losing my fun and then starting to think why would anybody become friends with me and then getting more depressed and losing more joy to live this stupid life. You know like when you're in a situation where you are not comfortable but you have to sit and wait for it to end - like a boring class. That is how I feel about life just sitting and waiting and bearing.

Small social interactions are heaven to me. But also my social anxiety holding me back so I am never the one who starts the conversation. I hear people talking about how things happens to them  at the most unexpected time but I expect to magically meet my best friends or someone who loves me all the damn time so I'm afraid it will never happen.

There are a lot more things I feel but can't really describe. I needed to get it out of my mind",1.9385393258426973,3.9352473932584284,3.5572224719101118,88.58131685393259,78.812734082397,5.7701273408239695,21.915955056179765,6.742157984588678,0.5208083595505615,1022,30,210,10,25,339,154,267,0.107,0.745,0.14800000000000002,0.9369,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,1,3,20,23,2,2,9,0,14,6,0,4,5,47,37,24,0,5,9,0,4,3,2,2,4,2,1,1,16,10,0,3,6,1,0,1,6,9,0,1,2,6,29,14,28,33,11,31,1,5,0,2,21,10,1,4,20,146,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379165581152203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972163610391083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018385205475046,0.0,0.0,0.12953052620452876,0.0,0.0,0.12308190666142148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563822200284802,0.0,0.10101619633906576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387846159925797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608973450583913,0.09881649484002593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372084568088371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812260431594428,0.0,0.12255168486191552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380241224605408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742700751053075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218714571389173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445600157261495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24852263415551976,0.17189653419338174,0.0,0.3106907134207318,0.0,0.0,0.2624207059689018,0.0,0.09971032608972476,0.10585303174224596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842300632625273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621694382521579,0.08696430633215775,0.18091269154682,0.0,0.0,0.11006271742236724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947440544995654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130968368798464,0.10240751924550097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232527252860802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731534269159988,0.0,0.0751348799936866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326862938572504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183168497931466,0.0,0.239111728979518,0.19874803427915194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602787725023985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942681183376974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583603022296869,0.07515059779181173,0.0,0.0,0.2735560508414876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677125630088293,0.13835381680273445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058302103869675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833149073093452,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Flying_Chameleons,2019/08/31,"Does anybody else just drive aimlessly? I don’t really have any friends, just acquaintances I talk to on campus. After schools out I won’t hear from them. I’m pretty introverted, so even though I live in a city (San Francisco) with soo much to do I’d rather be inside. But sometimes I feel trapped in my own room so I find myself driving aimlessly around in most of my free time. No destination or plan, just getting behind a wheel and driving around for hours. Does anybody else do this?",2.2338974854932303,4.944326393617025,3.0576208897485517,88.36136363636366,82.93617021276594,6.396905222437137,24.502901353965182,7.686295010490155,1.4553957446808514,387,15,75,7,11,122,70,94,0.06,0.8270000000000001,0.113,0.7084,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,10,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,14,10,6,0,1,6,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,10,3,15,8,3,14,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,3,49,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895150884217292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899756941325708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833585182130053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659517590800442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467074385871226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075082434571984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019428771029246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692261223974503,0.0,0.1144368991393259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468686918277847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21570564022260025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341217476427364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101614132427572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283763543884227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403196160602908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167540811200495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216631503403446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605226990424744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520106119189086,0.0,0.1277212395503671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,billlguythescienceny,2019/08/31,"I feel so desperate for a relationship. I just feel so alone, I have no way to express myself sexually or lovingly. I just want somebody to cuddle and watch tv with, somebody to cook and share a meal with. It’s just so lonely, I wouldn’t even have time for a relationship or a healthy one at least. I’m just so fucking alone, I work I go to school and I sleep, I don’t have time to hang out with friends other than the hour I get a day to myself. Between work and school I’m busy 78 hours a week. Ugh why must life be so complex?",0.3677138643067828,2.391156619469026,2.3886946902654884,94.708941740413,84.57522123893807,5.5365781710914455,20.921091445427727,6.816661863887847,0.2407941002949849,410,13,97,5,12,137,66,113,0.147,0.731,0.122,-0.4273,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,10,6,1,0,7,0,7,7,1,0,1,20,16,11,0,3,6,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,3,2,0,2,3,3,0,1,0,3,12,3,15,13,1,11,0,1,1,3,6,2,1,2,6,62,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38144103432947024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187594320726673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162720434834726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622027903029373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227133711301232,0.17024072085369274,0.09620908654622773,0.0,0.1046548526186407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626949483036797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300683089756811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619964880197494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478261658760766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954094303017168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727327231796552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842797578266845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475492401681195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086145355714464,0.14616713408997442,0.14771143071620738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661638170343813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681220823570053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alifeexperience,2019/08/31,"I feel like my life has gone to waste. I'm  a 21 year old guy living in a rural part of the U.S. Growing up, there  was nobody in my hometown the same age as me, no stores or places to go  to for entertainment, nothing except being surrounded by trees. Overall  it was a very quiet, conservative small town.

In  high school, I had a class size of 36 students. We all came together  from about 7 different neighboring towns. In school, we only had the  basic classes, Math, English, Science, etc. No elective classes, no  clubs, nothing to be a part of except for sports which weren't for me.  Most of the student participated in at least one sport, while I just sat  back and watched. The entire town our school was located in, would come  to every soccer, basketball, and baseball game. Everyone knows  everyone. Basically, if you did not play a sport, you were and outcast,  that was me. I got to watch as my classmates made the most out of there  high school years, while I just went home after school everyday with  nobody to hang out with. In fact, every single weekend of my high school  career, I never once had an opportunity to hang out with someone. I  just sat in my bedroom staring at the wall, or wandering out in my  backyard. That pretty much sums up my time in school.

I  did go to college for one year. It was a small community college. I was  really hoping this could be my chance to make a new friend. Nope.  Everyone at that college was from the surrounding area, and everyone had  their group of friends they brought with them. Pretty much the same as  high school. I really did try to meet new people. I would walk around  campus, to the cafe, library, through the halls, everywhere. There were a  few clubs, but when I finally thought I had the courage to join one, I  would walk by the doorway to the room, see all the people in there, then  chicken out. My anxiety beat me again, and I just walk to my car and  wait til the next class, which I did every day.

I  got really tired of college, so I dropped out and got a decent job in a  manufacturing facility. It was much better than my best day in high  school or college. I work there 5 days a week, and take any overtime I  can get. I am the youngest person working there, the next oldest is like  37. This is pretty much the first time people actually talk to me. And I  loved it. I love working because it is my only time I get social  interaction. In fact, for a while I didn't like not being at work  because I had nobody to talk to. I got a promotion, and I am now a  mechanic. Everything was going great for once.

I  am also gay. I wish I wasn't but I am. There is a push on me to keep  the family name going, as I am the last male in the family. Well, it's  not going to happen. I really wish I could have a child. I am trying to  accept all of this but it's really difficult. I have only told a few  people my secret. I have also never been in a relationship either. The  only gay guys I know are quite feminine (not that there's anything wrong  with that) but not my type. Any dating app I've used is filled with  people that just want to hook up, which I also don't want. I want a  serious, long term, monogamous, relationship. Someone I can share my  life with. And my looks aren't keeping that from happening, I am very  confident with my appearance.

So  thus far in my life, I've had no friends. (I have people I talked to in  school), and never been in a relationship. At least I have a job I like.

Over  time, the enjoyment of work wore off, and I was feeling like my old  depressed self. I took to drinking and pot, and pretty much used those  as my only source of enjoyment.

I  still live near my hometown, and It kills me to see everyone I grew up  with living there lives to the fullest, while I just sit in my living  room chair and watch youtube, and waste my youth. People tell me to put  myself out there, and meet new people. Well, that's easier said than  done. Also, growing up, every adult in my life, loved the fact that I  was so quiet and reserved, when all I wanted was to do stupid shit with  the friends I wish I could have had. I always hated it when adults would  call me a loner and a homebody, like it was a complement or something. I  really didn't feel like I had anyone on my side, and still don't.

Right  now, when I'm not at work, my fun consists of going to my mothers house  to be in the company of another person. I am so sick of this endless,  funless, cycle I'm in, and I don't know when it will end. I always have a  little bit of hope that things will get better, but that hope is  fading.

I do however, have one  hobby I really enjoy. I have always loved music, and am currently  learning to play guitar and piano. Almost everyday I imagine, creating a  cool song, and playing in front of people, and hearing them say, ""He's a  pretty cool guy!"" But that's probably just a dream.

I'm  at the point now where I crave any human interaction I can get. I might  take my time grocery shopping, hoping I might be able to be brave and  strike up a conversation with a stranger. But it never happens. When my  phone goes off my heart skips a beat hoping someone might be asking to  hang out, but it's just my mother texting me about something I don't  care about. I recently got a two bedroom apartment because there were a  few people I know that want to get a roommate. I asked them if they'd  live with me, they said they would, but they all backed out. So now I  have a bigger lonelier apartment all to myself.

I  just don't know what to do at this point. I'm so lost. I have no  memories to look back upon, nobody to go to when I'm having a bad day,  and depression is taking away my one enjoyment which is music. The  future seems scary to me. I don't know why all this is happening to me, I  want to know what friendship is like, what love is like. There's  obviously wrong with me. I'm a good looking guy, I have a steady job,  I'm nice, respectful, and trustworthy. All I know is this loneliness is  killing me. I have so much to offer, but no one to share life  experiences with. It really hurts me when I hear people talk about crazy  things they've done with their friends, and I do my best to hold back  my tears because the things they talk about are things I have only  dreamed of doing, but to them it's just another Friday night.

It seems like there is nothing I can do and no way out.",3.826887956955215,4.705769736306732,4.9679711979743635,85.02061956005699,71.51173708920187,8.091238065094691,25.86189797963813,8.373315914872093,1.51532999947249,4905,147,1031,75,89,1620,436,1278,0.08900000000000001,0.726,0.185,0.9991,6,0,3,0,0,0,181.0,3,2,12,17,63,67,5,0,71,2,117,17,2,5,16,174,214,79,2,24,36,2,3,10,6,10,7,8,7,12,48,62,1,5,18,18,2,28,29,14,2,8,56,22,155,53,163,136,32,184,0,4,9,7,75,85,1,20,78,719,203,36,0.033167694929677964,0.0,0.03236688575385201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033212655408466275,0.0,0.0,0.10609677460842136,0.08279453757040539,0.0,0.0,0.06766550976271031,0.06955844015672552,0.0253731958372304,0.0,0.0,0.02319162348214998,0.0,0.027294186856364408,0.02952628044708998,0.06201463489909704,0.0,0.031162141200184318,0.1020156403251882,0.027693639850738347,0.08087487591086985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961489908906897,0.05866826164232256,0.03621053250553617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03386792489380699,0.03793500702480264,0.03381667549179698,0.0,0.0,0.028571032313500788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944511656434435,0.0,0.0,0.08556167733880718,0.0,0.05713457408366431,0.0,0.0,0.034653181817501925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788413498155459,0.0,0.03249171395774662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029376733014271263,0.0,0.03699074733078917,0.0,0.0,0.1117808539568242,0.15846576937823664,0.0298089855374795,0.0324443700228961,0.0625351018608897,0.0,0.050311749402512436,0.07108502365494224,0.0,0.036333588571342126,0.0,0.028212424363459263,0.0,0.0,0.12812639413322285,0.0,0.08664375827316159,0.0,0.13194975764855912,0.0278194888763865,0.13263617780929016,0.03656750075221917,0.0,0.13136493039179867,0.11732033235327832,0.0,0.0,0.03274623201396633,0.0,0.0,0.07476480548077945,0.03930387818789311,0.0,0.17521745363009847,0.033269902343011436,0.16471502452076062,0.0,0.0382710667688843,0.035506703412803355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874145807526023,0.05896194243404975,0.07339028047370233,0.0,0.14582478178553882,0.02703609820095959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713661907051626,0.1620406037765708,0.033242743785640405,0.17572609369947584,0.029352366286273694,0.0835575307305126,0.0,0.036206457065748265,0.0,0.1496756981365112,0.031384074903774414,0.02213969391693207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555704861906316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462924325832265,0.0,0.10232388421320447,0.09610069933221592,0.07054843967401514,0.03112563485022925,0.0,0.095475893468115,0.0,0.06960783284373633,0.07064502524729269,0.13485173082624835,0.15135315952556916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183476288113108,0.0,0.2529373380817586,0.057921503749924975,0.034653181817501925,0.0,0.06270838490995129,0.0,0.0,0.1687173487252504,0.03576038493158959,0.0,0.0,0.03334269438313656,0.0,0.03527792624998035,0.0,0.0,0.16998459743455496,0.0,0.032749097362526194,0.10682907507347217,0.0,0.0283250302447388,0.0631001464076755,0.02637628226187585,0.0,0.3356747800755577,0.05286071724602925,0.06038924754495149,0.0346011394171349,0.0,0.034046162212731004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03381028807449275,0.0843086408420336,0.051068223967658116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297552803059797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481393644966093,0.13329468407260506,0.028990027293869732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881405708822465,0.0,0.0,0.0263314449066889,0.09670174820516164,0.038121386156635684,0.0,0.031693153875647334,0.03685052946463805,0.04503737534515172,0.0,0.032400018491727245,0.0,0.0,0.05729247833719284,0.0,0.05473364383800156,0.11737899488920693,0.026326972406057213,0.0266051242280706,0.0,0.05964348204361857,0.0307467854927276,0.029928685769103743,0.0,0.11442363688041475,0.0,0.0,0.1448788616048738,0.0,0.0,0.11780689425193,0.0725273353072473,0.0,0.06407672426735612
lonely,addygill,2019/08/31,"Recently transferred from a community college to a university. I have two of my best friends from high school here, but to be honest being in the same city as them makes me feel more lonely since they don't have time for me because they've moved on. Title says it all.  I don't think I'll make more friends since everyone my age already has established friend groups.  Even my boyfriend I live with has made friends through work and I just feel so alone.",6.798750000000003,6.77248592045455,5.7558181818181815,85.1437272727273,64.79545454545455,9.312727272727274,33.50909090909091,8.841846274778883,2.4436290909090905,363,14,75,5,5,108,68,88,0.07200000000000001,0.708,0.22,0.9391,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,2,4,7,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,3,1,12,14,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,3,11,6,11,11,5,7,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,46,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234885868073395,0.20494551828758736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321256955478515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490061694453367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266563812180553,0.0,0.0,0.1774624491052843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781019822710468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5739441088665397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962223044711341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399326640053802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757317942285017,0.2479377294134872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738988979203728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833750925119188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769119119070795,0.0,0.1879575280163545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30725732733541405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900122666823705,0.0,0.0,0.10829423374261776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814204624493522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520563307807493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blogger1967,2019/08/31,Easedropping Ever sit in a cafe or coffee shop and stay there by yourself until a group sitting next to you leaves because their conversation is interesting?,14.747777777777774,11.41376451851852,12.858518518518519,50.96333333333334,51.96296296296296,15.244444444444447,49.22222222222222,13.023866798666859,6.491622222222222,130,6,18,3,1,41,26,27,0.0,0.899,0.10099999999999999,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849012482318755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227582247867316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948718481286271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970477740476301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498148699059973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_boob_hunter_,2019/08/31,Just bored Looking for some conversation thats nsfw for discovery purposes,9.69,13.09279466666667,9.740000000000002,46.60500000000002,60.66666666666666,14.8,45.33333333333334,13.023866798666859,8.384733333333333,64,4,7,3,1,21,11,12,0.174,0.826,0.0,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sissy-breeder,2019/08/31,"I’m pathetic My mom moved me and my sister and now I go to this new school (I’m a senior right now). Most people would be kinda sad because they’d be leaving all their friends behind but I had none to leave behind so I didn’t care that much.

When I went to school, there was a problem: I had no one to sit with at lunch. Now at my old school, I actually sat with some people (we didn’t really talk, I just sat there) so at least I could eat without being thought of as pathetic but here, on the first day, I sat alone and I was on my phone. At the end of lunch, my counselor (she’s really nice) asked me if I sat with anyone today and I said no.

That didn’t sit with her so basically the next day, she set me up with a lunch table and I basically had to sit next to the table in a chair (there was no space left). I, as you might’ve expected, did not talk and they didn’t either so it was more pathetic than me just sitting by myself.",0.5247161005963186,2.168728000000001,2.7600933367902516,94.30382680840029,81.80788177339902,6.047083225304641,18.073373087892143,7.0608816371341465,-0.07520098522167462,716,15,174,9,19,244,108,203,0.14300000000000002,0.818,0.04,-0.9675,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,3,1,14,5,0,0,8,0,18,4,0,0,1,29,30,16,0,5,8,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,12,4,0,1,0,0,3,10,2,0,2,19,1,32,3,28,5,8,33,0,1,0,0,16,11,0,4,14,126,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.13917694357432828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771172914554986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972350436551096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333082780611688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694007609218599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541100965307036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113870789520488,0.0,0.0,0.18395672709554464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593628114777962,0.0,0.0,0.12631934824433197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213128449733808,0.0,0.0,0.11018817233313513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105446374403219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020288355996742,0.15495748904331302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129771325805916,0.0,0.16703529646244078,0.0,0.15158292145328825,0.10484240894550598,0.0,0.0,0.1377436773922716,0.3033568407673814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496561253637294,0.0,0.0966432785390423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775006466773434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646846778379254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827325689098651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179704794873546,0.13566466639546476,0.0,0.0,0.43301839677616494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22926576087689304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322467196500775,0.0,0.0,0.1351874692648382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221054574594188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374809825153578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131344485013624,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wantingalife,2019/08/31,"I feel like my life has gone to waste. I'm a 21 year old guy living in a rural part of the U.S. Growing up, there was nobody in my hometown the same age as me, no stores or places to go to for entertainment, nothing except being surrounded by trees. Overall it was a very quiet, conservative small town.

In high school, I had a class size of 36 students. We all came together from about 7 different neighboring towns. In school, we only had the basic classes, Math, English, Science, etc. No elective classes, no clubs, nothing to be a part of except for sports which weren't for me. Most of the student participated in at least one sport, while I just sat back and watched. The entire town our school was located in, would come to every soccer, basketball, and baseball game. Everyone knows everyone. Basically, if you did not play a sport, you were and outcast, that was me. I got to watch as my classmates made the most out of there high school years, while I just went home after school everyday with nobody to hang out with. In fact, every single weekend of my high school career, I never once had an opportunity to hang out with someone. I just sat in my bedroom staring at the wall, or wandering out in my backyard. That pretty much sums up my time in school.

I did go to college for one year. It was a small community college. I was really hoping this could be my chance to make a new friend. Nope. Everyone at that college was from the surrounding area, and everyone had their group of friends they brought with them. Pretty much the same as high school. I really did try to meet new people. I would walk around campus, to the cafe, library, through the halls, everywhere. There were a few clubs, but when I finally thought I had the courage to join one, I would walk by the doorway to the room, see all the people in there, then chicken out. My anxiety beat me again, and I just walk to my car and wait til the next class, which I did every day.

I got really tired of college, so I dropped out and got a decent job in a manufacturing facility. It was much better than my best day in high school or college. I work there 5 days a week, and take any overtime I can get. I am the youngest person working there, the next oldest is like 37. This is pretty much the first time people actually talk to me. And I loved it. I love working because it is my only time I get social interaction. In fact, for a while I didn't like not being at work because I had nobody to talk to. I got a promotion, and I am now a mechanic. Everything was going great for once.

I am also gay. I wish I wasn't but I am. There is a push on me to keep the family name going, as I am the last male in the family. Well, it's not going to happen. I really wish I could have a child. I am trying to accept all of this but it's really difficult. I have only told a few people my secret. I have also never been in a relationship either. The only gay guys I know are quite feminine (not that there's anything wrong with that) but not my type. Any dating app I've used is filled with people that just want to hook up, which I also don't want. I want a serious, long term, monogamous, relationship. Someone I can share my life with. And my looks aren't keeping that from happening, I am very confident with my appearance. 

So thus far in my life, I've had no friends. (I have people I talked to in school), and never been in a relationship. At least I have a job I like.

Over time, the enjoyment of work wore off, and I was feeling like my old depressed self. I took to drinking and pot, and pretty much used those as my only source of enjoyment. 

I still live near my hometown, and It kills me to see everyone I grew up with living there lives to the fullest, while I just sit in my living room chair and watch youtube, and waste my youth. People tell me to put myself out there, and meet new people. Well, that's easier said than done. Also, growing up, every adult in my life, loved the fact that I was so quiet and reserved, when all I wanted was to do stupid shit with the friends I wish I could have had. I always hated it when adults would call me a loner and a homebody, like it was a complement or something. I really didn't feel like I had anyone on my side, and still don't.

Right now, when I'm not at work, my fun consists of going to my mothers house to be in the company of another person. I am so sick of this endless, funless, cycle I'm in, and I don't know when it will end. I always have a little bit of hope that things will get better, but that hope is fading.

I do however, have one hobby I really enjoy. I have always loved music, and am currently learning to play guitar and piano. Almost everyday I imagine, creating a cool song, and playing in front of people, and hearing them say, ""He's a pretty cool guy!"" But that's probably just a dream.

I'm at the point now where I crave any human interaction I can get. I might take my time grocery shopping, hoping I might be able to be brave and strike up a conversation with a stranger. But it never happens. When my phone goes off my heart skips a beat hoping someone might be asking to hang out, but it's just my mother texting me about something I don't care about. I recently got a two bedroom apartment because there were a few people I know that want to get a roommate. I asked them if they'd live with me, they said they would, but they all backed out. So now I have a bigger lonelier apartment all to myself. 

I just don't know what to do at this point. I'm so lost. I have no memories to look back upon, nobody to go to when I'm having a bad day, and depression is taking away my one enjoyment which is music. The future seems scary to me. I don't know why all this is happening to me, I want to know what friendship is like, what love is like. There's obviously wrong with me. I'm a good looking guy, I have a steady job, I'm nice, respectful, and trustworthy. All I know is this loneliness is killing me. I have so much to offer, but no one to share life experiences with. It really hurts me when I hear people talk about crazy things they've done with their friends, and I do my best to hold back my tears because the things they talk about are things I have only dreamed of doing, but to them it's just another Friday night. 

I feel like I'm starting to go insane and it seems like there is no way out.",3.766850264137872,4.68070139516758,4.924304234866202,85.14846380012128,71.68121590023384,8.0404919026587,25.71307698969429,8.344100000000001,1.4877884368234169,4922,147,1035,75,90,1626,438,1283,0.091,0.723,0.18600000000000005,0.9991,6,0,3,0,0,0,181.0,3,2,12,17,63,68,5,0,71,2,115,17,2,5,16,175,216,79,2,24,36,2,4,11,6,10,7,8,7,12,48,62,1,5,19,18,2,29,29,14,2,8,56,23,155,54,164,138,32,186,0,4,9,7,75,85,1,20,80,718,203,36,0.03296672180084016,0.0,0.032170764970828665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033011409850443534,0.0,0.0,0.10545390205433336,0.08229286034196118,0.0,0.0,0.06725550390489446,0.06913696445921283,0.025219451943757118,0.0,0.0,0.02305109839760859,0.0,0.027128803095351248,0.029347371753646687,0.061638869406926686,0.0,0.03097332033001035,0.10139749660220668,0.027525835682811976,0.0803848304949723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919308128975185,0.05831277284122464,0.035991121900429295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03366270885912072,0.037705147305264614,0.03361176999278993,0.0,0.0,0.028397911758383992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896373449421036,0.0,0.0,0.0850432331707741,0.0,0.056788378360905924,0.0,0.0,0.034443207672816424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747280440719249,0.0,0.0322948368027548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029198730474105945,0.0,0.03676660916728762,0.0,0.0,0.11110353984104088,0.15750557719264288,0.02962836384810224,0.03224777973917281,0.062156182701453976,0.0,0.06667586032665421,0.09420573056633076,0.0,0.036113432332189235,0.0,0.028041476722737,0.0,0.0,0.1273500374291994,0.0,0.08611875744837279,0.0,0.1498859817425559,0.027650922151022862,0.13183249495740862,0.03634592716817801,0.0,0.1305689504137997,0.11660945285684902,0.0,0.0,0.03254781265683438,0.0,0.0,0.07431178283581483,0.039065724062572416,0.0,0.17415575790606053,0.033068309908439786,0.1637169662018235,0.0,0.03803917076137426,0.03529155752175736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814315361613317,0.0586046741319127,0.07294558649287683,0.0,0.14494118517987578,0.026872278277430592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642685274861787,0.1771646256429696,0.033041315913009565,0.1746613159709027,0.02917451139150778,0.08305123029496901,0.0,0.03598707115496783,0.0,0.14876876766005648,0.031193909269941113,0.02200554279285091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491744642853301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540600233946427,0.0,0.10170387274696403,0.09551839603169276,0.07012096526899624,0.030937035183108082,0.0,0.06326491737061972,0.0,0.06918605786094402,0.0702169656009749,0.13403462326629262,0.1504360648015061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139949425344523,0.0,0.25140471399250625,0.057570539781512525,0.034443207672816424,0.0,0.062328415775935835,0.0,0.0,0.16769503910939002,0.035543701907237615,0.0,0.0,0.03314066087950391,0.0,0.035064166589189934,0.0,0.0,0.16895460917419836,0.0,0.032550660643377784,0.1061817652886383,0.0,0.02815340029080983,0.06271780347185914,0.026216460363353282,0.0,0.3336408247172864,0.05254041811881919,0.0600233307680093,0.034391480613146314,0.0,0.03383986618404045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03360542127878551,0.08379778920238815,0.050758786101182,0.0,0.0,0.02333401536942057,0.0,0.05265453323000307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743606161052463,0.13248701113144,0.028814367921016264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760650041562792,0.0,0.0,0.02617189469130801,0.09611580296711957,0.037890397109378186,0.0,0.03150111543852857,0.036627240923738834,0.04476448022063528,0.0,0.03220369694739048,0.0,0.0,0.05694532582464379,0.0,0.054401996080201694,0.1166677599386704,0.026167449290914902,0.02644391570662917,0.0,0.05928208408616323,0.030560481388831325,0.02974733877969815,0.0,0.11373030934090335,0.0,0.0,0.14400099661663976,0.0,0.0,0.11709306652930193,0.07208787017305962,0.0,0.06368846394993004
lonely,doctahrank,2019/08/31,"I can't even lie, I've been lonely as fuck! Hey y'all. So lonliness is one of those things, for me, that I always wallow in, yet I don't seem to do anything to try and change my situation. In my head, I know that if I don't reach out to people in some way and put myself out there, the situation will never change for the better, but I seem incapable of actually making any effort. But! I know this has to change. It feels good sometimes to feel bad for yourself, but at some point, something's gotta give, right? 

So I thought it would be interesting to chronicle my journey to try and heave myself out of this ditch, and rejoin the living, in a way. I don't know how exactly I'm going to do that though. So I thought it would be cool if we could kind of give each other tips and advice on how to find your tribe (does such a thing even exist? it must, right?), and anyone who wants to could also kind of check in here on what they're doing to slowly fill that void, no matter how long it might take. 

So where to start? What first steps could I take? Do I join a club, what do I do?? I'm slightly confused, any advice would be great!!",3.3058702531645565,3.83562465822785,4.426537447257385,89.7091732594937,72.45991561181435,7.275210970464138,21.98549578059072,7.1686216300943375,0.42565843881856535,872,17,200,8,16,286,134,237,0.078,0.8220000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.8191,0,2,1,0,0,0,37.0,1,2,0,3,16,11,1,1,6,1,25,2,1,4,3,45,46,21,0,10,5,0,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,19,11,0,0,10,1,1,5,6,4,0,2,3,3,22,7,32,30,3,27,0,1,0,1,7,15,1,8,5,138,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.10705965696311344,0.0,0.0,0.21441172613547985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773383683599027,0.09128624914279153,0.0,0.0,0.14921106545996793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671072445149202,0.0,0.09028073643389473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160200351148104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702824074295956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481710949522704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26277989768481325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600663565000676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449228409959735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094381406169272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027156891677827,0.09331798237926776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142372774045796,0.0,0.210484753557433,0.062349860982044376,0.09201827320197573,0.0,0.12095399342104028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125925578152266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22848901211337164,0.18087874479269306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687460333176504,0.09708855802693757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323126648763204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163833668474027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461394792743754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434130957657388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605805079508235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370998044461667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028733039167052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738089568043495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997489710808404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24663387035263326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445895260470425,0.10850449816279717,0.0,0.0776522312505594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497425657554235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577088687105585,0.0,0.10778803074288268,0.17419256708796824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896972145048262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470890765272339,0.17416297978772338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338012828744342,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cakza,2019/08/31,My wallpaper makes me feel happy [here’s my wallpaper that makes me happy ](https://imgur.com/gallery/pGEBqIa),10.271999999999998,14.736816199999998,6.026666666666667,60.76000000000002,87.0,10.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,4.245000000000001,93,3,10,3,3,25,10,15,0.0,0.619,0.381,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725414733070296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8305705294044645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208103273223613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JustAdreamer2222,2019/08/31,"How can I help? There was a guy who was praying for friend and support, I message him and we had talk for 2 days. 
I decided to show compassion to him, after talking about our lifes for 2 days, I was listening to all his problems. He was very miserable at his life. 
No friends, no girlfriend, no job, in a poor house... 
And the last time I was playing video game with him 5vs5 and we lost to strangers... He said ""I'm suck at everything"" and left... Still can't contact with him 
WTF? Really?
Even video game means you worth nothing?!
I feel sad that I won't let him win in the last round",0.4726050420168058,2.7554281512605066,1.7065126050420183,97.96716386554623,86.81512605042015,5.416806722689077,21.945378151260506,6.868970318607317,0.4353596638655461,446,16,103,6,14,141,79,119,0.23600000000000002,0.615,0.149,-0.9209,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,3,1,0,2,5,10,1,1,4,0,10,2,0,1,1,15,18,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,2,2,0,1,2,9,0,0,3,6,2,0,5,5,0,0,8,4,18,5,15,8,1,12,1,3,1,0,27,5,1,0,7,62,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24714893186684694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655851041057276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220931530945738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688523734713077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29607929567424857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972689199706827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284340849053833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210955551018515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014623254475066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31238016832022525,0.0,0.0,0.2081879717393113,0.1959371679389428,0.2706837096812383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091681105093046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087226165717872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385774117259696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334766321838106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275212746066512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226774264306486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302230595596492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174400432302873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30802237465843896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173102034418662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810070620959035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kimmu_16,2019/08/31,"A part of me is missing. I hope someone will find me here in this darkness hole that I am in.
I wish someone will not just see the bright side version of me but find my other self that is staying alone in a small dark room for a long time now. That is something I have been praying for. 😉
If you ever find my other self in this darkness, please make her smile.",2.1939912280701748,3.448600592105265,3.0131578947368425,96.02043859649126,75.97368421052632,5.066666666666666,24.508771929824558,3.1291,0.02510350877192957,279,9,64,0,6,88,51,76,0.105,0.7090000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.765,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,1,11,13,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,11,2,8,10,2,12,1,1,2,0,4,7,0,2,4,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060993493154627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800028444824402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5456349124412787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976474563104928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610477702489893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283105772852505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154927608976778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184373285007682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585736688687595,0.0,0.4151914624144975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33721652403203856,0.15319647668555558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121027517590156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160358905275152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22883503227275434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Awhitepaper,2019/08/31,Hi I just realised most of us don't have any hobbies and we are Soo scared to go into a community as a newbie.We can fix it if we try together.If most of us start a hobby right now and write it here it will feel like a community about gaining hobbies.If mods allow to post them in this subreddit everyone will know it.,1.6221078431372575,3.292121308823532,4.100588235294119,85.84931372549022,78.55882352941177,7.4745098039215705,24.568627450980397,8.344100000000001,1.5144921568627456,251,9,55,5,6,88,50,68,0.045,0.845,0.111,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,4,0,1,1,4,2,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,13,10,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,8,8,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,3,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19308777161291396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713152008472572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435677291451084,0.20284556875012444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136867169047706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604505674114932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387179046034691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27193439086421145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424817454270785,0.0,0.0,0.2842717584186308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097298074671116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277545846884525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6830855969954925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jovanlisa,2019/08/31,"How I got my ex back Greetings to every body that is reading this testimony.

I am Lisa from USA. Me and my boyfriend were seriously in love for six years and we were planning to get married but one day he came to my house and told me he was no longer interested in our relationship simply because he was dating another rich lady who promise to buy him a car and to sponsor their wedding. And i suffer heartbreak for seven months and i was not tired of loving [him. so](https://him.so) i took a bold step by contacting a spell caster who helped me bring my ex boyfriend back. he is powerful and great his contact is [odoguntemple1@gmail. com](mailto:odoguntemple1@gmail.com) and his whatsapp number is +1 281 623 4163. you can also contact him for help.",6.1852554744525525,7.962387270072996,5.945700729927008,76.83606934306572,66.81021897810221,8.39970802919708,31.21824817518248,8.841846274778883,2.593961167883212,604,24,105,10,10,188,95,137,0.10800000000000001,0.6729999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.9558,1,0,0,2,0,0,25.0,2,1,1,2,4,10,0,0,3,0,11,4,1,1,0,13,19,11,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,3,0,3,9,0,21,7,13,10,0,13,0,2,0,2,27,2,0,0,6,70,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395315560099166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497968820388014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152930183542597,0.0,0.12497732530856084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277292454118172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344864538028474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221991950260306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273686037709424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711366210287653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397195846111054,0.2260335307230759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27483904930212977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23656372922299115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700742551970419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636437460538001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389257866309288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507389989309333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201130560016196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23563851320955345,0.0,0.19590388522320765,0.2277830071118927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320251400413298
lonely,smithersowo,2019/08/31,"I'm not sure what to do There's a lot to unpack here and I need to vent to someone. This is my alt account. Sorry if there's bad formatting, since I'm a mobile user.

1) My ""closest friend"" turned out to be a dickhead to me so I did the impossible and left him alone. Now he's gone, I feel more lonely than ever, and I'm usually lonely. He's been talking to my friends and arguing with them instead of me. I start school in 5 days and I'm in almost all of his classes.

2) I'm close to my brother and he's moving out with his gf soon. I'm happy for them, but my parents aren't too good and aren't as close to me as I am with my brother. After him, I'll have nobody at home.

3) I have a family history of mental illness (depression) and with how I feel, at times I wonder whether I should go and get help for myself. Then again, I can't explain how I feel to my family, parents especially. My family are also known to backstab my brother when he was struggling, and I don't want that either.

I really need advice. I don't know what to do.",0.3675030303030304,2.1339563866666644,3.240414141414142,90.0463181818182,82.91111111111111,6.046464646464647,21.33838383838384,7.1686216300943375,0.6061111111111113,797,25,180,11,22,283,124,225,0.126,0.826,0.048,-0.9075,2,5,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,0,14,11,1,1,5,0,17,1,0,2,3,41,37,21,0,5,5,5,3,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,4,18,0,0,7,0,1,3,6,6,0,0,4,3,33,5,31,31,4,24,0,3,0,0,22,10,0,4,11,123,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427049631471842,0.0,0.0,0.14783849083869088,0.15290881516270607,0.0,0.11806634284474755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327186342106608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952145281356502,0.0,0.1271607028007637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133547348728392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175409179056969,0.0,0.22395117197481945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22813006081326975,0.0,0.07713494935085087,0.0,0.08390628209717818,0.12383205139148053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716377913551027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895888036763552,0.0,0.14809331239102425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113818136835865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604095097069334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551685374793026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878474158028282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569162114098923,0.0,0.21894394587299412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327869853063623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458091366634988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494179019673621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212797672717288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509350299815974,0.0,0.0,0.16526905625972366,0.1044991908267622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434366919535755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139147406709984,0.0,0.0,0.11866612101777756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608911476840188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058813984014586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626027949268279,0.0,0.08708092967959064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010750317291764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,2020sare,2019/08/31,"no friends, gay, want kids - Tool (band) just made me feel alive Hi,

I have no friends and in the past three years I haven't gone on summer vacation even though I can afford it. I went twice alone and I hated it even though the beaches etc were beautiful. I just wish I had someone to play ball with in the water. I don't ask for too much. I grew up in a rural village with almost no one my age, I used to have friends but they had to commute to me for an hour or I had to commute to them so all friendships died off eventually. I'm moving out of that rural village next month but I'm not too excited. I will be 25 next year. I want kids one day because I have so much love to give and I want them to have the freedoms I didn't have - I'm gay, which I would have **never chosen to be**. Nobody would choose that. I don't like the gay scene, all the hyper focus on sex, I don't like any of these apps etc. and hooking up tires me to death. I don't pitch my voice up for no reason or emphasise words wrongly. Also I have never really felt romantically for a guy, I always ""felt"" guys as friends, colleagues. I don't know if I'm able to be romantic with a guy, to me it feels rather ridiculous because I see guys as friends and not romantic partners. 

Back to my future kid. It will not have to fight their parents for years to eventually get to the job they want to do. It will not be  forced to apply for dozens of jobs they would absolutely hate with no regard to what they want to do. But still, I don't know how to have a kid. I might have to save $100k for a surrogate and I don't know if I will have that much by age 30. Also, it will be hard for me as a single full-time working man to be accepted to have a baby. As of now, the more realistic future for me is that in my 40s, 50s and beyond I will still be childless and single - and miserable. I try to avoid that though. I try to save for the baby. I could raise a kid with a woman but I don't know if she will enjoy a sexless relationship. I don't know any guys who are too interested in raising a kid with me. The guys I know just continue looking for hookups in their 40s, 50s.. and stay forever childless. Even the couples stay childless. There is no long-term happiness for me in that lifestyle. There is no pressure on me to have kids, I just can't imagine never having one. I don't see a future without having a kid, and I don't want to adopt.

Anyways, yesterday I found out a band I really like (Tool) released their new studio album - the first after 13 years of break. I feel alive for the first time in ages. I don't remember when was the last time I actually felt anything at all. Occasionally I have tears of joy in my eyes as I'm listening to it right now because I didn't realise how much I missed them. I can't really describe it. Ever since I listened to their first album I became hooked and just loved them. I don't know. They just somehow gave me hope and I feel much better now. I feel *less alone*. My saviours from the past are back.",0.9671609845589336,2.8885520252764607,2.820210212505735,93.02762765632168,81.66982622432859,5.790032105182692,20.794195586811394,6.899009920203879,0.2923108291290828,2324,67,530,27,62,774,248,633,0.109,0.736,0.156,0.986,4,3,0,0,1,0,79.0,0,0,13,5,36,30,4,3,30,0,66,9,1,5,7,93,113,37,2,16,21,1,9,3,6,11,1,3,1,17,18,21,1,1,21,5,0,4,33,9,0,9,15,16,82,21,84,79,14,68,0,2,4,6,50,21,0,9,43,374,100,3,0.06455871617992275,0.0,0.06299999428483663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646462287669615,0.13372672014460693,0.0,0.10325516400932498,0.05371802355262085,0.0,0.0,0.08780428163011167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312632265696362,0.0,0.06035368484214421,0.0,0.0,0.09928333554126263,0.0,0.11806318251282405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057096938152719025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515448816791219,0.07143299152667798,0.0,0.04163503112671547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700175488795759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400006773306626,0.12792126950725705,0.05839705484099395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321413336474586,0.0,0.1859594750741011,0.0,0.0,0.16474083300842052,0.0,0.0707853000742183,0.24938951987894334,0.0,0.033729264641262684,0.06193060321374061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835396735501351,0.0,0.06872395383797719,0.05783192907305064,0.12747673319076075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412137196239008,0.06357733107415912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812912847049754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24835847439339306,0.05262397022370397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462038321639127,0.0,0.0,0.057132432274909224,0.05421306206298482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653352378588873,0.06108701821389674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848659573757693,0.0,0.0,0.05153015132873495,0.06861569840507319,0.2372904230666591,0.0,0.14937498550969588,0.06235121037739295,0.137317854120029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312399706286679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168481430883873,0.0,0.12325719912947394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407390011579268,0.06637711247195686,0.0,0.06931190075216674,0.07313244046226437,0.055132790874821716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288987670047543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340363715539725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470039071829602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762200327456786,0.10311334827035937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028583259280568,0.0,0.07528941314391183,0.07420074727801937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766226108147969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575800272007502,0.0,0.0,0.2284704207694692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984657668488873,0.0,0.0,0.07423933753711477,0.062232298614286224,0.0,0.04699951426958252,0.0,0.0,0.13758197908248246,0.07058482154569387,0.0,0.1662947863168686
lonely,wt_anonymous,2019/08/31,"I’ve been pretty lonely my entire life I came out the womb being naturally quiet and too myself. In pre school I always liked playing by myself with these dinosaur toys they had. I never had a sibling of any sort so I never really had anyone to hang out with and I naturally learned how to entertain myself with toys. As the years went on and I went into elementary school there was much more pressure to play with other kids but I was still wanting to be on my own. I made a few friends here and there but most of the time I was on my own. Since I was on my own a lot too I began to lack social development. I struggled to make friends since I wasn’t used to it, and I wasn’t really into trends since I often didn’t like trends or even know what trends were. I didn’t have Pokémon cards until I was 13. I kind of struggled with a lacking social status. I didn’t really know how to treat other kids and I kind of became a tattle tale just from natural progression (I feel bad about it now). I was like this until middle school where things got bad. Since I didn’t really pick up on social queues, people sometimes took advantage of me and would kind of treat me like an animal since I was predictable. It’s kind of hard to describe. For an example, I didn’t want a kid to say something so he said “tell you what if you throw this away for me I won’t say anything” and I threw it away thinking he was serious, and they laughed at me. There was just lots of stuff like that but eventually I picked up on it which kind of destroyed me. I felt like I had been bullied for years and I didn’t know who to trust anymore. I decided at that point to consciously double down on being quiet so at least no one could do that anymore. This was an even worse mistake though because I grew somewhat... I don’t know a good word for it. I was way too protective of myself and was quick to snap at anyone. Usually they’d just laugh if I did though. I grew out of that now thankfully and I’m mostly functioning but the fallout still affects me. I still have the same 2 friends who stuck with me since elementary and no one else. I’ve tried a few times to make friends. In fifth grade I tried befriending someone who turned out to be a manipulative bully. Another guy ended up just being selfish and didn’t care about actually being friends. In eighth grade I tried joining this friend group who ended up doxxing my steam profile to students and doxxed my real name to a small game server I played on. At that point i had lost all hope and trust and made peace with the fact that I’m not going to make any more friends in K-12, not as long as this fallout of a past I couldn’t really predict haunts me. I’m 16 now and although I carry myself well whenever people *do* talk to me, it’s such a rare occurrence that it might as well not matter. I’m ignored 9/10 of the time. Exceptions apply during group projects or when someone *particularly* extroverted who knows nothing about me is forced to sit next to me.

Sometimes I wonder too if my living situations affected this at all. My parents were divorced from a very young age, first off. And for most of my life I haven’t lived in very nice homes. Don’t get me wrong, my parents are okay-pretty standard, but the other people I’ve lived with were crazy. I had a step mom for about 5 years that wasn’t great. She had her moments but the way she was just did not work with the way my dad was and it resulted in a lot of tension. I also lived with my uncle for 5 years with my mom until this year. He was fucking horrible. He was an alcoholic, has a mood disorder, was a hoarder, and all around a fucking nuisance. I shut myself in my room everyday for 5 years. We called the cops on him once because we thought he was going nuts from alcohol but he wasn’t even drunk. I’m glad I’m out now though. But I do wonder if living with those people affected the way I communicated with my peers. 

As of now I am still lonely. I actually decided recently to enroll in a program that’s like dual enrollment but I get off school earlier in the day, and that reason alone was a big incentive for me. I don’t like high school. Nobody likes me, the teachers barely. I figured if I’m going to get an education I’m doing it in a place where I feel accepted. Plus I can get lunch wherever and it’s free too.... Even so, it’s still a lonely existence.",2.752297297297297,4.431933058558563,4.1190540540540574,86.90432432432434,75.39639639639641,7.187387387387388,24.16216216216216,7.963771947282237,1.230791891891892,3428,108,715,53,74,1131,352,888,0.115,0.725,0.16,0.9934,2,7,3,0,1,0,80.0,2,2,3,5,51,62,3,4,41,0,71,9,1,16,6,140,122,60,0,14,26,5,4,9,7,3,4,5,2,4,44,48,4,2,19,8,1,13,25,18,2,3,58,9,104,44,121,52,23,111,0,4,0,3,52,53,2,20,49,500,148,12,0.0,0.0,0.09775195281510768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705179477380627,0.0,0.05187321120456443,0.0,0.04005315411030563,0.04167493793646663,0.0,0.0,0.06811937121823633,0.0525187487282702,0.0,0.0,0.09934221387903988,0.07004153879905077,0.0,0.0412158909263079,0.04458648871904647,0.0,0.0,0.09411347694628347,0.0,0.08363817874093081,0.061063003667461126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114263728278258,0.057284179962972935,0.05106524755234662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03998899443527862,0.0,0.0,0.03230084101082062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740203250185168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041839797257700026,0.0,0.08872132590424787,0.0,0.0,0.13232333370683885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064921178022836,0.0,0.04808969175134497,0.0,0.0,0.0426024857032848,0.0,0.0,0.2708701643479274,0.09260600799266047,0.10466989793027852,0.0,0.08539380063834758,0.04200912909363404,0.0400577475800153,0.05521916188170705,0.0,0.049592269143822296,0.0,0.0,0.044866543768212336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291781356380359,0.05023958666783765,0.04974595154857147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607803882952416,0.13762771016165912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075338262310044,0.22022209701395865,0.0,0.2211309545184624,0.04432386770305995,0.0,0.0,0.05467396384083753,0.12774205837519584,0.0,0.09478374386928637,0.10029687432245353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313253239943795,0.0,0.11731847243458075,0.0,0.0,0.036818419592574335,0.0,0.07725766063450606,0.0,0.053266228628229016,0.0,0.0,0.048058145518704534,0.0,0.0,0.053339153688686254,0.06787811947171055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122747970731076,0.0,0.04781203573984545,0.13889121641948773,0.0,0.052328423248360525,0.0,0.09469349521987376,0.0,0.0,0.1019094047978834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057007976397794535,0.16042945939103226,0.05149597583315598,0.049453139305162236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04764253951691511,0.07965959773544172,0.0,0.25344472057573914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485862044257039,0.056297916370179786,0.0,0.15316680648506698,0.08487413488146626,0.038558070257375364,0.0990711803634032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999071565705606,0.0,0.0,0.10471995014465216,0.05733562528188967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04025662452378289,0.043776713671036166,0.04611176647933666,0.0,0.0,0.033274412742013,0.03209260406795438,0.14762550330478702,0.039762091720021805,0.08761533129486583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564655254190362,0.10201378555083004,0.054478366639699946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0432575725825842,0.055161823827597226,0.08265114862362828,0.05908315295429677,0.15902135188247274,0.0,0.0,0.0900653045028075,0.092859051919867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863062824320226,0.036462656492010234,0.0,0.051041145824366134,0.03557912261249458,0.054760355326398565,0.0,0.19351954262030985
lonely,FinalSurvivor,2019/08/31,"I have a more than average life, but why do I still feel like shit... I’m a college student (19m) and I’m living a pretty decent life. I have good grades, a well-paying job, and leadership positions in clubs. I know a lot of acquaintances in my major and have good relationships with the teachers.

But despite all this, I feel empty inside. I don’t feel fulfilled. I don’t have any meaningful relationships or connections. I feel like I’m destined to live a boring grey life full of riches and wealth, but no meaningful connections. 

How do I break the cycle?",3.1152777777777767,5.360138490740741,4.573851851851857,81.50633333333336,76.12962962962962,8.023703703703704,25.61481481481481,8.841846274778883,2.161130370370371,439,16,82,10,10,146,65,108,0.067,0.609,0.324,0.9853,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,8,0,8,4,1,1,1,19,16,9,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,7,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,10,6,7,16,5,5,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,2,3,49,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640654262365014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759513121305928,0.26558913408182144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118190125592507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844597989829997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215621606376628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938831341085565,0.1816256987632986,0.0,0.3282754837908813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803073984251292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910943085578288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991366969398588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080581835594115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484460849883487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713078158152928,0.0,0.16773013489186386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,peter1443,2019/08/31,Lonely #styx Anyone heard that song,4.335000000000001,7.687262500000003,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,90.66666666666666,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-2.0518,29,0,4,0,1,8,6,6,0.33299999999999996,0.667,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nonapparitional,2019/08/31,"Up all night and sleep all day I slept all day instead of going to hang out with friends at a show and socializing. Now I’m awake and feeling the regret of my decision. Feeling quite alone and a vulnerable and my usual buds are all asleep.

If anyone is up, feeling lonely and would love to talk about nerdy subjects, guitars, audio engineering, hair, or analyzing movies and/or shows you recently saw, dm me! 

I need a distraction!",6.646374999999999,7.412855887500001,6.875000000000004,74.27,65.125,9.9,33.5,9.888512548439397,3.2697000000000003,341,14,61,7,5,110,61,80,0.159,0.708,0.133,-0.3271,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,4,0,3,5,4,0,4,21,12,8,0,4,2,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,6,6,2,10,9,4,12,0,2,1,1,6,4,0,2,6,37,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656372418547761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793376653362746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33081839803081353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38905390490557545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815679061444788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457642146194545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314843571174645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017760957933474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406902945128367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727993983019872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25324430898018896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566664946512522,0.2614503522055414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061499270347865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824778801423546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219693323254926,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ScarlettZone,2019/08/31,"Try out new games My friend recently introduced me to the video game OSU!, it's really fun and it challenges my hand eye coordination. It helps me keep my mind busy and the community is great. 😊 This game makes me happy, especially with upbeat music!",1.8694832826747718,4.688119170212765,3.8498480243161097,79.42000000000002,91.34042553191489,7.792097264437691,19.480243161094226,8.418075326091056,1.7993306990881464,199,6,37,6,7,67,38,47,0.0,0.63,0.37,0.9693,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,7,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,5,3,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,18,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661111578476382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797429885777219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666595720736194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308688485862677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061514154873552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22991436005375826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477831638309461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326593834974268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22065515045508508,0.0,0.3400899664961043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23385010131197734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,33forever,2019/08/31,"Just feeling the same again 5-6 months ago everything felt pretty hopeless, I worked a mediocre job. Had no plans for my future and was actively planning to kill myself within a few years. 

Fast forward a bit, I woke up one day and slowly but surely I kinda perked up a bit. I didn’t get happy overnight, I still wouldn’t say I’m happy. I just finally fancied the idea of bettering myself 

I started working out, very minimally and have been inconsistent for a while, I’m trying to get back into athletics and fix myself up. I’m trying to start over in a sense, while I’m still young. I’ve cut a lot of people out of my life and I’ve truly believed for the past few months that things really CAN get better if I give it time. I got a new job recently and I’m finally planning to go to college soon for a career I think I’ll really enjoy, something I thought I’d never do.

But in moments like these, I guess it just all comes back. How I’ve been for years. I dwell on every little ounce of shame I carry with me. I have no social life at all, mostly because I just haven’t tried and also because I’ve always been genuinely bad at it. Again, I feel these things can be improved genuinely if I make an effort to work on myself. But how I feel in these moments really draws away from it. I think of all my failures and mistakes and it eats at me. I feel like I’m truly a loser just masquerading as someone decent, like I’m in denial and can’t accept that I’m meant to just be alone forever. Sometimes that feels like an easier alternative, I’m not cut out for any of this but I have to suck it up and keep fighting, hoping I find what I’m looking for.

I just feel like a failure, I’ve made efforts at improvement but it still will take time. That’s what I keep saying, “it will all take time.” But, how much time do I really have?",2.833803085299458,4.052553786842104,4.549818511796733,85.78131578947371,74.28947368421052,7.346642468239565,24.15607985480944,7.873277556716777,1.1948702359346646,1429,42,299,20,29,484,183,380,0.121,0.7,0.179,0.9767,2,1,1,0,2,2,37.0,0,0,0,12,19,24,5,2,16,0,21,3,0,5,6,68,62,26,1,5,16,0,7,5,0,3,2,2,0,0,20,17,1,2,14,0,0,3,8,11,0,1,12,10,35,13,45,45,12,58,0,2,1,0,5,23,1,7,39,192,55,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857714565976365,0.0,0.0,0.09180796915078628,0.0,0.0708882032085776,0.07375852251258729,0.0,0.0,0.060280643767283336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832835194459423,0.1363228141197629,0.07401364939018527,0.10807255280281028,0.0,0.0,0.09987090917776674,0.0,0.1567960069868081,0.19355156429718687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635855668537997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571677470163045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070446656537208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468600171273003,0.0,0.07966709382151835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689250095368117,0.18998087813833,0.08511169511691641,0.1942093202699653,0.08101858541423769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893776580993789,0.08503495641242619,0.05037816394128795,0.0,0.07089633297566945,0.0,0.09765084796951867,0.0,0.0,0.18872538344032724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804303182884292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000677617034142,0.0,0.0,0.1759300618637205,0.15758089432081987,0.0980709382534117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522310106384565,0.21653376911690592,0.08884410993206987,0.0,0.0,0.07443824426511064,0.0,0.0,0.07536156384791777,0.0,0.08387665647718537,0.05917024818715332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150884844578726,0.0,0.06516319795213173,0.0,0.06836735917720216,0.08561247883223035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060067153678774375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462028473482626,0.0614542661628855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018234339650644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271492744193665,0.0,0.087524797141118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409857944328682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903609211650794,0.07510737985902521,0.06824212425837789,0.08767072308929055,0.0,0.1254847011599292,0.0,0.21237252555366465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354548303215065,0.0,0.1332978135468212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778165213186012,0.11359839639077128,0.0,0.07037306550401652,0.20675503330441386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054942540324986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314020018147084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360064846417102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416706097036045
lonely,Themostswood1,2019/08/31,"Gotta be at work in a few hours Through an unfortunate turn of events because life never ends to get weirder.  I had to move into my exes spare apartment room. Needed a place to stay for a few months and it was pretty much my only immediate option. Currently she's being railed by her new guy, and the walls are paper thin. Mainly just writing this down cause it helps a bit. I'm over it, but sometimes it just hits you yah know.",4.064482758620688,4.934668494252879,4.9845402298850585,85.15198275862069,70.95402298850577,7.179310344827586,24.84482758620689,7.1686216300943375,0.9649172413793096,337,9,69,3,6,110,74,87,0.04,0.9129999999999999,0.047,0.1655,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,1,5,1,0,1,1,12,12,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,12,6,5,19,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,7,44,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445127098566457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25881373510825345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435312028472591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996935064512132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385675189430108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23473176134415505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889976718182486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334614111723243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302848019408824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674461202411643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922313415606049,0.25196272802860586,0.1742701560158336,0.17578079852885511,0.1828392516732182,0.2289589908395058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029872262192825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24768261605105854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411804752910922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344634866142538,0.0,0.0,0.2526798982436508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578587989068131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258624639325734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,whoareyouinthedark,2019/08/31,"Alone for the weekend I’m in college and it’s the long weekend but I have pretty much no plans. I don’t even have any friends to hang out with which makes me sad hahah. Anyway I was feeling really lonely, but as I was listening to music (Taylor Swift’s new album lmao) I started just jamming out. I decided to just get up and start jumping and moving around to the music. It honestly made me feel happier and a little less lonely. Kinda stupid but just wanted to share. Anyway, what are y’all’s plans for the weekend?",1.8202534965034936,4.193416951923084,3.5280419580419604,86.60786713286717,81.40384615384616,5.7048951048951055,21.954545454545453,6.980632752743323,0.8362807692307692,409,13,77,5,11,136,70,104,0.163,0.657,0.18,0.4599,0,5,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,7,7,1,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,0,21,16,8,0,1,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,3,0,3,2,4,0,0,3,3,9,3,14,13,2,16,0,3,0,0,4,6,0,1,7,54,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749906779016057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805574749909222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363622469746779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536837605227235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685020024632952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051341513765,0.0,0.13871922288669913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661130863014569,0.0,0.2349700383656418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25123416668653953,0.1772315280590454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821975652838766,0.19518209742405315,0.0,0.0,0.2564334426377001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270121471749692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009398403870618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758619579262725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660603909206894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jeezyall,2019/08/31,"Just moved here I'm a fan of Reddit. I just moved 400 miles from hometown. Met some people including my roommate here. Was supposed to hang out with someone I met recently earlier but they said they aren't coming. A lot of my friends from back home haven't been talking to me much because they're all obsessed with their boyfriends. My roommate is also obsessed with her boyfriend. I don't want a boyfriend because I have a lot going on. I want friends though. I just talked to my mom on the phone for 30 minutes which is nice but she lives back in my hometown. WHY ARE PEOPLE SO OBSESSED WITH THEIR significant other? Also, if this helps I am 28 and female.",2.2727242524916957,4.826639046511634,2.6392303433001096,92.55226744186048,81.01550387596897,4.926024363233665,26.268549280177183,6.1826913282559595,0.8666363233665564,523,22,103,4,14,160,81,129,0.086,0.765,0.149,0.8859,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,11,6,0,3,5,0,10,0,0,0,1,19,18,8,0,3,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,5,1,19,3,16,13,5,13,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,4,3,73,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28409588006373643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731678057642809,0.0,0.21655907195806806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300960089297913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744677646235014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009492988472558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905937598632127,0.0,0.17817397787363398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684755552645105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020235925765858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803414496550052,0.0,0.3775779625475532,0.1305760001809319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462878594601407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538485351394234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896358717785456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505024546718178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855390899049529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451724761269355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095375596296979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602803922005309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheRightLadder,2019/08/31,"I'm lonely and desperate....me? I'm desperate for company again. Its been a year since my friend killed himself and it's changed me into overthinking things. I worry what people are thinking way too much. I was never like that, but I can't help it now. I spent months analysing our final conversation, could have said more? Should I have said less? Should I kill myself just so I can punch him in the face?

I don't necessarily wanna talk about it tbh, but that's why I'm reaching out. This isn't me, I think I used Reddit as a distraction, the rest is history.",1.6981845238095268,4.076046258928572,3.1160714285714306,89.34559523809527,81.94642857142857,6.590476190476192,20.94047619047619,7.793537801064563,0.8870511904761917,439,13,92,8,12,143,81,112,0.213,0.748,0.04,-0.9567,0,2,0,0,0,1,19.0,1,0,0,0,6,6,2,1,4,0,13,1,1,1,1,15,22,6,2,4,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,5,2,17,2,7,14,4,10,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,7,64,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22523104043315134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699916811548678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332330067876229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449409666138984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270939633879146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711077671356005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401729839122087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994310141339386,0.0,0.15651368913856578,0.0,0.16420967567223638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760530809924574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050532153328048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612173632183592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711293663933926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144825198369188,0.27284885730141034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838862814591044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899841648789513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211857803211094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622091153542392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371073585408198
lonely,19woodenfoxes,2019/08/31,"i’m so incredibly alone i isolate myself constantly. there’s so many people in my life that i love but some part of my brain just always wants to run, that part wins quite a lot. i’m left my house maybe 5-10 times in the past two months (summer break) and i’ve barely spoken to anyone. 
i lost my best friend three years ago because of this, and i’m scared to let myself get too close to anyone now. it’s weird, most people are scared of people leaving them (i am too, i hate myself so like i understand when people leave), but i’m afraid that i’ll leave people. i can’t let myself hurt someone like that again, and i can’t hurt myself like that again.",1.899166666666666,3.6379948970588254,2.9726470588235294,93.93607843137256,77.97058823529412,5.415686274509804,16.480392156862745,5.985473137389443,-0.6026401960784313,510,7,113,3,12,163,81,136,0.198,0.623,0.18,0.0289,0,1,0,0,0,2,17.0,0,0,1,4,11,15,1,3,2,0,6,3,1,0,0,12,16,9,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,8,0,2,1,0,18,7,9,13,6,17,0,3,0,1,3,4,0,3,14,66,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888713323299916,0.0,0.0,0.12722155386068792,0.0,0.0,0.10220979650587904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178025408276287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487998168592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890931355743918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712614274459442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274260281156292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490316430780912,0.0,0.06417699400089343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127559892350324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417368124020584,0.2629979974703877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901983071824575,0.1334622013598893,0.251217258546506,0.0867630427072788,0.18003510692053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409053486440742,0.1044311876494812,0.11086472439367684,0.0,0.0,0.12453691676761162,0.12340576044613917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804691112784224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660398878326339,0.1172613250426774,0.4257967638827588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306517230110877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459615027955825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040789558951734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162694276110272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999339789814395,0.12787711389745826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245214197548007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910266957600358
lonely,Itsarock42,2019/08/31,I'm feeling really lonely today Feeling alone today. Just a 24 year old guy who has never had a girlfriend or anything like that and those lonely thoughts are getting to me again. It's really hard and I don't know what to do anymore. It's hard living like this.,2.4433962264150964,4.594525415094342,3.9062641509433966,85.9363773584906,77.86792452830188,5.749433962264153,23.807547169811322,6.742157984588678,0.934301132075472,209,7,39,2,5,69,40,53,0.195,0.6579999999999999,0.147,-0.4036,0,5,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,11,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,2,2,2,9,0,6,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,8,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425571659186929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322602099912824,0.0,0.0,0.19272394096588225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368337910868887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223581170772653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318915674521443,0.0,0.0,0.4195885100719188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287083893728712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288333696889732,0.0,0.2067999893562556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806269437910279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24575005546668496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000648241829513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592603107939007,0.0,0.0,0.44398220239218494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508150055293979
lonely,itskatiebrooke,2019/08/31,"Stuff for sale Selling fetish pics, or used underwear& socks",8.533000000000001,12.403678300000005,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,66.0,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.7100000000000004,53,2,8,1,1,13,10,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6028389186607184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6369234887149922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805348142133921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anonymissgrace,2019/08/31,"I hate waking up to no notifications No matter how much I promote myself on social media I rarely get likes or stuff on my twitter and I haven’t been able to make a good reddit meme in a while so yeah

Also none of my friends texted me all summer except this super nice friend of mine, she texted me a birthday wish :)

I used to text this one girl I really liked all the time until she dropped out of my life completely, which to be honest was probably my fault but I won’t go into it

And I liked this other girl a lot, and was so excited when she told me she was bisexual (because i am a lesbian) but she didn’t want anyone to know. I ended up texting one of my friends about it cause he was so happy but got drunk and let his gf in his phone, so she got outed to a bunch of people and it was my fault cause I told someone in the first place and now she won’t even be my friend anymore

If anyone would like to just type something, even just like the letter a or something lol, I’d really like to wake up seeing that someone actually cares about me",2.54601809954751,3.739893104072397,4.109864253393667,88.7513122171946,74.97285067873301,6.647963800904979,22.04977375565611,7.048011613610866,0.5094597285067874,820,20,180,8,17,274,125,221,0.083,0.677,0.239,0.9898,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,14,20,1,0,10,2,15,5,2,5,2,31,29,21,0,4,9,0,0,6,5,3,1,0,0,2,10,9,1,0,1,1,0,1,7,3,0,3,11,1,33,17,28,12,6,22,0,0,1,1,22,12,0,4,14,132,43,2,0.12448272842771214,0.0,0.12147718609599092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954879294927037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345341709333875,0.17408243616851546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588351584262086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269184379710015,0.2557561048819079,0.0,0.0,0.13051777237343756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025474895564116,0.0,0.0,0.16443933620386225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588494520858067,0.0,0.0,0.3847001887619653,0.0,0.06503708776833612,0.0,0.07074640327107118,0.1044102065621177,0.1991204192745983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251417915822905,0.0,0.12290092258349786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841245203927662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729202378022292,0.08792583248013504,0.3648958394657526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583076416474628,0.0,0.0,0.0830931878497257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915091285606764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687054368419024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630065005453813,0.0,0.13005795640879375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421343555371212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949364678645409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991966177237061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689446515241032,0.2109476236701564,0.19166577203902452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250294181788806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258688000978318,0.0,0.0,0.2378971632056196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107513109320989,0.0,0.0,0.07342313846294589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314899428188993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884289586910862,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,minikookie,2019/08/31,"When you’ve never had a guy friend :) 17F and I just can’t help but feel like there is something completely wrong with me. I never had a guy friend and never had a guy approach me. Everytime ive tried they always seem super uninterested, no eye contact and their voice seems to trail off (I’m talking simple conversations here)

I see my friends who have guys who they just talk to in class and I can’t help but be jealous. I never just had someone like that before. Tbh I don’t have too many friends to begin with but never having a guy friend despite being a senior in hs just makes me feel so ugly and werid ya know? Thank god I only have a year lol",2.6924762550881947,4.280565276119404,3.866879240162824,89.0361261872456,75.34328358208955,6.066757123473543,21.883310719131615,6.574015621080383,0.36217313432835896,513,13,108,4,11,167,83,134,0.161,0.608,0.231,0.8807,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,3,1,9,11,1,0,6,1,15,1,1,1,5,25,25,10,0,0,7,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,5,3,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,4,5,16,9,8,19,0,13,0,0,2,0,22,3,0,2,11,70,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658259779641433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877014996219637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217010420210495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738067750773368,0.08292305809638292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483911748821909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5746559469184194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560347803313868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379105733258349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341547102379004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774800807757311,0.11768049007200512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447615877384736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827926189722306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249569252068886,0.21133823237682925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983488499139716,0.08935918746060907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865912496834034,0.0,0.10686504686210813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880640745897044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269083443325387,0.0,0.07474764241255845
lonely,HHC1994,2019/08/31,"No one ever texts me back when I ask to hangout So I moved to a new city, and the last few weekends I’ve text the people I’ve met who are friendly to see if they wanna hangout this weekend and every single time I get no response. But then they’re nice to me whenever we run into each other in the week and will even text me during the week. 

Idk why and it sucks sitting at home every weekend.",1.84,3.2930430000000013,3.5590476190476217,90.91928571428572,77.33333333333334,5.276190476190476,22.714285714285715,5.288315135182226,0.182114285714285,308,9,66,1,7,103,61,84,0.09699999999999999,0.8320000000000001,0.07,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,7,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,0,5,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,8,2,8,5,3,18,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,1,12,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377253717273194,0.0,0.0,0.19553211961793712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795512113293135,0.23001845879279265,0.4284979682960313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646262352724056,0.0,0.13285521830034513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25507204596762595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727902390579145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702683763607655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455933668902299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723124328684824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762915913962468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263496959276625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827763850360695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40794970782367296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22945577157220085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,juzoo0,2019/08/31,"Cried for the first time since a while First, sorry to share a personal story but I got no other place to say it and I really feel the need to. I just went back home from a walk with my dog and few minutes after, I noticed a deep wound into his leg. Warned my mom and she decided this couldn’t wait the whole weekend. So we went to the vet at 10.30 pm and had to wait until 1 am for our turn. 

The guy (nice guy btw) said what had to be done in order to prevent any more infection. We put my dog on sedative and after 5 min, he fell asleep. The vet took him to the surgery room and left us, my mom and me alone. 

I don’t know why but I started crying without control by fear and guilt to have done the walk at night and thus being the reason my dog was suffering. My mom did the right thing : let me cry with her hand on my shoulder.

After 30 min, they came back with my dog and fortunately, he’s fine but got some strings to close the wound. I was so happy to see him back and realised I was lucky to have him.

Thanks if you read until here, hope i didn’t annoy you but I feel to share it with you guys cuz it’s been a while I stopped holding back my tears.  Have a nice day/night xO",1.3710193452380963,2.627210953125001,2.7619419642857146,96.97338541666667,78.140625,5.8136904761904775,19.61235119047619,6.1826913282559595,-0.28186956845238154,908,19,224,6,21,295,147,256,0.124,0.7440000000000001,0.133,0.6862,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,4,3,1,3,8,13,1,2,17,0,19,7,4,4,0,45,37,23,0,4,7,3,3,0,0,0,3,2,2,4,7,20,0,6,5,2,0,8,5,4,0,2,17,6,36,9,33,16,4,41,0,1,1,0,27,12,0,4,20,146,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783193665618586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080189901196754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32023261581599594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908004000001675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677403793706838,0.0,0.0,0.34309693984617506,0.06714568388844717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309197342931324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715853375114235,0.10528753608164418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712065372765828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654085603466975,0.0,0.0,0.3092712192347917,0.0,0.11083255506462462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443602393989708,0.10340987518843332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721898521286097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312145785291924,0.10646483511823468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658153542377874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720009365552352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541010447515514,0.0,0.0,0.11853583313240325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090936742007984,0.10877821307000143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046645220931758,0.0,0.0,0.10414336438710063,0.0,0.06669885631185955,0.1070477549999978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891380281911858,0.09903738719911312,0.08279657743946994,0.0,0.0,0.08296632606356406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612516051726359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654843042804955,0.07369326689153767,0.0,0.0,0.08704496025633192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585527802580188,0.0,0.0,0.06916950548750314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071040417529541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567580624940517,0.0,0.11324742857075493,0.0,0.0,0.12523775340874513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303164720397128,0.09394776429598796,0.11624089072836848,0.0,0.10036332716285777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,doglover1901,2018/11/03,"I feel like I'm loosing everybody I hang out with a lot of people from school, actually went to a girls house for halloween (for a party). She has a bf, wooty doo. This other girl I met about 6 months ago, we have a pretty close connection. She also recently got a bf. I never realised till yesterday how lonley I really am. At the same time, I don't want a gf. Any reason why I've lost motivation to do anything. It's 12:13 and I havn't finished feeling sorry for myself. Another depression phase, and it sucks.",1.6307754010695206,4.009004519607848,3.9910695187165786,82.96435828877007,82.23529411764707,7.238502673796793,22.998217468805706,8.296473431620573,1.6944196078431384,399,14,77,9,11,138,80,102,0.11699999999999999,0.784,0.099,-0.195,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,8,0,5,0,0,3,1,15,14,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,2,11,1,12,10,2,13,0,2,0,0,9,3,1,1,9,47,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.21374123302177844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941564693372792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515784185182898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894759621215287,0.22967156740436045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024264667822895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886498195360547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214958303280884,0.15647474521683966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517792971404178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25273067858456616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070067683193024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23909661360182355,0.18621108004868786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748272870153834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892908191441589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518475027785218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228317819820442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031593017119529,0.22519884367030976,0.2162652441711532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166958518437416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451856348037084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277178845930394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918929596375262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304257544733376,0.1976400895550564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,s6out,2018/11/03,"Whats the point? throw on a smile and laugh every day as my disguise but inside...  I feel lonely... surrounded by people that say they care... I have lost everything... I can't feel happy... Lost in a mind full of sorrow and sadness... The person that I feel like can fill that void is busy with other people... Well, feeling lonely is a common thing for me. time to shut up and burry my feelings again.

​",1.1811392405063297,3.750089202531648,2.4277088607594948,91.7278924050633,87.35443037974684,4.1726582278481015,16.760759493670886,5.6839178017228535,-0.3985503797468355,313,7,60,2,10,100,62,79,0.142,0.6940000000000001,0.16399999999999998,-0.0405,0,4,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,2,2,11,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,13,5,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,2,6,8,5,9,11,1,13,0,6,0,0,3,7,0,0,5,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086719061721233,0.23401873931651426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19635901950524087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420504695640015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226594249148474,0.0,0.17308807230341802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868981372157232,0.1375868102880899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501634519010425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409007128841776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204709248201229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944616712555255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26703623678768945,0.16816274100278253,0.0,0.0,0.18206043019607546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315582764461155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794868083106192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123011661309774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316213796362515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23401873931651426,0.0
lonely,LostandLonelyDays,2018/11/03,"What should I do? I'm like 25 and have been in university for more then 3 years but haven't made any friends there. I am always alone in my single-room apartment. I was also lonely in school but it wasn't as bad since you got to know your peers more easily in school.

Overall I have been lonely since I'm 14/15 and never really had any friends during that time. I wonder how other people in uni get like dozens of friends without even trying yet I can't find anyone. About a year ago I met a classmate from school and we hung out and I realized I had wasted all this time since school alone. Since then, I am trying to meet people, mostly over the internet but it's almost always only for a single time. 

I think it has to be with the way I look, I seem to scare other people off to the point they don't want to have anything to do with me. I even asked some people in forums to rate my looks, expecting them to say I'm hideous but surprisingly they said I am about average. I wonder if maybe the pictures did not show the full picture of my weird looks or if it is really something else that scares people away, but then what is it? 

I also tried to get a job even though I don't have to (my parents help me) just to meet people and get some practical experience but they never get back to me.

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So what should I do?

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lonely,TheAssholeTruth,2018/11/03,"Very close to putting a bullet in my head. I’m done with this having no friends thing I have no friends and no family, no one knows I even exist, apart from my landlord, but that’s only because the rent checks keep coming, I can’t even have a dog because I’m not allowed to have pets, I have no one to talk to, and it has made me such an insufferable asshole, I have no idea how to make friends

I’m done. I’m done with loneliness, I’m done with life",7.689845360824741,4.19505919587629,7.735541237113402,82.79444587628865,65.28865979381443,10.937113402061856,35.590206185567006,8.07648339933343,2.4171257731958757,350,11,84,3,4,114,58,97,0.162,0.753,0.085,-0.6652,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,12,2,1,4,0,16,22,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,2,2,8,0,0,2,5,0,8,3,10,17,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,54,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924148897036248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077387953796272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6689511905326907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587783477576925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406004234749426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787790943378861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771847298861645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844839353068489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452572887541945,0.0,0.0,0.08981264677224668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543003501994638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463417392260811,0.1090856840687838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147842031652992,0.12429005722154955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642845939572439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313526903248846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085705442109759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484054933296336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DIRTYEarl01,2018/11/03,"Distant Hi I’m 16 and For the past few months I haven’t talked to anyone I know in person . And if I text them it’s only for 5 min and they don’t reply back to me,  I’ve accepted that no one will talk to me ",-1.5463999999999984,-0.17920283999999853,1.7620000000000005,100.241,87.4,4.800000000000002,14.0,5.6839178017228535,-1.1747999999999998,158,2,44,1,5,57,39,50,0.051,0.9009999999999999,0.048,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,6,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585329793711491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28430962860390274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320114356256785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29512542273696507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250547500269511,0.28120629631282923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529616356683937,0.0,0.32284542187507664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5943710121742961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zihao1004,2018/11/03,"A Confession This text will be hard to type to not appear as cringeworthy but I do hope that this reddit page is what I need to be in in order to only have this text posted with no feelings of embarrassments and judgements conjured upon reading this.

I will be as honest as I could, I really don't know where I can post, to have this big chunk of issues that suddenly surfaced again that I used to not meet it face to face, as the traumas it bring are unbearable, addressed. 

I am 15, my strict parents with their unreasonable authoritarian parenting has led me not to go anywhere without their permission, and hence, I can only go to my school, centres where I have tuition and seldom anywhere else alone. Their reason being the society is full of kidnappers these days. This style of parenting has bred a very inferior and weak personality and this has continued to live on, which I need to adress and move on. In my country, small talks and randomly making friends are not a common thing to do. 95% of the people you meet here aren't having this. This makes the only social circle I could be in and assimilate is schoolmates. 

I do not understand why, but the problem is they don't like me. Even if some do, they are very toxic. Long story short, I have no friends. I tried to make friends with schoolmates with my innate confidence inherited from my dad as a salesman but to no avail of goodness but rather exhibiting someone worthless and needy. Nonetheless, when I was 13, some even just bully me, curse me, insults of great pain bring me into a hole of endless self-questioning of existence and you know what else it also brings. But to keep it short, as everyone in this reddit group probably know which I do not need to elaborate.

Urges to cry are a daily norm in my life during that time. Naturally my mind started with curiosity and a great need of escapism, found porn and masturbation. They were daily routines. Tried to quit it when I initially found articles and self help of how catastrophic these addictions are to my psyche. Relapses and relapses, never further than 5 days. Cried a lot and tried everything. Fast forward to 14, I became as corrupted as the bullies are, in attempt to assimilate and feel worthy. Still having those addictions and unable to stop. Long story short, became a jerk. Fast forwarded again in today, have aims to strive for, but those unstoppable addictions are hurdles of my self development and I rather just quit self development and not be a hypocrite. I would wish to only develop and be productive if I am days away from my addictions. Held the belief of solitude and ""lone wolf"" but I read a book of NLP telling me deeply I have a major need of not being alone and without people to talk to. I always acknowledge my addictions are a source of escapism from loneliness, but I do not have choices to make.

I do not want to fail again and again until I die. What should I do? Tried meditations but sometimes my siblings just randomly kick in the door. I know I can talk to my siblings but these are not something to conversate with them as they being just 9 years olds more or less. Thank you for reading until here. ",6.3610615220483675,7.269514875000002,6.591194879089618,75.55480085348509,65.79054054054055,9.947795163584637,32.301920341394016,10.001912283498694,3.2163709459459464,2514,99,449,55,38,808,270,592,0.13699999999999998,0.767,0.096,-0.9732,3,2,1,0,0,0,62.0,0,3,8,4,21,21,2,1,21,0,58,11,2,8,1,106,90,51,1,17,32,4,3,1,3,4,8,0,2,4,30,30,0,3,13,4,2,10,20,11,0,0,5,3,61,10,85,70,8,63,2,4,0,1,34,26,0,10,29,333,91,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775384874625512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347268622057258,0.0,0.05539018578539888,0.057632978130476624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507556132293718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060291656638586,0.0,0.1521659263487011,0.13400814175732834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188482410151548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572192976088908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149609063970428,0.0,0.0,0.06618446933100261,0.06224978103582051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004365355758632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518882260119047,0.1605389751289756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872835631126766,0.05809513674680835,0.0,0.15272703004205082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620467039381196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04642602317144817,0.0,0.0,0.06879451967149458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229334657592452,0.0,0.06156479228975127,0.0,0.0,0.15226215471728613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892302610733197,0.03383876345379511,0.0,0.061161149106750114,0.12259245601675275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888555265439805,0.0,0.0,0.18493633026139425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993662991575837,0.0,0.0,0.07361639137212868,0.0,0.25679091827296685,0.0534204642673762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726806410008907,0.0,0.0,0.2107127737865076,0.07370150006471568,0.0,0.23072755076151785,0.0,0.0,0.09603750880952486,0.060478423882706175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267102835369368,0.0,0.07467802381094829,0.06627604243280319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734102116276096,0.20784744349402487,0.0,0.044372123786545765,0.07121465792041103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700986000770743,0.0,0.0,0.28902873592908856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706056577050877,0.0586869399412643,0.05332260898107299,0.06850360737128214,0.0,0.049025229839883284,0.0,0.05531411017016001,0.05790758590267099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701470540805538,0.06053955942233787,0.06376874353388835,0.0,0.0,0.04601574943647002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04038824229012225,0.0,0.06565392427190259,0.0,0.0,0.1881021244509491,0.0,0.0,0.07210599336450851,0.0,0.059821630410829885,0.0,0.11429967450332346,0.04085354688812877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062499749730634935,0.0,0.07964987975602571,0.13353554236905502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049202971784948465,0.0,0.0,0.04460357599355856
lonely,throwawayemp99,2018/11/03,"22/M Feel so Lonely Have a hand full of friends, but only see a couple of them regularly. Messaged one of my buds a few weeks ago to catch up for his birthday, he agreed to meet in 2 weeks - it's been 3 and haven't heard from him.

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I'm quite busy myself but always will make the time to catch up with friends. I feel so frustrated that i'm in this position, 

I'm not shy - it may seem like that when some people meet me, but quite frankly i'd consider myself quietly confident - I don't judge, just observe and in most cases rather listen than speak.

I'm trying not to blame myself, but i just feel so exhausted with some of my friends - it's almost like they are doing me the favor if they agree to catch up.

Just have to get this off my chest",2.721666666666668,3.921649356687902,3.7927547770700656,91.17325106157114,74.54140127388536,7.016772823779192,22.637473460721868,7.492282038375204,0.6651447983014864,587,15,132,7,12,190,97,157,0.067,0.7170000000000001,0.217,0.9749,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,2,8,9,1,0,5,0,9,3,2,1,0,25,22,11,0,2,11,0,4,2,4,2,1,4,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,2,9,16,6,22,18,5,16,0,1,1,0,16,8,0,7,7,82,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734119181916646,0.0,0.18903489783969465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707924944895868,0.20454196590826104,0.22938714596151635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088803711088316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863570013138992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375505576594431,0.0,0.09862923510439447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445576605704486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601144733288971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792153496278286,0.14357493499971552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087558800618904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015794041545607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043242043496646,0.17185731011086144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007855209446957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816854814277387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028542511047574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22938714596151635,0.0
lonely,liam_a1,2018/11/03,"Was looking forward to taking her to a firework display tonight but that all fell through like always Life sucks, I want to go but not alone. Or should I?

Everybody will be there with their lovers, families and friends apart from me..",4.318488372093022,6.8806649767441845,3.1466860465116286,91.64933139534887,73.65116279069767,6.16046511627907,31.68023255813953,7.1686216300943375,1.875423255813954,186,9,35,2,4,53,39,43,0.06,0.65,0.289,0.9064,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,9,9,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,3,6,5,1,5,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,1,3,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253246721482431,0.0,0.0,0.3417058420525613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871380334912845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172784486601262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333901540351765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900645493959841,0.20062997844426808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34485483264910965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308768668827448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422206190462292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,life-is-stranger,2018/11/03,suicidal. I don’t wanna die... I just need someone to talk to.... Discordvoice chat anyone? ,0.5874999999999986,1.7917427500000045,2.932500000000001,81.16250000000002,121.5,6.6000000000000005,22.75,7.1686216300943375,2.3963,68,3,11,2,4,23,14,16,0.273,0.727,0.0,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233453184379028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799345421374201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34288970815965536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918196921561801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058288561148812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716877526983766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,projectPx,2018/11/03,"Just found this sub.. maybe y’all can help me. I’m 20 yrs old and I’ve never felt so alone in my life. I have one friend we hang a few times a week but it’s rlly just to smoke weed and that’s bout it. Since ive been trying to cut back I haven’t really talked to him. It sucks bc he’s the only person I got outside of my immediate family. 

I’ve never really had a real girlfriend. Heck the last time I actually had a gf if you could call it that was 7th grade. I learned to accept the loneliness earlier this year but recently it’s just been eating me alive. 

I want a companion I can talk to everyday and somebody who can show me reasons to live. I forgot what it feels like to talk to a girl. Why can’t I attract any type of women? I must be really ugly so I try to be funny but even then I mustn’t be THAT funny considering that it hasn’t worked. I’m in a point in life where I want to get my own place somewhere far from where I live now but there’s is no possible way I can sustain living on my own. I don’t text anybody or talk to many ppl so I feel like I don’t even exist. Even at times I ask myself if I’m even really alive. 

If there anybody out there who wants to be friend pls let me know. I want to talk to ppl again I want somebody to vent to me and I wanna vent to somebody. 

Need a friend. ",-0.5680734536082461,1.3129308728522382,2.1895521907216526,95.56154478092787,87.35051546391752,5.561898625429554,16.310244845360824,6.9077264865688965,-0.27442190721649506,1008,21,248,14,32,351,153,291,0.067,0.768,0.166,0.976,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,0,1,18,9,2,0,11,0,25,3,0,1,4,39,44,16,0,13,11,0,3,2,6,2,2,0,0,3,16,6,1,1,8,1,0,1,9,2,0,1,9,3,37,7,27,27,3,28,0,0,0,0,24,11,2,4,17,153,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.10122574166794522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743323536076647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054011377718845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697376293270432,0.0,0.0,0.07976214434237422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592016303953103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282014842041709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061419220458482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27405135567541605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977876295280541,0.0,0.1048982425353258,0.14820979474057275,0.09959728831852904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373484363831775,0.2404251562292752,0.0,0.054194764110446776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829625412395383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952818694109597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057007421883532215,0.08455398251819246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607118858832404,0.14653545888921302,0.101354701977486,0.0,0.2747870817788412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516617258778277,0.10421095879242508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691465152862291,0.16000629700053687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884742756981193,0.0,0.07029028872236884,0.07889151453163427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057323618029964,0.1083760129815184,0.0,0.09805859636269396,0.11694024909546305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806771170639167,0.26580896720025243,0.10665195316323474,0.1024210884756788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085806718559053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168721500812942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814577946812091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085203490879722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30591388742849795,0.08233622869810732,0.08320613396776227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360039878918087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551684319940892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667988674900923
lonely,gaylord678,2018/11/03,Check out my awful~good acc on bandlab Check this out on #BandLab https://www.bandlab.com/staying__dead,14.329999999999998,17.505816666666668,8.353333333333339,61.89000000000002,49.0,8.666666666666668,35.0,8.841846274778883,3.1190000000000007,90,3,11,1,1,23,11,15,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lunnibbles,2019/04/05,"I’ve basically had it I don’t know why I try anything in life. It all just blows up in my face. Nothing goes right, nothing will ever go right, and I’m damn sick of it.

Some things that I have done and the negative effects that follow them:

• Try and be good = only negative things happening

• Working hard in school = not being good enough

• Try and be friendly = getting ghosted by everyone I talk to

• Wanting to just have a good fucking life = Life: What’s that? You want MORE shit?

I fucking give up. I literally have no idea what to do. I’ll probably end up just poisoning myself so I die within a few weeks. Clearly I’m not meant to be alive. I was a mistake and life is trying it’s hardest to correct that mistake. So I give up and I’m giving life what it wants. Maybe now people will give a shit about me",-0.031102743410436062,2.2665686035503008,2.2082759548144177,92.91251075847237,90.77514792899409,4.966218396987628,21.883001613770844,6.574015621080383,0.5357905325443784,630,24,136,8,22,212,97,169,0.214,0.6729999999999999,0.113,-0.9662,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,2,8,12,6,0,5,0,15,12,3,1,4,25,33,8,2,5,5,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,14,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,4,1,14,4,16,23,5,16,0,0,0,2,8,10,5,1,4,87,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338024049778028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776911467428107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612430302321355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005051518240074,0.11724998893371093,0.0,0.0,0.10264461669265,0.0,0.10843020701131496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767048867391979,0.20981158246355647,0.059285993957301324,0.435422166116267,0.06449044661670024,0.2855322903158641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034555075849497,0.0,0.10165129403294353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280994410933216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062362881816786564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40075367394032185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400087028077588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776460901634845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630283627165439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866926384941081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234522181511258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938140271611611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484273870275062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329608742097353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120689120564962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507754700645466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30816825306069984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079145112150554,0.0,0.09102278488693087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239352026161304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261113749790469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ClebbyBoi,2019/04/05,"my best friend told me people think im weird Me and my only and best friend were chatting in Discord today and he said people at school think I'm a weirdo, it hit me like a truck, my confidence was close to 0% and now is inexistent.  

Hope you all are having a better day",1.705263157894734,3.3695847894736843,3.3472280701754364,91.36926315789476,78.29824561403508,5.963508771929827,18.417543859649122,6.742157984588678,-0.07611298245614018,211,4,47,2,5,70,43,57,0.09699999999999999,0.55,0.354,0.9648,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,1,0,3,1,8,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,12,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,7,7,3,7,3,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910832891267181,0.20693129826846635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089409911009308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36153600380507744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323893220235793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527324474884187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430804858722082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794803596195571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32441670743035433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256318581035214,0.0,0.0,0.2367945328276382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998426311753705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22178032527286914,0.223572517545974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway8373617,2019/04/05,"Getting thrown to the side One day I can be talking to 3 girls then they stop for a week, then I’ll be talking to 2, then they stop, then 4 and so on I always get thrown to the side because I’m not attractive, most girls only like good looks, even though I’m a personality guy. 

The amount of times I’ll talk to a girl in my class then they will get with someone else then get heartbroken in a month they they come back to me but does anything ever happen? No they go to another person yet again and the same cycle happens 

I’m fed up of this getting thrown to the side stuff.

It’s also scary how good 1 person can make you feel ",3.272728026533997,3.756817798507463,4.306218905472637,90.70785240464346,72.50746268656717,7.149585406301824,23.844112769485914,6.937597516519254,0.5715864013266998,491,12,114,4,9,160,84,134,0.111,0.831,0.057999999999999996,-0.7159,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,6,0,9,4,0,0,9,0,5,1,0,2,1,14,21,13,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,4,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,11,4,16,17,3,25,0,0,1,0,17,7,0,1,17,67,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194969489812102,0.12433547477120405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668754126218334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296592677001927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149003616011611,0.0,0.09108948840576556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871837822809426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636823955712086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076482752684349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482732582104275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869531506459626,0.1351655377227812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755549270773057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903479554443112,0.0,0.08492297185959277,0.2506650408715467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795650897857734,0.26427611624237896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300262551369371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548128848782078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974387569143864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927143641489504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125579819648303,0.11364618669275628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39142243507770347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660925701161385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24985580893504103,0.0,0.0,0.17105849567419934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360311983942094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681155270281745,0.0,0.08713225384515183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986155787503695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lonely_sg,2019/04/05,"I FEEL INSECURE AND CANT TRUST ANYBODY Since last year, i got problems with relationship that traumatized me and i've been really lonely. In some aspects i became more shy and i can't even talk to a girl directly or through the internet afraid of getting hurt again, but being lonely hurts as well and i know i have to move on, but its hard. I think i made this post just to get this off my mind sharing with you, and hopefully this can help some of us... Much love for you guys!",2.350833333333334,4.454804916666667,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,77.95833333333334,7.183333333333334,23.166666666666664,8.167268648758528,1.215654166666667,376,12,80,7,9,120,74,96,0.209,0.62,0.171,0.3118,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,0,0,4,12,0,2,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,20,15,9,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,3,2,13,5,13,11,4,8,0,4,0,1,10,3,0,4,3,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654288876020548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452864957622182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160152684982941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534047075688915,0.0,0.0,0.20469471254626131,0.0,0.0,0.18518903123678748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856642995688664,0.0,0.0,0.20532904479615935,0.0,0.0,0.4426164229294424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361312985393138,0.1685121389129415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865814500953105,0.19561245674315852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873786873484534,0.0,0.0,0.219720748018285,0.15196997324427666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798972108584734,0.0,0.0,0.19781221746411767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243621492197927,0.0,0.0,0.22195012269538034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100878334590267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616134585575845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246391983999833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24867014134749554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587465278235046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312702373653068
lonely,tralalally,2019/04/05,"Am i being over the top? I have friends, though I'd only really count one of them as someone I can properly confide in. But, I still get on with the rest well enough (though I've learnt a few times that they haven't cared about me as much as I have them).

Anyhow, since dropping out of school due to mental health issues, I've obviously been seeing them less. I try to meet up as much as possible, but I don't want to push as their exams are coming up soon, and I don't want to be in the way. 
I asked my closest friend a few days ago if during the two week period they have time off for Easter, if he wanted to meet up with me and maybe just one or two others to watch a movie, just a 3 hour thing at most in the evening to take up as little time as possible. He oddly declined, saying that it would take up too much of his revision time. I find this weird, cause he always does so good even without revising a lot, and yknow, 3 hours out of two weeks is hardly a lot. It wouldn't eat into anything, it would just be some relaxing time with friends at some point. Feeling a bit down, with how alone I've been recently, I just shrugged it off.

But now, I learn today that he's thinking about going to an Easter party organised by some other friends. Which, I of course thought was ridiculous. He'd probably be at the party for at least 5 hours, 2 more than what I wanted to spend the most time doing while watching something. But, knowing him he'd likely get drunk and stay there for much longer. 

I know I'm probably overreacting, but I just can't but feel that he wanted to avoid a more boring activity with just me, and would prefer being with others that he finds more entertaining. I don't know, I constantly try my hardest to push myself out of my comfort zone to do things I don't like, but that others will to be more enjoyable, but I think I'm just so awful that I'll never be enough.",7.878203619909506,5.177545146153847,7.910392156862745,79.20970588235295,64.2051282051282,11.022624434389146,32.42835595776772,9.007467420416297,2.3928672699849174,1477,37,321,18,17,481,199,390,0.075,0.8029999999999999,0.121,0.9684,0,2,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,6,1,24,17,1,1,16,1,32,3,0,2,2,69,56,30,0,12,19,0,3,2,4,5,1,1,0,0,20,16,2,1,12,3,1,4,9,4,1,5,4,7,37,13,62,38,23,55,0,0,3,0,24,25,0,11,25,230,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585542767254687,0.0,0.0,0.08862796816055574,0.0,0.0,0.07120370971368158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041940500503137,0.0,0.07999933674852032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342370840260507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724752196914383,0.08790718959417569,0.0,0.0737136851331809,0.0,0.0924741666684504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518759764797986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488563370280711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756268817549746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683986277064054,0.0,0.11304050717450448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653670410557372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156424603984279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26445439060802284,0.0,0.0894168701504744,0.0,0.048633188938560536,0.07177469197117417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665672743648091,0.0,0.0,0.09096024893804118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528169240110207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931612820994674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410862836246901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361342995599379,0.08576676969490472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550245132365489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596972349218603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623760066103735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516244237515436,0.0,0.06599928294271018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597315206905505,0.06508223097413213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089427938307621,0.19294172122279854,0.0,0.0,0.18452464203352764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05482034633580755,0.0,0.08449315463608281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805119760118279,0.0,0.08660458878115898,0.06819071541119373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078698779642953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250584597765762,0.06587838585174069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120958407729404,0.06833882217070332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868070696015593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137019870017542,0.10966362889343184,0.1681503561313026,0.06793551656291336,0.2993903254516326,0.0,0.08111333332171715,0.0,0.0,0.11619709323028715,0.0,0.2507775779890028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523662829648521,0.06792397744526074,0.13728322650424102,0.0,0.07694053206352493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248945572254943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236611573816808,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,threefiddylol,2019/04/05,"Girls wants big junk All I see and hear is that girls wants a big d**k :( 

Out of the dating game for 6 yrs now coz of that :( 


#underaverage 


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lonely,Anais03x,2019/04/05,"I wish life was as fun as people make it out to be. I wish i was as optimistic as I used to be. Now I'm a sad sack of shit and it annoys me.

I usually tell myself that my feelings are not valid enough to complain about and that I need a better reason to get help. So I Instead suppress these thoughts and feelings until they become unbearable.

It hurts knowing that I've gone through so much fucked up shit and that other people have gone through it too or have had it even worse.

My friends aren't the type I can go talk to and my family is broken. Getting therapy isn't that easy for me. I'm so alone.
When I was 12 I remember wishing that I didn't exist, so another kid could take my place because I'm too ungrateful for it - plus they'll be better at life than me, though most people are better at life than me.

I generally don't know what's wrong with me, I give others advice on ""getting help"" despite the fact that I never act on it. Wtf was my childhood? I'm still waiting for my glow up btw.

I feel like I'm wasting my life/ time just dwelling on these thoughts and feelings but they won't go away. ",3.3773015021459223,4.046553669527899,4.4722076180257515,88.93646593347641,72.39055793991416,7.370064377682404,27.008851931330472,7.413659706084162,1.2269744635193138,867,29,192,9,16,284,130,233,0.127,0.764,0.11,-0.7117,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,3,14,15,4,1,4,0,21,7,2,3,2,36,51,20,0,5,4,0,4,1,1,2,4,0,0,1,19,9,0,2,10,0,0,5,7,9,0,0,10,5,31,6,30,35,3,23,0,2,1,1,11,10,3,2,9,130,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157182675091804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825228490796495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972387853788312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727245750839336,0.0,0.0,0.06960085504004179,0.12609882962153016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029391608725587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911605403508834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797471085851916,0.0,0.0754124151663083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763531963451316,0.0,0.23092401194057566,0.0815676211135199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821237977240479,0.10555421369762606,0.17895732166832468,0.10952837739285168,0.12977812385199308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306002734969806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222816489550288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254966933054284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225845852170002,0.05578080681809434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621361316913879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393276881110061,0.0846603311872434,0.08805985483187702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23746655519090776,0.0,0.11929000482247405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739232379159535,0.0,0.0,0.12933956917819822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344008048630145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118139609118722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584642036498254,0.0917706408004381,0.09979517938357876,0.0,0.1305706289791895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217770323129277,0.18128656736018373,0.06657715917970487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986117242152268,0.12574914017912245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938915701061492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635547477964568,0.0,0.12483393623313767,0.0,0.0
lonely,UnidentifiedUser000,2019/04/05,"Sucks I have nobody to tell my problems to I've never had a girlfriend. Ever. I've had sex yea but I was never really a big fan of just hooking up. When I was a kid I would look forward to growing up and finally dating the girl of my dreams and talking to her and telling my problems, and just hanging out, like my parents. Lame I know.

As everyone started growing, I stopped. I'm 5'7 short but not too short. So it really sucked when this whole trend came out where a lot of girls (and even some guys) would just roast me all the time (even ones I don't know and not trying to flirt with) about being a shorty and that I'll never fulfill their needs? Like what?

 In one night I once had three different girls tell me they only date 6 ft guys. The thing is I never really cared whether I was short but for some reason the girls did (just a lot, I know not all girls are like this). But this had a huge effect on me. I stopped talking to girls, and people in general tbh. I stopped playing basketball (a sport I love so much) because they would make fun of me for being short and before it was fine but now... I became so anti social. And now that I feel lonely and want to get back out there, I'm too afraid. Insecurities about my height, nose, face, everything goes through my mind when I talk to any stranger.",3.4837315198107635,4.4239547790262215,4.165432682830674,90.22775872264934,72.37078651685394,7.119179972402918,24.914054799921153,7.273561745256523,0.8769220973782771,1014,29,223,10,19,323,144,267,0.149,0.725,0.126,-0.7761,2,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,3,1,22,17,2,2,12,1,18,4,2,3,7,59,35,24,0,7,13,1,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,9,9,16,0,3,6,3,0,5,8,8,0,3,10,3,31,9,27,20,8,41,0,2,1,2,23,17,2,4,24,152,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635116199395138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863328973767396,0.0,0.06844207751000847,0.0,0.09553814586093318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841321420984342,0.1144723128943583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730395771046195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831376313006606,0.1015595802700657,0.0,0.10728401223065814,0.10090594270088696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676984541018331,0.0,0.0,0.1229922770061316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058659293163187576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22234071203722114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851109675057536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645563535800722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942831079968561,0.0,0.0,0.19090515992773024,0.10133298498795608,0.0,0.07494474050410845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336620713431612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253538071183329,0.08325082997625229,0.3463750211951306,0.0,0.0,0.10536291222581236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956969922279312,0.15216151303058195,0.08539054565433475,0.0,0.0,0.12466860996271685,0.0,0.0,0.07783766625213888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148649016554036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577960142921976,0.11543787097733273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445069094537592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946914753442187,0.0,0.0,0.2816019324636291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707282823117583,0.2944010988902355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459082584247058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546872285336221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622766649106975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622297448804486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535154003175414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927179352430605,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_teddybear,2019/04/05,"I am so lonely and have no friends I am literally so lonely and have no friends, I have people that I can talk to but no one actually wants to socialise with me. My boyfriend has so many friends and they always go on nights out and sometimes they invite me but I’m the only girl. My boyfriend always says why not invite someone and it makes me feel even more lonely because it reminds me I haven’t got anyone.",2.9413425129087765,4.727396180722895,3.8198278829604138,88.7951807228916,75.144578313253,5.7067125645438885,26.314974182444054,6.1826913282559595,0.8487191049913942,325,12,66,2,7,104,51,83,0.149,0.718,0.133,-0.111,0,6,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,14,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,2,13,3,5,13,1,4,0,3,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.2203225101207214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757235194126384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786618268499464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762951896186149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912136376945528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415793908652495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5232964762102075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831236589871614,0.0,0.18057180941038373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507056617735434,0.2288990403284603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118732723146643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529900655035319,0.1717110314276827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565230184871176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954426507955104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191297277475149,0.0,0.223295908774052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814683043896481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331671459224837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037255985456834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CosmpolitanDreams,2019/04/05,"Lonely but bullied because of my looks Hi there!

I'm a lonely person who hasn't had a relationship, but this doesn't seem possible for me because I am harangued for my looks often.

I woke up this morning to a guy messaging me to go hang myself, a girl messaging me ""you're the bitter, self-proclaimed independent type of woman (the extreme of which we all know usually comes from the fact that no one actually wants you anyway LOL)"" just because she asked me for advice on breaking up with her BF and I said she could try to focus on some activities or hobbies she can enjoy alone, ""Dick has less calories than your ugliness"" from another girl, ""You should just forget about having kids or getting married as you obviously don't deserve happiness in life! your a sad girl with no friends who spends her life in bed instead of having a life? Your life is so shit. What a sad little bitch you are"" from another girl.  I am not only harassed online for my looks.


In the last week, a waiter at a restaurant threatened to call the cops on me for wanting to eat in the restaurant (I am dressed cleanly and shower daily and brush my hair and teeth, etc) because he found me ugly.  A guy screamed at me for wanting to pet his dog, my looks being the reason.  And when I try talking to guys they get offended and angry.  But if I talk to girls in the same way (such as complimenting their outfit) they are happy and say I come across as confident and bubbly, so it's my looks that make men uncomfortable.
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lonely,Lilblushybabe,2019/04/05,"Sleep buddy? Okay, this might sound weird but, does anyone know of a website where I could go to find someone to fall asleep on the phone with? I'm so lonely and I'm hurting. I'm willing to do anything right now. ",0.7395454545454571,3.0200793181818213,1.7874545454545439,97.92118181818184,85.36363636363637,3.5200000000000005,20.163636363636364,3.1291,-0.6052309090909089,166,5,36,0,5,52,37,44,0.209,0.76,0.031,-0.847,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,4,2,2,0,0,7,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,6,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363828312849556,0.0,0.2781985992353615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699173058424468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958428631637092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089851846324413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921300675302431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619054564581765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857916222235776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35863342403005555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887055686565779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33830903612960045,0.0,0.2864412839886679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,oftwominds034,2019/04/05,"Nobody to turn to in emergency situations is the worst part of being alone. I used to have friends, before they all just stopped inviting me to stuff. I remember being able to call them in tears if I fought with my boyfriend, or failed an important test and a lot of trivial things like that (well, they weren't trivial at the time but they feel it now).   


I lost my job six weeks ago. I didn't have any friends there, but at least those fake, awkward half conversations gave me some kind of social interaction... I didn't even realise how important those small things are at the time. I wasn't fired because I sucked or I stopped trying at it, I was made redundant- just an average, non impressive shadow person. Story of my life.   


I had nothing in savings, I haven't found a second job and rent's coming up in a few days. Most people can turn to friends or family at times like these, but for someone like me, an Elenor Rigby, I'm just screwed. I'm thinking of just giving up and becoming another layer of invisible out there. Whatever. Things probably can't get more painful.   


I wish I could just cry on someone's shoulder, that's all I want.   


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lonely,justMeAndMyselfHere,2019/04/05,"I was told to shut up and suck it up I might have had an emotional break down earlier this week. It was a combination of feeling of rejection, loneliness, frustration, and anger. 

My husband told me that I should basically suck it up . And to stop being so weak. 

I don't feel like I have an anchor and he just thinks I'm crazy. 

I told him that I just wanted some affection. Hold my hand , rub my back , tell me everything was going to be okay. I think he did it for 5 mins before he got annoyed with my emotional outspurts. 

I apologized for being a bit of a freak. And he told me straight in the eye that ""how do you expect me to give you any affection if you keep putting yourself down?"". 

I would think that some affection will help me feel less....well less like this. ",2.2065584415584425,4.150687707792208,3.5649350649350686,89.09597402597406,77.76623376623377,7.776623376623378,23.98701298701299,8.634040054169528,1.5429012987012989,593,20,129,13,14,194,91,154,0.207,0.6409999999999999,0.153,-0.8888,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,0,5,11,5,0,6,1,16,3,2,4,0,29,34,8,0,5,3,1,5,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,10,6,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,10,6,23,3,16,17,4,15,0,1,1,0,17,8,2,4,6,85,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871722009128604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122930317759525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603776759153058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453685544521758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596649204326374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368102979231798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425055343033073,0.11421130482855735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336206606274086,0.09085792046521676,0.0,0.12786280560534094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715762702196896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209998184654704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620901147080965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959702109906355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071371026686326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336586480600657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397336038173276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073151120476798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6110513194746501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429558770941496,0.0,0.12823823346941576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135672051735528,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ilula,2019/04/05,"Why does it feel so horrible? How does loneliness just consume you? It makes me feel like I can’t breathe, my chest heavy, and guilty for sitting here feeling sorry for myself because so many people have it worse than I. 
I’m really bad at connecting with people so I have zero friends at this point, the people I did have were either really bad for me or have moved away. I have a boyfriend but I don’t understand why he’s dating me really, we live together but we don’t really spend much time together. If that makes sense? We’re just two people sitting in a room doing different things. I spend most of my time just silently crying now. I’m at a loss of what to do 
I’m so lonely 
I’m just really lucky I have my dog I guess ",0.7288666666666686,3.1097532200000018,2.764000000000003,90.08866666666668,86.8,6.533333333333335,19.0,7.793537801064563,0.8337999999999997,573,16,120,12,18,192,89,150,0.175,0.764,0.061,-0.9453,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,1,0,1,11,7,0,0,4,0,13,2,2,3,0,23,24,10,0,1,9,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,2,1,3,4,0,2,2,3,19,3,13,22,3,14,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,5,5,77,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595530022680288,0.0,0.2416455978485724,0.08821094773810588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895186903086628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118613665047492,0.0,0.0,0.25326499399293384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195018933716208,0.10337742487541146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179887973331533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594090936768719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069565211791605,0.0,0.1277773440594759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931836913304415,0.14670836195621406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379872854179846,0.10637497310702683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012814665843242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679318828578949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463509287393144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198562590612006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613570597955848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875753338299726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135595539149562,0.15064321807960004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26114787382505505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746696285447894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cactihoarder,2019/04/05,"Everyone is Superficial I’m tired of this. I try to make friends but no one will fully commit. It hurts so much when you see someone in person and you have a great time and then they never initiate. Why is it always me? I really need a deeper connection. It’s been too long and it really hurts. I have a big group of “friends” that I met at college. We talk a lot there but it seems that no one ever wants to hang out otherwise. Occasionally we do go out for drinks, but I’m always the one to ask. I love them so much but they really could care less about me it seems. I feel like I annoy them because i seem to be the only one who ever wants to chat or hang out. sometimes I get a reply, (group messaging) but often I get ignored. It hurts as they’re the only people I can really talk to and why I keep going back to them. I’m writing this at 530am because unfortunately I woke up and of course started feeling lonely immediately.",0.3551562500000003,2.7033483697916694,2.956041666666668,88.118125,88.73958333333334,5.908333333333332,18.416666666666664,7.333567415737692,0.5180166666666661,725,20,153,13,24,251,110,192,0.159,0.6990000000000001,0.142,-0.4078,0,2,1,0,0,0,18.0,2,2,5,0,10,12,1,0,8,0,10,3,0,1,4,35,34,16,0,4,6,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,12,10,1,2,5,2,0,4,3,6,0,4,3,3,24,6,20,28,4,21,0,4,1,1,23,8,0,6,10,106,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268248224525705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824204837544622,0.0,0.0,0.08903045138537069,0.0,0.1411612314568355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180491098733584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924437934620057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342386131073648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094658131186239,0.0,0.1106362038754252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708734713004278,0.08271583615434655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890826414771627,0.0,0.1209843178429559,0.0,0.13160499083355845,0.0,0.0,0.1276518419186406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718462567471063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291379503630063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056566024782080865,0.0,0.0,0.10246485387399792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843508718347198,0.10449923109073618,0.0,0.0772864606515333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022855535525505,0.08585208183907707,0.08929946006285774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138318902811109,0.17611730996292976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026977863340964,0.10109778475805002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966957888009715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226454888616613,0.3162151578294278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810307943536084,0.0,0.11451295368747562,0.0,0.08195223710986489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612496440625592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751435575969655,0.1330762305129916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860947288885875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658434941721356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895340321547395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mars_bars1,2019/04/05,"Feeling sorry for myself My partner died a few years ago and since then my life has changed drastically. I have a child who I adore and wouldn't change for anything, they're the reason I'm still here. I didn't want to be a single mum I find it hard on my own. I went from having money to having none when my partner died. I'm constantly poor and never have enough money for anything. I'm not bad looking or boring but yet I still can't find someone who wants the same as me and settle down. At first I compared everyone to my child's father but over the years I've stopped that. I just find that every guy is happy to just have sex and that's it. I really feel like I'm destined to be on my own forever. No one wants to commit or settle incase there's something better out there.",2.1470818815331043,3.7945993353658563,3.5846689895470405,90.2267073170732,76.98780487804878,5.905226480836237,21.470383275261323,6.5431188927421005,0.3269212543554008,617,16,131,5,14,203,99,164,0.105,0.767,0.129,0.8373,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,9,6,0,0,6,0,12,2,0,1,2,27,23,12,2,4,7,2,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,5,7,6,0,1,6,0,3,1,7,2,0,2,2,4,17,4,17,18,7,19,0,0,1,1,9,6,0,2,13,90,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301066361630102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415656252142164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255048044124135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981001575940174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105356748141861,0.0,0.0,0.1586109672882908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30465727723086883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165717464502088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366374942382133,0.14024921444391564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842707794639115,0.10485564974536826,0.0,0.0,0.4024473856778051,0.12484621663273116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453297166733388,0.0,0.15624406175502398,0.13148101924992284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036710885367545,0.07170655049620768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325351706142852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320145382232805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994581216130093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402742920167424,0.1509085126947035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141328773548887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436145984212105,0.1129940920776176,0.0,0.16430190705820452,0.0,0.0,0.23442842641015785,0.12270995771796335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597140046399283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606132507197666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903578309891444
lonely,RUIN_NATION_,2019/04/05,It Never Ever Gets Any Better so you the title explains it all. every one around me has some one even total ass hats. or getting married and im just sitting here in my mid life like can I just get something.,0.7241860465116297,3.047552116279076,2.582604651162793,91.86413953488373,85.97674418604653,3.44,20.227906976744187,3.1291,-0.3624288372093028,163,5,32,0,5,54,39,43,0.075,0.81,0.115,0.2263,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,4,11,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,2,6,3,6,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,3,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152626808128676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26381185021838105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620950288793079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573454030118104,0.26806302176972274,0.24968530961920385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644875649855793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32010584516450297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093188016736066,0.14478027995908255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285612410966357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016250842270683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281425639849322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Metlz,2019/04/05,"faces All I see are the faces I hate the most

They smile and laugh but I can tell that they're close

I hear what they say behind walls and under sheets

They're worse than they let on but who would believe

Ragged and torn, their faces won't hold

They treat it as a vase in which you can just mold

​

Try as I might I just can't get through

""I told you I'm fine! It's you who's playing the fool.""

The cards I've been dealt may not be the best

But at least I don't pretend like the rest

I know it hurts, I get the pain

Look at the cards I've been played

A hand of jokers is all that remains

At least I know the jokes are all around me

​

 thank you for the read. i feel this isn't my best work but just wanted to share what i felt. feel free to ask any questions, or voice any comments or concerns. thank you again. ",1.0625483425414366,2.60177675690608,1.4693888121546976,104.67656940607736,79.77348066298343,4.525,16.837361878453038,3.1291,-1.302113535911602,647,10,168,0,16,194,107,181,0.16,0.6709999999999999,0.16899999999999998,-0.4338,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,5,5,3,5,17,1,0,12,0,16,5,4,0,3,30,33,11,0,2,10,0,4,1,0,4,1,3,0,0,11,5,0,1,6,5,1,0,5,4,0,0,4,9,25,14,16,23,9,10,0,1,2,0,20,9,0,6,2,103,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30940151592211457,0.3469837125031469,0.19418894489006736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271033928508522,0.13347889376392738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608628016093622,0.29967506008913586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443864912317781,0.0,0.13709002790651478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919204829206062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096449430922228,0.0,0.0,0.16092207177043244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284764638076956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693497662100436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600098505839815,0.0,0.06975450414931164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989822279532693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146573172158112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192669788582722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994491986373122,0.0,0.14281742672053574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354342353699973,0.0,0.0,0.11377620900369888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479495459960005,0.2629030514962349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643125130364767,0.0,0.09693742531715137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421462887712203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394465869903484,0.0,0.1455037836720412,0.1014259550062468,0.0,0.3469837125031469,0.0
lonely,ProbablyNotAVirus,2019/04/05,"Has anyone else struggled to make friends in college? I feel like everyone cites life-long friends they made in college, but that has NOT been my experience. I’m a second semester senior graduating next month, and I never made many friends/dated much. 

Anyone else out there who struggles/d with this? ",6.427777777777778,8.357989,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,66.4074074074074,8.362962962962964,33.87037037037037,8.841846274778883,3.035348148148147,242,11,40,4,4,74,44,54,0.033,0.845,0.122,0.5439,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,10,8,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,4,3,5,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,23,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822879176627693,0.41365519583222177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372532770073479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288417687981574,0.0,0.1974560698756796,0.0,0.0,0.1020655797249206,0.14420755062711174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119103155960148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257842839214488,0.09861772862109594,0.0,0.0,0.17863817002299268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820062514889341,0.13474192736683846,0.2046525492361484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112130304691674,0.0,0.14838901567026644,0.0,0.15568550118938268,0.0,0.21467850391395946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102603662730715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,crystalcat635,2019/04/05,"Is this title interesting enough I miss having someone to talk to. Miss having someone I can call if I were lonely. I miss the uplifting texts I'd get when I'm having a bad day. I miss you. When we were together, I knew what it felt like to be loved and wanted. I wasn't scared to be lonely forever after I met you. But now you're gone, what am I going to do without you? No one can replace you. The sick part is you knew it was going to hurt when you left and you did it anyway. You know I'm suicidal but still proceeded to call me sick in the head and left. But I guess you had just as much of a right to leave as did I. If I took my life, it would be on me, not you. I miss you. I want you with every fiber in me. But I know I'll never see you again. Part of me hopes you'll see this. Oh well. I'll be gone anyway.",-0.9337500000000034,0.8276844293478298,1.7860434782608683,98.6437391304348,87.8586956521739,4.984347826086957,14.634782608695652,6.2581,-0.8443686956521743,621,10,160,6,20,215,94,184,0.141,0.765,0.094,-0.6911,0,4,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,14,0,0,10,15,0,1,5,0,22,5,1,0,1,25,48,14,1,6,9,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,5,0,0,5,5,10,1,1,14,3,35,5,18,28,4,21,0,8,2,1,20,6,0,4,11,114,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684733407946044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102557848471674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797620255310452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697456450990946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799963639639286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458675759608785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793722299474673,0.0,0.17267992713294808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735764061884922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591433864499435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508914094059354,0.0,0.0,0.16263411722472101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698314948767462,0.0,0.0,0.16086195292125682,0.3301242976723044,0.0,0.10730599467790887,0.07422071895376423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711424996806496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167910254964628,0.0,0.11717051275181445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294531309658897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32903035551893034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973934064392806,0.0,0.0,0.15209899795122706,0.0,0.2421220574950244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574436197460108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132396713380965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617645092515174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210800322892967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878934828356693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792133820722203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659484150920442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644601263348692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792001739446194,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chilldudebros,2019/04/05,"Loneliness Hey guys, i’m 17 and i feel incredibly lonely. A wave of sadness hit me and I don’t know what to do. I don’t have any friends. i sit at home wondering when i’ll have people to talk to. I need friends :( No, i’m not suicidal ",-1.966730769230768,-0.1124369038461488,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,100.73076923076924,5.676923076923077,19.96153846153846,7.1686216300943375,0.6164153846153853,179,7,45,4,8,64,36,52,0.237,0.593,0.171,-0.42200000000000004,0,2,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,12,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,5,11,0,3,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129309466681651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645394051183068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028290430206689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222116268580041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264173878789769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883936007575946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412908110093377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256015179957997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35595076789839314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26155593812419303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528982647611866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HandsLikeHeadphones,2019/04/05,Feel like talking to someone I’m just finishing up my last semester of college and I’ve been reflecting on a lot lately. I would enjoy talking to someone about anything if it means I can take my mind off of things. If anyone wants to talk I’d be happy to stay up for the next couple of hours.,4.108442622950822,4.6217584918032815,5.446024590163933,83.17920081967216,70.63934426229507,8.067213114754097,30.004098360655732,8.07648339933343,2.0205377049180333,232,9,47,3,4,78,47,61,0.0,0.847,0.153,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,9,3,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,13,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,6,30,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524280402492862,0.0,0.1709360379901791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22983846693473065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502958197018523,0.14839536306098866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22112203135038508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456256966963554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693196992277431,0.2343174501133902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148160466866872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765962986008431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262682093424968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973820271715635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220912805128198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520013280902169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214021110770648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156179750538738,0.5008729214120728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800008086053867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251876461960468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755848091262924,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,atsampoukos,2019/04/05,Constantly lonely I have been living in the US for four years now...! My issue is that I feel constantly lonely..! Even if I’m with people I feel lonely. Lovely at work. I find it really hard to make new friends and friends I can open up and speak about things that trouble me. I understand that everyone has their own lives and their own issues but I need to have a drink and a real conversation once in a while with someone.,3.2417857142857147,5.042998654761906,4.261428571428572,85.88357142857143,74.35714285714286,7.6571428571428575,22.714285714285715,8.418075326091056,1.2949714285714289,333,9,67,6,7,108,59,84,0.091,0.8270000000000001,0.081,0.3373,0,6,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,1,3,7,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,1,0,16,13,7,0,2,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,7,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,4,12,3,10,12,2,11,0,3,0,1,8,5,0,1,6,49,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39326868280047417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782517300498277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018300072657435,0.0,0.0,0.17387077568195286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400909607279645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630833286403396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811640093716618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630006049950436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798383630738656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213483931889411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642261911695053,0.0,0.12145985122849713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134921188005317,0.0,0.17573830194822826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937816820946956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614829672323605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711055191568456,0.11656836806891825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417429304986505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088627632703006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894269928327749,0.21887572505316336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246919795357642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717640761616235
lonely,rtmfrutilai,2019/04/05,"Does the 50s dont deserve love? Im a fem (50) the question is: do i have to get used to be alone for the rest of my life?
There is anyone out there that wanted to be loved?

There Is anyone out there that wanted to share tríps, dinners, pets, talks?

Sorry my grammar, my 1st language is spanish.",0.9490710382513649,2.8805557377049205,2.3028688524590173,96.66009562841532,81.78688524590164,4.066666666666666,20.002732240437158,3.1291,-0.5797234972677594,224,6,50,0,6,72,41,61,0.11599999999999999,0.7909999999999999,0.09300000000000001,0.3382,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,9,4,0,1,0,6,15,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,8,13,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,0,32,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26175201357204103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534293210041828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116568636458686,0.0,0.29619762452593423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204097022057718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729917196175816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785106410281382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561973024780248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831153890898543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829104928391626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031347642458384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182775359921002,0.0,0.0,0.2981333504298507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mjauitslocu,2019/04/05,"hi, i exist i guess I make myself lonely. I am in a constant statw of punishment where i dont allow myself to have good people because i believe i dont deserve it",1.6284761904761886,3.1665985142857167,4.805714285714289,81.38761904761904,78.14285714285714,5.80952380952381,25.952380952380953,6.42735559955562,1.2390952380952385,128,5,24,1,3,47,26,35,0.23600000000000002,0.672,0.09300000000000001,-0.5371,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,3,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,19,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825885661695162,0.0,0.0,0.3374637803196266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236817233561144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7020856232400511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512286060806438,0.0,0.0,0.3299621939813785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993625571331566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765395195493705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GrayBanditCamp,2019/04/05,"Lonely Discord if anyones interested I made this discord in hopes of making new friends!  We are a small, close knit community, and everyone here is friendly. If you want to chat with new interesting people here is a link. Thank you for reading!  https://discord.gg/yk7K5AJ",6.2013333333333325,9.788322022222225,5.488888888888892,71.74000000000002,73.22222222222223,8.044444444444443,33.44444444444444,8.841846274778883,3.624911111111112,221,11,32,5,5,67,38,45,0.134,0.544,0.321,0.8745,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,11,8,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,6,5,7,0,5,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,3,2,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757411674394498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27000036839294456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366138346794392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806481013215344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673672623096676,0.18861251666947265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5458008234065437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589310770499727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826387463210641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26014538486357364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666255424346552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jet85303c,2019/04/05,My Lonely Story I don't really know why I'm posting this but I feel I can't hold it in anymore my life is a mess and I feel as though I'm completely alone after high school all my friend separated and so I had no friends no one to talk to only to be followed up by my girlfriend of 3 years cheating on me leaving me an empty husk so now I smoke weed till I can't think about anything so I can't focus on the pain so I don't think about how alone I am and I just don't know what to do.,0.017256637168141964,1.3017688230088496,2.705495575221238,95.79204867256638,82.00884955752213,5.5819469026548685,20.14955752212389,6.2581,-0.13112672566371675,379,10,97,3,10,133,71,113,0.243,0.682,0.075,-0.9585,1,4,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,1,0,3,0,11,2,0,1,1,14,20,12,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,1,2,17,2,15,18,1,11,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,65,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281191169929829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497237349690176,0.0,0.0,0.17008114997801976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670147507286255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090086127329817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193630141303755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183702058350825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271733420004316,0.0,0.0,0.21884571921153853,0.0,0.0,0.1459851577985742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005263939017465,0.1571904887072619,0.21992354057033014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794361214514544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240537244416206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091725718531788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612264928302226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648661418202133,0.20306338812421187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649778136742734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309602037933804
lonely,Twisterlord,2019/04/05,"Highschool Sucks I don't even know what to write. My mind is just racing with thoughts and I can't figure out what to put on here. I'm not even motivated enough to go through with writing this. I'm tired. What's the point?

I am a freshman in high school, and I'm around 3 months from ""graduation"" (or becoming a Sophomore, not that that matters or whatever because I'm still going to be the depressed nobody I am). Nearly every single person has a boyfriend/girlfriend and a social life, but then I'm over here lonely and depressed almost every single day. It hurts. No matter how hard I try to converse, people always scrub me aside because they have more important people to worry about. Who could blame them? I'm just a depressed teenager with nothing going on with their life. What's the point of going on?

Every day during lunch I'll sit at a table with my ""friend"", or classmate acquaintances, who probably will forget the fact that I exist the moment the dismissal bell rings. I never have someone who I can just relate to and converse with whenever I want to. After all, I'm not important, right?

I've started getting into bodybuilding to help fill the void that is my loneliness, but what's the point if I can't even show anyone? What am I going to get? Just a few compliments from people who will forget about me in the next second?

I can't even talk to my family about this because I'm too embarrassed. I know they don't care. ""Stop being a baby and make friends"". Yeah, not so easy when you're sad about all the bullshit and scared all the time. What's the point of telling them if all that I'll do is make shit worse. All that will happen is they'll punish me and give me a lecture.

What do I do? Oh, and don't give me that bullshit saying ""oh, it'll get better"" because it probably won't. Not at the rate I'm going anyway. Don't suggest that I flush money to a therapist also. That won't help and it'll spark the whole family bullshit.",3.644307692307692,5.110971482051284,4.547692307692309,85.61230769230772,72.64102564102564,6.943589743589745,25.051282051282055,7.42949916751922,1.181343589743589,1538,47,301,17,30,498,185,390,0.222,0.7070000000000001,0.071,-0.9966,0,2,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,6,2,22,16,3,2,24,1,32,5,1,4,7,61,62,22,0,4,16,0,1,0,2,8,3,2,0,1,27,19,1,1,5,1,1,8,16,11,0,1,1,3,30,5,40,50,11,40,0,6,0,0,26,18,2,6,13,204,57,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260859515780286,0.0,0.0,0.07395880520859625,0.07695345561138765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646664244004753,0.0,0.0,0.08232968182794805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22550767319128834,0.10214046093160932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179390091255583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429281614755536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384033331760605,0.0,0.0,0.11928806414666104,0.0,0.23896701012404398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555989838707482,0.0,0.2443372033878881,0.0,0.23376332883885154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436991593002332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290462737632287,0.0,0.14495601090946236,0.1774366817768943,0.3153621035706772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178261440602891,0.0,0.0828468080640467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397911852651802,0.09771360963613004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990052099509718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165272856284044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064728008336204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346654765509545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338169777810597,0.0,0.07381923143615779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132876799169596,0.0,0.09835696376026758,0.0,0.0,0.08874015298060431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923486798080437,0.08075278874480797,0.0,0.0,0.34970618035226403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942512696365614,0.0,0.0,0.09297118967522004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898017266330559,0.0,0.0735463760941961,0.0925918465477101,0.09359796568622927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094932706050115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942750057756969,0.07836074022609088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654601058404534,0.0,0.07385722653488726,0.07732012097718327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743345166602995,0.08083441893620076,0.0,0.0,0.10738015758031272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342135373680289,0.05392771484511153,0.1062958674642502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279004206399545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054549004910105316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032542229572584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392120878825208,0.09424831191200901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,XanaxBarus,2019/08/07,"These last few months have been such a struggle For some reason I’ve become extremely lonely over these last few months. I moved recently and don’t have any real new friends here, but I still go visit my old ones every now and then. That’s not the part that gets me. It really comes down to just feeling like I’m not worth someone’s time. Some days I wish I had someone by my side or a S.O. and other days I’m happy being alone. 

I don’t have any social media other than reddit so I’m not really in tune with my friends and such as often as I use to be. Part of me still feels like an outcast. I have no problem socializing with people in public or at events, but I just feel like no one wants to actually be friends or anything else.

Sorry if this post was a bit all over the place, I’m not feeling my best right now and just had to let this out.",2.3732380952380936,3.5880801333333348,3.7809523809523817,90.855,75.44444444444444,6.476190476190476,21.19047619047619,6.868970318607317,0.29371428571428604,664,15,149,6,14,219,109,180,0.11800000000000001,0.718,0.16399999999999998,0.9001,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,12,11,0,1,6,0,14,0,0,2,1,36,28,15,0,4,13,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,5,0,1,4,8,3,0,2,4,4,14,8,19,20,9,31,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,7,19,102,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.11702270147108015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419891642716845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309674871758376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868232318297997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244004556797612,0.0,0.0,0.1258465768995086,0.0,0.1309194331431748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329876684986544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467442096112854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017612872367364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103611452034032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425366417431669,0.25700839943326903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779451236410723,0.0,0.06265222261938462,0.0,0.06815218146065076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276549756105229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549840369410101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262431306823195,0.0,0.17575768036023526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914348591346948,0.12745389077946606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581758317889812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258338028698356,0.0,0.16251912483795727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597190868412169,0.0,0.08313606474315323,0.0,0.12528882085512288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484832686184256,0.0,0.0,0.11474536195105947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649297454113773,0.1536451247699843,0.12329570987259125,0.11840459021134425,0.0,0.0,0.1024093446523475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24448266528216814,0.20321231981188587,0.0,0.0,0.13423841970495298,0.0,0.0,0.19153339153921287,0.0,0.0,0.12536436471016532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992516918682815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357067775965652,0.0,0.0,0.07073076261932501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789981939899265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Phoenix_On3,2019/08/07,Just did 2 automated phone interviews. I miss the automated voice. Someone was talking to me. Even though I know it's not real it made me feel a little better just interacting with something. Now I feel worse for feeling good about talking to an automated system.,3.3724999999999987,6.4701279166666685,4.9841666666666695,73.57750000000001,82.33333333333334,7.366666666666666,28.83333333333333,8.344100000000001,2.864058333333334,212,10,34,5,6,71,38,48,0.096,0.76,0.14400000000000002,0.3197,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,8,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,5,2,5,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23965527874590145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897636600227715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.411039154381726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272808900282587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892071858177713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27158803772972484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564030025331615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084287604611197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295961536508184,0.2086097168626236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355987209782601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662314636992089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761465734071124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,soapymcb,2019/08/07,"No way out. Why can't I be enough? Why can't I be what everyone expects or wants me to be. I've never been able to meet the standard. People say they like me, but don't want to be around or talk to me and I've never been able to figure out what is so fundamentally wrong with my personality. Being on the outside has allowed me to see how hollow humanities connections are, the facades and niceties people put on only to be vicious in private. I feel so empty and alone, I had hoped that one day the void would fill, but nothing ever has. In fact, it's only gotten worse, consuming me from the inside out; spreading throughout my body as if I can feel my veins filling with it as my limbs grow heavier. Everything is so difficult to do now, and I see myself becoming aggressive and selfish but I can't stop it. I don't blame anyone for me being this way and I don't want to hurt anyone, but I'm growing tired of the world. The realization that things will truly never get better; that the void will never fill, weighs heavily on me. The feeling of hopelessness that washes over me is almost too much to bear. Why do I want to be connected to a world I despise so much? Perhaps my spite is the reason I am unable to connect. The options for my future are dwindling more and more, and I'm afraid of being unable to find a way out.",4.264555555555553,4.940357307407407,5.643703703703704,81.31666666666669,70.37037037037038,8.074074074074074,27.962962962962962,8.167268648758528,1.7985185185185193,1043,35,208,14,18,352,140,270,0.183,0.7340000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9848,1,1,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,1,1,9,13,4,1,13,0,33,5,2,3,6,47,47,22,0,8,7,0,3,1,0,3,2,1,0,2,11,15,1,1,6,0,0,6,11,10,0,1,4,6,28,3,35,31,5,31,0,2,2,0,6,13,0,6,10,154,39,0,0.2397820633665576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005355000715792,0.12417095158054005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766119391656578,0.0,0.0,0.10672843657290026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241022513420495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603387468251292,0.0,0.13317190870173798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731979709812929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387948462173605,0.0,0.0,0.10844830204862592,0.0,0.11456101859066264,0.10775032865858113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186152382451284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957823094934456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626381157346639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190788462411988,0.0,0.0,0.1283458290622466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857270215052327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626740625223816,0.0,0.36986941872721096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503867837911147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124126587287739,0.18236506418386134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623469136097155,0.10468422445317084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052360096684354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326794839354045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534216046820007,0.0,0.0,0.19107525981474852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023427085225207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636386987545473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965027414951789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377971042366944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828593470252746,0.2854917614460276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32454902471125857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217920386264755,0.08516714906605632,0.13108202233620514,0.0,0.0
lonely,Eternalskiess,2019/08/07,"Is it wrong to confront a ""friend"" who has ghosted you? As the title says - I was together with this girl from my study for a half year. Suddenly she just ghosted me when I quit the study. Is it wrong to confront her, I'm just curious of why.",2.247,3.5876623000000016,3.6810000000000014,90.93550000000002,76.0,7.4,26.5,8.07648339933343,1.4449999999999998,185,7,42,3,4,61,38,50,0.185,0.7709999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,2,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,7,1,7,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670308559628256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676172621127027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748567645703961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118749510134671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7557785637696055,0.0,0.22257270049831948
lonely,2Deep4youX,2019/08/07,Someone is interesting to make friends? Someone is interesting to make friends to talk about anything?  from loneliness to aliens? :D,6.517142857142857,10.491668333333337,5.1209523809523825,70.81571428571431,79.95238095238095,8.514285714285714,45.0952380952381,8.841846274778883,5.664923809523812,109,8,15,3,3,32,13,21,0.08199999999999999,0.442,0.47600000000000003,0.9242,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845299799344781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342646849111349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615932835142354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5859205115317656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27790777563103936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,a-lexandra,2019/08/07,Can somebody please text me? I am more miserable than usual and really need someone to talk to,2.956666666666667,5.737758000000002,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,80.1111111111111,8.044444444444443,25.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.5798,76,3,13,2,2,25,17,18,0.168,0.721,0.111,-0.2944,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405015063194141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040792858002214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294184371657759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890906965416064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36909897457565705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.505759557621647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dabpendanny,2019/08/07,"Hope this helps! I know summer can be a little lonely, especially for people who are still in school and stuff. Believe me, this was probably the loneliest summer of my life. I got dumped, lost friends, and pretty much got completely cut off from most of my friends that I still have for a while. But with loneliness comes new insight. Not only was this the loneliest summer, but also the most eye-opening. The isolation really helped me come to terms with conflicts I had with myself. It helped teach me the importance of solitude and self-love. And it showed me that the only person I’ll ever need in life is myself :) school starts again in 4 days for me and summer is nearing its end, I’ve been going to parties, kickbacks, and punk shows and I always genuinely have a good time. I no longer doubt myself in social situations and I’ve learned not to be so hard on myself for shit that’s out of control. So if you’ve been feeling lonely lately or for any amount of time, I promise that it gets better. And one day you’ll be able to look in the mirror and see a much wiser, stronger, and self-compassionate person staring back at you. Stay strong and be patient my friend. It’ll all work out for you!",4.533891402714931,5.8706275726495765,4.8055857214680735,85.12536199095022,70.28205128205127,7.215284062342888,25.73051784816491,7.510576382923642,1.2480400201106083,948,28,183,10,17,298,135,234,0.136,0.682,0.182,0.9346,1,5,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,0,5,8,15,3,1,11,0,17,3,1,1,2,38,31,20,0,3,6,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,14,19,0,2,4,2,0,3,3,7,0,1,8,5,22,8,30,17,7,35,0,3,3,0,13,12,1,6,19,126,36,5,0.12108625597595135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683263515670894,0.1007534649897156,0.0,0.0,0.08234280628829062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310785663698108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642274558327813,0.0,0.1070909534405099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086101756268972,0.12695663562835893,0.0,0.13580853225035994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561812357769288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724648248981493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952945084923037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122484925635128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806528229987253,0.0,0.06326257109652184,0.0,0.06881610970499714,0.10156140661412474,0.19368748068792546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846950158993776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24348469497584566,0.0,0.0,0.12026597364991848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654583960521718,0.0,0.13659057088694626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105360708366535,0.0,0.12136023898873045,0.0,0.0,0.10168195866695706,0.0,0.132179952135373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802466101100622,0.08978392452778951,0.0,0.11694586055779325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205118078624013,0.18418310805075505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394596371225163,0.21145569640716474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318825362235007,0.13055146379046406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775709561689814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245091511068688,0.09649006892242347,0.0,0.2526387458281809,0.0,0.12429330170305974,0.0,0.1361060250322177,0.0,0.12343218921570186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570547520731757,0.12906183783135666,0.19339928087177607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861479345953648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121273921890698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088152236480841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Duck-Butter69,2019/08/07,"I am 30 years old today I dont have any social media and all of my friends/family live thousands of miles away. 

Wish me a happy birthday?",3.360689655172415,4.056070068965518,5.120172413793104,84.17956896551725,72.44827586206897,7.179310344827586,24.84482758620689,7.1686216300943375,1.0776758620689653,108,3,22,1,2,37,27,29,0.0,0.775,0.225,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,3,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193052491711645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928024468561324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652477528640303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937928867217519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317538357097008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27518985233366106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270209137117653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31768468711847164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954047461400005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583784635929196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069033480382933
lonely,sheepisssh,2019/08/07,I'm interested in hearing anyone's thoughts on this. I think most people who use reddit to interact with other people are a little bit lonely. Isn't the point of reddit to find people who share your interests? Wouldn't that mean that to want to use reddit you would have to already be lonely even just a little bit. I do think that a subreddit for people to vent and talk about their loneliness can be a good thing but isn't it perhaps maybe just a little bit ironic and slightly counter productive. I write this post to get attention because I am lonely too and I would like to know if anyone agrees or disagrees with me. I would appreciate anyone who is willing to add their opinion.,7.582857142857144,7.001353451127822,7.523759398496243,74.96203007518798,63.360902255639104,10.006015037593986,32.53383458646616,9.23628265651192,2.786987969924811,551,18,99,8,7,177,82,133,0.09300000000000001,0.779,0.129,0.5877,0,6,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,2,0,5,8,0,0,6,0,15,0,0,2,0,28,26,6,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,11,5,16,18,4,7,0,3,0,0,12,6,0,4,1,70,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194450458351216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888284633409677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393463754347484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450965947613884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094304559362967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258463027784103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193742050697681,0.0,0.0,0.11548796528887888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551868062450825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567090561916058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726845236981341,0.4140051088805414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383282626492848,0.14998493877440566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818280532555641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016169729037075,0.0,0.13186910277987254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067012708803314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914752175697866,0.17645257707526693,0.0,0.10931059908763888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378401623020404,0.0,0.0,0.08121321799286417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934333964497637,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kingtoqueen,2019/08/07,Any cute girl want to chat ? Decent Girls only,-0.33999999999999986,1.1436488888888905,0.5872222222222234,98.86750000000002,115.66666666666669,1.8,4.5,3.1291,-2.6659333333333333,36,0,7,0,2,11,9,9,0.0,0.619,0.381,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5770529225608171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6453714998181738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005052964619462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BoreSnoozeJack,2019/08/07,"How do you actually make friends in this day in age? I don't do a very good job offline or online. Give me tips on how to slightly more interesting, because right now I have no idea what I'm doing.",2.84,3.645272523809524,4.760476190476194,85.86785714285716,73.76190476190476,7.504761904761906,28.285714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.5150857142857153,154,6,35,2,3,53,36,42,0.14800000000000002,0.721,0.131,0.0588,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,5,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,4,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.3434057433450555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145162890501917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269477795286967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718787340496889,0.0,0.0,0.3375766152655205,0.0,0.2951588339306961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972547022802835,0.0,0.0,0.34920859204867977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348974227794293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30052251985065004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903561342155932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,forsakendreams,2019/08/07,"looks like i'm not popular enough to post on the foreveralone sub ""the required level of Comment Karma to post (30+ COMMENT KARMA NOT POST KARMA) has not been reached""

does anyone else see the irony of asking for high comment score ,which is an indicator of popular thought, as being terms of admittance for a community setup for people who feel alone and isolated? maybe i'm reading into that wrong but it feels a bit of a kick in the balls for a foreveralone subreddit to not even accept you!

i'd be interested in knowing about any communities specifically setup for foreveralone folks. places outside of reddit like forums/messageboards that have quite a large active membership base, (not interested in anything incel or mgtow thanks).",16.517519083969468,10.22638287022901,14.387080152671757,50.24565839694658,52.3587786259542,17.069465648854965,52.59732824427482,13.427899808715575,6.848662595419848,600,26,90,13,4,191,91,131,0.098,0.7829999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.8318,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,2,9,0,0,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,15,16,4,0,0,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,4,1,8,21,12,3,12,3,0,2,0,6,8,0,1,3,53,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917891092808716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125927749866862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948113319953422,0.18973728650411653,0.15238615126025964,0.0,0.17311692749476434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216699301728816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205097875849733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469289951805526,0.0,0.0,0.19133892195684546,0.0,0.12230867204572192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872636566647232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565128305764268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017692767859645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093775123139466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550332608479506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603672222091244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837947596391722,0.0,0.19347214972479726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5320495285676953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696015983067305,0.18522864109358905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475633125905145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048751012471255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470110675056161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246365181706508,0.0,0.0
lonely,jtrey93,2019/08/07,"Every job I've been in I cant make friends It's so damn weird ever since I've been in my profession (Industrial / Oil worker) for over 2 years I cant make a damn friend to save my life. Seems like everybody is the old stereotypical drink, fuck, repeat. My strong opinion always gets the worst of me. I dont agree with blowing money on strippers, drinking or randomly fucking. Then if I'm quiet or dont say much people think I have a issue with them. It's interesting if you dont play along with the status quo you get banished into the weirdo category. It's tough mentially being gone from home 14/18 days out of the month with zero people to talk to (when I have no service) and nobody to relate to as well. 

Also working long month regular friends pretty much abandon you. It sucks. It's bad enough this job takes me out the loop of normal life but on top of that I have zero friends and it really fuckin sucks. I'm glad I have 1 thing that keeps me going. My fiance and 2 kids. They are my world. I pray nothing happens to them while I'm gone.",2.977809235843868,4.461502602803738,4.262402418911492,86.92429631665752,74.37383177570094,6.904452996151732,23.33589884551952,7.510576382923642,0.9149865860362834,823,23,171,10,17,271,133,214,0.166,0.7390000000000001,0.095,-0.8539,2,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,3,4,5,23,7,0,8,0,14,7,0,2,1,27,33,14,0,3,5,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,1,1,10,11,2,2,2,3,1,3,6,12,1,2,4,3,22,11,26,28,4,24,1,1,0,3,13,10,7,7,12,102,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914986807198008,0.1031645244948499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352136519768204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799593489196107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43592456964766013,0.2429140123614941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281084962274247,0.0,0.0,0.11215052222964526,0.1044617705269306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383158568104911,0.22924220773870424,0.12955292537404048,0.0,0.07046289907772528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963854007740112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436594572274252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294069639566787,0.24606974974889045,0.11020257373855526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514696928504153,0.06057226356238634,0.0,0.0,0.10972183671466562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655204120290832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979255083266083,0.0,0.18228484254543495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121477883067413,0.11896588155931412,0.0,0.1301002310146587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719096297188461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126136184096477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942725154515204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859696173220776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128702724309364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256075091882748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932204515648628,0.09965355036869164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236938405543279,0.07944386728348189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147640251655497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026174494973263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984155699412088
lonely,lonelythrowaway921,2019/08/07,"I thought I finally found some people to talk to Yeah so I don't know if this is the right place, but I am feeling pretty lonely. Don't know if I'm even looking for advice or anything, or just venting.

I made some posts in the friend making subreddits (different account), because I can't seem to make friends IRL. That was 1-2 weeks ago. I got many responses from people with similar interests, and I made an effort to talk to everyone regularly.   

I made notes about who they are and what they like, so that I don't mix up anything.  

I researched the topics they talked about or mentioned.  

I had a follow-up question every single time.  

I switched Topics when I noticed that they were getting bored and only sending single words back.  

I was always very polite, I joked around with some people.  

I exchanged Discord, Steam IDs, PSN, Switch IDs and whatnot with them.  

I played some games with many of them, I specifically planned my day out to play with them, even if it was at 2am or whatever, and I bought games that I didn't have.  

I sent them Pictures of interesting or cute stuff I found online or IRL, when I couldn't think of anything to say. So that we could talk about that.  


Now none of them are responding to me anymore. I feel like I've tried every way of making friends, and every single time I fail. I guess people just get bored with me very fast. My only friend is still just my cat.",3.8377281385281385,5.309538774545459,4.3207792207792215,87.4087878787879,72.16363636363639,6.983549783549782,26.18614718614719,7.447530270364453,1.2407783549783544,1093,36,220,12,21,345,148,275,0.059000000000000004,0.762,0.179,0.987,1,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,9,3,17,16,0,0,5,1,18,0,0,6,0,52,41,21,0,5,13,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,11,15,0,0,10,5,3,2,7,4,0,0,15,4,42,12,29,24,8,23,0,2,1,0,27,7,0,16,14,142,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847201983888183,0.08932719807574432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384934442369192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993751544458708,0.0,0.0,0.24877724635927684,0.08970734053511471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748649379455942,0.0,0.06142891962867088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804572516142075,0.0,0.0,0.06498880327596812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052839956424064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311627242481447,0.0,0.2547111330831134,0.09629077907219748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019054475815484,0.07199065067234671,0.0,0.1103894413206854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209798728072503,0.3114209550543816,0.0,0.10529712528580563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059558190091425,0.0,0.1110103525089515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076194800032288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846300586048304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462205815761847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860551873254913,0.2017957932535836,0.20433146693353385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472817751611546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328140690298078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794470254697769,0.0,0.1052839956424064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651053192400992,0.10252009008313416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128863130342564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605767795186801,0.0,0.08013695254153161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917379147008038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047565865237079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535841035535588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239828772079609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456983369835903,0.0,0.08000072678503453,0.11752048040221495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841673088716957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629286019625286,0.0,0.07998713834344505,0.08083222481691844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SyrupOnASurfboard,2019/08/07,"If anyone wants to talk, my dms are open! I used to feel really alone, and I still get into modes where I'm down, but I have a few people I'm close with that I can rely on, and it does feel really good. If I can, I want to share that feeling as best I can with anyone here :)",0.41935483870967616,1.3494041612903231,2.9492258064516115,96.00383870967742,79.96774193548387,6.250322580645161,14.012903225806456,6.742157984588678,-0.8163974193548391,206,1,54,2,5,72,42,62,0.024,0.6759999999999999,0.3,0.9625,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,16,14,6,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,3,9,14,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,1,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796486552095372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775941700759344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833585590362911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362873390210945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095751053248153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410689425110543,0.0,0.0,0.2264713555370733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871907531372805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34595030099657725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563012348449914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170235975358428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332017185642092,0.0,0.0,0.3185174753120863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,this_myThird_account,2019/08/07,Sad and bored. I just don't know what to do with myself anymore. I'm on holiday and it's quite depressing spending it alone. This boredom is killing me :/.,0.8291935483870958,3.3318686129032287,2.277661290322584,92.53649193548388,88.67741935483872,5.680645161290323,27.10483870967742,7.1686216300943375,1.5424129032258067,121,6,25,2,4,39,27,31,0.415,0.519,0.067,-0.92,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434257601394401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246015976293749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687578851441293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736754417384337,0.0,0.23529552374931545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553814808232832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawaaaaay247,2019/08/07,"[24 M] Not a sub I would have expected to find myself in I'm attractive, intelligent, in reasonable shape, you get the picture. Despite everything above, I'm also a failure in basically every capacity in life. I have no job, I have no real friends, I've destroyed every romantic relationship I've ever had, and I just don't really understand why I'm here (by which I mean existing at all, not just this sub). I don't know why I'm posting this exactly, realistically I suppose desperation but I'm not even sure what I'm hoping to get out of it.",6.279166666666665,5.911533027777778,8.802222222222222,64.015,65.94444444444444,12.755555555555556,37.444444444444436,12.161744961471696,4.921822222222222,429,21,80,15,6,159,70,108,0.11699999999999999,0.769,0.114,0.1672,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,1,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,4,21,19,3,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,9,4,10,17,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,48,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825293312114542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896401863402386,0.19031446721146605,0.3545339924693475,0.0,0.1890896030933114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922973642477948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255077840181228,0.0,0.21984557430558224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089698662906542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878473140065285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156276774092452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860832335194699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229182008262646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015004043062072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394757529909988,0.1347845267178879,0.2163212653366239,0.0,0.22588566322359604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829494800174785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902878113094307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796978133367754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494586848502105,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Notorious_hd,2019/08/07,"At the point of no emotions I recently moved to San Antonio and staying with my uncle. Very appreciative for this because back at home I’m just a mess. But, it’s slowly coming back to me like a dark curse that follows every where. Multiple things haunt me: loving a girl that doesn’t feel the same, feeling of being a nuisance to every human being I come to stumble upon, if I don’t text my friends they’ll probably never message me, the lack of touch of a woman recently, and hating myself for being shy and introverted. I’ve had suicidal thoughts before but even till that, I wouldn’t have the courage to even perform that. I’ve heard it’s more courageous to stay and live, but is it really courageous when you feel darkness and loneliness surround you daily and wanting to cry but can’t. I won’t commit suicide, but I welcome death. My life is a shit show. Graduated with my BS in Crim. and having your mom talk bad about you for not being able to find a job, calls you lazy,and then gets mad when you apply to Walmart or any other part time job saying “you went to school for that?”
Sorry I am shy, lacking confidence, uncharming (which takes you a long way) that I can’t bullshit myself or even sell myself in an interview.
Tyson Fury (boxer)once said “I could wake up Saturday morning feeling totally fine and by the night I can legit commit suicide”. That’s how I feel. 
All I got right now is boxing that’s keeping my a float. I just wished I was loved by someone.
Feel like if I die I’ll finally get the love and kind compliments that I’d been desperately waiting for

“He was so sweet and nice”.
“He always worried about others first”.
“ I loved him, why did he have to go”.
Etc.

Sad, really... it’s not until you’re gone that people really notice you.",3.988062513855024,5.383071939481269,5.05361671469741,82.60162214586569,71.6801152737752,7.759210818000442,27.17900687209045,8.263242389622931,1.8243731766792288,1381,48,265,21,26,454,206,347,0.207,0.604,0.18899999999999997,-0.7572,2,0,0,0,0,4,42.0,0,9,1,2,15,22,3,0,16,0,25,7,2,1,5,50,54,26,5,8,13,1,7,2,1,3,1,3,1,3,19,14,0,2,8,1,1,7,10,6,0,1,11,11,38,16,34,35,8,37,0,1,0,4,31,10,1,4,19,177,57,5,0.0957233068282905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964945951536756,0.0,0.0,0.06509513113529568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721062860769818,0.0799249628364252,0.05835203937091385,0.0,0.0814534837561887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774419877899128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649143058234703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642727142602264,0.0,0.10514755773066832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934567972664342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767583617696264,0.0,0.0,0.10675679042695774,0.1896730241162342,0.0,0.16130202903041024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904034805756409,0.06838474952455181,0.0,0.10486020371211913,0.08748936826713713,0.08142219588786992,0.0,0.0,0.07395558940360797,0.0,0.10002295396798147,0.0,0.054401761214989006,0.0,0.07655867296107967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450694783551314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601828155015132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899812233570591,0.08508327332925915,0.0,0.09968109376234252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761220248732237,0.09353114509062292,0.0,0.08452543366165911,0.0847121143062391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455760867998061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210998004158224,0.0,0.10173872623738603,0.0,0.0,0.07382771538065808,0.0,0.0,0.0898298389837112,0.0,0.0,0.10898161927381456,0.0,0.10194219770135507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365901312688487,0.0,0.06636248826638369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048946545981892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320591486269927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839684044686792,0.0,0.18903043469431066,0.0,0.0,0.08174718100809744,0.0910547852104026,0.07612301564206568,0.0,0.09687709693368048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825859887835872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110604724173882,0.0,0.0,0.10715440501171296,0.0,0.2040566173754297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31411728344629986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719720138223531,0.07693876809416195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635943116371992,0.0,0.0,0.07599361322453171,0.05581702999801833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898175308901792,0.05646008647268689,0.07598070540711586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873646444059873,0.08637539560459365,0.0,0.11007707876329033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721166460401623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KettyPepper,2019/08/07,Am I doing something wrong? I notice I can’t find anyone in the world who can be my friend.  I’ve really tried to make friends all my life but I’m always doing something wrong I think.  They always leave somehow.  I have tried learning from my mistakes but I guess I can’t right now.  I don’t know how to make online or in real life friends last or happen.  Just thought I’d post this.  I notice I can relate to some people online but can never reach out.  I notice I never put myself out there.  I know this is kind of vague.  Anyway I wish I could show people who I am but I can’t.,-0.17487804878048507,2.007033788617885,1.9023089430894304,96.02907317073168,89.16260162601625,3.60520325203252,14.704065040650404,4.604124745555138,-1.1084315447154474,448,8,98,1,15,149,70,123,0.121,0.7759999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.013000000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,15,2,0,3,3,28,25,7,0,3,7,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,22,4,9,22,2,12,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,5,4,67,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315694993240455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729758983869677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110072238099934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718146067199015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32252307011142856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329047547699254,0.0,0.12305073840383245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490431645782384,0.15294746201583595,0.11342660834505015,0.0,0.14734077965174056,0.0,0.0,0.19657288289777264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576869873227575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464360450102715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752728863004739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293951616557184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326815916538956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988515313317293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583842616879197,0.08914367105871786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883416342294745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142504216326329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916231941785477,0.0,0.11047032254396312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894874164875716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001674192999726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042794709154179,0.0,0.0
lonely,whatevercuck,2019/08/07,"I really just need a little support I don’t feel like myself and haven’t for a while, mostly since my parents abruptly separated. None of my friends actually care about me one way or another; I could die right now and they wouldn’t even notice except to talk shit. They don’t respect me and are very rarely there for me, even though I have been there for them and they have supported each other consistently. I’d say they keep me around for my car and my weed. It is what it is I guess it’s just that I rarely meet people I actually somewhat connect with and they rarely if ever actually want to do things with me, which means finding actual friends is a fucking Herculean task for no damn reason. 

My mom cares more about dick than actually parenting the children she chose to have and when I bring it to her attention that she’s never around (which has always been the story; just more extreme in the past 6 months) she gives the same fucking crocodile tear bullshit about how “something that gives her so much joy causes me sadness” or some such fuckshit and then continues about her business with her drunk bf.

I’m tired of sitting around watching life pass me by in what are supposed to be the best years of my life because nobody wants to fucking do shit with me and I’m not a strong enough person to do shit alone. I have goals and sometimes it seems like they’re achievable and that life won’t always be shitty and not worth living, but most of the time reality catches up with me and I remember that I ain’t shit. Working, moving out when I turn 18, starting a business, etc isn’t going to change the fact that, to anyone on this earth including my fucking parents, I’m a worthless piece of shit. does anything you do really matter if you don’t have anyone to share it with?? 

I feel like I don’t know who I am or what I’m really about. I feel like I’ll never know. I feel like I’ll never have people in my life to help me figure that out or even support me along the way. I wish any of my “friends” were really my friends. I wish my parents gave a fuck. I really just wish one person who actually knows me would think I’m worthy of their time or effort or care. 

I realize that this is all very first world and I could go a lot more in depth but there really isn’t a point- I’m just so fucking tired of being alone.",5.402006079027356,5.455540680851065,5.819407294832827,83.23750000000003,67.72340425531915,8.756838905775075,28.700607902735573,8.418075326091056,1.8211884498480242,1840,56,380,24,28,592,215,470,0.133,0.7440000000000001,0.122,-0.6579999999999999,4,2,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,7,7,28,34,12,0,17,0,37,19,6,3,6,88,81,32,1,12,18,5,4,5,5,3,6,1,0,3,25,27,1,1,16,1,1,7,17,14,0,3,4,6,62,20,50,69,17,44,0,2,1,7,39,16,13,15,23,263,87,3,0.0,0.0,0.34469940535156784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194583358493047,0.0,0.0,0.0979712828307703,0.0,0.0,0.04003450583447883,0.06173169583863045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232836984718937,0.0,0.04844606743289426,0.15722382730541645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035887400791822344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061781801988666965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006965547499582,0.06047704655572385,0.0622780340912595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400789246307743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109911947761691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151867528363811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608297948271368,0.06565706642997854,0.1166518241562819,0.053252465354636916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906840173442255,0.16823068675534714,0.0,0.0,0.053807305757871085,0.050075901522557115,0.0,0.0,0.1819352952415012,0.3265534341541988,0.0,0.1129494393513957,0.06691583805986011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485337910241906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039460194444060986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232752040144285,0.0,0.0,0.09706238798595107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633017356304164,0.14380772834044234,0.05900451314298937,0.05198444043466592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05005027781741096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412810930107456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894936029469667,0.04699051357683074,0.06257087985086789,0.04327718261734626,0.04365232632181176,0.13621553796443273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702537035527642,0.0,0.0,0.07978543904398666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614784667363229,0.0,0.0561993215601708,0.08162789988606428,0.1028083046126428,0.0,0.0,0.055652411627844484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262867908431826,0.06052950601495706,0.0,0.0,0.06668971170927794,0.050275772364891315,0.0,0.04681682424951703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053594224553758285,0.0,0.0,0.3021527402646578,0.04869895143124632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045322006386103716,0.05822522547339011,0.0,0.04166941232511842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004193760273179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04731852454158743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039111478783067546,0.037722354796433585,0.057840757752925014,0.0,0.0686566621541777,0.13532780837903094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403507396163582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714998340775037,0.06944764137913724,0.0934586025368541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309728431909616,0.0,0.0,0.04285901082067491,0.0,0.0,0.04182048560760132,0.0,0.0,0.037911189918345314
lonely,emsmith31518,2019/08/07,"What is wrong with me? Am I the only one who's like this...? I want to know if I'm the only one who is like this, but I can't stay with anything for more than 6 months. I got my first job at 19 because my parents won't let me get a job sooner due to the fact that I was enrolled in college and was working twice as hard to get my associates early. After six months, I couldn't take it anymore, and I quit. Jump to a few years from then and I'm married and moved out. The job I'm at isn't making me happy so I quit, 6 months into it... 

Jump to today, I have had two other jobs since then and one job that I loved, but the business went under SIX MONTHS into my being there... And it's not just with jobs, it's my hobbies. I start something, love it for a few months, and then it sits and gathers dust because I can't even look at it anymore. I read an article a few years ago that said some people call it ""artist brain"" but u didn't use to be this way. 

I just want to know if I'm the only one who does this, and if I'm not, what do you do to help keep you at your job that you hate but you have to have...? Because I'm really struggling here...",2.084,2.218204066666665,3.7721568627450974,94.73470588235297,75.0,6.470588235294117,22.058823529411764,5.5289334501034215,-0.057823529411764614,867,18,221,3,17,292,124,255,0.069,0.8440000000000001,0.087,0.5429,8,0,1,0,0,1,38.0,0,5,0,4,6,8,1,1,11,0,20,3,1,2,1,36,44,21,0,6,11,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,22,15,0,1,2,2,0,4,8,3,0,9,7,3,27,5,27,32,5,33,0,0,1,2,15,9,0,4,19,148,49,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788739579400183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648527121879298,0.0,0.0,0.07322161853077419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162721168718988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932928982683788,0.09085686597126068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786557276407627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876937538925121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568495758604525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297505362202382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116413224574368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471913131166652,0.07970714398638415,0.08784772088888113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059640327024178326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6180811308631311,0.0790880651520996,0.0,0.0,0.09780037229561524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098641361970797,0.0,0.08694067596637535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471942252417017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061290896780706,0.0,0.05939375409513969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551084372796438,0.09456992772264412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411761900006138,0.20301618378538505,0.0,0.0,0.09879995198732557,0.0,0.0,0.061686399574172324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927890191610688,0.08900245059647655,0.0,0.057001823387156224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463880741003764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360382861801233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684998976903406,0.0,0.0,0.0629793495188776,0.09483910537416536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301951346585008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669006620876282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434109248463481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691894017125094,0.0,0.0,0.07684874467162196,0.0,0.0,0.10496349805830676,0.07062688992095915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248384208123354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477731438706992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972838814885321,0.0,0.11459830831858188
lonely,soratakanashi,2019/08/07,"I hate that I get attached to anyone who actually talks to me I get attached to them. I get super sad / lonely when they don't reply and end up double texting them hours later to just get ignored. I don't have any friends I'm alone all the time. 
I hate waking up checking my phone hoping someone messaged me but it's just some spam email.
I'm so tired of feeling like a ghost.
Loneliness actually starts to fucking hurt after a while",3.2675324675324653,4.8305344545454565,4.599220779220778,84.47954545454547,73.77272727272727,6.392207792207793,27.34415584415585,6.868970318607317,1.312965584415584,344,13,67,3,7,114,63,88,0.32799999999999996,0.5770000000000001,0.095,-0.971,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,1,4,11,3,0,3,0,3,3,1,0,1,9,15,5,1,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,12,4,9,15,3,10,0,3,0,1,9,2,1,2,9,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.39865176023600096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211549195287252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890212144243996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282161086179518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809115405044574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327874200602888,0.14592161683379312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780885730664435,0.1888327907092084,0.4268645060477928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033240371885505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287381047990566,0.20115251780205992,0.0,0.2186619053086859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978990937913534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730667382829769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445745276624332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417446163884225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910420555458705,0.2347639777510957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_sileighty_,2019/08/07,"Surrounded yet so alone I don’t know if this ramble will make sense so please pardon me.

Im a 25(F) who DJ/produces, i play shows attended by thousands of people. I work and own JDM cars as a hobby as well. Everything surrounding my career and my activities has to do with people. 

I have small talk and meet a load of people any event i go to or perform at. Some of these people try to get closer to me, but they only wanna know me for the DJ, or the car girl... and it feels so alone.. they don’t want to know the real me, heck in fact they wouldn’t want to be friends with me if they did.

 I tried to pursue and form strong bonds and friendships and with time i just realize people aren’t worth it at all and it throws me back into this place where it feels so alone. My past relationships are filled with people who just try to take advantage of me, narcissists who play with my head or straight up wack people. 

The few (3) people ive had a bond with over the years, i feel i push them away when i want to be alone(introvert, antisocial and bpd). And its like no one really cares in the end. They are just going to leave. No one stays. The fact is you only have yourself.

I don’t think i was asking a question or anything, i just needed to vent in this very late evening. I just feel so fucking lonely and empty in my heart.",2.4683676177836773,3.8837458832116813,3.6081486396814846,91.37684804246851,75.56934306569343,6.733642999336432,20.483742534837425,7.348242739294969,0.35134160583941565,1028,22,230,12,22,333,150,274,0.066,0.7879999999999999,0.146,0.9614,1,6,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,6,4,17,10,1,0,12,0,19,3,2,1,3,52,39,26,0,8,12,0,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,12,18,0,0,10,4,1,8,7,2,1,3,3,4,34,8,36,32,5,35,0,1,0,1,17,17,2,8,10,156,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276681563585087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171507945709596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678297640785829,0.0,0.09858902603898896,0.0,0.0990812944465261,0.0810907186405975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328207021395486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752149411304064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093404516556352,0.0,0.0,0.06965403688483628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477888102162167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132910026794814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147661549913275,0.09749425314161113,0.05509747016592029,0.0,0.11986846205225568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823036756832208,0.0,0.0,0.12496827809771935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391277345240965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387093262715114,0.0,0.11896125582545773,0.11166483111003277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051521468540757134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039405661657595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819579598656398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429221862813903,0.16041117401646174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067162631620384,0.5848905791866564,0.0,0.11018119997314577,0.11576125292236215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181371333293962,0.0,0.0,0.12003433043908054,0.06755911701314561,0.0,0.0,0.1132224619911776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240423264844154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929131718360763,0.08476317308180567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757325000387925,0.0,0.0,0.06149342771961237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147972479974498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701392254156534,0.18660564240024047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481943760246024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767747047800484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791151634412533
lonely,HotJuicyWaffles,2019/08/07,"Feeling extremely lonely tonight I was going through my snap and realized that compared to most of my ""friends"" on snap, my life is really boring and trash. I see them enjoying  themselves while I'm here at home doing nothing with my life. Not just today but it's been like this the entire summer. Dont really talk to people anymore and I'm pretty much lost. Dont know what to do or what I want to do in the future. It just sucks. Basically at this point I'm just living bc I have to live.",1.7034999999999982,3.877894350000002,3.532,87.551,80.5,6.4,22.0,7.554174236665415,0.9638,385,12,78,6,10,129,69,100,0.096,0.784,0.12,0.373,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,1,0,2,0,9,2,0,0,0,15,19,6,0,1,6,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,2,9,3,12,16,2,11,0,2,1,0,3,5,1,2,6,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437968830597086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830572040836865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420212830358784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921978208787269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712213553698568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671878877786706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325823094441488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911260726423852,0.10068210300161347,0.0,0.3639514264444694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249647406056035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149525718062287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774290139407047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287251316351673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481574128401927,0.0,0.0,0.20966124646063425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26404503483571024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642220546722438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564229950500814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953432835992852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215535260733801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,faziesback,2019/08/07,"The worst is getting bad news and then. It having anyone to talk to about it. Sometimes it would be nice to just have someone to tell your shitty news to. I’m a pro at being alone, but there are times where I’m like “boy it would be nice to tell someone about what I have going on and actually have someone make me feel like they care about it” 

Right now I’m waiting to get scheduled for a biopsy on a tumor on my thyroid and I’ve never felt so alone. I’m there for my family through all their BS and not a single one will talk to me about it. Maybe they are scared for me and don’t know what to say? IDK, but I haven’t felt this alone in for ever.",1.2807446808510647,2.6984693617021307,2.7173226950354628,96.50875,78.78723404255321,5.2673758865248255,18.84219858156028,5.46131890053228,-0.5222439716312057,504,10,121,2,12,164,80,141,0.153,0.741,0.107,-0.6309,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,0,11,8,0,1,5,0,15,1,0,1,3,22,29,9,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,9,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,4,11,5,23,21,3,14,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,8,84,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.15062287960725218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795787022824032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792478269964152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288754133730007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736963636398862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961798982020251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550700352286838,0.0,0.07804376187353769,0.11026733764546984,0.2963995149933506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128252152952502,0.0,0.0877203969321804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482646707840523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081477124329265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302951222283112,0.0,0.15506485249016785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190438756604633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459123856576302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131813658344233,0.0,0.12274494425663472,0.15453080962903396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39233957681237225,0.0,0.15265563543932575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481206169050763,0.2698165911977385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000245428915528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219290960332209,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwout767,2019/08/07,I don’t know where to go from here I’ve been lonely off and on for the past 2 and half years.  Stemming from my girlfriend being stolen from me in 8th grade to a slowly dwindling personal social group.  Recently I’ve been pretty good and things have been well but the past few days have been the opposite.  It’s just be thought loops that have led up to right now.  Why am I not good enough?  Why doesn’t anyone make an effort with me?  What keeps people away?  My close friends rn are reduced to like 2 people and I just feel like a burden and I don’t know how to extend my circle to include others.  And back to the beginning I’ve been looking for a relationship since that breakup in 8th grade.  I just want someone that I know that constantly cares for me and wants to see me succeed.  I want someone who I have no boundaries with and can feel comfortable telling them everything and I just can’t find someone.  I’ve had a couple flings with girls in this time with none leading to anything more than just snap chatting.  Recently I’ve been talking to a girl and she’s really nice and Im pretty sure the feeling is mutual but with this stupid problem of being lonely I keep doubting it.  Again my head just says stuff I know isn’t true.  She isn’t responding bc she doesn’t like you or she doesn’t want to hangout even though her reasons not to are legit.  I hope something happens with her and I get something for a limited time at least.  I don’t know how much help this sub will he but just typing all this out feels like it’s helped.  Thank you strangers who read through all this it means a lot.,2.784141972578503,4.6622538173374615,3.2296716054843024,92.45380417956656,75.84210526315789,6.224192835028749,23.91961521450685,7.021680442328713,0.7255670942061032,1265,40,268,13,28,392,173,323,0.08,0.7090000000000001,0.21,0.992,0,4,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,4,17,22,1,1,13,0,29,1,1,6,4,66,56,19,0,6,13,0,4,4,2,1,0,1,0,3,19,20,0,3,13,3,0,3,13,6,1,1,8,7,31,16,37,44,9,28,0,2,2,0,27,12,0,4,17,175,50,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248763378455203,0.0,0.08531058736849848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740024802489823,0.07971490635272332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056972484374418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202914131884906,0.0,0.0,0.11470755286374205,0.0,0.06685779822293499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711758045988964,0.0,0.06847226316951219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317083078694008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967223610176705,0.1481220196085494,0.0,0.0,0.09475140299630584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009425595592867,0.0,0.054162668036208936,0.0,0.05891736679194218,0.17390493798737522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167397545122163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063940949082955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897401973280826,0.0,0.0,0.1029665075880882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198009119124652,0.0,0.0,0.1842911814118937,0.0,0.0,0.2848683002647001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258935220855626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705568042985701,0.0,0.0,0.08813550458918583,0.0,0.0,0.06919972747866758,0.0,0.0,0.11292571226516793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620849460802177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792719558301886,0.1437417824384411,0.09051959547607072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109368737709902,0.0,0.0991970386398866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369685196770126,0.0,0.06641288640990514,0.10658879006874536,0.2047208621006264,0.1113014917854352,0.0,0.0885325868151186,0.0,0.08244158890680578,0.0,0.0,0.0826106097373503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575590075673978,0.0,0.0,0.10567728395471662,0.2635147076673783,0.15961861056619342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867597084541058,0.0,0.0,0.09770661498008852,0.0,0.0,0.08332505270206136,0.09061109859340406,0.09544430059718327,0.0,0.0,0.06887294273071448,0.0,0.10185406740342873,0.08230144547160552,0.12090021926437185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24458617144178335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321069927124666,0.0,0.1870899305823506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675930681582502
lonely,mfsonthatyouhave,2019/08/07,"A normal person. I’m a normal person who is not loosing its mind, I’m fine and I’m just dramatic. I can act like a normal person but it’s tiring hahaha you know why? Because I’m suppressing my emotions hahaha IT'S SO FUCKING ANNOYING YEAAAAH I can’t tell anybody that the shadows are calling my name and I’m not afraid of, i can and can’t live like a normal person who doesn’t have any existential problems it’s fine, I’m not going crazy it’s just drama hahaha I’m like “yeah i live my life, so take my soul rn” but something keeps me alive, material things are getting boring and it may be more boring in the future that is no near to us. 

I’m having prophetic dreams and it makes me think about that something is coming but i can’t get it. Maybe I’m dead because I’m feeling like a ghost every fucking day of my existence... It sucks when you still being physical. Maybe is the reason why i have hallucinations most of the times or not because i refuse to think something christian or whatever. I can’t kill myself because I’m don’t have any problems, my don’t have headaches, heartaches and physical and mental problems because of all of this shit hahaha i want someone who can tell me “you aren’t ok, you need help” but I’m sure that i will still think it’s fake.",0.8384698275862092,3.2800268352490463,2.8269528256704994,89.32192349137934,87.16091954022987,5.4080938697317995,21.94935344827586,6.9077264865688965,0.7722882183908046,1008,36,203,14,32,337,123,261,0.182,0.615,0.20199999999999999,-0.2239,1,0,3,0,0,1,19.0,1,4,0,0,8,21,6,1,9,2,26,5,1,2,2,45,55,16,3,9,12,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,4,19,8,0,3,6,2,0,3,13,13,0,0,0,1,25,8,10,51,3,11,2,0,0,2,18,2,4,4,10,117,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596882838948568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30471013304013145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208262859341788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611705881995049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447369418848316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124550871585959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423075398115208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054886636097528,0.0714200440985064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848450768614626,0.10446252757994484,0.0,0.056816413191891325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670091499163638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888597410309925,0.1106042482297708,0.0,0.05494201772549187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061320713777018,0.19536515241772745,0.0,0.17655428268823906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673211182499705,0.0,0.20087069914725852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074830087791982,0.0,0.10094325980417856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412799961852606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918054856313021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491669107815371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869792172490616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027879056366424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026198606230228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470598358455411,0.2308900777016248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967559776526502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422246292665233,0.0,0.0751665310875387,0.0,0.17475993574642046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641698000096159,0.19217413624272636,0.0,0.0,0.05829449945524606,0.11490315148318105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025405277787887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058966098343857465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804184297228789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dark2158,2019/08/07,"Very lonely 21 [M] I have a foot fetish, I like giving foot rubs, kissing a woman's feet, painting her toes, rubbing lotion into her feet, washing her feet and more. I want to find a woman that accepts me for me. I want to give love and affection but I get cheated on. I want loyalty. Why is it so hard to find these days?",-0.019365671641789817,2.1673341343283603,2.2941604477611968,93.53138992537315,88.25373134328358,4.544029850746268,20.315298507462693,5.985473137389443,0.06485223880597024,245,8,53,2,8,83,47,67,0.11699999999999999,0.594,0.29,0.8332,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,3,0,2,9,6,1,0,11,9,4,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,11,4,6,9,1,3,0,1,0,2,8,2,0,0,2,30,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711849488055479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852093398915526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386799117140189,0.5092628420704262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377794743941925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967914292784044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23956731583439544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21901337864725906,0.4696849771046269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23951566638479746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Smooth_Man,2019/08/07,"I have no one to connect to emotionally. I wouldnt say I'm popular and have lots of friends, but I have a small circle of people that I hang out with alot, have been for years. But I've never been able to Express myself emotionally in that group because the others dont understand the feelings I have. The last relationship i had ended 5 years ago and not being able to talk to someone that actually cares is starting to get to me. I'm not looking for attention, I just feel like ranting here because I cant anywhere else. It just feels like a void in my chest that I can't fill, whether its drugs, food, alcohol, it just never goes away.",7.721860465116278,5.795484558139537,8.070968992248067,75.49156976744189,63.88372093023256,11.08062015503876,37.003875968992254,9.725611199111238,3.3197224806201566,504,20,103,8,6,167,82,129,0.027000000000000003,0.868,0.105,0.8829,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,0,14,4,1,0,2,22,24,5,0,1,8,0,3,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,8,4,2,0,5,0,0,2,9,0,0,1,3,5,12,5,16,19,2,15,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,2,10,72,20,0,0.32032130339391424,0.0,0.156293692604469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197275418860233,0.17116302869959754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047620443554827,0.0,0.0,0.19526489343408251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329445855293598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770709097454166,0.0,0.185735508326856,0.0,0.13379367312685786,0.3603183522494093,0.14185479920352378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429461133613551,0.2288376031478351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936668957718692,0.0,0.12373972220539473,0.0,0.08367733012453824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055230749044586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649280878426108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449460993456858,0.0,0.0,0.13616285867364852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470515363593573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852900258010324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110352297799478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195260147187025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273661786072736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570360044187232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336253361345655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873106505635432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673288678528367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627641723921727
lonely,Susie_sp34,2019/08/07,"Please do not talk with u/seawhut This person claims to be an 18 year old. He told me he lives on the streets that doesn't have any food.  

He has many accounts, in all he posts the same. ""Why wont anyone be kind to me"" ""i am so alone"" ""why wont anyone be my friend"" ""i cant stop crying"" it is easy to recognize his accounts. 

Some are u/bdaytiger u/seawhut u/nonamer1234 
He has many more that I dont remember now 

Do not lose your time with this person.",0.17206185567010124,2.0618330618556726,1.6960927835051578,100.17919072164952,84.36082474226805,4.704742268041239,18.978350515463926,5.6839178017228535,-0.5162527835051551,345,9,85,2,10,111,65,97,0.054000000000000006,0.794,0.152,0.8275,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,16,1,0,0,1,9,17,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,8,2,7,11,4,9,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,1,5,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172013084287245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588245897667985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25886912861505185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033367610093349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169498012813981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383807843567724,0.0,0.14301701658525393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276558749391426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163457224063115,0.0,0.0,0.2070928979277499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37534888158337903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424382953299102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232651913169665,0.0,0.2031973091629397,0.0,0.0,0.17728605761185892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969572930708494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476186079051793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487859560218034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794025400028463,0.0,0.0,0.17688238025178107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33406944587578075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920601266778068
lonely,throwawaytoinfinity-,2019/08/07,I’m just having a real hard day today and I don’t have anyone to talk to. It may be because I’m tired but I’m just feeling really sad and lousy today.,-1.1755714285714305,0.6412902285714317,2.6567857142857183,91.5994642857143,89.57142857142857,4.642857142857143,14.464285714285715,5.985473137389443,-0.6405714285714286,118,2,27,1,4,44,26,35,0.33399999999999996,0.621,0.045,-0.9029,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,7,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22565598161001746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672943040514376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081301499111158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317884783816292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28909713147541466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673303326630904,0.20674512729887898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593931623713339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709235284942922,0.6118088463181098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nobatmanhere,2019/08/07,"I'm not as lonely as some of you, but I still feel alone. 29/m/canada I guess I should preface this by saying I'm an only child. I've been lonely my entire life. I was never allowed a furry pet. I didn't grow up with a dog, a cat, or any mammal. A fish or a lizard does not bring companionship, and I was always desperate to spend time with friends.

It's something I've never been able to shake, that aching loneliness. My last relationship, my ex was part of a large, loving family and she was one of several siblings. I was elated to feel welcomed and be part of something I had only seen in movies. In contrast, my family is small, petty and dysfunctional. I had never seen so much love before, and I didn't think anyone would be able to love me as much as my last girlfriend. Things ended for a multitude of reasons, and I learned a lot about myself, and what I want in a partner. 

Queue now - I somehow got myself in a relationship a couple months ago with someone in their early twenties, after a two year hiatus. We are very different, but care about each other a lot. Lately I've been finding excuses to leave. Some of which are probably a culmination of my own insecurities and self destructive tendencies, but others which my intuition and deduction can't really ignore. Something feels off, and without going into too much detail, I don't think this is going to last. Her communication skills are deteriorating and I can't keep giving in to apologies and ""I love you's"".

I'm doing well for myself, I have a career, I'm not in debt outside of a minor student loan and I don't really worry about money. I game a lot in my free time, I like nerdy stuff, fashion, sneakers and lately I've been putting in a lot of extra effort into my health - Short and long term.

I'm not expecting you to like everything I like, or have the same experiences in life as me. I just wouldn't mind the company of another person who I click with - Male or female. Preferably people with their shit (mostly) together. An insightful potential friend who can pull me out of the void I tend to get sucked into more and more frequently.

Welp, this probably came across far edgier than I planned. I feel like I poured my heart out, though. This is how I currently feel. I'm not always like this. Enough people laugh with me to know I have a good sense of humor... At least most of the time.

If you're interested, hit my DMs and maybe slap me with your discord. I don't like Reddit's version of email.

Thanks for reading.",3.982063282794993,5.39793299186992,5.3052955394418815,80.71019446275547,71.72357723577234,8.164447374203473,25.492419248516807,8.685302888712808,1.79422274225445,1960,60,378,35,37,655,255,492,0.084,0.716,0.2,0.9966,4,5,3,0,0,0,70.0,1,4,2,3,12,29,3,2,25,0,34,9,2,3,3,84,69,33,0,7,15,1,5,6,4,3,3,1,1,5,16,32,0,2,13,2,5,8,17,8,1,2,17,9,58,22,65,46,23,53,0,2,3,4,34,22,2,15,29,263,74,4,0.16188234330673132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174946495986988,0.0,0.0,0.08383064325272628,0.0,0.0,0.13469907775534165,0.0,0.0,0.05504277231533258,0.08487387586931941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659594919601346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887497547802844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257513739728536,0.08252491894691577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955986690875943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456629692755517,0.0,0.0,0.07083216476679062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168985347232001,0.08363386725695235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274470596516817,0.0791759972701257,0.15260826610998154,0.0,0.20463144199016225,0.05782438920197524,0.0,0.0,0.07397876451821421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506989687226558,0.0,0.04228842146522231,0.0776461472893846,0.09200146628128086,0.06788961455496477,0.06473604908794499,0.0,0.08916582596456248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603668048770363,0.0,0.09591567812578523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194423238770158,0.0,0.0,0.04448315114617949,0.1979335739152948,0.18261033434855387,0.08570501379834196,0.0,0.0,0.11434228650719945,0.2372626078399916,0.0,0.0,0.07163038984309694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27525315862400784,0.2922102702859689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081316286158712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817275096355617,0.0,0.06460647098989501,0.0,0.17850322312739514,0.0,0.18728046433208625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484783268630765,0.12311881678253722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753028024819964,0.0,0.11222883396097474,0.0706747090411878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745365459538329,0.0,0.0,0.08136823361325371,0.0,0.0,0.08096307548393536,0.0,0.10370597435659784,0.0832210051927623,0.0,0.1738010539356697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436766843950363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443929464806932,0.0914404849797706,0.08308494954628877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858119207786678,0.18693740509986975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463972423835163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926582765374501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451975606904693,0.0,0.0,0.053773717864110435,0.10372766906842068,0.07952429018865659,0.0,0.1415923443082126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906776349310142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678494345927219,0.04774120015460013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277583396031068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802440108139831,0.0,0.0,0.08219968879196322,0.0,0.057498286026884574,0.0,0.0,0.05212346078421324
lonely,DemiKava,2019/08/07,It being a choice I know this is a weird thing to want but I’m wondering if anyone has any tips or advice on being alone for an expended period of time. About a year and a half. Thanks <3,0.6969512195121972,2.5374600975609773,3.085548780487805,91.19710365853659,82.17073170731706,7.0268292682926825,15.128048780487804,8.07648339933343,0.17562926829268344,148,2,34,3,4,51,36,41,0.09699999999999999,0.778,0.125,0.2846,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734025490079343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957603446721667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598542215351448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671866932159596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000276923371405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518041041133569,0.0,0.0,0.25386307787292445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281683169809924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22538385839754355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41439207133277306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24607229534524105
lonely,chrisbusby779,2019/01/16,"Lonliness Sometimes I lie awake at night longing for the comfort of others. I have no one, my only solace is the knowledge this will all be over in a short while.",5.41,5.869395000000001,5.7687500000000025,82.20125,67.75,7.65,31.625,7.1686216300943375,1.97895,128,5,24,1,2,41,30,32,0.10400000000000001,0.818,0.079,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,5,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613467102663626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892181128790447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532560304431521,0.3964829817269553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155931274890317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,inspectahkna,2019/01/16,"Loneliness So I guess I should post here, I live in a small shitty state, also known as Connecticut, I am 18, a male, and I like video games, hockey, history, and some other things. I have been quite lonely in the past 2 or 3 years. So yeah, hi everyone.",1.4017647058823501,3.434391921568629,3.1958431372549043,90.31729411764708,80.76470588235293,7.217254901960787,18.04313725490196,8.238735603445708,0.6724007843137247,192,4,42,4,5,64,42,51,0.183,0.7170000000000001,0.099,-0.6369,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,5,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,3,3,1,7,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,3,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900737016486558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466024483990202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995861322130523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772107321012647,0.0,0.32029574674503186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462652192688694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473934574365913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858062110403808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409805741560176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23358514169543115
lonely,Xylemine,2019/01/16,"What is wrong with me? I have a good amount of friends, every class i have been to i have formed an amazing group, i can make friends easily and they seem to like me, i have my OG group of 10 years, but i am missing something, having all these friends ans stuff what i realised was all my friends are taken, except for me...

I dont know what i do wronf or what is it about me, but i feel so lonely not having that someone to talk to or share my life with, ive been in a rs only once, and i guess thats about it  i am lonely asf amongst friends in relationships and it kills me inside...",5.867306666666664,3.8523925440000006,6.128600000000002,88.22996666666668,67.56,8.973333333333334,30.43333333333333,6.42735559955562,1.3116133333333329,448,12,109,2,6,144,74,125,0.132,0.672,0.196,0.7028,0,4,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,3,14,1,0,4,0,18,1,0,1,2,18,25,8,1,0,6,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,1,22,9,14,21,4,3,0,3,0,0,11,2,0,4,2,80,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21235641766618507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266260896991254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161644001031637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6999448980355891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197578482336674,0.0,0.0,0.19960411425545688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004628036654041,0.0,0.09957873308271256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279817159394897,0.08852156860832766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209474902190192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929642417862139,0.0,0.13780516305554755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453307953027754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495096892895678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352393084685226,0.13949094197068532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074222160409913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563577580256498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981057012485647,0.0,0.11668211570088352
lonely,JasFreak,2019/01/16,"Let's find someone here Well, I figured since everyone here is lonely to the point they resorted to coming on r/lonely to try to get themselves feel better, why not start a thread to bring them together? 
We can write down a little about us, the basics like age and gender and a little description and then anyone who finds something of what they're searching for can reply, and then we start talking. I'm new and I'm not sure whether this has been done before, but I wanted to try it out. I'll go first",3.4893316831683165,5.083971336633667,4.171373762376238,87.64240717821781,73.25742574257426,6.6341584158415845,23.51608910891089,7.1686216300943375,0.8570881188118813,399,11,79,4,8,127,74,101,0.035,0.909,0.055999999999999994,0.2544,0,4,1,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,2,2,4,5,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,20,17,9,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,2,1,7,4,12,14,0,16,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,8,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324618161305954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621552005313278,0.0,0.0,0.1685376155690913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415327557587586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501225917537893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209125119918745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635445176024726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483425238920837,0.1620929135630182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956137792069264,0.0,0.10830142668273177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486372654039272,0.0,0.09309952680165348,0.3819886675192965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404707265992265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014376722707995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763580255063056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146353413383938,0.14670481889050033,0.0,0.0,0.2697631493342021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960350869128067,0.0,0.0,0.15316743733498386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587597327644821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22922399969598056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239908008598892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133915283110887,0.0,0.17195359792295542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,atomiicmitten,2019/01/16,"My boyfriend is in prison...again And I'm lonely about it. I already don't have many friends at all and the few I have, seeing them is hard because they're far. When I reach out a lot of times they're too busy. I might have to do the big girl thing and break up with my bf because I can't keep going through this even though I love him. But that's easier said than done and I'm lonely about it. Feel like there's no one to talk to. And when I do talk to people they judge. I get it though. I don't know what I expect. ",-0.3958908045977019,1.3631028017241391,1.0989655172413821,104.4009195402299,85.63793103448276,4.211494252873563,14.839080459770114,4.7782277997778095,-1.4091643678160917,399,6,106,1,12,127,75,116,0.10400000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.098,0.1144,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,9,5,0,0,3,0,12,1,0,0,1,15,22,10,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,4,15,3,14,19,3,11,0,2,1,1,10,6,0,2,4,69,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370200879406664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618613318902634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219799162598766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186316723515882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860152022811614,0.15344212288497386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594200777506554,0.0,0.11221606060400123,0.0,0.12206700744750673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192404765616165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909103736200248,0.0,0.0,0.11803996961631168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493288019878684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260214060600696,0.19385143890088616,0.0,0.0,0.21775781831157767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278524616409176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554356732815124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890456059749413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430928882035804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115547525507116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34527136505148376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269330879858036,0.0,0.4220494526918873,0.0,0.12524259627441156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,buddhistserver,2019/01/16,"women are like an alien species to me and im becoming very bitter,in high school i used to have this bully who would do awful things to me and girls just laughed, he also got laid regularly, it made me want to become an asshole

i was once invited to a girls birthday party and it turned out that i was invited only because i lived nearby and could drop her friends home

thought it would get better in college but it has never been worse, isolation is even worse than humiliation, it feels like i am not even visible in real life,girls dont even care enough to smile back

i was excited for academics but i come home everyday and just cry, i think ill fail a class 

reddit doesnt understand how ridiculous someone like me acting confident would look, if Rajesh Koothrapalli acted like Jason Momoa would you respect him or laugh at him ?

i just want to be beheaded by a shamsher scimitar

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lonely,Deyoku,2019/01/16,"Email friend Hello.

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If anyones looking for a friend and is willing to make one more old fashioned way why not do it via email?  


I'll be a bit mysterious about myself since I want to make a connection with people using letters from a scratch.

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I can't give out emails on here so feel free to message me yours or ask for mine if you want to get started.

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P.s. I am a guy.

P.s.s. My english might be slightly off or weird, but I hope it's a no problemo. 

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I'll be waiting for replies!!",1.9108304195804169,4.306491009615389,2.733811188811192,92.30209790209793,81.21153846153847,4.935664335664336,27.72377622377623,6.1124844417494595,1.0237807692307692,411,19,83,3,11,129,76,104,0.04,0.826,0.133,0.8023,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,3,0,18,22,7,0,5,6,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,10,5,13,17,2,6,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,6,2,52,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706137723396315,0.5277780019753436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592621569489015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151373294786256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185483501643712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054904604386760085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677873434717514,0.0,0.05673197207886135,0.10416607921095326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075177212943793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785090995960757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118532396061436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449646832227716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151931320912138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394328074132375,0.0,0.07358103246073262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075280216831377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982388688970304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685809384902488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378388432514466,0.0,0.0,0.1280942792536968,0.08619092091738341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798243977695432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5277780019753436,0.0
lonely,jsully626,2019/01/16,"You're not the only one I listen to this song a lot and can relate to the lyrics very strongly. I feel very alone in my life often, I feel like I've lost the friendships and relationships I used to have strongly with old friends. Sometimes it's comforting to know, though, that I'm not the only one who feels like this, and you're not alone in your feelings either. 

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ps8H5iP6ZQ8](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ps8H5iP6ZQ8)",9.8084,11.861159706666667,5.836000000000002,79.93800000000002,58.6,7.6,27.0,7.554174236665415,1.3038000000000003,378,9,61,3,5,99,49,75,0.086,0.684,0.231,0.8924,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,3,2,7,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,16,11,4,0,0,4,0,4,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,6,6,6,7,10,2,3,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023342965851425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928408232493808,0.2775206541706409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006418604703606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674555646873596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371927424948956,0.18978518420660195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202862009716208,0.16513022813144665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381520234098485,0.0,0.26323505733504593,0.2954463942097106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085339026033598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210172619823407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083325686783026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775523081038166,0.0,0.320525671837678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WhatCanIDoNTT,2019/01/16,"I need anyone. Please! Hello, 

I’m 22,F. 

I can’t go into much detail since the person who makes me feel like this regularly uses reddit and I’m worried about them finding this, but the title says it all. I’m so desperately lonely, I have literally no one to turn to and I’m at my limit. Please, I need to talk to someone who can help me just...breathe. 

Thanks to whoever sees this. ",-0.556153846153844,1.58126338461539,2.1807692307692332,90.1142307692308,101.05128205128204,4.451282051282052,16.256410256410255,6.297961479604792,-0.10654358974358936,296,8,61,4,13,102,56,78,0.147,0.6890000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.1091,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,12,16,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,8,2,8,16,2,3,0,1,1,0,8,2,0,0,1,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854037850064992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146454710173473,0.16198156724785162,0.0,0.0,0.20723428963276894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886034684507475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519776032121751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077266184053187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151349277301804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667841050007284,0.3362464895315881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364343698718352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797874725992706,0.0,0.4977801482526089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803110410298068,0.0,0.0,0.1806807127248254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755989476835586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211424677044986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822432972944787,0.0,0.20874975154220035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24662567428550736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958287053040925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230263295498036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,euphoria110,2019/01/16,"Ghosted for the 6th time in 2 months. Ive been trying online dating and I start conversations with women and it seems to be going pretty good then...nothing. Today I was ghosted again. 6 times in 2 months and the 3rd time we had a date planned. I don't know what's wrong. Things seem to be going really well most of the time. I'm getting tired of being alone. I haven't had a serious relationship in 10 years and probably only had 4 or 5 dates on that time. All my friends are dating, getting married, having kids and I can't even get anyone to talk to me for more than a week! I just don't know what to do anymore. ",0.702724252491695,2.8666887131782985,2.7307032115171666,91.89645348837212,84.34883720930233,5.236101882613512,19.29180509413068,6.5431188927421005,0.08640376522702065,480,13,104,5,14,161,87,129,0.040999999999999995,0.828,0.131,0.8677,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,6,0,16,1,0,0,1,15,27,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,5,0,10,3,15,19,3,22,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,4,16,64,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721559819761324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484767363432676,0.11622636820688045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097881397915646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128422794316315,0.0,0.2605325847835173,0.0,0.18893571797068195,0.13941922435756804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270265549260714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26535381392092977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949460312178332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641940930262344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910764967293018,0.17921555467980546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648614372627452,0.0,0.0,0.17846034545254968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026447426717753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765286908638757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336030402784564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043058772070632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846272621575096,0.19104786982282726,0.1575591299132632,0.0,0.0,0.11285390550527805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333335491159265,0.0,0.14945364455570725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173778961554912,0.0,0.10704159275324222
lonely,Jessbenzo,2019/01/16,"Desperate for friends Honestly, just want new people in my life. I have a hand full of friends, but sometimes I just want someone to text and vent about my day, or to compliment, lift you up when you’re down and vise Versace (I like Versace better, thanks autocorrect). Maybe someone to drunk text me, or drunk snap? Tell me what’s on your mind through out the day and I’ll do the same. If you also want this, please let’s talk or whatever. ",2.630948275862071,4.727592597701153,3.0282614942528774,92.72101293103451,77.04597701149423,6.648850574712642,25.81752873563219,7.645422480735847,1.2120356321839076,344,13,74,5,8,106,63,87,0.076,0.627,0.297,0.9635,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,0,3,4,1,0,0,16,7,10,0,4,7,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,7,12,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,4,5,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392216712162686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234724606381087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805188451816622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360557598909104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22239249695810892,0.15361563789840302,0.10625187457218367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21849227527933174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21959720957170467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004775374746976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077627399399246,0.0,0.0,0.23873252207660964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36854759129593134,0.0,0.21509759681656648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480569342668734,0.1900909199350808,0.20023038220176326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384833737708532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sorryimsodie,2019/01/16,"Just sad ig I can’t stop crying, I have nobody to talk too. What I thought was a close friend ignored me and I had to unfriend them because it was hurting me. I just can’t stop crying, I feel so alone. I make everyone mad. I can’t do anything right.",-1.3083333333333336,0.7220321481481484,1.027685185185188,99.71708333333336,97.88888888888887,3.4407407407407407,19.712962962962962,5.148860815047168,-0.4317703703703701,192,7,45,1,8,64,37,54,0.40700000000000003,0.539,0.054000000000000006,-0.9583,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,0,10,11,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,1,11,1,2,7,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664714252487917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172502999131088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683958289253538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5652347124260768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458484654682424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009188497682353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877906444543567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754307312590049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174086860432905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972143407795688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302063996900049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679730179522748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425689880126552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HolyyDDiver,2019/01/16,Outcast Well all my friends are busy with school while I’m busy crying home because my ex is dating someone. I’m honestly done with this ,2.43333333333333,5.084441222222225,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,81.22222222222223,5.0814814814814815,27.51851851851852,6.42735559955562,1.2049851851851852,111,5,21,1,3,34,22,27,0.096,0.65,0.254,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23412745014667585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42188636157424186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393040217982158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967339917821638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852567222870391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38870257024814137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32542396524446865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453279207285839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,This__Is_My_Username,2019/02/08,"0 friends. 0. I don't have a single person who I can call my friend. The only people I talk to are in my family. I never had a best friend. I have been lonely for so long, and I am starting to feel myself sort of becoming okay with it...? And that scares me. I am losing my social abilities and that also scares me. All I want to do is stay inside all day and be by myself. Oh my, how I feel my world falling apart. Anyone able to relate?",-0.6221663442940049,1.3788848297872356,2.304429400386848,93.76136363636364,89.0,4.69477756286267,13.86460348162476,6.1124844417494595,-0.7477957446808512,330,5,75,3,11,116,64,94,0.154,0.7,0.146,-0.2074,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,3,9,0,2,3,1,12,0,0,1,3,13,16,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,2,18,5,9,13,4,9,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,1,4,58,22,0,0.19872358252912053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891917715168485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895214945779982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947458398447067,0.0,0.0,0.2085481395935722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029189963907406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816027073948305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733890766252492,0.0,0.20096122860457274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606000407205147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758641170718197,0.0,0.22232085732630244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326787776671966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113823934098464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776991049315598,0.17351776713852474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979139474418355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257366653758102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406575745387775,0.21181289796203945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972648812138945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721231772615985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,80ktsV1,2019/02/08,"Excellent partner material(if the fact that I’m a happen to be a black guy is not a dealbreaker for you!) Didn't really have any convos that stuck so trying again :)

Hey there. I'm Cameron. I'm more than a black guy. Race really does NOT matter to me its whats inside that counts. Sadly I haven't had many people who feel that way :/ Honestly people find that out and talk me down or poof disappear. So maybe just maybe listing that first will yield better results and hopefully find someone who wants to talk to me :)

*(check my profile for pics of me with puppies)*

Now now now. You may be asking *why* this guy? And this is where I whip out my secret weapon(drumroll please) a specially made PowerPoint. Just for you! boom!

[hehe](https://imgur.com/a/JGWevEA)

Now. If you'd like some more info after all that... Here ya go :)

Working my grocery job to pay for my college tuition!(It's alright :P)

* College for auto engineer!( Switched it up a couple times. But Finally found what I wanted)
* Gaming! Console peasant. PS4 and switch and SOOO much more! Ask and I can probably play with ya!
* Reading, MUSIC, travel and meeting new people!
* Kind, passionate and enthusiastic. Dry genuine humor to keep the lauging emojis flowing.

•  I honestly want someone I can meet in the future and keep going.

\*I recently was ditched by my two best friends and would love someone to keep up with for late night phone calls and all the time convo!

***What is*** u/80KtsV1 ***Looking for?***

I am looking for a kind caring person from the USA. (east coast best coast)

I really appreciate someone who values loyalty. And can stay long term :)

It would be nice to find someone also in college. Or finishing up high school to talk about the perils of school life.

Piercings and tattoos are a huge plus. Cause that shits cool!

A good communicator, because I have had some AWFUL experiences where the convo goes: Hey! hows it going today! ""Nice"" SO lets not do that haha

Id totally appreciate someone with a lot of free time who is able to text throughout the day and facetime! ( I realllly miss having someone always around :P)

**And one more thing!** I am an open minded and race or age is not an Issue for me! (obviously)

If I tickle your pickle just send me a message with some nice details about you and we can get the ball rolling! Take care :D (also I pretty much only use iMessage or regular text! So please be from the USA or Canada because texting is expensive!)",0.989879870629906,3.282750907284772,2.4320727450074457,87.00775180964115,103.94481236203093,4.932583808203707,21.382232147440835,6.613842558306772,1.030042989886545,1903,73,337,32,86,613,256,453,0.044000000000000004,0.733,0.223,0.9982,2,0,0,0,0,0,117.0,1,8,0,6,23,29,1,0,23,4,32,4,1,5,5,77,61,33,0,8,15,0,1,1,2,4,1,1,0,5,23,28,0,4,7,5,4,7,6,3,0,3,7,7,34,27,44,44,16,46,0,2,4,2,35,15,1,13,23,222,57,10,0.07775628314678099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436334307981885,0.06469945650409363,0.0,0.0,0.0528769389163745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692195772899761,0.14538325683114495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479901699710057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320084396220025,0.06876911364600152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939785876649517,0.0,0.15855542570552136,0.07987712174570362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603584835377108,0.0,0.050146370012864816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804504737209349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606056517849602,0.0,0.0,0.03931591307391096,0.0,0.0,0.08517820749020484,0.21320350236694816,0.06613945472283626,0.0,0.08525575105708927,0.060074311476403026,0.0,0.04062444867195728,0.0,0.13257206281969186,0.06521828118165328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23097283542220484,0.06875962439262985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215378226075712,0.0,0.07722953381186078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115735788865981,0.07716111303186551,0.2073400714387852,0.0,0.16194240687629094,0.0,0.0,0.08771247421487062,0.0,0.0,0.07951106766694528,0.054921562313055936,0.03798779232394709,0.0,0.0,0.06881186373736603,0.1305913888459392,0.0,0.0,0.06610561134039449,0.07017808134795027,0.0735748751817575,0.0,0.07883266677961302,0.15623327515147395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851168015356699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431962973098067,0.0,0.0,0.07509750279322977,0.0,0.0729690043781779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268966980868348,0.05913715716543835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171924891464856,0.06789378724411453,0.0,0.17070609824313765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910609384866371,0.0838344244926869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777732510128929,0.0,0.14943799814174907,0.0,0.0767749490195522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738701950875628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981570726235727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611785246711402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828778520317946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846304803754414,0.18749266511317672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165781945933847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602094200705936,0.0,0.07370386461960005,0.0,0.0,0.05279141220018862,0.0,0.07595659020456823,0.0,0.0,0.06715646319728794,0.0,0.0,0.13758801118740197,0.061719318304847635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016295132379466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056607500203719276,0.0,0.0,0.11047166522144443,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,georgehissi,2019/02/08,"Weekly advice thread Hi guys, just wanted to launch this thread this week and intend it to be a weekly thing.

I think this sub can be great for hearing others in a similar situation and having rants, but as a member for a while, I’d love to see people helping each other like occasionally happens on posts. 

Quite a lot of posts can end up with quite a lot of negative reinforcement so it would be brilliant to see some advice for each other on dealing with/coping with and overcoming loneliness.

Feel free to ask questions and answer questions below.",9.08184466019418,7.994902233009713,8.826524271844663,68.47163106796118,60.65048543689321,10.958446601941748,34.19223300970874,9.888512548439397,3.2979607766990298,442,14,74,7,5,143,68,103,0.09,0.7090000000000001,0.201,0.9355,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,2,0,22,16,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,8,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,18,12,5,12,0,0,2,1,9,5,0,5,6,55,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073603485653001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470240679986691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213609097851386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392925008523062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951927344593833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733881921866781,0.0,0.15571974655651372,0.13907130590706748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772521254506884,0.0,0.10541322287086796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683305331702868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674067456912729,0.14194023753506685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902961990428874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30123796364613137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523516282008927,0.3345471104534176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506439874872757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767754817469623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448167039859177,0.10077079065100472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276056291274708,0.0,0.37845198314740186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171846038851696,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ShiftArcanine,2019/02/08,"Letting things out from my mind Tbh, i don’t think no one ever likes me. I’ve been bullied by people arround me (especially females) about my eyes being slanted which resembles the chinese. Don’t get me wrong, theres nothing wrong with chinese peeps but i don’t like being called chinese in a really rude way or something that is in an insulting manner. This pretty much lowered my self-esteem. I feel like girls are attracted more towards tall and good-looking guys. This is really painful knowing that girls don’t like me because of my height, my slanted eyes and how unattractive my looks are compared to others. I wish i have a girl that likes me, that can fix me, that can prevent me from being lonely. I’m tired of hugging my pillow imagining that the pillow is the lover of my life where i can be happy with. The sensation of hugging someone and hugging a pillow is really different. Every night, i’ll have to face the feelings of being lonely and sad. When will this ever stop though, i want my heart to be bloomy and beautifully coloured with love and affection too. Plus, since i’ve entered college now, the friends that i used to be really close with, friends that i can have fun with, are not even close to me anymore. They don’t ask me join to them on having fun anymore for example hangover, late night chit chats at the restaurant, late night drives and all. I feel really sad and alone. Those feelings really made my chest become heavy. I don’t know how to comprehend with the feelings that i’ve experienced in the past, or the feelings that i’m experiencing right now. Looking at my friend’s instagram where they are having fun with their own girlfriend or where they are having fun with their friends. I’ve been experiencing this feeling 2 years and a half now. I’ve thought of many ways on how to kill myself but i don’t know why arent those thoughts executed on me. But i do have one thought that is still being executed but i’m still not dead by it. It’s basically having no brakes on my bike, so i’ll cycle down the road full of cars with no brakes. But i’m still alive though, i did crash a car once but i didn’t suffer any injuries even though i didn’t wear any helmet. However, the car did get damaged heavily is a large dent where my body banged on it and i had to pay the repairments. Then, theres my parents who are really busy with their work considering they are doctors, they even work during the weekends. We (as a family) hardly go out on a day out or eating in a restaurant. Despite the amount of salary they are making, i don’t think it buys us happiness. I sometimes cry when i think about all these. It’s hard having an empty space in your heart knowing nothing can fill it in. I miss the days when my well-being is joyous and very happy. I am still waiting for my time to come to depart from my own lifeless shell that is exhausted with all this. Life is truly wonderful, it is, but it isn’t wonderful to everybody. Anyways, this is just me trying to let things out from my mind as i’ve never done this before. Sorry for wasting your time though, wishing you lifetime of happiness if you’re reading this. 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lonely,Lady_Reg_XOXO,2019/02/08,"Is there something wrong with me? All I have ever wanted is to have someone in my life that has a desire to be spend time with me, reciprocate the love I give and work on our combined goals together. I am 37 and though I'm not going to win any beauty pageants  I think I am fairly good looking. More importantly I have a good heart. I am a giver and I don't mind that.  Honestly I love the feeling of being able to help someone in need. So why is it so hard for me to find someone with a genuine heart? At this point in my life I am starting to feel like maybe I am supposed to be alone forever, and that scares me. But I guess worse things have happened to better people. ",3.9093492063492055,4.22060101428572,5.0580952380952375,86.50468253968252,71.0,7.650793650793651,27.698412698412696,7.3871296695380915,1.3291746031746032,522,17,114,5,9,173,87,140,0.115,0.657,0.228,0.9561,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,4,5,11,0,1,6,0,17,6,2,0,2,20,31,8,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,19,9,18,28,2,10,0,0,1,2,6,6,0,1,4,79,25,2,0.15038604444316847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575458798513298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226766717855648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330042353177092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603278696237495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520794053310325,0.10743582019875204,0.0,0.0,0.13745012014814645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426399715473667,0.08546785470480682,0.2522733581227565,0.0,0.0,0.16566718262671626,0.0,0.1329858824435551,0.0,0.1347163569916016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564163734914552,0.10080059558849022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21244422126783216,0.07347102502241279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628640163912938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714585531462881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108299490138372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184703464534044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150934641995937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425874784800154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421634210641061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056266554518147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822648223066099,0.11577452420973053,0.0,0.0,0.10644401628959747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990980559583056,0.09636130495685223,0.14775352511376014,0.0,0.0876913118873451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870158538063808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570001405707452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948283144377152,0.0,0.15325622712680084,0.0,0.16442353160184134,0.0,0.0
lonely,KarmaIsTheRealDeal,2019/02/08,"Being overwhelmingly lonely I am always the disposable friend, the friend people forget about, I have been since childhood. I don’t have anyone anymore, it seems.... loneliness tears my soul up, it cuts into me. I try not to be all self pity, but it’s hard sometimes.",2.742925170068027,5.6556282244897975,3.4888775510204084,84.5948129251701,83.08163265306123,5.715646258503401,20.41156462585034,7.1686216300943375,0.8608748299319724,209,6,36,3,6,66,41,49,0.253,0.6629999999999999,0.084,-0.5267,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,6,2,4,5,1,3,1,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26477373445706043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155758623814222,0.22249774940536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916919137809904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28505099068896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22060468398737987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896837230342366,0.33195932372302805,0.0,0.0,0.2632241379724866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147148826217457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604168119436315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,someone_420,2019/02/08,"smn answer i know this is going to sound stupid but i think my ‘best friend’ doesn’t see me as her best friend anymore bc she used to call me everywhere and she would call me to hangout every single day but she started to hangout w other pple (yes ofc she can hangout w other pple but she doesn’t call me anywhere anymore) every time i used to text her she would text me back and say ‘come over’ ‘let’s hangout we are all waiting for you’ and stuff. so i texted her today and i asked what she was doing, she said she was w her friends. she didn’t invite me anywhere this week. first i thought she didn’t invite me bc of the pple shes hanging out with but like we‘re all good and i have no beef with them. i mean i didn’t do anything wrong to her or anyone else.

also, i noticed smth else. this might sound dumb and childish but still... she didn’t follow anyone on instagram bc she didn’t like seeing other people’s posts. but now she started to follow the pple she hangouts with and the pple close w her. also she started to follow a girl ‘we’ hate (they’re not close at all). she started following all these people except me. i know this sounds stupid & childish bc not everything’s about ‘followers’ but like why? does she hate me? i didn’t do anything to her, i always ask how she is, how her day was, what she’s doing etc etc. i started to feel so lonely bc of all this.
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lonely,Dxenim,2019/02/08,"For people who complain not having a friend I have a friend who been with me in same class in graduation and before. Like for 3-4 years. 

Should be a strong bond right? 

I sometimes visit him and when I'm there he starts texting all the girls number he has, or calls some of them to show me, puts the loud speaker on .

If I don't visit he does and does the same thing. 

He knows I've never had a gf and that I'm a loner. 

If anyone of you want him as friend I'd be happy definitely take him away from me and make him your friend 😅",0.07192753623188608,1.9725164173913083,1.9996739130434769,97.79487318840582,84.82608695652173,4.528985507246378,14.80072463768116,5.46131890053228,-1.074492753623188,408,6,99,2,12,135,78,115,0.13,0.745,0.125,-0.1311,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,2,8,0,0,8,0,9,0,0,1,2,19,16,10,0,4,4,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,2,13,7,12,11,4,12,0,0,0,0,23,5,0,4,5,62,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429207946771996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920399400930841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392881237136018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871461386117124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35774253885608936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6316737966270805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758693419199987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233255033040017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985920942337488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643816919299834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576453978897255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170478950574625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547782614635232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174555948398766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021562071582821,0.0,0.14467492880745128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368289127530285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579386155833809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205600464674124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316264952250388
lonely,thealchwind,2019/02/08,"A lonely post I recently quit video games, for the first few months I was busy re-learning how to socialize (I've been a hardcore gamer for 10 years)

After the socializing aspect is over, I started working on my health and learning new things, after that is over am now feeling more lonely than ever, in the past when I would never feel lonely because I was surrounded by a lot of online gaming friends that I can log in to chat or even fight with, I consider my gaming enemies to be the best friends I ever had since they provided me with the most entertainment whether it being on the battle field or in the cursing wars after the game trying to bring each other down arguing about who is the better player... anyway the reason am telling you this small brief about myself is that I want you to know what led me to this subreddit or even reddit all together.

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I no longer have an online community that can help me when am bored, and am done learning the basics of social life and am so bored of learning new stuff everyday, so I just want a place to express my ideas and share it with you, so thank you very very very much for reading my words because you are helping me to feel less lonely, thank you.",17.47581920903955,7.464673474576267,15.100000000000005,56.85997175141246,55.779661016949156,17.936723163841812,52.89265536723163,11.538034831475384,6.0181435028248575,964,32,181,13,6,307,140,236,0.121,0.748,0.131,0.3971,0,8,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,6,1,5,15,18,4,0,16,0,21,2,0,3,4,34,31,14,1,3,5,0,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,9,8,0,3,2,10,0,1,5,3,27,8,32,23,9,33,0,4,0,0,25,11,0,5,18,142,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363358476515412,0.15289620810165513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340858209784264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204994557157773,0.11128567099890034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287669226959416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621795345159962,0.22763936710431515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086901962501945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703022342589376,0.0,0.0,0.194430601413958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375051830393128,0.0,0.0,0.16868127380091516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204581124899998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915241833910532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887686041408968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697545634625256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043563898215893,0.0,0.0924989143269097,0.0,0.09704720913075147,0.2430531831981025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201181758107582,0.0,0.0,0.13146469599929764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205095576274852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338348055414912,0.12586321610820786,0.0,0.0,0.1293733383855615,0.12424112024372455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408718552865467,0.0,0.0,0.3848009628758201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906253059017068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440442895028263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998023631050984,0.2316931788074285,0.0,0.0,0.08359530603324546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542974335716358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31146671693777306,0.14843460321652222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160513070110757,0.0,0.0,0.08938542856476918,0.0,0.15289620810165513,0.08102985675603247
lonely,Pink_Grey,2019/02/08,"Never been in a relationship; Best Friend teasing me about it. Hi! This is my first post, I've been a lurker of reddit for a really long time and I was hoping to get some opinions! Sorry if I'm posting in the wrong place, please let me know if so! 

Let me start off by saying I'm 18 I'm a woman and I'm a virgin, I've never had an actual relationship, I struggle with anxiety, OCD and an ED, all three of which control my life, but I make a huge effort to be friendly and get out there, but at times it seems no one really wants to have anything to do with me... I keep telling myself over and over: ""I just need to get out there, to meet new people, be patient.""
But everyday I feel more and more hopeless. I just want to meet new people and make friends. 

Honestly I had managed to cope with it until recently... I have 1 really close friend, and I hang out with her friend group because I'm lucky enough she includes me, she's my best friend and her friends are nice too.. but lately it seems like all they do is make fun of me for being a virgin. laughing and joking, purposefully asking me what certain sexual acts are to test how 'innocent' I am. I may be a virgin but I'm not stupid...
I know it's just a joke but it's yet another reminder that I'm alone and inadequate, when they start discussing and bragging about sex I feel so alone, I wish I could ask them to just stop the joking but I genuinely fear the confrontation, I don't want to lose them. 

Knowing I'm a virgin makes me feel like I'm less of a woman, like I'm a child, I feel so incompetent, I feel like even if I did have a relationship it wouldn't work because I can't be comfortable with someone, hell I can't even make new friends let alone relationships...

I don't know... part of me needs to know is it possible to meet someone who id actually be comfortable enough with? I'm just so scared to actually meet someone, if in fact anyone would want to meet me... 
Should I try harder to just be more comfortable so I can try and meet people and loose my virginity..? 
I'm so conflicted and I feel awfully pathetic and small, but I'm trying to stay positive, I just honestly want to meet nice new people who I can get to know without feeling pressured and uncomfortable. 

Thank you for taking the time to read it. ",2.4390424422116084,4.0515983618843725,4.190064239828697,86.34954812496571,76.0877944325482,7.616296052270358,24.179926426179104,8.384062270229773,1.4167059682644267,1773,57,380,33,39,598,201,467,0.142,0.628,0.23,0.9937,0,3,0,0,0,1,63.0,0,1,4,7,23,41,4,4,19,1,38,7,0,7,6,96,91,38,0,17,21,0,7,4,8,4,1,1,0,3,15,27,0,4,15,4,0,2,10,11,0,3,6,8,53,30,49,70,12,39,1,2,0,6,41,14,1,11,24,243,68,4,0.0,0.0,0.1895031380016988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112409048406416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787566148340425,0.04951871972745647,0.0,0.0,0.04526112952441698,0.0,0.05326775538247159,0.0,0.12102871645608705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891832662535286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586150908860256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260085431872279,0.05168210429753907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376799408150758,0.0,0.08550788073332638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283990338371091,0.22910809810876506,0.09248708455357972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505980184160741,0.0,0.0,0.4000855101721538,0.0,0.1352762343249388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429207567283712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753551741586276,0.0,0.0,0.21344541730805694,0.0,0.07301891842843386,0.0,0.0,0.19857422388659696,0.04572112592189626,0.12649637506216002,0.0,0.0,0.057284530052572384,0.0,0.07241696626277244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604083792936613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599381595242842,0.09984843407749973,0.2500688062774204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04386311908562148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009691472485996,0.0,0.1795041469377729,0.0,0.067629683272597,0.07105474320742983,0.0,0.07297400772155588,0.1239880129295114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474810120212045,0.0,0.12440420925409101,0.0,0.0639136427285438,0.277985690686733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051476358640704864,0.06480660711264014,0.0,0.0,0.117856585465777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645380417682204,0.0,0.0,0.07246058942607334,0.09163328130772697,0.06899419006478595,0.0,0.05411766682380788,0.0,0.06767046110859898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04866934348783086,0.0,0.0565773836952005,0.059595225090891664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323477256657215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131843452906971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089887832472974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443697726301067,0.06239797323973464,0.0,0.047124636225484094,0.0,0.0,0.04598274979507031,0.07077273223085763,0.0,0.0
lonely,Shannah-,2019/02/08,"Battle of being alone , trying to embrace it Hey guys. Im 18 , fresh into college. Most of my life , ive been known as extremely quiet and antisocial. Now , i do have friends, but most of them are far better known as just hi/bye friends.99% of the people i used to be somewhat close with have already left high school just like me and have carried on with their lives . Now , in college , ive made 2 good friends , but they too , i only see only during classes , and dont get to see them outside to hang out cause we’re not close enough to really hang out . Ive been struggling , literally feel so much of anxiety and depression because of my loneliness . I feel like the vibe that I tend to give is more of a ‘ i rather be alone dont talk to me / arragont , but to some that i do really talk to , they say im well spoken and nice , but not even ONE has had the desire to be close to me. I try my very best to wear a shield around me and not depend on anyone for happiness. Ive always been very very independent with my emotions and my craft , but i dont just want to live the rest of my life being alone at home all the time , and only being able to talk to my boyfriend/mom/ sister (now they’re not really here for me anyways )-about my life . How i wish i could find a true friend, that could be there for me when i need them , and for me to spend my life with . It doesnt even matter if i have a so called ‘best friend’ because quite frankly ive never made any and it doesnt seem like i am making any .. but it just really sucks to be this way . My social media , somehow has a big following , i may look like im social , but in real life i am really lonely and miserable  .. I really do believe that if i live my life more , and explore more , i could be so much more productive and to never have to feel this void in me that I pretend to never affect me. Infact , having to be lonely and without a social life has affected my personal growth as an adult and relationship in many ways. will this ever go away ?",4.6798567393058885,4.333521823244554,5.749821428571429,84.48912278046816,69.26634382566586,8.820379338175949,26.40930185633575,8.344100000000001,1.4564706214689256,1535,38,338,20,24,512,190,413,0.1,0.752,0.14800000000000002,0.9783,0,7,0,0,0,1,51.0,0,0,6,4,24,23,2,2,12,0,45,8,1,10,6,84,65,32,0,10,19,1,3,4,4,2,7,2,1,3,12,26,0,0,8,1,1,6,13,7,1,1,6,8,52,16,54,44,15,36,0,4,3,0,25,19,1,10,13,239,64,4,0.0717427167511151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291145424853892,0.07916987193052072,0.0,0.059695687526139685,0.0,0.0,0.09757501510668637,0.0,0.054882981946152015,0.0,0.0,0.050164175653630516,0.0,0.0,0.06386622824772019,0.0,0.0,0.06740464401349293,0.0,0.0,0.08746738847931529,0.0,0.0,0.08082947412904071,0.1505791101128241,0.06345060285632463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325733511949019,0.0,0.0,0.07369953254425317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184216470331656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179189681210277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25224578916129964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070090003932286,0.0,0.07412940444094,0.0,0.0947707755848704,0.06489539464943209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882581965042754,0.051253011181869236,0.0,0.0,0.06557154338161837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217129799856318,0.0,0.03748260843102171,0.0688221511748533,0.04077303924121503,0.06017438700069388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103656895746377,0.0,0.07637145603195926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758001191960303,0.0719637944449432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23248333560962725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794867166644269,0.0,0.3547180176785735,0.14019947015998516,0.0,0.1900503998362091,0.0,0.060245813206008476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576938651245174,0.04788882052269482,0.0727358543209759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402420277356439,0.0,0.0,0.10547830326971636,0.0531963154222887,0.16599721786996752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861472158665869,0.16369070681956305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973736654475114,0.06264297302148794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630721025037003,0.0,0.08165891814232226,0.27576132856810825,0.0,0.0,0.0770248288284665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570526879022881,0.0,0.07260745951297681,0.11433931337957715,0.0653118748622139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21939799486320435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500106456209034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299223447620746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0418337550772204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741719071679383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196267262511467,0.0,0.1775857644743608,0.042315713129504086,0.11389205841688704,0.0,0.0,0.06450531831316343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250058365274675,0.06915741880325743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Leuhhhhh,2019/02/08,"I’m kind of forgettable.... I was told I don’t make a presence. It’s kind of been a theme in my life. I didn’t make much friends because of who I was when I was younger. I was lucky enough that no one really cared about me either tho. I was just there another part of the furniture. A background character to everyone else’s life. At my job it’s the same I could be gone for days and everyone forgets I work there even the managers to a certain extent obviously. I try to go above and beyond but just  don’t make an impact in people’s lives. I’ve seen people all my life make such a great impact with people and make friends in new situations, just like that without a problem. I always wanted to be like that. I was always just  a loner kind of just wandering. I go to bars by myself eat at restaurant by myself. I celebrated my birthday by myself. I celebrate the few good news I get by myself. Go to parks by myself.Which is not bad but people do it because they want alone time, I don’t. I want a group of friends y’know. I don’t get it sometimes.  My work promoted people and a lot of people started when I did. I put in a lot of hard work and put in a lot of hours. I did a lot for this company and I I got skipped for promotion and actually got demoted. Because they saw I’m better as a background cleaning and getting dirty then a in your face person. Idk I just feel like I’m just here. Not really of any importance to anyone. Not really anything but a body. ",0.7062121504339416,2.9359244360655765,3.0357425265188063,89.2754267116683,84.96721311475409,6.211186113789778,22.085342333654765,7.510576382923642,0.9894397299903576,1143,40,243,20,34,391,143,305,0.046,0.738,0.21600000000000005,0.9948,1,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,2,6,17,17,0,0,20,0,19,7,2,5,3,46,45,16,0,5,15,0,2,3,3,0,3,0,1,1,9,9,2,0,1,1,0,6,10,2,0,1,16,4,38,15,38,26,12,23,0,0,2,0,10,9,0,5,11,167,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.08742237720405102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278340342291284,0.0,0.0,0.14908437281568546,0.0,0.0,0.0609211089297344,0.0939380488958993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264015856976766,0.0,0.07372110857316473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480002393793038,0.1638311906645849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923096059049621,0.0,0.09950912650981984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133823325214503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152661107740703,0.0,0.0,0.05777513851200765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166817642782976,0.07483706325380672,0.0,0.0,0.09256561257828344,0.0,0.059170277723745564,0.0,0.0,0.1712052789986526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04529704389347663,0.06399979080246307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20764025386118215,0.0,0.1404139411323777,0.0,0.152740253985788,0.0751399398963159,0.14329917379792867,0.09876816288355666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025087581760355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822352258736223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888996350486193,0.0,0.0,0.27986806380537543,0.04923376462561206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898303428015999,0.1313006283038057,0.0,0.07910550392367044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046490384554193,0.0,0.0,0.2989945785188685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585553890196237,0.0,0.0,0.08652208773380088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607053505681004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701220229707183,0.0,0.3726432044315339,0.07822247076163594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572107966059837,0.0,0.18011603757800854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217200446177325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069768508921947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860220026664711,0.0,0.063408970696231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223793708282054,0.0,0.0,0.0856026394993263,0.0,0.06082257103211891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585192787016186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635707900441411,0.0,0.19565760179147665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mintjams22,2019/02/08,"i accidentally got a crush on a classmate i'm new in this class and i've been here for 4 months. since this school year started i've been particularly interested in becoming friends with this specific group of classmates. i don't know, they seemed cool, i guess. things were going almost well until my awful social skills and me never making the first move fucked it all up. now i think that group doesn't really like me that much, or at least they just aren't interested in being friends with me and that's fine, i'm not very interesting-looking, i wouldn't blame them.

but lately it's been more than just that. i suspected i might have fallen for one of those people from the start, but now it's pretty sure. 

i'm in an art school, and we usually do lots of art projects, and this person stopped by my desk and sat next to me while i was working and complimented my project, they also asked a few questions about it (man i was so nervous). too bad the teacher got into the class just as all of this happened, haha.

yesterday i was sitting at a desk next to them and as i was taking notes i forgot how to write out of nervousness.

and today i fucked up by forgetting to say ""thank you"" after they passed me some paint for art class lol (i got detached from reality for a second, i guess it's true when people say love can make you dumb)

and of course i am never going to make the first move, i'm too much of a dumbass. i'd love to even be just friends, as long as i talk to them it's fine, but with my terrible social skills it will never happen. i don't even know why i'm writing this to be fair.",2.6655679765131026,4.261258332317073,3.89777777777778,88.75462962962965,75.4329268292683,6.932429990966577,22.51400180668473,7.662118739084242,0.7918106142728099,1255,34,272,17,27,410,171,328,0.11900000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.172,0.9555,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,2,7,5,17,24,3,2,12,4,22,4,0,4,7,54,54,24,0,1,9,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,0,2,19,16,0,2,6,3,0,6,9,7,1,4,13,3,37,17,45,35,9,42,0,0,0,4,28,11,3,9,25,183,56,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309102900259684,0.0,0.0,0.08233025584466386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624572992345834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596017975461775,0.0,0.1137018135551746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599695405136406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751409408562709,0.0,0.0,0.2386201582102801,0.1903539558905052,0.0,0.0,0.1170193893634698,0.0,0.2470190935081735,0.0,0.22682530894804898,0.0,0.18207929532402053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315887440693917,0.0,0.11613374591006208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029688947807075,0.0,0.0,0.0911088140017174,0.08645330841496883,0.0,0.0,0.08752566085216107,0.18583544793761567,0.0,0.20616272318146991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921524367528114,0.0,0.0,0.08217488361600693,0.21884224615205855,0.1513623569571959,0.0,0.2382075684407528,0.09943117425355354,0.21898011920684612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976258257926675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274717729971234,0.08989325528959988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473865986784243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532921142618945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659533498925436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374228716121147,0.0,0.2083847741929628,0.0,0.093723154525528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516252242149132,0.0,0.0,0.2098921236863936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573916510043616,0.0,0.0,0.08607204137543263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703054501839448,0.0,0.07740669530410782,0.08274849434723641,0.0,0.0947838844660769,0.0,0.0,0.06839638412960852,0.06596714696574547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758595870131186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338650274775325,0.08494574725998688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256573829395123,0.0,0.09289769139765272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749498985646898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629737328132593
lonely,Bebidda,2019/02/08,"Need someone to talk too 19M, I'm a little drunk, and need a friend. I feel lost in life and am bordering on suicide. I don't feel as though anyone I know takes that seriously, and I don't know what to do about about it. Also hi.",1.1991176470588236,2.169875529411769,3.4962254901960783,92.70551470588238,78.01960784313727,6.668627450980392,20.59313725490196,7.1686216300943375,0.21170196078431314,176,4,44,2,4,61,36,51,0.213,0.723,0.064,-0.7512,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,9,13,6,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,4,1,7,12,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229812878538602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943680011990844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28110707516795796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476436220765965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055378096186674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634339556675245,0.0,0.2786060091464201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30344476296739004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122328879150224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355290336744523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040617510308878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900413031667955,0.22342740544745904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731110185503154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Riverhailed,2019/02/08,"I didn’t expect to post here more than once But the more i try the harder it gets. My boyfriend doesn’t know how to comfort me very well. 
And thats ok even if it hurts a lot. 
Because there are other people who can do that stuff right? 
Except....i have no friends and the ones i have are so fake.
I got excited this week because someone asked to hang out with me. They needed help on something that had to do with an old hobby of mine I’ve been too depressed to continue. I was so excited i even started working on my own stuff. It was really nice and i felt like my old self for a bit. I realized later that they were there for selfish reasons. They were very nice throughout the whole thing and it came out great and really helped my mood at the time but.... they wont text me back. They read the messages and say nothing. Whenever i had asked for help on the same thing they had stood me up. Then i heard them say that if it hadn’t been “crunch time” they probably would have done it again. They also act superior to me a lot when i have 10 years experience in this hobby and they have 3 and don’t make any of their own things. Its even weirder because they act like they’re a pro but they cant actually do any of the technical parts of it. They’re just charismatic so people latch on to them easier. In high school they would never participate in it with me either.

It makes me feel horrible. Ive been inviting them to participate with me since middle school and we are in our 20s now. It feels like no matter how often i go out of my way for people it never matters.

Or am i selfish for wanting that returned affection? That feeling of someone comforting them and wanting to be around? The only person i have in my life is my boyfriend and he has asd so it is harder to feel that affection reflected back even when he tries. 

And thats more ok when you have other people to go to but i don’t so instead i end up getting upset with him because he cant help and i feel even more guilty.",2.1624444444444464,3.944722287804879,3.443373983739836,90.66015582655828,77.34146341463416,6.6043360433604335,22.852303523035232,7.492282038375204,0.803392953929539,1558,47,339,21,36,507,193,410,0.075,0.787,0.138,0.9696,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,2,1,17,1,29,22,0,1,14,2,41,1,0,7,2,63,64,32,0,8,9,0,6,3,1,3,1,3,0,2,32,24,0,0,10,1,0,6,12,6,1,1,18,9,55,15,45,42,13,48,0,2,0,0,38,19,0,6,24,252,87,4,0.0,0.0,0.08747285057834167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168273295386436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191256355427955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979599697431933,0.1675971217451325,0.0,0.0,0.13785074861205998,0.0,0.21856770496529845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786046527018716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252092914975587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720427753978124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172984452442748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793918388373639,0.0,0.0,0.29602219863728074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768225502768573,0.0,0.0,0.22661598087675086,0.06403674112913009,0.08606564472180618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692533783718954,0.0,0.09366333948359233,0.0,0.10188562578977532,0.0,0.07169095384107896,0.09882518675562076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24032735575233255,0.09470648647918853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595833796855203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049262189776118855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331331383024999,0.1313764348188986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241246390181384,0.0,0.0,0.1196668813041762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646475204418249,0.1382672695551496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600918674189686,0.0,0.18811805398045445,0.09546055472488857,0.06074039884725571,0.06817303137340201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706821236398948,0.0,0.2485722335079181,0.07826763256312158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584753563599108,0.0,0.09664392278990404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896613276393395,0.0,0.11484760539746106,0.0921618375841464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654956850243701,0.0,0.1425659925796629,0.0,0.18143500183345587,0.0,0.0,0.0935110137284433,0.0,0.0,0.0741487110635879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189839802985705,0.06900699619969798,0.0,0.0,0.06344557991247166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522600065431748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865266012860667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453619338904538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171537397719208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791994155569615,0.10574053328313177,0.07114973436025117,0.0719014511905358,0.0,0.08059449142635777,0.0,0.0,0.100076588172677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525685495097487,0.0,0.0,0.12735120624660262,0.0,0.0,0.057723334583515314
lonely,tummytime_,2019/02/08,"Can we really brush off our feelings? We're told to brush off our feelings of loneliness, sadness, emptiness... That they are just feelings.

But we literally live and exist in them and wouldn't be conscious without them. So how can people just minimize their importance. 

A lot of the times I can be really happy and then just suddenly feel empty. It's not just a feeling, it's a state of how im existing in that moment. 

It's like trying to bend reality.. getting back to happy. Am I making any sense?? ",2.5513402061855643,5.032067072164949,4.494030927835052,80.11939690721653,79.30927835051547,7.591340206185567,26.194845360824733,8.548686976883017,2.288077113402062,394,16,71,9,10,134,64,97,0.08800000000000001,0.777,0.135,0.7688,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,4,0,4,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,3,0,23,16,8,0,1,7,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,10,3,11,12,1,11,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,6,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067285223330482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037100090695498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5601535265091144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575937785448835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47172342620553503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393298956344191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824622485328994,0.0,0.19564732344710906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836795800596368,0.0,0.0,0.14789739300278731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360634833983175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28388241167114897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919723743260508,0.0,0.0,0.2117163341025067,0.0,0.15042914383160905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135822481356897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawayagain872,2019/02/08,"Can’t get a job in my degree field. Have also not been able to get a girlfriend. Life is feeling low right now. [M23]I’m stuck in a job that I absolutely loathe first of all. I graduated from college two months ago, and haven’t been able to secure a job that was worth the college. I have a STEM degree, and the few jobs that offered me for it include terrible hours and pay. The decent 9-5 jobs with terrible pay have all rejected me.  On top of that, I’ve had a ton of rough experiences with women. I haven’t been able to get a girlfriend since my first semester of college ~4 years ago. Every time it seems like I have a girl who is interested in me, she always finds someone better. It’s happened far too many times for me to keep count. I see girls sometimes years later still in those relationships, and I try to be happy for them, but it really brings me down. I just want someone to be there for me on a more intimate level while going through this stress, but I’ve never experienced it. I don’t think I’m looking for advice, just needing to vent. ",4.464325955734406,5.083772793427234,5.412116029510397,83.35869718309861,69.89201877934272,8.33923541247485,27.89034205231389,8.418075326091056,1.7624905432595566,827,27,172,12,14,272,125,213,0.091,0.8340000000000001,0.075,-0.6336,5,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,4,7,10,0,1,12,0,17,1,0,0,3,21,33,8,0,2,5,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,12,6,0,2,4,0,3,2,6,5,0,3,6,5,19,5,27,25,5,29,0,2,2,0,10,12,0,1,16,111,31,11,0.3544840644406083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546590837565858,0.2094858231880322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449359275386317,0.09831971291363924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045041160519254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995560376878488,0.0,0.0,0.11558447839396788,0.0,0.0,0.059745931345187464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799733762613828,0.20101597608327545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520329288001025,0.0,0.06715382097002283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448969582774302,0.12578495940047388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636513269896255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5862845602814203,0.10502724134457493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346085935121494,0.0577276694013204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922577834570978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197970676229364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943152660870826,0.0,0.0,0.08761514737714665,0.0911333212486605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756971895879635,0.0,0.0,0.1268610744171582,0.0,0.10090915138808587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415930138420857,0.10756965959211988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774429374750594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002354649708391,0.0,0.11686460128860635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436381058933437,0.0,0.13535343271336073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571302501812166,0.0,0.0,0.1378016724404342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022380360335378,0.0,0.1154264741364493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969462852416199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218407685544674
lonely,easylifelonely,2019/02/08,"Life: Too Easy | If your sad/depressed/lonely, I'll gladly be your friend | I'm genuinely sad/depressed because my life seems too fucking easy; I hate it so much and unfair to others. I grew up from a middle-class family, but I decided to invest in cryptocurrency three years ago. After Bitcoin came shooting up in price, I decided not to pursue school anymore due to wealth. So, I decided to learn cryptocurrency trading and I day traded over two years every single day. It was wake up, trade, eat, sleep and repeat. 

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Now, since I grew up as a middle-class family; everyone in the family tree is like WOW! Who's this wealthy boy. They all want to use me as their ""sugar daddy"" suddenly when I grew up they weren't supportive at all. You don't know how much pressure they put on me when I'm near the '20s and tell me I should buy a house for them to flex to their friends; Meanwhile, I barely have any except 1-2 because I fucked up in Life and I want to cry because I can't since it's my fault. 

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I fucked up & I hate life because I am an introvert and has low blood pressure, have migraines now, and then, that feels stupid because I'm not going to school like my old friends/normal friends since I don't have the grades to apply for a good university. You guys might think this; My life is way better than yours. Not when you don't have friends, low blood pressure like when you wake up feel light-headed, sometimes faint/blackout out of nowhere or feel utterly weak. I have a luxury car and such, but I don't want to be a dickhead to society and spend money on a Ferrari because I have no friends to show to. And feeling stupid while being dumb rich is worse because one of my family members is the smartest person in computer science in one of the universities when he talks to me. It's like what the fuck are you talking about Or makes my mind GO BOOM.

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Last Year, When I found the love of my life despite there were so many red flags about her, and I got rejected due to her having a boyfriend, and she confessed a day later while having a boyfriend?! ( Oh fuck no. ) After that everything went down... I lost almost all my friends and still lonely with no girlfriend to the present day ( today ), and I tried to day trade; the day after I got rejected, I lost everything 90% of the amount I invested ( It was about 5% of my money ) because I forgot to triple check my selling price, I enter 1, less zero. 

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For example, I sped down a street at 100 km/h in a 50 zone, and I pulled up beside a police car. At that moment, I thought I was fucking toasted but nope! I didn't get caught for some reason, and I don't know why. I just smiled and waved at him, and he nodded. 

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Another Example, By the age of 18... I have a shit ton of connections with mentors, lawyers, fashion plugs, people from wealthy families, e-sport players... etc.

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TDLR: Got Rich from a decision; Always Lucky at every situation, Hate Life due to Life Pressure and Life being too easy and feeling stupid at times like this week because I envy other people. ",5.018492901038353,5.626664315702481,5.439173553719011,83.69642932824752,68.65289256198346,8.32083068446705,29.892985802076712,8.303829127061777,2.018346895528713,2401,87,479,32,39,768,290,605,0.18600000000000005,0.655,0.159,-0.9758,0,6,0,1,0,0,125.0,0,8,6,3,22,48,14,4,27,0,34,26,6,4,3,69,76,41,0,5,11,0,5,5,7,2,11,1,0,3,15,24,2,1,18,1,17,13,15,27,0,5,17,8,70,21,78,53,12,86,1,7,1,7,36,32,8,8,45,295,85,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451784926062646,0.0,0.05103532275308238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04240799072051645,0.33133136894745563,0.3096477730657448,0.03465878781768505,0.05344254170496912,0.0,0.0,0.05054481053769591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796168967497802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0450754935348375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829179580316651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598401645985823,0.1972140332312005,0.0,0.04389714391786352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521511826075048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056840824850858375,0.0,0.0,0.08588250305706477,0.04870042208954042,0.0916103322144746,0.0,0.24023215455198446,0.0,0.12885030005635004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558818465418012,0.2362583225228349,0.2827047805280872,0.026627754472674073,0.0,0.05793057225554379,0.042748060224966335,0.12228706304838526,0.0,0.0,0.05046458600290552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095581782546175,0.05230606133853171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880819286002919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601942025031277,0.04154428427057589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32399063418761137,0.1244976412023588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127133313315599,0.0,0.045999017354948254,0.0,0.034020357927088754,0.051671763286788484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540671216928498,0.05146136897137553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749320946227355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05348049066888416,0.0,0.06907208032488947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066714083723796,0.04450175094201839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123514360333232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052401778464689734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316110248058688,0.0,0.04639774660244051,0.0,0.0,0.05231610829249147,0.1264793899226074,0.05728818405562371,0.05100304266307566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05040691007059034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04070170147201398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578358800197912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819294589878707,0.04454673621748908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03265710575468243,0.0,0.040461497969395036,0.029718821754792242,0.0,0.04831003188807985,0.0,0.0,0.03460272836398412,0.0,0.04978660635817846,0.0,0.0,0.04401846355406548,0.0,0.0,0.09018361848712712,0.040454625423058575,0.040882039847958566,0.0,0.0,0.04724621087783137,0.045989100209447166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051938948098353546,0.0,0.0,0.3096477730657448,0.09846175392260813
lonely,kaciplier101,2019/02/08,"Feeling lonely recently Hello there. I am new to this forum and I have just been feeling incredibly lonely recently. I always feel sad and empty inside whenever I see a group of friends just hanging out (whether that group be real or in a movie/game/book). Am I seriously that lonely? I know I have friends that enjoy my company, but it just doesn't feel like that most days. ",3.9987499999999976,5.987974708333336,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,72.75,8.133333333333335,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.4984833333333336,297,12,53,6,6,99,50,72,0.183,0.691,0.125,-0.4615,0,6,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,16,13,5,0,0,6,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,5,8,4,4,11,1,7,0,4,1,0,5,2,0,2,5,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202972461610214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433709954970266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5153763368361223,0.18204266165590607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937448753696333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004179456539534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244916353309793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24610566605915776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900396769629945,0.0,0.0,0.5032058127721974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305765904823714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RealGent1,2019/02/08,"I have a great life on paper. But i still want to put and end to my own life story, how bad is that? 
Why beat depression? Just sit back and let it win ",-2.3761764705882342,-0.6100168529411754,0.2502352941176476,105.38005882352944,99.88235294117644,3.896470588235295,9.741176470588236,5.6839178017228535,-1.7689223529411766,113,1,31,1,5,38,30,34,0.168,0.608,0.22399999999999998,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,6,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,3,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24460764519296954,0.26560931281195843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739884508132183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28175183582352153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507183887129505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325289946469323,0.4493822706458929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197893158911696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540437745254101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763004995079774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870456069820214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ogodnopls,2019/02/08,"I messed up big time because I am so lonely Hi r/lonely. 

I don't know if this is the right place for this, but I made a throwaway account and I have something to get off my chest about my last few days and a little bit of advice. I am a sophomore at my university and have not had a serious girlfriend in all my life, even though I have had a few middle school ""romances."" The past few weeks I was on Tinder and matched with some pretty attractive girls and chatted with them on Snapchat for about a week each. This was a pretty big boost to my confidence until I asked a couple of them out, to which they agreed, and got stood up twice. Then, today, I was feeling especially lonely (and foolish) and matched with a girl that simply said she was looking for friends with benefits. I was a bit skeptical, but hopeful she was for real. She asked if I was down to be fwb, and I agreed. Then, she asked if I had kik, which should have been another red flag, but I went along anyway. So we get chatting on kik about where we each were from, what schools we went to, and sent a few pictures of ourselves back and forth, but then she asked for a dick-pic. This was where I am the most disappointing in myself, because I knew something was up and I was just too naive to stop myself, but I sent her one. The next thing I know, she sends me a blackmail threat, saying she would post my face with my dick on my school's facebook page unless I gave her $300 worth of itunes gift card codes. I frantically blocked and reported her and hoped and prayed everything would be alright. I know now just how big of an idiot I am, but sometimes I just want things like these to be true so badly that I throw all logic and reason out the window. Any advice on what I should do now would be appreciated.",6.75247291860105,5.4489512869080805,6.552121634168987,83.61033039306719,65.37883008356546,9.426245744351592,31.08650572578149,7.984000788550335,1.8729423088826984,1388,40,300,13,18,437,183,359,0.11599999999999999,0.706,0.17800000000000002,0.9735,0,6,2,0,0,0,41.0,3,0,3,0,19,19,3,1,19,1,35,4,3,3,3,68,59,35,0,11,14,0,1,1,2,5,1,2,1,2,13,29,0,2,7,2,2,6,2,10,0,2,25,5,54,9,44,25,13,47,1,3,2,1,33,24,1,7,17,222,67,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212667579475858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399864898791621,0.11410312170901032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069132900443472,0.0,0.0,0.0836728296236965,0.09085686083053332,0.1326665144943857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375978983035188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040289534870854,0.0,0.0701773534672415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187197818160357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779685390131004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055020667058599836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407101430670133,0.0,0.11370379523512335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703013986795424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161577913230735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940737443337124,0.08869960846189479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685999785084477,0.053162028052556515,0.10906227429965228,0.0,0.0,0.09137808033231846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296438247900597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572710918139525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373657517558331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387723746819784,0.0,0.0,0.11368961735248385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042157013321591,0.22141009640403686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385649366776498,0.0,0.11188102801946524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292831656790204,0.10350898710765892,0.08653489464044667,0.0,0.3303829717800533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754383110706605,0.10762186099814416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097509459579146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445851037518732,0.0,0.10691122173082043,0.0,0.06345151685441161,0.0,0.10314489678882932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418252867539563,0.0,0.17457135157366568,0.0,0.0,0.20174714667740093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318994105566717,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Spysaboo,2019/02/08,"Told a girl I liked her & last all my friends including her We were all a tight group of friends till I said I liked her, then they got rid of me and replaced me. Now I got noone :(",1.6039166666666669,2.412632225000003,2.2950000000000017,102.35666666666668,76.75,6.333333333333334,23.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.028583333333334068,139,4,38,1,3,43,28,40,0.065,0.6709999999999999,0.264,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,12,4,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,0,7,23,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504777980241443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998216553157856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174143422663318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636698598969588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31606057189029296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076924532364449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090878491404536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chonk12,2019/02/08,"tired of this situation so, here it goes. i’m a senior in high school. i only have one friend. it used to be just she and i but now she made new friends and of course i’m happy for her, but i guess it just makes me sad because the only people i hang out with are her and my boyfriend. i have a hard time coming out of my shell. i don’t really click with the kids at school. i’m just worried i’ll never make friends bc i’m not going away to college. i’m going to a community college while i live at home for a while. don’t get me wrong, i’m pretty introverted and i like my alone time. i just guess it would be nice to have a few friends. it makes me feel inferior and my self confidence is deteriorating. i don’t really know what to do at this point. i try to get out of my comfort zone and make it effort but it always seems to go no where. ",0.5852845786963456,2.17108378918919,3.0054689984101763,92.897519872814,81.37837837837839,6.082670906200319,18.990461049284576,7.048011613610866,0.0047996820349767155,651,15,160,8,17,225,97,185,0.11599999999999999,0.6940000000000001,0.19,0.9587,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,0,7,0,12,1,0,6,1,33,35,12,0,1,8,0,2,1,4,1,1,0,1,2,10,12,0,0,3,0,0,5,6,3,0,1,1,3,23,8,23,31,1,24,0,2,1,0,10,11,0,3,9,99,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590977476089586,0.0,0.0,0.10918991318627104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329043408641575,0.0,0.0,0.07999368924685102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130389260994584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663514249939286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055371843451835,0.0,0.1371195451526082,0.0,0.2237349865418287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28911879601541324,0.0,0.0,0.1396917097300747,0.11755204114491095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386466724401049,0.13162961670484566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211796090727869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411002456763193,0.0,0.11587429242715408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416849642745495,0.35037547080272996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120899604597376,0.12673815598404115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892161979535984,0.1996054188358916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090975059676749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405026899050516,0.0,0.0,0.13350324695995067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813249987445467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656139004153724,0.0,0.11946253141175432,0.1368965460755283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475026695996337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303698724090414,0.15082411112365068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909332514647213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333647580091985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326560259655573,0.0,0.09321864654542426,0.1434742015274075,0.0,0.0
lonely,Br0shaan,2019/02/08,well alright then I havent felt lonelineness like this for years. My anxiety is getting worse too. What even is life ,1.4445454545454552,3.942690272727273,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727274,100.8181818181818,5.836363636363638,23.681818181818183,7.1686216300943375,1.4864181818181827,94,4,18,2,4,28,21,22,0.266,0.5770000000000001,0.158,-0.4234,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,3,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349726716462992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892118719314746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204280343428276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287712700948049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092835958810668,0.21392328467576335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39370161832597467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462313611927801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819767187372486
lonely,trusted_traveler,2019/02/08,Further loneliness Today the person i was talking to as a form of therapy for the last few days has just told me to not text them for a month and i feel like all of that progress i made has been erased ,3.1527131782945763,3.8767417906976753,3.995348837209304,91.94713178294576,72.95348837209303,7.593798449612403,25.96124031007752,7.793537801064563,1.1159519379844958,159,5,37,2,3,51,35,43,0.065,0.812,0.12300000000000001,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,7,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,5,1,7,3,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259698403754859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771655774734828,0.2503156700990231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285611174762506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118079265672118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315434954953428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27967458544319984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059433466889798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816268163001612,0.0,0.0,0.40069667402325854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33212474838906025,0.3348086267134221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Aromravna,2019/07/02,"M/27 Dinner for one. Hey I am a peruvian guy who works ten hours per day. Today everybody is going to watch the soccer match with friends and family but me instead I am at a restaurant sitting and waiting for my order.

I was thinking that I could bring some friends here but they are more interested on that soccer match so it is the moment to spend some time alone. 

This happens often and the feeling of loneliness increases, even though when I have my family or friends around and unfortunately there is a happy couple right in front of me. I have never felt that sad and nostalgic.

Is is this situation going to change?

Sorry for my broken english but I had to say this anyhow.

Feel free to text me, anyway.",2.959789915966386,5.537534558823534,4.163277310924372,82.51617647058826,78.41176470588233,6.8268907563025225,23.68487394957983,7.957251820313856,1.5315079831932767,564,19,102,10,14,184,92,136,0.095,0.721,0.184,0.9434,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,10,7,0,0,6,0,13,1,0,0,1,22,22,12,0,1,4,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,8,7,1,1,4,2,2,5,1,1,0,2,3,5,14,7,15,18,4,19,0,1,1,0,8,5,0,5,7,80,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897133293627652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306395966366127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377411833249664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624977124065627,0.20267887575817134,0.0,0.11813226802586915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209848957051636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453608505033378,0.0,0.1852368568148603,0.0,0.17587605082320382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42456002276811017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820434863966467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813713527937711,0.16198042602135293,0.19499244542118446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038978503375705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127531029408394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412364433232387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564298489129635,0.0,0.14566755316624258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589558469118893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504862895125872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117370693355435,0.17996781691651975,0.0,0.10681040571289507,0.0,0.17362781568339394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335306991562193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FloMang,2019/07/02,"I don't know if it's ok to post this, but does someone want to be my friend? Hi! My name's Flo, I'm 22 years old and I'm looking for an online friend, someone to chat and hang around on the internet (lol so cheesy 😂). 
Due to severe anxiety I lost the friends that I had (they just didn't understand), and to poor social skills I can't really connect with anyone anymore.
I'm from Argentina, we speak Spanish here, but I spend most of the time thinking and writing in English, so everytime someone speaks to me in Spanish I find myself translating from English to my native language, which is Spanish and I sound like I've just recover from a stroke and I'm learning how to speak again lol, if you speak other languages, does it happen to you, too? Crazy, huh.
Anyway, my interest are music, I'm learning how to play the guitar atm. I like every genre of music, and in any language, if it sounds good then that's good enough. 
At the moment I'm listening to Arctic Monkeys, the Beatles, Bob  Marley, the Smiths, jazz, a bit of Coldplay, a bit of Elvis, and a bit of everything tbh. If you like, I can share you my spotify and see what I'm talking about :D
My favourite TV series are Dark, black mirror, misfits, and all time favourite: skins (UK, obvs). I like films that leave me thinking. 
I like memes, so send plenty, I'll laugh I promise. 
If you feel lonely like me, I'll be your friend. (are pen pals still a thing 🤔 we could try that, too!) I don't care where you are, if you speak English or Spanish and if you are a kind person, please feel free to talk to me, I'll be really grateful :)",2.724667940754898,4.233940559006214,3.861739130434785,89.4341806020067,75.08695652173913,6.692976588628763,25.42809364548495,7.321109707123232,1.0985337792642138,1228,42,259,14,26,399,175,322,0.064,0.677,0.259,0.9975,0,2,0,0,0,0,61.0,2,9,1,2,16,23,0,0,14,4,16,2,1,2,1,44,36,27,0,9,12,0,4,6,5,0,1,8,0,1,12,15,0,0,9,6,4,2,4,2,0,0,3,15,36,22,30,29,6,19,0,2,3,0,33,7,0,9,15,147,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938651163664733,0.0,0.08930500251848872,0.0,0.11577370250310562,0.0816266112778058,0.0,0.0,0.10392244503232426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823462031366688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190231734833562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320657884241301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043181415461293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062257580660428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835762814597272,0.0,0.10491747060857352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805347490646488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669731561929446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607689949395456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583024070805824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323189719075508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215656865867683,0.06415669210609931,0.0,0.0,0.12360972729067712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421966224797878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803134431306557,0.0,0.12743439021968886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249792511937185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193197718262527,0.0,0.1281443473501537,0.0,0.0,0.1118036761438418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957196365192127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930258552582285,0.0,0.0,0.13188182243656985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900069195118736,0.2967376845639803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932279026761185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766074519219125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755619310940587,0.14960325327306734,0.0,0.0,0.13614287963414665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925810655517178,0.0,0.0,0.1215293983953064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885567681635353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517607765798583
lonely,clo_waterworth,2019/07/02,"Feel like everyone hates me. I feel like I'm always inviting and trying to make sure people are involved when it comes to events and when i play a game but when its the other way around... i get nothing in return. No messages. No game invites or anything. I feel like I'm always messaging people and they don't care enough to message me or invite me to play a game with them. 

I see them online on discord, playing a game together and I'm just there. Like a second option almost. Just hoping that when i go to university, i find people who would want me around. Instead of using me as an option.",1.2642016806722691,3.743638403361349,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,85.13445378151259,4.7445378151260496,20.264705882352946,6.1826913282559595,0.27687226890756245,466,14,89,4,14,154,73,119,0.07,0.682,0.248,0.9490000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,0,10,11,1,0,6,0,3,0,0,2,1,26,19,12,0,3,5,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,7,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,4,15,10,12,18,1,13,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,6,10,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683203192606229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797327871056812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138325773387311,0.2992758567666948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138146724821007,0.0,0.0,0.14479677163627622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736844466500892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061955038274828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549777974040773,0.36025586419081634,0.0,0.0,0.15363346453568633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782137335975368,0.0,0.0955308195480628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659565054159509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695374202020818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32848594399234776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220302329335988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128925026321725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496024439144227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394792879055792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842515564683127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412374746199964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517791676618527,0.0,0.0,0.09914528890296632,0.1334239718581356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940806182291942,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TootMcBumberschnazle,2019/07/02,"Just keep getting reminded how pathetic I am I'm 19 and haven't even had my first car or job yet. I feel pathetic. All my friends have jobs and cars because they have parents that actually cared to help them out, while my mother wouldn't so much as do her job as a parent and take me to get my permit at the very least. She had to be tricked to do it (in my state you can't obtain an I.D. on your own unless you're 21), and now I've only been able to look for jobs since February. And no one wants to hire a 19 year old with no experience. I'm so behind compared to everyone else, it's pathetic. I keep having to isolate myself from my own friends because everything they want to do requires money I don't have and a car that I don't have. Now it's rare for them to even want to invite me out anymore, since I'm either a burden to them or I have to turn them down because I can't even afford to hang out with them. It's no wonder why no one wants to be around me anymore.",4.266022012578617,3.5754202877358487,5.604716981132079,86.34578616352205,70.17924528301887,8.764779874213838,28.044025157232703,8.07648339933343,1.5007062893081766,759,22,178,9,12,257,113,212,0.124,0.802,0.075,-0.8834,7,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,7,3,11,5,1,0,6,0,21,0,0,2,1,30,38,15,0,5,5,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,3,2,0,1,4,10,2,0,3,3,2,28,3,32,32,6,20,0,0,1,0,17,8,0,3,7,125,34,6,0.1240157689460302,0.0,0.12102150100158435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24598063752653204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040032723183134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22679658503024624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264423416582087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359926159851117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24573373730483986,0.0,0.0,0.11850238180695373,0.111457376545748,0.12131121878954335,0.0,0.0,0.06270609903603913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548774971200836,0.0,0.0,0.19162855090657385,0.0,0.1295862414243983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312515578430926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4922660589274581,0.220461827239233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414201174512833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116585961259356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013368781106474,0.0,0.16807258918231424,0.09431958064803272,0.0,0.0,0.27540967027559193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517425123150285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324442429453872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489354458875144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232599736248564,0.29259085464858753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190494205487887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344898112634494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986208918454255
lonely,spicy_cayenne_celery,2019/07/02,Independent on Independence Day Here's to all the people that are going to be independent on Independence Day because wwe got nobody to celebrate with. \*toast\*,6.445555555555552,10.093203185185184,8.023703703703706,53.56666666666669,72.7037037037037,11.007407407407408,34.925925925925924,10.504223727775694,5.516837037037037,134,7,17,5,3,46,21,27,0.0,0.871,0.129,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268425431446676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6915669644540522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30471617065570744,0.0,0.4288218824936725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717108205339716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lotrico,2019/07/02,"This probably won’t get much attention since it happened to coincide with a similar redditor, but I’m also alone on my birthday I thought I’d be okay with it, but the loneliness has really gotten to me.  I’d appreciate a little attention if anyone feels so inclined, thanks",7.25416666666667,7.48160428846154,8.870000000000006,62.34166666666668,63.80769230769231,13.856410256410255,40.4102564102564,13.023866798666859,6.101402564102565,221,12,36,9,3,78,42,52,0.11,0.71,0.18,0.6082,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,10,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,5,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492997275997876,0.0,0.2697067618403199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23582008762381784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052882853357054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620447040941414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29823797239658256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380231986958381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247924962339892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636234054299648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160574414538572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789850209598585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105037667103216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677468289331445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chillinatwork,2019/07/02,"Keep Moving Forward Last year I was in a fucked up place, If not for[Reborn](https://open.spotify.com/track/4RVbK6cV0VqWdpCDcx3hiT?si=9dZcJc39TgiEIa9f9GFx8A), I would be a new being right now. I hope this track, finds who ever needs it ❤️

#ThankYouCudi #ThankYouYe #KidCudiSavedMyLife",13.067368421052635,18.22064652631579,6.43605263157895,65.83986842105264,57.42105263157895,8.010526315789475,25.28947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.3026105263157897,240,6,29,4,4,59,35,38,0.121,0.799,0.08,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,8,8,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,4,0,11,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,2,6,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818267727016613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28476314154705906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880351793713051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30945258062359515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27693170823188695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539656106849375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33114239906149295,0.0,0.23102018218814294,0.0,0.300909702425053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255172553762098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26607329024715154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22132557456478946,0.0,0.0,0.2006365007293824
lonely,payachu,2019/07/02,"A friend. Hello all here, I would be more than happy to talk to and get to know any or all of you. I’d love to make more friends, if you have any problems I’m more than willing to listen. Just remember, you’re never always alone. :) Smile more guys!",0.11294871794871494,2.2693500384615426,1.6323076923076951,98.7960256410257,87.07692307692307,4.235897435897436,16.358974358974358,5.46131890053228,-0.8230487179487183,190,4,44,1,6,61,38,52,0.08,0.62,0.299,0.934,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,3,12,10,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,8,7,6,1,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,2,1,28,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27784057809753554,0.0,0.0,0.2232171207366461,0.0,0.0,0.36485740981560894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41452016949016224,0.0,0.14015685685851506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656235156476247,0.0,0.2855719940314708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474308671686427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421187148043576,0.0,0.17906828910998232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069017185817253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566923980950239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038907933096209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215620424689634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056703383708706,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lool2612,2019/07/02,"Surrounded by people, but feeling empty and lost. Hey y'all. First of all i really had to swallow my pride pill to post this.. i don't really allow myself to get these sad emotions.  
I work really hard currently. I want this and i know and knew from the beginning that this wouldn't allow me to have many friends or a lot of time to go out. But i NEVER EVER thought that it will be like that. 

Obviously when i work i'm surrounded with a some people, still i feel like no one exists beside myself. I get up, make breakfast, work my ass of, shower, make dinner and sleep. It's only been about one month, since i have this daily routine. But it's killing me already.

I just want a Hug before i go or when i come back.. or just something to look forward to, when i'm working.",1.6333122362869188,3.6071823734177215,3.454708860759492,89.05505907172999,79.69620253164557,6.2386497890295365,21.29282700421941,7.3011,0.6744011814345998,597,17,125,8,15,200,96,158,0.17300000000000001,0.69,0.13699999999999998,-0.8072,2,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,7,9,8,1,0,4,0,8,7,2,4,4,33,27,13,1,3,8,0,3,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,11,7,3,0,5,0,0,4,4,3,0,3,5,4,20,5,16,19,3,21,0,2,1,2,3,5,1,5,15,85,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780396427233116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692612872902812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293933816760548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309877658586741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710490445005123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754859291358848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377401787853218,0.10863297170367428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293436791599621,0.0,0.0,0.11748256017412607,0.0,0.15889201618294382,0.0,0.17284043672854787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362174940352038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823383855208415,0.0,0.08356918190478893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857941732160618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769360414843972,0.0,0.16599340439159874,0.12927749434458094,0.0,0.0,0.20300484848798733,0.15416678595243807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137426839745633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727942518842635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060820058265653,0.11564984191195185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21084099481681107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563315910735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922440253998592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257870823656027,0.0,0.15217160516703074,0.0,0.0,0.11706459344020625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143674029294015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207200741755532,0.08866845140934372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793799646505204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.442811170734936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RestrictedWings,2019/07/02,"something i try to keep in mind.. whenever i read r/lonely i try to remember that the folks have at one point or are currently screaming, crying and shaking for anyone, anyone at all to notice them, speak to them and give their existence validation

by the theory of solipsism, to lack acknowledgement is akin to death via nonexistence.",5.686499999999999,8.094921316666671,6.200000000000002,71.985,69.16666666666666,10.133333333333336,30.33333333333333,10.355215969177356,3.745733333333332,269,11,43,8,5,87,47,60,0.21100000000000002,0.789,0.0,-0.9118,1,2,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,5,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,6,0,12,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38401856212974256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301639253041406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26342487634330536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440803720719228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27727144064670795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126381148785183,0.0,0.0,0.186078563424926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595892416192061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746779961694917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110724437636643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21140333225996386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728757526495366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,e__van,2019/07/02,Surrounded by friend but still fell lonely I have a small group of friends that I talk to and hang out with all the time. Granted these are my only friends I know most of them from my brother. I still feel extremely lonely. I talk a lot around people that I know well but in most public situations I don’t say a word. I haven’t made any new friends since I 6th grade and now I’m about to start the 10th grade. In school I’m known as “the quiet kid” and most of the time people don’t even notice that I’m in the class. I really hope that I can keep my few friends that I have now but it’s feels like they are slowly slipping away. Most of them have girlfriends and have lost their virginity’s while I have never been in a relationship. I hope I get out of my shell and make some new friends eventually. I’m sorry for venting it’s 3 am and I’m crying  because I felt a deep feeling of loneliness. Thanks for reading :),1.2851315789473643,3.3207293333333365,2.6093859649122813,94.35315789473688,81.1875,5.708771929824562,20.521929824561404,6.8360192770164,0.1787666666666663,720,20,164,8,19,232,105,192,0.09,0.672,0.237,0.9857,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,1,8,14,0,0,10,0,13,1,0,2,2,34,33,11,0,2,3,1,4,1,7,0,0,2,0,1,8,10,0,1,7,1,0,2,4,3,1,0,4,6,24,11,23,29,8,24,0,3,0,1,19,11,0,8,12,103,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548542702118038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119063479112781,0.0,0.0,0.11810635684563145,0.0,0.0,0.07663013986117599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808381235392633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302863403242186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906845036831414,0.0898054802699833,0.12069893662142635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5827279273127584,0.0,0.06567699290828018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24971187106707315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173462325153494,0.0,0.0,0.13817113531978115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141434649877029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722461209751552,0.106872041569332,0.0,0.11894749869862226,0.0839107484113052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695339213921156,0.2428182200431999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311884926874754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956062366072528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429953818969635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574154225084935,0.0,0.08053145880564448,0.0,0.0,0.1349628360587069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999676686229694,0.0,0.12722272550208516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398656288642084,0.1413005239255385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407192813021312,0.0889764325070445,0.0,0.2007803821141324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207789216501829,0.0,0.11573459876951298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660213632621194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302616095132065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,itsallsodark,2019/07/02,"Why doesn’t anybody like me? I think I’m a nice person. More often times than not I go out of my way to help people. I almost always put others before myself. I also think I’m pretty funny because I do make people laugh with my jokes here and there. However I still have very few friends and whenever I do try to make friends with others such as classmates or coworkers , I really struggle. I always try to keep a smile on my face through everything and say what’s up to people I know when I see them, ask them how it’s going etc. But very rarely do my peers engage in conversation with me first.. usually ignoring me if I don’t say something first.  
Why?  I just don’t understand",3.695652173913047,4.807657115942033,5.097797101449277,83.09321739130434,72.04347826086956,8.128695652173914,25.394202898550724,8.548686976883017,1.6626498550724644,534,16,107,9,10,179,90,138,0.038,0.736,0.22699999999999998,0.9762,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,2,9,9,0,1,2,0,7,1,1,3,0,23,20,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,4,7,0,2,4,1,0,3,4,2,0,2,0,3,23,7,15,20,3,14,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,4,7,72,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503905642832997,0.0,0.0,0.12010447226941093,0.24993519431379346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404045509399499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155258797432016,0.0,0.12779805672259806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749818091691213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497837196575066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25549793400373483,0.0,0.0,0.2320681737283549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070944163353027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066716573541586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349308697003184,0.0,0.0,0.08253883553385591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337377135028188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050194844572405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123622213055687,0.1311374764522439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279415010402736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097939509309094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621362404350124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388694263842529,0.0,0.0,0.1196795769154882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562127335178793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993951485879245,0.0,0.0,0.1570080387872167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246750279479544,0.0,0.0,0.08757523480672154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393419943981875,0.0,0.0,0.1563499410176888,0.0,0.0,0.16540973831888886,0.2478399718674684,0.0,0.11921143273020345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27104077561505185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kibachii,2019/07/02,"Hey this is my first real post so wish me luck I havent been on reddit for very long and i know im probably gonna be called childish for but im battling a few internal conflicts rn, im only a senior in high school and i used to be full of optimism but with this being my last year of school its been really draining for me i have a few really good friends and i know that should be enough for me but at the same time i just always feel so isolated like im afraid to let people in, i guess i came here seeking something i just dont know myself what it is whether its a friend or advice or even just someone to talk to but this is my last big search for fixing these problems ive been having so do me good reddit <3",1.558461538461536,2.9092671783439488,3.3250955414012746,92.73361097501228,77.85350318471338,6.3594316511513975,20.994120529152376,7.010146845296331,0.3118411562959333,565,14,131,6,13,189,94,157,0.09,0.73,0.18,0.9521,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,1,1,5,0,18,0,0,1,0,28,27,13,0,3,10,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,1,18,6,16,16,5,16,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,4,8,89,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282591593211663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921322059819512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340242458441816,0.15011875464866736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382783446222312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561969608736224,0.0,0.08669153542858782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636558820689359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116439495659817,0.0,0.0,0.2028118746605536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017800193658052,0.0,0.0,0.14459025530339034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386762676198442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5671041436892295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164000650927056,0.21397783792861946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421534340954913,0.0,0.06412370933674162,0.0,0.0,0.1161549982053776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998240130603031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099447899057414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570433419021307,0.0,0.14151320568300668,0.12559163654882285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939493639272122,0.16816838902683193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656705977091891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112104549504272,0.10104516626465483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054963926126814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653482707102989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336066832796228,0.0,0.10829767930413672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093476288386648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452279133354211
lonely,Dazey-Kaze,2019/07/02,"Lonely and Lost Hello, this is my first post on reddit. I'm Brandon, 24 yo male. Maybe this belongs in depression or anxiety board but I thought right now it's the loneliness that hurts me the most. After I got out of highschool I went to college but dropped out due to drug issues as my friends (or maybe me) aren't the best influences. After I went to rehab and decided to get sober I had to cast away all the friends I'd had. Since then I just feel like it's impossible to connect to people. The loneliness and inability to connect with others makes me feel worthless. I just want to talk to someone, to make a real friend again. Idk if this post will change anything is better than feeling this way.

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Thanks for reading",3.239370629370629,5.440025664335668,3.8832167832167848,86.81405594405598,75.57342657342656,6.637762237762238,27.78321678321679,7.61054688173877,1.6623818181818186,582,24,112,8,13,184,97,143,0.18899999999999997,0.653,0.157,-0.5349,0,2,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,4,12,0,0,6,0,6,2,0,3,1,25,20,10,0,2,7,0,3,1,3,1,2,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,5,0,1,7,3,12,7,23,12,3,19,0,5,0,0,6,6,0,4,8,72,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601322186249042,0.17958306230090262,0.0,0.0,0.11306022721085285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161995624485245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388551441084093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509824538385486,0.1307097267899931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634399617029782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729275352094338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139142279350034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418373528166666,0.1055824024858547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571152365526675,0.0,0.0,0.34255044556477915,0.0,0.0772150505565572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820250389975545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821404529064248,0.0,0.0,0.15425611170780598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220354738870226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133207218410506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973041819946244,0.0,0.2969532051216475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024601390634406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830871434153849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783166999618727,0.1682192824001739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262132833312813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225480118571795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522340702351412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187893504935212,0.0,0.1360667183348486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733008183273685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871713593424097,0.11731015285174198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740087276440289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958306230090262,0.0
lonely,shycadelic,2019/07/02,"It’s like a curse or something All my close high school friends got girlfriends and don’t do anything but hang out with them. Then my skate homies don’t hit me up anymore for some reason. Women are completely out of the question. I’ve tried everything to get a girlfriend, tried,  not tried, focused on myself, dating apps, social gatherings, everything. Seems like all the women I’m attractive to either have a boyfriend or just aren’t attracted to me at all. Never had a girlfriend either. I don’t think I’m unattractive, not super attractive but I’m at least a 6 or 7. I’m getting over it. It’s stupid that I want a girlfriend so bad, but I’ve never had one and seeing literally all of my “friends” in a relationship makes me feel like I absolutely need one. I know that is a silly thought, but even if I don’t end up liking having one at least I know and won’t want another one so bad. Oh ye and I’m still a virgin and I’m 21. Women will say I’m cute, but when I try to get at them they aren’t down. I’m not creepy about it or rush things. Feels as if I’m meant to be alone, I hate it. Just needed to vent. I know I’m not alone and some people here can relate. Hopefully someone will come along.",1.0172019613852257,3.1311115737051805,2.7487051792828687,92.55029037695371,82.66533864541833,5.773889059148022,20.809224639901927,7.010146845296331,0.41430235979160335,939,28,207,12,26,310,131,251,0.14300000000000002,0.703,0.154,-0.2787,2,2,1,0,1,0,28.0,0,1,3,1,9,17,2,0,11,0,18,1,0,2,6,56,51,22,0,7,19,0,2,4,6,3,0,1,0,3,8,12,0,0,11,0,0,3,13,4,0,4,5,4,20,13,25,41,10,24,0,0,1,1,18,14,0,11,11,128,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25606494486692355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962577586098029,0.0,0.0,0.1225972806058714,0.0,0.0,0.10172827739607436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064341606268424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648721341197546,0.12961264532371505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949014384611948,0.0,0.0,0.08164948333502185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220238804770914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501142035444393,0.08831376247662147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101616666926247,0.0,0.19375818717666612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886977003524304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204861758745568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061074009142098,0.0,0.1227820106451858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381405659886265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415768834170876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251694531506712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332451719431256,0.19068588729650046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33507096469602404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570216410620685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848207986816188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271013872708272,0.0,0.13272103006439456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830715136280366,0.0,0.125109486947145,0.09850869959340107,0.11253850789404532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260144653578927,0.10474236202258737,0.09516829501545304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987226554698324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212727211606563,0.07921035444373689,0.0,0.09814003786973027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357179780744698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582791341125584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,unknownUsernameftw,2019/07/02,I’m bored I have no friends and have nothing to do because my life is empty. Anyone wanna talk?,1.2325000000000017,3.2899092500000013,3.0599999999999987,90.935,81.5,4.0,25.0,3.1291,0.29000000000000004,75,3,15,0,2,25,18,20,0.263,0.603,0.134,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725259960680037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32477236585832125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116176914808693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37631203980927225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5112083153940961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282212928554645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,arian995,2019/07/02,"Lonely night Hey, if anyone is having a lonely night like i (F,21)  am having, just hit me up!",0.6726315789473674,2.747354421052634,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,83.73684210526315,3.8,9.5,3.1291,-1.6960736842105268,70,0,14,0,2,24,16,19,0.243,0.642,0.115,-0.4199,0,4,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391645508883225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369753400310824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9103900788331756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LaniakeaSuper,2019/07/02,Feeling alone I've been feeling lonely lately.,5.53125,9.165059625000003,5.230000000000004,71.81500000000003,77.75,3.2,33.0,3.1291,2.0701,39,2,4,0,1,12,7,8,0.429,0.28600000000000003,0.28600000000000003,-0.3612,0,3,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.564365083311905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5510483342414645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6146851113115183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,q_a724,2019/07/02,"I can't think of a good title because I'm overthinking it. I'm just looking for someone to talk to I guess. I have a few friends, but I can only talk to them via email, and they're all living their busy lives. The one friend I talked to regularly ended up being pretty toxic. I guess I only kept her around because I didn't want to be alone, but I finally cut her off a month ago. Even though my life is better without her, a part of me regrets it because now I have no one to talk to. I can't go back to any of my old friend groups either.

I don't have the energy or motivation to write, which is my one hobby and my one way to escape reality. Now I'm just here alone with my thoughts, and they're not good thoughts.

I'm willing to talk to pretty much anyone at this point.",3.139471965160588,3.445963796407188,4.745280348394122,88.08174197060427,72.7125748502994,7.509853021230267,24.762656505171474,7.348242739294969,0.8795077844311376,602,16,139,6,11,204,96,167,0.127,0.711,0.162,0.8802,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,2,9,8,1,0,6,0,13,1,0,1,1,24,26,7,0,2,8,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,2,0,4,4,1,23,6,22,19,5,15,0,1,1,0,16,5,0,3,8,93,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413320197962887,0.0,0.0,0.2433343108774644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988603302111158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821402279745721,0.0,0.0,0.10457635314025393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032989820368192,0.0,0.21483233212997446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389579646895576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404668516620304,0.0,0.0,0.0775901628048071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868651695218347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722792882118784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676291785624495,0.19706245750335194,0.0,0.0,0.2588206886292873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297503279171761,0.0,0.0,0.20746256953026732,0.0,0.0986481840232708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376625590928966,0.0,0.08635656585655982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326871516780845,0.0,0.31841243373522843,0.17868783582817846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721239209701993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110504626031274,0.0,0.0,0.2390256378252084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953494608834468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721038932849788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527229868556737,0.1154171529660005,0.18652173179682915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692889353422975,0.09324502516946404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324029693731055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dongusthedestroyer,2019/07/02,Is it just summer or do my friends hate me Recently I have been getting the suspicion that my friends and family are tired of me. With my friends I’ve been trying to talk to them regularly but they have been dismissing me with transparent excuses to not talk or hang out. My family is all women and recently its been nagging in surround sound for shit i didnt do or didnt know i was supposed to do. Should i try harder or not at all? Is it just summer?Any advice?,2.8841489361702126,4.70012076595745,4.4329255319148935,84.20875000000002,75.38297872340425,8.529787234042553,27.707446808510642,9.188382445141503,2.402897872340426,368,15,75,9,8,123,58,94,0.151,0.7879999999999999,0.061,-0.8732,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,2,6,3,0,1,0,17,2,1,0,2,18,20,7,0,1,9,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,7,1,13,3,11,12,2,8,0,0,0,0,9,4,1,4,3,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556967334675932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305780070510735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966334179906907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875905671627177,0.0,0.10990886388220984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769535098716574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561303153389073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154270493363477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594025253113852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33817247958635976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24178765589099965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285652818799503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LurkingWhiner,2019/07/02,"Unsure of if I belong here or not. Finally broke my habit of not making alternate accounts just for this, I just have had an issue as of late. I can't really understand this feeling of relative emptiness inside of me.

I have people I talk to, people I usually confide in, but I'm not sure if I'm just over-emotional or if there is something else. I feel, out of place. Though, I've been struggling with diagnosed yet fluctuating depression for about 12 years now. 

I guess before I type up something too large and potentially talk myself in a circle, Thank you for taking the time to read this, and I hope you have a good rest of your day/evening, depending on where you may be.",6.980827067669171,6.24979354887218,7.523759398496243,74.96203007518798,64.6390977443609,11.209022556390977,33.285714285714285,10.608840637214634,3.3681157894736837,534,19,103,12,7,177,92,133,0.109,0.785,0.105,-0.1405,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,0,11,7,0,1,4,0,9,1,0,2,1,25,19,10,0,4,12,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,2,17,4,20,15,1,14,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,9,7,75,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526457481417238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767505665664504,0.0,0.15715713977241233,0.18519849078277245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242638763346888,0.20524896113490496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205166437131788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451992825376173,0.0,0.0,0.19988187359822607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304327972555504,0.0,0.0,0.2010061558680148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122926474130668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044642085163102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582886398519906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179703891120942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25299700022978344,0.0,0.19063745641919694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251472909302305,0.0,0.1168919763848281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28094148388195617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075240273503824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197143428463596,0.0,0.13719123614278014,0.2933174755452652,0.0,0.1679895805553848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927128130128328,0.0,0.10639701373575396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899528657702963,0.0,0.0,0.20095980603173355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175017039256261
lonely,zanarchyy77,2019/07/02,"Looking for friends :) Hey everyone :D 16M, bored out of my mind during this summer vacation, looking for people willing to have a chat and share thoughts and opinions and experiences , i dont have many friends so im really desperate for someone around my age to chat with :)",5.0779411764705875,7.012105764705888,5.578578431372549,77.77610294117648,69.78431372549021,9.02156862745098,36.27941176470589,9.516144504307137,3.769152941176471,218,12,38,5,4,70,39,51,0.078,0.631,0.29100000000000004,0.9257,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,3,9,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,2,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322037037478064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30570359382455464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492446593996827,0.0,0.2551524530352171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030500667891307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817529340588376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43808132546900624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644517334432442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633749530533676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083423811340726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710136066374082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210096493138788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070785395173972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,danglyfigger,2019/07/02,"I'm surrounded by people but still feel alone This weekend was a long weekend as a result of Canada Day. Friday night some friends invited me to drinks, Saturday I was invited to a pool chilling and then did an escape room with some buddies. Last night some friends i haven't seen in ages invited me to a barbecue in their backyard with a bunch of friends. All of this, yet I still feel completely alone and isolated. I don't know what this feeling is at the back of my head. Part of me thinks that I still haven't gotten over my break up from over a year ago, but part of me thinks that I genuinely just don't have friends or people that like me which is very obviously not true. Does anyone else feel this way? I feel like people who like me, don't actually like me and want nothing to do with me. I feel as though this is bordering on an actual mental illness. Just needed to vent..",5.156920326864147,5.460745264044945,5.636639427987743,83.47225229826356,68.26966292134831,9.394075587334015,29.664964249233908,9.339509955726095,2.3104314606741583,699,24,146,13,11,225,97,178,0.085,0.733,0.182,0.9618,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,0,9,0,13,3,1,1,3,30,27,10,0,2,6,0,6,4,4,0,1,0,2,0,11,6,1,0,9,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,7,19,9,25,22,7,28,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,4,21,100,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.23971902154450275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088769775444438,0.0,0.0,0.2544193763136296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588211623832039,0.12584875720217015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444486591546583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877970626848906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921198277055551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748501075306406,0.0,0.0,0.1203217686355247,0.0,0.0,0.10260455133011014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726241514454987,0.087746225399533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795772515060231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605391497732132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750142389434577,0.10011879203336406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400244205340463,0.0,0.0,0.10869628576057838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377874067482965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107320283886118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23052593901038024,0.0,0.11785392812333345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660150748160367,0.0,0.25545423039410325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942646809274888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740263850352784,0.12067496756876026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134351236471316,0.07244538450683134,0.09749279114160796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909529182573816
lonely,soprettysoquiet,2019/07/02,"Craving a genuine hug Am I the only one to like crave a genuine hug? Not one where they other party is expecting you to reciprocate in a sexual manner. But just a hug, one where you kinda melt a little. You feel comforted, safe, loved. I guess a like a hug one would receive from a parent, but what if you don't have one? Then what? I'm single, live alone, don't have any close friends, more like acquaintances from work. When I really think about how bad I am craving such a simple gesture and how there is no way I'll  be able to get one, makes me tear up. It's the unsettling reality revealing how truly alone you are and that is painful. I have no one. No one at all.
I crave a hug in a way that can't really be explained.",1.876434029546612,3.4969560728476843,3.7876821192052996,88.59505348955679,77.67549668874172,7.295160468670403,22.21141110545085,8.139509932561175,1.0375558838512484,561,16,124,10,13,190,88,151,0.134,0.65,0.217,0.8644,1,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,1,1,10,14,0,0,13,0,15,7,0,4,1,23,23,10,0,3,5,1,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,2,0,8,0,1,13,12,10,20,3,13,0,0,0,6,11,8,0,4,5,87,19,1,0.13878209416340268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28747279012719124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943765830719054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587725169449532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017239674437227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722270168677543,0.0,0.07250791618067841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288412315263206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034057631616641,0.13909611771605288,0.12254713175211684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525625839718865,0.0,0.09263812551469378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7523387097115922,0.10555003637194267,0.1476739330550371,0.0,0.15410109181491466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781472647939267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889259621645546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203175331443035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103501743772117,0.0,0.0,0.098586817840875,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kindatragic,2019/07/02,22 F anyone want to watch Halloween on rabb.it Anyone wanna watch Halloween (the most recent one) on rabbit with me I am bored,2.3912499999999994,5.245158958333335,3.2633333333333354,85.915,84.41666666666666,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-0.09615000000000018,101,3,16,0,3,32,20,24,0.09,0.855,0.055999999999999994,-0.2023,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,5,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7233475306181097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350502508545174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5107227341239865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050879058585293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MetaMarz,2019/07/02,"I'd wish I could stop feeling like this Everyday just seems like such a chore, lost everyone close to me, no one left to trust no one to actually talk about my problems to and I float around people hoping I matter to them just to get ignored time after time. Im so fucking tired of this all.",2.625,4.273018166666667,3.84,88.905,75.66666666666666,6.8000000000000025,23.666666666666664,7.554174236665415,0.9415666666666662,230,7,49,3,5,75,45,60,0.235,0.542,0.222,-0.2433,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,6,8,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,15,8,2,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,6,4,10,6,1,8,0,1,0,1,2,3,1,2,7,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.21777705517027748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866435265968535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817926284925642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324392382345672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128390366692411,0.15942927220959127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631264267285185,0.11659461258714945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22165340994020252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24105672455405344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424696560634764,0.0,0.0,0.21805450037327495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436111913235074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30244504673999256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471465904146608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353896898649916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316122771748732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865761101032974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937174424468516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26025885980002234,0.2564955825326223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566289805285976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ImRobie,2019/07/02,"Consistent Thoughts For the past few years I’ve been feeling just alone my story might not be the worst but honestly I never deal with things well anymore. I’ve been abused, emotionally, physically, brought up in ways I can’t understand and as a 21 year old it’s almost broken me. I go through periods of deep sadness for example at least every three weeks I go into  a shut down and just break down driving home from work or anything like that. My birthday is next week and honestly I don’t want to ask anyone to do something I feel like a burden generally 24/7 and can’t express my emotion without coming off wrong or it seems like that I just needed to vent that because honestly I feel like no one around me understands. Just a lonely guy putting up walls",4.149504504504507,6.034748364864867,4.767297297297297,82.85045045045045,72.1081081081081,7.906306306306307,29.90090090090089,8.59863814320734,2.3629441441441443,610,26,115,11,12,195,104,148,0.138,0.652,0.21,0.8864,0,3,1,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,13,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,1,30,23,8,0,2,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,8,0,0,7,0,0,6,7,5,1,2,4,3,13,8,20,17,3,29,0,2,0,0,4,12,0,5,13,74,19,1,0.0,0.1691457001881808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295220372154585,0.14785494611014194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157825723979073,0.09982019335342228,0.0,0.11747823568814494,0.12708549815429576,0.13346010147013396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702437064260088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297396825347795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717793792890568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211686164780985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028035104753315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21654924491047936,0.20397366923536947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622661035543282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413535447578827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319860303376247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27897873406804885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514444070877766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058537576259004,0.11010430031662856,0.0,0.15182548333588233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498012275579234,0.0,0.0967369810302436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362793203577301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435119107901372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996214713136392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990261191914907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484252832190287,0.0,0.0,0.11333445128943626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972336559374726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420277242549183,0.11331520098217887,0.2290248155056395,0.0,0.12835720436837322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761428004778045,0.0,0.10393002448601847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608421375394718,0.0,0.18386382798209805
lonely,gabrielle9799,2019/07/02,19 F Just looking for someone to get to know!,0.054999999999999716,1.8199465000000004,2.4700000000000024,95.165,84.0,4.0,30.0,3.1291,0.7749999999999999,35,2,8,0,1,12,9,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36961126207225664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887937422684765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5940763459571015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5994165797644283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,VampireChicken668,2019/07/07,"People have no time for me, plans get changed etc I'm feeling a little better than I was earlier, but do any of you ever feel like no one has time for you anymore? I travel to see friends, but then they aren't free the day we set, people plan days out on Saturdays when they know I work and struggle to get Saturdays specifically off. I make all of this very clear. Worst one this week was my staff night out, where I was super excited and they picked the one weekend I was away. I'm free like, literally all the time. So because other people can do that day I get left out. It fucking sucks. Plus, I've been going on about how excited I am for my holiday, on that date, and they were like 'you're away that day?' I knew no one listened to me but it still hurt.",1.771021699819169,3.4967296645569665,3.2253526220614863,92.03949367088607,78.30379746835443,6.53960216998192,22.045207956600365,7.447530270364453,0.6346296564195297,589,17,133,8,14,193,96,158,0.166,0.644,0.19,0.5632,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,4,5,7,15,2,1,4,0,13,1,0,3,4,22,28,11,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,3,2,2,4,5,0,4,7,4,20,12,20,21,4,32,0,1,1,1,9,12,2,0,20,89,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836923929465301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434572550269187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27181317058611754,0.0,0.0,0.08817934036077378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793413414160126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302406538130847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731577789973877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132672414487834,0.0,0.13084723785922284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628216158169755,0.10334038310951456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175882042698604,0.13372969241257224,0.2267262172047333,0.0,0.08220983311156085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485440441489806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079497698891519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571662894947623,0.0,0.0,0.21201096224384933,0.14498065985439135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655723527964584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574737115780294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39208341813913866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008532608174543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526999269561175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552035324666172,0.0,0.0,0.1512230904437014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530455973356855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935416419050915,0.0,0.0,0.11603219309953305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530936259790546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tsmooth323,2019/07/07,"Heartbroken, lonely and confused I'm a 33 yr old man and my ex girlfriend (34yrs old) broke up with me out of the blue. We were together for 7 months. Last week, she hugged me, looked me in my eyes, kissed me and said she loved me. Then 3 hours later I get this text ""You're an amazing man, but you're not the one for me. I'm sorry to hurt you, but I'm not going to continue a relationship that I don't see as my forever, I'm sorry I don't feel that way with you. I didn't feel what I needed to feel when I met you. "" 

I told her in the begining to take it slow because she'd only been separated from her ex husband for 8 months and the divorce was just finalized less than 2 months ago, but she pursued the relationship. She said she loved me first.   

A few months ago, I commented on a female co-worker's picture, but it wasn't inappropriate. I just asked her was it busy tonight because I thought about picking up a shift. Then my ex said ""You're just like my ex husband."" Then she blocked me on Facebook Messenger and unfriended me. Then she apologized, added me back and unblocked me. But this time after she left me, I told her to block and unfriended me because I can't do it to her because I love her so much, but she didn't. 

TL;DR Why would she hug me, kiss me, look me in my eyes and say she loved me, then break up with me via Facebook Messenger 3 hours later? And also, the other times we argued, she blocked and unfriended me on Facebook, but she didn't this time. Any thoughts on why?",3.17573808827828,3.999669627009649,4.417072493422978,88.57276454253143,72.98713826366559,7.84104063139433,26.67655656240865,8.150884317080207,1.4179890675241165,1158,39,262,17,22,382,144,311,0.08800000000000001,0.787,0.125,0.9482,0,2,0,0,1,0,44.0,2,3,0,1,8,15,1,1,12,0,14,10,2,1,0,40,42,26,0,2,12,6,3,1,1,1,0,4,0,2,11,16,0,3,5,0,0,1,9,5,0,2,16,13,63,10,29,24,3,46,0,3,6,8,52,12,0,1,32,164,74,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629619703415176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403335703694664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145878483064963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823668957374823,0.0,0.0,0.08080091744955661,0.0,0.256225972856198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939655908669367,0.0,0.0,0.11511126260408555,0.0,0.08938197181440971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490056338367568,0.0,0.059720038676785464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696752991951026,0.0,0.11249154354052317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565516157837487,0.0,0.0,0.11417097605072442,0.0,0.0,0.0513373416369932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764833999002132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793593591188804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335499082981218,0.0,0.0772467354415625,0.07791634064085749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22052997903148336,0.0,0.0712057062079804,0.0799189490916755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256356574007369,0.0,0.0,0.2998687086424727,0.08356474747889511,0.0,0.0,0.08373607099667801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23525948678015515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900794667531487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684538954622247,0.18382098938663688,0.0,0.0,0.20081908239632876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340852509665056,0.08428975947746926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963878562107025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650032811573887,0.0,0.0,0.07464663345421223,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fightingfilipino,2019/07/07,Alone in a foreign city Normally I don't mind keeping to myself but honestly I haven't had an actual conversation in the past week even though I've been surrounded by so many people all the time.,4.2723076923076935,5.894951615384617,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,71.30769230769229,10.328205128205127,28.384615384615394,10.504223727775694,3.2593692307692312,159,6,30,5,3,54,34,39,0.040999999999999995,0.8490000000000001,0.11,0.5423,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,4,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.3149675557733836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33428239687694583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318017588998744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868842407844789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272283490762012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258959582285059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31623662745462633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081112878023519,0.2237613965461213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171104181326604,0.0,0.18820416337131315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588988947806123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ha245,2019/07/07,"Just sticking around for friends and family. Feel like my time is coming soon. M24 these past few years I have been so alone in this world. I have a great family and friends that love me. We all know someone or it may even be you, but that person that always puts on the fake smile to hide that pain. I’m always the friend that shows up and helps out and so forth. I’m really just sticking around to keep everyone around me happy, I know I mean a great deal to everyone but I just feel alone. I have been searching for a relationship for so long and to no prevail, my alcohol intake has increased a significant amount the past year. I can admit I have given up on myself. I don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel anymore. I’m just slowly gonna let the beer and whiskey kill me or hopefully a semi truck finally runs the red light to end it for good. 

AB out.",1.692709847984137,3.703665191011236,3.011506939854596,92.12083608724392,79.67415730337078,6.4354263053536025,20.02115003304693,7.510576382923642,0.4642216787838729,676,17,149,10,17,219,106,178,0.121,0.654,0.225,0.9631,0,2,3,0,0,1,15.0,1,1,0,0,12,13,1,0,13,0,13,5,0,0,1,31,29,13,1,1,8,0,2,1,3,2,2,0,0,1,9,13,3,1,6,3,0,4,2,3,0,0,3,6,17,10,21,22,4,26,0,0,2,1,11,12,0,4,11,95,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369163215363475,0.0,0.25912743586005943,0.0,0.0,0.20818298224331785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240635221792096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33409101424841103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776078145983063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897046285579852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159925281095252,0.0,0.0,0.08262599656855975,0.0,0.0,0.2390728477075419,0.0,0.0,0.23586237176369915,0.0,0.12650653460787512,0.08936997929808119,0.0,0.13703865701197185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899510288447381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492620036399206,0.0,0.2758417976539155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316906240535134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385049906364718,0.0,0.0,0.12425046155679108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119277951466194,0.1384023140750366,0.0,0.13750109086882248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279210992074376,0.0,0.0611165249459147,0.0,0.0,0.1107077229130919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290575727020255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626830897972206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311300731798312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388402402091024,0.0,0.1092306788031426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575796223524166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014093109538538,0.0,0.0,0.1343083498725907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996868460413934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599506195955316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294560337041707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111791842568604
lonely,Fuzzy1968,2019/07/07,"I'm tired of being brave ... and strong
... and entertaining myself

I (50, F) volunteer, I belong to clubs, I've been on dating sites and gone on dates. I visit friends and family often, and usually I'm fine. For 7 years, I've been fine. But, sometimes I get tired, and bored, and depressed.

I'm so sick of seeing people in love, in public, on TV, in movies. I get this sinking feeling...

Anybody else?",1.5603846153846168,3.7794147179487183,3.4919871794871824,87.39259615384617,81.30769230769229,5.951282051282053,21.28846153846154,7.1686216300943375,0.7286615384615382,300,9,60,4,8,101,51,78,0.16,0.618,0.222,0.6915,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,10,12,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,2,6,7,10,8,0,13,0,1,1,1,4,7,0,1,4,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294315965149276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22252523503796248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25111814498096924,0.0,0.13468908186222908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580353408176374,0.0,0.27834376795466265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24041719000239886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467346046213845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226934732936464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634553599778432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6123262929708039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933785203775033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153915860215402
lonely,WheeledCrusader,2019/07/07,"I’m just super lonely and depressed. I’m a huge nympho and I have depression and anxiety, all those things together make not having someone a million times harder and I just need someone to love and hold me and more lol. Pms are always open for all those who feel my struggle and are willing to help themselves and me",4.141774193548386,5.996383177419357,4.4718064516129035,85.08770967741938,72.06451612903227,6.895483870967742,28.529032258064518,7.554174236665415,1.7476348387096778,255,10,47,3,5,80,43,62,0.17800000000000002,0.608,0.214,0.5709,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,2,1,5,2,0,1,2,18,11,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,5,2,3,10,3,3,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453059471891447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255292204310451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078396917522519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906504346897545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976052593102929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660779803596428,0.0,0.1967882935085825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859824524046134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4995839485279512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081999378018976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585899197464013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190636943753534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Magnus_Jaeger,2019/07/07,"I need someone to talk to. I'm feeling like shit but I don't want that to be the center of the discussion let's just speak about our life, hobbies and other stuff. My hobbies are, hiking, mountaineering, model painting, exercise, scuba and free diving, spearfishing and minecraft (yes i'm a man of culture as well).

We don't need to have common interests to be honest let's just talk about things, I've already made a very good friend through this subreddit and finding another would be great right now. 

I'm a 19 year old man by the way. Just send me a pm if you are in the mood for anything.",3.765979284369117,5.212796822033898,4.323333333333334,87.41874764595106,72.3050847457627,7.278342749529191,28.365348399246702,7.793537801064563,1.6746354048964216,467,18,94,6,9,148,83,118,0.028999999999999998,0.731,0.24,0.9815,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,0,0,7,10,1,0,8,1,11,3,1,1,0,17,19,7,0,5,5,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,2,5,5,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,2,7,9,14,12,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,3,1,1,5,56,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21456621206267248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388428800760328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000519394678464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831325699882394,0.13890592719097186,0.0,0.0,0.17771201770850856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502216472018336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630846427699568,0.0,0.21436762636670006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976502855266729,0.13733669774652582,0.0949921621441476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839811172336834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883453419217003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040290640089237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604824982361302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995869236427339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647459524416871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258399945039664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125624058976407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291753919324553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043099843569028,0.11468405916958604,0.15433514645557506,0.0,0.0,0.17482233418918425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812256113175303,0.0,0.0,0.12521113925378186
lonely,S0meRandomGirl,2019/07/07,"Sick and almost depressed  I’m 21 years old  
 My parents don’t have any interest on me and I just have 2 friends: My ex and a friend online.  
 With my ex: We send each other’s memes and talk about cool subjects but I really avoid emotional stuff because our past relationship ended pretty intense.  
 And my friend online, well… He is de only one who asks me how am I and how was work.   
 I have been really sick 1 week and dealing with loneliness has been pretty hard.  
 Every day when I get home from work I cry because I feel bad physically and emotionally, because I feel lonely. All I want is a hug and feeling a little bit of love.   
 I’m just having 3 fruits a day because I’m too weak to cook and I have no appetite at all.   
 I got out of depression one year ago but I really feel like I’m about to lose it again.   
 I feel like no one cares about me, I’m not important. Just a random girl struggling with life. So what’s the point of even trying my best? I’m scared to get suicidal because I often think I could die since I haven’t done anything in life, I don’t have anyone and I’m really REALLY tired.   
 I don’t want therapy. All I want is a close friend and a hug.   
 Really, that’s all I want L  
 And maybe a homemade warm meal but that’s asking too much, so I’m okay with just a friend and a hug.",0.5011087339541938,2.5484650912408746,2.7802290460609136,91.9581386861314,84.21897810218978,6.115076768185251,18.93732695695948,7.372421405659032,0.3682553737729672,1001,26,226,16,29,341,143,274,0.22399999999999998,0.534,0.242,0.0252,1,5,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,0,4,17,26,0,3,11,2,20,13,0,2,4,51,45,22,2,5,8,3,7,2,5,0,6,0,1,1,7,22,3,1,6,1,0,1,7,9,0,3,5,9,30,17,18,39,8,19,0,4,0,4,20,7,0,3,13,130,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075225516291518,0.0,0.0912207815607194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061949284184460635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369734649896057,0.0,0.07496531145977564,0.0,0.17032734643241615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760624358509278,0.2776603262553025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560099042181246,0.0,0.09945465170613346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928797631568056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273377708039361,0.0,0.10006610051404063,0.11750043744624075,0.09391731065945293,0.15692393269832078,0.0,0.09454460938242472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322416067659946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494439011919469,0.08068516390229101,0.0,0.0,0.0601689039214565,0.0,0.07675339969103218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030764657530375,0.1301598509226316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35190771914039765,0.0,0.09518915304822152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285882838447046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160528262561055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913780140989474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868942648011167,0.0890110732748077,0.09130342130294904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019145708671479,0.0,0.0,0.08221886504852259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151947673005822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696699331694611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559128646387807,0.0,0.1851896533038186,0.06928359754139189,0.0,0.0,0.10115276501062108,0.0,0.08696267556540027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611638864078915,0.0,0.0,0.18535739734494786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501555575855509,0.0,0.0,0.09780440218506567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120428394189564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753566234630856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523467165470367,0.10428460747537394,0.09964565459855323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732205546918882,0.0,0.0,0.1041776955782066,0.0,0.0,0.058371468029430176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470293918443667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184908324705876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492617840840086,0.0,0.0730727548206211,0.0,0.08190740818686118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326398308585206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732734195509807
lonely,erhowell,2019/07/07,Paying for my friends doesn’t even work anymore I’ve always struggled making and keeping friends. This last year or so I usually offer to pay anytime I wanted to go out and do something with someone. My 21st birthday is coming up and I’ve been planing a trip to Vegas for months. I invited a group of girls I’ve been hanging out with more often. I paid for the hotel and tickets to see a show and all except two of them have bailed. I feel so hopeless,3.5206677018633528,4.892191097826085,4.542236024844723,85.9058695652174,72.80434782608695,6.126708074534163,29.447204968944106,6.1826913282559595,1.405311801242236,359,15,69,2,7,117,65,92,0.086,0.8440000000000001,0.07,-0.1195,0,0,1,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,18,14,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,10,0,1,1,3,3,4,1,2,0,1,3,2,8,2,15,11,2,11,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,2,4,47,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158815042828398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573026815743475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22349146268884612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136294465454055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118469482216194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008977333360192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745026668337566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23060928658385416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148473271917897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731835420815503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070889032965348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674645015388732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982943250987672,0.19973573139078216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27123136212123444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534429783427918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857452967306406,0.0,0.15302914136298912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888812203066477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707599354112626
lonely,AncientRum,2019/07/07,"Lonely but not sad M20 I've never really had a big social group and since I've been working I find it hard to keep in contact with my friends, but at the same time none of my friends have ever initiated a conversation  with me, it's always been me to start talking. I just find it tiring to keep trying. 

But I dont feel sad about it, I just wish that more people would try to talk to me more. 

Not really sure how to explain it best but I hope you get the gist",1.7896212121212116,3.070796181818185,3.658472222222226,90.87437500000004,77.08080808080808,6.566161616161617,20.455808080808087,7.1686216300943375,0.2824838383838384,358,8,83,4,8,121,65,99,0.057999999999999996,0.6920000000000001,0.25,0.9768,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,5,8,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,3,25,14,6,0,3,8,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,2,11,5,12,10,5,7,0,3,0,0,10,3,0,1,4,56,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328137610613846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332194809570347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158982403471626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663273021958502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314448040930746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367377718377632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846476192933465,0.0,0.09624457039444853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650201754445841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296674900149384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274769546178097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207772252536385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771126866637614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360252902203236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523842921032566,0.0,0.0,0.1877836739481593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038810308855514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362016171669767,0.0,0.0,0.2961295737884777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741706497836463,0.21172768279043852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501393596133008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183779793666396,0.0,0.0,0.1341104855897144,0.0,0.0,0.1308608277475116,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kufuuuu,2019/07/07,"Turned 20 today Nothing has changed, i am still very lonely. Wish I had a friend to talk to and play games with....",2.1360869565217366,3.8675645652173967,2.2341304347826103,99.52771739130438,77.26086956521739,4.6000000000000005,20.195652173913047,3.1291,-0.6678521739130439,87,2,20,0,2,26,21,23,0.102,0.585,0.313,0.6990000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738895761406533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27306461826970385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391324192047636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822553158771894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840793442280192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350170341154623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844380608830359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29162261340144924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064352097676012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gaymbers,2019/07/07,"I’m sure there’s a better sub for this but is there a way to minimize the toll my Suicide would take on my family before I do it? [20m] I really would like to know because it’s the only thing stopping me and I’m just so lonely and ugly at this point. I’m gay which I actually like but I just can’t find a partner and I imagine I’m gonna die without one. And I’m just sick of having all the trauma of a gay person and none of the benefits. My dreams won’t even let me escape how miserable I am anymore when I sleep and I’m no longer able to stay happy around my friends.
I also started cutting myself more recently and it was spontaneous, I was binge eating in the kitchen. I saw myself in the mirror. And I just decided to start slicing through my arm with a steak knife right there. 
This is too much to put on other people and no one knows how to help anyway. Please give me some advice.",1.3754481059439492,3.022611638743456,3.557209732060368,89.57044348629508,79.20942408376963,6.378934400985526,21.706498306128736,7.285733465282438,0.654012380659069,697,20,153,9,17,239,117,191,0.207,0.645,0.14800000000000002,-0.9437,0,2,0,0,0,2,13.0,0,0,0,1,16,11,1,1,11,0,12,7,2,2,2,31,26,16,2,2,7,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,1,2,9,11,2,1,5,1,0,1,6,4,0,2,3,1,21,7,19,18,5,16,0,2,1,2,5,8,0,1,7,107,30,0,0.16069528594701316,0.0,0.15681541851060596,0.0,0.0,0.15702957361007264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285079621142187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593665435480089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305287387189847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795835479357973,0.0,0.1367398525738425,0.0,0.0,0.14212192165623527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677633629927174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443139514591087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061377208146655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148921407663882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687258011500332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415277930077045,0.0,0.0,0.1541535609934889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106312000729587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771066285903297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662785322337954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432181731954396,0.0,0.15701519936257768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812952500763355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778256916876867,0.1222160061696183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140587785220668,0.1403129253828065,0.0,0.17639516808112474,0.15190898652657486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615431467125479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294551501562152,0.0,0.15866720844892968,0.0,0.0,0.13723289617462395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081133816070145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22748190097478715,0.17127979363137585,0.0,0.13434845451029245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577456092571975,0.0,0.15145340525446707,0.0,0.12082285625706443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675880756475216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755243823486184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154904521228269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283066411275297,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Omega_Zeke,2019/07/07,"I feel like I don't fit anywhere I always see people having friends with things in common, but i feel like there's nobody I can relate to in relevant stuff like, beliefs, philosophy, religion, etc. I mean, I dont expect to find someone that thinks exactly like me, but i'd like to find someone that shares some of my points of view about this life and this reality, or at least that could respect my perspective like I do with the others.",11.907635658914726,6.8915966627907,11.094651162790699,66.57786821705429,59.11627906976744,14.257364341085275,42.62015503875969,11.20814326018867,4.530275968992248,347,12,67,6,3,113,58,86,0.017,0.691,0.292,0.9762,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,17,11,4,0,2,3,0,2,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,11,9,11,10,3,6,1,0,2,0,2,5,0,2,7,45,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649291783743882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016205735212268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204217266714837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975260515925015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901920753844399,0.2687206932424879,0.0,0.0,0.34379308040971424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453057691361382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328424689010646,0.5513017373740384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486809297492284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038706711820752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779104302176696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987089952238325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31870955721104355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21530012378364388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494823501028965,0.12051044345290388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EliasBram,2019/07/07,"Haven't been able to sleep I live in California and Friday was the first time I felt an earthquake, it was very unsettling and I've been unable to sleep because of the fear. I'm just looking for someone to talk to basically, don't wanna feel alone .",3.5657999999999994,5.234020579999998,4.625,84.1675,73.2,7.4,26.5,8.07648339933343,1.5757999999999996,199,7,40,3,4,65,38,50,0.068,0.895,0.037000000000000005,-0.3527,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,6,2,2,0,0,7,10,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,3,2,0,8,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,24,3,0,0.27229624994911783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28201679469499635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659892666065649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064089840564624,0.13768116556114784,0.0,0.26144710170538576,0.0,0.0,0.2316150511041159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404425774036305,0.0,0.22866027039429296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5449857980886509,0.0,0.23071572894715764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188614113104734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877813309376704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246729233782658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NastyCash100,2019/07/07,"I'm really regretting going to Community College My family is like the typical family and couldn't really afford to pay for my college and I didn't want loans. So I decided CC would be the best option. Though the money I saved has been great, I do regret getting to meet people and build relationships. I'm about to turn 21 and I have lived my whole life with my parents. Them and my coworkers have been the only real people I have contact with. I have no plans to attend a 4 year university as I'm planning on getting my bachelors online(cheaper) I'm not saying CC doesn't have people, but it's just hard to approach people because it seems like everyone is in and out. While my perception of a university is a lot more of a high school as your are kind of stuck in that university. I still have friends from high school I talk to now and then but my real concern is the romantic relationship. Where do I meet girls my age, besides having to do the whole tinder thing. Sorry this is so long, but I'm just exhausted at this point.",3.4394117647058806,5.265020682926831,5.172453371592543,79.45675753228122,73.87804878048779,8.72596843615495,25.717360114777627,9.325443323948027,2.296210903873744,820,28,157,20,17,279,117,205,0.085,0.8170000000000001,0.098,0.763,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,3,9,10,0,0,10,0,24,2,0,0,0,29,36,17,0,5,6,1,1,2,1,1,2,1,0,1,6,10,0,0,3,0,3,3,5,3,0,0,4,2,21,7,23,29,5,19,0,2,0,0,12,9,0,3,9,111,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080024534545204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776589662168107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254396922952102,0.0,0.0,0.2475103603086713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142338953092296,0.0,0.13717241798945418,0.0,0.07460708600081695,0.0,0.0,0.1447320787436006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759736881782183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774002682642249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367035876943913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272400916841032,0.12826949035628574,0.0,0.11591897316578492,0.1161749887541374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160602600980607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984119300805663,0.0,0.0,0.1457662865830614,0.0,0.0,0.36404055741887575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240981023582846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988412952262598,0.16819733120265426,0.0,0.0,0.28188225040603354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439581822002368,0.0,0.2657163202447632,0.0,0.11950859576330615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695255689392214,0.0,0.0,0.10483705663071634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551454879031552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721383594051778,0.0,0.1289778477903716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279041878996454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742989258077025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931295779003417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325459134296801,0.0,0.0,0.08453733790499901
lonely,mayhap-a-trap,2019/07/07,"same reason anyone else is on this sub just hmu if you wanna call and like chill, get to know eachother and whatnot",8.91,6.4321965217391375,7.745217391304351,80.49869565217394,62.04347826086956,9.2,31.69565217391305,3.1291,1.5392956521739132,92,2,18,0,1,28,22,23,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30811241466835393,0.45149754294562294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499524635206753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681061605253893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230221205497168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421694716036697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527911464389116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530611329136567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,schizzlez,2019/07/07,This is my first time here I just got super lonely all of a sudden tonight.  Idk why.  I miss having someone to love :(,-0.963750000000001,1.0724301250000003,1.0083333333333364,98.52000000000002,101.91666666666666,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.379716666666667,89,2,19,0,4,29,23,24,0.258,0.4920000000000001,0.249,0.4019,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,2,2,4,1,4,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226707341463453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974237018895025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44847997747520696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210295750139678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897517659634343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483832875577545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Silverwarriorin,2019/07/07,"I honestly just want a girlfriend. I have friends, not many but I will stay friends with them for my entire life. But I just want to date someone. I’m a 14 year old guy and am not popular, so finding a girl who is into guys who love rocket science and vintage computers is a constant uphill battle. Fuck I’m sorry I just had to vent",0.6303260869565221,2.9247470144927554,2.6520108695652205,91.4110597826087,86.10144927536231,5.189130434782608,24.56702898550725,6.6274283507984215,0.9169550724637692,260,11,54,3,8,87,49,69,0.163,0.622,0.215,0.4592,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,7,2,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,0,14,12,5,0,2,7,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,5,5,10,0,6,0,0,0,2,10,1,1,0,4,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581546087355751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21834061280573805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36913076481450974,0.2208494302734347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730761912228428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873467047050011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560703905328246,0.0,0.0,0.2421963886523789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506742731319328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241024032704302,0.0,0.0,0.2674171607189413,0.0,0.2546243490339198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818063525586548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538369617727119
lonely,monicaaaauh14,2019/07/07,snapchat premium!!!💋 serious inquiries only! let’s chat xoxo,2.8990000000000014,1.175553900000004,4.265000000000004,68.93750000000003,160.0,9.0,42.5,7.1686216300943375,6.639000000000001,49,4,6,2,4,16,10,10,0.10400000000000001,0.48100000000000004,0.415,0.7067,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8023968949415496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5967907698583816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,a_spoopy_ghost,2019/07/07,"Does anyone else feel like no one else gets it? When people give me advice on my loneliness they say “it’s normal, everyone gets lonely”. But they all have family nearby, close friends who would drop everything for them or spouses. I have no close family nearby, no SO and am always the one who has to initiate hanging out with people. If something happened to me I’m not even sure anyone would notice.",4.672938596491228,6.543259013157897,5.3421052631578965,79.32307017543863,70.71052631578948,8.224561403508767,24.508771929824558,8.841846274778883,1.9399719298245617,319,9,55,6,6,103,58,76,0.187,0.748,0.065,-0.8106,0,2,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,15,12,6,0,4,4,1,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,2,7,3,6,10,1,7,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,2,2,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831574410083123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559593413438243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26211514158607585,0.1920473449963722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402395542827428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31315258260098017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379778465896467,0.0,0.0,0.17910034460973542,0.16845277068911316,0.0,0.3533904620990168,0.0,0.09477179931102267,0.13390223309366905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481033621898756,0.0,0.1958521013830644,0.17980289384212608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574645771011698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157033752785726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364462710223245,0.0,0.2133938091224361,0.0,0.0,0.2540190178712222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598850016795298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490543118921177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429514568196167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766534640620313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26629417117285714,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nahtingwong67,2019/07/07,Not Feeling Human? Does anyone else feel like they're detached from the world and feels as if they're not human? Viewing the world and yourself in 3rd person? I'd like to hear your thoughts.,2.6714864864864865,5.3145495945945935,2.368851351351349,94.55435810810816,80.08108108108108,3.7,22.763513513513516,3.1291,-0.13867027027026954,153,5,29,0,4,45,29,37,0.075,0.7809999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.5676,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,4,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,4,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,2,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276812614626621,0.3336364431657228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28495248962747305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720139500734177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939301717783591,0.2326231835288491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669977058306472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181632291022416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843190570454766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25850611955233993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UnluckyPhantom,2019/07/07,"24(M) ugly and lonely I guess all I want to do is just vent, and everyone here seems so nice. I'm a 24 year old male who has been alone for almost 7 yrs. Have you ever seen the musical The Phantom of the Opera? Well that's how I feel. I feel like The Phantom. There is this one part in a song that the phantom sings that seems to describe my life perfectly
🎶 Hounded down by everyone. Met with hatred everywhere. No kind words from anyone. No compassion anywhere.🎶
I feel like a total failure. I feel like I'm never going to find someone I care about who cares for me too. All in all I just don't see a light at the end of this tunnel I am in. I self medicate with drugs and alcohol, and I am even noticing that it is taking a toll on my mind. My memory is like swiss cheese, there's a bunch of holes in it. A lot of the time I can barely remember what happened the day before. I've told my family stuff, while sober even, and when they bring it up I don't even remember telling them that. Well that concludes my little unlucky rant, if you took the time to to read all of it. Thank you, I've never posted on here before.",1.276814329738059,3.0918670127118664,3.043636363636363,92.34766563944531,80.14406779661016,6.3248073959938385,20.47303543913713,7.348242739294969,0.4646169491525418,869,23,195,12,22,289,137,236,0.09,0.752,0.158,0.9392,0,3,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,2,2,17,13,0,0,16,0,13,4,0,2,9,36,35,10,0,2,3,0,4,4,0,0,4,1,0,2,16,7,1,0,10,4,0,3,6,1,2,1,5,8,24,12,26,30,8,25,0,1,2,0,12,10,0,6,15,131,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440177347342105,0.11656300786622277,0.12056069649732053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813932327040381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981045281934405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23736574886180484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507173354579384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499309289157593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310046936366164,0.0,0.0,0.2306536394811643,0.1052951810589424,0.0,0.22246034224476874,0.0,0.0,0.10973647666045712,0.0,0.23543189663674866,0.24947972601279875,0.0,0.0,0.10639225741640858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615576609741244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823346767885999,0.0,0.10293674696270363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121811823729765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222044568383907,0.22747883227477406,0.11666860591919677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896355088423656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726600740340752,0.0,0.0,0.11753608349336338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955775552661551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252810851295135,0.1221476914075182,0.0,0.0788791861001819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605550396080475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148401834999278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643671564682816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637288329256909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927598851158469,0.21194187125498848,0.12143602601048442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862976070215528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332561211765845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752223467867168,0.0,0.10174328845250848,0.10717028220110372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575363364463092,0.0,0.0,0.11123017112238437,0.12933047668227493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865881161026872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932453551567065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749611417993164
lonely,katmun,2019/07/07,"Sometimes my loneliness is unbearable. (38F) I am relatively newly separated. It’s so incredibly hard going from having someone constantly in your life, to nothing. To being absolutely alone. During this separation I have lost so many friends and family. In the last two years I’ve completely lost myself. I feel like just a husk of who I was. I’m just so heart broken and alone. I just needed to tell someone that.",2.8832894736842114,5.914431276315793,4.918736842105265,73.33415789473686,84.92105263157895,8.303157894736843,26.02105263157895,8.841846274778883,3.0075621052631583,331,14,54,10,10,113,59,76,0.213,0.7140000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.8576,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,2,0,6,2,1,0,0,7,12,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,2,8,2,7,8,0,6,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063222474889392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566853216979106,0.21197773126945116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492084536516196,0.0,0.09918366863258106,0.14013572405373154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155162724072296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114814377571658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757195523241173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324488539829217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989541828263207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855260151280824,0.09583317062632003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282605096362981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887400515391446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544909668312747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821944163341373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33240904541959626,0.0,0.19400584488539405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714512392181538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161842328697665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631968997836804
lonely,Shy_Peter,2019/07/07,"My Odd Interests I have an odd interest of being dominatated by a giant, but gentle girl in bed. 


IDK, KOS",2.21142857142857,4.340778000000004,5.92404761904762,71.29178571428572,78.52380952380952,9.914285714285716,24.785714285714285,10.125756701596842,3.1620285714285714,82,3,15,3,2,31,20,21,0.228,0.493,0.27899999999999997,0.3293,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,taacc48,2019/07/07,"feeling lame & lonely my best friend lives in another state and we talk regularly but I haven’t seen her in person in years. I love her but texting all the time doesn’t really fill my social quota. The problem with that is that I don’t really have any other close friends. I transferred to a 4 year university this past year and I made more friends than I thought I would but we aren’t super close we really don’t go out often or even hang out a lot. Now that it’s summer and everyone’s gone home we don’t even text that much. I’m in a group exercise class/club where I’ve meet some really nice girls but we really don’t hang out outside of the class. I met a girl in bumble BFF and we have a lot in common and we seem to get along well so that’s a step in the right direction but I’m just worried I’m never going to have close in-person friends again. I don’t have a friend group. I don’t have friends to share memes with or be weird with. I feel pretty isolated. I have great social skills. People have told me I’m really warm and easy to talk to and I’m comfortable talking to others, even strangers, I just don’t always take initiative. I don’t know where to find people and it’s only going to get harder when I graduate.

And as for dating- lol. I’ve never had a boyfriend (I’m 20) which doesn’t worry me too much but I’ve been feeling more and more lonely about it recently. I really don’t know any guys and the ones I do know are all in relationships.  I’m confident in my appearance and personality and when guys get to know me they seem to appreciate me but they’re never serious enough about me to date me. Yes, I have tried dating apps.

I don’t know what my goal is with this post but thanks for reading ✌️",1.4872360999194214,3.3516065205479464,3.3386825141015315,90.24662167606769,79.68493150684931,6.924254633360193,20.050362610797734,7.928766900206844,0.6769274778404508,1360,34,304,24,34,456,167,365,0.057,0.6940000000000001,0.25,0.9977,1,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,7,0,1,4,17,22,0,0,13,2,30,2,0,1,5,68,63,27,0,2,12,0,4,0,6,1,1,0,1,6,14,31,0,0,12,2,0,9,17,6,1,1,8,5,39,16,36,53,12,47,0,3,1,1,35,18,0,9,18,186,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237278072658933,0.0942407790971414,0.0,0.11829623655172122,0.09120416427591203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127819252796444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987167005401504,0.0,0.17234472484354765,0.0,0.0,0.08311134079440144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193628399878926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949644484760969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40319457442497575,0.0,0.13632746585845534,0.0,0.14829504529630966,0.0,0.0,0.09589370716912103,0.0,0.17224406793125768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724616687489584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23900455723814415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680329174154467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478914096916038,0.07850116782490434,0.08230081976312435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787788247868298,0.0,0.20124871239428235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893863914264829,0.06615079537889662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303047706914149,0.12059938236861945,0.2278378726383171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833010158010169,0.08848803828644368,0.0,0.08322633398462083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700167820884412,0.0,0.3900429688944028,0.0,0.08588042080903048,0.09338197243921023,0.0,0.07427885690767756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836326522500188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732652203321686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539673723474833,0.2097292044365354,0.0,0.08007778606442884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905092815424728,0.0507176532952698,0.0,0.0,0.08311134079440144,0.0,0.059052448132535774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820379413392634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766610477776258,0.0,0.06178677562049471,0.0,0.0,0.16803321273952435
lonely,Paronisis,2019/07/07,"I am so very alone. Dads a conspiracy theorist who think the earth is flat, moms a ""psychic"" card reader. Sister moved far away just recently with her bf and she was the only person i really talked to. i havent had a friend since i was 13, and being homeschooled never helped. now i'm a socially awkward 18 year old who gets a borderline panic attack when confronted by any social situation. i stutter and can barely order my own fucking food. Everything about me is wrong. if i ever find a girl, and she some how stays with me, and we somehow get married and have children, i will NEVER raise them the way my parents raised me. But that probably wont happen. Im 18 now, and i have a plan that if things don't change by 23 ill jump off a bridge, or hang myself. something like that. Sigh, now im rambling. anyways this has been me, sober, sad and alone in the dark once again. Bye.",3.2140097402597405,4.763717965909095,4.398084415584417,85.92159090909092,73.88636363636364,7.301298701298702,24.50324675324676,7.957251820313856,1.2913746753246746,686,21,139,10,14,225,127,176,0.183,0.7959999999999999,0.02,-0.9791,1,2,1,0,0,2,26.0,1,0,1,1,12,11,3,2,12,0,16,3,0,1,3,24,22,15,0,2,5,4,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,3,7,11,1,0,2,0,0,3,5,8,1,0,4,0,20,2,9,15,2,21,0,1,0,1,21,4,1,5,13,91,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037020271856481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970460016445674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667980246507499,0.13775151504193467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551013646520328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262348704659058,0.0,0.0,0.1317699221395811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340052985466068,0.0,0.1772898805237347,0.0,0.11327594464918925,0.13554507087497686,0.15320268134828388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965294508382338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827429682092982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31674307876885577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162966923595239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171607982874695,0.0,0.15583068723921115,0.0,0.0,0.22616016635052416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384989708206734,0.15614233944124373,0.0,0.11150884924272286,0.0,0.17202348058865902,0.16280084788200094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802032510866215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807794371909528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392661627446516,0.0,0.14476661757495424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128311264676618,0.16480367159578518,0.0,0.2989151725067008,0.0,0.1128729437565756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627423350636088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784520556584074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740583210965836,0.09394626519908313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097439508434307,0.0,0.11637776467620067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603026931998598,0.0,0.09441655276564027
lonely,scottalek,2019/07/07,"Since I moved out I feel so lonely. So I moved out about 4 months ago with my gf. I feel like I am falling down a jealous pit of loneliness. Before I would just talk to her all the time but because of recent work schedules  we haven’t seem each other much. So my main source of socialization has gone. 

I have always been stuck to one or two really close friends for as long as I remember, but when we drop out of favor it always is devastating to me. I never seem to have a back up friend or a diverse pool of people to rely upon when I need it. 

Has any else ever experienced this and have any tips for getting out of this circle?",4.4110114503816815,4.4305593664122185,5.658845419847327,83.65712309160308,69.83969465648855,8.38206106870229,25.53530534351145,8.07648339933343,1.2912969465648851,491,12,106,6,8,165,88,131,0.134,0.763,0.10300000000000001,-0.3078,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,1,9,6,1,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,3,25,18,12,0,2,5,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,5,1,0,4,2,2,0,2,3,3,16,4,24,14,4,24,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,4,12,79,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600657829750644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29287942749390394,0.0,0.0,0.2393616335320844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353272353948672,0.0,0.10728328847452903,0.0,0.14975650704380342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701900559489042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919513468702412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779740160840234,0.12572895291398972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719424691177452,0.0,0.09194872655959273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859809608052194,0.0,0.0,0.1557476704221862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047539560954114,0.3741039810648756,0.12937460960281116,0.13049607979506722,0.13573613145295832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925695486664302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201091940102468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274519062567735,0.0,0.1737711901281381,0.0,0.1993649977910905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204336077011035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558267078500714,0.0,0.0,0.17940201319877222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145596522947362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026225406280099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191892989159396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128124509442188,0.0,0.0,0.1250198989782384,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,white-knight40,2019/07/07,"The crazy thing about loneliness is some days you don’t feel it. Other days you know it’s there but you ignore it, and every once in a while it’s out to make you feel like shit. The tough part is, if you try to fill the void your almost always bound to settle for someone terrible or get your heart used like a chew toy.",4.45544117647059,4.162335426470592,4.748823529411767,91.29470588235296,69.73529411764707,7.976470588235292,21.411764705882355,7.1686216300943375,0.2715176470588232,251,3,59,2,4,79,50,68,0.223,0.695,0.08199999999999999,-0.8793,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,7,0,0,2,6,1,0,5,0,3,3,2,2,0,14,9,5,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,2,3,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,7,2,7,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,4,5,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611042344278286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696553197626506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363253552471942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21969377287915934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636868516715891,0.18628040478787367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623151713486195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30899092222774993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330180596991807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547793139389841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405316616669614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776910639404485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28236767787319283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676569220507053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093328433573045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323122766912394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703265917029004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22520494839585145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CalebHeffenger,2019/07/07,"Machismo I'd pretty engrained in my culture, I've tried to overcome it but it still feels like it's not acceptable for a larger man to want to be held. Sometimes I just wish I was like a small dog, that I could be the one comforted and protected for a change.",5.450555555555557,4.877114796296297,6.070740740740742,83.59833333333333,67.70370370370371,9.422222222222222,32.814814814814824,8.841846274778883,2.466637037037037,205,8,44,3,3,67,41,54,0.04,0.611,0.349,0.9566,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,8,2,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,4,4,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582663616120167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270399235356462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124096679834194,0.24194484032287386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33091263946271826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294905368562217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445476126885239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334951801044703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704610973880959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22993367715549345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975545280524165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894520551695657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,makjunt,2019/07/07,"Just kinda drifting through life rn I lost my house in the flood recently, it was a rental and we’re 3 college kids so it’s not like it was too hard to rebuild in an apartment. One of my roommates (friend of 10 years) left to live with her dad, and our friendship hasn’t been the same since. 
The boy I’ve been on and off with for the last 8 months finally completely pulled the plug on our relationship by fully ghosting me, and man, it feels bad :/ 

I don’t feel like getting out or being positive. At work I just go through the motions. I hate feeling so out of place.",2.9438461538461524,4.236532102564105,3.7005128205128233,91.68615384615387,74.12820512820512,6.90940170940171,27.52991452991453,7.3871296695380915,1.2431299145299146,444,17,99,5,9,141,86,117,0.14800000000000002,0.787,0.066,-0.8421,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,2,5,6,1,0,8,0,7,1,0,0,0,17,14,7,1,0,4,1,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,8,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,5,4,10,3,19,8,1,20,0,1,0,0,9,11,0,2,7,61,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808149416552452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22705450329369745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284911655463037,0.15470741626363502,0.0,0.2372261549244403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731037598929396,0.0,0.1131414012848527,0.0,0.1230735796544886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939913473929271,0.21380389370798375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498761716479574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652177702678015,0.0,0.0,0.2352883726559215,0.0,0.15295967635228264,0.2115963266335335,0.0,0.19122262699322606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363960987855437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285267235329002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674372872180635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22625458705577697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382260189641492,0.2324997494082103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913709076472994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765510931604254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945475353796
lonely,thadwdavis,2019/07/07,"Just got a new dog and this is the loneliest I've felt for a long time I just adopted a new dog from the humane society. He's a wonderful dog, I'm excited to have him, and I love him a whole lot, but the people I live with are out of town and I haven't been able to go out and be with people because I need to focus on getting him adjusted to his new home. I've never been on this sub before, but I thought writing about it and giving my thoughts and feelings some shape might help. I just feel so empty which makes me lethargic and that feels unfair to the dog so I start worrying that I won't be able to give him everything he needs and then I start to spiral into just being inadequate in general and a fear that I'll never be successful and that I'll always be alone. I just don't know what to do.",5.305908798972382,4.038159924855491,6.434990366088631,83.16375080282596,68.2485549132948,9.76981374438022,29.62684649967887,8.841846274778883,1.9921347463070007,629,18,143,9,9,213,98,173,0.171,0.754,0.075,-0.9576,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,10,0,15,1,0,1,2,41,35,15,0,2,7,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,15,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,4,18,3,20,22,3,19,0,0,0,1,13,8,0,4,10,97,27,1,0.2926097044523339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152770367149296,0.0,0.0,0.12173735728951968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918607996452868,0.0,0.12449465338292788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314893673895484,0.0,0.0,0.16463363392454944,0.2219283877634844,0.0,0.14047560180176485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643824677808392,0.2806978913958492,0.08314841911677333,0.0,0.11701335552787065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806505847327388,0.0,0.14675569575134642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040532058106703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291898649448545,0.1294751902749515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438315345166072,0.13204584125691768,0.0,0.09765962493676264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520632784788166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169663882073032,0.22567864288972544,0.4239064138898141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285872606951186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711065486524555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322994205139948,0.08531153588553311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633441426630279,0.0,0.0,0.1586613712921215,0.0,0.14857967924220214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,isthisitvincent,2018/11/16,"Raw rejection I hate it. I know I’m just a massive over thinker, always have been always will be.

I came out of a 4.5 year relationship and I’m 31, to set the scene. I work with this guy who I get on so well with, I’m not a flirty person and from what I see neither is he. We get on well and speak etc. For me he is just exactly my type, although a bit younger than me.

I wanted to break up with my ex for a very long time it was an abusive relationship and I lost who I was in that time. However, one drunken work night out I went for it with the guy from work, we had an excellent make out sesh. I was still with my boyfriend and I hated myself for it. I broke up with my boyfriend (to clarify this was not for the guy from work but it did perhaps finally give me the realisation that I could do it) which was a big big step for me.

Anyway, the boy from work and I had a few hook up sessions which I thought went well and texted a bit etc. I was not looking for much from him although I liked him a lot, I think I had forgotten what it was like to really fancy someone. Anyway we texted etc and then it all dropped off and he clearly was not interested. I’m no idiot, i was a bit gutted but you know what? I’m a big girl I’ll get over it. 

Tried online dating and reconnected with an old friend of friend and went on a few dates, not too invested but a nice guy and we shall see?

Guy from work clearly finds out from mutual acquaintance, decides to text me - nothing significant but basically the rejection from him the first time hit me a lot harder than I thought and it hurts a lot. Is it ok for me to just ask why have you started texting me again? Or should I fully ignore him?

The pain is real, I realised how much I like him and I hate myself because I find it all consuming.

Am I just a psycho?

Is there any chance he is interested or is he just trying to get in my head?

I like him a lot but I hate that I keep crying about it and bitching about it to friends. I feel so lame.

So I guess the long and short; the rejection hurt, I got over it and didn’t let it show, now he is back in touch, why is he back in touch?",0.9878177150192542,2.5826134385964927,3.005894308943088,93.32121951219514,80.18421052631578,6.378605049208387,21.428968763371838,7.3138001815848295,0.4439104193410355,1632,47,392,22,41,551,192,456,0.158,0.731,0.111,-0.9753,1,0,0,0,1,0,45.0,4,2,0,9,23,31,6,0,30,1,34,3,2,2,5,78,70,31,0,3,17,1,3,4,3,3,1,1,0,8,28,33,0,2,10,1,1,5,8,16,3,2,23,7,61,15,55,40,17,49,0,8,3,0,38,22,1,7,23,278,89,9,0.0,0.08693338045825598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221021430789446,0.0,0.0,0.04989522254128415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859256702471772,0.0,0.0,0.1128365047695678,0.0,0.044726662952689934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403084415729947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391759513429953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585812740448857,0.0,0.08059528725335886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24548627784811802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03709889930162153,0.0,0.0,0.08037503126103518,0.13412067611054346,0.06240986864565212,0.0,0.0,0.170060211590728,0.0,0.15333458771582484,0.0703847505405899,0.0,0.0,0.058681992926921736,0.0,0.08082711939165843,0.3632472321758372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897571668854764,0.07530045725985854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709168893002387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521607351064151,0.0,0.0,0.08064625499097353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502745992939468,0.0,0.14338268369529014,0.0,0.0,0.12986316246809732,0.06161368776233871,0.0,0.08009379840906118,0.24951173472980395,0.0,0.0,0.04897613092054213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787317653326026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885430183133519,0.0,0.07040205517737498,0.0,0.0769911803487672,0.0,0.04971851348824823,0.0,0.0780725844642408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406527482752329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835129748888448,0.0470037431957418,0.0,0.0,0.15754733817457742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693537490214938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216754165775418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05193281539985264,0.0,0.05859467628924981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047013576116839664,0.0,0.1164977526713469,0.12835075764220635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962903730727826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605392765687284,0.04327648673753707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790971339205726,0.2040487005819891,0.13241296270915276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32049251088122777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04724892235716421
lonely,PM_RULE34_JINX_MERCY,2018/11/16,"The Outcast. A bit of a back story.

I've never been the most popular socially in real life (IRL) but I was never that kid that would be left on his own. Always had that group of friends to go to and do whatever with. It was great...while it lasted. In the past few years I went from having that group to no longer having that group as over the years they slowly drifted off. Always open to hang with them, attempted to make an event occur but one never did. Alerted me that I needed to move on. I was unemployed for a while and in the same situation, not talking to anyone other than my family.

For about a year I didn't talk to anyone other than my family. I had an online best friend. He and I were in calls whenever we could be, played games. We knew a lot about each other and I still retain the information about him. Doubt he does. We had plans to meet up but they seem to have faded into the abyss as did our relationship. 
We eventually stopped talking and haven’t spoken for nearly a year from now. 

I question, do I threaten all your plans? I'm insignificant. 
Got a job. It was great to start off with, socialising with my colleagues, customers, somewhat standard when it comes to starting a new job (that isn't totally bullshit and wants you to rip out your own hair). During this time I was still only speaking to my family and work. No friends in sight.

Fast forward 7 months and here I am now. 
In the same situation with my job. Talking to my colleagues whenever possible. 
Attempting to create a friendship outside of the work, more than just the occasional conversation that you have every so often. 
It’s difficult…for me at least. 
The original friend group finally came in contact with me. Shocking. Wanted to get a bite to eat and to catch up. My mind set for friends is totally numb at this point. Yes, I felt the extremely lonely days/nights and still do. But I set that aside, hoping that it'll go back to the good ol' days of talking, making jokes, being stupid all how we used to be. No. The group and I met up. We chatted for a while not a longer stretch of 15 minutes. Conversion died. Silence.

Conversion started again, between those who were in the group. I expected the same as previously a short conversation. My expectations were never met. They conversed for the rest of the night. Me, on the side like the nobody I am. No eye contact, no mention of me. I tried to get into the topic but I went unheard. It’s as if was speaking into the void. Outsider. Outsider is what I called myself for the night and feel like it’s kept with me. I kept it in my back pocket for a situation like this to arise, such as tonight.

So just me and one other. Me and this person have been talking for a while. At first we were never close. It was one of those people that you would meet every so often and had a little talk but nothing serious, just a laugh or two. 
We are for sure good friends but we never did anything. So we pretty much talked every so often on Snapchat and that's really it. Sad to say that they were my only friend. My only sort of socialising. (We'll call them P1. Not specifying their gender) they were never part of the group. They were the type of people that would end up with you but never actually had a group to go to. They went from one to another and remained social with everyone. So we met up. They had to do a few things in city centre and they invited me so why not? Just the two of us for a while. In this time we competed what they wanted to get done. We went for a meal hung out and went to a Hookah/Shisha bar talked etc. For some reason on this day they really wanted to go to a few Shisha bars, a craving? An addiction? Unsure. Went from the first to another and at the second one they invited someone from the group. (Shall call you P2) Had nothing against it as we at one point were best friends and me and P1 having been talking all day, good times I expected P2 to obtain the role of ""third wheel"" as me and P1 talked.
Not the case.
So P1 and P2 were conversing about their day, catching up between the two. I had my say in a little bit but not as much as I liked it. 
From here we went to the third and final Shisha bar. 
I thought that we would have a lot to talk about/joke around etc. Well…

P1 and P2 have been talking nonstop for over 3 hours while I attempted to get into their topics. 
I sure wish I were joking. 

And here’s me thinking about... friends. Not being lonely. What it felt like. So while they talk. I am here writing this and yet awaiting for them to talk to me. Doubt they remember I'm here.
I feel so lonely. I just...



Thank you for reading…whoever you maybe.",1.7127597402597416,4.008249372294377,3.09253787878788,90.03380681818182,81.25108225108225,6.101082251082251,21.421536796536802,7.333567415737692,0.7096679653679652,3596,109,747,52,96,1169,337,924,0.068,0.7959999999999999,0.136,0.9971,5,6,0,0,0,0,128.0,19,9,20,13,42,39,1,2,62,1,67,10,2,6,15,157,114,66,1,16,23,0,5,5,9,7,3,4,0,2,47,65,5,4,12,8,0,19,23,10,0,14,52,11,107,29,143,49,31,128,0,4,2,0,119,51,0,16,63,568,154,7,0.0,0.0,0.04163196490485227,0.04650788493664617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099641505329507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946966852059368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966053467349788,0.0,0.03510719684161799,0.03797823122966916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841335037752626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954228892367364,0.0,0.09315172487838648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425071677294027,0.04879397088531922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036749541603010284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03406214126604235,0.0,0.0,0.11005386107452696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04427642795406325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03733380994664625,0.043658045241686455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043653883890935545,0.0,0.0,0.0377858755757435,0.0,0.09515883031758138,0.0,0.0,0.10783374305043593,0.04076537606705039,0.0,0.0,0.1206538305442662,0.0,0.043142385324644,0.030477746428549002,0.08192443431033883,0.09346828704948464,0.0,0.07257656296701656,0.0,0.0,0.2966450480318024,0.0,0.08915655169508492,0.0,0.09698320722702236,0.10734860252362853,0.034120704362253625,0.0940700269746136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0423729991961558,0.042013483430753784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700637770669512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03477522984529135,0.0,0.0,0.046352395590221765,0.0,0.03013343731184525,0.10421250874876672,0.08551707774110281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725394257334682,0.0,0.0,0.056954442090196636,0.0,0.04285972034049424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043076465645128834,0.0,0.034052407083725235,0.04534296201689478,0.06272296800983318,0.0316333377295725,0.263228559515357,0.04120323234428395,0.0,0.12010621110544513,0.0,0.0818706929123475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345328085661793,0.09733913657196852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04619879635561969,0.04072571312648299,0.05915292821316088,0.03725081908855203,0.0,0.0,0.08065877266243826,0.04809500297144945,0.0,0.043402598534728734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04779121166123112,0.0,0.0,0.048558704032822635,0.0546607484002274,0.04386364869215649,0.0,0.04580302986308903,0.04832773763384293,0.0,0.0,0.06785308081833037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03883788903173438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386165049650426,0.0,0.08697708746184886,0.0361473802103808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058916471179997,0.0,0.10220980204390212,0.03566734825131593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041687369980002,0.0,0.0,0.5143515800237566,0.0,0.03927744435754723,0.0,0.0,0.02834274188108,0.02733609156206859,0.0,0.033868868280565435,0.07462967833479676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02896470244365217,0.0,0.1250237458452693,0.0,0.05131714176085461,0.03684627655538589,0.0,0.0,0.10065262859408146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0383582679243029,0.27683675624941523,0.03849582579749405,0.0,0.04905920278231751,0.0,0.0,0.06211689860699921,0.0,0.0,0.1212234633716604,0.0,0.0,0.10989173548973022
lonely,Sirsquirrels81,2018/11/16,"I don't know what to do anymore so I thought i would just give this a shot in the hopes it might help. (long post ahead) So atm i'm 16, and lately it just feels like all the friends i had are just abandoning me. I used to have quite a lot of friends but as time went on and they started to go to parties and raves and what not and starting to live their life more fully and meeting new people. It just feels like they are not there anymore. (i'm an introvert and i'm pretty anxious about those things) Almost all of my friends have a girlfriend or have someone who they spent a lot of time with at school and after. I'm left alone and feel like absolute shit. The feeling that all of your friends have that special someone in their lives and you have no one, not even your friends anymore just sucks and is making me doubt about myself really hard. About a 2 months ago I fell in love with someone in my class, we share a lot of common interests and she is just really kind, funny and she just made me feel good about myself, just the classic stuff. I was struggling with these feelings for a long time so I decided to just tell her. Of course she said that she didn't feel the same way, it bummed me out at first but we still remained good friends. Then like 2 weeks after I told her, she started seeing one of my better friends. He also knew that I was in love with her and talked about their ""relationship"" a lot which he knew I absolutely hated. I don't know what they where trying to accomplish but if it was making me depressed and making me feel like i'm all alone on this world with no one that cares about me. They kind of accomplished that. So yea that's my story, I normally don't do this and I don't know if this is a good idea but. Who knows maybe a kind stranger has good advice.",2.92289823838081,4.348433057065218,3.3073350824587706,93.95228260869568,74.40760869565217,6.380209895052474,23.287481259370324,6.8039241337230125,0.4531777361319342,1407,39,315,12,29,435,168,368,0.095,0.631,0.27399999999999997,0.9979,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,3,8,6,24,34,3,2,16,1,24,4,1,5,4,81,65,30,0,5,19,0,9,5,8,2,1,1,0,0,26,24,0,1,17,0,2,3,10,7,0,4,13,11,48,27,41,50,10,38,0,2,1,2,44,13,2,11,25,216,74,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187097400455557,0.06519651715589819,0.0,0.07364843542758573,0.15234861957711415,0.0,0.05881689793938907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308913733449641,0.21882175016872332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504788048521816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498783854236367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334741890301747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04857824674806537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975076081932527,0.21017292796507844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256051762299683,0.0,0.0,0.3977649991659051,0.0,0.0,0.07055464980363446,0.04179944183646631,0.246756762438057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588522138457728,0.07261415036879493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049298167678769315,0.0,0.0,0.07305049053246196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302757103061463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22976907297808466,0.16168184827426274,0.0,0.08296617823462993,0.0,0.07991091731660145,0.0,0.051949647625112935,0.1796609876132286,0.0,0.12988976346115622,0.13017663456866607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501140222924645,0.13276121229952215,0.06959359273079818,0.14728305801878494,0.0,0.07388959135187409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802358652685837,0.0,0.0,0.05870589971131637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103382794168635,0.0,0.0,0.07206214581225696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951558175507162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050989433181247865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043935873789743,0.07482550618302923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822813447125061,0.0,0.0,0.09423440774214424,0.0,0.0,0.07896381806448126,0.0,0.0,0.06996169082271368,0.0,0.0,0.07443524783255319,0.05860882053648825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549672100720535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869528170716285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617452256538278,0.0,0.058736115908534066,0.0,0.0,0.07688910844465975,0.0841957068152161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911568835450143,0.06428483741930069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886251237169175,0.0,0.0,0.05838948124066488,0.12866057900219036,0.0,0.0,0.0702789695072725,0.0,0.04993476416055888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352249375139547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583795635550742,0.05899635996146441,0.0,0.0,0.06818041551082192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052246912133535724,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LukeVinscotti,2018/11/16,"Tired Tired of people being fake nice to me looking to use me because I'm so kind to everyone no one ever wants to hang out with me or get to know me when I try to get to know them they are always so distant like why probably think I'm a freak nobody would let me in I feel alone in this world like I'm a extraterrestrial I can't go on like this anymore 24 years old never had a real friend my entire life just fakes that disappear 

Nothing works gonna die alone and be alone for the rest of my pathetic life I've got no one  
I hate this cruel world what am I doing wrong I literally can speak to anyone but it never leads no  where I'm done ""DONE!""",2.656170212765957,3.368353517730497,4.387014184397163,88.72350000000002,74.1063829787234,7.3421276595744684,21.90141843971632,7.554174236665415,0.5811724822695035,510,11,118,6,10,173,95,141,0.226,0.691,0.083,-0.9329,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,2,6,12,2,0,4,0,12,4,0,2,3,18,29,6,1,2,3,0,1,3,1,2,4,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,4,6,6,0,2,4,3,15,6,16,20,1,17,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,1,9,70,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344777897563677,0.0,0.0,0.11635315224952797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867782783377433,0.09777523652346112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524155420897034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451256928659605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28619761609706595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264879264625643,0.0,0.1336174510918108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070430984885524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803545944867757,0.0,0.14611506546681147,0.0,0.07947092728317648,0.0,0.11183808383964798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380571990952689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561567083442112,0.15369830125343786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429898157056274,0.19753788507291747,0.20494759721568945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742540486338925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156973182288364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417456627991536,0.0,0.14673233905811325,0.0,0.18951037626843786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694334083241676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507647835671074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591617908912587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960002898852805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32143739751001754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949381579551212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077174383125568,0.0,0.0,0.08247776039347224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126178502861723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018008719942153,0.0,0.0,0.09933411482333188,0.1528866094592415,0.0,0.09004855964067446
lonely,Nah147,2018/11/16,"Huh. I'll probably regret posting this, since it's my first time doing anything like sharing info or talking about anything on reddit. 

I'm a 16 year old F. I'm introverted and sometimes irresponsive, I'm also very anxious and been diagnosed with mild depression. Been through panic attacks and now I am using meds n shit. 

I love drawing, been doing that for about 10 years now, I have 6 pets, and probably will have more in the future, since my heart is weak when seeing an animal in need of help. 

You don't have to comment or anything, a simple message is enough if you want to chat or something, idk hhh",4.3247928436911485,5.9104062627118665,5.323333333333334,80.24925612052732,71.11864406779661,7.617325800376648,30.060263653484,8.167268648758528,2.252432015065913,481,20,87,7,9,158,88,118,0.17800000000000002,0.7170000000000001,0.105,-0.8553,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,6,9,2,1,4,1,13,5,2,1,0,14,21,10,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,1,7,3,11,17,2,13,0,2,1,1,9,3,1,4,10,53,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332479642158741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882360135633808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113483954958476,0.0,0.0,0.1895571640382142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351172712059104,0.1691183442944545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216559792766273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417290252564148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744848130038284,0.11168355885647112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140334389326599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038332422744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18508005065416555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354848283616865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748422994787349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954956193075179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957830965802824,0.0,0.3592945032907429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277657093762893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103561615151067,0.2756637307568368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827415168699444,0.16479392683447305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392486517352006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715892783365407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390835407558303,0.0,0.13748102413947538,0.09827827577490973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459887211486486
lonely,Verve00,2018/11/16,I would just like to post this for the lonely Drugs ! LSD MDMA I find it helps gives some purpose in life ... apologies if you don't agree but my thinking is better be out of it happy and high than boring stay at home....I'll be honest I know we don't all feel this way but I'm purely sick of this shitty life and have quite enough so fuck it..!   Drugs at least I'll go out with a bang instead of a shitty whimper..... I mean what's the point going on if life is a drag.     ,0.221584158415844,1.9947817029702968,1.901475247524754,99.41914356435646,83.45544554455445,4.04,15.05049504950495,3.1291,-1.3285572277227722,356,5,86,0,10,116,74,101,0.248,0.615,0.13699999999999998,-0.9404,0,2,2,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,2,3,7,1,0,5,0,8,7,0,0,2,20,17,7,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,7,4,13,14,4,13,0,1,0,1,5,8,1,3,1,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704180032516667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469167637976679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909952811111856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742948609984843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761145046726941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813812794625666,0.0,0.1848451087101652,0.21901950875781492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512131416402507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291555579845661,0.2035867963126564,0.1932830517543012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589698518770416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083063960820957,0.09413824568265997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098951071063994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215364567375625,0.0,0.18454305931102866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494876043997973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538112690749705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234675056944234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529477759697392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136880931022584,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Retrovex,2018/11/16,"I'm just a college partier on the outside and a fragile emotional person on the inside I can't tell which of the two people like. When I'm the life of the party getting all these girls numbers and snapchats just making a fool of myself at parties everyone seems to love me and want to talk to me. Soon as those parties are over and I go to talk to any of the girls I thought were cute the next day or a couple days later it all goes to shit. 

I can't find anyone who I can have support me yet. I'm falling apart in college and have no motivation. Going from an extremely popular person in high school, (I still have a good number of friends here) to going to a place where I have no one to really talk to kinda sucks. There was a girl I was almost close to and as soon as I started talking about enything emptional she shut me down and quit talking to me. 

I don't know what's wrong with me it seems like I'm just not wanted.",3.069978021978024,3.9661185948717983,4.425732600732601,88.14057692307695,73.30769230769229,7.007326007326008,26.236263736263727,7.1686216300943375,1.1120109890109888,726,24,157,7,14,241,114,195,0.071,0.7170000000000001,0.212,0.9775,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,12,12,2,0,15,0,12,3,1,2,2,27,31,12,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,7,9,0,0,6,0,0,4,6,4,0,2,4,1,18,8,30,27,2,27,0,0,0,1,15,13,2,5,12,108,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738134414801528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329755549839942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593019190330286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518040662174587,0.0,0.17695932613337104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432632404836935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109605438583555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539408169341967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599680170332627,0.0,0.07167891773307829,0.0,0.2339138694851201,0.1150729662637724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495443981729536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539898679210076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690514642053843,0.13405345450160305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382417691928872,0.0,0.0915789740966762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459088312988482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929671326273711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511399430437126,0.2395874085457975,0.14333995998044838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592416256308788,0.0,0.0,0.08789086642130385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884903786288105,0.0,0.24979502234253256,0.0,0.0,0.1408290746506843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971075882655274,0.0,0.10956439884567623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568767881696935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5513622033669594,0.11991479957077572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891779805471996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401994017254612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184276640234804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000159862923113,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sleepy_Dog_MP3,2018/11/16,"Do you ever want to run away? I'm 24 and not until recently have i ever really wanted to drop everything, sell everything and just run away. Maybe work in a shitty run down coffee shop and move in with some random sketchy room mates. Just anything but what I am currently doing. Just a fresh start and a new chapter would be nice i guess.",2.923034825870644,4.981233865671643,4.087388059701496,85.64710199004975,76.01492537313433,7.451741293532338,21.61442786069652,8.344100000000001,1.2532606965174131,267,7,52,5,6,87,50,67,0.06,0.8240000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.5884,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,2,18,11,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,9,9,1,18,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,7,35,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872697946794372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276168998945198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116981534961677,0.0,0.0,0.40904846373208026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25069277306358545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286235231024655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418697005451393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978743834358452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457864490878446,0.0,0.2246968107638318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107442159978733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684520381361581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567285193311446,0.0,0.0,0.1616584001163369,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ChromAtMe,2018/11/16,"Chat Anyone? I’m feeling a little lonely at the moment with nothing to do. Anyone want to chat for a bit? Feel free to PM me if you’re interested 

18/M if that matters.",-0.8216666666666654,1.3226468333333372,2.6235555555555585,89.07700000000004,94.55555555555556,3.991111111111112,18.31111111111111,5.6839178017228535,-0.14504888888888878,130,4,27,1,5,47,30,36,0.059000000000000004,0.667,0.27399999999999997,0.723,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,6,5,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5509233375864476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300955351204059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983897738189669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948452201074268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37800931249298464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23236416831231085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AngryApparition029,2018/11/16,"All alone I am quite lonely. My boyfriend left for an anime convention with his friends while i sit at home. All of my friends have moved away or have gotten on with their lives. Is there any point to feeling like this? Like i am forgotten? My boyfriend doesnt seem to show he cares. So is there really a point to having a relationship with someone if i feel alone anyways? He wants his space, we live together and maybe that was my first mistake. I just wanted someone to do things with. Watch movies, play games, go out with and i am lacking that in a partner. I feel as though i am destined to be alone and to feel like shit. Just a rant post.",2.346860465116279,4.419332000000002,2.597848837209302,95.58421511627908,77.83720930232559,5.850387596899225,23.1531007751938,6.816661863887847,0.4673612403100775,504,16,111,5,12,153,84,129,0.136,0.713,0.151,0.4673,0,5,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,2,7,10,1,0,5,0,13,1,1,0,2,25,23,9,0,5,4,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,4,10,0,0,5,3,0,2,1,3,0,1,2,5,16,7,19,20,3,15,1,1,1,0,11,9,1,3,5,74,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584352930534782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033542420672743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862305925759102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043160803617606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29841204102865265,0.2108118605232008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255014072753443,0.0,0.0,0.22798526728049295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385302700679813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799931796606652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030769822484,0.0,0.0,0.21624859545263736,0.0,0.2605692651597312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482284362406158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568166171147828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789547772560824,0.0,0.14130699337323466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693190110463354,0.0,0.0,0.0945208834161751,0.0,0.0,0.15840774129534654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431911156502346,0.0,0.0,0.15145246700445122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500282129800729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802211200698308,0.0,0.14496187337924313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740513192979474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bodaciousdude3000,2018/11/16,"What could you do better to alleviate your loneliness ? For me it would be not coming on too strong with new people i meet.

I was abandoned as child and have no family so i kinda cling onto friends in a strong way, which in some circumstance especially recently is driving people away ( mostly prospective girlfriends)

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in what ways do you fall short in social situations? and in what way do you think you could do better?

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ps -  ive had a few beers sorry for any formatting hiccups or a shitty overall question. ",6.278705357142857,8.072380531250005,6.352321428571429,73.94625000000002,66.60416666666666,8.81904761904762,31.42261904761905,9.23628265651192,3.011049404761905,425,17,68,8,7,135,71,96,0.12,0.7340000000000001,0.147,0.5962,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,0,4,2,6,0,0,3,0,13,2,0,0,0,15,15,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,5,4,1,1,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,10,5,13,9,3,17,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,5,2,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384873714083652,0.3796025511273565,0.1062220159402016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675595310984949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27629412880544113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455330465145685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494275286674777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725237295892407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068048192682038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085987014845015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165801700840596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498083463955766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422961362155568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755764348122004,0.0,0.1592272180340872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748541975214702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008727443908697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719551782203703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109606874430758,0.0,0.3796025511273565,0.0
lonely,2161321613,2018/11/16,"Living the lonely life. I’m just living the lonely life. Single mom of a toddler. I work to support us, but pretty much no social life.  Most of my friends were tied to my longtime relationship with my child’s dad and I don’t live nearby any of them anyway.  Plus I have no extra money for doing too much beyond paying the bills. 
I went on a few dates over the summer, but being a mother is a dating handicap and I had little success. I’m kinda done with the dating scene at this point and will probably just remain single until my kiddo is grown up.  My ex is just living the single life. He’s never going to grow up. He will go all week without checking to see how she’s doing. He could FaceTime her, but that’s too much to ask.
My Dad died suddenly over the summer and that had left a vacancy in my heart. He was a big help with my toddler and a cheerleader in life. He had the best stories and we miss him.",1.8621245306633296,3.698294930851066,3.84953692115144,87.16029411764706,78.41489361702128,5.700125156445558,19.569461827284105,6.522977012572876,0.2255246558197745,709,16,142,6,17,241,110,188,0.08,0.784,0.136,0.9338,0,4,0,0,1,0,18.0,2,0,1,3,8,7,0,0,15,0,17,6,1,1,2,24,26,12,1,1,7,5,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,3,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,5,3,0,0,7,1,19,4,24,15,11,27,0,3,1,0,22,13,0,2,9,108,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920988368927662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661123291390422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212819630697188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081319398619022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405576944630202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859460818068395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463491887948777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393897655432473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048832614314118,0.09077764133984904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714795565168295,0.0,0.4783003813217758,0.0,0.13573908104076396,0.4783579965091724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586170668347031,0.0,0.0,0.2986757123616673,0.0,0.10445399830098846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280276170359943,0.0,0.0,0.1377836800673005,0.1460192882867488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540396717766038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792227663877603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805651731243626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368735076690646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290878613381365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863589169957852,0.0,0.0,0.1255474107267628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055222850484535,0.0,0.098596572248911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,larry-the-stranger,2019/02/25,"No girls wanna date me because I’m poor, my family is making no effort to get out of poverty, and there’s no jobs available so I’m gonna make money illegally I have friends and i make new friends easily so I don’t have a terrible personality, I’m tall (6’2”) I play sports, people used to tell me I’m ugly but my friends say I’m not anymore.  Idk why high school girls don’t like me, a tall, sociable, athletic guy that passes all his classes so I’ll try making money to see if that works and if it doesn’t I’ll give up for a wile on trying to get girls",1.4747933884297524,2.795085942148763,4.0496611570247945,87.57994628099175,78.00826446280992,7.1540495867768605,22.843801652892562,7.908726449838941,0.9855580165289256,433,13,99,7,10,153,77,121,0.111,0.722,0.168,0.8343,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,5,1,15,21,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,5,3,4,0,0,0,2,3,1,7,1,0,0,0,2,10,5,10,20,1,9,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,2,3,47,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833940111384404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272739691882155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432902788253887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286133528979012,0.0,0.1932293601817448,0.1773950746026792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831029288478865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538139349217215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350762889676786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903440790636536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937503838073467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785998689257219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820238394365674,0.16146770600423854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470582603702135,0.0,0.1871520357492369,0.14735975758340164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163092810405402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25110127364201656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597141726213564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686432229809434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462620913552525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Elevryn,2019/02/25,"I need an online friend Hello!

Ive recently just dumped all the toxic people out of my life. Ive only got a handful of people i can talk to, and its driving me crazy. Im in a terrible spot in life, and being this alone is not good for me. 

Right now, i need distraction. I need to be able to look at my phone and have a message, or someone to talk to. Im not looking for a mental health mother. While i'd love to be supportive of each other, i'm looking for someone i can talk to about their day, or about shared interests. An escape.

If you can hold a conversation, lets chat on whatsapp, or text or whatever. I want to get to know someone and make a half decent connection.

Here's a bit about me. If you think we have stuff in common, lets not be lonely together :)

I love:
-animals
-literature and philosophy
-politics and current events
-music (all kinds) and art
-video games
-anime

I am:
-22 years old
- gay af
- a student
-future teacher
-big nerd
-adorable

Peace and love ❤
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lonely,Bandersnatchking,2019/02/25,"I don't have a single friend This is less of a pity party and more of a ""I hope I'm not the only one"" post. I've never had a friend in my life. The closest things I've had to friends were adults my mom occasionally hung out with when I was a kid and ingenuine people on the internet. There were two kids I hung out with when I was younger but those were my brothers friends, and I was always the 3rd, less charismatic wheel. I was home-schooled growing up which means I never met any other kids and my job is currently taking care of an old man and building his pet projects for him, so I have no coworkers.

I feel so completely invisible.",1.9465909090909082,3.82615047727273,3.3606060606060595,90.5609090909091,78.31818181818181,6.824242424242425,23.87878787878788,7.793537801064563,1.0575333333333337,501,17,111,8,12,164,85,132,0.065,0.807,0.128,0.8420000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,10,0,14,1,0,0,2,16,21,10,0,1,2,2,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,5,5,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,10,1,16,6,12,11,4,14,0,1,0,0,14,6,0,1,6,78,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714878831206486,0.0,0.0,0.12843302446958824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925579778892716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980188121491349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549459044616017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5836590146070846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944455735448731,0.18758314700327766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741695947632456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339921903603966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572670648428792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119356023784714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913249151095604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198179497876656,0.0,0.12797816572807685,0.14363849551318528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093352652849688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808781363223832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113900446971646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200114895167318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254718999743809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844912887979006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Snowbrdr1,2019/02/25,"Sick of feeling alone in life I have lots of friends and family who are there for me, but I haven’t had a significant other in my life for almost 4 years now and it really makes me feel lonely sometimes. I’m almost at the point of giving up completely on relationships because either I get led on and let down or just ghosted completely. It’s been making me feel really down and out and it frustrates me that instead of being honest with feelings up front which would be so much easier, people string you along and then hurt you. I don’t get people sometimes",6.9192121212121185,6.532373890909092,7.329090909090907,75.17030303030306,64.63636363636364,10.242424242424242,30.15151515151515,9.725611199111238,2.663060606060605,448,13,83,8,6,147,77,110,0.126,0.732,0.141,0.2065,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,0,10,3,0,3,0,24,20,10,1,1,4,0,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,4,11,2,18,14,3,16,0,2,0,0,6,11,0,4,3,65,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379613128153033,0.1747760803707292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286959481431944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538663229038751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908427722823387,0.0,0.34130413380062136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303773029738443,0.0,0.17633181046875954,0.16188220384060606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065240420487014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256025586009524,0.2383889217706238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346683476153022,0.0,0.0,0.2252864135515045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405206680686033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23398264576287434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952509538948334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621358259688733,0.0,0.0,0.18117639202410726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337998974718103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987651137923408,0.0,0.0,0.10867069388646183
lonely,Ekowy,2019/02/25,Do you ever think that if society didn’t have such a negative stigma about being alone then maybe we’d be happier I’ve been thinking that some of my pain comes from feeling like  a loser cause I don’t have friends not from actually not having friends.,4.0368,5.82200568,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,72.2,8.200000000000001,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.2876000000000003,204,8,39,4,4,66,41,50,0.207,0.5670000000000001,0.22699999999999998,0.0516,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,1,1,10,14,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,1,4,3,4,9,1,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.2838820245066581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30129059912012945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29884031383654736,0.0,0.2505895240303272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631408834504895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470906755902221,0.20782310847712696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44950608391415664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421218433006012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29225390172805893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095442023914149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37280128538131707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwaway4753268,2019/02/25,"I'm 24 later this year, the fact that I've only ever had one brief girlfriend for less than 3 months and never really made any friends depresses the absolute hell out of me, and I can't help that. It just fucking sucks.

any time I try to talk to anyone about it they say just brush it off like 'oh you'll find people' or 'oh just join a club or volunteer' like I even have that option, in fact, the only thing that I've got going is that I've got a job working in a homewares shop one of the top in the UK. 

I hate brooding that I'm going to either harm or kill myself to get anyone to listen, but it sucks having to try repeatedly for help and just nobody's interested.",6.060251509054325,4.396739049295778,7.029879275653922,80.79288732394367,66.95774647887325,9.804426559356136,28.03219315895372,8.418075326091056,1.6908559356136807,523,11,115,6,7,177,89,142,0.154,0.755,0.091,-0.8798,1,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,1,1,2,7,12,6,0,8,0,6,1,0,1,4,20,19,7,1,0,9,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,12,4,0,0,1,2,1,3,2,8,0,2,4,3,8,4,17,14,2,16,1,1,0,1,9,6,4,4,9,68,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24763467114453644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25462233600765904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568210471679818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025890962154638,0.16469738380502486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641337502220965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406707978143444,0.1683255285915757,0.09512674327856124,0.0,0.20695499053772984,0.0,0.291244237031722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976150089842546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24408225031814526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068147705194867,0.0,0.2014391604457332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779054281966854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722838953380933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453306358347715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042756885797816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24675764753369664,0.2769526899097998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622797336426658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166419939224525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479345548804165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463450968065786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096262941854707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061694755564395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472341301777029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255286694481222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725041751411094
lonely,diss_researcher,2019/02/25,"Survey on flirting behaviors and personality Hey I am a doctoral Student at a University in the South. I am studying flirtation behaviors, specifically trying to catalog specific flirting behaviors taken from several experimental studies. I was wondering if I could post to this community as it seems relevant to my topic. Thank you in advance for taking the time to take the survey there is an opportunity to win a gift card if the entire survey is completed. You can back out at any time.

Here is the link to the survey

[https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/JMQP5PJ](https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/JMQP5PJ)

Thank you again for taking the time",10.500127298444133,13.003256099009905,10.132192362093353,48.11871287128714,57.31683168316832,12.900141442715702,38.190947666195186,12.28987398476788,5.8987442715700125,530,24,67,18,7,172,66,101,0.0,0.805,0.195,0.9571,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,3,4,6,0,0,11,0,8,1,0,1,0,9,16,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,6,16,13,0,14,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,4,5,52,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911352882430956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686078200419853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299041385585944,0.0,0.0,0.1750720820741733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244357632391879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914612004531475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000344191521905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961839870971373,0.0,0.2477166904789375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945992474615656,0.0,0.0,0.4037552371426263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835804997856721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887234257713666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377928043970132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,disappearlikeagatha,2019/02/25,I sometimes wish I have a differenr personality. People say I am kind of separated. I cannot keep people in my life because it bears me down. I don't know maybe because I grew up with a problematic family and I am an only child... I sometimes wish I'm extroverted that cam have fun with people. Being me is just lonely af ,1.5456263736263731,3.8990628153846174,4.732967032967032,77.66846153846154,82.38461538461539,7.406593406593408,23.131868131868128,8.418075326091056,1.7944945054945052,253,9,49,6,7,92,47,65,0.08800000000000001,0.769,0.142,0.5106,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,8,13,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,11,2,6,12,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625637147856042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203022860488674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914224468612547,0.0,0.22426498331760766,0.11835658473098537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211560076816047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163587260517009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379148391056111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44791188867144704,0.18804461854518392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126343811752193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42599439238314335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495308253566261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FortunateRose01,2019/02/25,"19f a shut in for years only got 2 close friends but they play on ps4, im chill/serious Im not about to lay out the details cause its obvious just looking for someone to play with on xbox with and chill. I'm available 24/7 mon thru sat, i play red dead online, rainbow six seige, battlefield 1 online, fortnite but i suck despite playing since season 3, mostly on rainbow and battle field though. I'm shy but trying, came here because my siblings think its sad i play everyday and i don't any xbox friends despite having a mic so im trying to make them worry less by finding playmates. Also my user name is lonesome fluff so feel free to add.",1.4544186046511631,3.959156922480624,2.7655503875969,90.55251162790701,84.42635658914728,4.68031007751938,24.879069767441862,6.079149491110277,0.7901293023255813,509,21,98,4,15,164,93,129,0.21,0.638,0.153,-0.868,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,7,11,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,22,13,10,1,0,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,3,7,1,1,2,3,0,1,3,3,8,9,16,10,2,11,0,1,2,0,5,7,1,1,3,48,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607553702525145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272072675511398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189724167980284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321985245281165,0.0,0.2004909865520518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868265189221212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837973957877495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30157215761187894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609343644585064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6324438121137103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389171149831305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027595345525575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843382839617908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144473602071005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536495658615424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505557990889846,0.19175127168482106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26501211065635666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982022702819895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568159824219904
lonely,KashmirCashmere,2019/02/25,"What we decided loneliness sounds like when humanity decided what song best represented the human emotion loneliness when we blasted voyager one into space with a golden record for what maybe a beacon for extraterrestrial life we choose this song, dark was the night cold was the ground, even listening to it, for me at least, make me feel lonely. Listen to it yourself I think despite the song being a musical embodiment of loneliness of sorts brings us together under that same banner of being by our selves. 

Link https://youtu.be/BNj2BXW852g",10.705652173913043,11.223509565217396,9.542521739130432,59.419869565217425,56.60869565217391,13.012173913043478,37.96521739130435,12.340626583579946,5.198545217391303,448,18,64,13,5,140,68,92,0.111,0.8220000000000001,0.068,-0.4939,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,1,0,14,10,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,0,2,7,5,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,8,8,2,13,6,3,9,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,4,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36105387947069617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870041868907669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272384008626842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395943054750407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430090759127847,0.1680829517556291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296526313648644,0.0,0.34563932836595784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32286281703245856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331337170886369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045006949652807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138436338588088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Locu8en,2019/02/25,"lonely always I am goin to die alone. I am too insecure and awkward and my self esteem is low. People swipe me on grindr but like lol im too scared i dont want to subject them to my ugliness.

I cant interact with anyone. I havent dated in so long. I cant drive. I have no irl friends. 

Even at work im alone. I usually crave it because my home makes me suicidal.

But i wish for once i had someone who understood me and i connected with and loved me and i found them interesting back. 

I wanna disappear",-0.14732566498921784,2.035712355140191,2.7284112149532724,90.16114306254494,89.0,6.656793673616103,21.31488138030194,7.882392219407189,1.1669790079079796,390,14,87,9,13,137,70,107,0.251,0.545,0.204,-0.2266,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,5,9,0,3,0,1,9,1,0,1,0,15,15,8,2,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,3,0,22,4,10,12,0,10,0,2,0,1,7,4,0,0,5,56,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906960048908281,0.0,0.0,0.15694258537071262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318838218694429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503310372923708,0.0,0.11497780369442315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575233675881976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22105508756398928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457826649005672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068063429215185,0.14572329146034824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891959774871575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074726026644738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214764175752774,0.0,0.0,0.16691812238694945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023217996285073,0.0,0.12590181325736025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086855784044744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076172196937946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883627338101647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967663243102175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598126694238486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063139280276624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077325048081616,0.0,0.11124986905363547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689765927204016,0.0,0.0,0.1373137876789233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Perrosforlife,2019/02/25,"I think I'm at a point where the loneliness is starting to fade out, but sometimes it still hits. Sometimes, I just want someone to hug me. I'm just touched-deprived man.",2.799607843137256,4.762084058823528,3.0594117647058816,93.31401960784315,76.05882352941177,5.7098039215686285,31.92156862745098,6.42735559955562,1.5664039215686278,134,7,28,1,3,41,27,34,0.057999999999999996,0.769,0.172,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,6,0,7,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470050832368074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110219574302295,0.0,0.7260942920851521,0.0,0.25981799295597946,0.0,0.29314704150280674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352072171383782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651069443781493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Aidanep_6437,2019/02/25,Even I'm letting my self down and I need a win Last year I was 260 lbs now now I'm 176. When I first started I told myself things were going to be different once I became the best I could be. Nothing changed. At the beginning of the year I tried to ask out this girl. She said no. This isn't the worst thing that happened. Back in 2017 I met Keira I loved this girl. She was the first girl to ever really talk to me and make me feel good. It felt like a dagger when she started dating this guy. At first I was mad at him. Now I'm not... I'm just glad that she's happy. Honestly she's probably better off with him than me. It got even worse when I realized that she is in 3 out of 4 of my classes this semester. To get away from all of this I tried to join the primary reserves. They turned me down because of my Adhd. My teachers and my parents told me that I was going to get in. Even the fucking sergeant said I was going to get in. I worked so hard mentally and physically for this. The only shred of hope I have left is that this girl might like me. If she doesnt I don't know what else I can do. I'm trying guys I'm sorry,-0.3041850352376656,1.6277551417004084,1.9753486279802068,97.19416404258509,86.6518218623482,5.278692457639827,18.055030739241268,6.605766666666668,-0.2134458239616137,868,22,212,10,27,293,130,247,0.047,0.789,0.16399999999999998,0.9836,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,7,13,14,2,0,10,0,19,2,0,1,2,21,51,9,0,4,3,1,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,7,18,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,3,0,3,13,5,40,11,31,33,3,35,0,0,0,2,26,14,1,3,20,144,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033516295109147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916443208733843,0.0,0.1097095049347168,0.0897891236338433,0.0,0.0711820678563136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254318575350095,0.1032738074513566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352745394846235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323155247649813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200007044408034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754657021822973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313769701746509,0.1056253871485037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904255299072673,0.0,0.1121177634849147,0.0,0.0,0.2979741754624632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079522255527126,0.18302292704666145,0.0,0.1990896924969464,0.0979413555878237,0.0933918456399538,0.0,0.0,0.2312418358303074,0.1032595569939404,0.12430411516946095,0.10460321868146133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597921772702513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417388215612227,0.0951833486004524,0.0,0.0,0.1268712312631211,0.11940550426107364,0.0,0.11409610338037385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538972041637262,0.0,0.07794505658097754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176769593769282,0.12387479486699235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658366963798615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204421564293003,0.0,0.0,0.12435651799715235,0.0,0.08880904607499175,0.0,0.0,0.12965955705568272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589809223688372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480601987228758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215051845196312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218168498514002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307147481198172,0.16530118482892067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385551336856457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515394680416542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315797872685994,0.0,0.2378380285681263,0.12701251356603918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501014141951857,0.0,0.1189988728795558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039244045203615
lonely,moanneowe,2019/02/25,"The one person I love doesn't love me back I used to not really care too much about relationships, but now I've fallen in love with my best friend (cliche, I know) and I have no idea if he likes me back. He keeps sending mixed signals and I don't want to say anything because we're kind of each other's only friends at the moment. He has some trust issues and he tells me I'm the only person he trusts. I'd feel horrible if I confessed to him and he took it as ""she only hangs out with me because she wants to get with me"" because that's not the case. I really do love him, but I can't say anything and I have no idea what he thinks about me (he probably doesn't like me). It's a super lonely and disappointing place realizing that the one guy you love probably won't ever love you back. So I get to be alone forever ",3.0598952380952404,3.640209880000004,4.66207142857143,87.61234523809523,73.05714285714286,7.890476190476193,23.72619047619048,8.07648339933343,1.0161904761904763,639,16,146,9,12,216,97,175,0.135,0.589,0.276,0.9904,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,9,18,0,0,6,0,10,6,0,1,1,30,28,12,0,4,6,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,0,3,6,11,0,1,7,0,0,4,9,2,0,2,1,3,24,16,15,25,4,14,1,2,0,6,31,4,0,3,8,88,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233132071390216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850583585019753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501959562196286,0.0,0.19834769304161168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382154206421966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058167726529168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981078170315923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054840376374178976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759106398430546,0.0,0.11333121278274495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073919458765775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448751222144268,0.0,0.11320352763475355,0.0,0.0964037770471908,0.0,0.11294386737681315,0.05960649857716521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597565544277324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5873335390335631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973020376784702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698991311265416,0.2474649857848773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894052842642169,0.11331708135792395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338753462827463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896385156295282,0.0,0.0,0.1164449011276494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250267745855227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479837374612214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949646101308747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050248278551835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367417490150673,0.0,0.0,0.12794443315114554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gothtraderjoes,2019/02/25,"I feel lonely, even though I'm not necessarily alone? Hi. Just need to get some words out of my system. I'm a 16 year old girl in high school. 

I'm a good conversationalist. Most of those I'm surrounded with get along with me. But I feel cooped, up, alone, and gross nearly all of the time?

I go to an all-girl's school with a great education that I am incredibly grateful for. However, the student population is very, very small. There are very, very few people I don't feel tense around. The environment is competitive, and I've definitely started hinging my self-worth on grades, and the place makes me feel unworthy and miserable. I've been trying to branch out for two years, with limited luck. Every connection I've made is half-formed at best, and even so, I'm not allowed out on weekends anymore- all I'm allowed to do is work, and I feel sick and lonely and miserable.  I need to just finish high school and get out, quickly as possible. 

However- recently met some people from a different school that I really clicked with, the first time in many years. I felt so warm, so welcomed, so wanted, that I nearly cried when I got home. I've just found out today that it isn't going to work. I won't go into it, but by pursuing this friendship/potential romance, some people could really get hurt. There's a timebomb on this thing, and I feel sick. I was so close, just for it to be pulled away, because I really don't want to be an asshole. I feel like I keep getting picked up and dropped, over and over, stomach lurching and all. I'm sorry if I come off ungrateful or anything, I am very aware many have it much worse. I just feel so sick.",3.6699386503067517,5.124982460122702,4.770446625766873,84.0865165644172,72.55828220858895,8.283484662576686,26.230184049079753,8.841846274778883,1.8317910674846616,1286,43,266,25,25,422,167,326,0.132,0.773,0.095,-0.932,5,6,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,0,5,19,14,0,2,12,0,18,4,1,5,3,70,54,26,0,6,11,0,10,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,12,28,0,2,10,1,0,5,6,6,0,2,7,11,24,8,44,43,10,48,0,5,1,0,4,27,0,7,15,159,36,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515942071781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886495473652558,0.0,0.0,0.07355926412757054,0.07957487334361699,0.0,0.0,0.08398360381234439,0.0,0.0,0.05449050735344555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380790085917012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770004295568928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136958434599855,0.0,0.09818926346858356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339214124929916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808075520901945,0.0,0.07531381502484756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615808042443132,0.06385928815863362,0.0858271471961001,0.0,0.0,0.07603396233608238,0.0,0.09801006966226104,0.0,0.0,0.23350946974024686,0.0,0.15240493399122074,0.07497498060378939,0.07149229019123501,0.09855133111211932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888808842944305,0.08966413056476151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569242668362132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945276259383295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04367079200900389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458172677556383,0.05966763549724227,0.1812521751772008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571096222115573,0.13256114156786233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379837890840548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591255903944384,0.0,0.09339214124929916,0.0,0.0,0.100772301552689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179402476032454,0.0,0.08826053384579441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618644503092712,0.0,0.0,0.09325188425265084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000633046795496,0.0632697651158124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938586454326079,0.0,0.08782392054380313,0.0,0.10424651190753663,0.0,0.08473001312143366,0.0,0.0,0.0606890435326167,0.0,0.08731974799298317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368775097141712,0.1054475144411027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301520418172808,0.0,0.0910946977655136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269013030563635
lonely,BlueTinge,2019/02/25,"The Judgment (Found this short story by Rusell Edson... a bit too relatable)

    A man dresses up like a judge and stands before a mirror and sentences himself to loneliness for the rest of his life.
    But, your Honor, you haven't heard my side of it...
    You have no *side* of it; you have been found guilty of impersonating a judge and standing before a mirror admiring yourself.
    I throw myself on the mercy of the court; I acted only out of loneliness...
    Loneliness is no excuse for violating the law.
    But, your Honor, please, I've been lonely all my life. Isn't the debt almost paid?—Not more loneliness!—I demand my sentence be shortened! I've already paid for my crime!
    I make no deals with convicted criminals. If you think you can do better try another judge.
    But, your Honor...
    Clear the court and go to bed!",15.174030769230768,20.12838961333334,10.622,39.45946153846157,49.53333333333333,9.682051282051283,30.871794871794872,10.035473477838034,3.745564102564102,982,29,104,19,13,276,96,150,0.16399999999999998,0.69,0.146,-0.7381,1,2,0,0,0,0,143.0,0,7,0,4,1,8,1,0,12,0,10,2,0,1,1,14,17,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,2,3,5,2,0,0,6,1,15,6,16,10,4,11,0,1,0,0,13,6,0,2,1,68,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02550707653601763,0.0,0.02810958926898754,0.0,0.0,0.9935817936234148,0.0,0.0,0.026710186749345687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04335052307985275,0.0,0.0,0.02252839800885607,0.027809424229091387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02626107768494675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585866650092368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.014476635598510153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03598402682418912,0.012444599902174357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017003123064927746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01937301999547776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02796120758191491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016321779720285926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017294187498439282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Comf0rTS,2019/02/25,Are there any place where I can hire someone to chat with me? I don't have friends to chat with and I'm now lonely AF. Are there any place where I can hire someone to chat with me?,0.054999999999999716,1.8199465000000004,0.995000000000001,105.74,84.0,4.0,17.5,3.1291,-1.255,140,3,37,0,4,43,22,40,0.141,0.8590000000000001,0.0,-0.6613,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,6,7,0,5,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,23,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43703738215769256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24826247850783445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6714529714502357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5445318865709767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,t3kb01,2019/02/25,"Alone in a New City. I HATE my life right now. I feel like the older I get, the worse it gets. Like I'm never going to really be able to form a normal social life.  


I'm doing... okay... for myself. I have a semi-decent job that allows me JUST enough money to pay my student loans, eat, and afford internet service. But after moving to Maryland, I feel completely lost and simply don't have much going on in life besides work, work, and more work.   


I've lived in several different places in my lifetime, and I usually don't have an issue making friends eventually. But this time, it's different. I'm in my early 30's now. I don't have many interests or hobbies besides video games and making music on my computer. I figured that once I moved here, I would make friends at work and be able to monkey branch those friendships into some kind of social life. But the problem is that they are all native marylander's. They all have friends, wives, kids etc... So when the end of the work day comes, they all go home to their own personal lives. One of the guys I worked with asked me what I had planned for the weekend once, I told him that I literally had nothing going on. He was like ""dang, can't believe you're not doing anything man. That sucks."", then he fucked off and went about his way. I've received the same kind of treatment throughout my life honestly. It's the same routine, they pretend to give a shit and then fuck off because they weren't really interested in hanging in reality. I sometimes wonder if it's because I'm a really fat guy and I'm a minority. I notice that other people don't get the same treatment in my exact situation.  


It's been over 2 years now, and honestly don't see much changing. Washington DC is about an hour away from me, and Baltimore is about a 30 min drive. While I'm sure that there are things to do out there, I REALLY don't want to go alone. ",3.692381583933308,4.959665050397883,4.935341985600608,83.65999668435016,72.23607427055703,7.932133383857522,26.46163319439181,8.418075326091056,1.726387722622205,1472,49,296,24,28,488,203,377,0.102,0.823,0.075,-0.8333,5,2,0,0,0,1,56.0,0,0,6,8,12,21,5,0,19,1,28,10,2,4,6,44,60,21,0,5,7,1,2,3,3,1,6,0,1,5,17,15,2,0,4,4,3,12,10,7,0,1,8,3,36,14,39,49,14,53,0,1,1,2,26,20,5,4,23,184,53,11,0.16410476610674696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996304627862094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752211993679565,0.0,0.07670790189737821,0.0,0.07709091487792641,0.0,0.0,0.10003674225330272,0.0,0.0,0.09244493759898917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868005415127386,0.07068086258596204,0.08603036251954628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291699904513921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171454552662546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396007226348677,0.0,0.0,0.0726740569477094,0.08478204567869134,0.09151009667242904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297630054008634,0.05861823884817136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901804028218993,0.15171221191671602,0.1286069506745016,0.07871212251895199,0.23316130093570814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248951896025327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100974090787368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230523034491764,0.0,0.08080506911366359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564137002934552,0.0814243292900682,0.0,0.0,0.17088986077839272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897801236392525,0.12025994920175966,0.0,0.1449075150109463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956986882757555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431180850596938,0.08318823778535432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744173955788397,0.12063588522485305,0.0,0.06328385617972464,0.07924670285370974,0.0,0.0,0.08039391402181921,0.07873147450472037,0.09341718194579884,0.0,0.17476622010350784,0.05560081828933002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688479105068923,0.07164497597425286,0.085727276331273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851304916569657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102594306213521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007228680097675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538512593569266,0.0,0.0,0.09269583756802956,0.0842255920798599,0.0,0.09223031641207552,0.0,0.16728414284532375,0.0,0.0,0.08115190491378839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733339997773793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451195734212668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047845404406207465,0.0,0.0,0.07840456828512478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036910765992906,0.0,0.04839662142881936,0.06512936244371005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606338113812622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898230930105999,0.3584106726121292,0.0,0.08361838826258397,0.058287658723237525,0.0,0.0,0.052839044493321434
lonely,NutritiousTomato,2019/02/25,"What has improved your loneliness? I remember back in the day I would isolate myself and just try to read and research my way into becoming less lonely and fixing my social issues. Knowledge is useful, but what really helped me was when I was essentially forced into being social by a new job I got. I feel like that instantly helped tremendously. 

I'm a long way from where I want to be, but so long as I somehow keep forcing myself into social situations, I keep getting better. And that's what has helped me the most.",6.5163636363636375,6.994495333333332,7.293484848484847,72.16022727272728,65.36363636363636,9.832323232323233,30.641414141414145,9.725611199111238,2.969456565656565,414,14,70,8,6,138,67,99,0.09,0.784,0.126,0.5642,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,20,16,9,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,15,2,9,10,2,13,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,2,7,55,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787414716495096,0.0,0.0,0.18366487118088184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707850481059778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724950100618302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408608754128495,0.11880448588864405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688469070843928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300500249975164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344014011529501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357360331976146,0.16502671813784775,0.29562949680693035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124559703971844,0.0,0.0,0.294339871350395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061321486117675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634462882495696,0.0,0.10653579862280364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838505783917736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692774706289944,0.0,0.5085645776446207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129065297135053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362948236136452,0.0,0.0,0.09808782796239852,0.2640018046745365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813448278791128,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Invictive123,2019/02/25,"I’ve never felt this alone before I don’t know what to do Last night I found out that two of my friends are dating each other officially now. While I’m happy for them it’s making me feel extra lonely. Now that they’re dating each other I’m the only one in our group that’s not dating (in general and someone in the group). I have a group of 4 great friends they’re very supportive when I need it and we have a lot of fun together. Unfortunately now that my 2 friends started officially dating the group consists of 5 people including myself. 2 of them are married to each other and the other two are dating each other. 

Because if this now whenever I hangout with them I’ll either be the 3rd wheel or 5th wheel. I also have a feeling they’re going to start going out on double dates which would inevitably exclude me. There was mention when my two friends who just became official were like FWBs  that the married couple couldn’t wait until they started dating officially so they could go on double dates. I can’t help but feel I’m going to end up fading out of the group leaving me completely alone. I found this out when we were out drinking last night. When I got home I cried myself to sleep because I’m fearing the moment when I don’t fit into the group anymore. Tonight I went down to the water by my house to clear my thoughts it usually helps me calm down and put things into perspective but all I did was cry more. 

I love my friends and I know if I brought this up to them they’d probably assure me that none of that would happen but I don’t want to let my friends know that their happiness is making me sad. I just want to be happy for them and I want them to enjoy the beginning of their relationship. I just can’t get myself to stop crying though. I don’t know what to do I just feel so lost and alone. ",2.8606634205721235,4.580703983827495,4.058012346752456,87.28450743413616,75.19946091644205,6.619980871228589,23.558038431440746,7.359569317364363,0.9246048343622296,1442,43,294,17,31,471,168,371,0.10099999999999999,0.72,0.179,0.9801,0,5,1,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,11,1,18,21,0,1,14,0,28,4,1,2,4,63,67,24,0,10,12,0,5,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,25,21,2,2,12,2,0,7,10,4,0,4,13,5,52,17,42,46,12,58,0,3,0,1,32,17,0,4,35,210,77,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26771297962901963,0.0,0.06890357586259423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544937249537693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504689078946224,0.0,0.07331736221050253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903390283670524,0.0,0.0,0.06879320175763938,0.09533641436676234,0.2839341383640969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440578088659832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631379782523003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969560012617595,0.1742640190916508,0.0,0.08272885862302158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894397545792174,0.3994104477121439,0.0,0.0450159944501928,0.0,0.19587099031037186,0.0,0.06891147802400056,0.09499371009101386,0.0,0.0,0.07619261236134915,0.27516257684263645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550490269110765,0.0,0.08642733008589805,0.0,0.0,0.09941917130600188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940913051297564,0.1404667653880216,0.0,0.09123292598359883,0.0,0.08810629800115545,0.0,0.04209431276812176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405580406579213,0.07325169769700718,0.07776440601064041,0.0,0.11502736704373735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388789734917545,0.06645330684614625,0.0,0.0,0.1617140615321926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058385478725954364,0.06552994627093094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973375680259965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289701426281717,0.0,0.0,0.0866164265736081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925055488987692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622404445782736,0.0,0.07300462999083071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295733777863465,0.0,0.0,0.07203513910791354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777541161665514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724208426478574,0.0,0.0846535501149444,0.06840286025267152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25250273332063944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489507124348916,0.07109252461909629,0.15246142041308694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987286982278942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241376882844722,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Unknownredtreelog,2019/02/25,"I can't stand this anymore I just can't. I feel so loss in this world, I feel like I'm letting my life go by me. Tommorow I'm going back to school after a week long midterm break, and throughout that week I just lounged around my house playing video games and watching TV. Barely even texted friends about anything. Im just so sick of this life. ",2.5969483568075127,4.307303647887324,2.486971830985919,98.30867370892021,75.90140845070422,4.733333333333333,25.91784037558686,3.1291,0.12085727699530535,273,10,61,0,6,81,51,71,0.10400000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.2723,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,8,9,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,8,3,7,8,0,12,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,6,32,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400938865005171,0.0,0.0,0.19922413748756893,0.21551650489693694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615665362172684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990193002474926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24482172542097025,0.1729532201669415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704254129213274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751771367242436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793459394076899,0.0,0.0,0.2615049054461582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24755926105150325,0.341998712404828,0.11827573283365532,0.0,0.0,0.21424708079326854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450137785339031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883891434451037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SearedSalmon-,2019/02/25,"At this point it feels like nobidy wants to associate with me. 17M

TL;DR My (what felt like) best friend is drifting away from me, and my other friends don't talk to me unless we see each other in person

I met my best friend back in September, and we slowly became close buddies. We always watched videos together and played random games that always had me out of breath from laughing. She also had another close friend (definately closer than I could be) who she talked to often, but I didn't care because why would I? Hes just another friend of hers, and she seemed to enjoy his company as much as mine. I even talked to him and he seemed like a good person. Then, she told me she got together with a mutual friend of ours in December. No big deal, she just had an SO and I was happy for her. Then I started noticing that she would start giving excuses not to hang out more often, and our chats became less frequent and shorter. She'd always be sleeping for long periods of time at random times of the day, busy doing homework, or busy watching anime with her other best bud. The past month was an eye opener, because I noticed it felt just like how we were when we first met: Awkward, small talk about things we barely had in common. I think its because of me always having trouble dealing with social interactions, and she eventually got annoyed of our daily conversations.

Then, theres my other friends I hang out with.

At the beginning of this school year (August 2018), my friend Lemon introduced me to 3 of her friends she hangs out with all the time. I wasn't the closest of friends to Suhaymah, but I wasn't opposed to becoming closer with her and her friends either. Toast, Apple, and Butter were different from the people I usually talk to on a day-to-day basis. It was like a new fresh breath of air to me, and I enjoyed it. In October, Jennifer stopped coming to talk to us because she wanted to focus on her studies. Then, on New Years Eve, Toast confessed her feelings for me and avoided all contact with me in school for a month since I rejected her. Now, neither Lemon nor Butter want to talk much since I was the source of their friend's problems. I was seen as the bad guy, but they didn't want to say it to my face. Even the usual guys that I talk to have started talking less and less to me for reasons I wish I knew.

If I'm lucky, the peak of my daily social life will be saying good morning and good night to my best friend. The most I can dream of is going back to when we would watch dramas at 2 AM and have chats that would last for hours on end.

""But why can't you say this to their faces and talk it out?""

First, I'm scared of confrontation. I'd rather chug a gallon of milk before doing anything close to that. Second, I'm afraid my friends won't see and talk to me the same way. I want them to feel at ease and carefree when they're talking to me, because who cares about my problems anyways?

In conclusion: I'm a bafoon that nobody wants to be with.

P.S. The names I gave for my friends aren't real if you're wondering. I just put a placeholder there with foods because I'm feeling a little hungry at the moment.",4.9620454545454535,5.4746996204146745,5.277954944178628,85.14114294258376,68.74481658692186,7.928692185007975,27.955701754385966,7.734863291789972,1.5334038596491224,2470,77,500,26,40,784,282,627,0.068,0.7340000000000001,0.198,0.9984,1,2,0,0,0,0,74.0,11,1,4,7,23,46,2,4,25,0,40,9,6,2,2,105,81,41,0,17,15,0,6,5,16,6,1,3,1,4,24,47,2,3,14,7,0,7,12,11,0,3,25,18,88,35,93,44,17,84,1,1,7,0,95,35,0,12,46,342,112,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03846354393647322,0.1600838527677037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086882015010444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039580134617089584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045189173436483834,0.0739679990902168,0.04015939361365621,0.17591869429220042,0.05311989688927464,0.040927419910886026,0.0,0.20190138594716656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807718949910073,0.0,0.0,0.04143172724172543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03840193059954212,0.0,0.0,0.09305670264942244,0.0991727967613594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050251638140572964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04260009845444551,0.0,0.0,0.06353587467589786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727814080715774,0.03436085518048142,0.0923622627309336,0.0,0.0,0.0818233977847775,0.058159673649191,0.0,0.5574000010862454,0.0,0.0,0.04613949337214508,0.02733491095116531,0.12102567339710853,0.07693591020556532,0.0,0.0,0.09524815038883627,0.0,0.051200670558161535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04736633737589683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03920587236931412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033972678327441684,0.1174900161829814,0.0482063188400229,0.0,0.04256476351739839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678191240902636,0.0,0.07071437598998533,0.0,0.0,0.09290570763614504,0.0,0.04513623446258421,0.0,0.0,0.10951861820763018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045914494831222175,0.03334474227940155,0.08399374297944028,0.0,0.0,0.045467672831172666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920456009996512,0.0,0.04835126025647817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474547145194269,0.0,0.04945222849504682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474715932560915,0.0481539763629536,0.09735445172168222,0.07665494178537444,0.08757229368408828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957347852969716,0.0,0.04813222363085636,0.09805866432096758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021309491133242,0.0,0.0,0.040211653798236914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46390726937718707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03195383397117922,0.030818928347168387,0.0,0.0,0.08413809647769116,0.0,0.0,0.04595921114776688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785535621719224,0.0,0.1059451761809123,0.0,0.1702148682201962,0.038177547379440235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680100402972661,0.0,0.055309737746687376,0.0,0.052159674251521945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666830253198356,0.0,0.0,0.06194641092553639
lonely,Slowandsteadyisfast,2018/12/10,"I need advice, I’m in high school. Hi, I’m a 17 year old female in high school. Here’s a little background information on me: i have a group of friends (all girls), I’m a senior, i have a best friend, I’m not ugly but I’m also not pretty - basically average. I dont have the BEST sense of style, I’m not SUPER smart and I dont have the bestest personality because I can be kind of rude but i try IMMENSELY hard not be and to treat people with kindness. 

Anyways, lately I’ve been feeling pretty invisible. You see my best friend is everything I’m not and everything i wish i was. Amazing at academics, an awesome dresser, not super pretty but still up there, SUPER nice and everyone loves her. She gets compliments everyday for the way she looks. People gravitate towards her and love talking to her. She puts more effort into other people and kinda doesnt spend much time with me anymore (which is fine because i guess I’m moody). Ive been feeling a little invisible lately because i feel like people keep talking over me or they dont care that I’m there. If my friend isnt there everyone is so confused and keeps asking where she is and what she’s doing. If I’m not there, then by the time i come back they aren’t there and have left to do something like go to the mall. They ignore me, or talk about things I’m not in on. When i ask what they are talking about they kind of just hesitate and then give me a super vague description or pretend not to hear me. So i just sit there and pretend to understand what they are saying when I really have no clue. I feel like no one can hear me and I’m sick of saying things and having no one listen. I’m so tired of it. 

Ive started putting in more effort in the way i look, by buying clothes, wearing makeup etc etc. But no one notices or says anything. but as soon as my friend comes along they start screaming “OMG MY MODEL GORGEOUS FRIEND” when she’s wearing what she always wears and looks no different, while i just sit there and smile. This morning i got up early and dressed up. Did my hair, makeup, threw on a new sweater and did a half tuck like in the Ads, wore uncomfortable boots just so i could get ONE SINGLE compliment. But when i went to where we usually sit no one even looked up at me or said anything. However, ten minutes later when my friend showed up, they all started screaming and shouting compliments at her while she wore the same outfit as usual. I dont know, I’m just kind of sad now. Nothing i do will make them notice me or care that I’m even there. What’s the point now. I’m just going to stop putting in any effort because it hurts when no one notices. I’m going to stop speaking because it hurts when no one listens. I’m going to stop being there because it hurts when no one misses me. I’m just going to stop.

I think its just difficult for me to understand that no one will ever really notice me or want me around. It’s fine. I guess its normal to feel like this. I just dont know what to do anymore. It just hurts too much.

To top it off, she complains daily about how ugly she is and how no one even likes her. Fantastic. 

Thanks for listening. ",3.1598122321028725,4.496967753918502,4.3026927259932215,87.40517913121364,73.65517241379311,7.026345083487941,25.089373680506693,7.523968598718282,1.1278272919199033,2449,77,511,29,49,801,257,638,0.21,0.618,0.172,-0.9783,4,0,1,0,0,0,68.0,1,1,9,11,52,53,1,1,19,0,41,8,4,3,3,95,115,56,0,7,34,0,7,6,7,2,2,13,1,2,24,27,0,7,11,4,2,12,28,14,0,12,11,25,73,39,59,98,13,87,0,6,5,2,58,32,0,13,44,345,97,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04888814484802112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04000848834732455,0.041628463621485215,0.0,0.0,0.03402170353558563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923143119843207,0.0,0.0,0.08233985704638963,0.044536767552723365,0.09354145993151324,0.0,0.0,0.038469515894889214,0.0,0.18298472554402373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750828746404422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201660303829256,0.0,0.0,0.08619178613899148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039944400220741125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227006856938697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931703861404271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159199807947677,0.09913182879635647,0.045254451155837205,0.0,0.0956104599562938,0.08992638691786596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648182423597504,0.10722302731877036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27056810018274097,0.0,0.052276587008933104,0.047992753501334924,0.1421642878346181,0.0,0.04001307669457048,0.0,0.11022603582148943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044816510295087784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127735262417798,0.0,0.0,0.10571760323807236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142300042558006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893684828835721,0.0,0.20839166069343704,0.05498969317729651,0.0,0.11287067123270735,0.0,0.05435708302025547,0.0,0.0,0.14665100910557824,0.10028519206466603,0.0,0.0,0.1680483631113175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903069628176532,0.0,0.03339500901353889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355472216643244,0.0370961617685384,0.0,0.04831870052717599,0.0,0.0,0.04901818392367314,0.04800455289198812,0.22783518687783305,0.052497433206420765,0.0,0.33901212179735524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873633018666665,0.043683737161496136,0.0,0.0,0.04729394830726907,0.0,0.0,0.15269363892454962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088007769731818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410022180961979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047589410358297064,0.11935614654618253,0.0,0.10126483544262388,0.03986694973102626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03851507175537521,0.0,0.0,0.10623318782716122,0.0,0.03995353871459372,0.16730725437786315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084692743316115,0.0,0.046060344380928805,0.0,0.0,0.06647461275017852,0.032056815609377634,0.0,0.0,0.05834508399353405,0.057501428840252715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033966674544836935,0.0,0.0,0.10416472717651223,0.0,0.0,0.1102006188948675,0.0,0.029508632828081895,0.07942200864187023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046377749508167934,0.0,0.0,0.057531334132567176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03221728949061769
lonely,queenetc,2018/12/10,"I have “friends” but also no *friends* I mean, people say they’re my friends, but they’re more like just people I know and sometimes talk to. My one person that I considered a close friend basically said he didn’t like talking to me anymore, so I am just... here.

I feel like I don’t have any friends to talk to, whether it be personal struggles or positive happenings. I just.. I just want someone to call a friend and talk to.

I’m sick of trying to build relationships with people who don’t care to put in any effort.",2.0665384615384603,4.195224884615389,3.216000000000001,90.529,79.0,6.467692307692308,25.784615384615392,7.554174236665415,1.2715723076923078,404,16,86,6,10,130,64,104,0.085,0.588,0.32799999999999996,0.9851,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,16,15,8,0,1,8,0,1,3,6,0,1,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,3,12,10,11,12,1,3,0,0,0,0,18,2,0,1,3,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528039432746683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905292161122865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056134632675326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442928877085808,0.0,0.13422586855294574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656615573785495,0.0940507299276636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6102744147488051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641759043448065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235135368516532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295250464253888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340535855787565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920939365359333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27380843702711377,0.22990326623361554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234453264211482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134274663716287,0.0,0.0,0.1252292224799389,0.10469330128731144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115465509147538,0.0,0.13020513823233446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376290817799158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42326087902936377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938165468859309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765053438747692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RichSphinx,2018/12/10,"Understanding how to be alone Hi everyone

Is it possible for anyone to explaing me how to be happy or at least ok with yourself?, I mean how do I feel fine by being alone with myself, spending time with me and be ok with it.

Since English is not my first language I really apologize for mistakes. ",4.8224137931034505,5.880851413793106,6.137413793103452,76.88646551724139,69.34482758620689,9.248275862068963,31.74137931034483,9.516144504307137,3.0294000000000008,234,10,43,5,4,79,41,58,0.10300000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.177,0.5899,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,14,10,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,7,4,11,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5794039768824045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558431599257886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672811511961207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143309258267586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23792675514357775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977634695425724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046933254436639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31533838274535464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919358493865348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23138442126122816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310497014191574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911947940266687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,juuzou-suzuya-XIII,2018/12/10,I think I lost my only friend/s They started acting strange around me and being very distant and now none of them even talk to me anymore. I have been friends with these guys for years now and they know about my depression and the still choose to hurt me. ,3.692647058823528,5.282737823529415,3.0334803921568643,96.0231617647059,72.72549019607844,5.8843137254901965,24.514705882352942,5.985473137389443,0.34091764705882355,203,6,44,1,4,59,40,51,0.19899999999999998,0.746,0.055,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,11,1,7,4,1,7,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768613413469417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24852023305492285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404484657695079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843889633171545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43137165736178856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764219080584454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29885695297700776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534243740058406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047467209490533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123211475186028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975977605897528,0.0,0.22294529437874647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243860415135423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888068048068434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303442512330723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977614300651304
lonely,Chris28PL,2018/12/10,"Looking for a fellow FA I'm a 29 years old man who is not popular with women, to put it mildly. I would like to have a friend who would understand at least. Someone to talk to.",1.7601754385964874,2.9070353684210564,3.944736842105264,89.3414912280702,76.89473684210526,7.171929824561403,23.19298245614036,7.793537801064563,0.9589192982456148,136,4,31,2,3,47,30,38,0.061,0.789,0.15,0.5216,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,7,5,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,3,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644804995867396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672433698383922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874679285942955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35921393344058844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34413254691498896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29005201725772856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27514896422608354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563738176275668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4863576542100402,0.0,0.0,0.22044695475327494
lonely,Scooters405,2018/12/10,"Music is the answer! Play whatever you wish, that's what makes you and me happy! No worries! ",0.41000000000000014,2.78738666666667,2.483333333333338,87.94500000000002,99.0,4.622222222222223,17.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.28264444444444425,72,2,13,1,3,24,17,18,0.187,0.45,0.363,0.6884,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.536808445424551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366064316915138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5798895602922152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121141483389076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LCPLROBIN,2018/12/10,"Can never make friends while surrounded by people It's not like I don't try to make friends, I really do. I try super hard to work up the courage to ask girls out on dates and it never ends well. I stopped dating for about 2 years and then I decided that it was time to start getting back into it to see if I could get over this. But, yet again, absolutely no success. For example, I finally worked up the courage and decided that I would ask a girl out that I saw at the gym. The date went great and I genuinely thought we had a good time. I dropped her off with at the door and when I got home I texted her asking to see if she would be interested in going out again the following afternoon and this is what I received in response three days later. 

""Sorry for not replying to your earlier message, I’ve just been super busy this weekend and completely forgot to respond. I had a super fun time at our date on Thursday but I don’t really see this going anywhere. But thank you so much for the date, you were really nice (smiley face)"" 

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This isn't the first time this has happened. In fact, it's happened nearly every single time that I've tried dating. I'm tired of the rejection by females and people who I genuinely want to befriend. 

Is there something wrong with me?",3.8708655427631586,5.178146542968754,4.829580592105263,84.43499177631581,71.8515625,8.201973684210527,27.92680921052632,8.6894789155246,2.019909375,1009,37,203,18,19,329,148,256,0.09,0.782,0.128,0.8292,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,2,3,0,7,10,18,0,0,12,0,17,2,1,2,3,37,41,17,0,6,8,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,2,2,17,15,0,2,3,2,0,5,8,2,1,2,10,5,26,16,36,27,2,55,0,1,4,0,19,18,0,2,32,141,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268566650617682,0.1422656138827096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283633682639421,0.0,0.0,0.09002767203603362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275666917896212,0.0,0.0,0.09347924659552848,0.0,0.0,0.07550723204556675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369856531286957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864536484655127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282559570421217,0.0,0.09958860738759884,0.0,0.0,0.18091219665402364,0.0,0.12233945036539065,0.0,0.13307908438859906,0.09820156253648607,0.09363996561989556,0.1290816566716336,0.0,0.0,0.20706778628436595,0.0,0.10488112462007128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744128046483347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057199614830888264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563042762131917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606763368161985,0.0,0.18059938770241615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233774383403982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501428516599012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279893982960573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013428341316557,0.0,0.13106202619810484,0.0828701754325657,0.0,0.0,0.09788453452036153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077919875343148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294883328626123,0.34135288451748824,0.1345668032677619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23846990779134256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905710812002261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526942385292623,0.1085347898294026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047198639922104,0.0,0.0,0.1663412458009587,0.12800913930206725,0.1422656138827096,0.07539599874550579
lonely,Is_Leave_Possible,2018/12/10,"Would anyone like to chat on kik? Hey everyone, I'm a 22 year old guy from England and have no friends IRL and just 1 online so I'm looking to make some friends here. I love gaming and have a PS2, Xbox 360 and PS4 and I also try to draw often and love to share those things with people. I'm also really into Studio Ghibli movies and a few other Japanese movies like Akira and Paprika  :)

Just looking for anyone who'd like to be friends, Kik is the only app I have for messaging really but hangouts is also an option.",3.1907547169811323,4.431662179245286,5.051084905660378,82.44851415094342,73.43396226415095,7.941509433962264,23.62735849056604,8.472884824447931,1.4962490566037734,405,11,80,7,8,139,69,106,0.015,0.7959999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,5,0,8,2,0,1,0,18,16,13,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,1,4,10,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,9,11,13,2,4,0,0,2,2,12,2,0,3,5,50,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434187019014729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25847093196809034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661029693655672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283910765472835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300797275159006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27089168147524345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104165728557233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336275032241266,0.0,0.12337358194440623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939450405579332,0.0,0.0,0.14056940367930298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813589894534572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23681005640326666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279096975287407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254855270030765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129593007147156,0.0,0.0,0.11902264806654025
lonely,KV2stronktank,2018/12/10,"I did some cool math So I did a test to see how long I am talking with my class mates. Or as I like to call them, fake friends. I mean I have 2 good fake friends. So. Oof. Anyway, here are the results.

Note: I talk with them during school time so school day is about 6-7 hours for me. 
Also. The results are from last week. Not this week.

Monday- 17min. 
Tuesday- 26min.
Wednesday-13min.
Thursday-10min.
Friday-6min.

Now lets go to texting my class mates(Includes sharing memes).

Monday- 1min.
Tuesday-0min.
Wednesday-1min.
Thursday-0min.
Friday-0min. ",1.6178124999999994,3.0779601562500005,0.10541666666666673,101.43125,119.3125,1.6,22.75,3.1291,-0.3971374999999995,429,18,77,0,24,115,73,96,0.061,0.773,0.166,0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,0,9,8,0,0,3,1,8,0,0,3,0,9,11,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,12,6,9,8,1,12,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,12,44,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760648935611981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481183291668028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419874229841001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34019597717204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512414859822804,0.18466293121635174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681697251414894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946286377245702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22513237934964545,0.0,0.10756090092959222,0.0,0.0,0.19483801520020486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398228972439425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.445634994227171,0.1754420262037258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35391860987493484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283792693435727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35320420494863153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,snuppa17,2018/12/10,"Alone, lonely, and empty First of all, im sorry about my bad English skills.

I moved to Europe a few years ago, and never had close friends since then. Im now studying in university, living alone in a student dorm. Ive got some new friends when i started uni but they all dropped out eventually and went to other places. So im left alone. Im tired of trying to make friends or initiate to get to know someone because i feel like it never goes anywhere, and that im the only one trying. I can talk to anyone i meet but it never turn into a close relationship. For some reason i get ignored a lot by people and im starting to wonder if its because im too straight forward or because im a foreigner, but i understand those who ignore people because they are lost in their thoughts . My family lives far away and i have a long distance relationship with my boyfriend. They are always here for me but i still feel the emptiness when coming home from work/school, i wish i have someone to go out with and hangout. I realize that sometimes i didn't even have an actual conversation with people apart from work or my boyfriend. ive learnt to be alone because of the situation but sometimes i just cant help feeling lonely. Ive tried travelling solo in Europe, and i love the experience, but coming back to my place again makes me feel empty and unmotivated in doing things. I believe im an amazing person to hangout with because im very caring and thoughtful, but who would want to hangout with a lonely loser. im starting to feel like im more attached to my boyfriend which could harm the relationship in a way because there should be some space for a healthy relationship. But i just dont know what to do.",4.27017857142857,5.692161041666669,5.209338095238098,81.65232857142857,71.02380952380952,7.399809523809522,29.809047619047607,7.839951260653429,1.9730906190476192,1354,55,257,17,25,443,171,336,0.179,0.718,0.10300000000000001,-0.958,0,10,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,4,5,14,17,0,0,16,0,20,2,0,3,5,67,49,26,0,6,14,0,5,2,3,2,1,0,2,1,12,22,0,2,13,4,0,7,6,9,0,2,7,5,32,8,40,37,8,46,0,5,0,1,19,20,0,9,21,166,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.05448338050238962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049491156415410416,0.0,0.0,0.23129791866437746,0.0,0.0,0.04645618702473759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039038604339490864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052455426487139765,0.0429308907821837,0.0466168765496492,0.2382400696186647,0.0,0.0,0.06290285484367095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05692382060347397,0.0,0.0,0.09618759350038956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04457681994028665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543397043183169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0368761049374154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546138102553595,0.05263286334300889,0.0,0.14115013552659206,0.07977190888381269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04749014975301745,0.0,0.0,0.12940557464281968,0.0,0.05833919130872114,0.0,0.03173026419584213,0.0,0.044653460941055385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0374226022189036,0.0,0.0560034339545908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7236897515912802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061366940992723586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606609659647603,0.0,0.0,0.0545527916373306,0.0,0.09860027622096956,0.04940902109589704,0.0,0.0,0.06094655482020943,0.04746584917014987,0.05039000709273884,0.0,0.07453576949330659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933992926632066,0.0,0.0,0.12918182398982425,0.053922302030965236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03783279315103669,0.04246228611232738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161193629594656,0.048749814116765634,0.11666383382941023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057403965135437725,0.0,0.23976806378429086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056504344925232784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04618430075079182,0.06275681888196838,0.0,0.0,0.09461150703156868,0.0,0.110437339840559,0.062498667411398624,0.11855323047246785,0.0,0.04458701824074282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044875154480435366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037091893066231806,0.0,0.0,0.08864777062205344,0.0,0.06416996689288612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137175418923405,0.06072851729915984,0.0,0.058122443469127615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04606674188840077,0.03293079893532653,0.044316356722840435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175625563624904,0.0,0.0,0.06420334035258,0.0,0.06054675822162501,0.08129183021191112,0.0,0.0,0.03966101585518656,0.0,0.0,0.03595358309677752
lonely,Tedjg,2018/12/10,"Wanna talk to someone? I'm bored, listening to tool ATM and drinking rum, feelin good

feel free to stop by, or not, I'm down to listen to ya talk or play games, draw online, whatever you're up for, tired of being alone.

I work a night shift so I'm up all night  
[https://discord.gg/ucMv2t](https://discord.gg/ucMv2t)

reading this now it looks kinda shady lol whatever do what ya feel",2.8138810641627567,5.7900253802816914,2.7768075117370934,89.20524256651018,83.92957746478874,5.40907668231612,17.74804381846635,6.937597516519254,0.14162785602503947,306,7,58,4,9,92,55,71,0.121,0.7340000000000001,0.146,0.4445,0,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,10,10,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,4,12,9,1,7,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,3,4,28,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688643585217037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25430637877602685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625202396130579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21773777415232604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179962260242357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872286821286333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25966740214920914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995582401868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703484262260372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41730871397772973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983687373348069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898981805967188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,420memerdude,2018/12/10,"Gonna be lonely forever 
After an extensive conversation with my only ever significant other I realize now that I’m really gonna be lonely forever. I’m fucking terrible at social interactions, awkward, boring, and have no ability to find interest in others. The only person I really ever felt connected to is gone because the bond that I felt with them wasn’t reciprocated on their side, and they knew it would be disingenuous to continue in that way. I’m realizing now that won’t happen again because I’ve never been able to express or even talk to anyone else like that. I know it’s unhealthy to feel that way about one person exclusively but fuck it was better than nothing. Or maybe not. Usually, I don’t feel anything except the anxiety that keeps me from interacting with other people. I won’t feel the pain that I feel right now later and I know I won’t be crying again for a very long time so I guess that’s the plus side of it. I’m concerned though because I know that when I’m this lonely I really don’t see any purpose or reason and the only thing that will keep me going is the status quo. I guess I’ll just keep floating in my isolation until I get old enough to die.  ",4.4620625782227785,5.753388072340428,6.371389236545683,74.00411764705883,70.40425531914894,9.44430538172716,27.44055068836045,9.773937934552695,2.7028898623279103,947,32,172,23,17,330,134,235,0.17,0.784,0.045,-0.9824,0,7,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,1,13,12,2,1,9,0,17,3,0,1,3,38,46,13,1,1,7,0,6,1,0,7,1,0,0,2,20,8,0,3,14,0,0,2,9,9,0,1,7,7,21,3,24,28,1,29,0,3,1,2,11,8,2,5,18,116,41,0,0.1164978674645495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922254475799095,0.0,0.0891205497416949,0.0,0.0,0.0814580176415496,0.11936583229847475,0.09586781866171316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130480561368306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303289667361228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279674370913835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090639378694745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731901958678202,0.0,0.0,0.12037343893381885,0.0,0.07694574274277946,0.2107579815009352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23561928863735,0.0,0.2237124441424082,0.0,0.10647694032577884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154008024986982,0.06086532747806631,0.0,0.06620842277451272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566710701958254,0.0,0.10301867945878553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106459720685066,0.0,0.0,0.19207254382823075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691497350859714,0.0,0.0,0.1030969467320298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703776624579047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898503372543799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178284579709566,0.0,0.12224491485340075,0.0,0.0789419699824862,0.2658056334052541,0.12396194469265436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076495285043797,0.2034428886756431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238945509885241,0.11977921044598412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994885422811918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283371733949937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875490495771812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936365730072163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739600661622903,0.0,0.11445856329193944,0.0,0.06793084336961211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830594231745696,0.09612294130192774,0.0,0.1849411693279515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275674255970851,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NbyNature,2018/12/10,"A bit about me I'm lonely, I wouldn't be posting here if I wasn't.

I've got friends, good ones.  Ones I value and who value me.

But I don't have any close friends.  No one i trust enough to really let my guard down with, to let in.  

Physically I keep my distance from people. I'm not big on casual contact with people, I'm just not comfortable with it. I want to be, but I'm not.

This last year was good, i met someone i felt i could trust. I let them in, it was great.  It wasnt romantic, there was no pressure. I respected them, accepted them, and I thought they did me.

Three months ago now they ghosted me, they talk to my friends still.  Friends who don't want to talk about it, they don't want to get involved. But they know her side, they know what's up and won't tell me.  What did I do?  Why can't anyone talk to me about it?  Why can't I talk to them? 

The worst part? All of this has only made me realize just how lonely my life has been. It's not something I realized before because I didn't have it, and now that its suddenly gone, I miss it.  

And here I am looking at a very lonely holiday season, I work through most of it, but it looks like I'll be alone on the 25th.  My roommate will be gone, the few friends I have will be with thier families.  I'll be by myself, in my apartment, cooking for no one, just feeling sorry for myself.",0.3561155833233194,2.2294956724738704,2.289864231647244,96.2722299651568,83.5644599303136,5.631094557250991,20.697945452360926,6.8039241337230125,0.1868463054187197,1026,31,246,12,29,341,138,287,0.155,0.696,0.15,0.5232,0,7,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,10,1,13,21,0,1,5,0,35,2,0,2,1,41,57,11,1,6,12,0,2,1,5,4,1,0,0,0,18,10,1,2,8,3,0,2,17,6,0,5,16,4,47,15,30,27,7,24,0,4,2,0,26,12,0,2,10,173,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837708483325863,0.0,0.0,0.11494182301586114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547021409221437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759980507714034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765238547391689,0.0,0.09443581648002998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211614299590451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860850936788743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146720196265226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462207871344516,0.0,0.05611482884082191,0.0,0.1065582158847346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287144113747582,0.0,0.05798247594286054,0.0,0.0,0.18616953796398356,0.08876085412562651,0.12235585545420935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864413423608376,0.0,0.0,0.1219834248633344,0.09046352240306353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404537453850218,0.0783884648201837,0.0542192282369631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639051875505971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501197110817756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858318707888929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008117143239559,0.08440530037374135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018053849547912,0.0,0.15387913380945348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062881741610267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109663774288077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403300435458106,0.0854378355309224,0.0,0.1242330378035438,0.0,0.0,0.08862878125365042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568061204448029,0.0970014224712102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810573325024905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157013298917174,0.19637666010238056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028439869118905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079477078573452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146748935674399
lonely,thepurpleskinnypup,2018/12/10,"Asking for a friend Anyone ever felt lonely or even alone in a way that you just can't handle it anymore?
Well I do. Tried everything from finding new souls to keep up with the ones I've known. But it led nowhere.
I hate when many states the ""easy come easy go"" and ""friends come friends go"" shit. Tired of it! Why can't it be ""friends stick together"" kind of thing?! Wtf

Anyway
Yes I'm searching for anyone who maybe is kind of the same situation as I am and I bet we can get along.

Let's talk ",-0.00030619865571424043,2.2717051456310706,1.2475728155339816,100.22997012696042,89.7766990291262,4.33427931292009,17.631814787154592,5.8734145424116955,-0.5847275578790145,382,10,90,3,13,120,79,103,0.12300000000000001,0.6509999999999999,0.226,0.9051,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,0,6,10,2,0,5,1,8,2,1,1,1,18,18,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,3,0,1,5,2,3,1,1,1,1,6,7,12,15,1,12,1,1,0,0,9,2,1,2,3,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213451671951595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525163627914798,0.21892130407527327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634944330559302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697011555772512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339720282916356,0.1416048827676189,0.0,0.0,0.14069351358797147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503087769243161,0.0,0.14308027193000766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837884214823799,0.0,0.08178886038634857,0.0,0.17793747839954946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545568343149124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914533989403924,0.0,0.3260372839417065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600789629194488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871314412623785,0.15727156856022184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511931699286976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607966849184544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069229125132362,0.0,0.1759643417292749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582580122489564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104002252873392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992667863444622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628450559182387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425898376463015,0.0,0.0,0.1407537173780541,0.0,0.1412584790123511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MountainBath,2018/12/10,"lonely and sad i don't know what to say. I'm just very lonely today. I feel so much shame, I have so much work to do that I haven't done. I feel like all my superiors hate me. I'm one of those people that gets suicidal at the slightest hint of rejection and today is like that.  I hate myself, it's making me sick. and now i can't sleep tonight i just want to throw up. is there any drug that can make you feel warm and loved? all i have is my heater but then i burn myself. i hate it it makes me feel so sad. i hate my life and im only an undergrad. i don't know how im gonna make it through graduate school. im so insecure and no matter how many compliments i get i just feel like i wanna die. i hate it hate it hate it. i dont know what to do.

now im staying up and ill be tired tomorrow and i have two research papers due that i havent started on and everything is horrible i hate it. i know ill survive but its like torture and i have no one to talk to. i wish i was friends with someone i hate my life i hate everything. im just so tired of feeling this way, it's wearing out my heart and it feels like im just shortening my life span. no point in living. i want to be cuddled. i don't know what to do.",-1.6277838827838806,0.2847624761904761,1.2422252747252749,99.66319139194141,94.56776556776558,4.791575091575092,16.74084249084249,6.42735559955562,-0.4195575091575092,928,25,238,12,36,321,120,273,0.37,0.56,0.069,-0.9986,0,4,1,0,0,4,25.0,0,1,0,2,15,28,11,2,2,0,23,14,3,6,2,45,59,21,2,4,7,0,8,5,1,1,9,1,0,0,21,13,0,0,12,0,0,1,10,18,0,3,2,9,41,10,20,54,4,20,0,5,0,2,5,8,0,0,14,146,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04551998405899388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947084487912951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850058662947951,0.07845057664277601,0.0,0.07762657050210865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031871639533147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369202607309981,0.14346108475145394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051715960810168514,0.0,0.06994445192364407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6608719705926104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932158856898867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338257173462338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839362595571755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184039539084342,0.16351208451733534,0.0,0.05910728384372261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041395757234772,0.0,0.1787259449082234,0.06786440003289818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841393676767557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907175407244384,0.05090919608115508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04640622663041253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327783589031591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323160731249415,0.0,0.06774460441499362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698611911056901,0.0,0.05671616161058965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047378903404709065,0.07134676440512852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732190640874577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05380204995494508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387025646378286,0.12689837238409005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538848212744729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523067668595698,0.07896327087395917,0.053132092041330736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697514058541774,0.0,0.0,0.048731499207395314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rivenycs,2018/12/10,"Alcoholic father just died, don't know what I'm supposed to feel I don't really know if I'm in the good subreddit but anyway. 
I had a difficult childhood, my alcoholic father made everything hard to me. Always shouting at me that I'm useless, that he want me to go away. I never hugged him, or told him thar I loved him. Well, I dont know if I loved him. After a difficult period where he abandoned me I stopped talking to him for 4 years. Sometimes, when I was with my mom (they had divorced but still talked to each others sometimes) he wanted to talt to me by phone but I was so mad at him I thought ""if he wants to talk to me he can just call me"" (which he has never done). 
At the beginning of the year or so I learned by my mom that he had a pancreas cancer. I didn't knew what to do, I was so lost franky... he started a chimiotherapy but then stopped it because he didn't wanted to loose hair (really dad?). Now I learned few days ago that he died and I really don't know what to feel. He died in alcohol and loneliness and the ony thing that I'm sad at the moment is that fact. I'm kindda lost, I just wanted to have someone, something to talk to; to write to. (My mom is the only person left in my family I can talk to but this subject always been taboo)

Tldr; read the title. 

Thanks to those who read me, if you lived a similar situation be free to talk with me. ",1.6000000000000014,3.190309388888892,3.5708555555555566,89.97970000000002,78.375,6.969111111111111,22.63111111111111,7.839951260653429,0.9435051111111108,1056,32,237,17,25,358,138,288,0.19699999999999998,0.7170000000000001,0.086,-0.9896,0,0,4,0,1,0,40.0,0,1,1,2,12,15,1,0,12,0,22,8,1,1,3,44,50,19,3,9,14,6,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,16,6,3,4,10,2,1,1,8,8,1,0,16,5,39,8,35,33,2,29,0,5,0,3,40,10,0,6,18,155,55,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079957380124697,0.29223705312681103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168932730216098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563905979783898,0.0,0.0,0.055564605539949415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307503058205448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587846447629389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838000299023297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932787875143756,0.10682791241808877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192034939312914,0.0,0.08592874432673785,0.0,0.09217704025186747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051803029254469085,0.0764528616992496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816531011149733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037610905993694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903547525105724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048771611304346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900345883184467,0.0,0.16453408616119308,0.08624897275570706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202637072462216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140602039869294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932419585642065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958925369337648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235068362946105,0.0,0.17518036963779787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245717792939234,0.0,0.0,0.07723167125737324,0.07017224294763542,0.18030069687525288,0.0,0.06451691701936542,0.0,0.07279304691693714,0.15241209176076326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395807597442127,0.0,0.08391929519641116,0.0,0.0,0.06055645833120515,0.0,0.0,0.07236345443791567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709837627982442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688151491728359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195540371363462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739609260545705
lonely,HailsFuckingYeah,2018/12/10,Attention all vocally blessed people. 18/F someone with a soothing voice talk me to sleep pls ,2.459803921568625,5.264304000000003,3.278823529411767,81.6480392156863,97.23529411764706,6.972549019607843,35.07843137254902,7.793537801064563,3.855407843137257,76,5,12,2,3,24,17,17,0.0,0.615,0.385,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109472284734412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5931910864875125,0.0,0.5022461664282143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764404460474826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lulastar,2018/12/10,Does anyone else feel too weird for normal people and too normal for weird people? I’ve tried joining pretty much every type of friend group and I never fit in with any of them. I just want so desperately to find a group where I belong. I’m tired of feeling like an outsider. Sometimes I get so frustrated just having human needs. Like why do I have to feel the need to be apart of a group? Why can’t I be happy just being alone? I’ll look at my cat and I’ll think he’s alone and he’s just fine. I want that. ,-0.039710656316160005,2.1399855229357807,1.8616513761467919,96.64938602681723,88.26605504587154,4.087791107974596,13.889202540578687,5.369823440869387,-1.1041014820042343,398,6,90,2,13,131,70,109,0.171,0.6459999999999999,0.183,-0.1735,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,9,8,1,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,1,21,18,6,0,6,4,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,9,5,12,15,1,6,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,3,48,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566807338795701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709737431580805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040158533072245,0.17643242321829866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068755010701818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384543818193124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450803135492254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611983759346094,0.1230149547732814,0.0,0.0,0.15738159100313487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303614547056175,0.0,0.08996391186783316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330300977641956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824993384066367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459903556726794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658191594093762,0.2553583559239921,0.13280611732453174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337425821442934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23875435823013966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518252894155126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030361383923998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033453785927576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979109108854025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690797314954425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312818376089986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107554084118879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,newyears22,2018/12/10,Extremely lonely... I’m so extremely lonely at home now that my boyfriend went back home to help his sick father. He’ll be coming back around Christmas. I tell him I miss him but he doesn’t know to what extent. I don’t have many friends and need to just focus on myself. But it’s hard without him. ,0.9950117096018758,3.359428360655741,2.123325526932085,95.36049180327869,85.0655737704918,4.797189695550352,18.550351288056206,6.1826913282559595,-0.1881353629976581,234,6,50,2,7,74,47,61,0.11800000000000001,0.782,0.1,0.2298,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,11,4,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,1,9,1,7,8,1,8,0,3,0,0,10,3,0,0,3,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361949380203247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080361203452287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22855344812418146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498894722140235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376785171690849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784132991902793,0.0,0.5322839452081625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458153328751629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26899726310065186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673465568284346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319051907724439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24595834571146455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557632209706093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,breavman_,2018/12/10,The state of loneliness Watching Reddit has confirmed for me that we must be in the loneliest era in human history. ,10.152857142857146,9.109610952380958,9.457142857142859,64.66285714285715,58.523809523809526,12.20952380952381,44.80952380952381,11.20814326018867,5.387152380952381,94,5,14,2,1,30,19,21,0.24600000000000002,0.754,0.0,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,daintylover,2018/12/10,"I feel so alone So I made the mistake of confessing to my ex best friend a few months ago. Turned out he didn’t like me back, even though I convinced myself that he did. I felt so awkward around him I just blocked him. I checked his Twitter yesterday and I found out he has a new girlfriend. I miss him so much and just feel so alone. I just wish I had someone to talk to:(",0.1295218002812959,2.263899392405065,1.2763713080168806,101.54580872011257,86.72151898734177,4.5237693389592115,21.436005625879048,5.82211442006289,-0.17317834036568192,288,10,70,2,9,90,52,79,0.156,0.6579999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.6702,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,12,7,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,17,12,8,0,2,3,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,6,3,17,4,7,6,3,8,1,1,0,0,12,3,0,0,6,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991095615037969,0.0,0.0,0.4652712777152347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999568957986668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271673280090008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23572185375892105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835751709714606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271463722124723,0.0,0.21566770021084847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24628112447066586,0.1735386621871686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097365995102786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125381897160048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928727574903303,0.0,0.165119458864206,0.0,0.0,0.21693665475389265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031739246653875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805387664821761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206852212378202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443189718324384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582986511242793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bunny613,2018/12/10,"I too am Lonely™️ Hello, would anyone like to work on being less lonely together? I need to stop ignoring everyone and try talking to people sometimes, as I don’t have any friends at all. Here’s a list of things I like, if you like said things let’s share some social interaction. 

Gaming
YouTube gaming channels
Animals
The smiths 
Flowers 
Baking
Cooking 
Memes (specially vintage memes, like Chris-Chan)
Squishies 
Coffee
Golden Girls
Charmed
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lonely,bigmamasboi,2018/12/10,"A lonely drug addict I’m 23 years old. I get high because I’m lonely. I’m a recluse and have an extremely difficult time getting out and meeting people, I have bad social anxiety. I’m an IV addict. I was able to stay sober about a year with help from this program. But ever since then I haven’t last more than a few weeks. I’m just making myself worse and diffing myself into a deeper hole. I really want a girlfriend. I’ve always been single because frankly I’m not good at making relationships. I get really depressed and hopeless. I think I’ll never find someone and always be alone. Then I get high to feel better.",1.9893114143920627,4.379616975806453,3.8316129032258064,84.58088089330029,80.85483870967742,5.750868486352358,22.44168734491315,7.010146845296331,0.956282382133995,491,16,90,6,13,165,80,124,0.223,0.718,0.059000000000000004,-0.9593,0,6,1,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,8,0,6,4,0,2,2,19,21,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,10,2,9,18,3,16,0,4,0,0,5,5,0,0,10,49,11,1,0.15328070146791906,0.0,0.0,0.3341971793626624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587525796798921,0.0,0.0,0.2550836453645777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725931707522855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798298318653478,0.18687698582961795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556432422429307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202044356990658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775695030080782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865116996350405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750332823194214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009578422763488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203313603573589,0.0,0.0,0.12856458003766666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274082317542918,0.32389895359068105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494422979905485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046321169479785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821952642756647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608423116012595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626553855765387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639108467405486,0.0,0.0,0.1645661096753801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679538021332612,0.0,0.0,0.1562503720526407,0.1298742409390907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163376833118518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821608429718452,0.0,0.0,0.08937920967669231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904089290918134,0.0,0.1229525329681807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620612993248978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741549248027365
lonely,paper_crane2018,2019/03/15,"My Anthem for Today: The Muffin Song Haaaaa, I'm a muffin  
And it's muffin time  
Who wants a muffin?....",-0.6600000000000001,1.5318953809523812,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,95.1904761904762,2.8000000000000003,7.0,3.1291,-2.040314285714286,77,0,15,0,3,27,17,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629603391063306,0.0,0.7525745444984397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682940095575826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TechnicalRecording,2019/03/15,Anybody else feel like they’re behind all their friends? Met up with my friend today who I haven’t seen in a while and she was just talking about her moving in with her boyfriend and her new job etc.. where as I’m single and just in third year of uni. Feeling a bit deflated and like she’s getting on with her life more so than I am ,1.8672300469483567,3.3963408169014087,2.486971830985919,98.30867370892021,77.45070422535211,5.2967136150234735,21.6924882629108,5.46131890053228,-0.20069201877934265,262,7,62,1,6,81,55,71,0.0,0.8190000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.8957,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,12,9,7,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,10,4,13,6,5,11,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,0,6,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940235940505579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224979169999877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003588106623916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723487773441989,0.19239958369386564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161461352718727,0.0,0.14070662565168218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672548231709637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902260328747096,0.26314863332775124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862405537741937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601073136580744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216466201224017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25528031584761124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343083591488398
lonely,endoemf,2019/03/15,"Left behind My little friend group and I wanted to do something this weekend. We decided on going to my friends cabin.  From today, Friday, to Sunday.
The plan was to pack our bags, meet up at a certain grocery store and then leave.
I packed my bag. I met up. And then I see my friends looking at me from the car, driving off. 
My first thought, or what I wanted to believe, was that they would come back within a couple minutes. But deep inside I knew they had left for the weekend.
I am so sad. No one wants to message me back. Those people were my only friends. Even in my separated family, everyone has gone with their own friends to somewhere I don’t know.
I feel so alone and sad. 

Ps. This is my first Reddit post ever. I just wanted to have some form of contact today. 

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lonely,cinnamonspiderr,2019/03/15,"I love and am happy for my roommates but it's making my loneliness spike to insane levels. They're dating and very happy but they're also super PDA gross together and I usually hear them fucking at night time which just makes me feel absolutely miserable lol

Like I literally am just laying in bed thinking about my unrequited love bullshit and how the person I love doesn't really give a shit about my anymore while 2 people fuck in the room beside me :(",3.3802298850574712,6.077121275862068,4.862758620689657,77.4164367816092,77.6206896551724,7.544827586206896,23.459770114942533,8.515128840125781,1.9791977011494253,369,12,62,8,9,123,66,87,0.22899999999999998,0.474,0.297,0.8741,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,6,12,3,1,3,1,3,6,1,3,0,13,14,9,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,11,7,7,14,0,10,0,1,0,5,7,5,3,0,6,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220641419056294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887556983732043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623630245718184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519130695736838,0.0,0.18258137758554585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405218535384114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145151535828335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298536866981433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5153393525239752,0.0,0.2540928079904418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786113211242588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319504948072013,0.16618835818222055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192993678945613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537047328632764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195544385264735,0.0,0.0,0.11098264877204346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962102964195398,0.15704175164443435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,New_incognito_tab,2019/03/15,"Discord server! Since the chat isn't that great on here I've created a discord server for r/Lonely. Hope to see you all there :)
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lonely,Transickj,2019/03/15,I want to sleep soundly again. I pray to get back those nights where I can just lay my head on the pillow and just go to sleep soundly without waking up in the middle of the night thinking I should check my phone or if I should stalk your social media 😔 how long until this goes away?,6.285367231638419,5.018260135593224,5.880000000000003,87.93435028248587,66.28813559322035,7.866666666666667,26.446327683615817,3.1291,0.5768259887005649,224,4,49,0,3,69,46,59,0.0,0.934,0.066,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,3,4,4,1,0,11,7,5,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,10,5,0,13,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,6,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496639691157249,0.2043315116879551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388340066275869,0.0,0.1510216240862458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27271770415297103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351644652045391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987429771295048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5318478334610725,0.2708803179922049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027034109977926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567356233460644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561561732862712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AlienSoldier,2019/03/15,"I made a decision a while ago to disconnect from my close friends to focus on my career. So I had a bunch of friends a while ago which I decided to “leave behind”  to focus on my career. 

Our conversations were shallow and I lost interest in them. All the “bros talk” got old and I built my own interests in tech, which was absolutely NOT their thing. 

Slowly I started to “disappear” into my own world and work on that. It was 2 years ago. I have built my career as expected and lost ALL my friends. 

The thing is.. I don’t know if I miss them. I did lost interest in our conversations, and we now have zero common interests. BUT, My job is isolating me and I honestly don’t know what to do about it. I mean.. Where can I find new friends with common interests in age 25? It feels impossible.",2.367224231464736,4.2410146012658245,4.270922242314652,84.54329113924051,77.03797468354429,8.564918625678121,25.20976491862568,9.23628265651192,2.107604339963834,609,22,129,16,14,207,88,158,0.057,0.789,0.154,0.9432,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,3,4,4,14,0,0,6,0,13,0,0,1,2,24,24,12,0,2,3,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,10,1,28,10,20,14,5,25,0,4,0,0,14,11,0,1,13,96,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185705377746932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958497694474281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385859307157906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864201103337358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258852726651246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619287259403966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730032552166837,0.0,0.0,0.16666137620038432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.515454357390334,0.0,0.0,0.1489334543507787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145217457842166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201562322033144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516234789578674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140686096021744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651026233143028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913599859468698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458735779945545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135892081020584
lonely,DazedPersimmon,2019/03/15,"I feel lonely because I put too strong a front in my real life...does anyone wanna be my online bestie? I feel like in real life I can never share my true thoughts and insecurities because being within social structures especially in high school is a constant push and pull between being liked by everyone and not being too vulnerable and open so you stay likable.

and I fucking hate it. When I'm myself I literally feel people gravitate away from me or groan at the things I have to say. As soon as I switch up my tone and act all bubbly and cheerful and most of the time I like being cheery and cutesy and cracking dumb jokes but whenever I feel like sharing my insecurities or be annoyed I feel like I can't so during those times I'm actually just being fake and putting on a strong front that I'm just ALWAYS HAPPY.

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It's fucking exhausting and because of that I try not to text my main school friends as much but recently I've been trying to come out of that and start texting people more because well I'm starting to feel reli lonely talking and thinking to myself all the time and not having anyone to share all my emotions and wonderings and ideas with.

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I found this reddit and I see a lot of cool people that maybe people in their communities missed out on having the chance to befriend (because they seem like srsly awesome and interesting people). I want to get to know you guys! I want to talk to you guys and be your friends because honestly I could use a real one right about now. I'm 17 female in Cali so if you want to talk (or meet up if your a local to cali) hit me up and we can start getting to know each other. I'm taking this approach because I feel like this is a very much low pressure environment to start sharing my true thoughts and being completely real because if I just start doing this in real life the risk of people being taken aback and hating me is too high.",7.605906742984786,6.570585151193633,7.735688957140868,74.94247801200616,63.53580901856764,9.740555633114617,33.90046070082368,8.532816995589336,2.675172944297082,1530,53,284,17,19,498,183,377,0.11900000000000001,0.687,0.193,0.9842,0,4,0,0,1,0,26.0,1,6,2,2,15,40,6,4,12,1,22,5,0,1,6,79,64,38,0,8,14,0,7,7,2,0,3,1,0,2,13,30,0,0,16,1,0,9,5,16,1,1,5,10,42,24,45,47,10,46,0,4,1,2,23,22,3,10,21,193,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.06671494411976123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688563912139428,0.14814815449724578,0.1661433251053762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956056060768245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423171276448758,0.0,0.0,0.3334001836394889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058890893573604,0.07168000980570109,0.07387890454452484,0.0,0.05458435258477485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690207562143307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532624132802672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24197383943965106,0.1953615357357214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495932964058445,0.10563815487064177,0.1264057539611558,0.07143638761516799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353853450256975,0.0,0.07277643104633164,0.0,0.13499371274448316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446397737042327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717641820949786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514386958699587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486589266137,0.23379978339002885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812197124671209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868241395859269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051313492805801,0.0,0.052727749815939785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632628624898185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28437651040112105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374525809798367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890749852285025,0.0,0.0,0.06750276245695137,0.0,0.0,0.05838383168338651,0.0,0.05436705312245479,0.0,0.1383792334267982,0.054478515851337936,0.062237456300787135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696900992179752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419475466113612,0.07286861183352727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514024078763328,0.16484899042176301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045419053487352534,0.043805903112767185,0.0,0.1085492678475102,0.119593558246909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283148222237976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904591068502106,0.0,0.05640876323247464,0.12097137093171248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146886669772422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413955511096161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661433251053762,0.0
lonely,aquagrl,2019/03/15,i previously posted in here about an unhealthy experience i had with a guy. lost my virginity to him and he stopped talking to me. today he messages me out of the blue two weeks later saying his reasoning was because he was going to drop everything and be with myself but he felt too bad. i know i’m just being manipulated which is the worst part. why do i deserve this? i thought this situation was over and done with.,3.5543379790940786,5.551384085365857,5.383449477351917,77.33036585365856,74.0,8.10034843205575,28.787456445993037,8.841846274778883,2.4375310104529624,333,14,63,7,7,114,63,82,0.233,0.767,0.0,-0.9620000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,2,0,15,15,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,8,3,11,0,11,5,2,10,0,1,1,1,10,3,0,0,4,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719574981172575,0.14396971544848286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24168839795270106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225831222880728,0.2310238707630012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267644505386727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342233479147657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338497764034912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979526770550145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578122445293493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25575384827058945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261897800396341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428266066902329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878153534858531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654699085651535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745236440065184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982802775860946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874960839379237,0.0,0.0,0.2238657056340967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230708060580906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894448490435113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131106515043594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AmericanGerman5,2019/03/15,"A lonely guy I dont even know what to do anymore, several of my closest friends just gradually stopped interacting with me over several months and no matter what I tried to do, they just pushed me away. I finally realized it tonight when they just cut me off. Kill me",6.529551282051281,6.5770118269230755,7.054615384615384,75.3570512820513,65.34615384615384,11.548717948717947,38.487179487179496,11.20814326018867,4.35832564102564,213,11,42,6,3,70,39,52,0.233,0.6940000000000001,0.073,-0.8481,0,2,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,2,0,6,4,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,4,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,7,4,0,10,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570813817038897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435502667553553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038095774026678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121555949236006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839681372304854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002764654013161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566733430935741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867938738836537,0.0,0.1424631906519929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691079109345806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5857005589453432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672357037023585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759966478042896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thisaintwhatyouwant_,2019/03/15,"Sometimes the loneliest people are the ones you’d never think to be lonely... I’m sitting on my floor crying like I do almost every single night because I feel so alone, and the worst part about it is that no one ever believes me when I say that. Everyone thinks that I’m so popular when in reality I struggle to feel truly connected to people. I isolate myself and put on an amazing front of acting like I don’t care but I care so much and I just want to meet someone who is like me and feels the way that I do. People are so temporary and are so self-involved that it becomes difficult to reach out; I’m at the point where I don’t even try anymore, I just sit in my room alone and cry, wishing so much for the world to let me fall in an endless sleep. It’s been 26 years and I feel like things will never change, and I will never find my place in this world, and I will never find my “person”.",6.526625295508275,4.644570090425535,7.118368794326245,81.2327777777778,66.18085106382978,9.632151300236409,31.52718676122932,7.793537801064563,1.9885264775413711,699,20,151,6,9,232,105,188,0.12300000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.4452,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,14,12,0,1,8,0,16,1,1,0,5,29,29,18,0,2,3,0,4,4,0,3,0,1,1,1,11,10,0,0,8,0,0,4,7,4,0,2,1,5,23,8,17,22,5,31,0,1,0,0,5,15,0,1,13,109,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202450696879008,0.2487380793841543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908936668966022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320105070117272,0.13262145723890562,0.0,0.13529162209451978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448637997242288,0.0,0.1270311426990407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638095184856123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931322140957862,0.10862130804623464,0.10117451020180322,0.11474377611598993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428688598215552,0.08578681347046324,0.0,0.0,0.21950607901216115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279227949738028,0.0,0.2346645693185549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654860307956055,0.0,0.3704594660268282,0.0,0.0,0.1126890965391437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274173776343925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300374204113407,0.0,0.2497498247164067,0.10485122567258408,0.12546043703241005,0.0,0.11351658006228968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071587051304004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549425842892774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527201963603218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016901409614585,0.0,0.1017453364153304,0.0,0.1187644573840538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553608436474226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977733907242343,0.15388776813563956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152799392784227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082764710602132,0.09531573409908144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380887096742169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773290590603863
lonely,KingWeird0,2019/03/15,"Acceptance I'm sure you've all heard this song story before. Always the ""best friend"" or guy they ""wish more guys were like."" Always pushed to the side for the next guy, never being the one no matter how well I think things are going. Never good enough no matter how slow or fast I take it. I'm not pervy or clingy, but never too nice or a yes man.  I'm not the best looking guy out there, but I'm not hideousThe only girls who are ""attracted"" to me either only want one night stands or never want a serious relationship. I'm in my early twenties, but it feels like it's time to accept the fact that maybe I might just never find ""the one"", whatever that is. What do you guys think? How does one keep trying when you're always only the second option or a throw away?",2.136043956043956,4.007973410256412,3.4300732600732613,90.31730769230772,77.71794871794873,5.739194139194139,16.27106227106227,6.5431188927421005,-0.3258245421245425,596,8,124,5,14,194,97,156,0.048,0.7440000000000001,0.20800000000000002,0.9703,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,2,9,13,0,0,11,1,7,0,0,3,8,40,23,13,0,3,14,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,7,9,1,0,1,6,1,0,3,10,1,1,5,2,4,7,12,7,19,6,20,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,8,14,79,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27100208847324536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019995472450921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238005441032836,0.0,0.22786265369196804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500517698543318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217573805464533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489327179839242,0.07755821593615743,0.0,0.0,0.0992256221358894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387635565721427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169948084849761,0.09105841770476654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5374776454613157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649676179711113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060778725977522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116650284801077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906723214999944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516935564544295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186566399216315,0.0,0.1154591537752655,0.10188005509777563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942633798521522,0.24770367425250836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655721622922005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232038103508696,0.0,0.08162669349823508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212516516563948,0.1391269854673716,0.0,0.0,0.06330460074211487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370789870956583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806783994582366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761216543961188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484335913637508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hockeyrugby,2019/03/15,"Scared of being alone while travelling. Never felt this way before. I have generally strived on being alone. I am now older, I am now feeling more fragile, I am now scared of failing more than anything. 

Not sure how to leave these anxieties behind. Its like I am always failing and not interested in the outside world anymore. 

I am smart, I am not horrible looking, but it feels like I am always putting people off and unable to just take in the moment. The safety of doing nothing is outweighing putting myself out there. 

Any advice or thoughts? ",4.566955555555552,7.0548941400000045,5.027333333333335,78.80922222222225,72.6,6.844444444444445,30.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,2.3190777777777782,434,19,70,6,9,138,68,100,0.157,0.7140000000000001,0.129,0.2535,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,2,3,0,12,0,0,1,2,17,18,6,0,0,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,4,0,0,2,5,9,5,12,14,2,17,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,1,9,57,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800821420155413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817294273042487,0.0,0.0,0.3066814222989088,0.0,0.0,0.12532079641704733,0.0,0.14097828219066055,0.0,0.18276218847159614,0.0,0.0,0.151651672161656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681380891686605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636107305977725,0.1316539520503449,0.17694345564116026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513226050117324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006565757111948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547538226566419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213272064734336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768273829608711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776070555069152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705166513431892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690048610153895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368736988038774,0.0,0.1385601339862031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630249552940108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627764546872302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ircole327,2019/03/15,"Maybe I’m meant to be alone for the rest of my life. Every relationship I’ve been in has turned into shit and the most important part is, it’s never been my fault. I just get hurt a lot. 
Maybe I’m not meant to be loved. Maybe it’s a futile endeavor. Maybe I should just give up.",0.33136612021857914,2.1094277377049195,2.3028688524590173,96.66009562841532,83.09836065573771,6.033879781420765,15.084699453551913,7.1686216300943375,-0.4803792349726774,216,3,54,3,6,72,43,61,0.183,0.691,0.127,-0.5645,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,4,0,7,3,1,0,1,11,15,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,4,1,7,8,4,4,0,1,0,1,3,3,1,2,1,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976305756837203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077294433732436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996948699741235,0.1830506386806828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042753136809442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478085715795707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622271942779586,0.17222128358007516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7668119352280293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717110809819522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663800508509014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048678204710464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958726042454876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075558985321755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,maddibriana,2019/03/15,"I just need some girlfriends (20,F) I’ve posted on this sub before swallowing my pride,it would just be nice to have someone that’s a girl who I can relate to my age to talk to and who knows what else. I really am sick of being so lonely and want someone to open up to and be myself with that’s not a creepy guy. I am open for friends ladies so HMU I love weed,music,and funny movies!

I can be really entertaining and I love memes and fun convos so lets WhatsApp or Snapchat or something!",2.676764705882352,4.01453466666667,3.8432843137254906,90.21727941176472,74.88235294117645,6.668627450980392,21.573529411764707,7.1686216300943375,0.4670941176470578,384,9,84,4,8,125,68,102,0.062,0.6990000000000001,0.24,0.9616,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,11,4,0,0,0,18,16,10,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,6,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,6,11,10,1,6,0,1,0,2,9,4,0,3,1,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149137273735591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098517260361965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513065182592976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500784934656656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880280539913306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258264241069511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558985170457617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727332434504554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24188690833743945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235984818171463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279940432611319,0.1944364371177173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300172157326413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896904431981006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941452438804584,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tserp910,2019/03/15,"I had two great days with some wonderful people, even though I barely knew, or haven't met at all most of them. But now I'm back to the same and I hate it even more. A friend of mine that lives in another city came over for the weekend because of the carnival. From Friday to Sunday, everyone is out celebrating and having fun, but I spent the first two days alone because no one seemed to care to invite me for anything and needless to say that I was depressed all day. 

Finally on Sunday she messaged me to hang out with her and her friends, of which I had only met one a couple of times and also i had met her bf once. I spent a wonderful 2 days with them and almost never felt bored, left out, or even awkward, something very unlikely to happen to me.

Unfortunately, those 2 days where over and they all went back to the cities they live or study, apart from 2 of them that actually go to the same uni as me. So now I'm back to me same old life, with the same old friends that rarely want to hang out with me and no one to talk to apart from some online friends (she is also one of the friends I made online). And I hate this boring life with no one that cares about me even more because after a long time,  I experienced what it is to have something meaningful even for a brief period of time. As a result here I am slowly feeling worse and worse and no one seems to notice or care.",9.406943021766963,5.433910264084506,8.938245838668378,76.96475672215108,62.55633802816901,12.158258642765686,35.67733674775928,9.339509955726095,2.865919718309859,1081,28,238,13,11,348,137,284,0.133,0.7,0.166,0.8934,0,1,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,5,1,17,16,2,1,14,0,11,2,0,2,4,51,36,23,0,1,6,0,2,0,6,0,2,1,0,0,11,22,0,0,8,1,2,6,6,6,0,9,14,4,30,10,49,22,12,43,0,1,0,0,22,13,0,12,24,174,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.08440696209093068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866125758072948,0.08958307318852486,0.0,0.138340563569315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069789206881396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117828427511752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995287023694904,0.0,0.15818024563048438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098927611516676,0.2645632515884893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570543420327417,0.0,0.2789116518073431,0.0,0.07449829843742982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28564673876808044,0.0,0.0,0.0826499916633292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043734636245635436,0.0,0.08304907823781044,0.09475140291505384,0.0,0.07357288099477882,0.0,0.0,0.3341303755540804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049157287642902316,0.0,0.0,0.09536140341785307,0.0,0.0,0.07648753204700913,0.0,0.0,0.17079245653992095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397742591178218,0.0,0.1221884149193214,0.0,0.0,0.1527539168898238,0.07654564258193304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184396981555607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671052848166628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984755031231621,0.1815245912984958,0.09211470039639856,0.3516688327171824,0.0657835938432688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996496899277845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878455573109575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574841944013696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317665707076187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952166749066965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498121965686134,0.0,0.15130836232352202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689867325126395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136770333214529,0.05101718490533557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018203472645725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187600985064328,0.0,0.0,0.17629225551426916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Joshua-Janssen,2019/03/15,"After two weeks on Tinder, I finally got my first match. She told me she didn’t mean to swipe and promptly unmatched me. 

:(",3.213750000000001,5.007999541666671,3.84,88.905,74.41666666666666,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.9701499999999994,95,3,19,1,2,30,22,24,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,6,0,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378130582250338,0.0,0.33995452351907035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31964830847326153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353519393316441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818966738132243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904142623995912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205868525724395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,unburiedgod,2019/03/15,"maybe you can help me with my situatuon I suffer from anxiety disorders, depression and meanwhile I feel really lonely, I have the feeling that neither my friends nor my family do not even know more profound things about me. As if you only scratch the superficial things.or maybe they're more in the here and now and do not think about it as much as I do.

can it be up to me?

Do I unconsciously come across other ways so that I can not reveal my inner self?

I would be glad if you would tell me your perspective.

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lonely,User_hacked,2018/12/25,"How to feel love without having a partner? Please don’t judge me.


I really want to feel love. 

It would be amazing if I had a girlfriend but unfortunately I’m not good at dating. (I’ve never actually dated anyone.)

Plus I have trouble feeling connected to people (even my few friends and family) so that’s not really helping...


Are there any ways to feel love without dating anyone? 

(And I mean the kind of romantic love you would feel with another human being so don’t give me the whole “you first have to love yourself” bullsh*t.)


I’m sorry if I sound like an idiot and/or a jerk. 
I just don’t know what to do... 
I really want to feel connected with someone on a deeper level but it’s just not happening...



NOTE: I had to condense this post as much as possible to avoid writing my whole life story (which tends to happen when you don’t have anywhere else to talk about it). 
You can ask additional questions in the comments if something’s not clear.

NOTE2: I sometimes delete more personal posts in case someone who knows me finds my account.

NOTE3: Sorry if there were mistakes. English is not my native language so forgive me.",3.0761904761904724,5.495375666666668,4.264021164021166,82.8116666666667,77.05555555555556,6.706878306878308,26.489417989417987,7.793537801064563,1.7783362433862433,888,35,160,14,21,290,131,216,0.125,0.693,0.182,0.9509,0,1,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,0,1,11,16,2,1,8,0,19,6,0,1,2,43,42,16,0,9,15,0,6,1,3,2,1,1,0,3,8,6,0,1,12,0,1,0,12,5,0,1,3,7,21,11,24,35,5,14,0,0,0,5,23,5,0,5,7,110,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.1059562569957126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383661804524375,0.11385327611554012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184022562504595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015055733633875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070280814277956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171460389794061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235747384557893,0.0,0.3294011472180064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923812972023642,0.09235620964772732,0.0,0.0,0.08388692843640701,0.0,0.0,0.10415770643322088,0.0,0.09106989579697128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202995586572572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277740150467653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306705613918698,0.11934302370574396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669170156333269,0.053045621960856895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899784569443011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827304006208485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981716612670803,0.0,0.08374188248249632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752741658738297,0.09480593504697617,0.0,0.11918580417359592,0.0,0.1224051400576223,0.2079750114042324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163196996555188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086731307893705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399521214269887,0.08358848460401891,0.10738620707975248,0.2430878849685649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872707118575869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280839831483129,0.08618399296704816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424464419661601,0.0,0.20933022297103027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426108842416142,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zahat1,2018/12/25,"Just not happy I feel like I have failed in every aspect of my life up until now. I am at an age when most people typically have started their careers and/or families. I’ll be 25 in a month and I have nothing to show for it. Not a degree,  or a gf or fiancé, or a decent job. I am obese college drop out living of his parents. I live in my own place but I get a lot of help from my parents and I am beginning to feel like a burden. I do work as a clerk in a grocery store but I make very little money. I’m fat and scared of women so idt there is any love in my future. I hate who I am bc I have a hard time keeping promises I make to the people close to me and I am bad with people. And I procrastinate and postpone my responsibilities. In a lot of ways I am blessed. I have a supportive family that is willing to help me however they can but I feel like a waste of space. I am not gonna achieve anything and I think it would be better if I just wasn’t around. I don’t think I could ever kill myself so I pretty much just waste away. I really just came on here to vent. And hope that I can affect some change in my life in the new year maybe this time next year I’ll be a new person but right now I feel  worthless. ",0.19843560933448856,1.9085271048689199,2.7782958801498157,93.43420267934314,83.19475655430713,5.456006914433882,18.50893114376261,6.490185161304077,-0.16817188130221838,935,22,223,9,26,325,146,267,0.183,0.687,0.13,-0.8989,4,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,2,4,13,17,2,1,16,0,25,5,1,3,1,46,44,21,1,4,15,2,5,3,1,3,4,0,0,2,6,13,2,1,6,1,2,1,5,7,0,0,2,5,40,10,31,35,6,39,1,2,0,1,12,19,0,9,20,155,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078575951661793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508537131817504,0.1028613658553257,0.0,0.0,0.10856025067469648,0.0,0.09647695467964623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219196989104117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215503535214673,0.0,0.0,0.12223345072819253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922549118571126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451891577923678,0.09735336741007304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785493783545626,0.0,0.2336962273947532,0.2476404922763014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036856105046205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300197608879,0.10350745496661236,0.11407878339460607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489749487708912,0.0,0.0,0.1147642855283435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466261118766215,0.1027035210736675,0.12783568359648345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322858750677194,0.16935134642185293,0.11580849259685935,0.20406031215411116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646792827667187,0.10428571775750603,0.0,0.15425709716436187,0.0,0.11608253548565607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222854750953233,0.0,0.08494037177475397,0.0,0.0,0.22319210870865516,0.122885591309664,0.0,0.0,0.11087050428387417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566026348348021,0.0,0.0,0.2403173131030817,0.10089122127638064,0.1207220672230826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755288285950664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402239463339376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867654356559476,0.0,0.0,0.11568274760089113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178479190353795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112141534371505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807575941156406,0.0,0.0,0.13475282020442975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533841171603864,0.0,0.09171586463033174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411962361771602,0.0,0.0,0.08208130429189722,0.0,0.0,0.148817014941118
lonely,OopsALittleHuman,2018/12/25,"Holidays I just really don’t like Christmas and New Years. It’s a reminder that I really don’t have anybody that knows me.
Christmas I “celebrate” with my fairly small family that just act like everything is perfect and then argue when they think nobody is watching.
New Years I’m going to be alone again. My parents are going to their friends, my sister has hers. My friends have plans with other groups of their home town friends. I tried asking my closest if I could celebrate with them but it just doesn’t work out. 
I’m just really really sad this time if year. I’m just hoping it will pas by quickly. Instagram and Twitter are no goes on those days as well, which are usually my entertainment. So I don’t really know what to do now...

Anyway I’m sorry for blabbing, but I just had to tell someone. ",3.688461538461538,5.568308076433123,4.6779617834394935,83.03424791768744,73.33121019108279,8.142871141597258,26.089661930426264,8.841846274778883,2.043751984321412,636,22,121,13,13,207,98,157,0.076,0.7490000000000001,0.175,0.9242,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,3,13,11,1,0,1,0,17,0,0,0,1,23,28,11,0,4,10,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,0,3,2,0,3,5,2,1,0,1,1,19,9,13,24,0,21,0,1,1,0,14,5,0,3,15,83,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180740286363635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460541765624334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247371269764669,0.0,0.0,0.10075557446523044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404096579435461,0.0,0.1472799577616014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621092670429793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757848134054896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671166004371212,0.1551718707236379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172009849560144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265239885890994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017762614879189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347518305290627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5004254327828461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237336783826872,0.0,0.0,0.17488695297687654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655210812150614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010602379884556,0.0,0.0,0.09109910413393923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607007170601196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206552753340199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046974026970904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137374689454725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301821439887992
lonely,HeavenBound4Life,2018/12/25,"I lost everybody on Christmas day Through a very strange set of circumstances, my significant other of 17 years, who I've been struggling to work things out with for two years now after reuniting from a long separation, we once again ended things in the past 24 hours, I just couldn't take anymore, it's a long long story.  His behavior was very disruptive and negative and hostile, and it also led to my autistic son who is 23 and was visiting from his group home, vanishing at 1:30 in the morning. my ex had created difficulties with their father visiting them and this left my son restless and left an opening for him to take off I guess.  He hasn't come back, and I am afraid he won't. He was homeless for four years on the streets doing drugs and getting in trouble and being dysfunctional until he finally accepted help. He has a good home and everything provided for him, but he's bored there, and now he has disappeared. I'm afraid he has possibly gone to Kansas with someone he was telling me about whowas moving away and looking for a U-Haul. it is scary because he really can't be on his own for long and he's very vulnerable.  My younger, 21 year old son who lives with me, just announced that he has decided to follow his dad to Arizona and then move to Colorado.  I struggle to pay the bills as it is, and his help was a big deal for me.  He doesn't care, because he wants to go find his own life. I understand that, but good Lord give me some warning. I feel like I've lost everybody in 24 hours and I'm just in shock. I am already very isolated because of medical issues that have left me unable to really have the life that I had hoped for, and have been disabled for 28 years. I just feel like everything in my life got wiped out on Christmas eve/day.  It's really hard to comprehend, and the way it's happened has not been pleasant. It's like having limbs amputated without sedation.",6.860748663101603,6.2621647272727285,7.099791443850268,77.46733422459894,64.82887700534761,11.009411764705883,35.277540106951875,10.467255456243755,3.4948485561497327,1504,62,299,33,20,488,192,374,0.14,0.787,0.07400000000000001,-0.9678,2,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,2,3,11,20,1,5,13,0,32,6,0,1,0,47,54,24,0,3,8,6,3,3,0,1,6,0,2,0,18,27,0,0,6,0,2,10,8,11,0,2,14,4,32,9,50,36,3,56,1,2,1,0,42,21,0,3,26,183,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773878376259694,0.07082909722321915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783726876827795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321407835055314,0.06810457465413068,0.0,0.16197366423103604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030263568387206,0.0,0.0,0.07629488956547624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424016206296715,0.09131139443768256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271264616466863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844639901440376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159201336142566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956692737809048,0.1265483157907069,0.0,0.09702369508917258,0.08095103280172236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0462739735579313,0.08496405498368098,0.05033615905351363,0.14857599881604253,0.07083722021177984,0.0,0.09756942751690338,0.0,0.07832182700350587,0.0,0.07934098727597759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873270552433285,0.0,0.17768511107768356,0.08796962229221131,0.17444647953637382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924436775326328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28869347058970285,0.0,0.18767803664907048,0.12981193505298744,0.0,0.07820860166726032,0.313525324492871,0.07437617828549062,0.0,0.19336841686907533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922457932898613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882709894464205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293892256730772,0.09432376017168946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454972905582492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984894451193407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021990945405524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750447559597962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518440544231168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318667095525868,0.0,0.07741375623451961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768344678468948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651965408955961,0.09220410334384277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29231686600019585,0.05224065966601951,0.07030244585752461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853779580182084,0.0,0.06447974195932125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851796735969598
lonely,snowdensmum,2018/12/25,"Alone. Got very envious of people having significant others and friends around. It really makes me think what other people do differently than I do if they can succeed in having life-long friendships where people actually try to contact you on regular basis without asking. I have been single for a very long time now and it is getting very depressive. People hit on me but they seem to be empty and either they build some kind of ideal in their mind about me or they have unrealistic expectations of what they want to see as their other half and when I hear about it, it makes me feel worthless as I can't possibly live up to it. At the same time this really makes me think that I should also be assertive about possible partners and none of the suitors live up to this sad wheel of expectation misfortune, so I block people out of my life as well. I am trying to be kind to people and they happily use it, but rarely do the same for me with listening. At the moment it seems that the only people that express the wish to listen to me are actually there because they want to get in my pants which doesn't make it easy to have nor relationship, nor friendship. I am so lonely and now crying as well. I wish I had someone to talk to.",8.677242549981138,6.7585067883817445,8.818445869483217,70.86117314221052,62.02904564315353,11.75118823085628,34.3572236891739,10.436869588844218,3.3377850622406635,980,30,185,18,11,324,132,241,0.11900000000000001,0.754,0.127,-0.231,1,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,9,2,14,12,1,0,7,0,21,1,0,5,0,39,44,21,0,9,6,0,1,0,2,1,1,3,0,1,19,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,5,2,1,3,5,29,7,42,36,6,19,0,4,1,0,20,12,0,5,7,148,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.20016589329261408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622036040914094,0.0,0.08201652387283034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129939695536883,0.09587897091949736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251911253039688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265642237924585,0.0,0.0,0.08833405495297501,0.0,0.0,0.1071524944766449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185699328039063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923695325858124,0.0,0.10716585713478904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820259298840789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155916280432364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135991675789594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488113667677235,0.0,0.0,0.18112323599123253,0.18152325999558844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738361449915121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355551612147013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800086331416044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.497711261082998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312400881076134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140404922731772,0.0,0.0,0.11011015705128208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172637281284079,0.1867320163581916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689804416552205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824331686139265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143153822202633,0.0,0.0,0.11960614289337372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926187610502772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857818599328121,0.0,0.2538661456799912,0.12098410056329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844260049164922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358759470418738,0.09886337122080914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kamikaze_CRAZY,2018/12/25,"For those feeling vulnerable/lost and especially NOW during the holidays-take some solace in what I USED to feel as well, but now, not so much. I can remember the times (a *long* time ago) when family “get togethers”  honestly meant something and were looked forward to, as looking back-most of my family was centralized-and given that convenience, we gathered quite often. But as the “Grandma’s and Grandpa’s to whose houses we would go” passed on, I’ve found, at least in my case-*THEY* were the core of that family sense of “togetherness”.  After their passing-the centralized family splintered and now everyone ‘has their own thing’ with their *own* families-and being a bachelor with no kids-eh, we’re kinda like the ‘Misfit Toys’ to stay in the holiday spirit...lol. 

But, I’ve personally felt like this for a long time now-when it comes to “big” family events (holidays/birthdays/social gathering)-I give a nod to meh...don’t even have the slightest issue with fomo, I just relish in my solitude, as being single *and* with no children-I feel subjected to the ‘competitiveness’ of siblings/cousins/aunts/uncles to enlighten me on the spectacular-ness that is *their* lives. Don’t get me wrong, they aren’t selfish-they *try* to include/entice conversation about me/my life, but frankly, it’s not that amazing-it’s my life, it is what it is, and it *does* help immensely to appreciate what I *do* have, but I don’t feel the need to embellish it for the sake of “the competition”. Which is why, in the recent past-I’m usually the last guy to arrive and “whoa look at the time”...first guy to leave. 

And now-meh has set in and lis, not wallowing or lamenting-just me doing me. (Though I *GREATLY* miss those Grandparents and that now, nostalgic feeling-and if anything hurts-it’s that)

Merry Merry lonely ones...sometimes it’s not *so* bad ;)",3.3782553729456346,6.068786227138642,4.373269279393174,80.9597522123894,77.58407079646017,8.004079224610198,25.909903076274762,8.841846274778883,2.357843758954909,1437,55,258,35,35,465,188,339,0.055,0.8220000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.9766,2,2,1,0,0,0,93.0,2,0,5,1,13,9,0,0,19,0,20,2,0,1,0,44,39,25,0,3,12,1,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,22,17,0,0,9,2,0,4,9,4,1,0,7,8,21,5,41,29,6,33,0,2,3,0,16,12,0,5,19,164,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745041142587088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046682881716764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453294027900793,0.09179081937430364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946989446154736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620453062011712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261078257641515,0.0,0.0,0.10504724472770934,0.0,0.0,0.5181828996120175,0.0,0.2223449969837568,0.0,0.10555447944381004,0.0,0.0,0.09351033532663096,0.0,0.12053764131078573,0.0,0.0,0.11487260769516452,0.10545930904455376,0.06247838047230553,0.0,0.0,0.12120331146818072,0.0,0.21770512404114475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368686139092355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268497964145697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474318592728995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961139163814369,0.0,0.11640489389822915,0.0,0.0,0.15530015268732114,0.10741700890691523,0.0,0.0970742874119434,0.1945773662482229,0.2769521901774432,0.0,0.12000662890894685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081459814990949,0.08151513099172844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494503832054776,0.0,0.09599067362132366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692900513493233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854717895072864,0.0,0.12453449893381928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463304475769033,0.10872815452024984,0.0,0.0,0.11717568230825105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303567953694423,0.0,0.10801021027222144,0.0,0.2564150541574326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463839364707632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494821841584797,0.1210774572937523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884442992376014,0.0,0.09919889925443838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809440297201159,0.12019625391910335,0.0,0.0
lonely,LilBowlinGBaLL,2018/12/25,"I feel lonely but I’m really scared to start a conversation Yea, that’s pretty much it. XD. Just wanted to write something in the hope that someone can relate. ",1.7408064516129007,4.4699042903225825,3.4195967741935505,84.34939516129033,86.74193548387099,5.680645161290323,17.427419354838708,7.1686216300943375,0.4982193548387097,127,3,23,2,4,42,28,31,0.142,0.518,0.34,0.8862,0,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,6,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002749423117955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929205484809049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29081187855838364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024679193185197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534318038519041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39606510359788144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351910114424747,0.30455258452741873,0.0,0.0,0.2800080629979471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23333541868343394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mettfisto,2018/12/25,"This was a strange Christmas I mum got me a place for christmas so i am close to my family, for 3 days but it did not feel like that at any time.

On the 24 I was alone from 11 am to 8 pm I walked alone in the park, waiting for my sister and my brother to arrive.

Then at 8 pm they arrived, my mother fogot to get my launch and cause i ate nothing since the breakfast we drove to Mc Donalds. I have to say that i am not allowed anymore to visit the house of my family cause my stepdad and I had a dispute like 5 years ago, since then he never allowed me to get back. 

Today I met my mum and cause i was bored before we met, I was pissed as fuck cause of the boredom. 

Then as we met we a disscussion and I got angry, nothing like what i expected, strange christmas.

The last christmas i got drunk, so its good right(?) that my family and I met this christmas. 

Every christmas is so strange ... have a great day

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lonely,iwalkalone_alt,2018/12/25,"Ah, look at all the lonely people Where do they all come from?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HuS5NuXRb5Y

I like that song.

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lonely,seeker1922,2018/12/25,"I am spending this New Years alone and if anyone wants to chat or hang out comment or message me : Hello,

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I am a 22 years old History major, and a former Archaeologist. I come from Europe and am feeling pretty lonely this time of the year.

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An illnes has me pretty chained down and because of it I can't go out and do fun stuff for a few more weeks and at the begining i thought it would be fine but somehow this got me more than I thought.

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It would make this whole ordeal feel much less lonely if I had someone to chat with or hang out with for New Years and even after, because most of the people i know will be out and about doing God knows what.

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So if you want to chat or just tell a story feel free to message me or comment here. I also use discord :)

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Merry Christmas",7.516402439024389,6.096054298780492,7.155000000000001,80.2775,63.9390243902439,8.93170731707317,34.52439024390244,6.6274283507984215,2.1733317073170735,651,23,128,3,8,205,98,164,0.057999999999999996,0.789,0.154,0.9397,0,5,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,8,0,13,0,0,2,0,40,28,19,0,7,10,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,15,0,0,7,3,2,4,1,2,0,0,4,3,14,4,21,19,8,22,0,2,0,0,10,6,0,10,12,95,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713361961012707,0.0,0.06727897142650922,0.0,0.4557757306815843,0.5111376220294302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882586268427732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257010141188593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247080502646366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055567270451443884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761642426783634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781318892162,0.0,0.06728668727122132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247162661858592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05615762929368832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061845451494684664,0.0,0.0,0.16250713818090656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828059880687918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832535781792216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118152329794234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128333114308492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963090668075194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353359138980539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358012331924055,0.04905705515290679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266156821879373,0.0,0.0,0.09924446270705632,0.0,0.06748425291326482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392847675695508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952750422770765,0.0,0.5111376220294302,0.21670862245649347
lonely,monicaandrachel,2018/12/25,"Alone forever Off work til after new year. Was desperately looking forward to a break, but overestimated how good off time would be. Ironic how we bitch about work but then when we dont have that routine or any sense of purpose or reason. To get out or bed it can be maddening. It has so far been an exercise in brutal crushing lonliness. I KNOW why there are so many suicides this time of year. 

For reasons I'd rather not get into on this post after having many friends over my life time and being a very social outgoing and from what I've been told kind and caring person at this point in my life I have next to no friends (unless you count Facebook in which case I have hundreds). Being facetious of course. I could have a billion Facebook friends but if none are ever available than it's the same as zero. 

I am lucky in that I do have one friend I became very close with and talk to all the time. I'm extremely grateful for this friendship. However sometimes I am hurt by this one as well. We do a lot of things together which I enjoy. But I did notice a pattern that disturbed me. This friend can be very indecisive and frequently asks me or others what she should do rather than relying on her own judgment. Because of this she may make a decision but then change her mind or flip flop. I have seen this many times and normally it has no bearing on my life as these decisions dont involve or effect me. But then sometimes they do. Weeks ago she asked if I'd want to come to her families home for xmas eve. I thought how nice. What a nice invite. I'd love to go. Then as the date draws near she texts me to tell me shes going to be going out early to prepare so we would not be able to go together and she understands if based on this I would rather not go, but am more than welcome to come if I want. I thought this phrasing assuring me that I'm more than welcome to come (after I already said I would) made me think I was being talked out of coming. So I kind of backed off a little as i have no interest in going anywhere where i am not wanted. 

This may seem like extreme paranoia or low self esteem and i cant rule that out but this is one of several times shes extended an invite to me and then afterwards would let me know how difficult it might be for me (seemingly in the Hope's that I would bow out on my own). 

After I noticed this pattern a few years ago I did actually say something. I asked if she actually wanted me to go and if not why did she invite me? It was a awkward exchange and she explained her position and i guess it made sense. It wasnt really about that event. It was more so me letting her know I noticed this and prefer it to stop and it seemed to (for a while)  

I dont in any way have expectations to be invited anywhere, but I do assume that if I am invited that it was sincere. 

J don't believe my loneliness is necessary lack of people (though it def IS a huge part)  but rather people who dont make me feel alone, those who make me feel wanted, those who I can connect to and laugh with and have a shared point of view. Those who like similar movies as me, similar places to eat, things to do, places to go...

The last time i had a large friend group where i always had weekend plans and always had someone calling me and someone i could call was when i was in my teens. That was a lonnnnnnng time ago. Now it's just....well it sucks 
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lonely,WhosLonelyNow,2018/12/25,"Lonely 44M Europe. Been a surprisingly tough Christmas. Lonely even at best of times, now as I stare out of the window, into the darkness, I'm pretty darn sad. Wouldn't mind a PM. 

Yes, a throwaway account. Or maybe my new loneliness account.  ",1.755289855072462,4.498503804347828,3.304347826086957,85.02724637681159,87.04347826086956,4.8057971014492775,22.88405797101449,6.42735559955562,0.8759971014492756,189,7,33,2,6,62,39,46,0.301,0.525,0.174,-0.6197,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,2,2,6,1,1,6,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,1,3,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329946628798512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27251615442863625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41450872840152597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166049348139184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984883547857704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197590601391425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405883878990549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ilikereesescups,2018/12/25,Worst Christmas thus far. Came home on Christmas Eve to my family leaving minutes after I got home. Then kept me up for hours after returning while yelling and fighting. It’s now 10am (way past our normal wake up time) and I’ve been waiting up for 4 hours now for someone to acknowledge Christmas or that I am here. I know they are up because I again heard more fighting... Yet these are the same people who complain I never come to see them...,4.7141379310344815,5.745682425287362,4.848908045977012,86.12439655172415,69.57471264367817,7.179310344827586,30.59195402298851,7.1686216300943375,1.7479057471264363,349,14,68,3,6,109,65,87,0.10800000000000001,0.892,0.0,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,5,0,12.0,1,0,2,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,1,13,12,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,5,3,10,0,13,7,3,24,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,1,15,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154706530687447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655751297930481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000198816364611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889765016345966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571168374333155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658313956378273,0.0,0.45734077849103993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761113805915686,0.0,0.0,0.24586644755092835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908708184160396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22750686081935054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166133137433025,0.16097835760048415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503346835271706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674244618486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539778344582534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430968285376287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tomyang1117,2018/12/25,"Merry Merry Christmas Lonely Lonely Christmas Merry Christmas everyone, I hope we all can feel better for this years lonely Christmas and prepare ourselves for next year ",7.8411111111111165,11.83538125925926,6.27555555555556,66.10000000000002,69.74074074074073,5.0814814814814815,34.925925925925924,6.42735559955562,3.1346148148148147,142,7,13,1,3,42,19,27,0.179,0.431,0.39,0.8689,0,6,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,3,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695599509399071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992796126403679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21128070635816584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150256010793101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44439492793848345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5381715295174517
lonely,sanjijku,2018/12/25,"How I combat loneliness I am okay with being alone. I am usually very happy. I don't have family or friends. (Not a single one) I am not involved in a romantic relationship. I don't have thoughts of suicide or have crippling depression but it is normal to feel alone. It doesn't matter how well surrounded we are we all feel lonely at some point in time.. 

One way to combat lonliness is to focus on our passions. If we don't have any try focusing on finding your passions.. travel, go places do things.. 

The problem with that is to upkeep that lifestyle of keeping ourselves occupied is expensive.. I spend most of my days at home. I love to make music, read books, ride motorcycles and travel.. whenever I get lonely is when I get bored of those things. It's normal everyone has need for social interactions. But when I do get lonely I find myself wanting to indulge more, whether buying a new book or going to a restaurant or buying music or motorcycle gear.. I hate having to depend on materialist things to keep myself occupied.. Everyone has their own way of coping but so far I have not found 1 that doesn't involve money in one way or another... 

It's hard for me to forge relationships.. I'm not good looking, I'm awkward or goofy and I live in a small northern town in Canada where everyone knows each other.. I do have anxiety and simply moving is not an option.. I have done that before and it just gets harder everytime. Making new relationships is hard whilst also trying to ground yourself in a new place, a new life.. 

Tell me your favorite non-temporary ways of combating lonlieness..  I don't want to numb the pain I want to push it back into it's hole! 

Btw I have 3 cats.. that too is not the solution HAHA ",3.4888066057332807,5.5769287801204825,5.04651433319485,79.27222891566267,74.45180722891567,7.952804320731201,26.508516825924392,8.74248658614541,2.2112902783547987,1353,50,245,28,29,455,184,332,0.19,0.7440000000000001,0.065,-0.9875,0,8,0,0,0,1,49.0,4,2,1,0,12,19,1,1,11,2,34,6,0,5,1,56,58,22,1,8,19,0,4,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,17,11,0,2,7,5,5,7,12,10,1,3,3,5,32,9,35,54,7,43,0,4,1,3,17,21,0,12,11,172,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269374106188525,0.0,0.07439285064121783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326086323758508,0.09754586166287918,0.07116462777218584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153124420407718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915826585271547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999406774023384,0.0,0.080123148925929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519788576476126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26667096012922764,0.0,0.0,0.08769662432699908,0.0,0.0940734713846781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004813921295248,0.0,0.0,0.10199819653648587,0.07187164915902416,0.0,0.19440896119976767,0.0,0.10573762787119233,0.07802578687370468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902789622959428,0.16666602985343834,0.09184390595354823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331265290528816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537154850187813,0.0,0.0,0.05112465129688632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657070078843921,0.0,0.0,0.08214365353768327,0.0,0.07811840245569658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839595880058406,0.0,0.12419114144673528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887190538248466,0.0,0.06897759290107941,0.0,0.3593803235244016,0.0,0.0,0.1822914379408897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891104551875891,0.0,0.0989862122432781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943847200789656,0.0,0.0879396292634841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890133090525621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305116421355827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996252979569634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482828182649172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017553343959369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130881559849025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540700269000007,0.0,0.0,0.07385224500331904,0.05424420289888987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631708172807726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024549854376574,0.07675618426890173,0.16460741747216004,0.29535880362324524,0.0,0.0,0.08364153703577122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LoafyAlmighty,2018/12/25,"Merry Christmas Hello r/lonely, I just want to wish you all a merry Christmas. (If you celebrate) If you’re feeling lonely feel free to pm me, I will try to get back to you as soon as possible. I hope you have a social day everyone❤️",-0.2131333333333316,1.93378302,3.0,88.39666666666666,88.8,5.7333333333333325,20.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.7505333333333333,181,6,38,3,6,65,35,50,0.046,0.609,0.345,0.9349,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,8,4,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,3,6,7,1,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27655775790647485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319521356932099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36371167053099546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790846931497274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572253645010883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054646896157315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666299572986185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441867836685469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213787446968946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41359337145141495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jakeyyy412,2018/12/25,"Just want to say merry Christmas to all the lonely people here. I hope every one of you have a great Christmas. I’m alone as the most important girl in my life left me on Christmas Eve, but I hope all of you have good holidays and company. God doesn’t put us in any situation he knows we can’t handle. Honestly, hoping I can make a new friend out of this but don’t have much expectations. Regardless, merry Christmas to all you wonderful people!",2.963522727272725,5.095663761363639,4.522727272727273,82.22909090909094,76.1590909090909,8.036363636363637,24.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,1.965109090909092,353,12,68,8,8,118,63,88,0.028999999999999998,0.565,0.406,0.9918,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,3,0,0,2,8,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,3,19,15,4,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,10,7,11,15,5,8,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,5,2,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039085890157652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388533837798602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588012314551204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210921215698506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651338338296339,0.0,0.21706119834241624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5866396095769333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820025032907632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391099495635266,0.0,0.13906236074218098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141911242736318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472965553078446,0.0,0.0,0.19014819652693127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341116970701572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27298398642697663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197919055168936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656709695242546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130167816872676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368227297122981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612508724400315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350825999199385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JabberLikesFluffy,2018/12/25,"I was surrounded by people all day today but I've never felt so alone I hate Christmas, I just want this shitty year to end.",-0.4269230769230781,1.8098220769230802,1.9219230769230795,92.86057692307695,97.46153846153842,4.138461538461539,14.192307692307693,5.985473137389443,-0.5616615384615384,98,2,20,1,4,33,23,26,0.4320000000000001,0.526,0.042,-0.9461,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,4,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39410513234884254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454046496436729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370287772408209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36535995925795295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375685837140222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934813544630221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638054400239128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606895388383534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244412219133172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450431323652525
lonely,NeuralConnection,2018/12/25,"I Really Need Friends And A Girlfriend :( I have not had a super close friend since middle school... I graduated high school last year :(

One positive is that I do get along pretty well with people and have amazing connections when I meet people with similar interests often. For some reason I just never text them and distance myself accidentally.

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But lately I have been struggling a lot with the girlfriend thing. I had one long distance girlfriend for two years, only saw her for a total of like 40 days. 

I just need someone to lay in bed with to cuddle and talk. Someone that I can touch and kiss. Im craving it so bad. I need it.

The problem is that right now I just quite my job and am not in school. No money for dates or anything. And not going out much so I do not meet very many people :/

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How do you guys cope with times like these?",2.3615930388219546,4.935390192771088,3.1476305220883525,88.92143239625167,80.80722891566266,5.375635876840696,21.87282463186077,6.691623216298621,0.58255796519411,676,21,129,7,18,213,105,166,0.128,0.706,0.166,0.7154,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,2,10,12,0,1,6,0,13,2,0,2,2,35,19,13,0,4,9,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,1,7,15,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,3,1,3,4,2,18,9,16,15,4,19,0,0,1,2,12,7,0,4,13,92,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619122313808334,0.29372602821177435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946079057064487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091640860481904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794729437674965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867584848087879,0.0,0.06314646222077178,0.0,0.06868980814954581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967438248649825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769947352918665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055388248524627,0.0,0.11993889069915692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852030819471022,0.13633987956427546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809611065518368,0.0,0.0,0.10696085475325977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275426807130432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253714640557813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884896184305784,0.268857419163844,0.0932177836224066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380117652135354,0.09192253391413907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513756807980929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296216022485155,0.0,0.1156505445540174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855376322368006,0.0,0.0,0.07742858641771258,0.12426834292458006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321721309760254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36696252403457097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997996671293136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481538466324686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635331659490395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971459214117182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029668466979842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704767823028668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806658577701065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972547479776543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867126959419032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29372602821177435,0.1556649330092888
lonely,ShakenMemeMagic,2018/12/25,"Why Do I Exist? Like the title says, this has been a question I've frequently asked myself for at least a year now. Everytime I ask myself this, I feel like I'm in an abyss of sadness and loneliness. Ever since I broke up with my ex, I ask myself this question more and more and I can never find an answer. I'm alone in a state that's not my place of birth, I have no friends here, and I have no family here. Sometimes I just want it all to end... I don't know why I'm here but I don't want to be anymore. A few months ago I recall laying on my bed thinking about putting my pistol against my head and pulling the trigger (and the thought of it made me happy). I haven't had anymore thoughts like that in a while, but the title question keeps rolling through my head, as does my loneliness. ",2.3475671918442984,3.5950636084337364,3.4646987951807238,92.96579703429104,75.56626506024097,6.312511584800742,25.419833178869325,6.67199483983844,0.7454973123262287,613,21,139,5,13,198,96,166,0.09300000000000001,0.833,0.075,-0.4118,0,1,0,1,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,11,0,11,2,2,2,3,29,26,10,0,2,4,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,1,10,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,5,2,24,5,17,20,5,20,0,2,0,0,9,7,0,3,13,94,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211761199200799,0.0,0.0,0.14157976070555242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711389278270993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833875645080812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962691145892335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107544336774605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365279042746904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288684003795819,0.0,0.06911952351947892,0.09765836057680663,0.0,0.0,0.12494113573965154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561392221016756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551947327502954,0.0,0.0,0.280586854304479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150505841745628,0.0,0.0,0.07512663210418817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003538440060156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934865091414588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911247185833896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543130887125103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428221902898089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374210503105414,0.459405165512153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870916339465034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307948271057948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519959226500547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759170868448593,0.0,0.2170487347957962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125816125034567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467006046688597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803018584417413
lonely,Itry7890,2018/12/25,"How long have you been alone for? I’ve been struggling recently and I think it’s because I don’t like to take accountability for certain actions I’ve done in the past.
I feel like the reason I’m so messed up mentally and emotionally is because of others. Or when I cut and scratch myself in response to a stressful situation I blame that person for my new scar. Yes I know it’s because of me that I have scars but I still think if that person had just left me alone I would be fine.

I also think that being alone for four years is just such a long time to have no one. So what about you? How long has it been since you’ve had even one friend.

I guess this can include fake friends but I was curious more to hear about people dealing with my situation which is NO friends at all. ",2.783177257525086,4.306982186335404,3.751801242236024,90.22237935977068,74.96273291925466,6.692976588628763,24.806975633062592,7.321109707123232,0.8859561395126612,616,20,136,7,13,198,97,161,0.158,0.6990000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.1072,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,13,12,1,2,4,1,19,0,0,3,2,22,28,13,0,2,6,0,2,2,3,1,0,1,0,2,11,4,0,0,6,0,1,1,3,5,0,3,7,3,19,7,17,18,2,16,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,12,95,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007340079680684,0.0,0.10314033393902784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358637688896093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296636670463596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198501796121204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507821156346104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518600550697451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521304916929341,0.09213893768080024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989346085457003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420792263470249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453628921828124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088064997949764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013045546709646,0.0,0.0,0.1260202078480198,0.0,0.0,0.34241337177388226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997529661608398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456373918976313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479202487237105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312012479545432,0.08941422193151244,0.2252299661725524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260658896726488,0.12734610832946394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668849393854844,0.2899440018381861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029986759133488,0.0,0.1477390989483678,0.13483146169028826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697227733441713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479236884635371,0.0,0.0,0.07520568378580278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161931610689587,0.0,0.0,0.08305492494056826
lonely,abhlancome12247,2018/12/25,Anyone else dreading New Years? For some reason New Years has always felt worse to me than Christmas. I am ashamed to stay home alone every year and I wish I could go out with friends and celebrate like everyone else does. My parents always ask what I’m doing and sometimes I lie and say I’m going to a party or out with friends so they aren’t disappointed. Maybe next year I will be better.,2.981428571428573,5.063331282051284,3.5813553113553134,89.23269230769232,75.92307692307692,5.995604395604397,23.96336996336997,6.868970318607317,0.7959062271062267,312,10,62,3,7,98,58,78,0.161,0.615,0.223,0.6943,2,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,1,7,0,2,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,14,14,6,0,2,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,2,8,4,9,10,1,12,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,8,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669033080278206,0.0,0.0,0.26783802388558386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253638439991484,0.16490702298781582,0.0,0.0,0.1504617129714236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423426447341392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850137009255885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084392673522178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26889754783461983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560298138590826,0.15378970558661612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545322998150953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248691190645609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182937339542232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614408116750638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862952625558903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169073877419612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31088308671662696,0.17116667860876206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871021434990644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547811572316012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798980812825528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917857642043032,0.0,0.0,0.17154580047108428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507863977011066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640165566088568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145728379782548
lonely,smurfy26,2018/12/25,"First Christmas alone after moving from Ireland to Canada I've recently separated with my partner and I am in Toronto alone.

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I'm doing pretty ok given all things considered separating with a partner and being half way around the world from everyone I know but I know on this day of all there are those that aren't. 

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I have all the time for you. Reach out and talk to me. 

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If you are local or down town in Toronto let me know and we can go out tomorrow. 

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This may fall on deaf ears but I am here and I want to help. Please DM me if things are hard tomorrow , I'm having trying times myself but they aren't bad enough that I can't at least help one person local.",1.7513571428571415,4.295197635714288,2.90964285714286,89.78660714285715,83.35714285714286,5.5,20.892857142857142,6.9077264865688965,0.5611428571428569,559,17,110,7,16,179,89,140,0.033,0.823,0.14400000000000002,0.9385,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,2,1,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,15,2,1,0,3,25,23,11,0,3,6,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,3,7,11,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,1,3,16,1,19,19,5,25,0,0,0,0,10,13,0,4,8,81,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549622062336046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508842756823414,0.5056520147268253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926125411045997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686425517120162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709348620560626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749519275222144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940918637897968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849148187504915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912506306212435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319425566651238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139463932760535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152351302829175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638207153053418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105719460234734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049630179771603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083869633516327,0.0,0.11419836814459892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584023559538004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272127337747397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361879126509095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823146905419728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213264182948562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063242833567328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136209745119151,0.08257754709350591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056520147268253,0.0
lonely,TheGreatRagnor,2018/12/25,"Lonely People's Discord Union Hi

As a fellow ""alone person"" I know that sometimes you just want someone to talk to. That's what I aim to provide through the creation of this server. Within you'll find a whole host of similarly minded chilled and laidback people to make friends with, play games or just talk and hang out. I hope people find comfort in it as I myself am also hoping to do so. [https://discord.gg/tGe8mVR](https://discord.gg/tGe8mVR)",7.110384615384617,9.43793875641026,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,65.28205128205127,6.225641025641028,28.384615384615394,6.42735559955562,1.4005230769230763,365,12,57,2,6,108,59,78,0.086,0.6920000000000001,0.222,0.8555,0,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,15,8,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,14,7,1,4,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,3,0,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21919194012505255,0.0,0.16924590465286452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868644756528079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351009775760364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204062706007599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631007259734875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126923422651416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369287772970916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401670123128592,0.18479312565704006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931920792159295,0.0,0.2093142465067071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34021135099796196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482889167673115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362849741060799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Analyst489,2018/12/25,"Holdiays, loneliness, depression, betrayal First holiday going through a divorce...29M with 2 young kids...no one there for me that can show me any substantial amount of attention. Didn't know it would be this hard. Especially during the holidays. Feel so lonely, empty and alone. Trying to focus on the kids but having that person near my age that would be here for me anytime....I miss that feeling deeply...",3.908116438356164,6.892535479452058,4.294777397260276,80.52380993150688,77.76712328767123,8.033561643835617,26.93321917808219,8.841846274778883,2.6620698630136994,322,13,54,8,8,101,63,73,0.195,0.7140000000000001,0.092,-0.7007,0,3,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,12,3,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,3,0,2,1,3,4,0,8,7,1,6,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423603704026898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479207109335092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847107621964871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342820408264498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811740867156588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878648120275849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961167467076352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166707915115005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22399594689568808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28863215915567364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442847728366308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469640545220171,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sierrarch,2018/12/25,"Hiding Emptiness So weird sitting here with all my family, all the noise, happiness, opening presents and eating great food. Still, feeling so empty and trying to pretend everything is fine. Fuck depression. Hope everyone else is fighting through it. Merry Christmas.",6.404999999999998,10.351671880952383,5.1209523809523825,70.81571428571431,80.19047619047619,7.561904761904763,37.95238095238096,8.344100000000001,4.667066666666668,217,13,25,5,6,64,38,42,0.312,0.425,0.264,-0.2867,0,0,0,0,2,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,8,5,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,5,2,4,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475788516646095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941314343155517,0.2401262205988772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746692267513022,0.2583400516069029,0.0,0.27098073199560463,0.0,0.14534252790696878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475836984662338,0.0,0.0,0.26574137736691045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31691283219236105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059941247934521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855010807504561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295566319779697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515856814847085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,adityasood99,2018/12/25,"Feeling sad and despair I just wanted to share my feelings while the rest of the people are enjoying the holidays with their family and friends.
I dont know if this is the right platform to share or not. I ll remove it if its not.
Right now i am feeling lonely, like most of you must have guessed by now. I am a student in Canada away from my family. Alone. My girlfriend left me last month. I miss her, alot. I cant discuss my issues with my parents because my parents get worried about me very quickly and i dont want to give them any problems. 
I used to talk to this girl, who is my classmate, but all of a sudden now she stopped responded. I didnt poke her again cause i dont want to sound a creep or dont want cling onto her. I dont know what to do. 
I thought i had it in control. I thought i wouldnt feel LONELY. But i was wrong. I never thought i would spend my holidays lying on bed depressed and hating myself for screwing every relation of mine. My girlfriend, my friend.  I dont know what to do. 
I am a huge gaming fan, but i cant purchase gaming pc cause i know i tend to become addicted to it and it will eventually hamper my studies. 
I just want someone to talk to, to share my feelings. Thats it. But i guess, not everyone of us gets what we want. 
PS: in case this is not the right subreddit, kindly let me know politely. I ll remove my post. ",1.0551609657947694,3.0210259647887336,2.9910663983903447,91.683661971831,81.60563380281691,5.74728370221328,23.875251509054326,6.868970318607317,0.7828575452716295,1050,39,229,12,28,352,145,284,0.141,0.728,0.131,0.0479,2,5,0,0,0,0,34.0,2,1,2,1,8,18,2,0,10,0,26,2,0,4,3,56,54,14,0,12,14,2,5,1,4,4,1,1,1,1,14,8,0,2,13,4,2,2,15,10,0,0,6,6,54,8,30,43,4,26,0,6,0,1,27,12,1,8,12,163,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926779487988104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804899837461573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781252274918516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987357237239627,0.0,0.0,0.05182382376004077,0.0938914258868516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466585671179574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535057419307164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322254444458079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5978155538414871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162807002745245,0.08123464313745664,0.0,0.0,0.1602875088786069,0.0,0.214928489202558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136340983595324,0.0,0.0888327467947786,0.08155329878440197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730529459869574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393385152479024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873266295959795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852913267539897,0.23360770900683556,0.06929786154453292,0.0,0.0,0.0923680995397802,0.08693270644083738,0.0,0.041533609034985576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785746641630269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556813697930151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887962582717428,0.0,0.0,0.058938092537501326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814200351829612,0.0,0.0,0.08134703972114089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21780480410538114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203219533445393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107561824253479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366622726819034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024751659630893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022615292674014,0.07342491142477478,0.0,0.07014555954636582,0.3008612143515589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633597434076845,0.0,0.060391597827322015,0.0929496039509346,0.0,0.0
lonely,weebonnielass1,2018/12/25,"I was depressed and suicidal this Christmas Eve, instead of taking my life, I wrote this. Everything sparkled that Christmas Eve. From the glittering white snow to the shining red lines that divided along the frosted hill. There in the plush they laid dead. The falling flakes touched gently on the face, that looked almost in peace. Wide eyes gazed into the twinkling night, cheeks still rosey with the last breaths of life and the slightest smik on their face. On the most silent of nights, peace could be found in the frozen paradise.




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Finally peace at least. They will be home for Christmas.


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Until suddenly, like it’s only rarity in the universe, a snowflake with it’s own magic fell on the nose of the slowly faded spirit. It melted into the open pores and dry skin and right on beat a right eye twitches..



    Not a moment later did a sudden spree of snow raise around the air, as if a snow angel awoke from the grave a loud yell grew from the dead. 


    The God of Death said to thee. Not today. 


    Suddenly sweat, heat and anger melted the cheer and a very angry grinch if they had just done an eightball was alive and not well. They were there, they were ready and they were fucking denied.


    Looking around they finally found the source of all the rage, a hole in their stomach began to bleed again. It was a fucking Christmas Miracle. Christ almighty they were not dead, and they would no sooner die as peacefully if they tried again right now. All they wanted for Christmas was to be right. To be finally acknowledged for the monster they had become and to finally be condemned, allowed into purgatory. 


    That’s when the voice rang clearer than an angel’s bell in their ear. Their voice strong but soft and ever loud with gripping hope. 


“Don’t fucking die now, you’re not even ready and you know it”


The voice seemed familiar but it was never identified, it only needed to be true.


So they got up, and heaved up out of the snow and onto their feet, it wasn’t too far ahead they saw a small fire burning in the dark under a bridge.

They had not gone far.


So they dragged themselves through the flurry, reaching the arch slowly but surely. They could hear the whimpering in the back a soft cry. They followed the flame as if it gave life to each step until they reached the small person shaking on the other side. Terrified and full of shock they sat crying, a gun still in hand trembling between loose fingers. They said nothing but calmly reach the pistol out of the lace of cold fingers and sat next to the shaking heap. Holding their side with a scarf, they held the boy.


“I’m going to call the police and explain you were surprised when I walked out of nowhere tonight in the park. After they get me checked in, they will find I am quite drunk and the adrenaline likely saved my life. Who knows what really happened between an old man who (if they call her tonight) got divorced tonight and a young man who has clearly been on the streets for too many cold winter nights on their own. I will explain it was a total mess of bad circumstances and they will clean me up and hopefully find you a warmer place to sleep tonight. Something isn’t going to let us give up, not tonight.”


They gripped around the shoulder of the slowly breathing boy and rose them up with them. Together they stumbled out of the vacant but quiet park, and into the city to find the nearest hospital


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Sometimes we  can’t always get an answer to why bad things happen, or why pain exists, but we can only try each time to not look for an answer but to look for a way to move forward.

The best gift we can give ourselves, everyday of the year is our own will to live.


Happy Holidays everyone,   


Cheers. 

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lonely,narwhaleicorn,2018/12/25,"Just want people to connect with. Also Xmas eve blows for me Hi everyone. Long story short, Im an artist from Montreal who has really bad social anxiety, adhd and am prone to depression. As a result I havent been able to work in a few years so talking to extended family (especially this year, im currently hiding in the guest bedroom lol) is progressively more and more awkward. The loneliness has been growing over the last few years with less and less people Im close to, but I want to work on this. 
If anyones interested in chatting hit me up :) im into gaming (though more indie/les AAA games aside from zelda), japanese culture and anime, artwork and especially illustration, creepy podcasts, traveling.. Lots of other stuff! Also I am lgbtq friendly. ",3.865220966084277,6.5998339856115145,5.430344295991781,73.8136151079137,76.05035971223022,8.575745118191163,27.914182939362803,9.23628265651192,3.0631866392600204,600,25,97,16,14,202,99,139,0.079,0.81,0.111,0.7686,1,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,1,6,1,8,0,0,1,0,16,11,12,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,0,5,0,2,1,3,1,0,2,0,5,2,20,8,8,18,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,2,7,64,10,2,0.15026027191927885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805836468507688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24032617033261255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494869673779805,0.0,0.0,0.10506547585130067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546105067684676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941895202554154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358012908135945,0.0,0.0,0.1416520115437567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609071334811437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6492275138597599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248217658555137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329756122335566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774590982759765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834310603234826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626057782564967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317142449946425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172012061892485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077351481077718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476299542476206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772548029747885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878253509687265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902880659184557
lonely,Nephilim2016,2018/12/25,"28f Merry Christmas Hey, if anyone feels like chatting with a slightly tipsy 28 F, I'm around till I fall asleep because I'm too tired :)",1.91,4.431124444444446,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,82.33333333333334,3.6,23.814814814814817,3.1291,0.1290592592592592,108,4,20,0,3,34,24,27,0.091,0.627,0.282,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35054560626569864,0.0,0.0,0.4462950982307287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056096140666863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25349041375745074,0.3581543530535561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449273192721392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5762116840268667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bunnygirllll,2018/12/25,F22 Can I ask for company? Holidays are extremely hard. I have no family that loves me. My friends are busy with others or some I can just feel them losing interest. Although I have a bf it’s new and I’m terrified to get hurt and constantly worried about getting cheated on. Basically I’m not looking to vent I just feel anxious and would like some company. I have DID (dissociative identity disorder). No I’m not violent like movies like split portray us to be. I’m dissociating a lot and just feel stuck. Tell me about your dreams let’s be lonely together?,1.5769444444444431,4.317015398148151,3.825407407407409,80.46033333333334,89.46296296296295,8.435555555555556,27.57037037037037,8.841846274778883,3.1453214814814814,445,22,83,15,15,152,72,108,0.22399999999999998,0.5760000000000001,0.2,-0.2431,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,1,1,5,11,2,0,2,0,12,1,0,0,0,18,25,6,0,1,6,0,4,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,5,12,6,8,19,3,3,0,3,1,1,8,1,0,4,5,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364583726435076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956746508519352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226187503685865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23988501008458524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731687919359125,0.0,0.3174971202879733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171077990044486,0.0,0.21870949882957028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749878419289276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406845753451898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403152940320028,0.0,0.30677183170786304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576593738285434,0.2341620237601336,0.0,0.1779461087931049,0.18890856986603285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021508935652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294434783485689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517716565411146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125623529648864,0.0,0.14868634113998727,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pilpoil65,2018/12/25,"The f***ing holidays What should I do? I'm alone, got nobody to talk or to spend time with.",0.9205263157894772,3.0568202631578965,1.778157894736843,99.2346052631579,83.21052631578947,5.905263157894738,20.026315789473685,7.1686216300943375,0.1712947368421056,71,2,17,1,2,22,17,19,0.102,0.765,0.133,0.1531,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6304944652639483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868830664934354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893003221327594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549743703343311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rilovent513,2018/12/25,"Best friend vs strangers I wonder how it feels to have a best friend again. I forget what it feels like. To have someone you tell everything too. I used to have that. Years ago. I had a best friend. We grew distant and she replaced me with someone new. We had been so close for 5 years though. She's been gone 2 and a half years now I believe. Out of my life for that long. It was like a bad breakup. One I hadn't had before. I couldn't work without tears going down my face. And she doesn't even know how hurt I am to not have her around anymore. I keep trying to find ways to cope, but I just can't . Currently crying. I heard about how she's moving forward in her life. And all I feel is stuck. And I have no one to tell that to.. no best friend to vent to.. even after all this time.... how did this even happen? How did I get to be this alone? To be this sad, for this long. When does it go up from here ? I'm okay with being alone for the most part, if u don't have a best friend, most atleast have a boy friend or someone to fall back on. I've never had that. She was it . But she had a quick replacement and didn't feel the breakup, and I am still feeling everything. Good days, with bad days. I'd want to reach out, but I know she's never want me back in her life. And I only want to be friends with someone who truly wants me around. Wants my company. What is having a best friend like? I don't remember..",-0.3343897824030293,1.7196094966887436,1.0599110690633893,102.83196688741722,88.13907284768213,4.2461305581835385,15.91333964049196,5.494401672091744,-1.026541267738884,1076,22,270,6,35,340,143,302,0.092,0.6659999999999999,0.242,0.9941,1,2,0,0,0,0,48.0,2,1,0,7,23,23,0,0,10,1,34,4,1,6,4,58,57,21,0,7,9,0,5,3,8,0,3,1,0,1,17,19,0,1,10,0,0,7,13,4,0,3,16,6,37,19,37,36,11,39,0,2,0,0,26,11,0,5,25,187,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770409326234676,0.0,0.0,0.15820822335607818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574601030618036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598443208207384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745924904060395,0.12754413459346853,0.0,0.0,0.06499167298061954,0.08605134854916567,0.4809211848089852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389715665443462,0.09851440754412782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683851220391597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513399622477272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728644136266102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309393095348276,0.05456413983795467,0.0,0.0,0.06980770065917223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472072870056274,0.0,0.03990411959727079,0.0,0.08681424811828711,0.06406186858598764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675404187607089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176375123424268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788787933107578,0.0,0.0,0.08395021246467745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184317542667245,0.1119426447141518,0.0,0.0,0.13518346365558978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117725258844546,0.0,0.0,0.11781415634199753,0.0737659175910494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351081451292536,0.058088571520755486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270944804278413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652087976671746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25885781459581936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099521328463536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351469734445426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504055901414902,0.0,0.044536365948927466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185534561111008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596568388641663,0.0,0.0,0.22524730111445784,0.06062494728202311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362523651581697,0.08282819926376267,0.055603768963664126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755392191695502
lonely,cabezagrande23,2018/12/25,Just want to talk The Holidays always seem to mess with me for no particular reason. It’s bringing up some emotions that I’ve experienced in my relationship with my girlfriend and making me feel down on myself. Just would like to talk to anyone if people want to :),6.967933333333335,7.4721244600000025,7.43,71.47833333333334,64.4,9.866666666666667,30.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,2.8556666666666675,213,7,37,4,3,70,40,50,0.08199999999999999,0.732,0.18600000000000005,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,14,7,2,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,12,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,1,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24659200734097025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072190686407144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333607126344875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498465435289303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447846159731082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781999121313104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20545599798567105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047034183959401,0.0,0.31817553232114426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697914538369847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763995984937034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495970002221646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105228633530486,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thedarknessflame,2018/12/25,"Merry christmas, happy new year, and to new journeys Hello, may you all have a wonderful filled christmas.  Even if you are struggling remember that there sre those in the same darkness that love you for who you are.  I wish you postive vibes and thoughts for the coming days.  Thank you.",4.3309615384615405,7.022076326923081,3.4429230769230803,88.90207692307693,74.19230769230771,5.6984615384615385,27.707692307692305,6.742157984588678,1.3375338461538462,227,9,40,2,5,66,40,52,0.07200000000000001,0.626,0.303,0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,6,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,11,10,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,4,8,2,8,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,3,4,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22989162059208065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211412286545535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762702905162446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840964138748949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24086766225520045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155045447687197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023205580143336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27899865454932193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457052507923572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187118742186192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068963350459489,0.0,0.2894176236795005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186057335298127
lonely,Dempsey64,2018/12/25,"Lost love... again I did learn something 
I learned that I can love again.
The pain is intense,
The sorrow deep.
I learned about betrayal
And deception.
I opened my heart wide
And received assurances
Only to see it vanish.",3.0584999999999987,6.0781378500000045,2.870000000000001,88.73500000000001,83.0,6.2,28.0,7.554174236665415,1.9736,174,8,31,3,5,52,31,40,0.31,0.534,0.156,-0.8316,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,3,4,1,0,1,7,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,6,3,2,5,0,6,0,2,1,2,3,3,0,0,2,19,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996349639910541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681409273798075,0.0,0.6087505354985121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25648874549469103,0.3588506753146116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26873926705361845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596263878698957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dunno_really,2018/12/25,"Told by Crisis Team I'm not ""ill enough"", can't turn to sister, best and only friend won't talk to me, worst time of year and I want to die. Anyone in UK/England? Hi everyone, I'm back on here again. Life just keeps getting worse for me. I'm having trouble writing this out without getting really upset, but I'm cripplingly lonely and have no one to turn to. Been seriously considering suicide, but I can't kill myself yet or I'll ruin Xmas for my family. 
My sister has been supporting me, but I received a text off her earlier saying she can't enjoy her daughter's first Xmas Eve because she's so worried about me, so now I feel extra guilty and I know I can't talk to her any more.
My best friend, a man I fell in love with (who rejected me a year ago, leading to one of the worst years of my life) is no longer responding to messages from me, it's my fault because I'm overwhelming and needy, and he doesn't want a relationship but I can't let go. He hasn't messaged me in over a month, in spite of me desperately begging him like the pathetic person I am. I've spent the last 3 Xmases with him and now he won't even talk to me, I don't want to live without him and no one seems to understand that I CAN'T feel anything for anyone else, so I'm facing a life of loneliness.
I believe I have Borderline Personality Disorder, yet am still waiting for a diagnosis after almost a year of being bounced around different departments. 
I'm not sure what else to say, I'm just broken to the point I don't think I can be fixed any more, and all I want is to be back in the arms of the man I love this Christmas, but I ruined it all and now I'm crying, I have to stop typing it up .",5.3251677352020295,4.410432937677059,6.63142686745192,80.60966303861639,68.06515580736544,9.924496794393916,30.47696436558819,9.276330184999452,2.321909915014163,1309,42,287,22,19,448,178,353,0.253,0.63,0.11699999999999999,-0.9955,1,3,0,0,0,3,37.0,0,0,0,5,18,23,2,2,14,0,28,8,2,1,3,45,59,19,3,4,12,3,2,1,2,2,4,2,0,4,8,14,0,3,6,1,1,5,19,13,0,4,4,4,42,10,45,49,10,38,0,5,0,2,37,12,0,3,22,188,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001752473124343,0.0,0.10168717819185394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811431544313044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201157484003007,0.1040494865796421,0.083566604606911,0.0904006049573662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156170629365864,0.0,0.12380729298591893,0.0,0.0,0.11441153736696352,0.2131399179444588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154738229426513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539237196680327,0.10609763751358403,0.11638455085908285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966319134136665,0.0,0.0,0.10492780285376348,0.0,0.06707250201092703,0.0,0.0,0.0970349207547335,0.0,0.0,0.09573185233110032,0.0,0.1026929798037777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637797213709038,0.0,0.0,0.15691381867628146,0.0,0.1061108686237595,0.0,0.05771293396346519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026188169977953,0.11234950106062798,0.0,0.05580896192974361,0.08277641463960246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038412671575044,0.215182293190178,0.04961196732960856,0.0,0.0896700890228628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330481800040332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810558601849368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064377541235851,0.07723298801462987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733825255831132,0.0,0.0,0.09599712266361132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505522456957757,0.0,0.0,0.10902618353823816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151251271033878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924468715381622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109758000984438,0.08489994806880598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110786956858332,0.1152371949504324,0.09570922336112916,0.0,0.0,0.2448649791704889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506883375996764,0.0,0.0,0.059214343329473375,0.0,0.0,0.0970349207547335,0.0,0.0,0.22091344004912689,0.0,0.10571663447317137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23958615819753445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578023217075055,0.0,0.0,0.10312846963903664,0.1034876392558082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26157825276301105
lonely,Hodgeheg__117,2019/06/05,"Fade to Black (Metallica) has never felt more relevant to me than now The lyrics just really speak to me right now. I feel so empty. I'm tired of being alone. I literally speak to nobody throughout the whole day. I rarely speak to my uni friends any more and rarely see my best friend. I don't want to be alone.  

I met someone 3 months ago and spoke daily, it was so nice. I made a terrible mistake with her and it really hurt her. The guilt is killing me. I miss talking to her. I just hate feeling this emptiness. For the 3 months I knew her I finally felt some freedom from my anxiety. I'm tired of just putting on a brave face everyday. I just want to feel normal for once and I did for a while. I've never felt truly loved, but for once I actually felt liked and it was nice. I also accidentally told her I loved her, which may have been too soon but what I meant was I really cared for her. I was afraid of losing her the whole time which is maybe why I tried to hard. I don't even care about myself at this point, I just want her to be happy. I've lost over 12 pounds in a week over stress and worry for her. She probably thinks I'm scum, I've tried to contact her but she won't even speak to me. I liked her a lot and it felt like such a natural friendship.  

I'll always have issues, but I can't cope with having hurt someone I cared about. I'm just tired of everything :(  

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lonely,maddrose15,2019/06/05,"No friends I have no friends here. I just moved to an apartment by myself and I have no friends. My only friend moved away, we still talk but it’s not the same. I’m isolated and I feel myself slipping into a depression again.",-0.021024844720496816,2.3214278913043493,1.3380745341614926,97.17369565217396,96.17391304347824,4.367701863354037,21.7888198757764,6.1826913282559595,0.33743850931677066,177,7,38,2,7,56,34,46,0.251,0.588,0.162,-0.6757,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,4,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,8,4,4,4,1,7,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261884132651316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040814942798915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980716478099353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7322564703638146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036728202335455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020833243475268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892256150351148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904484543125775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,slothesss,2019/06/05,"I see other people with friends and feel so sad and jealous I just wish I had some friends to talk to, go to the movies with or for coffee. I feel like I hold so much in cause I have literally nobody to talk to. I talk to myself more and more, just about random day to day stuff. I literally have conversations and small talk with myself because I have nobody else to tell. I do have interests and feelings, I feel like I have a decent personality and I have things I want to discuss and share but nobody to share it with. So it just rattles around on my head. 

I feel like nobody knows me really. And at work I speak to people, but nobody takes an interest in me. I probably put them off because I’m quiet. I don’t think I approach anybody as if to make a friend. I just answer their question and slink away, because it doesn’t occur to me or I can’t believe that they would be interested. Nobody is. I don’t understand what I’ve done wrong to end up like this. Anybody else understand the feeling?",1.8121428571428557,3.9636183300492647,3.539928571428572,87.76132142857145,79.98522167487684,6.2274876847290646,22.46527093596059,7.365786028017652,0.8583361576354687,783,25,162,11,20,261,106,203,0.044000000000000004,0.774,0.183,0.9713,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,1,9,15,1,0,5,0,16,1,1,2,0,43,33,18,0,4,9,0,6,4,3,1,0,2,0,1,9,14,0,1,12,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,9,31,12,29,29,4,15,0,1,1,0,18,9,0,6,7,115,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755520061127992,0.0,0.0,0.11351414053893075,0.0,0.0,0.2209518106740552,0.0,0.0,0.13612249452923605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411517362523534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583749851769746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364056098003873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018588104546056,0.0,0.10701044509537462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665406016710099,0.2589409794899653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800351378351189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068664653220335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399592903341805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639937972861704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361057252381369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064812718198812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881642442002778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752241625568146,0.1054951531516759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302641347644851,0.0,0.0,0.1214572282385908,0.13534578076043355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740023125611438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962777051793051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830971795571118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084142241555612,0.3884413822197961,0.10560179454049527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026727918049595,0.07741642295309749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515552597037083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126262407418195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893675998684965,0.0,0.0,0.0879582233651661,0.0,0.0,0.08582689016561829,0.13209743964789444,0.0,0.0
lonely,aa313724,2019/06/05,Am I crazy?? Sometimes when I get off work I have so much energy so when I am driving home with my music blasting I sing as if I were singing to someone in the passenger seat but I am alone. Then I realize what I am doing and feel depressed and very lonely so I just turn off my music and ride home in silence.,0.4829220779220762,2.531516166666666,2.7477489177489183,92.1559090909091,84.3030303030303,5.58961038961039,23.064935064935064,6.868970318607317,0.7237298701298704,241,9,53,3,7,82,44,66,0.19399999999999998,0.78,0.026000000000000002,-0.9003,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,10,12,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,12,0,7,9,1,9,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123001276643743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597123238206593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524655495366114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753999861958948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.604929942289384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166349204441965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554902862515759,0.0,0.2982265947768104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279843383790326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24879859630219925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195216377203004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SinnohGreen,2019/06/05,"Stalker The friends that I do have (that are barely friends when we’re not at college because they don’t message me or respond to me much) don’t get why I wish I could have a stalker. 
Imagine it, someone actually going out of their way to watch you, with the view of going to the trouble of kidnapping you. Is that not just the best thing that could happen to you?",6.087162162162162,5.404170554054055,6.295270270270272,82.87912162162164,66.43243243243244,8.481081081081081,36.06756756756757,7.1686216300943375,2.4125243243243246,287,13,59,2,4,92,49,74,0.079,0.8059999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.4276,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,2,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,14,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,2,10,3,10,12,2,6,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,1,1,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.2591846055254867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190561990804794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787279303964174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42411558847003294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103995567985129,0.0,0.13876360228201706,0.0,0.3018900785151582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348667731918309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524454056120685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250396901039706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645101283946898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108187364591368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396602093248416,0.0,0.3054237326916998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ChesterMech,2019/06/05,Weekend Plans Any plans for the weekend? Something to break out of this pit we are in?,1.66,4.237743529411766,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,84.29411764705883,3.4000000000000004,26.14705882352941,3.1291,0.1420823529411761,68,3,14,0,2,20,15,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6620352914560622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7494726631883827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Moonlight_dew,2019/06/05,What do you do to pass the time? I find I play too much online chess.,-2.1225000000000023,-0.3896982499999986,0.06750000000000256,108.8275,94.0,3.2,8.0,3.1291,-2.603025,52,0,15,0,2,17,14,16,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6977627743593402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5612101662443488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451631835881609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TODO_getLife,2019/06/05,"The surprising benefits of being a loner https://www.bbc.com/ideas/videos/the-surprising-benefits-of-being-a-loner/p078r9th

Maybe something here make some people feel better, otherwise just some information. Interesting to see loneliness being taken seriously though.",23.103452380952376,30.797869107142862,14.600000000000005,7.011666666666713,36.50000000000001,15.161904761904767,41.476190476190474,12.45797560212912,8.864819047619047,237,9,13,8,3,63,26,28,0.183,0.539,0.278,0.5423,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891057878834288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245523494354366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936743923849716,0.0,0.4419954569601858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30501045420269324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35058838384366864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33870002223499257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322550455977001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SMT1_2_3_4_5_SJ_IVA,2019/06/05,"Haven't had any friends in 9 years due to my mother and brother. I don't anywhere else to post but here, but I'm just lonely ever since I got into an new school and graduated for these years. 

Nobody back in my school years would talk to me because I was in the special ed and thus treated like a sub-human. While my mother keeps forcing me to wear awful looking dreads when I don't want them at all or wear weird color clothes. So much that students call me ""jack sparrow"" throughout most of my school years as an insult. 

I just wanted to be normal like the rest of the students and have a girlfriend, but my mother always done this until graduation and would get extremely angry if I even tell anyone that I was forced to have this stuff during school. She beaten me up with a metal pole and nearly choked me to death because I told my History Teacher on why I have dreads when everyone else in the class had normal hair while threatening me that she'll take me to where ""all of the special kids live"" and that I'll never see any of family members ever again. 

It doesn't help that since until I was in 6th grade, my brother would abuse me as well by stabbing me in the feet or stepping on glass or even swallowing harmful and nasty chemical like perfumes. I couldn't unfortunately say anything to anyone because my brother went to the same school as mine and always threaten me that if I tell anyone that I tell them what he done to me, he'll tell my mother that I wasn't being good thus lead to me getting hurt by my mother again. 

So now it's 2019. I graduated from high school since two years ago. I have no friends nor girlfriend to love. I'm about to enter my 20's in 3 months as a person who still lives in their family home and rarely leave the house. 

My mother keeps saying ""Why do you always stay in your room and do nothing but go online? You're wasting your life away on your damn phone and still don't have an girlfriend. You could have been like your brother who has an successful job and girlfriend with their own apartment, but I suppose you want to live like this way. You can die in your room if you want to rot in there, I don't really care.""

I just don't know what to do anymore. I fear I'll be lonely forever with no mate that would love me back. 
I wish my great grandmother was still around, she would take care of me and give me snacks when I was around 7 years old....",9.039721649484537,5.8802123690721695,8.343788659793812,78.43362113402061,62.422680412371136,11.019587628865981,34.76546391752577,8.238735603445708,2.5118680412371144,1889,51,396,16,20,595,223,485,0.20800000000000002,0.705,0.087,-0.9968,1,4,0,0,1,0,37.0,0,10,4,3,27,29,3,3,16,1,40,9,4,3,5,61,66,39,2,17,14,10,1,5,7,7,1,2,3,2,20,20,2,2,1,0,0,5,13,11,1,1,14,7,68,18,57,40,7,63,0,3,3,2,55,26,1,7,34,263,88,17,0.0,0.08213144075961837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061446932137160064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303637931794694,0.0,0.0,0.09427831962212106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874562128628324,0.14540794630722378,0.0,0.05704346456475619,0.1234168536528424,0.0,0.0,0.06512729273340291,0.10660375402581088,0.0,0.1267682879456716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707822432567254,0.0,0.14135026921781144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05534541983157827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194196849283925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187439503904795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158139221851824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915688248847061,0.12540564307519309,0.0,0.0662370822609538,0.0,0.0,0.13069518743414346,0.07800291973512072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107111063055454,0.0,0.07243242205121665,0.06649690761974712,0.039395470462859725,0.058141319112415574,0.05544057530407587,0.07642421971968416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04646292924820185,0.07323911615227119,0.06953240649240806,0.0,0.0,0.0799845861895393,0.07420720714628179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878821113606562,0.1232274656726636,0.0,0.0,0.03809579864121793,0.0,0.0,0.07339859843730652,0.0,0.0,0.0489619171609523,0.1693283168358094,0.0,0.18362930633912053,0.0,0.05821033209290739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512584350340286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532960337415565,0.0,0.050957292591696964,0.0,0.05346293053133313,0.06694852724323219,0.0,0.0,0.13583540890062085,0.06651325640019817,0.0,0.07273841802188129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052650082751607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638824717895354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044407397128829317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025018114466988,0.0,0.4209259471246895,0.055238107421184256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720236785466854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738846157093706,0.16607424532825127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935343954867635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042382188137626,0.0557158242345148,0.24235073986585065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662370822609538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771439341485003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354409263885386,0.05502203547756748,0.0,0.0,0.06232592442446206,0.06425922039606739,0.125098867031571,0.0,0.07971319692977634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462104268981717,0.0,0.0,0.26783419996395885
lonely,Shats22,2019/06/05,Feeling lonely need some friends I have chronic loneliness and depression so it would help me if i had supportive and comforting friends. Message me directly if you want. Thanks.,5.242000000000001,8.869500200000003,4.641666666666668,75.14250000000001,80.33333333333334,9.666666666666668,40.833333333333336,9.516144504307137,5.6383333333333345,146,10,21,5,4,44,25,30,0.19699999999999998,0.371,0.4320000000000001,0.83,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,8,5,0,5,2,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172183467504178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862247768950521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5690990938343816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468653580475901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730915880893789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41794523755491336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390833982614249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723431797738724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26163148202120484,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,passivenight,2019/06/05,"Summer Break, 3 months, Can't see my girlfriend Well, its summer again which means I'm home from school for 3 months and all I do is work M-F. My girlfriend is not allowed to leave the house and see me which means I will not be seeing her and its completely tearing us apart.

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She feels guilty and regrets it all but still says she loves me, she started being dry and I asked if anythings wrong she said nothing and continues being dry. Meanwhile for me I feel as lonely as ever because I can't see the love of my life I've been with for almost a year. I often have random episodes during the day where I just break down and I just don't know what to do. It went from seeing her, sleeping with her, doing everything with her to not being able to see her at all and I miss her so much and its hurting me so much.",4.195272727272727,4.628158741176473,4.5278609625668444,90.1262834224599,70.41176470588233,6.887700534759357,25.45454545454545,6.1124844417494595,0.654529411764706,646,17,140,3,11,203,98,170,0.12300000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.045,-0.9243,1,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,4,0,15,4,1,1,4,33,34,15,0,2,7,0,2,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,8,12,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,3,10,27,3,17,26,5,18,0,4,6,2,18,4,0,4,11,100,35,2,0.12492802932283302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250973755503699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535946757691025,0.1518012296814627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280512357473867,0.0,0.11679084337252132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615496713515305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309846618897677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056824387522385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130045547871598,0.0,0.0,0.11227725734952973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126334730585816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531299941970006,0.0,0.0,0.1441501726802605,0.13373803921305247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865717776561056,0.0,0.0,0.13228074486944816,0.0,0.0,0.0882403616714709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255048479595399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721664956786548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943272224512587,0.0,0.1836729519111358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987181346284133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883516411687038,0.09934778316145527,0.0,0.12643383526387844,0.5973087893028971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501825085154306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842470215573932,0.0,0.09976768559332867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027303729282593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123253016144012,0.11580953478263392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909490932326706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658918853392124,0.1518012296814627,0.08044955495757224
lonely,Kingfury00,2019/06/05,Message me Hey I am 21 years old bisexual atheist from Afghanistan  I see alot of people are really lonely and depressed here I am free for the night I will try to chat you guys if you want it might cheer up you and make my night a little joyous as well cux I have sore throat and really pissed off at the religious Cleric,3.439090909090908,4.7644301818181845,4.397393939393943,87.04609090909094,72.93939393939394,7.704242424242422,22.29090909090909,8.238735603445708,1.0084036363636364,256,6,54,4,5,83,54,66,0.171,0.655,0.174,-0.2038,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,3,0,0,2,6,1,0,4,0,6,3,2,1,0,8,9,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,10,4,8,7,1,8,0,2,1,0,7,4,1,3,4,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23260810240232085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674085496454751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27067783998184075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802716576566974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28649815128886513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5068787139624044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833896317562436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872302849942168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460233604697449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152082399742623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335760061633294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929237069361235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428224486020923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739141372689776
lonely,throwitawayar,2019/06/05,Did any of you become lonely voluntarily? Wondering if anyone here was a social person with lots and friends and decided to become a loner or had something happened to them that made them become one.,8.765,9.014787722222227,9.130000000000004,61.665000000000006,60.66666666666667,10.533333333333337,34.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.8196,162,6,23,3,2,54,30,36,0.12300000000000001,0.797,0.08,-0.1779,0,2,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,3,1,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,4,0,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619352926495472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060094132582406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7610063951339844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745389426761696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310949583905868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526978964881386,0.0,0.21733329605259175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564035384572675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055189392853215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341347122783417,0.0,0.1768225680137588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490833504204846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bitters9,2019/06/05,"I left r/lonely a few months ago only to find out I’m here again. I subscribed r/lonely last year. Left here a few months ago feeling like I’d never visit here again. 

Now look at where I’ve ended up. Life never changes. Fucking loneliness.",0.7243537414965964,3.1356920816326546,2.2847959183673474,93.22746598639458,87.36734693877554,4.082993197278912,18.37074829931973,5.46131890053228,-0.32708435374149714,188,5,38,1,6,61,34,49,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.6756,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,4,4,2,19,0,0,1,1,1,6,1,0,13,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39394588911218203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23506535893075764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680929385516052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235444807875616,0.15874460129620388,0.0,0.0,0.2030930138632318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542663056513494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811282211995699,0.0,0.0,0.4828567344599425,0.0,0.15695125303858512,0.10855903135872197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659777009426812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35472673797288673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427592065246801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899830462486426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430939109701068
lonely,MarienkeG,2019/06/05,"Help me.. i feel so lonely and i dont know what to do anymore Hi people,

I am not sure if you can help me, but i just need to get this of my chest since i dont have anyone to talk to.

I am a 24 year old girl living in a very tiny studio in the Netherlands with her dog.

7 months ago i broke up with my abusive boyfriend after a relationship of 7 years, it was really the best and most scary decision i have ever made in my life. 

But because of that i had to find another place to live really quick, so i ended up in a very tiny studio of 20m2 in a city where i dont know anyone. I had to find a new home for my cats since i didnt have place for them but luckily i could keep my dog. 

In the beginning everything was really hard to be alone but it seemed it was getting better. Now i have been struggling with loneliness for a while and its getting heavier and heavier for me to the point that i feel myself falling back in depression. 

The only thing i have in my life right now is my dog and i love her. I do have a best friend but she is been in Curacao for 5 months, she will come back next week finally, but she doesnt live near me, she has a lot of other friends and her own issues so i usually see her once every 3 weeks. I dont have a drivers license so i cant visit her. And i dont have any other friends. I dont have contact with my family anymore because i dont want to, i still have contact with my parents but we have a very different lifestyle.

Ive always been very different/alternative compared to other people and i have my own image and values of life. This results in that i rarrely meet people that i can relate to. And most people i can relate to already have their group of friends. Its hard for me to meet new people since i dont go to school anymore, i work. But my colleagues are very different for me.

I tried dating and finding friends true Tinder (since thats the only option i know) but so far no luck. There are not many people here that are like me, and other people tell me to just be ""normal"" 
I think thats the most used phrase here... 

I just want to have some people around me that i can be myself with and that i can trust. That maybe one day feels like family because i feel really really alone right now. Sometimes i cry myself to sleep, or i start crying at work the moment i think about it. Most of the time i distract myself by keeping myself busy or watch a funny movie. But lately thats getting harder.

I met this guy in America who completely understands me, accepts me for who i am and i feel so good around him. I even think i might be a little in love with him. I know he also sees me as a potentional partner. But we ve only seen each other in real for 2 weeks.
Tickets to America are very expensive and i dont have much money. 

I wish i could date him like normal people can because i actually think he could be my life partner. Especially because i feel so lonely i almost want to hop on a plane, go live there with him and never go back. But i am afraid my mind is not in the right place right now to make that very rushed decision. 
I am going to try to go to America this summer for a month (if i have enough money) to get to know him more. But i dont know if thats possible cause of the money. And also... what if i really fall in love with him? and i have to go back to the Netherlands after that month... i am afraid i am only going to feel more lonely.
However if he s really the one i would be ready to leave all of this behind and move there, since i have nothing here and i hate my life here. But its not that easy to move to America :(

What is you guys opinion about this? Do you have tips for me? About the guy in America thing and the fact that i feel super lonely here. I just dont know what to do anymore in my life. I just dont want to feel this miserable and alone, if this keeps going on like this... i dont know if i can. I am already getting suicidal thoughts in my head because i have the feeling things are never going to change and my life will always stay this lonely and fcked up. (Ive been true a lot in my life) when i tell other people about this their reaction is: ""This is life"". Well... if this is life, its not worth living it and i dont want it. Something has to change for me.",2.601707284187817,3.525458243604003,4.265543027606434,88.74161652678062,74.46162402669633,7.272734014224559,22.853692655138712,7.631715855861406,0.8052920281794581,3287,83,736,41,66,1108,291,899,0.11,0.7559999999999999,0.134,0.9877,6,13,1,0,0,1,92.0,2,3,3,6,43,37,1,5,33,0,94,16,3,5,8,148,158,61,1,21,34,1,12,4,7,4,10,0,3,6,54,40,0,3,31,1,5,16,25,13,1,2,14,16,137,24,104,131,17,99,0,8,4,3,57,39,0,23,47,534,191,3,0.0,0.04090546972911864,0.033690588098233866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030603573969198293,0.0,0.034570947032865194,0.10726981559117683,0.07619651122005733,0.05521789706719133,0.05745371330607155,0.0,0.0,0.023477604396969092,0.03620157919884203,0.0,0.0,0.13695471086478864,0.048280173755886016,0.0,0.0,0.06146762219763194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618775448189224,0.0,0.12627360039502514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724619263201995,0.03053380316633754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03546580991914098,0.0730439412970753,0.02973949636476621,0.03619791213354137,0.0,0.0,0.0826941683219234,0.0,0.0758463104890982,0.02226521922851877,0.0,0.029735597923437523,0.0,0.0,0.07214077275060185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5664686176174096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030578147653201836,0.035672673578260136,0.0,0.02280287402613023,0.0312290682424941,0.029088083547549905,0.0,0.031028077925288576,0.0,0.0650925879770684,0.0,0.1745644646931454,0.02466405809654653,0.0,0.037819516403183914,0.09466333693286863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336635480108405,0.0,0.10822465380686044,0.0,0.1765878193077671,0.028957217199254124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255300264383344,0.0,0.0,0.06185371041518905,0.03408544840989041,0.03543173587401215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046281617083794434,0.0,0.0346305351843579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036034240662580236,0.0,0.09205994659746976,0.0,0.0,0.15178855003270542,0.0,0.03894474250018251,0.03655608764156944,0.0,0.0,0.24385426601351815,0.06746701895934934,0.034602265928653536,0.15242727515719545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058702391752445564,0.09347817394447956,0.032667583420544155,0.023045136750222017,0.03500206710409063,0.034684146839987134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03662466502477632,0.03485954756386263,0.0,0.11022738162209154,0.07338741084915826,0.025379221042623613,0.0255992181501655,0.05325430228066005,0.06668727418461602,0.036716822868067836,0.0,0.06765266937407391,0.0331268509489137,0.0,0.036227285543990594,0.03676709067557754,0.04678891210141986,0.10502868052080826,0.0,0.0,0.038334980489970534,0.0,0.0,0.2393469709859557,0.0,0.10821115912590276,0.0,0.03263647887494461,0.038920789311714256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03929603851014008,0.15481937191667774,0.0,0.0,0.03706601445055944,0.0,0.11793373438554447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03494028074401615,0.055022551902486685,0.031429487533521955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279365917205114,0.0,0.034549080740626036,0.0,0.0,0.02657837568444416,0.034145264968183806,0.0,0.02443636951753706,0.0367981479856517,0.02757102904089114,0.0,0.0,0.03609213529129409,0.0,0.037763814212540686,0.0,0.03253860073815405,0.0,0.0,0.027749202261387797,0.06035125380563287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688089292306308,0.08848671958079199,0.0,0.02740831697955424,0.020131308226164442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046879260282200026,0.0,0.0,0.03594085543380291,0.0,0.029817778940249676,0.03802347128221662,0.1994022632544225,0.10181618435250946,0.0,0.08307956673560367,0.0,0.031041355068224613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03970106616740897,0.0,0.0,0.05026798157836297,0.0,0.0,0.024524964060848014,0.0,0.0,0.04446483854708787
lonely,FrumiusBandersnatch,2019/06/05,"My loneliness has reached truly pathetic levels * When the cashier hands me back my change I hope that her hand will touch mine for a second.
* I was lying in bed yesterday and I kept stroking my upper arm, trying really hard to convince myself that someone else was doing it in stead.
* In my 30 years on this planet I haven't had so much as 5 hugs.

There are other things but they are even more pathetic so I won't even list them.",1.3813953488372093,3.8679964418604666,2.582604651162793,91.86413953488373,84.5813953488372,5.765581395348837,19.06511627906977,7.1686216300943375,0.42164093023255855,338,9,69,5,10,108,70,86,0.14300000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.5835,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,10,5,3,0,0,4,12,6,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,15,3,7,6,2,10,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,4,52,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573460924558895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540440790389851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795798384279314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421022409614431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998050153129748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324099543487569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24602623520048986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440277092820104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835708879122709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223446466745064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272238359255259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552113061636266
lonely,TheOverrtaker,2019/06/05,I just want to fade away and not try anymore. I’m broken. I just need someone to cheer me up. I’m really struggling with this life.,-0.7721428571428568,1.3918989285714325,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,95.42857142857142,4.228571428571429,17.714285714285715,5.985473137389443,-0.3099571428571428,102,3,23,1,4,34,22,28,0.201,0.649,0.149,-0.3804,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067406349894819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853324168999209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896882871043561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041076040359733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627409945310086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475034244546289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287589067600753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784526355408718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419064183436901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pinkstarwhal,2019/06/05,I want to be held I want someone to hug me and hold me. I need someone to make me feel like im loved. I want to feel safe in someones arms and to make someone feel i can be there. I want to feel real.,-0.4228723404255312,0.5717147446808539,2.0478191489361706,101.30875,82.40425531914894,4.7,20.26063829787234,3.1291,-0.7286978723404256,151,4,42,0,4,52,23,47,0.0,0.645,0.355,0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,0,17,16,2,0,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,9,4,7,13,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38566896186655375,0.13622706228086326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597503189925728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316019445889936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210275473171271,0.0,0.2545705388022161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413922344665696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704392134324432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6462750028784232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498892966500516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bodaciousbeauty,2019/06/05,"Funny how you can have everything and still feel alone. My life would seem relatively perfect from an outsider looking in, I have tons of friends a loving family and I love my job. Yet I find myself lying in bed tonight, and it hits me, I’m lonely. 

I just want to have a real connection with someone. Sometimes I think that there is something wrong with me that I feel so disconnected from everyone.  Sometimes I meet people that I feel a connection with but it’s not reciprocated and they leave.

I have this huge hole in my life for connection and intimacy.  It’s not for lack of people in my life or me trying, I just feel empty and sad.

I don’t know how to shake this feeling or how to find meaning in what I already have.",3.79191287878788,5.2542990625,5.002954545454545,82.51022727272729,72.2638888888889,8.014141414141415,27.674242424242426,8.575989854853784,1.9602583333333328,571,21,114,10,11,189,84,144,0.11900000000000001,0.7440000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.39799999999999996,1,3,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,9,8,0,1,4,0,9,5,0,3,1,35,24,13,0,3,7,0,5,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,9,9,0,0,11,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,6,22,4,17,22,2,10,0,2,1,2,6,6,0,3,3,83,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354330154447222,0.17425352522173407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088623361690393,0.14191599779998784,0.0,0.14886000342000302,0.0,0.3992108413386047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886469893119029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199801328407305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669763433531786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678117117169297,0.0,0.0,0.1671999685513514,0.0,0.0,0.3346016620406265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326015196817564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850331960575513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720062491450062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894468803169176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973193596397774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375196215511515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379349294096202,0.1215639819599218,0.31234673058206897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610417268294646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117997907889284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720801035586354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313722512471424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217210276719768,0.172645747118112,0.0,0.0
lonely,grxvestones,2019/06/05,"Just a lonely person deep in their thoughts (this is all over the place it’s a mess lmao) Where do I start? I’ve been lonely for like most of my life. I’ve been keeping so much things to myself lately because no one listens or either they don’t care to listen, the only thing that listens to me is my cats. I’m the person people like to take advantage of. My family keeps saying “You’re fine” “Just be social” this one is my favorite: “Just get over it”. I’ve been told that so many times when I try to tell people how I feel lately. I hate it when my teacher tells us to partner up because my 2 friends in that class partner up or I don’t get one. I hate it when I get left out of things, my friends always talk about how much fun they had that weekend or they make plans without me. I’ve been trying to get myself involved in it and they simply ignore me. I hate on the first day of school trying to find somewhere to sit at lunch without being told to fuck off. It’s like people forget I exist, I been thinking if I was gone will anyone notice? I’m truly starting to believe that no one likes me and everyone fucking hates me. I get bullied for being the kid that no one likes and being so “weak”. I’m only weak because people kicked me while I’m down. No one seems to notice when I’m crying, no one cares. I’m being bullied for having different opinions, being too masculine for a female (wearing guys clothes). My family looks at me like I’m a disappointment during family reunions for not wearing something “lady-like”. Like for fucks sake Karen I just wanna be comfortable in the cold weather. I have so many insecurities because my parents compare me to other kids, “How come you don’t have straight As like him?”, “Why does she have nicer clothing than you do?”.  (Parents/Soon-to-be-parents please don’t say these things to your child it’ll stick with them). I’ve been trying so hard to impress my family and friends and all I get is bullshit in return. I just wanna hide for the rest of my life, I’m not going to forget this part of life, where I have hit my lowest. I’m not taken seriously when I tell people how I feel. I remember I sat alone at lunch and wanting to cry because no one wanted to sit with me or asked if I was okay. There are tons of pros and cons of being lonely, this rant is filled with cons. Dear lord I hate school trips too, I love going but I have to chose who I wanna be with, it’s so difficult to chose because everyone already has their groups. Being told you can’t over and over again is exhausting, i’ve been drained out.

     Well, I think that’s all. Holy shit I feel like I wrote a essay about my life traumas. Sorry reddit user who read this it’s a mess 😅",2.7657183955285234,4.205500399638336,3.992241903665956,88.82549256123627,74.84086799276673,6.184596416241987,23.23725957586717,6.574015621080383,0.5800528028933094,2103,59,438,16,44,688,239,553,0.163,0.738,0.1,-0.9866,5,8,1,0,0,0,57.0,1,4,7,3,29,46,9,1,13,1,43,16,3,5,3,63,100,32,0,7,18,1,4,9,5,2,7,5,0,8,29,15,2,3,9,2,0,6,16,23,1,9,18,11,67,23,67,69,10,49,1,4,1,4,46,25,4,9,25,289,96,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393438807785258,0.06812136235632195,0.0,0.051364887449189316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043163540671205314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057709871362334075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257827701245882,0.0,0.0,0.06954935964842246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587712534041315,0.0,0.0,0.05317553194287139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561655035087505,0.03981119457368596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644954426721209,0.0,0.0,0.05402095146689827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797265830597665,0.0,0.0,0.23277683984719874,0.0,0.09363868998849036,0.044100424333600036,0.0,0.0,0.05642074135073227,0.052508101788680234,0.0,0.0,0.1430789568090612,0.17120711199066366,0.19351045710145284,0.0,0.07016595866055922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061123098174871736,0.0,0.0,0.05529858195353905,0.3047314299603592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973816482766724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926983654496972,0.0,0.06707058604873989,0.0,0.1744088756952859,0.2714265164399543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183824063097478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055714366775390815,0.0,0.04120572152126638,0.12517048133775488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075833448451437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056162193918822,0.0,0.0,0.334642558771632,0.09389795791176604,0.0,0.0,0.06854463688863496,0.06684833236475615,0.0,0.21398147340806944,0.10780173215434964,0.0644954426721209,0.0677617710945859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061747405091014326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992884929113284,0.0,0.0,0.09818146047791264,0.0,0.1249495278607036,0.0,0.056197310734115824,0.0,0.0,0.06336567633994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629266746043794,0.0,0.04752330866208692,0.0,0.06910246455658055,0.08738661421227574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04641380383458092,0.04961679825176237,0.1618660577757399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404453612259184,0.07910907982226177,0.0,0.049007280324132936,0.0359956675292074,0.0,0.0,0.17695898745896493,0.0,0.1676443724546514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425443126337274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282073236119123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05550331275737347,0.0,0.055702355051802266,0.0,0.0,0.11901238365167645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cairlinn1991,2019/06/05,"I seem incapable of upholding friendships I have always been a sort of a loner. But I just to have a few close friendships, after school I let them all run out and I never cared to form new ones during university time. I learned later that the one closest friend I had, was actually a rather shitty person and I lost trust in those around me. I had grown used to having an online friend, who has now pushed me away too. I thought that I had gotten used to being alone, but now I am feeling lonlier than ever. How should I be able to form a close bond with someone in real life if I can't even uphold an online friendship...",4.770340000000001,5.2605483840000025,5.513349999999999,83.36442500000003,69.16,7.85,26.025,7.645422480735847,1.2967,488,13,98,5,8,159,87,125,0.09300000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.10099999999999999,0.2471,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,10,5,0,0,8,0,15,1,0,3,3,25,23,6,0,3,5,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,8,1,17,4,15,11,4,19,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,3,8,79,21,2,0.19994711993738876,0.0,0.19511954634008807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708491535882445,0.0,0.0,0.16637202121772748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799532799539644,0.0,0.0,0.1878569010378797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038594145531637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206318697244554,0.1808636171720176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109927157909246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089572977467009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044594769678197,0.14122856395061598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826590086474168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421154524466468,0.1931101743848969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709786862834219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458611280938668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22758359648412035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023571600439096,0.0,0.1820243485023563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941454587002053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873567892025914,0.11659077356763635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453802280165922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ptvlee,2019/06/05,"Is anyone up to talk? And I don’t mean a five minute- one day conversation. I mean long term. I don’t talk to people much these days, well online anyways. I know a lot of people on here are looking for someone to talk to. I am too. I’ve lurked around here and I remember being in a lot of really unfortunate ‘lonely states’ just like many on here. 

It’s was pretty rough, and it was hell to get out of those really depressing moments. Anyways, I’m doing much better now. I hope I can try to help someone, even just a little bit. I’m pretty responsive. I guess message me or comment something silly like a emoticon if you’d prefer I start the conversation. 

If it matters, I’m a female, 17 years old :)",1.3141079812206584,3.557998063380285,3.641436619718308,85.81647417840378,82.45070422535211,6.04018779342723,22.14272300469484,7.3011,0.9550097652582163,543,18,108,8,15,187,91,142,0.075,0.72,0.20600000000000002,0.9314,0,2,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,12,9,1,0,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,20,22,6,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,2,2,12,6,16,18,6,17,1,2,1,0,9,7,1,7,11,73,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035376751636957,0.0,0.0,0.13181838848306346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096054747992952,0.16165984908078035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099260475629928,0.0,0.1275370173339443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978023225704863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736321957756041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312160950684762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925173550329776,0.0,0.0,0.14707215919176067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137829860719302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468419953489495,0.1484103262661507,0.0,0.13104195866982407,0.12434593724346303,0.0,0.0,0.25177660707386074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012508746157507,0.0,0.32259476834051776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21770472968924975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553800921132295,0.0,0.1003396385214732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531350246300373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30129157728418793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897216256287176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774042096380612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509273998782004,0.11399558095663058,0.0,0.0,0.1048084417458558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357051891028995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053339177183526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313745530184445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535562222646918
lonely,ispilledmyrice,2019/06/05,"An essay about me lol I’m in high school right now and I have almost no friends. I have a few people that I will talk to in some of my classes but its weird because they all have other friends that they would probably rather hang out with than me. One time one of them brought me into their group thing and I just felt like they didn’t want me there. 

At home I am loud and proud, but anywhere else my loudest voice is almost silent and it feels like I yell to reach a normal level sometimes. I sweat and get hot when in uncomfortable situations. 

I think to myself more than I talk to others; some school days I can go without talking once, and that can be nice. 

I have no social media other than this and youtube, and I feel like I am hiding my whole anti-social life at school from my family, who I am very normal with. 

I am trying to get out of my comfort zone and just be myself without thinking too much about what to say; so far I think I’m getting better. 

Anyways hope no one gets too scared from this :)",4.50690078037904,4.781068705314008,4.814202898550724,88.9078595317726,69.67632850241546,7.142177629134152,25.10182088442958,6.297961479604792,0.6504302489780756,790,19,171,4,13,249,122,207,0.081,0.73,0.18899999999999997,0.9762,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,5,2,12,12,0,1,3,1,16,2,1,0,1,37,32,13,0,6,7,0,4,3,2,2,1,4,1,0,13,14,0,0,6,0,0,3,6,2,0,3,3,8,32,10,28,25,7,19,0,0,0,0,14,12,0,5,7,126,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439630229268607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425813655741688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773669166239327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856148956455873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176195705068257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483764472753367,0.0,0.1231880470664081,0.17405129703727742,0.11696283125942522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823007100776046,0.0,0.25457612980474204,0.0,0.06923105784851631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287056970646475,0.12219176467915745,0.12099115475516388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604251401286843,0.17853999498704087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895490580457827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23870838299396485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973047248188851,0.2476378017256081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844521420177044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133866445853132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403052568388932,0.0,0.09687327729506166,0.1219594506517903,0.36985404988124027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692671865542594,0.0,0.12417646200277342,0.0,0.0,0.12047951785002582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29373418354990205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092939216420922,0.23416505892891545,0.0,0.0,0.07103211268205185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827053279748753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051127380737204,0.07185045898193923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600364156098735,0.0,0.23485329280936415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653486356288022,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,qqfriendless,2019/06/05,"22m havent had any friends in 10 years its just hitting me really hard lately i dont know why. I havent had any friends (yes, not even one) since i was 11-12 around 6th grade..never had a gf or anything like that.. I started college and i  still cant make any friends. i met a couple of people but they didnt want to talk to me. one of which i had a huge crush on but she had no interest and didnt text back..

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i feel so sad. i just want someone to talk to or go outside with and do things together. ive been locked up for 10 years at home..i dont know what to do, where to go, how to talk to people...i dont know what to do anymore...when will it get better?",-0.2227719962157053,1.1982856490066247,1.9793424787133416,100.08220198675501,83.2384105960265,5.1089877010406815,19.394985808893093,5.773587663045528,-0.472423273415326,507,13,134,3,14,171,90,151,0.136,0.7759999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.4553,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,1,9,7,0,0,3,1,20,0,0,2,0,20,33,9,0,2,7,0,2,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,10,1,0,2,10,2,14,6,18,21,0,15,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,2,7,80,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714607586129716,0.16501952658653166,0.27705883532334136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175701842845437,0.1208964049896109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442666652619266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010964151506807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502670945624009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774919377590939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896987843234426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866774885965961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31477084550652085,0.0,0.07095318971033122,0.0,0.1543637067667039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216557751399874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362247979332572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239067824830396,0.0,0.15319542852593265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634810129246782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065176383878867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405173534285452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415099300349876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700099717211981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234037974468998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506824240444526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612440241040457,0.0,0.10845509143629484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274678936443984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022367524831418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020415585169112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254406788664696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501952658653166,0.1749096170176401
lonely,ImTheRayne,2019/06/05,"I can be surrounded by people, but still feel alone. I'm drawn to a small group of interesting people. Many see them as ""dangerous"" and judge them before hearing them out. In my time of knowing them I've learned that they are some of the most loyal and outstanding people you will ever meet. 

I'm honored that I am friends with so many of them. The only downside is that it's hard for me to get along with most people. I just don't find a majority of people interesting or exciting anymore, because of the thrilling stories and experiences of the people I surround myself with. 


TLDR: I find people boring and I can't relate to them, because I hang with an ""eccentric"" group of society's outcasts.",4.707537313432837,6.256545276119404,5.750925373134332,77.69817910447763,70.11940298507463,8.345074626865673,30.56417910447761,8.841846274778883,2.619808358208955,553,23,99,10,10,183,84,134,0.063,0.7020000000000001,0.23399999999999999,0.9846,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,7,1,4,9,1,0,7,0,8,0,0,0,1,22,15,8,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,18,7,21,13,4,9,0,0,1,0,13,5,0,4,3,71,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584276233872423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170210674656034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864944606913228,0.0,0.13016360429136728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836735996020366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496310250060364,0.0,0.0,0.07734468391724153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279618034384198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818188284101075,0.0,0.07991891568021975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702833762819205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240486516722558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406663295686344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101689477723666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633825520283335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7423361389730417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189485107116872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215960047706935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919625619854997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TraeDAking,2019/06/05,alone everyday i feel alone and even when im playing video games with others i still feel alone i just cant seem to get over this feeling. I just wish someone was there with me playing the video games with me it just sucks and i try to talk to people irl but they just call me annoying cause i dont know how to start a convo but idk maybe im just meant to be alone,-0.4740000000000002,1.6682496000000029,0.9525000000000006,102.48250000000002,90.5,4.2,15.5,5.6839178017228535,-0.983025,288,6,71,2,10,91,50,80,0.179,0.745,0.077,-0.7868,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,10,4,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,21,14,6,0,1,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,10,2,9,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,4,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6980866299612108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206372267601575,0.0,0.0,0.1731023372384805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748807152052392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112967897441827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556054710668757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880375614500498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640313343811257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926066288793559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928717818126318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682101771559718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340176250490972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277479987845476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926959194652112,0.0,0.13456930993340968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543894186826738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440468357216706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377387292455528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sawsag,2019/06/05,"Title For a few months there I was thinking I was asexual or something. Well maybe not asexual cause I masturbate a lot but aromantic if that's even a thing. I feel like I don't have the same drive to get a partner like other people do. Any feelings like I should almost feel like theyre just societal/cultural. If I grew up in a bubble where no one dated, got married, and paired off, I don't think doing so would ever be my natural inclination.

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But maybe that's all bullshit I guess because now I'm crushing pretty hard on this girl. And I don't know why. I don't know her super well. We don't have great chemistry or anything. She might be gay but I don't even know. I feel stupid for liking her because I feel like it's not even about her. Like I've just made up this idea of her in my head. I feel like a creep for fantasizing about her because I know it's not even her, it's probably just this character of her that doesn't exist.

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Isn't this true of all relationships though? Our idea of who a person is is limited by our own perception. I feel like I don't really know anybody, I just know an idea of them that I've created in my head based on previous interactions with them. As I get to know someone more I can fill out some of the gaps, but even then I'm limited by confirmation bias. It's like I'm looking for people to fill the traits I already associate them with. I can't really get to know anyone because I feel like I already know them. I don't ask people questions because I assume I have all the answers. For some reason I'm able to identify this about myself but I don't know how to fix it. When people tell me about their lives I seem to just draw a blank. I genuinely don't like the person I am anymore which is such a dissociative strange fucking feeling. I feel like I don't have any control and I don't have the strength to take control. 

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Now I'm just rambling cause I smoked a bowl halfway through writing this and I'm sure if I read half of this back I'll be like ""That's not how I really feel, that's just what I was thinking in the moment"" or something, but I'll just post it anyway and delete it either immediately or a bit after that.",2.839957451981518,4.242782015317289,4.285122173595919,86.95057652565039,74.57986870897157,7.4410162898127865,26.042365669827376,8.07648339933343,1.4673141745684406,1739,61,371,27,36,578,195,457,0.09300000000000001,0.76,0.147,0.9707,0,0,3,0,0,0,48.0,3,0,5,6,32,23,2,0,19,0,36,4,2,8,6,93,77,25,0,5,26,0,12,14,1,3,0,0,0,4,26,9,0,4,33,1,0,4,20,2,2,2,5,13,60,21,41,66,12,26,0,0,1,2,27,11,1,16,24,247,86,1,0.05856544258998275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058644830993212986,0.0,0.12925684444006316,0.0,0.0,0.19036689773358853,0.21349026916188485,0.07965301851157623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058081182045392664,0.04095031917328172,0.0,0.04819436915244782,0.0,0.05475078306801513,0.0,0.0,0.04503321032266823,0.0,0.1785047510903411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639382949916162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032568426709145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313722475706564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340961243419866,0.05297579575750475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32573692214968314,0.3347133111056993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054142807963469805,0.09179407966129267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046840134494207056,0.0645686072096309,0.06451643773924585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246313313536765,0.0,0.12021008045583713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833976822175364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218603562881305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005696379257267,0.0,0.05171435877560246,0.0,0.049180221691959736,0.0,0.0,0.049790244969957265,0.0,0.05541603783180252,0.0,0.0,0.11767371762428973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212867956782251,0.0,0.0,0.04674637752841016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03968545958453966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240761525988778,0.10227417099029128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608950501760456,0.05958210977068155,0.06314345254160925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560669903196949,0.0,0.05858129123048951,0.0,0.11255556653102276,0.06021502904319169,0.0,0.06287736783659909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331577936972499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04962230945444777,0.09017307790883318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519723654751521,0.0,0.04403392426840736,0.0,0.051188778200018416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03890827772925545,0.11257911252820464,0.057540249991664585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531473263059604,0.0,0.05284620266558564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04160321009128725,0.0,0.21349026916188485,0.0
lonely,WHERES-YOUR-HEAD-AT,2019/06/05,"i’ve strayed away from social interaction for a while for the fact that it seems that people have no interest in learning about me. it’s usually just me asking people questions so it’s not silence, eventually they just finish talking and it feels like i’ve interview them since they never show the same enthusiasm as me. at least i got drugs i don’t think about how people don’t care when i’m on them",7.704374999999999,6.6067266875,7.845000000000002,74.44000000000005,63.375,11.0,33.75,10.125756701596842,3.1285,325,11,63,6,4,106,58,80,0.027999999999999997,0.825,0.147,0.8555,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,4,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,2,13,10,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,9,3,10,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,6,43,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282017367182949,0.0,0.2293411790076132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24887751382631895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830799768178929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342493681445668,0.1743859964572663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952300851371927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925555076107686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826594821696666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.507687257356792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734492882202475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22222062890947725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192309347490614,0.0,0.0,0.24883050493158496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961993548792324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641023779346902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688430631470997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Greygames2214,2019/06/05,"I can’t seem to have a happy moment. Ill just cut to the chase, I can’t do anything for myself without it backfiring in some way, for example, I recently told one of my friends about who I had a crush on, and low and behold, he decided that he liked her too, and asked her out.
If you can’t guess where I’m going with this they have been dating for about 2 weeks now, and it’s going very well.
I find it so hard to keep myself in a positive mood, as I haven’t had enough positive memories to out weight the negative ones, like me graduating high school, but a few days after I had my father ask me what cemetery one of my friends is buried in, I told him the name but it just brought back memories of my friend, which has done nothing but make things depressing again. I’m scared of myself. I’ve never attempted suicide or even considered it an option, but I fear that I’m the reason I can’t seem to be happy.",8.070315789473685,4.956437163157896,8.391447368421055,77.2013815789474,64.21052631578948,12.23684210526316,34.80263157894737,10.411451182825502,3.1514210526315782,711,21,157,13,8,237,117,190,0.109,0.727,0.16399999999999998,0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,1,1,1,12,14,1,2,9,0,16,2,0,2,1,28,31,12,1,1,9,1,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,12,7,1,1,5,0,0,3,8,5,1,3,8,2,24,8,24,22,3,23,0,2,0,0,17,9,0,7,12,113,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570727067004002,0.0,0.2628964249250147,0.0,0.0,0.10811781433352698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906796400541559,0.0,0.12110427877748785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388939340540796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528422858296855,0.0,0.09286934872131106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822154239245406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285119065644591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258969855515326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981996881851426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489404790315742,0.0,0.0,0.2993567305454694,0.12595591668998976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855861755460614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497762744042135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738658784290156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385601300670217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844449615748808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491584741853935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858360610108768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456702694594828,0.13883207778515402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407717591354844,0.1423014095994293,0.0,0.256005978416405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380082471763834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341279285726252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26871130861490816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601518989462913,0.0,0.11160699302533074,0.11278615210145335,0.17122098776372308,0.12642224069253485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553976748357013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,caeylum77,2019/06/05,"Anyone else notice a cycle? I get really lonely at times and it seems to create a self-perpetuating cycle. I end up doing dumb things that I'm self-aware enough to realize probably make me come across as desperate or creepy. But I'm still super lonely and do it anyway, and so I continue to be lonely. I have friends and people I talk to on a regular basis, but it's just not the connection I need.",4.9285185185185165,5.166317160493829,7.04404938271605,73.41422222222224,68.75308641975309,10.430617283950617,26.076543209876537,10.355215969177356,2.603516543209876,314,8,60,8,5,112,58,81,0.127,0.792,0.081,-0.3484,0,6,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,14,11,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,9,10,1,9,0,3,0,0,2,4,1,2,4,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814463234622698,0.2463934744256639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714659013860467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088471635440397,0.0,0.2129881065040467,0.24847336357782926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578919627563145,0.0,0.1256374560508821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051789978333292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830802125834014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737806245204649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671401657791327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592710588592334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405345416068816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891800360433028,0.5017325217040246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204241330728872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328345567825575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597598794365212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022200655084927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alt-ho,2019/06/05,"I've been relatively friendless and lonely for the past 10 or so years. I have no real friends and when I try to make one, they always seem to just kind of.. leave. Without any reason. This has been happening for my entire life. Literally since elementary school. I'm really close with my mom and the only friends I can seem to make or keep are in their 40s with a husband and children (I'm 21) and they are all from work. I don't have a problem with these friends, but when I go back to school in the fall, I'm stuck around people who have a lot of friends and go out and I'm faced with the fact that I've never had that. 

I have (had??) a thing with this guy and I really like him. We've been dating (going on dates and sleeping together, staying the night, etc) for almost 6 months and he refuses to acknowledge that we're dating? And lately, it's been so dead on his end.. maybe a text a day? Every couple days? Which I don't like but I don't have shit about because I'm busy and he's busy but now it's been even quieter and it's making me so mad because he's the only friend I have that's near my age and he's not even acting like a friend.

I'm sorry if that last bit doesn't quite make me fit in to this subreddit but I felt like I really needed to get this off my chest..",0.6528471380471359,2.5044892072727265,2.5422222222222253,94.97703703703706,82.38181818181819,5.674074074074074,18.185185185185183,6.775458762138228,-0.14290976430976388,992,22,234,11,27,330,143,275,0.084,0.753,0.163,0.9729,0,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,2,12,15,2,0,13,0,21,5,4,5,3,51,42,26,1,3,10,2,1,4,6,0,1,0,0,2,16,22,0,2,5,0,0,5,8,4,0,1,9,1,23,11,29,33,4,35,0,1,0,0,21,11,1,7,22,140,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051649674453234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738721973253961,0.0,0.0,0.0714189721141928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349238366554016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075589983522839,0.0,0.12804160925571653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465748297716097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620551378960572,0.0,0.13546178258317168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930188548040116,0.0,0.11712796495726713,0.138732878930858,0.0,0.0884860734771547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008381696057105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868412200900604,0.0,0.05486997595389369,0.0,0.1790602983394064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398888961306213,0.09287114189507073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933489159528214,0.0,0.10936488077623477,0.0,0.08560743945898723,0.1184700718005976,0.1112037735934542,0.0,0.0,0.07418057110884259,0.20523495771602387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892864622965018,0.0,0.0,0.2804136147969753,0.0,0.10550932173852452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300120452435903,0.08382804055707814,0.0,0.0,0.07787293014647756,0.08099990666071237,0.0,0.0,0.09855659944928627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116603449234622,0.15974884571856995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025595909530834,0.07280945005048843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049244843753477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170446686632536,0.0,0.1195387157522874,0.20184050818383006,0.10798072842565312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125769643210368,0.0,0.19121726865878666,0.0,0.0,0.10780419381424576,0.08687578332147754,0.0,0.1050984500916248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756420687652537,0.0,0.11194012218642202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977235148353138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130345426683862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123804253781636,0.0,0.07645770654192756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763111368948957
lonely,blackmask17,2019/06/05,"Lonely for the past 4 years of my life now I'm thinking about suicide For the last 3 too 4 years I've had no social life at all and I always feel very sad trying to make myself happy every day but nothing is working. And for the past 2 weeks I've been thinking of committing suicide because I have no friends, never had a bf, always alone, by myself in my room. I try everything to entertain myself, things like playing video games which used to excite me but not anymore now. TV, YouTube, and movies also become boring an unexciting. Now all I think about is how lonely and sad I am. An I'm really not into seeing a 'professional' or experts to help me, I've seen one before, years ago when I started experiencing depression and it didnt help me at all. I really don't want to kill myself, cause I do really wana live and experience happiness but it hurts so much just from thinking everyday. This sucks. I honestly dont know what I've done to deserve this, I used to be atheist but lately I've started to believe in God n jesus so hopefully that may help me. I never had a true love, a true friend, and true happiness in the 17 years of my life.",4.615488505747127,5.146680491379311,6.107517241379309,78.82254022988506,69.51724137931035,8.94528735632184,28.82873563218391,9.029198982220553,2.283785287356322,902,31,177,16,15,308,133,232,0.204,0.583,0.213,0.6822,0,5,0,0,0,3,22.0,0,0,0,1,12,24,2,0,10,0,15,4,0,5,9,39,34,17,3,2,8,0,1,1,3,1,3,0,1,0,8,8,0,0,6,5,0,0,9,9,0,1,7,4,22,15,24,25,4,27,1,6,2,1,9,7,1,3,21,112,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950519068353122,0.0,0.0,0.11105675138984172,0.0,0.08575087362271927,0.17844598836749884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634220721147714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536571247412487,0.1184258416886203,0.09124385465569114,0.12081019582751235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101535678044008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915373824988612,0.0,0.09235605247791026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973234391479522,0.1256714150937558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034493194037628,0.0,0.09637037736839847,0.10489039214887784,0.0,0.0,0.054218129070379525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568948900251493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424413182791574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21561971616439596,0.0,0.0,0.1065024440456212,0.0,0.0,0.11479070304815853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118632836658106,0.0,0.05893017238320367,0.08740582543205397,0.12095881479654333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272167263650897,0.05238660039375386,0.0,0.09468504019814512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967782247682202,0.0,0.07157609087075249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882554359579752,0.0,0.16540300110227474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288897477505647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266104472742202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472414347600748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060806436324363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544751149882286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930631022569967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517942656705362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23458191869284398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712380841232277,0.2748316727393056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560270265612898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522259842704206,0.0,0.08847503221442621,0.06324635468486249,0.0,0.08601251654701833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806388081657957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762074583366521
lonely,Gemmini_bb,2019/04/04,"[Chat] Looking for a guy who's taller than me to talk to ;) I'm 8""11 and am looking for a strong gamer guy who's a similar if not taller height then me, I like Starbucks, gaming and reading teen fiction. I'm pretty quirky so be prepared to deal with that :). I'm British and get a bit nervous when new people pop up, help me break that fear XD.",1.84,3.2930430000000044,2.8566666666666687,95.955,77.33333333333334,5.355555555555556,24.5,5.46131890053228,0.2509833333333331,264,9,61,1,6,84,51,72,0.066,0.682,0.252,0.9326,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,8,7,1,8,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,1,4,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789332057106153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634030292657027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28750170948864884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334850364117326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059583305842589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125219968777233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482143160908285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42910111681569935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24675763542618165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712732550264573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599291845914436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255563076239837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535634778014372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jtweatherflea,2019/04/04,"Will compliment you for money!! venmo @complimentking1 any amount of money. The more, the better the compliment. Foot pics can be arranged for more money as well.",3.9477777777777767,7.0304637777777765,4.4345185185185185,72.88733333333334,96.40740740740742,6.604444444444448,20.214814814814808,7.554174236665415,1.9193614814814808,130,4,18,3,5,41,20,27,0.0,0.6509999999999999,0.349,0.9067,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746024582571573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6172443234691687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6275045432196897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wethegore,2019/04/04,"Male 17 looking for interesting humans Can't find anybody to talk to and I'm looking for a few people willing to chat. I'm into heavy metal, guns, farmy shit and various other highkey edgy pastimes. Idm how old you are and I couldn't care less about anything else either. My discord is gore  #6197 feel free to add me. ",1.91,4.431124444444446,3.2787301587301587,87.5857142857143,82.33333333333334,4.8698412698412685,24.87301587301588,6.1826913282559595,0.863292063492064,252,10,47,2,7,82,52,63,0.133,0.777,0.09,-0.4456,0,0,0,1,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,0,10,11,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,4,8,9,4,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,1,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654879417961504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289315641441081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269506770555452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312585615548544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29486791428511044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5418373998329894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33853436213039056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236633877859293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33116375950244364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593089254721819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pikachuWarrior88,2019/04/04,"A story of how lonely i am Um hi.. i really dont use reddit that much but i started using it for the memes.. witch is the only thing that makes me smile from time to time.
So idk i have noone to talk to so imma just write it out here if someone wants to read it..

Okay so im 19 and i havent had real friends for a few years now.. when i was 16 i got into a relationship with a 23yo dude witch was the biggest mistake of my life.. was with the guy for 2 years. Broken up with him after living with him and his parents for a year. (From 17yo-18yo)
When i moved back home he wanted to kill himeslf cuz i left and said i was to blame.. blah blah.. needed 2 months to break up with him cuz i was such and emotional wreck. When i did i was finally free and started dating again.. met a guy on tinder and fell in love too fast and fucked everything up in 3 weeks.. plus cuz of that 2 yr relationship i lost all my friends. Plus im extremly introverted and now i cant find friends or a bf.
Tinder isnt helping.
Plus i just quit my job as a waitress. A job i had for 8 months but the boss was horrible. Now im broke alone sad and depressed.
The only thing i do all day is smoke weed watch youtube and netflix and scroll trough reddit and watch memes. Im sad. Im lost. I dont known what to do. I have to study for my drivers license but i have no motivation. And i gained weight. 

Sorry for the long ass story.. just needed to get it off my chest.. and its not even the half of it",-0.3950314465408802,1.5955819811320782,1.8072012578616388,97.8389779874214,87.67924528301887,4.7911949685534605,17.323899371069178,6.139981653823899,-0.5058968553459113,1122,27,274,10,36,376,165,318,0.247,0.684,0.069,-0.9962,3,3,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,5,19,18,2,0,17,1,23,6,2,9,2,53,40,33,1,6,9,1,1,2,4,0,1,1,1,2,12,24,1,0,3,2,1,2,7,12,1,1,15,4,32,7,42,25,4,39,0,7,2,3,21,11,2,2,25,174,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046499637209894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458868305583799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255837646469617,0.0,0.0835478290244976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273716474408879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911438791255608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406902007847863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717929789525204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626113853092874,0.08865822831072033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483091351781406,0.08967694539217723,0.05067963150750586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758149865506256,0.0,0.0,0.1920948028442033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501851150008958,0.0,0.0973010880783092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238949597124112,0.0,0.19251937702545785,0.0,0.10731853178949187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053931442318033,0.0,0.06851550312271823,0.0,0.0,0.08565469546832788,0.0858438701707652,0.0,0.0,0.2117786599814236,0.0,0.08754824788731176,0.0,0.06474970336937946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485241724905488,0.10309795804279613,0.07130775799106337,0.1438517635782988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475490465235391,0.0,0.0,0.10770943311380557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317375067349636,0.097028422652632,0.11040970876854396,0.0621420755778452,0.0,0.0,0.2082880624030781,0.0,0.0,0.09227127930925724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218962596440574,0.0,0.0,0.10858599041452092,0.13731727390767842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796667186817469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128887866310305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312549369611688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755746450463532,0.0,0.0,0.11442878914508554,0.0,0.07780929168833678,0.11812251355191855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739865622170054
lonely,altjustforthis1post,2019/04/04,"Is it rare to have a girlfriend but also have no friends You’d think that if you could get someone to like you *like that*, then you could at least make sociable relationships with others, but nope. There’s genuinely not a single person I talk to or text from school. My girlfriend just started homeschooling a little while ago and I can’t see her in class anymore, so every day there is just pure miserable now. We honestly just started dating off a whim, if she hadn’t approached me first then I certainly never would’ve and would’ve been left a complete loner in high school for years. Probably could’ve killed myself had it come to that to be honest.

My time with her is always great, usually just through texting and going out on the weekends. I can be charismatic and make her laugh a lot and my social insecurities just sorta fade away when I’m with her. I don’t know how the difference is so stark at school, where I’m just the weird kid who never talks or smiles and doesn’t know or hang out with anyone. I can’t relate to anyone there and honestly would probably hate socializing with them given most of their maturity levels, sorry if that’s condescending. I guess it’s not that surprising considering she’s pretty lonely herself. She lost her manipulative asshole “best friend” a week ago and we tend to vent our frusturations to each other a lot. She’s probably still more sociable than me since she has a snapchat and has gone out a lot more, but she’s more vocal about her insecurities while I just try to keep it all under wraps. It’s pretty shitty having one of our main things in common be perpetual loneliness, but as long as I have her, I can at least be happy sometimes.

...Well at least try to, but having to attend hell 5 days a week so I can be reminded that everyone around me has their own friend groups that hang out after school everyday and probably look at me like a joke makes me want to end it all, but hey, there’s still college. Maybe I can meet a cool roommate or someone.",5.096444065548926,6.231893930946296,5.5999772662688265,80.70662877711472,68.769820971867,8.861646301032492,27.0134507909444,9.150863307647796,2.06377173439424,1601,49,310,30,27,515,204,391,0.131,0.691,0.17800000000000002,0.9741,0,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,4,4,3,3,24,27,3,3,16,1,32,0,0,5,6,71,55,35,1,7,22,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,2,17,24,0,1,3,2,0,7,11,9,1,2,6,3,46,18,44,40,17,59,1,3,2,0,41,22,1,13,33,228,63,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456100461248332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971843919180465,0.07254139382741387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645990873067155,0.12191765847488173,0.0,0.0,0.07760937862656643,0.0,0.0,0.08190921371059415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914908511950114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509852345078857,0.09140739035685116,0.0,0.0,0.20882027936172284,0.0,0.0,0.11244878311731356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910853608231854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721629547621647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345356819903047,0.08330497244354271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415592791380105,0.0,0.0,0.20206696577635472,0.0,0.04554835989924514,0.0,0.049546847012063314,0.0,0.0,0.09611711899816804,0.09603945928999454,0.0,0.0,0.09280556265913632,0.0,0.08607297229732093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211128184689032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774902840051595,0.09645261744025103,0.0,0.09582455469637148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472217381202264,0.0,0.0,0.12777637800239167,0.08737804592992601,0.0,0.07715224790265086,0.07320989912908178,0.0,0.09516812116505924,0.2223539475702752,0.0,0.0,0.17458154517171656,0.0,0.08758481256324542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447838590224798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907595356672388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612289538472923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738839298166886,0.3759825094069411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359953246351783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529264195530045,0.06947179524644938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721168430724398,0.0,0.0,0.1777396549049716,0.14773598591997075,0.0,0.08622402176872572,0.097591746906922,0.12341401123652275,0.0,0.13924536889217848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014521908558142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791903716267255,0.05586192435822795,0.0,0.0,0.05083581458053208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838005541443525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601731363383087,0.0,0.05142148350115043,0.0,0.13986232795717204,0.0,0.07838599224891904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579217678030974,0.0,0.0,0.05614156472939074
lonely,Donkey_punch_411,2019/04/04,"19 male looking for some friends Hi, I'm preaton I'm 19 and looking for some friends. I haven't has any friends in the past two years and lately ive been feeling pretty lonely. I have no one to talk to or hang out with. I have my cat but she's stuck up and can't really talk to family openly without feeling looked at a certain way. I'm quiet kinda awkward and to most boring. So if your interested in talking please feel free to Kik me. My username is XD_Preston. Hope who ever reads this has a good rest of the day or night. Thank you for listening.",1.1367971014492753,3.3018740347826134,2.717934782608697,92.64530797101452,82.56521739130434,5.224637681159421,23.49637681159421,6.42735559955562,0.5604637681159419,434,16,93,4,12,142,82,115,0.081,0.644,0.27399999999999997,0.9764,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,2,12,0,1,4,0,9,0,0,0,2,22,22,9,0,2,5,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,7,0,0,3,1,1,1,4,3,0,2,2,8,10,10,16,20,4,14,0,1,3,0,13,6,0,8,6,57,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484894555266904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891813779878297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276795270925586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921162496088742,0.0,0.25618301205674243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914450119046652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165439562067458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774288953912395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051188253021253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254676125711815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584890007365128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444219622122764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122174327932526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538720077613496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181878625156302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893269464628602,0.0,0.1081933313072753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072348991526016,0.0,0.1554884510238978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497805038539054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405463275307372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628010329901382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087576853020401
lonely,Exploreptile,2019/04/04,"So, my bubble's been burst and my walls have come down. Okay, so I'm going to start this off by saying that I'm not looking to 'play the victim' here. I blame no-one but myself for the situation I'm in, but I just want to get this off my chest.

So, throughout all my life I've considered myself somewhat of an eccentric person--one that never really lined up with anyone else in the way I'd like. I'm sure this is familiar for a lot of people on this sub.

For several years, though, I always used to justify it to myself by blaming the people around me for being 'inferior' in some way. I unironically considered myself a ""true ~~boy~~ man of culture"", compared to the other people I encountered who were simply *different* from me. Despite that shitty mentality, though, I never openly attacked anyone for it--most of the time anyway.

I guess you could say that I respected people's opinions, even though I ""knew"" they were wrong.

It wasn't such a big deal early on in my teenage years, but as I started to lose more and more connections (through unrelated means, surprisingly); the sentiments grew stronger to compensate, straining the few deep friendships I did have past school when combined with the differences between us that had magnified over time and unrelated drama. Even when I came across reddit, I never really found the camaraderie I was looking for among the spikes of validation those little orange arrows gave me.

“r/worldbuilding? Too ‘Western’, and obsessed with being ‘out there’ and ‘original’.”

“r/FanFiction? Too fluffy and cuddy and lax. We suddenly need *permission* to criticize now? Grow a spine.”

“r/Pokemon? Too sentimental, and I always see the same dumb things over and over.”

Etc., etc. Some I left, some I stayed in for those little upvote highs. Overall, though, nothing much changed for the better.

This toxic mindset finally bit me in the butt when a few events confronted me with the fact that the sole friend I still had on Discord was part of a group chat with a few people he was chummy with, and was part of a guild on another game who actually considered him family to an extent.

He, the person who I had nagging thoughts of as “too soft” and “whiny” and “clingy”, a person with “shit taste”, had a more stable and functional social life than I could ever hope for.

When I came to realize this fact, I *snapped*.

It started with passive-aggressive banter and eventually culminated in a full-on tantrum. We’ve had our arguments before, but I’d never thrown so much shit at him before in my life. The worst part is, as I said, he did absolutely nothing wrong.

I know I’m not on r/AmITheAsshole, and I’m not asking that question. I *know* I’m the asshole. But I’ve calmed down, recognized myself for the freak I am, fell into a slump, and reflected on the past years of my life.

I’m still wondering on what I should do next.

For now, I’ve been trying to accept the fact that I’ll probably an anomaly for the rest of my life--even among other people--and none of *them* are to blame. Though, any suggestions would be appreciated. I kind of feel lost right now.

Oh, and sorry if this comes off as poorly-articulated--feel free to ask me about anything if you feel so inclined.",4.442477924944813,6.292103981788081,5.298294701986759,79.48874448123622,71.26821192052981,8.543267108167772,27.31843267108168,9.132015801924927,2.3421949227373067,2511,89,461,53,48,818,301,604,0.12300000000000001,0.775,0.102,-0.9236,1,0,0,0,0,0,111.0,3,2,2,3,33,31,8,2,38,1,30,10,5,2,11,86,69,42,0,9,11,0,3,1,1,2,4,3,0,4,27,34,1,0,13,4,1,8,9,17,0,0,24,10,56,15,88,38,25,81,0,3,3,1,34,40,4,12,31,324,83,1,0.0,0.0,0.0679843523379779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593604353644085,0.0,0.0,0.04737553778287643,0.07305128982222506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742472686996564,0.07138145480324876,0.05732950739015261,0.06201786197196992,0.13025735071189298,0.07925558204853779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856194249667525,0.0,0.0,0.06161426528459962,0.07605766025571979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935959382257978,0.0,0.0,0.07369780881852966,0.12002286177499333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124589572022348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718229945379924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455731107545734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819733389668767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539289253259092,0.13804199121643373,0.06301724304705064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567527736115454,0.0,0.1056762681504936,0.0,0.0,0.07631613081104907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638560662145034,0.05382408421243303,0.0,0.03639781618241219,0.0,0.03959301792539552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674538870835199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360637161043065,0.0,0.06919444983084523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254683017630051,0.07657365787297721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569274236075481,0.0,0.2460371764874457,0.03403548176980239,0.1396480602669746,0.0,0.0,0.11700445228445724,0.07793887639388293,0.07604910008293768,0.05922787801067616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588712791156743,0.0,0.0,0.07020734077563891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242563296279147,0.05165674939312927,0.21492407548394,0.0,0.07409100177520209,0.0,0.0,0.13369357045308966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263257515860036,0.1330089145075895,0.24148953350253316,0.18249002771660414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751121571417037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804230666656169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926015350924517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949472095606322,0.06626869539722195,0.11080302753216953,0.0,0.0705061113793256,0.05551509733469784,0.0,0.0,0.07870319696518893,0.1430231073343713,0.0,0.078307947251828,0.0,0.0710161167368811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798582589353582,0.14793069954409774,0.07425510800664062,0.11127134659515334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565975312504017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04628325746025805,0.0,0.3422343984515895,0.055307336075462496,0.08124607071158499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729890940277074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380009577787857,0.060169397562880124,0.0,0.0,0.04109104495621658,0.11059588380897027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755502339595242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04948900841170952,0.1523385337458905,0.0,0.134588623458683
lonely,DrixGod,2019/04/04,"I have friends, but I feel alone when I'm with them I have a group of friends from high school that remained together. I hang out with them once a week or once 2 weeks. I should be happy to hang out with people, drink a beer and have fun. And I do laugh and look happy but I feel so lonely. I feel like they invite me because we are in the same group chat for over 4 years and it's not like they will kick me. I feel like I just don't belong and it makes it worse

Sometimes they hang with each other in pairs (to study or play FIFA w/e but I only go with them when it's the full group)

Feeling lonely while around people fucking sucks. And if I refuse to hangout I feel just as bad at home for not going with them.",0.9097788018433164,2.5045875032258067,2.0504377880184315,100.08137096774195,80.41935483870971,4.686635944700461,16.877880184331794,4.65589566412798,-1.0150829493087556,553,9,136,1,14,175,90,155,0.145,0.618,0.237,0.9495,0,5,2,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,7,0,6,15,2,0,5,0,9,3,0,1,0,37,22,17,0,2,10,0,6,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,17,2,1,6,5,0,5,3,5,0,0,0,7,23,10,21,19,3,20,0,2,1,1,15,9,2,3,9,87,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585071643970376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624138034189595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778513455892435,0.09329404654288592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499246058849153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464301095987823,0.21866896422980028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364824357232643,0.14148647627731986,0.0,0.0,0.17395657452671695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258358250985635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616991194358821,0.15351535480991102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430833002668366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851820087402166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215788829192617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32597318755494764,0.0,0.11639666460202022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122025257650822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488844070761926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136417727199364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24552492180620736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559646512010053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985551541404538
lonely,kindnessgonetobed,2019/04/04,Always been lonely but only just realised I’ve come to the conclusion that I have people around but I have no friends but 2 dogs. My family don’t really interact with me much or at least not in the way they should. I don’t even know how to make friends. I feel like nobody really cares about me truly. It’s quiet a painful reality. ,1.6437605042016834,3.894635014705884,3.642689075630255,86.24852941176474,81.20588235294117,7.415126050420167,20.00840336134453,8.418075326091056,1.1949638655462185,263,7,54,6,7,89,54,68,0.107,0.639,0.254,0.9252,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,0,15,11,5,0,1,6,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,2,8,4,7,9,2,5,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245209598881724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402067463304835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751106291953863,0.0,0.0,0.2324354645220991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822079270252475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25437259827507563,0.0,0.13643463205407172,0.19276727925570228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169414337027592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829202932378371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182576883107974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801142494080451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835678990314412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521859083935026,0.287119147344179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870668006637419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457212223972807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417924258098314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,creativelols,2019/04/04,"20M| Lonely, Needs Friends. Hello everyone, I am 20 years old, and I am a pretty darn lonely dude. To state it bluntly, I don't have a single friend in the world.

I am seeking to change that, and that's why I am here.

I want to find people to hangout with and have fun.

Also I wish I could find someone to love, but I am afraid of entering into a relationship, in fear of not being able to be a good boyfriend, as I don't have my life figured out yet.

If you're interested in talking to me, feel free to contact me. :)
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lonely,simi-social-life,2019/04/04,"Love-Hate relationship with solitude There's no one there and I can just be myself when I'm alone. I can cry all I want and I can laze around, watch and enjoy what I enjoy doing. I feel so free and comfortable when I'm alone. It's bettee compared to being with people.

  However, I end up thinking about the worst about myself in the end. I just lay down and recall all the worst emotions and self-depracating thoughts I have. I'll feel so alone and so pathetic. I wish I had someone.

  It's funny that when I'm outside with my schoolmates or with the public, I want to be alone. When I'm alone, I want to have at least someone with me.",1.4417439812096262,3.52569566412214,2.9323664122137423,91.98707574867883,80.90839694656488,5.55748678802114,20.763945977686433,6.67199483983844,0.2636019964768055,496,14,107,5,13,162,68,131,0.196,0.634,0.171,-0.5438,1,5,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,2,26,22,15,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,3,17,5,15,17,5,11,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,6,76,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7585713984060235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304027042561244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090689117317275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477590566664685,0.2594844571862552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813443207429547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220842925610068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926202525957338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015542529747741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727006666399887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281579941716866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482325257699493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386167149095588,0.0,0.1162927253555163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592019401808357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845051768672156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KaylanMidnaHD,2019/04/04,"Does anyone else hate it when people joke about having no friends when they clearly do? Usually I can take jokes pretty well, but this one irritates me so much. Yesterday at school a girl joked about having no friends when every time I see her she has literal ENTOURAGES of people surrounding her. She always has at least one person by her side.

I don't hate her or anything, but I guess as someone with no friends I feel like she wouldn't be making jokes if she were in my position. If someone who actually didn't have friends joked about it I would be okay with it since I do it all the time and they would be making light of a dark situation, but when ""normal"" people do it I just get irritated.

Does anyone else feel this way or can I just not take a joke?",4.762105263157892,5.462602578947369,5.243263157894738,84.54384210526318,69.26315789473685,8.448421052631579,27.042105263157893,8.548686976883017,1.6804531578947373,600,18,124,9,10,192,85,152,0.125,0.648,0.22699999999999998,0.9338,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,11,15,2,0,4,1,19,0,0,2,2,24,30,14,0,6,10,0,2,1,4,3,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,2,6,0,0,7,2,1,2,2,4,21,13,12,22,3,14,0,0,1,0,17,5,0,5,9,89,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.12840044505258946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948283741610004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400378703383602,0.26963294493631274,0.1082768903489161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23028832886527814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21983186766447932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108595333017682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305885247008736,0.09399883513952406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066251206199261,0.0,0.06874369816057402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449472081001436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598106469905425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428201279459164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565771226067792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672444029351164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891779792176067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832034038205868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27365735653213763,0.11488820574467065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386139667043448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316323196000485,0.10485005681125008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884208571794143,0.1478983756188929,0.0,0.0,0.2229700047598332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978594791670038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344754019689394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144913784848324,0.0,0.0,0.10443992046478197,0.0,0.0,0.11830377653765067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693744918490895,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gfiaxo,2019/04/04,"Hello So the trailer of ""Joker"" is out. 
I watched it like 50 times. I couldn't stop my tears as I watched it. 
Every frame, very relatable. 

Also the thing came into my mind, I wanna see how he'd kill people in the movie. 

It has sparked my urge to kill people again,i try to keep it hidden. 

After seeing this I'm getting this uncontrollable urge to kill. 

Just like humans get uncontrollable urge to fuck. 

Earlier I thought guns are better coz it won't be messy but now I'd prefer knives too, I've got over with messy part. Wouldn't mind a bit of blood. 

But I'd like to get away with the murders and not get caught. 

A fear among people people as they live, I'd be famous. Nobody would know whose gonna be next. 

It's so tempting. ",-0.0002980132450325357,2.320057364238412,1.655162251655632,96.64327317880795,91.25165562913908,4.079602649006623,15.497019867549668,5.6839178017228535,-0.7762823841059605,566,12,125,4,20,183,97,151,0.13,0.747,0.12300000000000001,-0.6169,0,0,0,1,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,7,12,5,3,6,0,11,2,1,2,0,23,26,9,4,5,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,2,3,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,4,4,10,4,19,13,2,13,0,0,4,1,5,6,1,0,8,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536988376865932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355431443233506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759201307608456,0.15750167492964945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500246562132034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155076510249226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233994326433251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337207288306674,0.3014932088753177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153831148881122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282307114518213,0.4788285879142048,0.0,0.0792851063912189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144400318487136,0.0,0.12738998007591876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291336118489052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342908048413675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562265822826903,0.0,0.4000649599448419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299234760758992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206132703868976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095844265346601,0.0,0.0,0.11453150200117115,0.08412296786085423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794749704678037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190349876540774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248279646316863,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MeisterPhil,2019/04/04,"I feel like I can’t offer meaningful input to anything I feel empty. People add so much to conversations and activities, but everything I really care about or want to say is always stuck in the inside. Because I feel like I can’t say anything I feel trapped, and sometimes feel like because I’m not saying anything meaningful, I must just not have anything at all to add. I must just be empty, I look at people who deal with their problems with anger, and I’m jealous. I can’t even get mad anymore. I have no one to blame but myself for my problems. I have even read through incel forums seeing the crazy shit they say and while I’m not a psycho like a lot of the guys on there, yet, I feel lower than them. They are fighting for or against something they truly believe in. Whether their reasons are bad or good, most of them are actually fighting SOMETHING. I don’t even have as much will power as a fucking incel. I am a loser lower than even an incel because my existence offers nothing to the people and situations around me. No one will remember me when I die, and when I die, I won’t fight. I’ll just give up, because I’ll decide that it’s pointless. ",5.435714285714283,5.645438610389612,6.2207575757575775,79.85113636363639,67.65800865800865,8.331601731601731,31.65151515151515,7.957251820313856,2.2093411255411257,913,35,175,10,14,301,121,231,0.302,0.59,0.10800000000000001,-0.9955,3,1,2,0,5,0,24.0,0,0,7,2,14,18,8,0,9,0,19,2,1,1,3,42,36,18,2,5,12,0,6,4,0,5,0,4,0,1,3,11,0,0,11,1,0,0,10,12,0,2,1,12,31,6,26,29,5,11,0,1,2,1,21,7,2,5,8,125,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.1014274724440564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648387060162023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307752807563976,0.0,0.0,0.34212502324878274,0.09252592353795702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678301379372272,0.253436005868745,0.0,0.0,0.11710135306360235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597064999327707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715443405470727,0.0,0.0,0.2157402940983256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745975071954125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341183091203502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31532187649707955,0.2227577386585204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608803766402067,0.05430276778268486,0.0997057955673076,0.0,0.08717738440688932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029139238074816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031133795120888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872808628146937,0.0,0.0,0.08836348009881577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528112382868891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973030901041008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408607376937691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617038770705527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19890725288461306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396507920239573,0.0,0.06658467315686786,0.10686449772878574,0.0,0.0,0.11774030575647618,0.0,0.0,0.3306193450476996,0.0,0.0,0.08282429428983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668978801109028,0.0,0.11682948927055482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003148769510836,0.10279630357170938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130470743141751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Understandably_alone,2019/04/04,"I hate the person I am when I'm alone Created a new account to make this post. I hope to find some clarification on how I'm feeling and would like to know I'm not the only one. Please give me direction or help with solutions to the following;

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Back story: I grew up in a small town, my parents seemed happy. I have 3 siblings; an older brother an older sister and a younger brother. We had it made, we rode bikes with friends to school and to the beach in the summers. In 5th grade my parents decided to get divorced, my dad moved out with a woman he as having an affair with through work. I found out bout the affair when i was in 7th grade. My mother is an alcoholic and she was sober for 25 years leading up to my older brothers 25th birthday. Before he turned 25, my younger brother was entering the high school i attended and he was involved with drugs and a high profile gang. I learned this information through friends as well as him being boastful about his involvement. I talked to my parents and my mom decided that with her full time job she could no longer take care of him. He moved in with my father his freshman year of high school. My mom relapsed and ended up in rehab. She found a boyfriend through her new job as a counselor for substance abuse. I spent countless nights finding her eating raw chicken in the kitchen or passed out drunk in the family room. I became a recluse in my room. (my room was in the down stairs of a bi-level home i made it a man cave with a mini-fridge) I soon became a room mate of my moms. I refused to spend time with her because it made me resentful. 

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Moving onto the future: I will add a tl;dr disclaimer at the end, Im doing my best do describe my situation. My work history is interesting but Ive worked my way towards a director position for a company at 26 years old. It forced me to relocate and I have started to notice signs that living on my own I am extremely unproductive. I know i have earned the job I have and take it seriously but my concerns are how i conduct myself when I'm alone. My new apartment is a mess and i have no desire to take care of myself or contact friends or family. it has ruined my motivation completely. I would like to hear from other people who live alone and understand how they live a productive lifestyle. I feel as if I was more productive when i had struggles to deal with. Now that I am self sufficient I am lost.",4.183507573507573,5.443437193347193,5.102354618354617,82.95876507276508,71.03742203742203,8.075105435105435,30.16697356697357,8.505502328695277,2.2439283754083754,1914,79,376,31,35,625,240,481,0.086,0.821,0.09300000000000001,0.09,6,3,2,0,2,0,49.0,2,0,1,8,12,19,2,1,34,0,31,6,0,9,0,68,62,31,0,6,8,14,2,2,4,3,3,1,6,4,13,28,4,1,16,3,3,10,3,7,1,1,15,3,70,12,66,42,5,72,0,2,0,0,54,35,0,8,27,252,83,16,0.0,0.08527631904616652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691732361985433,0.0,0.223627184309411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559655829516977,0.17491031624072764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0553428483400828,0.0,0.043874115555133916,0.0,0.06124378166067305,0.0,0.07553129677401563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467626836153852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546239474442741,0.0,0.0,0.057464640041018464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420107503423994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346591147757904,0.07364641889633299,0.0,0.0,0.12749355489048492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569961026316638,0.0,0.07278349366905894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156416449469932,0.0,0.0,0.1578295130943339,0.16681864646495825,0.0,0.03760295859294774,0.06904312717905092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661667154615934,0.0,0.07105850617733739,0.0,0.0,0.08111888094235586,0.0,0.04824203181806614,0.2281305007398977,0.0721948577214011,0.07148549843790758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774326644108362,0.0,0.2142664995962791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910903423100046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032481318477214,0.0,0.19066061874443924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856710817808532,0.0,0.0,0.20430797773637546,0.048042583228803164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528819697952112,0.0,0.22948795000965375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085361190329386,0.0,0.06754185077951108,0.0,0.0,0.08194181744037418,0.07552362998601073,0.0,0.048770815035323295,0.05473876310675066,0.0,0.0,0.2397527310068417,0.0,0.0,0.04989706461188142,0.06284410875515861,0.0,0.07900481795622981,0.0,0.0,0.06893030604342845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852176845936555,0.0,0.06552157997731617,0.07508360894672551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090074644181787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050942909520584764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524187998669675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234437486095504,0.05784922752358033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393615203440935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782860327743366,0.0,0.07492650432964879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712887304250841,0.0,0.0,0.0647124337149201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719175687029802,0.0,0.0,0.10225520810288492,0.0,0.17491031624072764,0.1390448924087975
lonely,oceanswhale,2019/04/04,"a dumb rant Not assuming anyone is gonna read this but I feel like shit rn so I’m just gonna write...

I miss when I was younger like I mean really young when making friends wasn’t even something you thought of it just kind of happened. Now I’m looking back through social media and I’m realizing I had so many friends and they were good friends too. Now I’m realizing that I really only have 2 friends. Sometimes they can be mean too idek. I just hate high school and everyone has changed. Not that this matters at all because I hate when people obsess over it, but I look at social media and some of my old friends have been doing great and have thousands of followers and I barely have any lol. I’m not dragging them ( bc good for them I’m glad they’re happy) or saying any of that stuff matters idk just feels bad and kind of like I’m a disappointment for not also doing great.

I also feel like I can’t act like myself at school. Everyone thinks I’m super shy and quiet and nice when in reality I’m not shy at all I just can’t seem to act any other way there and it’s really frustrating.",1.03704845814978,3.3203821850220265,2.714195594713658,91.77562819383265,83.97797356828194,5.746537444933921,20.974273127753307,7.087006719466742,0.5293874537444934,864,27,186,12,25,284,118,227,0.155,0.578,0.267,0.9876,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,4,1,20,29,5,1,2,1,17,1,1,1,2,41,44,21,0,0,13,0,3,5,5,2,0,2,0,0,10,10,0,0,11,1,0,3,8,9,0,1,6,7,20,20,16,35,3,20,0,2,2,0,14,7,2,4,14,107,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909187191581418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156839876074104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392335991055142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129377943364584,0.08827354874465794,0.06444721910350469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183997781554368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982845886809111,0.0,0.0,0.202044020113832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603688315168614,0.1510557979964585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40840321311879696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773493856796654,0.0,0.23311800669894775,0.0,0.0,0.0934897158024758,0.11254315569989412,0.0,0.2087573987000967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170121744411267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22018662447574616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582524220936521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755989706607686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057033169715336,0.10718562933231016,0.0,0.23032475017034984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093757372918496,0.0,0.0,0.08040643132651817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073294401835238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057507233907418,0.0,0.20318487920449615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407446801849264,0.0,0.213992846162922,0.0,0.09624544147219358,0.0,0.0,0.1085222302251437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155407615972944,0.0,0.08139004807618291,0.1045618735444782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210265261467123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774246144958683,0.0,0.08393154883271536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391729272536907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iceage900,2019/04/04,Strange lonliness. I sometimes feel lonely because I have a hard time reading peoples emotions. I don't if I have Asperger's or something but I just do. It makes people frustrated and go away from me. I'm left alone wishing that I could understand how to read emotions better. I don't know if anyone else has felt this. I try so hard for one person that I've memorized all their reactions to things but even then I fail because my brain doesn't process everything quicky enough.... I just feel lonely sometimes is all.,3.8139393939393966,6.157303525252532,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,74.35353535353536,7.228282828282829,30.191919191919194,8.167268648758528,2.311270707070708,415,19,76,7,9,129,71,99,0.212,0.725,0.062,-0.9161,0,5,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,5,5,1,0,1,0,9,1,1,2,2,20,18,9,0,4,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,5,13,1,5,16,3,5,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,49,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708563655683722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280326418880005,0.16529809963129746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157159002683182,0.0,0.0,0.19668631651923768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268021000406128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009376676969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880611081001328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134767618889896,0.3629412754737793,0.0,0.16669343579065832,0.0,0.10655465475494083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498988711904934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314308667007796,0.0,0.15489877282531786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168558752094684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28903377491144483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866084449461373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752817521385783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768671472667997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093190351710272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236870127057176,0.14086410756763565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227403841826697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419704822110425,0.3191121361308724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107178181279916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940707998187492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953012740439516,0.0,0.0,0.16794661225412308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551755335856826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,creativeusername239,2019/04/04,"a never ending cycle approaching the end of my second year in college. i’m surrounded by tens of thousands of my peers and yet i have not been able to make a single friend. how do people do it? is there something wrong with me? previous friendships are gradually disintegrating. i am learning to no longer be surprised or disappointed when those dear to me make it clear they never cared in the first place. i can’t claim i’m confused as to why. i get it, i hate myself too. will anyone ever love me? i am utterly alone in this world. i can’t keep living like this for much longer but the end is nowhere near sight. making new friends seemingly becomes more difficult with age, and inadvertent isolation has stripped my life and self of all value. how do i attract others when there is nothing left of me? it’s a never ending cycle. how do i fight for my life when there is nothing to fight for?",2.2574917293233057,4.808659079999998,3.510676691729324,86.29774436090227,81.05714285714284,6.1984962406015045,23.496240601503768,7.475848149327749,1.192885714285715,709,25,136,11,19,230,110,175,0.14800000000000002,0.726,0.126,-0.6384,0,2,1,0,2,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,12,15,3,1,6,0,18,3,0,6,6,24,29,12,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,7,0,4,1,1,19,8,21,26,4,25,0,1,1,1,7,8,0,3,17,102,27,2,0.14231437181286558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739476942923765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995095177455168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717504259497198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509898681889927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041931691308976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873149695628688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105253196269293,0.0,0.0,0.21990346127311386,0.0,0.07435338546313919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050597872980422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649555261767484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462498138091044,0.0,0.2010416990948283,0.0695276134911798,0.0,0.12566619763091907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284442768851559,0.0,0.28498784482288714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461743818394842,0.0,0.3292848508344316,0.1374481071138475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731089559885551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866286636451464,0.0,0.14868822847444965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295576591444314,0.1484649274120282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956055627267787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841658497659136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559842469300264,0.0,0.09164578948752332
lonely,ladybug_20,2019/04/04,"Feels like im losing my mind because of Loneliness 
I'm 20, I live with my parents. I have 3 sibling but I can't relate to them and its been like that since we were kids. The middle sibling I use to hang with a lot into she did something that made me lose my trust in her.

And there no point in talking to my parents my dad is a hot head and my mommy just say that let my know and a breath that she doesn't care.

Can't say old middle and high school friends because I never had any and I was home school. Not collage friends because i don't go to college and I can't say work because that job that I have I don't have to work around people.

And I have a hard time opening up to people and talking to people because i don't want to come off weird and awkward. Sorry if this come off all over the place its just feels like I had to get it out. I been trying to write this all day but Just didn't know what to say or how to put it.

It that it has been messing with me for some time now and i don't know what to do anymore. These thoughts are just getting hard to deal with.

I'm scared of posting this. ",0.4715720445562362,2.161035524793391,1.9713295005389888,99.66948436938557,82.18181818181819,4.37398490837226,20.43909450233561,4.3202899421422565,-0.5736164570607252,855,24,209,1,23,276,120,242,0.114,0.799,0.087,-0.0708,3,0,1,0,0,1,13.0,1,0,1,4,8,13,0,2,6,0,26,2,2,3,3,48,43,16,0,2,9,3,5,3,2,0,0,4,1,1,19,22,0,0,6,0,0,5,12,6,0,0,11,9,29,7,30,31,4,27,0,2,0,0,19,15,0,4,9,139,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264976787936314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059491397213921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510358061342176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256205219690964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892286041498347,0.0,0.0,0.18405348954839315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889812867550682,0.11013962322707177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803545051282597,0.15264232801439956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650770590625742,0.0,0.11163115061983464,0.0,0.06071537541391483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914018836061891,0.0,0.10964097287294776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287440865468645,0.10716171463416076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539743959655036,0.0,0.10601477819931804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761370550232453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924347604500048,0.0,0.1565788991084869,0.0,0.09433506052332727,0.0,0.0,0.2390364962079881,0.0,0.09082517668048742,0.0,0.1010875007753624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787037706543792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239581504676134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210274443546284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724971144124185,0.0,0.0,0.2221926256709969,0.0,0.11161723117810338,0.0,0.10099124998334842,0.0,0.102316010018004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739617639335393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398299885242612,0.10695797611240687,0.21624040023608693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883729533736727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822448828865459,0.0,0.11959024454797045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173584400183353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848130768736219,0.12458978735731407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253225926018579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922689846058979,0.0,0.0,0.06301258028291154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555067423759947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,helloworld1405,2019/04/04,"I'm back, but for you! Haha I used to be a part of this sub and was really struggling. I've reached a much better place and wanted to offer friendship/chat to anyone that is going through a tough time. And if not, I truly hope you guys see better days. Much love!",1.539818181818184,3.3183451636363657,3.0745454545454542,92.6118181818182,79.18181818181819,5.127272727272729,18.272727272727273,5.6839178017228535,-0.3567090909090913,204,4,44,1,5,67,43,55,0.17300000000000001,0.541,0.28600000000000003,0.8742,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,1,7,0,1,3,1,3,1,0,1,0,9,10,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,5,6,8,3,5,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,2,3,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631454379139266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389372522115988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460260315308126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262087168702594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433070456981206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496757912403685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25044951619121103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275821910778165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707298820038371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730622428287054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26345115286024035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153869505569995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093705929843395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263610002752566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703519683946314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778331276538865,0.0,0.0,0.14872915897494654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_Not_JT_,2019/04/04,"I fucking hate being single... I've never really had a REAL, intimate relationship before. Man, it fucking sucks. I'm happy with life so far yet theres only one missing piece that I'm just struggling to find. Is it that hard just to find a girl nowadays?",2.41,4.759871999999998,4.594000000000001,79.93700000000003,79.0,6.4,24.0,7.554174236665415,1.4848000000000003,200,7,35,3,5,69,39,50,0.244,0.6829999999999999,0.073,-0.8032,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,4,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,7,10,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,1,1,1,1,3,8,2,3,0,1,0,2,3,1,3,0,2,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962665898051552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503209223328632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554952826202145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622453487182719,0.2206822157317677,0.24322072932453626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400508192081626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900011712419349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693389490963645,0.18736112819372788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804015083230664,0.15781883601270882,0.0,0.0,0.2644889091499516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575396797737656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ruinsthefun-,2019/04/04,"Feeling down I don’t know what it is, I just constantly feel like I’m alone. I have a girlfriend and a small number of friends however every single day I just feel like I am on my own. I have nothing in common with my friends. I’m luckily enough to have a lot in common with my girlfriend and I don’t feel alone when I am with her. I do though feel like I’m alone when I’m with anyone else or on my own.. I just wish I had one friend or one person with the same interests as me. If I’m ever with a group of people I can’t help but feel I’m a “weirdo” because I don’t have anything in common with them.. I don’t know.. I just wish I had someone to relate to and had someone to have something in common with.. it makes me feel crazy ",0.36777777777778203,1.9302254074074088,2.5343456790123464,96.12855555555558,81.96296296296295,5.307654320987655,20.059259259259264,6.079149491110277,-0.15590666666666664,564,15,137,4,15,191,71,162,0.076,0.757,0.16699999999999998,0.8151,1,3,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,6,0,17,0,0,1,1,34,35,11,0,3,8,0,7,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,11,0,0,9,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,7,24,7,22,32,6,17,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,4,12,95,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069122212237256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157185847577287,0.1341863136195863,0.10777078275464468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983337924634702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152367981141434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445982462428116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940216502465136,0.0,0.0,0.13531902486008074,0.0,0.0,0.11846286353032374,0.11034135392368843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635291817971828,0.2806783979951836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30354335580540104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778124351945715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439468682540017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919446378703628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113394317287223,0.0,0.0,0.0874183266910422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566182227014555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748683585316427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079274264649392,0.11435119555503345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219277988713925,0.10082114737191168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286697572881223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012002757737425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Buttseckswizard,2019/04/04,"My loneliness is my fault I have never been in a serious relationship. Every time I consider starting one or come close I always think is this even worth my time and will this even last? I really don’t want to open myself up and be vulnerable to someone else because I think of all the ways they can exploit me or spill my secrets if the relationship ends. Whenever my friends gets in a relationship I get somewhat jealous that I am not able to connect with people the way they do and in the back of my mind I think “oh well they will probably break up in less than a year.” I feel like a piece of shit for thinking this but much of the time I am right. Anyway, this was a bit of a rant but just wanted to put my thoughts out there.",4.125,4.766139500000001,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000003,70.66666666666666,8.666666666666668,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.9491333333333336,575,20,124,10,10,190,95,150,0.096,0.84,0.064,-0.6655,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,7,7,2,0,11,0,13,1,1,0,2,28,25,8,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,7,0,1,2,3,4,1,1,3,1,22,3,19,19,6,24,0,0,0,0,8,10,1,4,10,93,27,0,0.1469117849992629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224237397710624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296609434113683,0.0,0.08955606054966164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038961940047616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655149431841375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272594505837693,0.0,0.13012023578134355,0.0,0.0,0.19406769686793984,0.0,0.1237795151152098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742830127008615,0.10495380855783608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350368065999104,0.0,0.15351068820360034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197527128291426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717736773497436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483390230070332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799706586109152,0.0,0.11330742541569296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955122762238047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185013379965767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839575206233908,0.0,0.0,0.1476869212315518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941154513617796,0.0,0.0,0.4731848306654829,0.0,0.12546186167701492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080283612266482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447787868311352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398491757328593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765405591585815,0.0,0.11663154708378695,0.2569963297990483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330475429132858,0.2332234735033942,0.0,0.0,0.13209133811043178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460637284745106
lonely,devyn_nicole,2019/04/04,"Over it I’m sick of men , I’m sick of people. ",-5.477499999999999,-4.562427083333329,-0.4666666666666668,109.095,111.5,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-2.8693,33,0,11,0,2,13,8,12,0.452,0.5479999999999999,0.0,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thegoodbadgal,2019/07/06,"sleeping it off? (24F) i’ve been taking pain pills, sleeping pills, smoking weed, eating edibles, drinking wine (not all the same time) but anything i can to just sleep. i’m miserable. if i don’t reach out to people, they don’t care about me. i go WEEKS without anyone to talk to, hang out with, nothing. i know there’s nothing wrong with being alone, but i’m LONELY. i have to stay off social media bc it makes me sad to see people with their friends & family and i’m alone. so, i force myself to sleep. some days i’ll only eat one meal and just sleep. this is pathetic and so depressing.",0.4163130252100835,2.8510890924369754,1.9862552521008432,94.06913077731095,90.84873949579833,4.655672268907564,18.36186974789916,6.322622252153567,-0.012038235294117516,458,13,95,5,16,148,81,119,0.214,0.69,0.096,-0.951,0,4,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,7,13,5,1,1,20,16,8,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,8,5,0,1,2,0,2,4,6,0,1,1,1,11,2,16,14,3,10,0,4,1,0,5,4,0,2,3,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756406062711221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418120042626373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304558061095064,0.0,0.10950520412289698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567364992313422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581908843255001,0.0,0.1146129252802333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035785927493834,0.0,0.27232749386400906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544647565725328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280948845939117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562670092830208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313174678749777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882520348932052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553683502415581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017162023159857,0.10120566890740787,0.1415957747504443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450785198465086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060394959295044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6658300969130738,0.13564802338809953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183482694343968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005201748966612,0.10695655939252943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759413923538819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674066146911286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282746522246112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549106553540686,0.0,0.0
lonely,Papa_apri,2019/07/06,Don't read this :/ Do you ever feel like even writing a text post on reddit is gonna get you judged and hated? Aha,-0.6841333333333317,1.3457979200000023,1.3480000000000023,100.24066666666668,89.8,3.333333333333334,12.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.709666666666667,88,1,21,0,3,29,23,25,0.23600000000000002,0.679,0.085,-0.6652,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28358290277147524,0.3883734047255045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709323816683773,0.3067291070909776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22431866441351853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42389614533973147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097596673110829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41120046846996894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294681222448367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,H3RM1TT,2019/07/06,"My chest pain. When I see people hug one another,or a public display of affection, my heart immediately breaks.
I don't even feel sad when I see love between people (love that I desperately need but will never get) my heart feels like it is being crushed under the weight of a semi truck. 

Worst of all, there isn't anything that can help my situation aside from finding someone and falling in love, but the odds of that happening are extremely remote.

At 36, I'm now desperate for love and affection, because I know that I'm gonna die alone.",4.421071428571427,6.024316857142857,5.486845238095238,79.10169642857143,70.90476190476191,8.678571428571429,29.315476190476193,9.188382445141503,2.5554047619047617,430,17,81,9,8,142,75,105,0.196,0.565,0.23800000000000002,0.7668,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,4,0,7,10,3,2,2,13,22,6,1,1,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,5,9,6,10,19,2,9,0,1,2,5,6,3,0,0,5,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694428239871002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463089694133676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973055014607272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697935393619221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080578916459163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654446539451453,0.11687764069964032,0.0,0.0,0.14952969807535438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854755406495219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446731281765091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877394407501995,0.10965929027866406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899116415858892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992790531610416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5906304839630129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130916207846965,0.12618031435266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108612710023278,0.0,0.1740845680389887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268427131329271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607399814930134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389603637095595,0.0,0.0,0.13861984600359814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922373956557615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Atli22,2019/07/06,"Should I try to stop being part of the lgbt community Some context I'm quite lonely at school I really don't remember the last time I've gotten a hug from someone.
I tried telling one of the teachers about how I'm unsure about my sexuality to maybe get some advice from him on what I should do and if I should let it blend into my social life,
but All he said is that I'm just different and I should just stop being gay.
I don't know if I should listen to him or to look for advice elsewhere.
I'm only 15 BTW.",1.8940202020202008,3.266601290909094,3.9803030303030313,88.29489898989902,77.0,6.707070707070707,20.404040404040398,7.3871296695380915,0.4338282828282827,402,9,90,5,9,138,71,110,0.079,0.9,0.021,-0.5785,1,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,12,3,0,1,1,22,22,7,0,7,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,12,1,14,12,4,7,0,1,1,2,7,3,0,5,4,59,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39998158486137975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382550853780927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692608702978457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124754513413816,0.16682472268040274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20927809777405312,0.14455698338501574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718623472510078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056078706531024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868250286982814,0.15565269241747598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162618117787128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768045890526425,0.0,0.0,0.13111004922093866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23183919888968796,0.0,0.19467795144307573,0.0,0.0,0.20712623426897653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086244801245613,0.17340724147755335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422088369935993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888133220441815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933853921616283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779005904018159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,depressioncherry16,2019/07/06,"I fear I’ll never find love. I’m 21, never been in a relationship, never even kissed anybody. My depression, anxiety, OCD and other mental issues keep me from leaving my house a lot. I can carry a conversation, but I never connect to people on a deeper level. All my relationships with others are pretty much meaningless. Even if I manage to meet someone new I always panick and back off. It just feels lonely all the time.",3.234250000000003,5.788845925000004,5.420000000000004,74.01500000000001,77.25,7.0,22.5,8.07648339933343,1.7031249999999996,334,10,53,6,8,116,62,80,0.203,0.7440000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.8547,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,0,6,16,7,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,9,2,7,6,4,11,0,2,0,2,5,4,0,2,7,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761719082179134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571619583519284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364153604205293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280075665362686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23435186432378546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963267723093064,0.08970252543307325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214717399150907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20470435122746414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851672615717368,0.0,0.15768787222422526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878488492583966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082545002536096,0.16011712903943964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878495943516454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304148713800012,0.0,0.5473101771484489,0.17134119819641455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299197199119186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804871320686578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809383667860011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503167369287043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034476971778244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,crogameri,2019/07/06,"Is there a place like this for teens only? Is there a place like this subreddit for teenagers, mainly bc most people here seem to be 20/30+.",1.90845238095238,4.33853960714286,1.957142857142859,97.65452380952385,81.5,5.161904761904762,16.476190476190478,6.42735559955562,-0.49982380952380895,111,2,24,1,3,33,21,28,0.0,0.821,0.179,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639194260469067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832641616834013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582091624939186,0.0,0.7782596302290378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390634784394222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,exhaustedwanderer,2019/07/06,"I think I have lost my soul I used to be a funny and a cheerful.I am exhausted now.I used to play board games with seriously ill kids and i have done everything i could to make their time at the hospital bed more fun.I spent hours with them.While my friends used their time efficently to improve and work on themselves and their social skills.I became an introvert,i hate to spend time outside as i am bleeding money everytime i do so.Now everyone left me, and i hate myself,i hate every single second of those hours i spent with those children,i would give everyhing i have to take back those minutes and use them more efficently,instead of handing out time and acting like a fucking fairy.

I hate myself for feeling like that.I hate myself for becoming a merciless bastard,a cruel cunt.I hate myself for everything i have done.I have lost everything.And i only have my thick skull to blame.My father died and i tried to become more social after the trauma I fell in love with a girl and we started dating. 

After a year of pure happiness,god decided that i dont deserve it and i became more and more depressed as my ex was simply better in every aspect of life than me.My incompetent ass couldnt compete with her.She only swore a lot thats the only downside.So my ex dumped my fucking depressed sorry ass and she probably found someone better,as she acts me like i dont exist even though we sometimes see each other she doesnt even look at me.After the break up i tried to gather my courage for 2-3 months and tried to stay in contact but she gave mixed signals.I stopped texting her for a month or so and after that she started insulting me.My last attempt to speak with her ended miserably as she called our past relationship as a meaningless shitshow.It was important for me.

All my friends except few think that i am childish and they just laugh at me.They probably make fun of me behind my back,so i stopped talking to many of them unless i needed really much.Most of my loyal friends are unfortunately very busy.So i started to get more and more secluded and introverted.This way no one could make fun of me.I could take those insults in highschool but i am a 22y old now and i am far too exhausted.I cannot find a reason to continue i dont mind death at this point.And i cannot blame anyone.I am a lazy,childish,irresponsible,stupid,untalented nerd,with nothing to show.I am terrible at everything.I should have improved myself i should have done something,took up a hobby idk.Well,it is too late now.I used up all of my time.I am about to enter a period that i am supposed to work like a fucking slave,33 hours without breaks.I hate myself for wasting my time.I hate myself for becoming this much depressed.I hate myself for not telling anyone i know that deep down i am experiencing all of these emotions.I just want to be better but there is no time left for me.No resources left for me.I am going to be a mindless slave for the rest of my life,working in a field i fucking hate.My soul is lost to years of insults,traumas,deaths and losses.I always lost.I will always lose.I accepted that.I just wish that if it could hurt less.Maybe then i can endure the pain.",2.730121039324332,4.784593653666146,4.10987600193663,85.28115054602186,76.58190327613104,6.791984506966486,25.404298240895148,7.753152298057669,1.4358903975469364,2536,92,499,38,58,836,277,641,0.17800000000000002,0.706,0.11599999999999999,-0.9887,0,0,2,0,0,0,68.0,3,0,6,9,13,46,17,1,24,0,47,14,4,9,4,77,93,32,2,12,12,3,3,4,3,4,5,1,1,2,17,29,0,2,9,2,4,5,11,29,0,2,11,7,74,17,79,70,16,61,2,7,2,7,40,22,6,3,35,299,91,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931015514287415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037525075059051324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253291459621827,0.0,0.0,0.17781229588116368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239177283599916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479980410653862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139429469418252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924462740871332,0.0,0.05569766651994002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475931034726254,0.1886912731700069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047532856516004696,0.0,0.0,0.07089283180455079,0.0,0.09043318890812344,0.05128092817465301,0.09646452052733956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027135547081392986,0.038339573341774784,0.0,0.0,0.049050483837762233,0.0,0.0,0.058842877244642225,0.12438851192790384,0.19845637091518534,0.02803868849544874,0.05148208566993248,0.030500079747677624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.529848552935924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585529658283378,0.0,0.05745142041006436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029493870309380527,0.04374560560953186,0.060538489064431315,0.0,0.17492740886841926,0.0,0.07581289729315895,0.10487555257198604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045066596492260684,0.0600394228582683,0.2343346113841909,0.04562559504848099,0.04843638317439435,0.0,0.10746901914694404,0.05440971285414331,0.053915514890664665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054188170302474865,0.0,0.08567265705889072,0.0,0.07890254740009922,0.039793252915577074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149474293996063,0.0,0.0563142798987213,0.0,0.036366013250378665,0.12244806138718475,0.057105260031335724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051231034058550985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050732473567211785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157237767102681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03438032692344616,0.0551784095984042,0.0,0.05761806001071209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042765492115273133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941309035479996,0.04547170631325751,0.0,0.05307783842373121,0.06007558992909441,0.1139569138610857,0.05720166924740254,0.0,0.08973569731566618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070151083924497,0.04313534176377838,0.04690714951472464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877503819243475,0.052727359479595344,0.0,0.21905480259052898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059625790544187075,0.1093087052480561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317544254261632,0.0,0.04428073124887557,0.03165406967565715,0.04259820863232144,0.0,0.0,0.048252899202865136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171417258724175,0.051732881038476015,0.0,0.11721021084136707,0.0,0.0,0.038123355638986715,0.0,0.0,0.06911932058921606
lonely,VinnyDiOlasz,2019/07/06,"Same Old I'm a bit tiered of society. The fact that ill have to live as a slave so some guy can earn a lot of money while i wont even have time to go to a pub or somit. I would have no social interaction with those last people I'm acquaintance with too. last time before i had to quit my job for personal reasons I just became super depressed because at my workplace I just could really make any good interactions with my coworkers some made now friend there i could talk on a daily basis so i would sing away all day out of boredom (now looking back i might have looked like a lunatic :D ) so now i need to get a new job after being able to do some volunteer youth work i really enjoyed(helping kids with their emotions is really rewarding) I'm really afraid to going back to this job or any job because how depressed i felt back then, at the time i even had suicidal taughts that I'm happy to be rid off, but just the chance of me going back to that mental state if i get a job scares me horribly.",3.4764239482200665,4.565182597087382,4.773766990291263,85.2976084142395,72.54368932038834,8.405954692556634,24.412944983818768,8.841846274778883,1.564417216828479,789,22,167,15,15,262,123,206,0.109,0.813,0.078,-0.7393,5,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,5,18,10,0,2,11,0,17,1,0,4,2,30,33,11,1,6,7,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,2,2,1,3,2,4,0,0,5,3,19,6,27,20,7,29,0,2,2,0,9,6,0,8,20,110,24,8,0.10441789446991882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420154977634347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810404908138574,0.32116366206158065,0.0,0.1273043585940113,0.0,0.08885193745257547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399729676358765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673838434565486,0.0,0.0,0.06734090365621585,0.0,0.17986995900380298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174560770142916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793406901752914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002575536036226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067300624767285,0.0,0.10910808034174094,0.0,0.17802928721573166,0.08758077580791987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339013208320236,0.0,0.11115479030608663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998911362843595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5180932415798194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022904092741972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101330888642548,0.0,0.0922029138414468,0.0,0.17536946607201515,0.0,0.0,0.08877235985908281,0.0,0.09880273646650313,0.06969975537690952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522867827479547,0.11077088500954847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742454567510812,0.0,0.1008474531481322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956901526571623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239022058640919,0.09117367786518947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110612838214438,0.0,0.0,0.2675711078817097,0.1073589862908426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045405282133585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064408937565628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421622884003005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392714829537648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826607419156204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601747078522192,0.0,0.0,0.1483509526713601,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lach1088,2019/07/06,Feeling all alone with so many people are you is the worst I would just like to have someone who will care and love me as much I would love and care for them. All I want is someone I can sharing thoughts and feeling with that I won't share with anyone else. Someone who I can truly be with. I'm simple. I just want love and affection but with today's society it seems like no one is affectionate anymore. Everyone is out for something. Either it's to satisfy their sexual needs or wanting someone to take care of them financially. All of this is making the people who actually want relationships so paranoid and overly cautious. I feel like I'll never find someone.,5.1973643410852715,6.429235248062018,5.9162790697674446,78.17503875968995,68.6124031007752,8.524031007751939,31.38759689922481,8.841846274778883,2.624634108527132,533,22,97,9,9,174,78,129,0.086,0.613,0.301,0.9796,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,0,4,13,0,0,2,0,14,3,0,2,4,35,33,10,0,7,5,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,3,13,12,15,27,6,4,0,0,0,3,13,2,0,2,5,71,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.1216207196034611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907890007628384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359928565132945,0.08714406316758258,0.1276979716796294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812052020562042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411221676909456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908912739313265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890497347621511,0.08903556344274112,0.0,0.0,0.1139093913931402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826634942838805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374498168211285,0.0,0.08319136806843383,0.1263550691485643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161725278226872,0.0924114272992558,0.09612219511379863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445238686017598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280524021334398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380577795689014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345830115667625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.527992181369997,0.09594611905283676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370610914471957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894215038495847,0.0,0.0,0.1181344903193658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29403957145835635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706688696750408,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hedonic_eudaimonic,2019/07/06,"I'm here I just wanted to say that if anyone over here really needs someone to talk to, they should feel free to message me if they like. 
'In all my 900 years of travel, I've never met a human that wasn't important""
-Doctor Who (show)",0.9642857142857152,3.0195323673469434,2.9217959183673483,91.56963265306123,82.46938775510203,5.552653061224492,17.963265306122448,6.742157984588678,0.009478367346939187,182,4,39,2,5,61,40,49,0.033,0.847,0.12,0.6379,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,9,7,2,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,5,3,7,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,3,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27759012344240386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40634411595063497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073403856347868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395309362296528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29436887125813777,0.3061892117180973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543269848135221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157086201688816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363749852270914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190918292926723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23415961446826386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556535956879794
lonely,AnxiousAnxiousAnna,2019/07/06,"Messaged about my birthday in my friend group's group chat and nobody responded I messaged asking when people were available the weekends before and after my birthday, which is coming up soon. Nobody said anything. The next two days somebody else messaged something inconsequential to the group chat and immediately got a response.

This isn't the first time I've been excluded either... about a year ago I found out that everyone else in the group was also in a second group that hung out regularly which was why I hadn't been seeing them much lately. 

I legitimately feel like killing myself. Why does this always happen to me. I just want to be a normal person with friends.",8.402072599531614,8.864503680327871,7.746487119437939,70.56631147540986,61.377049180327866,9.266510538641684,33.822014051522245,8.841846274778883,2.9436473067915685,547,20,87,7,7,171,82,122,0.057,0.8590000000000001,0.084,0.3182,0,0,1,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,1,0,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,18,5,1,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,0,3,9,3,11,3,13,8,2,18,0,0,1,0,17,6,0,0,12,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030403750187824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461794317132454,0.15047363784550696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488161795028937,0.0,0.16906129293239022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388179769906454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577792794209858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662704956579012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825458773059284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021377744908705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280068100183715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143830234609147,0.12919236485374694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382268870579574,0.0,0.1982820830650943,0.2794335741706424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463452858528725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991650283175146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007302672575325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039957643030081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834944856673213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329384471852838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923257380303532,0.0,0.17718512320421992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125371911958748,0.15790279711367272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720205618119356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441063261516892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921971782597514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544944822774482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665472113662375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666430954221257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263605321630673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645524070393505
lonely,aloneandbitter,2019/07/06,"I've never felt so bitter and cynical in my life and I think it's stemming out of my loneliness I can't stop looking at people without thinking *how can you be happy*?

I see families walking together, couples holding hands, people in engaging conversations everywhere. It's summer and everyone is out and about and here I am all alone.

My only friend feels so distant to me now, I'm slowly realizing how little we have in common with each other and every interaction is tinged with an overwhelming feeling of the premonition that I'll lose them soon.

I don't even have an desire to make friends. I look at people and think, ""I don't want to be friends with them"" or ""why would they even want to be friends with me?""

I feel stuck in a rut. I can't concentrate on reading or any of my hobbies. I've let exercise and a good diet fall to the wayside. I just want to spend all day crying in bed. Work seems to be my only respite. But as soon as I walk out of the building, my reality comes crashing back down on me.

I thought I could be okay alone. That I could live alone in a nice city apartment gazing out the window at the city lights. But it feels empty to me now without having anyone to share it with.

I don't know how to get better. It all feels so impossible.",2.4363017902813304,4.404312674509804,4.097050298380226,85.43585677749361,77.15686274509805,6.944586530264281,25.596760443307762,7.893859768569023,1.510072463768116,992,37,200,16,23,332,140,255,0.10800000000000001,0.763,0.129,0.8177,0,3,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,3,3,16,15,2,1,10,1,21,4,1,4,4,57,44,20,0,7,7,0,7,0,4,1,2,0,2,0,8,20,1,2,13,2,1,4,8,4,0,0,3,12,30,11,40,32,4,32,0,2,3,0,12,18,0,3,10,141,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638667096605716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963767454579612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188486141035134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004907069297881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357279380344732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087844963257378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870029313128956,0.1295781304834065,0.12863799236284065,0.0755251793424243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469788396606468,0.0,0.09866881184094584,0.11190201991515487,0.0,0.0,0.11039930328944883,0.0,0.2960674307189651,0.0,0.11244235383300193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619103952660197,0.0,0.06118426460079882,0.0,0.0,0.09822490404361024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466398602986176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435967093837859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975119323119696,0.08271707089457404,0.0,0.11737330376556425,0.10340879355168248,0.0,0.19668299142361725,0.1310142567914978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817071407057509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032115716495684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813231145445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435644947833228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714001283725875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933201702992981,0.10661101776035148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790780067316844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251148516831846,0.0,0.09297092627336136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722056686516213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567204526596694,0.0,0.0,0.2257764861244169,0.0,0.0852562529235,0.0,0.0,0.08319039170697089,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,InformalElderberry7,2019/07/06,"I'm trying. What's the point in living if you are alone void of any comforting affection? I now live in a battle against my own mind, wondering what it is that turned me into a background noise, a face unseen by most eyes. I am thirty \[M\] and spent the majority of my youth sacrificing myself in the gauntlet of graduate school for a career that would provide me with the ability to live comfortably and not worry about money. I'm almost there but what's the point if you are alone. Five years. That's how long I haven't been intimate with someone. I'm not bitter but as a social creature I excuse my selfish desires to end my life because I lack intimacy and a desire to love and be loved. It's our genetic makeup to share our lives and it has nothing to do with how much we love ourselves. I just want to know that I am enough for someone.",4.188568627450977,5.249625170588235,5.344411764705885,81.97818627450984,70.82352941176471,8.254901960784315,27.696078431372552,8.59863814320734,1.96143137254902,669,23,132,11,12,222,107,170,0.071,0.718,0.21100000000000002,0.9766,0,2,0,0,0,1,16.0,3,2,0,0,6,9,2,0,11,0,11,6,2,3,0,30,22,12,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,10,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,2,2,19,6,22,18,6,11,0,0,1,3,11,6,0,5,5,95,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484846986992197,0.30715437122071937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083799589723044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039236274752324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313353387961737,0.15321669328375867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149283955170318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473715742040432,0.0,0.0,0.5237488693322249,0.13122640181957526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014954661179536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972425869301595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900557587133422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228220237436015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803520382442916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007101349608018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115655089701574,0.25128058324375896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067489374282064,0.16129007691812666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746156384963577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080733936911415,0.0,0.15058928779371608,0.0,0.10533648082369006,0.0,0.0,0.0954898364238794
lonely,idkwhatthisis21,2019/07/06,"Just feeling a bit blue So I'm just posting this as I'm too embarrassed to talk about this to anyone irl and I wanna get it off my chest. Am 25 F.

Some days I can be fine and have work and keep busy but on days like today, where I'm off and I have nothing planned, I feel horrendously lonely. I live with 2 great friends but outside of that theres a couple of people I met online but otherwise I have no one. I just want to text a friend to go for coffee or something but I dont have anyone. 

Sure I can hit up Tinder and go for a hookup or a date easily enough and that's fun and gets me out the house but I want friendship, a group of pals who I can feel relaxed around like back in the day at college.

I've started an exercise class which again is fun and gets me out but I'm not making friends from it. I'm so bored and lonely and I keep seeing and hearing happy people in their groups of friends and whatnot. I love my 2 housemates but living with them constantly is different to having a mate you can just hang out with if that makes any sense.

Anyway that's that.",1.5512882096069869,3.157490275109176,2.9942772925764203,93.98879585152842,78.56331877729258,5.802707423580786,21.05698689956332,6.508806274219699,0.1352915283842795,839,22,192,7,20,274,133,229,0.067,0.6659999999999999,0.267,0.995,1,4,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,2,14,18,0,1,10,0,14,3,1,2,1,46,39,25,0,4,15,0,3,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,11,19,0,2,3,2,0,3,3,4,0,1,1,6,21,14,29,36,3,25,0,2,2,1,16,12,0,4,11,124,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140898571867273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797666230020316,0.0,0.0,0.1196606967350866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033592990239914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674986090867412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525832177158826,0.0,0.0,0.1487311821492063,0.0,0.2600658574959464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404384100395075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575371298607536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888993333932392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389764292369789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154046729891249,0.0,0.2106838855227651,0.0,0.15278592199579216,0.0,0.0,0.1481965405602792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309067390062286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149908115119562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510055601368716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23895414544868016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313398860518483,0.0,0.2373874673478871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131767396452145,0.0,0.17945038518136489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897788863350865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091085251411406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637731075737232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873547943136646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711390259452194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348169780382356,0.0,0.0,0.0951418941420242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668756317248006,0.0,0.0,0.10804025786988804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741273694150415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856667458984516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785805085795468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jamesmorrison95,2019/07/06,"wondering why I'm still here, if I haven't had any friends for a few years now, I've never had any long term friends maybe 3 years max where I have had someone who was there, I've never been in a relationship where someone has genuinely like me, I studied at university for years studying biomedical science and chemistry. I know that even if I did find those things I could never start a family with children because id never be able to protect them because the world is already basically on fire already and I don't even think I'll die of age regardless of them. this world disgusts me so much and the 90% are suppressed and there is nothing we can do. so why am I still here, 24 year old male about done  😥",7.360789210789214,5.941328895104897,7.3953246753246775,78.42727272727275,64.24475524475525,10.409190809190813,37.21178821178821,9.23628265651192,3.1473704295704303,564,24,116,8,7,182,95,143,0.107,0.855,0.038,-0.8558,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,2,0,14,4,1,0,5,0,19,0,0,0,4,19,24,8,1,4,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,7,1,13,3,10,15,3,23,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,3,17,77,18,0,0.13970651262057604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30833922139863124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001043864488584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703275867690689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154428230513426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499330328638502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429682674760046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454966796477887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131702866537464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276892215383289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587381018733687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677904569532264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825354521788306,0.0,0.0,0.12363586736164188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403539697589501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270036161349114,0.0,0.43100110066518893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405216676492435,0.0,0.14659848383031446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499925108516971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23674574955728955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888498869831792,0.0,0.2231396028901027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281479919280683,0.08951829218552998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521267953641989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150575345618114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598656546788443
lonely,Dicey08,2019/07/06,Need someone to talk to about crushes Just respond to the post and ill DM you,0.8212499999999991,3.2852086250000028,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,87.75,3.2,26.75,3.1291,0.2376000000000001,62,3,13,0,2,19,14,16,0.289,0.711,0.0,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406919167736828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5692086988389407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5035781683058926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777040088403066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,itmebear,2019/07/06,"Anyone miss these things? - Someone who'd greet you good morning with excitement and someone who you can do vice versa with. 

- Someone you can cozy up to and share everything to. Be flirty with and reveal all sides of mine with. 

- Someone to stay up with and fall asleep to. To talk about plans that may or may not happen. And to grow with.

Sometimes I wish I've never felt that kind of thing. Then I won't have to feel like this.",2.390029411764708,4.518866517647061,2.574926470588238,95.52591911764708,77.94117647058823,5.191176470588236,20.036764705882355,5.985473137389443,-0.15391176470588164,334,8,71,2,8,101,57,85,0.018000000000000002,0.7909999999999999,0.191,0.93,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,1,1,0,2,21,14,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,2,6,5,18,8,1,8,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,3,3,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356009123654245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845226871125717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381276009782764,0.1466761262503507,0.1971333198480171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220736462550493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155819955318556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380259188065254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030588794309098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835055881955915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6958464223445094,0.0,0.20306046862686675,0.0,0.0,0.2188370534400535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502335010343394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728025575103724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361005869613878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sadfrog92,2019/07/06,hello :) i feel really lonely and was wondering if anyone would like to chat? hi :) i don’t have any friends besides my long distance boyfriend and it gets pretty lonely when he’s not here. i was wondering if anyone would like to chat and potentially become friends c: btw im f/18. feel free to message me.,0.4111402157164861,2.6009614237288154,2.101818181818185,89.54684129429893,104.25423728813558,4.857318952234206,20.61787365177196,6.574015621080383,0.8180711864406773,240,9,45,4,11,78,42,59,0.075,0.606,0.319,0.9525,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,11,6,0,4,3,0,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,5,6,3,7,0,2,0,2,0,0,8,0,0,4,4,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856023395505536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260688576519459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575124859985939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23579051673225604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602854884414492,0.0,0.12181911846122315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518582722883133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278253379170497,0.0,0.0,0.2063437376799695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23721268675843196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493715056930247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057151151247152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312675325366167,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,itsmemell,2019/07/06,"I'm invicible On school I don't socialize alot because of my multiple anxiety disorders, depression and add. 

I'm very quiet and not really the most prettiest girl in class. 
And when I'm say that I'm quiet I'm mean like literally quiet quiet.
I had classmates come up to me to tell me they never notice me or forget that I'm in their classroom.
1 girl told me after 5 months that she still didn't know my name even tho she's in my class.
I'm unhappy about being so lonely but at the same time it's a defending mechanism I started using because of the past. People now won't talk behind my back or bully me. 
But still, can someone be my online friend?

I'm Dutch. A 16 year old female but I am younger acting (according to my therapist.) Please hmu!!",1.1748013750954909,3.497950422077924,3.803980137509552,83.92470970206267,83.74025974025976,7.259893048128343,22.04583651642475,8.313332769828598,1.5987911382734912,591,20,117,14,17,207,101,154,0.095,0.8270000000000001,0.078,0.1881,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,1,1,20,22,11,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,3,5,19,2,14,16,3,21,0,2,0,0,13,6,0,4,14,71,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674752889852696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750352323332308,0.0,0.2338725532650644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524242420949445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522076318713244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985095880512626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670026878752405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482054672682613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542338909765507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371723742637804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895640708703786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531148975262973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479492103784766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21839690466099465,0.20129071496015025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831210750157828,0.13298905007609987,0.0,0.0,0.21056901389209864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228896223023766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254894449602094,0.0,0.1941396929485942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955440007678877,0.16253483646980652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577650705412547,0.0,0.3063874129398384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418369549068014,0.16766570893816898,0.0,0.0,0.22272653757559904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185617042731986,0.0,0.0,0.18329941738863287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656773879488796,0.0,0.15827779504727038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353063453874555
lonely,T-Guy-T,2019/07/06,"Discord server I want to make a Discord server for people that would like to play some games together. No age, nationality and gender restrictions as long you don't act like a creep, bully or too inmature. I own survival games like ark, rust, 7 days to die,... And other multiplayer games as gta 5, Mordhau,...
Interests are making music, writing poems, drawing, and other creative stuff. But I am open to other stuff too. So if you are interested message me.",5.745341365461853,7.350799939759039,6.86524096385542,70.48091365461848,67.67469879518072,8.90682730923695,31.90562248995984,9.2995712137729,3.1681742971887545,357,15,57,7,6,120,62,83,0.115,0.684,0.201,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,14,8,9,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,7,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,6,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803891680574568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902937861591504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409955072634266,0.0,0.0,0.24753366692109646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734158647598846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939150049684964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6403997803765792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497961777630965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869725144717187,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PedrolasSkt,2019/07/06,"Birthday I don’t know about you, but for me, my birthday is the worst time of the year. My mom always want to do something big and I always get embarrassed because I actually don’t have anyone to invite to my party. So I end up inviting 2 people and the party sucks.
When I turned 14 I was so sad because no one comes to my party that I stopped giving party’s and I started giving excuses to my mom of why I didn’t want to have one, like instead of giving me a party, she could give me a pc or whatever.
My birthday is in december, and its already close to it. I still having no one to invite to my party, and every time i think about it I get really sad.
So... thats why I hate mt birthday. It just have bad memories, and it always sucks.",2.211666666666666,3.284977592356689,4.619506369426752,85.2458625265393,75.62420382165604,7.016772823779192,24.54830148619957,7.492282038375204,1.1420874734607218,570,18,121,7,12,201,81,157,0.22899999999999998,0.5660000000000001,0.20600000000000002,-0.8902,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,9,9,3,1,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,17,28,12,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,8,0,3,2,0,25,1,17,25,1,13,0,2,0,0,9,4,2,1,9,87,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.135020272375694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526846855420296,0.0,0.34538203950144797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674515315461787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552556597991705,0.16868703181517142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918565766138092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104699142101836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254668315202055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657501946910268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457571149308124,0.5309135030396598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366027364951913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603952812121552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759614324412012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240932103480043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812707648947492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592202166549647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863753073059731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651697482257058,0.0,0.0,0.09793255191956483,0.0,0.1104951875557922,0.11567590160151485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886560732079986,0.0,0.0,0.16135869828394375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504969198147493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321767852132404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496983698167517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909987849223366
lonely,imyourvillain,2019/07/06,"My Life & Your Thoughts *This started as a post in my journal and thought I would post it here to see what you the redditor had to say, its lengthy and I am quite open about my life and my thoughts...*

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I had this thought this morning laying in bed which seemed to spiral and take a life of its own. I have always had a fight within myself about love, more so intimate love, romance that sort of stuff. Half of me thinks I am better off alone while the other half wants it more than ever especially now that I am almost halfway through 43 and see myself getting older. Some days wanting it wins while other days being alone wins but it seems when wanting it wins, it hits me hard.

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So this morning while laying in bed it hit me hard and it started out with me thinking about my faith. I believe in the lord above at one point in my life you could say I had the beliefs of an athiest but that changed about ten to fifteen years ago. While I was thinking it came to me in the form of a chess board where I thought this whole game, the game of life is rigged from the start. It might not be for you but it definately is for me. first off the lord removed my mom who left when I was three and outside of sporadic vists throughout my life was never in it. He or if your a feminist she replaced it with my stepmother who from the age of 4 to the age of 12 abused me. She put my head through a wall, beat me with a belt so hard it left welts across my ass, legs, and back. You the readers are the first to hear this outside of my sister who is 7 years older and adopted by my father. Lets get this out of the way before anything else, I am the middle child, my sister is seven years younger and is the product of my ex stepmothers first marriage. My dad adopted her so she  became my adopted sister. I am the product of my dads first marriage and then I have an asshole younger brother who was conditioned to believe the abuse of my sister and I never happened. He and I dont talk because of alot of reasons but he is the result of my dad and stepmother so he is my half brother.

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So I was beaten with a belt, my head was put through a wall, made a nice hole that my dad had to spackle and since my father was a cop a patrolman for the city I live in worked shift work so my step mom had plenty of time to do her thing, the punching the taking me by  the ears and slamming my head into the floor. I dont know why this happened but she used to take a blanket at night when I was sleeping and put it over herself like a ghost and come into my room and start punching me telling me my real mom is dead this went on from the age of 4 till the age of maybe 8. It was so strange that I had to ask my sister did this really happen and she told me I was correct in it. My mind blacked or blocked it out until my late twenties or early thirties.

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With all that and my mom not being in my life I had issues. I was raised from the age of 12 to 18 by my grandmother on my dads side who became a mother to me but being from Poland and being raised in a hard fashion because my great grandparents migrated over here in the early 1900's she wasnt a person I could talk to about girls thats a mothers job so I was a late bloomer. I gained alot of weight at the time and was very shy and never talked to girls in high school, I didnt date anyone until my early twenties when I met someone online, this would be 1998 so I was 22 if my math is correct. I was in a long distance relationship that lasted till early 2001. We broke up because that is when my problems started, it started with insomnia which I already had as a teenager but bbecame more frequent to the point I would go days without sleep then collapse during the day and sleep and to this day I still have the problem. My depression really started to come out in the form of bi-polar and because of that we broke up, I had proposed to her at Christmas time and it was over by the summer of 2001. There where two things that kicked my depression off that I have failed to mention 1. My best friend who lived down the street from me committed suicide in 1997, that was the first time that I ever lost someone who was close to me. In 2000 my grandmother who raised me died. Which leads to August of 2001 when my mom died from a massive heart attack. 

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Around  this time I was still had athiest beliefs but I bargained with the lord above and told him that I was fine with him taking my mother but my father and I were close and dont take him. In 2003 my dad had open heart surgery where he had a quadruple bypass, I remember going to the church chapel and praying to the lord above please dont take my father and at that point he heard me, my dad recovered but late in 2004 my dad was told he had cancer, liver cancer to be exact after a lengthy fight my dad died in July of 2005 and on that day something happened that was the last time I ever felt loved. Its been almost fourteen years now and I am 43 and have said to my shrink if the average is to live till 80 I cant see myself doing this for another 40 years I mine as well end it all now and people dont realize that I am okay with my mortality soon as you mention suicide or offing yourself oh well we cant have that we need to put you on a 72 hour hold and feed you pills to fix the problem.

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I went to the doctor at the beginning of last year 2018 and said doc I feel very lethargic I used to weigh over 400lbs I hid it well because I am 6'5 but I lost alot of it by walking to the point I was at 250 and then when I became introverted I gained 25lbs right now I sit at around 275 and so I told the doc I have no energy and I am feeling depressed about it that I am seriously introverted to the point I have no friends outside of the apartment I live in he said well it seems like you have anxiety so here take this pill that should fix it. Middle of last year, doc I still have all the same problems plus my sleep is still fucked up. Okay well continue taking your depression meds at that dose along with the anxiety medicine and now heres a stronger dose of trazadone 150mgs. I should tell you I take cymbalta 60mgs, and a 30mg tab in the morning for depression, wellbutrin 300mg in the morning for anxiety, trazadone 150mg for sleep. And now in 2019 I take depakote 500mg all in the hopes that I dont off myself but its totally okay for me to not have any energy and feel like a vegetable on a daily basis. I support that if people want to end it all they should be allowed to. Its there life, for me I feel like I am broken, I self mutilate (cut) its not everyday but on the days I cant cope I do but doctors think that all this is fixable with medicine there's a pill to fix this though it causes this and this so we need to give you another pill to fix that to me it doesnt make sense my opinion is if you dont want to be here than that's fine with my as long as you dont take anyone with you. 

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When my ex fiance broke it off with me it was all about me starting on this journey with my problems after she broke it off I got it stuck in my head that no one would want me like this, and to this day I feel like this so for the last twenty years I never had a serious relationship and now that I am 43 I see all the time that was wasted and the fact that I will never have kids which at one point I wanted. My opinion is love will never find me, its not out there for someone like me as many times as I have prayed on it to this day I cant get it I feel the lord above doesnt love me either. Like I said I havent felt loved since 2005 and if I dont find it why should I be here? 

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Sorry this was so long, there was so much I wanted to get out, hopefully I gave you the reader some talking points. These are my opinions and thanks for any comments or direction you could provide.",4.978879865075246,4.581463157317078,5.3598650752465,87.70966009340947,68.64634146341464,8.149455111572392,29.09314997405293,7.211369081168443,1.387331992734821,6158,191,1370,48,94,1966,501,1640,0.11699999999999999,0.7859999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.9928,3,2,1,0,5,2,118.0,5,18,1,21,69,64,6,0,94,3,133,45,15,9,23,227,238,123,8,34,32,30,13,8,2,11,19,9,3,6,119,91,4,2,28,3,1,16,33,25,5,15,73,27,220,39,217,138,25,233,12,12,5,8,131,97,2,28,124,978,339,10,0.0,0.06529683029977283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024426028954885468,0.0,0.05518512014789352,0.057077769723942476,0.03040785679469338,0.0,0.02292814012821254,0.2687045033387249,0.26786074645335683,0.037476972158146674,0.05778807551127725,0.06323897518549475,0.0,0.0,0.03853448369445678,0.0,0.022675588002270524,0.04905995362170604,0.025760399430167526,0.03134802664851585,0.0,0.02118825376604304,0.0,0.08398699398613955,0.0,0.023447452134093244,0.062090565872412865,0.028917490359220574,0.024370341875572517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031515816707947945,0.0,0.028306788640611036,0.02914975595492605,0.04747274289209564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066001773252511,0.0,0.0,0.15993746387236982,0.0,0.11866629966155948,0.0,0.08579386526027298,0.0,0.0,0.056407845193696425,0.0,0.0,0.2906504828230346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02301884014615723,0.0,0.04881147023648999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477578852976413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359644543569403,0.05905633745433474,0.052914641066931264,0.0,0.05036992109081871,0.11719222755702825,0.0,0.0,0.04257817008245519,0.025474345411228116,0.05758583469541699,0.026433465991510717,0.031320518982760115,0.0,0.022038416737064668,0.03037971366187413,0.0,0.0,0.09746791632710107,0.0,0.09873621447541588,0.0,0.11311837071729396,0.0,0.031056721621232995,0.06530610736786054,0.0,0.029113589719538382,0.0,0.054737077216802765,0.02713632891608801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028760477670920662,0.027344291708718164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0151436214682415,0.11230585970926896,0.09325042319313168,0.0,0.059877627374461076,0.02817706669755663,0.15570446428024368,0.10769666054425503,0.0,0.09732701259666596,0.07315647485326111,0.0,0.0,0.060159528310209716,0.0,0.1492179041386317,0.02607340369198229,0.018393315045385345,0.027936655549638048,0.027682909709882443,0.0,0.0306076237711902,0.0,0.0,0.029231720754528682,0.02782290457337136,0.1613616305625126,0.0,0.0,0.020256248131786503,0.04086367457524456,0.12751364897336875,0.0,0.0,0.02585869569542924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601636542061096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038206622856867836,0.02406014442593677,0.0,0.030247343275684492,0.18234004471212156,0.0,0.05278054384350781,0.0,0.0,0.13183306132492806,0.0,0.11080237776584667,0.0,0.029308355124435893,0.0,0.0313638588560616,0.03530514316511864,0.028331342730291108,0.0,0.05916796143632146,0.031214678648673944,0.023531996734747256,0.10484525004193417,0.043826014143552285,0.0,0.027887341197604682,0.08783173150263507,0.0752556783044706,0.02874609109848319,0.0,0.0,0.04558790495542818,0.0,0.13787553822709858,0.0,0.07004231394860455,0.02121334503922529,0.0,0.030845798934640237,0.15602974214407475,0.0,0.08802249754837209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031544120180957584,0.060281849455284274,0.03126932304507238,0.0,0.0,0.22789895513367456,0.0885913283976339,0.04816893198172592,0.025369133002895682,0.0,0.0,0.03661291105920424,0.07062505760858613,0.02707285156553121,0.10937878445522103,0.1285413051761675,0.0,0.0,0.10532072687253052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02691743390087621,0.0,0.0,0.04759770427453721,0.0,0.04547186417624068,0.1300222030053572,0.021872041206741258,0.0,0.03355481944556219,0.12387720441711494,0.05108790702549962,0.04972857784853677,0.030764405236707613,0.0,0.026562236820410833,0.0,0.040121038633348496,0.0,0.0,0.07829771553750224,0.0,0.26786074645335683,0.1419572021122248
lonely,BagofLemurs,2019/07/06,"Staying because I don't know where else to go. I (F,25) love my BF (M, 24), but I used to love him more once.  We were best friends.  We used to do everything together.  Now we just exist in the same house and occasionally argue.  Living with roomates makes it even worse.  He has a bit of a temper and I have spent too long putting my head down and trying to remedy his problems.  I get yell at for stupid things all the time.  I feel like he doesn't care about me or anything I like.  He gets mad when I correct him.  He gets mad at his video games.  He gets mad at our cats.  Mad at his job.  I grew up in a violent household and I really hate yelling or when he starts throwing his phone or hitting stuff, I've tried to explain why I get emotional when he raises his voice with me and then I get yelled at for being sad.

  He makes me feel like a failure.  I work more hours (3 jobs), but make less than him so he has the financial power.  Despite working more I also am the only one to clean or care for our animals which I get yelled at for not doing enough. I feel more like a maid or a mom than a partner.  And the worst part is I now know I am so much smarter than him.  I don't really understand why I painted myself into this corner of enabling bad behavior.  He's like a kid that throws tantrums.  Honestly I used to get scared but now I feel enraged by the ignorance of ir all like watching a monkey sling poo, it's just stupid and primative to get as mad as he does.

And all that has made me feel so alone.  I can't talk to him because he gets mad or accuses me of making up stuff that didn't  happen when it is about  his behavior (more like he smokes so much pot he forgets what he does).  We also live with 2 male roommates and it causes a lot of stress because he gets jealous over stupid things.  Like last winter my battery died and my roomate tave my car a jump.  I had to get gas because my tank was near empty too but I didn't want to go alone in a blizzard with a car that had not started 10 minutes prior.  He refused to go.  Too much effort.  He had an attitude, so my roomie offered to go.  When I got back you would have thought I rode in on the guy naked, my BF was pissed because I 'CHOSE' another man over him to help me.    He gets mad when I talk to them too sometimes.  I feel like I am just supposed to sit in my room and wait for him to come home because setting at the table talking to the people we live with is not always okay...

I finally feel like my life is coming together.  I am out of my druggie parent's house.  I am working 3 jobs and just got offered a promotion.  Still I don't know if it enough to get a place on my own.  Still I don't know if he will break my stuff or hurt our cats if I leave.  Still I have no one to talk to because he won't hear me, my family is way worse, and the only person that acts nice to me ever (roomie from the jump) gets me yelled at because my BF is jealous.",2.0660622636412747,3.2059340810372774,3.5563502836304717,92.45998193544031,76.09886547811993,6.632752566180443,23.875236358725015,7.083569544072883,0.6690464883846561,2236,68,520,23,48,739,266,617,0.222,0.6779999999999999,0.1,-0.9983,5,2,2,0,1,0,61.0,8,1,1,8,33,46,19,2,27,1,37,5,2,9,5,85,95,43,1,6,21,2,7,10,5,3,1,7,4,6,18,27,0,3,14,2,1,16,13,27,0,2,13,15,86,19,70,77,21,72,0,2,1,2,71,27,1,11,34,323,104,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179907883278566,0.0,0.09110489053502532,0.04739689973353254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059729563878396966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687482564798405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04380021814512855,0.04756084313457853,0.2777877741934189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597780449455157,0.0,0.06218768878333075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615299448298574,0.058515606389131634,0.0,0.09813534034379784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911750374219254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969556042420633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047584394211161986,0.06407451904954993,0.0,0.11771382809035287,0.0,0.037622826155560375,0.05152533861043648,0.0,0.0,0.05119372147504778,0.0,0.053698650412891985,0.0,0.20161168940344568,0.20346811743854695,0.0,0.06239902432008576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0440086558907635,0.0,0.4464039632959601,0.0,0.12949113966740342,0.0,0.09111533883964378,0.0,0.0,0.05640127915130836,0.050371258108584484,0.0,0.0,0.056238125882295084,0.05845938707770495,0.0,0.06420024967147511,0.0,0.03818038971198294,0.0,0.05713747325982237,0.0,0.05609603978254527,0.13145286881741253,0.06097893813684881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695778172789305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521917684018785,0.04643158618503582,0.0,0.06031447302169739,0.0,0.0,0.04023390493235703,0.2782872810936915,0.0,0.15089531788054567,0.050409527100603764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842700699234323,0.10282075506863134,0.0538987677844912,0.15209015717776295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671313924150346,0.0,0.0,0.12562074677376214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066261029850231,0.07719777357811647,0.08664424896734928,0.0,0.0,0.06324949675195486,0.06168423340906614,0.0,0.039490239124882566,0.04973697153600482,0.059513106742893424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450488660869316,0.0,0.057262485747183976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298255860780074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057028842072103424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633681817745567,0.0,0.08063591292727526,0.06071385225056681,0.1364696438720873,0.0,0.06524971329543666,0.0,0.1956233902582883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313540853478968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568596775499269,0.0,0.0,0.04522142006120003,0.0332149670611289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734684048499267,0.0,0.0,0.0592993915731231,0.0,0.14759048953150622,0.0,0.0,0.033597629836724804,0.04521373902316713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279858745620868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244069188348675,0.0,0.11609817270082795,0.04046413001603719,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,beach-boi,2019/07/06,☹️ any lonely people want a cat-boi hug? it's optional,-2.600769230769231,-0.9039553076923068,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,102.07692307692308,5.676923076923077,14.192307692307693,7.1686216300943375,0.1825692307692313,43,1,10,1,2,17,13,13,0.19399999999999998,0.465,0.341,0.2263,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5985117818048593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6101643917847676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191175801672463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BigLittleLies1,2019/07/06,"Is someone pursuing you because you're lonely(for a relationship) a red flag? I'm a 28F and he is 37M So this is someone I met through part time work (promotions) who before we met up always used to comment on how when ever he called regarding work, it was quiet (no people in the background etc) cause I am literally alone 99% of my time and I have like 2 friends but I don't really see them (maybe 4x a year). I normally just brush it off, but it's hurtful. And i I dont want to end up in a situation because someone is going to try take advantage of my loneliness, you know?",2.193249999999999,3.7340318250000015,4.725000000000001,82.56,76.58333333333334,8.466666666666667,28.66666666666667,9.120678840339163,2.478066666666667,449,20,95,11,10,159,85,120,0.10300000000000001,0.841,0.055999999999999994,-0.7346,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,1,4,5,4,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,3,1,14,18,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,4,13,3,12,15,2,13,0,1,2,0,13,6,0,0,7,58,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817843907908519,0.0,0.0,0.14604557975312954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398908345531995,0.0,0.1493534460932469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922416881471345,0.0,0.0,0.18030600540863104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570655405225813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545742980956204,0.0,0.19574969428989286,0.0,0.15876667021774962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356052758694541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975129529537427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878963481365779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964604614471051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574954803741372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763320781897414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719710137436719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006959696735,0.0,0.1216825340899432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244174348604176,0.0,0.0,0.1884413472365681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986564191745862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729031984908124,0.0,0.0,0.4461491551723231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196818344583724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046926760271512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916564400004137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159176184419826,0.0,0.0,0.10352544903615386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555593395163837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302825788899001
lonely,bonfeelings,2019/07/06,"It's my birthday (yay! I guess?) I don't like birthdays, also I just wanted to see the little greens slice of pie",-0.3562499999999993,1.8152458750000025,1.788333333333334,96.49000000000002,90.25,3.2,16.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.0453166666666664,87,2,19,0,3,29,22,24,0.11800000000000001,0.882,0.0,-0.3404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959501787283381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454344863663602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418923902762577,0.4962439392497764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39454941997100257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920367383260373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,asdfghkjg2143,2019/07/06,"turning 30 in a few days and wondering what to do So i've been alone my entire life. The only girlfriend i've ever had was so long ago (I wasn't even 18) so i don't want to count it as a real thing. Plus we were neighbors and childhood friends. 

  
I used to have a lot of friends but over the years and when growing up you realize that nobody actually cares about you and friends or other people will always prioritize themselves first. Literally all my friends have focused on their studies or girlfriends and half of them actually got their girlfriends through me, cause i was the one initially chatting with the girl(s) in question (over the years).

  
I just can't see making friends the same as before because it always ends up the same way. The moment they get a better deal they just leave. That's why the only thing that might be relevant in life is an actual relationship because at least then you need each other and are a part of each other's lives. I'm sure there are exceptions and good friendships exist just the same as bad relationships where they don't care about each other exist but i also believe i'm more or less grown enough (at least mentally, not physically or socially) to not let this happen, i've been through a lot of bad stuff and you tend to grow from it.

A few years ago i told to myself if i haven't found a girlfriend or some other reason to live for by the time i'm 30 that i'll end it all but in that time i realized suicide is pointless (i already have a few half-assed attempts that landed me in hospital) because we'll all die anyway so might as well just wait it out, how much worse can it get than it is now? I'll die? (and that's the irony). I have much harder time being suicidal now (like i was before) but the feeling of emptiness doesn't go away.

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I'm not fat and while i'm not the best looking person, i'm probably not the worst looking person either. I've been praised for my looks more than once but on any sort of dating sites i absolutely never get anyone talking to me (Except once but uhh.. we were not even remotely on the same page). Around reddit i see girls saying they get 30+, 200, pms (including all sorts of dick pics) when they merely mention they're a female (without even showing how they look like) while as a guy you don't get any attention from the opposite sex at all, it's pretty discouraging.

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So what can a guy that's painfully shy ,and completely demotivated, do in life to get an actual partner?  The way i see it, the only option i have is to meet online and then transition it to real life but how can i meet anyone online as a guy? My only turn off is obesity. I'd say i'm extremely accepting when it comes to appearance so its not me having high standards or anything either. Just lack of options/opportunities when it comes to the romantic life.",4.7358388448998605,5.593370437168146,5.559126688402421,81.6886853749418,69.4070796460177,8.42524452724732,28.67373078714485,8.611707548084741,2.0363097345132743,2247,78,443,35,38,735,262,565,0.11900000000000001,0.773,0.10800000000000001,-0.8981,0,1,0,0,0,1,65.0,3,5,9,5,32,21,0,0,35,0,41,11,2,7,8,98,81,51,4,4,31,0,1,2,11,4,9,2,1,7,32,23,2,2,9,2,0,7,16,5,1,3,13,10,43,16,63,61,33,61,1,1,7,2,48,24,1,18,30,315,75,0,0.0,0.0,0.2524441678271688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465655839347705,0.0,0.0,0.06698121755085477,0.07136772445985168,0.0517185839619705,0.10762542050202656,0.140145278058137,0.1571683601015042,0.08795905086737021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044104729500614,0.0,0.053219966386897063,0.05757224647114963,0.0,0.0,0.060761953303285,0.0,0.10799769121119332,0.11827128795331728,0.0,0.11006308760856562,0.07286377377165153,0.06786981068614575,0.05719758073419269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187587103884613,0.066436484020766,0.0,0.11141928406699557,0.06780789770564928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04170841959810986,0.06667451944257967,0.0,0.0,0.1342397126194776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456129847750406,0.066823992277729,0.0,0.1281467514193372,0.05849998908825491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03270036493067808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550104051173105,0.0,0.07091007060588501,0.2498291092139434,0.0,0.2027323075290019,0.0,0.03675487857946084,0.0542442341548165,0.05172451527385175,0.0,0.0,0.19210786210613173,0.057189688203562926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833005900974208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684788515473912,0.0,0.06613202455324052,0.2284005368034624,0.06319144462287378,0.0,0.11421402475677847,0.05723313742050979,0.21723448538703866,0.0,0.0,0.10996451287969224,0.0,0.0,0.04316940351716563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517468030494065,0.13721462886266966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508347431523093,0.04795384770445323,0.049879427687856505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774822781304893,0.04382376742928047,0.19674543655005927,0.06881611182869447,0.0,0.0,0.07003402750305904,0.0,0.044835776342288414,0.11293908475352685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579519423162794,0.06972790558140116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244801371280836,0.0,0.0,0.1472229530644008,0.0,0.06649411286052545,0.0,0.13886814835879652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028603535819217,0.0,0.0,0.15460685510575808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592548092108609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403455273427559,0.14148246128960268,0.0,0.06095307658071426,0.0,0.0,0.05198131487285507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593108569895487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313318435422468,0.0,0.0,0.061797356075599774,0.0,0.0,0.14069024234180766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055856285211450536,0.0,0.0,0.038145522801892345,0.10266805850582944,0.0,0.0,0.0581483545610504,0.0,0.05835688232874753,0.0,0.0,0.06234199309854786,0.07013457981567671,0.0,0.0,0.06590681419402744,0.0,0.0,0.1571683601015042,0.12494093081567614
lonely,Friariello_Triste,2019/07/06,"Inspiring stories about meeting new friends? Wish there was a wikihow page to teach myself this kind of stuff.

I know this sub probably isn't the best place to ask this but I kinda need some motivation right now.",3.70525,6.376831025000001,3.9450000000000043,84.59000000000002,76.25,8.0,27.5,8.841846274778883,2.3857500000000003,171,7,32,4,4,53,36,40,0.052000000000000005,0.7440000000000001,0.204,0.6509,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,4,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,20,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28113961503124035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155949553227873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23234131866173244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131614115600108,0.1652719679794404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229856289687863,0.0,0.29044449113721016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141962284106562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242351057744421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568196398063469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442610363326934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458217808895799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,offtheeair,2019/07/06,"I think I should feel excited but I'm really bummed out. I'm turning 30 on July 12th and it is fucking me up inside. In a month, I'll have been sober for 2 years. I feel like I should be celebrating life right now but I can't help but feel an overwhelming sadness. I have no friends, I dumped my boyfriend in February and I've felt mostly great until now. It's given me  a chance to learn more about who I am and what I like as an individual. With that being said, I am having a hard time figuring out if this is me isolating myself out of necessity or, if I am actually just depressed. I go to work and that's the only real reason I engage with people, I'm a bartender.  In my free time, I just spend that at home. I often will have 2 or 3 days off a week and won't even leave my house unless it involves running errands. Hell, I won't even answer my door for a door dasher, they call, I tell them I'm in the shower and they leave my order at the front door. I used to be all over the place, surrounded by people and when I decided to get sober, I cut everyone off. I needed to do that. It's past that now though...I can't relate to my peers past a surface level, I feel like an alien. I feel like a ghost too.  The only people who talk to me are guys who DM  me on instagram. I come to reddit because I'm alone. I haven't planned to do anything for my birthday because what do you do to celebrate you 30th birthday when you're alone? I've had a few guys offer to take me out to celebrate but I just don't have it in me to muster up a smile out in the world outside of my house if it doesn't involve getting paid to do so. I'm torn because half of me feels like I'm on the right path but the other half of me is unsure. I've never been alone like this before and although I think it's necessary in order to grow, there are moments when I need to talk to someone and there is nobody for me to do that with.  You can't help but notice that sort of thing...I'm trying my best to snap out of this funk I'm in. I try to allow myself to do the things that I want and need to do for myself to function optimally through out my days. I'm just drained. I just want a friend. I'm thankful for my dog, there isn't anyone more pumped to see me than him, ever. I'm sorry that my post is so negative, I guess I just needed to release something. I'm hoping you'll read this and turn it into positive energy, I could use that help.",1.9285877862595449,2.924062736641225,3.95373282442748,90.04880534351145,76.21374045801527,6.843053435114506,22.451145038167933,7.268377926160553,0.5952818320610693,1870,49,434,21,40,641,229,524,0.11,0.715,0.174,0.9894,1,3,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,4,3,3,23,22,4,1,23,0,43,2,0,4,3,76,87,31,1,13,18,0,8,6,2,6,1,1,5,2,29,23,0,0,14,1,3,5,12,7,0,2,7,10,68,16,73,70,6,60,1,3,1,1,26,33,2,10,25,291,97,3,0.0,0.0,0.08315398228785366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647597696924041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059581754726951514,0.0,0.07012167768242535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155832137748018,0.0,0.07250857974912714,0.0,0.08942405101692921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870103119640054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340202987121783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803432646035723,0.0,0.0,0.1099085382519924,0.0,0.07339240786876862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256258141604787,0.07707854134011566,0.0,0.08142309322138466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585125025931515,0.2435000118284474,0.08181625555211733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316681498416029,0.07877651675087963,0.08903882314278085,0.0,0.04842757190542263,0.0,0.0,0.09394581032558033,0.09386990496876094,0.16874525986400687,0.0,0.0,0.07633262923914776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134610811858228,0.0,0.08547392823605678,0.08463409384335135,0.0,0.19664490630571912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804530247674509,0.0,0.0,0.06018729402342679,0.2497797582162473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801488380311459,0.0,0.0,0.25273253484742275,0.0657202435244838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701368275367356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961413754902312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268774417539314,0.1772244556371599,0.0,0.08902772076944082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160891534382668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523440588859825,0.09698916744128606,0.05458857052148861,0.08761145611945648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554004862785536,0.08105550371216004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790241080077401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219929735807369,0.06559985757624838,0.0,0.09538712603770903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406832787611581,0.13697930511735246,0.07447847267270521,0.07845115934076352,0.0,0.0,0.11322126456221356,0.1091999802923769,0.08371971528289526,0.0,0.0993748427773842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157058216914324,0.18537095184982028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719048860952572,0.0,0.0,0.10051971981705174,0.0,0.06835140228354654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062034875105556136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487331337458376
lonely,ranji_shabnam,2019/07/06,"How do I stop hating myself for not making myself a social life in college? I went to 3 different elementary schools (2 in TX, 1 in CA), 1 middle school (in CA - which was in the same school district as the CA elementary school), and 2 high schools (in NJ and MD). Overall, it somewhat makes sense I have no one I can communicate with on a regular basis - I only had a handful of distant friends I would see from family parties. In high school, I had \~5-6 classroom friends - I was invited to a birthday and graduation party, and had a small graduation party.

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In CA, I made a good friend who I would email with on a regular basis throughout my high school years - when college started, she stopped contacting. After looking through her social media, it seems like she got ""wilder"" (i.e., go drinking, partying, wear heavy makeup, wear less conservative fashion, etc.) during college - so it might have been natural dwindling from her side. I reached out to her in sophomore year of college...but after one night of texting she never reached out again. I just looked over our email threads recently, and boy did I mess up - I think  a few times she didn't respond to my email...so for periods of time I wouldn't respond to her email for months if I felt the conversation ""ended"" - I should have waited a couple of weeks during the few times she didn't respond to my emails; still I am happy over our 4 years there was contact.

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Flash forward to college - I believed the clubs/classes were cliquey throughout...but as I am about to graduate with my B.S. in electrical engineering this summer, I came up with an epiphany: it was my fault. Students follow the 4-year plan given to them by advisors - they can see the same people over and over again; whenever I listened to advisors (for 2 semesters) I failed classes so I invented my own schedules - I \*never\* failed classes when I made my own schedules (for 8 semesters).

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I learned, after it was too late, that when it comes to making friends in college clubs you have to go to as many events as possible as a freshman, before cliques settle in; I should have done that in either my freshman or sophomore year of college (since it took me 5 years to graduate). Anyways, I was miserable over my college major (my parents said if I don't become an engineer I will never find a good job) so I spent majority of the time freaking out/procrastinating in my dorm/apartment and doing homework - if I could go back in time I would try to become more active in a religious organization or engineering sorority/organization. Even if I had 1-3 other friends to keep in touch with I would be fine; everyone has a million classroom friends, a million friends to hang out with, and a thriving social life after graduation - either by seeing high school/childhood friends by moving near their hometowns, or by moving near their college friends (I went to a major flagship state university, which is not terribly far from 2 major national cities).

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After I repeated my 4th class in college (end of my 3rd year) I had a nervous breakdown over summer break - I talked to myself in my sleep, didn't eat for a few months, had a little bit of alopecia, and lost my period. My mom forced me to buy a circuit kit, and I reviewed my circuits course material over summer break

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In college, I had only one friend who I would hang out with a few times a semester - turns out she doesn't have much of a social life in college either. She's special - I opened up to her about my father's passing in the middle of college, my dysfunctional family, and my current minor brush with the law; she opened up to me about finding it stressful to work and study full-time and become independent, her lack of college social life, her therapy visits, and her dysfunctional family. This is the first time I have \*ever\* found a friend I can trust with about anything. I would love to keep in touch with her...but I don't think it will happen - she is already stressed over working and trying to be independent, and she doesn't have a car yet and I don't drive on freeways yet - so we can't visit each other. However, went I sent her a FB message saying I appreciated her friendship since it was special and unique for me, she responded back that I was one of her closest friends in life.

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In college, I made \~10-12 classroom friends (i.e., talk to each other in classes, do homework together, study for exams together, and send each other notes/files/assignments/exams from previous semesters) - irony is I made more of them after I repeated so many courses. There are a couple of girls who live in the same county as me, and we have invited each other to hang out very few times over 2-3 semesters (I could have seen them more if I was more active in my religious organization - I should have done that from the \*very\* start in either freshman or sophomore years) and we have carpooled together to/from campus - irony is I never would have had that if my father was still alive. Yes, I know religious organizations/engineering sororities are cliquey as well, but at least the people are less wild compared to other social clubs.

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I could easily spend time cleaning up our house and helping my mom...but I am grumpy, lethargic and waste time seeing all these active social lives on Facebook, Instagram...even Venmo (as pathetic as it sounds).  After my summer online class ends this Saturday, I promised myself I would try to help out my mom more, maybe pick up some freeway driving lessons...and maybe visit the gym (to lose some weight) after my mom is pleased I am helping her out more. I hate how my high school and college assignments made me miserable - one side of the world revolved around getting decent grades, another side of the world revolved around everything else. In college, if I wasn't miserable over being invisible I was miserable over my college course work.

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At social events (all throughout 23.5 years of my life), my mind either freezes up or intimate friendships/cliques have been already formed - it feels like no one cares about my existence - everyone follows around the bubbly/quirky/witty folks - I can never smile and converse unless my heart believes the other person likes me - the only ""good"" thing I bring to a friendship is a naturally peaceful aura if I believe someone likes me (I am not quirky/witty/bubbly - people have admitted to me I have a soothing/calming/peaceful presence - but who the hell ever wants that when there is fun?) - I don't know how to put myself out there; I hate that I discovered to late about putting myself out there more in college - half of me feels I was too scared it wouldn't work out so I just said ""screw this - try to pass your difficult classes in this major your parents said would set you up for life""; I still justify my behavior at times, genuinely believing it wouldn't have worked out either way. Half of me believes I didn't put myself out there in college since I was invisible in primary schools and family gatherings, half of me believes I didn't put myself out there because I hated my classes and overreacted over how hard they were. Now I will spend the rest of my life alone...just over ""What if I still failed and hated myself even more? What if I had only 1-2 successes?""

I still believe if people weren't social, I would felt better about myself and would not care about my lack of social life - with my father's recent passing (I watched him die from a massive cardiac arrest when I was 22 - I spent my last moments with him) I still am under my mom's roof (we all depended on my father for everything)...but hopefully I can become independent. College is the last place to form friendships, and I fucked that up due to various factors - cliques are universal everywhere. Half of me believes no one will miss me if I die, half of me believes I can distract myself by improving myself - that is easier than seeing a cliquish planet Earth, and bursting into tears since everyone values chatterboxes.

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Please give me advice on how to love myself being a lone wolf - I hate wasting time on my phone, pigging out at home, laying around in bed, crying and screaming...and hearing my mom rightfully complain about running a household (I hope to become more active once I finish my bachelor's degree). I am destined to be alone my whole life (forget finding a husband) - help me find peace.",7.022904466501242,7.485011837179487,6.904627791563275,75.4365012406948,64.28205128205127,9.504549214226634,35.36393713813069,9.313772547203213,3.2696002894954503,6646,290,1156,109,93,2109,540,1560,0.10800000000000001,0.785,0.107,-0.9594,6,4,1,0,0,1,801.0,7,4,7,14,59,67,9,9,60,1,122,22,5,18,10,193,196,77,2,37,32,12,10,4,13,22,10,7,5,3,45,76,3,6,16,4,5,34,29,31,1,15,60,27,217,36,218,106,53,239,1,11,9,4,122,113,3,25,93,833,262,63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02734079072291297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02897784385472874,0.061751125204456525,0.0,0.0,0.15157637219205827,0.16998795947786732,0.0,0.029338459384978924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02302436313198571,0.09962909780433762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0430283041650951,0.0,0.017055761003482245,0.15450323847360267,0.023808099371057517,0.2837051374404028,0.0,0.024745184157413468,0.030545861431868618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032000564140265635,0.057052984984463886,0.0,0.0,0.0241014625752937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670169520882383,0.061916543598701725,0.030733657882196563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807564528723976,0.02923213818545555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726453705843197,0.0,0.02740880411204944,0.0,0.028629539389340743,0.02337289486602008,0.0,0.0743433653596012,0.0,0.031204021704314883,0.055439669341646715,0.05061728082251478,0.0,0.08020550538518616,0.025145753974018845,0.0,0.10550458244592127,0.0,0.02829408313560118,0.019988229318941887,0.05372852561978623,0.0,0.10228933018260436,0.02379895421674746,0.0,0.03067756945721425,0.2810149452769334,0.02586616846447467,0.01461789181776699,0.0268400413592184,0.04770339378646626,0.07040246526561789,0.022377391481861467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02474176964020147,0.029784204701094705,0.025063721127451782,0.16574103659395356,0.0,0.0,0.031534407673338434,0.0331552930539995,0.07501503377109484,0.14780694148067472,0.028065254954923805,0.05557899281363796,0.0,0.03228405166903862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027764876563528686,0.04973810653209641,0.0,0.0,0.03075309357210178,0.0456132982401539,0.0631231438730504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762420970630729,0.05467657597732056,0.028042345003792376,0.049412003789110176,0.0,0.04699068804346947,0.031301385165921486,0.03054242354210503,0.0,0.050504345765112035,0.13237220455560986,0.056028672521775,0.056732703205197035,0.05621740575340186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029681336314528187,0.028250851012981183,0.1966122568782924,0.044665200115576,0.05947457597749385,0.020567811191099426,0.0,0.10789578929380733,0.0,0.0,0.026256430472782564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029796760814339632,0.13271523499990506,0.08511727239280831,0.0,0.0,0.06213481803937077,0.0,0.0,0.07758856428466306,0.024430215534667538,0.02923213818545555,0.06142516042251715,0.0,0.03154215980969072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125066384745068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525184640140586,0.0,0.0,0.02389394435933794,0.07984341275034247,0.02225005287994409,0.02801189659296886,0.28316278742361284,0.11147834845700848,0.025471064077846363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257819272559802,0.0,0.027999242699601263,0.2852110430403414,0.02370654689374524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039607412188777134,0.0,0.1340645684999509,0.046783454788379836,0.06409978372844148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044976979542225716,0.0,0.0,0.03199646671958574,0.0,0.018588028664610703,0.03585567378527682,0.0,0.0,0.19577761473302016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031085739115980407,0.0759837169662021,0.03043315740990753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04617127075060919,0.01650276068318685,0.022208456915487302,0.02244309547019356,0.03407092895079415,0.02515651402723746,0.07781054164221321,0.0,0.031237595145871988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018453592729488,0.0,0.0,0.21863055306833126,0.0,0.16998795947786732,0.16215824002418094
lonely,EnoughRip,2019/07/06,"I spend 90% of the day just trying to relieve the pains of loneliness There are piles of books that need to be read, there are languages that need to be learnt, there's the whole 'taking care of career' and other activities - but I can't focus on any of these. Instead, I feed my addictions. I feel a constant pain deep within caused by having literally no one to talk to. Do you know how it feels to know your brain is slowly disintegrating from all the stress and having 0 practice in recognizing faces or forming a single sentence? Because that is what I feel every single day, like cancer growing inside, but no doctors to treat it.

There are so many people that go on about their businesses in the summer and visit parks, travel, go for a cup of coffee, all together, and I spend summer after summer, holiday after holiday, as starkly alone as ever. I can't get anything done, because this thing is occupying my mind 24/7 and is giving me an early stroke.",9.561373626373626,7.387266428571433,9.426456043956048,67.99979395604397,60.53846153846153,11.51758241758242,35.936813186813175,9.827888789773867,3.436986813186813,758,24,132,11,8,249,120,182,0.13,0.7490000000000001,0.121,-0.5859,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,1,0,10,7,0,1,9,0,15,9,2,2,3,22,28,12,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,11,5,1,0,5,5,2,5,4,3,0,1,1,4,13,4,26,25,6,21,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,11,100,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092948453760985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718926680666518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286384815805475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657742201708484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023449556490932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527504045319185,0.0,0.0,0.16921531255586794,0.17049472841586488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793523146901454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140711019509093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987515554883198,0.0,0.16984276176519678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012744727453567,0.1398350951489459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25175503731713056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671136605823113,0.1592115115045892,0.18864673932487291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242321036419493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108352171237318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682653783604994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758024441429809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461261567758755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246412925283296,0.0,0.35320304708484396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506122913433467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601279102510974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011564322752647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478718911852732,0.1333986933922756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026168328041212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268129458163978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852972084647908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,9-BBN,2019/07/06,"They walked out on me.. So, past week i attended this celebration of a peer at work. I was very much involved in creating our collective present and carrying stuff for the party. Generally, i go out of my way to make people at my workplace feel included and appreciated, because it makes them more productive, but also because it is in my nature. If the encounter technical problems, i am their go-to hands-on troubleshooter (not that i succeed every time). So while we're having drinks on the roof top, people start talking about a dinner afterwards which i wasn't aware of up to that point. I casually ask whether it's only for a small circle or if we're all invited. They say everyone is welcome. Fast forward 30-40min: I see the bunch suddenly leaving the floor, entering the elevators, while i'm cleaning up some things. I cannot run after them, because i still have to retrieve my wallet in the office, press a button on a machine and lock the doors, but i think they are just going to wait in the lobby. Wrong! I've been ditched for the 1000th time in my life. First i was mad, really mad, then sad and now just numb. I skipped the last working day out of spite, ignoring their calls. But i have to get back on Monday. They will probably tell me it was a misunderstanding and/or apologize, but i know from experience, if it will happen again, and i don't want to be fooled twice. What should i do?",4.8891804233831815,6.0781523985239865,5.734993202563603,79.34977665566133,69.2952029520295,9.247698582248981,30.130316566323557,9.549672527348893,2.711276014760148,1104,43,213,24,19,362,171,271,0.146,0.7709999999999999,0.084,-0.9733,0,0,1,1,0,0,42.0,1,0,8,5,10,12,3,0,17,0,19,4,0,2,1,33,34,20,0,6,12,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,2,0,12,8,2,2,3,2,0,7,4,9,0,2,5,4,33,3,32,25,5,49,0,1,1,0,17,21,0,5,22,147,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263678691487402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772658824284296,0.0,0.0,0.12150698393346887,0.0,0.2889810488842381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135523505274416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190928881676764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547986231621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313796181160434,0.15099408390689364,0.0,0.15457306485700514,0.0,0.0,0.07989923776170106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441102101316355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255849170479035,0.0,0.2694177990442903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973582573102106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684320051825536,0.12880671000078334,0.0,0.16731947955419296,0.0,0.0,0.11161360941167686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21095803933447466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616226818303732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018069558831745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084717322057553,0.2191011850661123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937918721990198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703713863280818,0.15120299993744668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012311234021534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566318242192445,0.0,0.0,0.1259208156837704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184677829743574,0.0,0.12619430927968395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808941381552472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700981915635068,0.13811571517460086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498091171057054,0.10125230038895032,0.0,0.0,0.18428449171987304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303823602193715,0.09320379764427254,0.12542825797937354,0.12675344258286034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300796682183016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276915064834694,0.0,0.0
lonely,Disgruntled_E-4,2019/07/06,"20M burnt out of being left out. Good evening redditors, I am tired of being left out of every thing my friends do. I live 1,500 miles from my blood family, but a few minutes from my military family. 2 days ago on the July 4 i only saw and talked to 3 other Marines. Everyone had cook outs and went to the beach or the fair but no one invited me or even told me about those events they were doing. I have been in the Marine Corps for 3 years and spent almost every holiday alone. I am prohibited from drinking currently because I am an alcoholic  getting treatment, but the people who I trust my life with want nothing to do with me even if I don't drink anymore. Today I only talked to one person and that was my roommate and he didn't even really say anything.  I have been to the psych ward 3 times from mental health issues related to events earlier in my childhood, I am currently looking at being separated from the military for that I was visited 1x by my chain of command out of over 3 weeks in the psych ward. but going home even my friends half way across the country will leave me out of stuff and not invite me to anything or anywhere. truth is I feel alone in everything i have done since my freshman year of highschool. It's exhausting and I am burnt out.",7.78411725955204,6.106086090909095,7.977164031620557,75.42197793148881,63.58498023715416,11.437285902503294,35.70783926218709,10.317481424215053,3.4409633728590245,1003,37,198,19,12,329,147,253,0.061,0.847,0.092,0.8723,2,2,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,11,0,25,9,1,0,1,29,34,15,0,2,9,0,1,0,2,1,5,1,1,1,8,16,4,0,1,5,1,3,4,1,0,3,12,4,30,5,40,18,1,34,0,0,2,0,11,18,0,5,12,140,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475328938973036,0.12629106465296064,0.11833325162138365,0.2447833063923661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719592354593447,0.0,0.0,0.19449272220804828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203720180839254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762118488356383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093207133062568,0.0,0.2315292237905168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39026096497437296,0.0,0.19913180314926285,0.11291942502393824,0.1062063283649875,0.0,0.222806091613716,0.0,0.059751850896790734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260042926218256,0.0,0.061740547529643225,0.0,0.06716047448599688,0.09911795779956116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256124389819635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853721652050934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334197449832494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251282099119479,0.2567907554646872,0.0,0.08346912854800644,0.0,0.0,0.10434897885783134,0.0,0.0992356095108129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190906519875974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133902402220941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601542504324402,0.1797518776057184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192632187822872,0.10318415967097916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570468957013635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397596209472507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977539781289816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527988343759734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996606198654808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850893149003198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890766282826105,0.13582255091470916,0.11201424524946203,0.11291942502393824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970153378014733,0.09380027618511506,0.09479130232073883,0.0,0.0,0.10954761248425147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219915506204362
lonely,gimmeanaccountNOW,2019/07/06,I just wish I was loved by someone I just wish I could have a girlfriend,3.3493749999999984,3.2969601875000016,3.9250000000000007,95.42,72.125,6.4,28.5,3.1291,0.5602,57,2,14,0,1,18,11,16,0.0,0.462,0.5379999999999999,0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923314930133916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304539450348465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31022763786015845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8420815287792355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thatsmyslime,2019/07/06,Hug At this point all I want is a tight hug :(,-4.549999999999997,-3.5407564545454515,-1.6449999999999996,116.6525,113.54545454545456,2.2,5.5,3.1291,-3.2254,33,0,11,0,2,11,10,11,0.177,0.366,0.457,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8484018636516748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293526969350066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Biohazardd1,2019/07/06,"What do you do to beat loneliness? This feeling of loneliness has been hitting me hard for a long time now.I have no friends and unfortunately can’t go out and the feeling of depression when I’m out alone is crippling

What does everyone do to fight this feeling?",4.5238235294117635,6.320358588235294,5.115833333333335,81.09375000000003,70.9607843137255,9.02156862745098,34.318627450980394,9.516144504307137,3.322486274509804,212,11,41,5,4,68,39,51,0.322,0.557,0.121,-0.9129,0,1,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,14,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,4,2,1,7,12,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35235415485458305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930217065536836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29771938499483513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250844933616442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160600181612472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628448029279784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933487424114982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30476064125568464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30107445792798354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983787346996445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lejano12,2019/07/06,"Letting people go I have not mastered this and I feel I never will. 

As I get older I notice that all of my friends who I used to be extremely close to are slowly becoming distant because of marriages, kids, jobs, etc. This is to be expected. But just as they grow apart from me, I notice they go on to make new friends and build new bonds with other people. This is also a great thing. But it makes me feel twice as lonely because for some reason I can't seem to find friends in adulthood. I moved to another state two years ago for school and became very close to my roommates (who were also new to the area). We all still live together but sometimes I will look up and notice that they have all gone out to hang with other new friends they've made since moving here, while I am at home scrolling my phone book full of people that I just don't connect with in that way. Even with mutual acquaintances that my roommates and I have met, it seems they hit it off and continue to see each other, but it just isn't there with me I guess.

I'm stuck feeling lonely and sorry for myself because it seems so easy for people to float into new friend groups and leave me, but I cannot seem to do the same. When I was younger it seemed I had countless friends to spend time with. Granted they were all different and I had to hang with them separately, but I had a unique bond with them all. As you get older they seem to drop like flies, yet no new friends seem to stick. I have heard people say that you have to go out and do things you like to meet people similar to you, and I have, but I am also not the type to walk up to people and start talking? Lol. I am a woman, and it is always much easier to strike up casual/funny conversation with men. However, many of them begin to like me in a romantic way or try to sleep with me, and I don't look at them in the same light so it just gets weird. Women are hard to connect with. 

​

This is something that frustrates me and contributes more to my depressed mood.  
Any pointers on how to be okay by yourself? Or other ways to make new friends? I'm ashamed to ask this because I didn't feel I was bad at it until after college.",4.511138996138996,4.8197886981982005,4.972213642213641,87.65756756756758,69.67567567567568,7.8743886743886735,26.89317889317889,7.5804360353943165,1.253025997425998,1698,49,366,17,28,541,207,444,0.07200000000000001,0.787,0.141,0.9886,3,4,1,0,0,0,44.0,1,4,10,1,16,21,1,1,8,2,36,1,1,7,6,78,72,37,0,1,15,0,5,3,8,2,0,2,1,4,29,33,0,0,13,1,1,10,10,7,0,2,13,11,54,13,72,52,13,58,0,3,3,0,39,21,0,11,25,259,83,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714839055938139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466889344229606,0.05364385300891244,0.06985276025845864,0.0783375931783528,0.043841523438636065,0.06760197318797008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060270352185365375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382940429511335,0.1572002241737562,0.07120158320306795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552755261054415,0.0,0.0,0.06735698681069723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190062064717531,0.04258154789480628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303910218605694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892402584677167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984722850644515,0.0,0.1010480800401484,0.0,0.1099186397421729,0.0,0.0,0.07107793676318018,0.07102050795253606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057752078301570677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466824273491639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397610782439225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826397387331402,0.0,0.06592451091513314,0.0,0.0944897372096151,0.0,0.05692781804735007,0.0,0.10827641600108412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100267301549212,0.12910183073600098,0.06536203265878388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704191613602398,0.04739255740837644,0.0,0.04972291257167572,0.435855837621304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201971237684219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312865612807642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628546303669762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05126879562704675,0.0,0.06524665427061481,0.05137390634280086,0.4108347741732015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053329900697093965,0.0,0.06451613663228048,0.0,0.0,0.04963183043840976,0.06376206060505586,0.07216841378059506,0.04563189875950798,0.0,0.0514854878498418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181820430976945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566144519814801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03759272907595868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04377061121094029,0.0,0.06297740939654183,0.0,0.0,0.055681015498574,0.0,0.05319415321677142,0.0,0.1535188493621755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783375931783528,0.0415162941754182
lonely,dothsaThrowAway,2019/07/06,"I feel like Its my fault. Hey everyone. I made this throw away so I don't upset anyone who knows my main account. A few months back I met someone on here and honestly we've been talking alot and I felt great for once like I wasn't a good for nothing nobody. However that's all changed recently. She told me that we couldn't talk much anymore and when I asked why she wouldn't answer. I think I know what the problem was but at the same time I don't and it's been eating at me horribly. I've been looking over all our past messages just to see what I did or what I said but I honestly can't see what I did.

Am I just blind or was I never really worth it to begin with 

Sorry for the post but I can't handle this on my own right now.",-0.4594932984635527,1.5974348322981378,1.7867865315462588,97.34476953252698,88.87577639751551,5.128604118993135,17.79045439686172,6.5966054737557815,-0.1910571428571424,572,15,137,7,19,192,99,161,0.11599999999999999,0.7909999999999999,0.092,-0.5493,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,6,0,15,2,0,1,3,28,29,11,0,3,7,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,12,6,1,0,6,0,2,1,8,3,0,0,13,7,26,6,12,14,8,18,0,0,4,0,13,7,0,3,11,95,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151486972503222,0.1209270956764396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616801362257921,0.0,0.16248742712203024,0.1329839533182352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295277317097056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769658090668213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525626392470344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087446138161758,0.12355187155252245,0.16605422596866745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505797731727255,0.0,0.19067236347275945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009198895183385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898428530835094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452301592269988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636446465908838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804296967710308,0.0,0.1271344012443906,0.0,0.13338576906613353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594529648601614,0.0,0.0,0.18418067483975653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650954767566014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656334083992548,0.0,0.0,0.16548491316571914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107929318386806,0.0,0.17076222512509096,0.0,0.0,0.14769400016691006,0.16451020446480044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756293890704025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653565306028382,0.0,0.0,0.19359765702645373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780131201494376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081610910250904,0.0,0.0,0.10084556233232253,0.0,0.0,0.16525626392470344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605587294292292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,whirlertodd,2019/07/06,Just sick of being alone and don't know how to handle it anymore Almost everyone around me is in relationships and the only person I feel like is really my friend anymore lives 200 miles away and neither of us have reliable transportation that far. All my local friends only hang out with me if all their other friends are busy. I just want to be loved and someone to give my love to and I want someone to hold me. I'm just so sick of it,4.4032958801498125,5.1954259775280915,5.177022471910113,84.36568352059928,70.12359550561797,8.18052434456929,27.192883895131093,8.344100000000001,1.6865940074906374,348,11,71,5,6,113,61,89,0.08199999999999999,0.6990000000000001,0.21899999999999997,0.9228,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,2,21,15,8,0,3,4,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,11,6,13,13,3,9,0,0,0,2,10,7,0,2,1,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106695013398946,0.1872768901592927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35865334813066024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096977142010194,0.0,0.0,0.16988806818872404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727830142400436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142895389504956,0.12917915651034126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191075082443605,0.0,0.0,0.17346078275181834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937495273688417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834041591331103,0.0,0.15966899491477649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263975353665375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750463104239088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788665347878095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158390990147352,0.0,0.0,0.19413498229611395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064195114676594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750640595195764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133068088353262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NothingIsTOOEdgy,2019/07/06,"I just want people that like talking to me A 15[M] here and It seems like everyone i know doesn’t care about me in the way that they don’t ever make an effort to talk to me. I desperately just want someone to talk to who actually cares, someone makes an effort to text first, someone who doesn’t just respond with “ok” or “yeah”, and someone who likes being around me and enjoys my presence. To be honest, i don’t even care if they live in my hometown or in another country i just want someone to talk to, someone close to my age and that i can relate to. But it seems like that’s not gonna happen in my current state",5.485747767857141,4.768391882812502,6.19924107142857,83.18593750000002,67.671875,8.564285714285715,30.785714285714285,7.447530270364453,1.7769808035714276,483,16,103,4,7,159,70,128,0.019,0.7290000000000001,0.252,0.9799,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,3,9,10,0,0,4,2,7,0,0,2,1,25,20,8,0,4,9,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,16,10,18,17,0,12,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,5,8,71,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.1198528722168834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287856190909191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093342604653827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756641016384288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112028020593519,0.111096117248134,0.0,0.11735807857745224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446912062770072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086077519854249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749768525118717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400111265084399,0.0,0.10845074403875288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396423963224052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851466939236411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361820115540265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6243809079726995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39486655241009705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732411611036856,0.09748739139245333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SleestakFucker,2019/07/06,"Just need to vent a bit I graduated college recently but it feels like such a waste. In all 4 years I made maybe 2 new friends. I'm really shy, I have a hard time starting conversations. My degree was for film and the best way to get jobs in that field is through the people you know. And I only know the professors. I just feel like I really fucked it up.

But I know it's not too late to change. I just don't know how. I feel so alone and alienated and scared. I've been drinking like every day. Even when I'm around people I can feel so bad and alone. I don't know why I keep going. I want to feel better.",-0.20081424936386927,1.8621037786259576,1.9579847328244284,96.57982697201021,87.54961832061069,5.630737913486005,16.366921119592874,7.0316486544052195,-0.2363897201017813,469,10,114,7,15,157,83,131,0.215,0.617,0.168,-0.8446,1,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,11,9,1,1,6,0,7,2,0,2,1,28,27,11,0,2,6,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,10,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,6,15,6,10,24,3,14,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,11,62,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956707277478405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706866666971792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191817539419026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979659262273887,0.12624173566458852,0.1558348703326918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099976047679425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205534944495844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398306426650376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427827838928636,0.0,0.12026442085169585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608676077488742,0.20394665451128308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028039984163997,0.1319606264061543,0.07457564361181883,0.0,0.0811223063362635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786680580814325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164720640572884,0.1268736748398963,0.0,0.0,0.3922302502277514,0.0,0.16101668899384686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20920633913040915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506383101086505,0.0,0.0,0.14340129440385824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583973812001764,0.0,0.13785896886057708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856003468744098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791558148668872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288551608374407,0.0,0.14093831236040816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429074207998538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103195086539718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323271352163643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841916204239962,0.11330019326622807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880044957480535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191973832494216
lonely,TheoreticalFunk,2019/07/06,"She told me that she still thinks about me. That she thought she could have loved me and that she was sexually frustrated and felt the need to tell me because it was my fault as she was thinking about me.

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It felt good for a bit, but it hurts so bad.",3.3240566037735846,4.598073056603777,3.1586320754717008,96.01643867924533,73.15094339622641,6.809433962264151,24.57075471698113,7.1686216300943375,0.5773811320754723,204,6,48,2,4,61,35,53,0.223,0.7090000000000001,0.068,-0.9009,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,13,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,7,2,12,2,5,5,1,1,0,1,0,1,9,0,0,0,1,35,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518138541057712,0.2824010273412533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405088230752968,0.141673693956465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537292251721629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855587907238629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462960458835916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493271346429314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24879745538044784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975719652547664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232750724073992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560124292890176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031347415801973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978351862119209,0.0,0.1845059061977677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220757006238636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824010273412533,0.0
lonely,therealpantsgnome,2019/07/06,"I could spend 14 hours with my gf or be surrounded by friends and still feel lonely, what is wrong with me? Just a general question if anyone is feeling the same or has any knowledge how I could fix this .

Girlfriend spent literal entire day with me and I felt lonely with her here and as soon as she was gone, like painfully alone.

I could also attend a party or be with multiple friends and feel completely alone

Anyone have any insight ?",4.138928571428572,6.162970273809528,4.261428571428572,85.88357142857143,72.45238095238095,7.180952380952381,27.47619047619048,7.957251820313856,1.760090476190476,349,13,65,5,7,108,59,84,0.166,0.7,0.135,-0.4515,0,6,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,1,0,27,16,12,0,4,5,0,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,7,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,4,4,9,3,8,7,1,7,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,5,5,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984380920521331,0.0,0.15382412167858994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616124167920883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689945005856282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016778014477906,0.0,0.0,0.4607331494201131,0.0,0.0,0.12405136644883685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29177741512004485,0.0,0.18468844114180366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972219295318477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942833910502035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397365242890596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467648470747565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547867754704444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361285203705785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030712182348216,0.0,0.0
lonely,warings151,2019/07/06,"You ever stop and realize how utterly alone you are? I’m sitting here in my sisters apartment with her fiancé & my parents and same as always, I always seem to fade out of existence. They’ll go on and on about school/work whatever and I used to try and engage but no one ever really listens and I just cease to exist around them so I don’t waste my breath anymore, I’m just gonna sit here with my earbuds in until it’s time to go to bed, doing what we all do when the loneliness sets in. Pretending to text someone when the truth is, I have no one; not one friend. Aquaintences sure but no one close. Nobody I can be myself around, I tried connecting with an old friend in Japan a few days ago to see if I could at least try to fix what I broke 2 years ago but he still hasn’t replied to my Facebook message and I don’t think he ever will. Not that I blame him.

I was thinking about using apps like meetup & bumble to try and find at least ONE person I could vibe with, but I’m too afraid that it will end up like all of my other relationships. I’ll either get left behind once someone more interesting comes along or I’ll eventually push them away somehow. I think I’m just one of those people meant to suffer through this fucked up world alone.

I feel like an outsider in my own family, and  I’m afraid to get close to anyone else. Honestly I’m just so done with living. I’m ready for this shit to be over.",3.6833389830508487,4.337395528813563,4.642500000000002,88.04951271186441,71.67796610169492,7.66271186440678,24.24152542372881,7.734863291789972,0.9702847457627112,1111,28,244,13,20,362,170,295,0.153,0.7440000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.9583,1,2,0,0,0,1,26.0,1,2,3,0,22,16,2,2,5,0,18,3,2,3,7,58,42,22,0,3,13,2,1,3,2,4,0,1,1,1,10,22,0,1,8,1,0,4,8,6,0,6,3,3,31,10,46,31,9,44,0,2,1,1,18,21,2,4,19,161,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827789650455874,0.0,0.0,0.2135552957978037,0.0,0.0,0.17157032486922882,0.22341163243000026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224475879507668,0.07208798717597258,0.10563530561039136,0.0,0.18355680255521895,0.0,0.0,0.09686325051559004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880914320660595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462951371191015,0.0,0.0,0.06648919062848238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550427087971664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612451467726029,0.0,0.0913135535524154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27977206739543226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971909022338534,0.0,0.05212906215212541,0.07365268869002478,0.0,0.0,0.09422900938392544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930534340191205,0.09531173687867914,0.10772810519420706,0.0,0.11718507447389558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201545266632808,0.0,0.0,0.15110431112366507,0.0,0.09103675154409102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818321031403108,0.10979519562295384,0.41916814706579103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447728402656154,0.0,0.0,0.07147464490199745,0.09002053311945529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604673175104872,0.0,0.0,0.11068785244587433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433991074410516,0.08215515205042481,0.0938558550232103,0.0,0.0,0.10582783507465372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174707913384388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233358885481723,0.08619390883481208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716792837557564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818164507764474,0.0,0.0,0.060116829594730636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799850332875255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780858268430444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505601843326573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639124223477719
lonely,adlyyy3,2019/07/06,"I hate myself I can't stop hating myself. How ugly i looks like. I can't even look myself on the mirror or pictures :/ even my friends asked me ""why your face is so ugly?"" All i can do is put a fake smile, deep inside it's hurt. People knows me as a funny guy who always making stupid jokes and crying everytime when i was alone. :/ I dont even know which one is the real me. The funny or the sad.",0.5614411764705878,2.2361008352941205,2.852573529411768,93.53533088235297,81.82352941176471,4.720588235294118,14.154411764705882,5.148860815047168,-1.0290882352941175,301,3,68,1,8,103,61,85,0.281,0.526,0.193,-0.8862,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,6,9,3,0,6,0,9,1,1,2,1,10,17,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,6,0,1,1,2,15,3,2,16,1,5,0,2,2,0,5,2,0,2,3,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20615282224047474,0.0,0.0,0.1656231776054621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860822197593092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864395232270267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23328178226273685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944063042148717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378333755481569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970879767784375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930357117687995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308409533137768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878222079934428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972443852679105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342989563939607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286552103572508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487950304721014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379942343282697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000973671348871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265592384145596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641233362865118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796090968351331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thesmilingpierrot,2019/07/06,"Solutions for late-night loneliness? It's 4am, my alarm is set at 7am, and I am still not sleeping. At night I always feel so empty and lonely, so useless it hurts, and overall like all my limbs are scattered around the place and my soul is floating somewhere above my head where I can't reach.
Any suggestions to keep the feelings under control for late-night loneliness? It makes it hard to sleep, work or study too. I just hate it.",4.467131782945739,5.517630441860469,4.54418604651163,88.01224806201557,70.16279069767441,7.593798449612403,28.286821705426355,7.793537801064563,1.569672868217054,342,12,70,4,6,106,61,86,0.281,0.675,0.044000000000000004,-0.9659,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,1,1,2,0,5,3,3,2,1,14,10,7,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,8,1,8,10,1,9,1,3,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546210831226953,0.0,0.0,0.12636720629863593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542342999734536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841826488049428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791716010972104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646248169556316,0.18346347515550585,0.19070981012390248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989292446425729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516958128581058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192368375031613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078458942227853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403946759881238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5231518362426134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414731926173875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719179128806298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839989020028635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528263554754086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,holyleaf_87,2019/07/06,Alone but not lonely Is there something wrong with me I mean everyone else seems to think something wrong with me I just like to be alone but not in a sad way can anybody else relate,0.8554054054054028,3.4024891351351343,1.3284324324324324,98.71859459459463,90.08108108108108,4.0410810810810815,18.210810810810813,5.6839178017228535,-0.4523145945945948,146,4,31,1,5,44,27,37,0.253,0.556,0.19,-0.4685,0,4,2,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,6,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,5,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823465204759267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890501504733148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22250819533883676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376388244416664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536533596658743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119874617373179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585347926807125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920761165280694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483383325596828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5091928230074476,0.0,0.0
lonely,hiboostprodigy,2019/07/06,"21[M4F] looking for someone to keep me entertained and talk to throughout the day, depression is a B word lol, Message me and we can get to know each other a little more",3.1954545454545453,5.385201878787882,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,75.66666666666666,6.824242424242425,29.181818181818183,7.793537801064563,2.017836363636364,134,6,25,2,3,43,28,33,0.102,0.746,0.152,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,6,2,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726137612058637,0.0,0.36408054681224267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084916109651892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37572514693232895,0.0,0.0,0.23231102682900184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236676838543439,0.0,0.0,0.3549709548792434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581618375103491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397592595562531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SN82536,2019/07/06,"Getting Married this year and everybody I care about around me either wants to kill themselves or hates life most of the time... It’s supposed to be some of the happiest months of my life. I tried to talk to my fiancé about it. How I understand mental illness, but my dad knows how our grandmothers suicide affected us but he says things like “don’t worry if I get a motorcycle and I wreck, I’ll be going fast enough to die” or “I don’t even want to be here anymore.” One of my best friends stopped taking her meds and has been sober for 18 months, been in and out of mental institutions for the past 3 years and she’s on a great combo of meds. She decided she didn’t want to take them anymore.... so she could drink. Drinking leads her to suicidal thoughts. My best friend in the entire world thinks life is constantly out to get her, she thinks that if I moved away she couldn’t manage her own life in any way. My sister is suicidal always, on drugs, and has a son that my aforementioned father and mother take care of (it’s worth mentioning I have two other younger siblings that still live with them as well). I tried telling my fiancé all of this and then, obviously I’m still upset from saying all of that, I let him know that all of gagged is the reason I get so upset when he gets so angry with life. Because if you just take a drive you can find the beauty in the smallest things without even looking for it. He seems miserable all the time. I can’t get him to go get help either. But he blew up at me. Told me to quit directing it all at him, and when I said I wasn’t doing that at all he got mad. So I just stopped talking about it, and turned the radio up. He went freaking crazy and yelled and hit the steering wheel. Just needed somewhere to put this. Shit is getting to me lately. Sometimes wonder if it’s even worth the wedding at this point. Everybody’s year is shit, why attend what’s supposed to be the happiest day of mine?",3.8572959183673454,4.9152403418367365,4.379183673469388,88.60153061224491,71.60204081632655,7.4367346938775505,25.73469387755102,7.7094869923839395,1.1818969387755105,1522,46,323,18,28,482,198,392,0.18600000000000005,0.685,0.129,-0.983,0,0,3,0,0,1,40.0,2,2,2,4,22,18,5,3,16,0,24,11,2,5,7,64,61,31,5,10,15,5,0,1,2,0,7,4,0,0,21,17,2,2,11,3,2,8,7,9,1,2,9,5,47,9,52,44,14,46,0,1,1,0,42,18,2,10,20,216,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662550184124195,0.0,0.0,0.054451038408788566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881786947832435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128018260696667,0.0,0.0,0.07522935776328499,0.0,0.0,0.04881054975391197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805918808928236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632754798583776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652832536971475,0.0,0.06393019292407276,0.0,0.0,0.051639182895026836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310107573636273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687822977037166,0.0928569607246536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273476655926539,0.0,0.1586584578775692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731834604031003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237253407106809,0.0,0.3346704193252909,0.0,0.09101241022977027,0.0,0.06404010821124674,0.08827858069591242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079053553725751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366991595138798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858671858645137,0.0,0.08800987558287855,0.0,0.0903235966430877,0.0,0.0,0.08187804150886488,0.2827826421370998,0.03911865515073866,0.0,0.07070417640398544,0.0,0.06723948923322841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778817019191388,0.0,0.1613855077138552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782384626899046,0.08510282095444416,0.0,0.0593716457250455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054258194466143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643684749032838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569299382932974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049348946939552,0.0,0.08516538443099207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232634294306462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616587477933967,0.1273513756321924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289364808776144,0.0,0.0,0.16438349990874346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791922848184998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788963779193754,0.13388591380600853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26275409492991586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408137641418093,0.12871610344904974,0.06998559954041357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639125369731464,0.10261255120184724,0.0,0.0635674447588284,0.09338010973415624,0.0,0.0,0.07651128965245214,0.0,0.10872593127649807,0.08709427527869573,0.07821775041044937,0.08335675423184856,0.09631557650646222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168388403879512,0.06355664757554258,0.0,0.0,0.07199346187547771,0.07422663645108263,0.07225164004762047,0.0,0.0,0.07718560460157799,0.08683360408438287,0.0,0.08131600614082574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468933226513287
lonely,acnnlytiac,2019/10/21,"I'm being used. Met someone that I (F) went on a couple of dates with (M) through Tinder for around a month. The past few dates we got really physically intimate. Thought there was a some sort of ~connection~ but then they recently updated their Tinder profile (Haven't used it months and was thinking of deleting few days ago) and lmao my gut instinct is always right, they're probably just wanting some easy distraction. I fucking hate confrontation but I'm sick of being treated like this, I need more of that self-respect.

Whenever I meet up with them its just so FUN. I love how fiery and bright they are. Selfish (They say, but really I see him as someone strong mentally) but at the same time a big sap. Just wondering if all of it has been a fucking act to manipulate me. Everything has felt so one sided, I regret a lot, and its affecting me physically and mentally. Will I ever find someone that will truly care and love me? I'm really hoping for that special someone please, God just in this lifetime at least. I have so much love to give, I really want someone to love, badly. If I ever meet that special person I will love them fiercely for sure. I'm just so damn shy around people I like but once I'm comfy oh boy. 

 Ah, This hurts lmao. I feel bad for wasting their time..(Yes I know, I'm working on that self love thing its hard.)

I'll update this after I do the fucking thing. (Confronting them about their real intentions but I know they'll lie since they act so well but lucky for them I can see through bullshit). I kinda wish I was long term friends before anything got intimate. Because I genuinely see them as someone that has a good heart. 

Would appreciate comments/advice (Kind and not). So sorry for the long rant. Its hard to read I know, its all so conflicting.
I just feel so confused.",2.394781704781704,4.901243754985757,3.473262493262496,87.0574982674983,80.1111111111111,6.643597443597442,24.87110187110187,7.824948511530503,1.5320807114807118,1422,54,274,25,37,457,187,351,0.149,0.574,0.27699999999999997,0.9967,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,1,0,13,2,22,36,7,2,11,1,20,12,2,6,5,66,61,28,0,9,16,0,5,2,1,5,1,1,0,3,20,12,0,1,10,1,0,3,2,14,2,1,10,10,42,22,32,44,12,32,0,2,4,9,30,11,4,11,20,173,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840587616297598,0.07112454118207273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676293759371879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602754773090648,0.14285444016309076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398773421680327,0.048911236644799815,0.0,0.06827508794025391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818061430767465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877981802060486,0.0,0.05174570471868797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451564547674441,0.0,0.0,0.07211111383326974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113965689425882,0.0,0.07703932503008849,0.0,0.07333442397817888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199028129132667,0.22253119399396065,0.0,0.0769698645641738,0.0,0.06729830931771164,0.12834442157569992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437517323341683,0.07921662618812668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508027136759037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969264078666602,0.0,0.0,0.08589450078485651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355364471550357,0.13228713485352292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839869900874243,0.0,0.0,0.14201300637245926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821393938964762,0.4344977641520385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617184153555021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280875225792766,0.0,0.058982831679456185,0.059494118150475825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544892363003383,0.05437011881310338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659452218487435,0.055625671406315566,0.07005914617680356,0.0,0.08807524204745625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650818342278427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025790296422672,0.0913263500570156,0.20560543129006764,0.0,0.07922355777175645,0.0,0.0,0.06852126778152261,0.0,0.0638070386626585,0.0,0.0,0.19181356543536085,0.0,0.16740768988147367,0.0,0.0,0.06637220543289027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079031800155785,0.0,0.0,0.08981784557255885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562165943550042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066107186409887,0.051412110700084286,0.0,0.06369857232052809,0.09357273515975173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859661282229552,0.0,0.0,0.09465076731587076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214197070967525,0.07437975190016079,0.0,0.0,0.09226765862176996,0.0,0.08701272531255838,0.05841290186414801,0.0,0.0,0.056997487224539775,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Reey0303,2019/10/21,"Is anyone else sick of ""you'll find someone""? I am honestly so sick of fucking hearing this. It's always the fucking same. I could say something like ""I feel really alone atm"" and then the other person would say ""we can talk"" then I explain why I feel this way, because I can't get a gf even after so many attempts, and then they say ""you'll find someone, you just need to wait longer""

Ffs like can people just not think of anything else to say. And also bear in mind the people that tell me this are all better looking than me tell me this. 

It was nice hearing it the first few times but it gets so annoying. What's worse as well is in my entire 16 years of being on this planet not a single girl (besides my friends who are just being nice) has ever said I was good looking or cute, it's never happened. So to me it's hard to believe that I'll find someone.",2.1790636704119883,3.7718435730337134,3.423393258426966,91.65437827715358,76.75280898876404,5.420823970037453,23.10262172284645,5.6839178017228535,0.2838819475655434,668,20,142,3,15,217,107,178,0.102,0.772,0.127,0.5819,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,3,1,3,11,13,3,0,6,0,17,4,0,0,3,27,33,14,0,3,7,0,3,2,2,3,2,7,0,2,16,4,0,1,7,0,1,0,4,3,1,1,3,12,18,10,14,24,4,13,0,0,2,2,21,3,2,1,11,96,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123550732116991,0.0,0.0953979211814728,0.0992606583131207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341187287497151,0.12222894587379428,0.09816730795241976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271941174632238,0.0,0.0,0.13440144750219565,0.0,0.10550424780894453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524510675880836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19930663488056627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879136637198539,0.1079066153911328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063543110755225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32709270128516865,0.10146987580713583,0.0,0.0,0.09216485001659844,0.22056741466813912,0.12465049126126508,0.0,0.0,0.10005662912688487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548968957944052,0.0,0.1068623707960052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689019358685541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165602766291715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035079005729345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094355693124208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045110544041668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845364728124859,0.09200549099801396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540436840872882,0.1041613389255498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642163151507768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347419025235884,0.37946374985525505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032276562091463,0.09183695589098054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588254355139174,0.20853326401572345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643761849444927,0.0,0.0,0.06956023526584679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468858776562668,0.0,0.0,0.10725800515587176,0.0,0.1076426466913312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156893294733295,0.08474174906039164,0.0,0.0,0.07682025916163279
lonely,outlawedredhood,2019/10/21,"Vent It’s really fucking hard being a 15 year old teenager, feeling like you have no parents. Like I swear, my mother spoils me when it comes to materialistic things. I’m the youngest child so she can do that. But she just doesn’t have the capability to like give a shit about me. I’ve never had and will never have a dad. But I feel like I lost my mom three years ago. Right when I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety and started therapy, my mom just completely dissociated from me. Like she’s just not there at all for me. She blames me for never coming out of my room but it’s not like I can talk to her. I’ve tried talking to her about everything and she just doesn’t know what to say. She’s not capable of giving a shit about me. 

I got no dad, no mom, nobody who gives two shits about me. This thing is a whole big rant because my therapist is even shit and leaving me now but I don’t know. Everybody tells me to reach out but I’m always being a burden and they’re always too busy for me. I just really wish somebody cared for me.",1.4697081413210462,3.4734143732718934,3.2851612903225806,89.91440860215056,80.38248847926266,6.713978494623658,20.47158218125961,7.793537801064563,0.6734706605222729,817,22,182,14,21,273,118,217,0.196,0.7070000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.972,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,16,15,5,0,8,0,16,6,4,0,4,33,33,14,0,1,13,7,3,6,0,1,1,1,1,1,9,11,0,0,4,0,0,2,12,8,0,2,4,4,33,7,21,26,2,19,0,2,0,1,25,6,5,0,17,123,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923176235971427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331277335733375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967009180556786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348538857616591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618203785891893,0.0,0.0,0.17942215730321795,0.10919329979923446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969931875586737,0.10570425551067206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878631702937991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359816672825813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531695782458753,0.14880139385201946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627971191719173,0.0,0.2997140593273649,0.0,0.0,0.08329369725906173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329282197470212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446994918288662,0.0,0.0,0.11027375895623127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30527781825968536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136857878245652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659175783539331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409674751299916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928190655648264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156399021577942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334349895261532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889386490558909,0.0,0.08281971426751883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276104415882066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371385987372557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741446028925286,0.0910266941052636,0.0,0.1190980644219002,0.12091954003841734,0.13837766868294984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070713227155143,0.0,0.10173383220218617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627337329690215,0.11976078632309267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413100811131548
lonely,Lolodobloglobomogobo,2019/10/21,"Loneliness and health issues Hello’

How do you find support when you’re lonely?
I struggle with my health so in my free time i mostly sit inside the house and try to rest.
Sure, i can use internet to navigate around but it gets lonely all by myself.

Anyone else in a similar situation? Are there any support groups that cater to the lonely people that have health issues?",3.4865714285714304,6.103837942857144,4.324285714285715,81.87071428571429,76.71428571428572,6.857142857142858,21.42857142857143,7.957251820313856,1.2790000000000004,296,8,51,5,7,95,54,70,0.159,0.721,0.12,-0.4603,0,6,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,2,2,11,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,5,8,8,3,6,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237321777812316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582630062029246,0.18438161808296105,0.0,0.16019502224991242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032642051864228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447244716309697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940172522526664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5738402152735902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20763991602516735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375645309079363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475573959658215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20227307026516467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881244209332194,0.0,0.0,0.4084137493948879,0.16960219650176794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493118991463116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217528310792193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542035269945054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,farfromcarbon,2019/10/21,"I'm done. I think I've had enough. I seem to make friends, get close and then somehow send the friendship into a fucking oblivion. Forget anything romantic, I couldn't even keep someone I actually cared about from hating me. This might not be the place for this but I'm starting to get sick of life. What's the point, whats the point of me making money, whats the point of trying to look better by going to the gym, whats the point of trying anymore. I wish there was an off button - because frankly I'm exhausted. From a psychological standpoint, I think my ID, Ego and Superego is in total disarray and boy do I feel self destructive right now. I would say from a philosophical perspective, my shell full of the so called conscience is turning into an empty box devoid of any hope. That last bit of hope has catapulted itself face first into a public lavatory.

I wish I had the courage to actually say enough is enough. But I guess life goes on.

I'll probably delete this and pretend like I don't feel anything. Like millions do everyda",3.4174972497249736,5.576948648514854,4.383696369636965,83.62167216721673,74.89108910891089,7.063146314631464,27.063806380638066,7.984000788550335,1.7759595159515946,825,32,156,13,18,267,123,202,0.11,0.731,0.159,0.8897,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,6,12,3,0,15,0,15,6,1,2,1,30,40,8,0,6,3,0,2,2,1,2,4,2,0,2,9,8,0,1,5,2,1,2,3,4,0,2,4,5,16,8,24,32,6,21,0,0,1,1,8,14,1,6,7,99,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.2243805098735591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818083836710753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401540306978968,0.0,0.0,0.1892144832836254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008222088018673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167810521539787,0.12551312177783952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739316401682885,0.0,0.1172155230933064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176501574427343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35637190404800256,0.0,0.07593397428455483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626055169902536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977900409014302,0.0,0.0,0.0888224646093784,0.1062842362343918,0.1201300045147513,0.0,0.06533784057666475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266480363247121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350514676650947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283744038080993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021870841011714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371265350422177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240780476558098,0.1123331838969996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654250484930013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534814268912029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196078305677327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201150253392368,0.0,0.4347202102311536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239528180938736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818035594824093,0.0,0.1828511926509418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466075001828204,0.11993463572099855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097410338675287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137354319574934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473311715328708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610876684528324,0.12505002029796128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644105066730526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166856459374576,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,somea2v,2019/10/21,"I haven't had a date in a decade. Apologies in advance if this is not the right place for this. I'll delete it if this shouldn't be here.

I just turned thirty last month and I haven't had a serious date or romantic prospect since my first year of college. I've approached women in this time, friends, coworkers, acquaintances, and such that I've seemed to have a good relationship and rapport with, some of which friends told me I should approach or thought were interested in me. But over a dozen women have rejected me and promptly cut ties with me, with the exception of one or two.

I don't want to give the wrong impression. All of these women had every right to say no. I'm not under any belief I'm owed a date or any nonsense like that, and I understand rejection is a part of dating. And I don't recall ever suggesting anything other than dinner, so I don't think I've ever broken any major social taboo in pursuit of a date. I just feel like everyone will say no at this point, especially since most of these women wanted nothing to do with me once they found out I was interested in them.

I'm starting to believe something is so offensive about me that the thought of being being attracted to someone would repulse them.",4.011974771639846,5.687194595041326,4.785632883862551,83.43768377555463,72.05785123966942,7.904654197477164,28.43932144410613,8.532816995589336,2.0966661157024795,980,38,189,17,19,316,133,242,0.125,0.754,0.122,-0.4149,1,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,2,9,15,2,0,12,0,23,1,0,0,3,42,40,15,0,7,12,0,1,2,2,4,0,2,0,4,13,11,1,1,8,0,1,3,10,6,0,4,9,3,20,9,32,24,5,30,1,2,0,0,17,14,0,9,15,133,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28978061337220823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168885926740137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003287020457346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569705266726666,0.11967664374535075,0.13572736837410326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182078261542639,0.10147494554977846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082098642912514,0.0,0.15574189392155502,0.2194828367438428,0.0,0.0,0.13625978029476934,0.0,0.11913822239085875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578331630604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878924645138696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337669478813953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362932808185093,0.0,0.0,0.151270261759982,0.09625144186004317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381781443855266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840382223660267,0.0,0.13427575072227133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250011913669936,0.0,0.2426064524420421,0.0,0.2259152492644645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930984526703448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23499748066789394,0.0,0.0,0.14479409156711762,0.12035185892811305,0.10935099223424903,0.0,0.0,0.10053817001726677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101487898089096,0.0,0.2255312132516236,0.08282592418892658,0.0,0.0,0.13572736837410326,0.0,0.0,0.15450107869993573,0.13875454814023622,0.14787089512525425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756028911079746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090267315066412,0.15530080084587033,0.0,0.09147049226009593
lonely,WhutDoesItMean,2019/10/21,"Why do I feel like this now? Normally I don’t care as to whether or not people like me. For a long time I didn’t care about being in a relationship.

The last couple weeks I was talking to a girl, and I thought we were getting along great. I asked her out on a date, and she agreed to it, but she flaked on me. Twice. 

It killed me. The second time I just drove around for two hours to clear my head, to no avail.

Now I can’t shake the feeling of wanting someone next to me, and wanting to feel close to them, and cuddle, and knowing the other person actually cares for me. I’m dangerously aware of how alone I am now, and all the seemingly happy couples around me.

Why do I have to feel like this now? I’m already stressed with school. I don’t need my free time plagued with thoughts of what I can’t have right now.",2.029774436090229,3.4394545380116988,3.0437468671679215,94.99539473684212,76.71929824561403,6.0553049289891385,23.325396825396822,6.5431188927421005,0.3248309106098581,630,19,149,5,14,201,99,171,0.11199999999999999,0.7040000000000001,0.184,0.885,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,0,10,13,2,2,9,0,13,2,1,1,2,34,32,11,1,4,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,14,0,0,8,0,1,2,7,4,0,3,6,4,25,10,26,25,1,24,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,2,17,101,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.12644652260076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420063710355307,0.14298925043981525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306984685682969,0.12113514709108718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963310886047032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867445776798108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620680822282055,0.18513683230687905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769759699478198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285691077858811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379350122302937,0.0,0.0,0.13298134713214754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276052882515831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335555526051355,0.0,0.07121103921622113,0.10562093085514576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899114207974411,0.0,0.0,0.11466981022606987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960782313134028,0.0,0.0,0.13780449777481393,0.0,0.12695600269825838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983099994560685,0.11313990460316782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911507333374382,0.0,0.11065635428278196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113683221833528,0.0,0.11796022658168208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978848918556466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484277411680693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041474883331458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573617547422254,0.2266686986745723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657596104968674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285340129194874,0.0,0.10393726068008848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338425927223252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thatgothboy,2019/10/21,"I feel like I do this to myself All throughout high school I pretty much had no friends. In orchestra class, my stand partner would talk to me but only because he had to. But a few other times, I think people tried to be my friend and I was just too awkward so they left, or I immediately panicked and pushed them away because I felt like they were only approaching me out of pity

For example, there was this one girl sophomore year who for at least two weeks randomly came to sit with me in my lonely little spot, and she would try to make conversation, but we really didn’t have any similar interests so all I could think of doing was nodding at the stuff she talked about and letting out a few “oh”s because I didn’t know what to say. And in junior year, this group of girls asked me if I wanted to sit with them, and for some reason I just got so embarrassed, I told them no and moved a bit away from where I was eating. One of the girls after that even came to me and asked if I was sure, and I said “yes. Please leave me alone” and I don’t even know why I said that. I felt like a complete douche afterward. Overall a terrible experience, and from then on I would go hide in the orchestra room during lunch because I was scared of something similar happening. I maybe could have had 4 new friends, but I didn’t take that opportunity, so I often feel like I’m the problem when I wonder why I have no friends",5.212429041546692,5.1992355,5.741805841217609,83.86121554915675,68.12587412587413,9.10703414232826,28.7116412998766,8.841846274778883,1.9202018099547509,1107,34,237,17,17,358,153,286,0.14300000000000002,0.715,0.142,0.1872,0,3,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,5,1,15,18,0,3,9,1,26,2,0,2,3,51,49,24,0,9,9,0,4,4,5,3,0,3,1,4,10,18,2,0,10,2,0,6,7,7,0,3,21,7,43,11,34,21,8,34,0,2,0,0,28,16,0,7,13,167,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371452543941566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809842783079051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872341974783858,0.0,0.1881690832758449,0.0,0.0,0.24417691907682645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093266130643266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290662714755181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499456696567784,0.0,0.0,0.1599067990720194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246790983484402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228265072934828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795583887275616,0.0,0.0,0.1012672792311076,0.14307963895319142,0.1922996260574536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094707256810136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691169747038255,0.0,0.08009086354899922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855320325518602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580308782924222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006831707749698,0.0,0.0,0.10603347998984287,0.10880207369026554,0.10239962475569536,0.0,0.19569279062198328,0.10036628393944808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684402528046221,0.0,0.10060378522948132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643264996076754,0.07361419944514876,0.0,0.0,0.09671554327918323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135714500514843,0.15232150392509294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942425706904577,0.0,0.0,0.1099233158132596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187807262157464,0.0,0.0958201657750118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415205405976034,0.10296028665958963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905115670298302,0.07963510629065422,0.1002573061116022,0.10134671946943258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709243105912536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463599474173485,0.0,0.0,0.09438047922675402,0.0,0.07529258953225561,0.16097699029319013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833094862382724,0.0,0.0,0.058392262566441415,0.0,0.0,0.09568777178356368,0.0,0.1359765617100344,0.0,0.09782193300748984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590649877636658,0.0,0.0803260245224485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072100144356465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859722961818427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340910259557794,0.0,0.0,0.12897336319362812
lonely,VersaceNH,2019/10/21,"No friends, don’t know how to make them Idk I just suck at making friends and before I honestly don’t know how I made them. I’m 19 and don’t really know where to start",-0.3189473684210533,1.5094910526315817,1.778157894736843,99.2346052631579,85.84210526315789,5.905263157894738,17.394736842105264,7.1686216300943375,-0.17002105263157885,132,3,34,2,4,44,24,38,0.16,0.614,0.226,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,11,12,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,3,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27726176668463315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034789533526796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372115338940664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083131561492454,0.4349950685904494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873838042261228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23062784025962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UsedJump,2019/10/21,"Hi whomever you are! If you want to talk DM me! I'm a 34 year old dude from Portugal. I can talk anything, anything at all. Controversial or not. Fun or depressing.

And I like to make friends online :)

DM me or PM I'll reply when I can.",-1.8846222222222195,-0.19424484000000145,1.208666666666666,96.29211111111113,107.4,4.622222222222223,19.555555555555557,6.42735559955562,0.2838888888888893,178,7,42,3,9,62,37,50,0.08199999999999999,0.6890000000000001,0.23,0.8001,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,6,6,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,4,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,4,4,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5432176050834944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284277625346774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25500123280941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124918681955006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031562196975815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463393180699361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5305746563055975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467618027473474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254589778453287
lonely,TheRedComet3x,2019/10/21,"I wonder if I’ll get really depressed again when I get older when it starts to become sadder at how I’m still. I’m still Young and I know shouldn’t give up hope, but sometimes I feel like I’m just meant to be this way. As if I should start to get used to the feeling of getting lonely. No friends and no relationship. I envy people that have someone special in their lives, but I’m happy for them, because I wouldn’t  wish this feeling I have on them ever.",2.1834375,3.7217821354166674,3.59416666666667,90.6675,76.60416666666666,5.633333333333334,22.416666666666664,5.985473137389443,0.26275416666666684,359,10,77,2,8,118,64,96,0.14800000000000002,0.62,0.231,0.8751,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,8,7,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,1,21,26,10,0,7,5,0,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,3,11,5,11,21,0,15,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,4,11,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633615938203942,0.210771168433194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437284983651534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726284757405799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289487959337604,0.13633832177517105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474448764568699,0.0,0.398830492991534,0.18307405508021912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315598843501634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895502219144748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048823560134418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323628034045307,0.0,0.16851792033853594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323065499540196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225895246771144,0.0,0.0,0.2048940277914407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170070730150687,0.0,0.18874866837029372,0.0,0.27015940339237554,0.0,0.3048150320061026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482713119889644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148233976905445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194601031493459,0.0,0.20696116014690147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,altaccountforh,2019/10/21,"Your new best friend Hey I know how it feels to be alone and have no one, I’d love to be your friend though, I’m super wholesome and enjoy making people happy, even if you just want to talk for a little bit then that’s ok :) just as long as I can make you happy",2.1425862068965533,2.5354189482758653,3.4925862068965543,95.84853448275864,75.0344827586207,5.8000000000000025,16.224137931034484,3.1291,-1.045944827586207,201,1,50,0,4,66,45,58,0.053,0.5,0.447,0.9856,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,2,5,9,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,3,0,11,11,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,9,6,9,2,4,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,1,3,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345598756894691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376716180998564,0.0,0.2472521246303031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958465065278814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451260239210513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499481612518736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821738558066279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446477801283486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22698752160807786,0.0,0.20042331402054012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440259675340736,0.0,0.30234774143623144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21873103803629093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346537158199292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700930066407556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203208601717094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251061064520625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335808666023196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Colourneutrality,2019/10/21,"Classmates think I'm a creep and perv First I have to tell a little bit about myself. I have always been an introvert. I think I realised that already in the kindergartern. I got involved in sports when I was 12. I really liked doing sports and in couple of years I got really addicted to it. I trained like 5 times a week or more and wanted to become a professional athlete.

Now I'm 17 and I had a bit of a low point in sports so I took couple of months off to reconsider my goal of becoming a professional athlete. In this down time I realised that I haven't made any serious friendships or relationships. I had been always just studying for school or done training. I have changed schools two times to study subjects that I want and I realised that I don't talk to anybody from my old schools. No strong friendships were made. 

So after I had thought about it I decided to hang out more with my current classmates to make a stronger bond. It's been fine with the boys. We been going to parties on weekends and I get along really well with couple of them who I also talk to outside the school on almost daily bases.

Now here comes the problem. When I started talking to the girls then they got freaked out by me. I spoke to couple of girls from my class and after a while I got a message to my facebook from one of them saying that I should stop trying to talk to them because I'm freaking them out. I'm still really confused what I did wrong because in my mind I politely asked if they would be willing to go out with me. I even said that I want to go out as friends to chill and not on a serious date.

That's how I see it. In my mind I was really polite. I asked them out playfully because I was trying to be fun but it seems that they misunderstood me and now think that I'm a creep. I guess my attitude change was maybe bit to sudden for them. I have always been quite a dull guy and I tried to be more open. The girls say that I have changed when I stopped doing sports but not for the better.

Now I'm sad, disappointed and angry at the same time. I'm sad because I feel that my reputation has been ruined in school. Although I was quiet and introverted my opinions and words were respected. Now people don't listen to my opinions that much. I'm disappointed that I was misunderstood that badly and I'm also disappointed in myself that I didn't know how to explain myself better. I'm also angry at myself for that reason. I'm also angry at the fact that it's the one time when I try to talk to people and they turn me down.

I don't even know if there is any point in making an apology or trying to explain myself because I'm afraid that people will again misunderstand me and that I will only make it worse. I don't know if it even matters anymore because my reputation is ruined anyway.

I guess I just comes down to the fact that I haven't done much communicating and socializing in the past.

I wish could see this story from other angles but I guess I can't if people involved are not even willing to talk to me. I would like to at least understand what I did wrong.

Maybe I'm just overdramatizing this for myself and in couple of years looking back I would just laugh at this but at the moment I feel depressed as fuck and I it's good that I can write this of my chest.

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Also sorry for any spelling mistakes as english is not my first language.",3.5221686000675767,4.897796594436315,4.649630307467058,85.12122775650411,72.80673499267935,7.186496227052598,26.018949205991674,7.680030821947732,1.3321911476517632,2666,88,542,33,52,875,252,683,0.153,0.775,0.07200000000000001,-0.9966,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,10,7,35,36,1,2,28,0,54,3,1,8,2,104,114,50,0,15,20,0,2,3,1,8,1,6,0,5,39,34,0,2,15,6,0,7,13,22,1,5,32,11,96,14,93,70,10,80,0,10,3,1,41,36,1,16,40,394,135,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055809421245234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562566339347657,0.0,0.061301205906433766,0.2221180224420263,0.1386670539006624,0.06018879410880775,0.06749977022161358,0.11332845335965085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509103235929097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386417960086304,0.0,0.0,0.0427147995230182,0.046382231999572525,0.20317791075779773,0.12270202110192645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825956202117928,0.18193982393272104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629475210765838,0.09570343633949914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044352443949595866,0.30732709530325897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784544546380076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369461417043795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676196099291464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617586434211465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450221922066862,0.0,0.0,0.04291807194710353,0.051355414619613515,0.02902277143200097,0.0,0.09471165279199864,0.04659300814658656,0.17771479672140042,0.0,0.18358495991461596,0.055003592078179404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158707870090033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141730287052176,0.055676056411443985,0.0,0.0,0.046648313433968455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512619150999876,0.11124089413915984,0.0,0.11161561037809603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218006015241057,0.0,0.04433976903370487,0.0,0.08167181567595116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829076042995417,0.0,0.07528472600493982,0.042248553559708975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053029106263216684,0.1540465065033486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502609526549136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315419427366723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059084647905059434,0.0,0.0,0.1779349219951234,0.0571150241216082,0.0,0.05964029973504826,0.0,0.0,0.05284111524635443,0.08835175511419226,0.0,0.2810996606041099,0.0885328929018973,0.050570963315154066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662659852210409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621840823773816,0.0393188321988665,0.0,0.04436259091723442,0.0928851801647765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26789566099454243,0.048553464942325236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678328699344314,0.0,0.04410078245866424,0.16195931427542093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171849623769681,0.18857524716590848,0.06042284225884888,0.05426463197229984,0.0578298860176938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098295128451356,0.0,0.04455914971721995,0.0,0.04994644684338413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638801749020933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056610564763319125,0.11838415021916544,0.12147120099281004,0.06749977022161358,0.07154522378326066
lonely,aleevad,2019/10/21,"I always feel used by people because I am a good listener, like a free psychologist, when it's my turn to be listened I feel stuck because I can't find a way to really open up It's like a wall.
I know I am the kind of person that trust someone after a long time, I am angry now because I trust some people and anyway when it's the perfect time to just speak I stop.
Is there anybody who feels the same?",2.8193103448275885,3.3802251264367835,4.7132758620689685,87.09681034482759,73.59770114942529,7.179310344827586,24.84482758620689,7.1686216300943375,0.927331034482758,314,9,70,3,6,108,57,87,0.085,0.67,0.244,0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,8,0,6,0,0,1,1,13,15,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,2,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,10,9,7,13,2,12,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,10,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188757036845246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148562254865919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441059162016523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073364214904816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027067875307488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362289462170505,0.12467060561680905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22165450848592974,0.0,0.0,0.20075475437791707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145378943952068,0.19807631768266498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532566034531885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220892697492034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965642034156185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645556480115313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467472195100889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592521611560734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006265073640113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sadkitty23,2019/10/21,"Hi, if you genuinely don't care don't read this I am 23f and I was physically assaulted by my ex boyfriend 26m last night, he also broke my cellphone and I am stuck using my tablet, the only person I had to talk to my best friend 27m is moving away and I really don't know who to turn to, I feel so alone, I haven't eaten or drank much at all today, I keep crying, I just need someone who really cares to talk to me. I also attempted to take my own life last week Friday, but it didn't work, the past two weeks have been hell for me.",9.765084745762714,3.725886610169496,10.215,74.36877118644071,64.25423728813557,13.833898305084743,35.432203389830505,10.125756701596842,3.0395186440677966,412,7,100,6,4,143,81,118,0.153,0.7879999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.8697,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,4,7,2,0,2,0,12,3,0,1,1,13,24,9,0,2,4,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,2,1,2,1,0,1,5,3,0,1,7,1,18,4,11,17,4,10,1,1,0,0,11,2,1,2,7,62,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549573770886548,0.0,0.27101302059111604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920080597960934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782391736135578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455245234440526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612930587821552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567737160796399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091414407139335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061206316542408,0.0,0.0,0.0931235061918704,0.27624344530671563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196852555538922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009508641183816,0.12456286313550648,0.12564262320973904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901430273842046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887189420672454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175610278756938,0.0,0.14795437228306504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949261162647364,0.0,0.21710386283998773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357168726922795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740287330044836,0.272389769378628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061571267810268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843094136760695,0.16552485994148294,0.0,0.0,0.14634759321025828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718399350729737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335925714441258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AFrozenSnowMan,2019/10/21,Help Building Confidence I'd like to talk to some people (16-18) to help build my confidence a bit. I always overthink things that more than likely won't happen and I get really nervous around people and end up just not doing anything and hating myself for it later.,11.083529411764708,7.71122647058824,10.551078431372547,64.83485294117648,58.80392156862745,12.55294117647059,37.26470588235294,10.125756701596842,3.8086,214,6,35,3,2,70,42,51,0.098,0.653,0.249,0.8319,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,7,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368665266622081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342574556892236,0.2534148157591635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107836572871147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521312969900818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872724709650134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517309152890609,0.0,0.0,0.2810506513848399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816138333321689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781487483675947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947058069687721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236556886146327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288053035766939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912072730476087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dylan-Knighting,2019/10/21,Bored Someone hmu. Cheers thanks.,5.254000000000001,4.115479400000002,-0.4549999999999983,102.77750000000002,155.0,1.0,22.5,3.1291,-0.4789999999999997,27,1,4,0,2,6,5,5,0.20800000000000002,0.198,0.594,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6771796083624921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7358177614178809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway___72626718,2019/10/21,"Does anyone else get so fed up by all the normies saying things like 'you don't need anyone to be happy' and never talk about FAdom and loneliness because society makes them feel ashamed? Seriously. The entire society, all the normies;

'Youre too young to care about that stuff'
'Youre too young to call yourself lonely'
'Youre too young to say you have depression'
'Its not about looks it's about personality'
'You don't need anyone to be happy'
'Its your choice you are single'

Bruh all these shits easy for you to say when you are a perfectly normal, attractive and neurotypical person that has nice relationships, that doesn't suffer from like 200 mental disorders, depression, trash self-esteem, anxiety, autism/Asperger's, and something called the ugly and the nice guy trash at getting girls and getting friendzoned all the time.

I can't even admit and talk about it. 

Shit.

Also shit all the people having long term PDA inlove sexually active relationships saying that shit and complaining about shit like 'oh today he ditched me to go out with his friends he doesn't love me imma die', 'he didn't talk to me much in college today he wants to hide our relationship', 'i feel like in the last few days our relationship is a bit less romantic' bruh what the fuck should we say our relationships lack the other person in them?",5.82855646630237,7.584240553278693,5.65568306010929,78.65807832422587,67.64754098360655,8.864845173041894,27.080145719489984,9.2995712137729,2.2780872495446265,1061,33,189,21,18,330,141,244,0.185,0.655,0.16,-0.7479,0,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,4,10,2,1,13,26,6,1,12,0,15,8,5,1,7,29,31,11,1,6,1,0,2,4,1,1,0,5,0,5,13,11,1,0,3,0,0,1,8,13,0,0,2,8,22,13,25,26,12,19,0,4,1,2,45,6,6,0,16,114,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837745488992207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541026568156086,0.0,0.0,0.17935898929944255,0.08760887165276349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052122396743289945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334813662623166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461812690827952,0.0,0.08717694619847358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514295560947218,0.0,0.14728880407456135,0.0,0.08873957087479302,0.0,0.09799490140466377,0.0,0.07482505764068613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142755453697873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647453354425998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646670332565845,0.061084018387982775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606011741553866,0.07904699735525507,0.13401680934446428,0.0,0.0485938488551745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466232489286242,0.0,0.1820410281073784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969710783230093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709158770885008,0.0,0.0,0.07566827960829797,0.07180175909306609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717062717670617,0.0,0.05707453134815819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616784183018414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285522028742581,0.12680014830338426,0.06594589517704948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377568857212278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059277653010642375,0.22397617784900595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45899606208441296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399807500617672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919923752129791,0.0,0.4388427319243315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582509588146918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788153313721568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617443908273206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568050059176296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049858024054580084,0.0,0.16209543916827832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043242805249285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,skepho,2019/10/21,"Waiting to be rescued It is said that the only person who can rescue you from your loneliness is yourself. I do agree to an extent. You can only take yourself so far. It is important to have someone else to give you encouragement or hope or to even lend a hand. I don’t have that. I just moved from one state to another hoping to restart my life. I had no one and I thought that a change might be healthy for me and prove to myself that my own life is worth living alone. It’s not. Happiness is real when shared and I have no one to share this experience with. I’ve went from alone to isolated. I tried going out and had a few dates, but nothing feels right. I just want someone to swoop into my life and change everything. Prove to me that my life means more than this. Too bad that’s a fairy tale.",1.343224533715926,3.5401906036585373,2.5625968436154962,93.87250358680059,81.98780487804878,5.810043041606886,20.622668579626968,7.048011613610866,0.3538418938307033,625,18,138,8,17,200,97,164,0.099,0.762,0.139,0.3895,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,0,6,7,0,0,6,0,17,5,1,0,2,25,29,10,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,12,8,0,1,5,0,1,3,4,1,0,3,5,3,19,6,20,21,4,10,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,5,2,97,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957970381224852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973904602183574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923266832259186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021285349852606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929170970028505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431855401871683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283401136426807,0.13968654285696125,0.0,0.0,0.07220435403906393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698749943133273,0.08115696174156324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520140624951974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836667479216578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034575946055653,0.0,0.0,0.12609568574000987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555518891790735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148903785541815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177460671269524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370211788704662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902964684489609,0.21721282295084304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246881139962618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253852591971762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219510672703531,0.1358362221124351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419892380687716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736839840829687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133678510277201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695234114387064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842275870386107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237773353012414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dahecc,2019/10/21,"My love is worthless Every time I show interest to a girl. They'll keep their distance away from me. Every single one of them. They take different routes to avoid me, pretend to be busy around me, close doors whenever they see me. Some even quit their job. That's why I always hide my feelings from a girl I'm interested in although i know it'll eventually show. I never talk dirty, not even with guys. I joke with them, smile at them and treat them food sometimes. As soon as they realise I am interested in a relationship with them. They stop smiling at me, stop talking with me and avoid me. I have no friends. I only have my mother. My father hates me. My siblings ignores me. I'm alive rn because I don't want to hurt my mother's feelings. She is the only reason I'm breathing today.",2.046250000000001,4.366274273885352,3.3438813694267537,88.56575835987263,80.14649681528662,5.70843949044586,23.82523885350319,6.9077264865688965,0.8631659235668798,619,22,124,7,16,201,95,157,0.136,0.6659999999999999,0.198,0.9282,2,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,12,1,4,13,1,2,4,0,9,3,1,1,1,22,21,5,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,8,1,6,4,4,0,0,4,6,0,1,0,3,37,7,19,18,2,13,0,2,1,1,24,7,0,1,6,81,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423711711473061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231769813200574,0.0,0.0,0.16075663932618442,0.0,0.0,0.1043026309860627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787659267427971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260234678534917,0.0,0.28832284514203715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302935423280494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689809016518002,0.0,0.13219353829073352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941859514277205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689285141012583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831690023328714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697930496322065,0.1520839606776719,0.0,0.0,0.09403358108371396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544268865650584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196496706730693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159436323480166,0.2602626599632426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198880590112596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759220949510882,0.0,0.18370028962188756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363467163930487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692249667748345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860990735065567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864795266741905,0.2750517727765219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977137295261804,0.0,0.1621853735867322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092081833453877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543935929429028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,skizzo22,2019/10/21,Coz no one cares It’s amazing,-3.531428571428574,-4.094823428571427,-0.7392857142857139,106.59678571428572,140.42857142857142,1.4,17.785714285714285,3.1291,-1.2397999999999991,24,1,6,0,2,8,7,7,0.183,0.25,0.5670000000000001,0.6808,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8328356041867391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5535204209411875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nottrynasaymynamelol,2019/10/21,<3 I love being alone but i feel pressured to have friends especially since i just moved into college anyone else feel that? I just wanna make a couple of genuine friends but everyone just wants to party lmao😭,3.823,6.5238273000000016,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,76.0,6.0,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.6635,172,7,29,2,4,54,31,40,0.083,0.605,0.312,0.9118,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,11,7,2,0,2,5,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,5,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29556590883495365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954318029108734,0.2924038478292281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157657203968086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383969955739729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726912465903481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885917405915286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409652163290887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575651061378772,0.0,0.1904922671004967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30331202675890084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23606792320724765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832354691620385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JonWatchesMovies,2019/10/21,"I'm so fed up. My mother's dementia is getting worse and I fell hopelessly in love with someone who doesn't love me back and I'm just in so much pain right now. I'm usually good at putting on a fake smile and going about my day to day, or genuinely enjoying being alone but I really feel hurt today. I just want somebody to hold me.   


I will never have my mother back and I'm afraid that I'm going to die alone. I have no talents and no skills and I've wasted my life. I'm so scared.",-0.2617295597484244,1.7619928584905722,2.326698113207545,94.1144496855346,87.39622641509433,5.79748427672956,18.26729559748428,7.1686216300943375,0.20608427672955987,377,10,88,6,12,130,67,106,0.3,0.57,0.131,-0.973,0,2,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,1,9,11,0,2,1,0,6,5,0,0,1,15,20,11,1,1,4,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,7,1,1,1,0,0,4,4,6,0,0,1,1,11,5,10,17,1,18,0,2,0,2,5,6,0,1,8,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026892859823305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989704335515145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25074990156251603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176138924381504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829685908067187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156843359660384,0.0,0.22096934562727216,0.163057441467654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811425541167436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731379100945226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509156691766583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290982524932835,0.0,0.14993689167847846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068603106187008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543042152607487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454063080448252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602055421375309,0.0,0.0,0.1946330219491601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471847404531936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427292736643192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410931514360976,0.0,0.11466493072370787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198115000888218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,veritygreene,2019/10/21,"Lonely horror fan I really want to go to a haunted house attraction and I have nobody to go with.  I have gotten over doing some things by myself, like movies, going out to eat. This seems truly pathetic to do alone though.",2.0386046511627924,4.688440767441861,3.6802790697674443,83.99437209302326,83.18604651162791,6.2306976744186064,15.576744186046513,7.554174236665415,0.4603618604651163,175,3,31,3,5,58,35,43,0.266,0.515,0.218,-0.5729,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,10,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,9,9,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344368297901125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33041700547916425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5505506851425634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725941773687749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775725779757538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068640770747477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939646567315487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145267056377523,0.0,0.3172569178769641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046037356465648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jaysuschrist1,2019/10/21,I had a dream where I had a girlfriend and I woke up feeling so happy then I realised it was a dream Being lonely sucks,-1.1515384615384612,0.9052296153846164,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,99.0,2.6,18.03846153846154,3.1291,-0.8070461538461537,94,3,20,0,4,32,19,26,0.177,0.46,0.363,0.6418,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,4,1,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42904553928873307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9032828600258284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,broke_clueless,2019/10/21,"Anyone like me who doesn't get any call from anyone except parents can you believe that its been more than 2 years since i got a phone call from any of socalled friends.

in the beginning i thought may be they are busy. but as the time moved forward i realised that they are busy in not being busy which is weird.",7.61095238095238,5.936358031746032,6.460317460317459,86.14857142857143,63.92063492063492,9.034920634920637,33.698412698412696,6.42735559955562,1.8393746031746023,248,8,53,1,3,74,50,63,0.034,0.902,0.063,0.1901,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,13,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,7,2,8,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,5,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462908161885817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356062324182673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868613910808535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5199761914992587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967131870665883,0.0,0.13302465853849574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363708378514933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243909337288462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706130699199724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827173390007166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210618306472646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021340912114206,0.14846674811256236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396226987017878
lonely,throwawayaccount6292,2019/10/21,When you know you’re probably not in a good relationship Where your significant other is controlling etc but it feels better than feeling alone,13.678000000000004,11.238989600000005,12.095999999999998,52.868000000000016,53.0,16.400000000000002,45.0,14.554592549557764,6.640600000000001,120,5,18,4,1,38,24,25,0.14400000000000002,0.616,0.24,0.4209,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35113585036289546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998470598799203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802542399111157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781113167292763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428504547082281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843647216889453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632362222780605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655348217843277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639944684886105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pinkishbluesky13,2019/10/21,"I didn't choose to be alone. I don't know whether it is just me or that people hate me without any reason. My anxiety is just poplin like crazy that I almost teared up during school lecture. Having no one to cry on in sch is the worst feeling in the world. I thought I would never cry in the girl's toilet but I did. The more people around me the more I feel alone. People say I'm a loner but I'm truly not. I didn't want to be alone...
I really just want that one real friend in school and that I am already more than happy. Someone to just catch up with in sch, each lunch with, study together with and hang out. Then after school we would say goodbye to each other and look forward to the next day.
Studies and group projects are already hard and stressful enough. Being lonely just adds even more. Sometimes I just want to change schools because of how lonely I am and that I wish to start over again. I can't wait to just graduate out of school.",2.2757556561085965,4.053685148717946,2.9830165912518867,94.10619909502262,77.0,5.408748114630468,21.21417797888386,5.900188976854957,0.0037028657616891,744,19,161,4,17,233,110,195,0.16,0.7240000000000001,0.115,-0.7386,0,7,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,11,8,1,1,7,0,17,1,0,2,1,46,31,12,0,6,13,0,3,1,1,2,0,2,0,1,7,16,1,1,6,0,0,3,8,5,0,2,4,6,19,3,29,22,8,23,0,2,1,0,6,14,0,2,9,113,26,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077820049984892,0.3437324736242942,0.2441620239474512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523099568753773,0.0,0.08463029954124468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984825866873843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743794728899448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703000740208495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430398502692901,0.07134606169524779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430854301623247,0.0,0.07306890807584843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118739226411256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547110253036086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776581685607322,0.099101171968466,0.10922248194382636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060798386623308234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054047369213669504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289985778711593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532331743643275,0.0,0.1176543865439822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992911478570278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300870732500403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259191548553103,0.0708712822902257,0.11374425413934433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595203086964628,0.0,0.5598084168914998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373494735872874,0.0,0.10941415649302334,0.0,0.0783032365103758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267242732655556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878264639622987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575420378752206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721701444192396,0.1066416739994453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571742529009361,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BmC1x,2019/10/21,"Its been a long life I'm unsure why Im even writing here, tho I feel its because I still have some form of hope. Im a 26yo male from another ruined society. Recently the silence has been defying and Im running out of will too preserver with it. Ive lived a pretty shitty life with many downs. Im blessed for the little I have tho recently Ive been questioning what I really bring too my life and those around me. 3 years ago I was doing well at dealing with a past I never healed from. I then fell in love with a girl I was friends for nearly 10 years. Sadly the fact I truly loved her started opening unhealed wounds that I carried because of love and broken trust from my youth. After a while I self admittedly became toxic and pretty controlling. I dont blame my past for the shitty guy I became tho If my life wasnt so out of control then I question would I have been as worried about having no control of things as an adult. Things finally got on  top of us when We found out she was pregnant. Honestly I had never been so scared in my life. I was so broken trying too convince myself that I could raise a child. I wanted too go ahead with it and promised myself Id never let my child live remotely close too the hell I iived through. Things were rough right up untill the first inital scan. Which was the first and only time ive felt genuine love in life when I seen my sons heartbeat. 20 mins later I was in a room with my then girlfriend and a midwife. What I didnt know was she had mentioned I smoked a bit of weed prior too that scan date. Which meant the midwife had too involve social services. That shook me because my whole life was shapped by My mother and her hard drug habit which meant I had a childhood of services constantly dictating my path. I couldnt bring that too his life and walked out the door angry, feeling so betrayed because she knew this fear. 3 years later my son Is nearly 2 and we havent met just like me and my dad. Ive been lower than I am now tho I cant accept this life and cant find the confidence too step out my room. I feel so alone with my battles. No advice, zero direction and no one too speak too about it. Everything inside me just wants too be a dad and feel that love Ive only for 5 minstes. I started off fighting for that but it complelely ruined me when I wasnt even told my son was born or healthy. It started me down a road of pain and sheer sadness. I ended up doing my own form of hard drugs, In the hope maybe Id feel just something... anything. All it did was push me futher into a hole. Last October I quit the drugs and have been off them for a year now but Im far more empty and even more silent. Recently Ive started accepting this is it for me. The pain, the silence and confusing is my life. I dont want too one day leave him with the same unanswered questions as me but with every day that passes my fear of death fades and I feel im closer too the end than him.... I know reddit wont have the answers but if someone hears me then maybe ill feel less alone in this",2.670809523809524,4.073102715873016,3.764952380952384,90.5117142857143,75.01587301587301,6.5003174603174605,24.02857142857143,7.003673034542,0.7577199999999995,2381,72,513,23,50,771,285,630,0.146,0.7759999999999999,0.078,-0.9889,1,2,5,0,2,0,45.0,3,0,1,8,41,31,3,5,33,0,57,23,0,3,5,91,95,47,1,10,10,6,11,1,2,3,18,2,3,7,30,39,0,3,22,0,0,10,16,14,1,5,35,16,85,17,65,53,11,94,2,4,3,5,46,33,1,10,52,353,115,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656455451158506,0.05131156213907077,0.0,0.0,0.11990281078266983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069747221234555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04763442493937416,0.051529924562228185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411446410303748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319543065074051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255312368351802,0.19476885711149944,0.0462164643543462,0.0,0.0,0.07466207581729074,0.05967689586024143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568158366061522,0.0,0.20138467689972744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253786208003796,0.0,0.0,0.11469749468334747,0.0,0.048770611169754466,0.0,0.05202330780456496,0.0,0.0,0.13027344161246132,0.20487877561208329,0.0,0.05557867998493087,0.06341019084714483,0.05290584361390222,0.0984739071195746,0.0,0.06346791749484021,0.04472180934504398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03289738088373147,0.0,0.04629592439848696,0.0,0.0,0.057315253146615834,0.0,0.0,0.10370718494171367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524060477644643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498573690011656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751544149271697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362416710578925,0.04718400284956135,0.0,0.06129185971774411,0.0,0.05919133688979114,0.4088588913185003,0.028279688339299607,0.05801597944533369,0.10222703542781757,0.05122640568171002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612173737086281,0.0,0.0,0.05868630712919706,0.11630653057789098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393344728611756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844875154542019,0.08804830560561556,0.123187447721898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051556943026684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777971516230253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453335123070498,0.06156782536936516,0.0,0.0,0.037082614834603365,0.0,0.17146337002346956,0.0,0.0,0.04943347586058964,0.0,0.0,0.0579529856273687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060386681862185876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900647042311505,0.04904577477815649,0.044562702933341435,0.0,0.0,0.16388521082072102,0.0,0.04622703777322487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153686707145377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03375321045925158,0.0,0.0,0.055311600500365585,0.0,0.039300117029220184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962853082057671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024262226776202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052045568960908256,0.0,0.052232211324150894,0.06462653810369556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587850298482386,0.0,0.041119844977362506,0.0,0.0,0.1491041751142517
lonely,DreamTraveler1,2019/10/21,"I hate my life I'm just so tired of being me. I feel like I am getting lonelier by the day. I used to have people i chatted to before, but now i feel like i have no one. I desire to have a relationship with someone, but i realize its almost impossible. I have never had a true friend before, much less a girlfriend. I just feel like I am so incapable and unworthy of love. I just don't understand how anyone would be able to love me. I have ugly blemishes all over my body, and i have a boring personality. 

I daydream most of time. Imagining myself better looking, and loved. I'm sorry this is all a mess. But i have been feeling so lonely and depressed lately that i just wanted to get these thing out, even if i can't come up with a way to say them :(",2.1419230769230744,3.6699565256410303,4.5207692307692335,84.02423076923078,76.69230769230771,7.364102564102564,23.538461538461537,8.139509932561175,1.3110153846153847,582,18,122,10,13,204,95,156,0.262,0.555,0.183,-0.9136,0,2,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,1,1,10,14,1,0,7,0,17,6,1,2,4,34,34,12,0,4,8,0,4,3,2,1,2,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,2,6,25,9,15,29,5,10,0,2,1,3,10,3,0,3,8,95,30,0,0.148986040425525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918799849721218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417450356351007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535522941234791,0.0,0.0,0.13176604553422328,0.0,0.16548990441416514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833828170101114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960836707668595,0.0,0.12832145830712108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984038745802472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30132727427512673,0.3193069711464406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510624525690805,0.0,0.1556781139005731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709287024498627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680627429751383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523324639321688,0.2183611613289799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511075086433074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033971548622439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095218822662824,0.0,0.11490721907421712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095679678136804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328816133911282,0.13008886384009724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995525094787671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847967920817608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262353885745721,0.0,0.0,0.16677767458959036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897970513501954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687495828612311,0.1712375367372181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509972235788988,0.0,0.1286761035357003,0.0,0.0,0.08787582673817862,0.11825818416042108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583540849996602,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,srkdpu,2019/10/21,"How do adults make friends? [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fJIWMTWojy8](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fJIWMTWojy8)

This is not self help video or anything, but it had a few peaces of info that clicked into place for me. This is why I share it here, in case something clicks for you too!",10.958571428571425,15.260501285714287,4.800238095238097,79.3489285714286,59.95238095238096,5.152380952380953,22.404761904761905,5.985473137389443,0.0046476190476192345,242,5,37,1,4,58,38,42,0.034,0.759,0.207,0.8482,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,5,4,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,1,0,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430088303496518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220354929042879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793868699533899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782317917991167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354900706757461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348360485217826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32088978989121114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761168469163895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jejudoghoul,2019/10/21,That feeling when You find out you'll be the only person in your family alone on Thanksgiving...,7.718333333333334,7.70815416666667,7.818888888888887,71.065,62.88888888888889,11.644444444444444,29.11111111111111,11.20814326018867,3.364044444444444,77,2,13,2,1,25,17,18,0.10800000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.081,-0.128,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941295997082413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497654945683694,0.0,0.2412350629673373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360588906384971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36285449623654736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165835347670773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xPipokidx,2019/10/21,"Always here I know I'm not the only one, but I hate how so many people feel so lonely and so empty, having to fake that they're happy when in reality they have nothing or no one to be with. It's somewhat ironically sad how so many of us share that same feeling, but are alone. 

I dont know who you are, or where you're from, but by God dont you dare give up, things may suck, they may look glum, but keep pushing, everybody is going through something in their lives (me included at this moment) just know that you're not alone, you have many wonderful and probably lonely people here that can help, dont be afraid, dont be shy, I love you, whoever you are, I love you, you gorgeous human being.",8.23974358974359,5.1202869720279685,8.39311188811189,77.33787296037298,63.89510489510489,11.491375291375293,33.62354312354312,9.2995712137729,2.6514717948717945,539,14,117,7,6,178,89,143,0.251,0.583,0.166,-0.9559,0,6,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,7,3,0,12,12,2,1,1,0,18,2,0,2,0,25,33,15,0,0,9,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,6,0,0,2,7,7,0,2,0,3,17,5,11,27,2,9,0,3,1,2,18,5,1,6,2,81,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688461486257397,0.0,0.0,0.10799549804475868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6084506437920767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125122969874733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450618797857725,0.0737625256049757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816363915673602,0.0,0.12814054184783344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699535677797514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153631240485546,0.0,0.0,0.2139872139892847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146067576764769,0.0,0.10899073068628956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23428069589789985,0.0,0.0,0.3947594108702665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453679879049195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589783408590542,0.09871097975341722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799597891919101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993533973211342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991851715383976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622656575275102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612113030036054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075148495631226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,I_wanbe_a_realboy,2019/10/21,"Nothing feels real anymore I cant tell if its a dream or not anymore. I just wanna feel real. I have no friends and ny family doesnt care. My life is on auto pilot. I love fashion, clothes, and shoes. At the end of the day i feel like shit when i take them off. I put it them on so i can feel better and not have to be me. I feel like i can be someone else. The clothes hides the real me. Honestly no one knows im lonley and depressed. I havent my diagnosed. I just know ive tried to kill myself many times and still want to sometimes. Ive talk to some prople n they always tell me hang in there itll get better. It hasnt, but maybe ill show them that i can hang on a tree with a rope around my neck. No one cares until you die, but fuck it cause theres no point in caring when im dead already.",-0.5665120428189105,1.2538340734463276,1.7098245614035081,99.39642283675288,86.79661016949154,4.4042818911685995,16.660422242045797,5.399115186594226,-0.8449706214689265,609,13,152,3,19,205,107,177,0.18600000000000005,0.665,0.149,-0.8765,0,1,0,0,0,2,19.0,0,1,4,2,9,14,3,0,7,0,15,8,3,1,0,29,30,13,3,3,8,0,5,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,7,2,0,3,10,4,0,2,0,5,27,10,16,27,1,19,0,1,0,2,10,9,2,3,9,94,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960268146381948,0.0,0.09772304775235344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329463315704463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045503072576516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773984017284666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592268067190418,0.12064762525759486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574184353564567,0.0,0.1011545847467368,0.11920347022084365,0.12188861874252464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810962434056272,0.0,0.10402077120319304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071601324217814,0.0,0.29691677939412703,0.16780443166801742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907371580273915,0.10857534275177448,0.061359788041365215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537199480555193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993469304405786,0.0,0.12908860776400874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295436695380952,0.11475468400711175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599804643336334,0.0,0.0,0.11907006451687985,0.11798856306596688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126909524514122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916656482095573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110228042728736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806393794848853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010319013513362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205548638834964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099510155823215,0.0,0.11615539421191655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379115230345957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830348110821576,0.09439726213110564,0.20530295147829936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848270309779665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973695567329524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927167817639554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mintikah18,2019/10/21,"Why am I so alone? Honestly I hate feeling so alone. I literally have no friends to hang out with and do fun things with. And it really just sucks because I’m really bad at meeting new people and making conversation since I’m an introvert. But I’d love to be able to go out, hang out with friends and do fun Halloween stuff. It’s just such a struggle for me to make friends idk why",2.158553345388789,3.980514873417725,3.7481374321880665,88.2913924050633,77.48101265822784,7.552260397830018,26.475587703435806,8.418075326091056,1.7198195298372516,301,12,66,6,7,100,52,79,0.213,0.542,0.245,0.6382,1,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,11,2,1,2,0,5,1,0,2,0,16,14,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,7,12,13,0,8,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,1,38,8,0,0.19717008281608386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40841748482345613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462878335156875,0.12019305241814054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969511816993136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569993506465062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205630185072203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946646365325553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795369777550965,0.0,0.26322512266104153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042809462832694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366929093959921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25262440776100153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310113000488058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612498077405125,0.22571257229539946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099104186434782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35583066379391776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ChromaGreen,2019/10/21,"Never felt more alone after a breakup out of nowhere I had always been a pretty lonely guy apart from having her for the past year. It was a long distance relationship, but we made such good effort to be with each other as often as possible. She was always so happy with me and would tell me we could never end, because we were perfect and were making the long distance work. Then university started for us, and it's now been about a month into it. One night, she goes out, and gets quite drunk, and she tells me the next morning, she slept the rest of the night in one of her female friend's beds, with them. (She is bi) She suddenly tells me she has been unhappy for a while, and that other things and people were making her happier. I still can't understand why she is suddenly thinking this, as the weekend before, I was at hers and she was genuinely acting so happy from the places we went to and the things we did. She even cried, not wanting me to leave. It just doesnt make sense. This was going to be my first and my last relationship, I always thought. How did this happen..? We have been through so much, and then it just ends so abruptly. I'm struggling to handle this, and it doesnt seem real.",3.772989307298929,5.145842870292888,4.350676429567645,87.51956183170618,72.17991631799163,6.9847512784751284,23.738028823802885,7.3871296695380915,0.8844168293816832,942,25,192,10,18,299,136,239,0.069,0.8140000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.9478,0,3,0,0,0,0,32.0,7,0,1,5,13,7,0,1,13,0,27,3,1,5,3,47,44,24,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,15,25,1,0,5,2,0,3,6,2,0,3,20,1,33,5,27,20,4,35,0,1,0,1,29,7,0,2,25,153,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031911135692624,0.0,0.0,0.2899931225732271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081734644381497,0.0,0.09885377855521782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275385430710374,0.0,0.1276094392554417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578774367969027,0.0,0.0,0.07673048165751463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115432964836617,0.0,0.0,0.0988158068950307,0.0,0.0,0.0897541654535975,0.0,0.06069505247673548,0.0,0.06602320009120252,0.09743952541306497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502850151357455,0.10273047751346176,0.2473344159126393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094695649852813,0.0,0.12300932808020948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561705165709399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992471420808772,0.2326370492616247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927273473731624,0.0,0.08539975498095219,0.0,0.17919794933074845,0.0,0.12355019373312758,0.21803902303618716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744224862440845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089927765793704,0.08053900725835933,0.0,0.12137496865429935,0.0,0.0,0.1309664258529999,0.0,0.11818864438370914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235631756798002,0.0,0.13222911983200514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24945041038745594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057585861296473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222710877992898,0.0,0.09277507456633173,0.0,0.0,0.12144815262215232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30461823153309275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435897177270974,0.07443829893928329,0.0,0.09222755696729744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093910379273387,0.1397405598540148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852122988484677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769256759895712,0.10482712139451117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457456796978655,0.0,0.0,0.0825252247969138,0.0,0.0,0.07481093117104498
lonely,Atrmajin,2019/10/21,I hate feeling like this I honestly don't even know why I feel like this but i feel utterly alone i have amazing friends a decent family but I still feel so empty inside I feel like  I'm stuck inside an infinite loop of nothingness and truly I hate it but I just don't how to shake it off I've thought about talking to a therapist about it but I kinda of feel like that would make me feel even worse then I already do now,0.6016666666666666,2.797832500000002,2.6044444444444466,92.42000000000004,85.1111111111111,6.266666666666668,21.22222222222221,7.554174236665415,0.8163555555555555,335,11,74,6,10,112,54,90,0.19,0.539,0.271,0.7638,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,2,1,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,19,19,8,0,1,5,0,7,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,9,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,7,12,7,7,16,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,8,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314891307180315,0.17383330879574546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080882170873648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850102406202326,0.0,0.557547389163031,0.4501450009826266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170381223961947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31104764163103743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657189636048629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307836013814811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514949592303686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258000695396691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266130317071436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289924932942228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250576529762261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214226420959972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605319445203732,0.11190159713432464,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Honey0318,2019/10/21,"Scared, lonely, unsure of future. Just recently broke up with the father of my child. I know it’s for the best, and I wish having that knowledge would remove the heartbreak, but just doesn’t. 

I’m staying at my moms with our 7 month old, and laying in bed I’m so lonely. I’m used to having him there. Whether he was laying next to me or in the living room playing video games, it was so comforting knowing I had him close by. 

I miss him so much. 

But it’s for the best.",0.05149659863945644,2.295713367346938,1.8031632653061216,96.68052721088438,88.79591836734693,4.082993197278912,16.329931972789115,5.46131890053228,-0.7252476190476194,362,8,80,2,12,118,65,98,0.13699999999999998,0.7020000000000001,0.161,0.7641,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,6,10,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,17,15,9,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,5,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,6,0,0,3,0,11,4,13,11,3,13,0,5,0,0,9,6,0,1,5,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5111499229117801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676809380738204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150458700254951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852252529467794,0.19438731648510327,0.0,0.1790262492080871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590022392676392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555490193744941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404614358611364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438210237175921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595759105691733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103360506779742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800532354234369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300027926006314,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,accountimnotusing,2019/10/21,"I had a cuddling dream last night I feel like I should use another account for this. Last night, I had a dream where I was a girl who was lost in the woods. Then I met some other girl and we became friends and she fell asleep in my lap and I got to wrap my arms around her. Even though it was just a dream, that was probably the most sincere joy I've felt in a long time. I'm really hoping I can have similar dream like that tonight.",2.2296313364055287,3.215529075268819,3.1677726574500795,96.01451612903229,75.45161290322581,7.034715821812598,21.88786482334869,7.447530270364453,0.3759413210445461,336,8,83,4,7,107,62,93,0.024,0.701,0.275,0.9681,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,7,0,9,3,2,1,0,13,17,5,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,10,2,13,6,6,6,2,14,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,3,10,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407317569804629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204372419884939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163360411332769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116081152319673,0.16401002860228195,0.2204301562447268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773708088092008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361389387836205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22802200374028256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742721893791081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243196895239017,0.0,0.0,0.2031686360909737,0.0,0.0,0.25061068085588833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43088538200369797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475230978579346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707306082423888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255584760759082,0.0,0.1338683368750617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828102730311145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThrowRAwantadvice,2019/10/21,Anyone need to talk? I (35M) am lonely and depressed. Taking to other people helps me. Feel free to DM me if you would like. I'm happy to just talk about you if you need/want to.,-1.8761538461538445,0.0006371538461564796,0.8629487179487221,100.45288461538463,100.53846153846158,2.6,9.064102564102564,3.1291,-2.1387128205128203,135,1,32,0,6,46,28,39,0.124,0.618,0.258,0.743,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,4,6,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212313099001743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27251125120339825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997923032072384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33680922763675725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120734449614084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457501307787944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692069744749824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934901966008988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23789027637911195,0.5086139412846064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866184487838319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22475850861140026,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chas-ity,2019/10/21,"Night sucks. I’m never stuck in my head until I’m alone at night without a thing to do. Distractions are welcome, please. Tell me about your dreams, aspirations, inspirations, accomplishments or victories. I’m bored.",4.419729729729728,7.85210610810811,4.517621621621622,75.85372972972975,82.51351351351352,8.365405405405406,26.318918918918918,8.841846274778883,2.9563340540540546,174,7,28,5,5,54,32,37,0.18899999999999997,0.528,0.28300000000000003,0.6416,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,1,5,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,6,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,4,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33456837865676425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33152863251509124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24914565396162325,0.0,0.0,0.6062957214230011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545970575712729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823481287495697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461108852408364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113956466583545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bigrounddoor,2019/10/21,Can I talk to someone for a little while I’ve just had to cut contact with someone I’ve talked to everyday for the past 7 months and I don’t know what to do,3.793333333333333,2.8082783333333365,5.196666666666669,89.86500000000002,71.22222222222223,8.311111111111114,29.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,1.2973777777777775,124,4,31,1,2,42,26,36,0.07,0.93,0.0,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,7,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906365954134001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476656529787674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768769152777523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311369382852365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5878218889733428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5576192347482305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Segreto828,2019/10/21,"A whole new low. I had the world at my fingertips. A life I loved. I was never alone. 

Then one day, with no warning, my husband decided to end our marriage with no fight, no effort, he just decided if wasn't what he wanted anymore. 

That abandonment cuts so deep. Our friends were his friends. I'm a pariah. No longer welcome in the life I helped build, and I don't even have a reason why. 

At 29, my son and I are sharing a bedroom in my father's house. My stepmother has given the other spare bedroom to her son. He doesn't want to be here. But he also has no where else to turn. 

She doesn't want me here. The room I've been shunned to is still called ""the kids room"" for when her grandchildren come to visit. Children who will most likely only get supervised visits. She's showing his lawyer pictures of the house as requested, but my room, shes sharing pictures from before my son and I were here. She's pretending I will just be up and gone in a week, but that's not possible. 

All she talks about is her son and what he's going through. I feel so selfish because I just want to scream, what about me?! He leaves every day. Was gone all last night. With friends. With women. While I'm here, trapped in this room with no one to keep me company. I can text others, when they're not busy. But I crave contact. For the last three years, I've spent every night next to a man who no longer wants me. 

I feel worthless. Discarded. Unwanted. Trapped. I just want to feel loved. I just want to laugh with someone. Hold their hand. Lay my head on their chest. 

My biggest fear has always been being alone. I'm so scared right now. I don't want to sleep because I know Ill wake up tomorrow with no one beside me. I've never felt so alone.",0.7660351995565406,3.1030657670454573,1.9384063192904684,96.45664911308205,85.93181818181819,5.025055432372506,20.233093126385807,6.467335915029111,0.1003027161862522,1338,41,295,14,41,423,179,352,0.192,0.701,0.107,-0.9756,0,5,0,0,1,0,56.0,2,0,2,1,22,19,2,2,14,0,26,10,5,1,4,50,53,20,0,10,12,6,5,1,3,2,3,1,6,4,10,13,0,3,8,2,1,6,17,9,0,4,13,6,45,10,36,35,4,45,0,3,0,2,49,19,0,2,21,182,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165527076750617,0.0,0.08147387376593931,0.08477281522668896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103817256088846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421092827972174,0.0,0.08669288115760833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403147683599127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776111012475467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314091087958612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510816278734094,0.0,0.09023596602607603,0.0,0.0,0.06729117110870264,0.0,0.17167758809520514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464399211157912,0.15454166763853752,0.0,0.097821346713464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361380812992201,0.0,0.053228405106247635,0.0,0.05790108909144474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455888142189278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828841423244023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23511305216009215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055615258043943,0.0,0.0,0.05599090974721108,0.1660925629513853,0.0,0.10787683805711212,0.0,0.0,0.14392255222827696,0.04977371176748671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839024265280164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715318880137738,0.09839691200301542,0.10835116693412583,0.19121607072650906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711078041733624,0.07748478222688279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485506126373105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475021824573097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700547013209903,0.0,0.0,0.10200024724718697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195417038666986,0.0,0.08632309620713066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136197352612694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188776183920055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081682991441204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.480734509171001,0.0,0.0817224667153229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193138906746276,0.11374604421059567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560776188923016
lonely,huhpeach,2019/10/21,"Just Sad & Lonely It’s just one of those nights that I wonder why I even try. I reach out to people I love and I get little to no response. I don’t know what makes me so unlovable, or why nobody cares about me. I feel like I’m being crushed with this sadness and loneliness. I don’t want to exist.",0.09639560439560667,2.089877892307694,2.009890109890112,97.19153846153843,85.46153846153845,4.32967032967033,16.978021978021978,5.288315135182226,-0.7436593406593408,233,5,54,1,7,77,49,65,0.281,0.555,0.16399999999999998,-0.8646,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,12,12,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,10,3,7,11,0,3,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,2,2,34,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942774792492306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27691335334901074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938862445305573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732865060695015,0.19403043012471474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418993044186279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926374613397686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268958677310888,0.2722136201246821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24512876492480504,0.0,0.1812944884586752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548773288960524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404255910703396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829259786715807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439794053512532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019616858055347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4901518329122385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29453760615180397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,madamespookyshit,2019/10/21,"Sick of being let down I got ghosted by a guy that I was really into. He was visiting my area and we were suppose to hang out. But I hear nothing from him and I only texted him once. I get the message, I’m not stupid.
I just want a genuine connection, someone who just likes me for me. I don’t get why it’s so hard.",-0.839142857142857,1.0612795857142885,2.1510714285714307,95.22517857142859,88.85714285714286,5.214285714285714,20.17857142857143,6.6274283507984215,0.1901428571428574,241,8,58,3,8,85,56,70,0.098,0.816,0.086,0.0484,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,10,12,4,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,2,13,1,8,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,1,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31515874856022424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412259846831663,0.0,0.0,0.2986424519500297,0.0,0.0,0.27018434269671604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399376798930039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084178296787512,0.0,0.14735197006679818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894040273143079,0.0,0.0,0.3212060250022468,0.0,0.22938886624859264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321982214045896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555541436774133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789806729793325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721571449874605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Duchess1992,2019/10/21,"I literally don't have a purpose. I work a job that not only do I love, but it's the only thing I'm qualified for. I work long hours and rarely do I get time to hang out with people. Not only that but I travel for work so when I am home for that one day I'm out running errands and taking care of what I couldn't while I was out. I've essentially alienated myself from friends, family, and any potential to find a partner. I make fairly decent money, and have no real reason to spend it. I've got nobody waiting for me when I return, I've just got myself. I've gotten to the point that returning home just isn't even worth it half the time. I just wish I had a person to share a life with. I have friends, but that only goes so far. I try to put on a happy face, but that is becoming harder and harder to do. I'm exhausted.",2.2980639585134,3.113298797752812,4.5994382022471925,86.47438634399313,75.06741573033706,7.499394987035438,22.119273984442522,7.882392219407189,0.8586796888504757,638,15,143,9,13,224,95,178,0.06,0.799,0.141,0.9499,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,8,7,0,0,9,0,13,4,1,2,0,26,26,14,0,2,9,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,2,11,10,0,1,2,1,3,4,6,1,0,2,5,0,18,6,19,20,0,20,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,10,93,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216445983393417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659219551857951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317385757298238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688867982882468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992283227943646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416275054606626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731140707968725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321412588421085,0.0,0.07849120882707994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24031215030245284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992718102487907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30139445754752786,0.0,0.1479505000504929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908433798622367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611491251078337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329526071850058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355923001600793,0.0,0.10028254621197746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180263391089628,0.4570397486493327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415353112784062,0.13117877551204132,0.0,0.0,0.14201995138698095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510269429583909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099949722809968,0.0,0.1544658578177617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129574791091286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980897777779428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520562966313905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199921216756833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276200379065265,0.0,0.0,0.3281170279169497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justalittlebitpretty,2019/10/21,"I am just tired I have friends. Good friends. I love them. I have a great family, they’re my rock. Something is just missing. I don’t know. It’s dumb. I’m tired. I started grad school in August. Interning as a therapist lmao, yet I can’t even help myself? And I’m supposed to help these kids. I’m trying. I hate me, I don’t like how I am. I hurt myself again today for the first time in quite a while, even though I’m 21 years old and not an emo 14 year old anymore. I’m just lonely. I don’t know man. I’m tired. I’ve been moved out from my parents house since I was 18, with their full support, but since my ex and I broke up in April this is the first time I’ve been alone. I just don’t think I’m doing well alone right now. I’m just so fucking tired.",-1.435211038961036,0.5191594940476207,0.663181818181819,103.90909090909092,93.9404761904762,3.7688311688311695,14.779220779220779,5.238671369647483,-1.2458785714285714,577,12,150,3,22,189,99,168,0.17600000000000002,0.679,0.146,-0.705,1,4,1,0,0,2,26.0,0,0,2,3,14,15,3,0,6,0,15,6,0,1,0,16,32,9,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,7,1,2,3,0,23,8,10,29,1,24,0,4,0,2,11,7,2,0,17,80,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525133796556497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208968829312781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103404544326785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492107045703412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20738445522958784,0.0,0.0,0.18836681389398907,0.11269909608269628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022480285825317,0.0,0.13440055921653982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035582974985087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342054120281596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066186284933438,0.13050169403023773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339914665785363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955656611844115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110023912582827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956559379428229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558373273426908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536094141498733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296608441502382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410610040083937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337424551582485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016819509134911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384833141805872,0.0,0.0,0.0862849006411705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833621180092134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415409600808299,0.0,0.0781117240187045,0.11977092445608335,0.0,0.1421674302989057,0.560446900900173,0.11555157111972315,0.0,0.0,0.08276541064494615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096071262102526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700549025123187
lonely,IPanzerZoldat,2019/10/21,I got called cute It was nice,-4.204285714285714,-4.934802142857142,-2.424999999999999,118.6825,141.85714285714286,1.4,3.5,3.1291,-3.5598,23,0,7,0,2,7,7,7,0.0,0.408,0.5920000000000001,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.787257831285979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6166239592157421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mrsunderstandable,2019/10/21,"Long night ahead I've had a rough and emotional day. I cant sleep. I'm tossing and turning and just want to cry. I feel so alone..so..so alone....

My body is aching..my heart hurts..my head hurts..and I'm just so fucking alone..",-2.6391836734693856,-1.4395413469387748,-0.6749183673469386,108.62884693877552,115.53061224489795,2.7763265306122453,13.063265306122448,4.935628992294339,-1.6051077551020407,170,4,45,1,10,54,32,49,0.077,0.85,0.073,-0.29600000000000004,0,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,0,3,5,4,0,0,7,9,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,8,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150169292282694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761748484892228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731113154206973,0.16034750464243086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796782910796653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257161495941387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298568989511098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25516885211129864,0.0,0.0,0.2946309135686044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220032090802404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333249199350173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24881223165112315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27044095058531137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664999186019442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tumblerisgay,2019/10/21,probably going to delete later so i know this girl and well no point of dragging it out but i am deeply in love with her and i think she likes me too but i dont want to mess anything up in between me and her shes just so amazing and Beautiful  and she degrades he self all the time and usually i hate people who do this but when she does it i fall more in love and i find it cute. its just i have no clue on how to tell her and its unhealthy but she makes me feel better and when with her i am positive and confident and funny. this is stupid,-0.4377310924369766,1.6189863613445397,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,88.74789915966387,5.080672268907564,17.743697478991596,6.5431188927421005,-0.27220336134453804,423,11,103,5,14,140,72,119,0.145,0.5329999999999999,0.322,0.9879,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,1,9,11,2,0,1,0,7,2,0,2,1,28,16,20,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,14,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,0,1,21,7,13,16,2,14,0,0,0,2,16,7,0,0,6,78,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953737209476281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209975784201038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776496053883425,0.0,0.2782506128454333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200450208180674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169945693661016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492938606619467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23439984599105684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047801338498796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598981083785928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285556955296568,0.0,0.1584774957376673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459485133619325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244355283223336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559753658671469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247677404442513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751266680274566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212703961357515,0.0,0.0,0.1384395913196265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26148096118374065,0.0,0.1400345252591735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346613252223764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,culozak,2019/10/21,"Being a perfect dude So I learnt yesterday that Drake has a kid with an ex pornstar. 

Which is kind of funny but frustrating because normal dudes would be slaughtered in this situation. 

But literally every girl I know would do anything to date Drake. Lol I'm just venting because I'm lonely.",3.5672222222222203,6.499960907407409,4.527407407407409,78.63333333333334,78.81481481481481,6.562962962962962,29.37037037037037,7.793537801064563,2.4040592592592587,235,11,38,4,6,76,45,54,0.12300000000000001,0.742,0.136,-0.0635,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,3,1,7,0,0,0,1,9,10,3,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822264379121812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181298432708605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889581617235469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571395324076012,0.18848156632781835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360274826299084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38550083576846794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872571628704367,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cagause7,2019/10/21,"The after effect of knowing you are “to mature ”for your age I am just now in my high school years and I have already started collage for my 2 year degree as I hit my 15 bday. I have friends and people how support me but I don’t have anyone I like 
When I was a little younger I had a few events that put me in to a “funk”. it was enough to make me change how I looked at the world, and in the process I became a lot more mature. That’s when the gap in how I look at my generation happened and it is also why I can’t find some one I like. I feel that they are all to childish all of them are ready to grow up but have not matured enough to know how the world works. and even know in then I feel like that some times. But I still want a partner my age that thinks or at lest has matured to a higher level then everyone else in my age group.

I apologize ahead for any misspelled words or bad grammar.",2.2729010989011016,2.9710668871794894,3.5180402930402934,94.64826923076927,75.0,6.186813186813188,23.159340659340657,5.773587663045528,0.13154945054945033,693,18,168,3,14,226,111,195,0.04,0.825,0.135,0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,2,3,11,6,0,0,11,0,15,0,0,6,2,32,29,20,0,1,7,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,8,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,3,4,30,5,25,25,9,33,0,0,2,0,8,15,0,5,19,122,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608158891591384,0.13484914018154714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467060263455373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790633589096385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079461081272399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838261148185786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086432918698424,0.0,0.0,0.348468856331262,0.0,0.11137504756293336,0.0,0.0,0.16112816117346065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705234659080078,0.12046554484535718,0.0,0.0,0.15411995349478985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027905247597013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491142968487299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816129136082853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780152343959305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471445848311577,0.1690062844347113,0.0,0.0,0.2832046174520487,0.0,0.0,0.14335872017699566,0.0,0.0,0.11255832044281376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142644849228661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690315986948742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951443379863804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065723492870813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935345580396454,0.0,0.1346639317162156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913533517287384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804792183986753,0.0,0.0,0.09832643940513128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945923800607476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215759602957818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276081586837027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171776023664896
lonely,ENTEAY,2019/10/21,"Lately... I thought to myself ""I live kind of far away from all my friends, so thats probably why they don't invite me places."" but even when I did have friends who lived close I would still feel the same loneliness because they still don't invite me places. Maybe it's because I come from a less than wealthy family, maybe it's because I'm not a fun person to be around, maybe its because I live far away, or maybe its a combination of all of the above. 

I don't know, but I'm bored of having nothing to do with no one.",3.856173001310616,4.146248247706424,4.447994757536044,90.90706422018349,71.11009174311927,7.696461336828308,26.580602883355173,7.447530270364453,1.046524508519004,405,12,94,4,7,129,66,109,0.145,0.7709999999999999,0.084,-0.6766,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,0,2,15,15,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,1,13,4,14,11,4,13,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,4,62,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230827411299107,0.0,0.0,0.2581691733701266,0.0,0.0,0.33501227862027233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835129921470296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074631707681012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952123098931234,0.0,0.06946967406492363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122978972964382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430729359106562,0.07550721388295714,0.0,0.1549844965747083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639597489347648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5521161206387203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183161545871633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310057689151303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996565517924335,0.2870914179804903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813213504615352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944333338083571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907413777395847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239751789748338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759954654894766,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Evangile12,2019/10/21,35 year old divorced male with two kids lonely as fuck That’s it lol,-1.66,-0.15880633333333094,-0.2666666666666657,105.88000000000004,112.33333333333334,2.0,11.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.0083333333333333,55,1,13,0,3,17,15,15,0.303,0.556,0.141,-0.4939,0,2,0,0,1,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070171957068156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5754878644777963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5357390595022116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35317267903968463
lonely,Tenga-Samurai,2019/10/21,"Even If... Even if I miraculously got a girlfriend I wouldn't know what to do. I'm too far gone at this point, I would be playing catchup with someone who has either had previous relationships. What's the point?",4.587967479674799,5.983910073170732,4.993658536585368,83.60235772357726,70.21951219512195,8.393495934959349,30.739837398373986,8.841846274778883,2.3286032520325213,167,7,34,3,3,53,33,41,0.0,0.948,0.052000000000000005,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,3,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494994128666188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27215054992293464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18700730454358452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6433433818697899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653300832548511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28831554290571465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417229717028993,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jaysinicky,2019/10/21,"All of a sudden I hate being alone. I just need to vent, this is probably all rambling but I also am wondering if anyone else feels this way. You were fine almost all your life being alone them bam you hate it and cry everyday. I'm 28 and an only child. I have lived on my own for the past 5 years. I'm used to just working crazy hours, never really gave finding a relationship much of a thought. Then about 7 months ago I bought a house.  I moved an hour away from my hometown to be closer to my job and to have a new fresh start. As of yet nobody has come to visit me. This is the first time in my life that I'm so sick of being alone all the time. Yeah when I lived back in my hometown I was usually alone, my Godmother was my only means of socializing outside of being at work and she still is even by phone. I work in healthcare so Holidays are never a given to have off and I was never really one to celebrate but with the holidays coming closer and knowing I have had zero visitors, it's getting harder and harder for me everyday. Does anyone have any tips on how to stay strong?",1.946466666666666,3.7297206577777793,3.849055555555559,87.50425000000004,77.97777777777776,6.988888888888887,21.027777777777786,7.908726449838941,0.8767111111111112,848,22,179,14,20,287,132,225,0.122,0.7709999999999999,0.107,-0.4053,1,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,1,5,12,4,2,0,12,1,21,3,0,2,7,32,40,17,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,6,2,1,4,3,2,0,3,9,1,25,2,30,26,6,39,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,3,23,128,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884133607131232,0.0,0.11165488702130437,0.4619369795970691,0.0,0.08916949906998665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582636553121944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559320125351979,0.11424875658124363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476143241957027,0.08573949188064117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210119430756364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248162048601488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757767261802892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314706533184043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736471673954485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637964029367881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019123965589854,0.09484502266254073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825610100796098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017371335872207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961744261342644,0.1286603429840572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065025475100132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127953838275538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575167755486616,0.0,0.0,0.196919687163472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146025922721555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900121994032058,0.11851082730477484,0.08196807728492231,0.0826786089392693,0.2579956704205747,0.10769100507665406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555781867310911,0.16960723474539427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644293492335366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202198887824301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286429968107148,0.0,0.0,0.11971328560576742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136640189917766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892291973076786,0.11884814876564452,0.08904702927852264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852151295962328,0.1300374527458905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963034288772817,0.12280561438301582,0.0,0.0,0.08850647722861676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092104753383147,0.2435281480104693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718047515400125
lonely,alessandro924,2019/10/21,"Feeling like a mong Accidentally lit myself on fire today to make it short i was refilling a lighter and that kinda went wrong , so to cope with the pain i grabbed some wine.
During my drunken state I started to dwell on my past like my ex etc so thought it was a great idea to check up her insta and well that was shite cuz saw she had a new bf whilst i am still lonely and doing fuck all with life and just don’t know wtf to do",7.271739130434781,4.387030956521741,7.3604347826086975,83.25739130434783,65.52173913043478,10.504347826086958,31.69565217391305,8.07648339933343,1.8859260869565213,336,8,80,3,4,109,68,92,0.19699999999999998,0.667,0.135,-0.8187,0,2,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,1,5,0,8,4,0,2,1,16,16,7,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,4,1,1,1,1,5,1,0,7,5,10,4,10,9,3,12,0,1,2,1,4,4,1,2,8,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782723579323688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616100104477035,0.17825175729530174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306702564653687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750883772911491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281669206085888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712552732970598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623803540647645,0.24379837741834065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655151016745276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409806968121328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654988583375704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23818788403265626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766062093823981,0.0,0.1992609795898424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980850291135294,0.0,0.0,0.23650864533646704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243416743537924,0.2313005579852264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728027150954654,0.0,0.0
lonely,ActiveAnxiety12,2019/10/21,I have a boner I want to feel a man's lips around my cock.,-0.1139999999999972,-0.5257263999999982,2.846666666666668,101.37000000000002,79.66666666666667,6.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.419,44,0,14,0,1,16,13,15,0.147,0.7340000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7534344737042602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279419989947583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49920150173086897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blackhole_pussy,2019/10/21,I hate my fucking life That's it lol,-4.75333333333333,-6.717044111111113,-1.3088888888888892,109.79000000000002,156.77777777777774,1.2000000000000002,14.111111111111107,3.1291,-1.838955555555556,29,1,8,0,3,10,9,9,0.322,0.435,0.243,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6058680821612629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6470305289224557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628988676380191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SpecKira,2019/10/21,"She wasn’t ready for love so she decided it would be best to figure it out alone. 
No one to vent to no one who would understand the feeling and maybe it’s still selfish to think only about myself but fuck me this hurts more than I could ever imagine.",3.0948076923076933,4.42498886538462,3.77615384615385,91.14384615384618,73.80769230769229,6.7384615384615385,22.615384615384606,7.1686216300943375,0.5859076923076927,199,5,43,2,4,63,43,52,0.249,0.621,0.13,-0.8151,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,13,10,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,5,2,8,5,2,3,0,1,0,2,4,1,1,0,2,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741167253442679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777532409125976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131624493384332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394077926304163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338243358379445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24468174486101146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833330817418963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23887363646153426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658950619260416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586924233153133,0.20129230538614792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113645899382648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958887507823514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755292216162662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760257888295543,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Reddog14,2019/10/21,"Anyone feel like being alone is just apart of how you are and something your destined to always be? Alright so I’m 16, but my whole life I’ve had barley any friends. And whenever I do, the friendship falls apart before I can even try do anything to fix it. Over the summer this happened with some of the closest friends I’ve ever had. They just stopped answering my texts asking when we could hang out and then we didn’t see  or talk to each other for six months. By the time I cut things off, they had stopped feeling like my friends and just people I used to know. This just always happens and it rips me to shreds every time, I’m an only kid and taking college classes, so without these old friends I’m basically completely isolated from people my age. It just makes me feel empty, like no matter how hard work towards my future and build myself up and grow as a person it’s never going to enough for me, because I don’t want to do it all alone.",5.0230977312390905,5.428729455497383,5.321164921465968,85.26178228621292,68.58115183246073,7.413787085514834,29.005671902268762,6.816661863887847,1.4223923211169285,750,25,150,5,12,238,124,191,0.10099999999999999,0.736,0.163,0.935,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,2,2,2,1,12,9,1,0,6,1,14,1,0,4,3,39,30,17,0,2,8,0,4,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,10,13,0,2,5,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,4,5,20,8,21,23,5,25,0,0,1,0,14,8,0,2,16,102,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28224418070120644,0.0,0.0,0.2267549750730805,0.0,0.0,0.09266004394615486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952746912825128,0.0,0.1121286411254838,0.0,0.12738274229824365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306155065912331,0.0,0.1159454363603468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286381490804925,0.0,0.0,0.108790845114069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407908339176695,0.0,0.08999705735022237,0.12325307074858716,0.11480315684054017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668826379907865,0.1946853408443627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210900597133253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743850418631171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24098482054789225,0.0,0.1220603139143971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488377795462671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962429838377674,0.19970618070693447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909532057834824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108759755174288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050904919048047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429797441765152,0.0,0.0,0.10363027236630164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889281416872398,0.118975141879145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857990430173947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489798777152687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22783540993101614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244898270212556,0.10951893802856967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052369368118916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890615357423782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251016936107558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768307618885307,0.0,0.0,0.08036843927527187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521270784193263,0.0,0.1313477524652384,0.0,0.09919737344958694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thesunneversleeps,2019/10/21,"Alone no matter what No matter where I go or what I do, I always end up alone. No amount of well-meaning advice (going to the pub, joining a group) can ever change that. I have never particularly bonded with my colleagues beyond a superficial acquaintanceship (and that is only because we are forced to work together). Even when joining a community full of those who share my interests/hobbies, I still find myself on the outside wistfully looking in. I am surrounded by people every day, yet I feel so distant, so far away from them. It is as though they all have something that I lack. 

I am missing something. Not social skills or friendliness, but something else. Something much older and deeper. Something that I may never truly grasp.",6.007744360902258,7.925509812030076,6.365421052631582,73.11444736842108,67.42105263157895,8.026766917293234,31.34511278195489,8.548686976883017,2.76124120300752,587,24,91,9,10,189,98,133,0.127,0.828,0.045,-0.8156,0,2,5,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,2,2,10,2,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,0,4,19,15,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,2,16,1,13,14,5,20,0,1,1,0,7,9,0,3,9,77,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602640918017696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307372466479615,0.0,0.0,0.13285715215292876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001400296450745,0.0,0.0,0.0973325596972749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890831704918874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297310473225862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338271358167822,0.0,0.14141907916983465,0.0,0.0,0.10545967282826606,0.14442948357347613,0.1345277692018401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073329402637898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593430240902014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148680759679453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340814973976595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392602665842868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737486883119645,0.0,0.2462926948936484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143524400275592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069417488203782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276213572281115,0.0,0.6146038435278542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751163291342546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687369056287434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356133993854087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162407178348806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ChickenWLazers,2019/10/21,New school I recently moved to a new high school and for some God forsaken reason it's infinitely times more difficult to make friends in high school. I miss my bros ;-;,3.626458333333332,6.0472645625000006,4.057500000000001,84.97083333333336,75.25,9.266666666666666,26.291666666666664,9.725611199111238,2.5947166666666672,134,5,27,4,3,42,26,32,0.127,0.723,0.15,0.204,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,2,2,9,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,13,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487282091013802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509390285759226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244659794203626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268111298392786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122073753168253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194114207853096,0.2107074073592615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6479185839168591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443564123836348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,frickthepolice,2019/10/21,"I feel like I will never find love. Every day I'm reminded how emotionally inept I am when it comes to relationships. I've never asked a girl out. I see my friends with their girlfriends every day, and it reminds me I will never have something like that. 

I'm not an incel. I don't blame women or society for me not being able to find a relationship. I'm just scared of dying alone, without ever being able to love someone.",3.148957983193277,4.866952164705887,5.1104201680672245,80.05117647058826,74.41176470588233,7.210084033613445,25.084033613445378,7.957251820313856,1.5483445378151264,334,11,63,5,7,115,58,85,0.136,0.746,0.11800000000000001,-0.3612,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,3,0,7,2,0,1,4,17,16,4,1,0,5,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,2,10,5,8,12,0,9,0,0,1,2,10,1,0,1,9,42,13,0,0.32830415599373713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001204712826742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346003402538444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414024801759828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117290206907837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036394068994087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846489934808124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848495243199114,0.2766104110668648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300022285329507,0.11727027732009895,0.0,0.0,0.3000640508470059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682348826354528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039282733507454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963073186343842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798126066173897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524757991367635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434486663640546,0.0,0.13080795332232115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908552299311938,0.12637228938691822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823674540841765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,A_Judgmental_Raccoon,2018/11/05,"Sad boi I used to be moderately popular a few years ago, I was fairly close to a bunch of friends in School but since I came out as gay and became a bit less fun  due to my depression, I've pretty much been dropped by all my mates. The only person I'm close to now is my partner, although I'm happy in my relationship, it just still hurts a little that this is all I've got. ",8.99111111111111,4.2272799629629665,9.507901234567901,74.98555555555556,64.18518518518519,12.77530864197531,36.876543209876544,9.725611199111238,3.1307580246913567,291,8,68,4,3,100,60,81,0.124,0.685,0.191,0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,1,2,10,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,7,4,10,5,7,13,0,3,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075745130113134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718853533736425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848335022025205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144963466391257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924063941345017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917870066282348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26510593057498383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666006804248795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496018289674824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307182550039924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940487023370525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174506618008645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25336151006017665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673739638459214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252040083049067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20600707807860144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988823301142056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150891555651369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037251792962012
lonely,acustic,2018/11/05,"You know what's fun? Being hopelessly lonely but absolutely hooked on love songs.

Be it Donna Lewis, Roxette, Eric Carmen, Sophie Hawkins, Sixpence none the richer, Haddaway, or Fine Young Cannibals. 80s/90s are my tunes and love songs are my PB&J, my Chocolate cake, my KFC. That pleasure I can't abstain from even though it makes me feel guilty and sad.

So you know what's fun? Loving music that makes you sad cause not only I not experience love. I will never experience the kind of love these songs portray. ",3.5617888563049824,6.621549010752691,3.567487781036167,84.54395894428153,80.39784946236558,5.532355816226785,24.58357771260997,6.980632752743323,1.2447290322580649,410,15,69,5,11,125,68,93,0.14400000000000002,0.53,0.326,0.9846,0,2,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,3,0,0,3,14,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,3,1,14,16,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,4,11,10,3,13,1,3,0,4,0,5,8,1,0,1,2,40,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768716790779344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794785103549854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441223081143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388908820512638,0.0,0.0,0.08758680946559297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038521334616275,0.19039778276384844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7817031017604145,0.0,0.2312555427816677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360034172127874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174398130468834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019082661244328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hartvik93,2018/11/05,"My best friend killed him self with a gun he stole from me. I don’t know what to do anymore. Hey I’m 25 and seem to be at a loss of where to go from here. In the last year my wife left me for some rich guy, and I lost my best childhood friend. All of this has left me so lonely and I just feel trapped in my head most of the time. I would really love to just have someone to talk to.   Thank you for listening! 🙏🏽",-0.5244799054373529,0.9450241170212764,1.2875886524822742,104.43388888888893,84.42553191489361,5.028841607565012,15.763593380614658,5.82211442006289,-1.0883697399527192,313,5,88,2,9,102,66,94,0.157,0.622,0.222,0.8606,0,3,0,1,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,4,5,11,1,0,4,0,6,2,1,0,1,13,15,4,1,1,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,13,7,17,12,5,11,0,3,0,1,12,6,0,3,4,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979279039073925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188899264314806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091271304290264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30838717869131593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342486614075073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761375347643648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482476781006087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080366121827874,0.0,0.10968293589687657,0.1626828356370129,0.0,0.0,0.4336845039836241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786313468918495,0.0,0.18012707912070666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278548781323779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816884588814213,0.20820354456514495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910192512416236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604133630458667,0.0,0.18374475317884828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163756285551127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417745968522445,0.0,0.0,0.12852178994988395
lonely,That-One-Goy,2018/11/05,"What is wrong with me? I don't know why exactly but when ever I'm not around people I feel like no one likes me, that I'm disposable, obsolete, annoying or troublesome. I often find myself fantasizing about getting a fatal disease such as cancer, that way people would have to spend time around me and feel bad for me. I don't want to have these feelings anymore, I can't pay for therapy, I don't have self-esteem, and I don't want to ask or put the pressure on just one person directly. Please I don't know what to do.",4.216502002670225,4.738897859813086,5.590120160213621,82.20971962616825,70.4018691588785,9.104939919893187,27.435246995994657,9.23628265651192,2.1056312416555403,409,13,85,8,7,138,68,107,0.301,0.606,0.09300000000000001,-0.9785,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,1,2,0,12,1,0,0,2,22,23,7,1,3,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,6,0,2,1,8,5,0,2,0,3,13,2,12,22,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,5,58,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216411059769167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449861892468783,0.1811453410946357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178677323752294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527271857156373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939222014743701,0.13842668887912513,0.0,0.0,0.17709889479083485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123489832134157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129777904810085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893288607764748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626021295077499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686663204987587,0.16918926589773658,0.0,0.21269721883519616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194788657770052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214051770773905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158865966311836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298669219982227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22857677709083785,0.15380267590848096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484395420466814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764602550535224,0.21185303943646414,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jellysandals,2018/11/05,"11 years in this town since coming home im on a prognosis close to home stuck in this place with everyone else in their late twenties stuck in this highschool timewarp while ive been all the while talking to a close knit syndicate of doctors and legion of nutcases. 

theres literally a couple hundred people around my age here

my options are joining the state university

moving 3 hours out of the country

moving 2 hours down the coast

i was detained en route to a civil war when i was 19 trying to submit a portfolio to ivy league schools for journalism

and now im a lonely anxious doped up chub 

my few friends are also in disarray mostly worse off than i am.

i havent had a phone or the internet for most of the past decade my girfriends left me the dogs died so did my grand parents and i literally have no place in this community anymore. 

things will look up a little at least if i can get my license back

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lonely,a_very_nice_gorilla,2018/11/05,"It’s been an interesting while, but I’ve returned I dated a girl for a month, but I fucked that up. I wanted to be intimate and it was too soon, so she dumped me. I ended up chatting up some girl I met through another friend, we had sex a couple times, and I really tried to be special to her, but she doesn’t seem to be interested in me other than for the sex I give her. I want her to be. I like her, she’s beautiful, but she doesn’t want me for me. She doesn’t answer my snaps often. I can’t help but feel like I’m just another name to add to someone’s list. I’m a number. A statistic. I’m the laughing stock among the other students, because I always let myself be vulnerable. My best friend since birth just left me after I disagreed with him over something dumb, and I’ve spend the last four days without much human contact at all. No one answers my snaps, or my texts. I live in a rural area so there’s no way to meet new people. I see all the fun everyone seems to be having without me. But I’m just here, in my room, with nothing better to do but torture myself with r/pillowtalkaudio, porn, and sad thoughts. I’m gonna cry.",2.48704166666667,3.5151042875000016,4.261666666666667,88.25666666666667,74.875,7.0,24.583333333333336,7.3871296695380915,0.9492083333333334,879,27,196,10,18,298,135,240,0.157,0.652,0.191,0.805,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,0,2,10,16,4,0,12,0,16,4,0,0,2,36,33,15,0,3,13,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,3,5,9,0,0,6,1,1,0,8,5,0,2,5,2,38,11,30,20,5,25,0,1,1,4,23,12,2,5,14,133,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974649098793353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327013005704204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505365631395246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636392171936174,0.13790766825614012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725338979063214,0.17128209952100418,0.10056213601330764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381079526671634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148998072495149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884303882836807,0.11139662895248473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24094270751984664,0.14415503869214558,0.0,0.1495825408371126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451678522291344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710399651414514,0.0,0.0,0.169418714232296,0.1594492841502859,0.0,0.15235932481437892,0.0,0.13768930113979844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446206827455708,0.0,0.1146267032992472,0.0,0.0,0.1505984438796886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961931686485572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566239870279284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810242829243463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998929353599052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425625122814588,0.28390615585102924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898714562940328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211922706753368,0.12004275381975085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237912311441968,0.09092420493090499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586643006558608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27591517175178204,0.12377020471129682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006224666254659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,v420man420,2018/11/05,"I feel empty I just feel like nobody cares for me at all. Like I’m just completely alone in this world. I don’t have any irl friends. I just feel kinda worthless. Some days I feel like everything will be completely fine, while others I just feel awful and depressed. I think the only thing that is keeping me going is hope for a better future.",2.1978781512605075,4.5863821911764715,3.1221008403361346,89.98088235294121,80.02941176470588,5.650420168067227,20.00840336134453,6.868970318607317,0.3893756302521014,271,7,53,3,7,86,48,68,0.16399999999999998,0.5660000000000001,0.27,0.8173,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,1,16,17,2,0,1,4,0,5,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,9,8,4,15,2,7,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,3,6,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095529142921032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759137353415846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894448879206698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628897257666465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42427842000487176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048614517444315,0.0,0.1742665772864554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184120439547488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5115207680747388,0.2890892591126734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631969625226344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498883123363182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095939463103166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984024669715146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29654472992367104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388112186612107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441909609084635,0.12964492757430626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shiathebuff93,2018/11/05,"I feel empty inside For the last year I've been by myself working and going to school. I've lost contact with everyone I used to know and everytime I try to talk to a girl... They act like I'm some fucking monster. Am I really that unattractive? I'm sorry, I guess I didn't know. I was trying to be sweet. I just want someone to genuinely care about me the way I've cared about others. I hope things get better... I just feel empty.",-0.14833333333333346,2.1403373888888915,2.150555555555556,93.0025,91.77777777777777,4.777777777777779,17.5,6.42735559955562,-0.043666666666666736,335,9,71,4,12,113,61,90,0.11800000000000001,0.7040000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.7447,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,4,8,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,14,21,2,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,3,13,6,11,16,1,5,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,3,3,40,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507924797302372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267223670015525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999631460348794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162289985441152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346354332603655,0.10933312952422683,0.0,0.11893099672238132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305306857418526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207848891477424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23001483419808866,0.1705801598030894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223706054528048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284391477746529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406150352633472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117889097810838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773108594876673,0.0,0.0,0.2342567576236021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682005172565934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390273899221107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841564868711353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807390999550098,0.0,0.0,0.12343082667291265,0.16610603818554598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234853282053776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476079011031455
lonely,LyonMal,2019/09/14,"I feel invisable During my twenties, I moved around a lot, mainly running from my problems jumping from state to state. Of course, I acquired friends, then, before I knew it... I packed up my life and moved again, which happened after something terrible happened. Changing my surroundings was starting over, and I needed to start over again, and again. Now I am 30 years old, and I don't have anyone. I am invisible. The friends I acquired over the years stopped talking to me because I wasn't in the area anymore. Recently I moved back to the city I lived at during my adolescents and just like every time I move back to somewhere I have lived before the friends I made in the past don't invite me anywhere or even think to call me when I try to rekindle friendships. I have moved back to at least two cities now I see the same shit... I work hard to be a good friend and be memorable, but people toss me aside. I feel lonely. Recently I fell into a deep depression, and now I am medicated. However,  I still feel alone. I don't know what to do all I do is go to work and go home it is driving me crazy I need some human interaction.",3.4565969108121606,5.145819744394622,4.216554559043349,86.89794593921278,73.52914798206278,7.108021923268561,28.08395615346288,7.793537801064563,1.6631935226706531,885,35,178,12,18,283,121,223,0.10400000000000001,0.83,0.066,-0.8369,1,3,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,4,14,11,1,0,10,0,17,3,1,1,1,29,33,12,0,3,3,0,4,1,4,0,2,0,1,1,4,10,0,1,7,0,0,11,4,5,0,1,4,5,37,6,25,27,6,49,0,2,1,0,8,13,1,3,24,124,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082662543156427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367017138858672,0.07309297878603023,0.0,0.0,0.09305790049629824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411418191530915,0.0,0.063723283471572,0.0,0.1779023832277555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674144989009654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058367931048016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003544350097817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904407576823432,0.0,0.08807485591984368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585674083833045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230524957605773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881877269857702,0.0876786099879979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487909159245314,0.0,0.09364241243360248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485666378823047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057449447694615165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738358349028769,0.05107029451143201,0.0,0.1846118225805928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887152512634937,0.0,0.0989131064035412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053075483882886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5555183470839569,0.0,0.15502206919550626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969141192949997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979004385028743,0.07247108579696948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002543416567476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064304881996001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330049181878509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730319997977954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804757936412098,0.0,0.0,0.14798016658216176,0.0,0.08348141624279852,0.08739555363875982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402090110430081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698151035937112,0.0,0.0,0.06095492914130956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097208876332786,0.0,0.10211505314000817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220477580306555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463362899560086
lonely,seedless_watermelonn,2019/09/14,"Not truly lonely it feel like it It always pisses me off that I feel EXTREMELY isolated,  yet I have a loving family, and although very few friends, a small portion of those do care about me to some extent. I’m sure they would shed a tear if I killed myself. But that still somehow doesn’t feel like enough. Not sure if it’s the fact I still can’t openly talk about my emotions with anyone, or that i still haven’t had a girlfriend and wanting to be loved just makes me ungrateful for the people I already have. Also I am physically left alone sometimes for very short amount of time and for some reason it always ruins me aswell.  I feel like I’m just too much of an attention whore but I can’t help it.",4.8603885003885035,5.239695909090912,5.294778554778556,85.40148407148408,68.93006993006992,8.033877233877233,25.67909867909868,7.793537801064563,1.2335802641802642,557,14,115,6,9,178,89,143,0.115,0.726,0.159,0.6628,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,11,14,2,0,7,0,11,4,1,2,3,29,22,10,1,4,9,0,4,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,4,16,9,12,19,8,10,0,2,0,3,7,5,1,6,8,81,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380068640036712,0.16387287974309722,0.11875498839606527,0.2471269432325897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383429610083657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140512689263586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704193861661942,0.0,0.15343966944949028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999210293141662,0.0,0.3003432159507886,0.31826419569993736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473033750311824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953607782362994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429268350909346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134513024524375,0.0,0.0,0.21764804925163864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680531748261233,0.0,0.09912456260433816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091642116232894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295084844496527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268220813943364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686979260159272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557756532996285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799180235626625,0.0,0.0,0.11935826489521162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865912467433043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24505526253162155,0.08758884661327017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548977694372984,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,beatstorelax,2019/09/14,"saturday night here i am again, at saturday night, with 0 people to talk to/or respond if i say ""hello"".
trying to think positive, read a book, make some good meal",4.9684375,5.3181589687500015,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,68.6875,10.15,28.5,10.125756701596842,2.680825,125,4,25,3,2,42,27,32,0.0,0.794,0.20600000000000002,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,12,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29108567097432003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23165586138595265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6513582147493071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405979592780503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471398579278335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27598486277449746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27894238260803045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223730267678725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356214141733114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ivoiran2014,2019/09/14,"Am I sick lol ? My best friend is my brain since 5-10 years now . He detects when I'm sad and give me some stupid and funny thought , it was weird at the beginning but now I kinda interact with him mentally and laugh physically not all the time  , that sound silly and it's the result of all this year of solitude but don't get me wrong , I'm not stating that I'm unhappy or depressed just managed to like my loneliness or perhaps it's just dissociative disorder I don't know , nevermind.",2.469954648526077,4.521412979591837,4.06891156462585,85.28481859410435,77.36734693877553,8.029024943310658,27.21541950113379,8.841846274778883,2.2041936507936506,384,16,79,9,9,128,70,98,0.201,0.616,0.184,-0.4532,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,1,0,3,1,5,2,1,1,2,20,13,9,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,9,5,5,11,4,9,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,4,8,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997416473012432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31884752761495244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460049727541952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273464429502824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206700975957656,0.0,0.14922519847333165,0.27399371597440275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696984726580282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954000692735033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287838817280252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23626866575569694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22675119192673435,0.16654791823709786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122817564031704,0.0,0.3678611549517316
lonely,harvestbrook,2019/09/14,"I haven’t had to make friends on my own since I was in 4th grade, and now I don’t know how to do it anymore, but I’m not sure I even want to So this post is more of a personal vent since I don’t really have anyone to talk to irl, so feel free to completely ignore it. I just need to scream into the void.  My school district was k-12, so I stayed friends with some of the people I had befriended in fourth grade all the way up until graduation. I lost some friends, sure, but I always had at least SOMEBODY. All the friends I’ve made since then I’ve met because they were originally a friend of a friend.
However, I graduated this past May, and I went across the country for college, which was initially exciting for me. I was excited to make new friends, since I realized in the past year that the people I considered my best friends didn’t really consider me their close friend, but now that I’m in college I’ve realized how horribly over-optimistic I was. I have absolutely no idea how to make friends. I can make small talk with people and joke with people and get along great with them temporarily, but I am godawful at keeping up that communication, and often times they don’t even seem interested in me. I just have no idea how I’m supposed to do it.
But, if I was to be honest with myself, outside of the influence of others, I’m actual fine with this. I’m perfectly fine being on my own and having my own schedule and doing my own individual hobbies, and tbh I prefer doing most stuff by myself. But everyone is constantly going on about how the friends I make in college will be my friends for life, and how important it is to network and have bonds, and how important it is to have friends and be constantly doing stuff with them, and it seems like all the other freshman already have these close friends, and it all just stresses me out. I’m caught between this awkward  place where I’m perfectly fine not having friends, but I feel pressure to make friends, but I’m also completely unable to make friends, and it’s making me so depressed.
I’ve been trying to focus on what makes me happy and secure and comfortable, which is often times just doing my own thing without others since I don’t like other’s company, but idk I just needed to vent about this somewhere because everyone irl either doesn’t understand or wouldn’t understand (I mean, if I even had anyone outside my parents I felt comfortable reaching out to)
Sorry if this didn’t make sense. I’m bad at expressing my feelings.",9.886446028513241,6.76489586761711,9.58164867617108,70.09312474541754,60.79226069246435,13.160122199592669,40.84327902240326,11.308507894218259,4.4013893279022405,1985,80,384,41,20,649,203,491,0.086,0.653,0.261,0.9988,2,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,5,4,27,46,0,3,13,0,48,1,0,20,8,107,88,44,0,8,22,1,4,2,17,3,1,1,0,1,28,30,0,3,15,1,1,3,14,8,0,0,20,5,52,39,59,61,16,44,0,2,0,0,28,24,0,12,16,276,80,8,0.0,0.0,0.05390892036768501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609617090043142,0.04417757872297712,0.045966363757348326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478592849479121,0.07725398068906064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046125359009157284,0.06735089187112507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057973820526592015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584186996046154,0.11939549780010655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04758046893886447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946187550464123,0.0,0.0,0.10557356190993597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379712872982167,0.0,0.05304166900958538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7255665294741968,0.0,0.028862038199328057,0.0,0.03139570764527426,0.0,0.0,0.06090528761674385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880689668087296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472460071465814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049102262781381925,0.0,0.0,0.030359951095913218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03901956288062591,0.05397759964770876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030394847366925,0.0,0.0,0.052271992049766014,0.3687494080862472,0.0,0.0,0.06017551090549516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192354545479798,0.0,0.053353757777604684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134049677330849,0.0,0.10547084341901283,0.15319336975070375,0.048235807376983526,0.05771687870416437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052907249869692995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707797947918255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590857621011569,0.0,0.1005817847822374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22848672094625735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618396959494785,0.0,0.058881383241296964,0.0,0.0,0.06328034266508739,0.0,0.12647938249987026,0.0,0.0,0.10413120904594704,0.0,0.0,0.08880400250741598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03670080474368651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442494199847539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03750617683016317,0.0,0.0,0.11501922779608173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03258358422475092,0.04384909533013915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121054967398221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325200531173749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03557449685068854
lonely,gainsMcSteady,2019/09/14,"Out Group Vs In Group Moved to a new city for a job out of college about 3 years ago. Have made a few aquiantences, but no one I would call a good friend down here. 

I'm fine talking to strangers one-on-one, but when around large groups of strangers who already know each other not so much. Back home I was always better in these situations if I had friends or family with me, in fact my sociability tends to be directly proportional to how many people I know personally compared to how many I don't. On the other side, I do tend to be very kind/friendly to people who are outcasts in my groups so to speak.

I've had opportunities to turn some of these acquaintances into friends, and opportunities to meet more people, but ever since I passed the point where I should have made friends ( a few months), I have felt a stigma when interacting with acquaintances and especially their friends. I feel like I can't be myself in these situations bc of a stigma of having no friends. Like everything comes through this filter of 'this guy has no friends, there must be something wrong with him' and so any unsafe things I'd say or do that would come off well in a group where I'm 'socially proven'  instead make me seem like that much more of a loser. It's frustrating bc I feel like I bring the same intent to socialize/be friendly, but I come off awkward/weird bc of the lack of social proof. 

I recently accepted a new job and am headed to a bigger city with much more opportunity to do social things I like to do, and I don't want to fall into the same pattern. Can anyone relate or give me some tips on how to overcome the 'outsider' effect?",6.442208419599723,6.174215111801241,6.558095238095242,79.90634920634922,65.58385093167702,9.640027605244997,30.93236714975845,9.150863307647796,2.328630917874396,1294,42,264,20,18,414,168,322,0.073,0.706,0.222,0.9951,2,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,6,18,24,1,0,17,0,26,1,1,8,4,56,46,21,0,7,10,0,3,5,8,4,0,2,1,2,14,18,0,0,8,0,0,7,7,3,1,1,6,5,25,21,48,32,14,38,0,1,0,0,29,21,0,7,15,178,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752561539131483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368605741592384,0.0,0.0706411855000229,0.0,0.0,0.057732937067696284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936202403652927,0.0,0.0,0.07557641537939336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528062705212066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508458302786485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668942789455628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21939399476468965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679428450372308,0.0,0.0,0.07630003640505673,0.0,0.0800334272124187,0.0,0.0858530460261654,0.12130100583053967,0.08151452656809169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5903215775035158,0.0,0.0,0.08144103115530058,0.0,0.07120765687814277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406147333192245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871289141271015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515871017390875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849453746886942,0.0,0.0,0.08840726199720426,0.09331444829786767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20738216588593006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066337143115608,0.05666947134899261,0.17214466205254095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776405269809704,0.09023217830228446,0.18722740359362627,0.0,0.0,0.16398829022835384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505693988803956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657087213369788,0.07412887028977015,0.0,0.0,0.08025519764025085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382564102531274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751357889321002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728712841234424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022775577316034,0.19085578769828052,0.0,0.2596256965241945,0.0,0.0653579328114796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823707056084041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280371750025235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234366250047467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004899600105688,0.05007450729900917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633268575226458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061692349626955,0.09282164797837393,0.0,0.054670946876839474
lonely,dabuhl10,2019/09/14,Girlfriend cheated on me Lonely after I found my girlfriend fucking 3 of my best friends I just need someone to chat with and ask them how there day is going,5.615806451612903,6.378761064516129,5.300161290322581,84.6702419354839,67.38709677419354,6.2,34.854838709677416,3.1291,1.8007935483870972,127,6,23,0,2,39,28,31,0.155,0.642,0.20199999999999999,0.4144,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,5,5,1,4,0,1,0,1,6,1,1,0,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629156667276803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073931509585895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503576230697441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256425177376325,0.29992324120220965,0.35888570262386466,0.0,0.0,0.2206236564712194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28784622970656704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289215699044257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ruthless_clueless,2019/09/14,"do not join the 'official r/lonely discord', here is why the mods put you into a quarantined channel and mock any of your questions. 

i joined and was confused since my friend who is in there said there are lots of channels but i joined there was only one. i asked things like ""who are you"" and ""why are you mocking me"" and a mod mocked me and said my questions back. the same mod also said that the quarantined channel is the only chat which is a massive lie. overall, not a good experience. 

do not join if you want a fair and fun server.",3.6573130841121504,4.9569481308411225,4.183259345794394,88.8930198598131,72.3644859813084,6.845327102803737,26.45911214953271,7.1686216300943375,1.1228887850467295,418,14,87,4,8,132,64,107,0.145,0.7340000000000001,0.121,-0.1864,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,0,0,6,8,3,1,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,18,16,9,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,4,0,1,5,3,12,4,4,11,2,4,0,0,0,0,15,2,0,5,2,62,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525993432109493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976470316442684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839171058679612,0.0,0.0,0.14672943422007184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866593805385664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474276944978126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600514528992638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322541538542743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222903989687726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930512814610318,0.2902556692132861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182763217935506,0.4275259863124522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5445429006035999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784895667307255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677287576847165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255106540208687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443722249531688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yajki,2019/09/14,Are you feeling lonely and don’t know what to do? Try going to r/whatdoisaynow very cool sub.,1.6642105263157916,3.985217789473687,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,81.63157894736842,3.8,20.026315789473685,3.1291,-0.502915789473684,74,2,15,0,2,23,17,19,0.121,0.68,0.19899999999999998,0.1513,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35554592348577346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996300125348753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864460637135612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774090167395689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5801922267232437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nick5236,2019/09/14,"Rejected again Yesterday I finally got up the courage to ask out this girl from work and it obviously didn't go well. For some reason I thought this time would be different but nope, didn't even get a real answer she just walked away.",5.486231884057971,6.300286173913044,5.78130434782609,80.92384057971016,67.69565217391305,10.481159420289854,30.55072463768116,10.504223727775694,3.064385507246377,188,7,38,5,3,60,42,46,0.081,0.87,0.048,-0.1172,1,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,4,0,3,2,6,3,1,9,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833425910619625,0.0,0.2847573591319337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166582320669359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018409839113374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33201366564953483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834886077074312,0.0,0.17224960012824844,0.0,0.2424039315892943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449759021815129,0.0,0.31162079140994803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406148109524767,0.17673069552858686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725088806810437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22064873398580168,0.0,0.0,0.2153021506398677,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawayaccount718,2019/09/14,"undatable, no friends I feel like crap. HIV+ straight female, therefore undatable. no friends. nothing. sitting at home alone wishing someone would call to speak to me without needing anything from me.  just broke up with my abusive boyfriend who I only stayed with due to the hiv, but now that im single again i know it will be 20 years before someone even thinks about giving me a chance....",4.272555331991954,7.03754390140845,3.3234607645875265,89.30056338028173,74.77464788732395,5.183903420523139,32.67806841046277,6.1826913282559595,1.8017307847082489,311,16,54,2,7,90,59,71,0.14300000000000002,0.703,0.154,0.2144,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,0,3,3,1,1,0,12,9,1,0,3,3,0,1,1,2,2,2,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,7,3,10,6,1,9,0,1,0,2,6,3,1,0,5,33,10,0,0.0,0.2538666292245266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219118590741368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763202000891171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232203951885834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878648832092945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415186967410463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833781527873816,0.15306953650530955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310781386403404,0.0,0.0,0.20554060217558004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492326805468845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314408175336149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177533463338119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467808339849542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887330632313126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055911359266826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295667347352927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630887045835698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22837585908890576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729108466343232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463918862509825,0.20654189476896445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522062941511243,0.0,0.0,0.1379783529649399
lonely,midnightmelancholyxx,2019/09/14,"Nobody really values me Like on the odd occasion I actually get invited to something I feel like I’m a sociable person I talk and make jokes and people laugh but I know that if I wasn’t there they would be just as fine without me, nobody misses my presence. If I’m there it’s okay if I’m not it’s okay. I’ve been real sad lately because I’ve lost so many friends, I did a little experiment where I didn’t call or text my few friends for a few weeks and honestly they just never called me back never asked how I was, they didn’t care to even send me a message. I’ve been trying to enjoy my own company but I have no one to talk to no one to do anything with it’s getting too much for me but what can I do.",-0.11522624434388715,1.855950448717952,2.6631825037707406,92.31319004524887,86.17948717948721,5.721870286576168,19.432880844645556,7.048011613610866,0.2987930618401209,554,16,128,8,17,194,92,156,0.086,0.6609999999999999,0.253,0.9768,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,1,10,15,0,0,5,2,13,0,0,2,2,23,25,13,0,4,11,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,9,3,0,2,8,1,21,12,12,15,4,9,0,3,0,0,13,3,0,4,7,87,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.16751938535992195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412649162742781,0.0,0.16048274771662796,0.0,0.0,0.13199908615196748,0.0,0.10464483366334147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505764505595869,0.0,0.17502297676654233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338250998050445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792041613019884,0.0,0.0,0.08679851994810532,0.1226368575332609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652544944460862,0.0,0.1793747998071307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434209241172886,0.0,0.1936445664768021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773280292974288,0.17205251221876053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873916285873355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458711058044485,0.17404043973668082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619285533329053,0.0,0.26479585217734225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23264805511958864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901026289721625,0.1498904587407686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539131222952968,0.1099724093763852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215540036110515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27595418005181843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165486462525365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769857538982852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547805331959467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194524160481506,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hallelujah19,2019/09/14,"Does any1 know a good place to ""occupy"" your mind in the internet Hey so i just want to listen to something while i play something like a stream where the guy is just talking about life or idk i dont want to listen to music bcause ive done that already its like i just want to focus in someone speaking about smth idk so i dont think too much and play just so time runs faster in this way i think 

Idk if i can be understood but yeah srry if this is the wrong sub for this",2.076470588235296,3.2651418921568687,3.1491666666666696,95.19375,76.15686274509805,6.276470588235295,20.59313725490196,6.6274283507984215,0.02199607843137219,371,8,88,3,8,119,64,102,0.077,0.768,0.155,0.5814,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,5,1,8,1,0,0,0,17,17,9,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,3,9,5,12,14,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,5,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943777362014447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401644518986806,0.20349430845000527,0.4661053759371913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678735471465073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689442659854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092836828972789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045482231395173,0.1942977729055212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007835105396783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617886495414426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775768215831114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684863831504588,0.30617147652812565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982944800158094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548322545067889,0.0,0.0,0.11595201372021825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35186361876786304,0.1578392077856981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741309580036955,0.0,0.0
lonely,Capybara_man,2019/09/14,"All of my friends have left me I posted here about 2 weeks ago basically saying the same thing I'm about to except for an update.

So before I graduated high school a few months ago, I had a whole group of friends, a girlfriend, and I was lined up for a full time job straight out of high school with one of the top commercial construction companies in my state. But now, I don't have a girlfriend, all of my friends left me and still hang out together, just don't invite me, and my social life is non-existent. I didnt make more friends nearing the end of high school because I figured I already had a good group and that's personally enough for me. Me and my girlfriend broke up due to her just having some mental health problems that just made, along with other things, being in a relationship difficult, I won't go into more detail into that for her own personal privacy. But we broke it off romantically and agreed to just be best friends. And honestly, it was easier for me as well just being friends, so it was kinda nice. But last week she told me she doesn't want to be best friends anymore and that she regrets making ME promise her we'd always be best friends and that we should just be friends. But she's also become so nonexistent in my life at this point I'm lucky if we even hang out once a week. And because of my job, I work with basically just Hispanics, who are in theyre mid twenties (I'm 18), and they all only speak Spanish and just a little English. So I can't make friends at work, my job's full time, so I spend most of my time there, and there's no way for me to make new friends. Any advice at all on how I can make new irl friends would be appreciated because I just feel trapped in my house with no one to hang out with. Thank you if you've made it this far.",8.866940639269409,5.616679438356165,8.480273972602742,77.60351598173519,62.835616438356155,11.815525114155252,37.48401826484018,9.558583805096642,3.1560538812785386,1405,48,307,19,15,451,176,365,0.061,0.7290000000000001,0.21100000000000002,0.9955,3,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,4,1,1,6,25,27,0,0,13,0,27,3,0,8,4,68,42,27,0,7,16,0,1,0,15,3,3,2,0,2,15,28,0,0,2,0,1,4,8,5,1,2,9,3,46,22,49,22,18,56,0,3,0,0,38,32,0,6,17,213,61,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686323962353786,0.12451739413818545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750558014148742,0.05616654985719412,0.058440777796367215,0.0,0.0,0.04776190720502272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965380795473336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128443002159324,0.07756855015669216,0.059764434986743324,0.0,0.2211205033284418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062206970780300436,0.07257107226067253,0.0,0.046389262500072484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03551270233109829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6511565341585374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039915917298632635,0.058909414154921735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465604977417206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261999684316974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104124890491915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090908813552543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572505380357778,0.0,0.0,0.1526201033662889,0.0,0.09921748938226577,0.0,0.07039347739334198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329152720663268,0.23441056088611376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077991411106424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056060553319982484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356659456180601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479751099615149,0.09518550701452654,0.05341654548822307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265221219705552,0.0,0.0,0.06639435817927933,0.0,0.06726529098045785,0.0,0.0,0.06720498566409974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540562966791445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585333873444572,0.0,0.21324336398162266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159528601433507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608940794521741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466254377451304,0.0,0.0,0.09332143766237176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286300499269495,0.0,0.0,0.06711212904852913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041426161432738334,0.05574892219641202,0.16901377542470478,0.0,0.06314930157346485,0.0,0.0,0.07841437466894911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226318796987284,0.0,0.0,0.049892614164329316,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MadSk8er,2019/09/14,I finally did it I got a girlfriend yesterday and I feel great. I’ve always felt like I would never have any kind of connection with anyone but it finally happened. I’m just so happy to have someone that I feel genuinely cares about me and wants to spend time with me.,1.7355555555555533,4.21335218518519,3.4348148148148177,86.4666666666667,82.7037037037037,7.303703703703704,23.814814814814817,8.344100000000001,1.7996148148148148,214,8,42,5,6,71,40,54,0.0,0.738,0.262,0.9424,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,12,12,4,0,2,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,7,5,6,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016515438927615,0.0,0.0,0.16480380122104293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945417479667674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24708821459782626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450751520735302,0.0,0.2326904625933533,0.5309570736604571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382648287781654,0.26718766235203245,0.0,0.0,0.21430604158758124,0.2579821534250554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523663886283777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839816568964295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691241446167867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533924203440854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131408226866032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429421326247601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215586538118033,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,eyyikey,2019/09/14,"I'm convinced I'm better off alone. I've been thinking about how this summer made me look at interpersonal relationships. I kind of had interest in one girl until I realized she was part of the reason why I  feel so lonely in the first place. She claimed we could always hang out but every time I asked she never fulfilled it, and whenever I had an issue with her she would take it to heart as if I were trying to attack her or make her feel bad. She constantly treated me like shit yet I was dumb enough ton keep giving her chances and I will admit that's my fault.

Honestly, fuck her. She's done. Like I said, she's no better than the other kids I used to go to high school with. I'm starting to think I'm not meant to be with other people, romantically or otherwise. I tell my mom often that I really don't want to date, marry and I don't even care if I lose my virginity. People unwittingly treat me like shit all the time but if I say something about it, I'm the villain. My dad always says I should look for like minded people but I guess there aren't really any where I'm from.

I don't start college until January, so I want to believe there's hope for me yet, but after thinking I was tired of being alone, I don't want to keep people like her in my life. I'd rather be alone for now because no one I know that is my age seems to give a shit anyway.",3.2589860139860107,4.025404793706297,4.840146853146852,85.83098951048953,72.74125874125876,7.678041958041959,23.041258741258744,7.908726449838941,0.9328830769230771,1065,25,233,14,20,360,157,286,0.225,0.628,0.146,-0.9819,0,5,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,4,15,26,7,0,7,0,21,8,4,5,2,48,58,18,0,11,11,2,2,5,0,3,2,3,0,2,9,8,0,2,11,0,0,2,9,11,0,3,11,7,46,15,33,40,4,27,0,2,2,2,27,9,5,9,21,152,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034740814292801,0.0,0.0,0.1625407182269398,0.0,0.0,0.06641984410306243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913094957065474,0.11111522212343183,0.0,0.0,0.08155146904159175,0.0595395276192995,0.0,0.0,0.11004212635198472,0.0,0.17276468347371507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958241601041508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554799411553367,0.0,0.0779825981575819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995166692066093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009205785115518,0.0,0.06451098299078879,0.0,0.08229229617373314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877110402584427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307917140778286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029555769347447,0.0,0.18739045223300851,0.05550885966143135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759596602363196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574097960868085,0.0,0.10319510777403676,0.0,0.09700965489035708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019434779934274,0.0,0.17362950659280432,0.0,0.1017096454411723,0.053677600892191764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898813890302863,0.23858635689619415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403861241036471,0.10926921913529464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241896069670733,0.06519636179239419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862018609504956,0.11439146472080472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533014006649331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236922281258806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576851711773914,0.0,0.2708519699135863,0.0,0.10204573683395082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514149196301794,0.10042237987826944,0.0,0.10486244080532532,0.0,0.0,0.09290778792568608,0.1553443012839863,0.0,0.09884858611189427,0.0,0.08891629771584232,0.0,0.0,0.30077460658561833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519215076736308,0.0,0.0,0.1382645202088142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343667421037194,0.0,0.08536903513273228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775150629847748,0.0,0.0,0.1139058595045719,0.11225880959423803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631241218146998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435665731579661,0.0,0.0,0.17282721808027526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813317079695894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938290048728428,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NatrenSR1,2019/09/14,"I’m tired of this I really fucked up in high school. I tried to be friends with everyone but all I did was end up not having enough time to make any real substantial connections. I got better about this my senior year and I thought everything was going to be easier in college but it isn’t. None of my high school friends ever reach out to talk to me and I haven’t made any new friends in college yet because I don’t know how to approach people. Every time I’m
About to try talking to someone I get scared and convince myself that I’m not worth their time.

My brother has this super tight-knit group of friends who I used to also be really close to, but I drifted away from them in high school because Of how busy I was and I really miss being around them. I’m still friendly with them and I see them occasionally but I don’t know how to start rebuilding the friendships that I’ve lost.

I’m really enjoying all of my college classes so far but I feel so alone and I’m tired of it. I’m scared that I’m never going to meet new people and that I’m never going to have real friends.",2.7082645034414945,4.139290101769916,4.134985250737465,87.7796066863324,74.97345132743362,7.146116027531957,24.502458210422805,7.793537801064563,1.1678729596853483,857,27,182,12,18,284,109,226,0.10800000000000001,0.688,0.204,0.9802,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,5,3,12,15,1,2,1,0,15,3,0,6,5,36,41,18,0,0,7,1,1,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,10,12,0,0,4,0,1,5,9,5,0,0,8,2,26,10,33,29,4,33,0,2,1,1,17,14,1,0,14,114,36,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021115289660331,0.0,0.07884394875780475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340918170627317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776774039252097,0.0,0.0,0.09263038477988904,0.0,0.0,0.12020147823804456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719656995622946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873232062330788,0.10187184217594474,0.0,0.0,0.08918206549115992,0.08306797217920285,0.09420883563585417,0.08860808962057272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985105351785556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457031387391953,0.09114667135489753,0.05151022592485514,0.0,0.16809623589748035,0.0,0.07885299092435702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125034325268841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836711733369207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076247626237236,0.0,0.0,0.09329008926640407,0.06581089384263031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208038346841654,0.19044144409235766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670249189525935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443845283771868,0.2526421173350603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741548782482654,0.2993409583721381,0.07856502136335299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353664137196548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697838913974952,0.0,0.07873566058681268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848895357275544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782709974211469,0.17246928099560282,0.22663389176935075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338749279421472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515179170897667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348998491675048
lonely,2946949202059292,2019/09/14,"Feeling like extra baggage to other people Thought I would use my anonymous account to post this

Basically, its that time of year where everyone is going to university. Was helping my friend to organise herself with moving to uni (I felt a bit of romantic tension between us too) and now that she's now moved in, I've heard very little from her. Feeling like I'm being used for serve peoples own ends; when I'm not needed, i get dropped

 Most of my friends at uni (the one which i attend) have returned from their summer break and i'm currently waiting to get back.

Maybe it's the fact that I know I get back this week or that its where I live at home (in the countryside, not near any of my friends) but i just feel like I'm blowing in the wind. With no purpose or goal",5.626078853046591,5.507480109677423,5.971827956989246,82.92218637992829,67.25806451612902,8.695340501792115,33.351254480286734,8.167268648758528,2.3543620071684592,607,25,124,7,9,195,102,155,0.03,0.858,0.113,0.8192,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,1,9,7,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,2,1,23,24,6,0,2,6,0,4,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,11,4,0,1,6,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,4,5,17,6,22,18,4,28,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,3,15,81,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206097324562312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308077388549131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638507802077008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292819219396335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340987636604322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22765805479263898,0.3216560426214227,0.14410235019639567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34785917010281353,0.0,0.2352351055486045,0.0,0.08529511499620011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059686676471807,0.0,0.15054458134530324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248119613238639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996759658305592,0.1504216902827684,0.13252524225793771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077763995121174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190270373670849,0.0,0.1112839740612634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101699513830962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809605945461931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373716346054144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914842156208115,0.08751407833310322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805302848985926,0.2592454909119775,0.0,0.12383344880520393,0.0,0.0,0.1203868062869744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661401642780964,0.0,0.0,0.09664795054454428
lonely,littlesleepycarrot,2019/09/14,"I think I just had my first official anxiety/panic attack because of how lonely I am I really just want to talk to someone...

So I'm the type of person who overthinks a lot.. and as I was sitting all alone in my room, lights turned off with my computer I started to think about how my bf was online and didn't text me.. it's dumb but that's how it started, we recently had gotten into an argument about him saying these innapropriate comments to his friend and basically I started overthinking how maybe he was texting her, flirting with her...

Then I start hating myself because I don't trust him enough and if he is doing that then it's my fault for being so annoying and overwhelming all the time and how ugly and fat I am and so on..

Then I started ovethinking about how alone I am and started staring at my dark room, crying and crying, thinking how much I miss my family, how I wish it was easier to make friends at University, how insecure I am of myself..

How I deserve to be alone because I will never be enough for anyone..
How I hate social media but it's the only way to communicate with my family and bf that are very far away...

How I'm so bad at keeping the friends I make on the way.. or just keeping any conversation up... 

How my period hasn't come yet and it's really late even though I'm a virgin and I search in Google and it says the possible causes and I start to freak out really bad

How I want to talk to someone but if I call my mom in this state she'll get worried sick and if I text my bf he'll probably not even answer or just get annoyed with my problems..

So I was sitting there crying tons, I started to having some sort of asthma attack (I suffer from asthma), breathing really fast, shaking, I felt really cold and weak all of a sudden, I felt as if I wanted to remove  my skin and remove myself from my body and idk it was really weird and it felt awful....

I calmed a bit down when I opened my window and tried to breathe the fresh air and then put my blanket around me and imagining it was my bfs hug or something... I laid on my bed still not better and finally calmed down by praying, lol, but it really felt the worst..

And while I was laying in bed I felt so weak as if I had done leg day at the gym..

In conclusion idk what that was but those are the consequences of feeling lonely AF, not having anyone to talk to because I know no one here, I have no friends and the only people I could talk to would get too worried and I don't want that,..",3.9236831156824223,4.52930358546169,5.433205246735238,82.7734482260488,71.10216110019647,8.502970068184444,26.36548018028429,8.671277953709913,1.7527581879117071,1931,58,400,32,34,655,228,509,0.22,0.687,0.09300000000000001,-0.9973,0,8,1,0,0,0,59.0,1,0,0,3,37,33,7,3,16,2,35,13,6,17,4,104,75,70,0,13,20,1,7,0,7,4,6,2,5,1,21,37,1,2,13,1,0,5,10,23,0,2,20,12,70,10,57,47,11,61,1,5,1,2,30,25,1,11,26,294,91,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149117260295419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703664731951306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672782056816642,0.0,0.0,0.061574230871109185,0.0,0.1573772894359516,0.06498566184577992,0.0,0.11550486874812392,0.16865681032637492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117352122365013,0.0755135985535704,0.07683011309123931,0.0,0.0,0.07062831467287603,0.0,0.0,0.07105464275064123,0.0,0.059582152348986575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522506136729048,0.0,0.2279335721379581,0.04460767149133325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078293196005563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293817526470895,0.0,0.09136969218007944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041096749151318,0.0,0.034973445422528227,0.0,0.3320608852018518,0.07577022019677414,0.0,0.058834309804185164,0.0,0.0,0.21375626197628525,0.0,0.10841235728988746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657826313748184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295948561990455,0.0,0.0,0.038012952547824365,0.0,0.07802457554684845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880420444489931,0.0,0.0,0.09234042378617474,0.0,0.06948860517903999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100878668257712,0.0,0.0,0.05084647689097115,0.0,0.05334666587502268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687006220409568,0.10521084094782768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047952418274470616,0.06039487518061554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797658608169226,0.0,0.0,0.07457485888759978,0.06618448453546606,0.0,0.06953299673120285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101757773895113,0.0,0.06829510697881898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001042250645912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050811860464824,0.11721173221574176,0.053248945772172325,0.0,0.0,0.3916600264085126,0.0,0.055237695776144416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237864103975352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296028475715194,0.06795726002878842,0.0,0.040332447429634384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046960567083628134,0.07523497860733888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057070886868689975,0.16318843690630633,0.10980476054020917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953984639787806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048702886298084,0.0,0.04913499970221684,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Facckkk,2019/09/14,"It never ceases to make me wonder what a gift true friendship must be One of my old classmates would often bring up one or the other of her gang of friends in our conversation. Everytime I used to feel amazed at how they all sounded like such a tight group and how they have managed to remain thick friends for so many years now.

A couple of weeks ago, I happened to meet the classmate alongwith her set of friends and was introduced to them. I was ignored for the most time and I just sat there feeling awkward as all of those 7-8 friends went on reminiscing old memories and sharing their private jokes. I casually asked them to give me context of their conversation a couple of times initially, because I tried to take genuine interest in their discussion but it was soon clear that I really wasn't needed there.

I felt bad about how left out I felt. But one thing I can't get my mind off is - anyone who has a tight group of friends like that is one of the most fortunate people ever. To have friends who you know so much about, who know so much about you, to have shared history with them, been through them during good times and bad, to enjoy such fierce loyalty from friends. To feel like you belong. Like you are part of a gang. - I think it really takes really good fortune to have this in one's life.

It's heartbreaking to know with all certainty that I will never get to experience that.",5.773639705882353,6.323354084558827,5.7036764705882375,82.66779411764706,66.97794117647058,9.194117647058825,30.70588235294117,9.168548406835145,2.4023323529411766,1109,40,221,19,17,347,150,272,0.053,0.696,0.251,0.995,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,4,9,0,18,26,0,1,10,0,18,1,0,5,9,45,41,15,0,3,4,0,8,4,7,3,1,1,0,0,16,8,0,3,10,2,0,2,4,5,0,5,9,9,32,21,43,28,8,26,0,1,0,0,36,10,0,5,17,157,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805333625848857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945643634014839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928636053517752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658789894377404,0.060552904743217034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982171102162826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985302336789966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716742438604792,0.0,0.0,0.15067831806715534,0.07096401888419708,0.1907518693058707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372148199214699,0.0,0.10379552229972916,0.09528994146886403,0.0,0.1666327982295336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784046750513545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377361982709412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107926361409421,0.0,0.07016233367046096,0.19411772339938366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066306019598642,0.10070878609016963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029872545438463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604340569463156,0.0736546837960696,0.15322455444745545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084680278811796,0.0,0.33655544729692205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075687227956064,0.0,0.06886548394605417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909071455196869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937316824387772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599289992762893,0.06364902741016505,0.0,0.0,0.17376684706948015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744106543458563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579242797425023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796795066413098,0.0,0.0,0.0920833399560631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772316606023163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056381419211638,0.0,0.0,0.06396764940275862
lonely,Canthinkofone121,2019/09/14,Tried to embrace it Instead of actually trying not to be lonely I decided to just enjoy being lonely and while it does feel good just like anything too much of it is bad so it is very difficult to embrace it and eventhough I do enjoy being alone I want to be alone with someone if that makes sense idk my thoughts are kinda all over the place lol But along with that I do have trust issues cause of previous experiences so I rarely do open up to people which makes things difficult obviously,3.998750000000001,5.987974708333336,4.946250000000003,80.97375000000002,72.75,7.716666666666668,26.583333333333336,8.472884824447931,1.9472333333333327,396,14,73,7,8,129,65,96,0.124,0.635,0.24100000000000002,0.9106,0,6,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,1,1,11,0,0,3,2,21,16,7,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,6,5,14,11,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.21691340112432694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604304812571932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291765685959788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855946739893239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283429850128691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945188921773041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743267803158975,0.0,0.0,0.11239154282979896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864380773488292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23200276813994086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085948730215182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967475057004378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634015155268294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541010960508905,0.0,0.2322354886095107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883372836494207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767308131299414,0.0,0.0,0.1764656419114397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018273162924589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834044358038915,0.13110661513541266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Freedom920,2019/09/14,"Do they even remember I exist? I'm thinking about shutting down my social media accounts to see how long it takes before someone thinks of me and reaches out to say ""Hi."" Unfortunately, the answer will be a while. I'm the only one to reach out to family; it seems that I'm an afterthought because I live several states away.  I have a few friends that invite me out, but it can get weird because they are all couples. I'm welcome and participate in conversation, yet it's not the same. I know there are others that feel like this. 

I have no romantic life at all, and miss deep conversation the most. My friends tell me it's because some see a single dad with custody as off putting because of possible drama with their mother or I'm too busy for anyone else. Don't really know either way. 

I just wonder if people even know that I exist anymore.",3.9081093605189987,5.543207012048197,5.170722891566268,80.73447173308624,72.25301204819277,7.7582947173308625,27.829471733086194,8.384062270229773,2.0135093605189995,668,25,126,11,13,222,111,166,0.051,0.825,0.124,0.9001,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,3,0,8,6,0,0,8,0,9,1,0,1,2,31,27,9,0,1,6,2,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,11,8,0,0,11,1,1,1,3,2,0,1,0,4,15,4,19,25,8,17,0,1,2,0,14,10,0,6,5,87,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606417891433808,0.11003353776552917,0.16123943592544054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784996157101113,0.0,0.0,0.3837139180735011,0.0,0.13390635412994115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412180796986956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145858844893374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078767083982098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835008203667854,0.0,0.07956866814710202,0.11242186416890017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431602158161991,0.0,0.08221691987570576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594517042882808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115182693563792,0.07688077942849361,0.0,0.13895652010126594,0.13926341580847915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663485911941137,0.11968346823877302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090973454412534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774058296578772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819567890256367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008122967101106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782643073233547,0.0,0.0,0.12514327220818255,0.0,0.0,0.2507996791117577,0.14325953841661151,0.0,0.17777809543352638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041419491703612,0.13333518203519254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831918692622885,0.0,0.13754428470774824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016667721613958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249093197258732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065604982758528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,piratedversion,2019/09/14,"Stuck in a loop Hi,
New guy here, 
22 and I have no clue what's happening with my life.

 Can't say i havent ever had friends cause I had a couple of great ones, for short durations, but I had them. For now I don't have anyone at all though. 

If i have say something about myself then I am the person who'll enter a gathering of 100 and by the end of the day know everyone and have them call me a friend. A week later however almost no one will remember me. 

Don't know why, but, I keep making acquaintances and keep not getting friends. The last seat to fill in my office staff bus is invariably next to mine and I am the only one who knows everyone on that bus. And it's like they hate me. But none do. They just don't seem to like me that much.

Don't know what's wrong but something's broken and needs fixing. Cause no one wants to left out of trips they suggested, reunions they initiated, treats they demanded.  And don't want that seat next to me to remain empty. 

But I have no idea how...

I know there is little coherence in the post and I apologise for the same  but please bear with me if you read it.",1.5329905582922834,3.2916922456896605,3.010812807881773,93.15356321839079,79.1293103448276,6.8328407224958925,19.668308702791464,7.793537801064563,0.4671619047619049,859,20,198,14,21,281,128,232,0.133,0.7709999999999999,0.096,-0.6868,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,7,0,8,9,1,0,12,0,22,1,0,4,2,43,38,20,0,5,10,0,0,2,3,2,1,2,0,2,9,12,0,2,8,1,0,3,13,2,0,4,4,2,30,7,23,32,4,24,0,0,0,0,21,9,0,4,13,133,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937640758775515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833577641829012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173164586063084,0.0,0.0,0.2449328898229105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190891525074455,0.0,0.07688368742480738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558893321773856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783661713281167,0.0,0.2278297117933113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763151899904643,0.0,0.06228481568453732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143474439414127,0.0,0.1180414007877774,0.10542125916380167,0.0,0.0,0.11769993973038248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457900500978576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119271941857032,0.0,0.0,0.3275866979908138,0.09717597821454553,0.0,0.0,0.1295272354519688,0.0,0.08420494302330941,0.11648466480200136,0.1194845543870104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795768086710136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763659938397911,0.08839626802577483,0.0,0.11513840243385595,0.2535725971208725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32313215118445243,0.09066823192850927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409377020158646,0.0,0.13086205736792933,0.0,0.0,0.11417483005709242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924706714147125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504713557200204,0.0,0.0,0.18960879720208867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852868191632614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355476381427474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171279415316454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406319625637151,0.0,0.0956269263843147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757281966763894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130342675621846,0.0,0.0
lonely,toughmotherfucker,2019/09/14,"I know a lot of people but still feel lonely Last semester, my batch mates graduated so most of my favorite people are now gone in the university. I still have another group of friends I used to hang out for the past 2 years, but as a group, they feel a little off for me, I don't used to feel that way however them, as an individual are great people, I have one friend from that group who encourages me to get into mountain biking (and this is great as I am trying to look for another hobby/passion). It probably feels lonely as I no longer want to be drunk with them twice or more than a times every week as I go to the gym 6 times a week, and getting very drunk amplifies my existential anxiety.

What's worse is none of them really knew me that I feel this way, they always thought of me as a very happy person and not someone who gets sad, (I am a 6'2"" ft and 210 lbs guy) and someone who jokes a lot though that changed this year as well :(. I literally have no one to open up to as I feel uncomfortable to talk to them about this kind of thing as I assume they would be surprised to find out that I can be sad as well. I really wish I have someone I can talk to, on this kind of level.",11.580564516129035,5.1045362500000016,11.297580645161293,69.27887096774195,61.5,14.980645161290324,41.08064516129032,11.20814326018867,4.121466129032257,922,25,208,16,8,311,132,248,0.129,0.6970000000000001,0.174,0.9420000000000001,1,4,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,7,0,8,16,0,0,12,0,17,2,0,2,0,33,36,20,0,3,4,0,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,16,10,2,0,11,5,0,3,5,4,2,3,3,7,31,12,43,29,5,26,0,4,1,0,21,10,0,5,11,145,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046866029807846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280171764248992,0.08317501741910299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150175877551078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160626172816304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298504973346152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993735046742657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680027243275464,0.0,0.17041438886588592,0.0,0.061791435684838976,0.0,0.0,0.23974138153902225,0.0,0.10765573682252556,0.0,0.1157407444080367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264425914399668,0.0597529123004289,0.08862612156683107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089719171036528,0.0,0.0,0.0913023743453705,0.0,0.0,0.1848697475773249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473509700607178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379117603250827,0.22613055169627336,0.09493526385572004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722491162246353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930519378891928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763693117572405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365729153699416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477952309570685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223265809212269,0.0,0.10682264666415776,0.08631622137131079,0.12679789559059315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381775048902484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780854072341213,0.0,0.1794205116628179,0.06412935397900765,0.17260312043570097,0.17442672064669001,0.0,0.1955152866725137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502942149054436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080098283166794,0.07723576126833116,0.0,0.0,0.14003183231327512
lonely,AnUntitledProject,2019/09/14,"YouTube video in the making - Need some advice? Hi there. I am currently trialing an idea for a youtube video, where I give advice to people or respond to people's problems. So, if there is anyone out there who wants some advice or wants to talk to someone about anything comment down below or inbox. I would appreciate it very much, and hope I could be of any help to anyone too. The youtube video this will be uploaded on is this channel, so if you are interested then feel free to sub. [https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC72ue0ahQYDPbJuFdYW6g9g](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC72ue0ahQYDPbJuFdYW6g9g)",9.860267857142855,12.543517229166667,6.966904761904763,69.54000000000002,59.0,7.985714285714287,29.339285714285715,8.418075326091056,2.1333410714285717,498,15,74,6,7,140,68,96,0.027000000000000003,0.828,0.145,0.8971,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,19,16,9,0,9,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,14,11,3,8,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,8,2,53,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5919311791440663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731009261320756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823693174870217,0.0,0.16616001290135587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121383480848028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209501109527684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369663312533192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534032307157434,0.0,0.0,0.2005485691399879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279390658158431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347807812054933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484318047485116,0.14971847023194207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27996685008471345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320674875890206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108313116548665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229277348866486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660219654317904,0.2381910771913565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343563464104406,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Aizxh3458,2019/09/14,"Alone again. Maybe i am that way. I have a huge fear of people leaving me alone. I hate the feeling of loneliness and not being able to get out of it. This cause me to be dependent on them, until it was too much. 

Two friends got angry and pushed me away. I wanted to make amends for the mistakes but they won't look or try to talk things out. They do not care when I was very quiet during group meetings. I was awkward around them and I felt out of place. Nobody questioned about my weird behaviour and just blissfully joked around. I felt hurt as if I was just an extra in the group. 

College was the time where I am able to find and make new friends. I thought I will be different and be more open, plus sociable. However, I lost the motivation as more people joined our groups. Seeing my friends laughing with them made me feel insecure of myself. I found my communication skills lacking as people around me began to get confused.

It was my fault that I let my negativity consumed me whole. I did not notice until the consequences attacked me.

Two friends distanced themselves from me. I apologized for being a 'bad' teammate to them. And they messaged back their anger saying that 'i did not listen to them or try my best after given many chances. That I should seek others for help rather than trying and failing my work.'

My heart dropped after I heard those. I knew I got too attached to them for answers. I knew I did not study well for the subject. I knew I was not a good listener. 

I cried in the toliet cubicle, blaming myself how selfish and foolish I was. I could not find any more courage to speak. It was like I lost my voice. I could feel their unpleasant vibes towards me. 

They treated me as if I am air and joked around with the others, leaving me behind. 
It broke my heart and I became more isolated from my group. This is a difficult lesson for me.

One month has passed, I struggled to come in terms with myself. I hope that they will message and agreed to talk things out. But that was just a false reality. The memory of that day comes back and forth haunting me, destroying me mentally. I try to forgive myself and accept myself but it doesn't work. I hit the lowest point in my life. I could not think properly without remembering that day and my actions. My mind replay it over and over, mocking me for my weakness. 

I felt empty and just...want to cry. My social life sucks and so am I. I don't know why I am still breathing but I am trying to move forward.

All my friends don't even care about me anymore. I felt like I lost a chance to have friends again.
Loneliness pile up inside me like snow. I wanted to get out of it but it buried me nonstop. 

I get anxious around big group. I get awkward during conversations. I couldn't find an interesting topic for someone to feel like i am good to be around. I tried to speak out but my efforts went unheard. I let my weaknesses bring me down because I don't have the power to lift myself up. I attached to friends for emotional support.

Maybe I don't deserve anyone as I am such a 'bad' friend. Loneliness may be my only friend.",2.3548730047454707,4.701785304276316,3.2606999568593613,89.43768658326145,79.18092105263158,5.960569456427955,24.27642364106989,7.135373973100315,0.99910026962899,2427,87,484,30,61,771,270,608,0.209,0.636,0.155,-0.9868,4,2,0,0,0,0,67.0,1,0,13,12,27,56,6,6,21,0,50,7,3,7,1,105,98,39,0,13,23,0,8,4,9,5,4,8,0,0,24,37,0,0,25,2,0,9,17,27,1,3,32,18,115,29,82,47,11,59,0,6,2,0,45,32,1,9,22,360,139,5,0.1228792749700612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726587041862428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04178106034476327,0.0,0.0,0.06940930226056204,0.06093161106207299,0.04296002307225915,0.0,0.0,0.3281658199275115,0.0,0.06989645735327506,0.057724561886376785,0.09448657756699416,0.10259906192925668,0.03745303274877688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447710901613314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528361030635532,0.06311543202418175,0.0,0.1058496149121224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716365342898155,0.0,0.13497711358837647,0.07924696680690482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641913444116101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911132262153459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040580301107841193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691366734066422,0.12426290706793205,0.0438924892955259,0.2359667480296545,0.0,0.16846414676530802,0.0,0.0,0.06736539127743055,0.4272130036199182,0.0,0.16049837379203594,0.0,0.0,0.10306530587717412,0.09827778142895467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065892212903111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561253248016418,0.04118169391424105,0.0,0.0,0.0610234230407022,0.0,0.0,0.06577240265253242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033765617976441134,0.0,0.0,0.13011140982663846,0.0,0.12565238398247933,0.08679326588324379,0.1200652137568929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051593821519318184,0.0,0.20120586626112855,0.0,0.0,0.058135670536622025,0.08202287021572352,0.062290149077401616,0.12344874780454293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191670382795238,0.0,0.06203651938802227,0.0,0.04904053247221857,0.06530061136966887,0.04516520288679175,0.0,0.0,0.05933878473765655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994943449588274,0.0,0.0,0.04163308843017263,0.04672761288346418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778352598093254,0.0,0.0641913444116101,0.0,0.058080316469200276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882645510482603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695991323290048,0.0,0.0,0.048859265734576315,0.0,0.0,0.04895943645888864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262997313999527,0.05205760546190685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049065773860360616,0.0,0.0,0.06423004907483636,0.0,0.0,0.06972097252536817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876570663672653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163553020808988,0.03936803887657827,0.0,0.048776209289010414,0.03582594670199788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250280885091665,0.0,0.12003519658876324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069413540451672,0.1087160701043652,0.048767924455890566,0.0,0.0,0.05524161270287645,0.056955159486011465,0.0554397165059484,0.06859516111608928,0.0,0.05922561805699299,0.0,0.08945757566330614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wryd0,2019/09/14,Bought a b-day gift for a friend and she never came over to pick it up I try to be nice and a good friend but still end up lonely. No one did anything (not even a happy birthday text) for my birthday so I figured I should try to cheer someone up on there's and it backfired lol. Maybe I should just accept that Ill never be as social as I want to be.,0.5855844155844174,2.1271026233766257,2.3389610389610382,97.88558441558443,81.20779220779221,4.4,18.79220779220779,3.1291,-0.7855402597402596,270,6,65,0,7,89,53,77,0.107,0.584,0.309,0.946,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,1,6,1,0,1,2,15,9,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,3,0,7,7,13,1,0,10,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,47,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039479042076026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834583502898946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983371171275482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21950912706270514,0.0,0.0,0.16369333514787185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829549448703192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787307137317226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26382602169958946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489845651249921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822927908694651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679400820494253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526375828573257,0.2099906315437621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979221431469801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33652874002044275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618008913783626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Locke_VI,2019/09/14,"I'm having a bad day I went no contact with my family years ago.  Some of them were abusive, narcissistic, insane...you know,  a lot of that fun stuff that can fuck a kid up for the rest of their life.  I'm glad I don't talk to them, we're all better off with me around them.   But sometimes I miss having a family....not that family, just a hypothetical family I guess.  Parents, a brother or sister to hang out with.

Sometimes it just sucks. Most people have a family, and I never will.  I don't have very many people in my life,  and I prefer it like that for the most part. But sometimes the solitude gets to me,  and its just hopeless. It's not like I can rent parents or adopt a sister. There's nothing I can do about that emptiness in my life.

  Anyway.... just wanted to vent about it a little.",0.9826688453159028,3.12565153703704,2.9857298474945537,90.62931372549022,83.01234567901236,5.5401597676107475,18.17138707334786,6.794906146795322,0.051218881626724944,607,14,130,7,17,204,90,162,0.146,0.755,0.099,-0.8176,3,0,0,0,0,1,32.0,0,0,4,1,9,10,2,0,12,0,12,4,0,0,2,27,22,7,0,2,9,5,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,11,8,0,0,2,0,1,2,5,5,0,0,2,0,18,5,20,19,7,13,0,2,0,1,12,7,2,7,6,96,29,0,0.0,0.1634526654196369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228769819190285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228081079589482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151856400829146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200890360106748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896877246866805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202021673077257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753604235212682,0.07207515378746693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151971636592479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581578712860494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923224939193299,0.13479449264180876,0.1382659246563154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172833665275658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986347550210312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639845612921267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237036808073924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063626835916777,0.14939049520510886,0.0,0.1912795556527833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40931943386557335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792406762240085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108820190289544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382631235060273,0.08136871095959118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788453184775125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883770833221433
lonely,mainstreethooker,2019/09/14,"I try to make friends but I never really like the people I’m 21. In my life, I would say that I’ve made about two people that I genuinely loved and cared for with my whole heart. We fell out and I tried to make friends on campus despite being a senior in college and I just don’t really like these people. They are nice people, on paper we are compatible, but I feel nothing for them and I am just forcing myself to talk to them. I don’t mind being alone, I am comfortable alone, but I miss the feeling of having a best friend. I am so socially isolated from my years of growing up basically on the internet and it’s not upsetting but I feel like I’ll never be normal.",2.6777501635055567,4.065826899280577,4.703649444081101,83.84650098103339,74.97122302158273,7.932243296272074,24.14715500327011,8.575989854853784,1.5585913669064748,525,16,109,10,11,181,83,139,0.12,0.626,0.254,0.9761,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,3,1,4,13,0,1,5,0,12,3,1,3,2,27,22,10,0,2,7,0,3,3,3,1,1,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,1,4,22,11,18,17,2,13,0,1,0,1,12,7,0,0,7,79,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120935391542206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811693332301827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361622566173344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285470389165756,0.10763736013017323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492175287159925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785424892685639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642137375540543,0.22082655016289274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598389248282666,0.14256585138809474,0.20114432701405785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521318860188611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324091392676021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762280214958534,0.1445701583903609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178173115102861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304375651045053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981736433673855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535872100673933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110135588564135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458757443236106,0.0,0.14718089462332973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821561453322198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703033452417464,0.0,0.0,0.09702535205455616
lonely,TzeenMusic,2019/09/14,"My Girlfriend broke up with me and all of my friends are at a party, so I’m sitting in a forest about to smoke a joint by myself Pretty self explanatory. 18 and about to finish school in 2 weeks, my girlfriend broke up with me a few days ago due to her family circumstances. All of my friends are at a party I didn’t get invited to. I’ve got no one to smoke with so I’m going to light up one by myself. How are you guys feeling?",2.0776958525345637,3.0258564623655917,4.055944700460831,89.64677419354841,75.7741935483871,7.034715821812598,22.963133640553004,7.447530270364453,0.7263714285714289,333,9,77,4,7,114,55,93,0.08,0.752,0.168,0.8176,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,2,9,10,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,2,11,2,22,8,3,14,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,0,5,53,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499500427988163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818477967538862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658169135266553,0.0,0.14257287552466594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435699779692448,0.0,0.1473180707485218,0.0,0.16025046630955192,0.0,0.2255177547206544,0.0,0.0,0.2791953583130778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821413340164307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868656070717616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28536943679059706,0.0,0.0,0.2941569713863559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22617991482706604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,StarQue3n,2019/09/14,"Misfit? Have you ever felt like you can’t click with people? Even if you do they go distant..
I have acquaintances here and there but never a friend..
Like lets go eat out or go for a movie or hell I was alone at my birthday.
I’ve always been the chubby kinda kid and hence a huge introvert that the fact people used to bully me.. this made me just cut off the friends I had entirely for an escape. So hey if you feel the same way lets talk? Ps I am a male my username is just a game character which I happen to love. Good day even if you don’t wanna talk I guess :)",-0.07053571428571459,2.061806541666669,1.8145238095238088,97.32000000000002,87.75,4.761904761904762,15.238095238095234,6.1826913282559595,-0.6844404761904763,435,8,101,4,14,143,84,120,0.133,0.6829999999999999,0.183,0.7888,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,1,0,8,8,2,0,10,0,12,2,0,2,3,23,22,9,0,4,8,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,2,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,5,3,16,6,9,15,1,11,1,0,1,1,15,4,1,7,5,68,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947329746088277,0.0,0.0,0.15644847200615042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125794232400325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239234619787465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483720959675419,0.17007569145918675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506902929780907,0.0,0.18052957403834288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905290011736077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205698746098721,0.1577030316644399,0.0,0.0,0.20712624703577728,0.0,0.16626628341558228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845282701342062,0.0,0.1837150537297778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696962260342244,0.17790994580458186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450133288196441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26070007131181233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022481955208946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238971113904502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492422589584458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TURPELS,2019/09/14,I just want to talk I don’t know anymore. I’ve been just feeling like shit and I just want to hug someone. I don’t care who I just want to hug them and just cry everything out. I’m a fucking loser and I don’t know anything anymore... I just want a fucking hug. One. Fucking. Hug,-2.13366616989568,-0.5085411475409813,0.5005961251862914,101.35062593144562,108.01639344262293,2.873919523099852,20.299552906110282,4.851557810540192,-0.4509147540983607,214,9,51,1,11,72,29,61,0.152,0.48200000000000004,0.366,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,6,11,4,0,2,0,4,8,1,0,0,17,16,3,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,8,6,4,15,0,1,0,1,0,7,3,1,4,0,1,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38889082113682255,0.0,0.0,0.16134612910614252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990299467623587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21536998457412876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762120430391872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913717839592903,0.1400700384114834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437813153779639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550618262289728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095788250864398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328598215594346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20125957636518008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612661787223826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575909289309064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625807090573976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Aborigen123,2019/09/14,"I just can't ""connect"" with people So, not to make flowery emotional speech, I'll try to keep things short. The problem is that I can pretty well handle conversations with people who I don't know well and I usually (not really always) have something to ask and something to say. But in the end I just don't feel the ""connection"", it doesn't seem like we ""click"" and get closer to being real friends. Idk, maybe it's just me and other people actually feel that we could have some meaningful relationships, but that's just how things go.

And similar thing goes for my older friends. We either stop talking after I realise that this person is using me/dragging me down/badly influence me in general, or we just never get out of this ""kinda friends"" state where we talk from time to time and rarely hang out or don't hang out at all.

Whenever I try to talk to a girl for a period of time I just get vibes that she's not interested and slowly give up the conversations. As you can guess, they seldomly message by own initiative.

And even when I have a good time with some people, it usually ends where is ends. And now I'm sitting alone in a park in a city when I've never been before. The people who went here with me (we all went here for to visit a science conference) are hanging out somewhere. Two of them are bf and gf so they don't need any third wheel while the other guy is hanging out somewhere with his girl friend and they also don't seem to need someone else.

There are dozens of people around who are happy and having fun together with their families, friends or partners. And I'm just sitting with a dead expression on my face feeling like I'm gonna cry at any moment.

TL;DR: I can't build any kind of steady relationships with other people so I'm just alone all the time.",5.375624036979972,5.780183994350287,5.952121212121212,81.04848998459168,67.8135593220339,9.035233692860812,28.520287621982536,8.97023862654752,2.1074903954802258,1410,44,279,23,22,458,178,354,0.077,0.807,0.11599999999999999,0.9324,1,2,2,0,0,0,40.0,6,1,5,0,25,15,0,0,14,0,25,1,1,4,5,78,50,27,1,4,17,0,3,2,8,1,0,2,0,5,19,33,0,2,7,0,0,8,13,1,2,3,3,6,30,14,44,44,7,50,0,0,1,0,42,18,0,9,23,190,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.08420197529994496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873103187358566,0.0,0.06900229808114097,0.07179625559788846,0.0,0.0,0.17603082437487355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681218254398288,0.08066507843417448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204459509670083,0.0,0.0,0.07342240832116954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889176583669374,0.0,0.0947803158522156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720802699852167,0.09705931343308126,0.2292694113179886,0.0,0.0,0.056990606097986965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134207199164223,0.0,0.1308852730752202,0.0616422130889038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33331892218863524,0.0,0.13524147456434674,0.08277269198688154,0.049037906558713734,0.07237198947840735,0.0,0.0,0.0950529511891138,0.08543598160979098,0.0,0.09185227283382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669431125108755,0.0,0.08985282925438323,0.047420127037417034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430924754729725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057596086769639114,0.0,0.08668514978144172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279588666183678,0.13309703683940755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.418735386162428,0.0753409683152236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778313822388692,0.0,0.08256334891716775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821152585311964,0.05527655249027196,0.0,0.0,0.18527617411326933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861750878378937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710173566998525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310922803159496,0.1328532304849581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721383481018885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805849128490325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197229512882742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515681698806465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716406685606134,0.0,0.08428816962822874,0.0,0.0,0.0745227681542828,0.19006206602200615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516163773160654,0.1599746167919936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BL-CKbird,2019/09/14,"just the little things these days i’m constantly daydreaming about having someone whose hair i can brush my fingers through while they lay their head in my lap. whose face i can press kisses onto when they greet me in the morning. having someone to wrap my arms around and smile at. having a reason to laugh and be genuinely happy. having someone to motivate me and give me a reason to keep going. 

i want to spend my saturday nights watching lame movies, listening to music and playing board games, and just simply having the company of someone who loves me. i’m so tired of being lonely.",6.637324675324674,7.546275200000004,6.414935064935065,77.05954545454549,65.18181818181819,8.83116883116883,30.259740259740266,8.841846274778883,2.521883116883117,472,16,79,7,7,148,73,110,0.07200000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.19899999999999998,0.9295,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,1,6,7,0,0,5,0,9,8,5,3,0,13,17,8,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,14,5,15,15,0,13,0,2,1,2,10,6,0,0,6,58,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093857175310345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750547787515405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383705888136215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420314694606288,0.10912943014096553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044089337195839,0.0,0.0,0.1970679882674938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706762598412309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924545543098292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733056089570909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019782666973846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948572230219913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6507919242907529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756960131765696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22069882166638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325841158201926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,brizza255,2019/09/14,"Conversing with myself Lonely part: Let’s go out. It seems like fun out there. There’s lots of beautiful women and you can connect with them and do something interesting with your night.

Dismissing part: nah .. it’s more comfortable inside. Who are you kidding? It’s cold outside .. you have to get dressed and walk around .. and all for what ? So you can get laid? You’re really desperate .. just be at home and watch a movie, it’s more comfortable and going out is a hassle an tiring. Plus you need to work more.

Lonely part: true but I still am lonely and I hate being alone here by myself. Being inside is painful I want some companionship.

Dismissing part: sorry you feel that way, but there’s no way we’re going outside. C’mon we haven’t done it in ages. It’s just cold and miserable out there. It would be painful.

Lonely part: please. I am starting to get depressed. We never meet people anymore. All we do is work and be on our own.

Dismissing part: in sorry but the answer is no. I am not moving out there. I’m tired and sleep is better for us. You should quieten and accept that this is what we’re doing being inside.

Lonely part: it’s a Saturday night! Cmon. There’s people talking outside. You’re turning me into a nerd, a shut in. What happened to the old Brian?

Dismissing part: it’s better stay in. It’s a necessary sacrifice. You need sleep and you need to work more. Socialising with people is a distraction and definitely women are a distraction. You don’t need that now.

Lonely part: I hate you. You’re such a control freak. I just want some damn connection. 

Dismissing part: sorry. I make the rules here though and you’ll have to deal with this. At least this is physically comfortable being in bed and all.

Lonely part: :’( I miss my friends, I miss women. I am so sad.

Dismissing part: oh well ... this is painful but necessary",0.9341987673343616,3.503730432203393,2.386848484848485,89.41395531587057,94.96045197740114,5.512398561890088,18.865742167437087,7.056908132695986,0.6941825988700567,1439,44,275,26,55,464,155,354,0.233,0.6509999999999999,0.11599999999999999,-0.9942,0,16,1,0,0,0,70.0,5,13,1,6,19,34,3,3,13,0,36,7,2,2,5,61,59,23,0,8,8,0,1,1,1,3,5,0,2,4,21,31,0,1,4,0,0,5,6,22,1,0,1,4,34,12,31,47,24,33,1,12,1,0,30,16,1,4,10,199,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385353948613685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061142850319697975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054883918921898464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905349629242936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691486759265442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356116260074808,0.053101326753029685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630920539938523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03117342621798148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04763267516857897,0.0,0.0966328761797311,0.0,0.10511584485157592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054519224156137455,0.0,0.0,0.12173843204346688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061842622744351886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304399943017497,0.0,0.030120364722761063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052414868092731666,0.0,0.0,0.041153614593276884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552699718858533,0.0,0.1828585994623755,0.047550315175956495,0.0,0.0,0.11571364856293395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469407247165139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968082609397062,0.0,0.0,0.8011655871399203,0.0,0.12822652915604005,0.0,0.0,0.06767608256404907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039496258597013466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612624610727476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339432555877815,0.0,0.0,0.04746321279357992,0.0,0.2070452419336517,0.04363805448774051,0.06571350894384641,0.049235876332039866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04955405504916514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057340378935061,0.0,0.0,0.14172127578076846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706036612328001,0.0,0.0,0.07416053240273163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272864649259822,0.09787398867137087,0.0,0.0,0.05543312572959544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465156418986934,0.0,0.0,0.043796265121506917,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kaykay017,2019/09/14,"Maybe we don’t have to try. You want to have a conversation, but you are hesitating to talk to because you don't know if you can say something funny. It keeps you from any social activities so let's forget once to try and believe anything can lead us to a fun conversation. 

Hi, I'm chewing gum in my room. It tastes mint. How about you?",1.5194409937888196,3.6944091014492777,3.4745755693581764,87.70826086956524,81.17391304347827,6.2616977225672885,22.900621118012424,7.447530270364453,0.885288198757765,264,9,57,4,7,89,52,69,0.08,0.7909999999999999,0.129,0.5548,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,2,6,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,2,0,10,12,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,9,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,1,0,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432830953348225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230571235316645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523405955994316,0.0,0.0,0.3053888397638677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24092824868515905,0.0,0.0,0.1489660441978431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771745300050217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27231356515451194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886672573615896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21555570355529413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27630885812283323,0.0,0.20867320946475573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178656500577472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36806032906464703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260486469678319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987666226516975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThanklessDestruction,2019/09/14,"I want someone to know the real me, not the person I pretend to be I have been thinking a lot lately about who I am as a person, and the people I hang out with. I have always only had a few friends and I've never really had a problem with that until now.

I realised today that I have been putting on a show in front of friends and family, I haven't been myself in a while. I'm hurting because my heart is so full of love and compassion but I have no one to share it with. 

I've been experimenting with drugs and alcohol, but they are really not for me, I don't like who I am when I'm under the influence. I don't like that I have to lie to my mother about what I've been doing the same way I lie to my friends about what I'm thinking and how I'm feeling.

I just want to meet someone new and drop the act from the start, let someone meet the real me. I'm sensitive, I find all types of humor funny, I'm a nerd, I like to write songs, I don't like large crowds but I like to perform in front of them, I believe in God, I believe in loving others, I want to be sober, I want love, I like reading facts about the movies I watch and telling everyone in the room. I have so many qualities that I hide, because I want to seem cooler, or funnier, or more interesting, but it's backfiring.",5.321708074534161,3.789161833333335,6.634803312629401,82.6076086956522,68.34782608695653,9.624844720496897,30.94616977225673,8.418075326091056,2.029851759834368,990,31,227,12,14,340,129,276,0.10099999999999999,0.6990000000000001,0.2,0.9763,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,1,10,18,0,0,17,0,25,6,1,2,3,44,45,21,0,6,9,1,1,6,3,0,2,1,1,2,11,13,1,0,6,4,0,5,8,3,0,1,7,3,38,15,36,35,6,27,0,1,1,3,19,11,0,4,15,159,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094489042152548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416695558817707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797542213981334,0.0,0.0,0.25500888978595504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124189769627947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081393012523132,0.0,0.11070250432044833,0.10668711365098753,0.0,0.05722242566450856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343582374792656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623058365458216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410763537202508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115140424014535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219556938634405,0.0,0.12766129903113252,0.0,0.0,0.11572454518668243,0.0,0.3317364577029192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621354650523778,0.3064224937873064,0.0,0.0,0.11473716523513128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872840975661067,0.10930081321263699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668728711061247,0.08607129570024342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784582032737556,0.1976323015240525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828892323073684,0.0,0.1137676511024787,0.0,0.0,0.11320116604251405,0.2576257025172721,0.14499989226658402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302620967113582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876670951070985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010269104228719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989160405791432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145030225435879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727243969772386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33375458463420865,0.08982950738353454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Motorhead952,2019/09/14,"Stupid question about antidepressants Hey guys is there a chance antidepressants will suppress my ability to fall in love? Will it kill my desire for love? Because if so, wouldn't that be a positive? Then I wouldn't constantly be sad about being alone, I'll just be content with my friends?",3.8706289308176096,6.9207300566037775,3.6625471698113214,84.53709119496857,78.62264150943396,7.306918238993711,27.701257861635213,8.344100000000001,2.283254088050316,235,10,42,5,6,71,41,53,0.183,0.507,0.31,0.8398,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,2,0,9,2,0,0,0,8,11,3,1,4,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,6,3,0,4,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,2,2,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32872495269188123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348072469093708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429906686819039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24521818238092136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142704287941125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35114995828796275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5729218072814506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355554448712164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ExKalebr,2019/09/14,"Another lonely soul I feel so alone. 

Going throughout the day with a constant pit in my stomach. I feel guilty, because I push all the people who get close to me away. Then I turn it around and tell myself that I dont deserve to feel bad because I did this to myself.

Growing up moving from school to school every couple years meant I was never able to keep friends. I was so desperate for company. I still am. The only difference now is that I can't keep the friendships I have now cause I'm not used to having people around me for so long.

It's like my body only knows how to be alone, but my heart yearns for some company. I have the means to contact people to hang out with me, but I don't because I'm predisposed to tell myself that I dont deserve their company. Then I'm right back to feeling guilty, and telling myself I dont deserve to feel guilty.

It's a never ending circle of self-loathing",3.7870602910602926,4.717787464864866,4.694054054054057,86.75509355509358,71.64864864864866,7.2058212058212066,26.66320166320166,7.321109707123232,1.2683846153846154,711,23,146,7,13,231,101,185,0.11900000000000001,0.84,0.040999999999999995,-0.9057,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,0,7,0,14,3,3,3,3,29,31,10,0,1,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,2,8,0,0,5,8,3,0,0,4,5,26,2,25,26,2,26,1,2,0,0,7,8,0,1,14,99,34,2,0.11493477937022376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23807553782341104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051913751770305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463264245554175,0.0,0.0,0.10798500863990307,0.08837775083516672,0.0959657399451953,0.2101895241541052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766662968903764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806967865529995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420366517079495,0.0,0.0,0.12717314727871065,0.0,0.0741234243767325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008238182108437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041081162969945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179810007213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683750871580038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905723892665207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879832543338748,0.0,0.06004867846286305,0.0,0.06532008378912814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619826694310186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043186256767449,0.0,0.0,0.06316514893772067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056151327620338934,0.0,0.0,0.10171366295606532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519766901932494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215748119188105,0.0,0.0,0.17728957470942294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482615774113905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23904391313093404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815367358920583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23264026559537104,0.0,0.0,0.119902041227119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917870632723677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30137418937512217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501603560207475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992667469237742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401422962966156
lonely,CradleToTheGrave__,2019/09/14,"I feel like I dont have enough going on with me to make new friends I sometimes go on places like 4chan and other websites to find people to send nudes to and have someone to talk to for a bit before they ghost me, it feels like other then my body I have nothing I can offer to get peoples attention online, and its almost impossible to make friends irl for me I just feel stuck in the mud",16.729629629629635,5.826597827160494,14.627222222222226,62.32750000000003,58.382716049382715,17.187654320987654,51.611111111111114,8.841846274778883,5.151044444444444,308,9,66,2,2,99,55,81,0.051,0.7859999999999999,0.163,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,5,2,2,2,0,13,14,4,1,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,11,5,14,13,2,9,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,5,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319765705033165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417442977260704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106362756779501,0.2143085376864112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261196985768409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993545895485392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926629017501281,0.2756672088315153,0.0,0.0,0.17634012057012288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981239391841703,0.0,0.10080116082584024,0.0,0.2193000891853876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827765315206419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575727197935769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863389093057351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512741298933566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675152287417561,0.0,0.20157718358086835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347415043510535,0.0,0.19081875844895374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507474692027745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thizzellar,2019/09/14,"Only invest time in yourself I used to have a lot of friends. My bestfriend at the time was jealous his crush liked me and therefore he turned all my friends against me. I was sad about losing the closest people in my life besides my family but soon after found a new best friend. Soon I was happier then ive been in my life, my new bf was actually the girl i had my first kiss with. She ended up moving away so i was left with no friends again. My family ended up moving and i started going to a new school. I meet a guy who was literally my other half, like we were brothers separated at birth type of thing. And he ends up moving after the first semester. Him leaving resulted in me becoming really close with another friend in our trio. Me and this guy become as close as i was with my original best friend in the begginning of this post. 2 years passes and i was the happiest ive been in the longest time. I had a bestfriend and a girlfriend of 1 year. Then in january 2019 and my bestfriend goes to jail. I found out my girlfriend has been using me for months and manipulating me relentlessly. She breaks up with my on my birthday just to make me feel worse as she explained to me. At this point in my life i just feel like there is no point in making an effort to meet new people or invest time in anyone but yourself. I feel like having people close to you in life only makes yourself venerable to be hurt. I just cant bring myself to make efforts to make new friends or even be capable of being in another relationship. Idk what the point if this is😂just wanted to project my thoughts somewhere.",3.5952336448598103,5.1212180186915885,4.783332087227418,83.6379140186916,72.86292834890965,7.752822429906543,26.858691588785053,8.364918446050245,1.7786704299065428,1268,45,253,21,25,418,156,321,0.073,0.736,0.191,0.9938,0,0,0,0,0,1,21.0,2,1,0,7,10,18,1,0,15,0,24,5,0,11,1,47,43,19,0,2,8,1,3,4,10,0,4,0,0,3,8,18,0,0,7,0,2,6,3,4,0,3,17,3,49,14,52,23,4,66,0,3,0,1,29,31,0,4,31,179,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.07540266017147364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204498217970087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402775285667415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259605885479223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706734099199463,0.0,0.0,0.1621765102396295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053101895500949,0.0,0.0,0.05103494649935645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568324769533886,0.0,0.11720743761634543,0.11040089805976837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144865793201327,0.0,0.16944128288331356,0.4178807760812606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04391332377412275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301541952647166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271725341775546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181591385697316,0.08395217330748292,0.0,0.2183073836285493,0.1509974444061684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864434007057754,0.0,0.06569069800230656,0.0,0.0,0.2578857647001451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616747752651846,0.24637174564845965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731307582434341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117531962969562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607042144563068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191303979579328,0.0,0.07400161894028702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04950001574223551,0.0,0.0,0.0829571773391803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819958819225968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05469086087731416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05133358800794397,0.0,0.0,0.061342354875357524,0.18022293805720105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404566145496735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346990832835193,0.0,0.0,0.04557481232624039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874294195711451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951643173368256
lonely,ladrogafiore,2019/09/14,"I am a loser A loser:

A loser with no friends

With whom no one wants to hang

A loser who had plans get canceled 

Cuz she‘s just that fucking lame

A loser who is lonely

And crippled in her bed

A loser who just lays inside

And stays inside her head

A loser‘s always losing

Everything battle fought

A loser that has never won

No matter what she thought 

A loser yesterday‘s a loser tomorrow

Poor thing has no clue how

A loser who‘s so desperately losing

Could stop being such a loser now",2.5070526315789468,5.037401652631584,4.013947368421054,83.20513157894737,79.84210526315789,5.484210526315789,20.026315789473685,6.742157984588678,0.5871894736842099,387,10,67,4,10,128,61,95,0.545,0.41700000000000004,0.038,-0.9961,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,16,6,21,3,0,12,0,7,2,1,2,1,14,13,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,19,0,1,4,0,5,2,4,7,0,8,0,16,0,1,11,1,1,0,5,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057589313604556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165258066181014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23824555827071614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480766956059634,0.24507118587537255,0.13849844393066044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720585436884125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5931352061431006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20445354378255973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963166315559925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28255038327800264,0.0,0.22162688610185666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611383897766172,0.0,0.0,0.21045163660403945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635679232510613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hopelessperson1,2019/09/14,"No one you feel like you can go to... Feels like everyone I go to is annoyed in some type of way. Even the person who I felt like I can go to anything for. It's nothing but ""complaints"" that I say. So I've been trying so hard not to say anything but it just comes out and now I'm just so fed with myself...",-0.5727100840336128,1.1276463088235325,1.7338655462184889,99.9338235294118,85.91176470588232,4.473949579831934,18.537815126050425,5.288315135182226,-0.6590067226890759,231,6,59,1,7,78,47,68,0.086,0.8340000000000001,0.08,-0.1153,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,7,4,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,13,6,0,0,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,4,1,0,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,3,6,7,3,9,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643345229582043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068920212099125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621168431284667,0.0,0.0,0.2115269115561222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386094292068232,0.3162911369990985,0.21254829763063504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774261446244971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830252911191096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244481309563003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240886862204308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500048993314397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329027412324287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520819383945373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029455491764632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571186463571198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,theacshow,2019/09/14,"All alone when I live for Romance Note before you read this please don't ask me to change. My main focus in life will always be Romance, so don't try and change that. I love Romance Way more than the average person my musician name if I ever become a musician is “romance boy” yet I’m all alone when everyone else seems to be meeting The love of their life I did meet someone who I thought was the love of my life in June but that didn’t last very long now I’m just alone and heartbroken and I will do anything I will sell my soul to the devil to find someone",2.768097928436916,3.967065677966104,3.8233333333333337,91.00349340866293,74.42372881355931,6.9393596986817325,24.975517890772128,7.3871296695380915,0.9601438794726928,442,14,98,5,9,143,74,118,0.13699999999999998,0.7170000000000001,0.147,-0.4093,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,7,8,0,0,5,0,12,6,0,0,3,13,20,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,14,7,10,11,4,11,2,0,0,3,12,2,0,2,8,61,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647238449742682,0.0,0.0,0.12445304584751694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230822028077854,0.0,0.1398264383157764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518675303421984,0.12727185105873912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164474653431177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494536198953808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352933496588334,0.0,0.1429191942397499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367029786061451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191836083681575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169341482241759,0.0,0.0,0.13207180230452278,0.1323634926055006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049744672090696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059752080172002,0.0,0.1641813936239151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960906211191344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616162395407833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534579563327604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874075088891672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101547252448551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340974814032868,0.0,0.11872058230017275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DEPRESSEDEXPRESSION,2019/09/14,"it’s weird 🤕 i know people. 
i have a job that requires me to know lots of people. but i think i have a hard time actually keeping people in my life and i don’t connect with even the closest people in my life like family. 

might as well give it a try though, if anyone needs an ear to listen or someone to talk to, this losers here. 𖤐",-0.117916666666666,1.8995219305555544,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,86.63888888888891,4.711111111111111,17.333333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.4314499999999999,257,6,59,2,8,88,54,72,0.122,0.7929999999999999,0.085,-0.3716,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,5,0,4,3,1,0,0,13,11,6,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,8,2,9,10,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,4,2,39,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.19860367900474374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230413703300562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344213600625328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918581446321418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952324882066264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823116653934954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195967151093105,0.18089566567698864,0.0,0.0,0.22369574240877693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28750079535610706,0.099428348784983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730232629721382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158998588872436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509056146317137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5643735141440805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724396797646265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357962177713584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040576792964653,0.19995486689807507,0.0,0.11867266505520906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138174993174933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298663412661334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hoyt_Herringbone,2019/09/14,"Worst Decision of my life, no light at the end of the tunnel. I just spent half an hour writing a post for this sub and accidentally deleted it all. I’m currently breaking down in tears because of this. There’s really no point in posting this now because there’s no context for anything but long story short I moved away from the only family and friends i’ve ever known thinking i’d find a better life. One of my little brothers refuses to acknowledge my or anyone else in my family’s existence. The only group i’ve friends i’ve felt genuinely loved by and cared for is growing too old and no longer has time for me. My roommate who I thought was my best friend is making my life a living hell. My mother is getting old and I am not able to support her and my other little brother is close to graduating high school (something I was never able to do) and I’m not there to be an older brother for him. I plan on becoming an alcoholic like my father at 21. I truly feel like I worked a very long time to fight my mental illness and construct some semblance of a happy life and I destroyed it all in an instant by distancing myself as far from it as I could. 

I don’t expect anyone in this sub to have any of the answers but I truly have no one to talk to at this point. I messaged one of my exes out of desperation but even she won’t talk to me.

For anyone who read this i’m sorry if it was cringy but I guess I just needed to write it down for someone to see, because right now I truly have no one.",4.2308842443729935,4.624785810289392,5.613406752411578,82.51348633440516,70.31832797427653,8.149260450160773,28.733279742765284,8.07648339933343,1.8236095176848883,1181,41,242,15,20,399,160,311,0.128,0.71,0.162,0.9616,1,0,2,0,1,1,17.0,0,0,0,4,10,15,3,0,14,0,17,7,0,1,4,43,33,17,0,4,10,5,2,2,3,1,6,0,0,0,14,11,1,1,9,1,1,2,11,4,0,5,6,4,34,11,46,24,5,41,1,0,1,1,22,22,1,4,16,169,48,4,0.2039066090617068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895707656367394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933174320876269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138643631811304,0.10446320877597563,0.08389888264435852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957884857042941,0.0,0.0,0.18644936443694446,0.1125994147899993,0.0,0.0,0.1069937030860979,0.0901694127101279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039481888007615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140141765199227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516890357323112,0.0,0.09030036647031636,0.0,0.0,0.06733919609811317,0.09222260088499684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19222500379989865,0.0,0.0515506541248422,0.07283546112807515,0.09789116076280564,0.0,0.09318347330135494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23630661052329174,0.0,0.053266393649907234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231305925792223,0.0,0.0,0.1085311884870878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771926386169016,0.0,0.0,0.10040346803362334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880505364302533,0.0996184694668891,0.2043679904680936,0.09002663577187119,0.18045093245282529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201683786186453,0.0,0.06805462245472885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274495129395766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836022785200916,0.0,0.07559708346399686,0.07863267367605029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396568542663846,0.0,0.2763447908894657,0.15508016457513704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192757654003914,0.0,0.1952861664883169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198089454299246,0.0,0.06531389754602994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706756500595704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318218721237757,0.08124358377225464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638470407801369,0.0784886348156457,0.0,0.11412837738230774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156954017802923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389240851872666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532756084936495,0.0,0.08093953550287035,0.1188995835173943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412215365177356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422321995645778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,VioletFate,2019/09/14,"16 f feeling alone and sad. Hey everyone, I’m feeling horribly alone RN, so I feel like I’m the only girl that loves eating with a passion, like no other girl I know loves eating, its tough because whenever I wanna talk to other girls  about  food or anything, they don’t really get deeply into it. Idk honestly, maybe I’m the only girl who enjoys the hell out of eating? I really have no idea If other girls do as well.",1.4672810457516334,3.755732564705884,3.780392156862746,84.78065359477127,82.17647058823529,6.601307189542485,20.03267973856209,7.793537801064563,1.0196405228758167,328,9,63,6,9,113,60,85,0.214,0.528,0.258,0.6901,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,3,11,1,0,4,0,3,7,0,0,0,12,13,5,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,4,4,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,3,5,8,8,13,0,2,1,1,0,3,11,2,1,2,2,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637342406651409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445026290188367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704323462898667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5390434061923107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779192144578126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663636802026468,0.12544762560689304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233444066046592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174298486657413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982293675316524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965043603194712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715771448091643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169690600386927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641232640002752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671011911418824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22498583078574289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411394476346918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788416787237947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Brad6171,2019/09/14,Just wishing Just wishing i had someone to talk to so im not so lonely. I hate being single.,-1.1406666666666678,0.9285676000000008,2.3500000000000014,90.08833333333334,98.0,2.666666666666667,21.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.10383333333333322,72,3,14,0,3,26,14,20,0.0,0.574,0.426,0.8254,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329108044413692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642290664851499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285704702677539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710250173726429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7755165028802766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lostinthefought,2019/09/14,"When do I become happy? I feel like I've come to a point in my life were I dont even want to feel love again because the second I get it, it always goes away.  I wonder sometimes if I should just isolate myself again",0.10574468085106403,2.068952765957448,2.1355744680851068,96.49400000000004,85.17021276595744,3.76,15.782978723404256,3.1291,-1.1192774468085105,168,3,38,0,5,56,36,47,0.065,0.711,0.22399999999999998,0.8548,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,8,11,2,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,8,3,4,9,0,7,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,4,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22558497201447944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547164688700761,0.0,0.0,0.16526594466012254,0.29941934170131584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335369837431042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177385259965683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906538683168755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741624004195692,0.1936808096574316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164361823019805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288601295765806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149278474384576,0.13245049543418125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446870711488212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562862781186853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26813440590830306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990751355216384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29400688333977365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mhassell42,2019/09/14,"No one understand what I’m going through... I am 18 years old and I have paralysis of my left vocal cord and I have a blood vessel polyp on the left vocal cord. I use to be in a honors choir and sing all the time but I lost the ability. No one understand what I’m going through at all. I’m not aloud to speak,sing, yell,whisper, nothing. I feel so alone. I’ve tried explaining it to people but they don’t understand why I can’t just make it better. I’m in speech therapy for it but it’s so hard to stay motivated when life is so cruel.",0.2943678160919525,2.224805103448276,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,84.17241379310346,6.625287356321839,20.011494252873558,7.793537801064563,0.6830770114942526,416,12,97,8,12,144,72,116,0.166,0.726,0.10800000000000001,-0.7859,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,4,5,4,1,0,5,0,7,2,1,3,2,18,21,10,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,2,0,2,5,2,0,2,1,4,9,2,12,19,2,13,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879190276158087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604705639366067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917424466909634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062351595070775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253625101703167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942741829812774,0.0,0.12815773840016634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806520325790086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111383800303452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740983402642968,0.0,0.19039269066703546,0.0,0.24589937486636926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257889271159598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339286124665647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749455836773545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580019679290237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231871001040114,0.0,0.0,0.5666620671267857,0.0,0.15670749483163302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637230403221964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684259700848168
lonely,ostrichual,2019/09/14,"getting tired of having no one and having nothing to do i lost the girl that meant everything to me.  no one cares where i am, no one is wondering what im doing.  having basically no social circle becomes so crushing after a while, especially when all you want is an excuse to get away from your own feelings for a while.  other 20 year olds are out making memories and living their lives and im at home, lost in my thoughts, completely numb and bored out of my mind.  i want to know what its like to have someone check in on me, someone i can tell things to that actually wants to listen instead of brushing me off because they have better things to occupy them.  it feels like there's nobody out there for me, and the more days that pass the more apparent that becomes",6.9410761589403975,6.2678802185430476,7.165951986754968,77.30468956953644,64.69536423841059,9.934105960264901,32.12003311258278,9.188382445141503,2.6183834437086086,607,20,117,9,8,197,99,151,0.122,0.763,0.114,-0.5063,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,3,3,6,8,0,0,6,0,12,2,0,1,1,20,28,9,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,11,8,0,0,6,0,1,1,4,4,0,3,4,4,15,4,24,24,4,18,0,2,0,0,10,10,0,1,9,92,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.13883779263672927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367003952651738,0.0,0.0,0.08672821766532059,0.3142584020402194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258287869614514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505666733893038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917039156531134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175422765690623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278656767981239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438748702168193,0.10163976282052734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866339920224764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271128330576358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307358215594905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818944556794226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901467022161396,0.0,0.25125909181224143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31061527614572904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496824181528968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436550357022552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365146506004216,0.0,0.14929143841249287,0.0,0.2892233250913015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450292685052609,0.24109467278230398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435275449632655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890395386830801,0.0,0.0,0.11294876237344695,0.0,0.16352172854967306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517486649205345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428885258746866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161906013373887
lonely,str8outtarivendell,2019/09/14,"I really just want a best friend again I'm a stay at home mom and love that I am able to do that for my kids, but boy of boy, it is beyond isolating. My husband is in the military and works a lot. I can't always rely on him for adult interaction nor do I want to. I miss having a friend that I can randomly text. I miss being able to pick up where we left off even after a few months or even a year. I really miss just feeling like myself and not just mom.",3.308448844884488,2.81725708910891,5.345297029702973,86.72144389438945,72.16831683168317,9.10957095709571,22.773927392739267,8.841846274778883,1.0751768976897689,350,6,86,6,6,123,67,101,0.057,0.74,0.203,0.9272,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,2,8,8,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,1,0,16,17,6,0,2,6,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,13,5,13,16,3,13,0,3,0,1,13,8,0,3,5,63,17,1,0.3930433271339589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352176710995844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623736149040955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596014106920774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993672579147657,0.1403951157191352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036642995575684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971272519547091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352136248015027,0.0,0.0,0.09601055812617083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707569068345215,0.17736847408721526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603275944019343,0.15686171693312798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517936198116014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946594532303736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318271377450719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307011163847771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655350812130067
lonely,peaceloveharmony1986,2019/09/14,"Being used? How many of you actually have ""friends"" but you dont consider them to be friends because they have another motive they just use you?",5.38111111111111,7.051355444444442,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,68.62962962962962,9.844444444444443,35.72222222222222,10.125756701596842,3.871088888888889,115,6,21,3,2,37,22,27,0.0,0.847,0.153,0.6715,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,6,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,16,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.30560820789429216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283854739977475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090518994287806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670322629522431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839078803292275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175046683390383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5409557089800738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BquinnIJ,2019/09/14,I'm in the middle of a divorce I'm just feeling lonely tonight. I have friends as all of us do. Even if we think we don't :-) I was supposed to go to a comedy show tonight only seven miles from home. I have traveled hundreds of miles to see this comment before. Friends bought my ticket and wanted me to go. But when it came time I texted and said I wasn't feeling well. I'm just not into it. I like staying home in my cocoon with my dog. I work all week and I hold up all weekend. And this is not who I am. And I'm sitting here tonight lonely knowing I'm missing a wonderful time with some wonderful people. And here I am on my phone with Reddit :-) thank you for listening to me there's nothing anyone can do for me but myself.,0.3490221543162733,2.4670674545454574,2.424759358288771,93.81302139037436,85.49350649350649,4.662490450725745,22.695187165775398,5.900188976854957,0.29911581359816664,564,21,123,4,17,189,89,154,0.076,0.823,0.10099999999999999,0.5826,0,4,0,0,1,0,18.0,3,1,0,1,8,8,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,0,3,32,32,11,0,2,7,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,5,13,0,1,6,4,1,4,4,3,1,1,5,5,22,5,20,27,4,22,0,3,1,0,12,8,0,4,9,86,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218853908723874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608680924597211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622346373173887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486610424168222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117927521144887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921199694712593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488356665750585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37926622857453146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038972373030628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236054863742238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139909991370945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437814610040977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310638465783565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983036367077646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064881061979946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150273062123314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740523452268307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113595788976465,0.0,0.0,0.2204737901555013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274045325481621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150691157862183,0.0,0.1516449465752158,0.0,0.1699791470720055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100345107721264,0.1376310508182032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bxyy,2019/09/14,"Im so empty Im 18m (i apologize for formatting and my english im not native) and i was a ""difficult child"" but i managed to get more ""normal"", at least i thought that. 
I thought i got good friends but i never realized they didnt care about me at all, nobody never asked me if we could do something together, nobody invited me to their birthday, no girl was ever attracted to me (im not good looking but i could look worse). Everyone was making fun of me and i didnt notice it... 
Then i got into weed (1 year ago) and it helped me  a lot because i dont feel that much alone when im stoned, at first some people smoked with me and i thought i could gain friends because of that but it wasnt like that, i got addicted because i felt a lot better (im not smoking everyday but 3-4 times a week for sure)and then these ""friends"" started to talk shit about me although theyre smoking as well and arent better than me...
Then after hollydays i went to school and nobody wanted to have anything to do with me, when there was only one place left next to a ""friend of mine"" they told me to go away, nobody wants to sit next to me, nobody talks to me in the breaks and everytime i hear someone talking about me theyre laughing. 
I just feel so empty, i hate myself so much and i dont know how to change, when im alone, lying in bed i just want to hug someone but im pretty sure that ill never get a girlfriend or smth... 
Sometimes i wake up and while im still half-sleeping im dreaming about me being with real friends, being with a girlfriend or just getting accepted, today i woke up with tears in my eyes and everything hurts so much.
I dont know what to do
I dont know who i am 
I dont know what i should do 
I dont know why i am still alive",1.0817440381558008,2.7908518675675684,3.0054689984101763,92.897519872814,80.32432432432431,5.866454689984102,23.04451510333863,6.794906146795322,0.567421303656598,1341,45,304,14,34,450,173,370,0.115,0.7020000000000001,0.184,0.9833,1,2,2,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,3,4,20,22,2,0,8,0,27,6,3,2,6,66,59,34,0,9,15,0,3,1,7,1,2,1,1,2,12,18,0,0,13,1,0,2,17,4,1,2,17,7,53,18,42,36,9,40,0,1,3,1,22,12,1,6,25,201,65,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325100515762658,0.0,0.0,0.051431750562801866,0.0,0.0,0.12018366229504117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047746000307773255,0.0,0.05424141764253188,0.0,0.054512252413481815,0.0,0.0,0.1061064358809917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262899031108824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059155856407670016,0.0,0.06137808892347374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897415518893827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40799818262510623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248294365139306,0.0,0.05544115831932587,0.0521451633689183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058673905304414235,0.0,0.05570886339120367,0.0,0.0,0.0493522825731904,0.0,0.0,0.22413281208603808,0.0,0.09094008766659492,0.0,0.032974437285611814,0.0973298330112605,0.13921309368542453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728331868046387,0.0,0.0,0.06539341956368856,0.0,0.03888997716235005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062112239540135436,0.0,0.6267219149936369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943298917123147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303953870487253,0.0,0.0,0.02834592859828636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097445362241925,0.0,0.0,0.09865405828385833,0.0,0.0,0.038729193074508304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795542449939132,0.0,0.13424716312798884,0.0,0.1234111072850302,0.0,0.0568478573721013,0.0,0.06605682407647302,0.0,0.0,0.039316252061394906,0.04412727173567373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04022417029495176,0.0,0.0606191654813107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902779684593613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604013154783586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871993269901031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955729987642059,0.0,0.0,0.05806248984561097,0.0,0.0983213119769261,0.044667083326365487,0.057383845184615576,0.0,0.04106727086683938,0.0,0.09267063316317803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936743522254563,0.0,0.0,0.13990425273148138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818559789690815,0.033832271493292335,0.0,0.054996733321823886,0.05544115831932587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266613831727636,0.0,0.04654061600247311,0.0,0.052167476668154536,0.05378566642502838,0.05235455620872143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912793608165711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03736335643789171
lonely,vivenetflixvivelafr,2019/09/14,"Anyone wanna be my friend? PM me and I'll send u my discord lol, we could voice chat and shit, play games, send memes, chase dreams 😎😎😎",-1.3520000000000003,0.6377088000000022,0.3150000000000013,106.1625,94.33333333333334,3.0,10.833333333333336,3.1291,-2.131666666666667,104,1,27,0,4,33,25,30,0.168,0.535,0.297,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,5,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195953316127821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791212662837678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636263336722273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6159814872291591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Xenomorphic21,2019/09/14,In college and not a single friend How do I make friends when I can't find any clubs or organizations to join,2.3408695652173925,4.12321026086957,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,76.82608695652173,6.339130434782609,24.54347826086957,7.1686216300943375,0.7373652173913037,88,3,20,1,2,29,22,23,0.11,0.669,0.221,0.3964,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,13,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345823393886093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496864357736629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7602483836185365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32841918770959044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Followupbee,2019/09/14,"I'm here I'm here and online now, if anyone just wants to talk.
From Toronto, Canada, 30 F.",-2.4450000000000003,-1.1387814999999986,0.5200000000000031,100.24000000000002,114.0,2.0,10.0,3.1291,-2.0065,70,1,16,0,4,24,17,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5742070547632068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.660055110120537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843691875666014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,babysnowfairy,2019/09/14,"Getting my hopes up    So here I sit crying because I once again got my hopes up about hanging out with some of my favorite people only to be told that when we hung out on Wednesday I made them uncomfortable. I apparently made comments that I didn't realize were rude. I was having a good time but I guess people change. 
 
     I believe things have changed between my friends and I because I moved when I was 17 and now at almost 20 I'm moving back. I was excited to come back and see old friends and family. Coming back I feel more alone then when I was by myself 14 hours a day. I feel alone in a city full of people.",2.812857142857144,4.250431555555558,4.027174603174603,88.63171428571432,74.71428571428572,6.627301587301588,25.29841269841269,7.1686216300943375,0.9994184126984124,480,16,102,5,10,157,83,126,0.079,0.754,0.16699999999999998,0.8758,1,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,0,11,7,1,0,3,0,9,0,0,2,0,21,23,10,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,10,3,22,6,15,12,3,28,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,5,14,71,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879540295455134,0.2871111642903285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31974186644660096,0.0,0.16898770744008512,0.0,0.0,0.1561632028134057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932567411612479,0.2387961994613049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225384507029407,0.08939037949281098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306668279732547,0.0,0.14016824702891353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417564219572946,0.0,0.07241670498863338,0.0,0.0,0.11625740613330955,0.11085709058179803,0.0,0.1526918028674543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753370716055432,0.13650048043827434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26230756132283284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946357023693008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544526912287592,0.1476124782156531,0.0,0.1054172599091094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882789926382336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104522426827545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208467300936696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082315577286613,0.0,0.0,0.13244541904197615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,foosheezoo,2019/03/22,"Tfw you know deep down that you’ll be alone forever lmao I know how basic. But I feel like it’s true, I’ve tried to put myself out there but y’all I feel like I’m not good enough. At most days I feel like I really stopped caring about myself. My ex did a number on me and now I’m scared of being hurt. I crave love and affection but I refuse to give someone else the power to destroy me and break my heart. I know how dramatic but I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place. I don’t know what else to do, I’ve been single since 2015 so I’ve had time to learn more about myself and I’ve talked to a few guys here and there but nothing ever too serious since I was too scared or saw their intentions right away. I don’t know what to do. I have zero friends, seriously. So I feel like this is the only place to vent. ",0.19825574177529506,2.0169314357541914,2.131908752327746,97.48999224084422,83.80446927374302,5.542023587833643,16.648355058969585,6.691623216298621,-0.4359201738050902,633,12,156,7,18,210,106,179,0.168,0.64,0.191,0.6707,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,1,1,13,15,1,2,6,0,13,2,1,4,2,33,30,16,0,0,7,1,5,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,2,10,1,0,1,3,6,0,1,6,6,24,9,17,21,5,16,0,1,1,1,11,9,0,2,9,94,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753349267717632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476338838336976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539130674988706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564049491960958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22186301237699704,0.0,0.0,0.13721065977355387,0.0,0.0,0.12011886488590305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685765093666629,0.3794693634830684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259553713407496,0.0,0.0,0.1273871392999032,0.0,0.1113804623698616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148594094626406,0.0,0.0,0.11895643869937772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736033630769114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215764570370734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648977811119112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595037953647737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985086094178347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741845841604332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099505520514432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27748082867880386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349363583034732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507059179871397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134044906187043,0.0,0.0,0.26589790422341736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196954724292658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251507220334454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102088838643306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067339778197952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743266222412244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015772561741567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,olivia_bigelow,2019/03/22,discords to call with new people I have this constant need to talk to people and texting doesn't help. does anyone know of discords where i can voice call with people,6.440312500000001,7.15561240625,5.400000000000002,84.845,65.5625,6.4,28.5,3.1291,0.96895,135,4,24,0,2,40,23,32,0.075,0.925,0.0,-0.3089,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882328933377946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5497724209790775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909126468560441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355812298377628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044099708676895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794684715028322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961050363881852,0.0,0.2599977918896934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5598940851553713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637505514734828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RangerGuy894,2019/03/22,"My friends made their project group with me I love those guys but it’s like they pretend I don’t exist half the time. They immediately went for this guy we never talk to, and didn’t talk to me for the whole class period. I’m so tired of people treating me like this",0.9832738095238084,3.183568874999999,2.1678571428571445,96.14380952380957,83.46428571428572,5.161904761904762,18.261904761904766,6.42735559955562,-0.3266095238095237,211,5,49,2,6,67,44,56,0.10800000000000001,0.711,0.18,0.5327,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,3,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,6,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,10,5,6,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,0,5,30,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213110975147566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181004925283094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255633878466143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23612710848400495,0.2475562483334749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178161191938898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813780879488063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205691200136843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255585558189647,0.30069987301341256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24252933655783335,0.0,0.2920953793597718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,stepho1234,2019/03/22,"A blip, I suppose I've just been on the most amazing week away and I feel so empty and sad tonight. Maybe its because I haven't been anywhere alone in years, or maybe it's because of some shitty book I read today. I just feel alone and I long for someone who knows me and loves me and cares about all my neurotic shit.


I dont know if this is the right place to post this, I'm not sure what I'm hoping for but my heart is longing for something tonight..",1.8215721649484529,3.2174332577319618,2.641842783505158,97.71781572164952,77.24742268041238,5.2623711340206185,23.465206185567013,5.148860815047168,-0.009143298969072068,354,11,84,1,8,111,69,97,0.136,0.742,0.122,-0.0668,0,2,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,3,0,6,3,2,0,2,20,15,9,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,11,5,9,13,3,13,0,1,0,1,2,5,1,5,7,50,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37429480110320973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977060180361972,0.0,0.0,0.2203021972395824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423244129341584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177531635046007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827314736170295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141265906700695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947270477564042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861248303330656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198219824991673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630859265079136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630684672485438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18878970779879392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730575954138775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074570979734328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543140890051096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185482679474054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310382130087838,0.13910923290438196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030460560145508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171279448195578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494408205919093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636282169648972
lonely,fml_whatsnext,2019/03/22,"Where is everyone I’ve known for the last 35 years??? It makes me so sad that nobody checks in on me and it’s like nobody gives a crap. I love how sweet my fiancé is and always checking in. 

I just wish more people outside of her sent me a message to say hello or check in to make sure I’m alive. I just feel so alone in the world except for her and it makes me really sad like nobody cares how I’m doing or anything like I’m worthless and not interesting or enjoyable to be around.

Post divorce and on new medicines, practicing social situations and cues which help me feel like more of a normal likeable person only go so far to making friends at 34 and starting over again. I live in the Boston area and I heard that we have one of the most closed off societies in the entire country where it’s very difficult to make friends cause of how people are here.

I always go out of my way to check in with people and try to stay social and up for any kind of convo and I hope and pray someone reaches out to say hi randomly because they were thinking of me. I just feel so alone like nobody cares. I get everyone is busy etc but it’s like what is the point of maintaining friendships when I’m the only one making an effort to be a good friend.????",4.563671875000002,4.8128592734375,5.353906250000001,85.17546875000002,69.546875,8.11875,26.546875,7.865858978985527,1.368246875,978,27,206,11,16,319,139,256,0.066,0.76,0.175,0.9729,0,2,0,0,1,0,17.0,1,0,1,1,16,24,1,0,12,0,10,2,1,10,1,48,36,24,0,3,9,0,3,6,3,0,0,3,0,1,9,18,0,0,5,0,4,3,1,5,0,2,3,7,21,19,38,31,4,35,1,3,0,1,21,23,1,6,12,128,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199112906159656,0.0,0.0,0.17667673111284488,0.0,0.0,0.07219631526895075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736532361325734,0.09450997972318448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471762415306775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164860095237788,0.10906141661206024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840281699020708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289174828632395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610417006093981,0.07584479591878078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460700649355733,0.0,0.055467195417389946,0.10184381151823392,0.12067282561272573,0.08904675054916279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116062954382693,0.0,0.0,0.1054464930349544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055523732892213,0.0,0.08653921367933583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31120318466186536,0.0,0.09374625644732876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581868749965984,0.0,0.4251985671374296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253549276264852,0.0,0.0,0.10401984300296156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388124921303405,0.16148759479355332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080578261470246,0.09269979255855236,0.0,0.0,0.10036090046853917,0.0,0.10167739184778923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680124647158901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885444857911738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933469280639546,0.0,0.2164451188548042,0.08995385145952964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514462753041536,0.1131585083539694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005991401769916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680266925444364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207954009451338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759781948449505,0.0,0.08426938952666252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208531335104028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836722878214482
lonely,sophie123i,2019/03/22,"JJ32Moose18 - Does anyone know by any chance what happened to this guy? Hi everyone!

I'm not sure this is allowed but here it goes:

I've been following this user for quite a long time. He used to post on this subrredit as well as in other subrredits such as the OCD and Suicide Watch ones. He was struggling and regularly made posts about sadness and suicide. Lately, I could tell he was even more suicidal than the usual. He was commenting on pet-related subrredits saying things to pet-owners to trigger them, so they would say bad thing to him in return and he could ""get the last bit of motivation he needed to kill himself"", because, he said, he was so close.

I'm worried because his account was deleted some days ago and he hasn't showed up since then I think. And he was VERY active on Reddit. Me and u/thescopeoflife talked about this and he also doesn't know what happened to this Moose guy.

Does anyone knows anything about what happened to him, by any chance?

Thank you... ",3.640427807486631,5.940695823529418,3.8443850267379673,87.09245989304813,74.72192513368984,6.53903743315508,25.973262032085557,7.510576382923642,1.387943315508022,777,28,146,10,17,240,119,187,0.195,0.7240000000000001,0.081,-0.9852,2,0,0,0,0,2,27.0,0,1,2,2,10,7,1,1,4,0,13,0,0,5,1,26,29,16,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,13,9,0,0,5,1,1,1,3,4,1,1,9,4,10,3,25,17,3,19,0,1,1,0,27,7,0,1,9,86,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758590172983272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705839019942562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650695596564256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697274323066939,0.0,0.09987598012695018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133767449937067,0.14797029018946778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250302871968173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380583186497596,0.0,0.0,0.07827267790106915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242088208388715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016278643148518,0.0,0.0,0.11597285617272116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341006108703122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403479034974462,0.32197743912283705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427632471112824,0.0,0.20010295256652635,0.09893157179729913,0.1369090173499117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107407352610076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148418620377836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999324624752005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224247443216201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324750541188157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909039861143426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544928965618023,0.1930342938496932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003973235203808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688076642869026,0.0,0.3982725032935585,0.0,0.11438842747466887,0.0,0.0,0.0975514477681486,0.10608146727797203,0.11173985977260907,0.0,0.0,0.1612637509983302,0.07776806988945076,0.0,0.0,0.07077098088912646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482346402078133,0.13367031735943485,0.10014176925305844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912490741415012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325565975357801,0.0,0.08621673978450023,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pepperoni-pizza-roll,2019/03/22,"A discord for all my lonely friends Join this discord, we have a few people.

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[https://discord.gg/pG6BeH9](https://discord.gg/pG6BeH9)",17.175294117647056,23.606664470588235,8.548529411764708,48.913382352941206,51.352941176470594,5.752941176470588,37.911764705882355,7.1686216300943375,3.383258823529413,124,5,11,1,2,30,15,17,0.341,0.431,0.228,-0.3818,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749410323678226,0.5326308830127015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386602722251749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038896521962821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5326308830127015,0.0
lonely,alikod,2019/03/22,i need a best friend i need a best friend to keep in check with me daily. or else bad thing will happen to me. can someone please care to keep in touch? ,0.7690909090909095,2.3561877272727294,1.5727272727272743,103.37909090909092,80.81818181818181,4.4,14.030303030303033,3.1291,-1.6154969696969697,117,1,30,0,3,36,23,33,0.076,0.48,0.44299999999999995,0.9501,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,6,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827739563711605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984198885851125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421163264113233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837557821382532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669372155922331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20999379351779865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221482062502251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521617518665035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26067057130798443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120742314795115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776440853110288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Alchoron,2019/03/22,"I did it boys. I lost my virginity. It’s been a long road and without you guys it never would have gone this way. 

Thank you for keeping me on this earth and not letting me leave it. Thanks for telling me it does get better and there’s hope because there is! 

Guys I know it really feels hopeless, keep trying PLEASE!!!!

I met this girl on tinder after 290 matches over 3 years with 1 date prior to that with another person but it went terrible. Most of them never even answered my greeting. It was terrible and I was miserable but I kept pushing. The odds are stacked against us but I know we can persevere and we will be better for it!

Sorry if this post isn’t in the correct sub. I just really wish the best for you guys and I’m just great full for this community for pulling me out of darkness. ",1.061748937561294,3.4965171428571438,2.519705786204643,92.09011114743382,85.64596273291926,5.625498528931023,22.13828048381824,7.0608816371341465,0.7350919254658388,624,22,131,9,19,202,105,161,0.11199999999999999,0.708,0.18100000000000002,0.9272,0,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,3,3,1,5,6,12,0,1,4,0,13,1,0,0,3,33,29,10,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,15,11,0,3,4,0,0,4,5,5,0,0,9,1,21,7,19,16,3,20,0,3,0,1,15,7,0,3,7,93,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486031552184235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002724021073517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498601195863754,0.2612302831569353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923990182526213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754437084347704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467383655502717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715917558788271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282293540725218,0.0,0.4386933028502905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668425922720565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625379461800596,0.0,0.0,0.1623273298490498,0.0,0.0,0.15637680431904047,0.0,0.15101764163826792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306963380479294,0.0,0.0,0.16121532778758516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278071353954189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128952609144236,0.0,0.1621134838607277,0.0,0.0,0.14144114682318826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922123852444755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532096330529344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908296286116222,0.2719365133090363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026823690282943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764654538617994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172252639464244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690522363520316,0.0,0.0,0.16983015021165576,0.14236280888682615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491099440066007,0.0,0.0,0.09510412362411612
lonely,ejb1432,2019/03/22,"Want to make pure lifetime friends Living very simply and happily in India, Pune. I am a Lady 33 year old with an infant baby .. we me n my husband wants to make some good friends.. family friends.. life time friends.. closed friends.😥 but we have no money so we don't get any friends",0.1005753968253984,2.4385147321428557,1.3759523809523806,96.2801587301587,98.10714285714286,3.9174603174603178,22.293650793650798,5.82211442006289,0.31321269841269883,219,9,45,2,9,69,47,56,0.046,0.76,0.19399999999999998,0.7865,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,13,8,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,4,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381243350549493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914775945474885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7846260105643621,0.0,0.10611856652031686,0.0,0.0,0.17036220148615633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346526917277058,0.0,0.0,0.1793531884202243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711600498972308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21313374405676025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843727816131733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759013979433532,0.2396035391641244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307986145817132
lonely,wafelstomp,2019/03/22,"Woohoo Started uni, second semester of my first year, and still not a single new friend. In fact, I've only lost the few friends I had before. People either don't talk, don't enjoy talking, talk and then disappear, or a combination of all three. It seems like everyone is busy but me, and there's a secret club I'm not in. At least I've got a disposable income though, r-right guys?
[So fun] (https://files.catbox.moe/b7gfgl.jpg)",3.5286250000000017,6.156336612499999,4.092500000000005,83.53250000000001,76.625,7.0,21.25,8.07648339933343,1.13225,339,9,63,6,8,107,65,80,0.067,0.83,0.10300000000000001,0.3896,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,2,12,9,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,0,3,3,0,3,5,5,6,5,10,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,7,38,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180570189728505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538711142888936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917320255943572,0.0,0.0,0.34829949759413903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802794592258172,0.0,0.0,0.22318947028089614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101230181084839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460595822386055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177005599450818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143302705981428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626960388440062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249729671864688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052030801526783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954502240608798,0.0,0.18001121005029047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5435235082732213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146232636241772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515543434524958
lonely,gichyasum,2019/03/22,When your coworkers taking a group pic and call you over But they just wanted you to take the picrure,2.881,5.347857099999999,3.0599999999999987,90.935,78.0,6.0,20.0,7.1686216300943375,0.4455,82,2,16,1,2,25,19,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5343403188526278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7869019193918196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086515720127508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Coryjwa86,2019/03/22,"I tried something today Today was a low day, so I decided to see if maybe my head wasn't on straight. So I went on FB and commented on anything that was of interest. Feed back was incredibly low until I reach out to my friend on messenger. We talked for a few hours, then parted ways. It was nice to talk, I'll be doing the same tomorrow. Maybe they are just as lonely as I am, maybe no one is talking to anyone?

(Sorry for any mistakes. Im dyslexic and I try really hard. Thanks for your understanding)",1.7250000000000014,3.8379111078431367,3.774274509803924,86.17023529411766,80.07843137254902,7.217254901960787,22.945098039215694,8.238735603445708,1.4043615686274509,391,13,81,8,10,133,74,102,0.138,0.736,0.126,0.1982,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,1,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,10,2,1,0,0,10,14,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,6,2,11,4,16,7,3,18,0,3,1,0,8,8,0,1,8,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412732069036605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734772381495487,0.0,0.13810635997258336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904770546680328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823377769592678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296618214220649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033898103663934,0.0,0.17223772129117948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652746384898338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812806975178748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058108164293771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372312706745885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817390214483223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751352534622788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337354595468882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920052463100454,0.0,0.18786727871765865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40467613967412464,0.0,0.15451147790916972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181585305784625,0.0,0.0,0.22788544697705534,0.0,0.0,0.17471260971197075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332123337190164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555762275536811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JustMe0420,2019/03/22,Seriously need some sort of company Iv always had someone to talk to or someone's company to enjoy but I find myself with no one. When I wake up and check my phone everyday it's all about the battery being charged and FB memories to look back on..of course just the past. 2 weeks b4 I go back to work. Wouldnt mind having someone or some people who wanted to chit chat on a regular basis or whenever really. Just  to feel like I have some sort of friend ..right ? Shoot me a msg if you want!,1.0216021602160232,3.273679693069312,3.1790279027902777,88.62436543654367,83.75247524752477,6.841044104410441,21.063006300630068,8.00094639256281,1.1113881188118808,383,12,81,8,11,130,75,101,0.092,0.8009999999999999,0.107,0.3617,0,0,0,1,0,1,10.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,5,2,1,0,1,23,11,8,0,5,7,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,2,8,3,13,8,4,10,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,9,7,50,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264355498861884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375675453997485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109869930822104,0.1568125362829434,0.0,0.0,0.2006211886589805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958698580179887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474825474528778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723777000779088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432670688828948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22163481961350912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627582253201833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874048601050555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953984843555248,0.15217530474923388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061883827037888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874538237982182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5579509348628259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642768961227415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589363687106189,0.0,0.1760715602450169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980033890349746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vargasruby38,2019/03/22,Hi anyone I’m here for anyone needing to vent or a friend :) ,-1.5138461538461527,0.4529333846153882,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,99.76923076923076,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.3058923076923077,46,1,10,0,2,16,12,13,0.0,0.617,0.38299999999999995,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7939616955810255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386387577091938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209760874271106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,can-i-get-a-mcpick-2,2019/03/22,"I might just be tired I could just be tired. but like, my friends don’t care about me. I’m a second thought. I ask them to wait up for me and they don’t. They don’t save me a seat. I can’t remember the last time someone else invited me to plans. people don’t initiate conversation with me. My friends all have each other. I’m annoying to talk with them I know they don’t want me with them. I must just be generally okay to be around once I’m there, but if I’m not with them, they forget I exist. they don’t ask about how i am. they don’t care. I put in so much work for my friends, I think of them and check on them and take care of them and would do whatever for them. But I honestly can’t remember when my friends did the same. they’re great people it’s just me. they don’t need me they have each other. ",-1.048974108451393,0.9886318651685428,1.0844406448461186,101.07191744015637,92.70786516853931,5.118124084025403,16.166096726917438,6.7026698264267655,-0.4673657059110896,624,15,161,9,23,206,83,178,0.051,0.6859999999999999,0.263,0.9926,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,16,2,11,13,1,0,4,1,23,2,0,1,2,38,39,11,0,6,9,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,0,0,3,11,0,1,5,0,1,1,11,1,0,1,2,0,39,12,19,29,5,8,0,0,0,0,24,4,0,2,4,111,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803437428686146,0.26891314638029834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399162530626973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483222895492402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014698658901993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444740740541402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856711401337886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904223122891563,0.11723623375185956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026542794909754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257515753045636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572761951430901,0.10664410826080653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531684903593757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941971771163136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445834337322932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258504384382615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121862105145377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081381896198556,0.1156007543962949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921569874445228,0.0,0.114180656068013,0.0838652728106411,0.3306104087346168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483146729792647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470601168458946,0.0,0.0,0.1021688594962247,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,generaluser33,2019/03/22,"What is it about your 20s that makes it so lonely? I get these are your years to discover yourself and I certainly believe I am, but why is it so hard to find friends to do it with? I am married. I own my own car, I bought a house, and I’m working in my field. Why is it so hard to find like minded people in this age of technology? It feels hard to stay connected with people even when they are a click away. I’m just depressed because my 21st birthday is coming up in less than 2 weeks and I feel forgotten about. I don’t have friends to spend it with. I know my husband will make it super special (he’s the best friend I could ever ask for) but I also want to be able to go out on my own. Be a little independent. I feel pathetic that I’m practically begging people on this app and others like Tinder/Meet me/POF etc to meet up and hang out but I rarely get responses back. Feels like I am invisible to the outside world and I’m just going through the motions sometimes. Thanks for hearing me out.",1.3729904306220106,3.3118188708134007,3.164925837320574,90.98423086124399,80.38755980861244,6.0938755980861234,23.36866028708134,7.1686216300943375,0.7825270813397132,780,27,172,10,20,260,118,209,0.08900000000000001,0.716,0.195,0.9801,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,3,12,13,0,0,6,0,16,0,0,3,2,33,37,14,0,2,5,1,7,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,15,13,0,0,7,0,2,6,1,2,0,0,1,9,23,11,31,32,6,26,0,2,1,0,11,13,0,0,9,116,38,1,0.13410010841518638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072398082505898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253654991842066,0.0,0.1259914661616986,0.10311470586558198,0.0,0.0817461814176914,0.0,0.0,0.15108490080532652,0.14072979046251508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551536936460388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070680247443928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550022687918628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495570686457033,0.08857185687998695,0.12130122543763143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712201762885713,0.09580114424627777,0.0,0.0,0.24513013932635744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31081623333561403,0.0,0.14012354373814162,0.0,0.1524243639011231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603820715831065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114056828293118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473352048592456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369791256417707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965436179406338,0.1344035379945508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902572734308847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540288185556915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278904391190343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326284361535128,0.0,0.0,0.14293287298341664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346136291093468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909571835728152,0.0,0.10756701817681637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420089798142524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976264760508386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635607317462232
lonely,kinda_shook,2018/12/21,"I always feel so lonely even though I'm not alone. I have friends and a family but I still feel empty. I used to think  it's because I didn't have a boyfriend but I'm sure if I did I will still feel this way. I suppose never telling anyone about how I actually feel doesn't help lol. I'm anxious to open up to those I care about because idk if I'm that important to them or not. It hurts because I've felt this way .. well since I can remember and I don't want this to continue, I'm now 15 and I'm scared of the future.
If you can relate to this feel free to message me and we can vent about this together, it would be nice to know I'm not the only one who struggles with these thoughts.",0.00769039735099497,1.935644052980134,2.0787044701986765,96.96852028145695,85.29139072847681,5.364403973509933,20.033526490066226,6.6274283507984215,0.03089701986754978,536,16,130,6,16,179,87,151,0.156,0.6859999999999999,0.158,0.5323,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,1,0,11,10,0,2,4,1,12,0,0,2,2,32,31,13,0,5,9,0,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,0,10,0,1,0,7,4,1,1,4,6,16,7,14,24,0,10,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,4,6,81,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.16079790915381276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706585630788333,0.0,0.0,0.13710708975755748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615032842864168,0.0,0.1152154270933642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013383272746805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680004296665088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883319861940134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533644021892126,0.0,0.41657926619398816,0.0,0.15821109784054416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730576825166234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044608716286627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763964476886334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055675062565698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708564830045455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116566920047953,0.1253198087525747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866594378482062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496983162840914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363046662666696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26318114780707874,0.0,0.0,0.17225997583701605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552997219944688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402175762651018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055820059817907,0.16189188782132996,0.13081398433553318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231382649726093,0.0,0.0,0.09718933676174632,0.2615835301201515,0.0,0.0,0.1481536914024153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705236286045988,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,day_ninety,2018/12/21,"Alone. I have been struggling socially for a while now, i hate the fact that i have to see other people being happy with each other, is this what i have become? am i going to die alone? What happened to myself. ",2.0992857142857133,4.200781547619052,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,78.76190476190476,5.152380952380953,17.642857142857142,5.985473137389443,-0.14582857142857142,163,3,31,1,4,54,31,42,0.305,0.619,0.076,-0.8767,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,3,11,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,1,5,9,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5734418119352789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057460640078412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873143653283815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733354021270865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24480712374753075,0.2946994330646151,0.0,0.2733204283386741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919247646232035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206042190413265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822017023159489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28941141565300577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PrincelyPie,2018/12/21,"Can someone teach me German? Hey!

I'm an incredibly lonely person, and I can partly place the blame on the fact I have few skills and talents. For crying out loud, I don't speak a foreign language or play a musical instrument-- people are meant to learn that at school!!

Nonetheless. I know I want to teach literature to children when I become qualified. I would love an opportunity like this, someone asking for help with their English! 

Maybe someone who wants to teach German can help me? 

I promise I'll be a nice person to talk to, as well.

It's the Christmas holidays, and I would really love to come back after break saying I learnt something.

For anyone that asks, yes, I've got Duolingo. I just started today. I just would also like an actual human to talk up about this.

I also just really love Germans??? The accent is too cute

Anyways, thanks!

I'll give you my discord if you're interested ",2.876140350877193,5.4981619064327525,4.331374269005845,80.92934210526316,79.05847953216373,6.60701754385965,24.119883040935672,7.793537801064563,1.5771426900584795,710,25,125,12,18,235,113,171,0.055999999999999994,0.653,0.29100000000000004,0.9918,0,2,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,2,11,15,0,0,10,1,11,3,0,0,1,20,26,9,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,0,4,6,6,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,3,18,14,19,20,2,12,0,1,0,3,20,5,0,2,7,81,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.13541985633160594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219492181605594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703146431613936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25946311339184874,0.0,0.0,0.10670584329208786,0.0,0.0,0.15326096319694815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953838007660303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243272749896716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312117699275752,0.0,0.0,0.11098733613053767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602969820554704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626456229510467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355923795090382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757370114404709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941348154446745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027477995500435,0.0,0.09620589682143987,0.24233785653573206,0.14498549347153816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777996957927422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035576241807643,0.0,0.14044301585785274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527390344924489,0.10683220507223964,0.0,0.0,0.09822237711262684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230767223532558,0.0,0.1277611057784054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153807804308326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370071091720634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477122190389152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957354528784797,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nafisa2316,2018/12/21,"Care to share your interesting new year's eve stories with us for free? I need you. Hi, I want to start an experimental podcast next year. The podcast is not a serious project, just an experiment. I lack confidence and want to speak fluent English someday like natives, that's why I wanna improve my skills and confidence level through the podcast. And I want to make an episode on 30th/31st December this year. As it's before new year, I want to make it about new year. Chat with some random people, while they talk about their interesting new year's eve experiences and stories. 
You can be from any country. We'll fix the time later.
Do you have some free time on 30th/31st January, care to share with us for free? (Yes, you're not gonna be paid. Since it's experimental and I'm doing the whole thing using my phone, there's no budget for it)
I'll need four or five people, so if you're interested, comment please. It'll be like talking like they do in gaming community.
Please, I need you.
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lonely,CautionarySparkle,2018/12/21,"Lucid dreaming is my only escape from loneliness My dreams are better than reality.
It's the one place i can feel loved and not alone.",2.4679487179487194,5.20927553846154,4.128461538461536,80.89987179487181,82.07692307692307,6.5435897435897425,20.2051282051282,7.793537801064563,1.1694512820512817,108,3,19,2,3,36,25,26,0.083,0.5329999999999999,0.384,0.8458,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460684019134957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933940340427241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22490686336071736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014540403263409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014115008827413,0.3382943822554713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647267400119744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,minader,2018/12/21,"Suggestions for a lonely Christmas? Movie to watches?

Videogames to play?

Food to eat?

​

Run amok with suggestions, my fellow disgraceful lonely creatures!",7.463750000000001,11.109341208333335,4.4736666666666665,71.53800000000005,95.25,6.920000000000001,38.13333333333333,7.554174236665415,4.762143333333333,135,8,14,3,5,37,20,24,0.218,0.698,0.084,-0.593,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206007875515016,0.4716900701388456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397212528583804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46939763539236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4716900701388456,0.0
lonely,JustMeSach,2018/12/21,"A discord server for us all? I don't know if one exists, tbh. Me and some of my friends do have a new, small one, and I know it might help a lot of people on here, I mean I know it's been helping me a lot.  
So if any of you are interested, here's the invite link.

[http://discord.gg/euTq2d9](http://discord.gg/euTq2d9)",1.8385714285714272,4.378100645161293,2.13847926267281,95.50629032258064,82.87096774193549,4.833179723502305,16.921658986175114,6.1826913282559595,-0.5719889400921656,248,5,54,2,7,75,43,62,0.045,0.75,0.205,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,14,10,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,9,2,5,8,4,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,6,1,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286932879299982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639952908490804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34077889487579266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191161977007959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322350308491892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769057087272326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696732235985241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24551449399193345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445141886355028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762349749292193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057794589330657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,021MerlinLuna,2018/12/21,"Someone asked me ‘what do you think your legacy will be?’ Legacy? 
Like I’m supposed to expect to be so influential and impactful that amidst the billions of people just like me amassed on our dying planet, I somehow stand out. 
No. 

I’m as faceless as the wind. ",1.3582285714285725,4.046768880000002,2.7717142857142854,87.91300000000004,90.2,4.457142857142856,23.142857142857146,6.1826913282559595,0.7486857142857146,204,8,37,2,7,66,40,50,0.040999999999999995,0.792,0.168,0.7846,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,4,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,7,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399705825961041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884341562593605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598469310594323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32627192297492363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987587971721959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015573169407469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AwkWORD47,2018/12/21,Just now realizing how lonely I am... After a failed relationship I reconcile with my long term group of friends from middle/high school. Despite making countless efforts I notice that it seems that my absence barely makes any difference to the group... it's a shitty epiphany but j realize maybe they've moved on from me... not entirely sure what to do at this point ,7.542462686567163,8.146169477611942,7.145485074626865,73.66658582089553,63.17910447761193,10.282089552238807,34.660447761194035,10.125756701596842,3.5411223880597014,293,12,50,6,4,92,58,67,0.14,0.828,0.032,-0.7112,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,1,12,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,9,5,1,8,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,31,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813882605776098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27868024915790834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607801978355186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28181910620275685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360511884049156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560940204304293,0.0,0.2679701454436237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28349601980561795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30367841665334633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25214983753914666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863724839234234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26994903913913104,0.0,0.2428246075773897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25139362984943403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TogusPerogus,2018/12/21,"Don't have a title, i'm crushed For reference, i'm 17 yo and male.

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My girlfriend, who I was convinced was the love of my life, took her own life almost a year ago now, she was the only girl to ever be my lover. After taking time to recover and straighten myself out, I began pursuing other relationships, and every time it was just some girl who pretended to be interested for attention, only to ghost me.

Well one day I thought my luck had turned around when my friend tells me that there's a girl who's interested in me, fast forward and we're starting to become a thing, we text often and she seems to be a different girl. One night I invited her over, we talked for hours and hours, before I motioned her to sit next to me. And to my surprise, she actually cuddled me. It might not sound like a lot, but I meant everything to me. That was possibly the happiest moment of my life when it happened, so I made the mistake of getting attached to her.

Fast forward a week or two and we're planning to go to the movies together, to spend some time on an actual date, I text her the night beforehand and ask her what she wants to go see, no response all night. Next day, text her, no response all day. Few days later I text her asking what went wrong between us. She replies that "" You're a really nice guy, but i'm not ready for a relationship yet""

Did she use me? Why would she show interest in me only to stand me up?

I've never felt so alone, not even after the only girl who loved me left this world. I just want to be loved again.",3.4619516599527707,4.605181501597446,4.684164467287122,85.7180205584109,72.64217252396166,7.9993888040005565,26.068759549937486,8.456263369488248,1.5992557021808578,1202,39,254,20,23,397,168,313,0.07400000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.134,0.9626,1,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,3,0,0,1,15,16,0,0,17,0,15,8,0,2,4,44,42,16,1,4,8,0,1,1,3,2,3,1,0,7,15,13,0,0,6,2,1,7,7,2,1,3,14,3,46,14,34,22,7,51,0,0,1,5,41,11,0,9,36,169,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.19235085799753976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736302990025653,0.0,0.09868856109264112,0.10207322099393876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678426327219448,0.1197550697082772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773481360958292,0.18427117644189567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884621564017258,0.0838630161971503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25423919639642123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296896194512578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509462480956063,0.08914860811263722,0.08303680855260362,0.0,0.08857484757377462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462822176764536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614332139051505,0.0,0.051490901443895135,0.0,0.1120221154832924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975849100212027,0.08715182996105804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941135760428406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708025771060074,0.0,0.20883685893503035,0.04814897763704898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378790678250678,0.2668491109421519,0.09325509072928996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455124322625753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601166463670521,0.0,0.20962864646422627,0.2774614747318036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335667896511337,0.2998219673937068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110591474718376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313683414655477,0.0,0.0,0.2116222982313588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853554705544229,0.08972073856159317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975771140203968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741010682734234,0.0792147475752289,0.08614138329147569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547553942371252,0.0,0.0,0.07824163341871382,0.17240457773956105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094981922896795,0.0,0.1071995010193934,0.096273880091757,0.0,0.11854948799847895,0.08511984632050194,0.0,0.0,0.1162605435152231,0.0,0.07905484808329878,0.0,0.08861274940303412,0.0913614398241668,0.08893052656047921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001061937102604,0.107754382679248,0.1197550697082772,0.06346616613159381
lonely,naman69247,2018/12/21,"New year's eve alone It's that time if the year again, last year I was with my family but now I'm in college they're asking what are my plans but the truth is I don't have any friends to make plans with. Probably gonna stay in my dorm room and watch a movie and eat pizza.
But what do I tell them? I'm going to enjoy with (imaginary) friends ?",0.5455451127819515,2.1308967500000016,2.1521804511278217,98.97026315789472,81.5,5.9218045112781965,17.43609022556391,6.868970318607317,-0.3683699248120305,267,5,68,3,7,87,54,76,0.11199999999999999,0.792,0.096,0.1149,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,1,1,11,12,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,4,7,10,0,14,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,9,35,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570598356189009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168784175504079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232033034052428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25397005816455265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339804054828218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38351664598269575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105749927067868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231572449681187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656750978505763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397126299503957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26760104701286497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26454764987168483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693730846610973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447271281737034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794970338239295
lonely,InfernalAdze,2018/12/21,"Lonely Night at a Coffee Shop Tonight I find myself sitting at the bar in a coffee shop near my college campus.  I met my last girlfriend here, one of the full time baristas, though we really didn't know each other till we played Pokemon Go together.  Anyway, I won't let this particular baggage stop me from enjoying some damn good coffee.  I'm just glad I know her typical schedule well enough to avoid any awkward encounters.  Not that we're on particularly bad terms but I get emotional somewhat easily.  So tonight, I drown my loneliness, missing her, in black coffee and assorted cookies.",4.641666666666667,7.265645759259264,5.3386666666666684,76.02300000000002,72.8888888888889,8.394074074074075,31.170370370370367,9.120678840339163,3.212241481481483,474,22,77,11,10,153,86,108,0.193,0.687,0.12,-0.8592,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,0,6,11,1,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,14,10,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,2,3,4,2,1,3,6,1,1,2,1,15,5,10,6,6,18,0,2,1,0,6,7,1,2,9,50,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782515585545168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23061507580792065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106873027073168,0.0,0.28538795361431124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25244137224819185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443028579135334,0.0,0.1569705614046454,0.2316630667093199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035840836325539,0.2251394858086324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824327387861075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591945543902167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715995378324768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769404953395085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230915179602932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27136464190808696,0.0,0.16105417065642408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24833655321351214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,beccalovesbunnies,2018/12/21,"I have no one My bestfriend went away to school. I am happy for her. I visited out there 2/3 times in the last semester and have waited for her to return for break. She’s been home almost 2 weeks and i’ve seen her once. Our plans always fall through. I feel distant from her and that makes me very sad. 
My boyfriend and i are fighting. I also feel distant from him. I don’t want to loose him because without him I have no one. He is normally good to me but I just need to better about not bringing up issues i have. I’ve been sleeping a lot and leaving work early because i just feel so lonely. I have other “friends” but none of them seem to really care. I just feel like a burden. It’s been a rough couple of months.",0.5029647058823556,2.719016653333333,2.0898431372549027,95.79511764705885,85.8,4.59607843137255,19.49019607843137,5.900188976854957,-0.18163921568627472,558,16,123,4,17,181,96,150,0.11199999999999999,0.748,0.141,0.7529,0,2,0,0,2,0,15.0,1,0,1,3,7,10,1,0,4,0,12,1,1,1,0,25,25,9,0,3,7,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,5,0,0,4,6,4,0,2,5,6,27,6,20,20,2,15,0,2,1,0,14,4,0,3,7,86,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748820315809145,0.0,0.0,0.13966377619849532,0.14531887274134184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408499996391024,0.0,0.0,0.21292429691637865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445956758270246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806251377932436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324169280037126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532236267447366,0.12476663086068428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349305186807989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648418418856532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591315989650944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751834666842482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822843096417585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235922184649136,0.0,0.18492414649011654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532286755915652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847718112215638,0.0,0.0,0.11657708795502456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940020514617715,0.0,0.0,0.12949727043138304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111530457586951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599153522037007,0.23668833821585314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188224552967044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675035846464132,0.0,0.15899051380293666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477141784486933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018370737031392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410065549555431,0.10301031759677573,0.0,0.14008991808229695,0.0,0.0,0.1618979345499764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683518283927894,0.0,0.12714385193930158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Level1Hermit,2018/12/21,Holidays seems the loneliest time of year.. try and have a Happy Christmas everybody.. <3,8.992,10.841985533333332,7.56666666666667,67.53000000000003,60.33333333333334,11.333333333333336,41.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,5.491666666666667,73,4,10,2,1,22,15,15,0.16399999999999998,0.531,0.304,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5971758763581057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5106970343882408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271131735282767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808700217415092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612540795698597
lonely,ThrowawayLA2098,2018/12/21,too many failed relationships i feel like there has to be something wrong with me. i dont kmow what to do amymore. heartbreak after heartbreak and it never works out.,2.029354838709679,4.843184193548389,2.053806451612904,91.38070967741936,94.16129032258064,3.7703225806451615,22.32903225806452,5.6839178017228535,0.34615612903225834,134,5,24,1,5,40,27,31,0.35100000000000003,0.585,0.064,-0.9062,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,4,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,18,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287597576603476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849788343965932,0.2613549513762053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873011195679134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709026110077637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28215704667603925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927734181664175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816401930888679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26633463620961456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999867458302549,0.0,0.0
lonely,anotherlonelyguy2018,2018/12/09,"Ignored by old friends I've found myself in a situation that I've read other late 20/early 30 year old's post about. Making/Keeping friends at this age is tough. and feeling super lonely at the moment. I think I just want to vent more than anything....

I'm introverted, so being on my own is never usually an issue. But I've slowly found myself becoming more and more depressed over this stuff.

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4/5 months back I changed jobs, I had quite a few ""good"" friends at my previous place, but ever since I left everything has slowly fallen apart.

There was one girl I got on really well with, we'd chat near enough ever day. On my last day we spoke about all the things we are going to do together, and how we were still going to hang out. Now the only contact I have is when I message first, and she usually ignores 2/3 of those messages. When she does respond, it's with some excuse why she can't hang out. It's a real struggle.

The group I'd considered my ""main"" group of friends, we used to do all kinds of stuff on the weekends (although usually arranged by me), play board games, go to the bar, etc.

We had a group chat used for our weekend activities. A while back I revived it attempting to arrange a get together, initially a few responded with their availability, but have since ignored every message I send....I'm now essentially just chatting to myself.

The one person who truly made an effort to keep in contact is someone who I message on occasion, and she often randomly messages me with funny stuff she finds on the internet. It's great. But, she has a boyfriend and her own life to live. I can't be too needy/dependant on her all the time.

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At my new work place the people are nice, but there is nobody I've properly clicked with, not anyone I can hang out with/chat to often anyway.

Which leaves me spending every evening and weekend for the past 5 months doing things on my own, or hanging out at home. It's shit, and I can't see it changing for a while.

I've tried looking for things to get involved in away from work, but it's a struggle. Also being shunned by so many people has driven my anxiety into overdrive. It seems like it's a downward slope from here.",5.165245847176081,5.887704923255818,5.711843853820598,81.46424418604653,68.37209302325581,8.375415282392026,30.938538205980066,8.418075326091056,2.2764817275747498,1727,67,331,24,28,558,226,430,0.067,0.8320000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.9361,1,2,0,0,0,0,72.0,7,0,1,8,26,21,1,2,24,0,27,3,1,4,6,59,48,24,0,1,10,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,1,2,23,23,1,4,6,10,1,9,5,9,1,3,10,5,43,12,55,34,15,72,0,2,3,0,43,29,1,6,34,233,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521597747556752,0.0,0.17672006070133678,0.19818578636624096,0.0,0.0,0.06238597824717047,0.0,0.0,0.05702206877507415,0.0,0.0671091871287595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661946392252965,0.1254147400080339,0.0,0.0,0.09006621971072197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253942230216274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051867682631045,0.0,0.07023940379466803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136547099564892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426355946667784,0.09095046493666636,0.05386339566886208,0.14753435529116213,0.1374197788906076,0.0,0.0732924120099491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04123442869839716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453576197905283,0.0693668903172282,0.0,0.17883202567281212,0.2520231346042733,0.0,0.0852136349485974,0.0,0.13904123914053176,0.06840076587211225,0.0652234567271714,0.08990981353377478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180189114416091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511762860293028,0.08092637725645788,0.14497182308837056,0.0,0.08492239029313466,0.0,0.06647461538047776,0.09199261777728067,0.08635029998793575,0.08860495480638655,0.0,0.0576015935569115,0.03984149906544437,0.0,0.07201066517413772,0.0,0.06848195668086618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716514020601026,0.0,0.08267949853581004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301858060315073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628968425542622,0.0787620681359666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114725214275658,0.0,0.1105215808562742,0.06202289861563187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784926593505165,0.11307382205933306,0.07120682976174618,0.17040601908647052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810292269371344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673909087980268,0.08157265889290312,0.09282242528135028,0.052243396269114416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498526195509349,0.07424059444207504,0.0,0.0,0.08371050887040797,0.13491898177703687,0.091666280158804,0.0,0.0,0.06909755038822017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512640663301646,0.0,0.0,0.17050876670207074,0.2800677447249432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253576529226532,0.05225432529643166,0.0,0.0,0.047552804926043434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0553674975871502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086705238864952,0.26944936099248595,0.0,0.04810065097047518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332377437253973,0.0,0.07358672322301804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187396017768524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818578636624096,0.05251590631227798
lonely,ShanReds1987,2018/12/09,Lonely but I'm lonely but I seem to attract toxic people.so since I have depression I isolate myself mostly when people annoy me.because I don't want to be around toxic people.but I also get tired of being alone almost as much as I get tired of dealing with toxic people.i want friends & a family of my own.but I want to be around people that are good for me not be around the bad ones if that makes any sense ,2.7647560975609764,5.1188580975609765,3.805060975609756,86.03856707317075,77.78048780487805,5.5634146341463415,22.445121951219512,6.6274283507984215,0.7357512195121956,332,10,60,3,8,107,56,82,0.33899999999999997,0.552,0.109,-0.9674,0,5,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,2,0,7,2,0,1,0,15,15,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,10,3,13,11,2,4,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,4,1,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004099162125012,0.1862157449886467,0.0,0.1437838097661351,0.0,0.19481026408950364,0.0,0.12226830733052713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801730616118803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012320812679486,0.10960274537794752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536308779895486,0.15485912293629106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949686214039442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891092277265052,0.0,0.1878733026967237,0.0,0.0,0.15080541745614845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001607212590774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217167926423898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183528156765365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24929757323042365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636806795111402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487301575517887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133010192173749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181472600647797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,moonlyvegan,2018/12/09,"Whatsapp support group chat? If anybody would like to join, I’d be happy to host y’all! [Chat Group](https://chat.whatsapp.com/GRXwgA9HFCtFJMYvPbom39)",10.554285714285713,15.531540619047618,5.682857142857145,66.7871428571429,71.38095238095238,6.609523809523811,30.809523809523807,7.793537801064563,2.8906380952380952,127,5,15,2,3,33,19,21,0.0,0.551,0.449,0.8858,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5984360141715056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27464584437276063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6379391589138107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993464994658582,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pbastos,2018/12/09,"How to deal with physical pain of loneliness? Whenever I feel lonely (most of the time), there's a burning feeling in my heart that spreads throughout my body.

How the fuck do I stop it? Most of the time I just try to find something to pass the time, but it's rare the occasion where I can do this",2.58344262295082,4.136721114754103,3.482754098360658,91.8224918032787,75.55737704918033,7.50295081967213,26.95409836065573,8.238735603445708,1.5597580327868852,232,9,52,4,5,74,42,61,0.16899999999999998,0.81,0.021,-0.7757,0,2,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,6,0,3,4,2,2,0,11,6,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,8,6,2,7,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,2,4,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159669595329607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932620813858329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876594285739307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25998801700446844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629753791359147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33708223052876324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026816894442449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21898845149412235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378183065102831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976064828798624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312723881763416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blasianbarbie-sc,2018/12/09,chat room Does this sub offer a chat room? I see post requesting for friends and thought how a chat room would be good idea for this sub.,1.4038095238095245,3.708555571428569,1.114285714285714,103.69738095238097,82.57142857142857,5.161904761904762,20.047619047619047,6.42735559955562,-0.2701809523809522,108,3,26,1,3,31,20,28,0.0,0.7929999999999999,0.207,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564385876352633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31468569077066666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34163121241240696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598019438185242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900891434855194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245722989734541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233576104871657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893404137844442,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Spik3ejw,2018/12/09,"I shouldn't feel this alone. Earlier today I realised that my life is just my work, an me, and very little else.

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I sent a ""friend"" a message earlier, and their reply was that they didn't understand why it related to work. I didn't know we only did work things, but when I reviewed our conversations I realised our friendship was very 2D.

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My regular ""ahem""-buddy didn't reply to me for two weeks (yep, I didn't notice), and replied once and now is ignoring me.

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I just feel quite alone. How do I un-F\*\*\* this situation?",3.377714285714287,5.796741104761907,4.013571428571428,84.98892857142859,76.04761904761905,7.247619047619048,27.642857142857146,8.238735603445708,2.024599999999999,436,18,82,8,10,138,64,105,0.084,0.8759999999999999,0.04,-0.4939,0,2,0,0,0,0,39.0,3,0,2,4,5,2,0,0,3,1,11,1,0,1,0,15,16,7,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,8,2,20,1,3,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,4,54,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603762183297148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40859026065597104,0.4582206558119321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500688055228123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711619271756475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711611861402747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908186687720938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878618545894656,0.0,0.12598521445882402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431111826637435,0.0,0.13386723902245645,0.0,0.095601115162693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369826308339214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412929547247705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351001948521232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914965120359093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279140688481185,0.1308589555665971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074326325621222,0.0,0.0,0.1008295916603912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134254115546272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745350168376404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582206558119321,0.0
lonely,catiam0317,2018/12/09,"Is it possible to be lonely when surrounded with people? I’m 21 and live with my mom, her husband, and my boyfriend. Is this even possible? I have 1 friend. Literally. But I barely see her because I’m too depressed to leave the house. I feel like I want to socialize, but then I don’t. I wish I had more friends. ",0.3060937499999987,2.6420999218750008,2.4643750000000004,91.643125,88.84375,6.325,23.625,7.645422480735847,1.2929125000000008,241,10,53,5,8,81,46,64,0.079,0.7090000000000001,0.213,0.8590000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,12,6,0,2,2,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,11,3,5,10,1,3,0,2,1,0,7,1,0,0,3,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190075874214705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200493399750409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153749245243044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770075413332387,0.1662983496128253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35969108750038553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26859730422887235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464808110367697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372473522319478,0.0,0.20554933981582615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726295670549815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138060534882714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5248498039398348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549582426889366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23729028215627884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729989894946198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676859483409233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IAmJustAPenguin,2018/12/09,"Really Missing Human Contact This is pretty pathetic, but I’ve been really craving human contact with another human being. I haven’t cuddled or even really hugged someone in about two years. I’m not talking about those family gathering hello hugs, but those long meaningful hugs. Last night I literally had a dream where I hugged and cuddled someone and it felt like bliss. Am I just crazy?",5.732904761904758,8.29046867142857,6.491428571428576,69.30190476190478,69.42857142857143,9.80952380952381,31.666666666666664,10.125756701596842,4.008666666666668,317,14,46,9,6,104,52,70,0.08,0.5579999999999999,0.36200000000000004,0.9803,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,0,10,9,5,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,4,5,4,5,0,6,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,1,5,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26609615042181617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761028472208092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392283356832861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436554975102915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20685344977523729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397742324244235,0.0,0.0,0.22457523938001467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381425343759756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581716145676012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4877076768802846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300308196448539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039677843464861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478928559875325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341721312099733
lonely,dead_squid,2018/12/09,"What do I do ??? I'm in high school. I'm so lonely and depressed all the time and I want to just end it all honeslty. I always feel a crushing pain in my heart whenever I think about myself and all the things I've failed in life. I wanted to succeed in school and get good grades because I have a goal of working in the medical field so that my existence could be used to help other people in the future but all of that seems pointless to chase after now. My grades are shit and I have so many Cs because I've been so depressed and cry all the time. Even if I study really hard, I keep getting bad grades and keep failing tests. I have to think about college applications pretty soon because I'm a junior but everything has gone to shit. I want to pick myself up and get things back into good shape but I just keep sleeping and crying and I don't know what to do. ",3.294727116458958,4.321566603351954,4.150949720670393,89.8268285345939,72.91061452513965,6.848474430597338,24.38375590889557,7.010146845296331,0.7671036527718096,678,19,147,6,13,218,95,179,0.228,0.6890000000000001,0.083,-0.986,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,12,12,2,0,8,0,12,7,4,2,5,36,31,18,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,11,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,2,2,18,3,21,27,5,19,0,5,0,0,1,10,2,2,8,96,26,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981499207218648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014817558829568,0.11019483639507192,0.2413548860181458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053724690263366,0.0,0.2899399013843974,0.0,0.0,0.2273422734456355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168919761279781,0.0,0.0,0.08716921105038243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861193769074173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673126662585073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20685676896987548,0.0,0.0,0.2213911960905494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822499065802755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639274757490013,0.08846104317173455,0.1394403822711302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519202406260729,0.0,0.0,0.07253081419512325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321888089768927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380342193268313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329524048011142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043226478756446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149586409255453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426751225186878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454750352852021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671344588269544,0.0,0.1201464178978266,0.0,0.0,0.2709438914590309,0.0,0.0,0.13207177776035026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535859931171965,0.1691303807900538,0.0,0.0,0.15391307722666325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398529249066633,0.0,0.0,0.2335294170023896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608043903281334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Scared_raccoon,2018/12/09,My dreams make me sad about what I don't have I occasionally dream about falling in love with some random person that my brain has created. It's always bliss but then I wake up to reality and get really sad that it's not real.,2.5835106382978736,4.324811127659576,4.8095212765957465,81.50875,76.02127659574468,8.104255319148937,20.26063829787234,8.841846274778883,1.1964085106382978,181,4,38,4,4,63,39,47,0.17300000000000001,0.6609999999999999,0.166,-0.0848,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,0,8,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,6,6,1,4,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,25,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34140624694064137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580355636378342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436718798786386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703158676299358,0.0,0.2738814671982466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35826209903529777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670163947771877,0.2628515954260452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iwonderboutit,2018/12/09,"How to understand things? He would give me hugs and kisses constantly. Cook for me and take care of me. He would miss me when we’re not together. 

Then he would tell me he never liked me like that and it will never happen. 

Im confused. How to understand things and make this go away? ",0.903007518796997,3.3629874210526336,2.076942355889724,94.67526315789476,87.0701754385965,6.064160401002509,16.914786967418543,7.447530270364453,0.2284155388471177,221,5,48,4,7,70,39,57,0.091,0.727,0.182,0.7894,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,16,13,8,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,5,9,0,7,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,1,7,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015862949960547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720906073780788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302211734067285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436792835247047,0.1210758661290692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883910735258744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23012037483057704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081617239768824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422062355563572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286200440724237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160179996308535,0.0,0.18620684936318815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28306937828455353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435654957757729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540137280219715,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LinkinParkRulzXd,2018/12/09,"Extreme Venting I wish I just suddenly popped out of existence and nothing changed at all. I think everyday that there is no purpose to my life, and that no one understands me. I second guess and overthink every little fucking thing all the time, right now I feel like all this post will serve as is me being a stupid bitch

I am overreacting and being the stupid fucking asshole I am. I keep mispelling every little fucking word. I am ugly, and unlovable. I am mentally ill, and I have no redeeming qualities, I am forgettable, and won’t be remembered by anyone other than my family. I can’t do anything right.

I’m just venting, please don’t be concerned.",4.559596774193548,6.517982862903228,5.51858064516129,77.58287096774197,71.17741935483872,8.508387096774195,32.561290322580646,9.120678840339163,3.1827154838709664,521,25,89,11,10,171,79,124,0.212,0.73,0.057999999999999996,-0.9626,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,6,0,3,0,17,5,0,0,3,21,27,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,0,1,17,1,7,21,3,11,0,0,0,3,0,6,4,1,5,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072275834894405,0.0,0.14207843304837664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264362756122496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29093463488346705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276156768605232,0.0,0.08729837549474091,0.12334309899332968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788438225193524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019637648664264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346162233378624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194968384810373,0.08434937151981763,0.34608665736390165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399327885398078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566488936795273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699391467788713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952078049994966,0.0,0.0,0.16535352829606567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955818138020562,0.2948888665853013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470275946340285,0.11062885687875557,0.0,0.0,0.10067515790326133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797375140912931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985420450786692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,se7enmario,2018/12/09,help me i have no friends im an outcast i recently had a break up w my gf now im back to my old lonely self ive returned to my depression state and dont know what to do who to talk to suicide had become my only option at this point does anyone have any advice for me,-1.124170506912442,0.6794846935483889,2.13847926267281,95.50629032258064,89.16129032258064,4.833179723502305,18.534562211981566,6.1826913282559595,-0.2045695852534561,209,6,51,2,7,75,46,62,0.193,0.72,0.087,-0.7964,0,2,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,9,1,8,6,0,10,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,1,5,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363764280348133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563146457101068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002301649527426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597787523476294,0.0,0.0,0.2527559675059705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971152838454304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002754054290254,0.0,0.2682201760776587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768153238400193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339886744142245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944123857898088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577451444401716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401482455923539,0.0,0.0,0.1740570193516462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634502906966965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22596992191954304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387490771383529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503337910593636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394760025748247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AgapeAbsurd,2018/12/09,"I'm that loser Starting three and a half years ago, I had feelings for a YouTuber. Yeah. I left her channel about two months ago, and while I've lost feelings, I'm a bit concerned with myself. While I intellectually know it was dumb to begin with, years of my life (she used to post one video everyday) seem like they've disappeared, and I feel left not growing that much as a person from it. It was just a hazy dream that left me with nothing to show for (and no, I really don't mean sex).",2.7651000000000003,4.234445909999998,3.799000000000003,90.08950000000002,74.9,6.6000000000000005,23.5,7.1686216300943375,0.6689000000000003,381,11,84,4,8,123,68,100,0.14800000000000002,0.76,0.092,-0.6724,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,5,1,4,2,0,1,0,16,16,7,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,6,4,0,2,3,3,0,4,4,3,10,1,12,12,2,16,0,2,0,1,3,3,1,1,11,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32360497591449633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927629330609825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768790801169559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031412125032256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5949605500791233,0.0,0.12892685991409875,0.08917529970248378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992538650655194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882948685271504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569429542296267,0.0,0.1341810963401351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751431681514673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236875535263023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937880184771688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481399300290448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693386617108052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616913054872154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919619742973878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830601047066388,0.0,0.0,0.15764795388759045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350876244316193
lonely,relaxaphone,2018/12/09,"I want a loving relationship with a friend Not sure if this belongs here, but I just want to get this off my chest:

For last few years, the relationships that I’ve had with my[18M] early childhood friends have broken down into what are now occasional get-togethers, which usually consist of getting food, some small talk, and then calling it a day. I believe that what makes me grow distant from them is our change in interests over time; they enjoy doing things that I don’t, and vice versa.  This separation started to happen around sophomore year high school. 

I moved away to a university that is quite far from home, and prior to the start of school, I was hoping that I would make new friends. Luckily, I’ve made plenty, but they’re more or less acquaintances. My roommate and the others on my floor are nice to me, but the only things they enjoy doing are going to bars, watching football, or just talking shit about everyone behind their backs, so being around them just makes me feel worse. I’ve gained some acquaintances who have interests closer to mine who are also in my major, and actually, the more time I spend with them, the more I realize that they are really nice guys that I hope to keep a lasting friendship with throughout college and beyond. But I still don’t have anyone that I could truly open up to, and because of this, I feel as if I have no friends. I also cannot imagine opening up to somebody that I don’t love; this is why I really wish I knew a girl that was nice that had some similar interests to me that I could just lay with and talk to and then she could talk to me.

But then I feel bad because I realize that I would only want this with a girl that I find physically attractive. I know that there are amazing women out there that would probably click with me instantly, but I feel ashamed that I might not be able to comfortably be with them if I don’t find them attractive. I’ve never loved another girl before, so maybe my mind would change the moment I do. But as of right now, this is how I feel. 

But the most important thing is a relationship in which the girl I’m with is a great friend that I love. 


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lonely,gunnerboy654,2018/12/09,"Sad why is it that I look normal at school and everywhere else but inside I’m dying and my chest hurts and I feel like everyone is judging me. i can’t handle it anymore and I feel like I’m going to be alone the rest of my life bc I’m not worthy enough.
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lonely,katarina_bit,2018/12/09,Another Lonely Night Another day of feeling utterly alone.,8.713333333333331,12.924242555555557,10.208888888888893,37.900000000000034,67.8888888888889,16.933333333333334,53.444444444444436,13.023866798666859,11.390911111111116,49,4,4,3,1,17,8,9,0.39,0.488,0.122,-0.5095,0,3,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908143777211133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7913557547840564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433555352825679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907963640991352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35411159601247194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hozirr,2018/12/09,Late night drives Anyone else take late night drives when they are feeling quite lonely? Personally helps me escape my own head for awhile.,6.942499999999999,9.662881583333338,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,66.5,6.466666666666668,20.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.4297333333333331,114,2,19,1,2,31,21,24,0.09699999999999999,0.693,0.21,0.3117,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,7,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801405380481058,0.26397187014086243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521639070350893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026521715891326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644021952611462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268362465648154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5812345998255667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835356708274201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249521439949571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740206877187416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937053231872224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SixaBit,2018/12/09,"It hurts so much. A little back story, I dropped out of high school became a NEET got a job online and hardly ever went outside. When I was 17 my dad lost his job and tried committing suicide. We lost everything our house our family split apart and suddenly I lived alone in a new city knowing no one. I got a local job and had co workers and once or twice we would go grab dinner together but nothing  other than that. I met up with some people online trying to form friendships but they wanted sex and nothing more. Eventually I switched jobs New jobs new people but nothing ever stuck and no relationships have either. So here I am a 19 year old in a new city with no friends no relationships no family and no solution to make friends. Not to have to much pitty on myself but I am lonely its been a year of this and I cry to myself sometimes when I see people together or when I sit alone in my apartment and its quiet. Holidays are hard and the anti depressants are starting to not work. How the hell do I fill this void, whats wrong with me that absolutely no one wants to be my friend.

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TLDR: Alone for a year need tutorial on friend making.",2.821245581201911,4.9540035720524,4.172900810979414,84.5675400291121,76.59825327510917,6.981992098149303,23.56851736327719,7.957251820313856,1.3307652734456237,914,29,177,15,21,301,136,229,0.222,0.6659999999999999,0.113,-0.975,5,5,0,0,0,1,19.0,4,0,1,4,10,11,1,0,11,0,12,2,0,3,3,38,28,23,1,4,9,1,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,9,17,1,0,1,1,0,3,9,7,0,3,10,5,24,4,21,16,6,33,1,5,1,1,14,12,1,3,16,122,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727537394955555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511409830170986,0.1066673601832784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750059875639965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964267753180704,0.0,0.0,0.07560836648274208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881159293803745,0.0,0.0,0.07889474067650076,0.0,0.16551018276989715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27128729023659265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988975986510266,0.0,0.1404180204580152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727472564803832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274878240161864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101291131975888,0.09397475652126497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355611564994085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048243877373452315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798278784247475,0.0775150196187392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165355610143314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719321397484565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906291311699156,0.06509084070052643,0.0,0.33912994648823724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526938008860888,0.0,0.09211470672752284,0.09348726309324236,0.11896963439583655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825754458891508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884946663489546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884225426727428,0.06995260831429052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682077670043796,0.0,0.062134078714232974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602162068910178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919936168704705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355474136043924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137679375350691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063907912383509,0.0,0.0,0.06235934705140489,0.09597819596759613,0.1066673601832784,0.16959035852181356
lonely,DIGGYRULES,2018/12/09,"How do you not take this personally? I have a friend at work. He has said many times that I am one of his best friends. We text and talk a lot during the week. But...he has parties almost every weekend and I have never once been invited. Not once. I’ve even teased him about it and he says “oh, it’s open to everybody “ but he never tells me when. Anyway, I drove by his house tonight (not like a stalker...I had to pass his house on the way to picking up my daughter). And his driveway and yard were packed with cars and I could see they had a party going on. 

I feel so hurt. It’s like all these people call me their friend. At work. They come to me with their problems and ask me for help. I listen to them. But then after work I don’t exist. If I was having friends over I’d immediately think of inviting him. He’s one of my best friends. But, even though he says the same to me, it’s obviously not true. 

How the hell do I not take this personally?  Should I just give up on hoping somebody will like me?  Want to spend time with me?  I’m decent looking. I’m fit. I’m nice. But I can’t get anybody to want to spend time with me. There must be something fundamentally wrong with me. I fucking hate myself so much right now. ",-0.4075597426470594,1.8137769296875028,1.451158088235296,98.06920955882352,92.203125,4.105514705882353,16.904411764705884,5.7212163849143,-0.6811995404411761,938,24,220,7,34,306,144,256,0.10400000000000001,0.6859999999999999,0.21,0.98,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,1,5,5,13,20,4,0,8,0,20,1,0,3,6,46,42,19,0,8,11,1,1,3,5,3,0,4,2,2,8,15,0,0,2,2,2,5,9,7,0,2,7,7,38,13,29,30,6,29,1,1,2,1,37,11,2,4,15,143,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333582687963167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581026778027493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375558971231953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557188744259254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749661784735993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903669386125374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951181872609262,0.0,0.09536105557279986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057228423424413775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372222168207832,0.10463530725896572,0.059133133843580064,0.10857487371283164,0.06432416759621416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174419018447662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586377857297015,0.0,0.0,0.11241566369186187,0.0,0.2611945925113488,0.12116410270628647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658856143048199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504471233324767,0.0,0.0,0.0962236311135861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474919139377965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832020887276314,0.0,0.17458649247122568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24107112944945075,0.15339065015406178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846642685848425,0.19765301632389348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083002735178732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966571532657314,0.10766238322992874,0.18001437845877485,0.0,0.0,0.09019172096974147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713334299029532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019816182239822,0.09097172780817164,0.0989264084489998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252271337852897,0.11120113573898352,0.0,0.1979927071548305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351582682823954,0.08983892284978634,0.09078809618020088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471944109169673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374718939708483,0.0,0.0
lonely,October_Eternal,2018/12/09,"I just want to mean something to someone. All I've ever wanted was to feel loved. I just want to be someone's moon and stars, I want to be someone's world. I want to love and be loved more than anything.

I know I can't have that life though.",0.4883018867924527,2.1538325471698165,1.9024905660377376,100.30241509433964,82.01886792452831,4.24,20.033962264150947,3.1291,-0.7172083018867927,187,5,46,0,5,60,31,53,0.0,0.677,0.32299999999999995,0.9349,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,14,17,3,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,7,13,2,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611318071282862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160137422562755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592185652066194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042583290312708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399607965812133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136555142925338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664717791506787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822158708258545,0.14604616944445115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863867419199081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594722525062785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThirtyFourFord,2018/12/09,"I am so sad right now. I told him to leave. I didn’t even try to work on it. I pushed him away. I have legit reasons to be upset and distant but should I have stayed? 
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lonely,TotallyNotAllan,2018/12/09,Feels great to feel forgotten by my ‘friends’ Always happens.,6.649000000000001,10.051737900000004,4.830000000000002,78.24500000000002,70.0,8.0,40.0,8.841846274778883,4.334000000000001,49,3,7,1,1,14,10,10,0.136,0.5710000000000001,0.293,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008265118094537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48714042273360797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721727819601966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5310938693136961,0.0,0.0,0.42598009145381704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,the_trick_candle,2018/12/09,"So this is depressing... I wonder whether this is my life, the sadness that follows is quite humiliating, and downright painful. 

I have just been out for a few drinks with an old friend, someone who I hadn’t spoken to in a while. And as I sit and type, I wonder whether I do so out of jealousy or if the drink has taken hold... 

My friend got in contact a month or so after breaking up with his wife for the second time in a year. She cheated on him, firstly leaving him and their son, and the second time he left them. 

That sounds like it is painful, but I feel somewhat jealous. 

He has found someone whom he loves enough to ask to marry him. Whom he would do anything for. And I am sat here jealous. Jealous that I have a few years on him but have not found that one person to lay it all on the line for. 

We talked about seven years. For him, he was with this woman for seven years, for me, I have been single for as long. 

I don’t want my heart broken, I don’t want to feel inadequate to other men, I just want to be loved. To be held. To lay my cards bare and have someone do the same.

I have spent the last seven years working. I have forgotten how to make a friend let alone converse with someone in a flirtatious manner. 

It is painful. And I know some of you feel the same or have it much worse than I, but I needed to say it, no matter the forum. 

I miss being close to someone...",2.276971723928241,3.653371951048953,3.3287959866220724,93.34446488294316,75.99300699300699,5.673213742778961,23.27394344785649,5.7926816847441245,0.2155991486774096,1062,31,239,5,23,341,143,286,0.157,0.752,0.091,-0.9638,0,2,2,0,0,0,41.0,1,1,2,3,8,16,4,0,17,0,30,9,1,2,1,51,53,24,0,6,12,2,3,1,3,1,4,2,0,3,16,16,2,2,8,2,1,1,5,10,0,7,11,5,35,6,41,37,10,29,0,3,0,2,34,12,0,8,15,183,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960341493795682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870854587625028,0.0,0.09893265841912573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114744142150384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733761594590894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093461424147147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052582188724265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001520841868818,0.0,0.2320646347163168,0.2452818075452246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463840636698478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254038554491715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058158986781531134,0.08626199517754221,0.0,0.11205403925249613,0.11497983313581575,0.10821385446289893,0.07474775682695098,0.05170104679174624,0.0,0.0,0.09365233326997334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102348652349152,0.0,0.0706394153364508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446899096592878,0.0,0.07779399860268607,0.07846834769511746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110461742011358,0.0,0.07171017101994512,0.0,0.3378177256982836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240283934489266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255856083336332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415677130491672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483284727751208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505861540519899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234155265353709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872560569912071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295267161186075,0.0770423032704466,0.0,0.10784533586392876,0.07517547590118255,0.0,0.0,0.34074111080787
lonely,ColinHalter,2018/12/09,"My experience after subbing to r/lonely I've been subscribed to r/lonely for a couple months now, and I think it's fair to say that in many cases, *subscribing* will make your general mood much worse if you're having issues. I love that this sub exists and there's a lot of productive work going on here, but having all too relatable posts being thrown at you every time you log on to Reddit is going to do nothing but drag you down into your own issues, even when you're having a good day. From what I've seen: visiting, posting, reading feedback, then promptly leaving is very helpful, but I don't think dwelling here is useful to anybody. 

Thoughts?",10.533333333333333,7.197818365079368,9.877682539682544,69.1284285714286,59.79365079365079,11.984761904761903,39.48571428571429,9.3871,3.725106666666667,518,18,92,6,5,167,91,126,0.025,0.8290000000000001,0.146,0.9426,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,0,1,7,4,0,1,3,0,11,1,0,2,1,15,20,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,2,9,2,16,15,4,18,0,0,1,1,9,6,0,2,7,62,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028989317672853,0.0,0.12256838277278205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552813261206752,0.0,0.16012774551153375,0.0,0.0,0.1859081816753708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602285916863845,0.15940733595682127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273884370921424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967316519210854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123855492912346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157615939338352,0.1715301413583536,0.0,0.12686177096493073,0.19268378696930497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516983929512923,0.0,0.1397107321199406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236086092350914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364036240773219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010430768193745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113767569538913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24355641874827094,0.0,0.1508807549671378,0.11082136075358696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414466460323546,0.0,0.15681352720378602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836075773779474,0.0,0.19368011800270327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,brinkworthspoon,2018/12/11,"heard a girl in the next table over in the dining hall talk to her boyfriend /guy friend about how she needed more friends for like an hour And he was consoling her all like ""you never know where you're going to meet your next friend, sis. it could happen at any moment. believe in Christ"" 

If it weren't wantonly socially inappropriate, I would be so tempted to come over to where they were talking and say ""hey you know what I have the same problem! we can hang out anytime!""

I could never approach her anyway because she never made herself alone, she left with the guy, lol. Wonder if they ever noticed me just glancing at them awkwardly the whole time and wondered what was wrong with me.",4.723636363636366,6.368025909090914,4.4867878787878785,86.40518181818184,70.21212121212122,6.795151515151516,26.83636363636364,7.1686216300943375,1.2572672727272725,548,18,104,5,10,167,95,132,0.055999999999999994,0.8029999999999999,0.141,0.9071,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,3,3,0,8,8,0,1,7,1,10,1,0,2,5,28,20,7,0,7,3,1,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,3,4,8,1,0,4,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,6,3,19,5,16,10,4,25,1,0,1,0,29,12,0,4,11,75,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983503542900553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983809191958017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818981036121452,0.0,0.0,0.162994142593443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462084884451065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310152874226938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308627740452779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33531627043220624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221959432076689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864931332230904,0.12793166907795747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424713272512341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159014276149309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718495068131175,0.0,0.0,0.14135742361938453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689075045636126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727136251738968,0.3347364867971017,0.0,0.3077174930314677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647083536450744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843015597751324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504780957053977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747338329562965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23256137885839726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435854759354175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151947670305625,0.0,0.0,0.3137780301918752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276979144693807,0.15817451030897198,0.0,0.0
lonely,wrth1ess,2018/12/11,"i got into a relationship again. i’m with an amazing guy—he makes me feel so loved and special, but i’m terrified of losing him. part of what makes me so worried is how wonderful he is, and this worries me because i know that when things end between us they will be my fault. i’ve never had a stable or long-lasting relationship and no matter how hard i try to be better or less clingy or more normal my partners are quick to jump ship. it hurts knowing that this fantastic person won’t be with me for more than a couple months at most. i know i’m not good enough, and i know i’ll never be, and i know i don’t deserve him, but i wish i was able to somehow change my entire personality rather soon so that we could be together for a while. ",3.944516129032259,4.292362322580647,5.300161290322581,84.6702419354839,70.93548387096773,8.006451612903223,27.112903225806452,7.908726449838941,1.4384709677419356,580,18,126,7,10,195,99,155,0.196,0.652,0.152,-0.83,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,1,2,11,8,0,0,5,0,14,1,0,4,2,35,29,17,0,4,7,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,8,9,0,0,7,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,2,21,5,13,18,6,12,0,2,0,1,12,2,0,6,9,93,29,0,0.14721200407731827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973907131311143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301970545497691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573078069865215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753680650594467,0.16288728249448506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303861407747572,0.15210935246105267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443481248730026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347444459382825,0.11773888773313505,0.0,0.0,0.14576302867485594,0.0,0.0,0.13187304026886393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759349507585718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045193375719466,0.11999743144746428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302779911168164,0.0,0.16469257719021138,0.0,0.0,0.13286458122015465,0.0,0.1965303116831114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750321717007285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270779457532166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423650792778586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941625471066362,0.0,0.0,0.2570796874572299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161011996489444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978011142137306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994728751876156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707791516902818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928653955497885,0.0,0.15964513877818787,0.0,0.29900187196249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Its_Sentinel,2018/12/11,"A lonely ongoing life Throughout the entirety of my life I’ve pretty much been a loner, I thought that it wouldn’t get to me after so long, evidently it did and still does. I grew up with a skin deformity called albinism that causes my skin to have no pigment making me very much unusual at first glance which then led to me having low self esteem and a sense of pure self hate. Although I don’t show it, it’s a haunting feeling that’s been gnawing at the back of my mind to this day.

It’s caused me to be a recluse, to hide from everyone who isn’t my family and to put on a straight face and act as if I’m not phased.

I’ve become less social because of my skin condition, I hate the thought of being judged, I feel ugly, I feel like an outcast, like I don’t belong. And I envy those who have the character to be open and speak freely to others with no fear, I don’t hate them, just wish I could have the mindset they do.

Currently I’m a high school senior, and as my graduation approaches day by day I realize how high school was so uneventful, and how possible friendships and relationships I could’ve had that I didn’t take or even try to grasp, i don’t want my college life to end up the same way.

Right now I feel as empty as I’ve ever felt, I’ve made one good friend whose stuck by me, sadly we don’t talk as much, as he is an online Xbox friend and lives across the country. so I still have that lonely feeling.

Well, I don’t need to explain my love life, pretty self explanatory at this point

I want to break this shell of mine but i just don’t know how or if I even can, but I can say venting this out feels somewhat stress relieving ",5.764637681159421,4.641041652173914,6.4212318840579705,83.1634420289855,67.26086956521739,9.753623188405797,30.181159420289852,8.841846274778883,2.038072463768117,1290,38,288,18,18,425,179,345,0.10300000000000001,0.797,0.1,-0.2566,1,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,2,1,16,17,3,2,17,0,28,9,4,8,2,56,54,30,0,8,9,0,10,2,2,1,4,2,0,3,20,15,0,0,13,2,0,5,13,9,1,2,11,13,38,8,39,38,6,37,0,4,1,1,20,15,0,5,17,187,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455144715059095,0.0,0.059102104521037264,0.10707779673086712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900061617110388,0.0,0.0,0.19919641143108405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154819356196487,0.0,0.0,0.1875814388629109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484487770685223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587224279686155,0.0,0.0,0.12807407152624348,0.08770021522734095,0.0,0.09264346049935987,0.0,0.0,0.09139936438330327,0.10909992056783778,0.2941363669083661,0.06926377651266169,0.09309080187901038,0.0,0.0,0.08246880800700786,0.0,0.0,0.14981244946944175,0.0,0.05065433139655799,0.0,0.0,0.08132020337717978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871652594745243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048739145099916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328324400982483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27392519619769234,0.09473340731041742,0.0,0.08561193522650895,0.08580101548980341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750454235278134,0.09173998003054183,0.06471737924565643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097895646464357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381647993375336,0.07188997519837201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569836841888342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091652629510749,0.10930078262183604,0.0,0.1972736332081461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746529493866117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409204077726836,0.0,0.08279797053072664,0.0,0.07710151136853846,0.0,0.1962447369585181,0.0,0.0,0.3034317100849315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883213579788516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485477582294396,0.0,0.11106019007069676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289715199977308,0.07792774961499672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539408911890173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582523027140963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999699542032973,0.11437166439940595,0.07695737185823012,0.0,0.0,0.08717306258683916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114920246931645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lafemmejdm,2018/12/11,"Why am I like this? There are a million things I can & should be doing right now but instead I’m sitting on my couch with my phone in my hand. I get so frustrated with myself! Even things that I enjoy doing, I put them off and continue to look at my phone. ",0.2806060606060612,2.3527690909090917,2.145000000000003,96.01083333333334,85.36363636363636,5.121212121212121,18.25757575757576,6.42735559955562,-0.194515151515152,200,5,46,2,6,66,43,55,0.084,0.737,0.17800000000000002,0.6811,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,1,0,7,1,1,0,0,5,10,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,11,2,7,8,0,9,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,3,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40530152295442745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470677772455244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954346093142096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275027955431045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31412213449340703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37604073161897056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194512409215524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970270905376634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337537355670335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nemolionak3,2018/12/11,"Time flies Today, a girl from my school told me that it was a lot of fun to hang out with me in the past but now I'm suddenly really reserved and spaced out all the time.

What do you even answer to that?

""Yeah, I have crippling anxiety and went through a 2 year patch of severe depression.""

I wish I was fun again.",2.4399999999999977,3.5171890606060643,3.6822424242424248,92.17336363636366,75.06060606060606,7.704242424242422,22.29090909090909,8.238735603445708,0.8597672727272729,242,6,57,4,5,79,51,66,0.079,0.773,0.14800000000000002,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,1,4,0,0,0,1,10,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,7,2,10,4,2,14,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,8,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198267991291348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24992685099929246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916575047106185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466959627748341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770043712875439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858931996805919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936720614082633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32781456302190803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384061409772917,0.0,0.2750514740561472,0.2772741469911925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689946464043124,0.0,0.0,0.33368632687605354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686284881304535
lonely,Imadetbistodourplace,2018/12/11,I need a boyfriend 30 years old and up Thanks ,0.5259999999999998,2.4079316000000013,0.1100000000000012,112.085,83.0,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-1.1759999999999995,36,1,10,0,1,10,10,10,0.0,0.7070000000000001,0.293,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43442730944719615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6147891742291117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394054405539266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37729160440961496
lonely,DellPickle303,2018/12/11,Lonely and desperate I am desperate to have a genuine conversation with somebody. I just feel so awful knowing I have no friends also I’d rather stay home. I text people on Snapchat so I feel a little bit less lonely. But most of them don’t know me enough or are too busy with school. Is there anybody who genuinely has time to text me? I just wanna go out and have fun with friends.,1.381933621933623,3.87853798701299,2.6116017316017337,91.57708513708515,84.71428571428572,5.500144300144299,22.841269841269842,6.937597516519254,0.7805538239538237,303,11,62,4,9,97,56,77,0.183,0.7020000000000001,0.115,-0.5588,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,17,13,7,0,2,5,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,9,3,9,13,4,6,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,2,1,45,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324290082690293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047687112773403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884452886777452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823017865528104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313542311439333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586521726823166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28001867301598865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068363521737994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797900909444917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353331055696854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825232413146407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29754575011715106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277952926677947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lilcutieee,2018/12/11,"Someone to call Just looking for people to join our call, we’re 2 very bored females",1.66,4.237743529411766,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,84.29411764705883,3.4000000000000004,26.14705882352941,3.1291,0.3344352941176472,68,3,13,0,2,21,15,17,0.136,0.7390000000000001,0.125,-0.0498,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7857500533648132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230949560505741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667387392198894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259993009534137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174608696975745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,peacefrog812,2018/12/11,"In a serious relationship but I miss affection I miss feeling attractive, wanted, anything. I dont get kissed without being asked, I never get anything without me asking. I just want to be kissed on the forehead, hand around my waist...anything damnit! We've been together 3 years and they want to get married and I do love them but it scares me thinking about the rest of my life feeling alone with someone. ",4.140018796992479,6.618151460526318,4.481127819548874,82.27289473684213,73.86842105263158,6.974436090225563,31.90977443609023,7.957251820313856,2.5343932330827066,325,16,56,5,7,102,55,76,0.218,0.516,0.266,0.7608,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,3,8,0,1,3,0,5,6,2,1,1,17,19,4,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,3,12,4,10,16,1,5,0,2,0,3,6,3,0,0,2,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931147476008805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603183139361348,0.1659875746159807,0.3486270089469119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852794452166915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855801524509594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922505728511326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170113542118908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682860538912326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380827104409447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018662246434776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866774618391905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798566114252066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947506218571377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299341193252346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594786330368301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007314488906035
lonely,taktheunformed,2018/12/11,Making new friends in rural areas after school is so hard. Everyone just wants to go home at the end of the day. I dont even have people i can talk to. People around my area are so shallow and self absorbed. They only want what they can leech off you. ,1.5230769230769212,3.5167805384615427,2.7621538461538457,93.78284615384615,80.15384615384616,4.929230769230768,18.09230769230769,5.6839178017228535,-0.4074661538461535,196,4,42,1,5,63,45,52,0.036000000000000004,0.88,0.084,0.3682,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,10,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,8,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22630587689479215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394810085752262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979389163641142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515966198356926,0.0,0.0,0.16790707750538916,0.0,0.0,0.24291400307744604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640642531758168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447664520533698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277273412285203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254999082509946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969095904348536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455231148123765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933425012597948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524823262363048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572798683281236,0.0,0.0,0.26520242573003866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432895649365945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998860220477396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SilenceSupreme,2018/12/11,"You know you are lonely when... ...the insurance company calls you to remind you of your unpaid bills, and that you have to finish the injury report of the Tesla you just bumped with your (rusty) car door... and you think it was an uplifting an kozy talk... Haaaah... ",4.01561224489796,5.9032966326530625,4.1181122448979615,87.35635204081633,72.46938775510203,7.348979591836735,18.37244897959184,8.07648339933343,0.5493224489795914,201,3,39,3,4,62,36,49,0.10099999999999999,0.899,0.0,-0.6486,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,9,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,5,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,11,0,0,0,2,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6589454119965464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354651824751113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5186849846193756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134959660502212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PurrplePixie,2018/12/11,"A real conversation with a person. I felt comfortable to share my thoughts and feelings and my worries about my mental health to a person. We had a 'real' conversation. I basically told the person everything about me and my issues since childhood. We talked for 4-5 hours, discussing what were the important things that got sidetracked and why I am this person now, and etc

Felt so good to talk, finally feel that the real person is listening to you, and care for you and understands you. I longed for this conversation for long that I didn't think it was possible to share like this with another person. We hugged later, I basically cried, layed down on that person lap for sometime. The actual touch of another human, the warmth of care is pleasant. It was unreal.



Soon, I realised that the conversation was taking place inside my head, INSIDE MY HEAD! 
The person only existed in my head and I am still lonely as fuck and no one cares. 

Is it only me or does it happen to you too?",4.5672463768115925,6.58482195652174,5.61139130434783,76.67998550724639,71.28260869565217,8.819710144927537,25.8536231884058,9.3871,2.4141931884057968,776,25,136,18,15,256,101,184,0.068,0.7609999999999999,0.171,0.963,0,3,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,4,0,0,7,12,1,0,11,0,11,6,3,0,0,25,27,12,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,9,14,14,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,11,6,24,10,21,16,1,13,0,1,0,2,27,4,1,1,10,99,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0886997255057687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062119832695745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27801839106035153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984312089466003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954221478424862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137117174159284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168993627893878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191777867573138,0.0,0.17454556497993906,0.09957026318276656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403031604566068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623782670387437,0.07269647536243573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803775296387828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798513255738502,0.09661639088976796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951257660708402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487003451112894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04440636391488585,0.0,0.0,0.16087719111051066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160007621063053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159233029724171,0.13825842257881416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6349231770484149,0.09496519802644622,0.0,0.0,0.10246966655348727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103728393654483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751887045461768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989678723234913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258830569261635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834120194692295,0.1461147912534173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038613432438882,0.05824139752946037,0.0,0.07215992150606015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685339919820517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462417225028948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820179683846159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230757414538614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ithinkimokayy,2018/12/11,"I don’t know what I want ever I hate this feeling, of being indecisive of what I want. Sometimes I think it’s just the complexity of being a human being and noone truly knows what they want, they are just pulling a front to seem more composed to others or even convince themselves that is what they “actually” want. Thinking like that brings me comfort because it gives me an excuse to think about how everyone is like this, some people are just better at hiding it that others. Then I get to darker thoughts, about how that is not actually true. About how people actually know what they want, and I am just being a selfish asshole, stringing along people into being in a relationship with me because I feel lonely and I hate sleeping alone. How I have people there to keep me distracted from myself because I don’t know what I’ll do if they don’t. When I think more about it, that’s how I feel I am to people, that the only reason I am still here is because i don’t want to cause pain to my family and friends. 

It’s just a on going balance of me using people as distractions and people using me for their own pleasure as well, almost like an on going dance, where one miss step can result in either party getting hurt.",8.476090909090908,6.558511366666668,8.55409090909091,72.59454545454545,62.41666666666666,10.393939393939394,34.31818181818181,8.575989854853784,2.775249999999999,968,30,178,10,11,318,119,240,0.135,0.7070000000000001,0.158,-0.0276,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,6,1,22,20,2,3,9,0,21,2,1,10,2,53,52,16,0,7,9,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,21,8,0,1,15,1,0,7,5,10,1,1,1,3,30,10,28,46,5,19,0,3,0,0,11,7,0,6,8,142,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.2997389408427832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252377723761752,0.1060399711501014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496517565377311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055120275029976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517758718744426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676243197737668,0.09261308441414907,0.0,0.09783324482619113,0.0,0.0,0.09651945581989294,0.0,0.15530678064552322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910238870587391,0.0,0.10698386218119993,0.09821701109534432,0.11637549769030048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216796007918236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960524855258807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100448273799884,0.0,0.0,0.2250724499386718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500604022236959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693787184498612,0.07786839795739182,0.10894484722432146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968660204412173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052688211292708,0.0,0.10992316192561406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320744888810832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245893044957877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126137233063147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176478465900837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26241666790800594,0.0,0.08128224493816938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768555152905985,0.0,0.0,0.3623359161257809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205640126499856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BigEG3,2018/12/11,"A weird feeling I feel so so alone, but I also feel like I'm doing it to myself, but actually I'm not. If that makes sense, I can't really describe how I'm feeling. I constantly check my phone hoping to see a notification from someone, anyone. It's not healthy but I know I'm gonna keep doing it. I've even started messaging people anything just to get a reply. I do things on my own (like going to the cinema, going gym etc) to try and feel better but I just feel worse afterwards because I think ""look at you, just here alone""

Just weird",3.274553571428573,4.187758776785717,5.357500000000002,81.5875,72.83928571428571,8.1,25.607142857142854,8.472884824447931,1.6405321428571429,421,13,87,7,8,147,71,112,0.146,0.731,0.12300000000000001,-0.3747,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,10,6,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,2,0,24,26,10,0,2,11,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,8,2,1,2,3,2,0,0,0,8,12,4,8,25,2,7,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,2,5,53,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.17357010658080446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684279868861426,0.0,0.14223818609480898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436700244167292,0.0,0.1463673384496609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084245557196402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573067069783901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922083500939032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836594739253155,0.1174778327859336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5396018494007591,0.12706644300926145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929268665042595,0.0,0.2021690022728252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766595932580618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809415076752198,0.0,0.0,0.09774968431132687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379123269262994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936139387252084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872594299162548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330885748474912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394456095571205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141734987976703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070402394102236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589341715377106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816527853860476,0.11396839752278592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075832840741185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125913325738516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mizzenbook,2018/12/11,"Looks don’t matter I’m beautiful, apparently. Sexy. Babe, hottie, doll. None of these words matter. I’m so very lonely. I just want someone to hold me...not sex, just hold me and tell me you want to know about me, about who I am. Why I’m so sad all the time. I have no one. I’m beyond touch starved. Looks don’t matter...I’ve been sad and lonely my entire life. I’m “unapproachable”. Fuck that...I’m sick of sitting at home, crying.",-0.8387337662337657,1.2743040227272748,1.2091558441558448,97.58909090909091,99.6818181818182,3.8779220779220784,13.103896103896105,5.773587663045528,-1.029824025974026,326,6,74,3,14,107,59,88,0.29100000000000004,0.586,0.12300000000000001,-0.9647,1,4,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,13,16,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,3,8,0,8,15,2,4,0,4,2,2,4,2,1,0,1,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31900598172494404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684829282638839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913087743598076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596038591249236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051278935674513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4877489893554512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679194337212935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460667159807377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538345088172012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934265365533102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23962184406657405,0.34258723078722403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620533321592031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,eal1997,2018/12/11,"I'll always feel inadequate. I feel neglected and rejected by society, I feel lonely and embarrassed at how I can barely speak a word or two without clearing my throat five times or even how I'm basically the blob. I want to be accepted but I just feel like I don't belong, like I never should have existed. I've been neglected emotionally and especially romantically that now I'm just numbed up to rejection... I just want it to end...",5.026785714285712,6.375203345238094,7.1485714285714295,68.74642857142858,69.1190476190476,11.790476190476193,31.857142857142854,11.538034831475384,4.285085714285714,347,15,64,13,6,123,58,84,0.188,0.645,0.16699999999999998,-0.2169,0,3,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,2,0,6,2,1,2,2,25,14,8,0,3,7,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,1,5,9,3,7,11,0,6,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,2,6,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23127629932404306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31265584310493755,0.24618080964557398,0.0,0.0,0.1835830624426646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5621585943124309,0.19856722062487395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27158422969493995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437183509692195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207462317694807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715163316816101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278837028743202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679334564095048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sk8ingcat07,2018/12/11,"Friends Application About me: 
•I’m 15 about to turn 16
•Female, Black 
•love vans (the shoe)
•I’m lazy
•McDonald’s is my shit
•I’m a pessimistic person with dark humor 
•socially awkward 

I’m lonely af and have nobody to talk to so I’m making this.
Since I’m really awkward I want to have a little group of new friends in a group chat instead of talking one on one because, again I’m awkward af.
Not to be weird but it would be really cool to have some gay or lesbian friends because idk man I’m trying to figure myself out.

Like if I can get a group of like 3 people I would like to move this snapchat or iMessage just cause I like texting on those more but what ever.
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lonely,lillends,2018/12/11,"Touch starved and lonely Just needed to vent here tbh. I feel so starved for affection, not really sex just I want to cuddle and kiss a cute person. (I’m kinda iffy about sex because I was sexually assaulted about a year ago by an ex-friend so I’m trying to get over that trauma.) But seriously I feel so touch starved. All my friends are in cute relationships but me and I feel ugly and gross because of it. I haven’t been in a relationship in over two years and it ended because I was cheated on. 
I even like have dreams where I’m cuddling with someone and I wake up extremely sad that it wasn’t real, man I feel pathetic and depressed. Sorry just needed to get this off my chest",2.6821739130434783,4.54928642028986,4.200797101449279,85.42771739130438,76.10144927536231,7.208695652173913,25.268115942028984,8.07648339933343,1.4889594202898548,538,19,110,9,12,179,84,138,0.26,0.624,0.11699999999999999,-0.9762,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,11,13,2,0,4,0,7,7,2,1,1,25,19,12,0,3,6,0,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,8,0,1,4,6,13,5,18,15,1,13,0,3,0,5,5,9,0,1,5,69,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658342258136315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421248247555158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113084915186032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656964460421313,0.0,0.0,0.1235639002246944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783710083808505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28907350782341645,0.0,0.19548208863963115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913973386600048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774333826264652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335014714052992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293683314342784,0.11984758338820868,0.0,0.0,0.4017056188660848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585114105027832,0.0,0.0,0.20941959887859252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701434550485646,0.0,0.18274897733422166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034402795170466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409454557106947
lonely,BottomTextBibba,2018/12/11,"I don't know anymore... I really need someone to talk to. Like just someone who understands what I am going through, and help me with it. Hell, it took me almost 30 minutes just to build myself up to make this post. I just need some help through my shit rn, and like idk how to ask. If anyone wants to like message me or like comment I will gladly talk about it. I just don't want to like tell my life story in this post so idk.",2.2162380952380967,3.3920851000000027,3.322063492063496,94.145,75.77777777777777,6.0317460317460325,22.857142857142854,6.1826913282559595,0.2403809523809524,329,9,76,2,7,106,56,90,0.12,0.68,0.2,0.7951,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,0,0,4,2,1,2,0,19,14,6,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,12,6,13,12,1,6,1,0,0,0,9,2,2,4,5,47,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829912450927608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123247418303126,0.12777852311198595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708405292288971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385735774873536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449782682267475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004310633105599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290771575235516,0.4463962829226052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198272333260295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710040195454689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500355678745483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707018284365985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758360442175348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096759948885711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937646496819939,0.15972589738868204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030347825588988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024245645565208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557373395120005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tomyboy-973211,2018/12/11,No friends or intimate relationship. I can’t tolerate this feeling of loneliness I haven’t had sex with a girl or even kissed one in over 3 years I’m 21 and have no friends because I moved to a different state. I just want to be close with a girl and feel some love have someone touch me so I can feel something other then despair. every girl I’ve talked to since just want to be friends and it makes me suicidal. ,2.8718991596638617,4.52107857647059,3.72218487394958,90.00411764705885,75.0,7.680672268907562,28.61344537815126,8.418075326091056,1.8875210084033616,329,14,72,6,7,105,57,85,0.15,0.632,0.218,0.6514,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,8,3,0,1,0,17,16,7,1,2,4,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,4,7,5,9,13,1,7,0,1,0,3,9,3,0,3,2,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655569877609666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23404496907639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795788131487522,0.0,0.1887398583298644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33980175024340536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192135852466065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021796689627743,0.0,0.14952981822673625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380894139042096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179639846321696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24050516441948802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530512646857375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980472791467576,0.17245546112103471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24503288203291074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005244295381673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642562845911328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425644979874486
lonely,11infootlong,2018/12/11,"I feel like everyone hates me 2 months ago my friend group was solid, but as time went on everything in my life has seemed to fall apart. I used to have fun every weekend and do stuff everyday but suddenly it all stopped. For my birthday i was alone. For the 4 weeks and weekend after that i spent it alone. I dont know what i could have done. Everyone who used to hang out with me hates me now. I try not to be a bad person. I try not to start shit. My depression is fucking me up so bad again and i dont know what to do or reach out. I feel like a burden to everyone around me. I hate being alone, but ive been alone for weeks and im not sure how much more i can take.",0.7248665620094208,2.1821118163265325,2.5465306122448967,96.94544740973312,80.49659863945578,6.427838827838827,19.47095761381476,7.321109707123232,0.10401350078492966,515,12,130,7,13,171,88,147,0.207,0.6409999999999999,0.152,-0.8781,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,14,5,0,3,0,17,3,1,3,2,27,32,11,0,1,7,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,5,2,1,3,5,9,0,0,6,2,22,5,19,23,3,24,0,1,0,1,4,7,2,2,16,85,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397122360235066,0.0,0.0,0.48591161253860293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441368544482814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586584943396335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364716545702144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102240031700148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002921819698542,0.27492790485045915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882256372180817,0.3362291778122551,0.1054134144975437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186115125632245,0.16758515210532998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906185866396518,0.10843346119691573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474011677634076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669419890876651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891992036298455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284596578032542,0.11460472755676485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936204032351482,0.0,0.08622223889706132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241380867247288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067771456805673,0.0,0.0,0.12039732800932762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301903698223742,0.0,0.0,0.09806036669908612,0.0,0.0,0.13426991258920096,0.0,0.0,0.11054519764453677,0.0,0.0881880899440569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839321286778505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926551774701428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260319691042772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816722122167104,0.0,0.0,0.10872975329995116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tempest-Frost,2018/12/11,Lonely and wanna talk to ppl 19 M and tired of being/feeling lonely all the time. Send me a msg and lets talk!,1.2512500000000024,2.5580616250000037,3.3483333333333327,92.43000000000002,78.58333333333334,4.800000000000002,16.166666666666668,3.1291,-0.9169333333333336,85,1,19,0,2,29,20,24,0.313,0.687,0.0,-0.8016,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146963323890665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341940267377321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6825732788989886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475943801018665,0.4880284560135946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,scummyangel,2018/12/11,"vent sorry sometimes i get so lonely my head hurts. i use physical affection from guys to cope with it, but i can never get away from the mental hell. its horrible and so nauseating. i was never like this before, but once i got raped by my ex who we will call phi its never been the same. ii dont know what to do with myself anymore i cant find a way out i just want to cry but my mom kicked me out so i have to stay at friends houses until i get an apartment and i fucked 3 of my classes my first semester of college and i have to appeal and i have to write a report of what happened in detail for them and its kiling me ",0.2427619047619061,2.1676857259259283,2.680343915343915,93.02083333333336,84.33333333333333,5.3386243386243395,18.53174603174603,6.5431188927421005,-0.057603174603174434,483,12,110,5,14,166,88,135,0.239,0.7090000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.9848,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,1,4,7,3,0,5,0,10,3,1,2,3,24,19,12,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,22,2,21,15,1,13,1,2,0,2,9,6,2,0,6,83,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498718909817215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577698587569406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014269561783508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017126842126294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938178335326879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679359827010002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126860367137347,0.15008502288644432,0.0,0.0,0.1363218739949824,0.16312164184270886,0.27655752534839284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411201215862964,0.0,0.0,0.17470945008420927,0.15603076626315165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810846761330738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359519117882532,0.1888892753660311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969702010971106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620268649382355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778162397518069,0.0,0.0,0.20665162290036426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082584938320497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879094134991471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745097748026703,0.19751704253609007,0.0,0.18806814134009575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239283961706945,0.0,0.0,0.10407252319863118,0.14005475761989414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mapishwho,2018/12/11,"Loneliness after abuse I’ve been on reddit for a few years now, pretty much just lurking, but the emotional turmoil I’ve been going through over the past few weeks just makes me feel like I need to talk to internet strangers. Lol. 

I just got out of a 2-year long emotionally abusive relationship. I don’t even feel like explaining the details, but this guy was just highly manipulative toward me and deliberately would try to keep my self-esteem down so that I would stay with him. 

After getting myself out of this situation a few weeks ago (which has been no easy task) I just feel myself in this state of cognitive dissonance all the time regarding my worth, place on this earth, and my other relationships (such as those with family and friends). I think the inconsistency in my thoughts has been making it hard for me to connect with anyone on an emotional level. So much so that I don’t know if I’ll ever be in a truly loving relationship because of all the psychological damage I’ve incurred. 

Maybe this topic would be better suited for some sort of abuse subreddit but in any case, I was just wondering if anyone else had such intense feelings of loneliness after coming out of an abusive relationship. 

Also just talking to people, about anything really, would be nice. ",9.835520309477758,8.510459391489363,9.512882011605416,64.9109090909091,59.3404255319149,12.460348162475825,37.53384912959381,11.389717465364855,4.280829787234042,1027,38,173,23,11,334,138,235,0.14300000000000002,0.7070000000000001,0.151,0.0247,0,0,0,0,2,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,17,8,0,1,12,1,18,1,0,3,3,45,36,13,0,7,12,0,5,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,11,10,0,1,9,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,9,5,18,6,37,20,8,32,0,1,0,1,11,16,0,5,14,129,29,0,0.0,0.4561792698966048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532303944891295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697399680331195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545577219656486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460555862266008,0.09862322336211288,0.07920853992347594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867532224996989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512851782307729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291398331696956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804075607003637,0.3248171505742167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357461785470903,0.08706692310803074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073936033401032,0.0,0.1946749189801481,0.13752723156190566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436531931403509,0.0,0.05028855134916345,0.0,0.054703158701364885,0.0,0.07698282451565075,0.0,0.0,0.09530623121546804,0.0,0.0,0.08622435044888102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169724963184412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555465300780908,0.0,0.0,0.05289848031870693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940493278001269,0.0,0.0,0.08518143768377806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687266320707786,0.0,0.12850009701636794,0.0,0.0966997133099104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151499301237874,0.071370850420485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188498553854883,0.06673015075940655,0.0,0.10056456160103697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979245501806979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166254303126166,0.0,0.0,0.4133615265147947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041353301136408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819311814437964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259356751557036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547300509154408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061675442491583264,0.0,0.0764146342263331,0.056126268378590013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534989962969337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441771947104396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438296080386032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735032814341226,0.0,0.0,0.12396836974861697
lonely,Megashot12,2019/08/28,I realised I'll be alone for the rest of my life Theres nothing changing it. It's my fate plus I don't help at with it being negative and isolating myself but being antisocial just screws me over,0.8207317073170728,3.2499291219512223,3.1494634146341483,87.08760975609756,87.04878048780488,6.206829268292682,22.83414634146341,7.554174236665415,1.2577473170731708,158,6,32,3,5,54,35,41,0.205,0.795,0.0,-0.7166,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,6,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139691268154193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5249705686643661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326283659909633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505186342004633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761687683303378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawayindulgement,2019/08/28,"hey looking for F friend im M18 looking to talk to a Female, so if any 1 would for a reason unbeknownst to me would care to talk to a lonely 18 year old, please message me. i like to think im good at engaging in conversation and it really doesnt matter what my interests r because i just want to talk about you, please someone vent to me, tell me your problems.",5.60855263157895,4.536679065789475,6.880526315789478,79.57368421052634,67.55263157894737,10.23157894736842,32.1578947368421,9.516144504307137,2.6568000000000005,283,10,61,5,4,97,54,76,0.08,0.649,0.271,0.9267,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,8,3,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,9,6,13,6,0,4,0,1,2,0,10,2,0,1,3,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479840828273445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187075755951503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871086446960794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178540975666495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392603749771305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396461467171276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965753527641472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082174913562923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257107734883747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40289490620082896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756017657239122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756621246263335,0.1886868801637896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554940503435748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425140080029535,0.16040266045590734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759080665901693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824356292718704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26073158285095105,0.0,0.0,0.1181794569283594
lonely,confuzzledfather,2019/08/28,"Married loneliness guilt - there's probably a long German compound word for it. I am lucky and happy with my wife and my marriage (18 years), but am now running head long into 40 and look around and realise I have no friends and moving around the country over the years I have lost track of everyone from my childhood. (when being friends with someone could be based on really simple things like a common geographic location). 

Those few people I do know are husbands of friends of my wife and we don't have much in common. I try and organise things for us to do, but they always make excuses and I think people with existing friends do not relish the work that goes into making new ones. Or maybe I am just very unlikable. I hope not. I'd love to find a friend I can just chill with, and do whatever dumb shit we fancy doing. I think my wife resents the fact that I am unhappy in my loneliness, and thinks that I am exaggerating how void like it feels, because she is my friend. It's true, she is and will be my best friend, but some how that isn't enough and I feel bad for even writing this and admitting that I feel isolated from the world, like I have slipped between the cracks forever.. I do think it is a little unfair of her, but there is room in a robust marriage for thinking the other person can be unfair sometimes, I know I can be on occasion!

It just saddens me that if I were to disapear, I am not a sure anyone except my family would notice I were gone. I have zero footprint and despite efforts (I started a local group for the hobby I am interested in), none of those I met there were interested in hanging out outside of the group. 

I also worry that perhaps I am just not capable of sustaining more than one authentic relationship in my life, that somehow I lack the required energy or vitality to keep people interested in what I have to say. 

I've also found that as I have progressed in my career, I have transitioned from a team member to the boss, and so one of the few remaining social outlets has dried up as events are planned in email threads and chat groups I'm not in. 

My latest theory is that if I look to people who are doing good things, I will find caring people, looking to bring joy into the world. So I am looking for volunteer opportunities, but so far no charities I have contacted and responded. Hopefully they will.

Apologies for the litany of misery, I guess I am just hoping that I will write something here that will spark an idea in myself that fixes the problem, but so far no epiphany.

I hope you all find your way in life and find fulfillment connection and purpose.",7.1141003207932325,6.516432031496066,7.473368328958879,74.99347477398659,64.31496062992126,10.675532225138523,34.16914552347623,10.082433333333334,3.281919714202391,2064,78,389,40,27,677,249,508,0.135,0.674,0.191,0.9898,0,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,3,2,2,9,23,35,3,1,24,0,55,5,2,5,4,95,87,40,0,10,21,4,3,3,7,6,2,1,1,1,27,31,0,2,17,2,0,5,11,7,0,4,7,8,63,28,58,68,10,48,0,1,4,1,43,29,2,12,16,299,90,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654842148392642,0.06583623348084196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0553242707734998,0.0,0.0,0.14087154662944393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606395757439214,0.04823232337647634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303415088723387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067063148932731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317285411003318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175466236874226,0.0,0.052259645270304515,0.0,0.0,0.07560491088655594,0.0,0.0,0.07458962307798557,0.0,0.12002009471977786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892660169383963,0.0,0.0,0.08675370452028343,0.4279087688190603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636417396833708,0.0,0.0,0.08716232114636377,0.0,0.0,0.08422734068336593,0.0,0.0,0.08120248114185775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143458628177219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931963790742882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032768687072677,0.0,0.0,0.08696728065630184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177308110296667,0.11596572676168662,0.07930150124532596,0.0,0.14004179237513295,0.26577178947723273,0.0,0.08637152271794538,0.0,0.07141111840048986,0.0,0.10562972635749304,0.0,0.07948915598462766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840946639859581,0.058164119461622074,0.0,0.0,0.07641697465279995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008145661361017,0.0,0.0,0.16084630030857247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742677915493141,0.06908668898353604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530740508281291,0.07570951814972841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068788038400975,0.0,0.0,0.08494792211501534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292136395614678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812180785232811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065539412551125,0.06704021214211846,0.06091234304668285,0.07825414607180843,0.0,0.056003291568299265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457199168049675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576963600685427,0.25349242003036804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371896345334958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517458942119604,0.0,0.0,0.0652843241967202,0.0,0.06280373390677951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057602100566997334,0.08035270906887307,0.0,0.056206332614836166,0.0,0.0,0.10190455320716962
lonely,platghost,2019/08/28,"I'm that one toxic friend I guess this is a rant... I'm not sure. Sorry in advance if this went into the wrong place. It might also be a bit messy... 

Sidenote before I behin: my childhood was very traumatic to me so this has also shaped me in some ways. Keep this in mind... 

I have been a terrible friend throughout my life. I'm too possessive, I snap at you for irritating me even the slightest, I have the urge to boss over you and ill threaten or blackmail you if needed. I'm in my early 20s and while I was laying in my bed, I remembered my best friend I lost about 4 years ago - but thinking back about it maybe we weren't. We first became friends in kindergarten, and even back then I had trouble making friends. He was the one who decided to be my friend even though he was quite popular. Anyhow time went forward and eventually we'd grow up and we sort of developed a bad reputation (not getting into what it was) and people began bullying us.

Here's the fucked up part. I started picking on him for nothing at all, like his stutters, how he ate, if we were arguing I'd call him stupid words and be a general dick to him. At this point he couldn't make new friends, neither one of us could. He was forced to stick with me, and for that I'm truly sorry. I'm sorry for the pain and embarrassment I've caused you.

Then we slit up. A short time after getting into uni, he found a new group of friends and even though I attempted to keep him to myself, he was quick to reject me and being the rude idiot I am, I told him we were never meant to be life long friends anyway - even though it hurt saying this, because I had no one else. I'd see him grow into the wonderful person he was meant to be and he was actually really chill with his new group, I'm happy for him. 

This lead me down on a path of depression and I eventually developed multiple anxiety disorders throughout the time we got bullied and also the time I spent being lonely. I couldn't stand being in the same school with him seeing his new friends anymore so I dropped out and recently got back to studying. Recently I've been reflecting on my life choices and after reading so many stories of toxic friends... I'm sure to say that I was one. No one likes me.

Even though I'm more aware of my personality now and I'm trying to improve (I've got a very impulsive and destructive anger issue so it's not that easy, but I'm trying), I'm laying here in my bed with severe anxiety and I just want to cry and wish I could redo my childhood or my entire life. I'm so messed up in my head that no one wants to deal with me, and I'm insecure in every way.

My life feels like a failure. Even though I'm back to studying, I don't know what to aim for, nothing either interests me or I don't believe in myself enough to achieve my dreams. I even suck at my hobbies that I love doing. I'm so lonely and have been for years, no one to vent to, and even though I've attempted to bond with people online I can't seem to keep them around me for very long - or they just can't relate to me and end up labeling me as needy and annoying. Of course no one likes an asshole... 

Up to this point in my life I've done so nasty things. Nothing illegal, just extremely morally wrong in every way, and I'm sure to take that with me to the grave...

You see victims of people like me come forward and I'm ashamed for what I was and what I have done, I don't even deserve the right to post this honestly. But I've caused this upon myself and now I gotta sit in my own shit, as they say. I'm just so damn lonely with no one to relate to and I want to cry for this to be over, but I don't deserve anything from anyone, and I'm slowly coming to terms with being alone for the rest of my life.. I guess.

Tldr: I'm that one asshole people warned you about and now I'm crying for sympathy and attention while I reflect on my past behaviour.",3.1736179053330487,4.1187089552795015,4.569266438209468,87.02377329192551,73.11180124223603,7.638680659670165,25.55632897836796,7.990435384864732,1.3130741058042408,3019,94,654,42,58,1006,305,805,0.239,0.659,0.102,-0.9991,0,7,0,0,0,0,88.0,10,6,3,9,48,56,12,3,25,0,51,15,3,8,5,124,116,68,1,12,19,0,1,5,11,2,9,3,2,2,30,57,1,3,13,2,1,10,20,31,0,12,34,7,100,25,108,65,13,100,1,8,3,3,63,46,5,15,46,438,130,5,0.0,0.0,0.045100093449498405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04096764478776891,0.0,0.0,0.04786577874871577,0.0,0.11087661829561513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071013949714501,0.0,0.04583379667001715,0.03231526178467965,0.0,0.03803178307643045,0.04114198744688858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214882911399185,0.03858838180242318,0.028172809774127963,0.0,0.03932636336352243,0.052069541308387916,0.04850078067861011,0.0,0.05045583972073757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719164485787782,0.0,0.0,0.09495300805979434,0.0,0.07962188497756059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737993394114088,0.0,0.15229812911921176,0.0,0.047646607698529964,0.03980572381857725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529674744180568,0.0,0.0,0.09458991064786378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03860748991479388,0.0,0.040933607708209085,0.047753423219623885,0.0,0.3052519435092689,0.0,0.07787785018392654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023368169316804643,0.03301667877553073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03931125734200398,0.0,0.05067339583817092,0.3927695504578905,0.042725894411067916,0.04829184524767308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088933410786417,0.0,0.1018241428662172,0.0,0.0,0.04919773049975959,0.0,0.0,0.047430890619557416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494751226355003,0.0,0.0,0.04823743701135565,0.0,0.12323656038284984,0.0,0.0,0.02539907351527408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22850581020553726,0.11289387598970275,0.0,0.0,0.08179931010615099,0.0,0.0,0.05045016099351372,0.0,0.04171169277397782,0.0,0.061699001392378036,0.04685571212699772,0.046430126394307325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902781187309038,0.04666492755048866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03426853599112693,0.03564458421507208,0.17854258221014374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303633072186705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444883081624695,0.0,0.04917702161263768,0.0,0.0,0.05004736234897121,0.04411834685198278,0.1281612624492816,0.08070795725369412,0.0482858236710586,0.0,0.08737800853050373,0.0,0.04426209794231839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491563440078345,0.0462284494972379,0.0,0.029607116388859805,0.0,0.09126533597758173,0.0,0.05235365394043948,0.039468162637350965,0.0,0.11025831807615688,0.0,0.046773001471869385,0.11048436845610213,0.042073258581852783,0.0,0.052210860526525016,0.0474400011501944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520489265159887,0.03271188219077629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067393745646086,0.0,0.03474863734563432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03070381881741875,0.029613310032591007,0.2724415749388953,0.0,0.10779555163755276,0.0,0.0,0.0441613138925767,0.0,0.06275518294325691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111841775551628,0.0,0.0,0.11439897882197345,0.08177808144364662,0.11005219267481482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568528399916676,0.0,0.0,0.05314605340144618,0.0,0.05011921853380056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101059756717888,0.0,0.05952310383669579
lonely,throwawau101,2019/08/28,"Being 14 sucks ass Like- everyone's hormones are going ballistic, out sex drive gets insanely high, but we are ""too young"" to kiss or have sex or whatever. I get it, we are technically not adults, but we are almost there, and we have *shocker*, emotions and needs we desperately want to satisfy, but we cant.

Being 14 is dumb.",2.9565053763440865,5.329496370967746,4.617419354838713,80.36279569892473,77.2258064516129,8.649462365591399,26.46236559139785,9.2995712137729,2.5977333333333337,253,10,48,7,6,85,45,62,0.161,0.6920000000000001,0.14800000000000002,-0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,6,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,10,4,1,0,0,18,16,7,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,3,14,0,5,0,0,0,4,7,2,3,3,2,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826366173287121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298320340716788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651307323161147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992824322000834,0.0,0.2171668269349687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037293190166358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668386413681348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833361270065065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253834720404068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheRealKitKatty,2019/08/28,"First night alone after three months with my long distance boyfriend. I feel completely alone. Everything feels cold and all I can imagine is my boyfriends arms wrapped around me and it makes the loneliness so much worse. I’m really struggling. I have 0 friends and I’m just.. devastated. I’m jet lagged so bad, but I’m scared to sleep because the time difference means he’s asleep when I’m awake. I don’t want to miss any potential chat time with him. I fell asleep earlier and I woke up calling his name in a panic, thinking he was here. When I realised I was home I nearly threw up. I’m alone.",2.366581920903954,4.759553313559323,2.745000000000001,92.89653954802263,79.42372881355931,6.6451977401129945,25.08757062146893,7.793537801064563,1.2882858757062148,473,18,100,8,12,145,83,118,0.244,0.725,0.031,-0.9684,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,3,3,0,6,4,4,1,1,18,21,9,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,5,0,2,4,3,14,1,10,17,2,16,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,9,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5502735741948608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043560636190542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765855463413506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787298519532974,0.10795989072490356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084120337417245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568834465073591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850341619768668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916808699864649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909644271265193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064308746367067,0.0,0.0,0.13682876274053885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764800160377006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672992241871467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821713030330835,0.0,0.0,0.19291627478678489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136133013059415,0.0,0.13019053492765215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619846889792195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077913372001685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345623938994367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731025279709178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772301559345167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514572974336724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134799738028677,0.0,0.0,0.2065394979897975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445949844468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804823279143336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LtDansBedPan,2019/08/28,"Intensity. I think I'm just too intense.  When I like anything or when I don't, my feelings show. I'm trying to get counseling going again because I don't know if it is just something that I perceive about myself or it's really the case.  I feel like I'll cut myself off from people because if I don't then they just see me as some overly eager lost puppy.",2.466799999999999,3.862055346666669,4.546333333333333,84.73150000000003,75.53333333333333,6.6000000000000005,24.5,7.1686216300943375,1.0602,281,9,57,3,6,97,52,75,0.065,0.8059999999999999,0.129,0.5267,0,0,1,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,1,1,8,5,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,14,8,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,3,12,3,6,13,1,7,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,5,6,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637985152836012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908281331352095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241756169191661,0.22901242424203655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674825112858904,0.0,0.1821850530344936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617469760603205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132247237616477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499356719394889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222401108767948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536279694049644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255449609100137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24678737878753326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540575769301234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764328079902015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JokoDragon1,2019/08/28,"I don't know what to do lol. Hi! So i wanna ask you guys, what do you do when you're lonely? This feeling of sadness and loneliness sucks. I haven't gone outside for about a week i just sit at home,in the dark, and listen to sad music on my laptop. I do that everyday and to be honest it's getting boring. What should i do? 

PS: I don't have any friends to talk to,laugh,and tell jokes,and watch movies etc.. Will this feeling of sadness and loneliness ever end? At this point i don't want to feel anymore.",0.07833333333333314,2.1445157222222258,2.0144444444444467,96.65000000000002,86.22222222222223,4.711111111111111,19.185185185185183,5.985473137389443,-0.2366814814814813,390,11,90,3,12,129,69,108,0.239,0.679,0.08199999999999999,-0.946,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,5,8,1,0,2,1,13,0,0,0,1,13,23,6,0,3,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,5,11,2,13,19,1,11,0,4,1,0,9,4,1,0,5,56,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226279009876056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658038198587238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25056251899902904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373861665393736,0.0,0.2989131467415637,0.0,0.2424394335052508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40655689374138254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707158635388612,0.0,0.14002938734567918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653819370270972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688459119844959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729678210683278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533655307487246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21542432275706572,0.23426129256171335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808513955277184,0.0,0.2149894764587104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jiggly_snuffles,2019/08/28,"I feel empty I never spend time with my family because I’m busy, and so are they but going on a trip with my mom and my brother has made me idk apathetic? There’s 0 communication, I try to be nice but my brother is kind of a douchbag and never even talks me, responds to me, like I’m not worth his attention. I’ve been so kind to him and he treats me like garbage. And my mom is very weird it’s like she has split personalities. One second she’s really sweet and then one second she is like threatening me over nothing. Tbh Its a bit scary how fast her mood changes. My brother got a tutor and when he was growing up Ig they had more money so he got into a great collage and my mom is constantly bragging about him and telling me how I’ll never be as good as him. It’s all they talk about, it’s like he’s the one who matters and she never mentions to anyone that she had I daughter it’s like I don’t exist. I do well in school and I try to be as kind and helpful as possible but they don’t care and I’m tired of trying to get validation from them. I’ve always had friends my whole life to reassure that it’s not me it’s them. I’m normal. But now I’m starting to feel like there’s something wrong with me. Ever since I’ve moved to a new school I don’t have any real friends. I have no one to talk to.  I don’t know what the point of writing this is I just wanted to vent to people who might understand. This was a really long paragraph Thank you for listening :)",0.7330716619028195,2.6018026930379747,2.8740914659044527,92.6125990200082,82.19620253164557,5.849571253572887,20.953042057982852,6.968188349444268,0.35024736627194786,1145,34,264,14,31,388,156,316,0.096,0.7040000000000001,0.2,0.9901,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,6,0,15,24,0,0,9,0,25,2,0,3,6,44,44,28,0,2,7,7,2,7,2,1,2,1,0,1,14,17,0,0,5,0,3,4,11,2,1,6,9,4,44,21,32,31,4,24,0,0,0,0,43,6,0,1,21,171,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038366913344801,0.0,0.0,0.06569517878986289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754894139259046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888992912938069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546838775187804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984959346483785,0.0,0.10219600564628104,0.0,0.0,0.10439642606766786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380714406546265,0.08738537318127468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107124246459417,0.0,0.09769347438066038,0.06901512091861332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927462572528227,0.0,0.05047248334410258,0.0,0.054903237264765016,0.08102826544804895,0.15452878334753584,0.10650810914925088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475275453138582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017998656339799,0.05309195821284457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823545253406271,0.3303766068513366,0.0,0.0,0.08549299153340435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141063530836503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248336568922407,0.0,0.33943023331431155,0.0,0.10267655496578224,0.0,0.0,0.2980330403820093,0.09330237290165216,0.0,0.0,0.09465306031638894,0.09269576056554464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618500502787907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697421843331006,0.08435235819488388,0.0,0.0,0.09132359837521853,0.10890839496408518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995841960733713,0.12377615153362875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554022221640951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991322121926286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437177631117754,0.0,0.0,0.06837800131929136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329439715842494,0.08443762706610072,0.08894153568949695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056331552011432924,0.11103402404238118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967667569720127,0.0,0.0,0.10056992543451818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797098077817133,0.05698053618795335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686011300837394,0.0,0.0,0.10785679770824087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056231515184945,0.0,0.0
lonely,Potrebit,2019/08/28,"I can't find anyone with matching interests I just feel like I can't find anyone who enjoys the activities I do.

No one is into the same video games.

No one is into diving and swimming, despite the fact that I live in a seaside town.

No one is techy. I'm not a computer genius by any means, but at least I know how to use basic emulators.

And while there are definitely people with similar interests, I can't find them. I just can't.

I don't really have the confidence to visit an event and just talk to someone. I prefer meeting people in school.",2.40837837837838,4.364448081081083,4.6849459459459455,81.24417567567569,77.1981981981982,7.6832432432432425,23.71261261261261,8.548686976883017,1.7111001801801802,431,14,84,9,10,150,69,111,0.046,0.789,0.166,0.9126,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,7,0,11,0,0,2,1,23,16,6,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,7,3,0,2,9,0,0,3,0,1,11,4,11,16,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,61,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238930148588275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928143817605664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587158626423952,0.14958502344591298,0.0,0.0,0.5741235857920004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507277982491952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022951654321762,0.0,0.1848912084048188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22808216309057924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.425655045469564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903230451898388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413769535401365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190927680438204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741163143260552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829611147633006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084182028856116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,watdissitbout,2019/08/28,"Sometimes, loneliness gets me and makes me week. Hi everybody,

I’d like to share my feelings regarding to life in order to get some advice, recommendations.  because those are the things really hard to tell anyone but here. By the way, sorry in advance if you encounter any grammatical mistakes since it’s not my native language.

I grew up in a small town and lived in a poor conditions and throughout my childhood I had to work in order to save some money to continue my education. I continue the same way during my teenager years. I never had a chance to gather good memories. My parents were always fighting, beating each other. I never felt they love and cared me. I always felt lonely.

In my early twenty, I also had to work but that time I also had a chance to travel a round the world. Now I’m twenty seven and I found a job in abroad and I’m living here about a year. But again I feel lonely and I’m having hard time to find a companion to share life together. I installed one of those apps like tinder, ockupid But it didnt worked out. I saw some people easly  found their partners. Sometimes this loneliness really really gets me and makes me really weak.

All I want is to find a love, to feel how is it feel like to be loved, cared. But I’m not sure how, where, when I can find it.

Here I wanted to share you to my all story and I thought it might help. I hope you don’t mind to share your thoughts. Thank you so much.",2.543716599190283,4.586157364912284,3.9628947368421072,86.17430161943321,77.10526315789474,6.770580296896088,22.189608636977052,7.748469712250963,1.0211025641025642,1119,32,222,17,26,369,152,285,0.161,0.679,0.161,0.2507,2,4,0,0,2,0,32.0,0,5,2,5,13,22,1,0,13,0,14,6,0,4,5,52,43,21,0,5,8,1,9,3,2,1,3,0,0,1,11,11,0,0,13,1,2,3,6,5,0,2,13,10,37,17,30,28,8,34,0,2,2,3,22,13,0,6,17,146,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025431041516834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640898186046296,0.1707339448853663,0.0,0.0,0.06976788417136051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173656888964082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254075002216515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092041786469216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749976270524775,0.07329364271499997,0.19701391741831373,0.0,0.2813089706571371,0.0,0.0,0.2249794896070048,0.0,0.0,0.1608044198976578,0.0,0.0,0.08605152984617566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380932018655596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876703528538633,0.0,0.0,0.10189964245312086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180936542212303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493127917360799,0.15036769993291574,0.0,0.1811859216623687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27778704769174345,0.0,0.1369654590235977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883671707124204,0.10359135606763936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541887682074187,0.0,0.1582546468677769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952079404696954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391922418119065,0.0,0.0,0.07112621656862875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26289905476922143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486735959147965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029374761598934,0.11484631779556648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669424908150973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967225134885039,0.0944553751783876,0.0,0.0,0.06815933067313214,0.0,0.0,0.16289739379102386,0.11964753786568773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102597243853068,0.16286972502088184,0.08229524459438603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407039429926265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213518947665556
lonely,myaltisnowmymain,2019/08/28,"I have a lot of friends but dont have a group of friends So, Im 16M and recently I started to feel lonely.

I can say I have a lot of friends but I think that's useless because I dont have a group of friends.

Anyone have an idea on how to make or join a group?",-1.8838479262672791,-0.2688783709677409,0.9965437788018434,103.6933870967742,90.77419354838707,4.188018433179724,21.76036866359447,5.288315135182226,-0.3619889400921661,199,8,56,1,7,69,34,62,0.11,0.617,0.27399999999999997,0.8847,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,2,0,11,12,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,6,4,7,12,2,3,0,2,0,0,8,1,0,3,2,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138665445403986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326248034365145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739662353985632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224108046634868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6248932845153872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22826518278893745,0.2184164337057273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34381544773611544,0.0,0.0,0.134973614760552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965334966916032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080177865997078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312195935981015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956499813358394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,revisiabel20,2019/08/28,"Lost all my friends. Sorry for the long post, I just need somewhere to vent.

I'm 20 years old don't have friends anymore. Over the past few years I feel like it's gotten harder to make real friends and I think I've pushed the few people I held close further away from me. My friend circle has gotten smaller and smaller for years and I convinced myself that the people still around me care but I now realise they don't. These people are are in my life because it's convenient, my coworkers and I only talk at work and my other ""friends"" only really talk to me if they need something. I've always been introverted and I know that; I blame myself for not taking initiative and being more engaged in other people's lives but I've been foolish and shut myself off because I liked isolation. Now it's so hard to get out of what I've created.

I started university this year and haven't made any connections, it was never this hard at school and I don't know where to start, it's been months and I feel like I don't fit in with anyone anymore.

My life at home hasn't been much better either, I still live with my sister and mother but I barely talk to them. I'm gay but not out and grew up in a religious family, I still deep down blame them for being the reason I hated myself during my teenage years even though I probably shouldn't. I'll be moving out soon and hope that will help but it will probably only make me feel worse.

I'm single and wish I wasn't. I tried Grindr hookups nearly a year ago as a distraction but they do nothing for me as I crave a real emotional connection. I can't have that while I'm closeted and I feel like I'm wasting my youth.

I've kept myself so busy lately that I've forgotten I need people in my life that care about me but I'm intimidated and worried about opening up to people because they will probably end up leaving my life too.

I've never felt so lonely.",3.7558910162002963,4.8560312164948485,4.86840942562592,84.83958762886598,71.88659793814433,7.604712812960236,25.19734904270987,7.957251820313856,1.3396720176730486,1504,44,305,20,28,495,178,388,0.14,0.741,0.12,-0.8763,0,3,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,6,3,18,19,1,1,9,0,26,5,0,4,3,62,60,32,0,7,12,2,7,4,5,4,4,0,2,0,18,25,0,2,9,0,0,3,13,4,0,0,13,7,53,15,40,40,7,56,0,2,0,1,17,27,0,2,29,197,71,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899096224217273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647601971155599,0.0,0.0,0.052926580409144094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437146811137362,0.05442004335817658,0.0,0.0,0.06928456144405107,0.0,0.0,0.07312317210362188,0.0,0.0,0.14233202314547513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883367489950426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870427940583084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754746633349654,0.06893364259680597,0.0,0.0,0.05140550651153192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337052012113203,0.0,0.15741129326386818,0.1668037631085385,0.07472831565559514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006535497363296,0.0,0.04066258738263808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394394982784549,0.07684030259410511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05216732692639825,0.0,0.07806911531754204,0.07730203780741891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554587557845662,0.0,0.08779481971829371,0.08240997161767581,0.0,0.0,0.21989249328936594,0.15209382284242914,0.0,0.13744936321008167,0.06887646512515785,0.0,0.0,0.08495985478897218,0.0,0.0,0.07364394814076776,0.10390329972574272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212259008700428,0.08272020934615251,0.057213477172622824,0.17312827854074425,0.12005348007968356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746792948208872,0.0,0.08166873880865683,0.0,0.0,0.17757802747440327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429685591203318,0.3237421456988683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453893783050793,0.0,0.25173938771212473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717352305640266,0.049859430764574365,0.08002146399587502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876738814778635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991678341716911,0.0,0.08712350884214344,0.1101759322892799,0.0,0.1864636946115282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851793383532139,0.1876686854345173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986986107959526,0.07646687407090516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284097339947017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949983291776513,0.0,0.0,0.05666064399134496,0.07903941344979427,0.07931468715392251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007170339379947
lonely,sapperjg,2019/08/28,"50 [M4F][Liverpool] Tall Guy seeks Friends online or socially - The silence in my house is killing me. Hi after a difficult year I'm finding the loneliness really tough.  I seperated from my family and Im finding it very hard currently it's just so quiet.
Could do with a few  chat friends.

Ex army had minor depression however I'm getting it together and have renovated a house moved in became totally independent. 


Say Hi  I'm happy to swap a profile pic",2.2815490196078443,5.20176545882353,4.664264705882354,74.23835784313728,88.52941176470587,9.42156862745098,30.612745098039216,9.2995712137729,4.239921568627452,364,20,60,14,12,126,66,85,0.182,0.711,0.107,-0.7172,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,6,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,9,4,1,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,3,4,3,6,7,2,7,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,3,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657283803732028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878041160395522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567926128255994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37943187116975663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32073734473876125,0.0,0.10844716716926277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205527709818752,0.0,0.22096295871456045,0.18594265088820155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790176301616894,0.0,0.0,0.22421206541981867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22964631768506785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206148931651337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329751590130928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506861825748767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159227369244935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126763489324726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366877904758814
lonely,itooknodnatest,2019/08/28,I would pay for someone to care about me If I had any money,-2.4542857142857137,-0.7080478571428549,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,99.0,2.8000000000000003,14.142857142857142,3.1291,-1.581028571428571,46,1,12,0,2,16,13,14,0.096,0.685,0.21899999999999997,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119905454934632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6176921136705328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133244846913665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303698601779305,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,confusedgirlxo,2019/08/28,If I am mean why do I expect people to be nice to me? Try me in the comments,-2.5500000000000007,-1.2757015263157854,1.778157894736843,99.2346052631579,90.57894736842104,3.8,14.76315789473684,3.1291,-1.3576526315789479,57,1,16,0,2,22,16,19,0.0,0.851,0.149,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6350332049037497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041630685760857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39580333125132255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260463531279259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UselessWooman,2019/08/28,"Just need to talk to someone. Anyone want to have a chat? I'm a 27 y/o female, no friends, ex bf/ only person i talk to other than family of 9 years recently moved to another state and I'm sick of just feeling like a sack of shit waiting for the few family members I care about to go so I can just fuck off too. Work in aged care where I care to fucking much about the oldies when the management don't. 

Just feel like I'm falling apart.",1.48117021276596,2.9486757872340448,3.4286702127659576,91.40875,78.36170212765958,6.827659574468084,22.388297872340427,7.645422480735847,0.7852382978723402,340,10,78,5,8,115,65,94,0.14,0.66,0.19899999999999998,0.617,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,10,9,3,0,6,0,3,4,1,0,0,10,17,3,0,2,4,1,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,2,4,6,16,17,2,12,0,0,0,2,7,4,3,0,6,42,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242444984700584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216450266928836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5321270927018611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280099877856808,0.0,0.175930592748853,0.2485707711558069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344100696218609,0.32166798466572943,0.0,0.0,0.098872101100472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699875266335135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490433768538625,0.12788918435895907,0.1289977782987656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231328360654945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519053393388912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177602188559796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857940451411491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740561929703475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796636538103774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261298996935457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665343732636958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203204237217228
lonely,Xerosnake90,2019/08/28,"Really hitting hard tonight I just got home a little bit from a work gathering and I'm down in the dumps. I have separation anxiety which comes from my lonelyness. I hate leaving work at times because I'll be alone. I have one good friend that I work with and I talk to daily. I'm switching jobs soon and I won't be around my buddy as much. We do DnD once a week with his gf and their friend which is nice to know I'll continue to see them.

I have been working a job that has me around the same people 7 days a week. Sometimes for 5 to 6 weeks at a time. Now that I'm leaving soon it's hitting me. The sad part is I don't feel like most of the people I spend my time with will keep in touch. It's heart breaking

I'm excited because this job will set me up for the rest of my life. But I'm lonely. I feel like I can't find love. That might not fix my problems but I want a wife, and family soon. My parents have had each other for 30 years and I feel like no one wants anything to do with me long term.

I guess I just need to get it out. I haven't really told anyone I'm lonely and realistically I've probably denied the truth from myself for far too long.",0.8249407114624496,2.425909280632414,2.83201581027668,94.3506324110672,80.699604743083,6.139130434782609,19.695652173913047,7.079830092131019,0.11570197628458476,900,22,218,11,23,303,139,253,0.128,0.805,0.067,-0.9056,4,7,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,2,4,9,16,2,0,13,0,20,3,1,0,1,37,44,10,0,4,5,2,5,3,3,4,1,0,1,0,11,17,0,1,5,0,1,1,6,6,0,2,4,6,32,10,29,32,8,31,0,3,1,1,13,11,0,3,20,131,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205055795723767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276383243949398,0.0,0.0,0.07564784712929601,0.0,0.08902983770920046,0.1926212325133108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190129302968262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811371590943325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319472983171756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697725699586534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199039815881368,0.0,0.16410992229750868,0.2318694509149105,0.0,0.0,0.09888224066541944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717218411342416,0.0,0.056523975439671775,0.0,0.0,0.09074329976751333,0.08652814935921972,0.0,0.1191817235605222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691555903519336,0.10681364999563786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820377887881154,0.0,0.0,0.10852178970514298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32208088974668925,0.09616282385600047,0.0,0.0,0.059457517111005234,0.0,0.0,0.2291117959547486,0.0,0.0,0.07641666879862194,0.1585661672111513,0.108433202271933,0.0,0.19148666495177924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764425798233757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477079908471463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953092478085554,0.08022033023512598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521711868221968,0.1466225240982181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201304186879108,0.1171574979471264,0.0,0.1500084333876138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166453971914382,0.1035216908447108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386165230191988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621215027163448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070010972853042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695774051034609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892565840676949,0.0,0.0,0.10337865571487632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276246467236105,0.0,0.26034663403492364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150497846312885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966978466246414
lonely,Nickatilio,2019/08/28,"Alone, but cant except it Hi, my friends by state of mind. My therapist thinks I'm alone. But I can't comprehend and accept it. I still think that noone can help me with my problems. I stay at home and work on it by my one. I find meetups to meet some people, bit I still think it won't help me and I try to find solution by myself. Anyone has such thoughts and found a solution finding friend's or a company to ease their pain and struggling?",1.2598924731182812,3.2114855268817237,2.6507526881720445,94.46279569892474,80.82795698924731,6.2838709677419375,22.161290322580648,7.3871296695380915,0.6493999999999995,346,11,79,5,9,112,62,93,0.17300000000000001,0.636,0.191,0.4449,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,22,11,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,9,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,14,3,11,8,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,50,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484686628157486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176295085656609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836623100924989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612743052210485,0.0,0.0,0.18445422752611446,0.2599463515399221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255204755772912,0.0,0.16874723176012696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698631603726792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399620814622564,0.0,0.1790073347869306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662868785895815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097226929851075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930954787216208,0.2686955198734514,0.0,0.0,0.1758692981871336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532663639560333,0.0,0.3233827220104106,0.0,0.13355489867199455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421633187980428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247259091377348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sickboi33,2019/08/28,"I have no friends I had many friends in school and my cousin just joined my school. And he didn't have any friends he walks alone, he sits alone,so I thought of introducing him to my friends and eventually he became friends with me and my friends.things went fine when me and my him had a fight and he told my friends something bad about me like to never to talk to me.and all of my friends left me
And here I am with no friends and barely leaves the house and they are going hiking and doing fun stuff this is made me depression and anxiety.i just need to get it off my chest.i thought they would come back to me but no it's been 2 years now


P.s-im sorry for my bad english",2.5239688249400487,4.318280719424462,2.4253417266187083,98.30525479616308,76.33812949640287,5.784412470023981,24.53297362110312,6.42735559955562,0.3574887290167865,536,18,125,4,12,159,83,139,0.133,0.723,0.14400000000000002,-0.1027,0,2,1,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,7,15,1,0,2,0,11,0,0,1,2,24,20,13,0,2,3,1,0,1,8,1,0,0,0,0,4,14,0,0,2,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,9,0,23,11,14,10,1,13,0,1,0,0,21,3,0,0,6,77,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708644541309175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344431114704898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435336624610396,0.20490882654425727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570038348284172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568652760786744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7584190222069557,0.0,0.06410883845831654,0.0,0.06973666709935547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158628884602764,0.0,0.0,0.13254357359072336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992797305485354,0.13332046538598155,0.0,0.0,0.0599479702764583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610741663736256,0.0,0.12440465938682765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098496968964012,0.0946384583002872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483701155084904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446510013952847,0.0,0.13735935939648314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404690522026366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862646241200684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482976980003333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725087430087905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374972320864553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716684621484594,0.0,0.0,0.0790186630648205
lonely,mydatewentbad_46828,2019/08/28,"I have a 159+ IQ. I’m straight, white male who is handsome and charismatic. Yet, no one wants to sit with me in class! I go to a community college. Women are expected to sleep with me. Friends are supposed to me mine. I’m simply a nice guy.",-1.2495588235294122,0.7716341176470642,1.4727205882352938,95.85849264705885,99.98039215686278,4.9029411764705895,22.061274509803926,6.6274283507984215,0.6065862745098043,184,8,43,3,8,63,38,51,0.043,0.738,0.21899999999999997,0.8439,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,5,8,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,3,7,8,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,25,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011761439090613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951053322958993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5141453930704875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35186152014396704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196313196008006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062708303529478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,livingwith2psycho,2019/08/28,I fainted at school and I had noone to call Lately I have been under a lot of stress with school and having no friends and constantly arguing with some of my family members. So it is no surprise that the stress got to me and I ended up fainting in a shop at school. The people around me kept telling me to call someone and they couldn't understand that I had noone to call. An ambulance had to drive me to the hospital. I took an uber back home. I'm okay now but this was a low moment for me and it made me realize how dangerous it is to be alone all the time something terrible could happen and you have noone to turn to.,1.422236135957064,3.5518498759689976,2.9156589147286813,91.8328443649374,81.24806201550388,6.759928443649375,22.326177698270726,7.882392219407189,1.030495050685749,490,16,107,9,13,160,79,129,0.168,0.794,0.038,-0.9468,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,5,9,2,2,9,1,13,2,0,2,1,21,21,10,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,6,10,0,1,2,1,1,2,3,6,0,0,9,0,15,3,20,9,3,19,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,2,10,80,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962641528970964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372034080656686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851216371208012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721347879766945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655374187803482,0.0,0.12305580635004128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650848756977452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529478432650705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907614282635337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326737640285584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629171360672654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459935753346912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385905640159227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310310684240494,0.0,0.1458362506412641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685046518924222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679464171986426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305891190012894,0.11865250661659478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530979995858824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347115344163742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987118742187497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123789908562576,0.0,0.16764310856407155,0.0,0.16044895436034096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Shadowcat1999,2019/08/28,I don't know anymore. I don't feel like I have poppers in this world. I have  always been alone. It's feels weird but.. I never had someone that I can call a friend. Never felt love or been in love. I know that love comes in many forms. But why does it have to be so hard? I'm just sad I guess. This.. this feeling will go away one day. And I maybe i will be happy for first time in my lifetime. I always feel like this.. I have boring life. Well I always try to put on a smile. But I don't feel it...* happiness. I want to cry but.. Oh well.. I'm writing this with tears in my eyes. This world is so big but the so small.,-2.284737573861662,-0.507677854014597,0.04625651720542479,106.35055961070559,101.26277372262774,2.9014946124435177,11.633298574904414,4.375723439535773,-1.9161168578380257,462,7,123,1,21,152,77,137,0.18,0.74,0.08,-0.8357,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,1,6,13,0,0,3,0,16,5,1,0,2,23,33,10,0,1,7,0,7,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,8,0,0,3,5,3,2,2,4,8,17,10,12,25,1,19,0,1,1,3,6,11,0,2,7,77,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268982803078975,0.0,0.0,0.34391102397136764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366324070308456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944095351921486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068020755729072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867803441138272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133563352582308,0.08885128454662393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056485573123915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34830730308536895,0.1968481173725688,0.13228234163088226,0.0,0.0,0.1171884527201005,0.0,0.0,0.10644199653061713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829877532181254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517709500898167,0.0,0.0,0.293320860457292,0.12341629264815585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143133682466542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731215558714552,0.13461648945705024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730327443352241,0.0,0.0,0.13967877846008875,0.13841009012789318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251590279471205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335760182916464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849851093760648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673342973446793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033572798634972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353787294700942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126125931667433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24774642850557696,0.0,0.1243174401477531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LastUlt,2019/08/28,"where to go It seems like my friends don’t really like me, I have made mistakes and have had accidents with other people but I thought that those incidents ended. My friends always criticize everything I say or do. The clothes I wear the music I listen to, the interests I have. They spent all of the band practice talking to there “girlfriends” on FaceTime in front of the room instead of talking to me or each other. While in the school hallway there all in front talking having a fun time I’m always in the back of them not doing anything. The normal thing to do is to leave them and not be there friend but at the same time their the only people I have and so I don’t know where to go. What would you do?",3.566024327784888,5.053960992957748,4.152996158770808,88.28016005121641,72.8732394366197,6.853777208706785,26.289372599231754,7.348242739294969,1.234245070422535,559,19,113,6,11,177,83,142,0.078,0.8079999999999999,0.113,0.7276,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,4,0,8,8,0,0,11,0,15,1,1,1,2,21,24,9,0,3,6,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,1,0,7,5,0,0,3,1,1,4,4,1,0,0,4,2,17,7,18,18,4,18,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,3,7,90,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004719812997915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858114997727834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388354343999302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599178900916083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622709397470841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184883854486518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052268160754068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922815198206207,0.0,0.0,0.19118137802018134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764198316574606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084524132245818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690528981787787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373200003682577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25034781723204586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566797674795737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435843599671471,0.0,0.1827310155985344,0.0,0.16437023556902902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353691329862254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995253284385987,0.0,0.0,0.1433402792099267,0.2105658179706616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826089244070565,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CosmicHero1,2019/08/28,"Embracing Lonliness Does anyone else wish they could fully embrace loneliness and be happy with it? I get so much anxiety from social interaction that I would almost prefer to do away with it completely. My ideal life would be to come home from work, maybe stop by the gym, walk the dog, do a little cooking, and watch Netflix. Maybe the occasional hiking trip/concert here and there. I just think that there’s so many books, movies, music, art out there to experience, places to visit, new foods to eat that can be experienced alone.  You can literally fill your lifetime experiencing these things but I just wish I could make myself more comfortable accepting this lifestyle.",8.60142857142857,9.338086621848742,7.897142857142858,68.72285714285717,60.932773109243705,11.169747899159665,32.966386554621856,10.914260884657429,3.73395462184874,544,19,88,13,7,170,90,119,0.052000000000000005,0.7859999999999999,0.162,0.9429,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,2,8,4,0,0,4,0,11,4,0,1,0,23,17,6,0,8,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,7,3,1,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,4,12,10,2,10,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,2,59,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501865786285744,0.1706781996380188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260679301686873,0.0,0.0,0.11522868417529665,0.16885222829467222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483058050445528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419565327778154,0.17278470479955427,0.0,0.0,0.2631512265023431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421345095030233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862670197047913,0.1376653016718501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120139538796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927109411971985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609872668468596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754276288297243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530309197958865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639977248360585,0.0,0.16516815339573435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000212210479536,0.1670765377197132,0.3311179965774044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114348473234285,0.0,0.0,0.1591602982703373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217598183203542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798802418511635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377762244174752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948265451357683,0.1055941546092723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790128542583551,0.0,0.0,0.11997291896068728,0.0,0.0,0.2341316626130352,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Prussia123,2019/08/28,"There comes a point where I question my existance and humanity becahse I'm so lonely. I'm touch starved. I want hugs, I don't let anyone touch me or else I cry. I don't have friends. They don't make an effort to keep in contact with me. Most of my social interaction is online and at work. Sometimes I feel like a disgusting monster it's how I rationalize being alone in my head. I'll look in the mirror and I'll see something so ugly and disgusting I'll avoid mirrors for days after. No one wants to be around someone less than human. I'm anxious around people. I feel so annoying, I feel like a waste of the oxygen that's in the room. It's hard for me to approach people. I'll force myself to go to concerts to support my ""friends"" but I get so anxious that I drink a shit ton and then I get even more scared to talk to people because drunk me doesn't want to annoy anyone or inconvienience anyone by being drunk. Isn't that funny? Usually it helps people be social but it just makes me feel embarressed. My only friend is leaving in 5 days. He's the only friend I made after graduating high school. I'm scared to be alone again, I don't know if I'm *ready* to be alone again. I don't know if I can handle it.. Thanks for reading if you did. I needed to say this. I'm scared.",0.8491786129407188,3.0515539850187277,2.8943226139739124,90.71022471910116,84.05617977528091,5.330698695596023,20.442851607903915,6.647476241863616,0.3102358000774901,1002,30,213,11,29,337,137,267,0.22,0.6759999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.9806,0,6,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,2,13,19,5,4,9,0,19,6,2,4,0,35,47,18,0,7,8,0,7,2,4,0,0,2,1,2,9,9,3,2,7,5,0,3,8,10,0,1,2,11,30,9,30,38,4,23,0,1,2,1,17,12,1,7,10,127,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137726208590126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281705075173588,0.0,0.21183494030578312,0.0,0.0,0.17979761416229165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061560030226728575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699035852698253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092820237218826,0.13025502379827802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892767665258416,0.0,0.0,0.0843607103866301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670019433579871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042458982287056,0.14428860732764967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31208563527196803,0.0,0.10552186583396166,0.0,0.05739257960624632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046347623452343,0.0,0.10364060537909164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676886792894323,0.1066970835650536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976085385199062,0.0,0.0,0.1109983523735748,0.0,0.0,0.10692942245153313,0.0,0.10326486252671413,0.0,0.09867316002993554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480267094913403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095555242735382,0.1348176635956904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487972013983503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843061813938657,0.15360856253345026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800434622434702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954642595008196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131272515385296,0.0,0.10101316734826278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030799256368655,0.30331332632166125,0.10220306059239084,0.08047263911868953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366051267786272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588469112548535,0.08556497379696848,0.07774383269630084,0.09987757711661152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145975335265405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116859222995297,0.0,0.09297419281025156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122163464742484,0.0,0.1786921931435426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351889363382502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bigdumbhoe420,2019/08/28,"Crackhead for affection Sometimes I feel like I crave someone’s love too much. Everyone’s always saying “love urself” but honestly, loving urself becomes tiring and lonesome Bc that’s all it is... it’s just urself. Sad girl hours kinda hit hard tonight.",2.4220000000000006,4.937064533333333,3.142222222222223,81.44000000000003,103.66666666666666,4.666666666666667,25.0,6.42735559955562,1.7376666666666676,204,9,29,3,9,64,37,45,0.15,0.526,0.324,0.8726,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,7,6,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,5,1,5,2,2,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,3,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108143353370755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26689575072028776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23091758230186124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219113712475226,0.17264277183936574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648092079630046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23798755105194705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806342974143445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6543258612627507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764874907329234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921786438144265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475870579479336,0.0,0.2390090538313424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777539389050834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawwwwaayyyy,2019/08/28,"I can't stop crying Whenever i hear people recall happy memories they had with childhood friends, i feel pain. I have no childhood friendships that lasted to adulthood. I have nothing to look back too with anyone. I don't have that kind of bond with anyone that only you can obtain from years of friendship. I have nobody to remember me from the past. 

Even in my adulthood I dont have many friends and most of the friendships never lasted. And it hurts because like I stated before, Im loosing people who remember me at a certain points in my life. Anyone that I'm friends with now is from 2017 onwards. So they only remember me in the span of 2 years at most. It feels like I didn't exist before then, since im the only one with memories  and no one to share them with.",4.333761140819963,5.5529795359477125,5.02800950683304,83.78786096256687,70.63398692810458,7.132263814616755,27.63458110516934,7.348242739294969,1.5317764705882349,611,21,115,6,11,197,84,153,0.066,0.7190000000000001,0.214,0.9684,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,1,5,11,0,0,5,0,12,2,0,0,2,19,17,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,7,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,2,4,19,9,22,15,2,20,0,1,1,0,10,7,0,2,14,81,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678436298016198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818286123243912,0.0,0.07783636600658686,0.0,0.21730322513178646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025737363178714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496473593196957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433557813260349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912403089570784,0.09121909792093733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959502900212998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592441040046174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439117080124279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669079458357902,0.0,0.2758461687347997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296560294497695,0.0,0.20816270677475776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090188589739983,0.12476212521061865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722430950768108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294538382169286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847952424201667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251842128706175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304704432200313,0.2913334898731425,0.13586719549962178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189099421421752,0.17704316700830916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070479848184534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339309642056856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562340331438094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067514404434218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445154506157306
lonely,UndeadBuggalo,2019/08/28,Feeling small Even though the internet is literally full of people right now it feels so empty.,8.680588235294117,9.436907647058828,8.392941176470586,65.16823529411766,60.764705882352935,11.505882352941176,34.64705882352941,11.20814326018867,4.224458823529412,78,3,12,2,1,25,17,17,0.125,0.795,0.08,-0.2183,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464707611996747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5304724561591753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636678742044238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479763239148818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5153832315602769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JohnFNRambo,2019/08/28,"I just joined I have been just scrolling down, reading titles about people sad that they are single and lonely.

Which made me think about my life, which is something much more sad.

Feeling alone while you’re actually in a relationship. I’d trade being single and alone for this feeling any day of the week.

That’s the true meaning of loneliness.",5.4290625000000015,7.428292531250001,4.705125000000002,84.12737500000003,69.0,6.995000000000001,26.8625,7.554174236665415,1.4414100000000003,278,9,50,3,5,83,51,64,0.225,0.6890000000000001,0.085,-0.8735,0,4,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,1,10,10,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,5,1,7,7,4,5,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,34,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.2558694003373148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5431202983571068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830500734785618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909732402915806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651524204386385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519963092554567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481000021701021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856126923960838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274718655162573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177648238185426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26227097876476035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815046998498688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018543881896528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800718802338355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032104336222812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Merrex123,2019/08/28,She wont be you're girlfriend if you never talk to her That is all. Goodbye,-2.6814705882352925,-2.010101647058823,-0.05014705882352821,102.99183823529414,124.29411764705885,1.7000000000000002,16.014705882352942,3.1291,-1.3314588235294122,60,2,14,0,4,20,16,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6923683075386883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7215442652505891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,coyange,2019/08/28,"28/08/19 a bad fucking dream Hi everyone so I have missed a couple of days.. il just give a rough summary.. so the week was fine, me n my gf didn't have any major argument or fights.. we did have some minor ones but we handled our selves well, she put alot of efforts in it for sure it made me really happy ofcourse.. I was also sorta proud of myself for putting an effort aswell.. like making sure the argument didn't go further by apologizing.. but I'm not gonna get my Hope's high n stuff coz with depression you just never know.. but nevertheless I was happy this week.. but I still feel it lurking.. I feel like a different person.. it dsnt feel like me.. it can get really scary sometimes n you feel like your all alone. Maybe that's why I become needy at times.. your like really scared n you feel alone. I would never ever think il have problems with having sex lol but now days I get scared like il fail at it n my gf would just leave me or cheat on me but I know she's not like that.. but just sometimes her actions n my stupid paranoia gets the best of me n I only just hurt myself about it. This all just feels like a bad dream.. a really bad dream.",-0.27844537815126097,2.0087403151260546,1.5888907563025219,95.7825798319328,95.42857142857143,4.736806722689076,15.623529411764707,6.474141703775902,-0.324678655462185,897,21,197,12,35,293,128,238,0.231,0.556,0.213,-0.7602,1,2,0,0,1,2,36.0,3,5,0,5,14,31,4,2,11,1,14,2,0,3,7,47,36,12,0,4,17,0,7,8,2,3,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,0,9,3,0,4,6,14,1,1,7,7,33,17,14,26,6,20,0,4,0,2,18,6,1,6,18,115,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199223317959909,0.0,0.07691371009543863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540450666299616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409144588791041,0.0,0.10622131846168832,0.0,0.0,0.10093313744214176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641940195914372,0.0,0.12405402653200208,0.0,0.0828381839828053,0.0,0.0,0.10048579855637993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699873153195531,0.0,0.09190243749438844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917836718200892,0.2748390380613714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891524038565922,0.2009966596627454,0.09226293924025164,0.05466031470877861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476706662842054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161759945600952,0.0,0.09552670147503063,0.0,0.0,0.10296080358018013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571409953204433,0.0,0.0,0.10183887748082016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37590267017438256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100618365342228,0.06419972730795896,0.0,0.09662397724825512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483571879590193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651728698880096,0.07314789148393391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397913629619387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920295940818698,0.0,0.19337140749474346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24645699355187464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925824091529313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902454928842447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680807300950278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010108339850573,0.0,0.0,0.1812937208412891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162713774532006,0.0,0.0,0.056082309794051315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429677816188989,0.0,0.0864757954031386,0.0,0.08678590915805695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664453563537804,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TestosteroneRookie,2019/08/28,"No friends I wish I had a friend, I'm a 20 year old male, and I've been wasting away for days. I don't know what to say. I don't want to be alone forever because I'll end up committing suicide. I don't want to die,I've never even had a girlfriend.  I'm so tired of trying to go on everyday of my life being alone and depressed so any form of contact would help me through the hard time I've been going through. I don't care who wants to chat, just someone please.",2.5254201680672246,2.9787572843137298,3.859523809523811,93.345,74.19607843137257,7.0050420168067244,27.31652661064425,6.868970318607317,0.9623232492997199,361,13,88,3,7,119,69,102,0.249,0.61,0.141,-0.8629,0,2,0,0,0,2,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,11,2,0,0,2,11,21,4,1,5,1,0,1,0,3,1,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,4,2,8,3,14,14,1,12,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,7,48,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834786297047528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589505509936544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393615287178785,0.0,0.0,0.11285380463391205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887528331308007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939382545928295,0.0,0.15945258620453756,0.0,0.1921361798484512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397062999039874,0.0,0.0,0.12227691690359024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860626544717071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210427803315384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658405208034282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408903894820372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174285431080453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076311252586956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278401677062694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426326607027827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321764160843211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472231652574608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686043039329484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025026655472471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795105477978284,0.2127802196784161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569142397268998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275842097600331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289088222709635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151136076511355,0.0,0.0,0.11921794072807305
lonely,WhyChiliWhy,2019/08/28,Being invisible If I suddenly disappeared tomorrow nobody would even notice.,11.90181818181818,16.254017363636365,13.372727272727275,18.77909090909094,57.18181818181818,18.94545454545455,47.36363636363637,14.554592549557764,11.527836363636364,65,4,4,4,1,23,11,11,0.174,0.826,0.0,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44159748186061465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7611943058004357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749472526832397,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,deeplyriot,2019/08/28,"Is this how I really am to everyone or am I just thinking crazy? You know when people claim that you're the best friend they ever had, or the best listener, the best daughter/son, you're too beautiful to be single or you're so like-able and the list goes on but you don't...feel it nor see it from them?

Family? Well, I just feel like lately I'm being told what I should be doing but I'm stuck. I'm trying to go to school for a degree and get a better job. I feel like I'm just a failure at everything, and I should be somewhere else in my life than I am right now.  


Friends are definitely around when they need to cry on your shoulder. My one good friend, actually cares but she has a life and family so it's hard to really want to reach out to her, because she has her own shit but my other friend, she just wants to drunk cry on the phone (she lives back in IL , hometown) and never once just ask if I'm alright. Never. Just as soon as I pick up the phone, she's going on about some bullshit and then hangs up when her 'better' friends hits her up.  


Then the single life...yeah, well I have nearly, if not already accepted the fact that I will be alone for the rest of my life. I attract shitty people, and maybe it's because I lack confidence and self-esteem. I reek of an easy, vulnerable girl apparently. Which I'm not but...I'd love to have romance, but I write about it instead. I hate trying to go out and finding someone because 99 percent of the time, whoever I'm hanging out with (like an outing) guys pay attention to the other girls. I'm holding purses and drinks instead so they can go dance or hang out with guys that approach them...

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I sound pathetic, I'm sorry...I just feel super down tonight, I just want to cry and sleep forever. I just feel like I'm the biggest loser to everyone in my life, and I hate this feeling. I always feel this way and I'd hate for it to just be the way life goes for me. Thanks for reading if anyone did...",2.220310133954573,3.8168349826732713,3.6480780430984265,90.07144146767618,76.64851485148516,6.634129295282468,22.77344205008736,7.39963492309942,0.7551947582993597,1519,44,331,19,34,500,195,404,0.17800000000000002,0.625,0.196,0.5735,2,1,1,0,0,0,66.0,0,3,5,7,29,31,4,0,19,1,22,11,3,2,4,71,61,37,0,10,24,0,7,4,5,3,5,2,0,4,16,20,2,1,11,4,1,9,5,6,2,1,4,11,43,25,49,47,10,45,0,1,1,1,33,20,1,8,18,217,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.07720356541873807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193794066265776,0.08730394259525685,0.0,0.06582894161481323,0.08571966812159539,0.09613181302853116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055318143187681336,0.0,0.0,0.07042797201450343,0.07396063616935716,0.0,0.0,0.0608335570301415,0.0,0.14468094383410252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490748626612384,0.1399392888816202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066169660034335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607080756445141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750131363210565,0.0,0.0,0.06608935027213808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156287702653723,0.0,0.15119307412968966,0.0711022982720891,0.0,0.14916272341431774,0.0,0.2800158703463392,0.16955654355420172,0.0,0.0,0.0723084946290572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056152676089345,0.0,0.04133364643628881,0.0,0.17984857070240706,0.06635682362886443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667001568144714,0.0,0.0,0.07087034165902645,0.2343252191205839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850814642295018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043478824182649416,0.0,0.08924370707219463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352821041399381,0.1932548044519153,0.0,0.06985885241828373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140320907334875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948035195308559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866181104830445,0.122034735575593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425351560952501,0.05360949511716771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096949657180945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913511596075262,0.0,0.10136453262772352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756267322466064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006729482739824,0.06304338132839285,0.0,0.0825328501131974,0.0,0.08120908300035412,0.0,0.0,0.07917084164096301,0.0,0.06703278692625125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283727183833487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069286876149343,0.0,0.0,0.04613183857378083,0.0,0.0,0.07559653706484483,0.0,0.10742602733517163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998994187502467,0.12559355582651058,0.0,0.0,0.14226544693778054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613181302853116,0.0
lonely,wattbombs2000,2019/08/28,Anyone else read about relationships? I’ve never been anything or anywhere with a girl and I’m losing my mind. I read relationship advice about loving girlfriends and that turns me on more than any fetish I’ve ever had. I’m turned on by the thought of people caring for me and loving me. I read tones of advice for women on how to deal with their boyfriends and I self insert myself. I was wondering if anyone else did this?,3.05147590361446,5.433546602409642,3.8104668674698807,86.22244728915665,76.95180722891567,5.595783132530121,20.01355421686747,6.6274283507984215,0.3271698795180722,340,8,63,3,8,108,57,83,0.031,0.8340000000000001,0.135,0.8677,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,2,14,13,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,10,3,14,8,1,5,0,1,0,2,10,3,0,3,2,42,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29240308597149633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174298017175916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922785298181232,0.3065954406243496,0.12311997302036475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254193854900042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424596429165113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24996740789885485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533486710376547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673803386020489,0.0,0.0,0.2700658277654386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106797936523902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539191412777935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037238455484772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44896491785055376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212599300613705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608053736607905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877718884095688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254751931902126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225052665246886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thehorror2,2019/08/28,"Bittersweet wedding coming up I’ve got a wedding coming up that is bumming me out. Two friend from college are getting married, my best friend is the best man, and my ex is in the wedding party, as well as another friend from our group. 5 of the only people I was friends with.

I realize I’m not super close with the bride or groom, so I get why I was left out of the wedding party. I should have known I wouldn’t be involved with the bachelor party or anything but was kinda excited to see all my friends again, I embarrassingly asked about it before someone kindly told me the groom didn’t want me to join. That’s totally fine and I understand it.

But since then I’m just second guessing myself, thinking they don’t really want me at the wedding at all. They probably gave me a pity invite just because I am friend of a friend. Besides, I’m going to sit in the crowd while all my friends are in the wedding party and head table. It’s gonna hurt just to watch.

I think I should just not go, let them have their night their way. It’s painfully obvious I was the one in the group that was quietly left out. It was for a reason, they don’t want me there. It’s almost selfish for me to go given the b+g’s opinion of me. I hate that I’m making this all about me, but I can’t drag myself to a wedding where I feel unwanted.",3.589139454475607,4.3793686861313885,4.891874759892435,85.67573376872842,71.99270072992701,7.666231271609683,27.559738762965807,7.85451343220497,1.5566744525547442,1036,36,218,13,19,345,138,274,0.109,0.6890000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.9662,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,6,3,11,21,1,1,18,0,23,2,1,2,6,48,51,13,0,7,11,1,1,0,8,4,1,1,0,1,11,12,0,0,7,0,0,5,7,6,1,3,11,4,37,15,32,34,7,26,0,2,2,0,31,15,0,6,4,152,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856171004591113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136823165547818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921610039901308,0.0,0.10135315483992656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608862435610009,0.0,0.09225296576595296,0.0,0.22754917957738405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677941209964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481775429039008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6700877254432767,0.0,0.11328446277187748,0.0,0.1848437998058965,0.0,0.08670917817224305,0.0,0.11943106815080885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703711887156546,0.11126480951537356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606023045071917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289727714895245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23558588271050396,0.11086142556423176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236768641216555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173989715812172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346463931244213,0.08245430151483205,0.11536093610705632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751611358515651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688943543742608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945326394414478,0.1114684178073534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863925179710183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968180020462747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918594645012394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893558635971845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359493810938726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590545590896737,0.11286357653717838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183748260902786,0.08605458098976708,0.0,0.0,0.09747787890060243,0.0,0.09782744759674933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,VlTULUS,2019/08/28,"Anyone wanna hang out? Bored and feeling loney, maybe play some games or something?",4.610714285714284,8.111728642857145,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,84.0,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.1874571428571428,67,2,10,0,2,18,14,14,0.121,0.634,0.245,0.2869,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564598452408248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33008028902823194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6558352660013134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5025649374426632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jaehyun123,2019/08/28,"Why am I always left out and why does anybody care about me? Throughout school I've always felt left out of any social groups which I was apart of. I never feel accepted at school, I feel like no one understands me or wants to understand me.

Having a mixed ethnicity and living in a place where there aren't much people like you has definitely changed me, but how and why do I always feel so left out. I feel as if no one wants to understand me. I'm not saying that I don't have any friends. Because I have some really great friends which I have decided to surround my self with a lot more recently.

But when I have tried to let someone into my life and becoming vulnerable in the situation I got hurt. Basically what happened was that I liked a guy and at that time we were friends for a good while and I had a feeling that he liked me, then one time he sent me a heart so I sent him one back and he didn't text me for a long time. He then started texting me and then he stopped all sudden. I then find out that he blocked me on Instagram and I had no reason why he blocked me. I asked my friend to ask him and he said that I did something wrong and I have no idea what I did wrong still. Later I told my mum that he blocked me and a few months went by and I found out that my mum went up to the guy that blocked me and she asked him why he blocked me and stuff like that, the thing was that she went up to him while he was working at his families business while it was super busy. I found that out the day before the ball. Ever since then I wasn't able to face him. The guy which blocked me is really popular among our year group, I stopped liking him but the guy that I recently have crush on is mates with him. So I decided to keep my distance from the whole friend group. 

Since then I've left so lost a left out from our year group. I stopped hanging out with my friends which dragged me down and I started hanging out with people which truly care for me. But I feel like I've been left out recently. I tried being there for all my friends but never in return they ask how are you doing, or if I want to hang out with them or if I was okay. Because recently I had been suffering from depression and anxiety which I see my counselor about but, because of these mental illnesses I overthink everything and I can't help it or stop it which recently has been impacting my life a lot.

I just don't know what to do anymore?",2.948186090225562,4.122847605158736,3.8643776106933987,90.98003759398495,73.94047619047619,7.5274853801169614,25.76315789473684,8.032893268588372,1.2424809523809524,1899,63,431,28,38,610,198,504,0.171,0.7090000000000001,0.12,-0.9733,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,3,2,2,3,16,28,0,0,19,1,39,5,2,3,5,94,76,48,0,6,15,2,7,7,8,0,3,2,0,5,29,36,0,11,19,1,0,8,13,6,0,4,29,10,82,22,54,45,9,79,0,4,1,0,58,34,0,10,44,297,111,3,0.05740954353082064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330801760086326,0.0,0.0,0.07808091651618038,0.0,0.04391814366424706,0.0,0.05693484077804645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468069393040734,0.0,0.0,0.0441443952955634,0.0,0.10498897464081054,0.06340433039102872,0.048851293132049216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170657115503567,0.0,0.06073168482179134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03702440620434135,0.0,0.04944675572006762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05023947841990792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051930218882022594,0.0,0.0,0.05159599593676521,0.0,0.054120608322326784,0.0,0.17416794103775973,0.12304016810816235,0.05512216480824458,0.0,0.05247128272559602,0.0,0.0,0.1258932025422411,0.31048129644967337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815240133630831,0.04591565642320651,0.06329422441622251,0.0,0.22737789604435474,0.050767069746375584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803058550019743,0.03848040688746872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061458103722164925,0.06480838673264093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102824009938193,0.0,0.0,0.03155078373526949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742538221457636,0.05870514787584071,0.08110011679545136,0.19633182170773414,0.0,0.050693678729309855,0.05080563945179724,0.0,0.0,0.06266929846707456,0.09761508185039833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785531701032285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04582374992730725,0.0,0.04220262012189386,0.0,0.08855555831412806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560876986859454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960109789722708,0.0,0.059980753991234176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355604728244268,0.0590265722956566,0.2834249914887416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054609622550996106,0.04565437326606152,0.0,0.11620304600488245,0.0457479733554065,0.0,0.05989067445885625,0.0,0.0,0.0949795353250966,0.06453073229422455,0.0,0.05852179987537723,0.04864291993265393,0.044196671386555,0.0,0.0,0.08126954079282754,0.0,0.045847335622643946,0.1919877960838333,0.0,0.0,0.06572019222983863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038140349756171935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042789952442294,0.0,0.0,0.054857279075638136,0.0,0.0779546231920344,0.0,0.0,0.17929607841563852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015849086133844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596576660440257,0.2590159177664469,0.06409570513916618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041794831434800866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553664709965015,0.0,0.07393972757605577
lonely,commedefuckdown_,2019/08/28,Can someone be my friend? Hi! I’m a 16 yr old girl fighting depression and other mental illnesses. Just really need someone to talk to. I like movies and music :) please message me <3,0.9995238095238116,3.4864735714285717,2.8678571428571438,84.89130952380955,99.0,5.761904761904763,22.97619047619048,7.1686216300943375,1.6466190476190472,145,6,25,3,6,48,31,35,0.201,0.557,0.242,0.2244,0,0,0,0,2,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812698266785321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523031929355065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954309022197471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291005598031737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24214369829529256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426748758248602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35847013958057194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20920580500182376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5533946751148581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624804562741341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bananadiu,2019/08/28,"I deel numb... My mom said she want to go eat with me and by the time I'm ready to hop into the car she was like ""It's almost happy hour time I wanna go to the bar (with her boyfriend, she didn't say it but that's what she meant) instead"". At this point I do feel a bit sad but not mad or disappointed anymore, and walks back in my house. All my past-friends, classmates, co-workers, my ex, they put me on the last spot of their list. I'm always hyped to see them, trying to communicate with them, make things work for them, ask them out, but they're always not free, or if something else comes up I'll be asked to wait for next time. I tried, it doesn't work, it's always the person who wants to develop/keep a friendship/relationship will be thrown away like trash, and the ones who treat others like shit are the popular ones. 

I'm trying to not develop relationships or put myself into any serious relationships/friendships with others anymore, I'd rather be alone then having some fake hopes and disappoint me once again.",5.513187702265377,5.395666839805823,5.6545145631067975,85.09821197411006,67.49514563106796,8.808414239482202,26.875404530744337,8.344100000000001,1.447645307443366,803,20,173,10,12,254,132,206,0.11,0.75,0.14,0.5891,0,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,6,2,4,16,2,0,9,0,10,4,1,1,1,34,27,12,0,6,11,2,1,3,0,1,1,2,0,1,12,12,2,1,2,1,1,7,5,8,0,2,4,4,23,9,25,19,3,25,0,3,1,0,21,9,1,7,12,102,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298872126964396,0.12720678857738865,0.0,0.0,0.3065938022317825,0.0,0.0,0.08352332785424674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436132968110676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296444097119541,0.0,0.11539552773181115,0.0944427131675574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340900640005293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058004753421614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567780344270132,0.10260221259278302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210260966041721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489214988403832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960540699623042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307465472362794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199018711730215,0.12095515546212045,0.14172036248358513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917004097314076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011650995568776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001421211711954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198479196128003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438479108258363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130622834524456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080166599704393,0.16645504282774842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724771573960127,0.0,0.10724363337720734,0.0,0.0,0.11610670658681455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469405288696773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637302192215143,0.0,0.0,0.1168320663187482,0.0976731666691238,0.0,0.0,0.09787341511133893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607525364007088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455455286620963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159763177216928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485588929923746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501646948242457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488746641698974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682481377752623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dracoflex,2019/08/28,"Just wanna y’all I don’t feel right I feel like I have no friends, people to go eat with, go out with, go to gym with . I usaully like alone time but this solitude is getting to me. Every class people have their groups, in all the restaurants people are sitting laughing. At the gym people are working out together. In high school I was really popular and had a lot of friends but since I’ve come to college it seems so hard. I’ve forced my self to join clubs to try and make friends but I still have no friends just people I’m friendly with.",1.2712162162162173,3.5664857837837864,2.15623873873874,96.07868243243246,83.05405405405406,4.781081081081081,22.763513513513516,5.985473137389443,0.2370054054054056,426,15,92,3,12,133,70,111,0.09699999999999999,0.645,0.258,0.9717,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,4,9,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,1,1,21,19,6,0,1,5,0,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,1,0,3,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,3,10,9,17,17,2,14,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,4,54,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270741256316164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700986337395764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087191803982028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422784407208708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910413100937353,0.1053339508735273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5695739529078472,0.0,0.07703335168103399,0.0,0.25138729686488115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208077252970754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557825744768461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440672826999727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535153024709367,0.0,0.0,0.09841994747253273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5110951730828984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445633718683544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591628408706546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922109739567874,0.0,0.13422738800228867,0.1538161429286867,0.0,0.0,0.12196711685808174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774888816583125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597572319258995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010472891814942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073409144869809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kime316,2019/08/28,"Alone Do you ever feel like you could just disappear and nobody would even notice, no one would miss you or wonder what happened to you",4.815769230769232,6.573395961538466,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,70.15384615384616,6.7384615384615385,20.69230769230769,7.1686216300943375,0.5251384615384618,109,2,20,1,2,33,22,26,0.247,0.6729999999999999,0.08,-0.4939,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,8,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,1,1,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325215137980437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563404242016609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205721707435995,0.2904173086138134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233767085887754,0.2293654526056944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839124517354221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685378374265674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655291363093395,0.0,0.0,0.2175586831465679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481760634194523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561438721831775,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thrueing,2019/08/28,"I can’t make friends I tried I really did, I don’t know what I did wrong but here we are getting ghosted again. I don’t have any friends on campus, they all live far away. And even they don’t really talk to me. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.",0.15035714285714266,1.5069690357142882,2.053000000000001,100.29200000000004,81.85714285714286,5.908571428571428,18.34285714285714,6.742157984588678,-0.36289571428571454,190,4,51,2,5,63,35,56,0.121,0.759,0.121,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,1,8,13,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,12,2,4,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,33,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791698926453368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475404757763055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740206718788708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407115395049334,0.0,0.137653167079923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289594476445626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23265047033215736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586950558155884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375736270277908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176869266987225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888009121447926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5761302143332001,0.0,0.0
lonely,yoloM4sta,2019/08/28,"It’s funny how the world works... It’s funny how you desire what you don’t have, and don’t appreciate what I have got.

I’m a perfect student, going to attend a T20 university for a good major, but here I am wishing I could be a normal person. I’m smart and hardworking, but have absolutely no social life due to my crippling social anxiety. I’m actually pretty good looking, but it’s my mind that always talks me out of everything.

My small friend group who are very social always say, “your so lucky to be smart, blablabla” but I would switch life’s in a heart beat if I could to have a normal life. I never had a GF, never hang out with friends, and feel so lonely that I’ll be trapped in the cycle until I die alone. 

My life is a fucking disaster, my personality is shit, and my “perfect” life isn’t so perfect after all.

Get a good job and you’ll be happy they said. It turns out that in some cases, it’s quite the opposite.",2.7656195462478195,4.132824654450263,4.697465968586389,84.06354624781852,74.70680628272251,7.1875741710296674,23.72809773123909,7.793537801064563,1.1250604537521816,723,21,150,10,15,248,106,191,0.14300000000000002,0.589,0.268,0.9794,1,4,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,1,6,6,15,2,0,12,0,20,8,2,2,6,33,32,16,1,8,5,0,1,0,3,2,5,2,0,2,11,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,3,4,19,12,15,21,3,16,0,1,1,1,18,8,2,3,5,97,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.11935863974348085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667810207769464,0.0,0.0,0.20354637468569792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356816606047266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953119847961463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269403023704334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109925928399312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184450384947415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889955337103577,0.11307525658320725,0.06390284940228927,0.0,0.06951259518397325,0.3077679183499341,0.09782389250845516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302031490797936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449400313897076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137555454855985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319620868913277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271107827265663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350001630021805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866874814337084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396791224884617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21359583223619832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244350376994535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009361858878776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634649839517387,0.09726722540468477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255512699337732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37404432646966174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830956426847287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304007849050864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092001631529424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065249440855782,0.0,0.0,0.08904442223373188,0.0,0.0,0.08688676913342533,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,billydinger,2019/08/28,"Who to talk to? Who am I supposed to talk to?    I don't want to burden my friends anymore, my wife doesn't care, I have a hard time dealing with stuff and work 7 days a week and just struggle with everything.",1.197272727272729,2.8907196363636416,2.3772727272727288,97.61090909090912,79.9090909090909,5.3090909090909095,24.63636363636364,5.985473137389443,0.3485181818181826,160,6,38,1,4,51,31,44,0.142,0.693,0.165,0.2528,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,7,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798579102279821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877128041997371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181990022386683,0.2909268057360365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536153153617376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802027320522624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527879475972385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950075830033845,0.32304148753000145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536293030785957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454799735635098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644372084965586,0.0,0.2263568132117945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543860356564406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,metrogonzales,2019/08/28,"I wish this wasn’t true. I tell myself I’m over her and would say the same to anyone who asked. But when I’m alone with my thoughts, undistracted and able to leave my brain to its own accord shes the only thing that occupies the space of my mind. Deep down  I wish she’d reach out to me and come back but even further down I know she never will. Yet i keep waiting.",2.145105485232065,3.1641815063291148,2.9880379746835466,97.0910864978903,75.70886075949367,6.279324894514768,19.495780590717303,6.42735559955562,-0.26024219409282745,285,5,70,2,6,90,58,79,0.036000000000000004,0.872,0.092,0.4678,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,0,2,19,15,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,14,1,10,10,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,47,19,0,0.2286976293512344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368617724115976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991069992712387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380141153275375,0.0,0.0,0.1758543603089126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553021892030736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700275741406756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510526272877785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327696098870948,0.0,0.0,0.12568623613173108,0.0,0.0,0.2421577681521073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309194112790673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638571051730664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393485263148167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186953411081047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989180830903044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193654287079764,0.0,0.0,0.1815603719317873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5259819743634987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624602342355755,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,trippymantis,2019/08/28,People only want to use me. Nobody has genuine interest in me.  I hate being emotionally vulnerable. I can see myself being alone forever.,3.1575000000000024,6.217299750000006,6.908333333333335,56.22,93.16666666666666,9.066666666666668,26.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,4.284033333333333,110,5,13,4,4,41,21,24,0.263,0.588,0.149,-0.5106,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193201350494699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554209080531055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997223660268674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30791961553214914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28068381672253256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226265995801932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34967511661675155,0.0,0.0,0.2388010603222905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,schern19,2019/08/28,Lonely bc friends are going off to college Title speaks for itself. Any advice?,2.4347619047619027,4.738383428571432,3.087142857142858,81.24119047619047,107.57142857142858,1.866666666666667,18.952380952380953,3.1291,-0.11044761904761867,64,2,8,0,3,20,14,14,0.142,0.682,0.17600000000000002,0.1531,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6391848693273428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448145495454842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053607176635615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371743546518572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SLUvkwx943,2019/08/28,"Bored, lonely and restless. The Trifecta Anyone else feeling bored DM me. Seriously anyone, we can talk about the damn weather for all I care.",4.025866666666668,7.225648920000001,4.652000000000001,76.55266666666667,79.8,6.533333333333335,28.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.436733333333334,113,5,17,2,3,36,22,25,0.389,0.47200000000000003,0.139,-0.7579,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5886147028294788,0.4312680687586614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291418496554453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516130606431009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282278524819112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383084022320982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DratiniMaster23,2019/10/02,"Just getting it out Hello all. I just wanted to get a quick vent off my chest, I don't know if anyone will read this or not, but it'll feel good to just get something out that isn't an entry in my notebook. 

I (23M) am not a complete loner. I have a couple good friends actually, but even in a group of people, I feel alone. I'm not anyone's best friend, or even really a true part of any group I hang out with, I always feel like a ""third wheel friend""if that makes sense. I consider my friends to be friends, but they're not people like me. 

I guess now would be a good time to describe myself a little. I'm somewhat of an introvert, but I like to be out. I spend a lot of my free time at the bookstore, the movies, and when it's warm out, exploring my city through walking around and finding new places to eat/drink. I dress very nicely compared to most people my age (or really just in general), I'm always in a collared shirt, normally slacks or chinos, and usually penny loafers or more casual leather dress shoes (wingtips, split toes). I don't dress to impress others or girls, it makes me feel good and confident about myself. Even if I'm spending a day by myself, I like to look nice for myself. I would say I spend a good amount of time out by myself, I try to not be cooked up in the house too much.

One thing is it's very hard to find like minded individuals in my  geographical location. I don't mind going out to bars or clubs on the weekend, but that's not what I want to do EVERY weekend like many people my age. I'd rather go to a quieter spot to grab a drink and bite to eat. When I suggest this to friends, they usually protest and prefer the same old same old. One thing I'd like to start doing but haven't is, I'd like to go to o some local plays/shows, poetry slams and things of that nature. My reason not to is I don't want to be alone in a room full of people who are all with someone else. I should probably take the jump and just go, but situations that like make me feel really low, being surrounded by people who are not lonely. 

This probably goes with out saying, but I am single. I haven't ever really had a REAL relationship before, just the ""relationships"" in high school that ended within weeks. I do believe there is a woman for me out there for me, but I've grown frustrated of not having a girlfriend for so long. I've obsessed with the idea of just having someone to hold hands with and talk to, or show someone the amazing and fun things in life that make me smile. I don't necessarily feel too jealous of other couples because a majority of women in my area really aren't my type.

I've come to the conclusion that eventually I need to take the jump and move somewhere else. Maybe there's somewhere with more people like me, where it'll be easier to build healthy relationships. But in the back of my head, I always feel like I'll be the single, third wheel friend. 

If you've taken the time to read this, thank you, it's nice to be heard and know that there are others out there who feel the same.",5.963422488551103,5.061746133440519,6.558336743642213,81.61375572444706,66.7652733118971,9.597271752898763,29.137873916008964,8.754623652393294,1.9305663451232573,2373,64,509,32,33,780,261,622,0.062,0.742,0.19699999999999998,0.9984,0,5,3,0,0,0,74.0,0,1,1,2,28,40,3,1,36,0,40,11,6,5,4,114,78,36,0,13,38,0,13,11,7,6,1,3,1,3,31,30,4,1,17,10,4,12,18,6,0,4,3,17,54,35,83,60,19,73,0,2,1,0,26,37,0,16,35,331,85,4,0.0,0.0,0.057981536892524874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230743089042962,0.0,0.0,0.14831684985530869,0.0,0.0,0.04040498140079449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830902288687316,0.0,0.0,0.052892920624538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456873087676152,0.0,0.03621949943659935,0.0,0.05055871981206005,0.06694159145656316,0.06235352499617418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051181703940905536,0.0622966441453519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131485555850102,0.0,0.0383184652744661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641030439996808,0.0,0.1215949948607528,0.09926904490027393,0.0,0.05262502367396009,0.0,0.0,0.11773130920837,0.05374525868001307,0.050060621810087205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403404991380381,0.08489373888485231,0.0,0.0,0.10861046704871588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32133308798300203,0.0,0.09312737045561044,0.0,0.13507014191236466,0.2491770034479489,0.0,0.0,0.06545352619677286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322514973500625,0.0,0.06097805401185408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277636550596315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855819514586023,0.0,0.06707353800093302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530706282065117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041967344351592314,0.31930472548858396,0.05955053537971205,0.0,0.052581373495531256,0.049894554654241696,0.0,0.0,0.05051343839931808,0.0,0.0,0.1586428165373967,0.060238593615314535,0.05969145251263474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199866346789466,0.0,0.0,0.06314990491098628,0.04367766561081685,0.04405628085997771,0.0,0.057384433853203236,0.0,0.0,0.05821515691197277,0.0,0.0,0.12469439163010855,0.0,0.08052376602211332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434183977156943,0.0,0.2883414688847369,0.0,0.06207717218378785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812119732310615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886434572512547,0.06762852283736794,0.19031735633809926,0.06108964039284629,0.0,0.19137194738698865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450012551007303,0.0,0.0601322592258504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678617911938772,0.0,0.0,0.15102919096129713,0.04574141198715883,0.0,0.0,0.04205501716293045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934701656336687,0.04775640573460738,0.0,0.05470235657303284,0.0,0.0,0.157893650974097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858400894715547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04033962766724673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087686664913256,0.09804900025260292,0.10513545501927192,0.0,0.04766000670226659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441497692683197,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ghtdghhbvfc,2019/10/02,"The age threshold for to be able to make real friends has past and now it'll never happen. It'll just get worse the older I get because everyone will be settling down and starting families and won't have as much time for friends anymore, except for me of course because I'll be perpetually single. I don't even want a relationship if I don't have any friends to talk about it with or to give me advice. How would I even have a wedding with no close friends? There would be no one in my wedding party. My spouse would have people standing next to them and I'd have to give my ring to myself.

I want to do activites and travel and have fun, but I don't want to do all of those things alone. Being alone sucks out all of the enjoyment. Why can't I ever meet people that want to talk to me on a regular basis and want to hang out with me? I'm not saying we spend every second of every day together, but talking every few days and having real conversations and hanging out in person once a week or every two weeks would be fine. That doesn't seem like a lot to ask for. It seems like that's what real friendships are.",4.805155279503103,4.895052347826091,5.5927950310559,84.22608695652173,69.0,7.962732919254659,27.298136645962728,7.447530270364453,1.3386832298136642,880,25,184,8,14,288,126,230,0.109,0.7929999999999999,0.098,0.4605,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,0,8,10,1,0,8,0,30,0,0,2,4,46,47,16,0,10,8,1,0,2,4,8,0,2,0,1,10,17,0,0,2,1,1,3,10,1,0,3,0,2,17,9,34,33,6,25,0,0,0,0,20,8,1,6,15,131,27,0,0.10094746877322064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864469816309256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091022669707476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686477404019946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011276362900524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437225639635458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307328000725035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302055323660003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333497021329194,0.09131276485703413,0.34021038508026363,0.09645963242154824,0.0,0.0,0.09516428946474316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31196705585266804,0.0,0.1054817719617681,0.1936760209605916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926751325202373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863566837798353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582192803534737,0.0,0.0,0.06738321927606633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420800471294177,0.0,0.07785691113195635,0.0,0.10735877826438436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750575967450424,0.06840461738176044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636578138822044,0.13996852875133015,0.08814343600739193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447009590321488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837980292687248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080277478903181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837975684987245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145113797145593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24341325473327835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706501270026463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588632808397046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861100875053076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977071627058772,0.0,0.16194794078485514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108938919348254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287409486344216,0.28684074196849296,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BananaGains,2019/10/02,"How do I make friends? I need to make friends but I don't know how and I fear rejection as well.

I am an introvert, but its starting to get to me.

I'm also afraid to make friends because I have underlying depression, pretty severe.

I want to have a IDGAF attitude and just do it.",0.33475369458128057,2.6270702586206944,2.696600985221675,90.48706896551724,87.79310344827586,6.762561576354681,25.52709359605912,7.957251820313856,1.7084748768472915,217,10,48,5,7,74,37,58,0.243,0.527,0.231,-0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,2,0,6,0,0,5,0,13,15,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,8,4,7,15,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119295117057905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574152944821225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592007388060216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690325397901091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5541400520252471,0.0,0.1249099298703178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139263887278366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787651764473794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727549674098986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432312796351185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700934244028055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922272857539433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410161400358754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149624885788702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Horridhavii,2019/10/02,"Feeling alone and lost Going through tons of stuff. My last relationship was 9 years when his ex coworker got drunk, hit on him and he decided to leave me because i deserve better. I’m confused where I even stand alone. I’m not that pretty, I’m not skinny, my hair is never perfect and my anxiety sucks.",2.41,4.759872000000001,3.846666666666668,85.295,79.0,6.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.7416666666666667,240,10,46,4,6,79,48,60,0.322,0.614,0.064,-0.9277,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,1,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,10,11,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,2,8,2,4,7,1,8,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,1,4,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5318407360987576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641659251609067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565152419947256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270786091462513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695840144833136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982285774534932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591957561893745,0.0,0.2053501360788991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092892955869189,0.0,0.271866085343333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28027801344202563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802500243858154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612117681000797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756583895617441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29392262833267163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165341566495669
lonely,Loudanddeadly,2019/10/02,"Even in my dreams I'm the 3rd wheel My dream last night was that me and these 
2 girls (who I'm not sure who they were meant to be) who I was apparently friends with went out to go do something and the entire time they pretty much just ignored me and only had me there to pay for shit. Even in my dreams I'm a fucking third wheel. Immediately after I woke up my best friend texted me about how I have been hurting her feelings by doing something I didn't even realize I have been doing. I wish I didn't exist. I hope there is no afterlife so when I eventually blow my brains out I cease existence. Existing for eternity is hell in itself",1.5948776223776235,3.6910930681818215,3.2093939393939412,90.13793706293707,80.43939393939394,6.485780885780888,21.51748251748252,7.61054688173877,0.744313986013986,503,15,110,8,13,166,86,132,0.147,0.688,0.165,0.5621,1,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,10,10,3,0,3,0,16,3,2,1,1,16,27,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,3,3,1,2,4,5,0,1,11,1,22,5,15,15,2,14,1,1,0,1,9,6,3,1,6,79,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199711815542018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23399239984361755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153332982229509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059843520754534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238860034223897,0.19377967416321612,0.0,0.0,0.11912533698367328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081885288217006,0.0,0.0,0.22439022694885646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708588978422966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540863601942347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967033713823096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941670422306106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324719296253733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151601058772896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227337168633279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975535240082881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222439787684138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430917295952474,0.0,0.0,0.2410394224193308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MikioUchiha98,2019/10/02,"Today my birthday day I’m alone,. I’m currently am alway from my family, I was hoping if I could get a happy birthday from you guys thanks in advance",4.248387096774192,4.671707548387102,6.442096774193548,76.48314516129034,70.29032258064517,8.780645161290323,28.403225806451612,8.841846274778883,2.3178903225806446,118,4,22,2,2,42,24,31,0.0,0.71,0.29,0.8555,1,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,3,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34861327189797064,0.0,0.0,0.2800759030105718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687455406417089,0.0,0.0,0.21707740100052828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31731396123783584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585818739273582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33328422909649,0.0,0.3583140658697825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33431704978965043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098935541500125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190548662089197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,queenVivian,2019/10/02,"Looking for my tribe... Alright. I need some new friends periodt.

I’m in the place of bettering myself, going to therapy to sort through my shit and in the meantime I’m having realizations that I’m surrounded by toxicity and lack of support for this journey.

Here’s where you come in. If you’ve got the time, space and energy to make a new online homie with potential for becoming offline homies. Let’s get it! Lol

Me: Queer, black, mid thirties sci and tech dork. 
You?",2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,3.915555555555557,83.02000000000002,81.22222222222223,7.6,27.88888888888889,8.548686976883017,2.471355555555556,370,17,70,9,10,122,68,90,0.102,0.762,0.136,0.4926,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,2,6,1,0,4,2,2,2,1,1,0,12,13,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,4,14,11,2,14,0,0,2,1,3,8,2,3,3,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27495107570924016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22018033634507006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144525618592516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234190184072547,0.0,0.1300686354410308,0.0,0.1414867801062447,0.0,0.19911193837389385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545732043629668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905937560779195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661792975195446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845968689772733,0.0,0.4808842966569069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26010483400790896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25554857899011585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28251101689499564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847015709948395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451675768051672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EconomyHope7,2019/10/02,"Who's had a taste of truly being liked? What we all strive for; being liked, decent group of friends along with a good social safety net. (And since you're here now, can you say why it fell apart).",3.1346666666666683,4.323583800000005,3.180000000000004,96.01166666666668,73.5,5.333333333333334,15.833333333333336,3.1291,-1.1009166666666663,152,1,34,0,3,46,35,40,0.0,0.634,0.366,0.946,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,5,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317009484294322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36010343175367293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194999970176279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414221519888238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355147985020083,0.0,0.0,0.4376500523896962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874054804248964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,manana6,2019/10/02,"I just have to put my chest pain somewhere... I'm just wondering if anyone's ever felt this in their lives... When you're ready to drop everything, even when you're going through your own shit and still be there for the person you care about? 

I recently got in two major fights (separate occasions) with two friends. We won't probably hang out anymore, there's simply nothing else to say or to do. 

Now I feel like I'm losing my third (last) friend who is also my friend in Uni. He's going through some shit but he literally put a wall between us and when we're hanging out it's like he's not there, or he's on his phone talking to his best friend and we can only talk about things that are on the surface. He even told me the other day, he can't express sympathy towards me because he becomes too involved and it sinks him. That felt like a dagger sliced my heart.

I actually have no one to talk to. I used to be on my phone a lot - for communicating. Now I go days without using it.  I feel sad because if there was someone who was dear to me, going through a similar pit hole, I would be there for them, day and night. No one's here for me.

I feel my chest is going to explode. I don't eat. I just want to cry all the time. I'm going a little crazy and thinking about the end... But surprisingly in all of this darkness there are moments when I think everything's gonna work out and how my current pain is going to flip and bring something most amazing in my life. How all of this is going to pay out. I don't know, am I just that naive or is there actually a reason for everything.

I know that I wouldn't care if a bus would hit me rn.",2.40240578771191,3.6924722769679335,3.847826368642696,90.1022567757262,75.50145772594752,6.830752618507723,24.657056473383,7.3871296695380915,0.9190301047403092,1273,41,286,15,27,421,169,343,0.12300000000000001,0.752,0.125,0.6711,1,0,1,0,2,0,41.0,3,2,2,3,29,20,3,0,12,0,24,9,5,5,4,55,55,23,0,7,14,0,5,3,4,5,3,1,0,1,14,15,1,0,11,0,1,13,9,7,0,5,6,6,39,13,42,40,9,48,0,2,0,0,34,16,2,10,21,189,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.1751402860552787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176246270561387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899476304605711,0.06274603620564069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109405404411121,0.09910721242271872,0.0,0.0,0.09417320400309044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298523571632155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857162834740267,0.17361837911805514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182311872086626,0.07496355672882192,0.0,0.07948014311010297,0.0,0.0,0.1185405807750887,0.08117204617032135,0.0,0.0,0.241948868378409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612082189972285,0.06410796655905836,0.17232274398796538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773216242103666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079957959015133,0.0,0.07177069273658274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633850474925903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863396416207712,0.07314744471780299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338373462178669,0.13152255941686264,0.08993981843289486,0.07923921213787706,0.0,0.0,0.10039249207369644,0.0,0.07629099300429926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421187989444638,0.0,0.08610485121818744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161591578283472,0.06824885742862385,0.1909725008048687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835468642752008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675141584512972,0.0,0.0,0.18042047902063893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226434540058374,0.08860423464500912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136228143095193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842270101105568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603367418117157,0.06908374983965086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716639005971108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638105014795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961712270833418,0.11499939786065624,0.0,0.0,0.05232623234591527,0.0,0.0,0.08574732950812608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753195704397387,0.0,0.107942285550013,0.15500751479616226,0.0,0.0,0.05292907206179135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650304420588632,0.09731569936441543,0.06532943746325916,0.0,0.0,0.12749285374859695,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gauge218,2019/10/02,"I almost always feel so alone. I have friends, but I just kinda feel as if I'm the filler friend the one that isn't wanted but isn't exactly unwanted. Earlier today one of my friend said after I got upset at her and my other friend for leaving me again even if it is just across the classroom going to lunch that ""At least you have friends."" I was kinda shocked by that and when I didn't respond she said ""Thats what I thought."" It really hurt especially because before I was having a tough day (was on the verge of 4 panic attacks before this) I just felt really alienated. Then at lunch she kept calling another of my friends a fuckboy. I got kinda pissed at this because I have told he many times before that he was one of the few people who was actually nice to me a few years before and she just disregarded what I was saying. I know that she is very set in her opinions and it blindsides her a lot to others feeling. I also can't cut her out because if I do i cut out all of my friend group and I can't do that to myself. Sorry for the rant I just didn't know where else to post this.",3.3368421052631585,4.146548078947369,4.7692543859649135,86.25019736842106,72.59649122807018,7.454385964912281,25.214912280701753,7.645422480735847,1.1538280701754386,854,25,183,10,16,286,116,228,0.146,0.7090000000000001,0.145,-0.0773,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,11,17,4,2,10,0,20,3,1,0,2,36,36,15,0,5,10,0,4,0,7,0,0,3,0,0,18,7,2,2,7,0,0,1,6,9,0,3,16,7,34,8,24,20,5,22,0,1,0,0,26,11,1,9,8,136,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.10702819963429118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982492231336173,0.11359151903542986,0.0,0.08770805801105776,0.09125942651288878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500511164343205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477256847947125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005728732341116,0.0,0.3733056450248721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199171444234984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707321083723109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162043405977464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244012916569416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636682317703946,0.0,0.10530640014628964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5931491942598345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062331540728322574,0.0,0.17543623350433213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741069468720265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055039813887684,0.0,0.0,0.11613131342624565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324282623342617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111945037797026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229583976299564,0.0,0.0,0.1286814490565308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603570266525166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503953079626466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052282916047149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865445993270945,0.08721895659048677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277358326344966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707069205127478,0.06395310374063568,0.0,0.1039602614983747,0.1048003575580144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049439300332833,0.06468989424054271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062790953438007
lonely,Tobigrner17,2019/10/02,"M17 Pretty lonely want to make some friends As the title says, I'm a 17 year old dumb fuck from germany and wanted to make some friends or have someone to talk to. But I got sum weak ass convo skills, but I want to improve them.
(sorry If there's any grammar issue shit in this text)",3.5875423728813587,4.217805338983055,4.162500000000001,91.4908686440678,71.88135593220339,5.9,24.91949152542373,3.1291,0.2498440677966101,221,6,48,0,4,70,48,59,0.218,0.601,0.18100000000000002,-0.5574,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,1,7,3,0,2,0,1,4,2,2,0,12,9,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,2,8,8,2,3,0,1,0,2,5,1,4,4,2,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396579597041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725681743484001,0.22290601837049465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284090117909425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516603846170968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32189094991181577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253008595324768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452996317453135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191743539551018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24750006790126336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429511949772614,0.0,0.0,0.26990739557715776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379830920567587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42664587309046986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526951817133114
lonely,Vexina64,2019/10/02,"I am lonely and that's not all bad So I've always beem dependent on friends to get through life and felt bad when they aren't around, I've used apps to talk to people and meet new people.

I deleted Discord and Twitter the other day in a crisis after people got sick at my constant venting and I've felt so independent and strong.

Lately I've been playing videogames and watching tv or doing work and that's so much better then obsessing over attention and ruining other people's moods with my upsets.

I am alone and that's pretty badass.

If you are alone then do try to be social where you can but also try being productive and make your life easier before worrying about others and of course treat yourself... you deserve it. - Moira",5.947311577311583,6.596584601398599,6.202470862470863,78.89379176379177,66.62237762237763,8.593317793317793,29.175602175602172,8.515128840125781,2.163510334110334,590,19,106,8,9,189,98,143,0.136,0.725,0.139,0.5221,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,1,3,8,12,0,2,2,0,10,3,0,4,1,26,16,22,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,7,14,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,3,10,5,14,10,2,14,0,2,1,0,9,6,0,3,8,69,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394412559820325,0.0,0.13104734237127524,0.13635355270701588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587966870740154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273650385050513,0.0,0.0,0.13944189901723886,0.0,0.0,0.14493032042010334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770860143322154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568304706210406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146831474051673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660609901285844,0.0,0.08561567905651123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106237144978564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848532912353508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314934482063572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938496705241567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046382226552045,0.0,0.0,0.15826734656780367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544292501999065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667154180245307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670455454776024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171306414849024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251490182025785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153167335507358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929982382698807,0.1664186538612108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MC_THUGGIN,2019/10/02,"JUST A RANT... 18M I AM IN MY FINAL YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL AND I HAVE ALREADY LOST MY EXCITEMENT FOR LIFE. WHENEVER I FEEL EVEN SLIGHTLY HAPPY, I ALWAYS TELL MYSELF TO NOT GET TOO CARRIED AWAY AS THINGS ALWAYS GO WRONG IN THE END. I DO THIS ALL THE TIME AND IT'S CAUSED MY TO DISTRUST PEOPLE. THESE DAYS I PREFER GETTING HIGH AND BEING ALONE. A FEW MONTHS AGO I INADVERTANTLY PUSHED A GIRL (WHOM I CONSIDERED A GOOD FRIEND) AWAY, I THINK IT'S BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID OF TRUSTING HER TOO MUCH AND HAVING HER HURT ME IN THE FUTURE. I AM IN A WEIRD POSITION WHERE I DON'T WANNA LIVE BUT I ALSO DON'T WANT TO DIE.",-1.8641406060606087,-1.5506449679999967,0.6136727272727285,97.40950303030306,130.68,3.1151515151515152,13.387878787878787,5.352783471589016,-0.8647066666666667,469,12,101,5,33,156,87,125,0.10300000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.106,0.517,0,1,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,1,1,8,0,9,1,0,1,1,14,16,7,1,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,2,1,20,5,14,13,3,19,0,2,0,0,6,9,0,0,8,72,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171421026813195,0.0,0.0,0.17725985614624906,0.18886835793382808,0.13686864897948695,0.2848211372297656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216022489745844,0.0,0.0,0.10433149398893976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758182671349973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103776361251588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762675133499975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158816180544868,0.0,0.0,0.11304300694422045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653861777207829,0.0,0.0,0.18748653571006488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223011936678064,0.0,0.17883769501753108,0.0,0.0972685288188664,0.14355255838318987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821924318183853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616588910566025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321968952447285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088835580442844,0.0,0.0,0.15112864724278452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868305188809924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661035284270187,0.0,0.12581499407805488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186539085916932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321300789772084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959270474469102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370450139938786,0.10966605398710223,0.0,0.0,0.0997989820493144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094874550993604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871257337317256,0.0,0.11021503357191303
lonely,juoeys,2019/10/02,"I just want someone to join me on my quiet evening walks I’m currently on my daily evening walk, it’s rainy and dark and I have so much on my mind.

I wish I just had one person I could walk, hold hands with and talk to about all the things on my mind, and then go home and spend time indoors together",2.026000000000004,3.0907149846153885,2.913846153846155,97.32615384615387,76.07692307692308,6.430769230769231,22.23076923076923,6.742157984588678,0.1733692307692314,234,6,58,2,5,74,45,65,0.021,0.878,0.10099999999999999,0.5994,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,15,7,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,2,10,0,8,5,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837783649320994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613054509189633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544371392414336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743557920815485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5523402241734818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106349077466065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853394550774542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23882096009823545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317466369358876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21983935060561507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170985211802232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594876020432355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613250257672657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145263969169413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,crosshybrid3,2019/10/02,"you ever just sit there and wonder if being alone is such a bad thing? I fully understand people can believe what they want to believe, and if being a loner is terrible for you, then I wish you the best of luck. That said, I’ve recently started to embrace my loneliness and started working on trying to restore myself. These past few years have been terrible for me, and being alone is one of the best things I can do for myself rn. Never had a girlfriend (22M), terrible self esteem, and outright depression. That said, ever since I got my new apartment, I’ve been having fun being couped up, being up until 4 AM (I work midday-evening shift at my job - 4 PM to 12AM), watching YouTube on my large TV, blasting music without waking up the neighbors, and just chillin and have fun.",8.469685714285719,6.769049340000006,8.500476190476189,72.28500000000003,62.26666666666666,10.438095238095238,37.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,3.353457142857143,611,24,107,7,7,200,96,150,0.15,0.695,0.155,0.2263,1,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,1,4,6,10,0,0,6,0,18,1,1,0,3,20,27,11,0,4,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,6,7,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,0,1,6,3,16,5,17,16,3,19,0,1,1,0,9,7,0,4,11,84,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199439655006847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896604023655395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34804271367786555,0.3241884391280241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330345129763752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201810127842828,0.2794323420059152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235342319490703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532758053688454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912758885907865,0.14917657054879216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046647884823707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744770911657565,0.10708178056305337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250871430877552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29384999820916496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611334574419209,0.0,0.0,0.12776931510158307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186524398161806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523016245135384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486689348559508,0.0,0.0,0.16079630249579113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110337403219153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776191625883247,0.14889207167682475,0.16750319272649242,0.224894635204626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946593567608268
lonely,alxshai,2019/10/02,"thoughts to share this is what people do when they don’t understand one another,they hurt and continue to hurt when they can’t understand. Especially people that can’t understand or don’t know how to love,because it’s confusing it’s a lot it’s hard to love yourself so only imagine how it is to love somebody else truly. i have never had a problem understanding my own love it’s understanding other people’s love and how they perceive another’s love. i understand in all its simplicity how i love people and why and how that love comes about. I am able to love other people as it is the same to breathe,i am able to love myself subconsciously but it is hard for people to love me, it’s hard maybe cause i put myself out of reach,i don’t allow people to understand me. i don’t think or act how the majority does i always say i think i’m before myself,i feel stuck like i’m in the wrong place all the time. The way i love is first through affirmation,i’m too loyal to  disloyalty this is my biggest mistake. Then it is the semi attachment obtained from hours upon hours of endless talking and conversation in one time because one doesn’t simply do this because they are bored it because it means something? incorrect this is my second mistake people are unpredictable,sly and manipulative characteristics someone like me fails to see as i only see the best in people even if it means i have to invent it myself. People can pretend for the fun of it or to gain something out of it. this i know all to well because when loving or feeling i have always been put in the same position different exterior same interior, each boy with a different look each with the same intent and goal. For there has never been one boy who has kept me and solely me in their heart,i have never been anything but 2nd best. I am nothing more than someone to pass the time with until something better comes along, this has broken my heart too many times for me to feel,i will admit i don’t feel love because why would you when it only proves to be destructive why would you want to feel that so i turned that feeling off believe it or not. i stopped falling for words,i stopped falling for actions. i stopped falling. Instead i followed, i followed back on the words i followed the actions i reciprocated in a way as to keep up appearances. i saw the wolf dressing up in the sheep’s outfit and i did nothing but go along with it’s actions until the day it would decide to undress. because all wolfs get tired of sheep’s clothing especially when they meet something else. It was just a case of seeing who could hold out the longest my mask or my feelings. When the wolf begun to start undressing which didn’t take long it didn’t hurt i didn’t feel anything but anger,angry that a wolf could think they deceived me a wolf running and screaming to the mountains it deceived me when it was not me  that was deceived but the wolf, i let you think you had me and that you played when it was me that was going off on you,laughing at the things you would say,rolling my eyes. not even slightly amazed at the actions you put together. i over analyse and create patterns that aren’t apparent i do this and go off this. I wish i hadn’t been broken so much times,the more you break something the more and more it fails to work as it did,i fear loneliness because that’s what this does to me the fear of not being able to trust,not being able to feel,how can you form a connection with someone you can’t feel for or can’t trust because at all costs you cannot afford to get broken again because you cannot guarantee to yourself that you will still function, what an upsetting cycle it is for someone who longs to be loved that can never be loved. Someone who cannot have a guard up as every person is ‘different’ and will offer something new and the bombardments of what if. what if this one is the one i mustn’t shut him out in fear he will only look else where. This is how i love and can never be loved. His words echo in my mind. “There is no one for you “ it repeats in a dead tone in the front of my mind. “there is no one for” a destroying sentence in itself, there is not a single person in the world in the great mass of people not one person will be compatible for me, this isn’t a stranger saying this to me it is at the time my boyfriend whom i’ve loved for 3 years and been with for a year the boy who told me he wanted a future with me is the same boy who told me no one is compatible for me. not even himself and this wasn’t said in a way as i am so superior nobody deserves my love or can even level me it was said in a way that i should spend the rest of my life alone because i do not deserve to love anybody. this was said with nothing but malice and anger. i don’t trust words or actions so how do you plan to prove you love me for real and how do you expect me to fall for you",5.75449783549784,5.427294763636365,6.227471139971138,81.90215909090911,67.02020202020202,8.93001443001443,30.910894660894666,8.306716005460428,2.0702712842712843,3856,131,795,46,56,1252,316,990,0.11599999999999999,0.713,0.17,0.9964,9,1,6,1,0,0,56.0,0,18,7,11,40,55,3,5,51,0,100,25,2,13,13,155,179,70,1,18,27,0,11,2,0,11,2,6,0,7,76,39,0,7,30,2,2,25,38,19,1,12,29,24,100,36,118,129,25,115,0,5,7,21,78,44,0,15,43,576,176,4,0.1312399115548148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0339812421210904,0.0,0.0,0.05460105991185972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03440412257097788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053999632422219605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025228847757343024,0.0,0.22000723788724,0.0,0.02791887461422925,0.036965609598108136,0.06886409515883922,0.02901775916798654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03370488521606148,0.0,0.056525781514265835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239219514386141,0.0,0.0,0.02115972143646583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283833093762478,0.0,0.0,0.05742446550588775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222557932481347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668272382887056,0.0,0.02764382145397576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076104052484692,0.16589710650059758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027908150431146396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03428371852989932,0.0,0.05593999962116241,0.0,0.0,0.03617311645169295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817388695554489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775996354399642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462243830724368,0.0,0.10537127976588176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02916301587490174,0.0,0.0,0.036063011585163424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033550425335212235,0.02317465768911341,0.03205859580084546,0.0,0.0,0.058071595923420566,0.055104236044849486,0.0,0.0,0.027893869905063404,0.6514702926955791,0.0,0.0,0.033264167849485576,0.032962032749965814,0.07147936899081897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625744918853292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02411910891263807,0.0,0.1265253880937285,0.03168808109682306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444617602262476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232890146287448,0.09981386663434688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502093825719667,0.08594522145771971,0.03427944364587493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031394717755187755,0.0,0.09894926986454322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03734493785563837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362940714447926,0.07827543393954722,0.0,0.0,0.07843591336541868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899893896348026,0.151552343575282,0.0,0.0,0.023223071221653898,0.0,0.026202090724295,0.08229183194554329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02466902012017604,0.026371417407066583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021797491413524557,0.08409323608895752,0.0,0.026047457533536555,0.09565880978877997,0.037710243040338286,0.0,0.06270267982673881,0.0,0.0,0.035687834320584394,0.0,0.239094408617106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03870435007194449,0.1041721330771582,0.0,0.0,0.029500110441883845,0.0,0.08881770533685282,0.0,0.037729855350225466,0.0,0.0,0.023886054667926968,0.0,0.0,0.09322906771152477,0.03587256022468016,0.0,0.04225710008589033
lonely,insertcreativename55,2019/10/02,"To anyone who needs someone to talk to If you want to, message me. I may not be able to message back right away, because I’m busy with school, but when I’m able to, I’ll get back to you and maybe we could make some small talk.",3.2941333333333347,2.885840680000001,3.890000000000001,96.85833333333336,72.2,6.666666666666668,24.66666666666667,3.1291,0.0062666666666664214,174,4,45,0,3,55,35,50,0.0,0.975,0.025,0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,9,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,9,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,3,26,6,1,0.4934603343573967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251946965347492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318111139248329,0.3794405376322007,0.0,0.15040441984551825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699396187576404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890632893876205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469430248292802,0.0,0.2478736157194684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294729265640836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070621465987854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497041014798049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905366998085567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396624724811227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455278451602003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BootyDroppinJane,2019/10/02,"Stop blaming solitude on low self-esteem: a rant I hesitated on posting this here because what I’m dealing with is not loneliness. It’s like the calm acceptance that comes after you’ve realized you pretty much have to be alone. When you google things like “Can’t love” of “must be alone” or “not wanted” everything that comes up is about self-worth. “Oh well you feel like you don’t deserve to be loved, so that’s why you’re alone.” No. No no no no. I’m so sick of reading this. Undoubtedly it’s true for some, but for me this does not resonate. I *did* hate myself for probably the first 25 years of my life. But that’s no longer the case (after much therapy and support group work) and at this point I do love myself. I’m very aware of my flaws, but I know they don’t make me unloveable. But just because I feel loveable does not mean that people suddenly love me. That’s a bullshit narrative that I am sick of hearing, not only because it’s not true, but because it places the blame on YOU. “Well yeah others would love you but they can’t because YOU don’t love yourself.” If anyone reading this came from an abusive family, which I have a feeling many of you have, you know this isn’t true. Your family didn’t NOT love you because you didn’t love yourself. That was their shit, not some unconscious belief around your lovability that you had as a baby. Children inherently feel lovable and are only taught otherwise by the people around them who mistreat them. So that “low self-worth” narrative literally does not hold up to 30 seconds of scrutiny. 

I’m also frustrated by it because it overlooks the fact that, for any multitude of reasons, some of us are genuinely more difficult to love. While I am aware of some of my inherent disagreeability, people that I care about often leave me or get angry with me even when I’m behaving as well as I possibly can with them. Even when I’m doing my best to be open, communicative, loving, and respectful, this happens to me. (And this happens to everyone to some extent I think. Loving yourself does not, I repeat, does not mean others will magically love you, too.)

And so when I Google these terms, what I’m looking for is somebody who shares my experience. That’s also why am posting this here. If you hate yourself and that’s why you feel lonely, then this post probably isn’t for you. But if you also feel the way I feel for the love of God please say something because according to pop psychology websites, people like me supposedly don’t exist, or we’re patronized and told that we must just subconsciously believe we don’t deserve love. Bollocks. This is also why I find self-improvement talk frustrating at this point in my life. It focuses solely on the psychology of the individual, completely ignoring the majority of our lives are determined by external circumstances, not by our thought patterns. Annoying.

/end rant",5.637120411087505,6.759945862888486,6.139112604377687,77.3797336824942,67.51919561243145,9.569820643312417,31.78561193734869,9.77003265185595,3.0539601660161084,2285,93,421,50,37,740,234,547,0.139,0.642,0.21899999999999997,0.997,2,5,1,0,0,0,68.0,5,19,6,3,27,43,6,0,16,1,38,19,1,2,7,83,88,38,0,7,27,0,7,4,0,4,4,2,0,1,43,19,0,3,18,2,0,3,29,12,3,2,9,10,60,31,56,71,12,39,1,3,1,14,54,17,1,12,19,288,103,4,0.0,0.06119984608518402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048944669844148,0.0,0.16522615797046153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03512551707774525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036116676111933615,0.0,0.0,0.09196347194222453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518954053487353,0.0,0.0,0.05819475550786219,0.05420618278189989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059076776710920875,0.052663234933062575,0.0,0.0,0.08898822637790048,0.054156734193441546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325152893844113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22600754908528775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045748843427015816,0.0,0.0,0.06823206724872778,0.0,0.0,0.04935624167809719,0.04642199700728559,0.050526122273180187,0.0973868871782473,0.0,0.1828196304635189,0.03690060447515627,0.0,0.0,0.04720951084346425,0.04393564744838737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02698633458827045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913523895429107,0.0,0.0,0.10199243329773247,0.0,0.0,0.05821619746024576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677380042944553,0.0,0.0,0.054692610840451315,0.0,0.0,0.07296747181279413,0.10093934144946773,0.0,0.045610163337954916,0.0,0.04337514758909404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6526584222806544,0.0,0.03447848983192678,0.052367596158143036,0.0,0.11252957674719012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594116052723274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856821013141713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323754629682972,0.0,0.053965939250176134,0.056699008036353575,0.0976567435668465,0.0582305088088304,0.148406644458187,0.0525492304845674,0.11138040777579578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333309064760053,0.0,0.0,0.05310744201580167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04107619478310006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553957124120565,0.0,0.05302061817440154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03976466990487307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04318385919985901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861472138113835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04151637711605774,0.0,0.0,0.05906921239406895,0.0,0.03431567062699562,0.03309687955418079,0.0,0.041006368872195234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935624167809719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062131678775928886,0.0,0.0,0.0426187776040027,0.030466022527635986,0.04099940377736911,0.0,0.0,0.13932558396452566,0.0,0.1864336321621499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03760368425030874,0.0,0.0,0.03669250190030534,0.0,0.0,0.03326255991319438
lonely,Girish0,2019/10/02,"21 M. All i have for friends are snakes. I have been suffering from social anxiety and depression since I was a kid. Being an introvert to top they during course of my childhood I made a few true friends that are now in faraway cities. But now as I reach towards the end of my engineering school I realise that all I made were friends that wanted to use me for my brains, money even fucking WiFi. I tried to treat my disorders for awhile but ran out of patience and it was not very effective. That was ten days ago.
Who needs enemies when your so called friends want you to fail. Whenever I try to improve my condition they gang up and destroy whatever self esteem I have left. Someone among them found my medical file and now the entire world thinks I am crazy. When I try to lose weight or try to study or try anything productive same shit happens. My projects even though way ahead of others don't have deserving or serious people. 
What do I do? How do I get out of this pit? How do I find some good friends if any?",3.69125,5.363393631840797,4.103404850746268,88.01839085820896,72.88059701492537,8.010074626865674,28.48289800995025,8.660442795831766,2.0337584577114427,804,32,166,15,16,252,132,201,0.162,0.705,0.133,-0.8898,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,3,5,11,16,3,0,5,0,18,5,2,6,3,30,30,17,0,4,7,0,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,9,6,1,0,4,0,1,1,2,8,0,1,9,1,28,8,24,20,5,21,0,4,0,1,15,9,2,5,10,112,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361741965185546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716187311571577,0.0,0.09805181179571887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547526176543126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308319121704266,0.13087872016210264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266082776061623,0.0,0.1103950117481833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689708915490274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352302308177907,0.0,0.0,0.1693138004144751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171475820522548,0.0,0.0,0.14053481741398385,0.4951297883091647,0.1184936527459952,0.06696497779761851,0.0,0.0,0.1075052313102034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334274978120465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392600805011506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339253490185114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24256033221738066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129120572848305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950384786513528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885885443406655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297176775510616,0.0,0.0,0.1337121437839606,0.0,0.13156749788494934,0.10602583289196116,0.0,0.0,0.1306559892693859,0.1086003649629114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212793024064463,0.1259290874982005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351044582090365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070011320737758,0.0,0.10575595165318047,0.15119923126067214,0.10173757220294953,0.0,0.15607989367940855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,joshuae16,2019/10/02,"feeling it today 27/m/wa Looking to break out of my shell here, message me for solid convo thanks reddit",0.6857142857142868,3.211852809523812,2.873333333333335,86.93000000000004,92.33333333333331,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.031742857142857066,83,3,14,0,3,28,21,21,0.0,0.727,0.273,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,4,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073215806473537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5103983209498301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5595799209022759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.57612265374919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,armchannel12345,2019/10/02,"I'm lonely I'm lonely, despite being married.  The wife focuses exclusive on the kids, her career.  I'm kind of just there, to help out.  I thought this is fine, because I can just seek a social life elsewhere, and turn to reddit to make new connections.

However, every time I talk to somebody, and tell them I'm married, they don't want to be my friend, even platonic, because I'm married.  I don't know why people can't accept me for the person that I am.  As an individual. With feelings.  As opposed to stereotyping me, and labeling me, and relegating me as a marital status.

Perhaps that's the way it is, especially for the San Francisco bay area where men is abundant (given the huge tech industry).   It is what it is.",3.2769761904761907,5.224546364285715,5.311428571428575,77.76190476190479,74.64285714285714,8.380952380952381,30.23809523809524,9.075114841892004,2.875380952380953,561,26,103,13,12,194,92,140,0.062,0.852,0.085,0.4756,1,4,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,0,9,0,12,1,0,1,0,15,24,7,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,7,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,13,4,15,20,0,8,0,2,0,0,12,5,0,0,2,65,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165289220682683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714792905160692,0.0,0.2187445285839916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127376189771453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058496024490247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402058293991934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703585812881429,0.1426826331093427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338020232623853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330112402697426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507466043649673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999068330075368,0.22669377776532434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26465410718728394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086760427969268,0.2269229346372315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611256039513806,0.15138891912603467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823965025109467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313303959680366,0.20607755135709133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342703970477706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lostaf99,2019/10/02,Creating scenarios in my head I keep creating scenarios in my head that i know will never happen and it fucking kills me inside.,4.98,7.212943666666668,6.789999999999999,67.75500000000001,70.66666666666666,11.466666666666667,32.83333333333333,11.20814326018867,4.8784833333333335,104,5,16,4,2,36,18,24,0.139,0.6990000000000001,0.162,-0.10099999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,12,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123423767395161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987648961142371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6934753414148268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30030188719475204,0.3737875452908688,0.0,0.18567679151234684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26057533271306843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RhymesTimewithThyme,2019/10/02,"Me too Lonely, debilitated. I envy you young people because you still have time before you get to my point. 29 y/o, no car, minimum wage job, the silver lining is I am very good looking but with schizoaffective bipolar. I get female attention but I can't do anything about it. Never in a million years would I have the confidence to cold approach a girl in the wild. I only see them at work (my only social life) where it'd be inappropriate for me t o try anything even though finding love is a fundamental part of life... 

I coped with alcohol and weed for so long. I'm sober now and things are improving but it feels like there's no light at the end of the tunnel.",2.5621177944862157,4.5627675112781985,4.3475375939849625,83.63353696741856,76.89473684210526,7.140100250626568,23.865288220551378,8.07648339933343,1.3883588972431085,521,17,104,9,12,176,97,133,0.057,0.799,0.14400000000000002,0.9392,2,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,1,1,9,4,0,0,8,0,11,5,0,0,1,12,18,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,3,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,0,5,15,3,13,15,1,16,0,1,2,1,7,6,0,0,9,68,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049465575904429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156249731718397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690277985737108,0.0,0.16318433396369145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985357758228342,0.0,0.0,0.12666397508518765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696597447021044,0.13700236367839805,0.0,0.0,0.1752766564572158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003865073862589,0.0,0.0,0.16084973471588065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030468661061728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709092778336483,0.09369039182019667,0.0,0.0,0.1697126913944847,0.16104066123377742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308223343461526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790682984800285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917033650555022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767100725951507,0.0,0.132950954931996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812870668121556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281791092021305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954879865555624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531498236365548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740517544293875,0.0,0.1884155782024348,0.0,0.11182412886503412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020098803318056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582324558602672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961271633848027,0.0,0.0,0.13622973284896725,0.0,0.0,0.12349524878840515
lonely,ketan993,2019/10/02,"Feeling lonely after Ghosting My best friend of 7 years just ghosted me. Stopped replying to my messages and then blocked me from all social media and even calls and messages. I am shocked as well as hurt since I don't even know the reason behind it. Last time we talked, everything was good between us. No fights or arguments. Unable to cope up with the fact that my best friend has ghosted me. It's affecting my work as well as my mental health. It's true what they say....End of a Friendship hurts much more than the end of a romantic relationship.",3.8765303983228527,5.927586254716985,4.031635220125788,87.13527253668764,73.24528301886792,6.975262054507338,27.815513626834374,7.793537801064563,1.6783010482180292,437,17,84,6,9,135,78,106,0.174,0.585,0.24100000000000002,0.872,0,2,0,0,1,0,13.0,2,0,1,3,5,13,1,0,5,0,4,1,0,2,3,16,6,9,3,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,1,13,8,16,5,5,8,0,3,0,0,12,1,0,1,7,59,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356831940806114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736001564186779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301158424222192,0.0,0.0,0.2245812168654192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279485141809826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596262878381611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627000282140807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259709254615338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071365657756114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640004095734484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343355478326852,0.13858158984802635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133101911964896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497758699884667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747995397683164,0.0,0.18252810194273866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519950634005742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406347888462524,0.0,0.0,0.1733047217004364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213674067203488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664833660366252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913473392310126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045022023812363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30572046691942795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376997368073735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094814576573362
lonely,papillon1529,2019/10/02,"New here, lonely, too... Hi All, 

Just walked back to my office from the break room. No one even looked up at me. Of course, this is nothing new, but I finally occurred to me that maybe I could post here about it. Maybe there is somewhere here that know what this feels like. 

I just wish I knew why it is like this. Did I do something? 

I hope I’m not the only one.

And if you’re reading this, please know that you’re not alone...",-0.2380286006128678,1.9476414382022504,0.6912972420837598,104.5171092951992,89.6741573033708,3.685801838610828,14.832482124616954,4.851557810540192,-1.3697280898876407,324,6,80,1,11,99,61,89,0.036000000000000004,0.779,0.185,0.9431,0,3,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,15,14,3,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,2,9,3,7,11,1,10,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,2,6,52,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504121255466828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522296776877427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806601745777266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307598670030807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001015317656139,0.14143256471815854,0.0,0.2168706860957209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663271249934405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176025113339113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344005532174535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662481809121703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39778270254135184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824087741389941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899612574865389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26830442147729444,0.15056804112359293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217315847195834,0.0,0.0,0.1896042322835904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802743394601552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240994909998298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786406152517571,0.0,0.2276601680113696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Doom7313,2019/10/02,"I 100% believe this https://i.redd.it/lwubgc4bu3q31.jpg

For all of you who think the pain will never end.",8.475000000000001,12.839966500000005,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,71.5,5.7,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.6363499999999997,88,2,13,1,2,21,16,16,0.191,0.809,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5503103408265745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326173621494353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37671895690116175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197400023980415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129758843182465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LSolostar1989,2019/10/02,"[NSFW] Lonely, broke, screwed in the head Ergh where to start. 

Firstly I'm broke AF (don't pity me) and living paycheck to paycheck. Also, I'm lonely as a 30yo male in the South West of the UK.

This all started a month or two ago when my other half broke it off with me and took everything.

I moved out of the house and went to live with mum. Then as the loneliness creeped in I started to hit up guys  and offer head to them just for the fucking company. 

Now the problem is that I've done that, it's all I wanna do. Part of me screams to pick myself up and deal with it and the other half says ""no, get used, you love it"". 

Ive never done anything for money in that way but the idea is slowly creeping in. Heck, I'd probably do better than this dead end job. Fucking giving handys to strangers or jerking off with someone just for a place to stay and a chat. 

Just wanted to rant somewhere neutral.",2.8460077220077227,4.01754558918919,3.787355212355212,91.44520270270272,74.18918918918921,6.1505791505791505,25.10617760617761,6.1826913282559595,0.6261583011583007,694,22,151,4,14,223,113,185,0.133,0.8079999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.8825,1,4,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,2,7,14,4,0,13,0,8,6,2,2,3,27,23,15,1,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,11,12,0,0,1,1,1,3,3,12,0,4,4,2,11,2,33,18,3,30,0,6,0,4,11,14,4,2,11,102,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034099071880914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758684486313095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100037262734592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300438360277502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159050719144468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009434086268749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023269973225174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214895818877032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507109585876452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718699322714523,0.07682168435394597,0.14105297884600868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559149180026387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018083810311843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696629895680967,0.0,0.1659888647000766,0.0,0.0,0.1459132828508987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25967584147594697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270822349890196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736493701212668,0.15627893405513496,0.0,0.0,0.11340535792137098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922865044406154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153624210704895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585326547660349,0.14069623723382846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693112526145233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458546590006953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31222437768468203,0.15672375618267834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336547486104974,0.0,0.0,0.14363550492502544,0.0,0.0,0.12699428021113568,0.0,0.0,0.08672727148189778,0.11671252519984747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136306405510139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tiikeri23,2019/10/02,"Hopeless 32f I worked really hard to move up in the company I work for; it worked and I got promoted a year and a half ago. It's salaried so my ""50"" hour work week turns into 60/70+. I'm either at work or too tired from work. I slowly stopped talking to each one of my friends while I tried to be good at my new job. And I was. I had made a couple of work friends, but at home I was still really lonely. Then I moved locations this past May. I have no one now. I don't click with a single person at work and while I've always been great at my job, I'm getting extremely depressed and I feel like it's making my untreated adhd worse which is making it really hard to actually be good at my job no matter how many 14 hour days I put in. I don't have energy or focus so my success is inconsistent which just feeds my misery. I'm making more money, but I'm caught up in all of these bills and have no time for life outside of work even if there was someone and I'm drowning in a pain I can't express to anyone and I don't know what to do because I feel like I'm failing everything and I'm all alone and will always be.",0.9093070044709392,2.4965329262295093,3.195290611028317,91.90805514157977,80.39344262295083,6.403576751117736,20.517138599105813,7.348242739294969,0.4330885245901639,870,23,203,12,22,299,130,244,0.187,0.696,0.11699999999999999,-0.9518,4,3,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,0,12,9,13,0,0,6,0,20,4,0,5,2,33,38,21,1,1,7,0,4,2,2,2,3,0,1,1,9,13,1,1,3,0,2,4,7,5,0,3,8,5,25,8,27,25,6,32,0,4,1,0,5,13,0,4,17,126,34,15,0.0,0.0,0.09205255608771844,0.0,0.11336643155642467,0.0,0.08361792916971808,0.0,0.0,0.0976975200258146,0.0,0.0,0.15698037538359552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595778900667916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575027445294657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437444532603253,0.0,0.0608351013601337,0.0,0.08124636434567223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062304131769120676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847777983329847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539225097665002,0.1347788637386306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575837999319366,0.0,0.04928357629922258,0.0,0.0,0.15823920037289713,0.0754443865245653,0.10399925218572308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900245643162773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462076687740947,0.0,0.18579226557231926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28082416321360976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184134799984222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662812900145113,0.09216982987530928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925740762677582,0.1888981935011245,0.09563590091958928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005159047276683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110458430285208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784101431951747,0.0,0.10037386164827602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004874020132947,0.0,0.08236539210434264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482778998761278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812908045323421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992557526037745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533212806444874,0.07886417522949478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581894949734494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055004631388589374,0.10841855666968676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404393600811306,0.10260404536681984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566590461776884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6180608308394452,0.0,0.09613041588367584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074548227464336
lonely,blackmagecoffee,2019/10/02,"Do I really want to continue into old age like this? I've been thinking about if I even want to try anymore in life, about how much better it would be if I could just snap my fingers and not have to exist anymore. I know there's no relief coming and can't stay optimistic anymore. Due to age there simply aren't enough people looking for friendship for me to have a reasonable chance of finding any, and without at least an occasional coffee or text conversation this life is too burdensome. I can't even count on seeing blood family regularly and when I do see them, it's often bad news. Mom's in the hospital again or cousins are getting into trouble, etc.

I can't subsist off work, hobbies, small talk with strangers, and Netflix. Especially not when work is draining no matter what I choose. I can be drained due to office politics in in something like IT or I can be drained due to working around suffering all day at a nonprofit. Is anything out there perfect? Doubtful. Life is going to be 50 more years of exactly this and nothing more. I'm not socially anxious and there's nothing to fix. I already went to therapy.

I'm dating someone but I'm scared how my loneliness will affect us and of burdening them with being my sole source of social fulfillment outside of professional interactions. They've got their own shit going on and I'm not here to dump mine on them, especially when it can't be fixed. They'll just feel guilty for not being able to make me feel better, or for not being enough. If I continue with them I'll be locked in and leaving or dying would only hurt them more. Even worse if I waited until we had children. I often get sparse to no time to talk to them except through text due to our working and sleeping hours. 

My performance at work is dipping because I just can't be arsed with myself sometimes. I'm tired and I have no way to recharge, no hope, and no control.",4.9000870827285885,6.088860237196766,5.623517520215632,80.15981702260007,69.26954177897575,8.403110097449721,31.25036284470247,8.730908602173464,2.531624009952312,1512,63,282,25,26,492,196,371,0.159,0.767,0.07400000000000001,-0.9882,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,3,0,8,10,23,16,2,2,4,0,36,8,4,6,3,71,60,29,1,10,21,2,3,2,0,4,4,0,0,1,8,23,0,2,7,1,0,4,19,9,0,0,4,6,35,7,52,41,10,42,0,2,3,0,20,17,1,13,21,199,43,7,0.10012896854927993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104948066586622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809113218214627,0.0,0.0,0.11311723388290786,0.2979030940332813,0.0,0.0,0.08239760957502319,0.08913601058295179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360350634883834,0.06103768986415532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711187157503433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625224038041877,0.0,0.0,0.11230315236702752,0.0799448338182757,0.0,0.0,0.06457490125139245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391806102874854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691998134370526,0.11167026782994202,0.1984027181640189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439268029826632,0.0,0.10125643007479132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151606326482974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462650679245188,0.0,0.113811200599083,0.0,0.08008228310421245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945065850853352,0.0986068645762722,0.0,0.10719013174858928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055028262515933866,0.0,0.0,0.10602212021195703,0.0,0.0,0.21217215495525996,0.09783591264723517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408311545626622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683686402082747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726983780220145,0.0,0.0,0.07360631287050252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215289163249885,0.0,0.10506850898700182,0.0,0.0,0.07615259256585408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941681937917396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414518120144135,0.10294925612482243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024656515762266,0.0,0.1595796483850327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278094732389424,0.0,0.0,0.10020128049288167,0.2041377477952972,0.0848389501210205,0.0770841718480385,0.09903011018633416,0.0,0.0,0.10672415789034508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095974420398665,0.0,0.0,0.114506201862239,0.0,0.0,0.06415860001583099,0.0,0.0,0.05838600677692031,0.11508351978108927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679809970068456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044282061005875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811731980497127,0.07947771461456389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282055699439194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652075257093068,0.0,0.3644754081706781,0.0,0.10203997320881612,0.14225749283390887,0.0,0.0,0.06447977288854942
lonely,Sky1sFall1ng,2019/10/02,"So used to it that its normal It sucks,  I only have one life here as far as I know and am such a loner. Sometimes I embrace being a loner but then it hits hard at times. Most people I just cant relate with or am too quiet for anyone to give me a chance irl. So it's kinda my fault. The toughest was having to eat lunch alone during hs while seeing others make friends effortlessly. I sometimes could eat with others but it was all just with fake people. I cared too much what people think I'd be fine doing it now. 

 I am starting to feel like theres good  chance I'll be forever alone. It's a massive universe we have billions of people here yet it feels like I'm living in a shell. Tons of mental illnesses and life is just flying by daily. I don't even want anyone to feel bad at all for me. I don't even really wish for anything anymore. I don't wish for a relationship, a better life or pretty much anything. I dont deserve this life or anything good so why should I ask for it. I dont even have it the worst definitely not the best. I dont even remember what it's like to not be lonely. Aside from having friends as a kid that was it really. Well that's life I guess",1.328706128863281,3.120143497991968,3.2755474070193813,90.86097957045575,79.88353413654619,5.6155753448576915,19.259821896280773,6.498293943080001,0.024157883708747274,917,21,200,8,23,309,132,249,0.16899999999999998,0.633,0.198,0.885,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,2,19,18,1,0,11,0,26,9,0,2,2,35,45,15,0,6,10,0,4,3,2,1,6,1,0,1,21,6,3,0,6,0,0,0,9,6,1,2,3,6,19,12,24,35,8,10,0,1,1,0,7,4,1,6,9,141,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047004813992394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098005302409909,0.13819789036742347,0.0,0.2439673345257848,0.0,0.09238563787435522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251260647864844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370805001701544,0.08740041417037282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075605995852537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890167411548986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474574779904173,0.0,0.0,0.2022400467272929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610851485878197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990277919683442,0.14119753644949362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269993826197553,0.0,0.0,0.09479948567862373,0.0,0.1657751419074093,0.0,0.0,0.1088640549034148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852549220304462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431022655001482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490060463593111,0.14483895195837518,0.0,0.08726202174701601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596474358630898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995897724860977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452917226434592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968250055653744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696464036870542,0.07515891590116873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740441376481949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053794500484432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661636634932047,0.0,0.0,0.10609831330135283,0.11194655602364643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874868713193778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547583272996832,0.0,0.06994702903592444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332142689372773,0.0,0.0,0.057624157304386386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535085573262495,0.0,0.0,0.05828803331952408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885323831403523,0.0,0.08917187789684293,0.0,0.22728184937422755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Exitio_Interfectorem,2019/10/02,15m read desc please If u lonley or wanna talk pms are open :),-2.11785714285714,-0.2880584999999982,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,98.28571428571428,2.8000000000000003,7.0,3.1291,-2.2738857142857145,47,0,11,0,2,17,14,14,0.0,0.675,0.325,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,4,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6500479236601966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5923512892659024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759807213008636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kiteyky,2019/10/02,"Can someone pretend to love me I just want to see that message one more time. That “I love you” or that “I hope you sleep well tonight.” 

Even if it’s fake, even if it’s a single word, I want to remember what it felt like.",0.956875,2.190570937500002,2.3649999999999984,99.48,79.20833333333334,5.633333333333334,22.416666666666664,5.985473137389443,-0.043808333333333234,167,5,43,1,4,54,33,48,0.08199999999999999,0.5820000000000001,0.336,0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,10,8,3,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,7,5,3,7,2,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,3,29,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557615748843275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585857534554561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26749172003553545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157427486017975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486136708640185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824956038134808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050827156524602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146101155555224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695106625815272,0.0,0.2281907132061222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704042198398047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176993045039324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421475765063747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lexloner,2019/10/02,"I am struggling right now and have no one to talk to I’m just really struggling right now, no trigger but I can’t sleep and really feel alone. Bf was insistent on going to bed and my best friend was asleep before I was having an issue. Fuck this.",2.8614705882352967,4.245117058823531,4.190343137254903,87.72904411764708,74.49019607843138,7.452941176470588,20.59313725490196,8.07648339933343,0.7834666666666665,194,4,41,3,4,64,37,51,0.23399999999999999,0.605,0.161,-0.145,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,2,1,0,7,3,2,1,0,7,11,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,1,4,2,4,8,1,6,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25079012447762383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604832556818414,0.0,0.2541171822881271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243624244665326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708132126839544,0.22385998218104886,0.0,0.0,0.137617094928208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25273740757605445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408432827192512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102497274123996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135825501842449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242320774351413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062869392931851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462770167735655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Warmee,2019/10/02,"Feeling really lonely in college. This will most likely just be me ranting and writing out the thoughts I have.

So for a little back ground information. I am a 18 year old male at his first year of university, I have no roommate and have only had about 4 or 5 actual conversations with people here so far. 

In highschool I was typically the kid everyone overlooked until senior year. My senior year was wonderful, I had so many friends and someone always wanted to spend time with me outside of class which was really nice, also going to a pretty small highschool everyone knew me and said hi in the hallways or in classes. Of course though I lose that social life I had after I moved to my dorm about an hour away from home, ever since I got here ive spent most of my days locked into my room hiding from everyone because I think they already have negative thoughts towards me. This behavior has lead me into a downward spiral of missing class and scrambling to come up with deals with my instructors to let me turn in my homework a little late. 

Im so pissed off at the world and at myself most of all, I have no one here I can hit up and ask to hang out with, no one to ask me how my days going in the hall, the only person I have that I talk to everyday is my girlfriend, who lives 900 miles away :( 

im so tired mentally I just want to lay in bed all day and give up, I thought going to college was going to be a lot of fun, I thought living alone and having freedom was going to be amazing but all ive gotten from it was my depressive tendencies back and a general disinterest in life.

im sorry for the rant and any formatting errors, I just needed a place to write my thoughts down and share them to the world. 

Thank you.",7.259765385923156,5.857038774566476,7.694467868072086,76.14786297177832,64.4335260115607,10.568922135328119,33.93675620537232,9.478462496947786,2.9314221693301588,1360,47,268,21,17,450,184,346,0.10099999999999999,0.828,0.07,-0.7677,0,3,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,3,19,12,1,0,17,0,27,4,1,2,4,54,56,24,0,3,6,0,1,1,2,1,3,1,5,3,7,22,0,0,10,0,2,9,4,5,0,3,19,2,42,7,58,31,7,64,0,4,0,0,23,35,1,7,21,195,49,12,0.0,0.0,0.09032002266060074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585874198004332,0.10213639785669207,0.07401594919978384,0.07701291340788544,0.0,0.0,0.06294036052347893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305227546362653,0.0,0.17391634899681538,0.14233768141888847,0.0,0.056420477710569614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972766690057713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790703474275487,0.09541981751880033,0.07971721569360735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372101261952672,0.0,0.26531990732784994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467984303534525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872696889026061,0.0,0.0,0.07150752104815344,0.0,0.0,0.08878688877906828,0.2630048057562814,0.0,0.07402443767037332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283989681272156,0.0,0.09114772228956657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999248310230224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044057175514885,0.0,0.0,0.09464343751968828,0.13074822421030827,0.04521754461130239,0.1855282213341924,0.1634549673772329,0.0,0.0,0.103545019404485,0.0,0.07868668451041802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383592488179393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327335470185688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983709840797683,0.0,0.06862812713969267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712057390404567,0.0,0.12543490155004547,0.1407840192191493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416576576272623,0.08081518208168506,0.09669994792891697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416138998351144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858580409157013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804070148686162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656219294602255,0.0,0.0,0.094347847002432,0.07842128535572493,0.0,0.0,0.10360739375573973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743919509435196,0.0,0.0852119200362479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930530579041985,0.09093450936978954,0.3673904123407152,0.05396938189007237,0.10637799656431507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067292095365174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918230398497122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003716091802203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384087338257809
lonely,scotsguy76,2019/10/02,"Self employed problems 43/M - I run my own business, working from home. I live alone following the breakdown of my marriage, and can literally go for days without any human contact. Do any other self employed people experience the loneliness?",6.096219512195122,9.277777097560977,6.539207317073172,66.43612804878053,70.70731707317074,8.002439024390245,41.95731707317073,8.841846274778883,4.845141463414634,195,13,25,4,4,63,35,41,0.17600000000000002,0.8240000000000001,0.0,-0.7579,2,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,15,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807112570118023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36862715605009866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479561168729008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26512493351453803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403584086125574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718709175274877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393294988517512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879020357697752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25934457172534675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5654987155565847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612687539462493,0.0,0.19731722598583026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mercuric_Lemon,2019/10/02,"Here if anyone needs someone to talk to. I've been having a rough time of it myself and want to be helpful to others in pain. If anyone needs someone to talk to, then I'm here and happy to chat. You can message me about anything at anytime. It doesn't matter how old this post is when you see it, the invitation remains open. Just dm me if you want to talk.",2.2783999999999978,3.626861306666669,3.7596666666666683,90.3715,75.93333333333334,5.533333333333334,23.166666666666664,5.46131890053228,0.2404666666666664,278,8,60,1,6,92,52,75,0.055999999999999994,0.828,0.11599999999999999,0.5756,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,13,12,8,0,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,6,1,12,10,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,3,4,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079826545253607,0.0,0.1812321618537037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23444104734318905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761685984462244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265984583868894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310964253049361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23434236366130254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109213675873655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549638159308958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732036989697283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5310423912288497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841904376548516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25979706609242625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rissmunoz,2019/10/02,Scared of reaching the edge I want help I want to feel someone there. I'm too sad to even write a post to talk about how I feel. I feel so alone,-0.08727272727272606,1.2871239090909157,1.2151515151515149,105.94272727272728,82.63636363636364,4.4,17.060606060606062,3.1291,-1.3215575757575757,111,2,31,0,3,35,24,33,0.24100000000000002,0.56,0.19899999999999998,-0.5448,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465006800232357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22097207810959066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074869836556142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424684479594864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204136115027664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33495042857097795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834694900305704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689046513415665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946613714706616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Generation-ill,2019/10/02,I don’t know how much more I can really handle (29m) I just feel like everything I do for anyone in my life is never enough. My mom is currently dealing with Major med issues and I wait on her all day no matter what. I have a supportive fiancée who is 2300 miles away. I just feel like my life is falling apart. I feel so alone. I’m so sorry is any of you have to read this,0.2374390243902447,1.963816097560976,2.797743902439024,93.26051829268292,83.14634146341461,6.051219512195122,17.567073170731707,7.1686216300943375,0.02001951219512188,288,6,68,4,8,100,60,82,0.102,0.792,0.106,0.0749,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,1,2,13,17,4,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,13,3,7,17,5,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,46,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767973890050565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292740507597046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469604784812842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974679860081911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355466236661956,0.2166830122572506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21716877840062232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889332094415115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188150571310607,0.3003006407959977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936993335020602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550765151330475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29690812459994503,0.20536349844356308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334590010472256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24615648284290695,0.0,0.0,0.15450410293734854,0.0,0.16210127544121802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102336382985088,0.0,0.1346446152888884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352756770541243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23850609822239455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,4304894,2019/10/02,"45M in a desperate need for an online male friend 45M in desperate need of an online friend

In a long distance marriage at the moment so feeling very lonely. Need someone for a daily contact.
Preferably male, as I’m married. Age doesn’t matter, as long as we get along together. Looking for long term friendship with maybe even meeting one day if you’re from Europe too.",3.9987499999999976,5.987974708333336,4.659444444444446,83.03000000000002,72.75,6.466666666666668,30.055555555555557,7.1686216300943375,1.9177888888888888,297,13,52,3,6,95,53,72,0.10099999999999999,0.736,0.163,0.5768,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,8,5,0,5,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,2,14,8,1,11,0,1,1,0,8,4,0,1,7,27,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466572508435616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501986924845022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498267420642792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513846910629359,0.0,0.1188095959435582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6037381424750113,0.19096271641471355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284586363691204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058532214458199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409534369116087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267930648108605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763273427065474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,beeeetleeee,2019/10/02,"I just don’t want to have people leave my life all the time I keep meeting new people and they’re all incredibly nice and they seem like they like me but the next day they always start dry texting or leave me on read, I don’t even have any irl friends that like me, i fucked up my relationship with one of my friends because i was a dumbass, i want someone to come into my life and I don’t want to feel lonely and bored all the time, i want someone to fill in the void and not leave me after a few days, not necessarily in a romantic way (though it would be nice), is that honestly too much to ask for, I just don’t want to feel miserable and alone all the time.",9.939999999999998,4.709455340425532,9.634950354609929,76.21200000000003,62.97163120567376,13.26581560283688,38.1290780141844,9.888512548439397,3.2359265248226947,517,14,123,7,5,170,78,141,0.18899999999999997,0.636,0.175,-0.7384,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,5,12,1,1,8,0,10,3,0,0,4,29,23,9,0,6,6,0,2,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,3,1,0,2,6,4,0,1,1,2,20,8,15,20,6,17,0,2,0,1,8,5,1,2,12,78,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530870049139905,0.0,0.0,0.11674101012807195,0.0,0.0,0.09540895078751316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131161752936077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855257030071772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085620394377675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809640515044356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266696247994477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187999882396024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167911813620871,0.12970527914729854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470526898608952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456729793814204,0.0,0.0,0.1981963685222712,0.205630780599482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313679413533748,0.0,0.0,0.13550281266462647,0.14921086013978355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507105019330572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453299399565185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403381726523385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062991473947926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772403771100574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377518175291292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993052075204558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784423948624305,0.0,0.24543053414167865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137634810609137,0.1113637726287242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966524052381824,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Justagamernerd,2019/10/02,"All my head keeps screaming at me Can’t stop the feeling my head keeps trying to tell me...all I hear is you’re alone, no one loves you, you’re alone. Who’s there for you...? No matter how much I try to shake it; it always comes back.",-0.8335294117647081,1.1248812352941189,0.6818627450980408,105.3133823529412,89.58823529411768,3.4000000000000004,12.42156862745098,3.1291,-1.8945843137254903,177,2,46,0,6,56,37,51,0.27,0.616,0.114,-0.765,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,1,1,8,8,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,3,7,1,4,8,2,5,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593311772899642,0.0,0.0,0.18451333415964624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051166494672254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910175448977223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212320162749967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551578893674085,0.0,0.24992778403995256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942022592173183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013756643562988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301138511283206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502631888655188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539249739703836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938188224853272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301106686404289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RePlayQuix,2019/10/02,My god... he said he would give me another chance I seriously fucked things up with my last boyfriend. After I lost him I realized he was the best thing that ever happened to me. I made the biggest mistake of my life when I hurt him and I was never going to be happy without him. After about a month or two without talking we started messaging again... but he didn’t absolutely despise me anymore. I begged him to give me one day to show him he’s special to me and that I can make him happy... and he agreed. God I’ve never cried so much in my life I’m so happy I’ll get to see him again.  God damn sometimes you get a second chance and I really hope it works out for me,0.9425227963525806,2.904307695035463,3.0669351570415406,91.01250000000002,81.97872340425532,5.730699088145897,22.128166160081054,6.868970318607317,0.5522761904761904,519,17,114,6,14,176,86,141,0.107,0.685,0.20800000000000002,0.9507,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,3,7,13,3,0,4,0,6,3,0,2,3,20,21,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,7,0,3,6,2,28,6,17,13,2,17,0,2,1,1,20,4,2,2,12,79,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555482782359907,0.0,0.0,0.1471142277683236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556745330757668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629454193466367,0.0956675535208074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418275952419206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371386928132663,0.15500390622813648,0.28460405275041345,0.08430550348186043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117729249325444,0.4737346667482734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473359000349925,0.0,0.0,0.15880191014213027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091756272575968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955500869485447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193152246982714,0.0,0.0,0.14036366555409208,0.09901864566517724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184042230009006,0.0,0.10904756708174217,0.0,0.2288191623607577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051957509831183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503092434939578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110608443832168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820842352722563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467128587551388,0.0,0.10499639211631187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923072776668253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971020916021091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449074211511094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859905035394539,0.0,0.10799387979686484,0.0,0.0,0.1053770586225278,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Docsomething1908,2019/10/02,"Stuck in my head and just need a distraction I’ve just been feeling off all day. A friend of mine was in the hospital for about a week after getting struck by a drunk driver, and he finally died from injuries this past Friday. We’ve known there was a high chance he wouldn’t make it, but seeing his mom post plans for a memorial service for him just.., drove the point home that he was gone. I wasn’t particularly close with him, our families were mainly close, but it still just feels weird knowing I won’t ever see him again. Sorry, this post is long, I guess I just need something to help get me out of this rut I’ve been in all day.",5.9348681318681376,5.175616684615388,5.903626373626372,85.81423076923079,66.76923076923077,9.274725274725276,27.802197802197803,8.418075326091056,1.528373626373626,499,12,111,6,7,157,88,130,0.099,0.833,0.068,-0.2263,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,10,3,0,1,8,0,10,2,1,1,3,25,24,4,1,3,7,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,0,4,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,10,4,12,1,16,12,3,23,0,0,2,0,11,9,0,1,10,68,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377188552763765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127619269694235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667115485762818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374335440032118,0.0,0.1863770766992293,0.0,0.0,0.20189363630777785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239112972707038,0.0,0.1925801893946479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302923420666616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914683942650387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353362570316727,0.19472499276260344,0.1848697535187375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128746091465113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631013119482439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302289664710353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158520652804292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733149299887862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593694233381987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742247924616463,0.0,0.35302039758552634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937293794055831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141884545980998,0.0,0.20631079960138207,0.0,0.0,0.14718367232596974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783580389474646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tannenberg1914,2019/10/02,"15M here I know all of this sounds pathetic and stupid, I just wanna put down my thoughts. Probably will delete this later.

I've never had a girlfriend, somedays I feel fine about being alone and other days it's soul crushing. This is my last year of highschool and ive never even asked a girl out. I don't even want anything sexual, I'd just love someone to feel comfortable with, someone I could hold hands with and share some cute shit with before I leave this crappy highschool. The worst part isn't that im lonely, that I can't even imagine a girl dating me. It's that I know the reason why is im a coward, I know I'll never have even a shred of the life I want because im too scared to do something as trivial as approach a girl.",1.8701298701298688,3.730698350649355,3.105194805194806,92.39207792207796,78.48051948051949,5.43896103896104,22.038961038961038,6.1826913282559595,0.2655636363636367,582,17,124,4,14,188,92,154,0.218,0.6759999999999999,0.106,-0.9391,0,3,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,2,1,9,0,12,4,2,1,4,28,22,6,0,4,2,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,10,8,0,1,8,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,2,4,14,5,14,17,4,12,1,1,0,1,7,2,1,1,8,77,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008332480795944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924879531264095,0.0,0.1354715299339681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833594836680149,0.0,0.12330795655051845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156990496868546,0.0,0.0,0.09345512838755347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38284743533764537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654196118497206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695838366183853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23891666446457185,0.11812120131605673,0.0,0.1534390400034165,0.0,0.0,0.10235440084486458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078716566487888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352911735843548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692368818722735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623776760413052,0.0,0.0,0.1456748339340785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489918801593358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508044821849192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874829758631314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455639829771865,0.11155899640731287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504255834724192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094364951784227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075896864185196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933174551865031
lonely,CanSandwich,2019/10/02,"I wish I was loved I wish that I could just have someone who I loved and they loved me back. I wish I could talk to them about my problems and they could talk to me about theirs. Most importantly I wish I just had someone to be with.

Feels bad man",0.9326415094339636,2.708535471698113,1.679849056603775,101.898641509434,81.0754716981132,4.994716981132076,18.147169811320754,5.6839178017228535,-0.7819252830188681,192,4,49,1,5,59,29,53,0.095,0.521,0.384,0.9577,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,4,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,15,15,2,0,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,16,3,6,9,1,1,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,1,1,37,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844957154022362,0.12861948478695368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36897244336312895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788877785367444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170895111629556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739836327427566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610402967765798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476278839858045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.708567469032836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hollycxh,2019/10/02,"The perpetual void of loneliness Even though I know there are a lot of people here on reddit who probably relate to this, it still feels lonely. It still feels lonely when you relate to strangers online. It still feels lonely when you spill your thoughts to the internet or somebody irl. It still feels lonely, and dare I say even *more* lonely when you’re surrounded by a lot of people. 

I wish things were how they used to be. No complicated feelings like when you were a child, the simple cure to loneliness was spending time with your friends/family and that void would be filled. Now nothing can fill it. You just always feels empty and alone and lost and hopeless no matter what you do now.",5.864068376068378,7.208057030769233,5.292564102564104,82.84465811965815,67.15384615384616,8.23931623931624,25.982905982905983,8.515128840125781,1.6617264957264957,554,15,102,8,9,168,80,130,0.22,0.737,0.044000000000000004,-0.9694,0,11,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,7,1,1,17,8,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,2,0,23,20,12,0,2,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,10,6,0,0,8,0,1,2,2,7,0,0,5,7,11,1,11,12,3,15,0,7,0,0,11,2,0,3,12,75,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668560486063428,0.0,0.0,0.13405214962634746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281648164861294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187532434297926,0.0,0.488756748219075,0.11509334440187645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853901797501519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870769703084242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586498611301493,0.273931182157088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458445849780109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233796503024756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736982877935201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811705120095798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.514634198232243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070309105779882,0.0,0.1582847072889646,0.12789926350543787,0.0939415396227394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914287289769642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526263859908296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144442704460728,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelyafhelp,2019/10/02,"Lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely One of my texting buddies just ghosted me .. wow really can’t get any lonelier than this huh? 

So when in doubt I go straight to reddit to contact one of the many lovely people here 

Anyone?",3.78142857142857,6.300728333333336,5.081190476190475,77.33464285714288,75.19047619047619,6.104761904761905,24.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.552742857142857,178,6,27,2,4,59,35,42,0.308,0.53,0.162,-0.7596,0,10,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,2,0,0,3,2,6,4,0,4,0,5,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27494359981373473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28270185806924986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123446983156152,0.0,0.2297778006402407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36490414742695015,0.0,0.0,0.40990529390481467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5479397176567788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802965613301147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590103360750534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Is_Maybe_A_Bot,2019/10/02,I (M20) have been lonely and depressed for months Ive lost all of my friends and its hard for me to make new ones. Im a mess rn.,-1.2010000000000003,0.2519862333333336,0.8966666666666683,106.445,86.66666666666666,4.0,16.666666666666668,3.1291,-1.3903333333333334,97,2,28,0,3,32,26,30,0.342,0.57,0.08800000000000001,-0.7845,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,4,1,4,3,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261408965888195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925532060367588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392066408769711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090197767529524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41335414008464455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527597252653629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30224427606457743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365713974368954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256591069439112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CryptoSteezy,2019/10/02,"Got to feel special to someone for a few months and now back to being isolated and alone I’ve always felt a bit on the outside. I have 2 best friends that I almost never see anymore but other than that everyone is just an acquaintance. I’ve lived a very transient life and have moved a lot. I’ve actually really worked on being more social for the past 10 years and have really improved. I feel very comfortable now striking up conversations with people but I have a hard time forming meaningful connections and maintaining relationships. 

I’m back to university as a mature student (29) which makes me feel even more isolated because I’m surrounded by 20 year olds that I can’t relate to and people my age are getting married, got careers, and are having kids.

About 5 months ago I started dating a girl and we had a very deep and meaningful connection. First time in a long time that I’ve connected with someone on that level. Things went great for a while then we went on a big vacation and she went cold on me when we got back. 2 weeks later she tells me that she saw things on the trip that would make us not work in the long run.

I accept the fact that it’s over. Whatever, that’s life. Now I just feel right back at feeling isolated and lonely. Moving around so much has made me not settle anywhere and build a community. I’m almost 30 now and I have no idea where I belong in this world.

I always pictured finding my SO someday, having a family, and feeling like I belong to a community but I’m not sure if that’s ever going to happen. My biggest fear in life is being a lonely old man and every year it feels like that nightmare is going to come true. 

I just keep smoking weed a night to keep myself from having break downs and keep trying my best everyday to be social and achieve my goals but the truth is I’m emotionally exhausted and I have been for a while.",4.3311520415294,5.628742436657685,5.385600479185385,80.92426674653092,70.72506738544475,8.407347509234302,27.217829689527804,8.841846274778883,2.0666567036038743,1488,50,285,27,27,491,194,371,0.078,0.773,0.149,0.9836,0,5,0,0,0,0,25.0,4,0,0,7,19,16,0,1,24,0,24,4,0,3,6,65,57,30,0,2,11,0,9,2,1,1,4,0,0,3,18,25,0,3,13,0,0,10,6,4,0,1,11,12,31,12,36,41,9,70,0,2,2,0,16,23,0,4,38,190,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.08247405280992508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491708866430925,0.0,0.16925831647486814,0.08753163158586934,0.0,0.0,0.14064582581684407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381576794902194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523590719827436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25994602544103523,0.0,0.05151931234282718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738570548592833,0.0,0.09226804805530857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280183968818525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950675434069092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055821092560498255,0.07644828923515379,0.07120719091175215,0.08075731679382044,0.0,0.0,0.07967283804459413,0.09510241521621916,0.2991318283463105,0.12075448632897405,0.08114726433374066,0.0,0.07724480821964251,0.07188807086795626,0.0,0.0,0.06529576602735775,0.0,0.04415538739077286,0.0,0.09606318333518173,0.0,0.20278212521910266,0.09317763874785448,0.0,0.0,0.07473597676160973,0.0,0.07570847627233222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095406689986354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22536136428430656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908547236827885,0.0825791237059659,0.0,0.0746279352817028,0.14958551314454466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185128593397727,0.0,0.07996975274942822,0.11282829612875715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349174859532462,0.1796512776894635,0.06212795129728911,0.0,0.06518286540211972,0.0,0.0,0.07931122171909125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773676999881129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067874343168324,0.11718355682859763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828442665373587,0.0,0.0,0.0907370457391671,0.0,0.07217500188350047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673471896381117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723039717432585,0.14321788324066928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981986494850902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796540050834038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386948068401164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122954823785328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784341902282813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737986195033309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166065112016487,0.0,0.0,0.2092001745257996,0.0,0.0,0.06779250982894998,0.0,0.0,0.2350376273220107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305526265240767,0.0,0.0,0.06003674305768283,0.0,0.0,0.16327388372494275
lonely,XelaD321,2019/10/02,"Does everyone in adult life not fucking care or am I fatally flawed? I believe myself to have good traits, I'm kind of funny, kind of interesting, pretty nice. But I'm kind of socially awkward and shy. It seems that people like me but then I put in way more effort than they do and I end up almost always alone. Does practically everyone in adult life just not give a shit about seeing people and making an effort, or am I just a fucking awkward loser, jesus I'm tired. It's probably somewhere in between those two things.",2.323422459893049,4.873688490196081,3.9910695187165786,82.96435828877007,80.76470588235293,6.454188948306596,22.998217468805706,7.686295010490155,1.3791254901960786,414,14,75,7,11,138,69,102,0.18100000000000002,0.682,0.13699999999999998,-0.7125,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,3,3,15,3,2,3,0,4,6,1,1,0,14,14,8,1,0,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,0,1,8,8,12,14,1,9,1,1,1,2,5,5,3,4,3,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434306964841024,0.15963647744662282,0.0,0.0,0.1282519461490127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365638612858625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715002117468854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26976763709662965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651709247278768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945635388587382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849890446929051,0.0,0.1478595053029835,0.0,0.12928039798157098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815209424044882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21773899296195864,0.07530215180621311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028857307008482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371440115830528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680982556160486,0.16618266483875735,0.0,0.0,0.1549473758767953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122824948249833,0.1403179258811928,0.0,0.0,0.15821647263774968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712033810413198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239986914040476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715451192643042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056665145189504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234450048411548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NextTest32,2019/10/02,I just wished someone other than my family actually cared for me But nobody gives a shit about anyone else other than themselves.,6.02695652173913,8.7248327826087,6.338478260869567,70.10163043478265,69.0,8.078260869565218,24.54347826086957,8.841846274778883,2.2895391304347816,106,3,15,2,2,34,21,23,0.142,0.748,0.11,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.32293765581407763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23139231184627976,0.33907449126175393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33740280093047303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764475932607595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31196914270083703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174559625287281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396924837953149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803939294155201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805504731481593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,grounded2earth,2019/10/02,Tryna help If anyone needs someone to vent/talk to or especially relationship/break up advice im here. Im not God or a Know it all but I feel Ive been through alot.,-0.8216666666666654,1.3226468333333372,2.2957777777777792,91.42700000000002,94.55555555555556,5.102222222222223,18.31111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.11995111111111136,130,4,30,2,5,46,30,36,0.047,0.892,0.061,0.1136,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,5,4,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,4,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062055964130073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910418385513936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584410394216445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21003437124963925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6769515076573217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221099152225172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23234778849311336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364245905996776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655035622070985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251861824062774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,He-man2020,2019/01/10,"Would like a female to talk to Just talk to guys all day, work and what not.  It would be nice to talk to a female every now and then.  PMs welcome please be over 25",-0.5758333333333319,1.3278697500000014,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,87.61111111111109,3.6,11.777777777777779,3.1291,-1.9165888888888891,125,1,32,0,4,40,25,36,0.0,0.7390000000000001,0.261,0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,7,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,21,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685291555756084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441113722284783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868798393061729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154822671119868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180382962116966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6986258649044138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109280582577885,0.0,0.0,0.4116340370764641,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jregnut,2019/01/10,hello no one would care if i wasn’t here anymore. that is all,-1.7814285714285738,0.13193085714285854,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,97.57142857142857,2.8000000000000003,14.142857142857142,3.1291,-1.581028571428571,48,1,12,0,2,16,14,14,0.14300000000000002,0.649,0.20800000000000002,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.573835237513303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5899413212907884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920876663412429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110348154655616,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,InapropriateDino,2019/01/10,"Anybody that lost someone and thinks about what they could have done differently? For some reason it's been on my mind a lot recently. I used to be somewhat good friends with a girl around 3 or 4 years ago. 

I was younger back then and pretty stupid. I feel like I didnt treat her as well as I should have. I could have been there for her more and offered her my support. It would be really common for her to disappear for a couple of months to suddenly come back and talk to me again. One day she never came back, she overdosed on heroin and was found dead. Really unexpected.

I never really realized how much I appreciated her and how I valued our friendship, despite it being weird as hell. I felt like she was the only person I met that had it worse than me. I wanted to be there for her but I never got to tell her any of this. And now I never will. Part of me wishes I could go back and tell her all that, maybe if I was there for her when she needed it, she would still be around. 

I know I'm not responsible, I'm not that big of a fool. She would latch on to me and hit on me big time which made me friendzone her pretty hard and try to keep my distance but as a friend, I could and should have done more.",3.115999121651297,3.963499363636366,4.210243741765481,89.91169411506371,73.1501976284585,7.361352657004831,21.960693895476503,7.594959193182576,0.5628359244620116,941,20,215,11,18,307,134,253,0.096,0.784,0.12,0.6251,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,1,17,13,2,0,6,0,29,0,0,5,5,55,50,23,1,13,6,0,3,2,2,6,0,0,0,2,12,16,0,1,7,0,0,4,7,5,1,1,17,3,45,8,31,17,8,33,1,1,0,0,27,8,1,5,23,168,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420609173699657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722704268400755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892139938110913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268746764719411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154992223414544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154622677635696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394067379141396,0.11759091224831755,0.0,0.06853837683459056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103442138099816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21751179122084585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373567149854347,0.07592265275906739,0.10204035907327748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165247014244054,0.1642151085708489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060398349850275035,0.0891381595713846,0.08499757012098448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520123897149466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944618187752951,0.0,0.0,0.058405784906849126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384088119418836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601136749067265,0.090350932675019,0.0,0.10055967200560237,0.0,0.0,0.10676720053402584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730713148133224,0.0,0.08482743580431983,0.0,0.07812411805762523,0.07880132875582095,0.3278623399404897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720144737039041,0.08082668320142418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508512224870457,0.0,0.0,0.09279495153230134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623911237129476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424684433625886,0.10926807125348426,0.10493342561004117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004619164663688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487109687658577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059924766234613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541956231961141,0.18577750945619875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809652387923662,0.0,0.0,0.0619696206543906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215353179260009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178720175185576,0.0,0.0,0.06268355985531145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955537005625901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221063739770385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830297840876,0.2264834509023179,0.0,0.0,0.06843740968707902
lonely,imostlytakeLs,2019/01/10,"Any one else get frustrated at how easy it is for some people to find a relationship? Not even saying this in a spiteful way but I feel like some friends I have and posts I’ve seen people are just like “oh yeah I met her at the store and we had all the same interests and hobbies” or “we met at the club and started dating 2 days later” and some people I feel like are in a new relationship every month and it’s like bro I’m just tryna find one. Like I wish it was that easy and simple. I don’t get it, it’s like nothing for some people...",0.3755747126436759,2.3261818448275875,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,84.0,5.2459770114942526,17.42528735632184,6.42735559955562,-0.3477850574712642,418,9,98,4,12,140,69,116,0.032,0.672,0.29600000000000004,0.9874,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,0,4,10,2,0,6,1,7,0,0,1,1,26,17,10,0,1,5,1,2,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,2,0,2,5,4,9,8,8,12,6,13,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,5,12,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746877936410527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191908391948312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201742352321966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043801997915104,0.0,0.13315075848623933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981383469722915,0.2257995469199935,0.0,0.0,0.2888810714725725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209694921482715,0.0,0.16513285377656434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463245613924238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261415129406994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263056303703015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516382240479361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141763352977852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382444883461326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513532255780808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393395051335105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567526065143295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185752855086736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254403136289085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817317068778888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Youredoingitwrongbro,2019/01/10,"best friend is driftin we have opposite schedules and he got tired of the bullshit... he’s my only friend and my best friend. i (like apparently everybody else nowadays..?) have ‘extreme depression’ and ‘extreme anxiety’ according to my dr. when i still had a way to pay for pills. i’m insane and he’s leaving. sorry, buddy. i miss You already.... any similar experiences round these parts or nah..?",2.4857746478873253,5.45611792957747,3.7987183098591584,80.47357042253522,88.01408450704224,7.347042253521128,29.635211267605637,8.238735603445708,3.020289014084508,307,16,52,8,10,100,54,71,0.12,0.6559999999999999,0.223,0.9092,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,2,2,8,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,6,7,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,8,6,4,5,3,4,0,2,1,0,8,0,0,1,4,29,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351015492937673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487857984712185,0.0,0.16297960032985653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471572482758325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834962002600578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797258839536384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839985996272392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493796413541993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039234148753954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22558494353713654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408351005577092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203107672088746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307080475644705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23848754510063055,0.0,0.0,0.170138803977962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24486502684506875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910599154161268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anothdayinparadise42,2019/01/10,"Nothing to say Let me try to wrap up some thoughts, probably an effort doomed to fail, but I guess I need to make an attempt for the sake of it.  Trying to keep it short and to the point.  

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Does anyone has the problem of having literally nothing to say when in a group of people that are socially superior to you?  Like being there with them, listening to the conversation and have no way to add value to it.  I'm not talking about being shy or reserved, just being there silently observing and feeling like shit because you know that eventually leads to people avoiding you.  

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The rare times that I have something to say, literally no one listens to me, probably because they're used to me never saying anything.  It feels terrible.  That's why I've always liked 1 on 1 conversations, but in 24 years I've only had a handful of people I've clicked with.  For some reason I always end up driving them away.  

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I don't have anyone to do things with.  No experiences leads to having nothing to say.  Having nothing to say leads to people avoiding you, which leads to no experiences.  Vicious cycle that never ends.  ",6.7300541711809325,7.3206552159624465,7.142723004694838,73.03560130010838,64.91549295774648,9.182954135066812,34.694474539544956,9.057496981413335,3.162254171180932,903,39,153,14,13,295,116,213,0.17,0.747,0.083,-0.9628,0,2,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,4,2,7,5,12,2,2,9,0,15,2,2,7,2,33,27,7,0,2,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,8,0,0,11,7,0,3,5,0,0,5,8,8,0,1,2,12,14,4,37,21,2,21,1,2,1,0,19,8,1,4,10,106,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826361498197907,0.2895939284227387,0.324770148921272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459060835410404,0.0,0.07331524995614018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370500954225403,0.0,0.0,0.1086194978766082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796514260029584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781840544803644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742984402074961,0.0,0.0,0.09009533794594507,0.06364745119325646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814504977066027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918919823845055,0.0,0.0,0.048962716780447994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110276160227232,0.0,0.13057777575249135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059469703274703765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606070182855768,0.13742671996518835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419452907066401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037114792106469,0.06775859624532224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470611218064789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422088077239963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921128168121951,0.08524915731007685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160157053728372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250979310253131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145181374368848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081822932902422,0.0,0.06858749126156813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160889703024098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059188867024279786,0.0,0.0,0.07072921700138801,0.05195035029375853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097544609680748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694701424890764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071720336260601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039180978600834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324770148921272,0.05737242488976443
lonely,n3atosrs,2019/01/10,"My old best friend So, I used to have this best friend that I was really close with. We had a falling out because I was upset that she didn’t tell me about what boys she was talking to. It sounds wrong but I would share everything with her and I felt like she just never told me anything. 

Because of her I met loads of other girls and got really popular for about 4 months. I was invited to all the party’s and everything like that. We met up a lot and talked almost 24/7 on snapchat. 

So about 2 months go by since I last spoke to her, we blocked each other on every social media but Instagram and I’ve lost all of my other friends because they will do anything she says.

Earlier today I messaged her on Instagram “I’m sorry and I miss you”, only to find that she screenshots the message and sends it to my friend; she says she doesn’t care about me any more and doesn’t want to reconnect. This really hit deep because I felt like we were so close and now I feel empty inside, after speaking to no one for about 2 months, and my only attempt to reconnect got shut down :(

Now I’m watching Superbad and drinking soda to cheer me up, but I still feel like a part of me is missing.

I just wanted to vent to anyone because I haven’t really got that chance. I don’t know how the hell I can get back in touch with anyone because they all think I’m weird and desperate for messaging her... Fuck my life",4.547486402486398,4.849076437062936,5.336037296037301,85.10567987567987,69.5944055944056,8.593317793317793,27.427350427350426,8.515128840125781,1.7195243201243202,1095,33,231,16,18,357,146,286,0.133,0.705,0.162,0.9078,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,4,1,2,4,15,22,2,1,6,0,17,4,0,2,4,47,44,19,0,3,5,0,5,4,4,2,1,5,0,2,13,23,2,1,7,1,0,3,7,8,0,1,17,11,46,14,37,24,9,27,1,3,1,1,41,12,2,2,16,156,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330940333362533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015883307009181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442770988837143,0.0,0.16979950105938846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933101707072754,0.0,0.3773472072141122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165401591523743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051882339673998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106688372185887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692479707192352,0.0,0.1854442815236425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433125059350107,0.0737043484321614,0.19811789778068573,0.0,0.09429510128651776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188341592420337,0.0953785882026066,0.05390183265805026,0.0,0.05863363384073275,0.0,0.2475423459174083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056699287561631825,0.08409695458733024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287170553432129,0.2016137268893066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262175307227887,0.087711063576543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24704685589565506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795707185622265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825908964508787,0.0,0.06991035836003989,0.15693018630944033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111722570818146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26437222680475403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408913705461006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853429193875748,0.0,0.0,0.10516836562918873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548986664327475,0.0,0.0,0.08239133735042642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584755551433136,0.09017473566993836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610688300027608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977926718232522,0.09858292799494947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910536781427096,0.0,0.0,0.1217041493849107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328868953159327,0.11279970908407867,0.0,0.0
lonely,angstkastbort,2019/01/10,Any Scandinavians here? ...who would like to talk? Or anyone for that matter.,2.1128205128205124,4.0568397692307725,2.4384615384615387,85.29820512820513,112.84615384615385,4.810256410256411,12.025641025641027,6.42735559955562,-0.17969743589743548,59,1,10,1,3,18,13,13,0.0,0.735,0.265,0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444857183960297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457028054338895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193269411471167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.525357012304969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643146755905869,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Thegloo282,2019/01/10,"A reminder that you're not alone Hello everyone! I'm here to remind you that you are never alone and most of us here can relate to you in some way. This sub is a good way to vent but its also important for you to take steps to improve yourself. I see a lot of people here paint the world as a dark place and that life sucks.  I'd agree that the world is not all sushines and rainbows, but it also isn't that bad. You may see your life as a waste( I've been there) but how about trying to contribute to your environment or help others.  Think why are you sad or lonely and what can you do to improve your life. Wether you're depressed or not, make the conscious effort to better yourself as a person instead of moping around.  Wether that is going for a run or    practicing your social skills, just do something beneficial every day. Good luck everyone 😊

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lonely,StillS3arching,2019/01/10,"I want to hear about you So this may sound weird .. but I am just not ready to talk in depth about myself, yet I would love to get to know some people. I enjoy talking about things that matter to others, and having a real friendly conversation/connection. I havent had a real friend in about 5+ years so maybe thats why I am a bit skittish about being open with others about myself. But I am a great listener, with a genuine interest in others. If you feel like just opening up to a stranger about anything at all. I could be your gal!

26yrs/female/stay at home mom of a 2yr old boy",2.3895000000000017,3.979025616666668,3.6433333333333344,90.315,76.16666666666666,6.133333333333334,21.166666666666664,6.742157984588678,0.3220666666666667,454,11,97,4,10,148,81,120,0.059000000000000004,0.7040000000000001,0.237,0.9762,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,12,8,0,0,7,0,11,1,0,0,1,22,18,6,0,4,6,1,1,1,2,2,0,3,1,1,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,13,7,22,12,3,12,0,0,0,1,12,9,0,3,4,72,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608669615048353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341827727977875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607834463505296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884275965631928,0.1396540567905268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020614436509788,0.0,0.1021325031598285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552218304915735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032506680792668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960867391891132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743308493395952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550377780852497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643225568173362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639030177279554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228948904958566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051279385137151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552423266223784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44500796845805696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836030423128046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31424582713306903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987111411071714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153017328786706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763942178180728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886647162166996,0.0,0.0,0.1258855104729521
lonely,ashiiemomo,2019/01/10,Do you ever have to laugh because of how alone you are? My phone is pretty much a waste I’m not sure why I have one. My text message box is empty and literally the only text messages I get are from my pharmacy. So pathetic.,-0.6358358662613988,1.5605388510638318,2.3434650455927084,90.22000000000004,96.65957446808511,5.238905775075988,19.480243161094226,6.868970318607317,0.564224316109422,174,6,37,3,7,61,38,47,0.22699999999999998,0.65,0.12300000000000001,-0.5796,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,2,5,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,3,9,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956914710967174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23289583572797845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34558862301806725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960681501018585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28085276144924703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25888885925262056,0.29056836403784264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886850396059257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600802347580783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447432199892201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,somethingsomethang,2019/01/10,Birthday cake I'll make a birthday cake with banana flavor and I'll enjoy it alone.,0.2433333333333323,2.497315294117648,1.8905882352941177,91.60098039215687,101.94117647058823,2.266666666666667,17.43137254901961,3.1291,-0.7098862745098042,68,2,12,0,3,22,13,17,0.11599999999999999,0.698,0.18600000000000005,0.29600000000000004,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8405497210933015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5417344057469242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MysteryWalker,2019/01/10,"Recently ditched So there's this girl I matched with on tinder. We started talking and things were going good. We would have late night calls that would last hours. It felt like for the first time, someone actually understood me, my anxiety, and my loneliness. She said she was going through the same thing. So we decided to start dating. Everything was going well. It was as if my life had purpose now. This whole process took about 3 months. But all of a sudden, she stops texting. She won't pick up my calls. She keeps posting stories on Instagram tho. After a week she finally responds saying she feels forced to talk to me and this whole thing feels like a responsibility. 

So that was it. A 3 month buildup and an abrubt ending. I feel horrible and it's worse than before. 

Can someone give me some pointers on how to distract myself from this. Thanks. 
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lonely,PmMeYourCoolMug,2019/01/10,"I got rejected yesterday and offered fwb which I declined Why do all the guys I try to date just want sex? Yesterday I confessed to a guy who was leading me om and he said no in a very mean way. Offered a fwb type thing, and I declined.

I think there's something wrong with me because the last couple of guys I tried to date all just wanted sex from me. I don't think I'm a bad person or ugly. I might just be too boring but damn, the heartbreak hurts like hell. Can't stop crying.

I asked my friends what's wrong with me when no one wants to date me and everyone keeps telling me the same bullshit like you just haven't found the right guy yet.

I feel so fucking lonely. ",2.01563829787234,3.615892921985818,2.9683865248226984,94.70875,77.22695035460994,5.834751773049646,23.80673758865248,6.42735559955562,0.4425078014184396,526,17,119,4,12,167,90,141,0.27,0.5870000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.9754,0,3,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,9,14,3,0,9,0,7,3,0,1,2,28,21,8,0,3,6,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,5,4,6,0,2,6,0,0,1,5,11,0,1,4,2,19,3,9,15,3,13,2,4,0,3,15,2,3,2,11,69,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319104438961207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189572371318864,0.08684892852288549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764132331268824,0.1564975761628427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613703512296624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203755972432722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621197063569825,0.1100726515684284,0.13171203651794966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394698090223135,0.0,0.0,0.5642742976241281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251802798091915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663466784588973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613278580015805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920815488564006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519255945295216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113909344284787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965419581776623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244000805555282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166935649310875,0.1355224361934944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968104700514884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911203845258185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452583227931223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465132470750046,0.18257917949727487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934567564107377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755340006264604,0.25209905603949706,0.11308675624986438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285578128866317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115390924121529,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jannick1805,2019/01/10,"One of my friends said a girl from the class had a crush on me I went home from school and got a text when I got home saying that I had an admirer in the class and I asked who and he told me...that might sound good but I’m ugly and I just know that he’s kidding or he’s just wrong but I still can’t stop thinking about her now. I’ve had a bit of a crush on her since school started(never really spoke to her much though mainly because I’m so shy and nobody knows about it) so now my day is ruined cause I’ll be thinking about her all day even though I know she doesn’t like me. I’m literally banging my head against my wall because I’m dumb enough to believe she might actually like me. 
Does this make sense to anyone?",0.4262499999999996,2.34390514012739,1.991015127388536,98.26512141719746,83.5859872611465,5.198885350318472,18.092754777070066,6.322622252153567,-0.4392544585987261,565,13,139,5,16,183,91,157,0.166,0.747,0.087,-0.9395,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,14,8,1,0,8,0,9,1,1,2,1,21,26,13,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,4,2,2,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,9,4,20,5,14,14,5,12,0,1,0,0,18,4,1,3,9,80,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.14334526091500074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271020030697912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373240553287032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908782261407796,0.0,0.0,0.16549681860267385,0.0,0.0,0.160367860823912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089839814009046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894661886183593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854605205360647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177855271334414,0.0,0.09702068474901104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348828266518825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320591859947462,0.2349656702771092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150753421362743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946890144602805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421837655917368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352788095723704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805145373688563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31165808970703474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798241489779964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953772242786496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941026835887655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972779184519676,0.11681429877282312,0.0,0.2973247985514939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151046025877113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730802501986558,0.12280816802464155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824473869136865,0.28864100313110713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403614622078141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617022107936566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606031837933284,0.0,0.0
lonely,marianacamilo,2019/01/10,"Email Retrieval & Phone Accessing If you know you feel the urge to access anyone’s social media account or you want to retrieve any of your social media accounts,Contact John via johnthreatz@gmail.com to get it done in less than 24hrs. This isn’t a joke. Find out if it’s real by giving him a job to do like I did.
Most times we feel the urge to access our spouse social media account , don’t hold back just do it and know what they are up to.
Email hack, house security, erasing of criminal record, upgrade of score etc. also available. ",3.77652777777778,5.893143682692312,4.233974358974358,85.28880341880344,73.71153846153845,6.160683760683763,24.055555555555557,6.937597516519254,0.9386273504273496,429,13,79,4,9,135,76,104,0.033,0.8640000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.6597,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,4,1,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,16,14,5,0,3,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,5,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,9,3,14,12,3,5,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,4,3,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393309038272932,0.0,0.22211018530119447,0.0,0.13940249259746268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333610130763574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576272157905321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977934676255972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22862174831926085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730157204887395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873601880740857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710055312061208,0.1966482794638381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23653477764324016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342424710416893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253179441196041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014938547422396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333272860763684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6268946475975521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195332581009595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091037608023532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chelikat,2019/01/10,"Just ranting.. Hey reddit, how’s it going. Been feeling really down lately, mainly bc I feel like my relationships and friendships don’t have any value anymore. I wouldn’t want to brag but I feel like I have some good qualities in that I’m very giving, understanding, and easygoing. I feel like all of my friends only keep me around as a spare friend, not bc they truly enjoy my company but mainly cause I have something to offer. I put a lot of effort into being an accommodating person but lately I feel very used. Especially by one friend who I’ve had feelings for. I feel extra pathetic that I’m always willing to drop everything to do favors for this person when I can clearly see they don’t care about me unless they need something. Like they say they “care” about me but I’ve realized that words have little meaning unless there’s actions backing them up. Anyways, point is I feel terribly lonely and inconsequential. Sometimes it feels like there’s so much love and kindness I could offer someone but that there’s nobody out there to take me up on it :( Honestly wondering if I’ll ever hit that point where I just say fuck everybody and only care about myself, or keep going this way until someone hurts me bad enough (emotionally). ",4.715202429149797,6.7484854145299185,5.551619433198383,77.19601214574901,70.92307692307692,7.832298695456591,26.84570400359873,8.532816995589336,2.112832478632478,993,34,169,17,19,324,140,234,0.125,0.594,0.281,0.9917,0,2,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,6,1,17,22,1,0,3,0,15,2,0,3,3,48,45,19,0,5,12,0,9,5,3,2,0,2,0,2,11,8,0,2,13,0,0,4,4,5,0,1,2,12,28,17,25,38,8,24,0,2,1,2,20,12,1,5,11,117,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038846544550045,0.0,0.0,0.0656990986728592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958125977280315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600467295695627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428824127021909,0.0806665249494785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955054350352647,0.09924657158339882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713638115697831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867487724956956,0.0,0.09982545330073678,0.0,0.0,0.08739058726919967,0.0,0.0,0.08682814135439927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396468658836996,0.2760769555802437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392529890776586,0.08931572837508223,0.0,0.09267850578288617,0.10981302643395166,0.08103310022170816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034245549577432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174539085728674,0.0,0.10060595778352638,0.0,0.0,0.2179638464850271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359973711982612,0.09683005323339572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213559958814726,0.08719560522296307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523819122669692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102053170871599,0.07163616571599163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546641857002593,0.14695472179239036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871478261930475,0.0,0.0,0.1826580948962988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712119110512707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189176848856873,0.0,0.0,0.10372454104011178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365860483632807,0.0,0.0,0.07698681700124119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371713545289487,0.14875242781431702,0.0955511939985341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263978665272698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057592621490896,0.0,0.08344127312469195,0.0,0.15942912777196055,0.05698393608790092,0.07668567179625634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477099591803328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NotoriousMarie,2019/01/10,It’s a struggle not to cry Every time Im in public it’s so hard to act like I’m ok that anytime I get to be alone I’m just balling my eyes out and then i have to wait awhile in the bathroom or where ever I’m at from my eyes to stop being red to get back to class or work etc. I feel so disconnected from everyone and I don’t know how to help myself I don’t know how to feel better nothing is fun anymore food doesn’t taste like before all that sounds good is just sleep everything else is just so exhausting ,-0.07105263157894726,1.8189568947368464,2.088684210526313,97.0082894736842,85.3157894736842,5.203508771929825,18.271929824561404,6.42735559955562,-0.280985964912281,402,10,98,4,12,135,73,114,0.121,0.725,0.154,0.6052,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,11,8,0,1,2,1,9,6,3,2,2,19,19,10,0,0,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,2,2,4,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,8,8,6,15,17,2,11,0,0,3,0,2,5,0,2,7,57,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142670202491087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024512861703324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569704856054404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370746963572406,0.0,0.0,0.18054458101261572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423738494036935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053215218740966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276692300479921,0.0,0.1846556424871254,0.17199612599658634,0.1950638054467019,0.18346719857105695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064378810986869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468459963134225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330866941524115,0.0,0.0,0.17122232098143647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828686745989375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683023892339868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050542485308908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437919065368744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946425612016205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587711993351364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428668098457364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066955714209514,0.0,0.2134106717240276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903524068484543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486158082400455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nate4Debates,2019/01/10,"Socially awkward and no friends I hate social surroundings and I can't seem to ever be happy. I haven't gone to school in over a year and I have zero social skills and I just hate myself in general. I wish I could find a way to be more charismatic without doing pot. My parents made a mistake, :/ I never have anyone to talk to and I find myself bored all the time resorting to throwing stuff around my room in a fit of rage to calm myself down from accepting the fact that I'll probably die alone. My parents even acknowledge the fact that I'm isolated from people my age. But you don't need to state the obvious. Oh well :/ ",2.211428571428573,4.340778000000004,3.86373015873016,86.0632142857143,78.52380952380952,7.374603174603175,23.99206349206349,8.344100000000001,1.6229015873015875,492,17,98,10,12,164,80,126,0.22699999999999998,0.639,0.134,-0.9062,2,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,5,11,3,1,8,0,9,0,0,1,6,26,17,6,1,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,6,1,1,2,0,17,5,18,12,2,18,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,5,70,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271428942652846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985206960761032,0.0,0.0,0.1398575230157566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543624470746506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305107797656732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376693826486656,0.14211124407716286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28718381809249044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137959705777435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724210843182002,0.0,0.3102190203591306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865736258409934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649200387517435,0.12116972384190275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488949287119933,0.0,0.0,0.10891742125892596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938668816020902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899951693662542,0.0,0.14302327368252504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804489157739917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984862147395786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262757385168689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916096898795136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470331831377784,0.0,0.0,0.1412570350268649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066398460659466,0.1514444418804732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117102237169057
lonely,M0shka,2019/01/10,Feeling lonely? Let me talk to you! I love talking. I talk about everything. You can talk to me or just hear me talk about the stupidest things over Snapchat or something. ,1.6403125000000005,4.381804906250004,1.6559999999999988,94.589,93.6875,5.0600000000000005,25.15,6.742157984588678,1.1794550000000004,135,6,26,2,5,40,22,32,0.163,0.6859999999999999,0.15,-0.126,0,2,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,5,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,1,0,2,0,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437503695964445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093557079438562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437589130689337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211569925323808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519764817669089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664999284980074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8691727905520493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368424833964888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ImGettingBoredNow,2019/01/10,"Anyone here from London, ON? (23/F) Hi everyone! I know this is a long shot, but I figured I'd give it a try.  I recently moved to London, Ontario and have been having trouble meeting new people.  I've been feeling especially lonely lately, so I was hoping there'd be some other lonely people on here and we could become friends :) 

I'm a college student right now, so I spend a lot of time studying.  Besides that, I work out regularly. I've found it to be really important for my mental health.  I love reading. I'll read literally any genre, my favourite book right now might be Colourless Tsukuru Tazaki by Murakami.  I watch waaay too much Netflix (Buffy, the Good Place, currently watching the new season of a series of unfortunate events).  Some bands/artists I've been listening to a lot right now: the Lumineers, Leonard Cohen, modest mouse, the weather machine. 

If you also live in London and think we have anything in common, please message me :). Don't worry about being awkward, I'm super awkward too haha. Even if we don't have a lot in common, I'd still like to get to know you.  I think I'm easy to get along with. Maybe we could get coffee or see a movie or something :) 


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lonely,wanderer-of-reddit,2019/01/10,"I’ve become desperate at this point I’ve tried a lot of stuff to have friends but like I always find my friends from long distance and they never really stay with me
For long maybe text me for like a day or 2 rarely ever 3 and then forget about me I try to be likeable and love helping people cause I think to myself maybe if I help people out in situations and give them support they’ll like me and wanna talk to me that doesn’t really happen as they either already have emotional support or I’m just too clingy and don’t want to deal with me I try my best to be fun but I guess I’m just to bland to hang around with I’ve opened so many accounts on different platforms on social media to find friends hasn’t worked yet but I’m hoping I’ll find someone to be friends with...I love pop music l like anime and I like cooking I joined culinary as you got to interact with people but I got kicked off the team as I wasn’t good enough to go to states with... I made it as Vice President but they’ve been saying I’m gonna get replaced as I’m not good at being out their and talking...as anxiety fucks me over..I’m just trying is all...I also have adhd if that helps to why I’m always clingy maybe...",1.5312429667519185,3.274458952941174,3.079011082693949,92.73468030690536,79.07843137254902,5.846547314578007,20.498721227621484,6.7026698264267655,0.18944501278772385,943,24,210,9,23,310,141,255,0.035,0.659,0.306,0.9978,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,5,3,10,19,1,0,3,0,14,4,0,2,2,45,37,25,0,5,14,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,0,5,17,1,0,4,2,1,2,6,1,0,0,5,1,27,18,39,26,4,23,0,0,0,3,22,12,1,7,12,119,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940560648737596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964090051860596,0.07945429340860566,0.16534292093303427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600643296484515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884471656585742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972997912636702,0.0,0.0,0.10426712099868726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020651280457247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407586508544458,0.1024308174130193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380500579142063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117611932066588,0.0,0.10266044973453264,0.0,0.0,0.0898724392925421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27242647573302153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070462309655077,0.091852253510234,0.051908975497271366,0.09531053223201696,0.056465832649198675,0.1666688051409553,0.1589268111442678,0.0,0.10945092095704938,0.0,0.08785944854588078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997870280387111,0.0,0.0,0.09868210177269153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426995867516097,0.0,0.0,0.1758523975307608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446821240602828,0.17934383969380052,0.09401226399069898,0.0,0.1007305477864183,0.2994468669784503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662883201671639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066410943108355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392274990835717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729893184176794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790112188649678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167937369552833,0.0,0.10128008353939157,0.08418331296833459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058993914015777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137378989271906,0.0,0.2254941385982349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985792199395676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366278103439983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26982255385118203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586022533632171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965258705399251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723317469429444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,strangerflannels,2019/01/10,"Lately I’ve felt like I’m just drifting New here. I don’t even know if this belongs here but I guess I just wanted to get all this off my chest.

I’ve had three girlfriends over the past few years, and each of them lasted a little longer than the one before. Everything feels fine for the first month, everything is great, but then I feel this “other” inside of me and suddenly I’m all by myself again, even while I’m dating. I feel empty and cold and hollow. And now I’m alone again for real, and I think it’s going to stay like this for a long time. I just wish I could love someone and have them love me back, and for everything to be okay for longer than a month or two. 

It’s just this goddamn balance that I can’t seem to strike, you know? Like I want to be with someone, I want to be held, but then when I am with someone I want to be alone, to be shut down and just be all by myself. And then when I am, I want to be held again. And the whole cycle is so exhausting. It’s so draining.

And to boot, I’ve never really belonged with a true friend group or anything. I always feel like I’m the friend who everyone is okay with but never really likes all that much. I switched friend groups this year, and I don’t even know if that was the right call of not. I felt alone with them and I feel alone now, too. I just can’t tell if there’s really anyone who’s interested in the same things I am.

I don’t know. Sorry if this offends anyone. I just felt like calling out to the void.",1.3089647377938505,2.9199088386075966,2.665226039783004,96.0553164556962,79.28481012658227,5.780108499095843,17.93128390596745,6.5431188927421005,-0.32843996383363505,1147,21,272,10,28,371,139,316,0.094,0.7020000000000001,0.204,0.99,0,4,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,3,1,24,19,1,0,12,2,22,4,1,0,7,72,54,32,0,11,18,0,8,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,17,21,0,2,14,0,0,2,8,2,0,4,7,9,33,17,33,39,9,38,0,0,0,2,17,8,0,8,33,185,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743778426390793,0.0,0.0,0.07519378979278919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263754430360129,0.0,0.0743655345848389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948776005602336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689689512923191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455258280902734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215185409934881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906252712244705,0.0,0.0,0.08635092677591527,0.2436520080182745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284650183270227,0.06455923884567694,0.2603036514365049,0.0,0.0,0.07686735753528287,0.0,0.0,0.20945532125841185,0.0,0.04721378538463973,0.0,0.05135847276362423,0.0,0.0,0.09963153532218824,0.0995510360725369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865654745948969,0.07366234819095714,0.10193954794506073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264896760347742,0.09057292769685632,0.0,0.07997323465600012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312210896563406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426246949342453,0.0,0.06643120878949706,0.0,0.1393954395922546,0.08727841227909283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061236000577453674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626691107418302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285908044549542,0.17367702955302153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717416266572392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082268043017543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22970668367345276,0.0,0.0,0.10116008137214738,0.0,0.09632074395806317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898600858427822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003678280255079,0.0579044539398676,0.0,0.0,0.0526945700079611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827684474997036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665082663298426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089314735226704,0.1039192578567864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638863810484833
lonely,Firebat12,2019/01/10,I've been home from college for nearly a month and I've only become more lonely When I came home from college I was so relieved because finals were over. But now...I'm so alone. All of my friends have been busy or bailed on plans. The one person who I talk to regularly is depressed and dealing with their own issues. Everyone at work is either a jerk or so unhappy because it sucks now that they are angry at everyone. I tried meeting people online and it's gone nowhere. I finally met someone who I thought I could be friends with and it's just another mistake of mine. My guild has made me feel unwelcome and now I want to curl into a ball and cry...I did do that earlier actually.,2.4041942728804067,4.567698919708028,3.937518248175184,85.60269511510387,78.05109489051094,6.843121841661987,27.32678270634475,7.882392219407189,1.8055709152161712,540,23,106,9,13,179,96,137,0.17600000000000002,0.748,0.076,-0.9222,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,7,9,2,0,4,0,13,0,0,1,1,22,21,13,0,3,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,7,10,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,6,0,1,10,1,14,3,15,9,4,14,0,2,0,0,11,6,1,2,6,74,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.17003764695649765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046491183628527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271071211734302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21243584727867185,0.19243953034835126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928946457284624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912017759465906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796385869485928,0.15007666494283872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329964674778095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810333239685739,0.0,0.0,0.3817530023209758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692419744935296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495631894832437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186614832201434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648745044280071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390804202240898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807268686112513,0.13252091093387722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207993034551703,0.15214371071592953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763692966840114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005125240582111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833079175265373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830068216981288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277401129900282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268521831663349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,soimilkii,2019/01/10,"Trying to move on My boyfriend broke up with me 5 months ago for an unknown reason and I still haven't moved on. I don't really go to school anymore I just kinda lay in bed all day because I don't want to do anything anymore. Everything seems pointless without him. I want him to come back, but he doesn't want to. I guess that's whatever but like I know I'm probably too young to say this but I still feel like he's the love of my life. I feel like transferring because it hurts too much and I can't handle him treating me like a stranger and having to hear my classmates bitch about me...to a certain extent non of all this matters because I'm already at risk of not graduating, but that doesn't matter because I just want him to comeback ",2.476713286713288,4.151908649350652,3.5884415584415583,90.43453046953049,76.14285714285714,6.2969030969030975,26.78121878121879,7.010146845296331,1.14243016983017,588,23,125,6,13,190,90,154,0.128,0.727,0.146,0.7743,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,11,1,1,4,0,8,2,0,1,3,29,23,7,0,4,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,4,8,4,0,0,0,4,20,7,20,23,4,16,0,2,0,1,9,5,1,3,11,75,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280964113730861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946666321165834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28662350024992217,0.0,0.0,0.11891664642788766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111668113164716,0.0,0.3523596095462956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244796690806008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319482373133436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298732441522763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613379145168845,0.2064711353807729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212644985077976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919034838191373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286947813091762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469733968556199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941706647679103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206930865587363,0.2823945668382016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042287845256995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534381601192015,0.3071753638709317,0.106229002608533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580259171719593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925746495842132,0.14857688655958934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491747485733478,0.0,0.14624842772224295,0.0,0.13155341165026607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308063680115212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811051833388176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340935025389747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929923775252626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dave4166,2019/01/10,Scared I'm deeply in love with a friend ive known fir a long time but I'm too shy to make a move and it eats me up inside. I just want to be with this person and it hurts me when I'm not,-2.399574468085106,-1.0586275531914868,0.3781276595744689,109.09400000000002,90.48936170212768,3.76,9.4,3.1291,-2.434171063829788,143,0,45,0,5,49,34,47,0.18,0.6890000000000001,0.131,-0.5124,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,10,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,6,7,0,6,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527277669060589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26632464292528724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690227205659312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050604258040649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111172146103754,0.0,0.2300988066038604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663756878330484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009903601098564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451181521879478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100509918520176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033208374191606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,loganisfat,2018/11/22,It's my fault I used to have friends that would invite me out. I would never go. They got closer and I was slowly forgotten. I'm an introvert but part of me wishes I had friends to hang out with all day. Thanksgiving makes everything worse. It really fucking hurts to see the people I would consider friends post who they're thankful for. I'm never included and I feel so jealous about it. I do it to myself. I wish I could just be normal. ,0.9262410623084812,3.4010877528089907,2.812645556690501,89.30812053115423,87.20224719101124,6.382431052093973,21.574055158324818,7.686295010490155,1.1765640449438193,346,12,70,7,11,115,63,89,0.171,0.616,0.213,0.5257,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,2,0,2,0,9,1,0,2,3,20,21,4,0,7,2,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,2,14,4,10,13,2,9,0,1,1,1,5,3,1,0,3,50,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500784083850132,0.0,0.0,0.11712910710539548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322727502860787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183192706070514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209547248223946,0.16790366271178198,0.0,0.0,0.10321815478174028,0.0,0.14525715306077433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442669177835145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123196555899407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28015124448740963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779478718748051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667547194235468,0.0,0.12591161448820382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394061531682584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634965990871896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447266768149242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721019842696636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686033841804914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177053352669993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850850828943294,0.3870503738709621,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tylera,2018/11/22,"Lonely Thanksgiving So, I lost my father three years ago when I was 23. My brother passed away last night. I’m with what remains of my family but it somehow has made me more depressed. I moved back to Maryland because I wanted to be with family as my brother fought cancer but now I regret the decision. It doesn’t feel like family much anymore. Feeling very alone. Thanks for reading.",2.0278082191780804,4.873736506849318,3.09809589041096,85.85289726027398,88.04109589041096,5.6597260273972605,23.738356164383568,7.1686216300943375,1.4288476712328766,307,12,53,5,10,98,58,73,0.27,0.626,0.10400000000000001,-0.9419,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,11,12,5,0,2,2,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,5,0,1,4,2,10,2,8,7,2,10,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,8,36,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817288348949104,0.0,0.0,0.2123283446828431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033146525948009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926134733933046,0.15763989625462851,0.0,0.12497208278609075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657465663875133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5797950356356847,0.0,0.20731824861153675,0.1464590556049751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711036472225785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001574420822178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223792434861892,0.0,0.0,0.19398524759960573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21789299320064032,0.15070580564408514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923878273178123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506529749641408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874549733095847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915457098062253,0.12092010282491633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320196018786145
lonely,okdenok,2018/11/22,"Does anyone else feel generally good about themselves, but otherwise feel like nobody would want to be with you? Kinda strange I guess. I don't hate myself, not anymore at least. I'm doing good. I'm lonely but I don't feel like life is a wreck.

But every so often I just get the thought that nobody would want to be in a relationship with me, that nobody would be able to fall in love with me. And I don't get it because I've worked on my self-esteem quite a bit. I can't help but wonder why my brain is so adamant on believing I could never be loved.

Anyways, was just wondering if this was a shared feeling.",2.1653679653679667,3.922280904761905,3.48679653679654,90.46577922077923,77.25396825396825,6.169119769119768,21.772005772005773,6.980632752743323,0.4731365079365077,478,13,103,5,11,156,79,126,0.11800000000000001,0.6659999999999999,0.21600000000000005,0.9097,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,7,9,1,0,5,0,17,4,1,0,1,30,34,8,0,7,8,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,4,13,7,12,23,2,7,0,1,0,2,6,5,0,6,3,66,17,1,0.15011089877885025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886967558686526,0.10496103067841453,0.1538063550842428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915062106165975,0.0,0.0,0.1691235787937113,0.0,0.0,0.1638822230845809,0.0,0.0,0.1675734076920575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985133803990924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313630591008677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539839411990794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647490645115805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036023230017391,0.21447851216237285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568534980261652,0.0,0.0,0.2518117998646915,0.0,0.0,0.16536407865727326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820343498875074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006161712495194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602776711418413,0.1466732054979425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709618937373859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577477918161938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966141836706652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116292785286096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659840539690026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917128608030245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770785946780897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545173789119774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255777328468609,0.1092825221231788,0.0,0.0,0.3199034268012164,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,enigmacake,2018/11/22,"Happy Thanksgiving Everyone! I know some of us may be alone on this day of thanks, so I wanted to wish everyone a happy Thanksgiving. I am more than happy to accompany anyone who might be alone today! We can have our own little version :)
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lonely,tanbaoshan,2018/11/22,"I think im cursed to be friendless forever. I lost my 2 best friends because one of their girlfriends asked me out, but i snitched. Then the girl said that it was me that made a move on her. This was 2 years ago, she finally got caught cheating. Tried consoling one by saying im here for you if you need me. I got blocked.

I found out that i had social anxiety when i would sweat, shake and sometime pass out when interacting with people. Especially in groups. 
In school, im accused of being a pedophile because im working part time in a daycare as a male. Got interviewed, almost expelled. Luckily my workplace wrote a letter in but i was fired because of parent's discomfort. So my young friends are gone too.

Met a friend online, turns out he is into me, asks me out, sends me nudes, and im 100% cursed",2.8299107142857167,4.762222312500004,3.7646428571428596,88.42750000000004,75.875,6.821428571428572,27.67857142857143,7.7094869923839395,1.595482142857143,630,26,129,9,14,202,107,160,0.16899999999999998,0.7290000000000001,0.102,-0.8548,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,1,3,5,8,1,2,7,0,9,2,2,1,0,20,25,10,0,3,3,1,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,2,5,9,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,4,0,2,15,3,22,4,19,7,2,25,0,1,0,1,25,11,0,2,8,77,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060042552473011,0.0,0.11974638965701072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148165234611516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359033156895824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186924144994004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549633159003842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309987413289566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111799847182606,0.2771715708099681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28692743597705483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6458577543937639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054037572646873,0.0,0.0,0.11315354391971298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709917213300753,0.0,0.08867023366789388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620668156645489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278419902358868,0.12949812956976267,0.0,0.08290468763746246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137520415970989,0.09509822489618694,0.0,0.12102568288686953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190112113564827,0.0,0.0,0.11827191774454388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662478259793552,0.0,0.0,0.06973055950315632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118988124982672,0.13007336491668225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705878528047957,0.0,0.0,0.08494924654400171,0.0,0.0,0.0770083601938047
lonely,redstarsv,2018/11/22,"are my friends even friends at this points? It’s been at least a  week since I’ve talked to any of my friends. I have 25 discord notifications, and none of them are from my friends. Yikes, aren’t I lonely?",1.7628571428571431,3.7807921904761934,1.9907142857142863,99.49178571428571,79.47619047619048,5.152380952380953,24.785714285714285,5.985473137389443,0.1577428571428574,160,6,39,1,4,48,31,42,0.10800000000000001,0.626,0.266,0.8205,1,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,4,6,4,2,4,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635217448395747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099653982591624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8468703978465358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25905022944465445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266833399123815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202577441109088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981314127551427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Netflixismylover,2018/11/22,I'm alone because I can't trust people I want to believe that there is good in the world but everything seems subjective and chaotic. I find it hard to believe in anyone anymore.,3.7816190476190457,5.8545304000000025,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,73.57142857142857,6.9523809523809526,31.666666666666664,7.793537801064563,2.346238095238096,144,7,26,2,3,46,29,35,0.285,0.6609999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.7515,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28948100260913096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771920516131913,0.19543512349637865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038254537851213,0.0,0.0,0.6298087450944944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25119943734439226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25546084455007445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344340079661684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503799508846625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377231353655455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25444919931726256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485821831108752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Himmelskind,2018/11/22,"I go outside and sit in public places to be around people Yep, been doing this for a while now. Being alone at home with no one around finally started making me crazy enough to appreciate even the background noise of people on the street.",6.061333333333334,7.183411577777778,5.731111111111113,80.69000000000003,66.55555555555556,7.777777777777778,26.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.4634444444444443,191,5,34,2,3,59,41,45,0.133,0.768,0.099,-0.1779,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,10,4,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,4,27,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29067577782423515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996880658785945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899934734375649,0.0,0.1853711533196289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307445779230074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950371328811055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815216292404276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734057702121093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018029457321986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38914414037795614,0.0,0.2932265957094743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986503102731564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mnxssm,2018/11/22,I am struggling I moved to this new place alone and I have been here for 3 months with no friends. I have been trying to go out and talk to people in bars and parties but nothing works it's always small talk. I am not giving up. I am still trying to find new friends but I am running out of ideas and places to go. Please help me out things are a little rough lately,0.7149999999999999,2.7240568461538466,1.6766025641025628,100.4079807692308,83.1025641025641,3.9,17.442307692307693,3.1291,-1.0559538461538462,286,6,67,0,8,89,52,78,0.09300000000000001,0.727,0.179,0.84,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,9,1,0,0,0,13,12,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,2,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,1,8,2,13,10,0,18,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,5,44,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866159570534885,0.0,0.0,0.14992726009362847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646846237429083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784189360570116,0.0,0.0,0.17284860912066788,0.20480508098507436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077332591386195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203405448276634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325504487408694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059138827379856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438208982755909,0.1915067417029245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480450514433661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289110529173712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249166799035819,0.0,0.3765072012635896,0.1977875779315708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438949235549528,0.0,0.0,0.1883671095835136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28964964145453315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970603390555384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446657890285939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117586862195915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,biobeastbear,2018/11/22,Lonely since my best friend stopped talking to me About a year and a half ago my girlfriend broke up with me. She was also my best friend and we stayed best friends for another 6 months. She text me less and less over the last month till she said we should go our separate ways. I still loved her though I’m not sure why and still don’t but Our relationship was abusive she made me feel like she was the only one who’d ever love me. Now I’ve felt so lonely lately I have no one I trust to talk to. My friends also make me feel like I shouldn’t be there. I don’t want another relationship because I’m to scared of getting rejected and that reinforcing what she used to say. However because of that i feel like I’ll be alone forever so I’m stuck in a feedback loop and it’s only getting worse ,1.9218875502008081,3.769902192771088,3.156120481927712,92.14570682730923,78.27710843373494,6.595341365461848,23.114859437751,7.554174236665415,0.8095635341365468,628,20,141,9,15,203,99,166,0.188,0.601,0.21100000000000002,0.5704,1,6,0,0,0,0,7.0,4,0,0,3,11,19,0,1,5,0,11,2,0,3,2,24,29,13,0,3,2,0,4,3,5,2,0,2,0,0,5,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,5,0,3,7,6,27,14,14,17,5,18,0,4,0,2,25,3,0,0,15,88,32,1,0.0,0.13480654014431626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085599676909447,0.0,0.0,0.11783813426033116,0.0,0.181974041783811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386091479635231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871418902773125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35820423200512164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291735236338234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258644142161733,0.2438458494620607,0.10924327647242887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516137471384727,0.0,0.11888704399543724,0.0,0.0646618033403217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274302789789288,0.1283448406295573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667563432223573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053754553594329,0.10765806932329466,0.07594669302229277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163062353325915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419579335667594,0.17306430082202565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443067491026613,0.0,0.0,0.1082275000473342,0.0904796344307192,0.11391011864639218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411709130834464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127060382179185,0.1817241096525153,0.09512224329305337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723299880664523,0.0,0.0,0.182898471690677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178482736864476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826635998416937,0.0,0.0,0.06710832382148227,0.0903104848256306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266558874729716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159479672606727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326833162291732
lonely,zoom_to_earth,2018/11/22,"Happy Thanksgiving to fellow lonely people who will be spending the day alone Well, it sucks. And hurts.

But at least we can be alone together.

Happy fucking thanksgiving everyone <3",4.460322580645162,7.877946000000005,4.33767741935484,75.00651612903226,89.0,7.6412903225806454,25.55483870967742,8.238735603445708,3.059059354838709,150,6,20,4,5,46,27,31,0.271,0.516,0.213,-0.1531,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,1,2,0,2,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.564973663719181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590124134717458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606243955156713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25215305936861593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5806950763934624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919846080962836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909056711729785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452350831832509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway40593698,2018/11/22,"Sad Sad Rant Not sure if this is the right place for this but I really just need to talk.

This week I was diagnosed Bipolar II and didn't feel the need to tell my mother just because things with her are rocky usually. I told her today because I was having a hard time concentrating at work and felt great for once. What could go wrong? 

I come home and decide to spend some time with her and I jokingly said something along the lines of ""something is wrong with you"" because she was freaking out over some mold. She said ""you think I'm messed up at least I'm not bipolar"" 

This really hit hard. I just feel so alone on this journey with no real support anywhere I turn. I feel like I might as well disappear. who would notice? ",2.263743842364533,4.456390137931038,2.853423645320195,93.05215517241379,78.65517241379311,6.0738916256157625,21.391625615763548,7.1686216300943375,0.4932660098522171,570,16,121,7,14,177,93,145,0.21100000000000002,0.6970000000000001,0.092,-0.9373,0,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,5,12,0,0,4,0,11,3,0,0,1,33,28,8,0,5,7,1,6,1,0,2,3,2,1,0,8,11,0,0,6,1,1,4,4,6,1,0,8,8,18,6,18,16,3,17,0,2,0,0,14,8,0,4,6,76,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598898493446513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25777831318290634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214220103622014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254272813637972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306843035283706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381634693002166,0.10069973886043487,0.1353408651896303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010913523826395,0.0,0.0,0.15540563625899034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525396454215552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413914059077826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886449063150897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495331461436302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903572093952535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048052640041294,0.0,0.15011464922745232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727010755364642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043997304623495,0.1806013808377526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037654356161168,0.26816485126961137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703123470446367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995638067207524,0.13285034378324226,0.0,0.0,0.11329593087920935,0.12320266750786665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364559524453483,0.09031958082001464,0.0,0.0,0.16438636929561362,0.0,0.13361079399717746,0.13469049406665173,0.0,0.0,0.15332078469662205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524426733419794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130672365724058,0.0,0.12673730888113413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261840525527874,0.0,0.0,0.10013183827339216,0.3082287949063046,0.0,0.0
lonely,HairyPickles_21,2018/11/22,"Feeling like a shadow. I’m not lonely or anything, I do have friends and all that, but there’s one problem.

My best friend just has this charm and she’s just way more popular than me, and I am the big big jealous. I’ve tried to tell myself that ‘oh it doesn’t matter’ or ‘just be grateful’ bUt I cAn’t. I can’t help but stare over as she talks to other people. It really sucks and I feel lonely, even though I’m well aware that I’m not.

WhAt dO I dO
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lonely,CoconutHair101,2018/11/22,You’re not completely alone From what I’ve read so far a lot of people are having trouble with depression or fake friends. I’ve had my fair share of bad mental health and shitty friends so if anyone needs someone to talk to please don’t hesitate to message me.,10.681730769230768,6.919849865384612,9.52692307692308,73.06807692307696,59.96153846153846,12.707692307692303,41.384615384615394,10.125756701596842,4.005661538461538,211,8,41,3,2,66,45,52,0.272,0.51,0.218,-0.695,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,5,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,7,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,22,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27724184928075585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717219632442933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350653454985736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806635597730281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305574623857441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136269048262691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845375805178824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22757696874408576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697644138866988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984856935097723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557968937541014,0.0,0.0,0.2938387195624076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677583267845637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268093835356341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151557763555716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pooryorick1,2018/11/22,"Never part of the group.. Yo!  Here's a nice long rant for you.  
I'm not gonna tell anyone else about this trivial story so  I'ma just post it here ...


So today I'm sitting at a table with two coworkers and one tells the other that he won't be able to make it to their friends giving event tonight. I was kinda bummed because I was never invited.

Anyways I got over it pretty much instantly cuz I'm used to not being invited to parties and shit.   I forget all about it and go on with work.

A few hours later at work a buddy asks me if I'm going to this ""friendsgiving"" and I say na, I wasnt invited.  He tells me I should ask for an invite.  

Obviously I'm not gonna ask for an invite, because that would be lame as fuck.  End of the day rolls around  and im clocking out about to go home when I hear from a like 20 feet away my buddy ask the host to invite me.

She comes right up and awkwardly invites me to the event.  I know the host doesn't really want me there and is inviting me out of courteousy now, which I never asked for or wanted.  Anyways the host says shell text me the address later.

So afterwords I'm driving home tryna decide what to do...  On one hand I know I'm not wanted and on the other I'll probably look rude if I don't show..

So I decide fuck it I'll go and maybe turn this situation around and it'll all be cool and I'll be part of the group next time low.  I end up making some dope food for the party cuz I overheard people talking about bringing things earlier.

I and up getting excited to go and waiting for the text with the address.  The text never comes...  I already knew this scenario was likely.

Sure I could ask a friend or the host and show up but that would just be awkward and make me feel hella unwanted.



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lonely,whiteleafs,2018/11/22,"i feel lonely and like no one gets me at all I have friends, so i am not alone... but i feel lonely everytime and it’s my problem because I feel they don’t care about my problems. Whenever i open myself up, I get replies like ‘ Oh lol, I thought it was serious’ or ‘ Just get over it, you’ll be fine’ I just feel no one cares.
So one day, My friend L wanted to go on a trip to find someone called G, a crush. L and G are not close yet. L wanted to create opportunities to develop a potential relationship. L did not want to go alone and had no one to follow, So i offered to go with L.
We did not get to meet G because something cropped up and on the other hand, I was super sad over something which meant a lot to me. We headed back without meeting G. L now is angry at me for being sad that we had to go back early and never met G.
So is this my fault? I got sad and L did not get to meet G...",0.9396938775510222,2.063393938775512,3.4558673469387777,92.1043112244898,79.0,6.328571428571429,22.964285714285715,6.9077264865688965,0.5011081632653065,676,21,165,7,16,237,107,196,0.2,0.628,0.172,-0.5319,0,7,2,0,0,0,24.0,3,1,1,2,11,18,0,0,5,1,16,2,2,0,2,38,39,13,0,5,10,0,5,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,0,7,0,0,6,11,9,0,4,11,5,25,9,23,25,2,23,0,5,0,0,14,10,0,2,9,109,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744340432059562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374931177627595,0.0,0.16152621553229518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528447925058,0.0,0.2701595298937348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854434320886256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679585021106181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109111102075795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047189198974182,0.0,0.3460960703984901,0.0,0.3011826391016897,0.0,0.10596230091438692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597032604357073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945333242646634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263607538872768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218247378666004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35910764611000884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535451558293283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422419180335681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122561696984306,0.20399059308708736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518022061540973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344335569470711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277131549196061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RobertPantano,2018/11/22,"Cringing & Being Lonely This video explains an interesting conection between our loneliness and why certain ""cringy"" entertainment is so popular. We are all alone. So i guess none of us are in a sort of way: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v42px-X7190",11.056228070175436,14.512004447368419,7.360526315789478,64.85201754385969,57.15789473684211,10.329824561403509,38.982456140350884,10.504223727775694,4.964708771929825,211,10,26,5,3,58,35,38,0.155,0.617,0.228,0.5256,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,4,5,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109598547589429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299271140614602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371143231883298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4772954149501655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31495732650652514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580456844905585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EvTerrestrial,2019/10/12,"Seeing Joker Alone? I love seeing movies alone and I have been excited for Joker but I also live within 10 miles of the Aurora theater so I'm worried the stigma here in Colorado might be a little heightened.

I'm wondering if I should sit this one out so nobody else feels uncomfortable.  I don't know.  Am I overthinking it?",1.7960714285714303,4.521470888888891,3.7764880952380966,82.0133035714286,86.14285714285714,6.324603174603175,20.573412698412696,7.645422480735847,1.2886841269841267,258,8,45,5,8,87,50,63,0.162,0.728,0.11,-0.6343,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,9,15,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,6,2,5,11,0,6,0,0,2,1,1,5,0,3,0,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327668928957771,0.0,0.20568414766026274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485905987648474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004893354952954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135135615574884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577837242149384,0.22711385862981265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321346224541644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728504129665482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428656317390995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099129916658813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789243278877373,0.0,0.2612008634042652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,APersonWithACrown,2019/10/12,"Just Loneliness I’ve been feeling lonely for most of my life,I haven’t really had any friends except 1 witch I’m starting to drift away from.I can’t say I have any friends,but I still feel the need to address them as friends.I usually have sleepless nights trying to figure out what the fuck to do with my life.I feel alone even in others company.I just wish for a friend.My online “friends” are also other options,but I really can’t call them friends,more acquaintances.",4.1461353383458635,5.476591463157893,4.608120300751882,86.19684210526316,71.21052631578948,7.954887218045112,28.308270676691734,8.418075326091056,1.9116165413533839,379,14,76,6,7,120,63,95,0.146,0.7340000000000001,0.12,-0.33399999999999996,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,1,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,12,17,2,0,2,3,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,4,7,2,13,15,1,8,0,1,0,1,6,3,1,1,4,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016011007309854,0.0,0.1622721069532694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759801103671622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064656125098892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720024905326068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402431491758904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078017634440909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703179339969745,0.18759286711996792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866515940468025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150459879358641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042321940685664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25998677977830914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136720129431747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362521495790406,0.0,0.16204923443176522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776686079056175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348365752264493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333437525676603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,slamthatspam,2019/10/12,"Everyone thinks I'm gay So... Basically what the title says, didn't know where to post this so yeah.

Everyone thinks I'm Gay... I don't know if this rings true with other men, but I don't understand the part where a hexrosexual male that doesn't jump on women and doesn't find sport interesting, people automatically catalog you in their mind as a gay. Personally I don't care about what anybody gets up to, it's a free world and I don't care if someone's gay or not but but alot of girls I talk to think I'm in denial or going to come out. I know 100% that I'm straight. I wouldn't care but I feel like it's not helping my dating game.

What are things I can do to apear more straight, I'm in my early twenties and tbf I think some of it comes from what I wear as I'm usually in a dark purple hoodie, black jeans and a film / band shirt. Maybe this contributes but I kinda like the way I dress. Yeah it's not fashionable or whatever but it's all comfey!

I don't think my accent or dialect is anything near flamboyant cause that's not me. I went on a date with this really cute girl and after a few drinks she tells me that she doesn't want to see me again (fair enough) but she then tells me that she knows my type and surrgests I ""haven't come out the closest yet"" how the fuck dose somebody""know"" that/ suddenly make their mind up on something like that? Surely the fact that I'm on a date with her would mean otherwise? I don't know what the hell I'm doing wrong. After that I find shes unmatched me on tinder so I shrugged my shoulders and carried on.

My flat mates I live with often bring friends round and I'll talk to them and stuff and usually they ever ask if I'm gay or my flat mates will joke and tell me they asked them. 

If you've read this far into my rant, thanks!",1.291876477541372,3.212519848404259,2.7312056737588684,94.08388888888894,80.56914893617021,6.19905437352246,19.486997635933804,7.2793139503082624,0.204156855791962,1397,34,324,19,36,454,185,376,0.098,0.7809999999999999,0.121,0.8333,0,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,6,0,11,17,2,0,16,2,20,11,3,3,5,73,59,34,0,7,20,0,2,3,3,3,1,2,0,6,27,21,1,0,15,7,1,7,16,3,0,0,2,7,47,15,35,54,7,45,1,0,4,6,33,23,2,13,16,192,74,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447751567833478,0.0,0.1919398558947394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31399529310923296,0.10545645744450316,0.0,0.2652883388222835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056424431056007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607155995349564,0.0,0.0,0.09285864086156563,0.0,0.1961852842523185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190618819704385,0.07333779205937307,0.0,0.0,0.18765228042774695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931212258608801,0.09490423858719148,0.05363376081851744,0.0,0.0583420291715206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880845797103642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33850381826007114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504582758017226,0.0,0.0906475306366594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852398094230262,0.0,0.10313220714736727,0.11182297441185406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073075112388215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111669371114675,0.0,0.07116906033669547,0.0896356569788423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831650715307816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268423542855774,0.0,0.06576435382752863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163653345086673,0.0,0.0,0.08180390376565091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869804813021477,0.07902995450268546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751708078658404,0.0,0.0,0.09675249407443767,0.0,0.0,0.1650227401584084,0.26917879966028496,0.09451227155755733,0.0,0.0,0.06820038730029189,0.3288905568190354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686899016870607,0.0,0.0,0.2261231642704573,0.0,0.0605494369750018,0.08148391582060223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516356238012022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292420036952114,0.11223871840858964,0.0,0.0
lonely,married_asshole_ptg,2019/10/12,"35 married dad.. lonelier than I've ever been in my life Hi,

Thanks for opening this.

Feel free to chat with me. I would appreciate the conversation.

PM or DMs it's fine :)",-0.7155462184873969,0.9353540000000002,1.921932773109244,89.9344117647059,111.94117647058823,5.472268907563026,19.56302521008403,6.868970318607317,0.8588789915966384,132,5,28,3,7,45,33,34,0.057,0.618,0.325,0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288958751750367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956425872569335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129918780698321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5383144758142242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153550861613088,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,siddid__,2019/10/12,"I am lonely in a totally different city I am an Indian, 17. Being an Indian and Asian kid, your parents expect way more for you. Your path for life is already decided. So, after my higher secondary senior year (grade 12) examinations, I had to choose a college for undergraduate degree. I chose a college away from my home, CHRIST Deemed to be University which is in the city of Bangalore in India. I am a north eastern Indian and I look way different than a typical indian. As I shifted here in this new city, life has taken a different turn.

I got racially abused and discriminated in Bangalore to begin with. I look like an Asian guy, not like an average Indian. Almost every north eastern Indian looks like any east Asian. So the first thing I was called here was ""Hey Ching Chong go back to China"". It made me feel infuriated but you can't do anything alone for a system which has already been established. 

Coming back to college, it's pathetic as hell. You need an attendance percentage of 85% and you are bombarded with assignments. You cannot come to college without formal wear and teachers grill you like a barbeque chicken. 

Lastly, I cannot make friends here for some reason. I have become this deeply introverted because I can never relate go anyone over here. I try connecting w people over music , and other similar tastes like movies and TV shows. None of them match with me and my apparent classmates. I am stuck in this wormhole, and I am lonely, like the moon shining with stars so near but several miles away. I miss being hugged. I miss my parents. I miss those hills back at home. I am done with everything right now.",4.449023959646908,6.661548839344263,5.5436885245901655,76.21089218158893,72.08196721311475,8.889029003783103,27.79634300126103,9.466822959209583,2.798679697351828,1296,49,224,32,26,428,175,305,0.107,0.826,0.067,-0.9181,6,6,0,0,1,0,41.0,0,8,1,1,11,14,1,0,16,0,25,5,1,3,2,33,44,16,0,2,4,2,1,6,1,0,2,0,2,2,10,16,1,0,5,2,0,5,7,6,0,1,9,6,35,8,37,32,4,37,2,5,4,1,16,17,1,2,18,152,45,7,0.0,0.13182987241292735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141501531988117,0.11523614646801568,0.2455656033036533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566346536806545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779850944703423,0.0,0.09156094896195384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20907274028645131,0.25666588511019034,0.0,0.0678256181851853,0.1228825575000221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361317920801388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168849727697876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487421950093839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138618976099516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937448797973429,0.0,0.09999708061529436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625851814127099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946412641208009,0.0,0.0,0.08596243805061878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646800778684353,0.0,0.08898813780981545,0.0,0.0,0.1101690421324042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232141112265702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069516599030723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717837731136505,0.3261483816366095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803016937952631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528086788607054,0.07426971154807689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250098788633874,0.08581380340562766,0.1074596491073378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470914340019125,0.0,0.0,0.0771365806491107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439811948832647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501901127270942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569686586405324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391898460372197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554108219194383,0.12102348961342725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663267196631574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725470976035736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165049113653472
lonely,ladyfingers2019,2019/10/12,My choices tonight are hanging out with my parents or staying home alone To be fair at least I have parents that invite me to chill with them to go listen to music but at the same time I’m definitely the third wheel... it’s so sad and lame to me that the person I usually hang out with (my sister) is busy so my only other option is to tag along with my parents. And I’m 22 I should be at a party or chilling with friends but honestly don’t have any resources to make any. Any advice is welcome,2.641923076923078,3.859618576923076,4.23,87.89000000000001,74.76923076923076,6.353846153846152,26.461538461538463,6.6274283507984215,1.0244653846153846,388,14,82,3,8,130,66,104,0.102,0.7120000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.8740000000000001,3,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,1,0,18,15,8,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,4,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,1,11,3,18,12,2,12,0,2,0,0,9,5,0,3,3,58,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077847000004412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21280025190261714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191706764843505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587421050773514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677075613653967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060986094776121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714979032687566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626574131306126,0.0,0.0,0.6844352359506402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940451490714088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899884280794515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980856230751415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262911767623052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Captchaurattention,2019/10/12,Wanting to go out and do things but not alone Do you guys ever feel like going out on weekends and doing things but just not motivated to do so because you don’t want to do it alone?,5.71076923076923,4.3921186666666685,6.538076923076925,82.9194230769231,67.46153846153847,8.825641025641023,29.756410256410252,7.1686216300943375,1.5287333333333333,144,4,32,1,2,48,26,39,0.071,0.731,0.198,0.5719,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,14,11,5,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,6,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6000987482351537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176602870794982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620568235937055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648470705115016,0.20696694091297688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292946505536916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868557579555624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153634482893054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849372917361405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417537232256387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,0Theoneandonly,2019/10/12,"I have no close friends Even tho I have friends at school but I don't really have any close friends, I used to have 6 close friends but everyone eventually stopped talking to each other, the only friend i consider close isn't talking to me as much anymore, my online friends stopped playing with me cuz they met people online and when they play together there's no place for me to join, I have no one to talk to, no one to laugh with, no one to share my feelings with",4.992801418439715,5.517292180851065,4.956170212765958,87.43333333333334,68.68085106382978,8.394326241134753,32.687943262411345,8.344100000000001,2.2331900709219856,371,16,79,5,6,115,54,94,0.146,0.5489999999999999,0.305,0.9688,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,4,10,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,16,10,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,2,1,2,0,0,7,0,0,3,1,1,13,10,14,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,3,54,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473971943222284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274767549059462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172957118459393,0.0,0.0,0.14717388769397508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787776276337899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7139785310651456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322332749400672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31310631888879925,0.11714008746465407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677892924738844,0.0,0.1609194057826711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866994521394798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587770967313008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25753729327785824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371389296392733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302489246717952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gondal90,2019/10/12,Feeling lonely and alone Don’t have anyone to talk to. Don’t have anyone that really wants me and cares about me.,2.955217391304348,4.8901473478260895,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,75.52173913043478,6.339130434782609,15.847826086956525,7.1686216300943375,-0.10611304347826113,91,1,18,1,2,29,16,23,0.17300000000000001,0.654,0.17300000000000001,0.0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327511321765462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.584320008552114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260107130442911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112699718483481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26767585261747395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358400113610133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24644995692190896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hanakowo,2019/10/12,"I don’t know what to put as a title I used to be alone, no friends, no family, nothing, but I’m not anymore so I don’t know what am I really doing here but sometimes I wish I was alone like before, and only with someone, humans are too complicated. I just always want to see and talk to literally the only person i truly love, i can’t think about something else than him, were in a different school now but I’m doing my best in my work at school thinking about him but sometimes im just not concentrate anymore because of thatttt, i don’t know how to act most of the time now because I don’t see him that much anymore, and before he was the only person I was more comfortable with, I don’t care if I don’t have friends because I only want him, I’m always boring now for some reasons before watching anime all day was literally the reason of my life and what makes me happy, ikr I’m such a weeb",5.6074468085106375,4.643569957446812,6.868595744680853,79.30300000000003,67.51063829787232,9.222127659574467,31.03404255319149,8.238735603445708,2.139051489361702,704,23,146,8,10,241,99,188,0.052000000000000005,0.7170000000000001,0.23199999999999998,0.9909,1,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,12,9,0,0,7,0,18,2,0,5,1,31,36,12,0,4,9,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,7,0,0,2,11,1,0,0,5,3,23,8,18,30,6,10,0,0,3,1,12,3,0,3,6,99,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340821690153725,0.0,0.0,0.18806161483387684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33621748624579817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066639024240976,0.0,0.2884816880536076,0.0,0.1185937870121097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521808300262346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288011238610456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180681755639301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440277809892043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653286362423893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746177268980742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029796408907745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206686202574768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863169379521202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798201272149727,0.05520947125702228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199315432737564,0.0,0.07543299435192954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830730864526614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843318430308488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437874094819773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973465614121192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360316391536544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239512448944364,0.2323798631060588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287380655263684,0.18010376297068587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957503937244622,0.0869982454267199,0.22353346021826773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083067894720344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144820538291975,0.0,0.0,0.06589524185429642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760169248573748,0.0,0.0,0.13330881465259906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995237704297372,0.0,0.0,0.08227038119977786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,clan_vizsla,2019/10/12,"I’m here Hey guys I just thought I would let you all know that at many points in my life I have known how you feel and I just want you all to know if you need to talk I’m open , about anything ,anything at all",0.3681249999999992,1.4555895625000022,1.3816666666666642,106.53,80.45833333333334,4.800000000000002,18.25,3.1291,-1.1917250000000004,161,3,46,0,4,50,32,48,0.0,0.9690000000000001,0.031,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,17,11,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,9,0,6,8,3,5,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,0,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.489656095776042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043163411645658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29458488393537163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270109936424537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30422744645398403,0.21014240090138506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016317302137025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22060229870966772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28124617788593465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391298738232004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23619228110737406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754810180705904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113448706073112,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SturmDennis,2019/10/12,"I feel kind of lonely Most of my life (5th to 10th class in the german school system) I didn't have any friends. 6 years no friends. A big time of my childhood and teenager years (from beeing 10 years old to 16) I was just alone in school and just went home after school. In my holidays I was just playing videogames and watching anime alone all day.
Now I'm on a new school and I finally found some friends. But I'm still unhappy. I think, it's because most people in my age (17) already have or had a girlfriend/boyfriend. I never found love, and I will propably never find any.  But I just want a girlfriend to cuddle with after a shitty day. A girlfriend to hang around with, and to have fun with. 
I just want somebody different to love me, except my shitty parents (if you can call that love).

I don't even know why I'm writing this. Maybe because non girl on this planet would love me. I don't know.

Sorry for the bad english.",1.9307328605200949,4.010052829787234,2.668439716312058,94.53388888888892,79.21276595744679,5.028841607565012,23.21040189125296,5.82211442006289,0.26014089834515364,724,24,154,4,18,226,108,188,0.209,0.731,0.06,-0.983,2,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,0,9,12,0,0,8,0,12,6,0,0,3,37,28,10,0,4,10,1,1,0,5,2,1,0,1,1,4,10,0,0,7,2,0,2,6,2,0,0,7,2,20,10,24,19,4,28,0,1,1,5,14,8,0,5,17,93,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235539807510424,0.12548249118469426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546542349306368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122655535084564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949436137830032,0.13863387089265586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611125146713568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666787918932694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188033905462006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751047887404162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057495503537575224,0.0,0.0,0.12456442054062727,0.10392944201768653,0.0,0.0,0.2493556401595687,0.2635576171039697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406101818605452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841210720370825,0.12498476036789173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031717015761908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105130781844963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142375964570849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754012725643251,0.10982242048897932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932016219982992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626218115172472,0.0,0.0,0.07883262290077814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603248521748736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728972380507664,0.0,0.0,0.0908094439805762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286117062296969,0.0,0.0,0.0663055740106139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413893366928736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541087927134812,0.10260614343256473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077675833956609,0.0,0.0,0.2196777236256884
lonely,nickemi,2019/10/12,"advice? I hate talking about myself and my problems due to feeling self-centered but I want to get this off my chest anonymously.I feel so love and touch deprived.All my friends are getting into relationships,some even into their fifth,and I’ve never even held someone’s hand.I feel real lonely and lost in life.I have one best friend that understands me whose best friend I thought was me but it turned out false and this made me even more miserable.I feel like I have nobody.Im trying to have hope that this will change once I finish high school and finally find something to live for but I’ve felt so lonely and had these depressive episodes for the past 5 years.I don’t have motivation to do anything and I don’t feel capable of being loved.I can’t think about the idea of someone wanting to have a romantic relationship with me or being my closest friend without finding it absurd and funny.Everytime I think someone has interest in me I automatically think they’re making fun of me for being pathetic and awkward or being delusional about them having interest in me so I just write them off.Sorry if I sound like an edgy teen haha",4.035653727077879,6.185912298642537,4.750840676351512,81.71854012860207,73.07239819004525,7.548559180757322,27.46868301976661,8.371475516178862,2.038985520361991,922,35,168,16,19,296,133,221,0.091,0.617,0.292,0.9957,0,4,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,4,10,21,1,1,4,1,19,2,1,3,1,46,42,18,0,5,8,0,7,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,9,13,0,1,15,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,7,8,25,14,24,30,3,14,0,4,0,1,12,9,0,4,7,108,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450137318752199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642446782532693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459344047398168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395487627092434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092205584720376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321775669553271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29623424254087144,0.0837093457830356,0.11250570667751024,0.12835872197303133,0.21419038108734295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621143046668429,0.0,0.12243747470246055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568536596631085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380108488963128,0.0,0.11638052209308848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227552606741216,0.1265683549159881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276367576855552,0.11449089190658315,0.0,0.10346705666158147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279095938185554,0.0,0.10575438363595764,0.11087315906174372,0.07821475741300613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037204637200938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478680899754654,0.07940034049908087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185613117287753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211998364732167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337001002318385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580135062507514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858665070881926,0.0,0.0,0.12223835324367616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29784422115415066,0.09020650339905284,0.0,0.13116703948854175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418026661343104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252416870411173,0.0,0.09302330842684013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955366050579246,0.12745199468375726,0.0,0.1219825822445482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382248800892486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295184713190055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,biglumpymedicine,2019/10/12,"La solitude (1972) Hi everyone. I just wanted to share with you this song I listened to. This feeling she sings about, I know it too well. I think she was, like me suffering with avPD. She was abused by her father as a child. Despite her success she had a very secluded life. It seems she was very kind at heart, generous and showed lots of empathy towards the ones in need.

It's called ""La Solitude"" (French for loneliness). And it's like loneliness was a person (she) that wouldn't leave you alone!

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ry9ThfHjcRw](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ry9ThfHjcRw)",5.7246563573883185,9.39261575257732,3.1336340206185582,86.99330326460483,77.04123711340206,6.532302405498282,23.54725085910653,7.793537801064563,1.4148838487972504,476,15,79,8,12,128,69,97,0.113,0.688,0.198,0.7299,1,1,0,0,1,0,40.0,0,2,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,0,6,2,1,0,0,13,13,3,0,3,1,1,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,2,7,4,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,5,3,15,6,12,7,1,3,0,1,0,0,17,3,0,2,2,51,22,1,0.0,0.2818932501399183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464107054561873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429402969105464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273403002021336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029820128494105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819333002137582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477543917439784,0.13075319751274633,0.0,0.0,0.2519202059265471,0.0,0.0,0.16804811694437413,0.2324688773609672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226889107575785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641275978928658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612190079972513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774032307313245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165910928227212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244788253276498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926135931472925,0.14032986450974752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139163424078738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HasNoFriendz,2019/10/12,"Weekends are especially bad Everyone else is having fun with their friends or girlfriends, meanwhile all I do every is do bullshit on my computer, exercise and walk. I hate getting older and missing out on everything. I'm 22 and have no friends, never had a girlfriend and never been invited to party or anything like that. I have tried all the internet advice and nothing works.",8.265,8.918097264705883,8.219411764705884,66.4123529411765,61.647058823529406,10.917647058823533,43.470588235294116,10.686352973137794,5.228576470588235,306,18,45,7,4,99,53,68,0.188,0.636,0.17600000000000002,-0.2484,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,2,0,10,1,0,0,4,13,14,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,5,4,5,12,2,8,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,5,35,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647556217198633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295732546623687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22622032691573146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263323462133888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282753500562171,0.25889105474693924,0.2434998970760117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186491183329049,0.0,0.1415529300402861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26749330717754505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132365693197173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179252467851643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599704956244996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839478275322319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972447080032334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,luftherz,2019/10/12,"Fine line between alone and lonely Tl:dr I’m the adult who grew up without friends, lovers, and everything else in between. Grew up in a small world with small-minded people. I’m guessing everyone else here has a similar story. 

I learned at a very young age to accept being alone, eg reading alone during recess, eating lunch alone, doing group work alone, you get the picture. 

Now I’m an adult and it’s becoming even more apparent that I’m alone when people ask “what are your plans for the weekend?” and I have to lie to not sound like an absolute loner. 

Has anyone ever broken the cycle or did we all just end up on reddit together yet alone?",3.3615584415584396,5.415576396825397,4.236002886002886,85.09435064935066,74.71428571428572,6.8040404040404034,24.15295815295816,7.686295010490155,1.2967079365079366,510,16,95,7,11,164,91,126,0.223,0.7440000000000001,0.033,-0.9652,1,9,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,2,0,2,7,6,0,0,9,0,7,3,0,0,2,15,14,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,6,2,0,2,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,5,15,12,2,19,0,1,0,1,10,9,0,2,9,55,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8595179244255675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289712090328934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083386833527556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093580196314494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213123989119245,0.1980766722896544,0.0,0.10500543829120224,0.0,0.0,0.07830512850447813,0.10724070128183813,0.0,0.11328535109490008,0.106550500011643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159608160713056,0.0,0.061940623610191474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060281451992406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792047949056784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970777668061662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438362373739335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185880960110602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782112697303426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428376591848048,0.0,0.08631018951040648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mamoth149,2019/10/12,"Designing a service to bring people together to share meals, looking for people to answer my Survey to research the problem! Hello, I'm designing a solution to the possible problem eating alone has on dietary and mental problems as part of my University degree. I'm currently doing a case study to identify the problem and gain some primary research into how big of a problem this really is!

[https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/DDSRVMJ](https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/DDSRVMJ)

I'd be greatly appreciated to hear from people from all countries, ages and backgrounds! Thank you!",11.487196969696974,14.120163022727274,10.109545454545453,48.70515151515153,55.13636363636363,11.321212121212122,41.93939393939394,11.20814326018867,5.82090303030303,478,24,52,12,6,149,62,88,0.166,0.695,0.139,-0.397,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,1,8,0,0,7,0,4,2,0,1,1,13,10,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,3,15,9,3,6,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,2,37,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697106345496245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767076670666842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065739106235132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846833174758616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760201631563573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513340240079352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744555387614525,0.0,0.34080186947024405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847287183685594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7839644961701464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497358741233884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086124355308342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ethnititties_,2019/10/12,time sometimes it feels like the bad times are never ending and the good? They just dont exist anymore. the painful times always seem to leave a mark that never really fades but over time becomes less and less prominent.,5.8516260162601625,7.5614310731707315,4.993658536585368,83.60235772357726,67.53658536585365,7.417886178861789,25.861788617886177,7.793537801064563,1.4632373983739833,178,5,31,2,3,53,34,41,0.12,0.748,0.132,0.1318,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,8,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,4,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,9,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723542820879172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22316028380423333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878830657772704,0.0,0.2485179227889436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637228377499332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993017418797149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377733628021415,0.16075498739209915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887368683431772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23826465964851934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993385333972404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471000051245113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239438119838372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144154160815682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485059078331092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225514397498459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5248460228913687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Furrygamer6,2019/10/12,The journal of the lonely Hello my names James I am here to just get some things of my chest and to be able to vent I am really lonely I woke up and went back to bed then woke up again I am always so bored I have no one to hang out with and I have no one to vent to it’s like everyday is the same cycle and I have lost all interest to the things I love,0.05055749128919729,1.1773485853658556,2.5054006968641107,97.96451219512196,81.4390243902439,6.149128919860628,15.372822299651569,6.868970318607317,-0.6450299651567946,272,3,73,3,7,94,49,82,0.16899999999999998,0.722,0.109,-0.5054,0,4,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,4,0,8,2,1,0,1,11,14,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,4,0,10,3,14,9,3,9,0,3,0,1,3,3,0,1,5,56,13,0,0.32152174671472233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675318498367623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24723037687061425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679818423377278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707928475407365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35097896742033297,0.0,0.2901859294571355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357429132442067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597506398030416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272095237033683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980538803930879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,squidman29,2019/10/12,"I’m the Smart kid in class Even in middle school I was the smart kid, people would only hangout with me because I could help them with homework or projects. In most of my subjects I’m the one helping my classmates, except in mathematics, but if we do a group project in English, Science, history, etc everyone wants to be in my group, and to be honest I absolutely loved it, because outside of class I’m ignored and it’s the only attention I get from people. I have a few true friends and they didn’t start hanging out with me because I was smart, and I’m extremely grateful for that, but it would be nice to have just some attention besides from needing help with homework and from the few people.",4.500656934306568,5.859374868613139,5.08438686131387,83.01125182481755,70.38686131386862,7.523795620437956,33.408029197080296,7.908726449838941,2.454253138686131,555,27,105,7,10,178,78,137,0.019,0.7170000000000001,0.264,0.9895,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,2,0,2,9,0,0,7,0,12,1,0,0,1,28,21,9,0,6,6,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,4,11,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,14,8,21,12,5,10,0,0,0,1,12,8,0,4,1,75,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745242258710436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351250658850208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228401067738651,0.13526546666214825,0.0,0.0,0.1956908337231148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822446064058476,0.0,0.10699717270111986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118102300752425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848358940315459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518532350483677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387747005653841,0.3115123441737439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259381473688898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726393413084526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449552772396423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079366552145734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909616309559553,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Goemon69,2019/10/12,"I've never fit in anywhere in life. School, work, wherever. I've never actually connected with anyone at all and it's mind boggling that a person can be so alone. I don't expect to be blood relatives with every single person I pass, but it's disgusting that I've never had any kind of a lasting connection with anyone at all. I have always been alone and I wouldn't have any idea how to even communicate with people if I did have any sort of social connection
 Thank you for that, minor autism. Completely alone and fuck people that do have connections they don't deserve.",4.983986486486487,6.380757882882887,5.97980855855856,76.90322635135138,69.27027027027026,9.153603603603603,26.487612612612608,9.516144504307137,2.4083234234234228,459,14,82,10,8,152,68,111,0.17800000000000002,0.7929999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.9494,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,3,4,2,0,2,0,14,3,1,1,5,20,16,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,0,7,2,13,10,3,10,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,2,4,56,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.15661400767696335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986542732207071,0.0,0.0,0.13353961454384405,0.0,0.0,0.3274138496374046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244351295145792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826954971052227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060013994820233,0.0,0.135218813240691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836939446240854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117242416100054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712448420021864,0.0,0.13081986705181553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335805055745955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204803056164072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37133678173987583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22252558039150072,0.28026542009443794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242332667874862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359821443213055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775660928335016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683782470440005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CAbbw,2019/10/12,"Feeling incredibly lonely today even with a house full of people. 34 years old, mom of three amazing kids. Just feeling blah today and wish I could snap out of it.",3.336344086021509,5.803677903225813,4.046451612903226,84.4563440860215,76.41935483870971,5.423655913978496,23.23655913978495,6.42735559955562,0.7243462365591401,129,4,23,1,3,41,27,31,0.114,0.627,0.259,0.6494,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,5,3,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23329831727292305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299566996935089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954906980382253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33716013759721564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422216861231109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066152642303561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257503053183548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5539438029486422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360161466794249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816753747006887
lonely,ouro--boros,2019/10/12,"All the guys I want never want me back I don't know why they make me feel they will be with me forever only to leave me soon after. Nothing sexual happens so it's not that I have sex too soon.
I'm just too fucking intense for them.",0.3858823529411737,2.1661887647058826,2.7330980392156867,93.63494117647059,82.92156862745098,5.648627450980393,20.003921568627447,6.742157984588678,0.16789098039215666,181,5,42,2,5,62,41,51,0.026000000000000002,0.884,0.09,0.2484,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,2,10,12,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,10,0,4,10,1,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,5,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477543174989197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629155829526072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978716004999607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190317540405355,0.2849231625491861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707441315145428,0.0,0.0,0.34116659075269057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150730903041801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24850291598690896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091625917802458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24504999834686436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800875065141603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907382080915347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Yellowcurtains11,2019/10/12,"Really need to vent Hey so I really need to get some stuff off my chest. Lately I’ve just felt so empty and like my presence doesn’t really matter. I always have friends to talk to but no one really seems to value me. Within my group, my best friend is the only one in a stable relationship but with me, I would’ve always been known as the more reckless one just because guys seem to take advantage of me and objectify me as most of them know about my severe issues with PMO. I’m fucking tired of it because I can’t get into a serious relationship and everyone literally gets bored of me within a couple of weeks clearly because they only see me as good for one thing, it is really making me lose hope. Also, as I previously mentioned my best friend is in a relationship and most of my guy friends spend the weekends now with their other friends so I now just feel disposable and like a last resort for people. It has gotten to the point where I look forward to being in school as I know the weekends will either be lonely or I will just drink excessively and do something I regret. I’m so tired of feeling this way because I know that my life isn’t as bad as I’m making it out to be but I’m scared it will get worse and that I will never find a relationship, right now I just feel like I have no one to talk to :(( does anyone else feel this way and how to get out of this situation?",5.049807373653685,5.0572712922535255,6.3400828500414255,79.36233222866612,68.47183098591549,9.217564208782106,27.269262634631318,9.007467420416297,1.9355474730737368,1093,30,224,18,17,371,136,284,0.151,0.662,0.187,0.9203,0,2,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,4,16,21,1,1,11,0,18,6,1,3,2,49,47,25,0,4,10,0,5,3,5,4,3,0,0,2,13,14,1,0,12,3,1,1,6,8,0,5,3,7,32,13,42,37,7,24,0,3,2,1,19,13,1,7,13,158,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791444162463901,0.1413287019495114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938149071815661,0.08701563416246767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090877527458628,0.20707781397579728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824696435265386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396782775288176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431838487377804,0.0,0.0,0.0831941072294463,0.0,0.0,0.07094388773027184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114941690668527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176239990034825,0.06067039212979632,0.08154125775461131,0.0,0.07761985408822271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280639792133912,0.07851173601194826,0.22184887278995175,0.0,0.0,0.07123100811672288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817807948537636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843496248311266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863957028240657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001757357683522,0.06922515862725707,0.095799028271461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998499469815706,0.1244701038268698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131555838576761,0.09500928180879893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337611011518987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594152976019854,0.06549934705227506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28773667672689185,0.1291784832635625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887625843222526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028151585306044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720254471015868,0.0,0.0,0.3647104012812907,0.0,0.07252543237708403,0.0,0.0,0.08502467744775162,0.08594857040826757,0.06767417970794838,0.15462494660311546,0.0,0.09594100615371356,0.0,0.0,0.0954591876680098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537936574087362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721873502134933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385298376219946,0.13651889530078265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056420354700109324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19521744477835656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481892449407104,0.06812166205701603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654576638326945,0.06032823879656497,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thegirlonline021,2019/10/12,"Taking a break from socmed. I'm just tired and lonely and socmed worsens my anxiety and dysmorphia. 😞  


Bye.",1.9208333333333345,4.750470750000002,2.9400000000000013,85.85833333333333,91.5,6.666666666666668,21.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.6676666666666669,85,3,15,2,3,27,17,20,0.44,0.56,0.0,-0.8481,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866034736229686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4782569446559552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7310864205731165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JDub0823,2019/10/12,"Feeling lost in this world with nobody around.... I've lost just about everything and have no people around me to keep my mind occupied. I've lost my job, car, home, wife and most of my ""friends"". I just recently got diagnosed with severe depression, got put on meds....and I'm having to do it alone 😞",2.9108474576271206,4.7129109322033935,3.812000000000001,88.74952542372883,75.27118644067797,8.109830508474579,23.664406779661018,8.841846274778883,1.560841355932204,231,7,49,5,5,74,44,59,0.272,0.7040000000000001,0.023,-0.9313,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,11,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,5,1,5,1,10,6,1,8,0,4,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400032217554986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33349750190172994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133286550659398,0.19011928601366773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834531916047674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471134690845348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471796556859434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29962347638374137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789073923129995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587977164525865,0.16649286848258593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6134245222206447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913326421825707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298596139849334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883018300150436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849495092941081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116109677517847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,agdudash33,2019/10/12,"I am the problem..? My family, friends, and even significant other have no desire to talk to me or go out of their way to hang out with me. At first, I tried really hard to stay involved but it hurts worse when I try and get rejected. 

I am slowly realizing that if everyone is avoiding me, I have to be the problem. 

I try to be positive, supportive, and overall thought I was a good person. How can this be true if I never cross anyone's mind? Specifically my boyfriend of almost a year. 

I feel so undesirable.",2.6014081408140832,4.558162584158417,4.792607260726077,80.6899889988999,76.62376237623762,8.44928492849285,27.063806380638066,9.150863307647796,2.4141278327832776,395,16,79,10,9,137,72,101,0.22699999999999998,0.605,0.168,-0.8507,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,4,9,0,1,4,0,10,0,0,1,2,22,15,10,0,5,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,2,2,15,4,12,10,0,12,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,4,4,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053133329320888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002635805278388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226975607668212,0.0,0.0,0.19135688865547046,0.0,0.0,0.1887871836738804,0.0,0.10125740789586496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034094394018684,0.0,0.0,0.1547202795416161,0.0,0.10462751715794796,0.0,0.11381229966005404,0.16796847850037644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939350933745454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143823337414017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022053820028096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445275811779313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485919494349195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832433016547096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282916012873645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134503770252072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22725252838445725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609612985727292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898396830170336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078899209465692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895696424244354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408191719294166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289607911238034
lonely,guilt0tine,2019/10/12,"I feel like the expendable friend but I don't think I deserve friends in the first place. For my whole life I've felt like the expendable friend, the one you drag along out of pity, the one you only keep by your side when you have no one else better. I never made a fuss, never made drama, I just let whatever happened happen because it felt like enough of a blessing someone even wanted me around and I also really hate petty arguments and the thought of people hating me. 

Yesterday, we had a joined PE lesson with another group. One of my friends (F) is in my group, and like always we planned to pair up together. However, when our other friend (R) came along she semi-forced my planned partner to work with her. They've been friends for the longest so I didn't really say anything. F, I could tell, didn't really know what to say. She didn't want to hurt R or my feelings by choosing one over the other so she did say about us already pairing up but R insisted and F just waited to see what she could do when we started the lesson. Once we did, F asked if we could be a 3 and the teacher said that if there was no one else alone then yes. So we were a three but it doesn't end there. We were playing badminton and we had to choose between a small or larger racket. I chose a smaller one, I'm already tall enough and it's easier to co-ordinate because I don't have very good hand-eye coordination. R chose a larger one. We (me and F) told her that she should chose a smaller one but she still got the larger one. We played one game, sat down, and R took my bloody racket. She gave me her larger one. I asked her to give it back, she didn't. F asked her to give it back, she didn't. I was left with that sodding pink racket. F also had a smaller racket, but she didn't take hers, she took mine. She cares more about F than me. I felt like a piece of plastic, surrounding a nice chocolate that was just thrown away one the chocolate was eaten, like it was supposed to. Disposable. Like no one needed me. I couldn't concentrate the whole lesson, didn't know what was going on. My head was racing with those horrible deadly thoughts we get and I was holding back tears. I felt like I was gonna crack.

In retrospect, no one ever cared enough to help or support me through many things. I was bullied for 4 years, and despite the bully not being the big, scary, gonna-beat-you-up sort, no one ever really tried to stand up for me. Not that I remember anyways. I think I would have remembered if someone did. The guy would insult me, stop me from doing stuff, make my life a pain and even the teachers didn't really care. I was the only one who ever got bullied in my class. Makes me feel a lot better. 

I just want to feel welcome, feel like I belong, feel like I fit in. I want people to support me with the things I want to try without judging me. I want friends who want me as well, and equal friendship. Not the one-sided shit show that my life is right now. I genuinely want to die. If I told someone I know I felt that way, they'd just say same. It's not the same. It never was.

I'm losing hope. What's the bloody point anymore. I'm an insecure, socially inept, gender dysphoric, boring loser with no redeeming qualities, no money, no cool hobby, no secret ability, an ugly face, a fucking immigrant  forced into to mad religious beliefs because that's the way I was bloody born. I don't want to be here anymore. It'd take a miracle for me to feel any sort of love for myself again.

Who's in the wrong here? Am I mad for thinking someone would like me, or are the others in the wrong. I just need advice, someone to talk to. Have a good day of you read this. Thanks.",2.260812480692,4.026348270414992,3.503780455153948,90.41127154772936,77.0053547523427,6.417538873442488,23.00502522912161,7.260789875918717,0.7720426279476875,2846,86,605,34,65,925,310,747,0.19699999999999998,0.638,0.165,-0.976,1,1,0,0,0,1,107.0,13,5,1,11,34,53,7,1,45,2,58,10,3,4,6,128,134,36,2,24,24,0,12,11,8,5,4,5,0,2,32,36,1,4,29,6,1,4,30,16,1,19,50,20,101,37,70,69,11,58,2,4,2,2,73,27,2,12,35,408,133,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04313947059820928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04572248314394697,0.09743357012463798,0.07060791576786814,0.03673344300607833,0.0,0.0,0.03002114897051156,0.04629147777260079,0.0,0.0,0.08756297507116931,0.0,0.0,0.0363288262743034,0.039299764397948106,0.12381311684991544,0.0,0.041477110857135915,0.10183785179621677,0.0,0.08073393060902098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808802278065778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049186067241945,0.13503096489898053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574221731521788,0.0,0.0,0.028470854692770657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045817120245927975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375750914348705,0.0,0.03910071532074974,0.13684547574295547,0.0,0.05831672316470591,0.11979917040077827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625265668634208,0.09461485292290277,0.21193792223769256,0.0,0.0,0.03755100926328004,0.0,0.0,0.23875245499562375,0.04081274844133867,0.023064735788781758,0.08469873361053698,0.025089485944791844,0.07405601667114692,0.07061601339037869,0.0,0.0,0.04371199772184098,0.07807724763765866,0.0,0.0,0.08717110205435698,0.04530706808803965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02959048328730118,0.0,0.0,0.0438474576441688,0.0,0.0,0.04725976511574178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039239457375199266,0.0,0.0,0.07278532227192565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047965325582438205,0.04514281000662461,0.09354598267315146,0.2372453692230283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049388666141131514,0.0,0.037531794512071434,0.03984395991499176,0.0835450135194695,0.0589362927942973,0.044757644478556916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654681737216729,0.10214555848986523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04701460539672082,0.538466867808545,0.06715083896077803,0.04697501222235247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121127990841956,0.0,0.04612371963029654,0.0,0.041732732931821365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044158468913763856,0.0,0.14140696290947094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000188076906615,0.037700888778650736,0.04199345210009482,0.14042834558088213,0.0,0.0,0.03517906255408892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04531577067461343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500181991888097,0.1870260251563844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031247135660874975,0.0,0.03525546968555913,0.03690846934127988,0.0,0.0,0.05053720599946561,0.0,0.10019390055117956,0.0,0.0,0.06638538124081053,0.03548330233426737,0.038586006272640805,0.040644186404322165,0.0,0.0,0.05865797549034533,0.08486192667478194,0.0,0.07009481488498244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436778771188648,0.09809682113499343,0.05994518149138765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310283063425486,0.0,0.0,0.03642550424407865,0.2343488635156766,0.07008290900192278,0.0,0.0,0.039693025276038,0.0,0.0,0.09857603103079056,0.0,0.04255567206499724,0.0,0.03213919397171943,0.0,0.0,0.0940812683165678,0.09653458365991778,0.0,0.028428912920608732
lonely,MrPENislandPenguin,2019/10/12,"I'm trying to stop blaming myself Literally every social circle I'm conventionally part of I'm sort of the black sheep.

At church I'm treated like shit. I'm the backslider who doesn't do right and should repent. (Aka even though I don't cause trouble or hardly talk to people I'm a stain in the church) 

My family it's the same. Since I'm the atheist I'm the black sheep of the family.


Almost got kicked out twice some how. 

I'm not sure why I blamed myself. Im high school I wasn't allowed to have friends, unless well I tried converting them. So I never tried too because I didn't wanna try converting anyone. 

I'm not sure. Those things are out of my control.

I'm working really hard to better myself, and seeing results. Its still hard going out because we'll, my family is religious and doesn't think I should hang out with people outside of church.",1.2023424167354833,3.719229526011564,3.0378860445912497,87.95541425818884,86.10982658959537,5.607376823561795,18.642719515551885,7.07126945348624,0.4564557665840901,680,18,133,10,21,226,103,173,0.099,0.8059999999999999,0.095,0.094,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,3,7,9,1,0,8,0,12,1,1,5,3,29,27,8,0,3,4,0,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,1,0,0,2,8,2,1,1,3,6,15,7,18,21,3,13,4,0,3,0,6,8,1,4,4,75,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797891498148115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634746169408634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799360801183014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186594214917568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415504749386946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545455914143183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101040285629933,0.0,0.11609581313945773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896944732468962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645785846129717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831044336438002,0.0,0.11020495456531028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703040522387099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455849515214382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883914653106228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731827496796895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627378590172656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921544993002642,0.0,0.1910554277228844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827316737073136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117673726834574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139452992757894,0.109802488254082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144164215784574,0.11398307451667243,0.0,0.0,0.14046172479604366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004097366405807,0.1152003912864638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25973490518486503,0.0,0.0,0.11075209527780833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915429689873622,0.08829163362534859,0.13538006891914967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742072476477549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389167377442127,0.0,0.12433596586769655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003143123313617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,A7madK,2019/10/12,"I can't find the beauty around me. I just want to express about that I find myself feeling the beauty in some things I see on the internet which are mostly some sort of art. It moves my emotions, but then I look around me and I can't find somone to share the beautiful feelings with. I can't find a way to express my emotions. I can't find the beauty in the people or my real life. It looks like some emotional dreams and stops there. Is there anyone understands me?",3.600766917293232,4.7957666105263215,4.235488721804515,88.86842105263159,72.36842105263158,7.112781954887217,24.09774436090225,7.447530270364453,0.9237218045112784,368,10,77,4,7,117,56,95,0.1,0.708,0.192,0.847,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,7,0,6,1,0,0,0,24,13,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,8,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,15,2,11,13,4,9,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,6,3,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171709555075747,0.0,0.0,0.2590010562914408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909077675477269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710958104449467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6647918416532383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027508633335558,0.07107005505729215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24431894109936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461324392306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008516615563951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557848047988288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592199724901428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162073605192975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664483900004056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144102193254427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580289379041557,0.115468551386676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lilhumanerror,2019/10/12,"Hi, i started doing meth again and im really high and definitely going to over share and embarrass myself, whole time thinkin im actin just like the cool kids do 3 days ago the love of my life woke up and felt like loving me was to hard and just not worth it anymore and i haven't heard from her since. Like wtf ? I cant fucking live without you because i love you. And you're suppose to love me bitch it's not suppose to be this easy for you to just pretend like we never met. Fuck it now i do meth again and I haven't slept since you left me. I've been clean 7 months, now I've been up 3 days and my body hurts, and I need to eat something, change me clothes and take a shower. Instead I just hit another line and typed all this bullshit, wyd?",0.6731874999999974,2.5916769437500022,2.0275,98.3375,82.6875,5.0,20.0,5.985473137389443,-0.2630625000000002,581,16,139,4,16,186,98,160,0.12,0.642,0.237,0.9697,1,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,1,4,0,0,9,15,3,1,3,1,10,10,2,0,2,24,26,12,0,1,7,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,2,1,5,13,1,0,1,1,1,1,7,5,0,0,8,4,21,10,13,16,2,17,0,1,0,6,15,5,3,0,15,78,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264862799118132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962314808077826,0.0,0.0,0.14151036665783012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698264011643911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849667888745791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509473438308674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404678842221425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600772846746676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370049981064631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638296376546584,0.0,0.0,0.08109414629683978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278224193199483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076006277175422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275284295116498,0.0,0.30825986943592865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503335295577206,0.0,0.10078632966110276,0.2788449562621924,0.0,0.1259980877470898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5151340161375425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138939806493732,0.0,0.0,0.10580299790228148,0.11005150234347508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141101545727642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236069666397088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098499106610064,0.0,0.0,0.10099687957800514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728529532569576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320382089518183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593085466032068,0.0,0.13754829029949084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,outcast435,2019/10/12,"I don’t have any friends that I can hang out with. I don’t know how to talk to people. I’ve never really had many friends and I find it incredibly difficult to meet new people. I’m pretty awkward in person and I stutter a lot when I’m nervous which is pretty frustrating.

I wish that I had people to hang out with during and outside of school, but one thing I often find myself doing is purposely trying to push people away. I don’t trust most people. When someone tries to talk to me I automatically think that it’s out of pity or it’s some cruel joke. I am and always have been an outcast and people would usually leave after a short amount of time anyway, so that may or not be the reason why I tend to put up a barrier.

People that have come up to me in the past haven’t exactly been the best people for me to be around. I would love to be able to walk up to people and see if we’d hit it off, but because I’m too scared to, sometimes people will come up to me instead. These people usually end up being really bad influences, make me feel like shit, are kind of stalkerish/make me feel unsafe, or just take advantage of me.",4.1810780141843935,4.503956157446812,5.734468085106382,81.85333333333334,70.40425531914894,8.649645390070921,25.453900709219862,8.648137234880735,1.5923815602836884,887,23,185,14,15,303,130,235,0.132,0.73,0.138,0.552,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,2,11,19,3,3,7,0,26,2,1,4,2,43,42,16,0,4,8,0,2,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,12,14,0,1,7,1,0,7,6,10,0,1,4,3,22,9,37,28,5,31,0,1,1,1,8,14,1,9,11,131,34,1,0.09405481263838332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826113868908201,0.0,0.0,0.0639604978710551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372872402641737,0.0,0.0,0.0883675925688647,0.0,0.07853183988090158,0.05733494079914962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870472314317558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203978581140452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330464705018681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511387860176404,0.06719277694190122,0.0,0.0,0.17192878960976568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533302986272895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794361381835767,0.0516900652802056,0.0,0.0,0.09959046614119432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459504305630197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996203827322458,0.08488814055119788,0.0,0.06278231778371035,0.09535681752873963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254086980199757,0.09083872413878497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373397520145183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978596118721989,0.71726340925924,0.08212503453259277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137511553748826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945510648151404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050784277453942,0.09670401219918234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416527544574904,0.09518849173684092,0.07494950835514863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654591356932478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969233752909878,0.0,0.09302261467469294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071751383820687,0.15119539133150234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062485838236169,0.06026652617179444,0.0,0.0,0.05484411761820861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127714087722825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207176176314676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486983911587229,0.0,0.10815839278759623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336276806678009,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wheatfieldhillbilly,2019/10/12,"54/Male married introvert formerly lonely & depressed, now happy and willing to chat / provide insight I'm also retired from my own business and was just browsing the business mentorship reddits for people I may be able to help and stumbled upon r/lonely. Wow, I remember that time of my life. Not fun. Anyway, I've been married now for about 10 years and have a few friends that I infrequently spend time with. And I must say, I'm actually pretty happy now. I'm still an introvert, I really enjoy my alone time now. My wife is actually away helping her mother this weekend, so I'm going to be hanging out on reddit this weekend among other things I want to do.

I just wanted to say I remember very well what it is like and that things can and will get better if you put yourself out there and don't have unrealistic expectations. PM me or respond if you wish, I'll be available off and on over the weekend. Cheers!",5.250037453183523,6.2524778426966305,6.3702808988764055,75.81062734082398,68.32584269662922,8.629962546816481,32.810861423220985,8.841846274778883,2.8531108614232212,728,32,130,12,12,244,116,178,0.055999999999999994,0.733,0.212,0.9823,0,5,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,1,13,12,0,0,4,0,16,1,0,0,1,27,25,14,0,7,6,2,0,1,1,4,1,2,0,0,10,12,0,0,3,4,1,3,2,2,1,0,2,2,16,10,20,16,2,25,0,2,0,0,12,9,0,4,14,93,26,0,0.16004010553600725,0.0,0.3123521138807494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575328376482448,0.0,0.12798401457624742,0.0,0.173403387484214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036294734919886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415424678253719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784230838909914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364658854047253,0.0,0.08361434973080123,0.0,0.09095448010179227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34073133655349963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21454301848029209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304105948829354,0.07818751162691223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095165825012232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281832278663316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088450943744315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252578966747787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625884832364881,0.0,0.0,0.2545406309234353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780823501328745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264706962461827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27996201763944645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204984782294985,0.1887916014825848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438952749208784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403822314635948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306058084421804
lonely,badmon1113,2019/10/12,I’m so sick of this My friends would rather just be with the ‘popular’ kids. Everyone’s a follower man and i just feel so alone. Kids I grew up with are turning on me for who they seem to believe are above me. Idk how to carry myself at school . What should I do? I hate this so much,-0.3176112412177972,1.7207813606557425,1.542997658079628,99.52114754098362,87.85245901639344,5.4529274004683845,18.550351288056206,6.868970318607317,-0.08534847775175614,217,6,54,3,7,71,48,61,0.17800000000000002,0.773,0.049,-0.8025,1,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,11,12,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,2,9,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34213792297949897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721858325395999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31565892389575434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703242113446878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552238243844411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32614741971488914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428416771252951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343269031328942,0.0,0.3007337952181694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593206353838081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346676989798676,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,o7_AP,2019/10/12,"Feeling lonely in the house It used to be my parents, me, and my two sisters. My dad left when he divorced my mom and my older sister recently moved out to live on her own. I feel like it’s at least partially my fault she moved out and it feels like she hates me and is annoyed with me. I always knew she preferred my sister over me but it still makes me sad. Growing up I always was wanting to play with her and do stuff with her, she was the whole reason I got into Pokemon. Now it’s just me my little sister and my mom and it feels wrong",0.9990118577075116,2.843346782608698,2.6472727272727283,94.70363636363636,81.17391304347827,4.877470355731226,20.019762845849804,5.565023196281405,-0.2227391304347828,420,11,94,2,11,138,68,115,0.127,0.7929999999999999,0.08,-0.775,1,2,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,0,25,15,9,0,2,2,8,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,0,7,1,0,3,0,6,0,1,4,4,26,3,14,10,3,18,0,2,0,0,17,10,0,0,7,70,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27766564683736905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374581186467477,0.2383957885725839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334454343952411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647301372855534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252285515518408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812833492276903,0.0,0.0,0.16302926635689793,0.16722784304531468,0.14733187993162367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137387705678216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908261313331879,0.0,0.35467094693421464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852675230500851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154990681729473,0.16474455144048386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324687251854114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910036855362703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298850786619806,0.0,0.0,0.14410509608998878,0.0,0.0,0.09841263535446636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628241174054846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824246205948612,0.0,0.0
lonely,xxxGretski,2019/10/12,"Some human contact would be nice I promise I'm a nice person. And I won't judge you. We're all individuals.
So if your a bit odd yourself. Or your up for a chat. Feel free to DM me :)",-2.648257839721253,-1.0615728292682896,1.0845296167247405,97.71926829268294,106.56097560975607,3.3184668989547035,15.613240418118465,5.288315135182226,-0.9498320557491288,138,4,35,1,7,50,35,41,0.052000000000000005,0.629,0.319,0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,5,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,3,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,0,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6626234846519348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068881197565997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5299583573534512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311541940086142,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Proofwritten,2019/10/12,"Why am I such a horrible person Getting some stuff off of my chest.. 
I'm so pathetic

I feel so lonely and horrible, my boyfriend is extremely busy with work and so we only really get the weekends together. Except this weekend he has a company party. And a party at his sport place. All without plus one's. I'm sitting alone crying and hating myself, bored and don't know what to do. My mental illness is acting up and the fact that I can't even entertain myself alone or live with being lonely for a little while is making me have suicidal thoughts.

I want to write all the selfish things to him. I want to tell him I need him and I'm suicidal and please come home, please talk to me, please don't let me be alone anymore, but he's out of contact atm
I feel so horrible and selfish for being so needy..

I don't know what to do with all my time alone, my social anxiety also makes sure that he's the only one I'm comfortable around

It's not fair to him that I'm so dependant on him, he should be allowed to be out with friends without me breaking down because I have nobody else

And all next week I'm on vacation from school, and he's working. Meaning I'm all alone all day every day. Nothing to do. I'm going to go insane.
I have plenty of hobbies. I love to draw and paint and read and play games, but being so lonely and depressed means I have no motivation to do the things I love, I spent most of my time staring at the wall, crying in my bed or mindlessly browsing reddit",3.144762651461153,4.369292465573771,4.670263720598719,85.19816821097649,73.52459016393442,7.533856022808268,26.375623663578054,8.04050195162591,1.570053456878118,1162,40,238,17,23,390,154,305,0.20600000000000002,0.675,0.11900000000000001,-0.9733,1,11,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,3,11,15,1,0,10,0,25,4,1,5,8,60,54,29,2,4,8,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,10,25,0,0,8,7,2,4,8,8,0,2,2,3,34,7,38,44,8,29,0,4,1,2,22,14,0,5,9,159,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063510365665,0.0,0.07819433434160124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480114889199795,0.0,0.09697111824077052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704460069271053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960555455291011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422849276812015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481266313871636,0.12611954377221649,0.0,0.08421745156442142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168233359458743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458252306779988,0.0,0.08238355500955848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888063719463024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554429915754869,0.0,0.10217164136089332,0.0,0.11114083349384173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653714069926064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808094079856654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747425437120103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998629588167958,0.0,0.0,0.09800087633579116,0.0863412042071616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649986629425707,0.0,0.13053732385368014,0.0,0.0,0.21302136309582995,0.0,0.0,0.09853886846783906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250235627343299,0.0,0.0,0.10398974520211958,0.0,0.0,0.09382219158515684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325160149393684,0.14873162862591138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537740089660455,0.10215890143838408,0.32199801138202666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780609000293992,0.0,0.06264013441396858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895820520518714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967401854166796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193428214491832,0.2139100886769587,0.0,0.09215614357899372,0.0,0.0,0.07859156232260488,0.08546370594791161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299208820261145,0.0,0.0,0.07762610368996667,0.11403217650647116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534591766083994,0.0,0.07843292076569723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823090692705242,0.0,0.0,0.1885121470245264,0.0,0.14236946957371333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ZeRuxX,2019/10/12,"Monotony is killing me I've always been lonley my entire life,though it's my own fault. I've ignored invitations almost every single time just because I'm afraid of embarrassing myself or not knowing what to do.

I would rather just lay in my bed and watch youtube or some shows and read manga or listen to music. I play videogames from time to time but its so boring to play alone. I have done nothing in my life but self-learning English and now having almost a month streak of nofap.

I have one and only friend that i rarely meet up with and when i do he never opens up with me the way i do, ive known him for 4 years yet i don't really know how he feels or thinks.

I'm confident when it gets to talking ,I've been popular in highschool because i always say what i think is wrong even to teachers,I've helped every single one who needs help even the phony ones who mumble about me all the time,yet noone really cares about me,even the ones who I used to sit/walk with.

I'm in collage now. I met some people in these 2 months ,but when i sit or talk with them we barely do anything at all,just sitting there and doing nothing. I don't know what to talk about with people,i cant do small talks. I'm interested in them but they live in othet cities and have to travel everyday back to it.

Idk what to do I'm just hollow...",4.469603580562659,4.575358978260869,5.149735720375108,87.05835038363175,69.72463768115942,7.653537936913898,24.9309462915601,7.048011613610866,0.8506281329923269,1042,24,226,8,17,337,151,276,0.075,0.82,0.106,0.9082,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,3,0,19,13,1,2,5,0,21,1,0,2,2,46,38,21,1,3,14,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,13,14,0,1,7,5,0,1,5,7,0,4,4,4,28,6,33,33,6,32,0,0,1,0,21,12,0,9,16,143,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23747710291155874,0.12281085334569425,0.0,0.0,0.1973324794149608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757943683304372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117901902958693,0.0,0.1445678687343784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089798342118027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134627230805052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349585819836523,0.0,0.19981384379070108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995650525168664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161292438395664,0.0,0.061952013312476024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589604174376981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118878161364092,0.0,0.19550179527902414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751003254398086,0.0,0.0,0.10470638155970048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892953585004207,0.0,0.0,0.08792394604236645,0.09145451968067926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275572197791496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214055803465755,0.09018377030933644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822069253792306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860990210582212,0.0,0.15192796707266434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429783647367006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370252009608268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812334186203573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519597495565947,0.1165020994809308,0.0,0.276574705970555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024131585295613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412154882727773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423427638015718,0.12964622414886626,0.0,0.07636022401667399
lonely,decodivah,2019/10/12,"Another holiday season without I have much to be grateful for and I really have no business complaining. I am just so tired of having no one to share life with. The holidays make it even more poignant. It hurts to see my friends nestled up on the couch with someone they love and I seem to have gone through life missing this experience. I'm almost 50. I'm female. And my luck seems to have run out. 

Its hard being alone.",1.6167469879518066,4.224709048192775,2.859048192771088,89.34784939759041,85.02409638554218,6.211566265060243,25.16746987951808,7.554174236665415,1.4990250602409638,333,14,66,6,10,107,62,83,0.19,0.606,0.203,0.5169,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,1,0,13,17,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,2,7,4,14,14,2,6,0,2,1,1,5,3,0,4,1,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231578671503478,0.2395209804677137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425017055282262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527484702230545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262217222701889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786749043278196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716817609730329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475741582441788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32669887180227464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872585407292196,0.0,0.15437130339990254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000651695357355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567112711034373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481543961398869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842884063921605,0.4210702681722233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959502364620235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658053038353081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22293138072532795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,armj95,2019/10/12,"Am I handling it right? 2019 has not been a great year. Most of my friends have shifted cities for professional and education reasons. Had a tough breakup. And a project I was working on got shelved. 

Weekdays are a pursuit to find the next thing I should commit to professionally. Weekend are just, meh! I barely can go out because there is no one to hangout with. 

I am desperately looking to meet some new people I can hangout with and make my weekends eventful. But somehow I feel this might not solve the situation completely. 

I don't know what's missing or what it is that needs to change.",3.5101948051948035,6.072674500000005,3.9737662337662334,84.70759740259741,76.32142857142857,6.215584415584416,32.50324675324676,7.348242739294969,2.189810714285714,472,25,88,6,11,148,85,112,0.11699999999999999,0.815,0.068,-0.5149,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,6,0,16,0,0,2,1,23,24,5,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,2,0,1,4,2,10,2,11,18,2,10,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,5,6,64,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774462693070142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25639206824048755,0.0,0.25411710795177805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254799877771985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215189771323409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872520837947377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774270791104615,0.0,0.19384296927559375,0.26721038866898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331985226530634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203527173978983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617818033734955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571130047905407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797120026742906,0.0,0.23407948489492014,0.2577599726191248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423409979501954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680267078376897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491935634000359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698002830554246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27243057666749976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101781444225147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644600680477324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560763523520833
lonely,FALUPy,2019/10/12,"Please anyone? So I’m just wanting someone to talk to, I can only do it on discord because I prefer calls- I’d really appreciate it if someone is willing to just talk with me. I honestly have no one to talk with, and idk where else to ask for such a dumb request.... but yeah I just wanna have a call and talk to someone I’m 17 btw and a guy  ......",0.5953088803088811,2.2977075270270295,3.522046332046333,88.64013513513515,81.83783783783784,5.850193050193052,24.08494208494209,6.868970318607317,0.8667320463320465,263,10,58,3,7,94,48,74,0.094,0.789,0.11699999999999999,0.3912,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,13,10,6,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,11,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,1,1,0,40,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336236096675266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865543940485926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649457032343427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902749093647868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964197341155867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892219425279344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949628887046252,0.14534238713356806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097736263133668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242542827245895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857626687560904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.614405174315907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271745743539716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Todderfly,2019/10/12,"Lonely weekends I always thought I could be lonely. I figured being by myself was the right thing, and I would have SO much me time. Time I could spend doing whatever I wanted. No responsibilities.   


Recently I got out of a toxic relationship, and although things were not good, I am having a real hard time living on my own now.   


Days are quiet, and being relative new to a town it's sleep, eat, work, game, repeat. I don't have any friends am feel I'm too anti-social to go out and meet someone.   


So here I am on a  Saturday about to go buy some vodka and sit inside and drink in game. I miss the presence of a person, even if we didn't talk.",2.9173282442748096,4.158382603053436,4.922053435114506,83.10643893129772,74.11450381679391,7.07206106870229,23.023664122137408,7.554174236665415,0.9675337404580152,495,13,101,6,10,171,93,131,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.9034,0,4,2,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,7,0,18,3,1,0,0,20,26,10,0,5,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,9,2,0,3,5,2,2,4,3,0,0,5,3,15,2,12,15,3,20,0,3,0,0,8,7,0,2,10,74,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947007652195375,0.0,0.0,0.13033014419073818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30603755246626463,0.0,0.0,0.12359988623310594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774630295260128,0.0,0.19610816121749744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265845445531256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690516744959624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807010082904684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784085106590115,0.16074886641451924,0.15328186166997204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716828271922084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923250271993892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408865011100011,0.0,0.0,0.18509899718069905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734340645503182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181422890749674,0.0,0.0,0.18923353698253148,0.20576285920130105,0.0,0.16367002726867338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179072099726446,0.0,0.16238638201352526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404286871668724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546505602134928,0.0,0.0,0.15215052794875086,0.3352620130446003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304149915164627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395251656964454,0.0,0.0,0.1361443036639477,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Biroomi,2019/10/12,"Adam and Eve without the Eve 29m never had any kind relationship with a girl.. 

For the past year and a half I've been feeling depressed, lonely and so emotionally dry day in and day out.. Have anxiety when I do get the chance of talking to girls.. 

Where I'm from I can't even approach girls to face my anxiety except texting them in social media apps which doesn't solve the problem..

I'm currently on a mission to end suffering and find someone to settle down with..

Didn't actually know that marriage was and still is the hardest thing I ever do in my life..",5.199732142857143,5.606901651785716,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,68.19642857142857,8.9,32.07142857142857,8.841846274778883,2.553950000000001,443,18,87,7,7,147,81,112,0.151,0.8170000000000001,0.032,-0.9036,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,8,0,10,2,1,0,2,17,15,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,4,1,6,1,17,11,0,20,0,3,0,0,8,7,0,0,12,58,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.21236731122469654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799016583633962,0.0,0.3329598910509334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28069588619836633,0.0,0.18743718454087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447950341981112,0.19274816398003627,0.0,0.0,0.14373702919654904,0.1968512165882524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003603111399872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989022203805013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369831573421645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266194312747625,0.11959915240701455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371258777960464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784321118876325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077444630380992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082345022523105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336441799035768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183783836101476,0.18439009450165697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379290881001327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491601677294916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445781360494716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977947820591064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014118985919854
lonely,Toasty-Asian,2019/10/12,"Just got rejected There are probably thousands of things like this already in reddit but right now I decided to do it here. 

I [m] just confessed to one of my friends [f] it was kinda of sudden not gonna lie but I just decided to suck it up and try my best. So I told her I had feelings for her and asked what she thought of me. The look on her face was shocked and that paired with her saying I'm trying to figure out my feelings for you basically screamed rejected to me. So now I sit here in my closet crying like a lil bitch listing to my sad song playlist. My friends are there to talk to me right now but I really just need an honest conversation with a stranger. With that being said thoughts?",2.119510489510489,4.042019132867136,3.3055944055944053,90.95531468531472,77.95104895104896,6.637762237762238,25.685314685314694,7.61054688173877,1.2302139860139871,548,21,119,8,13,177,88,143,0.174,0.688,0.13699999999999998,-0.743,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,13,13,2,0,4,0,7,1,1,0,0,25,20,8,0,1,8,0,2,2,2,1,0,4,1,0,8,7,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,7,0,2,8,7,22,6,22,10,1,12,1,3,1,0,15,7,2,1,6,86,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275860264651748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928023729541737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643145620669094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22654003641198184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085577528178245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31867410480949915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494538660309174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015125169978534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318589640705054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529210260712765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975052685860315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223567738093881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321197561042134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522480172023974,0.19617720850812848,0.1640067644701329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657643002055269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370137165790209,0.0,0.0,0.32745593485034824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706687892523725,0.0,0.2800407630328397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,guccifrybread,2019/10/12,"I'm like very lonely and ugly. Ok I'm 13, whoever is in charge of this sub can take this down or whatever but like I'm so lonely and I'm really ugly and obese I understand why nobody likes me is regular for me my friends are really nice and stuff but I have a secret im gay like imy friend is to but nobody knows not even my family but I have this crush on this one guy his really hansome but he's to cocky and I'm an I introvert and I don't like his personality but that's me. I mean I got a digital friend but he just doesn't care about me I understand that but still I'm his friend. I suffer from lonelyness I just want someone to hug and care about just really hug no sexual stuff but I'm just lonely I used to think you gotta be skinny to be gay so I felt outta place. Well I gtg bye",-1.391694915254238,0.6162898983050873,1.9712000000000032,93.54032542372887,96.34463276836159,6.221830508474578,13.859661016949152,7.554174236665415,0.07521667796610165,620,12,149,15,25,222,92,177,0.168,0.59,0.242,0.9456,0,8,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,11,20,0,0,3,1,11,6,1,1,0,31,31,19,0,1,15,0,1,5,4,1,1,0,0,2,8,7,2,0,7,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,2,1,23,16,13,26,0,5,0,4,0,4,14,4,0,1,7,87,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872781401864087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305154442754517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281145690475868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526926697361333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353817952839468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267658316007308,0.0,0.0,0.13949579733904965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217724591177798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742532252061636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441402992061414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346231372316002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546560946950587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301314094369548,0.14719219851295354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610116776794031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936926181393576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250892456677766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32255345047571765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592608632042222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027179982756237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933272448315186,0.0,0.1216772227312184,0.0,0.11624279426300005,0.08309613245123451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667026213065,0.0,0.12712451861297197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thi5i55ome1lurking,2019/10/12,I've been feeling incredibly alone and it's incredibly painful I've been feeling alone for a good month.  Each day it gets harder and harder to cope.  I also think about things that make me feel even worse.  I just don't know what to do with myself sometimes.  I also have a hard time because I'm not good with talking about my feelings.  It's worst before bed because that's when my thoughts go crazy.,2.351125,4.686373862500002,2.9125000000000014,91.9925,79.125,5.0,23.75,5.985473137389443,0.4072499999999999,319,11,65,2,8,99,54,80,0.222,0.674,0.10400000000000001,-0.8744,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,15,16,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,5,7,2,7,13,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41249837437550413,0.0,0.3185046881705065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24278803222709286,0.0,0.16945364080166173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284289530040962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153022238869874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40276506963013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404253404522863,0.0,0.11317596349219512,0.3340586992333714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839050194184333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944224464305387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329276282569139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589518058278956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118992106901252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695474744279112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006134754622942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322998985955604,0.12760099770286654,0.0,0.15809507273029075,0.11612025067228808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029408743926139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ulaffuluuse17,2019/10/12,"need someone to talk to if anyone cares, I’m absolutely spiraling rn and need someone to talk to. i can’t reach any crisis hotline people. or just ignore this post I suppose. Either way",2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,81.22222222222223,5.822222222222222,25.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.5956333333333332,148,6,25,2,4,50,28,36,0.171,0.7240000000000001,0.106,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990329948751759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046492353574288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984076033768458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340382407626023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029080294741935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803073222667033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959750200505516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704915150707646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23231641270489706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jfamtheman,2019/10/12,"In a house I hate. With a person I love, who wants nothing to do with me. Six months ago me and my fiancee bought a home together. It's kinda big for two people but i fell in love with it and so did she. Long story short we are no longer together. She decided marriage wasn't for her plus we had some communication problems I can't get into. I don't blame her. I blame myself.

She has a larger friend base than I do. She has places to stay. Friends to go out with. Family close by. I do not.

Basically I'm alone in this house every night. And even when she is home we don't talk. I've always been a girlfriend guy. I worked it out once and in the past 15 years and through more than a few relationships I've been single for 22 months. My girlfriends have always been my best friends. I have other close friends but hey... I'm a romantic... I crave intimacy. 

Now I'm alone. Scorned. Ignored. Depressed. In a house I now hate and will always associate with heartbreak. I've been to some dark places. We're working on selling the house but theses things take time. Especially since we barely talk to eachother. 

I would love for someone to tell me what to do but I think I need to be alone. I need to get more comfortable with myself but... I'm so goddamn fucking lonely.",-0.16555447470816986,2.12978757587549,1.5624426070038917,95.30428647859924,97.36575875486379,4.437704280155641,18.48725680933852,6.2581,-0.04291898832684815,985,31,213,12,40,319,137,257,0.125,0.6890000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9539,0,6,0,0,0,0,39.0,4,0,0,3,6,17,3,0,10,0,23,4,0,0,0,39,42,15,0,5,6,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,2,9,22,0,1,2,0,2,2,6,8,0,2,8,0,35,9,33,31,7,29,0,3,0,4,30,15,1,3,11,138,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911433294531257,0.0,0.0,0.3123582255848804,0.0,0.0,0.25094859876439063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550068816237228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658687956982344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639952935300328,0.0,0.0847013869885386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477132577879238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31067884443583715,0.09293894241806452,0.10504620410176664,0.0,0.057133870630481975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954112365375148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850635754153526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168082627207448,0.0,0.0,0.4639953726755468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896643916509357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721984407570295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048517070992308,0.0,0.0,0.14908436849039686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434118095864702,0.0,0.09646184553027788,0.0,0.0,0.1070618341240667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596785635912776,0.06969527703974003,0.08777946366334721,0.21006621149215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096194230685702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793226817323424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315997143827057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517927190163309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715226968800184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558651843074184,0.1616054158757401,0.08786819687653492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678807988505353,0.0644159649286199,0.0,0.0,0.05862021558974551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982038124619661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929556698667205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637498389474626,0.0,0.0,0.07141407127775043,0.0,0.0,0.06473842614971807
lonely,Alpaca42,2019/10/12,"I’m scared of the weekends I used to like them because, ya know, no school. But now I just spend them sitting alone studying or just being on my phone. I’m just stuck with my thoughts for two days straight and I have a tendency to get really depressed. I wish school was constant, I need to be distracted to get away from my thoughts",3.758507462686566,5.071799179104481,3.725552238805971,92.21907462686569,72.13432835820895,7.151044776119402,29.817910447761196,7.554174236665415,1.5793605970149251,263,11,57,3,5,80,49,67,0.20800000000000002,0.69,0.102,-0.7727,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,15,3,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,11,1,10,9,0,8,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,36,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448776065847887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221405080465762,0.0,0.0,0.14412990676438314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255504589292516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524824172965321,0.0,0.2036429915460184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470573297030181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993968748619356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551126033306235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753151686662363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146770800998996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367148580127175,0.4785740858138854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754094117985516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23096476337217106,0.0,0.0,0.20420580478269887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718910816158545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Snorlaxieyang,2019/10/12,"I(24F) realized at age 18 that I was completely lonely 
I grew up in a mentally abusive household.  I was the 8th child in my family. My older siblings wouldn’t socialize with me that much as a kid. I talked with my older brother (7th kid) a lot back then. My dad  worked during the day so I never saw him. My mom was consumed with church and my grandma (dads side) lived with us. She was very controlling of my mom. So my mom did not want to raise us with her there, so she chose to pray for our lives to get better and neglected us. 

Growing up, I didn’t know how to interact with people. At home I was pretty lonely most of the time. Before I started school my siblings bullied me and told me my voice sounded more masculine so I was ashamed to speak infront of others. So I was known as the mute girl and as you know being mute isn’t good for making friends. So I had none. 

When we moved and I was starting 5th grade I told myself I would start talking. But I didn’t know how to engage in conversations. And everyone knew each other from the previous years. I was pretty shy and kept to myself. Some people tried to talk to me. But I didn’t know how to reply. So it never went anywhere. 

Senior year of high school, there was a swimming lesson and I almost drowned. And when I was in the water I thought to myself. I’m gonna die and I honestly don’t mind. Nothing is going on in my life. But then a lifeguard saved me and I went home right after. I never told anyone about it. That was the first time I cried so much and realized how pathetic my life really was.  

And here I am at age 24 thinking I should have died that day. I have no idea what I’m doing in life. I have no friends. I’m surprised I found a boyfriend. But now my negativity from my past trauma is tainting our relationship. I’m extremely depressed and have so much social anxiety. I don’t like life. 

Thanks for reading, loneliness sucks",1.3505974664397795,3.611651824289407,3.001297031574968,90.3567158252978,82.43669250645995,5.946152391756478,21.842125165437693,7.217587316427113,0.7425072036301761,1484,48,310,21,41,489,194,387,0.155,0.7509999999999999,0.094,-0.977,0,4,0,0,0,0,44.0,6,1,0,5,21,17,1,1,13,0,33,5,0,6,3,61,62,38,3,4,5,6,0,1,2,4,4,3,2,4,9,22,1,3,13,2,0,7,15,7,0,1,28,4,63,10,43,29,9,48,2,4,1,0,35,15,1,4,27,218,72,6,0.0,0.10211573809454512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863023404025464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659316804788495,0.0,0.0,0.06026291362821878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627133851125197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333752251425224,0.0,0.0,0.07622408122463327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036386917143246,0.0,0.0966643797694848,0.0,0.0,0.09467073753988622,0.1111650500734167,0.0,0.07423145485780662,0.0,0.17889390822017098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235394973896508,0.0,0.0,0.08124803002849751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733093521445954,0.0,0.0944979649860666,0.13317342494954515,0.0,0.04502837263858296,0.0,0.04898121239186533,0.07228831809162564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105972492520104,0.17290219055680384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729295206720448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946121293232326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435015026242114,0.04210588757258765,0.0,0.1522067714806091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327183994478083,0.0,0.0,0.05752949823880076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685472465067925,0.0,0.08702279799495248,0.3028182886559677,0.0,0.09160155934323372,0.1900688029885113,0.0,0.1994147391575543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269732282253371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227382292231032,0.11950036396001144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536329910904988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620883462993545,0.0,0.055212645641272685,0.0,0.0,0.09253098543805684,0.0,0.07360195600231156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444867794127675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571055097083393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300764612841225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781794874043288,0.0,0.07934803969859436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522419581900926,0.0,0.06842166920049053,0.10051092980654364,0.0,0.0,0.2470618492168952,0.0,0.05851430501524635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110116761613789,0.0,0.0,0.07111207315231466,0.05083444773511857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978966542982534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274407891401729,0.0,0.0,0.06122371466212345,0.0,0.0,0.11100128754317794
lonely,BalloonAnimalCthulhu,2019/10/12,"I was not made to interact with other people As I age it only gets worse, and I only want companionship that much more.",3.017500000000002,4.763005750000001,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,74.83333333333334,8.133333333333335,20.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.3722333333333334,94,2,18,2,2,33,21,24,0.132,0.812,0.055999999999999994,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528503003254285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899023797479663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029124791166992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6267823969357124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856714326600687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430444398953329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199256836579136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HopefullyImOk,2019/10/12,"I get it now. It dawned on me tonight while I was sitting here listening to music and relaxing.

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I've had my fair share of issues in life, I fight a battle every day just getting out of bed...

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Despite all of that, I understand now, there is no worse feeling than true loneliness.

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I used to tell myself the loneliness was the easiest part. I was lying to myself. If anything it's the hardest part so far. Being 18 and alone on a Friday night is a special kind of saddening and for whatever reason I just now started to feel it.

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What about you guys? When did you first notice it or was it always there...?",4.027822580645161,5.85412871774194,4.852451612903226,82.35867741935486,72.30645161290323,7.540645161290323,29.335483870967746,8.238735603445708,2.2170703225806454,507,21,92,8,10,164,84,124,0.18100000000000002,0.693,0.126,-0.8205,0,1,0,0,1,0,34.0,0,2,0,1,11,7,2,0,6,0,9,1,0,2,2,15,17,8,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,8,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,3,13,5,15,10,3,16,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,10,72,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031293674271804,0.0,0.0,0.08862541349546563,0.4616170848635346,0.5176885102953077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764920973599763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869057358164313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973983695218639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770999453161338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059792523612803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129486261912366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546231324327462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111169471734695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109144770864817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523163922564935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995305269618897,0.0,0.0,0.12126310875573115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306813619778441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951071261398253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538880354982559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930950240761684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088136835412953,0.0,0.09199102498451568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854347667806824,0.0,0.0,0.5176885102953077,0.0
lonely,Ufoul,2019/10/12,Friend made a video of them wih other friends at a party Seeing that video of my best friend with his other friends at a party I wasnt invuted to having the time of their lives then doing other shit brought me to tears and I cried and cried and cried,5.352051282051285,5.107049076923076,5.239230769230769,88.3724358974359,67.84615384615384,7.702564102564103,25.025641025641022,6.42735559955562,0.6889025641025643,200,4,43,1,3,62,35,52,0.191,0.489,0.319,0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,2,1,0,6,1,0,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,5,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,7,5,8,3,1,5,0,0,1,0,7,2,1,0,2,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089910261537096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6562562878488154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6154376017241165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584921774311674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843638660260875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869326372698034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044201017466264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612340376962635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jvvdas,2019/10/12,Undeserving Every day I actually yearn for intimacy yet I reject it. I feel afraid of letting someone into my life and roping them into my issues. I hate feeling like I put weight on people’s shoulders. I’m starting to find it increasingly difficult to maintaining the bonds that I have with my friends and family. Perhaps it would be better to just to break them off so I don’t have to deal with any of this anymore. I fucking hate it. I feel like my heads gonna explode from maintaining this façade. It’s too much work,2.9255882352941143,5.336696656862749,4.468392156862748,81.19376470588236,77.52941176470588,7.217254901960787,26.86666666666667,8.238735603445708,2.04122431372549,417,17,77,8,10,139,70,102,0.146,0.736,0.11800000000000001,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,2,4,11,3,1,1,0,6,5,2,0,0,13,15,3,0,2,1,0,4,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,0,4,15,4,15,11,2,10,0,2,0,1,4,4,1,0,5,52,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.18712512248958976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039990829887818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016933580511905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959162721987206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236660477177172,0.1976908830972724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156177449179154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076945500117064,0.0,0.2908711187479707,0.2739794793103401,0.0,0.0,0.1752605056659226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814936091573422,0.17727431616302525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786365313787857,0.19679584981156456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014229725358115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960823781594666,0.13544215750802133,0.18736351751956412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096191590494306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293870422406526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927666386573768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247330542779442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572510595057585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23350581045996135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959985178544146,0.0,0.0,0.13621718001947106,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-nyctophiliac,2019/10/12,""" At least try to fake a smile every once in a while "" Today one of my only friends told me, ""I know you hate your life, but you could at least try to fake a smile every once in a while.""",14.923170731707316,3.268273024390247,13.351219512195122,72.36634146341467,62.65853658536585,16.400000000000002,43.4390243902439,3.1291,3.3455658536585355,138,1,37,0,1,45,27,41,0.183,0.665,0.151,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,6,1,7,2,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560902004058834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339439509050538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989595595927883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542480003397145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152643254167235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189421703560668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5485014701970063,0.1745024327801548,0.1958558068505991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24409915127803206,0.2460717005213145,0.0,0.34967878494143245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ollieDeOps,2019/10/12,"I love you all No matter what or where or how you are, I just want to let you all know that I love you, I'm new to this community because I've only lately realized that it is loneliness I feel. I've almost always felt it, even now, with a girlfriend and family that loves me, I still feel alone. Disconnected. Unable to communicate in a way that I feel I should with any one person.

It makes me sad to see so many lonely souls.
You are all beautiful humans ❤️",4.134375000000002,4.276935354166668,5.891666666666668,81.32000000000002,70.45833333333334,9.316666666666668,24.333333333333336,9.2995712137729,1.6350958333333332,358,8,78,7,6,124,64,96,0.125,0.6970000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.7595,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,2,3,21,17,5,0,2,3,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,5,14,3,7,14,3,7,1,2,1,3,11,2,0,3,4,52,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020657658136832,0.2089958890964876,0.0,0.0,0.16790729752058187,0.0,0.0,0.13722563363492205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301066818531728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328186232395126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023175190828392,0.0,0.30609663838722434,0.0,0.19375218249576956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089973025236063,0.0,0.22763042071815254,0.0,0.0,0.20634622323432025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5463760881933372,0.0,0.13469787799818714,0.20458564492682985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489218960838936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673963496537372,0.15347208120782913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619718851695976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608022782342281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611515325895669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902228332859102,0.16017327658268435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bobotherob0,2019/10/12,Baby steps... So I did it guys...I said ‘yes’. My co workers have asked me to join them on there weekly hang outs and I finally said ok 😄 I’m alone. But I’ll see if this will help. Wish me luck!,-4.0295454545454525,-3.549303045454544,-0.7330909090909081,108.15536363636365,124.9090909090909,2.6690909090909103,8.945454545454545,4.935628992294339,-2.0827290909090905,142,2,40,1,10,49,38,44,0.042,0.68,0.278,0.8777,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,6,2,3,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,2,19,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33057038878192985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983867553337924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496420359831417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139371462773084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6072195048252295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543421876033551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560239758432262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670369937439413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,knicolex2,2019/10/12,"Hoping but not banking on I’m hoping that starting an internship soon will help me make friends within my field. Starting one in April. If not then I hope to make friends at a job I will eventually start after graduating. 

I’m hoping, but I’ve said this about the other job I just left so we see how that went. I’m so tired of being lonely. I have a long distance boyfriend and live with my parents",1.3866666666666667,3.7778076666666682,2.779259259259259,91.1666666666667,83.44444444444446,5.0814814814814815,22.58024691358025,6.42735559955562,0.4837506172839512,315,11,65,3,9,102,59,81,0.121,0.655,0.22399999999999998,0.8651,3,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,3,0,16,19,8,0,5,6,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,2,2,8,6,9,14,0,14,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,5,8,42,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540054405842151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018317322098302,0.0,0.0,0.65308186743682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262516378456701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860376682386575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451541404168306,0.14547472402489509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945527874306311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139089625062487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252904984292007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636688870429752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309928163563462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490556603371809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889353000196245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238567448304458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LittleBoyChimp,2019/10/12,"Bored out of my mind Here comes another weekend, nothing to do, no friends to do things with, nothing. My life is spiraling down fast and I just sit around waiting for the next week to go by and the next and the next and so on. I have nothing to do and no one to do something with. I feel completely alone, out of reach. I don’t care about myself anymore I just want it all to end.",1.5935357142857145,3.2187614250000043,2.7321428571428577,95.83,78.5,6.071428571428572,25.17857142857143,6.868970318607317,0.7244821428571435,294,11,69,3,7,94,51,80,0.053,0.7959999999999999,0.151,0.7255,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,1,18,13,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,11,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,1,8,2,18,13,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,7,51,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524825025093367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755357691109026,0.0,0.0,0.17738415330191515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922609817742645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823628716641048,0.0,0.0,0.15407474044460148,0.18753457853507668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841963512621873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904385678175509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381892029911058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165203312198906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633631142070947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060076327592492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5706688725284099,0.0,0.0,0.5148719634419742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212022792735046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769756840507386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188287093751947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054981024880978,0.0,0.14347320618161055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,youcantgobacknow,2019/10/12,Is anyone else chilling on a Friday night Hi! I'm really bored and just looking for someone interesting to talk to about anything really :) message me if you'd like 😊,2.1459374999999987,4.938916718750004,4.492500000000003,77.1025,84.9375,6.95,26.75,8.07648339933343,2.4604125000000003,133,6,22,3,4,46,30,32,0.096,0.662,0.242,0.7424,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,5,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,2,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512680770936269,0.3681997674470726,0.2957170226789593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001934447240319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755617969279601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017661396798019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372285870006048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604216579079624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30447875692502885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888344490372093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,VaporRei,2019/10/12,"i never thought I'd post here but.. here i am idk I've been just very lonely for the longest time and I've always been lonely but, the more i find out about myself like idk what i want in a relationship, sexuality and alot of other things just make me feel so much more alone and just makes me realize how much harder it'll be for me to ever find someone bc well, my ultimate goal is to find a relationship as impossible as that is but anyways ig that was a small vent, I'm just a little bored at work and feeling a little down. my discord is amber#1700 if anyone wants to chat",1.9225454545454528,3.8304624666666713,3.807878787878789,87.19227272727277,78.5,6.363636363636362,21.74242424242424,7.348242739294969,0.6783333333333332,456,13,97,6,11,154,79,120,0.128,0.7959999999999999,0.076,-0.6361,0,5,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,12,5,0,0,8,0,9,0,0,3,2,28,17,12,0,3,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,4,2,10,2,13,11,5,11,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,2,4,69,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460257081622936,0.0,0.0,0.14830970558849066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462933974956733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122800948212102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802466916415439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.488723559284868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870789122496701,0.3572860013579625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23795276231941986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620533702213442,0.0,0.13746944171370945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070435880228807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827254584027226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510219160438579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841453405212367,0.0,0.0,0.14150240908742612,0.1039330001257931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706641600292414,0.21026078150974314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025889246569144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976062154065912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,davidhk21010,2019/10/12,"Foodie Meetup? I've been lonely a number of times in the past and found a great way to get out and be with people is to try foodie meetups until I find a group to hang out with.

If you look in meetup for just about any food you like, there's very likely a meetup in your area. It also might be good to try a food you haven't tried before.

Just an idea. I hope it helps someone.",2.175528455284549,2.9722790731707316,3.554634146341467,93.91943089430895,75.34146341463416,5.466666666666668,16.10569105691057,3.1291,-0.98529918699187,292,2,68,0,6,96,58,82,0.03,0.7759999999999999,0.195,0.9153,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,5,6,0,0,7,0,6,2,0,0,0,14,10,5,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,6,5,15,5,0,11,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,3,5,43,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896070324563732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351741628596905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914331819785178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816772146914228,0.0,0.4807202705544486,0.21794708646697852,0.0,0.0,0.10385199963169137,0.0,0.0,0.16672346664810198,0.0,0.2191507011202485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323503410557316,0.0,0.0,0.19742893206379694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22439335534839486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422334694519047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692136520848833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086940349756686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897537158716758,0.13780591021546454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842184426933265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590759818295107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40486656924072734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401061291064686,0.0,0.15777874731596844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,za01,2019/10/12,"Wouldn’t wish this type of loneliness on my worst enemy. I literally have nothing to do or anyone to meet with. I see people partying, going out with friends and having fun and I’m just home every Friday night. My weekends consist of me staying in bed, completing assignments or watching Youtube and nothing else. I’ve applied to a countless number of jobs and haven’t heard back. I really don’t know what to do. 

I’m in college and I’ve made some friends but we don’t hang outside of class or talk outside of class. I made one friend who I’ve talked to after class 2-3 times and it’s fun but is it worth asking them to get a coffee after class again? 

I’m just tired of having nothing to do and drowning in my sorrows. I truly hate my life.",1.8259429824561408,3.9864547960526338,3.422526315789476,88.573350877193,79.98684210526315,5.8954385964912275,24.607017543859648,7.0316486544052195,1.0490959649122802,587,22,118,7,15,194,90,152,0.11699999999999999,0.722,0.16,0.6124,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,0,4,8,1,0,2,0,11,2,0,2,0,24,24,12,1,2,7,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,2,0,5,11,0,0,1,1,1,2,4,3,0,1,3,3,12,5,22,20,2,15,0,1,2,0,11,5,0,4,7,71,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713583489903713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566112014636604,0.0,0.0,0.12881469047917427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564446560623373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399438010020864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411451818372883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882830926679087,0.0,0.08752374728684811,0.0,0.0952070662113088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539407987999685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803902456236305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624052702614905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206614823971923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832630589778267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170282424787565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720879686367578,0.0,0.4822279260754192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351778290460915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613921448896004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731939355064203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349398011616795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785570121943539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692969574720005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768389022809353,0.19254281177870144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264294927415895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lez2diz,2019/10/12,"Im a dissapointment Ive been browsing the subreddit for a couple months now, but ive nevr had the courage to do so until yesterday i was just flat out depressed. The thing is i swear im a mistake, my brother is a pro at soccer with him also being very social and extremely extroverted and my sister is the same. I suck at soccer and only play it out of peer pressure. My brother and sister also have a big group of friends they hang out with. I dont know why theres no one like me, well i guess someone whos extremely introverted, has social anxiety, likes video games, and really likes the fantasy genre would be really hard to find. I also immigrated to Canada 6 years ago, but i miss my old country, i had friends over there, a nice bunch of them, i was quite social over there and athleticly active. It seems like my family adapted here really easily, life is going fine for them, even bettr. Why did the opposite happend to me? I got depressed, unsocial, lonely and also thought of suicide many times. 
Anyways sry for it being so long, i just had to let it out.

tldr; im a black sheep, a very black sheep",5.0044861021331615,5.471813420814482,6.370953458306397,77.502092760181,68.63800904977376,9.391208791208793,29.360374919198453,9.424239791934726,2.527674595992244,870,30,168,17,14,296,128,221,0.152,0.6679999999999999,0.18,0.8402,0,3,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,3,1,16,18,1,1,14,0,22,1,0,0,0,25,31,16,1,2,4,4,1,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,5,13,0,0,4,6,0,2,2,7,1,1,9,3,24,11,23,17,2,20,0,4,2,0,16,9,1,2,13,115,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048413261236987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783295088418647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047804473111544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086613564892746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037356501245243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386143450767301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811778959991075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149667112749566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809880995517422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275389027049185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672169174756152,0.0,0.09459322432836324,0.0,0.1302903574858464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059488187903554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832633886249975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499940534657392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094151875050853,0.08353927765270149,0.23112763706716194,0.0,0.0,0.104667331890323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990962676310205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440388299120142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241069641773402,0.0,0.08014442361430077,0.08995147231746901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579723144623478,0.0,0.0,0.2273049398607473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107670730082674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616913820868259,0.1002118012811547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937078412856573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857491194712304,0.0,0.0,0.09389505623909424,0.06896557418948067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951741951325356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634107092540077,0.0,0.21344484842442651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840173032686716,0.0,0.0,0.07616353311944518
lonely,measlybastard,2019/10/12,"I have one friend [long vent] **LONG ASS VENT AHEAD:**


I have one friend, a good friend. We’ve been friends for about 8 years now. Of course we were really close a long time ago, when we were kids, but since high school started and she started socializing we’ve grown apart significantly. But it’s fine because we still hang out once a month or so. I really appreciate having that connection in my life. 

But it’s sucks because that’s my only connection, besides family and counsellors. I can’t befriend counsellors; it’s a rule. Plus they don’t stay. They’re not allowed to. And I have social anxiety so it’s nearly impossible to try and makes friends at school. I can barely string together a simple sentence without my anxiety making me stumble my words. I’m working through it but it’s hard. 

Though there’s one thing that makes me hesitant about even attempting to start a conversation with someone. 

One day I was having a conversation with said friend. She told me she doesn’t really like this person that she hangs out with but they have this one redeeming quality that makes it worth it to hang out with them. I wondered what mine was so I asked. She thought about it for a little while and finally said she doesn’t know. I pushed a little more because I’m annoying like that and she was getting tired of me annoying her so she said just said I’m nice. I didn’t believe her, though. I’m not so nice that it would be my one redeeming quality. At least not with her. So a few days later I asked again. This time she said she didn’t know and that the reason why we’re friends is because we’ve been friends for a long time. And I thought about it. It’s true. I really don’t have any redeeming qualities. So why should I even try to make friends? It’s not going to work. I’d be a terrible friend because I’m a terrible person. She told me I’m clueless and a downer. She often looks at me as though I said the weirdest thing ever. I can’t handle being so terrible. I wish I wasn’t who I was. I am strange and scary and depressing and crazy. 

I wish I had a person to come to school and hang out with with. Just one. Just one person to share a strong connection with. I know I need to put in the effort but I can’t right now. I’m not expecting them to come to me or anything, I’m just too scared to talk. I can only wish right now.",1.073739712918659,3.4757145978947364,2.608918660287081,91.74024880382777,85.12631578947371,6.401913875598087,21.26794258373205,7.686295010490155,0.9138421052631579,1834,60,395,35,55,597,187,475,0.122,0.71,0.168,0.9745,1,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,3,0,4,6,32,27,3,1,19,0,35,3,1,7,2,74,77,36,0,7,18,0,1,2,10,2,2,6,0,5,28,32,0,0,7,0,1,10,16,8,0,8,22,8,62,19,45,50,3,54,0,1,1,1,54,17,2,4,28,254,90,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297209352787125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040637667259984654,0.0,0.09142981350809493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917595777333678,0.0,0.11173181612537343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214040885547644,0.0,0.0,0.06732709743091612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295290246111424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707827043852622,0.0,0.05146970337166703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893953672418606,0.05405476907352882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056334770928435834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546225490214536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616908487292837,0.0,0.031221225388296706,0.0,0.03396199734227357,0.050122394833022665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353166490386045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313788460678132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985247337069812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042209027610433936,0.058389736472581985,0.11978695487616768,0.0,0.2115367250378053,0.05018188945594524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944551909590635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769847448613819,0.0,0.0,0.04430999397180767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364059857762545,0.3239499583151057,0.09089770190332627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871443707510973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060073558507644786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531306909700106,0.06144144591210704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206645822232772,0.3410627491741888,0.0,0.05982844503061445,0.18143565401788805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494326517318658,0.0,0.0,0.12183204485301698,0.0506329813474368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689161594662982,0.06369435604842376,0.04772302511084786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04803142727687625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940146769407172,0.0,0.17613656659184365,0.09488276970158872,0.10453656915379443,0.06868333120767263,0.0,0.114203160174327,0.0,0.0811438743293672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784507304343642,0.0,0.20615715592167674,0.057604831950338026,0.06480528586571177,0.08700945269681219,0.0,0.0,0.04245055467398911,0.0,0.0,0.03848236138348871
lonely,dree27,2019/10/12,Has anyone hired a companion to combat loneliness? I’m thinking of hiring a companion to come to my house 2-3 days a week for 1-2 hours .  The person wouldn’t have to do anything  just be there . The only time I have a conversation  with another human being is when I am at work .,3.5434210526315795,4.404436280701756,5.907850877192985,78.0870394736842,72.15789473684211,9.208771929824564,26.530701754385966,9.516144504307137,2.3309333333333324,216,7,43,5,4,77,45,57,0.10400000000000001,0.8959999999999999,0.0,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,12,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,29,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497297048521608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332082093037139,0.0,0.2744623913919984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873019773246324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509582514310865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284546238520293,0.38484269788977177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536605463935748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912208836974037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137091461697628,0.0,0.0,0.19448092155188548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267533378347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428099374388213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PanickyPapaya333,2019/10/12,"A sobering truth about my life Other than the people I live with, I literally speak to one person. Not even daily. It has been like this for years, and I’m beginning to wonder if it’s me or if it’s them.... I’m so sick of feeling this way",-0.5210897435897444,1.4778316346153881,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,88.42307692307692,5.005128205128205,16.358974358974358,6.42735559955562,-0.38804871794871776,183,4,43,2,6,64,42,52,0.115,0.76,0.125,-0.1224,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,9,7,5,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,5,2,7,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26672142943775184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041851544618352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852322840142322,0.19728762826256985,0.0,0.3565833032155567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736410661048126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799601758963189,0.3526028610699512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205360770246734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379290580743653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600489149615055
lonely,Shroom_lord,2019/10/12,Friends that never visit Some back story. I moved out of my home town when I turned 18 and graduated high school. Not far about 3 hours away. I had two best friends from said hometown. Over the 5 years I was 3 hours away and all the times they said they would visit they never did. I visited all the time. Every other weekend almost. That went down to once a month eventually. Now I moved a little closer. About 2 hours away. They said the same thing. They will visit. It's been 6 months and it's been eating away at me. They literally have never came to see me ONCE. I'm so incredibly lonely i can barely stand it. I have not made any friends here. I just feel like crying on nights like this when it gets super bad. I feel like I'm the only one who puts effort into my relationships and I'm almost at my breaking point. Sometimes I think if I was dead what would they feel? It's a dumb thought but it's there. Am I that easy to forget that they only think about me when I text them I'm in town? Thanks for listening to my whining. I'm going to drink until I fall asleep. Cheers.,0.35721012171684663,2.711620004484306,1.908896540679052,95.56201233183857,88.86547085201794,4.441319666880205,15.139173606662395,5.985473137389443,-0.7328333119795003,843,16,186,7,28,272,129,223,0.073,0.795,0.132,0.9157,0,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,9,3,12,14,1,0,8,0,13,3,1,1,5,31,36,11,1,3,5,0,3,3,3,3,0,4,1,0,15,7,2,0,6,2,0,11,5,4,0,2,13,8,31,10,24,20,5,51,0,2,1,0,22,19,1,4,22,118,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041591224458108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932363042092032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831091084237921,0.07838662457274022,0.08511678966530076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698118331992107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659377500699845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119778131583009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998637375842418,0.0,0.1043114758690965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589000476400938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463386592256845,0.1456538767120406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362789593305163,0.0,0.053260160733629484,0.0,0.05793563240354512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770665919471076,0.10225551047742468,0.0,0.3011751582525574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941021905996582,0.10217203827124947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645939344998704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273726519606282,0.21669509636647888,0.0,0.0,0.2358704176460857,0.0,0.0,0.09566507432843947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712847380418854,0.06907811366679507,0.15506201801750658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636754932538667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247923783150427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944688578528046,0.0,0.0,0.2909087746453417,0.0,0.0,0.10317011344709744,0.08123407713174348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082262607612368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385392144117567,0.0,0.0,0.0677253195426719,0.1306398332142089,0.0,0.08093006444027759,0.11888567059596784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088294232096216,0.09958191028611492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945006755260032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483245529599842,0.0,0.0,0.06564690293874598
lonely,whipatelsa,2019/10/12,"I don’t know what to do with my life I’m in a fraternity surrounded by people who should be my friends, but every night I end up feeling alone because everyone I’m around seems to be having a blast while I feel like life is slipping me by as I sit alone in my room.",5.208908045977012,3.8565583965517263,6.3948275862068975,83.64959770114946,68.48275862068965,9.802298850574713,31.402298850574713,8.841846274778883,2.1611540229885056,209,7,49,3,3,71,42,58,0.08900000000000001,0.785,0.126,0.2617,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,8,13,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,10,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,4,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399234091880643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320397025159923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889388930146778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23086444639507764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961449009471656,0.2490686224523607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635916927258097,0.1862131801734244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013826999468871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325009141267742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682190351278128,0.1273436847665416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24460863142619144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070651819625652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372920466667892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pxndx_31,2019/10/12,Life Is it normal to just feel worthless every night before going to bed?,5.419285714285714,6.865190928571433,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,68.28571428571428,5.6000000000000005,21.142857142857142,3.1291,0.2900857142857141,59,1,9,0,1,19,13,14,0.182,0.818,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078872681127956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038688152320191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237122195412075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724227956771777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385755316026952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498327871126125,0.4696563007103322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NullSector21,2019/10/12,"You’ll never guess what this post is about. Haha wrong, I’m lonely and I need to talk to yall About 5 months ago, my gf who was a big part of my friend group broke up with me. Still not really over that one. I tried hanging out with my friends for 3 months to get my mind off things but since they’re still her friends it hurt having to hear so much about how great my ex was doing, so I disappeared. There was also a lot of trust issues and things they did that hurt me so it wasn’t entirely unreasonable.
Its been two months and I haven’t really hung out with anyone or talked to anyone.
I guess I just feel especially lonely because I just saw on instagram another ex of mine and shes dating the guy she told me not to worry about lol.
I don’t know. Sometimes something happens to me and I want to tell someone, but I don’t have anyone to tell...
Im not in school. Im not working. Im just 19 at home right now. Sort of being useless.
I try to keep myself distracted with my computer or online people I talk to occasionally, but Im not close to anyone.
Im lonely. I dated a girl for about a month. I met her through some very coincidental circumstances regarding an old friend I hadn’t talked to in forever calling me out of the blue. She was perfect and I thought everything was going great. She was practically obsessed with me, calling me constantly and every chance she got. She was trying so hard and so was I, but then one day she just sort of ghosted me.
Idk what it is about girls ghosting me. Im not scary or anything. I have issues but in my honest opinion I felt like I was doing great. I even drew her a cute “poster” for her dorm wall.
She was the third girl in a row to either ghost me or text me out of the blue and block me before I could say anything.
I know theres no solution to my loneliness other than to just go out or join some kind of community. I joined a gym yesterday but my ex’s best friend goes there coincidentally and that just hurt.
Being completely alone for so long has its ups and downs, I guess Im just feeling the down part right now.",1.7225116279069752,3.6399098906976737,3.338779069767444,90.27212209302328,79.16279069767441,6.532558139534882,20.982558139534884,7.554174236665415,0.607097674418605,1623,44,358,24,40,537,211,430,0.122,0.7020000000000001,0.177,0.9853,0,7,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,1,3,29,27,0,2,13,2,30,0,0,1,2,71,52,31,3,3,25,3,4,1,6,1,0,2,2,4,15,22,0,2,6,1,0,4,13,11,0,4,20,9,63,16,58,28,8,45,0,8,3,0,42,22,0,14,19,243,78,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061542001424702265,0.0,0.0,0.07190444652623572,0.0,0.05551998442074727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279926327800634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417722420656525,0.0,0.11426344181603687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04232147364680545,0.0,0.059076452226729574,0.0,0.07285835270943701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417835118480935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279188902367302,0.07502489237059032,0.0,0.05543104899887937,0.0,0.0,0.0447740566138428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045855249037770315,0.0,0.05849443862102195,0.0,0.06239565410908461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020779040814346,0.0,0.06665989223920417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681919571039785,0.0,0.036272243918707,0.0,0.0789128444668412,0.0,0.055526351693746916,0.2296273845717143,0.2294418526304705,0.06874270132813541,0.06139322376699177,0.0,0.06219210113050736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824820030266211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963998544088303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229660565181173,0.0,0.5249443076380201,0.14492551049276495,0.0,0.061709060194099476,0.0,0.07229654401505886,0.07630947917854379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0339180595467022,0.0,0.0,0.06143986657240496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902354216044321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701005159723804,0.0,0.2216608322823828,0.0,0.05103613254892962,0.051478533894582915,0.05354564715425885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285095723804348,0.0,0.09408977193657106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036328599990842,0.0,0.048131279190597516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649096155607477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889522064753172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857892899830105,0.0,0.05521037885124711,0.0,0.07026286568660102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057429943215452715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058824464028052185,0.05344756255869365,0.06866413535339946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108874610673114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22320810593213414,0.12136284969288258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922471609580801,0.0,0.0,0.0551165260731345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633956275917244,0.0,0.1414071852839736,0.0,0.06781915957508618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057283759367655125,0.04094928107930417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054298881931472,0.07050552039063257,0.0,0.0,0.07590648332521628,0.0,0.0
lonely,acc0untl0gin,2019/10/12,"18 year old Maybe someone will relate to this but pretty much my parents love me. They love me so much and always showed me that from a young age. Consequently I never want to disappoint them. But anyways I moved school districts 9th grade year and it’s been rough since then making friends. More like friends in general though becuase I have some but not many. Anyways my parents always want to spend time with me and stuff but it just makes me feel so lonely.

Now I know some people on here would give anything just to have parents that cared about them and I understand that. But for me it’s a really lonely feeling. Sometimes they’ll want to walk to a restaurant that isn’t far away and I’ll walk by kids I know or see them drive by and look and it’s just a bad feeling of loneliness. The worst part is my parents think I am living life and have a million friends cuz if I told them the truth they’d just get super sad and baby me and want to spend more time with me. Idk man I just needed to write this somewhere",2.4880914665304057,4.561531626213596,2.8442462953500254,93.98171946857435,77.39805825242719,5.501890648952478,22.492590700051107,6.339386263674448,0.2980427184466019,809,24,171,6,19,248,117,206,0.138,0.654,0.20800000000000002,0.9696,5,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,7,1,13,15,0,0,7,0,11,3,0,3,2,47,33,22,0,7,13,4,4,1,3,3,1,0,0,2,11,12,0,0,7,1,2,4,3,6,0,1,2,6,27,9,19,27,8,18,0,4,2,2,21,4,0,4,11,115,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966481556514471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724104384445352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102141106752147,0.0,0.09866417567630208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047872469975092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924575131279566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738856674889786,0.0,0.06173717166535874,0.11335617074997073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988254672907526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346456460322142,0.0577302322261528,0.0,0.10434327323964457,0.0,0.09923018348264663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132999411418312,0.0,0.15775424695439616,0.1198023860240244,0.11871423297032845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559239569635344,0.17373209572426082,0.08761903705912621,0.09113736712027072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239959695647946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.524840103554474,0.1279629131954003,0.0,0.0819218422913923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021791446691478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570055017118521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195909084178976,0.09416348159446633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774863311380703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012217722073692,0.0,0.11686978950260005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527248657208224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571638630435866,0.11609808512196465,0.0,0.13780779015749672,0.0,0.0,0.11291325078886562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301559859048725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787908904926826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394216269871851,0.0,0.0,0.1521908330805864
lonely,throwawaythrowawayg,2018/11/23,"Everyone that promised to stay has left. Everyone that promised that they'd be there for me and always have my back has ditched me. I don't understand why they make these promises they can't keep. That they'd help with anything, that they'll never abandon me, and then they do exactly that. It's like they like talking to me at the start and the novelty just runs out and I bore them or something. I want to be able to trust people but I just feel like no one really has my back. Cuz the people I trusted the most turned their back on me and I don't know what to think. I'm afraid of being hurt again, but at the same time being lonely and having no one to talk to is really hard, even though I used be able to handle it, I just don't seem to be able to anymore. I don't want to be boring or a burden or annoying or whatever but it seems I must be if everyone seems to get sick of me. I hate myself. I hate my personality. So I don't blame them.",1.7189982527664542,3.1910092574257405,3.355998835177637,92.16550087361679,77.7128712871287,6.9311589982527675,21.28829353523588,7.724431198458867,0.601036342457776,738,19,172,11,17,245,104,202,0.18899999999999997,0.687,0.124,-0.9699,0,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,10,0,11,18,3,1,6,0,25,1,0,3,3,38,43,18,0,4,11,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,8,0,2,7,0,0,1,9,10,0,2,0,2,33,8,20,31,2,15,0,3,0,0,14,5,0,9,11,126,44,0,0.3764866494191522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442235067779984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445786374775833,0.0,0.0,0.10327214457682214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28949499426935577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082888627070398,0.0,0.0,0.3597491275009123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345432070147397,0.08965404585687729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556624513603138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241936278843426,0.2478017480197573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411702170256265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343455816284317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115462108401225,0.0,0.0,0.06896907218142738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363512820596593,0.0,0.0,0.1839323598309818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376925398467609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678990456592426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007806479832516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400562574480932,0.10957787350192484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079132540635574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427393057815263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661260539878948,0.0,0.0,0.08882639607500868,0.13376155837938591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017371384948668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041248102772447,0.12329874050906342,0.0,0.07317746430058053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650312123504546,0.0,0.13064529318671786,0.0,0.10838786180258343,0.0,0.0,0.1480410535067673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132402141161591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ithiel9,2018/11/23,"Such a Lonely Day and It's Mine I've gotten a thick skin from loneliness. I've done many things on my own. I go to movies, go out to eat, to libraries. I'm an introvert by trade, so it's usually what I enjoy. 

Except sometimes it isn't. I'm usually not affected by loneliness save for pockets of small outbursts. Moments of color during the black and white where I just feel this excruciating emotional anguish. I see everyone in a relationship or otherwise in close proximity to others. I look at them and I feel so small. So tiny. 

I was at the zoo today. The amount of families I saw enjoying the park and the animals was heartwarming. And yet, I felt it. Despite my very fun time, I felt...odd. I felt like I was the only solo person braving the cold for a free day at the zoo. It reminded me of a time a few years ago I brought a date to this very same park. A person who seemed promising and I had a great time with. Another reminder of how my love life has been tumultuous. 

Wallowing in self-pity and defeat is not the answer, I know. And normally, I shrug off the constant sensation of pain/pressure. But it's small moments that feel like a sucker punch to the gut. Small moments that remind me of how much I hurt. ",1.6024772370486673,3.9307418081632686,3.641734693877552,85.7366993720565,81.93877551020408,7.361067503924647,24.52511773940345,8.384062270229773,1.8208649921507063,953,37,193,22,26,323,141,245,0.11900000000000001,0.741,0.14,0.5268,0,2,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,1,9,17,1,1,22,0,9,5,2,3,0,31,26,15,0,1,6,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,14,11,1,0,8,0,2,3,3,5,0,0,11,14,24,13,29,15,5,35,0,3,6,1,6,16,0,2,18,123,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260119074477008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502739846941484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946119604814415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839369953046447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153651909874734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152302827256008,0.0,0.1555772418639094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215867536763806,0.0,0.0,0.1303839349397457,0.0,0.2097971752055172,0.09880685485552153,0.39839046379294907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720659830228098,0.0,0.0,0.15248442865232786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480609632010579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601014588264157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769062728274687,0.13514004718437944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614340667665413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248278544827767,0.0,0.0,0.1402220247154445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167187411287476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551191489385678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518903206503867,0.14716885576958302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24152942433329905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849041854965045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102131141259888,0.12590988882494372,0.14428481209291188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678958371360062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188531014970806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419445221262569,0.0,0.1310992707528962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046521860578265,0.22823622716931724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906544963724924
lonely,wizardeixir,2018/11/23,"So alone Posting from phone, sorry for formatting. 

I'm so tired of being alone. I have no one to be there for me, not even family. Yesterday I spent my entire Thursday curled up in ball on my bed either watching Netflix or playing Xbox... I cried a lot too. I'm depressed, struggling with anxiety and hating life. I just wish I had a companion in life. Someone to hold me, love me unconditionally, tell it's going to be okay. I crave that. Someone help.",1.8100000000000025,4.356409090909096,3.6647272727272733,84.46209090909093,83.0909090909091,6.247272727272727,24.70909090909091,7.554174236665415,1.4894281818181816,352,14,67,6,10,118,67,88,0.253,0.615,0.132,-0.8814,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,1,2,1,5,4,0,0,0,9,12,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,1,1,2,3,0,1,2,1,11,3,12,7,2,8,0,1,1,1,5,4,0,2,2,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279282477087217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804018487354274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269285532274263,0.0,0.0,0.17793498912746833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364502288590759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475392699013705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740941237231055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039640806226506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847239685259052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29184014583141826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563476384638124,0.18645483333133675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999019941499424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978553625106988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35008474482512536,0.0,0.0,0.23125971373999255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159719040181695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056808067865066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23744391343049834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375674030512373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Days_B,2018/11/23,"I feel lonely and overwhelmed. My boyfriend has had really bad anxiety over the past couple days and made various visits to the hospital. This sounds horrible but it's overwhelming me, I also have anxiety and I have Asperger's. I just feel so lonely right now like no one cares about me or that I'm a waste of space. I've been crying on and off all day because I feel so bad about myself and I don't know how to help my boyfriend (this is the first time I've seen his anxiety get that bad) and I'm overwhelmed by it. He doesn't help himself by calling an ambulance everytime he has a panic attack and increasing his medication. I just don't know what to do. I left his house earlier today because he was sleeping and I felt like such a waste of space and I was panicking myself. I just feel like I have no one right now, I have no friends or anything. Everyone is making a fuss over him and I just feel like I'm so useless. I can't even tell if he appreciates the efforts I go to for him, considering I have anxiety, autism, at uni and have my own stuff going on. I just feel so crappy.

Not really sure if that was a rant or I'm looking for advice or a friend but I needed to get it out.",2.1752457757296497,3.790680887096777,4.14635944700461,86.36930107526884,76.8225806451613,7.949615975422428,24.712749615975426,8.704169506293173,1.6833023809523808,932,32,201,20,21,318,122,248,0.251,0.613,0.136,-0.9863,0,6,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,17,19,1,4,11,0,20,2,1,3,2,41,43,25,0,3,14,0,7,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,10,12,0,0,9,0,0,4,8,11,0,3,8,10,32,8,20,35,4,24,0,6,2,0,17,12,0,6,12,137,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459815196853768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937834487667976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588551407913493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965059676553852,0.0,0.0,0.1334153559986582,0.0,0.0,0.2937550247339993,0.14297748088010476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974919353915905,0.0,0.1195679874398983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976072171066005,0.128819258821998,0.15126320687355496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774579359790929,0.0,0.0,0.11205970336893084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35578155056064925,0.16756019709074704,0.11260079868249195,0.0,0.0,0.09975264430583812,0.0,0.0,0.18121018534961336,0.0,0.12254096123037266,0.0,0.13329828499254212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572116974806537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531769058266774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890072296719934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741782859395615,0.0,0.0,0.2291753236572339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848007075008842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096687120582238,0.07828086604270328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814055370306085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695669670051916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893490241318614,0.0,0.0,0.13759499820767826,0.0,0.0,0.1119506741440462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025661094303366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003015856102831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735803482829975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424991852895984,0.0,0.0,0.11052873641879787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250206943602576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838302847135704,0.0,0.1111614152577236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cookiemonster18e8,2018/11/23,Really lost all happiness right now need someone to talk to worst day of my life! Title says all,2.407894736842106,4.913615315789475,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,80.05263157894737,8.010526315789475,20.026315789473685,8.841846274778883,1.5339263157894742,77,2,15,2,2,25,17,19,0.26,0.596,0.14400000000000002,-0.4804,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450631583636305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40450814439200494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683993182208308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148057400303021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28175897066774513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24343236140362864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245107664280309,0.0,0.3021845872137511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219656656999297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054228695640512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PanzerAsp_RD,2018/11/23,"Just feeling lonely I’m in this situation where I don’t get out very often because my mom was diagnosed with Gastroparesis a few months ago and is still recovering, so I stay home and take care of her, but I’ve been feeling very lonely. My girlfriend of 2 years broke up with me last December, right before Christmas. I’ve been trying to take opportunities to meet people when I get the chance but so far it hasn’t been working out. I’ve recently made this friend on Facebook who already has a boyfriend, and I’m starting to develop feelings for her even though I know I shouldn’t. I think it’s probably just a product of my loneliness and I’m latching on to the nearest person, but I just was wondering if anyone has some sort of advice that might help me or something.",4.659946172248804,6.002930796052631,5.480669856459333,80.38059808612442,69.98684210526315,8.422009569377991,30.92344497607656,8.841846274778883,2.515728947368421,619,26,118,11,11,202,98,152,0.08199999999999999,0.789,0.129,0.7411,0,4,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,11,6,0,0,5,0,12,1,0,1,0,28,28,13,0,2,8,1,3,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,6,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,3,14,3,17,20,2,19,0,3,0,0,9,10,0,7,8,76,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595246571122546,0.1505409231982819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187407737983489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874661986700867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352464278720318,0.0,0.14450982177387145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314940943574414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237029713854293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216878495703668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576081051739502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120751318491028,0.0,0.17745464754429166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138311062936011,0.0,0.17034980106411385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933321892234319,0.13843124342836394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160693916721467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015905234489474,0.0,0.1988987147974553,0.13555387197439878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177362945033902,0.14828592731361975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310166336728184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768315588120436,0.0,0.0,0.14503088159318928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908920731651597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074071729903275,0.0,0.0,0.12020405298044193,0.1810124260428699,0.13562364217721215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553767478210441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881794778190802,0.16685364926950036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153010287105336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802492548126209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416956764640208,0.1236356963035979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936268181419392
lonely,disappointmentboiii,2018/11/23,"In need of advices I started uni three months ago, needless to say i haven't made any friends or even talked to someone ever since; anyway thats not really the problem here, im kinda used and feel confortable in loneliness; the problem of wich im talking about came up a few weeks ago, i started to develop a sort of anxiety and i frequently find myself skipping lesson because of fear of going in there, i sometimes walk up to the door to enter the classroom and i feel a strong urge to walk away, as i did today. 
Idk how to fix that, anyone feel or felt the same and have any advice to overcome this ?",9.198595041322315,6.107234644628099,9.06122314049587,73.20092561983475,62.057851239669425,11.663471074380164,39.902479338842966,9.3871,3.6810747107438,476,19,92,6,5,156,79,121,0.1,0.831,0.069,-0.4057,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,1,8,0,3,0,0,3,1,24,14,8,0,3,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,6,0,0,5,2,3,0,1,4,5,8,2,21,10,2,20,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,4,9,59,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065007552972326,0.2780368852349929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21329665632787076,0.0,0.11997288983883472,0.0,0.0,0.10965769180424298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734494453655755,0.0,0.0,0.09560081276938703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793693016842631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358332780041077,0.14185978526026308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647495235382538,0.23789064678285105,0.0,0.15057934726875247,0.0,0.14333783026592334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116482186478998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912889154018977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388020186879831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483943207343036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517850809132994,0.0,0.0,0.11628587703656312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30012617940867137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046794811116598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471581532188475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972963310580402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287974371445005,0.0,0.15510677162792247,0.0,0.2220071444578836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25210459968751797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865448155636762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544892484643628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579785607768504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,smilingpotatoandegg,2018/11/23,"venting This seems like venting but it's the most relevant truth about me. Downvote so no one else can read this depressing post hahaha.


It is 4 am in the morning. I am in a room I rent for a grand a month in a location I dislike very much. Alone, thousands of miles away from a few people I care about. Doing nothing but wasting my time on the internet. I came here for opportunities but used 1% of it.

I failed as a social creature. I have no continuing close friendship or relationship I created. 

I am in a point in my life I am no use to anyone therefore I cannot have any friends or relationships. Anyone who would accept me would be someone who is no good so I wouldn't accept them even if they accept me. 

I am nobody because I do nothing. 

I am fat. I know how unattractive that is. 

What is there to live for in life? I don't know. It is short, full of tradeoffs, constant fight and work. In every concept or thing, there is some bad. 

My life sucks on so many levels. 

I just don't have energy to have friends. I don't even have energy to write this. My hands are heavy and my head is tilting. I don't even know why I live. I used to fear that God might exist and I might go to hell so I should stay alive but now I am more accepting. If I go to hell, well fuck it.

I am alone. I am too useless to not be alone. Even if I'm not alone, many or most people are not worth the effort. I don't know if my perspective is flawed since I'm using internet too much but there are tons of fucked up people on earth. Once you really get to know them, you realize. I don't even want them because they will fuck me over or they are just fucked up. Lying, cheating, selfish, two faced, etc.

I don't feel sad or lonely. More like apathy.

I used internet to make friends. It's useless. Someone I talked to loved me. She was hot. I probably loved her too at some point but I couldn't accept her. I fought a lot and it finally ended. It's my first time forgetting someone. I maybe should have left when I learned the thing I didn't like but it was great to be close to someone and I thought it can continue if I tried but I suppose I have deal breakers and I can't change them even if I try. These deal breakers rule out most of the population. Even if I make full use of my potential, I probably will still be alone inside.

There is no good in the world. There is good and bad always at the same time. Inseparable. 

I don't even know why I am writing this. 

I can't do basic tasks. I always say tomorrow. 

There is something I should have done today and for the past 30 days but I am not doing it still.

There is nothing to be said or done for someone like me. I will probably keep going downwards. I will bring down anyone who is with me.

I don't know.

Get help? Nah. I want to die by slowly gaining weight and isolating myself. 

Even if I work hard and change, I will still be alone, life will still be short, years will gone by as usual and I will die shortly. I somehow got to the age of 27 without living so it's already too late for a lot of what makes life life. I also won't be able to get many things I want from life. There is no version of life that doesn't suck. I'm not suicidal too so I'm just stuck in this purgatory.

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lonely,OokamiOfWinter,2018/11/23,"Dealing with Loneliness I wasn't really like that. I used to constantly go out with friends and make myself busy all the time. However, I eventually grew apart with most of my friends and currently I have only one close friend. She seems to be a lot more liked though. Whenever she isn't with me I feel like noone wants to aproach me and that I'm really disliked by others. I'm an introvert and probably have social anxiety so I can't just talk to anyone... But I feel so left behind. Its as if once my friend finds someone else she will forget me too... As if I'm not needed by anyone.

So my question is how do you deal with loneliness? Do any of you feel the same or similar way?",2.5456521739130444,4.378855956521743,4.115289855072465,86.04076086956526,76.39130434782608,8.368115942028984,24.54347826086957,9.075114841892004,1.908452173913044,534,18,112,13,12,178,89,138,0.11900000000000001,0.773,0.10800000000000001,0.2974,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,3,1,33,22,15,0,4,6,0,3,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,3,19,7,17,19,5,11,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,7,7,76,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072828978601407,0.0,0.12068674219422165,0.0,0.0,0.2206203351135453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704836080986441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325289351747008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178908188410152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23930612321889075,0.11270449833160892,0.0,0.0,0.14419070667732625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875430654058081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965921859361377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140780089208646,0.0,0.0,0.2312221846049528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412277062085198,0.0,0.0,0.1053067003917239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697779124595074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801032877407798,0.10690294446335748,0.11998435843558496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700930534998768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672843848760986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202131487684643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436197000274312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608174841882304,0.1336703933200501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680232538091402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499939306896596,0.0,0.09199171464433688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362548613723143,0.0,0.0,0.09305153218962736,0.12522334797345866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LHardenL,2018/11/23,"Tonight And I look at this rain trough my window 
Empty streets with a lonely light, 
And all those shadows that I left behind
Wish that I’ll die tonight.
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lonely,lost_idol,2018/11/23,"Please Let Me Get What I Want This Time Hi r/lonely, first off this is on mobile so I apologize for formatting issues.
Now, a lot of you will probably not read this. And the few who do will probably take a look at my post history and form conclusions. That’s fine. Everyone is entitled to that. But I want to just put all my cards in the table. 
I’ve been holding this in for quite a while. 
I can’t begin to state all the times throughout my life I’ve felt off and alone. I would cope with it through various mediums, such as hobbies, and recreational use of alcohol and drugs. But lately it’s been too much. I’ve never had much luck with relationships when I wanted one. They always ended tragically, or at least as tragic as a high school relationship could end. It was usually because they cheated on me. 
But one thing always stood out. At the end of it all, I was somehow always the problem. 
I’ve never been the happiest person. I think of myself as a nihilist. Acquaintances would probably say I’m depressed. But I know that I always wanted to be wanted. After a year of soul searching, I found myself to be sadder and lonelier. But then I met a girl. The caveat with this girl I met was the distance between us. But we hit it off, even though we were exact opposites. She was full of life, and I was about ready to end it. But she still made everything feel okay. It was her idea to get in an LDR, and I of course jumped at the chance. Months went by and I finally felt wanted. She was the light of my life. 
But I wouldn’t be posting on here if everything was okay. She dumped me after about 8 months because she couldn’t handle being apart for so long. And just like that, any will I had to live was gone. It was very sudden and final. I think that’s what led to my relapse. Since then I’ve just been looking for something like that again. I just want to feel wanted by someone again. 
I’ve never cared much about life because I don’t see it worth the trouble if I’m going to go at it alone. I’ve tried online dating and all of that, and it hasn’t worked. I’m basically at a point where I can’t take it anymore. It’s one thing when a relationship ends, because most people are able to move on easily. But I can never seem to move on, because there’s never anything to move on to. 
Right now I’ll settle for an online relationship because I know that’s the only thing I can handle. But if I can’t even get that...I might as well just give up, you know?",1.9630822981366485,3.863202918650797,3.4564561766735693,89.79627329192547,78.34523809523809,6.525465838509318,21.47239475500345,7.505811317475913,0.6973272601794336,1917,53,410,27,46,631,226,504,0.08199999999999999,0.853,0.066,-0.9289,0,4,3,0,0,1,61.0,3,2,2,4,27,15,2,0,23,2,42,6,0,3,10,85,85,40,0,17,20,0,4,2,0,7,6,1,0,3,32,19,1,1,13,1,1,10,13,7,1,4,26,9,49,8,66,44,14,75,1,3,3,0,27,26,0,10,38,290,81,3,0.06619427059750417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074154430557174,0.0,0.1371146023830274,0.0,0.0,0.22031574339832494,0.0,0.0,0.045014373904562005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564692950161748,0.0,0.0,0.054472244584365205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421084777793904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748947049103032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052850738795286456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057013028270215475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676433860306578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29314238124478964,0.0,0.0,0.08744138287323426,0.0,0.0,0.0632514622490622,0.11898228436365835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693962425877999,0.0,0.12711376084285708,0.14502517577836138,0.0,0.05630481275487825,0.0,0.07257860107347545,0.0,0.0,0.1037513229582895,0.06349957604441807,0.07523945885625231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699378812039079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472527431027302,0.0,0.0690896206923805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913591997197553,0.0,0.07467002045346757,0.0,0.0,0.06768812648499298,0.18701988368067288,0.06467835402436531,0.0,0.05845075367285212,0.058579846466572785,0.11117303169769444,0.0,0.0,0.05627600173248077,0.0,0.0626346193498637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022166051010942,0.0,0.0,0.10567127052149823,0.21106210173714696,0.14598121589867225,0.0,0.2552655111606782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345648526341705,0.05034372561747398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045890772596360256,0.0577982838536997,0.0,0.07266143134966822,0.06257498159372492,0.0,0.12679162689194587,0.0,0.214105858292354,0.06333897723029748,0.0,0.06654352493071045,0.0,0.07040575479426807,0.06621218370721381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842714964299817,0.0,0.05652954541091875,0.0,0.05264034082261476,0.0,0.06699213578811976,0.05274826346510583,0.060260777869030474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054756584670973614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608619066873807,0.050959583465421295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052862830005791984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995397070214072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192959622234826,0.08482923158276147,0.06503553477537896,0.0,0.07719682301125573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04494156462966602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962355724322717,0.057170596604534836,0.07290363720704139,0.05461720566776917,0.3123447666625719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059516598879471826,0.061362752015905235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04819021736494089,0.0,0.0,0.0940450212521239,0.0,0.0,0.042626940000381634
lonely,darkpanda76,2018/11/23,"Married with family still feel alone I feel like the 3rd wheel in my own house. No extended family so no where to go. I feel trapped, alone and lost. ",-0.218,2.0034065333333366,1.3033333333333346,96.40500000000002,100.33333333333334,6.4,16.0,7.554174236665415,0.5262000000000007,116,3,26,3,5,37,24,30,0.386,0.5489999999999999,0.065,-0.8825,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,3,1,3,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.546253825207767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4972098858265124,0.0,0.4000233218105677,0.18839646557796413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987405240755647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30428914597349743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883674561246114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878736557252183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106013699496841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelysoulhadoop,2018/11/23,"My age: 38 Looking for: 40+ mature lady Interested in: friendship chat My age: 38
Looking for: 40+ mature lady
Interested in: friendship chat",0.7163736263736276,1.5619787692307696,4.0124175824175845,72.91115384615384,126.69230769230772,4.562637362637363,26.79120879120879,6.1826913282559595,2.215259340659341,112,6,16,2,7,40,13,26,0.0,0.517,0.483,0.9413,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,4,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JustHopingForHelp,2018/11/23,"I just really need someone to talk (whine) to. I don't have anyone to talk to and my problems and negative thinking have grown out of my control and I'm really hurting and honestly pretty scared.
I know how stupid and whiny this sounds and I really do apologise but I'm sort of out of options.",2.087175141242941,4.41074859322034,4.045000000000002,83.57620056497176,80.01694915254237,8.001129943502825,25.08757062146893,8.841846274778883,2.2213367231638417,233,9,45,6,6,79,36,59,0.171,0.727,0.102,-0.4897,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,18,9,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,6,1,9,9,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618562950946255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986499874459398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850528308984825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633774353764845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974394943289763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708973419282689,0.0,0.25478915672065633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5117476354871902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665876673521825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256138928831043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428043421512502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061823008009086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ftgbhs,2018/11/23,"Just got an acceptance on an offer for a condo My whole family's really happy for me, and I got all the ""yay we're so excited"" texts. But all reactions in real life are just like ""yeah no shit you got a condo, good for you."" At least that's how I perceive it. I texted my friends and they were all like ""congratulations"", but in the end I can tell no one gives a shit. If I had a significant other, they would be the one that's *really*excited, but I don't. I was hoping my mom or even my sister, who I'm closest with (literally my best friend), would be really excited, but nobody really seemed to have the same feelings as I did. Worst thing is that she just got engaged, so I feel overshadowed. And I'm not usually the type of person to want attention, but I was just kind of hoping to share this excitement with someone. But I'm not. Nobody really seems to care and it really makes me feel extremely lonely.",2.079427749360612,4.058276961956526,4.4072634271099735,82.74259590792842,78.29347826086956,8.459846547314577,21.149616368286445,9.168548406835145,1.6596397698209715,707,19,147,19,17,246,108,184,0.128,0.65,0.222,0.9420000000000001,1,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,2,1,8,22,2,0,11,2,14,3,2,2,3,40,32,16,0,6,14,2,3,2,2,2,1,0,2,1,9,6,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,9,3,22,18,16,19,8,7,0,1,0,0,15,5,2,6,4,106,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701447510452627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311443679205734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563724739689245,0.0,0.0,0.08623352908833536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308017779520534,0.0,0.1980449020591376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017403845316293,0.0,0.0,0.1252448750921899,0.0,0.10950738178036999,0.4176824563755277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898335503971262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25935071856001474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595796036727487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221826124853624,0.1275698654316001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714969297368813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291008202227035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694142449262476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399979799449217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486056571657332,0.418199816025569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377135114062977,0.0,0.0,0.2680355559480152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062291092761296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411503643360588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867381423579523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379319523921247,0.0,0.07700756391465667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576537531606346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549189889906365,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dam0n1,2019/03/25,"I feel like I’m going to die Life is bad. I’m 16M and I have no friends. I dated a guy for a few years but ended it because I realised I only liked girls. Now I wish I just stayed in a shitty relationship so I had someone to hang out with. He’s the only person I’ve ever properly dated apart from online relationships. 
I really want a girlfriend, but girls will never like me. 
Everyone at my college has friends but I don’t. I walk around on my own all the time and people give me weird looks.
I’m so quiet and it’s really hard to have proper conversations. 
I’m just a shitty person. 
I have nothing to do and no one to be with and it’s so fucking horrible
I feel really sick when I’m out so mostly I’ll just sit in my house and play video games so I hardly help myself in the loneliness department.
I want to go out and do stuff like a normal kid. Go out and see films and go to parties and date girls.
I won’t get any of that though 
It’s fucking pathetic 
I wish I had the balls to kill myself",-0.22516129032258192,1.8441832211981608,2.6947391705069137,91.2026801843318,87.7557603686636,5.683981566820276,17.896589861751153,7.087006719466742,0.2046370138248852,777,20,175,12,25,274,117,217,0.204,0.634,0.162,-0.9327,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,0,13,12,3,0,10,0,13,4,0,0,3,34,34,20,2,5,6,0,4,4,3,2,2,1,0,7,6,17,0,0,2,5,0,7,5,5,0,1,2,7,25,7,23,29,4,30,0,0,2,2,17,11,2,1,14,110,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698505992217925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386947129974526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680180775970133,0.0779744283902079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275324518619935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329273468235057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570441031615065,0.0,0.12222611927392685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935306486020087,0.09138089794754264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976501548935302,0.2365065622402245,0.06682913524219546,0.12270557042440396,0.2907830663600621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665373816596168,0.0,0.0,0.2291694082539756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573722359528592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759414572584972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151651189278286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034856190098894,0.24996684447530065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741449880494988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865420246188077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253273417486946,0.12273573854052842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667699340229545,0.1945668287567993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867859881007803,0.2233769682134209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24583255932361034,0.0,0.0,0.2746608583688812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019299050572405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838006247672197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633797782069967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642950196479854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125673632637907,0.0,0.07458695626504552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089251436733536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941867118258709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237162063152803
lonely,xN00b,2019/03/25,"Is it possible to make a friend with someone who is dating already? Long story short, I met someone I work that I seem to click with but she is a woman and I am a man.  She has a boyfriend so I don't know how to approach her to hangout, but not in a romantic/sexual way.  

I just really want a friend...  

It sounds pathetic to just type out, which is why I have no idea if it's even possible to ask/explain to her.  ",1.5444462279293738,2.6167494157303395,3.9528410914927785,89.36820224719101,77.31460674157304,7.782343499197433,25.07383627608347,8.418075326091056,1.4394802568218297,314,11,74,6,7,110,59,89,0.098,0.852,0.05,-0.706,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,2,0,16,13,6,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,11,2,11,12,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,2,2,53,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515990628863121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131453196444386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058909244597496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522980183867889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573795352132981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530054307475955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017691309345932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218898392073674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.514062072440147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605996396564688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755883658751065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863602461000181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447784503292695,0.1809724739294107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573077000849885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659836763625121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FroStyNeavus,2019/03/25,At which point in your life that you realise you were lonely I realise when I left a party and everyone left in groups or couples. Then there was just me...alone.,2.596145833333331,4.761047156250001,2.9512500000000017,92.90208333333337,77.4375,5.5166666666666675,23.166666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.4775291666666664,127,4,26,1,3,39,27,32,0.08,0.833,0.087,0.0516,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,3,0,0,8,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33917196176455605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623519345216121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129225066132962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7116189872388827,0.0,0.23130979390421494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095757694025421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,winlessplayer,2019/03/25,"Whatever I'm not even ready and can't handle rejection Why would I even care about dating, I don't deal well with rejection and I'm not ready.  
I haven't improved myself enough, I'm still startled by the thought of others having sex, I'm still possessive and jealous, I'm insecure.  
  
So whatever, why would I even care about all of that, no reason at all.  
  
I'll be ready one day and it will just happen, for now let's not think about it.  
  
  
  
To another year alone, cheers.",2.7029736842105265,4.422428389473687,3.8223026315789497,88.80924342105264,75.63157894736842,7.697368421052633,23.453947368421048,8.472884824447931,1.3532368421052627,367,11,78,7,8,119,60,95,0.209,0.624,0.16699999999999998,-0.1012,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,12,9,1,2,1,0,9,1,0,1,2,16,19,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,5,1,1,1,0,5,4,10,13,3,7,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,50,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219666621420404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471290787687546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980946070128387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259054956622443,0.20127083450652652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017220491912078,0.0,0.3868374877404665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263890862853756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963320141961916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229111083893774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007262399054092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118176418281301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509380857651234,0.0,0.15498871577058604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553284141422498,0.0,0.3523246512671601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773678286737642,0.0,0.0,0.12572001827949675
lonely,Herondale36,2019/03/25,I don’t have any friends I’ve always had tons of anxiety which makes it hard to talk to anyone. Everyone at my school is used to me being quiet so they don’t talk to me. When a new person is in my classes everyone tells them that I don’t talk so it makes it even harder to talk. It’s been like this for as long as I can remember. I’ve never had any friends and it’s so lonely ,1.944392156862744,2.4480491058823546,4.0950000000000015,90.93583333333336,75.58823529411767,7.549019607843138,22.401960784313715,7.793537801064563,0.7024901960784313,294,7,72,4,6,102,53,85,0.076,0.8190000000000001,0.105,0.5202,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,3,1,6,14,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,2,9,3,11,10,1,6,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,0,5,48,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155569633112026,0.0,0.0,0.2477239139349556,0.0,0.13933717644067906,0.0,0.0,0.1273570485093002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030224862822822,0.0,0.0,0.3480865872680461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814429857488155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316233735316793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898477095203287,0.0,0.0,0.16118883353987407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431607320919114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047817626298625,0.17591267289603987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903827880977114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063299653568864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433616466020816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5855913471010817,0.15919904508595575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731112891738505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Supertripworld,2019/03/25,The face can really make or break a person It's why I dread whenever somebody asks for a face pic because I know it isn't going to go well. ,3.0329032258064537,3.1543266451612944,5.300161290322581,84.6702419354839,72.87096774193549,8.780645161290323,25.177419354838708,8.841846274778883,1.5830516129032262,110,3,25,2,2,39,27,31,0.107,0.8190000000000001,0.075,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,2,2,2,1,0,3,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791194221156526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472096809800821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609484837102589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228708073933996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706970049009167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540965300444089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25979537915851164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646236486296111,0.0,0.3659312377449401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,corviscus,2019/03/25,"She’s amazing and I can’t have her There’s this girl that I have fallen hard for. She’s absolutely stunning, but she has a boyfriend and I just feel like I would treat her so much better. I understand that I can’t have her, and I understand that I shouldn’t mess with her emotions or try to break up her relationship but she has so much potential that her boyfriend doesn’t see. 

I’m going to try to describe her but she’s like a book character and she’s just unexplainable. She is sweet and adventurous and dangerous all at the same time and she just brings everyone with her. She doesn’t care if people dislike her because she moves so quickly. Gahhhh this is sounding so cheesy but I just can’t describe her. 

She reminds me of the color red, and everything that comes with it. Lipstick stains, flowers, a summer day, dangerous, motorcycles, balloons, she moves quickly and doesn’t care what anyone thinks. 

Her name is Aria and every time I say it, it feels sacred. It just rolls off the tongue like a work of art, and her boyfriend (Drew)’s name just sounds weird next to it. 

Once she took me and a group of friends to lava beds. We hitchhiked and took the bus and though I got in major trouble, it was so, so worth it. I want to travel the world with her. 

She’s one of those people that makes you feel good about yourself. She makes you feel adventurous and brave, even if you aren’t. She’s changing me for the better and I don’t get to date her. I kissed her, once, and that was the most amazing thing. She pushed me away because of her boyfriend but I could tell there was feelings there. (I wouldn’t try to disrupt her relationship though, that was a drunken accident) 

She wrote a poem, once, about traveling. It doesn’t sound that important but it made me realize that I’ve barely scratched the surface of her wonders. I want to take off with her and never come back. She’s too great for our small town and she knows it. 

So there’s my rant of loneliness. I just feel like I see past how she acts and her boyfriend doesn’t see what I see.",2.166271520803445,4.471551840686279,2.7228383548541366,93.26539454806317,79.61274509803924,6.039311334289813,22.696317551410807,7.217587316427113,0.6727654710664752,1613,52,345,21,41,499,176,408,0.07,0.737,0.193,0.9954,2,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,2,3,0,3,29,24,2,0,15,0,26,1,0,4,2,73,59,39,0,8,16,0,8,4,1,3,0,4,1,1,26,28,0,0,12,4,1,13,13,5,0,1,9,19,72,19,32,46,6,35,0,0,6,1,56,10,0,5,15,233,98,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845194094466575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197756469210333,0.07527684071305762,0.0,0.119354348651335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316409023100282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996252720721402,0.0,0.10356216987358004,0.16865939705835425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816288255384123,0.0,0.0,0.06313554211535101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012108086487228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466012297708533,0.0,0.08248254396340661,0.0935448912886928,0.08798361698146967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969983452494662,0.1398754409474163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563507032106463,0.0,0.05114720346424427,0.0,0.055637188051194435,0.08211145766241358,0.07829726812800109,0.1079319179147382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769658854081472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053801695678697116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913103470119553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263261985818398,0.13069417254908922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080982864282284,0.14393129145020894,0.0,0.07550429236640227,0.0,0.10411469533430674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127717061281256,0.06633762057745463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345387617190684,0.13573907008748376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102097349568463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785171732886294,0.0,0.0,0.31204531222256826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360644909330871,0.0,0.08556639589425814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650384950142065,0.06272852013496669,0.1923668422560469,0.0,0.11416919324307705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175345998208851,0.19939715042816425,0.0,0.0,0.2038287041877525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154845129389701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616524817679186,0.07127026766323824,0.0,0.0,0.06954330363645601,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,islaisla,2019/03/25,Your head implodes when you are lonely. Sharing my thoughts x,2.7290909090909103,5.546285999999999,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727274,98.0909090909091,2.2,32.77272727272727,3.1291,1.2036909090909096,50,3,8,0,2,14,11,11,0.188,0.602,0.21100000000000002,0.0772,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7909689878721017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6118562414690096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cleonce12,2019/03/25,"I’m an outgoing person but the lonliness is killing me I’m a young woman and the loneliness is making it hard for me these days. The other day I guy had asked if I wanted to cook and watch a movie and I was showered dressed cleaned my room and he didn’t even message me. Only messaged me at 2:30am to talk about eating chicken. What did I do I binge ate candy pop corn and junk l. I’ve been struggling with making food my friend. I have friends but they never have time for me. Sometimes I just lay in bed and picture myself having a social life. Forgetting dating because my body physically can’t have penetrative sex yet. I try to avoid social media because it makes me feel so much worse. I just hate feeling so alone, maybe it’s dumb to cry but one thing I value most in this world are friendships and experiences. What’s the point of living anyway if I feel like this everyday. There’s my rant ",2.2035788827501546,4.483850281767957,3.3261418047882145,89.12584868017191,79.33149171270719,5.790178023327195,22.76273787599755,6.937597516519254,0.7261783916513198,715,23,143,8,18,230,123,181,0.20600000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.105,-0.9739,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,9,8,3,2,8,0,14,7,1,3,1,26,26,14,1,3,7,0,4,1,2,0,1,0,4,3,10,8,4,1,3,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,5,23,3,12,20,2,14,0,0,1,1,13,6,1,3,9,91,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276843200400778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469216419395753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160428147029884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456725981763227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726308323114393,0.2027079921082425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081200722736086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380146632945512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373081283845272,0.0,0.0,0.2383916262055493,0.11227380343033334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900362413148217,0.0,0.2428399713387572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561126254991547,0.0,0.0,0.140782820438703,0.1551611222949012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738721920583185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111005438849025,0.07677952666002259,0.0,0.13877351295094906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147128274744692,0.0,0.15788647063748154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552931246758133,0.0,0.12121004261897132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649441992535504,0.11952584389378752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372244220802815,0.0,0.0,0.14856523608241193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32040585558147644,0.0,0.0,0.1554334145706258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429580595429832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263177563014194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440888200488088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091640172664705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670005789963917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269594016745236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015756650879862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Aleckaid,2019/03/25,"Just leaving this here 18 M

First, I'm going to start by letting you all know that I'm the most positive person on here, but this post might sound like I'm not. Since I remember, I've been in a situation where I've been in a very tight group of friends, consisting of only 2-3 max.  I really want to change my group of friends and find some new and interesting people. I'm not able to socialize, just because I don't appreciate most people. I just don't believe in what the majority believes in (not religion), different virtues and values and I just think that most people sound stupid, they think and talk about stupid things that don't matter to me or anybody else. I feel very lonely because I'm not able to find likeminded people, or people with ambition, career driven bosses who are not going to get in the system of 9-5 for the rest of their lives.

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I'm okay with being lonely because I'm an introvert and it really helps me to think, I feel happier when I'm by myself and it helps me to focus on my career, but sometimes I just want to find someone to talk to because the same old topics in the same old group have become very stagnant. Now we just walk around like the complete nerds that we are, talk about stupid shit and sometimes we just stay quiet for minutes at a time, because there is absolutely nothing to talk about. I want to move and travel to a different country and hopefully I will this summer, I still haven't lost my interest in girls lol, but it just seems like a lost cause by now, because the ""typical"" girl in my country is an unintelligent thot. 

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I'm not looking for answers or anything, I just wanted to get this off of my chest. Thank you for reading!

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Good luck with life everybody!",7.130022675736964,6.405908670553937,7.322716229348883,76.50235746679627,64.33527696793003,10.304437965662457,33.924360220278594,9.586721724236666,3.0011763524457407,1386,51,266,23,18,450,164,343,0.099,0.708,0.193,0.9867,2,4,0,0,0,0,47.0,3,2,2,4,21,21,4,0,15,2,15,3,2,2,1,68,46,17,0,5,21,0,3,3,2,2,1,3,0,3,14,17,0,1,12,2,0,6,10,9,0,1,5,7,28,12,47,37,9,34,0,4,1,0,23,14,1,11,14,167,42,4,0.1555320107247284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527783029594832,0.2834826252861859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399479632014372,0.06922823212307454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28443261042558865,0.08588644315798774,0.0,0.17523131554558413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988710913921508,0.08226612226904996,0.0,0.08153617706227131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624978479063092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496351876439889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786416578364594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323016015367888,0.06614772443444472,0.0,0.0,0.12016364567209115,0.0,0.08125905625665969,0.0,0.08839242593145681,0.06522643571481708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424982831470607,0.0,0.0,0.07723919016562053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04273816279041728,0.0,0.0,0.08234297115399143,0.0,0.07952100929107933,0.05492842940144242,0.11397762632217888,0.0,0.06866880747423225,0.0,0.06530385863545693,0.0,0.16978156246895548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249744242954442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826529566548402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510689256962297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461857950595135,0.0,0.16320468195530122,0.0,0.0,0.05914455134848917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695657823251356,0.06790227630775843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744783366277754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778704994784208,0.0,0.09963778869500768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809372449881385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079525059499565,0.0,0.0,0.07982568697694141,0.06432884324747337,0.08741224829519596,0.0,0.07927264916294892,0.0658908839833053,0.0,0.1538251355499729,0.0,0.05504317885491434,0.08288821462002433,0.06210403233682835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500214775453614,0.0,0.07159648954533765,0.0,0.0,0.05166427846736992,0.1494879485475966,0.0,0.0,0.045345983104443655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249529621664396,0.18347361924178213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834826252861859,0.0
lonely,TeeiJ,2019/03/25,"Now I realise... how alone I’ve always been I’ve been that guy... who never had much to my name but i always saved up and made sure my friends have the best bday celebrations i could possibly give to show them how much they mean to me...

yet i never had anyone even remember my birthday. (not even my family)

I’ve been that guy... who stay up hours to comfort friends or travelled miles in heartbeat just to be there for them...

yet at my lowest points, all i had was myself...

But it was the little things in the end that got to me. How people would basically ignore me in group chats. When we are out for a meal or what not but I’m practically invisible. They would have conversations around me and basically ignore me when I mention something. Sometimes i feel like they wouldn’t even notice if i left in the middle. And they get upset when i stop showing up to gatherings or replying, i mean... they make me feel like i’m not worthy, and every damn time i felt like i had enough of being treated like I’m less. They say things to me and get me to blame myself for the way things turn out.

And the final straw for when i realise how pathetic and unworthy i was...

When our final exams results was just announced,
our teacher congratulated my friend and I for scoring the highest in the entire cohort. 

And like any others we had separate groups chats for just friends and literally everyone only congratulated my friend and say that he was the pride of our class.

We literally had the same score
I’m genuinely happy for my friend as well
and right now me typing this out, it makes me feel like I’m petty and i should’t be upset.
I just want to be acknowledged...
i just want to know i matter to someone else.
Why do i feel so alone all the damn time.

Sorry for the wall of text. 
I just got to get it off my chest ",3.255772280064953,4.8694398919667625,4.398899608367562,85.6963988919668,73.90304709141273,7.306180150921769,23.80561658229057,7.990435384864732,1.1600359346642466,1415,41,292,21,29,463,167,361,0.11900000000000001,0.7,0.18100000000000002,0.9816,1,2,1,0,0,0,48.0,6,0,8,2,26,26,2,2,13,0,26,2,1,8,5,72,51,31,0,7,16,0,5,6,6,3,0,2,0,2,15,20,1,3,10,5,0,1,6,6,1,0,18,7,56,20,39,25,8,42,0,0,0,0,36,21,2,4,24,207,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907399887204472,0.0,0.0,0.1532405071392134,0.0,0.0,0.06261945133188063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438642417860453,0.0,0.0,0.0819732011752431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663520161383753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352061083559744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692335091351812,0.0,0.08155801573332272,0.09514613200060157,0.0,0.18245943276358376,0.0,0.07758371771008409,0.08798904701802437,0.0,0.0,0.08680745437175873,0.0,0.18623929113550272,0.19735187962653766,0.08841391393766464,0.2017443796020492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268575867913481,0.0,0.14432836347739164,0.08833419787508162,0.0,0.0,0.14729402988852025,0.0,0.0,0.1823528684162454,0.0,0.09802383671494654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068299438472624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050606290365046734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004821513918616,0.0,0.0,0.2699219842960713,0.09229114140673728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713095746672524,0.12293194780582975,0.0,0.0,0.20061029532807445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353828840496841,0.0,0.14203984075596576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483686083990214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700331072659765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383860869136626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704799544272836,0.10380950419361812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431184473669032,0.07863819510579964,0.0,0.14645585284487395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802144475935245,0.07088982651344747,0.09107222873920587,0.103079138679073,0.0,0.09814799661537596,0.0,0.07698533130496307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678693493929795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352713174230664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738842467914952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015962764852324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862562454085543,0.07309102849050186,0.0,0.0,0.0827934822524421,0.0,0.083090390740469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308259367061023,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PointOfLife12,2019/03/25,"20M here, anyone from Zagreb ?  Maybe we can hang out or something :) ",0.2976923076923086,2.71441453846154,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,95.92307692307692,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.3058923076923077,51,1,10,0,2,16,13,13,0.0,0.8,0.2,0.4588,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835621187822141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6947754421473216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324046978266156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Azule97,2019/03/25,"I dreamt last night that I was hanging out with my friends, who I haven’t seen in a year or so. I’m getting tired of waking up in this shitty reality of being alone. Wish I could dream forever.",2.7499186991869915,3.689334073170734,4.418048780487805,87.72918699186995,74.12195121951221,7.417886178861789,25.861788617886177,7.793537801064563,1.2239691056910569,151,5,34,2,3,51,35,41,0.20800000000000002,0.619,0.17300000000000001,-0.3846,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,5,8,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,1,7,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,3,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864330159589315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979007346171369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28826653106022976,0.0,0.19493638140987093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041372659598433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501417036677707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42883903121298345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290620614375002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240272833077725
lonely,beingsuyash,2019/03/25,"Need a friend 21m , I don't have much to write ,I'm a closed person and just someone to talk to about things going around ",8.642222222222221,3.791735444444448,8.051111111111112,85.43,64.92592592592592,10.8,30.703703703703702,3.1291,1.2131037037037031,95,1,24,0,1,30,23,27,0.0,0.862,0.138,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38414419460314697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333912008992188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452427010420513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172167745720765,0.3199665348090996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37678652832837606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36562540719596937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34683934638979114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866826442471793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheReginator,2019/03/25,"When dating is literally impossible. I'm fucking sick of hearing ""work on yourself and things will work out for you."" I have constructive hobbies, I have friends, I find meaning in the things I do. But a romantic relationship is chronically missing from my life and it kills me. There's no dating pool where I live, it's an extremely rural area and I lack the means to leave. I would wager there's about 6000 total individuals within a 100 mile radius of me, maybe up to 7000 but that's a hard upper limit. I never meet anyone new. Tinder, Bumble, etc leave me with nothing. I broke down today and tried out OkCupid.

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5 women. Total.

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5 fucking women in a maxed-out location search.

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The placeholder text suggesting ""expanding my filters"" straight-up feels like mockery.",4.1273333333333335,7.009787296551727,4.944137931034484,76.83298850574714,76.0344827586207,7.1770114942528735,28.97701149425287,8.238735603445708,2.54692183908046,638,28,102,12,15,206,101,145,0.12,0.8059999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.2956,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,3,5,7,3,0,8,0,7,5,0,0,3,19,15,7,1,2,2,0,2,1,1,2,3,1,0,2,5,7,0,1,4,1,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,15,2,16,13,4,18,0,2,0,2,8,12,2,0,7,67,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39160610877763735,0.43917348322488825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423940997921538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436225075981784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091613333224749,0.0860678634775158,0.0,0.0,0.11011260633551924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307922623747683,0.2227556849147337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792256251491927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357848687427854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328851104521036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551327399644138,0.0,0.0,0.08509554913268734,0.058858341095958076,0.0,0.10638224948323627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103403273592316,0.2624667098659711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291828620295027,0.1163561808795135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559968249143635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934581401399914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600774023445669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419687585098365,0.0,0.0,0.08179509142618087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541548754227976,0.0,0.0,0.08558247999243906,0.0,0.43917348322488825,0.0
lonely,full-time-redditor,2019/03/25,Good night everyone If it’s nighttime for you ,0.706666666666667,2.4502824444444467,1.898333333333337,89.46750000000002,113.44444444444444,6.2444444444444445,26.722222222222207,7.1686216300943375,2.3662888888888896,38,2,7,1,2,12,9,9,0.0,0.7070000000000001,0.293,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6046742816811296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307685539617695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5938465754710911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hotheadskull,2019/03/25,"So. Exhausting. Dealing with the extrovert and introvert in me is hard. I want to go out and do things with people and see editing places, but yet at the same time I don’t want to go anywhere or do anything and just be away from people. My depression doesn’t help in any way and I’m not bipolar. I just can’t get out of this loop at is so emotionally exhausting. I wish I could be happy again and do everything I would like again",1.4018601747815254,3.5374445168539346,3.1161048689138577,90.3348564294632,81.35955056179775,7.1016229712858925,23.372034956304606,8.167268648758528,1.3302199750312114,338,12,74,7,9,112,58,89,0.11900000000000001,0.695,0.185,0.7637,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,12,3,0,0,0,21,20,10,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,2,8,2,13,16,1,15,0,1,1,0,2,8,0,1,5,54,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598902552650915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876353515372687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155138735900745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831445053642588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23648489183856164,0.19756815325348606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580261912843622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20615560078826412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198437029592862,0.0,0.2607284929256616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24418359538946385,0.2054830605738853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375129903850293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206546422604838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180520476922324,0.0,0.23965751896621296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278939597343904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523925757319359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337556890250093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705933213871808,0.18207438849211155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637803465423875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162947853632725,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,c_awesome,2019/03/25,"Lonely. Depressed. Trying to stay positive. I suffer from clinical depression and loneliness right now is my single greatest trigger. Been going through a divorce process for over a year, running out of money so I am feeling a bit trapped, and concerned for my two young, impressionable children. I met someone a few months ago with whom I developed a strong connection, but that's ended recently and was outside of my control. Although though we had a connection, it was limited due to extenuating circumstances and the feeling of loneliness permeated.

I have been lonely for a long, long time. Just needed to get that off my chest and out into cyberspace.",6.1673684210526325,8.939969947368422,6.452491228070175,69.1061052631579,68.82456140350878,9.472280701754386,38.59298245614035,9.888512548439397,4.754325614035089,530,31,76,14,10,170,82,114,0.183,0.7190000000000001,0.098,-0.8805,0,5,0,0,1,0,15.0,1,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,8,0,8,2,1,2,0,18,14,9,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,10,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,5,0,1,6,2,10,1,17,8,4,20,0,5,0,0,5,6,0,0,11,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001291379367448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24647947812222026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532172857065109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38890618360069296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999628649809652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22830951619304415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795412463736403,0.0,0.1283087904982102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39959400888605456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020534859144471,0.0,0.0,0.16740363283725002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291802600956295,0.0,0.0,0.19280408735916624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129194701165173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406379608293233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181527972910808,0.0,0.13164676011031046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328121409662182,0.0,0.22054190028192105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453867743663135
lonely,avkao,2019/03/25,"Just want a real friend. I have family, I’m close to them it’s not like I don’t have people I just. I feel like I only hang around people way older than me. It’d be nice to have a friend my age, so I could act my age and not be expected to be a adult. To go do stupid teenager shit, but I can’t. Because I have no friends. No one likes me, and I’m too scared to try to talk to people. I feel like a ghost, and it scares me. My childhood is just gonna fly by and I’m not gonna be able to experience any of the ‘normal’ teenager things. Sometimes I get sudden urges to do something crazy because I feel so pent up all the time. All I wanna do is smoke weed and sleep. At least I have my dog I guess.",-1.2417440225035143,0.5520440379746852,1.3510548523206758,101.01036568213785,89.63291139240508,4.270604781997188,15.106891701828413,5.46131890053228,-1.0958365682137834,530,10,139,3,18,181,86,158,0.183,0.722,0.096,-0.9149,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,7,12,2,2,6,0,18,2,2,0,2,26,30,8,1,5,7,0,3,4,3,2,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,7,4,0,1,0,3,22,8,16,22,3,14,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,10,86,26,0,0.15873454965200745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794493700300907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130740286910878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352621629408112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673662154926724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552728483316856,0.14964080639876892,0.0,0.2407828732308594,0.2267999879761137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36791375790919706,0.0,0.0829322506662433,0.0,0.09021250260636804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486400233305202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101987318726594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555261561229088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756263892663433,0.12072477786310512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301396505549192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806746689194788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178419513354767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629387341410138,0.0,0.0,0.15884918584539273,0.0,0.0,0.12220161139055633,0.15699252843776024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758481825240914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545618149473317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255939241151956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777033960421943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362575005512276,0.12599609702864853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thehumanvin,2019/03/25,I feel like my ex just keeps me around as a statement to herself Maybe she really doesn't want to be friends. Maybe she just wants to prove to herself that she's over me so she keeps me around.,1.271341463414636,3.2545150975609762,1.6465243902439042,101.51417682926832,80.95121951219512,5.0756097560975615,20.006097560975608,5.985473137389443,-0.3748585365853661,153,4,37,1,4,46,28,41,0.037000000000000005,0.8270000000000001,0.136,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,7,2,0,2,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,11,2,8,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797809274384634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625498721748636,0.19251346066243508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208196221385692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790446848744495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316521925305257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5414490277433237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263300391313444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317887444546534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ClumsyClara,2019/03/25,"Im [18F] single after four years of one relationship after the other, wondering how to move forward TL;DR: Met my first bf at 14, spent all my teenage years in a relationship and now im struggling to understand how to be single since i was left with no self confidence and no clear understanding of myself

I was one of those people who couldn't understand why someone needed a second person to feel confident, or people who valued their self worth by external validation, but after a few years i soon became that person. 
I met my first love interest when i was 14 years old, we went to swimming class together, we got on really well so i decided to tell him how i felt. We were at comic con when i told him i liked him, and he asked me on a date. We went to the cinema and held hands during the movie, after it was over we kissed for the first time, it felt unlike anything i had felt before. Our relationship didn't last long, after four months he broke up with me. He was a very meticulous, organized, controlling jealous person. I was quite laid back, a bit careless and at the time i liked the jealousy bc i thought that meant he cared. I started feeling like his toxic behaviour was normal, and unintentionally i recreated those attitudes. Suddently, i had lost myself in him. When he needed something, there i was, when he got mad, i took the blame, and when he wanted me back after breaking up, there i was. I wanted to please him even if it meant hurting myself.
When we broke up for good, i was devastated. I did everything i could to get up again, did every activity, joined every club, hung out with every friend. The feeling of dopamine withdrawal was always present, that craving for love and attention and care was always my only thought. I only felt happiness again when i met a guy again. Suddenly i felt good again, hopeful, positive, like life was worth living. Things didn't really work out, but i met a friend of the guy who i ended up dating after only a week of texting and two dates. Yeah, i was that desperate. 
Of course, none of those relationships worked, but it was mostly my fault. I  was too busy playing the victim to realize my first relationship had made me become a toxic person too. I was going after the nice happy chemicals, and tried to avoid or brush off every issue that came up. I ended up doing some seriously fucked up shit, like lying and cheating, because i felt hurt or annoyed with the other person. Also, the guys i dated weren't the best either, they would snap at me easily, made me feel like i was awful and needed to be different, or put me in the life saver position, asking me to solve all of their issues. But they were nice enough, they told me i was beautiful and gave me affection, so everything was good right? Right...?
 After breaking up with my last bf after cheating on him several times and lying about everything (the regret keeps me up at night, but he is way more mature than i am and forgave me for all of this, he is doing great now and I'm really glad he's found happiness)  i downloaded tinder to quench my desire to have as much sex as humanly possible. After some awful experiences, i stumbled upon a guy who i ended up dating for six months. Out of pure fucking luck, i had met ""the one"". He wasnt toxic, he made me feel loved, validated and cared for me in a way that no one ever had. I returned the favor by working on my issues and making an actual effort to be a kind, supportive and honest girlfriend. I actually did learn from my mistakes this time, and i also begun trying to be happier, returning to the things i stopped doing because i was trying to fit in and be more like whoever i was dating at the time. He gave me the love and strength i needed to push forward. Sadly, he soon realized that his feelings towards me were only platonic and eventhough he really did care about me, he wasn't into me, or any girl for that matter. This happened a few days ago.
One of my exes once told me i was living in a circle i needed to get out of, or else i would never change. This vicious cycle of meeting someone, dating them without much time to really get to know them, breaking up less than a year after, feeling lonely, rinse, repeat. He was a bit of an ass, but he was right. Thing is, i don't have a fucking clue of what to do. I've never been this bored in years. I've got no one to talk to, nothing to do, nowhere to go and a lack of will to get out of my bed as a cherry on top. I've tried to do things that i liked and they have brought little to no joy, i feel this inner self hatred and suicidal thoughts growing and growing and i have no clue about who i am. Not. A. Single. Clue.
The worst thing is, i know better. I know better than to go on and find someone else, i know better than to chase that high with drugs or parties. So there are two opposing forces, on one hand the youthful fuckup and on the other the nun who feels I'm cursed to live a life without any love pleasure or unpredictability. 
So there you have it, id love to hear advice or similar stories if you have them.

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lonely,Imi_gen,2019/03/25,"Feel completely and utterly lonely Haven't talked to anyone outside my house in so long, i just feel so alone. Empty.",4.194545454545455,6.632443000000002,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,73.54545454545455,8.036363636363637,24.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,2.113745454545455,94,3,16,2,2,30,20,22,0.313,0.687,0.0,-0.7751,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407990829173648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754437678682641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130262396088187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983638843894971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545402713731084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486140749035272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31662457823211043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MrandMrsWallace,2019/03/25,loneliness causes me to lose focus I seriously need to get my shit together to study for finals but years of loneliness really fd me up. Every time I try to study I end up looking for things to listen to in the background to feel like someone's talking to me and end up doing no work.  I don't even know what focus is anymore. I have goals and want to work hard but I keep going in the same cycle. Can loneliness do this to you? HELP!,1.3633333333333333,3.4532384444444446,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,81.22222222222223,6.666666666666668,21.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.9847777777777776,340,10,70,6,9,117,60,90,0.195,0.711,0.094,-0.7988,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,4,1,4,1,0,2,0,6,1,1,1,0,11,15,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,4,11,1,18,15,1,11,0,1,1,0,4,5,1,0,6,47,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21679144899137687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456136845454355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872276255618308,0.0,0.0,0.1443825647201912,0.0,0.1841790688567508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053021251848254,0.15616715508345574,0.0,0.2394644976993589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420894477806814,0.0,0.1242348380237048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582174898153765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652228851281496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430081755652304,0.0,0.0,0.12013628262257404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679641983083099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835680877497372,0.2445563433125657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620883739092343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004010421846771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438871175232675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852182064841705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570157984679372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452274490572859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746682324059536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841435829477528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893534218531896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182853220727572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077057615502833
lonely,ameliapound,2019/03/25,"isolation it’s so odd how in growing this year, i’ve discovered that yes, it is completely possible to be happy in most circumstances to be happy and thankful, but when night comes and i’m in bed alone too nervous to text people just to say “hi i’m lonely, will you give me some attention or keep me company?” which isn’t an odd or invalid request, it’s just kind of embarrassing for me. i have friends, i have an amazing family, but with recent circumstances of a breakup after two years my routines are changing. i don’t have my parter to call or text or send funny pictures to anymore. i don’t have someone who would be willing to go out for a simple dinner with me or comfort me when i’m anxious. yes i crave those things and miss them terribly, but the relationship couldn’t carry on the way it was due to a few factors. and that’s okay! it happens! life happens! however, i didn’t realize how cutting myself off from a person cold turkey would effect my mental health. i feel isolated a lot, and depressed. but i know it’s a phase, and i am focused on the light at the end of the tunnel. and i’m glad i am 17 and have so much experience in store for me and can’t wait to see how i grow in the future. I just wanted to thank reddit for being an amazing outlet for me to feel less alone in my situation and see how others are going through things as well. just remember, you are never alone. the future is not too far away and may bring amazing things for you:)",4.619890498057224,5.042920939597316,5.771808548216177,81.6168685976687,69.46979865771812,8.689791593076652,29.77817025785941,8.6894789155246,2.18743355704698,1152,42,233,18,19,385,163,298,0.128,0.7,0.172,0.9549,1,6,0,0,0,1,29.0,0,3,1,1,15,20,1,2,16,3,28,3,0,5,1,51,50,29,0,4,14,0,2,0,1,5,2,1,1,1,16,15,1,2,7,0,1,7,8,7,1,1,2,7,28,13,38,38,6,33,0,3,2,0,14,13,0,9,12,170,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881358993987135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112315617127116,0.1238862945401758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736571463329665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755648537671613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214796583140148,0.10760684266667776,0.1309754202976676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759273688097257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064134655134393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221949624418551,0.11776271842844208,0.0,0.1263258170685285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651227567599996,0.0,0.0,0.11983389384298987,0.14198893736042065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209312986422278,0.265957654578875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278328411764306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103393803213074,0.0,0.13008413939308094,0.0686523336745353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823413589344796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620184948637662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588918746251793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182999645454504,0.0,0.09634539967576436,0.0,0.0,0.11722822106943638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866032549231238,0.1090746402273042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082764551757646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334265450044116,0.1341164872579209,0.141509119111718,0.0,0.0,0.09934077370191413,0.0,0.0,0.1990888821071177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041443163178444,0.0,0.0,0.1058436455379462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300176595936405,0.0,0.0,0.2489723272703196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202792163688365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736805895847125,0.09915505839982876,0.0,0.0,0.1123173765290892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747805253542967,0.0,0.0,0.1608877577161797
lonely,exodusTay,2018/12/18,"I hate my life now I don't think I have ever felt worse in any point in my life, and I don't really have anyone to talk with other than my therapist, which I haven't been able to talk to for the last month due to scheduling problems.

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I was feeling like a total failure before: no succesful job interview for the last 2 years, terrible grades from college, no social life in any form. But now I know I am a total failure after having to listen my parents fight, my father is angry at my mom because she is responsible for ""losing our children"", and mother says that she has nothing to do with ""me sitting at home all day"". 

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They obviously don't think good of me... Not that I expected them to but atleast I wanted them to talk to me directly. I always ""felt"" like they did a too much behind-the-closed-door talk but they always showed me a good face, that they support me and they only want the good for me. But now that I know their true feelings I feel completely alone in life. Just about everyone hates or doesn't likes me and whatever I do I just mess up one way or another, cannot make anything straight.

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Not only I feel alone now, I also feel sad for making them go through all of this. I never asked for being like this nor I like it. I have been seeing a therapist for the 3rd year now and its just not getting any better. I don't know if I really tried all my best but I feel like I can't take all of this stress anymore. I have lost all my will to try and make things better. I just wish I have never been alive in the first place.

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Anyways thanks to anyone for reading through, I just felt like I had to reach out to a real human being before I completely lost it.",3.452652519893899,4.6970421609195405,4.481724137931035,86.77030503978783,72.79310344827587,7.307869142351903,24.87886825817861,7.748469712250963,1.19612608311229,1344,40,277,17,26,438,168,348,0.19,0.6920000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.9679,3,2,0,0,1,1,53.0,1,0,9,7,15,27,3,1,11,0,29,5,1,3,12,60,61,16,0,6,16,4,9,7,0,1,4,2,1,2,13,9,0,0,14,2,0,1,16,11,0,2,11,12,57,16,41,47,10,33,0,4,1,0,28,12,0,3,25,199,70,5,0.06813587218426922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411364297580024,0.0,0.0544882323689475,0.1133890078164599,0.295300756179156,0.3311701701869601,0.13900418869175288,0.071446402861343,0.0,0.0,0.06757247655177863,0.09528437213835712,0.0,0.05607001725509609,0.0,0.06369784282564285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041534995269229324,0.0,0.1159572175693972,0.0,0.07150439420813344,0.1205212838881284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287833129197952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04394200081878627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163279724297153,0.0,0.06510674577072426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670926538155152,0.09735256140526588,0.1962633672855344,0.0,0.0,0.057956338072712964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035598181011864335,0.0,0.03872318635411087,0.1714474107108149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454013513755497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683458352602665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676143396053363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123370803364292,0.11107965960779656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250552616352395,0.2330142183137419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622661249307107,0.14875670655482648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644367130015442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979991000934207,0.05438540312334534,0.0,0.05008770586937159,0.0,0.10510117014357978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537820699544115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04617063036229285,0.10364080223225428,0.0,0.0,0.07565682272379341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118748445140981,0.0,0.0644104226743122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651968277298097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681543107189427,0.07755353938648404,0.08729916887992607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054184380334591734,0.0,0.0,0.05429546854975272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945594113914891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804941137999838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731978030809282,0.0,0.0,0.05122969626865205,0.21906013248299608,0.0,0.06273035676414468,0.0,0.15822199835565276,0.04526644589422165,0.08731743137948766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251956931400812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037660550771601,0.0540830838760767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835289040408122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943627476618155,0.0,0.0,0.3311701701869601,0.08775453552869955
lonely,napalmlipgloss,2018/12/18,"Do you think if i But myself a bunch of gifts, wrap them, and label them from famous people, i could possibly delude myself into believing someone cares about me?",6.3229999999999995,7.51006996666667,6.780000000000001,73.17000000000002,66.0,8.666666666666668,25.0,8.841846274778883,2.0400000000000005,129,3,20,2,2,42,27,30,0.0,0.897,0.10300000000000001,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,4,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667589462687123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223926336650215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307740094634481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872140521605577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670457104786469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35102355399210594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654580209277592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Open-hole,2018/12/18,"Something to look back on [I wrote this May 12th, 2015]

Everyday I have the same routine, monotony. I am homeschooled, staying alone 40-70% of my day. I go weeks without significant social interaction. I resent it, I don’t want to be alone; I want to have friends like I did years ago. There’s nowhere to go to outside of my house except for my grandparents’ house. I live in a backwoods place outside of town, and I have no friends nearby. *I don’t know if this even worth complaining about; do I even deserve these things?*. My mother gets worried and upset if I explain how I feel, making me feel guilty and responsible for her anxiety and lack of sleep. It’s useless to tell my grandparents how I feel, they’re closed-minded.

I have only one life, one story to determine. I’m supposedly in my “prime”, and it’s lousy. I’m grateful for what I have... *Is all this selfish?* I don’t know whether to go back to school, making my family upset and causing me guilt, or trudge on and tell myself “it’ll get better”. I’ve done the latter for THREE YEARS now. *Ultimately, I’m the problem. I wouldn’t have started homeschooling were it not for my social anxiety.*

But then again, is going back to school even the solution? I’m not sure how to feel about this, but something ought to change. I’m not the most patient person, and I like to do things and go places quickly, but I’m stuck on this. My self esteem is nearly non-existent and in the back of my mind *writing about this seems selfish...* I don’t want to be greedy or ungrateful. Is a new start possible?",1.8000891265597154,4.220371712418306,3.0270172311348813,89.87612299465246,81.87581699346406,6.062032085561497,23.65181224004753,7.348242739294969,1.0497790849673203,1208,44,246,18,33,389,154,306,0.13,0.7959999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9125,2,2,2,0,0,0,60.0,0,0,0,1,17,15,1,3,8,0,26,2,1,6,2,52,57,22,0,9,13,1,4,2,2,4,1,0,0,2,15,10,0,0,8,0,1,5,10,9,0,3,5,5,35,6,36,46,4,33,0,1,1,0,15,10,0,7,19,163,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975528487987229,0.0,0.0,0.2097365679596292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491758794873586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114313434067796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895506585086724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040154289166276,0.1071129758646194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530025208101092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361767708325026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063131740970075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545296544988753,0.0,0.20478762740855294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645669594811712,0.0,0.10580174550023623,0.0,0.2877240206620666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336663221335755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129275753381168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151847407510115,0.0989348746127964,0.0,0.08940886132427857,0.0,0.08502759630519037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517524562285474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044747208628008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779144256691474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722423855164712,0.07700799218900176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841081459411347,0.21157710587009654,0.0,0.0,0.1141483192759893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688610455395304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494827533008164,0.0,0.0921775544921284,0.1056296789172138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132681193816248,0.2064307669381886,0.0,0.1559000712532824,0.0,0.0,0.14333576265856138,0.10792295889454216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543040240283238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700037203608865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453690194463755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916614525752034,0.0,0.08121960077337782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760494173105293,0.0,0.0,0.10282803486668517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040811033862226
lonely,littlefork,2018/12/18,"My normally outgoing personality is fading in a new town Thanks to a wonderful job offer my boyfriend got we recently moved from San Diego to Santa Cruz. I’ve never lived anywhere but SD, all of my friends and family are there. At first I was ok, it was a new adventure and I was hopeful. I thought “I’m so outgoing and everyone mentions how personable I am, I’ll make friends in no time!” Well it’s been about 5 months now...I have one sort of friend I barely see since she works so much. Then from time to time I chat up my neighbors. 

I’m missing my friends like crazy if I think about it most of my free time was spent hanging out with them. Going to shows, watching Netflix, going to the beach, going to brunch blah blah blah. 

Now I spend most days by myself at home. Once a week I go to the local farmers market and that’s when I’m most social. I did get a job as a photo booth host for an entertainment company but there’s not much interaction with co workers since were usually working a wedding or event so no real time for socializing. 

I have my boyfriend but he’s distracted by his work, he enrolled in school, and our roommate is a long time friend of his. He’s also lived in Santa Cruz before so he’s not struggling like I am. I know I can’t ask him for all the attention I need from him, it’s not fair or realistic. I’m just desperate for someone to hang out with again, someone to laugh with or even a shoulder to cry on when I’m sad. Phone calls to my friends help but aren’t nearly the same and sometimes they can’t answer the phone. I’m feeling more isolated every day and I don’t know how to fix it. 

TLDR: I moved to a new city and am shitty at making new friends. I’m literally wasting away on my couch from the depression. ",2.106083333333334,3.9289822750000014,3.7113888888888913,88.49125000000002,77.6388888888889,6.9444444444444455,25.13888888888889,7.865858978985527,1.3193888888888885,1369,50,294,22,32,455,191,360,0.125,0.6779999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.9848,3,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,0,2,5,18,22,0,2,17,1,19,2,1,4,3,51,47,27,0,4,12,0,1,5,8,0,0,0,3,2,6,15,1,0,8,5,3,8,10,5,1,2,10,3,36,18,48,37,9,50,0,3,2,0,35,16,0,10,28,176,42,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047673942851097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238873011302629,0.0,0.0828001082410109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749912985996486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998957514155219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968055819737144,0.11367184461788167,0.0,0.07590538929981294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820838156893921,0.0,0.07425249397530913,0.0842110480966273,0.0,0.0,0.08308018967120404,0.0,0.04456067668309011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496249298241238,0.0,0.0,0.4766177949215484,0.0,0.04604377162236418,0.0,0.20034299487209134,0.0,0.07048482200714908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059071019375758586,0.0,0.08840058510334056,0.08753199449053953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749088926845722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686680095648394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611076784453738,0.0,0.15563906521075388,0.07799140277366068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765360030741295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034373695012512,0.18733438636591254,0.12956992883253582,0.0653465460644929,0.06797052739466347,0.3404621976231962,0.0,0.0,0.08634772065509835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385452205591996,0.059718499643380225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390170878076695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031011008195008,0.0,0.0,0.08701676784638067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919126559849268,0.07022741283328125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458024596230665,0.0,0.0,0.17967285972064084,0.1493428525450963,0.0,0.08716184678137577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213157868898474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811373541719748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646951269432333,0.0,0.06996459179137407,0.30833241530020433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706165645763004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069177793972507,0.0,0.07923856607538249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557215468683586,0.19247691205903134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pks267,2018/12/18,"Constantly feeling lonely I (24F) live at home with my mum and sister but I just feel constantly lonely. 
I have a good career and go to work everyday. I interact with people all day (in healthcare) and I have a mask on but as soon as I get home I’m just alone. My mum and sister just do their own thing and I just spend the night watching TV hoping someone calls/texts me 

The one person I want in my life I know I shouldn’t cause we broke up as he cheated on me. But I lost my best friend. I lost the person I would go and do fun things with, go on trips, go on bike rides or go on mini adventures with. I don’t have the person that I could have been with forever anymore.

And as a result of this relationship I have lost my few friends too. I don’t have anyone. And if I do try and talk to my family I just get shot down and I’ve never been able to talk about how I am feeling even before all this. 

I cry myself to sleep every night. 
I honestly feel like giving up on everything sometimes. I have just got so good at putting on a mask to everyone else, the one time I let someone in to see the real emotions I have and I’ve been left so hurt and betrayed and alone.

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lonely,Odaircube,2018/12/18,"Just a little support needed, please I tend to be very social, and I'm great at making friends. I've been told I'm easy to talk to and fun to be around. But my last relationship was very toxic, and as i get over it, I feel the need to find a healthy one, to really get over it. But it's strange, all the people that look at you with interest when you don't want a relationship, but when you look the melt to shadows. Most days I don't think much about it, as my friends are enough to keep loneliness at Bay, but this is a different feeling that creeps up sometimes. Like a desire for something deeper that keeps eluding me. I go to a community college, so I know it's probably mostly just because no one is looking for one/ all in one already, but I tend to over think things, like today. And I fall down a rabbit hole of insecurity",3.0504318488529023,4.300181438596489,4.376257309941522,87.1154251012146,73.79532163742691,7.3668016194331996,26.019343229869552,7.882392219407189,1.3150833108412057,650,22,141,9,13,215,103,171,0.07200000000000001,0.747,0.18100000000000002,0.9433,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,0,7,9,0,1,10,0,9,0,0,1,2,30,32,14,0,4,7,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,4,3,5,14,8,27,27,6,18,0,0,3,0,10,11,0,2,7,95,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499257086654561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120944865721551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281944812533336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761893997447785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194556030356095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038046573461266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739054798108186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417425808651515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099313465723911,0.0,0.14196326189797254,0.0,0.07721279135134007,0.0,0.0,0.1497869491612766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415185422067205,0.0,0.0,0.07466551147346047,0.1107446389127552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327493932079611,0.13616815672312205,0.0,0.0,0.3422664210053664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068810115442402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987327869129538,0.20147803940056988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682510231594212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418873296800992,0.0,0.0,0.14913429797017835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464808600410195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703587109581372,0.0,0.0,0.2917271877634913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849291848677472,0.0,0.1045922377773668,0.1343697491120087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541731615179039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919971918201196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025984096673427,0.17410815702989282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878009890516595,0.1298207624442042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241986834847231,0.08013418645154194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JustSortaHere,2018/12/18,"That empty feeling deep inside. It's far from the worst feeling you get when you're all alone, but it's one that is always there and sort of swirls inside you like the tide. Some days it's barely background noise and other days it swallows you up whole, bringing you inside the void. And the worst part is you know that it's so easy to solve, all you need to do is talk to someone. But you can't.",3.1917269076305246,4.162928915662654,3.453192771084339,94.94356425702813,73.09638554216869,5.533333333333334,21.062248995983936,3.1291,-0.38230763052208827,312,6,70,0,6,96,51,83,0.12,0.735,0.145,0.3308,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,7,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,2,13,11,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,7,1,6,11,7,7,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,4,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32658519953580445,0.0,0.0,0.26237854965157065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067215567238652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188791006276009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474611223771898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329628199630834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540535638624981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338120669302253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21367473380781515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414700073049161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671767915657149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534490818563541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520529786438377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UnfoundHound,2018/12/18,"Hooking up means nothing I understand that for some people here it is already hard to hook up with girls and they might think they are missing out, but I can tell you: you are not missing out. Sure, it can be fun, but it's nothing more than a temporary need you want to fulfill; it's just lust, nothing more. You might have sex and cuddle with a girl for a night, maybe more if you see each other more often, but as long as there is no real emotional connection then it will not make you feel less lonely. You will only feel less lonely in the moment, but usually, afterwards, you'll feel even more lonely, especially when you know how it is to have a great girlfriend. I had a great girlfriend and now she is gone. Hooking up with girls doesn't do much for me. It doesn't even come close to the loving and caring for each other in a relationship. So forget about hooking up, always aim for a relationship. Don't wast too much time on hooking up. If you can, do it here and there, but remember that it is usually not worth the effort.

I hope this gives people some perspective and some peace of mind.",5.600165843330983,5.711474775229359,5.835321100917432,83.09404728299226,67.30275229357798,8.909527170077629,28.23712067748765,8.617729084823388,1.841338320395201,863,25,176,12,13,275,115,218,0.098,0.735,0.16699999999999998,0.9754,0,6,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,10,2,1,14,12,0,0,10,0,24,4,0,2,1,49,43,19,0,5,11,0,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,14,15,0,0,8,0,1,2,7,5,0,0,2,5,18,7,27,35,14,23,0,5,1,4,23,11,0,9,10,137,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549491988017718,0.0,0.109706117516902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442539632687464,0.0,0.0,0.1135733269564576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483085762192951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416557668305774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999532050309607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647833231250324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29072052233477186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118107778125945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095244952488094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245890452240092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166792244885532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899581936954624,0.0,0.08800797494304903,0.0,0.13245664623731132,0.14361853171347524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797347342073833,0.13312649092858567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938434016514832,0.0977618563925296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372818261459773,0.0,0.3795282839741919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027453496764063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281030356674915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500691798901206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831057074089265,0.14935538534458187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506388878534233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426293623177345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152388829425488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448134940644171,0.0,0.0,0.07688024111733717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725593988585902,0.0,0.0,0.2904186461658402,0.0,0.07776596249710853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hchalla,2018/12/18,"whoever said love is blind was one ugly desperate motherfucker. thankfully i’m ugly, desperate, 300 other terrible adjectives, and a cascade of depressive emotions.",10.4424,13.818603040000005,11.469,35.099500000000006,58.6,17.8,52.5,14.554592549557764,11.0254,136,10,12,8,2,47,23,25,0.5479999999999999,0.294,0.158,-0.9451,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383905348039705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013846267079721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022874198872326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30203720185725186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239899230284305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103669644506989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,goremind,2018/12/18,"Can somebody help me? It feels like everybody around me has found at least a temporary group of people that make them feel really good. Like they have found a group that really enjoys them for them and makes them feel loved and comforted. I really want to find this for myself but it seems like everybody around me is only interested in a certain type of person. I don’t know why I just can’t hold onto a stable, close friendship that isn’t romantic. I can easily open up to my SO but honesty I can’t go to them with everything because they couldn’t comprehend any of this (believe me, I’ve tried). I don’t like big parties with people just jumping mindlessly to terrible music but I absolutely love metal concerts. Large parties and stuff just cause my stomach to drop and my throat to tighten and it sends me into like a panic attack-like thing and I feel like I can’t talk to anyone because everyone else is just having fun. I don’t know what it is but it feels like some sort of oppressive force coming in on me, like everyone that ever talked shit and hates me is there and everyone else is, too. It just feels crushing and I can’t get out of it because it always happens when nobody can help me so it’s really isolating. Whenever I try to go to people for help they only offer sympathy but nobody can comprehend my fucking shit brain so I never get any help. My therapist and psychiatrist in total have cancelled about 3-4 times this year and I can’t get back on my meds till January. ",4.593470540758673,5.811703830508478,5.6885714285714295,79.29870056497177,70.01694915254237,9.280064568200162,27.606941081517352,9.606745405546679,2.509355125100888,1190,40,225,27,21,395,145,295,0.099,0.639,0.262,0.9947,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,8,0,16,22,4,1,5,0,23,8,5,3,4,54,48,21,0,2,10,0,6,8,0,0,0,1,0,1,19,20,0,1,12,1,0,5,11,6,0,0,2,7,37,16,33,45,3,28,0,0,0,3,21,15,3,3,15,150,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775050649230677,0.0,0.0,0.12668516259908272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512995916404059,0.0,0.0,0.16583965682825966,0.0,0.10596720130882634,0.0,0.0716236456407083,0.0,0.17034309940157835,0.0,0.0,0.10494382257220042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398191718793144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568676216587438,0.0,0.08023716706529949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556233248754764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425603228558022,0.0,0.26701543589080456,0.08371376037006675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825849761297783,0.19963090084593102,0.0,0.0,0.08513390057988206,0.0,0.0,0.204259908128487,0.0,0.08611212178263186,0.14599506867192913,0.0,0.10587421585914053,0.078126577722258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236883956358024,0.0,0.0,0.09196254654131306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497356240641787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238138449112144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640520609523507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813608784194556,0.0,0.12435156700642215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034643828178603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718400590351233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168370039346334,0.0,0.10928694650642226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372745249639825,0.08133163201912061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386872548605661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479676357235355,0.0,0.0,0.19122638450164292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663006545209758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973470636265507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081498682364539,0.0618821682177008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054314273569860835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648025349941433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494001709808615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404991929415473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059983071590632576
lonely,MoresMutual,2018/12/18,"Well it's my birthday I was excited this year I have a great friend who had about an hour free to spend it with me. Then my job got in the way and now I wont see her at all today. My entire family (which we arnt close anyways) is 1000 miles away. Just me today. 


And Christmas is in a week... it will be the exact same thing in a week. I hate December


I can normally manage being alone 99% of the time but when theres events in your life and you have no one to share them with it's a tough reminder how truly alone you are


If you read this thank you.",-0.5807857142857173,1.4248226833333315,1.4211904761904748,100.14000000000004,88.83333333333334,4.761904761904762,14.404761904761903,6.1826913282559595,-0.9015238095238098,422,7,105,4,14,139,88,120,0.087,0.75,0.16399999999999998,0.8629,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,5,1,0,8,9,1,0,8,0,12,1,0,1,2,15,16,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,1,3,1,18,8,12,9,2,20,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,1,11,76,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172360695937322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924766900401765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189887822246826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556223063866936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109988921982105,0.2220744150475516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988678517787864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836541047261608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988560964364893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227412661858832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735608086673587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649241642330714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014819049837081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051155561531727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185447283492732,0.0,0.0,0.13381941148551338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745393436784787,0.0,0.381859237994601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988369116785695,0.32314581410695203,0.0,0.18110741934464752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297126388835201
lonely,MasterThief1901,2018/12/18,"I already feel hopeless at 20 I know people will say that I have a long life ahead of me and that there’s still time to meet someone, but as I get older it feels harder to make meaningful connections with other people. 

Especially so with girls. I’ve tried tinder and bumble and found one girl who seemed to be perfect. Same interests and all. We talk or at least talked pretty regularly but it just doesn’t feel like anything is going to happen. We first matched a year ago and have gone on several dates but she’s still cautious from being cheated on before. In the last couple weeks, any communication we had just died out. 

I don’t know why I can’t seem to make or feel a deep connection with anyone anymore. It’s starting to spread to my relationships with my friends and family. I don’t get much joy out of seeing my friends or my family, except for maybe my parents. It’s like they’re no different from strangers

It makes me feel nihilistic. 

What’s the point of leaving my apartment if I’m going to go out into a world that makes me feel more alone than if I just did nothing at all?  Is it even worth it to try to forge relationships if they’re going to feel empty or forced no matter how much time or effort goes into them? 

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lonely,phokeutuu,2018/12/18,"Feeling lonely for a while now I grew up in the Philippines and I had a lot of good friends there to hang out and have fun with. In 2012 my family moved to Canada to have a better life so I had to leave everyone that I was close to. It's been 6 years here and I still don't have friends that I'm really close to. I know a lot of people from work and school. The ""friends"" That I consider here all talk to each other except me. They all go to fun places together without inviting me at all. Even though I hang out with them at school and all that. I'm just sucking it up since I don't wanna feel down all the time. I hate going to places alone and seeing other kids my age surrounded by their friends just makes it worse. Don't get me wrong I've been trying to make friends since I came here. But all of them just shys away from me. ",1.6498501872659188,3.111186157303372,2.6941797752809005,96.882468164794,77.87640449438203,6.0949812734082425,19.731835205992514,6.742157984588678,-0.0843764794007491,648,14,156,6,15,206,98,178,0.081,0.7609999999999999,0.158,0.934,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,2,12,13,2,0,7,0,11,1,0,2,6,34,25,10,0,1,6,0,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,9,14,0,0,3,0,0,7,4,4,0,0,6,3,21,9,32,19,9,28,0,1,1,0,11,15,1,2,6,109,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215453820374446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128955365817708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139068193956395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569828811427057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065547495457772,0.0,0.0,0.1311528057618466,0.0,0.0,0.12939157301666687,0.0,0.138800262096912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302134381656629,0.0,0.07170994747864456,0.0,0.15601008707347025,0.1151227812578829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355106602394701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543162695255666,0.0,0.0,0.14533297354667055,0.0,0.0,0.0969470965801194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23337817852212026,0.0,0.0,0.1832372371211239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588008903161528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515516907564846,0.0,0.2868040234665952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792891430635713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778182909983489,0.10937427383532633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270771127869312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961182918540267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103201775238534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348521054964158,0.0,0.08003435473127725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318697286868577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230869135659654,0.0,0.09992310047787027,0.0,0.13987432714430253,0.0,0.15006653420006846,0.0,0.0883875658095925
lonely,kunykunt,2018/12/18,"Cry everyday 28F, single, live with parents and no love life and barely any social life. I’m employed and make ok money but it’s pointless because I don’t have anybody to share it with.

I cry everyday after work, sometimes before work and occasionally even during work.

I’m so tired of people in relationships telling me I will find someone or that relationships aren’t worth it. Go fuck yourselves.

Also I’m gay and the dating scene is infinitely harder to navigate.

I’m not suicidal but I just fucking give up",3.033008434864108,5.8787669587628875,4.63671977507029,77.52578256794754,80.44329896907217,6.8262417994376765,27.37488284910965,8.00094639256281,2.2759979381443296,413,18,69,8,11,138,71,97,0.16399999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0.132,-0.6627,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,2,0,1,1,5,7,0,1,0,14,15,10,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,5,3,8,14,1,8,0,0,0,4,8,2,2,1,5,39,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369381560086678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644702259160007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438447743146836,0.0,0.14571006306765852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761915773720821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131004144194965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565075031795135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166116689565777,0.0,0.16426612045918065,0.09731792542299306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418994948837292,0.0,0.0,0.15120539603348485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454806559593154,0.0,0.11430201797445977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013840865895326,0.0,0.0,0.11871416549309753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676888790801915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455454306243884,0.14508854273362307,0.0,0.16935775788349086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187305470030001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496686735262305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681172567406924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739876961581385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NeedAHugPlease,2018/12/18,"I need someone to talk Im feeling really lonely and sad, i really need to talk to someone about how i feel.",-0.3949275362318865,1.8142240000000032,3.304347826086957,85.02724637681159,91.6086956521739,6.544927536231885,20.71014492753623,7.793537801064563,1.3642579710144926,84,3,17,2,3,31,14,23,0.26,0.6759999999999999,0.063,-0.6865,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983857866725952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31871904667007506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375714644654393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780502697934502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500012430887391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743214812279192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,INFRABARON,2018/12/18,"I’ve made progress I’ve posted to this subreddit about my feelings quite a few times in the past. Loneliness has always been the downfall in my personality of being genuine, true to myself, and who I am.

I didn’t know what to do at all, so I continued to feel miserable and hope something would change one day. I was at one of the lowest points I’ve ever been in my life, and I knew I needed to make changes or I would never find my true happiness. 

I cut out of all the fake “friends” I had around me that I convinced myself actually liked me and it made me feel so much better to be free of the toxicity. I’d rather be completely alone than be surrounded with people who don’t actually care about me. 

I read through the posts on this subreddit everyday and I always learn something new about all of the different effects loneliness has on people, some of them being very relatable to me personally.

It’s still hard sometimes but I feel better having hope that I’ll find true friends one day.",5.092645211930929,5.936173806122451,6.003265306122451,78.87580062794349,68.59183673469387,9.500156985871273,30.383045525902663,9.661875296680813,2.723412558869702,790,30,155,17,13,261,109,196,0.07,0.743,0.187,0.9748,2,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,5,9,17,1,1,8,0,18,1,0,4,8,38,31,9,0,6,3,0,5,1,2,2,1,0,0,2,9,8,0,0,10,1,1,0,3,3,0,3,8,5,25,15,28,16,6,23,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,4,11,110,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.2351575034084909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478906548004487,0.0,0.0,0.20051107067660887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725972291063396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312340708408756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284538343760305,0.0,0.2549203181679848,0.0,0.12632920834008446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540937876640015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258841487459827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898814975069072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436890895545493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22024740670938436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617721330520795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826154662674988,0.10793343882404748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23934322402680144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621696608487852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510412496221023,0.05886427277046261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280170158254519,0.08042656910719767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857242624310956,0.0893402070015783,0.09292765039872967,0.11636790711879777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24493703682659995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501927719772287,0.16706219547527695,0.21041066970548594,0.0,0.0,0.11389995434182187,0.0,0.2307880904812949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815364946544092,0.12052044617589233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855148521712648,0.11916555507620295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622174502793618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702574287069185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941508688291237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118220978856452,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gamerfan03,2018/12/18,"My fear of loneliness I’m fifteen and as you can tell by the title, I’m afraid of being lonely. I’ve experienced loneliness whenever I least expect it and I feel super isolated during social events even when I have a friend or two with me. I’ve gain this sudden anxiety where my hands shake constantly throughout presentations and such. I’ve even discovered the feeling of depression which has always been such a foreign concept to me until now. Although I am a bit vague on that subject matter, I most definitely am sure that I’m struggling socially as my environment seems a bit too “urban” for me to adapt to. I’m just scared that the only few friends that I need and want will leave me due to my clingy personality. The biggest thing that I’m worried about that I know I shouldn’t focus too much on is having a relationship with a girl. I want to have what everyone has. Or at least something like this. Any advice?",4.00485018726592,6.051111657303372,5.213280898876405,78.82179400749065,72.87640449438203,8.342172284644196,27.59700374531836,9.029198982220553,2.4086010486891394,737,28,135,16,15,244,113,178,0.166,0.691,0.14300000000000002,-0.5177,0,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,11,12,0,5,10,0,13,1,1,0,1,21,25,11,0,5,3,0,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,12,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,1,4,18,5,19,21,7,14,0,2,0,0,9,5,0,4,9,95,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494833090227204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404542065103106,0.0,0.0,0.11478903996239348,0.0,0.1291306960287717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685693592567756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241164335885346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538624472179054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229801621651657,0.0,0.0,0.16129458210795192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994569072818404,0.1706995907662723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608272219268972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276746064532113,0.0,0.0,0.17873366184237255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246661589191044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408661331955295,0.12516224507236062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837916937403696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147388688091199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122684674596545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899714551946105,0.0,0.0,0.15366817838317245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34413844121175485,0.0,0.1299496395369467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646525983781036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590909650447352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753767820045752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121424882719872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489199728805226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991239286060625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714234760484368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,killerspicyballs,2018/12/18,"Lonely and lost in a unique situation I’m a teen actor in LA and have been doing it for the past 4 years. I moved away from a small town in the south when I was 12. I had to join homeschool because it was flexible for the sort of schedule I had, and at first I didn’t mind even though I was pretty bad at it. Once I hit 14 the loneliness really started kicking in. I got pretty disconnected with the “friends” I made acting and I’d basically spend everyday except Sunday at my house looking at a screen. My church youth group is really the only social interaction I’ll get if I’m even lucky enough to go. I’ve developed a heavy affection for a girl there too but who am I kidding, why would a girl as beautiful as her want a homeschooled loser like me. Everyone I know is someone important to me but I’m just that “guy” to them. I’ve never ever gotten a message from anyone first saying “hey, how you doing” or anything like that. My family doesn’t really pay attention to me either and I always feel ignored. As of now I’m in a pretty dark place where I believe that my feelings don’t matter, and that I don’t matter. My pursuit of this dream has had many rejections and that doesn’t help either. I feel like I’m the only one who cares about me and now I’m starting to even leave that idea as well. I’m never involved in anything and I hardly get invited to do things with people. I look at my Snapchat, insta, and all my chats are weeks old with people I messaged first and simple short conversations made. I constantly check it for some reason knowing that no one has sent me anything or has a reason to. What can you do when you’re basically a nobody to everyone who’s everything to you? I have a stoic heart but sometimes, it really gets to me, as a night like this... thanks to anyone who read it fully, I just needed to rant. ",3.643278867102397,4.717935922459894,5.2721152703505645,81.93579817785702,72.12834224598929,8.321489403842346,25.616557734204804,8.735056554316923,1.7765376510200042,1441,44,290,26,27,490,194,374,0.076,0.763,0.161,0.9818,0,3,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,1,5,17,15,0,0,21,0,27,1,1,6,4,52,58,26,0,4,11,0,4,4,1,1,0,1,0,4,21,14,0,1,9,4,3,4,8,6,1,5,14,8,39,9,44,42,5,44,1,4,3,0,26,18,0,6,26,198,60,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795217000412069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364920296447366,0.0,0.2359373194630492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979093976056829,0.0,0.0797967614489152,0.05825844142421604,0.0,0.0,0.10767439764159667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743974435134993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327696369949238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874911419027498,0.0,0.1893687844393928,0.0864483235092677,0.0,0.1826420111628169,0.08589194200505201,0.0,0.0900946685280878,0.0,0.14496883352236015,0.06827505889145745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438747787174499,0.0,0.0,0.07383696302157179,0.0,0.1497937724450464,0.0,0.054314499600804415,0.0,0.07643587117611518,0.0,0.0,0.09462909236313544,0.0,0.0,0.08561173722347626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325063114420872,0.06405839865481007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027467685042296,0.0,0.10788663138711699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050452864646692,0.0,0.0,0.10119458147558066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676223817870544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050906472629062,0.0,0.10432568752095173,0.0,0.0,0.1808608439980564,0.0,0.09689274098771077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649821831977992,0.0,0.0,0.10157553509654274,0.0,0.07086376945497634,0.14741858822269993,0.0,0.0,0.08968574995834525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028439133217627,0.1017786801878358,0.12952109165032188,0.1453702249601479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123215420883747,0.13251208276910612,0.0,0.099850062969002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916864254988129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559562708723564,0.0,0.2448977535019368,0.19652327016185905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600091266096412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742441957224806,0.0,0.09742133957618684,0.08097595136902479,0.0,0.09452094085415706,0.0,0.13528954248910627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798779899636926,0.0,0.0,0.06349230497119276,0.0,0.0938968084378211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056369523259794975,0.0,0.07666030044402063,0.0,0.08592869579927029,0.0,0.08623684758192023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789001870700798,0.0,0.0,0.06154379499346563
lonely,BoolsDeep69,2018/12/18,"I've been used... a lot Let's start off by saying I've been used as a pick me up by girls since I was a freshman in high school.  I'm currently a senior and haven't had a decent relationship in a long time. My last girlfriend which was about a year ago was ""suicidal"" I'm not fucking kidding you when I say she was just wanting the attention. She'd give me panic attacks a lot by saying she wasn't going to make it through the night and shit. She used me as a pick me up because she was sad because she was slightly over weight and not the most attractive person. I've been told multiple times by people that someone likes me and then not even a week later I'm just something they look at like I'm just a nobody. It's hard to date in a town of 1000 people and even harder when you are the go to guy to make people feel better about themselves. Maybe I should just start not giving out as many compliments or something. Well now that I've wrote this I'm probs gonna cry myself to sleep or just feel nothing as always. Thanks for reading.",4.096451612903223,4.482034935483874,4.810760368663598,88.17899769585257,70.61290322580646,7.490322580645162,26.099078341013822,7.1686216300943375,1.033189861751152,819,23,178,7,14,264,123,217,0.12300000000000001,0.815,0.062,-0.8996,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,1,13,12,3,1,16,0,16,4,2,7,0,33,41,14,1,2,11,0,4,2,1,2,0,3,0,4,6,6,1,0,3,1,0,2,6,5,1,0,13,8,19,7,27,24,3,31,0,1,1,1,22,11,2,5,20,109,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107259659193409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068212481992177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765555837651625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752158639082327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701512590641356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291338819325602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983940301447336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236299596322706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186302988628063,0.0,0.2321494467059433,0.13753476662360312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980953732080835,0.0,0.0,0.10839269795185276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784369153831884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986315725743843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373122854443325,0.0,0.11822948306067806,0.0,0.0,0.10708165150442307,0.10160996106174308,0.0,0.0,0.20574062818749392,0.0,0.0,0.1615375718131572,0.12267553431596613,0.12156128474456833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355079012640992,0.0,0.11610326122391845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196803783429696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516595731214286,0.1056529858388632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103326329352047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990927404839725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886734075476524,0.0,0.12245898497009365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420529375962434,0.10009287956491073,0.0,0.12108790396228995,0.0,0.10252334694710244,0.1863042218988614,0.0,0.0,0.17128958003488345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235492842623825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111401020810573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111275118580108,0.0,0.0,0.1156211811098574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31351679482806866,0.0,0.0,0.07136924102403816,0.0,0.09705931757039997,0.14734603421107953,0.10879399801050724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792036697169358
lonely,throwaway6730863,2018/12/18,cia trying to kill me son ofa bitch you cant ven mkae the cia give up on me they wontun leave me alone ever they keep coming why is it like this i dont want it anymore momy evil basterd,-2.057142857142857,-0.2925352857142851,0.23571428571428754,104.05928571428572,104.23809523809523,2.4000000000000004,10.761904761904765,3.1291,-2.057038095238095,146,2,36,0,7,48,36,42,0.33399999999999996,0.617,0.048,-0.9303,0,1,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,1,2,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,3,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,2,18,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31359971453149743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002868840193625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26082726586886096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548682939574621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738914064117119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29046430612507235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691341717485532,0.33499290447862634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206114950120464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792817836970815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557492190498705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859372371435056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732213941221477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Chris121231,2018/12/18,"Just listen   


 **I don't ask for you to comment or agree with what I have to say or even for you to fell sorry for me because I don't want that I just want you to listen**  


I don't know who else could relate but here it goes well it all started about a year ago when I broke up with my girlfriend that I've been dating for a year we ended up breaking up and ended on bad terms. We didn't speak for a couple of months until it was her birthday so I sent her a ""Happy birthday!"" text and I just got a ""thanks"" I'd hope to start a conversation with her but at last nothing came of it. At the same time she look like she was happy like she forget we were even a thing to begin with she was so fucking happy. It just hit me hard each day seeing her smiling, laughing, genuinely being happy, and just not a care in the world while I was fighting the demons within me just trying to get by each and every single day trying not to snap or cry or fucking breakdown. There were nights where I would just cry and cry and cry hoping it would all be a bad dream that I would see a text saying ""Good morning boo :)"" but that day never came. At the same time my friends and I where having multiple fights which pushed me ever more over the edge and made me feel like I had no one. At times it was like that I just had no one to talk to no one that would invite me over to there house but when they needed a ride or needed money ""Hey chris"" would pop up on my phone. Flash forward into may I out of the blue text her again I still don't know why maybe secretly I'd hope she would still talk to me that she would say ""Hey how have you been or what's up"" or something like that but no she just left me on read. I remember telling myself how much of a idiot I was for telling her that I didn't want to be friends anymore and how she would just hurt me in the long run I still till this day question if that was the right thing to say. Throughout the year of our breakup I went from crying every single night to not crying at all. To thinking about her every single day to her not crossing my mind at all anymore or rarely. However I still don't feel like I've moved on fully I sanguinely felt like I loved her even though she believed that I was in love with the idea of being in love and nothing more. I remember throughout that year I just let myself go I gained over 20 pounds I just ate and ate and ate and didn't give a shit if my cholesterol was high or not since I can't legally buy alcohol or smoke I just thought eating would be the next best thing. My anxiety worsen as my depression did at times I felt like I couldn't breathe and for the first time I started developing physical symptoms of anxiety which never happened before. Now it's been close to a year and I still to recover fully I am told it's different for everybody but I'm at least glad the hardest parts are out of the way at least I think they are sometimes I have a shitty day or just need advice and wonder what she would say or do she really was one of a kind to me at least so wherever you are whatever you're doing I just want you to know that you meant and in way still do mean a lot to me and I still hold onto those memories that we made because sometimes there what get me through the worse days. I miss your ginger freckled funny smart ass I hope you're doing well because that's what I want.",3.4478389830508465,4.043402978813564,4.245833333333334,90.89341101694916,72.17796610169492,7.0864406779661016,23.93079096045198,6.9077264865688965,0.6124146892655364,2631,65,594,21,48,845,278,708,0.135,0.69,0.175,0.9913,2,0,3,0,4,0,36.0,5,8,2,3,48,43,6,0,32,0,58,14,3,5,7,136,119,51,0,26,40,0,5,8,3,11,2,8,0,0,37,35,5,1,18,2,2,12,21,12,2,5,36,17,99,31,84,63,21,104,1,4,4,6,67,40,4,22,59,430,136,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484657026351296,0.043964828042035456,0.05300420610235588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588327666686992,0.0,0.098373972902271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04636658432417607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282299747289612,0.09070177772706416,0.0,0.04220347085493334,0.05587893670017363,0.05204908638233914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134517169965204,0.05056753904316008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03959924086003453,0.0548782370755442,0.3268804488291653,0.2239021412922854,0.0,0.042717901208101434,0.0,0.0,0.05181840317068781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075020531361883,0.041432004793824265,0.0,0.08785660163548581,0.0,0.0,0.09827523116404907,0.04486340767180046,0.1253630630717371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050155558172444124,0.07086434245391156,0.09524196911869943,0.0,0.0,0.04218725968043458,0.0,0.0,0.07663717788417967,0.09170342158822767,0.051824865284430734,0.04757804836055104,0.02818716938818949,0.04159968623345825,0.03966732390080013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04385854316363836,0.2111880995537336,0.044429251055818485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052402048981026364,0.0,0.19704440634252365,0.0,0.0572283831841598,0.053094710967563186,0.05598907798065746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164773735128632,0.08177179127412967,0.04042824823757047,0.0,0.0,0.0538873837402196,0.05071638514697117,0.0,0.19384506463473314,0.0,0.0,0.043891864194347735,0.04164906451345468,0.0,0.0,0.042165672572262634,0.13428993121159252,0.09385993211633356,0.0,0.0,0.049826943517757,0.054025771232117686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500789226712832,0.0,0.039587924301068375,0.05271385789255862,0.036459568091712816,0.11032684206576636,0.07650466722037988,0.0,0.052747068210699084,0.09308701891254263,0.0,0.09517949158545833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443308790556427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370881560384151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556009197380295,0.0,0.04961051198634625,0.0,0.031773166058239495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236766989108653,0.042355644130274234,0.0,0.1972079844771195,0.0,0.0,0.07904491923922077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509107004731928,0.04102722562607095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03818226321472397,0.0981055810204944,0.055519882027709536,0.10531522738730943,0.0,0.27725810271745505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155036721810482,0.0,0.07972852497250571,0.08670008602120778,0.04566233717760141,0.0,0.0,0.09885030893535601,0.06355962565497779,0.048728889410739315,0.0393745496568638,0.14460231104303914,0.0,0.0,0.04739214522718045,0.0,0.06734633736305208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626824440372788,0.07873572346604156,0.0,0.0,0.0891874811183703,0.04597699960873803,0.04475365967026351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378592877024746,0.0,0.0,0.05054367222317821,0.35232349945712194,0.0,0.0,0.1596945002736554
lonely,BrennenMason,2018/12/18,"Sorry if you read this whole thing Back when I was in the 8th grade (I am currently in 11th, so 3 years ago), I ""dated"" a girl that I had a crush on for a long time. Basically, we never spoke, ever, and it was doomed from the start. Im posting this to get it off my chest, and because I dont want others to make the same mistakes I made. I'll start from the beginning,

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In the 7th grade, I was a short buck-toothed nerd with glasses and (later) braces. I had a couple good friends that I goofed off with and talked about video games and stuff. Anyways, I wasnt a very social kid. The way my school worked was, we walked around to different classrooms but the class stayed the same. I had a crush on a girl in my class, we'll call her Nicole for the sake of her privacy, and mine. I constantly looked at her in our classes, because I thought she was beautiful. I got kinda obsessed with her, a girl I had never spoken to.

Later in the year, I had heard she was having issues with her boyfriend. So naturally, being the idiot I was, I messaged her on Instagram to try and cheer her up. We messaged back and forth a bit, mainly me trying to make her feel better, and getting to know her at the same time. In February, I had planned to tell her that I had a crush on her on Valentines Day. Ever the idiot, I caved and told her the day before. After I told her, I asked how she felt, and she said she didnt know. I went a little insane after that.. I was so desperate to know, I practically (and literally sometimes) begged her to tell me constantly, I flirted with her in really god awful ways (I dont mean anything bad, it was just very cringey), and I was just super obsessed with knowing how she felt. I even asked some mutual friends if they could try and find out. I was desperate.

In the 8th grade (specifically in September or October), she told me she liked me. I was relieved and happy, but I was anxious. I never thought it would get that far, I had no idea what to do. Still at that point, we had never spoken in person. On October 30th, 2015, I asked her out, over text. She pretty much pressured me into asking her out, because I was too anxious (and scared) to do it. Over the course of the next 4-5ish months, we still never spoke in person. It was horrible. To make matters worse, tons of people pressured us to talk in class, even my friends. We argued over text a lot, mainly about me never saying anything to her. Even over text, I managed to say the complete wrong things at the absolute wrong times. I always made things worse. Eventually, on February 13th, 2016, I got a text from her, saying that she was breaking up with me.

I very distinctly remember the moment I got that text. I was eating dinner with my family in the kitchen, and I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I took it out and all I had to do was read a line. I excused myself from the table and walked downstairs to my room (my room was in the basement). I read the text and cried for what must have been 20-30 minutes. After I calmed down, I went back up to dinner and acted like everything was fine. They didnt even know I was dating anyone to begin with.

There was one incident during our ""relationship"" that I regret more than anything. My school had a basketball game pretty much every friday after school. She asked if I would go with her to one, and I was anxious as hell, but I said yes. This was in like November-January, so it was cold as hell outside. I also dont like sports, at all, but she wanted me to go, so I went. Anyways, we sat in the cafeteria and waited for them to say we could go into the gym. She was sitting with a friend of hers (I didnt know they would be there), and I was obviously really awkward and quiet. We talked a tiny bit, one of the only times we've done so. A little while later, while we were sitting in the gym, her and her friend left to go to the bathroom, and I sat there alone for a bit. For some reason, I got really upset and walked out of the gym, right past the two, and out of the front doors of the school. I sat outside on a cold metal bench in the snowy weather for roughly 30 minutes. I dont know why I got upset, or why I couldnt say anything to her, But I will never forgive myself for that. The one time I really tried to put in effort, I screwed up hard.

Back into more recent events, we have a class together this year. She sits a couple seats in front of me and one to the right. A few months ago, I confessed some of my feelings to a mutual friend and she tried to get us to talk. ""Nicole"" messaged me on Instagram the day before I said I was going to message her. We talked on there for a week or two, and then we stopped talking again. I wanted to talk to her, I really did, I just didnt know what to say. I didnt want to ruin things again.

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I'm sorry if you read all that, I know it got really long. I just need some help, it's been almost 3 years since we broke up and I still have wierd feelings. I shake when im near her. I have really bad anxiety when im even in the room with her. I dont know what to do... I dont want to live like this any more..",3.121528702822712,3.99041452045671,4.3810039961940985,88.6122278464954,73.15794481446241,7.356046939422772,23.718376149698702,7.603071568975378,0.8854984104027905,3915,102,864,46,75,1292,357,1051,0.126,0.7759999999999999,0.098,-0.9553,2,1,0,0,0,0,173.0,19,2,4,5,42,46,6,9,64,2,77,7,1,8,15,159,150,62,0,19,16,0,8,5,6,6,0,13,5,6,36,69,5,2,25,11,0,17,21,25,0,7,79,24,174,21,143,60,24,162,4,4,1,1,124,72,3,14,70,616,210,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149165518844901,0.0,0.040379829939131744,0.04176471172991903,0.0,0.03224802159816438,0.03355376944787335,0.0,0.0,0.027422496468684464,0.0,0.030848642492417994,0.13666788231998614,0.0,0.02819629447583625,0.0,0.1327367065393914,0.03589794819250382,0.18849293892385893,0.0,0.0,0.12403025764728992,0.06733966036833768,0.07374554282394506,0.0,0.06862749430594525,0.0,0.0,0.03566433335134027,0.13207391519254086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04117650428079295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04228017053494335,0.08715435981508121,0.0,0.06439272935591038,0.08923806090185546,0.04429530258671858,0.07801919037540701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042131216894023035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04126664659010506,0.2835647734188159,0.0,0.0,0.041262713180127024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331719629235552,0.0729528446872252,0.03397569253132416,0.0,0.03624166004969985,0.0,0.038014978737974034,0.0,0.061168848435280275,0.0,0.11615545287461555,0.0,0.036856472220118605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693074464000364,0.0,0.08427294189709761,0.0,0.1145886089166625,0.033822836988086795,0.193510319648226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04292689027113829,0.03612342909344121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02702910952041608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045522205312451706,0.13067430105570374,0.042088997693857585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161657269618829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04381341209477697,0.0,0.0,0.09850419882512963,0.08083282256510642,0.035607861381879394,0.07137300793171172,0.033862984250393025,0.0,0.0,0.03428301506653268,0.0,0.07631329635198868,0.08075208660150582,0.0,0.0,0.04392592875063325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437432738398058,0.0,0.059287275452103265,0.029900600480968268,0.2177087840988431,0.0,0.042886272739602334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662688441078932,0.03066910673671921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038494934929332536,0.027956393487488983,0.07042076107665124,0.0,0.0,0.03812031719956927,0.0,0.038620363220810805,0.0820503842950196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040537930868372915,0.0,0.0,0.1613443188386494,0.0,0.1808333426138287,0.04146098797395043,0.039816237692990385,0.043294138243077915,0.04568055345572037,0.06887494482068776,0.11507540498072058,0.1924091486926852,0.040372527096170896,0.16324488804169845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03335739497256051,0.0,0.0,0.04110642963805457,0.0,0.0,0.039882621419977435,0.09028144630142426,0.057084721717914136,0.04298126274420632,0.09661119172057957,0.03371364537612998,0.0,0.0,0.046162668671302025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268828930365521,0.07049194697987594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716099689083718,0.0,0.0,0.06402735669925855,0.11756964624833305,0.0,0.0,0.11559727591734327,0.044802744455348056,0.1368907073957183,0.0,0.07878365765280954,0.0,0.0970124219413038,0.0,0.0,0.0998174582676151,0.11892414186100117,0.06401648139810066,0.032346416708527045,0.0,0.0,0.11214550183676238,0.07277438234282571,0.0450216090245916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029357201953247668,0.0,0.0821895807958709,0.08593752526642466,0.08817847984833177,0.0,0.10387234211984216
lonely,sexyharambe69,2018/12/18,"I'm lonely ok. I always say i'm not but damn I am so lonely. I suck at socialising. I missed out on all the high school/college experiences everyone else has because I sit in my room all day hating myself. Now my only friends, which aren't even really friends at this point, are moving away so I literally have no one. It'd be nice to just meet someone that I feel comfortable with, and just go for a walk or something, not even talking just having someone else there. I'd meet with someone online but I'm way to scared to actually meet with someone from online. So i'm just wasting away in my room....",2.3763561847988086,4.327961926229508,4.114143070044708,85.32035022354697,77.27868852459017,6.731445603576751,25.02533532041729,7.686295010490155,1.3238262295081973,473,17,96,7,11,159,78,122,0.196,0.655,0.149,-0.763,0,4,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,11,12,3,1,2,1,8,0,0,0,2,17,17,7,0,0,9,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,7,0,1,0,2,11,5,16,15,2,19,0,3,0,0,7,12,2,1,2,61,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.1606201441940038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695551542161907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309283237876652,0.0,0.0,0.10033506412437378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061496080913846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749945786266085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174257631499608,0.0,0.0,0.15727676070483226,0.0,0.16100465861906402,0.0,0.0,0.08322374607533772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25433005890332616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935426466466498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250264384078464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390275284067594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493752970780474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153325353801992,0.12518126546626335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555946701670359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544322505389857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308918717859672,0.16478745453380986,0.16657806372863668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5578403455033799,0.1267126154767722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229454040686026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306471724283581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jkruz26,2018/12/18,"Being alone is the greatest, and worse feeling in the world. Hoorah contradictions. But this is exactly how i feel atm",3.377142857142857,6.57176766666667,3.4352380952380983,82.90142857142861,86.61904761904762,6.609523809523811,26.04761904761905,7.793537801064563,2.1173047619047622,95,4,16,2,3,29,19,21,0.263,0.534,0.203,-0.1779,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5850513426788608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5712464809782426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5756669040336054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UsernamesSuck65,2018/12/18,"Angry as hell I've never been soo angry in my life. All my life people turned their backs on me and I am sick of it. I hate life. I hate people. I hate society and I especially hate everyones mentality of being a superficial piece of shit. I am a 19 YO male whose a kissless virgin. Every girl I've talked to could not be trusted because they talk to soo many other boys. Not to mention, they could EASILY CHEAT. One girl I had would tell me how much I mean to her and it would hurt her if she hurt me. It took her TWO FUCKING WEEKS without a phone to move onto a other boy (shes stupid as fuck btw). My friends never were there for me and always had someone to choose over me. I was never anyones best friend, and all my friends had one. I struggle with anxiety just talking to people and I hate people at the same FUCKING TIME. Someone give me one GOOD reason to carry on in this HORRIBLE FUCKING PLACE.",1.4127994310099543,3.5992851135135133,3.196557610241822,89.48724039829304,81.64864864864866,5.6244665718349935,21.628733997155045,6.8360192770164,0.5514864864864863,706,22,146,8,19,235,108,185,0.309,0.622,0.07,-0.9948,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,1,4,22,13,1,6,0,15,10,1,2,5,26,28,10,0,5,5,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,5,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,16,0,4,7,0,29,6,23,15,6,16,1,2,0,5,24,8,6,1,6,105,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110950629201834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457040456292421,0.0,0.0,0.06815888533037509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495456642115904,0.0,0.05942168513515241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229714896737388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565650514966134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212942070267991,0.09314440804158486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259337871428186,0.3604673676736005,0.0,0.0935097816119914,0.0,0.08175992309183051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811967291896713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087044340156342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065547863010148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988273940411392,0.0,0.10618212060845074,0.0,0.0,0.0982348987370382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036036892918408,0.0716575472807836,0.0,0.22554313293378256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816085029716046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27031589127394984,0.0,0.10184376473900872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022362078188417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005976804439544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518558918294488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190517221772798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350473763213497,0.08520007008427563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684020674305455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830164667329392,0.0,0.1060280744383578,0.09522184364451164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819097325623446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396531521822797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849115138705312,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thesubune,2018/12/18,"Idea I have for those dark days. Talking to people online is always comforting but it will always lack elements of physical human interactions. And sometimes you don't feel like talking, you just want to feel someone's presence.

What are your thoughts on putting a device near your mouth that sensed your breathing and made a two-way connection with some other random person and you could see a representation of their breathing. Like on a phone or something. Just a light that grows and dims.
Sorry if I'm explaining it poorly. Say you had a rough day and are all alone yet again. Take out your phone and the breather device (wireless probably), say you're ready to connect with someone and then you can just see each other's breathing on the screen.
It's kind of like seeing a friend's heartbeat on Apple watch but this would allow you to connect with anyone.
I know something like this would be a great comfort to me.",4.5946705426356615,6.950128505813954,4.249441860465115,85.01958914728685,72.0813953488372,6.447131782945736,27.16434108527132,7.3011,1.4876917829457357,741,27,131,8,15,224,108,172,0.084,0.797,0.11900000000000001,0.7995,0,1,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,10,1,0,5,9,0,0,10,0,12,4,4,2,1,35,24,12,0,6,7,0,3,4,1,3,0,2,0,2,11,12,0,0,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,11,14,9,18,16,4,13,0,0,5,0,22,6,0,4,9,86,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575322382146595,0.0,0.0,0.2502642803649307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515249794684507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200699678319752,0.0,0.0,0.19397141618012054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520780733561486,0.10743487923101333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618686726610634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579969275236422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976605222915456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566025516570432,0.08264751322339013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938815261300854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229766512132225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425783470638804,0.13131014326853707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214017125586613,0.0,0.0,0.15117818747633532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391839422989965,0.0,0.0,0.35951147184413634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548409828478693,0.2315470204162858,0.14873434062667193,0.1683433900327636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130705993189496,0.24174709466213856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938867533871267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469040268160326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870080849514438,0.11936839669742424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136579910498248,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Notorious300,2018/12/18,Lonely af Sometimes it feels as if as soon as I leave my friends or leave work and go home for the day I feel as if I’m just going to nothing. Like I really am alone. It all sets in ,-0.5921428571428606,0.8408666904761937,1.9907142857142863,99.49178571428571,84.47619047619048,5.152380952380953,17.642857142857142,5.985473137389443,-0.6129714285714285,139,3,37,1,4,48,33,42,0.209,0.721,0.07,-0.4919,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,6,8,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,7,6,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875949629707403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908201475703736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808088770326643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145365403632624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156263302030466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27853783739015364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5880506056820539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356614722820237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664435121702687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789029582544896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27463474678403343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215591246666015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CinnamonHay,2019/04/19,"Why am I the only who always starts conversations? It's really annoying. No one will willingly text me. I'm always the one who texts everyone else.
When I go on social media like Snapchat my ""friends"" have their snap scores going up by like 100 every day. I know people with scores of like 600,000 and here I am with 52. 💀 Tbh I've lost interest in it already and not in the mood to participate anymore but still. Like wtf. I feel so jealous of people who are constantly getting attention 24/7. It gets on my damn nerves. Everyone can go screw themselves. 😠
I don't understand. I think I'm a pretty well-rounded person. I do lots of gardening, pottery, programming, etc. I post interesting stuff of my accounts. When I look at other people's profiles it's always like selfies and stories of them going out to eat with friends. Like how do they get all the attention and then there's people like me posting fascinating things getting no attention? WHY",2.552230991844251,5.325353325966852,3.9393843725335462,82.17064456721916,82.03867403314915,7.2045251249671125,26.85109181794264,8.269060116576782,2.3092539331754804,756,33,135,17,21,248,116,181,0.12300000000000001,0.69,0.187,0.9298,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,1,7,17,4,0,5,0,10,2,0,1,1,20,27,10,0,0,2,0,1,7,2,2,0,0,1,1,10,8,1,0,7,1,1,4,4,5,0,2,1,2,18,11,18,24,3,20,0,1,1,1,11,7,2,1,14,82,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224270381170564,0.0,0.2991410342794336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884573830555235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295008269118018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728471407926191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262279222263996,0.10010812929336424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336495225411679,0.0,0.0,0.1009675313327527,0.2290180755433613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059300204387288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851709698935829,0.0,0.2504387774775648,0.0,0.27242367938202555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658590791841251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098228779578288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063258961299576,0.0,0.1308158404173911,0.10188081949234856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624088070602176,0.09114115900749672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332318528347454,0.1046367251223468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295407359237443,0.12191693722701752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767704153261704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221583553780798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482098522879368,0.0,0.09570168945684596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718427346774426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796141337019785,0.07678647526917133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475416062410513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774752435438677,0.0,0.21626784274217725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThinkHold,2019/04/19,"things were going somewhere with a girl i love, and that all fell apart, now i feel alone I just feel so alone. I feel like ive lost the only person who really mattered",2.1667619047619056,3.838581485714286,3.120000000000001,93.47333333333334,77.0,5.80952380952381,17.38095238095238,6.42735559955562,-0.33976190476190515,132,2,29,1,3,42,28,35,0.16899999999999998,0.644,0.187,0.3947,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,8,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,2,1,6,1,4,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6014164050384334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404190451999845,0.20742138511661834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650088468912982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184712089407592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169441222048778,0.0,0.2620462569708677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220819241356385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25351666043255683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860014186295913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928912556825248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Briggs_98,2019/04/19,"Feel so alone sometimes I've never had much confidence in myself so even writing this is hard. Im 20 years old and I don't really have any friends anymore. I've never been the best with making friends but I've always had 3-4 real good friends. When I left college at 18 i had around 6 friends i used to knock around with but now i don't feel like I have any. None of them acknowledge that I even exist no more except one who has moved away and has new friends (he does talk to me a bit but he has his own life). These other 'friends' couldn't care less about me. I feel like everyone else my age is having fun and has such a good thing going for them. All I do is work, sleep and repeat. The same thing day in day out. I go to the gym 3 times a week but that is a chore 50 percent of the time. If it wasn't for work I would probably go nearly a day without interacting with anyone. The only two people I talk to is my mum and my brother. I feel like nobody else even cares I exist anymore and it's hard it really gets me down. I've got no social life anymore (I used to be out drinking most weekends a year and a half ago), no love life absolutely nothing. Sometimes I wish I just had a girlfriend to do things with but I cant even do that. I constantly beat myself down and think I'm ugly and having no social life means I cant gain the confidence to find someone. There has been a few I've clicked with but some had boyfriends and the others I clicked with I didn't realise how I felt and they felt until it was too late and I hate myself for that because now I'm probably the most lonely I've been in a long time. 
This might seem trivial and pretty compared to some peoples situations but I'm struggling real bad, there's only so much someone can take of feeling like your worthless with nobody around you.",2.0898179133858257,3.644013089238847,3.3930700459317613,91.94228223425198,76.90026246719161,6.022342519685039,23.192339238845143,6.6274283507984215,0.494018963254593,1421,43,314,12,32,463,186,381,0.174,0.713,0.113,-0.9579,0,3,1,0,0,1,26.0,0,2,3,5,20,22,1,1,18,0,37,7,1,4,3,67,64,27,0,4,11,2,9,4,7,2,4,0,1,0,17,25,1,0,12,3,0,4,15,5,0,3,14,11,39,17,38,46,16,42,0,2,2,1,25,14,0,7,28,209,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599321191335833,0.0,0.0,0.07710515204684168,0.0,0.0,0.06194627923576863,0.0,0.0,0.10125369826063894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149572952809315,0.0520554191006047,0.0,0.0,0.19882216150218013,0.0,0.0,0.06994587168493617,0.0,0.062160548180723925,0.04538250161195101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812805236591057,0.0,0.0812773821928662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180836448724952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045129352913666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440374250723676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514950407436744,0.0,0.0,0.07293020209082271,0.0,0.0,0.12438265741605455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668747177759094,0.0,0.0,0.07113777131155076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882144504205841,0.2127412196035632,0.14296253917077456,0.0,0.06804366118506311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451076971607954,0.0,0.03889574313615742,0.0,0.12693068019467646,0.1248860523921078,0.05954246220907385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338066407424906,0.07350148784386136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041606924582129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398001642920674,0.0,0.08088742053590274,0.0,0.21033786797847168,0.14548514117429864,0.0,0.0,0.06588368985045236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719177035336539,0.0,0.04969428063076529,0.0,0.0,0.08109514647242311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897702675734715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912590471974969,0.1094549488989438,0.0,0.11483699450406724,0.07190185403866546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143437877204137,0.0,0.07812012199478881,0.0,0.05044754894660732,0.11324134850338333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032250376573281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573986619949719,0.16053398126660798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947509459942325,0.09538594254638852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777420288282437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368210297459143,0.07450125952683262,0.15177969036833772,0.12615824088992902,0.0,0.14726095123079866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782868546926007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559752507113985,0.1196761520145014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837882179442882,0.04770294837696448,0.0,0.0,0.13023279809079172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272438442062219,0.0,0.0,0.12859746422885646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971728943348111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561094450631955,0.07176472797194391,0.0,0.10839732523059306,0.0,0.0,0.052885364044866115,0.0,0.0,0.09588349112050144
lonely,Vadam20,2019/04/19,"Why do I feel lonely all the time? More down there Hi! So I feel lonely 0-24. I have friends, I am pretty popular in my class and they like me in general, however I feel like no one wants me. I feel like I always annoy everyone, they just tolerate me because they are kind,but dont really want my company,however they told me several times that I am witty and humorus. I feel like I am just a second choice, the last option, the “leftover” everybody throws away into the bin... I am completely worthless and unwanted.
After school no one really texts me or care about me at all. I usually get home at 7 o’clock because I hit the gym and work a bit and I get literally 0 messages. It would be good if someone asked me how am I or just start a convo. I usually text to people to check on them, but no one really ask anything about me... I am depressed. I am always depressed, but once in a while I have some good moments. I am pretty self conscious and insecure. I dont really use social media to post anything because I hate myself... Nowadays I dont really try to start a convo. I just lay in bed and cry myself to sleep while listening to music. I dont really know what to do. I just wanna sleep forever... I often have suicidal thoughts as well.
Sorry for the long text,and thank you for reading it. I know people have bigger problems and these are small but I wanted to write it down cause no one listens to me. Again thank you very much for reading it:) I know its a mess like I am. But Im low again as usual...",1.3421233949264,3.4373203915857613,3.763438772314437,85.8342467898528,81.33009708737866,7.0938928906984025,22.912725754254087,8.155646560271837,1.454842697567596,1167,40,238,24,31,405,154,309,0.18100000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.971,2,4,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,5,1,14,24,2,1,12,0,23,2,2,3,2,48,50,21,1,8,12,0,5,5,1,1,0,2,2,1,8,9,0,0,10,3,1,1,8,11,1,5,2,7,51,13,29,45,6,32,0,6,0,0,18,14,0,6,21,166,59,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647567814178893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349724065087062,0.0,0.15333419814150204,0.0,0.07704990831723983,0.0,0.0,0.14997529536089318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895323011261335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361337333974332,0.08424556362053362,0.0,0.0,0.08598460084598028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008274716212704,0.0,0.0,0.14126801064828126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844545176916373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836286295976211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073304084936992,0.17576117507964206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335974705695102,0.0,0.08569236097510145,0.0,0.0,0.13757007604762247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809666498268818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822614501611138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858350912449554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539948012143246,0.13520957202658634,0.06684806651307734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003266332767454,0.0,0.0,0.07257515190381245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060285858009744835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873366288183817,0.22228497136609005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370906525214768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785417010871251,0.16686473714754144,0.0,0.07847128613667557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406186018859722,0.0,0.315221382659624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299722045120053,0.0,0.0,0.08555299851303247,0.09264653036374168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413592618926787,0.08359758014008757,0.06948573704119501,0.0,0.0,0.09180206732621887,0.11609241280760806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970424812093691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100525428921227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510577700318074,0.0956399085089884,0.0,0.0,0.07836286295976211,0.0,0.05567854947612733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708292182939285,0.2709631143021505,0.06766579697613227,0.14511263421349335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737357037448147,0.0,0.07400012982905309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970333752127606,0.0,0.0,0.058256654078676,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vedzzz,2019/04/19,"Just venting about my loneliness issue and asking people to change their means of communication Hey there 

I m Ved. I will not introduce my origins or the place where i m studying. Thats all external factors. Lets meet each other from our souls.

I m a dreamer, shy kinda guy. I m innocent from inside, i know it sound cringe but thats the truth. And i mostly find myself at the end of the day with tasks incompleted. Lol. I m suffering from most common illness of our age, loneliness. I have lots of friends online and offline but this messaging apps like instagram and whatsapp have changed the way the conversation was actually should be done. So, what happens is that my inner requirement of connection never meets. And i feel lonely. For example, today i talked to face to face with only a guy, who is my room mate and chatted with n-number of ppl. I know it doesnt happen always, it happened today because i was in the room whole day. But still we have lost that spirit of visiting others. And calling friends instead of texting them.

(Now begins my bio, pls skip it if you are expecting more venting about loneliness)

So yeah thats my issue. I like to be humble, desciplined. I like to do something different. I m that sort of a guy who starts off with great dreams but never ends well, yet. But nm,i working on it to change stuff. 

So this is who i m from inside. Lets connect.
And probably remove each other connection needs. Probably you would find a good company and probably you would have a nice experience. Its a win-win situation. 

Stay happy and wait a moment and think what are you doing in this fast moving life.",2.891879032258064,5.461054135483874,4.251350806451615,81.83702620967746,78.61290322580646,7.358870967741938,25.49395161290323,8.376592526197632,2.032943548387097,1282,49,232,27,32,422,179,310,0.078,0.755,0.16699999999999998,0.9854,1,2,1,0,0,0,42.0,3,4,2,3,13,14,0,0,14,2,23,4,2,1,4,52,37,21,0,6,9,0,1,3,3,4,2,1,2,3,24,18,0,2,7,2,0,3,4,3,1,0,4,2,33,11,31,25,8,33,2,3,0,0,28,10,0,8,21,165,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.1004950293252118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568880701489814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962737441002548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277652944544156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515556335172424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32682212319692805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282901757476653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759368539332834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538576660678688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824219770910004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007356080435058,0.0,0.0,0.05207050986265563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824633937036636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912640880773632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863759452085113,0.0,0.1135374001808816,0.0,0.30590344632840744,0.2731984395243329,0.10962565687016763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149717340367576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319181148078385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106109974024372,0.07273883597001139,0.15093458807475954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241640583698624,0.0875511368845969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121769772397879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094529722052276,0.0,0.07635943223081458,0.1588512688999091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832202496845281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713943633100164,0.0,0.10759368539332834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330942272028688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157554523185984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928014304875644,0.0,0.0,0.07289079264826885,0.10976451198028836,0.08224111030391512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788910969341458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277257989318351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598634797673396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952287259551088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174187297818394,0.0,0.0,0.09259268133817693,0.0,0.0,0.11497509909286628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497171417885716,0.0,0.0,0.1463101193311546,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DanteElias,2019/04/19,"I feel dead Now don't get me wrong i want to die can't wait but God damnit i feel so dead  this year has been shit so far and well i have no reason to live  like non i now what i want and i can get it only in death and i hate life not just mine just human life the way i see it life fucks all but  not equally am alive because i know i shouldn't take my own life but man fuck life, man i hope i die soon",-2.3678124999999994,-0.6959404895833305,-0.05541666666666599,109.70875000000002,94.52083333333331,3.2,10.083333333333334,3.1291,-2.3668791666666658,307,2,91,0,12,101,62,96,0.41200000000000003,0.475,0.113,-0.9925,0,0,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,4,0,1,0,8,8,1,1,1,20,22,8,5,4,7,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,3,16,3,3,20,3,7,0,0,1,2,3,2,3,1,5,52,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409008918356301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544315082808407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267676513235442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157187511896453,0.17842389591134447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858428145303805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695973084262562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384196495063958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6030432066021796,0.08342180786552378,0.0,0.15077896202042618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298661559665989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755636111927502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360688770270315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752765872549507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838580139194947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143033558422888,0.13553662369509153,0.0,0.0,0.1535284053351872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866927575554496,0.0,0.1099600152863334
lonely,DrazHD,2019/04/19,"Putting social media on a pause really makes me realize just how lonely I am. It's been just **five days** since I put all social media (except actual productive stuff), online chat apps, etc. on a pause and I'm already devastated. I was stuck on a routine where I'd sit down on my computer and just browse. Endless hours of just mindlessly scrolling through content and interactions where  I didn't have to put any effort into, well, anything.   
  
Now time's been passing much slower and I've gone out multiple times each day. Before when I'd go out, I wasn't really in the moment, you know. I'd just keep thinking of the moment I was back inside with my headphones on zoning out of the real world. Now I've been a lot more aware of my surroundings and it really made me realize just how lonely I am...  

It's almost Summer, it's getting warm and people are out late at night, I keep passing all these groups of people and couples, just chilling outside, drinking, having fun. I'm still very much a victim of r/SocialAnxiety, although it's definitely gotten better, a year back I hadn't even willingly gone outside for years. So I can't just hit up some random people I see outside, but I don't have anyone else either. The realization is just slowly hitting me right now.  

For a long time now I've just had this ""fake"" social connection by browsing Twitter, Reddit, Twitch, Discord, whatever, even though I wasn't actively taking part in the interactions.  
...
confused sad rant is now over.",3.988200824499408,6.061282583038873,5.10344964664311,79.47564561248531,72.99293286219081,7.684864546525326,26.632656065959953,8.472884824447931,2.065471260306244,1173,42,207,21,24,386,164,283,0.1,0.866,0.034,-0.9475,1,4,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,0,2,28,10,1,1,12,0,21,2,0,4,2,45,39,14,0,0,13,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,14,1,2,4,2,0,8,6,6,1,1,15,2,20,4,29,21,11,53,0,3,1,0,8,21,0,5,23,139,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.1162002193195363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923661337077095,0.0,0.13140244523689865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097521990624232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326014913811157,0.12200661502590382,0.09798874451430648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312295890868988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132422570250588,0.0,0.0,0.10531233869360593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175444500077366,0.0,0.15358730752978844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664836452510625,0.0,0.0,0.09947205099473534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280032516318646,0.15729609440038197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622118778468643,0.0,0.06767318078697362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117265087059638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167901955247787,0.0,0.0,0.06544061635465853,0.0,0.13432201321832385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053778057595934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123347767522492,0.0,0.1126718342534802,0.07948362126587169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506794732778508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174400971295187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289468388314268,0.0,0.2476552541108006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591103972272317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553364755620256,0.2288478684633065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168957099245916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488751843611616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985002367121118,0.0,0.0,0.3641465156138968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509360929157552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631261659150498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952973202015937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629858072062977,0.1169907803521104,0.0,0.20830112174789756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982495113447276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706290600763917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336105075144826
lonely,tonguepunch88,2019/04/19,30m isolated lonely guy I got out of a 20 year relationship. And have been so lost and lonely. Not used to not having anybody with me. I work a job I love but recently hours were cut. I dont do drugs drink every so often. I miss the interaction with a partner. Even to just say hey how was your day. To share everything with. I feel like life has frozen.,-0.2902702702702697,1.9722551081081119,2.1257297297297306,93.00237837837841,92.5135135135135,5.662702702702703,16.85945945945946,7.1686216300943375,0.15687459459459466,274,7,62,5,10,93,58,74,0.162,0.722,0.11599999999999999,-0.1187,1,4,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,6,8,1,0,4,0,8,4,0,2,0,14,14,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,2,8,3,8,9,0,5,0,4,0,1,9,1,0,1,5,39,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538005849372414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794980812384692,0.2336206941117748,0.27656237132910866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751452197591378,0.0,0.20093061821669508,0.0,0.21433144158199985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058321323274168,0.1703709504605367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073512689687694,0.0,0.0,0.23613378983320785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348558519914266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366557004159021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844625856763162,0.11650982271296274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603302996581873,0.0,0.21523850995234664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354713225444777,0.2560394598085229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964974818259425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059711065708132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361708616064306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535740139697935
lonely,crazykat1990,2019/04/19,"28F looking for someone to photo dump on to feel better Exactly my title, lots of pics, took for someone qho took me for granted, and now I wanna share....",12.253,6.5363623,11.843333333333335,63.58500000000002,59.33333333333334,13.333333333333336,46.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,4.658666666666667,119,5,21,1,1,40,25,30,0.078,0.7759999999999999,0.146,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,2,8,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759087566991821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773948680733954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261973041542884,0.0,0.0,0.2652225115137584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5286559063351743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6932118650647209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sridley2,2019/04/19,"I hate the situation I'm in right now. I'm in my final year of uni and I have only *just* started studying for my exams/presentations because depression won over any motivation to study up until a couple weeks ago. I was actually, genuinely trying to work hard and get through this, but it's one of those days where I just fucked up and now I don't even want to get out of bed. I live by myself and I have one friend in this city but she works fulltime and isn't actually a close friend so she doesn't know about much of what's going on. I'm a 22 year old girl who lives by herself with crushing anxiety and depression. Wtf am I supposed to do with myself everyday? Study? Sleep? That's about it right now, and I can barely find the motivation to do the former. The latter has it's own issues as well as night time is definitely the time I feel loneliest. Fuck sake why is my life always like this?

I'm sorry I just needed to rant, not really got any other way to let it out.",1.684814622763806,3.616967162561578,3.748270676691732,87.21909774436092,79.34482758620689,6.835260565206119,21.029038112522684,7.85451343220497,0.8344049261083741,766,21,165,13,19,261,122,203,0.19399999999999998,0.6940000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.9615,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,5,12,10,3,0,8,0,14,4,1,2,0,25,31,13,0,2,6,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,12,12,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,5,1,2,3,2,19,5,31,27,2,32,0,2,0,2,7,13,2,0,18,108,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.267992522201616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171840029143202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425420575806015,0.0,0.0,0.18675311927622085,0.0,0.1050429565644212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370384373293199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519326135260358,0.0,0.08855458742697729,0.0,0.2365324660833957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069298086887224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942884321800158,0.0,0.0,0.1504180864961802,0.1255002650922892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217311906675645,0.2538846226419375,0.14347923052738118,0.0,0.07803731572414459,0.0,0.10982058668422676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300417414325165,0.13556672360697747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331757897231756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546283446801004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041035854277106,0.09698720545933774,0.06708348531799635,0.0,0.24249722090091946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100939785302851,0.10181477121219913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885758382928045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144085368844617,0.0,0.18609171393162094,0.10443161794255924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796529219004963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345266194113597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434393041003625,0.1374107103804611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537090334646732,0.09718981873158136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601349329675479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093225526112376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098990722873166,0.1089915135902741,0.11014303939512347,0.0,0.1234595699700107,0.0,0.12390231248131713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992888117432508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768482668924736
lonely,damn_my_son,2019/04/19,My life is so lonely and shitty My life is so lonely and shitty i dream of perfect scenario's in my head while listening to music and get high on them.I have tried to stop it but i just dont feel happy any other way,0.051250000000003126,1.941659958333336,2.65816666666667,93.1035,84.83333333333334,4.673333333333334,15.85,5.6839178017228535,-0.6448800000000001,170,3,38,1,5,59,36,48,0.275,0.654,0.07200000000000001,-0.8706,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,8,7,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,5,7,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118021405631347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811889589460886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445547430912574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992897919816474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462332027204279,0.0,0.0,0.3337989171506989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436430231845938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594654364512433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27192240901285075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208224623070406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581672145519866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,idontknowmyeyecolour,2019/04/19,"Kind of lonely, looking to make some new friends, 25yr woman from the uk. What it says on the tin, message me with a bit about you and lets see if we click?

Purely looking for platonic friendship, with occasional hugs and a lot of laughs.",3.364782608695652,5.4014387391304375,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,74.65217391304348,6.339130434782609,26.71739130434783,7.1686216300943375,1.232582608695652,186,7,37,2,4,58,40,46,0.046,0.7240000000000001,0.23,0.872,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,10,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,4,9,4,3,2,0,1,4,1,6,1,0,3,1,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34338785207004113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24300690561874655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275370305235813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32163062782295315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282558971378545,0.0,0.0,0.2674041476476133,0.0,0.0,0.2099527793042294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037772939045031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25012874113668226,0.0,0.0,0.2506415523055423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dorawithafedora,2019/04/19,"I feel so alone today Hi everyone. I just joined this sub because I am absolutely devastated today, and I should be feeling happy.
I don't know what I want to accomplish with this, maybe nothing other than getting it off my chest for a bit.

I was offered a promotion yesterday, and I accepted. My manager had spoken to me in private about it, and in my confusion about whether or not to go for it, I confided in 4 people I trusted. Apparently one of them has told the entire office about it. And I can feel the difference in the attitudes of people because of it. I can feel their cold attitudes, and hear their whispers. I am devastated to know that someone I have considered a friend has betrayed me in such a way, knowing full well I am a private person, and I have no idea who it was either.
I am hurt, and I feel so alone because I have no one to confide in in-person. All of my best friends live abroad, and the people I thought I was friendly with here apparently cannot be trusted. My husband is a huge help, but he can't help with this. I just want a hug from someone I call a friend, but I have no one. 
I want to leave the job, not continue with the promotion. I want to forget all of this happened. I just want to feel liked and not lonely.",3.7117303469477374,4.7071959328063295,5.329611330698288,81.88639767237595,71.88537549407116,8.626174791392183,30.656346069389553,8.998388855275968,2.5093181379007468,973,42,199,19,18,331,120,253,0.12300000000000001,0.705,0.172,0.9472,3,4,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,4,11,15,0,1,14,0,23,2,1,0,2,46,43,15,0,6,11,1,6,1,4,1,0,2,0,1,14,13,0,0,12,0,0,1,9,3,1,3,6,9,37,12,31,34,6,15,0,2,0,1,18,9,0,2,5,154,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350456406552164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751452171647092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908191368544185,0.0,0.12388208739083625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586764792258752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855413884427067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842740458218587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442492614719206,0.08106445374933254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506728911574644,0.0,0.05928446168321469,0.0,0.06448877983111413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034295728106676,0.120793105078322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789124497013046,0.0,0.15211584374506884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147417424675838,0.12809613030368988,0.0,0.0,0.1126034985954046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870838100573066,0.0,0.0,0.12015051473996845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055436710948241236,0.0,0.10019789727017718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399792387526378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887949039437507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306747891717516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360016918170971,0.19815883094952594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228899604461064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008413114495634,0.0,0.0,0.21511646709247512,0.10842740458218587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346437692884449,0.09006882999703686,0.0,0.0,0.10202499857868252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,angelenergies,2019/04/19,"Will I ever be somebody’s first priority? Hey guys, I can’t believe I’m posting here but I guess this is the point I have got to. 

Just after Christmas, I was in an accident that meant I haven’t been able to walk since then. I can’t drive, can’t work and haven’t left the house on my own really. I am finding this so incredibly difficult and I am only 21. I have had one surgery and am awaiting another that will hopefully allow me to walk again (this surgery is scheduled for May but has already been cancelled once so I’m trying not to get my hopes up). I feel like nobody understands how I am feeling.

I have suffered severely with depression before but for the past 18 months have been fine and actually quite happy in my life. I have a great job I love and lots of friends. However I feel so alone right now. I am constantly being let down by people and I’m finding it hard to cope with. I am trying not to allow my happiness to be in the hands of others but it’s so difficult not to do this! 

My friend was meant to come and see me at 12 today for an hour or two but at 12.50 he texted to say he won’t make it. It’s now 13.50 and I feel crushed by this. To him it won’t be a big deal, and he is asked if I’m free in a couple of days. I am free (of course I am) and have said he can come over but if I wasn’t injured I would have said no just to teach him a lesson. I can’t spite myself now though because I am so desperate for the social interaction. My brother works a lot and has a girlfriend so is out of the house most of the time and my parents travel a lot so are rarely around. 

As well of all of this, my best friend just got engaged. I am so happy for her, of course I am, and she has asked me to be part of the wedding but this has all just made me feel even more isolated. I had my heart broken three years ago and still not really over it. I have been texting a guy but his replies are slow and he has a lot of family stuff going on right now so I feel hopeless that anything will come from it. 

I want therapy for my feelings and for trauma that I have experienced in my childhood and throughout my early teens but whilst I am out of work I can’t afford it. I live in the UK and it’s incredibly difficult to get therapy for free and if you do, you are only entitled to five sessions after the two year waiting list so I may as well wait until I can pay for it myself. I don’t want to go back into medication for my depression after I worked so hard to come off it. 

I just feel so sad and don’t really know what to do.",1.7315763669602795,2.9737964533820858,3.711791175004159,90.59330417982383,77.15356489945155,7.093385408010636,22.852293501745052,7.7669595915474945,0.831095429616088,1968,57,460,29,44,670,234,547,0.14800000000000002,0.708,0.14400000000000002,-0.1609,4,1,0,0,0,1,40.0,0,2,0,8,32,29,1,0,21,0,70,6,2,5,3,90,111,51,0,8,22,2,11,1,4,8,3,3,0,2,25,30,0,2,15,1,4,10,17,10,2,6,16,16,66,22,70,81,11,64,0,5,1,1,31,24,0,14,30,339,91,8,0.07546256284972867,0.0,0.0736405757357754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689300881578537,0.0,0.0,0.07815645679412389,0.08327481460017376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791290768500046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209925939826641,0.06717767992865689,0.1410946191346172,0.0,0.0,0.05802605280542459,0.0,0.04600127789500927,0.0,0.06421308290473854,0.08502046685426706,0.07919330404064037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26001726393231944,0.0,0.08154822187396106,0.0,0.0,0.08349789047233996,0.0,0.0486671101760118,0.07779858874805498,0.1299915896121895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049842311057865366,0.06826020841083631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113938825861893,0.0,0.30524911338510125,0.053910469977979165,0.0,0.0,0.1379428306501141,0.0641884174099111,0.0,0.0,0.17490656659415876,0.0,0.07885214897312295,0.0,0.08577422700588823,0.0,0.1207086102944752,0.0831977419480755,0.08313052070353834,0.14943960285692348,0.0,0.2409939041225717,0.13519926791088666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942350031500249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990270402023598,0.0743154236312678,0.17414733146191147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488494956388901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041472251025698716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199029533670912,0.07716558325890456,0.05330143983387985,0.036867196447094734,0.0,0.06663482553455194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566222894722185,0.06810790922704113,0.07140450157684998,0.05037184667859773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760205930068389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602334977118088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036516660333765,0.051135385573452964,0.11478535904106987,0.0,0.0,0.0837922456524033,0.08171860179318982,0.0720375550070347,0.05231623945722599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133651354887993,0.0,0.07227227543099153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026372446115243,0.0,0.0,0.1450297502726791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888923270645994,0.14356435604620793,0.060010858823595525,0.0,0.0,0.060133892420285676,0.0,0.0,0.08525121645565757,0.0,0.06242341179790314,0.0,0.0,0.0769245796006727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026450017075963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638658020295806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259603449245894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414158485549947,0.0,0.04400282725153188,0.0,0.07152968597566915,0.0,0.0,0.1024682533644894,0.0,0.14743191752988533,0.07855918925678428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901954947271097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356998133827484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197505780375532,0.0,0.0,0.05360643952174656,0.0,0.0,0.09719083267583274
lonely,soupermega,2019/04/19,"I act irrationally out of loneliness I always feel such a strong sense of loneliness at the end of the day, sitting in my room alone and wishing there was somebody with me. 

I call people I wouldn’t normally talk to, and I act overly friendly towards acquaintances over text.

What causes that? And why is this only happening at night?",4.02005376344086,6.657204661290322,4.617419354838713,80.36279569892473,74.96774193548387,8.004301075268819,28.075268817204304,8.841846274778883,2.600313978494624,267,11,46,6,6,85,50,62,0.158,0.7170000000000001,0.125,-0.2869,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,6,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,12,4,0,14,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943528229608328,0.0,0.0,0.23648305827723745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29020720538165484,0.0,0.0,0.2919589600511102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329005501605564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25172311613557363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370363933570626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957768533867447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251323382621219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26670909227351586,0.2784625959504187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615229153307736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703340456558627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284348856815541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564526845099245,0.0,0.3268241164542335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawaypprr,2019/04/19,"My friends left me. Throughout high school I had a really big friend group of maybe 15 guys. I was generally the most popular one for the first three years and the ‘leader’ so to speak. Well now it’s senior year and college decisions rolled around,  I’m the only person in the entire group who got admitted into the most prestigious university in my state (it’s everyone’s dream in my school to get in, huge on academics and partying). While the rest of them are all going to a average state-college (bad for academics and no social scene). Ever since I told them I was committed to the better one and was excited, they started to get jealous and I could sense the animosity. Now they leave me out of most parties, hang outs, events, group chats, because they’re jealous or something. And I don’t know if I should care because i’m about to have the time of my life traveling to a new state at a great school, or if i should be sad because my childhood high school memories will be filled of people resenting me. And i’m sad I won’t have any friends after I graduate. Am I being unreasonable? And should I try to be friends with them? I don’t want to come off as desperate. Or should I just ignore and look forward to the next 4 years?",4.9770901639344265,5.706157241803282,5.639467213114753,81.79231557377051,68.79508196721312,9.214754098360656,30.004098360655732,9.354420925462401,2.468447540983606,973,36,196,19,16,316,138,244,0.099,0.732,0.16899999999999998,0.9514,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,5,2,8,17,3,0,15,0,21,1,0,0,3,39,36,18,0,8,6,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,0,2,3,16,0,1,3,3,0,6,4,7,1,4,6,2,27,10,32,19,5,40,0,2,1,0,20,17,0,8,17,130,30,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372176088531387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095975867214824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027950710084762,0.22514750652678966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088843531217082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255229567938932,0.0,0.0,0.10605183396914432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982965335786382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136368685072373,0.0,0.11764072980976785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472072943079523,0.0,0.0,0.3804703709291143,0.0,0.12864399670299653,0.0,0.06996853934766352,0.0,0.09846553497253882,0.13573365063916135,0.0,0.12190224380426155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260153460287744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766025014783474,0.0,0.0,0.13035997952266218,0.1337637517852366,0.0,0.08695907897946839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338477656518634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368458890223888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890429553576096,0.1309331656097607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685050334798007,0.09363376612008928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535176560048552,0.10749842062982767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886999893211244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983918768294609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018411962907496,0.0,0.0,0.12549924755888875,0.0,0.09477919365829086,0.0,0.0,0.08714074277171682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178877985681865,0.0,0.0,0.11764072980976785,0.0,0.08358634368022293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261584356295138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106942966852926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23784419298273685
lonely,iloveciroc,2019/04/19,"I’m sad and in a rut Near the end of my undergrad career but I haven’t really grown socially. Sent in nearly 60 job applications but nothing strong. My only real friend has been distant over this past month and doesn’t seem to care to hang out anymore. I have 3 months left until I graduate in early August and have to move out of this apartment with no concrete plans afterwards.

Can I just get ran over by a bus at this point? For now I’m joking but if it continues like this it may become serious. ugh",3.298762135922331,4.7355276504854364,4.782706310679612,83.70473907766991,73.46601941747574,8.256796116504855,24.52548543689321,8.841846274778883,1.7201271844660189,400,12,81,8,8,134,77,103,0.122,0.7490000000000001,0.128,0.3913,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,14,15,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,1,0,5,3,3,0,0,3,0,6,5,19,11,0,28,0,1,0,0,3,13,0,3,11,52,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23468747796469885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26135494871268183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24127455372185566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095965391259033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283073729103108,0.0,0.12363683777970648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348328734712824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25711463735782697,0.0,0.0,0.11561241249304907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777743172497475,0.2515153550804396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22706651134588685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997859284828638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259036847679888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22370527799867496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26935293028520496,0.1516003469041486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543201008244026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412289809020233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_heretostay,2019/04/19,"I pushed everyone away and now I’m lonely Final year of high school, I decided to put aside all relationships and focus on my academics. It worked, and I got into all the programs I applied to. But now I realize how distant I’ve been with everybody. I have no close friends anymore. I have no one to hang out with Saturday nights. I’m usually (if not always) left out by my friends. I don’t really say anything when this happens, and I make up an excuse like “oh I gotta study for this midterm” but to be honest, I miss fooling around with them. I miss all of my friends. Also, they’re in relationships too, so that also contributed to the separation between us. I don’t really know what to do. I’m literally so bored right now which is why I’m posting this.

I even miss having a crush too. Hell, I don’t even know who I’m going to take to prom. Now, I just spend my nights sitting down at my desk doing homework. I know it’s not too late to change this, but I’m also naturally quiet, I’m not very outgoing or anything. I went into my senior year with the mindset of “I’m gonna start fresh when I get to uni” but now I regret pushing everybody away. What to do? I don’t feel like I fit in anywhere",1.3372133333333345,3.278901648000005,3.5765,87.97408333333334,80.52,6.7266666666666675,24.016666666666666,7.793537801064563,1.2399066666666665,932,34,201,16,24,320,137,250,0.132,0.767,0.102,-0.752,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,1,1,22,14,1,0,5,0,13,0,0,2,3,36,38,18,0,2,10,0,1,2,3,2,0,2,1,0,11,14,0,0,6,0,1,6,9,8,0,1,3,3,30,6,34,32,3,43,1,5,0,0,10,18,1,2,19,131,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31474128470766105,0.10916180258956268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301066741455752,0.0,0.0,0.2159187834045294,0.11678821182961965,0.0,0.0,0.24651738671068055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878316720378647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330144143369355,0.0,0.0,0.12535906021114246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633434303008598,0.09372320381277063,0.0,0.14371382965775362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30407458506283197,0.0,0.06854212208038311,0.0,0.07455912889313915,0.0,0.1049257935351566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601217304825165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386109782941881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162981831011843,0.0,0.14798967892844664,0.0,0.14253990298453145,0.0,0.0,0.1281870392904349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757131693736378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462285923710536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889872720647707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564515210122126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188365061986007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680892146958185,0.0,0.0,0.28170105773172066,0.0,0.11203678831916557,0.0,0.10432871304591954,0.0,0.13277275947972966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285798921536696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863964944210496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780717080302836,0.0,0.144488856404016,0.10824669233590307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161579592252535,0.118379885324455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550894391108304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896599534989645
lonely,juravenator99,2019/04/19,"When I go on vacations, my depression gets unbearable. I always come back and have thoughts of killing my self the entire trip. I was depressed before, but didn’t think about killing my self. 

I get here, 21 years old. With my family in California on vacation. Never had a gf, barely have had any friends. I’ve been depressed on vacations ever since I was about 15. Always depressed when my parents would take me on vacation and make me go. 

I see everyone happy, I feel like I look sad 90% of the time on vacation and people can see it in my face. Most people look happy, and I’m miserable. 

I never want to go on vacation again. I don’t have fun, I only have a bunch of sadness. I hate my mom for making me go. I’m so sad, it’s over Sunday, I just want this to end. I HATE going on trips.",0.9826688453159028,3.12565153703704,3.2770878721859127,88.54042483660133,83.01234567901236,6.774727668845316,21.875090777051557,7.928766900206844,1.148996659404503,607,20,129,12,17,208,93,162,0.26899999999999996,0.619,0.11199999999999999,-0.9843,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,10,17,4,1,4,0,13,1,1,2,3,20,37,8,2,3,2,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,8,4,12,0,0,7,5,24,5,19,29,2,30,0,8,4,0,6,10,0,1,13,80,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935745824774548,0.0,0.0,0.08146445667300732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211467637335707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193640726416213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319246683436424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127157588518817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610248569298956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108361101659396,0.0,0.11446890312898207,0.0,0.0,0.11293171618643465,0.0,0.06057176460677283,0.0855813079653919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255303436097112,0.0,0.1251755001905616,0.0,0.3404102459078357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25504722347898234,0.0,0.23654479291984465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650700191945309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852560540184865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011946371429116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992769215877528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030202339906092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184786008292828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570431308400806,0.0,0.0,0.0911092146481424,0.0,0.0,0.13301776043167976,0.0,0.0,0.16610102647626274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190921621291016,0.0,0.2499438516995192,0.0,0.0,0.09909535627326173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007065351038313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675956212930934,0.0,0.09510355542702636,0.06985321240752519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131595368165803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509866843143253,0.0,0.0,0.07714381442084309
lonely,SF-57,2019/04/19,Lonely people are real people. Someone needed to say it.  Someone needed to hear it.,1.7940000000000005,4.153084400000001,4.453333333333337,72.04000000000002,105.0,2.0,18.333333333333336,3.1291,0.16433333333333364,66,2,7,0,3,23,10,15,0.152,0.848,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530452191255896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645282628553645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343235484755634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35653668012698386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491017074405764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5308159347409938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Wren-snow,2019/04/19,Sad scent You ever get a whiff of perfume or smell the familiar scent of someone you miss which causes you to start crying. Even if they’re not around sometimes I get hit by it and it gets me down.,6.740975609756099,5.128030048780492,6.507439024390244,84.92018292682928,65.58536585365854,9.175609756097561,30.256097560975608,7.1686216300943375,1.5782097560975612,156,4,34,1,2,49,35,41,0.182,0.818,0.0,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,6,5,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29735610881176344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34313919609597954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669145307468223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062261879380585,0.30214782620183456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235481833027212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830211933277497,0.0,0.33036264499188384,0.0,0.2364270324255734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,umakemegouwu,2019/04/19,"15/F/USA 🍇 (A BIT LONG BUT WORTH IT)

for a few years now i’ve been dealing with major social anxiety. it really sucks but i’m not gonna sit here and complain about it because i know i’m not the only one. anyway, this might be long but it would mean a lot to me if at least one person read it all.

so when i was younger i moved to this new neighborhood and honestly i was really hoping people like me lived there because i didn’t have any friends initially (cause i did homeschool) so a few weeks after moving in there i was friends with kinda all the people my age and it was a really good feeling to have all these cool friends for like the first tome ever. until one day i got the news that i had to move to a whole different neighborhood AGAIN (i absolutely fuckin hated living at that new place) thankfully, i only ended up having to live there not long. so i guess kinda more “recently” i moved to yet another place (which ended up being permanent) and there used to be people i could hangout with if i wanted to but over time they moved before i even really got the chance to be friends with them. (they didn’t seem like people that would wanna be friends with me anyway) SOOO anyway, putting all of that aside, what really hurts me still to this day is how none of those people ended up keeping up with me. they never even check up on me. which is totally fine i guess but recently i’ve started realizing how truly lonely i am and i’ve developed extremely major social anxiety and depression. i just really miss having real human interaction with people... nowadays i just stay at home because i’m scared of crowds and having to talk to people face to face is scary. but it’s like every time i find someone cool in rl i wanna be friends with they literally act absolutely uninterested which could be cause of my awkwardness. who knows 🤷‍♀️ so since i’m too much of a wreck to have friends in the real world, i’ve decided to check this out one last time. maybe i’ll find someone who has the same problems i do? so if you wanna be friends, keep reading.

i’m honestly only looking for people who live in america and are willing to meet eventually i guess. (so serious friendships only 🤠) i’m a very clingy person and when people don’t reply fast enough i feel like i’ve done something wrong...  you’ve also gotta be down for voice calls sometimes and iMessage games 😍 the only important preferences are you’ve gotta be 15-17 and not extremely perverted. well i guess this was pretty much a vent or whatever. ok bye my annoying ass is leaving now 🤣✌️",2.7198296465802194,4.733160313840159,4.33166751419612,83.86992944317316,76.46588693957115,7.579777947283668,24.017670989066872,8.456263369488248,1.6364855835240275,2023,66,397,40,46,677,242,513,0.109,0.7,0.191,0.9939,1,2,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,5,1,33,37,4,2,17,3,43,4,3,5,7,83,75,33,0,14,16,0,2,5,8,7,0,1,1,3,25,20,0,2,11,4,3,7,9,14,1,5,13,6,41,23,56,43,19,61,0,4,1,2,31,19,3,14,39,261,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046066508411203314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03917321440589562,0.060403616987912426,0.08813497253003999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534598714674,0.0,0.04901741079000934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288948203739375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058820903943548275,0.0,0.0,0.1183519197742855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198543233000173,0.0,0.0,0.07430061363037829,0.05938798156138673,0.049614898234365885,0.0,0.0,0.060184717115583285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058949672818174925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306216689322635,0.05952111922854938,0.0,0.0760948057725639,0.052106806353611534,0.04853449756619465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825339832336372,0.041152854422413454,0.0,0.0,0.10529942014377833,0.04899858224857194,0.0,0.0,0.3560423779407456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048316142429374605,0.09214358303701403,0.0,0.2538325648408958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056872777822856026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778227441053981,0.05721452770297428,0.0,0.0,0.06166709053906249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240352082723704,0.0,0.0,0.06331614284674213,0.046955570507296686,0.0,0.06099512687967351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407138881343026,0.0,0.20346424550232614,0.15293520845351172,0.048373493054469134,0.0,0.0,0.0489735098048227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057871727356637225,0.06274847466537749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061109550672252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061237351220936,0.08469225825149858,0.0,0.04442834468975864,0.11127007873579983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613791378170971,0.21905509135661025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594230079002629,0.10059651481520804,0.12036943423116656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058604753577877415,0.0,0.055119978799508,0.0,0.05790869767424669,0.0,0.0,0.1152407039646672,0.13113366388086642,0.2214185186042136,0.0,0.11375550856682738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057672417310808126,0.0,0.0,0.05244121303862771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765125548560037,0.0,0.0,0.11744160372205695,0.0976166580450319,0.04434696111420913,0.05697258386879794,0.0,0.04077294796464628,0.06139901313644695,0.04600323839469051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046300526723171136,0.0,0.053034726616679816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076940220312904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04975202017139335,0.0,0.047529962593961285,0.033976781891307026,0.0,0.04620706646576009,0.0,0.051793600274399325,0.0,0.0,0.06431366105681692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184154219554962,0.06298176573801846,0.0,0.03709557892868899
lonely,heckla69,2019/04/19,"A discord for some folks I'm a little lonely. I am just looking for some people to talk with about music, video games, philosophical matters and other things. Here is the link. 

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[**https://discord.gg/twEnxgq**](https://discord.gg/twEnxgq)",9.208380952380953,13.734213885714292,4.5535714285714315,72.8055952380953,81.57142857142857,4.61904761904762,22.97619047619048,6.42735559955562,1.1871904761904766,206,6,24,2,6,53,31,35,0.14400000000000002,0.823,0.032,-0.5868,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981761652592236,0.4465415873614886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683223591186865,0.0,0.0,0.3085997457495134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547718729843581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953752121797434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441445809253575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465415873614886,0.0
lonely,selena1-800,2019/01/04,Hy F 16 i m new here and i need to meet new people and make friends. I want to learn more about this from people who have schizophrenia or bipolar discorder ,0.8212499999999991,3.2852086250000028,1.1737500000000018,100.89625,87.75,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-0.6752125000000002,124,4,27,0,4,37,26,32,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803646969748299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24222911360800706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690752495323273,0.0,0.7009548040333518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031586946528392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403946831793225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AlexAsves,2019/01/04,"Bad year, want a New start. Well, I'm new here tbh. Anyway, 2018 was pretty bad for me. I got friend-zoned 3 times, once by the girl that i was really in Love with. School was not Hard, but time consuming. In the weekends i didn't go out with my friends, maybe i went out 7 times all year. I started going out in the last week of the year and i want to start over. ",-0.0969303797468335,1.6708515063291145,1.4055537974683538,102.57390031645572,84.56962025316456,4.9626582278481015,14.938291139240508,5.985473137389443,-1.0575708860759496,275,4,72,2,8,88,56,79,0.059000000000000004,0.755,0.18600000000000005,0.7774,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,1,11,15,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,1,0,6,1,8,3,13,9,1,24,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,14,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918575845793692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700595524036158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865591501825786,0.0,0.13978254462721726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656296310774107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246394406642648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774014526006153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558373671303326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33759517991205185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612835422095744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780774986959275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119645482914531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688037947538207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711173082662926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057359611218642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061721879906943,0.0,0.1401929709581263,0.0,0.1571426029494042,0.1620170298280278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376457207002028
lonely,DansHigh,2019/01/04,"What’s the point in it all I work at subway. I make 140 a week. How am I supposed to set up “goals”in my life when I can barely afford to buy a single bag of fucking weed or anything else in the world. Car? Obviously don’t have one. Girlfriend?, hahahaha I fucking wish. Plans for college ? Why I am 21 and a total fucking pile of shit. unloveable and unwanted. 
“Go work more if you want more” where? Subway? I’d Rather just play spin the chamber with my dads revo at this point. 21 years and I am a nothing I have nothing I will never have love or anything at all. What’s the point",-0.1352499999999992,2.156670308333336,1.8883333333333359,94.8825,91.75,4.0,20.833333333333336,5.602791699666715,-0.051166666666665694,447,16,97,3,16,148,79,120,0.08800000000000001,0.851,0.061,-0.6292,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,5,7,4,0,8,0,9,6,1,2,5,19,17,8,0,5,5,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,12,2,12,16,6,18,0,0,0,4,4,11,4,3,4,64,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879169015447489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613762455403248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851800049648382,0.0,0.0,0.09942087035832138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235633528769021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788769773869574,0.0,0.11677197249468227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492239140392212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357140180827716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185420077168878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961167366652657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795705727627072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318252226131999,0.0,0.14032410954886276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785365798390658,0.0,0.20116920358329304,0.0,0.0,0.2547128023518994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265385317687494
lonely,clarky9712,2019/01/04,"Hi everyone, I’m new and just looking for a friend or just some advice So I’m new to the sub,  I’m a 21 year old bloke from England, who’s autistic and dyslexic...
 I adore games, books, history and the sciences but struggle completely with emotions and human contact, what few friends I did have don’t talk anymore and barely ever even read my messages...  sometimes I think I’ve upset them or drove them away with my autism caused panic attacks...  

I guess What I’m trying to say is what do I do? How do I talk to people and not drive them away?

All I want is to make people feel happy even if it makes me sad...

Any suggestions are greatly appreciated or even if you want to send a pm I’ll try my best to be interesting for you!

Thank you.  I hope I’m not breaking any rules by doing this",2.1490476190476184,3.85504101234568,3.636437389770727,89.60111111111117,77.14814814814815,6.110052910052911,24.53439153439153,6.868970318607317,0.8134465608465611,612,21,131,6,14,202,104,162,0.061,0.722,0.217,0.9812,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,3,1,8,14,1,3,5,0,11,0,0,4,2,31,27,14,0,5,10,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,5,0,0,2,3,18,9,14,24,4,11,0,1,1,0,19,2,0,8,5,80,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134070631503712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967205596657085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434441889525505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645490815183439,0.2717884138660725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179094147703204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858530406943368,0.0,0.0,0.15165247299591794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270073034479204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866004170118456,0.1308353203041266,0.0,0.13820988690957806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313441910754245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234972828865939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946630503736492,0.1593374611140161,0.0,0.0,0.15397215728499086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366033119105426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146131956468008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930968817100318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793887672345272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177553397022264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970408246573465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005505727523367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467931802392295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150236736555936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305283283805115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512093170577158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23251258973602415,0.0,0.13316524135151034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926795846830695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964023706059926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062504700384476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314353134723716
lonely,TheWhitefish,2019/01/04,I'm actually not familiar with the interfaces of gmail or facebook anymore. I'm pretty up to date with reddit though.  Sweet.,3.0863768115941994,6.160200826086958,4.843478260869572,73.99246376811597,84.21739130434783,8.284057971014493,29.40579710144928,8.841846274778883,3.4755623188405806,101,5,16,3,3,34,20,23,0.0,0.754,0.24600000000000002,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,9,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.4918698968270059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998717988138013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127894326412826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952163033639709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vinnie_the_chin,2019/01/04,"Taking a bath bomb thinking about my exes and looking to the future I’m in Japan. I finally got to experience the culture and it’s amazing. The girls really like American guys but tonight, once I got back home, I’m sitting here again just thinking. I think we all need to do it every now and then. Think about what we’re doing, where we’re heading, where we were.... it all helps.",1.7261842105263163,4.062584250000004,3.175526315789476,89.21618421052631,81.5,5.905263157894738,23.97368421052632,7.1686216300943375,1.0274789473684218,297,11,60,4,8,97,53,76,0.028999999999999998,0.865,0.106,0.6805,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,2,14,14,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,2,6,11,2,11,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,8,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333863977452665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993108425284175,0.0,0.0,0.2205098335974147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24694310797865845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605874483256548,0.0,0.0,0.2232071305498396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313520586707155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109826158417253,0.0,0.2261206065731099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013173179069397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930102186392103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715048453907153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400712781720261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441363504656266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949225875593776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5777753822964592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,swirlcreams,2019/01/04,"Rejected when got to a bit more about me So some little back ground here. Took a 2 year break from the whole social media life and this was because of a terrible, traumatizing, and very destructive relationship that I had. This meant becoming completely inactive on Facebook, deleting my Instagram completely, staying inactive in Snapchat, and so on. Additionally, I’m still in community college (not UC/CSU) after 4 years and this was primarily due to my decision to switch majors. And then of course right now, my friends are in high end schools or already graduating. It’s a sucky feeling to feel behind. 

Anyway, so my friends and I went to a club. This is where a girl saw me and asked me for my number because she thought I was cute. After two years being single, this was probably one of the happiest and best feeling ever, not to mention an amazing confident booster. My friends told me to text her first which I did (she called me, so I had her number). So we had a short conversation that lasted for some time and this is where I learned how badly I am out of her league. Her whole life is on display. She asked a lot about me life and my social media. This is where I had absolutely nothing to show off. My friends were trying to tag me in photos and everything but I just refused and let it be. Browsing through her Instagram that she shared, I was just so intimidated. After some honest response about my current situation, she stopped replying. This was right before New Years too and I don’t know... initially it felt like my life is finally changing after being pretty depressed for so long. I don’t know how to explain it but she’s exactly everything that I look for in a person. I just wish that she’d still talk to me here and there and maybe a year or two, it’ll show that I’m on trackZ Also by then, hopefully I have rebuild my whole social media life again. I just recently recreated it and I have embarrassing amount of followers. 

I don’t know how to feel other than being a total disappointment. I’ve always believed that looks are just like the icing on the cake, and getting to know the person is the quality of the cake itself. So in other words, it seems that I’m just a terrible mess masked by all that icing. I haven’t really been happy in so long and the moment barely even lasted.",4.11976903870162,5.98567970786517,5.220496254681649,79.65071941323347,72.14606741573033,8.450062421972534,28.540886392009988,9.075114841892004,2.4877103620474403,1830,72,340,39,36,603,214,445,0.09300000000000001,0.789,0.11800000000000001,0.8181,2,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,0,0,2,38,22,1,1,21,0,35,5,0,5,4,66,64,38,0,2,12,0,5,2,4,1,5,0,0,3,28,21,0,2,15,3,0,3,6,9,0,4,21,8,51,13,50,36,15,60,0,3,3,0,34,23,0,8,34,260,79,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308371785630758,0.0674556757116734,0.07018700926784406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771409136877834,0.0,0.0,0.06486091567526679,0.0704297824676379,0.1028394957867539,0.09315934445142528,0.0717767132894451,0.09503498971053406,0.08852144798905827,0.0,0.09208973400202028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861320720482154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923245321788283,0.0,0.1768813918681902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265162047643108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471018352792798,0.0,0.0,0.055713214638690736,0.07630054790315657,0.0,0.0,0.1516189549875779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706021351272244,0.0,0.08099044192423296,0.0924026871563456,0.0,0.07174914245698721,0.0,0.0,0.26067831071111824,0.0,0.0440700542091774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746341182160055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979348952077479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912174210550552,0.0,0.08377983832153807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542899587957995,0.13751507749289327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862548828811718,0.2978989632491761,0.08241953413432808,0.08454212685905403,0.0,0.14929642933141335,0.14166763547156888,0.0,0.0,0.07171242861230527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474218272844633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146697683939381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809373132134938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057158599824524425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730454108931176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581556078060415,0.09094492978407467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054037579949270914,0.0,0.0832866974397632,0.09056169044824933,0.0,0.14407103791905712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536798293043235,0.0,0.07679022315049486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481435543006674,0.0,0.25795647452870396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990722461921344,0.13472605751402494,0.07052143408636367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779835120211401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696548185186453,0.0491859006402746,0.0,0.0,0.08060124798350422,0.09371735849820201,0.05726897160446436,0.0,0.16479785731444446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959862715678458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819446723158692,0.0,0.2825255232296299,0.09699979126469288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271597243730097
lonely,deeput97,2019/01/04,"why do I get no tinder matches? seriously, I get none and it really bums me out. I know I’m not really a good looking dude but am I THAT ugly? ",-2.3337499999999984,-0.5793193749999991,2.7622500000000016,86.65775000000002,102.125,6.3100000000000005,15.775,7.554174236665415,0.6703925000000002,108,3,25,3,5,43,26,32,0.303,0.6970000000000001,0.0,-0.8211,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,7,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556751047742234,0.0,0.0,0.3657692360408445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23966210911765465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36620339930952733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.558737227511777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935008503611833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CONNONJOKEY,2019/01/04,"I'm So lonely Man I don't even know what the fuck  to say, Lately I have been to lonely. I tend to be a night owl and play games for hours on end. Every night without fail I will think of girl that I have liked for a couple of years and wish so badly I could tell her how much I liked her. Also recently I learned that one of our mutual friends might be in some kind of a relationship with her and that kind of killed me a little. This is not a sexual type thing,I genuinely like her for being a good person and putting up with my stupid antics and yet still being able to smile at me. For the years I have known her we (meaning her,me and a couple of other people have gone camping) have done the usual shit high school kids do late at night like ask each other who likes who and play dumb games like Kill Fuck Marry, every time they ask me I never say who it is due to not wanting to look like a fool and also not wanting to royally fuck the groups dynamics, I always give them hints but they never guess. I have was forced to promise them that I will tell when I graduate (I am a junior,1 older than the majority of them) in 2020 and enlist because I anticipate that I will feel that way after being disconnected for so long or just not be alive. It just hurts having put up a wall of edgy jokes and drugs and when it really matters having so much  to give and  being loyal to a fault and then having nobody even realize that you deeply care for people when shit gets real.

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 Feel free to use me as a mental punching bag and shit on me for being such a weak fucking coward it does not really hurt me that bad im numb to the bullshit. I don't know what I was trying to achieve by writing this but as Cliche as it sounds it feels really good to say this. If you did read this thank you for putting up with my 5 minutes of pathetic sniveling.

Sorry of any bad spelling.

Hope y'all have a good night 

Sleep well, Eat well and always love other people ",5.225829307568438,4.804291913580247,5.874428341384864,84.30884057971016,68.1358024691358,8.623725174449811,25.756843800322066,7.893859768569023,1.234062801932367,1535,33,329,16,23,501,205,405,0.17800000000000002,0.6559999999999999,0.165,-0.9223,0,4,1,0,0,0,27.0,2,4,5,2,19,49,11,0,20,0,34,13,4,2,2,57,63,33,2,6,12,0,3,7,1,4,3,4,0,4,26,20,1,0,10,6,1,4,10,23,2,1,6,8,43,27,51,44,5,42,0,5,1,5,39,12,8,6,32,225,69,7,0.07349614544167071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754968191255614,0.12230936132185148,0.07963304287968499,0.08930586126562809,0.04997989919055286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741794947522445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840986345232472,0.04480256809468365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493421853910619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05868069169938975,0.1626441740243614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643169721577901,0.07521207410349852,0.0,0.0,0.0852321952304631,0.07520490511965339,0.0,0.0,0.06509577004961238,0.0,0.0,0.0970870218111347,0.0,0.12384734479473625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148557834217412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567829396531633,0.27178400863885943,0.038398702551736684,0.1410083994979755,0.0,0.18493523938641354,0.0,0.0,0.08096429023270366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765271287751771,0.0,0.07299825582858929,0.07237889858895337,0.0,0.15735828755748865,0.0,0.07938844907888312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262519114265755,0.1530698511718513,0.08078311888897607,0.0,0.1658137066499378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513455296036828,0.07366244586275036,0.0,0.06504177592705898,0.06171825169377495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633314074220738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800588485193222,0.0,0.0,0.0740668281273107,0.07796779581405677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108056246949015,0.0,0.11336951651652462,0.0,0.0,0.2758846149262981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04980289024647037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285891966456233,0.06417399932118367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22165177782138765,0.0,0.0,0.07351603454241384,0.08365470386656801,0.1412505382388869,0.0,0.07256857698259797,0.07890735503975428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534125432347694,0.0,0.0743820229589092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263282113836561,0.0,0.0,0.07354922347893733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227291760389753,0.0,0.0,0.058694116688559624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847774117952193,0.06766537620413551,0.0,0.0,0.04882757326525173,0.047093362354738884,0.0,0.0,0.04285619344738339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04989905834120207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347707203518012,0.08094562074678315,0.0,0.08669986160192933,0.058337819287619073,0.0,0.0,0.13216372256858636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451694011254114,0.07084766148970431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930586126562809,0.09465821599730853
lonely,Ripapipatin,2019/01/04,"We're all lonely here, does anyone wanna try becoming friends? Hi, I'm overwhelmingly lonely and it's slowly crushing me!

I'm 23 year old woman and my interests are varied. I like arts, consuming and creating it. I paint, write, sing and do crafts and ceramics. I also do martial arts and random exercise. Horror is my favorite. Stories, movies, concepts, you name it! I also try to do traveling as much as I can and I play some video - and board games. 

If you want to be my friend, pm me. I'd really like that. ",1.3411666666666695,3.8741338500000033,3.59,84.16666666666667,85.5,6.933333333333335,22.333333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.623133333333333,395,14,75,9,12,135,69,100,0.115,0.679,0.20600000000000002,0.8436,0,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,16,10,13,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,0,8,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,6,5,9,3,3,0,3,0,0,9,0,0,3,4,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430283954571072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936825653232768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059211434673141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424017191039421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280139977340351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706532369338845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036244799903008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29066148909638256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745120841749806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37612521602854265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337985755005752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837682275191424
lonely,your_godammn_right,2019/01/04,"Cant take this loneliness anymore, i feel so fucking down. Anything risky i can do?? When I get this lonely I would do anything to stop it. I get ideation and fantasies of risky things such as doing drugs, committing a crime, intentionally putting myself In hospital. Ive never acted on these but I feel like it sometimes. I just want attention, validation, affirmation. I require consistent validation to regulate my self image and getting this results in positive feelings and no more negativity. I'm 20 and no I don't have friends, none. I'm not ""oh ma gawd look at me I have 600 friends and feel lonely"" I have zero. People who have friends but still feel lonely are still feeding their biological needs. Having no social life on the other hand causes serious mental health side effects. On Monday I went to the casino and got smashed drunk with my bro. Got home at 6AM. Now its Friday and I feel so alone again ): I need to put myself out there again for that social validation, social contact. My brother told me I'm an extrovert, and I partly agree, I need to go out to feel good most of the time. I think I'm an ambivert or at least a mild introvert",3.3112712777418665,5.705308823529414,4.63917259211377,80.54609351432883,76.14932126696833,7.286446886446887,27.718379659556128,8.269060116576782,2.132182762335704,914,38,167,17,21,302,138,221,0.221,0.691,0.08800000000000001,-0.9828,0,7,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,2,11,10,1,0,7,0,14,7,1,4,2,39,41,15,0,5,5,3,8,1,3,1,3,0,1,1,11,11,2,2,10,3,1,5,9,5,0,1,4,9,26,5,22,36,5,27,0,3,1,1,14,12,1,2,11,113,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619636027912465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083911447246252,0.0,0.0,0.2005387867756984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517005184024013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130340551008078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312652157513117,0.08704725586625484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28241520916491536,0.11264524479279735,0.19097950333407854,0.0,0.0692482470284676,0.10219917115225782,0.1949037596937138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951726846844971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222210332046828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606387726084977,0.05952810805605285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232048022320224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279274306404575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710431937320418,0.09397563163485607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194802497974864,0.0,0.08447311039680372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24497903215123445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271126074626223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37262188025659904,0.0,0.0,0.12050943136250312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461375009933504,0.10186923749699714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161350075801217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094948588989377,0.07807439969898196,0.0,0.0,0.07104974904072031,0.0,0.0,0.11642967531446766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186829852545343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295304550401868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655634905491327,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dahromel,2019/01/04,"I hate being conscious I am so lonely I don't even want to be awake anymore. Whenever I wake up, I just remember how horrible it is to live my life, and that I will never be enough for anyone. I can't even look in the mirror, I hate my face and body so much, and I am too depressed to do anything interesting. There's no point in even trying to find friends, let alone a relationship, because I am so ugly and boring that no one will ever love me anyway. If by some miracle, someone did like me, they wouldn't once they actually get to know me. No one likes me anymore once I'm not shiny and new. I hate being awake and I hate being alive. There's no point in even trying anymore, I'm doomed. ",3.295724137931036,3.9749686758620726,4.9574137931034485,85.34646551724137,72.58620689655173,7.731034482758621,25.53448275862069,7.908726449838941,1.2761586206896554,538,16,117,7,10,183,85,145,0.27899999999999997,0.595,0.126,-0.9755,0,3,0,0,0,2,17.0,0,0,2,0,14,13,4,0,2,0,17,5,3,1,2,19,28,11,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,8,0,2,1,2,20,5,11,18,3,9,1,3,2,1,5,6,0,2,5,85,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.1229274147939518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304657260914023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747817157726649,0.08808034054361003,0.0,0.10366162054242832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678943452508177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992298152342642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849677569956684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015948338384478,0.0,0.3328049181844095,0.11394602594292333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151332359351758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732321186194808,0.0,0.06581351875216639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974725929868935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922917906789608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881167164037113,0.08897551571410486,0.1230840227594916,0.0,0.1112327919270881,0.0,0.10578209796871048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369179456637425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260159018766224,0.0,0.09715493370031686,0.12166148882987335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268305402865941,0.17071948963546008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23816253752392505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524338963264906,0.14269813744669727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067329877653281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104914456051684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429968447059856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,welp-shit,2019/01/04,Bromances? I’ve never had a bromance but I hear they are more fulfilling than an actual relationship and I lowkey wanna find one. Anyone have any tips?,1.4254761904761892,3.4784153571428615,3.087142857142858,81.24119047619047,109.71428571428572,6.152380952380952,18.952380952380953,7.1686216300943375,1.4956238095238097,122,4,20,3,6,40,26,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.39140826939864204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27275654790737663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804530927295941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665911359413857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520602221002266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093471421889189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717905525908876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306230727494799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,beautifullyrooted,2019/01/04,"Feeling So Lonely I really felt like I'd met someone great. Then it suddenly wasn't. Every person I've tried to connect with has fallen through or been awful. I'm trying to protect myself and my heart, and I know I'm supposed to. In my brain, I know I'm being smart. But in my heart, I'm really lonely. I work mostly for myself in all of my workplaces, mostly alone all the time. It's so much harder as I get older. And now I feel if I meet someone, they'll know I'm lonely and not want to be with me.   


I feel like I'm supposed to not care. I'm supposed to be cool. But I'm not cool. I want a partnership. I want to get to be apart of someone else's magic. ",-0.7290182555780937,1.2489949379310374,2.303367139959434,93.7404056795132,89.27586206896551,4.515212981744422,17.494929006085197,5.900188976854957,-0.3457099391480729,506,13,115,4,17,179,75,145,0.153,0.7020000000000001,0.145,0.2225,0,7,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,3,10,0,0,2,3,8,3,3,0,2,27,30,12,0,4,7,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,7,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,6,18,7,18,21,5,10,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,4,7,67,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420321942244182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776547533170093,0.0,0.0,0.17148987536441535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050850550837415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171473418368438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551390847540725,0.12016124855146902,0.1614972146428443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575385032716528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854397587931846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986327498937587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773129671577776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434686462517256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364546320024986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468646949254905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155049025664373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275428645743353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807806655179292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283918739012049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976240111011693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245072171363595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jadria,2019/01/04,"Popular online but no one irl Okay so this is my first post here so forgive me for whatever is about to come. Okay so I’m decently popular on the internet, I’m a decently attractive girl who has hundreds of men messaging me daily, yet I spend every night alone. I live alone with just my two cats. I have no real friends, I don’t have a significant other, and my family checks in occasionally. I usually have to reach out to them first.

I’m so depressed even though my life is going great and that hurts more than everything else. I have this void that alcohol can’t seem to fill tonight. Online I give off this persona of being this amazing confident human being, but in real life I’m nothing like that. Sometimes my online persona comes out in real life and all the people who know me hate it, but they also seem to hate the depressed sad me. I can’t find a happy medium. 

Sometimes it almost feels like I have split personalities.  I’m tempted to go get medicated because the thoughts of suicide are becoming very strong. It’s just crazy that I can have so many people involved with me yet be totally utterly alone. I just want someone to love me. But I don’t want to settle. Idk anymore I see my therapist tomorrow so I’ll probably read him this post. I just needed to get these thoughts out of my head before I do something bad. 

I just want to feel like someone cares. Like I’m not intruding on their life. I think people sometimes assume that I’m busy and doing something cause that’s the way I make it out to be on the internet, I worry that sometimes the real me will slip out online and no one will like me anymore. Plus I make decent money from the internet. Idk what will fix this problem. Living alone has really taken a toll on me but it’s also the best thing that’s ever happened to me. I think I mostly just want a significant other honestly.

Sorry for the rant I’m wine drunk ",2.1308930150309457,4.517479100795754,3.9237665782493374,84.14853227232541,80.27320954907162,6.943589743589745,24.255526083112287,8.055295364500962,1.6325398762157382,1499,55,287,29,39,503,181,377,0.201,0.615,0.184,-0.7871,0,4,4,0,0,1,31.0,0,0,3,4,21,28,2,0,15,2,26,10,1,3,3,57,64,20,1,6,12,0,2,5,1,3,6,0,0,4,26,15,3,0,12,3,3,5,8,8,0,5,3,3,43,20,37,54,5,30,0,4,1,1,16,13,0,5,14,191,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830256991519207,0.07779410978744337,0.3218486630038648,0.0,0.12425540852534793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409282544088754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486690186214605,0.04735837061414452,0.08580117447969075,0.06610744565444605,0.0,0.0815296012314077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920890797501834,0.07980779664286758,0.0,0.13384404210995382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382649698615748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489902251587719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131271884948982,0.07027396620366169,0.0654561636061978,0.0,0.06982168288067273,0.0,0.07323808530068482,0.0,0.07856358183312016,0.11100178664718527,0.0,0.0,0.07100615457251268,0.13216410499603856,0.0,0.0,0.060022173170341316,0.0,0.0811783816813496,0.07452617480564566,0.08830466929544413,0.0,0.0,0.08565217484674234,0.0,0.0,0.06869994813079405,0.08270117084743406,0.0,0.15340320953501438,0.07973112069860913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831674658203239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04269573203510848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949558424717314,0.18977411419209805,0.0,0.13720126517687628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011717401178245,0.0,0.10371575280880206,0.07876424815595838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826329142729123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057605259854567485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290567480868658,0.0,0.07454449764370485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528788121981697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157889328694747,0.06783486243961781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880878799933342,0.0,0.08376166485923818,0.07433768826698972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770982240535934,0.3537074447122637,0.04976943379099418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190791417166154,0.14144992912236393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316509340798529,0.1196172655612785,0.3073448336987701,0.08696624968368045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849789363898581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020268316954358,0.05161298580023761,0.0995596905582996,0.07632885028804222,0.12335245651034606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758906677187309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556323599166686,0.06410139516750167,0.18329146531341034,0.061665752302531275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889674619718118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Maura_Larling,2019/01/04,"I just got accepted into my university program of choice! Basically the title I'm very excited, in fact I haven't been this excited in months. I just wish I had someone to share my joy with.",2.0360526315789467,4.449416552631583,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,80.84210526315789,9.06315789473684,27.921052631578952,9.516144504307137,3.1531368421052637,151,7,29,5,4,54,30,38,0.0,0.612,0.38799999999999996,0.938,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,5,6,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,19,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000021749452653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39920151562521855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237612022664223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126622340052583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5751284500362432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Retordus37,2019/01/04,Friends? Hiii dose anyone wanna be my friend hereeeee because I really want like one (or more) good friend I could just tell everything to,1.9823999999999984,4.3882784400000086,1.936,90.08800000000004,104.6,5.2,21.0,6.742157984588678,1.0990000000000002,111,4,19,2,5,33,23,25,0.0,0.503,0.4970000000000001,0.941,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474965926552467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872211755503932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452151416600067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27602506966154083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7118544203050108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576027401334481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004626336307056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081165445258888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967527974462115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26844168491474835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811508882132108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,notakeaway,2019/01/04,"Feeling pathetic A guy I used to talk to texted me last week, apologizing for disappearing and communicating poorly. We hadn't spoken in 3 months and the way it ended left me an emotional wreck. Even though it was a brief conversation, via text, I was glad to hear from him, almost excited. He texted to say happy new year and I was happy. I feel so pathetic for getting my hopes up, thinking he wanted anything to do with me. He probably just wanted to get it off his chest and move on. Wanting someone who doesn't want me makes me feel weak but I can't help it. I hate feeling this way. ",3.0184615384615374,4.888241829059833,4.605478632478633,82.88257692307694,75.15384615384616,7.756923076923077,25.375213675213672,8.548686976883017,1.7441459829059829,462,16,93,9,10,155,82,117,0.113,0.7340000000000001,0.152,0.5722,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,4,0,7,2,1,2,0,21,23,7,0,5,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,6,0,0,5,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,4,6,15,5,14,19,0,16,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,2,6,55,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253191624910635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356885914925215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257903451750712,0.14376016163798758,0.0,0.0,0.10720547539327144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282790827639636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696025312034708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071429400874476,0.0,0.3455680593454845,0.0,0.16024939209802133,0.0,0.0,0.1829373013590051,0.0,0.1087942413695725,0.0,0.0,0.16121233452205944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323058573443917,0.0,0.0,0.17635234808839295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834444982590516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955580549419546,0.17251185659644894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676183895614987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499967458956409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907693307946685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752634132871716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046015238286052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400290800821237,0.1594706120592316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401853627221669,0.0,0.0,0.382943042486022,0.25767125341643515,0.13019681111470416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452353833256213
lonely,let-me-go-away,2019/01/04,Super lonely I hate the fact that I’m sad and lonely. All I’ve been thinking about is my ex Gabe. I just wish I could talk to him one last time. It’s only been 3 weeks and I’m still hung up over him. I feel super lonely cause he used to be the one blowing up my phone everyday. Now the only thing blowing up my phone is coupons for Sonic.,0.3807428571428561,1.9779960266666663,2.433904761904764,96.696,82.06666666666666,4.819047619047621,17.38095238095238,5.288315135182226,-0.7077047619047621,262,5,63,1,7,88,50,75,0.17300000000000001,0.7,0.127,-0.4215,0,6,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,2,11,13,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,2,2,1,9,2,8,9,1,10,0,4,0,0,7,4,0,0,6,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28573430306637704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22207830214498184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063983248365414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746132646712409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267274960908853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37696015461126653,0.4230877131949789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221291092966159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235645819701506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478896983962406,0.17822581246341335,0.0,0.0,0.16219015832239714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402303036051995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311330409368388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31985612335373065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,penispnt,2019/01/04,"Sad Music Playlist These are some of my favorite songs to listen to when I’m feeling super down in the dumps, if anyone wants to add their favorite stuff I’ll be sure to listen to as many as I can

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lonely,TheCrimsonnerGinge,2019/01/04,"Anybody wanna be friends? If anybody here wants to be friends, I'm totally down",2.4160000000000004,5.3415896000000025,3.068333333333332,86.4225,86.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,40.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,3.594333333333335,64,5,11,1,2,20,12,15,0.0,0.659,0.341,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9342501461294482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566183736953333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Algaru,2019/01/04,I have never felt so lonely until my best friend got a girlfriend I'm 18 and I've never had a girlfriend and I have never cared that much but since all my friends are getting a gf(especially my best friend) i'm feeling too lonely.,1.0260283687943286,3.5661907872340457,2.528829787234045,90.88416666666667,87.93617021276596,3.984397163120569,20.599290780141846,5.46131890053228,-0.0025007092198587877,185,6,36,1,6,60,30,47,0.147,0.5579999999999999,0.295,0.8501,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,4,9,11,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,5,6,1,8,4,4,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754796782066633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309727111761849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454547196529274,0.0,0.21751400445183472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250729149887762,0.0,0.11835784247745225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118479799168666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653302592534816,0.0,0.5241650297765413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739629640276972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tristopher_,2019/01/04,"I think I might play DnD alone. I didn’t know if I should post this but I’m doing it anyway. My friend group has been playing  dnd on and off for 1-2 years. Every time we get like 2-4 games going then we stop because they never want to play. I got mad at something someone else did (unrelated to dnd)yesterday so I deleted the discord app, which is where we talk 95+% of the time. I leave the chat we’re in a lot because something someone does always gets me angry and Then I blame myself and join back. Maybe it’s their fault. I don’t think any of them have contacted me directly more than once in the last 3 years we’ve known each other. It always has to be me starting the conversation and I don’t think I want to do it anymore. I wish I can endure it and not join back but that’s probably not going to be the case. I’m just going to play dnd alone later and see how it goes. Maybe it’ll even be more fun. Thanks for reading this. ",1.6771622819982248,3.2113950904522603,3.147153414129473,93.34850428613659,77.99497487437185,5.8883830919302405,20.75110848359445,6.522977012572876,0.0946355897132718,729,18,167,6,17,239,120,199,0.139,0.6940000000000001,0.166,0.8336,0,2,2,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,3,0,8,10,1,0,7,0,18,0,0,1,1,30,36,13,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,1,5,7,0,3,6,2,0,0,4,1,24,8,16,26,4,23,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,3,14,102,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28942302819906296,0.0,0.0,0.2325224611604313,0.0,0.0,0.0950168412518833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856826915672404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487765190818328,0.0,0.17034842283691126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227306641854276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672114122455622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228612190548792,0.0,0.11772316161506988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795010894819304,0.0,0.1459996312007884,0.0,0.23822443026240603,0.0,0.11174972917833904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678843802826955,0.11389338496847864,0.0,0.147947120902904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826189463165458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878801056397507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807422783457003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822466226630132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776345619049883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880107693040232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381658834134194,0.0,0.1506456759167252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397614140227168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134162138082156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367747105177113,0.2151321114745224,0.0,0.0,0.09889708523753504,0.0,0.0,0.11681518837587095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230453931990908,0.0,0.12863872102912474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26858772870775033,0.0,0.0,0.16294791287693214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648252021274164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606752476860972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995483841037446
lonely,searchingformytruth,2018/11/11,"Anyone stop responding to friends online or IRL because you've grown too much apart? I don't even go on Facebook anymore because I don't want to see pictures of my friends happy with their own families now and successful jobs and whatnot.  It's so frustrating, knowing they've got it mostly figured out by now, and I'm sitting here at 27 (older than they are) and don't have a clue what I'm doing.  My job, *very* part-time as it is (just a few days a week was all I could get, seriously), doesn't even pay enough ($500+ on a good month) to cover bills and necessary expenses!

I'm in a much better place mentally and emotionally than I was six or so months ago, when everything was terrible, but I'm still stuck in a very dead-end job with no chance of social advancement (it's a very small company and I'm the only administrative assistant they have).  I *know* there is more to life than what I'm doing now.  I'm willing to stick it out, now more than ever, but my patience can only last so long, you know?",3.921171983356452,4.65172423786408,5.2709015256588065,83.48058252427188,71.18446601941747,8.798335644937586,28.30651872399445,9.04235418022936,2.10619944521498,787,28,167,15,14,264,126,206,0.065,0.845,0.09,0.5601,3,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,3,3,16,9,1,0,8,0,17,1,0,0,2,26,33,16,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,4,0,3,3,5,3,0,1,5,1,12,6,22,26,9,30,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,3,16,104,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248301554943375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703159308536433,0.09661455356200126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845931541888268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220377566914095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032078709299163,0.0,0.0,0.08911087298898432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542728107775824,0.12238125319119765,0.1427707965407405,0.0,0.1825253989436224,0.12498639717666725,0.0,0.0,0.12418198458837455,0.0,0.13025825796314686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350595620385185,0.0,0.07219027189656169,0.0,0.07852753349034358,0.11589389161064337,0.1105104618059866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708891421549242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113494640573536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227810639280976,0.1126303451655547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759646336075284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227974324088893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924700851082886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205785198614449,0.0,0.20314774534012486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017528087265533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962910102724075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436254078450705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101068797883666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085110904952244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034602632124617,0.11551974674380765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34202434566300594,0.08149867269609702,0.0,0.11083494011253807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Heps_417,2018/11/11,"Still an Outsider All through school i’ve been the grey man, I had friends but they weren’t really my friends if that makes sense? 

I’m due to get married next year and my cousin organising my stag do asked for names to add to a group chat so i gave 8 “ friends “ names and magically 6 / 8 are working that weekend... now it’s 10 months away there’s no chance they’d know that far in advance and it’s plenty of time to book it off. I’m sick of being alone and having no friends the 2 who can come are relatives 😞

Note i’m note in school anymore and having been in full time work since leaving college.",0.11392857142856982,2.4215241031746046,1.34156746031746,99.47044642857144,89.71428571428572,4.419841269841268,20.573412698412696,5.985473137389443,-0.15179206349206353,471,16,110,4,16,148,87,126,0.09699999999999999,0.764,0.14,0.6757,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,3,4,4,0,0,4,0,12,1,0,1,1,14,21,8,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,1,7,4,13,14,2,18,0,0,1,0,15,7,0,1,9,57,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664532457980108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882974028317036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775003519496564,0.0,0.17838663533333626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355391915030812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5867642072473079,0.0,0.09919785942625016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434613592432787,0.0,0.0,0.20104212019085504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673793754352425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155031578921158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192609199444184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163389303084285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843118109199902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706024272200822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162831943540062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22142636967537055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764513996496989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222683551793074
lonely,Adayinmylife9,2018/11/11,Reason to exist Who am I who are you wish I knew where just living in this world without a clue maybe I could I find it soon ,8.886785714285715,3.511991250000001,8.815714285714286,81.72928571428574,65.07142857142857,11.2,31.57142857142857,3.1291,1.4669571428571428,97,1,24,0,1,32,24,28,0.0,0.8909999999999999,0.109,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114788602928283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35656236585608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34448286915717746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919277047164218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011080570715205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.448618436819914,0.3760614985295869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CJkhavo,2018/11/11,"my life I’m an only child that’s 14. Throughout my whole childhood I have felt so alone during weekends, at school and even during holidays. I have no brother or sister to talk to and barely talk to my friends. I have a good relationship with my family but I am the youngest, (no cousins or siblings), so during family gatherings I’m the only child there.

Can anyone else relate? I’m not really depressed about it or anything I’m just wondering if anyone else is going through what I am currently going though.",3.030918367346942,5.599466989795921,4.366693877551022,81.21044897959185,78.08163265306122,7.185306122448982,26.126530612244892,8.238735603445708,2.0916212244897965,407,16,71,8,10,134,64,98,0.036000000000000004,0.861,0.10300000000000001,0.7407,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,12,15,10,0,1,7,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,9,2,7,14,1,6,0,1,0,0,10,1,0,5,3,47,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810570939156288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539887744893033,0.3721865856691448,0.14945950367954527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564308387427834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034438995080492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995967657479065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424342822837747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438568716394334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032077508794508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064400368219944,0.15233599088202285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282850523528018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27626356510840505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163517606305416,0.0,0.0,0.19499415294363268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838112499626816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919619101232602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844277986392842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277457577789465,0.0,0.0,0.1969614075631072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RaiiidenTheSamurai,2018/11/11,"Loneliness is a double edged sword Fair warning: I’m typing this on my phone so there’s going to be plenty of mistakes 

This past year I lost most of my friends and spend a lot of time playing RuneScape and working on my music making skills. I feel with them being around I probably wouldn’t of pushed myself to get better with making music. And I probably wouldn’t of taken the time to learn about myself. 

On the other hand..I’ve felt miserable I just feel like I’m stuck in my own lane with no help or support from anyone. It’s good to have your own focus and goals but it just sucks when you have no one to that you can connect with. I’ve tried to make friends as of late but it hasn’t gone through well. 

I just feel like I’ll never connect with anyone. I just feel sad and miserable. Like I’m meant to be alone for the rest of my life.",1.5612302521008417,3.6012385885714306,2.5847058823529423,94.86647058823532,80.25714285714284,5.260504201680673,19.436974789915965,6.2272716619740125,-0.12456638655462182,663,16,145,5,17,210,103,175,0.155,0.695,0.15,-0.2317,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,5,11,16,1,2,5,0,10,1,0,3,1,34,30,11,0,3,7,0,5,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,7,1,1,3,6,6,1,1,6,5,18,10,29,19,6,15,0,4,0,0,8,5,1,3,10,95,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000536681581396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22954887926485126,0.0,0.0,0.14612440976169352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517346876101192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33198784604535525,0.23453133879805926,0.1576055442954232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25363700993304794,0.0,0.08575931573831809,0.0,0.0932877430964556,0.13767756488049684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002335436763837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516341799795694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159409113777924,0.2405797874884051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918434317438706,0.13955074297239173,0.0,0.0,0.3287054437872924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659922752521985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122932561518764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669557533480802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539534991780175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627051337395992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142927135335544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144410657006328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758663261655247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949997210617586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057044026683129
lonely,r1g8yx,2018/11/11,Asking the question tomorrow I’ve been friends with a girl 10/10 thicc for abt 3 months. Tomorrow morning I’m asking her out. Wish me luck ,1.4827777777777769,4.206388296296296,2.338796296296298,90.31708333333334,91.96296296296295,5.662962962962964,25.26851851851852,7.1686216300943375,1.5454518518518519,112,5,21,2,4,35,24,27,0.0,0.6940000000000001,0.306,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6916768984816258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858101706214909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29527787195239913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41441085919883297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254059620991466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sdpersona,2018/11/11,might i be disturbed?? are you disturbed if you find yourself thinking or wishing about being put through physical pain just to be connected to someone,7.533076923076923,9.965617692307696,6.272307692307695,73.24769230769233,64.38461538461539,8.276923076923078,47.615384615384606,8.841846274778883,5.1386,124,9,17,2,2,37,22,26,0.27899999999999997,0.6609999999999999,0.06,-0.7882,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,7,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35700113060129385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414364649885872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41562571455763664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926606720744813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33095393345957913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502805728997117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491704803695942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bobalovingmillennial,2018/11/11,Realizing Saddening and exhausting to realize that you care more about your friends than they care about you/talking to you. Idk if this belongs here but who can relate and why does this happen? ,8.582285714285714,9.05182165714286,7.417857142857144,73.04964285714289,61.0,11.571428571428573,37.5,11.20814326018867,4.333857142857143,158,7,27,4,2,48,28,35,0.128,0.71,0.162,0.3252,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7318636511108814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140838390623365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27729233950498355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173821995247591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288477600888686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32385970710278417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_pebblemcpebbleface,2018/11/11,"Passing time, wanna chat? I’m a fellow lonely person, and I wanted to talk to someone bc my friends don’t pick up their phones anymore. That’s what you get for switching schools lol. 

Anyways, how is everyone? What are tips you use to stay positive when things get lonely? Thoughts on Sphinx cats?",3.001845238095239,5.703505017857142,3.010714285714286,90.10095238095242,79.17857142857143,5.161904761904762,27.190476190476193,6.42735559955562,1.1817833333333336,235,10,43,2,6,71,49,56,0.081,0.748,0.17,0.755,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,7,9,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,7,8,0,6,0,2,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,24,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30785585398342896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966221432474749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23983176798046585,0.0,0.324366042948465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710490828686656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314164292675978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630201024798328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308692399581851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24950596604077235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062310139969775,0.0,0.0,0.2464409081428265,0.1810099425316777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681054997400533,0.0,0.0,0.18309532069544798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Axiis-Ashblade,2018/11/11,"I'm... lonely, and I don't know how to tell you... Heyo lonely folk,

I must confess that I *shouldn't* be lonely. I have a lot going for me. I'm going to college and a few guys on my floor are interested in getting to know me. I have a significant other. I have loving parents. And the group that I hung out with in high school is still there.

Despite all of this, I still feel very, very lonely. Not because I lack the resources to change that, but because I lack knowledge of how to appropriately express to these people that I'm lonely. I don't talk to them very often becuase I always feel boring and burdenous when I do. It's all self-inflicted though, but I also unfortunately have no idea how to fix it.

What do you think?",1.8046332046332048,3.807399000000004,3.7612355212355233,86.92527027027029,79.27027027027026,5.850193050193052,22.05791505791505,6.868970318607317,0.5817320463320454,564,17,117,6,14,191,85,148,0.138,0.7929999999999999,0.069,-0.8582,1,10,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,1,0,10,9,0,0,5,0,13,1,0,3,3,28,25,12,0,4,3,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,8,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,0,2,20,2,16,22,6,11,1,5,0,1,11,6,0,2,3,88,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131360621236709,0.1574404135683493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306850358310529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001623161449944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134360468027006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988560081566443,0.0,0.21506827131405495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873506656614412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991397384488613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21359850022424096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079730857845509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086216718005594,0.1707721632894315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009869807101744,0.0,0.0,0.13117650341454376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149370628933052,0.0,0.0,0.1973904750106508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022115692733926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520822808075307,0.16538054395037924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124008114053628,0.1859008590804551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683617420513334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AndyBelgium,2018/11/11,"i dont have any hope to get friends and a gf i never had friends, and i never had a gf. and i will never get  any of it.

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and this make me depressed.

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living your whole life alone is not funny.

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how do i cope with the fact that the everyone view me as a virgin loser ugly guy ?",2.4117187499999986,3.661512984375001,3.7832500000000016,90.73675000000004,75.40625,5.745000000000001,23.7375,5.6839178017228535,0.38031624999999947,237,7,51,1,5,78,43,64,0.24,0.6709999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.8629,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,5,0,7,2,0,2,4,13,11,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,8,3,4,8,1,3,0,2,1,1,6,0,0,1,3,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373453462705013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310529678366128,0.4834118495498846,0.18036050613489385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421794577106124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541949324419538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267158104786706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049103720002597,0.0,0.13856789508017928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130606761624258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131712974430103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366730544073124,0.0,0.0,0.1170982355408614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851909372734965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068341029645403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805581614269764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834118495498846,0.0
lonely,SingingtoLuna,2019/04/09,"Seriously, how do you meet people? I'm a 21 y/o female. I go to school full time and practically work full time so I'm always around people. For whatever, I never meet anyone. I never even get to know a name. My girlfriend just broke up with me over the weekend and I'm dreading the loneliness that is to come because I know it's going to come back in full force. I just don't get it. I have 0 friends. No one at work believes me when I told them I don't have any friends. I literally don't. This isn't a joke. I wish it was, but it's not. 

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I literally have no one. How the fuck do you meet people? Where? HOW???? I just want friends...",-1.3179813664596267,0.7023384855072479,1.4235817805383029,96.56065217391308,98.92753623188406,4.367701863354037,17.440993788819874,6.1826913282559595,-0.2975614906832296,493,15,117,6,21,169,77,138,0.152,0.794,0.055,-0.9044,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,1,2,12,8,1,1,6,0,11,1,0,3,2,21,26,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,2,0,4,9,4,0,2,2,0,18,4,11,24,3,20,0,1,0,1,12,9,1,0,7,76,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561091400678885,0.17658680600315668,0.19803634556681496,0.11083076124259232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395814325460454,0.0,0.0,0.145085146779607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532017177814092,0.0,0.09934999485744143,0.0,0.0,0.18362061514958708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807825675352005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764556059907088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777496471146437,0.1506707149216385,0.17029876024004734,0.0,0.1852485279079722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913710725747906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25139766227471816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208764854468099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389656782730359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494263415517496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006779207874425,0.0,0.0,0.15573264943401116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612876192821043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741688083152586,0.0,0.0,0.2373001337895365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803634556681496,0.0
lonely,marolo252,2019/04/09,"Any girl for kik I'm 18 M,Nick is marolo252",-5.038484848484849,-5.695977272727271,-2.3599999999999994,118.51333333333336,139.9090909090909,1.4666666666666668,12.757575757575758,3.1291,-2.3528424242424237,34,1,11,0,3,11,11,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cmoney442200,2019/04/09,"How’d you wind up lonely? I’ll start I always had a lot of friend in HS, was voted class favorite, and even a lot of girlfriends, but they were never satisfying relationships. I don’t think I ever really connected with anyone. This spiraled out of control and lead me into going into rehab in my teens for alcoholism. After I got out it was probably like 3 months later I checked my phone only to find that I didn’t have a single text or call. I’m 18 in my teens I just got out of rehab and I had basically lost all of the “friends” I had. I’m now in my 20s trying to finish college and it’s basically been a big uphill battle. 

I had some relationships that were very short lived but no real friends. I go to this shitty college in the middle of no where and I commute so I’m only there for class. The only good thing that’s happened is that I’ve stayed sober for years if you could even call that a good thing. It’s more soul sucking. Idk it’s like do you ever get that feeling like existentially that something out there working against you? 

Anyways enough about me how did you wind up lonely? 

( side note) don’t get offended if I delete this I would rather not have this info divulged.",1.8677823691460065,4.055417148760334,3.5557231404958682,87.52934228650145,79.99173553719008,5.8515151515151524,21.653581267217632,6.996647511020387,0.6237845730027547,938,28,190,11,24,312,134,242,0.121,0.7509999999999999,0.128,0.3817,0,4,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,5,1,4,14,14,3,0,8,0,19,3,0,3,4,37,34,12,0,5,8,0,1,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,17,12,1,1,4,0,1,3,7,6,0,0,14,1,26,8,29,18,7,32,1,3,0,0,15,18,1,6,13,133,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043396569208216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934103097954656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918827290799732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683621842958672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473839627608749,0.104917681846449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577840951949754,0.0,0.17358597812687027,0.23773004888121466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664432547301485,0.09387708418598734,0.0,0.0,0.12010348575224546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30457383294096324,0.0,0.13730931728882245,0.0,0.14936308907915022,0.22043567252113588,0.2101961339831888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620264878702395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259625668143626,0.0,0.11603466133722988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434461062235831,0.22343481964287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488769876830352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013490683264234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299822506233544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167881618955105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956977075515224,0.08418259682137394,0.0,0.0,0.28216357141174697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011634177104346,0.0,0.0,0.09301044902740198,0.14006222426232226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460175225682065,0.08420020735143133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921662945452433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842441824302636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956657562194195,0.0,0.0,0.09334766025875184,0.0,0.0,0.08462170692392627
lonely,isaudrey,2019/04/09,I'm in some trouble finding my place. I'm American but I live here in Sweden. I'm so lonely. I don't belong in the us but I'm not swedish. I feel like I've tried every app and chat site but I feel soo doomed.,-2.8917857142857173,-1.3118698979591803,0.5252806122448987,102.20588010204085,105.12244897959185,3.266326530612245,14.28826530612245,5.148860815047168,-1.2000836734693872,161,4,42,1,8,57,33,49,0.295,0.705,0.0,-0.9401,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,7,5,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,6,1,3,7,1,5,1,2,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162876096665846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796233408107935,0.26818322242791925,0.0,0.0,0.3431054565994998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339969117508373,0.0,0.3314818484253215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922092793684587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548694752157987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515555792643801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ChocolateChip-bunny,2019/04/09,"Have never been approached by men, and on my first attempt at romance I got rejected. *I actually posted this days ago and deleted it because of my anxiety,  but I've decided to post this back up for people that may be going through the same thing or something similar. 

I need advice. For the past 18 years of my life I have never been able to attract the opposite sex. Given for those past 17 years I wasn't very  good with keeping up with my appearance and kind of looked OK-I was considered cute-, but this year I glowed up and started wearing makeup and dressing more fashionably. I received a lot of compliments and people saying I was pretty and that they admire my style. I work in retail and get called beautiful by customers all the time. The thing is, I'm extremely shy and insecure, and I take these compliments with a grain of salt. I'm grateful for them,  but I often have a hard time accepting I could be attractive and get embarassed by the attention. It's hard for me to consider myself attractive even though I know I am,  but it's very hard to think that when I get no male validation.  And I know people are gonna judge me and say that you don't need male validation to know your worth,  and I believe that 100%, but it's hard to believe this when I receive no attention by men-I will admit that I have been hit on by one or two but they've been by very old and very CREEPY men which I don't count. Most if not every compliment I've been given has been by a female, and if by a male,  they compliment me with no romantic intentions. This has been a struggle for me because I'm a very romantic person. I love playing matchmaker for my friends and  constantly give love advice and  encouragement. I'm a hopeless romantic and can't help but to yearn for romance. The thing is, I can never get the right attention from men. No one has ever confessed to me, hit on me, shown interest-hell I can barely get eye contact; I've never caught anyone starring. This is so disheartening and has given me a real blow in my self confidence. I'm at a period where I really desire companionship and feel immensely lonely. Recently I confessed to my crush and got rejected. He was smart, super funny and sweet. My friends were surprised because he was really below my league in looks and he was awkward,  but I saw past his looks and became really attracted to his personality. To me he was an awkward, nerdy,  weird,  guy and I really liked that. I sent him a confession text because he was too busy for me to do it in person and said back that he was flattered but didn't feel the same way and wanted to be just friends. I felt devasted because that was the first time I ever showed my feelings and pursued someone. What made me feel worse is that I got rejected by someone people kept saying was below my league. I always felt that the guys at my school saw me as weird, because regardless that people say I'm a nice and pretty person,  guys show me no interest and act as if they don't want to be near me. I've had a few guy's avoid sitting near me and most of the time ignore my presence, especially by previous crushes who've suspected I liked them. I suspect this is because I'm very shy and quiet and it may be awkward to be around me, but I can be open if someone makes the first approach and am very friendly and can be conversational if someone wants to talk. I'm at a point where I don't know what to do. I should add in I live in a small community and there are a lot of couples,  but idk what's wrong with me that girls meaner and less then me in looks can trap guys like flys and I've never had a boyfriend or had a real boy as a friend even. I don't mean to sound narcissistic at all, its just this has fed into some deep insecurities and has made me closed off to everyone and very lonely and emotional. I feel hopeless and undesirable. Sorry for the long af post.",5.577720753025549,5.631321231958765,6.469027341999105,78.72940161362621,67.35051546391753,9.89215598386374,31.30255490811296,9.707661475501807,2.763916046615868,3060,112,611,61,46,1018,312,776,0.146,0.672,0.182,0.9944,2,8,1,0,0,2,66.0,0,2,5,6,18,54,0,7,34,0,68,7,2,4,9,139,131,70,0,15,22,0,11,3,5,5,1,7,0,18,37,53,1,4,24,3,2,9,19,20,0,6,40,28,83,34,81,75,12,80,3,9,8,3,62,33,0,17,36,412,120,2,0.0543466297267845,0.0,0.05303447101775456,0.0,0.0,0.1062137951695165,0.04817500816479479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045220749550420616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04157502298772316,0.0,0.0,0.03800042712704856,0.0,0.0,0.04838002261144098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357840728529123,0.0,0.23190440737987494,0.0,0.0,0.1224600823729861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549398526851883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058729399740732026,0.0,0.04339136161132856,0.060133512103269136,0.0,0.035049080189274925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061132643586251686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179087275853804,0.0983192759822946,0.04578937949573604,0.05193053367759416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739644461688366,0.0,0.10436257445468797,0.0,0.0,0.1386816464478427,0.0,0.0,0.20994035657134896,0.0,0.14196935478911354,0.05213423935249016,0.030886442092305164,0.045583374556443935,0.1303978933548536,0.0,0.0,0.2690585389723531,0.0,0.0,0.1947356218769533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036427400328075316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048305781577966236,0.0,0.056593651775743437,0.11946994564274915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03838663179681241,0.07965305439061511,0.0,0.04798906972516373,0.04809505711950172,0.18254992568817524,0.0,0.0,0.09240712227968356,0.09809991032502448,0.10284819018803357,0.036276797351124594,0.0,0.0,0.05919941203291256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059467463753174,0.20957735604372416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057027645811128076,0.0,0.07365336560940293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556400225706459,0.18838555086854414,0.18981352332079568,0.0,0.0,0.05137513147493986,0.0,0.15614714544674668,0.1105801207964136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371672524100825,0.13926337051186174,0.0,0.05366074042893721,0.0,0.0,0.046411724841734066,0.05169609012315417,0.17287448509093467,0.0,0.0550016907115929,0.0,0.0,0.05669538736456705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841908920241004,0.04183869069977852,0.0,0.060836602555025474,0.038466824241186165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681489730882304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04086190203302125,0.043681762360643625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831645777165626,0.03482312590819465,0.05339528777365518,0.0,0.12675982735082866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308876036891262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35873328931278275,0.09616515085644206,0.04313782504972998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03956499370633522,0.0,0.05538385865406402,0.0,0.05941950812937581,0.0,0.10499234315940692
lonely,Pengwin8r,2019/04/09,"Too lonely to cut toxic people out of my life There are people in my life that I know are not good for me, and if I thought rationally I know I would be better off without them. But I have so few friends that I feel a desperation to hang on to all of them, even when I know some of them are doing more damage than good. Has anyone else dealt with this? And how do you find the courage to cut people out of your life when you’re so terrified of being alone?",7.932628865979383,4.498144298969077,7.97884020618557,81.05011597938146,64.77319587628867,10.937113402061856,31.466494845360824,8.07648339933343,1.9159917525773191,355,7,83,3,4,116,65,97,0.23,0.685,0.085,-0.9325,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,3,1,8,9,2,0,2,0,10,3,0,1,1,19,15,9,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,15,5,18,11,4,8,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,2,2,65,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177267281689189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469922019912644,0.21539741624062209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592439146060932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561361544103432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884973495654224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629462596556423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921392193540858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241709702935445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35264869933395826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465977564493821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44545832466380414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372246688636953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668928900740781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264663261115845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933577038426354,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NHasan87,2019/04/09,"It Hurts I'm on holiday with my uncle and his family. They are looking to buy another holiday home together...and I...have...nothing. 

It just sucks. That's it. Nothing more or less.

I'm 32, single and have had some really bad experiences in relationships.

When I see my family and how well they've done it makes me feel like a failure.",0.4245454545454557,2.8793241818181805,3.432484848484851,82.20872727272727,95.06060606060606,8.094545454545454,21.75151515151515,8.548686976883017,2.3054896969696967,260,10,51,9,10,92,50,66,0.177,0.6829999999999999,0.139,-0.5709,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,11,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,6,2,4,9,4,3,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,2,2,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447692454590577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949023386667967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388775317651996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283370343557339,0.4401096304835784,0.0,0.11802803428053835,0.16676076082457644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23414696691435405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498891287242331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404095960391213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602043694719126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581476992675153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479602542565125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495397307644152,0.0,0.0,0.25061393977885266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601161621195653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987949217196214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,purplepenguiinz,2019/04/09,"Im just going to be completely honest here I feel like no one wants to be around me, for one specific reason. And not to be cocky or arrogant, but I am highly intelligent, and I feel like this is the sole reason. It can be extremely frustrating sometimes.",3.7542000000000013,5.4692146200000025,5.569000000000003,77.39950000000002,72.8,9.8,26.5,10.125756701596842,2.8676000000000004,201,7,38,6,4,69,37,50,0.136,0.645,0.21899999999999997,0.6035,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,12,11,4,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,2,4,3,5,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319576207713596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26287727735003313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535451825580779,0.3582317354052805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249110704245807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649015893638537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27082281556986304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449802379419955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397914713427408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155680072684059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479704977490775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788234876097095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,elsathebunny,2019/04/09,"Feeling lonely in my (not so new anymore) job. Hi everyone,

Hope this is the right place to put this. I started my new job at the start of February. Working in social research for a major hospital in the UK. In terms of the job, this is a pretty prestigious place to work so when I was successful at interview, I jumped at the chance to take it. I left a job that was in summary rubbish. Missold the job, but I had lovely colleagues. 

I've been here now over 2 months, and feel so isolated. Everyone else in my office is of a different speciality. Of my speciality, there's just me and my manager. On my first day, I was told I wokld be hot desking but was essentially put in a corner and that's where I sat until a colleague left 2 weeks ago and I took her place. I try to join into conversations but the way the seating is I don't really see anyone.

It's quite demoralising as I took this job with so much excitement, even though I commute 2 hours each way to get here, to find that I'm making no connections with anyone at all. I'm not a passive person by nature, and really thrive off having colleagues to chat with. I'm starting to get the  'dread' in the morning, that it'll be another day where I don't have a conversation with anyone. In my old job, I liked to make the effort with new people who had joined, but here, as the new person, I'm feeling very isolated. I thought by now it would've improved but I don't see it improving in the long run. Has anyone else experienced this? If so, how did you manage it? I'm even at a point where I'm considering looking for a new job which would be such a shame, but right now, I just feel Demoralised.",4.230515241435121,4.740228427299705,5.825633935797138,80.5790335851093,70.36498516320475,9.450714863771244,28.671297545184785,9.573946990214177,2.4059329376854603,1288,45,270,28,22,441,163,337,0.066,0.835,0.098,0.8573,9,2,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,6,23,10,0,2,24,0,23,1,0,3,1,35,51,23,0,3,11,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,17,12,0,0,6,1,0,6,6,3,0,1,13,9,28,7,44,33,5,62,0,1,3,1,13,31,0,2,24,177,45,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632794000791721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846064566541737,0.0,0.0,0.07420639706316723,0.20927780994960155,0.07666716147010143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651200390769292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817630796884435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501354608938822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884255099979623,0.0,0.0,0.14299718686352866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133528330167706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838878948530691,0.06364619523831395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818605709585684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431821153881557,0.07368765507098099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5940189601395158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259538886345756,0.0,0.0,0.03655576625260056,0.0,0.0,0.06621786243164304,0.06283424217633762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753257772746242,0.0,0.09989267589343694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597246841399829,0.0,0.05500506092710148,0.0,0.0,0.3613327585415844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851635971112172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187430575465252,0.13066878934868115,0.23452892390653304,0.0,0.0707339088913507,0.0,0.0,0.07612403087886432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504397927055949,0.0,0.07958570850852542,0.0,0.0,0.09586975525788642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780045995783013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925184049888447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627477058086295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588847812025291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625916610920762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351528477258458,0.059402774531090996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149859343176433,0.16626688743413,0.050801333967445024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173854711915028,0.0,0.11878536946721062,0.06002018504842002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894713374995037,0.0,0.0,0.10630721408953572,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jalischrist69,2019/04/09,I miss school 19m I graduated last year and lost contact with everyone I have no friends and I live with my parents I wish I could go back to the great time I used to have with my friends messing around annoying teachers stuff like that 😔,1.82938775510204,4.099505000000004,2.680979591836735,93.29616326530613,80.63265306122447,6.3689795918367365,28.16734693877552,7.554174236665415,1.5276416326530615,191,9,42,3,5,60,36,49,0.159,0.561,0.28,0.8271,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,8,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,9,4,6,6,0,6,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,25,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22168460125790398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148446913322592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988257999402037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379535814583351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847914219325371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415263621205669,0.0,0.0,0.2745503903812157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298820435541728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166079198553258,0.0,0.2198931958383352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27183965863783177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765122371848002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25202608878125266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28507347390777305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452081885506597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507721295977625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863658852635685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603636134095977
lonely,goodgollyitsollie,2019/04/09,"For the most part I’m happy. I’m a 30 year old single gay guy. For the most part, I’m pretty happy. I’m moderately successful, my friendships are strong, I get to do the things that I want, I live in a country where I have the freedom to be openly gay and to express myself however I like with little backlash.

I am not the type of person that thinks they need a partner. For the most part, I am incredibly independent and unapproachable.I’m not much for hugging and outward displays of affection. I very much subscribe to the notion that one does not need to be in a long term relationship to be considered a success as a person, and am extremely dismissive of people that suggest that I *need* a partner. Because I don’t.

But every so often, a melancholy descends. I have times (mostly nights) when the only thing I want from this world is a hand to hold, someone to be there, and to understand me in a way that my friends can’t. Someone to love, cherish, and support me, who I can curl up next to, or will come up behind me and surprise me with a hug. I want intimacy, I want closeness, I want to feel connected to a person.

Tonight is one of those nights. And I blame myself for not being kind, warm, or even just a bit more approachable. These things all remind me of a vulnerability that I’m unable to engage with for a variety of reasons that ultimately stem from an abusive upbringing.

So that’s my story. I’m not looking so much for advice or anything. I just kind of needed to write down what I’m feeling.",4.348757142857142,5.392696856666671,5.714761904761902,79.53500000000003,70.43333333333334,8.247619047619049,30.285714285714285,8.563005593585519,2.3181714285714294,1187,48,229,19,21,400,155,300,0.068,0.7190000000000001,0.213,0.9912,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,3,10,17,0,0,24,0,18,6,1,3,1,49,43,17,0,9,11,0,4,1,3,1,0,0,0,6,17,14,0,1,5,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,5,29,17,42,37,15,25,0,0,1,5,14,12,0,8,11,172,46,3,0.0,0.12725979588885444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495693027620856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838685392784658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547434332065427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726068499710846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252166671791992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399263692885963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094134631532853,0.0,0.0904950755870199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861646764311816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298242363585337,0.0,0.05611575275387889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634987016543253,0.0,0.2286736128319306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369583740126028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247366133950311,0.1076500851483362,0.09484239664208301,0.0950518630591324,0.09019487436543357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693905986179233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23686962974073564,0.31856387894113664,0.0,0.0,0.1142286206421767,0.2015884888160504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270563556574087,0.0,0.14556359927703333,0.0816879046620457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489341188544432,0.0,0.07446252756903513,0.2813510905179474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927158764867187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043234033142862,0.0,0.11531498023682901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201129693965126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188425226859467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140694226764323,0.06882210342098741,0.0,0.0,0.06262991704538733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181453132955214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862206828704568,0.31675731692328635,0.08525472023263556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916662142257705
lonely,Potek200,2019/04/09,I feel like I don't understand modern relationships. Everyone around me just starts going out after just meeting each other whether it is on a party or whereever else. Like... I don't get it. I see realtionships as something that develops overtime when two people get so close to each other that they want to become more than just friends but everyone my age finds their partner instantly and starts dating the same day they meet. Is this why I can't find anyone?,6.164922480620158,7.637111616279071,6.0534883720930255,77.1913178294574,66.55813953488372,8.989147286821705,30.6124031007752,9.2995712137729,2.7744403100775195,373,14,64,7,6,117,66,86,0.0,0.9129999999999999,0.087,0.6036,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,18,14,7,0,1,6,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,10,3,8,14,4,13,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,1,10,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771760911663076,0.0,0.0,0.1880658142414322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23331960631454154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362449508787634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648026936026634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037351606263739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681919038475808,0.15092388488727682,0.0,0.0,0.3861748543940876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321862607559198,0.0,0.220748820397876,0.0,0.12006368677753715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642151756312768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464607914715411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22681372531106975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683465319662435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263794451779662,0.0,0.0,0.2990612336129814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063699106971222,0.21992867138928146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460637277716692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906289100121717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sjr61,2019/04/09,"I am scared that if I walk away from the lives of the few people I know, they too won’t care. I feel like I will always be replaceable, no matter what I do for anyone.",4.114054054054055,2.9409897297297287,5.338513513513514,89.73858108108108,70.62162162162161,8.481081081081081,21.20270270270269,7.1686216300943375,0.2636054054054053,128,1,32,1,2,43,31,37,0.138,0.6779999999999999,0.184,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,4,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322111463641371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706804580327222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637081578113086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946904889305733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957374449325257,0.2765556966002004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274879029389626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912528863664915,0.0,0.3418304570720348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683774423132633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875705772506805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,paxhominibus,2019/04/09,"I have no friends I’ve known for more than two years CW suicide 

I am coming to terms with the fact that my best friend probably doesn’t really want to speak to me anymore. He has been avoiding answering any calls or messages (we live on different coasts). I really *really* fucking value him as a friend, but I guess that isn’t reciprocated. Even on its own, this is just such a horrible thing to come to grips with.

I still have one friend, my ex that broke up with me in November. And she is still dating a couple of other girlfriends, so I have to know she cares about me less than them.

People keep ditching me as a friend after a while. I had four close friends who over the course of this academic year just decided to ghost me, or at least soft-ghost me. I have to live knowing that something about me bores or annoys or exhausts people after enough time. The natural life cycle of a friendship with me just ends with them leaving me behind.

I am trying to move to a new community next month. Maybe I will make some friends there. But I have no reason to think they won’t just leave me eventually like everyone does.

I would try and kill myself, but the only method I am comfortable with lately has turned out repeatedly to be nonviable. I hate this life and am so ashamed and humiliated.",4.6239437856829175,5.845981304347827,5.143050065876153,83.2239470794906,69.94861660079052,8.626174791392183,26.703776899429073,8.998388855275968,1.9191205094422488,1022,32,205,19,18,327,152,253,0.174,0.665,0.161,-0.6816,1,1,2,0,0,2,26.0,1,0,3,1,13,20,4,2,11,0,21,4,0,2,1,41,34,16,3,2,11,1,1,1,8,3,3,1,0,0,11,15,0,2,7,0,0,3,5,9,0,3,2,2,34,11,38,28,8,27,0,1,0,1,21,8,1,6,17,150,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073038395757506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651589706367788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271386046118965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967148155185713,0.0,0.10950552518267574,0.0,0.0,0.18503805314984545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884047129380156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221430903510296,0.0,0.0,0.09398995481113544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512805531872466,0.11097703183352274,0.0,0.0709393219754595,0.0,0.0,0.10262911446425252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5808603898929776,0.09929325741456577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183176030366934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060392035081324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546560059692333,0.11882660092542392,0.0,0.1180528473145451,0.0,0.12115637810856494,0.22745063349442196,0.0,0.0,0.15172522789889767,0.05247216398245759,0.0,0.1896793805522468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169299685728825,0.0,0.1079017433200072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572883955812917,0.11415344314072112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037314421337234,0.11422536108251286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277972278057132,0.08168557366480908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892080550168368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579966616228342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641723732813388,0.11042918910015133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268483824025577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154592917412548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748253191132887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135443803976642,0.0688201395545673,0.0,0.0,0.06262812987549764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584051709093826,0.11682469851652685,0.10491809112713173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334965562515239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762967124212246,0.0,0.0,0.13832929545039424
lonely,ghastwardude,2019/04/09,"Lost in the din. Im tired of it. They say there is 7.8 billion people on this planet and how come not one of them ever seems to actually notice me? I wake up everyday and 6 am and i work until 4. Nothing significant ever happens in between and no matter how much i try to reach out people just stop trying with me once ive said a few sentences. I even made a post on r/needafriend on my alt acc and of the people i got to talk to i got at most 3 messages in before people started avoiding me again. I havent had sex in six year (since i was a teenager) and my last girlfriend cheated on me  all the while leading me on so i would spend money on her. 

What about me is so horrible that i must be treated this way. Why am i so fucked up? I cant even dispose of myself properly.",1.030618762475051,2.631660365269461,3.378347305389223,90.67119361277449,80.07784431137725,5.650938123752495,23.10938123752495,6.42735559955562,0.4952957285429145,599,20,134,5,15,207,111,167,0.16699999999999998,0.812,0.021,-0.9775,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,3,13,5,2,1,6,0,12,4,1,4,4,25,22,13,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,5,9,0,2,1,0,2,2,4,4,0,3,7,2,25,1,26,12,4,28,0,1,0,2,8,14,1,2,10,101,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.15534381415602672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545664353481182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712573918008447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028338327665808,0.2879880018231081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716606759307665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546332064526161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076877865552753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194957012760714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297588728916907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737717116327879,0.0,0.0,0.15062684548607028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170209610344178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274448051716302,0.18123576393622406,0.0,0.16952924906835065,0.107869415114583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414416426479576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245740287892534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514235489215309,0.12659210777880026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491811351558265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168135616038698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267357025386182,0.0,0.0,0.13308768708980462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794869909964549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829623514453124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615541633812696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263554467315619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436417527286037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589022972141508,0.0,0.0,0.11308207052198435,0.0,0.0,0.1025113838261946
lonely,PianoKeys55,2019/04/09,"13M, Might just be puberty Over the past few weeks I have realized how lonely and deprived I am of meaningful human connection. 

For context 13M and going through puberty. 

I have a few friends but the most we talk about is either joking around or stuff about school. I don't think I have ever really had a meaningful conversation with any of them. Don't get me wrong, they are really fun to be around but I wish we would have better conversations.

I also wish I had a crush on someone and someone had a crush on me. I feel so deprived of actual emotional connection that it hurts. This is made more complicated by the fact that I live in a small town with very little people. 

Finally, I feel deprived of a father figure, or someone who will give me good advice. I never knew my father, and I'm sure who he is because I have been to scared to ask. I love my mom, but I just don't feel as comfortable talking to her as I would some sort of a father figure. I have gone my whole life without really a father figure and it is starting to get to me. 

Is this normal? I feel deprived of connection and life at some points. Any advice?",3.2383308859520312,4.7767162422907505,4.871064610866373,82.60124204601078,73.80176211453744,8.216250611845325,24.94591287322565,8.841846274778883,1.8324324033284385,885,28,176,18,18,299,120,227,0.128,0.6970000000000001,0.174,0.9086,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,2,1,10,16,0,1,11,0,26,3,0,2,4,49,44,16,0,5,9,5,4,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,9,12,0,0,12,1,0,2,5,8,0,0,7,4,30,8,29,31,8,19,0,6,0,1,22,11,0,7,6,131,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.1198284706348152,0.0,0.0,0.2399842289597245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098197694530287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700720218092585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186240008641159,0.11479508583940383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485360784228869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860062535621062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812584619447646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107349850757027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24835176839743398,0.0,0.0,0.1345139716032266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486973800134886,0.0,0.12830877981753255,0.11779444669537488,0.06978621730822365,0.10299312795340276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145268283136705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346496694551372,0.0,0.12307106645452373,0.1084286638859616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108256761882746,0.1161899147977253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302642027095222,0.0,0.1438139364401101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470570205555673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031128518476422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722002385935648,0.0851293583854835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607928419317437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23599344516370405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293743574741316,0.12427329534583048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121268932151896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691367389063727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056886011095318,0.0,0.0,0.1157311576657893,0.0,0.0,0.1973930795522424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868093789236871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131726733391172,0.0,0.0,0.0984973151740296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709424613231194,0.2824122884136659,0.11836828323068455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445756228513454,0.1342551108435197,0.0,0.0
lonely,kenmaii,2019/04/09,everyone i know is a couple all my friends are couples and it makes me wanna tear my hair out. because when you’re in that situation you’re always on the side. you’re just this little blip in their life but at the end of the day they go to bed with someone else and you’re alone. you sit through all their relationship problems and i hate that i feel bitter about it but i wouldn’t feel bitter if they didn’t shove their relationships in my face all time. never being the first priority is the most isolated feeling and i feel like shit for feeling like that as if it’s my fault,6.8121288515406135,5.5844677058823535,6.919789915966388,80.77643557422971,65.21848739495799,9.950140056022411,31.598039215686274,8.841846274778883,2.2222257703081225,463,14,99,6,6,149,78,119,0.223,0.6829999999999999,0.095,-0.9659,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,5,1,3,9,4,0,6,0,6,4,3,1,4,26,15,10,0,5,5,0,6,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,1,8,16,3,14,12,4,16,0,0,0,0,9,8,1,3,8,65,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867960001225205,0.0,0.0,0.14355119083832724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516712593540553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817821401695434,0.0,0.11126169400063916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441190561563256,0.0,0.15280229098032738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485109212921395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361586978940837,0.2464978993997093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674617067702955,0.0,0.0,0.13328920237041875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804759070094186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032864989706614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481296272679401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218565981654226,0.16856997322926942,0.17291124259631704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515902569788725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330587366725542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650791807728803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704457176275261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709020205432127,0.0,0.19392069519038765,0.0,0.0,0.14617638006061878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059831132599484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,woomy-jpg,2019/04/09,"I want someone to be a long term friend with Please, im suicidal and need a pal, I really nerd to vent, for a long time, that is all",9.27,2.8124566666666686,9.876666666666667,77.68500000000002,65.66666666666666,14.666666666666664,36.66666666666666,11.20814326018867,3.3526666666666665,100,2,27,2,1,35,24,30,0.213,0.579,0.207,-0.2944,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485302172662869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34747106469872985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5693557537272234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23852264906680926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531095292012773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060773134320276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725595685890875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518671918807719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757498526392088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897359979291255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Spaghettiism,2019/04/09,"I'm having difficulty saying anything to anyone I can't talk to people online, text, in person because I can't come up with anything to say. I don't have any friends so socializing is extra hard and I'm awkward. I'm really trying hard to even pull these words out of me. I'm lonely and I feel like I have a lot to say, I just don't know how to say it",0.7471978021978032,2.274171192307694,3.7326373626373615,88.14807692307693,80.66666666666667,5.995604395604397,20.117216117216124,6.868970318607317,0.2970600732600728,275,7,62,3,7,99,50,78,0.168,0.7959999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.7472,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,1,0,11,15,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,7,7,2,11,15,2,5,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610397084826814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994450307435866,0.0,0.3294009511125873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200519650185634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240530498055684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219243536234998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011982160190357,0.1429820601545585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546298349616103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585772831359629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099932516508119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777966510552802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015425596041464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387538209217773,0.1747569777907459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821660607645172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6366463679316411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040203855080508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086720569046625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588382713486372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lemonysnickerdoode,2019/04/09,"I miss her She broke my trust, so we can never be, but after 5 years of lying together and hugging, after 5 years of using somebody as some sort of security blanket, I am just so lonely. I know other people could compare to her, but I feel like I’m having withdrawals. I wish someone were here to keep me company. I guess I’ll smoke some pot and play some video games or something.",4.498311688311689,5.0337310389610375,5.740675324675326,81.33387012987014,69.77922077922078,7.718441558441559,28.387012987012987,7.554174236665415,1.6750748051948054,298,10,58,3,5,100,58,77,0.139,0.6509999999999999,0.21,0.7390000000000001,0,2,2,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,19,14,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,12,5,8,11,3,5,0,3,0,1,5,0,0,6,6,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517159885591284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940906483201506,0.22522765117426305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34730344451827805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28022484456548064,0.0,0.0,0.17326314705182388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540241082029339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431542565024349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21856726042333413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26712570629109683,0.24270884799256495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722904838959241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625428486665605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40604474359414905
lonely,LovesickDragonchaser,2019/07/21,"A friend just told me that I’m boring and that’s why they traveled without me I’m passive during conversations because I prefer to be observant. I don’t wanna talk about myself all the time and I’d rather listen to what other people have to say. Apparently that makes me boring.

My three ""best friends"" went on vacation to other cities twice without telling me. The only reason I even knew was because other people mentioned it. I feel like shit.

I also cried and explained how much I struggle to let people in and that I never had real friends. And right after that was when they planned the trip. I asked them about it and they all just brushed it off. 

I told one of them how much I feel like an outsider and like I never belong. His response was that the three of them were simply closer and that I wasn’t interesting enough to hang out with.

One girl from this trio also calls other people and asks them if they wanna hang out when I’m with her. She always says she’s not doing anything. 

So yeah, I feel great 10/10 friendships would get hurt again",3.0849046529366935,5.28691009661836,3.5942130689041463,88.69858123569797,76.05314009661835,5.324078311721333,22.00584795321637,6.05967700443912,0.3275661835748789,838,23,160,5,19,262,120,207,0.083,0.765,0.152,0.9448,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,8,2,14,14,1,1,6,1,12,1,1,4,4,38,28,17,0,6,7,0,3,3,3,1,0,3,0,1,16,13,0,0,7,1,0,5,7,5,0,5,10,7,31,9,23,15,6,19,0,1,0,0,29,7,1,1,10,124,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007824195535973,0.10445612910515824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330555093677377,0.0,0.2347186988243341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305133757753733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317424391803644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818643979584887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789556052527455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971239567985005,0.0,0.08291543979248445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042454050641575,0.1793660940984109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909667425916757,0.0,0.06558745443302688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840404300991405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438903958968718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836921356490705,0.0,0.18399185806881196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379635157098997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456702185245802,0.0,0.19364242811598725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013308146400796,0.0954758951243156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481238257871905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288761633454555,0.0,0.1290720650436153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072071818857359,0.0,0.19966276226262225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288610488078644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123763554095105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009011981014762,0.10972412393252856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320113566639548,0.0,0.0,0.2399103325024867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163732640791378,0.11327684493630198,0.0,0.0,0.2420247279647908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917727557806378,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SkaleugherSucks,2019/07/21,"Nerdy Otaku with nobody So yeah as you can tell I don't have anybody in my life. I've always been socially awkward and was bullied as a kid so I never had may friends IF any at all. Now a days I don't have anyone at all, the friends I do have have their own lives and family to worry about over me. I had a family once but it got blown up by my best friend having an affair with my (ex) wife. That was +3 years ago and my life hasn't been the same. I guess I just need some human contact and someone to talk to. For reference I'm in my late 30s if that matter to anyone.",-0.13622710622710346,1.6793531428571455,2.1439682539682536,96.95445054945057,85.03174603174604,5.146764346764347,16.835164835164836,6.297961479604792,-0.4906366300366298,440,9,107,4,13,149,83,126,0.084,0.812,0.10400000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,5,5,0,1,6,1,17,2,0,0,3,20,21,11,0,3,4,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,0,15,4,17,13,6,12,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,5,6,76,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017572228851446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973995667725746,0.0,0.0,0.13055070920407538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268469083035602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146765639804293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380906125339584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36195701148418746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449620644981547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354126916217975,0.0,0.21148393016530884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655802982289327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711975790393157,0.0,0.0,0.16951890437667985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234825785740687,0.1480642320518425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444887314341406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569602454772025,0.16266119759619024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430356410380566,0.16779605901140565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496161288292926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236266722280326
lonely,ChickpeaPuddle,2019/07/21,"Everyday revolves around being lonely, and it’s pitiful Not much to say really. I’m just sick of always feeling this way. Most everything I do, especially if I’m having a good time, I get this immediate thought of “this would be better with someone else”. Someone else being a datemate, specifically.

I’d love to have more friends for sure, but friends are generally easier to make. But aside from that I’m a pretty private person. I don’t like being overly gushy or lovey, I’m not a very physical person with just my friends. My best friend is a person who is almost always down for a hug and they cuddle with their other friends. But it just makes me so so uncomfortable if it’s anyone less than a romantic partner. If they’re comfortable with being super lovey with everyone they care for, that’s fine. But for me I’d rather save that intimacy for somebody I’m really really close to romantically. And I’m so so sick and tired of having nobody like that and feeling so alone all the time. 

I’m just about to turn eighteen, so hitting that milestone gives me some hope of being able to get out more and maybe meet more people in general. But at the same time, I’m also a pre-T transguy and that tends to make things difficult when it comes to dating.

I dunno, I’m just tired. I’ve dated one person in my life so far and it was a long distance relationship, and we never met before breaking it off. I tried forcing myself out of my comfort zone for my aforementioned friend but I had to tell them I just couldn’t do that anymore because I felt so wrong and tense because I don’t see them as anything more than a friend. It frustrates me to no end that I’m like this but I can’t really change that part of me. I just wish I could catch a break I guess.",4.195767045454545,5.299852360795459,5.321654545454545,81.9869818181818,70.8465909090909,8.245636363636363,26.86409090909091,8.608573733854374,1.8376419090909093,1389,45,276,23,25,460,178,352,0.113,0.632,0.255,0.9959,0,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,5,3,20,28,1,0,13,0,22,8,0,3,3,66,53,32,0,9,21,0,3,3,8,1,5,1,0,5,23,21,0,0,4,0,0,2,8,5,0,1,5,5,30,23,41,38,12,26,0,2,1,3,26,11,0,10,13,185,53,0,0.09402516250320322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415261834037418,0.09738171184797632,0.0,0.07519188848345605,0.1564729348027787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324769588833022,0.06574457981615993,0.0,0.07737469727708253,0.08370232911991338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463373270389288,0.0,0.08000848800977889,0.0,0.09867360715557204,0.08315761536029936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586491962060427,0.0,0.09946615463675723,0.08099435193964699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750714413617018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709191645218898,0.0,0.08327838583104362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984507213162847,0.08450375328040194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508389460329617,0.0,0.09027890111756584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085052511733228,0.0,0.0982485333249099,0.09019750353871316,0.0,0.07886384531406725,0.0,0.0,0.10357931698783003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338820186401173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641275293041922,0.13780783501397065,0.0,0.0,0.0832093100160224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486138014657928,0.0,0.1882875782647217,0.0,0.09446091357527253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911931311371118,0.0,0.07251800178987383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371388350250226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018200883057718,0.0,0.06518520880767903,0.32839658071285016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565739292184997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24093970700575296,0.0,0.0,0.10094783659367636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477258311623385,0.0,0.0,0.07492588103622604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159334430131558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861760291717782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218213635459483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246614000384496,0.0,0.0,0.07464547631497423,0.1644804851578351,0.21613618527453293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638369133659112,0.10227237679838977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758060617676019,0.0,0.0746327974839737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812429659541788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679277772857245,0.10280175487996217,0.0,0.0
lonely,SxnDrick,2019/07/21,"I want a girl so bad I want a girl to hold me and keep me waarm,
I want a girl to keep me company,
I want to hold a girl so tight there's no chance of her leaving,
I want a girl to find me attractive,
I want a girl to look me deep in the eyes,

I need a girl.

I don't care what no one says because they either have a romantic partner or don't want a romantic partner. They don't know what my empty void feels like.",3.6873684210526316,2.1383187894736864,5.358947368421057,90.48263157894738,71.63157894736842,9.284210526315787,27.421052631578945,8.238735603445708,1.282957894736842,315,8,85,4,5,109,48,95,0.14300000000000002,0.619,0.23800000000000002,0.4121,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,10,0,4,1,1,0,0,19,18,4,0,8,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,9,2,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,5,17,3,7,18,1,2,0,0,2,0,13,2,0,1,1,49,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800363243173854,0.11535612721239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293807506949348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956830906836102,0.13518978857616026,0.0,0.0,0.17295770301022553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364021894565998,0.0,0.0,0.10399881229437982,0.0,0.0,0.2003729370118269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245084480091437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891005351896847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031563159188531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282307864735605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048756428852395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7813114831027825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JiEunie_,2019/07/21,Anyone want to voice tonight? Feeling a bit empty and lonely. Would be nice to voice chat with someone tonight for a little bit on discord or something to have some company :),3.0290624999999984,6.041388781250002,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,83.0625,4.45,29.875,5.985473137389443,1.5541625,139,7,23,1,4,42,26,32,0.171,0.61,0.21899999999999997,0.2177,0,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,3,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,14,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373345681227689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7411306155700147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162399641314088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401940465984753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287594568769803,0.2613067362336586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20020226325937834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24111850893652506,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,notathrowawaypornacc,2019/07/21,"Things to do alone Here’s my list, share yours 

-Go for a walk with music
-Watch anime or youtube
-Play instrument (in my case guitar)
-Play video games

I need more options, these get dull really quickly",1.8161403508771947,4.594253421052635,1.474736842105262,95.76982456140352,93.73684210526315,4.63859649122807,16.859649122807017,6.42735559955562,-0.10001403508771922,162,4,31,2,6,47,36,38,0.113,0.7190000000000001,0.168,0.3182,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,4,4,1,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5910852124525825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981733124807244,0.0,0.3243486160476974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231755004570503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656125344307089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791554998838599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sonicslazyeye,2019/07/21,"My ex best friend comes to my flat to taunt me My ex best friend of 8 years just suddenly stopped talking to me, probably under the influence of someone else. Ofc I introduced said ex best friend to my flatmate. Big fucking mistake. Now my toxic piece of shit flatmate invites my ex best friend over to my flat all the time. Of course they never used to invite them over, only now because of the situation. My ex best friend literally comes to my fucking flat just to not even look at me like they havent known me for the past 8 years when I could be in the same fucking room with them. What's even more fucked up is that before they started this shit, I was super close with them and I was looking out for them when they were going through a rough time.

They know how lonely I am. They know how fucked up this is. People lose friends all the time and it's fairly normal but this is just downright mean spirited and toxic. When you want to abandon someone for no fucking reason after being their best friend for 8 fucking years, maybe dont regularly visit their flat and ignore them in their own home. Fucking twisted spineless cunt.

They've been doing this for the past 7 months and it makes me furious and I bet they know it does. I havent contacted them because I dont want to give them the satisfaction, it'll only encourage them. But I'm fighting every urge right now to message them ""get the fuck out of my flat"" however they're helping my flatmate move out and I'm moving out in a week anyway. All of them fucking know how lonely and miserable I am. None of them communicated anything to me before randomly abandoning me. I've been so fucked up by this its landed me in a fucking psych ward and now I have to drop out of my degree, move cities and live with my parents because my parents know I'll kill myself if I stay here any longer. 

I'm fighting off my hurt and my suicidal tendencies with all my might but it fucking hurts so much. All I've ever done is try so fuckibg hard to be there for people and all they've ever done is hurt me.",3.8098351777725448,5.200831873479324,4.510085550584726,86.34156816576406,72.11435523114355,7.152374224943098,26.883368652382075,7.601502580125103,1.4017970488972606,1624,56,327,19,31,520,184,411,0.203,0.679,0.11800000000000001,-0.9937,3,4,0,0,4,1,28.0,0,1,21,8,23,47,20,1,12,0,26,15,2,7,9,68,61,25,2,6,8,7,2,1,7,2,0,1,2,0,13,24,0,4,8,0,1,7,8,31,0,0,8,5,60,16,53,47,18,55,1,9,2,13,46,22,16,4,25,223,73,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037718906991739916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04564394323166965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143501245440027,0.0,0.0943952742507652,0.0,0.34925002735799965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955584120421263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428523442957675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04853883121213985,0.1135223269238583,0.13001190861588524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04633487928890199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326978255473161,0.1003446774688308,0.04673265207755342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999712520288676,0.6666087108333848,0.02897879174646692,0.05320821762205129,0.03152271046493674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049686806004485766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037177813815542624,0.0,0.055637104774693434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813309076908695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061365114361647974,0.0,0.15241382021694366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027097975693233183,0.0,0.04897765647163591,0.0,0.09315524973168884,0.0620524719574612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03702410837988941,0.0,0.055723236775989664,0.06041893461315534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588408557498102,0.0,0.0,0.04427257872063213,0.17685532629606965,0.040774027104448135,0.0,0.04277894031840696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054345083525494935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436906434416627,0.0,0.0,0.1231772662306238,0.0,0.10589749710867444,0.07690653598830909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059801927360936424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702847481304121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047367817892135344,0.05276104240984922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387048117403435,0.0,0.06234631451874236,0.0,0.0,0.09399263505654246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039259250367416544,0.0591195719065044,0.0,0.046372213257349484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060671002537211874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04458161750640061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970283334405413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037657897895539666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04790497409917744,0.0,0.0,0.06543078455384377,0.0,0.04449162696541042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715521148594218
lonely,depletedenergy,2019/07/21,"Fml Sucks when everyone loves you... just not enough...
I'm turning 30 this year. I'm planning my own celebration cause no one cares
I passed a major certification exam, got the highest school, finished first, and graduated from school. My sis gets into school and she gets a party... i got nothing. I know I'm whining and waahhh woh is me and there are worst things but sometimes you gotta let it out",1.2770129870129878,3.950015922077924,2.6179220779220813,88.76116883116887,91.07792207792208,4.877922077922078,21.285714285714285,6.574015621080383,0.5629324675324678,314,11,61,4,11,101,59,77,0.08,0.843,0.077,-0.0559,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,3,5,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,16,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,2,0,9,2,3,12,4,7,0,1,0,1,5,2,1,0,4,36,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071396128807516,0.2087057696425149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992310090566565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413225958193764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281150722494926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21228999345709967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249782082459691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116538231811247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077493305950332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336377375223564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949416900076074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766943336591556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6168395590709289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093475437554625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497337826766667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209844917437306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083119167668664
lonely,gnoble93,2019/07/21,"Friendless. Just looking Hey everyone. Pretty lonely lately. I'm 26, im part stay at home dad, I far and I'm a semi professional blacksmith. I guess I'm friendless by my own accord. I'm in a rural area in Texas. I'm not a rancher, not a redneck and am covered in tattoos. I just don't fit in here honestly. I'm just looking for friendship. Male, or female, definitely doesn't matter. My Snapchat is gavyn_noble2019 if anyone is up for conversation ☺️",0.4149523809523821,2.854807511111112,3.0438095238095246,84.69000000000003,96.11111111111113,4.7936507936507935,25.317460317460323,6.5431188927421005,1.3630793650793651,356,17,65,5,14,123,60,90,0.124,0.74,0.136,0.4795,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,14,4,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,9,14,2,11,0,1,2,0,4,9,0,3,1,35,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999787235272173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27328645023414605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150626204162898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868825723887533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089304275463771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226218668002697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803380366891291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097114826158167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29096609007075946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048392783151127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,randywatson1988,2019/07/21,"Lack of presence on social media and my dead facebook page makes it hard to make and keep friends Social media is a huge trigger for my social anxiety and as a result I don't have any social media besides my facebook account which i rarely log on to. I don't have any pictures & i don't have a tonne of friends (like barely any, 100 or so).Ever since i graduated highschool in 2014, i lost contact with all my friends and as i'm about to graduate university; i have yet to make any. I just feel so alone and depressed, i have an issue with letting people in and really don't know how to recover from how much i feel like i've fucked up my life.

I feel like social media is essential in making and keeping friends in this day and age, and if you don't have it people think you're either hiding something, an outcast or a psychopath. Whenever i do accept friend requests from people who i think may like me enough to be friends, i feel as if they're judging my facebook page and are later deterred from trying to become friends with me cause they assume i'm some weirdo. I know this seems really superficial but this issue has really weighed upon me, i can't help but crave acceptance from others. Life can be shitty at times so i feel like solid friends for support are imperative for everyone. How do people meet genuine people that accept them for who they are these days? Or how can i come to terms with living without friends?",8.506685761047464,6.6674054078014215,8.310425531914895,74.11730769230772,62.29787234042554,10.662738679759956,36.9405346426623,9.057496981413335,3.2203935624659032,1143,43,213,14,13,369,141,282,0.091,0.7440000000000001,0.165,0.9669,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,3,1,9,21,1,0,6,0,26,4,0,11,1,56,48,26,1,3,10,0,6,5,9,1,2,0,0,0,11,15,1,2,14,0,1,1,7,3,0,0,1,6,31,18,36,43,9,18,0,2,0,1,24,10,1,9,12,141,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321525089764975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705593076801224,0.0,0.21855483534888184,0.0,0.061465227904817135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873693859719096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825384919637847,0.0,0.06921181801026567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363432401825227,0.0,0.06920274528729632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830199194147504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767749927319261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312926307177567,0.17219971845877127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5586829707922621,0.07427949813391264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197512183810299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05385489417062567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677227668072666,0.0,0.1428321939683245,0.0,0.0,0.0883132095786947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216024158398141,0.1135029112352435,0.19626740566804893,0.0,0.07094786474245281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770823153096001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145289605734841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906428294883395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27851243333115744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441701878010222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314488263840292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646386092364884,0.0,0.0,0.4095181930091977,0.0,0.06185503877798033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911768128005135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296621463985124,0.0,0.0,0.046850976363829566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455033251591195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745163176850921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GuynamedRev,2019/07/21,"I need constant attention in order for me to function and Keep the looming cloud always wanting to die to I feel like being in relationships is my only option Hello I’m really new to Reddit so please forgive any formatting issues or run on sentences.

I just want some people to talk to because i feel no matter how hard I try or how much time i put into relationships romantically or platonic I always end up (A. Forgotten and hit up when something is needed (B. Always the last person that people want to interact with. 
I’ve been at the for  point of ending it all the second i head of to college out of state so that no one has to deal with me anymore.
 
Am I overreacting or is there something wrong with me?",5.355992063492064,6.026555250000001,6.8280952380952415,73.81468253968256,67.92857142857143,9.07936507936508,29.841269841269842,9.150863307647796,2.601817460317461,565,20,101,10,9,194,93,140,0.111,0.782,0.107,-0.38799999999999996,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,7,1,1,2,1,28,17,11,1,5,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,3,13,2,25,14,3,20,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,6,8,73,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374897680525492,0.0,0.0,0.10213090302019597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894309548141593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155133986342176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229655604525522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483406908007866,0.0,0.0,0.15586824705136498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266038542919614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518760271524949,0.10729214458814486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345361986904527,0.0,0.15413306737773882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675404850894806,0.0,0.13349126709600753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242076353624293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337277106612053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040320465434418,0.22272044643744968,0.0,0.14504954205015694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176919594205898,0.11422240748287978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082386419723476,0.13113568869160086,0.0,0.16485795435509792,0.14197330368714925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097733683310482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096212312389998,0.0,0.0,0.32248482112459304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312393942384287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071295849126197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875740409179696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196570963087684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657488900699334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420364542926513,0.0,0.0
lonely,All4One18,2019/07/21,Just wish I had more ppl to talk to about my issues Wish I had more ppl to talk too. I'm already a shy person and feel like a burden when I do actually talk to ppl. I'm not the most exciting person in the world I mainly just play video games and work. I wished I smoked weed or something but sint want too cause it isn't legal in my state. I get such bad anxiety holding shit in. I'm good with helping ppl through there problems but not so much mine. Wish I was a more exciting person just overall. Playing it safe all the time doesn't take you far. Just rambling helps a little. To know someone is listening helps.,1.2659675480769224,3.3814881328125,2.6312500000000014,93.73490384615386,81.734375,5.500961538461539,21.564903846153847,6.67199483983844,0.3390894230769228,483,15,106,5,13,156,80,128,0.17600000000000002,0.61,0.214,0.5726,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,11,11,1,0,7,0,7,1,1,1,1,25,20,7,0,6,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,3,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,2,12,7,11,17,7,9,0,0,0,0,12,6,1,2,3,63,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.13485312315641476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249566854824634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571467175221358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538255035848055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195879332598038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987281785452835,0.09872268344893972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219836652807879,0.0,0.0,0.11590688669049312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27787674365972875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442340477925216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594539449567775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751246216148904,0.1385022907632872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015852620588184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619855060197038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222879178393984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418496466046408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708760627639968,0.10638511144481026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390138718305772,0.3332147167454781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057947161999862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815078110703859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6356449165807506,0.0,0.0,0.10060368033419294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,noonhe,2019/07/21,"I care too much about what other people think about me :( Hi,
I'm 23f from Iran and like most people in this sub I am a lonely person and I'm not good in making friends or making conversations. and I have other issues. one of my most annoying problems is that I care too much about what people (even strangers) think about me. I'm always kinda ashamed of myself. when I see someone staring at me I get anxious and I want to run away. I always want to know why people stare at me. I'm not odd looking. I'm not too ugly nor so pretty... I'm average. sometimes I want to ask them why they're looking at me and what's wrong with me? and also I'm always worry about what they think about me. for example I work in a big company and there are many people there. I don't have any friends there so I have to go to lunch alone. and I don't want other people see me alone so most of the time I don't go to lunch and today two people told me if I lost weight! you see? I'm harming myself because of this fear... 
do you have the same issue? have you overcome this? please share your thoughts and experiences.
thanks for reading this.",0.4349999999999987,2.6713911324786355,2.2122222222222234,94.63833333333336,86.39316239316238,4.4923076923076914,18.068376068376068,5.82211442006289,-0.3655059829059826,871,22,190,6,27,286,113,234,0.145,0.722,0.133,-0.7225,0,4,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,2,2,18,16,1,2,4,0,12,3,0,2,0,33,45,18,0,6,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,12,11,3,0,5,1,0,3,7,8,0,2,3,8,33,8,27,42,6,14,0,2,7,0,14,8,0,6,4,124,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917276040596544,0.0,0.08075486955279307,0.25207409389620444,0.0,0.0,0.06867088321680473,0.0,0.0,0.11408035244592266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944040715681316,0.0,0.09487544392916382,0.0,0.0,0.061557385494376976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20591473986862852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669732877252385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877928442561948,0.0,0.11363226271257035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560361137489567,0.0,0.0527586662100661,0.0,0.11478022783050773,0.08469849167534073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079690163496725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549679183989531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04933446042456468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695980553402032,0.0,0.11023323670694232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481187158039792,0.1023793919435014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846604405485875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842767823391599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4900550043553877,0.08817315129305611,0.0,0.11084736349233673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273448962335742,0.0,0.09662565823253193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100882763642964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414075455974139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556129776800081,0.0,0.0998732861918276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297019846758016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941146044064181,0.0,0.08016803173986171,0.058883125076377385,0.0,0.09571865511965927,0.09649215129830532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864425290831932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238246021596802,0.0,0.0,0.12296826316617356,0.0,0.0,0.1822401952625367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351573512666168,0.10255161562634843,0.0,0.0,0.11040741857356233,0.0,0.0
lonely,milkykittenxo,2019/07/21,"I’ve been feeling really lonely and down (21F) I’ve been feeling really lonely and depressed, me and my boyfriend (23M) just got a flat together, I don’t work or anything I’m on pip and do art commissions. He works and is out the house from 8am and is home at 10pm then asleep at 11pm (he world goes to the gym then gets the train home) so there’s that the fact we still don’t have our internet installed yet and I keep asking my friends if they want to come and see my new home but they keep patching me (we’ve lived here over a month) so that feels awful and what may have tipped me over the edge is we hosted a flat warming party and I invited most of my friends and a lot said they would come, only 2 of my friends showed up and that really fucking hurt especially since a few of them messaged me this morning saying oh sorry I forgot. I just feel so lonely it’s really getting to me",2.264603174603174,3.5660044550264587,3.683788359788359,91.09361904761907,75.8783068783069,6.944761904761903,23.182010582010584,7.554174236665415,0.7919845502645502,698,20,158,9,15,230,114,189,0.11,0.7879999999999999,0.102,-0.5599,1,6,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,4,2,9,10,1,0,10,1,12,2,1,0,1,35,30,20,0,3,5,0,5,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,6,17,0,3,4,3,0,2,2,6,0,0,5,8,22,4,15,23,3,17,0,5,1,1,16,9,1,5,6,94,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644718907385852,0.0,0.13228879016334527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437893767895679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187870966786947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861982700390696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279810134260315,0.1308198012919017,0.14786184552483791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317508857598273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258254655828391,0.0,0.0,0.16327865605768582,0.15148485014258695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25155365480978825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495218466554145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030314271176355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294855308407477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666715143605948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762151221033192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626088709158552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460438880247108,0.11253106545278607,0.0,0.0,0.11276177539417732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705503264775945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840412078031293,0.0,0.0,0.11300668822504398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346376759694385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603576723608247,0.0,0.0,0.1005216367965162,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DoubleLifeRedditor,2019/07/21,Lonely. Bored. I have friends but still feel so lonely and have no one around. Anyone wanna snapchat? Hmu,1.0452631578947376,2.0987345789473717,0.17621052631579026,100.56747368421057,124.26315789473685,1.52,14.326315789473686,3.1291,-1.455955789473684,83,2,15,0,5,23,17,19,0.41,0.51,0.08,-0.8132,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389004025805768,0.0,0.0,0.4952582112170156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28130089121720986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298248733484496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37698860121243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442917437183764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,4321remanon,2019/07/21,"please come back please come back ily
please come back ily
please come back ily
please come back ily
please come back ily",1.1434782608695675,3.0761024782608715,-1.9959999999999989,117.566,111.17391304347828,1.84,4.6,3.1291,-3.3758800000000004,99,0,23,0,5,23,4,23,0.0,0.251,0.7490000000000001,0.988,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826419886017777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.540684930594469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6889967464847534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Xartemiss,2019/07/21,"I miss kissing I know this is something on a whole other level as loneliness goes, a 'luxury', but I miss it, I miss goofy kisses, tender kisses, full on making out sessions...oh well, don't see it happening anytime soon, but I had to say it. Do you miss it?",0.5658333333333339,2.834720326923083,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,86.11538461538461,5.7743589743589725,20.2051282051282,7.1686216300943375,0.7344512820512823,195,6,39,3,6,68,37,52,0.157,0.599,0.245,0.8402,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,1,0,5,12,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,6,5,5,11,2,6,0,4,1,3,2,5,0,0,1,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789801062650897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23552904338334296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860715916845428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408134311922407,0.0,0.0,0.3415121631061289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299315738000748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853329207224823,0.0,0.0,0.4784794014334707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Trootty,2019/07/21,"Talent Having no talent makes me lonely, my classmates had talents like singing, dancing, playing instruments and more and they admired them and support, while i don't have a talent, i can solve a Rubik cube under 15 seconds but its a skill not s talent, i wish i have talents like playing instruments or singing im do jealous...",6.424836065573771,7.5134884918032805,6.4132377049180365,76.24477459016396,65.72131147540983,7.411475409836067,38.200819672131146,7.1686216300943375,3.08807868852459,262,14,41,2,4,83,43,61,0.08800000000000001,0.495,0.41700000000000004,0.9601,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,0,14,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,10,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,8,12,1,9,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747289189896613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294291206127435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933656462577964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987325634626665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.505396390551393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway666777444,2019/07/21,"Team Snapchat is my only friend They’re the only person that actually sends me things 😂 But in all seriousness, whenever I get a notification on my phone, it’s always a low battery warning, a software update, or some automated message from Verizon. I always get excited for a second until I see what it is.",5.7156896551724135,6.995995568965522,8.171896551724139,62.300258620689675,67.44827586206897,10.627586206896552,35.1896551724138,10.686352973137794,4.3694000000000015,245,12,39,7,4,89,47,58,0.105,0.792,0.10300000000000001,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,2,5,5,2,6,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,2,2,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.3155651238413421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5381440092916001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24983695830040256,0.0,0.3378977948942227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49187904465786203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823565826339435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25768618752732764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483446366625294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sadpupdog,2019/07/21,"Last 6 ppl I msged all left me on read, now I am again a worthless lonely loser Let me first start with this I have no friends in real life. I'm a complete loser out here, miserable. Sometimes I just spend a day just in bed doing nothing. Other days I just play games n walk around outside. All alone. But I've been talong to several of ppl for quite a while on the internet. And all 6 of em decided to leave me on read. Idk why they did it. But they did, now I have no one in real life and also no one on the internet. I am back where I started a complete lonely dumb loser.",0.2261350844277672,2.201305772357728,2.6821138211382127,92.68519699812384,84.77235772357723,5.410631644777986,20.03064415259537,6.67199483983844,0.2324163852407759,442,13,99,5,13,152,76,123,0.275,0.6829999999999999,0.042,-0.9783,0,5,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,5,11,10,1,1,7,0,9,2,0,0,3,16,12,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,4,1,1,3,8,0,3,3,0,13,2,15,8,3,23,0,7,0,0,4,11,1,0,11,71,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599703212925974,0.0,0.13589357757380124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127441516337853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306662750440632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563383643200561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191825808032214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454302849189307,0.0,0.0,0.13128809349506854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851626014928398,0.0,0.17993215227553316,0.1846302818035016,0.17376572829887496,0.2400542604864976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305315951181826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302989789166009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074229401179248,0.33995351686070835,0.3868368439401292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919734043359665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680658793682635,0.0,0.2405557511625392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333609136588386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bananainurearrr,2019/07/21,"Social Motivation Post-breakup loneliness is the worst. My best friend is gone. Sure I have some acquaintances, but I struggle to find any strong bond with anyone now and its terrifying because I know I need friends. I am becoming so isolated its driving me insane. I don’t know how to go out of my way to socialise. I feel so awkward and useless and so damn lonely. I know I can be funny and fun but damn I feel so trapped right now because I’ve lost everything at once, and with it went my self esteem. I can’t stop analysing my daily schedules and how empty and pointless they are, how pitiful I am to outsiders, no wonder no one is interested in being my friend. How do I get out of this loop?",2.9644724220623497,4.86819484172662,4.123183453237413,86.13259292565952,75.40287769784173,6.9354916067146295,28.130095923261393,7.793537801064563,1.7337477218225423,549,23,110,8,12,179,89,139,0.326,0.5,0.174,-0.9826,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,4,10,17,2,2,1,0,13,0,0,5,1,29,25,17,0,1,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,11,0,1,8,0,0,4,4,9,0,1,3,2,20,8,12,20,3,14,0,4,0,0,6,5,2,2,4,75,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723643243612875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082674369639682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281124620364092,0.20664052523728632,0.0,0.0,0.196353018743728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815608074023014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892097621386428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100872062557854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336658605788138,0.0,0.09775357697765304,0.0,0.10633492696789723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084806896861389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424498881421652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387344779947713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992585516612621,0.12678581154814986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919292071803047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978491005053158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951891984454185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072791068842168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642645690461274,0.0,0.1956006437377063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634233051992235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851362492670378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344632333485346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029051845866155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,monotonejord,2019/07/21,"Small, family like community discord server We're a new small server looking to build a age 15+ family like community. If you feel alone like the few of us do feel free to contact me.

What we have to offer:

Self selectable roles 
Movie/Show night
Game nights
Anime nights
Wholesome stuff
Memes
Support rooms if you're in need of advice 
General discussion 

If you are interested at all feel free to message me or comment below :)",3.2085694444444437,6.0804881625,4.249166666666672,80.43027777777782,79.875,7.055555555555558,25.13888888888889,8.167268648758528,2.0003472222222216,343,13,59,7,9,111,58,80,0.051,0.705,0.244,0.9501,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,9,4,0,4,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,9,9,9,2,11,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,4,8,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943578714372348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599521453217048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750009697758803,0.0,0.30170183234102765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915101203214961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702168927846556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747810665015024,0.0,0.192094009995048,0.0,0.559948392489586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749084035459214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276871656104401,0.0,0.2257036650205159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23924617029941445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xhot-ocelot,2019/07/21,"I hate chat. Am I the only one who wants to write something at chat, but don't want to interrupt others already chatting?",3.41,5.2529933333333325,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,74.0,6.466666666666668,28.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.6468166666666666,96,4,18,1,2,31,21,24,0.152,0.743,0.105,-0.0333,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832605847696472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323597883143838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967489805086482,0.3330613223188466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371356816691323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5165984426463447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rham1040,2019/07/21,"I think I blew it with a girl who liked me..... Yep. She reached out a ton to me, tried to talk, added me on Snapchat. She’s very friendly with everyone, so I didn’t know what to think, initially. And I really did like her as well, but I (felt) I had the intuition to know it wouldn’t work out. Lately I’ve been thinking about her a lot, and I dream about her as well, which is def kinda weird. I do find it difficult to talk to people I don’t really know, which is frustrating, and I’m pretty terrible with girls if we’re being honest. But we have compatible signs (sag and Aquarius) if that means anything.... LOL. I hate life someone respond please",1.8395454545454548,3.692517500000001,3.2712121212121232,91.2018181818182,78.54545454545455,7.127272727272729,22.363636363636363,8.07648339933343,1.0076090909090905,498,15,111,9,12,163,84,132,0.124,0.655,0.221,0.8786,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,1,5,11,2,0,4,2,11,1,0,0,0,27,21,11,0,3,4,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,8,10,0,0,9,1,0,0,3,5,2,0,5,1,19,6,16,14,2,4,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,4,3,71,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404416818581082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887125751909289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797349613864475,0.0,0.17109132065821542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462510944741622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481466761977472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30862969094725995,0.0,0.21116224009012785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322201913819487,0.1829064199820113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591450828187728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390842390450392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977629150313266,0.0,0.0,0.2054820732440078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044292310057429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398416927934613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860830876714685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009178304466246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598377995082286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709198956587178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445410924263092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366185857620517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627898033793212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SauceBeUponHim,2019/07/21,I don't even care about getting a girlfriend anymore I'm tired of getting pity over the internet. I just wish I could talk about my issues with a real life person. I just want a friend... Someone I can share a beer and talk about life with. 😞,1.3737999999999992,3.4663047799999984,2.47,95.165,81.2,4.800000000000002,22.0,5.6839178017228535,0.05900000000000016,189,6,41,1,5,60,35,50,0.168,0.6970000000000001,0.135,-0.3670000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,9,9,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,7,8,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462318617393684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531429587487578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982352549717319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398980623618425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182426440802086,0.0,0.2594371801178469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591448839893187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507418739199186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167927600983424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826025234250313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037095338773304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991239259436393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853669186267456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644484133484628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855153320016918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,son_san,2019/07/21,"someone to talk to feeling incredibly down recently. i've lived in isolation all my life, referred to as the ""loner"" in school before i transferred to homeschool. i had friends in school, though the transfer led to breaking off, as well as a significant other for some time who i met over the web. well, we broke off years ago, but truthfully i just miss having someone to talk with every day. i just feel lost. anyways, dm me if you're willing to talk, thank you",5.385606060606062,6.503083318181819,5.550454545454548,81.39151515151516,68.0909090909091,8.139393939393939,32.84848484848485,8.344100000000001,2.5080621212121224,364,16,68,5,6,115,63,88,0.09300000000000001,0.746,0.161,0.6486,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,1,6,8,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,2,13,9,6,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,3,2,9,5,19,5,2,14,0,3,0,0,8,7,0,2,5,47,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729013004230559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597437811442606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257920190200639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433921989790487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724770043836906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069623045333594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777057460636066,0.0,0.0,0.1722339627466227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292164798634736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925897297222973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948048671614226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33053284234129704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703247890124162,0.0,0.1795771263068453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916370135516635,0.0,0.11373604190884565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507492728523597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560670880516306
lonely,chillasss,2019/07/21,"Anyone wanna watch The Night Of. Im home alone and lonely.  Its 4am.
On rabbit if you wanna join.
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lonely,Sentint,2019/07/21,"Shout out to FuckYouImTinyTina I hope you enjoy your miserable life; treating me like absolute shit in chat and then lying to get me banned.

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You are truly a miserable person that's terrible at math and will never make a contribution to society.

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I'll be waiting for the news when you off yourself.

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Best regards,

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lonely,lilith696969,2019/07/21,"23F Want to explode Ok so here goes: I’m 23 year old trans lesbian who has a nice job a nice car a nice apartment and a nice cat.  My transition is/has been good so far and I am treated as a girl by everyone I interact with, for better or worse.  I havent been alone in life, but have felt lonely, like nobody has ever understood me or appreciated me .  All of my past relationships I’ve been used, sometimes abused.  I’ve given up on dating, and I don’t have friends to do stuff with.  And besides, all ppl do in my city is drink do drugs and fuck.  
Lacan had this idea of “surplus” joy, being the extra joy of intellectual stimulation.  This is the only happiness I seem to be capable of. I am fucking broken.
I think I spent too much time in my teens trying to be smart and hip and now when I talk to ppl they seem to understand like 30% of what I say.  I feel like I’ll never be able to have a back and forth conversation ever again. 
I feel like there isn’t anyone out there for me because tbh if someone could be on my wavelength they’d probably want to kill themself 
My dilemma is that I want to explode.  I spent the last 2 years alone and self reflective.  I truly learned to love myself and enjoy being by myself and I love loving myself.  But now it feels like it’s too much, kind of incestuous, stale.  I have so much love to give and I’m sick of giving it all to myself.  I wish there was just one person I could give this love and focus to. But I’m pretty sure that person is vaporized at this point",2.2023076923076914,3.7453392307692326,3.991282051282056,87.82038461538464,76.56410256410257,6.851282051282053,22.256410256410255,7.61054688173877,0.7918487179487177,1168,32,254,16,26,394,167,312,0.083,0.598,0.319,0.9981,1,4,2,0,1,0,29.0,0,0,2,1,17,30,3,0,9,1,32,13,1,2,7,50,62,24,1,7,7,0,4,5,1,0,3,1,0,4,12,16,1,0,12,1,2,1,4,4,0,1,10,5,34,26,35,43,7,27,0,1,0,8,21,11,2,5,20,166,46,2,0.09642515564739323,0.11424804188402528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973476189059108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742271082519766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414499272319695,0.0,0.058779879896713676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528021426296127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397528119623596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445994309429437,0.11182256759014582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444414745482126,0.0,0.09213836843034873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626636784122787,0.20665845138346448,0.09258327090517224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449783606023548,0.1782870052435144,0.0,0.2774993869570953,0.0,0.08087684569651034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264637120513366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885226381562256,0.0,0.0,0.09568708833443963,0.0,0.1066801481484698,0.10041196130403188,0.0,0.07859937154671147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810793906439011,0.2355423021328592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351373383059957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265075266432387,0.0,0.07436902445755735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011819803948639,0.0,0.06534018096931618,0.07333567595376783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920487217992219,0.0,0.16838945323933652,0.0,0.0,0.0911529394514575,0.0,0.0,0.09809904876260116,0.10396262659645432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352453105817552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668115399316508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556368045162327,0.10059246688527054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170072146857907,0.0,0.09536694452011754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038373369989778,0.0,0.0,0.09087956805282472,0.0,0.0,0.07750288758939597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061785346261712185,0.0,0.0,0.05622628368855583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654663511711287,0.0,0.0,0.10038198764469453,0.0,0.08328037496729296,0.0,0.0,0.17062216527140867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088417026796303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826547143620497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418927762802084
lonely,mir04,2019/07/21,hey anyone up for a chat? hit me up :),-5.573333333333334,-5.3895188888888885,-0.7238888888888884,108.2675,126.7777777777778,1.8,4.5,3.1291,-3.0292666666666666,26,0,8,0,2,10,8,9,0.0,0.727,0.273,0.4588,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kipsauce,2019/07/21,"part-time third shift, closeted mtf, 31, autistic, south west Michigan stuck living with my parents... ""I'll come out and transition when I'm financially independent."" it's been over a decade... no dice. Feeling a bit stuck, looking for some hope and genuine connection of some kind. Most of the people I chat with online are off atm. Tired of being a burden to them. Anyone have any ideas? Wish I could be live independently, but I can't for some reason. It's been making me very depressed.",3.5007203907203888,6.084660439560437,4.173113553113556,83.15244200244202,76.47252747252746,6.681807081807082,24.3968253968254,7.793537801064563,1.4288744810744811,384,13,70,6,9,122,74,91,0.149,0.77,0.081,-0.7302,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,4,0,20,17,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,2,0,1,4,2,6,2,11,10,5,7,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,5,1,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438297712708782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587392996878554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247849598613795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955596452441092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125886668736932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553401004861384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478931710512745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254844095810539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562805902647263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364088335013832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40092977351940695,0.0,0.1906415897966622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153917578828607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520814439191468,0.24584307264583055,0.0,0.1573887067963921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23341677754825946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260928785183678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731720741534333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26106448879577177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mario4eva,2019/07/21,"Loner (rant btw)
Why is it that the times that I try to socialize and be cool with people and meet new people, either by hosting events or by going to social events, I'm always let down?
Yet whenever I'm not doing that people always ask me why I don't do any of it?
I was supposed to have fun tonight getting drunk and playing mariokart.
Nobody showed up.
Now I'm home alone wondering wtf did I do wrong.
Fucking people man, hypocrites.",1.972643678160917,4.3199244252873585,3.3708045977011523,88.11298850574714,80.60919540229884,5.2459770114942526,22.310344827586206,6.42735559955562,0.6052896551724136,343,11,65,3,9,112,63,87,0.151,0.769,0.08,-0.7622,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,10,2,0,0,0,8,18,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,4,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,5,3,9,14,1,10,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,2,7,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611555529471672,0.0,0.0,0.31511847466130416,0.0,0.0,0.12876847222845392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702215988098896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505643336294474,0.09893061697244436,0.0,0.10761529404759028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993935806837156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362918728934173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288106121554745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5251020208918494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386048888678198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041491970015302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285601934437196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417284069069513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053483434437441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703089790646453,0.0,0.0
lonely,hahahaaaha,2019/07/21,"I'm sorry I just want to rant Just got out of a long term relationship for a while now I still can't imagine my life alone. I'm a very much introverted girl and now working in a completely strange town. I don't have any close friends around in this whole country. I couldn't afford flying back home. I don't know what to do with myself.
I couldn't imagine spending the upcoming Christmas and New Year Eve alone. It was planned out all fine. Then my ex left me. I don't know",0.9109090909090902,3.1838833232323225,2.103838383838383,96.00909090909092,84.45454545454547,5.216161616161617,22.131313131313128,6.574015621080383,0.3071737373737373,375,13,85,4,11,119,68,99,0.111,0.818,0.07,-0.3804,1,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,0,1,17,15,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,3,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,11,2,10,11,4,19,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,11,51,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532455167190996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879934598917285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478865534717776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682525626529027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22941972956746176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690532478170832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500357196808464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21948580866933493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405061925358451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23773937112916996,0.0,0.1545530569727363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364132134444276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085165372939725,0.0,0.0,0.21132954233082984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23492169879906916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449415971290125,0.0,0.0,0.174743173117898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805424307433622,0.1290607115325814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442952626829475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929740225160768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090745340642574
lonely,Diocleatian,2019/07/21,"Lonely people of Az Hi, I live in az and wanted to set up a post for all who those that live in Az. To those that are lonely and need a pal or friend. Just a person to talk to I am here. To those that need encouragement and help. I am available if you need to talk. Just message me through my messages and I will get back with you. Thank you and hope you all are having a good day.",1.0119449225473292,2.318782518072293,2.540309810671257,97.9686746987952,79.24096385542168,5.224784853700517,17.881239242685027,5.288315135182226,-0.7540519793459549,291,5,73,1,7,95,49,83,0.055999999999999994,0.753,0.191,0.9001,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,2,17,13,7,0,6,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,5,13,12,2,7,0,2,0,0,15,3,0,3,2,53,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811229176738214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519098502079833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198485065592807,0.0,0.12306481827011073,0.0,0.0,0.1975676269804857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578837703420668,0.0,0.0,0.2339536622487806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159887993751599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5239705957602426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633002672780326,0.20567261494022773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255911743106449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786513050380495,0.0,0.21686220294867728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893311496279473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Intelligent_Lobster,2019/07/21,"I am a monster. I miss you so much. I know I left because I was being a dumb bitch, I want to tell you that.",-3.8688461538461567,-2.4869921153846133,0.10653846153846304,105.87596153846157,104.76923076923076,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.6832000000000005,79,2,23,0,4,29,19,26,0.36200000000000004,0.583,0.054000000000000006,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,17,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255441748889825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29349292799569354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5802330775508466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925788548580029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667721296187345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149890297420053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FeralEmo,2019/07/21,"I feel like an outsider everywhere I go This got a lot longer than I wanted... sorry...

I can’t breathe when I’m alone. When I’m alone I get so bad my chest hurts and I can’t breathe and I get an urge to slam my head into a wall... all my friends are busy having fun without me or having a life. No one invites me anywhere. I wanted to play dnd with my friend on his Discord server and he said he’d use text for me so I can play. But he’s using vc instead. I agreed to get on muted after he begged me but my Discord kept acting up and cut people off and I could understand them. Then a headache set in and I started crying and I had to leave the vc because I was having a panic attack over nothing again. And now all my friends are busy playing without me because I’m a sensitive little bitch and I just I can’t be alone anymore I was alone for 4 shitty years of my life and I finally found someone who won’t let me be lonely and now he’s busy with his other friends without me because he lied and said it would be a text session. Everywhere I go I feel like I shouldn’t be there. His friends are so different from me that I just wanted to leave. But he convinced me to stay.
So I’m currently having a panic attack because I’m alone without the one person who knows how to comfort me...
Sorry for ranting for so long..",0.29962461255883355,2.403898654804273,2.3907128917460696,94.06725634255541,85.58362989323842,4.622247732751693,22.231775915509125,5.843745405466311,0.2120817586959016,1026,37,225,7,31,344,135,281,0.223,0.653,0.124,-0.9825,2,7,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,0,15,22,4,2,12,0,24,6,4,3,2,43,49,25,0,6,10,0,2,2,5,3,2,2,0,1,6,15,0,1,5,3,0,3,10,9,0,2,8,4,44,13,28,31,3,26,0,2,0,0,21,9,1,2,14,151,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644723799576132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895095067219548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407654489419505,0.0,0.0,0.07488956830130096,0.2187030876414336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161223678333321,0.0,0.0985231012556336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370966909970922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070253948909113,0.1281528120511627,0.0,0.098253850978435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834329820078792,0.34648137248681576,0.0,0.14058203301664618,0.0,0.10194873460395862,0.0,0.07173535982130934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205047625038852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601777537076904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04929270319110498,0.0,0.0,0.189943009804694,0.0,0.0917167527220232,0.12670506125948652,0.08763854032561205,0.0898955408055901,0.0,0.07937512192865796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625343473240354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606246155610227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155604392310468,0.0,0.0,0.21046986397299236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218155031039501,0.07831611219350816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706363897880226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599624258806116,0.0,0.0,0.20080702819551954,0.06348487863868953,0.09560036965888433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337315200394936,0.0,0.1549312041576801,0.0,0.0,0.1587090447891947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458418340490629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371504432783208,0.0,0.0,0.057759088902812415
lonely,dumbfatandugly,2019/07/21,"Stuck Y'all ever want to be in a relationship, because you feel lonely, but you don't put in any effort to talk to people because you think no one will ever love or take interest in you because you feel ugly inside and out, and though you have good friends that say otherwise, you just can't believe them, so your stuck wanting a relationship but also being the reason why you aren't in a relationship.",17.513846153846153,7.7137788461538515,15.655897435897439,52.28076923076925,55.410256410256395,18.164102564102567,53.10256410256411,12.161744961471696,6.283748717948718,322,11,58,5,2,106,53,78,0.142,0.657,0.201,0.8192,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,10,1,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,2,15,16,8,0,2,4,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,3,11,4,8,11,0,8,0,1,0,1,18,5,0,1,2,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437851654213471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226946012838635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288113362784261,0.0,0.0,0.2025718602946328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252769106898515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182351567681326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891223248420126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080683931407876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622755835550586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218364302827609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464996185724718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074761820675272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486327901449567,0.0,0.5791103938056746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298335165121726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518644360853554,0.14451559546387524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520791526191758,0.17665156785265426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210017312874965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224059779523312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_DepressedSunflower_,2019/07/21,"I Hate Summer SO Much Perhaps I'm not as valid to be posting here, I don't know. I'm still lonely.

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I hate summer so much. Before I was old enough to work, summer was even worse for me. I don't have friends in my area. In high school, I had people I spoke to at school but never hung out with anyone. No one invited me anywhere and no one accepted my invitations to go anywhere. I'm so lonely in the summer and with all my spare time, I can't help but spiral into all of my negative thought. Until this year, I also hated being outside, so I would sit inside and drown in the internet to avoid drowning in my emotions. Even still, I got overwhelmed some many times that I did some things I'm not proud of that have left permanent marks on my body. Now, I've finished my first year of college and have some amazing friends and a loving boyfriend, but they all live two hours or more away. I can't really visit them because my parents are a bit strict on me traveling alone, so I can talk to them online, but it's honestly not the same. I'm drowning myself by working two jobs and taking a college Spanish course online so that I don't drown in my emotions and loneliness and cut myself again. Summer is supposed to be so much fun but instead I'm so lonely and sometimes it hurts so much I cry to sleep.",3.4070149253731365,4.6330043283582105,4.474059701492539,86.85265671641794,72.88059701492537,6.852537313432838,26.459701492537324,7.1686216300943375,1.2190247761194026,1032,35,210,10,20,337,145,268,0.24,0.6829999999999999,0.077,-0.9935,2,8,0,0,0,1,29.0,0,0,3,4,18,18,4,2,6,0,19,3,2,0,4,35,35,27,4,1,9,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,7,13,0,1,3,1,0,3,12,10,0,5,7,1,33,8,29,24,14,39,0,5,0,1,11,15,0,4,19,152,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172247463337714,0.0,0.09051340222474773,0.0,0.12263508540859093,0.13753124994036892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791410578590059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634032678361112,0.0,0.0,0.06899606703610463,0.0,0.0963114586251733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356788434116052,0.12572218395394774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432758169347002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25463408960947115,0.0,0.1169495842296273,0.0,0.14951425666181112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962744635195487,0.0,0.0,0.1748917384618241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432521646437107,0.0,0.09052378269491726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33523803684676184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586501560571512,0.11958537224718495,0.0,0.0,0.11146368503897043,0.0,0.12116607840490552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231790151346968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220310267114788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297501661307834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099943764606154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215320281847383,0.0,0.0,0.11475106249102635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328137816746621,0.0,0.08729466963695191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876782862498098,0.0,0.15339315133790182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567771293949614,0.0,0.0,0.07846770632994257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839922255789118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250872751029158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290970031676801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326598829963858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194211537520306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077817330071075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510046853453708,0.09097321119073286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751945850760144,0.0,0.0,0.08985565010036564,0.13199729041241295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22112912794226988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479896110828146,0.0,0.11534441830198228,0.08040284235692031,0.0,0.13753124994036892,0.14577388962762058
lonely,Jay_666_Black,2019/07/21,"Sick of waiting 😔 My best friend (technically boyfriend, but i feel like the word is cringy) lives in America and we watch movies and stuff through a streaming app and we set up private meetings. Which is all good and great.. When he actually shows up.
This is night three of just sitting.. Waiting.. For hours. My mental health is severely fucky, and since none of my friends from school will meet up during the summer, he's literally all I have for 7 weeks. I get it. His Internet is patchy, the weather can be awful, but all I want i for a message telling me not to wait. Its almost 4am. He was here for an hour or two, but had to go to 'switch devices'.. 3 hours ago. He has a busy life, but as I said, all I ask is for a message. 
I don't want to talk to him about it, I don't want to make him feel bad. But sitting here trying to fight back suicidal thoughts hurts a lot. It's hard. I just.. Wish he was here right now. It all goes away when he's here. I just need someone to spend time with.",-0.01999999999999957,2.1853066714975853,1.4343690821256059,99.52645217391306,88.56521739130434,4.664657004830917,19.874202898550728,6.152001189255117,-0.20754052173913,759,24,182,7,25,242,129,207,0.154,0.7559999999999999,0.09,-0.958,0,0,0,0,1,0,36.0,2,0,0,1,12,9,1,0,9,1,16,3,0,1,5,38,32,14,1,5,10,0,3,1,2,1,3,1,0,0,8,8,0,3,3,1,1,1,4,3,0,2,5,5,20,6,26,25,8,22,0,1,1,0,22,6,0,3,13,112,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.14234704027332493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930401106680345,0.0,0.14606666927943054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363677648608305,0.0,0.13704866764630774,0.11216420829234684,0.12179446911041962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308044956218594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751143443096626,0.104208797452152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253959571453329,0.0,0.07621049885452233,0.0,0.08290067822004328,0.12234794331422573,0.0,0.16082101756272613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066991561342106,0.0,0.0,0.15505185846549951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43095455847027375,0.0,0.15615571356208752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303154377666694,0.07126419429756947,0.0,0.12880494345951726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124012553573737,0.0,0.0,0.09736864787053393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700157935151953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815996818940256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688811556518365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457127484101965,0.13875476235579934,0.0,0.0,0.14762715140880775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479037841454555,0.0,0.1206642917225001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359427661754567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698503356827135,0.15955694115261493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172439258209766,0.12749588002096093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580364194109118,0.08505734997765653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903543286209107,0.0,0.14249275547152354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581118344193471,0.0,0.1170072622609133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167742078237048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MauroDiogo,2019/07/21,"Overwhelming Loneliness... Hey! 
I've been single for 4 years now. The first two years of it weren't too bad. I was dating regularly and connecting meaningfully with people but for some reason... the last two years have been dire.
Most days I'm alone. I work from home (something I'm trying to change) and the only single friend I have, I see for about 2 or 3 hrs at the weekends. Sometimes weekly, sometimes not. 

I live in a small town. No particular ""social"" events I could sign up to and meet people like me. 
I've just turned 30. I'm a big introvert. 
I have Tinder and I don't think I'm particularly unattractive but I still struggle to get matched with people I find attractive. I'm not very picky either. 
But I've been single for so long that (I've always had it) it has made my depression a lot worse. 
I try to treat myself to days out. But they don't feel fulfilling. They don't bring me happiness. 
And I'm always wishing I had someone to share them with. 
I'm getting more and more depressed. Feeling really low these days. It's affecting my personality as I just feel ""boring"" and ""uninteresting"". Which in turn affects my self esteem and self confidence. Which then affects any chances at dating and my overall mental health. 

So I just feel lonelier and lonelier and like this situation will just keep ""getting"" worse. 
It's one of the biggest causes of my depression so it's something I try to work actively on. But at the same time... at times it hurts so much to go on Tinder. Seeing people I could see myself with and would make a great fit and... just be completely ignored. 
I take ""breaks"" from using Tinder. Sometimes for a few months. But it just makes me feel worse. Like I'm losing months of my life on ""breaks"" and forcing myself to step away from things and be emotionally unavailable... when I'm available and looking. It's just what the situation drove me to do. 

With the depression and loneliness I just feel like I'm losing my passions too. I don't think I have many dreams anymore. My passions lie in all sorts of geekery, animals, art, food & music but how do I meet like minded people through those? Where I live it's pretty dire. 
The prospect of signing up or going to events with the purpose of finding someone seems weird to me too. 
A 30 year old guy, standing there alone, striking up conversations with random girls in hopes of eventually landing a date? It feels weird to me. 

But all I know is that every night I just lay here... in a very low mood. Going into panic/desperation/crisis mode. 
Tearing up alone and having a weird and painful crushing feeling in my chest. 
I feel so down it gives me strong headaches and makes me nauseous at times. 

And... yeh. I don't know what to do anymore.",2.420471428571428,4.965813249523811,3.4624404761904763,86.93651785714287,80.31428571428572,6.188095238095237,23.660714285714285,7.447530270364453,1.1586142857142858,2136,75,412,32,56,685,247,525,0.18100000000000002,0.677,0.142,-0.9794,0,5,2,0,0,0,93.0,0,0,3,6,25,34,0,2,19,0,28,7,1,11,2,98,76,40,0,5,22,0,9,5,1,2,3,0,1,5,22,30,1,2,18,3,0,6,9,18,0,4,9,13,49,15,62,61,14,68,0,10,4,2,16,31,0,9,33,257,71,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214025032591544,0.0,0.0,0.1146318076065435,0.07463434974929273,0.0,0.046842581191553614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662620884943902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471754078516043,0.0,0.057514156521410724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076148198817253,0.07286873679499094,0.0,0.07222217435008123,0.0,0.0,0.10999442215060558,0.0,0.0,0.13327088085626085,0.0,0.2373141886976909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748373819240925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803662470173938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134623522510652,0.04920979689264321,0.0,0.0,0.1259150343497496,0.0585915682963284,0.08329320421701457,0.0,0.053218583952269236,0.0,0.10796506421945899,0.06607853866403407,0.11744283507379985,0.0,0.0,0.07594339253328107,0.0,0.06820467812013431,0.0,0.0733268885684051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321906258842953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909493952839837,0.06841603886505701,0.0,0.0,0.07374032841655644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061226086643643825,0.0,0.0,0.07571223365290529,0.056148573897799266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865387056321467,0.16826297840695578,0.0,0.12164932829824805,0.06095899989894307,0.057844098583393226,0.15412418798034205,0.0,0.05856158714722419,0.0,0.06517845274308481,0.13793916164190387,0.06983622104166815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941753517602524,0.0,0.06955186566104103,0.0,0.10996298825598584,0.0,0.05063669197956831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464172439061433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228078025980593,0.0,0.04667668338125185,0.05238837842600376,0.07329602295239113,0.08081897769046441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387728690668596,0.06014569501487625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700784443992311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04412800554465277,0.0708228624505306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467172148054268,0.06270820040685186,0.14371930587543869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485402588563238,0.0,0.07021721271855559,0.11672813424864995,0.10605849727146067,0.20438018115499215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500979335648724,0.0,0.0,0.07201112810203243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179119916028848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04576258860274797,0.0882744737549243,0.0,0.0,0.120498125464373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030044455381624,0.1498491408165081,0.13457672916044086,0.0,0.0,0.05949251496633785,0.0,0.11367084195694994,0.0,0.0,0.05525352706874439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921167696215975,0.0,0.0,0.10029481580002997,0.0,0.21059199237714585,0.04893227608812238,0.0,0.0,0.17743273756501132
lonely,lemongoose73,2019/07/21,Dang my life My life is fucked I've made so many bad choices that I'm sure they caint be reversed at the age of 14 I dropped out of middle school thinking I knew better but I didn't tried to go back at 16 but I was scared of what they were going to do to me so I just stayed at home stopped talking to the only friends I had for no reason I just get annoyed when I see the same faces every second every day so I got rid of everything friends and family at the age of 17 I ran away too nyc from texas stayed with a older lady I met on the street i lied about my age so she could help me find a job at a sweat shop they dont ask for proof of I'd or anything I managed to convince the lady I met to let me rent a room off her small room my bed barely fit 300 a month was I needed so I thought now months have passed same day as before work then come home and sleep alone alone and alone no more friends family no education I'm fucked nothing for me left at the age of 17 I've managed to fuck everything up wow fuck me sad part is I caint take nothing back I have nothing I am nothing I will die to be forgotten never even existed.... all because of me...,0.9946170365067992,2.424337881889766,2.756821760916249,95.86124552612743,79.62992125984252,5.720544022906227,21.38797423049392,6.351523495107088,0.058707086614173225,898,25,218,7,22,298,145,254,0.196,0.682,0.121,-0.9655,2,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,2,14,15,5,1,12,0,17,9,3,2,4,26,39,14,1,2,5,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,6,0,2,6,0,1,5,1,2,5,6,8,0,1,12,1,35,7,34,22,5,42,0,1,1,4,13,18,5,1,16,130,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098678450899508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206856042664334,0.0,0.09323325582725722,0.0,0.09369878214615436,0.15337106004567025,0.08326964153519216,0.06079394007611583,0.0,0.08486212759400008,0.0,0.0,0.08820229378982873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590779803082378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962557966004286,0.0,0.0,0.1286340517092103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350307144762894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688177469976785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658701368823437,0.0,0.16805215366506354,0.0,0.1792601877984968,0.0,0.18803145933105586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115060020302876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311513900268858,0.36879182237765507,0.052104344041114914,0.0,0.11335670345011994,0.0,0.07976248005177362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684632053293668,0.0,0.20007285838517544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896575366407236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835597030367952,0.10197977228561564,0.1408832400972556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943660956535925,0.0,0.10110966489002267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920564897454034,0.0,0.0,0.07394787173319048,0.07691723808106503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38277108473001575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758484824604766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799690808281083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253813539900368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099846237441039,0.1009311840550672,0.07947118905449063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099801133617471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259592471142252,0.0,0.08337800190732482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399350635038656,0.0,0.0749838796149172,0.08015848130542211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390238708920196,0.0,0.07917377384487033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770951960250719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260398017310411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Thejoker217,2019/07/21,What’s the longest you’ve been completely alone without any human contact Even though  I was 15 a the time (16 now) and had responsibilities such as school and what not I went a full 6 months barely leaving my room not going to school not texting anyone no one to talk to I was mute the whole time it’s still not that much better now with the very rare occasion someone invites me out I’m just kinda stuck in a hole at the moment in life I know this time is meant to be like the peak and best and should be having fun and messing around but I just keep getting outcast from everywhere even when I try my best to fit in and I can’t go to my family as they’re usually too busy being drug addicts to pay attention to anything else I just wish I had a pillar in my life an always permanent so I could get life just sorted out a bit,5.054310344827584,4.700283971264369,5.9120919540229915,83.66710344827587,68.48275862068965,8.799080459770115,28.31954022988505,8.238735603445708,1.6715788505747131,657,19,142,8,10,217,116,174,0.038,0.84,0.122,0.9455,0,1,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,3,15,6,0,0,12,0,13,5,0,0,0,29,24,12,0,3,10,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,1,5,10,0,1,3,0,1,3,7,1,0,1,8,0,15,5,21,11,6,24,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,2,11,98,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079305218532616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276198247815567,0.0,0.0,0.12272897688409452,0.0,0.0,0.1003027376831025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313304376481484,0.0,0.1213771243634172,0.13130323437277658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095771384854569,0.13044874586335636,0.16102807276580122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464736623108427,0.0,0.0,0.11776402357569048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104921496064254,0.0,0.12321447288784684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948402105420128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904665626406584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412175901892686,0.0,0.16765141999036964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311017444334952,0.0,0.0,0.08106026737120177,0.0,0.0,0.1561775898185849,0.0,0.0,0.3125436061954053,0.07205938253451173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773036930636754,0.0,0.10842696332204932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994750524019223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985488429554973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497338032998336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779096567019072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855217032699705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491464878497454,0.0,0.2580193397185788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014050129131634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162446653471745,0.12170013215541167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673081473961912,0.0,0.1646746730452381,0.16961379696998394,0.1421814473608675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Simeonsoto,2019/07/21,"I have no idea if I'll ever really get a relationship... I just have nothing when it comes to having a relationship. I haven't dated anyone since 7th grade, and guess where I am now? 2nd string varsity on the football team, and have straight A's and awsome friends. But thb when I get home and after I play xbox for a while I just sit there looking kind of brain dead thinking about how loney I am.",2.4979365079365095,4.2905855308642025,3.636437389770727,89.60111111111117,76.4074074074074,6.603880070546737,22.682539682539684,7.447530270364453,0.7515947089947086,312,9,67,4,7,101,59,81,0.086,0.8170000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,5,0,7,1,1,1,1,14,13,10,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,3,6,13,0,12,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,7,44,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808824061515806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683578761640073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070771180737522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744905739041934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572688697532427,0.0,0.2511906404418848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648197799010745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411335866408471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271374219277268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25033211666719674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186941406450734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306633825005502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540017882773587,0.0,0.0,0.5161838221305897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19885541475131446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403400459312647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MentitaFrutal,2019/07/21,"It's Friend's Day in my country and i've spent all day playing Witcher 3 Every day i feel the same pain, but today is special because everyone i know is having a great time with their friends. But i have none, not one person i could talk to or drink a beer with. I've received 0 messages. I have depression and all that ugly stuff, taking meds, etc. I was so desperate that i sent a message to and old friend (21/F) via instagram. She responded and i was able to see her photos. The moment i saw her in a beautiful black dress, i felt so much emotional pain that i started to feel like my chest was going to explode. Literally, i felt physical pain from all that emotional storm that crossed my head. She has friends, a boyfriend,she goes out with them, etc. I believe i can't stand seeing her because of all the things i don't have and i want. Well, i'm going to finish the Blood and Wine DLC. Thank you. (spanish speaker)",2.523322192513369,4.27521947058824,3.733900401069522,89.10908589572195,76.21925133689841,6.8140374331550815,26.660762032085557,7.645422480735847,1.4154601604278074,719,28,151,10,16,234,114,187,0.127,0.6659999999999999,0.207,0.9474,0,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,0,3,14,0,0,9,0,13,9,3,0,4,26,30,11,0,2,4,0,4,1,4,0,3,1,0,1,8,10,3,0,5,4,1,5,4,4,1,1,8,9,27,10,14,21,9,18,0,1,4,0,19,3,0,1,10,94,35,0,0.12509404623202022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251233900416064,0.0,0.0,0.14093815277006416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987741692108418,0.0,0.0,0.2420259331422401,0.0,0.10774331871753746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254454150659287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28142792962542185,0.0,0.0,0.2790258573328989,0.0,0.0,0.10539712921245076,0.1195327219622751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650261686088607,0.08936721162312755,0.240219803497644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865893992386414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218765853416754,0.0,0.0,0.13791662759158022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283825810672644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874841631718258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061114632244621984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895128492972186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195851748597088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126515843694825,0.0,0.08476696318617946,0.0,0.3993266549307302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922729606750513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936751773231332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854220977854638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320275444731748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405515462033924,0.10054585588304484,0.0,0.1151697908552897,0.0,0.0,0.08310692582222998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294334433756275,0.0,0.1185745289650525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378370954262495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247457075358976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,t-seriesSUKKK,2019/07/21,Help me I don't have any friends,-2.1225000000000023,-0.3896982499999986,-0.6699999999999982,114.115,94.0,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-1.18615,26,1,8,0,1,8,8,8,0.276,0.4320000000000001,0.292,0.0377,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5536557542150943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6290169005815986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.545713335559279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawayadvice48304,2019/07/21,"just want someone to be friends with. I have no friends, and no one to talk to. I always try to hide it, and luckily I am able to do so. Somedays I just wish I just had 1 single person to talk to. It really hurts knowing that no one wants me around.",0.4549999999999983,2.0391115370370367,2.6071851851851875,95.60633333333335,81.77777777777777,5.801481481481483,21.91111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.30298222222222204,189,6,46,2,5,64,35,54,0.184,0.599,0.217,0.4715,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,9,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,6,2,9,7,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,35,9,0,0.2515216675375143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928617637189872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390760979857102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886500328260212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26925914719377103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822973061874527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340875182710678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196190184507792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113122080491632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311349268587404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404327177790444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076670194209784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29670799243064705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892375046953394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JeanneDarx,2019/07/21,"It's my birthday And I feel so alone. I haven't had a single anxiety attack in weeks but now I feel it taking hold over my thoughts, and my body. Shallow breathing... Tense muscles, spiraling thoughts.. I feel so damn alone. I can't sleep. I just want to feel safe, and that somebody cares..",0.2461403508771945,2.6343030877192994,1.1642105263157916,97.99614035087721,97.0701754385965,3.9368421052631577,22.12280701754386,5.82211442006289,0.21445964912280724,224,9,47,2,9,69,40,57,0.272,0.644,0.084,-0.8845,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,14,12,6,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,4,9,2,3,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935650261144416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228081084129727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710738290273588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646713895618737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429386927900141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819188740099554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384485026472763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791542156764703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783297270871584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405416073809841,0.0,0.19113097332856552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blackbunny09,2019/07/15,"Lonely, though I have people surrounding me I’m 26 and I’ve been feeling lonely for a while, since December 2018. Now I feel like some days I’m functioning in auto pilot mode; barely waking up of bed and doing my work and house chores.

Also, I’ve been growing a fear of meeting new people, even of traveling, though I love to travel and I explore new places. 

Worst of all, I have a girlfriend who is really beautiful, smart, funny, and wonderful with me; but I can’t help to feel lonely as fuck. Add that she’s busy with her job and I am too... But she has a ton of friends and I don’t. In fact, I only have acquaintances...

I feel really lonely and a fucking failure",1.428984126984126,3.64853708888889,3.4670105820105803,87.38083333333336,81.81481481481481,6.523809523809526,20.753968253968253,7.7094869923839395,0.9492857142857138,517,15,104,9,14,175,86,135,0.17,0.665,0.166,-0.5606,1,8,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,6,12,2,1,5,0,11,4,1,0,2,22,21,15,0,0,2,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,11,0,0,6,2,0,4,2,8,0,0,2,4,16,4,14,19,4,14,0,4,0,3,9,5,2,2,6,69,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501707898814792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694893239492835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197729851892136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405727739573626,0.3667626636939909,0.1295489271097331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401023960402983,0.33529076733543234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154799941353908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20924135848870387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995140603728693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885932871150221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636659181723759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35027750861887885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379168102017121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514358600423229,0.0,0.189461111268144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323413683772697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000585281951093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563301442620899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966548795769281,0.13201726690630414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ka_bob,2019/07/15,"So lonely it hurts. I haven't been able to move from my couch for the last two weeks.  I wake up, go to the gym, come home, eat, and then just lay there. I hate everything. I have this constant knot in my throat all day every day. I want to cry but I can't. Today I had a therapist appointment and she brought up my childhood. My family was never there for me. I practically raised myself on the streets ehile all of them got fucked up.  It reminded me of just how lonely I am and have aleays been. Now I feel worse than I did for the past 2 weeks. I don't relate to many people in life. I would say I have only really fealt like I wasn't alone around 1 person in my life and it was an ex girlfriend so that has come and gone. I don't really know why Im writing this, there is no point to it. I just don't want to feel like this anymore.",-0.19881215469612806,1.785487392265196,1.825687845303868,98.09234392265192,86.6795580110497,5.3879558011049715,15.679834254143643,6.742157984588678,-0.501177016574585,642,12,158,8,20,213,107,181,0.141,0.7909999999999999,0.068,-0.9346,0,5,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,1,0,11,7,2,0,6,0,19,6,2,1,3,23,32,10,0,3,4,1,2,2,1,1,2,1,2,1,8,8,1,0,3,1,0,6,8,5,0,1,10,3,27,2,21,21,2,28,0,3,0,1,7,10,1,0,14,103,35,0,0.15067808413602096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605705303236506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494321710539267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413544049000248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595916550676285,0.0,0.16282947958097066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551280012566724,0.19434979796169152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418129689609222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695278457707826,0.0,0.13541974624250375,0.0,0.14204588771736615,0.0,0.1523747334180669,0.10764445341367818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929946078945074,0.0,0.0,0.08563382759231226,0.0,0.12051102858851885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876341310420968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114240392846473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130400546587134,0.0,0.16275818735595782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280873446882782,0.12282274930684994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128567738112352,0.1472274017296917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276392745345854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601469575156572,0.0,0.0,0.1162122274949376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459747279995733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438392808884338,0.1044612113997989,0.13156629114293394,0.0,0.0,0.1424394929694225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305647806077592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982526028042415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494886919424055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282520543501248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471905938189511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774767591594004,0.0,0.24172974066397898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596353445600545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355384052346652,0.10703738780479664,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SATLaurentParis,2019/07/15,"i give up My best friend, the one I love to the end of the world, just told me he is sick and tired of me and that I mean nothing to him...

I feel completely broken. This hurts so much. I love him so much, unconditionally so. 

Someone please rip my heart out of my chest..

I give up. 

Just please, let me die.",-0.1934505494505494,1.7280409076923071,1.6468131868131868,99.79461538461538,86.07692307692307,4.945054945054945,15.439560439560445,6.1826913282559595,-0.9473516483516482,229,4,60,2,7,75,41,65,0.196,0.5589999999999999,0.244,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,2,6,2,0,0,7,9,5,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,14,4,8,7,3,5,0,1,0,2,9,4,0,0,1,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850351194944985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983224307892173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631006870843265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753266180773208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956410105633794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613848208742275,0.0,0.0,0.3629039565418671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414620880360467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249128900326746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934208891026889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34143440122573976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060421434984457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27809718914954146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814965896470313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817439231996922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152645193464695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026800310295775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174025713315022,0.0,0.18074298552156245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,VersusArdua,2019/07/15,"I think I just lost my only friend, I don't know how to meet people. I'm at an impasse in my life. I'm ready for it to be over, but I have family that loves me and it hurts that I can't find peace.",-2.009375000000002,-0.6307748541666651,1.1831666666666685,103.67850000000004,89.20833333333331,4.673333333333334,11.683333333333335,5.6839178017228535,-1.5940466666666668,149,1,44,1,5,53,36,48,0.18600000000000005,0.6409999999999999,0.17300000000000001,-0.1717,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,7,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,8,2,6,8,0,3,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387682246075188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284442625988783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277637037594857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846973145923325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974922921656012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538232979443744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922787942930646,0.0,0.3243322167277616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273305922676167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491317397140961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302603862077873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,itsalldarkandlonely,2019/07/15,"I just want to be loved I always feel so alone. I want to be held again. My ex wife and I used to sit on the couch watching tv cuddling. It was my heaven. Now everything feels empty. I want nothing more than to be in a relationship, but I have no idea how to start one. I have tried tinder, Ok Cupid etc. None of those work. I either don't drink so picking up women at a bar is not an option, aside from that I typically come off as weird. People typically don't like me until after they've known me for a while. I have 3 female friends. One is married, one lives out of state and the third is a friend only because we've known each other since high school (we have very very little in common). I just feel like my prospects are so slim to non existent",2.068461538461534,3.5459389426751606,3.5505732484076447,91.11705046545816,76.77070063694269,6.104654581087702,20.357177853993143,6.67199483983844,0.12680930916217514,582,13,130,5,13,192,109,157,0.085,0.775,0.14,0.8277,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,7,1,14,4,0,3,0,25,25,10,0,3,5,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,6,2,1,6,3,0,1,5,1,0,4,2,4,17,7,21,20,5,19,1,0,1,2,8,9,0,1,9,86,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736356818327614,0.0,0.0,0.14249389086553982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439253675408083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475168898769607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677600073118017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098924885132687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539086438538796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597677505905379,0.12234118216130113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646149703838516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093524607760755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332063915585845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732840200253665,0.17163769654613045,0.15121707030821774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545599979516843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431919234486367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481307169397087,0.13024349932054033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872333118307295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385863381193795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331435218558852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165994095426454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121177799708754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626764945414104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790519511001635,0.0,0.2825987112408241,0.30302342724167797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467219034041555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,azazrieldazriel,2019/07/15,"Idk Sometimes i think i feel lonely but i already know im not entitled to anyones attention, and needing people talking at me to be happy is shallow so i say i should be fine but i always have some kind of unhappiness. It could be from other things though. I dont like being around people really especially when its loud and dont have many common interests but i wonder what its like to connect with anyone at all. Ive never had friends except people at school who expected me to be funny all the time. Sometimes i think about a tree that somehow understands and start crying. I know it doesnt make sense idk how to explain. Idk if this is what this subs for idk sorry",3.022493734335839,5.137489789473684,4.43625939849624,82.99744674185466,75.9172932330827,6.8393483709273175,24.6171679197995,7.793537801064563,1.4633213032581451,534,18,99,8,12,177,89,133,0.182,0.7040000000000001,0.115,-0.8217,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,2,0,16,0,0,2,3,31,27,11,0,5,6,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,12,5,0,0,9,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,3,13,7,15,19,3,9,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,4,7,74,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758758412221763,0.0,0.1326139477680337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287939533468065,0.0,0.0,0.14187880243905082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724910178440565,0.0,0.1750675122427014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735759515726637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805855060390854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313382576603613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965916133818024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215388136690896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596601461067378,0.17517822336903305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572653556222954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063849970852337,0.1615826734814217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817559504234147,0.12292091937466135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33147462416930673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210061490947013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267425250808436,0.0,0.16129744446292313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152547067510693,0.1784088524366738,0.11280744948809335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281007283094929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588261079376736,0.2042439475780884,0.15658652221099184,0.0,0.09293367143685152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591647261668308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728369275776072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lostandsadanddead,2019/07/15,:) Isn't it great not being invited,0.23714285714285666,2.6518669999999998,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,93.28571428571428,8.514285714285714,21.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.5768285714285724,27,1,5,1,1,10,7,7,0.292,0.44299999999999995,0.266,-0.0757,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SoulShadow1743,2019/07/15,16 and still lonely I know people mostly neglect teen loneliness but I just feel so lonely about no girlfriend,3.3338333333333345,6.514426050000001,3.5300000000000047,81.62833333333334,88.5,4.666666666666667,21.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.0271666666666666,91,3,13,1,3,28,18,20,0.48200000000000004,0.518,0.0,-0.8778,0,4,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905572515632512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245001912599476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5354967021643477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.616853226337299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,arriellekim,2019/07/15,"I'm just happy to see that I'm not alone in feeling lonely upon finding this sub I'm 26 this year. Never worked. Still studying. I feel that I haven't changed/grown up since high school & my life has been stagnant. I keep failing in uni but I don't wanna give up by dropping out. I'm trying. But it depresses me that I'm not doing anything impressive or contributive to the society. Makes me feel that I'm a waste space in this big world. I just wanna say for those who feel alone this way too, I feel you.",1.041112999150382,3.138264411214955,2.5400849617672066,94.17677145284622,82.45794392523366,5.386236193712829,20.942225998300763,6.574015621080383,0.2399981308411209,400,12,88,4,11,130,71,107,0.159,0.785,0.055999999999999994,-0.8958,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,1,19,20,3,0,2,7,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,11,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,7,10,2,13,19,0,16,0,3,1,0,4,11,0,1,3,51,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41214921329388826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21558568286199087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373670171965155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137397724737294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.503030184184448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185646926694807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190871722313669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118090047982837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102244561604776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685513094675898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405395497446396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281511107541205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534591907462057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158230229898901,0.0,0.20136991671259566,0.1585546317600174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459139218271546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889900434173335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350886789911013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579344221066959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485371966392696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813120908308004
lonely,yiffjunkie69,2019/07/15,"Im not enjoying my 20s Just thought id share what I’m currently experiencing on a daily basis.

Im 23, I work a boring ass sedentary office job. I go to community college part time. I live an extremely isolated lifestyle, I never go out or do anything other than go see a movie alone sometimes, and I spend 90% of my time in my bedroom.

My income is decent and my school is getting paid for with tuition reimbursement, but its extremely stressful, I’m “walking on thin ice”, and the workload sucks the life out of me. I don’t feel happy at all. It’s a weight on my shoulders. 

My social skills aren’t very good either. I can tell people don’t take me as seriously because I’m a bit naive and too nice. I’m kinda awkward, and it feels like “work” when I go out with people or try to host/initiate something. I don’t really have ANY close friends that I talk to on a regular basis. I can’t really relate to anyone either. 

I wish I had a partner that would genuinely want me and love me for who I am and want to HUG me.. **tight.** It really sucks not having that. Just the comfort and warmth of holding another person. I want that so badly. Dating definitely becomes 10x harder once you’re out of college and you get into the real world and away from a school campus.. 

Dating sites never worked out for me either; even when I paid for the premium account. Always got ghosted. So I’ve given up on those. I’m most likely gonna visit a brothel or hire a prostitute where it’s legal. Seems like the best/realistic route for someone in my situation with my personality to have an intimate/sexual experience for once.

I don’t live or work around people who are my age. Most of the people around me are in their late 40s and 50s. 

I think I might have developed a mild form of depression recently because I lost a LOT of motivation and energy all the sudden that I used to have not too long ago. I used to go to car shows, city festivals, go to the beach, and go to the gym religiously. 

Now I really don’t give a shit about any of that. I don’t really see the point anymore. I just come home from work and immediately either take a nap, get off to porn until I’m burnt out, or just play games on my PC. This is a perfect recipe for an alcohol addiction or even suicide if I’m still living this lifestyle 10 years from now.",2.6096855010660995,4.3677228869936044,4.758016524520258,81.83348534115139,75.99360341151386,7.845650319829423,24.73139658848614,8.623443432112703,1.7679573134328352,1810,61,363,37,40,627,242,469,0.10400000000000001,0.745,0.152,0.9765,4,1,2,0,0,1,54.0,0,1,1,9,19,25,3,2,29,0,24,10,3,3,5,73,67,28,2,6,19,0,5,3,2,3,3,0,2,3,18,28,2,2,6,6,6,11,13,10,0,0,7,8,45,15,59,57,12,59,0,2,2,4,16,28,4,13,23,229,63,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893772280364922,0.0,0.0,0.0726759564834087,0.0876184793091732,0.0,0.08491313746268167,0.0,0.0,0.06821921472709089,0.0,0.0,0.11150706497261492,0.0859698412065772,0.0,0.0,0.08130843326522055,0.0573267653383508,0.0,0.06746778405661003,0.14597047522847642,0.0,0.0,0.07702887887079088,0.0,0.06845518142832924,0.09995624145672936,0.09054748719544664,0.0,0.0,0.08603962088302368,0.0,0.0895078648253889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062398482672579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061472698799616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830242782020433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019838664096676,0.0,0.0,0.08290952849073997,0.05857106803058259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334245410441086,0.0,0.12850345907990374,0.07864878190609285,0.3261631424377524,0.06876626433147072,0.06557197728310184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727599888657689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223899831400901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771186635603982,0.0,0.08135880613107023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248417894097898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790938680210715,0.12016317454188415,0.0,0.21718635922768534,0.07255534376511613,0.0,0.0,0.08949779085275171,0.06970186672913785,0.07399588588983215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697456591962198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646586176499866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462558357721208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878323240268708,0.0,0.2273560606394323,0.14317464476223604,0.0,0.0,0.0775036053264369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331842050891374,0.2626127903401467,0.0,0.08095163415313855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594913557651528,0.13066501944171371,0.07463729793719627,0.0,0.0,0.0841578147102498,0.0,0.09215609754236677,0.0,0.08357476361929977,0.06946677210511673,0.06311710117865534,0.08108660097803581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547440860323456,0.0,0.09391509206736784,0.0,0.0,0.08967976489021927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328707050023233,0.06589752615258865,0.07165968752067667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052533545494438984,0.0,0.06508800750181587,0.09561380524192034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566335297427371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416197733555271,0.0,0.06764732876137364,0.14507302821736814,0.0,0.0,0.09983729251850257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428026151558433,0.0,0.0,0.29843521261395994,0.0,0.0,0.0582407539275402,0.0,0.0,0.05279652426449273
lonely,BlackPearl_22,2019/07/15,"Lonely? Me too, let's talk! Hello, hello dear!
If you would like to chat, make a new friend, vent off etc. etc. - feel free to message me!
I can't solve problems, nor can I give you therapy BUT at least we can be lonely together if you're feeling down. 
Feel hugged dear stranger and I hope I'll hear from you soon.

N.",-1.231363636363639,0.7383476818181833,0.5166666666666693,102.045,102.48484848484848,3.6121212121212127,15.090909090909092,5.565023196281405,-0.9304363636363636,241,6,57,2,11,77,51,66,0.084,0.612,0.304,0.9388,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,3,0,0,2,10,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,12,13,5,0,5,3,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,9,8,6,10,3,5,0,2,0,1,12,3,0,3,3,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5396057784105094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366963533566409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186905503754564,0.0,0.0,0.2320701085816865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726595430635331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402794899697826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473778856739957,0.0,0.11818907759966585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148236561677595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336462332288525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314831726278939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444479213620286,0.0,0.0,0.27665469685628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185184258774225,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,StrangeSavage,2019/07/15,"Banned from r/foreveralone after trying to join Discord server Hi, I've previously created a big post on r/lonely in order to gather sympathy from other redditors, I had my account created and was unable to gather enough upvotes to go post on r/foreveralone, where I find more people in a similar situation as mine. I'm 28 y/o, never had a gf, at all, only had a few friends who forgot about me very fast when they met their SO.

I feel lonely as hell, my heart condition got really worse since last month and I may have a few months ahead of me If things go well. Surgery could work but success rate is low.

I've used to feel at home on r/FA but the mods keep cherry picking my comments or posts, ignoring my requests for explanation and fairness. 

But I'm back at step one, I'd have to create another account to join FA back and gather upvotes, which is against reddit ToS 

If the support group for heartbroken loners close their doors, when can I even go?! 

I'm going to receive my tools to end my life painlessly soon, once more I wish I could have spoke to some friendly people before I die....

Thanks for reading",5.224324675324676,5.782319900000001,6.039480519480518,79.75136363636366,68.18181818181819,8.83116883116883,30.259740259740266,8.841846274778883,2.3732467532467534,878,32,168,14,14,289,141,220,0.10800000000000001,0.728,0.16399999999999998,0.9099,0,6,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,3,3,10,10,1,0,7,0,13,2,1,2,2,27,31,15,1,5,6,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,2,0,4,5,0,4,3,1,2,6,1,4,1,1,8,3,20,6,30,20,7,35,1,2,0,0,17,12,1,5,13,102,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606584577283965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422275647041888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853213303551335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22243585139530167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445690814294644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337646859545187,0.14393182155306825,0.0,0.0920048559866352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086626463026167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273156280175113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21524220592326052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31666450594073564,0.0,0.11140914286254304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650685149561159,0.0,0.0,0.13972700979384672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381424843101868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354626530505604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839012661557836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223722843073012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743501907668004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834756701184734,0.09439176646613734,0.1059422226197244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314305355689676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002262426275778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393354548240464,0.0,0.08923771125650111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522854560240516,0.15657651731966066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158073446015046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282466611253902,0.0,0.0,0.09254324136516344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457403452918517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030853891905492,0.0,0.1149352395110325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524541421442412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018554814900315,0.0,0.0,0.10141042748726234,0.0,0.1419563168312452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,moaazv3,2019/07/15,"Looking for friends I'm not looking for any nsfw stuff, you can go to your place 🙅‍♂️

I dont care about fire strike🔥, mapping🗺 and timezone🕝

I'm looking for friends to chat/play video games.

Let's chat about anything 🗨
Or
Let's play video games🎮 together I have ps4 and xbox1

DM me about my social account
Or if you have any questions",-0.7867999999999995,1.3432909200000012,1.0230000000000032,101.0865,93.13333333333333,3.5333333333333337,22.166666666666664,4.935628992294339,-0.2511333333333332,269,11,64,1,10,87,52,75,0.039,0.8029999999999999,0.158,0.7909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,13,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,4,8,11,0,2,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,4,0,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843618390945552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205423852456042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317001974787145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24503908243087846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230679015059064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882443893479724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275949760613418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5267212171766396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184431007759872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23421637926932395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312975541516926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393454836592744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gebxl,2019/07/15,"It’s okay if you’re alone, believe me I know. The thing I can’t stress enough now is it’s ok if you don’t have 1k followers on social media. It’s ok if you don’t have 1k girls/guys in your messages calling you beautiful, sexy, or hot af. You are who you are and nothing can change that. You’re still an amazing person with an enormous amount of love and energy to give to the world. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. There is always someone out there who will love you for you no matter the cost and millions of meaningless followers could never compare to that feeling. Wether it’s your pet dog you’d give your life for, your partner in crime that makes you smile everyday or your own family. There’s always something for us even in ourselves. So if you feel depressed today, shake it off and look in the mirror and say it’s ok because it is and always will be. You control those terrifying thoughts everyday not the world. Don’t let other people dim your light of life.",4.217755102040814,5.3652289387755125,4.6802040816326524,86.4433673469388,70.83673469387755,7.6408163265306115,26.755102040816325,7.957251820313856,1.4880448979591838,776,25,157,10,14,246,113,196,0.10300000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.163,0.9022,2,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,18,0,1,7,10,0,2,7,4,20,4,0,2,1,24,32,13,0,5,7,0,3,0,1,2,2,1,1,2,15,8,0,1,4,0,1,3,8,3,0,1,1,6,22,7,17,24,3,19,0,1,1,2,32,10,0,6,6,105,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427245835472458,0.0,0.0,0.37182747961477003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415279993815564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908015859395444,0.0,0.0,0.1678212776024961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209970998796796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757464012194405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706569930204407,0.11892844756294925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282947239262432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391033401169976,0.0,0.0983833732027099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042151810205272,0.0,0.15063224800660413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857824193951139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474888694674336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818617729318535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046331606635068,0.21042264438060654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508468539944548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26887540763352596,0.0,0.09942861969094273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148832794042595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429263406096452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326664237352556,0.1300617612394897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845499525498515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184086497370114,0.12620908880364567,0.11467283690152708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895565605477658,0.0,0.1706274501541138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019323615977282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895908378944593,0.0,0.0,0.11825363220301355,0.0,0.0,0.1411919239107268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917452562122327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AlexandraRae_,2019/07/15,"28/F/ Lowermainland BC, Canada I used to have a large group of friends since highschool that were like family, my ex best friend started to play victim to get attention and turned me into the bad guy, I lost all my friends because they took her side because she plays victim so well. I basically lost my family. I currently have an amazing boyfriend and im close with his friends but I wish I had more girl friends in my life. I'm a typical boring vegetarian who works monday to friday then spends afternoons on reddits watching funny videos of idiots in cars and sending memes to the few friends I have. I love to talk about real world issues. But I also went through 2 years on disability off work due to mental illness and bad anxiety, depression. Did PTSD therapy, spent a bit of time in the hospital. Basically Im open to talk to anyone who wants to discuss anything related to anything, if you need someone to talk to about mental health stuff I know alot about that, even just funny memes I love that too. This has gotten long but I guess Id rather describe myself somewhat well before people decide to talk to me or not lol. Also not interested in having a pity party with someone everyday, I love to be positive when I can be.",6.045316455696202,6.763938763713084,6.6040675105485285,75.85622784810128,66.42616033755274,9.526751054852319,32.677637130801685,9.558583805096642,3.0511059915611827,985,40,178,19,15,322,152,237,0.126,0.632,0.242,0.9879,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,5,13,27,3,0,9,1,11,6,0,1,1,30,30,14,0,5,9,1,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,2,7,9,0,0,3,3,2,4,2,10,2,0,9,1,26,17,33,19,7,27,0,4,1,3,26,12,0,5,12,113,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601831412031592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661605598419166,0.0,0.0,0.07002865285363473,0.0,0.16483323280560508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724558268666342,0.12210353910976067,0.0,0.08522203119782992,0.0,0.10510341385762444,0.0,0.1093401163755168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626082726646363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614949471039792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888289081078576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642634242341524,0.0,0.052325320603066126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032879139908096,0.09916629073671404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645696231165742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163628338554305,0.10453273606524743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055040955999568056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070740365715675,0.0489292403302284,0.0,0.0,0.08863142637152006,0.0,0.0,0.21865562062688876,0.0,0.2711734479518758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20185945202663866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426148755083352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943283190111159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707240508323752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399497662388475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284682352984041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697170401957908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088814744533183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465015383316933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219937462451428,0.0,0.0,0.1145326152457059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583994747983988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127262985008332,0.0,0.10893668788145716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649922847548146,0.0,0.0,0.059072283086258025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800974693397081,0.09284196810510588,0.0,0.0,0.1151699326772915,0.0,0.0,0.1458237929881072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449464657171651
lonely,-Xaze,2019/07/15,"its killing me i cant fucking do it i've been lonely my entire life, im turning 20 tomorrow and i've never had a real girlfriend or friend, ive just got out of an online relationship because she seemed to miss her ex (in real life) more than she wants me

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i'm joining the military and meant to be this big strong man but im fucking hollow inside i'm just that little kid i was years that wanted someone to hug but i cant fucking form any deep connection because i dont know how to think or act due to self conscious, im not even bad looking and that makes it worse because people expect me to have tons of hookups and friends

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i just need a fucking social life",2.1086511375947983,4.057535119718313,3.5446478873239435,89.10441495124594,78.08450704225352,5.495991332611052,26.416034669555803,6.297961479604792,0.9727469122426876,545,22,110,4,13,179,93,142,0.07,0.8140000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.8139,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,12,5,0,4,0,10,8,0,2,1,27,28,9,1,4,8,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,5,1,13,4,11,22,3,10,0,2,1,5,12,5,4,3,4,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514523521145221,0.28199561464433404,0.07890922383123762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688615219246656,0.21220546247115502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599464586744195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664142644620582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792999892938583,0.42909780769402855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280548876001456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760200200142363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283778860732414,0.0,0.06377096906390521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458813582557897,0.0,0.11629968292610908,0.0,0.0,0.09744195999293448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745568173384465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860400576123887,0.08949498397680418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044553178218536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641513031779245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245804461714448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563584021391678,0.12105202774607135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828523566103595,0.09831787914465244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435190408943608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262150706987578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688340505050725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825174332729335,0.0,0.0,0.28199561464433404,0.07472410383541866
lonely,quienchingados,2019/07/15,"I want to know if we loners have become a new sub-culture, and we are lonely because our culture doesn't fit with the popular culture we live in. I want to know if we could be friends if we lived nearby. Or if we are depressed and because of that depression we choose to be lonely. What do you think? I only know the people around me don't like me. they talk to me, they understand what I say, they turn around and go away.",3.512310606060605,4.164506215909093,4.477727272727275,89.08242424242425,72.06818181818181,7.2303030303030305,26.03030303030303,7.1686216300943375,1.0353348484848488,329,10,72,3,6,107,53,88,0.19,0.722,0.08900000000000001,-0.8631,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,8,1,3,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,27,18,8,0,7,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,13,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,19,3,10,15,0,7,0,4,0,0,17,5,0,5,2,52,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582505529113015,0.0,0.0,0.18904945265407366,0.0,0.0,0.2453193271636553,0.2222277299688444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606549403012947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34661481984673365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545930894686166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435592998683852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317498507587244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830418023879296,0.0,0.355355575188865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433607478724504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303415653181707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949813190702415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600153754719361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173013852767354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893135882661202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21886568701742,0.0,0.2094733921846922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23736531875157366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HorrorFeast,2019/07/15,"Celebrated my Bday by moving out our families home. This was my Bday. I moved out of the house I was living in with my wife and kids. This was hers choice not mine. I'm not going to get a lot of details away. Even though I new this was coming Im fucking crushed. I can't breath and feel claustrophobic.  I knew it was coming but, I feel so alone. She has been my everything since the early 2000's. I dont really have family, and very few friends that live 100's of miles away. I feel empty and want to die. I've pretty much done nothing but cry. This shit sucks... wish I had someone that cared.",-0.08241935483870932,2.1938329354838717,1.7066935483870969,96.63004032258064,90.61290322580645,5.035483870967743,15.81451612903226,6.6274283507984215,-0.3922645161290324,460,10,106,6,16,150,86,124,0.132,0.698,0.171,0.6517,0,1,0,0,0,1,18.0,1,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,3,0,12,3,2,0,0,20,26,8,1,2,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,9,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,9,3,17,2,12,17,3,13,0,0,0,1,6,6,3,1,2,65,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624564319616135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834761989364803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381200167699546,0.0,0.0,0.25990536362355776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571281726990753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656904284229806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438233551605418,0.17680700035758212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964172211815038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558339685379547,0.0,0.2844350916349383,0.0,0.2288383104172668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655419619274596,0.1394677999168183,0.07881821438092253,0.0,0.0857373134473783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132505488950476,0.0,0.0,0.17407238589919805,0.0,0.0,0.1629548756351238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664245950231673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825592510762612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206809804072457,0.11089958607000087,0.0,0.0,0.14570169609992967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475440565599665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347903215004913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966448904476484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548558006723672,0.12479309486296368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782333585418718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821935497722366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244754428897204,0.08898123926622248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348175490134046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheVoidLeftBehind,2019/07/15,"hello my dear friends~ and a very big fuck you to all of you 😁

mentally unstable? totally insane? psychotic?

check check check fuckity check",2.3592000000000013,4.85866652,4.2959999999999985,73.16800000000003,103.8,10.0,29.0,8.841846274778883,4.7202,113,6,17,5,5,38,21,25,0.312,0.605,0.083,-0.8026,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354500614163477,0.5210559896011807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5679946310274335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650440826816776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ihavegreenteaonface,2019/07/15,"Maybe I have been denying loneliness. After my last friendships, I completely burnt myself out from anything related to chill companionship. I think I even forgot how to make friends or even to be someone that can be seen as a friend. 

I'm just never there. My state of mind is chaos.

I really miss the feeling of having a connection with another human being, I miss having long conversations that are frivolous or meaningful, I miss the light-heartedness of it all but I've burdened myself with self doubt and cowardice to deal with the possibilities of being hurt again from it.

It feels nice being alone, though like any other disposition it is to being human, when moments like these hits, it aches. 

The least I can do is to accept it, right? Denying only gives side effects like sweating from eyes. 

Thanks for reading. Couldn't sleep until I could disseminate this somewhere.",5.72268257059396,8.075272056962032,5.729746835443041,75.63049172346643,68.9367088607595,8.405842259006816,29.24245374878285,9.057496981413335,2.72870535540409,707,27,114,14,13,222,107,158,0.166,0.669,0.165,0.2245,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,8,14,0,1,6,0,19,3,3,3,2,24,32,9,0,2,4,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,11,5,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,4,13,8,21,20,2,12,0,4,2,0,9,3,0,3,11,85,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226228981773005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262384377912744,0.1946549028753928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276211713826746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946351851653996,0.0,0.0,0.1482147617064936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913819463015053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24522086202129964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772567204154486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28684289928965945,0.0,0.0,0.17807839107683726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872653523201075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131762752527808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720762390783598,0.0,0.0,0.16428148750156005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239130710631568,0.0,0.1864957105150129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743883541801026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431734646325908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118408684338926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20927602140482585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568563569647792,0.0,0.11892279078348755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853161740859106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936582079024408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857694637867008,0.0,0.15728827211273275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090813552868336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894766876849487,0.18238583809630407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Neglectedpeach,2019/07/15,"Feeling tolerated, not wanted. How have you guys overcome that feeling of being tolerated by the people around you (even family) and cant seem to truly fit in anywhere? On the surface I'm pretty normal, can have a decent conversation with people and can just get by. But that's really as far as it goes. I don't feel truly connected to anyone and I always find myself focusing on my negative qualities. It all feels fake. I always smile, say hi and good morning and treat everyone with respect but idk it seems like I'm off putting and it pushes them away. For example, people always look away quickly when I make eye-contact, even when Im trying to listen to what they are saying at the moment. They want to make plans to go to a bar or something to catch up with me but never follow through and I always feel avoided. I honestly try to be an easy going guy but I just cant get people to stick around. Its been like this for a long time and most of the time it just hurts.",3.620153846153844,5.080818399999998,5.092307692307692,81.70769230769233,72.69230769230771,7.661538461538463,24.794871794871803,8.238735603445708,1.5540871794871798,768,23,147,12,15,258,123,195,0.08199999999999999,0.772,0.146,0.8777,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,3,1,12,9,0,1,8,0,11,1,0,3,2,40,31,18,0,3,9,0,5,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,10,13,1,1,8,1,0,6,6,3,0,0,1,9,15,6,32,28,2,27,0,1,1,0,12,13,0,4,10,103,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41180904507387855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865140436811038,0.0,0.0,0.2202897022975689,0.0,0.0,0.23249453381859936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344339185903034,0.0,0.0,0.11822815685586098,0.0,0.0,0.1166404874190752,0.0,0.3128049579935513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130858684397451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292863674457066,0.0,0.14063584029694093,0.10377783503126116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450219005760533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324542239309627,0.0,0.13364832034009758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089526965655162,0.0,0.0,0.10949608167746204,0.10390101795545052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651798502239363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954272670394862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212279397121754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431118439219685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125876656186755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438160357892085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926382826803187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967881927287572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252760788391596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525246394360626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429449968777916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800744721005234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595688681741648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BetterLYF_Official,2019/07/15,"LONELINESS **Understand Loneliness**

The desire to be around people, being heard and understood is a very natural one and when unfulfilled, it results in a feeling of loneliness. Loneliness is an emotional response to lack of companionship, loss of connection and [communication](https://www.betterlyf.com/articles/relationships/nine-steps-towards-better-communication/). It is a state of mind that craves for connection but somehow stops us from making one. 

Loneliness strikes in when we lack a ‘true connection’. Irrespective of the number of friends we have, we might still feel lonely if we’re unable to find companionship or don’t feel understood. Loneliness brings about a huge change in how we perceive things around us.

* We may assume “no one understands me” based on earlier experiences
* We may feel sad or unwanted in a crowd.
* We may fall into a relationship very quickly out of the need of having someone around and end up feeling lonelier when we fail to make a true connection.
* Thought of “why me” may stress us out and add to the whole struggle when we see people around us happy and getting along well with people.

**Dealing with Loneliness**

* Recognize what makes you lonely- First step towards helping loneliness is to find out what is that we want in order to feel better. Unless we find out what triggers our loneliness and what is missing, we won’t be able to work towards it.
* Initiate- While we have in mind what makes us sad, initiating a connection would help us reach out to people and reduce loneliness. Drowned in isolation we may unknowingly keep ourselves from initiating. This is something we can change.
* Find potential places- We can go out in search of places or activities that engage masses. These may work as a medium of finding like-minded people and building new networks.
* Focus on quality- Our focus must be on building a ‘true relation’ rather than ‘for the sake of having one’. Once we find a quality relationship, we may not care about the number of relationships we have.
* Use alone time- Loneliness could be used to explore our own selves better than ever. We can invest this time in pursuing the interests that would help us feel light and fresh.
* Positive self-talk- In loneliness, we may very often think negatively about ourselves. This may reflect in our perception of surroundings and in turn, we may expect rejection from people all the time. Talking positively to ourselves will help us improve our self-image and attitude in social relationships.

Share your experience with us. Let us connect to make ourselves fulfilled.",5.358306636155606,8.800399844393592,5.397089702517164,71.93506704805495,75.72768878718534,8.987990846681921,31.16562929061785,9.3871,3.846968732265447,2080,98,308,60,50,651,214,437,0.191,0.657,0.152,-0.9736,0,6,1,0,0,0,78.0,37,2,0,7,19,22,0,2,21,0,39,0,0,10,6,126,70,25,1,13,8,0,7,0,1,16,0,1,0,0,17,50,0,2,24,0,1,5,5,10,1,5,4,10,41,12,72,43,5,57,0,8,1,0,56,35,0,19,15,233,58,3,0.053681714640460725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559806680945162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115242885771308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243134260365795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473208577468465,0.0,0.1135762722965235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04286048101953202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05534349063813517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038470360926136,0.04754606559438779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048558184228460345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502203526360866,0.0,0.0,0.19000161514087927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29438468793073,0.04566163904985925,0.0,0.0,0.04147435956796923,0.0,0.028046480268576673,0.0,0.030508555525773175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057145183442198086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392688704608392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04771477449823889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489319026731308,0.0,0.02622617420518555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916480683926608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056947815982507935,0.1626096865506381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039804311207365266,0.0,0.051846134511693856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571692741104534,0.1455044765362831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223296850640814,0.0,0.1121719324574843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305362868119044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042777376373423104,0.0,0.11200347183387868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054721747778217235,0.04548434261111397,0.04132680658151448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042870286655369634,0.044880317147489336,0.06149222274906641,0.05611978369205437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629465760158479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035663745885716865,0.034397075168972835,0.0,0.04261728511881277,0.09390671851129888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839029043641161,0.0,0.11176911625613584,0.645724930572839,0.09272753140255156,0.0,0.13287910974701878,0.03166286614021107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04826630837652941,0.0,0.04843939780643189,0.059933717311523915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781618552087821,0.0,0.0,0.07626789975389396,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,After-Night,2019/07/15,"It's Gion Matsuri today and... I feel so lonely right now. I went to Japan to become more independent and fix my absolutely lacking social skills, but 4 months in and I'm starting to really regret it. At first, I thought everything was gonna be alright. I met a lot of new people and felt more sociable than ever. As time goes on though, my friends found new friends to hang with and eventually, I was left out. Currently, I only have 1 person I can call a friend. A lot of acquaintances I guess, but they're not people I can casually ring and ask out. 

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For some reason, I'm always the one left out in a friend group. I'm starting to think there's something wrong with me. Maybe I'm weird or maybe I'm just downright boring, but people always seem to prefer others over me...",2.3684615384615384,4.5721384102564135,3.821128205128208,86.19053846153847,78.35897435897436,6.467692307692308,22.57948717948718,7.554174236665415,1.0025979487179488,616,19,122,9,15,203,102,156,0.107,0.746,0.147,0.8591,1,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,6,11,0,0,5,1,6,0,0,2,1,33,24,13,0,3,6,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,3,11,0,0,8,1,0,2,1,5,0,2,7,3,13,6,21,15,6,24,0,2,0,0,10,11,0,6,11,73,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155060130817851,0.14031141521058485,0.15735467750130505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210634823746274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302076063267533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322323008147326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713867741404417,0.0,0.0,0.11638477275868694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547826005843257,0.0,0.1243387303355278,0.0,0.0,0.1101512359212774,0.0,0.14198826385383936,0.4002004361224829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265703950601216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814006865822668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22018974365574584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26019700981934346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336435270629868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25014063940928444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775143783740004,0.0984893355704478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26933356518977564,0.11307296994895408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829599631964294,0.1331458784471115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059088892079097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789044017868915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200726638308494,0.0,0.09969416158414122,0.0,0.0,0.18331920657114992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297731795834687,0.12723147780450692,0.10280722998841102,0.07551153309846677,0.0,0.12274930015744928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004627390395155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158612388727412,0.15735467750130505,0.0
lonely,MrSaturday69,2019/07/15,"i feel forgotten, used and most of all alienated hi i’m lonely and I don’t know what to do, I’m a 19m and I’ve always been a social person, and I’ve always been able to make friends wherever I go in my life but even when I was younger they always move on and lose interest and it hurts. Two weeks after I graduated high school and also turned 18 I joined the Army National Guard and it only took 2 months (basic training) for all but one of my friends to stop talking to me. So when I came home for Christmas all I had was my small family and one last friend and she ended up introducing me to her sister before I left to go back to AIT. After 7 more months of training I came back home 3 weeks ago to be the weekend warrior I signed up to be while all my military friends are being stationed across the world and I’m here “home” alone with my family and my friends sister to whom I’ve seen zero times in person since Christmas and is pretty much the equivalent of being my own personal Belle Delphine who has taken a whooping $1300 from me over the course of 6 months while taking advantage over the fact that she’s the only female I’ve ever gotten far with (I’ve been celibate my whole life due to insecurities and depression) and I try moving on and talking to other girls but they want my money too or sadly a contract marriage for benefits... I’m lost I’d like some advice even criticism sorry if my post is kinda all over the place it’s my first ever post. I’m also up for just talking to people I got Snapchat and Instagram for them spicey memes and I play Xbox and Pc and I have nothing but time and the motivation to help people",2.7210989010989017,4.36299026035503,4.2693364327979735,85.95409763313612,75.3905325443787,7.0770921386306025,23.60989010989011,7.83500028581142,1.1541712595097209,1300,39,266,19,28,434,184,338,0.091,0.784,0.126,0.9349,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,5,14,17,0,1,13,0,17,2,0,3,8,52,39,34,0,2,7,2,1,1,5,0,2,0,3,4,8,25,0,2,3,3,1,7,1,7,0,5,14,2,35,10,40,21,11,51,0,6,1,0,26,18,0,5,25,172,43,4,0.09146873108979547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938218540163685,0.08108151120367614,0.0,0.0,0.09473401988306103,0.0,0.14629502241153422,0.22832793502195026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066761636046762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783315316703945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923172163745327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878188405719623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101414638780823,0.0,0.0,0.1208284684453231,0.16547740790880472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724571583257211,0.0,0.04624933876685966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778032559381571,0.0,0.0,0.3533425737098908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396757555213183,0.0,0.07315590008011481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061309562371388474,0.09664173637818607,0.2752517855626167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979191684329197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026882249297698,0.07455922400709583,0.0,0.0,0.09938104396295792,0.0,0.12921413964094114,0.04468700174640434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233011329419063,0.0998489250483862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061056088268775635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902840547983304,0.19443357109086976,0.06724004187808809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877667144059782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396315883162436,0.1391321834653406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682580230071147,0.2396009036225437,0.09556535586181747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520352018282312,0.0930565831207313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925712391453654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756638795692651,0.0,0.0,0.09324085241712404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023917557997139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647195488972569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877310235548856,0.22055730382807284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667230534102023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016251258118494,0.06210126424477254,0.09949171351836224,0.08935165934827823,0.0,0.0,0.07899961552353052,0.0,0.0,0.05395062746986616,0.0,0.14674139754285426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021215717250523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rsky08,2019/07/15,"Birthday it just became my birthday about 3 hours ago and I can't help but think about how different my birthdays are from other people's. we dont really celebrate my birthday; we being my family. I just don't see how other people can see it as a special day for them when it's just another day for me. I know no one who cares about if it's my birthday / when my birthday is in the first place. I've helped quite a lot of people with their emotional problems and such by giving them advice and things of the sort but when it comes to anything related to me, no one is interested. I guess the reason why Im posting this is so at least 1 person knows that it's my birthday, even if it's just a stranger on the internet. happy birthday to me, i guess 🎉",2.3384615384615373,3.883000464968157,4.151847133757961,86.80622243998043,76.19745222929936,7.123762861342479,24.81577658010779,7.882392219407189,1.3230513473787364,591,20,124,9,13,200,92,157,0.094,0.775,0.131,0.7934,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,3,2,15,5,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,3,0,26,19,14,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,13,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,1,0,3,0,2,20,4,17,18,2,14,0,0,2,0,10,4,0,6,8,92,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048281897220814,0.13650789939437327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147792202854344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672534252044634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570088827761318,0.0,0.0,0.13265366266981746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862897774615215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089273361965895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048181735154556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322443894223408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171270965262023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517344379183006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098866654669716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772671083287228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392872575982137,0.0,0.0,0.16393128968687332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064401476455732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165474766495188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663417853447057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926402238131424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092163999566106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087029479740243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320283692374457,0.13446310821853635,0.16089273361965895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748531540426266,0.0,0.0,0.1473530904711064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379338615091796,0.0,0.0,0.09865359081063443,0.1583332309266159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454292752567388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023079025378242,0.09867422859197926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895716971660213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,braille0109,2019/07/15,"Loaner in the wilderness Long post, gotta put this somewhere.

Had a stable childhood, have a stable family, never had any major problems. Yet, I still feel alone. Bored and alone. I could never keep friends in the long run. We either naturally drift apart, or we fall out. I have a difficult personality, negative experiences with people, 0 physical possibilities to meet someone... Yet I still want someone. The one and only person I ever cared for in a different way in my life, other than family, tried hiding and lying about things, which I've found out. Just as I was going to leave, I got blocked. Nice.

So now, we resume the life of a loaner. If anyone wants me, I'm 19 M, Europe, visually impaired.

Sadly not into games. I was also never diagnosed with . any mental difficulties, but I'm almost certain I got something, if nothing else, at least PPD. Once I lose trust in people, I can no longer forgive. I also feel like nobody wants me around, so unless the other end is clingy, we will probably never get much into things. I don't know why anyone would want me honestly, so hard to describe myself. Still, if anyone does want me, feel free to PM.",3.2495238095238115,5.695293552995395,4.807741935483873,78.99827956989247,76.6036866359447,6.89831029185868,22.775729646697393,7.957251820313856,1.4683554531490013,899,27,155,15,21,301,141,217,0.136,0.723,0.141,0.7339,1,2,1,0,0,0,46.0,4,0,0,1,15,14,0,0,10,0,12,3,0,0,6,46,31,15,0,11,9,0,4,1,1,3,3,0,0,2,6,14,0,2,6,1,1,5,8,5,0,1,7,4,23,10,23,20,4,34,0,2,0,0,10,12,0,5,16,106,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545738318691124,0.21814837829837885,0.0,0.1684401333945061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432351113117125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22091530118909572,0.0,0.0,0.09375234328295352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737527793507276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408515766873638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689212642027852,0.0,0.11003136691811913,0.0,0.0,0.0921615370924428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797685460522531,0.0,0.09327749775393984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526310670888072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301791048271053,0.19856250933477865,0.0,0.1597507146083873,0.07523678836912036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547204927973087,0.08136581719400954,0.0,0.055022544295797136,0.0,0.05985272774845881,0.0,0.16845945084073036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434121712931018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360847665205288,0.0,0.0,0.057878163089397174,0.0,0.0,0.11151298049678543,0.0,0.0,0.14877366679196374,0.05145140559868715,0.0,0.0,0.1864002562170974,0.0,0.11782012572554502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613237064437818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774183662348882,0.0,0.3249005216214764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105222199942006,0.0,0.0,0.11215663737404244,0.07136391473000964,0.08009651714754157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602379975241608,0.1839133348597262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872641465333658,0.10086229806153346,0.0,0.11354697690569993,0.10077187203788077,0.0,0.10587028513083534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846547817190606,0.08107634269826401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25231318410154696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399327130505916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150171660613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105864689701529,0.08359384647302502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503006744316143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481248720642071,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,i_need_more_sleeep,2019/07/15,"All alone again, but worse Long rant just gotta get it off my chest

Had a boyfriend. Very Rocky relationship but I wasnt alone and I felt loved despite the arguments. Now I'm alone again, but with a fresh new set of memories that make me 30% more depressed. 

I fell in love with him over the course of our 6 month relationship. I’ve had plenty of relationships before but never been in love. He was perfect for me despite the fact we didn't have the best relationship. The highs were high and the lows were low (at least 1-2 large monthly arguments). He was almost my dream person. I was his. We spent too much time around other people but we we were good when we were alone. too many friends ended up getting hit by one (weakest hit ever didn't even feel it) I'm so confused. He's hurt me so much but I can't get over him. I'm mad. I usually just get over people quickly. I say ""f them"" and move on but I can't

He broke me 

Every negative thing that's happened and that he said keeps playing over and over in my mind. I already had severe clinical depression and anxiety and was dealing with it well but now I want to give up. He tipped me over the edge. He was the first person I've ever 100% opened up too. Told the extent of my mental illness. Told of my trauma which I never tell anyone and it all blew up in my face. 

He wasn't very good with words and was blunt. He's made me so self conscious of my personality. And my MI. And now I feel like I'm intruding in this world more than ever. 

Over the course of our relationship I kept a list of what he has said during our arguments. These were always on private and He would always apologize. And I have a shall mouth too but never called him names 

- Immature 
- Always act like the victim
- childish 
- I'm embarrassing
- Awkward/Make things uncomfortable (He said this alot)
- Make things weird (in a group)
- Pathetic
- Always think I'm right
- Insecure 
- Act like a child 
- Always have to have my way
- Too dominant
- Just go on and on 
- Always break down 
- pointed out that I have No friends 
- Don't know how to act around people
- ""You've probably between doing this your whole life and no one s ever told you""

Alot of these were repeated like bingo and became predictable during arguments. 

Other things that messed me up
- he grilled me about my response to a traumatic event I told him about the week before despite me breaking down and having a panic attack (he was just wondering and realized it came off bad) and then got mad I got depressed and slept with someone else. We weren't ""official"" at this time even though we were
- constantly interrupted me whenever I spoke and cut me off. When I finally pointed out he did this, he said he didn't realize it. But the next week I pointed it out and he said it's because I don't get to the point quick enough sometimes. He really really struggled with not interrupting me
- during one of our last big arguments he broke up with me, told me to leave then physically wouldn't let leave for 30 mins which obviously made the argument worse. He then said he didn't actually want to break up with me and didn't actually want me to leave
- after our last big and final fight. He sent me 30 texts basically outlining how good of a boyfriend he was ""I pay for everything, I drive, I incorporates you into my life and my friends etc."" I didn't respond. He never let me pay and i always was the one to drive 30 mins to his house so obviously he's going to drive us to dates and the other stuff just pissed me off

Obviously there's a lot more 

Not sure what the point of this is but yeah I don't know how to get him out of my mind.  All the stuff he's said and done have really messed me up. Like really really badly and I'm lost",2.3343896508121773,4.386370275167788,3.683688357163701,87.8831903511332,77.79194630872483,7.164478163602762,22.340725610349192,8.135877884289325,1.1222216710436732,2905,86,611,53,69,951,292,745,0.196,0.687,0.11699999999999999,-0.9968,0,4,0,0,1,0,86.0,13,3,1,4,39,46,7,5,31,1,51,12,5,7,17,121,110,53,0,5,18,0,3,5,3,4,4,9,0,5,34,53,0,2,10,2,3,12,24,27,1,5,55,12,84,19,83,47,17,114,0,9,0,3,91,54,1,6,48,389,118,3,0.0,0.0,0.09727387235362893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990785377526972,0.20647804897891653,0.05500000240868652,0.0,0.29029781334307125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03812768753602814,0.0,0.0,0.034849491536386085,0.0,0.0,0.08873685460906187,0.0,0.05670052818312499,0.0,0.0,0.08322912523419078,0.030382179860450723,0.0,0.08482083644104414,0.0,0.05230431234100851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05089251137808952,0.05700401730224401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05385965037600458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138315334690048,0.12878211334554854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100392366483999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04163516922720971,0.0,0.04414370599520495,0.05149834556236575,0.055585101104333116,0.06583808661475847,0.18033359281741865,0.04199259623735082,0.0,0.04479324140443239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050401499096807835,0.03560591510024316,0.04785449704307823,0.10919520907004114,0.0,0.042394127553512684,0.0,0.0,0.11551945963688458,0.0,0.15623697528266206,0.04781135030393654,0.056650773881365475,0.1254110187098908,0.07972367022155442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044073606280069545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531801142785986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057509006149450335,0.0533550642119492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044300342220669114,0.0,0.0,0.0547818429199438,0.08125298137548911,0.0,0.15832102096106665,0.0,0.1019301522431392,0.0704073454459239,0.12174724753980412,0.0,0.0,0.044107090702542304,0.0,0.0,0.0544065670972314,0.04237243459160224,0.1349484303095662,0.09432018017869268,0.06653756485570325,0.0505302341067616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022729253156518,0.0,0.1006489756173235,0.0,0.07956409234025927,0.05297234360001101,0.07327669973989323,0.0,0.15375962530621587,0.04813606531393445,0.05300571676702885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509228898136305,0.0,0.0,0.058476844852926514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036589505473908,0.1305558636027388,0.0,0.0,0.2355759322823823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053736265292963784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964483885127154,0.0,0.0,0.2675491110312865,0.0,0.042563337687060186,0.33186672203221823,0.03963500123887653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051994295103784206,0.056305344333901865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04222951831049484,0.0,0.049293323944233365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052103895471615286,0.11411042202983107,0.0,0.0,0.04697388608266558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04356261266465058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244670349780654,0.031935647132353494,0.0489678345753747,0.0,0.05812455101685018,0.0,0.0,0.23812267791447464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059951735506683326,0.0,0.05489204108227052,0.0822469224354265,0.08819128794690362,0.039560904511481206,0.07995775305030027,0.0,0.044812408762143915,0.0,0.0,0.05564490695759961,0.0,0.0,0.05404967144446983,0.0,0.0,0.10158303257825063,0.03540511398281776,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alone_at_midnight,2019/07/15,"First time caller, long time follower It's time for a background information dump. Please grab your popcorn and soda and head to the front...

In all seriousness, I have been struggling with depression and anxiety for years. Ever since my 14th birthday, it has been as if a hurricane had formed around me. It got to the point where I was barely functioning day to day. I didn't want to do anything. I cried until my eyes became deserts and couldn't squeeze out any more tears. And what did everybody do? They ran. That's what you do from a hurricane right? You run and you spare your losses(I'm not a hurricane expert, I imagine that's what people do). I became too tired to chase anymore. My legs felt like they were cut from under me. I felt trapped inside of my head, in a glass box while a beast stalked me, scratching at my cage and wanting to pull me under.(Fact 1: I am very dramatic). 

I thought I was over that. I thought that, after my stint in a mental hospital this year, that it was all behind me. That I could become...""normal"". Not obnoxious, not annoying... just normal. Whatever qualifies as normal these days. I thought that I was free from the hurricane, that I had broken the cage, that I had slain the beast. But no. These past few months have been a reminder that I will always fuck it up. I will always be a fuck up. I will always push people away. I'll always be the last picked. 

So I come here today, filled with nerves and a shaking finger above my screen, hoping that I can find somebody to connect to. Because that's what I crave. Connection. Something to make me feel...alive. A connection that will light up my nerve endings and put a spark back into my eyes. Maybe... Maybe I can find one today...

Some random facts about me to help the search:
1. Read above... or don't. I'm very dramatic. That's the fact. It's up there somewhere as well though. I think. 

2. I am a huge gamer, to the point that I'm starting a YouTube channel surrounding gaming. I know, a millennial with a YouTube channel. Original. I'm trying to use the channel to bring smiles to people's faces and spread positivity. That's the number one goal. 

3. Oh right my age. That boring admin stuff. I am a 19 year old male with the enthusiasm of a 9 year old and the back of a 59 year old. I am open to talking to people of any age... not in like a weird way. You know what I mean. 

4. I am very passionate about music, specifically rap, RnB and pop, but I'm open to all genres. Music is a beautiful form of connection. 

5. I collect Pokemon cards solely because I think they're cute. That's literally the reason. 

I think that's enough about me. If you're interested (completely or even vaguely. Like 1% interested is enough I feel) , please DM/PM me or leave a comment. I'm here for anything: if you want to make a friend, if you want to talk about your experience with loneliness and depression, if you want to talk about soup, I'm here. Hopefully you're here too. Take care of yourselves eveybody. Thank you for reading this. It means the world to me",1.8206877828054289,4.278851981512609,2.9927731092436964,89.90989657401423,82.12605042016807,6.2161603102779575,22.59922430510666,7.497074112349321,0.9807163542340014,2359,80,483,38,65,757,276,595,0.079,0.802,0.11900000000000001,0.9823,1,1,1,0,0,0,120.0,0,11,2,2,23,26,5,2,38,0,38,12,7,6,6,81,78,30,0,16,15,0,7,3,1,4,1,0,0,1,36,24,1,0,18,7,1,11,8,12,1,3,20,11,67,15,65,50,10,69,0,2,3,3,23,25,2,12,35,302,103,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24757085410865334,0.0,0.0,0.10116614294394924,0.0,0.05690288226636539,0.0,0.07376806648330315,0.0,0.0,0.12242193779665493,0.0662167458455971,0.0,0.0,0.06988538863047286,0.11439205388219835,0.0,0.09068651761065406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583854696482925,0.0,0.0,0.06407447049213008,0.07798928483621435,0.0,0.0,0.0593888677313738,0.0,0.08170636321078233,0.14391287414154713,0.0,0.12813214241034904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065881365154197,0.15371529110853427,0.0,0.04912934842615739,0.06728378944476904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727609631621702,0.0,0.0,0.07522067962930921,0.0,0.1428389177069971,0.0,0.1359696459907717,0.06327024283031328,0.0,0.0,0.05746821304929106,0.1375319894254385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949097511058012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267707878429534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985743658519015,0.0,0.0,0.14775844096160035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175803358287846,0.060632169583215725,0.0,0.07876098270690653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901950378918578,0.0,0.0,0.06582671941452127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930261875171542,0.0,0.1494556811578293,0.162050045006186,0.0,0.0,0.074960688627687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937189574885547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575932673354156,0.0,0.0,0.2341577116970094,0.0,0.1008078526626677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100710349486472,0.20627155539849215,0.0,0.0,0.16330065516444991,0.14063217997983093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477557912287491,0.0,0.0,0.14880649580413613,0.0,0.0,0.07647823459034707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270455540206435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153048450358178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057263758862415824,0.0,0.0,0.05264875431586765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776138604888473,0.08515087499068874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592684822450656,0.1793589998636231,0.0,0.06848198207968369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298509715455504,0.073081036531482,0.17715566289407814,0.1301201841904987,0.0854924528316127,0.14101299841543824,0.0,0.0,0.05050125501122157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424313221092116,0.0,0.1841215890561782,0.2193654532645421,0.05904185743340901,0.0,0.0,0.06687935683104246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395014487197341
lonely,icekreamkitten,2019/07/15,"Taking air for granted. I'v successfully had 3 mental brake downs from a manic episode today. Starting with a outrageous day at work. and now my friend that got me through being homeless has found out he has lung cancer. I'v already lost one friend to cancer. now i cant keep it together. i feel so lonely. I feel lost. 

If you've had a friend or family member that had cancer please tell me how you got through it...

also if anyone is bipolar please tell me how you deal with your episodes. I just need some one to talk to.  
I am so sorry if this post seems scattered. I can't get my brain to function correctly.",1.8692180546726007,4.296832272727272,2.863140495867772,91.11331214240309,81.64462809917356,5.375969485060395,21.704386522568345,6.67199483983844,0.494304005085823,479,15,96,5,13,152,82,121,0.187,0.6729999999999999,0.14,-0.8117,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,4,8,8,1,0,3,0,10,6,2,2,1,20,23,10,0,4,5,0,2,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,8,2,14,4,13,14,1,10,0,3,0,0,11,4,0,6,5,61,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588941634625274,0.12746310206994327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144829923372013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779305249135603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279253871913913,0.16432277193480516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150257500303241,0.0,0.1611834521976965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747615049567269,0.3694299898604563,0.0,0.08327402785056114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254955440184411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416720181070776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34798323320160035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062634147510904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818471652460055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160118438291057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349921902796737,0.0,0.0,0.15265033497350108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451015047754005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784226230733419,0.11281615662554274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984048152431412,0.12811061587147413,0.27862553383790856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108187004795728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603688671765665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,goodbye124,2019/07/15,"Internally lonely I have plenty of friends but there is always a void in my heart when I leave. Even if Im at a friends house and Im the last one up, I feel incredibly lonely. I get super introspective and tell myself that no one cares about me, and I make up reasons why. Ive kicked myself for so long I dont have any confidence and I have to rely on others to pick up my slack. So when Im alone I just hate it so much. I hate myself so much",-0.490454545454547,1.4576532755102036,2.3335250463821886,94.20043599257887,87.67346938775509,5.196289424860853,16.051948051948052,6.574015621080383,-0.438665306122449,343,7,83,4,11,120,63,98,0.23,0.627,0.14300000000000002,-0.8273,0,7,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,2,0,3,0,6,1,1,3,0,11,12,12,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,1,16,4,11,12,2,10,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756264585161992,0.0,0.0,0.14109829695717774,0.0,0.0,0.11531543590226448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289094645604855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873826033465616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200134876142208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574118976863865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620233151312234,0.0,0.08859487903232663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348364062065966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094478834699275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956644424482257,0.0,0.0,0.5495037260619294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822460482777008,0.0,0.17955329300178394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006674411828186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319127560230205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24931129155305856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298140688947172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434925761097206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482142518072074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301323189091096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bassofspade,2019/07/15,I feel abandoned My friends have lately stopped putting in the effort to speak to me. I feel like I annoy them and i know they talk to each other more then they talk to me. Fuck dude I'm so touched starved that i can't sleep. I miss them.,-1.064852941176472,1.0022165098039224,-0.14688725490195864,107.4702573529412,99.58823529411764,2.5500000000000003,18.139705882352946,3.1291,-1.232629411764706,186,6,46,0,8,56,37,51,0.265,0.612,0.12300000000000001,-0.8456,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,4,1,1,6,2,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,8,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,4,13,2,5,8,2,5,0,2,0,1,8,1,1,0,4,28,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183131127345015,0.22487088420821624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431895838904604,0.2909986713116721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298869332920536,0.0,0.3550729019124217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537801296616885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164295704907859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149961090877199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26316080020676363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059984552553929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jon66666,2019/07/15,"I’ve never felt more alone I just recently logged onto snap chat and looked at one of my closest friends stories, only to see that the entire rest of my friend group was hanging out together without me. I understand that they’re allowed to make plans with out me, but the fact that I didn’t know about it and was not invited hurts me to my core. It really makes me feel like they never wanted me around in the first place. That I’m being phased out. I’m really not sure what I did, but I really don’t feel wanted and I’m still in shock that they have started to just make plans as a group with out me. I’ve never really had too many friends, just a few close ones, and it seems like they aren’t to interested in being my friend anymore, which fucking sucks.",5.321858974358975,5.069357724358973,5.768717948717949,84.57628205128206,67.91025641025641,9.241025641025642,26.948717948717945,8.841846274778883,1.68255641025641,599,15,129,9,9,193,88,156,0.06,0.774,0.166,0.9478,2,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,3,7,12,2,0,5,0,10,1,0,4,5,37,29,7,0,2,8,0,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,0,6,1,0,1,9,4,0,3,6,5,18,8,22,21,3,21,0,1,2,1,10,13,2,1,9,87,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968485833515127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333048664120432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865835934570094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461528969203945,0.10324906466386717,0.13876716960502672,0.0,0.0,0.12293333859887147,0.0,0.0,0.4466402515576122,0.1336115199491019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471756474886128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942744942972221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412157434908812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213650421701442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894157326256661,0.14652619920260793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344009861403279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958684735578012,0.109918175105296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099841399723216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703470110154821,0.0,0.14270152125207858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151681324523456,0.13157061088642144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229591118339172,0.0,0.11541827176813707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621359788135728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045616954977148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048979954377294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393174496746369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MakeMyWish1,2019/07/15,"Anyone want to call me tomorrow? Could use some company. I am a 23 year old male on Vancouver Island, looking to just spend some time with anyone. Just not feeling being alone for the day, you know. That’s all, see you!",1.4909302325581422,4.0047371627907005,2.8570232558139534,89.8966976744186,84.34883720930233,6.2306976744186064,20.227906976744187,7.554174236665415,0.8354781395348838,170,5,34,3,5,55,38,43,0.033,0.887,0.08,0.2411,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,12,9,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,7,3,6,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,5,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32797775662943857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428502927184329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233585709196305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528376474135791,0.0,0.0,0.2042279073527056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601193994836676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403521617684498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26592558998236016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322950760009349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25234740599044303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846545910509495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735038237159045,0.0,0.0,0.186781958457578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039270494946705
lonely,knastman,2019/07/15,Permission to live I feel I don't have permission to live. What should I do?,-1.1008333333333304,0.7010222500000012,1.2399999999999984,95.67166666666668,107.75,7.133333333333333,17.833333333333332,7.793537801064563,1.1954833333333337,60,2,14,2,3,20,10,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752486023723477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9613730841312697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WidePerception,2019/07/15,"So lonely to the point not even video games are fun anymore :( Anyone feel the same way? Like playing video games to just forget about how lonely you are but then no matter what you will still think about it. Also, anyone play to just play? I feel as if I don't even enjoy playing video games but i still play cause I got nothing better to do.",1.1764130434782594,3.6064688695652194,1.7969384057971034,97.5414945652174,84.94202898550725,3.45,14.422101449275365,3.1291,-1.3349289855072466,268,4,56,0,8,82,44,69,0.195,0.589,0.21600000000000005,0.19399999999999998,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,11,11,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,14,9,8,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,6,9,7,7,1,5,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21024222004049065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26072762624570256,0.3676536577271873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325149962215573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700722413916269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472878985393867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658617770438285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026633153160534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844038435823912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252261062313734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485268776035967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41990692599569773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684566540638845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867895922464225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OakButt,2019/07/15,So lonely after moving 3000 miles away from home Just moved as far as I could possibly get from home without leaving the US lmao. I have my best friend and his mother up here and his brother and fiance. They are all awesome people but I still feel really lonely. I want someone I can talk to and connect with and be with them. Idk I just feel super lonely. How do you even make friends as an adult? All of my friends down South were from high school and the best job I ever had. I start my new job this week which is cool but it's a warehouse and don't have high hopes of connecting to anyone there,2.196762749445675,4.068706089430897,2.8733481152993363,94.37813747228384,77.53658536585365,5.4483370288248345,20.124907612712487,6.1124844417494595,-0.08523739837398336,471,11,102,3,11,147,86,123,0.096,0.67,0.235,0.9686,2,6,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,2,3,9,11,0,0,4,1,11,0,0,2,3,24,18,14,0,3,5,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,3,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,3,17,8,17,14,4,16,0,3,0,0,13,8,0,1,6,74,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562035487614392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419200520738554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31704336490774965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060419733244104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976963459218108,0.13663684339252896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275471710502134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501114588489462,0.0,0.07891939521748204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191933440476784,0.30303862900052186,0.15003054319768275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29979525009461283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994420273250426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008296090248007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32109264629083856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588873686982434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472171099419372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029050475037785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676895581682099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152874547234005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798742574324568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691668316592144,0.0,0.12063178920288667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141135221247455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169916691740803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909546662214236,0.0,0.12116627646423855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145610508318789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mortemauxzilium,2019/07/15,Can someone please talk to me This my last time reaching out for help I self harm and I need someone,0.012857142857143344,2.3718740952380983,0.6257142857142881,103.04428571428572,93.76190476190477,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.6545999999999994,80,3,18,0,3,24,19,21,0.138,0.593,0.26899999999999996,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23977613702181386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915943617974426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26524922963310393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926756262484426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731861413880232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6062000055779754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875265361461327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085928549525706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DeathByE5Pawn,2019/07/15,"Why am I like this Is it possible that I am not physically unattractive or don’t have social anxiety but just an awkward, lazy coward who avoids responsibilty at every oppurtunity and this is actually why I am lonely? 

Honestly I feel so damn worthless just thinking about what privelages and oppurtunity for good I had, yet still managing day in day out to utterly waste them away. I don’t even think I have any mental issues that I couldn’t have control over, not very poor, not a bad childhood, yet ending up so damn unsatisfied.

I think it has gave me actual depression over the past few months just living by myself, only going outside to get food and excercise to get a little dopamine rush for a couple hours, then back inside to my miserable existence. It gets especially bad at nigts, I frequently have suicidal thoughts of just throwing myself out the balcony. On the occasional morning that I feel a bit better, I think to myself that maybe this can actually be the day that I can start doing something with my life even though I am late, yet a few hours later I am back in this hole again.

Is there anyone else here that feels a similar way? Would you tell me to suck it up and take more responsibility? Is it possible to turn it around? (I know it should be, but actually possible with my crap mindset).

I am sorry for venting so much, I just needed to get these thoughts off somewhere even if no one reads it. I have been resisting for a couple months, just lurking the past week or so. Most posts here seem like people had no control over their unhappiness, yet many of them have fought/are fighting, I honestly feel like even more of an idiot typing here when I feel like I have to be doing better than I am, only to be the same.",8.510284431137727,7.128649452095813,8.661429640718563,70.1450785928144,61.96407185628743,11.942814371257484,35.54565868263472,10.9516,3.7301802395209593,1383,49,258,30,16,456,178,334,0.20800000000000002,0.677,0.114,-0.9896,0,3,1,0,2,0,32.0,0,1,3,4,30,23,6,3,15,0,35,3,1,2,0,45,59,16,1,5,14,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,21,9,1,3,13,1,1,3,8,14,0,1,6,5,35,9,37,46,8,47,0,4,0,0,9,16,4,5,30,194,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.3400431802248575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924057514170385,0.0,0.06664204791414881,0.0,0.0,0.060912204092026585,0.08925868992508665,0.0,0.07755001809406868,0.0,0.0,0.08184656439387007,0.13397073104540094,0.14547326916872425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540906840623766,0.09510603464030133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541174080208712,0.0,0.19278018900990024,0.0,0.16854416282657736,0.0,0.07503124651824811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727726521555114,0.0,0.07715723559842738,0.0,0.0,0.2301521653318543,0.0,0.07339738629164612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023753175304006,0.12446866062335052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533871528200646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820540865988833,0.0,0.04950895046818846,0.07306717382155538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715796810307742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092448724970464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787563102596412,0.0,0.0982684990106662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061531264966981976,0.17023819545933186,0.08731121370646534,0.07692334613799648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883200241104042,0.08751782219166307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779052315521642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906728670536295,0.0,0.0640388868383672,0.0645940011916006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903076856300923,0.1325083968369062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663205308721861,0.06039394812131345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29462417521091194,0.08343122705823053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713767412426404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930540469176743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880185422072025,0.0,0.06706469004486743,0.0,0.09751710260276314,0.061659808220509135,0.0,0.06956943263946766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528868600342257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549896157488537,0.0,0.07614156294477369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22327679058454186,0.08558916076251978,0.13831772902217693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475512515160872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187825567120604,0.0,0.06914711760292187,0.06987767622742219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721385069716348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188335708058085,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pankeeeki,2019/07/15,"Does anyone experience temporary moments of happiness, only to fade away? Sometimes I feel happy and believe everything is going to be alright. This feeling quickly fades, leaving me feeling empty inside.  I know happiness isn't supposed to last forever, but I just wish it could last a little longer.",7.479117647058826,10.009676862745104,7.892303921568629,61.18786764705882,64.68627450980392,9.805882352941175,42.161764705882355,10.125756701596842,5.488564705882354,244,15,29,6,4,80,43,51,0.026000000000000002,0.705,0.26899999999999996,0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,10,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,4,5,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558351016687678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218097113765125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184655420838148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481807871566228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968835523084602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427011510409607,0.18967717271897705,0.0,0.0,0.2941339398632096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020118856663913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6192492919766898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656560869390932,0.3161183690416364,0.0,0.20531834477118935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434464747602992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474741707145429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177788809842655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229822094494224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ColoredUndies,2019/07/15,"Family gathering and they’re making fun of me. Fine. I’ll move out, I’ll do what I want. I’ll live on my own and hopefully make a terrible mistake and live on the streets. I don’t care. I’m sick of living with help. I’m 21, I’ve got a decent job. I can do this. Fuck my family.",-2.9926278409090905,-1.5009839843750008,1.0603409090909108,97.82329545454547,107.59375,5.452272727272729,13.630681818181818,6.980632752743323,-0.1873562500000001,211,5,55,5,11,78,43,64,0.188,0.595,0.218,0.0194,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,0,4,2,0,2,0,10,13,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,4,6,12,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,0,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352301370317468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349966507973148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132930416889316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452450353385413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464393912273722,0.0,0.0,0.2291528497448235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22894983393022755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6111788415009674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080091793874985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24521438555582306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608215794371706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,code_kamper,2019/07/15,"I did this to myself, now regretting it I distanced myself from my friends because the years revealed the real them, and i didnt seem to like that very much, i stopped hanging out with them, if they ask me to hangout i makeup stuff and avoid them, till i found myself alone with nobody around and i regret it now

I was thinking that i was better alone getting rid of negative peoples in my life, and that this would help me focus on my purpose, make money , live the life i want , and if it happens that i stumble upon like minded peoples that i genuinly like their company ? Then i'd befriend them.

It has been a year now, and these like minded peoples are nowhere to be found, my social skills are very sharp due to years of cold approaching women, working as a server .. Generally beign around peoples and interacting with them

Sometimes i consider hanging out with ppl i dont really like or enjoy their company just to not feel alone

I lack that man-man Companionship, something i cant find when around women.",6.939255770136604,6.976710367875652,6.843400847856808,77.2491615638248,64.49222797927462,9.297974564295806,34.125765426283564,8.841846274778883,2.8551803108808285,803,32,145,11,11,255,110,193,0.153,0.769,0.078,-0.8934,0,4,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,8,3,8,11,0,1,5,0,12,2,0,1,0,40,22,14,0,7,5,0,2,5,1,1,2,0,0,2,14,16,0,2,7,1,1,3,5,3,0,0,7,3,33,8,23,13,2,22,0,2,0,0,16,8,0,4,16,107,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851279255703299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33102831905113145,0.11587756193449553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555945026165846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962468993180204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526978562113507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267340891289455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328907509100375,0.0,0.0,0.2718120033550769,0.09576432528078817,0.0,0.06475934257693698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096095631342704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308182074001895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510067877656788,0.3027812730103816,0.0,0.10945110692715143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273833288688523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25031058673125794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911183327655543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437283896475532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410835071463183,0.07940625930146265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284044135636105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635255393343342,0.0,0.09542362533175466,0.12259082382842768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036286837165874,0.0,0.0,0.14189437356539905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942287064833213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454530496094214,0.07310958008655985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023788920112047,0.0,0.0,0.08805131696542395,0.0,0.0,0.2394613657544331
lonely,SapphireGirl100,2019/07/15,"Making new friends as adults Why is it so hard to make new friends as adults??  I have a small workplace, live in a bedroom community and don’t do church, so how/where do you meet people??",1.2923684210526325,3.5210190263157912,2.088684210526313,97.0082894736842,82.42105263157895,4.852631578947369,22.657894736842106,5.985473137389443,0.08945263157894745,145,5,33,1,4,45,30,38,0.048,0.769,0.183,0.7426,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,3,7,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,7,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706661778917822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27286163658895995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689672485676764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066455310036067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5883688674948963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111711836766408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748539876495217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WarViper25,2019/07/15,"Might as well give this a shot and tell my story... For a few years now I've been getting this soul crushing loneliness around night time, something about the setting sun just makes me realize how alone I am idk, that or the aspect that I'm going to be going to bed alone and waking up alone.

About a year ago I tried a TON of dating apps, Tinder, Okcuppid, POF, and a few others, I probably had 5 people in total message me and even then they stopped talking to me after like three or four messages. And to top it off people would never respond to me, no mater who it was, no mater how much I thought we had in common, I wouldn't get a message.

Around this time I also tried meeting people IRL, that didn't work out well either, one girl acted like she was into me just to pull a 180 the next day, another similar story but she had a boyfriend, and lastly a girl game me her number but surprise surprise, she wouldn't respond to my texts. So after a few years of radio silence on dating apps and people just acting like they liked me to mess with me I have decided to give up with love and try to be happy alone. Proving to be difficult.. VERT difficult, but I'm sure at some point it will get better.. It will right?",3.931021671826628,4.753830975708503,4.790640628721125,86.59452964991665,71.22672064777329,7.107311264586808,25.46058585377471,7.048011613610866,1.0304714932126695,949,27,194,8,17,308,141,247,0.09,0.772,0.138,0.9477,0,4,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,2,3,15,15,0,0,13,0,18,2,1,3,4,40,30,19,0,3,9,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,2,12,15,0,1,4,2,0,5,6,3,2,3,8,0,24,12,32,13,8,39,1,0,0,1,22,14,0,4,23,138,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466112959361566,0.0,0.0,0.4891359021170133,0.0,0.09441981329783287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238057416377896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021305482531824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044225205002003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614479921370151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798352427588144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505868838561565,0.2265252706328749,0.13420277615524204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256867480232694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624207159390337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307303853368981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656196873415932,0.0,0.07881203830458257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525265239735964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867943706575076,0.0,0.09106216545203974,0.0,0.1255678229061868,0.1107998482397558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000667500337838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274169791203208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116134588871144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729845487428487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083036274135422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908953583230882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871105091869373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127872555272247,0.0,0.0,0.09489946687016446,0.10319759388308464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937336736626637,0.13769407855881302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404834974790712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21231659340355155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595570797838344,0.0,0.0,0.0838728981273432,0.0,0.0,0.2280978800492304
lonely,throwtheresaway,2019/07/15,Lonrly single dad needs friends Hi im a single dad after my wife ran out on me. I have a teenage daughter and she's great for giving hugs. Im so lonely though i wish i had someone to talk to. Any one would be nice.,-1.7126785714285724,0.2188690416666681,1.0967857142857156,99.4125,98.16666666666666,3.576190476190476,15.190476190476188,5.288315135182226,-0.9695273809523806,166,4,40,1,7,57,39,48,0.051,0.607,0.342,0.941,0,2,0,0,2,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,6,4,6,4,2,4,0,1,0,1,9,2,0,0,1,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840894264175087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140543257071044,0.0,0.0,0.2657792821042831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30545742621038435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5985403728764662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543499850226865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774167302870973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347503467026927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268872789657812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722080810709256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186030300143131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968140560213137,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,furyrock99,2019/07/15,"Weekend break On a weekend break in a with friends (5 in total) staying at a caravan in Wales. Everyone is having fun drinking laughing, it’s a friends birthday today and they are all celebrating. Some how whilst I’m surrounded by friends I feel more alone than ever. I told everyone I had I headache and went to walk it of when all I did was cry my eyes out. I feel like I make everything worse and no one really likes me but just keeps me around because I can be a good friend when they need me.

I haven’t felt this way in a long time and I was enjoying myself at the start of the weekend. I don’t know why it’s all just become too much I’m so stressed out. Anyway sorry for the long post.",2.2173218390804617,3.7290710482758667,3.608017241379312,90.71662356321842,76.44827586206897,7.040229885057474,25.8764367816092,7.793537801064563,1.2731264367816095,542,20,121,8,12,178,96,145,0.08800000000000001,0.713,0.19899999999999998,0.9462,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,10,11,0,1,9,0,11,2,1,2,5,25,23,9,0,1,3,0,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,1,4,4,0,2,3,1,0,1,7,4,18,10,17,15,7,30,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,1,14,82,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017834030143155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767780318672354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427766619944188,0.17080685805310153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988380279918303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150529398682994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989639935544804,0.0,0.2955633920416796,0.13899602597690128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563987748616346,0.11048721961244401,0.14849527976899346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779514441342234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971922153018334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374665312227312,0.0,0.0,0.0849956178970514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511155080639852,0.0,0.0,0.2737337211077323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323496138200804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369092458153685,0.11467644240021595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479980193325852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481189603929757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907743879349536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731262066657031,0.10946724642174728,0.16484412426806588,0.0,0.0,0.1771594364089822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018192644386737,0.0,0.14659705482870214,0.1477816960208398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275978113527268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336888418024096,0.13955417501164002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760902082944336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,patytopatyto,2019/07/15,"Almost 30 and without a cat... I (30,f) have  always been a person that people rely on, and have been proud to keep relations with friends even if we’re miles apart....

One of my best friends fought me about an ex, who is the man of my dreams. Clearly he’s miles apart and he has told me a 1,000 times I’m not right for him... still I want him in my life but the relation is everyday more weird...even if it’s just by whatsapp...

This constant issue made me realize that he’s the closer thing that I have to a boyfriend for more than 2 years now and it makes me sad how lonely I am...


Everytime I try to put myself out there I chicken out last minute and then I end up without dating and if my friends don’t call me I just stay at home away from everyone. 

Might this be part of turning 30, or my brain is turning antisocial but craving for love at the same time. Also the time passes and I feel everysingle day that I feel I’m never gonna be enough for anyone and I need to by a cat soon. Sometimes
I even believe that is easier to keep relationships through text, cause I write more to them than to my actual friends.

Does some get similar feelings? Is it about the age or I’m just extremely fucked up?

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lonely,Iam_Notreal,2019/06/17,"Does anyone else drive around and buy stuff just to have some small interaction with the cashier, or people in the stores? Lately I've been craving social interaction, which I suppose is good, since I have social anxiety.  My anxiety has gotten a lot better to the point where I'm able to do this.

I literally go out and buy stuff I don't need just to have some form of social interaction with other people.  For the longest time I didn't want to be seen, but now I want to be seen and I'm... well... sad about it.  

Every interaction is varying levels of awkward, because I haven't tried to connect or talk to people in so long, but it's still an interaction. I've gotten used to it being awkward.  

I feel good almost every time after I talk to these strangers but 10 minutes later I'm sad again.  

Can anyone else relate?",4.014629629629631,5.345472746913583,5.262654320987657,81.37694444444449,71.53086419753086,7.375308641975309,25.228395061728396,7.793537801064563,1.3559654320987646,643,19,124,8,12,214,92,162,0.11199999999999999,0.8390000000000001,0.049,-0.7817,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,2,6,0,15,0,0,1,0,23,28,9,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,1,0,3,2,3,4,1,0,6,3,10,4,21,19,4,19,0,2,2,0,10,8,0,6,9,81,19,0,0.13602112089369015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620550436482587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811157035498595,0.0,0.0,0.19021826075491435,0.27873942517595884,0.0,0.1210876357476682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291721279439412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029962779132575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903299952422652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272563853153321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292073217915469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877636570124104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730393761184523,0.22817612545451485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343774903108284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037441165586225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156402928225015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085793762530662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828997557140415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858392515622669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251807680673966,0.0,0.0,0.4159692096223453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862664285134577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31142328131044306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218657249171727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586300188919784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234941242594308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747857574554245,0.0,0.0,0.16045756257764035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229932316334248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,doctortennant07,2019/06/17,"Feeling unwanted when I know I shouldn't So the past few months the person who makes me happiest and usually the only person who can make me feel better is my ex.  I don't like it like this and I've been trying to build more meaningful relationships with people but I haven't been very successful yet.

I'm on vacation for 2 weeks and I really just wanted to have a happy vacation and have a fun time but of course now a week into the vacation I feel like shit again almost as if this wall I had built to keep the bad vibes out was cracking. I asked my ex if she could help me feel better by like hugging me or something (I'm a very physical person). She told me it was weird because I'm her ex even though we've now been broken up longer than we were together but I don't blame her because she deals with her own things. So now that barrier I built is pretty much completely broken and I feel like I'm going to cry on this absolutely amazing vacation and feel like even more of a piece of trash than I already do

Ps. Sorry about the choppy writing this is giving me a splitting headache and I want to cry",3.3431543796557928,4.52079236244542,4.709817621371696,85.28811713331625,72.97379912663756,8.182995119445158,24.824300025687126,8.671277953709913,1.5744002568713076,877,26,184,16,17,292,125,229,0.195,0.634,0.171,-0.6496,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,3,13,16,1,0,12,0,19,2,1,2,0,38,39,18,0,7,7,3,6,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,12,0,2,8,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,8,6,28,13,21,29,6,19,0,0,0,1,22,6,1,4,18,121,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176870651460372,0.0,0.12969479504467654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987258151477584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981307624205782,0.14328765154342324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078874888198412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322561020271675,0.0,0.0,0.09383634534944148,0.0,0.2581974302043665,0.0,0.1211659500040846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525194137602738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565533714016278,0.25188554503998645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274332739845365,0.06679372896268819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511047568727998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877637369358816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446406460177322,0.0,0.0,0.06459017798651631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34450873364546425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569013719782925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380952906427407,0.0,0.08639641943738156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938515015877382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219353626921773,0.08147894398192976,0.30786209509626683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956797411407065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529128635632926,0.0,0.0,0.12618082036341055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064054683447102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904786041203162,0.0,0.13156269439928495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808021505549101,0.0,0.1154704180164147,0.0,0.06853137637320933,0.0,0.0,0.1123028020185312,0.0,0.07979362777630074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944021283578444,0.1939454051120794,0.1386418244131234,0.0,0.18854734436254747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bigholly,2019/06/17,oh god I am so alone. all I want is a connection with somebody. as more than friends.,-1.4216666666666669,0.5007779444444438,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,102.88888888888887,4.622222222222223,22.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.4582000000000002,65,3,16,1,3,21,17,18,0.113,0.541,0.34600000000000003,0.5788,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7291711453283181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.543938089998365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41525991266858303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SpookDaddy-,2019/06/17,"I haven't felt sad about being lonely in a long time, until I came across that askreddit post The popular post right now that's asking ""What's something someone should experience at least once in their lives?""

And a lot of them are to do with friends. Hanging out with friends or walking at night with a friend and talking about life... it really made me feel like shit because I've literally never had a single actual friend. I've had... a talking buddy in highschool. Kinda. In grade 12. But that was just during school hours and now we don't keep in touch. 

I dunno... I'm just sad now because of it. I still don't think it's worth it to try and get friends though. I tried for years and it was terrible. It caused embarrassment, cringey moments, far worsened depression because nothing was working. Now that I don't care I'm actually fine with my life but yeah every once in a while it's  like... damn.",1.704116222760291,4.307903237288136,2.6971428571428566,90.73762711864408,84.42372881355931,5.405326876513318,23.117836965294593,6.868970318607317,0.7999633575464089,711,26,142,9,21,225,108,177,0.11,0.765,0.125,0.1796,0,2,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,2,1,10,18,2,1,7,1,13,3,1,2,1,28,24,11,0,1,5,0,3,2,5,1,2,0,0,0,12,12,0,1,3,0,1,3,5,8,0,0,8,3,11,10,22,14,3,31,0,4,0,0,11,12,2,4,16,86,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.2489336858266721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923862368184718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332532210278169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458790504647326,0.13004200862258844,0.13102524002041285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985548797424048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746330443999236,0.0,0.0,0.12476480863103627,0.0,0.0,0.06449126902106922,0.09111914092319393,0.12246450196829888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927099843003621,0.0,0.06663770578621839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256074666273606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133690600111356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017952392610528,0.1246254120907526,0.0,0.11262576751334928,0.11287450981451118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843534923737023,0.0,0.12068744428288328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837161133992944,0.0,0.0,0.1196936131867516,0.0,0.12238416679606985,0.0,0.0,0.2716654091139116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24430830050364385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170946050955591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892388958266776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908371982207392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092449969270295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806961200742454,0.098191414811805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185868321994417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503385626679532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172655367328106,0.12531364541019038,0.0,0.07437330483279135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319120427416534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285526492505132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213567033128402
lonely,nikkibatgirl,2019/06/17,"Being lonely is becoming too normal I’m at this point in my life that being lonely is almost too normal for me. I’m currently trying out some dating apps, and like nothing like makes a spark. Sometimes deep in my mind i wonder if i had the one for me but i never knew it. Is these things a 23 year old female should be thinking? I don’t know. Sometimes in my mind I think I might just end up alone.",0.6748809523809527,2.798578630952381,2.659523809523812,92.61880952380956,84.11904761904762,4.685714285714286,16.476190476190478,5.82211442006289,-0.4966095238095236,311,6,66,2,9,104,60,84,0.094,0.861,0.045,-0.4278,1,5,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,1,1,20,18,3,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,11,2,8,11,1,14,0,2,0,0,0,8,0,5,8,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150289154977712,0.1980707465355503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121358745697547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938511080582513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510250922464384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350810465618504,0.18686397573483293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765662218139673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287929189845413,0.3862031404722793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474988935726454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747563465322417,0.1835034411589759,0.0,0.20067804124886476,0.0,0.12959164745143015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807870657582365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782897221718702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270537840110159,0.2450824191678433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984188557550025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739558177635645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315464117841947
lonely,HoldupwaitaminuteBRO,2019/06/17,"We aren’t alone Isn’t it funny how we think that we are the only ones in the world with problems but then you go on Reddit and see all these threads about lonely people?  Out in the world everyone seems to have their shit together but maybe that’s not the case, it sure does feel like it tho.",1.489562841530052,3.5552927377049213,2.1094262295081982,98.04698087431696,80.63934426229507,5.3781420765027335,16.724043715846992,6.42735559955562,-0.5313628415300551,231,4,53,2,6,71,48,61,0.163,0.722,0.115,-0.5187,1,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,3,1,1,0,3,5,1,0,4,0,4,1,1,1,2,16,9,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,2,5,2,7,9,1,8,0,1,1,0,5,6,1,1,2,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075760868391028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25988444339658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837719237382401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015926331814253,0.21215868881008987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877748925859376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508677185553298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983508669685885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012376512297812,0.2258625391199162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588477101486047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841645517297205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366502791414366,0.2703544906918113,0.0,0.0,0.30484012367208824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798950132739265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028931015609685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nathanmccloud01,2019/06/17,"Hope you guys get the companionship y’all deserve today. No matter what that looks like. This is for all the single people
Thinking love has left them dry
Don’t give up until you drink from the silver cup
You never know until you try",2.419565217391302,5.013882695652175,3.1327826086956527,88.98830434782612,80.73913043478261,4.5495652173913035,15.72173913043478,5.6839178017228535,-0.5582817391304347,188,3,35,1,5,59,39,46,0.042,0.7509999999999999,0.20600000000000002,0.8176,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,2,6,10,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,5,10,2,6,0,0,1,1,10,2,0,1,5,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30663752171843395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353847841824284,0.3002744567608792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309936071304511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108965379574575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202597310655296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400939180236704,0.0,0.0,0.15292430933136394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628554691147397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825100897892999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414180297517078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170065954782139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056867319191832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967035434933528,0.0,0.0,0.21251801580088128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Darknorid,2019/06/17,"Lonely in class I was taking my exam and after i was done and handed it in i was being bored at my desk, so randomly i just held my own hand with like fingers to fingers and it felt so nice. I was thinking of: ""wow this is what it feels like to hold somebody's hand"", it felt so warm and i was feeling really lonely for the rest of class",2.6453424657534232,3.114605041095892,4.4903013698630145,88.87353424657536,73.93150684931506,6.935890410958903,22.819178082191787,6.742157984588678,0.519407671232877,260,6,59,2,5,89,45,73,0.08900000000000001,0.675,0.23600000000000002,0.9045,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,8,5,5,0,0,14,15,7,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,9,10,9,5,10,5,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,44,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487786400117755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446590977010968,0.2434828882311737,0.6544840160459338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33301625734635004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218338926806251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25625528965327216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183846020928114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LonelyinKY,2019/06/17,"Single Father (40), new town, feeling isolated.  Excuse me if I don't make a proper post, this is my first time posting.

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As the title states, I'm a 40 yr old single father with custody of my children, I work full time, my kids are into sports, I coach youth football, and I'm lonely as hell. I recently moved over to a neighboring town where i know no one and this is a VERY small area, eastern Kentucky. Been single for quite some time now and tried looking on dating sites, PoF, Zoosk, Match, etc etc and that seems like an absolute waste of time. So i guess what I'm looking for is some insight from other single custodial fathers, or anyone really, as to how you break the trend of work, family time, then bed. Where do you fit in self time and how do you find people to date? My kids are my world and we have a ton of fun together, yet i yearn for adult conversation and the touch of a date, friend, lover. Help?!?",6.123641304347827,5.503437125000005,6.4001304347826125,81.94921739130437,66.33695652173913,9.316521739130435,28.726086956521737,8.548686976883017,1.857023478260869,717,19,148,9,10,231,119,184,0.076,0.81,0.114,0.7377,0,3,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,3,0,4,7,7,1,0,10,0,10,1,0,3,0,24,20,16,0,2,2,3,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,5,10,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,3,0,2,1,4,17,4,20,19,10,36,1,2,2,1,18,14,1,6,18,92,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596330678927342,0.17902328102888518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301725497411757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286260017451608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889054680009974,0.0,0.07449497617651679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346578572372436,0.12531966622886268,0.0,0.0,0.1138275586743258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230169753944415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875285809538878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096925996959811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197848054173149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24744185344615602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834458096669957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565895278994593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229318980791644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459909199065194,0.0,0.09983529289444433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021407589045261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282204727895778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670464494430592,0.0,0.0,0.09438400587321068,0.0,0.14547158010581848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412460142821878,0.15369835598070544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154593161946519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002807226642706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156349785649473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145174332418857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902328102888518,0.0
lonely,VictorV111,2019/06/17,"Hi, here's a video to cheer you up a moment! I feel for you, am in the same boat as you and if I had magic I'd help all of us...as I don't I give you this referal link instead!

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 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vD0Dyz4XQHs&frags=wn](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vD0Dyz4XQHs&frags=wn) 

Al Murray The Pub Landlord - Beautiful British Tour O2",8.672969696969695,12.82959450909091,3.861363636363638,83.7053787878788,67.54545454545455,5.121212121212121,21.89393939393939,6.42735559955562,0.27712121212121144,298,7,46,2,6,74,45,55,0.0,0.795,0.205,0.8967,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,8,1,6,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,1,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7980244240210459,0.2983194576899576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413637358159635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23551393308243626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455903893078802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953162572179939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983194576899576,0.0
lonely,Reditshmeddit1,2019/06/17,"I have a problem with being bored. I'm quite an introvert. Recently I've given up all recreational drugs, alcohol, smoking, and porn use (stuff that used to keep me busy). I also stopped skating cause now I just see it as a silly waste of time that I'm too old for. It's been like two weeks and all I do is stay inside, rub one out, YouTube, and lay in bed. I have books and stuff that I do read on good days and i practice a language as well, but recently I've been lacking all motivation. I just wake up, eat, look at YouTube, and stay in my room. What should I do. Anyone have some advice on how to get out of this slump?",1.21444020356234,2.9436343053435152,2.8094847328244263,94.36374363867687,79.99236641221374,6.198727735368958,22.36704834605598,7.1686216300943375,0.525915521628499,478,15,112,6,12,157,88,131,0.055999999999999994,0.867,0.078,0.3919,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,4,0,11,5,1,5,3,26,20,11,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,9,9,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,3,11,4,17,15,5,20,0,0,2,1,0,10,0,1,9,73,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648073048586321,0.0,0.18024045621839307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487300768905008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792720462140388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325471298199144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876825245815704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955857699593649,0.17257574127682684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811505773979868,0.0,0.0,0.14145946098657364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990794102119115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239610932474488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416273715047814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697461226321154,0.0,0.11428470906702855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137965695351753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938490725766792,0.16870022157071168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330521046798986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439586547066448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35952668680390604,0.0,0.14100278177373565,0.0,0.0,0.3861382905428215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834384260864504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647510194080202,0.0,0.0,0.2913268155348279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528453198786985,0.0,0.15164072314093094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,luqmanzul,2019/06/17,why do people always abandon me in the end ): maybe they found someone better,1.4254761904761892,3.4784153571428615,2.2442857142857164,87.28404761904763,109.71428571428572,1.866666666666667,18.952380952380953,3.1291,-0.3440190476190472,61,2,9,0,3,19,14,14,0.27699999999999997,0.583,0.141,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267892526364071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473446063866561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478490577401736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43061664929347576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945578369770229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722748914508285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327654038544626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543847145673742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LobsterandShrimp27,2019/06/17,"You cancelled on me, again. And it really fucking hurts, friend. You cancelled - and I'm not even surprised any more. 

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You do this more often than not. Life got ""busy"". You got a boyfriend. You got a job. I ceased to matter.

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We used to be close. We used to talk all the time, stay up late discussing life and men and fun things. Now all you want to do is make house with your boyfriend. Your single friends don't belong any more. You only see me when it's convenient for you, or to celebrate one of your achievements. It's never about me any more, always about you and your perfect life. 

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Am I just thoroughly rejectable? Replaceable? Not important enough? This always happens. Nobody really wants to spend any real amount of time with me - not you, not my other so-called friends, not romantic interests, not family, no-one. I don't see the point in anything.",2.090679079956189,4.930859469879522,2.2804381161007683,92.15226725082148,86.83132530120481,5.427820372398687,22.00328587075575,6.980632752743323,0.8272024096385548,696,24,132,10,22,210,97,166,0.084,0.7829999999999999,0.133,0.8923,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,2,14,0,2,8,10,1,0,4,0,7,4,0,3,4,31,20,7,0,2,9,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,7,10,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,1,3,2,24,7,17,16,9,13,0,2,2,1,22,5,1,2,7,88,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766198534670478,0.34498037302805346,0.38688424074860417,0.28869229226385235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733719804233399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096622309963787,0.0,0.07009886806910813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005135167726233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24599084745228325,0.09811688014248958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254649215744056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385175271068268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246152469297834,0.11361598732044012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531915732692533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197209774249222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248914939640844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084361378470137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185517109392887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191746471817738,0.08071780349775147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003285912237803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208009050089189,0.13598113884483048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691461612346865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312207916764395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530449565765236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050906604415058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377228570287703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332711478835545,0.0,0.0,0.12519824064366458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38688424074860417,0.0
lonely,clairecat94,2019/06/17,"Feeling lonely So I've had a rubbish 2019 so far, break up, cancer diagnosis (family member not me) and I'm finding myself wanting to go from one boy to another, not even for a relationship just the companionship of messaging someone daily and being close to someone, having someone to talk to. Does anyone have any ideas or tips where I can stop doing this so much and focus more on me rather than having to talk to someone all the time?

P.S I have anxiety and depression and normally get anxious when I am physically alone which is a lot atm due to uni",5.669118825100135,6.552309850467289,7.0237650200267066,71.93121495327107,67.3177570093458,9.852603471295062,32.10814419225634,9.957137785484203,3.3178742323097463,442,18,77,10,7,151,79,107,0.16699999999999998,0.82,0.013999999999999999,-0.9432,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,0,1,19,15,10,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,1,1,6,0,14,13,4,11,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,2,4,58,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886655739423894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400881722082822,0.1912169121715885,0.1395023853033049,0.20601117842462996,0.0,0.12750805281173466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706356856049794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958158727179025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044488821785465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190967844063856,0.0,0.09220503263177328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667073080558525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527385535734192,0.0,0.10363752166009167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058585309520382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503315513303093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405316531732736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867085945092687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235696272634918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578286325062205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6180410001479271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245837635791618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931428345986166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633366505472208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755871324863538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawayyyyyy826363,2019/06/17,"i dread the thought of being alone the whole summer i finished exams and in the uk(GCSES) and now it’s summer and it’s a point where i’m all alone and i have nothing to do and no one to talk to for like the next 3 months and it’s sad cause idk what to do. i wish someone would text me and just tell me that they wanted to hang out but i’m the friend people just say they’ll do stuff with but never do or they just don’t reply to my texts when we are meant to meet but are with other people. idk what to do cause i feel so alone and miserable and i just wish i had friends but i’ve spent my whole life trying to make friends and be accepted by people that it never happened and i gave up trying to make friends or have people understand me. but is there anything anyone would recommend me doing or a way of idk meeting people i could talk to cause this is just really tearing me down
thanks for reading x",2.833313696612663,3.7043078247422683,3.8648011782032414,92.03494845360828,73.84536082474227,6.573784977908691,22.62002945508101,6.5431188927421005,0.346553460972018,714,17,162,5,14,231,102,194,0.098,0.74,0.163,0.9607,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,3,0,10,10,0,2,7,0,20,1,0,5,3,47,35,21,0,6,13,0,1,1,4,3,1,1,0,0,11,15,0,0,5,1,1,1,4,3,0,1,5,2,20,7,22,24,3,17,0,2,0,0,15,6,0,3,10,115,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352721004529432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937662282805462,0.0,0.09341822823070584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498524547335448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063739555091854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05739970093392543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508246145599693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003863720282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018334066582487,0.055460696396277966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155248919296224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061149345256984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510900799472845,0.0,0.1207310236694332,0.0,0.0,0.1089265985888269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692486458702158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39350633527231976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731417360636257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355186364009832,0.0,0.0727245512131053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027656948288527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618609624885747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995454927591935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248798960985904,0.09922248280943463,0.10451501661797424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012310727123714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414680902736966,0.0,0.0,0.11817951361613765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695771149461148,0.09010779950306763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534846046326915,0.26108742449650946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128432610640278,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Octobotgirl,2019/06/17,"Who is lonely right now and wants to chat? I'm 24f/aus/STAHM/lonely

I'm on Discord and want someone to talk to. I don't have many friends and would like someone to talk to. If you want the same then DM me. No spam  or sex stuff please. I'm a real person with feelings. FB or other chat sites could work too.",-0.5817537313432837,1.4652623731343295,1.0613246268656729,102.3701958955224,89.44776119402985,3.35,15.83768656716418,3.1291,-1.3375358208955226,237,5,58,0,8,76,50,67,0.18100000000000002,0.7120000000000001,0.107,-0.7231,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,15,12,7,0,6,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,7,10,1,5,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,3,3,31,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988051979747209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202493185434734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837397239999348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618720723433587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411129163245501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765590853994145,0.0,0.2610557708066294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27069208275628964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309762382162508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030095048960759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27224786432323395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823026259006905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208185259219031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313634077759055,0.0,0.0,0.16894103967861862,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kraken-wakes,2019/06/17,Hope everyone has a great day Have a great day and although you may feel alone I’m thinking of you all,1.625454545454545,3.4252515454545467,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,79.0,6.218181818181819,24.63636363636364,7.1686216300943375,0.7882909090909096,82,3,19,1,2,26,18,22,0.071,0.534,0.395,0.8779,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32486044105837386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045735829212853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997185940330004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585975197611841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6916294891798274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115382947318948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098268971846592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nameImadeonaWhim,2019/06/17,"I feel like the friends I have intentionally distance themselves from me I've been a friend of most of my friends for years now, and only recently have I noticed that none of my friends talk to be outside of when they need to. Like if they need to borrow something or ask for help with something, I feel like they come to me as a last resort. When I try to talk with them they either respond with a very basic answer, or if it's something like ""hey, wanna hang out later?"" They always decline. If I try to join in on a conversation, they usually switch topics to something else, or just flat out ignore me. Maybe it's just me, but everytime I've sat down with my friend group over the past few months, I feel like i'm sitting with less and less people.",6.4420033112582775,5.644849649006622,6.384495033112582,82.90733857615895,65.75496688741721,8.874503311258279,31.45778145695364,7.645422480735847,1.889972847682119,591,19,123,5,8,187,86,151,0.012,0.813,0.175,0.9612,0,0,4,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,7,0,5,11,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,30,13,12,0,6,10,0,3,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,3,21,10,27,10,6,19,0,0,0,0,20,6,0,7,15,81,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098343634642144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469295958717926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489567207572868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111422468889484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232388516727748,0.285861619480032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5152480317492792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940227894871228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087230814420662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32581539004574983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399885165085948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064632108869742,0.0,0.0,0.19780021409246748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185482336225645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014420409785588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273269808635463,0.09246939071672304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169736081124736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107319504661589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144127260450024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111349467631535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469000091339237,0.1100530552224595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589280473927402
lonely,dramaqueen2408,2019/06/17,"My depressed bf (26M) pushed his family and me (24F) away. All he wants is to be alone. How can I help? TL;DR: my depressed boyfriend pushed everyone away including his family and me. He thinks we are toxic. How can I help? 

Hi,

My boyfriend has suffered from anxiety and depression after I left him as my visa expired. I have been trying to help him for 5 months and he was on and off. We have distance so it is very hard as he is always run away.

He had depression before he met me. We were happy and I was his motivation before he turned to blame me who caused him depression again.

He has a scar from his childhood (from his mum) which mainly caused his mental health issues. His family doesn’t support him at all but they still keep contact until 2 days ago I guess. He finally decided to tell them all the reasons why he got depression, it came from his mom (he accidentally observed she cheated on his dad). His brothers and sisters turned their backs on him as they think he was just talking shit and the problem was not that bad, said that he was lazy and had an easy life. They now blocked each others in all means.

He has been suffering from that problems recently and at the same time he told me he doesn’t love me anymore and doesn’t want to see me again even I have completed my documents to come back to him. In the past, he loved me very much, more than himself, even he had to die to show me his love. He is spending a lot of money when he didn’t care and didn’t spend much on things in the past. The only thing he spent a big amount of money on was for his music equipments. He got fired from his job as he was always late as well. He has been rushed to see girls, I guess to replace me in his heart, but it makes me more worried, as it proves that he is loving me but that love is deeply in pain, even though he is still doing everything normally. 

I know people dont choose to be depressed. I got depression from him, but I am okay now, I am doing well and I want to back him up even he says that he doesn’t love me anymore. Probably it sounds stupid to choose to stay with him instead of just leaving and having my better life. But I know deep down inside, he is still loving me hurtfully, need me and wants to be loved.

Please give me advices! Thank you!",2.8580484380484386,4.356353813852813,3.6849245349245368,90.88329413829416,74.71428571428571,6.985936585936584,23.308997308997306,7.63319966405982,0.8476539604539606,1770,50,386,23,37,564,216,462,0.166,0.677,0.157,-0.4629,1,1,0,0,0,0,52.0,3,1,5,2,26,34,3,0,10,1,47,14,2,7,5,64,86,32,1,8,8,5,2,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,16,22,0,2,11,1,6,6,8,18,2,0,24,7,70,16,56,59,13,51,0,11,2,8,91,21,1,3,23,256,86,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179638609714452,0.05605752812115245,0.0,0.0,0.06549649734924691,0.0,0.0,0.10523977207895067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837763622788538,0.0,0.12543212376688814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824527198727594,0.14588058503351278,0.05280189547740195,0.0,0.0,0.10762340532748878,0.0,0.0,0.055929726749085945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232853054542537,0.06447634093369199,0.12992767700156133,0.0,0.054474770020478944,0.06630485313235976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0407839017195354,0.0,0.4357410329839455,0.0,0.0656320630113201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411559767916254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707496362999175,0.0,0.0,0.0604275424722305,0.05683510535706685,0.0,0.17884820828487166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927519663009497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066457899871865,0.0,0.0,0.1517339353358028,0.0,0.13932970229812602,0.0,0.0,0.06731905569076156,0.05664969252426031,0.0,0.0,0.06722006412992212,0.0,0.07493847970577762,0.12716323853768413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769862150496511,0.0,0.0,0.06600505095581435,0.06275491625125078,0.05620969901983255,0.0,0.0,0.06950896421845466,0.0,0.07133630863089069,0.06696093446566415,0.06870932206318345,0.0,0.08933510437881638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053763507813722015,0.4566050897524341,0.0,0.042212501152041636,0.0,0.0,0.06888577358282265,0.0,0.0,0.06373000419990255,0.0,0.0,0.07406471317658746,0.05047673967116127,0.0,0.0929758333926439,0.04689089231136005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196076019953047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04809608362856991,0.06729071896239437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073749819526645,0.04384193679555837,0.0,0.0,0.06941739483722746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681823016969404,0.1210223005330818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502018992717389,0.06244085014593216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060154738654514775,0.050290164333053104,0.0,0.0,0.1007865373395805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491389027417302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740432400438484,0.15150816084530871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176282969147756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082908576863983,0.05527364403192122,0.0582219438675741,0.0,0.0,0.08402631860829296,0.08104195242426979,0.062131963437757586,0.0,0.03687514988084785,0.0,0.0,0.0604275424722305,0.0,0.042935107092609545,0.13757167190352929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435754045362336,0.14919992346707628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371885103400317,0.0,0.05706333101295424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422224010426704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tinybbcupid,2019/06/17,"i love dreaming every day i look forward to sleeping/dreaming because of the possibility that i’ll dream about someone loving me. in these dreams, i’m loved unconditionally and it feels so warm. i have these dreams semi-frequently and they are my favorite dreams. they’re like a respite from the loneliness of being awake.",5.727413793103447,8.310651396551727,5.616758620689655,75.45410344827587,69.51724137931035,7.398620689655173,32.289655172413795,8.238735603445708,2.6581406896551725,263,12,43,4,5,82,46,58,0.039,0.536,0.424,0.9783,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,9,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,5,6,8,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,3,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584962712516133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604033560205285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430497885363399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585992287966346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093266633088558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24224351435013014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7810707217211169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252084172687403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24442107454713502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ay-ah-dan,2019/06/17,"Welp. Suggestions? I’ve had a difficult few months. I lost my high school best friend, it’s the summer after our senior year and she will talk to other people in our graduating class but not me. Then, last week the guy that I had my first serious relationship with ended things with me after several months saying that he “just wanted to be friends”, despite the fact that we went to prom together three weeks ago. And to top it all off, my “friend group” doesn’t hang out together, there is a lot of drama and talking behind each other’s backs, and a subgroup of 2-3 of my friends will actively make plans to hang out and not invite the rest of us....in front of us. I know the summer after senior year is supposed to be fun, but it feels like everyone else has a friend group to hang out with or people to talk to. I have a couple of close friends to talk to, but they all have boyfriends or other close friends to talk to. I go to sleep sad, and I wake up sad. I feel pretty empty on the inside and I don’t know how to deal with it. Does anyone have suggestions?",3.375,4.5469744629629645,4.261111111111114,88.55750000000003,72.8888888888889,7.437037037037038,22.75925925925927,7.865858978985527,0.8738203703703706,828,20,178,11,16,267,118,216,0.076,0.727,0.19699999999999998,0.9873,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,4,0,1,5,4,15,0,0,11,0,14,2,2,2,3,37,23,14,0,1,8,0,2,1,7,2,0,1,0,1,11,18,0,0,4,1,0,6,4,5,0,2,4,3,20,10,36,15,7,36,0,3,0,0,27,11,0,3,20,120,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602136662999616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574161550281337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329332151682757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367778810590205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985679364423857,0.0,0.0,0.11167574826908426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479375582901398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048955493968468,0.0,0.09594158935911913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350679747661383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954222851056528,0.0773856206290033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213906909897963,0.0,0.0,0.5858279012996964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061562177008797875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725631234858962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444867594066888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906243391372548,0.08829730079955353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052920905328318855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824681234169455,0.09209192178325994,0.0,0.0,0.07230611454592259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292398322581634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019437452601267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020293224092413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629783392789594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614240529604668,0.0,0.10962816012446468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237360010946532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840073619714874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353276396267316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196466037726794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26059727699226354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389142115505472,0.0,0.17377956236984374,0.0,0.0,0.10041604920544188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951228600197893
lonely,FreeSomewhere,2019/06/17,"I'm probably entitled but you know when you just need to say something? This is that Skip ahead if you don't want to read someone feeling sorry for themselves. I could totally have just written this all in a Word document but quite frankly I haven't had any human interaction in a while 

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August 2016 - I move to Spain to study abroad for a year. Everything's going great, making loads of cool new friends and having a pretty good social life. I've always been a weed smoker but it was just easier to get over there so a once-in-a-while habit turned into a can't-live-without-it kind of thing. I'd literally stay in my room from whatever time I woke up until whatever time I fell back asleep just smoking. I think I just liked how it made me feel like.. not a person. Anyway as you can probably guess this fucked me up mentally. This destructive behaviour culminated in me getting a bad case of food poisoning and ending up in the hospital. In Spain. Alone. Attempted suicide. Next day, I called my mum and told her everything, and she flew out to come and get me. What a legend. 

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March 2017 - Back home, lowest point of my life. Crying every day for no reason, completely isolating myself. Sometimes I'd be completely catatonic. Like, I could hear my mum's voice but something in my head told me not to move or make a sound. Kind of scary actually. After a few months of medication I finally start feeling better. Decide to get a job at a local bar. 

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August 2017 - Life is finally getting back on track! You know why? Because I have my first ever boyfriend! He's funny and... actually, he was just funny. I didn't see it like that at the time but hindsight is 20/20 I guess. As the human brain is wont to do, I start convincing myself that this boyfriend is the reason I got better. Of course he was! It totally wasn't my already-fucked-up-brain making arbitrary associations! Obviously! Anyway, I was getting better and it was (apparently) all because of him. I convinced myself that what we had was love. Yeah, he'd make me have sex when I didn't want to, and yeah, he'd belittle me and make nasty jokes about my body to our coworkers, but he said that was love and who was I to argue?! 

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September 2017 - He raped me. He then told everyone we worked with that I'd made up a story about him raping me and not to believe it. He also told everyone about the suicide attempt. Who would believe the crazy girl, right?! I quit.

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November 2017 - Finishing my last year of University. 10th best University in the world. Not a brag, just a lot of fucking pressure. I stop talking to friends. Even when they reached out to me, I couldn't bring myself to reply. They all eventually drop off the radar. My fault. 

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September 2018 - At least I graduated, right?! Not a terrible GPA, not a great one. But I did it! I have a degree! Now what?

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June 2019 - I've been unemployed since September. I've got a great degree, but no friends, no job and no money. I live at home with my parents and my cat. I don't talk to anyone. I stay in bed all day and watch youtube videos. I'm trying to come to terms with all of this but I honestly don't know how. I can't even get an entry level admin job because I have no experience. I speak four languages and have an IQ of 129. What the fuck is the point of all of that if I can't afford to do an unpaid internship? You need experience to get a job but you need to get a job to get experience. Fucking A. 

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So that's my story. I know, I know, there are people that are dying. I just felt like I needed to blurt this all out. Sorry",2.057639083683964,4.474387354838711,3.575103506311361,86.36329294062647,80.781206171108,6.8321196820944365,23.391659654043945,7.9765259561132025,1.3988344422627392,2836,99,563,54,75,934,305,713,0.147,0.7020000000000001,0.151,0.5571,11,1,3,0,0,2,145.0,3,7,2,11,30,38,9,1,37,3,48,20,4,11,11,101,110,41,3,12,27,3,4,5,3,2,5,6,4,4,30,26,2,1,13,4,1,8,22,13,0,3,29,13,82,25,77,73,14,81,0,0,2,9,53,32,4,6,43,356,112,10,0.0,0.0,0.08066821012137447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04280752435744197,0.0,0.0330532143731718,0.034391565113925306,0.35826595116753707,0.4017835834743492,0.028107201915250773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028900320691051175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953453535660222,0.03451052374167882,0.07558687681369346,0.0,0.0,0.09313410190362566,0.04337542195133005,0.1096644814767686,0.0,0.04591057451773692,0.0,0.09228044332816718,0.04220463010383084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120777870252065,0.08667170704855222,0.0,0.0,0.06600053528851799,0.0,0.045401300903577295,0.07996723200056463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042896128032693284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03660791602715015,0.0,0.0,0.05459884012554635,0.037387192997861585,0.034824023089179305,0.07898906356616366,0.07429313796605322,0.12129198704038716,0.0,0.0,0.06269615809257767,0.02952761488129532,0.03968523642905754,0.09055445060814296,0.0,0.035157008831380496,0.04997886217077181,0.0,0.09579908579375264,0.1528432056059972,0.2159428296944869,0.0,0.02348994863896757,0.034667350934164384,0.06611401011876744,0.1367061472978972,0.0910637952597437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042418593378601314,0.0,0.04658420865752768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291880452552505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507834118594565,0.0,0.0,0.08608191060212939,0.11357503069880855,0.033691125972438764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758211839052124,0.10096372549595037,0.0,0.07299389030999902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035139019083802805,0.07460755266454737,0.07821874393650402,0.1379472753801656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04163767806644104,0.041652971036604224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032990836921179864,0.08785882664591829,0.0,0.12258872434397833,0.0,0.03991873806610936,0.04395708934308944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02800765737409107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04589433482352664,0.0,0.0,0.02865442967500728,0.036089539711809164,0.0,0.0,0.07814426770555083,0.0,0.0,0.04204953989578674,0.08912585126727522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792341620451037,0.04134322118206176,0.0,0.0,0.08499243399815189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059466606869788,0.03931623131596832,0.03286889408982545,0.0,0.0,0.032936281531671364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03419028741351891,0.0,0.0,0.0421328057848876,0.035020500099051936,0.0636388414516862,0.040878440605906965,0.0925356611238078,0.05851005583804478,0.0881089022586577,0.0,0.034555432944194844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042107816578823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644225004904251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027459168246132468,0.026483899847939515,0.0,0.0,0.07230312798063855,0.0,0.0,0.1579781271323273,0.0,0.028061739437084503,0.04495738653398432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487574115901847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03729573383487048,0.0,0.0,0.0398426079076777,0.0,0.03009021457652544,0.0,0.0,0.029361092604129342,0.0,0.4017835834743492,0.053232952308088506
lonely,Jhoccordyan,2019/06/17,"I think all I’m good for is friendship Yes, I know platonic relationships are equally as important as romantic ones. But honestly, I have enough friends as it is. Even though I’m more than willing to make a few more, I can’t help but crave something more. It’s dawned on me that maybe all I can ever be is just a friend to others. Maybe I have to learn to be okay with not having a significant other. Maybe all I’m worth is a friendship and nothing more",3.3438248847926277,4.6064615698924785,4.436589861751155,86.91774193548392,73.08602150537635,7.894930875576037,27.264208909370197,8.418075326091056,1.7003499231950845,358,13,77,6,7,117,60,93,0.02,0.6859999999999999,0.294,0.9683,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,2,13,0,0,1,4,14,19,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,11,16,10,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,59,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22992850840078286,0.0,0.14697611045543602,0.20128721397879407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343845570901652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664397955637416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915427013211344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229429210278912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853761681882455,0.0,0.6706708537482927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351938788632496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078915721824498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238909298353596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131113717711813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258546813049214,0.2186303470642011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,faitho666,2019/06/17,":( Nobody talks to me. People I used to talk to all the time or send funny pictures to just leave my messages on read now. I'll post on social media about something that makes me happy and nobody cares. I went to message my ex-step dad happy father's day and to tell him that I was going into the Air Force. I thought he'd be so proud because he was in the army. I was excited to tell him only to find out he unfriended me on Facebook. Nobody asks me to hang out, I have to ask. I keep really busy because I have no social life but in down moments it'd be nice to have someone to talk to about my day. :(",2.714573643410855,3.3297789069767454,4.452713178294577,88.6680620155039,73.88372093023256,6.663565891472868,23.635658914728683,6.42735559955562,0.5671147286821707,465,12,103,3,9,158,78,129,0.064,0.81,0.125,0.7933,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,2,1,14,19,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,0,18,6,24,10,1,20,0,0,0,0,19,10,0,1,5,65,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093430248114974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171108631236384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868522571683522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134004990837844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121644165485065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402789062974096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522448681111927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705775218210554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518550496168775,0.0,0.0,0.11686078977461895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043780062251396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583063191077604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470078632141313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158453415367329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549273646087262,0.0,0.10599020220655928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373067276693416,0.14018352290689462,0.1273699256603734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989424189571062,0.2892176257118981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134720261347607,0.09647403824280212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289391993205525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337192008025693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ProudLettuce,2019/06/17,"I feel like I’m the odd one out I always feel like I’m the odd one out. All my friends have steady relationships and I’m always that one friend that doesn’t have anyone. I’ve also had many friendship issues recently where I was abused emotionally by my old best friend and now i feel like there’s no one there for me anymore, but I’m ever going to go back to her. 
I just feel like I’m always the one left out and always that one person not having plans or hanging out with friends.",0.5055882352941197,2.796603578431373,2.0700980392156865,95.36044117647059,86.74509803921568,4.576470588235295,16.34313725490196,5.985473137389443,-0.5924274509803915,383,8,85,3,12,124,58,102,0.067,0.711,0.222,0.9371,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,2,18,17,6,0,0,4,0,4,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,2,4,9,9,9,15,2,14,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,9,53,12,0,0.0,0.14252738186497133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619816558999124,0.4003732209976741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929820451210504,0.08411157244961184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924977926708102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623994678098782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135313289054619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881178884291737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432947601788639,0.3437490047120959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717518953733901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673042163826024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555450440100618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069855646573347,0.0,0.0,0.2350760824454082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195809062319173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622713282238976,0.0,0.4890813761303798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503509516705536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187746980105832,0.12914952525399728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Aceturtle,2019/06/17,"Anybody Wanna Talk? Been good the last couple weeks, but a depressive episode just hit me like a truck and I would really love to talk to someone",2.7495238095238115,5.388513,3.2214285714285715,88.59023809523809,79.71428571428572,6.590476190476192,23.619047619047624,7.793537801064563,1.3512476190476197,116,4,22,2,3,36,25,28,0.095,0.586,0.319,0.8418,0,0,0,0,1,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36385111726320174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832262279181943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758122913643599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26804547802774353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065280861294365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967876041722131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066095751883326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27862193437821525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.528612332226702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26377264902254177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23359587652038954,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ButFuc,2019/06/17,"I feel really alone and I need to rant a little bit. I haven’t read the rules so if you read this before I get removed, thank you God I feel so alone and I know reddit is a good place to go about confessing secrets so I’m just about to go off and bare with me if you’re reading this, I’ll try to keep it short. I’m a 22 year old male and I moved into an apartment with my girlfriend but after a month she broke up with me and left. She just took all of her stuff so I’m watching tv in a lawn chair on the second floor of my apartment by myself . I also have no pets btw.

 I have an engineering internship that pays pretty well so I can buy myself a good couch soon and with the help of my dad I can pay my rent. (Best father ever, I love him) But I don’t like my job or the career path I’m taking and it feels like it’s too late to change anything about it so I need to push through it for the rest of my life. My dad is also the ceo of the company I’m working at so I can’t tell him that I don’t like working there. And I definitely can’t tell him I don’t like engineering since he paid for my schooling. 

This fact alone is really embarrassing to admit any of this to anyone and I don’t want to talk about it to anyone except spilling out to random strangers. 

I am also talking to a girl but I know she wants sex with me but not a relationship. I think she’s ghosting me too lately. I really need some emotional support from someone that will understand my situation but I feel like I can’t talk to her about my career path because I need to be enthusiastic about it. Every college student is super enthusiastic about their career so I have to be too right? 

I just feel so lost and I need to get this off my chest. Thank you for reading this.",0.7123044853364,2.586503718085112,2.903562392179417,92.34540540540544,82.29787234042553,5.766992524439332,19.470672800460036,6.885778809224403,0.1153369177688326,1362,35,315,16,37,463,173,376,0.062,0.752,0.187,0.9941,2,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,1,5,30,17,0,1,17,0,21,4,1,0,3,55,56,30,1,9,13,3,5,5,1,1,1,0,4,2,17,17,0,1,12,5,5,6,10,3,1,1,3,6,59,14,50,50,5,30,1,2,1,2,31,16,0,5,13,211,76,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768253927264134,0.0,0.213746746327154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058737979224148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245940247703002,0.0,0.07331726034368613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054311238173394415,0.0,0.07581293822851687,0.0,0.0934992807657608,0.0,0.09726822245568564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425026800135154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021942758424672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059116195049618,0.07506603891627782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252445211564754,0.12729839295752748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309649730030388,0.0,0.10126902306253106,0.1494566384638572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059718229003316574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841263802821983,0.0791913696963397,0.0,0.0,0.09792811878766916,0.0,0.20100516772266766,0.0,0.09680153816818356,0.0,0.06293014729742473,0.21763559390604612,0.08929619019230589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725727506672267,0.0,0.08041135048387578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111445572683903,0.09469345461969766,0.0,0.3303125664407115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348979014141223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930848889699914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906412332126412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564748211002945,0.0,0.17122883688720186,0.0,0.0,0.09565425232187123,0.0,0.07608629733594917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016848668591336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369996967235584,0.10014605771107833,0.0,0.0,0.07548956123107423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019919955940378,0.0,0.10110349060129503,0.0,0.0,0.06698804749012897,0.21483258188294646,0.1557452060880576,0.16405266570204574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708821900184088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898737327401086,0.06048938169057125,0.0,0.0,0.09275061549750713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510060099928664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010674074681745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972385256099025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737399810691295
lonely,FreddyFritz,2019/06/17,"All alone. I'm so tired of sitting here by myself, wasting my life away. I literally crave someone to talk with or a conversation. I get so deep in my mind and I can't escape, I'll suffer all day and have zero relief... I'm so depressed.",-0.6199714285714286,1.57723146,2.5357142857142847,89.605,94.4,4.457142857142856,19.142857142857142,6.1826913282559595,0.09908571428571378,183,6,39,2,7,65,39,50,0.26,0.6859999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.8690000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,7,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,1,6,5,2,5,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37594726464358735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34104023447211684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340979581120841,0.0,0.312642003910857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964683746988265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25638995585350605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665155425444339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075595100701078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917569111697568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172026045881675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KingBlaze317,2019/06/17,"I believe in you Hi, I just wanted to let everybody here know that no matter what you are going through, you are very valuable and I believe in you and know you are capable of turning things around with a bit of hope and patience :)

If anybody needs to talk feel free to shoot me a PM, take care people.",4.417295081967211,5.007322491803283,4.865696721311477,87.33985655737708,69.98360655737704,7.411475409836067,30.004098360655732,7.1686216300943375,1.5961114754098364,236,9,49,2,4,75,44,61,0.064,0.6659999999999999,0.27,0.9312,0,0,0,1,0,1,6.0,0,5,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,14,4,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,5,10,13,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,0,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709127882588605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495039988093771,0.0,0.0,0.2662370840336551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486363069438956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330531594648587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859392472905854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422126646065459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680433149974402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24936817063065697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808225796434456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906507249419891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335589957969314,0.1960092025669712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620128658226945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265254758155149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121391105941705,0.1438377140745164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zCxllum,2019/06/17,"resigned to lonliness spiel Is anyone else in the same frame of mind that they are just resigned to becoming alone? [25M] I moved out of the nest around 2 years ago and bought a house in my hometown. Currently on the usual suspsects, (have been for about 6 years, give or take) Tinder and Bumble and have only met up with one girl, that never really worked out. 

I get about a match every other day on average, but I just never have the will to persue anyone, more so of late. Like I match people that I am phsically attracted to but cant really bare the though of having to deal with all the small talk + Im really bad at starting/holding conversations when speaking to new people. This stems from previous interactions on said platforms that never really leads anywhere. 

I have never approached a female in a social setting, really dont think i ever will, I just think that is weird/cringey. Im also a virgin which holds me back alot, I mean 25 years old and never even slept with anyone, thats awkward to even type that out. Safe to say noone is really aware that is the case. I feel everyone just presumes that I have been intimate. I wouldnt say im much of a looker nor that im particularly ugly, just a normal guy. Friends that know my situation always tell me that they dont know how im single/never had a serious relationship blah blah.

So yeah, encapsulating all that, I just feel
from here on out im better off alone. I mean I dont really mind. I do have moments where I feel pretty depressed, steming from being alone, including now as I type this not so short story. I guess thats life, Ive never really known any different.",3.831851851851852,5.363040111111111,5.306992592592593,80.09726666666667,72.27160493827161,8.393876543209876,24.07111111111111,8.954980946260402,1.7828379259259264,1292,36,248,26,25,435,176,324,0.09699999999999999,0.818,0.085,0.28600000000000003,2,3,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,2,3,23,11,0,1,16,1,26,3,1,2,9,53,43,16,0,2,10,0,3,3,1,3,1,4,0,2,18,12,0,2,11,0,1,3,13,6,0,1,7,8,26,5,38,32,6,45,0,3,1,1,18,19,0,3,23,164,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665771824483518,0.0,0.0,0.2333623547041529,0.0,0.06006246216792783,0.062494438671827884,0.0,0.0,0.051074843512082274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157548164473482,0.0769552559054739,0.0,0.06686050952475249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057752090581292714,0.06271060367164688,0.0,0.08294898157449472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642539810197763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04843733494400351,0.0774312731479536,0.06468892588009688,0.0,0.0,0.07847007336816167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640719900254924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627416565742518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921397454509297,0.0679379269939244,0.06328027724367326,0.07176726578782493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392797024202135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802692290122737,0.0,0.039239929564876964,0.0720487841601088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273803110198727,0.07436702190967083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866625590991302,0.0,0.0,0.4867660014173009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255289071195805,0.0,0.08472315127142825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053049784236086785,0.03669313292480034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362550649781132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167185770930908,0.0,0.0,0.07982608577733634,0.055211755053590064,0.0,0.347559543470412,0.07253810984365806,0.0,0.0,0.07358820438045936,0.0,0.0,0.07881140293281841,0.0,0.05089395671027454,0.0571217076834007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413847070169352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641008437652612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38492003136664665,0.0,0.0,0.08063603320291503,0.0,0.0,0.07144326809913958,0.11945505120822075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442260159598916,0.0,0.07656139051751246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056470572823424874,0.06036758006146785,0.06564619608886915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962501386229574,0.0737915353086901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271895261068808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546782637907165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450979387962408
lonely,ThePatchworkWizard,2019/06/17,"That moment you realize you're no one's priority I've always been a pretty big introvert so my circle of friends has always been small and I've always been ok with that. I go for quality over quantity. The friends I do make are good friends, they're people who I can trust, people who get me like not many do. I'm also single which is a big ongoing thing for me. I'm 34 and have literally no prospects and it's getting really difficult at this stage of my life to see all of my friends getting married and starting families.

While I am definitely an introvert and on occasion I'll turn down the opportunity for social interaction because I just need to recharge, I've always tried to be there for my friends when they need me. I've always made it clear that I will drop everything to help out or be available to listen and when I commit to hanging out, I show up.

I've never really thought about it at length before but I guess I've come to realize that while I put my friends as priority number one, I am no one's first priority, especially now that my friends all have spouses and businesses. I'm almost always the one who has to instigate a hang out and if I don't I won't hear from them for weeks on end. And when we do make plans I often find them getting cancelled last minute, or find my friends needing to bail partway through die to family or business. I totally get that, were talking about family and livelihood, those things need to come first. I try not to be bitter about it but sometimes I just get bummed out with the realization that there is no one out there who makes me a priority.",6.2239563862928335,5.931279137071653,7.024813084112152,76.461269470405,66.0404984423676,10.622429906542056,34.032710280373834,10.25414643259724,3.2979794392523365,1277,52,255,28,18,426,159,321,0.062,0.784,0.153,0.9698,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,3,4,15,15,1,0,9,1,23,1,0,4,6,52,50,24,1,5,10,1,0,1,8,2,1,2,0,0,20,20,0,0,5,1,0,6,9,2,0,7,6,4,33,13,40,39,4,37,0,0,1,0,24,15,0,7,15,173,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836778961572048,0.0,0.0,0.06682659651202383,0.417194748928996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050940216801149664,0.0,0.07110733688970967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439670418176699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672688252358399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401345012538513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510249227831964,0.0,0.23633186034088616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275309776216967,0.142160046355508,0.0,0.0,0.5164945456565415,0.0,0.2619543900342309,0.0,0.04749169935673688,0.07009003865289802,0.0,0.0,0.09205585021128576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418340015715086,0.0,0.056011603394081184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811631861206728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590241624841002,0.04082545237442914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907086405739593,0.16734009844281447,0.08472140880720523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478484278765965,0.064450186625335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831277462842698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586637163664887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850152606765167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400552391490815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706727087551024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659018308095081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518360666282036,0.0,0.0,0.08264754603198171,0.0,0.05914746821959081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716607627399546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103324089589804,0.0,0.0,0.06634097410980913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346978345983125,0.09089431049647607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703049771318577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheStiffmeisterr,2019/03/06,"It’s like if I do care about what people think I’m shy and if I don’t care about what people think I’m blunt and unlikeable Like seriously, what the fuck am I suppose to do? I genuinely do not know, I don’t have how to just find the silver lining.",0.6834545454545449,2.2492813454545484,3.0745454545454542,92.6118181818182,81.0,6.581818181818183,18.272727272727273,7.554174236665415,0.1685636363636367,194,4,47,3,5,67,32,55,0.127,0.6709999999999999,0.201,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,11,15,5,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,4,15,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6242669487522381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798094090098583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28302452654538696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824833875191536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29913228258676144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42448240260560505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923285008748557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sai____,2019/03/06,"Any tips on how to make friend and keep them? I don't have many social skills but I want to make friends, as the title says: any tips? ",0.13195402298850567,2.0220516206896555,0.7937931034482766,106.58885057471264,84.51724137931033,3.8666666666666663,13.114942528735632,3.1291,-1.855974712643678,103,1,27,0,3,31,24,29,0.0,0.741,0.259,0.7941,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331993117039203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921644655682925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831088500854601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252195926603014,0.3229220307431364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532941973219962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32468373268178113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786712748052203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Salyssaii4,2019/03/06,"Just got dumped after a toxic relationship. Could use encouraging words... Hey guys. Its been one hell of a day. Would you guys tell me its gonna be okay? 

Its my first breakup and boyfriend. Its been hell honestly the whole day.
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lonely,unseen_fortune,2019/03/06,"Suck to be lonely Hello i am 25 years old. I have a lot of friends and we usually hangout by playing online video games. Despite all of that, i still feel empty inside. I never had a girlfriend and i don't even know how it feel to be loved. Wtf just writing this makes me feel even more pathetic. Every night when i go to bed, i always thought why my life suck. Am i really that hopeless?",0.7358194444444449,2.993566387500003,2.6266666666666687,92.06277777777781,85.125,5.055555555555556,21.38888888888889,6.42735559955562,0.3829722222222225,301,10,63,3,9,100,61,80,0.23800000000000002,0.6629999999999999,0.099,-0.9076,0,2,0,0,0,1,9.0,1,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,2,0,7,2,0,2,2,15,17,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,3,11,3,6,13,3,8,0,2,0,1,7,0,2,1,7,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090094979954656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318161336354677,0.0,0.21163769546227346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810263500880365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406811683668146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427565845493305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804698956004094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742232761185875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355203563518352,0.2267080180479101,0.0,0.16767071042879836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937325604436307,0.0,0.0,0.2357240044720766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26358076195878155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091820375172228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059998240169746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994161297209608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276649364764427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266591409950832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617575792476088
lonely,gian625,2019/03/06,"Join the Chat! I may or may not have already said this but I couldn't help but appreciate just how open, material, and valuable most of the folk in our community chat truly are.

If you're lonely and would like the fair exchange of lament for listeners, feel free to join our discussions on practically anything and everything.

(I hope I am not in some way violating the rules by advertising our chat.)

*Bonne journée! (:*",3.6905519480519473,6.4772777142857185,4.561152597402599,79.50458603896107,77.05194805194805,8.525324675324676,27.806818181818183,9.188382445141503,2.7211831168831173,332,14,62,9,8,107,59,77,0.16899999999999998,0.57,0.261,0.8661,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,20,11,8,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,7,5,8,6,2,5,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,7,1,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272127775849953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185788791110579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479317134429882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195746940732808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25948823468295945,0.0,0.0,0.38451211725575457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891344636617438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682537607749518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30728951199928284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750093895073004,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ChefSelecta404,2019/03/06,"Are there only males in this group? I scrolled down the page and I found posts only, and exclusively from male members. what's up? ",1.100200000000001,3.6902173200000057,1.4794999999999978,95.58725,95.8,4.1000000000000005,18.25,5.985473137389443,-0.24639999999999995,103,3,21,1,4,31,22,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207533160358575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7224350337190518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548665803210988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheWatcher-_-,2019/03/06,It's been five years Read more...,-1.1085714285714268,0.971909571428572,-1.0599999999999987,115.13000000000002,96.14285714285714,2.8000000000000003,7.0,3.1291,-2.9746,25,0,7,0,1,7,7,7,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8408203588358121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5413142563864508
lonely,cheeseallthetime,2019/03/06,How do you unburden something when there's no one around to do so? Do you write it down or you just keep it to yourself?,2.09846153846154,3.1811742307692303,3.0953846153846136,96.0246153846154,75.92307692307692,6.7384615384615385,24.538461538461537,7.1686216300943375,0.6466769230769231,94,3,23,1,2,30,20,26,0.096,0.904,0.0,-0.3736,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5484729031130103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5476312500305587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174954152489385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743153663828218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kitten5710,2019/03/06,I feel like ill never feel whole or wanted or even vauled. I try my best to make others smile and to make it so I'm always there if someone needs me but I just feel like the last stuffed bear on the toy store shelf missing a button eye. Everyone else was bought for Christmas but I'm just going to end up donated or thrown away.,1.9995652173913072,3.6971341014492793,2.9181884057971037,94.62336956521742,77.55072463768116,5.759420289855073,20.195652173913047,6.42735559955562,-0.012199999999999987,259,6,58,2,6,82,53,69,0.066,0.802,0.132,0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,2,1,17,13,8,0,3,8,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,2,4,5,3,7,11,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,5,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894627029645084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22463770973862146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509155483667662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997332695988371,0.0,0.21176728458857674,0.0,0.0,0.1579200535001456,0.0,0.0,0.22846560688124404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626809880014599,0.3416191634154566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588325089879594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489441181583836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336195698697173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191956614190742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728598137250204,0.18440487492141727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258449580713672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232987305303806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410244801747707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266941131967372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DesperatePublic,2019/03/06,"You want me to be lonely? Fine. I'll be lonely. This would be a lot to type, but basically, since my parents decided I cannot have my task trained service dog because they don't personally like him (are fine with me using a dog. Just not him because of his breed), have decided I am not allowed to do college or work in a field they do not approve of, and a few other things I have decided...


You want me to do nothing and be lonely? Fine. 


I have deleted all social media except this. Refuse to see any friends, see any family, and unless my daughter is awake will not socialize with family. 

Basically, I've decided to be alone. 

Now for now, that'll be fine. But when plans start coming up my family has had months in advance and I refuse to go because I have no service dog or mobility aide (not allowed to use one because ""it's embarrassing""), it'll start to become a problem. 

Hope they're happy. ",2.2010745974367403,4.317364927374307,4.205856063095632,83.66273085770622,78.49720670391062,7.116792638843247,26.17186986526454,8.124751697461798,1.7986461386789356,698,28,138,13,17,238,98,179,0.13,0.746,0.124,-0.2558,3,7,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,2,4,4,13,0,1,5,0,25,0,0,4,1,36,36,10,0,5,12,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,2,4,0,0,3,8,5,0,1,1,2,20,8,19,25,3,12,0,3,2,0,15,3,0,4,7,96,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795494588048964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074248218749705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718760884710858,0.16843593190578846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137434364703182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43132014998942936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178292807093226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667526612896898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623503275550685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147739849073885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745089562453662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965902469224774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173247434083614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633799601470832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334510278669644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934492900687825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331663388060323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593200937985035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430623421900963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261583116310696,0.0,0.0,0.3109306206065679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589551935292192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132123964994216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26344031447207616,0.0,0.0,0.1799093599688977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102950442265223,0.0,0.0,0.10833912642441887,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,martbristol92,2019/03/06,"I’ve never had a “best” friend. Frankly I don’t have many friends at all.

Most are friends through my partner, and others are very casual friendships from work.

As I’m getting older and about to become a father I am finding myself more and more frustrated by the fact I don’t have nor have I ever really had “a best friend”

I know of guys who are practically family through their friendship and truly have one another’s back.

Could this be something I’m putting out there? Or do other people have similar experiences?

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lonely,demonscalling,2019/03/06,"I thought things got easier with time. Excuse me for my rant and sobbing but my thoughts have been racing more than usual.
Last year I had serious drug use issues amongst other issues, I began this year sober and have maintained.
Funny thing is now that the “fun” has stopped for the people I “thought” were my friends everyone acts different yet calls me the asshole or says I’ve changed for the worse.
Why because I’m not getting you fuckers high for free?
Problem with addiction I suppose.
Funny thing is I figured “hey maybe getting sober will help me mentally” aha if only it was that simple.
Actually went to an NA meeting just to have SOME human interaction, unfortunately I’m super shy and typically only made friends since I would use with other people.
It’s hard to make friends who aren’t fake or just seeking benefit.
It’s hard to stay motivated and hopeful things will get better.
Now it’s hard to stay sober and the cravings are back.
My other struggle is I tend to put people on a golden pedestal from girls I fall for sooner than I should 🤦🏿‍♂️
I do the same with friends who end up to be backstabbing snakes in disguise as well.
Things are good in my life minus all the fake fucks in it....
No family.
No real friends it seems. 
Legit I don’t have a single person I could call at any hour if need be and I’m not a bad person so why am I treated as if I were just a benefit as opposed to a person....
Anyways....
End rant.
Just needed to vent this somewhere....anywhere.....",2.260536529680365,4.658674482876716,3.5217534246575326,87.14950228310505,79.85616438356166,5.948127853881277,25.486757990867577,7.1686216300943375,1.258748949771689,1167,46,226,15,30,379,170,292,0.147,0.616,0.237,0.9913,2,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,3,11,24,2,1,13,0,26,5,0,5,1,45,48,16,0,10,12,0,3,0,5,4,3,1,0,5,20,10,0,2,6,0,1,4,6,9,1,0,12,4,24,16,30,29,5,27,0,1,0,2,21,7,3,8,14,145,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.09126518969678754,0.1019541343013736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359900909618857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191359741189733,0.07808799751676312,0.05701089801967792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271370419580924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099536566949396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893518538829034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467069573172627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771187862258872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845726477125334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566765994162866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936546205117048,0.0,0.0,0.08816538571930428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612791096017726,0.08646072679998841,0.14658609595583255,0.0,0.0,0.07844285511061018,0.07479907718326642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513353550566985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268665525087715,0.09881243605178104,0.0,0.09288967788326176,0.09210155090911128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952279253814795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623392159926602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605822902587237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884939493819013,0.06242748778872394,0.0,0.09395666325541524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424942731147117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869259234965842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225727409960753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451171330128725,0.24498265298651625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948910846907768,0.0,0.0940166857887098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644992003414176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437343284840511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514004366608457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736338916873255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936665674156145,0.0,0.07818961491674238,0.0,0.0977707947488976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31066341934804603,0.0,0.0,0.22274101370226576,0.05453415234985797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154810022217578,0.10300263412984977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840886229259788,0.08669697887836686,0.16878035192296673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530816974701356,0.06643622517938552,0.0,0.0,0.12045179837777124
lonely,ivythrowaway99,2019/03/06,"Something is fundamentally broken I don’t know how to do any of this it’s just not working, I literally cannot make any romantic connection for the life of me. I hate being ugly and inept. When other people complain about being lonely when they get in and out of relationships regularly I just want them to shut the fuck up. If there is a god, fuck him for making me unlovable",3.894909909909913,5.716918581081085,5.803783783783783,75.41936936936938,72.64864864864866,8.176576576576577,25.84684684684685,8.841846274778883,2.0783495495495505,301,10,55,6,6,104,56,74,0.325,0.636,0.039,-0.9768,0,2,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,7,6,3,0,3,0,7,3,0,3,0,12,15,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,9,0,11,13,0,6,0,1,0,2,5,4,2,1,2,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893347645630211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292875972597273,0.14955962356494407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28262359752094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732162870814173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021946993414671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382163049485944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845742142609624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073373195448578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203778005754813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884422913569047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840150939118826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,meesup,2019/03/06,"My friends became the popular kids, and I didn't . So I'm in high school. I was friends with this group of girls for years, I wasn't very social unless it was with them. This year, some of us befriended the 'popular kids', at school. We began to hang out in school and stuff, but my friends were always closer to them than I was. I mean, I was social with them, just not that close. Over time the popular kids and my girl group became one big group. My friends started doing stuff like gossiping about other people and teachers, planning on drinking although we are underage, being really loud and rude even, etc. They were never like that before and I really am not that type of person- I'm shy and introverted, plus I know if I leave this group of friends, I probably wont be able to make any other friends. I feel really left out during convos these days, and I feel my girl group friends think theyre better than me since theyre more popular now (as theyre closer to the popular kids)
Sometimes I think, 'Is there something wrong with me?', but honestly- they are the ones doing the wrong stuff here. So yup, I'm really alone on this. I just wish we could go back to the old days when we had fun times and a strong bond. ",4.294093339815266,5.348591851239672,4.638624210014587,87.16055663587751,70.5702479338843,8.173456490034031,24.979095770539626,8.4952907291091,1.409025473991249,956,26,199,15,17,301,129,242,0.081,0.682,0.237,0.9926,0,1,2,0,0,0,33.0,5,0,5,3,11,22,1,0,8,1,19,1,0,1,1,40,33,19,0,3,8,0,2,2,7,1,0,1,0,8,14,21,1,0,6,1,0,2,6,4,0,2,10,3,31,18,28,19,3,29,0,0,0,0,33,14,0,2,15,131,45,4,0.09975622356797978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033173627135009,0.0,0.0,0.08300516931301315,0.0,0.0,0.06783765281289213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767063783395762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488519886331093,0.0,0.0,0.0882262731423568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964722728124272,0.0,0.0,0.12866902314975354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772312150566716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112545586451064,0.06588804484329921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087948795023352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394998761082658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056693760736757165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053979271962988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05482341162233472,0.0,0.0,0.10562743709688673,0.10838542878938087,0.0,0.0,0.0974717039076612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658805385139742,0.0,0.0,0.10866377200457146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693814939173714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467737583158218,0.0,0.135194797602042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915840494211051,0.08710328664264512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755408121294197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255625564886959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028758719441849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251937898780339,0.0,0.0,0.20337781466019086,0.0,0.07679721455076151,0.09866145586876382,0.0,0.07060796848388101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34259102855385537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278395201651931,0.0,0.0,0.11633731236157692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999445429243373,0.0,0.0,0.08230933176047026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471473398342286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813554095451404,0.0,0.12847947468303278
lonely,aalandqueen,2019/03/06,"Realizing suddenly that you’re lonely when you need people the most Recently I have had some stressing events happen in my life, and in the aftermath I’ve come to realize that people who I thought cared about me, did not in fact. Even when I asked specifically for support. It helps me, when things are tough, to just talk about my feelings and what I’m going through. But that’s difficult to accomplish when you feel you don’t have anyone to really talk to besides yourself. Every day I develop more of the lonelier habits I see on this subreddit and it’s difficult to come to terms with",7.7436578171091455,7.292343734513277,7.731991150442479,73.1722640117994,62.98230088495575,12.135103244837758,35.64749262536873,11.538034831475384,4.134287315634219,474,19,88,13,6,153,77,113,0.121,0.7859999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.3102,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,8,7,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,18,19,8,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,3,3,12,2,17,16,4,17,0,1,1,0,8,4,0,2,10,61,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534747858088371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519656192844105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378799965707932,0.0,0.0,0.3781480040003988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155498981265044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497322336415885,0.0,0.1849325321247636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196476726928574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474307377296462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409715853656734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712170061227264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503457561783612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275146573975893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043379693850845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406129981701652,0.0,0.21672310724667346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490770457014473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514287794572983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24907834213022906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528407246391389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582156406205324,0.0,0.0,0.17425312506481902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rapid1175,2019/03/06,"Transitioning I’ve decided I’m not going to be lonely anymore. Not in the sense that I’m going to go out and make new friends, but in the sense that I’m going to be my own support network and my own ‘friend’. I don’t need feedback from others in my life on a regular basis to feel satisfied- I have so much I can do for myself that I want to achieve and follow through with. 

I’m 22 now, not 16- I don’t need a best friend to tell all my secrets to, I don’t need someone to hold my hand through tough transitions, and I certainly don’t need anyone to talk shit / gossip about people with. 

These are the years in my life where my main focus should be on myself - much like everyone else is focused on themselves. I’m not going to be a feel-sorry-for-myself girl because nobody is giving me attention. That’s my own problem, not theirs, therefore I will fix it. I will focus on myself and enjoy life and at the end of the day that will probably make me more attractive to people on a social context, if not, then I’m atleast going to enjoy my life.

Achieve goals and feel content with my own company. Never again will I base my self worth on my social life. 

I’m an adult now and the social life of an adult is not comparable to a teenager’s. 
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lonely,ICanteloupe,2019/03/06,"Makes No Sense I'm simultaneously craving attention and affection and being pissed of at literally everyone and not wanting to talk to another person ever again. 

I'm not really sure what's going on with me but I'm having a bad time. ",5.956666666666668,7.052748222222222,8.615555555555558,60.01000000000002,66.77777777777777,12.222222222222225,32.77777777777778,11.855464076750405,4.6961111111111125,190,8,31,7,3,70,37,45,0.221,0.733,0.046,-0.8095,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,2,13,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,20,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780915414108785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30106284599974564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261583281706061,0.0,0.3445423265391336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492157240414585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406848394114981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148378627281172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23099187645427804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398351668823146,0.0,0.0,0.289814391750787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102526333462126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267491051133935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,beepboopbeep54321,2019/03/06,"TFW your only “friend” isn’t really your friend I’ve known this girl for probably 5 years now and I don’t know why I’m still trying with her.  She posted on snapchat “hmu i’m bored and have no one to talk to” and “seriously i’m really lonely”. When I messaged her and tried to start a conversation she hit me with the legendary “lmao”. 

I crave interaction but she’s the only person I ever talk to. It’s just hard for me to make new, close friends with the position in life I’m at right now. This girl and I have shared our darkest experiences and used to literally talk  every single moment of our free time. Our friendship has already died years ago but I just can’t let go. Im just so tired.",0.923575174825178,3.215717769230768,2.8312893356643367,90.68231861888115,84.5944055944056,6.092482517482518,18.72770979020979,7.413659706084162,0.3857835664335667,543,14,119,9,16,181,91,143,0.145,0.71,0.145,0.2243,0,2,0,0,2,0,9.0,3,2,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,2,1,20,17,10,1,0,5,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,3,10,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,3,0,1,0,1,18,6,15,15,1,19,0,1,0,0,23,5,0,0,12,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435773880715068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178738863509014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681001731033189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465119091867166,0.13646742906454046,0.0,0.0,0.1584385736166752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37541483680755466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205176815466992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509406961556992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495631515027568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901494468747168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562617064869473,0.11440480324145795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811680183751583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643245874930106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975564156314722,0.24637226418312724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142670098687038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551233039156944,0.0,0.1746319739463552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075253513577976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832222313019366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464380313258132,0.0,0.12935013211590962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905581079289591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444650668854046,0.1861616681934477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199351537443629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398908121856456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461535015206687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086078373080741
lonely,ltina0403,2019/03/06,Hey Does anyone want to talk right now? Shoot me a DM or we can talk on reddit chat,-0.8147368421052619,0.8905593684210551,1.157105263157895,103.68723684210528,86.89473684210527,3.8,9.5,3.1291,-2.212389473684211,64,0,17,0,2,21,18,19,0.122,0.812,0.066,-0.2732,0,0,0,1,0,1,1.0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153604710271246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39468663680084415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38516470771067735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7250182271526178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660205824273981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Quishon,2019/07/11,"Total isolation I thought I was lonely before but you don't know true loneliness when you truly have nobody in your life to talk to and you spend your days alone, trying to do stuff, find ways to cope. I'm not an emotional man at all but I cry myself to sleep nowadays.",1.3938787878787873,3.742552054545456,2.7886363636363645,91.39628787878787,83.0,5.848484848484849,18.25757575757576,7.1686216300943375,0.2762121212121209,213,5,44,3,6,69,43,55,0.23399999999999999,0.659,0.107,-0.7241,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,3,10,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,9,1,7,5,2,5,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31227350418383554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565628642292474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311946565580843,0.1944490533033812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33915824914906484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27557474373241503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570205054587744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296548075118146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017278192308076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34515689708778924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24234237508605325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23936531837453925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047055474253021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23932466122331084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nirvana20014901,2019/07/11,"Sick of Waking Up I'm fed up with being lonely. I just miss the feeling of intimacy with someone, being able to make them smile and laugh all the time. Cuddling each other to sleep and waking up to seeing each other and looking forward to sharing the day together. Having someone to love and to love you back. Now it's just close to unbearable, I hate it so much waking up to a cold, empty house. There's no memories to be made alone like this and it's just frustratingly sad waking up everyday to this. I don't have anyone that loves me, not a single friend or family member. I hate it.

I was talking to a girl when I was in a city I rarely get to go to that was really cute and had a personality I felt was really attractive which doesn't happen often for me. I just don't like the vast majority of people. When I had to go I hadn't thought to ask for her number or anything and now I feel like a dumbass because I probably won't ever see her again. I should've at least tried because at least if I got rejected I wouldn't be filled with regret. On top of that I just had a shitty date and couldn't stop thinking about that girl during it.

I told my friend how I was feeling and he just said women aren't everything which he's right but damn do I just feel completely alone. Now I can't stop thinking of my last relationship and the girl I had met. I feel pathetic. Thanks to anyone that reads all this shit.",2.0801102651614585,3.889042525597272,3.947662116040956,86.83154305592018,77.66894197952219,7.1015489629824105,21.849435547387767,8.012643519586192,1.0135498556051452,1112,31,235,19,26,376,151,293,0.163,0.716,0.122,-0.9329,0,5,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,1,20,23,5,0,12,0,25,12,6,3,3,49,57,18,0,4,12,0,6,3,2,2,1,1,0,5,17,16,1,2,9,1,0,4,11,10,0,0,18,11,31,13,36,32,9,32,0,5,3,4,23,14,2,4,19,164,48,1,0.1198304963255976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248216510412982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757653845735004,0.0,0.09861028825597397,0.0,0.11202533813647923,0.0,0.0,0.09214225497927632,0.0,0.14609511666725808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256399955267902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728075680039011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839354435188864,0.0,0.0,0.10769592338243963,0.0,0.11296552729470873,0.0,0.3029494972288834,0.08560693051827223,0.11505606840380532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516148841751665,0.0,0.06260648850878021,0.0,0.13620486511341726,0.0,0.0958393946357476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596571215443452,0.0,0.0,0.2366156130744935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826830400933202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767784806865504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562938289755778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062743683180957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244551042863673,0.11338651300346887,0.07998778679638993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808920267293588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307537808558199,0.1046313673138012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919754249525742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986292415972682,0.0,0.15353296876280242,0.0,0.0,0.1286531077423393,0.0,0.10233458911935214,0.11398624291318885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097878212968308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230042824677227,0.0,0.0,0.11991703647694055,0.0,0.20306398134404066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036732116527345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631521384798916,0.0,0.11032382128168818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356508700414076,0.0,0.095132028886196,0.06987412605878064,0.0,0.0,0.1145031744622125,0.0,0.08135704112471713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,baitrus,2019/07/11,"She gone, i am not good. I lost her, now i can’t even sleep, i am waiting for your advice. I broke up with my gf, now i feeling such a lonely she was my dreams girl, i was saw she months ago before meeting. Most of my first with her,
almost my all days with she from morning to evening. And now she is gone i dont know what will i do without her, i am feeling incomplete. Time is not moving, I feel so much of his lack, she was my everything i was living for her  idk how she left me really i don’t know, i will be mad i do for her everything i make she happy also she too, I borrowed money for go to next to her, I gave her the best birthday of her life. She gone now i don’t feel myself, i can’t live without she i don’t know what should i do, but anyway i can’t live without she i was living for she, i don’t know really i will be mad or i will be .. 
I miss she,
I love her so much..
Maybe one day 💫",-1.7525365853658528,0.03752272195121975,1.249951219512198,100.70614634146341,92.51219512195122,4.255609756097561,15.029268292682927,5.6839178017228535,-0.9855697560975608,678,14,178,5,25,237,94,205,0.08900000000000001,0.821,0.09,0.2681,1,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,3,13,10,2,0,2,0,29,3,1,2,1,28,48,7,0,2,7,0,4,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,8,1,2,5,13,6,0,2,11,5,61,4,19,29,6,18,0,4,1,1,30,2,0,4,11,139,63,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266744977035421,0.11491059050097588,0.0,0.12980732059996608,0.0,0.0,0.10366634244417433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030694246078508,0.0,0.1360403649369986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720331368864616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192726793516412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124089638022316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330090439824932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26218252467591224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026457141744593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367262475929673,0.10872883444856278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799524703756166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849685453911386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408451110105749,0.0,0.09156263164556623,0.0,0.0,0.457868305561879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415082028919749,0.0,0.1169975787547369,0.0,0.08653009856982806,0.0,0.13023236431198712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347070512351966,0.13777787399115682,0.19058828092417532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786467558775575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784172600042993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166090642745015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972521683797422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755892275246671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748807049681749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,1984_5150,2019/07/11,"I feel stuck. I don't have a job. I had a prospect and have recently learned that I won't be getting it. It was the only shot I had.

I don't have many people in real life. I don't like my family (and they don't like me.) I have very few friends in real life and you can't depend on them. I have social anxiety, have never come close to a relationship, and don't have good social skills.

I recently lost my closest friend. She was an online friend who, after being incredibly close for over a year, has suddenly simply disappeared. Not even ghosted, just gone. 

I don't know what to do anymore. I've thought of suicide but I can't bring myself to even attempt. I just don't know at all what to do.",1.2048336594911966,3.1094536712328766,3.2675538160469664,90.21027397260276,80.78082191780824,6.36320939334638,22.072407045009786,7.447530270364453,0.7738626223091973,540,17,119,8,14,183,84,146,0.106,0.831,0.063,-0.3661,1,0,0,0,0,1,21.0,0,1,2,3,4,7,0,0,6,0,26,2,0,1,2,21,36,5,2,0,4,0,1,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,0,0,4,12,1,0,0,8,1,21,6,12,25,2,18,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,1,8,84,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242976143357931,0.0,0.1611376139984839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996310037019938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463449864130654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317274227925678,0.0,0.08215533778125199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765975376465355,0.0,0.08488968058677683,0.0,0.0,0.1362814570761387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123744329155126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859075186327208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295304445719362,0.15876013888172294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736733936449475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473035626313987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253154586720513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357421569266587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126439523807782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698781791518205,0.0,0.0,0.32086101411314755,0.17444391919875385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312580862595897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777279767674016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899186231453674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340639428436931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463251603487088
lonely,karma_jockey,2019/07/11,"It's my birthday At my work today a little 4 year old girl made me a paper airplane, and said happy birthday. That little paper airplane made me so happy, I cried the entire drive home. I dont want anything for my birthday, im an adult, but it was actually really nice just not feeling invisible for a minute.",4.856129032258064,5.430398000000004,6.632419354838714,75.11862903225808,69.0,8.135483870967743,30.01612903225807,8.07648339933343,2.2149870967741934,244,9,44,3,4,85,46,62,0.076,0.778,0.146,0.7379,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,7,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,7,3,3,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,25,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.20182849222783908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019692971695105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22718431691404198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423939093162247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457544582732983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44033184893139005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745938542012235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22340331133638286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41458006845614986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914000602940626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702495657041704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324955050629541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673513704205225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604312603149016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198900721080574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056892001581945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133186623144514
lonely,LufiiiO-,2019/07/11,Hi everyone. I'm just looking for people to chat with. Message me if you feel the same. :) I have barely talked with anyone outside of a few family members for more than a month now so I thought why not give this a try because at this point any kind of human communication would be refreshing.,2.407894736842106,4.913615315789478,3.8483333333333327,84.3925,80.05263157894737,6.60701754385965,25.28947368421053,7.793537801064563,1.5949789473684208,231,9,44,4,6,76,49,57,0.0,0.9440000000000001,0.055999999999999994,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,8,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,9,5,3,4,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,2,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035841334156729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093287962659232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824952060342872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286064050486426,0.0,0.0,0.28222253623128823,0.0,0.15137215309034172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871861816555297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117512590819481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25139820188718104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389569394174349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075477755308484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28300456712492683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406249462185409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376689872747399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325484275030128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270137869851566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266622739511012,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RoadToDeath,2019/07/11,"Cuddle me please someone ever I want a hug.
A friendly hug.
A cuddle buddy.
When I feel down I want a hug.
Everyone needs a hug.

*virtual hugs for everyone*",-1.6274551971326154,-1.819618548387096,2.1210752688172043,85.9905017921147,137.70967741935482,5.248745519713261,19.57347670250896,6.42735559955562,1.3447820788530471,119,5,22,3,9,43,19,31,0.0,0.371,0.629,0.9670000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,0,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984300816309586,0.0,0.6305023404498826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681665633991838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254894137993867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24463031374875485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621513313479448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279538790299524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891888412645825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SummerWilsons,2019/07/11,"Random feeling of loneliness Does anyone else just randomly gets a wave of loneliness crushing you? Because I've been getting that a lot lately, even though I have many people around me and I have a lot of friends. I still feel lonely and kind of empty, so if anybody has any advice on this it would be much appreciated :)",5.961557377049183,6.93514249180328,6.4132377049180365,76.24477459016396,66.70491803278689,8.722950819672132,31.643442622950825,8.841846274778883,2.6575868852459017,256,10,45,4,4,83,49,61,0.182,0.6609999999999999,0.157,-0.2006,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,10,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,2,6,7,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,5,2,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22945980250129605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968315832604393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418903946744548,0.24059708200315985,0.0,0.20903631991893207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143141856833297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548935500985246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961589148680305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509397304068487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23746038635266595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141851603750653,0.0,0.24536368413654694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24452507583527536,0.0,0.0,0.2648830509907771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39926489763722905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380669053203264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261702273440294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627920788534263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752462649540794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307058544982516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668067854305658,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonleyboi2003,2019/07/11,"Does this happen to anyone else? When your """"""friends"""""" post on their social media accounts about how ""the whole squad is here"" but your not even hanging out with them? happened all the damn time, until they left me cause i was considered ""a loser"" and ""an incel"".",10.39125,7.710765625,8.52,76.72500000000002,59.41666666666666,10.433333333333334,34.416666666666664,7.1686216300943375,2.371341666666667,202,5,37,1,2,60,46,48,0.159,0.841,0.0,-0.8594,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,3,1,5,3,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,8,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,6,3,2,8,0,1,0,0,7,3,1,0,3,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436265552718973,0.2848124815268141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855511262722581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24325288004503698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23220775103347724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359615571310267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147584555779266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916148143114326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30201454768270164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662178308378152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28335478020137633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208618245068593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31034288897874723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MadManMingleton,2019/07/11,"It feels like music is my only friend sometimes I spend basically every waking hour listening to music, since I left high school before the summer I haven't had many people to talk to, and even before that having gone to a small school for 11 years, and having Asperger's, made things kinda tough. Basically, anyone wanna be friends and talk? (I'm 16, so preferably 20> :) )",5.743478260869567,7.364114072463771,6.038376811594201,76.3497391304348,67.69565217391305,7.838840579710146,23.94492753623189,8.238735603445708,1.54772231884058,297,7,49,4,5,95,55,69,0.017,0.8140000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.8969,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,1,0,8,11,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,4,3,6,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,26,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463245202047814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520236599173157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662070067058166,0.0,0.17427778405813096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458821748185514,0.14777176309744156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196194447757098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854554490168215,0.0,0.0,0.20370293896179015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474021287023493,0.0,0.0,0.10105514980062763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957239307209744,0.0,0.20971071134278035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157316703881456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340188364857606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186810514678284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110623638973435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20457728351216986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33251207296555524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742016486034153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320288904254324
lonely,DemonicLust,2019/07/11,"Remembering my ex Now its been 3 years but she was my first love and we split up still being super close, and when i think of her it breaks my heart but it also motivates me to be the person she fell in love with motivating me to learn guitar sing workout and try be best person i can even though it hurts a little, im otherwise too depressed or low mood to do those things.",2.8834615384615385,4.161149397435897,4.154358974358973,88.43230769230772,74.25641025641026,7.2512820512820495,20.69230769230769,7.793537801064563,0.5636000000000001,295,6,65,4,6,97,62,78,0.109,0.629,0.262,0.9628,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,5,7,8,0,0,2,0,7,3,1,2,0,14,10,9,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,11,4,7,5,1,12,0,3,0,2,9,5,0,1,5,48,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209902603002426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389668369860448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612566605676465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503998294535147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193689394140126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26983658885516965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437674899306587,0.0,0.2459650935687407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282245162785663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110330245437519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976539139095954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25795022083688496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818489222391956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127992505545426,0.14590690978911006,0.2237232078732181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459965141390425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663730822914578
lonely,Abracajayvee,2019/07/11,"The feeling of missing someone who is probably didn't feel the same way as you is hard. It's a cycle I can't escape, I cycle that I made.",2.5770967741935493,2.585308806451618,5.300161290322581,84.6702419354839,73.83870967741936,7.490322580645162,28.403225806451612,7.1686216300943375,1.4827290322580642,107,4,24,1,2,39,25,31,0.192,0.7509999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.3855,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,8,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.442156971390306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916754952748829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137210792946439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714118576141259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704666776592456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34705574313692344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kaylove2001,2019/07/11,hey Hi guys. It’s currently 7am. I have work in two hours. And I haven’t slept at all. I’m hella depressed and I’m incredibly lonely. I have no one really. I feel like I’m falling apart. If anyone wants to talk that would be cool. we don’t have to talk about sad stuff. I just need a friend. I wanna feel worth something for once..,-2.3487500000000026,-1.140348374999995,0.376444444444445,100.91300000000004,116.08333333333334,3.586666666666667,11.744444444444444,5.6839178017228535,-1.1813288888888889,255,5,62,3,15,86,54,72,0.18600000000000005,0.674,0.14,-0.5222,1,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,1,7,1,1,0,1,12,15,3,0,5,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,3,0,2,1,3,7,3,7,12,1,6,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097853302692132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292814926773172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617423947024939,0.18490675180138808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996984575148125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25628038084299914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548934112059273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264502710853848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191765841100672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756433383101733,0.17538852939625546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581182374185388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925841468301184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29629609890404873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160722323267148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528373152138777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266344131803625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884298430712945,0.0,0.0,0.183863962077358,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,absterdraws,2019/07/11,"it’s 4:44 am and i can’t sleep hi everyone. i can’t sleep and i feel very very lonely. i have felt this way since i got back from college for the summer, and it’s been absolutely dreadful. my family moved about a year ago to a place where i don’t have any friends and can’t really make any. i hate it here and i miss being at school. there i have friends and people to be with, but right now it feels like none of those people really care about me. nobody really thinks to check in on me because they’re absorbed in their summer plans. i don’t blame them really, i would be doing the same if i were in their position. it’s just gotten very hard to see all of my friends together while i’m stuck half way across the country with nobody. i truly feel unimportant and forgettable in moments like these. i really truly hope that it can get better for me, but i’m starting to doubt it. i really hate being so alone.",2.34434523809524,4.000554132275134,3.8137003968254,88.75959821428573,76.46031746031746,7.476322751322753,20.278108465608465,8.278499904357787,0.8472457671957665,717,16,155,13,16,237,109,189,0.147,0.6809999999999999,0.172,0.8469,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,2,9,14,2,2,5,0,18,2,2,1,1,24,37,12,0,3,4,0,5,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,0,5,0,1,1,6,6,0,1,6,6,23,8,21,26,3,22,0,2,1,0,7,10,0,3,11,100,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269082075706392,0.0,0.0,0.13166570646939466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290206114925916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775316780776884,0.0,0.0774957182168053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112433905370411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296149156546265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214757336929112,0.0,0.0,0.11984445299951005,0.0,0.1928383869912112,0.09081988113209076,0.1220622955723071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946550752347765,0.0,0.06641884961932383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167544118092517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388123165897028,0.25102409026142464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626625000726013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242161086841296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485856512886647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511636860046364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626834456179094,0.0,0.1328211355231972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886466278539854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085661542033348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865977413253618,0.10130412448363144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516114665037887,0.0,0.2544385351189236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899814688318996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145814166750434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146803992273201,0.0,0.20181571714112076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903076984353556,0.0,0.0,0.08186591467625456
lonely,tylerlee6775,2019/07/11,"Nobody notices when the 'strong' one crumbles Recently, the same as always, I've been helping as many people as possible. The people that I know that need help, that are in a shitty place I've been helping, holding them up being there for them, doinb anything I possibly can to make them happy or make them smile even for a second. I dedicate myself to everyone I know that needs someone and I will do what I can to help them.
But
Recently, I'm not doing good. I've been considering suicide all day every day, I want to get away I wanna escape my life I'm spiralling and no one seems to notice and I've never felt more alone. No one is here for me. No one cares how much shit I'm going through only the fact that I'm not there for them.

Take last night for example, 127 stitches in hospital and no one batted an eyelid. No one even cared that I put myself in hospital again. No one even noticed that I'm in a hole deep enough to contain a city. No one see the blood, no one sees the pain and I'm sick of it. Every time I start spiralling all I get is moaned at cause I'm not there for other people and I can't do it anymore

Sorry for ranting but I needed to do it.
I just wish I wasn't always alone when I need help",1.8666974431818204,3.4762986953125043,3.6059943181818177,89.93502840909092,77.671875,6.217045454545455,21.79261363636364,6.980632752743323,0.5251703124999998,950,26,205,10,22,318,130,256,0.11699999999999999,0.77,0.113,0.2993,0,3,0,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,6,1,12,7,1,0,11,0,16,5,2,4,4,35,44,15,1,7,7,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,12,6,0,2,4,0,0,2,14,2,0,10,5,3,26,5,27,37,6,23,0,0,2,0,11,9,1,2,12,141,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794280417906955,0.0,0.0,0.14415248896391825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590551119524742,0.0,0.0,0.07128232885373785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138399610539013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663331725776074,0.0889844098627672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172773992935604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950343482429322,0.0,0.1716385690626885,0.0,0.1459651396327277,0.08277080496535186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317047490307229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051259014021333,0.0,0.04922914311583216,0.07265422359219627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221047557233232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903037032768659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521010925296636,0.07060829666861357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611835116784406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564139652248745,0.0878208700812301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367696134399417,0.25691575353662643,0.06680804233573147,0.0,0.0,0.08128865501109626,0.0,0.0,0.2958583479139757,0.0,0.0,0.5282743248867443,0.06587975275425209,0.09217166125486917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015786765493946,0.0,0.09050130400083906,0.0,0.0,0.195306041293974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707879514403677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105707820816302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380526575129416,0.0788571981532627,0.0,0.0,0.0889159931316912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339433720618033,0.0,0.0,0.09696596988775498,0.06131132845024893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475014752324896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512878424640149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050984557676506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109175907581367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961075051955638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,The__Mr_Guy,2019/07/11,Petition to bring back r/lonely under 20’s chat. Pls do it or mods gæ,-2.867083333333333,-1.5039218749999996,1.2399999999999984,95.67166666666668,111.5,4.633333333333333,11.583333333333332,6.42735559955562,-0.6201416666666666,54,1,13,1,3,20,16,16,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.0772,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,StillHere91,2019/07/11,Want to fell bad? Try tinder Anyone else in the endless cycle of trying dating apps only to delete them :/,3.1165000000000016,5.641849650000001,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,77.5,4.0,15.0,3.1291,-0.6800000000000002,83,1,13,0,2,27,19,20,0.23399999999999999,0.7140000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927725705663073,0.4290190526559738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496063194402355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497794367497815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31844869629860945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5685547698507788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469666838305701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FinnFish79,2019/07/11,No one cares to listen Honestly one thought that constantly keeps running through my mind recently every day is why do I even have thoughts or the ability to speak or why do I even spend money on a phone that never rings. My whole life I have tried so hard to be a good listener and to show empathy so that people would want to talk to me but unfortunately  what ended up happening was I just attract self-centered people who only want to talk and be understood but don't ever want to be the one to listen or understand. I honestly can't remember a time when someone asked me for my opinion or my thoughts or literally anything about me. My own family raised me to understand that I only can speak when spoken to and I can only share what has been asked which as you can imagine didn't happen very often. I'm so tired of being pathetically alone it's so sad and embarrassing and I'm so sick of it. At least if I didn't have the ability to talk I would have a different reason why no one wants to hear me rather than I am just so miserable and unwanted that no one cares. Please no one judge me too hard for unleashing my feelings like this on a random subreddit. I have no where else to express my thoughts and feelings.,6.717729984301415,6.0046663428571465,7.413061224489797,75.4816640502355,65.16326530612245,11.293563579277865,33.948194662480375,10.727762888450028,3.462036106750393,974,37,194,23,13,325,130,245,0.192,0.6829999999999999,0.125,-0.9743,1,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,18,11,0,2,8,0,25,3,0,1,2,44,51,24,0,9,11,0,4,1,0,2,3,7,0,0,12,7,0,1,12,1,2,1,10,3,0,6,9,11,25,8,26,36,3,15,0,2,0,0,16,5,0,9,10,143,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362654935121048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233653664289313,0.0,0.1870753756334938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040249783167231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812364307641996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452703847258404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453592149583588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358290752950695,0.0,0.08861881348606758,0.0,0.0,0.1321704416622068,0.09050525248658996,0.08430044487333617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432271664535012,0.0,0.10118137902520886,0.07147913565779801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392117989487004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695617558780027,0.0,0.17925881217108047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276897858255043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889332618572822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067163113580911,0.048881698438930116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102677829954072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716839382594705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067981411193398,0.2282884452809561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387307355619932,0.0,0.0,0.1098300731041326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287295035618932,0.09879199806176164,0.0,0.1133425308351576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437892868900292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477606767249499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24126066177834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177291911760137,0.058342731193470464,0.11499822012216555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679306096371422,0.0,0.0,0.20832105334440645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255564994814713,0.2360595429999064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708515566486101,0.11170755875505213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215205188423025,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MegaManXXII,2019/07/11,"Just need to get a lot off my chest I’ve been alone romantically for a long time now.  My last relationship was an emotionally wrecking mess and it makes me terrified that the same thing would happen if I ever meet the next. I was never popular in school and I just keep getting older and older and I’m getting panic attacks fearing that I’m going to never find the person I’m meant to spend my life with, frankly I don’t think she exists.",3.5025361155698254,5.061181853932588,5.0135152487961525,81.76370786516856,73.15730337078651,7.3329052969502415,25.07383627608347,7.957251820313856,1.4057723916532905,351,11,69,5,7,118,64,89,0.222,0.748,0.03,-0.9511,0,1,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,2,6,0,5,2,1,1,3,20,18,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,9,1,7,13,2,13,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,10,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100979182847576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317799244549721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291763809321579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429152187489972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292604453222516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621166550822746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193320722792333,0.0,0.11578826962714656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016370325617126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109055245612335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607261421029476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390526624219502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803005805862393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320966846897434,0.0,0.0,0.1359958385737099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510681918227086,0.31426862746850137,0.0,0.21667630658156745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23904113624130674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789504009125134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21873698439825984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061924314568255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535361977530955,0.13054625974296494,0.0,0.0,0.11880051628579212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472871606687213,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Drex_Sinister,2019/07/11,"Graduated and don't know where to go from here. Just graduated from highschool a few weeks ago and I have no clue how to meet people or make friends anymore. Im working full time as a hardware store cashier (including weekends) the rest of the time I'm home sleeping or reading. 

None of the few people I talked to in school want to talk or do meet up to do anything. I feel stuck in a lonely cycle and it's draining. It doesn't help that I'm also extremely introverted and shy.",3.9015611192930777,5.037882278350517,4.898821796759941,84.6215463917526,71.57731958762886,7.604712812960236,30.3519882179676,7.957251820313856,1.9492338733431518,379,16,78,5,7,124,66,97,0.12,0.833,0.047,-0.7024,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,6,0,5,1,1,2,0,13,13,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,1,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,13,12,5,11,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,3,5,48,6,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867132577615416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882523884167748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334573824303075,0.0,0.0,0.1937173258873602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902726889867744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818724446908396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378544322945596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157786250809462,0.0,0.2361292735459885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542765732521626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937180966528505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713391001984262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263988043122956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23546757191286344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23824128231503675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355738741412983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784174247715249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745317773270636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884730061718376,0.0,0.18882678379411347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137681975650446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Awesome96044,2019/07/11,"I feel stuck In my life right now I feel as though there is no way to meet  new people. My friends in highschool are ****ty and I don't have anyone else to go to. They do stuff like make fun of me for looking too ""Jewish"" or even to the extent of how my mom left me or when my dog dies that's what they make fun of for the next couple of weeks. All I want I someone to truly care and to understand me. I want to feel connected with someone on a deeper level. I lie constantly to my ""Friends"" and my family saying Im fine when I'm really not.
There's basically no way out of loneliness I can think of until I'm 18 and can move away.",0.3968227424749138,2.0340745797101505,2.829710144927539,93.6821237458194,82.18840579710144,6.275139353400222,18.586399108138238,7.321109707123232,0.14286332218506193,484,11,117,7,13,167,86,138,0.065,0.775,0.16,0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,9,7,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,3,1,20,22,12,1,2,3,1,3,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,5,19,7,24,21,2,20,1,0,1,0,7,8,0,2,9,75,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410406797910995,0.1672042536426879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331945521697565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637991049282902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634705520504207,0.0,0.0,0.18056319024819797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936222823986274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632170715785255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077834019882514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383807690969867,0.0,0.24753658485318014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252155573280119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274287039854533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626984453058445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730303378493567,0.0,0.11526372662571545,0.07972487171037752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370358881800471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178570328790203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911225136313276,0.0,0.1734418388525858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760691552969594,0.17355110914463884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313324258550755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454170056271972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936071267471262,0.0,0.12977276500550816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765354451725502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868099472674115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045635701038069,0.16033029117066386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698833078928612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250371184616516,0.25906031558480763,0.13089868011392033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,realfukushima,2019/07/11,she left me today. deciding whether or not i should jump. i cant go on much longer.,-1.6833333333333336,0.17411955555555814,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,103.44444444444444,4.622222222222223,17.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,-0.2623555555555557,64,2,16,1,3,21,17,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313199946765026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6334076135158531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285561185549671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5525952492709426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,idfcatalltbfh,2019/07/11,"When I got diagnosed with BPD, I started isolating myself so I wouldn’t hurt people I feel like a terrible person.  I see all these people shitting on others with BPD and although it’s usually warranted, I wonder if I’m next.  I wonder if one of my ex friends are going to rant about me or if they have already.  I don’t even remember doing anything except for getting mad at them for literally ignoring me.  But I still feel terrible and like a horrible person.  I dropped a friend 10 months ago because I felt terrible.  I isolated myself so I wouldn’t hurt anyone.  I’m afraid people will hate me when they found out that I have BPD.  I don’t talk to anyone anymore.",2.8386363636363647,4.939758621212125,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636367,76.42424242424242,8.036363636363637,27.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.482003030303032,526,22,97,12,12,180,83,132,0.267,0.652,0.081,-0.9775,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,7,14,3,1,3,0,9,2,1,0,1,22,23,12,0,5,6,1,3,2,2,3,1,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,7,0,0,1,4,10,0,1,3,4,24,4,12,17,1,13,0,2,1,0,9,3,1,6,10,68,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866264413149173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772260756320646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275743654839453,0.18720209223822792,0.0,0.11015893064548148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160244792518911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057922804990288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586946853813264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841612187064475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353716462837671,0.09563269805332504,0.12853074140434556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467753191190115,0.2068464855092201,0.0,0.06993858295691617,0.0,0.07607817883392665,0.0,0.10706352667156567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216330350161068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28660904970602824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079869150974854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068492243106388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236622461212126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070992870928203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784139963911636,0.233770324356894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164218101140126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066725327927827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740980237564812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094749855779707,0.0,0.1069042200989702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075950709609916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743263796401174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29034029287426505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawaybcihaveto,2019/07/11,"hung out with friends for the first time in a while Made me remember why I “like” being alone so much.

Or more accurately learned how to survive alone.",2.7305747126436763,5.266107344827585,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,79.0,6.625287356321839,26.90804597701149,7.793537801064563,1.4929908045977007,119,5,25,2,3,36,28,29,0.12300000000000001,0.706,0.172,0.3818,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,17,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6642978571234192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27278762297188336,0.0,0.0,0.2477723576342445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156678031493071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30345450223911313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357517172164763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36329107176751096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870030004530753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893822574213254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,softheartedrose,2019/07/11,Today is going to be long and difficult. I'm feeling so ugly today and alone. I hate that in my job I have to be happy to be functional so I don't screw up. I want to stay in bed and cry the day away. My heart aches and there's only one person I want messages from. Lol it's just rp but the story makes my heart really warm. Is this my life now... Miserable living day to day yearning for a constant escape. I have to make sure I lay the proper foundations so that one day I can be free to do what I want. To travel and explore the world and be alone in peace. And hopefully I'll find someone who wants to be alone from the ugliness of the world with me.,0.1725531914893601,2.1523549078014206,2.5540141843971647,93.494,85.02836879432624,5.745815602836879,17.910638297872342,7.0316486544052195,0.07093531914893614,506,12,116,7,15,173,83,141,0.185,0.635,0.18100000000000002,0.3402,1,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,1,7,1,13,4,2,2,1,22,24,11,0,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,8,0,0,3,1,1,3,1,5,0,2,0,2,14,6,19,18,0,20,0,2,0,1,3,7,1,1,9,75,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393633997201552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328560421021486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281016853180768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553283775546158,0.3647819234830943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149936471431564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924296026943316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036456088958896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052982663855152,0.0,0.13960962281720568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33513471758978874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044854037473636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032411130974873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987957820333476,0.0,0.0,0.12486451189285618,0.12514028436222474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877984592016492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164137997994493,0.1075459995140048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347068340692638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905886115479303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981325101432044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072049218392747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327393324639972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26807361626751697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336208207844229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jimhighway182,2019/07/11,"I just want someone to talk to. Lately, I’ve been feeling the loneliest I have in years. I’ve been dealing with a lot of shit and complicated feelings and have no one to talk to about it. I’m not looking for anything special, just someone to listen to my problems and I’ll listen to theirs. Thank you.",2.030054644808743,4.230029737704921,3.2700819672131125,89.72566939890713,79.49180327868852,4.722404371584699,28.19945355191257,5.46131890053228,0.961424043715847,238,11,47,1,6,77,41,61,0.18100000000000002,0.698,0.121,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,12,12,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,5,5,2,12,10,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,1,2,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277676774862886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26656891579093617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614762250531354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916723135064838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217129278644053,0.0,0.0,0.21982251404948303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521017424892069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474115570305492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265413012228324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43816216705902666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156491224200751,0.0,0.2380516933188549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250819564340387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650722916784752
lonely,GetHomeCar,2019/07/11,"Rate my loneliness on a scale of 1 to 100 If I think about a guy holding me in their arms and kissing my forehead and tells me it's gonna be okay and ""we'll get through this baby alright?"", I start tearing up immediately and this sudden wave of sadness overwhelms me. So rate my loneliness pls.",2.782,4.469013200000003,4.233333333333333,86.08500000000002,75.33333333333334,6.8000000000000025,30.33333333333333,7.554174236665415,1.860733333333333,232,11,48,3,5,77,47,60,0.166,0.723,0.111,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,2,2,2,3,2,0,0,7,6,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,3,8,3,0,5,0,2,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052815566398774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5785657737667593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135826355196752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5107188812957147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37440679011719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lydiakgdj,2019/07/11,"Lonely Bf and I recently broke up. Made the great mistake of pushing all my friends away while in this relationship.

Just feeling lonely and hope there's someone out there that'd like to talk",4.98,7.212943666666671,4.495555555555558,84.20500000000001,70.66666666666666,7.022222222222222,31.44444444444445,7.793537801064563,2.185011111111111,156,7,28,2,3,47,33,36,0.21100000000000002,0.4970000000000001,0.292,0.5994,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,4,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,4,6,2,1,7,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32107213810404905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279194486507488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640243175053235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767650488525155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33942086816825456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695490460683401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233587822813946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374229852697595,0.3668964778465951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28955172883132924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746743809301647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bellamariesells,2019/07/11,"Offering a gfe, 1 day, 3 day, 5 day options. Pm me for info and proces💕",-2.7729411764705887,-1.29623388235294,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,93.70588235294115,5.752941176470588,20.264705882352946,7.1686216300943375,0.7097294117647066,52,2,13,1,2,22,15,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HarmonJames,2019/07/11,"Autism & Loneliness: A Lament I'm 21.

When I began school, I was a very intelligent student. I always looked for approval in my teachers. I hoped my classmates would be impressed by my intelligence, and want to be friends with me. I was sadly mistaken, all throughout elementary school. All the other students could see was this ""weird kid"" who was way too obsessed with various things, who spoke and acted differently, and made this kid the odd one out. I'm sure that sounds familiar to some of you.

The bullying began almost immediately. Kids can be so cruel.

For 14 years, I've struggled with self-image.

I thought as I grew older, I'd find it easier to make friends, especially with the ever-growing rise of social media. I was wrong again. We all graduated, we all moved, suddenly someone I had talked to daily for 12 years and considered my best friend never even wished me a happy birthday. 

Every time I'd make a new friend, they'd go as quick as they came.

I'm a hopeless romantic. I love the idea of dating and marriage, and I'm childfree. But I don't know if anyone will stick around enough to love me that long.

I feel as if no one has the patience to deal with me long enough to get to know me. I promise, I'm kind, I listen, I try to do everything right and it gets me nowhere. 

I'm autistic. I never asked to be me. Sometimes it's a blessing, others, it's not. I'm here making lists of call signs of television stations in the United States and trying so hard to mend my own broken heart.

I hope we all find what we seek in the end.",2.8343708529376315,4.790867013029317,4.142164314151287,85.6172011099047,75.93811074918568,6.893425021112317,25.051152129328017,7.793537801064563,1.3573962842321157,1211,42,242,18,27,398,180,307,0.122,0.679,0.19899999999999998,0.9806,1,0,0,0,0,1,48.0,4,1,2,2,9,22,1,2,14,0,18,3,1,4,8,52,50,18,0,8,4,0,2,0,4,2,0,3,0,3,14,20,0,0,7,0,0,6,5,7,0,2,12,7,36,15,34,30,11,31,1,2,2,2,26,6,0,6,17,151,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906335163322302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062659653172857,0.11801012726507802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615639748378188,0.0,0.0,0.09695807418039988,0.10182148715941072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430031903331447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121511834429476,0.12457055780310138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696033260854323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122873154740572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379373637221475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646699196939436,0.22507808874685165,0.0,0.07193779984666544,0.09852049605905087,0.0917661839366764,0.0,0.09788641803916266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507105598638837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990939731921686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365920322838505,0.0,0.11380792723921708,0.0,0.061899308472959665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159427995417309,0.0975670837483594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290656418355169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635575256055373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295258035003125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341895251025838,0.1197144526470179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277395355331872,0.0914617660405709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196601362896738,0.103058679133534,0.2181062483277481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157601639793754,0.0,0.0,0.16800502138677484,0.10519147229237973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760820894498336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930134220106998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204570283437988,0.0867917202296095,0.0,0.11362284011170015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102585119252448,0.0922839284081043,0.0,0.10772042305622548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386234917794287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265176856696097,0.0,0.0,0.08754232277461386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235875871003852,0.0,0.0,0.08646690845854492,0.06350962690781109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789323658395667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986686807568356,0.0642413082027188,0.08645222171028362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252476923907722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737059608513543,0.1190822320039279,0.0,0.14027629376670894
lonely,TwistedDesign13,2019/07/11,"Married and feeling worthless I’m 36 year old man who’s married with two kids, about to be downsized from my job of 15 years. I’ve had a rough up bringing and a lot of issues because of it. I feel like my wife hates me and never wants to be physically close or affectionate with me unless she’s being “forced”. I feel like my kids despise and just wish I wasn’t around. Never thought I’d feel alone considering how my wife is. Just needed to vent and get it off my chest",2.5257142857142867,4.043343765306126,3.756887755102042,89.94614795918369,75.63265306122447,6.124489795918367,24.494897959183675,6.6274283507984215,0.6509551020408169,371,12,81,3,8,121,67,98,0.129,0.753,0.11800000000000001,-0.2732,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,2,0,6,1,1,1,2,25,18,8,0,3,4,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,5,11,3,14,12,1,10,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,7,49,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926233668276485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846216522947093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905328741068622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281772525043099,0.30248391761604193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060702560920273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901467082918504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209648193592023,0.21008435767502415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20685655341889236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998385911600695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569764343657213,0.3265596018446473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22214858587029607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806997175372967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680483779078987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486898222144767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434500839408309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726619136891182
lonely,theendofallthrowaway,2019/07/11,"Lonely Human Hi.

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I'm sitting in my hotel room feeling quite lonely and depressed. I just want to talk to a random caring person. Although I'm only 22, I feel way older, as if I have a huge burden.",1.9871428571428569,4.0607850952380975,4.519285714285715,81.36321428571429,79.0,4.2,22.404761904761905,3.1291,0.3225047619047614,162,5,27,0,4,57,34,42,0.25,0.574,0.17600000000000002,-0.6659,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,1,4,7,0,6,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32628635892066105,0.3659195134193364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30703351826742065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593724699501185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045320729017122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290314487069068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629448758792529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203007290393608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420458854808704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762087908507818,0.2390318635881824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659195134193364,0.0
lonely,redlightroxy1,2019/07/11,Waiting for those better things to enter my life For years I lived my life with the mantra to let things go for better things to enter your life. I let toxic people go and I'm still waiting for these better things. I wonder if I made a mistake. Maybe persevering through hard times with people or trying to work things out is a better choice? Have I been wrong? Loneliness is unbearable sometimes. No one calls/text. No one is asking you to experience life with them anymore. I've never been good with social connections and all the ones I did make seemed to be so toxic so I thought it was better to let go. Life really is about the people you hold dear and your experiences together. Now its an empty void. Was I wrong?,2.188714285714287,4.841183800000003,3.1625000000000014,87.97375000000002,82.42857142857143,5.785714285714287,18.75,7.1686216300943375,0.44478571428571456,572,14,109,8,16,182,81,140,0.145,0.741,0.113,-0.4303,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,1,6,5,10,0,0,6,0,14,5,0,2,2,21,26,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,9,8,0,3,3,0,0,5,3,3,0,3,7,1,15,7,18,15,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,4,5,78,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633631178436873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023894372894616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741497379617316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20976915441574545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281174647845108,0.08993348697724105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605066367119224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32892806000152625,0.3786735497746015,0.0,0.0,0.09467979102411174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145690685378142,0.07157212281669853,0.0,0.1077198215107163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826969157237105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179710495762368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300458863252207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686897396265975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761170724202607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930025047387278,0.0,0.0,0.10604619640141734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562835179003271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561706740384012,0.0,0.0,0.08512301099887203,0.06252253915611819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279731534770069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627866848494126,0.07805955309072903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344628326685329,0.0,0.0690480364688264
lonely,50shadesofshae,2019/07/11,"loneliest summer here I am listening to citizen - the night I drove alone, thinking about all the things I could've done right in the past. I'm home alone all weekend and this is the loneliest I've been, no one to call to talk to, no one to sesh with.. being high and alone as fuck is the worst feeling. honestly just want to walk in the void but i don't think I will lmao anyone pls talk to me about anything.. preferably abt music n anything else basically lol",2.120860215053764,4.286297000000005,3.031397849462365,91.73376344086022,79.0,5.853763440860216,23.23655913978495,6.937597516519254,0.6862817204301073,363,12,76,4,9,115,63,93,0.214,0.6890000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.8614,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,6,1,8,1,0,0,2,12,16,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,2,0,2,3,2,6,1,13,11,3,10,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,4,47,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.578136596097099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010433158841142,0.0,0.3062391850169251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999807124269447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856159590728862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041400905008748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554374432470774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940824824402032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201853325243427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659296128805626,0.18664318216794135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461390404905902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521714261213496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762467982494226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589025938632409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29911171658857993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361650823283145,0.2384520313393985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974878986180747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BurticusIV,2019/07/11,Feeling like shit atm I wish I was more outgoing and able to just do things on the fly. Even with friends I feel stilted and awkward. Just wanted to vent,2.120860215053764,4.286297000000005,2.523870967741935,95.37247311827957,79.0,5.423655913978496,26.46236559139785,6.42735559955562,0.8262817204301078,121,5,26,1,3,37,26,31,0.135,0.546,0.319,0.7264,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,6,2,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,2,4,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,17,4,0,0.3787723332069428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501755537962325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830373450092848,0.2705950305253307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926385650502868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504902947534865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888043569322404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516395076145904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234097357782148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355694902033348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,username2J,2019/10/18,So This and r/suicidehelp,0.8520000000000003,2.9771142000000026,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,107.0,10.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,3.809000000000001,21,1,4,1,1,7,5,5,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CaptAhab666,2019/10/18,I wish I could kill myself I just wish I had the guts to do it. There's nothing left for me here.,-2.4427536231884046,-0.7422329565217378,0.2260869565217387,107.0968115942029,95.95652173913044,3.066666666666667,12.014492753623188,3.1291,-2.014872463768116,74,1,21,0,3,25,19,23,0.187,0.598,0.215,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624870268780934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637227312963128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571972299722723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154527867635197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7561124345507844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,guywithsmallpp,2019/10/18,"Ummm. Hey? This probably doesn't make any sense. My English sucks sorry. Im a 20yo guy and I'm very lonely in my life now. I dont any friends, or maybe I have 2. I don't know anymore. There is only one thing in life that makes me happy anymore, and im starting to hate it. I don't know what to do anymore. Can someone give me advice on how to be happy while lonely. 
Thank you.",-1.8945597775718248,-0.032581734939755684,0.9746987951807248,99.44618164967564,101.28915662650604,3.0357738646895283,16.023169601482856,4.713530739802397,-1.0032754402224282,288,8,68,1,13,99,58,83,0.179,0.708,0.113,-0.5775,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,3,8,2,0,1,0,9,2,0,3,0,8,19,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,9,4,6,18,0,6,0,2,0,0,5,3,1,1,3,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781779061862067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21965366457488614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804994732468597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892790277042509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477596976135445,0.0,0.0,0.15492734172733355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991227542494416,0.0,0.3438435580665385,0.0,0.15944969353170485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488995385646862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775144446780548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228147140766216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156075488889802,0.0,0.1622503690589523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943786928571697,0.12282947491034678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741263671339606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136840038456978,0.0,0.0,0.1807881582360176,0.11431187830488355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868925396798366,0.0,0.0,0.10729468820175753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325598395749222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,overthinking112,2019/10/18,"F 20 Junior in College No Friends hi guys!

i am a transfer this year, (my junior year) and i like 2/3 roommates this year. one of them i do not like because i had to take her home 3 times and pick her up from the hospital, she drinks too much. the other 2 i like but are in sororities and kind of hint that they don't want me to rely on them for plans. i hear them talk about my other roommate and how she has no friends and relies on them for party plans, and that is also me too. it is starting to make me sad and uncomfortable because i really like going out with them and i feel like we have a lot of fun but i guess its not the same for them.

i am in a bunch of different organizations but a lot of it is freshman, i always feel like i'm the oldest. so far i haven't made any friends.

My boyfriend broke up with me this summer out of the blue and he was who i always went to when I was feeling sad and lonely. College has become super hard for me when all i want is someone to get dinner with and maybe to the gym.

I am looking through the facebook page for roommates but most do not really stick out to me and I am worried about having yet another horrible living situation. I was thinking about getting a studio apartment and living by myself but I am scared i am going to become super depressed and exclude myself even more. the most important thing is school to me but i am super miserable and miss home.

tldr; no friends in college and was thinking about getting a studio apartment but i am scared to exclude myself even more.",3.1351666666666667,4.419024203174608,4.437956349206349,86.62169642857144,73.63492063492063,6.773809523809526,26.140873015873016,7.1686216300943375,1.1703253968253962,1204,41,248,12,24,398,146,315,0.168,0.672,0.161,0.22899999999999998,1,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,7,5,14,24,0,3,14,0,27,2,0,4,1,51,49,28,0,2,10,0,4,6,4,0,0,1,4,1,12,23,2,0,5,2,0,3,8,9,0,1,7,7,47,15,42,42,11,27,0,7,2,0,22,14,0,5,16,192,59,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866069093478428,0.1845012645913288,0.0,0.0,0.07539369435949027,0.11625422897920255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516758457525274,0.244888862470192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549000585961676,0.0,0.0,0.11583292911091216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860793157120284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464538617974129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681738009709641,0.15840751265370162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34262378807304034,0.0,0.17377106141905713,0.0,0.12601709793428542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213303849543042,0.10977624471736057,0.0,0.0,0.09931549359110116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495571775853975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224182621913605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545142909256405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249855300882267,0.0,0.19579604802839465,0.0,0.0931007681080337,0.0,0.0,0.1885111490560044,0.0,0.10490549879908603,0.07400490983838191,0.0,0.11138129435008527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150036102561338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512667985075408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204910481437535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22199539504981985,0.1122038178473276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461970285342792,0.0,0.0,0.093937663690095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847257937860977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335855413335673,0.08911108810934883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365543337814177,0.1420788206953818,0.0,0.0,0.06464772443546565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078503503387442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277527307950618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259131676222235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418508403668365
lonely,JapaneseFightingFish,2019/10/18,Done. Fine then. If no one wants to actually talk to me ill just show myself out....,-1.41901960784314,0.42207376470588187,1.1964705882352966,96.57745098039216,105.47058823529413,4.6196078431372545,11.549019607843142,6.42735559955562,-0.9116509803921566,62,1,15,1,3,21,16,17,0.24,0.6729999999999999,0.087,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.5251822566149911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5507410176730795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646820644735541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432565576487085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31743021702243296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ogrenciadam,2019/10/18,"I'm trying break my lonelyness but nothing work. I tried a lot of things but this time I said I will make a difference. Im 21 yo and just have 2 friend cause this 2 person are my homemate. Last night i went cafeteria in my university and take a chair and stand 2 hours waitin someone come and talk to me. So whole 2 hours just 1 dude ask me ""Can I have the chair"". Im lonely af and i don't no what else i can do.",-1.0191600790513815,0.9215078152173924,1.5239920948616614,99.03286561264822,90.41304347826087,5.084584980237153,15.972332015810276,6.574015621080383,-0.5274695652173915,317,7,81,4,11,108,62,92,0.040999999999999995,0.8759999999999999,0.083,0.5239,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,2,0,13,15,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,1,12,1,3,12,2,10,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,44,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300561029276816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109552822138568,0.0,0.16862662220729271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452355149447274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352917588094176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512407449700465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855608254721603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229005491454159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956742015017053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664249104169715,0.0,0.0,0.13066877531588067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370392120454127,0.0,0.1878333416062098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092675237186994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862089621536709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586358252751526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718429094091068,0.15734140850577838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005171272961394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414700723761505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658112032566033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814679471319237,0.0,0.21855479263432745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251283604083312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sidogs7,2019/10/18,"Always have been lonely Always been sad about it
and get even sadder when i see a couple
i have never had a gf and will probably never get one ;(",11.311,5.360392100000002,11.450000000000005,66.40500000000003,61.33333333333334,13.333333333333336,33.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.820333333333333,113,1,22,1,1,39,22,30,0.273,0.727,0.0,-0.8402,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,2,4,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,5,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221491057424286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34717093239315217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072363924968955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278546790265475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839841450220953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126127904237279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382877704430018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500271489720551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,na-v-i-,2019/10/18,"Burn out Does anyone else go through periods where they socialise etc and then have to take literal months off to recover? I find I have to do this and the friends I do have sometimes get frustrated with me like I’m trying to avoid them. It’s hard to explain to people who don’t get it because they probably think you’re just making excuses. I’m kind of going through it now- I need a long time to recover from social interaction, especially when I’ve been in work as usually that takes it all out of me.
Sorry for the vent- happy Friday night everyone x",2.497886977886978,4.839498837837837,4.1850941850941865,83.03056511056514,78.63963963963964,8.0003276003276,26.30712530712531,8.841846274778883,2.2994972972972985,445,18,86,11,11,149,82,111,0.076,0.8390000000000001,0.085,0.4588,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,1,4,6,1,1,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,13,19,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,9,4,19,18,2,16,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,10,54,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370465075408557,0.20082333096047886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947869130330163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151935678694955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373135681202286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858981700495084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728469160235534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913881564730033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514277329767475,0.0,0.2048019532688639,0.0,0.22278060217382947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086437420452767,0.1755759006524219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410197756246587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575482649795036,0.0,0.0,0.17345225058046898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083032896228208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644390348573553,0.0,0.0,0.14533019127044705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393104538365052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588048224498686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131922338093528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979549526258167,0.0,0.0,0.19384724407195086,0.21940395256459572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947325274202567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558774066980416,0.0,0.0,0.11428813403091714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330699207972716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158643409261765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426890332100937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Misfit_666,2019/10/18,"How long? I'm just wondering how long it's going to take before someone takes genuine interest in me as a person and actively seeks out to have a relationship with me. Since my last relationship ended, I feel like I haven't connected with anyone on a deep level since.

I don't know if I'll ever really make any deep connections or form a serious, romantic relationship at this point. I feel like I'm a total opposite of many people I know my age, and I fundamentally reject a lot of the popular or ""normal"" trends, cultures, etc in the society I find myself in.

Begs the question of if anyone will ever see worth in me that isn't purely monetary or based on my looks, or whatever. All the things I have to offer seem like things nobody wants, unfortunately. I just want to feel affection, dude..",6.393737373737372,6.524005155844157,7.9404761904761925,68.61007936507936,65.62337662337664,11.77950937950938,31.3968253968254,11.429527900616536,3.805523232323232,630,22,114,19,9,220,96,154,0.043,0.792,0.166,0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,10,0,6,0,0,4,5,35,23,11,0,5,8,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,9,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,5,16,5,18,22,5,20,0,1,2,0,7,12,0,10,10,74,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555409923914132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19650081994517699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956676535508892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445338570320112,0.0,0.15670986092197225,0.0,0.2542052788294222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213143767577962,0.20076595679426354,0.0,0.0,0.12842692889568338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985714444782056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444525267517226,0.11453737744353848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205943612772614,0.0,0.0,0.2487003140173976,0.11799607527675846,0.0,0.0,0.119459678940077,0.0,0.0,0.09379395132386584,0.14245878485247582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767354142822227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741447138930594,0.12269109780173493,0.0,0.0,0.1328308156361641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574074441169407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900166411367494,0.0,0.0,0.4525772174181591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197118530457406,0.12791834805774396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324686837470995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905675819169535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129755271337133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867020485017788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575718066067055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238105763346135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IRN3rd37,2019/10/18,. I'm really depressed and would just like someone to get drunk with in sheffield,3.0440000000000005,6.125569733333336,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,85.0,5.666666666666668,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.6469999999999998,66,3,12,1,2,19,15,15,0.307,0.564,0.128,-0.5413,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069603602298163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30751923234086703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875602528939294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377072263734531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987189119402681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41812458746998993,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mistier,2019/10/18,"Going to things alone I want to go to an event at my old elementary school seeing as I go to college next year and I want to see some of my favorite, most influential teachers. I would be going alone though. And I don't think any of them would really want to see me. Although that's probably just me being stupid.

I have friends but they're either too busy, working, or just don't want to go. And I'm conflicted. Do I go or stay home? Is it worth the potential humiliation if I go and no one cares to see me?",1.3514018691588774,3.1949735327102817,3.4708504672897185,89.23618224299067,80.02803738317758,6.8968224299065435,21.914953271028036,7.908726449838941,0.8840400000000002,396,12,90,7,10,135,68,107,0.11800000000000001,0.722,0.16,0.1795,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,1,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,21,27,11,0,7,7,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,7,3,1,0,1,0,4,14,2,12,23,3,13,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,5,4,58,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29249084839681205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602399879056524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396754349058724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909435626894423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5617489654608246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163976922145888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501727388818215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817051878217635,0.0,0.09568391994071217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224248682066965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045930952698754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429066364342758,0.4500872719382121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505053606800457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938100898982006,0.09047823311035924,0.13873284399901106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333144625757047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279866124049752,0.0,0.0,0.20061545287998367,0.0,0.0,0.09093115998281863
lonely,Whatevermynameis66,2019/10/18,Am currently sitting in the bathroom... waiting for lunch to be over. Really puts a damper on my mood when the library is closed. Leaves me alone to my thoughts. I was in here so long the lights turned off. This sucks.,1.7221428571428559,4.336301214285714,1.7336190476190474,97.59471428571429,84.47619047619048,5.2647619047619045,22.685714285714287,6.742157984588678,0.5009085714285719,169,6,36,2,5,50,37,42,0.106,0.894,0.0,-0.5423,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,8,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155654541252531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248570880286164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550863303598405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033587914973061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25704574518817075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31854113749462404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364358143040288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Aberrant262,2019/10/18,"Everything is Just Quite Hopeless, Isn't It? Been working so hard in a garbage job lately that I've not been feeling anything, but now comes the great breakdown. No-one really close to me in my life. Can't have anyone come visit, because (thanks to family) the house my flat is attached to is practically a garbage heap. Only living thing I don't have to put on a face for is my cat, and she does try her very best.
But, as mentioned before, now the breakdown comes. Things aren't getting better, and I clearly don't deserve any better. With my first day off of work for about 12 days coming up tomorrow, all I want to do is hang myself.
Just really don't know anymore. It's just not worth it and I just can't even comprehend feeling connected to a person anymore, even for a second. I put on my happy, customer service face and that's all there is. There's no person left, just a corpse waiting to be processed.
As is quite evident, I clearly don't know how to talk anymore - so excuse the horrendously unstructured ranting. I don't know what to do. So here I sit, apologising that you've wasted your time with this garbage. There's no hope for myself, but with what I have left I hope that there's something good for all you other lonely people out there.",4.232088353413655,5.46169118473896,4.922269076305224,84.4110341365462,70.88755020080322,7.461044176706826,27.88955823293173,7.793537801064563,1.6458449799196788,991,35,194,12,18,319,132,249,0.13699999999999998,0.7120000000000001,0.151,0.8345,1,2,1,0,0,2,34.0,0,2,0,8,20,11,0,0,10,0,24,3,2,1,5,38,39,13,0,3,10,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,13,13,0,1,5,0,1,8,13,2,0,2,2,3,22,9,28,36,4,27,0,2,0,0,10,10,0,2,8,133,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709958052804883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33731563644048523,0.07927514838099656,0.0,0.0932988031063164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911296866585864,0.0,0.09647464135371024,0.0,0.1189811368544698,0.200543750226454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906536043575071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462363053621824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992161179696241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497675821197112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018950550568181,0.0,0.10688082019912093,0.0,0.11465264322012693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643758356642383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059234290334859475,0.0,0.0,0.09509442537545768,0.0,0.12499746084122075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069088009758125,0.10156264341284614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22521593659905795,0.0,0.13082070339480467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125082043278403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692548447351093,0.0,0.12789308737669075,0.0,0.24636675204734906,0.0,0.08008083491706106,0.0,0.0,0.10011310163459793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622757112107828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860065597688738,0.19799113277946653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279484268688489,0.0,0.2411787031807901,0.0,0.0,0.1452631614436147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728239822680045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112734920336173,0.0,0.10438140544704362,0.0,0.0,0.15064397799606036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611046823493252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769748744827102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354708910374096,0.06687211328561601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507818379390565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sickleprimememe,2019/10/18,"Ability to disconnect? Is there a way to disconnect your feeling of wanting companions/friends? I really hate this feeling of wanting to be liked, wanting to be loved and caring about what others think about me. I want to be able to do stuff on my own without feeling judged about it E. G. Going to the cinema on my own, shopping and other miscellaneous things that you normally need a friend to do.",7.978200000000001,7.6301739866666685,8.085166666666666,70.49175000000002,62.46666666666667,11.766666666666666,38.75,11.20814326018867,4.5200000000000005,319,15,55,8,4,104,51,75,0.047,0.701,0.252,0.9269,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,13,19,2,0,6,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,4,16,16,2,4,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,45,15,0,0.22201790803635296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22636205396097664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336776775584733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430609700193064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617789354175787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21919671967642654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846673530885348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037983016066968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646234656302578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753041101034654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422303569815333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541573873825083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749883283942347,0.1422601107794829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238076577819536,0.1762274813162714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401734061952016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Blackbeard0531,2019/10/18,"New here Good Friday afternoon.  I am new to this sub.  Thought I’d check it out.  I’m 34 years old, married, with two young sons of 6 and 4.  Sounds great right?   Well, I have a dead bedroom (already in that sub), and no friends.  I hate making friends.  I have lived my whole life assuming that no one would like me.  I think it comes from being bullied in school.  I’m lonely, but don’t believe I have the ability to change that.  I’ve pushed away any friend I’ve made in adulthood, or they’ve pushed me away.  I think I’m stuck.  Anyways, thanks for listening.  Enjoy your weekend.",0.6595812807881778,3.0325772241379307,1.5776354679802969,98.5094827586207,87.10344827586206,4.693596059113301,21.216748768472904,6.1826913282559595,0.06399211822660122,442,15,99,4,14,137,83,116,0.121,0.66,0.22,0.9231,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,5,11,1,0,2,0,7,1,0,2,0,14,20,4,1,1,2,1,0,1,3,1,1,2,1,0,6,5,0,0,4,1,1,3,3,2,1,2,3,2,11,9,12,15,1,17,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,2,8,50,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904914677123659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738813886197168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32436605632072163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944846541468745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261003505778747,0.14869762987415222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000994627610067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478623015221911,0.0,0.19031516371590335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042741173496126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192725440324124,0.0843338576659232,0.0,0.15242742692107716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333807972975914,0.11522579847530902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334367029082704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113660806803933,0.0,0.11697239671674355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741731475751008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747015776611496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892614244208025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121701920599995,0.0,0.13704172134292414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686255471882956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520692987240794,0.0,0.0,0.19272508241557967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262494239537305,0.0,0.0,0.11116220704601673
lonely,M1ss_San,2019/10/18,"Anybody want to talk? I'm feeling particularly lonley today. I don't have many people I can talk with. Especially during this time of day. I was wondering if anyone wanted talk about anything mundane or interesting? Typically when I feel this way I just drink a lot and play video games. But I've decided to take a month off drinking and it's made me feel bored, empty and lonley. What's your favorite genre of music when you feel lonley? I go off and on melancholy music like vaporwave, or dark synth (dystopian type synth), chill, or just sad jams. Currently litsening to the RUINER playlist. It has dystopian dark synth vibes, came from the game RUINER.",3.9697658402203855,6.6794828842975225,4.823491735537194,78.4400860881543,75.5289256198347,7.669696969696971,25.78581267217631,8.59863814320734,2.174404407713499,523,19,90,11,12,169,86,121,0.141,0.754,0.105,-0.7584,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,5,2,0,1,0,23,17,11,0,3,7,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,6,6,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,4,9,3,11,14,1,13,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,6,8,48,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723313188880054,0.0,0.16150946687884835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447500608330415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265747626497663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845301878317022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969501572626254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154198785865922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588522151770253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685758237498624,0.0,0.18571079742617466,0.0,0.19898202171199567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665694241683906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606551874721104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475669410813906,0.4732513954486471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444376695344892,0.0,0.1860363804638912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23152449991270246,0.15578611299955125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284114524714975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ArtisticDaydreaming,2019/10/18,"I want to be bullied I hate going to school everyday and not having anybody to talk to. Lunch is always so boring since I just sit in the cafeteria, eat, and do nothing else. I feel intense dislike and jealousy when I see everybody around me chatting with their friends and laughing with them, knowing that I’m totally missing out. I can imagine they’re probably thinking: “Wow, look at that guy over there with no friends. Hey girls, let’s laugh and talk louder so we can remind him how lonely he is!” I know they’re most likely not thinking that, but that’s what it feels like.

I’ve never been bullied before, which is strange since I know I’m a huge target considering I haven’t had a single friend since 5th grade (I’m currently a Junior in high school). I know that sounds good that I’ve never been bullied, but I’ve been craving attention in school so much that I was thinking about how good it would feel to get picked on. Emotionally or physically abused, please just give it to me. At least I would get attention. I’ve been feeling this way for a few days, and I’m kinda hoping those girls really are thinking “Wow, look at that guy over there with no friends. Hey girls, let’s laugh and talk louder so we can remind him how lonely he is!” And I’m hoping someone will transition from that to reminding me how lonely I am, thus giving me attention :)

Has anyone else ever felt this?",4.059352240896359,5.650458933823527,4.601869747899162,85.13906862745098,71.79411764705883,7.386834733893558,26.922969187675072,7.957251820313856,1.609020448179272,1098,38,213,15,21,349,144,272,0.14,0.657,0.203,0.9705,1,6,0,0,1,0,31.0,2,0,2,0,16,21,1,0,5,0,25,3,0,6,4,57,56,20,0,5,7,0,5,2,4,3,0,1,0,5,17,16,3,0,17,1,0,1,7,6,0,0,7,9,23,15,25,43,6,23,0,4,3,0,25,13,0,5,9,132,40,6,0.0,0.12095859986006464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849461057932425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138290132328523,0.10460209657726388,0.0,0.09088072532828467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687009667713293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583886608058875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446238550218824,0.17056427772675584,0.11483622144980613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234521433346428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647677070505566,0.07293229863833761,0.09802131077679817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154943855089635,0.0,0.10667442668430732,0.19586586491889152,0.05801944911648215,0.1712545765375828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021680343059079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079160910668863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786248071180836,0.0,0.20279453658563704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442146011680836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878554259084545,0.0,0.099750916003369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714578534657665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504705515383861,0.0,0.1574744376008924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795701003040384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206290643257356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006905276894867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540073485200612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099581155406157,0.08135160020072854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533468682314345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649955582108104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461654645453349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616576652848861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021465189828599,0.08103338150728784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450419874927811,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ppmoscho,2019/10/18,"Havent had a friend in many years.... So. Im going to be honest. It feels like i havent had a friend in like a decade? maybe a bit more. So i am now 36, married and no kids. I have a great job and i feel like nobody wants to be my friend, but i am not exactly helping the situation and PUTTING myself out there. I have a lot of family that... i ... we talk formally. How are you things are good great... But they arent friends. Its family. 

So this kind of started to bug me long ago basically when i finished school. My cell stopped receiving texts, stopped receiving any real emails. besides work. I considered to get rid of my cell but i still have it for.... games. 

I just would wish to have the kind of friendships like other people have. Where they would get texts while wed be talking... because people care. Like ive always thought if i just went by my every day life.... my cell wouldnt ring... or vibrate. Or like if i had to throw a bday or whatever party.... id have nobody to invite. If i had my funeral ......... ya i strat to spiral a bit but you get the point.

I wish id get new years texts and bday texts from friends who i can talk to. 

Outside of family....... I just feel .... alone.",-0.661846673095468,1.523375795081968,1.4268563162970125,97.61481677917072,94.32786885245899,4.837801350048217,17.422372227579555,6.522977012572876,-0.18210231436837,890,25,208,12,34,294,126,244,0.105,0.738,0.157,0.9363,2,1,0,0,0,0,74.0,1,3,2,1,12,18,0,0,11,0,25,1,0,1,1,36,40,20,1,9,14,0,3,6,5,3,1,1,0,1,8,6,0,2,4,1,0,6,6,0,0,0,6,4,33,18,20,28,4,25,0,0,0,0,25,5,0,7,20,127,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898758458043145,0.0,0.0,0.10500914495839868,0.0,0.0,0.08436434717034864,0.0,0.0,0.06894846839654807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180621610666196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213825712539908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337354981580626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538796456242896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542518969496356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867435388062307,0.0,0.15379702639434736,0.14486563462325838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916671285402727,0.0,0.21188772064248584,0.0,0.057622099355667686,0.0850408645258757,0.0,0.2235649900928916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795937436562091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951826756387244,0.0,0.10061362613546744,0.0,0.0,0.21116352707613306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161453898493604,0.2972032971853299,0.0,0.0,0.0897266882204886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619789170371646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279323549091768,0.10185957484515808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792279780392596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058169467209464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584603242459562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192464601212677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540366825823628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261178278292833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396626358176618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717641469256457,0.0,0.08096994021807459,0.16953264743077132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444795852419741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735880717413878,0.0,0.0,0.0804920913187945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980226815639154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398926167592617,0.0,0.0,0.2331862876355686,0.0,0.0,0.07381290443034852,0.0,0.0,0.14404865853299378,0.0,0.0,0.1305832768745898
lonely,LonelyIThink,2019/10/18,"I have it all but I feel numb I have a stable marriage, extremely successful career, fun-loving friends, lots of toys and the best dog. I should be happy but I'm not.

I'm not sad or depressed either.  I don't feel much of anything lately.  I find myself being alone and avoiding interaction more and more.  I do a lot of sitting, listening to music.  

Is this some form of depression?",0.9715999999999988,3.5384352933333365,3.068333333333332,86.4225,89.4,5.666666666666668,22.166666666666664,7.1686216300943375,1.1296666666666662,297,11,56,5,10,100,54,75,0.174,0.54,0.28600000000000003,0.9262,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,0,9,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,0,1,18,13,6,0,1,6,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,8,4,5,10,10,2,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,44,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757148061469287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190693638014069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27937252233959475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585751120354088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26920904419064795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24331246817034755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567432762620266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833870686366718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30029814267052035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526469577631452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956960671004242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lolodoggo,2019/10/18,"Going to be alone for my birthday and away from everyone close to me Hey everyone 

My birthdays tomorrow and I’m just feeling a little bit down about it. I just started my undergraduate degree in medicine in a totally new country. I’m away from my family and close friends. So many people I’ve met here at uni are either assholes or are just fake. Anyways, my family ordered a cake for me online and I’m in my room eating it alone (it came a day early). I’m just sad I’m away from the people I’m closest to and have nothing to look forward to on my birthday.

I guess this is partly me ranting about it but I also kind of just want someone to cheer me up somehow.",1.0827980535279806,3.3632326569343114,3.389518248175186,87.02890024330902,83.74452554744525,5.69712895377129,25.191727493917274,7.0316486544052195,1.2412174209245739,522,22,104,7,15,179,80,137,0.07200000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.069,0.1779,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,1,21,19,9,0,1,8,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,8,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,2,14,3,24,16,4,24,0,1,1,0,3,16,0,3,6,73,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415928362049063,0.0,0.13187799823628046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648134668452513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003836816056545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861243644679526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635292896344817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874349948657585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151560228925585,0.0,0.0,0.31092383659555395,0.0,0.08338315433819128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740860364048007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372181991759544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816663108021507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172777700824107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652825553844436,0.0,0.0,0.1384823736753738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719226153080402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927053898122095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823502969330236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858082429943126,0.0,0.22865484630199426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972721073824101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672373151818655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726784462020464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,duck9415,2019/10/18,Just want to talk to someone I just have really bad anxiety at the moment of course I’m full of insecurities and what not. I’m working through it but if there’s someone who would like to talk let me know,1.7991860465116292,3.7356283953488396,3.6955232558139532,87.71444767441862,79.0,7.090697674418602,24.703488372093023,8.07648339933343,1.344493023255814,163,6,36,3,4,55,34,43,0.131,0.769,0.1,-0.0991,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,7,3,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,24,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405052657838269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625000908655907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277892449075405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32148210317577386,0.0,0.15359365343277895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20140442224648505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327583276898921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053848734878547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854336530589534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22887754818289535,0.0,0.0,0.22333157080397414,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,charlutte,2019/10/18,"Once a loner always a loner That's how I feel about my life. I cannot make friends; I'm chronically incapable. I've tried so hard so many times now especially recently and what have I got out of it? No friends. I'm not better at socialising with experience, I'm the exact same as when I started. The pain of rejection and seeing people connect while I can't, never ever gets any better like people say. In fact it gets worse. All that is happening is I'm becoming very emotionally unstable. So how am I supposed to keep up efforts that never succeed while feeling worse and worse and worse?

Not making friends when I was a child has destroyed my ability to make friends. I feel like those people you see in documentaries who didn't grow up around humans and now cannot speak no matter how hard you try to teach them because they missed the critical period to learn.",4.925453648915191,6.209192349112428,5.891849112426037,77.90491370808681,69.29585798816568,9.1836291913215,29.46794871794872,9.516144504307137,2.677188954635109,693,26,130,15,12,229,105,169,0.33,0.622,0.048,-0.9932,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,2,4,13,13,1,0,6,0,10,3,0,6,6,29,29,16,0,0,2,0,5,2,4,0,3,2,0,2,8,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,10,4,0,0,3,9,14,9,16,26,2,21,0,2,2,0,13,7,0,0,15,80,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007744976443216,0.0,0.0,0.0823599956505039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107814941661964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382846650693163,0.1337581731419894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142266181380544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362341736552788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095523155230074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847031892642162,0.0,0.0,0.18371289050320727,0.08652210349952011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742818804037387,0.0,0.12655155477959834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968639568292381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709852880976044,0.0,0.2169842899908544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764949542484073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554465757512705,0.11833795505903108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425286665225411,0.12278808543275865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868173613476513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897983017863504,0.0,0.0,0.12887121029629905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518904632183357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958302800618187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631275224183927,0.0,0.0,0.1930204231549901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572336653897614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062110894755103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445356211212414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992969869529313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936919966126922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dhilln,2019/10/18,"Tired of taking Ls. I was getting to know this girl on Discord, and we became good friends for a couple of months and I was going to ask them out but just as I do this, they have been dating someone else for two days. Can I just have one fucking good thing happen to me in life. I'll either take winning the lottery or actually finding a relationship, just please stop fucking me over endlessly universe.",5.548481012658229,6.143701316455702,5.9568101265822815,80.4967341772152,67.48101265822785,7.838987341772152,32.255696202531645,7.554174236665415,2.1523296202531648,320,13,60,3,5,103,61,79,0.077,0.7440000000000001,0.179,0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,2,1,3,6,2,0,3,0,7,4,0,0,0,13,16,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,9,4,12,13,1,9,0,0,0,2,7,4,2,1,4,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.19979244531497956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140018051214144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22653608488841176,0.0,0.13203754657441147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103035110531167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871246603784188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581782429606835,0.3785495891362423,0.10696591861399443,0.0,0.1163559789374596,0.3434450723678077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810470449975096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251735014770747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461083304712133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341802976793074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873416419911586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22473824517638974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198094507452617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347183829703286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116815747989866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078714342098515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601725790012528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353134934560216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999969651680917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nao1998,2019/10/18,"Need someone to talk with So much stuff going on and im all alone, could use someone to talk with",1.09,2.9408134761904776,1.9907142857142863,99.49178571428571,80.90476190476191,4.2,20.02380952380953,3.1291,-0.6870190476190476,77,2,18,0,2,24,17,21,0.095,0.905,0.0,-0.25,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014740512544978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23240597368177215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542909421293156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144194329163897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139793904716789,0.21583424830590028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4932671160173873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332202274267556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679227448308847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25140212743875084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,defaultskin01,2019/10/18,Confusion and memories. Confused on why I still care about her even though she left me with all these memories 4 years down the drain with a snap of a finger. It’s almost been a year and it still affects me time heals all right? Apparently not. It’s crazy to think a person can move on so quickly.. I hate this feeling.. it keeps me up at night.,1.0448571428571434,3.4132199857142886,2.31964285714286,94.01660714285715,84.85714285714286,5.785714285714287,20.17857142857143,7.1686216300943375,0.4198571428571429,269,8,59,4,8,86,54,70,0.122,0.8029999999999999,0.075,-0.5011,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,2,5,0,2,2,1,1,2,14,7,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,7,1,10,6,2,15,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,7,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509563107814098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25552031356547844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552989235066953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671927677097447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24743199473662855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275953801006668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27229565549495843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663657704690015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351866900335724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882873737773206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402519628645847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002854608507786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605849897461159,0.2462295246621028,0.0,0.14613654751311464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261424892041535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227777309849232
lonely,k-roS,2019/10/18,"Had several best friends - but never was a best friend… Have you guys experienced this?

I (28) have had several best friends but they are all gone now, having new best friends and no one ever called me a “best friend”.  
I don't think i am a bad person, nor i am an angel. But i think i am a ""good"" friend (writing this seems so stupid) I really love to listen to people, talk to them, being there for everyone, anytime and trying to help  them, but nobody wants to stay....=/",2.3830851063829783,4.074604702127663,3.6797340425531937,89.60875000000001,76.44680851063829,6.827659574468084,21.324468085106385,7.645422480735847,0.6820468085106386,358,9,77,5,8,117,61,94,0.022000000000000002,0.521,0.457,0.9961,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,3,5,4,14,1,0,5,0,12,1,0,0,3,14,19,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,4,2,12,12,6,14,6,6,1,0,0,1,17,0,0,1,4,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033713410258298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6305562850427792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227072548123543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870086544108476,0.0,0.11482781778393933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5570593938326021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079309910505994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898743455301855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805475813744541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845833683664703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926827003197608,0.11606117034114455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143046726495916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331091624268623,0.10492802174981232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769841353470091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939847672479804,0.0,0.2715163409071603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808549078728426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658829004088336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400047999809433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815877073940205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087952332799352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jorduna,2019/10/18,"The Rejections Mount Up I'm divorced and single again. I was married for the second time and gave it my best shot, but it was obvious she wanted out so I made it easy for her by simply asking if she wanted out. It was somewhat amicable, but now I'm in this city (Indianapolis), with no friends, and 2 cats in an empty apartment. 

Most days I'm ok. But the nights, and the loneliness cause me to be depressed. I'm 36. I was told to get back out there, just try to be nice, friendly, and I have been. However, bar scenes, and dating apps leave me hollow. The in person meetings usually end with nothing, no friendships, no phone numbers, and in the case of my last jaunt out, being told ""she's not interested and you're ""F-ing"" annoying"", so I paid my tab and left. I figured, a decent human being would have stopped me or said, ""I'm sorry, he's rude"", something. 

Nope. She went with him. 

That's an isolated incident, but these are somewhat piling up. I'm in doldrums. Mattress on the floor, 2 cats following me, reminding me not to end it, and the noise of the outside world. 

I'm in therapy, I take medication, I go through my routines. Yet I'm lonely, I'm tired, and I'm not sure what's next. I don't want to die, don't get me wrong, but living? Sheesh, that seems horrible to, I guess I'm just here with you all, so maybe we aren't as alone as we think? I don't know. I'm down.",1.3093296817944733,3.2080213309859147,3.2622222222222237,90.40870370370372,80.40845070422534,6.460928534167971,23.194574856546694,7.526774132740827,0.9351399582681276,1054,36,233,16,27,355,161,284,0.166,0.7290000000000001,0.105,-0.9279999999999999,1,3,1,0,1,1,62.0,2,1,0,1,11,13,2,0,12,1,17,3,0,2,3,51,49,23,1,5,12,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,2,10,21,1,1,4,1,1,3,11,6,0,1,12,1,30,7,32,32,6,35,0,3,0,0,22,18,0,7,14,144,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529159935061436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380284160026243,0.0,0.0,0.1135301148228174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549446234276973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167238414824574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952189980060267,0.0,0.12716667239248075,0.0,0.1532325013919119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615398079430378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22814077043732384,0.0,0.15427714094155415,0.0,0.08391022109905205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626479332033939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114199042103583,0.12035061774181917,0.0,0.1563350443813396,0.16041704017239478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303734965310076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397055438195854,0.0,0.0,0.14832953921995504,0.0,0.0,0.14873709714334132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702244148506295,0.1385551034023996,0.0,0.14166963828545254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289181727522936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044448173171378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441072733528892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136645579513964,0.0,0.16527681485784088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343807400714255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915393902058193,0.0,0.111010883800463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884525714335671,0.0,0.0,0.09460514052036807,0.0,0.0,0.08609315624391382,0.16969654197226947,0.0,0.282162804615446,0.0,0.10024146058299943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261042835662487,0.0,0.2612550531483218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686866352237295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048829782469256,0.16142694745585476,0.0,0.0
lonely,MedivalScrap,2019/10/18,"I feel pathetic Long story short I used to be considered popular because of my humor, to me being funny is like wearing a mask over your face, people don’t know the true you and what potential you may have other than being funny so when this hit me hard I decided to share with some of my friends, they didn’t know what to do and being me I made it worse by thinking that they don’t care (which felt like it) and I basically spiraled down to being the loneliest in the school and having suicidal tendencies. It hurts remembering the past especially the close friend I’ve lost and a lot of other friends of lost, I don’t get invited anymore, nobody hangs out with me and the girls only check up on me out of pity and the boys are too busy having fun.",12.229271523178813,6.3884340463576175,11.582701986754973,65.80981456953646,59.52980132450332,14.993907284768213,42.78278145695364,11.602472056035307,4.63900953642384,595,19,119,11,5,197,96,151,0.145,0.649,0.20600000000000002,0.8709,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,3,2,2,3,15,0,0,9,0,16,2,2,2,1,25,28,9,1,0,0,0,3,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,10,12,0,0,7,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,5,3,18,11,21,16,2,13,0,4,0,0,11,9,0,3,5,86,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868670019848936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486215156655115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211187959516127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952733585119565,0.0,0.1809175812186631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367301405838323,0.0,0.09844430308404256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687918196306434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017128955362935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071069414198456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410990737278776,0.0,0.0,0.16675022531974024,0.0,0.0,0.4113763650167015,0.16019222539854286,0.0,0.17829232269097442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330572878744702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798730152798534,0.1306301933533854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344883177012344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069619350562905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610640410548484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207351532424857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273873081777473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202120680915208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,indisputatione,2019/10/18,"lonely but it’s my fault I’ve been having a hard time expressing these thoughts, even acknowledging them to myself. But since I have the thought has been weighing a bit on me and I needed somewhere to share it. 

I recently left home and moved to another continent just so that I could get away from everyone in my life. Even when I was surrounded by the people I loved the most, I felt unloved. I was constantly put down, manipulated, and abused by the people that meant the most to me. I was raped in January and the one person I thought would keep me safe really let me down. I’ve always had a hard time trusting people but since then it has gotten worse. I was so unhappy and insecure, constantly questioning what I meant to the people that I loved and constantly questioning my value. I really didn’t like who I was becoming. So I decided to do something kind of crazy and I moved so I could heal and try to start a healthier life for myself.

It has been good and I really do feel better for the most part, but sometimes I can’t avoid the feelings of loneliness. I miss having my hand held. I miss the purpose loving others gave my life. I miss having inside jokes. I miss even having someone I can burden my thoughts with. Now what I feel I need is to be held, but I’ve kicked everyone out of my life. I want a hug so desperately, one that last for what feels like an eternity. I want to feel a kiss from a loved one again, but I’ve abandoned them all. I know being alone for now is for the better, but sometimes it’s also a bit crushing. When I feel really lonely, I almost want to pick up the phone and call them. I want to tell them that I made a mistake, that it was all my fault, and that I forgive them. But I don’t.",2.7850827586206925,4.443903374285718,4.187182266009852,86.5387142857143,75.25714285714284,7.913300492610839,23.78325123152709,8.641336200584522,1.5016167487684728,1351,41,284,27,29,447,154,350,0.213,0.598,0.188,-0.7274,0,6,1,0,1,0,35.0,0,0,5,2,15,32,1,2,22,0,32,14,1,3,2,66,68,28,0,10,9,0,10,2,0,1,5,0,1,1,19,13,1,6,19,1,0,3,3,15,0,3,23,10,55,17,32,39,8,28,0,7,0,7,20,10,0,6,17,204,74,0,0.0,0.09886036561552737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355108707897788,0.0864165864946658,0.0,0.06672532461712805,0.06942708568097287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874919999490764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839273135385344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215069649898247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475882303587333,0.18218533371318427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519950925891423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27050045222574043,0.0,0.1332368795455211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165330001946169,0.0,0.0,0.1594571362455199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531325064935028,0.059608111510121374,0.08011354821168748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0435929021832171,0.0,0.0,0.06998382119760056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948808721220122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369509976192548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416351276443248,0.0,0.08688781919575979,0.045855333198270516,0.06801309221690098,0.0,0.0,0.09065561233605744,0.08532099040351859,0.2357388589315379,0.08152716746048114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301224148079955,0.07895103667350846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736274185748185,0.0,0.12373641386132225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961920940146624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035520428832024,0.0,0.231381565520044,0.0728548281376157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387821833550392,0.18693927259910614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381003306828567,0.0,0.0823849418796203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804152302183714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069673197230923,0.06423463549082697,0.16504459678118666,0.0,0.05905783360556691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292847455475128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649617525918464,0.0973067174016961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056648913237936575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685553599208408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503043267408264,0.059271948954963,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,offbeatthought,2019/10/18,"Have I made a huge mistake? I'm 20, moved to a town where I knew no one, to work in a coal mine for twelve and a half hours a day. I feel like I've messed up so bad",-0.5815447154471549,-0.4695849268292651,1.8278048780487808,106.29991869918699,81.1951219512195,5.466666666666668,16.10569105691057,3.1291,-1.463835772357724,122,1,40,0,3,42,32,41,0.266,0.616,0.11800000000000001,-0.7178,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,2,1,4,1,5,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380158719616876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610816520332772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046940493180272,0.2892104033470808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39867568678379744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777933227248068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830596303514575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302698811606928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743230673568167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947208275867141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DigsMe,2019/10/18,"End of friendship? [crosspost from friendship_advice](https://www.reddit.com/r/FriendshipAdvice/comments/djfjeq/end_of_friendship/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf)

Addition: he’s battling depression and I’m his only real friend. He’s incredibly lonely sometimes, I think I ease the burden.",13.54,17.961333000000003,7.800000000000002,46.26500000000002,94.0,9.6,36.5,8.238735603445708,6.08055,280,13,22,8,10,74,34,40,0.316,0.45399999999999996,0.23,-0.5028,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6824792015315656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27125914300614345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278945193854167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24332346167944935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395276357187755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584730247309165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114857598234733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018021613581848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheDoctorIsShinn,2019/10/18,Do you remember the last dream you had? Id love some conversation. It's 3AM and I have no one :I,-3.3872727272727268,-2.7475051818181804,0.6078181818181818,98.54172727272729,123.54545454545456,5.3963636363636365,13.490909090909092,6.742157984588678,-0.17386545454545432,74,2,20,2,5,27,19,22,0.09,0.6559999999999999,0.254,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541543412609943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028526497033807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775415281578737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6311461332498985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,moldypaperz,2019/10/18,"I’m spiraling to kill myself. I don’t know if this matters, but i’m a 16yo female in high school. Writing this on a phone so I’m sorry for formatting and/or typos. 

I just want to get through this quickly because I don’t think it really matters. When I was 11 my birth mom died from leukemia and I had no blood family left. I was adopted at 11 (same year) by some family friends and I’ve been raised as theirs since then. They changed my name and I started going to high school in a few years and shit was ok. 

When I got into high school- probably freshman year- I started getting into some illegal substances. I started with weed and then moved onto alcohol, vape, cigarettes... all the stereotypical 21st century angsty teen drugs. I’m a junior now, and more heavily into drugs that I ever thought I would be. 

Another note, my adoptive mother has had breast cancer for over 12 years, and just last year her doctor gave her 6 months to 1 year to live if they could work out other chemos to try. It’s been about a year. She just told the family tonight that she will not be going to chemo anymore and is just going to wait it out until she dies. 

When she told us tonight, I was already very drunk, and I had just gotten back from a night out with friends. I broke down harder than I ever had before. I kept thinking how selfish I was to be feeling sad when the whole family is feeling even worse and also had to take care of me. My family doesn’t approve of my drug use (obviously) and I feel like if I wasn’t here they wouldn’t have any of that stress anymore. 

I’ve wanted to kill myself for so long. I’ve tried 3 times, I cut, I take pills, you name it. I’m on antidepressants and seeing a therapist but I’m still behind in school (failing EVERY SINGLE CLASS) and want to kill myself. Its either killing myself or being intoxicated every single day and free, which is not an option at all. 

I don’t even know why I’m writing this, it’s so stupid. I guess I just don’t know what to do. Please.",2.9016576657665745,4.515896549504955,4.022169216921693,88.0307215721572,74.84158415841584,6.877167716771678,23.876087608760876,7.5764669431780325,1.0081709570957096,1562,47,325,20,33,508,214,404,0.184,0.736,0.08,-0.9953,0,0,5,0,0,4,49.0,1,1,4,3,25,18,7,1,11,1,32,12,3,2,5,72,72,33,6,9,15,2,3,1,2,3,8,0,0,0,16,22,2,2,9,1,1,4,10,12,0,0,20,4,47,7,46,44,11,56,0,3,1,1,24,20,1,8,33,212,63,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890925906049624,0.0,0.0,0.08148092563901478,0.059047393283936274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021166736957082,0.07742449452040757,0.0,0.0,0.14645285503503686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677606748769009,0.0,0.045010327809905236,0.0,0.06282981785470075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528170558206175,0.0,0.07810971728113557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058952807435494574,0.0,0.0,0.04761873327916219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326222216743912,0.0,0.0,0.0755752612016828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25688230901229603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975372364497368,0.1335795220279097,0.12442165314757725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480345908025254,0.0,0.1120025623677044,0.05274914170065163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409251016136394,0.0,0.07715353216700095,0.0,0.12588974432366073,0.0,0.05905416509550791,0.0,0.08133974009187947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340384185941519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267586424068444,0.0,0.1217365929230346,0.060186980395103125,0.0,0.0,0.08022407722583287,0.0,0.0,0.036073010869464114,0.0,0.06519939180192688,0.06534338945991615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647695962017793,0.05893596006905333,0.07847700728673324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929098868450609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105081344154144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960873535821571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04730184972151388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989077973806305,0.05883850045427284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579258228738835,0.061078699475458575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265443586632641,0.15678654906880868,0.0,0.05896629467939773,0.0,0.08457999257764354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103241532627207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573040596927893,0.0,0.09462349000967082,0.0,0.05861830159787529,0.0430549273799404,0.0,0.0,0.14110876627196664,0.0,0.10026090328556868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881677616033046,0.06377142967961827,0.0,0.06092322797735353,0.1306528629183419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662637523532575,0.08243633322615973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375418904916728,0.0,0.07524617419277423,0.052451660606094686,0.0,0.0,0.3328400869850662
lonely,lonelyandalone1234,2019/10/18,"I'm(m26) so lonely tonight I just want to feel something with a woman I'm so tired, so lonely. I just want to feel something with someone. I don't want to be alone. I'm tired, tired of the guilt, tired of the struggling, tired of all of it. I just want to hear a womans voice tell me its ok, its ok have desires, its ok to want to be touched. I Just want to have a single moment of pleasure with someone else",0.5447545219638243,2.5711459302325608,1.7203875968992255,99.74773901808788,83.88372093023256,3.8222222222222224,21.183462532299746,3.1291,-0.5448692506459949,314,10,73,0,9,99,40,86,0.299,0.527,0.174,-0.9589,0,5,2,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,5,3,5,5,0,0,1,17,16,3,0,7,4,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,6,4,15,14,2,2,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752933087063685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092814936639718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428419107870948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966282544891255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22502333492407986,0.2044548806222055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881986807607927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606341691765752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7631069626333598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699342668118992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,maxftmnsfwar,2019/10/18,"It’s hard It’s difficult to tell when I’m lonely because I’m isolating myself, I’ve shut people out, or I just *feel* lonely and it’s not everyone just being distant. Even when you know the reason it’s not like the feeling goes away!",0.5321088435374115,2.8956981632653047,3.0072448979591826,88.04787414965988,87.77551020408163,5.715646258503401,20.41156462585034,7.1686216300943375,0.7941401360544219,186,6,37,3,6,64,34,49,0.266,0.7340000000000001,0.0,-0.8648,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,6,4,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,3,1,3,5,0,5,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34842556982409434,0.0,0.0,0.2260665798177812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449427778241796,0.0,0.0,0.3543628509898353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750255765333128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322085547301499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038093369519488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117846698274392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25710053859843435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812953320926842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241390478977376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,stabahookernrun,2019/10/18,Share with me Your opinion and view of life.,1.3866666666666667,3.7778076666666682,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,83.44444444444446,3.6,20.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.8357555555555556,35,1,8,0,1,10,9,9,0.0,0.784,0.21600000000000005,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,l3thalxbull3t22,2019/10/18,I’m in so much pain She’s 600 miles away in bed with her bf in a big house. I’m in my bed crying over all the times I fucked up what could’ve saved my life. I love her so much and I never told her before she left. Just biding my time hoping the end comes sooner now. Hope you guys aren’t feeling as monumentally horrible as I am❤️,-0.6907894736842088,1.0452922894736858,1.93342105263158,98.12144736842106,86.63157894736842,4.852631578947369,13.447368421052632,5.985473137389443,-1.1481789473684212,258,3,67,2,8,89,57,76,0.174,0.6559999999999999,0.16899999999999998,-0.3353,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,1,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,10,10,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,13,4,10,9,3,16,0,0,0,2,10,10,1,2,5,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501672430077006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568176680650644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879697360068036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742239881729563,0.0,0.23969489571814945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932704667036345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033420318245347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173285511555986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160635203460115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334661672114831,0.0,0.2517865731385078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23708724469268505,0.0,0.15412911316480593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694424168257665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32082086535212084,0.0,0.1682980272789982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23219223641172285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544815585530155,0.0,0.0,0.20851027368770916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-psyduckae,2019/10/18,you ever miss the memories but not the person? i often remember my ex best friend and all the memories we had. sometimes i cant stop thinking about our friendship even though she became the most toxic person to me. but then i stop myself from the thoughts because its been over a year since i distanced from them and i should be okay now but i still continue to get hurt sometimes. every time i pass them in school they also still give me dirty looks. how do i stop letting this affect me?,3.6553125000000013,5.55923557291667,3.962916666666669,88.02375000000002,73.47916666666666,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,1.0042124999999995,389,12,75,4,8,121,71,96,0.08900000000000001,0.695,0.21600000000000005,0.9313,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,1,3,1,10,5,0,0,6,1,7,0,0,2,2,20,13,9,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,20,3,7,7,3,14,0,2,1,0,12,2,0,2,11,61,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523085907867564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107057943068198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058508869275856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994955114816948,0.16427371015470296,0.15301152658611536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140308931043745,0.0,0.09488203572075468,0.174213750843103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441379094605832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570521469693502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250393822398647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171440330689427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572505514388725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837957350215215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022698721981192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592274554580809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900627836963301,0.4554941455008095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636627782233976,0.1784277180587854,0.14417548049675427,0.10589636126510986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169487981972627
lonely,shoddy_butterscotch,2019/10/18,"Alone due to ghosting friends I had a small group of like-minded friends with whom I shared many great memories. Two years ago there was drama involving a mutual friend that led to a falling out between my best friends and myself. Instead of working things out I decided to abandon my 3 best friends with no explanation and we haven't spoken since.

At the time I felt I didn't need others and I guess I was narcissistic. Not sure why I betrayed them. These old friends have have moved on with their life and I'm trying to do the same.

Guys,if you have even important person in your life...cherish them. You may need each other more than you can imagine.

I now spend every evening and night alone, not knowing what to do with my free time and sometimes go days without talking to another person. I'm almost 30 now so it's getting harder to meet people that have room in their life for friends.

It feels so good to finally say all that.",3.7931147540983616,5.64684678142077,3.9986010928961737,88.12413114754101,72.98907103825137,6.847213114754098,28.04699453551913,7.554174236665415,1.5451132240437166,743,29,147,9,15,230,120,183,0.063,0.6970000000000001,0.24100000000000002,0.9899,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,4,4,3,8,15,0,0,5,0,13,2,0,1,2,32,23,8,1,2,3,0,2,0,7,1,2,1,1,2,11,14,0,1,5,1,2,4,6,1,0,1,5,3,22,15,24,17,6,23,0,1,0,0,25,8,0,3,11,99,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204317832774233,0.0,0.11527180833794662,0.23845042701159705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070891477091418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416137826551226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424014392988026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520657517305262,0.0,0.09698999533983713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820598868059644,0.0,0.11052918516788564,0.12610369169572416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6225670712649213,0.0,0.060143235007926,0.0,0.06542294103102635,0.09655364048371193,0.0,0.1269155352460323,0.1268129913544485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326461287938978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439290036305196,0.0562397471439053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670931568114135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623410494682285,0.0,0.0,0.1223498382873372,0.0,0.1707137594698746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802834554258314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079462885008642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980677572856912,0.2010292882876519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154467525001002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952249488352565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385243323878586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849524441166578,0.0,0.0,0.09252568989691644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647779791002189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424985443600845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815604676865298,0.0,0.11245137360417937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387407111396853,0.0,0.0,0.1109674877424878,0.0,0.08380564658133184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413077723767603
lonely,svsam,2019/10/18,"Do you guys feel like you'll never be loved? I'm a pretty boring guy, I stay inside and hermit most of the time. No parties, not much socializing, just work and sleep. Seems like any and all people I try to build a relationship with just end up getting bored of me.",2.0249999999999986,3.999061870370373,3.4812592592592613,89.3396666666667,78.44444444444444,5.801481481481483,18.20740740740741,6.742157984588678,-0.056277037037037125,207,4,44,2,5,68,45,54,0.161,0.66,0.18,0.2856,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,2,12,8,3,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,5,6,3,5,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,2,5,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436893631230706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140805134618552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222142382774104,0.17267541125267707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628184523018465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786555355814258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361715010399897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814985549454802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776823349042163,0.0,0.1864192119417473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756908569263146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459027464182472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595026845823156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22004082475266687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418813928323043,0.24638967947063264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257627326042059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094119927061322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410307494336526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596545462851473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yonige_fan,2019/10/18,"My existence is meaningless and I'm okay with it I'll probably never have any close friends, due to my crippling social anxiety and lack of self esteem. I'll never have a girlfriend because of the person I am. But I'm okay with it. I have my job and my hobbies that keep me busy. I'm lonely but I don't feel like I ""need"" to have some intimacy in my life. Maybe it will change and I'll grow more depressed but that's not a problem for me right now. Whether I live or die, I don't really care anymore. I'll just do my own thing and whatever has to happen will happen.",1.9029752066115684,3.3296178512396746,3.8546198347107454,88.97829338842978,77.09917355371901,7.1540495867768605,24.49669421487604,7.908726449838941,1.1999381818181818,444,15,99,7,10,151,74,121,0.191,0.745,0.064,-0.948,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,3,2,12,1,0,0,2,23,21,10,1,3,7,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,2,6,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,1,14,5,9,19,4,8,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,2,5,63,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696697804559127,0.0,0.15407952896704324,0.0,0.19974645367437344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227788062799965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535282447006806,0.0,0.21306705179195248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734757481678065,0.0,0.20903372182724625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183989302696113,0.1438886798970422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561031084090352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562157022554877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19987020223169796,0.1790241240303286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226315996579786,0.09839966578744776,0.0,0.17785037090666825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234529462366574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493443492390846,0.3106825009901818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758650757299602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171560611160644,0.19272395795453132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902960112112735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720046361555609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011650630514656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053140366777905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338090965318583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,eye_ballin,2019/10/18,"Post breakup loneliness My fiance and I broke up recently. Her stuff is still here, and every time I see it I get crushingly sad because I remember I will never lay next to her or give her a hug or probably even talk to her again. I intended to build a life with her and now it is gone and I dont even know how to continue living.",0.9297142857142866,2.9119188285714306,3.312857142857143,89.12214285714286,82.14285714285714,8.0,22.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,1.6901428571428574,258,9,58,7,7,89,49,70,0.128,0.826,0.046,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,2,1,12,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,13,1,6,7,0,11,0,2,1,1,7,1,0,2,8,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958690949940795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875941817926901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32415435460166336,0.0,0.20675088890440751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282056696250612,0.2353995718480137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485942445070573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733255687986821,0.0,0.0,0.21668305909882707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925919125115215,0.0,0.26097407735058964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23501491303972916,0.0,0.2645709389561721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422921189396019,0.0,0.27797799923895783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955433312928968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596804144539864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280911795195698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723445253970207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308834969358747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jibblywigglies,2019/10/18,"Disappointed. Feeling weird. I’ve been so dapper all day, but I had started another conversation with someone that just feels like it’ll fail. I offered myself around to friend making group and had five people who messaged me and even though I thought it was good, I ended up getting ghosted. Of course, even though I saw them online, I wasn’t going to message them. Why would you do that when it’s clear they don’t have an interest in your anymore? I just don’t feel like trying to interact with people anymore.

I’m just sad. I haven’t really had a long lasting friend since middle school. People I thought were great ended up showing their true colors. Not saying I’m any better. All I have is my boyfriend, a really understanding person who wants to make sure our relationship grows right. Before you ask, yes, I’ve tried making friends with his friends but I stopped after they decided to make an insensitive joke about my sister (a VERY inappropriate joke about a 13 year old, and he joked WITH THEM) long ago...

I want my own friend group that appeals to me. If it makes you understand, I’m an aspie so I’m very particular and have closed interests unlike my gaming weeb of a boyfriend. I love to draw, write, make characters, talk about really anything I can understand, listen to documentaries and all that. And I don’t like shaking that for people to like me.

The last part...was a little bit of a rant, but yeah. I’m just disappointed and sad, maybe even stuck.",4.2707422360248435,6.254191807142861,4.792826086956518,82.38347826086957,72.0,7.726708074534162,26.10248447204969,8.456263369488248,1.7915496894409944,1166,39,219,20,23,371,156,280,0.099,0.634,0.267,0.9956,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,4,6,2,16,27,0,1,11,2,19,1,0,6,6,48,48,16,1,4,9,1,3,4,5,2,0,2,0,1,11,13,0,1,9,5,0,3,6,7,0,1,11,7,35,20,25,35,5,25,0,5,2,1,37,8,0,1,18,129,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266630846787784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341765471967503,0.09778762820603278,0.0,0.0,0.1849708858493534,0.0,0.0,0.07674219808501796,0.08301810472349758,0.08718228941278834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793544589045887,0.0,0.0,0.08247784372460491,0.10181200388667612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014276249898647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651952539151176,0.0,0.0,0.1847852234607116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414599474595113,0.1332450018243531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360248911983912,0.0,0.04872270051656749,0.0,0.052999848816706906,0.07821917308658666,0.0,0.10281568016548127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203307682348033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224176713200527,0.09346756662553768,0.0,0.16505823160509134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841676810916029,0.0,0.373496844230482,0.0,0.0936887431678836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978570661304978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098776035030696,0.0,0.25860941018576783,0.08142802600331671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922760966062878,0.0,0.0,0.100122638856779,0.0,0.07964058769162431,0.0,0.07416135489726923,0.0,0.09438061152093463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714278527242892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901597569507501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660074690101525,0.0,0.0,0.07796665501430723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789319863231074,0.0,0.0,0.0749560857233927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324818190913067,0.14807057426022316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266301574820871,0.0,0.0,0.2912500851907514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389284756623187,0.11001026365323376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414953498353643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624678040081834,0.0,0.0,0.06005416333084972
lonely,Mind0fWinter,2019/10/18,"I live such a solitary life that I don't even feel ""alone"" anymore I go to work. I have a roommate. I have a therapist. Besides the bare minimum of interaction as far as that's concerned, I have no social life. I realized today that I don't even feel lonely. That's not to say that I've slipped into the proverbial paradise called ""solitude."" No. It's just that I'm completely numb to what I think I *should* feel as loneliness. I have to wonder if that makes me a pretty difficult case. I don't even have the discomfort of isolation anymore. I feel a desire to drink most nights. Besides that, I feel nothing.",1.4978748524203098,4.0037154876033085,3.188978748524203,87.5930785123967,84.20661157024793,6.432349468713106,25.99822904368359,7.7094869923839395,1.7200030696576163,478,21,94,9,14,158,66,121,0.158,0.7340000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.5695,0,4,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,8,0,9,4,0,1,0,16,19,4,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,10,1,1,0,8,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,0,6,15,0,11,18,1,5,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,2,63,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649523440956348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35715640180969394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386866567336324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887969529343586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639722863398385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567979101996537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552367399409308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233629586036268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543734689092003,0.0,0.0,0.15900256891943632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019620309443148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689807972024435,0.0,0.1727792613118788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319299976794204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319660386993271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835557558894248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209071808906332,0.0,0.11537974186452175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706825782598404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527511414689044,0.13109101040335214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,whywehere12,2019/10/18,[L] I’ve been feeling weird and sad ? So I told my mom that I don’t want to go to church and said I would kill myself if I would go which was a joke and her reply was “ you’ll be with god anyways so go ahead and jump out of that window “ She doesn’t usually say stuff like that. My mom barely stated saying “ I love you “ back to me recently and giving me hugs which she would never do before. She almost showed no emotions towards me only anger and how disappointed she is in me. I don’t have anybody to share this and I don’t want to come off as bratty or something thank you !,2.4818699186991857,3.3547084065040664,3.9383739837398397,91.16821138211384,74.6910569105691,6.442276422764228,20.98373983739837,6.42735559955562,0.11933495934959334,446,9,102,3,9,148,80,123,0.134,0.6779999999999999,0.187,0.495,1,0,1,0,0,1,7.0,0,3,0,1,5,11,2,0,1,0,15,2,0,1,1,21,27,13,1,6,2,2,1,1,0,4,0,3,1,0,7,10,0,0,1,2,0,5,6,5,0,0,5,4,22,6,13,17,0,15,1,2,0,2,17,4,0,3,6,73,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547419354674235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347461682531844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911348359591847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509508587118715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197117646674387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860491624608459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681029638089004,0.298773082050183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387339136107404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561177635400045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815791963056894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104700965254683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515330859622654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327536989474711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302505260112847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669018431970573,0.2787104374366941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490573557549584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060404091034087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133436486984218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674461300635535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299841432610304,0.0,0.20671823450226529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37344926821781743,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DanAManWithAPlan,2019/10/18,"I wish I had friends. I haven’t had a friend since I was 12. Im 18, almost 19 now. I was the loner-loser kid throughout middle school, high school and now it’s repeating into college. I don’t know how to socialize because I never had the opportunity to develop my social skills throughout my teens and childhood,   when it was most needed. I don’t know how to talk to people or develop and maintain relationships. Small talk usually goes pretty poorly with me, but if I somehow get lucky and  refrain from making a fool out of myself during a simple conversation, I consider that a win for the day. I say like 5 words per day or less to my roommate and it’s super awkward and I think he hates me. I don’t like talking to people, although I wish I did. It gives me anxiety and I always feel insecure. I would rather sit in my room all day and wallow in self pity and play video games. I wish that wasn’t me. I wish I liked to talk to people but I hate it and I hate myself.",1.2063547619047623,3.406566145,3.4052857142857142,87.61133333333336,82.55,6.0095238095238095,21.523809523809533,7.2636822038024595,0.7874309523809524,759,24,156,11,21,259,113,200,0.138,0.649,0.213,0.9467,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,7,17,3,2,7,0,13,0,0,3,2,40,28,19,0,8,6,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,1,2,7,13,0,1,4,3,1,0,6,7,0,0,8,2,32,10,16,19,3,19,0,1,0,0,16,8,0,7,13,102,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409381326124918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480667727841813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716330061811682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945637796962582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044438896606552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05761116528805426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605853800351942,0.0,0.05952861434952283,0.109301018992096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33747459525250395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203831924230187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307406383473818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523618796271058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699505198230602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605540937192741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448459373942985,0.08787706067166094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369736234274112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159172938306212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232823494943748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060915442928842,0.0,0.2306254360179155,0.0,0.0,0.1188636045728131,0.0,0.0,0.09425181826218673,0.0,0.0,0.23229366314967306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36632057524482775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300774296372145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548811080857875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5240985762143809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809392541991157,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,itsaMadWorld23,2019/10/18,"I want to change.  I'm tired of being lonely. I want to change but I always hold myself back. I am currently 19 and in my 2nd year of college. My life has been pretty rough since I started, I experienced depression for the first time last year and it is still persisting. I hate this feeling, sometimes it is so unbearable that I start to have suicidal thoughts. I want to be here but life isn't satisfying to me at the moment. When I was in high school I didn't mind being by myself because I didn't really like anyone there. But now that I am on my own a lot the loneliness has become extremely apparent. I've haven't met too many people that I ""connect"" with. I've been taking small steps to be out going but I am still afraid of rejection. I get so frustrated at myself because I see a person a could potentially talk to and then end up not talking to them. Sometimes I'm successful and its such a good feeling working up the courage to talk to someone. But I seem to have a hard time keeping the conversation going. I want to be consistent with this and be myself.  Anyone else trying to change too?",2.373533721180781,4.534659755656112,4.051842275371687,84.75695324283559,78.14027149321267,7.286446886446887,24.55095884507649,8.269060116576782,1.6473863822452066,870,31,172,17,21,291,121,221,0.175,0.7120000000000001,0.113,-0.9619,2,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,4,12,10,2,1,10,0,23,3,0,0,0,27,43,14,1,5,6,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,4,0,0,3,5,6,0,1,7,6,28,4,28,29,2,30,0,3,1,0,7,10,0,2,18,124,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131843774096287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028218011773555,0.12476288242610388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936299568142038,0.0,0.14845392558927445,0.13448014581688386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864344492010503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972196395155088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487622656681198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171923711107517,0.0,0.10784786468823412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231363323973554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035734546724195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361731451747543,0.0,0.1384039889334372,0.10213090987955767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090777418399971,0.12021796969649752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865166607148376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823054398686324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925492596669637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201278627432345,0.05948834780778935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035204564121226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345084599835753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294818546233485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844166887843815,0.1063207146949644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387902893789356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800593353207404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323292805654935,0.09703113477770403,0.11085050530786132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072546844486614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317129642659056,0.0,0.2408578804574511,0.0,0.17237213339985116,0.0,0.1944837629172772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331914140613172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155230990795196,0.29361087316018897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666800273409236,0.14200458642531144,0.1399512360326618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267060805872296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872811838743792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864654813134619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568256503107172
lonely,yawningscrawls,2019/10/18,"So alone that even their replies to lonely messages don't get replies Learning how to be alone without being lonely is the task or challenge. For me, it was not liking how I was becoming when I didn't need or want anyone. But maybe I'm better off like that. Message me if there's anything you want to share. Thank you for reading.",3.9386363636363626,5.3880507424242445,4.039818181818184,89.6097272727273,71.87878787878788,5.8860606060606075,28.35151515151515,5.6839178017228535,1.0140096969696977,263,10,52,1,5,81,50,66,0.19399999999999998,0.6509999999999999,0.155,-0.2235,0,6,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,2,6,8,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,12,13,8,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,7,6,7,8,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,3,3,36,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5375135522660265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144373295875574,0.0,0.21354085690052155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865899373496662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22950071621284235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139286227133388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557452716286594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535506154861567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26069587524504984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241097703900847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259563499796581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389065456524965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061117162990151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25014225921097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gam3rDano,2019/10/18,"Just released a new app for making friends called BFFmatch Hey guys. Over the past couple years I've been working on this project and it's finally at a very stable and functional point and i just uploaded it to the Google play store. Check it out and let me know what u guys think

https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.bffmatch

It's not on iOS yet but is coming soon. I have to work on a lot of fixes for features iOS is lacking and there's bugs on iOS devices and I don't even have a Mac lol. But ill get it out there soon

So here's the website for non android users
https://www.bffmatch.com/",5.313333333333329,7.342712438596497,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,69.35087719298245,6.821052631578947,25.824561403508767,7.3871296695380915,1.0444456140350873,494,15,96,5,9,147,78,114,0.034,0.88,0.085,0.5418,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,10,2,0,0,7,1,7,1,0,1,0,19,12,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,7,9,0,0,2,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,14,10,2,17,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,7,60,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385894341351681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012744050221468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585364982503482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432792963642394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559592996771316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052244989839955,0.0,0.12207588934105612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627133859788995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841151428005745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23892962526773864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986464200407339,0.0,0.0,0.15596754333574636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22566692571767216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230515897908247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088093850018287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497176651677089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279110179337464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34020946285546744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046713994750066
lonely,Blazemaster77,2019/06/10,"Lonely 16 m I hate my life. I'm autistic, have depression, parents hate each other, basically no friends. Cry every night. I just want to feel like i matter to someone. Anyone want to be the one who cares about me",0.6857142857142868,3.211852809523812,2.592380952380953,88.94428571428574,92.33333333333331,4.704761904761905,21.285714285714285,6.42735559955562,0.5782571428571432,166,6,32,2,6,55,35,42,0.336,0.445,0.21899999999999997,-0.8625,1,2,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,5,3,4,8,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133514745748375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644123573990691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848705964934513,0.0,0.0,0.22336742454352165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850343563469515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112907632031506,0.18527110670524286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036388216828496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120851341433623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317808676198827,0.12669943871130904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433711287878701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573412884107206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879641392790592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197362312129218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059285229000615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Moose1237,2019/06/10,"Just feelin kinda lonely Gender Male
Age 12
Country US

Just wanna talk with someone",3.9860000000000007,7.301539933333332,4.641666666666668,75.14250000000001,83.0,3.0,20.833333333333336,3.1291,0.3643333333333334,69,2,8,0,2,22,14,15,0.136,0.8640000000000001,0.0,-0.2975,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.505377707991317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794110870575502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7174666416438755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,b0ldandbrA5h,2019/06/10,"My only 2 friends don’t care about me I only have 2 friends and we all used to go to school together until our exams were finished and we went to different schools (17f). 
Obviously I knew we wouldn’t be as close but I didn’t realise that I would be completely disregarded and forgotten about. 
Nowadays it’s always me messaging them or me asking if they are okay but they never messaged me or care if I’m okay. I’m not okay and I’m going throughout lot mentally because of this and an illness I’m suffering with but when I try to tell them this it’s they always say you’ll get over it or that they still care but I can see they don’t.  
I don’t do one sided relationships so I just haven’t messaged them and they don’t care in the slightest so much so that for all they know I could be dead. 
This has happened with every friendship I have had it’s like I am an easily forgettable background character in peoples lives, regardless the amount of effort I put in. 
I now have no friends and 8 weeks of summer holidays to watch them have fun with their new friends that they’ve known for less than a year, while I sit at home and suffer.  
I don’t know if I’m the problem but it feels awful because people in my classes are antisocial or we just don’t have anything in common. 
So I don’t know what to do and it’s hard to find people my age who have similar ideas if fun as me. Most of them go out drinking every weekend, take drugs and go to motives ( parties or events with strangers) and that’s not my idea of fun. 
So any advice would be much appreciated.",2.986987577639752,4.344086928571431,4.2748149068322965,87.35496770186334,74.12422360248448,7.388024844720497,26.54459627329193,7.9765259561132025,1.4616726459627332,1229,44,263,18,25,405,159,322,0.10400000000000001,0.7020000000000001,0.195,0.9855,1,0,2,0,0,1,18.0,5,1,13,2,12,18,0,0,6,4,33,3,0,2,4,63,58,35,1,10,18,0,2,1,4,4,2,1,1,0,16,21,1,1,10,3,0,6,14,3,0,1,5,5,44,15,33,44,8,32,0,2,2,0,31,10,0,11,16,179,60,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451637046709797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799226947002356,0.0,0.0,0.0727338904288772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801584750271713,0.0,0.09998961824618073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039902566858233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361959370760067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214155117184843,0.0,0.0,0.08539583051341737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174647489533028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477636706513906,0.12403524715545948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023043967864552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408027340901087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775603818982513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33053640986481875,0.0,0.055880205227324085,0.0,0.2431427156126262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458102320207447,0.0,0.09581175574580032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728579922394628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414810844853436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176341007472991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225340159903407,0.0,0.09444429288609216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093034488192082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778670322817643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725024165776866,0.0,0.08249122272985994,0.10329897402501877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247629588882537,0.1626900345479076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244990674291587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234264813974714,0.0,0.10752053247087466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483094220763901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505587103462497,0.0,0.2164907891128416,0.0852302516373716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541536740138844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041775899368711,0.0,0.09348444175400933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261624574423227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237582462001892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579382009699549,0.0,0.0,0.09914947814228947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195724560416862,0.0,0.0,0.06887629249002765
lonely,Psychological_Fault,2019/06/10,"Lonely 17 yo [m] 6 months ago i broke up with my girlfriend we dated 2 years and she told me she wasn’t in love with me all out of the blue. Ever since then life felt like a void nothing matters to me anymore. 
I came here in search if there are people who feel the same and or are in search for a friend to hang with.",0.8210476190476186,2.158624057142859,2.1085714285714303,100.72476190476192,79.85714285714286,4.666666666666667,17.38095238095238,3.1291,-1.079476190476191,244,4,62,0,6,78,56,70,0.087,0.778,0.135,0.6732,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,2,16,8,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,3,9,3,12,4,2,13,0,2,1,1,8,5,0,2,7,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640184639321217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953786739678022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34065125903875065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694146322816128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505975801120613,0.0,0.28597448811294635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301115560571305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103742157729124,0.14551028198254398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688135261679013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23773419412071664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857868924473745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20648575127244695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24637751519999665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846002575823772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918001208618228
lonely,Master_Text,2019/06/10,I love you. Feels like i've lurked here for a year. We all know why we're here and it fucking sucks but coming here at 2am tonight has given me some eye opening thoughts. I don't know how many times i've browsed all these subreddits for people who need someone. Thinking about how so many times i've been here suddenly just hit me like a train. There's seriously so many people out there like me that feel they have no one. So many people stay up at night and hurt emotionally like i do and feel empty like i do. It's fucking weird. We're seriously the ones who try hardest and still have no one so we take the pain of it instead of the hugs and the relationships. So I look at all the posts again after thinking this and i feel one thing. Love. I love you. I love everyone reading this. We relate so why should i feel something different? We're all looking for the same thing but it's fucking difficult. I love you because you keep looking. You wouldn't have come back here if you didn't. You're all loveable. Don't lose hope. Life's going to bring you someone someday.,1.019346680716545,3.4541931141552524,2.0813013698630165,95.14311116965229,85.89497716894977,5.013066385669126,21.665086055497014,6.490185161304077,0.2986352651914297,848,29,184,9,26,267,111,219,0.13,0.6779999999999999,0.193,0.9666,1,0,1,0,1,0,20.0,3,7,1,1,21,23,4,0,8,0,12,12,1,2,5,41,44,17,0,5,4,0,5,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,12,13,0,1,10,1,0,4,6,11,0,4,4,9,24,12,13,37,7,22,0,2,4,9,19,6,4,3,15,111,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339453914944014,0.0,0.058184943282475074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444205951078295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972409334294384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736749714993774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120579611050487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413099043394295,0.0681889239068423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26472372790632903,0.0,0.0,0.05424597708814086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948025873456588,0.0,0.0,0.10218033726560344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483963005100939,0.0,0.0,0.10491276260778154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741858912456483,0.23315827651070534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404598526611205,0.10678323413245548,0.0,0.0,0.4307331249044804,0.0,0.0,0.3870820091325065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077436858457241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957260350606401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587153788300867,0.0,0.10156467304017576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851736070366824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141394411792812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547502480578576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247671445653196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174758618560375,0.07348145345829347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017361418418678,0.07622585034236147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717659157644886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682440770160625,0.12231998004224565,0.0,0.07577599897054764,0.1113143862543306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480373788609399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225610444593167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061466152089585474
lonely,iamthenade,2019/06/10,"Fated to be alone, hope this post isn’t too much So I finally met a girl recently. I was so so so happy because this is the first time someone liked me back. I was so so happy because this is the first time it’s happened, but below the surface I knew it wouldn’t last. I stayed optimistic but after about two weeks she realized I’m a timid loser. I feel like unless I put on a facade over my personality, relationships just aren’t going to work. Does anyone else feel this way?",2.766020408163264,4.34333616326531,4.599744897959184,83.90329081632655,75.12244897959185,7.348979591836735,23.47448979591837,8.07648339933343,1.2444244897959176,376,11,77,6,8,128,66,98,0.087,0.747,0.166,0.7826,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,10,7,0,1,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,16,9,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,3,4,2,10,5,8,10,1,19,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,12,53,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496600589937065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487470293304548,0.182987178919816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732515093151326,0.0,0.21773434947083187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628584128385906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491895336087319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060155111653944,0.12758516336342468,0.0,0.19563727752091067,0.0,0.3038181534914596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149715601985868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792708153762716,0.3802260382151759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738076656401855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455751786377523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450069655765854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128464302526865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593842707420136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710404318729911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953288433154185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633667637017542,0.19173947330134825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131923943632675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190353821899172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827523505665768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445707012679307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175690894875229,0.1432546103136844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001608690102529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chi2aki,2019/06/10,"I just want to feel wanted for once in my life. I just want something, someone, anything to talk to. I'm so fucking lonely. I want someone I can talk to  who wont disappear. A stable relationship that last longer than a month. Or just a friend.
The worst feeling is turning on your phone after 10-12 hours and having 0 notifications. No one checks up on you. Or even initiates a conversation. God I'm so lonely",1.2855555555555576,3.8480771234567928,3.3023333333333333,85.81350000000002,86.40740740740742,5.709135802469136,22.91481481481481,7.1686216300943375,1.0519125925925925,321,12,63,5,10,108,59,81,0.17300000000000001,0.677,0.15,-0.7153,0,4,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,6,5,1,0,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,12,14,5,0,4,5,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,4,0,1,0,2,7,1,11,13,1,9,0,2,0,1,9,4,1,2,4,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758387936603054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411323087357369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608404183727026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650870985751849,0.19754187481038046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042979527130207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741760953699106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092709593584022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055574701235324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275601043357185,0.1447937479402784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294102133373669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36209736475678256,0.16449976956821138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434925769652387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324203130204369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041313002165161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,azura7395,2019/06/10,"Hi Hi guys, I'm pathetic and have like no friends haha so I'm just dropping my Instagram if you wanna see how pathetic I am and hope maybe I can make some friends 😂 @emman7395",0.09162162162161992,2.4489997837837882,2.2851891891891896,91.85913513513515,91.70270270270271,6.203243243243244,26.318918918918918,7.554174236665415,1.7336313513513515,140,7,30,3,5,47,29,37,0.19899999999999998,0.498,0.303,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,9,8,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,8,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,3,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.59771629225448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830151452069839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384202077960556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889819610144151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582070589202345,0.0,0.3886152485783944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30824749392928136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nevilis,2019/06/10,"I don't matter in my friend group I dunno but it just recently hit me that I'm in a friend group of 4 people (including me) though one of us is only here cause they're friends with another person in this group. 
Whenever anyone is sick, the group becomes awkward, as if that person who's gone was the glue to the group. It's the same thing with everyone. Whenever anyone in the group is gone, everyone goes their own way.

Except me. I was once late for school, and I found all 3 of them having a nice chat and laughing. It was the same as it'd be if I was there. It suddenly hit me that no one would probably care if I left that group.

Ever since then I've been kind of absent in the group, not talking as much, and staying home more often. I don't know, it just feels like I don't matter and that shit hurt. it's not like I'd be able to make new friends if I were to leave this group anyway, I got Asperger's and social anxiety. I feel like I'm intruding on an otherwise perfect friend group and I can't help but think that the other people in the group secretly don't want me there. 

Sorry for bad formatting and grammar, I'm on mobile and I'm not used to writing",2.1814634146341447,3.5921980813008183,3.789113821138212,89.80415853658539,76.3170731707317,7.359024390243902,22.462601626016262,8.07648339933343,0.9811128455284556,912,25,203,15,20,304,128,246,0.129,0.7,0.172,0.9554,0,0,0,0,2,0,23.0,1,0,2,1,9,17,1,1,12,0,19,2,1,3,3,43,37,19,0,6,12,0,2,3,5,1,1,0,1,2,18,10,0,0,6,1,0,2,9,4,0,2,10,2,21,13,24,21,6,19,0,1,0,0,28,9,1,6,9,129,39,2,0.12165471570017795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756557668170232,0.09306552452703633,0.0,0.0,0.17012761166118942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157660608877904,0.0,0.13435807556525425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240350905181122,0.12497290435781795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004365521472674,0.0,0.23249258849965576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302455914644768,0.1738203064079374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333881165214199,0.4699506578619365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729838951521083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154259156248092,0.0,0.12202959896649768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302338892797176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266846656697049,0.06685825020314601,0.0,0.13723181821623665,0.12881477837223246,0.13217820456513746,0.0,0.0,0.17830304722217827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812054673942179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943021381062384,0.0,0.0,0.11749488250174805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955830184028305,0.16487276761445874,0.09252389326142807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168680124218552,0.2124484106165267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116435951926128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201193552196681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312106712387755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487681744099262,0.10063403797233142,0.0,0.0,0.12401166231672975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618249420807718,0.0,0.12966774026140918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778145228107507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082198744188697,0.07795142961855152,0.11952514050069582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633564403724805,0.10507061432287287,0.0,0.0,0.07175510328496297,0.09656385076189006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642001958909495,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,legoloss09,2019/06/10,"38 [M4F] Should I just give up? Should I just give up? I don't see a point anymore in trying to find someone since no one wants me.

I am 5'11"" 400 to 450 lbs overweight, I am not ugly, I am told I have a wonderful smile a handsome face etc, just I am obese. I am on disability for ptsd severe chronic depression, sever social anxiety, therapy doesn't work, meds don't work. I can't work anymore because of the mental issues but it doesn't effect me from having a relationship.

I have spent 8 years in the dating scene trying to find a woman to date and settle down with. Past 8 years I have been rejected around 2000 times and told I am ugly, disgusting, worthless, useless, told I have nothing to offer a woman or give a woman, mocked at laughed at, told I don't deserve love or a relationship, told I needed to end my life for being so fat and lazy.

Past 8 years I have been lead on by 6 women who pretended to love and want me and lead me on for 3 months or more sweet talking me telling me they love me and making plans for us then would fake their death or call me while having sex with someone or would disappear on me to never be heard from again.

I just don't know if I should keep trying or not, seems like there is no point since I haven't had anyone in my life even when I tried.",4.589925373134328,4.460292731343287,5.5163805970149244,85.34643656716419,69.44776119402985,8.34179104477612,26.451492537313428,7.865858978985527,1.3059731343283576,1004,26,219,11,16,331,143,268,0.223,0.701,0.076,-0.9922,0,1,0,0,0,2,27.0,1,0,2,7,10,14,2,0,10,0,32,11,2,4,1,42,54,18,1,9,14,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,0,4,2,9,3,1,6,1,1,3,13,7,0,1,10,3,35,7,31,37,2,33,0,4,1,4,27,15,0,9,16,143,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169357157466877,0.0,0.18588500067848776,0.06552940073912973,0.0,0.0,0.08342837513046414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712927080514452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569596644569538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071867853644643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300581938906776,0.0,0.10451969899152834,0.061899473585884074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131205237003924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26970687339937605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781664037282338,0.0,0.08330035103174578,0.0,0.0,0.051504644396044484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239077390518328,0.04578559870574902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25375089790446675,0.0,0.06255710714003958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409892913984248,0.0,0.09444511914631364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480435239587782,0.0,0.0,0.06949028117638402,0.07228065360486978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992439430863221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350535080392218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892776794289314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718651251951276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955065156297683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012348776550925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468065196985839,0.08531682151862817,0.0,0.2117480232822681,0.0,0.15504804041847556,0.0,0.0,0.09553310996291924,0.15881293564926435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532651412448403,0.08191315788825433,0.0,0.1071740400007834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546473826223312,0.0,0.0,0.4477550660915747,0.0,0.2545119119843049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273051995384045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055392766230546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163254681076048,0.20468219889913813,0.0,0.0,0.13314833589306502,0.0,0.0,0.1810528420228146
lonely,Basseloob,2019/06/10,"Sad, lonely, weakness and Lost. So I am 24 years old guy feeing like lost and never been happy for like 7 years. Am not a fun guy or enjoyable so the meaning here I am a little bit lonely.
Feeling lost like I don’t know what to do for me my life don’t know what I love anymore just trying to change myself to become a better person enjoyable to stay with. 
I love my Mom she is all I got. I just want her to be happy but I don’t know how.


Is there is a book or your guides guys can really help me.",-0.885503496503496,1.0681831909090889,1.870000000000001,96.72653846153848,89.81818181818181,4.475524475524477,13.916083916083915,5.8734145424116955,-0.9302307692307696,381,6,91,3,13,132,67,110,0.16,0.6409999999999999,0.198,0.6495,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,4,7,18,0,0,5,0,13,4,0,1,2,18,25,8,0,1,6,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,5,1,1,0,5,7,0,0,5,1,16,11,8,19,2,6,0,6,0,2,11,1,0,2,7,59,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112819514737032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716455144744626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585709552129548,0.15536006422725238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053968624539013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195361936350718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381420640615054,0.0,0.0,0.4227125910070109,0.0,0.3029723660366016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538395643777604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23462110914133855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051413996398027,0.2085689179492339,0.14262686716461798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660277360723075,0.0,0.2568714069277165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501172435127855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666657468727122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975429055700099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932502552495389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425512578904478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116414530440314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167805991304711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966156673500988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393510084452843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327934459633424
lonely,the_honest_alt_,2019/06/10,"I can't find ANYONE my age :( I live in a small city. It's also an old city. The young population is largely poor students who work full time and have kids. The old population is alive and well.

When I go to meetups, maker spaces, bars, coffee shops, hikes, etc., I'm the youngest person by 20-30 years.

So the more I try to meet people (which is already a major challenge for me), the more I feel like my efforts are futile. I openly bawled for the first time in a decade last night. This is fucking hard.",0.3633710407239832,2.73711459803922,1.9307843137254888,95.19468325791857,89.29411764705883,3.9227752639517344,17.650075414781302,5.369823440869387,-0.5730250377073909,387,10,83,2,13,125,76,102,0.10400000000000001,0.809,0.087,-0.4243,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,4,4,1,0,10,0,7,2,0,1,0,6,11,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,1,0,2,2,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,2,9,3,7,11,5,18,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,12,48,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487530598076045,0.1802657448703445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761667768665616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25139933407046794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397751427408148,0.16103781710083015,0.0,0.0,0.206026884403694,0.19173942699945426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839421240449515,0.0,0.0,0.1281095702391527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019291891435262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374478954978204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012726917225377,0.0,0.19904717676106487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153840996759452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730740546146848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627563633849434,0.19682526742263295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628847142214151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304322008964533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20267678743177386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641061254347634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516103776058034
lonely,msbinge,2019/06/10,"Girlfriend says she doesn't want us to be too ""full on"" spending time with each other. But I'm so lonely without her. Heartbreakingly lonely. She's one of the two friends I have at all. I'm lucky to have at least two people in my life who I can talk to sometimes, but loneliness is this horrible thing that makes you feel alone despite that. I hope someone can understand and empathise. I just want to feel okay on my own.",3.2417857142857147,5.042998654761906,3.6995238095238094,89.91214285714287,74.35714285714286,6.704761904761906,26.285714285714285,7.447530270364453,1.2196142857142858,333,12,69,4,7,104,63,84,0.22399999999999998,0.69,0.086,-0.9149,0,5,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,1,1,16,16,4,0,3,4,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,0,3,11,4,12,15,5,7,0,3,0,0,10,6,0,2,1,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442022390344573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384400470849168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216697180730893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341877911347013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665419785531077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738837516158727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597740757852056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346368985189125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750576333962665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997799373980421,0.0,0.2331974781079371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895151199702901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664513349891193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748817921692705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606555343313402,0.24546058892834505,0.2836204258444649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27814430426826964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272884079626856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,503420,2019/06/10,I’m not suicidal but I wouldn’t mind dying. Do any of you feel like this too? I don’t know why I feel like this but I guess it’s just my life.,-3.845047619047621,-2.5613731714285706,-0.5035714285714263,109.06273809523813,109.28571428571428,3.4761904761904763,8.69047619047619,5.46131890053228,-2.0593809523809528,109,1,33,1,6,38,25,35,0.0,0.732,0.268,0.8314,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,8,2,2,1,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884016859853188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187238145434565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31056041000959494,0.438788043627801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33830792571615154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687754521509509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21691551304233106,0.3000694486557119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100858872741486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359201898848238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27711215671931205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,liamlogick,2019/06/10,"3 years single (minus a one time) after a 7 relationship = Lonely. I’ve fallen so far down a hole I can’t see the light anymore.

If anyone wants me to explain further just ask.",-0.2902702702702697,1.9722551081081119,2.923027027027029,87.28616216216219,92.5135135135135,4.0410810810810815,18.210810810810813,5.6839178017228535,-0.09880108108108088,137,4,27,1,5,49,34,37,0.161,0.8390000000000001,0.0,-0.6124,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,3,5,1,7,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,1,3,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155410314373377,0.2929785047014816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917137369949533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839290838801473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498552778155436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338932677160241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24432557395538534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24714039843215704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698259118781734
lonely,ohms333,2019/06/10,Life Ever so lonely u add your alternate accounts so can feel like u have friends,1.9987500000000007,4.755171375000003,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,85.25,5.7,26.75,7.1686216300943375,1.6513499999999994,66,3,12,1,2,21,14,16,0.161,0.547,0.292,0.3864,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294661382975128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959613533371005,0.4181611661840942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522259089322509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41343717183936174,0.2859635589627096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TurquoiseLily18,2019/06/10,"I want a big group of friends I want a big group of friends, I always see people on Instagram hanging out at parties with 20 plus people. I wish I had 20 plus friends",1.8976190476190449,3.5025899999999983,3.120000000000001,93.47333333333334,77.57142857142857,5.80952380952381,28.809523809523807,6.42735559955562,1.142523809523809,130,6,29,1,3,42,21,35,0.0,0.5479999999999999,0.452,0.9359999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,8,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24713551622383576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6884059054301175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118176795021858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23667794448608498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35036754050484764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34154601738796303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,helloitsrich,2019/06/10,"31 and suffering from chronic loneliness. Being quiet and shy has ruined my life. Whatever I do, I am always alone. For example, my temp job has just ended. Most of the temps left the building with their new friends. I sat on the bench watching the ducks until my dad came to collect me. Tonight I will go to the running club, but it is likely that no one will talk to me, as that is what happens most of the time.

I never thought things would get this bad. I have nothing to live for.",2.2162084765177568,4.245984206185568,3.211271477663228,91.23576174112259,78.0721649484536,5.9605956471935855,25.21076746849943,6.937597516519254,0.9674568155784656,376,14,78,4,9,120,73,97,0.171,0.809,0.02,-0.9251,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,6,0,11,2,0,0,1,11,17,5,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,3,2,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,3,0,1,3,2,12,2,13,10,2,11,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,2,7,57,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615369840095217,0.0,0.0,0.2101188132291376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108456032313993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888182804008927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236598376647355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950981308812185,0.0,0.13193249842059487,0.0,0.14351426329343708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22330466832509666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25058945428187795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27436625763240924,0.0,0.17836399434327993,0.12336965828758815,0.0,0.2229818496789589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476079352690934,0.2438876462955589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24230199257351406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711156706383648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296788881709896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776461975556908,0.0,0.0,0.2004745282753852,0.14724780522705175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793846227310103,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwwayoutthetrash,2019/06/10,"Helping my Boyfriend make friends He moved to a new city. His roommate who is his good friend is gone most of the time. 

He's gotten depressed. I'm not in the city currently but he needs more friends and we have discussed it. 

What are some ways to help him get more friends? 

He has plenty of interested from music, to gaming, to mtg. But he barely has enough interaction to keep him motivated to get out of bed.",1.8518518518518512,4.358533691358026,2.633580246913585,92.21111111111117,82.45679012345678,5.575308641975309,23.814814814814817,6.937597516519254,0.7616518518518514,323,12,68,4,9,101,59,81,0.022000000000000002,0.6990000000000001,0.27899999999999997,0.9749,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,12,14,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,6,12,12,5,8,0,1,0,0,20,2,0,2,3,39,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937076299044657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23238372636704002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6950344314994573,0.0,0.23500386349649202,0.0,0.0,0.18863699753873667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014939325091417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999030938208897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012372820629513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23903506929670545,0.0,0.1667618686546557,0.0,0.21721160375439136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114207467450795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785166165716008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,modaflsel,2019/06/10,"anyone from Belgium? Hi , all 

looking for someone in belgium to talk to.

25 Male , living around Brussels.",3.0266666666666637,6.053970555555559,3.1388888888888893,83.245,93.44444444444444,2.4000000000000004,33.77777777777778,3.1291,1.7326444444444449,82,5,11,0,3,25,16,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440555129667313,0.0,0.0,0.4380322737233982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344925899355231,0.0,0.4132013313606796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41691565483775705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954942692100569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bluelibra,2019/06/10,"Got broken up with by my girlfriend of 3 years and laid off from work in the same week. That was a month ago and I can't seem to recover. I don't feel like anything I do is safe or that it matters if it can all fail at any time. I feel like a deeply unattractive, even ugly person. I was single for 10 years before I met my Ex and I can't do that again, I just can't. It broke me inside. I also hate the thought of working in my career again but I feel like I'm too old to jump careers, especially if I find in a few years that I just hate the new career too. I just look at the time it's taken and I see how things have gone for me and I can't help but feel like everything left me behind at some point, alone.",0.8261586538461536,1.8969701062500024,2.7800000000000047,97.05269230769231,79.1875,5.6730769230769225,18.55769230769231,5.8734145424116955,-0.5049663461538465,547,10,140,3,13,184,92,160,0.195,0.775,0.03,-0.9727,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,10,9,2,0,7,0,12,0,0,1,1,27,27,12,0,2,8,1,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,7,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,7,6,21,5,18,20,5,24,0,2,2,0,5,10,0,5,16,92,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347190625146516,0.0,0.0,0.15594591211915002,0.0,0.12041139358711775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239328962803927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390691756019374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281246386327345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945057617593524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532330283304364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045324299679639,0.4302711641922895,0.0,0.0,0.1376189596381934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204252028888176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29731493316976304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092441593246114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359558654100734,0.0,0.0,0.2942450982578489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264415279615337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201841552968273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454221918180753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579986986075287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147259209209444,0.0,0.0,0.14233805022768864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998541243314573,0.13707397762849358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003253172083727,0.0,0.0,0.11953637565623634,0.17559805838274506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077879263281925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923463355719305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908879254437738
lonely,Milkshake77,2019/06/10,"Looking for someone around my age in Pennsylvania I'm 26, I live in Pennsylvania and would like someone to talk to that lives somewhere in the state, preferably around my age. I like video games, comic books, music, writing, memes, animals, and most sports.",5.5470000000000015,8.22454008888889,4.793055555555559,80.73625000000003,70.33333333333333,7.166666666666668,31.25,8.07648339933343,2.4193333333333342,204,9,34,3,4,61,33,45,0.0,0.889,0.111,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,8,2,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,4,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145862572567049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824055944683691,0.0,0.510427950342943,0.0,0.24270783153828354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.489779131092435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23230698737028674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205314749688059,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Aditya999999,2019/06/10,"Diary/Journal I know it sounds cliché, but when I had moved to another city away from home about 8 years ago, I wrote in a small wallet diary stating my love for my parents and how I missed them. I would weep at the innocence of the words I wrote everytime I saw the  diary. Since the last 1 year or so I have been very lonely( I broke up with a malignant narcissist ). I want to start writing a diary/ journal. Will this help me and how? What should I write, how do I begin. 

Thanks a bunch in advance",2.106960784313728,3.8974000882352975,3.2907843137254917,91.65519607843142,77.52941176470588,6.494117647058824,22.117647058823533,7.3871296695380915,0.6742470588235294,387,11,84,5,9,125,75,102,0.11199999999999999,0.713,0.175,0.7731,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,6,6,0,0,8,0,7,1,0,3,0,17,17,9,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,5,2,16,2,12,9,1,16,0,4,1,1,8,6,0,1,7,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24043959241405044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28442079856670305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548407084815231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180773851921125,0.0,0.27207775710078524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490674632467586,0.22109836342272346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448064188564135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882872302864618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011820480015181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437411555391765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198642396437907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24972311342053244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380298715431607,0.15998550948010407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268247455981716,0.0,0.0,0.34934180131309794
lonely,lostintheworld91,2019/06/10,"Lonely tonight I just need to vent.. I sometimes feel like I’m the only person in the world that experiences this sense of detachment from everything.sometimes I wish that I found my equal..someone I can love and talk to, never run out of patience for one another. I’m 28 and I’ve never had a truly committed relationship in a deep level. I know I need to focus on myself, but I look in the mirror and I see what I use to be and someday what I could have been.. sorry for the yapping guys hope all is well",4.081220527045769,4.851524999999999,5.614590846047157,81.01650485436893,70.84466019417475,8.215811373092926,26.36477115117892,8.418075326091056,1.6519276005547845,397,12,81,6,7,135,71,103,0.066,0.802,0.132,0.8121,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,1,4,20,20,5,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,3,3,13,4,14,15,1,12,0,1,2,1,5,8,0,1,4,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046156184557545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579908177427287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087906004460176,0.0,0.0,0.09866590544958376,0.1394041810533766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395499214321706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321391059770684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938126647770232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724086050518793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533289786827136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638638990805147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611657462699934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893796331375199,0.3009996314452353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222823973947234,0.14840863918061095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038398625637202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20950150900416376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549699399441233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533689415871525,0.0,0.3859861731680488,0.21843718344770205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568417817129177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685336223959897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754494197643348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22439513377518788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,llewots,2019/06/10,Five people four friendships broken my life is lonely man I had a group of friends i loved with all my heart. I called them family . Life happens and now we aren’t friends anymore it’s partially my fault. There’ was a big argument and lots of things were said they continued being friends and i chose to walk away. Three months later no one talks to me like it used to be . I miss them dearly:. I had no one after this fight i was alone truly except for my parents and siblings they’re the only people i spent time with . I bad mouthed them to whoever would listen i truly hated them it angered me that i was alone and they continued to be happy together . One instance that pushed all over the edge is they went to Disneyland without me. Man i never cried so hard it hurt so bad it was at that moment i knew they didn’t care anymore. Disneyland was our thing we had always gone together .So why would I care i got over it then my birthday happened. And all my old friends were at a party on my birthday that was true pain i cried myself to sleep i woke up crying i hurt so bad . I finally got the courage to confront them and of course it was all my fault no one took the blame for anything . It was my fault i walked away my fault i bad mouthed them my fault i wasn’t their friend anymore. Life’s lonely but it’s getting better after this finally was off my chest it’s easier to deal with it doesn’t hurt as bad. I’ll always have love for them but fuck them.,0.8066573764399863,3.2123293377926423,2.0933138238573044,94.84767047565964,86.72575250836121,5.061352657004831,19.67679301374953,6.56203326957186,0.1504112969156446,1148,34,245,13,36,366,145,299,0.21,0.6409999999999999,0.149,-0.9203,2,6,0,0,1,0,18.0,3,0,13,1,7,37,5,0,7,0,26,12,5,1,6,27,47,15,0,2,4,1,1,1,5,2,4,2,0,2,19,12,0,0,1,0,1,6,9,22,0,7,25,3,54,15,32,17,5,30,0,6,0,3,33,10,1,1,15,170,73,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027568245051448,0.0,0.0,0.14483348347091096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589340189375008,0.0,0.0,0.0716190755498507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353692869884548,0.0,0.3633361373170752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697182343353355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886835443938633,0.0,0.17746775528702396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867983127051819,0.0,0.08972511200953646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204505611875981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906763545352788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361995706136057,0.08045873246625647,0.04547009150588862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921323964193433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392240462338194,0.09264608946844524,0.07796265749881556,0.08592506810783895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313212246088477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795053709747806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844176508722597,0.0425189374759174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399062128750424,0.15709770273395576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946729260629833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712365193901039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132436634825923,0.0,0.23589775969264526,0.06619097700067432,0.09260709178725957,0.0,0.09663759648699853,0.0,0.0,0.12067263740268525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278638555088844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709382608093037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995219970631482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563902303157705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074846044657448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669461367978097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516681768287985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806785842240704,0.07853191664896121,0.0,0.0,0.08389475260458712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364861285845373,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gazooblez,2019/06/10,"I choose not to reach out for help There are a good amount of people in my life that I know would help me if I asked. But I’ve convinced myself that it’s better this way. Better to try and deal with these feelings myself. I don’t want them to think of me as weak, so I won’t. And I don’t want to become “that guy” who’s always so melodramatic, and relies on other people to validate his feelings. Even though it’s all true, and I can’t stop thinking these thoughts. So I won’t, and I’ll force myself to accept that.",2.5653378378378378,3.36137493693694,3.8536824324324317,92.14646959459463,74.4054054054054,6.270720720720721,20.18130630630631,5.985473137389443,-0.1282531531531541,402,7,93,2,8,132,69,111,0.055,0.7,0.245,0.9591,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,6,7,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,2,24,16,12,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,11,7,0,1,8,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,2,16,6,14,12,2,5,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,64,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917991037652015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131358389079326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378258193883361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809009931631697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220058116826409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222986432792728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776448092755452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061675334629665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322019373142065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886753709713087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834508696658927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521008234801661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29857891747876303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800336610867314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759620148402673,0.21157019671123625,0.17095569624213655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620154507914968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25402591042252426,0.17092665873727714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529711696439902,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shann715,2019/06/10,"I've basically shut myself away from everyone, I don't really socialize anymore outside of work and home...I really feel alone and that I have no friends and it's my fault. I have a hard time keeping friends that I make. I have depression a anxiety as well as BPD. My girlfriend, family and co-workers are the only people I interact with on a daily basis. Other than that, I shut myself away in my room and play video games all day. I used to have alot of friends, but life happened and they moved away, or had families of their own, etc. 

I really just miss having friends. I miss going out to do things with people. I have co-worker friends but I've learned the hard way to not shit where you eat so to speak as it can cause alot of unecessary problems and drama. I just feel like the girl with no friends. And when I finally get some I start to split (BPD term) with them and then I just end up cutting them off or slowly fading away, which isn't healthy. 

I just feel so alone sometimes and I don't know what to do or how to do it. :(",2.689963928967813,4.153423806603776,3.912208657047725,89.22546614872365,75.08490566037736,7.441065482796893,24.734739178690344,8.124751697461798,1.2725823529411762,805,26,176,13,17,263,119,212,0.153,0.716,0.131,0.0019,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,4,1,10,16,2,0,8,0,15,3,1,4,1,40,28,23,0,1,10,0,5,1,7,0,1,1,1,1,10,15,1,1,5,4,0,2,6,7,1,0,1,6,27,9,29,27,7,25,0,3,0,0,17,13,1,6,10,122,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956644239495127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108911092904451,0.0,0.10512274049818143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39835901488775466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26700460645256313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889039476322916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836072591633549,0.0,0.09129697034371842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846366180032198,0.0,0.0,0.0938838440931368,0.0,0.1182171466651965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128679441092303,0.0,0.0,0.1998532563373892,0.0,0.1607891672182806,0.07572586185735752,0.0,0.11611696110384112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913683930139781,0.0,0.05538021596485359,0.0,0.06024179781610756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093734757590806,0.0,0.1899089562605858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632585737317243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421697450525973,0.0,0.0,0.05825439758489444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487038178868309,0.0517858632351216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075530049434878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266039258986818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806171810924831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697302114608035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014269352329225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371743816816995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880667307684876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080528530108392,0.0,0.0,0.10483593607921332,0.0,0.07502679141999981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042116979931795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061808995899011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154929006750652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413724465596108,0.0,0.0,0.09530602614379577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315060774235063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,curlystruts,2019/06/10,"Pushed away my best friend because of the anxiety of having feelings for them, now I feel unimaginably lonely I’d been friends with this girl for like 6 years. Didn’t develop feelings for her until a couple years ago. She’s had the same boyfriend for like 5 years, and I’ve always been the confidant to help her through this rocky relationship. I recently decided that the anxiety of being in love with someone who’s taken is just too much, so I told her I need to step away from her for awhile. She seemed to take it alright. A month later she texts me saying she misses me and it’s been really hard without her best friend. We meet up and she tells me that she has feelings for me too. The next few weeks are jam packed with anxiety and the false hope of me thinking that maybe this time she’ll finally break up with the dude and we can be together. Doesn’t happen. I decide I need to end our friendship indefinitely. I know it’s what I needed to do for my anxiety, which has actually been better, but the anxiety has only been replaced with loneliness. And I’m realizing now that she was the closest and truest friend I had and I pushed her away. None of my other friends are even remotely as close to me as she was and it just feels like in the attempt to do what I needed for myself, all I did was make myself more lonely.",5.0387549756744825,5.584531875939852,5.6394206103494025,82.49985183547105,68.58646616541353,9.115966386554623,28.429013710747448,9.168548406835145,2.1381055285272006,1053,34,215,19,17,341,140,266,0.069,0.777,0.154,0.9731,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,1,4,10,18,0,0,12,1,26,1,0,1,2,42,47,14,0,5,4,0,6,3,5,1,0,1,0,1,16,17,0,0,11,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,14,7,42,15,38,30,8,28,0,3,0,1,33,9,0,3,18,159,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.10374831040989213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424202042869424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846277282099055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40665422954673297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29965992306400824,0.0,0.0,0.06480876623544064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231425109839769,0.09402716508417963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763575953531055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416372148903522,0.0,0.0,0.07022019460754512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687808271068813,0.07595160844052655,0.0,0.11646311770839107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41069434394539456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401419054450627,0.0,0.0952375471963788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126084533580736,0.0,0.0,0.10559499374214032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058428059935996264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582072665996854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595362933077993,0.0,0.07096622932283521,0.0,0.10680791983105516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485978762714064,0.0,0.07815391334262316,0.3153255292724489,0.0,0.0,0.11306743370208547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085750920140086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810824693507136,0.0,0.1049734455347404,0.11414274994729992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454612347863451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678537575966524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008053381919247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993580806417896,0.0,0.09292418100860067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812249480072405,0.0,0.0,0.06199325487330426,0.0,0.0,0.10158874076316764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527964994528749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248407015665513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053905318508305
lonely,white-boy-ohio,2019/06/10,In a world with 7 billion ppl yet I can’t find one relationship or even good friend Just so tired of this bs I need a change,-0.27833333333333243,1.6086087857142848,1.5357142857142847,100.67595238095241,86.14285714285714,5.161904761904762,16.476190476190478,6.42735559955562,-0.7333952380952379,98,2,26,1,3,32,26,28,0.113,0.672,0.21600000000000005,0.4417,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39496395668446255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24659987369817274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412430512741901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884559745569433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131555301232554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768407155768555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25299749061156235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400847475258091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291208563881137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,marc45___,2019/06/10,Lots of people seem to care about me but i dont want them to A lot of shits been happening in my life but it never used to affect me but now i feel like its all rushing into me at once and i want to just end it all but so manny people seem to care about me and i cant and dont want to hurt them. I want to make them all hate me but one of my friends said that would make it worse. I hate feeling like this but i cant control itm,-0.99089108910891,0.481156693069309,1.4341485148514863,102.76963861386145,86.02970297029705,4.436039603960396,15.05049504950495,4.935628992294339,-1.2988542574257425,330,5,91,1,10,112,54,101,0.19699999999999998,0.616,0.187,-0.069,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,1,5,9,3,0,1,0,6,2,1,5,4,31,23,10,0,5,7,0,2,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,2,3,17,5,15,20,5,7,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,4,5,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055093767262655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803940436961134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35118323597087897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269884255211578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151017437830006,0.21406737904263867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575299536265765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248811826306967,0.0,0.0,0.29583868867143104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038878262709858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582452285333667,0.14639204813653686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547485717230727,0.0,0.0,0.20001623433128266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555285090697975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955676687783124,0.10152404505576668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773701781026924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425161264375418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27278674071467546,0.0,0.0,0.15379131221896555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939909891604146,0.0,0.0,0.3534783066622056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268259134758613,0.10643006834215472,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shewillbegone,2019/06/10,"im feeling very lonely tonight i have isolated myself from an online community i used to be in because it was unhealthy for me

but now i have very little social interactions, i have two online friends that i somewhat talk to everyday or every other day 

but i am feeling very distant from them

one of them has been giving very short replies so i just leave them on read because i feel like they don't like me and i don't want to embarrass myself

the other one says we aren't that close and i kind of thought we were a little bit idk

does anyone want to talk rn? we can be lonely together. pm or comment",1.6812570356472811,4.017845105691059,3.3536585365853675,87.87056285178238,81.6829268292683,5.7358348968105055,24.09568480300188,7.010146845296331,1.0233106941838654,480,18,95,6,13,159,79,123,0.11800000000000001,0.732,0.15,0.7952,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,3,0,4,0,3,7,0,1,3,0,14,0,0,1,0,19,22,7,0,2,5,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,4,4,21,4,11,16,2,10,0,2,0,0,15,6,0,3,6,67,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133875891308434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941327720781708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384016913914396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269150597366268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934504904137332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415987845112012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415375422739722,0.11375541571637017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302229481934693,0.0,0.0,0.152749901651823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199794951596856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581568754487686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860376059579027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558548311114367,0.3191847124292593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579953007647906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927515078769425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662772548195106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231703294102032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559693969812534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641246950889246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554658561986415,0.0,0.0,0.1375253750136872,0.0,0.5255325036131483,0.187838389487025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dieghog,2019/06/10,"Feel lonely post breakup and changing friendships Hello there, is not that i miss her, which i do, but the fact that during 3 years i really became friends with her and talk all sort of things, also, i lost touch with some People, because we all grew up, one had a kid, other got a new gf, a demanding job, etc, and the person who was always there was her, now i feel lonely AF. Before i had and active social life but with the earlier mentioned events its Hard yo get back to, i go out yo activities and have friends, but still.",7.416571428571428,5.6936975142857165,7.321904761904764,79.97142857142859,64.33333333333334,9.923809523809524,30.523809523809533,8.238735603445708,1.9925809523809528,409,10,84,4,5,131,76,105,0.107,0.753,0.141,0.701,1,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,0,3,21,14,9,0,0,4,0,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,7,10,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,6,4,11,2,7,8,4,11,0,4,0,0,14,2,0,2,6,58,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599433209329218,0.18312048152209506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922450798684238,0.0,0.13415600824430385,0.0,0.18726807762214093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23281074334282503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454424046024573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225536139741724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34005963694521,0.0,0.11498038784773665,0.0,0.12507400263546975,0.0,0.1760145158878397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714445913734646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183910180494639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554458643107182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402384521968321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21255033064664167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912888342417274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525726713060733,0.19216147529329386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077153553611613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098602809583932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22433930115269848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757526127904463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688838501661647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620841170709045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172143412503288
lonely,starry_jisung,2019/06/10,"i need a friend insta: starry_jisung 
sc: lucid_soul

u can message me on any of those idk..",0.08911764705882419,1.4486342352941222,2.032205882352944,88.06242647058825,118.41176470588236,6.405882352941178,21.897058823529417,7.1686216300943375,1.9003058823529413,70,3,13,2,4,23,17,17,0.0,0.802,0.198,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360824631892523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6090516117357085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5845269257297558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cencenthelonelycen,2019/06/10,"feeling something indescribable. is it loneliness? is it sadness? i have no idea. 

i just want a friend who wouldn't let me be sad, who would double check if i'm okay, who wouldn't get mad at me for being sad alot. 

do those kinds of people even exist? or are they all busy with somebody more worthy than myself?",1.4587327188940122,3.903919112903228,2.5191244239631345,92.77725806451612,83.6774193548387,4.833179723502305,18.534562211981566,6.1826913282559595,-0.15182764976958474,243,6,50,2,7,77,51,62,0.204,0.61,0.18600000000000005,-0.517,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,2,7,1,0,2,1,11,0,0,0,1,12,15,2,0,5,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,6,3,5,9,4,1,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515901621130449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926016076789185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942932788768718,0.0,0.1990118889158067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300056394331807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966634051857279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895104618868153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640778665119962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932462741094883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246729977776112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270590438591853,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Daitm,2019/06/10,"I need new friends Hey! I'm 21yo musician and graphic design student and i'm so lonely. :(
I need someome to chat with and talk about anything. 
If someone interested pm me",0.1953246753246773,1.977042212121212,1.9819047619047616,89.25000000000004,111.72727272727272,4.30995670995671,28.95670995670996,6.1826913282559595,1.7529255411255416,135,8,25,2,7,44,26,33,0.174,0.675,0.151,-0.2291,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425828268160575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216355374343948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6173684734736312,0.0,0.4020691220134755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352733137605194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346094896283631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ErevisOrdo,2019/06/10,"Trying to Find the Point Hey all. Came across this sub Reddit and thought I'd post and see if anyone can relate.

I'm 39(M), no wife, kids, or girlfriend. All my close friends have gotten married and have kids. In my current job I don't really feel like I fit in and am a loner. Oh, and Ive delt with depression most of my life.

Recently I have been struggling with trying to find the reason for life. Is it just to go to work every day, come home, read a book, then do it all again? When you are alone and can't find anyone, is that it? Yeah I have family I see but the majority of the time Im alone.

I'm pretty awkward socially because I don't play the latest games (I work at a tech company where most people game), don't watch the latest tv shows or movies, and generally just do my own thing. No good at being in social settings and striking up conversation which makes finding a SO supremely easy. Reading is my fave hobby but coming across people who read the same books is a huge rarity. 

Anyway, just wanted to post because this seems like a good place with lonely people who are sort of wandering like me.",3.032,4.567637466666668,4.2316666666666665,86.98750000000004,74.33333333333334,6.955555555555558,22.277777777777786,7.594959193182576,0.8277111111111117,870,22,179,11,18,285,135,225,0.12,0.732,0.14800000000000002,0.9323,2,4,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,2,8,12,0,2,13,1,21,2,0,2,3,41,35,16,0,2,8,1,1,3,2,0,2,0,1,2,10,15,0,0,8,10,0,4,6,4,0,0,4,4,15,8,20,30,8,30,0,2,3,0,14,14,0,7,12,109,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357795003694512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918003377526188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877494916398286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301869984246804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961026097270676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340856656252492,0.0,0.0980384516781764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590359274529624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107305334122226,0.0,0.05755401280515846,0.08131755326097312,0.0,0.0,0.4161408157985612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794194059474353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469012675848655,0.19094425115870325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417709033471395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295196964877507,0.0,0.11295506934171033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079780696953774,0.16682938649360465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597995949235062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23673853651514395,0.0,0.11892428868500407,0.0,0.10760267425479084,0.0,0.2180283202521497,0.11580229943465893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415714005991889,0.0,0.07292006201542107,0.11703242551437106,0.11238976926924883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814096965459067,0.10362321627964872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320632189372781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899599499658182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562115617307676,0.0,0.0,0.09036539190161123,0.06637304868834258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456121332144426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713771887419888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573384855481274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cutmyballsackshaving,2019/06/10,"It can't just be me... During a tough spot in april I made it a goal to make new friends. I spoke with maybe 30 different people who I met in Reddit, most conversations lasting less than a week, some the whole month, only to be ghosted by all of them. 

I met up with one girl for tea after speaking to her for 3 weeks and having some great late night conversation, even watching a movie together. We got tea, chatted for about 2.5 hours and walked about before parting. She ghosted me as well, 3 days later. 

I just needed to vent. What's wrong with me?",3.7711818181818164,4.9253595272727315,4.361590909090912,88.28238636363638,71.9090909090909,6.954545454545455,24.65909090909091,7.1686216300943375,0.8670909090909089,428,12,90,4,8,136,83,110,0.043,0.8690000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.6908,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,1,6,5,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,2,1,15,11,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,1,5,3,12,3,20,4,7,16,0,0,1,0,14,3,0,3,12,59,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186446740975856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783512132041378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232974232629893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116352844260174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512361729206024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093562658830744,0.23563287019762014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047634419112668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421462465274473,0.2410914194111909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022320228604816,0.14266328066259493,0.0,0.21471576536112627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705934754423176,0.0,0.0,0.15847458330508155,0.0,0.20641720239589464,0.0,0.20056669243488012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448257775896695,0.1625477024628388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314436454427249,0.0,0.14817019515921248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428750477810038,0.0,0.19216468959346605,0.0,0.0,0.2386166369614463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23367503705041626,0.0,0.0
lonely,vira1l,2019/06/10,"22m looking for a friend Hello there,
I am :22m artist from Bulgaria. I love playing games and working out. I also watch some anime. I listen to almost anything. Cant come up with a favorite movie but i love Helena Bonham Carter and Johny Depp, so you could say i like Tim Burton's movies. Thats all for me, ask me anything. Looking for someone to talk to since im feeling kind of lonely. Or maybe play some games. Feel free to message me :)",0.6112424242424233,2.9917383666666697,2.2853535353535364,93.25045454545456,87.55555555555556,4.161616161616162,20.404040404040398,5.565023196281405,-0.03511111111111065,343,11,70,2,11,112,67,90,0.033,0.662,0.305,0.9781,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,3,9,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,14,12,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,7,10,9,12,11,3,3,0,1,3,2,12,2,0,4,1,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21844710816888416,0.0,0.0,0.17445559015244827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590400174431164,0.0,0.20394210416556527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791810861028072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417613615639088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220607798016151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854322507061298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356409393884505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22717110575082164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065777513589254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36638445454661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39378029873209225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916239579139432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348274365572894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045708658969656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483896734633096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753418262517073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881681226205693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bkav96,2019/06/10,Hey I’m lonely and borderline suicidal Please talk to me on Snapchat... Anthony_sol,3.780476190476186,6.418340857142859,4.772857142857145,69.15547619047621,104.71428571428572,10.438095238095238,33.23809523809524,8.841846274778883,5.421695238095238,68,4,10,3,3,22,14,14,0.363,0.518,0.11900000000000001,-0.6908,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6288030008536815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6265906973880307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604246779487242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,448psych,2019/06/10,"A Revelation The other day I was feeling very down and lonely. I was out and wondered into a coffee shop. Drinking my coffee, I watched groups of people come and go, laughing warmly. I thought of times when I was so sad that I wouldn't have minded if my life had ended, though I'd never seriously considered taking my own life or hurting myself mainly because of the suffering it would cause those who cared about me.

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I made a promise to myself there and then that I would live my life until the end, and that I wouldn't carry on for anyone else but for myself. I often feel intense emotional pain and I seem unable to enjoy even the simplest things, but sometimes the sadness lifts and life is light and refreshing. I can hang on to that feeling of relief.

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I'm still lonely but I can take time to care for myself and relax, to work up the energy to face the day and maybe make contact with others.",5.289338919925508,6.260668469273746,5.785041899441342,80.1549185288641,68.21787709497207,7.530912476722532,27.765828677839853,7.492282038375204,1.6491783985102415,732,23,131,7,12,236,111,179,0.105,0.7170000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.8789,0,4,1,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,0,1,8,16,0,0,10,0,12,7,1,3,1,35,27,20,0,5,5,0,4,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,10,14,1,0,6,3,1,3,3,8,0,0,6,6,22,8,22,17,2,20,0,6,1,0,3,6,0,5,11,102,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726874058220764,0.30581003503814264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798774710224723,0.1289342776685776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670871051834997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25659722298450793,0.12926866128195358,0.0,0.10839692907162483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230815477677638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327178012497353,0.0,0.0,0.10512017762721393,0.14154902958262358,0.2229074266525056,0.0,0.0,0.08311376521386042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908800169210713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151573445793065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471048470258346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555279249207051,0.0,0.0,0.11111585973843673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906945832389347,0.08399678404504643,0.0,0.1264195922758849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705890706426742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705280069763808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338988175223722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723912577151283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455674598998805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445543191084744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049312344502036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922664685729912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360012254213094,0.0,0.12363363867918138,0.09990005732327087,0.14675245089193148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382822090288814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364642240777076,0.0916104087118825,0.0,0.0,0.17878115736603115,0.0,0.30581003503814264,0.0
lonely,ZombieDragonMast,2019/07/31,"I got bored and decided to write about a girl to get over her, I call it ""Memories of you."" When a memory of you surfaces, it fills my heart and body with warmth, but that warmth has always been little and is fading, getting smaller everyday. Everyday I forget your face, your voice, everything that I loved about you. I once again see the facade that your personality betrays. Everyday that you aren't here, I feel as alone as if you were. I used to think that you were the one. The One. The one to end the cycle that I unknowingly began when I was younger and pressured into finding someone to spend my life with. The one to show me how to be a better person. The one to force me to work harder. I tried so hard to be perfect for you. To be the one to bring you the happiness that I felt you deserved. How selfish and complacent of me to believe that I would be the one for you. I was a stupid boy who has yet to get over it. I idolized you. You may not know it, but it hurt so much when you told me that you saw me as a brother and you weren't looking for a relationship. Then turned around a week or so later and went out on your first date with a friend of mine and forged a relationship. It didn't last and he betrayed you, just like the next guy, but I always kept faithful, waiting for the right moment. I can't forget the time that you invited me to the community band and I was able to go, I was so happy. I went, we had a great time and I was biding confidence to ask you out. Then, as I was sitting in my room and watching a movie, I saw it. The Instagram post to ruin my absolutely wonderful day. For the first time in several years, I cried, and it wouldn't stop for a long tome. Why would I write this so long after it was already over? After you already made the transition from one school to the rival. I get it, you were pressured, you felt pressured. The teachers, the students, they didn't make life any easier for you. So you quit, you left everything behind. I knew it would happen, with how intelligent and beautiful you are, but you left me behind. You cut almost every connection you had to the school and I was what you had to remind you of the place you cried about everyday. It almost isn't fair. I know I was odd, I was borderline creepy most of the time and my thought process was so poisonous. I feel like I should apologize every time I see or speak to you. I couldn't comfort you when I had to, I couldn't stand up and be confident. I could relate you and I was always a ""mood."" But I couldn't be toxic in my dealings like you could, I couldn't be ""fake"" to people like you could. 

It isn't hard at all

To recall

Memories of you",3.0106350413962844,4.187333117431193,4.252127992839561,88.25265159991051,73.78899082568806,7.592302528529871,24.30185723875587,8.096554002634818,1.1640686954575967,2059,60,452,31,41,677,223,545,0.124,0.726,0.15,0.9733,0,1,0,0,0,1,69.0,1,41,1,6,22,25,3,3,36,0,51,7,3,6,2,81,86,46,0,13,10,1,6,4,1,6,3,2,1,5,26,27,0,3,12,2,1,5,13,11,0,10,36,14,98,13,68,30,3,63,1,2,6,1,65,20,0,9,39,339,124,4,0.0771447927271235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449873274798512,0.07989873961311865,0.17026239420234962,0.0,0.1925719424683872,0.0,0.0,0.052461104462107416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867522117298347,0.0721199674183317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691576386156742,0.0,0.06822830006205632,0.0,0.08569047367121654,0.0,0.0,0.07877345867929733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847815189910762,0.0,0.16947986474070129,0.04975200927952598,0.07953289388518303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832738856863355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999563020045832,0.0,0.13866553075637605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801345028900157,0.05511225533851547,0.14814219787410265,0.0,0.07050894295683209,0.13123864256851125,0.0,0.0,0.05960187549504321,0.0,0.1612198806640903,0.0,0.04384316350927033,0.0,0.061699738054814136,0.08505240632669647,0.0,0.07638547348688719,0.06821888543400485,0.16424413271922966,0.13821316300393435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141695081933644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825850961609396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479352114440587,0.06288330245093204,0.0,0.0,0.1676360860412736,0.0,0.1089792970914634,0.1507561959699064,0.0773193489768088,0.0,0.13654142791690094,0.06478219647825488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962618737002943,0.07299626816145775,0.05149474818448786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671029904805262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204436225388782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215668652071922,0.4182024645986169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05348248584171656,0.13471971479190922,0.08059988896769762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388338664224774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205298300553042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564927351240452,0.0,0.06588123147697726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614929760753862,0.12294882366706585,0.0,0.0,0.08715165738941624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536453253337708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449650103502948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494312682093368,0.0,0.061244348268368186,0.22491874510587564,0.0,0.0,0.07371515541822983,0.0,0.05237625034452652,0.08391138180221988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662833180775503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188089942353454,0.0,0.0,0.14302799147729792,0.06961117633130427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366023693602939,0.05616232789539288,0.0,0.0,0.16440434208334426,0.0,0.0,0.04967871722488563
lonely,jp032678,2019/07/31,"Living a lonely life I’m lonely. I had a girlfriend at one point that made me feel otherwise, but it’s been a year since we broke it off and everyday since I think about her and what I could’ve done to keep it going because she was the only thing that made me feel not... lonely. Most nights I stay up thinking about her and knowing she most likely doesn’t think about me at all, and when she does I doubt she’s longing for me the way I do for her. Often I just want to hug somebody. I have never had any good friends besides one that I still keep in contact with even though I met him in elementary. We moved away shortly after meeting and since then I was a complete loner in school up until the day I graduated. Now I have no friends besides the one I periodically talk to over the phone. I’m either looking for advice on making friends in real life, or just looking for friends to make right here.",6.966678743961352,5.44054757608696,7.069202898550728,80.79367149758457,65.08695652173913,9.264734299516908,32.94444444444444,7.3871296695380915,2.0423871980676327,710,23,149,5,9,229,108,184,0.124,0.76,0.11599999999999999,0.3593,0,6,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,0,12,12,0,1,9,0,10,3,0,4,2,34,29,11,0,1,6,0,2,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,8,8,0,2,6,0,0,2,4,5,0,3,9,4,28,7,26,20,4,32,0,4,2,1,20,15,0,5,14,108,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568533661388515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746556602507224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084210973295885,0.0,0.0,0.07840515969906264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485493750353678,0.0,0.0,0.10269208216410387,0.0,0.0,0.08294883794643576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255565669214583,0.13162224694173916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495186518908122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300676121301441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974839515698919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309733853274036,0.10787980536765043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286455693757558,0.0,0.0,0.07068582903655153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169529602649254,0.06283691578500215,0.0,0.1135732391930472,0.11382407405518424,0.21601571455327248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434054706976859,0.17170882479334906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367020101476967,0.0,0.0,0.09919916899293088,0.0,0.0,0.12070054358322345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614673932304842,0.09782080866611884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158685569430852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639697444072086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984021897069957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301696451084608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191857571095392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709110980057698,0.10271557609457677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337935853667556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544897853821955,0.2472422510503768,0.12636785469752587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586302285641218,0.10209205035020276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828266420622662
lonely,BanjePancake,2019/07/31,Have you ever tried getting someone's attention online? But they ignore you or something.,5.556000000000001,9.26149026666667,5.428333333333337,69.5025,79.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,34.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,3.3836666666666675,74,4,8,1,2,23,14,15,0.161,0.8390000000000001,0.0,-0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5346219503798649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30878963496515177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007791857309072,0.4550050272396947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40127168332117824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LuckyCatBurger,2019/07/31,"Should I give up finding love for my own sake? I’ve been a shut in for a good portion of my life, the kind of person that would rather just sit in play video games and watch anime all day. I got pretty obese, always eating like crap, never exercising. I hardly ever applied myself at school , barely passed high school, went to community college for half a year and dropped out, have also barely held onto a job. At some point in the past couple of years I’ve become pretty unsatisfied with my life and have made some changes, my weight loss, which started as me just being too depressed to eat as much as I used to and losing a surprising amount of weight, I’ve started to take more seriously, incorporating actual meal planning and intermittent fasting into my routine. I’m getting a job, one that I will actually stay at and not leave because I feel lazy and I’ve started to exercise, mostly walking and swimming. I’ve been trying to get out more and experience more of life. I should be happy but all I can think about is how much I want someone in my life, someone that cares about me, wants to talk to me everyday, asks me how I’m doing, wants to do things and go out and experience life with me and someone that I can provide all that to as well, a partner, and not having that makes me feel not as complete and rather lonely. I’m wondering if I should just shut those feelings out, focus on my self improvement for now, I say that I don’t feel like I can get into a relationship until I get to my goal weight, people all around me tell me that being fat doesn’t matter and I know that all too well, but I lack everything else as well, I’m not confident at all, I’m rather shy and pretty repressed, so I feel until I work out these issues, there is not even a point to look, can’t love someone else till you love yourself, right?",8.615860655737706,6.135993994535518,8.548736338797816,74.51523565573774,62.60655737704918,11.1172131147541,34.896857923497265,9.188382445141503,2.8785251366120215,1446,44,289,18,16,472,185,366,0.073,0.78,0.147,0.9811,2,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,5,22,21,1,1,11,0,23,19,2,5,8,76,61,32,0,12,14,0,9,2,1,5,9,1,0,3,13,26,8,2,9,6,0,5,9,7,3,2,6,12,37,14,53,47,18,48,0,4,2,3,14,25,1,5,17,199,50,7,0.0,0.0,0.15838306671446928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489631354553384,0.06752401650734725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224147051782752,0.07586509968238303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049468811134352385,0.08962474933995596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827387103475258,0.0,0.08584684982204957,0.0,0.08508513291092898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979188324551209,0.0,0.052335591355670584,0.0,0.06989511693845035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607517854238724,0.13558226121416178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359937777921351,0.07340559898301308,0.0,0.0,0.07293316046804703,0.15876222571810847,0.0,0.0,0.2051615660199728,0.05797419070817075,0.0,0.0,0.07417041600825594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959190020729545,0.07784729960547046,0.04611990394738248,0.06806549132004124,0.06490375613668957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638659962721837,0.07269523104391809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574033924327304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470041434459069,0.16105941383786787,0.0,0.0,0.08450613301877075,0.04459839046187281,0.0,0.0,0.08592704364306117,0.0,0.0,0.2865962622113716,0.07929242236517353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814628416231495,0.09078705492533852,0.0,0.0,0.21972545888819608,0.07678690602269078,0.05416882929903235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931043910052246,0.0,0.06258854614200436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054989923040591714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746767842747562,0.05625978858404376,0.07085780095120035,0.0,0.0,0.15342758624171046,0.0,0.0,0.24767879711003266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712565394295074,0.0,0.06930239117008531,0.0,0.06453442115086995,0.0,0.16425800582542807,0.0,0.0,0.08465804548478263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750354418533225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231698949290766,0.08649601945781875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061015347486067226,0.06522598745121165,0.07092942864286557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053913025586006816,0.051998194458068116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509610716167556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008828782389867,0.0,0.0,0.14359463959397226,0.0,0.0,0.2964596564928402,0.21889310731277548,0.07522766037771488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800464617223852,0.05907879269362575,0.0,0.0,0.05764724272092594,0.0,0.0,0.10451698660642712
lonely,Nikkk_O,2019/07/31,The only one who will ever be on my lap My cat,-4.692500000000003,-3.5824519166666633,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,109.83333333333331,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-2.5968,35,0,10,0,2,14,11,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6639983938312035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974173779891637,0.5582849497021818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway929292383,2019/07/31,"everyone disappeared hi, so I’m here on my throwaway and I’m here to confess I am lonely. I just graduated high school and bro straight up everyone just disappeared. All my friends are going to universities while I’m stuck here in community college. I work full time in a car wash and that’s all I do. When I have days off the only thing I can literally think to do is walk my dog. That’s the only thing I have done today it is 4 pm. Yeah so idk why I’m here. I used to talk to my friends all the time but I started to realize that I’m putting all the effort into these friendships and I’m always the one that reaches out and I never get any effort in return. Same thing happened to relationships. It’s funny because I’m like almost scared now to put effort into people. Anyways Reddit is cool that I can even do stuff like this that’s pretty awesome I’m very thankful I live in the age of this technology. Or maybe I shouldn’t be. What if it’s all of our electronics that make all of us so anti social and lonely. I had to uninstall Instagram because I literally only see happy people. I’m tired of seeing happy people and no offense to those people some of these people are great but I just don’t want to see it. I watched the debates last night that was probably the highlight of my month. Probably should’ve mentioned I live in USA. I follow politics very closely I always have so much time and nothing to do I just fill my time up with that. It gets to the point where I have like almost nothing left to follow I’m always on top of the news cycle. So yeah I don’t know how I’m going to fill these next 6 hours before I go to bed I might take my dog for another walk I’m sure he wouldn’t complain about it lol. So long.",0.6508046431869126,2.957010828254848,2.8635278986941053,89.84158125577103,86.14681440443212,5.432555071890253,20.783603746207625,6.868970318607317,0.5261958316844749,1363,44,285,18,42,462,175,361,0.08,0.721,0.19899999999999998,0.9938,0,4,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,5,21,16,1,1,11,4,25,2,0,3,8,45,57,21,0,4,8,1,0,3,2,3,2,0,1,0,26,13,0,0,4,0,0,14,6,5,0,1,4,5,34,11,39,49,10,54,1,2,4,0,13,21,0,6,22,181,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871956760748466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333264119532808,0.0,0.0,0.06356357584781176,0.09801263307397867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395827048012395,0.0,0.07953704989155003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060281148249640676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565342176305587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173680194113605,0.0,0.0,0.17863134680834955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444311313131978,0.0,0.09766961845198066,0.0,0.15936539714727735,0.0,0.0,0.10305225435142698,0.0,0.0,0.0826562144087074,0.19900351879167108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875738416277999,0.0,0.0,0.09205023789062833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136929033355085,0.07619144899604231,0.0,0.0,0.10155665973074662,0.0,0.0,0.13699582283835948,0.0,0.16507344619846262,0.08271901153008822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239270723613685,0.0,0.09390431668849393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915810122022532,0.0,0.0,0.07460776676544165,0.0,0.06871203783932259,0.0,0.07209070024785047,0.0,0.09940761058084764,0.08771632661389384,0.0,0.17937614650004646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333845891830313,0.21326702634134093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32400557328953583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836043342824454,0.0,0.0,0.09509374595843972,0.20155538157479716,0.0,0.0,0.1879286115622415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003530164776259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358091051906343,0.09459777699903762,0.2234531742713952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528204921514084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615934918273203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700208475827637,0.0,0.0,0.08809543686954396,0.0,0.0702786595514878,0.07512855625447461,0.0,0.08605566122140687,0.0,0.0,0.18629420268801164,0.05989252796511725,0.0,0.0,0.21801507781001306,0.10743131747127073,0.08859970499491265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243426446034667,0.08072904804233462,0.0,0.15424694798240626,0.05513169612365576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434315922163317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804809821621267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Daxic_Tex,2019/07/31,"Are you truly lonely? Some people aren’t really lonely and just use it for attention, and it hurts us, in this reddit,who are truly lonely 

The loneliness I ,and most likely you, have experienced is choosing to be used by “friends” for money and free taxi just to have some resemblance of a social life. People say to drop toxic “friends” as if it’s a choice some of us really have.
I can’t cure my loneliness just by facing the hard truth and open to someone when there’s no one to open to. 
So many of us have been taught to be so self sacrificial and so humble that merely explaining our problems feels wrong and attention calling. As a result we almost push other people away by trying to be “too considerate” for their feelings. A sickening irony of our lives. 

I don’t have preferences of the people I want to make friends with, I just want a voice to talk to other than my own",5.355312664214399,5.939290595375724,6.163289542827116,78.8868470835523,67.90173410404624,9.2966894377299,26.709931686810304,9.339509955726095,2.1191664739884395,695,19,133,13,11,229,99,173,0.168,0.696,0.136,-0.6249,1,6,0,0,0,0,13.0,6,2,1,0,11,13,0,1,8,0,15,2,1,4,1,37,24,14,0,5,5,0,3,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,7,11,0,0,8,0,2,1,4,7,0,1,2,6,16,7,28,19,5,7,0,4,0,0,18,4,0,6,2,99,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431351700823344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540375314162345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716075228209802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574094149389882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334035993175693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910156151549498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542814684297633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179491679072904,0.07040885211235945,0.0,0.12725897352481927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619998929154587,0.1461131915636408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976581933946716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996535372365026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790161323759445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465156422539555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460854340008235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503466693754959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691031244216018,0.12211084725047698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583671597734076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784676884375153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5200691963638804,0.24894363143426046,0.0,0.0,0.17000924664633388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757058128444934,0.0,0.0
lonely,loonyshay,2019/07/31,"I don’t know what I’m doing anymore I don’t know where my life is headed but it seems that I’m reaching a dead end and this is just how my life is gonna be. I’m struggling to find a job even though I have a bachelors degree, I’m doing an internship that I really hate doing graphic design which I also hate. I have one friend who isn’t a family and we hang out like three times a year which isn’t really fulfilling my current needs. Back when I was a teenager online friends would help me forget how sad my real life is but I’m starting to realize that online friendship are kind of meaningless and nothing makes up for real life connection. I hate my life and I’m sick and tired of having to keep up the act of being mentally okay except I can’t drop the act because my family is a disaster and I need to get my shit together for their and my sake..",3.096455588610283,4.001763872928176,4.964861878453043,84.26550786230347,73.25414364640882,8.44215894602635,24.97280067998301,8.841846274778883,1.6923859753506163,675,20,143,13,13,232,103,181,0.273,0.617,0.11,-0.9911,2,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,1,0,1,0,9,11,4,1,10,1,21,9,2,3,0,28,40,14,1,3,4,0,0,1,2,2,7,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,5,0,0,3,5,6,0,2,1,0,21,5,13,35,0,15,0,1,0,0,6,4,1,1,8,94,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611174877029793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315923336822255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203003848873092,0.0,0.08088629033405194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752351661235295,0.0,0.0,0.08764016626555528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25017571146638845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127580319542165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503116397703666,0.0,0.06932478951846577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930102445580745,0.13617771248998306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893897785898645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316738588414891,0.11794052827076318,0.0,0.13817570007494356,0.14584536303219905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4686126054439403,0.06482538946914257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857127457212317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337198115823829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677517249604895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273191581767362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991384224755945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020594109900269,0.17000858852088066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079554138318906,0.0,0.0,0.13620386951983238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391831419975342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871588003263324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036676442197934,0.0,0.07737231710627511,0.15250706595212024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425881691432768,0.0,0.0,0.08544769047033977
lonely,gumballfish,2019/07/31,"being gay and lonely I'm posting here because I don't know what else to do. I feel like that thing of being happy alone, self sufficient, should be the right thing to do but it's not for me. I try to be like that but I need company. I loved someone for a really long time but it didn't work out in the end, for really personal reasons and it was my fault. Now I'm single for years. It's too easy having sex being gay. I'm also physically attractive. But nothing else happens. I can't seem to go past 3 dates with anyone. Everybody seems interested only in having sex. I try to talk about things that I like, to be caring and kind. I also try to study, read more. I'm always getting better at my job. I'm living by myself. I have very loving friends that are always there for me. Everything is in place but without company, it just doesn't seem meaningful enough. Gay culture is annoying to me, I don't like parties every weekend, having sex with every random guy that I barely remember the name, and I don't really know where else to look for someone that wants to really make a connection. I'm 33 and I don't see myself being over 45 like this, I won't handle it...",1.7050163043478217,3.7316815125,3.967065217391305,85.20619565217393,79.70833333333334,7.007246376811594,21.268115942028984,8.04050195162591,1.1384039855072463,913,26,184,17,23,315,129,240,0.061,0.718,0.221,0.9928,1,3,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,9,17,1,0,5,0,26,8,0,2,0,31,49,12,0,3,8,0,1,5,1,2,0,0,0,3,17,8,0,0,9,2,0,1,10,3,0,0,2,3,22,14,28,38,3,19,0,1,2,8,9,9,0,4,13,120,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148195481098504,0.0,0.17731252600435982,0.18449205014514733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751725454311105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758041698709305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804838748848453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303114867818635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778328063318833,0.0,0.09819078394684128,0.1145500317368755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868119520801693,0.0,0.09963557408385884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056055133986135534,0.07919980069678148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856516691499448,0.0,0.05792079428852308,0.0,0.06300540216549495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977076222215278,0.0980348580718288,0.11801460942833107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001338113118156,0.0,0.0,0.1154456631647136,0.1218536591138563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708077495940655,0.0,0.09789313474649744,0.09810933894330263,0.09309611842707304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011448013194785,0.0,0.07400121385147157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220273271941506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637503295669397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431551016597177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583027752440392,0.0,0.09680038038644584,0.11582714413001408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617510499121026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108919528700723,0.0,0.2840840210665819,0.11398455074087398,0.0,0.0,0.12558498042825705,0.09467550131247586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834262243964301,0.30277367239158304,0.11565319408294684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878659444250281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910663768280365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209552645348319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464449576937012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258039648197223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147272084526398,0.06538925165404642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686696565955946,0.0,0.08070882145289142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139146236922428
lonely,Somethingnewtofear,2019/07/31,Words on the screen. I've got a question. Have you had some news that your excited about but you know anyone you tell either wont care or try and shove their ideas down your throat? I'm thinking it might be better to just not tell anyone what I'm happy about.,1.9377777777777752,3.890175740740745,2.388666666666669,97.17300000000004,78.62962962962962,5.060740740740742,16.355555555555554,5.6839178017228535,-0.7759066666666667,206,3,46,1,5,63,45,54,0.057999999999999996,0.762,0.18,0.7997,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,1,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,14,11,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,6,4,5,6,2,2,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,4,0,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38153897974913215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412964826276121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781689663851767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820754376307955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904332328471204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307992523374443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994055533514444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28943013746928137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30563269735999976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769319166084166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481882356568254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523405932527354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UPR_a_random_Texan,2019/07/31,Why do I feel retarded I know this isn't a thing about being alone but I just can't get the feeling of feeling retarded and people believing I am,1.5131182795698948,3.5276065483870984,4.046451612903226,84.4563440860215,80.29032258064517,8.004301075268819,26.46236559139785,8.841846274778883,2.2856365591397854,117,5,24,3,3,41,25,31,0.387,0.613,0.0,-0.8753,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927441065580123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42723645190034654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5752153847786944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812001508848348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084022593161138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628943988367708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519282920825716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421753507886559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dienye18,2019/07/31,"I feel so defeated All I’ve wanted for as long as I can remember is to have someone you know? I’d say I’m a fairly good looking guy, fit, have my own place, my own car, and a good paying job. So many times now I’ve gotten to know a woman and as soon as we get close to the point I feel we should become official she says she’s not ready for a relationship. But why waste all that time getting to know each other when you knew you didn’t want a relationship? It’s so defeating having someone like you based on your looks, but as soon as they get to know you it’s like they don’t want any part of it. My last woman, after a night out and things started getting intense I asked her if we could hold off ok sex for a bit. She basically cut me off after that. Really? 
I’m not trying to sound like I’m complaining, but honestly it all hurts. I see some bad people get relationships and it blows my mind. All I want is to meet the LOML and start a family. But it’s almost starting to feel like I’m not meant for this. 
Add in the fact that I have no friends to hangout with and all my coworkers are married and/or have children so they don’t have the time. I just feel so alone in the world",2.0354724409448792,3.2360340826771647,3.7181181102362224,91.02560236220474,76.28346456692913,7.127244094488188,21.75511811023621,7.734863291789972,0.6324557480314952,923,23,216,13,20,309,135,254,0.106,0.764,0.13,0.5157,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,3,6,3,2,10,15,1,0,13,1,15,1,0,0,6,50,46,23,0,7,9,0,4,4,1,1,0,3,0,4,12,14,0,1,11,1,1,1,7,6,0,0,4,10,30,9,29,40,11,27,0,3,3,1,29,11,0,3,19,134,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306557126123648,0.11694331049492515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678438055124996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055579572784784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427723172139067,0.0,0.12470299915941845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327121975222645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015145359293143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644386798983166,0.0,0.22836783619122775,0.08066472161307285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723592719793406,0.0,0.2949606378922138,0.0,0.0,0.18941131706093267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111801139624138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087518012632445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204824613933996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24821505618644665,0.09203876805909224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206534010387302,0.0,0.0,0.09992402056417957,0.18963614580112653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447556552864685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400945005843865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596074423825587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222732479785424,0.0,0.07827931927478589,0.0,0.11796954353781015,0.0,0.106738821023413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233464690710198,0.0,0.0,0.3636773468408869,0.12790786587724615,0.0,0.0,0.1795851241046148,0.0,0.0,0.0899766537664052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913408111421894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397601728779144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501405620485517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975205824703148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766601843315463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663949017424821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018859802676048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FabioAbdilla,2019/07/31,"I have such low expectations from people. I struggle with mental health issues, live in a dysfunctional family, but I was functional enough to make it to university. I'm pretty sure I don't interact with people in a normal way. Loads have suggested ASD, and I'm trying really hard to do a test.

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In general, few people really meet my initial standards for a friendship, and when they do, I'm too shy to approach them, or I figure there's no point since they're popular or in a large group already. Call me selfish but I don't want to just be a insignificant blip on their radar.

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I had 3 childhood friends that I used to hang out with but they dropped one by one. One of them I thought was a best friend, but it became clear that she didn't think of me as such since she made no effort to hide that she hung out with another group (that she never really did invite me into). The other one, who I regarded as a best friend, I was the one who left her. Our core values had grown too different. I felt like I was walking on eggshells around her and also that I was simply settling for her when I had no one else. One time she was about to get confrontational again and I just left her and blocked her on everything. It's not as if she would have no idea what she did wrong anyway.

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And that leaves me with 2 'friends' that I only occasionally hang out with. I feel sometimes that I'm a piece of toxic waste that drives everyone away.

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Sometimes I feel that if I had a significant other I could cope with all this, because a SO that I could rely on would outweigh any shallowness I could come across in the real world, and I would learn to appreciate people more. I don't think I've ever truly loved anyone in my life, and in return no one has ever truly loved me. It would be nice to love someone and provide for someone. But I'm too broken, anxious and unstable to date, never mind get something long-term. Not to mention ugly. Despite having a normal weight and trying to improve my sense of fashion and my skin, the only picture of myself I had ever sent out to the internet was met with trolling and mean comments. 

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As you can see, one problem feeds into another. I don't think I'll ever get out of that viscious cycle. And doing crazy stuff just to experience life might just come to be more negative experiences for me.",5.057523882043473,5.914377645922746,5.7442544649037774,80.65322372975221,68.67811158798284,8.502173612072546,28.76616364391527,8.654491914285503,2.090668226498685,1877,64,361,29,31,611,224,466,0.134,0.693,0.17300000000000001,0.985,1,0,1,0,0,1,64.0,1,1,5,3,22,19,1,1,17,0,39,9,1,3,9,88,67,31,0,14,15,0,6,1,4,5,3,0,0,0,23,32,2,1,11,0,0,9,15,6,0,9,20,7,57,13,62,36,8,50,0,1,1,3,38,26,0,5,14,268,80,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531838808256284,0.04733476601469914,0.0,0.3206653893417094,0.35961577930039035,0.04025169264827022,0.12413317940410652,0.0,0.06686862129561065,0.0,0.04138750023571165,0.0,0.0,0.052692255024931,0.0,0.0,0.05561159300730181,0.0,0.0,0.03608208960015823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423393535495532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044030296561005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197506073860398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177682657980628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061841663294675976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944621858846585,0.0,0.0,0.06115979588614106,0.0,0.0,0.2141654378929748,0.0,0.05655923202221625,0.053196767225387284,0.11579968715891252,0.05579970598004656,0.0,0.05985717334129216,0.0,0.056832335862988324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292229248965175,0.0,0.09277406306755842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302322372185293,0.0,0.0,0.06291692576145543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681907385787196,0.0,0.06177969248648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626743844598405,0.12862169565961265,0.0,0.08361625658717403,0.028917576780079567,0.0,0.052266455530129145,0.05238188984599828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026570101932902,0.056007653301084905,0.03951023902707235,0.0,0.0,0.06447600368476322,0.0,0.0,0.059650284404260887,0.06279195845524449,0.059765714196100016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130300397582028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598859953666385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609822343174792,0.0900343598966748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414146093482831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595432543218196,0.0,0.0,0.0602182017615923,0.0,0.0566374876064052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737195318824553,0.11375719726679835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04716730911839349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792628556016167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030414344523547,0.045567877840152086,0.11708219353679168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187895119965928,0.06775916821807586,0.0,0.0,0.05578651611857125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378099463843278,0.0,0.04699078885620068,0.03451456194703475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037317370851435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051121743643995465,0.0,0.0,0.034912197086904746,0.04698280728384156,0.0,0.07207830309724587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818944537877453,0.0647157174967632,0.35961577930039035,0.0
lonely,NinaNonGrata,2019/07/31,"Advice from virgins of Reddit I just started chatting to this very lonely 20 year old virgin guy. I am 10 years older than he is. We play video games together. I am freaking out. I started to flirt with him madly and I could tell he was responding to it but was very shy (stuttering etc). I am a very sexual person due to my age (this is around the time that women's libidos peak) and I began to get very sexual with him and he joined in. Halfway through our escapades he became very emotional and broke down. It was heart breaking. He said he had no idea what to do. He said that he had never had attention or sexual attention from women before and he was utterly nervous talking to me. He then kept apologising for breaking down. I told him everything was fine and that we could stop and just get to know each other/meme/vidya. He seemed to appreciate that. I am an extrovert and have always been life of the party, he is like the antithesis of my personality. I am certain there are men on Reddit who relate to this, I had no idea that just spamming this guy with my unbridled sexuality would be so daunting to him. Any advice would be genuinely appreciated. I am scared I damaged this person.",3.2383353858784862,5.4206038146551725,4.790985221674879,80.39063218390804,75.50862068965517,7.8673234811165855,25.702791461412147,8.704169506293173,2.0603515599343187,943,34,176,20,21,316,132,232,0.141,0.7609999999999999,0.098,-0.9007,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,3,0,0,0,6,13,1,2,5,0,28,4,1,0,2,35,39,12,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,8,14,16,0,2,6,4,0,0,3,8,0,0,15,2,24,5,28,18,2,21,0,3,0,2,36,6,0,2,14,120,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24244078517617734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321968073696837,0.0,0.0,0.08435837096948444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043095343725454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555755983008867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980879369223998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953974704784794,0.0,0.0,0.1383487332044976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148829598770628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962219000307912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456583472710096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700005135589372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28007508998913994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681747304584032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762030523657431,0.06060464812918456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567514026458653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016978825709885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249474766260711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23600024196467054,0.0,0.12419586311711653,0.0,0.0,0.11293061778807015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560670075639553,0.0,0.0,0.10371149857275022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970682949132624,0.10842531825066323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233465300501671,0.0,0.0,0.11853525560705334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5117719183217785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624336633982804,0.0,0.0,0.15976848752667944
lonely,nowandmewebsite,2019/07/31,"I always feel alone. I want to share my feelings with someone but there is no one who can understand me. How can I get rid of it?  There have been times when I felt really alone and lonely. There have been times when I have wanted to share my feelings with someone but I didn’t know whom I can go to. I felt the void of having “my person” who would always be there for me, listen to me and would not judge me. After all, all you want is interaction with people who feel like home and don’t make you feel like a burden for sharing your feelings.

Then, I realized how important it was to just vent out and to let my feelings out, no matter what. Opening up takes courage but once it’s done, there’s nothing but liberation that you feel.

There have been times when I used to just write down my feelings in a journal and just keep it locked away. So, basically my feelings never got out in the space, really.

After some time, I started sharing my feelings on the platform, **Now and Me,** [**http://www.nowandme.com**](http://www.nowandme.com/) , which is a safe space to share your struggles, issues, mental health problems etc. with people in a no-judgement zone. I interacted with so many people who really understood me, which helped me heal, grow and learn. The mixed experiences of other people made me believe that I was not alone.

Rather than feeling that how you should get rid of it, I think you should embrace these feelings and put them out there where you will be heard.",4.11603188929001,6.3225605956678725,3.820997292418774,88.22490147412759,73.0072202166065,6.493922984356197,23.8160348977136,7.333567415737692,0.9341529482551136,1163,34,222,13,24,350,136,277,0.08900000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.135,0.8886,0,5,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,8,1,0,21,13,0,1,8,0,27,2,0,6,3,71,61,21,0,9,10,0,15,2,0,5,2,2,1,1,18,18,0,2,21,0,0,3,7,4,0,1,13,17,38,9,33,40,4,32,0,1,0,0,26,16,0,1,15,168,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909966176037709,0.0,0.0,0.15585778859322236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799244294033971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551769828757697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584211231742043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445066027124404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161306855120943,0.0,0.0,0.6156155769396637,0.1338150428044229,0.17984797054576784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786228625320087,0.0,0.053226589672644264,0.0,0.07490487404401905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955143704154544,0.0,0.0,0.06277532013266941,0.0,0.09394412164241116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775202924459578,0.0,0.08324532839304748,0.0,0.0,0.05147062387386436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576911341188828,0.0,0.0915107116050406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861911646139974,0.06251578610043358,0.09495199633090792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438273501943734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223290984102103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986499627012548,0.0,0.0,0.09974007102333668,0.06346340341799385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597157778514901,0.08177638662557307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961568311550525,0.0,0.09414966430381157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999437074635566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870803444932205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628985830664617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979090831282098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041729462576267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001067485516815,0.0,0.0,0.21844514487017225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749869809492806,0.0,0.0808882980571032,0.0,0.0,0.16572135470142013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306038701063674,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,oof_quibble,2019/07/31,"I can’t sleep It’s 2:30 am, I feel really lonely and I can’t sleep. Please I just want to sleep and stop thinking how lonely I am for once",-1.5337499999999975,0.3452831250000017,1.1737500000000018,100.89625,92.75,4.45,11.125,5.985473137389443,-1.3886500000000002,108,1,28,1,4,37,21,32,0.256,0.625,0.11800000000000001,-0.6353,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,1,0,8,7,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,7,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773957214955487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29010963644520005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990263114470599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745139505237571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8178254848842302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277484311948377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455045786954085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067551543513586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pleasedphoenix,2019/07/31,My dad has cancer They did a biopsy on my dad a few days ago. Today we find out what kind of cancer is inside of him. My stomach won’t store turning and I feel like I need to vomit. I can’t sleep and just want to cry. I’m trying to stay positive but I’m so nervous and scared. Please just pray and send good vibes his way,-1.1412499999999994,0.8352707083333364,1.2966666666666669,100.015,91.91666666666666,3.7555555555555564,13.555555555555555,5.033348758259628,-1.3185111111111114,249,4,61,1,9,84,54,72,0.18600000000000005,0.632,0.182,-0.3308,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,1,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,5,5,2,0,0,13,11,6,0,2,3,2,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,10,3,7,9,1,8,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331817193196496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889527396653144,0.16964822820891387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300813182875532,0.1879260075356194,0.0,0.0,0.24042681730308416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206374229372888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27393051971061577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285150183287939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950513919551451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28875457090887674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26336319271805936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632442229172627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28038082819050386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24934466924838286,0.0,0.0,0.17859656725124526,0.2861274842052757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515621113912995,0.2088002181213358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,What7268,2019/07/31,"Do you consider yourself are a boring person? Occasionally I sometimes do. I'm wondering if there is a lot of people who think the same way here. Just a reminder that you are not boring. Just because you don't like socializing doesn't make you boring. If you consider yourself that you are boring, then you are a loser. And nobody is a loser because each and everyone of you, I know for a fact has a hobby/interest that makes you a unique person. Don't forget it.",2.6208302808302832,4.986226736263738,4.6917948717948725,79.4337606837607,78.34065934065934,7.121367521367523,24.3968253968254,8.167268648758528,1.7852481074481077,367,13,66,7,9,126,51,91,0.20600000000000002,0.775,0.019,-0.9376,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,9,0,2,4,7,0,0,9,0,12,0,0,2,1,17,18,5,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,11,1,3,18,3,2,0,2,0,0,13,0,0,4,2,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354485167843425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629103622123749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121107207097684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442068277321306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339162364514367,0.0,0.0,0.3673193882698009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074910233705605,0.4804874765865242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28047303588173017,0.0,0.0,0.2721228772986714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630014555080042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21839523697735266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983802051400841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,H3ISEN,2019/07/31,"All I have ever known is loneliness I’ve never felt close to many people ( the people I did feel close too did not like me anywhere’ near as much as I liked/needed them), I’ve never felt like I’ve been wanted or appreciated, just put up with. It’s at a point where I fantasise about certain people I know messaging me, I feel like any romantic intimacy is impossible for me,  it seems like an alien concept and I feel like I should give up on ever achieving it. One part of myself wants complete isolation because I know that it would be easier for me but the other, smaller part wants to have genuine friendships and connections with other people. Sometimes when I see people being happy with one another all I can think to myself is “fuck you and your happiness” despite knowing that bring spiteful is totally wrong. Sometimes I wonder if people say “things get better” as a sort of taunt. Im only 17 but I feel like I have missed out on so many important experiences.",3.880887096774192,5.995372290322582,5.184610215053766,78.59691532258066,73.40860215053762,7.8758064516129025,26.678763440860216,8.660442795831766,2.190689247311828,770,28,136,15,16,256,113,186,0.151,0.713,0.136,0.0227,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,2,8,14,2,0,5,0,15,1,0,0,8,42,36,12,0,6,6,0,6,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,0,13,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,5,8,23,10,21,27,6,18,0,1,1,1,6,11,1,5,11,98,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732294512686271,0.11291704787951826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564373938591554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523857771893568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290560986500905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481438500800227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533653356923196,0.0,0.0,0.21779496313739674,0.23079042604970504,0.2067888575980072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955299099509513,0.05626093615295673,0.10330120595217106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292652401515526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631821306700095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775424789910189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156565312362766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183512528757936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916082063366099,0.07984701787906896,0.16610652721492256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459402032979708,0.08189924866226607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23322459047058536,0.0,0.4479310678828614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179707430715854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082531065851897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563538573715274,0.0,0.0,0.08581095445451037,0.09803232420217013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300631655287436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715410886156595,0.06900016085434607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905461013227276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677972293270808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649629111182032,0.11773657625170993,0.0,0.0
lonely,elasticbrainz,2019/07/31,"I strained a relationship with someone months ago and I regret it We were insanely close. She made me feel happy, and my anxiety and absolute fear of death became non-existent. We ended up dating for a short time, but I misunderstood her sudden quietness as dislike towards me. 

Thanks, anxiety.

In reality (which she told me after I had shut down and became my cold, confrontational self) she was still shaken by the fact that I asked her to date me because she had a crush on me for a long time. She’s a timid person, but she had become much more animated and happy the more we spoke.

I should’ve understood, because she has an insanely rare pure hearted personality. However, I’m too used to the ungodly city life where you have to be a cold shell of a person in order to survive. 

She just talking to me again, just about casual stuff. I’m happy, but I don’t know what to do. I miss our old conversations so much. I miss being happy. I just want to hear her be happy again, too. I’ve been having the absolute worst panic attacks daily for the past month now thanks to my depression plummeting. 

I just miss *her*. I want to call her and say all of this, but I’m scared about what may happen. I just hate this anxiety-filled, neurotic person that I am now.",3.2862891986062728,5.2167584186991895,4.855807200929154,81.11329268292684,74.5691056910569,8.26295005807201,24.722415795586535,8.976282227363876,1.9623684088269453,985,32,191,22,21,331,140,246,0.226,0.649,0.125,-0.9744,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,4,1,0,1,16,22,3,5,13,0,16,2,1,2,3,32,37,12,1,3,9,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,5,9,11,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,14,0,0,10,7,41,8,27,23,6,29,0,5,0,0,32,10,0,1,18,136,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752335297009417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832527055115135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285095997056716,0.1251601180611744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413057479847515,0.12150503387365187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123395660784528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475740366085628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744232780642707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379961064688698,0.05562785550288828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728759047145792,0.5855752340305472,0.0,0.10861892208300003,0.0,0.0,0.1239970537313097,0.1303705684559276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046241672850487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777081973551031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736150361484812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410066065513138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562889641124665,0.0,0.16175017560608534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544424055866365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290811398087735,0.0,0.0,0.10502358958617784,0.0,0.3842500902125173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811698901882255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748986285261752,0.11014611984898386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477163127439692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932169711071774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785964670694248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594304101663265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884274251595442,0.0,0.20257757959398606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830349029600124,0.0,0.0,0.1051258724947421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950192870708815,0.0,0.0,0.12978164830907266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,simple-squamous-epi,2019/07/31,I messed up a date I just messed up a date and I’m stuck on the train home trying really hard right now not to breakdown because I feel like a worthless piece of shit,4.84,4.114911888888893,5.196666666666669,89.86500000000002,69.0,8.311111111111114,26.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.9370999999999996,132,3,31,1,2,42,28,36,0.38,0.557,0.063,-0.8883,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,1,5,2,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522659873160939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20924410279754727,0.2956391334760074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37070901466905903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151036854372113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021756815653973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651091072313681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35340724248267474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247889658283421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809623589430001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TrustingGod17,2019/07/31,"Lonely without a GF I’m 16 and decently good looking and decently popular jock. But seeing all my friends and everyone around have someone to be with  and drive at night with really tears me apart. My problem is my pickiness, even when I like a girl my mind looks at all the downsides and turns me away. I know it’s not a huge problem it just makes me really lonely and my friends would just make fun of me because well, they’re asshole jocks.",6.210000000000001,6.037504545454552,6.426272727272727,80.33690909090909,66.04545454545455,10.221818181818184,34.64545454545455,9.888512548439397,3.2165836363636355,352,15,70,7,5,113,62,88,0.146,0.659,0.195,0.7142,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,2,2,23,12,8,0,3,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,3,11,7,9,10,2,9,0,2,3,0,4,6,0,0,3,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319531326799252,0.0,0.0,0.1933449839541784,0.0,0.0,0.12544670378098738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592130299741553,0.0,0.0,0.1966396432189998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179832279002468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260555351012197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309592749631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053782163377514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456208680603793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747307213340226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778762893445152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311848091637532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938234292633041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26366664803546225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639867180834068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436385073891264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238386948516322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850284934628714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837268224651666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461861810618859,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,viiicce,2019/07/31,"Why are we still here? Just to suffer? You feel it too, don't you? Kaz was onto something",-2.1981578947368448,-0.9860277894736812,-0.0743421052631561,104.05585526315792,116.36842105263158,1.9,10.013157894736842,3.1291,-2.151852631578948,68,1,16,0,4,22,18,19,0.192,0.8079999999999999,0.0,-0.6174,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33337949363313674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075881533419097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5265456355481106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5949471182358139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelyminnie,2019/07/31,"Single Mom & Alone Today, I turn 27 years old and I haven’t received a happy birthday from anyone. 
I moved away from home for a man that ended up cheating on me, impregnating me, and leaving me. I’m not able to spend my birthday with love ones. Alone and 9 months pregnant, just looking for someone to cheer me up or share some wonderful stories that will help me get through this rough patch.",5.415844155844155,6.179156558441563,5.127688311688313,85.72867532467534,67.83116883116882,7.19896103896104,30.984415584415583,6.742157984588678,1.6332566233766237,313,12,61,2,5,96,60,77,0.087,0.6859999999999999,0.22699999999999998,0.9217,0,2,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,8,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,2,9,4,12,7,2,11,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,3,5,37,12,0,0.20755890786682812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299368641171885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488998995651252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451300143654714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950084263623245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383558562225172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844096268241624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209503169664476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912236078913148,0.0,0.2081985079093505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219774914290552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429720756140302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873300179906168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430904843283743,0.16567154003181433,0.2206022713305712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779815863982505,0.0,0.14064728763731907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758639890814491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674157543167045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257644897183277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22508878171134344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366113158013432
lonely,MisterEm5000,2019/07/31,im not close to a single person know one truly knows me and it sucks. i wonder how it got this bad..... :/,-2.0331884057971017,-0.2309415652173872,1.2521739130434817,99.74028985507248,95.08695652173913,3.066666666666667,7.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.29443768115942,76,0,19,0,3,27,21,23,0.19,0.698,0.11199999999999999,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378058230455073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235780738968695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370137853142851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446910978206255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741525982523716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532620008011548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387477027125552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fuentura,2019/07/31,"What am I suppose to do? I'm gradually being sucked into an eternal black hole of abyss mentally. Emotionally confused as i spin infinitely, rotating through peerless emotions and blending them into disgusting mush. Getting sick of feelings as I puke out fake friends and unwanted feelings although I regurgitate it once more involuntarily. Hatred for myself grows as my strong negative affections increases positively. I'm lost but found it comfortably awkward, peacefully left in distress. bubbling up inside like mob psycho 100 and building myself up so I can tear it down later just so I can still feel empowered. Eventually losing self esteem and looking for a way to win confidence but I get ditched, feelings betrayed because I felt like an imbecile. Not knowing they were the basically the same and realising I needed the other to move on. Decisions mostly turn into regret and eventually hating to choose, instead I stay neutral but never progressing. At the end I want to say ""fuck it"" I have nothing else to lose, but at the same time I leave my dignity and mental state vulnerable once again.",6.019953461314721,9.055401015706812,6.8970244328097765,64.51393688190811,70.2565445026178,9.689470622454916,37.31268179173938,9.994966539143718,4.873470971495057,898,51,124,26,18,297,136,191,0.237,0.594,0.16899999999999998,-0.9217,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,6,6,18,4,3,8,0,7,2,0,1,1,36,26,17,0,4,6,0,5,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,6,11,0,0,9,0,0,3,3,12,0,1,4,8,19,6,25,21,5,26,0,4,2,1,6,12,2,2,10,91,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097434237819528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246695318653177,0.33574622213132943,0.1321809245253605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301837673022009,0.0,0.14329226600361342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636322006717653,0.11530121626800807,0.13796849436496886,0.15594180697131482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734202132773824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201752074404224,0.0,0.0,0.15802191539835786,0.16214795633884685,0.0,0.0,0.14582068610168142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532266785928667,0.3339191878233882,0.16291134097223905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007944083330559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586167992348693,0.0,0.11065838129213676,0.1151018529677612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431982680802685,0.0,0.0,0.3178680469937962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868036426048115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568819703558998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906827570881862,0.11918197760285044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702211014933015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232852238567191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802467390761026,0.11845849403661547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wannatakethisdowntow,2019/07/31,"19F I guess what I’m saying, I guess what I’m saying, I guess what I’m saying is I, I.F.L Been listening to I.F.L.Y., thought I’d be “creative” with the acronym and drop the Y, and in this case, the ‘L’ is for “lonely” so please hmu and we can talk about whatever you want! I guess the title will be confusing if you don’t know this song, so it’s a bonus if you do :)",-0.1216249999999981,1.5994520875000011,2.0275,98.3375,84.375,5.5,18.75,6.6274283507984215,-0.20375000000000032,277,7,70,3,8,93,50,80,0.079,0.7490000000000001,0.172,0.8299,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,0,1,3,3,0,1,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,15,20,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,9,1,5,15,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,7,0,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8292002099864453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341809171915914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20656370259292228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489417633577477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125091024235282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493928673090866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099267226250044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Donkerblonker,2019/07/31,"Does it get better? I'm 17M, I broke up with my first love a few months ago, and I can't find anyone to talk to, I struggle to talk to people incase I put trust in them and get screwed around and betrayed again. I physically can't trust anyone with what's going on in my head.

I'm just asking if it gets easier, or if these issues ever go away.

I'd appreciate any thoughts",0.5536111111111097,2.400904654320989,2.9266512345679025,92.11368055555558,82.7037037037037,5.531481481481482,17.532407407407412,6.6274283507984215,-0.2095074074074077,291,6,67,3,8,100,57,81,0.13699999999999998,0.648,0.215,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,4,7,1,1,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,13,12,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,1,0,8,4,12,11,1,14,0,1,0,2,5,6,1,3,5,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855644572367688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423562137392175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927463389512925,0.0,0.0,0.18635414873796086,0.19570166510857712,0.0,0.19667883012283807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514140268840587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831920588844307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935713535487564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913300578972574,0.17806178924256344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32810953981257096,0.0,0.2379418740616589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483996748337472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184932490963562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889346500177848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709064980384564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512779065273665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044131987887385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188442925844476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33651400725747554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661900492146189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,drummerboy2200,2019/07/31,"Life is pretty miserable Lately I’ve been finding myself feeling terrible, people don’t treat me like I have feelings and all the people I thought cared is gone or turned on me. My “friends” don’t talk to me, my parents are always mad at me, and I find myself always missing my ex. I know that it’s not healthy to think like this but I’m scared of my friends because they admitted to becoming my friend because they saw what I was going through. Knowing that makes me question that validity of the relationships constantly. I just want to be around people and I’m constantly pushing past my comfort zone just to be apart of the group but I always feel like I’m by myself.",3.731136363636363,5.6538922651515175,4.555151515151518,83.77772727272728,73.31818181818181,7.2242424242424255,30.181818181818183,8.00094639256281,2.160263636363636,537,24,101,8,11,173,81,132,0.09300000000000001,0.6920000000000001,0.214,0.9363,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,4,14,1,2,3,0,10,1,0,1,1,24,29,6,0,1,6,2,3,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,11,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,5,4,23,9,13,22,1,11,0,2,1,0,12,4,0,2,7,65,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364135805353406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985851754469788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784650374801997,0.16110603786407832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872795628708033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31527528822683504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127437298437355,0.10421219844021316,0.0,0.0,0.2666518330666807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33810496984819793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290338379024255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033673812963686,0.0,0.16455188427407644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030349063435411,0.21379956028847308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737182562152076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619754777735415,0.0,0.1392529499484485,0.30339136332084216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840599261253826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341192564924026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661375910602354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604501878847434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724775222720822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346997505621524,0.0,0.11580742134180695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586686938876593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086040086076952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sadboi_j,2019/07/31,"Damn. You ever just feel like no matter what you do you’ll end up in the same cycle and that you are doomed? Well here’s my story. 

Through friends/family or say, people that know me through social media, they’ll say i have a pretty decent life and have nothing to worry about. Got good results in high school, managed to get into an excellent uni and am a year away from finishing my degree at the age of 20. 

But deep down there’s always this feeling of loneliness that to this day I can find no cure of. Got into a few relationships with the hope that it’ll cure me but long story short it made me feel even worse. It feels like I can never get anything done and destined to be a failure for some reason. I know it doesn’t make sense but it’s just how I feel. I’ve never been that close to anyone, ever. Not with parents or family. I think even my close friends doesn’t ’t really understand me. Watched so many videos about depression/loneliness but I still could not overcome this sense of being alone. 

I also tried to fill this void of loneliness by buying more and more expensive stuff, to make me feel confident about myself. But i just end up feel like shit for spending those money. At this point in life I don’t even know how to fix myself. Probably something you’ll never hear from a 20 year old. Somehow a coping mechanism has helped get through this at times; weed. By getting high all the time, I could remove these unwanted feelings in my head and are able to feel happy. But my addiction is costing me a lot of money, and being a broke college student made me feel even worse about myself. 

I don’t even know what caused these emotions, but they are real and I hate them :(",3.983462686567165,5.352627883582091,4.500477611940301,86.66325373134329,71.65671641791045,7.389850746268658,24.743283582089553,7.839951260653429,1.2221665671641793,1331,38,266,17,25,422,175,335,0.136,0.764,0.1,-0.9488,1,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,5,3,1,23,14,3,0,13,0,26,5,2,9,6,70,55,21,0,4,14,1,10,3,1,4,3,3,0,0,22,14,0,0,18,1,6,2,11,5,1,0,6,14,36,9,43,40,7,39,1,2,1,0,16,20,2,6,20,186,58,5,0.08589905604285535,0.0,0.0,0.09364265026359438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896551626053859,0.0,0.06869344408299727,0.07147489585756388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060062617237698526,0.0,0.07068760404935913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070499077627626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882419925399974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716681316082946,0.0,0.0,0.05539778489603848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790455784709443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662487635135332,0.15216213492671482,0.0,0.0,0.2836775819150701,0.15540122800906164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195597043398122,0.0,0.43433143713116346,0.18409890840137647,0.0,0.0,0.07851018103055891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636539761688855,0.0,0.1795148457183951,0.0,0.0,0.07204805275563711,0.13740264429115653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144114244407626,0.0,0.08480753410581822,0.08815721337823793,0.0,0.09681447911353257,0.0,0.05757632659113573,0.1815141377894285,0.0,0.08531714460355165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883149898705928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134608723991383,0.12589781956086862,0.0,0.0,0.07601796151227211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302830566832254,0.0,0.16255952756006992,0.11467657385141515,0.08708816043748943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875194258724224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242246098347246,0.0,0.0901366095404428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953807362676707,0.0,0.0,0.05955158976029733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120237298910105,0.0,0.0,0.08739022126366965,0.09261371089747054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777193147340983,0.055029134872091386,0.08831853607963673,0.0,0.0922234393657102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366207542018684,0.0,0.08693443064710267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817414662538685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875632701124864,0.0,0.06612928998996834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859909711615844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833386799996806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504064666039786,0.0,0.0,0.10017686072099816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831982049097225,0.0,0.0,0.08942394673352995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723356744444063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723466105092532,0.17507695333866674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063235156083956
lonely,mackenziemackenzie,2019/07/31,"i’m surrounded by friends, yet feeling super alone. looking for someone (19 or less) to chat with maybe hey, 17f here, i’ve been in a weird place all summer. i’ve has the same stable friend group for years, but this summer something feels off. we’re probably the closest we’ve ever been (save one of my friends, who’s been flaky and weird), but i’ve never felt more alone. i don’t think any of them understand me, and not in that angsts way, but legitimately. 
i’ve dealt with anger management problems for my whole life and they’ve started to regularly interfere with my personal relationships. and while my friends don’t seem to hold it against me, i can’t help feeling this powerful disconnect, like i’m really alone in all of this. 
i don’t know if i’m making sense, i just need someone to vent to and try to wrap my head around what exactly i’m feeling. i don’t feel comfortable enough to talk to my friends about it, because i know they won’t get how i feel because it’s not mutual throughout the group
any help is welcome! and friends, too, of course",6.115142857142858,5.971899704761902,6.125476190476192,82.31535714285717,66.23809523809524,9.857142857142858,33.214285714285715,9.516144504307137,2.7618571428571435,838,33,174,15,12,265,121,210,0.07200000000000001,0.6990000000000001,0.22899999999999998,0.9881,1,3,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,2,8,15,1,0,4,0,11,2,1,2,5,43,32,13,0,3,8,0,7,1,6,1,1,0,0,1,9,10,0,2,12,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,4,8,17,11,26,27,7,17,0,0,1,0,19,8,0,3,9,96,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36797411187316537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107328197168652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542804405170103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438797998085434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237012160186185,0.0,0.0,0.1071269544729546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35929140088141354,0.0,0.11371162623594792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5489935712994019,0.0,0.061874925156230436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215436184774852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876261974168954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301723522665271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365079819358577,0.057859045075907126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945159472980687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790531211592396,0.0,0.11897911876873303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781454047945028,0.09134072095283248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025141220363817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340873886622076,0.12373441977339435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768785572667646,0.1133217687404066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586945999918178,0.0,0.0,0.12714978275066954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781446484305997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006911575279706,0.09117340356758392,0.0,0.0,0.08382555074849776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518976052162503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758853314673498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040637560782933,0.0,0.0,0.12329008197999795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400443146055913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222316089124758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626520742939613
lonely,RinebooDersh,2019/07/31,"[L] I was broken up with yesterday We were together 6 years and I thought we were going to have a future together. It was my first relationship. The main reasons were my being able to cope with anxiety/depression, him being concerned about me being able to make it in the real world (particularly full time employment), and the final nail in the coffin was when I voiced my concerns to my parents and he was concerned about them not liking him anymore. It was over text but I don’t even know if it was rude or not (I have autism so sometimes I have a hard time whether someone is being an ass to me). Everything just sucks and I feel alone, numb and heartbroken.",4.177968749999998,5.866457109375002,5.073875000000001,81.48362500000003,71.65625,8.245000000000001,28.425,8.841846274778883,2.2743006250000004,522,20,99,10,10,170,81,128,0.213,0.787,0.0,-0.9822,2,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,1,1,6,4,2,0,7,0,18,2,1,2,0,22,24,11,1,1,7,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,10,3,18,1,13,10,2,15,0,0,0,1,8,6,2,2,9,78,22,1,0.43465606100875054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22508629689785734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553100847649528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718431421953574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354311447866858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532042042502973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988758219969023,0.0,0.0,0.2380722345073357,0.0,0.18485911172494576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235125280620648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194683227756371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943780194619465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617549804159362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506814794148434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413170588366929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473668778749316,0.0,0.2234494112908652,0.0,0.2333289720167597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841413349902416,0.0,0.21494297923217795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725341804438963,0.2534514445856529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995212626544765
lonely,owopuppyowo,2019/07/31,Im 19 male Im lonely dm me,-9.838333333333333,-15.884370666666666,-1.6013888888888896,110.55125,200.11111111111111,0.9,2.25,3.1291,-3.405466666666667,20,0,8,0,4,10,7,9,0.294,0.706,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Carl6256,2019/07/31,M55F Lonely and bored Lonely and bored love to chat or whatever else you have in mind open to alot.,7.174499999999997,5.945243450000002,6.370000000000001,85.01500000000003,64.5,10.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,1.3055,79,1,17,1,1,24,16,20,0.324,0.528,0.14800000000000002,-0.4588,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,2,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.524991727478503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5672032471883667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6345582419747692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LoneeWalk,2019/07/31,"I thought I had a friend, but now it looks like I'm alone again. I thought i had made a friend, but they seem to have sided with the person that insulted me quite frequently.",5.363333333333333,4.768228666666668,5.196666666666669,89.86500000000002,67.8888888888889,9.422222222222222,29.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.7440444444444445,136,4,32,2,2,42,27,36,0.171,0.591,0.23800000000000002,0.4019,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,6,3,2,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,4,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189710680740877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475884199874193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046190052606315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586229332641635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29141508030822216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689134492351629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32757122020535245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803704980475413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4889983315194952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dontgodry,2019/07/31,"Anyone else have a bunch of friends but you're not really ""in"" any group and just feel left out whenever you're among them? Where all my boys that never really had a solid friend group, you were just kinda friends with a bunch of people but never got super close, and have a bunch of people you can hang out with but aren't super close with anyone? You can chill with a bunch of people but always feel super left out cuz you're not really a part of their group",6.258829787234043,5.456740840425535,6.178170212765959,84.25300000000001,66.12765957446808,9.222127659574467,21.99148936170213,8.238735603445708,0.8270834042553191,365,3,77,4,5,115,48,94,0.146,0.748,0.106,-0.6245,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,2,3,3,6,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,1,3,26,10,7,0,0,8,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,11,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,2,6,6,14,7,6,13,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,1,2,54,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567289309221103,0.0,0.0,0.128089887529005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26340856254783074,0.1929950127280592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573489252508084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904789114854715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365747313340776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506470858561245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093029993743057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905465768239114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397334026708733,0.0,0.3917511268478094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620008413272333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Budderball11,2019/07/31,"I wish I had a friend Today was a rough day. Messed up a bunch of things. I thought I had a friend to hang out with tonight because I’d been feeling really alone. He made plans with me, then just read my texts and never answered. I called my mother. She didn’t want to talk. I just wish I had someone to call right now, but everyone I thought I was friends with just doesn’t answer me.",1.0187962962962978,2.981630679012348,1.906898148148148,99.42479166666668,81.71604938271605,5.037654320987656,21.23611111111111,5.985473137389443,-0.12950740740740718,299,9,71,2,8,93,54,81,0.045,0.759,0.196,0.8444,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,1,19,15,3,0,3,4,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,10,2,14,3,9,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,6,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908275331058545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717600099589412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925578079856777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396649857134362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836751890260024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719259999592568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455278844253385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188394607159444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825251258108849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227279379501155,0.0,0.12314155127872667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415549253263995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628680398290968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449977865414913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770294241760538,0.0,0.0,0.3052036499453665,0.0,0.0,0.1822028199792756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337679402597745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420888123139617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LucksBrain,2019/07/31,"Forgotten Today I heard from a friend she had forgotten I was coming to Pride Amsterdam with her (even though she invited me). They apparently changed the date, reserved musical seats and didnt tell me until I asked them. They even invited someone else already.

A few weeks ago my best friends forgot I had arranged to come to prom with them. They had already hired a firetruck to bring them together with 4 other friends. 

Recently they forgot i wasnt on vacation so they didnt invite me to most parties or to hang out.

Am I that forgettable? Did I make that little impact in their life? 6 years of friendship, and I get this? Was this even worth it?

Maybe I should have ended it 3 years ago.
Well, just 1 month until I go yo university, so this can all start over again with new people.",3.6589827935222665,5.690990940789478,4.34105263157895,84.76467611336035,73.80263157894737,7.8348178137651825,26.823886639676108,8.617729084823388,1.9670591093117404,621,23,121,12,13,198,100,152,0.036000000000000004,0.7879999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.9696,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,9,2,9,6,0,0,4,0,13,1,0,1,1,17,24,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,8,9,0,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,0,12,1,26,6,18,11,4,25,0,0,0,0,18,5,0,2,15,85,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28611838842215753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561875324695085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087438043416412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693649375851291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707252785978231,0.2780399694799577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481752310476308,0.0,0.1429403365808598,0.0,0.0,0.3197823352747828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740599043480619,0.0,0.08431766707468644,0.0,0.09171953853453267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399189792649515,0.0,0.16175144401803726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772659092983856,0.0,0.16213420379663182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881698401242792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586786887352494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188492180872643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934947556778092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674206605139586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423003522861415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105871666740358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856119458117615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152975317137117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945433415242338,0.0,0.14510564183613653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785493810867944
lonely,pepperiosredditor,2019/11/01,Anyone want to talk? I'm kind of lonely and I know I won't sleep for another 2 hours due to my poor sleeping habits so might as well enjoy some company.,1.197272727272729,2.890719636363638,3.3606060606060595,90.5609090909091,79.9090909090909,6.824242424242425,20.090909090909093,7.793537801064563,0.6405636363636362,120,3,27,2,3,41,30,33,0.165,0.643,0.192,-0.0076,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,5,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179256954207436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212000528099412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985853453496544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31573024227908697,0.1666276768652602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32164127519404584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6068265950653499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24369612104117205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883187381170162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726081186310017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,monicafaloolageller,2019/11/01,"Don't know why I'm here. :( hi everyone,

recently my boyfriend (24) and i (23f) and i relocated to a different province. he's working & i'm finishing up a course so that i can graduate university. this course has been holding me back. idk why i'm even posting here, i just feel so lonely here. i've made a friend but she lives kinda far away. all i do during the day is study and pretty much just clean around the place. i feel sad. :( i'm hoping it'll pass soon.",-0.4861160714285724,1.7500802395833333,1.9572023809523813,93.24375000000002,95.5625,5.65952380952381,19.357142857142858,7.1686216300943375,0.5787017857142862,357,12,80,7,14,121,70,96,0.134,0.728,0.138,0.3355,1,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,1,1,15,16,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,9,2,4,13,2,12,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,2,5,43,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24710373472960195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030224252563495,0.0,0.0,0.21427058833161505,0.17536464464270518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708032115198155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382749506171496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063197898611186,0.0,0.0,0.2179218264686892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306287422124758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619917498847387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22651579032644276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533622764316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138182653711276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579660237966708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765089726828344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382749506171496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184191632157807,0.2320197790060449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22518248390313836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115787208935413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603094715405992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thecapriciousbitch,2019/11/01,I’m so fucking alone I just want people I know to care.,-2.600769230769231,-0.9039553076923068,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,102.07692307692308,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.5574307692307694,43,1,11,0,2,15,11,13,0.179,0.488,0.332,0.2942,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5116564492073927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036870213701197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567141702288407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271500853171251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34249174559024353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913862044260019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,soapyrubberduck,2019/11/01,"The three friends I do have keep getting “cough cough I’m ~sick” Whenever we make plans to catch up, the three (literally 3, that’s it) keep getting fake sick and cancelling last minute. I don’t even know if I can call them friends anymore.

A coworker invited basically everyone to her Halloween party but me.

I had a boyfriend turned long distance friends with benefits of 6 years who dumped me for his secret second girlfriend so ouch.

Sometimes even my parents are too busy for me to visit them.

My dog doesn’t even want to wake up from a nap to go on a walk.

I’m lonely. All I want to do is be around people. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong :(",1.9091485613623007,4.109192328244276,3.0224427480916027,91.34127422196129,79.91603053435114,6.168173810921902,25.344098649442163,7.321109707123232,1.128105813270699,509,20,108,7,13,163,91,131,0.149,0.731,0.12,-0.7184,2,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,2,1,6,8,1,0,6,0,12,5,1,1,1,15,26,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,1,0,4,3,4,0,3,1,0,16,4,15,24,1,11,0,1,0,0,14,4,0,1,3,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883096527379345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950114909333686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944251730994072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377282856750094,0.0,0.0,0.18194049229941567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413201535564387,0.0,0.19895789603954164,0.0,0.10821176062891057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384820859253066,0.0,0.0,0.2092836255080176,0.1552057909994755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850276224421146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709706412968114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142263231295075,0.0,0.0,0.13200311046257454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883157812610681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071063681274503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461204291991302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081783836146514,0.0,0.12261481668753164
lonely,Pjaesene,2019/11/01,"Ever thought of the term situational friends? Hello, I have never really been on this sub, but am quite a lonely guy.

I've had this reoccurring thought in my head, that pretty much all friends you had were situational, and then when the situation no longer exists, you loose the friend. This happened to my football friends, my college friends, until I no longer have any friends. What's worse is that part of embracing the loneliness makes you actively do things to push people away. I shaved my hair because I box, and because why do I need to look nice if I can't get a girlfriend of have friends, why dress as best as I can either, I'm not trying to impress anyone.

Being in crowded public places is the worst, so many people, surely one could have a connection, but no.

I was at the cinema earlier, alone as I have been for the last few weekends (I go for five guy's and a movie by myself on friday's after work), and i remembered  being in there on a date with one of the girls who got away, they're so rare. I wish I had someone to do these things with, but I don't, the alternative is spending all my time at home, but I don't think that would be good for me.

It's almost as if people can sense nobody wants to be around you, I feel anti magnetic. I work, I train, I'm clean, but for the life of me I can't find anyone to love me, let alone just be my friend and hang out.",4.785500625782226,4.788190195035462,5.608489778890281,84.3979411764706,69.0354609929078,8.621109720483942,27.58114309553609,8.313332769828598,1.5831628702544849,1073,31,233,14,17,352,154,282,0.121,0.6659999999999999,0.213,0.9882,0,4,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,0,4,8,16,0,0,15,0,33,4,2,1,5,37,49,21,0,7,10,0,2,0,9,1,1,0,2,3,12,9,0,0,6,2,1,3,9,2,0,3,10,3,33,14,37,31,9,27,0,1,1,1,21,13,0,3,11,165,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533987791956113,0.1972193802538714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474661903021846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314723103898374,0.0,0.0,0.08475781110012359,0.0,0.0,0.1789073894392894,0.0,0.0,0.11607925806101713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999178761666033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601808829995088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861236329728127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04814144876365764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702095990271919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5884771151093763,0.0,0.04974372108861532,0.0,0.05411050022526095,0.07985831426725293,0.07614878632577772,0.0,0.0,0.1885473514904975,0.08419460915185234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771376437836864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550421033091698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760952173802067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735950893563193,0.06725021426167785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995310503514001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593147769944623,0.0,0.06355395825046521,0.0965288223508557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999090402692835,0.07059761281496824,0.07343244998904412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903462446364852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310403427908148,0.0,0.1980215726157952,0.0,0.09947503695121004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686362762958738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012684213461306,0.0,0.0,0.06099448601859249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785529300968648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210628352751996,0.0,0.0,0.0806718144693989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897350662421769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650766950618025,0.0610072457251105,0.0,0.15117350371264987,0.05551819181635255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464189349535816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056157805438049435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182590265226996,0.0,0.10948773830461901,0.0,0.0,0.13862921436279416,0.0,0.09702795444099294,0.06763503115260437,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,undertaker-,2019/11/01,"Is this normal? So I’m 18 and I’m about to leave sixth form next year (equivalent to graduating from High school). Ever since after turning 17 All my friends from secondary school have just left me. They’ve either massively changed and I get the impression they don’t like me no more. They never invite me to hangout and I’m pretty sure they have another group chat without me. I know they seem really toxic but they’re the only people I know. In school I hangout with this one guy but I only hang out with him because I have no one else. I’m very bad at making conversation and I wouldn’t say I’m not confident because I could approach you and talk to you but I wouldn’t know what to talk about. I’m a virgin and have never kissed a girl and I’m 18 and I’m just super scared that I’ll be lonely when I’m older. Not to make it seem like I’m suicidal but I’m pretty sure if I died nobody would care and neither would I. This summer one of my closest friend the only real friend I had blocked me on all social media with no reason. I’m just so tired all the time. My only hope is that when I start university next year that it will be the best years of my life as people make it seem to be and that when this all stops. That is honestly the only shit that is motivating me. When I do get comfortable around people I get told I try to hard or I’m arrogant which I’ve taken in and have tried to change about myself but when I do try to change I just shut myself up and I go back to this never ending cycle of meeting people, getting comfortable then shutting up. I know I need to work on myself and I try to. I try to stay positive but it’s hard not having anyone with you to relate and to talk to about your problems.",1.4766650461837614,3.3599418236914618,3.29944336412251,90.42317574137094,79.79889807162535,6.0336736347431525,19.49189758548048,7.048011613610866,0.26693783827580564,1354,32,293,16,34,453,164,363,0.157,0.675,0.168,0.8214,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,4,4,18,21,1,1,8,0,23,5,1,5,10,71,58,31,2,10,17,0,2,2,3,5,2,1,0,2,17,20,0,2,9,3,0,3,14,5,0,3,3,3,45,16,42,46,9,41,0,1,0,2,24,14,1,6,25,192,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477674230046747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653117818760051,0.0,0.0,0.07197234046405661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216753589484737,0.06750515289584155,0.0985690377505564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484555356689401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243047363244854,0.0,0.25658110191574324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455097956797996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390801899043243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753857995307706,0.0,0.07160780830533646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313213205799375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739014169115364,0.0,0.1689600985995106,0.0,0.045948087784999606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005276445282368,0.0,0.0,0.14484882108026806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542092019012427,0.0,0.08030084145273368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772897032480686,0.0,0.0,0.08560692903700085,0.08784217402251933,0.0,0.057105713966640825,0.07899702453146662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190108244905765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994816713077115,0.18706613195135666,0.0,0.17196667655192588,0.0,0.0792144023049697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643551869085938,0.3074447848588432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420078823879452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450405917408353,0.0,0.07736113284785956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202333721148694,0.05179364423385726,0.08312576324516628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429400311798783,0.08094349153266453,0.24546911284766754,0.0,0.2208044199367723,0.0,0.0,0.0829898633070349,0.06687874680426639,0.0,0.0,0.08241490386321433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057225011924714686,0.0861737851760303,0.0,0.06759299863834513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843517925543143,0.0,0.15239758213003712,0.0,0.0,0.19494897912346906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04714343317142956,0.09292350211005217,0.0,0.07725424356126903,0.0,0.2744542542157757,0.08793999402880186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670851169699751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077935106366659,0.0,0.05885869918583325,0.0,0.0,0.11486496468536615,0.0,0.0,0.15619142489199495
lonely,XENO-BLAZE,2019/11/01,"I hate school I hate my school even though I get a decent education my whole class just belittles me and Harasses me. I get called a cracker and a fat bitch every day and it’s horrible. I’ve been beaten up 5 times in the span of one month and the teachers don’t do shit, they just say I’m lying and to deal with it or to man up. But this probably doesn’t matter since I’m still in middle school",0.9776744186046501,2.7100729883720973,3.009476744186045,92.6330523255814,80.74418604651162,6.625581395348838,18.88953488372093,7.645422480735847,0.3273999999999999,311,7,73,5,8,105,59,86,0.304,0.684,0.012,-0.9816,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,6,0,5,0,4,2,2,0,0,11,10,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,9,0,8,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,1,4,43,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144013370461472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272262456082161,0.20338216763302733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029847232340316,0.0,0.16621294511902698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20613639962816266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38953702512916094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746325898556787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367884595386706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126961348985726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688123326488468,0.0,0.5989593941025778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250025620895426,0.1631881632663168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754430605087896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938219764948693,0.0,0.11503281142258436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025082264550053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,it-is-not,2019/11/01,Has anyone else ever felt this?  I came across a  meme for a friend and I would have sent it except for the fact that we don’t talk anymore. I swear that shit hurts more than breakups.,1.0444736842105264,3.21155318421053,1.157105263157895,103.68723684210528,82.94736842105263,3.8,14.76315789473684,3.1291,-1.5297578947368424,143,2,34,0,4,42,33,38,0.20199999999999999,0.716,0.08199999999999999,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,2,8,7,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,1,4,1,5,3,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31028533362622057,0.21876764554914693,0.32057473097199324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35784265715998365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26136472993779336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830109836243564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004065535969792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417244277771336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349363580695189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211590060952908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514749708766646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22225556485761672,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FoxPrime,2019/11/01,"I'm [27m] affraid my lonely will send me into depression im few years It is 3rd month I'm completely alone. It has started when my gf broke up with me for another guy. I realised I've neglected many relationships while we were together (5 years).

I feel no joy from meeting new people neither from my job. I feel nobody want to be as close with me as I need this time. 

I've become sad, lonely and crying guy despite I was always very happy.",1.482148962148962,3.5647242967032997,3.784102564102565,85.94145299145298,80.75824175824175,6.681807081807082,23.2979242979243,7.793537801064563,1.2863470085470086,345,12,70,6,9,119,67,91,0.249,0.662,0.08900000000000001,-0.9382,1,5,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,13,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,2,12,2,10,9,2,12,0,6,0,0,7,3,0,0,8,37,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128778128819174,0.0,0.0,0.17102603509389114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155269763516276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270031659658257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550514438976773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22577642093117525,0.0,0.0,0.177031600617335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785475156817204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407034519207068,0.0,0.21880152253500765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220188468237702,0.0,0.20396708007024086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083856521165996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406034486560642,0.0,0.0,0.15240556370666164,0.0,0.1985121489755616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249579741309687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206734125065556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454825162791326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985222987528273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959231308999914,0.12123302266249306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647224905128914
lonely,PanfriedTalapia,2019/11/01,"My Mum talks to her horses more than me I'm 17 and like the title states my mum talks to her horses more than me. I just got home from college and feel so depressed and lonely I've been at college since September now and I've made no friends. I was bullied through primary school (My primary school only had around 80 students) and there were only 5 girls including me in my year. For the majority of year 5 to 6 I would eat lunch on my own and watch all the other children play. Secondary school wasn't much better. My parents divorced when I was 8 and my Dad moved to America so he hasn't really been in the picture. My mum had always left me and my brother to ourself and so I had to raise myself in a way. She never tried to make time to talk to us or do anything with us. She never takes and interest in our hobbies and she never takes us clothes shopping or out to eat our anything like that. Which has made it really difficult to make friends at college because I don't particularly know how to talk to people. I have always just buried my head in video games to forget about my issues. I just feel so empty I wish I had just one best friend who would come raid my fridge, watch scary movies with me, do facemasks and just genuinely have fun I would give up a future husband and children just for a best friend.",3.5651865671641763,4.8304620111940295,4.386000000000003,87.48400000000002,72.54477611940298,7.151044776119402,26.459701492537324,7.554174236665415,1.2902188059701492,1041,35,216,12,20,335,142,268,0.099,0.779,0.121,0.8035,1,2,0,0,1,0,16.0,5,0,0,3,16,15,0,0,7,0,20,4,1,5,4,43,34,21,0,4,8,7,2,2,4,3,0,0,1,3,5,18,3,0,3,4,1,2,7,3,0,1,13,4,39,12,35,18,8,25,0,2,2,0,33,12,0,2,11,147,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792350514901602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607383753603613,0.08982760189593378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615112710329609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178893334039306,0.08924302639773292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692145700546416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691006279097634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065037563046316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020420616838942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31183844494561025,0.0,0.0,0.09679808823808496,0.0,0.0,0.08070362806857001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355851587489116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012167972914844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531949371502544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545521754876088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963450385094588,0.0,0.0,0.0985950050369661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909591146355356,0.13471088001292802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724695197637704,0.0741774118711079,0.0,0.2334744419980415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683764170326423,0.15348689544463698,0.0,0.0,0.11204400765885246,0.0,0.0,0.06995541280447427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928574574567406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063663291266757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347036381612187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173728619402788,0.3244172075700326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883901398267862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850845012787166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641319485882283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009436883370176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603675037449325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150418671885581,0.0,0.0,0.12996012120113073
lonely,PingKul,2019/11/01,"Lonely even I’m around by people I’ve felt so lonely lately. Even though I’m with my friends, I often feel like I don’t belong there. I still feel lonely. I feel like I’m annoying sometimes when I’m around people cuz I want their attention because of loneliness. Sometimes, I feel empty and feel like crying because I feel like no one really cares about me. I’ve tried to do self-love stuff but still... I’m lonely like I’m standing alone in this world full of people ;(",0.9717017543859612,3.486114021052632,2.402763157894736,91.9364254385965,87.73684210526315,4.850877192982456,17.390350877192983,6.42735559955562,-0.055017543859648736,372,9,74,4,12,120,54,95,0.22,0.621,0.159,-0.7233,0,9,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,12,12,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,16,17,6,0,1,1,0,7,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,7,10,7,9,16,1,10,0,4,0,0,2,5,0,1,9,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406949492599827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476635920974765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959266435892847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418255059268491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279889665061944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837533807082984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220101005970887,0.3975028807362514,0.13356137861682224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747118341029788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691504691518782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397952382527807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426027579294548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28931099889357337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911340034288527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511550979252774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751542575683469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221768093822248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924047082902207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666869151043615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944422899508996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204697383388561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LadyHeisenberg97,2019/11/01,"Loneliness Why is it really hard finding someone nice to talk to? Somebody to call your the special one? They say you will do just fine with being alone too,Yes that is true indeed but how to begin feeling just fine. How to constantly not tell yourself you are all alone. How to stop that feeling hiding in corner of the mind sprouting up with every trigger of watching anything romantic,a romantic couple make out that tells you are all alone still. Why is being lonely sometimes really very hard..",4.849456521739132,7.2548700326086974,4.927608695652175,80.21684782608699,71.5,7.208695652173913,28.89130434782609,8.07648339933343,2.255082608695652,401,16,65,6,8,125,64,92,0.174,0.677,0.149,-0.5656,0,5,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,1,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,5,3,20,13,4,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,5,5,13,10,2,8,0,1,1,0,10,4,0,0,4,44,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296446498666374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027649090085648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406174007668618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842099006417952,0.0,0.0,0.18861402191554774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362239499459686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238238785443158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580005636161662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054026579169378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137853488228059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721189950986552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155101126585498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21840587302341635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555898690726872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444327120176192,0.0,0.16859222521274464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613193928177866,0.1425146665797659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701166945065688,0.2979842793122705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406497935296035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30763261342481235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mrg1622,2019/11/01,Emotional loneliness I’m in a relationship in the physical sense but emotionally I am alone. My desire to seek out an emotional relationship with someone else keeps getting stronger.,6.1839999999999975,10.045470400000003,7.001666666666669,58.2225,78.33333333333334,12.333333333333336,40.833333333333336,10.686352973137794,7.037333333333335,152,10,20,7,4,50,26,30,0.124,0.591,0.28600000000000003,0.6956,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342392250912288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893223419249985,0.7632171580321402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816212652075547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102626665375672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48563416209509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162927379338465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hihype,2019/11/01,"Alone together Do you sometimes feel this vicious cycle where you want someone so you can motivate and better each other, and yet in order to get that person you must already have some sort of pre-requisite, some good qualities so that the person would even want to be friends with you in the first place? This somewhat makes me lonesome and sad.

So how about this: let's be alone together and strive to better ourselves! Lets do solo activities that can be enjoyed alone. Let's actually be happy alone together!

By no means do I mean isolation, just that I feel its easier to get friends when they see you already started up something by yourself. Instead of finding someone first, find yourself and someone will find you! 

I hope I'm actually making sense and someone can relate to me.",8.161603448275862,8.19483456551724,7.673232758620692,72.3319181034483,61.96551724137932,10.284482758620687,38.81465517241379,9.827888789773867,3.938948275862069,632,30,105,11,8,199,86,145,0.12300000000000001,0.68,0.19699999999999998,0.9304,0,5,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,7,1,5,11,10,1,0,2,0,17,0,0,4,1,29,31,11,0,5,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,9,8,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,3,13,8,14,21,4,11,0,1,1,0,12,5,0,5,5,78,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.2138217145306506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538679233938046,0.24179555166596664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937867669490149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236070807486443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078961586535876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003966114684669,0.18637656382320436,0.0,0.0,0.1692853954411426,0.0,0.11447698174138875,0.0,0.0,0.09189037916950972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662440453981447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088138328161389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360853133680944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625896814737085,0.0,0.0,0.2386772138416575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913201556397581,0.1144627074490602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730195174493083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713057901561641,0.0843415650940436,0.10835369031422692,0.0,0.07754430424172694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923794052953105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782544265779691,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jarlocked,2019/11/01,"Am i being cute and flirty, or obsessed and creepy? I've been talking to one of my coworkers for the past week and a half, and frankly, I think I'm desperate for attention cause my dumbass requires that sweet external validation.

Anyways, we've been talking pretty consistently for a bit, and I definitely have feelings for her, so I'm always left wanting to talk to her more and more and more. Thing is I dunno if I'm coming off as pushy and demanding, trying to force a conversation. I really just wanna vibe and talk about my feelings and shit with her, but I'm not entitled to that relationship haha",7.807528735632182,7.100614120689657,8.632758620689652,67.60477011494254,62.96551724137932,12.216091954022989,37.4367816091954,11.538034831475384,4.449774712643678,482,21,86,13,6,164,74,116,0.111,0.773,0.115,0.3462,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,4,1,6,1,1,1,0,26,15,15,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,2,3,11,3,15,12,4,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,1,3,2,61,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147109096598787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249807666805446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116960164586889,0.0,0.17751555445265174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083956456938988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390132895515785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964190200208232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672211491027347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965258361065128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201706246954173,0.0,0.0,0.22124766424546627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153325143670074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6625418217754347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690721898191455,0.1320446797032039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991154690810667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215485036861767,0.0,0.16530111081761426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FullFatVeganCheese,2019/11/01,"Friend of 12 Years Finally Ditched Me It’s actually been a few months now. I tried to reach out to her twice with no response. It’s childish and pretty pointless since she’s the one who cut me off, but I finally blocked her.

Honestly, I don’t really know how to feel about someone who abandoned me during my darkest hour. I told her I was suicidal, she tried to cheer me up to no avail, and then crickets. 

If she expected an apology for me continuing to be upset, she’s not going to get one. I’m not apologizing for lifelong depression failing to resolve in just one conversation. If she just decided to walk away because depressed people are “toxic”, I guess that’s her prerogative. 

Anyway, I’m in the awkward position of feeling like I did nothing wrong but also noticing that something must be wrong with me for being as lonely as I am. I just don’t get along with that many people or they me.  At 26 w/ one long distance friend and zero romantic relationships, loneliness just seems increasingly like a fact of life.",5.621318681318684,6.596157081632657,6.60530612244898,74.55947409733125,67.46938775510203,9.908320251177397,34.46467817896389,10.035473477838034,3.5837186813186808,812,38,147,19,13,271,124,196,0.213,0.61,0.177,-0.9092,0,2,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,9,17,1,2,5,0,11,1,0,1,2,32,22,13,1,4,11,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,6,0,0,3,6,10,0,6,4,2,27,7,29,14,2,19,0,5,0,0,19,7,0,5,11,107,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.1402784018332635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495611668448885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505702706489495,0.0,0.0,0.08762812730515902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24762180714055215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453677451556109,0.1026943976881093,0.0,0.3149402618723444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212042194424966,0.0,0.1502059608924869,0.0,0.08169593571648395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158355858456361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415639238883854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900075517044952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153425228689633,0.140457114735972,0.0,0.0,0.12721344475265162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573904201096075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473917349800447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379311544023165,0.16365932211802714,0.0,0.0,0.38963248691098346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931507562672932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624453041736865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208936506021516,0.0,0.0,0.15433275472343866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308637969983095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891075479106362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179816009069892,0.11066509297691206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723820223670104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735844123348828,0.0,0.19519242858979186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31433418597941765,0.0,0.09256971815055016
lonely,TheRedDevil110,2019/11/01,"Why doesn't it get easier? I'm 21 years old, and I've never been in a relationship. I kissed a girl when I was drunk once and can't even remember it, and that's all I've got behind me. To top it all off I've moved 3+ hours away from all of my friends (uni kicked me out) and have been living with my parents. Due to me moving here 2 days before I moved to uni (about 3 years ago) I have 0 friends here. I recently went back to my uni city for a Halloween party and instead of enjoying myself like I assumed I should've. I just felt the loneliness creeping back, and in a room full of people I sat in the corner and felt so alone again. 
I keep telling myself it doesn't matter and that I don't care as if somehow it's gonna get easier but it never does, I've tried going to local pubs to meet people but never have the courage to approach them, so I just get smashed at the bar and stumble home.
The relationship part is really getting to me now, I've tried using a dating app but instantly had what little confidence I had shattered. When I was back at uni I got set up on a blind date, to which she turned up, audibly said ""nope"" and left immediately. And yet I keep telling myself ""I don't care"" or ""eh no rush"", but all I'm doing is pushing myself further and further into my room.

All I want is to make this loneliness stop and every time I wake up all I feel is more alone. All people tell you is ""oh it gets better"" but it never does does it? 

Sorry for the rant it's just good to get it out there finally but there it is.",2.7326406063023536,3.407869223241594,4.461204627044278,88.40067810131633,73.89296636085626,7.521818907060231,23.69751362850685,7.7425588080867325,0.9093343704294644,1184,31,271,15,23,402,166,327,0.135,0.784,0.081,-0.9447,2,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,1,2,22,10,0,0,12,0,21,5,1,2,11,52,47,26,0,2,11,1,3,1,2,1,1,2,3,1,17,17,2,3,5,3,0,8,11,0,0,0,13,6,35,10,35,33,10,58,0,0,1,1,14,24,0,4,26,177,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506848158675602,0.0,0.0,0.19878463305445093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016365357866693,0.2213768654759131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166039407426909,0.0,0.0,0.08487454030838028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956884152881346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061890431289909675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25194270260763457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338494553509799,0.0,0.08085588637945587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485235285440741,0.0,0.18428571330960145,0.10512657240629303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828690673981432,0.0,0.30083110485291903,0.0,0.054539954023915635,0.08049211835838976,0.15350629869971286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626218975715377,0.0,0.09450763777419803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059880827179866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426784581257502,0.0,0.0,0.046884367703533616,0.09618360995922627,0.08474014742905507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640583610683394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059914970129646,0.0,0.0,0.29606101807177565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007006624892527,0.10220115399861228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655940333053654,0.1039223305246058,0.0,0.19959319210224244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147857531010945,0.0,0.09475530743026674,0.206064139499224,0.10871129813060017,0.0,0.0912860850112438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742660149739126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023226244634822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25163676283051195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055958817910561925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030986165638178,0.10438395725273404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288421415386213,0.0,0.0,0.05660350789448732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896187518101213,0.08659480869479813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359851509526534
lonely,uuselessme,2019/11/01,"Is it me? I really tried hard not to write in this subreddit because I don’t like putting my feelings out there and telling they world all this. But at this point, I realized I have no one to talk to about this. The one close friend I have is always too busy with school and never answers my calls and even so, I can’t tell her all about this.

I have no one else. I tried making friends on other subreddits to make friends but everyone just ghosts me after I start talking to them which I don’t understand why they would do so if they wanted to make new friends. 

I saw somewhere online that if I’m not making new friends, it’s probably just an issue with me and not with others. Maybe I’m just not likable or there’s an issue with me. I don’t understand what I’m doing wrong. I just want someone to talk to. 

My other “friends” have all met new people and are quite close with them now. Everyone else is able to meet new people and get close quickly. Why is it so difficult for me? I don’t know what to do. I hate saying I’m lonely.",2.9895872093023255,4.094652409302326,3.920392441860464,90.88896075581395,73.74418604651162,7.23546511627907,24.600290697674406,7.645422480735847,0.9818895348837202,808,24,180,10,16,260,106,215,0.098,0.8,0.102,-0.217,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,5,1,15,11,1,0,3,0,18,0,0,4,4,46,37,14,1,5,13,0,2,1,6,1,0,1,0,0,15,15,0,0,6,0,0,1,12,4,0,3,2,4,29,7,23,34,3,19,0,1,1,0,22,9,0,3,10,125,44,1,0.10139179682642373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436609728708046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618074982607539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035323608422612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939967187455007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696832555504266,0.0,0.0,0.1937684138352884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05126673895806378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4700103042892098,0.0,0.05297302904971857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908271345779713,0.10010340815756062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165338694194025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055722279911239535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495349104319099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270719246807373,0.0,0.10186168789589826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819960431854217,0.3916993167489468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611711670973376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058461100327346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584802072594152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931750581720756,0.0,0.0,0.1019267604127516,0.0,0.10784265648786516,0.0,0.0,0.06495418133234579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063082640511028,0.0,0.10261391143802913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859089404222118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071765635654457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444846569082297,0.17724179890128153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376767490256021,0.0,0.0,0.21110487254014806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960701747819505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298065230138133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202582339272408,0.11085601307877392,0.0,0.0
lonely,wotgorillas,2019/11/01,"Can’t shake the loneliness Getting divorced sucks. My wife cheated on me. Fuck her. I’m nobody’s second place. I’m not pissed or depressed about it anymore.  But I’m so damn lonely. 

I know that I’m not ready to meet new people. It wouldn’t be fair to them. I still have a lot of stuff that I’m processing right now. Emotions and thoughts and what not. The hardest part is not seeing my kid or the dogs everyday. Or getting a hug when I need it. Which is more and more. I have friends and they have been rock stars throughout this whole ordeal for me. Willing to listen and offer advice. 

I got sober. 47 days and counting. Don’t miss the booze. Down 25 pounds in that same time frame. Lots of cardio. Lots of core work and stretching. Trying to stay positive in my mind. Embracing the suck. 

But there is a hole in me. And I think it’s the hole that leads to this craving for love and affection and attention and contact. I don’t want to fill it with random crap. But I think that’s why I’m lonely. I find that putting words to it helps me process and think about it. Helps me to better deal with it.",0.02549166666666736,2.3869264311111142,1.15485416666667,99.30628125000004,93.57777777777778,4.0569444444444445,18.14236111111111,5.800992412223965,-0.4175972222222222,857,25,190,7,32,267,130,225,0.132,0.723,0.146,0.6587,0,4,0,0,1,0,29.0,0,0,2,3,7,16,7,1,9,0,13,7,2,2,0,43,36,20,0,3,10,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,19,14,1,0,7,1,0,4,8,12,0,1,3,2,20,4,22,30,8,20,0,4,1,3,15,8,6,7,7,119,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766243412395844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000882251704204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269470135821133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405283584166368,0.16633746598959978,0.13896442058913416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148906885133226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474645059184709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246531397736565,0.1491589297068784,0.16859003304673192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904067209066886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628951664390028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866984935728373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115039427529996,0.14561828455993595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291035551679015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963373082095242,0.0,0.15582599753996434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471865962134422,0.0,0.11185486576885556,0.0,0.16856901132359786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219419782663355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377859721283979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856941811211955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197008537530534,0.12884866433755934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846990424595152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101460852083425,0.0,0.1280882563113019,0.09408035414499608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954125186143282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516423447460512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558689002590808,0.18013360830670969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745956735439575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MatthiasBedic,2019/11/01,"I just released a short album and thought I'd share it with y'all. Hello there fellow redditors, 

I'm not good at self promotion, however, I like to think that someone might find this post comforting in their stressful lives and that's why I'd like to share with you my first album which comprises of 7 hard-hitting songs. If you've been through an existential crisis, felt lost, alone, not enough and without a purpose, perhaps you'd enjoy these 7 songs I've poured my heart into. If you so desire, I'd appreciate any kind of feedback.

Thank you for reading this far, here's the link: [https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLl97I8gDdps56fepDMx8pGtjIU2V6VdSe](https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLl97I8gDdps56fepDMx8pGtjIU2V6VdSe&fbclid=IwAR2eVY6q7P2AxZQhNAPcG31NyxfNVe5QV-NkK5cRYj4ETtPpkD2GC7bUSDM)",13.85367391304348,17.21553987826087,7.664945652173912,65.71220108695655,50.21739130434783,8.532608695652174,30.89673913043478,8.841846274778883,2.4583260869565216,686,19,90,8,8,172,84,115,0.115,0.684,0.201,0.8594,1,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,5,1,3,4,11,0,1,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,19,9,6,0,3,6,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,7,6,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,3,10,9,12,3,1,7,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,3,3,48,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21609129000044344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260646717869881,0.0,0.14188443763890715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155840580728568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200330060255792,0.0,0.19069597986008602,0.17747168295681304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499990239354535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869032029364948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472430344472419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726964344392366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386492340454804,0.0,0.1842356473073688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22775855015439245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133731844568405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998223802582168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086995249575148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176602182595735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176782590361341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389999239430648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209050049791945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336900502490488,0.0,0.1656392865097855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882679121687929,0.0,0.0,0.2011244674618793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,snuggleDoodle,2019/11/01,"My 2 best friends of 15 years decided that they didn't want me in their life anymore. They wouldn't tell me why...some assume that my mental health issues drove them away....hurts so fucking much, its been years I don't know if I will ever not feel so broken from this Seeing all the vacation pics, knowing that I wasn't loved enough to still be with them. Not coping well.",3.220400000000001,4.802831506666667,3.2876666666666696,93.7555,73.93333333333334,6.066666666666666,20.5,6.42735559955562,0.021800000000000264,293,6,63,2,6,89,61,75,0.133,0.772,0.095,-0.22,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,5,1,5,5,1,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,2,13,15,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,1,1,0,4,2,12,4,5,8,4,6,0,0,1,2,8,1,1,2,4,42,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22838980667758454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216368832203488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416793878685143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379553056851028,0.0,0.0,0.2083141445398233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644358662011925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792460469876364,0.2129031298656115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447917963984997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24653453379443716,0.0,0.0,0.24036714638681836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531271642935023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626634916627777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078493631551041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23208222744961174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929261800348186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351453429481399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391311851311146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128714233169365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358333920116218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706199993489413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966036236532368
lonely,throwaway-5747,2019/11/01,"I don't fit in with anyone... or no one fits in with me? It's like everyone i interact with knows eachother a level deeper than i know them. Their struggles, feelings, achievements are all shared between eachother, and i don't know anything. I don't have that type of *connection* with anyone, just surface level friends that are fun, but it doesn't sate my craving for more. it's unquenchable.

I'd say i'm an empathetic but anxious person. I feel that if i had the chance to become really close to someone, to the point the anxiety involved with showing my true feelings dissipated, i would give all of my heart to them. I don't know if there's a problem with me, or if i just haven't met the right people to be friends with yet. I feel terribly lonely.",4.828389261744963,5.693414422818794,5.505563758389262,82.12894966442956,69.20134228187919,8.376107382550336,31.67852348993289,8.548686976883017,2.4154746308724837,595,25,116,9,10,193,87,149,0.139,0.718,0.142,0.1015,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,1,4,10,0,1,7,0,12,1,1,0,3,31,23,8,0,5,9,0,4,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,6,9,0,0,8,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,5,19,6,19,19,3,11,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,5,2,80,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431342950078424,0.2131159234970586,0.0,0.26381089255529183,0.0,0.15523932168203874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834433335530703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802590322808143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815396976156992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914943701305993,0.0,0.0,0.18096612664758574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235460400953204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146989307274369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216275079965336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783119552942615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078316239181426,0.16471813211107533,0.0,0.0,0.17833114407156428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805084394133392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085125369828326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611023806994698,0.0,0.15001861709145653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983887320192122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972134249881783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400847916356126,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WardsWardsWardsWard,2019/11/01,"Old clique moved on and became really popular while im still a lonely loser And someone just started messaging our old chat group,everyone's super popular,having numerous ex and girlfriends,sending screenshots showing at least 10 PMs each on whatsapp,telegram and instagram,while im sitting here not even having a single friend and never even had a female friend before.

Reading the chat is just making me so depressed,it's been a year since we entered a new school and im still alone,this feels so terrible.Does anyone know how to get better at life....",7.822459546925565,8.27850640776699,7.6020873786407765,71.13510517799355,62.592233009708735,9.973462783171524,35.61326860841424,9.725611199111238,3.668373462783172,452,19,70,8,6,144,77,103,0.059000000000000004,0.778,0.163,0.8858,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,3,10,7,0,0,6,0,4,2,0,2,1,16,9,10,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,1,3,5,5,7,3,16,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,0,9,40,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047930146977162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661842503252895,0.0,0.0,0.15238931389501734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276109732381763,0.0,0.0,0.16464431837861113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712232426508511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662440337890529,0.0,0.09002198126837238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5583552308525428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469403823769558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170375267612114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501458101540585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313239800019995,0.0,0.0,0.13289184027122072,0.16641274431424685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36160914238249453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235111200919673,0.0,0.11038266453886993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743813366737758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253204968438216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459930301175624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195800059941425,0.0,0.2752051669444861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109584384514817
lonely,fuckusernamerules,2019/11/01,"It's 6.30 am, I came home from work. Was thinking of the r/nosleep story Mold town, and suddenly the door of my house opens up. As I go to close it, I find this tag of OK-O keep :Keeps mold free. Fast forward few more minutes, the kitchen windows are creaking and is receiving thuds. I'm scared.. I'm scared shitless, weird creaking noises and the wordy coincidence of mold chip coming through the door when just thinking of mold.... On a Halloween night.",2.4059343434343425,4.826261159090913,2.571060606060609,94.04464646464649,79.45454545454545,5.2747474747474765,26.823232323232325,6.42735559955562,0.917685353535354,354,15,73,3,9,107,65,88,0.055,0.9059999999999999,0.039,-0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,13,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,7,1,2,3,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,11,11,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,5,35,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880235142788688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169270491535497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23016572632351026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311934274223612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526034642957544,0.0,0.0,0.2905750653682036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44767161523022597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363230018083937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042464165918412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227217221923141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333338226296148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,renriji,2019/11/01,"Always alone I feel like i am meant to just be alone and disappear into forgotten memories. Inside it feels like things are just crumbling apart, and i can feel darkness almost like a black hole that swallows even light and crushes everything inside. I try, ive tried so many times to get up go out meet people, date girls......nothing. And today the first day of november and i feel so alone that its making me sick to my stomach. Im lost and tired of trying to find myself, and i just wish it was all over",4.411557142857141,5.471094870000003,4.8494285714285725,85.73900000000002,70.3,7.7142857142857135,25.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.3244714285714283,397,11,79,5,7,126,71,100,0.212,0.695,0.09300000000000001,-0.875,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,2,0,6,4,1,1,1,22,16,9,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,6,10,3,10,12,1,12,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,1,8,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429132297402066,0.5097777593972107,0.0,0.0,0.13651848414582302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581087986633564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836597382771722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745456544307398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318327012728255,0.23442173746282255,0.0,0.0,0.1499560198823543,0.13955693894309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857192386400417,0.0,0.09324414780869154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722258721337456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404673595882583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791006066325412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951727764969504,0.16634013253642418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742855303287764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137447304400564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900009965958957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566990625192102,0.1885730872238743,0.15551815142249487,0.0,0.0,0.33417607931672777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867116014849225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,noonesalt,2019/11/01,"Everyone is posting photos of their Halloween parties and it hurts No one invited me to anything and some of my friends made plans behind my back and said that they didn't tell me about it because I probably wouldn't come. 

It was a big party so I wasn't going to go but it kinda hurt.",4.066525423728817,4.815756288135597,5.162500000000001,84.32137711864408,70.86440677966101,7.933898305084746,30.00423728813559,8.07648339933343,2.0040813559322035,227,9,46,3,4,75,46,59,0.129,0.7759999999999999,0.095,-0.4697,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,5,1,8,1,6,4,1,6,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133947886733188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939782528720607,0.0,0.15807649028713136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233775798049245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477873368888333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003467254285173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947502630933109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5552058034287692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453708574299185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757190810955193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483528320945945,0.0,0.27958626595148744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466686858777327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266534182009001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mebegracie,2019/11/01,"College loneliness 21, F, college student. 

Holidays are the absolute worst for feeling lonely, especially during the colder months. I have so many good memories with old friends from this time of year from when I was younger. I think that's why the past few years spent alone have been excruciatingly hard to deal with. I have no real friends anymore. Acquaintances and empty small talk, that's all it ever is.

I thought I didn't have a great high school experience, but it turns out I had it pretty good. I had a best friend, at least, and she had other friends, so I had a ""group"". I was so lucky to have that, and I took it for granted. I'll always regret that. Even if I wasn't super close with any of the people in that group but her, I had people to spend time with, to enjoy the company of... Football games, dressing up on Halloween and going to a haunted house, different dances and events... Even if something wasn't the most fun thing to do in the world, at least I was out, interacting with people.

I'm grateful that at least I felt loved and appreciated as a person at one point in my life. I'm so thankful I had several years with a best friend who cared about me unconditionally - some people never meet a person that clicks with them that well. 

But things are different now.

Outside of my immediate family (who I have pretty cold interactions with), I don't imagine anyone really noticing if I just disappeared off the face of the earth for a while. I try my hardest to look approachable and be kind to strangers, starting conversations and hoping that maybe somebody will extend any type of interest in being friends or even just something simple, like going to the library to study together.

I am so desperately sad and in need of friends. I drove straight home and got in bed tonight. Seeing everyone out doing things and having the best time of their lives, then remembering where I am in life is just too heartbreaking to bear at this point. It seems nearly impossible for me to make any kind of friends in college, and I don't imagine it will be much easier once I'm out. 

I just wish things were different, I didn't expect to feel so void of excitement about life this early in it. I'm so glad that I have the wonderful memories I do, though. I think I'm happiest when I think about those times.",5.64861835973905,6.514457398648652,5.981484933209071,79.44770270270273,67.35585585585585,9.277291084187636,30.175209692451077,9.40505699530331,2.5384031686859267,1831,66,353,35,29,587,222,444,0.08900000000000001,0.623,0.289,0.9990000000000001,4,3,2,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,2,4,25,34,0,0,20,0,39,5,1,1,3,61,70,32,0,8,11,0,4,1,8,2,3,0,2,2,28,25,0,0,12,3,2,7,8,5,1,1,21,8,39,29,63,44,12,58,0,4,3,1,26,30,0,10,22,247,67,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008193218760724,0.0,0.0,0.0643378244039998,0.0,0.0,0.15774416331337232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668232070552848,0.05406511020015368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243432970123024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883459683079276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971524764517854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24235406743187404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321070342494192,0.06994187819271147,0.0,0.07388417021327266,0.0,0.07563543112937023,0.07289198999132346,0.0,0.07819232025456528,0.0,0.07424092984270994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779082498432374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788737504597836,0.12970749831045042,0.061841203788995484,0.08524741527623539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926502971580324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169459069385843,0.07755994046331904,0.07679786591214845,0.0,0.08921882695835102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103724358965318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384374875856125,0.03777546279510215,0.0,0.06827645211511467,0.0,0.06493072970182437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978582694104021,0.0,0.05161281582282905,0.0783920383047555,0.07768001128511279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171742012161083,0.0,0.056840324949999715,0.057333039326841286,0.059635239425482926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803123494829761,0.08113608683728075,0.08234505613691168,0.05239516538815624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738122841242735,0.2144204439339007,0.1350286014089773,0.0,0.0,0.1461879433856637,0.0,0.0,0.1573278741529964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800898949628137,0.049534242394142176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759038031412407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825365908585775,0.06161536093765505,0.07039074530368937,0.0,0.08735147952134753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905199990257885,0.0,0.0,0.05472867672503977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062148230278288176,0.0,0.07118740618710895,0.0,0.0,0.2054763299137238,0.1486338140447053,0.07596814920000614,0.06138476988060495,0.1803475527199236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590722154372296,0.05249633909923195,0.08410377460009975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952146821224146,0.0,0.06977078148486564,0.0,0.08891610573969311,0.0,0.08385205390662051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937786315157572
lonely,flopnoots,2019/11/01,"How to fill a lonely Friday? I don’t have any friends or family to call or spend time with (I live by myself) and after many nights watching Netflix, playing computer games etc. I’m craving human connection, I want to be social. 

I’m not insecure, I think I’m a kind and have a lot going for me. I’m just not sure where to start or what options I really have by myself. 

I would love tips or suggestions to help me get out there and meet new people/develop new relationships.",2.8212499999999987,4.518011958333336,4.7004166666666665,82.73625000000001,75.25,8.133333333333335,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.844525,372,12,74,8,8,127,66,96,0.046,0.758,0.196,0.9242,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,1,1,19,16,8,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,3,1,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,10,5,11,14,2,10,0,1,1,1,10,2,0,6,6,46,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238258904474228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288114919545891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499092611021112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112433814765374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312422589991766,0.0,0.11707293943279085,0.0,0.1273502499795865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019659836581187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23334561097583184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786740109214346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050543418116356,0.20224161892022066,0.0,0.0,0.22718270216392716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328371551358231,0.0,0.21028459731281032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355186164436698,0.0,0.0,0.240578857708125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284220979583476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860550297103726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119344804247506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358189189372653,0.0,0.0,0.13066328303737346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321686277352482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918053037403332,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rubsyak,2019/11/01,"University loneliness I am a freshman at university and I was looking so forward to it. Now, I feel so miserable and lonely. I have friends, but they’re more like classmates than friends. My actually friends dorm and I commute so I never have time to see them. In high school I was popular and I am very outgoing but In college everyone is so competitive it’s hard to make actual friends. I cried two times this week, i never felt so alone. I don’t know what to do .",1.1921376811594189,3.795478141304351,3.4326086956521737,84.1076811594203,88.2391304347826,7.41449275362319,28.318840579710145,8.344100000000001,2.594040579710146,367,19,73,10,12,125,60,92,0.14300000000000002,0.593,0.264,0.9416,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,9,0,0,1,2,12,15,11,0,0,2,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,5,13,6,8,12,1,11,0,2,2,0,5,5,0,0,8,51,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.36231769806355385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226810241173628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391793505427286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738794278704964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386567374084004,0.0,0.17824448427019374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5737031426078201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629788346953625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613992196410016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202344546476133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906948215525623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589169550420842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391681728075797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863555862849556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878786154155897,0.14793185183324584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216497534392822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813442943880092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317327710200734,0.0,0.0,0.14891002242719975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kride500,2019/11/01,Yesterday was Halloween and I spent it alone I literally played video games alone for 13 hours non stop. Coming back to class today some people (including my crush) asked me how I spent Halloween and I had to say everytime that I spent it like always: Playing videogames alone. And this time it hurt me a lot more than being lonely usually does. Anyone here too?,3.073768656716417,6.028728820895523,3.1747574626865687,87.21795708955227,81.68656716417911,6.335074626865673,21.807835820895523,7.645422480735847,1.173658208955224,289,9,52,5,8,88,52,67,0.19699999999999998,0.7120000000000001,0.092,-0.7693,2,5,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,0,5,1,8,3,4,2,3,8,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,8,31,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6756281035603837,0.0,0.0,0.18093320637103769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204390002203982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032834604217949,0.0,0.0,0.1672032127270608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731121535945475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028921205733856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414135522861,0.0,0.23278136038917865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106233551864442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848655439351091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075027323293388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729224703162512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179531112996666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679501240936006,0.0,0.2061141973691442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23948699502844825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,The-one-who-knocks1,2019/11/01,"People who say they have “No Friends” but do have friends. Go fuck yourself. It pisses me off when people who have loads of friends say they have “no friends” because they do, and they will probably never feel what it is like to not have anyone to talk to. I speak less than 100 words a day, and I think that’s qualification for having no friends, not your friends kinda of annoying you because they went bowling without you or some shit.",8.414642857142859,6.939665940476193,7.209523809523812,80.77714285714288,62.214285714285715,9.82857142857143,37.66666666666667,8.07648339933343,2.8028666666666675,345,14,69,3,4,104,56,84,0.2,0.573,0.226,0.6082,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,5,0,1,11,4,0,1,0,10,3,2,0,1,13,15,5,0,0,5,0,1,1,6,1,0,3,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,1,4,11,7,9,13,2,6,0,0,0,1,20,1,3,3,4,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626214402676513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271729744434072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723251071224504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407276675815757,0.11878566507253335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7707739460229907,0.1537169688672284,0.0,0.0,0.0944969372845264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123272624254063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824020462528182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23054591438579206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927071929953572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264454373328463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067713339610446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364416483890504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065412045571171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413699718206006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028150927746235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RandomPants84,2019/11/01,"College I wouldn’t call my situation as being alone. I have friends who I talk to and occasionally spend time with, but no one close enough to have a meal with on a regular basis or talk to about how I’m feeling. I go to a pretty small school, less than 2000, and it’s in the middle of no where.  There’s not a lot to do so I tend to just stay in my room alone which makes me feel lonely and just exacerbates the issue. Now that’s it’s been almost a semester most people have moved out of fining friends mode and as someone who never really found a group of people to hang with this makes it even more difficult. At home I had a twin sister so never had this issue as I could always talk to her and her friends all liked me. It’s just rough and I don’t know what to do and holidays suck cause they are supposed to be special but it just highlights how lonely you feel. As someone who always loved Halloween, this one was especially rough. I miss connecting with people and feeling like I matter to someone that I’m with. I know my parents love me and I matter to them and I call them everyday but it’s not the same as being with them.",3.3532951146560315,4.341581737288141,4.5741176470588245,86.99441176470589,72.72881355932203,7.417347956131606,24.051844466600198,7.724431198458867,0.9928243270189436,894,24,193,11,17,295,122,236,0.102,0.7190000000000001,0.179,0.9663,2,6,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,4,0,13,14,1,0,10,0,16,3,0,5,3,51,33,23,0,2,10,2,6,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,16,18,1,0,7,1,1,3,8,5,0,2,5,6,26,9,33,23,7,19,0,3,0,2,23,10,1,4,7,142,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089339415693312,0.2500791986804666,0.0,0.0,0.2009136284836882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24655712366923274,0.0,0.0,0.1240226984112859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963928726619122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474609340115594,0.0,0.07974085392949044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441783340893733,0.08624934960967935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237392722841546,0.2798264904270037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861349284798209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110177184119622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520209617298445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269981431350722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796490428642326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026401066961881,0.2179266059638077,0.0,0.1611760764260507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283166061015016,0.0,0.0,0.1862284348197885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361919120912924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405608767288235,0.0,0.0,0.2510963990326797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282554760951188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734256221585052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218494124342652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570528492745065,0.0,0.0,0.3068817480204589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868183808923114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29111397295572283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703984816489623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,braindizzy,2019/11/01,"Where should I post this? I feel like everything is collapsing around me.

I am so alone.

This is supposed to be my favorite holiday. Why am I spending it alone in my room? 

Why do I feel like I have no one to talk to?

I'm rethinking all my relationships and I am so sad because I don't have anyone to talk to. What is wrong with me.

Thank you for reading.",-0.5356000000000023,1.6568829733333352,1.8096666666666683,95.4465,92.6,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.6079333333333334,273,10,64,5,10,92,47,75,0.204,0.639,0.156,-0.6204,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,0,1,8,16,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,14,3,9,14,1,5,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,46,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397887270616823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845562128591291,0.0,0.0,0.1890054101390787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294252853730817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081507904245532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470573980529065,0.3033558318715269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745282041777244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387017433758578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333913100342046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237250797858373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279469097055425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34130159371272417,0.0,0.19547117492437596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38316262279291374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321331801444666,0.0,0.0
lonely,littlemissuptight,2019/11/01,"Missing person So, I think (I’m not quite sure what was the subreddits) I read someone’s post, few days ago. A week maybe. I lost track of time, there was a dad who’s grieving his son, and I comforted him through chat. We exchanged stories and all for a few days, and two days ago he said he has two days off. Considering, how sad he was and seeing him sounds better day by day, I thought it was good to give him space, maybe he needed some quality time for himself. But, I just realised he deleted his account when I’m about to send him a check in text, and I’m worried now in case he feels bad, lonely or just terribly miss his son. So, Just want to let you know. I’m sending you prayers, and hope you are okay and I’m so proud of you for getting through it.",2.5538679245283014,3.6365879874213856,3.455487421383648,93.88813679245285,74.78616352201256,6.557861635220128,26.45754716981132,6.816661863887847,0.8443622641509436,586,21,137,5,12,187,97,159,0.155,0.733,0.111,-0.7586,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,4,0,4,11,15,0,0,5,1,7,0,0,1,2,25,26,14,1,3,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,8,0,0,4,2,3,2,1,8,0,2,7,4,19,7,15,18,4,20,0,6,1,0,29,4,0,3,13,76,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641130458931095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438712436023425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175545714168327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5764556983286196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753257650907212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783280199676956,0.14290950095540314,0.0,0.12495238044387952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479648637700951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818722519165273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152336078115074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626227936072708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993289501197708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104623839837668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007841022171748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267597717327174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845225919302494,0.1490143827755081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170845364971515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187130446790604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622524461190518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040629631531196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954565676426152,0.0,0.11826876964696445,0.17373595445998125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910520358555842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786876525474023,0.0,0.11949801159446607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129039770856625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MarshmallowCheeks,2019/11/01,"I post a lot on Reddit bc I am lonely... I post a lot on Reddit bc I am lonely... and I do NOT wanna be alone with my fked up mind. When I am not feeling well, I post a lot to get my mind off of things lately. I look forward to the comments usually, bc it distracts me  .. I scroll a lot on Reddit and constantly watch different Youtube videos just to distract me. There are times when I lose interest in everything, but I just keep going. Refresh refresh refresh",0.5302804642166343,2.817571776595745,2.806557059961317,90.16136363636365,86.55319148936171,5.545841392649903,23.439071566731144,6.980632752743323,0.9752893617021274,353,14,73,5,11,120,56,94,0.092,0.868,0.04,-0.32299999999999995,1,5,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,2,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,17,11,5,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,5,1,0,0,3,15,2,12,10,4,17,0,3,2,0,1,7,0,4,7,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331310890051732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083439856434186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483401367365994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039382566669365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461180784022558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742790834298764,0.0,0.09510281399454937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873891096103867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887660856179912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052291597359598,0.1872099388482667,0.0,0.5690637552666354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33793009878104546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807945468377995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117283440223608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757692587656774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430066229141184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045818029171693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,callingFives,2019/11/01,"I joined this sub because I was feeling lonely. I'm still alone, but good god these posts are depressing. 

It seems like no one makes any effort to fix anything. It's just a giant pity party fiesta here. 

""Oh, I'm all alone on another Tuesday. I've got a significant other, a family, and people around me. My life is so terrible and I'm always alone on Tuesdays."" 

I mean, come on. If your whole course of action to resolve a dissatisfying state of being is to moan about it on Reddit, no wonder nothing is getting better. Sure, people get lonely. Imagine waiting around a subreddit for someone who's ostensibly female to say they're lonely, then cramming their post with comments about how you'll talk to them. Some of you are one step from being incels. It's predatory and creepy in here a lot, and most everything else is ""poor me"" spam.

Are there mods? Y'all ought to really look at your ""community"".",2.7628359173126604,5.340145529069769,4.190155038759691,82.04076227390182,79.17441860465118,6.84547803617571,22.927648578811368,7.984000788550335,1.4860609819121446,709,23,128,13,18,234,122,172,0.239,0.628,0.133,-0.9674,0,9,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,5,2,3,11,12,0,0,6,0,12,1,0,2,2,26,26,9,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,6,0,1,3,2,6,0,2,2,3,13,6,22,20,5,19,0,5,1,0,11,9,0,6,5,83,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748849870237816,0.0,0.0,0.12717419969194954,0.0,0.0,0.10393568589597896,0.1602649018583429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577338330136684,0.272118030676526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316916841045632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517357739939626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316571699824702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163991152770746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767728027893396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736173873068086,0.0,0.14408290266221466,0.0,0.07727993480156245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970402309193946,0.0,0.0,0.12819400908006873,0.12223922199276804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795462760266772,0.07466936119558107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834617368147214,0.0,0.0,0.12993815824140367,0.0,0.0,0.10202114552241856,0.0,0.0,0.16648635686865995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665303651652375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20713517398800504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119184834698195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927548150468866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791250624617703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215436193958056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913878472956304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949989505145973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220573345461482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404884453424247,0.0,0.0,0.12284610990701958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706391618813838,0.0,0.0,0.1657472559398157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HangryHunter,2019/11/01,"Holidays Every year it gets worse. Every year it's more of me, less of myself. I don't have anyone. There is no where to go. I stay in, until the silence drives me out. Then I watch the world go by. Some bar window has to hold my face, poor bastard. 

I don't know how much longer I can do this. How many years can I go on?",-1.8261971830985928,0.07315574647887857,0.6409718309859151,103.11300704225351,97.16901408450704,3.403380281690141,11.325352112676056,4.935628992294339,-1.7228095774647891,242,3,62,1,10,81,52,71,0.166,0.797,0.036000000000000004,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,8,2,1,2,0,6,13,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,1,2,1,4,3,1,0,0,0,1,10,0,9,13,4,15,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,5,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499868821357848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458357856085932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823078522093454,0.0,0.4510963456982256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540483420727232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682399832179967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449485101305855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820043333089603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696270009006048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5111375641126576
lonely,Inig039,2019/11/01,"What the fuck am I doing wrong?! Over the last two months, I had spent a lot of time with this girl.  It wasn't like I was pestering her to hang out with me. Half the time she wanted to hang out with me. Half the time I wanted to hang out with her. Every time she looked at me she smiled. She drew pictures for me and put them up on my dorm wall. Sometimes we would just talk for hours in the library.  Many times I tell her that I think she's pretty. On Halloween, we dressed up as corresponding characters from the *Princess Bride*(Inigo and Westley).  She was excited to do it with me since that's her favorite movie, and my name is Inigo. We go to a haunted house in Brooklyn and afterward, we lie down in the grass right next to the Brooklyn Bridge. I ask her if we can be more than friends. She covers her face and says ""I'm sorry"".  I got rejected again.  I know love is not a formula. But after doing everything seemingly straight out of a movie, it's really fucking frustrating. I am a 19-year-old virgin. I've never kissed a girl, never even held goddamn hands or a hug which isn't only a second long. I know my friends and my parents love me, but that love is secondary to someone else. I know this sounds selfish and entitled. But I want to be the center of someone's world. I fantasize about getting in a car accident and waking up to see someone by my hospital bedside crying because they were worried about me. I feel like no one will cry when I die, just an ""Oh that's too bad"". I just want to be loved. I have been rejected five times.  I know that I am youngish, but I feel like I should have been in at least one relationship by now, and I feel like I've missed out. Someone, please tell me how I can move forward with my life, and learn from this.",2.9476895450917797,4.336940349162013,3.767378292098965,90.82509776536315,74.27932960893855,7.013727055067839,25.914205905826016,7.5804360353943165,1.1533021548284108,1367,47,299,17,28,436,186,358,0.146,0.741,0.113,-0.9465,2,2,0,0,0,0,51.0,5,0,2,0,11,22,3,0,19,0,27,13,3,1,2,58,56,19,1,7,10,1,4,4,2,3,1,2,1,2,13,26,0,1,10,0,1,8,6,9,0,7,10,8,58,13,49,40,3,50,0,3,2,9,36,25,2,4,23,205,71,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887696566093312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928305645312535,0.057883392965316985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20860615906772925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854779851773614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932231566745455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271656374083005,0.0,0.08000327694737074,0.0,0.08533899826516933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440355724142394,0.20350658034777167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672325044956286,0.1755678440182871,0.04960981666192117,0.0,0.05396484092691674,0.0,0.07594380247347918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935110733064954,0.10956476517758597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873807973384392,0.07740060575250715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670691843509937,0.18555992503923405,0.0,0.0,0.08403176057210862,0.07973788039054465,0.0,0.0,0.0807269357770999,0.3428006398285441,0.0,0.0,0.09626897776477564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579179051689795,0.10092162560345476,0.0,0.0,0.14646955640903705,0.0,0.10098520735268617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963879379298207,0.0,0.12868727796374113,0.07221718991376197,0.0,0.0,0.10543575536345344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104231546688778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660288178586267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545551741574487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060830295815224415,0.0,0.0,0.10194561682194868,0.0,0.0810906397293325,0.0,0.07551164407650507,0.0,0.0,0.07566645721107508,0.08644302713679762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785473586968731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218186205637397,0.0,0.09391244649120446,0.10629380909606033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632084492460169,0.1659888684120545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060843021174067015,0.0,0.0,0.33221245903627955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927567668608007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240265401098101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643092244504604,0.0,0.06745296535871659,0.10381785945349346,0.0,0.06114759652157337
lonely,Whyf_fi,2019/11/01,Idk what I’ll do. My roommate will be gone for 2 weeks because he will be in Spain next Monday. We live in such a big house and idk what I’ll do. I wish I had a gf to spend the nights he’s away. Being single sucks.,-1.908733333333334,-0.18296333999999706,0.6400000000000006,105.31666666666666,92.4,3.333333333333334,12.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.9058666666666668,163,2,45,0,6,55,38,50,0.115,0.826,0.059000000000000004,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,11,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,5,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,4,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467176353664356,0.0,0.0,0.2249584323830485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258132869566759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32586194515255035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924696320678612,0.3463114567521044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960151454846865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243684941753447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,simsimedsims,2019/11/01,"Alone on Halloween yet again I’m into my second year of college and I’m yet again alone on Halloween. My girlfriend is working yet again so I am alone. I haven’t been able to make any friends other than my girlfriend. I mean it’s my own fault really, I could have tried harder to make friends since last Halloween but never got around to it. But this year the loneliness feels darker. My roommates are throwing a Halloween party tomorrow, only issue is they didn’t even invite me. When telling me about the party all I got was “so were wanting to throw a party on the Friday after Halloween, I’m guessing you’ll stay with your girlfriend that night?” So here I am, on Halloween night, what used to be my favorite time of the year, feeling alone even though I live with who I consider friends.

Thank you for listening to this rant. I don’t know where else to talk about this.",3.3854385964912272,5.467075497076024,3.485239766081872,90.37978947368424,74.73099415204679,5.729590643274852,26.019883040935675,6.42735559955562,0.9114893567251464,694,25,135,5,15,212,100,171,0.08900000000000001,0.746,0.165,0.9395,6,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,1,1,18,5,0,0,6,0,15,0,0,3,2,19,31,8,0,2,2,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,6,3,21,4,22,22,2,27,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,1,17,94,30,2,0.13511538150982155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5597551463086522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188309273053573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028133566812453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787863769693537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128715636243831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848487036744975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663679330866718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313169425758878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21612822723681235,0.0,0.14884482577587266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102535421807075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425588010530333,0.11013706954024746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930935730171476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180381132691876,0.0,0.0,0.14718026089558872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420931181942833,0.0,0.0,0.2535932651600131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102761336170494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655837322226875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176883982875098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401501901591407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860062557790798,0.11809679889109435,0.1243960899702326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327501763151374,0.0,0.07878686552749221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173447483859093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669630772632288,0.0,0.0,0.0796945527333162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983656069555772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610296272815943
lonely,judenotjudas,2019/11/01,"Its so hard to make friends like a lot of you I’m really feeling the loneliness kick in today since it’s Halloween. about a year ago i left college and started a new job and i’ve had no friends ever since. my “friends” i had in school were fine but the second my depression kicked in the people that i thought cared about me left me and i tried making an effort with some people but it didn’t go anywhere, and once i left school nobody responded to me anymore.

i’ve tried using bumble to make friends and it’s not been super helpful and i really dont know what else to try. it’s so hard especially tonight since i love halloween and i feel extra alone seeing everybody having a good time. first time posting on this sub so i appreciate yall who are reading this, i feel marginally less alone by scrolling through this sub while laying in bed :(",2.020834976988823,4.462916017751482,2.9438560157790934,90.6792422748192,81.1301775147929,5.649046679815911,24.181788297172915,6.937597516519254,0.9173074293228148,673,25,135,8,18,213,106,169,0.15,0.672,0.17800000000000002,0.7347,3,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,3,6,11,0,0,8,0,8,1,0,4,1,23,23,13,0,0,3,0,5,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,1,0,2,6,6,17,10,15,17,4,21,0,1,1,1,10,8,0,2,12,81,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387290362647153,0.0,0.0,0.24272605607319486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621096523863073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947270906270605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100926868884185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373339601829685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788876319237767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599592057979723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777490220840964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996731558886322,0.0,0.0,0.36213157412816294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659603277790692,0.09828493346745293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994033269980594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854321125795254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628296120666433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439900387540462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38194888508914815,0.0,0.0,0.05724817602498966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962215340081228,0.10575942712972217,0.0,0.2346554625734823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317306945036143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479276015977205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247556494894794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222594458836277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721160208998455,0.0,0.15013687817542928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371846123631112,0.09337720223137798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29079725157417463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829405303586661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302774476753707,0.13665707419374012,0.0,0.11107283570161564,0.0,0.0,0.2386723634112595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120580299978356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546000826270928
lonely,maggsrg,2019/11/01,"I've always been lonely and most of the time I'm ok with it, but sometimes it really makes me feel empty Growing up and throughout my life I've been mostly by myself. Over the years I've  been getting lonelier tho, mostly because I been moving a lot and going to new schools and stuff. I'm a really shy person and have social anxiety and because of these things I'm often alone. Normally I don't mind, I'm used to it, but sometimes I really wish I had someone. In the place I'm currently living in I have no friends at all. So yeah that's that thanks for reading.",4.881501831501833,4.84280784615385,6.2584859584859585,79.9623076923077,68.82905982905983,9.07887667887668,29.534798534798536,8.841846274778883,2.2527054945054954,446,15,89,7,7,152,75,117,0.141,0.706,0.153,0.5483,1,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,2,8,1,0,2,1,21,20,10,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,5,1,8,3,12,15,5,13,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,5,4,58,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772422922168494,0.0,0.0,0.1508176459547266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386586281709196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098121614700436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164734572372704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003620321986573,0.0,0.0946976071819948,0.0,0.10301068723074973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802488904503914,0.0,0.0,0.16005038836069252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409546270493887,0.0,0.0,0.12098829041241276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830146251686397,0.0,0.0,0.1926440591928244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750560082005759,0.0,0.0,0.17759019827310285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826378953369608,0.18937159841417733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130280707519897,0.0,0.3483473944560785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343847899741933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847653796765277,0.1535757203139817,0.0,0.3585292011026669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749218745183465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687410745109452,0.0,0.0,0.12041694238217833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056905234474476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565450505665277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084328756738063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672147702105265
lonely,Resident_Panda,2019/11/01,"Happy Halloween everyone! Halloween is definitely overrated and is an odd celebration when you think about it, but honestly let's just celebrate it. Who care if you're friends made plans without you or if everyone's trick or treating but you. Halloween is really about all that on-sale candy, the excuse to watch halloween movies, and take a day off because it's a holiday after all. 

You guys are amazing and we will make it.",5.603080168776369,7.4810341392405055,6.124746835443041,74.60247890295359,68.36708860759494,9.823628691983123,34.685654008438824,10.125756701596842,3.921150210970465,343,17,58,9,6,111,56,79,0.031,0.634,0.335,0.9852,4,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,4,0,1,4,7,1,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,2,17,11,10,0,2,8,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,6,6,8,2,4,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,4,3,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977758782958882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28396030429725155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961641394350342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5322579755571475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151767395077321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27576946185241497,0.0,0.2964799066158433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847961445562681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635336362950666,0.18590810983844488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842113879981628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940544717427184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845846350761038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684744554300796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Epidac,2019/11/01,"I feel like I'm adrift Look I have friends. I have people I can talk to and laugh with and hang out with at school. But I just don't feel like I have any place where I belong so instead I just go from from group to group as a surface level friend. Rarely do I get invited to go places. Rarely do people come to me to just talk, it's always me going to them. And I'm just so tired of being surrounded by people but still feeling so goddamn lonely. It's gotten to the point where I've just gotten sick of myself and mad at myself for not being able to make any meaningful connections with people despite my efforts. Because god damn it I try. I try to be a good friend and to be there for people and just hang out but it feels like it's all for naught. Instead I end up going home to sit by myself with nothing but my thoughts. And it's so fucking exhausting doing that every single day. I'm so tired of feeling like an afterthought. I'm so tired of not being anybody's first choice. Really I'm just fucking tired of life.",1.8970929660600115,3.6629431214953314,3.3045007378258724,91.43186669945894,78.06542056074767,5.813674372848009,21.07624200688637,6.5966054737557815,0.2856766355140188,804,21,172,7,19,263,103,214,0.179,0.682,0.139,-0.9557,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,19,15,4,0,4,0,13,9,0,1,1,37,36,18,0,0,13,0,5,4,3,0,7,0,1,0,7,14,0,0,8,0,0,7,3,6,0,1,3,6,20,9,33,28,2,26,0,1,1,2,8,13,3,0,9,112,27,1,0.10557358036262043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784567618489067,0.0,0.0,0.1435873098378247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435667469050793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909422913587347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808622544949994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350685630246557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895029480669203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669058718125065,0.3016871476226194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980083352415642,0.0,0.0,0.24469765890471395,0.1952021477104657,0.055157838350630886,0.0,0.2399995946567656,0.0885501103035722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589890904729676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456974199181635,0.20631167455060093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865521811894721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047118468433589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013006976931423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659571383499203,0.0,0.220603842575566,0.0,0.09980115783953812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763313894632064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684609963142808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431119765254197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971208967865295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381363012455881,0.0,0.4853652005030836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335506206879606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ethyl_Maltol,2019/11/01,"Atrophied social skills Before I say anything, I just want to apologize if what I say makes no sense or is incoherent. 

Is anyone else so isolated, their social skills gradually keep getting worse & worse? Because that seems to be my problem, & I pretty much never had social skills to begin with. It's gotten bad enough to be considered a disability. Unless someone talks to me like I'm a child, I can't talk to them. My upbringing was definitely not normal & I've been abused & mistreated a lot so I'm not used to people, am scared of them, & almost always get made fun of because I'm nothing like other people. After one of the worst experiences I've had in my life, I'm basically incapable of interacting with other people normally. I have to warn people that I'm essentially incapable of socializing. I can't even talk to therapists or counselors anymore. Perhaps in a way I just completely gave up on people. Not ALL people, but most... so as a result, I'm so alone it's becoming very disorienting. It almost feels like I can't be seen or heard by anyone else, but I'm stuck just hearing & seeing them. It's literally torture. I don't feel like a member of society or even a human (not literally) anymore, so I'm finding it difficult to maintain motivation to do things. After all, how can things like getting degrees & working benefit someone who essentially exists to nobody else?",5.419285714285714,6.86519092857143,7.082030075187973,69.22349624060152,68.28571428571428,9.960902255639098,32.045112781954884,10.186864033877496,3.6170030075187967,1121,48,187,29,19,388,143,266,0.141,0.753,0.106,-0.809,1,1,0,0,1,0,46.0,0,0,4,5,11,13,1,1,8,0,17,1,0,6,3,39,44,15,0,5,15,0,2,5,0,0,1,4,0,2,13,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,10,8,18,7,29,31,7,9,0,0,2,0,21,4,0,10,9,117,31,2,0.0,0.08987081348686056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190727076008112,0.07855856974307461,0.0,0.0,0.06311395501445531,0.5752902904828258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044725507105838,0.10607330803097324,0.1554362488108389,0.062418758481881075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333226288895145,0.09247590656022013,0.08377126673749223,0.06454345755562704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952813722736722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900908708703141,0.0,0.0,0.0783741689060064,0.0,0.10019749691850717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419665246717971,0.0,0.0,0.07670490304480533,0.10837567590360417,0.0,0.0,0.06932627147318975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188867618605143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548938205794931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741969020328872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053575674363361886,0.18528438609684225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644856511287192,0.0,0.07177187589082451,0.05063100852705996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575907710796449,0.0,0.05850082518709183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863538963048695,0.0727809034525662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139847580978285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155124309374944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716754851283714,0.0,0.07257898682886403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063922628052602,0.0759398988815877,0.0,0.06044327974162626,0.06905173393234666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309281418293286,0.12853630013717166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289803764803889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806864332634448,0.1007838232240871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551075118993276,0.0,0.06258486676185566,0.04473877637627776,0.06020684700448044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522029726961087,0.0,0.1545969228007648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,altalt909090,2019/11/01,"Halloween was great I love Halloween,I love to dress in costume but my friends didn't want to go this year, I stayed at home, slowly realizing how isolated I was when othere came to trick or treat, I jogged to a creek nearby me, cried in a spot hiden from everything else in shrubbery. I then went to the 3 story parking that I've been planning to jump off of, got scared and went home. overall, a pretty good experience 😎",4.241785714285714,5.395228178571429,4.900952380952383,84.8607142857143,70.78571428571428,7.504761904761906,28.285714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.6318714285714289,333,12,67,4,6,107,64,84,0.134,0.618,0.247,0.9147,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,1,4,0,4,2,0,1,0,7,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,6,1,2,0,0,8,0,7,6,13,4,0,15,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,3,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23790557403133905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22848686318459585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376387320865788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869440490929457,0.20347159733845926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070635402756225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821565845180608,0.17446712125472752,0.16636288480669445,0.2293293962397357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172976801984344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754704235106796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116187703420368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825215172601785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170869881541894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268842312361775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38565073402955896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395023984843546
lonely,Scrongus10,2019/11/01,"Mountain Town Misery Hey first time poster here.
 Lonely as Frog out here folks. Moved to a tiny ski town out west after college. Been here about 2.5 years. 
Don’t have friends, only acquaintances and coworkers.  
Since the snow has come, my summer work has ended, and winter work has yet to pick up. 
So it has been me and my dog; while I love him dearly, I could really use a hug, and a good chat.",1.862307692307692,4.156328243589743,2.433012820512822,94.98490384615386,80.66666666666667,5.438461538461539,16.16025641025641,6.6274283507984215,-0.394158974358974,305,5,65,3,8,94,61,78,0.071,0.742,0.187,0.8801,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,2,0,10,12,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,0,6,5,8,9,0,17,0,1,0,2,5,6,0,0,9,39,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548389980431969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362032714642901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620254362878531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516403985079703,0.0,0.0,0.2285643832922988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481356148962868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267006137727131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144299086372733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249987977388215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952196064214571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447209770064533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725060288422555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25550980473258256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307484532340902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905105379813561
lonely,happythotsonly,2019/11/01,"Does anyone else feel like they’re 6ft under? 

I don’t know what to do anymore. I know there’s a method of doing things you love to
Overcome. But i feel so terrible I can’t manage to do anything More than sleep and study. I can’t draw, Paint, anything. I just feel so
Drained out, and I cry every night because I feel so lonely. 

Not to mention I just started college and it’s so hard making friends. I’ve joined clubs, I go to campus events, I talk to my classmates, I even joined a group chat for lonely people on campus. I can’t afford to dorm so I’m missing out on all the social events .

And I can’t even go to the counselor on campus because there’s a waitlist and you have to wait at least a month to see someone.",1.3042857142857152,3.0513168562091515,2.785868347338937,94.55426470588236,79.78431372549021,4.632866479925304,22.039682539682538,4.65589566412798,-0.13035723622782447,561,17,124,1,14,183,87,153,0.147,0.784,0.07,-0.8778,1,4,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,11,7,0,0,6,0,9,2,1,1,1,20,24,11,0,0,4,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,1,6,2,0,2,6,4,0,0,0,6,17,3,20,24,3,14,0,3,1,1,9,7,0,0,6,76,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184727426027094,0.1302426498475225,0.19085318732183915,0.3065647581198802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22709402282312235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046062325542848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300404825285542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556026939830685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460560106779129,0.0,0.15693850230839948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767300186748436,0.13306962393008526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390990005648355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117203603535559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685919955690687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473562370270726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910009496963278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811379813992994,0.0,0.12433508179251405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867703605214422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479954192083305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913451344150773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484311758567157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640213882438889,0.189876379905845,0.15782394875978967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184117914361246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971485612093094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123747929070304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rexyboi45,2019/11/01,I don’t have anyone I look at like posts and stuff on Instagram of couples and they seem happy and stuff and I’m all alone I have no one to talk to like when I get home nothing happens no one texts me or calls to see if I’m doing ok or if I just wanna have a conversation and I’m so lonely and desperate for attention or love or just something. And I just feel left out and alone and I just want to talk to someone because I feel like a outcast,0.8358730158730197,2.481464673469389,2.9852380952380955,93.05420634920635,80.83673469387755,5.988208616780046,22.113378684807266,6.937597516519254,0.4551120181405892,350,11,82,4,9,119,56,98,0.136,0.682,0.182,0.6903,0,4,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,0,1,27,17,17,0,4,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,10,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,4,10,6,11,17,1,6,0,1,2,1,6,4,0,7,4,56,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368387166208522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435322296374506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841254261533563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159943045300408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967818944026611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984735439678942,0.1270523644416957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291657049582668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726757398567642,0.18931910225301898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839284029541272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322890132578874,0.0,0.0,0.26065796574504946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934484509358642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051188030841804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706468871866808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24102448546261065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032616263296668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171928417987514,0.16190323136174786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068732640284285,0.13691361983132574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40717950614421344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28588983571797744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489747396621006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Broken-Door,2019/11/01,Couple of months ago a few friends of mine tried to give me a surprise birthday party as I was dealing with a major depressive episode They forgot to invite me.,13.669677419354839,7.712534677419359,12.106451612903225,63.479677419354836,57.064516129032256,13.690322580645162,50.354838709677416,8.841846274778883,5.1220709677419345,129,6,22,1,1,41,26,31,0.076,0.645,0.27899999999999997,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,6,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495780231348757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43635393300420616,0.0,0.0,0.40656979464213294,0.3396633200184729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046830197740381,0.0,0.0,0.37830786178885095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31477590004329914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677458383123951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xixi2,2019/11/01,"Some people just are not safe to love It's like Chris Pratt's Velociraptors. You can love them from afar... through the bars. Once you feel it's safe enough to get into the cage with them though, all bets are off.

When they finally rip you apart, because that is their nature, you want to scream, fight back, tell them how wrong they did you. That you gave it your all and how dare they destroy that... But you still fucking love them. So you don't. You just hold it in. Heartbroken and alone that you know the truth: You cannot go back in the cage.",0.9984965034965044,3.420123590909093,0.904545454545456,103.64835664335665,85.81818181818181,4.475524475524477,14.825174825174825,5.8734145424116955,-1.1095944055944056,425,7,101,3,13,123,69,110,0.254,0.6990000000000001,0.047,-0.9799,0,1,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,12,8,0,10,12,3,0,4,0,7,5,0,2,3,21,17,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,4,1,3,2,1,1,1,3,5,0,0,2,2,20,7,10,15,4,11,0,0,0,4,26,5,1,2,6,67,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22504406010947686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341609650974208,0.0,0.1324562905274327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451581330970533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986696211477627,0.0,0.0,0.2380275609455653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008785608723332,0.11352361968002538,0.0,0.12348935129572235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194153897903462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615557451846597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5883306784900236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314038292630149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506396198093633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352587815771695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991863341425747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21348361943766314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816164949254394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375694970394657,0.0,0.0
lonely,122015,2019/11/01,"College is chipping me away I’m a freshman who’s obviously having problems getting adjusted to a new city. I go to a large campus, but I only have a few friends from high school. My old friends are getting to know people and I feel out of the loop. I tried getting into clubs but the ones I joined didn’t work out. No one in my dorm knows my name. We’re so far into the semester that I feel like I’ve missed out on my chance of ever having a chance at genuine relationships with people. And my relationship with my boyfriend is starting to make me feel miserable",2.7381578947368403,4.659025798245619,4.071789473684209,86.17452631578949,76.10526315789474,6.665263157894738,27.18947368421053,7.554174236665415,1.5158168421052642,447,18,90,6,10,147,76,114,0.1,0.759,0.141,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,8,0,7,0,0,1,2,22,20,5,0,1,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,3,0,2,1,3,14,3,18,19,1,16,0,2,0,0,6,11,0,0,5,59,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047182014071186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737534581265406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913744896670029,0.13722680908800006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29681148556187376,0.0,0.3010721886972935,0.0,0.10916732388732382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295019250382967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113170322120425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384388098493268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282193939395712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855185753964142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156272652543547,0.0,0.260325899462416,0.14609062541710827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663375261663024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838010731895933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124585555831282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944020410741568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595998685457267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041429102522445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398414381828551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cobra126,2019/11/01,Gf out with her friends for Halloween She’s my only friend and I don’t have anyone else to hang out with...so I’m just home listening to music by myself. It sucks because I know she’s having fun and not responding to my text,0.8362499999999997,2.921635124999998,2.65816666666667,93.1035,83.16666666666666,5.506666666666668,20.016666666666666,6.742157984588678,0.2305366666666666,178,5,39,2,5,59,38,48,0.051,0.754,0.196,0.7964,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,8,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,0,0,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26652866701012073,0.3905621213256532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323626986239641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184254824287105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5889946784178374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823528236332715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948557534283854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28990320497376115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xxxGonzo,2018/12/14,"I am going to die alone I just recently moved to Florida last year after graduating hs. Came to Florida with my family for a few reasons,

1. my grandparents live down here and are getting older and need help around the house.
2. college is cheaper down here compared to up north (NY)

It was fine at first, I had a gf back in NY who I had visited a time or two before breaking up because of long distance. I honestly thought I would marry the girl. (we still talk every single day). I have tried to get a gf down here but it seems like every girl down here is so stuck up and won't talk to you unless you're rich and over 6 foot. I've started to lose hope and not really try anymore for a gf. I really want to move back to NY but I need to wait until I graduate or else I'll financially screw myself trying to attend college in NY as an out of state resident (because I am out of state resident now). I feel so alone and have tried to kill myself due to the loneliness. I don't really have any friends down here either because everyone is so self centered and one minute seem to care and the next I get ghosted and we don't talk again.",2.855479905437356,4.10122555744681,4.615709219858157,85.22361111111111,74.27659574468086,8.115839243498817,25.821513002364068,8.680891452615391,1.747420803782506,886,30,188,17,18,301,137,235,0.10300000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.114,0.40399999999999997,1,2,0,0,0,1,20.0,2,1,0,2,15,10,2,0,10,0,16,2,1,1,0,35,33,19,3,5,8,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,0,3,3,16,0,1,5,0,1,6,4,3,0,3,6,1,21,7,39,25,3,44,0,1,0,1,16,17,1,5,19,123,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472897143569417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118458188515754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183959269306444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627624358969533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835964245578888,0.0,0.21832443544638275,0.0,0.101586200173581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365424288497561,0.12171899702707392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699220427626009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239007792140564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997292366555724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20117077200203906,0.11407564008781045,0.0,0.0,0.11254373421981996,0.0,0.06036366759782751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015471789370732,0.0,0.0,0.09223506426806784,0.0,0.18711818123381802,0.0,0.06784815025374942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001995579246328,0.0,0.0,0.11857432635458327,0.0,0.13775203489162496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207967963854989,0.0,0.0,0.0973131364537753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832453806445303,0.0,0.10541743861335638,0.1056502607893311,0.0,0.13355911908874138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537706217671997,0.0,0.17704206842981152,0.0,0.0,0.12696525004400785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089705835373781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22943955617551626,0.1227456798856573,0.11787637981964318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736372767258624,0.124542579203838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449995189153828,0.0,0.09533947446176616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878667701967415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947768229048205,0.06961322856915436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324213073935875,0.0,0.11661991301978585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041522819822038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480630814639256,0.0,0.0,0.0768787833928744
lonely,GamesBond5,2018/12/14,Funny And sad You know what's funny and sad is when you go through your contacts and find out you have more restaurant numbers than peoples number.,5.755714285714286,7.285180285714286,4.620000000000001,86.875,67.57142857142857,5.6000000000000005,31.857142857142854,3.1291,1.3293714285714286,120,5,21,0,2,35,22,28,0.17600000000000002,0.623,0.201,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,4,1,3,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6560292677675083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079255374911385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394467916090091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976117149651257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CaptainBowdrill,2018/12/14,"I've just come out of a perfect relationship, unfortunately she ended our engagement, and decided to leave me.. I'm not looking to talk about the subject in hand, just I am so used to talking to her, I feel my nights/days are so bleak now?",4.919374999999999,5.256910520833337,6.383333333333333,77.795,68.79166666666666,9.733333333333334,32.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,2.917491666666668,187,8,39,4,3,64,40,48,0.071,0.733,0.196,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,10,7,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,8,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,2,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953369852976864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111143522031546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30366546336620004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335647554428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36303118875712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879096673172166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680951698226501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5511435459279297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961143938846057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Werinais,2018/12/14,"Why do i need to beg for people to talk to me Im always sending ppl messeges and memes but no one ever is the first one to do it.
 If i wasnt the one to first to send the messege i would have no one to talk to.
I hate these so called friends who dont even care about me or support me.
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lonely,SniSlan,2018/12/14,i just realised how lonely i am lol i feel empty inside lol,-2.2348717948717933,-1.3707150000000006,1.5307692307692342,91.80589743589745,122.07692307692308,1.7333333333333334,12.025641025641027,3.1291,-1.4166205128205127,47,1,9,0,3,17,10,13,0.27,0.377,0.35200000000000004,0.3182,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,neongravest0ne,2018/12/14,"How do I even make friends online? How do I stop chasing a relationship? Hi.  


I'm insanely lonely, have a few friends but I only really talk to two of them since the rest of them are in their own sort of clique and I feel ignored. I have no idea how to make more friends, every time I try it feels awkward or forced.   


On top of this I am constantly looking for a relationship since my ex has told me we aren't going to be together anymore. As you can imagine, it's difficult finding anyone to date anyways being an asexual trans guy, and being shy on top of it.  


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lonely,ajk1227,2018/12/14,"Got engaged, cheated on and dumped. Knew the girl for 18 years. Were good friends. Dated for 4 and moved in together. I proposed she said yes. Woke up one night to her sleeping on couch. She told me we were done. Took my dogs, apt, birth certificate and furniture and I had to leave. A month later I figured out she cheated. Now its the holidays and im alone. Oooof",0.017500000000001847,2.297399083333339,1.1722222222222245,97.345,99.83333333333334,4.622222222222223,21.277777777777786,6.42735559955562,0.4597277777777782,282,11,60,4,12,88,57,72,0.152,0.679,0.17,0.3612,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,3,1,4,1,1,0,0,9,10,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,10,1,10,3,9,0,0,14,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,7,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775669206687605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742567958905837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070559451544303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247854785105423,0.21434388553398406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28948572333128186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28377304339849224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391484679270406,0.2848413255815672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514996143474073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160356921272588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25492913740004314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681933002381536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560852498441372,0.2977575877070337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725830548723895
lonely,Rudi_Reifenstecher,2018/12/14,"Looking into Windows when I go for a walk around this time of the year and it's dark i tend to look into the lighted rooms of homes (not in a creepy way, just as i walk by) and when i see people just doing things like cooking or idk play a game with their family I always feel this alienation, like I am of a completely different species as these people who seemingly have actual lifes, hobbies and (i assume) dreams. It's just the darndest thing. 

It's especialy pronounced on Christmas eve. We do ""celebrate"" christmas in my family but we are only 3 people anymore and it doesn't feel genuine so seeing other people ""properly"" celebrating with their families is kind of a downer 
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lonely,theripherts,2018/12/14,"People uninterested in me No one seems to be interested in talking with me? This is a good example of how my convos look like with everyone. Also this convo is from daring app, im trying to talk to this girl and she doesnt seem to be interested in keeping up the convo, like every other person...
[convo here](http://imgur.com/F4U3XkD)

It seems like i didnt do anything wrong.
I just started a convo because we matched and she already is showing signs of not being interested :(
Even my friends do that to me. Literally my convos with friends die with them leaving me on “read” 
Its like im cursed or something :/",3.579272727272727,6.0644825478260875,4.80205533596838,79.25494071146245,75.69565217391305,6.616600790513835,28.715415019762844,7.686295010490155,2.030739130434783,483,21,84,7,11,159,75,115,0.063,0.6809999999999999,0.256,0.9725,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,0,4,11,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,0,16,16,5,1,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,13,10,17,12,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,4,5,60,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461022544614653,0.1337828761844017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766657221148318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197928778085537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362206654388251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104943952781888,0.0,0.14095022398075335,0.1598541066488696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584978491275377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031609347594784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614068496244031,0.0,0.0,0.14869628739157134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771374429847327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269205211848689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048264683197026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133609856030959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159787963151217,0.1460724021666066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733667648836734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568874364179301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878909673245073,0.0,0.0,0.11840971754440036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689249890001284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357988273835065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290688958651694,0.0,0.0
lonely,NewpotatoWhodis,2018/12/14,"Birthday and holidays To be honest i hate December. It makes my loneliness worse. Only because i dont have a SO. Between Christmas and my birthday, everyone is busy with their family and theres nothing wrong with that i just want some sort of human contact and connection ",2.865428571428573,5.928321200000003,4.187714285714286,77.76100000000002,87.0,7.6571428571428575,31.142857142857146,8.418075326091056,3.5304857142857142,220,12,34,6,7,72,42,50,0.17,0.657,0.17300000000000001,-0.2134,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,5,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265499866840864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896223187127906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176648364095351,0.0,0.0,0.3133989596055529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282199832986117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219091944548784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31898933334945123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528389193525483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608429923434575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387892084510373,0.0,0.3634757240632246,0.0,0.0
lonely,BigPapa1969,2018/12/14,"49M Little lonely little / stressed Do you ever feel lonely even with people around?
I am around people all day at work making decisions non stop then go home and begin my night job for a lack of a better term. And just feel lonely and tired all the time. 

 Im married love my wife but she has a chronically illness so I'm her caregiver as well as work a full time job and some times a part time delivery job. Don't get me wrong I don't go around feeling always me or anything but I do feel lonely life is tough I really can't talk to my wife because if I complain about anything relating to her or home she takes it personal and gets upset then I feel even worse. 

Sorry about my rambling it's a rainy day here and feeling a little down today. Just sometimes wonder if I'm the only one out there feeling like this. ",1.291666666666668,3.56855911904762,3.010714285714286,90.10095238095242,82.80952380952381,5.4,20.047619047619047,6.691623216298621,0.331604761904762,644,18,131,7,18,213,101,168,0.21600000000000005,0.706,0.078,-0.9444,3,8,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,14,13,0,2,9,0,8,5,0,1,3,35,26,17,0,3,8,2,7,1,0,0,4,0,2,1,3,11,0,1,9,0,0,2,3,9,1,1,0,7,17,4,15,26,7,26,0,4,0,1,11,10,0,6,15,82,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185059866719633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167773936242188,0.29480276761701857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729072340580232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762808838738926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238061200334653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458187824675476,0.0998511131425403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907039167988035,0.07886029888657893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534501625397657,0.0,0.12547064014119302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145377249359008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923660619839895,0.0,0.3286253768772676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779694088755249,0.0539293783214222,0.33190949631300753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962832971736932,0.0,0.07368399656255506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035904642546858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480090215592879,0.08395407910077135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953806681033576,0.0,0.15305651321177094,0.096385431054751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071656308827758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917529428498393,0.1235689019114324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922882454640982,0.12644762131580234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299707991855737,0.08872466873176807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574695498167779,0.12687330263302105,0.10463370876953074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925092330476526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970969522429638,0.1607257019983183,0.0,0.11249350407611378,0.0,0.12069055573942256,0.0,0.0
lonely,adjwic,2018/12/14,"I just want to be held. Just wrap me in your arms. 
I'm touch starved with an aversion of being touched by strangers. I just want someone to stick around long enough for me to get comfortable with them. ",2.2922499999999992,4.612875725000002,1.5850000000000009,101.51000000000002,79.25,5.0,25.0,5.985473137389443,0.2832500000000002,159,6,36,1,4,45,31,40,0.146,0.721,0.133,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,10,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397094051289178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609062776485102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23305150849097814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947551085693576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779509784019874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262035482856391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dvnielitv,2018/12/14,What if I don’t deserve love? Maybe that is why everyone ends up leaving ,0.532,2.9896492000000023,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,90.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.6469999999999998,58,3,12,1,2,19,15,15,0.0,0.741,0.259,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37915709464064656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40905447646787896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532812169920626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863642891548253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300698817693776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862809910521201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway12475,2018/12/14,loneliness i don't really remember what it's like to not feel lonely,4.74642857142857,6.025212214285716,7.57,65.72500000000001,69.71428571428571,14.171428571428573,28.285714285714285,13.023866798666859,5.129371428571427,57,2,10,3,1,21,14,14,0.182,0.519,0.299,0.2047,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418299611820544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302826911605809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330933805173405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7658301021179967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,toothpick101,2018/12/14,"I legit hate being human. I fucking hate the human Condition. I hate how people say I like science and it's part of my personality. 

First of fucking all I don't like science, I use it as a tool because I want to change reality because this fucking place is maddening and chaotic. I don't like not having control. We are supposed to be happy because we could have it worse all the time? What kind of cult of submission is that? Then people say well what are you going to do? You sacriface your life, you use everything you have because it's all you have.

I have a very specific world view on how i view life. I cannot view people over the age of 18 as anything but a bit psychopathic compared to people who left this planet before age 18. We all are surviving and accept parameters to survive. People just say it is what it is, but that's sort of what makes it psychopathic to me. 
We have limitations. Fine, you can say you can push those limitations, but nonetheless these limitations are what this biological body gives us.

People have to go into ""mindsets"" to deal with life. I feel every fuckin thing in life is to coop with it.

Desensitization seems to be a trend as people get older, but since the process is so normal in aging it becomes ignored. This idea of social pressure is ludacris. We have to adapt to our conditions if we wish to survive. 

People worship surviving. People could not be living but just surviving. We worship that in life.

We worship the process because it's not changeable. We say ""if it cannot be changed then acceptance is the best""

The only thing that gives some hope is the nerds in silicon valley and across the world create something that breaks the chains of reality. 

I just cannot see people over the age of 18 as having any possibility sanity. We all on the subconscious scale are related to the semantics the word ""warrior/competitor""
Legit sociopaths and psychopaths seem to enjoy the benefits of the world the most, that gives me a headache. ",4.842637241379312,6.637846418666673,5.72137011494253,77.07480000000002,70.14666666666666,8.479080459770115,29.997701149425286,9.035553425615538,2.649895632183908,1577,64,281,31,29,517,166,375,0.048,0.799,0.153,0.991,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,12,8,0,11,8,26,7,1,22,0,38,10,1,6,5,62,60,21,0,8,13,0,1,3,0,0,5,5,0,3,31,18,0,5,6,0,0,3,8,10,1,1,0,10,36,16,41,53,10,28,3,0,4,4,34,15,4,8,12,202,67,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338399420273714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460038731777462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927019403496635,0.08669919762844214,0.06679934779754047,0.0,0.08238291669775487,0.0,0.08570375945437078,0.08719793066877153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660892343535502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804657292043769,0.125354782871789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093202744445156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614124921840857,0.0,0.07055245944511783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03969292698528409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677368886803509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177212665974524,0.04101401058451922,0.2259185703627837,0.08922889483957015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356674834448123,0.0,0.2325131665323819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797011456757658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861910684429795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174766436020052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529256043266116,0.0,0.27724112100762205,0.11505621127597335,0.0,0.06931862924124604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052400637896171325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691520924791416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059704243853429435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500992408058293,0.0,0.5442334360658396,0.06854484429164434,0.08201779298224064,0.0,0.0,0.08849911412813227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121393685562044,0.0,0.0,0.06255586264502684,0.14293039033412966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493759537418993,0.0,0.0,0.08002281644922754,0.0,0.06043460948850935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430636837373293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04577509798136888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442813816061912,0.13560089957817698,0.0,0.0647723013302291,0.04630246343124237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058264936183767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902733281593694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000015807719517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,noonaRoe,2018/12/14,Small emergency room event eased loneliness I went into the ER for self harm and my sitter was the same girl I had met a couple months ago in a completely different hospital for attempted suicide. She recognized me and treated me so kindly. She said “honey you don’t deserve this to yourself.” It felt fuzzy and sweet with her sitting by my side. It felt like she gazed into my broken soul when she was gently cleaning blood off me. She had strong pretty green eyes looking right at me like I was a sick puppy. Oh and she mentioned she had a boyfriend but it didn’t even matter. She was just so caring towards me. It’s like I was a human in her eyes. It’s a small world and I’ll remember her for a long time,2.0889610389610382,4.2874113076923095,3.3292357642357655,89.38638111888113,79.27972027972028,6.323476523476522,22.801698301698302,7.447530270364453,0.9639474525474524,559,18,113,8,14,181,91,143,0.087,0.7390000000000001,0.175,0.9018,1,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,1,0,2,5,9,0,0,9,0,10,4,3,0,0,15,17,9,1,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,2,3,6,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,14,9,24,8,13,3,1,21,1,0,4,0,19,13,0,0,9,74,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883108372730179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165916720281259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227340881252268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23505532108262184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194939277126896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031133436942902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079418878000656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212183942714078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113550767306624,0.0,0.0,0.1879983173824454,0.1783919228040151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956361489478255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161227981704983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406474782453048,0.18141835564064807,0.20207436149324048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161606755972987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323694441748407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238725748595803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969294019152004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cnnhu,2018/12/14,"very conflicted the friendships i’m a part of are so one sided. they don’t acknowledge my existence unless i say something to them first. when they do respond they don’t give a shit about what i’m saying and brush me off like some annoying pest. i’m getting so tired of being the only one putting effort into the friendship that i want to end it but at the same time i don’t want to lose the closest people i have as friends since i’m too shy to go out and try to meet new people due to my constant fear of what others think about me. 

sorry if i’m rambling i just needed a place to vent :(",2.3788800000000023,3.752298128000003,3.728200000000001,90.5971,75.72,6.28,23.7,6.742157984588678,0.6446799999999997,466,14,101,4,10,153,82,125,0.17,0.735,0.095,-0.8954,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,3,7,6,2,1,8,0,7,2,1,0,0,16,19,9,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,3,0,3,13,2,18,18,3,16,0,1,0,0,10,7,1,2,8,66,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066021494384072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933241265245286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21513532392120224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626211424503395,0.0,0.0,0.14770840196898527,0.0,0.09988582884654253,0.1834012599670852,0.10865435970647982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340291982712008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21388616363563626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176062659341931,0.0,0.1846468458287114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591026592380055,0.1454041630643861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703380639823904,0.0,0.2650860380279752,0.0,0.19974674789028016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921928786801128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040746232765753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962477851515282,0.15814950659081953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718290100737874,0.0,0.21401500624705166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225030852445015,0.0,0.0,0.11148101678518947,0.21973805897418874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980148989037982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774694823700044,0.2255307331106051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fishnbrewis,2018/12/14,"I just want to cuddle. I front like I don't, but I crave that sense of closeness to a painful degree.",0.7690909090909095,2.356187727272733,2.1090909090909093,99.53363636363638,80.81818181818181,4.4,20.090909090909093,3.1291,-0.6807999999999996,78,2,19,0,2,25,18,22,0.195,0.6579999999999999,0.147,-0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726432045754216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8116243137439788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44989222645359855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hollowhorned,2018/12/14,"Have you found your self in the mirror? I never gave it a thought, but I just realised that I’ve sat in view of my mirror since I was a kid, I’m alone in my room and I have the mirror in the corner of my eye. I’m not looking directly into it; so when someone at work mentioned that he had to buy a mirror for his bird so it won’t be lonely it hit me like a bull’s horn in the gut that I do that. I have always sat in front of my mirror when I’m alone in my apartment, when I was a kid I sat on the part of my bed that I could see the mirror in.  I feel like an idiot that I’m just now realising that I do this. ",0.9466666666666692,1.0907103333333341,3.6287777777777817,94.694,77.6111111111111,6.315555555555558,19.95555555555556,5.6839178017228535,-0.3165561111111113,464,8,125,2,10,166,75,144,0.095,0.857,0.048,-0.7351,0,4,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,8,4,1,0,12,0,11,2,2,0,1,11,25,7,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,12,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,9,5,21,2,17,12,1,20,0,1,4,0,9,14,0,0,7,86,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5295297241747923,0.0,0.0,0.2127120904803069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410690510208016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925873741403826,0.1826285214846064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802949207413307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497845624853828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21467233900480126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716452276709984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768320778760718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371115051152472,0.0,0.2666871842418556,0.0,0.0,0.2114671863801682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166020581226437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294877618125215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861082048569553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Davro88,2019/06/09,"Loving yourself is not the solution. I'm a 30 year old male, i've been lonely most of my life and never really had any close friends. People say the solution is to love yourself, cause no one likes being alone someone who dislikes themselves.


Well i dont have this problem, i love myself and have a high level of self confidence. But i'm still lonely as hell. I think it has to do mainly with my social skills and my difficulty to bond with other guys. If i end up being semi-friends with someone, it always ends with them stopping to reach out. And i'm not quite sure why. Maybe i'm just an asshole.

I see a lot of people here having problems with loneliness and not being able to get a gf/bf. You might not feel like i belong here as i do not have this problem. For some reason i find it much easier talking to girls who i have a sexual interest in, which is why i've filled the void of not being able to connect with anyone with casual sex. But it gets boring quick. 

I've had a few girlfriends, but none i would say i really connected with and they all ended because of this.

I just feel like i'm unable to connect with anyone on a deeper level than general chit-chat.",3.0097247302356323,4.505407092050213,4.571856419290906,84.68912574322837,74.31380753138075,7.207311164941642,23.45760845628716,7.85451343220497,1.187865271966527,921,26,183,13,19,309,136,239,0.14,0.768,0.09300000000000001,-0.7092,0,5,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,2,7,18,1,0,11,0,21,5,0,2,3,48,35,12,0,5,12,0,2,3,2,2,1,2,0,4,11,17,0,1,5,1,0,1,10,7,1,1,3,5,19,11,30,26,8,18,1,2,1,4,18,8,1,5,12,126,30,0,0.23332678316883665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082808984344387,0.0,0.0,0.0970732875076809,0.0,0.0,0.07933510683556567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314751190957869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111692067940956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984543956742688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672862607333552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099874122438553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117977032255573,0.16668870051671258,0.0,0.0,0.10662822637261664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802676938841324,0.0,0.12190361399788327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551509946087064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326127847360364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240280362245336,0.1709875206978564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918304360270948,0.3158797972435501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720405747215255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376142230816975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576101627642703,0.0,0.08997799965986103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224186045730491,0.0,0.07905413340990719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617594128674493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33489333003331073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408587733074786,0.0,0.0,0.14947511197169994,0.11994939680921247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555082302719708,0.0,0.0,0.09296561863255476,0.0,0.12170536076283955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892363595298043,0.1976970262049249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931675352195629,0.09753581920544807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995386591378664,0.0,0.0,0.09376961502482463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475319066600718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489439974447533,0.0,0.21054113015033446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828743261453443,0.0,0.0,0.07512739922082518
lonely,souledout_,2019/06/09,Lonely I haven't seen my family or had friends in years. And I'm only 19,-1.387647058823532,0.43313405882353,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,90.76470588235294,5.752941176470588,14.382352941176471,7.1686216300943375,-0.2455647058823529,57,1,14,1,2,21,16,17,0.142,0.682,0.17600000000000002,0.1531,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5987749945404967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907252321633783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830699589605936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090240423019619
lonely,unpredictabilities,2019/06/09,"i feel like i’m not supposed to be here i’ve always felt like i don’t belong anywhere. i can’t make connections with anyone, i don’t think i’m built for it. i’m not close to my family and i don’t have any friends or a boyfriend. when i was in elementary school i was extroverted, i talked to people and somehow i lost that spark after shit began to go wrong. people started treating me differently, like i was a fucking alien or something. throughout middle school and high school i always kept to myself. like my brain decided to just stop trying to talk to people. i was only ever myself alone in my room but in front of people i became lifeless. i became anxious and depressed and i knew people noticed something was wrong with me, so i guess that’s why they stayed away from me. i’m going to college in september now, and i’m pretty sure life will continue as shitty as it is. i just want everything to stop.",2.8528260869565223,4.762324500000002,4.350434782608698,84.35489130434786,75.73913043478261,6.556521739130435,24.54347826086957,7.413659706084162,1.2157347826086964,724,24,139,9,16,241,105,184,0.153,0.741,0.105,-0.8934,1,1,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,8,13,2,0,2,0,13,4,2,1,2,30,32,13,0,1,7,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,4,9,0,3,5,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,10,2,26,7,23,20,0,22,0,2,0,1,4,9,2,4,13,87,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260130364435051,0.0,0.0,0.20247774722327905,0.0,0.0,0.08273951629851041,0.0,0.0,0.13745204282197707,0.0,0.08507422980271681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431261652077412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582353853305168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479386854946036,0.0,0.0,0.1271188606354601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005714029199283,0.0,0.0,0.10934881241726227,0.0,0.11469929284046035,0.0,0.061519817471172064,0.08692080343299713,0.11682191903103027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400164940305213,0.11248160648901392,0.0,0.0,0.1382953019745786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403280758462072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285506374924294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593885336909209,0.2377665293448613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281676684361707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121541855405626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852167292516016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253523141488322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217519869584344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237817482523774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694084642384469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489212021813728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733444102285807,0.0,0.0,0.08611838583640577,0.1296836301325056,0.0,0.20344250672187794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467218037172397,0.0,0.0,0.1955868694229434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796098201890897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826056878418554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176389636903625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978791082796548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26605326684682123,0.0,0.0
lonely,geti111,2019/06/09,"complain + friends needed + help appreciated  I (18 F), just graduated high school with 0 friends, and I live with my parents. I do not know how to open myself up and make friends. I cannot properly connect with normies. I have not had friends for over 4 years. It would feel so nice to have friends.

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Every day I drive my car somewhere (grocery store, restaurant, book store), eat/walk around there alone, and drive back while playing loud music.

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I need extremely detailed directions on how to make friends, because “go to cafe/bookstore/etc.” and “be friendly” do not work.

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Any help would be appreciated

Also if anyone is in north FL, want to be friends? :-D

\-Geti",3.5921428571428566,6.531071230158732,3.1850793650793685,88.25714285714287,78.76190476190476,5.504761904761906,31.222222222222207,6.868970318607317,1.8382126984126983,549,28,100,6,14,163,87,126,0.031,0.6409999999999999,0.32799999999999996,0.9913,1,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,4,0,25,20,10,0,6,5,1,1,0,8,2,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,0,2,2,2,4,4,1,0,0,1,2,10,10,14,14,0,16,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,4,53,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049949727627317,0.0,0.08107035842236418,0.0,0.32952259283808233,0.3695488442448458,0.06893916300523724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708844631718024,0.0,0.0,0.09024614169693444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795189397956996,0.0,0.061797874644702176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537913970219024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037329665886394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306104848092735,0.0,0.0,0.08541366058001144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125875657039497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6265828296677959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057614322588538165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590040492792266,0.107109320297988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571360378225062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951687396063829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533854749734506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033805349311685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256606185688373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259793413894673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059794197150328424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380294252727095,0.0,0.0,0.14402921750454709,0.0,0.3695488442448458,0.06528282657737812
lonely,BlaZ_AMR,2019/06/09,"Looking for some friends I'm 21M from the UK and I'm feeling lonely and a bit down. I would love to make some more friends that I can chat with :) 

Some things about me: I've recently finished university where I was studying Microbiology, I like programming and science 😂! 

I'm also really happy to chat with anyone else who is having a rough day and is too scared to post something so feel free to message me!!",4.013577235772356,5.266855073170731,5.281463414634152,81.5389430894309,71.4390243902439,7.9056910569105705,29.52032520325203,8.344100000000001,2.0540910569105684,324,13,65,5,6,108,59,82,0.057999999999999996,0.665,0.27699999999999997,0.9659,0,2,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,13,14,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,6,7,10,12,5,6,0,1,1,1,7,2,0,3,4,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994581012896008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743976554478891,0.25555644362773744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722979689777047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085286068439386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835528948306867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25222472082167163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853967835416884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655082576673681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218521911919834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944685000358326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510792185484074,0.0,0.16648729720964325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23887184197297026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978244945667888,0.0,0.2462684771704367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497091976434169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920128302941391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570108732936853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771781623563108,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wanderingtoWonder,2019/06/09,"Were we really ever friends? Hello, first time posting here!

So I've recently traveled out west from my home state in the Midwest. During my time out there I had a few friends where we would often go out to the bars and drink, or see each other out our respect jobs since there were a lot of restaurants packed on this one street

Knowing these folks for over 5 years I grew dependant on them for friendship, willing to go out more often than I should, or join for any parties going on that night. All the while though I never felt like I was ""in"" with the crowd. I was going through a major depressing bout during that time, and I just couldn't make good enough conversation to keep things interesting. Often times cobversations would end with them giving a generic conversation ending response that always left me feeling like I didn't do good enough to keep them interested. 

Fast forward a few years and after not being able to cope with the stress of my job I packed up and traveled out west to volunteer on a few farms. The desire to live real life experiences drew me towards heading out here as I felt outside of a kitchen I had nothing to talk about anymore, like a mental block stopping me from having any other interesting interests.

What has saddeneded me is the fact that since leaving, I have barely gotten a two word response from any of these friends. I've been gone for three months, and have reached out to make conversation only to be left on read, or voicemail. What really brought me to this point was the latest message I sent, telling one of them that I truly missed them, only to be marked as read. That was a day ago, and I just feel like my concerns have all been confirmed.

I was the ""take him or leave him"" friend. The uninteresting tagalong, and that I miss them far more than they would miss me. Maybe I'm making too much out of it, but it hurts that i've essentially brought myself to the brick of begging them for conversation or some type of knowledge of existence.

ive made friends out here that gave made me feel loads better about my life, and male me feel like I matter again, but I still feel hung up on the fact that I can't get over the thought that these friends I've had for over half a decade have essentially ""dumped"" me.

What do?",9.495493871665467,7.133198018264839,8.325640471040618,76.43109949531366,60.82648401826485,11.138860850757027,36.75126171593367,9.134995656068208,3.0260438356164387,1804,60,356,21,19,554,218,438,0.066,0.828,0.106,0.9532,2,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,3,0,8,2,19,26,1,1,24,0,33,6,1,6,6,74,67,20,0,6,10,0,7,5,6,5,2,0,2,1,24,24,3,4,10,6,0,12,5,7,0,6,24,8,49,19,66,34,14,69,0,5,1,0,32,33,0,11,29,249,73,5,0.08312041498256141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368123268318352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916284390310495,0.0,0.0,0.16957419752587102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243311654092214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351325234319937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360579128338845,0.0,0.07159149162694295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142636241043127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724003245659664,0.17177121632894654,0.0,0.0,0.07518717408529207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130771541008874,0.0,0.0,0.21014089652104714,0.17814372321535826,0.15961726680995747,0.0,0.0,0.07070218252208306,0.0,0.0,0.3853117585585357,0.0,0.04342698615977565,0.07973667606555294,0.18895698938121844,0.13943492093198945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530552601241104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337655345189382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898212337614503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496837235951406,0.14776248797774674,0.0,0.0,0.04568080628776882,0.0,0.0,0.17602503565212765,0.18062114817120967,0.0,0.11742081452978513,0.2030421809307227,0.0,0.07339684926619812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066600440400526,0.0,0.1573010928481094,0.16645056732437974,0.0,0.083505628993101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376582817217425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634592222406495,0.0,0.06110306896970846,0.0,0.06410758824559429,0.0,0.0,0.07800287872980176,0.0,0.07975627994575661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264908873086267,0.1264336422871747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857565905096124,0.0,0.07960638094839889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628581709465087,0.09460922962485026,0.10649813251539272,0.0,0.08207138207369886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623620910469542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751613243248562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638007077609072,0.06949238881122789,0.0952141545279567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062496207603607225,0.06680904101762326,0.07265090637535088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552215102983894,0.0,0.08166538569496867,0.06598832485570275,0.1938727296520088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119656756928513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771390738871987,0.0,0.0,0.10705364407783237
lonely,jagvillhaenmer,2019/06/09,"How do I stop being jealous?. like is there any other way I can think when I see my male friend talk to other girls, other than that he will like her more than me?",4.141428571428573,3.5079621428571457,4.720714285714287,92.38678571428574,70.42857142857143,7.0,20.357142857142858,3.1291,-0.38128571428571423,125,1,30,0,2,40,29,35,0.057,0.722,0.221,0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,3,5,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,4,22,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030707292788509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443233621914559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435463480271432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551411091589666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725998871933647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582124830142741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855671960967398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537519227205339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,I_vory,2019/06/09,"On hugs Do you guys ever at night or just any time of the day, suddenly feel very exhausted and think ""I need a hug."" ? 

Because I do and being a single person, it's so much harder since, I have no one to get a hug from even when I feel lonely and sad. 

Man. I really need a hug...",0.6531147540983611,1.7269461147540994,3.482754098360658,91.8224918032787,79.65573770491805,6.847213114754098,17.118032786885244,7.554174236665415,0.020413770491803263,207,3,51,3,5,74,47,61,0.168,0.731,0.1,-0.5095,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,4,5,0,0,1,11,10,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,6,4,5,9,2,8,0,2,0,4,4,2,0,1,6,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510650389036333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489575945195046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850311900898033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949927576362935,0.2595236814422681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29013745894934045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498969931938441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840828997567376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109095547127578,0.42547560399734097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692426533824596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441551417656686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505160044537537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379988178414505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23733232017801345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383833169499267,0.0,0.0,0.16729769785427173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367282075874752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BRIDAGT,2019/06/09,"I lost basically everything at once Hi, new here, 20 years old and this past month my boyfriend of 1.5 years left me, and i lived with him, so i also lost my home and it sucks, its just so lonely now. The depression from this also caused me to fail all my finals and almost lose my scholarships for college. Currently living with emotionally abusive family members who are old fashioned and don't take mental health seriously. I work for minimum wage at a crap fast food place where i just get yelled at by people all day. And almost all my friends have summer internships long distances away. My days are long and boring and so lonely. I miss home, i miss having someplace to go where everything was better at the end of the day. I miss having someone to share things with. Idk what to do. 

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The best way i can describe how i feel is, it's like there's a small mechanic in my heart, and he works hard to make sure everything is repaired and running, but he needs help. Sure he's done it before on his own for a long time, so he's perfectly capable. But because sometimes it's such a mess and so broken it's just too much for one person alone. He is tired and wants to take a break and have someone else to hold all the broken pieces together, even just for a little bit. But he can't rest or break or everything will completely fall apart.

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idk if that makes any sense or if i just sound like a delusional lunatic. Sorry for long post",4.675279720279718,5.79347187762238,5.005181818181818,84.64777272727272,69.73426573426573,8.377342657342657,26.88741258741259,8.697196308434329,1.8043166433566429,1151,36,230,19,20,364,167,286,0.18,0.72,0.1,-0.9394,2,5,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,9,21,24,2,0,12,0,16,5,2,4,7,46,31,29,0,4,13,0,2,2,1,1,2,2,2,1,12,16,1,1,1,0,2,3,2,15,0,1,4,4,22,9,27,26,10,42,0,10,0,0,14,14,2,7,23,141,34,6,0.0,0.10539191435395973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814235176619306,0.09212599433454748,0.0,0.14226752356222316,0.0,0.1927558734296664,0.21616942751582635,0.06048945747908485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357201571506874,0.0,0.0,0.05422345946286797,0.0,0.07569040811904534,0.0,0.09334816570050368,0.07866957620869365,0.09711101596528854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913767676118667,0.0,0.0,0.0932630105615108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209733271932878,0.0,0.07661302046801441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102734563452863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430681146615269,0.10005745130790117,0.07878382866423618,0.0,0.0,0.058751031641993336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197722507943399,0.0,0.08385470821611556,0.0,0.04497609545622301,0.06354632560745138,0.0,0.09744103319354336,0.0,0.0,0.10755941723575052,0.0,0.0687230120371411,0.0,0.04647301661013234,0.0,0.05055267520641209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796822649112834,0.0,0.0,0.09455032708359526,0.0,0.105406887943962,0.059621711425866065,0.0,0.1784494065146273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966450859405571,0.0,0.0,0.08691353908129204,0.08915186823070781,0.15709001690929345,0.31487392355906657,0.0,0.09951296745594827,0.194200172539349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187504309197928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964128225901866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099951938155516,0.0,0.06538892495813008,0.06595574197477147,0.0,0.08590904267701112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667738083011448,0.09472948476536733,0.06027522785537806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849134115935472,0.06166714533307239,0.07766823195064193,0.09293444365152533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519008550296728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073510753757924,0.0,0.08797441674550419,0.09957291294460817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766977349985368,0.0,0.13375956062651725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059094825413205765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186780952413236,0.10223562824186536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246536784535713,0.07060484507515744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951419075092488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21616942751582635,0.11456253862747913
lonely,Amelia2703,2019/06/09,"Lonely girl... How do you overcome loneliness without forcing situations? 

I (F 25) long for a relationship or just to feel love again but you can't actively look for love, right? 

I'm on a few dating websites as it's pretty standard in today's society and it's great to get to talk to people, but ideally I'd like to meet someone organically. Like I said above, the dating app scenario almost feels forced? (I know it's my choice to be on there but I hope that makes sense)

I feel so lonely and lost some days and it's making me feel desperate :( It kind of makes me wish I'd never experienced love so I wouldn't know what I'm missing 😩

Can anyone relate to this lonely gal?",1.6840250260688236,3.9225471678832133,3.8162095933263838,85.13169708029199,80.97080291970805,6.542022940563086,22.19447340980188,7.7094869923839395,1.0878137643378525,530,17,107,9,14,181,91,137,0.18100000000000002,0.5720000000000001,0.247,0.9465,0,6,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,2,6,14,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,4,1,27,26,11,0,4,6,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,7,11,9,15,22,2,11,0,5,1,3,10,4,0,4,9,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593558962246732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586895626032473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068698603265181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33515376189666113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657713717463658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269691850031186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458837378335198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256246463472244,0.18214081988896616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191600942327403,0.0,0.0,0.14664898505182114,0.1391554710962241,0.0,0.18089308811526092,0.0,0.4486818337826488,0.0,0.3318400578621539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780650817106134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488311476439908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858762056783522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791155553133609,0.0,0.14151625447981606,0.15762907046499788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862660621480288,0.0,0.0,0.14040635872418605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319219269345153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570746140827446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055942600782166,0.15973945210862162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,A-R-Snow,2019/06/09,"Lurker I just feel like i lurk, never part of plans, never part of anything, I'm just the background like a shadow. Like I'm just some side character in other people's life, and even mine.",3.247543859649124,4.763830421052635,4.255263157894738,87.11517543859651,73.73684210526315,6.119298245614036,20.561403508771924,6.42735559955562,0.2804982456140355,148,3,29,1,3,48,27,38,0.048,0.7509999999999999,0.201,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,3,3,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23679445682161016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005674283468896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549549120975705,0.20556928664095586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032469568167774,0.421741636300534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438624368927342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6232123252787146,0.0,0.19949022943692224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hispanichurricane94,2019/06/09,"Hello other lonely people, want to be friends? :) Title says it all, I'm in one of the darkest ebbs in my life right now and really just need to reach out to this sub. I was the only new kid at my high school when I moved and spent four years as a dedicated outlier, I tried to make friends but just didn't really fit in with any group enough to be a significant part of anyone's life. Had a job too but it was a similar deal, most of the other employees had been friends since childhood and were friendly enough, but really didn't want a new addition. It hurt a lot, as I always had to try to embrace the loneliness and assure myself that it was just the circumstances not me, but I made it through because I figured it was just four shitty years of a long life and really didn't matter in the long term. Then I went to university full of hopes...and for a variety of reasons abused alcohol and a lot of drugs for two years. I've been sober from everything for about a month and am honestly devastated. I left university for the summer realizing that I had squandered so many opportunities and not made any lasting friendships at all, so now I'm back home in another small town w/no one from home or from university to talk to and still dealing with the psychological side effects of coming off of an extended period of self medicating. I'm trying to embrace the idea that being by yourself doesn't have to mean being alone again, but fuck that. I've had to tell myself that most of my life and if I'm honest I really don't want to go through it alone anymore, but my entire world feels too shattered to be able to even try to make friends currently.",7.5655,6.088070178787878,8.079810606060608,73.86971590909094,63.87878787878788,11.765151515151516,34.26136363636364,10.820120047756994,3.4265909090909084,1309,45,264,29,16,437,170,330,0.125,0.73,0.145,0.3069,3,4,2,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,16,12,1,0,20,0,24,8,0,6,3,52,43,24,0,5,14,0,1,0,5,0,7,1,2,2,15,15,1,0,7,0,1,4,7,3,0,5,19,2,17,9,52,19,11,43,0,2,0,1,14,18,1,6,21,179,32,2,0.0917452796500719,0.10870315408618572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804780242472133,0.0,0.1900408815776508,0.0,0.0,0.07633942222997665,0.0,0.0,0.1247798724834851,0.09620292513139587,0.0,0.0,0.09098666472082156,0.0641504327153338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054645695276249,0.0,0.05592707092578516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903043473629842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891707095950268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639539719554857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959479787532896,0.0,0.060596891938532536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824547415797025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04638917002828992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544108773681968,0.08481703267275079,0.0,0.0,0.05214095669593508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693392511568767,0.184055991883775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821521938640898,0.10356925345111097,0.0,0.0,0.0910430335238108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478464799416577,0.0,0.0,0.0996815147828684,0.0,0.25920961698842543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238337086946122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599711183248688,0.0,0.17362320382591284,0.12248137316038984,0.09301531357412812,0.0,0.0999375055892862,0.0,0.09242371715449646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323020691566312,0.09751071289915426,0.0,0.06802796236031097,0.0,0.17721632557412562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433795175477695,0.06977641937451591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935119734879272,0.0,0.06360462510134032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938718770799269,0.09432942763502217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834996753346997,0.0,0.07295952876362657,0.0,0.09285112105258814,0.0,0.0,0.095710335577034,0.0,0.0,0.07589264339609972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326789884075648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374138053330119,0.08018941825105358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24915609025630386,0.0,0.08962180710759084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234122892752995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504879339224121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724285632249134
lonely,hamsteronline,2019/06/09,"What is wrong with me So, when i was young my mom always told me to get good grades and thats only that maters. I was good at school but bad at making friends so I was alone most of the time. I cant remember how many time I came home and my mom would make fun of me that I don't have anybody. But she also didn't let me stay after school I had to went home the minute when school finished. And what sad thing is everything stayed the same after so many years. When we have an argument she tell me I have no friends (even tho she doesn't as well)
I started thinking the problem is in me. Whatever I do it isn't helping. I will admit I have different humor and when I made a joke I would insult someone unintentionally, and people would attack me because of that  so I stopped doing it 
Now I just laught without making any jokes and now I am again beening attack for laughing. 
I have now much less friends, nobody to talk to 
Everybody is avoiding me... 
I just never imagine that everything would stay the same",1.8054854368932067,3.904130665048541,2.9765145631067966,92.06787864077671,79.72815533980581,5.673398058252428,22.43592233009709,6.742157984588678,0.4899755339805823,791,25,169,8,20,254,115,206,0.20800000000000002,0.6629999999999999,0.13,-0.9541,1,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,0,19,19,3,1,7,0,28,0,0,5,1,34,39,20,0,5,5,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,10,9,0,2,4,2,0,2,8,8,1,0,10,0,33,11,16,23,5,26,0,1,0,0,15,3,0,1,18,128,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153184583853767,0.0,0.08611771096956344,0.08960468506433293,0.0,0.0,0.07323124048913647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24502031473300845,0.0,0.0,0.08991462299068866,0.06564534326417472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316589199427015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251059071115208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112662448075857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935652886932377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495974487803841,0.0,0.05626231078050204,0.0,0.0,0.1806464493360745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218070833766634,0.0,0.2160388264043339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011783656907093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189658268445977,0.215646867916185,0.21835658786783746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25224476136605634,0.0,0.0,0.07916275477574952,0.0,0.0830552928538921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190124971256581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465700203587074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304246114190148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198902458107215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32695671057307485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912433287573876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622181644099865,0.3443418645864885,0.0,0.09003163060388128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655518978110563,0.09412368286245966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154283658428139,0.06900184674029514,0.0,0.0,0.12558697634938434,0.0,0.0,0.10290008816008836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682405835253348,0.0998274564360116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380697481731116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059926406050609,0.11773945291804135,0.0,0.0693472645227123
lonely,Purplicious_mess,2019/06/09,"I don’t fear much... I’m not a very anxious person most of the time, I used to fear heights but not anymore, but one thing scares me more than anything, a fear I didn’t know I had until recently, a fear of being alone. Not the kind of alone where you’re sitting on your phone in your room, or where you’re bored and nobodies around, but where everyone you reach out to seems to avoid your presence, whether it be making plans and avoiding ever setting a day to do it, or just never responding to my texts, just... everyone who I used to hang out with all the time seems to avoid me now, and I don’t know why. I just want someone to hug me and let me know everything is ok, I just want someone to actually want to be around me. I’m sorry if this post was a bit of a downer, but I just needed to vent a bit, thanks.",5.267764857881139,4.050947197674418,5.927286821705426,86.60582687338503,68.30232558139534,9.272351421188633,29.57622739018088,8.167268648758528,1.6704940568475457,626,18,147,7,9,205,93,172,0.187,0.715,0.099,-0.9511,0,5,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,0,1,12,13,0,8,10,1,11,1,0,3,3,44,26,13,0,5,16,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,9,0,3,5,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,3,0,19,4,24,19,6,23,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,6,8,100,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.11592279380175685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460631176412609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419991747480425,0.117808664110188,0.0,0.0,0.0977547984998959,0.21149819269180145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25937781750235395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661031057257789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745318033452238,0.0,0.2270196131684851,0.10676161154891284,0.0,0.0,0.5346912049813624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370245426020475,0.19585313488299613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147175531068792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929385583415564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732498818943125,0.08808195566237062,0.09161887415466348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804957959464316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372364191836332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137688563494009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729169403633392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893042562560688,0.0,0.0,0.2162855686591204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130230759842388,0.0,0.0,0.13297669983782265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936671122119557,0.0,0.0,0.0789194031645121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853587154114466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519441391990012,0.0,0.0980149427551328,0.21019787205785845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719032085922853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GotNoFight,2019/06/09,Does anyone else here not go outside? I've really wasted my life due to this. I deserve to be alone but it's still difficult to cope with the loneliness despite bring so used to it.,1.5258108108108104,3.884315567567569,3.32560810810811,87.69489864864866,82.51351351351352,6.943243243243244,22.763513513513516,8.07648339933343,1.4302486486486492,144,5,29,3,4,48,32,37,0.263,0.737,0.0,-0.8656,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003917209027037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703134392801748,0.3961081989881761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383084185664629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229472021727597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970859330568324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730606797835749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24766011525969944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087320986962381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338905289690351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,decodrum,2019/06/09,"Feel free to invite me to chat. Touch my profile and invite me to chat. I like art, rock music, I am a 90's teen. Need a friend.",-2.375689655172416,-0.6202272758620673,0.6650862068965537,103.20728448275864,97.6206896551724,2.9000000000000004,10.698275862068963,3.1291,-2.034524137931035,95,1,25,0,4,33,22,29,0.0,0.609,0.391,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947040706097919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.603103767022804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813706738936433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5788185829263536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JcRussell2242,2019/06/09,"I'm single, (m, 18), girls keep cheating on me and I'm losing hope.. I haven't quite given up on finding someone yet, and I found this community, and I thought to myself, hey other people are lonely too and want to talk. So this is me, putting myself out there. You can contact me in 2 ways Snapchat or my number. My Snapchat is jcrussell2242 and my number is (231)878-8245. I'm open to talk about literally anything. Please don't be shy.",2.3602586206896556,4.389670126436784,3.5707902298850582,88.83135775862068,77.6206896551724,5.729310344827588,25.81752873563219,6.6274283507984215,0.95513908045977,339,13,69,3,8,110,61,87,0.102,0.8059999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.5803,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,5,4,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,14,17,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,12,1,9,13,1,9,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,2,1,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625291104619088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401843353293812,0.0,0.0,0.28813451477092583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610087175933095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23357888914957736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939936111633413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218476656954372,0.0,0.0,0.2884633480783491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641754729833777,0.0,0.2795083908298289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226602207078421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224396001885175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086250688870072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499972866046427,0.2085896330894013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Zac6060,2019/06/09,The smaller issues I know it’s not as bad as what a lot of people on here are saying. But one of the issues I find with being solo is having no one to watch your drink or food when you need the toilet at a restaurant or cafe,7.555,3.5951833000000017,8.32,79.94000000000003,66.0,10.0,29.0,3.1291,1.2077999999999989,175,2,40,0,2,60,41,50,0.046,0.895,0.059000000000000004,0.1655,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,9,6,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,4,0,8,5,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,3,1,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330478997016189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734247190463388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25510444793832976,0.0,0.3375048418725753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5826434205012271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339333915085135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23729209838578305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20695893337719512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782687145203529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935019793641456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219620539660968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,spacedoutdad,2019/06/09,"i got invited to a party but didnt go... why am i like this, im in bed lonely as hell but all the opportunities to actually go out feel like a chore and i usually end up not going. part of the reason i didnt go was cause id only know one person (my friend whos apartment it was @) it feels so hard to connect with people and have meaningful relationships and me not making an effort isnt helping why am i dumb af",0.9416666666666664,2.4753524444444466,4.268611111111113,84.49625000000003,80.1111111111111,7.166666666666668,21.25,8.07648339933343,0.977,320,9,72,6,8,118,66,90,0.179,0.64,0.18100000000000002,-0.1856,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,7,2,0,5,0,8,0,0,3,1,17,18,7,0,0,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,4,5,3,0,1,5,3,7,4,9,13,2,10,1,1,0,0,5,4,2,0,4,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.19523617877953944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552354817153087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719965839007204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231940705821136,0.1429276461997627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545709882724481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548099237704055,0.0,0.16001156688562498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922041060231247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410045026271827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610630070393475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995139207894183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548490719223466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335460344428105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355703317095233,0.15215969358675718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665267265908086,0.0,0.13870101608646282,0.17469047141729266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570182496927156,0.0,0.2147966964190149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203451366128776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610580449345825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway7one5,2019/06/09,"I just wish there was a ""quit game"" button I could press I've never felt this down and alone in my life. I've never lacked this much self confidence. I just want to vanish so bad. I dont know why even try any more in life. What is there for me to look forward to? Work 8+ hours a day and come home to an empty place? I cant do that",-1.0006578947368432,0.6584599868421073,1.157105263157895,103.68723684210528,87.28947368421049,4.326315789473685,12.13157894736842,5.148860815047168,-1.6594947368421051,253,2,69,1,8,84,56,76,0.11699999999999999,0.784,0.099,-0.3294,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,2,13,12,3,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,3,7,0,8,9,3,10,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,5,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365262019497492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468491684360207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803040277377204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601643664443795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241352861581405,0.0,0.0,0.13926586688613687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25308448984488946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262882328491974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073398834350665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21660920800649647,0.0,0.21266111461289045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867704841986405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050549415364056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133837973544786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874351755174698,0.0,0.33309829543618164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256152780674135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22968278013971954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252764474026873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661164471758412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736923029016387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485566426625311,0.0,0.2483246780263532,0.0,0.0,0.15720963623300474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pennyinthebox,2019/06/09,"I have a question: is it wrong/dumb to search for a love who is as lonely as me? Hello everyone,

My apologies if this is a stupid question but I had to ask it because it is on my mind all the time.
I am 39 years old man and always been lonely and never been able to find or meet someone. I notice that because I feel this way I always wanted to take care of/love someone who is as lonely as me or even more depressed then me. To be for someone who lost everything.
Is this dumb or weird of me?",3.026334231805933,3.3240301509433965,4.564770889487871,89.30650943396229,72.9622641509434,6.811859838274933,25.52021563342318,6.1826913282559595,0.7149045822102429,380,11,86,2,7,128,62,106,0.221,0.721,0.059000000000000004,-0.9590000000000001,0,6,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,10,2,0,4,0,12,1,0,0,2,15,19,12,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,4,1,12,2,13,14,2,7,0,5,0,1,11,1,1,6,5,63,22,0,0.17636024001176753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29349169522811075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487301752858166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501513078921414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981101848585046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518988162989442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648427523473535,0.0,0.0,0.16851976708329286,0.15850121194865427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917303638225373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119006433561775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251803514321336,0.0,0.15917200217410635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807356775879302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601988936100198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078730216119767,0.18506040490676212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39512766150040096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482883771540804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260095218617224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283707420234284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402183889519977,0.13998654962787044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928222369585734,0.0,0.1135702123699807
lonely,lonelyanton,2019/06/09,"A good way to battle the feeling of loneliness is looking at r/wholesomememes Sometimes i find that boredom worsens my loneliness a lot, so i often end up entertaining myself with things that are depressing like listening to sad music, which doesn’t help either obviously.. but i have found that wholesome memes are great! 
Hope this inspires someone else to also use their freetime on sources of cheerfulness and not more sadness : ) i hope you have a nice day",8.301111111111112,9.376580839506175,7.3354074074074065,71.32533333333333,61.5925925925926,9.93679012345679,39.65679012345679,9.888512548439397,4.247096790123456,372,19,57,7,5,114,67,81,0.16,0.513,0.326,0.9643,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,3,13,1,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,15,13,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,8,9,9,12,3,6,0,3,1,0,4,3,0,4,3,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193573610904142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610731710380726,0.0,0.20848410997721792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20220831079533705,0.0,0.2143914480766144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239174456456553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22123653046804775,0.0,0.0,0.2654039876022515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302667767931587,0.0,0.2668696833988445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224630442719268,0.0,0.0,0.4808362129284501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825726051290705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032676676733493,0.0,0.0,0.20578896596520468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050948686353686,0.0,0.23940144722017184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608125094829666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090603027341693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213428991119186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gambino4k,2019/06/09,"Depression and loneliness stops me from enjoying things On top of that, my severe anxiety stops me from doing new stuff, and insecurity stops me from doing anything.

I stop enjoying anything for a while, except drawing. 

But now drawing stopped being enjoyable, suicidal thoughts start popping up.

Tried suicide hotline and they don't help much.

Can't even talk in vc cause of fear of people thinking i'm something i'm not.

Can't express my feelings for the fear of being called a pussy or anything equivalent. 

Can't look my dad in the eyes cause i'm seen as a disappointment. 

Don't talk out much for the fear of being yelled at.

Don't tell the truth for the fear of being ridiculed or yelled at.

Afraid to express my feeling for a girl for the feat that she might ignore me. 

I'm sorry for all the mistakes i've made. 

I always thought being alone would be fine. But at times, I really don't want to be alone.",4.1838014527845,5.943094615819214,4.67404761904762,84.07029661016949,71.76836158192091,7.543018563357546,29.02703793381761,8.192908349453996,2.016964810330912,725,29,138,11,14,230,98,177,0.32,0.609,0.07200000000000001,-0.9924,0,2,1,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,1,1,2,16,1,6,11,0,18,1,1,3,2,30,32,9,2,3,6,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,4,4,0,6,5,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,4,7,13,5,28,19,3,19,0,2,3,0,11,9,0,3,10,88,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22858540201723684,0.0,0.0,0.09182275611088812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441994513712704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724340014271086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268302108196758,0.0,0.0,0.226726401277618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504710483688418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288729030182257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967124094718479,0.1115958523464316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396746691138016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266894882976433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441892690823608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706737443748898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622446933354178,0.0,0.0,0.10657987031287006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650505869183116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706951268655607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246677778478827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495533422861877,0.0,0.12353144462580405,0.07810860845463323,0.0,0.0,0.4613013512223378,0.0,0.0,0.12632808583303173,0.24141712016295874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739554746932956,0.09645361701269382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331380530429969,0.07070991589207669,0.0,0.1752163305453445,0.06434787584909217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492262267922728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650892144369281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839179276684154,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Chiss_sodahearts,2019/06/09,"Life can suck... I'm 16 and I've only online dated a couple of times through social media with people my age....(was never good and didn't last long)
I'm super jealous that a lot of my friends are actually able to find such wonderful people to be with, while I'm just home a lot because of personal reasons.... I wish I had more friends and even someone to be in a relationship with",3.064615384615383,4.387297512820513,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,73.87179487179488,7.2512820512820495,27.102564102564106,7.793537801064563,1.604625641025641,298,11,60,4,6,102,55,78,0.067,0.7290000000000001,0.204,0.9021,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,1,14,12,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,4,11,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,3,6,37,5,0,0.2023685162315096,0.0,0.19748247983253545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233619691780696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239169140994699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366249638798008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849611576208107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126988272873101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973711010576956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299212190045976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495735049474244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429388677623494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790897686990595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440929514668116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607907534103724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391037566865468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805936971648783,0.17670038265580407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806853911477546,0.0,0.21726805212963304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062892174298419,0.1714661870923012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800270921909145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327138064754204,0.0,0.21946002339012413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bb_fruitbat,2019/06/09,"Isolation and craving my old life. I’m new here so sorry if I fuck up the formatting here. I’m 27f and living in the Southwest US. I had a normal life until about two years ago, and then I found out I had some genetic problems that suddenly left me basically disabled. I’m the same person as I’ve always been, just... alone now. I enjoy time by myself. I’m not depressed, but I know how it feels to be. I just miss having friends and relationships. I’m open to anything, friendships, flirting, international friends. If you have any questions for me or maybe want a chat, send me a dm :)",2.3578996865203763,4.5074026896551755,3.984796238244517,85.27619122257053,78.13793103448276,6.631974921630094,26.062695924764892,7.686295010490155,1.5032000000000003,456,18,91,7,11,152,84,116,0.09,0.718,0.192,0.9377,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,0,8,8,1,0,6,0,6,3,0,1,0,23,17,13,0,5,7,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,4,1,14,4,10,12,2,15,0,2,0,1,9,5,1,5,9,58,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306186410248026,0.0,0.0,0.2022020289397448,0.0,0.0,0.1624491102634881,0.0,0.0,0.1327648197458715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065974279080986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815349775850866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871543662270747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406239947615785,0.3016723470749976,0.18048933421803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729469638297584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121207223367619,0.0,0.2757970287268843,0.0,0.0,0.17239390670721044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613732412344015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855680048870435,0.0,0.0,0.191286434146056,0.0,0.0,0.20486370558961509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046952055195586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681117086504834,0.0,0.0,0.21870512213759188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960668064846047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185468408810444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384166215188235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907138199313896,0.0,0.2348407032681353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115153208429719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572335266658452
lonely,Jwillis-8,2019/06/09,"I haven't been able to relate to anybody or anything for as long as I can remember. The closest thing to an actual social relationship I've experienced in the past 5 years is with coworkers that use me and classmates that want nothing to do with me outside of school.

I've tried therapy, happy pills (Zoloft/Sertraline), alcohol, excercise, venting to my family and venting to the internet, but I'm still depressed, my social skills are still shit, and people I initially meet still assume the absolute worst of me in every scenario. I recently came to the conclusion that there is no place for me in this world and that I'm only here for my parents' benefit, because I don't have the nerve to murder theit youngest son, regardless of how much I deserve to rest.",16.53660839160839,8.453461664335666,14.938513986013989,51.635463286713296,54.734265734265726,19.055244755244754,56.02972027972028,14.90622815163357,7.65484755244755,610,29,104,17,4,201,92,143,0.159,0.792,0.049,-0.9676,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,2,0,7,0,9,3,1,2,0,16,14,9,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,1,13,2,22,12,3,14,0,1,0,0,6,6,1,2,7,73,19,1,0.1700841622127134,0.0,0.1659776073842457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817682435086818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996477339123514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368172662075173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453097063352665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649323968704575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330324233397598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034021103135174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810577533775785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051913132179873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250314293608722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320034083832033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293566696486513,0.0,0.0,0.18885833403367028,0.0,0.1623645782561413,0.11791494248507325,0.0,0.17770174894369348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679375910788363,0.1826067379956552,0.19267219986111966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213425251931547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458894833626346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34675876834449826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074882949492257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450606247195606,0.0,0.1129963597654413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547598152480384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689810672299994,0.0,0.0,0.10032004560174887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952862403668323
lonely,ccharlottegunn,2019/06/09,"Why do I get left out? I have lost my whole friend group seemingly during the past year... why does this happen? why doesn’t anyone want to stick with me???

I can’t find anything that I’ve done, it’s simply that they enjoy each other more than they enjoy me...",0.12929919137466328,2.4795590188679237,1.3892722371967672,98.58773584905664,90.88679245283018,3.7832884097035038,11.345013477088948,5.288315135182226,-1.469245822102426,200,2,44,1,7,63,42,53,0.042,0.743,0.215,0.8611,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,3,4,8,3,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,26,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607701128015984,0.0,0.18921010437682445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012104272710116,0.2352948694347228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014886198523108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764081806101026,0.0,0.12012722439937833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033234443556192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498160604308024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509921822026299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949107660876185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093166558019992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561674012314984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6224193218908285,0.2567049782940807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806527302625255
lonely,bitchesistrippin,2019/06/09,"Literally have no one to talk to. My boyfriend is my best friend. My number one. So when he goes away on a trip, i have no one. Sure family i can chat up. But that’s small talk. I do that all day long at my job. Oh and i cant make friends with my coworkers. Not sure why, i mean, i just want someone to hang out with after work. Someone to grab a drink with. Someone to just help clear my mind of the day’s struggles. Just a friend. Im so fucking lonely most days. I dont want to be a recluse. But i have no clue how to get out of this anymore. It’s making me more depressed and just all around sad. I hate my life so much sometimes.... im not happy right now. And that’s okay to say. But i have no one to say it to. And that fucking sucks.",-1.4997502903600477,0.4164153780487787,0.7666898954703818,103.47540650406505,93.39024390243902,3.855516840882695,16.346109175377467,5.288315135182226,-1.0391256678281071,558,14,147,3,21,185,91,164,0.19699999999999998,0.6679999999999999,0.135,-0.9016,1,2,1,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,0,2,11,16,4,1,5,1,10,4,0,3,5,32,20,12,0,2,9,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,7,10,1,0,1,2,0,2,8,8,0,4,0,3,18,8,23,19,6,18,0,3,0,2,10,9,3,1,7,96,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538314884637405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254821356013474,0.0,0.0,0.11878378413001495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267896279187374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24460786597251094,0.0,0.10889272451974814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817331854979812,0.1238518467642506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191855847175945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930351514225461,0.2337623137400625,0.06605369902419639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458554198697684,0.0,0.12482201815436725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474239180275223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731290576492209,0.0,0.12546082724064395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930022352449707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188528792858564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878407719415053,0.0,0.0,0.13771775432240138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765679437583435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929395310171966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34268502884367963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796929057131983,0.0,0.20108211423728944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213674994199644,0.0,0.12504106833189302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217057063132456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383148235701107,0.0,0.0,0.2032369582930356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914166841906248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408210131822527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204148987133706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lawstinlyfe,2019/06/09,"The painting that sums it all up Saw a painting today called Jealousy by the same guy that did the scream. Sums up my whole fucking life. Guy standing there all alone, while some other guy gets to talk to the girl, who is nude, willingly exposing herself for him. I'm obviously the guy in the foreground, the third wheel, the ""friend,"" the one who will go home alone while they have a night of wild passionate sex. The guy that painted this gets me. Does it get to anybody else? 
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lonely,babyybleu,2019/06/09,"It's so hard to find friends. I live in a very rural smallish town. 4 hours away from the nearest major population center rural. I'm 20, and there's nothing here unless you like alcohol and meth. All of the friends I went to school with have either moved away or don't talk to me anymore (Ive tried to strike up conversations, always get ghosted.) I feel so insanely lonely, every new person I've tried to meet either has A.) Nothing in common with me what so ever or B.) Is someone I wouldn't want to hang around (bunch of people who have extensive criminal records). I've been trying to save up to move away, but I don't make too much with my job and pay for my own groceries and medicine and car insurance (I still live with my dad). Moving out to an apartment here isn't viable, we have a housing shortage and the cheapest place I can find is over $600 for a studio. I don't know what to do, I don't talk to anyone anymore and I feel like I'm going insane, and that nobody wants to be around me anyways.",3.392275641025641,4.397624317307694,4.568000000000001,87.01033333333334,72.65384615384616,6.892820512820514,25.88589743589744,7.0316486544052195,1.059612435897436,790,25,165,7,15,260,126,208,0.079,0.863,0.057999999999999996,-0.3064,1,2,2,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,0,0,12,6,0,0,8,0,17,1,0,1,2,34,28,15,1,3,6,1,3,2,2,1,1,0,1,1,5,16,1,0,5,0,1,7,6,1,0,0,2,3,19,5,33,24,7,28,0,1,0,0,11,16,0,2,7,108,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218041873938427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291486955486097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24532228454037866,0.08648262224067503,0.0,0.0,0.22020969424958853,0.0,0.0,0.3486151395611065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187912145467857,0.10420897629189932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507653955874545,0.08835976564917199,0.0,0.0,0.2260895925078409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111566814478334,0.0,0.06461970566241307,0.0,0.07029238105394885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079643373008266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180367596238685,0.14271455435918626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273713430467348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797340819086166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085136113774934,0.0,0.21843020736830815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255992889052824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943690692858297,0.09092185944853708,0.0,0.0,0.11945463101953635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23735597565356986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574680688138442,0.10799596527323893,0.12922329628484555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517465723492724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047969229519187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877408069764357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882478375373408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519196416984841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020521277335501,0.14590387605258384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465616613383033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,themilitary_brat,2019/06/09,"I Just Need A Good Friend I just need someone to talk to. Someone who won't judge me. All of my real life friends use me. I am constantly checking in on many of my friends that have depression/anxiety and they either ignore me or block me. Then they post about having no real friends, totally throwing my love, appreciation, and friendship away. It makes me feel like shit, like I'm worthless, like my words mean nothing to them. If anyone reading this is interested in being friends, please comment. I'm 13(F) and I am looking for boy and girl friends between the ages of 13-16. I you fit this description then please, I really  need someone who won't give up on me. And please no creeps, I just want online friends.",2.7481366459627314,5.2282832753623225,3.389068322981366,88.32130434782611,78.56521739130434,6.2616977225672885,27.97308488612836,7.447530270364453,1.6379693581780534,564,25,110,8,14,177,87,138,0.096,0.575,0.33,0.9891,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,3,0,4,16,1,0,2,0,8,3,1,2,2,26,21,9,0,5,6,0,1,3,7,2,1,0,0,2,6,5,0,2,2,1,1,1,4,3,0,0,0,2,21,13,15,18,3,13,0,1,1,1,19,7,1,2,7,69,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829415914748212,0.0,0.0,0.08070267962133651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843864809761844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472543836898235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058358613780603974,0.08245436682940528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6241995383643916,0.0,0.0,0.11071909275386264,0.0,0.09680681905466247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152287439514817,0.16916164936396527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692172747464477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416890325170916,0.0,0.07704215388231986,0.11701534554819495,0.0,0.12572361797646722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567420960051095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074631390149138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800816442430186,0.0,0.0,0.1105381702741032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544884810233665,0.2627410267664923,0.07393947925789521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847452264412865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933789105545709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276830655877363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968376141320057,0.0,0.0,0.06807629937384607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sad-n-rad,2019/06/09,"Beyond alone. I feel so alone, I can’t stand it. It pisses me off and makes me so fucking sad. I just want close friends who care about me. I wanna feel cared for outside my family.",-0.40131578947368496,1.814008868421056,1.3476842105263138,98.93678947368423,91.89473684210527,4.092631578947368,15.494736842105262,5.6839178017228535,-0.8248063157894743,139,3,32,1,5,45,29,38,0.22,0.547,0.233,0.1512,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,8,8,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,8,3,5,8,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,21,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5834309815944559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5743436122999828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655245953068567,0.0,0.2848321769534476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761032084687665,0.2603907339167572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801067216898995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613074997363753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Al_1997,2019/06/09,"I just want to feel like someone cares about me and believes in me. I feel like I have no one , maybe because in reality I really don’t . I’m a failure at life and everything social , I even have a hard time posting here . I try but I just can’t seem to even talk to my family. I keep telling my self that it’s ok cause I’m all that I need but at night I always just give up. I want someone to care , I want someone to ask me about my day and what I’ve been up to , I just don’t want to feel like I’m struggling trough life alone because no one wants to deal with me , cause there life is just easier without me . 

I even just seriously consider trying to pay someone to talk to me instead of buying food . 

I can’t talk to people even if they talked to me so what’s the point . I’m an awkward lonely person and I just have to accept that this is the way I am . I’m selfish for even wanting someone to care , I can’t make people care . I just have to grow up but I’m having a hard time accepting this world .",0.9149387166546497,2.33256038812786,3.0760394136024978,93.53852919971165,79.82191780821918,6.071713530401348,21.571977889930306,6.8360192770164,0.29964292237442924,771,22,185,8,19,263,102,219,0.127,0.693,0.18,0.9156,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,19,15,0,2,6,1,14,4,0,3,1,36,39,9,0,8,13,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,8,5,1,1,6,0,2,1,8,5,0,2,1,5,30,10,29,38,1,16,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,2,7,117,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444467258799442,0.0,0.0,0.0758768500568217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524973914310409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117637128478776,0.0,0.0,0.10273917836988476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718945076823691,0.18735317782107694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058809591362166985,0.09401222296288264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011485513787381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195511415411692,0.0,0.08596521014116161,0.0,0.13832423650888445,0.19543708459866935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026653245876024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747714050526068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337550492616806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105329040559506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193229218930941,0.13365154104369215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060869603899066385,0.0,0.09161196579606896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761575276446789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557503421451859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358453661396575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264384366755046,0.07962302920095603,0.0,0.0,0.0862034173765095,0.0,0.0873341969461253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841823713555545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301536578634948,0.0951303870179804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929560657220181,0.3863222313564821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533091527571086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29317820388277444,0.07970351735763738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634649479221167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382317516216343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227150723846426,0.07238186707688757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790328605485649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jo85ct,2019/06/09,"(M29) looking for someone (F preferably) to keep my mind off of my breakup. I'm not good at this so sorry if I'm rusty. Been in a relationship on and off for over 10 years, yes we dated from high school. I love her dearly but alas we no longer are together. As usual we normally get back together, but I don't want to again. I'm tired. It's been an emotional strain on me....... but I dont want to talk about that.
So I'm not good with the whole picking up ""chicks"" thing. Was at the bar tonight, a girl came up to me, we spoke, she bought me shots,ha ha, kept touching me, Seemed nice☹, But I flaked. It's just to much for me. I'm regretting in now though. So. I don't know. A nice little screen between us seems pretty good to me for now.
I'm not ageist by the way. Anyway.",-0.982911320216708,1.0405139880239531,1.1485543199315664,100.99207584830341,91.75449101796407,4.618078129455376,16.335614485315087,6.1826913282559595,-0.6608110065583119,584,14,148,6,21,193,106,167,0.17,0.7390000000000001,0.09,-0.8968,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,5,0,0,0,11,9,0,1,7,2,7,3,0,1,0,28,26,11,0,6,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,7,1,2,4,1,1,1,7,2,0,0,7,4,20,7,28,19,2,23,0,1,2,1,13,13,0,3,8,89,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708458705818726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902806226296487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936984991552506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590966299261813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634822038044253,0.0,0.0,0.4158689681020408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461979491762458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690206486955165,0.0,0.0,0.09082961258191408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656467715425846,0.0,0.0,0.1387875330310782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491651611826656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687842129458227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214945298277412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619322603201741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814186157301714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744114331546254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726490438434208,0.0,0.3009163129316721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003511321327514,0.0,0.0,0.18500937658066868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284002200777087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979990928780674,0.0,0.16237969394188842,0.0,0.0,0.18995677926870105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988028375621875,0.0,0.18202464756869327,0.0,0.19496436751920074,0.13118586154244774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845211870108664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643026915743352
lonely,jedikiller1,2019/06/09,"DAE find loneliness boring? I'm almost always at home doing nothing productive and it's become so boring that even playing video games is starting to get boring. I would go out with friends or get a job but I'm kind of anxious going out to public spaces. I know I gotta get a job or go out more often, I'm just scared... I'm just perfectly content and safe being at home alone and feeling lonely and bored",2.0300301204819284,4.158398192771088,3.8104668674698807,86.22244728915665,79.12048192771084,5.595783132530121,22.423192771084338,6.6274283507984215,0.7184951807228916,322,10,61,3,8,108,57,83,0.198,0.6409999999999999,0.161,-0.0873,2,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,11,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,21,18,8,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,8,0,1,3,3,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,5,9,15,1,10,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,4,1,33,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014988278465648,0.20701429822460524,0.0,0.0,0.16631528741202128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258063053427561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075058204043926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201815267439596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106479615234208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268572715220566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544259707752737,0.0,0.3132854843875229,0.0,0.34078741804062185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009897415497384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966980059597318,0.0,0.0,0.20814315451104834,0.10984823639708756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178923065505474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001136849313022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414753402609417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419882619186038,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Smeagogol,2019/06/09,"Do you guys tend to have an angrier behavior when you get lonelier? If so, how do you deal with it? I find that usually, the less I feel close to people, the angrier I react to things of life, while when I'm more surrounded with people, problems seem more relative and irrelevant. Though I'm conscious that it's related, I'm not sure how to calm myself when I'm lonely because I genuinely feel angrier when something goes bad. Did some of you guys have this problem too?",6.8659782608695625,6.430152771739135,7.618608695652174,73.21334782608697,64.76086956521739,12.142608695652175,35.791304347826085,11.602472056035307,4.247132173913043,373,16,71,11,5,125,59,92,0.261,0.716,0.023,-0.973,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,0,9,6,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,3,1,18,14,11,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,9,2,8,13,4,8,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,3,6,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056522259652328,0.1391288650885865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352984493760091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23080316818314905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086010471193845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924244823660607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519735819562641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120788749826934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31645638358130285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367767753735351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207774970405947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570509908516796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510712824095748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516280236228331,0.0,0.2242380000911645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513666699772827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Broken_Restless,2019/06/09,"M 18 tired of being alone... I'm not really good at talking about myself and what I'm interested in but here goes. I live in California. I'm 6ft tall. Um... I'm a nerd. I like things like marvel and dc, and other things like the walking dead, breaking bad, American horror story, and many more. I also enjoy video games and I like to draw on occasion. I am also fluent in speaking sarcasm. 

I'm just looking for a friend and maybe possibly something more like a relationship. But overall, just looking for someone that I can talk to and get to know better. Someone that I feel like I can connect with and talk about anything. I feel like I can say more but I can't seem to come up with the words to express what I truly out of a friendship or relationship. But, if you decide to try talking to me, I definitely warm up to people quick and will be less... Awkward. 

So if you are looking for the same thing I'm looking for, send me a pm. I look forward to talking to you and seeing if we are a match :) thanks for reading",1.40567287784679,3.5523837149758464,3.4745755693581803,87.70826086956525,81.41545893719807,5.681987577639752,24.349896480331264,6.868970318607317,0.9507954451345756,787,30,161,9,21,267,115,207,0.11,0.632,0.259,0.9891,0,1,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,3,0,1,9,17,0,1,9,0,10,1,0,0,0,33,29,21,1,3,11,0,3,7,1,1,1,2,0,0,8,15,0,0,5,3,0,4,2,3,1,0,0,11,21,14,29,26,5,15,0,0,6,0,17,10,0,5,9,108,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160145786340186,0.0,0.17915797727446806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217945270410664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352850767307047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906886542820008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649168651586833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132771005761702,0.16004820881100626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654312326873485,0.0,0.058523628198761335,0.0,0.0,0.09395353203333592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156094998554771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38307680589279214,0.0,0.09891199683099763,0.0,0.4703252681959037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356643182487365,0.11253491931757843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765764628166735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628097514339373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204610537063407,0.0,0.07176018487976807,0.0,0.0,0.2405260803941084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907945402673953,0.0,0.0,0.08926208373467821,0.10197497029680558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982123463244824,0.08623522951393207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501702538654111,0.0,0.10312909175940473,0.0,0.0,0.2232549451200765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287456750674803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760513700663236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KellOHell,2019/06/09,"Tired of life I’m a 32 year old female and I feel so isolated. I’m divorced, and I was engaged once after that...the relationship didn’t last and we broke up. Someone who I thought was my best friend ended up deciding she hated me since when she was getting married the other bridesmaids were mean to me and I stood up for myself. Sometimes I wish I had just stayed silent during that time because I miss my friend. My father passed away in 2015. My mother live 2,500 miles away and we’ve never had a good dynamic . I feel so out of place and alone that I’m actually writing this post on Reddit.",2.0174999999999983,4.269884416666667,3.256666666666668,89.525,79.83333333333334,5.666666666666668,22.5,6.816661863887847,0.6357499999999998,470,15,95,5,12,152,83,120,0.165,0.71,0.125,-0.4734,0,2,0,0,1,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,4,9,1,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,1,17,19,9,0,1,1,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,9,2,18,6,13,10,1,21,0,2,0,0,11,10,0,0,8,58,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.17864085841385324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895957003701787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439831497135692,0.0,0.0,0.11159211737811572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921109344012967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213746490699832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851220033940163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828645203310193,0.0,0.09564167199668216,0.0,0.0,0.15354264884507404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073456437179655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921892169393727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930120210878315,0.0,0.0,0.16164597186828833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940679298214387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118771459122506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209143422229294,0.1949536950947278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125949261007125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532156957652034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653870749069355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142972141758276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510675618968295,0.0,0.1810517354846824,0.0,0.0,0.1951183732688071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532976564939304,0.10674417947321037,0.21040137128846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105107966477711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788510346160402
lonely,HateInAWig,2019/07/26,"It’s my birthday... not that anyone cares apparently I really learned who my true friends are today. 
In this day and age with Snapchat and Facebook and all that how could you forget the birthday of someone you consider a friend? Unless you never thought of me as a friend at all. 
And that’s why I isolate myself. So it doesn’t hurt as bad when my predictions come true 

And please no “happy birthday” comments 
I hate my birthday and I hate being pitied",4.2198029556650285,6.081443689655174,4.447947454844009,85.3096551724138,71.8735632183908,6.810509031198686,29.66995073891625,7.447530270364453,1.8106433497536951,359,15,67,4,7,112,60,87,0.233,0.5720000000000001,0.195,-0.4843,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,3,12,2,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,5,20,9,12,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,13,7,8,6,2,8,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,0,5,49,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315866904066966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828902156718493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233270565853336,0.0,0.0,0.18868456042423112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488653930216114,0.0,0.0,0.14126342461735322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5076919606648976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23317338331874615,0.0,0.4325155860879043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344880875162699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893804275095464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404414121571063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032337322421967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559286042698733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389421050795376,0.0,0.0,0.2076254038134249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976505733658718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Thelastnaya,2019/07/26,"The saddest part is knowing that being around people still won't fill the void. Friday nights are particularly difficult for me. As I'm playing whatever game to distract myself, I occasionally remember how desperately lonely I am. The worst part is that I know even if I were to have friends to go out with, I would still feel the same, if not worse. 

I was pretty involved in college, which meant that I was doing something every weekend. However, even when I was out with ""friends"", I could never slip away from feeling so disconnected from them. Even face to face with my closest friends, I kept longing for a meaningful connection. 

Sometimes there's nothing lonelier than being around people.",7.5150000000000015,8.749668725806451,7.203387096774198,71.02508064516131,63.354838709677416,9.748387096774195,37.274193548387096,9.827888789773867,3.910229032258064,558,27,89,11,8,176,87,124,0.163,0.7140000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.7405,1,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,1,5,0,15,2,2,1,1,23,23,6,0,4,3,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,7,3,0,2,3,4,0,0,6,2,14,4,19,12,4,16,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,2,7,74,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008260544424837,0.0,0.0,0.15874644288550951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490332792172122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347957043713668,0.0,0.14235874257130246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086569248005262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916215354600017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602565283007077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857154587380616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149527072234399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031479878682786,0.0,0.0,0.1585604719292497,0.0,0.16212470095272166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36594125575800107,0.0,0.23427554979420875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189626855967866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140231340161792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300760889193695,0.16710887734107951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698683823045281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218788643933255,0.12002657513003405,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,masonattack,2019/07/26,"I shouldn't be lonely I shouldn't be lonely, but yet here I am, alone every day and every night. I am a teenage student. I have relatively common hobbies: Programming, chess, football and cycling. I am tall, I have a good physique after working out reguler for almost two years now. I like to think I look ""decent"", not good looking of course, but not horrible either. I also like to think of myself as a kind and nice guy, however I found this actually might not be a strenght especially in dating.

But yet I am still alone. I would talk to absolutely no one if I didn't initiate contact first, which is something I rarely do anyways since it almost ends up with me getting rejected or just completely ignored. I think what holds me back is my introverted and shy personality, however I know many students who also have these traits and have no trouble getting friends.

I see post on social media of my classmates having fun, going out partying and having a good time this summer break. I know social media posts are just highligts and the best of their days. I can't help but feel i'm missing out. I should be out having fun, but instead i'm spending my precious summer break programming and studying. :-(",5.478948237885464,6.8505670352422925,6.057662444933921,76.90164785242291,68.07488986784142,8.318171806167399,32.24917400881057,8.660442795831766,2.727105947136564,955,41,166,15,16,310,136,227,0.13,0.6409999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.9838,2,7,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,3,12,18,0,0,6,0,26,0,0,0,0,42,42,18,0,5,13,0,1,2,1,5,0,0,0,2,7,13,0,2,7,1,1,1,9,6,0,3,2,4,28,12,18,31,2,30,0,4,3,0,10,8,0,5,19,122,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.1263735195385781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25935149826333626,0.2682463145094598,0.0,0.20712253444651813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995776641435254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590247571411174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577850119225515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703383799663882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469874401236713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182190161725786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547919473924853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015280829426008,0.0,0.14199029069001667,0.10005153721331007,0.0,0.13531702447123595,0.0,0.07359795088598863,0.3258558838013837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282255630322437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680125772459417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485453557266774,0.1423398519889306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265345177978046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21749511363088297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129288210024748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373792528526707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152716989239445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775269046056758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307458402873748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24805079862619406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319489700857792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712390786856137,0.0,0.0,0.26401830148755445,0.0,0.09969558468579684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341903106703006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408735947067893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24893550729752856,0.0,0.0,0.07551261100098444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650288325707382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427769164544726,0.0,0.0,0.09199323015346754,0.0,0.0,0.08339388624689367
lonely,LeLadMan,2019/07/26,"Lonely but not alone. I have some really good friends. We are going through a bit of a rough patch as of late because 2 of us suspect the 3rd is cheating in his girlfriend. That doesn’t sit well at all with either of us as it shouldn’t with anyone. We have been looking into it quietly for about a week now and I’m beginning to suspect the worst. Not only from him but also my other friend. I think they are also talking behind my back. This of course is my own mind but how could I ever know? I suppose that is the route of the problem. I hate this because I’m suspicious of the only two people I know I can trust I can’t seem to feel, at home, for lack of a better term.",1.754417249417248,3.220977209790213,3.4980594405594414,91.2081148018648,77.60139860139859,5.885547785547786,22.406177156177158,6.42735559955562,0.3894946386946385,523,15,115,4,12,175,93,143,0.195,0.649,0.156,-0.7567,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,4,0,1,1,8,11,2,0,9,0,13,0,0,1,2,28,24,9,0,4,6,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,5,1,1,1,4,18,6,24,21,8,13,0,1,1,0,11,4,0,2,7,91,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845578319118827,0.0,0.2755841337003255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047950543305445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249173675007012,0.0,0.2100707839449184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238957187978613,0.18811218848444766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757134280415975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585953422680462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712247175726881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662444845221374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979247747775676,0.14452107088609426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011529360483454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283573886826675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938839709655456,0.0,0.19436729202191905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446926154949538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397870485510364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26209109249302537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194544362540618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648724000465866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038285140923147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685979645387815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384920518935048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040594288651967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831672896507546,0.0,0.4145228596036799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382124977774849,0.0,0.15492268629773107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xBestUpx,2019/07/26,"Today's got me feeling lower than usual I usually spend most of my time in my room just playing video games and that's basically all I've been doing this summer, but the other night this guy hit me up out of nowhere wanting to meet up. He's done this twice before and usually what happens is that we pick a day and then he completely ghosts me and acts like we never even made plans. I don't know why I keep letting him do this but when he texted me the other night it really seemed like he wanted to meet up, that maybe this time it would happen. Today's the day and of course I was just ghosted again. I don't like thinking the worse of ppl and usually give them multiple chances but in the end i always just get disappointed. Reminds me why I just spend time playing games but this one got me so depressed that I just mindless walked outside for hours and now just sitting at the edge of pier looking at the water just thinking if I'm always gonna feel this lonely.",6.834242424242426,5.630368585858591,6.8522020202020215,81.20163636363638,65.16161616161617,9.536161616161618,31.921212121212122,8.238735603445708,2.163590303030304,772,24,159,8,10,247,115,198,0.113,0.8059999999999999,0.081,-0.8916,1,2,0,0,1,0,8.0,2,0,1,1,12,8,0,0,8,0,10,1,0,2,2,37,30,15,2,4,12,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,16,10,1,1,6,5,2,2,3,3,0,2,6,3,20,5,17,20,2,33,0,3,1,0,14,9,0,3,24,101,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527006990212698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495967208150782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932754954200446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909791880906138,0.0,0.1062390559824882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622735939306098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924930948870434,0.0,0.0,0.08146988725302287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247364454203263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444399898552798,0.11832620050058786,0.0,0.0,0.1973045924725053,0.0,0.0,0.12213345787432968,0.21815164559575695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147248102863788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963696156926904,0.0,0.0,0.0677885825011229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261312173229302,0.0,0.18078413344795394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358086823853653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167144253417651,0.0,0.0,0.12391918357672828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951332274513306,0.0,0.0,0.2315066221375366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358348577521768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901959300758035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122909683596082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580722469320325,0.0,0.0,0.21577482858898228,0.0,0.2338380916934744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5433995582804083,0.0,0.14550715054999822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22260393983160595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570168175444912,0.08762255383387761,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,natec1991,2019/07/26,"Sometimes is just gets too much being alone. Okay, so first let me describe. Back when I was a teenager, I used to be really out going and confident, I would never be in the house, I'd only come home to sleep, and then go back out. It all changed when I was in my late teens. I started becoming an introvert. I would never leave the house, my friends (at the time) would always invite me out, but I'd refuse.

This carried on over the years, I'd slowly lose all of my friends, and now, I literally have no friends. I never leave my house, thankfully I don't need to even for my job, I haven't had person-to-person contact with someone in a year. I do like it sometimes, but it gets too much. I am alone with my thoughts too much it just all comes crashing down.

Now, my confidence is absolutely fucked, I probably have no more social awareness, I wouldn't even know how to go about fixing it. Sorry, I just had to get this off my chest.",2.77654385964912,4.175845321052633,3.882631578947372,89.78675438596494,74.73684210526315,6.961403508771928,24.771929824561404,7.554174236665415,1.0274456140350878,721,23,157,9,15,234,104,190,0.12,0.7340000000000001,0.145,0.4509,1,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,17,8,1,0,7,1,20,3,2,2,6,31,35,10,0,5,5,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,7,10,0,1,2,0,0,5,8,2,0,1,5,0,25,6,21,22,7,32,0,1,0,1,6,11,1,0,17,115,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281361483904371,0.0,0.0,0.09164229092876572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937615567962844,0.0,0.0,0.12163697863761185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650968638475913,0.18974547830640312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454880804227348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368194849050376,0.0,0.0,0.25527328174622993,0.10181930851526214,0.17262513837874344,0.0,0.18777912839468916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047576902391107,0.0,0.0,0.3812477856773209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929336274109486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052807408482466,0.0,0.1242386337445114,0.2332370477792693,0.0,0.1126219104287212,0.0,0.05380707202188671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321443732732365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428887350702654,0.08166473017222686,0.2548318976432601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376367985892348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923336775630316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874564539376545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055618517522902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021591908905486,0.11227016951957372,0.09331819729392606,0.0,0.21785539182710492,0.12328866031397925,0.07795509657100963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101398781334261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743598329762621,0.06422140882037139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512247042884217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347131729684993,0.0,0.0,0.1418484354013791
lonely,and_lav,2019/07/26,"Thoughts? I have a lot of friends and I can hang out with almost anybody on a daily base, but I know for a fact that I'll never have anyone text me first or ask to spend time with me. For me its a pretty depressing thought. I can go a couple of days without anyone ever messaging me.

Are they actually my friends? Are they too busy? Or does no one want to talk to me?",1.2302747252747253,2.8772328333333337,3.1275091575091603,92.48653846153849,79.64102564102564,5.995604395604397,22.68131868131868,6.868970318607317,0.503854945054945,283,9,65,3,7,95,54,78,0.076,0.764,0.159,0.7724,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,3,17,12,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,2,0,12,2,12,10,1,9,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,4,5,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.2177570499097433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344719589081194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120559420202785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861018340712695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469053795584392,0.0,0.1439098789447995,0.0,0.1921942134767747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527544122533572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018471672886012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980677804189186,0.0,0.0,0.34480210192855154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681828220699873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263449798213864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897096544202014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210295833699266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120863188828676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22701839408588484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935526694190745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543039516589341,0.13011747605507432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161653262343198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151035394396992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AdvertentAtelectasis,2019/07/26,"Wife is on a girl’s trip I took off a few days to take care of our dog and I have a friend I haven’t seen since high school coming to visit me. Yet, I can’t help feeling lonely. Does anyone else feel this way when their partner leaves?",0.3455769230769228,2.046817788461542,1.6275384615384638,101.91746153846157,82.65384615384616,4.16,14.246153846153849,3.1291,-1.529966153846154,183,2,46,0,5,58,44,52,0.05,0.7390000000000001,0.212,0.7964,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,11,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,3,7,2,5,9,1,11,0,1,1,0,8,3,0,0,3,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929421425816853,0.2773853585983517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27601780534985393,0.0,0.0,0.23320191949871616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459246109836124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369095167446933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261524141935253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27376904937056684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091581481723193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814583846522762,0.28603129258936866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28665414177885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739838105322484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239429679826023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035482815120604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007806687347735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488549774175125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jackaboy5959,2019/07/26,"I still remember this one girl... There's this girl, let's call her L. Me and L have, well was, close friends for years. I wanted to be more with her. She didn't. Through a sequence of things that i still do not wish to express. She has completely blocked me from her life. i done some regrettable things. None to cause any harm. She just sees me as some 'love psycho' because i openly gave my all for her. Knowing i will never get my chance but just to see her happy. I haven't talked to L in months and the overwhelming sense of loneliness has recently hit me. I cannot lie we have had intimate moments. I just remember her voice. That one perfume she would use time and time again. The laughs we had. The rough times we had. Now we have nothing due to me messing things up. I just wish to have things like they were...",0.8213636363636354,3.2413765151515186,1.5014393939393962,98.99215909090911,86.87878787878788,5.239393939393938,19.76515151515152,6.742157984588678,0.08227878787878806,635,19,144,8,20,194,102,165,0.09300000000000001,0.795,0.11199999999999999,0.7284,0,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,4,0,1,0,10,9,0,1,4,0,20,2,0,2,2,30,31,5,0,4,6,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,2,8,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,3,1,2,8,5,32,6,17,18,5,17,0,1,2,1,23,4,0,2,14,104,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102462018252743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184815544315744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538527952048691,0.0,0.0,0.1547814845944191,0.0,0.0,0.1579765580434142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541896049097269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164086901617151,0.0,0.07871981787593063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603929758735737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280530309353168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540721651733659,0.10642397679429323,0.07361065050746234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598721861316826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026482554128115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620741196709387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457369453851446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041982769920332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487702652423916,0.0,0.34136364698381244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401318985540496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24065345280282474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110431799304147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003987030119521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26357388548388005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301320934782655,0.0,0.0,0.08887015526080046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354720795108427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465303612342635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070329524580831,0.0,0.0,0.09702772526921767
lonely,neka_osoba_iz_srbije,2019/07/26,"Lonely I'm sorry you feel lonely and

No one's there for you

I'm sorry you're hurt because of

What you're going through.

​

I hope you will find someone who

won't just go away,

Someone who will treat you with love,

In a heartfelt way.

​

Until then you be the one that

Loves and cares for you,

Find strength to endure emptiness -

someone will love you, too.",2.6957142857142853,4.919803243243244,2.724749034749036,94.35635135135138,77.37837837837839,4.228571428571429,24.08494208494209,3.1291,0.038083397683397635,296,10,59,0,7,89,49,74,0.17,0.54,0.29,0.9359999999999999,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,7,0,1,3,11,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,8,15,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,0,1,8,8,9,10,0,7,0,3,0,3,12,2,0,1,2,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157710904847981,0.3541269827041303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690699052026084,0.0,0.0,0.08882842644323202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856935668319232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367947059284839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663674825238765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562995557878274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473099364863234,0.0,0.0,0.15599428409988814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945489352785725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974847675503628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37039952480762456,0.0,0.0,0.32623905818091264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566427796052488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541269827041303,0.0
lonely,cloudituppp,2019/07/26,"Sad and Alone. Most of the time I don't know what to do with myself or my time. I'm weak all the time in incredibly anxious and depressed. It makes my motivation so low and some days I feel so hopeless. I know this isn't what I want for myself, I hate it so much, I'll do anything to get myself in a better place. It so hard though.  The depression is very hard. I feel fatigued from it. I'm lonley and nned support sometimes, but it's not there when I'm alone. I have no real friends. I've lost them all, most if not all of them were never true friends to begin with. I haven't had someone I could trust in years. I have a bf I can count on and he's good, but he has work and also I just don't always want or need to rely on him. I know I can, but I just want a friendship type of relationship with someone again. Someone cool who gets me who will be there for me and I can be there for too. Just would be nice to have someone to chill with and feel distracted and have a nice time. For now I'll just keep hanging out with my dog Autumn.",0.9134070796460207,2.420501535398234,2.6010707964601782,96.54072123893806,80.10619469026548,5.4049557522123886,20.14955752212389,5.985473137389443,-0.24568424778761025,801,20,196,5,20,264,112,226,0.171,0.6779999999999999,0.151,0.7223,0,2,0,0,0,1,23.0,0,0,2,4,17,20,1,1,7,1,23,2,0,2,5,51,44,22,0,7,12,0,5,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,10,15,0,1,7,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,3,6,27,10,25,35,7,21,0,7,0,0,11,8,0,6,12,135,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700460568766837,0.0,0.10425608981780593,0.10847750118979577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472799292093922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728262784249576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530083883909177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408908582047087,0.0,0.0,0.0840772582438973,0.0,0.22457335991044494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977555409750576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014456240214428,0.0,0.13622490565645526,0.0,0.0,0.10934738182895863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335701405203303,0.12871245591180494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587801022084356,0.0,0.0,0.2149422770429113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231322879561195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702235957922096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583625922247764,0.09666700575292356,0.10054865571937813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620791958557713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838853118263134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399675806937491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44184512435858203,0.0,0.1289383334191081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479412638294263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808693908396948,0.0,0.304076988085659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075681274777896,0.2306851471980864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491022803741472,0.0,0.0,0.09261043943035076,0.0,0.0,0.08395340003003902
lonely,kirestar,2019/07/26,"Feeling hopeless Theres something really demoralizing about swiping all the time on profiles on apps that say they want something real and once you try to be there for them. You don't match, or get ghosted a day or so in. I'm not crazy good looking but I do know I  look attractive. I'm 25 and just wish I had found someone for me by now...",3.5352857142857133,4.5132505285714295,4.704285714285717,86.2707142857143,72.28571428571428,7.314285714285713,29.714285714285715,7.554174236665415,1.6705142857142854,267,11,57,3,5,88,57,70,0.053,0.785,0.162,0.7659999999999999,0,0,2,0,0,1,7.0,0,2,2,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,14,14,6,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,8,2,8,11,1,6,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,2,3,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648739198092352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052996317270593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830515477237585,0.0,0.0,0.13487433902637275,0.0,0.0,0.21652657092879155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187419158185535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335671702368352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749246245670253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29383474286008165,0.16537948520891388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529370533696573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21873228251733154,0.3974777347015307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150531147676519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526900818433133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522653859395744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968633228909699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bamboozledindividual,2019/07/26,"Went to a party only to find out that everyone there has someone in their DMs So i was at a friend's party just chilling and enjoying some drinking games. Then, some girl who i had been talking to on Instagram for a couple of months appeared out of nowhere. A few days ago i asked to hang out with her, but she said she'd let me know (basically no). Anyway, she's  apparently dating someone and I'm cool with that. I was just enjoying my night until her friend walks up to me and mentions what happened in the DMs. I was still chill with it. It didn't matter to me whether the girl i asked out was dating someone or not. Still though, it gets really fucking depressing to keep trying with girls but still failing because you're just not enough and they've already got someone better to be with. Fucking hell i want to end all this shit. To be unwanted for all of my life is fucking fucking fucking pointless. I have never had anyone in my 20 years of life ever wanting me. Fuck this shit. I'm sorry for all this negativity.",3.22529411764706,5.022410941176472,4.302745098039214,85.58735294117648,74.3921568627451,6.760784313725492,27.196078431372552,7.510576382923642,1.5021843137254902,808,31,159,10,17,263,120,204,0.187,0.7120000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.9746,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,11,17,9,0,6,1,15,11,2,0,5,37,35,12,0,3,9,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,10,13,1,1,2,2,0,4,6,11,0,0,11,2,21,6,33,20,7,29,1,2,0,6,18,10,9,4,15,116,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596473889391567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946608443869393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569694756729511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241440061214336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599345283059369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957459560522224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978610917976835,0.0,0.06981785695458652,0.0,0.093242994868808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605223777128543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588500867096557,0.11186009872674026,0.0,0.0,0.09792612401438837,0.0,0.10344575527511476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989464217559759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728068987760286,0.60050012478012,0.05656066322467635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658431183038072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957327443414976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622523986583736,0.0,0.0,0.05949610895787565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070177855850936,0.15293253650509994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641100143214024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349572534379188,0.0,0.0,0.1015933856924687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233556244685795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935324713875103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297874311789346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222518451861141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669087257705398,0.0,0.0,0.12118666714938607,0.0,0.0,0.2593664327188054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701418181447433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636354916300478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350049992607266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770748352983052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035682974489657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971500494396644
lonely,inmebed,2019/07/26,"Lonely on purpose? I can't even tell if I'm avoiding people on purpose to avoid getting hurt or that I just can't make friends.
I have people I'm close with, like my family and some from my theatre group.
But no one would call me if I posted about attempting suicide. No one would ask if I wanted to hang out with them. No one...cares.
People have asked me to sit with them, or to do stuff, but deep down I know it's just pity. 
I'm not worth anyone's time.",0.4356122448979605,2.359549091836737,2.0789387755102027,97.61248979591835,83.59183673469387,4.736326530612245,17.963265306122448,5.6839178017228535,-0.5522563265306117,353,8,83,2,10,115,62,98,0.225,0.757,0.018000000000000002,-0.9277,0,4,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,2,1,4,7,0,2,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,24,16,8,1,6,10,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,5,0,2,0,0,12,2,13,14,1,10,0,3,0,0,8,6,0,6,2,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067026201128047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761536981878059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542804483942625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328779917025423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965531176470185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554317527373911,0.0,0.10510864137914837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21536815980477608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056368195448917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828675516080412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428971656690875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40897585980997575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184202147710293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267555238146766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303038331046297,0.22005909368442486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584084780789885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731011645164816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186616220751296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28582607326148096,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nebula263,2019/07/26,"Just lost my last/only 2 friends No fault of theirs, they've just gotten too caught up in work and other life stuff like relationships. Plus, they each live hundreds of miles away.

I just wish I had them to turn to because they help me out with life stuff, being autistic and oblivious to a lot of things.

And I wish I had never gotten rid of my ps4 before finding out they had those too.

I just want people to chat with, as my parents are just abusive bullies.",3.6742546583850952,5.0839253695652165,3.9009316770186366,90.50369565217392,72.47826086956522,6.126708074534163,24.01242236024845,6.1826913282559595,0.4871596273291927,362,10,75,2,7,112,62,92,0.115,0.7340000000000001,0.151,0.3818,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,5,2,7,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,20,13,5,0,3,5,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,7,0,14,2,17,5,2,8,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,2,56,19,1,0.0,0.2265516762504561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796473701416064,0.0,0.0,0.11655937467986464,0.0,0.1627049754297075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476177638852225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772778034664885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816351944311594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586104656582064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701134742714395,0.09341517368019248,0.0,0.16884125727846122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087274668394156,0.16255925356066114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747234940861262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21231522694993096,0.0,0.0,0.13256040779245168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528715991544247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377776544456031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703091918537496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798074014454526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278016063493072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397623666819371,0.0,0.0,0.13920260008893626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Extermie,2019/07/26,"I drive everyone away from me Im 16f and I have absolutely nobody, I never have. I remember nobody even calling me on my 12th birthday. These years of isolation has made me into a huge asshole, making me unable to find people. I've had friends and even a boyfriend online but they all have left because they say my insecurities are just too much. I always feel like shit and I know I will never find anyone who will stand me. Some people may say that a girl can't be alone because there will always be guys willing to talk to her, but that only applies to the fuckable ones. I don't even have my looks going for me. I will die alone, friendless and loveless and its killing me inside.",2.5368721719457032,4.760701522058827,3.6738235294117683,87.35624434389143,77.8970588235294,5.6552036199095035,23.696832579185518,6.67199483983844,0.777551583710407,541,18,105,5,13,175,88,136,0.17300000000000001,0.75,0.077,-0.9583,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,6,5,2,1,4,0,17,1,1,2,3,21,23,7,2,0,3,0,1,1,1,6,0,2,0,2,5,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,2,4,22,2,10,13,3,11,0,0,1,0,11,5,1,2,4,77,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32409020164476393,0.0,0.0,0.26037406834327675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940028535816053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469990724148912,0.0,0.0,0.1907528058517522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976288381548634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623805042755096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100205402811794,0.0,0.0,0.149503982787775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911074366627112,0.11177486673910264,0.0,0.0,0.2860027285948188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088040400341366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891967364733476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491973731354933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900336362429266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309951656722375,0.0,0.0859861791904536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699939610785018,0.0,0.0,0.0764383239768002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313867729409157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804598534541702,0.10443808878317297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150159085288032,0.0,0.2413427878495849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060211663979188,0.11899467965736855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693896180133487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723838100986136,0.0,0.0,0.2488461239772679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606036707300708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257564092957323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075494032087867
lonely,mayheman,2019/07/26,"I didn’t care about being lonely until I started working Summer is here and school is out, so I got a summer job earlier this month to keep me busy. Before getting the job, I was content with being alone. I’d spend most of my time by myself watching movies, tv shows and listening to music. I was fine, I was happy. Then I started working and things changed. 

The group of people I’m working with are also students like me. We were all strangers coming into this place, but as the weeks went by, they slowly began socializing with each other. Negative thoughts crept up on me.  They made it look so easy. Making friends has never been easy for me. 

Yesterday was the worst day ever. It was a slow day so there wasn’t much to do. They were all talking to each other, laughing, and having a good time. Then there was me, an outcast, alone. My mind was filled with negative thoughts at this point. I started thinking that maybe there’s something wrong with me. Why was it easy for them but so hard for me? I was getting frustrated and angry seeing them like that. Then these feelings turned to sadness. I don’t want to feel this way anymore.",2.6669090909090905,5.080591145454548,3.2209090909090925,89.78136363636364,78.45454545454545,5.272727272727273,24.09090909090909,6.351523495107088,0.7134545454545459,892,31,170,7,22,278,130,220,0.158,0.687,0.156,-0.365,2,4,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,5,3,11,13,1,0,8,0,23,0,0,2,4,33,47,17,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,13,16,0,1,5,2,1,3,6,5,0,0,20,7,26,8,26,25,7,31,0,2,3,0,11,7,0,1,22,126,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777212424136181,0.0,0.10721923189053892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296575641811564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408742089273825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669776427055644,0.0,0.14183291461824574,0.11549320515272928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293376461992588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212779510796301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558406831036662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035855320923446,0.0,0.14009665789663747,0.0,0.0,0.1124552274061985,0.10723152825782692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272466880829934,0.12010430806929193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660962649029401,0.11917146778279525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100393776248914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258871028091932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686441853476435,0.08949568862300455,0.0,0.1346957338283597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537690177881934,0.0,0.10701688961863896,0.0,0.09856009484965046,0.0,0.10340642597183536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295029237790063,0.0,0.1400791890516465,0.0,0.12674362416682858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356904287338067,0.10683992084057853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667194429705953,0.0,0.1032170067004412,0.0,0.0,0.284695605123338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776390663414093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907305941455032,0.08590944793154012,0.0,0.2128801602411114,0.15635969637413286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583442316860815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908054207147917,0.10642200084965876,0.10754637903420962,0.0,0.0,0.1242882919221844,0.12098127248448512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29282323267190585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465892853276876,0.0,0.0
lonely,girl-with-big-boots,2019/07/26,"Give me attention! he is working, so I need a new friend ,,,, and I miss him , bitch.....",-0.8335294117647081,1.1248812352941189,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,89.58823529411768,5.752941176470588,20.264705882352946,7.1686216300943375,0.3250235294117654,59,2,15,1,2,20,16,17,0.087,0.708,0.205,0.4863,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,8,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112277281729785,0.0,0.0,0.5105984661330392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946688180312876,0.0,0.514066240730103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874963047303612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,firefly6345,2019/07/26,"I have a friend Dont mind me, just flexing on y’all 💪😎👈",-4.771875000000001,-3.697114437499998,0.06750000000000256,108.8275,99.625,3.2,14.25,3.1291,-1.7923999999999998,43,1,15,0,2,17,16,16,0.0,0.738,0.262,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6777810523183279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468048526804186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5839334454708769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,empTcrayZmermaidsoul,2019/07/26,"Do you ever feel like people just don't get you? Maybe you're too crazy, unfiltered, or just believe in things differently? I feel like a lot of us were raised to conform to society. I don't mean we shouldn't abide by rules I mean like we are told to act and dress a certain way. Girls can't be sexy or we are whores or we are this, but guys can screw whoever and don't get judged. It's unfair how children were conditioned to act a certain way.  If someone wants to be expressive with their emotions that should be okay just don't overboard but don't ridicule those who are fine with being open about themselves, or don't believe the woman should stay at home with the kids. I could seriously go on.",4.900860719874803,5.346461042253523,4.939389671361504,87.75154147104853,68.85915492957747,8.282942097026604,28.45383411580595,8.167268648758528,1.5976219092331765,556,18,120,7,9,173,88,142,0.09699999999999999,0.779,0.12300000000000001,0.4003,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,5,2,1,0,7,11,2,0,5,1,23,2,0,1,3,34,32,10,0,6,10,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,5,6,10,0,0,4,0,0,3,8,4,0,0,3,2,12,7,14,21,1,11,0,0,0,2,16,4,1,6,4,76,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398420546285356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117261447363336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473433567353573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889339270014447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993954474053038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880623779165475,0.25263374448347603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475737332456893,0.0,0.10048819903408633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507492727891869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736014371284894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591490453758397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032202912943154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763471558696134,0.3852073528757951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122581452886349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981501400087546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846156377189932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746821614800687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895457846990036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268701263112516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429023399679713,0.28069548033665004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anotherlemon,2019/07/26,"Having all these pretty things makes me feel lonelier. Shopping because I have nothing else to do. Walking into a store wanting to buy to get more things. Sitting in my crowded closet crying. Stressing about nothing being organized in my room because there is just too much. 

I want, I walk into a store only wanting. I don’t need anything, I don’t even know what I want. Yet I still buy and buy. 
I can’t even use everything often because I hardly go out and I have too much. It’s all been wasted money, I don’t get a good use out of it and it doesn’t make me happy. All I want is to be happy. 

It doesn’t give me the fulfillment I wish it did, it doesn’t do anything but sit in my room like I do.",1.1540816326530638,3.0208114489795967,3.1947959183673484,90.85913265306124,80.76870748299321,5.2884353741496595,22.744897959183675,6.1826913282559595,0.4371306122448981,541,18,115,4,14,183,79,147,0.057,0.8140000000000001,0.129,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,4,0,19,0,0,4,3,26,36,4,0,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,10,7,0,0,2,1,7,3,7,1,0,0,2,2,20,4,13,32,6,16,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,3,85,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24216648154420625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690845524322626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616257907254657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229161406280898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436845491996466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322394615381313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743981334270772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374859268896413,0.1411495801904148,0.08362274752736364,0.12341360039421348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132653883501557,0.1318080575138305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086400071376636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188490921230882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643346792281965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21632887045178087,0.1091020472530143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28236856581876324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190619180130001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969373123762295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750576504283147,0.0,0.1685477574806049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195505841996482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25416250666999546,0.0,0.0,0.4339333369944068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920312064154572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Masterlight666,2019/07/26,"How to join ・・・
🔺ILLUMINATI  is a secret organizations that help people  make their dreams come true like if you wanna  be  a millionaire,  technician, teachers, politician,doctor, manager, etc. 🔺👁🔺
And also achieve wealth,  power, fame, protection, success  in all what you  do in life.
Note : the brotherhood does not offer  human scarifies nor shed blood. 🔺👁🔺
 now if interested on this initiation contact at the headquarter at USA ohio macfadenjohndane@gmail.com",6.804887218045112,9.9449092631579,7.275864661654136,62.23605263157896,68.21052631578948,10.658646616541354,33.22556390977444,10.608840637214634,4.659393233082707,368,17,52,12,7,120,65,76,0.0,0.703,0.297,0.9732,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,3,3,5,0,0,4,0,3,2,1,2,2,11,5,6,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,7,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,2,30,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31242400529931685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365333728142045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998741433450419,0.3418838013565913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43570777651832027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26186234806177905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759464975805304,0.1908648953367052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26077972210400474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708460238559941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Little_lone_boy,2019/07/26,"Lonely question Too anyone who reads this 1.) Thank you for your time 2.) Hope everyone of you has a amazing day.
So lately I've been feeling extremely lonely and sad, not the sad where your upset or have pity but just on how you feel like your not getting anywhere in life. Before hitting 20 and living in the adult world I was a pretty positive average guy in high school. I knew alot of people people knew me I made alot of friends I remember doing so much and going out of my way even getting beat up to defend someone from being picked on. I made two best friends that I can really actually call friends they ment the world to me, they felt like the brothers I have never had it was incredible. I felt so thankful it's weird I had so many other friends but they made me truly happy. After high school many problems have surfaced I had to move away I couldn't live with my parents, paying rent at my parents friends house became too much and difficult that my last high school year which was senior became the year depression first hit me. Once out of high school I finally got to move in with an actual family member my grandma I was so thankful. It didn't last long mid year my aunt (grandma's daughter) has a bipolar disorder so my grandma always tells me to not talk to her or get close. Of course it's my aunt so I don't care what she has I'm gonna talk to her she's my aunt I love her. Turns out it was not a good idea I got kicked out because of her and was gonna be homeless until one of my best friends reached out to me and said I can move it. I was so thankful but let me tell you moving a 90 pound bag from L.A to San Diego with no car was not fun but finally I moved to a stable household and it's with my best friend the brother I never had and loved. Only catch is he got a girlfriend after that his number one priority became her. I hardly see him and am always being left home alone or with his dad which is fine but kinda sucks cause I feel awkward just hanging with a friends dad. But even the dad leaves most the time. After a week my friend tells me how he plans to move with his girl in two months meaning I have two months to stay before he leaves and I have to leave this made me extremely stressed and upset. This is when my sense of loneliness kicked in everyone I knew everyone I helped, everyone I ran hours too just to stop them from crying and talk to them, to cheer them up, to spend all my money to get a smile out of them, I had lost touch or they are too busy to talk. I felt abandoned I didn't have any family to go to nor any friends only my two best friends one of them is far and is going to the military while I'm with one but is leaving me. Later he told me he felt bad and sorry for treating me like a roommate and he's willing to stay for a year. I felt better alot better but that only means I only get to see him 3 days every two weeks we barely hang or talk and everytime we make plans he cancels them to talk to his girlfriend. And this is my question which took so long for me to ask I apologize. Am I overreacting by feeling lonely and upset cause I have no one to talk to most of the days and I have no idea what's around me or any help since I barely have money to maintain myself. Or is it normal for me to feel lonely from this situation?",2.7709875493637557,4.029208640988377,3.9653740675734963,89.75362768758232,74.50872093023256,6.7622202720491424,23.59159719175077,7.206552242816932,0.7551109806932867,2587,73,563,27,53,845,275,688,0.129,0.6729999999999999,0.198,0.997,3,9,0,0,1,0,37.0,2,7,10,11,23,55,1,5,26,0,49,4,0,10,3,105,104,49,0,4,23,11,12,3,13,3,2,1,2,3,24,37,0,2,20,1,5,15,15,20,0,11,36,15,101,35,84,58,12,82,0,10,2,2,88,31,1,16,36,372,125,7,0.0,0.0,0.08743098183766812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04639626786040898,0.0,0.0,0.07454952329598934,0.0,0.0,0.09139065772486324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031323161994548376,0.0,0.0,0.03987890137370094,0.04187922541240546,0.0,0.04208833407724307,0.0,0.03740369310199497,0.027307885985159253,0.0,0.07623803628761455,0.0,0.18804709925369112,0.07923875897586177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04574283032338915,0.0,0.04567361165387605,0.09203788826295843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920749213022873,0.08667123763041579,0.0,0.038583661917622566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134133811738011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917610161663338,0.0,0.03774347448199827,0.17122213004693349,0.0,0.0,0.08446140596590272,0.0,0.1132537557491371,0.03200304502246719,0.21506112384493892,0.09814602945234734,0.0,0.038104375887084485,0.0,0.0,0.38071126693923546,0.0,0.11702313459407432,0.0,0.07637764379789383,0.0375736678094693,0.10748495862023112,0.0,0.0,0.04435615512462845,0.0,0.04768732781668783,0.04012938729456516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005308086152503,0.18932231074041372,0.04493512674673443,0.044493611238306384,0.04411610303725154,0.05168981917236646,0.0,0.10114090790000704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303120321015727,0.05053306081030706,0.18973457069535749,0.04867216171808343,0.045808052428932516,0.0316415045066896,0.06565677584876115,0.0,0.07911328996083995,0.07928801748751378,0.0,0.0,0.048901307870575915,0.0,0.08086223274512101,0.16955233220590948,0.029902400735487056,0.0908344218965716,0.0,0.09759431213177304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151320847023153,0.28567325834552304,0.0658620207982689,0.0,0.06910054407334845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04389162998630244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477074313411708,0.1517783138801137,0.13628080092093162,0.0,0.0,0.09948371851489517,0.0,0.0,0.0621133137010184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045574738219420284,0.0,0.0428647584211642,0.0,0.0,0.1003659704340846,0.0,0.04480920569380236,0.0,0.0286981584434934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074636233212766,0.0,0.042612284330344516,0.0,0.0,0.1813481582586707,0.07139495045354598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0370566099505406,0.050353798179047934,0.0,0.0,0.03795642302586514,0.0,0.0,0.050146666790295724,0.0,0.095495460002433,0.0,0.03745236724096019,0.051314907185093184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25204338883841737,0.11746387507340805,0.16497254127222266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052243078653250064,0.0,0.0,0.04280553251173337,0.04977120747472262,0.0,0.04872636246183809,0.21880120393983127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03555783932658459,0.07186703567538973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153914108026236
lonely,Chicocaboi,2019/07/26,"Not sure how to make it through the day I was wondering if anyone had any advice for me. I have nothing going on for the next year. I'm just working a boring job so I can afford to pursue my career in film. I know it sounds over dramatic, but the other day I came to a conclusion I've been denying my whole life. Everyone says that everyone is unique but you know everyone can relate to everyone else in some way. I truly believe that there is no one like me, and that makes me very lonely. I feel some emotions that there are no words for in the English language and that makes me even more lonely because I can't explain to anyone how my head works. I've gotten to the point where I can't even watch tv because I see the characters relationships and it makes me miserable. Especially because I have such a passion for film. I'm very scared about this next year of nothing exciting. I'm not sure if this makes any sense, but if you knew me I think you'd agree I'm definitely one of a kind. Anyways, does anyone have any advice for me? I have friends but they just don't understand and i cant blame them for that. I'm only making it through the day by only focusing on what's in front of me and I feel miserable if i even think about the next day. Sorry if this doesn't make any sense, I'm just so lost.",3.5682948145270927,4.429190494464947,4.777059623227808,86.21767333462813,72.09963099630995,8.066886774130898,26.440279665954556,8.371475516178862,1.5649291512915129,1028,33,221,16,19,340,128,271,0.151,0.747,0.102,-0.9046,2,4,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,2,4,17,14,0,3,12,0,18,3,1,9,2,45,46,18,0,5,14,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,15,6,0,0,11,3,0,3,9,7,0,2,7,6,32,7,27,38,4,22,0,5,2,1,9,9,0,8,10,142,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792249105598113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494484825396096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923654966535241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677064100682824,0.0,0.0,0.10331942887181868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488537628679744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23656694507906256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025111778004364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660723924081175,0.10315508038804463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170962719990266,0.0,0.0,0.3505098462524865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273697624078277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085057373073471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052117710441184885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411514690844693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100244336811293,0.0,0.0,0.09549599617989904,0.10079665399505706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477351307799457,0.04480212614626214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010615975027726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284936834422043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29258593402200656,0.0,0.0,0.17598564488950036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428251756475114,0.13949062123239533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669027718008956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098456180858011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292700086426362,0.09181207874280957,0.0,0.07307651499200724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265554144153706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286057897675874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752092308439532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546748996987776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133142919264325,0.0,0.07279066550576999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102384661308106,0.0,0.0,0.09944948436832053,0.13352375643860925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181092235220954
lonely,bigboycarlos,2019/07/26,Is it normal to not get In a relationship until 17 Idk  when I tell people I’ve never had a girlfriend and they’re always surprised and ask stuff like “so you’ve never had first kiss” and “how is that possible and I have to act like I’m not sad and laugh it off,1.2094736842105256,2.750653105263158,3.3472280701754364,91.36926315789476,79.35087719298245,5.963508771929827,18.417543859649122,6.742157984588678,-0.07611298245614018,205,4,47,2,5,70,41,57,0.115,0.723,0.163,0.4211,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,2,11,8,9,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,2,5,5,6,0,8,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,7,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418638679159159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717407434880764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247246966287926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186505140316756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28401704995698235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483710726980171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847985856454812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151659778099726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276910091127862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120748549525745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33275193165725325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540616931275521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JaysRevenge,2019/07/26,looking for egirl 😎 aye yo im a 13 year old nigga looking for a mf e girl to play minecraft with on ps4,-3.232999999999997,-1.7192455999999972,0.06350000000000122,105.73925,105.0,2.5,18.25,3.1291,-1.1512000000000002,80,3,22,0,4,28,22,25,0.0,0.888,0.11199999999999999,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604498833221647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7159268664641476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473036470814934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274506965541908
lonely,AlpinesFox,2019/07/26,God made no friends for me outs of 7 billion people on this earth I retreat to video games as a way to make friends. People I don’t know in person are so much nicer to me... I made a really nice group of friends but one left me cause I joined an e sports team that’s soon to grow and he didn’t like it so he blokced me. Another friend left me because I didn’t give him what he wanted. It’s so hard for me to make friends even keeping just one is so difficult. I did nothing wrong to them but I sat and apologized over and over. Yet they won’t come back. It’s so hard to be happy for me and knowing I don’t have any friends in the real world just makes it worse,0.7671654373024239,2.265009520547945,2.2064383561643868,99.24672813487885,80.50684931506851,5.588198103266596,21.504741833508955,6.297961479604792,-0.04618798735511076,514,15,130,4,13,166,88,146,0.091,0.66,0.249,0.9742,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,11,11,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,6,0,21,22,12,0,1,4,0,2,1,6,1,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,2,4,0,2,6,2,0,3,6,2,18,9,19,14,1,15,0,0,0,0,18,9,0,0,4,80,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010343725193712,0.13893609691221298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188307025607857,0.0,0.08076977841940129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611232750182098,0.0,0.11413561619399548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875139257922967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.614207486155124,0.0,0.0,0.1271045128334659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410469819326355,0.237385033879946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777064191910848,0.0,0.0,0.1456352814173837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879197400559924,0.0,0.0,0.06473201233175832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507463285551755,0.2653310786773464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740154966629792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713576246369734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956865335719446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837153775745399,0.11569246866618516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081215614167218,0.08488185060482317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815097335248006,0.1051710412531284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502716181330654,0.0,0.1448661710114265,0.0,0.0
lonely,adumbassflower,2019/07/26,Idk what I’m doing but am sad lol 21 f from Wisconsin idk I just want people to talk to,-2.6785714285714306,-0.9880407619047596,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,99.4761904761905,4.704761904761905,11.761904761904766,6.42735559955562,-0.9684095238095232,68,1,18,1,3,25,18,21,0.27699999999999997,0.518,0.205,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5709185701064051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6619066375230855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857278965743478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,adventuretimelover,2019/07/26,"Just looking for intimacy Hello! I have a history of posting to r/lonely but I've been feeling better recently, until tonight. Idk it just hit me hard tonight, like I'm not even looking for anything sexual, I just really want a boy to cuddle with and hold hands with. I want him to tell me everything is gonna be okay. Anyways, I hope you all are doing well!",2.0949404761904766,4.270406708333333,4.3186507936507965,82.42000000000003,79.1388888888889,7.447619047619049,26.952380952380967,8.418075326091056,2.1664380952380955,281,12,54,6,7,97,56,72,0.040999999999999995,0.6729999999999999,0.28600000000000003,0.9575,0,2,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,1,6,2,1,0,1,14,15,3,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,8,5,9,11,1,5,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,5,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275897803907379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445996441174264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826688552769294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485591715132451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983978905898606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24774829837734114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27469187087354946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511589710280378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644906054910952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648732280072485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717489352003468,0.0,0.2730749927065246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417303721138276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262509071974908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24866553181233264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SSJ524,2019/07/26,"contemplating how depressed i am right now. please distract me nothing crazy going on, just feeling down and wanting to talk with someone about anything minor and inconsequential. if you're up for it pm me",6.5500000000000025,9.172894000000003,6.1344444444444415,72.45500000000001,67.33333333333334,7.022222222222222,37.0,7.793537801064563,3.178066666666666,168,9,25,2,3,52,34,36,0.136,0.7190000000000001,0.145,-0.16899999999999998,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,4,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,7,4,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211850828631445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33616632376672523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734829111994226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181747798088436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745050538461545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284341140533128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333155603474645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307014046303354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137097607954086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302100834283915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justasking_6728,2019/07/26,"I hate that I feel this way about my sister’s relationship. She went on her first date this past weekend and the thought of it triggered an almost debilitating bout of anxiety in me. I’ve never had severe anxiety before so I was very surprised it happened the way it did. We’re sisters, best friends, and I want nothing more than for her to be happy but I hate that I feel so selfish. She’s not leaving my life but my overactive brain keeps making me feel like she is. This is new and exciting for her and I should be happy, but I just feel isolated and I hate myself for feeling this way. I know I shouldn’t and I can’t make it go away. This is probably the very definition of an attachment issue but still. If we don’t have each other at arms reach at all times I feel completely alone.",2.9879598662207383,4.562627881987582,4.411428571428576,85.49318681318682,74.52795031055899,7.686765408504539,26.04921165790731,8.384062270229773,1.6496828475871954,623,22,130,11,13,207,97,161,0.15,0.682,0.168,-0.1916,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,5,11,3,0,5,0,13,3,2,3,2,33,31,13,0,4,7,2,6,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,8,1,0,2,5,4,0,1,5,6,26,7,14,22,4,18,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,9,92,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304789356430054,0.13495389015186998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993618122963713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242330419387745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087766375420613,0.0,0.13674422936567598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546046517532746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366194869696072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953085612482548,0.0930879922385489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083507348571106,0.0,0.0,0.1006712370852321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405380236021969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522589737613442,0.2774184518104804,0.0,0.3859396468261985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600175210380122,0.0,0.11581867510475932,0.0,0.0,0.0716107387520888,0.0,0.0,0.13797132610252036,0.0,0.0,0.09203637103491036,0.06365912406488089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395559988900128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004971699702886,0.12584677747285905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250285752632016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243882934821013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404879226509714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989591055864178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472045148000503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405958854462184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103445474717791,0.07598032150967997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150260948429108,0.07685567510151266,0.3102837122775918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120791541543295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LinkSaini,2019/07/26,Lonely Maybe it is my fault and I deserve it :),-2.4450000000000003,-1.1387814999999986,0.5200000000000031,100.24000000000002,114.0,2.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.358,35,1,8,0,2,12,9,10,0.342,0.461,0.19699999999999998,-0.29600000000000004,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Yinyangasian55505,2019/07/26,"What i crave I crave human affection. Something meaningful and the feeling of being wanted. I wanna be told that they love me even if they don’t for a night. I miss kissing and just that romantic protective vibe.
Now all I get is sex that’s passionless and I get turned away from that kissing affection. (FWB stuff) I dunno... I wanna find my own happiness but I long to share myself.",1.4918918918918926,4.197063594594596,3.082486486486488,86.14291891891894,88.72972972972973,6.743783783783782,22.264864864864865,7.908726449838941,1.6460637837837837,302,11,56,7,10,99,55,74,0.043,0.6679999999999999,0.28800000000000003,0.9359999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,2,1,16,12,5,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,14,5,7,9,2,4,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,2,3,43,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775281416181944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510196673184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935779737280472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26998063477784306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086576248004981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31444759593986543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614103958773506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666005399461196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27720301827717586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274052543828737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381502851516608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822573083352774,0.0,0.0,0.3212989327881297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422836954274318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ARandomPersonOnline9,2019/07/26,An Emptiness Anyone ever feel so lonely and unwanted that your chest physically hurts and feels empty.,10.619999999999996,11.858022764705884,9.781176470588235,55.21529411764711,56.647058823529406,11.505882352941176,34.64705882352941,11.20814326018867,4.609164705882354,85,3,10,2,1,27,16,17,0.524,0.47600000000000003,0.0,-0.9043,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750494791750776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48518656286080397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5424198504062647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5742060547182235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pabbytabby,2019/07/26,"Looking for a messaging/chat buddy? Anyone want to just shoot the shit or vent or whatever, feel free to PM me. I'm \[30F\] interested in connecting and having some conversation with anyone.",5.4316666666666675,8.047883147058823,6.530000000000005,68.4316666666667,70.47058823529412,10.415686274509804,28.98039215686275,10.504223727775694,3.8461098039215686,153,6,24,5,3,51,31,34,0.06,0.655,0.285,0.836,0,0,0,1,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,5,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,5,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6729791172843019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433260492234196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041148256018461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939791345456463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838439075106023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,plycuda71,2019/07/26,"chill discord server if you're bored or lonely good bants and no rules. for all kinds of people but its probably best if you have a sense of humour. theres also a minecraft server if you're into that kind of thing

send me a message telling me a little bit about yourself if you want the link",6.860500000000003,5.553253383333337,6.566666666666666,83.60500000000003,65.16666666666666,8.666666666666668,30.0,6.42735559955562,1.4724999999999997,233,6,48,1,3,73,46,60,0.10400000000000001,0.691,0.205,0.8625,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,1,3,7,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,2,8,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,6,2,3,3,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,5,0,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291913382665102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30076563485362257,0.0,0.3128894515376931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403837782628776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5968928791220284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287245261281558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986901186169966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089997979541223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504982145361948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040216321969916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904220398358116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,darkawsten,2019/07/26,"I don't know what to do    So I just moved to America a few months ago from Japan. I had lived in Japan for 4 years and before that, America again. I've only made one friend here so far and he lives half an hour away. 

 It's like most of my friends have drifted away since I moved. The 13 hour difference doesn't help but they don't even try and reach out. It makes me sad because I don't want to reach out to them if they don't respond to me.

  I'm starting highschool, hopefully, I'm not sure if I passed my test, but if I did I start August 7th and I'm hoping I can get out of this lonely pit for a bit. But then I'm moving again in a year so my life is never ending loneliness. My brother doesn't get it and he's moving out soon, so I have no one to talk to except my therapist who I see once a month. 

 I wish I had some friends, it's not the same to talk to them over the internet which might make me sound stupid. But I love interacting irl because you can hug people and see them laughing. Sorry if this was too long, not like anyone is gonna see it anyway, I just needed to rant",1.3973175586023885,2.5154857773109285,3.0784564352056627,95.30230207872623,77.78151260504202,6.355064130915525,20.08934099955772,6.8360192770164,0.006668907563025073,837,18,207,8,19,278,132,238,0.10300000000000001,0.72,0.177,0.9609,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,5,0,13,14,1,0,8,0,18,3,0,3,2,39,40,19,0,9,14,1,0,2,3,2,1,1,0,0,11,10,0,0,1,0,0,6,11,3,0,3,5,4,29,11,25,33,5,33,0,2,3,2,19,10,0,9,19,131,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935684120675438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837263651176983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061562741308204,0.0,0.0,0.13665229727396153,0.0,0.09537632100137662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236810002276402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710526538384347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927429272913292,0.0,0.0,0.0740312728164408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259790436560742,0.0,0.11711986922144753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512840304231362,0.0,0.0,0.2226519545684877,0.22076285326852105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159914066647034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916915066939638,0.10951841598931987,0.0,0.19794671810049985,0.09919194900197624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116134468746303,0.10605780559454164,0.14963559452136307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189047733699254,0.0,0.0,0.17893080826908014,0.4765156732121162,0.0,0.08310981767433381,0.08644708066779183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193671691275146,0.15190377812004754,0.08524590904941168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770582289997882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26795237825824025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271810497668197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547029860257092,0.158669081478336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563905346103088,0.0,0.0,0.18017981072888672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301396534080916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609855019607491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611080438625594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889254473690595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435849575129586
lonely,D20-SpiceFoxPhilos,2019/07/26,"I’m where I least wanted to be, and yet I can’t think of a better place that I’d have reason to be instead. Basically I’m (19M) at a fair next to where I live and I honestly regret it. I was hoping to find a friend or someone I knew around the fair grounds (small town with small fair) and the only people I recognized were couples from my high school and my ex who made me feel like shit a few months back. 

And despite the fact that I have nothing that I want to do here and I don’t know anyone, I can’t bring myself to leave because I’m hoping I see someone I know and I really have nowhere else I’d want to go. And I keep telling myself to just go ride some rides or look around, but most rides require two people and I feel worse when I’m just walking around without a destination.

Since when did going to the fair full of people become so depressing?",4.207617382617382,4.088866005494509,5.191298701298702,87.31279220779223,70.26373626373626,7.9368631368631375,26.43556443556444,7.348242739294969,1.0990373626373624,671,18,151,6,11,221,103,182,0.096,0.7979999999999999,0.106,-0.0955,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,14,9,1,0,9,0,12,1,1,2,1,39,35,15,0,6,6,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,13,0,2,8,0,0,8,4,3,0,1,5,4,21,6,18,28,5,27,0,2,2,0,4,13,1,6,7,94,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553223382638318,0.0,0.0,0.3648789223228547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505713423852334,0.0,0.0832860791542211,0.15089293226457312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083479394436515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511743202213141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176759681169468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413368019622193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816464988848454,0.09760580304040548,0.0,0.0,0.12487389522638828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055570831691654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329434980950684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435310890190636,0.0,0.2714013402183256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143966712383862,0.0,0.0,0.1501724012760439,0.0,0.0,0.14466744589652228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674867268894015,0.0,0.1206434605265717,0.0,0.11473161951262865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292790383752019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090537499764884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530354117321376,0.0,0.0,0.13109654852464356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391040136601737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841582664570995,0.0,0.14274532659456854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752625878854646,0.14047451523088197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827303467771326,0.10887341293861504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402448574547169,0.11301862587258135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315259155733485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941734343017404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754456879405123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346397008010935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24175706359436824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170280619300376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923379643754913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,loelove-,2019/08/24,"I need help finding hobbies I get so lonely, I don’t have a lot of friends. I need help finding hobbies that I can do by myself not needing a friend for em. I love to run but as I am a female I run with one of my male friends (i run during the night). Idk I’m just lost and need some suggestions. What are some of your hobbies?",2.1241666666666674,2.5606730833333344,3.7926666666666686,93.51899999999999,75.1111111111111,6.315555555555558,26.9,5.6839178017228535,0.652263333333333,250,9,61,1,5,84,48,72,0.12,0.7040000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.6143,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,14,14,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,0,12,4,8,13,3,4,0,2,0,1,9,0,0,3,1,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758876164549699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766120291250266,0.0,0.10743416743795403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756614222829393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447148232382166,0.17482086648562212,0.18559079540726214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6098937184350696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929715846102648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393414801561141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Simbacutie,2019/08/24,"Feeling really lonely and sad. Just had sinus surgery (FESS) on Wednesday. Regretting it due to fear of the outcome. And feeling immensely sad and lonely. Idk what to do :( I’d like to paint but I don’t think I should. I’d like to avoid acrylics right now.

I feel so so very alone. I don’t have any close friends anymore and I just feel so sad. Don’t feel like dating nothing.",0.12086124401913526,2.507833000000001,1.3887559808612444,97.41174641148329,94.0,4.342583732057416,21.382775119617225,6.1124844417494595,0.2105947368421055,292,11,63,3,11,92,47,76,0.289,0.5479999999999999,0.163,-0.8575,0,6,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,2,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,17,13,8,0,2,3,0,5,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,5,5,4,6,11,0,7,0,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543277372928843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699029369347812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435311009943685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27632504541288644,0.6208165606393049,0.1754292403762891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897202660075213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599069496236485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356229569066819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731303481921965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097082458714691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573459438293085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026140191245345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RoniFoxcoon,2019/08/24,"Too many options I was thinking about something. With all those awesome possibilities to connect with people. Why doesn't anyone reach out anymore?

Even if i try to reach someone, i don't get an answer back.",3.0692105263157927,6.14653065789474,3.521368421052632,83.35257894736844,84.52631578947368,4.092631578947368,28.65263157894737,5.6839178017228535,1.3120357894736845,167,8,27,1,5,52,32,38,0.059000000000000004,0.828,0.113,0.6062,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391912377724105,0.23914784373198786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26299172661935905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22590051899207875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178690965553234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34675388354770026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371131152281559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855753662903382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28979183915067885,0.26330316319785874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915215439840466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232208650882744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30861921645641793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KayCortese,2019/08/24,"I feel like people only want to be around me when I’m drunk I become a lot more sociable when I’m drunk. Naturally,I’m a pretty quiet person, and I don’t have a lot of friends as a result. But when I’m drunk, I’m a lot more talkative. I feel like the only times my friends wanna hang out with me these days is if we’re going out drinking. It honestly makes me feel so terrible how much they love drunk me.",1.8224188311688287,3.0264892613636363,4.062857142857143,88.32500000000002,76.8409090909091,7.301298701298702,21.662337662337666,7.957251820313856,0.8300110389610382,317,8,72,5,7,110,57,88,0.139,0.594,0.267,0.91,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,6,0,4,6,0,3,0,18,15,9,0,3,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,5,0,3,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,10,6,8,14,6,10,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,4,7,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811081219118224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209691577835662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903301408522633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599913957561094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30349459576862803,0.2858698783162396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091577506769226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370828267152268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549488191248995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5102945403830428,0.1805771655400208,0.0,0.133552848699491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470795033569846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043349152303803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870809337879428,0.1746993850905203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355008187398654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666641820321833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801050791212316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sannoe15,2019/08/24,Wish I was worth a good mans attention and love My boyfriend doesn’t give a shit about me. I’m 31. I know I’ll never be anything to anyone. I’m so lonely and depressed. I hate being a mom. I just want to end it all. I just may.,-2.5101923076923067,-0.7908812499999982,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,101.8846153846154,3.3692307692307697,14.192307692307693,5.148860815047168,-1.2481999999999998,173,4,45,1,8,60,39,52,0.243,0.534,0.22399999999999998,-0.4775,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,3,0,5,2,1,0,2,11,13,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,7,2,3,9,1,2,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098909651026644,0.0,0.2470203617001674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585422901587711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26586801258973736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28795744258355005,0.0,0.2517744983839436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963629625229663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496960749863987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709217555076918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515640550718198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23151525837651016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081277104370058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705236360474924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34518910953448306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,headunitdisplay89,2019/08/24,"Ever think about just leaving? Anybody else just ever of dropping everything. Deleting all social media, hit the road. Then just see where you go, the things you see and people you meet. Come up with a schtick to make money. I have it easy because im a musician. I dream about going and performing for change enough to eat and drink for the day. Taking the next day as it comes. A new adventure everyday. Good and bad.",1.881,4.6081750999999995,2.7225,89.79250000000002,85.5,5.7,21.75,7.1686216300943375,0.9211,328,11,62,5,10,103,59,80,0.042,0.835,0.122,0.6808,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,8,3,0,0,7,0,1,2,0,1,3,15,11,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,1,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,10,10,2,16,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,8,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085983417994035,0.11744139808331233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038046565697326,0.3319124206908411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484945515118181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872967755900916,0.0,0.19713533343243747,0.16093948840859346,0.0,0.0,0.19906529846117674,0.0,0.0,0.3485370266244981,0.0,0.0,0.17314692097085788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189818544188703,0.16159083427622886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810169702294865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399504065702484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285994730727812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860685057709428,0.20489199629916172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356351356892518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070440092620137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638867850351985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485344500884495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799218243846555,0.12344627887616215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BingeWatchingAllDay,2019/08/24,"I...don't know what to say I just discovered this subreddit and wow. Just wow. This place feels like a copy of my life. Especially posts about no notifications on your phone or no friends to hang out with in the summer. Or how you delete your social media because you keep judging yourself and compring yourself wih other people.
I hate to fucking admit it.
But I'm lonely.",3.4865714285714304,6.103837942857144,4.155714285714286,83.07928571428572,76.71428571428572,6.285714285714287,25.714285714285715,7.447530270364453,1.465,296,11,53,4,7,94,56,70,0.135,0.679,0.18600000000000005,0.6329,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,4,7,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,14,7,6,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,7,4,9,7,0,7,0,1,0,1,9,4,1,2,2,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721154111348935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357873853960125,0.23111894610352174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499466328423125,0.2990841009403629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31940376085405364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875547048079231,0.0,0.0,0.17779520292654438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285079800869575,0.15805292723518266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428433906052905,0.0,0.3380039753382541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098376277731783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572718518636912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297824666345151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,irishman1017,2019/08/24,I’m pretty sure I just ruined my only friendship and am I in the wrong? So I went to a football game with my friend and he pretty much ditched me when we got there for his ex/not ex girl who is someone he legally shouldn’t be with like that. so I had to sit in the bleachers by myself for like 30 minutes before my other friend came. Alittle into the 2nd quarter me and my friend are thinking about buying a shout out about our friend and his ex/ not ex but I don’t have any money so he pays for it and our other friend writes it. A few minutes later it gets announced and our friend seems upset but like funny upset or at least that’s how I saw it. Come half time I’ve decided I’ve had enough bc I’m still upset about being ditched so I tell him I’m leaving and ask if he’s coming bc I drove. He gets upset that I want to leave and calls me a bitch and stuff he’s also livid about the shout out thing bc all the admins were asking him questions about it and he thinks she might get fired over it. He now thinks I did it bc I told someone I did bc I wanted them to do one too and I guess he showed my friend what I said. So now I’m pretty sure everyone thinks I did it and my friend wants to kill me now.,0.8335503144654055,2.4207994792452823,2.386438679245284,97.6194064465409,80.62264150943396,4.718553459119497,17.834119496855344,4.7782277997778095,-0.7782295597484277,942,18,225,2,24,307,136,265,0.136,0.682,0.182,0.7579,1,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,4,0,1,0,20,21,2,4,9,0,16,0,0,1,3,45,43,24,1,5,6,3,1,3,8,2,0,3,0,1,17,21,0,0,7,2,3,5,3,8,0,3,13,5,37,13,23,26,5,20,0,1,1,0,41,7,1,6,10,142,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973755507559409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780579750686093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864296208441801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484533834521832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181442504668428,0.11404096771451347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717816038101138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030264434257236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952765854383708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6162817565177414,0.0,0.1562821069219792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974669972480082,0.0,0.10984112328588104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031365567677946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111556728153504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613889949967918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057758951227235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329786692888307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675656563138265,0.07583347648457366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30432085655776464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116973250425852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948464534954997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077167463122944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896686802658087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962803958157641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414338471616102,0.0,0.0,0.18794982107226396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715039289439179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624248146144475,0.2555589781858725,0.0,0.0,0.05814134125659477,0.0,0.0,0.0952765854383708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764335269236942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243159410537798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901655427117342,0.0,0.0
lonely,speedy122,2019/08/24,"I’m tired of faking that I’m okay alone Fake that I’m enjoying doing things by myself, like playing games solo for example... I’m not, I don’t enjoy doing anything. I just fake it.
I reached the point that I don’t even know if having friends would fix me, will it let me feel happiness or I’ll just be like this forever cause I got so used to be depressed.

Just a vent.",0.1295218002812959,2.263899392405065,2.3219409282700454,94.04960618846698,86.72151898734177,5.536427566807316,20.17018284106892,6.937597516519254,0.35947988748241944,288,9,65,4,9,97,55,79,0.218,0.56,0.222,-0.1601,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,0,2,1,10,1,0,2,0,11,18,3,0,2,6,0,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,8,8,4,12,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892870562026201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22985320318458985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869343913049628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405743929069509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448553109625132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123052183046705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157987871849375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233944574942872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973369910649821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350472507886873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28561945278467393,0.0,0.27291929977628115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640438276094592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556508620698015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210325614040489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24123927438264764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984180158473583,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Complex_Patchwork,2019/08/24,"Today I suddenly felt lonely I was eating out by myself and then I went home. When I went home I saw so many people enjoying the weather, eating and hanging out. And I was just passing by. It's a great day to be together with people but instead I am at home feeling lonely. It sucks to be honest. Normally I don't get this feeling because I stay inside. But today was different.",1.1984064327485378,3.673277934210528,3.850701754385966,82.49546783625729,85.44736842105263,6.0093567251462,24.23391812865497,7.3871296695380915,1.5774374269005853,297,12,53,5,9,104,50,76,0.107,0.727,0.166,0.5547,1,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,13,15,8,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,6,2,0,3,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,7,4,10,3,8,6,0,14,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,6,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013853142987948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652119873616835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876816869350124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697537064704521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827106256984834,0.0,0.1734774809065315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439585469572416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991961427105757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5436988647371452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831773033695736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702430980494738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505162485661259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925767840213764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425198136878437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349772855630086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jakopia,2019/08/24,"Bored I'm so bored, I want do something, but I don't know what more to fill my spare time with when reddit and YouTube doesn't manage to distract me anymore.",1.9109090909090904,3.781606151515156,2.287878787878789,98.2518181818182,78.3939393939394,4.4,23.12121212121212,3.1291,-0.23822424242424226,125,4,28,0,3,38,27,33,0.105,0.778,0.11699999999999999,0.0963,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6190901715995134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34307253431889434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805796327682024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640063196238145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681999612536661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Justdriftingalong,2019/08/24,"Actually dead inside? ... Before I go on this rant - just want to preface this with: not really looking for a solution or a fix. Just word vomiting and getting these thoughts out ...

I've been going out with a friend every week now for about a year or two. He's the extroverted type who tries to bring some social interaction to my introverted life. He's developed a friend group of about 20 people that we'll sometimes see a few of when we go out. I like them, they like me, it's fun during the night and it's always a good time ... In the moment.

Then after I wake up and shake off the hangover I start to realize ... I'm actually just a +1. I'm kind of always in the back of pictures the group takes, always at the edge of the group, edge of the conversation. I don't actually feel any emotions towards any of them really ... Like if they just weren't a part of my life anymore - it wouldn't actually matter to me. Wouldn't be sad, wouldn't be happy, just whatever. 

It just leaves me emotionless, and lonely. Honestly it makes me feel dead inside. Not in like a meme way like I used to say when I was a little younger and being emo - but *actually* dead inside. Lacking emotion that normal people should have. 

On the other hand ... I also feel like I can develop connections with people too quickly and too deeply that aren't reciprocated because they simply just don't form them that quickly with people ... So maybe it's just a defense mechanism I've developed ... A ""wall"" I've put up to prevent myself from getting hurt. I don't know ...

Like I said in the beginning, not looking for anything. Just getting this off my chest and out there ... Don't feel like anyone around me would want to hear this and wouldn't want to make them worry about me ... Also curious if anyone else can relate to this.

Thank you for reading and letting me get this out <3",2.7777490373346723,4.87523287569061,4.236800602712208,84.2250669680228,76.59668508287292,7.1503097271053075,23.953122384061608,8.101407402915765,1.4230283609576424,1439,47,283,25,33,477,176,362,0.07400000000000001,0.79,0.136,0.9351,0,2,0,0,0,1,69.0,2,1,7,0,25,21,1,1,24,0,22,6,3,3,0,63,53,20,3,13,17,0,5,8,2,7,3,3,0,0,19,20,0,2,7,1,0,6,13,5,0,1,5,11,32,16,49,37,5,42,0,3,3,0,24,20,0,5,23,190,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.4355535358685705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427719233675397,0.22282930686404748,0.0,0.0,0.12140783745308904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885278529378706,0.1248336795452228,0.09146353231530187,0.07345828501608112,0.07946563625291983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864001868366965,0.0,0.05441570504156251,0.0,0.07595876330063306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457026120013803,0.20082439635965174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521042733854748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054222054518426,0.12754324954489984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793332958188298,0.0,0.18655113408839968,0.0,0.15219571880937305,0.07487205805535042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502528193150617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006092326377242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556106408317418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929567681758818,0.04905824104223192,0.0,0.0,0.09451977023008153,0.0,0.09128049937134987,0.12610238502116342,0.34888674043415635,0.08946795010134996,0.0,0.0,0.1499218604054928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917145247648699,0.0,0.08967966216970273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377006313347858,0.08746169485349509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666634352498182,0.0,0.2475431279701053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973695241737566,0.0,0.0,0.0892901237944887,0.0,0.11437212869175208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491237646617489,0.07098787995604586,0.0,0.0,0.07113341851962605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099541198725124,0.0,0.0,0.08828632404218148,0.0,0.06318291100244801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711689801464929,0.0,0.0,0.08218410929634902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086720681659595,0.052051703306571925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060573212696646,0.0,0.08719987905910535,0.0,0.0,0.07709713473273541,0.0,0.0,0.15795414069025332,0.07085516973969506,0.07160377441243099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065392272010672,0.0,0.06341198190192435,0.0,0.0,0.057484356148785914
lonely,Echo_Of_Venus,2019/08/24,"I suppose I shall always be alone. I know this is just another post about somone complaining about how miserable they are feeling but here we are. 

I am 21 years old, and I have absolutely no hope for the future. I am too depressed and anxious to try and do anything to improve myself or my standing. I was kicked out of college when I was 17 for being too depressed and not worth their time, and as a result lost 90% of my friends pretty much the day after. Over the past few years I have lost the friends I had left here and there and now I have none left. 

My parents have never said anything about it but I know they are disappointed in me and annoyed that I don't do anything with my life, but I have no idea how to explain to them why I am like this when I do not understand it myself. 

I am the only child they will ever have so that really compounds the anger and frustration I feel towards myself. I have never really had any direction in life during the best of times so I have absolutely nothing I have wanted to achieve or any dreams of any kind. I also do not have a job, or any skills of any kind so getting even a shitty job is pretty much out of the question. 

So yea, that is the pathetic state of my life summed up in a few paragraphs, and I am not looking for advice or pity I just needed to write this stuff down I guess.",4.178811841038119,4.723403872262779,5.07513381995134,85.78882400648827,70.4963503649635,7.840713706407138,27.63098134630981,7.793537801064563,1.4895351175993512,1047,34,221,12,18,342,137,274,0.18899999999999997,0.662,0.149,-0.875,3,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,5,5,22,18,3,1,13,1,34,3,0,3,3,46,49,27,0,3,13,1,2,1,2,2,3,1,0,1,9,14,0,0,8,1,1,0,10,11,0,0,7,4,40,7,31,38,6,29,0,7,1,0,15,11,0,7,16,177,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511352885385047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140729092351127,0.0,0.08602153768298831,0.08950461764546931,0.0,0.0,0.3657472918395759,0.11279370184806192,0.0,0.1215204407011033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655561885107388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128852538145387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937201511152895,0.0,0.18529513024986186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104719272203791,0.09730078881336013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877852634945266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621247131094755,0.0,0.05619947897416217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849751747367313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683860836344253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143039807194547,0.0,0.0,0.213487911403985,0.0,0.0,0.22402959763861927,0.11823235916243015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337443906788804,0.0,0.2279339132475184,0.052551953460926684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090329447556542,0.0,0.23484484781700796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814869708829238,0.07975979621534363,0.1659250791402898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321373353835564,0.0,0.11287379542117278,0.0,0.0,0.0818097852243579,0.0,0.0,0.11944076627119392,0.0,0.10268516738453974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301974711896056,0.21886924762353369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050000336893513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782074438843056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232114297618046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231388328914338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544672514982771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303114151574494,0.0,0.0,0.11198136163337133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634459854808301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970627648273456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853963978352815
lonely,cancelmyfuneral,2019/08/24,"Voice for the voiceless I am here to help people, find friends, or spark an [interest](https://vocaroo.com/i/s0KBinJba3zv). So i love to help people and show love and care to them. I decided to record my voice and reach out to people in need. It helps some but not all and im here to see who else out there needs this. As any kind of work it takes ideas so hopefully people out there need this in some form. Helping makes me happy and it makes me want to live. So im here for you. Here is my main [message](https://vocaroo.com/i/s1yz2xpUHo9q) . Here are some other recordings i made also --> [\*boop\*](https://www.reddit.com/r/Cancelmyfuneral/)",4.834710031347964,7.599393301724138,3.984796238244517,85.27619122257053,72.8793103448276,6.631974921630094,20.890282131661447,7.686295010490155,0.6350103448275859,517,12,98,7,11,152,72,116,0.0,0.742,0.258,0.9792,0,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,1,1,1,11,7,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,3,1,26,16,12,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,10,7,16,15,6,5,0,0,1,2,10,5,0,5,0,63,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334103043320095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488454186879123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725204150182875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884287945635545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096726051624936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916095686345407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418516910310327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135197205560948,0.0,0.0,0.15318935699753491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741116332900599,0.33319879576253353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606111804354971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619162034465962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278404766321719,0.1459401250268373,0.2059050463140712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430881050486537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277062851060848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290468505996995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596492034776401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097132458727328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228433125817736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,krallman345,2019/08/24,"I miss female contact I miss my girlfriend and a miss this close person you could talk to and enjoy every bit of. Anybody wanna talk with similuar thoughts?
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lonely,stoopidgyal,2019/08/24,Looking for someone to exchange memes with Just that,6.096666666666668,9.65765866666667,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,73.44444444444446,3.6,42.333333333333336,3.1291,2.773133333333333,44,3,6,0,1,12,9,9,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7039358150542858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7102635907068996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,YeastCheese_,2019/08/24,"If someone wants to chat dm me I'm a bit sad, but ready to chat so dm me if you want.",-4.275606060606059,-2.9976779545454515,-0.3936363636363627,110.94621212121214,101.27272727272728,2.9333333333333336,11.87878787878788,3.1291,-2.180684848484848,63,1,21,0,3,23,17,22,0.086,0.716,0.198,0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6008572370396243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663234100664442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6492403699101834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sgt_Kingsman,2019/08/24,"A vulgar friend. Hey folks, I noticed there were a few lonely people on here. I don't know if this post is allowed here or not, but If you need someone to talk to, I'm your dude.

I'm not lonely, but I do have plenty of extra time on my hands because of my job.

I'm not always the most articulate dude, but fuck I got your back.

Also a Longshot, if you are in the Cincinnati area and are lonely. Don't be, we can hang out get some drinks, head to the gym together or grab some tacobell or chill at the mall, but I will visit GameStop like 10 times in the same trip.

Alright folks, if this doesn't get banned I'll talk to you later!",2.2411111111111097,3.13145477777778,3.5727777777777767,93.49250000000002,75.2962962962963,5.992592592592592,21.64814814814815,5.6839178017228535,-0.03565185185185227,485,11,114,2,10,159,85,135,0.09699999999999999,0.821,0.081,-0.4976,2,6,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,5,0,0,5,7,1,0,8,1,12,4,2,1,0,25,21,13,0,5,14,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,3,0,3,6,4,0,0,2,2,13,3,12,17,6,15,0,3,0,1,11,7,1,10,5,73,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944010315551001,0.20227248277456733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869231726144906,0.0,0.14818696762451702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381381614546395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781270801766145,0.22473515359606808,0.2540116575385717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442332630990308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24948309767444635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24123185494791516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335973129722078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876274521723774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025005223725185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767624895565544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852977215934067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328154744719481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597153632225945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907771813823837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834984520296295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Siberiayuki,2019/08/24,Why do I keep on dreaming about going back to a community?? Or...being back in a group... is it that my loneliness is eating me up?,2.2411111111111133,3.131454777777776,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,75.2962962962963,8.362962962962964,24.61111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.7133111111111106,97,3,21,2,2,36,24,27,0.132,0.868,0.0,-0.5171,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6655436635845011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44282964206094705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459519927800894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846640285208006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390505752050268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,munugena123,2019/08/24,Ways to make friends So i am ( M - 27) thinking of making friends.. I don't play any sports.. I need a sort of place through which I can meet with new people.. How about engaging in church activities through which I could meet new people.. But the thing is that I want to meet people of my age group.. Could some one suggest some ideas. ?,0.9640909090909098,3.419553818181821,1.3941666666666668,99.76125,86.57575757575758,4.512121212121213,20.37121212121212,5.985473137389443,-0.2107515151515149,256,8,58,2,8,77,48,66,0.033,0.857,0.11,0.5809,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,3,0,14,11,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,10,9,2,6,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,3,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040065986507248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35316656879513303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417450507594704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24966981854932824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29526042907185857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399200006589584,0.0,0.4272075579936124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986800048753898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599865697239709,0.0,0.231071697976721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693305424057615,0.14171442696219935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304496068051832,0.1755515048658946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CantStopWastedLife,2019/08/24,"Why Why won't girls just give me a chance, I can prove that I would be the best boyfriend ever. I have so much to give but they won't even give me the time of day. I'll just keep dreaming because I know I'll never get a girlfriend, but I hope someday I can.",4.39683908045977,2.842790982758622,4.970689655172414,93.85994252873564,70.20689655172414,7.7333333333333325,27.95402298850575,3.1291,0.5439126436781603,199,5,52,0,3,64,39,58,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.7876,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,3,11,14,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,2,10,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397989841315593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406703457275989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790051221518896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147197581253974,0.20744440652764426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981678365753524,0.6599899908250977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277789520155523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384129340211504,0.0,0.0,0.12603516311599475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685857998208558,0.0,0.1768753881139331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372564481188118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138738830609831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629112522733436,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KioSharp,2019/08/24,Probably gonna be fat and single forever Havent ever been hugged by someone in the opposite sex that isnt family.,9.114782608695652,6.6878422173913075,10.823478260869567,58.429130434782635,61.60869565217392,16.156521739130437,40.39130434782609,14.554592549557764,6.316686956521739,93,4,16,4,1,34,22,23,0.106,0.894,0.0,-0.3089,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775874623597188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977318514436737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5692509349367615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473551083075728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,trustfundyolo,2019/08/24,"🔅 I'm the guy with the ""Because you're you"" comment. Some people are born with very unlikable personalities its rare but it happens. 

I'm not a virgin, or a relationshipgin but people have avoided me at all cost mostly since I was 13, people find it very hard to get to know me and i bulit a huge wall around me since I was born. Trust me that looks don't mean anything. Theres nothing worse than being very unlikable because of being yourself, even when u try being so nice. I asked so many people whats wrong with me and no avail. Mother nature is truly unforgiving. No friends, girls hate me, im 22 and accepted nobody want to tolerate my difficult personality traits. 

How can you love yourself when people are put off by u for being urself. People said im weird, I make them uncomfortable, an asshole, awkward, women bullied avoided me my whole life. I planned on ending my life when I'm 25 so I have about 3 years to things ive always wanted to do, I've been at peace knowing I can quit the board game called life. If none of the players want you playing with them, then why stay where your not wanted",2.4982316017316,4.7072734681818185,3.8893506493506496,85.83712121212125,77.95454545454545,6.008658008658007,23.2034632034632,7.07126945348624,0.8652099567099563,873,28,171,10,21,287,140,220,0.156,0.677,0.16699999999999998,0.5670000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,2,2,12,13,1,3,8,0,17,5,0,2,1,30,35,15,0,5,6,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,5,6,8,0,2,5,2,1,1,6,7,0,0,4,3,25,6,20,27,5,18,0,0,1,2,19,8,0,4,8,102,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801140984375004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969318198820612,0.10485881529081664,0.1101185291161986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360839811845358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027761123135194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432771667637199,0.0,0.0,0.07779973488865062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076586882368826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100490608947066,0.0,0.06154084908289247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116631444623786,0.10416204542030358,0.0,0.10551745070964924,0.11629406217880522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544686272722762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294695236458449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24959744844765716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989146341085109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631082646894856,0.0,0.07862629629867926,0.11942141758677005,0.0,0.12830874969901626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302348197722795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899679979226464,0.20570082553958535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841232213060715,0.0,0.12528505102830598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120460568821503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487559006177127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255493563836033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825499607316364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997224423447291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291569322100373,0.27790434279195103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628790641554182,0.1315092595122423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003892291124794,0.0,0.12878578577050853,0.0,0.07585343511668646
lonely,goldiefoxy,2019/08/24,"I had lots of boyfriends, but never genuine attention or ‘love’. Almost everyone of them lasted around 3 months, in the end I usually got ghosted or left for vague reasons. I now think I am a very uninteresting and a boring person, even a stupid one. It is clear to me that I deserve no more than a couple of months of time and energy. It is the truth and there’s no way around it. I am almost 30 and I haven’t been important to a single soul in my lifetime. I am now afraid to invest in someone because I know they wouldn’t do the same. 

That’s it, I just wanted to be heard. Thank you.",2.8751548269581093,3.897284803278687,4.495027322404372,86.9793897996357,73.91803278688525,7.38943533697632,24.21129326047359,7.793537801064563,1.0716528233151177,454,13,99,6,9,153,81,122,0.125,0.757,0.11900000000000001,-0.1768,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,0,7,6,1,1,8,0,11,1,0,1,3,23,18,7,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,4,1,15,3,15,12,4,16,1,0,0,1,6,6,0,5,9,75,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39394551685401336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502202900807609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991022096614065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21765157306273736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422323100126774,0.0,0.0,0.12992253271859994,0.0,0.0,0.18796112100529308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732384832831572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810453561322274,0.16034173643306301,0.0,0.0,0.2137217677592072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723250333220133,0.17753494725941907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314017886053992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517118811983247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329315323144045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175619090900307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022466459281371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666684515450695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110056091534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260413348194955,0.0,0.0,0.11470091658993987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21664399347545304,0.16230314428252998,0.11602236216069485,0.1561361568979181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,niccip,2019/08/24,"what is wrong with me? Hey I have essentially lived by myself since I got divorced 12 years ago and have raised my children by myself since my late 20s. I haven't really been in a serious long term relationship since. I could deal with this better when my kids were younger but now they have grown up and are teens its much harder. I also work from home online which is really isolating. My friends have mostly moved away and started families and my family lives overseas. I am trying really hard to break out of this cycle. I live in a small town which makes it harder to find people with commonalities, but more than anything thing I think I am in a rut and it is a habit at this point. I really hit my self-esteem hard. I don't understand why I have such a hard time changing this. I am attractive by most standards, funny, smart, kind but I am not even trying to start  a relationship with anyone.",3.12409090909091,5.2961132272727305,4.1875,84.63250000000002,75.81818181818181,7.581818181818183,21.227272727272727,8.472884824447931,1.228745454545454,712,18,140,14,16,231,111,176,0.054000000000000006,0.812,0.134,0.958,0,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,5,7,0,0,6,0,18,0,0,1,0,22,25,10,0,1,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,11,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,3,24,5,20,20,5,24,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,2,11,97,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211221514147438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011417941232521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843407035785264,0.0,0.10407792462972246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882717005644325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111856618874555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379349205620664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097977880169401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038989086953395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353536489674318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384582348043847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155956099213474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771406095995283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115339350357573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398895418070573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686446409693106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131703966542563,0.0,0.0,0.1426690018036531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350385053010829,0.11192615417060707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442286289522777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442262008478967,0.09297347729769713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768165159940187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195594980106118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32409179678276473,0.0,0.0,0.2715730516115911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194072420293992,0.0,0.0,0.3138636053563141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903892658968748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402418930245675,0.08103989874507579,0.0,0.0,0.07374843085982892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173607630667412,0.0,0.0,0.13166465200497945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412376994909801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920751081411805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828026050796505,0.0,0.08144557806286554
lonely,Hello-Its-Meww,2019/08/24,I just really really really wish I mattered to someone. I wish someone would really care about me and accept me. I want a friend. I want to be enough to someone. I'm really crying while writing this :'(,1.4307692307692292,4.076124384615383,4.3955897435897455,77.44107692307695,87.20512820512822,8.248205128205129,20.620512820512825,8.841846274778883,2.30890358974359,157,5,27,5,5,56,23,39,0.14300000000000002,0.479,0.37799999999999995,0.8696,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,8,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,4,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933104784789451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826738906766934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590813420714376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648497639386995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6073150928174399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819439955011676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22366272788419994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436062734789322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468684762630362,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NotSoGracefulApril,2019/08/24,Well shit I just realized someone was flirting with me yesterday and my dumb ass had no idea. This is why I’ll be alone forever.,1.3810256410256407,3.852386846153848,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,84.38461538461539,8.082051282051282,27.89743589743589,8.841846274778883,2.6598358974358978,102,5,21,3,3,34,25,26,0.41100000000000003,0.479,0.11,-0.8934,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322445623844575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711328032454795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283996431842049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536158880247873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752441503699831,0.0,0.3765898260233828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,haw_yee_haw,2019/08/24,"i moved states and now i have no one i moved states so my older brother could go to a really good school that could support his dyslexia and also allow him to play football since that’s his passion, but i have realized that i am fucking miserable. i have no one. all my old friends have started school so they no longer talk to me. i start school here soon, but i have no familiar faces or familiar anyone at my school like i would have had if i went to school where i used to live. i’m so shy, quiet, and anxious that no one’s gonna like me or talk to me. i’m gonna be invisible just like how i was in middle school, just like how my opinion and feelings are now. no one’s gonna see or care about them.",3.2444370860927165,3.617509900662253,4.365225165562915,90.66081788079471,72.50993377483444,7.629403973509934,25.69602649006623,7.554174236665415,0.9993226490066222,549,16,129,6,10,180,80,151,0.157,0.659,0.183,0.5077,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,14,12,1,1,1,0,14,3,1,4,1,23,29,16,0,4,8,1,1,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,4,6,2,0,4,3,3,24,10,9,19,1,17,0,1,1,2,9,4,1,5,11,86,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367388762748076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233072104136842,0.0,0.08190445147776715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942830389123388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704766974156573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922765232989265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049924460340504,0.108290657490343,0.0,0.0,0.06657128061251225,0.09824840328949014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289075929446897,0.0,0.10343353298705762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489947803984881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291488286730752,0.0,0.3174984580863116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750405379299022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7112893694096807,0.09334249614067988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689638971164016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658194066625867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292492887123716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882995037802654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116818720391316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858655938531836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321029410838937,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,harshaaa_N,2019/08/24,"How do I find CLOSURE to my past? ***Crib about a person who left you after all the fake promises he/she made to you?***

Well in love 90% of the time one person loves the other one more, we just can’t hate a person we once loved though I say I moved on, a part of me awaits for that person because I was the one who cared too much. I’m sure every one of you might have experienced a heartbreak, we very well know times that make us reach the lowest point in our lives is during this period. There might be too many contradicting words for love, say infatuation, attraction, flirting, but trust me we just know when a person is something more than just those contradictive words, who has the power to just flow down to your life ***easiest of all & walk away in the most miserable way*** & there you are thinking all the while as to why you believed every lie they ever told you. But even after all that mess, I constantly keep thinking about that person while he hardly even recognizes me anymore,

*Damn I Care!*

It’s been 3yrs since my breakup where he broke up over a phone call which just said

""*I don't think you will ever love me more than your friends*""and beep the call cut, he never called back but expects me to be their for him everytime he's lonely and vanishes right after and seems to have a roller-coaster rides with plenty other girls and **expects** me to understand **his pain** through it but here I am struggling to trust another person in my life &  always wonder about one thing exactly when I think of him(well I just think of him just a few times in a day),

>**“** How do I know that, as he’s looking for other women, that his mind and heart won’t scream at least Once that,  
>  
>*You’ll never find another woman better than the one you had… you made a* ***mistake***?***”***

I know breakups are always difficult. Instead of focusing on how he’s feeling, and why he’s (seemingly) moving on so quickly, How do I focus on myself and on what I need to do to get to a healthy, be at a stable place with my mind, find a closure to all of this and stop expecting him back or even think of him anymore?",0.5913309352518006,3.09482799520384,1.8351282973621108,94.28434712230215,92.78896882494007,4.698465227817747,18.220983213429253,6.42735559955562,0.01859875299760194,1642,47,339,20,60,520,210,417,0.09300000000000001,0.785,0.121,0.8079,2,2,1,0,0,0,91.0,6,11,2,2,35,30,3,2,23,0,23,9,1,7,11,75,56,24,0,5,12,0,2,0,0,4,3,4,0,10,21,13,0,2,18,0,0,5,5,14,2,6,6,8,50,16,56,43,13,49,0,4,1,5,58,21,1,7,22,240,71,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150725162126457,0.21780005194497493,0.0,0.0,0.14052141692940234,0.0,0.0,0.13290214440764167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295351399682893,0.1030455994639613,0.0,0.04084569798926905,0.0,0.0,0.07549182263940568,0.0,0.05926058172228115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525915117474836,0.0,0.13663236683405253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240872851028103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043212757888961235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276874541637318,0.12121993062006095,0.1129094035763306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033879800918999774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372439174556252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03500740859973433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600234245455328,0.06615368187287604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940138739941761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059557227541864426,0.0,0.0,0.14729704198192484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280125671764277,0.0,0.09465539278351444,0.0,0.0,0.05916674674916428,0.0,0.05626742341604213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30237367506589263,0.1268037254590582,0.0447264365414289,0.06793267274210743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216368284870054,0.13531213625477864,0.0,0.0,0.14243167267180676,0.04925647140813196,0.04968344594841867,0.10335695541017202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271652763339213,0.27242641221382496,0.0,0.07129816972129578,0.0,0.0,0.07256001314937599,0.0639639668797532,0.0,0.4095439914622585,0.07000608695559922,0.0,0.06334149444011575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722200462791752,0.06373721119738167,0.10657031838027163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199788570871965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055427325988123236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158381337932811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056019278904958864,0.0,0.07004829766242023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315153070410474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04451522303200379,0.2576050442433182,0.06583218819192947,0.0,0.11721366936971833,0.0,0.0,0.06402626165182819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975469085854606,0.08059890678305652,0.0,0.0,0.05528623966046176,0.0,0.0531855438049632,0.0,0.0,0.12049129607404345,0.0,0.12092339395861686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266419218042514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,falling_apart__,2019/08/24,"What do you do when you're alone? I'm in a situation where I'm lonely and kinda sad but also don't want to meet people. 

I want to find a hobby (or hobbies) that can make me feel better.",-0.14357142857143046,1.4008525000000027,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,83.52380952380952,5.152380952380953,15.261904761904766,5.985473137389443,-0.6882095238095238,143,2,34,1,4,52,33,42,0.192,0.713,0.095,0.0079,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,10,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,10,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868788887163955,0.0,0.298722970719385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303692778488227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887505046315606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414124131093058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493434946384841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589683490430973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198790631343681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406518128726882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Neppytune_,2019/08/24,"Lonely 20 y/o guy I do have friends... at least I think I do but I still feel alone when I’m around them. Like I’m around people just a single step up from strangers. I dont feel like I fit in and they act like assholes all the time. I hate hanging around them and having to act like them but I’ve been doing it for so long now I don’t really know what else to do. I don’t know how to meet new people anymore. Just looking for some better people to talk to I guess and it’s kinda hard to start conversations about my interests irl. Interested in gaming (PS4, PC), anime, reading (fantasy mostly), and computer science. Dm me if you’re interested",0.15610184372256342,2.473087358208957,2.3662071992976297,92.13739683933277,89.59701492537312,5.2424934152765585,18.330114135206326,6.794906146795322,0.14889956101843715,502,14,109,7,17,169,89,134,0.184,0.6990000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.8234,0,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,4,1,11,11,1,0,2,0,10,0,0,1,1,23,21,10,0,1,5,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,5,3,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,4,16,9,17,20,5,19,0,1,1,0,10,8,0,5,11,67,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797890351153806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042340244635212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589336686147085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519823478104927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201400278517204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355388968892802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737793162798357,0.12276562587460857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276650544431468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930590676765874,0.17015290705754346,0.0,0.0,0.1539387687553883,0.16966070185517426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888823026650835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358178437634455,0.0,0.0,0.15207682713282536,0.14430595966967824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596832769973782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574056699744427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718908365776387,0.0,0.11008788008424776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216323034182156,0.0,0.13723510636256356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381219655664603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011090985517882,0.0,0.0,0.100203812543151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CorvidBorn,2019/08/24,"I really wanna call someone Hey. I’m tired, I’m lonely, and I really wanna just lay down and call someone. If you wanna call, dm me and I’ll give you my number. I’m a 15 yo boy, and I’m going through some shit. Thanks for reading if you did.",-2.0061111111111103,-0.1490568888888859,1.6832407407407397,95.01708333333336,99.37037037037035,4.181481481481482,14.157407407407408,5.985473137389443,-0.6728814814814821,184,4,43,2,8,67,33,54,0.166,0.7559999999999999,0.077,-0.7003,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,11,8,6,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,6,7,1,2,0,1,0,0,9,1,1,3,0,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.696152230908258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21800180599950514,0.1291531293186509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273145196630407,0.0,0.2911682097814474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332719611310965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851014957600586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922405003751954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611939182522305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GaysMibble,2019/08/24,"I just want to go to college already All my friends are starting college and I took a gap year to better my portfolio for a dream school with a ten percent acceptance rate (plus a bunch of backups don't worry i got a plan ) I live in the smallest town and I'm haunted by memories of my ex, one of my friends is friends with them and I get to heat all about how they hang out and do things that I introduced them to. It's fucking fun. I feel like once I go to college I'll be surrounded by artists like me and an environment where I can learn and have new experiences. A place where I won't ruminate as much and maybe a place where id meet a new partner. I just want to be away from this place with all these bad memories of someone who I flip flop between missing and not wanting. I have love in my heart for him but I want it to fade and go away. I want a boyfriend but not him and maybe in college I'll meet someone who actually gives two shits about me. I sit in my room drawing every single day because of how badly I want to make it to this school. I seem to have closed myself off a bit since the break up and I just want to protect myself and not be an embarrassment like I used to be. I have a dnd game tomorrow but I can't sleep and I have to film a video for a contest but I'm so drained and so tired and fucking just. Sad, hurt, angry. All these emotions weren't supposed to just rise up again, they got triggered and I didn't think that would actually happen, just like how I'm haunted by memories, these emotions just BAM pop up when someone talks about those people and my ex. I want a boyfriend. I really do. I wanted my ex. But if he acts anythi g like the way his friends do, then I know he isn't worth it. But I still believe in him, like I said I have that love in my heart. But I want to give it to someone who wants that fucking love. I want to love someone who loves me. Who I won't have to do things in hopes they show they love me. I know that day will come, maybe if I'm lucky it'll happen in college, but right now I feel lonely and sad and I can't fucking sleep.",1.7083174469111952,3.0831882209821444,3.091983590733592,94.46044884169886,77.50446428571428,6.182528957528957,24.60810810810811,6.766488616294105,0.6011497828185329,1625,56,386,15,37,530,187,448,0.154,0.6990000000000001,0.147,-0.9517,0,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,6,2,22,34,5,1,19,0,29,16,5,6,4,79,79,38,0,16,20,3,2,6,5,5,1,1,1,1,24,26,0,1,8,6,2,8,11,13,0,3,6,3,62,21,55,64,9,50,0,5,0,10,38,26,5,5,19,250,86,8,0.0,0.0,0.12973692148342805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335506258189911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490791659381895,0.0,0.11100504405117148,0.04052157468062013,0.0,0.0,0.07489277156342089,0.0,0.058790330587747186,0.07257174892065067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572609580690969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573970244862185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954728177393872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600671618299397,0.0,0.0,0.06502375171727505,0.0,0.0,0.06722190833729758,0.047488618474162345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054287713934716,0.24581439125951995,0.034729613931969036,0.12753470691181096,0.1133351149469474,0.0,0.1063297193135609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756443655623805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754262542388886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602309646317345,0.0,0.0,0.07116116187134269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306409708646798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485330701103676,0.0,0.05869724022430652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599690951694882,0.0,0.04437151836621025,0.0,0.2003444295263722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886560599828222,0.0,0.0,0.12840087014222992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070792013814706,0.045044103993506286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046084293767090834,0.0,0.20835170069180156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04258456957071938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676793023623013,0.06323143661659772,0.0,0.0,0.1345492826150158,0.0,0.06051489728394908,0.0,0.0,0.06823400167993399,0.05498749292924021,0.0,0.1330428356519603,0.0,0.2816135293460056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047050222812865285,0.0,0.05308575230960308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342881021424137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832396180325787,0.04259347802532548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640140791200907,0.0,0.0,0.0738544060762399,0.0,0.0,0.06493486409366056,0.0,0.0,0.05741168473969412,0.0,0.0,0.4704928845967952,0.05276349998446379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750697609795207,0.0,0.047220804330704615,0.0,0.0,0.042806697604510315
lonely,CakeChild93,2019/08/24,"I'm having a hard time doing what I usually do I'm close friends with someone who had clinical depression, and frequent suicidal thoughts. I can usually help him with little to no effort giving advice and helping people has always been something I've been good at. But recently I've just been out of my zone. Finding it hard to listen to him without getting exhausted. 

I've had other friends with similar problems to what he has and I've always been able to help them. I'm always there for others, but it always seems like no one is ever there for me. My best friend that also had clinical depression and suicidal thoughts kind of kicked me to the curve once she got her new boyfriend. Maybe this is why I'm having a hard time? 

I feel like I'm just being used and once he finds someone better to help him he'll stop talking to me. And it's hard to help if you have your own problems, worries, and anxiety issues. I don't like the feeling like I'm just being used for my advice and not as an actual friend. I know that isn't his intentions, but since what happened with my other friend it's just hard to help with nothing to help me. 

My problems are minimum, but they are still my problems and I wish that others realized how lonely it is when you're the only one who is helping and or offering to help. I'll still be there for I'll probably just not be at the top of my game for awhile. Thanks for reading all of that if you did just needed to get it off my chest",5.684284871139091,5.387433301003346,6.305532166043676,81.18160338382847,67.16053511705685,9.443320873499905,31.300609876057447,9.007467420416297,2.439063977965769,1163,41,235,18,17,381,140,299,0.14800000000000002,0.63,0.223,0.9834,0,2,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,2,4,15,22,0,0,7,0,28,4,1,4,2,55,52,21,2,8,16,0,7,4,5,1,3,1,0,0,20,17,0,1,9,2,0,0,7,8,0,2,11,8,29,14,34,36,3,19,0,3,0,0,35,7,0,4,16,159,49,1,0.07626830783126666,0.0,0.07442686660764555,0.0,0.0,0.1490570154329804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099173821768328,0.2538453673694737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834504673538045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003888368824955,0.0674531203984605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313795635560475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898905087640819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712709609146222,0.10897218870757076,0.0,0.0,0.1394157032817633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29462352719359497,0.0,0.07969408596703474,0.07316351051526214,0.0,0.06397023808351053,0.0609987330151784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744381273523446,0.0,0.34160711597229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600893516513064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960429824738646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942170612284798,0.041915067395500286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904337098129247,0.07644088085031618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662176637382705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655198386466472,0.0,0.07366040696134493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318149833173747,0.0,0.0,0.16244651742400834,0.10336275845157424,0.05800548488725401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05287484157466986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223013543478543,0.29191388133824736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628894711852245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753057529061614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943180301226988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308993237297025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292437794508371,0.05871506950090059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218159383076782,0.0637637204156975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685029984026994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061301576842618326,0.0,0.07021761088071232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109703433074155,0.08894532725979237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174266054670405,0.16799753194154132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882028504129807,0.0,0.08770479005019079,0.07351992710842924,0.0,0.0,0.07745416875441398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UrBossLady,2019/08/24,"Human Social ""Norms"" Are SO Confusing This is maybe the largest and ugliest reason as to why I'm so lonely...",2.884285714285717,5.180756714285717,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,77.09523809523809,6.104761904761905,24.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.3191714285714284,85,3,15,1,2,28,20,21,0.272,0.728,0.0,-0.7735,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074321632284108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193180442179096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148770371277196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557663933525614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ghostlyness,2019/08/24,"feeling lonely, as usual i don’t even know what to say.",1.4475000000000016,2.8030554166666697,3.84,88.905,78.16666666666666,4.800000000000002,20.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.24026666666666685,43,1,9,0,1,15,12,12,0.20800000000000002,0.667,0.125,-0.25,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919746740558981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000711623957082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32615004668001546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719431408363913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6536122484052503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TravellerJayRe,2019/08/24,Another Friday night alone. Man I wish I had someone to love. Instead I’m just out here doing Uber because I don’t want to spend another night alone in my room. Fuck life 😕,-0.036666666666665286,2.3026219999999995,1.9680000000000002,93.77700000000004,92.88888888888887,5.102222222222223,21.088888888888885,6.742157984588678,0.5710622222222219,136,5,29,2,5,45,29,36,0.188,0.601,0.212,0.2415,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,4,7,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5003404930437884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065669933006451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724504543023062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233066674585768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061206316374575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218005947816978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533517205138158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046623175389668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247090739744495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27776757484515513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anightowlll,2019/08/24,"Just a rant about friendships... I only have 2 friends left that don’t know each other so it’s not like a group of 2 and I don’t really like them as friends anymore. I’m not happy when I’m with either of them, I feel like neither of them truly know me, I avoid them. I used to have a best friend that I met when I was 3 (I’m 18 now) and we fell out almost 2 years ago over something, it was the first actual fall out we ever had and I think neither of us knew how to deal with it so I think that’s why we just stopped talking, my other friend in that group also kinda fell out with me. I miss them but idk if I could ever have the courage to ask to be friends again, and would things be weird from then on? Surely if they wanted to be friends they would’ve said something by now. I’m meant to be going on nights out but I don’t want to go with either of those 2 friends. I feel like I’ve never had a friend who I’m actually close with, like what I see in other people’s friendships. I wish I had somebody as a friend who I was truly close with and happy to be around who understood me.",1.7825708972570915,2.661052280334726,3.2644839609483967,95.30700953045096,76.40585774058576,5.9805671780567184,20.80915853091585,5.82211442006289,-0.17277982333798247,841,18,206,4,18,277,112,239,0.127,0.6779999999999999,0.195,0.9745,0,1,2,0,0,0,19.0,4,0,7,2,15,22,0,1,7,0,19,0,0,2,4,56,44,18,0,7,10,0,2,5,9,1,0,1,0,0,16,22,0,2,9,0,0,5,8,3,0,1,11,4,32,19,34,26,6,32,0,1,1,0,30,13,0,4,19,141,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.19458257201415488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837664273459525,0.0,0.099833576235089,0.0,0.0,0.07972879844972337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887405279118036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875273999325481,0.09320457374980057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046273513790618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796010838186923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278470358504882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036587555290007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082104361973723,0.14244915662318608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480343362572942,0.0,0.0,0.6932408373375025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133218306386994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226166523628176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095832995759258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083226359070035,0.0,0.0,0.2435380846751629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689357542806832,0.0,0.0,0.09356022279669328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758251485971507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911833815789936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386936718122091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483603763928694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794467407095325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535054444748244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335235167889862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396459039110096,0.0,0.0,0.08013382152336032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623520683876093,0.12776545659370958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992493574424434,0.08610743304667094,0.0,0.0,0.1176094342206939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996232597482091,0.0,0.11464827423068273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416458083664228,0.0,0.0,0.06420252017758675
lonely,seeairahx,2019/08/24,"why is social media so isolating i post things pretty often on my social medias (snapchat/instagram) i can see that people see it but don't reply or answer polls or interact at all. like i'll get 50 views on a story and 0 responses. and these are people I KNOW. or knew at one point. i dont think what i'm posting is uninteresting. it's mainly photography or other stuff but it's not bad. 

i really dont know what to do anymore and at this point i've moved to a different state, have no friends (yet? maybe) and any contacts from previously on social media just swipe/scroll past me. 

i feel so isolated and it's crazy cause the internet is huge 
but it is :/",0.8945149253731373,3.3082007462686605,3.3508768656716437,85.95527052238809,86.31343283582089,6.633582089552236,19.56902985074627,7.865858978985527,1.0032850746268656,516,15,105,11,16,178,89,134,0.096,0.784,0.12,0.5003,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,1,1,23,20,14,0,0,9,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,1,4,8,2,9,19,2,15,0,0,3,0,6,9,0,5,3,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575796873256764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423264427359995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985151997064015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597604232988915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162483817767335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364533239769416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863486787952875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015327068762124,0.0,0.08125204031234484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093789103109075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597852362764439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623931875658875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652916407210469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053834160288439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846008383181608,0.21563400631314247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940306561126898,0.0,0.2978876245356559,0.15821830785313842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962918592247567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24785634962145014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755948283556205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803156891738842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331963549957944,0.09965002779288036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033133090441974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OnceUponAMonster,2019/08/24,"Will it ever be any different? It hurts inside. 
It hurts doing everything alone.
It hurts to not know how to connect with anyone. 
It hurts feeling like the only person I know who is always alone. 
It hurts when I feel like I am on one side of a glass wall, alone, watching the whole world go by. 
I wish I knew how to change this.",1.1412366737739852,3.3110070895522408,2.4085287846481904,94.8423880597015,82.5820895522388,5.0226012793177,17.03411513859275,6.1826913282559595,-0.4134631130063964,253,5,55,2,7,81,46,67,0.27,0.615,0.115,-0.9062,1,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,11,12,3,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,1,3,5,2,7,9,1,7,0,5,1,0,2,4,0,0,4,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239873717768745,0.0,0.0,0.113543818310931,0.0,0.0,0.09279598113438788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541446429676093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435425531447718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256935405320234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343388952618654,0.0,0.0,0.12263946887882245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799432428029912,0.1949709545425383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755211057016123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7304044685970673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998727283978575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333277349526793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246733464046296,0.10378230346019457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914968470869597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235025689425175,0.1569197318769703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ItzYitz,2019/08/24,"Hug from a Stranger I went to a salon yesterday, and my hair stylist (total stranger) gave me a hug from behind as I sat in the chair. I don’t know why she did it. Maybe she sensed my energy or something. It was one of the best feelings in the world. I realized how long it had been since I’ve had some intimate human contact.",1.7606372549019618,3.465058102941178,3.232941176470589,92.06990196078434,78.26470588235293,6.886274509803924,24.568627450980397,7.793537801064563,1.1337568627450985,253,9,57,4,6,83,51,68,0.0,0.815,0.185,0.91,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,6,0,6,3,1,1,1,8,11,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,2,9,3,8,3,3,6,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,2,2,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006433113613497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930340214021808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981041493127112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378538036858401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835385601070364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586967478130986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31580349768397953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29390464718720355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539039520193103,0.3444873993391977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JulesStudios,2019/08/24,Early school year My school year started at february 1st,5.7070000000000025,8.875767699999997,4.830000000000002,78.24500000000002,72.0,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,3.0370000000000004,47,2,7,1,1,14,8,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8092044695160727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829688115159721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148949195947169
lonely,MustyDayan,2019/07/01,"Not too important I'm living somewhere between middle-east and eastern Europe , not so pleasant. I like 
history and politics . Im not attractive and quite ugly also boring . If you don't have a better option my contact me from insta.
: nikolaievpatiyevich",4.914318181818182,8.231765431818182,6.614727272727272,63.31209090909093,76.5,8.974545454545455,31.52727272727273,9.3871,4.324769090909092,205,10,25,6,5,70,38,44,0.371,0.629,0.0,-0.9458,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,3,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673846414551185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063048730333209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962343823647217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22444123995038445,0.0,0.4056615177754024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.488631943222161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Julicsi,2019/07/01,"I be looking for friendos Henlo! I'm Julius, I'm a 17 year old fat fuck from Algeria (born in Russia of a Russian mother and Algerian father), and I'm lonely as hell lol, my family is shit, they dislike me, one of my two sisters said it straight up to me, they tell me to go away when I come to their room, my father is a real dick too, he's super toxic and abusive, but my mother is great, I just love her.

As for school, I'm bullied and humiliated constantly, once I got out of the school and a lot of people started calling me a shitty insult. I can't make friends irl anymore. I just lack charisma I guess.

As for online, I have one friend, and it's not healthy, she has own her life to live of course

It hurts to see all those people having fun at lakes and abandoned building while I wither away here (there's literally nothing here), and most of the people I love don't even like to be around me, it's not fair you know?

I like gaming, sometimes drawing, I'll sing and take a lot of pictures of nothing for you lmao and I love coffee. I just can't get enough of coffee. I'll also send memes and cat pics, doggos too sometimes

I dislike politics, and dull conversations, I can hold a conversation fine, but it's shit when the other party isn't interested, you know?

I prefer Facebook(because I'm new to reddit and Im still learning about shit) to communicate because it's free for my data plan, but it's not exactly safe for people to give out their Facebook accounts, so if that doesn't work I have IG and WhatsApp

I hope my post wasn't too long, I'm new to this whole thing lol, I'm looking forward to meeting new people, and thank you",4.537914905607213,4.732200455621303,5.698977176669482,82.8711143984221,69.59171597633136,7.976556776556777,28.817131586362358,7.62386473244151,1.6272776556776556,1286,43,267,13,21,430,184,338,0.209,0.6409999999999999,0.15,-0.9581,0,2,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,4,4,3,17,26,6,0,10,2,16,10,5,1,2,46,44,27,0,4,10,5,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,12,19,1,3,4,2,2,4,9,10,0,3,3,4,40,17,39,39,8,28,1,4,3,5,32,11,6,6,16,166,52,4,0.0,0.11887971928267035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023729034523579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950464870505814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931878450751586,0.0,0.0,0.18853472448991554,0.0,0.0,0.12232569602696113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245252160113574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642910111687839,0.0,0.10842571616445887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367213600354053,0.0,0.06626984804271221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458623305562447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550360372389983,0.09275742842320224,0.0524205220362224,0.09624978738821692,0.05702228557441974,0.0,0.08024649230625416,0.11061890188026684,0.11052952517268304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996545826805624,0.0,0.0,0.10740992575693786,0.0,0.10837824373763624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102821965968436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086907174404736,0.09803652577318613,0.0,0.08859701062819297,0.08879268365032895,0.16851105677810593,0.0,0.0,0.17060123985776884,0.2716668247832341,0.0,0.0669739134115591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29071042897046456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254690228981144,0.0,0.1052839525951469,0.1068527374773486,0.1359782144782176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477957949192449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960925087312349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114202380707073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544088002346633,0.0,0.0,0.2030873031901413,0.07995343370580471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089751008193676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984663440430097,0.0,0.0710171223498868,0.0,0.08012708849013166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543889451162747,0.0,0.08769658627906693,0.09237432800285436,0.0,0.0,0.06665763971784586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801201593569947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201964449569426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304455343643589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461198904977053
lonely,Findingmyself23,2019/07/01,"Overwhelming feeling of loneliness I have just moved to the US from a South Asian country and have started my Masters at my dream university. However, I am unable to make friends in my class. I feel like I lack personality and everything is very new for me. I am also an obese person and it just makes me feel like I'm the least interesting to look at and talk to and so no one makes an effort. The coursework is hard and it's taking a toll on me too because mine is a 1-year program and it is intense. This was my dream and it's beginning to look like a nightmare. I've never been this alone. In fact, I have always made friends easily but in the last two years I have been unable to talk to new people and I feel like I have lost my voice. Everyone in my class is very nice but I feel overlooked. Has anyone else faced such all-consuming loneliness and an inability to make friends in grad school?",3.5359984214680367,5.007771364640885,4.5770047355958985,85.27493093922655,72.92265193370166,8.044356748224152,26.740726124704018,8.634040054169528,1.7940604577742705,711,25,148,13,14,232,99,181,0.113,0.738,0.149,0.691,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,3,6,11,0,1,11,0,16,2,1,5,2,27,33,14,0,1,4,0,6,4,3,0,1,1,0,2,6,10,1,0,5,2,0,1,2,2,0,2,5,9,21,9,19,28,2,17,0,2,2,0,8,9,0,0,11,97,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322654885877361,0.0,0.10212689507476093,0.10626209367091023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929540060822529,0.13085046902233669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784873759657272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668244934515583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202909701609625,0.11477442738507512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228613858257801,0.27370078983038004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959973294173069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439999943985499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409789644938636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495639106967117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448270424471716,0.0,0.13940680309763198,0.0,0.0,0.12083904101875682,0.3409804991319499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357318696595843,0.0,0.0,0.09849517692929427,0.2466795953922957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653727451861057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853565344076904,0.22301689595647453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292458632057185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039136505647204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960194447144911,0.20529140139535695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475075896085908,0.0,0.15361527538036518,0.0,0.0,0.2107425837188168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447768357744194
lonely,darkenedplaces,2019/07/01,"i wrote this at 3:00am while i was crying. it’s pretentious nonsense but please enjoy a cacophony of words and ideas,
situations folding into situations
like the crimps of a paper crane.
hands busy at the workstation,
every single word on the pages
another crease in the paper
that makes up their structure.
so intricate, delicate, fragile.
such a complex art, this is.
is there not beauty in fire?
creation within devastation?
inspiration within fear?

self-contradiction in isolation
makes for great origami,
but just how many times
can you fold a piece of paper
before there’s nothing left
for you to fold?",4.969857142857143,8.313095819047625,5.241547619047619,73.06803571428574,76.52380952380952,8.071428571428571,27.79761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.9964761904761907,491,20,73,12,12,155,80,105,0.14800000000000002,0.614,0.237,0.9144,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,1,0,6,5,0,1,8,0,4,1,1,3,0,15,7,6,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,5,4,16,5,3,13,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,3,50,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325411809617925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887066894533665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435997407164747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684757543060185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495486126221024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24449800169706914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503470292193089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409496087152113,0.0,0.0,0.10834375607349593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960613008558505,0.22483610385564332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21279063542764104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24343267582640926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313504962030464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4985489668135524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293136457806202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ralsei_The_Fluffy_,2019/07/01,"Abandoned I'm just sitting here in my house all alone, my friends have left the state, everyone of my contacts on Instagram has blocked me. I feel like I'm worthless to them.",6.325588235294116,6.4969821470588265,5.616470588235295,85.07411764705884,65.76470588235293,9.15294117647059,40.52941176470589,8.841846274778883,3.4644588235294123,139,8,28,2,2,42,29,34,0.24600000000000002,0.616,0.138,-0.5267,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,4,5,1,5,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193679839119508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869119370491721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047362919874024,0.2892700876392679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128349518998345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672154950115322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399394018881145,0.0,0.0,0.19782014795310385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,weatherthestorm333,2019/07/01,No kids. Never married. 45 years I am starting to get subtle and not so subtle jabs from family and friends about never settling down. I am open to trying still (heterosexual) but I really don't put much effort into it. I feel like I have disappointed my family and have made myself very lonely. Feels like I am on the edge of running out of time. Feels like I have missed out on life when I have actually done a lot of stuff in my years. All that stuff feels so worthless without kids or someone special to grow old with. Can anybody relate? I kind of hope not.,2.3281572481572503,4.627612315315318,3.8661752661752686,85.31705159705162,79.0,6.198525798525798,21.8026208026208,7.348242739294969,0.8436414414414415,441,13,86,6,11,146,76,111,0.139,0.711,0.15,0.1051,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,11,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,1,3,23,19,8,0,1,5,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,7,4,0,0,2,4,12,7,18,17,3,20,0,4,0,0,3,8,0,3,12,63,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.15819161367547172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589023944661774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056373340940539,0.0,0.3278617076043407,0.34742466994360466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524233067397808,0.0,0.08469344897976623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100736860315956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880796445005494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144999301580859,0.23758972167391326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378163250052597,0.0,0.15338817242091626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191662169521339,0.0,0.2500515570810291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010248507910092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296083190915994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384895372945904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137351489863369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473912877620385,0.0,0.12945768598502153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711440978203156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452503839973618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005901426135137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375403965210902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562639465651071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878129348985405
lonely,dabble7,2019/07/01,Surrounded by friends but still feel lonely I just can't seem to find a girlfriend. I have Many female friends who I'm very comfortable around and they too are comfortable around me but when it comes to a girlfriend I just can't find someone who will love me back. I recently told my long time crush how I felt and she laughed at my face and said some really mean things. (Although she claims we are best friends now)  This crushed my spirit I don't even feel like talking to her anymore but sometimes I miss her . It's just so confusing that and taking a toll on my mental health that I can't even talk to other girls at this point.,3.0343808160343606,4.970730047244099,3.035561918396567,93.86282032927704,75.29921259842521,6.507945597709378,24.931281317108088,7.348242739294969,0.9249275590551176,504,17,108,6,11,152,82,127,0.111,0.636,0.253,0.9779,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,1,14,12,0,1,3,0,8,3,1,1,0,24,20,11,0,0,6,0,3,1,5,1,1,1,0,1,10,8,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,4,20,9,10,16,2,15,1,2,0,1,19,7,0,3,8,73,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618002656020399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29047493247082434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545174072775686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121512433725392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053867531262007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155171472741977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498637585333667,0.11655389217783747,0.15664891276858353,0.0,0.2982310081300791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378146232305866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342007618751146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970650675738937,0.0,0.0,0.1443819960686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472486125932315,0.0,0.0,0.16540778242096513,0.0,0.1777174160363689,0.0,0.0,0.16441612079417586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422882256295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045176189508595,0.0,0.16109025080058467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519234465981574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852499482636766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823587204615378,0.0,0.1613588289448051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029124134742484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266796906027493,0.26226645394154835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838914514156056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513366856363853,0.0,0.0,0.15589614730363752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461525848316416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GandalfLovesCorndogs,2019/07/01,"How do you prevent loneliness making you inactive? I am extremely lonely. I have virtually zero friends and do not get along that well with my family. When I go to my hobbies/work I get along with people, joke around etc. but I just cannot form tight/long lasting frienships for some reason. When I have days off from work I am completely and devastatingly alone. I have no one. No one to talk to, no one to hang out with. This makes me feel hopeless and worthless and often drives me to spend the whole day laying on my bed doing nothing because I feel so crippled by the lack of human connection. 

Have you experienced the same? What do you do to fight it and make yourself active and do things? How do you distract yourself from the loneliness and make yourself feel better?",3.10711711711712,5.673378540540544,3.8850270270270286,84.78249549549552,77.7837837837838,6.649369369369371,25.40720720720721,7.793537801064563,1.5789634234234238,616,23,114,10,15,196,91,148,0.242,0.679,0.079,-0.9836,0,3,0,0,1,1,16.0,0,5,0,2,9,9,1,1,4,0,14,0,0,8,0,33,24,13,0,1,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,14,0,1,4,1,1,3,5,5,1,4,0,4,19,4,20,24,6,12,0,3,0,0,9,4,0,2,5,92,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812357661873419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577725490587382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667163260560776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476349561059108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347257251491128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22570677747347476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515892245326927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496399742265366,0.0,0.2654389951175872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519601966002884,0.0,0.18284899573053326,0.0,0.09945024626364526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263934018570912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485970382422753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672259005351093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790660578689587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557311000459786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131529666252297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991777294993538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064948015097908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625487506356535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733607086798468,0.0,0.0,0.19536890040865668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547880623967945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Female-UK,2019/07/01,"In a relationship and still feel lonely I've been in a relationship for 3 years, it's had its up and downs. But recently I've been feeling that it'd be better to be alone and lonely than in a relationship and feeling lonely. I don't have the balls to break it off but I wanted to air my feelings, as I have noone else to air them to.",4.709166666666668,3.9515826944444465,6.343888888888888,81.64,69.27777777777779,9.422222222222222,27.722222222222207,8.841846274778883,1.7455722222222219,262,7,60,4,4,91,44,72,0.105,0.826,0.069,-0.3182,0,7,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,11,14,7,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,5,1,14,8,0,13,0,3,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23518793677216315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083512204030304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189697444278102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592768922961946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421557351097735,0.7314016038394456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134756918550898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393854475788156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462330327384813
lonely,Pikelz6800,2019/07/01,Gm Good morning i hope everyone has a wonderful day!!,0.8520000000000003,2.9771142000000026,4.059999999999999,74.86000000000001,107.0,10.0,35.0,8.841846274778883,5.4330000000000025,42,3,7,2,2,15,10,10,0.0,0.331,0.669,0.8774,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314873717745142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665332189960574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095116487065148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484931420256864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294742908469324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,45678456784,2019/07/01,I've never felt so lonely Being rejected by people online and being rejected by people irl is too much for me to endure,9.60625,6.730790458333335,11.47,55.57500000000003,61.08333333333334,12.933333333333335,32.333333333333336,11.20814326018867,3.923633333333333,97,2,14,2,1,36,20,24,0.341,0.659,0.0,-0.8852,0,4,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813039477538458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684958263320113,0.0,0.3866152568608914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6950438684103604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JustAnotherLoner03,2019/07/01,"Does anyone here hate doing the same exact routine everyday without having any interactions with people? Greetings everyone! I am a 16 year old male.
I take interest in combat sports and astronomy.
My life has been rough for that past few years. Nobody around me, my parents, my sibling, takes time to say “hello” to me or have any interaction at all. Over the past few months they haven’t even been staying in our house, so now i feel truly alone. Every day i get up and take a shower, then lock myself in my room and look at videos on my phone and watch tv all day. This routine never changes. I hate the life I’m living and i wish i had people with similar situations to talk to. People that i can truly call friends. If you can relate to any of this, message me. I wanna get to know you :)",2.7700824175824152,4.799491814102566,4.110842490842494,85.43653846153849,76.37179487179488,6.508424908424907,22.68131868131868,7.447530270364453,0.940585714285714,617,18,121,8,14,203,105,156,0.071,0.8009999999999999,0.128,0.8562,2,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,1,0,5,4,2,0,5,0,11,2,0,0,4,20,23,9,0,3,3,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,2,1,4,8,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,5,22,2,21,20,5,24,0,0,2,0,15,10,0,2,13,81,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844714441619586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924089111303425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021999972425437,0.0,0.0,0.12759450930820687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635643882934152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516246361014571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487259604533407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125429463313889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466842601544566,0.0,0.12076210578091115,0.13695840979493465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247219403918892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073676833865956,0.0,0.14976851339326105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830183377145647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653841225896331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877067986198022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024771045456611,0.0,0.0,0.12656343410413334,0.0,0.12036149910213215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440501655635107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054529726568013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504012212378001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915152888884365,0.0,0.2736503104199813,0.298101910165009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398214545206965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110945761151607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277121410630706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233000352962057,0.11520360539901818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357715177564419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482297103851062,0.13816546176795375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460025141831146
lonely,ricosalsa,2019/07/01,"Rant: Two days ago was my B-day. I was so lonely I spent the day indoors fighting back the tears and the feeling that I was going to vomit. Just getting this off my chest: I'm to old for this (literally) at my age I should have a family and dealing with teenagers. Instead I'm alone. I moved to a city five years ago and I am having a rough time making friends.  Outside the house I volunteer, work full time and get along with the people around me. As soon as I get home the lack of deeper connections (friends or significant other) pays a toll. Two days ago was my birthday and I was alone all day. No cake, no gifts no cards no one called. I contemplated going out to buy myself a drink but I thought that was pretty sad.  I'm now struggling to get off the couch so I can go to work. It just gets tougher to put on the smile. Thanks for listening.",0.9332577132486364,3.1699074195402304,2.2907743496672737,94.95008166969149,84.0,5.272353297035694,20.652147610405322,6.5966054737557815,0.1628666666666665,657,20,147,7,19,211,105,174,0.146,0.7509999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.4158,0,4,1,0,2,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,9,7,1,1,13,0,11,3,1,1,1,20,28,11,0,2,4,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,6,10,1,0,2,1,3,5,4,4,0,4,8,3,18,3,21,19,3,27,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,1,15,95,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499275092059331,0.0,0.0,0.27256554646983355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713888903998125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118103763364997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436338868552186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243084328648061,0.13565875249791096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289035807553065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404698876841838,0.0,0.06653352359806057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332508176719827,0.0,0.3437396594723167,0.0,0.2243490174951727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199086847097685,0.0,0.0,0.15183186557194292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783426526622498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985443830495609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807672494351728,0.0,0.08916566131885946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122473677681844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386964082294184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322796545484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756161308825662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114614207673945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044640962722754,0.15345699060571028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570795991589135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159145273065506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473667278036777
lonely,Katlyn07,2019/07/01,"sad, lonely dreams from the past        last night’s dream was a blur of need and nostalgia. jarrett was the main focus, remember him? yes, elementary school jarrett, the one “boyfriend” of yours who didn’t really even count as one. it was sad but funny - we were grown but for some reason he’d bring up the past while looking like a kid (snaggle tooth and all) . he scolded me for never holding his hand, for never hugging him or talking to him like a girlfriend would in fourth grade. 
       i remember crying, feeling the need to get into a “submissive position” and even calling him master when i apologized. i don’t know why my mind turned to that - maybe i was trying to impress him or convince him i could be what he needed.
       i remember laying with him, feeling so small and turning around to face him. as he pulled me closer and i nuzzled into his neck he caressed me in such a comforting way i couldn’t help but cry then too. 

this made me wonder - if i hadn’t been so scared, would he have broken up with me himself, instead of getting his friend to do it one afternoon? would our younger relationship last past march?

if i had hugged him and held his hand would he have told me he was going to eventually move away? would i know where he went? would we keep in touch?

i wonder if he really liked me, if it was my shyness that made him not want me anymore. i wonder that if a friend never pushed him, would he ask me out in the first place? 

if he’d see me now, would he feel the same nostalgia? 

has he ever dreamt of me, like i have of him? even after all these years?

i wonder why my mind wanted to remind me of his presence - why it wanted me to feel even more lonely, even more unwanted.",3.9392562189054736,5.037256859701493,4.647779850746269,86.6016200248756,71.44776119402985,7.493781094527364,25.600124378109456,7.793537801064563,1.2671915422885571,1308,39,269,16,24,420,169,335,0.124,0.728,0.149,0.8549,0,4,0,0,0,0,40.0,3,1,0,2,16,16,0,1,13,1,30,7,5,3,6,73,61,24,0,23,12,0,7,4,3,8,0,0,0,1,11,14,0,3,14,2,0,7,8,5,0,4,16,10,55,11,35,32,7,42,0,4,2,2,48,15,0,14,23,190,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774830402425388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978954353731771,0.0732901841462382,0.0,0.07365613199750821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800516347844925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259325971462408,0.0,0.17222984064699226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589008835425386,0.07091416065296803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855858903538556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668405869595319,0.0,0.0,0.12113794797368548,0.0,0.08191791514108711,0.0,0.04455456154755962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525475496686998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968244875814505,0.0,0.0,0.08616937862761455,0.12780729058346574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320236211050134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583335072447975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836140744516105,0.0,0.0,0.07875986379174618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831631844012434,0.0,0.0,0.08332311746306116,0.0,0.1743901279149624,0.18139273887718985,0.0,0.0,0.07356984407159951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937057761890647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451511068071575,0.0,0.0,0.08190770068356139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044566470699404,0.08060470224625392,0.0,0.08416854717219965,0.2664239992584718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848861507015385,0.0793414860379799,0.062471894051578526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301217096442578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491125562540649,0.0,0.053226106029328236,0.17054585143050965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872093521678688,0.0622275260925856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267437998573792,0.2122220564395632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400708231158182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455252338403665,0.0,0.0,0.05048480280698645
lonely,Kaloo420,2019/07/01,"""Good times are even better when they are shared"" 😁 17M tryna find some friends Hey my names kaylum haha ye i know weird name i got isn't it 😂

I'm looking for some friends since I've been alone a long time i think now is the right time to make some 😁

I like playing games any kind pretty much and i love most types of anime too i play on ps4 and xbox so no hate peeps 😁 if you have a good sense of humour and like to have a laugh and a joke and make sarcastic jokes we will probably get along 😂

Anyone is welcome to message me as long as your between 16 to 20 since i prefer talking to people close to my age thanks and gender doesn't matter much to me just a good thing to know is i tend to talk better with girls because I've only really ever had girls as friends my whole life lol but any guys feel free to message as well ☺️

I use snapchat the most so if you send me a message you can add me on there and if you don't have that you can add me on discord although i don't use it as much 🙃 hope i get lots of friends and if i don't at least i tried see you around future friendo ✌🏻",0.4405491651205935,1.8938632979591856,2.1907328385899842,99.1911827458256,81.3265306122449,4.9443413729128025,18.891465677179962,5.238671369647483,-0.6264693877551021,848,19,214,3,22,279,143,245,0.054000000000000006,0.6990000000000001,0.247,0.99,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,8,1,2,11,28,1,0,8,2,18,2,0,4,1,42,37,22,0,6,6,0,1,2,4,1,1,0,0,3,4,15,0,0,6,6,1,1,6,2,1,0,3,3,31,27,27,33,11,18,0,0,2,1,30,7,0,11,12,124,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654585643066282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661787263629333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543394853746265,0.0,0.0,0.10876973430346162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448228012002882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161237763190832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070143143663182,0.11052249408182302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177994125899645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167403410488913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775964635194615,0.0,0.12767227600256656,0.0,0.0,0.3074466239286389,0.09772176922315352,0.0,0.0,0.120981447367822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063148157050264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135635902406425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723591545933965,0.13429834819607772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630222798524935,0.11938593789850148,0.0,0.0,0.21625812894766647,0.1026038530081419,0.0,0.0,0.10387653411029794,0.11027590113944052,0.0,0.16311764221165248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694580689091313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292649744739584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470705555121895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430513370022955,0.13173510204133634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827424932412909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434453534974124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736489125753868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214386453310929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641386793194984,0.0,0.11249068344056808,0.0,0.0,0.08117367249658301,0.07829062386082064,0.0,0.0,0.2137395560772503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295496885894117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110556274600945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098581601980458,0.0,0.0,0.13641416008678026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mannemm_jeff,2019/07/01,Anyone made some friends via the monthly make a friend thread? Just wondering out of sheer curiosity,5.815882352941178,9.42584735294118,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,75.47058823529412,8.105882352941178,32.029411764705884,8.841846274778883,3.3738470588235305,83,4,13,2,2,24,17,17,0.0,0.69,0.31,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28473147425178463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6292205825124187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38531299554160015,0.2718165760712383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32503202070959725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44160307524545306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wrongperception,2019/07/01,"Hey, does anyone wanna talk? Im a 20 years old girl and i come from an abusive family. With no family i often feel lonely, looking for father/mother figures in school. But since i graduated i have literally noone. if anyone wants to talk, text me. I like sports, books, drawing, hiking and dnd. Maybe we could be friends or somewhat.",1.4333333333333336,4.145162492063495,3.247936507936508,84.24428571428574,90.74603174603176,5.339682539682539,19.698412698412696,6.937597516519254,0.7833365079365082,259,8,46,4,9,86,54,63,0.138,0.775,0.087,-0.5106,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,15,7,5,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,2,6,5,1,5,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,4,4,26,7,3,0.0,0.27048202029313195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31924627743119355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664849499371675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822680916292551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997749418944605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304161477361733,0.0,0.11542844855288358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637348415558748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465884551112884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115291898132729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917030564763331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293443437160965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23954814474846214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23103799535452324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888408453621124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669758757880732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346492164719024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700893843620694
lonely,hawkwind12345,2019/07/01,"Started a blog! I figured maybe starting a blog couple help with feeling so lonely, kind of like an online diary, I published my first proper post today which took a lot of time an effort with the photos and writing! It was a difficult one to write as it was so close to home but I thoroughly enjoyed the process! I doubt anyone will read it but that doesn't matter. It's the best I've felt in a while for anyone thinking about trying it!",3.4281006493506467,5.0309839204545455,4.331038961038964,86.40227272727276,73.43181818181819,5.9376623376623385,25.07142857142857,6.1826913282559595,0.835465584415584,347,11,66,2,7,112,65,88,0.09,0.7290000000000001,0.182,0.8879,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,1,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,15,10,7,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,3,0,2,4,2,5,4,10,5,2,10,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,7,46,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258526623374796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24453010182736426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25782164170209937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781708959331084,0.0,0.22372658220891145,0.0,0.0,0.1981985779672491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618199947136285,0.0,0.23372848956698405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426445371373189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383714078492213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809716028393626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340903254793284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789391783478454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231596103297621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23307351561592834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298520053143399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930369401060742,0.0,0.0,0.13587027285775566,0.0,0.22086667057525047,0.0,0.2588831942671065,0.1581988069119596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BluestOpal,2019/07/01,"Has anyone else noticed this? Maybe it's all in my head. Everytime I talk to someone, I try my best to be friendly. I am even friendly with the sex I am not attracted to. It's nothing ovebearing, it's just standard politeness and warmth.

But I am paranoid that they think I'm hitting on them. Because a lot of them go out of their way to mention their spouse/SO. Just out of nowhere they will try to mention their significant other in a natural way, but to me it just comes off as them trying to let me know they aren't single, as if they misinterpreted my friendliness as flirtatiousness. 

Has anyone else noticed this? Or if you think this is a ridiculous or paranoid, observation, well feel free to say that too.",4.033145846958797,5.757870352517988,4.873433616742972,82.62923479398302,72.09352517985613,7.932243296272074,30.621975147155,8.575989854853784,2.37485035971223,565,25,110,10,11,183,84,139,0.081,0.747,0.172,0.9089,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,10,1,6,7,1,0,4,0,10,2,1,0,1,22,18,10,0,2,10,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,2,21,7,21,14,4,10,0,0,0,1,17,6,0,5,0,84,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333397126360466,0.3419281467129843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171409689711397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510547031273252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373199174431908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787741799012127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020706137961066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436759617709114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25782564132390323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948283225616488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712427778085691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916998994896836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706219472996437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185532235055753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762965472307087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010319101252818,0.379934175474476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269088574438165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137686423690335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411283302936272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382965421257655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398535756565726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26488564634272943,0.0,0.0,0.15002391888802954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,internetmop,2019/07/01,"People making fun of me for wanting to start my own ping pong team A little background : I’m 17 and have an age range of friends and people I work with from 16 to 25  , and honestly I’ve just been having a pretty rough summer. I’ve been so empty depressed and my social anxiety has gotten so terrible plus I’m homeschooled and it’s senior year already so that sucks. And all I wanted to do was set up a chill little ping pong team in my area with ages ranging from 16-25 for people actually wanting to play the game so I put up a post in my city on our reddit page and just got completely bashed by so many people saying that I was a total pedophile at first just wanting young girls but then people saw I was a 17 year old girl and completely just bullied me and bashed my entire idea saying I want older men!! I didn’t intend for my club to be some sort of match.com and I already have a boyfriend I really love so Idk it just really frustrated me and made me feel so shitty I just wanted to have a little ping pong team where people actually just want to  play the game and all these people just made fun of something I just wanted to put together",6.584731638418084,5.39197947881356,7.180000000000002,78.61401129943505,65.65254237288136,9.731073446327684,29.836158192090398,8.59863814320734,2.0985209039548023,911,24,183,11,12,302,121,236,0.12300000000000001,0.769,0.107,-0.7862,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,5,17,11,2,0,11,0,13,1,0,4,3,44,33,22,0,8,10,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,5,15,0,0,2,8,0,2,1,4,0,1,11,7,22,7,27,21,6,27,0,1,1,1,14,11,1,2,12,115,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.20107986571842354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273867140530069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881572003247726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160446499145961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873739484849325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052093776186629186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763509943060292,0.0,0.0,0.07959875510799835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240046640916929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630545460951715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30978172447744745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298629936622538,0.19497413545870304,0.06877162532286385,0.10445366718794014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810998150712732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999838478916793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867182116399892,0.10481595938529327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207142094554266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200404993502024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386313270000133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502351442803112,0.0,0.0793155672744402,0.0,0.0,0.07292336196247219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861460920271228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500521329756255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269260450678386
lonely,Nem0-N0b0dy,2019/07/01,I feel like I scare people. I don’t know what to do anymore.,-2.4542857142857137,-0.7080478571428549,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,99.0,2.8000000000000003,14.142857142857142,3.1291,-1.581028571428571,46,1,12,0,2,16,11,14,0.23399999999999999,0.584,0.182,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5105474765400132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26030049314808185,0.3677762537094468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829229483875661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515073491220005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569004418548783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154088550753062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SyringeClown,2019/07/01,"I feel so incredibly isolated. For background, I’ve just become an adult and am living with my family. I rarely ever leave the house, and when I do it’s only to go on errands with my family. It is not an exaggeration to say I have zero friends. The only person I speak to is online. 

I have depression and general/social anxiety. I’ve been seeing a therapist but I can never follow through on any of the advice he gives me.

I’ve tried finding a job, but nobody wants to hire me seeing as I don’t have a high-school diploma, and I’m not in education.

I feel so trapped in this house, but the idea of going out and meeting people scares me even more. So I do nothing. I meekly attempt hobbies and fill my days with nothing but escapism.

I feel so abandoned by my family. I’m the youngest of four, and it’s clear that my parents don’t care what happens to me. They pay for me to go to therapy. They see me awake at random hours of the day. They see me never leave the house. They see that I have no friends. But not ONCE have they asked if I was okay.

I’m just a broken person. No advice anyone gives me helps. No matter how hard I try to improve my life, I get nowhere. All I can do is lay awake at night and fucking hurt from loneliness - and the crushing feeling that nothing I do can fix it.",2.023437702790396,3.6655508992537342,3.9685269305645687,87.36401362751461,77.32089552238807,6.601168072680077,24.338741077222586,7.423996415210882,1.0705942245295264,1003,34,212,13,23,341,138,268,0.16899999999999998,0.73,0.10099999999999999,-0.9703,2,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,5,1,10,9,1,1,14,1,20,2,0,1,5,40,44,22,0,2,11,1,5,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,9,13,0,1,6,0,1,5,10,5,0,2,2,12,37,4,28,42,2,20,0,3,5,1,19,7,1,2,8,145,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920242643571135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681571384950066,0.0,0.07516361873809471,0.0,0.0,0.06870109530199567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185371057788412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851321386188598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017593841788387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267306912251375,0.0,0.08462555073347687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648954757101547,0.08887586877247107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27787381913808396,0.0,0.19871958184514293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980187140050172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182074029138334,0.09083372938013412,0.05133337128406778,0.1885073204191988,0.16751909613768345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868851995211546,0.0,0.08801579040501863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585721505645152,0.10381016223102682,0.0,0.0,0.09675985456520568,0.34011386146664196,0.10518234813962918,0.11091618326684416,0.0,0.0,0.09750138631889613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20807242936861955,0.0,0.0,0.06939931597553743,0.0,0.0,0.08675959461244756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155823235946306,0.0,0.0,0.09220420501508074,0.0,0.2828304996088215,0.0,0.0,0.10463671540419928,0.0,0.14945234924767073,0.0,0.0,0.10909882641922064,0.0,0.0,0.06811656953469625,0.1715822418478483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781350854018557,0.09836884183463894,0.09943773481057497,0.3914763854335646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236138058557046,0.1140798259353606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133415283243128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057952429250605515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fetus_bates,2019/07/01,Love is cruel My girlfriend of a year broke up w me just after our 1 year anniversary and told me she didn't love me romantically anymore and said she doesn't see a chance for us to happen again. We're still friends but i wanted everything w her and now i have nobody. I miss the attention and the love and idk how to handle it without her. My only friends are people i play xbox w and work friends.,2.430619621342516,4.089821975903618,3.8198278829604138,88.7951807228916,76.22891566265059,6.670567986230638,23.9053356282272,7.447530270364453,0.9236588640275394,316,10,68,4,7,104,59,83,0.19399999999999998,0.629,0.177,0.3565,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,1,5,10,1,0,4,0,5,3,0,1,0,12,14,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,2,15,7,7,11,0,7,0,2,1,3,15,1,0,0,6,44,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010210529783522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217107997383966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469809820862021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792443726474233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5488261291096359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416027545094116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405246444783553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928113555414473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615233422954513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187416276519234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193685761699086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24381964915086024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955599896953463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953927673598164,0.0,0.14756590005808892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610605683822768
lonely,Yalonelyboi,2019/07/01,"Celebrate Independence Day on Cuddle with your new friends! Are you lonely or depressed? Don’t worry, Cuddle got your back. Cuddle is the most popular voice socializing app in the world. Find new friends on Cuddle. Cuddle is hosting its own celebration by rewarding the most talented hosts on Cuddle. On July 4th and 5th, Cuddle will select five hosts each day, giving out virtual gifts that can be cashed out. Cuddle would love to have more people join the community for more friendships. More info see: [https://www.cuddlelive.com/h5/event/independence-day](https://www.cuddlelive.com/h5/event/independence-day)",10.6101747815231,15.032883550561802,8.021722846441946,55.16406991260925,61.80898876404493,8.449937578027466,26.742821473158553,9.150863307647796,2.897298626716605,512,15,61,10,9,149,66,89,0.075,0.647,0.278,0.9737,0,2,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,0,1,1,8,0,0,4,0,9,9,0,1,0,12,13,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,3,6,11,9,7,13,0,2,1,9,8,8,0,3,5,40,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776767017654512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5628346091941269,0.0,0.18791891811865455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941342032456744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33713209564075386,0.0,0.0,0.20929903205113826,0.0,0.0,0.17449922354066674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691681062524585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214410098401819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125918758541726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386195583262565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224079852922303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157332848650932,0.0,0.1549894750756256,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,el_fenix214,2019/07/01,"I think I miss laughing most of all Remember when you’d laugh until you couldn’t breathe? Until tears were coming out of your eyes? Those people that got you, people you could trust enough to sit with and drink with and talk with and just laugh with. Nights you wished wouldn’t end. My soul sort of aches for it. The laughter.",2.9641145833333336,5.220410515625002,2.0293750000000017,99.51145833333337,76.65625,4.891666666666667,16.916666666666664,5.46131890053228,-0.8398145833333337,259,4,56,1,6,73,47,64,0.078,0.6890000000000001,0.233,0.9255,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,6,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,1,19,10,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,9,4,12,4,3,8,1,1,1,0,7,1,0,2,5,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562959074526123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375536408009044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914663083264357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635234304196981,0.3074282137754313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23796206717119345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27921192141204426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41253993256964705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33704369719221045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391434907786265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906453274653682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34214502678220715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NotHereForJesus,2019/07/01,unfriended the girl who took my virginity today So I date this girl for a year and a half. Totally fall in love for the first time. We break up. I'm heart wrenched. I can't trust myself not to talk to her so I block her from all social networks I can find. Totally cut her out of my life and never talk to her about any of the shit. Never get closure. It's fine. But then a few months later I go into the dating scene. Meet a new girl. We unceremoniously fuck on the first date. I lose my virginity that night. We break it off. We go back and fuck around again. She sends mixed signals. We sort of break it off but still talk regularly. She tells me she's sleeping with other people. We break it off. We get back together a bit but it's horribly awkward. I ask her why it's awkward. She calls me buddy. We have nothing but unpleasant awkward convos over text. I delete her. I think it was healthy. I think having her in there and wanting to talk to her was damaging. She clearly only wanted me for sex and I clearly only wanted her to fill a void. I feel sad though still. I liked her. I had feelings for her. And she took my virginity. And now I will stop talking to her and she will stop thinking about me and we'll just become strangers just like everyone else I have dated.,0.016682199440818838,2.375298233716478,1.9901998550274407,93.35789375582479,93.48275862068964,4.81395878637258,18.548306927617272,6.5153245180268975,0.06535737806772346,993,30,215,13,37,328,138,261,0.135,0.765,0.10099999999999999,-0.7356,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,9,0,0,3,15,15,4,3,11,0,11,11,3,0,7,48,30,17,0,3,7,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,3,11,21,0,3,6,0,0,7,4,10,0,3,5,2,53,5,29,22,5,46,0,3,0,7,44,11,3,1,26,150,64,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898023298871118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339059812801384,0.10857666624141214,0.0,0.0,0.1786113576096081,0.0,0.0,0.12826921122881402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679648630277274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859350243591092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702135755266428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097822299826142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744930922163554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061512676794803,0.19757987700525853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474197299862105,0.12135832697212105,0.0,0.13201183255398155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376282895462834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203420766185668,0.11348178430741235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993268054662893,0.0,0.0,0.10482227846675568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270307284175326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915103818346872,0.11217022749482464,0.0,0.1089909719595758,0.0,0.11144094439487527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666175640776274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051792343878789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921762652920165,0.0,0.0,0.11622542063076535,0.11839167866627714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550157508141876,0.19419906351314545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466750870914712,0.10151282912291253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22325643656172806,0.11410847788297895,0.0,0.06772306863963036,0.0,0.11008860420287664,0.0,0.25807505889611154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205509876379574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479967933644624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479134686986627
lonely,idontknowanymorewtf,2019/07/01,"Fed up with being lonely I hate the way my life has turned out. I have no real friends, no one to trust or talk to. I have a boyfriend but lately we've been arguing more than anything and he currently doesn't want to talk to me, as he says he needs some time to himself. I literally have no one to talk to and I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm too old (28f) to make new friends, but these feelings of loneliness and emptiness are taking their toll on me. I act like everything is fine around family and while I'm at work, but it's all just a facade. I don't know how much more of this I can handle",1.8690909090909082,2.804479848484849,3.5034545454545487,93.45518181818184,76.27272727272728,7.098181818181819,22.29090909090909,7.554174236665415,0.5418127272727262,468,12,115,6,10,156,88,132,0.165,0.7120000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.6037,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,4,9,2,0,3,0,13,2,0,2,1,23,26,11,0,2,5,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,7,1,0,4,0,0,1,6,3,0,2,2,3,14,6,19,23,5,13,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,2,8,75,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534992016261719,0.1660522256797673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764212487327734,0.0,0.17584492001489332,0.0,0.1886314573464056,0.13325785494218834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288226929934774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416084336424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050252284413767,0.0,0.21041520525678864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175243214340807,0.1822593465899616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451095753030092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712182087007074,0.13831044694813788,0.0,0.18015289850107447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957330112941265,0.0,0.25279660132599324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21231322838637454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833701734259302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024817294085368,0.4497798969538464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876778431584744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289227278972025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002087549504744,0.14805970468476246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579686220298084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AngelRagoo,2019/07/01,Hey! Want to talk? Message me if you want some company!,-1.6130303030303033,-1.4197220000000021,0.8581818181818193,95.44060606060609,132.63636363636363,5.103030303030304,21.84848484848485,6.42735559955562,1.1798848484848483,42,2,9,1,3,14,10,11,0.0,0.7390000000000001,0.261,0.2924,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5630757120255272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8264053137092874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pezzimism,2019/07/01,Playing Cards Against Humanity online Here's my room  [https://pyx-1.pretendyoure.xyz/zy/game.jsp#game=60](https://pyx-1.pretendyoure.xyz/zy/game.jsp#game=60),50.307,64.71554970000001,11.14,24.100000000000023,2.0,10.0,45.0,8.841846274778883,7.057000000000002,147,4,6,2,2,21,10,10,0.0,0.816,0.184,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MrNiceGuy751,2019/07/01,"Just got out of almost a 4 year relationship that just dragged me down I've been in this relationship since middle of highschool and I kind of dropped all.my friends and I just became more and more settled with my lonely life, and she is gone now, and mentally I'm still recovering but, I just dont really have anyone to talk to since I dropped most of my friends for her.",4.937297297297299,5.878374351351353,5.330648648648651,83.20489189189192,69.0,8.622702702702702,29.664864864864867,8.841846274778883,2.139424864864865,298,11,61,5,5,95,52,74,0.040999999999999995,0.871,0.08900000000000001,0.6542,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,14,7,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,9,3,11,4,3,10,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,3,42,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363629731943612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650467573889862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27664064393654164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647324803096749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887851540599686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458024664606807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672415507243582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23787583116119526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121519324767752,0.0,0.0,0.506843701543416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905144259209613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885042487247421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972242629159236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200395626428234
lonely,theudonguy,2019/07/01,Second week Today is my second week of college and I haven't made a single friend. There was a new student that just came in today and people instantly started talking to him. He even went to get lunch with them. And here I am just standing at a corner somewhere just not knowing what to do and have no one to talk to. Just wanted somewhere to write about it.,4.348333333333333,5.337269388888887,4.776,86.46900000000002,70.3888888888889,6.315555555555558,26.9,5.6839178017228535,0.9247633333333334,284,9,55,1,5,90,53,72,0.07,0.93,0.0,-0.5897,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,15,13,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,4,0,5,1,11,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,45,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284653472537102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438350196199014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228478323377352,0.0,0.13003000974796325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677844612655216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23549714641895156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403707456833011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864815407499748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254269452868284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761591978242256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40008211589042536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718200270156387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679641628589424,0.0,0.3992745272908347,0.0,0.0,0.2307151084520944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,starkiller10707,2019/07/01,"Anyone here have Xbox Live, or interested in joining a social group? If you do, I’ve made a group that will help people here. If you want a link to the discord server, message me. Still a work in progress and if you have any questions, ask. I know what it’s like to be lonely, it’s why I’m here. But I have a friend who helped me through it, and I want to give people here the same help he gave me.",2.44073643410853,2.9879271046511637,3.583720930232559,94.89829457364344,74.46511627906978,6.198449612403103,22.472868217054266,5.46131890053228,-0.04951317829457347,305,7,75,1,6,99,55,86,0.059000000000000004,0.7240000000000001,0.217,0.9001,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,2,5,4,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,14,7,0,5,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,3,6,10,1,3,0,1,0,0,17,2,0,5,2,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640097460127701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863771322804824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254694722882446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633401949986506,0.0,0.0,0.23136052855126174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849708770086446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325454735371368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178277014198916,0.0,0.21296515829509116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22820906124247106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33440580441333456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701752738574687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458512518044481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926055739695075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845068219617883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176262102524697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558092281992485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Isaaon,2019/07/01,"I'm tired... lonely... and sad I'm tired of having my heart broken... I put my all out there and treat these girls right... and yet they all leave me for those who don't show them the respect I would... and its always the same ""you deserve better"" its all I ever hear... I hate it... I can't find a single girl who would give me the time of day, who won't cheat on me, or who wants anything more than just a fling... and when I do think that I have found it... she leaves me for the asshole who treated her like shit... that cheating jack @$$... what is so wrong with me that I deserve better, but no one would be willing to try and have a relationship with me? I just don't understand...",1.973911651728553,3.066405725352112,2.9896158770806665,96.62100512163894,76.25352112676056,5.727016645326503,19.95134443021767,5.565023196281405,-0.3861774647887321,511,10,124,2,11,163,90,142,0.11,0.8079999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.5797,0,2,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,2,2,7,13,4,0,7,0,14,4,2,0,4,26,23,10,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,2,15,9,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,7,0,1,1,1,22,6,10,16,6,9,0,2,0,0,15,3,1,1,6,91,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038148747700405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388351935819491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298423232210305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880496366353226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260921531903504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419925923533032,0.0,0.0,0.18498345729698829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184344889339974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656768287926954,0.0,0.0,0.19015012787641256,0.19992394591030244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572822478592296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242391946624461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432328217389555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960166110048872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113301800681986,0.0,0.1440787035692876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731799355812192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810352022450924,0.0,0.0,0.09837703539166584,0.3878181133968922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454403747897382,0.0,0.0,0.17563462678608205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951041689852057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595434380550034,0.18445954609958745,0.0,0.0
lonely,flyingcatandstuff,2019/07/01,"I came out to my best and only friend.... Pride month and all that got to me, finally got the courage to come out to my bestfriend. Over the last couple of days she's been more distant and we've been talking less. Im really worried shes just avoiding me now. 
I dont want to be alone again. I thought i found someone whod accept me...",1.5355399061032884,2.982266802816902,2.985563380281693,94.73402582159626,78.15492957746478,5.860093896713615,24.509389671361504,6.42735559955562,0.5293079812206574,257,9,60,2,6,84,53,71,0.107,0.7240000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.7614,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,14,13,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,0,11,5,9,4,4,11,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337835942609046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23688503828655505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25816989492360376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444257399010625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24976102741257586,0.0,0.1455743057698963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645486631725812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24727130635636546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474964143933625,0.17439499978838596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610666850880439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24382232841199564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399645022135816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017198025066236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167445215586646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460556719291415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912565257828885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142964654467966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920087270056073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313877758069928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22923525273424405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dontfallinlovewithme,2019/07/01,"I’m so lonely Dude. I’m so lonely it doesn’t make any sense. I’m the “life of the party” at my job. Everyone loves me and wants to hang out with me outside of work, but I always decline. 

When people realize I’m not always a clown, they end up abandoning me.",-0.1101190476190439,1.8186034642857152,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,85.78571428571429,5.8761904761904775,18.261904761904766,7.1686216300943375,0.2524976190476189,198,5,45,3,6,70,42,56,0.13,0.794,0.076,-0.4576,1,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,9,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,7,8,0,6,0,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,24,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5537448683624793,0.0,0.0,0.22627959461920705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947153695147033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179543331455592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302003810173375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23502927950701266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30031745641861224,0.0,0.2221114264306127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306851016495917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626299627005026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24224401905643697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,slickrider230,2019/07/01,Lonely 21M looking for F to chat with. I’m on Pacific Time first off so just FYI lol. Really just looking to talk with someone. Just not feeling too hot right now and needing to have a conversation with someone to distract my mind. DM away,1.213750000000001,3.7751962083333375,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,86.91666666666666,5.7,26.75,7.1686216300943375,1.5832249999999997,190,9,37,3,6,63,39,48,0.11900000000000001,0.7659999999999999,0.115,0.2035,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,11,6,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,1,0,11,6,0,7,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,0,3,23,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801227839734412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075416051237775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536071832986112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007436850978029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30104762948571456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210752714640532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100323674842087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546194203189485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5052449388073015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396425698183897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385431089804812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ForwardVegetable,2019/07/01,theres a barrier its like i see a person thats cool to talk to but i physically can't. i always think they'll despise me,-1.7814285714285738,0.13193085714285854,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,97.57142857142857,5.6571428571428575,17.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.3811142857142862,96,3,23,2,4,36,23,28,0.191,0.659,0.149,-0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522536609719262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26553728700424695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745822530434562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433116488073674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368622179355939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34826680970662666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dfonsy,2019/07/01,"Sometimes people should be temporary... There's a purpose to this post. I recently lost 4 close friends all within the last few months. These were people who over the last few years I had opened up to, and shared tons of incredible moments with. 3 of them are in the same friend group the other was separate. 

The first 3 basically told me to fuck off because I had accidentally done something to upset one of them. The other two joined in unison not caring for my side of the issue despite things I had done for them in the past and trust I had in them. Years of friendship immediately thrown out the window. The fourth friend simply wrote me off after getting into a new relationship and being forced to choose between spending time with me as usual or dating them.

Despite this I feel... Relieved! I still have my best friend and have been led to peers who enjoy my company and who I am, and I have learned that those 4 people were simply a temporary part in my life. We shared many epic moments. I learned a lot and experienced a lot because of each of them. They have decided my friendship is worthless to them and I'm ok with that because I still get to keep the memories and experiences I had!

Some people are supposed to be temporary in your life, because you can gain something from them that enriches future or current relationships you already have but maybe haven't embraced. It's easy to be focused on those that walk out on us. Especially when they are ones we trusted but sometimes they lead us to the people who really do value you. Just thought I'd share. 

Much love Reddit peeps!",5.541414427157002,6.81291791749175,5.6925884016973125,79.94841584158416,67.84488448844886,8.27967939651108,30.270155586987272,8.563005593585519,2.280130410183876,1271,48,234,19,21,402,167,303,0.057,0.794,0.149,0.9817,1,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,4,4,11,5,5,19,1,1,17,1,29,4,0,2,1,42,41,15,0,1,6,0,1,0,4,1,2,0,1,0,17,20,0,1,6,0,1,3,2,4,0,4,15,2,39,15,43,21,12,43,0,2,0,2,36,19,1,5,20,180,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890889233410624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627426324135002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308086495254713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098620831020484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053890189363248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540379927393066,0.0,0.0,0.05448351061011348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916552459652773,0.0,0.0,0.3330009790760053,0.09961656345060743,0.1125937264174758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246687216199304,0.0,0.09577644350520323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756673016559221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221925622747495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762589719834735,0.18321669244112734,0.097251925258113,0.0,0.0,0.1092453437069148,0.10825307920950396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600797886742055,0.0,0.07921137107617156,0.0,0.0,0.10406919922058294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603339765595924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166867614052885,0.10286310349018624,0.3735142560696632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319826299495256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690297822665675,0.0,0.10639378364770592,0.2313743057777066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659081321216754,0.21314233792649195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210449514128687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715867732568527,0.0,0.0,0.08554440513341967,0.06283205160132249,0.0,0.0,0.10296328229239993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525971202903996,0.0,0.259228878196599,0.0,0.11867548213089107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387797056529096
lonely,bean54_,2019/07/01,"Today is my first day Today the only person in my life left me. We broke up and I have no one. He was my everything and I think it’s for the best that he left since I can learn to take care of myself and be more independent, but I’m just scared I won’t ever find anyone else and that I’ll always have this empty feeling inside of me. Hopefully I can look back at this post in a year and feel happy and have friends... it’s been awhile..",0.6054619883040964,2.316081452631579,2.6866666666666674,94.60111111111117,81.84210526315789,5.485380116959064,15.818713450292401,6.42735559955562,-0.5701111111111117,338,5,80,3,9,114,68,95,0.099,0.7509999999999999,0.151,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,2,3,7,0,1,3,0,10,1,0,1,1,17,18,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,3,12,5,8,14,2,14,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,1,7,54,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636988858269793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140256663207486,0.19255289026568345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450386564853804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972172500812032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916035743684022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119703495874465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698846259791027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999026313950086,0.0,0.0,0.16889620562087887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900425530315084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176140116133878,0.15985017069310206,0.0,0.0,0.1451915348261553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005123595212146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866534009708456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083653479428869,0.0,0.13273803280151011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578109154781482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734384866002205,0.14292655884168054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409015655560974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799816233238221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814719382386166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545472896485354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129732770254838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120415702360135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562646650038521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101849383373126
lonely,unicorn_ear,2019/07/30,"Feeling very alone Hi I moved to another country because I loved the city and I wanted to start a life that I had dreamed about and built up in my mind. Sadly i have depression and have had it for a while and it has not been easy in this new place even though I have my boyfriend here who I live with. I am extremely lonely and have made only 1-3 friends who are all just acquaintance level (met up 2 times). The one friend I felt closest to in this year ghosted me for no reason. 

My boyfriend doesn’t seem to understand my struggle right now beyond suggesting I do things and generally making me feel like it’s my fault. 

My closest friends are these 3 people who I met in college and they live in another country and city. I reach out to them often and I visited them last year. 

Although they seemed to reassure me and act all friendly when I visited—- they have their own lives and are busy and happier than I am. I am beginning to feel like the relationships are one sided.

I am the only one to reach out to everyone.

I don’t get checked on for my well-being. But I am going through one of the hardest times in my life. This includes my mom, and my dad. All the people I care about the most: They all reply to me and set up times to talk on video chat, which is always nice, but I am always the one arranging it all. 

My time here so far feels like a failure as 1 year down the line I still don’t have a job or salary. I depend on my boyfriend now for everything, since leaving my last service industry hourly job that sucked. 

I have a bachelors degree but it isn’t working out for me in this new country as I had hoped. 

I’m growing resentment for my friends and family who seem to not care about me very much. I am feeling even lower about myself because they will not reach out to say “hey how are you doing lately” like I do with them ... I feel like the close feelings I have felt towards them are not real. 

And I don’t understand my own parents. Why do they not care to reach out to me? My dad never called me or tried to talk when I lived in his town, and I think part of me left the country to make that pill easier to swallow. But it’s not.

 I don’t know what to do, even my therapist doesn’t seem to want to talk to me. I make all of our appointments and if I don’t text her she doesn’t check on me.

I’m just on a downward spiral and what’s worse is I can feel that those around me pity me but they don’t try to help me.",3.3274168297455984,3.9660903131115504,4.3517495107632085,89.86688062622312,72.48336594911937,7.796947162426616,26.145988258317022,7.957251820313856,1.2458460273972602,1894,59,432,25,35,617,218,511,0.07200000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.13,0.9718,5,3,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,1,12,1,22,25,2,1,17,0,45,5,0,7,7,84,83,36,1,4,16,4,10,5,5,1,3,1,0,0,24,28,1,0,19,3,2,5,18,8,0,5,9,11,85,17,67,73,11,64,0,4,0,1,46,36,1,11,27,307,109,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489223890476338,0.0,0.0,0.12033684963017713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516484746327312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437199254742773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816005318952645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383746871766414,0.0,0.221177210584066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228123423308767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328191503655122,0.0,0.0,0.06909612163115253,0.06498833465676603,0.0,0.06816823944613326,0.0,0.2925003315506361,0.2066355596285139,0.13885952305112925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793359394879513,0.0,0.03777943768999715,0.0,0.04109592581530228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048468442465888883,0.0,0.0,0.07182099587450594,0.07121162715400951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351473347577814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03974015531329029,0.11788599752836255,0.08156979510034865,0.07656675554034623,0.07856595651980205,0.0,0.10215059202394457,0.17663715816453507,0.0,0.2554072422426443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526337065882695,0.06842228026093243,0.14480417345933014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301335095646883,0.08468960048437678,0.0,0.07685499609970317,0.05315679928410268,0.0,0.055770589897020266,0.13967655046157787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24499853690540874,0.10999132873586416,0.0,0.0,0.08029264806997004,0.07830561030395801,0.0,0.10026248539772477,0.0,0.07554945383988391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230558488125872,0.0,0.07434760322667829,0.0,0.07763479765990304,0.0,0.06175307584331007,0.0,0.05750449496112067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633163496414268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981628724461921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511819959916942,0.0,0.05774754293370185,0.0,0.0,0.07559500696226518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436218067038906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395847706476899,0.04804011956505333,0.046333876679717334,0.0710450487846747,0.0,0.16866016634748593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981886491008908,0.0,0.0,0.1505563023534084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932805825464705,0.08530163264522395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501614364353249,0.0,0.06524930022037126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264316431718545,0.0,0.07369093985673546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969746119539928
lonely,BackgroundGryffindor,2019/07/30,"I don't really need answers to this post I just have to say it:

I'm lonely. My boyfriend left me about a month ago and I still cry about 15 times a day, seemingly random. 
I really thought, after so many abusive relationships, that he was the one. 
I have like 4 friends but they live over 3 hours away and are not the type of friends you can spill your heart our to.
I'm sitting at my night shift right now and everything comes crashing down. 
I have no one to vent to so I just had to make this post.
Like the title says, I don't really need any answers to this, I just had to say/write it because I just don't have the opportunitues to do so otherwise.
Sorry for any spelling or grammar mistakes, I'm not an english native speaker and also I'm crying again ._.

Thanks to anyone who made it til this point.",2.3171256454388995,3.948138819277112,3.5354905335628253,90.83373493975904,76.4698795180723,6.670567986230638,23.9053356282272,7.447530270364453,0.8842612736660938,628,20,138,8,14,204,102,166,0.11199999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.09,-0.3729,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,1,0,13,7,0,0,7,0,13,1,1,2,0,23,25,11,0,3,8,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,5,3,17,5,20,20,0,22,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,3,13,88,26,1,0.0,0.16895117912454505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264014309519259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403277947984025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393831544557089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970539806059588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339722376562503,0.0,0.0,0.08692429081130279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283254563926095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132667507362124,0.0919616634898814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815475255902214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203363320201244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897518291745572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404268705367926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492935417617865,0.0,0.0,0.1393289513686475,0.0,0.1259135662740843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349263747513331,0.09518294381704162,0.1445684537592029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381757879928905,0.0,0.0,0.21146404721802486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381528960313918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932514629910816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479790416561496,0.0,0.2731322508690415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740490865876725,0.0,0.0,0.15309314104787258,0.0,0.12177493385936455,0.0,0.3401906370595101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298126879664886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596228814513906,0.0,0.0,0.1138761612318001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128186818653426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320411431967073,0.08314800648063403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,futureserialkiller69,2019/07/30,"I think a girl is interested in me! Today i met a cashier at a super market i visited for the first time, im talking about a girl of breath taking beauty. I went to her to pay for the few things i got and she was the kindest anyone has ever been to me, and, oh my god, that smile... it screamed ""I LOVE YOU!"". I'm certain she would express her feelings to me by words if it wasn't fow the other people who were around us. I swear I could feel the erotic tension between us, it was the most extreme thing i have ever experienced. If it was a guy I would think that he is just kind because that's how their bosses tell them to be, but not her, im seriously thinking that she treated me this way because she wants me. Guys im telling you, she is going to be mine! Any advice on how to proceed will be very appreciated!!",2.9336434108527136,3.6032603488372095,4.68139534883721,87.02852713178301,73.4186046511628,6.896124031007752,26.54263565891473,6.816661863887847,1.0059519379844963,628,21,140,5,12,214,108,172,0.033,0.83,0.136,0.9531,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,2,2,2,7,9,0,1,11,0,18,2,1,3,3,25,31,7,0,6,5,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,13,3,0,0,5,0,1,3,2,3,0,1,9,4,31,6,17,15,2,14,0,0,0,1,27,4,0,3,6,104,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974522411329204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724996929370784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999413347004307,0.0,0.0,0.12730694900133535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435202719699774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141798114506374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587168500075529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461772627340594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164206311319922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127442890752043,0.0,0.1143761209906379,0.0,0.0,0.2831997163327241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634177555517638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892025161456018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290698061582767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914335885960801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752380419485827,0.11494397052679005,0.24998962757002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001558937235924,0.2749001969056484,0.0,0.0,0.08338879358106076,0.0,0.1355543402847034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34404070634757283,0.0,0.0,0.11799612242436143,0.0843494986495498,0.11351265661326512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256933800692966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317677745304055,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vxllain,2019/07/30,"What should I do for my birthday? Hey guys, I'm pretty new to reddit and only just got it because I've been feeling so disconnected from society. I'm kind of a loner and don't have any friends but at the same time desire close social contacts. (I'm not going to go too deep into this)

Anyways, I'm turning 20 in August and don't have anyone to celebrate with. The only other option I can think of is taking a train to see my parents. Not that they're bad people, just that they believe that the whole ""mental illness"" thing is impossible unless you experienced something traumatic. Besides that, I really want to do something but I don't know what I'd do. Any pointers?",4.0245864661654105,5.449783075187969,5.566924812030077,78.83925939849628,71.63157894736842,7.4252631578947375,28.33759398496241,7.908726449838941,1.957256240601504,531,20,96,7,10,180,90,133,0.08900000000000001,0.78,0.131,0.7004,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,13,1,0,0,0,21,27,7,0,3,7,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,3,8,2,14,24,2,10,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,1,3,64,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26761538820357744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758343082786612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429147298413593,0.1199467870819784,0.0,0.0,0.22168801176902872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949085135670137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202099928898952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365341604809527,0.0,0.15737182357192436,0.0,0.0,0.19482937263618386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049016119832518,0.10813750163513457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829394699984232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900379236675695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992989684428174,0.0,0.0,0.21848546623701628,0.0,0.0,0.1364128372569946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018186045205247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605340092372255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567971047893244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057825766909013,0.0,0.3029603108710398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794361792458796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072265236670258,0.12607977059262826,0.0,0.0,0.11473589415039248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402501192020834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605774269039748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968232160089265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Amnocreative,2019/07/30,"I can't stop myself and I hate it I am a case of the-by-now-standard 24 year old guy who is incredibly lonely and who's never had any interest from girls. Last couple of years everything hit me all of sudden, spiralling me into a not-so-positive mindset. Basically: hating my life every second of the day.

My brother's been together with this girl for a couple years now... and I've developped feelings for her since about last year (didn't know her before then). I feel absolutely pathetic for even writing this, especially because I'm really close with my brother.

If this were a random girl (who was in a relationship with someone, thus not being available), I'd probably try to distance myself from her for my own mental well-being. Seeing someone you like like someone else is one of the worst feelings possible.

Problem is: I've 'joined' their friend group (since a couple of months before developping feelings, also should probably say 'group', I basically only talk to my brother and his gf), and I see her A LOT. Her and I get along really well. I even dare to say, if she weren't dating my brother, I'd have a shot. I obviously don't want anything to ACTUALLY happen (I obviously love my brother and wouldn't even dare doing something like this to him), but I just can't stop myself from messaging her and asking to hang out, fantasizing about other outcomes.

How in the world am I supposed to get over her if I see her so much? How am I supposed to get over her if we talk basically every day because I'm too weak to stop myself? How do I stop fantasizing about something that's impossible?",5.99886050076648,6.4701767313915886,7.1733435530574,72.59973939703629,66.47572815533981,9.870958950774998,32.444387668199624,9.811843763644266,3.1582453074433654,1266,50,228,26,19,430,157,309,0.07,0.8590000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.3501,0,2,2,0,1,0,44.0,1,1,1,0,15,13,2,0,11,0,21,3,0,4,4,47,41,19,0,8,7,5,4,3,2,2,2,2,0,4,10,16,0,4,5,0,0,1,8,6,1,2,6,9,43,7,35,31,5,28,0,1,3,1,40,8,0,6,22,155,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.09402910006436456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705548436162347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552506613055821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929239305289415,0.0,0.0900794156522806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747487629098237,0.0,0.16398292212041246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198466913087749,0.0,0.1242826940680893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049268315812046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092576098460853,0.0,0.16236738347209484,0.0,0.08659813938346786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948810091465808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444404522857273,0.0,0.15102536608391756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540712596429428,0.08520687898679012,0.0,0.0,0.19026227918178346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052954480632820496,0.1570852384391334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805876202947399,0.14122333791582578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191802784822252,0.0869646298646863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710371348728282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691006659008037,0.0,0.07083240304426687,0.0,0.07431532663374021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110892239529563,0.0,0.06529300238184026,0.07328272425464846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862638497447537,0.0,0.0,0.2077751216872916,0.09219923130457114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234556426213502,0.0,0.0,0.10344978163030467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325157341297102,0.0,0.0,0.23034865213172834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941258404509034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24492518947649136,0.1483583925275489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222301580449917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548938539472456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654190814830189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056832989431584165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732703907294851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481992146233337
lonely,fuckingcabbage123,2019/07/30,Waiting for my mother to pass so I can kill my self without hurting her Given that she is about 60 I'll be her for a while longer and hopefully by then things gett better as everyone keeps telling me (no sign of that though),4.462318840579711,5.0220576956521725,4.7552173913043525,88.2803623188406,69.8695652173913,7.872463768115942,28.3768115942029,7.793537801064563,1.5204724637681168,178,6,38,2,3,56,41,46,0.096,0.752,0.152,0.2215,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,6,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,2,8,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792594549994394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017172362285205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31361575536919845,0.0,0.0,0.33802203666226305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806573682074622,0.3493358956549911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294011128162749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759836066683376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977345415463367,0.0,0.3102274810945119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043763528598307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,itsdatnibba,2019/07/30,"Waiting for my mother to pass so I can kill my self without hurting her Given that she is about 60, I'll be here for a while. Hopefully things change and get better by then like everyone says, no sign of things getting better though.",3.262391304347826,5.2736158913043525,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,74.8695652173913,6.339130434782609,24.54347826086957,7.1686216300943375,1.0217130434782602,185,6,36,2,4,58,41,46,0.127,0.638,0.235,0.6224,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,8,5,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,5,4,7,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532695424345101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710814770516338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24486052515246265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677630157628615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545168433719374,0.0,0.0,0.2743239148178398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28350574840842085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251921708152905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378250620160449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26732754972244555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404859383535228,0.0,0.2517670680238961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24701854801825315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ZeNinja67,2019/07/30,"I think I've had enough.... I dont know if i class this as lonely or i should be posting in r/malementalhealth but here it goes. 

For as long as i can remember i have suffered from severe depression, social anxiety, and the feeling of emptiness. Throughout my life I've just felt like nothing, a spec of dust that has no place in life. 

For years i have always kept it to myself, hiding it behind any form of humour to not let people see who i really am. 

Over the last 2 years I've seen a huge decline in my will to interact with people (currently struggling to type this without having a full blown panic attack) my well being is almost gone, weight has completely falling off me to the point i look like a skeleton and i just have had enough. I dont know what to do.....",3.8477126099706735,4.8601670967741954,4.979002932551321,84.46304985337244,71.58064516129029,7.7008797653958965,25.703812316715545,8.00094639256281,1.4331935483870963,600,18,121,8,11,198,103,155,0.214,0.68,0.106,-0.9612,1,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,2,7,0,19,3,0,0,0,19,29,8,0,2,7,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,3,1,1,6,0,0,2,5,6,1,0,6,6,16,4,23,18,4,17,0,3,3,0,3,9,0,3,7,88,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539155189299195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278966712937908,0.0,0.0,0.1045261404194564,0.0,0.11758555755834806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486408568485962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115903405588305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238775266197866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602872962135821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176411719468297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771895905665123,0.0,0.14758297919766394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894687194780936,0.1252918513519459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717598624610138,0.21713582715026133,0.15018710977039645,0.0,0.0,0.13602600072806156,0.12907530322122512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748616662045694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034223554174333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131223839982527,0.0,0.16059126849140914,0.0,0.14530294982393874,0.0,0.14720897178996112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984687433241324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412025015314636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248470689664215,0.0,0.0,0.17364534108606786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668509398465869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606880982278948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848934243641333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717391332020492,0.13820119735428907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481682182876974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979647445759576
lonely,SlowMistake,2019/07/30,Experiencing a ‘celebration time’ with no one to celebrate with. Sound familiar? Please help  I have recently resigned a job that has been dragging me down for nearly two years - but for the first time ever I have another job lined up. An amazing situation I am grateful for after having a tough last few years. However with wondering how other lonely people out there deal with this strange time. It is exacerbating my alienation and causing severe anxiety.Thanks.,5.648125,8.802269562500003,6.305000000000002,67.67000000000002,72.125,9.5,32.5,9.827888789773867,4.127750000000002,375,18,55,11,8,122,66,80,0.18,0.6579999999999999,0.162,0.1027,3,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,2,1,11,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,2,5,1,13,7,1,14,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,10,44,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784955716468613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342193231224926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141866022135999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792657220629524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671656064379265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925400506965582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123301762187089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934830646775326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078037487709624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403137319398285,0.0,0.0,0.2280529427469932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513330494170684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347043652211485,0.0,0.0,0.2335256731647223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127317673883534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634313761391941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029467499457134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22530177156110165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675752163649315
lonely,yougotherpes,2019/07/30,"Lonely because of personal ambitions. Hello everyone. I'm 23M. I am someone who is quite ambitious in life. I am doing quite well in my professional life. I am also doing well in my personal development by reading books, working out regularly, learning new things etc. I have certain goals in my mind which I wish to achieve in my 20s.
But going after all these goals has affected my social life. I cannot make time to hangout with my friends of a regular basis. I'm someone who has never had much trouble making friends. But I cannot afford to invest time in socializing right now. I don't have a girlfriend as well. I'm not complaining or sad about it. But there are times when I feel lonely. This also makes me wonder whether I should cut back on my goals and improve my social life. I am not sure whether I should choose my personal ambitions or quench my loneliness by hanging out more with my friends/improving my dating life.",3.819241573033708,6.116121078651687,4.924030898876406,79.57458567415732,74.1685393258427,8.045505617977529,30.22612359550562,8.841846274778883,2.7768977528089884,744,34,132,16,16,244,104,178,0.073,0.758,0.168,0.9470000000000001,1,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,8,10,13,1,0,2,0,18,5,0,4,4,30,28,12,0,3,9,0,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,4,3,1,2,6,6,3,0,1,1,25,7,21,25,4,22,0,3,0,0,13,10,0,3,10,97,32,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360188419817007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307738268921688,0.0,0.07378889894827581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499898385357276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566523731100925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120481053002355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704064406301285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879358637981027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274940542604431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24239868593791866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222225845081937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898319701228169,0.0,0.09335861931367026,0.11690758449630285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170797313009013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25749597074209873,0.12107938171008167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337315616975057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701753705895496,0.20512482472027854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408501132183768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041799885097932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117497810112348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265063583620308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919764465737847,0.0,0.13126990106444342,0.08812338449405016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CurtisLin,2019/07/30,"Small hope crushed        So I was at a summer camp this year and Im a shy kid so I didn't really join the popular group of people but still had my own group of friends. I normally have meals alone everyday since my other friends are doing other things, and I eat meals really early. So a few days ago, I was eating dinner in the cafeteria and I was eating by myself,  my friend came over and we just started talking. Then I just heard a girl say look it's him,but I didn't think much of it. I have a lot of insecurity and self doubt issues, so I don't think I look attractive or have a very good personality, and I used to think that all my friends pity me which was why they hung out with me. Going back to the story, a girl actually comes over and she was cute, me and my friend talked to her for like 10 minutes, then she left and I thought that it could've been me, someone could've been actually interested in me which I never thought would happen. Over the next few days, I never saw her but I saw my friend and her walk around campus and that just felt bad. I've had people I'd like just never come up to me, and they just talk to my friend even though they're right next to me they just don't acknowledge my existence, which basically caused my insecurity.",4.555675287356318,4.643243157088126,5.510572318007664,84.60884698275864,69.53639846743296,8.977107279693488,25.50790229885057,8.841846274778883,1.449921264367816,988,24,222,16,16,326,134,261,0.102,0.7140000000000001,0.184,0.98,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,3,0,15,20,0,3,11,0,19,7,0,2,4,46,38,22,0,3,9,0,1,2,7,1,0,2,0,5,13,19,7,0,7,0,0,5,7,5,0,0,18,7,42,15,22,19,6,34,0,1,4,0,28,12,0,4,19,147,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.1901540013949728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636524880868958,0.0,0.0,0.10090743347512937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867327863425371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491716364153228,0.08134944570906794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143323200092156,0.0,0.10008679054776888,0.0,0.16785353276537182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557883161704594,0.0,0.0,0.12566775373271324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29908367466912844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435117319310706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935474642605378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5269157712551787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537135036889266,0.08171912439827897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615646100316032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676933777530987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052404274207834,0.10169093856776976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058572843711259,0.0,0.0,0.09519812758910627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363224784659675,0.0,0.0,0.08283095749646427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162178973354523,0.0,0.2254305855534128,0.0,0.20723445867184329,0.0,0.09546008627855967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135090501008891,0.08507155885047865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483148526981568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320414082515963,0.0,0.07747973734887413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016400707042148,0.0,0.0,0.08059457313782807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255158029003141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896100225049802,0.0,0.07780721249827761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23493008626634496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472773734688761,0.1872863989811655,0.09572385121365247,0.15469605724802493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414768483213951,0.0,0.08038942536728802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791484294732559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921102173462243,0.0,0.0,0.06274131328946307
lonely,AliceAwakens,2019/07/30,Moving countries isolated me Hi! So I'm frustrated and not sure what to do. I'm not desperately lonely and I know I have it better than some. The thing I'm struggling with is that I have a few people in my life but each of those people have their own BIG group of friends they grew up with from school and they go on trips together and have lots of group activities and I kind of wish I had something like that as I want to be able to do those things like travel and go kart and escape rooms but they wouldn't be any fun on my own. What should I do??,3.2732692307692304,3.886353196581197,4.132553418803417,91.48293269230771,72.58974358974359,7.559401709401709,22.31730769230769,7.645422480735847,0.5441461538461541,432,9,102,5,8,139,74,117,0.087,0.728,0.184,0.9019,0,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,1,1,10,1,1,2,0,13,1,0,0,1,22,21,11,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,9,10,0,0,1,1,0,6,3,3,0,0,1,0,14,7,16,16,6,12,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,2,2,72,23,1,0.23714030729586535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612635408488254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973133080052853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832140131648192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695446030735329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469451379149772,0.13032611113499734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674992121151342,0.23170955145031946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160820904530552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520426174484523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288064606593269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399986513001936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256219418353936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479105378664755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350193318609368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150909659016796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987149733660334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726996501592132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kit-kaat,2019/07/30,"I can't wait for uni to start, but I'm scared I won't have friends I've always had trouble making friends. I had some friends in high school but none of them live here anymore. I started uni last year and made no friends because I was going through a really tough time. I dropped out in March, but pretty much stopped going to school in December. Uni starts at the end of August and until then I am completely alone. I feel like I'm going mad.",2.3728846153846166,4.212927978021977,2.980315934065935,93.95530906593409,76.91208791208791,5.868681318681317,25.660714285714285,6.6274283507984215,0.7866802197802198,350,13,76,3,8,109,63,91,0.32899999999999996,0.597,0.07400000000000001,-0.9785,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,1,9,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,12,19,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,4,1,9,5,12,14,3,22,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,13,41,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403572439562615,0.0,0.0,0.13982030116303132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664761785542426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243383656287183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618366802585228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883096558448214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496459017620922,0.12004571445505527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519300085450391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864980132882693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754038747843853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369726374587305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209442320302811,0.0,0.14837980900835576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900073604628934,0.11216604725246797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352657905882565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709541078610352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076488481478864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682344186714627,0.3401249663584708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35681250335254666,0.0,0.0,0.1404865124652306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798376526137137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821036203002717
lonely,FulaniQueen,2019/07/30,"My Coworkers Forgot My Birthday My birthday is today. Normally in our office we decorate a person's desk, give them gifts, cake, and cards. They did none of that for me today. I'm feeling a little sad right now. I've baked things for them and remembered their days. 

I'm trying to just stay focused on my work and get out   as soon as it hits 5.",0.97757142857143,3.329222114285717,2.825357142857144,90.39089285714287,85.0,5.785714285714287,20.17857142857143,7.1686216300943375,0.6067142857142858,268,8,55,4,8,89,56,70,0.040999999999999995,0.898,0.06,0.0754,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,4,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,9,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,11,0,9,6,1,11,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,5,34,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049560727298072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151272771980794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622263847400796,0.2684806888176802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805073212040853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742171437205295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443752230828505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170427376988694,0.2390109074091675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983084962704443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593588112797133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5305757445441172,0.0,0.0,0.19001610687726286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037516399064272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,amorefati007,2019/07/30,"The king of onesided love......hello!! Have noticed myself in the past decade now. I am 31 BTW. The girl i had crush at, when i was 18. I met her on Facebook. I am still in love with her. I think i am absolutely delusional. Just because she could play guitar I learned it, just because she studied psychology I read dry as books. I haven't spoken to her for over a year now. I still check my phone every hour in the hope for a hello.......... I have been alone with you inside my mind (song by Richie loier) hello lol",-0.4819871794871773,1.755092980769234,1.4101538461538468,97.30151282051285,95.15384615384615,3.927179487179489,16.54871794871795,5.6839178017228535,-0.6459389743589745,386,10,87,3,15,126,70,104,0.037000000000000005,0.833,0.131,0.8829,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,6,1,10,1,0,0,0,9,14,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,21,3,14,9,0,14,0,0,0,1,12,6,0,1,8,59,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532509933373652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981166188837557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523087790650528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602028666030076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428654666183385,0.24080486279568225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413812082426967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468974612994155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783898575666656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334238668365305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445881183106381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905510857900649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667979040166033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746411702923338
lonely,CiaMaria7,2019/07/30,"25, isolated, mental health issues - anyone else lonely in their 20’s? I’m a 25 year old woman - although to be honest I feel like a lost child at times. I’ve recently left an abusive relationship and had to leave my job too, which was gutting, because I finally felt accepted somewhere. 

I now feel embarrassed, am on benefits, am unable to work and suffering PTSD. I already have BPD, and did a lot of work to stabilise myself. I built up a job, had friends, relationships etc but the last one floored me and I’m now either always too scared or too detached to “get out there” again. 

I also had to move to a new area which is quite isolated. 

I feel exactly as is always described in those ‘lonely old folk’ charity ads - not to downplay it at all, it’s horrible - but I swear you’re not meant to feel like this at 25. I feel more 85. 

What are your experiences with loneliness, mental health and isolation in your 20’s? How did you overcome it?",3.1088043478260867,5.08188161956522,4.542826086956524,82.9755434782609,75.19565217391305,8.078260869565218,27.26086956521739,8.841846274778883,2.233234782608696,734,29,143,16,16,244,119,184,0.18100000000000002,0.735,0.084,-0.9493,2,5,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,1,4,9,12,0,2,7,0,13,3,1,1,2,25,24,12,0,0,6,0,6,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,8,7,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,9,6,16,6,21,14,5,24,0,4,0,0,9,12,0,2,13,91,24,4,0.0,0.15025361090107325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994217673936038,0.10141294643052667,0.21103847336502127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867115436874128,0.12993571963249648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730451268283442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597175360824255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593665373453036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143090367554711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240482256410831,0.0,0.0,0.3206043266200031,0.1811916016621093,0.12176113072165926,0.1389183143413615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979760238143014,0.0,0.06625497409304422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695942690342443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323606552249613,0.2516862486528064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337016892978174,0.0,0.13427749894904464,0.13778355984353235,0.0,0.0,0.12390962972070756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384322380920502,0.10781255401469717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555969578460137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478299537674332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247755390345415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661394919640308,0.0,0.08593230978553942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823854066067133,0.0,0.0,0.134882081313916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521332410836,0.2723011152194835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696273212313966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394614395518052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464390691206475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166392653691125
lonely,stirjwtd098765,2019/07/30,"Ghosted constantly Feeling a little down at the fact that whenever I talk to anyone online they 100% or the time ghost me out of nowhere. I don't really see people in my day to day life,  so to try have some form of interaction with someone else I'll try meeting people online. I've noticed that even if we start talking regularly and getting to know each other well I at some point stop getting responses and just get left on seen and I kind of don't understand it, even people I who are in the same boat as me who I met through like this website will stop responding to me. I feel like I'm missing something but it's frustrating that I don't know what, and I kind of feel like I'm incapable of socializing with other people, whether it be online or in person. Anyone else like this?",5.949296765119553,5.735534632911396,6.716160337552746,78.17940225035164,66.59493670886076,9.8070323488045,32.745428973277065,9.444778638647367,2.8319344585091417,624,24,123,11,9,207,95,158,0.08900000000000001,0.828,0.083,-0.2263,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,0,5,9,1,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,1,27,23,11,2,1,6,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,13,9,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,5,15,7,22,19,5,18,0,1,2,0,12,11,0,5,11,80,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170226599006748,0.14045701820354714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813726925875806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681348871915795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290293468816481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108313545007854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20793879250862884,0.1958632481119525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148595350512424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855002458206701,0.15067369651434245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894032239809538,0.0,0.09682528402341754,0.2678859541702733,0.13739247958081538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606910958857811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801424321947294,0.11969497873832592,0.0,0.0,0.12958708446033915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781843295892634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923684671885482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973814387435776,0.11614938977428788,0.10553265344083583,0.0,0.0,0.09702755903009486,0.0,0.0,0.2292138854957819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203631237874828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993379277823574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861397697008141,0.0,0.0,0.14270751101929222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325345256768988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hiro24,2019/07/30,"About to turn 40 So this weekend I'm turning 40. My parents took off out of town, so have all my friends for a convention I couldn't attend. My wife is of the opinion that birthdays are ""just another day"" and doesn't understand why I'm so bummed out. I always envisioned there would be... something going on on my 40th. It's a big milestone. Leading up to this weekend I'm just feeling more and more alone. And it sucks.",1.5226928104575137,3.8249072823529424,2.808627450980392,91.74771241830068,82.05882352941177,5.660130718954249,27.091503267973856,6.937597516519254,1.2875228758169937,329,15,68,4,9,106,60,85,0.063,0.88,0.057,-0.1171,1,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,14,17,6,0,2,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,12,13,3,15,1,0,0,0,3,8,1,1,3,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27058115916117104,0.0,0.0,0.21738490355551307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739484134219014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848771841253354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320982653266694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184479301824496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847711066625266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900925129841542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011266914653717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902636706012601,0.0,0.5683403534223539,0.0,0.27197543701163096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23574180110351034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558789816311025,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LostR021,2019/07/30,"☀️ You are important. 
You matter.
Hope you have a good day 🌻",-4.204285714285714,-4.934802142857142,0.10357142857143133,100.55392857142859,141.85714285714286,4.257142857142857,10.642857142857142,5.985473137389443,-0.7840857142857134,46,1,12,1,4,17,12,14,0.0,0.446,0.5539999999999999,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444090961836351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5779799691812809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6844265559243374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Flesh_Computer,2019/07/30,"Just woke up crying again It's been 5, maybe 6 years since I broke up with my ex. At least once a month she's been in my dreams. I say something like, ""Hey, I've missed you."" She responds with, ""I've missed you too."" I look into her eyes and she looks back like she really sees me, like she really loves me. Then I wake up. 
I can't do this anymore guys, I can't take it. I haven't felt love since her and I've known for years I made the biggest mistake of my life. Nothing is the way it should be. I think if I have another one of these dreams I'm going to end it. I just can't take it anymore.",-1.7640517961570588,0.13334457894736929,0.5112155388471179,104.55783416875522,95.69172932330828,3.8578111946533,13.403926482873853,5.46131890053228,-1.3733371762740187,451,8,120,3,18,149,80,133,0.12300000000000001,0.748,0.129,0.2083,0,0,1,0,0,1,21.0,0,2,0,0,5,9,0,0,3,0,11,5,2,1,0,14,26,4,0,3,3,1,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,4,0,1,5,6,25,5,12,19,1,16,0,3,4,2,16,7,0,1,10,69,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769461047264085,0.0,0.0,0.3361195082933041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030503148760306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614492649782502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009212737284122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270911342000033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963085787370859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779301033160995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969529995738387,0.24837022139041096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28460908250693023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30589029676527435,0.16034807429565867,0.0,0.0,0.17024632899176206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352621354801506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260237828908694,0.0,0.0,0.180470410418394,0.11483114403150645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171220829522971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347621709653097,0.0,0.0,0.13503845887247615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803597434816025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045933958576816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548271307866013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858375184095273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451023617199312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182546270137955
lonely,Troublezero,2019/07/30,"Scared of Relationships Hey,
Im 27 and single for the last 6 years. I feel pretty lonley even with friends and i really wish to have a partner like them. Since they all moved on in their lifes and build their nest. 

But im not sure if im ready, because im scared that they use me or dont really mean it. I also think that i would be never good enough for them or to ugly. 

I dated a view guys and girls over the last year but it never went farther then one meeting. After that i got scared and didnt answeared them or i didnt liked them.
Also one time i got a stalker that couldn't accept a no. That guy was really creepy and scared me.
I also tried dating apps but right before we met i deleted the match. ONS arent my thing i cant sleep l with stranger because i also think im not good enough or cant trust them. 

I just dont want to lonley anymore after six years without security and a intimate relationship im so desperate after some hugs and such things. But i cant bring myself up to let someone near me. It drives me mad.",0.8257272727272706,2.7821039363636366,2.7381818181818183,93.24227272727272,82.36363636363637,5.454545454545455,18.18181818181818,6.574015621080383,-0.14336363636363636,806,18,182,8,22,269,125,220,0.18899999999999997,0.737,0.07400000000000001,-0.9758,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,9,0,8,15,1,4,8,0,14,3,1,1,4,39,26,23,0,5,13,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,4,10,11,0,1,5,0,0,4,15,5,0,3,7,2,30,10,19,15,5,26,0,0,1,1,20,8,0,6,16,120,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28107700926184537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871429884575139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712893171988007,0.0,0.0747705203942938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059649308044954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158548105427566,0.0,0.0580370131267416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044429487779694674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678878011200393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474016295297865,0.14055462219715192,0.0,0.0,0.17400935086242703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5694851948717673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325083212910594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985257451907404,0.06206486612793107,0.08585725335497058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571570650228424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339143219204513,0.0,0.0,0.13554083739516426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908537067320267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939492829128297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688744631157161,0.0,0.0,0.1886780381067765,0.0,0.07504012085029545,0.0,0.0,0.3518910187402153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268660487522066,0.0,0.08793301450347264,0.0,0.0744515897876281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281601678814911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675325734288199,0.1126065271414441,0.0,0.0,0.0512374448256628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965766072408772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589108398276892,0.0,0.0,0.05182774084538625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814559588885504,0.0,0.0,0.10104565309018526,0.08470311650666666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242001159596167,0.0,0.0,0.16975533975313511
lonely,Talismanquest,2019/07/30,Drunk message to myself They say that being drunk might bring out your truest  confessions and my truest confession  is that all just want to be loved,6.602222222222222,8.575761259259263,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,66.03703703703704,8.362962962962964,24.61111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.5921999999999992,122,3,22,2,2,34,23,27,0.13,0.5710000000000001,0.299,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,10,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,3,4,1,2,2,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,0,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5281471600061596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6207827561062943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653580621827216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451539092347693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,b4thestorm,2019/07/30,"I miss being somebody's somebody I've been a loner pretty much all my life, always find myself to be the odd one out, never really belong anywhere, in groups, in clubs... Maybe I was destined to be alone. I'm generally a nice person until you give me a reason to be otherwise. I'm always there for my friends once I consider you one although I tend to keep my circle very small. That's probably why I feel lonely sometimes. For the most parts, I'm doing really well. I just have the void in me which seeks for companionship. I miss the morning texts, the late night calls, the weekend plan together no matter the distance between us. I was in a relationship for so long (6 years) that it feels so strange to be back out there, hence my reason for choosing to be single. If you're also going through the same thing or find any of this reasonate with, I'd love to hear from you. 

 A few things about me fyi: 

- I'm 30  yo, but I'm an old soul. 

- I like handwritten letters. I used to have a penpal on here whom I ended up exchanging letters with for a year. He was no longer up for it in the end which was a shame. 

- I'm chill & easy to talk to, so I've been told by a lot of people.   

- I will forever be a dog person. If you're a dog owner, you're my kind of person (50%)  

- I like people with good sense of humor because we all need to laugh more often.   

- I like voice call too if I know you enough to switch to another platform.   

- I'd love to find someone who's interested in watching movies/series together. This is easier said than done because I've given it a few tries & people aren't really committed to it. If you're a halfass who's unsure of what you want, move along!",2.8705284280936425,4.023131982608696,4.53166666666667,86.20673076923076,74.10144927536231,7.394648829431437,23.993868450390192,7.882392219407189,1.1376443701226309,1294,37,275,18,26,437,192,345,0.071,0.775,0.153,0.9851,0,3,0,0,0,0,54.0,2,5,0,1,13,17,0,1,23,0,20,3,0,4,4,39,44,12,0,6,7,0,2,3,1,1,1,3,0,3,16,7,0,1,10,2,1,2,4,4,1,2,10,6,31,13,49,26,12,27,1,3,1,2,30,13,0,9,15,175,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056837316619497,0.0,0.0816021737022479,0.16981262025738628,0.22112282370412764,0.0,0.06939139858161858,0.10699891560465956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784632523739443,0.0,0.1244065278437354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083905981360347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044234001426838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807561279092718,0.10543565982654474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319002009653708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797909545244217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883664556997408,0.0,0.0,0.0978870527090782,0.05799226808784268,0.08558717348297049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500765534437048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069875471866352,0.0,0.10626002878675953,0.056079080713219945,0.0,0.11510672485126056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207459620946932,0.14955627684248154,0.0,0.0,0.09030309926403332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867516334910674,0.18419202451225267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251392847166486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845346465085606,0.07501189700969027,0.07566212974715872,0.07870033188352786,0.0,0.0,0.09575859288900733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707489436348518,0.10867036519641173,0.13829128363918985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050049014441132,0.0,0.21222720319540386,0.26729487079364705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381241049465656,0.1100174874728076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611028748644296,0.3147455169196828,0.0,0.1095538769237824,0.0,0.0,0.0970643853557392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645903239419785,0.0,0.100921186464327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201671354043676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135583050510142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750457569621024,0.0,0.06927916026801996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274279342117313,0.08813068609029694,0.0,0.08419453519317555,0.06018644245812951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917471393431775,0.0,0.09207615684168204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142215373927255
lonely,astoldbysomxx,2019/07/30,"My boyfriend gets mad at me when I’m anxious I was on the verge of a panic attack tonight and called my boyfriend because he is a comfort to me usually. But anytime I’m anxious he takes my words and twists them. He became angry at me tonight and we hung up the call on a bad note. I sent him a message stating that I just wanted a listening ear. 

My anxiety has gotten more manageable in the last 8 months. I can calm the thoughts usually or if it’s really bad like tonight I will take my rescue medication. I don’t blame my bf because compassion fatigue is real. 

I live 2000 miles away from my family and best friends. My boyfriend is my only support here and I feel so lonely.",2.1374749163879585,4.2070629927536265,3.684782608695652,87.55168896321074,78.4927536231884,6.854849498327758,28.73132664437012,7.882392219407189,1.9286604236343363,535,25,109,9,13,177,93,138,0.212,0.636,0.152,-0.8107,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,1,4,13,2,1,9,0,8,3,1,0,0,15,20,10,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,4,3,23,6,10,15,2,19,0,2,0,0,13,9,0,2,9,66,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784919655234742,0.377604491638284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012737044323305,0.1570182463751183,0.0,0.2790826687532824,0.2037541501040206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538604466117005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413040292082582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754937967850904,0.0,0.08450277975122135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911937977514135,0.0,0.08731525151629188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362281462326169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164821307725809,0.0,0.14757331606211008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835957637812266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339656739615885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710512808566693,0.0,0.1960836891641644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022339358442575,0.10706374133798442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896500290993937,0.0,0.0,0.2513124933720498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326775742787173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681263566197284,0.0,0.09857390639697244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,avocadocj,2019/07/30,"[Participants needed!!!] Social anxiety test and Win £10 or equivalent!  Hi everyone!

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After completion, you can choose to enroll into an online intervention study for social anxiety. If you complete the intervention study, you will:

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This is a joint project by King's College London and The University of Hong Kong.

Ethics reference number: \[EA1709016\] [http://www.rss.hku.hk/HREC/approved-projects.pdf](http://www.rss.hku.hk/HREC/approved-projects.pdf)

Thank you!!!!",9.560686475409836,14.143918311475415,5.662170423497268,64.65341956967214,81.73224043715848,7.970560109289617,31.948258196721312,8.278499904357787,4.0344536885245885,1093,48,123,26,32,295,111,183,0.027999999999999997,0.8059999999999999,0.166,0.9751,0,0,0,0,0,0,130.0,0,8,0,8,1,5,0,0,16,0,7,1,0,0,0,18,13,10,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,5,19,11,3,10,0,0,1,0,16,3,0,6,2,69,14,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415101940652385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6240840472660988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219119525508989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206765905594797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114317361741842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633450896656254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104757191546577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550691255367695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22376826421787907,0.0,0.0,0.13700123238355366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LonlyStrags,2019/07/30,"Relation to music I know i can’t be the only one who gets a certain level of being stuck in your head and emotions and start listening to music to either express the way you feel or to uplift yourself. I’ve been stuck on Amy Whinehouse “Valerie, You Know In No Good, and Donnie Hathaway “Giving Up, and A Song For You” respectively for the last hour. May not belong here but  I don’t communicate much just Looking for some good vibes and conversation.",4.165665024630544,6.013859195402304,5.261740558292281,79.47517241379313,71.98850574712644,7.270279146141214,27.37110016420361,7.957251820313856,1.847654844006569,358,13,64,5,7,118,64,87,0.053,0.8220000000000001,0.124,0.7311,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,6,1,1,0,1,16,16,7,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,4,7,4,12,10,3,9,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,3,3,46,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31394274879081263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111811617062078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581489322858587,0.2677320241410233,0.0,0.4681809608714369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864305646618773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748509889241961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067651007113378,0.2274985440994903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23436834275474136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051659179151056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912105464968676,0.2122632685443171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754389522665666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215315186535641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LeonardSandals,2019/07/30,"looking for people to talk to im into video games, movies and tv shows, sci-fi, and i have a cat",-2.1346969696969715,-0.32501840909090873,0.6790909090909096,103.25530303030304,96.72727272727272,2.9333333333333336,11.87878787878788,3.1291,-1.8834121212121209,73,1,19,0,3,25,19,22,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6237818761803716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849411631390061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003547317256095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641598087159192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Alara-Ni,2019/07/30,"Lost grain of dust in a sea of sand Starting freshman year I came from a different middleschool than the rest of the people at my HS so while other people had their friend groups already formed I was starting from scratch. I wasn't able to really make any friends because I'm really quiet and when I do speak it's usually a dumb joke. (I would literally get marked absent even though I was there because I was so quiet... didn't help my self-esteem) It's really difficult emotionally because in addition to having to deal with the loneliness I'm missing out on experiences unique to this stage of my life ex going to dances or school carnivals. I consistently wonder what is wrong with me that I don't have friends and it's really painful to not be able to distinguish whether it's a self-esteem issue or a genuine concern.

Now I'm going into my softmore year and don't know what I'm going to do other than join a bunch of clubs and roll some dice.",8.05952380952381,6.496343841269841,8.270899470899478,73.16761904761907,62.96825396825397,11.574603174603176,35.81481481481483,10.504223727775694,3.5673640211640203,762,28,146,15,9,251,112,189,0.12,0.802,0.078,-0.7833,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,7,10,1,0,9,0,15,2,0,1,0,20,31,12,0,1,4,1,2,0,3,1,2,3,0,0,10,10,0,0,3,3,0,5,5,6,0,0,8,5,15,4,25,21,4,20,0,2,0,0,9,6,1,4,8,94,25,2,0.27899075300285364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393661674160228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486163952125544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551052602979871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954554872530888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438136079515436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457429783665634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691352299973196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213538056696358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645324528253072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233213455552787,0.0,0.07288057676265321,0.0,0.2378353114139216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350081043256844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559693103088248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666301080592478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852970979134924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227568183069812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311424701405303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843291575283887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341705992034916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574572406802909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117676832216394,0.0,0.0,0.2910482010043294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747109093294496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705349915594034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536344494579734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512767853414277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909351314873732,0.15251629585324214,0.0,0.17966089786269715
lonely,DarkSkinMajinBuu,2019/07/30,"Im sorry guys and girls ive failed you! So ive been on this subreddit alot. Ive been doing my best to try and give advice, cheer people up, and be there for people. In reality ive just been avoiding my own problems. In truth i am very lonely myself. No relationship has worked, i sit in a apartment by myself after getting home from school with very little people to talk to. Ive tried the dating apps, which im about to delete cause they lead me nowhere. Just a bunch of females trying to boost their instagram or scams. For those of you that ive helped im glad. For those still seeking help or looking for something on reddit. Everyone in this subreddit I have absolute faith and know that you guys and girls with succeed in life. Even though im loosing hope in myself I have hope in everyone one of yall. :)",2.778911149825785,4.583359835365859,3.8724738675958217,88.16329268292688,75.64634146341464,6.636933797909408,23.29965156794425,7.447530270364453,0.9181407665505232,639,19,131,8,14,207,100,164,0.10300000000000001,0.7140000000000001,0.183,0.9386,0,3,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,2,5,8,12,0,1,4,0,15,1,0,2,1,20,21,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,7,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,1,22,8,28,17,4,17,1,2,1,0,15,12,0,5,3,89,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655900629964215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591633450452426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304594921043686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554238649700614,0.0,0.0,0.2475112287761532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766541177983725,0.12424106522337135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564772779236681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362021873872782,0.0,0.12991251111346186,0.2572720801280303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5595868339819531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117718361860237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914791523575862,0.0,0.12980646221827982,0.0,0.0,0.10875864645593453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776163912863884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693648757894261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392684316106978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904893437555238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107448632543092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970575124240998,0.0,0.14497966019803876,0.0,0.0,0.10342957732579902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409797388290301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724626873434022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26379331376113274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137242556372656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428730570701772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,YunChe9,2019/07/30,I live in SA and it's so hard to find someone to talk to especially in the real world I can't think of a place that I can just go to n ask someone out not to mention trying to find a person that actually have something in common with me. I know there probably people out there but it so hard especially now that I longer consider myself a Muslim I wish sometimes that I really don't need anyone or any of these feelings I wish that I evolved more than this. So if u guys living out there please enjoy what u got lucky and I can say that about myself too being part of this life and living in this Era something we all should more happier about. Hope you all having a great time and an amazing day (it's  morning in here).,3.936599999999999,4.530945460000005,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000003,71.06666666666666,7.866666666666667,25.666666666666664,7.908726449838941,1.3034666666666666,569,16,120,7,10,190,94,150,0.023,0.738,0.239,0.9902,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,0,12,5,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,0,2,28,18,10,0,6,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,14,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,15,5,21,15,5,16,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,4,5,87,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.14695810830804784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240914524030384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529888916247224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078514537193212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712072966332752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614489671213688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752805398987382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558609174647347,0.0,0.12044385074485214,0.1660305157860205,0.0,0.14911182539472154,0.0,0.0,0.2698054497578359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495739108023632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276257344702312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636905931028476,0.0,0.0,0.39893202124588656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166360950851373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630787241017131,0.0,0.1044029803896512,0.13149295063757335,0.15733877165333568,0.16530708818105785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236589957650135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140904357656842,0.09647443018793632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975846471244404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25519576739411537,0.2318693755714693,0.1489414056166149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104182507887805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964946121010246,0.0,0.0,0.08781262488078853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224350180331032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34635154273729724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,telecasterpignose,2019/07/30,"35/m Anyone up for some aimless conversation through out the week? Hey, I feel pretty lonely and dead inside and I'm open to talking to others to distract myself from that feeling.

I can chat on Kik. I may not be able to respond right away, but I always do.... respond.

I’m mostly into eating food, making music, podcasts about comedians, and my cat. Conversation in only memes welcome.

*not interested in conversation that diverges into sex, especially with other dudes. It always gets weird or feels like someone wants to brag to a total stranger 🤷🏻‍♂️

Kik: Telecaster_Pignose",3.5792857142857137,6.5771398095238105,5.016785714285717,74.67946428571429,79.47619047619048,6.166666666666668,26.845238095238088,7.492282038375204,2.0138095238095235,460,19,71,7,12,153,84,105,0.07400000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.156,0.872,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,1,1,21,12,5,1,1,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,6,3,19,10,3,11,0,1,0,1,9,10,0,4,2,46,11,0,0.2490921868757627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145293076793668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417104874535574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23403030918315865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25488349310653136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778454822015228,0.1779515080750172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30120326111392703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014038674171036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169386037514095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166270968972102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894458326428447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534163043103059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127233665753152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105500160513466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002108643663979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692102557534895,0.0,0.19980672730264376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Powerblaze2,2019/07/30,"Spending my 26 birthday at home alone with mom Hi everyone.
Just to be quick I am turning 26 tomorrow I dont have friends, girlfriend not much of a social life but I do got family which I am grateful. 

I plan on not doing much this year because Im unemployed and not enthusiastic to see im turning 26 ( 4 more years to 30) and I have NEVER had a social life much.
Im hip I listen to alot of music like Hip Hop, R&B, Pop and etc but never quite fit in with anyone in school much and if I did, the friendship never lasts long to create moments like going to a club or traveling without my family.

I would like to hear some advice from you guys please. I've always felt left out and all I do is go the gym, listen to music, search for jobs and try online dating but it never works out. Im confident in my looks (I was scouted by a modeling agent before) but I guess im not confident with keeping the friendship exciting to make ppl look at me as a priority to call and go out with.",2.1987288378766148,3.7161818829268327,4.3665997130559555,85.23431850789095,76.51219512195122,7.164992826398853,24.25394548063128,7.928766900206844,1.3034304160688666,766,25,160,12,17,265,122,205,0.045,0.77,0.185,0.9864,3,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,9,0,14,4,2,1,5,38,30,14,0,2,12,1,1,3,2,1,2,3,1,1,3,14,0,1,1,3,1,4,10,0,0,0,5,7,17,5,30,23,9,27,0,0,3,0,12,11,0,5,15,104,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741346520470756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324617940491353,0.0,0.0,0.08294798064281894,0.10801135788668006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970381351681858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060768570956513626,0.0,0.08482671489559736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179207690296152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168330003035375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117790678938927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525567234257112,0.0,0.0,0.18795299439565646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571562713760556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701831042676639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699641000825193,0.0,0.07972919542021878,0.0,0.1098170132915582,0.09870629171053316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235505058247744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999468430594956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.538397998835935,0.0,0.09892445556695804,0.08860682485587226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125861256209807,0.0,0.0,0.10831075369875467,0.0,0.1408244499651553,0.1461068221871765,0.0,0.0,0.08822029503326959,0.16742477571548736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654217619965477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675278791517445,0.0,0.0,0.29312711254134377,0.0,0.3075405630400712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094269326032671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602992043577047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088906579004477,0.07943802597775095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323769198031832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768126463336302,0.21686273454665894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960951866696907,0.0,0.07257368276098868,0.0,0.0,0.07081513542380811,0.0,0.0,0.12839095525267466
lonely,SunflowerPits790,2019/07/30,"I just want someone to chill with. I just feel so fucking lonely, and I don’t know what to do anymore. I fuck everything up, and I know that I probably don’t deserve friends, but I just feel so empty when I haven’t had real human interaction for well over a month....",5.463393939393939,4.7149654000000005,6.578181818181817,80.55393939393942,67.72727272727273,9.515151515151514,32.878787878787875,8.841846274778883,2.5163333333333324,207,8,44,3,3,70,37,55,0.146,0.737,0.11699999999999999,-0.358,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,13,12,6,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,2,8,2,6,11,0,4,0,1,0,2,3,2,2,0,2,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749833790642773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491978745350105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803982488094718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422282250893335,0.512674562104723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047673798710616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131913296341596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29895052638746883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156008985781144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349351347583276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635446242916072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493045081398224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bassoonlady,2019/07/30,"I [16 F] just can't seem to bring myself to do anything anymore. Hi, so this is my first post on this subreddit, so bear with me. 

I just can't seem to bring myself to want to do anything anymore. Even before summer break, when I was in school, I would feel like this. All I do is stay in my bed, and sometimes go on Reddit. I just have no motivation to draw, or practice my instrument, or study, or do anything. 

No one really contacts me, and I don't really want to contact anyone. I'm so lonely but hanging out with others just doesn't seem to fix it. Sometimes people ask me if I want to hang out, and I make excuses to decline. It feels so weird: my hobbies don't bring me enjoyment and neither do the people I consider friends. Nothing brings me enjoyment. Life just feels really gray and blurry. 

Everyone around this age is getting a driver's license, and I don't even have my learner's. I just don't care: I feel indifference. I don't even go anywhere anyway. It seems like everyone on social media too is in a relationship, and I just can't stand seeing other people so happy in companionship when all I'm doing is staying in bed. I have a part time job, but I rarely got any shifts this summer because there's not enough work, so I feel lazy and useless.

My little brother [13 M] doesn't even want to see me most of the time, and my parents work long hours, so I just feel really lonely all the time, even from my own family. When I see my parents, I usually get really short with them and sometimes say really mean things when I don't mean it at all. 

My mom asked me if I wanted to celebrate my upcoming birthday in August, but I don't even want to celebrate it. There just seems to be no point. I can't even think of anyone I would invite to a birthday celebration.

I often hear from adults that these are supposed to be the best years of my life. If that is the case, then I cringe when I think of what the rest of my life will be like. 

Sorry this is so long. 

TL:DR, Lonely and nothing seems to bring me enjoyment anymore, not my hobbies, my friends, teenage milestones, or my upcoming birthday. I stay in bed all day and feel lazy and useless.",3.494440789473685,4.623628194508012,4.8302166762013785,84.75559961384441,72.54691075514873,7.842362700228832,26.69972826086957,8.278499904357787,1.6622609267734556,1679,57,346,26,32,559,179,437,0.115,0.773,0.11199999999999999,-0.4092,3,6,0,0,0,1,59.0,0,0,1,5,35,17,0,0,10,0,37,3,0,2,5,74,80,37,0,11,21,4,7,3,2,3,3,2,3,1,18,19,0,0,18,0,0,9,19,6,0,2,2,13,57,11,41,72,12,52,0,5,4,0,19,17,0,15,23,240,75,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721649267839998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065752001401332,0.0970976609074717,0.0,0.1714111370101518,0.06180966090875574,0.1298200618720756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0423254180715915,0.0,0.059081958240635876,0.0,0.07286514321712811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707910787799689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044778229623037936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174235081004761,0.0,0.3210166597100409,0.0,0.0,0.13269149141173633,0.0,0.0,0.06545479793573257,0.0,0.2457501685780916,0.0496026042029042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905926371065137,0.0,0.0,0.10728678119856593,0.0,0.07255124909242852,0.0,0.07892019926224011,0.0,0.05553152683296177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391220571432221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825549315222857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837704338431196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890105976611385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712672090995335,0.10176366228209084,0.06958962287000793,0.0,0.12289118572014235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04634674442252963,0.0,0.0,0.15126473226933676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131852504923742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324474583017998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04704927062218059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419318726274922,0.07518865004178313,0.0,0.14440729529390836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656361713823969,0.0,0.06649715861336533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668814908629145,0.0,0.0,0.07454453914166155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055215524541319366,0.0,0.07026941429101083,0.16598618039066448,0.3792525360561871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077770750218929,0.0,0.0,0.2060116048612369,0.07772401854722634,0.0,0.2220174753222489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612787926588242,0.08897910699444006,0.0,0.0,0.12145997752522204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647010840833092,0.0,0.2457185856821156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109539900327867,0.0,0.0,0.09864573628871147,0.0,0.0,0.04471226468011893
lonely,Kaiser-Fritz,2019/07/30,"lets talk im 20M, ive had severe social anxiety for 10 years, i have lost almost everything because of that, when i look back at my life i realize that i have always felt alone like nobody even exists besides me, ive been trapped in my own head ever since i could think for myself, help me feel like other people exist and lets get to know each other on pm",8.7168,5.045546546666671,9.106666666666666,74.30000000000003,63.53333333333333,11.6,33.0,8.841846274778883,2.5878,281,6,58,3,3,95,58,75,0.154,0.746,0.099,-0.5106,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,1,0,1,10,16,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,12,2,7,9,2,7,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,1,6,37,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258432610351534,0.20953223412448968,0.0,0.0,0.16833819711664455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476666097789776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555639672071257,0.0,0.12332634980258562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152814043789968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362390285158726,0.1830010539986653,0.0,0.0,0.1818232590159098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229405751558562,0.14453036486726306,0.19424940768137208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569866916675356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076285132684028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560418519903608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852960796122034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118433163464034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137515368780949,0.14289759577847946,0.1976769765245293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988951797371868,0.0,0.22084535593594054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025633945177132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285528103306673,0.0,0.16735299260228306,0.0,0.0,0.2062296537479156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260918263793028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963213329348444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028106149073648
lonely,ohnoihaveligma,2019/07/30,"so I opened up to my mom about being depressed the problem is that she yells at me even more than usual and I feel even more depressed, to the point where I don't eat and sleep anymore. I just feel so shitty all the time and I just wanna end it all right now.",2.5596428571428578,3.295281392857145,3.3557142857142854,95.93928571428572,74.35714285714286,5.6000000000000005,21.142857142857142,3.1291,-0.4106285714285711,202,4,48,0,4,64,40,56,0.23199999999999998,0.768,0.0,-0.9315,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,2,12,5,5,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,8,0,7,4,4,10,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559386672930098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445550944909956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640726917823682,0.0,0.0,0.2285757184760401,0.0,0.0,0.3409090290853889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26097851570445274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022515032765294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24396201797355915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24694061920482066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203925853804593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25825897116264385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048420505538138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842305023134939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,L415,2019/07/30,"One more day. Damn I am so lonely right now.  I can feel the tears running down my face as I type this. Why can’t I get my life right? Why I am so self-destructive? Why do I hate myself so much...  I want to feel happy so badly. My loneliness is eating me up on the inside, it’s fucking killing me. 

I guess I really needed to get this out.  I suppress my emotions so much and days like today, just overwhelmed me. So much to live for...just wish I could get past this. 

I don’t want anyone, no mate...nothing. I just want to wake up one day and not hate who I see in the mirror.",-0.5923963133640555,1.3433388387096803,1.757834101382489,98.23532258064516,88.03225806451613,4.510599078341015,16.11520737327189,5.773587663045528,-0.7535211981566814,432,9,105,3,14,146,74,124,0.222,0.6659999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.9555,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,5,1,3,0,8,5,2,0,0,16,23,9,1,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,8,0,2,0,3,22,2,11,22,4,15,0,2,1,1,1,8,2,1,7,68,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091038069885744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049935798698926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522604218635885,0.0,0.0,0.2792191792913051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767316674333636,0.0,0.16233813153708504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594285992212286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334195062211776,0.2262003254559729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898235776997724,0.0,0.0,0.15362901118765435,0.0,0.2849679533238196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966629390774045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193594970425966,0.07050640084921993,0.0,0.12743528590244044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182706263901188,0.1070098406102514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847684797122958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558699007639926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776769646187642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245369590698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464932726683148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500262380115538,0.0,0.1505549688612673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679642603843242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553671818067358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906731769470012,0.0,0.1659583795766829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RIKOCHIKONIKO,2019/07/30,"Do meetups work? Hello!

Trying to combat this loneliness thing with group meetups through the meetup  app. Wondering if any one else had luck with this, how sustainable is it, does it really alleviate loneliness? 

Additionally, I only work 1-3 times a week, and this much idle time only makes me more isolated. I guess I could get another job, but I'd love to find the motivation to pursue independent projects. I'm hoping if the meetups alleviate the loneliness the motivation to work on independent projects would follow, but maybe in the meantime I should just find a day job. Oi vay. As long as it's not a serving job maybe it won't be awful.

Stay strong y'all, we deserve love and meaningful friendships 

Niko",5.018438584316447,7.298852412213744,5.988896599583622,73.33658570437197,70.6793893129771,9.649132546842473,30.99306037473977,10.018931242160765,3.5084900763358777,570,25,98,16,11,188,90,131,0.079,0.672,0.249,0.9835,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,6,2,5,0,0,9,1,8,2,0,6,0,28,17,9,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,7,5,11,11,2,9,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,6,5,55,15,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556599014393432,0.16277876942986494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394353373861824,0.0,0.0,0.10011455487058923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358483101978794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967998811322345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28376628565326834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110454644299694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101025818659096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541846478310196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621441481719996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737921819893809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802135976749501,0.0,0.10362141885965262,0.0,0.3119114064238632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411652369405335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519211735209136,0.2361283644024907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944833269004978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546121409515874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313208312845293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103904042800345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539524061374307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245211759382814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683471180864519,0.33904157073253216,0.0,0.0,0.11027539567291028,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheJackest,2019/04/20,Does anyone else get physical pain from the loneliness Aside from the aching feeling in my chest I feel like I constantly have headaches at the top/front part of my head. It started when I became aware of how lonely I was.,5.233875968992251,6.4748154883720925,4.81860465116279,86.0448062015504,68.53488372093022,8.524031007751939,28.286821705426355,8.841846274778883,2.019672868217054,178,6,35,3,3,54,35,43,0.247,0.669,0.084,-0.8316,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,2,3,2,1,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,1,6,5,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029970844093769,0.3228197642726677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404716898717509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757141715623629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26319510665074586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186111207510716,0.22508141064745574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460766276665215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32334602282368874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392410020388414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352497527466701,0.0,0.0,0.3411830424639593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230035503719425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AyyLmaox10,2019/04/20,Wasted away I just cant do it anymore. I dont know what on earth I have to look forward too in the future whatsoever. Last time I felt some sort of happiness was when I was a young teen but ever since I became depressed no one looked out for me so I just became numb to the core. I barely feel human at times anymore and I just want off this fucking ride already. I just cant take it,-0.2559036144578286,1.886936963855426,2.006036144578317,95.46351204819281,89.0,4.283855421686749,17.938554216867473,5.6839178017228535,-0.4498906024096381,300,8,68,2,10,101,61,83,0.162,0.7929999999999999,0.045,-0.8818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,1,14,15,4,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,3,4,11,1,10,12,1,15,0,1,2,1,1,7,1,2,8,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509464619760289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510482119478181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365396360353198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195863116936623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665163182021715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570034141402935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498252111562042,0.0,0.21834393084874065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102317468562467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24207626234380306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249755369021153,0.18536497552919026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381924924324356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409513852476725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881113084474379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097984327168408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265202723506064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412903465551682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,marshmallowcat249,2019/04/20,"Lost my best friend... I was feeling pretty sad last night, and it had been a while since we had spent time together. Idk why, but I had this strange feeling that I had done something wrong. So I asked her if I had done something wrong. She had texted me back, essentially saying that all I ever want to do when I'm with her is smoke, and that I'm always in a bitchy mood around her. So, I apologized for bringing her down, and blocked her on every social media that we followed each other on. Part of me thinks that what she said was influenced by one of her other friends who hates me. She's been hanging out with her and her bf a lot lately. I have no interest in speaking to her anymore. I have no interest in trying to talk things through with her and try to repair our friendship. She said what she said and I'm just going to have to get over it.",3.7937931034482766,4.5967460229885075,4.306379310344827,90.01405172413793,71.52873563218391,7.179310344827586,25.99425287356322,7.1686216300943375,0.9824459770114942,664,20,145,6,12,210,102,174,0.163,0.693,0.14400000000000002,-0.5734,1,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,0,2,7,11,1,0,3,0,17,0,0,1,2,26,35,12,0,2,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,14,14,0,1,3,0,1,4,2,5,0,1,17,7,31,5,23,18,5,21,0,2,0,0,31,9,0,2,8,111,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318349975878605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681871390020734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178951173822526,0.1384000681803081,0.0,0.0,0.11383580343121084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536182380125085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30299844303187834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391322158144492,0.12473247511695655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970981304456968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287550570937025,0.0,0.07734627203346353,0.0,0.0841361558544056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461616520279512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067467108144808,0.16699876830659946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160624454599254,0.12586072586388206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389281737266126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031765765695136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031596568521547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506127874800435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224679180593001,0.11772960590113292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246256450977,0.0,0.0,0.15091102873763074,0.0,0.2279412171166081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899122453103265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835308261834026,0.09485987217282583,0.0,0.0,0.08632496872085417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102273692566344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731950085671802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358563370503007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237232039756877,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwaway_1022019,2019/04/20,19th birthday I’m 19 today and I’m spending it drinking by myself in my room. I can’t make friends,-1.7668181818181845,-0.06629904545454579,1.036818181818184,97.42522727272728,107.63636363636364,2.2,23.681818181818183,3.1291,-0.12403636363636306,79,4,17,0,4,27,19,22,0.0,0.846,0.154,0.4767,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5751917838978089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536371907109655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919328495748829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5565575912378083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ImOKatGAMES,2019/04/20,"What do I do? I’ve recently confirmed in myself that I’m lonely. I’ve been lying to myself saying that I enjoy being alone. I don’t. I’m having a list of troubles.

Friends: my ‘best’ friend is in a relationship now, their attention is complete on them and I’m being ignored, like fully ignored. I don’t get responses from my messengers and they are too busy to see me. She admitted to me that I’m ugly. I literally have no other friends.

Relationships: I’m a gay guy, I’ve been on 4 dates in my life, each of them failed. I’ve been lying to myself saying I should always be single, but I’m wrong.

Family: not close to my parents. I don’t have grandparents. I’m not close to any. 

I don’t know what to do. I’m a clear outcast. I’m too anxious/nervous to do anything about it. I can’t get over my nerves either, it’s really bad. 

Anyone gone through this? I just keep getting told my time will come, but it won’t.",-0.2709375000000023,1.9673876979166671,2.585408333333333,90.20542500000003,91.29166666666666,5.363666666666667,19.659166666666664,6.918507183188421,0.4996689166666664,706,23,151,11,25,247,104,192,0.16699999999999998,0.752,0.081,-0.9259999999999999,2,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,4,2,5,13,0,0,4,0,24,2,0,0,1,20,43,4,0,1,6,1,0,1,3,3,1,2,0,1,10,6,0,3,3,0,0,2,9,7,0,0,5,3,26,6,19,32,4,14,0,2,1,1,16,8,0,0,5,98,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117438884642176,0.0,0.0,0.14555550419033092,0.0,0.0,0.11895817862901598,0.0,0.0,0.19762074271679386,0.0,0.122314897141594,0.0,0.1439522188030178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605897307821356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835779032062084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068642699139903,0.1834104376567117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490813068220633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054507024466999,0.0,0.2741806080794587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320788216112346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548553402568435,0.0,0.0,0.09613677541010612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355800381246992,0.08546180390927785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942387042459271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206443011021668,0.0,0.1727219518918341,0.3756180139609618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782221998664415,0.0,0.0,0.13939630396628774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200290112704216,0.0,0.0,0.16715280236315475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191258140355887,0.0,0.0
lonely,peppercheesor,2019/04/20,"Little rant All the people I consider my friends are close to me at the beginning but then they just forget about me or can't stand me anymore. I've never been anyone's best friend, I always feel like I'm the third wheel, it's not that I'm not likable, it's just that I'm not that important or at least that's how I feel. I've always had this feeling, as if I've always knew my all of my friends would have left, it's hard to explain but I know that sooner or later it will just be me and noone else. I wanted to share this with someone because it's really hard to ignore these things even if my friends told me it's not true and they will never leave (ha ha ha, they all did), it's hard to be close with someone knowing that they just won't be there for you in a couple of months or so.",3.2589542827115103,3.322247086705204,4.38987913820284,91.6012979506043,72.35260115606937,7.21576458223857,23.81975827640568,6.574015621080383,0.4730393063583813,618,14,147,4,11,203,91,173,0.147,0.722,0.131,-0.0092,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,4,1,9,12,0,0,4,3,13,0,0,1,6,40,26,14,0,4,16,0,6,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,1,7,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,5,6,19,11,15,14,5,15,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,6,8,99,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37270562345912783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807221315299354,0.10439877729365687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101603177295443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668826186131138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520512037839846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472666222968755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861572492037916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264819936029868,0.1066647987390584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461416214241284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012486639591524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641102112713461,0.0,0.0,0.15809432963999373,0.16222226135699255,0.0,0.0,0.07294375453801408,0.14964462525783626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917525321897506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030919780192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351052689336196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564975121610622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530143128609297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919279516108266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426690337459104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880650116037469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060632579356144,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Timnormas,2019/04/20,"Feeling extremely lonely after my my best friend passed away. All I can do is stare at her pictures and reread our conversations. It feels like I'll never find anyone like her ever again. She left a huge hole in my heart.

Cancer is a fucking piece of shit and it can go fuck itself.",2.9258928571428555,4.9718812321428585,3.738714285714289,88.20628571428574,75.96428571428572,5.908571428571428,20.128571428571426,6.742157984588678,0.2774614285714283,223,5,44,2,5,71,46,56,0.2,0.5770000000000001,0.223,-0.0917,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,1,2,8,3,0,2,0,5,5,2,0,3,8,10,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,3,8,4,5,10,3,11,0,1,1,2,6,5,3,0,6,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942902896609958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410953567074385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269298390316198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23212018327020384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595014056929277,0.18332361507242034,0.0,0.0,0.23453865639115234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982577416535453,0.4744671911969792,0.0,0.0,0.14583847424428706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040863742585106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788096143127772,0.0,0.0,0.2507352554346938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791494112676103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634084599792887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway341w5,2019/04/20,"I seriously feel like I'll never have sex again It's been a couple years now since my last relationship ended, and I've had zero success getting back out there.

Dating proved useless to someone as average as me. And there are very few social events in my town, except bars. And since I dislike alcohol and getting drunk, that really isnt an option for me. 

Someday I'd like to get married, very much so, but right now I just want to feel handsome and attractive. I want to feel like I have a chance. I want to feel another person's body and share just one night together. But I genuinely feel like that will never happen. I feel like I'm going to miss my chance and I'll pass the point of no return in dating. I feel like I'm going to become a lonely, pathetic loser who can't find a wife.",3.4747308488612814,4.709878993788821,5.033804347826088,82.8692572463768,72.72670807453416,7.8511387163561075,24.59679089026915,8.344100000000001,1.50168281573499,622,18,124,10,12,210,98,161,0.13699999999999998,0.642,0.221,0.9153,0,2,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,9,15,0,0,6,0,8,5,1,0,3,28,27,12,0,3,5,1,7,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,8,3,0,9,2,0,3,5,5,0,2,2,7,14,10,15,24,2,23,0,4,0,1,6,6,0,1,20,72,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137242543633695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289005086910058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452388454030043,0.0,0.0,0.13576408885227134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654506536246952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360172642594134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887753723883067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43509189812712695,0.4390981975630307,0.0,0.0,0.11235377530551804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267409374586802,0.0,0.13972539468133774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870464091821104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020255782825284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603378605098546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036607172872456,0.0,0.18961898364315674,0.0,0.0,0.11535940588906725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329905358334054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733580685091654,0.0,0.0,0.11620649767118968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875069161118692,0.0,0.0,0.13197844468558734,0.0,0.10497966311517218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033742804868165,0.0,0.0,0.125309403775357,0.10415631965581276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285660567817015,0.21751799086878776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916146801361641
lonely,Silent_Serenity_V2,2019/04/20,"I wish I had someone to talk to I'm tired of just wallowing in my room because I have no where to go or anyone to be with. I wish I had like gaming friends or something....I don't know....I don't really care, I just wish I had anyone really, some one to mess around with, do stupid stuff....I don't know....",-1.2144402985074656,0.6754316417910466,1.5896828358208952,98.58213619402989,90.7910447761194,5.141044776119403,15.83768656716418,6.6274283507984215,-0.4711179104477612,228,5,58,3,8,79,38,67,0.196,0.61,0.19399999999999998,-0.0374,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,0,12,16,2,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,8,3,10,12,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,1,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28239261767623475,0.0,0.0,0.1797632587497361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309653488839085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588423920788465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560130012482572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476322626572705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195428600642766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865430573569596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683508507394698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587270112371133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710972483838969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23116507128589756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230616535561354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320923766830001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6966392492437048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,oo8oo9,2019/04/20,"30m Looking for an older father figure I only recently acknowledged to myself the extent of my daddy issues. I’ve always been kind of distant from my father. I love him, and he loves me, but we’ve never been able to form the kind of father/son bond that I’ve wanted and needed. He recently moved away, which has only made the distance worse. 

I know this post may be weird, but I’m looking for a significantly older man who I can form a father/son bond with. I want to trust you, look up to you, confide in you, be just like you, even be scared of you sometimes. I want you to know everything about me, even the embarrassing stuff. I just want a Dad.",3.2250000000000014,4.49716422727273,4.754969696969699,84.48245454545456,73.39393939393939,7.098181818181819,22.29090909090909,7.554174236665415,0.8390854545454536,506,12,103,6,10,170,79,132,0.1,0.774,0.126,0.1406,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,6,0,0,5,9,0,2,8,0,8,2,0,1,1,19,22,4,0,5,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,3,19,6,17,15,3,10,0,0,3,2,16,3,0,1,6,68,24,0,0.15466726003671652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869555048641942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531498213935673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431253310516184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900496031850196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143243566263318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221243009780356,0.17000216243577498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556261070886776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896446334580298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791864815922755,0.14634990114463753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438682018151415,0.0,0.11468381353548945,0.11928892587444748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352628416631739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812848113560406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054305201779523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484890921842193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296987500791132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705700892428172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649070290407357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761915157110692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HarMori,2019/04/20,"I'll just give socializing It appears that I forgot how to create new friendships, because every attempt I've made went completely ignored.

I'll pass on any future embarrassments. It's just wearing me out.

Thanks for your attention and have a good day.",4.262608695652176,7.314693956521745,4.928434782608697,76.11439130434783,76.82608695652175,7.1582608695652175,30.93913043478261,8.238735603445708,2.8906313043478264,206,10,32,4,5,66,40,46,0.106,0.6829999999999999,0.21100000000000002,0.6378,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,10,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,2,4,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235078876374689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003550931024964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34460580990533285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119659243510311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769199105328826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31529164745584404,0.0,0.27567405680028484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109969160860905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31743297853737706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33503919919223085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30259655474534564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046817692449757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Annaj0,2019/04/20,"idk what to do do long distance relationships work? he’s shifting somewhere else and i really love him. i’m just scared if he’ll cheat although he has promised me and he loves me a lot but i get these feelings and depression every other day. i cry every single night for him, and i can’t tell him my feelings anymore cause this depression isn’t going😪",1.7811619718309863,4.302007169014087,3.1613908450704247,88.20433978873241,82.94366197183099,5.803521126760564,24.367957746478872,7.1686216300943375,1.1753788732394366,283,11,55,4,8,92,53,71,0.251,0.66,0.08900000000000001,-0.9267,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,1,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,11,12,7,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,10,3,2,11,2,3,0,2,0,2,11,0,0,2,3,32,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165892035298906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435187440943066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398967056450208,0.14084673885761562,0.0,0.3762066703689121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244103911216225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36801449518562174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220854197033573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410239887485114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932727453579632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856716602835847,0.3942201158172554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494895845335967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990946034097151,0.0,0.0,0.2344745499349778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186515427899964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088689846817086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589941963202968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,logictrumpsbs,2019/04/20,Even my dreams are pathetic I have weird circular patches of dry skin on my upper back between my shoulder blades. Idk what they are i dont have money or insurance to go see a dermatologist. They are quite itchy though and sometimes they sting. I treat it with lotion best i can. Last night i had a dream that the top layer of my patches were scratched off to reveal parasites and eggs inside. I thought to myself. Atleast someone needs me and i woke up,1.5583712121212123,4.2853193068181845,2.4222727272727305,90.75757575757578,88.88636363636363,5.206060606060606,23.24242424242424,6.816661863887847,0.912837878787879,361,14,70,5,12,113,67,88,0.1,0.753,0.146,0.6378,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,3,3,3,0,0,3,0,9,3,2,0,0,8,14,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,3,16,2,10,10,1,9,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,3,49,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320733908870043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31673115291651843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537192711504865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993427706625306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152567467166424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460155703909867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237884166268204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832283991034231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210122660485098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405036297748205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557227773952674,0.0,0.29849797512209136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965269593789049,0.2396035622369499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway13364035,2019/04/20,"Working remotely & living alone... So I work from home (freelancer) and I recently starting living alone... and it absolutely fucking sucks.  
I get up, work for a few hours, go for a lunch with a buddy, get back home, finish the work... and that's it. I just realized that I meet with friends only like twice a week and have no substantial hobbies.   
I'm an introvert, but this is too isolating. I have a vacation next which I'm planning to spend visiting my mom...  I think about staying with her, because I just can't sit in my apartment for \~22 hours a day alone, staring at the screen, it's too fucking depressing :(",3.013127889060094,5.259439203389835,4.093636363636364,84.81969953775041,76.45762711864407,7.680739599383668,29.371340523882896,8.575989854853784,2.427074576271187,478,22,92,10,11,155,78,118,0.128,0.826,0.047,-0.8762,0,3,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,5,7,6,3,0,9,0,4,3,0,0,0,12,14,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,7,1,0,2,0,1,2,2,4,0,1,0,2,11,2,12,14,1,17,0,1,2,2,5,4,3,0,10,57,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638602663407824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175635594434598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479529400848427,0.0,0.0910061940354817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628011817264763,0.0,0.1285838173259865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534158517565032,0.2760335989407721,0.15599640483772892,0.0,0.08484531629705222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29950138695794243,0.0,0.2940424341363752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293587019617404,0.0,0.2636527566020428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748474039120533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877229900048553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135422659471092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740650544406556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056686898391466,0.15912396820486285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565941986140687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975195364781845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43474148239835103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Soalone497,2019/04/20,I want to Date Sorry if this is long and sounds weird but I want to be in a relationship I'm a 21 gay male from California. I don't care if its long distance or anything I'm just tired of not having a companion. I don't go out and socialize because I'm very much an Introvert. I feel I am good looking its just that I'm a hermit who doesn't like to leave the house. But I have a job and I'm very nice even though I am at times awkward I would love to have that connection. Even if your not interested in dating me I would like to know if others feel like this so I know I'm not alone.,-0.32035986913849257,1.549348572519083,2.2913467829880036,95.30085877862595,86.17557251908397,5.880261723009816,18.517448200654307,7.1686216300943375,0.06592649945474349,457,12,114,7,14,158,75,131,0.171,0.68,0.149,-0.215,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,1,7,0,12,3,0,0,0,24,28,12,0,8,12,0,2,3,1,2,1,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,4,13,8,11,25,1,10,0,0,1,2,7,4,0,5,8,71,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407833190675146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625954849500006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834470813841794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812111756639073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347826361186602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797348226646095,0.12697286689948206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101005902446457,0.1490744495827761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508062670985205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763731003946726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535539614694114,0.0,0.0,0.18819414194976766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604948702550426,0.0,0.0,0.3145771561455551,0.14925139899221398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041144691596065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306545923158036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081929262825365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117694783452068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895813174486568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462228745954755,0.0,0.10363784864223684,0.20427854314234564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932975463735269,0.20966367778406228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525135957126746,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,helbus,2019/04/20,"Today I deleted Instagram Im a 20 year old girl from Norway. I have zero confidence, and it’s very much been like this my entire life. I feel like i should do so much with my life since im in my ‘golden’ age, look perfect, and make happy memories. Travel, party, make friends. Instead i escape into the world of gaming, reading and TV. I have no idea where im going with this either (the post) , i just feel so pressured to do all of this. But i have no confidence, no good friends and i dont know what to do with my life. Social media is pushed in my face everyday, reminding me that i have to do all of these things. So today i just deleted Instagram, where much of this pressure is coming from. Do you have any advice? Should i just pull myself together?",2.0123249299719888,3.935216026143792,3.711358543417365,87.9189705882353,78.28104575163398,6.462931839402429,22.039682539682538,7.447530270364453,0.8617996265172732,584,17,119,8,14,195,86,153,0.071,0.726,0.204,0.9712,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,10,9,0,2,3,0,16,4,1,2,3,25,24,8,0,2,5,0,2,2,2,2,3,0,0,1,9,9,0,0,4,4,0,5,4,2,0,1,1,3,20,7,15,21,6,18,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,8,87,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671853576964464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210276014047023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933537053815064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596711807846754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183417665828625,0.10726257949245524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320010628822398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533003743411123,0.12593328314249286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983059696754812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694937882621404,0.4865423843686314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251496646555137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181524811180008,0.14670510537881593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608276429196555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044396610720802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311183468533319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575503950017966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437960138667657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018417729784891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420029305806175,0.0,0.0,0.15305243745252448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974870061933967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846370521781593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238841500197742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668752118176398
lonely,flashley630,2019/04/20,"Life without emotional connection This is probably going to be a weird (and long) post, but it's not something I feel like I can talk about with anyone in real life. (Background: 26 Female Aus \[NSW\])

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TL:DR; I have no memories and have trouble making friends because I struggle to connect with people.

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I have a very rare neurological condition known as Severely Deficient Autobiographical Memory. Long story short, I don't have any memory recall. I can remember information and facts, but I can't actually recall any events/emotions/sensory information. It's described as living in the 3rd person because it's like you read your entire life in a book. You know what happened but you don't remember experiencing it. (I also have A.D.D)

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When you don't have any memories, everyone around you is a stranger. You can get attached to them the same way you would get attached to a character in a novel, but there's this constant feeling that you're supposed to be feeling something deeper, more emotional towards them.

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It's really hard for me to make friends with people, because I have no idea how they experience friendship, or how their emotional experience affects their ties to people. I only have my own experience to go by, and to most people, my 'brand' of friendship doesn't quite live up to their standards, even though I think of them so highly or I adore spending time with them, to them its like its never quite enough and I get left behind or become disposable.

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I tend to appreciate intent over action. It doesn't matter to me if someone doesn't understand my interests or tastes, if they go to the effort of doing something for me, or talking to me, or feigning interest in my interests, that means so much more to me than the amount of time I've known them or past events we've been through (since i can't remember them). 

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So i have a tendency to be 'helpful' all the time to make up for it and prove how much I appreciate them. I over offer to do things, If I have food i'll offer it to people all the time, I'll be the first to offer you a lift somewhere or help you clean up after a party, run an errand for you, I'm just happy to show the people around me in my own way that I care about them. But people seem to think that I'm shallow and annoying for it or they literally never take me up on my offers, thinking I'm offering just to be polite, which breaks my heart because I love doing the things for people that I appreciate them doing for me. Or, even worse, they start to take advantage of me. I'm not naive and usually just cut people out when they start to do it. Which ends up leaving me on my own. But when I'm not doing things for people, no one ever seems to want me around.

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I feel so disconnected from everyone around me, like I'm just not trying hard enough to appreciate them, but at the same time I always feel like I care about them so much more than they care about me. I have no idea how to find people that can accept that I operate differently without scaring them away with my weirdness.

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Sorry for the long post, It's just been getting to me lately and I needed to get it out.",7.072865737203973,6.839607644480523,7.451856378915206,73.90597784568376,64.27597402597402,10.299006875477463,33.539724980901454,9.845776108104099,3.1571601986249034,2543,95,466,47,34,834,243,616,0.098,0.76,0.142,0.9912,1,0,3,0,0,0,102.0,0,11,22,5,31,25,2,2,21,0,39,8,1,9,7,100,81,45,0,6,31,0,7,5,2,1,4,0,1,1,29,20,2,0,25,4,1,5,20,7,0,2,2,9,85,18,89,73,17,61,0,0,0,1,48,27,0,16,29,343,114,2,0.0,0.0,0.04177060695994606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03423040685462713,0.035616423048179816,0.3710256174231187,0.4160931331689196,0.08732472547829817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029929607581126456,0.0,0.0,0.1524188227343135,0.0,0.0,0.0402158416476114,0.0,0.0,0.10437187810709636,0.04727374278352671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092483516043416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625600343486826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472115261932967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444464842578854,0.037911709450154964,0.08845611260351198,0.0,0.05654338153584089,0.038718740423261934,0.0,0.08180226444573555,0.0,0.12561180942113012,0.0,0.0,0.1082151433897499,0.06115848579337371,0.0,0.0,0.039122153136759735,0.036409128095773485,0.051758862751498366,0.0,0.06614065117336235,0.0,0.11181682414194234,0.0,0.07297963427957485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03785150607635936,0.04556573849071845,0.07668809518058325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05072304021688881,0.057381344339882435,0.045224860023701165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664119108961333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023524002630754832,0.0,0.04828486601030002,0.04532333969407277,0.04650675754257823,0.0,0.0907013615030137,0.10455955545704557,0.0,0.07559357268566687,0.11364078998632693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03863235286744684,0.0,0.08571616619380368,0.0,0.0,0.04662619094397801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943977704422972,0.031738682528030304,0.06602628968676927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029005151999325407,0.032554431231391935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04086133719745635,0.32642455053775915,0.03737487112703178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198895190501125,0.0,0.046150037265665474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105481466189694,0.04281566282072342,0.048720413395692934,0.027421389343267433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546603350912465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04285435074038937,0.0,0.0,0.07793445260660746,0.0,0.0483564260578776,0.0,0.035407976828762594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036267757595644205,0.0988580146875118,0.0,0.04791566249908854,0.060593895462368375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044748117581149466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436668139428603,0.06880859531052465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531138518113593,0.08228137723524896,0.0420547907107417,0.0,0.12479701468148688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02906116019867637,0.0,0.0,0.04456055625245447,0.0,0.0,0.04714264617617426,0.035317848334709634,0.025246955062639773,0.06795177176957079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252321020470353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04362101379289037,0.030406789917276262,0.0,0.4160931331689196,0.0
lonely,doojdoojdoo,2019/04/20,"Hey guy's. What're you listening to tonight? It's just another night listening to music by myself. Thought I would share

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lonely,random_125,2019/04/20,"How can I be happy alone If I try do an activity/ hobby, the feelings of loneliness come in. However the common advice is to do a hobby.

When I feel lonely the only thing I feel like doing is going in my bed and wallowing in loneliness.

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lonely,manraj-sirohi,2019/04/20,"Lost my friend as I was friendzoned I broke all contacts with my only friend because I realised that I had been friendzoned by her. Its just so odd now as suddenly one day I said i’m done, and suddenly stopped talking to her. She’s my classmate as well, and we see each other everyday. It feels so bad, and awkward. I haven’t even told her as to why did I stop talking to her. Also, I do suspect that she now has a boyfriend, and so does not pay much attention to me as well. What should I do?",1.7603775620280473,3.42072572815534,3.079158576051782,93.37034519956852,78.12621359223301,6.131175836030206,26.97842502696871,6.937597516519254,1.0744334412081988,382,16,86,4,9,124,68,103,0.18899999999999997,0.701,0.111,-0.8218,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,1,0,10,0,0,0,1,16,16,13,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,4,2,1,8,3,20,4,11,7,3,8,0,2,1,0,14,0,0,0,8,67,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180082945561126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937549240537126,0.13095940771892434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854867116058095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880006646551633,0.2198474126994252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418943089011142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086253603293285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33195687040985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23451417363071456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792601521040942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557551691199336,0.16338918528667062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435413859883145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119304714029487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35921783430715376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34534715868928245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052808916763562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863189894144508,0.0,0.1938521904600952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PyroGengar98,2019/04/20,"Being in the closet I have a good amount of fri6and we get along well. But I'm never truly me cause I'm in the closet. I want to find someone who makes me happy in that special way but coming out can potentially hurt me. My school is very homophobic..I'm just surviving the high school life, not living it.",3.0782258064516093,4.668674887096773,4.4718064516129035,85.08770967741938,74.3225806451613,6.895483870967742,22.07741935483871,7.554174236665415,0.8053767741935487,241,6,49,3,5,80,49,62,0.095,0.723,0.182,0.4103,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,2,1,13,10,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,7,9,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,31,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520909087251313,0.0,0.21138828298900555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428893897876556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821010520101775,0.0,0.0,0.2058278441844134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612302831120096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592760126141473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627031808537651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333156540341782,0.0,0.0,0.21669055575767174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163804787718185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926573911694256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967108967172618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792457004680684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024787005539815,0.1447418485288678,0.19478517374346355,0.0,0.0,0.2206418921504708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DriftingBlade,2019/04/20,"Nobody will ever love me. People in general already don't like me, except some online, but literally nobody does in real life.

I've just accepted it at this point, i can't even count the number of times i thought i actually had at least one friend, only to eventually realize they weren't actually my friend.

Nobody likes me, and so definitely nobody will ever love me.
Loneliness is just the feeling i get every time I wake up at this point.",5.1582745098039195,6.46018272941177,7.01029411764706,70.03465686274511,68.76470588235293,9.901960784313726,28.284313725490193,10.125756701596842,3.026843137254902,352,12,61,9,6,123,60,85,0.052000000000000005,0.64,0.308,0.9799,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,7,4,1,0,2,14,12,3,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,11,7,9,7,2,12,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,1,6,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.3811631070439749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551493014803336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090558936595351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289917274223507,0.3533143632485708,0.16454601906340824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987479552863543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017717234432912,0.0,0.10203454345444712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794394064690296,0.19082435200120804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525260637341302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233819976505204,0.14853205470661884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539424550346965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692372972142051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229057102493668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504388389291254,0.2277583273397065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AltChocolateMalt,2019/04/20,Spent my b-day alone When I was a kid and teen it was a day I looked forward to because I felt cared for. But now I just feel dread because I reinforces the belief that no one cares about me and no one would care if I was gone.,1.1067647058823518,2.054584333333331,2.5707352941176502,99.34080882352943,78.21568627450979,5.8843137254901965,20.59313725490196,5.985473137389443,-0.295945098039216,175,4,46,1,4,57,38,51,0.17600000000000002,0.655,0.16899999999999998,0.1531,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,12,5,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,6,3,8,3,3,5,0,5,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,4,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454670537635356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889536864238846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7249311682449201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056989183007374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983750863339684,0.0,0.2275632195594737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902560394377944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32120321096034155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836247844267166,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yeolitis,2019/04/20,"feel so alone and lost i feel so lonely that it hurts like ive been stabbed in the chest multiple times. i only have 1 friend and even so, theyre not really available and have so many other friends. every time i want to make plans with people, they make outlandish excuses to not hang with me or just downright ignore me. i dont even have internet friends to reach out to. im shy and awkward too so that doesnt help me out at all... i feel so lost in this life and i just wish i weren’t suffering alone. it just sucks that i have no one that can truly understand me and it sucks that i’m stuck in this mental state where i can’t help but feel upset all the time. does it really ever get any better?",2.705178132678132,3.731752871621623,3.7694348894348866,92.00160933660936,74.33783783783784,7.273710073710076,21.562653562653566,7.686295010490155,0.5575054054054059,547,12,126,7,11,177,85,148,0.214,0.669,0.11699999999999999,-0.8321,1,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,4,14,15,2,2,2,0,11,2,1,2,3,30,27,14,0,2,7,0,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,12,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,7,10,0,1,5,4,15,5,12,22,2,13,0,5,0,0,7,7,2,1,5,79,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31552848766162106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358719694540232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472035002395222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330188675331067,0.0,0.17852544330076456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012203428192096,0.13778797818376512,0.12834158836041046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080832827419481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35306106944506965,0.0,0.07958427343980144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042023923203012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630685954573703,0.0,0.16453868541372987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759266342685232,0.07441900014683292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325645882444936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335815177865055,0.15443509300615454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535092154366574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322033225282133,0.11585111528062507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560396794576044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951684251757666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664683016289568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857718731678638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898460759660331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751678787362462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,how-was-your-dinner,2019/04/20,Maybe I can help you? If you ever want someone to vent to feel free to pm me. I love talking to new people and I don’t judge either. I truly am interested in everyone’s story.,-0.7731578947368442,1.3498101052631597,2.900315789473684,87.8052105263158,92.68421052631578,5.145263157894737,18.12631578947369,6.742157984588678,0.28387789473684233,136,4,29,2,5,50,31,38,0.0,0.603,0.397,0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,6,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,5,6,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33285174471265233,0.0,0.35161301923254784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605770171163832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466438779864404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332109100495403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36967733714995815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35538965476204204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255105455807225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31178148515577964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957619585498573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170394219805979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,theredditappblows,2019/04/20,Hey I’m cool to talk to if you’re feeling lonely. I’ve been in situations where I’ve felt cripplingly lonely but luckily I’ve gotten out of that slump. I was lucky enough to find an incredible person to share my life with but it took a lot of work to get there and during my dark times having any kind of conversation helped me immensely. I’ll talk about anything! Did work suck? Tell me about it! what did you eat for dinner? I want to know! If you wanna have a deep conversation or just talk about something small and weird I’m down to clown! If I don’t get back to you right away don’t worry I will respond!,1.3674500302846724,3.5325298031496075,2.9003149606299203,91.66883706844338,81.6771653543307,6.112416717141127,18.430648092065415,7.321109707123232,0.1932972743791641,483,11,107,7,13,158,84,127,0.10099999999999999,0.7709999999999999,0.128,0.5541,0,4,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,2,7,8,1,0,3,1,9,3,0,0,0,19,20,8,0,5,7,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,7,3,11,4,21,12,2,11,0,2,0,0,14,8,1,6,2,62,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364810288529438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172861059978788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184647735656761,0.15112052848529178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011007036766906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306948988357265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937218952559623,0.0,0.18870098052770165,0.0,0.1796261546387104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535910765767806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173086608681606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046572276992421,0.1080085270230956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881595192650922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708398267321806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160365272324385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678367562582431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090954701164944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129948643555707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738935254348493,0.1717771208998014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459904969577467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835363557616905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591932167908063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861544244560337,0.19958719378942505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pmuh2,2019/04/20,Sometimes I Wish Things Were Different It's been 15 years now since I've had friends. I hardly even remember.  Most of the time I'm too dead inside to care. I had the itch to get out of my room tonight. Driving around town alone. Sitting at bars alone. Same as it ever was. I work at home alone as a software engineer. I have no one. At some point you don't truly want things to be different. I died inside a long time ago.,-0.2078787878787871,2.0803751818181797,1.3495454545454564,98.44848484848488,92.63636363636364,4.751515151515153,18.696969696969692,6.42735559955562,-0.08238939393939404,328,10,75,4,12,105,65,88,0.21,0.693,0.096,-0.8284,2,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,8,2,1,0,1,9,13,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,1,8,2,12,7,3,18,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,8,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556263008924248,0.0,0.0,0.5452688192348616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622464526560687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789252846200884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821324750202693,0.36670254124727536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591048354903688,0.15874211279794795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558430096532414,0.0,0.09168706789844036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720591788804794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760322876046719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553044589885417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891758512971375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589619551455892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987976644483188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516838590962175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735655851467173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331775152691835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466101494886169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350943611663713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180656927733887,0.0,0.0,0.12775990528881004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301077511143585
lonely,mafuyuyu,2019/04/20,"I have no real friends (and it’s my fault too) Female college student here. I’ve got a ton of friends irl and some online but I don’t have an friends who are the same as me. By that I mean I’m a pretty huge nerd, I’m really into anime and I’ve also got pretty idk edgy humor. But irl I’m really fake and pretend like I don’t even know what those things are, all my friends are so sweet and wonderful but I just can’t relate to them. They also don’t even really know me because I’m so fake. They probably wouldn’t judge me if they knew about my hobbies and interests but they still wouldn’t be able to relate to me and the situation wouldn’t change. As long as I can remember I’ve been distancing myself from the things I love most for some dumb reason like my social status irl. I don’t even really have any close internet friends I can talk to, I feel so alone. 

I appreciate what I have but it isn’t enough for me. I want a real connection, even though I feel selfish saying that.",1.8183306751727808,3.4261511866028727,3.674218500797448,89.40091839447105,77.80382775119618,7.132482721956407,21.18048910154173,7.984000788550335,0.8200141414141418,774,20,172,13,18,261,107,209,0.131,0.616,0.253,0.9854,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,5,0,15,17,1,0,7,0,20,1,0,1,1,36,35,22,0,5,7,0,2,2,5,3,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,0,9,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,4,4,29,11,14,27,7,5,0,0,0,1,15,3,1,5,4,115,39,2,0.12314035871392015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753627443852478,0.0,0.19695060074827148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837396665882937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506521972451848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026617169044793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723690804425436,0.0,0.3253321822646472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452693063909973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756896783975385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969731878987452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534944150115474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032031841569328,0.0,0.0,0.10897534246071328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113898145990564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413595047262425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505560291402574,0.13276613396137998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803213741436664,0.31554746792492355,0.1266087977556925,0.0,0.0,0.13949402164456767,0.0,0.0,0.09792615574140344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841492257322566,0.0,0.1255260882778036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983400495358226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989755558603639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361796529275607,0.0,0.12098477721867595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263137402615136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335404662092264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,itisaworkinprogress,2019/04/20,"I just want to feel like I’m wanted, you know? I don’t post much, so sorry if this sounds weird. 23 M, not many friends in my hometown. It sucks being alone and having no one to talk to about how I feel, what’s going on, or just some human contact. Coworkers are fine, but they’re much older than me and aren’t really friends outside of work. I just want to talk to someone.",2.3835864978902954,3.4618954810126565,3.5855063291139264,92.80754219409285,75.20253164556964,6.279324894514768,22.02742616033755,6.42735559955562,0.233681856540084,289,7,66,2,6,94,61,79,0.16399999999999998,0.762,0.07400000000000001,-0.7121,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,6,6,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,17,14,7,0,4,7,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,3,7,4,10,13,3,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,3,2,41,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372967332601485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316974835094083,0.16368165778026392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35403137570469617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021281095192874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591703990965786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119352851985158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23228928292768655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33685559425519285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525601400460126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194313249157092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677860016051522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941305972578865,0.0,0.0,0.2564783928100517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683120928797828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054184865712723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680034011041955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hurkadurka1,2019/04/20,"I don’t understand what’s wrong with me I’m a 27 year old male with a career, a house, two dogs and who basically has his life in order. People tell me I’m good looking and I’m inclined to agree. I’ve always taken a lot of care with how I dressed and presented myself to the world. I try to be genuine and kind, I try to listen and to be a good man. All I’ve ever wanted was to have a wife and family. Well no one wanted me. I just couldn’t seem to attack a girl, I finally got married to the first girl that would take me. Less than a year later she ran off with one of her coworkers, since then I’ve dated a few girls but as soon as they get to know me they leave. Why does no one want to be with me? I don’t understand. I try so hard! I’m so lonely. I just want someone to want me and love me. I have so much to give. Why can’t anyone see that?",-0.7337500000000006,0.9616847916666664,2.1050416666666685,97.06912500000004,86.5,5.298333333333334,15.85,6.508806274219699,-0.5639425,648,12,165,7,20,227,107,192,0.087,0.7909999999999999,0.122,0.6719,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,9,9,1,0,11,0,12,2,0,1,2,30,36,15,0,7,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,4,12,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,3,1,5,4,4,24,6,24,27,5,16,0,1,2,1,16,3,0,2,11,105,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112407092053482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347908881974104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520915650841722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630576636082034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699293528229668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093017140983099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603094271742066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645075433440732,0.0,0.11371656343601293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984745661748896,0.12824753718392168,0.0,0.22426549599661305,0.10692402845957362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975989396738845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426019883723638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392174615114414,0.07347247455068001,0.0,0.0,0.14155830427730806,0.0,0.0,0.0944291323681136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226584809421487,0.0,0.0,0.11365837497403575,0.12066035731417105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827746146957568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028506443193806,0.0,0.27177521515699554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268374580696054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653354402549776,0.12170626690616912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105896695080777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327502121056755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051816935419336,0.0,0.1168508680893408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27230000607791605,0.0,0.13059560960363806,0.27835180828812484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942688437079216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020327856230748,0.0,0.2412686871552131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496947154070556,0.14616892224607622,0.0,0.1721838290356995
lonely,elzicc,2019/04/20,"Lonely easter Holidays Got easter hollidays for 2 weeks and i am super lonely with no reason to leave my house. The last time someone invited me for personal reason was over 2 years ago (for school it was like 1.5 years). I only have ""Friends"" i only see/talk to them in school. The other""friends"" i talk to after school are people on the internet but they are more lile strangers. Now to the point I got 0 messages by anyone except one , even from the girl i like at 2 am(so i tought it was smth personal or just lonely smalltalk) but (who could have expected it) it was a information that she has papers from school when i was ill. I never was so dissapointed in my life.  Now i sit here and write this for no reason. No one cares about what i have to say or what i think. Im lonely since years and i cant even try to make new friends in school because people think im ""weird"" or look bad idk.

I cant say why im writing this.
I dont know what i expect from doing this.
Information:
- its my first post
- im german so sry for bad language
- wrote this on my Smartphone.",1.4139032527105933,3.5459687889908302,3.0516096747289403,90.83323603002505,81.29357798165137,5.7984987489574635,19.54211843202669,6.980632752743323,0.2488183486238533,828,21,178,10,22,273,120,218,0.149,0.772,0.079,-0.9287,0,9,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,2,10,13,0,0,6,0,18,2,0,4,1,27,27,11,0,3,7,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,3,14,4,0,0,8,1,0,0,7,7,0,3,9,3,24,6,26,17,1,24,0,4,1,0,18,8,0,3,16,113,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653147987587607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825599663565526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630120452702183,0.059506347866613636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995269214496216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779391405853752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440626377963692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895006556359506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303287365449395,0.0,0.0,0.22625569271492385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614628295919206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263678054408195,0.0,0.0,0.4217719535625936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364768783117856,0.07957079112060797,0.0,0.10336218786998408,0.0,0.0,0.06894969369732099,0.09538135969416683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197359908582537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516002964051483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528816063674072,0.09427899711796796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229545705978896,0.1484840816961977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353505157539329,0.17047059978918147,0.0,0.0,0.09227951015881647,0.0,0.09348999331548744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010992516856567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525773214741678,0.0,0.4939675024723097,0.07778801991331767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074969712678133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271047101840692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692151115876976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509791834107434,0.0,0.0,0.05692119143995001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627545808518873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830237806335881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808405658783787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858622292582225
lonely,Zeropossibility,2019/04/20,"Loneliness in Sobriety 8 months sober and everything is looking up for the most part besides my loneliness. When I was not sober I had things to do, places to go, people to talk with.. 
I know, “they weren’t real friends if they aren’t here now.” But that doesn’t make it feel any better. I’ve been told I’m not doing enough to make friends. I joined a gym 4 months ago. Go 2 days a week. Haven’t met a soul. I used to be so outgoing and now I’m sure I don’t even make eye contact with anyone. Been to a ton of AA meetings to hopefully make new sober friends  and I feel like I’m not even noticed. 
I believe I’m a pretty ok person. I’m friendly, passionate and have a over all positive outlook on life but this shit is eating me up. I work, work, work, come home. Repeat. I know “friends” are not going to fall out of the sky but sometimes I wish they did. I just want someone to talk to. Someone to send stupid memes to. Someone to go back and forth with me about the thoughts in their head and the thoughts in mine. My biggest fear is just dying alone and the older I get the more of a reality that becomes. I’m just tired of it. Makes my heart really hurt. Thanks for listening.",0.5870189701897033,2.750283609756103,2.1137398373983736,96.13600271002713,84.85365853658539,5.433062330623307,21.30623306233063,6.775458762138228,0.3171582655826559,912,30,209,11,27,295,138,246,0.11800000000000001,0.73,0.153,0.0093,2,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,4,4,12,16,2,1,13,1,18,8,4,6,2,42,50,13,1,4,11,0,2,1,5,0,2,1,1,1,6,12,1,0,6,1,0,7,9,4,1,0,10,5,23,12,31,39,6,30,1,1,2,1,18,11,1,3,13,123,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192507674324164,0.0,0.0,0.10740342549944153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052054077445348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251046368234239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974001247178647,0.0,0.0,0.11453010200490896,0.0,0.1168360203657102,0.0,0.09171550362560944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932961517461963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687885501042036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762573076882287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611247048957397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715131701998648,0.0,0.13698765686179135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932001748340948,0.0,0.0,0.11669295981843775,0.10486913606699028,0.07408433523505242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005974077535888,0.0,0.0541797265068854,0.0,0.23574369099832904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642760360744097,0.0,0.0,0.12288671528804194,0.0,0.0,0.1040210077321575,0.1029989367725068,0.0,0.0,0.1110145449832519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398320768470807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324739960117392,0.05066328937363648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708309851736405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461076092705379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554701298965294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015550476863168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118064785977485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122985626476515,0.0,0.07189352687464164,0.09054810451968064,0.1083459415245146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550165404969944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803495106113045,0.06643380307292117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644804623313536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635977013247542,0.0,0.10256338379882507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773738756731444,0.0,0.0,0.16670259166521986,0.0,0.09547436067106818,0.0,0.0,0.0688946341856699,0.0,0.0,0.16465473243644282,0.0,0.11918955947861165,0.0,0.09909117767662078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895647554156326,0.0,0.0,0.06116580089455256,0.0,0.08318304648178426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192515474794132,0.0,0.0,0.22648766786044386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SaintFangirl,2019/06/26,"What’s holding me back? I hate being single, but find it very difficult to take the initiative with online dating. There’s a lot of potential contributing factors here: I’m trans (and I don’t pass very well), I have shitty self esteem, and I’m really religious. Is there anything I can do to get my shit together and actually connect with people?",3.766363636363636,6.097911090909093,5.5060606060606085,75.17909090909096,74.45454545454545,9.248484848484848,27.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.1426848484848486,276,11,47,8,6,94,52,66,0.242,0.758,0.0,-0.9558,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,2,0,6,1,1,0,0,9,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,6,1,5,10,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.2798857215681719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23602064285721144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053960736905556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621396445228158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984667346796593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831660372137281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438360711529405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883832091097356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837381810156989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29920595223447394,0.0,0.2944069055640668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156458378048384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732974780507343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578771268815969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,curiouslilsheep,2019/06/26,"A little vent before bed High school just ended and none of my friends have kept in touch, and honestly I kinda want it that way becasue things weren't really working out. I'm 16, this should be my ""prime time"" shouldn't it? I look at people's snapchat stories and I see them all going to concerts, out drinking at night and going to parties. But here I am in my room playing xbox all day.

I long for a social life but I hate interacting with people, I have very bad anxiety so communicating with most people is pretty difficult for me. 

What am I going to do all summer until college starts? Do I just try to do things alone or do I try to make friends and if so how can I do it with my shitty communication skills. I can't even get a part time job because I'm such a pussy and can't even talk to people ): 

Thanks for listening, goodnight people",2.895647840531564,4.48988869767442,4.3630564784053165,85.66383720930234,74.81395348837209,7.007308970099668,23.913621262458467,7.7094869923839395,1.095217940199336,664,20,137,9,14,221,106,172,0.17800000000000002,0.74,0.081,-0.9671,1,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,9,8,1,0,4,0,17,2,0,2,3,28,32,14,0,4,6,0,1,0,2,2,1,2,2,0,8,11,1,1,0,4,0,3,5,3,0,0,2,5,18,5,20,27,6,22,0,0,2,0,7,9,0,4,9,92,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139136360821995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182210672470723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204852596616753,0.08910583301634158,0.0,0.1243826368439841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426962882703048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319409857392215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946607890540132,0.0,0.0,0.19309205524277584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258661212553198,0.0,0.0763694699461932,0.0,0.2492208140218312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431578404975035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444002344479596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505435754429294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324646215716432,0.0,0.14650395903087532,0.0,0.12935869239894168,0.1227486830188787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757175374805932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717365697345746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829134360858427,0.0,0.5066904997463418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487107063413888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364230228338284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793509388094034,0.11648112447776042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490051811254892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346215146841076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748849048279725,0.0,0.13457665418400622,0.0,0.0,0.19422197320349505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704695502707897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848403113086027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060820800713914,0.08621674737611923,0.11602549150741492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641583890641833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,itsmadeoffire,2019/06/26,A short vent session as I sit at home alone. My boyfriend dumped me and all of my friends have moved on. I haven’t had any luck making friends in the past year.  I just want to feel close to someone but I have no one to be close to. Life suck sometimes.,0.07833333333333314,2.1445157222222258,0.5940740740740758,106.83333333333336,86.22222222222223,3.6,20.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.9568666666666664,195,6,50,0,6,58,43,54,0.175,0.6990000000000001,0.127,-0.5789,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,1,10,9,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,1,7,3,9,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,2,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110357572715344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422449005683072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184828137151693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640452294784547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012404191176191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212135736993126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200462586451606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31918730514079463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035012080589435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866846373630315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544559147448762,0.0,0.2970192021330312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713356079556306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339300603665172
lonely,elon_joseph,2019/06/26,"I have burnt bridges, and now there's no way back I thought my friends would never talk shit about me. They were the only friends that I could see regularly. I've discovered what I didn't want to know, and now I'm alone. I can't trust anyone anymore. I keep burning bridges because I easily lose trust in human beings. I am a terrible person. I hope I will find the courage to do it soon. 
I'm sorry, I needed to vent. I've been thinking about this for weeks.",0.6870239234449755,2.992947884210526,2.1866028708134,94.76803827751198,85.94736842105263,5.138755980861244,22.320574162679424,6.574015621080383,0.4393157894736843,359,13,79,4,11,116,69,95,0.184,0.636,0.18100000000000002,0.4015,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,7,9,1,0,3,0,11,1,1,0,1,13,21,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,1,14,6,7,13,0,8,0,1,1,0,6,1,1,1,6,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319447652540397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209832342096267,0.1565911180118732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220380437697386,0.0,0.13651790319575954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880593299802602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046863354994362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460465856492301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22243298200241288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905714002743072,0.0,0.0,0.12307711893914194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505428792712329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605616254127697,0.1727241243006949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032414370774868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955445904015863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784592359141271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298815608578903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506938034745013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000260844208602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349818228098304,0.0,0.17779136505816587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320915721643915,0.17776116648777412,0.1796392628970074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159087726606245,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MGS_1725,2019/06/26,"3 weeks It is literally always me who contacts my friends first and organises stuff. Last time I wrote them was June 5th to invite em over and nobody turned up.  Since then, not being vindictive, but I refuse to initiate again because it is feeling so one sided and like they'd simply forget me if I didn't keep writing. Do they just respond out of pity or boredom? Let's see if they'll ever write again.",4.1355416666666684,5.573052137500002,4.949999999999998,83.32166666666669,71.375,7.333333333333335,27.083333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.5709583333333337,321,11,62,4,6,104,68,80,0.131,0.769,0.1,-0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,18,14,9,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,2,10,2,6,7,0,13,0,1,1,0,12,4,0,3,10,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458744785390059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801302524751323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267291021851875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941052286461026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25134683998160995,0.0,0.0,0.2282977447718721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626484296254017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408668521605373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021623883262889,0.0,0.14436332441073246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002342181619836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23547026777605395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444354905352609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382696571590311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230478684806272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214123560211034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370272691171081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,realtalk1233,2019/06/26,"I feel pretty broken. not sure what else to do at this point Lets break this down.

I'm 26 years old and in a place in my life with a TON of free time even though I'm trying to keep myself as busy as possible.

Lets list all my horrific problems shall we?

1) I'm religious (Which isn't a ""problem"" per say). I truly believe it but have a difficult time living it out. I live far away from the closest group to me that shares my faith and I have to travel quite a bit to get there. I overall feel like I complete failure in this part of my life which is ironic cause even the people who know my faults who are part of my faith group do not judge me or make me to feel bad. I'm much harder on myself than basically anyone Ive ever met.

2)I have all kinds of emotional issues. I'm hypersensitive though I typically do an ok job hiding it. I'm insecure, I think no one wants to be around me. Which is obviously not true cause its very common for me to hangout with friends 5+ times a week. If they didn't like me they wouldn't keep inviting me back. I'm a funny guy, i get people to laugh more than I use to (finally developed a sense of humor). But once I get back home its just all gone. All I'm left with is this empty feeling.

3) I want to have a close intimate relationship with a woman. Ive only ever had one girlfriend and it was a long distance relationship (We meet initially online, spent several years as friends, but then decided to be a couple and met in person). So I never really had a lot of physical contact. Its not even about sex for me, its the desire to feel known and loved, to have physical (and emotional) affection. Last time I got a hug was around 6 months ago.

4)I'm an addict. I have an addiction to what I'm going to call ""Lust"", but in a nutshell. When I feel tired and lonely I seek out porn and cybersex to make myself feel better. I just want to feel a connection with someone and so I seek it out. Its become compulsive and destroying my life to be honest. I'll stay up until 4am some nights trying to find someone only to collapse asleep when I can't and then try again the next day. Eventually I'll get through my binging, and try to stop the behavior but then its not to long till I'm back again. I hate myself even while I'm seeking it out. I just don't know how to stop because its the ONLY connection I really feel to other people. I feel like a woman is never going to want me (which objectively is false, thats an issue i'm working through in therapy). At least if I'm voice chatting with a woman online I feel something with someone. At least thats what i tell myself. I'm currently in a 12 step group for it.

5) I'm in a 12 step group, its an over an hour away from where I live, which is exhausting (living in the middle of nowhere sucks especially when you can't move for a few more years). I struggle to call my sponsor , i struggle to call other people and talk about my feelings and emotions. My whole life I was always told that my feelings were wrong, and truth be told many of them (Like the insecurities) ARE wrong. But constantly being told that and living with someone deeply manipulative fucked me up really good. The internet with it anonymity is the only place i feel safe to express myself in any way.

6) I'll never find what I want online. I straight up won't. What do I want? well thats easy. I want to find a woman around my age I can talk to with COMPLETE transparency (while still retaining anonymity). Someone I can explore the sexual stuff with who won't try to make me feel guilty but also won't try to keep me from feeling guilty either. Someone I can talk to and share stuff with right out of the gate without the bullshit and the games. Who has clear boundaries and clearly respects my boundaries. Someone who I can just be, completely emotionally naked with, as well as talk about sexual stuff casually with where she is just as comfortable talking to me about emotions as she is talking to me about a porn video I enjoyed.

Yeah, I'm fucked up. I""m crazy I guess. I feel insane and alone. Ive been in therapy, but its not really helping. I don't know what to do anymore.",2.8967920168067245,4.4624610559523825,4.3428851540616265,85.92819327731094,74.75,7.4173669467787136,24.733893557422967,8.124751697461798,1.3780784313725492,3237,104,672,52,68,1076,335,840,0.132,0.713,0.155,0.9334,2,3,1,0,0,0,99.0,2,1,3,3,39,48,5,4,43,2,56,17,1,9,15,141,127,54,0,13,24,0,17,4,3,5,8,2,2,6,48,45,0,7,27,6,2,8,21,18,2,2,16,19,88,31,117,98,18,100,2,1,0,8,53,43,3,6,50,445,136,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989379585849326,0.0,0.0,0.040225071478721904,0.0,0.0,0.046998170910879856,0.0,0.03628896184916186,0.0377583305593779,0.0,0.0,0.030858759044539687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500302023081108,0.03172952025620072,0.0,0.0,0.12118876208782176,0.0,0.0,0.08526869981300443,0.1046791957656192,0.037888934652990036,0.027662153701817647,0.05011670050035047,0.0,0.0511257367086792,0.0,0.040133365342209015,0.0495412848309881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900876880576776,0.0,0.0,0.09323190425301707,0.0,0.0,0.14273466273099544,0.04903775614094784,0.0,0.0,0.0502101590589506,0.0,0.029265210522731733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037907696414617206,0.2552220592810645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988759725181973,0.08209443142376338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900582242743831,0.0648364469383524,0.0,0.04970964345994066,0.12442466681739417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011823076781287,0.08390290267263027,0.09483302918633887,0.0,0.0515789986640544,0.03806111445797866,0.036293123624950865,0.0,0.049989246956613234,0.04493159160492896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044801616963172204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030416077501604914,0.0,0.045518074279142194,0.0,0.044688425299742575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947261851045647,0.04503090087012338,0.12100279320113512,0.0,0.047254453598303284,0.07481608129571361,0.03698932186339776,0.0,0.0,0.0493035901489061,0.09280464901301387,0.1282079706201321,0.08867806298792255,0.0,0.2003490848708093,0.08031662823127247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03857895660471965,0.04095563296410629,0.0,0.09087098199193293,0.046006412603382285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036220477950741965,0.04822988730036642,0.033358227426029015,0.0,0.10499548768119568,0.0,0.048260272667045315,0.042584403900295664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476168290655781,0.048326344236078116,0.0614989391626456,0.13804878428635484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828042291608136,0.0,0.12583823086565935,0.039622528537456125,0.09482120432547676,0.0,0.04289710400751719,0.05115714699360633,0.0,0.04616598349029452,0.0,0.08684169374970467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04826534358006648,0.0,0.0,0.11628184917052277,0.0,0.0,0.09743849409260033,0.0,0.0387527687140866,0.0,0.03608659751464161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051264494396125744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691418463510178,0.034934385858695106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04836716569434725,0.036239120797720896,0.07587648049207417,0.0,0.09487837749755726,0.155841683233405,0.0,0.0,0.042768453835724585,0.0,0.0,0.21883986077546547,0.039662581576344974,0.0,0.10378794357303277,0.0,0.0,0.029076543671316037,0.08916778010602562,0.0,0.10584166583584947,0.052155611062865016,0.0,0.13008255786675266,0.0,0.18485307607722887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03919222932640022,0.0,0.03744180010058847,0.1873568301646565,0.03601913444677006,0.03639968666975979,0.0,0.08160097429616855,0.0,0.0,0.05066318401294684,0.0,0.043743003691234864,0.0,0.03303589891356889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922796291216034,0.0,0.08766629564148061
lonely,throwawaybajs27,2019/06/26,"lonely girl looking for some girl pals i just really miss having a girl to talk to. someone who will listen to my gossip, girly chit chat and boy talks. i would really love someone i could talk about anything with. i am a girl myself, 18 and living in europe. i use to have friends but due to personal reasons i dropped out of school and haven’t had much chance to socialise since. the only person i talk to is my long distance boyfriend and whenever he’s busy i feel so alone. is there any girl out there also feeling super alone? please feel free to message me if you are.",2.9860526315789464,4.96849164035088,3.5542456140350893,89.88505263157896,75.57894736842105,5.963508771929827,23.68070175438596,6.742157984588678,0.7212554385964913,453,14,90,4,10,142,81,114,0.09300000000000001,0.731,0.177,0.9081,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,2,0,18,19,8,0,3,3,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,8,1,7,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,13,5,15,15,2,6,0,2,1,1,22,3,0,2,2,56,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34087085230741176,0.0,0.13159926349401174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190703055878108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541956958530907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313884594720284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249620752031434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713931532269018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531025781497633,0.1456311862198109,0.1381896800551233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852260465345718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097116966250583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515595247558445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28737639808894777,0.0,0.1806384119821785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21084380661217494,0.1691959757747289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654437986261436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612644723351616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788637721097351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5290711561436503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212775045703874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689931631034033,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thejennarator11,2019/06/26,"I'm just...tired I'm so mentally exhausted. I hope nobody minds me venting but I just need it. I feel like everyone forgot about me after high school. I've always been such a loyal person but it doesn't seem to pay off. I feel like I'm just here and nothing important anymore. My two nephews honestly keep me going but I have just become so sad. I just go to work then come home and realize how lonely I feel. I don't know what I'm expecting to get out of this post but it sure does feel good to vent. I am honestly afraid to show signs of ""weakness"" around anybody because I just get tough love. That's fine and all but honestly....I just need a hug. If you have read this far, thanks for letting me vent.",0.4839375750300121,2.7369812993197264,2.3918767507002805,93.3153781512605,86.3469387755102,5.907803121248499,20.21168467386955,7.285733465282438,0.5637814325730289,549,17,121,9,17,182,92,147,0.086,0.644,0.271,0.9858,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,13,18,0,1,2,0,7,4,0,1,2,36,29,13,0,5,12,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,7,6,0,2,7,2,1,3,2,6,0,1,2,4,16,12,13,26,1,11,0,2,0,2,4,5,0,3,4,68,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940922984917006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615767430177816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914882569176002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213268135558436,0.1850381231328064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432349262536234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466180422797469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009455344338605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388591780275033,0.23938556074713305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506864534623626,0.0,0.19043713992702715,0.14052715189416834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770184192110472,0.1680593285101289,0.1664080413046551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891995099589989,0.0,0.0,0.09207727247868534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713241085299186,0.0,0.16370613163393732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121413380638116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688439765363158,0.0,0.16917070800557069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24846208063480074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076206436001655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629211901720607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045991796756806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675883782951595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956249993061193,0.0,0.1525248900192272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579073312497739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425111998173086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366520392204353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197332765210984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Useful_Citizen,2019/06/26,"Hey there! Wanna play? A few days ago I bought myself Jackbox Party Pack 2 and 4. Unfortunately I can't find anyone to play it with... Buuut if you are up for playing just message me on discord @RandomMeowCat#4559 I may even create a group if I find someone else that has the other games :) I'm also up for playing minecraft or just to talk and chill

If you are curious I'm 18 yo friendly girl 🙃

Oh yeah I'm also into memes lol

Ps: my native language isn't English so sorry if i make silly mistakes",-0.14132352941176407,2.155128470588238,2.6295833333333327,87.56437500000001,97.62745098039215,4.1186274509803935,20.100490196078432,5.985473137389443,0.2934490196078432,392,14,76,4,16,136,77,102,0.085,0.6609999999999999,0.254,0.9408,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,1,0,17,11,10,0,6,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,10,6,10,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,6,2,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518970992536653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544968542599712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986963309058445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326435152821247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23738525290829496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768977203806708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5194473909716505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954689309320732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896838292523465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24077396754715005,0.0,0.0,0.3181019432241193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284028513559244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,falsifiedself,2019/06/26,"Connection Who here doesn't have anyone who asks about their day? How do you cope with not talking to anyone about your day, your life, your goals? How do you keep connected to the human world when you have no one who truly is interested or gives you attention enough for you to recap your day with?

How do you get motivation or validation if you have no connection? Sometimes the only interaction I get is with my coworkers and on my days off, nothing. I truly can say I know what loneliness feels like.",5.10120535714286,6.602417781250002,5.737738095238093,78.35250000000002,69.10416666666666,9.652380952380954,27.255952380952376,9.957137785484203,2.6012577380952377,401,13,76,10,7,130,61,96,0.068,0.7959999999999999,0.136,0.7998,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,11,1,2,7,2,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,4,0,16,17,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,17,2,11,17,1,8,0,0,0,0,21,3,0,3,6,58,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177085599608848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123889727411358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5860667174954979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23474467614404604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487246292530283,0.16230228209752634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373914330900756,0.21793826229845067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193404999909387,0.0,0.0,0.12485591366467047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046874248464812,0.11099198579321284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799184411044373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394764278438666,0.1727857847590583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066804725836166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469353605426853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260412928721145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,edgeds0ul,2019/06/26,"Philosophical Zombie I get caught off guard with a swell of emotions that hits hard and leaves as soon as i realize it’s there. It’s been way too long since i felt anything genuine. Reactions are reflections of one’s inner gradient of emotions. I begin to doubt myself, suspecting that i have never felt anything for real.
I feel nothing, from the peaks of joy to the depths of despair. I search within me for a reaction to what surrounds me, i fail miserably. Bored, can’t fake or hide the lack of emotions. They don’t cook up, the sparks i experience from time to time surprise me. Tears build up in my eyes as i pity myself. I know i possess so much that nobody’s willing to buy. I don’t sell, i simply wish to dispense my own essence and pour it into hearts that suffer and souls that wither. I’m not engulfed by the experiences that aim to provoke emotions. I wait in slumber at the abandoned station waiting for an impossibility with the silent screaming ticket of hope.
I am the never erupting anger, the ever suppressed euphoria.",4.842575757575759,6.5165069949494985,5.470121212121214,79.35518181818183,69.95959595959596,7.704242424242422,31.381818181818186,8.238735603445708,2.4352218181818177,827,36,147,12,15,267,127,198,0.19,0.72,0.09,-0.9413,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,5,14,1,2,12,0,8,3,2,1,3,29,21,8,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,6,1,5,7,2,2,1,6,11,0,1,4,6,24,3,33,15,3,21,1,6,1,0,1,11,0,3,8,103,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24056251352758726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6576633466921027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322145180823698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859546336221794,0.0,0.0,0.07390536404895251,0.0,0.2806824470482636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763651263228904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309350386417028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732061075499116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145174723551923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803284052423631,0.0,0.0,0.15476752213600375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935133493749645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074480177698838,0.0,0.2254627597972801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024916144751826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904511746959396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636765316919613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090911381698727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045985457024998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160188923909226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168082418915648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,reynard_muldrake85,2019/06/26,"Socializing exhausts me All my friendships in life have either ended abruptly or just withered away. Yet again, I'm at the point where I can't entertain the thought of meeting someone else. It still hurts to see groups of friends or other people connect so easily. People can recommend groups, but half the time no one's interested in branching out beyond their own cliques.",6.711044776119403,8.757675925373135,6.0151044776119456,75.80414925373138,65.86567164179104,8.345074626865673,35.78805970149253,8.841846274778883,3.3705546268656708,305,15,48,5,5,93,59,67,0.10800000000000001,0.7390000000000001,0.153,0.515,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,8,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,4,3,9,5,3,14,0,1,1,0,6,8,0,2,6,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725601623605986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423428036816057,0.0,0.2569440613389677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22413190777418526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105599446749847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049074593888475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965804671577606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022400800191832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742399417073134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311735509848439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957222210066825,0.2458022881963169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316756481591326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303084005958433,0.1691606749487207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BoringToriStory,2019/06/26,"Just looking for a loner like myself to be a best friend if that’s ok with someone ... ._. Hi guys, 
I’m just looking for a friend (mostly a female friend to talk about certain topics) bc I just kinda lost my friends after HighSchool and it’s been a year now and actually really hard on me and I can’t seem to stop feeling like crappy I guess. I just want a friend that I can talk to and maybe even become best friends with. I would be so grateful and feel so blessed for that bond truly. 
A little about myself is that I have a boyfriend, I love music (any genre really), video games are super fun, I love talking like so darn much lol (Venting, talking, laughing, being a shoulder to cry on, having super deep conversations that make you think etc), I love animals, and reading, and makeup/fashion is my thing as well :) 
Maybe one of u might be feeling just as alone as I feel (friendship wise) and maybe would like a best friend too if so definitely message me and we can talk about whatever we feel like (literally can be anything 🙂). I hope one other girl might be feeling as alone as I do and in need of a new best friend! 
-xoxo BoringToriStory

P.s: My time zone is Pacific Day Time so If I’m asleep by now you know why lol but I will definitely respond ASAP.  West coast babyyyyy 🥳 

P.p.s: please be gentle, I’m shy ._.

Thankyou everyone :) much love.",1.3195683962264155,3.8573508566037766,2.734781839622641,90.20538030660377,85.71698113207545,5.123820754716982,21.86615566037736,6.6274283507984215,0.5564929245283023,1047,36,210,12,32,339,146,265,0.053,0.603,0.344,0.9972,0,2,0,0,0,0,47.0,2,2,0,7,18,32,0,0,11,3,24,6,2,1,1,45,48,24,0,8,9,0,7,5,8,5,0,0,0,2,8,14,0,1,9,3,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,9,25,31,25,34,8,15,1,1,2,4,28,6,1,10,14,132,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.07824154833362801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660791521724016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054523361653029435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597914474657664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854960701087163,0.0,0.0,0.3365648170936435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807107716192145,0.051707771361767886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941896255293946,0.052956397349283056,0.0,0.0,0.07661291387947194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432405269115257,0.11455745967019892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955587033303614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832441339083281,0.07938820272020132,0.0,0.0,0.0718231759409083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963422029740418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04406338626104975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958530676817738,0.08035878905455257,0.0,0.0,0.13465759684158998,0.0,0.087523071636944,0.0,0.2894528305052924,0.0,0.05351901770429722,0.0,0.24164683710585905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011104053058612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117879185966502,0.0594505046441816,0.0,0.07743580449144878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086605231403789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801067650311642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019906809676572,0.0,0.10272735379372427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299046727190042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067934026230285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703187222884166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32221766857014417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053266282623561714,0.05137442189178988,0.0,0.0,0.09350413955398887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047290690717150516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208908540955758,0.0,0.07234760650046823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391140785980647,0.0,0.0,0.05163159818084799
lonely,Valuim1293,2019/06/26,friendships/relationships are overrated How can people say this to someone who's Never experienced either.,13.358125,15.791643562500004,12.037500000000005,37.25750000000002,50.875,13.9,47.25,13.023866798666859,7.846450000000001,91,5,8,3,1,29,16,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077118963802741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664853476786513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5675505788528351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203876404083198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479063202530145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ButNonetheless,2019/06/26,"I think my friend is feeling lonely and i dont know how to help because she won't open up. Guyyys, my friend is feeling lonely she always drink alcohol even when she is alone and it has worsen i try to offer comfort or ask her how she is doing but she says she's okay and i know she is lying I dont wanna pry her about oppening up and it takes her hours to even reply to my texts. she lives 4hrs away from me and all i can do now is text or call. I dont want her to push me away. How do I show or say that i do care? Or i want help? I have been reaching out to her for weeks now. Should i take a hint she wants to be left alone?",-0.5544345238095261,0.9629905208333368,1.6964285714285732,101.22,84.7638888888889,4.669841269841268,15.146825396825395,5.288315135182226,-1.162659126984127,481,7,128,2,14,162,79,144,0.114,0.7290000000000001,0.157,0.7449,0,6,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,1,1,20,2,0,3,1,26,32,14,0,5,5,0,2,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,3,7,2,0,5,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,4,31,5,16,28,1,13,0,2,0,0,23,7,0,4,5,90,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616303876179266,0.0,0.3026825775001073,0.0,0.0,0.1215875915414387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660702116895596,0.0,0.2745782371874003,0.0,0.0,0.08907635998800141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920982250221287,0.0,0.14898403618075284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.513771752225186,0.14314673507837367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302818728459864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777024223092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22579141280619255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958888305054773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390355509575573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606128060315771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876509082213147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903093084936618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23240871159971285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973542249482936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363091172119414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920918984978076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25856468986249154,0.0,0.11721255070001756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lovelypugz,2019/06/26,"I just want physical contact. I want someone to cuddle with. Someone who's hoodies I can wear. Someone I can kiss, and that will kiss me. Someone who will pick me up and throw me over their shoulder. I just want that cutsie stuff.",1.16,3.7736293333333366,2.0194444444444457,93.9425,89.0,3.888888888888889,25.277777777777786,5.46131890053228,0.5714444444444453,180,8,35,1,6,56,27,45,0.0,0.782,0.218,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,1,0,9,7,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,26,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8492065050810866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868352415625304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433665029360373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,doctor_fallout2391,2019/06/26,"Help How do I deal with my friends all leaving me to go to the same college I don’t want to go to? There like brothers to me who have helped me through drug addictions and my alcoholism. Iv had so many friends die and I’m just scared and don’t know what to do when they leave 
Any advice",3.4887096774193544,3.7233444838709713,3.77758064516129,95.58637096774193,71.90322580645163,7.490322580645162,28.403225806451612,7.1686216300943375,1.0607935483870965,226,8,56,2,4,70,44,62,0.11800000000000001,0.7,0.182,0.5325,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,1,1,10,11,6,1,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,8,3,8,10,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24307898945522646,0.0,0.2178915717442212,0.0,0.2382957256112435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516327215898589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298805806583526,0.0,0.0,0.231416014261279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25858374945094303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445445796781179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25344713094333465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989149761336571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254290598857333,0.0,0.0,0.4722031231162735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893581314115516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22606474691895376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22323992886802246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315182322201401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,trudbuglar,2019/06/26,"Wierd lonely I have friends. I have a brother I am very close to. I am a talented rock climber. However, sometimes I feel like I have very skin deep relationships with everyone that isn't my brother. 

2 weeks ago I place second in my devision in a climbing competition. I wanted to cry when I finished. I wanted to cry not because  I was proud of my achievement, but because I had no one to share the feeling with.  Throughout my climbing I haven't made but a few friends. None of them were there to celebrate with me. 

This loneliness is making it hard for me to climb again.",3.1361607142857166,5.2343745803571435,4.1601428571428585,85.18485714285717,75.51785714285714,7.337142857142857,30.84285714285714,8.238735603445708,2.358175714285714,451,22,88,8,10,146,70,112,0.139,0.688,0.174,0.7161,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,5,3,7,0,0,5,0,11,1,1,2,0,13,17,3,0,2,3,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,3,5,1,0,2,4,4,20,6,14,13,2,13,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,64,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583138627395326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25558668664895423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605548697070374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031803690083808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21199848423420972,0.1497653872660622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239315070838911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779441845927894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102418508975501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983644890420216,0.13993495378928028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205609460529253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902702966345347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22507269431767896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733728453138814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34594651353025635,0.24729977880876736,0.0,0.16815891147283854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ImSean2121,2019/06/26,"Some of my thoughts. These are some of my thoughts I wrote down when I was in the feels and it puts me in the feels every time I read them.

Nothing hurts more than to not be wanted. Words can't express that feeling but it pulls at the strings of your heart and makes you want to crumble. It makes you question why you exist on this planet. It makes you question how many people would even miss you if you ended it.",2.650252100840333,4.244379705882352,2.6115966386554628,97.96647058823532,75.47058823529412,4.8571428571428585,22.731092436974787,3.1291,-0.27977310924369725,325,9,73,0,7,97,60,85,0.037000000000000005,0.924,0.039,0.0366,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,7,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,4,0,23,17,6,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,3,14,0,11,11,3,10,0,2,0,0,12,5,0,5,3,52,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429377406159322,0.0,0.0,0.1299751384073507,0.0,0.16580048991916435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985023786935393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23319207283182505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066322586983102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940680681690477,0.19950987367576206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882124385508567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642646819708426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782404117557786,0.4408901749922462,0.0,0.19683901280642524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31245182417338124,0.11474735903984674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23213867932895055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756854013911147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979095769205466,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vicky1212123,2019/06/26,"Just broke it off with my only ""friend."" I just sent my last friend a couple paragraphs apologising for my actions and for dragging her down. Over the years all I've done is be a stuck up jerk to her and I'm so rude to people in general. I make way too many jokes that end up being mean. I hurt peoples feelings and I'm always negative.
    The only reason she stayed by my side was because I made the mistake of telling her she was my only friend. Because she is such a nice person she felt bad for me and pretended to be my friend when I had nobody else. I finally ended the friendship when I read another post on Reddit about someone having to put up with a negative mean person for years and hating it.
      Now I have no friends but that's honestly for the better. I am a terrible person and I don't deserve friendships. If you're reading this, take it as an inspiration to try to be a better person to the people around you before you get too late and have to go completely alone like me. Thanks for reading if you did.",3.695652173913047,4.807657115942033,4.955285024154591,84.11495652173916,72.04347826086956,7.6456038647343005,26.84347826086957,8.021203637495839,1.6090266666666668,801,27,161,11,15,266,122,207,0.141,0.69,0.17,0.8631,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,2,11,21,3,0,13,0,16,0,0,3,1,26,31,14,0,3,5,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,6,10,0,0,6,5,0,4,4,8,0,0,9,2,28,13,29,18,1,27,0,2,0,0,21,10,0,2,11,115,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122521391180007,0.0,0.0,0.08935833697406846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260935897425092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560120976115008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966742279524463,0.13092973207744607,0.0,0.09138226289900936,0.0,0.0,0.1899581221427603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259795212731323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882666013677713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989879743666528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971182411788974,0.0,0.1902339998448021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05430037281193286,0.0,0.10311268818316804,0.1176421469208982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148520604693116,0.0,0.05610763010945576,0.0,0.06103306840009212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602688006247073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149648296194012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753841175032694,0.12114229780625416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052466065880621714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161644076408173,0.07168466498830145,0.1088781325730519,0.0,0.23396166855684145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24502824149736105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335524779553728,0.3750804873374129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285137817697143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079581265048344,0.0,0.0,0.32226170670705434,0.0,0.0,0.11041635546818958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909924755818799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446505781815194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074504840298742,0.0,0.0938649107959636,0.09887167135825782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291178404911221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524237978019822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383132193813603
lonely,BXLGIUM_SHXWTY,2019/06/26,"Relationships just can’t work for me In all seriousness I’ve only really had one girlfriend and that’s it. And if I tried to find another one, it would fail quickly. Since I’m pretty much lonely, I pretty much have my life planned out to where I’m gonna live alone. I don’t feel the need to worry about someone else’s problems where I can just worry about my own. But then again, I don’t feel happy this way. I see many people in my school and in public with their girlfriends or boyfriends and there I am. Just me standing there like the loner I am. Stuff like that has caused me to start to despise relationships and how I believe couples think they’re better than me. I wish I had more confidence and strength to where I don’t have to feel this way but for know that’s just how things are. I mean, summer vacation is here I should be happy! Right?",3.0287684729064037,4.5945848160919605,3.7019704433497536,90.65793103448277,74.40229885057471,6.580623973727423,22.773399014778327,7.1686216300943375,0.5982295566502467,674,18,145,7,14,213,104,174,0.09300000000000001,0.7659999999999999,0.141,0.8756,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,5,16,11,1,0,2,0,17,1,0,3,1,32,30,13,0,6,8,0,3,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,2,4,22,6,17,24,5,16,0,2,1,0,6,8,0,2,7,99,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447125940338657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465134736677342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742182807571073,0.0,0.12357509437958634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353569989728898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546026626877023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672201227596302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119469371266492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770579470059262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29747896669874024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678901107507381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869164929545136,0.1365248080953515,0.0,0.1233794218883279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165885992994154,0.0,0.15220110067938505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542738279522235,0.10360405422531477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936207184388756,0.10626688916884684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686747624568944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843003928673557,0.0,0.1336976155587481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951118578864517,0.0,0.0,0.30002395764788103,0.0,0.1193240838509244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140880083196475,0.11134245228664476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558167066752123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838823874466865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889782327388663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995129031776348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282684590050043,0.08952991102981525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486386255683936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181383996967471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067644675251366,0.0,0.0,0.10172120606754097,0.28379431988850035,0.0,0.09925637929756717,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DisTwitch11,2019/06/26,I just want to be loved That's really it. This house gets lonely,-1.9388095238095249,-0.7214782142857104,0.5585714285714296,99.36976190476193,116.85714285714286,4.723809523809524,4.666666666666667,6.42735559955562,-1.5154476190476185,51,0,12,1,3,17,14,14,0.15,0.539,0.311,0.4019,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29310744976041025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6473365770256968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063384027455226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594009023673202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33090148416450443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mailemongrass,2019/06/26,"I get excited for plans I have to text first I don't know if my friends really like me I am the last person know everything I make the plans but usually falls through I make group chat that no one answers to I say things that people pretend not to hear I just feel so awkward I am that person 
Wish I was comfortable in my own skin",1.1988571428571433,3.2479103142857144,2.8071428571428565,92.74785714285716,81.57142857142857,6.857142857142858,22.857142857142854,7.957251820313856,1.0905714285714292,262,9,59,5,7,86,50,70,0.099,0.711,0.19,0.763,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,2,0,5,1,1,2,0,11,13,3,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,4,13,4,6,12,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,39,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22589004841685745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708610400020673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137914387393676,0.0,0.0,0.19418626197688646,0.0,0.13131585928501122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832807830493888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762620601135216,0.20487733552485288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279304099954755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355455706160915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703158933242805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424894637247454,0.4389244065349717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101616782770584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19987730443562168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698050491391878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768177838665467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890309796291859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,geminisdntcry,2019/06/26,Ha Seriously when I decide to fucking end it. That’s when they’ll care.,0.218,2.597659133333337,3.068333333333332,86.4225,91.0,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.7823333333333333,57,2,12,1,2,20,14,15,0.10400000000000001,0.552,0.344,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6229555915852899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5411649675080467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5648599904884715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sidedvegetables,2019/06/26,"I’ve been alone in my thoughts for months My parents think my diagnosed mental disorders are jokes.  So I have no shot in getting them to understand. 

I’ve been alone, with no friends, no therapist, for about 10 months now.  I see all these people hanging out with their friends and talking to each other at college but no one ever seems to want to talk to me.  I get that I’m quiet but that’s only because whenever I try to talk to them, they ignore me.  I’ve given up on the idea of having friends at this point.  Knowing I hold no true value to someone really makes my suicidal thoughts worse.",2.5740600924499226,4.711317500000002,3.593636363636364,88.40444530046227,77.38983050847456,6.6637904468412925,26.828967642526965,7.686295010490155,1.5776677966101698,467,19,93,7,11,150,79,118,0.20800000000000002,0.6609999999999999,0.131,-0.8933,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,3,21,18,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,7,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,5,2,15,5,21,13,2,13,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,1,4,61,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261628660507055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598636667827576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159818938758306,0.0,0.0,0.1804632005921803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243189958792205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649604229226554,0.0,0.16453306584175015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775356681106302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653608934542431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510600502422836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868299576712186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251366695111225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669920694574823,0.11975569012843668,0.0,0.0,0.1748410823356785,0.0,0.0,0.10916317923234424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885092459128074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087313096463953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254755109373112,0.1433459870692872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341564192616112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223606392004107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796819898162229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282360034342465,0.0,0.1008942330614138,0.0,0.2500118557231748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069052403584794,0.0,0.0,0.1639217754593693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287419293790496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046554687867856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chandlercreates,2019/06/26,Social week is still a lonely week. I have had more of a social week than I have had in a long time. I am very much an introvert at heart and love to stay home and re-coop. So far this week I have seen friends every night but still arrive home feeling lonely. I can’t quite shake the feeling that I’m just alone. Does anyone else feel this way?,1.9448401826484023,3.3536670684931518,2.733082191780824,97.13788812785393,76.94520547945207,5.414611872146119,17.646118721461185,5.46131890053228,-0.6870347031963475,268,4,63,1,6,84,53,73,0.138,0.7490000000000001,0.113,-0.429,0,5,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,5,0,8,2,1,0,0,7,14,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,4,5,2,5,11,2,15,0,2,1,1,4,3,0,0,9,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701501529156398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148721879787592,0.1683298307892703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437672812563474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723939073836644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384175549206113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492029391281689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269265107140116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946790179207995,0.0,0.0,0.329583349688555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453874300888592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827400889310574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207686892389163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417074101024894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473777024741793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349366007341784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751064026426641,0.26239710294057983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579615162558827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135552679797527,0.0,0.13040212236404627,0.5271194289399257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Feracron,2019/06/26,"I just want people in my life who want to see me as much as I want to see them. I used to get to see my friends all the time when we were all in college together and we would study literally every night together. Then we all graduated and the only time we hang out is if I arrange it weeks or months in advance and even then someone if not all of them always bail out last minute. 

I recently moved out of my parents house and in with my boyfriend of 5 years and if I don't specifically ask him to spend time with me he will do literally anything else like play videogames, talk to his friends or hang out with his friends. 

I recently felt so lonely I reached out to my mom to see if she would like to spend some time together but her and my dad have a bunch of vacations planned with their friends so she's too busy to make any time for me unless I want to go grocery shopping for the trips with her. 

I just want a friend who will at least every once in a while reach out to me and see how I'm doing or won't bail when I want to spend time with them. I've never felt so alone before in my whole life and I don't know how to fix it. I'm sorry for the long rant but if you made it this far, thank you for reading.",6.5109796437659,4.0967972862595445,6.706679389312978,85.86653307888042,66.59541984732824,10.26005089058524,32.138676844783724,8.344100000000001,1.955113486005088,947,27,232,10,12,306,128,262,0.039,0.8340000000000001,0.128,0.9354,1,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,4,2,4,2,11,10,0,0,7,0,12,2,0,5,5,60,35,31,0,13,14,3,2,2,5,5,2,0,0,0,6,24,0,0,3,3,4,6,5,1,0,0,4,7,40,9,44,26,9,40,0,1,5,0,30,14,0,9,22,152,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477697818957583,0.0,0.0,0.08417782438803145,0.0,0.0,0.06879602888159676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325061056312064,0.0,0.09457611333812266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608441404550797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451081826105585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681887783608748,0.0,0.17047264295039288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426954556191933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908011840387405,0.0,0.05285481348598731,0.0,0.057494701531168736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673143780316167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559792906987241,0.08246340857557155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291241000493518,0.09884873487096146,0.0,0.0,0.08952830973364749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572526968645327,0.06752877621761506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848384495647725,0.08074936012844622,0.1075229472087042,0.07436830412161498,0.0,0.07802509267603441,0.0,0.0,0.09493699589156702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773798677414732,0.0,0.0769409435512757,0.0,0.0,0.11233234789934232,0.0,0.0,0.0701354399292896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101192905899185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997775105130605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40307914361902586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571722448669235,0.0,0.0,0.11324652725031548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813130201845533,0.0,0.09313962715042293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539426013150635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873745355988411,0.0,0.0,0.35802030092474824,0.0,0.08114888520952902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294770037763625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373017854138806,0.0,0.0,0.06514728387909767
lonely,IntrovertedFaith,2019/06/26,"Non Depressive Episode Have any of you guys ever just went somewhere to clear your mind or just for vacation or family purposes and you ever just felt.. maybe neutral? Not happy, but just clear. I'm on vacation in Jamica and I'm not lonely; just my mind is kind of clear. When I'm at home, I'm lonely and I want to do things, but I don't have the energy to exert my time into those things, which usually results in me never starting the said thing.",2.4764010989011003,4.342155472527478,4.277019230769231,84.65860576923076,76.69230769230771,8.066483516483517,22.36401098901099,8.841846274778883,1.6019549450549446,352,10,71,8,8,119,58,91,0.062,0.778,0.16,0.8541,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,6,26,14,8,0,1,11,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,2,8,2,11,11,0,13,0,3,0,0,5,5,0,2,7,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791618143745493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467796326312793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36690232691803104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118903747347016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472718359661606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081149508037333,0.0,0.215892553544161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343264555469964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111929966718661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037475803623531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095558989200731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641779057774646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929165524181156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354832439754445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042092458766277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825879297342005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233640142993908,0.0,0.11962122810317788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800475729085867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,andiooops,2019/06/26,"My college orientation was today but now I'm crying in my room, trying to not let my roommate hear I don't expect anyone to care but I guess this has just been weighing heavily on me so I need to say it somehow. 

It was such an overwhelming and tiring day. I want to sleep but my roommate is walking around out there so I'm hiding in my room. 

I dont want to repeat how I was in high school. My only close friend is my boyfriend. At least it's nice I have someone to love, I'm grateful for that

But I desperately want to make friends in college. I felt so lonely and left out in high school. I was too scared to get close or talk to anyone.

So today at orientation I tried to open myself up, I made small talk with a lot of people but I feel like I got no where. I hid in my car for an hour. 

Maybe I set my expectations too high. It's not like I would make close friends with someone through a single day at orientation... 

I'm just so scared of being lonely again. And yes I plan on joining clubs and going out of my comfort zone, I've already been pushing myself a lot to talk to different people. I just feel like I'm so horrible at socializing and communicating. I just hope I make friends.",1.160481927710844,3.2130886947791164,3.127331726907632,90.381021686747,81.73092369477912,5.75106827309237,22.008192771084342,6.918507183188421,0.5287457349397601,931,30,204,11,25,313,123,249,0.129,0.662,0.209,0.9702,1,4,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,21,17,0,3,5,1,15,4,1,5,0,47,39,18,0,8,12,0,3,3,4,1,1,2,2,0,6,15,1,0,3,1,0,4,5,5,0,0,9,5,34,12,37,27,4,42,0,3,0,1,11,29,0,6,11,134,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864821910389095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035745186859434,0.0,0.0,0.09571335733781036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962124237501572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810290945136392,0.1386797672030986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233288866622433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260096925368653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872814265655648,0.15362102658893606,0.10323364730211186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33227097109109605,0.0,0.05617344867770032,0.0,0.06110466488652061,0.0,0.08599155525418123,0.0,0.11844263216928708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118002055993815,0.0,0.0,0.3407943804063888,0.0,0.1067891231956076,0.10588306570403022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681806284660635,0.10994391369996448,0.0,0.15758283784129706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828150430260962,0.09703872864174504,0.10173564466964953,0.2153062698518716,0.0,0.10801576575645278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972285332585212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177189282745774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490781737939677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550222009500304,0.2152875196022013,0.21762687130358985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759513358067717,0.10960053671396908,0.18219843351730586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25925544703947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235755333951092,0.20382800958060607,0.0,0.0,0.14599463036640106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902497963113898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637733704113693,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Korcarz,2019/06/26,"I want to fell necessary to someone Nothing really that hard, I always fell like the friend who stays behind when there is no space left in the sidewalk
I just want someone to really want me around and just enjoy my company, is it too much to ask for ?",9.8158,6.4175117800000026,9.5,71.48,61.2,13.2,37.0,11.20814326018867,3.8588,199,6,39,4,2,65,37,50,0.04,0.703,0.258,0.8443,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,8,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190427661136588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267086192918615,0.23808031423153425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967559575330839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22813261331664744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766976571810421,0.0,0.0,0.1244179794919836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872103704541159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443609292700067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262938372336444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315589427509406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27144233090721664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506295656319496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,babyfruittt,2019/06/26,"Trying to push through Loneliness is real, always check in on the ones you love and who love you. 

My Bf of 3 years broke up with me 4 months ago. I have my easy/good days & days i’m to embarrassed to walk outside because my face is so puffy from crying for him. I love and miss him dearly.  F(21)",2.0652380952380938,3.317121873015872,3.1843174603174624,94.67457142857144,76.30158730158729,6.309841269841268,20.536507936507935,6.742157984588678,0.0725136507936508,230,5,54,2,5,74,50,63,0.171,0.628,0.201,0.6527,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,10,4,11,8,0,10,0,2,0,3,9,3,0,0,5,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21376353169954293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006548104139716,0.2612842214041737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700184368457975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648902251228543,0.31104157319292514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226386051947334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6529376150415548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924823748465353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340841604391548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744797056116136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637239534747011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529168151801442
lonely,AshIsTrash6669,2019/06/26,"My mental health is going south and I can’t stop it. I get way too excited about getting a new friend, and then I annoy them because i’m fucking worthless, and then they don’t want to be friends anymore. I’m a nothing person. Nobody will ever love me. I try to smile through the pain and love myself but the constant rejections have just been killing me day after day, time after time. I just suffer through life with no actual reason or will to live.",3.681571428571431,5.22137207777778,4.370952380952383,86.625,72.66666666666667,6.476190476190476,27.301587301587304,6.868970318607317,1.2861587301587298,357,13,69,3,7,114,66,90,0.247,0.618,0.135,-0.9398,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,5,12,3,0,4,0,8,6,0,1,1,13,17,8,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,11,5,9,13,0,15,0,3,0,3,7,1,1,1,12,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.18841919582053493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148446154855125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770038054555593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208651958958296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490425331593033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465281126344614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29834779075825874,0.17850026574027067,0.20175369828102835,0.0,0.10973237724651594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523606550900308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21361551020170064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363788146579802,0.0,0.0,0.17049405325008113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485262671389666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945802266951124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864788251349576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852664191453592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054517885972432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859087464072967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985194172607336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614243548178202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22517415817909495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108931932679316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138841715750331,0.15325870418498208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Master_Doodle,2019/06/26,"Drunk and need someone to talk to Just me again, lonely and needing someone to guide me or accompany out of the darkness.",9.93391304347826,7.710425000000001,9.284347826086957,69.46391304347827,59.8695652173913,10.93913043478261,44.73913043478261,8.841846274778883,4.214513043478261,97,5,17,1,1,31,18,23,0.257,0.743,0.0,-0.7096,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6202312426176083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7087375583606685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33616109092215823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Keeptryingshit,2019/06/26,"Just a friend I’m talking often to a friend at work. She’s smart, funny, and has the kind of eyes that make you pause. 

She’s happily married and our friendship is important to me. Yet, there’s times where I can’t help but wonder. I act super insecure around/ am insecure around her so nothing ever happens. But we talk about very intimate things if nothing more than for a laugh. This just fuels my thoughts. 

Oh well.",1.6248780487804881,4.2538061219512215,2.573853658536585,91.21443902439024,85.34146341463416,5.719024390243902,24.05365853658537,7.1686216300943375,1.1400643902439018,330,13,65,5,10,104,68,82,0.078,0.62,0.302,0.9545,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,1,0,2,12,9,0,2,4,0,4,1,1,1,1,15,9,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,10,7,9,8,1,8,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,3,3,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980075463967362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20221060101345772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454229316083809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768142530707752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983850196424178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327892719873209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492190198092042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289977778426405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593564062397458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851435663270268,0.0,0.0,0.17747094489554935,0.1303517576634162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444926824048066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009951438793404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424266355837942,0.16274450918235905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jakestol,2019/06/26,"I just want to talk to anybody about anything. Like the title, I just want to talk to somebody. I’m a 18 yr M about to head off to college in the fall. I just want to know about life or anything you want to talk about, pm me.",0.9282000000000004,1.9413040200000005,2.501000000000001,99.3955,78.8,5.0,22.5,3.1291,-0.36560000000000015,171,5,44,0,4,56,28,50,0.0,0.835,0.165,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,6,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,14,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091338225739693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551232156045509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661757609757427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558520052608292,0.12144764008575608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5994173474784946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5864950550537412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,letsgoskinnydipping1,2019/06/26,"22 M Extremely Lonely Really don’t know why I’m even sharing this on here. Maybe it’s because I crave the attachment of having someone to talk with, or maybe it’s because I’m desiring having an intimate and exciting conversation with someone. Really just a lonely guy looking for a chick to talk with. Hit me up in the DM’s if you want/feel like rescuing me",6.41,6.074862222222228,7.98277777777778,69.89000000000001,65.66666666666667,12.2,36.05555555555557,11.698219412168324,4.488072222222223,288,13,53,9,4,101,53,72,0.078,0.772,0.15,0.6284,0,4,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,8,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,10,7,0,3,0,2,1,0,7,3,0,2,1,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938712575988004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920451890092585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187696860853214,0.17219888593453522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386673046717355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246917392372545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775987407107635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241273004394064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843137671875575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30883254445775643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084644917085479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874773320982514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217152300709435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750093403392126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,normality69,2019/06/26,"Feeling guilty about being lonely I'm married and have a son I love with all my heart....and yet I still feel lonely and I feel guilty for feeling that way. I don't really feel fulfilled in the other aspects of my life.

I have no hobbies. I use to be in to video games, but I don't really get joy out of that anymore. I use to enjoy taking day trips, but now I just get anxiety and pissed. 

My job is very isolating, been there for about four years and I've never felt like I fit in. It was a tough transition from my old job where it was a close group of people. We still occasionally hang out. 

I don't have too many people I really consider friends. Maybe two and a half friends. I say half because one of them only messages me when he needs something. I don't think I'm being too picky when it comes to friends. I only have one criteria....that the effort to maintain the friendship is a two way street. I have no problem being someone to vent to, but at least ask me about my life out and check in on me one in a while. For some reason, most people in my life don't fit that bill including family. I get it....people get busy with their lives. So do I, but I still think of people outside my bubble.

Don't hate me for posting this. Yes, I probably have it better than other people (hence the guilty feelings), but that doesn't mean I'm happy.",1.7670863309352498,3.556184816546768,3.3482388489208645,90.86330791366908,78.53237410071942,6.174618705035972,21.191942446043164,7.087006719466742,0.4675014100719421,1041,28,226,12,25,344,138,278,0.157,0.711,0.131,-0.41,2,4,1,0,0,0,41.0,1,0,2,2,16,15,2,0,10,1,23,5,1,3,2,39,48,15,0,2,6,1,7,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,11,14,0,0,11,2,2,3,10,6,0,8,4,8,34,9,34,40,4,34,0,2,0,1,14,16,1,2,13,152,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785286556383722,0.0,0.10092731921636697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514010502976612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620373255518553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000624745507678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766482361907403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656324670925024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593858238095987,0.0,0.308744226595842,0.0,0.09771402268756428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358790040077625,0.0,0.2126800236929825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083347968447531,0.0,0.10047563637863843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205965367677342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197969306992927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564697286697185,0.04971910287780841,0.0,0.08986372887755288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185032961513794,0.0,0.0,0.10317760601415013,0.10224045416948802,0.11085607500006699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546028743712045,0.07849038462403049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678925286624406,0.0,0.20688355023181515,0.15479954064906554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233220980857396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746639407537423,0.0,0.1097239960803458,0.09737901257975703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955871280990346,0.10463529225550784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093064705686638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622838740864912,0.07834660640785869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438181233690596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651748422601913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041869589074284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882669097607975,0.0,0.0,0.17579116333701075,0.0,0.08396993116031554,0.0,0.16155869813010915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553578077904522
lonely,afrotony,2019/06/26,Why I hate the feeling. How it seem so consuming. I try so hard to talk with people and hangout with others. I only have 1 person in my life that cares and they are busy. I just want it to end.,-0.745000000000001,1.2563792619047618,1.7336190476190474,97.59471428571429,89.71428571428572,4.312380952380953,15.542857142857144,5.6839178017228535,-0.8083771428571422,147,3,35,1,5,50,34,42,0.128,0.738,0.134,-0.1941,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,7,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,5,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347776364974385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908231842281372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602507794426494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29413967816632597,0.3241804819190953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23192534398741024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497271552446608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276385379092987,0.28670506260263656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989201225274449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639176006661215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222930046387252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936710311898525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962873948885225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BatsKelly,2019/06/26,"Does anyone else feel like this? I’m lonely, and my life feels incomplete without another person. But when I reach out on reddit or anywhere else, we just aren’t compatible. It’s like we are puzzle pieces, we just can’t fit, no matter how hard I try. The relationship just falls apart, and I feel so bad for leaving then behind. It can’t be just anyone, but I don’t know who I am looking for. I am scared to reach out again. Maybe it’s that i see past friends I have lost in people. I am not sure. Feel free to reaxh out to me. Who knows, it may be you.",0.2192307692307693,2.3204087008547027,2.039658119658121,96.4692307692308,85.92307692307693,4.9675213675213685,16.692307692307693,6.297961479604792,-0.5058410256410255,426,9,100,4,13,140,77,117,0.16899999999999998,0.7240000000000001,0.107,-0.857,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,3,1,0,1,8,9,0,1,1,0,12,1,0,1,1,29,22,9,0,0,9,0,5,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,6,0,1,1,7,4,0,0,1,7,15,6,12,18,1,12,0,2,2,0,9,7,0,4,6,65,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721038843107866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630092949155878,0.19270247606554028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703266087419426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458349031427302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31422083994271016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803803773234256,0.1343590137543562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530432768966126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847599644593772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067194275346526,0.0,0.0,0.19914159555628064,0.0,0.0,0.1328411510916622,0.18376542280351432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793351177875614,0.0,0.20530332323615227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889440798464732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953645827932693,0.13038577366661466,0.16421763092009806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20191945404471792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829335703356548,0.0,0.14986941278939667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772560819882796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768886515743522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812951545662483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tanna89,2019/06/26,"What are some ways to feel better through medicine? Alcohol is emotionally effective for me, but I cannot consume it often because of the detriment it brings the body. Pot is not an option, given drug testing at job.
Open to all recommendations.",5.157954545454548,7.835139795454547,5.595454545454548,74.53818181818184,71.5,8.036363636363637,33.72727272727273,8.841846274778883,3.292836363636363,197,10,32,4,4,63,39,44,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.4588,1,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,3,1,1,1,9,7,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,6,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,23,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37759639307975457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153833103327926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31248677074744025,0.0,0.3924638218595824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097441985216545,0.0,0.0,0.3974424594010976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786514623221094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506200059917135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28045250908852737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bugsy219,2019/06/19,"I haven’t been in a relationship for a year I feel like a loser because I’ve barely talked to anyone in 4 months, much less touch anyone in a romantic and sexual way since my last relationship a year ago. I can’t even imagine having sex now because I’ve gained weight and my self esteem has dipped so low. I miss my old self.",4.94029411764706,4.7676142058823565,6.137058823529415,81.34176470588238,68.70588235294119,9.15294117647059,25.823529411764717,8.841846274778883,1.6051941176470592,258,6,55,4,4,87,47,68,0.126,0.752,0.122,-0.0566,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,7,1,5,6,2,12,0,3,0,1,5,4,0,0,8,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614413291272056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936608348328906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560168286113313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869691225554606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617763451544353,0.15001743630045994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117049124285325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025908751461027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761261606189198,0.0,0.1543673657114108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203499716129502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509029649526586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381323064866823,0.0,0.0,0.1737065213283148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878261340209902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668088590985772,0.0,0.2557121659960939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704543209489924
lonely,ThisIs-Not-MyName,2019/06/19,"Don't loose hope. I've (M26) been living across the sea from my family now for over 7 years. For the past 3 years I've been feeling alone in, always in the house and even when my wife (F26) is at home it's like I'm still all by myself. 
With that I had to make the hard decision that the marriage wasn't for me and I'm moving out in a couple weeks. I've decided to stay on this side of the sea as I have my career here and back home there would only be a life of darkness (drink and drugs).
A few months back I met this person (F24) on a new team that I joined temporarily, she was a little off with me and because I was sitting facing her I thought it was going to be a tough few months.  With everything I already had going on, now I'm going to feel awkward at my place of work?! 
Each day I'd go in to work, make some effort and ask how her evening was, what she had for dinner and small things like what show was she watching on TV at the time.
After a few weeks the small conversations turned into talking about life events that were coming up and started to joke and laugh with each other.
So I got the idea of asking her and a friend (M29) from my original team to go for drinks on a night out and also asked them to invite a friend of theirs each.  I really just wanted to get out of the house and change my environment, put on my happy mask elsewhere for a few hours.
They said yes and agreed it would be a good idea.  When we went out I talked to the awkward girl the whole night and laughed so much that I didn't need to have a mask on. The next day I had a text from her saying she had a good night and from that I replied, I don't think we have stopped texting and talking since. 
We have built up a friendship in the space of few months that you would think we had for years and we could fully trust to tell each other secrets without having to worry.
I told her about my loneliness and depression, for the first time in my life I've had someone take the time to understand it instead of saying ""it will be ok, you should see a doctor"".
When I met my this girl I thought we would never hold a conversation never mind becoming best friends. I wasn't searching for this friendship, life just gave it to me. So don't lose hope, I fully believe life has a plan for us that we can't control and eventually we will all meet someone that will help us get through life by giving us back hope even if it's just for a short period of time. 

On that note, goodnight everyone, I send you all of my love and I hope things work out for every single one of you.

Ps. Meeting this new friend has nothing to do with how my marriage has worked out. There has been a problem there a lot longer than a few months and I don't look at my new friend in that kind of way.  Just noticed how that may have looked reading back on it.",4.729351944167497,4.319375949152544,5.1176470588235325,89.2790528414756,69.16949152542372,8.093718843469592,26.335992023928213,7.1686216300943375,0.9501575274177468,2190,53,505,17,34,697,252,590,0.057999999999999996,0.812,0.131,0.9919,0,1,3,0,0,0,50.0,11,4,3,12,31,28,0,2,39,2,50,13,1,7,5,95,94,33,0,14,6,1,3,2,5,9,8,3,2,3,31,46,3,3,12,8,0,10,11,6,0,2,28,10,66,22,90,52,19,95,0,2,4,1,63,39,0,8,45,350,97,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491082916631997,0.06916174921552035,0.05011996334241915,0.05214936022069404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577374463876724,0.0,0.0,0.19276816556668466,0.0,0.03820517476554612,0.06921794021998398,0.0,0.07061155566654374,0.06577195590172824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630023696375886,0.053987657871517235,0.0,0.0,0.07029364270589299,0.05003967801578646,0.06934701912696797,0.0,0.08083842600426283,0.0,0.053980580827773655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414896764041514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279231058663073,0.07268134513069105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418573734172615,0.0,0.052805114230641714,0.05988720076800565,0.05632688714345094,0.0,0.059082983897485224,0.0,0.06337919432652887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331003435744844,0.0,0.0,0.24210689536432936,0.0,0.06548861836040161,0.0601221177192894,0.17809392929359866,0.10513509145479008,0.050125711317543134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671709023278401,0.056143132267959306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042008715921307824,0.0,0.12573323115556748,0.2489956482509972,0.0617207581512907,0.14463357406376842,0.0,0.14150147193253118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526479021244605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265608815749384,0.0612381980601364,0.06281529692441684,0.05534183552095253,0.0,0.10525988542448908,0.0701155985020864,0.0,0.05328275575516324,0.056565267183965776,0.0,0.08367007586230155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632823536871786,0.0,0.2001015112729676,0.06661199605408942,0.046072222807312685,0.04647159502360773,0.09667531071981676,0.1815913271817481,0.06665396235421182,0.17644446027250166,0.0,0.060136899208204135,0.07135417811401656,0.0,0.0,0.042469175464999606,0.047666009547593584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059828933122420776,0.0,0.054724069707084336,0.06548045249449172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997006094332946,0.0,0.06300416299696425,0.0,0.0,0.06269044537418228,0.0,0.040150239362316736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596168363557953,0.09968094166508898,0.0,0.0,0.04994265321265812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518441544742235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620608098087604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04436061528929442,0.06680159607909496,0.05005112611082371,0.05239783982553324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04712266093791261,0.15112371973490013,0.054779388369800716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327495718701043,0.08031727713722228,0.0,0.09951149284957994,0.14618165253233534,0.0,0.0,0.05988720076800565,0.0,0.0,0.0681707545782041,0.0,0.06524530822481082,0.2261654571578842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036966445290034886,0.04974729521339221,0.10054577858396573,0.0,0.0,0.058098948529974034,0.0,0.06997270784691181,0.0,0.06041500306911185,0.0,0.18250817418412088,0.06364796630051232,0.0,0.17808578232642538,0.0,0.0,0.12107900860267155
lonely,bubblenerf,2019/06/19,"Am I the only one that fakes talking on the phone? I’m a depressed sociopath. Nobody likes me, really. I’m just not an interesting person. The worst part of school is lunch time because I don’t know anyone that would want to hang out with me without leaving me out of the group. So what I do is put my phone against my ear and act like I am having a conversation over the phone, as an excuse to walking around the campus in circles until the bell rings for my next class.",4.772187500000001,5.073165177083336,5.399999999999999,84.845,69.10416666666666,7.65,27.458333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.2682208333333338,371,11,77,3,6,120,69,96,0.125,0.795,0.08,-0.762,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,11,0,8,2,1,0,0,11,12,4,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,0,2,10,3,16,11,2,13,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,5,55,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628054099811348,0.0,0.0,0.23716198650686476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240147708317626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294591273050263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641234184645222,0.0,0.0,0.28209044222073903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603096015110216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28333077930407136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052677074102466,0.20261732617883305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884968036469642,0.0,0.0,0.2326195288196363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26781631535222034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706695026968846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696218299681573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141308121902607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534620924650247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713592083944689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568103875095084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892505025484541,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,idkanymore20,2019/06/19,"I asked out someone yesterday... She said no. :(

She was my only friend I had.",-1.3459999999999999,0.233183733333334,1.3066666666666684,94.60000000000002,111.66666666666666,4.666666666666667,18.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.3643333333333332,56,2,12,1,3,19,13,15,0.264,0.57,0.166,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,5,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878588817701404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031796653727265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968900958011176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4963984213737416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421614275584895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheBiohazardous,2019/06/19,"I hate being homeschooled Im so isolated all the time, the only time i spend with people other then my family is at church and at church activities, and its killing me. Im horrible at talking and social interaction because ive basically never made any meaningful relationships with anyone outside of my family. But I love spending time with other people, and I know its the lack of those interactions thats causing me to feel so awful all the time. Whenever I talk with others im just so happy, and then I have to go home, and I just get sadder and sadder. Ive never had any friends until recently, and I only talk to them at church events, but I want to hang out with them more. I just want to talk with other people, laugh with them, even just tagging along, I dont care. I just want to escape. I tried talking to my dad about it (because I know my mom will just call me selfish) about helping me get out there more and all he said was , ""Me and your mom are not very social people."" I cant get anywhere because im to young to drive, and even if I was old enough to drive my family only has one car. I just want to be with other people, please, please help me know what to do.",4.605374999999999,4.864920454166668,5.842500000000001,81.67250000000001,69.45833333333334,8.566666666666668,26.416666666666664,8.447377352677275,1.6242416666666664,919,25,189,13,15,309,113,240,0.1,0.777,0.124,0.7901,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,3,0,15,8,2,0,4,1,15,1,0,2,5,50,32,20,1,6,11,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,11,22,0,0,5,0,2,5,5,3,0,1,5,2,34,5,32,24,7,24,3,0,0,1,24,6,0,1,13,134,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373215155359965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361179014679005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637242877421693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289558071302273,0.0,0.09275500986388326,0.09345631891754733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662194681407576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400142746414948,0.0,0.12017617373359565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572892177715459,0.0,0.04599966085993355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028700946391793,0.0,0.1425919467788102,0.0,0.05170315234057469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684451047005696,0.0,0.08981891416846234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195716314005615,0.0,0.09125527791000708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930741666998123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006502870292896,0.0,0.14999233598743295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210843115198238,0.08608268361491017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309748976993248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033095730845724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546289113473716,0.0,0.06164697071806356,0.2075716137165744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153528271793406,0.0,0.0,0.1997263197511112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982677346953401,0.09767303426572367,0.0,0.0,0.08653799667380319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854749799169961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656110352703594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21219286587294006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061766009426270994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506384942114737,0.21463749605628946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,eterrri,2019/06/19,"it's my birthday and i'm so gucking happy hello everyone! today is my birthday, and i'm spending it completely alone. the only person who congratulated me was my mum. i'm very happy, having so much fun and absolutely don't want to cry because of the fact that i don't know how to interact with people normally!!!!!!!!!!",2.6526344086021503,4.950151145161293,5.569032258064516,73.54021505376346,77.87096774193549,8.004301075268819,28.075268817204304,8.841846274778883,2.7585397849462363,249,11,43,6,6,90,45,62,0.055999999999999994,0.72,0.22399999999999998,0.9255,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,10,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,4,9,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26969943167934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873952087526252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27302805388241336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28604095272958224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488266475631179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5544086110185552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431109212327394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142649180305654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551400836464025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980485513822131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180530958387496,0.2273742407659645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468320142334041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148601107759816,0.15359269653422988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mrzx,2019/06/19,I have no place to be other than work/my room. I live in a very very small town. 60 people live here. I was a trouble maker growing up but I grew out of it and wanted to make amends for my mistakes. I tried going to church but I got told I wasn't welcome there. I tried dating sites to meet women but I'm not the best looking and I'll admit that. I make up for it by making people laugh. But I just don't know where to meet people or to meet a partner. I'm sorry if this is the wrong place to talk. I just feel very isolated. Thank you you matter.,-1.2610640495867749,0.7448223719008276,1.2073088842975217,99.87641787190084,93.87603305785125,3.3555785123966944,13.347623966942148,4.557286568694721,-1.4298061983471069,421,7,101,1,16,142,76,121,0.188,0.706,0.106,-0.8805,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,5,7,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,4,0,22,20,8,0,3,9,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,4,2,14,4,16,15,1,15,1,0,1,0,11,11,0,2,1,62,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830950342213551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882170493110788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915506884833336,0.0,0.1395392413564239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588390474136774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081196272685319,0.0,0.14651048505177822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493793485372602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628656653410142,0.0,0.3645671023748208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530438296565988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023201964609638,0.0,0.16062812566479204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667131366812681,0.0,0.23690675093876234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318669648040303,0.10290666398204136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270159140768406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075506987482355,0.0,0.0
lonely,GloinKing,2019/06/19,"SoS Emergency I'm in dire need of friendship, I get to talk to someone maybe every six months. I need more friendship. I suffer from severe depression so no one wants to be my friend. I'm a 28 male from Maryland.",1.1623255813953506,3.594515000000005,2.582604651162793,91.86413953488373,85.04651162790697,5.300465116279073,22.55348837209302,6.742157984588678,0.6871060465116279,167,6,34,2,5,54,33,43,0.32899999999999996,0.508,0.163,-0.847,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,4,1,7,6,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777736447498534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717249206353649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24916706605653915,0.0,0.16849589178782445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240002742702063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574209338520492,0.0,0.0,0.4782677077237022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185381757204877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643395881978832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732579916357372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25921782608484684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902221888723338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Just_One_Sad_Duck,2019/06/19,"Anybody else have literally no friends whatsoever? I’ve got family and yeah, I love them, they’re awesome and I’m thankful to have them. It’s also nice to have friends though, especially for a 17 year old. Even online friends would be great! I’ve spent my whole life being by myself.

I did try talking to someone in my messages and I did pretty good for my social anxiety but eventually they stopped replying so :/ I hope they’re ok.

Does anyone wanna be lonely together? I suppose I’m just looking for a friend, literally anybody to fill up this gap of loneliness in my chest.",1.7464864864864855,4.514893378378382,3.6671711711711694,81.95102702702704,88.18918918918921,6.563603603603605,27.219819819819822,7.793537801064563,2.2310187387387392,459,22,83,10,15,154,77,111,0.122,0.602,0.276,0.9515,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,0,5,12,0,0,2,2,9,3,1,0,0,9,17,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,13,11,13,9,1,7,0,1,1,1,11,3,0,1,3,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775227532496168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134067434389536,0.0,0.0,0.12918828684903244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168446947214798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434303193539678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203204758810222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417501374054595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5709795822083771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549676809699098,0.1477692201977517,0.2036982352773154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350808301550384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050124892425016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551516255674336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675285402137982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938742383274165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796704991612131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833925954247446,0.15654630482331625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446739263240947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485028583244873,0.0,0.1701019200088984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815254794433507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543971683343352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627762084334764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312479987364909,0.0,0.0,0.11897919725727557
lonely,reyeszeno,2019/06/19,"Consolation Just about to sleep. Scrolled through fb and saw a cutscene from Fleabag. Never heard of the show before but the scene was about Fleabag saying I love you to this priest. He just replied it’ll pass. 

In bed now, all lights off. Been 5 years now since I’m single. Nowhere near finding someone. Thinking about my ex whom I love so much still. Probably the love of my life. I guess the only consolation is that I’ve felt true love before. 

It’ll pass.",1.7729826353421885,4.4581396179775306,1.6193871297242095,97.86317671092957,85.40449438202249,4.58467824310521,22.6976506639428,6.1124844417494595,0.19544044943820227,362,13,77,3,11,106,66,89,0.0,0.736,0.264,0.9847,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,5,0,5,6,1,0,3,11,15,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,5,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,5,6,5,12,8,3,10,1,0,1,4,10,3,0,1,5,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32889844484607617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555900079220947,0.0,0.17663527596780515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289663836262146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650458657643824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6976953733781412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206764280528636,0.0,0.14905329800207773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469822206469721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836594907875444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368735815284684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986588817713876,0.0,0.19339862534263408,0.0,0.16374777096868812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543369317354974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238325996028673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244524957935702
lonely,YatoMain,2019/06/19,"What would you do? I am in vacation of 2 months in 1 week but it's like everytime : what am I gonna do during all this time? it's like i don't have friends to go out, no people to go at cinema, no karate ( closed during vacation ) just video games and excessive masturbation due to an innexistant affection. Any ideas for solo activities ? ( thank God i enter in high school after that )",1.3223538011695908,3.828010855263159,3.695438596491228,83.60862573099416,85.18421052631578,8.114619883040936,20.28654970760234,8.841846274778883,1.7396742690058489,299,9,61,9,9,103,58,76,0.106,0.687,0.20800000000000002,0.8628,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,1,9,11,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,11,9,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,7,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131947082700522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422138189578493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35634516466371785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312361116452542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539099108821271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063262158626682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502373546183369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173454616232439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31728462726188145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886340383525778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280776487253966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251475458539344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227055397083447,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nitenraguber,2019/06/19,Life I am  a 29 year old guy I am unemployed and  I have a depression problem cause of stuttering and it makes me lonely in life to be social an even have friends  I feel like just quitting  and disappearing  in life  plus  love  has plagued me  with my sad mind,3.3665384615384615,4.764211038461539,4.23,87.89000000000001,73.23076923076924,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.0155230769230768,202,8,44,4,4,65,40,52,0.23,0.612,0.158,-0.5423,2,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,2,0,11,9,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,3,6,8,0,5,0,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553312200170373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407734697268915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641661549041445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567528513614,0.1775654936041242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203054523905053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461054119555329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5266785734447892,0.12142988064475375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432775164424132,0.0,0.16591029206181934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25096651758456645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608133590334412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378305558715484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26436549075293714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25336731348590635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160059244381744
lonely,AnnTakamakiPanther,2019/06/19,"I’m 19(f) who feels lonely I’m new to reddit so idk the ins and outs of how to write these but here I go...

I feel really alone, I’m unable to get a part time job and god knows why, I’ve applied to many places, I’ve went in in person and called up, and I either get no response or I get declined with no reason why. I finished my first year of uni a month ago so without a job I’ve just been sitting around senselessly, I can’t go out with anyone because I’m unable to with the friends I do have, two never have a free day (not their fault), another two have personal things going on in their lives, and I’ve drifted away from another. I do have hobbies like baking, gaming and drawing but there’s only so much you can do before it all starts becoming the same routine, everyday. 
There is nothing in my city (Birmingham, UK) that is fun to do, and so I have no opportunity to make new friends. I also have social anxiety so I can’t force myself to do things alone, not the first time anyway.
Any ideas on what I could do?

TL;DR I feel super alone and useless in the world, how can I make friends and get a part time job?",2.8787008760951167,3.776757310638299,4.3628785982478115,88.40411764705883,73.76595744680851,7.231539424280351,24.46182728410513,7.510576382923642,0.9678260325406759,868,25,192,10,17,290,129,235,0.12,0.7490000000000001,0.131,0.836,3,5,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,2,4,14,11,0,0,10,0,20,1,0,5,2,38,39,20,0,1,8,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,7,15,1,0,6,1,1,5,9,3,0,4,2,3,20,9,28,36,6,36,0,2,0,0,13,15,0,1,16,126,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441173625595248,0.0,0.0,0.3309263665744382,0.0,0.08517334510934849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242818752081531,0.22336305889044408,0.08147731063635827,0.0,0.0,0.0744719397090679,0.0,0.0,0.09481351656908099,0.0,0.0,0.10006652196866583,0.0,0.0,0.06492547716041021,0.11762824864489192,0.09062933114698182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875521770626004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503690905919048,0.0,0.0,0.06868799074250552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155891678068454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811890373142088,0.0,0.0,0.24686036593446106,0.0,0.22258135562617404,0.0,0.18159058415071166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023306581501325,0.0,0.0,0.3170743056529017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058533280160287124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203377885191083,0.0,0.09404734045009727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421880578414885,0.10798104597752392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501260745201904,0.0,0.07829465688776445,0.0,0.08214450943665644,0.20572961015217306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219602187401056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100312151957627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306726881115629,0.0,0.0,0.1859950312854543,0.11127680082537836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682308997328267,0.10950659489389697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857013684133933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538596885006707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151659726878618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631468644631446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808308012983567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873274965956716,0.19221140631951195,0.0,0.0,0.10266862868657957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858680319161989
lonely,yunus-is-zest,2019/06/19,"Message me, Let's have a conversation... Teach me something, or let's talk about something we have in common. I've always wanted to talk to somebody about the beatles, any beatles fans? or just music fans? I like a lot of things mayne. (19, M i should add)",1.2940666666666694,3.8153353400000007,3.0,88.39666666666666,85.6,5.7333333333333325,22.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.9445333333333332,197,7,39,3,6,65,36,50,0.0,0.935,0.065,0.4329,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,6,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,6,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,2,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397725348825045,0.0,0.0,0.19595895183453796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.589327060097068,0.0,0.14078061474174264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449836653580104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436799046891363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632248245982148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144096392037951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699644685050198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,f0rever-n1h1l1st,2019/06/19,"I’m so fuckin’ lonely It feels as if I’m destined to be forever detached from the world and the only reason I’m posting this is because my pathetic weakness has outweighed my shame.

Kill me.",3.867280701754384,5.537495026315792,5.1868421052631595,80.43622807017546,72.42105263157895,7.171929824561403,33.719298245614034,7.793537801064563,2.6683929824561403,153,8,27,2,3,51,32,38,0.39,0.61,0.0,-0.9557,0,2,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,7,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,6,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904767678661616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24093834972499575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5271889749366994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362408194058281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45636595186424206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899328142975072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwaway-1742842678,2019/06/19,"School has ended Everyone is so happy and excited for the summer break - making plans with their friend groups, going out... and then there’s me.

I mean, during the school year I didn’t even feel that lonely. There were people to chat with and laugh about things. I could always talk to someone about something, it really wasn’t that bad.
But now? I feel like a total outcast. After the last classes, all my classmates left so quickly that I couldn’t even wish a happy summer break to anyone.  I tried to say bye to some who stayed outside the school, but they were standing in a closed circle and didn’t even notice me.
And then I just went home. I hope I’ll make it through two months of loneliness. God damn it",3.3372062350119904,5.333506791366908,3.444046762589931,91.00165767386093,74.61151079136691,5.784412470023981,20.216426858513188,6.42735559955562,0.12698513189448413,560,12,111,4,12,171,93,139,0.08,0.765,0.155,0.8267,0,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,12,10,1,0,7,0,9,0,0,2,2,24,18,11,0,4,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,8,9,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,3,0,1,6,3,13,7,15,10,3,21,0,1,0,0,9,4,1,2,13,75,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277989965396863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739354175236374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128241046594875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262893754636747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603495270369534,0.0,0.0,0.30433379335142363,0.0,0.0,0.1467616118650821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531921009473834,0.10972456587943716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866307909419767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728860855516299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269983427491424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406306717256302,0.15254930192124722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519616590018004,0.0,0.0,0.16687573982979545,0.0,0.0,0.0750362058984416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050447347838864,0.0,0.0,0.16730429125483795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259389299570032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748629767133124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064798111616088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839354269385904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214075364508695,0.0,0.4663231559059181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013611785770798,0.11824091243786705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370626427685364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344964318981234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203822175714923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427737526157094,0.0,0.1500348926131365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237926008524954,0.0,0.0,0.17662066125199866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989067793989997
lonely,jagoveni,2019/06/19,Just found a hilarious meme I wanted to share Found no one to share it to.,3.6437500000000007,3.664450875,5.400000000000002,84.845,71.5,8.9,22.25,8.841846274778883,0.9589499999999996,58,1,14,1,1,20,12,16,0.114,0.518,0.368,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9253579375086376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859443707763818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24889456464748125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,saudadebitch,2019/06/19,"i have a problem i am depressed and really lonely. i have friends, but i feel like i just drag down the mood when i hang out with them. but still i feel like i shouldn't be alone right now, bc it will probably just get worse.

so idk what i should choose to do, i don't want to get sadder, but i don't want to be a problem to others:/",2.2640540540540566,2.5411616216216224,3.736054054054055,94.63732432432435,74.67567567567569,7.541621621621622,22.90810810810811,7.554174236665415,0.5191545945945943,256,6,66,3,5,85,45,74,0.318,0.5479999999999999,0.134,-0.9139,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,17,17,6,0,6,5,0,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,2,12,3,7,12,0,7,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545512608412668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116877120063557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24854487354619384,0.3511668432356981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898870073449368,0.0,0.2568170918242155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401488430830761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649896035122157,0.4703515521805366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745129409099193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098925542435767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962781468311004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899317533993401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504681650252667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ontheriseforsumfries,2019/06/19,"I wish I never met her I met this beautiful girl a few months ago after being single for almost 5 years well actually we were neighbors a year ago but she had a bf back then so I never tried but we met up again one day and we hit it off and things were going great it seemed and I was falling hard for her because she's the only girl that has shown interest in me that wasn't already in a relationship(idc but I refuse to be a homewrecker) I was finally becoming happy but then one day about a month ago she just decided we should stop talking and seeing each other...idk why, she said its because of her but that line is so played out all it did is make me feel like it's because of me. I screwed up somehow but idk how...and now here I am...unable to get her out of my head but also unable to do anything about it because i dont want to be that needy needy guy. this sucks hard. finally met someone I like that I thought liked me and then I get dumped before we even established that we were in a relationship. what is wrong with me?",0.6719393241167424,2.8747010230414745,2.5095218894009217,93.17475902457758,84.85253456221199,5.644316436251921,20.101574500768045,6.996647511020387,0.33966989247311785,810,24,180,11,24,268,121,217,0.149,0.703,0.149,0.6205,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,6,0,0,0,13,12,3,0,8,0,18,2,1,1,3,38,35,18,0,3,8,0,3,3,2,1,0,1,1,3,16,15,0,2,4,1,0,2,4,4,1,2,14,5,33,8,21,16,4,31,0,0,1,1,27,8,2,3,24,130,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.12127593910592402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304908625183688,0.0,0.12444496531099945,0.0,0.13714221057619286,0.09938387395839086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226897231669012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556095910816016,0.0,0.3030312091424655,0.13725363283855674,0.10575015002735058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029612563987525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565113508699412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208345766389268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283793363433132,0.08878315804699627,0.0,0.2722776672793352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985868621597374,0.0,0.07062920018813912,0.0,0.0,0.13701528247752967,0.0,0.1230532759624064,0.0,0.13229464756918066,0.222654671266518,0.0,0.1275435450917267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214566466861104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829555302821837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839263687574213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916993998943095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842594846664874,0.09451788008328664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668529084917336,0.0,0.0,0.11821541268302915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990322821691606,0.11313666015956607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529907707339284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390072062373933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988874500728742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256378593517114,0.0,0.0,0.09866166097535507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437558731147364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330150092678123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173950054070801,0.0,0.11214021331731602,0.0,0.1429118443679335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587684597041996,0.0,0.16005998578202493
lonely,wumbo_dumbo,2019/06/19,I wish i could share here But its been so long that i cant anymore. My feelings dont really matter anyway,-0.3949275362318865,1.8142240000000032,2.27826086956522,92.38376811594203,91.6086956521739,4.8057971014492775,16.36231884057971,6.42735559955562,-0.18313333333333315,84,2,18,1,3,29,20,23,0.061,0.708,0.231,0.5587,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129995689294052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324958608995733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4880681116318588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105661009056891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36853896324350094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667840588000159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788889147264309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway658_,2019/06/19,"my only steady relationships are with my toxic, emotionally caustic mother and avoidant father i have one friend. a family friend that i’ve had since childhood. i like her a lot, but she doesn’t reach out to me. i make the plans, when i’m lonely. when my therapist tells me to do a “social exposure”. but we don’t hang out much. her core friends are her roommate, boyfriend, and college friends. i’m just kinda a straggler. her childhood friend that still clings to her because i have no one else. but she doesn’t value me, or need my presence like i need hers. i try not to burden her, or dwell on my turmoil. i make the conversations about her, and keep things lighthearted. but my sense of humor isn’t what it used to be.

otherwise, i haven’t hung out with a friend (one that isn’t someone i’ve been around since birth) since 2018. spring 2018. our friendship didn’t last due to some emotional miscommunication bullshit. i met her in a therapy group. not the best place to find friends, i realize.

i wonder what the point is. no social media, no one texts me. i get along ok with coworkers, but it’s under the guise of my false work personality. and even there, i am compelled to prioritize social harmony over acting and behaving ‘authentically’. though in a way, i don’t even know what ‘acting authentically’ means anymore. 

but i’m a pushover there. i pushed my personality under the rug. still, no one respects me. as a human being.

i’m just floating through the world. i deleted my social media last year, and it turned out that nobody left on there was hanging around because they want to maintain a friendship. and i feel like i’m not worth being friends with at this point, anyway. 

i’m negative, overly critical, and boring. i go on reddit. play the piano for 30 minutes a day at a beginner level. 

i read sometimes, but my attention span is shot. i don’t enjoy stories anymore.

i don’t even know what the point of this post is. maybe a car will pull out in front of me and hit me soon, while i’m trying to cross the street. then my parents, who falsely believe to know my soul, will create a contrived narrative for my life, to bestow some sort of ‘point’ to all this. like my life is a poetic story, instead of a pathetic blip on a dying planet.

i’m really really sorry to anyone else out there who is lonely. i feel your pain in my heart every day. 

sending my best wishes to you all.",2.806527506827937,5.051128304721033,4.037450253609055,84.97964787358565,77.11158798283262,6.725634022629732,24.324814670308236,7.7669595915474945,1.3270231759656657,1874,64,364,29,44,612,228,466,0.11800000000000001,0.705,0.177,0.9749,1,5,0,0,1,0,69.0,2,2,1,4,21,27,0,3,27,1,29,4,1,4,2,64,57,24,1,4,14,3,2,4,8,2,3,0,1,3,17,23,0,2,10,2,1,11,18,8,0,5,5,2,61,19,53,46,8,63,1,2,0,0,42,32,0,8,22,245,78,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037716645967136,0.05301194591808196,0.0776819179926364,0.0,0.13498370076833868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243282496411856,0.0,0.0,0.08541808283070229,0.1591273361454356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778942416938403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868449778373529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266682090359081,0.17056441943606435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502262271170073,0.0,0.06387781119761908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147208647084988,0.0,0.07666916865976492,0.05416259355426016,0.0,0.0,0.06929397455891305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685988098554341,0.0,0.039610458761125074,0.0,0.043087684049577205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984170799733564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738828150484315,0.0,0.0,0.124998614017056,0.12359946915905645,0.0,0.0,0.08237374008295358,0.0,0.10710143030689648,0.14815845437553776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445560930615578,0.0,0.0,0.1012148422874004,0.0,0.07616683924100631,0.08258528301744265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573310071986175,0.11243243447990374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568726544386109,0.05766108837727419,0.0806730153545417,0.0,0.08418411759577771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323983043553771,0.07921103935706753,0.0,0.2866805346348634,0.0,0.07261027182677643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583599603659076,0.0,0.09713867480044326,0.0,0.0,0.08139745160765283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814604377560126,0.0,0.0,0.3091373338756225,0.06423820957287793,0.0,0.07498344761575186,0.08486922196175177,0.0,0.0,0.1210926793935492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626607060299994,0.0,0.0867016079539893,0.08802761493460301,0.05036843561636415,0.0,0.07448832346735991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294746755987803,0.0824654705058637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548023180571631,0.0,0.0,0.04471793399726668,0.060178798541246324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718405957684833,0.0,0.08221865321945139,0.05519457188197135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04882268295538388
lonely,dmannikc,2019/06/19,"First reddit post ever. I'm not sure if this is the place for this but I just wanted to vent about something that made me feel lonely recently.

So I work at a car rental company. I recently got praise from my boss for excellent customer service. A customer gave me an 11/10 score. It ended up going all the way to the top. A company wide email was sent out and everything. I was feeling on top of the world for it, even though I'm terrible at accepting compliments in real life.

Yesterday, the head of HR sent me a card and a gift. It happened to be a movie theater coupon for 2 (entry and snacks for 2, can only be used in one transaction). This absolutely fucking crushed me, realizing I have no one to invite...neither romantic nor platonic.

Now, I've never had any issues going to movies by myself, I've done it many times. It's just this thing was staring me straight in the face. I'll probably just throw it out or give it to my brother. He's got friends and a gf of 6 years... ironically he told me, just the other day, that he's started going to movies by himself recently as well. Funny how that works",2.514459459459463,4.496877157657657,4.206567567567569,84.6739054054054,76.97297297297297,7.6832432432432425,26.41531531531532,8.548686976883017,1.973262342342343,867,34,174,18,20,291,140,222,0.067,0.752,0.18100000000000002,0.9803,1,2,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,7,12,10,1,0,15,0,10,5,2,4,4,28,30,12,0,2,8,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,16,6,1,0,4,0,1,8,4,3,1,3,12,3,15,7,29,16,1,38,1,1,1,1,15,15,1,2,13,111,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063563526086047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543880386593356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151441178939456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107177641078335,0.0,0.0,0.09774343559895926,0.13386191657586158,0.0,0.0,0.13300038113505352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965245602856014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258769168231555,0.0,0.0,0.11433370808109435,0.13681078196474586,0.0,0.1419617695355239,0.2523117645066801,0.0,0.2367160355558202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308636358847096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187645160834878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445905974502425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452697198743743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002804350805173,0.0,0.1500346968499976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413601766541365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005584476540045,0.11255011165221376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546139966244476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172979441057862,0.0,0.15955406531556174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844060117197104,0.0,0.0,0.4383553166110112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139269439922562,0.0,0.0,0.10474533637613996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947516537106197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983154014589052,0.0,0.14539561008948634,0.0,0.08629189578787637,0.0,0.0,0.14140707806151692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781249206615486,0.0,0.0,0.08728604689730997,0.1174644927025489,0.0,0.0,0.13305729297713184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154713135924917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952982084180502
lonely,JumpMasterSon,2019/06/19,"What really sucks That, “Me and The Boys” meme is not relatable since I didn’t have friendships like that growing up or even currently lol",5.1780769230769215,7.025692192307695,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,69.38461538461539,9.815384615384616,28.384615384615394,10.125756701596842,2.8855230769230773,111,4,21,3,2,34,25,26,0.08900000000000001,0.605,0.306,0.701,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965103071493642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672571083317444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815772270944898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6218384883699558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Alienz_Tea,2019/06/19,"What my lonely is like I'm currently 14 years old, and like most people here i'm lonely. I feel like I am wasting my teen years next year ill be a freshmen. I don't have friends more like people I hang out with. I like all of them their pretty cool, but they don't treat me like they do each other i'm always the backup the last resort. I cant figure out why I cant make friends. I thought it was cause I was ugly or fat or something but that couldn't be the case cause they don't fat shame so that cant be it. I thought it was cause I was loud and had a kinda rude personality so I turned myself down and became more quiet and laid back and stopped speaking my opinion out loud but I still didn't have anyone who was truly friends with me in this group. So I guess i'm just unlikable. I could use some tips I don't know what else to do I don't understand how to make friends they always just use me as their last resort when they don't have anyone else to hang out with or to get something they want like art.",2.4652272727272724,3.2950372045454586,3.503409090909092,94.43511363636364,74.68181818181819,6.227272727272728,21.477272727272727,5.985473137389443,-0.046045454545454056,795,17,190,4,16,256,107,220,0.145,0.73,0.125,-0.7675,1,4,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,9,0,10,17,1,1,5,1,28,3,2,8,1,45,45,17,0,3,8,0,1,7,4,0,3,4,0,1,10,13,2,1,6,1,0,2,11,4,0,0,9,6,33,13,15,31,6,20,0,2,0,0,17,6,0,8,19,118,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991062274219846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673152648045903,0.122589073598156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199859320088197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687210038721271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552573098663283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998938594889159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049543189981665,0.08547345816203455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697455950741422,0.0,0.06250887683778063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318009857128754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575302931653887,0.19505111115908413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091629588930673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972615083438127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724239502566115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554590015752226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658917054987175,0.10446823338238703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172061995065088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842150771123317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095547585396777,0.10002746120539556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899674113216376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301379509464245,0.0,0.12455327469647125,0.0,0.20666742437580335,0.0,0.0,0.07056893346104105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795979825571796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311397927112586
lonely,bpplumbum,2019/06/19,"I don’t necessarily feel lonely, rather I feel like I’m missing something I was on my route to school this morning when I remembered that I had thought of something funny the other day. I couldn’t remember who I was with, but I knew that I had some amusing idea. After a moment of pondering I realized that I hadn’t been with anyone at the time, I was merely thinking to myself of that funny joke or whatever it had been. I had remember a time spent in my own head as if I had been with someone. And I feel like a lot of people could relate to this?

I’m so used to being alone that I’ve made company of myself I guess. The realization honestly made me a bit happy. I wish I had friends, and I know at my age it isn’t necessarily good to have no friends, but I also feel sorta lucky that I’m not dependent on others for my happiness.

I’m 14, and since I don’t go to regular public schools I’m never in situations where I can actually put myself out there and try to interact with people my age. Even at my work the people are in their twenties.

I used to have a lot of friends, and I went through a very quick shift into seclusion so I feel like I’m always kind of missing something? That’s kinda what I associate with loneliness. That feeling of knowing that something else could be there I guess to fill that strange gap. Sometimes I just wish I had somebody that I could care for and just hang out with. 

But then it comes back to the piece of not being in situations where I can meet people, and I feel a little strange about meeting people online. 



Anyways I’m tired and I wanna sleep but I thought I’d at least post this cause hey why not. I hope everyone had an okay day, and hopefully you learned something, maybe came to a realization about yourself.",3.4933800186741344,4.822099719887955,4.870308123249302,83.69511671335205,72.80952380952381,7.865919701213818,28.06816059757236,8.401726058763845,1.9157275443510744,1388,53,283,23,27,463,170,357,0.07200000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.19899999999999998,0.9942,0,3,5,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,1,17,21,0,0,14,1,30,3,2,6,1,76,68,21,0,11,12,0,7,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,21,20,0,0,20,2,1,7,10,3,0,0,23,7,47,18,47,38,7,37,0,3,0,0,11,16,0,13,16,201,68,4,0.0,0.0,0.0818927921918536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691472616479508,0.0,0.06710995600031856,0.06982729109248023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058678082805337324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452849446965454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161776131889122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598092540333296,0.08556096498531678,0.08620788076347789,0.0,0.07228874689242533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010073650872376,0.0,0.0,0.1082415638498596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010351657434231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542767667201368,0.0,0.0,0.08018815538760757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29702360708755715,0.17985514931520344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450672360954246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047693074622429936,0.07038723585466887,0.0,0.0,0.18489237458441404,0.0,0.0,0.17866657081937548,0.0,0.0,0.0861250558899929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670091001695322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473428272976593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738867523912018,0.0922393232546655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229956838538716,0.08410883671131368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268978490167153,0.0,0.15881228387395865,0.0,0.0,0.08430786726657646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472346961228717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908941764321709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037115916011621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436172583918504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851914425030739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986092031113798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941862470785523,0.188656837367036,0.08397955777031922,0.0,0.07110425613141358,0.323024547742653,0.0829979898309297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537718762673402,0.0,0.13324454890431262,0.09786763212969032,0.09645249092953699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697546016715682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495806171483858,0.0,0.0692419245214988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779370972147913,0.07572380187898711,0.0,0.19300530771162694,0.0,0.0,0.061093996894589726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-s-m-d-,2019/06/19,Losing my head 2 months ago and a day depending on where you are in the world my ex broke up with me. She was my first girlfriend and first kiss. Before her I had lost everything and she was the light to my darkness and the best part of me. I feel like I’m slowly going insane without her because nobody makes me feel as warm and fuzzy as her and every time I see her laugh and smile it’s like a god damn punch to the gut. Yeah you guys can say things will get better but I’ve been told that my whole life and things haven’t gotten better. I moved to a different town from my home town at 10 and lived there for 3 years then came back and those were the best 3 years of my life. I had my house and friends torn away from me after my mother got into her second divorce. I moved back to my home town where I met my ex. Then the year after my dad died of a heroin OD after not seeing him for 5 years don’t worry about the condolences he was a deadbeat. Shortly after I started dating my ex and it was like everything started look up finally. Now it’s over and I’ve never felt so alone. She was my rock and now my support is gone after trying my best to make her happy. I’ve never felt more alone. Now I’m sitting here and I have to take a final in 7 1/2 hours wanting to cry my eyes out. I don’t want to talk I just wanted to get this off my chest,2.4428946510110907,3.194507023972605,3.7342270058708458,93.05591324200914,74.65068493150685,6.38382257012394,20.411611219830398,6.1826913282559595,-0.06344572733202812,1049,19,246,6,21,344,161,292,0.11699999999999999,0.721,0.162,0.9246,1,2,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,2,0,9,12,18,1,0,13,1,17,7,4,3,2,35,45,21,2,3,4,5,5,3,2,1,2,1,2,1,8,19,0,0,4,1,0,5,7,4,0,3,18,11,45,14,37,26,6,54,0,3,4,1,26,18,1,1,33,161,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897840907546414,0.0,0.0,0.20792119558166255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430776595770424,0.1543678765526593,0.0,0.06118906287812768,0.0,0.08541367864658278,0.0,0.3160193117805853,0.17755110769078947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480487624764993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025973712018118,0.06473504652312775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417577704223292,0.1048729013690309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457219407511495,0.0,0.18042526753511914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015075452634332,0.07170955434761664,0.1927558747936824,0.21991682441701946,0.0,0.17076173918067045,0.0,0.0,0.07755124343540988,0.0,0.10488597974612723,0.0,0.0570467257623239,0.0,0.080280886566864,0.0,0.0,0.0993892960600424,0.0,0.10685348920275207,0.0,0.0,0.10301605596865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137320753696086,0.0,0.0988514088623108,0.11582191302599787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179889354090547,0.14711781746739092,0.0,0.0886349839848497,0.0,0.08429164095320309,0.11229650935534446,0.10957366687928552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400523788659865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080120193340483,0.21337034263049567,0.0,0.0,0.15483430458567202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869882082077237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982404798206294,0.0,0.0,0.1599754047185121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420951216638293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390695649121467,0.0,0.0,0.07547122819903712,0.08067946158238325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337241938452193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585308036366852,0.0,0.0,0.0959147999158792,0.0,0.06814958937055847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776153748109006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206765697244528,0.0,0.09676012331481136,0.0,0.0,0.10193800802971748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585587289706278
lonely,iamnotruby,2019/06/19,"Can you relateM I feel lonely like hell. My friends keep ignoring me, they make plans right in front of my face and exclude me and when I ask them questions, they ignore. They all say that I bring a sort of joy and laughter spirit when I'm around but they never express it. They keep saying that they are there for me and that they care for me but when I'm in a bad situation I'm left for dead. When I feel down, they always tell me the same shit and leave me alone. Lately, I've been eating and doing all of my work alone and can't stand it. I just wish for someone to really like me or to spend time with me. Do you have any suggestions (to help me)?
(Sorry if it's not in subject with here)",1.4297645211930927,3.062089517006804,2.7070748299319725,95.79442700156986,79.0,5.611512297226583,18.79068550497123,6.297961479604792,-0.2901361590790157,537,11,126,4,13,173,89,147,0.18600000000000005,0.672,0.142,-0.8098,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,9,2,8,11,2,0,3,0,7,3,2,1,3,30,19,15,1,2,6,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,6,10,1,4,3,0,1,2,3,6,0,0,1,4,28,5,17,18,3,17,2,1,0,0,20,7,2,4,9,84,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613363696399942,0.0,0.0,0.14514881987496736,0.0,0.0,0.11862580764997435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528940270539093,0.16307871270359747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565088206304078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785414414163858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849661070834769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640514135150134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347726223179231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692407183206345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101022101087451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677695622986324,0.18470774733576534,0.1895305703322571,0.0,0.0,0.1704460446318399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644066886790687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453959169051175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954137534357243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175132037046832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897159282218805,0.0,0.2774448427647569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906109792257696,0.0,0.19607890322497315,0.0,0.0,0.14780322570287333,0.0,0.0,0.19527232860699534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524690531523316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171790345388164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005984494432472,0.0,0.0,0.12699506757250667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,emmaxbroken2,2019/06/19,Lonely and scared. I'm a female/19. So today I found a lump around my breasts. I told my mom and she didn't wanna talk about it atm yet she wanted to talk about some of her problems...I told my dad and he wanted me to find a doctor myself. It's funny bc my brother had a lump as well and had to get surgery not to long ago and my dad was so worried. He helped him raise money and all. I feel like nobody cares...,-0.8540909090909103,1.16245138888889,1.236464646464647,100.77045454545456,90.66666666666666,3.272727272727273,14.848484848484848,3.1291,-1.4036666666666666,315,6,76,0,11,104,60,90,0.09300000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.084,-0.1941,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,4,0,4,4,1,0,1,16,13,9,0,3,1,4,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,7,1,14,3,10,6,2,5,0,1,0,1,15,1,0,1,5,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936523587726363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447646929566292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22273539211099716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360393282134813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046036773265072,0.1560684720062026,0.0,0.0,0.19966925545786784,0.0,0.0,0.239531041677334,0.0,0.0,0.11413677537654122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642970009171646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672893445374966,0.0,0.0,0.1933309741149653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25585870246485026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187174176112479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511811056698939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070753380162732,0.4174974005022371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577077341481441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642253661323264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185759341680789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Doughnut77,2019/06/19,"Anyone awake? I'm looking for someone to chat with. I'm 26, male, from the USA. I like games, super heroes, memes, animals, music. I'd prefer to use the chat feature here if that's okay with you.",-0.551916666666667,1.6635489750000012,1.7600000000000016,94.31833333333331,96.75,3.6666666666666674,16.666666666666668,5.46131890053228,-0.5138333333333334,149,4,31,1,6,50,32,40,0.0,0.728,0.272,0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,6,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41083725176134733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28705328189100193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934043867995408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978396665493603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074652139977471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Zakeutos,2019/06/19,"Can't wait to do nothing this week No friends to hang out with, no partner, jobs I apply to not even getting back to me. Nothing seems to work out no matter how hard I try. I'm sick of sitting in my room alone and playing video games. I want more out of life. I wish I was in this situation out of lack of trying, at least then I'd know what to do.",1.3187445887445897,2.282267909090912,3.053961038961038,96.02475108225107,77.70129870129871,5.652813852813853,23.222943722943725,5.46131890053228,0.024239826839826503,267,8,67,1,6,89,54,77,0.163,0.693,0.14400000000000002,-0.3637,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,15,11,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,3,6,0,1,2,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,18,10,3,13,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,3,44,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587571292074555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211022939183126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501583939982176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302444911090127,0.0,0.1305301988923961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238060415643158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479259598607323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730459462163808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646817831531494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794531697840952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274434030248648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28082871451434865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33924760874639504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736110111526687,0.0,0.2004052124619503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873017125462166,0.0,0.0,0.18188525634055894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rosemilkshake,2019/06/19,"The Likelihood of Liking Someone I've been alive for the short time of (almost) 21 years. There's very few people I've met and truly liked. This probably has a lot to do with me not going out much. As someone who's lived in the same place her entire life, I don't like where I live all that much. You can't do anything without drinking and unfortunately (or fortunately) for me, I don't drink.

The clock is ticking and I'd be lying if I said I don't feel the pressure. Right now I'm living with my family. I don't know exactly what I want to do with my life. I have vague ideas, but that's about it. I don't know how I'm going to get out of here. I just know that I need to if I ever want to find my people.

And then sometimes, like tonight, I get stuck in this mindset of what ifs. What if I never meet people like me? What if I die alone?

Stupid? Absolutely. Doesn't make it any worse to be stuck in my own head.

If you're reading this now, message me something about yourself. It can be something you wanna get off your chest or just something about yourself you find interesting. I'm tired of being lonely by myself. We have a lot to give, so let's try at least. :)",0.7863562753036462,2.7719207206477776,2.6429570850202424,93.71125344129557,82.68421052631578,5.247546558704454,19.5965991902834,6.360717304075467,-0.06330691497975671,906,24,206,8,25,301,135,247,0.158,0.76,0.08199999999999999,-0.9716,0,3,5,0,0,0,34.0,1,4,0,0,13,9,1,1,7,0,21,7,2,2,4,44,42,17,1,10,13,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,14,10,2,0,7,3,0,2,10,3,0,0,5,2,30,6,31,32,9,22,0,1,0,0,12,11,0,11,14,138,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901244077298005,0.12309413607363127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082298121973562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978045192936208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334891821816593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328581160073824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750783399343716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120424581371209,0.0,0.060094804448398986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21725592821019027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186284746395878,0.11401302732723445,0.1350919016004722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197575505180655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416868698481915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595275120331315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153353920449045,0.16789642102417734,0.29032378655970303,0.0,0.3148437103488103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020863042898013,0.0,0.0,0.07933418688194137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747388081864346,0.0881267565807458,0.09166547404759004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471896461058336,0.0,0.12417434552973028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281418375419898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888349467287562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014983879769978,0.11305483323678392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20140469551866969,0.27449268534470617,0.11754700618529425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930316735816751,0.1366021221836419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069225269577532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806479586541966,0.14020318967211787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145684426495783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211196608723876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653636099460408
lonely,Confusedoaktree,2019/06/19,"Discord server Hey guys gals and helicopters, come check out the r/lonely discord server. Its very chill and relaxing with plenty of people willing to listen to your problems. I've found several friends on it pretty quickly.

Here is the link. (It's already in the about section of this subreddit too)
https://discord.gg/MqyeEg7

*Note that we are not professional support*",5.032670250896054,8.639669112903228,4.606344086021508,74.30729390681006,83.67741935483872,6.62652329749104,31.082437275985665,7.793537801064563,3.124886738351256,303,15,41,6,9,92,54,62,0.114,0.748,0.138,0.3947,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,9,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419362405119131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669154117126837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397435345027817,0.23939568487464566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068083443345374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481666844428532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31523719621984325,0.0,0.2964924602807866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35005158034724776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516234254053218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25566547472371537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,adelaideeee,2019/06/19,"Maybe I need some advice I have been feeling extremely lonely lately. I am 19 and I have never dated anyone, never kissed anyone, or anything. I've been on a few dates but nothing came out of them. I just feel like I'm starved for attention and I'm dying for a relationship. I don't know how to lessen the pain of being single, especially because I have no experience and no idea how to even pursue a relationship. I just feel awful and alone.",3.642191558441557,5.298249875000003,5.5378571428571455,77.75000000000003,72.97727272727273,7.755844155844157,25.07142857142857,8.418075326091056,1.7521701298701302,351,11,65,6,7,121,59,88,0.276,0.6759999999999999,0.048,-0.9692,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,4,1,8,2,0,2,2,22,16,8,1,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,3,9,2,8,12,3,8,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,6,47,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423197064775916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586177532569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779638119347244,0.0,0.16356759646630764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116599348486602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22733551117067285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062878712086313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131283160235059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944314242236235,0.0,0.0,0.30150639647523475,0.14199856945336226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438277709094184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923667183879927,0.0,0.22421686249311096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710709547481056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968730266160625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147382573549688,0.30660139995978564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072147117181626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115011860050232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268008943795071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,stefefeh,2019/06/19,"Turned down again(just a vent) I had recently been to a friends wedding and the bridesmaid I walked with and myself decided to start talking and see how it goes. At first it was fantastic we really hit off. Then maybe a week later she says even though she likes me(so she said), she will not do distance. But I say that to say this, relationships in general have always been a struggle for me. I am not very attractive, my job takes up most of my time, and I am very much an introvert. I have alot stacked against me and I just want to feel loved by a s/o. The older I get, the more I build walls to stop being hurt. I'm pretty much at the point were I am expecting to tackle all my life by myself. Live alone and will die alone, with no family of my own to mourn me. If anyone reads this thanks for listening.",2.4179480519480516,4.103464842424245,3.524004329004331,90.78886363636364,76.33333333333333,7.3809523809523805,22.69480519480519,8.192908349453996,1.0457532467532462,629,18,139,11,14,203,111,165,0.133,0.747,0.12,-0.0381,1,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,11,0,14,2,0,1,1,24,27,11,2,3,5,0,1,1,1,2,1,5,0,0,5,9,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,6,7,24,5,22,17,7,18,0,2,1,1,15,8,0,3,10,99,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250472770682645,0.0,0.0,0.13057149136976334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972335691018176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628600324720086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364535546196003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479318881271539,0.0,0.07934436673822327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347758556514708,0.0,0.0,0.12123737765848668,0.0,0.08198515313395636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167988010596394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572065282625827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083849366059778,0.07666405508783193,0.0,0.1385648063280257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162803272529292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764901933001424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23071112731632976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834180332462385,0.0,0.0,0.15964586425239835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696424486322724,0.0,0.10052811022426196,0.0,0.15494132617151446,0.1684752649549387,0.0,0.0,0.1492685471265734,0.374371492553466,0.0,0.0,0.1250463416107636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107004327360877,0.0,0.0,0.13119363423865993,0.0,0.16404871541020213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798564910357888,0.12612778235197966,0.0,0.1444724915506791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417485172266454,0.0,0.09150235161691092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068583498261314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25895380469824136,0.09255653131183096,0.0,0.12587318622015198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,clouded-vision,2019/06/19,"The silence of a falling star lights up a purple sky And as I wonder where you are, I'm so lonesome I could cry.",1.210799999999999,2.2940950800000017,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,78.2,5.0,24.5,3.1291,0.15539999999999976,87,3,20,0,2,30,22,25,0.326,0.674,0.0,-0.8023,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594292324211401,0.0,0.6320762319235458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6240227699645695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fishy-_-Boi,2019/06/19,"If you need anything, im here and im always active! We all have those tough times in life where we require someone to talk to. If it's going through a heartnreak or goong through depression there are people around the world that are willing to tall to you, including me will. Im always willing to meet new people and make no friends nomatter what. If you ever need anyone just hit me up on Twitter or on discord!

Twitter: ThatOneSpanishGuy (@ThatRandomMexi)
Discord: MagiCat <3#8766

Remember, if life starts to take a turn for the worse just make sure to stay resilient.",4.40942857142857,7.084708466666673,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,73.85714285714286,6.866666666666667,31.452380952380953,7.908726449838941,2.427838095238096,459,22,79,7,10,140,72,105,0.14400000000000002,0.785,0.071,-0.8118,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,2,3,0,1,7,4,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,2,3,22,15,8,0,6,8,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,15,11,1,14,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,6,4,52,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819363170508017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846000538549008,0.0,0.1394154024829727,0.1508166663479963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459182441207241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324698750648885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089082228958246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628334135193893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5489969052518457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393278682988532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261737530062505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25124048105259683,0.0,0.16362357971195526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349042372163412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191594884974025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143546110601493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991392074459377,0.1805755228055668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967311294972794,0.0,0.12738017703615795,0.13617062216667356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878816480430193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427657976066686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726499592358453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Crocks098,2019/06/19,I thought I had great friends but I was wrong and in reality I have no friends So a few months ago a lot changed with my dynamics with friends. At first I had a lot of great friends that I had known for a while and really trusted and cared about and would do anything for. But just recently for no known reason to me pretty much all of them just stopped talking to me and began to avoid me and not want to be around me at all. So then when all of that was going on me and 4 other guys reconnected and became very close all of a sudden but we’ve all known each other for a few years. The first few months of this new friend group were amazing. We hung out multiple times per week and just chilled with each other and had a blast and it made me super happy to have that closeness with a group of friends. But ever since my summer started about 2 weeks ago it has gone completely downhill. I know people say this a lot but I truly feel like the “friend” in the group that no one really wants in it anymore but there’s not really a way to like get rid of me in a way because of how established the group is. Every time we go to hang out or make plans it feels like whenever I’m involved everyone gets bummed out and makes me feel like such a buzzkill. Actually just today I was talking with one of them that I’m probably closest with(or at least I thought I was) and he straight up told me that whenever we are hanging out that I am a buzzkill to the group. And also recently it feels like I’ve lost the closeness with them it seems like all of them have so much in common and they all have this connection with each other but they suddenly just left me out of all of that so I feel very disconnected from all of them and like I’m not even a part of their friendship anymore. So yeah sorry if this seemed disorganized or didn’t make sense I was just kinda typing out whatever came to mind and just wanted to say it somewhere and get it off my mind. Thanks.,4.6767164179104475,4.913246353233838,5.1523442786069635,86.76305373134329,69.29850746268657,8.52155223880597,28.26905472636816,8.364918446050245,1.6640486368159202,1542,49,337,21,25,493,179,402,0.057999999999999996,0.711,0.23199999999999998,0.998,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,8,5,22,26,0,1,20,1,22,0,0,6,10,103,55,38,0,5,20,0,5,7,7,1,0,2,0,1,24,42,0,2,14,0,0,6,7,3,0,4,19,7,38,23,56,34,22,58,0,1,0,0,31,24,0,9,33,241,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.07803451079982937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176866942479835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394815033311173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586080040055179,0.0,0.0,0.06580455516212431,0.07118599138482222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04874605040547154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914588983901939,0.08152986199992701,0.0,0.0845925902122725,0.0,0.08384200231471131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281626768493509,0.0723331114295765,0.06737413912512302,0.0764101859288555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216406679582105,0.2285086508185321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603673522515058,0.0,0.0,0.4324664655066229,0.0,0.12533556688999986,0.0,0.09089214440221027,0.0,0.0,0.176323854823272,0.0,0.07917813098652587,0.0,0.0851244540393138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043946788685764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868824357089508,0.0,0.0,0.2734687402150261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872914739591357,0.20395068838626912,0.0,0.07566501611078776,0.16013219781518298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614841351488314,0.0,0.12765493698931493,0.0,0.1175672619763909,0.0,0.0,0.07723089906292555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837299295710176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659453094253408,0.0,0.0554378087371206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135336758280655,0.08621602230662799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368328534742634,0.08221755507843123,0.1579119975431418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718309068574782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455946495927325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614804886349084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895145068481172,0.05659978791301747,0.0,0.0,0.06685449698758254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854601512084796,0.0,0.07362122260896428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269668906407895,0.09325671517569473,0.0,0.07579766992594364,0.0764101859288555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319593473920252,0.14149665979626794,0.12694532480949516,0.12828653764807124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680499156890635,0.08742940506166368,0.0,0.05149497411114192
lonely,Xcmani,2019/06/19,"Senior Summer Blues Howdy everyone. Just needed somewhere to vent so I figured why not here? I could also use some advice. 

I'm a senior, just graduated. Which means that I should be doing one thing right now: Senior Week. But here's the catch. My friends went without me. They told me that it was because they wanted to have a trip with the original friend group, and that they considered inviting several other people but they couldn't fit it in the budget. While this is all understandable stuff from a logical perspective, I still feel hurt. These are my best friends and they're having such an amazing and memorable experience without me. I'm just sitting at home playing video games and wondering what went wrong while liking pictures of all of them hanging out and laughing and posting on their stories. I feel a pit growing in my chest. I feel like being the token ""funny friend"" makes me.the most disposable, so I'm often given the short end of the stick. 

I could be overthinking this for all I know, but I just wanted to let my feelings be known to somebody. Thanks for reading.",4.443437843784377,6.857708272277229,4.500528052805283,82.7840484048405,72.7128712871287,7.063146314631464,27.55885588558856,7.984000788550335,1.9211080308030801,869,33,151,13,18,269,133,202,0.05,0.7290000000000001,0.221,0.9895,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,6,1,13,13,0,0,11,0,15,1,1,3,3,46,36,14,0,7,10,0,4,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,0,12,4,1,6,4,2,0,1,5,5,22,11,18,22,6,27,0,1,1,0,13,8,0,4,13,111,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515123248358388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060343006991576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431018487824042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514383969992858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22085251700317787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249825492314775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215751529932004,0.0,0.13529001703337468,0.0,0.0,0.27972711151801444,0.09880598754430184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42742015412783857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387324103229096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805966354492814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760094786773912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414274752463197,0.0,0.13513886094604285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232047239695708,0.0,0.0,0.15065601385925995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255230586094348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371987059484836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958841150204558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245912248492292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834364250475864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811275181417435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624665551413228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045152185962924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832752656422416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733378063440312,0.0,0.0,0.0918845035947324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215751529932004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439816473194701,0.0,0.11945216326674075,0.0,0.0,0.1631531778519611,0.0,0.11094090307349497,0.0,0.0,0.25642249364663866,0.12479984677252585,0.0,0.0,0.266644511348748,0.14998719028792554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512161342966167,0.0,0.0
lonely,SoberSeahorse,2019/06/19,"Rebuild Friends So due to being a drug addict, now sober, I lost my fiancee and all my friends. I'm at ground zero and am looking to rebuild. I'm almost 30, an unemployed student, also I've got no car. What's the best way make friends at my age?",0.979615384615382,2.838336192307697,2.9890769230769263,92.15592307692309,81.30769230769229,4.929230769230768,27.707692307692305,5.6839178017228535,0.902533846153847,190,9,41,1,5,64,40,52,0.078,0.69,0.233,0.875,2,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,5,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,4,4,4,5,2,8,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,1,3,23,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886748944303543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651624480023412,0.0,0.0,0.21176325811899896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27789492940073696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070879829698551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.613759566723793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178754404936811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223682421157817,0.0,0.2890642940461237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675838817572426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101886875898728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,brutushowell,2019/06/19,Depression I feel like I need to have some interaction with someone today. My depression has been really bad and been getting worse over the last few days and I needed someone to see me and let hem know that I’m alive and ok. I haven’t hurt myself. I’ve thought about it strongly but I haven’t done anything. I just needed someone to know that.,2.2703105590062123,4.631776652173915,3.3035610766045562,88.93434782608698,79.57971014492753,6.2616977225672885,24.349896480331264,7.447530270364453,1.1680418219461697,275,10,55,4,7,88,47,69,0.16699999999999998,0.735,0.098,-0.6855,0,0,0,0,0,2,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,0,0,15,18,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,2,9,3,6,13,2,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,4,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086533448257795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632196137981036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606995691454514,0.0,0.3367373579896613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000463347257017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884175995216354,0.13965264431740868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213147018292458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926792034262184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148639966930331,0.1593442223829085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989396784711788,0.0,0.09550281187511823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43484310162601203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523101195090136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577413984744978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968947336734022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519116633204932,0.0,0.0,0.18529442977915786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992132357417952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hooplaahhhh,2019/06/19,Physically painful and draining This type of loneliness is worse than I’ve ever experienced and it feels like it’s draining me of everything. I hate feeling so cynical and hopeless.,8.648125,9.9117925625,8.718750000000004,61.05125000000001,60.875,12.65,47.25,12.161744961471696,6.628637500000003,150,10,22,5,2,49,26,32,0.4270000000000001,0.48100000000000004,0.092,-0.9399,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,1,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35362409825018976,0.0,0.0,0.35134817316888645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953380929223047,0.27928483923556835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38596847859198935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099163923072396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159835902497982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983973006002658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Angstrom_Wither,2019/06/19,"If you look too close, I don't know what's really there. I'm a traveling salesman.  They call it ""outside sales"" now, so it looks more meaningful on a resume, but I'm a traveling salesman.  A charlatan with a shitty product that people buy because they like the way I look in a suit.  I went to college.  I used to act some.  I'm not unpopular with women (Tinder excluded, I'm an analog guy in a digital world and I can't connect on that app).  I've known a tremendous number of people.  I've seen a surprising amount of the world to be as young as I am.  

Why am I telling you that?  Why does any of that matter?  It's because I don't think I exist much beyond that.  When I clock out or step off stage or further than arm's length away from another person, I may as well not exist.  The phone doesn't ring.  The sun refuses to shine.  The sentence immediately before this one isn't true, but I couldn't resist the Zevon reference.  I feel like I'm a party trick.  I'm a component of a funny story other people tell to their friends and family.  If you look closely enough, you can see straight through the suit, tie, smile, and few inches of skin and see there's nothing really there at all.",2.218227075954349,3.9605604173553712,4.06874852420307,86.41684573002756,77.05785123966942,7.254151908697362,23.92050373868556,8.11559375814309,1.344590869736324,919,30,192,16,21,311,142,242,0.054000000000000006,0.7929999999999999,0.153,0.9631,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,4,3,0,9,7,1,0,20,0,11,2,2,1,2,31,29,15,0,3,8,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,3,11,9,0,1,6,2,2,5,8,1,1,1,2,11,20,6,27,24,7,27,0,0,8,0,16,16,0,6,6,116,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221754717943056,0.1576155968538786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122339355066724,0.0,0.0,0.18325801740887104,0.0,0.1279047322521287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348570739401735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153934366517694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155312830595824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170109884456933,0.0,0.07600243663670897,0.10738316735780036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613094277871384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883285092879991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260773230907473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687003573548435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5048980415336951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104968667346862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422874636279734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018555332421085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31262295614158786,0.1312469394605291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925878708625926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395589515832877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26275922487268194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631407958588747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982160249724115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931094083728055,0.0,0.0,0.13514884749524655,0.13934104720736368,0.2712670186347395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,imlosingitxx,2019/08/08,"So lonely i’ve dissociated Woah. I think i’ve lost touch with reality. I drove myself crazy. It feels like i’ve smoked so much weed i’m not even in this world anymore....except I haven’t smoked anything. I just feel so fucking out of it. You go so long without having anyone to talk to that....you just kinda lose it.

I’m functional. Barely, I mean. I am able to hold down a full time job (a job which I absolutely hate) while being severely depressed. I give myself credit for that much at least. I have no one to tell me i’ve done a good job and that they’re proud of me so I have to tell myself. 

I work in healthcare. 99% of the people working in my facility are toxic. Fake. I spend all of my day having fake meaningless conversations with these people. It drains the little bit of life I have left in me. I’m so nice...too nice to these people...and then they go behind my back and gossip. I know i’m not the only one who deals with this stuff. But damn. It’s exhausting. I’ve made zero genuine connections during my 9 months here. I’m 25. Holy shit.

The only thing that’s given me any bit of happiness is a guy I started seeing at work. He was sweet. Cute. Fell for him. Only to find out dude is married with a kid. I was dumb enough to continue seeing him because I thought I loved him. We still see each other every other week or so. But I know this isn’t going anywhere. I feel so lonely in this...whatever this is. I’m never satisfied. I can’t have all of him. This is a fact. But he’s the only thing I look forward to. I wish I wasn’t so lonely in general. Then maybe I could drop him. 

I don’t even know why i’m typing this anymore. I lost the motivation to finish this post in the 5 mins it took me to type all this lol. It’s crazy. I’m just tired. Really tired. Talking seems like a chore these days. I wish I could just peacefully go away. Stop existing. Just...be gone.",-0.5730655926352135,1.6339399189873411,1.9086306098964343,94.17026467203684,94.11392405063292,4.796777905638665,15.789413118527042,6.486788409389032,-0.3092632911392408,1448,34,324,19,55,492,197,395,0.161,0.727,0.11199999999999999,-0.937,3,6,2,0,0,0,71.0,1,1,1,8,18,26,5,0,14,1,23,7,1,2,5,47,63,18,0,4,11,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,1,2,28,10,0,2,12,0,2,9,10,16,0,3,12,9,49,10,39,48,11,45,0,7,4,2,22,18,4,3,20,196,77,10,0.09154116145273776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622511288680441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078423431726187,0.06400770852577327,0.0,0.07533057606315563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600593453561353,0.07038950265847692,0.0,0.05580264236724688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998784787068758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461763372958204,0.0,0.0,0.11807295225135575,0.09437491789886188,0.07884426822266516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367839057856207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945864902755848,0.0,0.1209241475885558,0.0,0.07712737666185092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885788520395653,0.06539702403262478,0.0,0.0,0.08366696315983363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462832868843219,0.0,0.08781462338647845,0.20809980648193752,0.07678038308556841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064014191911207,0.0,0.09744726856741988,0.0,0.0903779451093862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725214331267336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092588497869727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945973976422308,0.0,0.06465822952783701,0.08944477512627798,0.09174829250164143,0.0,0.08101104725331497,0.07687152038965661,0.10241114434335373,0.19985598269125546,0.0,0.08261947221665816,0.08661846033926733,0.0,0.0,0.09196540064764623,0.09971516103308928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306728171795222,0.0,0.13458657305759006,0.0,0.07060218704594752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406132020850877,0.2784847131501002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692623048837345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767112835750869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864361207202797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883936141111565,0.08333563534099091,0.0,0.1034154562859205,0.09396568674939776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479330523602005,0.0,0.0731048897846952,0.0765325099163624,0.0,0.0,0.10479272883239077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471546361162878,0.1600220198994196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163176016263699,0.058655879988819125,0.0,0.07267345694651448,0.05337838739761132,0.21042619768214516,0.0,0.0,0.10170559861013696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342879803964728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260165989425848,0.0,0.21053563595314512,0.08824241298647492,0.0,0.19992916736269206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hththththtffffgr,2019/08/08,"I have literally no one Literally. Not a single person. In a month I’ll have to put down my dog, my bestfriend has suddenly stopped talking to me and I’m on the verge of breaking up with my gf. Loneliness hurts. Bad.",-0.19646103896103995,2.076101886363638,2.6841558441558457,87.01409090909092,98.3181818181818,6.150649350649352,24.467532467532468,7.447530270364453,1.6921077922077925,169,8,35,4,7,59,36,44,0.284,0.716,0.0,-0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,8,4,1,10,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392499756182105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349608188739199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32431094656548864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753246271312998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547722300289871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084514826324985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33969144807955703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265747555423829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KierWilson,2019/08/08,"Smh Hey guys,

So I'm pretty much going through a rough patch, I don't know what to do with life atm, I work full time selling cars and sit on here in the meantime, I have piercings, I like indie music, I play a lot of video games too, I skateboard, I try to keep distracted but idk. Feel free to message me and keep me company! Enlighten me with stories I'm quite into creepypastas, any reddit banter is good banter!",5.137142857142855,5.117473666666669,5.9929523809523815,82.01871428571431,68.28571428571429,8.624761904761906,29.895238095238096,8.238735603445708,1.9845552380952385,324,11,66,4,5,107,65,84,0.057,0.7240000000000001,0.21899999999999997,0.9439,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,11,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,2,3,3,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,10,5,10,11,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893507014991504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147915406709453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662554171845683,0.2453660065770436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28965744588019954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.520040336447313,0.0,0.0,0.1607705866095967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066274083825093,0.14291871438996245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24870434444214745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150482235366535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976151163734703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31114891875761425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058057314819558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986132991920493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297029016464006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sabahyy,2019/08/08,"A different story than the usual ones.   So a little background info about me. I don't have siblings and all my life I had to live with this great feeling of loneliness. I wasn't alone, i was usually surrounded by people. But I always felt uneasy and left out.
 
  However, a couple of days ago I was invited to a friend's birthday party. I knew most people who were gonna be there were the same people I always feel left out being around. I was heavily considering staying at home and watching Netflix. In the end though I decided I should go.

  To save a lot of boring details, I didn't feel left out or uneasy. We danced, ate, drank, drove around and laughed. I felt happy and content with the people around me, which was never easy for me to feel that. The night that I thought would end in an hour max I spent almost 6 hours in.

  I guess what I'm trying to say is that even if your life is nothing but bad days, that will make you appreciate that one good day when it comes. Although this feeling won't last forever, but today I don't feel lonely. And I hope something similar happens to you soon!",3.1062100456620985,4.8034933424657575,4.295639269406394,85.93514840182651,74.4794520547945,7.0584474885844735,24.95205479452055,7.793537801064563,1.324517808219178,858,28,171,12,18,281,138,219,0.042,0.799,0.159,0.9743,2,3,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,3,0,0,10,10,0,0,11,0,20,4,0,1,2,45,42,15,0,4,5,0,8,0,1,5,2,1,1,0,11,16,2,0,12,2,1,4,6,3,0,2,17,10,26,7,25,18,4,36,0,1,1,0,7,15,0,7,16,118,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481905251582197,0.0,0.10711116438655666,0.1107846890490569,0.0,0.0,0.1780088385977518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856676986344472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931228093729564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214188089413973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835602855688653,0.0,0.2069529846510782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175687726629413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948054832312491,0.0,0.0,0.07065014406394038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32451184613525663,0.0,0.205408588495827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264179479465553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079133738304893,0.08971814537385772,0.0,0.117930576044156,0.11783529172627608,0.0,0.09458982765778916,0.11386747312622385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729578635493832,0.10624153866288903,0.21068025435763935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719170217374075,0.0,0.0,0.3486571582119333,0.0,0.1511067333417641,0.0,0.10720819972064806,0.09445308461371436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093880949953152,0.0,0.0,0.07140074665635017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824989017577747,0.0,0.0,0.10038050104927752,0.0,0.1026369215232916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496608527382818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966274858519705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506378880316294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234778076393981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401170104668992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050937153593984,0.08491918785924492,0.0,0.0,0.10139141849105653,0.0,0.0,0.0726230055201173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23561624037578335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598569557838844,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Eevieelution,2019/08/08,"My day started off fine but now it's 4 PM and I'm crying. Woke up perfectly okay but my stupidity and jealousy ruined everything. It's all my fault too...I don't deserve the right to cry, it's my fault I'm lonely, I don't deserve friends or a potential husband but I'm still so lonely and it hurts. My chest hurts so much right now I want it to stop. I hurt so much. What did I do in my past life to deserve this. I'm sorry I want to do better and be a better person.",-1.7365714285714304,0.18792943809524232,1.5247619047619059,96.59857142857143,97.4761904761905,4.323809523809524,17.476190476190474,6.079149491110277,-0.3181238095238097,361,11,87,4,15,128,57,105,0.385,0.469,0.146,-0.9884,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,6,15,1,0,3,1,6,2,1,0,2,13,14,11,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,2,0,11,6,7,11,3,12,0,6,0,0,3,5,0,1,7,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135543560168066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894362734983292,0.11432176396008092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593150538651049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369551027304234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5693000548110612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520806354400682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606214911020713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692202460756516,0.0,0.15478164257325858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027680169455945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843452894826905,0.1254696322256261,0.0,0.14156468174865494,0.14820213041349564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091119009500636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,andyparry123,2019/08/08,I just wanna play minecraft with someone I wanna play minecraft survival but none of my friends are interested,6.126315789473683,9.555602947368428,4.262368421052631,81.4240789473684,72.15789473684211,5.905263157894738,41.078947368421055,7.1686216300943375,3.418136842105264,92,6,14,1,2,26,15,19,0.14300000000000002,0.5579999999999999,0.299,0.3857,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6737834982059971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.738928817644358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,visionary80429,2019/08/08,"Trying to let the Law of Attraction work So I recently have been down and not to excited about anything.  I'm m 34 and work in IT. Im pretty laid back and supervise others so I have to communicate alot.  However I just feel so disconnected, like nothing is making me really happy. Has anyone been there, at a weird time In life where money, material things games and clothes just dont do it anymore think I'm trying to find myself.  Hopefully I'm taking a step in the right direction",3.496236842105265,5.412719084210528,5.561250000000001,76.34187500000002,73.94736842105263,9.381578947368425,26.61184210526316,9.827888789773867,2.8185,383,14,71,11,8,133,67,95,0.039,0.799,0.163,0.9175,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,9,6,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,1,0,14,17,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,5,5,11,14,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,4,47,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189717838901026,0.15438674153075166,0.0,0.181697524312124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977964379144514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587730184342393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164184713709334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018049093386772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350430379668749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21930173139013567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384991824497561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257803969983489,0.15595579969763632,0.10787050260623318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473840416973893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186115033623568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224630429425928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144852843385666,0.0,0.2180108880158929,0.0,0.0,0.18855985337167144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660122368239528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668804391425874,0.14147811867763166,0.0,0.0,0.12874879429819094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998140096568518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214864104860505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AyyAnotherAccount,2019/08/08,"Idk what to do with myself anymore. I have no goals in life. I'm 16 and I've been depressed and lonely for a long time now. I just wanna add that I can't easily get professional help due to my certain situation (I don't really feel like talking about it) . Anyways lately I've been struggling with getting any aspirations in life. I don't see a future for myself, I can't see myself being anywhere or anyone in a years time. I know I'm still young and it might sound dramatic but pls take it seriously.. I genuinely don't know what I want. Well I want things to be over. I want things to stop.

I'm just tired of it all.",0.43902564102564057,2.67641664615385,2.94846153846154,89.35987179487181,86.38461538461539,5.9282051282051285,19.43589743589744,7.3011,0.5204512820512819,484,14,105,8,15,167,78,130,0.185,0.753,0.062,-0.8728,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,3,0,12,3,0,0,2,21,26,5,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,9,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,2,4,15,3,15,21,1,15,0,2,2,0,2,4,0,2,12,67,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279152818393322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654586881269827,0.13152474862455238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201130765831515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510963010876246,0.1343795512257931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655025074954535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608028470779356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675102567027312,0.0,0.21218637254634812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657229130998526,0.09189675615028746,0.0,0.0,0.16646366306823296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995456721095531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050245999829068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29978464221138723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143365567446154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150217879590019,0.157261044961522,0.0,0.19664423933155645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414287101364911,0.15118863782116942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24993218861617436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936667148857247,0.2161946849184611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33284092440721097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912558943787884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113102040822832
lonely,BLADETUCKEDFACEFUCK,2019/08/08,"how does one get friends in school again title, i haven't gotten new friends in 2 years and i wish i could befriend new people",9.866538461538461,5.902183346153848,8.165384615384614,82.82961538461541,61.69230769230769,10.4,37.53846153846154,3.1291,2.2018153846153847,101,3,22,0,1,30,21,26,0.0,0.669,0.331,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23548033449745065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25809822070889354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557296526691931,0.0,0.15409053743729298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5696970639060174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985451627354667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446969574436927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984883637140757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391588741038845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992745075472545
lonely,0451_woof,2019/08/08,"Feeling really lonely today, usually Im able to just brush the feeling off, but not recently for some reason... And then it gets worse when I just browse stuff like needafriend and makenewfriendshere and never message anyone. Ill probably try to just numb myself tonight and try to move on tomorrow.",9.156282051282046,9.8561595,7.962307692307696,68.84935897435899,59.769230769230774,11.548717948717947,36.56410256410256,11.20814326018867,4.423325641025642,242,10,37,6,3,74,42,52,0.15,0.706,0.14400000000000002,-0.3396,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,14,3,7,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,2,1,6,3,1,11,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,9,24,4,0,0.25138931592305463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175777254786133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542199830689804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134054185841534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715435998200971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281612159517775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671870586081816,0.0,0.0,0.1938869380995983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710402011402215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104643297163668,0.25847008560034324,0.2482166216409694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877806223650116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23828767731387804,0.0,0.0,0.3413536877673358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27686981547420675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561871897156938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,stoicsatirist,2019/08/08,"The dizziness of freedom I can't really explain how. I have this sudden rush of loneliness, like somehow, something triggered it.

It's not like the sadness of a heartbreak, or the loss of a loved one. It's the layered, paralyzing sadness that comes with a repetitive life.

I live alone in an unforgiving city, without really any friends available to talk to or to keep me company from time to time. Friends in my hometown know me to be extremely independent and pretty much a lone wolf, that they have not questioned my ability or worried over my tendency to live alone.

I am lonely. I know that much.",5.713660714285716,7.232681616071428,6.2003571428571425,75.54464285714286,67.66071428571428,9.528571428571428,37.214285714285715,9.827888789773867,3.953835714285715,479,26,83,11,8,155,72,112,0.19899999999999998,0.606,0.195,0.3506,0,4,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,2,11,0,0,9,0,5,2,0,3,0,18,11,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,0,0,11,5,16,10,2,9,0,6,0,1,7,3,0,5,6,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40330041065497146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240249517970742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771658034203946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008490619420318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730580688659641,0.0,0.0,0.21400376316327405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752217958223245,0.19024091005016866,0.0,0.3438468631299015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572411088486262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28625341282217925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193357815015733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807962457977546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21810826041889225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24945926944220165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988936685969426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156492270528608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270619604375005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768359502127996,0.0,0.0,0.19772703011217507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dethenp,2019/08/08,Life feels empty I've  always been the kid everybody only talks to if the teacher puts us in a group type of person. Mostly cause I was an awkward gay kid but even now as an adult with a husband I feel like I'm still only spoken to out of necessity by my husband. He takes no interest in anything I like he wont when sit in the same room as me but insists hes very happy and doesn't want a divorce. Not just him but I've had 3 phone numbers in my phone for years. My job my dominos pizza and my husband. I dont have anyone to talk to about anything good or bad. I feel like I'm almost overflowing with emptiness. It's that slight tension from your throat to your stomach. I've had that for 6 years now and honestly I dont know if there is a way to get rid of it. I'm just empty i guess,1.4922130470685389,2.707210132947978,3.5529851362510314,91.59885838150291,77.72832369942195,6.0989265070189935,23.33980181668043,6.5431188927421005,0.4907674649050375,615,19,142,5,14,210,107,173,0.11199999999999999,0.738,0.15,0.8979,1,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,1,2,0,0,9,10,0,2,9,0,11,5,2,1,0,25,22,12,0,3,9,3,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,4,4,6,1,0,4,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,3,18,7,23,17,2,16,0,0,0,1,20,7,0,6,9,85,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650382989911142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713918663759744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524239911755865,0.0,0.2712572129942817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761354392257705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931028634630105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863236334360218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885867655877436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250006072641251,0.23548757230181655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610897447215107,0.0,0.0,0.13823890521534998,0.0,0.0,0.18156217625869744,0.0,0.0,0.1754485088720313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355334114085224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057795003384793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641362681311028,0.2415606817872319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506982924412928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390999961204992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568448072269176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162137936277887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239202813970517,0.26494392156663243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825201248167132,0.0,0.0,0.13598954021464066,0.09721208886368886,0.1308223835175222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122707634173165
lonely,LeoInTheNetherlands,2019/08/08,Are there apps for friendships instead of dates? I have trouble making friends and I was wondering if there is an app (like tinder) only not for fating but for friendships. Someone knows about such?,4.341857142857143,7.529115685714286,3.3310714285714305,86.76517857142859,77.85714285714286,4.642857142857143,28.75,5.985473137389443,1.399142857142857,159,7,25,1,4,46,30,35,0.048,0.754,0.198,0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,20,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836428876937138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728977153769536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425953121409086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314592658447556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776580902447356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207357202365215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5385007538218801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Partial-,2019/08/08,"Very lonely today and fancy a chat. So recently I opened up to my gf of 8.5 years that I had an affair with another woman for a few months, 3 years ago. Obviously it didn't go down well and she has moved out. We still talk and are dating eachother to try and see if it feels right for her to get back with me, in the knowledge that I cheated and the obvious damage to her trust.
Anyway long story short... I dont really have anyone to talk to now and I'm currently signed off work due to a broken finger and knuckle (a pig swiped his head at me at work and fucked my hand up ha).

I have been getting out and about seeing a couple of good friends. We have been fishing which has been nice but my mood drastically drops within a couple hours and I have to get back home to feel okay.

So yeah I am just lonely and fed up and struggling with my own mental health. I just want to take my mind off my loneliness and avoid watching more Netflix and YouTube haha. 

I feel like I don't have anything to talk about. Prove me wrong?",2.199641916798313,3.856970199052132,3.4101026856240138,91.4923946814113,76.86729857819904,6.205476566614008,20.72696155871511,6.937597516519254,0.2899318588730915,796,19,174,8,18,258,131,211,0.135,0.7559999999999999,0.109,-0.7847,1,5,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,2,12,18,2,2,9,4,16,6,3,0,3,37,30,18,0,2,4,0,5,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,5,22,1,1,5,2,0,2,3,8,1,0,6,8,25,9,32,24,3,33,0,3,3,1,14,15,1,1,16,116,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261820905247823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926331637624826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953238241959847,0.0,0.1171395114322455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189122234897013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150086551861873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668297081426531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592486983863532,0.101692776620771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997699465695096,0.13159757423837173,0.2231114097558493,0.0,0.08089912136076742,0.11939397031404254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460891629194869,0.15130828100004934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278571940494109,0.0,0.14018319220551093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695435891109815,0.0,0.0,0.12597267924663136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345236810508755,0.0,0.14372996404875446,0.0,0.11362007473495782,0.15129240997257387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119117927599883,0.0,0.14055056064067492,0.0,0.0,0.12156362164709808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268643731628181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367855551121644,0.0,0.0,0.14881206643192804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702728277093246,0.3432395531901976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492837997236629,0.0,0.0,0.0966443179253674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117451242124017,0.08395999110291384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798711285070327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726072740403026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563417712501956,0.0,0.18333369456670195
lonely,nnnnotorious77,2019/08/08,Please be my sister! Im a guy looking for a younger sistet. I nevet had one in real life so i thought it might be fun to have one.  We could have fun times together. Hmu plesse and ill give you my number!,-1.0642424242424229,1.0113113636363664,0.9472727272727288,101.33257575757578,94.45454545454544,3.8424242424242414,16.424242424242426,5.46131890053228,-0.8540939393939389,156,4,38,1,6,51,36,44,0.059000000000000004,0.715,0.22699999999999998,0.7896,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,6,10,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,6,2,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370768648757661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848452217075453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940103860256187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207386291795661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097325822832145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493489628944809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149990236577713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024190151633081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259433024860837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379747980203652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357316601482017,0.17314403918522087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gregasus,2019/08/08,"I've been hit with loneliness out of nowhere could use some tips Hey

I've been feeling extremely lonely for the past couple of days.
It came out of nowhere, had a great weekend with great people but then yesterday my mind turned on me.

If anyone has any tips I'd appreciate it.",3.0812727272727263,5.242660036363642,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727274,75.9090909090909,7.309090909090909,25.54545454545455,8.238735603445708,1.5825636363636364,222,8,45,4,5,70,43,55,0.14,0.777,0.083,-0.3161,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,10,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,2,9,4,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817767077610236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690601662510603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30572594709070233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342145780619973,0.2957681284824173,0.0,0.1723897455849489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515754481356673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5894098710936163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699020599825682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25517306729968153,0.18531577439824745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907513077370132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308658752766233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sclubness,2019/08/08,"hello I’m new hello I’m new to the subreddit and reddit in general I just wanted to say that if anyone wants to chat we can lol, it would be nice",-1.03409090909091,0.9250715757575776,2.6456818181818207,90.78852272727272,90.8181818181818,5.724242424242425,14.31060606060606,7.1686216300943375,-0.11317575757575725,114,2,26,2,4,42,26,33,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,7,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691580212499605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7435522023114731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061186271414401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540935225313125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734493389034037,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,this_one_artist,2019/08/08,"The voice in your head reading this title TL;DR: everyones insane


Its 2am and I can't sleep cause my mind is running all over the place and after a bit of talking with myself I came to this conclusion that I wanted to talk to someone and get an outsiders opinion, okay so

Everyone has this voice in their head, constantly, forever. This voice tells you how to act, tells you what to say, tells you how to feel. This voice. Is you. Its your conscience. Life is an endless conversation with yourself. As your reading these words off of this screen, they are being read in your head, in your voice. Now that your self aware of that little voice in your head you can notice it more. You can stop and think ""damn theres actually a voice in my head"" 
Now when you are around people, this voice, is filtered. Whether around friends, family, or strangers, this voice in your head is constantly telling you how to act based on who your with. Be funny. Tell a joke. Small talk. Dont do anything weird. 
Its also processing all the information it is being given around it. The thing is. No one can hear your voice. No one can read your thoughts. No matter who you are with, they will never know what you are thinking. That voice in your head is private. It has the freedom of expressing itself however it wants in your head because no one can see it. When you judge someone and think to yourself ""damn they look ugly with that new haircut"" you know they can't hear that voice, but out of respect you dont tell them that, you give them a lil compliment and move along with your day.
Ok so.
When you are entirely alone. Completely by yourself. Home alone with the certainty that no one is around and no one is watching. You are in private.
That little voice in your head, no longer has to be filtered. 
It has the freedom to physically and verbally express itself. 
It is the realist version of you. 
And it only shows when you are alone. 
Everyone acts different once behind closed doors because they no longer have anything holding them back. 
No one knows the real you. Only you do.
Only you know how you act when you are alone. 
Because thats when your true conscience shows.
So my wondering is, does a constant, more time alone, (although not good for the mental healty) allow you to learn more about who you are, become more at peace with yourself, and if possible, allow you to mature into who you truly are?  Or something? Idk",2.5951633986928115,5.2385724575163435,2.9008753812636168,90.61533921568628,80.4161220043573,5.7635032679738565,23.12335511982571,7.087006719466742,0.8726628845315902,1894,64,366,24,50,580,197,459,0.09699999999999999,0.799,0.10400000000000001,0.8624,2,5,1,0,0,0,68.0,0,43,9,1,23,11,2,0,17,2,43,11,10,7,4,66,63,31,0,3,6,0,1,0,1,1,1,16,2,1,40,27,0,2,13,7,0,7,15,3,0,6,3,21,59,8,54,55,8,51,0,0,4,0,75,26,2,5,18,270,99,5,0.0,0.0,0.058037853168681826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079846211331379,0.0,0.04756117929619988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788374582437047,0.2117771777288259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04573168391245128,0.0,0.10876403607794924,0.06568414351831811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492999001196703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802218738008761,0.0,0.061095979167647335,0.0,0.0,0.062357151596574574,0.1928101598880664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03835568321293343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062137466466401024,0.0,0.0,0.0520459263660262,0.0,0.13940570989349502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704893042607614,0.0,0.0,0.05606660905365202,0.0,0.03007174211619483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04594931317327408,0.0,0.031072607719400718,0.0570526917782925,0.0,0.04988380479093033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5493355266920112,0.0,0.13406259828881212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965707426425115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074098845943094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042008106371379035,0.0,0.11921675118376175,0.0,0.0,0.049943016210613415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993560569707612,0.0,0.0600515876166673,0.0,0.0,0.06321124111686928,0.0,0.0,0.04586986382300002,0.05744017017543936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771131965177367,0.0,0.06333765987838727,0.2418059313075856,0.13569752301726534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04123164700464178,0.0,0.062137466466401024,0.0,0.0,0.06704777751863845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379595924465967,0.06769420903287626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729595577073007,0.0,0.0,0.047392921414305934,0.0,0.062044147967549534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059516754925465425,0.0,0.10078392167543744,0.04578583968134107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497227629168386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434083716525184,0.3118963548547365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039511752458751916,0.11432523580697485,0.0,0.04721555681432128,0.034679653187320206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015838061854619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449680308203762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,itsburst,2019/08/08,"i need advice/someone to talk to i mean, it seems so hard to even have a conversation with someone, to the point that i will talk to anyone who remotely cares about me. little to no people outside of my small family group and my 2 friends who barely care themselves will talk to me. i am also romantically lonely and its hard for me to get a girls number or even dm someone on insta. reddit, please help me out and give me some advice. partially its romance, but its also everyone else. i need advice",5.6727891156462595,6.027130836734695,6.794285714285718,75.44238095238099,67.16326530612244,9.390476190476187,28.578231292517003,9.2995712137729,2.3904231292517,394,12,73,7,6,133,65,98,0.062,0.7859999999999999,0.152,0.7767,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,12,8,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,12,4,14,10,1,5,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,3,0,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059985580116449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504193967794333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947801917957196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192689507855963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079490271592842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068272158757673,0.0,0.0,0.14961021208928252,0.0,0.0,0.14760111740759188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096629496527155,0.0,0.08180183709277793,0.1501970816449507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805135594333358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049461791165061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692518225587154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055161891444653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23219068844251586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085465533436626,0.0,0.0,0.17186783938889702,0.1480101160484861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253627405719715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979860662282594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37753729463573055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lizardxxxx,2019/08/08,"Silence This silence isn’t peaceful 

It’s giving me anxiety 

This silence is controlling me 

It’s making me over think 

I feel empty 

I just need company",0.35939655172413865,0.9758661034482756,2.9134051724137926,80.63148706896555,129.34482758620692,5.587931034482759,27.76293103448276,6.6274283507984215,2.7211000000000003,123,7,19,3,8,42,20,29,0.12,0.687,0.192,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636657174165079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331810256037461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403672831008716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560294665786684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173209919370507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35248952454774257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046054134432729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MysteriousNecrosis,2019/08/08,"No one has really cared to know me in too many years. Help me find a friend I've only seen old friends about once a year for the past 6 years, and even my birthday/holidays are marked by nothing more than a few comments on facebook. I'm 30 and dont really understand how to make new friends now. It's been such a change since I moved I used to have a group of more than 20 or 30 friends and now I have no one to really talk to or hang out with. What are somethings people do to try and releave some of their lonlyness?",5.047567567567569,4.106365603603607,5.551126126126128,88.21425675675677,68.63963963963964,9.562162162162162,29.31081081081081,8.841846274778883,1.8087405405405408,406,12,97,6,6,131,78,111,0.039,0.797,0.16399999999999998,0.9312,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,3,0,15,15,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,1,7,5,17,13,4,13,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,3,8,60,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706592696940234,0.0,0.17334187930514033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204239647988897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822781375314568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497648350098561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063905187322456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098317306011394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005302853477389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937764973225476,0.1661280589094017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415697302249614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582567592551494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572278411317297,0.0,0.1719432343547627,0.1745052767173805,0.22207120290284468,0.12462271708731755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642266421960016,0.11359971277551993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149182385012983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554647131141115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614723434164055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170425318766332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125000832994138,0.0,0.0,0.17058376955295032,0.0,0.14152220557723574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165609031995296
lonely,Trippy49,2019/08/08,"18/19 [M4R] New York City - Almost my birthday and Im already Tired of it Hey guys its basically my first real post (aside from all the fails I went through to post it in the first place ahaha)  just tryna find some people to talk to. Its gonna be my birthday in about an hour and honestly nervous/want it to be over with. Most of my friends won’t even notice, haven’t seen my dad in a few years so not expecting much from him or his side of the family, and most of all my mom takes it way to serious which stresses me out. I honestly would just like people to talk to (i dont mind if we are super similar or different). My interests (for those wondering) are:
-Anime
-Gaming
-History/documentaries (not crazily into it just love watching small documentaries)
-Music ofc who doesnt let be real
-Anything funny like a [meme](https://imgur.com/gallery/ZjY08hk)
-And finally the most important sleep
I dont know if this will pop off or if anyone will even read this but thanks for your time (dont be shy I only bite my food) and sorry for the shitty formatting 
Ps I don’t mind sending selfies to those who want/need it",3.622374429223744,5.4478605753424665,4.403401826484019,85.16254566210047,73.38356164383562,7.971689497716894,26.321917808219176,8.680891452615391,1.8842438356164384,882,31,175,17,18,283,139,219,0.08,0.813,0.107,0.6096,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,1,0,4,7,12,0,1,8,0,17,4,1,0,2,37,25,13,0,5,12,2,0,2,1,5,1,0,0,1,15,9,1,0,3,2,0,2,9,3,0,2,2,2,19,9,27,13,8,22,0,1,2,1,16,10,0,12,9,116,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218655321103852,0.0,0.13429959520576132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509586184534547,0.0,0.10014919204332094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271511834742157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278964529139354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076414535006342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472845772385636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331701576615645,0.11123210785154093,0.20703686982526207,0.1471608012913323,0.0,0.09402555144356152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050268900480192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985053775434172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145748967005533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668834455142868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244470689637024,0.0,0.11891349342507633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098395077001261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24576574711469906,0.14253422602324886,0.0,0.0,0.08946391529182474,0.0,0.0,0.117539160060809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855689518624506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255876058552938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874369076718346,0.0,0.1271511834742157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23311099235905594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173349477881952,0.2770437638469007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121788451568262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623381413199195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940758130323533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915036759590782,0.1956366017979149,0.0,0.11204552547105498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096457573833426,0.13987689185429128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717821439590415,0.09660024053065466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128176392002663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197906687455446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645258668852883,0.0,0.0,0.07837117109623673
lonely,norunningwater,2019/08/08,"Oh, I miss the kiss of trecheary, The shameless kiss of vanity,

The soft and the black and the velvety,

Up tight against the side of me.

I miss feeling loved so deeply that it feels like it will never happen again. I missed the true connections of yesterday in which someone had truly cared for me. As I think back on it, it's hard to say if and when someone actually had. The rushing feeling of being touched, the heart beating harder. I just want to know why it's so hard to find that again. I have so much love to give and it goes nowhere and finds no one.

I hold it together well but it's all come back round to breaking apart again. There's millions of people out there, but I stand in the night and scream and cry out and still find no answer in the dark. No matter the sincerity. I just want to love and be loved again. The storm is so much to bear alone.

Is there anybody out there?",2.66267034990792,4.292054530386743,3.1325745856353606,94.095620626151,75.51933701657457,6.1526335174953966,23.116390423572746,6.742157984588678,0.4168560589318608,694,20,155,6,15,215,100,181,0.114,0.682,0.203,0.9316,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,19,15,0,0,13,0,8,7,1,0,3,35,26,18,0,3,5,0,9,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,11,13,0,2,9,0,0,2,4,4,1,2,2,12,11,11,24,21,3,25,0,3,2,6,6,10,0,1,12,107,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.1383649659871721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468499584359336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218052961769335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456266165999215,0.0,0.0,0.12213809954840825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574783290331926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150773339077048,0.10129361795893364,0.0,0.0,0.3887759203477724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601629499348605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538296021986906,0.0,0.2540290039705978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801986480841993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792316321875975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927062059845455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5118780481820046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084614875884357,0.0,0.10935590827695264,0.0,0.0,0.13305875147004426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607944825144094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829818168517072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275577841461525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24027359961344424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323235095662285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085224269025563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726087231011716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748474516643374,0.0,0.1279419224937317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,saigo_sage,2019/08/08,"Me I hate that I'm either a supernova of love and affection, or a black hole of sadness. Anyone else feel that way.",0.2324999999999981,2.5502272500000025,3.2633333333333354,85.915,89.0,6.533333333333335,20.5,7.793537801064563,1.1075999999999997,90,3,19,2,3,32,20,24,0.21899999999999997,0.53,0.252,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,4,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155026119086761,0.4623268887851292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769353313155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228149736310395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454850579359311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072425006181243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35815640781473496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bigmicheal,2019/08/08,"i am really far gone and i need help... ik no one really cares but this is my last cry for help...i wont tell you my name but i am 16 and im a male im from the usa and a small town in mississippi..i have a shit ton of problems ive had and overcome but it has started 2 seem like i always fall back into a hole..my school has just started back and i fell more at of place then ever...im a shy bit overweight and have been bullied in my younger years i am no longer bullied by others but by my self for many years i have worked for a long time on my appearance bc maybe i thought if i looked better more people would like me enjoy my presence but none of it has worked.i have going 2 a therapist for a long time and he has helped me overcome sum things...but i have just fallen back in this hile or uselessness and loneliness..ive tried laughing at my pain and on the outside it all looks ok for me....i have no love for myself....i just always feel alone yet i have friends but...i always feel so alone.....i cant stand it yet it goes away...i feel as a burden to everyone like a sack of shit most of the time...i linger threw my day with the same thing always happening....i feel like its always the same when everyone is always different.....i hate myself with a pasion..and i really just want 2 die....but not for ever but 2 die and wake up..knowing everything is ok...its never ok for me anymore....i find very little enjoyment in things because of my self....i hate my self so much....all i want 2 do is feel some kind of happiness.....im so stupid and fat and patheic all the time...i ruin all moods and i feel like that no one likes me.....all the time......i just want to die.....but i want it 2 change....i dont want all the blabber....of how all these other things are....ik life is shit.....but....i always feel like shit...always exhausted always depressed.....i feel like every day on my life is always the same way.....and i hate it....i just want to die.....so.....one last try ig.....maybe some one out in this world is sum what like me....and is just wanting the same way......................
help.......",-1.1636391942078994,0.8975604576659073,1.1371152042615442,99.66978504707956,95.45308924485128,4.330104662940316,15.173087744307313,6.054868835483849,-0.7360002325843119,1548,35,375,16,61,516,184,437,0.2,0.643,0.157,-0.9835,1,2,0,0,0,2,183.0,0,1,0,2,18,32,6,0,21,2,30,10,4,1,7,71,61,28,1,11,16,0,8,9,1,2,6,0,0,3,18,17,2,0,11,0,0,7,10,12,0,3,5,10,33,19,36,54,17,48,0,2,2,1,12,18,2,7,30,202,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060549212784618174,0.0,0.0,0.4864523761503387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492716576816968,0.13486148025960526,0.0,0.035638017354935686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051705069171227885,0.0638255859476536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960611398729389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421798668278443,0.0754065711402962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426981539226743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851726849766211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057648223403304,0.049256928908961904,0.11172628385584064,0.05254205991430475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23648197828819856,0.16706164285896075,0.0,0.0,0.05343339595823559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045167754324864855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033225418189672465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315797100329886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567439339041831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25259685293713224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060879389782426026,0.03212929878112036,0.0953089993443607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258716821642711,0.2570551215614679,0.05859448767570127,0.0,0.1034744229119053,0.09818705572103306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052764422253256775,0.0,0.0,0.05927149955391706,0.11746628493915635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04297644719762357,0.0433489840087426,0.0450896563406596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188465087433422,0.0,0.062207907686391825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04053033165680528,0.0,0.06108056085931584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055940434399014735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235715601197398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916687229854091,0.0,0.05322179546662481,0.1829664888869649,0.0,0.24004245197600335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275969877154946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109854372859101,0.0,0.0,0.06787912562384149,0.11651907317560133,0.0,0.0,0.04641246023545306,0.17044890848852515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938399885473192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04823744152998203,0.24137766122436916,0.09280915378902012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04256118129877602,0.0,0.0,0.04152987285206655,0.0,0.0,0.07529548612860944
lonely,real-deal91,2019/08/08,Nothing feels good enough Sometimes when ppl say they love me I get angry because I feel like their lying and think I’m stupid or because I know their telling the truth but it’s still not enough,2.5265384615384607,4.985538000000002,1.827884615384616,99.3233653846154,79.25641025641026,3.9,22.57051282051281,3.1291,-0.34890256410256404,158,5,33,0,4,45,33,39,0.2,0.654,0.145,-0.3078,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,3,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,7,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,7,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262444880791344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5529903207105538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706061801158577,0.19116853362436154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980632795891895,0.0,0.0,0.2244443606220124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706214614568702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073245116414695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415131817710529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25676275553305417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128007395879017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646563760363897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21370016124799246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338881267480869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146282620314876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,idkm8y,2019/08/08,It's my birthday I've spent the last 3 years alone on my birthday and I'm about to just kill myself,-1.214057971014494,0.7916412173913088,0.7391304347826093,103.4185507246377,93.34782608695652,3.066666666666667,16.36231884057971,3.1291,-1.3087855072463768,80,2,20,0,3,26,20,23,0.28300000000000003,0.7170000000000001,0.0,-0.7717,0,1,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5636941739591026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6021483433246995,0.0,0.0,0.4436484405453435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504886761046204
lonely,sunandoceanblue,2019/08/08,I can't stand this I'm so fucking sick of being depressed and anxious and lonely. I don't even have anything interesting to say. I'm literally posting here just because I'm so lonely. I feel like I can't connect with anyone. It kills me.,0.9165986394557812,3.3756860000000017,3.4888775510204084,84.5948129251701,86.95918367346941,4.899319727891157,26.534013605442176,6.42735559955562,1.26005850340136,190,9,36,2,6,66,35,49,0.326,0.573,0.10099999999999999,-0.9044,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,5,10,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,5,2,3,9,0,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38466927738117773,0.0,0.2380862577965186,0.0,0.2802033593393046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075662854111643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29327306354484955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489773841068264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216756655925075,0.2432540248911921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31478774268085946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767139728287975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166351618264008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261058917463459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27078010916950873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tribaljams,2018/11/25,"A bit..[long] If you asked twenty year old me, where I'd be today, he'd most likely tell you dead.  I was always the awkward bullied one at school.  My second college changed a few things around that time, making new and a few real good friends, but his response would still be the same.


He would never in a million years tell you that he moved to Sweden from the UK and has had 2 major relationships since then, one of which he has gorgeous daughter of almost four years of age.


I've been single for almost a year now, and to be honest of the 3 major relationships I've been through, this one hurt the least, and it's felt really good living by myself with my daughter. I've tried dating a bit since the summer, and maybe it's me not knowing how to do it after so many years in a relationship, but none of them resulted in a second date, until recently, where I've been dating a girl for about a month. I actually felt myself falling in love properly, which is actually unusual for me. However, she has some serious problems, and it all came to a head this weekend. I should be feeling that I dodged a bullet, but in reality, I miss her, I could see past all those problems to her.


I have a couple of really close friends here in Sweden, but it's a really small circle, guess I hang out with like minded people.  We hang out from time to time. Mostly we just play computer games in the evenings. Halmstad is starting to feel like quite a small place.


As work goes.. everyone I work with is like 40+ and I don't feel close to any of them.


I feel like, if it wasn't for my daughter, I'd just take off backpacking a couple of months, or maybe move back to England, life is what you make of it after all. But my god, I did not expect to be sitting here with just my daughter asleep in her bed, if there was one thing I was looking forward to now it was experiencing the world as a family, visiting places just as I did as a kid. Guess it'll just be me and her, and now I've come to terms with it, that's fine.


I guess I'm just feeling rather down tonight, and of course, lonely.  It's actually my birthday on Tuesday and I'm pretty sure I'm going to be spending the day alone:) Not felt like planning anything.


I apologies if I come across as rambling, I find when I'm down it's quite nice to write everything out..
Just feeling so very lonely.. peace",3.824725497654367,4.642684259414229,4.920178775199698,85.58643527323446,71.46861924686192,7.718625586408013,26.200329656396605,7.898369717300924,1.3568039051603904,1828,56,386,23,33,602,228,478,0.055,0.792,0.153,0.9941,1,6,0,0,0,0,64.0,2,4,2,5,25,25,0,1,27,0,34,4,2,4,5,87,64,32,1,12,21,4,9,6,2,4,1,0,1,2,24,27,0,0,11,3,1,11,7,8,0,8,15,12,45,17,64,36,16,76,0,4,2,1,37,28,0,13,44,261,69,5,0.0,0.0,0.22064400669027656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093972726482968,0.07805820637816882,0.0,0.0,0.06271196308656217,0.0,0.0,0.05125261973791498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062021194471622486,0.067093230923845,0.07045862460391834,0.0,0.0,0.05795310830335509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456401432770215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620056938677527,0.0,0.0,0.07972903206301764,0.12984519822450388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060174974866598535,0.16678585068922094,0.0,0.048605930792832736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977965433064835,0.0,0.0,0.0720170661351735,0.0677356280570308,0.0,0.07104995899360489,0.0,0.2286490387364775,0.10768539834322577,0.2170944306061413,0.0,0.06888471141699032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164577944644854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042833200148710615,0.12642970012504187,0.0,0.0,0.24907805218810666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734900267931184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068268049165939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041420116293892716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053234434638794334,0.22092510435310653,0.0,0.06655105895154129,0.06669804186596542,0.06328988525746934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802229083176235,0.0,0.10061704854519653,0.07641101728243344,0.1514339673560014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609989099897534,0.0,0.12031555646521645,0.16020787292453142,0.0,0.0,0.05812821568266587,0.07279059326818375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908572181081287,0.0,0.20428441329340952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194699665735832,0.0522504727567035,0.0,0.15748640836044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667604498417446,0.0,0.14423341848341895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032565000157886,0.0,0.08578494146645896,0.14484743349586196,0.0,0.07441651026206407,0.2427501092164032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627613500209754,0.0600582981548131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468987875910174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053345645214943234,0.0,0.06018874171839402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103316429728003,0.0,0.0566671299661753,0.0,0.13174938165351388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014190047674837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184253400345652,0.0,0.07143976606772402,0.0,0.0,0.05116972030477949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218624475756565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097371648855688,0.0,0.0,0.10707810182362104,0.0,0.0,0.2426716354050038
lonely,asocialbutterfly123,2018/11/25,"Are Things This Hard for Everyone? I am at a very difficult and surreal place in my life. I feel like everything that I once took for granted is being yanked out from under me. My relationships with my friends are souring, and I feel a rift growing within my immediate family. I never thought that things could get so bad. I just feel so insecure and unsure at this point. It feels like everything could come tumbling down at any moment. Things have never felt so precarious. I feel like part of me is to blame. I have difficulty connecting with others, and I know maybe it is hard to relate to me at times, but I just can't believe that it's all me. Is this just how life is sometimes? Is this one of those difficult trials of life, or am I just doing something really wrong?",3.951203090507728,5.678808264900668,5.024784768211923,81.44967163355409,72.3112582781457,8.741942604856513,26.490618101545248,9.2995712137729,2.249728035320089,612,21,119,14,12,201,88,151,0.151,0.7829999999999999,0.066,-0.9194,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,2,0,17,3,0,1,3,28,28,10,0,2,6,0,8,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,15,8,0,0,8,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,3,9,19,4,20,22,2,18,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,1,7,92,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340346909858882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468244500470952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474767348613375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831582484934625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193273801105936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124487773942134,0.2468846538752855,0.0,0.1294824085724901,0.0,0.34724425686682997,0.29437099492535795,0.1318786112416411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611713178932894,0.0,0.07176028934237967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460792435085079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548458151212449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910454663307958,0.2013084527490278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798765763332665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186729673665894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627445627308824,0.093072671123672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487378742545831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350268290637536,0.0,0.12984120076902622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799064221968053,0.0,0.0,0.1474636967555184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057395997460947,0.13584376614381552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27374993574429257,0.0,0.0,0.10904144412513468,0.08009054050077888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260214408436126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332905557359625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501718840055212,0.0,0.0
lonely,whichywitch,2018/11/25,"How to not feel invisible I have social anxiety already, so that does not help. I feel invisible. No matter where I go. I don’t find it very easy to make friends, unfortunately. I just don’t know what to do to make myself feel like I’m actually important...and like I’m here. Idk. ",0.6551127819548839,3.053521578947372,3.7330827067669183,82.80157894736845,87.59649122807018,7.4676691729323315,22.177944862155385,8.418075326091056,1.647362907268171,218,8,47,6,7,78,38,57,0.168,0.623,0.209,0.5323,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,12,13,2,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,6,3,4,13,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2676251077256172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026379276034817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979788790689652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399950358243697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160019427296681,0.19592181608088846,0.0,0.0,0.2506564115221786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188223231095255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558606550340998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382170595614444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071875168657098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679660587146096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661234518879212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795598580902523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262821551594202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,waffleman258,2018/11/25,I am everybody's friend but nobody's best friend I think I need a cat,-2.2783333333333324,-0.7689404999999994,0.5025000000000013,100.95916666666668,110.25,4.633333333333333,11.583333333333332,6.42735559955562,-0.8245166666666668,56,1,14,1,3,19,12,16,0.0,0.365,0.635,0.9217,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975192122168984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7325482735159174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515253732328269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30377223773321865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,x34d,2018/11/25,Iamme Tsol,0.7650000000000006,-4.135114499999997,-3.01,120.205,194.0,0.8,2.0,3.1291,-3.8106,9,0,2,0,1,2,2,2,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwmeaway8784372,2018/11/25,"I tried so hard to make friends at uni ....and it didn't work.

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Everyone said I would meet lots of people at uni, that it would be so much fun and so easy, that it would happen naturally. Not to be too immodest but people tell me I'm fun to hang with, kind, clever, and that just as long as someone -\*anyone\*- gets past my shy exterior that I'll have besties in no time. But now I am the loneliest I've been in my life. I thought it wouldn't get worse after my sister died but now here I am, 200 miles away from my little sis, my boyfriend and my mum - the three people I had in my life - and I'm so damn lonely it hurts.

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Here's the thing. I tried my \*very hardest\* to put myself out there and make friends. It was so tough, I'm terrified of people, and naturally very reserved, but I can put on a smile and crack jokes and hide most of that. I managed to go to multiple open evenings for societies that interested me, but it was all horrible. The worst one.. I went on an ""introduction nature walk"" for the conservation and wildlife society - and I was really looking forward to it!! I volunteered at an animal shelter back home so I figured I'd meet like-minded people there. Nope. First I got sneered at by a second-year when I tried to introduce myself who then loudly complained to her friends about how annoying freshers are... :( I eventually got to talking with a girl who dropped me like a hot potato when she found out I don't go clubbing. Then, to top the evening off, I proceeded on the rest of the 30 minute walk \*completely alone\*. Nobody spoke to me, everyone had paired off to do their own thing. I tried saying hi to a few people but they didn't seem interested in talking so I just dropped it. When they all went to the bar for drinks and chats after I slunk off when nobody was looking and went back to my flat to cry. I'm too afraid to try to join societies now that everyone knows each other. I wanted to go to the gardening society but was too worried there would be a repeat of that situation. I know I must come across as so cowardly and anxious, which is true, but damn I tried so hard and it doesn't seem to have been for anything. I have no friends here at all - I haven't even introduced myself to all of my flatmates yet. Everyone already has friends and it's so isolating.

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I think I tend to come off as a bit stuck up just because of my resting face, accent, and the way I hold myself (I am very very anxious around people), but I swear I'm not! I try so hard to overcome it but even if I do my main downfall seems to be that I'm not into partying, I rarely drink, and the people here, well.. they get on my nerves! The person I am closest to is a girl on my course. I even went out clubbing with her just to try it even though the idea made me want to throw up. Nope! Not my thing. I ended up getting so overwhelmed by the people and the noise I ran outside and called my boyfriend and cried until the girl walked me home early. There's no way I feel safe enough to drink to ""loosen up a bit"" because I'm terrified of men and I already had my butt grabbed that night and I was totally sober! I didn't want anything worse to happen if I was less aware of my surroundings. About the girl on my course -- she's really nice, but we're definitely not close, and we have some seriously contradicting politics. Usually I'd look over this kind of stuff but I'm a vegetarian for environmental reasons and she goes on long rants about how vegetarianism isn't sustainable and everyone should live off of meat (???) and she constantly trash talks the people she knows who are vegetarian. Among other differences (hobbies included)...

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So here I am -- almost done with my first semester at uni, and lonelier than anything. I just want someone I can chat with. I'm generally okay at conversation too, even if I'm a little shy. My friends back home were all computer science nerds and so it was just comfortable with us all being a little strange, and having the occasional small party with a few drinks, but the people here are popular and fashionable and they go clubbing and drinking until the early hours of the morning. I have no judgement for people like that at all either!! It's just everyone who finds out I don't enjoy doing that is so weirded out by me and it feels so isolating.

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What do I do??? Do I force myself to go out partying?? Should I get drunk and go with it? Should I stay alone here forever with nobody but my collection of houseplants to keep me company? I'm just so damn lonely aaaaaaahhh!!!",3.9320145757418032,5.33690590265487,4.827670484122852,84.12885996876628,71.83185840707966,8.238001041124415,27.895887558563253,8.757208317658263,2.006515408641333,3592,132,732,66,68,1167,350,904,0.151,0.736,0.113,-0.9901,0,6,5,0,0,0,152.0,2,0,5,4,66,39,4,2,38,1,63,11,2,6,10,140,122,84,1,16,31,3,7,2,6,9,2,4,4,6,42,58,7,4,15,14,0,21,20,15,1,4,31,14,102,24,118,77,25,110,0,4,3,1,48,53,4,10,35,517,144,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043597880022894345,0.09018625853236717,0.09609243134638706,0.0,0.0,0.235871688011745,0.2645224078388217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983730399616424,0.0,0.030443383875086726,0.0,0.10748631832517364,0.03875881698174658,0.0,0.0,0.04090619303374959,0.10043608963187277,0.0,0.053081770991574524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506631928858376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04445804492248457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500974695427202,0.045649667299455896,0.04705004117671846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565078855778276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04518646372178548,0.045488842873607514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044555371077456,0.0,0.21325754135680147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03856250774499402,0.04498728198803298,0.0,0.20129904902989967,0.0,0.0,0.24961948448097465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04402911254191216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03979373009599209,0.07406826569124836,0.0,0.04773811371341029,0.20182809560342635,0.0,0.11373628911836528,0.0,0.14846482804121788,0.0,0.06964400883586863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700254182145985,0.0,0.11700680240645253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310190822942398,0.0,0.04287700775769947,0.0,0.046609251093042287,0.049150074395595836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03869934006392674,0.0,0.09067804738834556,0.07178345794465632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150557011135022,0.06381266461898838,0.13091213009382452,0.03844561184975637,0.07706104362921848,0.10968503285857632,0.0,0.0,0.03701518257869884,0.0,0.041197522915782776,0.05812505548038515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04396183798195772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032006072412159664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04085827155785913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02950305894513397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041562769260495104,0.36221236918856936,0.03801645397180646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753716145114154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578421834649951,0.04476520039940079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141542702134613,0.03462384971513372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890843129332505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048939503866186895,0.0,0.0,0.07378067111504932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04640663269704445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498415791572629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498466152283012,0.03805488348566016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677585367415487,0.027897944047030155,0.042776709782218765,0.034564992222170784,0.02538785992509393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364802287194968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237188887252544,0.0,0.04795190416508116,0.14369648002651034,0.10272139286365864,0.06911824244156915,0.0,0.0,0.03914666476234964,0.1614438410317411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031696809285598794,0.04421582667762145,0.08873963778628556,0.12371503038943857,0.0,0.2645224078388217,0.028037598946456143
lonely,smashing__,2018/11/25,"Trying to make likeminded friends online is hard. Hi. So here is my deal: I live abroad and I really enjoy it, but it means making friends can be a little tough - language barriers and all of that. 

A few months ago, I aggressively joined a bunch of discord servers for lonely people. They were hit or miss - some already had a pretty cliquey sort of vibe going on, others were filled with really toxic misogyny/incel-types. I made friends with a few people, but I just didn't really find a place where I felt like *I* belonged. So I made my own server. I'm also a little older, and so many servers are mostly teen-centric. 

[If you're a lonely, a 20's or 30's etc single/lonely person, maybe you'd like to join.](https://discord.gg/B2k4St)

This is, I guess, sort of an ad for my discord server. But it's also not, because I *genuinely* want to make new friends and meet new people. I *genuinely* do not want to deal with owning a gigantic server. I don't care about the number: I just want a crew of active, interesting, likeminded people that I can develop a bond with. As of right now, we have about 10ish members that talk on a regular basis. It'd be really cool to be a bit more active. 

If you're not into discord and just want to chat on reddit, I am always down for that too!",3.11732731037079,4.867650011857709,4.546516092603048,83.92445322793152,74.57312252964427,7.348691887822323,23.114812723508376,8.11559375814309,1.3039864106907582,995,28,193,16,21,331,140,253,0.128,0.705,0.16699999999999998,0.9437,0,6,0,0,0,0,53.0,1,1,1,0,14,15,1,0,16,1,19,0,0,5,1,43,36,18,0,6,13,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,10,11,0,1,3,1,0,2,5,5,0,0,7,3,21,10,27,23,11,18,0,3,0,0,14,10,0,9,8,128,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411915308888872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961747906543947,0.1878617407160306,0.09773420544379467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160111617381355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823337361293322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975594067897058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421874367847757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099637024021896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277779994585382,0.0,0.107354198564504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629900723730375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675391069118494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939288521655234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521901707161244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476778631393734,0.2354469204854308,0.10371729009812737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228260807911007,0.23521175569223216,0.11908365953944948,0.11800203460631035,0.1279458557254876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375360565116506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22688273326824854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257214851903306,0.1025595222805888,0.12271828397445525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194966951163218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30098560947614794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030822345448526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440804009544444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974605977277154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27711834954166065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,an-absolute-unit,2018/11/25,"Alone during the Holidays? Come join a discord family! 🎄 Hi guys and gals.
I made this discord server for those who would like friends and company this holiday season. There is a card exchange and a gift exchange channel! 
Mainly if you would like the channel was made for lonely christmas dinners. You can video call or voice chat while eating so you aren’t alone. 
Please read the rules and have a wonderful time. 
Happy Holidays! 🎁

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lonely,jibberjabbar,2018/11/25,"Anyone here wanna be my friend? Without sounding too depserate i am a uni student in the uk studying music. I dont have any friends at uni and because i havent got many lectures as its my final year i go whole weeks without talking to a fellow human, and its really messing with my head. Anyone here wanna keep my company and befriend me aha? ",4.210000000000001,5.543064705882355,5.505176470588236,79.81629411764708,71.05882352941177,6.616470588235294,32.71764705882353,6.742157984588678,2.1874494117647063,272,13,47,2,5,91,51,68,0.04,0.905,0.055999999999999994,0.2514,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,9,8,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,9,2,9,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,35,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574140143127437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323711731151409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110776951381432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712922785404397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535745042692856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576810125688386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155514812215222,0.0,0.18513532166041807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23756477380277954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574963706256386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346839055184968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829171065516206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860544733646348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856789117845884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25843862229950354,0.0,0.44627600216819785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906522431157276
lonely,SweetjennyLaLa,2018/11/25,Anxiety attacked me! Can I have some motivation or any kind words to bringing back my life? I'm too stress right now and crying alot. Really need someone to hold my hand and hug me. But I know that will never happend bcs I'm alone. 😢,-0.044553571428572525,2.301316270833333,2.0801190476190503,92.3625,94.625,5.242857142857143,19.357142857142858,6.868970318607317,0.4452642857142855,183,6,39,3,7,61,40,48,0.21899999999999997,0.5760000000000001,0.205,0.2003,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,1,0,3,3,1,1,1,12,8,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,2,7,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065833482839659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130106104986667,0.0,0.2264514637740293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33676098482753203,0.0,0.2276180662034156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251597249876176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30825515812027793,0.16268267654231466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090848864307247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949214615527732,0.228305822291459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896354579997982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527960845575886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508134338555777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390853787856402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AhmedHakase,2018/11/25,"Do u know the feeling if there dont even answer? I try not even to date, only to chat with someone but rly nobody answered",0.2941025641025625,2.495498153846153,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,86.69230769230771,3.466666666666667,20.2051282051282,3.1291,-0.44477948717948745,96,3,20,0,3,32,23,26,0.0,0.946,0.054000000000000006,0.0644,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5027861261546269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5667023971430918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21691586000134214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357678002119317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262746888380875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634912629947379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29126360505889026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Missyghoul,2018/11/25,hi there feel free to pm if you want/need to talk! ,-0.5150000000000006,0.3531175000000033,0.8900000000000041,110.055,82.33333333333333,4.800000000000002,12.0,3.1291,-2.1386000000000003,38,0,12,0,1,12,11,12,0.0,0.736,0.264,0.5562,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523234686600222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7190246561052995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276428940221044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PresidentSkeet,2018/11/25,"I've given up on meeting people I started University a few months ago and thought it would be a huge positive change for me. I thought I could finally be social and have friends or even maybe a relationship, but it hasn't been like that at all.

HIGHSCHOOL~
I was mostly a loner in highschool. Freshman year, I made some solid friends that were into gaming and I had a ton of fun playing games with them and having whacky conversations, but as soon as I finished the year, my family moved me to another school in another state. 

The next three years were rough at the new school because people had already established their friend groups and what not. My first year there, I had exactly 0 friends. I ate lunch alone and went home or to sports right after school. I didn't make any friends in sports because I was new and didn't really fit in socially with the team. My second and third years were better as I eventually made about 11-12 friends total and some of them really had my back.

UNIVERSITY~
I started University with none of my friends from high school. I stayed in-state and went to our top state school, but none of my friends got in (1 did but decided to go elsewhere). I was starting over from 0, but so were a lot of other people. A lot of the people from my school I wasn't friends with ended up going to the same University as me, but it was always really hard to talk to them so I tried reaching out to other incoming freshman in group chats. When the time came for the semester to start, only 1 person from the group actually stuck around to hang out with me.

As of now, I've made 3 friends in University, but they're all so flaky that I'm always alone. I've tried reaching out to others in my classes, but it never seems to go anywhere. 

I feel so tired of looking for people to be my friend that I no longer see the point in making friends. Sometimes, I turn towards alcohol to numb the pain, but it never does. Sometimes I sleep to forget my loneliness, but it's always there when I wake up. I study alone, I eat alone, I exercise alone, I watch movies alone. I am alone and I'm not sure if I can change that anymore.",4.564825959661679,5.500795674528302,5.112540663630451,84.44924528301887,69.84905660377359,8.301106050748212,28.06408588158751,8.53829466247534,1.8467255367599216,1682,57,344,26,29,539,198,424,0.11900000000000001,0.725,0.156,0.9690000000000001,0,7,1,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,4,4,14,19,0,0,18,0,27,10,2,5,7,63,55,35,0,3,15,0,3,1,12,1,5,0,1,1,15,22,4,0,5,8,0,8,11,2,0,4,29,6,47,17,64,21,13,66,0,0,3,0,31,28,0,9,28,229,62,10,0.0,0.0,0.056191507952754835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104277090856349,0.061537407736158574,0.0,0.41746148556533097,0.0635429226362848,0.0,0.14373795340438075,0.0,0.0,0.03915758283403424,0.12075902738905615,0.0,0.0,0.057105649968821975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125998945883983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04427683210112338,0.0,0.07020263344895428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050926402306970986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658582127774935,0.0,0.0,0.12182776971204988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045974363357891804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05039020097461467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058920533043114724,0.0,0.0,0.0510003631288786,0.0,0.0,0.03803222055515657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428297458497875,0.0,0.029115076523664137,0.0,0.0,0.06307802198472916,0.0,0.048979029988918496,0.0,0.0,0.5338504556525371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981751523012862,0.0,0.046053407157386116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158196186080663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060838308720791184,0.057759217130496275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028131547610189062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04835419022869049,0.0,0.0,0.09790793510001666,0.0,0.1634558086270703,0.07687256637946947,0.0,0.05784863438153583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596122493446318,0.061200316069560376,0.0,0.0,0.08882123225029097,0.11122567782925798,0.06123887295096165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043793536042946994,0.06127107040551065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19959976929476853,0.050278186529145535,0.0,0.0,0.05443339121609166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106650821834111,0.0,0.0,0.0618212789786451,0.0,0.04917452282445312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34965499401332084,0.04588522102663333,0.05242028704104127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057623361739388215,0.11739474014713876,0.0,0.0,0.11389969937088765,0.0,0.16302671215800138,0.061374512642918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427014324648568,0.0,0.0,0.04628205108818255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142699777383724,0.03357639715256792,0.06618178188909324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818849345359448,0.0626324382097598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675776808898796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040904442185691926,0.0,0.0,0.18540388205390415
lonely,quirkypseudonym,2018/11/25,"My relationship is failing, I’m drunk, what’s up with everyone else here? Awww man I think this is an inappropriate place to feelings dump but holy SHIT I’m lonely.

I keep thinking I’ve found people in my life who understand and accept me but as it turns out I’m wrong ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

(P.S. I don’t actually have real problems or daddy issues I’m just a big saddo)",0.4055790784557942,2.857513219178081,2.8392777085927783,86.52648816936487,94.89041095890413,5.394271481942716,20.334993773349925,6.980632752743323,0.7833671232876718,287,10,57,5,11,98,60,73,0.282,0.675,0.043,-0.9595,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,2,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,0,16,15,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,6,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,6,1,6,14,0,5,0,2,0,0,3,5,1,1,0,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.23331643160570434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997282287288278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284598408642545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089061155183498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621488114552206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495468592741819,0.0,0.21251334023719354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887567237535048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657542487036748,0.0,0.24979717810759744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22877593883219585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721356912706089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256692171719714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24542148224433374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30639722875848635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600602389626652,0.0,0.24890014131605426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614063521039165,0.0,0.0
lonely,queenzel,2018/11/25,"18f- Holiday season is here, but I’m celebrating alone... Looking for a new loving family. Father, mother, sister, brother. We can make a group chat and be a family together. Everything about me and my past is on my recent posts. I’m very understanding, caring and loving. Let’s spread light together and make our own world. ",2.614279661016948,5.600276762711868,4.686250000000001,74.60022245762713,86.45762711864407,8.373728813559323,20.934322033898304,8.841846274778883,2.4681,255,8,41,8,8,87,46,59,0.0,0.6829999999999999,0.317,0.9759,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,2,0,9,14,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,3,12,1,7,0,0,1,2,10,2,0,0,4,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390766046694117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23535280962794464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746062102131746,0.0,0.43522350169815616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23604557319518515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938442039516844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166772230226718,0.0,0.30816980627895474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294296394820334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203591970031923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210771947772468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22792282106262354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240308542678278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904639748158222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,comradelenin456,2018/11/25,"I have one real friend and I get super paranoid about our friendship I can't help but wonder if he secretly hates me, but I know for sure that I need him a hell of a lot more than he needs me. I'd be devastated without him. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa",1.8448,4.054289879999999,2.7059999999999995,93.473,80.2,5.6000000000000005,22.0,6.742157984588678,0.3805999999999998,194,6,42,2,5,61,40,50,0.313,0.53,0.157,-0.9087,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,9,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,10,3,5,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,1,3,0,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24112851976531066,0.0,0.16305993250373949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081352014483839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919477473169928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715225911048685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26533717688885056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628379915538118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148776865934285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552393560101149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29415157379564794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30085430321490075,0.3384603072981757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Treguard,2018/11/25,"Friends just don't want me anymore, I guess A group of my best friends decided to go out for a night of drinking. The guys that always tell me that they have my back, that always tell me man we should go clubbing/drinking. They also pregamed at my house with one of my roommates. They didn't even have the courtesy to tell me, or invite me. So when I get home because I thought, hey, nothing is happening, I may as well do some boring errands because my life sucks right now so I may as well get some suck done to relax later, and see a bunch of empty cars (which is normal because my chode neighbors park their cars in front of myhouse every day, illegally, because they'll get fined if they park in front of theirs) in front of my house, some random shoes everywhere I get real confused. So I get even more confused when I finish a couple of episodes of Better Call Saul and there's drunk idiots asleep on my brand new couch I just goddamn bought and the living room reeks of vomit and sweat.

And then they ditched me the next morning for breakfast. And then they ditched me again to go party some more later. Oh but they're probably gonna crash at my place again without ever talking to me. And no, once again, I'm not invited. At best I get a text 2 hours after they all leave telling me I should join them. Why didn't you ask when you were in my goddamn living room? 

This is the kind of stuff that keeps happening to me lately. All the people I work with and hang around with are always talking about how I'm such a good friend, that I'm loyal/reliable, a great guy, fun to be around, etc. And then just ditch me. Not even at the earliest convenience. They go out of their way to completely avoid having me included.

I'm not in a good way outside of all this either. I get it, I'm not always free like the rest of you. I work 12-16 hour days, and a lot of times I'm just damn tired when I get off work. I was going through a very rough patch of pill addiction/drinking and spiraling back into depression, but I kept it all to myself. I'm not even being given a chance, not even a heads up. Are they that afraid I might say ""Yes""? ",4.11958620689655,4.759381050574717,4.528505747126439,89.31206896551727,70.67816091954023,7.379310344827586,26.264367816091948,7.237678284180719,1.0550229885057467,1667,49,360,15,29,526,221,435,0.10800000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.7609,0,1,3,0,0,0,51.0,1,3,14,6,32,28,4,4,20,1,23,11,4,1,5,64,57,29,0,5,16,0,1,1,4,7,4,1,5,3,12,20,3,3,2,3,2,11,11,11,2,1,9,4,59,18,53,39,17,61,0,1,1,0,36,21,3,14,28,238,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170298678721954,0.2568055577116568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651970795496436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737342715848574,0.07213203628321238,0.0,0.0,0.11865902107405235,0.0,0.18813847708996526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194449697608415,0.06823971767861889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878664096796184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089838305080696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537353021770654,0.0,0.09952066998858057,0.0,0.06645581607525948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895911820671347,0.0,0.2267555225230936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860512339691764,0.2548096739419187,0.06979355924399039,0.06500869211357323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883554858608447,0.0,0.32249371978172586,0.0,0.21925250206211588,0.12943244021524686,0.0,0.08506663936140903,0.08499790810461558,0.15279651231972113,0.1364606029501663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918606272970215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739546662976407,0.0,0.1519695893904636,0.17805925851290316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858131113569585,0.0,0.08034787377310239,0.0,0.0,0.08703724913668312,0.08169886622069182,0.0,0.0,0.054498767077384366,0.037695356039693255,0.0,0.136263329747479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559671945260434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185212918776091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745193898435138,0.08205809190959495,0.07240727695995662,0.07559816628708392,0.07403489647263319,0.0,0.0,0.08217043497325126,0.05228405604924162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349143583043968,0.0,0.08061337689904549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318905328021596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782235737919512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589225632500938,0.0,0.06135890188583799,0.0,0.0,0.06148469922545219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832710950709227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240328771236478,0.2697569312811581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06125459716046306,0.04499127679480284,0.08868142863022267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366318514426403,0.04550961200266915,0.12248838564707895,0.0,0.0,0.1387480815722762,0.0,0.06962282536431692,0.0,0.0,0.0743772717999619,0.0,0.16851517902116075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Boitheboi2,2018/11/25,"Love in third person Day in and day out I watch people take for granted the very thing I desire, that being love. Sure, I’ve felt enough to know how badly I long for it. But that amount is still ridiculously small, I think.

It’s when you watch a music video of a happy song and get sad because the couple featured is so happy and it seems so genuine.

It’s when you watch porn to see the two lovers interact,  I could care less about the sex.

It’s watching as your already more accomplished friends and family maintain and love someone who isn’t obligated or entitled to love them.

It the thought that your friends and family make no effort to say goodbye you when you or they leave.

It’s giving advice about love and trying to help them just so I can feel closer to the action.

It’s that I have to treat a serious problem as a joke to maintain a reputation that isn’t completely pathetic.

It’s actively trying but subtly or obviously being rejected before I even have a proper foothold.

It’s relating to “Creep” and “Shiver”

For the record I just like alternate and soft rock and elements of pop and r&b. I’m certainly not emo.",5.0645945945945945,6.037289243243247,5.809027027027027,79.77516216216219,68.72972972972973,9.163243243243244,29.21441441441441,9.3871,2.519244684684685,900,32,171,18,15,294,127,222,0.079,0.705,0.21600000000000005,0.9773,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,6,3,2,13,22,1,0,13,0,10,8,0,2,3,34,28,25,0,3,8,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,17,12,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,6,0,2,2,10,18,16,21,23,4,13,0,2,5,8,23,5,0,4,8,113,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252362354061308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414274834088417,0.0,0.0,0.13886104774536248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700804738812038,0.07812500090835824,0.0,0.1090545173921232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066741797172693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343730713054891,0.0,0.0,0.10232514088543757,0.14180633816055954,0.0,0.1653048871983875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242329261160146,0.0,0.08464831358723758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24163523391717,0.0,0.06480142604656271,0.0,0.1230534689127487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980318272205935,0.0,0.06695818564226855,0.1229425210133511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728568978954002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590278645893856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043325310329883,0.0,0.0,0.1357026823311907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261238573614451,0.0,0.0,0.11341735573380406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.578345940994635,0.0,0.08554763579618023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884984161627155,0.11190416015137708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263158314085365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019177860842297,0.0,0.0,0.102126736798058,0.11667183327746665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858934979387604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234855086695636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078905824840055,0.0,0.09636019076396588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514365064161072,0.08211960013020313,0.0,0.10174453483035108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402413049153845,0.0,0.12519346437757226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574522498863977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,notyouryesgirl,2018/11/25,Help Why can’t I do anything right.  Why does he keep getting mad.  I do so much for him and I get shit on in return.   All I want is a simple goodnight or goodmorning and he tells me to leave him alone.,-0.6520454545454513,1.2828506136363629,1.5192727272727282,99.84390909090912,88.31818181818181,4.42909090909091,17.89090909090909,5.6839178017228535,-0.6088672727272724,153,4,38,1,5,51,36,44,0.217,0.696,0.087,-0.7184,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,6,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,4,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,1,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29108109087595474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231278654505168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24594710226981664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29367208395168154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838062945307488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498084809216148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975893771296909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660270475779105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400135574031155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28849185465985183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456484430870993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576946187605893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.507204425045713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rawrorion,2018/11/25,"I feel lonely but im to anxious to seek out friends. Sorry for the long post and runon sentences that probably will happen im so upset.
Ive always been weird, I don't take social cues, im a nervous person and I blurt out weird shit when I'm feeling nervous.

Recently one of my most long standing online friends blocked me I had known him for 10 years we never met but he was important to me we didnt chat much in the past two years but the fond memories of being accepted and cherished were amazing to think about.

We got in a stupid fight about a YouTuber he liked I feel they should apologize, he didn't and basically said"" that youtuber is far to busy to apologize and has a life"" this went on and on that I'm negative and making a personal attack on someone who made him happy and im a miserable shell of a person. So he didn't want contact it hurt I never called the person he liked a bad name just said he should apologize.(I'm not going to say who the youtuber is) 
I'm really into cancelled culture as in I won't support someone if they do a thing I don't agree with, however if they apologize I will relent.

Im to busy(workaholic) and anxious to make new friends I live in a very small town less then 20k people and everyone clearly remembers how weird I was and ignores me. Only my siblings spend time with me. My younger sisters are very popular and I maybe see them twice a month for a few hours if that Ive gone months without seeing them before.

I work at home on my own sewing business so I don't even have coworkers. I also don't even check my phone often because texting longer then a hour or two makes me anxious I have had panic attacks over it. People who I do make friendships with are short lived its like they can tell im desperate for friends so they get me to give them things or buy them things its all really upsetting.

I just feel like a worthless hermit I'm only 23 and I feel so alone.  ",3.188717404487569,5.216825737113403,4.127598544572469,85.79535779260158,75.13402061855669,7.348211036992117,27.133414190418435,8.219915518859313,1.8734594299575504,1558,61,302,27,34,502,208,388,0.207,0.62,0.17300000000000001,-0.9420000000000001,1,3,0,0,1,0,36.0,3,0,9,1,15,34,5,6,19,0,28,2,1,6,4,61,57,32,0,6,12,1,5,4,4,4,1,3,1,4,15,22,0,2,9,1,3,3,10,19,0,4,16,10,46,15,37,36,6,39,0,4,2,0,49,17,1,7,21,193,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430452259828471,0.0,0.05737316864740213,0.05969625353384364,0.31093576262949985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431488529353441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323694256324128,0.0,0.0,0.059902739757395476,0.04373410890290867,0.0,0.061048346681951964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325802971264704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477167415880954,0.0,0.0,0.06855389031331592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137808581330564,0.051253497139907116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217150821685522,0.0,0.03748296382428403,0.06882280371558751,0.04077342583286479,0.0,0.057379748451619375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344244901616107,0.07637218015181227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719644767733282,0.0,0.14130558884357722,0.0,0.07680279030289615,0.0,0.4649710798244469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05067448299364828,0.1402007994684074,0.0,0.12670146787250802,0.12698129739442854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788533690840506,0.19155709833195,0.0,0.07207588523773023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452979000033998,0.0,0.05273965168381251,0.0,0.1106658611873664,0.06929021986791382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048615182529619286,0.10912817257422867,0.0,0.08417541838153159,0.0,0.0,0.06848719035517774,0.09947567626425427,0.2505742678961181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871034260339341,0.0,0.07735151622274693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192131440440017,0.0,0.07083794933314662,0.0,0.08127128324271825,0.0,0.13648879920751056,0.05705322885025641,0.0,0.0,0.1143403974936048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364356602308174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313335836549176,0.12157589489572315,0.0,0.0,0.08031085920442689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814135566989761,0.0,0.0,0.05394210595555305,0.0,0.06270689118166499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429893752162389,0.04597027191552182,0.0,0.0,0.04183415172610142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016574825883665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839163217522546,0.042316114348094944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650684776989396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915807452284875,0.0,0.05223004746360615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240079091521046
lonely,UrbanDiaries,2018/11/25,"Anyone free to chat!? I don’t feel like going into a deep conversation but I’m a little drunk and have nobody to talk to.. again.
Anyone want to have a chat? How was your day? ",-0.672162162162163,1.4955104324324324,1.966270270270272,94.14562162162164,93.32432432432432,4.0410810810810815,10.102702702702704,5.6839178017228535,-1.4155578378378382,134,1,30,1,5,46,28,37,0.07400000000000001,0.753,0.172,0.3656,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,8,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,5,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5858614185108026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27017990835386585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211827292552436,0.2992888993261748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380917287646694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467160925141045,0.419885245300666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367259422387197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471000808477679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kingslayerJayC,2018/11/25,Anyone wonna play rainbow six? Ps4 Anyone tryna play rainbow six with me? Just text me.,0.8818750000000009,2.1592334375,2.1950000000000003,86.45000000000002,120.875,1.6,16.5,3.1291,-0.6287000000000003,69,2,10,0,4,22,11,16,0.0,0.731,0.26899999999999996,0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sweetpotatoesforever,2018/11/25,I hate Saturday nights I find them lonely. It’s when I think about the reasons for my loneliness. I have a boyfriend but he lives in another country and I rarely see him. It’s hard to develop a relationship with him that way. I have a demanding career that keeps me busy 7 days a week. I’m in my 30s and I really just want to be settled down with a husband. I’m tired of doing everything alone. I am almost 33 (female) and I worry about running out of time to have kids. No family in the city I moved to for work. I’m lonely. ,0.15166320166320446,2.346444360360362,2.835495495495497,89.94143451143452,87.37837837837839,6.658627858627857,20.250173250173248,7.882392219407189,0.9892073458073464,408,13,90,9,13,142,73,111,0.245,0.738,0.017,-0.9695,0,5,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,1,0,7,0,6,1,0,1,0,14,14,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,16,0,17,13,0,14,0,2,1,0,7,5,0,1,6,57,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396922582722564,0.2316505583888635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345333397774629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424608931725622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101661042803545,0.0,0.21085243228157988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044267041814121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036083511194386,0.22082390410304853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988046489781317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750120689176373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23772159868407686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989542254455595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328618948767147,0.22996593577920504,0.0,0.2401336171988727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782328719679413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433161641598966,0.0,0.0,0.13042146383832012,0.25707120493551305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192402258714572,0.1775356879973018,0.17941140216326068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283153752340385,0.2271437158205252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justtakinganap,2018/11/25,"Post hip surgery in a wheelchair and feeling insanely alone. Pre surgery I felt like life was rough because I’d been home from work for 3 months from my injury ( insurance wouldn’t approve my surgery without a crap ton of other stuff) but post surgery has been horrible. I’m in a wheelchair for 4 more weeks and my friends have totally ditched me. My coworkers I’m sure aren’t happy with the fact I’ve been home rather then there. I’m not looking for a pity party just maybe some cool people to talk to or memes to share with. 

Oh and I’m a 35/female if that makes a different.  
Stay classy. ",0.8516911764705881,3.3946047310924388,1.5896165966386562,96.91282825630256,89.92436974789915,4.991806722689076,23.403886554621852,6.6274283507984215,0.6671214285714289,469,19,100,6,16,144,84,119,0.064,0.6829999999999999,0.253,0.9722,2,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,8,1,0,7,1,8,3,2,1,3,20,16,7,0,3,7,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,5,6,6,14,10,4,8,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,3,4,53,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148584214996074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646123379827492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21674390610536926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489431288901599,0.0,0.19918711450791185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602774330269722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208372451649508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161839237473117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465299694500064,0.10135090507754774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420801058931715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384762809027117,0.0,0.2084141097856009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558675726370006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382157392554884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973646619675108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111696417299706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23748369645324405,0.0,0.0,0.19552170442010464,0.0,0.0,0.16674261336883056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640603388108485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997698937203745,0.0,0.15102802844922722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,enaid-obsession,2018/11/25,"is anyone else nothing but a background character in other peoples lives? hi, I know people say it all the time, but I'm 100% not exaggerating when I tell you that i have no friends. no friends, no family, pretty much no one who would realize if I just got on a train tomorrow and never came back.

i know some people, like, in the way that you met them once and you have them on snapchat. but not in the kind of way that they'd talk to me or register me what so ever if I passed them on the street. and not in the kind of way that me messaging them wouldn't be weird.

I just, idk, I think people just assume that i have friends and a life, assume I'm doing something in between the times they see me outside my building when I ask them for a lighter. (even tho I have one and all I've done that day is stand out there hoping someone will talk to me) but I don't.

I feel like I'm a background character on a tv show. you don't think about my life or what I'm up to, you hardly even realize I'm there even when I'm on screen. I'm just the girl you pass sometimes on the way to your own shit you've got going on. somewhere in the back of your mind you assume I've also got my own shit going on, but don't really give it any thought. I mean, you wouldn't think about what that tree over there gets up to when you can't see it, would you? 

so when I'm not walking around town hoping for someone to interact with me, or standing outside my building waiting for someone to ask if I can lend them a roll up, I'm sat in my room, rewatching the same cartoons and youtube videos over and over again, pretty much not existing. I guess that's what the npc's are doing when they're not in the game...

  

is anyone else in the same situation? ",4.518204229920852,3.990878046321527,5.30854807318023,88.1299091734787,69.6267029972752,8.516361749059296,27.830413909432977,7.793537801064563,1.3392533800441155,1341,38,313,14,21,438,153,367,0.062,0.831,0.107,0.9548,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,12,8,0,27,12,2,0,20,0,23,4,2,0,4,61,58,28,0,9,21,0,2,2,3,5,2,1,1,1,17,11,0,1,13,4,0,6,17,3,0,2,8,6,47,9,42,43,9,55,0,0,3,0,37,28,2,13,17,212,64,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501912402836873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379342241165094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118704389255134,0.1922370705105836,0.0,0.083510010672118,0.17539773868677402,0.0,0.0,0.14426685453228252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729264890526917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049912552050149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599930554977576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673097460205232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588012861351194,0.08485572498073482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884348950275513,0.0,0.04743271266497359,0.06701725823191806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743009372181132,0.0,0.04901139641364652,0.08999026146960977,0.10662777607475507,0.0,0.2250831826422164,0.0,0.10334132822842207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403455074729624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634725738971408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537553761493368,0.10311008446349897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325203196684901,0.09166080079031118,0.0,0.08283517676458718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218563910886916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472047510552717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792100259256107,0.0,0.07235138098388083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900123862733061,0.0,0.0,0.0999036574028562,0.12713498291387934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26014174470079066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087521190303866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009652812218015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074600782077078,0.0,0.0,0.1495074555449731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258743916794596,0.0,0.10544538787337514,0.0,0.0,0.2384525036631863,0.0722188481577868,0.09277962413210708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508004438200332,0.08199331077391618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803272999427332,0.0,0.07447396732244335,0.10940171132082327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29784527049170906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327862293873674,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mattlikesboys1,2018/11/25,Please upvote Please upvote: sad day,5.120000000000001,8.667237666666669,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,89.0,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-2.0518,30,0,4,0,1,8,4,6,0.29,0.28,0.43,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818491707678644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9594587249785512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Occasionally_Normal,2018/11/28,"Holiday adverts are difficult to watch sometimes... Most of them show groups of people having fun together - family, friends, whatever. Even the more 'lonely' ones would be of people who may be spending time apart but are thinking about each other etc. They're  about finding the 'perfect' gift for that special someone. They show scenes with intricate table settings laid out for either couples or big groups. Constant reminders of what the lonely don't have.

It's just difficult to be alone this time of year.",6.746509740259737,9.173606215909096,5.6719480519480525,76.78863636363641,66.38636363636364,8.21038961038961,34.16233766233766,8.841846274778883,3.299783766233766,409,19,61,7,7,122,69,88,0.106,0.742,0.152,0.5574,0,5,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,4,8,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,1,13,11,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,2,4,13,6,5,8,0,2,1,0,6,3,0,3,4,44,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27452189693262874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28643535644525026,0.0,0.0,0.2932835011024067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29561161531338603,0.17506942280090754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498746823032941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422597510918175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047844559359623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961130306845102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36751802436517583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22458421184194696,0.0,0.2621508070655448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698395441820539,0.0,0.0,0.3091168689826662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829079603849846,0.0,0.0,0.17068974749529145
lonely,IRON_IMPERIAL_9,2018/11/28,"Here for you! I see a lot of new posts here every hour and almost none of them get much attention so if you're comfortable with talking to a random stranger on the internet, just dm me, I'm here to listen, I don't care who or what you're, I'll do my best to respond to you as soon as possible. ",11.34123076923077,3.9135262769230788,11.426538461538465,71.02596153846156,63.153846153846146,15.461538461538465,43.269230769230774,11.20814326018867,4.379615384615383,228,7,55,4,2,79,49,65,0.040999999999999995,0.8320000000000001,0.126,0.7527,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,3,11,7,4,5,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,5,3,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052492908795199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31990664883980946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108006898822834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25683753666027204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926426506251126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002021246491917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25916072588828776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22408958652393,0.0,0.0,0.29441257620438194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34365686674934365,0.29194869082986225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24291488073278336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450156862844545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,springs87,2018/11/28,"I wish there was a quick fix for being lonely and that i knew what it was. I'm 31M and pretty much been lonely all my life. I've got some friends but they don't really live locally so we always have to arrange to meet up and even then it can take some time to arrange as some of them never reply to messages. then it can be a month or two between seeing each other at times. I see one friend a few times a year as we normally meet up to drink and chat shit as we work and do similar things.

I got diagnosed with ADHD a few months ago which partially answers a lot of questions from my life. I find it mainly hard to converse with others and to keep a conversation going and keep in contact with some. I get bored with a lot of things easily which means i stop and start activities all the time.

I've not really had any from of love relationship either which is one of the worst parts since i see other people and family with their other half's and families. I've tried the online dating thing and just get annoyed at all the ghosting i get. 

I've got a good job and get on well with the people i work with but their not the sort of people i would be friends with outside of work.

I've got my own flat which I've had for the past 2 years and pretty much since day one, i go to work come home sit on the internet / watch TV or films go to bed and repeat. I do some other things every so often depending on the time of year etc but generally most of my week is the same. 

I hate pretty much most of the holiday and birthday events that come up so much that I've offered to work over the Christmas week.

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I just wish at most i could have several friends that were local, active and took an interest in me. I'd love to meet someone and form a love relationship with as i think that would give me a good kick up the rear and get some of my life in order.",4.278953537936913,4.30847486956522,5.3100415601023006,86.00944426683719,70.12531969309464,8.562702472293266,25.24307331628304,8.344100000000001,1.2817032395566927,1458,35,325,20,24,482,184,391,0.07,0.758,0.172,0.9934,1,4,1,0,0,0,23.0,3,0,4,5,10,18,3,0,25,0,21,9,1,1,4,78,54,32,1,6,10,0,1,0,4,2,4,0,2,0,23,33,1,3,6,5,0,6,4,7,1,5,12,5,31,11,54,36,29,48,0,2,4,3,27,16,1,17,24,226,54,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037535055157582,0.0,0.06665994119563376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625721223656457,0.08147877561561832,0.09137579035144404,0.05113833208145755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955565783645712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060040791347979273,0.0,0.0,0.04849754495912021,0.0,0.0,0.07632604893750462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366701577038805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386747373559209,0.04966865122365005,0.0,0.06335893777389927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178305093353336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873110615205262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323962130034627,0.0,0.1964435337395586,0.07213834438030745,0.1282130605918609,0.1261477759188687,0.2405760783221818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736410432255592,0.07424407322219774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543136763327181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462403654339546,0.1336817857251348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934718326486416,0.0,0.0,0.06640265747272467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786408496600787,0.20361182600717884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819144505680408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200472661211502,0.0,0.22112154403861609,0.0,0.057998596209975585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367967817651526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287166128509028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143387906387582,0.07178656283604018,0.15640187999612415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295151977290716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424080404128062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634962652492583,0.0,0.0,0.16147253560107838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797731244369538,0.0,0.0,0.08495418544320801,0.07719134705876213,0.12441183416157267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637164086672146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053226690343855625,0.0,0.0,0.06287026401443234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056540768552551565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983719029526287,0.0481848911648917,0.0,0.0,0.21924756629698536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354956401342485,0.05105561750486175,0.0,0.07345911872469492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206412261680723,0.0,0.06761350506196602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729517434001043,0.0,0.0,0.2737311579531063,0.0,0.0,0.10683932953494757,0.0,0.09137579035144404,0.1452783027468674
lonely,dotsandloops1929,2018/11/28,"Even if somebody were to reach out, I would push them away. I used to have friends. I used to be able to talk to people. I used to see a future. Now I’m a 42 year old man living in his mother’s basement, unemployed (I quit my job after a series of nervous breakdowns), seriously depressed, high anxiety, given up on life. I rarely leave my room, preferring to cuddle and play with my dog, all day. I was engaged once and I never quite got over that breakup and that was 14 years ago. Any relationship I have has since then has been fraught with mental health and dependency issues, not always from my side. Any friends I have made through my old job (I was a bartender) I have neglected since I quit my job in July. I don’t know that I have the capacity to work again, to face people. 
I have given up on love. Or any sort of intimacy. Emotional, physical, mental, I shun it all. I can’t even watch people kissing or flirting or cuddling on tv. I spend 95% of my time alone, the rest with my mum or my nephews. The problem is I hate myself and I don’t feel comfortable around people or even by myself. 
I miss the gentle caresses of a lover but won’t let anyone touch me.",1.5483192090395512,3.7380537754237295,3.2950000000000017,88.95331920903958,81.16101694915254,6.1367231638418085,22.545197740113,7.333567415737692,0.8649807909604528,905,30,189,13,24,301,141,236,0.07,0.823,0.107,0.7333,5,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,4,7,16,1,1,9,0,21,8,1,5,3,33,35,13,0,4,8,3,2,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,4,10,0,1,3,2,1,1,6,7,0,0,9,5,36,9,31,22,3,28,0,3,2,5,12,14,0,8,13,124,40,5,0.1100126428201668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751957007704153,0.0,0.0,0.11393991988456123,0.0,0.0,0.09153933175544844,0.0,0.0,0.22443710883594514,0.0,0.08415937063958256,0.0,0.0,0.07692339778121357,0.0,0.0,0.0979345761446716,0.0,0.0,0.1033604993242974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094905350014283,0.0,0.094753728057905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374941587577973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21798693908632502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562569771993983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699909898894022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798716030946832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861470879712316,0.0,0.11693829489473392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623439725272655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148246169223329,0.3275117183092576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046007141480079,0.0,0.0,0.1164875041749214,0.0,0.11249538086821327,0.07770518308425457,0.0,0.0,0.09714317913525716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929070532554483,0.1040966226308636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217337374259797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484853220721439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23087952504265846,0.11715987417922648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30507565859183183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526724164695488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35103596208935794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811240730661154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766583294279158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820071899602492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842399509400489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414925672667747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28504680392872284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800905142173337,0.0,0.0,0.07814982504252413,0.0,0.0,0.14168907014002147
lonely,qwrtzp,2018/11/28,"I wish I could be more opened up to people Today at school everybody had to wrote something positive to other classmates. Some reasons why we like each other. The problem is that I don't really know my classmates, because I don't talk to them too much.
And they wrote nice things to me actually.
They think I'm kind, smart, pretty...
and they always mentioned that I'm quiet or shy, but still fine.
And I really want to change myself, be more friendly and talkative. But it's so hard and I feel sad about it right now.
I want to cry, but I'm still at school.

I just have no one to say this abd sorry for my grammar.
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lonely,Frayzure,2018/11/28,"Why Why is it nigh impossible to find people to converse with or befriend here...? I see endless post of males looking for friends or conversation and the replies are null and void. A girl does the same post and everyone and their family leave a comment, many of which are never even replied to by the OP. ",7.807528735632182,7.100614120689657,7.208620689655174,77.81511494252874,62.96551724137932,10.491954022988507,38.298850574712645,9.725611199111238,3.5020160919540224,241,11,47,4,3,75,45,58,0.021,0.925,0.054000000000000006,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,8,5,1,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,1,30,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927995149886065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550248495595482,0.0,0.0,0.2394352384498231,0.0,0.0,0.23621989601122145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22902109442665644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359369440714985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653228421125541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041996822865444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540438138492481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19325895832132844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371721836231602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799633453337938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996759061608724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522100919165034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ElliotIsRami,2018/11/28,"Thinking About The End (Again) I’m seriously considering it again and it’s scary the thoughts of committing this act has on me. Like I’m planning it out thoroughly and then I chicken out. But I don’t want to keep suffering and worse is that all I have to look to are successful people (podcasts, music, tv) we’re surrounded by others successes and it’s wearing on me. I’m 26 and I wish I knew it was okay to just be 26. But so many more have done more and are in better places than I. I try to trace back where I made mistakes. But I don’t even see if I hadn’t done it if I’d be in a better place now. Before I go u want a hug. A really tight one.",-0.6026843413421688,1.4435723521126749,2.126801988400995,94.69197597348801,89.56338028169014,5.87638773819387,18.91632145816073,7.285733465282438,0.33168218724109355,502,15,121,9,17,174,90,142,0.095,0.7140000000000001,0.191,0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,9,10,0,0,5,1,14,2,1,1,2,26,28,13,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,2,3,1,0,2,3,3,0,1,7,3,13,7,15,19,3,18,0,1,2,1,0,10,0,2,7,80,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245273512047508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870801383253906,0.0,0.0,0.3506966941000468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057857017310811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560300685869762,0.0,0.0,0.13095146538705654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267796858198248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762261034373467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686174852234684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649177922357686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876021379880485,0.0,0.20100852083839768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343487798188506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745125527005006,0.0,0.4142872470821235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701295960425565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579906943464526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703953000748913,0.0,0.15739942553524994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460820384265254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338824224665945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279937514057732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204789747946755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BigLoyolaGuy,2018/11/28,"I avoid feelings as a defense mechanism I avoid catching feelings for girls as a defense mechanism. There was one girl I couldn’t resist though. I told her how I felt two weeks ago and haven’t heard from her since. I had that defense mechanism for this reason, I wanna talk to her so bad and miss spending time with her. I feel so alone and I know I’m about to be so hung up for a while. It never works for me",1.5253488372093038,3.393776593023261,2.7350581395348854,94.60049418604652,79.58139534883722,5.695348837209302,22.377906976744185,6.6274283507984215,0.3678651162790692,321,10,72,3,8,103,56,86,0.165,0.779,0.055999999999999994,-0.8711,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,3,2,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,19,14,11,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,5,6,0,1,1,3,7,0,2,5,5,14,0,13,7,0,7,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,5,51,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380358245679381,0.0,0.0,0.27811630793183184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421150468050752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073308202693763,0.0,0.2578311079821308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757717800938785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20710704847619496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181963016540287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27609377440670124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221309605100527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158344070545487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26382956303331834,0.0,0.1565821220119377,0.0,0.0,0.2565921185091273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623149913431388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153987329776189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549318743645094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,trascendente-12,2018/11/28,Help Hi everyone just read this text of a stranger. I have a situation my father does not support me anymore because I failed some courses of  college but the people of the program will give me other chance to come back the next year and do the program  but my father now is saying so much hurtful things that I can't standing him anymore. I was planning to go to go back to my country to see my mom's grave but he doesnt want to give me my passport and that money I saved since I got 14 years old I just want to go back because I never said goodbye to her when she die and I didn't say goodbye when I have to leave my country. Sorry for my grammar and hope you can understand me and what can I do?,4.263776276276275,4.211038425675678,5.254414414414416,86.6803753753754,70.14864864864866,7.38858858858859,31.309309309309306,6.42735559955562,1.5654570570570572,549,22,119,3,9,181,89,148,0.15,0.772,0.078,-0.8427,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,9,6,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,0,1,19,26,11,2,3,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,1,1,4,5,3,0,0,4,4,26,3,13,21,2,16,0,3,1,0,15,0,0,2,11,84,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29725272665372776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457120900515266,0.0,0.18271330614717746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290959080985976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553678834523793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114835961512944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320296288881126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875293980062531,0.25551615056597105,0.0,0.11986117710507975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045172440752224,0.0,0.0,0.14885031408502786,0.0,0.0,0.1604341792892599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868598690230126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552073009210034,0.0,0.0,0.11016842878395827,0.0,0.11558555714521213,0.0,0.15938372097868692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725869288053854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389790799109767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990611361481798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255646439845435,0.2383582135569377,0.0,0.0,0.11942344646039835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397033813509573,0.16845516616265302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776222235758625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700656590796718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956401744185188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601533103177273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678917782473028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301701146138286
lonely,Cooperi9,2018/11/28,"Anyone else feel like they are not allowed to complain about their loneliness? [19M] [Long] What i mean by this is that from someone who looks at me from an outside perspective at me, it looks like i have a pretty good life. Which it kind of do. I am working through my second year of college and will transfer to a different school for the next fall, which should help me being close to my friends that are at the college that i am transferring to. Have a job that works well with college because although i work a lot, I do Gym Supervision which means i just need to be in the Gym, and am allowed to do whatever i want during that time. Which that work pays well and helps me be less distracted when working on classes. So from just looking at the surface level i have a good life.

But that is where the good stuff ends and the bad begins. I don't have anyone that i can talk to about what i'm going through because it appears like my life looks good. Most of my problem stem from my awful mother and how terrible she treats me. I can't remember when she has ever show any affection to me. Like ever, i have had nearly twenty years around her and seriously cant think of a single one. Now she isn't a very affectionate mother, neither is my father, so i don't expect anything from her regularly. But is seriously don't remember any time that she has ever truly shown me any care. My father, who i problems with as well,  doesn't show much either but i get the felling that even-though he doesn't say that he loves me, i know that he does. I want to talk about more things with him but he is very opinionated and we disagree a lot Religion, Politics,etc. But if i tell him how i really feel about anything that we disagree on he will no longer want to talk to me, and it is sad that the only thing i know i can talk to him without upsetting him is sports. To get back to my mom and hoe awful she is, i feel like i am always the one who receives most of her anger. I have three other siblings and older sister who has moved out, and older brother who has moved out, i a younger sister who still lives with me and my parents. Being one of the middle children i fell like she sees me as a failure because all of my sibling are better than me. My older sister has graduated and is married and has a pretty good job, and she has done that all by 23. My brother who is 21 only just moved out, Which i think my mom actions definitely pushed him away, and lives on his own and makes near $20 and hour working at fed ex. My younger sister who is 17 is seen as the crown jewel of the family. According to my mom she is perfect and has never done anything wrong in her life. Anytime i disagree with my sister, which happens a lot ,my mom jumps in and always agrees with her no mater the argument. Anytime that i do have a good argument, she will downplay the fact that i am right and try to convince me that i am wrong. This is a cause of so much anger from me against my mom, and anger in general. It also feels like i am held to a higher standard than my other siblings, while also receiving no affection from her.  I can't talk to any of my siblings because i feel like they agree with my mother that i'm a failure, or just don't want to be in conflict with my mother. The problem has gotten so bad that i have mom plans on ever talking to her again at the first reasonable opportunity.

I'm also pretty distant form my friends and don't think they want to hear me talk about this. i never have talked to them about my parents if i was to start they won't want to be my friends. And since they have all left for college or joined the military i can't go physically talk to them like i want to. Which has lead  me to be very alone. I also have never dated any one, and i want to be close to someone but without any experience and not being very confident in myself i don't talk to anyone which leads me to be even more lonely. I don't blame any one of my friends for this or anyone for not dating me, it is just that i want to truly say how i feel, but i don't have anyone to say that to.

Plus my mom is two-faced. Meaning that he has a personality that she shows to everyone. And another that she shows to me and my siblings full of anger and ignorance. Because of this a think that if i tell anyone that knows her they won't believe me, push me away, tell my mom, and things will just be worse. Mainly there is one person i know named Lori who think would listen to me if i asked. She honestly would be the best person to talk to because she doesn't talk with her parents ,but for completely different reasons, and would understand me the best. But i'm afraid if i do she will reject it because of how my mom appears to act and i will no longer be able to talk to her. Which the i want to talk but am too afraid because what if it goes bad is extremely common for me. Her being two-faced has lead me to just stay quiet with my problems which has left me lonely. 

So to bring it back to my question on the title of how i feel like i can't complain because to most people because it appears i have a good life that they themselves might be envious if. And since my life looks good and in not terrible i feel like if i complain people will shrug it off as me being too emotional. I, just like many other people here, Just want someone to talk to about this, but i currently don't have anyone i feel comfortable with. So if you have taken the time to read this far firstly, thank you. I i just want some advice so that i feel less lonely and pathetic.

TLDR; Life looks good from the outside, but i have a horrific mother who hates me and don't have anyone to talk to about it.

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lonely,siseiy,2018/11/28,"More lonely than ever Hi, I don't really know how to start this but I want to vent and need somewhere for it to go (unfortunately that's here sorry guys.) I pushed people away, because I didn't want to be hurt I guess. I didn't realize it at the time, and I had this best friend who made everything feel better. Now things between me and her aren't so great, she's hanging around a new crowd which is great, but now it's like I'm not around. We used to hangout all the time, talk about everything. I felt so comfortable with her I kind of dropped other people. Now we don't really hangout or talk, and she still has a bunch of people to be with. I don't :L and because of that lately ive been feeling so down. The people who I put effort in when I was in a really tough spot myself, aren't here for me at all. It's hard for me to accept that I put effort in the wrong people, and it hurts to look back at all the opportunities I had to be with people who were better for me, the people who would still be here for me right now. Anyways yeah, got that off my chest. would be nice 2 chat with someone abt it maybe - & I m memer ",1.6565352697095437,3.0430313651452288,3.357632780082992,92.45238278008301,77.67219917012449,6.31377593360996,19.10394190871369,6.961326702584282,0.009303568464730459,873,17,204,9,20,291,124,241,0.11800000000000001,0.695,0.187,0.9602,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,0,6,21,17,0,0,9,1,22,1,1,3,4,37,37,14,0,5,4,0,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,19,14,0,0,6,3,0,5,8,5,0,0,10,5,29,12,35,20,6,32,0,3,1,0,17,12,0,2,15,146,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731776636722795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277844974375533,0.0,0.0,0.10172953010509676,0.08325810385576594,0.0,0.13200895071472393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362972343830513,0.19152389595491096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979424800811945,0.0,0.0,0.194624244345538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949591241936653,0.0,0.10396261839429284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365431492978467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153614760038156,0.0,0.08659877353610952,0.2387509025611517,0.1192789995474594,0.10721096277690458,0.0,0.0,0.09699466140402203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231824907702052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275352785889073,0.059506046268706786,0.0,0.12214084124998352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05289852957870308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092516336144182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024540378093546,0.0,0.0,0.10877850516161798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802858059772358,0.0,0.10457431795240577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5254580453499241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769599272685847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809449250095616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924677158254096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174250213384694,0.0,0.0,0.1212069082979443,0.07663881023102012,0.0,0.1729398355203601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405743063808765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193423264343013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627403671727527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351630978048116,0.0,0.0,0.12772881381481094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538333315211187,0.11838358110862775,0.0,0.0
lonely,ana_and_boredom,2018/11/28,"Again. I guess I just needed to say something, to a bunch of random people who have no idea who I am. I’ve found love recently, one that isn’t abusive and hurtful and full of lies, and yet I feel so empty. Prior to meeting her, I’ll call her Marie, I had been delving deeper into my obsession with body image and self hatred, I had delved into deeper lows then I ever imagined possible; aside from that I had also become obsessed with the use of pharmaceuticals and the abuse of voiding reality. Once I met her I imagined that I would very likely lose my obsession with pharmaceuticals and hopefully start recovering from my eating disorder (I know relationship status has nothing to do with eating disorders but previously I had blamed my past pains for my own personal problems.) As of recently I’ve grown so close with Marie, and I have fallen deeply in love, but still I sit alone in my room at night and feel this intense array of alone. I had friends at school, but I have drifted away due to my own problems with eating disorders and other small things, and the only real person I have to turn to is Marie. I fear though, with all of my heart that she will use me like the others, and I will end up alone again. I fear she still has feelings for her previous relationship, and I am terrified that I am just the in between. These feelings get pushed back by how much she shows me affection and attention, but it still eats at me. ",8.539947236878646,6.924380462093865,8.524332129963899,71.8986670369342,62.06859205776173,11.555567897806165,35.38711469036379,10.389873798559362,3.4662382116078865,1136,39,213,21,13,371,151,277,0.201,0.721,0.078,-0.9843,0,3,1,0,1,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,16,17,0,5,6,0,21,9,2,4,2,53,38,24,0,5,6,0,4,2,1,3,1,1,1,3,13,23,4,0,10,1,0,4,2,11,0,1,8,5,41,6,38,27,6,37,0,3,0,2,21,15,0,3,19,160,54,1,0.0,0.22021914562416908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28874949117055554,0.0,0.07431792249194022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731295000986287,0.07145919825211354,0.0,0.0,0.10263641817085632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322682931978347,0.0,0.0,0.09489426333686174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195253829901109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803717521824527,0.0,0.0,0.0823104293331738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406258102575151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914933649507728,0.1879574420029192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189546440523592,0.0717992603526994,0.0,0.04855328833903399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102375399885898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012521666492392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230273753954647,0.0,0.0,0.09948594354224892,0.10490924895267216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051073158774807656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080404999273953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396746660314986,0.0,0.0,0.16775004856222436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831592952757333,0.06890811897538422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721066316480322,0.0,0.08917104315753513,0.0,0.0,0.09896986086799907,0.06297332799190568,0.07067919780499901,0.09888651376925192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871439079454302,0.06442755187424128,0.1622897903236306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047671989345553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784731048481134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577729683125132,0.0,0.0,0.18351885915114646,0.1995490111236813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390349077051153,0.0,0.09405244364958956,0.0,0.0,0.09694865114707604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154382071720798,0.0,0.0,0.06577795650489465,0.0,0.2226475517664844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174008719302033,0.0,0.09130550769463576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108365044776817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052732913510068,0.0,0.07667887578047433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601643579341157,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ronjohn1989,2018/11/28,"How do I get friends? I'm 29 (m) my wife who was my best friend left me for another guy I got no friends and no family now I spend every day going to work come home waiting till I go back to work how do people make friends anymore I never really kept up with Twitter or Instagram Snapchat never made since to me 

Just any advice on what to do where do people my age even go to hang out? Sure I can go to the bar but I always just feel like that sad lonely man at the end of the bar",0.3994339622641512,2.0428919622641537,2.5704150943396264,95.51373584905664,82.20754716981132,5.749433962264153,19.090566037735847,6.742157984588678,-0.047679999999999716,372,9,90,4,10,126,75,106,0.09300000000000001,0.765,0.142,0.5439,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,8,9,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,4,3,18,19,6,0,0,4,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,3,4,2,2,1,2,1,6,4,2,0,0,4,1,12,7,14,15,1,20,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,1,9,54,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565703547762005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254262887151924,0.0,0.0,0.10832314318145136,0.16703019527226848,0.0,0.0,0.15797357881513654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224847213792368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716576971115668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372148396571802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272932832826016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108428655902205,0.0,0.0,0.10521000977425042,0.0,0.13420929093609074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016510220270754,0.0,0.08054216769147945,0.11379731302452448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4922704208635905,0.0,0.08322282001080847,0.0,0.3621143189444541,0.0,0.1273993300007087,0.0,0.0,0.15772284373996664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978156705416555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730698194101413,0.0,0.0,0.07782139343508541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072471860512496,0.10632778394343743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457096266483199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208642395516764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204570587982922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176691902939067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012960637236772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23193106391461865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,harpertea,2018/11/28,"My first birthday alone Tomorrow is my 22nd birthday! I'm trying really hard not to feel sorry for myself but my family is states away and for a few other equally uninteresting reasons, I have no one to celebrate with. I really am feeling quite lonely since I've never spent a birthday by myself, and thought that perhaps someone here might have some nice ideas for a solo birthday time, or even just some words of encouragement.",12.424894514767928,8.902315708860762,11.55848101265823,59.09654008438821,56.468354430379755,14.077637130801687,44.0548523206751,11.855464076750405,5.264389029535865,347,14,55,7,3,113,60,79,0.106,0.713,0.18100000000000002,0.8264,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,17,11,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,2,3,7,2,9,8,4,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,4,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24973425244990266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265462101233203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592617270918474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22731253021497375,0.0,0.24384152720429875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510201070184225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160019113484037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722023795373663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25579702801156645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597156100959614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633935034128099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564676297948285,0.0,0.0,0.3089435196441902,0.2479181205527499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946226735669825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430563420652573,0.0,0.0,0.2699212872338665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142744435822304,0.14060275529493702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370901204769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_aiiliish_,2018/11/28,"Rant I’m afraid that I will never be good enough for anyone in a romantic way. I always seem to be a second or third option, but never someone’s go to girl. I’m young, just turned 21(f) but every single guy I’ve tried to be with/have been with has never seen me as a priority. At this stage I feel like I’m almost invisible to guys around my area, which is a city in Ireland so not exactly huge. I do think I’m attractive and I could be a great catch but I lack confidence, something I’m definitely working on. I’m at my wits end at this stage and I feel like I will never shake this awful feeling of loneliness. I don’t understand what I’ve done to never be given a chance romantically when so many other people are happy and loved in their relationships. I know people will say that I need to be patient but I really feel as though I’m close to giving up-even though I don’t want to. ",3.342949403537641,4.089577593582892,5.290588235294121,82.75226244343892,72.52941176470588,8.32069107363225,23.475524475524484,8.617729084823388,1.3279151789387085,698,17,150,12,13,242,111,187,0.098,0.662,0.239,0.9838,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,7,9,0,2,6,1,18,1,0,0,6,33,41,15,0,4,7,0,4,2,0,3,0,1,0,3,8,6,0,0,8,0,0,3,8,2,0,2,4,6,17,7,21,27,3,25,0,0,1,1,8,11,0,4,10,95,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466386569047373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118994386343048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403264000830763,0.0,0.0,0.11971710830000745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737259010870656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762133625334538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191107540305346,0.13895541013082854,0.0,0.08882380810373464,0.0,0.11330652215910365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719916883436201,0.1921473197559733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900697523081786,0.07642897488212383,0.11279675977586455,0.0,0.14826640475961084,0.0,0.26631579325949045,0.0,0.14315813104453526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390755341300059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140180352944006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213748666771466,0.0,0.0,0.1363432034104609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971637952173616,0.5186023833065019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864651744925204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861523368007374,0.0,0.0,0.1443828769546325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694514149030812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242696978798505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394579713936305,0.10353048211373528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617035938941997,0.2642549177972924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130415785702203,0.1462773298904429,0.0,0.14000005624194325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932071378737986,0.10674520999674003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979041840156215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,galacticat13,2018/11/28,"I miss being okay with myself I loved solitude. Had friends but preferred reading, writing, or being outdoors with my animals. Now I feel like I can’t be by myself without wondering what’s wrong with me/experiencing FOMO/trying to throw myself into a relationship for all the wrong reasons. 

This probably all comes back to anxiety and depression, but I just need to vent. ",4.445266524520257,7.4356786865671625,5.5786780383795325,72.11402985074628,75.56716417910448,8.007675906183369,31.959488272921103,8.841846274778883,3.4544473347547973,300,15,45,7,7,99,53,67,0.11599999999999999,0.664,0.22,0.7552,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,1,2,19,11,4,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,1,9,4,10,7,2,5,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,2,3,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367421430359546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462044260811206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068230563343065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067959446596281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140069782073555,0.17152596717065324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854990197130902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729969206429534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166977028193438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802952923770882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25886611397473874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401628451099703,0.0,0.0,0.2468605998542031,0.0,0.2577752595662202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301069411758834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314457799398709,0.2603758994444553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250186619592243,0.0,0.0
lonely,supremacyremembers,2019/05/01,When you’re the only one that puts in effort And sometimes it’s not even enough. The feeling of everyone hating me and then denying it to my face is the absolute worst feeling. Like I know you don’t want me here even if it’s something online. But don’t fucking lie to me,2.1184210526315788,3.885361192982458,3.5542456140350893,89.88505263157896,77.42105263157895,5.963508771929827,25.43508771929825,6.742157984588678,0.9487992982456136,216,8,45,2,5,71,43,57,0.162,0.726,0.11199999999999999,-0.7184,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,2,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,9,9,6,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,2,6,1,4,9,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,3,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034332104392667,0.0,0.38792434538506654,0.0,0.0,0.2806083490603897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969704854571574,0.2097934799946305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27148745442634203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899322086858701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138994650660912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346930092505214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899419342298325,0.22334455566326566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29521323314137915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260767431546457,0.2904410107603929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321051995152972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,martinisbae,2019/05/01,"just trying to make everything better Hey,
the goal of this post is not to say how lonely I am or how fucked up my life is but to try to be for some people who posts here and offer a chat...I know that It won't make your life go the other way around but at least to help you go through your day and also keep ur/my company is a thing.
Also I've been trying to be more and more positive lately and it's kinda working so I want to share my positive energy with anyone who willing to.
I'm available on discord and reddit chat.
So I'm looking forward for a convo.",1.6304958677685946,2.9894611818181858,3.8546198347107454,88.97829338842978,77.67768595041322,6.4928925619834725,21.19090909090909,7.1686216300943375,0.5324175206611566,437,11,96,5,10,151,81,121,0.061,0.753,0.18600000000000005,0.9547,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,3,9,4,1,0,5,0,9,3,0,4,0,21,20,14,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,1,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,2,7,2,17,15,4,12,0,1,1,1,11,5,1,3,3,67,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126554572218731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668629739765129,0.0,0.0,0.17402136393528814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288887655531873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260703986891594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568756518638015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072093455299146,0.0,0.0,0.22219505034874354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102817128922428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375432135845847,0.0,0.0,0.10743237480995628,0.0,0.2205134008990977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27615092600569724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641565326957356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26097291458288235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552333685801984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744374607329318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545597160397367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298702556731556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981604878917923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530097074354075,0.15516535022413588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231399237170542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SeanTheMan34,2019/05/01,"I only have 1 friend; and she constantly leaves me, and it hurts. So I met this girl about 8 months ago around September 5th 2018. I met her playing an online game and chatting on the discord server for that game. We were best friends on that server and we would talk all day and night about our days. It got to the point where she started opening up to me more and more and I figured out she had a bunch of mental disorders like depression, anxiety, bipolar, and the rest of the usual sadness related disorders. I found out later that she is anorexic, but I'll get into that later. Things were really well with me and her, she trusted me.. and I trusted her. We started getting closer and closer to each other around October 2018 so she decided to invite me to a server on discord with all of her friends (I'll keep their privacy by calling the girl well girl and her other friends friend 1,2 etc.) Her friends instantly hated me for whatever reason, my theory is that they saw how close I was getting to her and got jealous. There was 1 thing I didint know though, and it was about friend 1. Now, friend 1 was nice to me at first, but it got super dramatic really quick. Friend 1 saw how close I was to (girl) and got suspicions. Friend 1 asked me if I liked (girl) and instantly I started to put 2 and 2 together and figure out that Friend 1 was in a relationship with (girl) or so I thought. I told person that I had a girlfriend (complete lie, girl was my only friend atp) and all of them believed it. After that though, things were starting to plummet for me and I had to keep up the lies I was making to keep my only friend who cared about me. I dont remember exactly what happened but I do know that I hurt (girl) 's feelings over something. Things were really bad so I thought I would just tell her straight up hey, all that talk about me having a girlfriend was false.. I really like you and wanted to keep our friendship and stuff like that. At that point I was obsessed with her, but the only problem was that we were arguing over stuff and she got super pissed at me one day and just left me. I was super sad, I started to go into a depressive state and cry each night thinking about how she was the only real friend I've ever had and how she got me through the kids at school bullying me and my family thinking of me as a disappointment. Eventually, I decided to add her back on a new account and talk to her there, it was Christmas morning so i thought she would be more open to talk or whatever. We end up getting super close again for about a good month or so. Now, girl had a friend and I'll call her friend 2, she was awful.. she was a drama queen and still is, she is an attention whore. Their friendship was always on and off, and I was always there to guide her in it. This is where the story gets really really interesting, around feburary 2019, when someone who knew friend 2's brother and dated him for a while. I dont care about his privacy because idk i just dont care. His name was justin. This was around the time where I sat at a different table at lunch and the people were taking advantage of me in every way (I had no idea abt that) they told me to lead justin on and sext him and do all this weird gay shit that I was so uncomfortable with. Well through all of this, girl was single and I really liked her so I decided to ask her out. She was thinking about it the entire day and I started to worry. So i made the worst mistake ever, I asked justin out and he said yes (I am not gay and quite frankly I hated justin) I did that so I could tell girl that she had her chance and blah blah blah just to make her jealous and want me for anything. Well, that turned on me badly, lauren left me again and told me that she did have feelings for me and that I fucked up and I would regret it and all of this stuff (she now claims that she did not have feelings for me). I was sad of course because now I'd have to deal with my boyfriend which I did not want and I hated because I wasint gay. I realised then that I needed girl, girl was special to me and I missed her. I did the same thing that I did on Christmas again and it worked. She talked to me again but told me that I lost her trust and wouldint gain it back. I talked to her for weeks and eventually things were going well again. All up until valentines day. Girl was not single because she was now dating friend 1 because I dared her (dont ask why, I really dont know why I dared her that, it was stupid.) I posted on my snapchat story that I was alone on valentines day and did the basic wish I had someone thing and a senior responded to that saying she'll be my valentine (she was joking ofc but I said whatever and went with it) this really hurt girl for whatever reason. I didint think it would because she had a bf but this time she didint leave me. We ended up being good again and things were well finally for a while. Then our relationship was bumpy again, we argued constantly for weeks and our relationship became on and off again. I feel like this is starting to get long so I'll stop it here for the beginning part of the story. Please message me, I want to talk about this and get advice. I miss her. I fucked up. I love her.  Thanks for reading this",2.761096558808425,4.414289553672319,3.683257575757576,90.15020223420649,75.30885122410547,6.823506248929977,23.367616846430412,7.562547137694016,0.8828847457627123,4094,120,874,53,88,1311,340,1062,0.14800000000000002,0.6759999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.9878,1,1,1,0,0,0,109.0,11,1,5,13,68,84,12,1,36,2,84,11,2,10,11,178,168,93,0,16,19,1,4,9,21,6,1,3,0,17,70,91,1,5,26,7,1,5,10,33,6,2,80,9,173,51,119,78,22,130,0,13,2,7,149,58,4,4,70,637,243,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035941626566778406,0.032603827978222824,0.0,0.0,0.03809366207043295,0.0,0.0,0.06120889629513949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028137097414608396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03026734193661108,0.13097030970167325,0.13753977500358358,0.0,0.0,0.05656410071591503,0.061420614671010336,0.13452686113111842,0.0,0.0,0.041439198580204784,0.03859902413836165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511431418263992,0.0,0.11250097527975643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038563812891939976,0.07949363453602512,0.0,0.02936635703054155,0.0,0.04040181814154003,0.14232286301358324,0.03791923624597848,0.0633582417858207,0.0,0.0,0.03842795203174604,0.08430762536209205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155332457767412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515347958909047,0.0,0.0410201484969577,0.0,0.06654040929489073,0.03098928488401432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034673524458249234,0.0,0.0743896093141825,0.02627610449139195,0.0,0.04029140545055387,0.0,0.0312856030320055,0.0,0.0403280854815792,0.5114995163576939,0.06800623852362955,0.13451460492223802,0.0,0.04180658325545497,0.06169973018463435,0.1765010799425737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032525008293345814,0.0,0.0,0.10893983470379963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812334313816275,0.041520878130020436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076933064829718,0.0,0.0,0.0606410518340659,0.0,0.0,0.07789079760567523,0.07992457006690751,0.0,0.0,0.10781500957541992,0.0,0.0,0.03254971879948647,0.0,0.0,0.04015042551328828,0.0,0.03319597362573491,0.0348027413850307,0.049102740424702286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03706624540230127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058715929592303415,0.0,0.0,0.027272386741007168,0.0,0.035522982022298075,0.0,0.06903229892604858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024923521072706338,0.13986671278682442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0398298608876048,0.0,0.025499072353408588,0.03211544584030882,0.0,0.04037410988008453,0.06953920768368824,0.0,0.03522569663798315,0.0,0.0,0.03519411576248668,0.0,0.03697471323447739,0.0,0.03912074985936877,0.0367906044615456,0.04186443325540092,0.2120636422247108,0.07563327026890576,0.0,0.118465963504852,0.04166530773121497,0.0,0.0699736437513981,0.029249450017984707,0.0,0.03722398253338896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03775480979686228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062328252630144264,0.02831554215296438,0.0,0.0,0.1822347390781092,0.0,0.029373075475973544,0.03075027124395765,0.0,0.0,0.12631513743030573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02765447221493571,0.20694025886703654,0.06429582045970647,0.033862681891959,0.0,0.0,0.19548344205454815,0.09427022433631667,0.07227360591055018,0.08759918559251201,0.042894186871314736,0.0,0.0,0.14058195328580278,0.0,0.0,0.04000678656152426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04050869084989953,0.0,0.08677672387857263,0.02919476884082556,0.05900643946747645,0.0,0.19842133507817414,0.0340960320546431,0.0663776334978539,0.0,0.04229593357877192,0.0,0.0,0.02677675205260274,0.0373525365622668,0.0,0.13063959624728316,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dysega,2019/05/01,"Talking to a stranger So, i have been living in this city for about 2 years now, and its safe to say i have no one here. No one to talk to, to hang out with, basically i have no friends or even acquaintances. Out of collage i dont really talk to people, and can spend up to week without any human interaction. 

Today i couldn't take it anymore, so i just came up to a stranger and told him the whole sittuation.

He was super supportive, and even gave me a couple of suggestions, like places where i can meet someone, and just how to start a conversation.

Really needed this",5.181015037593983,5.437638429824567,5.9772180451127825,81.21552631578948,68.21052631578948,9.67218045112782,29.44360902255639,9.606745405546679,2.41455037593985,447,15,93,9,7,147,77,114,0.057999999999999996,0.813,0.129,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,1,0,17,16,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,9,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,5,1,9,5,20,10,1,14,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,1,6,69,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654861582521218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455278483309187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283912500519026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590672878656316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218097877010822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458233894780166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377384772621993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909149174549217,0.0,0.16432222265097934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798450507707302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522008618207487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901242975258653,0.0,0.1944260321834289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384299873641477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798744689402846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576747420965111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317165365746151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117445307198512,0.0,0.0,0.13991766463211466,0.4487199473664123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639300306945088,0.17781842336650328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492713935087612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776453780538198,0.0,0.17938558582907171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983683845852555
lonely,theswolypreacher,2019/05/01,"They talk about you behind your back I was walking to class and I noticed someone I knew in the hallway. I was going to say hey to him, but he was talking to one of his friends. I heard them talking about how I’m annoying and say cringy shit all the time. I always had a feeling people talked shit about me behind my back, but to actually see it was pretty fucked up.",1.7850187969924818,3.678225960526316,3.239022556390978,91.17815789473684,78.86842105263158,5.395488721804512,24.01503759398497,6.1826913282559595,0.5314984962406015,287,10,61,2,7,94,53,76,0.215,0.6729999999999999,0.113,-0.9052,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,2,0,6,5,4,0,3,0,5,3,2,1,1,8,12,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,7,5,14,1,13,5,1,7,0,0,1,1,16,2,3,0,3,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.18414092038366994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701090786530564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901924832353379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541080464713983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578672981119076,0.17444721106574668,0.0,0.0,0.10724077689678443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483263146953635,0.0,0.0,0.12786587923286716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081864703545454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919725494459276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30011864156088963,0.0,0.0,0.1503669707343768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38738924053809537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598822413645479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6066695694863729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100306594377198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MrCleanWI,2019/05/01,"Miss the days of having friends I HATE having no friends…. I say this daily to myself and no matter what I do I can’t seem to change it. I used to have friends but over the years some have fallen away and then about 1 ½ years ago my health issues seemed to scare the remainder away.  The world doesn’t like people with issues or who are sick in anyway. We are broken and useless and yes those are words I have heard from people. 

I spend most of my days by myself and in my own head. It sucks, you rip yourself apart in every way possible including asking yourself why you are not good enough to have friends. I miss conversations with other people, fun ones and even intelligent ones. Sure, I have co-workers but those are typically short talks in the hallway and that is about it. Most of them aren’t friends outside the building and trust me, I have tried. I have learned over the years that co-workers usually don’t make great friends anyways. 

I remember back in school my parents would tell me it gets easier when you get older to make friends. I have to disagree, I think it is much harder now than it was as a kid. People tend to have more excuses as adults as to why they don’t have time to hang out or talk. The list seems to be endless at times…

People are too self-centered now, can’t see past their own world and can’t seem to see the importance of being friends with others. It doesn’t take much to be nice to people or even give them a little bit of time out of your day. Sure, we don’t all have the same likes or dislikes but there are ways to still be friends with people who are a bit different than us…..",5.495908215661104,5.323500432926828,5.352997432605907,87.4317971758665,67.53658536585365,8.36867779204108,27.933889602053924,7.669130373188453,1.3517353658536586,1274,35,276,12,19,395,167,328,0.111,0.69,0.19899999999999998,0.9894,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,4,4,0,13,23,2,1,13,1,39,3,1,3,3,45,60,21,0,1,8,1,0,2,8,1,2,2,0,2,17,17,0,0,7,0,1,2,12,6,0,2,2,4,32,17,46,53,13,39,0,3,2,0,32,17,1,11,20,191,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211672597059918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605639336749412,0.0,0.1528723065547951,0.0625573437853319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763823063820644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606331246859444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574026663089573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499916292454372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406196046485526,0.0,0.1074690569892028,0.0,0.06854550231028145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028403478661778,0.0,0.08500976290882077,0.07804359140340948,0.0,0.06823711830950042,0.0,0.0896947059739092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032169527111792,0.08349419545771179,0.08647707287604241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982797251310694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949235803703215,0.08153956568765679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861083177039683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961128011520925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025716002570997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033563484663464,0.0,0.07766301301143366,0.3948115326367388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171608192485407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215990165755077,0.0,0.0,0.0646971445545186,0.08145102993238762,0.08233609101630117,0.12965957184440088,0.29625190079206204,0.08487151056375684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497059291410158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533531577234712,0.0,0.06116919755306523,0.13078090927558805,0.07110827704410308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212930779316752,0.0,0.0,0.09487807144598034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523503187697097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786062765568114,0.07026501529037657,0.08960156946605141,0.0,0.0,0.12915238944795632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468213367074243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845551948378845,0.0,0.0,0.057792600119027926,0.0,0.0,0.15717078894386766
lonely,troyd4,2019/05/01,Lonely in my room It sounds stupid and I bet everyone has experienced it. But right now I just feel so lonely without a girl with me that I’m sick. I’m cuddling my pillow and just looking at nothing and wishing I had something. What do I do.,2.718,4.175647400000003,4.3889999999999985,85.85950000000003,75.0,6.6000000000000005,28.5,7.1686216300943375,1.5135999999999994,190,8,39,2,4,64,37,50,0.271,0.7290000000000001,0.0,-0.9202,0,4,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,11,9,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,7,0,4,8,0,5,0,2,1,1,1,4,0,1,1,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786539468246294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003665371777279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327678581329222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802327365941393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384132907119292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050687955914725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556921229192154,0.3819911277563479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway0493844,2019/05/01,"Just another 20 something guy that wants to get laid I can't go to a bar because my anxiety goes through the roof and I literally want to kill myself if I'm there for 5 minutes.... but hahahahaha making fun of the mentally ill is FUNNY if they can't get any. HAHAHA is he upset because life's just one panic attack after the next? Fucking HILARIOUS but not cool on his part. Being upset about permanent isolation is very unattractive, WHAT WAS HE THINKING? It's so obvious, just don't have any problems and you won't have problems.",3.5500854700854703,5.610458538461543,5.482051282051284,76.34072649572651,74.19230769230771,8.468376068376068,29.824786324786324,9.150863307647796,2.897569658119658,424,19,76,10,9,146,79,104,0.284,0.5589999999999999,0.157,-0.9533,0,1,1,0,0,1,11.0,0,1,1,0,6,10,3,3,4,1,11,4,0,1,1,17,20,7,1,6,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,5,8,0,1,1,1,7,2,9,17,1,4,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,2,2,48,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798076613955049,0.2157264225765692,0.15738330977426807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340482040243604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508228709163914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901945809554307,0.21497144523360529,0.0,0.11692141421241499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370559217250284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276103751436991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531357361010933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732674151055374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073280088688427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21879677685329266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394083469183537,0.0,0.0,0.24138047657397155,0.0,0.22278614037442832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937127090019696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583814306223584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318238311915334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974925189737022,0.2426904206595043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,v-headbutt,2019/05/01,Can’t reconnect with irl friends Attempted it recently. But felt like nothing would come of it. They have lives and are busy. It’s hard only having online friends sometimes.,3.0929032258064524,6.170892483870972,2.8150967741935484,85.92264516129032,91.90322580645164,6.3509677419354835,28.780645161290327,7.554174236665415,2.5368012903225816,141,7,23,3,5,42,28,31,0.04,0.7120000000000001,0.248,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27475789456307304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30625395722671617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928591715374289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857276908146619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558289341415977,0.0,0.28164967343424924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060530584845973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24258530452808635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31493692427476233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154620036898593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22658176207640715,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justlookingfornothi,2019/05/01,"Hey folks! Looking for advices Hey folks! I need your advices so..
Almost 3 years ago I really didn't mind social stuffs. But almost few months ago I realised I have to connect some people as a friend. Becaue we need that to live better and without tell lie ourselves. So now I am going high school and 1 year left. I have just 3 'real' friend for me. One is a bit complicated, I like her actually. And one of them started thinking that I am insincere. And other one is not enough to talk everything I want to talk or meet somedays. I really care this people  but I don't show this so much and sometimes I see their faces like hostile. And that hurts so much. I really don't want to lose them so when I talk can't be relax. And sometimes something in my body keeps me to don't talk with them even I want it so much. 
And also I want to make another friendships too but sometimes I can't find topics or when their faces become neutral or bad I think like it is because of me and trying to finish the conversation. Also as I said the thing in my body effects that so much too. 
So folks. I really exhausted. For 17 years almost haven't been out with my friends and had fun. Almost haven't got a surprise from my friends and when I felt bad almost noone asked. 
So thank you guys to read them all. Maybe I did some mistakes, sorry about them.",1.103144863706703,3.4878993763837656,2.536698012141411,92.44606832519942,84.75645756457564,5.120390429710749,19.81204618497798,6.532088108194933,0.17738962028329966,1045,30,218,11,31,338,138,271,0.114,0.727,0.159,0.8311,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,2,7,3,20,21,1,0,5,0,19,5,4,2,1,48,39,33,0,7,9,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,11,15,0,1,5,3,0,1,10,8,0,3,7,4,40,13,24,31,10,19,0,2,2,0,28,5,0,10,16,148,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.08126988537190871,0.0,0.0,0.16276174330940785,0.14764651428437706,0.0,0.4169676252559341,0.0,0.0,0.13319898578332448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732700608233662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785615069609503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907170144922432,0.05076710148088247,0.09197691718490827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365495301124647,0.09092088279239134,0.18501202011553344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491015668846984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605115720039024,0.0,0.05500607329412651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484726383957196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799624687517896,0.0,0.07611699068619011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573696448527497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04733030348407563,0.0,0.06660713081082421,0.0,0.0,0.08246092098588514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799056220588745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915364110831914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740236539802107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048465247653092,0.0,0.0,0.12206013326088568,0.0,0.07353832556117984,0.0,0.06993475776519867,0.093169727043319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555904698549529,0.0,0.08366659049374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408969966244755,0.0,0.06647380748558841,0.0,0.2448833934211411,0.12350306967680964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929933867901412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154726111602776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833031708851898,0.0947915939008678,0.21340682655655627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921895397199501,0.0,0.0,0.08428444771129891,0.06636388288839941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489411854763401,0.0,0.0641135007482857,0.2471000294087967,0.09322585143553344,0.05894646136200717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533640117040668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677512758601109,0.07279094482609923,0.07667361864698692,0.0,0.0,0.05532795266966853,0.10672573503761694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056542083776418124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648430255255395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027955926387671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608899934277948
lonely,fhbbjkigfcbnufv,2019/05/01,Alone Felt alone since 9? I lived alone. I’ll die alone. I wish it was different,-2.127352941176472,-1.3183544705882344,-0.7442647058823509,107.96830882352944,123.11764705882356,4.052941176470589,10.132352941176473,5.985473137389443,-1.3408705882352938,62,1,16,1,4,19,12,17,0.527,0.354,0.11900000000000001,-0.802,1,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8630872254146879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621841417193569,0.21766530634495812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000338790528924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396326114841285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233652694712928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23957449858279856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,spiderbrey13,2019/05/01,"This is my first birthday in three years alone Today (May 1st) is my birthday. My girlfriend of a couple years broke up with me a few months ago. And at midnight, I realized I didn’t have anyone who really cared about celebrating my birthday with me. I was at my fraternity house with a bunch of my friends. I even reminded them that today was my birthday right before midnight. No one said a word. But they’ve made big deals about other people’s birthdays. Making sure to tell them as soon as the clock struck midnight and what not. They even were talking about how they needed to throw a party for another guy whose birthday is next month. One of the guys, who I spent and planned stuff for his birthday this past year as he was alone, told me he won’t be hanging out with me. 
So, I just went home. It just feels kind of shitty. It’s just me and my dogs.",3.6563967611336032,5.056653497076027,3.962222222222224,90.08384615384618,72.50877192982456,6.665047233468286,24.84975258659469,7.010146845296331,0.8239137201979307,672,20,141,6,13,209,107,171,0.086,0.8270000000000001,0.087,0.3102,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,4,2,11,5,0,0,7,0,12,0,0,3,1,23,21,10,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,11,9,0,0,2,0,1,3,4,1,0,4,10,2,24,4,23,8,2,23,0,1,0,0,19,7,0,1,13,98,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224394279098836,0.0,0.0,0.30902236822660184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643400255583007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431396905698767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694587091264686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210455807790146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507091617303113,0.0,0.0,0.15380369790138018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19707122908041694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543267039808611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689710853307062,0.0,0.0,0.11526034581652647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954341962004178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964521850784046,0.0,0.0,0.1721400348612942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553537390624418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116292552413456,0.09958247847372907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381568826553329,0.0,0.0,0.11061915657144414,0.0,0.0,0.15866046977776613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021839090238402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241443869549653,0.10342644022596896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557205024154723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740360030258682,0.14190957189624587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078170308842888,0.0,0.0,0.14060556648861164,0.0,0.0,0.11990965238386715,0.13039470101873218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28282081692792804,0.1425531367067597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829645143035454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882117087509075
lonely,Flea_Shooter,2019/05/01,"I’m so fucking tired of not having anyone to talk to. Other than my parents (whom I live with still), there is not a soul that I talk to more often than every few days. I just lay in bed all day, bored and alone.",2.721666666666668,2.849069282608696,3.9856521739130457,93.79775362318844,73.56521739130434,6.133333333333334,19.681159420289852,3.1291,-0.5197449275362316,161,2,39,0,3,53,38,46,0.166,0.8340000000000001,0.0,-0.763,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,8,4,3,4,1,0,0,1,4,1,1,1,3,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074848159281456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758990204037275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829343864357691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25013963059492506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744667301313902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262156166033313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296572578578343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23709389476060425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4772521497760933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34122728941292685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vodkaroses,2019/05/01,"I have no friends I have no one to hang out with at breaks and I had friends, but everyone left me. I’m too nice to people. Why do bad things happen to good people? Now I just want to die, because I have no friends",-0.2951063829787266,1.56853991489362,1.3823829787234059,101.89400000000002,86.02127659574468,4.611063829787233,20.038297872340426,5.6839178017228535,-0.4339582978723402,164,5,42,1,5,53,32,47,0.254,0.474,0.272,0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,6,5,7,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499662273729467,0.15696587085383815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672379800599051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460464237956033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5968173668167928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597363824103355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277009754795677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797678390253194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448450771961366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570276506206503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106748307513378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187655371109116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23234816362181746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LovelyReddit,2019/05/01,I will never be good enough for anyone I keep jumping from relationships where I keep getting attached to the person but they never love me back and I need to drop them. Now I’m back to being alone and my heart hurts. I need support,1.80936170212766,4.1957073829787275,2.8887659574468114,91.09400000000002,81.55319148936171,4.611063829787233,20.038297872340426,5.6839178017228535,-0.08608595744680825,185,5,37,1,5,59,35,47,0.287,0.647,0.066,-0.9002,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,2,9,11,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,5,8,1,8,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300008177396881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527871540474686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34152110120880985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22946093592340405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602405922854946,0.0,0.0,0.18626442858848424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631577612553973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377339084709184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947776526285305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042969524608306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32932886528719,0.3425530193709725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939057156460396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384234629377227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25200598780636313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sakagucci,2019/02/09,"Just need someone to talk to I’ve been feeling pretty lonely since I moved to LA. If anyone wants to meet up, I’d be down. I’ve been trying to fill my days with just meeting new people, but I feel like my personality only vibes with certain kinds of people, so it’s actually been making me feel more alone 😅😅
Anyways, message me if you want to talk to someone who is:
Sarcastic, likes anime, sings too much karaoke, roasts her close friends 😅, watches marvel movies, is a hopeless romantic (I watch a lot of rom coms too ok), works with kids (can give you random advice about taking care of children), used to be an artist (ask me what that means), afraid of being alone, introverted and extroverted, smokes weed, listens to R&B and other cheesy romantic music.

It’s been hard making very close connections. I’m 22 years old, female, working. Just need someone to vibe with on an extremely close level. I miss that.",6.813793103448276,6.896780034482763,6.793701149425285,77.34641379310345,64.74712643678161,9.028965517241383,31.76781609195402,8.548686976883017,2.41795816091954,722,25,132,9,10,230,119,174,0.092,0.736,0.172,0.9487,0,4,1,0,0,1,33.0,0,2,0,2,8,11,0,1,4,1,10,0,0,3,1,29,28,6,0,6,6,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,7,9,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,4,7,12,7,22,21,3,13,0,3,2,0,16,7,0,4,6,70,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.14179782110343508,0.0,0.0,0.14199146740920646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009866549206669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743912990839284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160142383265153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358416155958174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481492825156364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371043223670447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041343413242293,0.10380672748903932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226315470754712,0.0,0.0,0.13939087923764226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016575042357953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131397289510926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419784697270005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235340745579534,0.0,0.0,0.1939859386653736,0.0,0.0,0.15828097227671542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443741920579218,0.10681672384742763,0.2154853067605112,0.0,0.14033756470997336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247433911369238,0.0,0.0,0.11051185874075113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147394800326895,0.126875706999342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782857154393825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019873134268518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693522343331934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925212532966934,0.23358312455398025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865332334915873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549784146074147,0.0,0.11989277399597248,0.1714106391037839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156918479120115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357238293539336
lonely,andrewfootos48,2019/02/09,"Writing isn’t worth it anymore Growing up, I was always the one picked on for every reason possible. In my head, through the despair and feelings of depression anxiety and loneliness, I always told myself, “don’t worry. This is just part one and two of the story. Once you get to part 3 then you can live happily ever after.”

I have taken that literally. Writing is my passion. I’ve written so much in terms of my life, fiction, my fantasies that I want. 

Once I became an alcoholic, it made for an even better story, I said. I’ll be the one to make it through this addiction and be a role model and someone that others can learn from.

Well, I made it through. I had 19 months of sobriety, lost it due to pills and alcohol, and here I am again, sober once again, got through another wave.

It’s different though. I don’t feel like a role model. I actually feel like a bunch of nothing right now. I’m sitting here typing this in a completely dark room completely numb to it all. Drinking sounds like such a better option right now than this.

My two saving graces since December has been a really close friend and my guitar. My friend hasn’t texted me back today (we usually hang out Saturdays unless she has other plans which she usually specifies beforehand) and my guitar feels useless in my hands. Oh, I can go, I don’t have the energy to though.

So that’s it. A week that I actually resisted drinking to the point where my mind detached from my body for a good while in the middle of the night I was so out of it ends with me done with everything and not even acknowledging the strength it took just to get here without a drink.

Woo.",4.425396739130433,5.6655123875000015,5.397336956521741,81.14701086956524,70.4375,8.940217391304348,28.91304347826087,9.318704503766252,2.4849483695652177,1284,48,249,27,23,422,175,320,0.077,0.787,0.136,0.9546,1,0,5,0,0,0,39.0,1,2,0,5,21,18,0,0,20,0,22,13,3,5,2,40,41,18,0,1,5,0,5,3,2,0,6,2,1,0,22,16,5,0,7,6,1,4,7,5,1,5,14,7,34,13,38,25,6,40,0,4,0,1,13,16,0,1,22,180,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.18365376909827916,0.10258161464303887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011260648278981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659552998282522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867082830064536,0.07198534769477404,0.0,0.09332075464498203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723561922020312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644553725367658,0.0,0.10452258750954582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732166673462434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104718473757577,0.0,0.0,0.09831324985096504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629577391342874,0.0,0.2765430899739791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334363372019332,0.0,0.0,0.12430278002156935,0.085117779354853,0.07928232305973354,0.0,0.08456996123426358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903167840112607,0.13444844647657406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454010458867677,0.0,0.09832551019408828,0.0,0.05347853382367673,0.07892563444921462,0.07525943076116515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657254750174817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646478674325178,0.13791580625108366,0.0,0.08309099121207365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271998913315804,0.0,0.0,0.1780771770745639,0.06281169998017057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501299414093216,0.0,0.07510878866861008,0.0,0.0691734674928474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830537789909318,0.0,0.09029036562653288,0.0,0.0,0.30063654996135186,0.19129140832401284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037997269142708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895381015616867,0.10608229266486226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028212029132735,0.0967492697873892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607197740255236,0.08950953612399735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783952489584771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972963363412185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490324620068635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919468853002195,0.08991546496223624,0.10454726291735583,0.0,0.0,0.18384176840836447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727313500191852,0.0,0.05550192818546802,0.0,0.07548040579145941,0.0,0.08460614934317919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070791457924114,0.0,0.0,0.09556192993526506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mikomiji,2019/02/09,"Advice someone gave me for loneliness (in particular heart break) Someone told me this story to help me get over a past relationship, and I think it's pretty useful and might be able to help some people. Don't worry about the physics of it all, just concentrate on the message.

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First of all imagine you're a character, any species or whatever, and you have ONE other being (doesnt have to be a person but I'll refer to it as a person in my scenario) who you spend all of your time with, obsess over, love more than anything, and can't cope without - for some reason I imagine I'm a scottie dog with it's owner, not sure why. You spend years with this person and your life revolves around them.

Then one day, this person is gone. Just like that. It was hard, it was upsetting, and you feel awful. You are put in a small, empty room. You have absolutely nothing now. You are crushed, heartbroken, and lonely. You go on like this for weeks, having nothing else to do you pine over them. You think about them every second of the day and become worse and worse.

Then all of a sudden, you wake up to find something else in the room. A ball. At this point you are so miserable that you ignore the ball at first, but as the days go by, you decide you want to touch it. Then bounce it, then kick it. Things aren't much better, but you now have something small in your life. You think about how much your person would have enjoyed playing with the ball.

Then one day you wake up and there's something else in the room - a paint set and canvas. You are reluctant at first, but you need something to do as the ball has became a little boring. And so you learn to paint, you try out all the colours, they never run out. And when you are done painting you play with the ball.

The next day you wake up and there's something else in the room - another person/being (I'm having another dog, a spaniel) you are very wary and don't want to interact with this other being. You stick to your painting, but as the loneliness takes over you give it a try. The other being is different, new, strange, and you decide you enjoy their company.

Over the next few days new things start appearing in the room - music, toys, different food, and them one day, the room expands. You now have a small garden, and in that garden is another person/being. Seeds appear, small trees appear, You decide to start growing things in the garden together.

As time goes by, the garden grows bigger, you get another room and others join you. You don't necessarily like all of the others, some of them downright get on your nerves, but that's okay because you can go and paint and listen to music. You can go on walks, you get a swimming pool, these things start becoming small pieces of your ever growing life which is now much bigger and more full than it ever was.

You still think about that person from all those years ago. You still love them, that will never go away. But there is no limit to what you can do now. The rooms keep expanding, new people keep coming and going, and you have discovered many new talents. You have something to do every day now, and you have other people around you.

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The moral is basically that the more new things you try, the more new people you meet, the less lonely and worthless you will feel. If you spend your lives thinking about the past, and do the same thing every day, nothing will change. The trick to overcoming heartbreak is to fill your days and try as many different things as possible - get off the internet, turn off the TV, get out of bed, and try your best to find as many enjoyable and rewarding things to do as you can.

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lonely,stormypinksky,2019/02/09,Just want a girl best friend to vent to I’m a girl too and I have no one to talk to I wish I did and it sucks ,-5.212068965517243,-4.276273586206898,-1.5279999999999987,116.348,112.44827586206895,2.32,5.8,3.1291,-3.17524,82,0,29,0,5,29,20,29,0.142,0.514,0.344,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961609189853168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652741599356671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203727916917428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800083821752226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788620957863624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5436818609341179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UselessHSDropout,2019/02/09,"Suicide appears to be the only option I'm lonely and seek meaningful relationships, yet at the same time I'm socially anhedonic. I've never had a girlfriend, people always shove this shit down my throat about how ""it sucks"" or ""you'll regret it after,"" but how on earth could I regret it if I've never even experienced it? I used to not care, but then I started talking to a girl recently and realized how bad it actually was. To add onto all of this, I'm severely mentally ill and have almost no motivation to do anything, even the most basic and necessary of tasks. I shower once every 5 days, don't clean my room (and not in the normal teenage sense, there's trash everywhere, flies roaming around, etc...), and cannot appreciate anything anymore, not even video games. I am unable feel genuine happiness, only intense anxiety and regret. I'm in therapy but my therapist is fucking useless, I dropped out of high school which further adds to my isolation, basically I've been reduced to a bitter, pessimistic, anti-social piece of shit who struggles to get through every day.

I feel like I should ask for advice but what advice is there to give me? If anyone has a gun hit me up, I'm down to end it all.",9.530909090909091,7.1504745800865805,9.8164025974026,65.82746103896106,60.77489177489178,12.703203463203465,40.416017316017324,11.20814326018867,4.5303503030303025,952,40,168,20,10,321,150,231,0.271,0.6759999999999999,0.053,-0.9955,1,3,0,1,1,1,37.0,0,1,0,1,11,15,5,1,8,0,15,5,3,5,4,45,32,18,1,8,10,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,3,1,11,11,0,0,5,2,0,1,8,12,0,0,3,4,15,3,28,24,6,26,0,5,0,1,10,13,4,7,12,112,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.12931838360278194,0.0,0.0,0.258989974709856,0.0,0.0,0.13269756458011725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102655334340736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137585362586116,0.0,0.13142217779176482,0.09265961775389626,0.0,0.21810193003182446,0.11796905300861965,0.1238863758141062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064693615600192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351108613499694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580478391162412,0.0,0.0,0.17092620365060152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737155245107032,0.0,0.14779252132736553,0.262580528599761,0.0,0.223304142718068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340100941116303,0.09467083557077192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251069079068368,0.06923514887632927,0.12712327348692806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106780049753875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001246863698089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474156679071646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354690474977834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441199395952128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983943504279902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411272703842131,0.0,0.201571714291267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187124700191357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084546865519806,0.14227466321951734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341152198135847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970754101343445,0.2720555013362389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508534111649806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379687282139916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853651301764444,0.0,0.14495310673717599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651289233201147,0.0,0.0,0.1515458018477412,0.15386353038674874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727227058269863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445294347296656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,friendzonedwbenefits,2019/02/09,"Too damaged mentally to not be lonely sometimes I spent my whole life dodging bullets just to get hit by a car 😫. Then the driver gets out and curses me out, then kicks me back down,  as I'm trying to get back up.  Then asks for an apology for being in THEIR way. 

I've been so damaged by the wrong females for so long, I'll never be able to say the right things to the right ones. ",2.415555555555557,3.3492270370370387,3.8058641975308665,91.82138888888893,74.92592592592592,6.387654320987655,23.37654320987655,6.42735559955562,0.4361506172839502,294,8,67,2,6,97,58,81,0.12300000000000001,0.8370000000000001,0.04,-0.79,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,0,1,6,11,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,1,2,1,5,0,16,5,1,16,0,3,0,0,4,7,0,0,7,46,6,0,0.2321851830014106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170618034105319,0.0,0.0,0.35707214758411737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639215250846375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399926128552586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547658051463705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23398805392756303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907552689318518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733468900152198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965697552898364,0.0,0.18464297675358432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22963708294815155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425351854819044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763849822226406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429779093583915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25922646501016383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538580485713812,0.0,0.0
lonely,somethingkat7,2019/02/09,"Don't talk to strangers Romance Scam
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lonely,teady_bear123,2019/02/09,"When bread gives you bread, make friends and throw rocks on them post to /r/lonely Hey, I'm quite new to the lifestyle

 and recently

 found a Master. We had a session

 a week ago and 

it was amazing. ",0.5857500000000009,2.9912160750000005,1.3949999999999996,99.31,88.25,4.2,20.5,5.6839178017228535,-0.2119000000000004,153,5,34,1,5,47,34,40,0.0,0.8270000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.7845,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,6,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,3,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031498769608528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37496990107950734,0.2642174674719875,0.0,0.0,0.3280640491246373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228278251991326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302921251006193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275279702983819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36374411355639774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33766983085948515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743204705351062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Drorta,2019/02/09,"Offering advice and/or help. Hey! I just spent some 30 mins browsing this sub. I saw it posted on a comment in r/toastme. 

Please bear with me.

I'm kind of the exact opposite of lonely. I'm male, 39, happily married for the past 10 years, have two children, businessman with my own construction company, backpacker, motorcycle rider, gamer, DnD player, with many tight close friends I meet every week for beers, games, bbqs.

Whatever. None of that would have been possible if I hadn't spent about 2 years when I was 18-20 by myself, searching for meaning in my life, and in life in general. Doing meditation, yoga, martial arts, introspection, therapy, and anything I could get my hands on, that would help me understand how the fuck I work, what are the inner workings of my mind.

Lots of people helped me back then, and I learned how to be helped and ask for help. So when I got here my first reaction was ""wow, some of these people don't know some really basic shit"". And really I can't blame you. There's basic stuff about being human that is not taught on schools. Society expects you to know so much stuff that nobody teaches you. 

I'm not trying to erect myself as some Master PhD or teacher, let alone a therapist. But I'm pretty sure if you need help, I can come up with something, a tiny thing, that would help in some way or another. Tiny things lead to small things, and so on and so forth.

So, this is me, offering to help you. No catch. I don't care about your sex or orientation or race or age. I don't want anything in return. I was helped when I needed it, so maybe this is my chance to pay that back. If you wanna take me up on my offer, shoot me a PM.

​

Lucas.",3.3119559136175454,5.0209136676737165,4.2708694192682115,86.27765245608148,73.95468277945619,7.683159897057178,24.343851404274375,8.401726058763845,1.4588266979970914,1308,40,266,23,27,423,193,331,0.054000000000000006,0.8390000000000001,0.107,0.9549,0,3,2,1,0,1,65.0,0,7,0,5,19,8,2,0,8,0,24,7,2,3,2,53,46,29,0,12,12,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,18,13,1,1,5,4,3,3,9,3,0,2,10,3,37,5,39,29,9,35,0,1,1,2,28,16,2,14,14,173,55,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948290317729548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050700082016577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051457564655137,0.11791753774580653,0.0,0.10175776280150296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971579499091373,0.0,0.09072185192861848,0.0,0.0,0.14923973721757214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989415299042458,0.0,0.0,0.08359371839278322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748072276949179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176268470842185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254449582146511,0.0,0.0,0.0749749717989313,0.0897144393525768,0.05070082067812822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761393550519824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5854112618504284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105506904869116,0.10666429208360444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923276537882143,0.13708829895427274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250225802328161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983860958765653,0.09749246483779918,0.10570798107062616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097985492646263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133757178816147,0.14391190804802206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092638265565784,0.13455441911565086,0.0,0.0,0.10652377519725814,0.0,0.10940109615315824,0.09294010941606604,0.09872734301344163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433611440021602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821242274097378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996129669077865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470823396105915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218141516268947,0.0,0.0,0.09146162374904901,0.0,0.07296405518715215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097681811488644,0.11267408808460523,0.1934126315544792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588564302546525,0.0,0.09479664549742528,0.10102490341727988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05723831592975456,0.07702800141409599,0.07784182377881467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129652515614555,0.0,0.0,0.20680911144055691,0.0,0.11791753774580653,0.12498467177438548
lonely,heidabjorksdottir,2019/02/09,"Popularity and looks doesn’t mean happiness To start with, I just want to make it clear that I don’t want any negative comments in here so if you have anything negative to say, please just get out of here. 

I am a 19 year old girl that feels extremely lonely and suicidal. I have a lot of so called “friends” and gets a lot of attention from men. I do a lot of modeling too. 
I often get told that I am beautiful and sadly that seems to be the only thing people and especially men see in me: beauty.
No one wants to listen to what I have to say, things I am passionate about and no one appreciates the knowledge I have in certain areas/subjects. I am a piece of meat. Seems like I am not worth anything more than that. 

Whenever I meet a guy he disappears after the sex even though I make him wait for up to like 6 months. I, myself feel like I am a good catch as I got the looks, intelligence, emphatic/caring personality and even humor but then why does no guy want to get to know me?
Every night I cry myself to sleep in a pile of text messages from horny men that just wants my body, every time I go clubbing I experience sexual harrasment to a scary amount, every time I try to make genuine friends I fail.
I live in a dysfunctional family where violence and alcoholism is common so I crave a lot of genuine love since I can’t get it at home.

My self worth has dropped to it’s end, I am losing hope and have been thinking about suicide for years now but I don’t think I can hold on any longer.

I am surrounded by so many people every day that praises me yet I am extremely lonely and depressed inside. No one sees my demons.

I just wanted to have this off my chest since I can’t tell anyone. Also I’d like to make a point clear for every girl out there that must be jealous of the “popular girl”: Popularity and beauty is not EVERYTHING, it’s overrated and it definitely doesn’t bring you genuine happiness but only a temporarily ego boost. 

Thank you for taking your time to read this..",5.6340745961183964,5.4057292219451405,6.658443022877588,78.37809714843327,67.25436408977556,10.265683617044346,29.903610538870225,9.971965246562196,2.615756500054211,1562,50,323,33,23,525,202,401,0.14800000000000002,0.653,0.19899999999999998,0.9502,0,4,1,0,0,1,33.0,0,4,0,3,22,26,1,0,18,0,30,7,3,4,4,57,68,24,2,9,10,0,2,4,2,1,1,3,1,10,18,15,1,2,10,2,2,4,14,7,0,3,3,9,46,19,49,62,7,35,2,6,4,3,29,14,0,9,20,215,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878320423357478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572426618217478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177885451367704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057466494737969685,0.0,0.13526446275446508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129032916778793,0.0,0.0,0.08392128861499965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902776701810192,0.053003293240195766,0.0,0.0707868447299976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192168841893888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279256988984444,0.0,0.0,0.10856640631484407,0.0,0.3462270472709533,0.0,0.07386364787494276,0.08039386378588513,0.07747782523274357,0.0,0.08311161382680106,0.058713830318366425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699369252728648,0.0,0.21469445995080325,0.0,0.046708305568193664,0.06893387659377714,0.06573180372653561,0.0,0.0,0.16275449812567871,0.0,0.17497745428909647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243944928646231,0.08162943053272895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04516738048542695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606080835424201,0.0,0.07257191119513011,0.0,0.13803140039588105,0.09194532382216207,0.0,0.2794870377894513,0.07417624493588383,0.0,0.2194396791508601,0.0833238966879262,0.0,0.08952485425246047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560023248874339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712617155557774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624058084840068,0.0,0.1670744673372537,0.12501260138379472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395511141495468,0.07176181074650195,0.0,0.0902157562027867,0.07769251415770696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220843041528386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307155134676905,0.0,0.0,0.13098350496256986,0.14963844074749458,0.08573811996270833,0.0,0.0,0.13597053075933818,0.0,0.08224554354843541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817180805499592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979670427064792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179378643069554,0.0,0.07183435227029306,0.07566600138086058,0.0,0.0,0.1092017050187273,0.1053231836090865,0.08074751406394136,0.0,0.14377028435275074,0.0,0.0,0.07853242623684176,0.0,0.055799027939466034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908532642115597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416025292874863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058504231285778
lonely,historyfetish,2019/02/09,"Not sure how to handle my loneliness. Well, I just wrote put a whole post and then accidentally deleted it. Thanks moble. 

I'm having a good bit of issues, if you want to take a look in my post history for some backdrop, though not all, be my guest.

I'm alone in my apartment for the first time in what feels like forever, roommates gone, BF gone. And I hate it. I've been largely alone all week.

 I was gearing up to open up to my BF tonight (it's his off day) and try to have his friends over and actually participate with them. The complete opposite has happened, he's partying at a high school friend's house hours away from here. I'm stuck at home, wondering what's wrong with me that I cant handle being alone, letting my bf live his own life, wondering why I wasnt invited. I don't know how to handle it. 

And yes, I know, I should be in therapy. I'm trying to get to therapy, but that doesn't happen on weekends.

I don't have the option of friends to talk to. I don't want to make my BF feel bad, because me being this way isn't his fault. The last of my friends from high school are gone, one was toxic and the others just ghosted me. I cant reach out to my boyfriends friends, because they always ask why I don't reach out to my boyfriend instead. All of my new college friends. . . We don't talk outside of class and I'm not in classes right now, so there's no one there anyway.

I'm feeling like the only person on earth right now, and I don't know what to do about it. I really don't. I have a phone app that tracks my emotions that I could use, but using AI can just make me feel more distant and alienated/isolated. ",2.880117647058825,3.882871482352944,4.047529411764707,90.26688235294121,73.88235294117645,7.3223529411764705,26.24705882352941,7.699297019823105,1.1895670588235294,1264,43,287,16,25,413,174,340,0.078,0.8009999999999999,0.121,0.9461,0,3,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,1,2,1,16,16,1,0,11,1,30,1,0,6,4,50,64,17,1,5,9,0,4,2,11,1,1,0,1,1,14,15,0,0,9,1,0,4,16,4,1,3,9,5,40,12,42,48,8,41,0,0,1,0,26,22,0,5,14,179,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.08997835941292114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864883804722501,0.0,0.0,0.07672158839120467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619882602001583,0.0,0.08662922847474404,0.0,0.07698696435894138,0.11241409982295884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066350939953007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667473712398228,0.0,0.0,0.07361784619616736,0.0,0.0,0.059464319598985176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371773057987703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648560362420527,0.13174192611428878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842915993186282,0.0,0.0,0.4274221312217048,0.0,0.048173082094319065,0.0,0.0,0.07733681849528465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307239305020765,0.0,0.0,0.09103292346316973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948383806590914,0.09248870136651943,0.0,0.09080292801362763,0.10639169387610156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623761532614243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520196605405008,0.0751590307312609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428541962640176,0.06512681443185804,0.090092990700286,0.0,0.08141832436071568,0.0,0.07742861628088002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230945325849088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905174803353985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496040547958938,0.07012573019660022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050947381502968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661298025838726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269105967799213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590686084187403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574843975491003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663189432055424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869017157989191,0.0,0.06932636145634223,0.1482210810459485,0.0,0.08488957975683943,0.21088792244820556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059052163725563,0.0,0.05376522611432469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520170079502993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927028774671126,0.0,0.0,0.10876928836042002,0.07318769570298725,0.07396094416448007,0.0,0.0829029815344551,0.0,0.1664005654030714,0.10294310931773383,0.0,0.0,0.19998384543388129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081122251250717,0.0,0.0
lonely,abiggz24,2019/02/09,Its been 10 yeats since I dated! I'm sorry folks I'm new to this!! I've been sober for the last 8 years and been single since the last 10 years!!!! Tonight my friend visited from Australia and opened up old wounds. 10 years ago my ex fiance cheated on me. I have struggled ever since to get back into the dating world.I ts been almost 10 years and for the first time I I feel so inadequate I'm 30 and gonna turn 31 in may I've been working in my weight loss. But haven't been active socially because I've been busy on working on myself band for the very first time in 10 years I feel so lonely and like no one wants me. I know people will roast me since this is the internet but for once some support t and hello will be appreciated. Tahoe you all for taking the time to read this!!! ,1.1960681818181804,3.1390283151515166,2.6633901515151517,94.33508522727276,81.0,5.337121212121213,18.19128787878788,6.322622252153567,-0.2972348484848486,612,13,139,5,16,199,95,165,0.094,0.8320000000000001,0.073,0.6,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,5,4,7,1,1,7,0,14,2,0,0,2,19,26,10,0,1,2,1,3,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,3,2,0,1,2,4,0,3,7,3,14,3,17,14,3,30,0,2,0,0,7,9,0,3,21,75,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281868745021288,0.0,0.13874060404712152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653854221305772,0.0,0.08446049403542885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253289297418856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011290609808993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357058627008963,0.0,0.0,0.10704554091083916,0.0,0.07238811357833756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614498924108919,0.225878030488478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768989402271912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133815146773878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538784472935054,0.14755419816921758,0.09388695544682994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605505831203197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385902831251926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584491945516076,0.0,0.0,0.14123711978978232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509850354729726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484545786102415,0.0,0.0,0.15722806277458176,0.0,0.0,0.10417445404985604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237373603635626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070564774998715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432056115947607,0.08172202459719251,0.0,0.0,0.1687199703866949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017361607647472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461172666904389
lonely,Mamon6661,2019/02/09,"Kik me to chat 
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lonely,Grawdiddler,2019/02/09,Hi looking for some friends in my discord Hi guys/gals imma transgender male brony named grawdy plz join my discord [https://discord.gg/P74F8qc](https://discord.gg/P74F8qc),13.219545454545456,18.64231777272727,4.791363636363638,70.50704545454549,75.81818181818181,5.836363636363638,32.77272727272727,7.1686216300943375,2.9627818181818184,149,6,16,2,4,34,19,22,0.193,0.5710000000000001,0.23600000000000002,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6770704028458668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7359182492574401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TotalG1,2019/02/09,Wow tonight really sucks I just hate everything ,6.120000000000001,9.900041000000003,5.230000000000004,71.81500000000003,76.5,13.2,33.0,11.20814326018867,6.0901,40,2,6,2,1,12,8,8,0.46399999999999997,0.275,0.261,-0.4509,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6069110659222979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6667134160452091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326108862781751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LadyMaryCrawley91,2019/02/09,"Another person overwhelmed with loneliness I’m a 27 year old female, backpacking through Australia. I’m supposed to be having the time of my life — but I’m not. Since I’ve been on this trip, the loneliness has really gotten to me, and it hurts it really hurts.


I was chatting to a guy from tinder he’d asked me how long I’d been in Sydney for and what I was hoping to get from Tinder — I said “5 months, and whatever happens happens. I’m still new to the area and haven’t made too many friends :)” and then he said, “You’ve been here for 5 months and you still haven’t made any friends? That’s sad.” Well that just about ruined my day.


This has literally been my life for the last 10 years. The few years after high school I still hung out with my friends, but eventually we all got on with our lives. I haven’t had a solid group of friends like that since. I’ve always had a hard time making friends, but it’s even harder as an adult. 


Don’t even get me started on relationships — I’d  love to be in a solid relationship. But that hasn’t happened for me in years. I’ve been single for nearly 3 years now.

I do go out — I don’t sit at home waiting for people to ask me, I do make the effort to go out alone. But I’m so sick of doing things by myself. I’d love to share and experience things with someone.

I often wonder if this is my life and that I should just accept it, if other people are in my exact shoes, or if this is just a phase that too shall pass.


Regardless, I’m not thinking very highly of myself right now. Sometimes, I feel so lonely that it physically hurts. I haven’t found a real way to cope.",2.126769722814501,3.665971850746266,3.5883102345415807,90.64587686567164,76.76119402985073,6.457356076759063,20.919509594882726,7.1686216300943375,0.3819658848614069,1250,30,278,14,28,412,165,335,0.11199999999999999,0.73,0.158,0.9466,0,4,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,1,0,1,19,19,0,1,14,0,30,7,1,5,2,48,62,22,0,6,14,0,2,1,5,2,4,2,1,3,20,16,0,1,5,1,0,4,9,7,1,0,16,4,29,12,43,41,3,44,0,7,0,2,24,16,0,7,23,176,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470222528460212,0.0,0.0,0.076083767893548,0.0,0.0,0.062180997566497434,0.09588074958606793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096443410848502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589699664095537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078791603720865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944394125670314,0.0,0.0,0.04623381658003705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025708291084756,0.3532239849994845,0.0,0.09554519591258047,0.0,0.10393268199096442,0.0,0.07313134752264057,0.0,0.0,0.09053802792952263,0.2425750501816992,0.0,0.08191051675830764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932186030251752,0.0917198018850278,0.09081859790733722,0.0,0.0,0.2936589145080718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453420046653841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937561592552107,0.044672003910583465,0.0,0.08074145781961474,0.08091978127490072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505278841574644,0.17304175424631016,0.12207119329177807,0.09270381307314372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596993016224225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831142146524294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594883345689643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678323706951622,0.07984016295049254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407649918862492,0.11715508990274034,0.0,0.0,0.19634045410932474,0.0,0.0780875800490765,0.1739570157964096,0.0,0.0,0.0925401704186176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127697056919226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747514811337787,0.0,0.09043455209459728,0.0,0.06472030995207356,0.0,0.21906759233733492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149473142428754,0.05858979904728792,0.0,0.0,0.10663650401939168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754459528842244,0.0,0.07257925401826093,0.0,0.0,0.08221377238161658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916064563774662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29441547471599266
lonely,adalt99,2019/02/09,"Valentine’s Day mail You know those care packages that people post from their SO that have candy and other things in them. Well I want to put something together for anyone who’s single this Valentine’s Day. Just Venmo me $8 to cover s+h and I’ll send you something cute in the mail. 

Send me a PM if your interested, thanks :)",2.7542051282051325,4.897007215384619,3.5211538461538474,89.11301282051281,76.84615384615384,5.564102564102565,21.602564102564106,6.42735559955562,0.36279487179487147,259,7,51,2,6,82,51,65,0.0,0.741,0.259,0.9451,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,2,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,6,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,2,31,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357371831125754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114207649700385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939725390131041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786416921090225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117565807383832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29253115449863626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30705583088666943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702918055184685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812120234293255,0.0,0.0,0.20292358436966587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801589297203296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746310589875409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throw127363,2019/02/09,"Rant Idk I just sort of feel like ranting rn. I am 17 years old, in college and am pretty lonely. It seems like I can never really be real with anybody. I have friends but only a couple of them I can be real real with and he's usually too preoccupied with himself to care, and the other one has a crush on me even though I've repeatedly told her I'm not interested. And the rest of my friendships are fun but extremely superficial. As a college student living in dorms I drink quite a bit and I feel like I do it to be social because without it I feel I am boring. Last semester (my first) I really put myself out there and I was proud of myself, I met a girl that I could really see myself with and we were really good together. But for one reason or another we didn't end up together and we never will. This semester I haven't talked to anyone new that I'm interested in, I've been told that a relationship won't fix me but I figure that it's better than not having one for 6 years straight. ",2.090579710144926,3.8107544106280216,4.68533816425121,81.95380434782612,77.35748792270532,7.885024154589372,23.09420289855073,8.680891452615391,1.6131623188405797,781,24,160,17,18,277,119,207,0.073,0.7490000000000001,0.177,0.9741,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,1,4,5,13,0,0,8,0,21,1,0,1,2,38,32,15,0,1,9,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,1,1,10,16,1,0,6,1,0,1,8,2,0,4,7,4,29,11,22,19,2,19,0,1,1,0,15,7,0,3,14,117,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181782027643024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789930450426009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663160526369897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118021553780508,0.13724268270461168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128169649643676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003691483355404,0.1390956442043128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314787109386625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134168345520233,0.0,0.0,0.0830302217937128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906881501537507,0.1796143952505806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692880047124743,0.0,0.0,0.09712317847534263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105439523273585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024703695367564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424656278643414,0.0,0.1110041694675014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391049236888752,0.12141143173491616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319114226678106,0.0,0.2555529016747398,0.09560806489075314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789219023124115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637319887637738,0.0,0.13370798228561026,0.0,0.4292562581417179,0.3221319952532461,0.1292507428624324,0.0,0.134965416960697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017453683435644,0.11444159704520905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814544049164953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104087825602176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235093659188994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402424466195789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384517254409045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117988454727495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619061440393738
lonely,throwitdown418,2019/02/09,"Outdoor activities Hello fellow loners/lonely people. I hope you are all doing alright. My therapist is trying to get me out of the house more, and she has asked me to think up a few activities in between sessions for us to discuss and hopefully come up with a game plan. I've already jotted down a couple ideas, but I wouldn't mind adding a few more fresh ideas that I may be overlooking.

​

I'm on the ground level here, so really any simple, minimal effort activity you can think of. Going to the library, grocery shopping, going out to eat, things like that. Might be obvious but I will be doing these things alone. Thank you! :)",4.316363636363636,6.342434066115704,5.414950413223141,77.79151652892564,71.97520661157023,7.815206611570248,26.97603305785124,8.548686976883017,2.165640661157025,506,18,87,9,10,167,88,121,0.02,0.823,0.157,0.9431,0,3,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,3,0,2,2,5,0,0,7,1,13,1,0,0,2,20,24,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,4,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,12,5,17,17,5,12,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,4,1,65,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896028291306412,0.19068014328792496,0.0,0.0,0.1872199366275492,0.20996105488372527,0.11750440797853408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615370885118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884491001870515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911909356502131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768092372390587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027662887600424,0.0,0.1964032219635784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432426624912157,0.0,0.19937863732150385,0.0,0.3901220146915039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441738759681892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330488530184305,0.17447054774549453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979213744137747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069490696069637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908355359417406,0.0,0.200624697941904,0.22959050268138154,0.2214361274365333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731434844865728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784736392972752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996105488372527,0.0
lonely,imetitonreddit,2019/02/09,"Another Friday night of being alone. I hate being out of school. Nobody talks to me during weekends and breaks, I'm all alone. I feel so isolated. I'm,sure when I graduate this feeling,will be 100 times worse. Everyone leaves me. I feel like when people hang out with me they feel like it's an obligation. Can someone help me feel less,lonely",1.2095454545454558,3.8592993484848535,2.3597575757575764,89.89963636363636,93.3939393939394,5.670303030303031,18.72121212121212,7.1686216300943375,0.7397321212121222,271,8,51,5,10,86,50,66,0.191,0.6990000000000001,0.11,-0.6901,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,10,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,9,2,6,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,27,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513362267909911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284764460920428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082030346465731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406865047293351,0.31132102327109945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151210606965603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604693530933535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307138299547493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128998936149956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044748104447368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105734756321246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205161030684097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461731450596955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513156207213074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270532905052021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220483138841336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,painiskindafunn,2019/02/09,Is anyways you can lessen the feeling of loneliness? Or any advice for dealing with it?,3.17625,6.225134125000004,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,82.75,5.7,33.0,7.1686216300943375,2.66635,70,4,11,1,2,22,16,16,0.16899999999999998,0.75,0.08,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5907858771788915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111332518113487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6232925826523608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056924156591781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Andrei___,2019/02/09,"Feeling less alone at night When I spend time alone during the day, I feel lonier when I see people hanging out with others. At night, I feel less alone because there are not as many people outside, and I don't see them hanging out with others. Is this a paradox? ",5.986089743589744,5.898567480769231,5.466153846153849,86.74551282051284,66.5,6.933333333333334,28.871794871794872,3.1291,0.9414025641025644,207,6,41,0,3,63,35,52,0.138,0.831,0.031,-0.4803,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,8,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,7,8,2,12,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,6,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6610009855592561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968384730167065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719919040258272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32270200867750143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568416730193524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992826728076298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949731624696712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390512124504904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404994363751258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Alien_Butterfly,2019/02/09,Feel very alone Feeling very alone. I don't have many people around me and my other half is distant. I rarely see family. I just can't seem to keep friends either. Wondering if I'm suppose to just be like this.,1.0527906976744212,3.4577742790697705,2.3081860465116293,93.83158139534883,85.27906976744184,5.300465116279073,20.227906976744187,6.742157984588678,0.30943162790697665,166,5,35,2,5,53,35,43,0.10400000000000001,0.728,0.168,0.42,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,12,2,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,5,2,3,11,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262769939024813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261749630188881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239513310457686,0.0,0.2569294853764832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629280773617552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258278887081651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412510824856128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25758573212410124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613921077792066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245981862999768,0.2312945556195858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192664867873349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755266116653097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gotthroneaway,2019/02/09,"I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place I’m probably different from many of you in that I truly wish I didn’t need people as much as I know I do. This realization came to me after many years of trying to chart my own course in life with very dismal results. I like to think that I’m interesting enough to enjoy my own company but the truth is that during the come down from the drugs and the video games and the porn, that all too familiar feeling starts to settle in — that feeling that I’m disappearing; drowning in a pointless existence. I’m no guru or pioneer, I’m not forging some solitary expedition into uncharted territory where I’ll return to an adoring wife and community a hero. I’m actually just normal. And normal people need purpose and friends. So I find friends, the shit-talking wiseass and that other guy that can’t lose a game of fifa. Sometimes we hang out at bars, other times we hit the club with vague aspirations of getting laid, although these are never made explicit. My connect is there, he hooks us up. I like him, he’s funny, on time and probably won’t try to fucking kill me like that other guy. Anyways I hook up with some nobody that in no way makes the substantial efforts needed for a task as insurmountable as filling the gaping hole in my heart. They leave and I call up my friends — I snort a line play some video games and jack it. This cycle repeats itself for a time and I start to become bored of my friends. They’re cool guys but I think I’m the problem. I guess I’m hard to please because it doesn’t matter if the room’s full of drugs or people I can’t seem to shake the feeling that I’ve seen it all before. So I leave, inevitably — go on some decade long bender until I meet the carbon copy of that guy that literally can’t lose a game of nba 2k. And thank f*cking Christ too because I was starting to get lonely. Im sorry for the rant, I suppose what I’m really trying to say is that I feel lost.",4.835736040609135,5.2741422893401015,5.800562436548223,81.5457065989848,69.0,8.435979695431472,29.211776649746188,8.364918446050245,1.963269969543147,1538,53,310,21,25,509,215,394,0.126,0.706,0.168,0.9609,1,2,3,0,0,1,31.0,3,1,1,5,8,24,2,1,24,1,12,7,1,3,5,58,51,25,2,8,7,1,6,3,4,1,3,1,1,4,25,21,1,0,9,10,0,7,10,9,0,0,7,10,33,15,50,42,11,40,1,4,1,2,24,19,1,9,16,185,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0882962142753355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031251859112652,0.09992894109520402,0.07699250135930483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239101890204747,0.10348593727154316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794120232652198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453318401867468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985801753713906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349085925292216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829992558688901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269781714180499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27962098390925383,0.0836480468105764,0.09454497296140987,0.0,0.05142232696677483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967480829042363,0.3583608917567357,0.0,0.0,0.16210605919432985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072201903118493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773479665749543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001036055756738,0.0,0.04972588449314136,0.0,0.0,0.19161221751645027,0.0,0.0,0.06390926884714425,0.13261305379673194,0.0,0.0,0.08007266571182296,0.0,0.2024497547977336,0.09877048769968796,0.0,0.0,0.08561512601523782,0.06039664034860469,0.1834666707563037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651380298814287,0.20127111267492792,0.06978437526151621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730395723382458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818399407016864,0.0,0.09453318401867468,0.09932075369853646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510722375335954,0.08657791128190195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057964320975805825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195396826536375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237032721816208,0.0,0.0,0.09287724672832832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948783034977392,0.10128585412275852,0.1921283397672276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272504420810523,0.0,0.08330256933843043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595289357737144,0.0,0.0,0.15828025615914565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429158310670807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883726855722052,0.0,0.0,0.0746561405558601,0.0,0.07181945196903672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404846110301584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826667229174432
lonely,Raxian101,2019/02/09,"Remember. You matter. I know in this day and age there will be a lot of people on the internet that are very negative (sometimes, for no real reason...just because they can do it...maybe someone cut them off, or they got flak from their boss, or a bad grade.) But there are a lot of positive people out there as well (Fake news won't show much of that). I just wanted to say that you matter. You have a life...what will you make of it? Take the opportunities that are available and do something great!

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I would say ""Come and say Hi"" and ""Let's talk if your lonely"" but I spend a lot of time lately on YouTube. Which is actually why I started to focus on the channel more. To make more friends that are into the same things I am (ironically it is more difficult to really socialize with like-minded people ""out there"" these days. So, if you are lonely and want someone to talk to, and I am on one of my live streams. Say Hi :) I won't bite! Just like the intro says. It doesn't matter what age, race, sex, orientation, status, even species or even if you are humanoid or not. Possible exceptions are the Reptilian's lol. 

Oh, if you want to say Hi on the ol YT....Raxian is me :)",1.3516525423728822,3.6126839449152577,2.991600000000002,90.42797627118642,82.4322033898305,6.318372881355933,20.880677966101693,7.554174236665415,0.7290459661016953,905,27,194,15,25,298,134,236,0.079,0.794,0.128,0.8742,0,4,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,8,4,1,10,11,1,0,12,1,24,1,0,3,0,43,34,18,0,8,14,0,0,1,1,5,0,6,0,0,13,11,0,0,2,2,1,1,6,6,1,1,1,6,22,5,28,26,8,18,0,2,0,1,25,10,0,11,8,137,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.11107785283634997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233305305156328,0.13831116895390178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504003799553364,0.06938733334513457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805110528200717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681683428162692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503621295024589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879417615906315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910371294385213,0.12549367579068724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625558471019227,0.0,0.12840079738505927,0.0,0.0,0.1163948979977846,0.0803987398343624,0.11121936461041912,0.0,0.10051053064902926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29031263627133297,0.0,0.0,0.15195960967323766,0.0,0.1143536155324165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493191163509135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367527963162874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713151040315143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367380546384509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283218237341429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955902016176735,0.07291991358805112,0.117032187297142,0.0,0.0,0.128942780891422,0.0,0.0,0.5431144945613423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160313732885516,0.1928889683013877,0.08762889191182373,0.1125769222589772,0.0,0.08056669860464506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558306047999976,0.18297821315135335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562100224768213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637291358729111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391845236008196,0.20141274665002826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234333280427037,0.0,0.10271034966810877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085879477154198,0.0,0.13831116895390178,0.0
lonely,Leila_E_240p,2019/04/21,"Junior high hurts Since about December I've been quite lonely. I felt like my best friend was drifting away from me, so I broke off from her completely. She seemed happier with her new friends, and still is. Recently I've been talking to her again, but we are nowhere near the best friends we've used to be.
Being an introvert, I crave the one on one friendship; just one person who knows me like the back of my hand..but lately I can't seem to find them.
It is very late in the school year, and nobody at my school seems to be looking for friends. Everyone already has those close people who have their backs.
Even worse, I think I am being ignored by these people. This ""friend"" whom I've had beef with on and off for 3 years literally cut me off in every sentence, to the point where I refused to talk, even when asked. I know how they operate too, they only talk to me when their best friends are not available.
Long story short, I feel very ignored, and I am having a hard time getting through the school year, even though there is only one month left. I try to distract myself with my interests, and I daydream a lot, but the moment I stop it all comes back to me. I've talked to my mom, my ""friends"" even my therapist, and yet no one has found a long lasting coping mechanism for me. I'm just dragging myself through each day.
If anyone has anything, any tips or coping skills at all, that would be greatly appreciated.",4.694313909774436,5.605894375000003,4.654511278195488,87.93996240601507,69.53571428571429,7.609022556390978,27.951127819548873,7.669130373188453,1.4344285714285716,1115,37,231,12,19,344,166,280,0.106,0.7290000000000001,0.165,0.9729,0,2,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,5,5,21,21,1,1,11,0,23,0,0,2,2,40,38,15,0,2,7,1,3,2,7,1,0,0,0,1,9,13,0,4,10,0,0,2,3,7,0,5,6,4,38,14,34,26,7,42,0,3,1,0,28,17,0,6,25,159,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161267029980093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645523650910975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058048269789428286,0.0,0.06831692156182025,0.0,0.07761082919197937,0.0,0.07799835061123815,0.19150766062892355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613675006492998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151284571229233,0.08704302432572172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353988406225466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193310057475559,0.0,0.06994643101174647,0.07932746700839799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04197650651959164,0.0,0.07971051032677623,0.0,0.07587714920318661,0.0,0.0,0.0910251933702476,0.4489776965947631,0.0,0.0433735935708131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152788078090844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436801880234188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771330759112245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887272168013606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912492853463522,0.06767092970574942,0.18729633666695747,0.0,0.09019953908669004,0.0,0.0,0.08111701789315386,0.0,0.0,0.1469370247801021,0.0697143962419082,0.0,0.0,0.07057912200067921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722993606271887,0.06626435127319083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017951432741538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28127647246567195,0.12627819471665164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151087617482436,0.07248830766144644,0.0,0.0,0.07847905188944343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830009603021417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197047699240846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520566127291222,0.0,0.2267300089988097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867352958379412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629845784027212,0.0694069493442068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266907602686757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639055220760746,0.0,0.05319472333486673,0.0815649797779005,0.0,0.04840859177662191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056363922013810436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170108729089357,0.0,0.13699745196847474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460265876438769,0.0589737616760991,0.0,0.0,0.16038303572654736
lonely,NegativeCollision,2019/04/21,"Is it possible to Erase my needs for friends/girls and replace it for an attraction to Dakimuras? I never had a relationship with a girl before, I tried to talk to girls multiple times only to be called  “weird”, “creepy” “future rapist” etc.

Is there anyway I can rewire myself mentally into loving a dakimura since all girls dislike me before I get to know them?  I have been led on and been embarrassed by the nicest of girls at my school and church, I’m thinking if I try to pursue a relationship with a Dakimura instead because obviously I can’t be out “creeping” on people or “raping” women when I’m inside with my dakimura all day. 

I looked differently from everyone, causing them to treat me differently, ultimately causing me to act differently. I have been pelted with rocks by groups of people, spat on, led on by girls that “liked” me only to get humiliated, jumped on by different people almost weekly and for me to be the one that gets sent home OSS because I was the one “bullying” them.

I just wanted to show the world that I had the ability to love others and be loved but obviously it didn’t work out that way differently. I wanted friends, I wanted companionship, I wanted a romantic relationship with a girl my age but obviously since it was coming from me I was asking for too much. Everyone that had similar hobbies to me didn’t like said hobby anymore when I asked them to hangout. Every girl that I asked out replied “Im lesbian.”, “hell nawww ugly ass boy!”, “You just turned me lesbian” or “This is some sick joke right?”

I was known as the school creep and people started taking pictures of me, uploading them to Instagram when it was starting to boom at the end of middle school. They’ve then began spreading rumors about me, mistruths, partial truths, lies and other things about me that other people believed because I happened to fit the narrative.

If you want to hate me, I just want you to hate me for the right reasons, about the things that I actually did because I actually own up to them, however I didn’t do much, I stayed silent and only spoke when talked to, because in the eyes of everyone I was the bad guy no matter what I did and I deserved everything that came my way.

My most memorable experience was when I was walking down the hallway, a group of girls not paying attention to me was walking adjacent to me when one of the girls said “put me on”.
Her assumed friend pointed to me and giggled.
Her friend began bawling and said “fuck no, that’s that scary ass Atrocious looking ass Nigga!”

I’ve been going to multiple therapists for the past 3 years and they just don’t get it. They keep giving me all of this bullshit no sense like “Just be yourself” and “One day all of your bullies will be working for you!”

That’s especially funny when I asked out my crush in middle school, she told me she was lesbian and a guy that routinely bullied me showed me a video on his phone of him having sex with her and her screaming his name. He laughed and walked away

This guy doesn’t really mess with me anymore but now he’s a literal football star.

Rant over

On side note: What Dakimura should I buy?",6.083308108108112,6.599633186666669,6.5069909909909915,77.29354054054056,66.3,9.353153153153157,32.21621621621622,9.287647586759268,2.7967513513513524,2472,96,459,43,37,802,273,600,0.16,0.737,0.10300000000000001,-0.9936,7,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,5,8,2,20,26,6,1,27,0,41,16,5,5,9,77,86,32,0,10,13,0,0,3,3,2,1,6,1,14,29,30,0,1,7,6,2,12,11,11,0,4,31,9,83,15,81,47,10,67,2,0,3,13,67,29,5,8,26,321,112,7,0.0,0.0,0.12732101762386644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532400300658338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939231800320952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243945818049112,0.0,0.06129096816912478,0.0,0.054468978484981966,0.1988349987446354,0.0,0.11102133543240593,0.07349815132883758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661281371154157,0.07461211644978205,0.0,0.13402980668052988,0.0,0.05619466970631192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414309544041755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407864450153447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777935465101889,0.0,0.07275490803533506,0.0,0.0,0.054963783760667684,0.1870061565628216,0.05862952651407505,0.06381290802728502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120252541049994,0.06030923595977091,0.1363315773780597,0.0625799058614454,0.03707487943696487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937804204979198,0.05768760167717061,0.0,0.0,0.12881324496500993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543659860842113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046561321921803,0.0,0.0,0.05798437459255424,0.0,0.0,0.035851764811632075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561241723771684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956290248468163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663295454399988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574211391895854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591130437456732,0.04837135071300944,0.05031369547076911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682125004456975,0.14884377846800936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062274735897910036,0.2261306616425569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166870239697001,0.07354330662680444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557976895687742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04179157845602878,0.06707303391690539,0.0,0.21011577470891168,0.0,0.11142164564157188,0.18616190588904766,0.0,0.0,0.2640875301683991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792708006764758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923481485373284,0.0695324408488496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904903215824774,0.10486776484485293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574352817544852,0.08667923185458616,0.04180032102131346,0.0,0.0,0.03803938717218972,0.0,0.0,0.06233538552094053,0.0,0.08858134365568858,0.07095757045562255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308657865729615,0.10356192261393994,0.05232804163626089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498454805528396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042009570119324574
lonely,LoneCarlo,2019/04/21,"I know i will live my life alone and it hurts. Hey(M22), first i was diagnosed with depression 3 years ago and with help it got much better. Around easter i feel very lonely, i made some things with „friends“ and i was asked and made some things with them around the weekend. But i dont feel as they are real „friends“ and think they don’t like me and just ask me because im lonely and im a piece of shit. I also dreamed about my first and last GF from 3,5 years ago after clubbing yesterday, and now my whole day and maybe tomorrow will be shit. So I gave up on woman I don’t flirt anymore or show interest because I know no woman would find me interesting and im a lame piece of trash. The only woman who loved me left me 3 years ago. The fact that i know i can’t get a realationship as my friends with someone who loves me romantically is worse than ever before. Maybe because I was dreaming about her, and was clubbing and saw much woman that i know i will never have a chance. I just wanted to get this out thanks.",3.968,4.570144466666669,4.588571428571432,88.88142857142859,71.0,7.523809523809526,25.47619047619048,7.447530270364453,0.9727619047619044,798,22,177,8,14,255,115,210,0.142,0.721,0.13699999999999998,-0.0583,0,5,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,3,10,16,2,0,7,0,16,6,2,2,3,43,36,19,0,2,4,0,2,1,2,4,2,0,0,4,9,21,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,7,0,2,9,3,31,9,20,22,7,23,0,5,1,2,18,6,2,3,18,115,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821652358672281,0.0,0.0,0.10989207719545092,0.0,0.08485158719118781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522697537762847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889106822735671,0.19838643426028288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404062782082834,0.0,0.09028696224181894,0.0,0.0,0.0938406494725584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684285092712122,0.0,0.09138749622472722,0.107693652364414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435347402038074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597743295631547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729906557918738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697742717720699,0.180504562525002,0.0,0.0,0.2459278056678955,0.0,0.11087025688494503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848613183398136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111948980157895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135868701616115,0.0,0.343832622907531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332486398757959,0.08648918319242285,0.0,0.0,0.11528265525333888,0.0,0.07494461981922636,0.051837211717721966,0.0,0.09369205938848203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152658463303016,0.2007969481025871,0.0,0.0,0.2131921037241939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599776894959844,0.0,0.08183419350024773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069711738517021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076994652129106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782912154915327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990184688499198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768660323693218,0.0,0.0,0.14098199239135736,0.0679873646096612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754717699105198,0.0625830776101336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846168522335497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812936787267878,0.07537346537618304,0.0,0.0,0.20498311192452434
lonely,cyroftcy,2019/04/21,"Does anyone else consider fantasy their friend? I love reading, watching series, anime, movies, gaming, etc. But now that i think about it, it's been my only friend. I could spend hours doing the activities i stated above and not get tired. I love deluding myself that Im a part of their world living whatever adventures they are living. It takes me away from my sad reality and fills the gap in my heart.",4.734912280701753,6.620625473684214,5.4973684210526335,78.20991228070176,70.57894736842105,8.750877192982456,24.508771929824558,9.2995712137729,2.108524561403509,320,9,57,7,6,104,60,76,0.037000000000000005,0.7290000000000001,0.23399999999999999,0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,4,4,1,0,0,6,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,13,5,5,7,2,7,0,1,1,2,8,3,0,0,2,37,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445664178944517,0.2118427540222678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19425113255650875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507534756754202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809308347595626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727154976514528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305841089980989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31947351770054805,0.0,0.10801984411401397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24500315311504134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360993531457647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233285846676724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651331541647771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37320508488077136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724487856905167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22389321640236692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206808825908959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545243177182946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247889439778987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23763201597670364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,daffy2cl3,2019/04/21,"Need to feel alive. I'm a working female (30) with a severe skin condition that has rendered me ""unmarryable"". Family and friends have been my support system all these years, but of late I have distanced myself away from them. With friends, there were fallouts and with family - I guess they feel very much burdened by my sickness n anger breakdowns. Emptiness seems to hv started consuming me. How can i cope?",4.753463796477497,7.539478397260275,4.156594911937379,83.83630136986301,73.24657534246576,6.911154598825831,30.976516634050878,7.957251820313856,2.440163992172212,325,15,54,5,7,97,59,73,0.17800000000000002,0.703,0.11900000000000001,-0.7794,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,2,5,1,0,2,0,6,2,1,1,1,13,14,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,10,3,9,12,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22825126346453126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580467022127095,0.0,0.2456767501835724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37539155164202426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267627131702723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740482660946913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858974215922244,0.18013782855027818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116455289866266,0.0,0.2744544162734265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195503849842686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756868055614796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045194070245104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686409393470373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644617378010292
lonely,mancherjenkins17,2019/04/21,"Why do I even want a relationship? I don't really care about sex, at least I don't feel like I do. I have friends, we meet and play D&D every week or two and talk often. I have a family that loves me. I shouldn't feel lonely but every time I see couples together I feel overwhelmingly lonely and envious. 

There must be more differences between a platonic relationship and a romantic one than sex right? Otherwise why do I feel so desperately lonely when I have friends? What's the difference? Why am I so jealous of people just hanging out with their boyfriend or girlfriend, watching a movie or whatever? I just feel so damn empty",2.9591354100444995,5.6574589504132256,4.423471074380164,79.92653528289894,79.33057851239671,8.351176096630644,27.48951048951049,9.057496981413335,2.7919899554990466,507,22,92,14,13,168,77,121,0.201,0.631,0.168,-0.8023,0,6,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,0,10,13,3,1,6,0,12,3,0,0,1,22,21,12,0,3,6,0,5,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,7,0,2,0,7,16,6,7,18,2,7,0,4,2,3,10,3,1,4,4,64,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715389917462252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141716843484782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751773925535502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33082012970766306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456846323383706,0.0,0.2667818268433372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924942980598713,0.0,0.4002552000086064,0.11310340307588113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446343342978109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734685640352773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288942969905655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072813152680225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109758730004801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142345453975504,0.0,0.0,0.33995154863871035,0.0,0.1352038930925141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616005528631805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725112777946926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231730884819367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546550382647744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933808774970615,0.0,0.12699426411074202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42857587047522666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Eloquent_Enigma,2019/04/21,"I have no close friends. New boyfriend is insanely popular and I’m scared he’s going to realize how lame I am I don’t really have anyone I can just call up and hang out with, while my boyfriend of 4 months always has friends in and out of his apartment, always has plans with friends, has a close group of friends etc. The only times I go “out” are with him and his friends. I’ve kind of explained how I’ve been through some things that led to me losing all of my friends but I feel super insecure and lame when hanging out with his friends and he’s only ever met 1 of my friends (who I’m no longer friends with)",4.306093749999999,4.491304921874999,4.478125000000002,91.454375,70.09375,7.9625,30.84375,7.645422480735847,1.6455906249999996,482,19,111,5,8,150,75,128,0.122,0.655,0.223,0.9387,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,17,0,2,2,0,11,0,0,3,2,28,18,11,0,0,2,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,17,0,0,3,0,0,5,3,5,0,0,2,1,14,12,20,16,3,20,0,3,0,0,20,9,0,1,6,68,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693346048474276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694636824330687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269722696093294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386798617825679,0.0,0.11247905117475784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287361891507519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8646321969750578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413386201636473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948834683031216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911257367868898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925265142445228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009518291534968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914311242629955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965992234012068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244931177330688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261067340759372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250778123134717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,humancompass,2019/04/21,"anyone in LA who wants to be friends ? 21 M , dealing with loneliness and frustration in life.",3.0452941176470567,5.967111470588236,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,81.3529411764706,8.105882352941178,32.029411764705884,8.841846274778883,3.3738470588235305,73,4,13,2,2,23,16,17,0.268,0.591,0.141,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040007487428161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5956710273158676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463953047821771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081066756375564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407925988048925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,joecb91,2019/04/21,"My birthday was yesterday, and surprisingly it actually ended up being pretty good Its nice actually having a happy story to share on here for once. Little bit long though.

Some sad stuff for context though, the last year of my life has been pretty miserable. I had always struggled with some stuff, but I had one really great friend who was able to help me out. Sadly towards the end of 2017 she started having a lot of health problems because of very severe asthma and a drug addiction, and in March 2018 she passed away after a severe asthma attack that made her go into cardiac arrest. I just felt completely broken after I found out what happened, I wish I could've done more to help her. Making it harder, she also wasn't responding to messages from most people those final couple of months, so I didn't realize how bad things were until it was too late. The last time I ever saw her was Thanksgiving Eve 2017 and the last time she was actively responding to texts was right before Christmas, so I went 3 months with no clue what was going on and just wondering if she was okay.

So, 2018 ended up being a year where my mind was stuck on one very painful moment and thousands of little things related to it. I am doing better now, but that pain will always be there.

In November 2018 though I found something that ended up helping me out. I was watching some stuff on Twitch and I found one of the smaller streams on there where the host was someone who clearly cared about all of the people who regularly tuned in and she spent a lot of time trying to get to know everyone. I enjoyed it right away, it was nice having kind of a relaxing place online to hang out in and talk to people. She plays different games with everyone outside of the stream too, mostly PC stuff and my laptop can't run that stuff (mainly Overwatch) very well but I've been able to play Smash Ultimate with her and a few other people from the group. The first time I've really had friends to play any of the Smash games with! 

Now going to my birthday, the usual plan each year is just going out for dinner at a steak place with my mom and dad. Its something I enjoy, but it is hard not having many people that would be interested in doing something with me. The thing I always looked forward to the most was that my best friend would try to make it out to join us for dinner even if her schedule was packed, but she is gone now and knowing that makes it tougher to enjoy the dinner. Last year I was still so messed up during my birthday and didn't feel like celebrating at all but my parents made me go so I didn't just sleep all day.

This year I was trying to figure out if there was anything else I could do, and during one of those twitch streams I was watching I asked the host if we could play a few rounds of Smash Ultimate after I got back from dinner and she said of course (also sang happy birthday to me and one of the other viewers who had one that week). Normally I would just sit around in the my room after we get home from dinner, but this time I was able to get on the Switch and there was an open room with the host and a couple of the other people from the stream and play for a couple hours while chatting on Discord. Its not something big, but still it makes me feel good that I found this little community to hang out in online where a few people would take the time to play some games online with me on my birthday.

Also, I was playing as ZSS, she was Joker. My first time playing on his stage and I loved the art style for it, she highly recommended Persona 5 and we spent some time talking about how I need to get it if the rumors are true and it gets ported to the Switch.

Just a fun night.

TL;DR - Normally my birthdays are very lonely, been struggling a lot after a friend passed away a year ago, but this year I got to spend a couple hours playing games and talking with a few friends from a Twitch stream who were nice enough to take that time to play with me.",6.92377444447888,6.072607123252863,6.724814206464809,81.03759289676762,64.80686149936467,9.202826417082466,29.23324139213438,8.015777009494485,1.7854027892273834,3134,79,623,30,41,989,300,787,0.078,0.7290000000000001,0.193,0.9986,2,2,5,0,0,0,55.0,4,0,0,5,41,52,1,3,47,1,62,18,1,8,6,121,107,54,0,16,22,3,5,1,5,5,11,2,3,0,50,50,5,0,12,18,3,13,8,12,1,9,52,12,72,40,112,44,24,124,0,4,6,1,54,52,0,17,60,455,122,2,0.14195595317138673,0.0,0.09235235526856372,0.05158431414749329,0.0,0.0,0.04194512911811312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135221244638847,0.1181187248929029,0.0,0.0,0.03217830534453249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03893921800965267,0.042123631577443005,0.0442365511900545,0.05383179671974698,0.1333722909087447,0.03638512185691417,0.03950909713132756,0.028845010488585437,0.0,0.040264686866286814,0.0,0.04965800495568051,0.04184950155063965,0.05165971153120847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048244518375520434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961270535838927,0.0,0.0,0.11334027754631308,0.20942874951834367,0.0,0.030516615357516038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049437919093207806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842340871618731,0.0,0.0,0.054874612548819535,0.0,0.039528661161545665,0.0,0.16764111966755085,0.04889281561475161,0.0,0.031253522750406944,0.042802428925071585,0.0,0.09042999776265788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047851463481734635,0.033804453769926426,0.045433325570244126,0.05183526931569368,0.0,0.0804984408328995,0.0,0.20752983407236672,0.18279136213874372,0.0,0.12361021086025065,0.0,0.13446139927253944,0.0793772789770527,0.07569009578284906,0.05216897983999752,0.0,0.0,0.04184372685757416,0.10074316787410964,0.04238821701692001,0.0,0.0,0.05029751335384894,0.0,0.0,0.0951500831077124,0.049994752816075766,0.04746446513728226,0.0,0.0931986793497384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927509348579272,0.0520101862627304,0.1542840645911475,0.05337749944780767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033422562620413036,0.02311750274912604,0.1422771582447317,0.0,0.04187551715444777,0.03973574938119102,0.0,0.0,0.12068587499338845,0.04270693002254106,0.08954810349474694,0.126342268063923,0.04797368521596899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047778348536575435,0.05541903222300177,0.07553859165507261,0.0,0.0,0.035086180186410625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04440534856378422,0.09272446267016456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05039281906213495,0.19238605543575152,0.0,0.10070076187548703,0.0,0.052541762214130185,0.0,0.0,0.22963356268446736,0.0,0.0988758381864156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628015897445508,0.0,0.04527755853825941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060627079061010385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081973891614247,0.045010873017390186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691321395203664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04735282402101868,0.0,0.04009293948587872,0.1457128374556226,0.0,0.0,0.03349238476599624,0.0,0.07557747171643306,0.0,0.0,0.0989354561310668,0.2708426728616698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115547343235479,0.11409881796322488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430922754194664,0.0,0.13947100324114586,0.0,0.2483269736213129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637877396987683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691851102989045,0.0,0.05211480901076023,0.15617137092865294,0.0,0.0,0.037956167660996465,0.0,0.04254515004189837,0.04386486359523738,0.0,0.0,0.05441411346905983,0.0,0.051315058592941915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445524829024436,0.0,0.0,0.21330161914513127
lonely,BeenDuffer,2019/04/21,New¡ Yea I'm new to all of this so tell me what's been going on in your lives¿,-5.035499999999999,-4.372699549999998,-1.25,112.93000000000002,119.5,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-3.1455,59,0,19,0,4,21,19,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25891587314500536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8800014917093268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981958628902604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dumbbichenergi,2019/04/21,"My best friend has a boyfriend I don't have anyone.

Well, I do have her and a few other friends, but we don't see very often. I speak to a few other people in school too.

But I feel like I'm drifting away from other people. I speak less and less with my friends and fail to make new meaningful relationships with people.

Now that my best friend has a boyfriend, I feel even more alone. I kind of really envy her too, as I've never had a boyfriend. I don't know if I'm even able to form a relationship like that with someone.",2.9576363636363645,3.9097489000000043,3.932500000000001,91.35875,73.63636363636364,6.954545454545455,22.84090909090909,7.1686216300943375,0.5123636363636361,409,10,94,4,8,132,60,110,0.102,0.644,0.255,0.9599,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,3,7,11,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,1,1,17,16,7,0,1,3,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,5,14,10,11,15,8,6,0,1,1,0,11,2,0,2,5,67,19,2,0.16178437057922113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755981630678066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312339358297245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200174177499245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339565431240849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371410188567416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360607768256932,0.11557878666784133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999768135440923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847352590855869,0.08891245904352756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807934284159197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799232363785624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247780802807746,0.1562523532476353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364827360229081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364321051861976,0.0,0.0,0.347391735783187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373442028149368,0.12892119705856894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370793721816477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334890491578144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546357867253812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nattmackaan,2019/04/21,"Things to do alone What do you guys do when you wanna get out and do something? I'm home alone and I don't have any friends, I'm just feeling so restless.",-1.2679411764705897,0.773477500000002,0.2502352941176476,105.38005882352944,97.52941176470587,2.72,18.564705882352946,3.1291,-1.097451764705882,121,4,30,0,5,38,24,34,0.26,0.698,0.042,-0.7779,0,2,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,10,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6943617762006988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22795719839977516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949440683455386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589857132542052,0.0,0.1751356204722942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33191482933967226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362472442346035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580643219213953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227014657186511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thislineismine,2019/04/21,"inevitable i’ve virtually pushed every close person in my life away from me. i create some problem with the relationship and blame my mental checking out on that, when really it’s always myself putting up a wall. at this point, i really have no one left. and maybe it’s better this way so i don’t hurt anyone else. i think from now on i’ll stay in isolation and slowly die away. i’m done trying to fight against myself. i hate myself",2.080919540229885,4.4550934137931035,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,80.3793103448276,6.16551724137931,18.86206896551724,7.3871296695380915,0.5277034482758616,345,8,67,5,9,114,67,87,0.257,0.69,0.053,-0.9593,0,1,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,6,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,4,0,1,1,0,11,1,14,5,1,19,0,1,0,0,3,13,0,1,2,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518299481738574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880849874429652,0.20340529345589345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730286532967095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557316176628082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060304865753624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031529804844698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658364320569663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672600943401462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599556317778327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251777392314386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156905391576573,0.0,0.14021923263522687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943815353391933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000595924051803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452102884955225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733383819965733,0.0,0.0,0.18766380832996535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995504880747047,0.0,0.19956556103005565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543516067094753,0.0,0.0,0.21313418822107286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159392276777164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720240782397613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347807854817836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757445868246475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Minicorn93,2019/04/21,"No Family For Easter, Girlfriend is Away At A Concert. No one is around to celebrate Easter with or even just spend some time with. Anyone have any ideas for how I could occupy myself today?",4.3258333333333345,6.396297694444449,5.151111111111113,79.50500000000002,72.05555555555556,8.133333333333335,20.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.4630666666666667,151,3,26,3,3,49,31,36,0.113,0.7929999999999999,0.095,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,8,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,23,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473093359806504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25428782065473515,0.0,0.0,0.32374505875838683,0.0,0.0,0.3416816842869594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29036238836200845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24020183399038436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428374641142917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105412642154439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464334645776934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205998643018564,0.0,0.34471840072112125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,catfromspace_,2019/04/21,"People who went to a psychiatrist for loneliness, how’d it go? I have a bad case of depression and loneliness right now and I’m interested in seeing a psychiatrist, but I honestly don’t know how it’d go and what to say.

What did you say to your psychiatrist? What pushed you to go in the first place? How did it help?

I’m kind of afraid of not being taken seriously because my causes for depression are pretty “light”, and I’m just really fucking lonely and anxious.",2.623502415458937,4.9520150217391325,4.942318840579713,77.83553140096619,78.13043478260869,8.871497584541064,24.352657004830927,9.444778638647367,2.4568729468599035,370,13,71,11,9,129,57,92,0.20199999999999999,0.652,0.146,-0.7128,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,5,10,1,1,4,0,7,1,0,3,0,12,18,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,7,0,1,4,4,6,3,11,12,0,11,0,3,1,1,7,4,1,0,2,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24975994936695825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459439641355255,0.1347696527456462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227112311941366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808355374794921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805240029135864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438692481126525,0.0,0.0,0.3769383150994132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818673364925322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23022308280031425,0.12150099138702546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327055567239692,0.0,0.2309838365735921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22492007060315775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163091386755636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880298471433246,0.0,0.3516268666745628,0.0,0.0,0.1761738840869284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049454076920736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gcedwardo17,2019/04/21,"Living in the NOW sucks I'm lonely and I'm not. I have an great family but I can only confide in my mum and sometimes I feel as she's the only one who truly loves me. It's selfish but it doesn't feel like enough to only have your mum. I have friends yeah, but they never invite me out or anything. Even before I was diagnosed with depression I always had to ask first and no one would ask me, it was always me. And even now with depression everyone continues to not ask to hang out with me. I've given up trying. The depression is making everything 100x worse. Weirdly enough, some days I'm so happy to be alone and free to be me, but at the same time I can't help but cry over the fact that I'm the only one who's got me (besides mum). It's been 5 months since my bf and I broke up and fuck me I still miss him and love him I hate to admit it. Sometimes I wish he would take me back, other days I say no way cos of some of the stuff that happened but I don't know. At this point I want him to be my friend again. I miss my best friend. He was my only real friend for over a year, I've never really been great with keeping long term close friends. And now we hardly talk and it breaks my heart. What's worse is that after we broke up, my depression peaked (I can't tell him I have depression either) and now I'm so miserable on my own with everyone aware I have depression but never ever trying to hang with me even tho I try so hard to act fine in front of everyone. And the worse part? I can't do anything about it for the rest of the year because I'm stuck with these people until Uni hits next year and then I'm free of these fuckers. I just want a fresh start where I can meet likeminded people who I can actually be proper friends with. But for now...I'm stuck in a constant loop and I can't get out.",1.302284893391807,2.850155215938305,3.0684598518070487,93.44122901859974,79.10282776349617,6.3245425676697415,19.41032814153939,7.1686216300943375,0.15996984727052732,1405,31,328,17,34,468,176,389,0.237,0.595,0.168,-0.985,0,4,0,0,0,0,34.0,2,1,1,2,18,34,4,1,14,1,29,6,1,2,5,62,64,30,0,5,13,3,4,1,7,2,1,1,0,0,19,28,0,1,4,0,2,4,13,18,0,4,10,5,51,18,45,47,11,52,0,12,0,4,35,18,3,3,29,220,70,0,0.0,0.0,0.07318877335349358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767694841144923,0.0,0.0,0.124811320871395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234365314531763,0.0,0.21034345531788626,0.0,0.0,0.057670049221395486,0.0,0.04571904915449065,0.0,0.06381912042494865,0.0,0.07870743435441319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104790420879641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823835192769507,0.09673705184548753,0.0,0.3875821812198945,0.07612299714812766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498923401514064,0.0,0.14860955000612164,0.0678414158570447,0.0,0.21499594432739894,0.0674047884307347,0.0,0.07070293125420006,0.0,0.07584408443538154,0.053579716469840166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379460625877681,0.0,0.0,0.3476669467231949,0.06933590516566271,0.03918418617703818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059984017183380214,0.1653746081727596,0.0,0.0,0.06632188280068572,0.07983844980465797,0.1343697883649354,0.07404656015649792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887486595044697,0.05027063898829026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666307463290362,0.0,0.0,0.04121780893823825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03664100746070476,0.0,0.06622600508986308,0.06637227009889715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538010212966292,0.0,0.050062803462925666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986395093019474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735329039828479,0.0,0.07976290646265859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246497359718988,0.2852028091584756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121723880684685,0.0,0.1039905338622131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089884713409379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853659439788635,0.04804665279599028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059642677984317986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062040429374440764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483530089510307,0.0,0.05308509026279048,0.0,0.05989476318171345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585657806292975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563903519596955,0.060281823194277474,0.06555294053491427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04373285947927125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275937952326366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847339344229463,0.05953117736331141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624581812422766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22929294479719897,0.10655510262500142,0.0,0.0,0.14489181583000169
lonely,needchapstick,2019/04/21,"what do i do next hi reddit. my name is noah, i’m 18 and ive recently concluded no one wants to hangout with me. yesterday as almost all of you know, was 4/20. i hit up a bunch of kids to sesh n no one said Oh yeah come slide or whatever. i ate at leeann chin alone, one of the workers gave me my food for free bc of the day and then one of the workers I’ve tried to show my politeness to in the past decided to come talk to me because I was spacing out in my food and I looked kinda lonely (which is fine by me, I was comfortable). i have really bad social anxiety so  him approaching me was like the worst thing that could have probably happened even though I was smoking indica. we were talking and said he’d be back, he needed to take care of customers. I picked up the phone and called my xbox buddy like dude you need to call me in a couple minutes i get going without sounding rude. he didnt understand so i just got up, told the workers i’d catch them later and thanked them again ofc. when i got home, i poured myself one of my first drinks in a very long time and just kinda sat there thinking about if I should go back to Leeann chin.. What should I do.. I’d prefer if I was doing stuff w everyone but I just feel off when I do nowadays. The guy also brought up how he’s been doing a lot of Coke and has a weed tattoo for the amount of weed hes smoked I guess. what do you guys think

thank you",1.2228555555555545,2.8801999300000034,2.942666666666668,93.75522222222223,79.7,6.311111111111113,20.777777777777786,7.242747475848597,0.3818444444444449,1089,29,253,14,27,361,178,300,0.046,0.8909999999999999,0.063,0.607,0,3,2,0,0,0,25.0,1,4,2,5,16,12,1,0,14,1,28,5,0,3,1,44,59,21,0,9,8,0,1,2,0,2,0,3,1,3,7,13,5,0,8,4,1,8,4,4,0,6,18,5,43,9,36,35,5,35,0,1,1,0,28,12,0,8,17,165,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236024220128654,0.11621379120502355,0.0,0.08973280775931818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583891876845076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256226450859993,0.09368910864835467,0.06840103970599655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291541099091459,0.0,0.11440367540537115,0.0,0.0,0.19331475133225304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958906807356848,0.12415617093509282,0.0,0.07236496653686758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099212575726995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411241716999246,0.0,0.0,0.10721968483985253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673580626534014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544418522331413,0.2713650527640934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058624121107284426,0.0,0.12754094180973707,0.0,0.17948619741504682,0.0,0.12360991493325013,0.22220739675959644,0.0992252862367451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125539117333269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166665838241062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096384571655602,0.0,0.0,0.09930067152251497,0.09422657593575604,0.0,0.0,0.09539534668849564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640182571693812,0.0,0.0,0.11933462818926778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38017569283338004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711536474280588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097935147637727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188340672907363,0.0,0.11079199980465766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21347127009590908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438206642088865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284514729354694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436655562097123,0.1803773025956132,0.0,0.20661235644701714,0.0,0.0,0.07454610125485757,0.14379688867422824,0.11024392629137657,0.0,0.06542946786994977,0.0,0.0,0.10721968483985253,0.0,0.07618196045537425,0.0,0.0,0.11681262933365552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258346558807724,0.06618326725607589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816464128558087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Xentron418,2019/04/21,"It’s my birthday, I kinda wish it wasn’t My birthday falls on April 21 so it happens to be today and I’m turning 15, so does my more popular friend (same birthday) so I’m not blaming it on her but it seems that all my “friends” say happy birthday to her on her birthday but not me and that annoys the shit out of me because some of these people i have known for my entire life so yeah I can’t wait to spend my birthday on a plane back home with my amazing parents and annoying ass brother",2.4607692307692304,3.6334704615384577,3.8896153846153863,90.33038461538463,75.15384615384616,5.9692307692307685,28.384615384615394,5.985473137389443,1.0563884615384618,384,16,83,2,8,127,66,104,0.095,0.655,0.25,0.9619,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,2,1,4,3,2,0,1,17,11,9,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,8,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,1,1,15,5,12,9,4,9,0,0,0,1,8,5,2,3,3,57,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197430164282621,0.0,0.15651658889286268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468964432530056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39673940132360375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22704922908257705,0.27332243467473144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575480490759891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135495202802007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850980899947959,0.0,0.0,0.17800286683852246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041833477112893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337417875474507,0.0,0.0,0.263557210538534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24337546619990735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792777165478433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29525769911495303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Isabowla,2019/04/21,"how to get your shit together? so i used to be quite popular from like 2017-2018 until i had a breakup and was ostracised by that persons friend group until i felt like i had no friends towards the end of the year, i skipped school a lot because i just hated the feeling. i used to get a hundred likes on my instagram posts and now i never use it. i kinda just faded away. at the summer holidays i went to new york and i loved it there, i got into mediation and my whole life outlook changed. when i got back into the new school year i had bad post trip depression and didn’t like my friends (the ones i had left over) they would fuck me over and would never try to be good, i would do nice things and my actions wouldn’t be appreciated so i just stopped talking to them. i had a really nice friend outside of school but he would be so flaky, we’d arrange to meet and he would have an excuse for not being able to, once i even waited for like an hour and a half in the cold because i thought he would show up. after that i cut him off and he would still act enthusiastic about our relationship oblivious to the hurtful things he’s done. that was around october time. december 2018 i stop talking to all my irl friends apart from one, i only went out once in 2019 and that was with her. she eventually stopped being interesting and our friendship has been so one sided i’ve just stopped talking to her, she’s not aware of it as it’s quite normal for me to take long breaks off social media. so i’ve been alone for half a year now, sometimes it’s amazing and i feel better for not being lonely in a group but other times i just long to connect with someone. all the people i’ve met have disappointed me but i want to make something out of myself again. how do i start?",3.9083701657458576,4.7494466657458565,4.725708287292818,86.97205414364643,71.29281767955801,7.559955801104972,27.18718232044199,7.699297019823105,1.3485145635359121,1391,46,299,16,25,450,185,362,0.099,0.728,0.17300000000000001,0.9726,0,3,1,0,0,0,25.0,3,1,2,3,22,27,4,0,18,0,33,4,1,6,4,62,55,27,0,10,11,0,3,5,5,8,1,0,0,1,12,20,0,5,4,2,0,5,8,9,0,5,19,4,47,18,50,20,4,57,0,4,0,2,33,20,2,2,34,210,59,3,0.08073885730830706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836211066060596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187470063617715,0.0,0.0,0.07585681420181306,0.062083197557851175,0.06741357338811363,0.09843531604832813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140695811555296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541100544175667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954025949183833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262388295891758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151066301267713,0.0,0.0,0.053327253785838205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164798437260982,0.0,0.07752196455957829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118932043750147,0.07464177257291599,0.08436544114029168,0.0,0.0,0.0677199228810687,0.12914847964886894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971290617469555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951151084438546,0.0,0.08643261662930833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772300470418377,0.0,0.05702824264853884,0.19722463701814294,0.0,0.0,0.14290269602836247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864128923466259,0.07286997097619742,0.0,0.05389381420079673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454156829767166,0.15595618300805522,0.0,0.0,0.07910693767957666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196849600420194,0.16413221775047862,0.061405539215218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597415768737544,0.0704980559587107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465101403961853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175142617954595,0.0,0.0,0.051723379428299514,0.0,0.0,0.08668331707527192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451361021136323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287727677842137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230309734176426,0.06840977178983347,0.06215671689961255,0.07985279436515137,0.0,0.0571473787634377,0.0,0.06447815574104772,0.27000519982583104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060705572621077473,0.1946845055125769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727861840599004,0.0,0.0,0.06409763408491848,0.09415895396233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481638427455497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919734894661848,0.0,0.0,0.047621869912100635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969145922559668,0.0,0.09014205083390404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014819740458596,0.0,0.0,0.15597953093739558
lonely,a123afasf6,2019/04/21,"it's my 30th birthday in a couple of months. i'm dreading having to tell people at work that, no i didnt really do anything for it i don't really have anyone to do anything with, and i just want to make myself ill or something so i can have a good excuse for not having done anything",3.4907377049180326,3.85063049180328,5.446024590163933,83.17920081967216,71.95081967213116,7.411475409836067,25.08606557377049,7.1686216300943375,1.1190622950819678,224,6,46,2,4,78,45,61,0.142,0.7609999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.5627,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,10,1,0,1,0,7,13,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,9,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055021079730688,0.0,0.6374678160307252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857104276730509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642440036624869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165788257458928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236078391694232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610506797396874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901404532514878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33083879318244114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878682942359446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256916400422101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230213246845994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798388581238476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,saddestbagel,2019/04/21,"It is hopeless, isn't it? I get super attached to random people and can not let them go anymore, others become completely unappealing strangers. 

I am disgusted by the whole sharing of emotions or touching each other.

Have no experience in life that I can share. Nothing to talk about because my loneliness makes me obsesed with quenching it. 

Loneliness has eaten my brain.",5.7975897435897465,8.696295553846161,6.062692307692312,70.89147435897438,70.38461538461539,8.025641025641027,36.987179487179496,8.841846274778883,4.00171794871795,301,17,42,6,6,96,56,65,0.23,0.703,0.066,-0.9071,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,1,1,1,5,1,0,1,0,8,3,1,1,0,7,12,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,7,3,7,10,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27481925248576183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892404917470502,0.30604688525170337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093470745931165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290545190925382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117121259407297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710673392923704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447788507209285,0.0,0.15748833949498758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833643624155968,0.19573141129102728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497347671029155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658950935678502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921135979500012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227310028080668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30938408772516546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PaterSalta,2019/04/21,"It's my Birthday, and yet loneliness consumes me. Pretty much the title describes itself, had my birthday on the 20th of April, and many so called friends came, and we had a good time but after they left, loneliness feeling came back. So, how was your day?",4.293125,6.355465395833337,4.085833333333337,87.14250000000001,72.125,6.466666666666668,28.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.5786916666666668,201,8,37,2,4,61,39,48,0.10400000000000001,0.746,0.149,0.1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,6,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,6,2,3,1,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135755893466322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28361776669087274,0.6353528895267196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791282748887497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044070752875962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214591959041837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329667769826985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30178040381207955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28159883958677384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041810609060804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825755507460137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619605213312976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lormiet,2019/04/21,"How do you approach spaces/environment as a loner? I've been a loner for the better part of my 5 years as an ""adult"". I havent slept much tonight and I took the time to reflect upon myself.

Recently I've been pretty busy with my life, but now that my winter semester is finished, I wonder if I will be able to keep myself busy as I don't really hangout with anyone anymore and from experience I realised that staying at home as been the most unproductive thing that I do.

I would like to be able to maximise my time and use it in a way that makes me feel proud of myself.

Where do you guys hangout whenever you are alone and want to leave the house? Do you guys feel ashame of yourself when you are in a public space hanging out by yourself?

For myself, it is something that I've had problem dealing with as I often feel out of place, like I don't belong or that I don't have the right to this space the same way that other people do.

But the more I think about it, the more I feel like learning to cope with this would allow me to create a place for me in this world. There are so many beautifull place that have a nice vibe in this world, but this social media culture as pushed everything on the internet instead of in the street. 

Cities have been designed to be used by everyone. Spaces have been designed for us to take advantage of them. Environment have been created to make us experience emotion and sensation.

Have you guys ever felt the same way? Do you sometimes wonder how to go back to the street? I would love to get your takes on this as I would like to be able to take place in society and create my place and I feel like whenever I shut myself inside my home I only create pressure on myself and avoid confronting the world.",6.3242964862011775,5.770876962750716,6.61952948273262,80.3199924596592,65.9054441260745,9.410405670336301,30.40280500678631,8.6894789155246,2.169036676217765,1376,42,276,18,19,445,157,349,0.05,0.807,0.14300000000000002,0.9877,0,2,1,0,0,0,25.0,2,8,1,3,13,15,1,3,20,0,37,3,1,7,1,50,60,24,0,7,5,0,6,5,0,5,1,0,2,4,19,14,0,2,11,2,0,5,4,5,0,0,10,6,44,10,54,41,7,49,0,0,0,1,20,29,0,6,16,205,63,1,0.26098252373845804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009972879401773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627484515081653,0.06082834958128493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668931504216959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769392779089446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968717409006292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785673730613753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786912114176327,0.0,0.08312666186414862,0.07818475469528338,0.17019399122413906,0.0,0.0,0.21993434274933568,0.12429731140368558,0.08352805010465275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04545086566563755,0.0,0.0494407941950618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258413730115005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452450034932165,0.0,0.0,0.100379597403268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732441950712206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211426991247652,0.0,0.0,0.06144655822888191,0.21250479727023333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851563903732836,0.0,0.11613857410528668,0.0881984387479819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395072799393993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616298987534135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420621354915744,0.0,0.06031080706531392,0.0,0.4544519833467522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850435051764366,0.0,0.08324167625266263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055730695848769767,0.0,0.08589625234182201,0.0,0.0,0.07429254976278671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867960554905208,0.0,0.06697236574211758,0.08603946309439582,0.0,0.0,0.092724215158492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962263781754932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05779506404592465,0.05574235439972236,0.0,0.0,0.1014540055718368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665372888860993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092865614178449,0.15027007071563073,0.0,0.0,0.05131141810832401,0.20715577960702947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886829428168321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471926625458492,0.0,0.0,0.056021396213138334
lonely,Lonelyboii94,2019/04/21,"Connection not found This is the first time in years that I post something on any platform. I've recently come to the realization that I am unable to connect with other people anymore. I still have that need to connect with someone. I'm always meeting new people but I feel like I no longer have the means or energy, or whatever it may be, to actually try to connect.

I have nothing to say or share with people, and I've lost interest in what people have to say to me. I've always pretended to be listening and interested in what the person in front of me is saying but now more than ever im showing visible signs of being uninterested, unintentionally, and I think that it's my mind trying to tell me to be more honest about who I am. 
The problem there is that I've been trying to figure out who I am or who I want to be for years now. Just thinking about it and not taking any actions to actually move towards the person that I want to be or am supposed to be because I don't know who I want to be and it feels like I'm running out of time to do something about that. 

I'm just putting my thoughts out there sorry if they seem inconsistent, they usually are.",5.339630750605323,5.340556800847459,6.734285714285715,76.8055084745763,67.85593220338983,9.454721549636805,31.687651331719128,9.23628265651192,2.643260048426151,919,35,183,16,14,315,115,236,0.045,0.8340000000000001,0.121,0.9516,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,2,11,8,0,0,6,0,24,0,0,0,1,43,44,13,0,6,12,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,0,2,19,12,0,0,10,2,0,6,4,2,0,1,4,6,20,6,38,31,2,29,0,1,0,0,15,10,0,8,14,134,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.2386909419291532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352391751618965,0.0,0.0,0.1663340364202888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212870225158852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455189099893368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534913161959313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062578801884257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367536115271775,0.17473981877949651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402684701628516,0.0,0.13409374192212864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210311939697933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721193148166307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949751557916055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350300993836567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321867031592965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234863906053138,0.0,0.0,0.12998370769198306,0.0,0.09068261846745848,0.0,0.11811643242469945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734848962991802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391448898781457,0.21357226631507495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712793745585807,0.0,0.0,0.1170229288069741,0.0,0.12294354157658795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075478864784868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29176948188135915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133575290898826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362292832449774,0.1883023682628872,0.0,0.13690290191418386,0.0,0.0,0.09766755736851224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195307974329986,0.0,0.10689407955323774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672758800897346,0.0,0.0970911664923646,0.14262621087998156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24909749484946325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469426756970393,0.0,0.216404066998226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575121539075849
lonely,JaniMiru,2019/04/21,"my boyfriend doesn't love me we are in a relationship since more than 3 years. i'm really in love with him, but.. he's just waiting for the next girl, who's better, prettier and hotter than me. he will break up with me instantly and just throw me away..

he's everything for me, but i'm nothing for him. makes me sick. feeling lonely.",2.1762254901960816,3.9838684852941166,3.580000000000002,89.58166666666668,77.38235294117645,7.4745098039215705,23.098039215686285,8.344100000000001,1.227580392156863,259,8,57,5,6,85,47,68,0.17,0.748,0.081,-0.8083,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,12,10,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,10,3,11,9,1,8,0,1,0,2,11,4,0,0,2,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814187491760217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649103715571433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26919868472048325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514516123347429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5406759115946197,0.0,0.19993892361947666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185540672870054,0.0,0.0,0.287407577286988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191886897637746,0.0,0.0,0.3215836431101856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477747112025383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288781087256754
lonely,cuzzlingpunt,2019/04/21,Feel heavy I just wish I could find someone who wanted to be with me. I've woken up next to the same person for two years and he looks repelled to see me when he wakes up. All I do is make people miserable eventually. I'd rather be really alone than alone in a relationship.,2.1184210526315788,3.885361192982458,3.968280701754389,86.91663157894739,77.42105263157895,7.3670175438596495,20.171929824561406,8.238735603445708,0.8303782456140354,216,5,47,4,5,73,46,57,0.135,0.818,0.047,-0.6232,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,5,1,1,1,1,12,12,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,5,0,9,8,2,6,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,0,3,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5261484007580336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028035760796739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843335297255132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321574017031518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330154417748826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955135672914529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27013886702167794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609617204501593,0.22178873794369336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272311185863142,0.0,0.0,0.27270799504255105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241034858854884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521894103249434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481275086246987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981965506267989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920950179309701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357190204845526
lonely,Low_Bunch,2019/04/21,"im lonely and bored lets talk I'll be on my phone it's 3:47 am and I wanna stay up and talk to someone. dm me or add me here's my stuff
instagram: roach59726
Snapchat: aaronlol232

message me, preferably Instagram but either one works. we can get to know each other and become friends maybe.",-0.03484326018808659,2.0058425689655195,0.9111912225705332,97.92111285266459,106.06896551724137,3.488401253918495,20.789968652037626,5.565023196281405,0.03660000000000041,231,9,47,2,11,71,46,58,0.057,0.87,0.07200000000000001,0.431,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,6,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,1,5,4,2,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142545118922588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198366030155328,0.0,0.14866155892489796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073544108631053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637695534985468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909636846175969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28586089164569106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281316323202244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410916883149245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30328413273700666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257327504806455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574084948661165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071501153180065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Crustybear34,2019/04/21,Help Can someone please message me. I'm so lonely and I want to die so bad,-2.5272549019607844,-0.9614205882352956,0.5023529411764721,101.55392156862746,107.8235294117647,2.266666666666667,17.43137254901961,3.1291,-1.0945921568627457,58,2,14,0,3,20,15,17,0.428,0.331,0.24100000000000002,-0.7946,0,2,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938527618301133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895538133224669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161729470031562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177888488377184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996728878392961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782229756671269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ArcticBard,2019/04/21,"New Mom = Social Leper My 3-month-old daughter is the best thing that’s ever happened to me, I have to say that first. But it is LONELY to be a new mother. And trying to make other mom friends?? Forget it. I have tried. So. Hard. To connect with other women, and they just won’t have me. I’m awkward. Shy. And just done with all of it. How does a grown woman make friends? I’ve truly forgotten.... or just been forgotten.",-0.8329900332225897,1.2611773953488379,1.4871096345514978,95.34186046511631,100.6279069767442,3.387375415282392,16.60797342192691,5.288315135182226,-0.5881468438538207,320,9,67,2,14,107,60,86,0.134,0.716,0.15,0.672,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,6,5,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,3,2,16,13,7,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,8,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,2,6,3,8,9,2,5,0,1,0,0,11,0,0,1,4,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20937233147518566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745916242557475,0.20416692112243612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046726494230653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970220866045352,0.0,0.0,0.30828023557266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642510321548796,0.0,0.17872082923648466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663475430800656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673249356265571,0.1592461383143561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853739690567911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093510791817912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865752260161434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033742470256848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254487950602747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270906958220905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,imwilling2waitforit,2019/04/21,"Ugh. This sucks. Sometimes I just feel so very alone. I got home tonight, and just cried. Cried. I don't cry. I'm not a cryer. I'm ""the strong one"" in the family. 

I'm not really the strong one. Thanks to years of depression, I'm nearly a professional pretender. 

So I'm basically just sitting at home, alone, unwanted, on a Saturday night - typing on a random sub because I'm so fucking tired of being completely alone. And every day it feels like it gets worse. Like I'm cuddling down into a thicker and thicker blanket of solitude - putting layers between me and the world.

I've had a good life. I've had it pretty easy. I don't even feel entitled to feel my own feelings - how fucked up is that? Like, I've had a fairly easy life - but my brain tells me every day that I suck, I'm garbage, I'm ugly and fat and stupid and inconsequential in the big scheme of things.

So I continue down this lonely path, spiraling downward more and more every day. I don't even know how to stop it at this point. I'm not suicidal (my dogs need me too much, and they just wouldn't understand). 

I just needed to vent, somewhere. Anywhere. So... thanks, reddit, for even existing.",1.5799565217391276,3.965735343478261,3.1327826086956527,88.9883043478261,82.52173913043478,6.288695652173913,22.67826086956521,7.554174236665415,1.0573269565217394,899,31,184,15,25,295,122,230,0.184,0.6920000000000001,0.124,-0.9239,0,5,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,2,16,16,5,0,12,0,9,8,2,2,0,34,36,17,1,4,9,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,2,0,10,10,1,1,7,1,0,1,7,8,0,2,4,5,15,8,21,30,4,26,0,2,0,3,2,15,4,1,12,102,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34707697126666104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809411472448858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469932664971226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171201949052258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681069215216247,0.21612076459255533,0.0,0.09621104696779954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133959332961128,0.0,0.2823479433239265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053051977505582,0.0,0.2824061240460747,0.07980182063441939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065382884461477,0.05836106651975018,0.0,0.0,0.09369255634904486,0.08934040893804522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22409773334446012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138995150682755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780058837984628,0.1637197412320857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211576690083762,0.16565515757416446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482724215613597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138791664296056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559699556019224,0.0,0.0,0.1136437824055036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229402115193636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156085588224613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047875008400436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339008493720824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218675112035507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763478322194256,0.20568525805853666,0.0,0.0,0.07421160252724346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838805689259009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628847481418865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921680306972378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383657634535248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193412893334791
lonely,SleepWalkingFantasy,2019/04/21,"Messing up friendships Not too long ago my boyfriend and I were talking and we got into the conversation of best friends. I mentioned to him off hand how he was my best friend and he kind of chuckled and said ""that's kind of sad"". I felt embarrassed, but I played it off by saying ""don't worry, I always knew it was one-sided,"" which I did, but still. Hearing it confirmed like that hurt. I started thinking about it today because my old best friend who I ghosted because of mental health issues started talking about her ""best friend"" and everything kind of hit me at once. I keep messing everything up over and over again, and now I feel like it's going to always be just me. It's such a horrible feeling.",5.213188405797102,5.959425246376814,5.353768115942028,83.98905797101452,68.27536231884058,7.5826086956521745,32.0,7.3871296695380915,2.016052173913044,556,23,107,5,9,175,86,138,0.068,0.63,0.302,0.9885,0,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,1,0,0,4,9,20,0,1,2,0,6,2,1,1,0,20,19,10,1,0,4,0,4,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,10,9,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,8,7,18,15,18,9,4,18,0,2,0,0,17,8,0,0,11,75,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702674518522212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092698781333904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720124373601012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5068273484468125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217022638796332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209728510736688,0.0862550845789908,0.11592719014003347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731267958688413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686180551580472,0.0,0.09656502154975907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833859993646046,0.13608023790454346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925227629629815,0.0,0.0,0.12601885966712714,0.0,0.10731727451363708,0.0,0.3771894128372996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797274811491552,0.0,0.0,0.10684912403936568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216752709005443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669397576150265,0.12858178096772396,0.08181503536176044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484926470082868,0.09601551805431208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091762525760198,0.0,0.09642133636495387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408888664519214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736388565581744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444528523420727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226150627264268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bootcamper64,2019/04/21,"Dr. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Grub Stand: a discord server Creating a discord server for likeminded lonely people. 

I really want the server to be focused on 1. humor 2. interesting conversation 3. making friends 

If you are smart and/or funny and/or want to interact with people who are, get up in this server: https://discord.gg/kvkRmkh",6.532060606060604,10.156934963636367,6.650454545454547,63.70901515151516,72.0909090909091,8.757575757575756,27.34848484848485,9.2995712137729,3.516575757575758,273,10,33,7,6,87,44,55,0.149,0.544,0.307,0.8437,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,1,0,5,7,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,7,6,0,4,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043475888892516,0.0,0.20581098142293114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668062596081595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26294982029066244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5461997790684848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25236019248561625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646975657962262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ambitiontowin56,2019/04/21,"I suppose I made the choice to move... About a year ago, I moved halfway across the US to do what I needed for my career. I recognize I've got a lot going for me, and I should be grateful, but I'm feeling a bit frustrated today. I set up a discord a while ago with all of my displaced friends, and it's helped us all cope with the transition to adult life. Several of these guys had never met each other, and never would have, had I not brought this network together.  
  
Today, a lot of them who happen to live in the same area decided to hang out irl for the first time. I am currently watching them make plans and talk shit, as I am stuck thousands of miles away, with no one I'd like to spend time with here. No one has offered to voice me or anything, or even asked what I'm up to. Life is funny, in a shitty way, sometimes.",5.5416020671834625,4.392799,6.201705426356592,84.63838501291994,67.72093023255815,9.272351421188633,31.320413436692505,8.167268648758528,1.9917731266149872,636,21,142,7,9,209,111,172,0.145,0.7709999999999999,0.084,-0.9194,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,2,2,3,4,2,0,12,0,11,3,1,2,4,28,24,9,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,2,2,1,0,2,7,10,0,0,2,0,1,5,5,2,0,4,7,3,18,2,28,14,7,28,0,0,1,0,13,9,1,4,13,101,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265078328964419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304101880476302,0.0,0.1397796515966014,0.0,0.14047759039630456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323552096974306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875558567957513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560106647021055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718039393882574,0.0,0.0,0.11551765328562145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497483206933484,0.0,0.11958363540124566,0.0,0.0,0.1480468621000039,0.13221875133362682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021912580121373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121873350729325,0.07304720628363097,0.0,0.13202761033053145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542306321414361,0.0,0.1414780579735415,0.09980478663462132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178290917018303,0.0,0.11086610303867167,0.2306358315033951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263526486139305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689133917004864,0.15347863290786573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787765946753878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017733897595895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743709264097799,0.0,0.2834521867897445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597047883309729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868085772010567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621368108354187,0.0,0.0,0.09628503775080086
lonely,QuadrigaCX_,2019/10/15,"Does any enjoy/prefer being alone? I'm 27(m) and I've been by myself for pretty much the past 5-6 years. I like it a lot. My day job I interact with people so my social skills are not deteriorated. But once I get home though it's just me myself and I during week evening and weekends.   

Just reading these posts seems so depressing, like it's ""wrong"" to be alone. There were points in time where I did get lonely but I keep myself busy. 

I can't be the only one like this right?",1.1230303030303048,3.1857825656565666,2.8124141414141413,92.53195454545455,81.92929292929294,5.172121212121212,15.960606060606061,6.2581,-0.5557806060606061,370,6,82,3,10,122,74,99,0.075,0.825,0.1,0.5068,1,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,13,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,13,3,5,7,2,11,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,2,9,51,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39171473158291614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859894631894572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195808754310075,0.0,0.1628772040136924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548842602468014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249031001298656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760074622564788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968929963504005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876590823154128,0.16808660046737126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27716374090235346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077163577091874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901508132142965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139231584900574,0.12814349994817073,0.14382406121883534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052361046638246,0.13110267876137646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876682492444734,0.0,0.18111181169529364,0.19238935772046947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915773606619515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149596995719628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721555109207459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277032433660465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579623617857952,0.0,0.11026955655837224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168987661865027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675833816682876,0.0,0.12177842527527513
lonely,gc96,2019/10/15,"Slowly loosing friends I feel like I'm slowly loosing my best friend of 13 years. We don't talk much anymore and I fucked up really badly by dating her cousin, which we broke up.  I'm just lonely and don't feel loved. I don't know if I will ever find someone who will want to be with me.",1.8627419354838717,3.1512939838709717,3.329870967741936,93.27480645161293,76.90322580645163,5.605161290322582,20.464516129032265,5.6839178017228535,-0.13349419354838732,225,5,51,1,5,74,45,62,0.221,0.585,0.19399999999999998,-0.4477,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,1,2,9,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,13,14,3,0,2,2,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,9,5,6,11,2,5,0,2,0,2,9,2,1,1,4,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684916189418463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260484152572125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841146505513477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24489097271726995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27377865537726176,0.19340971467729434,0.0,0.0,0.2474425054049304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183309742242329,0.2502857147915544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878624210068864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226510450932705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443445827174157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901785348426174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343670367689104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293888266710102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21760268609848224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968369104601626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434137770232525
lonely,StealsMemes,2019/10/15,"Spaced out in gym class, girl I like leaned her head on me. As retarded as it sounds, it Felt nice :)",0.6414285714285732,2.380827666666669,1.4288095238095266,103.52035714285715,81.85714285714286,6.104761904761905,15.261904761904766,7.1686216300943375,-0.6946380952380955,75,1,20,1,2,23,19,21,0.128,0.586,0.28600000000000003,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,10,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6453095530664903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6897558386425988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32834808325856224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,unvmused,2019/10/15,I need help I’m a 20 year old college student who’s only in school due to athletic scholarship. I’m only a couple of years away from the real world and I think about my future all the time. The best way to describe myself right now is a piece of shit. I’ve gotten high everyday all day for the last 4 years. I’ve already gotten in trouble at my school for drugs and grades. My mom is struggling and I just take all the money she doesn’t have to give and I spend it on drugs. I don’t apply myself in the classroom and do just enough to get by. I don’t have any real friends and I’ve never had a girlfriend. I become obsessed with every girl that actually likes me back and that always scares them away. Please help me change because the only  time I feel motivated to change is when I’m high. I want to be healthy and happy I hate who I am on the moment please help,2.197377049180325,3.654766114754104,3.6117158469945374,90.89790163934427,76.37704918032787,5.972896174863387,21.4896174863388,6.42735559955562,0.2359328961748637,681,17,149,5,15,224,106,183,0.08900000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.177,0.9393,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,6,10,2,3,12,0,12,3,1,1,4,22,25,9,0,2,2,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,3,0,3,0,4,6,0,0,3,1,20,4,22,21,6,29,0,0,0,0,12,12,1,0,17,91,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.11595547092326255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112567693192895,0.0,0.0988714171932915,0.0,0.0,0.0808046646755722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22327886503041405,0.09136862676105288,0.0,0.07243424957086944,0.13123221101444352,0.0,0.0,0.12469887385115072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514009131125117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147693529119894,0.0,0.07663190601852145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755971527234403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227773659455895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011467939285308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060081185436540466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180343442618212,0.0,0.06208084317738294,0.11398718907407017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649078022074095,0.0,0.11731449182410107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23893646595276385,0.2510889988510557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685774289998678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058051598360419725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391656977419191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881067848152339,0.09164470031865406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468621631882836,0.0,0.0,0.2711139252317841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608670113908665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704963556929314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014753858595574,0.0,0.0,0.11896395055924107,0.2405132671504648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197153604860415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422105936902605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934115872435093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613787572903258,0.0,0.0,0.13857492299391586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008570803086607,0.09431727558048407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295570477229825
lonely,AlistairStar,2019/10/15,"Find Something I know it is hard to be alone. I have felt very desperate at times and just wanted life too change so much. But just find something you like. For example I've gotten into politics, movies(kind of), books(I should read more), the gym, and muskque. Having a hobby like these are good since you keep busy and maybe stop caring that you are mostly alone. I don't want it to be this forever but for now I enjoy and am just ""watching the wheels turn around"". Im not gonna force anything I'm just kind of going wherever the wind blows me. I'm not desperate for a girl anymore. I'm not desperate for friends. I'm just enjoying the peace. This way when you find people to talk to you'll have a lot of topics you can use. Some days I feel horrible but other days I'm happier

Musiqie",2.614609164420486,4.521747572327044,3.4594115004492387,90.48863207547173,76.42138364779873,7.058580413297397,23.93575920934412,7.957251820313856,1.1781910152740345,620,20,131,10,14,197,102,159,0.13699999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.15,0.7377,0,2,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,6,0,0,10,8,0,0,7,0,13,1,0,1,0,32,30,9,0,3,11,0,3,2,1,3,1,0,0,1,7,6,0,2,6,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,4,12,8,14,23,5,11,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,3,8,76,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163894286630961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147908506843538,0.0,0.0,0.12569370470039073,0.13597282069431066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573071458707832,0.0,0.16158085147428405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970119912655762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723097724848653,0.0,0.14665633517261056,0.0,0.4188104396722197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800814021870686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680683525577898,0.12811279699028538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682688828471276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649876404404259,0.0,0.0,0.13576416509251618,0.0,0.31811471140237324,0.08394304415537318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788623734814408,0.14924411493003362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985584121700364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344993382192035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228299220993401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589211557577877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278339877426847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263498142320126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23517660726600745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769920534448131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227682857607986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906512618877957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613950529938154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192010246660751,0.0,0.12602819974001053,0.1801824542258087,0.12123954132345482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gibi_Bite,2019/10/15,"Is it possible to crush on someone you haven't even seen? I remember calling a customer support number and the woman that answered me had this dreamlike, magical voice. I felt nervous before giving the call, but after talking to her I felt like I ascended or something.

Has this happened to any of you, comrades?",4.927894736842107,7.392640736842107,5.62442105263158,75.04294736842105,71.45614035087719,7.3670175438596495,37.71578947368421,8.238735603445708,3.6795010526315792,250,15,37,4,5,81,48,57,0.051,0.8009999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.6662,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,10,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,8,2,6,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,1,2,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387332347841238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505455414597026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921310219455977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916371569852067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462753397244252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311680839531655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309607555323565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772969289273982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716665205303946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27298113144697544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041799023044628,0.18551666015081045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27345901204039674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368901194345656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,awkwardthrowacc25,2019/10/15,"I can't hold it together much longer. Things are starting to feel completely hopeless for me. The more I try to get out there, the more I realize that there is a reason I am all alone. It's all my fault. My social anxiety and awkward nature doesn't make me the most fun person to be around. I know. I have been looking for friends and tried to be happy-go-lucky. But eventually they get bored of me. I don't have family. I don't have friends. I just want someone who wants to hang out with me. To spend time with me. But it's not their fault. 
I was lucky enough to find a person who made me truly felt cared for, if even only for a moment... they lost interest as well and had other depressed friends who they needed to spend their time with. 

I'm so hurt and tired of being the back-up friend but I know it's all my fault. I can't do it anymore....",0.7771384233395402,2.739594687150838,2.3296741154562395,96.07211514587216,82.57541899441341,5.542023587833643,18.882991930477964,6.691623216298621,-0.09128330229671056,655,16,153,7,18,213,101,179,0.136,0.743,0.121,-0.3949,0,1,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,5,1,7,18,0,1,7,0,18,1,0,3,3,34,34,10,0,4,6,0,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,11,10,0,1,7,0,2,1,6,9,1,0,6,3,26,9,21,25,8,8,0,4,1,0,15,3,0,3,4,106,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578173868774681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165685562096916,0.0,0.151117775793617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564849710060875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716907854060478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535926428732913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976516427811144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124272664178893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574469415098997,0.0,0.10064406204859634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364817469413438,0.0,0.07704676522759557,0.0,0.14630652916417847,0.0,0.1392704964160994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470906664569187,0.0,0.15922216296717664,0.0,0.08659978281232532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312352528029056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748564490436954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795892668502434,0.0,0.16633830648284442,0.0,0.0,0.14418350463136334,0.1017133265898825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201517380799764,0.11298616555739667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589013984712505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661007351591065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666969813464754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532991946148064,0.12910916703861347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785375067840948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123300152207942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777053744990014,0.17513579974308044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690897012488246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975268141696246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370058906600507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,suammerj,2019/10/15,"high school it sucks so bad. i’m a junior and moved to my current school at the beginning of sophomore year. i see everyone at my old school having fun and enjoying themselves and i’m miserable. i know it can be better and i have to make it better but it just makes me so sad, like i want to be happy like them. i feel like i’m supposed to be enjoying it but instead i feel like i have no friends. 

i also feel like i suck for it because i feel like by complaining, it seems as if i want them to feel the way that i feel. that’s totally not the case though, i’m so happy that they are happy. i just wish that i never moved. i wish i had friends that actually wanted to see me. i wish that i could go back and stay there and enjoy it.

i’ve been feeling like this for over a year, and i’m so exhausted at this point.",0.2244632768361612,2.0853837909604533,2.5116666666666667,94.56942090395485,83.97175141242937,5.967231638418079,20.002824858757066,7.1686216300943375,0.3008282485875706,629,18,150,9,18,214,85,177,0.11199999999999999,0.523,0.365,0.9956,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,2,11,25,2,1,5,0,11,1,0,2,2,33,39,17,0,8,6,0,7,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,16,7,0,0,9,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,2,9,25,18,15,33,1,18,0,2,2,0,6,6,2,2,14,97,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.09751684422865613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991364014238655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683967019667658,0.0834370159670847,0.06091613768613492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675916599605307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978562942024364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548698546750096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536917480690345,0.356948519930042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441067408571327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679227688128366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191306528169834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055810760524256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054918677681114976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417437780748393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334075264074887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241863428608165,0.0,0.0,0.07707184399492764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048592725932728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446574269763608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303402176122745,0.1592618569700545,0.0909721264305748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651162439066914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818029406995786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768231464617317,0.07931944045089576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447422176665784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870273209852395
lonely,haikyu_is_life,2019/10/15,"Anyone out there for me? Let me start by saying that I don't have any depression or anxiety. I've had my own share of problems in life and for one reason or another, I started disliking interacting with people in real life. I lived in isolation for about 4 or 5 years where I almost never left my house/room. My only interaction was with my family. But I kept feeling like I was a burden to them, so I took the courage to apply for jobs and luckily enough, I got a job in field of my interest. I moved out and joined the job a few months back and things are good, not gonna lie. I wake up. Go to my job, spend my day doing something I actually love to do. Return home in the evening and spend my time doing the things I like (watching anime, tv shows, playing games, and stuff). Nothing to complain about.  


Even though everything in life is good and there's nothing to complain, I feel empty and lonely as hell. I feel like I am missing the human touch. The daily interactions. I need someone to talk to. Perhaps more than a friend? And I thought there must be someone out there in the world, just like me: contempt with their life but without any desire to interact with people but feels lonely and empty. There has to be someone like that, right?  


And I've been thinking, if someone reading this might happen to be just like me, and would like to talk - from the comfort of internet, to fill that empty void, please reach out to me. I don't talk to many people, so I wouldn't get bored talking to you. I can talk about anything and everything, or just completely sit in silence without feeling awkward. I am at peace with my life. I am contempt. I am not looking for someone to entertain me through chats. I am just looking for someone to keep me company, so I don't feel alone/lonely. I am not even ugly (I think I am average looking) or overweight. All I want is for someone to keep me company through this life. Maybe I can fill the void in your life. Maybe we can be more than friends if we feel comfortable enough? Again, I'm not looking for many people to talk to. I am perfectly contempt talking to one person.  


I am a straight male by the way, past his mid 20s.  


Please if there's anyone like me, reach out to me. Loneliness sucks.",3.4302418574653366,4.996093275395037,4.342673976136734,86.47152144469526,73.3566591422122,7.229900032247663,28.00702999032569,7.859703344183488,1.6895587100935177,1743,68,351,24,35,563,202,443,0.10400000000000001,0.703,0.19399999999999998,0.9883,4,8,1,0,0,0,63.0,2,2,2,1,23,36,5,1,15,0,36,10,1,1,4,73,67,29,0,10,21,0,8,8,2,5,8,1,1,3,8,25,1,3,11,7,2,5,11,15,0,2,8,14,58,21,68,49,7,40,1,4,5,1,30,22,2,10,19,243,66,5,0.0,0.0,0.06287965867637407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452274870379976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763656762036423,0.0675661385586867,0.04929290713685566,0.0,0.0,0.09010946433331307,0.0,0.0530248466420072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954684775732678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675592943975288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04155550450356471,0.0,0.0554981184214373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315799250131186,0.0,0.12767692847236967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158207712870622,0.0,0.06074396360232245,0.0,0.22806333173664745,0.0920653299469359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956526546052168,0.0,0.03366483873726578,0.0,0.03662012459484262,0.10809071829780137,0.051534878284015734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698001431366439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463396322508068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25576878081290016,0.11454629411505347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000925419222064,0.06588956547940211,0.3185884163938977,0.25183906625237784,0.0,0.05689764160190869,0.0,0.2164380411153182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815546718053807,0.0,0.0,0.1306547707659717,0.1294680465903745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835578023095405,0.0,0.0,0.051431724143388334,0.0684846363008399,0.0,0.04777803506935011,0.049696555321215884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365501454692668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732619371908143,0.0490060277600539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061510883442513424,0.17868558182408056,0.056262508749148926,0.0,0.14146144641194947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061655978741549565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445284040884056,0.07334159563040668,0.0,0.06625032626652982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055027482326599264,0.0,0.05124161893088743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821713566505877,0.049605521469003364,0.0,0.0,0.09121542016852073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376312071311401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625351546714144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561603755710155,0.0825752092603558,0.06330745655990823,0.051154512694855096,0.0375728018246277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715901039229374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03800567031450657,0.05114582389744378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242268587460604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04577306174353501,0.0,0.0,0.041494287110522936
lonely,loneramongloners,2019/10/15,"Loner among loners I'm writing this on a throwaway for reasons that will be obvious in a bit.

I joined a couple of Discords including the one on this subreddit because I was hoping I could make more friends and I thought I could do that within a community who's also seeking friends to connect with. But every time I look into the general chat or any channel really there's already a bunch of regulars there who all know each other and banter and joke and have inside jokes and anytime I want to interject I get a lukewarm response... I really do want to make friends in Discords meant for friend-making but it honestly feels like any other Discord or real life situation where people are already in cliques and it's super hard to get into them... even among lonely people I'm lonely

It sucks because where else could I go? I went to this subreddit's server hoping there's other loners who want to make friends but I feel like even there I'm an outcast and unlikable. What should I even do...?",5.481490384615384,6.572772854166669,6.210625000000004,76.8411057692308,67.85416666666666,8.616025641025642,32.4775641025641,8.841846274778883,2.8510299679487185,796,34,138,13,13,261,106,192,0.10099999999999999,0.701,0.198,0.9551,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,10,15,1,0,9,0,12,1,0,4,2,39,34,13,0,9,5,0,3,2,4,2,1,0,0,0,15,11,0,0,6,4,0,2,0,3,0,1,4,4,14,12,21,24,5,15,0,2,1,0,10,12,1,4,3,98,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27258890938032576,0.09876952434443396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797972702319558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057899836471925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483904991572054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958339272238562,0.1366595591277699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031753170406946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24472815600054398,0.0,0.10406105008260848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489899152952083,0.1764686752655643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771109414480319,0.0,0.12905595403651438,0.0,0.07019259996174992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063915652587404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453431736727796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787691891552239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723754848616644,0.12067981081284578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371584616790136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473282014889641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369240478729867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712501759985358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057945841523933,0.15824512947218697,0.12698707883743418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882847793089692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980517757805202,0.07201866943646684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185451449589022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449340998141895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sereneskys,2019/10/15,"I just want to feel wanted, and I feel like my search never gets anywhere. So it happened, went to a bar. Met a guy, which I may add is a RARE occurrence. Spoke all night, I felt like we really connected. He even told me he wanted to take me out on a romantic meal the following day.

Went back to mine and actually had some really really good passionate sex. Which I know was pretty silly but meh.

Woke up in the morning he stayed with me until around 1pm, we watched peep show (if you haven’t seen, you need too) we had a laugh, cuddled, had more sex, kissed and held hands. I dropped him off home and he kissed me good bye and said he would text me later on.

5 hours later no text, so I texted him and I never got a response. I added him on Facebook and tried on there incase he slipped up a digit in the number. He opened the message and never replied.

I guess he got what he wanted at the time I just don’t understand why he had to lead me on like that. I would have been fine with the causal sex because I haven’t had it in SO long.

It’s been 4 years since I’ve ever actually had anybody interested in me romantically, and in that relationship experienced some pretty rough times which I don’t really want to get into.
I’m not the most beautiful woman and I’ve put a shit ton of weight on, mainly from comfort eating and the lack of motivation that comes with my depression which I know I need to control. 

hope just seems never to get any closer. I’m just so sick of being alone and not having a feeling of companionship. I’m at a point in my life where I don’t have a lot of friends either.  I had two best friends one which moved across the country who I barely ever see anymore, and another, but we had a really bad fall out, and we work together every single day and act like strangers when 6 months ago we were inseparable. other than my sister and a couple of colleagues I get on in work with I don’t really have anyone else.

my depression and anxiety is taking over, I go to work and come home and sit alone in my bedroom, and that is the continuous loop of my life, the town I live in doesn’t offer a lot of opportunities either. People keep telling me the time will come but it’s so easy for them to say this, when they are all in loving relationships. Ah well fuck it, it is what it is I guess.",3.838214285714287,4.4695710882352975,5.209149159663866,84.20956407563025,71.31092436974791,8.471008403361344,24.959033613445378,8.660442795831766,1.4465957983193274,1802,48,392,30,32,605,238,476,0.098,0.7190000000000001,0.183,0.9908,0,2,0,0,0,0,46.0,6,2,2,8,20,26,2,0,26,1,34,18,2,3,8,91,82,32,0,12,12,1,7,4,2,4,3,3,3,2,21,39,4,3,9,2,0,12,14,5,2,2,24,14,53,21,54,53,15,72,0,2,3,9,42,33,2,11,29,255,74,5,0.0,0.0,0.15510739651049912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044757824408042,0.0,0.0,0.1646190895806991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540440268317581,0.08333384805763283,0.0607962467781669,0.0,0.07881536744085185,0.0555690214765246,0.08142897029173267,0.0,0.07074737624768156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110944876859323,0.06635621990039968,0.04844569980041948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340148816110271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053755714157816,0.0,0.0,0.08913516907868435,0.0,0.08793481226812065,0.0,0.1025063788498275,0.0,0.1368990996577225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132021024433385,0.06638907803145172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249083828452604,0.14377485653911434,0.0669590108576476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205510552213637,0.05677517156400684,0.07630606521643561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280051636365508,0.07347104782725163,0.16608440950221132,0.0,0.04516605453466237,0.1333155288613323,0.12712284017410758,0.0,0.17509584231324601,0.07869027198357319,0.0702772713733272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943479931395366,0.07893412673024207,0.07826440630624297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063881163682062,0.0,0.0,0.08735201782107943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226755739333114,0.15530500136413086,0.0,0.07017567558597015,0.07033066373314327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512935908261187,0.07172703619186685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343419317036247,0.08446669289557468,0.0,0.11785570701226898,0.2451763725718201,0.0,0.0,0.07457955984815373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05385262436239771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509622661388286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512720251131402,0.0,0.0,0.16170421155710446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989181532236335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054727201220766,0.0,0.0,0.1706474515577898,0.0,0.0,0.07559654876250396,0.06319972366786526,0.0,0.0,0.0633292950398654,0.07234878136839848,0.0,0.0,0.08157738162007705,0.06574047519682649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470711336086341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950686259672895,0.0,0.06946246995334275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902316567788486,0.0,0.0,0.07593938172246391,0.0,0.05395661238910869,0.0,0.07763308699765402,0.08273367770314513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23437470476181205,0.0,0.0,0.09677609785541652,0.07145532388380459,0.14734361177383878,0.0717115722212175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357078468896647,0.0,0.0,0.1129099709954635,0.0,0.0,0.05117768591029753
lonely,supremedadp,2019/10/15,"An interesting title It’s really hard to listen to people you care about invite others to hang out while you haven’t hung out together in months, Even when you invite them out :)",6.8797058823529404,7.188729323529415,7.351764705882353,72.63294117647061,64.58823529411765,10.329411764705883,22.882352941176467,10.125756701596842,2.033282352941176,143,2,25,3,2,47,27,34,0.042,0.662,0.297,0.8558,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,8,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5225890909864863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33854105283281194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591530923158725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091205102324532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553445739211539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283590675426395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,maroi88,2019/10/15,I have never felt this lonely. I'm losing hope in ever being able to make a real connection with a human being. I have come to the realisation that I have never had a healthy relationship. I'm actively staying away from toxic people which has led me to feeling the most intense feeling of loneliness. I'm not looking for sympathy or advice. I'm slowly realising I will spend the rest of my life alone. This realisation is making every part of my body suffer.,4.5520779220779195,6.434130181818187,6.878766233766235,68.13636363636367,71.04545454545455,8.664935064935065,28.48051948051948,9.23628265651192,2.857056493506493,368,14,59,8,7,131,62,88,0.195,0.6990000000000001,0.105,-0.8537,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,6,0,9,2,1,3,3,16,21,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,2,4,7,1,11,16,3,8,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,3,3,45,11,0,0.21223725352316297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739578780117066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981378724332912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940388610817272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23574774320034705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828236011394665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198074662377707,0.17881903981095032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146270647945116,0.0,0.2037810466281154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079948119642275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499094487646791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822583964126235,0.237439198505467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28334002955198817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273809078574324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22983226319621336,0.0,0.14713858843056374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415724591573944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278633827090384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22621667319054936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,purplenow,2019/10/15,Feeling isolated Could use someone to talk to on a daily bases.,4.587500000000002,6.7229560833333375,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,71.5,8.133333333333335,37.0,8.841846274778883,3.8064,51,3,8,1,1,17,11,12,0.18,0.703,0.11699999999999999,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607353133805042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29177878553320075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4889409159287739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638188275933119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983944092961281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ironapollon,2019/10/15,"Loving loneliness First year at collage, no friends, no gf. Idk why but i love being alone. I think loneliness is a bless for us.",0.5350000000000001,2.9846352,1.9515,92.20325,97.0,5.7,22.25,7.1686216300943375,1.1772000000000005,100,4,20,2,4,32,22,25,0.325,0.312,0.364,0.6705,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35037412513187555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877556316663543,0.0,0.0,0.2613677647972052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6106532995180473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216767341223012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069301697138111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30526082294390594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785246137331069
lonely,e_balsyte,2019/10/15,"Mind chaos has me rotting jnside I'm always sad. Overthinking everytime. It's became so hard to do things, to go to the job, to even get up out of bed. Every hobby or thing that gave me pleasure doesn't make me happy. Actualy nothing brings me joy anymore. I cry every single evening/night, sometimes even at work. I'm having panic attacks everyday. I started feel afraid of people, started being anxious of others opinions. My boyfriend makes no time for me. I'm left alone. I feel like I'm completely alone. Parents presure me, always reminding me how I'm failing, how I'm ungrateful. I was going to the gym, lifting weights hard, planing to be a bodybuilder, but now, because of my thoughts, I so weak. I feal like a failure, talentless, worthless, stupid af. I feel how I'm rotting inside. I don't know what to do, I just want to drug tf out of me (i don't do drugs, just think they would numb me) I don't want to feel anything at all.",2.000865874363328,4.316898215053765,3.326819468024901,88.64707130730051,80.29032258064517,5.636219581211092,27.53140916808149,6.8360192770164,1.398735483870968,732,33,142,8,19,238,114,186,0.264,0.684,0.052000000000000005,-0.9891,2,2,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,2,10,14,2,2,4,0,13,5,0,5,1,24,38,7,0,3,4,1,7,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,6,2,1,0,7,1,0,3,5,9,0,0,3,7,23,5,20,32,2,14,0,3,0,0,3,6,0,2,7,81,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778095429301857,0.0,0.0,0.22319218708316446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515140427883956,0.13300803242435666,0.0,0.0,0.1103668690814582,0.0,0.0,0.15257745698732847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175648251225355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061912994012768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732123431316715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31106629709769723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716603619895374,0.0,0.2259987252851557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712543535997883,0.09581321645110652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700706005742739,0.0,0.15244357137673714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277004762726614,0.24028498964427866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330904346488883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370719947095597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457185203021807,0.0,0.0,0.1310455900152167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904828694054534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541994440045865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585972554047714,0.0,0.12868888517401905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573574103487361,0.1489210643664834,0.0,0.0,0.09297984560458487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326451490817347,0.0,0.1898574154097402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820275977662212,0.08593676254587956,0.0,0.1064739223789889,0.07820470520167612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582113709172409,0.0,0.0,0.16331838294246273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976387782714944,0.0,0.0,0.09527287362117676,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawayy9969,2019/10/15,"Boyfriend gone My boyfriend got a new job recently but it requires him to be away for awhile (gone for 3 weeks back for 10 days) and i just been feeling so lonely and depressed by this but i keep telling myself he will be back and he wont have this job forever but its just so hard, i hate going to bed because im the only one sleeping there and i hate being in our computer room because i cant just look over and see him and talk with him. i miss him so much but i know he isn't gone forever and he will be back, i just wanna stop feeling this way as i feel like a giant cry baby.",0.6619028871391102,2.3765593307086625,2.4745078740157496,96.17165682414698,81.6771653543307,5.493175853018373,21.606955380577435,6.42735559955562,0.15295853018372665,453,14,108,4,12,150,78,127,0.22699999999999998,0.7240000000000001,0.049,-0.9809,2,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,11,6,2,0,3,0,11,1,1,0,0,24,26,15,0,1,8,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,8,0,3,4,0,0,4,3,5,0,1,5,6,16,1,12,14,1,18,0,3,2,0,11,5,0,0,9,71,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071175069897226,0.3945920800984791,0.0,0.2085470124100643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878958238936544,0.1103162878757746,0.0,0.14732937264226742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594715579800376,0.12220168619217613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721446665398684,0.0,0.1368082649059116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323163123421749,0.3377626872269056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847686927262791,0.0,0.3394912754743649,0.15204149375223466,0.0,0.0,0.0940073237646733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835688053332393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436430716952191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574506569487934,0.0,0.0,0.1652059308533076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591125701028927,0.13009499296447133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688961210056884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363086438322548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117847786310966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300959254098886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748748456378898,0.149509560632542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577545261735616,0.13720995822429488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FlashyTheFish,2019/10/15,"The shadow? I have decided to try and improve my life, become more productive, strive for a better life in the future, academic wise, however it comes with a cost, it requires I be more independent. A shadowy sense of loneliness follows me everywhere I go, every time I sit down and do work, every time I study or revise. I feel like it's necessary to be independent, your life will be easier, you can be a stronger person.   
To make it a bit worse, I've recently also just came out of a break-up, but I've been dealing with it very well, in a way i suppose the effect echoes.   
Do I simply get used to it?   
Can I even get rid of it?",2.8164843750000017,4.166812679687503,4.9816875,82.14456250000002,74.546875,8.557500000000001,26.08125,9.120678840339163,2.09594125,485,17,100,11,10,169,83,128,0.033,0.8390000000000001,0.127,0.8434,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,4,4,4,0,0,10,0,11,3,0,5,0,18,20,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,13,4,14,13,3,14,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,65,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814887283931414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184107588280037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490295033792333,0.21590307233363684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22618514556229705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035302243305409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388222741559306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061883977005292,0.0,0.33324323238916925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999357018404993,0.14128002675892554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664323129574,0.0,0.1123917588880969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190519308640286,0.09661571310173456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320065629098703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267670134209068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952644782465376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306312897700261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342662898615866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080143867971426,0.0,0.1631729920408221,0.0,0.15697295329312275,0.0,0.0,0.17781029616071756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397188318946388,0.0,0.2015346820957011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IfOnlyTheyCouldSee,2019/10/15,"So incredibly lonely Due to a traumatic brain injury, I’m unable to leave my quiet house or else my brain stops working in all the stimulation. My life has come to a halt and I’m so lonely! My significant other is still going out there and living his life while I’m stuck at home. I can go do quiet things as long as there aren’t lots of other people (quiet walks in the woods, fishing, etc). I don’t blame him for ditching me, but it’s incredibly lonely. I do have friends that come by one at a time and other family members, thank goodness, but I miss hugs and being held by someone that loves me. Our lifestyle prior to my injury was go-go-go and spend time with each other on the go, now I’m stuck here being lonely... Why are you all lonely? Maybe I’ll feel less isolated if I know there are other lonely people too... and it’s okay to be lonely sometimes.",2.8393506493506493,4.296002545454545,4.532175324675325,84.96022727272731,74.68181818181819,6.619480519480518,21.094155844155843,7.1686216300943375,0.5751246753246755,672,15,136,7,14,227,104,176,0.20600000000000002,0.67,0.12300000000000001,-0.8915,1,14,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,0,1,9,14,0,0,6,1,14,6,2,1,2,24,31,15,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,10,11,0,3,2,0,1,6,2,8,0,1,4,4,16,6,18,24,6,21,0,8,0,2,6,6,0,3,9,91,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33952858762452115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619956694916161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703787621290166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960212542522993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336133972159834,0.0,0.07689291916004129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749159093078372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.518561168354951,0.12755201725139173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254209653039189,0.0,0.0,0.1754723744359449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357560577693424,0.0,0.0,0.16102385424041907,0.0,0.0,0.2148279880028176,0.0,0.0,0.13428366611784798,0.13458024148293618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928743176500326,0.1372522501448789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527782474967172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304892356313647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085720193482774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885136338422998,0.0,0.15040455705071362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144607500312403,0.127140235993157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400088257091668,0.0,0.0,0.10103086066457703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735053451358246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722265928374086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071130228703653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LizzyJinx,2019/10/15,I don't know why I just want to fill a void in myself and bd happy but idk what to put there but im only 18 everyone says things will change but yeah...,-2.768476190476189,-1.217407228571428,0.17071428571428626,104.22845238095242,107.0,3.4761904761904763,8.69047619047619,5.46131890053228,-1.8725238095238097,117,1,31,1,6,40,30,35,0.05,0.841,0.109,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363722687472872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285408108039365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660095419131443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713914577950487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895796956303032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26149543180720763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456404461987235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734245128872705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284229485017105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279768886135355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102498011860218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IceCool3960,2019/10/15,Anyone want to talk Hey other lonely people I feel down today and need someone to talk to ( I am good listener also),8.705217391304348,6.17655082608696,9.79739130434783,65.78565217391306,62.47826086956521,10.93913043478261,31.69565217391305,8.841846274778883,2.8071217391304337,91,2,15,1,1,32,19,23,0.10099999999999999,0.7290000000000001,0.17,0.1779,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,4,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28882154572403235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25253323926899673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261462749952947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30292599593853103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677974406182355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25038462453726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060118406773339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5805775239857753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423398499605325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302301830605086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rugved777,2019/10/15,"Hey guys I just want to share something called as ""Anime"" .But chatroom just kicked me out. I hate myself. The problem is some people underestimate what I want to share.",2.8043548387096777,5.79761258064516,3.4195967741935505,84.34939516129033,84.48387096774194,5.680645161290323,20.65322580645161,7.1686216300943375,0.8111225806451609,134,4,24,2,4,42,25,31,0.235,0.574,0.191,-0.5574,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043161208803969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920594429852972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909253236757161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745065606246715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788771425990845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048268572638537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670911099046224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Acrobatic_Blueberry,2019/10/15,Abandoned = loneliness Nothing beats the feeling of being abandoned because I am a worthless pos. I deserve it. I am too much of a coward to kill myself but if it does come. I welcome it with open arms...,1.2922499999999992,3.873193725000004,3.1650000000000027,86.62000000000002,86.75,4.2,30.5,5.6839178017228535,1.5755999999999992,159,9,28,1,5,53,31,40,0.324,0.583,0.09300000000000001,-0.7082,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,8,5,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,1,4,4,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776550698109213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923538370713688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985917360084844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030328657417906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5039187564460956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348286277555487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370432814489856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,419Scoundrel420,2019/10/15,I just want this feeling to go away. I cant take it anymore,-2.4542857142857137,-0.7080478571428549,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,99.0,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.6545999999999994,46,2,12,0,2,16,13,14,0.0,0.755,0.245,0.2323,0,0,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5411854148386258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127008859002904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759211177023672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101325382807993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102967042500309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32186660023983465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iimplex,2019/10/15,"Stages of loneliness Lately I have been feeling as if my loneliness has been getting the better of me. The last 4ish Years I’ve found myself to be getting quite lonely but could always understand why I felt lonely and would find coping mechanisms. 

I consider myself to have a lot of friends, and would usually pinpoint my loneliness to the absence of a partner. Although I still find this to be the root cause of my loneliness I am starting to feel more lonely towards other aspects of my life. Where it’s starting to become less about wishing I had a significant other but more about feeling completely alone.

I’m a very self aware and self critical person who knows what changes must be made to in order for things to change. This I could do with finding a significant other (ie. putting myself in social situations to meet people etc..). But as I  continue to spiral into this feeling of a complete loneliness, whether it be due to closer friends moving on with their lives, seeing success and happiness of others around you, or just feeling trapped within myself, I begin to wonder whether this loneliness is just situational. 

Looking for just some advice to whether my loneliness is just a stage of life I’m going through or whether it might be something a bit more deeper as I feel its really starting to consume me and I don’t want it too get out of hand.",8.685947096381877,8.127267956521742,8.370750988142294,69.71157798723016,61.13438735177866,10.946670720583763,39.61964122833688,10.214889679676881,4.196637214958956,1095,51,180,20,13,351,140,253,0.149,0.7140000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.7417,0,8,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,3,10,8,0,0,12,0,22,3,1,3,1,51,48,19,0,8,14,0,8,0,3,4,2,0,0,4,16,10,0,0,14,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,6,10,24,5,42,31,8,27,0,3,2,0,11,10,0,7,11,146,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580650584403192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214176050121696,0.0,0.0,0.09009469050497283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638900741663667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958284579369614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576173193735864,0.11820985350630175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122975293697976,0.2290842803968235,0.0,0.2270516214138571,0.0,0.0,0.17289988926889174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075687708797656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32848699618584626,0.0,0.10396238385338573,0.0,0.296888174927885,0.0,0.0,0.11871955222330925,0.1673082524093048,0.0,0.1697099478634833,0.0,0.0615360087740986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526230754274484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950591202235664,0.08825976826573323,0.12214056569878882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295773491795184,0.0,0.0,0.09561009995399274,0.0,0.09092495823318876,0.0,0.0,0.0920527762698908,0.0,0.10245380667182327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486421574449647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150807439058509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506526570147233,0.09454283048856753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884775080105116,0.0,0.11516534570097027,0.0,0.0,0.06936467434576635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628232187604269,0.0,0.22591192885800826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434145605293361,0.0,0.11037421776883838,0.0,0.08335651061084125,0.0,0.0,0.2299159119988504,0.0,0.08646972268301421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193407035894328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127196158598944,0.0,0.0,0.1192512260729372,0.08933942105058885,0.06386426282854174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977026659263018,0.0,0.12451258807295115,0.0,0.11742120463205488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383298447128793,0.0,0.0,0.06972649175715018
lonely,annhik_anomitro,2019/10/15,Why I'm here? Just to be left alone forever? Why there's not a single person for me or with me? Am I this much disgusting?,-1.6572222222222202,0.28648762962963303,1.4647222222222247,96.58375000000002,98.62962962962965,5.662962962962964,14.157407407407408,7.1686216300943375,-0.13788148148148194,94,2,23,2,4,33,24,27,0.23199999999999998,0.768,0.0,-0.7476,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967969801154009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162612140168311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816374264809288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345257775672135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6914127728244415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mangalphantom,2019/10/15,"Do you struggle to meet new people? Anyone on this board, I want to hear from YOU.  
For you personally, what do you find difficult about  meeting new people and socialising?",4.399892473118278,7.131386193548387,5.188387096774196,76.26924731182797,74.16129032258064,8.004301075268819,26.46236559139785,8.841846274778883,2.391120430107528,136,5,23,3,3,44,24,31,0.154,0.807,0.039,-0.594,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,6,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162859650809776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827157898510411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486297136538984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5974925247190525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288915020948533,0.270089076496438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233717572260836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244683049311128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bunnydictator,2019/10/15,"I have no one, but I want to work on it. I am not skilled when it comes to making and cultivating friendships. Social anxiety among other things makes it difficult for me to go out in the world. My life has no direction. Just yesterday I was broken up with by the person I thought I would spend the rest of my life with. They told me that we aren't good for each other, that they can't help me-- that they aren't qualified, and that they have fallen for someone else. They were the only person I had in my life and now I am truly alone. It's stupid to depend so much on one person, but I had such faith in them and love for them that I was too stupid to realise what a parasite I am. I really need people in my life who will be happy that I am around. I need people who want to hang out with me and talk to me and for them to know I want to be around them, too. Advice on how to cope and encouragement telling me that it will get better won't help as much as someone who is just willing to give being my friend a shot. I'm a little broken, but I swear I won't make that anyone else's problem. I just don't know where else to turn to at this point. On a good note, this situation has given me a reason to try to amend things with my family.  Hopefully things go better for me from now on and that things get better for anyone who's read this, too. Thanks for reading.",4.347756592292087,3.997189110344831,5.304320486815417,87.41684584178499,69.9655172413793,8.47870182555781,23.95537525354969,7.928766900206844,0.9098215010141986,1062,20,245,12,17,350,135,290,0.14800000000000002,0.688,0.165,0.772,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,9,5,15,16,2,0,9,0,27,5,0,6,0,43,51,16,0,8,7,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,28,19,0,0,4,2,1,5,9,4,0,2,8,0,42,12,48,34,4,29,1,0,0,1,27,20,0,2,4,187,70,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007481843858014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678056773729347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887126291130214,0.0,0.0,0.14417991684883796,0.10563819421139443,0.0,0.18356182192219034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735508714525673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881157169562927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583806092650772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971935599223607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965484980595648,0.0,0.10773105102288554,0.09890297113883068,0.11718827890371873,0.1729508758221154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975192990653336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821159253714824,0.0,0.0,0.10240162167791432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332219221587347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29129048271312075,0.0,0.10333334444071718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930518285113749,0.0,0.20646026983355875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158081236887205,0.15289477469356266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397265364109811,0.078412240709817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295319875715726,0.2700689842019302,0.0,0.0,0.09746288060644566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865283246283717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625591861126047,0.0,0.06604853780116128,0.10600403190706056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588878600030643,0.0,0.10509752641870042,0.1747126907781858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286792203561022,0.0901139958548558,0.09492068236561778,0.0,0.0,0.2739803918986637,0.0,0.0,0.08184993043023073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851652459745434,0.0,0.06999817237193154,0.11214325822720067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243325802473226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505807084262721,0.0,0.0,0.0732393238038568,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,the_toxic_bug,2019/10/15,"Any friends to meet? Hello mates!

So I'm a Portuguese guy, I have 31 years old, I will make 32 in 3 days soo...

I work as a software engineer, but I'm not really an engineer, I love to travel, meet people, camping, I do meditation and yoga.

I would like to meet like-minded individuals to go travel and do some wild camping",0.9111038961038956,3.0660480757575783,3.999264069264069,83.18318181818184,83.39393939393939,6.8017316017316025,23.064935064935064,7.957251820313856,1.4091844155844164,247,9,51,5,7,89,46,66,0.0,0.812,0.188,0.9151,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,7,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,6,8,1,7,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,1,4,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116235544057644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974151560436605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512659866450361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848313605116776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220212652977195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177744325040681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29352587516004497,0.0,0.21708844901515034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283818705886348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412661558928752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22546823336734906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083457700001808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236765749629666,0.0,0.0,0.2310286316730364,0.0,0.0,0.2094325353873932
lonely,MrMetamorphose,2019/10/15,Anyone wanna talk? [24M] I just want to be entirely open with someone. I feel like I'm constantly holding in my feelings about shit and I have no one I can just talk with openly and honestly. Ive pushed away so many people in my life and now the loneliness is starting to sting. Let me know if you feel the same.,0.8934725274725288,3.0849296000000024,2.7360439560439573,91.98538461538462,83.76923076923076,6.175824175824177,21.59340659340659,7.447530270364453,0.7983406593406595,244,8,53,4,7,81,50,65,0.128,0.772,0.10099999999999999,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,1,0,2,0,6,2,1,0,0,18,13,5,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,9,2,9,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,4,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294312669470533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458171826587069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827373487553538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968755681231344,0.1869139878400705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378920879532595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675422213313728,0.18480240816000248,0.12782293886928686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652595091797725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772924413602372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181386601707246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685672855954249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216847299039356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851884737287387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42058886122903993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543206634487456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,aaru21,2019/10/15,"One of the best ways to not feel lonely. make yourself feel special...

For example: go to the movies alone rather than a group of people or a so.

I did that when 'The Death Cure' came out, I was so nervous about it for some reason but it was great.

Go to that fancy restaurant or if u can't afford it just make yourself some good GOOD food.

Go. Now. Make yourself some bomb food. Learn it if u don't know how. It feels nice.",-0.4754924242424252,1.7462927386363667,0.8131818181818211,102.29393939393944,93.20454545454544,3.387878787878788,15.287878787878787,4.7782277997778095,-1.221366666666666,323,7,76,1,12,101,58,88,0.099,0.6829999999999999,0.218,0.9347,1,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,5,0,5,2,0,5,0,23,16,9,1,3,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,2,0,6,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,4,3,2,6,10,12,4,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,7,2,47,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506935223356249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778986442065367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264604292938783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003458088400939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788472608296906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375856434376097,0.3321477383443577,0.0,0.21829683366441532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881618745729968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965016734214973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417062167216687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726898297154996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357803501109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716400076545978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wretchedbastard,2019/10/15,"I’m so lonely that... I’m so lonely that I got a therapist so that I’d have someone to talk to. 

*livin the life*",-2.9630769230769225,-1.3562515384615388,1.0142307692307675,99.36826923076923,102.84615384615385,4.138461538461539,14.192307692307693,5.985473137389443,-0.8132000000000001,84,2,22,1,4,31,16,26,0.22699999999999998,0.773,0.0,-0.6794,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075789707532741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599502294685044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317880388739192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096025009052238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5916925685209117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ColdSnow99,2019/10/15,I turned 21 this month! But it’s disappointing that I have zero friends and therefore spent it doing nothing... like every other should-be celebratory moment in my life so far. And I’ll never get these moments back :( Is this the part where people tell me HBD? 🤠,2.9752000000000014,5.465454120000004,4.122,83.32100000000001,77.8,5.6000000000000005,22.0,6.742157984588678,0.6421999999999999,206,6,38,2,5,67,45,50,0.121,0.774,0.106,-0.2003,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,5,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,2,1,5,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,25,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612714131500936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862810210603833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26251475911187433,0.0,0.17752209047556966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239998101456775,0.16600034034563985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27121078042148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620608540236712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260300287114977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36795083482156987,0.0,0.2355620820792809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969844770541131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695852856574324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,whycantpeoplebenicer,2019/10/15,"Need to talk? I've chatted with wonderful individuals who reached out to me because they saw how helpful I was when commenting on other posts (on a different account). If you want to vent, get advice, or gain different perspectives, shoot me a chat or PM. I'm good with break ups, relationship advice, and combatting loneliness. I'm more than happy to help. Life gets hard and sometimes you can't find a person you can trust without judging you. I can be the anonymous stranger that will listen. :)

23/F - happy to help anyone though I may serve more useful to those around my age.",5.293888888888887,6.942469314814815,5.626851851851857,78.76583333333336,68.81481481481481,8.733333333333334,31.092592592592588,9.188382445141503,2.7936814814814817,458,19,82,9,8,146,81,108,0.052000000000000005,0.6459999999999999,0.302,0.9845,2,0,0,1,0,1,19.0,0,4,1,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,2,0,17,17,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,11,4,15,12,2,9,0,0,1,0,16,5,0,5,2,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348120090708296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454796589566547,0.0,0.0,0.15856751783593115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858232170028956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722019125141826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280148616832502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612416433517576,0.0,0.0,0.14940138858660967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792311695480787,0.15956350642528785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581769172141348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581376761620078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207618370403285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555304112112668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705929013270138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912377833194399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761685166361835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431687762499779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500525608273515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384135663272966,0.0,0.0,0.1050617482901428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717045227258107,0.19316714072310515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zankuuuuu,2019/10/15,"Literally in tears I’ve never felt so lost in my entirely life, never felt my confidence shut down or lonely. Left my country (a 3rd world country) for a better  life in the USA and it sucks! 
I can’t go back home and I’m here all alone.  I dont have friends or family, I’m literally a loner now. 
My life was never like this I was happy, beautiful, fun, and full of life.  Now everyday I’m angry, sad and just depressed. I’m in tears right now because I don’t know what to do, or How to be happy and get my confidence back.  Most people see me as a happy person but I’m dying inside... 
I’ve never cried of loneliness in my entire life. But today I can’t help it 💔",-0.1426408450704244,1.9003778873239447,3.078292253521127,88.80011443661972,87.02816901408451,6.085211267605634,18.029929577464788,7.413659706084162,0.4435478873239438,508,13,112,9,16,183,81,142,0.171,0.6729999999999999,0.156,0.647,0,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,9,12,1,0,5,0,9,5,0,1,5,21,22,13,1,0,6,0,2,1,1,0,5,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,5,3,12,7,12,16,3,23,0,4,1,0,3,11,1,4,12,68,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987909093084966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770213619352584,0.0,0.08232994684701551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944759873121552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835458935775395,0.0,0.0,0.11632503653221025,0.0,0.14016861483425966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828666946686806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732042069415464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25935322719064724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434527756494744,0.0,0.07056209665030279,0.0,0.0767564280100658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43131443787605417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052635854009053,0.0,0.13547392861655733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422420373548562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467406334330271,0.0,0.4769763916568082,0.06598239141998033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743148114511864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166594311804583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363203395304903,0.11792721216131367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533857496409583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762353554537643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801894890401427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,danthedealer,2019/10/15,"Lonely I have a girlfriend and tons of friends in my life but nobody I can relate to or be myself around, I feel like I am living a fabricated life and have never felt more alone",2.685585585585589,4.207227108108114,4.209189189189189,86.8518018018018,75.21621621621622,6.014414414414415,20.44144144144144,6.42735559955562,0.1987549549549552,141,3,29,1,3,47,30,37,0.048,0.74,0.212,0.7171,0,3,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,1,8,7,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,6,2,4,5,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718218933176096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31959140887814075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152419506961207,0.2564739221694277,0.3447020113239481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773671061540591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071530386233656,0.1753921729125986,0.0,0.3170088308431157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27688752039206443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tequila_baby_420,2019/10/15,"i wish i could feel the love not to be too graphic, but last night my partner was drunk and said i used too much teeth. i felt bad about myself because usually i do a good job, or so i’m told. And tonight i felt like i had to make up for it. so i went full on video quality and didn’t enjoy myself. he’s watching football and i went to bed alone.",1.2575757575757578,2.2059062077922107,3.053961038961038,96.02475108225107,77.83116883116884,6.172294372294372,23.222943722943725,6.42735559955562,0.2755385281385281,266,8,67,2,6,89,58,77,0.126,0.6809999999999999,0.193,0.6705,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,2,0,14,18,8,0,2,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,1,0,3,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,9,5,12,4,7,7,2,9,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,5,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285728315698937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427059842866694,0.13453325260116394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620651348648478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115897154287927,0.0,0.4238024505396755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851079847524886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21900512978569012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989538469910468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782013194576563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918530474503948,0.0,0.14731521999596672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223577111922954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071067361039217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993090475192375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088294865659035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060909518498148,0.2430636926854469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091718237862269,0.0,0.0,0.2537876585379749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AmericanLion24,2019/10/15,"Questioning your worth as a person Hi. I'm a 24 year old dude with social anxiety disorder and I struggle seeing the positive in my life. I have no social life whatsoever. I don't have a job or drive. I've never had a girlfriend or gotten anywhere close to having one. A virgin obviously, haven't even kissed anyone. The worst part is not feeling like I'm part of society. I'm in my room for most of my life and I get so so lonely. I even struggle to find people to talk to online. Idk what to do.",0.520544871794872,2.7781832980769248,3.334230769230772,86.5941025641026,86.21153846153845,6.1589743589743575,20.2051282051282,7.492282038375204,0.8576243589743591,389,12,80,7,12,137,68,104,0.256,0.693,0.051,-0.9505,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,2,7,0,8,5,0,0,2,13,15,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,5,4,0,1,2,2,9,2,12,13,4,8,0,1,1,2,8,4,0,4,4,53,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367634517744853,0.0,0.0,0.1250046111660506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048932355304625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361602437901196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039471623573468,0.1277178913118475,0.0,0.0,0.16339838494652512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340328693450974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740798500181185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788251615455657,0.08734111557042444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378833759624083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759575166093653,0.0,0.12114351107544337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871948252813205,0.0,0.12394104127773065,0.15610065116797692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20027047573612894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424616394446106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644800388741316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737918062227912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369369324939438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512613606661475
lonely,lonelyandalone123,2019/10/15,"I(m26) am painfully alone and just want to be completly open and honest with someone about my life, my emotions, and struggles without someone judging me or treating me badly I'm tired. I'm alone , I just want to be me with absolutely no bullshit. I'm tired of trying to be ""good"" all the damn time, I desires and needs and I'm tired of pretending like I don't have them. I'm tired of going home alone every night with no one but me there. I'm tired of not being able to hug someone and cry when I had a hard day. 

If anyone wants to get to know each other shoot me a message and let me know and lets just get real with each other about all the ugly shit.",3.7490673154906737,4.186921116788324,4.730608272506085,88.25889699918898,71.4087591240876,6.9648012976480125,26.17112733171127,6.42735559955562,0.8645351175993512,511,15,111,3,9,167,77,137,0.306,0.621,0.073,-0.9857,0,3,0,1,0,1,14.0,0,0,1,0,7,10,2,1,4,0,10,9,1,0,2,33,25,12,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,1,0,2,15,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,1,1,13,5,17,18,4,6,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,5,70,15,0,0.11366266875113246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531607378764492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947558077947482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490358071435012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917314566279374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485310443537012,0.07330301826650439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785520376805684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576570065353483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187681063376348,0.0,0.06459711400849784,0.09533485385965694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181942557763243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401292424492734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493206042006973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23245555935889706,0.08028330434338654,0.05552983862864027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427942866451847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666471490259397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702076595875539,0.0,0.12094509336520633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937300096378568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166730960965981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288918031150599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188249001898952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627761619975454,0.6531925863769633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716949106849046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112356078285865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956675661429856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jmbx2016,2019/10/15,"Feeling Hopeless in Love Just a little bit of a rant here to get things off my chest. I broke up with one of two serious girlfriends I've ever had, the only girl I've ever loved, at the beginning of the summer because we were moving away from each other. Recently we've been talking like we're still together and I love it but I know it has to stop at some point because there's really no way we can be together again and the longer it goes on the harder that's going to be. I feel like I'm clinging too intensely to her because I feel so hopeless about ever finding someone like her. I have severe depression and anxiety and it honestly seems to me like the chances of meeting and being with anyone, much less someone who satisfies me so fully like she did, are next to nothing. I feel like I didn't appreciate her and having her enough when I had her and now that I'm alone again I have a lot of regret over everything. She's the only person I've ever felt like I could marry and be with for the rest of my life. There's some things I would change about her and at certain points I used to think I should wait for someone who checks every single box but that's ridiculous and I don't see how I'm going to ever have that feeling of being loved so deeply again. It's the greatest thing. I can't even talk to girls though. And I'm wildly sexually frustrated. That's it I guess",4.582982456140353,4.921532157894738,5.573070175438597,83.30732456140353,69.52631578947367,8.438596491228072,27.76315789473684,8.344100000000001,1.7564736842105266,1095,34,225,15,18,362,149,285,0.145,0.679,0.17600000000000002,0.8693,0,1,0,0,0,2,15.0,2,0,0,0,24,21,2,0,12,0,23,6,1,2,6,48,48,19,0,4,3,0,6,7,1,2,1,0,0,3,17,17,0,2,10,0,1,3,4,8,0,2,7,7,31,13,33,33,11,32,0,5,1,4,23,12,0,5,23,164,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999898183659319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385541601722014,0.0,0.0,0.06750537107649902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070567685249804,0.0,0.0,0.17655583210887912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540035869180298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021300873331662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708202745443171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831526656118757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099755111875408,0.0,0.06376598727782824,0.4366450399996469,0.08134195554928683,0.0,0.08676695840937303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440761507086448,0.13794120977923965,0.09269677800605353,0.0,0.08823889379939505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043992765917421,0.0,0.10973564732327773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635340964480727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305771291819513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819143940559233,0.3301635078316781,0.0967618224993105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820777232153963,0.3485366533866325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026103266894716,0.07097048750392836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267497233921327,0.0,0.0,0.09263597008615423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542028803877241,0.14685117100200695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429794936428135,0.0,0.0,0.1825293859316208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061848156813713716,0.0,0.0953249336588824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693256868820743,0.08788946077212242,0.0,0.10906653139778506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454026596877619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770996623076313,0.08071458266998582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551958122771617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241738128682712,0.061861095103404075,0.09485337369619716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430884702198156,0.0,0.0,0.08338247671667406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663163568344056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685816421430551,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HipMicrobe39293,2019/10/15,I want a hug and I want it fucking now I’m tired of being lonely. No more of this shit. I just want someone new in my life. I don’t understand what I did to deserve this :(,-2.4800000000000004,-0.7531898974358953,0.8629487179487221,100.45288461538463,101.82051282051279,3.6256410256410256,16.756410256410255,5.46131890053228,-0.7287128205128202,130,4,33,1,6,46,30,39,0.345,0.502,0.153,-0.8961,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,6,9,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,4,7,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29847297190657984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22804106171636146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311814040751432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314046042973445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27355282691894994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710727457493576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361020074040585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.571282294771122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,weasol12,2019/10/15,"Searching for my ride or die I'm 30 and this is r/lonely so whatever it is, TL;DR I'm a lonely effing dude looking for a ride or die best friend.

My whole life I've longed for deep connection. I'm honest, energetic, charasmatic, caring, kind, trusting and slightly immature. I've always been the odd wheel in my friend circles and now I'm the only one that isn't engaged or married. Seems insignificant but apparently spouses and significant others take up lots of time. I'm a spontaneous kind of person. I'll get bored at 4 and send up the bat signal for happy hour or shenanigans that night to no avail. 

I've always had a hard time making the deeper connections with people I want but since I don't know what that looks like I don't even know how to go about getting there. My parents always told me that to have a friend you first have to be a friend. That's gotten me nothing but pain. 

I've never had any trouble getting lady friends or dating but I've always believed that time is the most precious thing you can give someone and I'm never high on the list for such and honor, which is ok because I cherish what time I get, but it would be great not to be an afterthought.

At work, well, I quit my job a few weeks ago. I needed to change roles but unfortunately there wasn't anything available. It sucks, it happens and they're trying to help me find something else in the area. Work, however, was where I filled most of my base social need 

I don't know why I'm posting this. Just need to feel heard or acknowledged I guess.",3.53611471861472,5.0503795811688335,4.509805194805197,85.58708874458877,72.99350649350649,6.951515151515152,25.495670995671002,7.492282038375204,1.2126813852813854,1213,39,243,14,24,394,176,308,0.07400000000000001,0.688,0.23800000000000002,0.9957,4,4,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,6,11,25,1,0,15,1,20,2,0,2,2,44,53,22,2,5,14,2,2,1,5,1,2,1,0,1,17,9,0,0,8,0,0,5,9,5,1,2,8,5,21,20,25,41,6,32,0,1,2,0,17,11,1,11,16,140,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823939884633374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33131301126593005,0.0,0.0,0.06769306422921897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191590444370167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060680857080252726,0.0,0.0,0.11215155391671984,0.10446487106664608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014913385318082,0.0,0.10530393404227716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662109012895666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315590800241443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657476116371097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033223714314671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098105068982447,0.0846717387275234,0.0,0.0,0.3845357076862613,0.0,0.208029698358792,0.09549129548744732,0.05657292414781088,0.0,0.0,0.10974717485182377,0.10965850247316014,0.0,0.08802608028706975,0.10596601748506676,0.08917151684546326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672197948547663,0.1051732829702164,0.0,0.0,0.09803039842761936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987816671597568,0.0,0.0,0.2073186908086379,0.16411968443771086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031059137342474,0.048631976782507316,0.0,0.0,0.08809295710314474,0.1671831133589606,0.0,0.0,0.08462841242482291,0.0,0.0,0.06644612865209136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22143096320517108,0.1535483281774845,0.0,0.0,0.09341492910408501,0.0,0.09551477276301988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745332229266086,0.07570739646378745,0.10592141302318274,0.0,0.11053139207288296,0.0,0.0,0.06901100131882694,0.08691763545445216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533525625748868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587687593966558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062075850348693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234349790055022,0.0,0.0,0.10147216847672323,0.08434297265492646,0.0766335296350619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484440186865375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613234733827439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321787040500405,0.0,0.0,0.09511817948852684,0.0,0.06758357291578948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871339673683401,0.0,0.07984787476719643,0.0,0.08950165472021464,0.0,0.0898226196108791,0.11113687898126907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493785857029834,0.0,0.0,0.07071292025027033,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rryynnn,2019/10/15,"For anybody who needs a friend or somebody to talk to... Dm my Instagram @ gbcryn 
I'd love to talk to anybody about anything or even help you get through something.",13.669677419354839,7.712534677419359,10.964516129032258,71.6667741935484,57.064516129032256,13.690322580645162,53.58064516129032,8.841846274778883,5.224006451612904,129,7,25,1,1,38,25,31,0.0,0.72,0.28,0.8779,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31161711858536895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501111527897105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29256323307699683,0.0,0.1978419686109396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538177553525743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34176881708184925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807825870860078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915223832792653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6087289662379778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,inkchu,2019/10/15,"You know.... It’s sad when you see all your old friends grow up and forget you even exist....they have fun lives, new friends and then there me, just sitting here all alone, I act like I don’t care but I do, it hurts not to be important to someone, at least not important enough to say hi or invite me places every once in a while, I miss my old friends they meant the world to me and I meant nothing to them, apparently",3.2524137931034467,3.920901080459772,3.7638505747126447,93.90370689655177,72.67816091954023,7.179310344827586,24.84482758620689,7.1686216300943375,0.6642275862068958,322,9,77,3,6,101,63,87,0.156,0.674,0.17,0.3235,1,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,2,0,5,9,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,14,10,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,2,15,6,8,7,4,14,0,3,1,0,11,5,0,1,7,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769958243583606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430875033528407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21718857535714486,0.0,0.1388324234492439,0.0,0.17709912916120976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4871905415714405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250190808605443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551818111139832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026911096194408,0.0,0.18560684925583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030085303647497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016886552637796,0.0,0.4411305207665098,0.2238517958665749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960999957703384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715623306627286,0.0,0.0,0.16749893492001186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780983217949711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Shadowtailz,2019/10/15,I only seem to attract assholes and feel alone anyway. Sitting here at 23 just single and alone having to pretend to be happy around people. I’m super nice but over the years I’ve just been stepped on and ghosted among other things. I have friends but they all have lives too so I’m just stuck in my stupid fake happiness while I wait for a special someone to come treat me right and not rain on my parade...,5.380243902439023,5.627675560975611,5.196243902439028,87.01826829268295,67.78048780487805,7.04780487804878,28.59512195121951,5.6839178017228535,1.0926897560975606,324,10,65,1,5,100,63,82,0.177,0.583,0.239,0.8103,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,8,10,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,16,12,8,1,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,1,7,8,12,9,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,2,45,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5149387056591402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130217368200455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141425015130775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569705514236376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206380958502345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292678052499692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21951385861164435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890676299749816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234440848579394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229869349788053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22631146806091465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106336591899473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515541096318803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008697052330467
lonely,sloppylettuce,2019/10/15,"Not even the Mormons want me Gave my number to some Mormons doing their ‘have you heard the world of Jesus’  thing last week, mainly cause I wanted some human interaction. They say they’ll contact me by the end of the week so they can show me round the church and see if I’m interested in attending a sermon. They still haven’t contacted me over a week later. Oof",4.6099999999999985,5.663927777777778,5.267666666666667,82.944,69.83333333333333,7.982222222222222,24.12222222222222,8.238735603445708,1.2799022222222218,288,7,57,4,5,93,54,72,0.0,0.922,0.078,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,11,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,12,1,6,8,3,11,4,0,2,0,13,3,0,3,7,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29091334533133195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508216010887543,0.0,0.0,0.18704381434498926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308370176718813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252034405758691,0.0,0.0,0.2256651501701692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261552833785452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881383397774526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340646878375597,0.0,0.6814719512351549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BoyMeetsWorldBoy,2019/10/15,"hello, im new here...how is everybody doing? im feeling alright, nobody to talk to, but thats to be expected for me. anyone else?",-1.634444444444444,0.061751481481485015,2.6863703703703727,85.42066666666669,108.25925925925928,5.122962962962963,20.214814814814808,6.742157984588678,1.0815837037037035,98,4,19,2,5,37,23,27,0.0,0.871,0.129,0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365406779315838,0.3466187333209432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825984173834431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710499097623758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7308238744265068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267232037066847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27190519852547496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cheyisabear,2019/10/15,"Never any good friends I'm 20, and married to such a great guy... we do everything together, and its fun dont get me wrong! But sometimes (okay a lot of the time) I wish there was someone else I could talk to, and do things with. Without any other interaction, days can get really lonely. Especially when we are constantly doing the same things over and over again. How do you even make friends? I'm not in college, I work from home nannying children, and live in a small town. Does anyone else feel this way? I dont know what I expect to get from this, I guess just support.",2.1786602870813354,4.34791061403509,3.253572567783096,90.19485645933014,78.82456140350877,6.601594896331737,23.52153110047847,7.686295010490155,1.056221052631579,446,15,94,7,11,143,81,114,0.087,0.778,0.135,0.7717,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,1,0,1,7,9,0,0,5,1,10,0,0,2,1,23,21,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,7,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,10,7,12,19,2,13,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,2,6,61,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157968598693462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094306849096214,0.16257223158123574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146175215571025,0.0,0.1266820182590833,0.0,0.0,0.1023265473038898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884982615749994,0.0,0.3719111165001741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650904347562331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047975024971126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259891407240555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022637805929066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24517016380095824,0.0,0.24868956024089275,0.0,0.0,0.1330816474393014,0.0,0.17493000193019104,0.17478866381017366,0.15710444420789538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915509568225186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871987722515666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401051264907166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489229557673,0.0,0.0,0.10591089409870956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237312432292932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164560520151526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443732277614215,0.0,0.1569248896725619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005247848978045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275298495245944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108214933669459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251951406143168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259418127865408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245825399243087,0.15294851656538008,0.0,0.11551085444200265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734765385151245,0.0,0.0
lonely,EGGSUCC,2019/10/15,"I’d like some input. Hello r/lonely! I’ve never been on/seen this sub before but from what little I’ve seen it’s populated largely by people who just want to “Etch their initials on the wall,” so to speak. And maybe some of you can give me insight into my particular situation.

I know what I want in life. I know the end goal and what I need to get there. I know that my plan must be flexible because life is unpredictable and I’ve accommodated to that as best I can. I also realize that I must have a rigid basis of which to follow my Golden Path and I’ve accommodated to that as best I can as well. I’ve come far since beginning my journey into adulthood and the path that I have chosen, and have achieved many things that I’m very proud of myself for. But for a long time I felt something that I didn’t understand, but now I do. I’m alone. When I look around me and see my achievements I see what was missing, someone to share those feelings of pride with. Most of my family is gone, either dead or very far away, and my circle of friends is nonexistent. Through initial schooling I was told by my parents that “School is for learning and furthering your growth, not socializing.” I carried that maxim through all of my other schooling as well, and focused solely on grades and my extracurricular activities. I was surrounded by people, and in some cases I worked with them, but I never really interacted with them. I carried that endowed maxim with me up until my parents died and I began on a part of my path that is largely a waiting game. Then I realized that I missed out on a key part of my growth through schooling, socialization. And what’s worse, I’m not that old. I’m 23, and I just missed my opportunity. The door has just slammed shut behind me, and there’s no way to turn back. I started to talk to some people who I used to go to school with. Some of them said that they would’ve offered for me to hang out with them, but I seemed preoccupied or disinterested. But worst of all, a girl who I actually enjoyed hanging around and who I thought of asking out, but didn’t because of my parents disapproval, confessed that she did have feelings for me. But now she’s married. I cried. After those exchanges I started to try and go out with some people I work with after our shifts to try and learn socialization skills by proxy, but it didn’t work. Every time that I tried to engage a stranger in conversation I either, faltered, embarrassed myself, or just gave up. After many months of this I realized how truly clueless I was in that realm. I realized that I’m part of a growing group of people who only speak to others through the internet in extremely shallow, unthoughtful conversations. We make these profiles, these façades, and mask ourselves from who we really are from the world. I want to break free from this growing trend. I want your insight.",5.501263714342708,6.249680183123883,6.0150822860562565,79.49514686814284,67.6355475763016,8.774167165370038,30.912078595651302,8.841846274778883,2.3996216237781756,2270,86,437,36,36,735,248,557,0.08,0.7879999999999999,0.132,0.9790000000000001,4,3,1,0,0,0,60.0,3,3,6,13,17,19,0,2,14,0,27,2,0,3,6,100,72,42,2,7,20,3,3,1,1,2,2,3,1,1,42,39,0,2,18,1,2,12,8,6,2,0,17,10,77,14,88,52,17,63,1,3,4,0,45,28,0,11,22,318,119,14,0.0,0.0,0.07891596484336354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837553500230249,0.0,0.06467048914333691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398017328191912,0.07560110640067891,0.0,0.07597859300087302,0.062182864506957224,0.0,0.09859334185918754,0.0,0.06881311481290495,0.0,0.1697329477684907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966102944650762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883022098937897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392870814044448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162546459976328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813517686025806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762355998266347,0.0,0.08177906018415275,0.0,0.07764641655303689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247878212207063,0.0,0.042250439747469164,0.07757640871913812,0.09191883435499708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333295946379686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423958897669605,0.03950825139025743,0.08105145548555996,0.0,0.07156605437832189,0.06790915060199185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053980334100679074,0.16397587889991566,0.08124325122095359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454844411962786,0.0,0.0,0.05996294851445344,0.1247415044903515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485785953109926,0.0,0.0,0.061504118267079626,0.0,0.0,0.2693846094757958,0.26271802909169456,0.0,0.2803200866161697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361282992342087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692443711435208,0.0,0.0,0.4092160633664594,0.12888340680988025,0.07361962118347151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689523705682986,0.09089955261409546,0.0,0.2473056745701699,0.06851959527688857,0.0622565018749927,0.0,0.0,0.11447824372329594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499901585884932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053725420526359695,0.0,0.0,0.06420053496447135,0.09431011459904973,0.0,0.0,0.07727329209385672,0.0,0.16471315574216366,0.08796167734048546,0.0,0.08418693302664809,0.0,0.06984439653278962,0.0,0.13344991994958502,0.1907932839027946,0.06418963024829644,0.0,0.0,0.1454209394096504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661963582016962,0.0,0.08241188341391667,0.057446643435473135,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thefrontbuttss,2019/10/15,"Need to meet people My boyfriend of a year moved eight hours away from me about three months ago and we decided to not do long distance and go our separate ways but if I'm being honest that's not what I wanted. Now he has interest in another girl and I'm stuck alone and starting to realize I dont have many real friends. 

What are some good ways of getting yourself out there?? How do I meet genuine people in real life instead of hoping for a decent person to match with me on tinder. I don't feel I'm ready for another relationship, but I need company desperately. I'm starting to get scared.",3.841166666666666,5.205561450000005,5.146666666666668,81.91166666666669,72.0,8.333333333333334,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.2168333333333337,474,18,93,9,9,158,83,120,0.113,0.73,0.156,0.8222,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,8,1,0,1,0,23,23,8,0,5,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,1,1,10,5,18,21,1,17,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,8,57,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497824668614413,0.0,0.0,0.1750028456936601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543613463015703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875367941627488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803258233761126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543674073623646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054646257022048,0.0,0.17656059429237614,0.0,0.09603003020431827,0.14172473548064038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782618389302478,0.16640225450163365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193491111690172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953388849584595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130992482698387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487092350432167,0.17958927680512635,0.0,0.25057949428489035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342862293545998,0.1475388321128871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846516483241429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814114615082018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916930195433208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239196880152512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966338751210667,0.2682423977545934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088116899823808
lonely,New_Lojack,2019/10/15,A connection in dating. I'm 20 which is young to think about this. I want a connection. A real relationship. A girl I can wake up next to. Who is supportive. Who loves me. Very girl ive been with only used me for sex. One girl used me because I used to smoke pot and would hit me up for weed. I want something real. I want someone real. Not this fake college shit.,-0.9726754385964896,1.1127626973684208,1.474736842105262,95.76982456140352,99.65789473684212,4.63859649122807,16.859649122807017,6.42735559955562,-0.1430403508771927,279,8,63,4,12,94,48,76,0.048,0.778,0.174,0.7482,0,0,2,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,4,0,6,4,2,3,0,14,17,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,10,2,10,14,0,6,0,0,0,2,7,3,1,0,3,37,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090296166353215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142549886996074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021653499301786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119818710901058,0.13602886989530075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6107355457640977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202556986264566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835942236522984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515450245254139,0.13769291930850805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029648962441079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460439572915325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634252760579781,0.0,0.1475758234556864,0.31648362163581456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705493885583274,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Shangri-La-Angelbaby,2019/10/15,"Why does this keep happening to me? It’s just making my depression worse I message so many people who I relate to their posts about depression and loneliness and people say they just need one true friend to care so I send them a chat and they either never answer me
Or they talk to me for a few minutes then ghost me. I can’t even count how many times this has happened ,I don’t even understand it. Still I keep messaging everyone who seems to need a friend as much as I do in hopes that someday somebody will stick around and be my forever friend. I am falling fast in my loneliness and I really need someone real and true that I can help who can help me too by just always being able to count on each other to talk and be forever friends.",4.533200000000001,5.275726586666671,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000003,69.8,8.933333333333334,27.0,9.120678840339163,1.9705999999999992,588,18,121,11,10,190,90,150,0.11900000000000001,0.7040000000000001,0.177,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,5,0,12,10,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,2,3,29,23,14,1,4,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,2,3,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,1,23,8,16,19,4,12,0,2,0,0,21,4,0,3,5,88,33,0,0.1375414386901202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444549520510733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244104091258147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023266340094273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23692847920471224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036343987312326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168964614124386,0.0,0.0,0.13142673887727466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250566973827855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432548799921929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184382254209782,0.0,0.0,0.1366096829731291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445063007102975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180997835243007,0.27889086169869715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011087831580068,0.3059557020224479,0.10608043667855567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932016384568368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070783101105787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172667829983387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655226888239065,0.08811256757471256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937847255550373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521256008831547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165384146633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984077060744933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211011968840387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020151897915939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431854883357754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410975521557065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401664765190755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sunflowersunchild,2019/10/15,"I’m lonely too. Let’s be friends. I’m free as a bird and can even come hang out :) {USA} Hi. Ok. How to start this...

I’m 25F and have been “homeless” since the end of April. I chose this lifestyle because I had the funds, freedom, ability, and inspiration to do so and I wanted to find a new place to live. Turns out I still haven’t found that place and it’s a much harder decision that I anticipated. I’ve been couchsurfing, staying with friends & family, and camping for the past 5 months.

So, I’ve pretty much just by gotten comfortable with the nomadic lifestyle and will continue it until I find a place I want to live. I have a job so long as I am connected to the internet. I just recently bought my first car, so now I REALLY have the freedom to go wherever I want.

I’m lonely and depressed, just like you guys, but I’m also a lot of fun to be around & I make a really good friend (also, i’m sure, like many of you guys). I have absolutely no plan and truly am as free as a bird.

I do have preferences. In autumn, I want to stay east half of the U.S. as I am very nature oriented and need to be among the beautiful autumn leaves. As it gets colder, I’d like to move west / southwest. But hey, if your town is really fun to be in right now... sold!

I don’t care about your gender, so long as we are clear I have absolutely no interest in anything sexual. I can take care of myself and will be staying with couchsurfers / friends in the area but would absolutely love to hang out with you in your free time for a few days and lessen your lonely burden.

Let me know if this seriously sounds interesting to you, and I look forward to your friendship (:",2.906686390532545,4.190142745562135,4.491834319526627,86.01278106508877,74.20710059171597,8.158579881656804,24.538461538461537,8.730908602173464,1.5271502958579886,1280,39,279,25,26,430,167,338,0.055999999999999994,0.653,0.292,0.9982,1,6,0,0,0,0,57.0,1,9,0,2,18,28,0,0,18,1,30,1,0,2,2,49,57,34,0,9,8,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,0,2,8,23,0,0,7,0,6,7,4,6,0,2,7,2,34,25,46,40,4,47,0,4,1,1,19,19,0,3,23,178,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596504981860417,0.0,0.2163077732063881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214256362239336,0.08886010720602125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084875943476521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354432485575544,0.0,0.0,0.08598526315950496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437502206447691,0.0,0.08597399166722923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841004032623022,0.0,0.0,0.06592953356980162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094100505911265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182465585785172,0.0849060232280573,0.0,0.10944642361980868,0.3084797663966161,0.0,0.05215132778192206,0.0,0.05672945995865995,0.08372347368312208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767308345263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905499346556122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485793311308678,0.0,0.0,0.10569394913043224,0.0,0.2041434598004436,0.0,0.14629962059511914,0.0,0.17628407968072535,0.1766734160520206,0.08382285234436003,0.0,0.0,0.08486257704260326,0.09009057951867612,0.0,0.06662998336321006,0.10120083790785284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967460426959072,0.1060918409152284,0.14675695737192365,0.07401455230853772,0.0,0.09640584947746048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528856708929123,0.0,0.0,0.3128689497667275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155184783336983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918398963908728,0.0,0.09855925834441888,0.0,0.0,0.08524491354986599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257134021922431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065242927643127,0.3191814413586363,0.07971561315571102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407826255682564,0.0,0.07505149438350082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582052841225196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857445022228693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236116072826145,0.2355034207188335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070908581062852,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kadaveria,2019/05/27,"I feel like this is never gonna end. So this may be all over the place but I just feel all over the place. 

I feel like I'm honestly gonna be forever alone. Like, I have been single since 2013. Now I'm not disgustingly ugly, or hideous or whatever. I have sex on occasion. I have a pretty steady fwb even though the one doesnt even turn me on anymore. 

Kinda recently I started having sex with someone else I've known since I was a teenager (I'm 28 now if that gives any indication of time). The sex with the new guy. Oh. My. God. I have NEVER had anything like that before, besides when I used to have fun and get high here and there. Anyway. 

Why is it that I can have sex with someone like that and feel no emotional attachment? Hes an awesome friend. We have great conversations. But we dont have much in common. Maybe 30% of our interests? Hes prepping for the end of the world and working out and I'm sitting here on reddit venting and watching teen mom 2. The only thing that makes me happy about this is I know I've grown. Usually whenever I sleep with someone I usually fall for them. Whether or not I have anything in common. This time I havent. I'm more upset about the fact that I can have sex like that, and not be involved with them emotionally. I'll usually fall for someone at the drop of a dime. Especially after hooking up with them. 

I need that emotional support. I need someone to be there emotionally for me. I'm not super depressed. But I'm tired of coming home and going on POF or staring at my phone waiting for my ""friends"" to text me. It's sad. 

Idk. If you got this far I applaud you. And if it makes sense even better lol.",0.6734911242603587,3.0168221331360985,2.5776893491124246,91.63221449704143,86.54437869822485,5.6285207100591705,22.059467455621306,7.066338657993696,0.7302068639053245,1283,46,275,19,40,426,171,338,0.057,0.687,0.256,0.9976,0,2,0,0,0,0,44.0,3,2,3,3,16,20,1,1,14,1,29,7,1,3,5,54,57,23,0,5,16,1,4,6,2,3,1,0,1,1,17,19,0,1,6,0,1,5,10,4,0,1,4,6,37,16,34,46,5,42,0,2,2,5,18,17,0,9,24,176,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937670380358111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156695839406472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978647100353376,0.0,0.0,0.14900531208397186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770386841228708,0.0,0.0,0.08007092024249086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798795415372001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797773099930327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610643847977948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563044141227512,0.40735911336746256,0.1603744157623923,0.0,0.0,0.179392697742164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310902514794108,0.12935655725206013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989435512025974,0.0,0.04730084215207255,0.08684949755507383,0.051453171855905484,0.0,0.07240917332362311,0.09981524436667294,0.0,0.08964396225159457,0.0,0.09637627523547418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565528183018136,0.0908140661546715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049755711797438686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653851993803556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086573668219895,0.0,0.0909546557359487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603359047597023,0.0,0.0,0.06655370026622896,0.1342612280301727,0.1396524686837988,0.08743934359137345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061348912690247774,0.06885600735144536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891797765799891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921067234319318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939246841555447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978310605347592,0.0,0.09060046248951653,0.0,0.3835503937814213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408119499544937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273813491669996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014748369626807,0.0,0.08895025558148917,0.0,0.10558346541850462,0.10405675522109543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847616829983566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819324000768868,0.2991347969129716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169382709140069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591061588013261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,doydoo,2019/05/27,"I fucked up and now everyone is fading I'm 13 yrs old and I always hang out with a group of 2 people, but I wasnt as friends as they were, anyway one of my ex friends had a cousin from England and got me in to a chat with the cousins friend, 

After 4 months I was bored and for fun I texted that group some funny photos of them, but I didn't get permission

One of my ex friends saw it and told me to stop hanging out, he moved his desk and they have never talked to me ever since 

I know I fucked up and I apologized but they didn't expect it, I deserve this, now everyone in the school new about it and noone talked to me ever since, What Should I do?",1.7417285531370048,2.7765539154929613,3.072714468629965,96.02523047375162,76.74647887323944,6.290396927016642,20.655569782330343,6.574015621080383,-0.022304225352112184,504,11,124,4,11,164,86,142,0.161,0.736,0.10300000000000001,-0.8268,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,0,6,8,2,0,5,0,10,2,0,0,3,23,18,13,0,2,3,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,1,1,1,0,3,4,3,0,2,9,1,22,5,22,8,1,21,0,0,1,2,21,6,2,1,12,85,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137780337600191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299562992036272,0.0,0.3164479374177229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5117235515444638,0.3061621126943551,0.08651154979160852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243379014725126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100141863737274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216870571768533,0.17599110067151058,0.0,0.0,0.1277096870624125,0.1599234343974407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375404809777772,0.0,0.2244099374721541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479608390270275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675812893453924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739479478108889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843682894920514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661825832104021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822396870886146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KaiDaGamer,2019/05/27,The only reason I'm on The only reason I'm on Reddit is cuz I have no friends I have no friends,-2.2379710144927536,-0.4865872608695643,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,95.52173913043478,3.066666666666667,16.36231884057971,3.1291,-1.0244376811594202,75,2,18,0,3,28,12,23,0.172,0.586,0.242,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170841849530672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.509017714257839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6881314643606607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,og_marv,2019/05/27,Lonelygang Anyone wanna make lika a little snap group or something where we can just talk,8.353750000000002,9.544301875000002,7.612500000000002,68.9825,61.5,8.9,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.587075,74,2,10,1,1,23,16,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922461185217321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.562243399172375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744545529923693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318652518339216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508897144462682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Liebealt,2019/05/27,"Alone after years, in a city where I don't know anyone I moved out from my parent's home three years ago, since then I lived with two friends (a couple). After two years of peaceful living, friendship and nice day outs with them, they decided to move out and basically cut every relationship with me. In these two years I met few people, and I can't really call anyone of them a ""friend"", even if I tried to go out and spend some good time, but it wasn't the same thing. 
So from now on I will live alone in my house, with no friends, and no possibility to know new people. My job is in an office and we're only in two (with my colleague being older than me), I don't practice any sport and even if I go out by myself I would feel weird to just start to talk to random people.
I really don't know what to do and I'm desperate.",8.324194880264244,4.720085184971102,8.508687035507844,78.07832369942199,64.20231213872832,11.504211395540874,31.07266721717589,8.841846274778883,2.1241071841453345,639,11,145,7,7,212,103,173,0.095,0.821,0.083,-0.2617,2,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,0,6,7,1,0,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,31,19,13,0,3,4,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,18,0,0,5,1,1,4,7,2,0,5,2,1,21,5,31,14,3,30,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,4,14,99,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273562883931477,0.0,0.0,0.2400685177343157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881388146988592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207564568355767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834371576769688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823774018082132,0.0,0.07474392699981115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309764831885325,0.0,0.09764815566952392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058600966250865826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686250241286207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173378362936775,0.09720883977133493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625406277017995,0.0,0.0,0.1337294877682802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150098122396168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910817526644866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070173172838995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246360173817141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193396980091022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814483195924086,0.0,0.0,0.1286898167888447,0.0,0.0,0.24104499951322064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065636611220258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484930723299188,0.0,0.0,0.1244299213868944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587113181011103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203243815447085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931535560840802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769967653819742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758042743813733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786864025989429,0.0,0.4528578106011131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232984838923438,0.0,0.0,0.29853527264308233
lonely,katcday,2019/05/27,"Hey (15f) looking for other girls to play video games with? I don’t have friends at school and even though I have a boyfriend and I hang out with his friends, I want some girl friends that I can talk to. I play ps4 and was wondering if anyone wanted to play apex or fortnite or something just to talk. I’m absolute ass at those games but idk playing with other people is fun. I’d prefer girls around my age range but I’m not really picky. Any skill set as once again I’m garbage.",1.0060606060606077,3.3026681919191962,1.6270707070707076,99.42727272727276,84.25252525252526,4.8121212121212125,20.11111111111111,6.1124844417494595,-0.1833313131313128,377,11,86,3,11,115,69,99,0.039,0.768,0.193,0.9042,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,0,0,20,13,10,0,4,7,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,4,8,0,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,8,8,13,12,1,8,0,0,1,1,12,4,1,5,2,46,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021182423685298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473262308017494,0.0,0.0,0.2097283802314948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560744545304245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5460574247667145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783940849640505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508996475712198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333103752346856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092738462323624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384334458787152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137157359236086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787226533204796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23146965652957335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779185875379541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554913647555752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,needhonestanswers1,2019/05/27,"No one has ever truly Understood me I'm surrounded by friends and family who care and love me, but for as long as I can remember I've always known that I had to fit in and Act Normal for the sake of everyone else, because mimicking them and them and letting them see their own best attributes parroted at them made them happy, which in turn made me happy. I thought this was ok, how it should be and what and in the process I grew up never knowing who I was and never letting anyone in on a deep enough level to find out myself. So now I'm 22 anxious, can't drive and have a family that loves me but has had enough of me fucking up and generally want me independent and out of their hair. I confuse other people's emotions and ideas with my own and instead of feeling connected by understanding them, I feel alone because they, and myself too do not understand who I am. I grew up keeping my head down and avoiding conflict and became extremely intelligent in that sense but I'm left feeling confused and alone. No amount of therapist bullshit gives me any help, and though the my family cares, I know they wouldn't care to know what's going on behind closed doors because they've got their own shit to deal with thats a higher priority than me and it hurts. Because deep down I know and was raised to know my emotions are never anyone's priority. My family has always had this emotionally distant minds set and take pride in it, and it hurts so bad because I'm not a priory enough in their minds to be understood for who I am.",10.107653508771932,6.5893642828947385,9.855131578947368,69.52758771929825,60.776315789473685,13.15964912280702,39.80701754385965,11.038039088145766,4.152641228070175,1218,44,237,23,12,401,153,304,0.136,0.693,0.171,0.9033,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,12,2,8,19,2,3,7,1,22,6,3,5,4,70,55,31,0,4,5,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,18,27,0,3,17,0,0,5,9,8,0,1,12,5,39,11,39,37,8,36,0,2,1,3,22,24,2,2,6,173,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942663361996788,0.0,0.0,0.14415135763955422,0.0,0.0,0.05890530573573589,0.0,0.0,0.09785716630513812,0.0,0.1211349483523995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723249848289221,0.2640170362590795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090348086457152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649478965305015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930253143523594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723607985602259,0.292311173189229,0.0,0.2685081971748953,0.0,0.0,0.07835372730378566,0.0,0.08277015537109955,0.0,0.0,0.3266345859728773,0.0,0.13139466432962327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917009915366374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669232326398061,0.08007979398837002,0.0,0.08309483430595885,0.049228756760179015,0.0,0.06927879180581868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441950378904307,0.0,0.0,0.08889821972960622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806028498838491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545931842090976,0.09778465738001234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699279717311576,0.0,0.0,0.23802340508426306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411405842337724,0.17715184903965042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665693125893347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563578158064749,0.1639259233180735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749251986990501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042255405691345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487026840423607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058696686548062336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060052151252153116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812479948934136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902578703035811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891529530933583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512827310864072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057375185930408,0.0,0.0,0.08510477270555869,0.06876746298659975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421886272596533,0.0,0.18035120124993326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051091358102148494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sxccargirl,2019/05/27,"18, kinda lonely, very sad, unsure what to do now. after graduating high school last year i didn’t keep in contact with my friends very much because i just started working a lot more and i didn’t really message people over social media, i preferred in person contact. i didn’t think much of it because when i was invited to things i attended and everything seemed fine and well normal i guess. but recently i had been excluded from a lot of events and that made me quite sad and i messaged my best friend of a couple years asking why i was being excluded and then all of a sudden she flipped out on me and called me childish for being upset and then proceeded to block and delete me off all social media whilst ignoring my messages to her. i don’t really know what i did wrong and although i have my boyfriend, family and coworkers who are good to talk to at work,  i have an underwhelming feeling of loneliness and sometimes i just think it would be better if i wasn’t really here. don’t really know what to do anymore, there’s nothing i can do other than accept that people just don’t want to be my friend anymore without providing me a reason. anyone else gone through this because i honestly don’t know how to handle it..",7.7828750000000015,6.70472420416667,8.090833333333332,72.67750000000002,63.20833333333334,11.166666666666668,35.416666666666664,10.317481424215053,3.575166666666666,979,37,178,19,12,323,137,240,0.14400000000000002,0.71,0.146,0.1403,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,9,16,0,1,6,0,25,0,0,3,2,44,39,19,0,5,6,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,12,14,0,3,10,0,0,2,9,6,1,0,11,1,31,10,28,23,8,24,0,3,0,0,17,8,0,6,14,136,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23600361518313034,0.08319754374355216,0.121914875191762,0.0,0.0,0.11123553518642527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175976715750768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486811491708595,0.10523315170458253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214976676826692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316553755287679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939725546452524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693664374614334,0.0,0.112169095807012,0.0,0.06016272750305559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757840895996004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979953083051096,0.0,0.0,0.1310761249082326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571488817282678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575992639405543,0.0,0.0,0.1961742297413043,0.09698919803784184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231471536822346,0.0,0.11258711347514637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493630934694288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658068896099175,0.11416995493196115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497935727551585,0.10389369346298057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655590129874145,0.0,0.0,0.304901056014394,0.12233708097955047,0.11748398996205305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041984564141632,0.0,0.10832008091473916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425818031432561,0.0,0.0,0.11767986545323145,0.0,0.08421866632661149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563617068420467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904878896470371,0.15248241980796232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963512701454908,0.07018082821573743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069824027231427,0.0,0.10736605591145967,0.0,0.0,0.1146979353513757,0.0,0.17324596292514635,0.0,0.0,0.08452400277506011,0.13009214634051552,0.0,0.153245734730618
lonely,stvo131,2019/05/27,"25, haven't had a gf since 15. haven't kissed a girl since January. moving from one hollow relationship to the next. feeling crushed and hopeless. literally had a dream of being rejected last night and lol all i could do was laugh that I have no game even in my dreams.",1.9155345911949693,4.4800371886792485,2.9946226415094337,89.3257704402516,82.77358490566039,6.552201257861638,22.040880503144656,7.793537801064563,1.0606125786163525,213,7,44,4,6,68,44,53,0.217,0.58,0.203,-0.2225,0,1,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,9,1,0,0,1,5,10,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,1,3,2,4,5,1,5,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592579124099538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144707046552776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418528518645598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646854589336886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451198673379769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34533729670188834,0.30472233395878595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003478458343104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34862159168465434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372139786913096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,silly-billy123,2019/05/27,"Feeling lonely in a crowd of people! Walking around at a festival all weekend in crowds of people, watching all the families, lovers, friends laughing and having a great time together makes me happy to see the joy in the world but also makes me feel a deep sadness to know I am so alone in this world! Underneath my sunglasses the tears would well up with a feeling of overwhelming loneliness, but then I would push them down as I would nod and smile pretending that all is OK.",13.509,8.104322566666667,11.712222222222225,64.52500000000002,56.66666666666666,15.555555555555555,47.77777777777778,12.45797560212912,5.659777777777778,381,16,69,8,3,119,64,90,0.13699999999999998,0.583,0.28,0.8924,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,12,0,1,9,1,6,1,0,2,3,18,13,8,0,3,2,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,5,7,9,16,10,3,17,0,3,2,1,5,12,0,0,3,51,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377817640748887,0.0,0.18359976989960908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043801356293731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643316405580215,0.0,0.3482566043177293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773775051522377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253119277138829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443984711525801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617441237162974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30650075641216395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183319259385558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295024629954998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387339085385064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064253059461177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892737316187958,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rihvur,2019/05/27,Husband is away at basic training He’s my best friend. We did everything together. It’s so weird not having him around. I sleep poorly and I’m sad most of the time. I’m staying in the Bay Area and I don’t really know many people out here. Anyone wanna be friends? I’m a gay guy if that matters.,-1.2963636363636368,0.592616650793655,1.440461760461762,94.93610389610392,104.71428571428572,4.195670995670996,16.838383838383837,6.1124844417494595,-0.15009841269841262,231,7,50,3,11,79,54,63,0.08199999999999999,0.7390000000000001,0.179,0.7398,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,5,2,1,0,0,11,9,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,7,7,2,8,0,1,0,1,7,6,0,2,1,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200683852623724,0.0,0.0,0.2554994788670668,0.0,0.0,0.269655057002405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011989686698508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579458081091474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434859580612189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841847224598603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773302286955074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29098278360635177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897638518926986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386576044425773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872169707877928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059141478867691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735766170227634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,floragg,2019/05/27,Confused vent I feel lonely but the problem is there are people around me. My family are nice to me (especially nowadays as I have important exams) but I can't talk to anyone. I never learned to speak my emotions . I sometimes don't even understand my own emotions. I could be sitting who my family and everyone is  talking to someone except me. I just sit awkwardly silent and smiling every now and then. I'm a social failure . I can't talk to others unless they talk to me. I sick of it . I don't wanna be here anymore.,1.9089055604589609,4.3304496699029125,4.21521624007061,81.51925860547222,81.4271844660194,6.463901147396292,26.839364518976172,7.686295010490155,1.9546776699029125,408,18,73,7,11,141,67,103,0.17600000000000002,0.731,0.09300000000000001,-0.836,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,2,2,0,12,1,0,0,1,17,15,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,2,19,1,12,12,1,6,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,61,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112518605843805,0.12770287928397014,0.0,0.0,0.1625841774527562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458194613258539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108803607972191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062892249767328,0.0,0.15387815465025906,0.17451589823477404,0.0,0.0,0.34434469713164045,0.0,0.0923459177040011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085963670895205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266163518687713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747573591436007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617373379903346,0.15474633463144555,0.0,0.1806310255799174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5871814868819452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012983449613216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,acadiawatertv,2019/05/27,"18M i can’t sleep I been so lonely and idk if i should just give up on people and just accept that I’m a social failure or keep trying. I’m your typical loser I can’t keep a convo going unless you do, I’m awkward and probably have social anxiety, I’m ugly and  overweight. recently I been really sad because my only friend moved 2000 miles away and i have no body to talk to. all I do is play games watch tv and work. I’ve also never been in a relationship with a female which sucks nor have I had any (f) friends ever. I will probably die alone.  My family is really all I got but they suck so it’s like I’m all alone in this world.",-0.5448721227621469,1.5599408043478284,2.7106649616368266,90.08689258312022,90.23188405797102,5.855754475703325,16.088661551577154,7.285733465282438,0.19524160272804814,493,11,109,9,17,177,91,138,0.223,0.6940000000000001,0.084,-0.9166,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,2,6,11,2,1,4,0,15,3,2,0,5,22,27,14,1,2,6,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,4,7,1,2,1,3,0,2,5,6,0,0,5,1,15,5,9,20,3,12,0,3,1,0,11,7,2,2,4,68,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409185867355372,0.0,0.13161769222014688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119227016496672,0.0,0.12590623956936112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463199987159892,0.0,0.0,0.10032882305108766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281561963396306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708121126466181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887556790730289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515506140615148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25431423898483274,0.0,0.0,0.15788388214768645,0.09353682807745672,0.0,0.13163278670885564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925794802199688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040738427250405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492664818843834,0.0,0.0,0.12693725656457902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517347890172936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410175915508225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548985804683525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108733324823522,0.0,0.1625067541612698,0.17670152399483244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470276909949771,0.3355451364916325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228631138015615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174167034689292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981904562316432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Oozizhxghsu,2019/05/27,"I just want to be able to like someone So i haven't really thought about being in relationships until recently. always thought of it as a distraction, but for a while now i've felt like something or someone is missing from my life. I stay up at night trying to figure it out why but i just end up crying myself to sleep. i'll be surrounded by so many people and talk to a lot of them but never feel a connection. at my age it's really not that important but it's just something i want so badly. i want to be able to hold someone. I don't want to die alone. i don't want to become a disappointment to my family by never being able to find anyone. I see my friends in relationships at wish i was like them so badly.",2.4354000000000013,3.8228563399999977,4.703666666666667,83.60350000000003,75.6,7.933333333333334,23.833333333333336,8.59863814320734,1.531533333333334,561,17,118,11,12,196,81,150,0.175,0.66,0.16399999999999998,-0.7807,0,1,2,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,2,0,9,9,0,1,5,0,10,2,1,0,2,27,22,13,1,6,9,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,3,17,4,28,13,1,19,0,2,1,0,6,9,0,2,12,84,22,0,0.37718402631446185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021629950373872,0.0,0.0,0.10461577515866513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791194705483545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995527132351413,0.0,0.1388567077401318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810631390300898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048582321217178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113576977214376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852517716352695,0.0,0.06357185893884056,0.0,0.12071860520531255,0.0,0.11491312226221115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713714769504052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880541081425837,0.18427306295616247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688945698137736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746846710299886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393838250090492,0.0,0.0,0.11798721918314894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716397064949387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108916373734994,0.0,0.12414124072184846,0.2699696580536092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018894493070524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258188080357878,0.0,0.3195868014878141,0.19358312733408686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400932870653642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105541095819426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962799001939927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536106495259209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707881853690281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344997217548565,0.0,0.14458100522077233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cliffhanged,2019/05/27,"Anyone else doubt themselves constantly? Long story short: I recently got accepted into a medical program, landed my dream job at a hospital, and am scheduled to take my personal trainer exam at the end of summer. I basically got my shit together, for once. These are huge accomplishments for me, as I’m someone who used to stay up late, sleep in, binge watch tv, and didn’t really have any goals/did anything important. I’ve been really pushing myself this past year to be the best person I can be, but it’s difficult because I find myself doubting my ability to succeed. So much so that I believe it’s affecting my personality, attitude, and overall performance in life. 

For example, this job is a lot more difficult than I anticipated, and I’m thinking maybe I’m not good enough to work there. It’s been about two months and I‘m struggling to befriend my coworkers, most of which are already in this medical program and are doing great.
I feel like I‘m not smart enough to be in this medical program, and I’m not confident enough to be a personal trainer- despite loving medicine and fitness with all of my heart. I’ve been training a few friends and family for about a year now successfully, but I’m worried that my insecurity with myself will be obvious to my actual clients.  

I don’t know why I can’t just believe in myself or feel good about where I am, especially since a couple years ago I was unemployed, depressed, and struggling with drinking problems. 
Even though I know factually I’ve come a long way, I don’t feel any pride or happiness about where I am, but rather constant anxiety about moving forward and doubts about my abilities. A small part of me wants to just walk away and go back to unhealthy habits, even though I know that isn’t the right thing to do. 

Anyone else experienced/experiencing this? How can I stop doubting myself and feel confident in my abilities? I don’t really have anyone close I can talk to about this, so any honest feedback or personal experiences are much appreciated. Feel free to PM if you’re interested in talking more, and thanks for reading.",9.096813837663213,8.025260859335043,9.185150087494947,65.86296944407053,60.61125319693095,12.937461300309598,40.78355094898372,12.017980161545427,5.029124808184143,1680,79,291,46,19,555,205,391,0.162,0.679,0.159,0.2423,4,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,7,24,29,1,7,12,0,31,9,3,3,3,59,56,28,0,4,13,0,5,1,1,1,4,0,0,5,16,20,1,1,11,4,1,6,9,12,0,1,7,6,36,18,47,43,13,47,0,1,1,1,10,22,1,10,20,196,52,13,0.0,0.0,0.07913616442514182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188504559676788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948937939211457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544034996804122,0.0,0.06203678083324478,0.0,0.0,0.17010868544413313,0.16618102107181862,0.06673355216631371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619059642041053,0.06235637364145725,0.0,0.04943422365854163,0.0,0.0,0.18273060951132591,0.08510327719892825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985540493923348,0.0,0.17526787183062692,0.0,0.0,0.08972910278811798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984624785081787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944136602357252,0.0,0.0,0.13548746515837265,0.0,0.07182532146498499,0.2513757153964548,0.0,0.1071238046089338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932561137725418,0.07644832037350709,0.0,0.20501812168526373,0.057933656463001165,0.0,0.0,0.07411855772804392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265311695686107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04608765795186336,0.1360358029306617,0.1297167537916639,0.08940655502513767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632620006724377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096096924198297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094680473220158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370162482268752,0.0,0.0914777010422924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727917611515269,0.03961849144688213,0.0,0.0,0.1435314909418558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894332197950186,0.07319061060280843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814699446406776,0.0,0.0,0.2450813870387773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472855394186462,0.08619021720192042,0.11922701993536093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863625925630289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781703080787932,0.07741351477582753,0.0,0.3540412938832109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759612208769184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111606652499011,0.0,0.1558529119231246,0.0,0.08007066152008213,0.0,0.0,0.06925393650292717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324195016479406,0.06708189514625587,0.0,0.08115268650863977,0.0,0.06871078582057051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643554339396915,0.0,0.06779831656458657,0.0,0.16955436601690194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097268693274348,0.13036076582698888,0.0,0.07466057155798436,0.0,0.0,0.0538753308157954,0.051961838494547226,0.15934912488781697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921717307738878,0.0,0.0,0.07003928367554463,0.0,0.0,0.047831413821375984,0.0643687388705281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317483109323629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903748613568826,0.08235501658660901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666586603385196
lonely,letsbebetter21,2019/05/27,i'm so lonely I just want to voice chat sexually with a woman around my age (26) so that I can feel something with someone even for a moment I just want to feel something with someone. I get that I'm not all together and I'm tired and this is really just a hail marry. Ive got discord and skype. IF someone happens to be in a similar place or can relate to my post history please message me,1.9198967297762481,3.4522477710843416,4.246333907056801,85.73734939759039,77.31325301204821,7.152495697074013,26.314974182444054,7.957251820313856,1.5875142857142859,307,12,65,5,7,107,53,83,0.106,0.8059999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.5247,0,2,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,18,15,7,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,10,13,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361545964076788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151071979359563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313024154482992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950037999135868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293381963927624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022624678388399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389709586491842,0.2510734825181605,0.0,0.0,0.21905717191772234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652832753735412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5813987538152972,0.3521703288988847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628879576733679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698181375443419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nooska2,2019/05/27,"What a waste of a man I am. Was fat, now I'm in great shape. Still lonely.

Was a smoker, drinker and drug user, been sober 3 years. Now even more lonely.

Was broke, have saved every cent since going sober. Still lonely.

None of this changes anything. I cant seem to find a workout program which will change the fact I'm 5ft7, have big ears and going bald.

But what a waste I am...

If things keep up (27 now) for at least 10 years, I will almost be the complete package on paper, yet none of it will be shared or appreciated because I lack the skills to swindle a girl into thinking I'm a decent man.

I'll be financially independent in a few years, but what a shame no child will ever be able to undergo quality education with my funds.

What a waste it is to have all this strength and never be able to share it.

What a waste of knowledge and wisdom that will never be able to be passed down.

What a waste of carpentry and labour into this paid off house with no one to fill.

""Just love yourself, sir!"" Ah, the famous words of horse shit. 

In every area of life we have received validation for our worth (grades, trophies, medals, certificates, sex, love, friendship, laughter etc) and this is what sparks self love.

If one has never received that, then how does one love themselves? 

Who cares anyway, none of it works. Getting in shape didn't help, meditation does nothing, becoming financially stable and getting your life in order didn't help, you're still and always will be lonely.

An utter waste of man, not even worthy of a money-hungry piece of scum. The next step should be to seek out a charity to donate everything you own and go for a long walk off the face of the earth.",3.9125609756097575,5.391766451219514,4.384726829268296,86.99441951219515,71.9878048780488,6.9553170731707326,24.09560975609756,7.404127859558343,0.9261944878048785,1308,36,265,14,25,413,185,328,0.154,0.6829999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.9129999999999999,0,8,3,0,0,0,55.0,2,2,0,4,13,18,1,1,23,1,32,13,5,2,6,40,49,16,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,7,20,15,1,1,4,1,5,9,12,7,1,3,7,1,10,11,40,26,11,45,0,5,0,5,22,18,1,5,17,173,30,6,0.32876170883468114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973578728916113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091185359433947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018095801930748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680336208325435,0.1210304926374166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117314909920895,0.0,0.2318575304667756,0.0,0.1149001322533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180105792485955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270864024378747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221873652787928,0.14476267203985688,0.09912792920133692,0.1846639460463016,0.0,0.09848994174108366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016074861812002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450961581799304,0.0,0.1868428554473025,0.0,0.0,0.12082031487367505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690802895499247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644895720108607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740617083344247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480941172583287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698125559701573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956270372498557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535612973697671,0.0,0.11654726902198398,0.0,0.0,0.10515190879306548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277744232627986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976410409894584,0.1143233875263533,0.0,0.112489723228699,0.09065169429260213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26254952535418835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280489032663952,0.0702190760684281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978081318823409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21171176161350866
lonely,Trashboyyy,2019/05/27,"I wish I had someone close and meaningful towards me I only hangout with two friends and most of the time their busy. The person I cling to right now is my cat lol

I feel so lonely 😭",-0.2600000000000016,1.96540864102564,1.6725128205128217,96.96415384615385,90.79487179487178,4.1456410256410265,20.620512820512825,5.6839178017228535,-0.0949425641025643,143,5,32,1,5,47,33,39,0.067,0.672,0.261,0.7968,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,8,1,4,3,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213443686762728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30885934399298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040411636661288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34906152187283856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34139922219597113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387216672459513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331076177993841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905147149583482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597128440143944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Confusedtinderdate,2019/05/27,"[19F] It's pretty late and I want someone to talk to Its summer and I guess I have way more freetime than I thought I would. I hust got out of a really rough long distance and I feel like the more time I don't distract myself the more I overthink things, and I'm naturally a positive person that loves moving forward. I'm into video games and really terrible puns. In NYC area but I just love meeting new people :).",1.0492857142857126,3.4963225000000016,2.99790476190476,88.53042857142857,85.90476190476191,5.7409523809523835,21.495238095238093,7.1686216300943375,0.8493609523809522,326,11,65,5,10,109,62,84,0.027000000000000003,0.76,0.212,0.9158,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,14,12,6,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,2,11,3,7,9,3,12,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,7,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783681516213534,0.1664905890313794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639095186236893,0.0,0.25673026712753183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26288995481399163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385620000937832,0.0,0.0,0.20624144867088665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206724938416443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476947064415773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250806318334216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156715989858908,0.20348980940877406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23709509535031256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985949180785001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974620609590144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873163374641998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482771344685706,0.0,0.0,0.18501524852164075,0.1358930209873157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374586164160095,0.18498382294591495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555165806375244,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,that1NewishGuy_,2019/05/27,"What is a high functioning Sociopath. Like any of you'll here feel that way? I heard this term on Sherlock Holmes (C*mberbatch not junior). And was hoping to find out if that means you take part in normal social practices , what freaks you out. What triggers you.  Do you ever just snap.

I don't think I'm this way. I actually wish more people would wanna be social with me. But I'm really interested in what's this is and how you'll feel . How you'll see the world . Like is it just a never-ending effort to appear okay on the outside but on the inside you're totally grossed out by ""normal"" social practices",1.9861346153846144,4.4643125749999975,3.2516666666666687,88.19076923076923,81.58333333333334,5.6923076923076925,19.23076923076923,7.010146845296331,0.3986346153846152,479,12,93,6,13,155,77,120,0.028999999999999998,0.8759999999999999,0.096,0.6659,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,7,0,1,6,7,0,0,5,1,11,0,0,3,2,29,23,7,0,7,6,0,2,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,4,11,5,14,16,4,15,0,0,1,0,11,10,0,3,4,63,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.17547214595881885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227942158493604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926148788225586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265170571754145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818383290819696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434638290076767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998295252581807,0.0,0.17859548826613686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756956952446602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586973659901136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868334199866503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523583215673674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947206180578378,0.0,0.12466011725645852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519320362879484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328816745953393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5498919960080846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519745742901612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521730140495652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854553496324361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677677863431265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773443018483568,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jelloapcalysp,2019/05/27,Sad Bruh friends ain’t shit all they all turn they backs on you or back stab you man all I want is a gf too bad I walk weird and am hella awkward and ugly oh well back to anime,-1.5917073170731726,0.23829812195122105,0.5592195121951207,105.65834146341464,92.17073170731709,3.28,13.078048780487805,3.1291,-1.8222526829268293,137,2,37,0,5,45,34,41,0.408,0.474,0.11800000000000001,-0.9419,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,2,0,5,7,1,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,3,7,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,0,6,2,2,5,3,5,0,1,0,0,7,1,1,1,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7291668692925064,0.26392403628709404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24421228323043745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244644113124602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438178743325842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643954757272385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842051208149323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Just4now1212121,2019/05/27,Adult chat? 38f Open to chat about whatever,1.1762499999999996,2.5267241250000008,0.7199999999999989,97.025,120.25,6.6000000000000005,16.5,7.1686216300943375,0.97255,35,1,7,1,2,10,7,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xxxINSOMNIAxxx,2019/05/27,"(20F) heartbroken and lonely af. I think i'm cursed...or at least definitely forever alone  I've only ever had 2 boyfriends but with each one i liked them a lot and then things got weird.

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First ""boyfriend"" asked me out and then 3 days later confronted me and told me he couldnt do it because all his friends liked me in the sense that they wanted to date me, and he was afraid of losing his friends by dating me so he called it quits just like that.

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Second boyfriend was an absolute sweetheart for the first 2 months of our relationship and I love him so much. But then he started having family problems and some school issues and he took them out on me and treated me like shit for 4 months but never broke up with me. Eventually it got to the point where i had no choice but to break up with him. still miss him like crazy every single day and would do anything to be with him again even though he treated me like garbage. i'm stupid i know.

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Anyway, since i have horrible luck with guys i guess i'm just gonna be alone forever. there's no one out there for me, and i mean it. no one. and i genuinely dont think i can ever let go of my ex, i still love him too much and it feels like i've been drinking poison ever day ever since then.",3.5787760097919232,4.76482769767442,3.975556915544676,90.74539167686665,72.4108527131783,7.137005303957569,24.04406364749083,7.475848149327749,0.8147023255813952,998,27,218,11,19,312,142,258,0.168,0.644,0.188,0.9071,0,4,1,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,3,4,18,26,4,1,5,0,16,5,1,0,6,47,37,24,0,4,6,1,1,7,3,2,1,0,0,1,8,22,1,0,5,1,0,2,6,11,0,6,9,1,34,15,24,22,8,36,0,4,0,2,28,10,1,4,30,144,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504819373503187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903832392878893,0.3256553353221621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351507639479103,0.0,0.08351614661015498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445777439986707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122100244289552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284101407188907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469993078400128,0.08751426984696792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900491150163699,0.3232344143664346,0.07526857331705733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421706817741963,0.0,0.045170449912351134,0.06382092729145923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197657605823495,0.0,0.0,0.1380399673008998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050771127644221564,0.0,0.1428986882177717,0.0,0.09841255176756558,0.08845567505061623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324250876831526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049096168488336325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913510692928705,0.0,0.3055119099120721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999429911934784,0.0,0.07594940502496142,0.16125661395746682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731198225433252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261265685666807,0.0,0.13134297807236742,0.0,0.06890064361077887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160708259659689,0.06794327759038732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445043135941738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548151054509205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501874728729537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591233543050083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041176874373573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170107280315418,0.14779763660996115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323175838060212,0.0,0.1426860602486016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935019090317696,0.1144844955059566,0.08777116389950189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536340139463773,0.09925444941949854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05269208557017766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346100637721869,0.0,0.3256553353221621,0.0
lonely,pazjoc,2019/05/27,In a relationship but feel so lonely? I feel so alone and desperately want to genuinely connect to someone. I want to feel understood and seen and be able to grow with someone. I want a best friend but everyone has their own lives. I just look at people and imagine what it's like to be them especially people in public out with friends. Theres nothing wrong with me at all except maybe in my head. I just feel like I'm always on the outside of the glass window looking into the world of happy people enjoying their life and I'm left alone in the cold...,4.285,5.5667978181818185,5.219772727272726,82.12965909090909,70.81818181818181,8.045454545454545,27.38636363636364,8.472884824447931,1.8674545454545453,440,15,86,7,8,144,69,110,0.10300000000000001,0.617,0.28,0.9751,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,1,5,9,0,0,6,0,3,2,1,0,1,25,16,9,0,3,5,0,4,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,10,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,8,10,7,20,12,3,12,0,1,3,0,7,11,0,0,2,56,12,0,0.16219276118166626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359655716135046,0.0,0.0,0.134957370294345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021129636199273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498213392716395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32803813360258216,0.11587054099582846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506194499048309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265721024002292,0.0,0.0,0.16645656558512334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762229095934947,0.0,0.1145615438324132,0.1584783808810891,0.0,0.14321917963254596,0.0,0.272402140203745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294442879579438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562832871676782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33733211589059736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413432656270314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748508004276437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869964784434601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733232290594406,0.0,0.0
lonely,borderlinemo,2019/05/27,"How do I meet people in a small town that Ive lived in my whole life? Ive tried looking for groups or clubs, but there are none for me. Theres really no activitys to do. I might look for clubs in towns around me, but thats not really ideal because I have a busy schedule and having to drive 30 minutes for a club doesnt sound fun to me. How am I suppose to meet people? I really just want friends, not necessarily a relationship",2.582571428571427,3.8494068444444447,4.502063492063492,85.685,75.0,7.80952380952381,22.857142857142854,8.418075326091056,1.1367142857142856,336,9,75,6,7,115,58,90,0.126,0.802,0.07200000000000001,-0.6936,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,2,0,13,13,6,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,11,3,12,12,2,9,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,2,1,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238874373776526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533114605170735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430750916513467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764118656107156,0.0,0.0,0.2220782311160724,0.0,0.422391648966916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668007026804434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487154899589621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833501122181464,0.0,0.0,0.2700158129578176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707513171242548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834063061663186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28078966009648604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,YuriOurLordAndSavior,2019/05/27,"friends I have made a server for us [https://discord.gg/BWVhvKD](https://discord.gg/BWVhvKD)

hi im lonely af and I wanna be friends",8.234210526315787,11.073244000000004,4.523578947368421,69.39905263157897,109.0,3.6252631578947376,19.589473684210525,5.6839178017228535,0.2450968421052635,112,3,15,1,5,30,16,19,0.121,0.58,0.3,0.5719,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6363273345183085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448258623318203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896649255007677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953571654675625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Michav3lli,2019/05/27,A poorly written dump of my thoughts I hope someone reads Honestly this is gonna be long so anybody that does read I appreciate you. So I just turned 19 and I am just so lost in my life right now I just finished my first year at university with a 4.0 Gpa so yay me I guess. For starters I don’t really have a passion outside of listening to music and looking at high end clothes but I’ve still picked a major that will make me good money. I feel so alone all the time I do have some friends but for every day I do something with one of them it’s a week of doing nothing. I also want a real relationship just somebody to hold and spend time with. I was bullied very bad in middle school (emotionally not physically) that left me with zero self confidence and basically pushed me to a toxic group of people in highschool that basically used me but never invited me to hang out with them. I’m just so angry and irritable all the time because I just hate my life so much and I really don’t know how to change it. I honestly hope someone reads this thanks,2.2757943925233657,4.348962981308412,4.022252336448599,85.28291121495327,78.06542056074767,7.0837383177570095,25.18598130841121,8.07648339933343,1.5362362616822427,834,31,171,15,20,280,128,214,0.147,0.7020000000000001,0.15,-0.3324,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,2,18,13,2,0,9,1,12,3,0,4,3,39,30,18,0,3,10,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,8,12,0,1,3,3,3,2,4,4,0,3,4,3,28,9,23,23,5,26,0,1,1,1,8,10,0,4,14,115,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389435250749283,0.0,0.10728324492017437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120133409447505,0.08177929208741343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191759303280482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865185055775633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739944105780155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090567103403704,0.11882100109288248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303088879654155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783250799009989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411168507045832,0.0,0.0,0.10364737569650694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252236647889732,0.0,0.0,0.1477862234503488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244972026089671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174151522676035,0.0,0.2664912275859613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372776334374619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575917490764906,0.0,0.18951447508928707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872244421752735,0.1126559290468137,0.0,0.1464454019610934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954912017690632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986189381202208,0.0,0.1034681626443848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287247886119902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090651008344283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300578643167898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025721862135292,0.15269710538762465,0.17188551929627738,0.0,0.0,0.14403164617715342,0.0,0.114567145639749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577143990393567,0.0,0.0,0.13995232289788892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273372173087713,0.10327863028412383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713589681605812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351136999799217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065036279737068,0.2346795715559086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592149060126508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586634953264575,0.0,0.11069145012029094,0.07912775547707765,0.0,0.10761058738029558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639105104597714
lonely,ya_boi_richie,2019/04/22,I feel kinda lonely (M15)First off sorry for the formatting I'm on mobile. I'm usually surrounded by friends and family who are all great and wonderful people. I always sorta lonely and by that I mean I never need anyone else as I am usually in my room by myself or I wouldn't really speak if I'm in a car with people. I wouldn't feel lonely but each time I think about it I just feel empty like I'm missing something which I think is human interaction more specifically a romantic kind. I've never had a girlfriend or even kissed a girl for that matter but I've never really been upset by it. Most of my friends aren't even virgins anymore and they all encourage me to get into a relationship with someone. I feel like having someone I can look after more or less would help me but I never want to get in a relationship with anyone and each time I think about a girl asking me out (as I would never do it) the only thing I could ever think about telling them is no. I'm not sure why like for example currently there's a girl I like who also likes me and I could easily ask her out but I never would and I'm not sure why. The only issue I can think that would be between us as that she lives in a different county (I live in Ireland she's in the county next to me). Its not that I'm scared but I just feel I wouldn't keep it up and just after a week or two I would just stop texting or going out to them because I would be bored and fed up. Sorry if this is long and doesn't make sense or doesn't fit in this subreddit but I just needed somewhere to vent and this is the only place I could think of. Sorry,3.2050098039215666,4.021773932352944,5.032058823529411,84.2175980392157,72.91176470588233,7.901960784313728,23.284313725490193,8.212053250817874,1.1800196078431373,1267,31,268,19,24,435,151,340,0.09,0.74,0.17,0.9874,2,6,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,3,0,13,20,0,2,15,0,29,3,0,1,11,88,62,29,0,17,22,0,5,5,3,9,0,1,1,4,17,20,1,2,13,0,0,2,16,7,0,1,3,7,42,13,41,45,8,39,0,4,1,2,25,19,0,12,23,198,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406141992978945,0.06665531739007231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944447099638878,0.11202514581442516,0.08207893560176797,0.0,0.0,0.14977818440668395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883239294142134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918764068892088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369460958667559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691899505645005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581963936920499,0.0724612330768078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551760994522509,0.0,0.20252215443697105,0.057228350473867776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813884667297063,0.0,0.0,0.1237807089831226,0.0,0.08370504688411673,0.0,0.0455265695765881,0.0,0.0,0.08831808620447408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053693933751712886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836107401963421,0.0,0.07120264999731521,0.0,0.08341895830738881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568080561392634,0.0,0.14147163439732705,0.07089204245983635,0.06726957954728471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347194518831352,0.0,0.0,0.08725984503993585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879643020787392,0.3707000522658082,0.0,0.08519454499967004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827746101774199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107200840044124,0.0,0.08369460958667559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263700021081408,0.0,0.0,0.1720095579845458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020093276301407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574855006038652,0.06167016768860401,0.0,0.26901918428292765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697291451600876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099951838283002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001691876507757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053219432400075865,0.30797541389761074,0.0,0.0,0.09342189822571907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825275360130443,0.0,0.09635867864746064,0.0,0.17645275828120327,0.0,0.0472490963103368,0.0,0.06425688402872007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456794669413714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687246295210088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34143365211171234,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PollyOdd,2019/04/22,"Today is a bad day. I just feel.. empty and alone. I struggle with suicide alot and tbh today is one of the really bad days. I came to reddit because people said people on reddit could help me... all I feel after being here for a month is hatred for the entity. Somehow, I bet I'll fuck this post up and itll get deleted.",0.05093283582089825,2.2550931044776132,2.8225186567164187,89.74333022388063,88.10447761194028,4.544029850746268,15.83768656716418,5.985473137389443,-0.3694761194029854,246,5,50,2,8,86,50,67,0.32899999999999996,0.636,0.035,-0.9705,0,1,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,5,0,6,1,0,0,1,13,12,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,2,3,6,0,8,7,2,10,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,3,6,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296917723500714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35950610086114865,0.13123505727783055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24622741061001194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188666328227598,0.0,0.0,0.2776805899206688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21770800025669965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902648139243326,0.11247694369041107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430024921840293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183754199817347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458819311492237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29850147630244944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061824505708856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791636852251746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478427286063508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22506145832928026,0.0,0.2354856267204707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081278984252133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,liamtm123,2019/04/22,"Stuck in West Africa, haven't been home for 2 months I work in the western Regions of Côte D'ivoire on a gold mine. At the beginning of the year I suffered a terrible blow when the person I thought I would marry started sleeping around while I was away. Since then everythings been going downhill, it all seems to snowball. I am surrounded by people, yet I  constantly feel alone, and isolated. If there's anyone out there who wants to chat I would appreciate it. It would be nice to feel asif someone is slightly interested in my life, or me for that matter",7.1320125786163535,7.1532541509434,6.773584905660377,77.96559748427673,64.09433962264151,10.085534591194973,35.59119496855346,9.725611199111238,3.3035836477987424,444,19,83,8,6,139,82,106,0.11900000000000001,0.795,0.085,-0.5563,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,6,0,10,2,1,0,1,15,19,6,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,2,11,2,16,10,1,20,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,3,9,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23077692278880416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580268134639086,0.0,0.0,0.19835927689076396,0.0,0.0,0.20934908499271046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407919764395755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025850620288446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253315143769437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663516857698354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350914748005446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738612994544293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785480331271628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447707392396215,0.194560022906528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284924639355495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432108459888,0.0,0.22298343186000846,0.0,0.18879679142153424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577149209302226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689618509650684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142649077268884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221744261691096,0.0,0.0,0.4748601585309935,0.0,0.0,0.14349039227362062
lonely,armia506,2019/04/22,"I HAVE AN IDEA For people who've defeated loneliness, Share how have you done it, so anyone who wants to get out of the loneliness see a method here, and i want to gather as many as possible of these methods and i'll be the 1st comment. 

The reason i posted this because i see many people posting in this thread need a solution, a number of them doesn't get an answer, and most people are looking for a solution, and i want these good people to be helped well.
So, the more attention this post has, the more people WE help.❤️",5.6663862928348925,5.235222009345796,6.4734112149532725,80.41454049844239,67.22429906542055,9.750155763239873,29.048286604361373,9.2995712137729,2.2600978193146424,413,12,84,7,6,137,67,107,0.08199999999999999,0.7709999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.4588,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,1,1,5,4,0,0,11,0,8,0,0,2,0,16,17,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,8,3,12,14,3,5,0,1,3,0,8,2,0,1,0,58,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890928714508764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494834514474132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939403196573085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275376247573548,0.0,0.0,0.1306420270491159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088019794627792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583129350915885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079709741562612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158273784336819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549223556247948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399133011040265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559321308557524,0.4475179777187499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014468314067612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24823717225635905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756094817818529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400447260024926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,itcantwaysrain,2019/04/22,"18 year Old British guy who feels unloveable and completely lonely Hey all, not sure if this post is appropriate for this sub but from the quick look I had, it seems like it’s okay. Delete if not whoever is in charge :). Anyways, I’ve had severe depression for about 6 years and been self harming since then (clean for around 2/3 months now), And was diagnosed with mild autism a few years back making it difficult for me to connect emotionally with things and to deal with my feelings. Regardless, I struggle to make friends but I’ve managed to make a few close ones but I still feel lonely and companionless. Maybe it’s a lack of romantic involvement with anyone. At least that’s what seems the most likely. I’m not really sure what this post is, a rant or otherwise but if you have indeed read this then Thankyou.",4.283151364764265,6.375121870967742,4.209677419354843,86.1175930521092,72.2258064516129,8.124069478908186,26.1166253101737,8.841846274778883,1.90305459057072,650,22,127,13,13,199,105,155,0.2,0.7240000000000001,0.076,-0.9675,0,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,7,13,0,1,6,1,8,1,0,3,3,36,18,15,0,5,11,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,13,11,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,4,4,6,6,18,14,6,17,0,3,1,0,8,4,0,7,13,81,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095639727799073,0.0,0.0,0.13949073421646346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048788702003307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429050482467636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615444635330658,0.13496017052260867,0.1590409441961625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625947401734046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23768733337228906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210612682635593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515153206888768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310538578793867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158335709098365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137830549297985,0.0,0.1574200183903592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507152419030956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442382114450504,0.0,0.1061797978980236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001387596019957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567362386268505,0.0,0.10038208310781724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852963648408096,0.16346584361248426,0.17701943247929136,0.0,0.12961875958255126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513589908039446,0.0,0.0,0.16381041827306933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295364170278012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410042139116224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027170770885331
lonely,alskadeangel,2019/04/22,"I feel like I can't relate to anyone I have felt lonely all my life, or atleast for as long as I can remember. Sometimes it has been devastating, sometimes it was acceptable. School was hard, while I was bullied everyday and I didn't have any friends, that wasn't really the worst part because I could just tell myself I'm a loner, and focus on bettering myself instead of wasting time on those that didn't like me. 

The difficult part was really struggeling with mental health. I was hearing voices, and would therefor have moments where I freaked out, banged my head against the wall, screamed outloud and such to make it stop. Usually if you just hurt yourself really bad they stop for a while. I also struggled with anorexia, and only weighed about 70 pounds despite being above average height for a teenage girl but it was only seen as a good thing because I was very fat before I had my eating disorder. 

I was always told that my problems weren't real or weren't serious enough to really treat. Though they eventually agreed I needed therapy, I never found it helpful. I just felt like our conversations went like ""wow that sounds rough, here, take some crazy pills"" when I really just wanted to have someone to connect to.

That's the issue, I'm nowmore actually surrounded by people who like me. I have multiple friends. Outwardly I'm very composed, not getting into trouble, not doing drugs or drinking, always getting good grades and being friendly, confident and outgoing to people. But I still feel so alone, because I still feel like I can't relate to anyone around me. Like I'm of a different species.

 I really can't describe it very well, but it's like I'm a horrible monster and no one else can see it and I'm terrified that if I get too close to anyone they will eventually find out. On rare occasions where I open up about this, I have never gotten the response ""I feel the same way"", it's always something along the lines of ""get the fuck over yourself"" (parents) or ""I'm so sorry, I can't imagine what that must be like"" (friends). I hate the latter response more, even though I don't show it, because it just makes me feel even more like I'm subhuman and too strange to be around. I just want someone to hug me and tell me it's ok, because I have always had to do that to myself. I sometimes wish that other people would be there for me like I am for them.

TLDR It sucks having issues that people around you can't relate to. You always have to be there for yourself because no one else is there to pick you up. Hugs to you if you're struggeling with acute stress syndrome and hearing voices because of that, or any other mental health issue. I love you.",5.974534883720933,6.510458226744188,6.157664728682171,79.63556686046513,66.5387596899225,8.853100775193797,32.01647286821705,8.751876143730069,2.560537984496124,2119,82,392,31,32,676,235,516,0.14800000000000002,0.6829999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.9593,2,3,3,0,0,0,62.0,1,6,4,1,32,41,3,2,15,1,49,14,2,4,4,76,87,34,0,12,19,1,9,11,4,4,6,6,0,1,31,24,4,2,12,2,0,1,17,15,1,2,23,17,59,26,50,53,9,36,0,2,2,4,26,20,2,9,25,273,90,2,0.0,0.0,0.062356276146788174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618016703176434,0.0,0.05110006432252226,0.26584573131565514,0.0,0.0,0.08690711950612685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403914937721573,0.0,0.0,0.17065116284106566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053353055563488135,0.27266596590349107,0.0,0.054373403383092364,0.0,0.0,0.056513535961446426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101820900816266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676092940204623,0.07323387179471624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259676335374889,0.07410263622604013,0.06538470247571093,0.10675894963086828,0.0,0.0,0.06602482206764543,0.0,0.08440946804299562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154645229230435,0.09129901876953612,0.12270625853716292,0.0,0.05840259364179168,0.0,0.0,0.07006203363455857,0.1974730562593624,0.05907366186498879,0.13353850990458885,0.0,0.0,0.10719101885988576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057241016928926615,0.06308710395428355,0.06557888215183112,0.13584344971251527,0.14403779505000885,0.0,0.04283020063321902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840527753917057,0.0,0.0,0.20008208716429032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04513380385873527,0.3433964448794642,0.0,0.0,0.05654866741359979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767140673614452,0.0,0.08530625270460457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879046952372908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04738035179021621,0.0985658062523239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659932902022811,0.09719624642336884,0.0,0.0,0.07095235685837288,0.13839293484149207,0.0,0.1771982818961826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061142781583722564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273113255454185,0.2456122882567162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238519153089996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466927167811568,0.050919286875142224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828295169506842,0.04919262699956137,0.18959344656612906,0.07152977895232683,0.0,0.0,0.10205976194372517,0.1068449698238239,0.07319617041065628,0.06680118341624179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04804414936468538,0.0,0.1117012097603076,0.0,0.0730741570195508,0.0,0.042451703721718304,0.0,0.12556102645905998,0.0,0.03726006240338157,0.0,0.0,0.061058301069243835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037579956811922,0.15817027790244825,0.07537865577395718,0.05072010863033377,0.0,0.0,0.05745293916986227,0.05923507937684148,0.0,0.0,0.07348077860910478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078413395511267,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,08baljes,2019/04/22,"I’m a twenty something female from the UK.. I have 0 female friends, I’m friends with my boyfriends friends but I’m just too bitchy to be friends with females, any other British gals who are lonely and want to chat?",2.675465116279071,4.8295541627907,2.323430232558138,97.5516569767442,77.13953488372094,4.3,29.3546511627907,3.1291,0.597748837209302,171,8,36,0,4,50,32,43,0.156,0.607,0.23800000000000002,0.2617,0,2,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,5,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547262699368235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9337625699864992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326101326510456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821612900236075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Colorblindelephant,2019/04/22,"Feeling kinda lonely lately.. want to talk? 
Hello there! I mainly speak and write in Dutch, so if my English isn't the best, you know why. A little background about myself :) I'm a 16/M who's struggling in life right now. I can't go full time to school because of psychological problems, so i go to a psychiatric institution. My friends left me for my struggles and the one's I consider friends probably see me as a dude they know. Pretty painful to say the least. I also go to a psychologist every week, but because it's Easter, he isn't available. Alright, so my hobbies: I like to draw, sometimes hyper realistic, and sometimes I droodle things.. I game a little bit, not to much as it once was a problem of mine. I mainly play warframe and rocket league. I recently got a gym membership, so I have that going for. I also like to philosophize about mysteries and life in general. I like browsing the internet for fun and education, but mainly for fun. And last but not least, I really like to listen to music and to people. I listen to just about anything if it sounds good (I know that's kind of a cop out of an answer, but it's true). I can talk about almost anything, as I have deep interest in many things. My favorite talk subject is about things that are happening in our life's. I also like to offer advice, and help people in need. So yeah, that's pretty much me. One last thing, I come along better with girls than with guys, as most guys I met here in my school or in my psychiatric institution, only talk about their love life and their fortnite games.. i don't really talk about the love life subject to much because I'm a bit hart broken and if they talk about hugging and kissing etc.. kinda makes me sad I don't have that special someone. And about fortnite or just games in general, I prefer to talk about reality. Feels more 'real' haha.. but if you're a guy and you also don't like these things, we're gonna get along just fine 😉. So yeah, if you're feeling some loneliness and you want some company, don't be afraid to bring a conversation to the table 🙃 (also, I wont be always available because of personal reasons and a very busy schedule atm).",3.5280428807036834,5.1484010841121535,4.868944474986262,82.5756981858164,73.2056074766355,7.465200659703133,26.84057174271577,8.124751697461798,1.7477669598680592,1696,61,328,26,34,564,202,428,0.068,0.713,0.21899999999999997,0.9971,0,2,0,0,0,0,65.0,1,3,4,2,27,33,0,3,20,4,17,10,0,2,1,65,45,43,0,11,17,0,3,6,2,2,6,5,0,5,16,22,0,0,9,5,1,6,10,8,0,2,3,9,46,25,55,38,17,30,0,2,1,4,39,16,0,13,14,218,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179297278211222,0.0,0.0,0.07356850513480816,0.0,0.0,0.2937653212145961,0.061132022191253375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091731306621142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791438730372977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710109291333272,0.06497728433335752,0.16041805232403086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328696430959711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193726010392563,0.0,0.0,0.061900729007952085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144427173132322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352380192150065,0.0,0.03838447541772464,0.0,0.1670163084130567,0.06162223962762304,0.05875980229955782,0.0,0.0,0.21823732784700525,0.06496831830367136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492446646144736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650656856939766,0.12112978180642148,0.11977394188213288,0.08287613544039503,0.0,0.07982419038234742,0.0,0.25946633461191504,0.2153592028888828,0.1472703062619668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326171271942922,0.0,0.04904107080807825,0.07448594772449238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202431641372447,0.05447626905150015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824199599122188,0.09956887547549807,0.05587641998100059,0.07817610478647671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186818918927196,0.06415022216133821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494885968420432,0.07921191576243962,0.1405996576327564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362370889529147,0.09413213559261632,0.07553828015753594,0.0725416895410652,0.0,0.0,0.06274205140708114,0.0,0.05842542949833866,0.0,0.14870892723211293,0.05854521266542309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062249972692786364,0.0,0.14532526972738952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361132213008374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133607126756171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440474106100282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042840314764852366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061954860610656,0.08666773836682329,0.0,0.05893233149572509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629426782060621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Klassicsnipz,2019/04/22,"I fear being alone when I’m older I just recently turned 18/m and about to finish high school. I been having some thoughts and realizations about my future and realized that I’m am on the way of being a lonely guy.

I’m starting to become more and more introverted and a lot of my friends are leaving and branching out without me.

This is causing me major anxiety and I need some kind of way to stop this path I’m headed towards 

It’s not manly to throw you emotions out to people so I decided to express my thoughts here 
Thanks 🙏🏼",2.947023445463813,4.628290532110093,4.614067278287461,83.55323139653416,74.87155963302753,7.046279306829766,27.70744138634047,7.793537801064563,1.747959429153925,424,17,83,6,9,143,73,109,0.11,0.833,0.057,-0.5574,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,0,7,1,1,1,0,22,17,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,11,3,16,12,6,15,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,3,7,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562161840771276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151878165375385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926549196303108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039493736478626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22332432035380764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22340623814440752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533870766769085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658013076634706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375342774454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097623458219502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067428803618813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021911510022093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878672807470893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721063806253282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763865798748728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960286302532736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092727020951584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052357097418625,0.0,0.0,0.16598353101279711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278367255361702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152280516625267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594826417220472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31517450892436016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137994178671489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,icecreamkid101,2019/04/22,"Rejected by two girls in an afternoon Collat, hits to my self esteem.



Onto the next one",1.937058823529412,4.583617117647059,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,83.70588235294119,8.105882352941178,20.264705882352946,8.841846274778883,2.040317647058824,69,2,12,2,2,24,17,17,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.5106,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5579848929159297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35552512539516296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5473377770408839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5125193677455475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,post_millennial_mess,2019/04/22,"i feel so isolated im terrible at making friends. im awkward and shy as hell. im currently in one of the worst depressions of my life. the only good thing is i kinda have acquaintances i talk to occasionally, but i know those won’t last forever.

i can’t even remember how to friendship properly. whenever someone actually wants to be my friend i get lowkey attached. im just that desperate for some kind of emotional connection i guess.

like shit, im only 19, i need to get my life sorted",1.867647610121839,4.423958463917528,4.515070290534208,78.39794751640116,82.91752577319588,9.300468603561388,28.40581068416121,9.573946990214177,3.4380597938144337,389,19,74,14,11,137,69,97,0.20800000000000002,0.632,0.159,-0.4969,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,11,2,1,2,0,5,3,1,2,0,14,13,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,11,5,11,11,2,4,1,1,0,0,3,2,2,4,3,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.1369688304820676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088984791190815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788347721018686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927049114691086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709690507717843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21687996172104296,0.0,0.1466621698423186,0.0,0.0,0.11772534697917515,0.0,0.0,0.15461978785966185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7580517978854746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616090530700204,0.07713689991819385,0.11441022715455593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827753393052533,0.06857166351644949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368982873714501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104073427304384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510998370485098,0.2134966521816808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899786903356491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440751222142387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892459084556538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281417140806388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324739336658557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278658510945303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,soliuse7en,2019/04/22,Destroyed I lost my job 2 years back and as i came within a month of losing my apartment and being homeless I turned to family for a helping hand.. People I had always loved and helped when I could.. Not a single person in my family would help.. They all were just fine with letting me be homeless... I've now not heard from any of them in almost 2 years.. No friends..a friend and her husband who were literally the last people I asked were the only ones who cared and helped me.. But finding out that nobody gave a shit about me during the hardest and scariest moment of my life has completely destroyed me inside.. I don't work I don't talk to people or have friends.. I sit in this person's house where I've been over a year being completely worthless because this fucked me up so bad and I can see in their faces they hate me too but are too nice to get rid of me.. Just so tired of being completely alone in the world.. I don't even know how to begin by to ever recover from this,2.8711007462686564,4.339538980099505,3.927285447761197,89.28107742537316,74.62189054726369,6.418034825870647,22.512748756218905,6.9077264865688965,0.5706241293532339,769,20,161,7,16,249,123,201,0.147,0.787,0.066,-0.9366,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,4,3,14,15,5,0,9,0,19,7,3,1,2,25,33,15,0,2,7,1,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,2,6,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,9,0,1,9,3,27,6,26,17,2,25,0,3,1,2,21,12,2,2,11,116,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645348683742794,0.13079038304443755,0.0,0.0,0.10507699387586818,0.0,0.0,0.08587629768325786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180569081498654,0.0,0.0,0.09710329746612607,0.10544044971041744,0.0769805209091084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443331472574172,0.12875322603977826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972137819513285,0.0,0.0,0.10082614471516964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340827133770902,0.11422957450928925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23809543629647426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541973880985125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951307908963223,0.1167459559213731,0.06597729215922686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467763170474767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338577468019998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571282477702138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531570185588048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940145216222256,0.10293693310408902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913221256773194,0.08919692650674664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127759733249728,0.13785205325155686,0.0,0.11397471049161252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079733090492432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557215795867233,0.09604338331521924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26264474921422803,0.22052967526884668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063064711748143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962697117361652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150093312669972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451429325146287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735888476892094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193502192492248,0.0,0.0,0.08970732612874589,0.0,0.0,0.2439649919308212
lonely,appydave,2019/04/22,"how to deal with loneliness in depression This is part of my 365 days of gratitude to work through my depression and the spiral into suicide attempts over the last two years. 

[how to deal with loneliness in depression](https://youtu.be/drs1hHqYW4s)

Do you find that some of the depression that you go through is because of intense loneliness?

today

I am grateful for a good circle of friends

I was watching a current affair last night, and they were talking about the epidemic going on in the western world around loneliness.

People feeling disconnected, depression and today I felt a fair bit of depression, and I thought about whether some of that was coming from loneliness and it is.

It's not loneliness through lack of friends because I was fortunate enough today to have two people give me a call to see how I was going and a third person who I called at about five o'clock because I know I was in a bit of depression and I just needed to reach out.

There is the issue of intimate relationship at the moment which is not in my life, and I do feel a sense of loss at not having that at the moment.

I'm quite grateful that I have a good connection with people daily.

For those of you who don't have a good connection on a daily basis with friends.

The tip to change that is to get social, I'm a dancer, but I do other stuff as well, and that connection with other people regularly means that I'm connected to friends when I need to.

today,

I'm grateful for the good friends in my life

What are you grateful for?",7.972295271049597,7.342621823529411,7.725384083044987,73.99144405997696,62.598615916955005,11.166874279123414,36.91372549019608,10.504223727775694,3.808497393310265,1213,51,221,25,15,387,129,289,0.099,0.736,0.165,0.958,1,0,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,4,1,4,11,17,0,0,21,0,22,2,0,3,0,39,41,16,1,3,6,0,3,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,19,18,0,0,7,0,0,4,4,7,1,4,8,5,24,10,55,33,7,35,0,7,2,0,22,17,0,2,14,171,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786660224826535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160445991716502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294936721161615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046668261593524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934813503900061,0.0761209822671039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056989880974421175,0.18220651674999186,0.4566660230830401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130749625229144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893627676702444,0.0,0.08484688705435435,0.0,0.08076651224608387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34136347853116755,0.0,0.046168496221608436,0.08477038710703648,0.1506642669985775,0.2964746665367986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922329605330688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048564598168001835,0.144063002634626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483349436249658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625837332369658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104711707015426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292713656576804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569364962798896,0.0,0.2450522538867505,0.07715930092152477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939899674967647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487388065004417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041764672622622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007978118270472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115991900378983,0.09665996346248526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102664104856588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015411374765597,0.0,0.0,0.3350491348385355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726448807309764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945320962108282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433276622100174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690592646623525
lonely,ame_zing,2019/04/22,"I wish someone would love me I have a fair amount of friends but they never reach out to me or want to spend time with me or even text or chat. 

I wish I had someone to come home to and laugh and watch shows with or talk about our days. Someone who would be invested in wanting to actually know me. Someone to fall asleep with.

I used to hide from my loneliness by becoming someone else in a roleplay but all of my friends I would roleplay woth have since moved on and have different hobbies and now I have nothing at all to fill the void or escape to.

I just wish I had someone...",3.150354808590105,4.393875277310927,3.7464985994397786,91.75225957049489,73.53781512605042,6.969561157796452,28.348272642390288,7.3871296695380915,1.3352513538748831,454,18,101,5,9,143,70,119,0.053,0.733,0.214,0.9635,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,10,2,1,1,3,30,19,11,0,8,8,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,9,0,0,1,2,2,4,1,0,0,0,2,1,17,4,22,13,3,13,0,0,1,1,8,5,0,5,4,70,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.12725386522595405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401913045385858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233006236801488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409871619548184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624268217185725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893441548698612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612951040286829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149703638356609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080417130753375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166571132709558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176931958367197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859704173537513,0.0,0.0,0.1005743174527812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512455448156212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078701565340356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6629368361655674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481245487322004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760386484309772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262574614418012,0.0,0.0,0.1538293479904477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498687385922173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779022255863314,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,King-AbrUpT,2019/04/22,Alone forever? I feel like I’ll never find that person who makes me smile in the morning and at night. I got a lot of love to give but no one ever seems interested. Just makes me feel lonely and sad. Maybe one day? Idk...,-0.292536231884057,1.9420468478260915,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,91.3913043478261,4.8057971014492775,14.18840579710145,6.42735559955562,-0.6783507246376805,169,3,39,2,6,56,39,46,0.21600000000000005,0.61,0.17300000000000001,-0.5283,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,13,8,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,4,3,4,7,1,6,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,2,5,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26133620677115804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273099484813355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282455560451898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25516972200535804,0.18026351637725116,0.0,0.0,0.23062365920922476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24205647023163565,0.0,0.0,0.20181013593075156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327494961996835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452065016284694,0.2277363045691125,0.0,0.33686243924079234,0.0,0.2534978731985897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946112791688772,0.0,0.0,0.2367931850798453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34196861643173965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032349578659144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22971037120290205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,corbenov,2019/04/22,"Talks Hey,  
I've been working from home as a software developer most of my life. Working from home has many perks, but the main disadvantages turned out to be the feeling of loneliness, disconnection and depression. It's a strange feeling knowing that you desperately need to talk to someone, but you can't.  


When I was feeling depressed, I couldn't find a place to privately talk to a person to discuss my issues and maybe help someone with their issues. I found regular chats unhelpful because I couldn't feel any connection with people I was communicating with. I found some video chats, but they were (and still are) crowded with people having really weird intentions - you cannot discuss anything without chances of seeing someone naked.  


I thought that I was not the only person having such problems and decided to create a place where people could just talk about anything they want.  


Fast forward couple of years later - I am fine, I work at the office and social connections help me be positive and stay afloat. I've managed to create the website where people can just talk - it took me 2 attempts and more than 2.5 years to complete. It is designed to be safe and meaningful: video is turned off, and people can choose which topics to discuss and whether they want the discussion to be regular (nickname + userpic is shown) or private (no nicknames shown).  


Currently, I'm in the process of collecting list of early users - I wouldn't want to open website today and see visitors go away because they don't see anyone online.  


I thought that probably some of you would be interested in joining because I see a lot of people here willing to talk.   


I'll leave the link in the first comment to this post, you are more than welcome to join.",7.585402184707051,8.206598433962268,7.078877855014894,74.1206901688183,63.088050314465406,9.713604766633567,37.49155908639524,9.549672527348893,3.6900037735849054,1394,66,232,24,19,435,172,318,0.094,0.768,0.138,0.902,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,5,5,5,9,8,0,0,15,0,30,1,0,1,0,56,52,18,0,10,9,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,8,17,0,1,14,4,0,3,9,4,0,1,10,8,27,4,42,31,7,27,0,2,4,0,31,13,0,5,11,156,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923824293623237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090980607723144,0.0,0.14336931864528138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184334222722425,0.0,0.0,0.15930556819500094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133388042895647,0.0,0.0,0.0695507819513902,0.09638629978308487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005658531925198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761830890865662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961757448455331,0.07409629163173867,0.0,0.1910247074180324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049507001381014805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677689213663715,0.0,0.1747582097028242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184181539988506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787374623993087,0.0,0.0,0.09223762202880699,0.0,0.0,0.06152884258076309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405837675708904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831654709413657,0.08751437675678539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459145823041827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625159009799557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623494230564977,0.1521233545303531,0.18202421974362015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342794250598283,0.0,0.09392003596068838,0.08335314689605391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055805325971594905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776637037969469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879835823558177,0.22142576470662675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284838406506588,0.06956669380360961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200975424202016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138312283677265,0.0,0.0,0.08257072983328456,0.0,0.09678315988796507,0.0,0.1895027895916764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414039085587847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397157758942321,0.0,0.1902528163204044,0.0,0.0,0.06188092083306584,0.0,0.0,0.11219283123761926
lonely,jubasa_,2019/04/22,"I somehow became more social through the internet when i lost my irl friends. Has this happened to anyone? I join communities and groups and such in different apps and I'm actually able to talk to them than just shut down when interacting with somebody. Maybe the loneliness has also pushed me to talk more. Idk, just an observation.",4.686499999999999,7.601799983333336,5.026666666666667,76.83500000000002,74.16666666666666,8.666666666666666,30.0,9.2995712137729,3.1415000000000006,269,12,46,7,6,85,46,60,0.10800000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.084,-0.1263,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,8,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,9,4,2,6,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,33,7,0,0.2964948654182612,0.0,0.2893362187496989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23710683675433905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731610374944465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30977402864681164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290711975348348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621894303000383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236591700973329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978689439311768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30223917681507395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766226835946168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,III-Mu-III,2019/04/22,I have no freinds.  Have considered suicide twice now. Am even shy to talk. Shy to post this. Insecure about myself. And even worse i never told anybody these things.,1.4800000000000004,3.761094333333333,1.3066666666666684,94.60000000000002,105.66666666666666,4.666666666666667,21.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.7966666666666664,130,5,24,2,6,38,25,30,0.4370000000000001,0.563,0.0,-0.9437,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.482593853788269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817649097541258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498850191938029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996115711925245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29363830286321835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427089255971429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490883369121756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723023381457749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,smallcrustybagel,2019/04/22,"I feel like I should be living life to it's fullest I'm 20 and I feel like I should be having the time of my life with friends, travelling around, and having fun. Instead I watch movies and tv shows that have good friendships and pretend I'm friends with these fictional characters. Irl, I'm surrounded by acquaintances but I have nobody close to me. I'm really just coasting, waiting for nothing in particular, working only to afford games and consoles that will keep me going a bit longer. I dont know what will happen when I run out of money or things to buy. I'd love to go to school, but depression and anxiety scares me out of it. I failed my first year of uni because it got so bad, and pushed away any friends I had from highschool, all thanks to mental illness and not being able to cope with it.",4.623852272727274,5.610976362500002,4.9064772727272725,85.79261363636367,69.75,8.068181818181818,28.92045454545455,8.296473431620573,1.8734375,638,23,129,9,11,201,105,160,0.14400000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.153,-0.3263,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,6,13,0,1,2,0,13,4,0,0,1,28,28,13,0,2,5,0,2,2,3,4,3,0,0,0,9,15,0,2,3,5,2,5,2,4,0,1,2,3,15,9,23,19,2,16,0,2,1,1,5,7,0,1,6,80,24,4,0.17190871678688568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690382241616692,0.0,0.13150969780711794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303520470477974,0.0,0.0,0.16151389831019053,0.0,0.14353659788515227,0.10479395815426387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767979476398827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806472586823435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147573576491468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738444249728924,0.24562324324307386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462254666793163,0.0,0.0,0.39844874445461415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539937077584024,0.14418887548701528,0.13749110497461792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520183105173873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528003662085982,0.0,0.0,0.09447653494473257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24284842122264666,0.1679718311547612,0.0,0.15179854643651314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515432866458007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732435531594778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495105016074765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074432561988727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012912594795073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211061522179008,0.17398079915669762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827044975285962,0.0,0.0,0.11420851275130844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024135521171276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251515932437881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107035773620787
lonely,orangephantom1,2019/04/22,"Looking for new friends I just wanna talk to somebody, don't care who. Dm me if you're interested.",-0.5609999999999999,1.2131589000000034,1.6999999999999993,91.78000000000004,110.0,4.0,25.0,5.985473137389443,0.9065000000000007,78,4,16,1,4,26,20,20,0.11699999999999999,0.624,0.259,0.4891,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5149316487919086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902000088730569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241143996002846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4877799767671546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059396758936444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,00anon0000,2019/04/22,"A letter to the last friend I had. Hey,   I’m not sure how removed I am from your thoughts. Or if this message will reach you at all... But, I just feel empty inside. I think the strength that people gain from being resolute in their solitude is a dangerous one. Constantly killing the natural urge to interact with others. That might be what they call depression. It’s actually a bit sick, the way one can enable themselves to be a recluse within their own mind. I feel more vulnerable to myself than anyone else. I think someday I will move on from thinking about you, but I still can’t help it. I don’t know if you’re the same person I knew or not, or even if you don’t want to be the same person I knew. I’d like to think that we could still be on the same wavelength as individuals. I’m not really hung up on “what we had” or “our old friendship”. I just miss you as an individual. As a person who strives to look at things as what they actually are, it can get lonely. The social buffers and handicaps that enables everyone else to connect with each other, are absent for me. Part of me thinks it’s wrong to think that they’re “buffers” and “handicaps” and that I should be less judgmental. The other wants to “see things as they truly are, and have a clear view of the world” in hopes of justifying who I am. Whoever that is. I still don’t know. I’d like to think that I know, and I can certainly tell you what I’m not. But a lot of the time, I look in the mirror and at that instant, none of it means anything anymore. I think the reason you have lasted in my thoughts this long is because you gave me a reason to live. I hope this doesn’t come across as a pathetic plea of desperation for you to care about me again. I simply mean that back then I existed for someone else’s existence. I knew that if I were to vanish, someone would feel my absence. My importance relative to the other things in your life is something that I often question. Sometimes I’ll think,  “do they hope to accidentally run into me, like I do?” or “do they still think about me?”. Sometimes I even wonder if my role was even that significant, or if you’ve moved easily on simply because the void that I left in your life was easily fillable. At this point, you may have even become an exaggerated figment of my imagination, an individual more surreal than you actually are. Along with clarity, I think things observed in retrospect are often subject to images that are easier for the mind to digest. It’s been a while. I’m slowly losing grip of things.",4.337484348320999,5.3512077171314765,5.4941525327262415,81.21843426294824,70.43426294820716,8.765031303357999,27.68947068867388,9.081645337920577,2.106830893568584,1982,67,401,38,35,659,224,502,0.077,0.779,0.14400000000000002,0.9877,0,2,1,0,0,0,55.0,3,13,7,5,18,18,2,0,29,0,45,4,0,3,4,88,87,30,1,14,21,0,4,3,1,6,4,0,0,3,40,15,1,0,29,0,0,5,10,7,0,2,12,8,64,11,67,62,13,42,0,4,4,0,40,22,0,22,17,301,104,1,0.0,0.0,0.213133300066766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220020766925593,0.05090498237660765,0.07459444466548856,0.05990999733056467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559803885321898,0.0,0.08875907579566095,0.08040429653976568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794811333695822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743391734165774,0.0,0.07422668237393269,0.0,0.0,0.06271263835926222,0.0,0.07867330145514892,0.0,0.05812662291233691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270441758987823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245065815769212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234063345426936,0.0,0.0,0.06956561021873649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043292068976657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624678962514225,0.0,0.038036138274951496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487977718125804,0.0,0.0,0.21692699763374654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054483415107966,0.0,0.1200305352584356,0.11868699951181635,0.0,0.0,0.07909978995484736,0.0,0.10284467638118533,0.10670241459236353,0.0,0.0642856655390176,0.06442764516526968,0.12227100394080948,0.08144702596043546,0.0,0.0618938165536045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586058502008741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772316163177894,0.14701891201695222,0.0,0.0,0.15475440808602403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763936493473927,0.0,0.09866529304497583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883767476016232,0.0,0.05047187030245145,0.19070418657102164,0.0,0.0,0.06882159912529481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155511178991791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04663894564863482,0.14970554829035512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801391786769601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421266216678529,0.1233701147762166,0.05604668088629409,0.1440064503693373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23255968456582365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861520033089231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363232093810299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24183269289439085,0.5131357248173096,0.0,0.11559360990465267,0.04245154110888104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588123309288724,0.057786987935160176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895086702970854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517165853468869,0.07959776357354588,0.0,0.0
lonely,obviousthrowaway1947,2019/04/22,"Missing the way it use to be I'm currently in the military and I've been to 3 overseas tours and am currently on my second stateside tour and I miss it. I don't just miss traveling overseas (who wouldn't) but everyone is so much closer especially at remote bases where all you have is each other. I've been at my current base for almost a year and I don't have a single close friend. I went from 15-30 close friends to 0.

All my old friends are either across the world or just busy living their own lives. I wake up at 3am, go to the gym, go to work, go to the gym again, cook, waste my last few hours of the day and go to bed. My co-workers are significantly older than I am. The next youngest is 20 years older than me and the oldest went to Vietnam. I've gone out of my way to volunteer and participate in every event that comes up just for the chance to get to know people better and to put myself out there and it doesn't seem to work. I usually don't mind being alone but after 2 straight years of no close friends or acquaintances, it's starting to wear on me.  When I moved here I got excited about how I was going to arrange my apartment for when I had company but so far the only people besides me that have stepped into my apartment is the movers and the land lord. 

I don't mean to complain or sound sappy. Most days I don't think about it, but some days it eats at me so I thought I'd let some it out on here. 

Thanks for reading.",2.9056542473919507,3.79156294098361,4.170260804769004,89.85652384500747,73.68852459016394,7.250372578241433,25.011177347242928,7.520522993642371,0.968934426229508,1127,34,256,13,22,371,164,305,0.043,0.8340000000000001,0.122,0.9798,3,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,3,16,11,0,0,14,0,25,4,2,2,2,45,48,23,0,1,11,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,11,19,2,0,5,5,0,14,8,4,0,1,9,1,29,7,45,35,11,66,1,3,0,0,8,27,0,8,23,168,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429000163630613,0.12855269814351047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097755997803284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691989572416888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24014477807459345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700753560396724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457792632307736,0.11860364968167456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835846195522891,0.0,0.06484849058351316,0.0,0.35270624990800203,0.0,0.09927150090352464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223491971549735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821406683624598,0.10117579122505267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692289720707622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192035556410426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520497150488656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532758271372954,0.0,0.0,0.13192177532560614,0.09124376667833596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320048875147605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024489538169134,0.0,0.0,0.09440018277037948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721007838588206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477663976191752,0.0,0.0,0.12415533747104004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299577802297628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785401234258129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427462960998665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953220453458097,0.0,0.09853880366652078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072013384461656,0.136702570033502,0.0,0.0,0.19704413291770234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23012420851047755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710863332738181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23979100936351785
lonely,eagleonakidshead,2019/04/22,"Let's talk I just want someone to talk to. I wouldn't describe myself as a loner but since starting university I've been pretty bored in my room regularly. I just wanna start a conversation with someone and maybe make some new friends. Feel free to message me if you're up for it, no topic is off limits.",3.432786885245904,5.1970221147540965,4.836852459016395,82.1142950819672,73.75409836065575,6.847213114754098,26.95409836065573,7.554174236665415,1.5105777049180331,243,9,47,3,5,81,52,61,0.107,0.68,0.212,0.8381,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,9,4,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,6,3,10,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,3,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604806224210275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078800421480365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751386356601424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960391907271642,0.0,0.2703133754281257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598660169746755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737372717103235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22257451612464005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559581947771147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808931820043497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325307791665604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587023408274174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wazanski,2019/04/22,"My life story....so far So lets start where my life started to go down so i got pneumonia so i had to stay out of school for 2 to 3 weeks then when i went back to school i was in the advanced classes i guess and if your behind they dont really help they just give you the work you need to do and i didnt have many friends and most of my friends only would hang out with me because i would buy them stuff *im not rich im just nice* so when i got back no one at all helped me so i started doing homeschooling and i thought, well next year ill go back to school and lets fast foward to next year i went to school for 2 days tried making friends and i couldnt and im a shy kid so it was hard for me to talk to people so i went back to homeschooling and for the last 3 years ive been homeschooled and i tried going to different schools and i just couldnt, because ive been homeschooled for 3 years i have no friends that i know in person i just have some friends that i know online the only thing that makes me feel better about myself is playing my xbox and i met a few good friends but i know at one point there gonna move on so now im just in this weird point of life where i have no idea what to do, for whoever read this thanks im venting and trying to get this off my chest.",-0.69169819164415,1.3382916749116591,0.9155404281854088,103.32372012055708,89.84805653710251,4.177468301808356,16.450737892330075,5.5289334501034215,-0.9538712533776764,996,23,254,6,34,318,136,283,0.1,0.846,0.055,-0.7666,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,3,3,25,14,0,0,6,0,23,5,1,2,1,40,48,25,0,6,8,0,2,0,6,3,4,0,0,2,10,15,0,0,6,3,2,9,8,1,1,2,13,2,40,13,36,28,4,46,0,0,0,0,19,15,0,4,21,162,50,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237961458850062,0.0,0.0943242790748656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842472920868987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049895245219996325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083193589535498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906734217402516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03911902543230123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35864081509013634,0.0,0.040421008098780714,0.07421737297535316,0.1319081636818838,0.06489167873069263,0.12375474296759185,0.0,0.08522835444241154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693055392192025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371479435585687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733780443339861,0.41784760029893786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755646229673392,0.06306434335956823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582257785729329,0.1639395724220248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328600293392863,0.07843788571946406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222876278014016,0.0,0.05736657043136879,0.0,0.0,0.16456113563479968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485161717549847,0.11768201597148632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536364618171428,0.06755378629779757,0.0,0.0,0.14627344108939402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738782901910198,0.0,0.049563212389085926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914971278488914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428205402113194,0.08246281334764796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856658197609657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218457753686939,0.0,0.07122903998824573,0.0,0.0,0.05139912557564487,0.0,0.0,0.061420670631017436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575811244101557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06205905441575369,0.0,0.06956212769314288,0.215159653190734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056324019131015216,0.0,0.0,0.10991844124851367,0.0,0.0,0.199286968630678
lonely,Constipated_AMA,2019/04/22,"My grades were the only thing I had going for me. I had no friends in high school, it hurt a lot but at least I got good grades. Fast forward a couple years. I'm in college now. I wake up and know that if I go to class, I will see people there who have friends to sit beside. Seeing that will hurt, so I stop going. My grades drop but I stopped caring a long time ago. Now I'm 2 years into a useless degree that was supposed to be a stepping stone towards med school, so much for that.

 

 

I'm in a pickle lol",0.6084983766233734,2.4502662946428586,2.393409090909092,96.03795454545455,82.48214285714286,4.7870129870129885,20.003246753246753,5.565023196281405,-0.2684928571428573,403,11,93,2,11,133,73,112,0.17300000000000001,0.6779999999999999,0.149,-0.2142,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,7,1,8,1,1,0,0,9,19,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,3,0,0,5,2,11,4,12,11,3,25,0,3,2,0,3,9,0,2,11,58,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652820933283245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35820430907821466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685340595277191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290097262142868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25542027442832005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28183088440584864,0.13864554472425752,0.13220526950889927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464820731744365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35391349265293964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084439147493308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628503171963916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405318927079812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836107011667368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151429821172607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571786959256356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459799794333705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345842401387509,0.2634449169665204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276395899578759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981777483921376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638758364876264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289517286888854
lonely,partyspam,2019/04/22,"Wishing I could communicate nonverbally Over the last couple years I've learned that I'm a much better physical communicator than a verbal communicator, and one of my shortcomings is that online I'm good at spitting game but I have little idea how to have a conversation with a person of the opposite sex IRL.

I find my favorite moments in life with another person have been when I was cuddling and we wouldn't say any words for hours. Nothing but touch. No opportunities for me to screw up and miscommunicate or say something off-putting.",6.574761904761907,8.239837212121216,7.327734487734487,67.71636363636367,65.76767676767676,10.1015873015873,34.34487734487736,10.290406445055957,3.815645310245309,440,20,74,11,7,146,74,99,0.017,0.826,0.158,0.9097,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,6,0,8,5,1,1,0,17,11,8,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,2,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,8,3,13,7,1,10,0,0,0,3,7,5,1,1,5,48,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840713206883427,0.2288381921094343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301092575081646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424271164932595,0.2414726300530666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946263268221195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830449770160715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491729546981395,0.0,0.0,0.2463604998029454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789047080586434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414567708828442,0.0,0.2187285790630988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604276716394038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940215452453495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478815329746532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38110837944404574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938622791145546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470981082253153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800779345637215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509592235373395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053604139289794
lonely,dirk4198,2019/04/22,Vacation So i started planning a vacation.  Just looking at cities and hotels and stuff then i sat down and realised i didn't have abyine to go with.  No friends or a girlfriend and i just lost interest.  I guess if you wanna go hmu.,0.490931677018633,2.960542130434785,2.107639751552796,91.65630434782612,95.08695652173913,5.237267080745342,26.13664596273292,6.868970318607317,1.4641776397515534,182,9,36,3,7,59,35,46,0.10099999999999999,0.762,0.13699999999999998,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,9,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,1,6,2,5,6,0,6,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,3,2,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960449221785573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43554152688511105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221174026492585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217757856723141,0.0,0.4182876540350317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27121769665728795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386509136526125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Peanut1082,2019/04/22,Any one wanna be friends? rip I’m bored lol,-4.166,-7.6442225999999955,-1.6349999999999998,111.23750000000004,175.0,1.0,12.5,3.1291,-2.103,34,1,9,0,4,11,10,10,0.15,0.429,0.42100000000000004,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518474854511506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6269624983566514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5498930609269661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,logan_burns2,2019/04/22,"Chronic - May include sensetive language. I'm an 18 year old guy from Scotland. Pretty sure I suffer from chronic loneliness. I dismiss myself from some social situations because they involve alcohol, and I am trying to focus on my health. I suffer from mental disorders like depression, insomnia, etc and tend to lie awake at night, thinking about killing myself. I was diagnosed as high functioning autistic a year ago. I have trouble forming friendships/relationships. I'm single. I barely see my friends. I'm a virgin. I'm suicidal. I'm depressed. I'm lonely. I don't want to sound pathetic or full of self pity, I just don't know what to do. I feel pathetic. I feel like no matter how hard I try, I'm not good enough. If you are reading this, sorry for being so miserable and thanks for putting up with me. It's now 2:36am here. Probably won't sleep tonight.",2.748898635477584,5.591415845679013,4.051312540610791,81.20301169590647,81.90123456790123,6.867316439246262,29.51397011046134,8.032893268588372,2.6034395061728395,685,34,116,14,19,224,116,162,0.293,0.61,0.09699999999999999,-0.9879,0,2,1,0,0,1,29.0,0,1,1,0,6,15,1,1,3,0,10,8,1,1,1,18,25,8,2,2,4,0,3,2,1,2,6,1,0,2,3,4,1,0,4,1,0,1,5,9,0,0,1,5,19,6,17,21,6,13,0,7,1,1,7,5,0,4,9,70,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827393875131108,0.1667037191900662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508882908307063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687044493651161,0.1583245233436445,0.0,0.0,0.17877574733514204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117728884934787,0.17396783913307798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774442634333746,0.11143784912288772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051593185692105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308353227452463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445263158488926,0.0,0.0,0.1397345972418011,0.0,0.0,0.16580793591668933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480987266270627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257759613785206,0.0,0.08572691824938858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241570243900174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719920218945535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638415893891826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636831524147387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586958615327202,0.16818143298060806,0.0,0.0,0.1568110111655085,0.0,0.0,0.15603019962371795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747272122694928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430222985332892,0.0,0.16272949021851804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753370330948743,0.15610063971781835,0.1590101087763261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746157805880526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170625539967858,0.0,0.1470168317611939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361278083700324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995080358860617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181120778546467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200575627683724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20090229879801288
lonely,DaydreamingBird,2019/04/22,"I wanted to express my feelings of loneliness but it sorta turned into an extremely long vent I’m so fudging lonely and I don’t have anyone to talk to about it. I’m 26 and I haven’t gone on a single date or even been asked out. I’m at the age where everyone I know is either married, engaged, or in a long term relationship and the ones who aren’t are just interested in hooking up until something good comes along. I use to try to talk about it with my friends but they didn’t understand and would just give me platitudes or just be dismissive. I’ve tried to open up and be completely honest about how I felt unloved, unwanted, that I felt invisible and insignificant. My friends would tell me that I’ll find someone someday, or it’ll happen when I’m ready, or that my dog loves me, or to love myself first. I’ve had people offer advice that I should pretty much completely change myself to attract someone or that I should casually have sex until it turns into a relationship. Besides my loneliness and depression I love and accepted myself. I don’t want to become someone I’m not just be loved, especially when I know there are people worst than me who have no trouble finding someone to love them. I also know that there are people who waited patiently like everyone says and now they’re in their 30’s, 40’s, and even 50’s and they’re still alone and waiting. I saw a clip of a woman on a talk show say she was still a virgin at 50 because she was taught to wait until marriage to have sex and she’s still waiting. I’ve tried tinder and okcupid and all I got were people interested in just having sex with me and people so desperate to be with someone they didn’t care if I didn’t find them attractive or interesting they just wanted to be in a relationship. I almost tried eharmony and match until a friend said the messages she’s got where just as bad as tinder. I’ve tried dressing up and looking cute and being funny every time I go out in hopes that someone would make a move on me. I’ve shameless thrown myself at few guys and even hung-out with someone I wasn’t attracted to because I thought he at least had a nice personality but turns out he didn’t have a car and was just interested in me bringing beer over. My loneliness is becoming so obvious that my mom
and siblings have been commenting that I must be lonely with how much I’m hanging over there.

My screen time for last week was down 34% because a new app on Facebook let people send anonymous messages to their friends and my single friends were getting messages about how attractive they are and from people confessing their crushes or even just they’re sexual attraction. They were getting dozens of messages a day I got four total. My four messages were asking me to play a sonic the hedgehog app on my phone (I don’t even like these kinds of games), asking what I thought of a sonic hedgehog music video and what my favorite Pokémon was, and my celebrity crush. I know that 3 out 4 came from a girl who I use to ride the bus with I’m hs, she confessed her feelings for a friend to me and I set them up and they dated for a year or so but I haven’t had much contact with either of them since leaving hs. She apparently sent the same questions to a bunch of people so its not like I was special.  The whole thing just made me feel like shit. 

I just want everyone else has. I know the above has been about wanting a relationship but I also want better friendships too. Friends who don’t show they care by roasting me, and friends who aren’t dismissive of my feelings, friend who invite me out because they want my company instead of inviting me out because they feel like they somehow owe me for being there for them when they were single. I’d like to have friends who message me first to actually chat about stuff other than sending memes I don’t like but look at and react to because I feel like I have to  and I’d like to be a better friend too.",6.301711947056777,6.048459296296297,6.60131284105422,79.43008490073144,65.87100893997446,9.365946824567514,32.8656972019041,8.841846274778883,2.5781522349936137,3131,118,614,44,44,1012,297,783,0.084,0.682,0.233,0.9992,4,5,2,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,19,4,49,57,1,0,31,0,65,11,1,8,4,139,136,67,0,16,32,1,8,9,11,7,0,3,0,4,30,50,1,4,23,8,1,12,17,8,0,6,36,15,95,49,96,83,17,74,2,3,4,9,92,35,1,16,35,432,125,1,0.0,0.0,0.04816145108398487,0.0,0.0,0.048227222807488285,0.0,0.0,0.049419943920113736,0.051114868850205365,0.0,0.0789352219322481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03450879545187115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841530018818346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04120772975046253,0.18051094302335616,0.1090131178993356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729751248721462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056446733834385726,0.1006374338827048,0.0,0.052208975923827367,0.04251327686111594,0.10349145402144673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03182863010944946,0.0,0.042507703951827215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04122813490594806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298609848863269,0.0,0.041582067633174666,0.1414768438045546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972628977815294,0.10577347217144513,0.09477332248521014,0.0,0.13532336265089207,0.08395934698658247,0.0,0.0,0.4194304278512932,0.0,0.051569856396318434,0.047343936315215496,0.02804847189837904,0.04139499125405033,0.11841641184960675,0.0,0.0,0.04886727222793393,0.04364273327653105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901870792626307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051393600037022535,0.13561570976057624,0.040229317423668524,0.0,0.05225774693032457,0.0,0.05046683063458753,0.0,0.21700263672504627,0.0,0.0,0.08735178069625298,0.08288825312760108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227152426428598,0.04669904295980542,0.03294353969373846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05780168793244445,0.0,0.052454474636750535,0.10884049657103186,0.0,0.0,0.047665476841810286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0334428994660905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737214892569794,0.0430931738502347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050209787864337385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05528670356845165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194679494864335,0.0,0.0,0.04694604599461465,0.07849504197551846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050660189814854685,0.04082534749031861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927167145381328,0.0379943839711493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824021260325945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05649742706637045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900432044415606,0.04313673524401187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03278796904761388,0.0,0.0,0.07836160732227478,0.057556312971685224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167537384205897,0.1610458173669016,0.0,0.05137825869481962,0.0,0.0852503671159834,0.0,0.0,0.20376792578197234,0.0,0.039588034475669935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510091044322128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517695804321124,0.0,0.0,0.031781741838384815
lonely,Massanutten,2019/09/22,"Just another Sunday night with myself Got drunk and drove down to the water to do god knows what. I don't know if I wanted to feel something or nothing but I didn't want to feel this. It didn't work of course, I just hate myself worse than I did before. Not that that means I'll stop doing this. I can't. I watched an osprey fly overhead. I wish I could fly away somewhere. I don't know where I'd go, just wish that I could. Not that it would do me any good anyway. Instead I'll just tap away here on reddit to strangers, because I don't have a human connection in my life where I feel like I could actually be honest. Got work in the morning. Toast to everything.",0.6973095238095226,2.8265779214285733,2.210000000000001,95.84166666666668,84.07142857142857,4.876190476190477,18.61904761904762,6.079149491110277,-0.2900380952380952,519,13,117,4,15,168,84,140,0.098,0.7490000000000001,0.153,0.7748,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,9,4,1,0,4,0,16,3,0,0,0,27,32,4,0,9,9,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,2,2,1,7,1,0,2,8,1,0,0,6,4,18,3,15,21,0,13,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,2,4,77,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.15598873485245635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870222260803036,0.16761472142970402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003651953467198,0.0,0.0,0.09744194784931234,0.0,0.13601900125313554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38287721955465415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366120906992771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424720807925657,0.11419554943920557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084538666293887,0.1340730432662359,0.2556903339972932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578169534718274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26354508656452896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290547476616213,0.07809373125997232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741214951296839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000665923470752,0.0,0.1533786098984075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305891441731978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336402099199571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885651593655024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676349647379668,0.0,0.0,0.2327427122118559,0.0,0.16289891983277285,0.11355153863740924,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hunterthehen,2019/09/22,I lack female companionship As you read. Its soemthing I lack and I am in dire need of. I find womens sound so attractive for that reason. I am kind of objectifying women?,1.1381818181818204,3.7702106969696985,3.432484848484851,82.20872727272727,93.54545454545456,6.276363636363637,18.72121212121212,7.554174236665415,0.9833684848484854,135,4,26,3,5,46,26,33,0.215,0.679,0.106,-0.4327,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,5,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,19,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295572252212218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894164272946514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34848747591317164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701115823810885,0.0,0.0,0.4832222368612598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,birkebakke,2019/09/22,"I’m bored out of my mind Hi so 
This is my first post on reddit ever. 
I just really want to talk to somebody, because when I’m bored I usually just get really drunk and pass out next to my computer. And I don’t know how to change that.

So if anyone needs some conversation, I’m here! Hope you’re all having an ok night",0.427267080745338,2.3309653913043498,2.9615320910973075,91.38652173913046,83.4927536231884,6.8414078674948255,17.10351966873706,7.957251820313856,0.36644761904761936,248,5,58,5,7,86,51,69,0.10400000000000001,0.799,0.09699999999999999,-0.126,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,2,16,11,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,2,8,11,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,6,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080240237454374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663436868425149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886683786362307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468334631401368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321095954968956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425673130818343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27102908435825873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499664238245311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755286447188389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023353249165193,0.0,0.0,0.2902084837643668,0.2560771956921233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26134136488832466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496248287894338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932872413510845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005361871292737,0.0,0.16095031201249432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Scadeau101,2019/09/22,"I have zero friends I don't have anyone I can hang out with and feel comfortable and like I can truly be myself. I am lonely and just trapped in this horrible matrix of my never ending emotional pain that is just manifesting to physical symptoms now. I have headaches and chest pain everyday.  I am sad. I am empty, and worst of all I don't even have a friend to talk to or even family to talk to.",3.4622222222222234,4.655860592592596,5.116975308641977,82.42138888888894,72.7037037037037,8.85679012345679,25.84567901234568,9.2995712137729,2.0719530864197533,312,10,64,7,6,106,52,81,0.237,0.581,0.182,-0.6449,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,13,4,1,0,2,13,14,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,0,1,11,4,10,13,2,7,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,52,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037687348396635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740913581632201,0.21581567706965693,0.0,0.0,0.3218780779592507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297065392222387,0.0,0.123204808111091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376511363423863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904285816883628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793017539715787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5185554271812752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25326218399668066,0.0,0.3916988656150455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,THEBOOM1011,2019/09/22,"My bestfriend left me again for the 4th time.... I keep letting her back in I don't know why, she knows how I am she knows what she did is wrong but she still keeps on leaving, she was my first love and she knows that but she still keeps leaving, she knows what she did to me, idk",-0.8810000000000002,1.2256939000000031,-0.07833333333333138,108.9825,93.33333333333334,3.0,14.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.808333333333333,214,4,56,0,8,64,39,60,0.057999999999999996,0.8490000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,0,12,16,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,17,1,4,12,0,9,0,0,0,1,11,3,0,0,6,41,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442833578078606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960624492811812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5003483981558464,0.0,0.0,0.5156093982390362,0.0,0.0,0.39736672831845227,0.20387109835829897,0.191874320611309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935216788745278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29969863607323355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941422623006207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931565645337354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515457115456653,0.0,0.0
lonely,Evantra_,2019/09/22,"No friends in real life 19M with no real life friends. Constantly feel lonely and unwanted, and it's taking a huge toll on my mental health, anxiety, confidence and pretty much everything else.

I'm looking for people who may or not feel the same to form a long-term friendship with; someone to get to know and be there for each other ☺️",5.785,5.952195223880602,6.441007462686567,78.71733208955227,66.91044776119404,9.685074626865672,31.67537313432836,9.516144504307137,2.8163462686567167,268,10,51,5,4,88,54,67,0.136,0.633,0.231,0.8555,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,17,9,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,9,7,4,4,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,2,1,31,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538903177844055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336306239185223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060367075535128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430265260899088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186299687838704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33406434738289004,0.0,0.11295327070638035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298057984925745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881544023626828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054106725562145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132629061136214,0.18154984225570367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787430126200172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892863172528676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988279798857648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199486349997015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921558169300791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318181870439867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255217503698074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jesalvarsani,2019/09/22,Sad Ive been feeling very sad and depressed lately. Nothing helps no matter how busy i keep myself with work. My heart aches. I am too soft and emotional. I genuinely have absolutely no one to talk to about the way i feel or anyone that can help me through this,2.519423076923076,4.760595173076926,3.4429230769230803,88.90207692307693,78.03846153846155,6.467692307692308,23.861538461538462,7.554174236665415,1.0850338461538462,207,7,42,3,5,66,44,52,0.252,0.591,0.157,-0.7743,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,0,9,8,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,3,8,0,5,7,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965994014626726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421698307649441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162764749644919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843342648172656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333185769976343,0.37692234760399146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499152894693363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31717007086041626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269788551376355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905269057385548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259924159858842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319932803907491,0.0,0.22317829630766828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469385924357775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sarcasticberry,2019/09/22,"Lonely Wish I had a gf, makes me sad whenever I see a couple cuz it reminds me of how my crush rejected me and now she’s been dating someone for like 6 months.",1.0901904761904753,2.494615542857148,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,79.28571428571428,6.9523809523809526,23.095238095238088,7.793537801064563,1.0476666666666667,124,4,28,2,3,44,31,35,0.271,0.594,0.134,-0.6486,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,7,1,2,3,0,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842492126487374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138127173163258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921334533817269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493264761184035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34874881141666225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37081774920514826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032736272354681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IcePuffin1,2019/09/22,"31m Lonely surrounded by family. I have been a-bit of a wanderer for a large part of my life living in different countries. I have learned so much about life and my self and do not regret that but.. 
I am really feeling the downside of that now. I don’t have any friends that I can really talk to about anything. I feel so lonely and I feel very selfish feeling like that. My whole family on my mothers side are very close and I know I can talk to them about anything and they would be there for me but I crave real close hangout more than just 1 a week. 

I feel so ungrateful feeling like this. 
I have never had problems making friends and acquaintances. 
But just never talk-about-anything and being there for one another type of friends. 
I always feel like I am working so much more trying to create meaningful friendships.  And often feel like I’m the 2-3rd choice for every friends I have.

I don’t know what I wanted with this but even though I can talk to my family they all have those close friends and I don’t think they understand what I mean.",2.712030075187972,4.761662714285716,3.6110025062656654,88.85943609022556,76.61904761904762,6.897243107769424,24.385964912280702,7.85451343220497,1.2841904761904763,830,28,168,13,19,265,104,210,0.06,0.71,0.231,0.9886,1,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,1,15,14,0,0,5,0,21,2,0,1,3,45,37,18,0,4,7,1,8,4,5,1,2,0,0,1,9,13,0,0,15,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,8,30,9,20,32,7,11,0,3,0,0,14,7,0,1,8,121,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361497121000093,0.0,0.0,0.06833602574213106,0.10537157054904787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24808187154003206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097080576254634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498970892402427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637209487375871,0.0,0.08466639067958934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841965065352106,0.0,0.4064824179241091,0.28715769811823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38818810048599456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045234947112822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419568293073338,0.19637556994299374,0.0,0.08873370572927554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670772465353155,0.0,0.0,0.10946207619274023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774208417174434,0.0,0.15500675920752055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809400669136645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881988968913583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615448584637994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437858197914677,0.12875176585666193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483203461593284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230772898281909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438935000423604,0.09873001872659948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822549445952104,0.0,0.0,0.10461268452226063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582804329963974,0.059271067671426265,0.0,0.08060628496693696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219247805428728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315725286663931,0.0,0.0,0.07138456492619448,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kieran_nieuw,2019/09/22,"Question I’m 18 (M) have been only been in one relationship my life still a virgin never ever kissed a girl I’m really bad with talking to people in general I try to best the nicest I can be always but know one is interested in me. Does anyone else around my age have similar issues I just want to know I’m not the only one in the world that sucks at life and relationships. Thank you for reading, I hope everyone has a fantastic rest of your day. 😀",1.665053763440859,3.7172791612903215,4.1733333333333364,83.54666666666667,79.96774193548387,7.574193548387097,21.086021505376344,8.515128840125781,1.3450989247311829,354,10,73,8,9,124,68,93,0.07200000000000001,0.713,0.215,0.9378,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,4,7,1,0,6,0,8,4,0,0,2,14,17,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,9,5,12,14,2,12,0,0,0,2,7,7,1,2,5,48,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837027965386526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468024205392852,0.1827022225047528,0.0,0.1587359244568969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888348470308474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712796186229488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149968074610364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604246547294012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489572085086181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612938597644598,0.0,0.17038522980978418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710454072328144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861119171093409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599176729128207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251894776238181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752558829505648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362487482899778,0.27122937411431003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236194319775638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975080245533694,0.0,0.1783607482897131,0.0,0.1142315498626702,0.0,0.0,0.3828817747870471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240058836056338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332082863854467,0.0,0.16416618780099787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106247895558248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517332911239294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,madwalrusguy,2019/09/22,"i want to be in a relationship but i feel too fat/ugly to be honest i do not know if this belongs here

i know that i am liked and loved in someway but  i still can't shake the craving for a romantic relationship. but i always feel held back by my insecurities.

my weight,my looks and my disability all make me feel broken or not suitable 

i am going to the gym. went from 310 to 240.

i feel like i look better with the weight loss    and all but idk.

I'm just rambling",0.2924242424242429,2.4117816767676783,2.8189898989899014,90.8818181818182,85.76767676767676,5.6202020202020195,19.1010101010101,6.980632752743323,0.17565858585858596,362,10,83,5,11,125,64,99,0.11199999999999999,0.643,0.245,0.9401,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,2,5,0,6,2,0,1,2,24,21,9,0,2,9,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,6,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,7,14,5,10,17,2,7,0,1,2,1,3,2,0,2,4,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438804048812736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191356553509247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472820405618486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995746647307828,0.1411388732831704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227946780366524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171506493886936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303836786352213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33180591734412396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783081018196191,0.0,0.13187467459129704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242169310639258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577738731743343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652763292442027,0.0,0.0,0.4811564293260366,0.0,0.1831426553047728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mobbie123,2019/09/22,Does anyone else here just feel completely touch starved I honestly dont remember what a loving touch feels like.,10.707,10.3551317,8.730000000000004,68.09500000000004,57.0,14.0,40.0,13.023866798666859,5.512999999999997,94,4,15,3,1,28,19,20,0.272,0.504,0.22399999999999998,-0.3095,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287339300032933,0.3351789881493214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429851243735179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862699477242807,0.0,0.3833889419415486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732715877288646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33080921580831224,0.23369870070382065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981711737623247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952437606371226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37056970466834904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kirsty_kat,2019/09/22,"thank you r/lonely <3 i made a post a while back and met a few people... but i never thought today i'd have booked a ticket to meet one of them. i met my boyfriend on here, who *conveniently* lives on the opposite end of the world from me! 

in a number of weeks i'm going to the other side of the world to stay with dis boi for month. i love him with all my heart, and i'm in a much better place now, with much better people in my life, which i really owe lot of to him. if it wasn't for this subreddit and some really, **really** lucky timing, i'd still be a hermit hiding in my room and stagnating all day. THANK YOU! I LOVE WHOEVER MADE THIS SUBREDDIT AND EVERYONE THAT KEEPS IT GOING!

 stay strong folks, places like r/lonely are a fucking blessing! <333",-0.4669565217391281,1.7737526560509589,1.8033841041262841,94.29123511492665,95.68789808917194,5.278205483245639,13.832456383273332,6.895973343053719,-0.279283356410966,585,11,129,10,23,196,95,157,0.016,0.7190000000000001,0.265,0.9931,1,4,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,1,3,4,11,1,0,12,0,4,5,1,2,3,20,20,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,1,2,1,2,2,1,0,1,6,0,16,10,21,13,7,28,1,0,0,3,11,12,1,4,12,82,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451044787969003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634156447215459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960412144860618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189910268595173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229964085709873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767433289649667,0.0,0.0,0.16926957247831692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647116384734088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236712359903688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518674720951098,0.0727548915205666,0.0,0.13149927226539213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660663565171906,0.2688126044309756,0.2818238036493405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886668947598494,0.0,0.2189469761449048,0.0,0.114856445273427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091218722306974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064850432517447,0.0,0.31117984322635045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262439419476555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862062962526985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174582551473877,0.11892787070903788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742114394662107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822601083413888,0.0868365710389057,0.0,0.14115894467668716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945480836231913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,avalan-i,2019/09/22,"Just want someone to converse with. I am falling off the deep end. My life isn’t necessarily in a bad place, but I feel myself life is failing to feel good. I feel awful. I go through this every couple months, where I feel ready to blow, to just end. Usually I ignore it until the feeling goes, or until I do something foolish and it turns out to be a temporary “wake up call”. Just want someone to vent to and give me substantial advice/comfort.",3.4281006493506467,5.0309839204545455,4.733311688311686,83.51818181818183,73.43181818181819,6.846753246753247,28.48051948051948,7.447530270364453,1.6802383116883113,347,14,67,4,7,115,61,88,0.185,0.6729999999999999,0.141,-0.7391,0,0,1,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,1,5,3,1,0,0,17,15,6,0,2,5,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,5,10,1,15,14,0,15,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,6,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335199922960367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977125690157094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164729607478872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34655957790882963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483591600683686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49460964647087297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876766008543016,0.11118724539500127,0.1640943245451463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27637394017247896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615871864685846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440312505201336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315318392743916,0.150613941092321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128011451067925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547083733853467,0.0,0.2307881711716343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ChainsmokerBTW,2019/09/22,"Should I appear offline on discord or steam to make it seem like I have a life even if I would get lonely? The problem is, to the few friends I have on there - I might miss them and not be able to talk to them. I'm always on all day, some of their schedules are random. I care about them, I'm disabled and currently not working or in college. So I'm home all day, not everyone knows that about me. Most of them are gaming friends I met online. I just feel embarrassed when they see me on all day or ask what I've been up to, nobody has ever said anything about it yet. I get lonely if nobody talks to me, I don't have anyone IRL except for my parents.",2.637608695652176,3.4868210217391318,3.900695652173912,91.67582608695652,74.28985507246377,6.389565217391305,23.94492753623189,6.2581,0.4675049275362326,503,14,114,3,10,165,88,138,0.115,0.799,0.086,-0.2732,2,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,6,1,10,9,0,1,3,0,13,1,0,1,4,28,29,9,0,5,10,1,1,1,2,3,1,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,3,20,4,19,22,6,15,0,3,1,0,15,6,0,11,9,82,24,2,0.1954761469976325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265181356967565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668146702754636,0.0,0.16086021333190492,0.0,0.18274381010260485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19930095966635586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37819783042593536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911015151248662,0.17681936617997654,0.0,0.18678583540248372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988386133230459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020487725416454,0.0,0.20425643765165102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960785135894436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742857824701277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807058354088786,0.0954997715414697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048184601807727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736930112512714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705312819851852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704427304643728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594257938199546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576918077504498,0.17795414265600232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31423264490370195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423089631239509,0.0,0.0,0.1388606463424705,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwawaynotmymain7,2019/09/22,"I can't find any motivation I'm writing this at 4 am because I can't sleep



I feel broken out a relationship and have a general feeling of ""what's wrong with me?"" all the time. I know I should figure out how to be happy single but I just can't seem to find happiness in much I do. It's so easy to feel good about yourself when someone else feels the same way about you that you do them, and I feel crushed by self doubt and general dejectedness in its absence.

My current roommate is also my ex, and we get along great as friends but she recently started dating someone and it's destroying me. I don't have any feelings for her anymore but every time i see them happy together it's a stabbing reminder of how alone I feel. I'm really happy for her though, and she deserves someone who can give her what I couldn't. It's weird, I can be out doing fun things with friends, people who care about me, and still feel totally isolated and lonely all of a sudden. I think I'm trying to fix something that can't be fixed, and no one around me really knows how I'm doing. I wish I could tell my roommate too, but ""hey, your fantastic relationship is gonna drive me off a mountain"" is a really shitty sentiment and not something I'd ever want to put on someone else. I'm trying my best to handle everything, I just hope it doesn't catch up with me",4.2575362318840595,4.7664120000000025,5.610289855072463,82.14992753623191,70.30434782608695,8.742028985507247,29.46376811594203,8.841846274778883,2.20058115942029,1056,39,218,18,18,356,149,276,0.107,0.657,0.23600000000000002,0.9924,1,3,2,0,0,0,24.0,1,3,2,2,16,17,1,1,8,0,24,1,1,4,4,60,50,22,0,6,7,1,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,14,19,0,0,16,0,0,3,9,5,0,1,0,9,38,12,30,43,7,24,0,1,1,0,23,10,0,3,10,150,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422598626549648,0.0,0.08047659655632036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686850079528964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980141945048653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958517610433082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134526505865085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560867979214277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260258939910652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803476840549949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813280045976736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102878810190188,0.08478808823176304,0.0,0.09044292672258156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070666865443485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839544442327308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554984293074941,0.0,0.05257686525840236,0.09653685057091496,0.0,0.08440662936157886,0.0,0.11094882067699344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42850505036432657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099951800601256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061111117638786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397722264850408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819188347417865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697666178687519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116449152675312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934052460927976,0.0,0.09936346908772027,0.21608549758848256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019189331979483,0.09161298501206402,0.10498271780792608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070620504695453,0.0,0.3410658492518085,0.1549452138299714,0.0,0.0,0.07122892958313902,0.0,0.08036606602625368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795813970014082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685644487604703,0.0644819017974408,0.09887193101917092,0.0,0.1173604397354407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664712047974567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935626256154071,0.07987821098959116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157235916073566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002696593498558,0.0,0.0
lonely,crackledd,2019/09/22,"Loneliness is a happiness I enjoy being by myself and being lonely. I don't mean to say that it is necessarily an enjoyment but it feels like a comfort that I can get behind. I'm not necessarily happy but I'm not sure that I want to be.

Unfortunately though, college will be starting soon and I know this is when the loneliness will creep in. Back to walking alone, sitting in lectures alone, and searching for books alone. I don't necessarily mind, I've done this for a couple of years now. What I mind are the other people. I understand their interactions aren't based on a reflection of me, but our experiences will be different. They won't deal with having to question why they are being laughed at or have to struggle with the course by themselves. That feeling of a problem shared is a problem halved is what I am jealous of.

Loneliness around others is the worst kind.",4.276800684345595,6.364907257485032,5.454957228400343,77.19935628742519,72.23353293413173,8.124721984602223,29.293840889649267,8.841846274778883,2.52670265183918,700,29,126,14,14,232,99,167,0.251,0.613,0.136,-0.9701,1,5,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,3,0,6,16,1,1,11,0,26,0,0,0,1,25,36,9,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,0,7,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,1,3,15,10,21,25,1,13,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,2,7,100,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.480652536113603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771147239948592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895101435255988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116723071425724,0.0,0.0,0.15948389730748078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616234967342665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583068378292241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132153116723218,0.0,0.0,0.15643702230243264,0.11051423934706024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808218261518151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293517074050522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610911837949073,0.0850164036408431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557623173891025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850835853698692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123959867368598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724613255042366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960447150191371,0.0,0.0,0.17329396110691253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301978480548352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949401672113447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172094886068455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457983392643037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198719019956475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104309697135946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124320193288199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395883030925767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961859866056104
lonely,LeaveMe00,2019/09/22,"Idiot I have very few friends, no girlfriend or anything like that. I have some family but I barely speak to them. I work 7 days a week. Not because I have to. Just to stop myself dwelling on shit. As I work so much I built up quite a bit of money and thought it would be a good idea to go on a holiday and get away from stuff. I’m currently sat in a room in Iceland and I feel so fucking alone. This was a terrible idea and I don’t know what to do anymore",0.10210000000000008,1.878745010000004,2.2340000000000018,96.857,83.9,5.6000000000000005,22.0,6.742157984588678,0.3151999999999999,351,12,86,4,10,118,71,100,0.18600000000000005,0.6920000000000001,0.122,-0.8224,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,3,8,3,1,6,0,8,2,1,0,0,16,16,9,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,1,5,1,1,1,3,5,0,0,3,2,11,3,14,11,4,12,0,0,0,1,4,7,2,2,5,58,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948635065227508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059330594716168,0.0,0.0,0.16644750495559685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900353609777983,0.0,0.0,0.12329934373753727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22082184827039936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044469677560178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067817868444914,0.0,0.10227165711229996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627004192989566,0.18699145678830506,0.1056755232199254,0.0,0.11495230549419105,0.16965094204793227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566668974620315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115998443473303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881684456124244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868862324362803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21513455723073055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076229192481402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691032511537967,0.0,0.0,0.2315459294645039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057643811331027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689045366887928,0.0,0.0,0.16224541035423648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29450379747944305,0.0,0.0,0.14368380870250605,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sadaltacc,2019/09/22,"Losing drive for everything For the past 3 years i’ve been really lonely. I’ve had a group of friends but we’ve all been losing touch and they all have their own set of people they hang out with. I’m the only one without other people to talk to. 
Recently I got put on an antidepressant for anxiety and depression, my best friend of about 3 years pretty much told me to go fuck myself, i’m losing my drive to create and share my music, and i’ve been having serious thoughts about suicide. I’m just tired of what my life has become, and i’m tired of not having anyone who cares.
I’ve *somewhat* had a plan for my future but now i don’t think any of it will work out. 
The only person that i would’ve told about this dropped me a few days ago. 
I’ve actually made a plan of how i’d end my life, i’m just waiting until i’m absolutely done. Most of my days recently have consisted of me only thinking about that plan.
Maybe this belongs on a different sub but i emphasize with this community.",2.2454901960784355,4.070336882352944,4.042745098039217,86.26401960784315,77.23529411764707,7.2784313725490195,22.117647058823533,8.167268648758528,1.133805882352942,780,22,163,14,18,263,112,204,0.16899999999999998,0.715,0.11599999999999999,-0.8967,1,2,0,0,0,2,17.0,0,0,3,8,8,12,1,0,9,0,13,5,0,2,2,26,30,10,1,0,7,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,9,9,0,1,3,0,0,5,3,7,0,1,11,1,18,5,29,18,8,23,0,5,0,1,12,4,1,2,12,100,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.12106556901779768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997252662245688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436568477837918,0.0,0.09490626979670837,0.0,0.0,0.0867462849118519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137015547204681,0.0,0.0,0.1301942892255503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648838358560285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001806957759468,0.0,0.10685349487485274,0.0,0.0,0.12961726398140686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269574016376415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988115833273862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149796194120304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169832933452588,0.11469232817582575,0.0,0.0,0.07050668395633411,0.0,0.09922285672427704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525580370555546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416377332198053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738944905660098,0.0,0.0,0.12463587637106326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119905618135417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406689504448073,0.2830617767794331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184301928717902,0.1720164524917869,0.10832521644465952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262145637484802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471549777075945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947660677482124,0.0,0.2449903977271981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570251853701842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971547400031827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589864656759801,0.0,0.09849051851736143,0.0,0.2851795716089886,0.0,0.2370910650535618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959030676987632,0.0,0.09031783261568696,0.0,0.0,0.08812932325521652,0.0,0.0,0.15978233933737399
lonely,Sults_,2019/09/22,"So much to give I feel like i have so much to give but no one to give it to. I wish I had someone to give my love to and to have their love back. I would try my hardest to make the person i love happy, to care and respect them and be there with them but there is no one like that. Thats my only dream in life, i want to meet someone that i can spend the rest of my life with, have a family and love my kids with all my heart, I want a crush, I want to love someone but i cant fall in love if ive never even held a conversation with a girl since i was a kid, how can I have feelings for someone if i dont even know them. I do have crushes but they are on girls ive never even spoken to so they arnt even real and nothing will/should become of it. They are just so i have a face to put to the fantasies in my head.

 I want to be in love so bad but i haven't even had a female friend. I honestly wish I knew why, even if the reason would crush me i feel more crushed not knowing.  Is it because im ugly, do i look creepy , is it because i have no confidence, I just wish i knew why.",0.7245378690628996,1.4896010772357755,2.8424005134788217,97.74464056482672,78.87804878048779,5.829353872486094,19.85793752674369,5.750287758089431,-0.3970699186991871,819,17,218,4,19,279,106,246,0.10400000000000001,0.588,0.307,0.9965,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,7,0,17,15,0,0,11,0,28,12,3,3,3,44,57,19,0,12,11,0,3,2,1,2,2,0,0,5,7,9,0,1,8,2,1,2,9,1,0,2,6,4,42,14,27,47,5,10,0,0,1,7,26,5,0,3,5,156,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653400629495507,0.07095006865148908,0.1035992023616912,0.09384754080979088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086637056762481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958935557026076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33674871041039234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010629505676363,0.0,0.1288968186675397,0.06070572323457644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565100513197827,0.0,0.0,0.3260607223098538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045682128697627,0.0,0.0,0.08720824218256143,0.0,0.0,0.1006950646693859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178692596284424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339940808192956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003985333022048,0.08302839225353703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135708865081666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5368489502165117,0.0,0.056721067067946475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493191205532975,0.0,0.13107498055045874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153522171679445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516169550676765,0.06462685485931534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419636222620071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542273490445808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671946233153897,0.0,0.08736782832048498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029169587112452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879941092561747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769203488316835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004803940668464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533523452613356,0.0,0.29314907450860195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120726741300065,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheCarlyleanHero,2019/09/22,"Desperate for love, have turned to singing for solace. I was always lonely growing up. I have never had any close friends or a relationship. I thought I was doing well and didn't need anyone. Then I came to university and realised how lonely life is with no one by your side.

Long story short, in the first year of university I made the idiotic mistake of falling for a girl who was taken. It was a disaster. It ruined our friendship and also my relations with quite a few other people. She was the closest friend I've ever had. I'm not sure I'll ever find anyone like her. We would talk regularly and share music (we had similar music tastes) and our personal problems. Now I have no one to do that with.

I have tried the most insane things out of desperation for love. Desperation is not attractive, I know, but I can't help it. I have been through a lifetime of rejection by my peers. I feel lost and lonely and in desperate need of affection and adoration. I feel like I will never quite get it. I will never fit in or belong anywhere. I will always be a loner.

I do have one thing going for me, which is music. In the songs of singers like Jim Reeves, Al Martino, Frank Sinatra, Dean Martin and others, I have found solace and comfort in knowing that my pain has been expressed through music by men long before me. My ambition is to become a singer. I've been told I have a great voice. In my spare time I like to sing for the elderly in a local care home. Sadly, few people my age share my taste in music. It feels so therapeutic to be able to sing out my misery...",3.1333094236952768,4.92365869131833,4.707154340836013,82.61944039079894,74.62700964630223,7.485580014840464,24.823274795943604,8.263242389622931,1.5867698738560467,1227,40,239,21,26,412,166,311,0.17300000000000001,0.6729999999999999,0.154,0.1072,0,6,0,0,0,0,40.0,4,1,0,4,7,28,1,0,15,0,35,6,0,3,6,47,56,17,0,5,5,0,3,4,2,4,2,2,1,3,13,19,2,0,8,4,0,4,9,11,1,4,19,7,37,17,38,31,3,34,0,7,0,2,22,17,0,3,17,173,50,1,0.11929031778599758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539642403505752,0.1985182010921306,0.0,0.0,0.0811215067337774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668211276680201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174678383035182,0.1015072742888219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643634424391685,0.12162442926574475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158098438740308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095030683681748,0.0852210268616492,0.0,0.0,0.10902918933007934,0.10146828336928246,0.0,0.13079567624761282,0.1843268072180683,0.0,0.062324267516886224,0.0,0.06779543664423457,0.0,0.0,0.13151799649087895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995778547997483,0.0,0.11965791507735245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311176778877197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425827928606612,0.23311689473417066,0.0,0.0,0.21113635478644868,0.0,0.0,0.13021947344955648,0.0,0.2153283384136436,0.11287538300832868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690451823237793,0.27601214127414714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425026197684453,0.0,0.12693330871706165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540177260208894,0.10415970424868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414472361188215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537598734017301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807315814698392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242971277038052,0.0,0.0,0.09588103879945807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850237305719994,0.0,0.0,0.09470318746428197,0.06955914360833912,0.0,0.0,0.11398701071878192,0.0,0.0809902953545793,0.12975361067409558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072563218808492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474041914875145,0.0,0.0,0.07681905356748359
lonely,Thelonglostfriend,2019/09/22,"What helps you during lonely/depressed times? I'm curious about what we all do to cope when things are bad, or maybe strategies that PREVENT things from getting really bad.  

It could be anything...

Health-related things?

Affirmations/self-talk?

Spiritual and/or artistic things?

Hobbies?",5.610496894409939,9.35168452173913,4.159813664596275,76.94326086956524,84.21739130434783,6.976397515527951,30.484472049689444,7.957251820313856,3.1537428571428574,232,11,32,5,7,67,41,46,0.157,0.71,0.133,-0.4985,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,20,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981164489145104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020318035938341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221900570691386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073573209428508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257817556538298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25590562020081004,0.0,0.0,0.16136941574385308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418653825776764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542303906648713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511543907057341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935054493956344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6397734799861454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140383057088689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Deathspark21,2019/09/22,Here’s my birthday post I had to pawn my Xbox and ps4 because I had to pay rent. So now I’m just on steam playing rocket league and payday all day. Nobody to play with. Nobody to spend the day with. But I’ll get through it. It sucks spending the day alone,0.1949696969696965,2.245862709090911,1.5013636363636391,100.6253787878788,85.54545454545455,3.6666666666666665,18.25757575757576,3.1291,-0.9576060606060608,199,5,47,0,6,63,40,55,0.107,0.8170000000000001,0.076,-0.1779,1,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,8,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101097589793346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24138214248834824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7661116295386681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688012953013848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37923374054644254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,astronaprim,2019/09/22,"I just wish someone would say hi I just walk around school during lunch and listen to music, no one glares at me. I know I don't mix in with people, I just want someone new to say hi.",1.8394166666666685,2.7066247750000048,3.180000000000004,96.01166666666668,76.25,5.333333333333334,18.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.7766666666666668,141,2,34,0,3,46,30,40,0.059000000000000004,0.833,0.10800000000000001,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,6,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,6,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26174181177731765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158673734309076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839681663860522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923683699915598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038377525906334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676360044432028,0.0,0.2975658422752276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4982475739879816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342172420462293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33811065457316897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886470950253427,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,steelmagnolia94,2019/09/22,"lonely birthdays My birthday is in 2 weeks. I'm dreading it as I have for the last 8 years. I do the same thing every year (dinner with family), but for once would like to do something with friends and go out and have FUN. Problem is I only have one friend, and when I brought up maybe doing something she kinda blew me off and said she can't commit to doing anything. Which just feels like a slap in the face because she committed to going to a concert with a friend she JUST reconciled with. Like they had only been talking for 3 days before this girl brought up going to the concert and paid $300+ for tickets. I'm turning 25. I'm completely lonely, and all I want is to have a good time for once on my birthday. I guess that's just too much to ask for.",4.210000000000001,4.523265063694269,4.963573248407645,87.43962738853506,70.3375796178344,7.299108280254778,28.438853503184713,6.742157984588678,1.2709317197452237,593,20,126,4,10,192,96,157,0.076,0.7040000000000001,0.22,0.9795,0,4,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,5,12,0,1,8,0,15,2,1,0,3,26,30,9,0,3,4,0,1,3,3,1,0,3,0,1,5,11,1,0,2,3,1,5,1,4,0,1,6,4,14,8,25,23,3,19,0,2,0,0,12,7,0,2,10,83,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288221096764638,0.0,0.15095965014656296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843517576952933,0.0,0.13740544592821086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930607025736644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413961880155732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360517451554966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222660125565046,0.0,0.08164786801720374,0.1153595471893628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742713118804204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753141270691568,0.13543965274869835,0.0,0.0,0.1778856543059877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162570197778936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23666922714726946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222583722629674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870453094277095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34393650186858377,0.10942132256529308,0.245621806828155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451214465296892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360206572849294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486265132837617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978948538026522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727846552472413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415881977771527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756411337057535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524360409367333,0.0,0.12952749789175536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470897197128185,0.0,0.0,0.2079724115375161
lonely,----0____,2019/09/22,"In need of someone to talk to Hey, I'm a 20 year old male* and really would like to chat with someone. I have some kind of a down and would love to have someone neutral to talk about things in their and my life. What I'm looking for is a person I could also write for long term, so we may get to know each other and can more understand each other without much of an explanation.
Irl I am really bad at keeping friendships or get them to a deeper state, so that I don't really have many people to share my and listen to their personal thoughts.

In hope for someone to write me, I'm wishing you all the best! ♡",5.1913727678571435,4.400901195312503,6.1070535714285725,83.84687500000003,68.296875,9.189285714285717,29.223214285714285,8.418075326091056,1.8255745535714285,475,14,105,6,7,158,82,128,0.028999999999999998,0.8109999999999999,0.16,0.9458,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,3,1,4,7,0,0,6,0,11,2,0,0,1,26,26,9,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,3,5,9,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,12,6,24,21,8,10,0,0,1,1,17,5,0,4,5,74,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380263105830945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926106339261015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624650268567422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360431617518405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176514739246212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376266421494406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376034970447544,0.0,0.16121226363569455,0.08508030392622587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934787933169676,0.0756330365738533,0.0,0.0,0.13700322888946578,0.1300025966840517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972334448944554,0.0,0.0,0.15695447418770525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380420139737984,0.1147907011442196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244853587919614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732674121160768,0.27035070898471103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975284660554856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5246848314709756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488630992628089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284982383750432,0.0,0.0,0.12290296933329226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116414066898355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780254847939747,0.1492326776907589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21994717210246745,0.0,0.0,0.09969347429174784
lonely,minjystrez,2019/09/22,"Its my first time here and I would really appreciate it if you can hear my story. Hi, I honestly don't know why I'm here, but lately, I've been feeling a bit lonely. I believe this thing that I feel started to develop from way back when I was in middle school. I was that kind of kid who does not have a great body or the ideal height (I was really short, even now I still am) or a good look. I got bullied a lot, I only had several friends that I hung out with, I didn't have any 'close friends' that I can rely on nor someone who would rely or look for me if I went missing for weeks. A couple of years later I made several good friends but that did not last very long because I am the kind of person who always takes the blame even if it has nothing to do with me just because I was really lonely and I felt like I want to be a part of something that matter. I wanted people to know who I am, that I exist in this huge world. That is why I joined several groups of people whom I called my best friends. But then things started to turn ugly real quick. Those whom I called friends started a rumor that I was into their girlfriends and stuff which I never denied, people booed at me for the things I have never done, people called me names, I got punched, pushed and stuff just because I wanted to be a part of their group so badly, because sometimes, just sometimes, they made me feel like they acknowledge me, they made me feel like I do exist; like I am part of something big. This issue led to depression, I felt lonelier than before. But at that time, I can't really do anything, I can't feel better because I have no one to talk to, I do not have enough resources to go to a psychologist nor could I talk to my parents about it, because well, I was that 'stupid', 'ungrateful' and basically useless kid. So talking to my parents would lead to more thoughts about jumping out a building or jumping in front of a bus or maybe cutting myself. By this time, to battle with my own loneliness and depression, I started a business with several of whom I called my close friends to kind of clear my mind of my issues, but then again, things turned ugly real quick. Long story short, I ended up ordering $1000 worth of goods (convinced my mom that my friends would chip in) without any experience in whatsoever related to running a business, got yelled and stuff, because apparently, my close friends were only joking about a deal the 4 of us made of chipping in $250 each. But 3-4 months into running my own business, I got really attached to the business because I successfully turned $1000 into $5000 in less 2 months (real story, I honestly can't believe it myself when my mom told me I made that much because I used my mom's bank account). Since I was really into the business, I started to detach myself from other people, I left my friends texts on purpose, I ghosted my friends for weeks, because well, my own mindset was kind of destroyed. I had that ""I'm not good at friendship, I'm good at running a business, why should I maintain my friendships because everyone is the same, they will use you, then they will leave you when you are no longer useful to them, so why don't I just make money instead of focusing myself to people who will definitely disappoint me?"" mindset. Years later, I realized that kind of mindset was fucked up, but it was rather too late because I have moved to a different school. I left all my friends in middle school without saying goodbye, I ghosted them and never return their text or calls.  I was stuck in my own mindset of 'every single one of them is an asshole and I just need to accept that I will always be lonely'. This keeps on going in my first year of high school even if I tried getting back to being social, but I felt like I know nothing about how to make friends, how to be a good listener, how to be there for someone. My feelings about everyone being an asshole kept on growing because apparently I never got invited to a party, I never got invited to a study group, I was that kid who my classmate always forgot to invite to hang out, I was the kid who always stood at the back of everyone when we were hanging out and had no one to talk too, I was the kid whose birthday they totally forgot about even though one of my classmates has the same exact birth date. This stuff then led to more lonely feelings, depressed and more suicide thoughts. By the age of 15 to 16, I decided that social life is just not my thing, it's something that I would never have, a friend. That decision led to another idea of starting my own business. Long story short, made $10,000 in revenue on the first 6 months. That was when people started coming to me for business advice or just something that would position themselves on an advantage. Which made me feel really used, I felt really angry and sad, and all that mixed feelings about everyone is the same, everyone is an asshole, and I will always be lonely because I have no one to tell stuff to or am I a part of someone's life.   


I am now 21, well almost 21, I only have one friend that I would really call my best friend but always have the doubt from the 'everyone is an asshole' mindset that I'm pretty convinced of because its been growing inside of me for 7 years. I always feel like I need assurance, I always ask for assurance that he won't leave me, I always ask myself and him as well 'am I an important part of his life?'. I always feel paranoid and insecure about myself and our friendship. I'll feel down or panic if he does not reply my text for hours, I'll always feel like I did something wrong that pisses him off even if I do realize that I did nothing wrong. I'll be pissed as fuck when he does not look for me when we have not been texting for several weeks or months because he said that I am an important part of his life and when I went and ask why did not he look for me or did he think about me, he would go and say that he did think about looking for me but did nothing in reality. He would go and say something like I am the only one he could talk about anything to but he rarely talks about anything other than stocks. Is it normal to feel this way, to feel like you are so close yet it feels like I don't know him at all? Is it normal to feel like I am something special yet feel lonelier than before when he is around? Am I asking for too much of him or he is just not a good friend? Trust me, he could be really sweet, he would come and visit me on my birthday even though we live in a different city, he would be really good to me at times, he would be there when I need him, but most of the times he would just be like a regular guy or he would not even be here. This is fucking my mind up. I honestly do not know what to do. Do you call someone your close friend if most of the time he just does not give a fuck about your existence and would actually make you feel worse about yourself when he is around?

Anyways, if you have any suggestion or any advice on how do I deal with my loneliness, depression, or friendship, please do reply or send me a message (I'll figure it out later). If you don't that is totally fine and thank you very much for reading everything. This is very hard for me because I have no one to talk to.",9.268808313710863,5.939736029573593,9.010594968876044,74.35483377241044,62.15680880330123,11.86588021355466,38.261674399086104,9.48358501693949,3.4081153708064265,5673,198,1145,73,59,1847,410,1454,0.132,0.72,0.14800000000000002,0.9506,6,10,7,0,0,2,142.0,5,12,12,10,81,96,10,3,53,0,133,11,3,22,15,238,241,90,3,38,63,5,24,12,18,22,4,7,0,7,79,51,0,4,40,2,4,26,37,29,4,11,60,37,193,67,169,142,35,164,0,13,5,4,139,61,6,30,86,827,272,8,0.0,0.0,0.02385034665483525,0.0,0.0,0.04776583579895749,0.0,0.0,0.024473573109369574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22370046976592803,0.0,0.0,0.06648135697247158,0.025627935339903363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033720603861305,0.04351435163991156,0.0913940594263372,0.0,0.0,0.05637957582189915,0.02040674890989977,0.2532773410282068,0.0,0.04159403349992191,0.05507201938523378,0.05129747385159141,0.02161558557791493,0.026682633583629097,0.02714782231372544,0.0,0.0,0.1746949733558355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042106554837911536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854111465969216,0.027042885159645803,0.0,0.0,0.050394046824287456,0.08420207048863741,0.0,0.0,0.05107012181065914,0.0,0.0,0.08555198499117385,0.025011058586027538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021646978065955228,0.02525351081630088,0.0,0.11299877403884748,0.0,0.02059212721698508,0.14012334314788347,0.02196549411347817,0.023907442870116896,0.0,0.0,0.23479862299745646,0.1222218008369903,0.09386663167440973,0.0,0.0,0.06236708463325767,0.0,0.0,0.3210046339469745,0.09037918238310802,0.012769122652133563,0.02344549982834333,0.055560267629660036,0.16399587121431655,0.11728352899126072,0.026945674535202423,0.0,0.024199880952091826,0.0,0.0,0.021893836210110373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027546155380205228,0.0,0.0,0.025822669754738608,0.0,0.0,0.024068913064534844,0.0,0.0,0.027590285087713138,0.0,0.051018945038323764,0.0,0.02172378858425029,0.0,0.12725480120869342,0.06715914111455894,0.01992222295314011,0.05513976819308418,0.05175780013419685,0.05310922535774888,0.0,0.06905203032638907,0.14328439016175948,0.0,0.02158135881481776,0.06488706850494677,0.1026190825967659,0.0,0.0,0.020778390520840496,0.0,0.16188296585348105,0.048942556176069685,0.0,0.024553709871400757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935576020250153,0.08587305386746312,0.07803251326086277,0.025976322879103987,0.05389961296591262,0.05436683609030298,0.11309985743362926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047892889610353935,0.09380505634522512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249181284312211,0.07435223249345818,0.0,0.02867559370830958,0.05427643892865574,0.1587997074799483,0.0,0.1186074801813674,0.021340451993294467,0.0,0.026828266932745617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024864716886165383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02444705679067569,0.08345572400480547,0.1722289088217921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02324845796470876,0.05830806338882821,0.0,0.09894013194809567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380537186801245,0.0,0.020217386894141803,0.0,0.0,0.049827907275912436,0.08283323169127974,0.13170812875800392,0.04834444585757037,0.0,0.121093498752734,0.0,0.019518169238792696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989229874837444,0.0267338776441574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01837617137987882,0.1375101152819449,0.02136202431553496,0.022501476108189197,0.0,0.0,0.08118572118289429,0.031320897845379565,0.048025222037569835,0.038805963213342884,0.08550851265808478,0.0,0.0,0.023353890524647244,0.0,0.01659345638895708,0.07975255074465848,0.0,0.0,0.029398843487904988,0.08443478185997964,0.0,0.06049777490856991,0.043246819286136405,0.038799371866168435,0.058813947111880184,0.0,0.08789957324037269,0.0453130707785898,0.11026849106602847,0.0,0.0,0.047119429515097434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02490689927951979,0.2604268406549118,0.05344357508424967,0.0,0.06295537556110042
lonely,omar_al_najjar,2019/09/22,"No real friends Anybody wanna try to make friends 
Im a 15 year old kid im a gamer and it feels really bad and sad all the time because i have nobody i have anxiety and i feel like everything is overwhelming anybody wanna be my friend :)",0.6282312925170039,3.0156951224489816,3.0072448979591826,88.04787414965988,87.57142857142858,6.531972789115647,24.493197278911573,7.793537801064563,1.6516911564625851,187,8,38,4,6,64,37,49,0.184,0.5670000000000001,0.249,0.5918,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,10,7,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,4,3,6,1,3,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671138710746445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287209792066565,0.14081308081995494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760440333909985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335971414284294,0.16502366267686935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5354010502485661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4990308623688988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285302823018155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541916929697575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24239155316242225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629241375547451,0.14798201905792605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346956857202592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568311914663013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875391731264856
lonely,Jojoskittles121,2019/09/22,abandoned only until needed.. Lately I have a few handful of acquaintances whom never like hanging out with me because they either think I get too upset about things or don't think about the clear picture. But they talk the most shit to and behind me. Then months later act like a whole new person to me and want to talk to me like a decent human being. I feel it's a though white washed into a intoxicating friendship that only leaves me hurt even more angrier and lonely at the end of the day. I don't even know why they keep me as a friend. I don't understand their motive or their drive and I want to talk to people but I don't wanna talk and be used and then talked down on just to be abandoned for several months until they need me..,5.303733333333334,5.3945771066666675,5.778000000000002,83.32233333333333,67.93333333333334,8.0,24.66666666666667,7.3871296695380915,1.021866666666667,586,12,118,5,9,189,91,150,0.145,0.799,0.055999999999999994,-0.903,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,6,1,7,10,1,1,10,0,8,4,2,2,2,33,20,16,0,5,6,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,0,2,4,9,0,3,6,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,0,3,20,4,23,17,5,20,0,4,1,0,15,5,1,3,15,88,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810979274056907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321586675652016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280188848826209,0.0,0.0,0.19093363914987851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308339394393668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167067551723983,0.0,0.07551579892005672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473226973730572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284731375209998,0.0,0.0,0.07943499853849942,0.0,0.1630465835752523,0.15304620896665236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184374781673931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23073972038515025,0.0,0.0,0.2143480631082625,0.11147758965802247,0.13959692022224576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198572443540253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020532529689273,0.12620610871174304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328822494742715,0.1483674756784308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5808759199828759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602546334697244,0.18522984610004686,0.14200909135578824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047046951783402,0.0,0.12483551498606092,0.0,0.0,0.17050600358974705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304242025926337,0.1613729245769009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alan13446,2019/09/22,"When your phone doesn't ring, ring someone else's. I heeded my own advice from another post yesterday about it only getting worse. I made an effort to contact long forgotten friends. Turns out they too are feeling the same and going through similar shit. So, like the title says, if your inbox is empty, start filling the inboxes of others. What do you have to lose?",4.392696078431373,6.750857191176473,4.794705882352943,80.87284313725492,72.67647058823529,7.4745098039215705,28.98039215686275,8.344100000000001,2.3752274509803923,291,12,49,5,6,92,62,68,0.171,0.732,0.09699999999999999,-0.6915,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,1,2,4,4,1,0,4,0,5,1,1,1,0,6,11,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,4,7,2,7,10,2,8,0,1,0,0,8,1,1,1,5,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26124039229931983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803280533055837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22332727264002472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517453560513745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654530241623026,0.0,0.13967349488038516,0.0,0.15193480726390196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306082393762692,0.0,0.0,0.2365864353025739,0.0,0.2990837471794312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252962447195448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332321271080092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560366819132637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125985529074673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744194479955772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22651530723265034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922378659454134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907878583777894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27244108806668915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sumadeupname,2019/09/22,Help Im lonely boi have barely anny friends and no one in my fam loves my everyday my grandma tells me how much im going to fail in life im going to die,0.2700000000000031,1.3330926666666691,3.5122222222222237,91.255,80.66666666666666,5.911111111111111,20.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.1155666666666666,120,3,29,1,3,44,27,36,0.256,0.5489999999999999,0.195,-0.4364,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,4,4,1,5,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25176404689666315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741991126451388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27573232373019513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259904118921858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7860975236228069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134435805002315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894166500956136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832726113214342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438129705371485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202923799305054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,josebson,2019/09/22,"I wish I had someone to talk to I'm 17. I really feel like my family doesn't love me and the more I think about it, the more it feels true. I said I'll visit if they invite me and will be ready to not yell at me and will buy me food. But they rarely do.

I just started going to a new school and someone there gives me death glares when he sees me. :(

If anyone wants to talk or be friends, let me know :)",-0.9683333333333336,0.8378821666666667,1.1622222222222265,102.76000000000003,88.44444444444444,4.488888888888889,13.444444444444445,5.6839178017228535,-1.3067555555555557,305,4,81,2,10,101,61,90,0.10099999999999999,0.7140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.7632,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,0,1,17,21,9,1,4,6,0,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,16,4,7,14,2,6,0,0,1,1,10,1,0,3,4,50,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421167274411046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791219447430254,0.0,0.22303049892175053,0.15755890502621334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666864502852591,0.0,0.1703941561241986,0.0,0.0,0.21156889186823646,0.12534200955804942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121206928139384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225524370478468,0.0,0.10774818149356244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990523845520291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300578069069215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128813109662694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979081381291506,0.0,0.0,0.22320545766580496,0.17574749855778338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37373771442490206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610438513109806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545348382282128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141317687786173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008440425928675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536183011418573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pLeThOrAx,2019/09/22,"Does anyone want to be my friend? We can discuss life and stuff. Just not sport! Unless it's rock climbing. Stoner artist vibes.i love algorithms and programming too. Not looking for pity, just someone to talk to",2.8077192982456154,5.832116789473687,2.09578947368421,91.31719298245615,91.63157894736842,4.63859649122807,24.75438596491228,6.42735559955562,1.096038596491229,170,7,29,2,6,49,33,38,0.0,0.752,0.248,0.8714,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,5,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,5,4,0,1,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26633251677833564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33332612985888244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29428060559450514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690392985033373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198581228026714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437750308074243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227333713672091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360367189017896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061511300367053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22466332258437585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Vektorien,2019/09/22,"I don't have even the faintest idea of what having a SO is like   Through my nearly two decades of living, love just seems to elude me. My school days were devoid of any meaningful relationship, let alone romance, wich lead to a similar experience in college. I can't even hold a conversation with people my age because sooner or later the talk goes to who's seeing who, how is a certain couple doing, people's exes and so on. I can feel the looks people give me when i say I've never kissed a girl.

  I still love myself, but i can feel this love wavering more and more every time i look at the people around me. I'm the only person i know in this situation, and honestly i feel suffocated. The only thing pushing me forward towards people is a desire to change, to finally know what being intimate with someone is like, my resolve is getting weaker by the minute, but i have nothing else to look forward to.",8.667303370786518,6.553998960674161,9.063904494382024,69.70855337078652,62.20224719101124,11.37191011235955,36.85674157303371,9.827888789773867,3.52890786516854,717,26,131,11,8,241,110,178,0.048,0.765,0.187,0.9789,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,10,10,0,0,13,0,16,4,0,2,2,25,32,10,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,6,0,1,9,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,8,19,10,21,29,2,19,0,0,4,4,12,9,0,2,12,94,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474068415139046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847004521960329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158134199600882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930558663552145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762479084971202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394924423297056,0.0,0.08390144576359478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867888793362217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718549526704775,0.0,0.1096118676884922,0.0,0.0,0.12725928880664308,0.0,0.0,0.19734201783124225,0.0,0.0,0.1425142987248374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679700240725648,0.12480036656704373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686305337253894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429952100111318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303243145520374,0.0,0.1271171052472464,0.0,0.11487754625935273,0.0,0.32774474978864376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522513684139635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033840018866344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483104970504592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978884207672981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509624787151672,0.11359519954656215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967489694028598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345791641634013,0.0,0.131664549974605,0.10367002468828114,0.11843491935142288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623385735850325,0.0,0.0,0.11023029744185064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038951906998455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456659620646083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643029867408841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586028450707115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708532505545755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ComprehensiveJelly0,2019/09/22,"People think I have everything, but then why do I feel so alone? I'm a privileged girl in the sense that I have a great family, I'm popular in my school (though subject to controversy), I get a lot of guys and I am considered smart. However, most guys that are into me (if not all) seem to only like me because I am perhaps 'easier' or not unattractive. They don't like me because of who I am and not even because they think I'm particularly good looking but because I'm good enough and easy enough. Most of the times males just take advantage of me when I'm drunk and I just feel pretty low. I do have friends but the sacrifices I have made for my closest friends are pretty big and I don't use them against my friends but even significantly smaller favours are too much for them. In terms of my social life, overall, I just feel inadequate and alone. There is this persistent pain in the pit of my stomach and it really feels like it doesn't get better. People closer to me know that I have clinical and chronic depression and I have tried ending my life, I self harm and engage in toxic behaviour. However, no one seems to care and it just really hurts. As for my grades I have ADHD and despite being smart, ADHD and depression have inhibited my work ethic COMPLETELY and hence my junior and senior years haven't gone good at all. My family is great but they don't know the magnitude of loneliness I feel. I sit in my room for most of the day and just silently stare at nothing and contemplate the emptiness I feel. I feel passionless, I feel unable to commit or feel in love (still recovering from the pains of a devastating heartbreak), I just feel empty and lonely. I don't know how to make this feeling go away and how to feel or be worthy.",6.078459302325584,6.083872252906978,6.725558139534888,77.47874418604654,66.29651162790697,10.368372093023256,31.444186046511625,10.125756701596842,2.9502295348837215,1381,49,272,30,20,455,163,344,0.16899999999999998,0.591,0.24,0.9871,2,4,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,5,4,16,30,0,0,12,0,26,9,1,5,3,69,61,35,0,1,18,0,12,3,3,0,6,0,1,5,9,20,1,0,19,1,0,2,10,9,0,1,2,14,44,21,34,57,10,28,1,6,2,1,16,16,0,10,12,184,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803066180147495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927775857721495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131583146212397,0.0,0.0,0.21103837945030507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654574256044185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882426874082721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074519961713316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055817080166316715,0.0,0.14908941484483113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665691055536858,0.17885693919547888,0.0,0.11432987337566015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777848488796475,0.0,0.1631817842914076,0.0,0.5251425707492937,0.061830772644640875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060311396943145,0.0,0.09043677967730593,0.0,0.0491879103533804,0.21778011218509888,0.0,0.19084161829938426,0.0,0.17139464953887645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265271894968699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269554644648114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222645326351936,0.1268507161501326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267953810389872,0.0,0.0,0.07358104298842702,0.07811404078723769,0.08189495481314679,0.057772269485821176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636236275491205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304630087382038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864798434848919,0.06582457397144642,0.18418892241366655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000464877503872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610332236858886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089127980126977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759242077546371,0.0,0.15758229975097846,0.09028970131309699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822601980684983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911831060132108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507423445090159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109144776389438,0.08503415901560976,0.0,0.05046754013871911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876123209147632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475072849754955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809719981208844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630088553982111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573485336686365
lonely,Zelusson,2019/09/22,"Is anyone here alone by choice? Two years ago I realized that my identity was manifested by things out of my control. I came to the conclusion that 'I' did not exist. I discovered the philosophical discussion surrounding free will and it allowed me to see how much of an impact people have on who we are. 

Society can be defined as the aggregate of people living together in a more or less ordered community. If you are part of society your identity is a manifestation of its agreed upon morals and values. To give an example, I live in the Netherlands and the majority of the people here are unaffiliated with religion, yet our morals and values are significantly influenced by Christianity. The laws and regulations are all stemming from this foundation and it's still frowned upon to sleep with thy neighbours wife. My point being, people who are born into and are part of society have their life defined by their ancestors. Happiness, success, glory, pain, suffering, I feel you are limited to these categories.

What I've attempted the past two years is to isolate myself from people and society as much as possible with the intention of finding my own form of 'happiness' as for lack of a better word. Evidently I didn't succeed and I'll refrain from explaining why because I think I'd be wasting your and my time. However, I do want to know if there are people here who are intentionally alone for a similar reason.

Being alone is the worst feeling I've ever experienced, yet the most empowering I've ever felt. I never really felt lonely, because the concept of togetherness fades and a diagnosis becomes unclear. Moreover, I've never had a partner; I am unaware of the 'fruits' it bears.",8.534117647058821,8.72655973202615,9.361372549019604,60.00617647058823,61.15686274509804,13.082352941176472,40.22222222222222,12.423614985922036,5.5969202614379086,1362,68,212,45,17,465,174,306,0.099,0.8079999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.0031,3,5,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,4,2,7,10,11,0,0,21,0,28,4,1,7,5,52,39,19,0,4,4,1,4,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,13,18,1,3,11,0,1,1,4,4,0,2,7,7,26,8,42,27,13,25,3,2,1,0,17,9,0,5,14,171,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070025884085074,0.0,0.0,0.3529685195171606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943232380296944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849999194367832,0.12546316332350838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047067984087238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992905666053434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741296183308815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551686273916128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487996007725625,0.0,0.21814917446271698,0.0,0.1038290771907106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897624302019644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418603374137493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243203119329691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802396077390246,0.0,0.0,0.2006231831378126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701932465427755,0.0,0.17523188727724465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208792653585302,0.0,0.0,0.2460372017455053,0.10844482202090117,0.4725389646709435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738947920490133,0.1280678381526468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277558422834943,0.11680054713431196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905251331795628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368284556555774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072174915651143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547132666117405,0.07279080847495012,0.0,0.0,0.06624154261263927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219429581579676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700469774415742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250705651713106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631038699973392
lonely,paultm1,2019/09/22,"I was already feeling peak lonely Nobody ever texts me so I got excited about a text from a new number but it was just a girl from work asking me to cover her shift, only to find out she meant to text the other person from work with my name. I can’t even get people to text to ask me for a favor let alone companionship what the fuck",4.8255633802816895,4.229785323943664,6.12404929577465,82.77086267605638,69.0,8.226760563380282,23.38380281690141,7.1686216300943375,0.7894197183098592,262,4,56,2,4,89,53,71,0.124,0.769,0.107,-0.4957,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,1,0,6,0,4,1,0,0,1,9,11,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,9,2,12,6,0,3,0,1,0,1,8,1,1,0,2,39,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604014829462281,0.2774548143997721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4700986913361445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660644845649033,0.2274291878817204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271285269540869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297987852603801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324392615286668,0.13135969418486915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108831959884152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571000930346694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428287724129927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912207829069414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430711288150236,0.2195354625352941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660822070657887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,penetratemeimsad,2019/09/22,"I don’t know what I’m doing I’m an 18 year old girl, I just want some friends. I guess. I have a complex of weird emotional/mental disorders that cause me to have trouble getting messages across to people unless I work at it for a very long time, this makes it difficult to text and talk to people and I feel like the dumbest person in the world when I tell a story and lose my train of thought during every sentence. I feel like nobody can understand how I feel because I can never find the words I need in order to tell them. Everyone around me tells me that it isn’t so bad. It is. They lie. I can be pretty when I want to, and guys sleeping with me makes me feel validation that I don’t feel from anything else. But after they are done, I feel so empty. Every decision I make is wrong, I’m so impulsive, i don’t feel any neutral emotions. My life is like a roller coaster. Not in the usual sense though. All the times that it isn’t going downhill, I’m just waiting in fear of it getting there. That statement doesn’t make nearly as much sense written as it does in my head. It never does anymore.",2.1305506607929523,3.9202795330396505,3.4955308370044063,90.21695264317181,77.45814977973569,5.949691629955948,23.68480176211454,6.742157984588678,0.6971252863436121,862,28,181,8,20,282,127,227,0.11800000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.08,-0.8849,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,2,11,11,0,1,10,0,18,3,2,6,3,41,45,15,0,3,5,0,7,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,15,6,0,1,14,1,0,1,9,7,0,0,3,7,28,4,25,41,3,23,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,2,14,117,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774978300602116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133867714029242,0.0,0.0,0.09408561819086164,0.10177985383336097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546257007118844,0.06969581779653862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745061287862855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103454982945434,0.0,0.20010567087409006,0.1170014853108212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955098410224674,0.12860828070767052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265953592564888,0.10924926946900687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865545562436445,0.4046683943845873,0.16335782242773916,0.0,0.0,0.10449751432201164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833273591940204,0.0,0.11946765957761644,0.0,0.06497759595597996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594975377659612,0.11320680434220287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733777131395658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628339599107745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075617915297716,0.16757074088965768,0.0,0.0,0.10118035543398916,0.0,0.12790843145948946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30527039324423705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404728589687678,0.08477584095232964,0.1763600057505402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997235928832932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852703489380632,0.09983042388356182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116316900282647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441471988462165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918958518055454,0.29979401698252256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233075744176473,0.09076695652967444,0.13333599286762654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902380088616295,0.0,0.0,0.1259207111313995,0.09433599805403316,0.1348721293034586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323516730635741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500425848969945,0.0,0.07362615644209755
lonely,youngestflexer6,2019/09/22,Discord can someone dm me i'm alone rn Jah Pan#1081,-1.6130303030303033,-1.4197220000000021,-0.2145454545454548,103.13151515151516,132.63636363636363,1.4666666666666668,30.93939393939394,3.1291,0.5998848484848485,42,3,9,0,3,13,11,11,0.37,0.63,0.0,-0.5719,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7739913080436247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6331962216192695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,5maLLfry,2019/09/22,"Every night, I sit here and think about how profoundly empty I am. Every morning I wake up to find that I’ve somehow lost a little more.",3.568928571428572,4.555249464285719,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,72.21428571428571,7.028571428571429,24.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,1.0940142857142852,107,3,21,1,2,36,24,28,0.163,0.8370000000000001,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6296466194203221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34151699948074976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745038708143911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078922728831715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506530871257805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23942520893720334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cycasin,2019/09/22,"Empty... I empty and sad at the same... bout to turn 18 and last year of high school. Moved into 9 different schools and 4 states in my whole life, no friends but anxiety and depression with me... and feeling neglected from my family...",3.231136363636363,5.4297462045454585,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,75.5909090909091,8.945454545454545,26.90909090909091,9.516144504307137,2.6253363636363645,179,7,35,5,4,58,38,44,0.313,0.616,0.071,-0.9178,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,7,2,2,8,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,21,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008253720115119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22610616669412856,0.0,0.0,0.2742751908165628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24747838576494036,0.0,0.1327368699778841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282057436803144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773644324026572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398701660516314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854240612961346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27901483927504017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5313639875402835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855439449142301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29309171005313034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905283395413087
lonely,ocelis,2019/09/22,"all i want is someone to just give a fuck about me im so sick of not having anyone to rely on. or lean on. or anyone that cares enough to ask like, ""hey are you okay??"" i have a few boys i talk to late at night when im really feeling lonely, and they pretend to give a shit but they dont. its so much like meaningless sex. like yeah its cool in the moment, but after the emptiness is still there. and its shitty. i just want someone to genuinely care about me for once.",-0.3544333333333292,1.7573874899999993,1.7020000000000015,97.70266666666667,89.1,4.533333333333334,15.333333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.7400666666666664,359,7,84,3,12,119,68,100,0.19399999999999998,0.6,0.20600000000000002,-0.3223,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,0,9,10,2,0,5,3,6,4,1,0,1,13,15,9,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,9,7,15,15,4,10,0,1,0,2,9,4,2,2,9,57,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24770019416566724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558820383405146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611820057273084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758948040311295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301773760013154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955985124980287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637494446438419,0.0,0.33982936999935154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826513417888953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980500334987014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596033588317225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020744315910532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622005358670786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886326164709992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134709742887324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181652951506672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001553085533744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145245792416794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236657106583336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894612982000146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NoMyNameIsGREG409,2019/09/22,"I just want to hold someones hand or hug someone I truthfully do not even care about sex or anything like that lmao i just want some minor physical contact with someone



guess thats too much to ask for 😔",7.545121951219514,6.1319070487804925,7.083048780487808,80.7933536585366,63.878048780487795,10.151219512195123,37.57317073170732,8.841846274778883,3.0789414634146337,163,7,33,2,2,51,33,41,0.054000000000000006,0.573,0.373,0.927,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,12,6,2,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293644996593433,0.0,0.2605674933648284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841757072718868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840932862714911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070437630391457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616951552833925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489277796269295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7084808690383554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287949747316714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ragnas004,2019/09/22,"Fall.. I hate fall. It was around this time that for once on my life, for two days. I felt somewhat normal and happy. Just two days so many years ago. I hate it. I never post but tonight like many nights. I feel so empty.",-2.13304347826087,-1.0142286521739106,-0.7133913043478248,108.37034782608696,118.13043478260867,1.84,8.947826086956521,3.1291,-2.456532173913044,166,2,41,0,10,51,34,46,0.157,0.731,0.111,-0.3141,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,5,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,2,2,6,2,4,3,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,9,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183408286954566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841888026180339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668724719198192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461709297330588,0.0,0.19866069287862054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202536054917966,0.0,0.4085505640111356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614271274693885,0.10108304985652664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195372196653411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595774461519921,0.0,0.0,0.194165784751086,0.20272240442065556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22034645770124486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815724342150892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064763284286127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042311134643144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323966468492793
lonely,DarthVillas,2019/09/22,Just want someone to hold me I thought it was all getting better and that I could smile and be happy again but with dances and friends moving away and all sorts of stuff I'm remembering how lonely I am. I want to do something but there's just something with my personality that just breaks every friendship I try and forge. I've had it before and that just makes this lack of company so unbearable and such a nightmare. I just want to be held and to have someone who actually cares.,5.673719298245615,6.2831818631579015,5.738684210526317,82.11995614035091,67.21052631578948,8.438596491228072,30.570175438596486,8.344100000000001,2.0517017543859652,387,14,77,5,6,122,62,95,0.065,0.72,0.215,0.9084,0,2,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,2,31,17,12,0,5,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,8,4,9,10,3,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.20745456516672586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199732791764774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089615757235067,0.0,0.0,0.18801621510106595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167469481891723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973368230743324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911399190466185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642444415779169,0.0,0.1110681041955386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22630316275167064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190369161218838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259466851993315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562305415517968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408200001905741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36024910477318584,0.3273202209695644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433616284661771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877059148882248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443328405076341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37616854042792425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThrowRA-EastFish,2019/09/22,"Need to get this off my chest My life has always had it's ups and downs, but I think this chronic feeling of loneliness really started in highschool. Whether it was puberty, hormones, or just plain old growing up I really began to notice the lack of a deeper connection I had with people. I started noticing how I was never anybody's first choice, how everyday after school people never wanted anything to do with me, how I was always left behind by my 'friends' whenever it was time to form groups. From then on, my brain never really shut up. I would constantly be thinking of my current situation, of things that could be but never will, how I wanted to not feel alone but was too scared to drop what few social connections I had and start over.

I'd spend summer vacations complete isolated, would distract my mind from the toxic thoughts of loneliness by delving deeper into escapism into videogames, movies and TV shows. I'd try to make connections that I yearned for in real life, I tried to substitute this lack of connection by investing myself into these fictional relationships and friendships. But it only really just helped me cope, and make me wish for these meaningful relationships I'd see in fiction to be a reality.

Highschool passed, and college came. I knew while this would be the end of what little relationships I had, it'd maybe be the start of something new. I tried to make friends, join clubs, the usual. Nothing ever clicked or connected, I would be surrounded by people with friends, making memories and lifelong connections. I'd go into a lecture with hundreds of people and sit alone, day in, day out. I gave up and spiralled heavily into depression, and soon thought of killing myself nigh constantly but never took the plunge to do self harm. At one point, I began re-evaluating my life and identified what was really worth living for. And I came to the conclusion that I'd continue living for my family, and try to better myself and reverse my situation.

Freshman year went by, and I became a sophomore. I specialized in an engineering stream, the class sizes got smaller and dropped to 100, and I began seeing the same people everyday. I wanted a fresh start, and knew it would be hard. I couldn't work up the nerve to talk to anyone or make friends, but one day, a girl asked me to be my lab partner. As the socially incompetent person I am, I immediately leapt at this new opportunity to finally make a friend. I had no real idea how, so after noticing she often sat alone in class, I just constantly tried to sit next to her in class and make it a routine. In hindsight, this was probably incredibly creepy, but somehow, it worked out. She became my first real friend, we worked well together in lab and began working on most assignments together. Whenever a group assignment came up I'd ask her to be my partner, and she'd say yes. It might seem hilariously petty and it is, but it was just something I never really experienced. In highschool I was never wanted in groups and was often that kid the teacher had to shove into a random group and feel unwanted. It was honestly the first time I felt this way, the lonely thoughts still persisted when I got home, but I could always remind myself I would have a friend to talk to the next day.

Of course, as my brain is my own worst enemy, I did catch feelings and develop a crush on my friend. She's a wonderful person, but I knew her well enough to know this would never work out. While first impressions might make it seem like she's introverted, she actually knows most of our class as acquaintances from the freshman year but just never really clicked with any of them which is why she sat alone. Outside of our major, she actually has a very active social life with many friends and I know while I consider her my best friend, the feeling is not mutual.

Honestly for awhile, and even up to very recently currently with the beginning of junior year at university, I struggled with these feelings. Hell, I still do. I've finally reasoned with myself that I know my gut instinct that a confession would never lead anywhere, and it's not worth jeopardizing the friendship we have. Some may call it the ""friendzone"", but honestly I've spent this many years alone with nothing but my negative thoughts to know it's not worth it.

So that brings me here today. My friend has massively improved my social life and introduced me to many other new people to be acquaintances with. I still sit next to her everyday in class, joke with each other, talk about school and life, and just have a great time in general. While my crush will probably never go away, I genuinely just want to advance our friendship and be a closer friend. Those chronic lonely thoughts and bouts of anxiety never really go away, I still sometimes have moments where I hyper analyze my current situation and feel lonely. Hell, this is why I'm typing this out right now on a saturday night. But I just wanted to share this with you all, life can get better. While from time to time these thoughts will plague us, and always will, things can get better. It sounds cliche, but they really can. Cherish what you have, and no matter what your brain or anxiety tells you, take the plunge and make that new friend. They might be an asshole, or they might not, but it can really turn your life for the better.",8.122219588508578,7.7972255678392015,7.907778515217598,71.80553996397082,62.165829145728644,11.408931449701335,35.15549445339907,10.857558302653194,3.8233805821560622,4260,163,746,97,53,1364,372,995,0.094,0.7440000000000001,0.162,0.9974,3,11,2,0,0,1,115.0,6,5,4,19,33,44,3,3,42,1,73,15,5,16,14,204,152,76,1,23,35,0,9,1,15,17,10,2,1,7,54,66,0,0,32,4,6,14,21,13,2,6,43,16,106,31,126,75,15,153,3,5,4,0,71,50,2,20,84,536,160,22,0.0,0.0,0.069060649077638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832391851191212,0.0,0.0,0.1177714892143966,0.0,0.0,0.0240627826637388,0.0,0.05413833715789642,0.0,0.0,0.0247417774916893,0.0,0.0291185607827984,0.0,0.06615976234189735,0.0,0.06649010702790938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03713401833842798,0.12517942752009428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850295123370025,0.03613169481096349,0.1214118757588151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037100143516472534,0.11471474273809235,0.0,0.05650354457646348,0.0,0.0,0.0912807153911344,0.0,0.03047675640621886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03134030665129105,0.03656181341308345,0.0,0.023371234667802068,0.03200745140791344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03335750894828736,0.0,0.12524083345938558,0.0,0.0339748233221806,0.07752433240377826,0.0,0.12039269724072164,0.0,0.0,0.3553953139990909,0.0,0.05546107429404189,0.0,0.06032975433693085,0.0,0.056600691214763875,0.039011713334124606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031697705726285184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0237175921866521,0.0,0.03549369976511497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03994497488799095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039147884384432896,0.0,0.09723242064340896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03844553737831221,0.0,0.19994585837612489,0.017287157866911155,0.035464725899443744,0.06249060733993824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21257582201763686,0.10762347630528267,0.035548647688925114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501501328197184,0.0357284202682017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026237277547303463,0.32748998066957913,0.1366989031767428,0.11289596423535064,0.03320610703880527,0.0,0.06790507253122358,0.12085701218472007,0.03713024905789752,0.0,0.04795512369714314,0.026911628951778115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718761028623778,0.061793041736284575,0.0,0.0,0.03344994168906256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630129798162155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208264716741052,0.22668319716691995,0.03638132450050118,0.03493808359819818,0.11396964973776764,0.0,0.030218306894301487,0.0,0.028139302420273026,0.03542621825881013,0.07162233143870665,0.05639398661154501,0.06442573228207739,0.03691391821174511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932152353816633,0.0,0.14428082192915384,0.0,0.05448168108093212,0.034996334209944004,0.0,0.12522722481583698,0.0,0.11303294295430627,0.0,0.0,0.0369917301910405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02660486116664186,0.08532254975649545,0.030927753088738512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047015992529317416,0.045346123605666484,0.0,0.1685488085171973,0.10316540103330753,0.0,0.033540520918276036,0.0,0.039313660001714185,0.12011930950598285,0.038488349874129066,0.0,0.0,0.04256339001670234,0.0,0.038971204647396236,0.0583921017082528,0.12522473797412922,0.02808669663863161,0.0,0.0,0.06363011898190638,0.032801934967221336,0.0638583050891447,0.0,0.040690613512015965,0.0,0.038373155114235655,0.128802272073075,0.0,0.0,0.20108998177288528,0.0,0.0,0.09114624542143993
lonely,xmetalhead2000,2019/09/22,"So Alone i have nothing going on it just hurts Im 19 M and have only 1 friend i see more than once a month, never dated feel so alone rn, me and that friend were downtown earlier and its homecoming everyone around my age was downtown with their partner taking pictures about to go have the time of their life that they will remember forever it hurts knowing i missed that and will never have that my teen years are almost gone and that rn i have nothing going on i can’t find work feel so alone everyone i know whos younger than me works so they’re busy almost everyday while i just sit around watching youtube looking online for work that wont be to hard on my hands(they have issues in short) and repeat until one day people are free and its all ok for a few hours, i cant stand this",5.056750000000001,5.428406174999999,5.252500000000001,85.9025,68.5,8.15,27.875,7.908726449838941,1.5505124999999995,628,19,129,7,10,198,100,160,0.099,0.818,0.08199999999999999,-0.4077,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,3,9,7,0,0,3,1,16,1,0,0,3,23,29,13,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,11,10,0,0,6,0,1,4,5,3,0,1,3,6,16,5,16,22,3,26,0,3,3,0,7,7,0,2,13,82,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665778868950547,0.4135808131135848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369895858266605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584397597715669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543817675914047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346073223872812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216587650029212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056786064435596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269458980384047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192390781443192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108506787977048,0.0,0.28499082202206977,0.0,0.1437800303576792,0.13893069985277706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630591000340515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940184758063317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177762262790243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624594129160536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532297475902075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554424070897938,0.0,0.0,0.14175621700870147,0.09019777001088146,0.10123501856195892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228067964049637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078599180306956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607024739439662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008103258518558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761664154386884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29071373778610365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571751512725385
lonely,Uwu-_-sleep,2019/09/22,"Please help i'm losing friends and I can't take it I don't have friends irl. But I have online friends. They're all amazing people and I wouldn't be alive if I didn't have them. But lately I have been feeling down and I have been pushing them away because I haven't really felt like talking to anyone. I really like to talk to them but I haven't been feeling very well and that's why my conversations are dry. They thought I don't wanna be friends with them anymore. I'm losing my only friends and I can't take it. I don't like to talk to new people because I'm afraid they become so important to me and after that I lose them. I don't wanna talk about my problems because i'm scared I scare them away. Even when they ask how am I doing, I really wanna tell the truth but I can't. I always regret it. I don't know what to do",0.6045000000000016,2.5059291166666675,2.5355555555555576,94.69500000000002,82.83333333333334,5.1111111111111125,20.0,6.139981653823899,-0.07533333333333303,651,18,149,5,18,217,80,180,0.157,0.647,0.196,0.6255,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,9,3,7,19,0,3,1,0,26,0,0,1,2,26,38,14,0,7,5,0,3,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,12,8,1,0,6,3,34,11,16,29,1,8,0,4,0,0,22,3,0,1,7,100,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710454070606568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573598581183378,0.08160001900658559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909963656377147,0.0,0.2192887717565869,0.0,0.0,0.21341945131272133,0.12888703265460694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707987810255784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801501551222986,0.0,0.11205121498512174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508143297757185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822218811366073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413579117525861,0.0,0.13164375688826285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104257092890235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916755427139961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271050656271996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875633267257779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181149206607076,0.0,0.0,0.12810260055720554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166705016844927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428485427339406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336760230117955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548918444479306,0.3751992183616825,0.10200177577054656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926475201923848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629050723676563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492817098648057,0.0,0.10530445742535788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,whattheheckmannn,2019/09/22,Does anyone just wanna be friends ? What up bro I’m 17 and my life is literally some sort of fucking fucked up deep dark hell right now and I have no one. But hey I mean does anyone wanna message me and we can just like talk and shoot the shit and not be lonely? I don’t have anything going on dude I just sit around these days.,-0.7048571428571435,1.4758968000000008,0.9628571428571426,100.62714285714287,95.28571428571428,3.371428571428572,14.142857142857142,4.935628992294339,-1.3045999999999998,256,5,60,1,10,82,54,70,0.177,0.6809999999999999,0.142,-0.5908,0,2,0,1,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,1,0,7,4,1,0,0,17,12,6,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,7,2,7,10,1,10,1,1,0,2,6,6,4,2,3,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490079755731977,0.0,0.205373481226706,0.22216873633225373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095093459955515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367978765601495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928158822876174,0.4614438221890097,0.0,0.0,0.1418354403130029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762775008776564,0.12192648593197335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27185308838310324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691139677163861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21313000082496672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561783171205657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059358017197396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sullyhussain98,2019/09/22,"Alone & Sad (M/21) So me and ex recently broke up, she’s a good girl and I wish her the absolute best. Things changed and we’ve became different people & wanted different things and there was many complications she was one of my best friends &I love her &I wanna respect her & give her space. 

All of my University friends are graduating, I had to start all over again, I’ve never felt as lonely as I do right now.",3.6790533562822745,5.648336698795184,4.53067125645439,83.69879518072291,73.57831325301204,8.11635111876076,25.110154905335627,8.841846274778883,1.818719104991394,338,11,67,7,7,109,60,83,0.078,0.63,0.292,0.9709,2,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,4,10,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,3,11,11,7,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,1,12,7,8,7,4,9,0,3,0,1,12,4,0,0,5,43,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059745425478626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7354326347473124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28492532540130305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360692435015546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836625272676037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034258105736005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20976230673951468,0.0,0.0,0.13022506112315466,0.0,0.1138617885585211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252089008029335,0.0,0.0,0.1376305580848352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469980703581327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919886254938945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941128908037038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403807726099118,0.0,0.0,0.11593090796782032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960855015866429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803743248090412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006966121647523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610734865841366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ericscott627,2019/09/22,"These lyrics sum up my life ""I know your sick of me talking about cars. But what the fuck else do you want from me that is the only thing keeping me company. Purchase some things till I'm annoyed. These items are filling a void. Been filling it for so long I don't even know if this is shit I enjoy. Current battle as an adult. My partner is a shadow. I need love, do you have some I can borrow? Fuck it, Ill find some tomorrow. Woah, but that never comes.  Like a vasectomy, what have I done? I got the talent, the face, and the funds but I still haven't found some one. Mirror mirror on the wall. Who's the loneliest of them all? (me) Cupid acting stupid do you got another number I can call? Never had a pet. There's more fish in the sea but I never had a gold fish to begin with. I never had a dog. So I never been good with bitches cause I never threw a ball, fetch. I never had a pet that's what it stems from I bet. Treat me like direct deposit. Check in on me sometime. Ask me how I'm really doing. So I never had to press that 9 1 1...""",-1.1367905405405416,0.9376143918918948,1.3075168918918934,98.04478885135136,96.52252252252251,3.6759009009009014,14.144707207207208,5.3872612403679225,-1.0400049549549548,793,16,183,5,32,267,127,222,0.161,0.76,0.079,-0.9603,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,1,0,8,14,7,0,17,0,22,8,2,2,9,32,39,12,0,3,5,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,2,2,16,4,0,1,4,1,6,6,10,7,0,1,12,1,30,7,17,27,7,26,0,0,0,3,12,6,4,6,16,131,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881900529883444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484822781638596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254436524604559,0.0,0.0,0.12620085800144912,0.0,0.10582445364482962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257182697626975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262546605076628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811413097165298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228273436158656,0.0,0.0,0.13469875601196582,0.0,0.2271458121752428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304080646154616,0.19650884008939426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919478294406566,0.0,0.0,0.13503036651776038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677263445663051,0.1200366733324576,0.0,0.0,0.1087184422090358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087698061032332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109176703091644,0.7579963525897799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324638384991086,0.09343301074123003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870089779293647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126103826957733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215018561678456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810822109734042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874222926889564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323224962980398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246015163908957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jescarcega02,2019/09/22,"Dm me I'm a pretty nice person So, i dont really have a lot of friends and id like to meet people to not feel as lonely as i am, 17 yrs old and my names jerry.",-0.6333333333333329,-0.38029700000000055,3.4750000000000014,93.89666666666668,81.5,6.333333333333334,15.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.6171666666666664,120,1,34,1,3,47,33,40,0.0,0.6709999999999999,0.32899999999999996,0.9137,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,5,5,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436962002615403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142282941486852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924921177932407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849564240363456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218575424965747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39725894459912653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26246163260402194,0.3305638820985087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851547916489229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24252982392999195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lovemustexist,2019/09/22,"Ghosted - why? Why is it that you’re having a great conversation with someone and they ghost you out of nowhere.  Not even anything serious just flirty or fun banter and poof the guy disappeared?   And by the way, he’s the one that kept hinting at more and even said chat more tomorrow..why would anyone do that?",3.045141242937856,5.606650491525425,3.4450000000000003,87.87789548022602,77.98305084745763,6.6451977401129945,25.08757062146893,7.793537801064563,1.4545570621468924,245,9,47,4,6,76,47,59,0.066,0.7659999999999999,0.168,0.7623,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,6,5,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,2,2,5,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,0,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767404117346148,0.0,0.20800552521337112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339001524301245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786762705089374,0.0,0.2502788550228646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171281313758973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404390935630429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416847490467866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006345069526385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6842481186681799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955827034953314,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Randomdude285,2019/09/22,I dont know how much more I can take it I'm at my dads house right now and I just miss my mom as childish as that sounds I just feel like I'm gonna break and I dont know what to do.,-2.8004255319148927,-1.5590404042553183,0.12706382978723596,110.89400000000002,91.34042553191489,3.76,11.527659574468085,3.1291,-2.2277880851063827,139,1,46,0,5,48,32,47,0.094,0.8440000000000001,0.062,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,12,5,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,4,11,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6698410923504746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449399958856096,0.2041542880287352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297404426378865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141036568428698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961288494325005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33469060449051835,0.0,0.0,0.21007397819121265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244046189436908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486362591152716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SstunzeedD,2019/09/22,"Anyone else get intimidated when talking to other people? Went through some stuff adjusting to college and wasn’t able to make any friends, it led to incredible loneliness. Now I’m a lot better off mentally, and I put myself out there by volunteering/clubs because I don’t drink. However, when I talk to new people, and they start talking about all the things they have planned or did with friends, or you see how many texts they get, I get really intimidated. Not really jealous (although admittedly a little) but I feel intimidated like, “wow this person has so much going on compared to friendless me”. Can anyone relate? If so how do you combat this feeling and stop feeling inferior to people you meet?",6.471345486111113,8.072870179687502,7.195729166666666,68.80413194444445,65.953125,9.75138888888889,33.75347222222222,9.994966539143718,3.651080555555557,565,25,92,13,9,187,91,128,0.159,0.701,0.14,-0.5671,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,3,2,9,7,1,0,3,0,7,1,0,4,1,24,20,15,0,1,5,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,1,5,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,3,4,13,5,14,17,4,14,0,1,1,0,14,4,0,5,7,65,19,1,0.16079665391441653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934723861401548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248655182507694,0.16475517400474973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802014776564537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221157338582308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751950491063946,0.0,0.0,0.13432497136952312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439108588539829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484621918818643,0.0,0.2520288450994119,0.0,0.0913844439799065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855712294986833,0.1611604900189288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670356501527794,0.0,0.0,0.10733301509435354,0.16302256903642548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204520736910932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820404212722285,0.0,0.0,0.15529841033791492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33442846091216033,0.14040143598199836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164504951780875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602090786243046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813411475682734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381269925645975,0.0,0.0,0.13443320266999878,0.0,0.0,0.1840736984696111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877267786422372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682615193805764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490601091314043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pinkletabroad,2019/09/22,"Friends Traveling through Barcelona, Spain right now, then Paris/Munich/Berlin next. I would love to make some new friends if it’s possible. Maybe we could go out for food/drinks and do a cultural exchange?",4.326351351351352,7.380443189189191,2.368851351351349,94.55435810810816,76.56756756756758,6.943243243243244,30.871621621621625,8.07648339933343,2.2167351351351354,166,8,32,3,4,45,36,37,0.0,0.7290000000000001,0.271,0.8859999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,8,6,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,4,1,8,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,4,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248572160563128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27588843700114624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405459595215433,0.0,0.43517052577744897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005580661352312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541804625612387,0.0,0.18798902262802591,0.0,0.28293339873859924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27199828821958216,0.2995148052184123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174935007729989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405089596810282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006060600798395,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Djok911710,2019/09/22,"shitty situation 16M

got rejected by her, instead of stop talking to her, I stayed.

now we're ""married""

ik its all fake, cuz when I seriously confessed she asked for time and ultimately rejected me.

now, I feel like she likes the power and loves the attention I give her.
shes evil.

sometimes I think im just wrong, and that there is a chance

I feel like shes a drug; shes bad for me, yet I keep doing it.

I shouldve cut her off the second she sair no, but like an idiot, I left a vacuum.
and it has been filled with another vacuum of emptiness.  I feel used, like an object. oof.
I seriously hate life already, and uni is in a few weeks. why.",1.954341926729988,3.3590960895522386,4.219118046132974,86.51075305291724,76.91044776119405,7.857801899592942,23.37584803256445,8.575989854853784,1.3489641791044775,492,15,111,10,11,171,88,134,0.26,0.63,0.11,-0.9607,1,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,7,17,4,0,9,0,8,3,0,2,1,19,19,8,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,6,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,11,0,1,2,3,23,6,9,17,2,12,1,2,0,1,15,3,0,0,12,68,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693097441145485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712699971976626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668325589423485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900356376342222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069526621358249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27069861529764616,0.2549784453971217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119155256245175,0.0,0.0,0.1427278124801371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618865906406894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276343681263144,0.0,0.0,0.15862016687656408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938933017199104,0.0,0.12604896851968,0.4359236916349583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106378613516764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059236817185006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649785256707956,0.0,0.0,0.1902106808649723,0.0,0.14919746494182073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343642124751688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434759696013165,0.0,0.0,0.10405930879712834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412895334617416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314688663958328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102906163247374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951139591850438,0.0,0.0
lonely,wyvernie,2019/09/22,"i'm so empty and i am lonely 
anyone wanna talk? minor here",-2.597179487179485,-1.8230112307692288,2.4384615384615387,85.29820512820513,122.84615384615385,1.7333333333333334,4.333333333333333,3.1291,-2.16277435897436,46,0,8,0,3,18,12,13,0.33799999999999997,0.662,0.0,-0.5563,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6563388743345849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7544662232580129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,A1PB,2019/09/22,"Shitty personality I recently realized that I'm alone (and probably will be for the rest of my life) because I have a dogshit personality. I'm ridiculously awkward, super boring, not good at anything, and have absolutely no social skills whatsoever. I have no life experience and cant form connections with anyone. I'm just a general weirdo. Factor all that in on top of being fucking ugly and idk why I ever thought I had a chance...",4.7139107142857135,7.1141627125000015,6.862142857142861,66.22000000000003,71.875,10.071428571428571,32.67857142857143,10.290406445055957,4.163607142857143,347,17,56,11,7,122,59,80,0.311,0.625,0.065,-0.9562,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,2,6,2,1,4,0,8,3,0,0,2,12,13,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,6,2,7,8,3,6,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,2,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621403333515965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697682390276187,0.0,0.20828375833911544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429039156370486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289478633173069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475851492068905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339913921062646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212292373051439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35755093767822466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44200285405734496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728898799001286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499105438376537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580085608610631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093701037976436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228387795062148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,swingwellthiccboi88,2019/09/22,"Hahahahahahaha I actually believed I had a chance I’m legit amused at the fact that I thought I had a chance of her loving me, how stupid and full of it I could have been despite the fact that nobody has ever loved me or wanted to be with me I actually believed that their was a chance.",6.524858757062148,5.317235610169494,7.880000000000003,73.59536723163842,65.77966101694915,9.900564971751416,31.53107344632768,8.841846274778883,2.2756395480226,227,7,48,3,3,79,39,59,0.055,0.677,0.268,0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,5,0,8,2,0,1,3,10,13,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,11,3,5,6,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.5111581406998428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5901488863231001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091078434274946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369058149426992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727544821534444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792133853720568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447688634888934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Crazytraveller1991,2019/09/22,"Alone on my birthday- just a rant Here I am on my 28th birthday, spending it alone, without family, single and predominantly friendless.

Some so called friends haven’t remembered it’s my birthday despite the constant messaging today. My dad is the only one to have contacted me and while I say I’m alone in the physical sense, I realised really just says a lot about the people that I allow into my life.

My family is celebrating my 15 years younger cousins birthday from a few days back today on my birthday today. I got an invite but no mention or acknowledgement that it’s my actual birthday. 

It’s the first time I’ve felt left out or pushed aside by my family. But if nothing else it really just shows either how little support I have or that I’m a bitter 28 year old single female. 

I ate a lonely piece of chocolate cake at 7am in my underwear, a mixture of sadness and happiness that I have the ability to do what I want and when I want.

It would be nice to do that with a significant other but there’s no point in hoping for that just for the sake of company. 

I guess this makes me really think about whether I am truly lonely when I have myself to rely on and make me happy.

We assume that without friends and family in our lives we are alone. But sometimes them being in our lives can make us feel even lonelier than if they weren’t.",4.4539562389118865,5.635160041198503,5.712249162231423,79.13787108219991,70.31086142322098,8.767120047309284,28.28484131677509,9.134995656068208,2.368495131086142,1069,38,202,21,19,358,151,267,0.11599999999999999,0.73,0.154,0.9188,1,8,0,0,0,1,18.0,5,0,2,1,15,11,1,0,15,0,17,2,0,5,0,46,32,21,0,6,17,2,2,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,16,11,1,0,6,1,1,1,6,4,0,2,4,5,35,7,29,25,7,30,0,3,0,0,17,15,0,10,14,152,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.10249774794145727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351329808840559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076443828777291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725115957912336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135041246920974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773805258880712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774218559813003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937377369181699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960657294480676,0.0,0.053108198792740584,0.0,0.10084883138927817,0.0,0.0,0.08934161856702981,0.0,0.0,0.16229756486784594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840050514862833,0.0,0.1157064712243134,0.0,0.0,0.22362067101713232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432217170285303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411943132032012,0.0,0.07418841434119379,0.0,0.1052713689953168,0.18549337735406748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929590269928032,0.0,0.0,0.21033244753817426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078267582494284,0.0,0.1102152082197046,0.0,0.07117355899284135,0.07988286811183612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281714831198159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929080417554746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018618491088177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898271633095985,0.0,0.0,0.16705404106348018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388102314802404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919100739776625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730135916085334,0.0,0.0,0.06124599992973578,0.0,0.2986790224089982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634261854566128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390320489147574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024974932011981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461293276485947,0.0,0.0,0.1352765288741256
lonely,ViktorRezmoth,2019/09/22,"Can’t fill the void It’s funny. After all this time, all the achievements I’ve made and all the positive things that have happened for me, I’m still the same lonely guy I’ve always been. Don’t know what to do. It sucks, yknow? I just don’t know what to do. The seasons are changing. This depression and loneliness will be getting worse soon. Hopefully I won’t be going down the same path I did a few years ago.",0.718,3.061773329411768,2.023823529411768,95.69220588235297,86.29411764705883,5.282352941176471,19.088235294117645,6.742157984588678,0.09867058823529408,323,9,71,4,10,103,58,85,0.16399999999999998,0.732,0.10400000000000001,-0.6597,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,7,0,13,0,0,1,3,12,22,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,5,15,6,10,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,7,48,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596000730087091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24368049600823036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098038894517611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25223731710718944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300570263394864,0.0,0.16643738999926413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289974486862184,0.25897249038367914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29087309419002466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321893112141378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771083877172897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23387598975022844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945611871988252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076728000896355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984463168312633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859031537888807
lonely,longhairgrey0,2019/03/31,"I’m having flashbacks and have no one to talk to (TW rape) It’s the middle of the night and my brain is screaming at me and I feel like I’m back on my ex’s bed and I can’t breathe or cry. I have no friends, my parents are assholes, and my partner is away. I feel so alone and trapped. I’ve not told anyone except my partner about the multiple abuses at the hands of my ex. I don’t know what to do with myself. All of it is coming back to me and I’m blaming myself for every time it happened. I need someone to talk to but I don’t deserve it. I don’t deserve life.",-0.7616085489313846,1.077253204724407,1.7919516310461212,98.37238188976379,87.81889763779526,3.9435320584926887,20.88245219347581,4.65589566412798,-0.4032965129358828,435,15,106,1,14,149,70,127,0.15,0.818,0.032,-0.8804,1,2,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,4,0,12,5,3,0,1,18,22,10,0,1,4,3,3,1,3,0,1,1,1,2,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,1,4,18,2,17,21,1,10,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,5,73,23,0,0.0,0.25407236097594066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209169490197414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499390890230331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147028806150688,0.3297770893062568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393822157750553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471818330576006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23554858683803015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806721231202607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685122298212664,0.15319358299353675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567322103110094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962561817275653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784877282704626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146294495673693,0.1047629137895477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900205614607033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123426625561508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530782122569266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381065188971561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169147457276533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34471210722858103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503973293613074,0.0,0.0,0.20490340506083587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hip_hat,2019/03/31,"Self created loneliness I've been keeping busy the last day and a half. Occupying myself with enough to make the time go by. I miss my ex-partner a whole hell of a lot.

For the most part it is my fault for our relationship to be over. Or at least the way it is, with a separation. I have no idea what the future holds for us. Today I emailed him saying I can't talk to you until the end of April. I need time and space. The dust has to settle from our separation before I will feel well enough to speak to him again.

But holy fuck does that time and separation hurt like hell.   
Never mind what I have done and what happened between us.  
This is loneliness unlike I have ever experienced.  
I'd give anything to just be able to sit on the couch and have a conversation with him, or watch TV shows together.  
Just to do nothing and everything together.  
I can still smell him. I feel his touch. I feel his kiss. When I close my eyes, his smile is all I see.  
I can't believe what I have lost.

My biggest struggle internally is being okay with being alone. I'm really not. But in order for things to move forward I think I have to be okay with loneliness for a little while, at least.",1.7976605421138778,3.8626111673640176,3.42244133163544,89.0334327815172,79.5857740585774,6.8343460069128605,21.2699654356922,7.893859768569023,0.8460662543205388,915,26,199,16,23,303,139,239,0.155,0.7809999999999999,0.065,-0.9716,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,4,1,0,1,7,13,3,1,14,2,24,3,1,1,3,34,39,13,0,1,7,0,4,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,9,12,0,2,5,2,0,3,5,8,1,1,3,11,34,5,32,30,9,31,2,3,3,2,20,10,3,4,18,144,43,0,0.13964796850685296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463317974937118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491837930308485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883013564044505,0.15733543931373795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006138689873126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222068783114,0.14290835652158376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368665038402815,0.2885873634452031,0.0,0.0,0.12631958251152828,0.0,0.0,0.12550658954096905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183062648710127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910229662720024,0.0,0.13396305625254154,0.07936515869114166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349023735611167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949603855456936,0.15764555843508926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412553084545935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383173289915588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822494352109537,0.13996395128154196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244225403008524,0.11872370896591447,0.0,0.0,0.09321610336257133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410046390310174,0.0,0.0,0.14842369019920693,0.0,0.10354719917484756,0.10770512233666388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399599210886362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122514129773504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894620645160903,0.0,0.0,0.14992965638308145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105366961568547,0.0,0.0,0.11128135061652933,0.0,0.14568328724290394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115230480402076,0.0,0.0,0.14599037750803387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224374731477788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092775905085029,0.08948077948136393,0.0,0.0,0.2442895603666809,0.0,0.13236994553612946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359586234257875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084605732284937,0.0,0.0,0.12556029473446387,0.0,0.0,0.15591196972143673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sniggihhannah,2019/03/31,"23y/o female, texting buddies wanted I travel for a living, am career oriented and just need a no strings attached, platonic texting buddy...This lifestyle is that lonely, yet still quite rewarding so I’m trekking on... A good texting buddy would make a world of difference though. I’m quite capable of holding a stimulating conversation  and I also feel confident in saying I’d make a great impartial person to vent to if needed.

Text me? 

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lonely,Rejected_Onion,2019/03/31,"I need some hope It just feels like at their core, nobody cares. As soon as it becomes to much they leave and I'm dealing with it all on my own. I'm expected to do all these academic things by my parents and teachers cuz I'm ""smart"" but what the fuck does that mean if I cant do anything. I just lay around all day and disappoint people. I keep trying to fill that void with a irl and I always fuck it up and make it worse for myself. Then I'm reminded of all of it again when I see them. I cant do this anymore. My life feels like a series of unsolvable problems because I'm too lazy. I cant get myself to do things. Its so fucking impossible. My only hope is that maybe I'll find that one really altruistic girl that I can bond with and really develope a connection with and forget about everyone else. Maybe she can help me push myself. Because I know my friends cant, hell I've lost most of them. I cant trust anyone.",1.1165020242914991,3.0567049794871792,3.1172469635627533,90.99327935222678,81.25641025641026,6.566801619433199,21.032388663967613,7.669130373188453,0.7119230769230773,721,21,162,12,19,243,116,195,0.14800000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0.133,-0.6204,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,1,10,15,4,0,4,0,12,4,0,2,4,36,33,15,0,6,4,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,17,12,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,1,3,25,8,21,32,8,11,1,2,1,3,10,4,4,5,7,106,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896741665974675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179369107239798,0.0999720856513286,0.0,0.11765699750550065,0.1272788789492706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431358412284192,0.1579056674833869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457734764153606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220763848173677,0.14740189256616013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511918862619598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943803253899095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661961596848166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445858393486322,0.2042840476096414,0.0,0.0,0.13067739807984935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046283894994466,0.3965367946625701,0.07469901561574087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583374348604144,0.0,0.0,0.28401469266908963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270835645404992,0.0,0.0,0.07857582494155071,0.0,0.0,0.15139085220607393,0.0,0.0,0.1009881186078922,0.13970162228800173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560751031377377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954375349471025,0.0,0.28727705216327826,0.15574268864072874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510375015076856,0.10601483095132352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688418173029814,0.10873962776068287,0.0,0.0,0.15875783597477708,0.0,0.0,0.09912149862914224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680864342654694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831880673124672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139332948419528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997369262179972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707126258284572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570467438572718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anotherthrowawayan,2019/03/31,"I legitimately have no friends. Not even an exaggeration. As a child, I had struggled with English as I was a child of Korean  immigrants who didn’t teach me English, despite them having raised my sister in America before me. Along with struggle with language, I was a child with psychological issues. Teachers had constantly prescribed therapist after therapist, and it was no help. However, by seventh grade it had dissipated somewhat. But in eighth grade, I was a violent kid. Bullying towards me in seventh grade had me bitter, and as a kid who had a whole sleuth of different mental issues since he was a child, I did not respond well as I went into eight grade. Due to violence in multiple incidents throughout the year, my parents had decided to force me into an online high school. I’m in eleventh grade now, and there has been an insane amount of things that have happened in between, but to sum it up, I’m not violent anymore, I have dissipated my anger issues, yet I have been continuously depressed for over four years, and have continuously had OCD since I can remember. I’ve improved myself a lot, I’d like to think. I go to the gym, I get straight A’s, and I’ve tried my best to become the most compassionate human being I can be. But the problem is that, it’s been three years I’ve been in an online high school, and I have absolutely no friends. Sure, I never really had any “friends” throughout my school years, but I legitimately have no friends now. Hoping to make some, I recently joined a youth orchestra for the state.  Well, actually, I joined for this one girl I have liked since I played in this orchestra three years ago. However, it is only making me more miserable as I am unable to talk to anyone, especially as I know absolutely no one in the orchestra except for that girl I like who doesn’t give a shit about me. I can swear at my past self for a lot of things, but I was outgoing and had the guts to talk to people back then. Now, I’m a pessimistic festering ball of anxiety and loneliness and I am unable to start a conversation with anyone, although I am able to carry a conversation that is put upon me. I often feel that me trying to improve myself is pointless.  I find myself always waiting for this weekly orchestra, despite going and feeling miserable. My main problem is my obsession with this girl. I’ve never had a girlfriend, and I’ve become desperate. I’m a stocky dude who’s not extremely fit, but I’m not fat, and I’m relatively muscular, although I admit that I’m slightly pudgy. However, I don’t think I’m too ugly for this girl I like to like me. However, she sits in the front and is a violinist, and I’m a cellist who fucked up his audition because he doesn’t care about this stupid fucking orchestra, so I sit near the back. I can’t find any opportunity to talk to her, or rather, I can’t find a situation where I would be forced to talk to her. Along with that, I’m losing hope that I would make any waves if I did talk to her, as she clearly doesn’t give a shit about me. Despite staring at her a lot as I’m a creepy asshole who likes her, I notice that she never ever stares in my direction. It’s amazing how much I don’t matter to her. Life is fucking terrible. I apologize for any mistakes in grammar I have made. Please forgive me, as I have just finished another youth symphony session and want to die. 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lonely,chryptorchid,2019/03/31,"please help me i met this girl on instagram back in december. she’s been following me since summer of 2017. she messaged me and we instantly hit it off to the point where we became so in love with each other. we cared for each other so much and did anything to make the other feel happy. but a couple of weeks ago she changed. she basically just fucking destroyed me saying how much she hated me. and then she said she loved me. this happened 4 times. we then took a week break so she would stop hating me. 2 days ago we started talking again and she was telling me about something that she fucking knew would crush me. and i asked her to please stop. And then she tore into me again, but this time it was so much worse. she basically just said we should just stop talking and i said i loved her and she literally said “ok cool.” and then i asked her if we would ever make things right. and she called me a scumbag. the last thing she said to me was “fuck you, you fucking retard i hate you” and that was it. i miss her so much. i literally feel so fucking alone and no one cares about me. i’ve been sifting through omegle to numb the pain but it’s not working anymore. i just want somebody.

tldr: a girl who i loved and who loved me randomly started hating me and now we stopped talking but it hurts so fucking much. i need something to numb the pain.",1.3718995098039244,3.741932783088238,2.2621764705882366,94.99262745098042,83.30147058823529,4.9501960784313725,21.566666666666666,6.2581,0.17344666666666653,1055,34,227,9,30,330,127,272,0.249,0.619,0.132,-0.9932,0,3,2,0,0,0,25.0,8,3,0,1,20,27,11,0,9,2,11,15,0,3,1,54,50,31,0,7,10,0,2,0,0,4,4,6,0,2,17,26,0,4,3,0,0,2,2,17,0,1,15,9,56,10,18,30,7,35,0,2,0,11,55,8,6,2,24,162,73,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310500512637952,0.0,0.0,0.07775861608266171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744576332411653,0.0,0.0,0.0617831548234984,0.0,0.14037640357108588,0.0,0.0,0.05773068212105155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666347630271224,0.0,0.15309493618700845,0.0,0.07942302907647021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307286019955508,0.0,0.04841937942501018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791274268640796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592382507758946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164528195903688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639161202962078,0.07992239002633382,0.0,0.29649764370002823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032349232638473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037301736702011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119894502677582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388060937645037,0.0,0.100230876575517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27595644142591863,0.05566970816118619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050875090531790255,0.0,0.15977749630861052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482715177343993,0.07097338847300454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411657318096317,0.35708392188113314,0.05970538485830657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062105657186444826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559809436928505,0.0,0.0,0.10628180529422923,0.0,0.0,0.2510757334567219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181035606150401,0.06562186131648591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975755214300468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755767830715687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341490366512735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428320611778597,0.0,0.12044678362696914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546579947853067,0.0,0.0765113392908054,0.16000069813720014,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Daisyroads,2019/03/31,"Realising that no one cares Yesterday I had a long and scary medical procedure done. 

It was one I told people about and one I was afraid to do alone.

When I messaged the people I usually help out for support, they either ignored me or replied something like 'aw thats too bad'.  When I asked for someone to come with me they all had excuses. Once I got out from the hospital two of them had posted on Instagram stories meeting up with other people not a mile from the hospital.

None replied to my message saying I was going in to have it done even though they all read it. 

Today no one has checked on me and the group chat is sharing memes. 

No one cares. It really hit me that no one cares.
If I were dead, no one would even notice I was gone. ",3.032,4.567637466666668,4.2316666666666665,86.98750000000004,74.33333333333334,7.666666666666668,26.5,8.344100000000001,1.6829999999999998,580,21,121,10,12,190,92,150,0.139,0.74,0.12,-0.2732,0,4,1,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,7,9,0,1,6,1,15,1,0,0,2,16,26,8,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,0,2,1,3,7,3,0,8,13,1,19,6,18,11,4,17,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,2,7,95,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112487415259494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835883391163385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571010939064228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872475216041784,0.0,0.0,0.10905922686732783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591222884917361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724316922791865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719526906862595,0.0,0.10125779739280408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486084154586203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061852938231556936,0.0,0.0,0.11204167699586327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754148665266565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414093527427832,0.0,0.13483047708871124,0.6005370370112899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633164525242989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212528485723644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663952788520222,0.0,0.08110657576243098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068158964474347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727223162698048,0.09746691968089256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367015631313446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438903172466015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000698926821653,0.12097675788326592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236749491030882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943781461489405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993674898253813,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ANDR0SYNTH,2019/03/31,"Anybody else feel like they’re an alien to everyone else? or fed up with being a human? Not being able to fit into your own species, not *wanting* to fit in, just wishing you could run into a fellow misfit to be out of place with..",4.241205673758863,4.579018085106384,5.332765957446809,84.73333333333333,70.27659574468085,7.117730496453903,26.30496453900709,6.42735559955562,1.031275177304964,178,5,36,1,3,59,37,47,0.0,0.804,0.196,0.8299,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,8,1,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,12,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,1,26,2,0,0.3313422579110963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645498313770989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5535878791496512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166117267945686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675366013207557,0.2367109752570008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187709047144086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34618213691241034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543424849784735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810272443587036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cyntain,2019/03/31,"Loneliness is hard to admit I’ve been pretty lonely for most of my life. I find it very difficult to make friends. I think socially I’m very unconfident. I have a girlfriend, but she travels a lot for work, so I hardly see her. I don’t have many of my own friends, any friends I have made have been through her. Not sure how to improve my situation. 

Any advice would be great",2.2188345864661656,4.2197911842105285,3.5495488721804516,88.9518421052632,77.94736842105263,6.974436090225563,26.646616541353367,7.957251820313856,1.5505774436090225,294,12,63,5,7,96,53,76,0.107,0.62,0.273,0.9528,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,3,1,12,16,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,3,12,5,8,11,3,1,0,1,1,0,9,0,0,2,0,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914314511645038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26643776723997786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904927397629022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540561276693488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21598071058950447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509762797744963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837013578986185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654738198275512,0.0,0.18536554753472115,0.13076493405480902,0.1986120996485003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993009755485978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561071311713232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202000821451808,0.0,0.19969562845012415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463366157805428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552496624474546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232764352528803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261771078662966,0.0,0.0,0.139161912679145,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,the_ghost_of_tiffany,2019/03/31,"Bored/Alone looking for metalhead friends Romanian chick here, I work quite a bit and don’t have time for friends irl unfortunately. Looking for someone 20-29 who listens to metal and loves cats to chat with! DM me your kik",5.7557142857142845,7.285180285714286,5.603333333333335,79.82500000000002,67.57142857142857,8.457142857142857,35.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,2.9800857142857136,180,9,34,3,3,56,36,42,0.053,0.7240000000000001,0.22399999999999998,0.8313,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,6,6,1,1,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,0,1,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121797062093041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290720350180493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657519272935088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062329434006361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27204287355342605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32059674848810404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553917704031937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757601386657893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194369912130083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rami94,2019/03/31,"The prospect of loneliness in my near future. Advice from anyone in a similar state Long rambling post,

I'm 24 years old, and worried about becoming lonely soon. Allow me to explain. My 9-5 is very stressful but  I work with a great group of people. When I return back to my town at the weekend, I have a group of friends, seven of us. And luckily chances are, at least one or two of them are free on the weekend to hang out. 

This is where the problem begins. To put it bluntly, I'm a problem drinker, an alcoholic if I'm honest. I drink every day and struggle with anxiety when I don't. This is something I hate and am determined to get a handle on. It's not too bad of a dependance right now, I hold down a decent job and most of my life is in good order, but I can see that changing as time goes on. 

My issue is, the friend group I hang out with are extremely heavy drinkers, our weekend always consists of going to the pub and getting absolutely shit face drunk. They aren't interested in changing, having spoken to them a bit. Nor should they if thats what they want to do. This feels like its destroying my productivity and holding me back to some degree and I'm beginning to realise I have to create some distance, but I'm terrified of kind of leaving the group and becoming a relatively lonely person. Unfortunately, my life up until about 5 years ago was spend distancing myself from most people I grew up with, meaning I'm fairly estranged to all my childhood peers, just got these friends I met in adulthood, at university mostly. 

Maybe this sounds stupid, and sorry if it seems trivial, I just hate being by myself, and am scared that if I stop going to bars and getting hammered for my health concerns, then I will be by myself a fair amount. 

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lonely,jthammons1796,2019/03/31,"How to end isolation? I've moved to a new state and for the past 8 months I've been completely isolated. I really don't see a way out of this and I'm becoming extremely depressed, suicidal even. I don't know how to break out of this cage. How do I make friends and relationships?",1.3500574712643676,3.5427027413793084,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,81.93103448275863,9.383908045977012,25.18390804597701,9.725611199111238,2.6602321839080463,221,9,49,8,6,76,39,58,0.237,0.71,0.052000000000000005,-0.8984,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,4,0,10,8,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,8,7,0,10,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032760095679183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879146638938335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365140467280068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24321560513181734,0.0,0.0,0.1813718367740677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215659663265354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091391598903792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329877086141416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21918446162406435,0.2918581553919987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652120385013655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621383999062581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591688423985574,0.0,0.0,0.2948194650853397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882200662764584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003696963582055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796605231484426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ILiveToDisappoint,2019/03/31,"I Want my friend back. I miss my online friends. I used to hang out with two particular people on discord pretty much all the time until we had a falling out last September. I had deactivated my facebook account so she thought I had unfriended her which prompted her to kick me from the discord server I had helped her found, steam, b.net, WhatsApp, everything. She cut off all contact and had not initiated a conversation since.

Her thinking I had removed her was not the start of the whole problem it was just the final tipping point for her. A brief summary of events over 3 years is:

* I thought I fell in love with her. Nope, I had never had a close personal friendship with a woman before and I couldn't manage my emotions.
* My depression worsened and I was using her as my life raft. I told her a few times that she is in my life was why I was not killing myself. Biggest regret of my life, I put so much undue pressure on her.
* She was getting upset with my lack of effort to make myself better.

Last year

* She started dating someone from the discord server. I still had feelings for her and got jealous.
* She broke up and relapsed into a depression.
* She was acting very emotionally abusive and toxic to me because of the way I was acting with my depression. E.g Overly negative, not trying to get better, putting no effort into uni.
* I told her I had withdrawn from uni. She then refused to talk to me for a few days and refused to let me join her in overwatch as punishment.
* I told her she was being emotionally abusive and she agreed that while she was being toxic to me it was not emotional abuse and it was all my fault.
* She thought I had removed her from facebook and she kicked me from everything.

I have been very lonely the last couple of weeks and with my course finishing this week and my birthday coming up I would like to get back in touch with her. We did have some really good times. I have messaged her on Christmas and new years eve and got very brief no conversational replies.

I have spent the last few months trying to decide if I should try to restart the friendship. I really miss spending time with her but part of me feels that she will never want me in her life again and I don't know if I could deal with finding that out, though I would not blame her. Part of me feels that she is better off without me in her life. Maybe I should just message her next weekend, maybe knowing how she feels with being better than sitting in limbo thinking about it all the time.",3.1089141414141395,5.368615460743801,3.817889807162537,86.84703673094586,76.21074380165291,6.120404040404043,25.83820018365473,7.123485893559443,1.2255189715335169,1969,73,375,22,45,624,213,484,0.113,0.8059999999999999,0.081,-0.7157,0,3,0,0,1,1,50.0,2,0,0,6,11,25,4,2,19,0,44,6,0,4,6,84,76,27,1,13,12,0,5,1,2,5,5,0,0,2,11,34,0,2,14,1,3,12,15,16,0,1,35,5,96,9,65,30,14,73,0,8,0,1,58,24,0,3,36,292,107,1,0.0,0.2580150114041783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116315041527978,0.0,0.044249019156880065,0.0,0.06176710877595785,0.0,0.0,0.25679302790379377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252820258124278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795567445280848,0.0803173286512218,0.0,0.04681330582605338,0.07483512201004311,0.18756001796660213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266072746792418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304749696109578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468108548704403,0.0,0.0,0.07951669235342505,0.06634418906711907,0.0,0.0,0.07958908185460874,0.11216273938524232,0.0,0.11377282578224042,0.0,0.0,0.06088343665998204,0.1161106354808478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865425919302978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030795447991994,0.0,0.07978501963808156,0.2366758900086571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742262286640853,0.25635553404425304,0.03546286878315051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551357523155571,0.0,0.04845310631882495,0.0,0.1458489635041495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793911204420861,0.0,0.10672118016009204,0.0,0.11196880271560132,0.0701060189228146,0.07719824539981583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721163157567888,0.0,0.0503234342150714,0.06338111063936132,0.0,0.0,0.06861919709738938,0.0,0.0,0.07384817212276644,0.0,0.06945698826939309,0.0,0.14594213650502658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300356412967592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060045608967373924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061503643691456375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275643170291966,0.0,0.05796893357227913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834354822913546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302301995692992,0.07131741896562335,0.17288047942925772,0.21163346271095207,0.0,0.0,0.20808306023705145,0.0,0.14784762229146384,0.0,0.07090800562111364,0.0,0.0,0.12538558819089826,0.0,0.17967830138368604,0.08562865925040249,0.057617038330773175,0.11645155689007675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549945085031396,0.08104199781776639,0.0,0.06997231774421603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312897718814197,0.0,0.0,0.140233028746337
lonely,worldstar_money,2019/03/31,"lonely even with friends I guess I might be in an odd situation - I feel lonely, but I have so many people I can talk to. I just feel sad and lost at times during the week. Wondering if anyone else was in the same boat as I am.",0.0991836734693905,1.9395597346938798,2.440163265306122,95.02269387755103,84.3061224489796,5.552653061224492,15.922448979591836,6.742157984588678,-0.4554195918367343,173,3,42,2,5,59,39,49,0.244,0.716,0.040999999999999995,-0.8481,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,11,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,7,1,6,7,1,5,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,4,2,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100988085616094,0.2798994385790018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22820214479204226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042910420877173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27625035296143424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105385137657992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009323818378849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982021097261776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27695594887773656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897948519469221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938472194598013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070594530816873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956722213142435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929018007270654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21912401315408106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296245966519873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_lonelynotalone,2019/03/31,"I hate having to acknowledge it, but it’s there: I’m lonely.   

I have a partner, he’s great and he brings a lot of joy to my life. Having a boyfriend is a recent thing and it still boggles my mind how the relationship has become so possible for me. However, I don’t have any friends or even acquaintances. And I literally mean zero. Stuff happened in my earlier years that ultimately made me a recluse and fear social interaction. I’ve not had a friend in twelve years. It’s been that amount of years being on my own, just really had my parents to talk to. I tried making friends online and sometimes great conversations were made, but long-term friendships never seemed to happen. I’ve overcome a lot in the past few years and believe I am a lot better at being social and I’m a fantastic listener. Just no one ever seems interested in forming a connection with me. I felt like I discovered who I am/my personality recently but I guess it’s not one people are drawn to. I have this desperate need to have a friend, but also there’s a part of me that has accepted that it’s likely not going to happen. Some days being lonely is very easy to ignore, other days it hits me like a truck. What can I do about this feeling? Mostly everything in my life now is better than I ever could have imagined, but there’s a sense of belonging and a genuine friendship experience that I am missing and always have.",3.293312121212125,5.328868869090911,4.88384090909091,80.45642803030303,74.85454545454544,7.928787878787879,26.00378787878788,8.72156446121922,2.060542424242424,1109,40,209,23,24,373,148,275,0.10800000000000001,0.6809999999999999,0.21,0.9881,2,4,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,14,20,1,1,17,0,27,2,0,4,3,46,48,18,0,2,11,1,2,3,5,0,2,1,0,2,19,10,0,1,8,0,0,2,6,6,0,3,7,3,25,14,24,36,10,23,0,3,0,0,17,7,0,9,17,157,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301668230879587,0.08637809330527241,0.0,0.0,0.0705942431390718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464979960287175,0.0,0.1169581279230117,0.0,0.18362271450176276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288370093748902,0.0,0.0,0.13389750275932805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856541263971881,0.18780386612203948,0.0,0.0,0.09329758011761474,0.10154593177184096,0.0,0.1168149178604278,0.05248936840242835,0.0,0.0996737148703634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32081286380700363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058997517808552384,0.0,0.0,0.2289014047017165,0.11435822966506135,0.0,0.2753960653925869,0.0,0.0,0.10249071378265202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466479037161098,0.1521487156361939,0.0,0.0,0.0918684314765429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647662116296781,0.0,0.19645473939866906,0.06929386658923155,0.0,0.0,0.11307933607988199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481833388244037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697367242870076,0.08006453937625506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068845275911995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152685294326674,0.11241592802119343,0.09909822758578392,0.07196866417326729,0.09064273807384116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170299838679644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650323430988124,0.0,0.20499936377359884,0.11145290601527237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890091379991316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21164209405674014,0.0,0.0,0.1026705747509394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290266309957711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188374172953861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343840786450023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896663728424568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048005926381266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565398031886062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674005039405065
lonely,Nm4r_,2019/03/31,"Can't make friends or get to know anyone I rely too much on my best friend to get me places in terms of meeting other people. It has only occurred to me recently that I really don't know how to talk to other people. I want to meet new people and go to social gatherings but I don't know where to start. Even just sending a text to someone I don't know too well sends my heart pounding. I am too anxious over people judging me. 

There just seems to be no way of making new friends. I feel as if I can't be myself around anyone out of the fear of being judged. People might think I'm weird... People might shut me down... How do I interact with anyone?!
",2.275788770053474,3.6826116323529448,3.808288770053476,89.78002673796793,76.05882352941177,6.12192513368984,21.18716577540107,6.574015621080383,0.30896470588235303,506,12,108,4,11,168,83,136,0.128,0.828,0.044000000000000004,-0.9076,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,12,7,0,1,2,0,13,1,1,4,0,23,28,7,0,2,5,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,7,0,0,3,6,2,1,0,0,1,16,5,22,23,3,18,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,5,5,75,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658626122135818,0.0,0.2721832215157076,0.0,0.0,0.11550949473417615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616990860326147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570197977649592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601049337619024,0.06560804662466342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30074526471347196,0.0,0.13558330529220947,0.0,0.07374277909855441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537603464382384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852399050729262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732249927312589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752991835746233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538488376709532,0.0,0.0,0.2506364512197196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868455445168622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5397348398319862,0.0,0.1355663992233634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312440080897886,0.0,0.1281174476454777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812411461366315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226892223353195,0.10994102381480544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918412847346834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429218563827407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314178997032838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653288407680224,0.10299351067784022,0.0,0.0,0.1166653633767183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GarbageYasuoFangirl,2019/03/31,"Obligatory ""I'm very lonely"" post Some part of me seems to think that by posting this here all of my problems will magically go away, while the other part of my mind thinks that by doing this I am only further indulging my thoughts and intentionally making myself feel worse, but I've already started typing so no point in stopping now! 

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I don't really know what all I should share about my past for context, Or really how much of it actually matters but I suppose I will give the readers digest. When I was younger I was physically and emotionally abused alongside my younger brother. This happened periodically from the time I was about eight to when I was about thirteen when I finally decided that enough was enough and told someone. These abusive periods were mixed in between times that I would be told I was supposedly being ""good"", However would very quickly shift back into the abuse with next to no context. Looking back now on the events it makes a lot of the stupid thought processes I have even to this day make a lot more sense. It's hard to imagine my younger self trying to figure out what I had done wrong that deserved being hit, along with many other awful things, and what all I would have to do to go back to being what they considered ""good"", however that did eventually come to an end.

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When I was sixteen my father committed suicide. I don't really know what to say from that. I was never really as close with my father as I was and currently am with my mother. It hurts me even to this day to think about what he did and how much I miss him, Don't get me wrong... But sometimes I feel guilty that I don't miss him as much as if it was my mother who did it instead... I love him very dearly and I feel ashamed to openly admit this now, but beating myself up with my thoughts does me no good either.

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After my father passed I did a year of homeschooling. During this time we lived in the country so my options to go out were very limited, On top of my lack of friends. Every single day was nothing but me thinking terrible terrible thoughts, an entire year of near isolation. Looking back on it now I am very surprised I didn't self harm, Let alone take my own life. 

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That brings me to now. Like I said these are a very ""readers digest"" of events because I don't want to sit here and write a novel, but at the same time my brain feels that if I write vague statements of events then maybe I will feel magically better because... idk that's how my thoughts work. For the first time in a very long time I do not think that I am depressed. I have come to accept my past as something that has happened and nothing can ever change it and I like to think that I am a stronger person for surviving this far. Sometimes it helps me to imagine people who face worse things and that makes me thankful that it was only these things that happened to me. Now I'm just very lonely and lacking social skills. I don't think I am ugly or unlikable or anything like that. I suppose I am just an average young adult. I just want some people to play games with or just have some companionship in general. People always talk about how this is supposed to be the best time of someones life but all I can think about is how boring and lonely it is. 

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Yaaaaaayyy feelings dump. If I am honest I don't really know what the goal of this was. Maybe a cry for help in the form of friendship, Or maybe it was just an attempt to dump my feelings that I don't want to think about any longer on some small corner of the internet. I promise I'm not super weird. This is just my unfortunate portions of my life that helped shape who I am. I think everyone faces times like this. Sorry about how unorganized this is.",4.8306697120264985,5.943182431880111,5.118581503446066,83.99889538921839,69.36784741144415,7.827707431746541,28.96981353849441,8.060288974870295,1.8310280279959399,2971,107,582,38,51,939,294,734,0.171,0.706,0.12300000000000001,-0.9902,3,8,1,0,2,2,83.0,1,0,1,12,43,39,3,1,25,1,69,9,3,11,7,128,129,47,1,13,24,6,8,4,1,7,5,2,0,4,63,28,2,2,33,3,0,7,15,19,0,2,31,12,85,20,88,84,27,85,0,7,2,1,37,26,0,16,53,429,148,3,0.0,0.16821801389446098,0.04618260796865953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901467660021268,0.05222457969559673,0.0,0.03937839123231504,0.2563843914844903,0.2875267359955108,0.03218278638375386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038944640550127765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04446362129049911,0.1455607548912623,0.0,0.057698054689447276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966492015725744,0.04185532936710902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283061978177722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006382933376944,0.08153300843515833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198455445440674,0.0915625949866556,0.0,0.0407611602862994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141463687056122,0.04843015199217299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053234525746216926,0.041916116197141605,0.09779924851742856,0.0,0.06251575001522203,0.042808389442902765,0.0398735562323572,0.045221295365286435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750344488713578,0.0,0.0,0.05184248771555554,0.0,0.04025482538331748,0.0,0.0,0.03656336340599823,0.0,0.024725484877917297,0.045398682999106016,0.08068807434044774,0.11908249917251372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554866160963934,0.0,0.042394119853037183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516333337834526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050662648746730606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802614353137964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048393264782524745,0.10028165079176424,0.09248288804958818,0.0,0.04178905438985067,0.041881348593759915,0.07948256568772574,0.0,0.0,0.08046845419323458,0.04271287724152622,0.0,0.12635986205007138,0.047980365865019484,0.14263369504575524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778500198371731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043684912127922,0.0,0.03650014297318161,0.0,0.050330930152554416,0.0,0.0,0.0908196892348162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198595589686885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249724727582332,0.09035459401750423,0.09842808885348583,0.041322574574844284,0.0,0.0,0.044737649131094216,0.0,0.09064899696624626,0.0,0.0,0.045283863734057815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158880444452766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0450171410754877,0.03763493073243696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04308312152890578,0.0987410941616648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048242122869850544,0.08019704537921192,0.036433282230023865,0.0936117458925748,0.05297673215225083,0.03349704879936116,0.0,0.0,0.03956602013229004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05176613189695212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035582691148423766,0.03803823565632247,0.0,0.04357072309512889,0.0,0.0,0.09432236071794917,0.30324103195505303,0.0,0.18785477333562234,0.22076582646628026,0.0,0.0,0.09044259073057287,0.0,0.03213073178124619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123862376244629,0.08374095898426673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034453338716444584,0.0,0.09645692633215913,0.10085547904641498,0.1034854424666882,0.2875267359955108,0.060951806511135034
lonely,foyp,2019/03/31,"saturday night break I have tons of people that care about me and I feel like I've become a complete let down. Im not getting any education, I quit my job, and I feel like Im never happy unless I have thc. I gave up on my future career and Im still living in my parents house. I want to get a job again and get back up on my feet, but whenever I try I think about how I won't be happy anywhere, doing anything. My last job made me never want to work and I honestly dont see any place for me in the future. My sisters cancer has started growing again despite the countless rounds of chemotherapy and theres a very real chance that she could lose her life. 

I know that im still young but Ive never been in a worse headspace in my life. Its terrifying and I dont know how to handle things mentally like I used to. 

tl:dr I am very alone and scared and unsure of myself. I would love for other people who feel like this to message me.",1.0137265273737093,2.8549415125628137,3.0816715154720984,91.62330600370274,81.1105527638191,5.596508860089923,20.021422903993653,6.5966054737557815,0.14961708542713525,727,19,161,7,19,246,114,199,0.14400000000000002,0.701,0.155,-0.3782,4,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,10,11,0,1,6,0,14,5,1,4,3,31,32,14,0,4,4,2,4,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,6,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,5,31,9,22,24,1,27,0,1,2,1,8,10,0,0,19,104,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583720455265153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389843361960228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409301405276384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857719594847869,0.0,0.0,0.11285995560162672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418871176909007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714344412012693,0.0,0.0,0.08158977024212095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395299898339295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500980746521362,0.21901197953300536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016893605350874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217564631874666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117912629987715,0.0,0.0,0.4415275370921883,0.0,0.30422107334467313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123210364212875,0.08329784645755277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449539238082976,0.14435852447889685,0.19969794802403665,0.0,0.0902349460263768,0.0,0.0,0.11432358878027285,0.0,0.0,0.09222975319241604,0.09669390283743494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298269012280213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23644385922788397,0.0,0.0,0.0958976525893898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346902619191138,0.0,0.0,0.14169026498847678,0.0,0.10676597624569524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086908052437624,0.0,0.11631369485402525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230922785285054,0.0,0.08143157115473812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233004992779557,0.0,0.16321687275658406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788997145092696,0.06547872056682065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937976679302173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825866861836545,0.0,0.16863360336213065,0.12054768925293124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439496310454716,0.0,0.10413953687794472,0.07259228396122729,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,misstff,2019/03/31,"I feel so forever alone I am 23 years old (I am 5'4 and weigh 120 lbs) and I never get approached and men pretty much never flirt with me and I have never even had a guy ask for my number before. I never have guys start conversations with me or small talk. It's really been getting me down and making my self esteem low to the point that when I am in my room I literally start crying and cannot continue to study anymore (I am in college) and get really depressed because I hear other women getting male attention or interest but I never seem to get any indication that a guy is attracted to me or wants romance with me. Yes, it may seem crazy that I cry and get depressed but I want to find love like everybody else. I cry almost everyday because I don't understand what is wrong with me-why no one likes me? I don't know if I have depression or something but this is literally something that really gets me feeling really sad and down because I just feel and believe like I am 100% going to end up all alone for the rest of my life because no one expresses interest in me.",5.2976887791108,5.333869665137616,6.701376146788991,76.88487297106566,67.94495412844037,10.1939308398024,30.989414255469303,10.035473477838034,2.9396410726887785,849,31,168,19,13,291,120,218,0.182,0.657,0.161,-0.73,0,2,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,15,0,0,4,1,17,3,0,1,6,43,40,20,0,3,9,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,1,7,9,14,1,0,9,0,0,2,10,6,0,2,2,4,31,9,19,37,3,25,0,5,0,1,13,10,0,9,16,114,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666359603316413,0.19995761394676406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656455741608005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573453999746802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024508191691287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353818518313291,0.0,0.08214225265878873,0.1087593423893376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181100496359398,0.0,0.0,0.2494305252392911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064071833410902,0.0,0.08549935613223424,0.0,0.0,0.06375896503967718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464295630733138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822917647903512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530406106862471,0.0,0.054861781334984316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867477714778108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087994149460556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305186993023607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681839298139148,0.14148306365562996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871245676848918,0.0,0.06443635423798988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096267186919543,0.0,0.3722600047513867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129487317409376,0.0,0.13082616724104335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912546424288996,0.0,0.0,0.09820850179180064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24736538310762896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575956386624572,0.10070470192071804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863124044223522,0.0,0.0,0.13665274192892485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758936065845592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049398784004157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138750234933724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710578408767312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554339837149057,0.0,0.06216392028412626
lonely,unknown6267,2019/03/31,"FML I would give my entire left ovary to not be alone with my thoughts tonight. 


I hate this feeling ",2.1744999999999983,4.465879450000003,1.2900000000000027,103.625,79.5,4.0,25.0,3.1291,-0.2004999999999999,79,3,18,0,2,22,18,20,0.168,0.68,0.153,-0.3259,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400779493815773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21484693872272567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076117747716439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195100221989171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616652612082288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33733056776191384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30184341698754474,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zoreIIe,2019/03/31,"I know you're out there somewhere You've got to be out there somewhere. It's been so long since I've so much as thought about what it was like to have that deep seeded and confound connection with someone, but for some reason the urge to find it again is hitting me like a ton of bricks. I'm afraid of it mostly, to obtain it again just to lose it eventually. But for some reason, I'm tired of being alone. I have my family, but we've never had the deepest relationship. I know that this person that I've conjured up exists. I don't know if I'll ever find them, but I know that they've got to be out there somewhere, and that's enough for now",4.628602941176472,4.378506419117649,5.2694117647058825,87.56235294117648,69.36764705882354,7.976470588235292,25.823529411764717,7.1686216300943375,0.9398999999999996,507,12,114,4,8,164,79,136,0.077,0.884,0.039,-0.7096,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,11,4,0,1,3,0,10,1,0,2,2,26,20,10,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,13,6,0,0,9,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,8,2,19,10,6,11,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,4,8,77,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502766959758672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945698803883016,0.0,0.0,0.1703330718750276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751763165547552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442155632803579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012101614087591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41395103116374893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839930749832533,0.0,0.0,0.16664440903012545,0.0,0.21066564630169876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842618192825634,0.0,0.1452327816441709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442106691507574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872187561625388,0.0,0.20216959579142801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557682247974023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955060763220202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949350361018324,0.0,0.2164294287391928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,londonwtf,2019/03/31,"In a crowd but still lonely I went for a nightout today after a long while , even tough i was surrounded with people and really good friends i was feeling lonely . I know the world doesn’t owe me anything so i need to make the best out of people and try to fit in , but for better or worse i just don’t fit in . I sometimes think getting into a relationship might help me with that issue but i just feel i am too fucked in my head to try to share my life with anyone . 
Why things have to be so difficult? I just hope i find someone who gets that in my life but right now i feel the odds are stacked against me . 
Cheers guys ",1.9785524475524487,3.5415648692307724,2.9975524475524487,94.62108391608393,77.23076923076924,5.9580419580419575,21.048951048951047,6.574015621080383,0.10153846153846137,483,12,111,4,11,154,83,130,0.14300000000000002,0.596,0.26,0.9620000000000001,1,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,9,12,1,0,7,0,9,4,1,1,0,25,22,10,0,2,8,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,6,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,3,3,18,7,20,17,1,19,0,2,0,1,7,12,1,3,6,76,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268092218834832,0.0,0.14438299313099495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412725665516996,0.1551740534035307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588515104419403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661431537278953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036100078499022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135554668702084,0.16220361025070906,0.18333405895446844,0.0,0.0,0.1471617781648807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372620351565846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006555045704906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760254826166,0.0,0.0,0.17426456687723002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312750476807374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642446291617957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24785549766546985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527051683905715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711634025050124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861280658515082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009628779888696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432742456314387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239978082569907,0.0,0.0,0.18837102192851568,0.0,0.14983603170825835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866088489388896,0.0,0.17352765198578432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011711248267378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656327689137536,0.11242329423337973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663090712990947,0.0,0.0,0.23824234403161235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264682813078613,0.1583191781664162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788017495517407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LittleBigPerson,2019/03/31,"Don't think my personality 'meshes' with my looks? I think the clash puts people off me. I have heard that this is a thing; that people get uncomfortable or like you less if your personality does not match how they would expect you to act based on your looks.

I feel like I come across as extremely weird to people because I do not have act in the way you'd expect me to if you saw me. I got kind of lucky with bone and face structure and I take care of myself when it comes to grooming (most of the time) plenty of excersise and eating alright. I think I look like I should be more confident than I am, but I am actually very ",4.600468750000001,4.858795609375001,5.492187500000004,84.18406250000002,69.46875,8.5875,24.59375,8.472884824447931,1.2139499999999992,490,11,108,7,8,161,83,128,0.027000000000000003,0.866,0.107,0.7617,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,1,0,2,8,0,0,4,1,11,3,2,1,0,24,26,10,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,2,5,7,1,0,4,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,3,6,25,7,16,19,3,12,0,0,4,0,10,4,0,5,5,74,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.16823756217410582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050934593140366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577332242709445,0.0,0.0,0.29701472435598325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086842973782136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640827239423632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717063619243294,0.12316261726820454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007190114201477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788405458854233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952810363836552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526778420381031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343178203271033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35856142488540754,0.3010661162291772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733096493124167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962336857345533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453492071057822,0.33140093778527485,0.0,0.0,0.10052784503108672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224808154604854,0.0,0.1368431207964733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246803629470995,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Liamreed,2019/03/31,"My girlfriend and only friend after several years ended our relationship just now. I’ve never posted on reddit before but I don’t know who else to turn to. I feel so alone and helpless. I loved her so much, she meant everything to me she was my best friend and my only friend. It felt so cold and distant when she ended it. I’m so scared and hurt and confused. I don’t know where else to go. ",1.4839814814814822,3.5623567037037063,3.072330246913584,91.06923611111117,80.72839506172839,5.531481481481482,18.766975308641968,6.6274283507984215,0.03135679012345705,307,7,65,3,8,101,52,81,0.19699999999999998,0.596,0.207,0.2436,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,15,12,12,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,3,13,5,6,9,2,11,0,2,0,1,12,2,0,1,7,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208682055359813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578178878503508,0.0,0.19463510254017452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098660538344143,0.0,0.3285356162170076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668486294241922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937771715736179,0.0,0.17807642471738153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42987166574757146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540458988823033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854516633781047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385450332559346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739028705506775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633883449890605,0.0,0.14304279656187285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821104687790815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762514027832485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19912105266042734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568379970552934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095237653931752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173372717385135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943400968671525
lonely,imhungupongravity,2019/03/31,"i hate how much it eats away at me its kind of like a mental frostbite, replacing the warm and friendly with cold and apathy. optimism be damned when most days turn out to be another groundhog's day, energy and motivation are better spent keeping warm and shivering your ass off and and i don't really know where i was going with this... all i know is im fucking cold  


and yea i know moaning about it online won't do shit, but i got literally nobody to turn to and my head feels like it'll explode if I don't let it out somehow. and i figure i'll get more karma this way than shouting out my window",4.2863709677419335,4.719125701612904,5.775967741935487,81.25895161290326,70.20967741935483,9.103225806451613,27.596774193548388,9.188382445141503,2.105632258064516,473,15,98,9,8,161,85,124,0.076,0.768,0.156,0.7668,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,5,11,4,0,2,1,11,5,3,2,1,27,24,13,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,7,14,1,1,6,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,3,6,12,7,14,16,4,12,1,0,0,2,2,7,4,3,5,64,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143227222087653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048308429797352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698957196744914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24777558327289465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656496260279466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713089193989086,0.13723537410583428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841500553245074,0.1775921843433517,0.10036366004410356,0.0,0.10917413757105096,0.0,0.15363890630450985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965772971283268,0.19714872179002912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749959725973324,0.0,0.0,0.1707461813733441,0.0,0.200041270734529,0.3167173215247961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643397082155484,0.0,0.18769947651048044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935903419835276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121467281115405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230633681068922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718659013798653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178965205699865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247903375923158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EatingRawMaca,2019/05/25,"I wish I'd had a girlfriend. Someone to have cuddled with, to have shared life with. *Had*, being the key word. It's too late for me now, and a girl in my life now would be closing the stable doors long after the horse has bolted, but it would have made so much difference to my mental well being when I was growing up if I had just one person who believed me. Someone to share affection with. To hold and to cherish and to talk to about life, love and the decaying world. I don't like to moan about how unfair the world is, but *it is* unfair that this is a part of life that was denied to me from birth. I have no one to hug me. Now it is too late, I'm too broken, too isolated, and I'm so bitter and angry that I'm incapable of now being a decent partner to anyone. 

*Even the man who believes in nothing, needs a girl to believe in him*",1.6069491525423705,3.0851555706214704,3.3453333333333326,92.09528813559322,78.03954802259886,5.8499435028248605,21.4045197740113,6.42735559955562,0.229937401129944,644,17,144,5,15,215,96,177,0.195,0.653,0.152,-0.9212,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,17,9,1,0,11,0,21,7,0,3,0,23,28,13,0,5,4,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,1,5,10,10,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,2,6,1,12,7,27,16,2,19,0,0,0,3,13,7,0,1,12,110,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576056037112988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5112355799933737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802860590947704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990207356210283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412429964443961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273416902413045,0.07389523666368883,0.0,0.0,0.13385534260006796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651295883654976,0.14312052587036006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524288122974969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118935291418304,0.11215318612204599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451326309388388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498772800702372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379372453772165,0.0,0.0,0.13206946678065576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563146447091018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157251943023127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599582815479866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739350411796969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489350517019545,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wanderingnostalgia,2019/05/25,Feeling for connection Do you ever feel the desire to connect with someone on a deep level? I enjoy staring into eyes and reading someone’s soul. I love people but at the same time am somewhat anti social. Like a people watcher type of person but enjoy a little attention now and then. I LOVE hearing people vent about their passion.,3.3579262672811083,6.274826774193549,4.802995391705071,76.40306451612905,79.64516129032258,4.833179723502305,28.211981566820285,6.1826913282559595,1.7889788018433193,268,12,37,2,7,89,50,62,0.034,0.619,0.348,0.9731,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,2,4,1,0,1,13,7,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,6,8,7,2,10,1,0,2,3,7,6,0,1,5,29,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134905570244233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23867420260268066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660078988921789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530580536829428,0.23655067035792826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260284525103084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4908726487878641,0.2060806206090376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360805027498892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24058923537083876,0.3999522549792974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762319687098531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JunkyardEmperor,2019/05/25,"It`s gone worse I mean, i subbed for this reddit a while ago, but just to read and maybe find some stories that might seem similar to mine. However, there was a lot happening in my life, so I barely had time or wish to visit this place. But recent two months, It got worse. You see, when all the bad things come to an end - whever it\`s breakup with a gf you love, war at your homeland or a loss of family member, there\`s just nothing left. What am I trying to say and why? I wish you all guys for something to actually HAPPEN in your life. It might be good, it might be very bad - but it\`s all different sides of one coin, they are constantly changing. And this wheel keeps the life going. But when there\`s no wheel, when there\`s no one to love and to hate, no one to even simply talk - that\`s where death comes knocking. I don\`t know if any of you will read this or find this thought to be adequate, but that\`s all for tonight folks. Might be my last.",3.3611111111111143,4.934858656084661,3.1843174603174624,94.6745714285715,73.55026455026456,6.733121693121692,23.711111111111112,7.3011,0.6371168253968249,742,21,165,8,15,222,117,189,0.18600000000000005,0.705,0.10800000000000001,-0.9578,2,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,6,1,1,9,8,2,0,7,0,13,5,0,0,4,37,31,18,2,3,11,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,1,11,7,0,1,6,2,1,5,3,5,0,4,5,2,16,3,20,17,6,24,0,1,1,2,14,7,0,11,12,103,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.10647108385838704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671531054727044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419538000509915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821968213633912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541899441636184,0.1879691979330696,0.0,0.11790412395467995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399186981750582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663495672813333,0.0,0.0,0.07206305528325344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285481471647563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994406282551171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200708525962537,0.09151239188041768,0.08726151609138491,0.0,0.0,0.1080314509261354,0.1929630029789497,0.0,0.0,0.10771894587944024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697784898261308,0.0,0.0,0.0599614475122592,0.08893542309412256,0.0,0.0,0.11854328300868705,0.0,0.2311930079425812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275746770490724,0.19694367791882533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961098975148098,0.11884771247767045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629741421869347,0.0,0.0,0.087086850175757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468952679193434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179782834901554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399186981750582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182697527478568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077283714623993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676495421690211,0.0,0.0,0.08694283876301967,0.09932541376394577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399462954066138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769474822941556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248474710463093,0.0,0.0,0.08661746144171198,0.0636202075213805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407537140895035,0.0,0.10658007421784273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002334094279386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845060895036303,0.0,0.2509315380813529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237534742955453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jaron3000,2019/05/25,"Does anyone feel like your dad aint your actual dad? Im currently 18 years old and have felt this way for the past couple years i could be just thinking irrationally, but my dad and i are nothing alike, i dont even look like him but the main reason ive felt this way is because im 6'6 and i aint on the skinny side where as my dad is only 5'8 and average body size. (My mom is only about 5'4) but recently i was going around visiting old friends with my dad and when he would introduce me pretty much everyone was surprised, i even remember a couple people questioning if i was even his son.",2.602682926829268,4.1180384146341495,4.364723577235772,85.67732926829271,75.42276422764228,8.172032520325201,23.68211382113821,8.841846274778883,1.5990396747967486,467,14,99,10,10,158,80,123,0.027999999999999997,0.8420000000000001,0.13,0.9246,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,15,2,2,1,0,21,21,11,0,3,5,7,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,7,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,4,17,4,6,13,2,16,0,0,1,0,15,4,0,2,10,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.138429521040975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918795880492083,0.0,0.0,0.1262805724188568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647318143094461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756836135682012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132592687341238,0.3139185936701614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413782153593908,0.0,0.16625240767302427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28108066151214256,0.0,0.0,0.13554804576036944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172589320135106,0.10134087713982944,0.2724051153735297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959642832155024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061917661187297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064543865526395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860587849303085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912204597373965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661382660978194,0.0,0.0,0.1042793733098293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361132105228607,0.0,0.29770485287148485,0.0,0.0,0.2157734661334576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541616339838222,0.0983440433262454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431701556310542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890949551268987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585004319258324,0.1400641969973658,0.0,0.16069348609743506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089463038119416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251949852911469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100769360825384,0.0,0.0,0.18269928341085648
lonely,ne0stradamus,2019/05/25,"One of those days. Need to vent a little. Hi, hello, good evening. Or morning, depending on where you are, dear stranger. How are you?

So, this is one of those days where I feel like crap for no discernible reason.

Theoretically, I should be fairly content with my life, and there are days when I absolutely am. I'm 31 as of yesterday, I finally have an apartment of my own, a stable job that might not pay amazing, but it's good enough. I've lost a ton of weight recently, about to reinvent my wardrobe and try to better myself by starting to look the part, too. I have a great family that helps out and supports me a lot.

But I can't help but feel disconnected. I've been single for a long time, it's been over two years since the person I thought then to be the love of my life left me. My mind can't help but wander back to her. She recently moved into my city and found a new partner, and at that point I unfriended her on Facebook because I decided I couldn't bear to look at it. It made me feel miserable. Even though I don't consider myself particularly ugly, I think of myself as somewhat intelligent (albeit maybe a bit on the boring side, as I'm more of the ""read a book, play a game, listen to some music"" type of person), I also have a significant streak of isolationist tendencies. This makes it stupidly difficult to find new people. 

My best friend has gotten married a while back, and we drifted apart as is often natural in such situations. He's a entreprenour now, married, thinking of kids. We've been very close friends for over ten years now, but I can't help but to think I can't relate to him anymore, the depth of the connection just isn't there anymore. We see each other quite rarely, and it's hardly ever him that initiates the contact.

So, amongst all the adventures in self-betterment, satisfaction from accomplishing my personal goals, which feels great... there's an emptiness I can't fill. I'm working out my self-esteem problems, slowly but surely, try to find new things to like myself for every day, and sometimes even succeed. I'm good at my job, which I enjoy. But it just all feels meaningless today, feels like depression is creeping it's way back bit by bit. I've sent a friend request to my ex again, fully expecting it not to get stuck in limbo, never accepted. Which is probably for the best, as I wouldn't even know what to do with it if it did. I have friends who keep telling me how great of a person I am, but it all feels so fucking hollow and meaningless when you're still stuck being in the same spot for so long.

That's it, that's all. If you got through this somewhat incoherent rant, I'm impressed. And thank you, dear stranger. Wish you all the best.",5.437714432460197,5.857696154425618,5.952121212121212,81.04848998459168,67.68173258003766,9.148228043143298,30.215202876219827,9.095868883498916,2.3419536723163845,2122,75,425,36,33,687,264,531,0.10099999999999999,0.674,0.22399999999999998,0.9976,3,2,0,0,0,0,81.0,2,5,0,10,33,39,3,1,29,0,33,6,1,6,8,83,72,39,0,9,16,1,9,3,5,3,2,1,0,6,31,19,1,1,19,4,1,4,13,9,0,4,13,13,51,30,62,52,23,61,0,3,3,2,38,25,2,10,34,290,82,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673808707312857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407251764888115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366677417728193,0.0,0.043250002352994976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337057204691724,0.12549768641984602,0.23237460560091944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302557893543508,0.0,0.06110848234942954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733095379257828,0.0,0.1874452336260212,0.06417765569736253,0.05977780048751405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688463560943153,0.0,0.2511184969578664,0.1013723122527266,0.0,0.07772143195299015,0.12969265253484366,0.0,0.0,0.07779218710544736,0.21926084847807656,0.06559143545240159,0.03706805315723927,0.0,0.0,0.17852658628207488,0.056744594043431996,0.23466538537673004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355658932578732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022313847194772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408123597015764,0.06306295052174697,0.0,0.0,0.038991850585960906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708656429781792,0.0,0.10022710253809827,0.10398665467888006,0.07110978438018073,0.0,0.12557570164028498,0.11915899666007085,0.0,0.07744948406538492,0.060318512503261035,0.06403446532616164,0.06713389285101233,0.047359173202673376,0.0,0.07127805468830997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526593889192543,0.07163851396229601,0.0,0.0,0.07540782115922035,0.0,0.05260796754504085,0.05472043305347287,0.20556967416300784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615409169374772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683112038551353,0.0,0.04918727442287757,0.24780058283950385,0.0,0.0,0.06706997109700387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649528806151196,0.06788884733089312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546325734097922,0.07096844672436428,0.0,0.0,0.07294764234274267,0.14010764376800494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056537363909933136,0.0,0.1480310758418123,0.0,0.0,0.058689950164062525,0.07974992611693214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017061930273914,0.0,0.050218242094589284,0.0,0.0566601601837282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051236453939095,0.06686882550679707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062012768962022576,0.06532053416804959,0.0,0.0,0.04713552701153666,0.13638423773042085,0.06970727480166414,0.05632577689155944,0.04137107639728542,0.0,0.06725159013663656,0.0,0.0,0.09633976276129186,0.0,0.06930710484421007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854055905793094,0.0,0.05631620973435935,0.0,0.08639706882558428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158813242603143,0.0,0.0,0.05165189670865265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137797761864676
lonely,lovinangelalex,2019/05/25,"This moment in time I feel as lonely as I've ever been Just got back after doing an adventure day with a previous boyfriend (broke up three weeks ago) .  I went because I thought it would be good for me to do stuff I've never done before. Journey up was okay but the journey back was hard and ended up talking about the breakup including why I don't have any friends and what am I doing to make them?  All I've ever wanted was a group of friends but since the break up all I been trying to focus on is being happy with myself. I get home to find a letter for someone wanting to take me to court for thousands of pounds for a car accident I didnt cause and also feeling like I have no one.

I thought I was gonna have a good day but I feel so sad and lonely that nothing good ever seems to happen to me. I just want to cry.",4.572057142857143,4.0455485200000005,5.5972857142857135,86.10221428571433,69.51428571428572,7.914285714285715,28.357142857142854,6.742157984588678,1.2667714285714284,641,19,141,4,10,213,107,175,0.16,0.711,0.13,-0.8224,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,10,13,0,0,9,1,20,0,0,2,6,30,36,11,0,4,5,0,4,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,7,0,0,4,4,4,0,3,12,4,18,9,27,20,2,25,0,4,0,0,6,6,0,1,15,102,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274014033795573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072975401525303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416038993953102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129408137166875,0.0,0.08440647841252956,0.0,0.11782281806107843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224085366813324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209639898460445,0.1785958813512613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416969289742976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226381643531631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37574633170934857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21003494803601924,0.0989188372286349,0.0,0.0,0.1265537512241075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395416262325484,0.0,0.0723418186911232,0.0,0.0,0.3484115521680905,0.11074245298446847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244341630942568,0.14739769340248354,0.1240367073536029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889086133484532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764660382140808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242591475350256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679211098198674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286011426366498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382691125174802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605258831851304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453899981608527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732024963377415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850835782595304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410783061732752,0.11129226224548308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219850183242228,0.0807395763433703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400808859396624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24500928098162694,0.0,0.11106761245824608,0.0,0.0,0.1283576812560046,0.12494238492899915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836098011433213,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sdsd3436,2019/05/25,"I don’t know I eat dinner alone every night 
Sometimes when I am out to eat 
I will look at families, friends, etc 
All eating together and smiling 
And I ask myself 
Will I ever have a group to eat with like that",0.5254545454545436,2.7528133636363634,2.5919999999999987,92.15300000000002,85.81818181818181,5.3381818181818215,20.163636363636364,6.742157984588678,0.3486327272727272,164,5,35,2,5,55,34,44,0.047,0.7509999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.765,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,2,7,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,5,6,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028772724601253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312557057335452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8017550087186834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846300383473485,0.0,0.17718875020689726,0.1650411446695327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466247890955528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133988336352894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765300163284744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569927508536367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449365020179052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838243392283235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373478511162412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DSCanine,2019/05/25,Is one person too much to ask? I just want someone to understand me and care about me.,0.6016666666666666,2.797832500000002,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,85.1111111111111,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.4209111111111117,67,2,15,1,2,22,16,18,0.0,0.769,0.231,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873466186690484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224414100861462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30458336805058245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28076362965078394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617807097028757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510640889620121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313365954085685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443850920409533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kirantentacion,2019/05/25,"Done pretending im not lonely. This is sort of a rant from me.

 I think I've always been lonely in my life. I could never really make friends who gave a fuck about me. 

I know people but I nobody gives a fuck about me. 
My birthday was a few days ago. 
Not one single person wished me or texted me other than family. 

Then I see other friends getting so many suprise parties, gifts, cakes. 
I'VE ALWAYS PRETENDED I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. 
BUT THE SAD THING IS I DO. 
It really fucking gets to me man. 

I had an exam today which I did do miserably bad. Even the dumbest or people would have aced it. 

I think I will fail that exam. 

This pushed me over the edge. Fuck man. 
Never thought I'll be here typing this . 

Anybody who were kind enough to read the whole thing thank you.",0.15847619047618974,2.5340305741935505,1.7530875576036884,95.64010752688174,91.64516129032259,4.5007680491551465,15.76804915514593,6.1826913282559595,-0.4622596006144391,589,13,126,6,21,190,103,155,0.221,0.684,0.095,-0.9773,0,4,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,6,15,5,1,10,0,16,6,0,1,2,17,34,6,0,3,6,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,13,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,11,0,1,8,1,21,4,9,22,4,9,0,5,1,5,11,2,5,3,6,86,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149606328214582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582169606256754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082841060193688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354535639639798,0.0,0.0,0.08363806446251056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327159035250438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340024251127532,0.0,0.08565773497011582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225835311525635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200393333934852,0.5994725697321038,0.13551330857676988,0.24881719281191395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400853503183183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350501488149446,0.07127316152834823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160250618225634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656778149274334,0.1314833289861934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004684083014904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787998012291827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798187314732474,0.11323860436299645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297231470368525,0.0,0.1661629734252171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334458636314467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193993337816504,0.0,0.0,0.17231795772353864,0.1661977337931366,0.0,0.10295782668102586,0.0,0.0,0.12292910889878568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447920781933042,0.1491348590489963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212667093053464,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,meeohh,2019/05/25,"Lonely but hopeful I broke with my ex a couple of months ago. It was a mentally abusive relationship and I just fell out of love without having any empathy towards her. I now live alone with my cat and it gets pretty lonely sometimes. I am self employed and I work from home. Which also means that I have a hard time going through each day. Doing anything productive is a huge task. Infact, Ive been using reddit for almost a year but never had the courage to contribute in any way. Its been a rough couple of months. I don't miss her but I do miss the connection with another person. I'm seeing someone for the past few weeks but we are not in that phase where you discuss such intimate details about your private life. This sucks but I'm keeping my head above my shoulders. Writing this made me feel much better and I hope you do too.",2.348577540106952,4.77711995757576,3.428021390374333,87.77262032085564,79.72727272727273,5.8217468805704105,24.25133689839572,7.048011613610866,1.0754598930481287,663,24,126,8,17,213,117,165,0.138,0.7070000000000001,0.155,0.6416,1,5,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,3,0,2,7,11,1,0,9,0,14,4,2,2,1,28,30,10,0,2,8,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,8,10,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,5,4,21,5,17,25,3,19,0,5,1,1,13,6,1,3,10,88,29,2,0.0,0.17971801962456493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344566813093704,0.0,0.15188731918825785,0.15709650364773647,0.0,0.12129980629075293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629752430143644,0.15905149516633885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482112074603355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415014356268795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356658475375629,0.0,0.09782215270364512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669482858704807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924743147849178,0.0,0.0862042095972126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587701615287887,0.0,0.1556691915605908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521491194963896,0.30130831993769563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482167053943728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107137275418584,0.0,0.0,0.13393772622305025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689866262117964,0.1435248986783109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522584594450035,0.0,0.0,0.15285948474274202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421417828068819,0.0,0.11150350736951864,0.0,0.11698628332282922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479735247910427,0.0,0.13244261592052856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431482658201642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284938802910495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087068218612294,0.0,0.15823710095724836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851941811953513,0.0,0.1500170867190833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844682314655185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100429395460686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039787881820335,0.12166991605983185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621575277841758,0.0,0.11042608922000212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767804623106607
lonely,GanderinGoosey,2019/05/25,"How do you cope.. Hey redditors, long story short missus left me a while back month of so plus , for a few weeks I was fine, happy infact, no cares hassle , stress life was great!

These past few days I've been coming home from work and just dropping, feel lonely, noone to speak too, just laid on the sofa doing nothing to be honest, it's hard.. I do bits to keep me busy but then after about 10 minutes the loneliness kicks back in..",7.5575581395348825,5.590373476744187,7.0647674418604645,82.70552325581397,64.23255813953489,9.530232558139538,27.31395348837209,7.1686216300943375,1.262241860465116,333,5,70,2,4,104,74,86,0.12300000000000001,0.785,0.092,-0.4201,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,1,4,0,7,1,0,1,0,9,11,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,3,5,5,11,7,3,17,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,11,43,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587658233220349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25468842749733583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23785112530108984,0.0,0.0,0.20095565539635632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045048738321892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795665932287185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25719917989790536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483378076110299,0.208978873796716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23400537148786804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073557520649642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534664550553519,0.0,0.16477714769239066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064512034346337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862070514308945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238446798831219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22269835257335552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26722888724433946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871283514536164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983534387454824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,marcvscicero,2019/05/25,"i didn’t go to uni and as a result i have absolutely no friends i went to a brick university, dropped out for mental health reasons, and now i do the open uni which is all online. my boyfriend and all the friends that i used to have all go to different unis and i never see them anymore. my one friend at home is always, always busy so i never see her either. 

i feel so lonely and out of place everywhere i go. when i visit my boyfriend at uni, he’s got this whole other life and all these friends, and i feel pathetic and lonely and like i shouldn’t be here. 

i live in a seaside “retirement” town so there’s not much on. i’ve looked online for club type things, but there’s nothing that isn’t like “zumba for over 50s”. 

i also have a job, but it requires me to work alone, so no friend making there either. and i have a few people i talk to online, but they’re all in different countries. 

it’s just making my mental health so much worse. every day feels wrong and off balance. i came close to killing myself the other week. i have sought help etc but no amount of meds or anything will change the basic fact that i have no friends????? 

i don’t really know what replies i expect, but i wanted to see if anyone had any ideas at all as a last resort",2.4027408637873755,3.874555453488373,3.5169324473975645,91.7301162790698,75.86046511627906,6.154595791805095,21.588039867109647,6.655083550727371,0.2860318936877082,969,24,213,8,21,313,140,258,0.14,0.777,0.083,-0.9503,3,5,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,1,2,13,12,1,0,10,0,16,3,0,5,9,50,34,27,1,4,11,0,3,2,6,2,3,0,1,0,12,16,0,1,6,1,0,6,11,4,0,1,5,7,30,8,25,26,14,28,0,2,4,0,12,14,0,2,9,145,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142047105755716,0.0,0.08603171453396544,0.17903041313035134,0.0,0.0,0.07315811237663113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669048637314024,0.0752224613183356,0.0,0.08852920178695313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304289955079355,0.0,0.0,0.11380541164867207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693802222266165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247964771272352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199801757030189,0.0,0.0,0.09064081875692627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631870932279139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498696405655031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342063796664665,0.0,0.08604158102472154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287050915085688,0.0,0.0,0.07210862927789928,0.0,0.10791154590743524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144476399818392,0.0,0.0,0.10675658413620966,0.0,0.11902136860586628,0.0,0.05912317337098145,0.08769208644171507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598695972081784,0.10511634132870852,0.0,0.09499514121341432,0.0,0.0903401340584506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362101648882247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949716588551172,0.0,0.2168307428896389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816740700403958,0.0,0.16594470904751146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322594432664543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289901541099933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458245016964908,0.0,0.1123982385636176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891852469424595,0.11061019265362053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25718207662516906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646875648277615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147139449798402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929146085626158,0.0,0.0,0.06345349151195588,0.0,0.08629421435959013,0.0,0.0,0.09972776956171296,0.0,0.12010926635213932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831954621679926,0.0,0.10963324573528478,0.0,0.11762187927185155,0.0,0.0
lonely,49edward,2019/05/25,"A little lost and confused How do people make friends these days away from social media, I had a small group back in the UK, now im in Australia and out of the hostel life I’m struggling to make friends because the ones that I did make have either left or found girlfriends haha",6.65922619047619,6.028569803571433,6.018571428571431,85.15976190476194,65.25,7.466666666666668,31.16666666666667,3.1291,1.298030952380952,223,7,44,0,3,68,45,56,0.114,0.733,0.153,0.5198,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,2,5,1,4,1,0,4,0,11,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,2,3,7,6,1,10,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,2,3,28,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216003943970002,0.18136354932656634,0.0,0.14377946851860746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211167071083992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586108371887003,0.36445325486709146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25477175752415865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25626507842023777,0.0,0.16659651734203704,0.0,0.2363959872466263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25747156185276554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723197490477958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982639823670605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351722056982734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404319113970085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465744865268791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EmotionalEmpress,2019/05/25,So lonely that it causes panic attacks I don't know why I have trouble breathing if I get sad enough. Has anyone else experienced that? I also feel like I'm going batsh*t crazy if I don't get a hug soon. Lol I was a sheltered teen and I've grown up not knowing what touch was. I'm almost 25 and still don't know. I've never been cuddled or kissed on. I do have a girlfriend but she's far away. She's doesn't know how touch starved I am. I don't tell her because she can't afford to visit or vice versa. I'm also extremely insecure so I feel like I'm disgusting and don't deserve touch. It's a catch 22 if that's the right phrase. I'm want to get rid of this dreadful feeling so BADLY.,0.13245860927152364,2.0914016953642403,2.5475786423841065,93.60693087748348,85.02649006622515,4.834602649006623,20.69577814569536,5.985473137389443,0.03374470198675539,540,17,122,4,16,185,89,151,0.248,0.6729999999999999,0.079,-0.9806,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,13,2,3,5,1,15,4,1,2,1,22,32,15,0,4,7,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,7,0,0,4,9,9,0,0,3,7,14,4,6,29,1,12,0,2,0,3,7,5,0,6,5,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486671363951074,0.0,0.0,0.2952754275198812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908811910345108,0.18916137690009904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002787164598172,0.17345323831529505,0.0,0.15414702994862425,0.11254047848455492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965195602198007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422336014523494,0.0,0.0,0.19075815090858386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800428829043935,0.2637800671753615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893634366600961,0.0,0.10492178685684693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058415059613001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038855085763872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423875926863029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21660763415406234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576614453341723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743494083640746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136292049600082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889156943643624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658763696062148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,VelvetThunderstorm,2019/05/25,"I wish someone could understand my pain My recent break up from a wonderful woman has left me feeling more alone than I have in a long time. 

I just want someone to hold me, love me and tell me I will be okay.

I don't know why I need affection on this level, I wish I enjoyed being alone more",3.5646774193548403,3.8181807903225824,4.919516129032257,87.39927419354844,71.74193548387099,8.135483870967743,26.79032258064516,8.07648339933343,1.4274064516129037,227,7,51,3,4,76,46,62,0.11,0.545,0.345,0.9414,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,7,2,0,1,0,13,16,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,14,3,6,12,2,9,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,34,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263168118582206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432355180243804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406436187325724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310849137155975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361454667356245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213649713988952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857527062702276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260644862252332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899770168415986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321379952569926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348766441788237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798881211755804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001020642501467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142567900329691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139281922742742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857126589665844,0.0,0.4733456060099965,0.0,0.22319354261763227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FutureIsPretty,2019/05/25,"Billions of people in the world. . So, out of all these people in the world there's roughly 100,000 people that everyone is supposedly compatible with in terms of a relationship. Finding someone you deem as a 'soulmate' seems even harder, right?

What I hate about life is that finding the 'real ones' those friends you trust till the end of your dying days seems even harder. I'm 24 now, and looking at my life and what I've got going on? I can honestly say that I only have one hand that use to count some halfway decent people on. I feel like I'm going to lose them all one day, and have nobody. That's why I'm so scared. 

I've lost faith in humanity. I've had my trust battered - my sanity tested - I've been used, and abused. Thrown away to the point of no return.

Finding good people out of those billions in the world feels like hitting the lottery. 

Where are the friends that I'm missing out on? Do I need to learn 'how to friend' again?

That is my definition of lonely.",3.1972085492227973,4.961113005181346,4.093649611398963,87.19778011658032,74.38860103626943,6.483031088082902,24.49773316062177,7.1686216300943375,0.9475494818652852,762,24,154,8,16,245,110,193,0.107,0.7340000000000001,0.158,0.8991,0,2,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,3,1,2,10,16,1,1,10,0,10,3,1,3,2,24,29,9,1,1,0,0,4,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,12,8,0,0,8,0,0,2,1,6,0,5,4,6,13,10,29,24,4,29,1,4,1,0,10,19,0,3,10,96,25,2,0.0,0.1470214749834055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658276721779763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600502521292642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287815509286344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990325743732653,0.0,0.0,0.16391510452676505,0.0,0.0,0.11856937419501128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254830967537105,0.17729395234639714,0.0,0.0,0.3402367339841155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876053250461676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104172827228836,0.1040773474120159,0.09924281225006082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250911513492688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752910508434132,0.12124418452865232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420088585345884,0.13882035775735446,0.13545439412399388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200810639219104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25225140729002,0.0943729018880943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301276203426177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173012629908381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412368952373348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332217953336014,0.0,0.10596866198141508,0.0,0.09867807077996964,0.12423161102568657,0.0,0.0,0.2259262463308969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513756191736028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434071626875748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196820474369057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NAHHEIO,2019/05/25,Questions I'm in a weird spot. I'm fairly good friends with a group of 5 or so guys but they're all way closer to each other than they are to me. They usually hang out together and invite me every once in a while. It's been like this for 5 years now and their close circle has expanded to like 10 people but i'm still in the same spot. I genuinely like them and they really are my only friends but I get really mad inside when I see them so close and exclude me. I don't wanna confront them about it cause that kind of defeats the purpose. Truthfully i wanna just completely detach myself from them but then i'd have virtually no friends at all. Should I do it? or should I  just continue this way but accept it and focus more on myself,1.2677205882352922,3.4715933986928142,3.1785906862745112,89.30553308823532,82.33333333333333,6.43937908496732,20.020016339869283,7.645422480735847,0.7374447712418295,582,16,122,10,16,195,95,153,0.091,0.711,0.19899999999999998,0.9513,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,8,1,8,14,2,0,5,0,9,0,0,1,3,30,14,17,0,4,9,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,21,10,18,11,5,20,0,1,1,0,14,9,0,3,11,88,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997004965062346,0.0,0.0,0.21430435186048272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722116697925524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737453937155349,0.0,0.10678799283524357,0.0,0.0,0.1714368950528268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238326344950025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128460219223236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995713340461883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767408871419835,0.0,0.15545166819799305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170181224177916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289692668205115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26188144326153096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287641507707268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323017435195547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22511230312287914,0.0,0.0,0.3244786002712606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162372970933028
lonely,geeperskreepers,2019/05/25,"Nothing is enough Regardless of all the people I text, nothing really satisfies me. I just want to be loved and I’m getting tired of myself and I can’t handle being me because i fucking hate it.",2.1642307692307696,4.533241769230774,4.550961538461539,79.80028846153847,80.02564102564101,6.976923076923077,27.698717948717945,8.07648339933343,2.3077641025641027,155,7,27,3,4,54,31,39,0.221,0.657,0.122,-0.6419,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,6,10,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,3,8,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872439747106228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173819310664654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839676396048208,0.1604802134181964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303260292892379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772269862156383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5894631867864607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129484454810434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677675733505104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530391749009215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117294815442184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,living_a_lie_222,2019/05/25,"In lieu of gf or wife or friends... I know getting a gf or wife or any friends at all is the real answer, but c’mon let’s get real. Barring getting any of those, what are some solo hobbies, not at home, that will help me feel less shitty all the time",8.793773584905663,4.272346584905662,8.771415094339629,79.37523584905662,64.28301886792453,10.6,37.820754716981135,3.1291,2.3710830188679237,191,6,43,0,2,63,40,53,0.078,0.8240000000000001,0.098,0.036000000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,2,14,9,5,0,0,6,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,5,7,4,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,5,1,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479921715081025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937237145149166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953593103335602,0.0,0.4010346589474009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150004060865048,0.0,0.25665214677627485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061599472316302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26163796225143804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5824577985722873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919617748193875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GreenAro115,2019/05/25,"I don't see how people can be happy without true friends. I'm so fucking lonely. I don't think I can be happy without a deep connection with someone. I need deep companionship. People talk about self love a lot, but no amount of self love can fill the void that's left by a lack of connection with someone. I need to have someone I can confide in. I need someone who understands me. I need someone who I truly connect. I don't see how I can be happy without that. If you're somehow able to be happy being alone, then good for you, but I don't think I can do that. For me life just isn't really worth living without that. I just hope I can find what I'm looking for someday or I don't think I'll be able to go on.",1.57069381598793,3.05254577777778,3.5764705882352965,90.38334841628959,78.15032679738563,6.014881850175967,24.841126194067375,6.67199483983844,0.7917696329813975,556,20,123,5,13,189,75,153,0.122,0.6809999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.9496,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,7,12,1,0,4,0,21,4,0,2,1,28,39,8,0,7,10,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,5,0,1,2,11,2,0,0,0,3,19,10,18,33,3,8,0,1,3,3,10,5,1,5,1,83,26,0,0.20975777861891784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086228995065187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585740478756327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102916971715439,0.09695884317068752,0.0,0.0,0.0596050897295181,0.08796743640757408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465821115397651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416840157836917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395122010621565,0.0,0.07407906115651318,0.0,0.0,0.09260998073057768,0.0,0.0880718525967041,0.0,0.0,0.08916428118632834,0.18931458469402368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110654700295309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541963272696562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718810206908432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714979212813014,0.0,0.21882310957121928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443177128352235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429767848522465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160647233667855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918262252383518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40439802672970254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LordSurgeonSnow,2019/05/25,"I'm so tired.. Why is it those closest to us hurt us the most?

I'm so tired. 

I'm so hurt.

I give up.",-6.220256410256411,-6.3459735384615374,-1.6461538461538456,114.58282051282049,130.53846153846158,1.7333333333333334,8.179487179487179,3.1291,-2.7958512820512817,72,1,25,0,6,27,16,26,0.364,0.636,0.0,-0.8973,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300370849206833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134196528250791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5512274293167162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5768974264154078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638133056789655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,noasu,2019/05/25,I feel so alone right now... I feel so alone right now. I tried to connect with a friend and make plans but didn't feel like going out in the end. I know there are far more things to worry about and deal with but I can't shake this off. I haven't had a girlfriend in almost a year and the girl I'm currently talking to doesn't seem to be emotionally available or interested. I don't know what I'm looking for as even if I'm with friends I don't necessarily feel whole or even with family. I do want a girlfriend and hopefully a life partner but it seems so hard especially as I head into my mid-30s. I reach out to hope I can find connection and love but its never the case. I'm not happy where I am in life but I give striving and wish someone would recognize how hard I'm working and that I could really be able to be happy in a sense. I know I'm rambling but I don't know how else to express this feeling.,2.34,3.482705051282053,4.003076923076922,89.51692307692308,75.41025641025641,7.2512820512820495,24.794871794871803,7.793537801064563,1.0537794871794874,715,23,165,10,15,240,106,195,0.11699999999999999,0.716,0.168,0.877,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,12,10,0,1,9,0,17,4,1,3,1,47,43,23,0,7,10,0,7,1,5,1,2,0,0,2,7,14,0,0,12,0,0,2,9,1,0,0,2,8,18,9,23,36,2,20,0,0,1,1,11,12,0,8,7,105,25,1,0.1275999809747001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777294916709833,0.26431019629797897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018782019033482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154997748855313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659341083242267,0.14353280410863056,0.11301570946269715,0.0,0.0,0.1685571680194154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028990595545637,0.0,0.3225919216562813,0.0911574519040075,0.0,0.0,0.11662407094231178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716685755122987,0.0,0.0,0.12240552878718135,0.07251800973063756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716651049191466,0.22860903952567715,0.0,0.13095439307544476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25347114461415343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805024500636169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802552802843654,0.062338905380242275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715184714234473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151639646655374,0.0,0.08517397813070288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841297161699593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174381519664091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179393731158856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23232446071847304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811504980227422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256003130608997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477175751525054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663201119909095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526177478038794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424608219002274,0.14673368086982178,0.0,0.0,0.09289430585802043,0.12958397453028025,0.0,0.09064336546212157,0.0,0.0,0.08217020421799863
lonely,jersos122,2019/05/25,"I feel so lonely and have a feeling that everyone is ignoring me. Feels pathetic. I'm an introvert myself and don't really take the initiative to talk. However if someone comes up to me and talk, I'll gladly oblige. However here's the thing. I'm in college and everyday it seems like people are ignoring me.

I never dated, nor ever wish to because nobody loves me. I hate my loneliness. It sucks. I just want to tell you guys that I wanna make friends and be happy. But I'm really anxious when I'm asked to keep up a conversation. It gets weird you know?

Is that the reason why people avoid me? Am I too boring? I don't drink or smoke and don't know if that contributes significantly to my unpopularity.

I want to talk to some lovely people. Will you help please?",1.694667182662542,4.177396934210531,4.199690402476784,80.87812693498455,82.94736842105263,7.786996904024768,22.099071207430335,8.671277953709913,1.867859442724458,602,20,116,16,17,210,94,152,0.191,0.644,0.166,-0.649,2,3,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,0,6,14,2,1,6,0,10,3,0,2,2,31,33,13,0,6,5,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,7,1,4,7,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,0,3,19,6,12,31,1,9,0,1,0,2,14,3,1,5,6,74,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842759133949174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765286696083266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627894538741684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605158975725612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472137266109892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286605021539214,0.0,0.15091873201815112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23957809485399675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202428964005348,0.0,0.08251729182383656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563857355769236,0.0,0.16813039401987812,0.0,0.15593335498608674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586405875129072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038460205614764,0.0,0.0,0.1735997248037183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716165627872909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850945874976596,0.0,0.10542638155620022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181330170878675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284877676489776,0.0,0.0,0.17337102884255376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236121031134616,0.16238894083600872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378292395218706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382230984833407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187514551835658,0.3808393090304911,0.138046790090027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492852217467202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631457068772955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425165613042216,0.0,0.18162355881498016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pipeliner7474,2019/05/25,"Still at work... I left my house at 5:30am and still out on the job.  I called my boss at 8pm and asked if he was good with me going home.  He said ""no, you need to stick with it"".  Here I am working my crew for what looks to be atleast a 24hr shift.  We are out in the middle of nowhere.  I saw a few rattlesnakes out about dusk.  Anyone feel like chatting?  Looks like I'm in for a long night....",-0.527542483660131,1.2654427294117667,0.7262745098039218,106.67712418300655,86.41176470588232,3.7777777777777786,15.326797385620914,3.1291,-1.5721241830065358,292,5,79,0,9,91,63,85,0.0,0.902,0.098,0.7845,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,13,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,8,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,10,3,17,9,1,16,0,0,3,0,8,11,0,1,6,46,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532215162772514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766649933647952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22682495555867946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231827122650263,0.15869348734312647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624459787946013,0.1863165324665464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281979613622854,0.0,0.0,0.25631428693237696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043498787270527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24135063004625984,0.0,0.0,0.21704815317482395,0.0,0.0,0.1965827312804615,0.3730753754763247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647104943397796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845891101317288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21130151831776892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35479504070340045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234342567287184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,powerofwill72,2019/05/25,"Just kinda lost right now, literally any feedback would be appreciated Hi everyone, there isn't much of a point to this post other than to let out some frustration. I went on my first date ever last week, and it was pretty awkward but I thought it went okay. However, the next day she told me that she wasn't ready for a relationship, so we mutually decided to stop talking. I then (surprisingly quickly for me) found a new girl on tinder and got her to agree to a date, but she later cancelled it after she found out about a political issue that we strongly disagree on. I've just kinda been wallowing at home since then, without anyone to talk to. I had a falling out with my best friend a few months ago and haven't really talked to anyone outside of quick conversations on dating apps. At this point I just kinda want somebody to talk but I'm not sure how. My priorities have mainly been on dating lately, but since that's gotten me nowhere I just want to chat with literally anyone. I still REALLY want to date someone, but a close yet platonic connection would also be okay I guess. I was thinking about putting something on my snapchat story asking people to chat or something like that, but I don't want to sound like I'm as desperate for attention as I am. Any thoughts would be appreciated.",6.421573333333335,6.7900617440000035,7.005200000000002,74.52393333333336,65.56,10.026666666666667,32.266666666666666,9.888512548439397,3.0490266666666668,1036,39,192,21,15,341,143,250,0.09,0.757,0.153,0.9471,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,0,4,16,12,1,1,9,2,18,0,0,1,2,47,37,17,0,7,13,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,1,1,10,11,0,1,7,2,0,4,6,3,0,1,16,1,25,9,38,14,5,45,0,1,0,0,20,15,0,6,27,133,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028112824917128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046840449121588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538618110345784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23730514128084595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575938986143812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872083524969235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295818805993842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233073433448114,0.0,0.10809863259299587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622660173832193,0.0,0.2480779812065629,0.08740239648736912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047877980084984,0.0,0.12462322379681467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347658752717267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807621923121338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221440244289963,0.12761328860552235,0.0,0.0,0.11568102389471595,0.0,0.11053723312939287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349255347703895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029767408980237,0.0,0.08316208174904471,0.0,0.0,0.10925970773586607,0.12031288981609332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842869698045947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138850140152717,0.0,0.10834533308725117,0.11509182559410205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372486575256023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494536120200946,0.0,0.0,0.12145711322943108,0.0,0.09661067653996544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871612676743329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585297008260896,0.1741828914066681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034415071893187,0.09458005656181867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662178204923184,0.0,0.0,0.3637119394731034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248784148185483,0.0,0.17962195872200734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809863259299587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266903253879344,0.0,0.09074444153792743,0.0,0.0,0.20974154111862625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905133544598176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410886129281041,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AcidBurn1509,2019/05/25,"Just found out I suffer from the term ""escapism"" I've felt this way forever then I saw someone else accuse someone of it so I looked up the defintion....holy shit that's me I thought...I long to just leave and get away every day of my life lol!!",-0.4247899159663859,1.812941647058828,1.1337815126050437,99.91058823529413,93.31372549019608,3.698599439775911,19.050420168067227,5.288315135182226,-0.5085932773109239,188,6,43,1,7,60,42,51,0.20800000000000002,0.738,0.054000000000000006,-0.7835,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,6,0,7,2,1,8,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,4,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566850244471859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619457772789407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282276615513383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23018693617934874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623195763959941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995551034406794,0.0,0.0,0.14273829944914693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892845724662874,0.0,0.0,0.19297272120439726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417777651854794,0.2294233322043699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804409338808856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629713000491423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689419658887849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216857356247048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Someonelost01,2019/05/25,"Married and hated So I'm a middle-aged man, married with kids.  I have never hurt or felt as worthless as I ever have.  Being called a f****ng a$$hole. Told in a bad husband, bad dad, piece of dirt, spineless, week...  On and on, and on topnif that the yelling goes on forb2 days.  I can't speak, couple words and talked over and yelled at.  Told doesn't want to hear in sorry, I'm wrong, nothing.  I cry, and that infuriates her, in weak, and it hurts her in not strong to be there for her.  There is so much more.  I can't think straight and talk, and that makes her even the more frustrated and upset with me.  I don't know what to do.  I hurt.  Physically too.  Chest.  And then to top it all off.  I need to reassure her how wonderful of a wife she is.  Tell her how much I love her.  Etc....  I beg and plead, I'm sorry I'm wrong.  And its fuel on the fire.  I have retreated into myself.  And although surrounded by people i am so alone.  Loathing everythibg I am.   In trapped.  In my heart and mind, alone....  Wish there were a light or way out.",-0.3594743935309985,1.8693858018867928,1.4449326145552557,98.18867924528305,91.92452830188678,4.538005390835579,17.477088948787063,6.1826913282559595,-0.3859439353099727,778,21,181,8,28,253,124,212,0.25,0.654,0.096,-0.987,0,3,0,0,1,0,56.0,0,0,0,2,11,15,2,1,8,0,15,4,2,3,3,37,32,26,0,3,3,3,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,7,19,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,12,0,0,4,7,24,3,29,26,7,25,0,4,0,1,23,19,0,3,5,122,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744442924708125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22125120322300704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528953170851335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660029646590642,0.14553665612258854,0.08544662313721225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776402450465784,0.08750996625536922,0.119846941440612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721346068002845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080879352008765,0.0,0.0,0.14932853951767108,0.1570041061281803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42550749350247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281434610003673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195795442001597,0.0,0.08843969128853447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337795326806335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479428553458125,0.09824141965252924,0.10218628998681244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271300102506442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185353271830683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966287402348613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212984709797966,0.11580417841076035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489576616186678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532042904693125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814743743905707,0.10516628282619496,0.10627739399884734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235969626595958,0.0,0.14368233244369774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897192331844945,0.0,0.0
lonely,Approval_Guy,2019/02/16,"I'm lost. It's my last semester of college. After a freakout, a move to Montana from Indiana, and a move back after a relative died, i decided to finish school. I moved back in with the folks to to save some money so I could commute to college, and it feels like something broke in my brain. 

I'm just anxious and nervous all the time, I always feel like I'm being judged by everyone, I've made new friends but I worry that they dont want to see me much. My parents still love me, but I've never felt so damn lonely. Most days are fine, but then the floor drops out from under me and I'm a nervous shell of a human being again. I'm just...lost. I desperately more than anything just want someone to hold onto right now. I want to be alone but I'm desperately lonely. I dunno. I'm just ranting, but I miss myself. I miss who I used to be. I miss the feeling of just being content. Now I'm trying to plan my next move after I graduate, but I'm just so fucking tired of running. I'm 25 and I just feel so goddamn old. I want to go back to Montana because I felt like I was finally okay with myself out there, but I dont want to leave my friends and family high and dry again. 

Sorry, none of this makes sense or is structured, I just need a life raft right now. I've never felt so lonely or just discarded in my life.",1.146621472053127,2.9421427158273445,3.2663309352517977,90.6887825124516,80.47482014388491,5.859656889872718,22.562811289429998,6.844919456158928,0.5949480907581628,1017,33,223,11,26,346,136,278,0.235,0.667,0.09699999999999999,-0.9879,1,8,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,2,23,21,2,2,11,1,11,6,1,3,3,54,45,22,1,7,17,1,7,3,2,0,3,0,0,1,5,11,0,1,8,0,1,6,5,12,0,0,6,8,31,9,34,33,6,41,0,8,1,2,7,11,2,5,26,140,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379716733237547,0.0,0.0,0.08339064434432311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132194976935257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247210126167162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23118780557877364,0.0,0.06109287108228236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187809574853837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001710806919958,0.0,0.0,0.06463328029095661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401200831288933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349129924680319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957640177921126,0.0,0.0,0.09447801614719384,0.0,0.2026959422146856,0.14319364778808705,0.28867928160407536,0.1097855529320128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485865919884026,0.09265130386560376,0.0,0.0,0.056957045895693115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588739393219317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169226071045654,0.0,0.1061179696740636,0.0,0.0,0.14157597968053556,0.14688654203355694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188028248774506,0.0,0.09045200282453096,0.0948301049263328,0.06689728799133927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260698308477234,0.07367285677173918,0.07431148217978105,0.154590898507592,0.09679260823745564,0.10658456489777443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051634963354024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128188379941917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117379424984042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142747464530344,0.07986195830674779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849156489053735,0.07715385991307429,0.0,0.11218751429864082,0.0,0.0,0.08003541441116871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843879073684236,0.11518756121552105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804245533255675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655746184750915,0.0,0.0,0.2955602598775421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177775716794496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nats000,2019/02/16,"Lonely at 22. Does anyone else feel lonely?

I live with my grandparents because I help  out we and we  enjoy eachothers company. They have also kindly told me to save my money and will not accept any money from me for a roof over my head.

But apart from my family I don't really have any friends. 

I work in a 9 to 5 office job , mainly family run with husband and wife and their son who is about my age but has a gf as well as my other co worker who is 50 abs the other is 35.


 
I think I'm rather shy and introverted at times.
I do make an effort at work to chat and be friendly but it would be nice to meet some genuinely nice person/people around my age I just don't know how to go about it. ",1.2125141972121831,2.7299721409396014,3.5310067114093973,90.16127000516263,79.26845637583892,6.463810015487868,17.5018069179143,7.321109707123232,0.07834909654104294,535,9,121,7,13,185,98,149,0.05,0.7879999999999999,0.162,0.9523,2,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,2,4,8,11,0,0,5,0,13,1,1,2,0,27,20,13,0,2,6,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,0,4,1,2,2,3,2,1,0,1,1,20,9,21,15,2,13,0,2,0,0,16,8,0,1,3,82,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985667056902952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718721190898976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397718537111024,0.20481696134005029,0.0,0.17794972199596332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185467883930262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493023992823015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698736555127447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768881085809549,0.0,0.10107336790300024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30887813664452723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360544057435736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515085253640308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398600107069267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836582583274412,0.0,0.0,0.20816080804907144,0.10985755311001318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651173264268627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334320584217736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385826405016447,0.17454138031976754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280584254054595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808521451431165,0.0,0.0,0.11656090065572842,0.0,0.0,0.1910090887151541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973041114257915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910531765294969,0.0,0.0,0.1420003045687044,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Janileighcohen,2019/02/16,"Lonely but it’s my own fault .. I’ve done everything I can to try and over come my depression but I realised it’s something you have to learn to cope with .. 
anyway long story short , I had to leave my home town and my friends and relocate I cut people off because they used drugs and I found socialising exhausting .. 
I’ve gotten so used to being alone I find my social anxiety gets the better of me.
26 F.. anyone wants to chat message me.. let’s Skype?? 
I find being a musician I have lots of 1 hour friendships but I don’t really engage in anything more than small talk ..",0.7108985507246359,3.194710756521744,2.6886956521739163,89.44115942028986,89.2608695652174,5.849275362318841,19.84057971014493,7.3011,0.7727797101449276,447,14,90,8,15,149,81,115,0.17600000000000002,0.706,0.11699999999999999,-0.6726,0,3,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,1,2,8,1,0,2,0,9,2,0,2,0,17,16,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,4,0,18,3,13,9,3,9,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,1,2,56,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049232381018925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808951776539947,0.0,0.0,0.13535686870902225,0.0,0.15930129555957864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180056451088007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120733687787165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667535467155334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667316876056733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810135226617606,0.0,0.0,0.2244933853111766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739788050996637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538604461413621,0.0,0.0,0.21225240981211532,0.14956078880979934,0.0,0.10113848064205777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941782905742272,0.0,0.19063904109700824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497513453178826,0.0,0.19795046679891956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713137673508814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457629116077208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420521927470688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124013433423571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733222762243105,0.0,0.14902869762683008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559368722515654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142930908404685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343849762941646,0.0,0.0,0.1141795385206216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,okami1967,2019/02/16,"Today, i am leaving r/lonely Hey guys. Sorry, but this is gonna be a long one. Almost every day i red the stories from this community for a long time. Aldo i made this account a couple of days ago when i was high on xans. I fell like i need to share my just to pay my deed to you guys, i truly hope you read all the way to the end, Here goes my history and my experience with depression and loneliness. It all started when i was 12, i had a lot of problems in my family and one day (i will remember that day till i die) it all just broke down on me. I woke up hopeless, i woke up like a husk. And since that day, weather did not matter, situations did not matter, people around me did not matter, it was just all grey. A constant switching between anxiety and depression, it was hell for me for a long, long time. I spent my time alone, year after a year, if you passed by my house you would see a kid in a red west and small boots playing all by himself. I escaped into my imagination,and oh boy was i good at escaping and creating walls around my little imaginary world so nobody who would not understand would enter I thought about suicide a lot, but did not do it. It dragged on and on, and situation just kept getting worse.I almost died of alcohol abuse when i was 15 because i saw no way out. All those things forced upon me. Family issues, school grades dropping, first heartbreaks, and since i am a very sensitive person it all got to me really fast. I developed a lot of issues for myself, college began, but i just did not care. I was excited to meet new people and to have a good time. To find a girlfriend. TO have someone to hold me and tell me: Hey, i understand you, it will be okay, i am here for you. I use to dream about that person appearing out of the blue. And you know what? She did appear. A perfection before my eyes, anything i could have asked for. And what next? She left. As quickly as she came into my life. I hated her and loved her at the same time. I drank, booooy, did i drink, just to forget everything and to move on, i did everything just not to think about her and the memories of her. but now i understand, that there is so much a person can handle, and some person just don\`t click no matter how good they seem together. I moved on, made friends, really good friends, had a couple of girlfriends, but none of those relationships seemed to click. Time passed, classes failed, problems building up once again. I felt like i was stuck in a circle. But it got to me, i do not need alcohol to cure me, i do not need xans, i do not to be surrounded by people to be happy. I just need me to think sober and focus on the stuff that makes me happy. As hard and risky as it was, i had to cut out the things out of my life that hurt me. And i started doing so. I  have made plans, started writing and after 13 years, i feel better, i actually feel happy again. My demons still visit me from time to time \`doh. But i always find a way to dodge them and deal with them. I enjoy life now, more than ever before.   
In the end, i know you are going through a tough time, i know it\`s hard, as cliche as it seems, and as it sounds i wanna say one thing. YOU are STRONG. Believe in yourself. Do not judge yourself based on what other people tell you about you. And most importantly, DO NOT GIVE UP. No matter if you are religious or you believe in science, you are all here for a reason, you are good in enough, and strive for greatness every day of your life. Shoot for the stars.    
I love you all, you better believe it <3   
P.S. English is not my first language, so sorry if i mispronounced anything.  
P.S.S. To the guy who told my that i am ""edgy"" on my last post, do not be mad at me, i just came here to give everyone a hug <3  


  
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lonely,EmeraldFox23,2019/02/16,"Loneliness + Social Anxiety = kill me It sucks ass. Whenever i have a chance to talk to someone, even online through messages, i get so nervous i end up ghosting them. And if i try to force myself to respond, i usually start acting weird, and then they end up ghosting me. All i can do is wallow in self pity, knowing that there's really nothing more I can do to feel better, other than abusing drugs. ty for reading",3.1522648083623714,5.049445585365857,4.663937282229966,82.48890243902441,74.85365853658536,7.124738675958188,30.00696864111498,7.957251820313856,2.2433846689895467,326,15,60,5,7,109,65,82,0.272,0.6459999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9463,0,0,1,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,2,1,3,6,2,1,1,0,6,2,1,0,1,6,11,5,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,12,1,11,11,2,9,0,1,0,1,7,3,2,1,5,42,15,1,0.0,0.28128505442675256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161349737069687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996464635107512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753134013680758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205391593768885,0.0,0.0,0.15680317825468046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120038653210318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403385104718248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626524777436221,0.0,0.1304710923748245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22779565016262385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374683588782057,0.0,0.1520871544782969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476642667667549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420035971704244,0.20115173534722572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803585376846744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081643408771606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118180975902285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614670913190565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anonymus_77,2019/02/16,The future is bleak. If I didn’t try so hard to talk to people I would never talk to anyone at all. That being said I’m exhausted from trying so hard to get close to people who don’t care about me. This lonely pill is a hard one to swallow. It’s hard to accept the fact that I have no one. I was looking forward to this weekend but it has come around and I have nothing to do other than lay in my room. This is horrible.. I don’t think it will ever end.,0.054999999999999716,1.8199465000000004,2.47,95.165,84.0,4.800000000000002,17.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.5894999999999997,350,7,82,2,10,120,66,100,0.11599999999999999,0.843,0.042,-0.4465,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,14,3,0,0,4,13,21,5,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,10,4,1,0,2,1,0,2,5,2,0,2,3,6,8,2,15,15,1,12,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,1,6,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764749304218256,0.0,0.0,0.16251366278140555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612814462391086,0.0,0.0,0.1572559442098819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169054856928944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513247410223425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953780449206968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6541377510178037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330117403171228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407985442266163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516753346378994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474095210226601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531228737334237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736526876985103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934634096800268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697459892258233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24788726241753664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968263930223392,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,just_too_honest,2019/02/16,"Just had this overwhelming sadness hit me. Nothing triggered me to feel sad, so why do i  want to cry right now? The worst part of this is that I don't feel comfortable enough telling  anyone close to me about this. Just feeling incredibly lonely and misunderstood. ",5.372499999999999,7.702931250000002,4.823333333333334,81.855,69.83333333333334,8.133333333333335,30.75,8.841846274778883,2.587025,212,9,38,4,4,64,38,48,0.353,0.596,0.051,-0.9601,0,2,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,9,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,5,1,5,7,3,3,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232122784152636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35065797110142205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329848802401904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842351905133414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063087516800162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456938041543049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27261974746941137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27902014055056795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882894838264865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880544411061994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,maliwanlazer,2019/02/16,"I’m lonely and I feel like I deserve it Hey everyone, just found this sub. I guess there really is a subreddit for everything.

I’m 17(M) and in my junior year of high school. I do fine academically but a problem I’ve had for as long as I can remember is being social.

The one time in my life where I was the most social was in 8th grade. I had friends, and a girlfriend. However the group of people I chose to hang out with including my girlfriend were toxic people, who were all depressed and anxious just like me and being around them started to deteriorate my wellbeing. 

When I started high school, I pretty much cut everyone I knew from middle school out of my life and have been in and out PHP’s and have had multiple therapists, as well as having to stay at a psych ward for a week for threats of suicide.

Now, as a junior, not much has changed. I’ve been seeing one therapist who I really trust, and haven’t needed any kind of PHP to help me bounce back. Still very few friends, though. And I feel like my social skills just aren’t as impressive as they used to be.

When I try to make new connections with people, I notice all of these toxic behaviors start to resurface. I’m a super jealous person, I overthink simple interactions with people, and I always need validation from others to make me feel secure about myself.

So, that’s why I feel like I deserve to be alone, and there’s nothing I feel like I can do about it. Thanks for reading. ",4.880575829818447,5.657423780487813,5.719171098477903,80.9630882083257,69.03484320557492,8.829561709150926,27.997249220612503,8.99025400887824,2.1075337979094075,1143,37,225,20,19,375,150,287,0.10099999999999999,0.718,0.18100000000000002,0.9782,2,3,0,0,0,1,32.0,0,0,2,2,17,21,3,0,10,0,25,2,0,3,2,42,46,24,1,3,5,0,5,5,4,0,2,0,0,1,8,19,0,1,8,1,0,1,3,6,1,2,11,6,33,15,43,31,6,28,0,2,1,0,16,13,0,2,18,155,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894347217623704,0.0,0.0,0.07949118565076146,0.0,0.0,0.06496577861947808,0.0,0.0,0.10792520169625826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504470618971242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345905094410628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106134424031277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822825122677868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825719270268204,0.08585898319942913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415220091524041,0.27299544043174084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474710455481788,0.1476172600031123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524047148008693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403381790531842,0.20187191393760426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948301442779432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349556964448616,0.2333632162655329,0.0,0.0,0.08454378028624975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753816165024068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404556297918317,0.14167315464179786,0.0,0.09226645568603037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166657844296107,0.10876505858202268,0.0,0.0,0.1294713912897978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26492246938658925,0.08341581116703406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719149946542162,0.0,0.09141226714497623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555894474407266,0.0,0.12240189016953405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822037032290416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29005376851965464,0.0761275057185384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29215186998958714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028564429527174,0.10182556513096652,0.07629285078221064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449769714476242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795403595997013,0.0,0.22184256635673488,0.0,0.0,0.09386077797226557,0.0,0.055706114279288114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486069860116292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825099185079921,0.0,0.07882480604416886,0.0,0.0,0.0766308840414764,0.0,0.08589572289033187,0.0,0.08620375642772539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061520179157927
lonely,BulkyPiano,2019/02/16,"I am isolated and sad (help please) I am in high school, I am fifteen. My father was diagnosed with depression and I am starting to think it is genetic and I have inherited it.
Nobody cares enough to talk to me about anything, even a DM on Instagram or a snap on Snapchat would help. I snapped someone and watched as they posted stuff on their story, and yet haven't responded after a whole day. 
I have been listening to Juice WRLD who helps me through tough times, but overall I feel as though nobody really cares to have me in their life, I am sure my parents care but I would be embarrassed to tell them how I feel about it.

Please give me advice, how can I get through this..
",3.9694029850746233,5.335076089552242,4.430029850746268,87.16832835820897,71.68656716417911,8.345074626865673,28.32537313432836,8.841846274778883,2.0365994029850745,532,20,111,10,10,168,84,134,0.077,0.777,0.146,0.8834,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,0,7,8,0,1,3,0,16,2,0,2,1,17,26,13,0,2,3,2,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,22,4,19,21,2,12,0,2,1,0,15,6,0,1,5,81,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304626179738506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888408178563865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790504871318641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100629007454627,0.0,0.13489570430762912,0.1589649753554342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618292808258171,0.0,0.10344536403515454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838253175535194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182695667952725,0.15024320394190588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31493521750038106,0.1654765591132982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062462253831397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390685084350868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438412326199663,0.0,0.0,0.14999769639349594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033413375413264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850677668584373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327027597329694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085572535911438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929126975015894,0.0,0.0,0.14761154206683638,0.0,0.0,0.12588440940931414,0.1368918982043155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003551230956946,0.1538773598723437,0.0,0.09132579101972488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485950618865234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251526998888974,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FailingDegree91,2019/02/16,"I haven't had a conversation in over 4 days. I feel like I'm going insane. I've been sat at home in my worst spell of depression yet. I'm crying out for help and not a single person has asked if I'm okay. 

I honestly feel like if I were to kill myself, no one would care or even notice. I'm really close to the end of my rope and I don't know what to do. ",0.05055749128919729,1.1773485853658556,3.0810104529616744,93.8376829268293,81.4390243902439,6.636933797909408,15.372822299651569,7.447530270364453,-0.3292982578397212,272,3,71,4,7,98,58,82,0.225,0.602,0.17300000000000001,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,12,19,5,1,3,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,2,8,5,11,14,2,10,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,3,5,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23187796411518646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528868186982096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724532983122364,0.15996117351883313,0.0,0.2136310040470992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196841779295484,0.0,0.0,0.1638238748689191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508265141286921,0.35439055293979493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409632291696619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625171540171596,0.0,0.2487979566165564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744124648927411,0.0,0.13631279766860488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24235340815175185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28238793432192866,0.0,0.0,0.16807400840289338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165734006154457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588966961113161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619597594869235,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,osiris2069,2019/02/16,"I just want to give my love out to someone... I’ve been so sad and lonely, I beat myself up everyday. ",0.34090909090908994,1.8216558181818208,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,81.72727272727272,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.3473818181818187,76,2,18,1,2,27,19,22,0.248,0.55,0.20199999999999999,-0.3082,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,4,3,0,3,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5732223725942375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393102886530033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063003769098856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35244921967760856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vestorlockwood,2019/02/16,I’m so done with love The whole time she said she was mine she was still with her “ex.” I’m so freakin done with love. I gave her chance after chance and then I find this out. Lol I can’t even cry anymore,-2.0688509316770194,-0.23502906521738964,-0.7140993788819863,111.8867391304348,100.52173913043478,2.628571428571429,10.919254658385091,3.1291,-2.340170186335404,157,2,44,0,7,48,31,46,0.059000000000000004,0.644,0.298,0.9123,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,0,6,11,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,9,2,5,5,1,5,0,0,0,2,10,1,0,0,4,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646912834419096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29317512542541563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5462590199606355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762837350837675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439401072995828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817720676455007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538812945424975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314523659876292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563047895472218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979822938741205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hambone2101,2019/02/16,"Don’t know what happened So ever since I started my final year of high school this year, I’ve found that everyone that would be usually willing to talk to me have all but distanced themselves from me. Same goes for every one of my friends online.

I don’t even know what happened or what I did that makes it that nobody seems to want anything to do with me. All year pretty much, I’ve been alone with myself or whoever’s music I’ve got blaring out of my speakers.

Needless to say, the year has gotten off to a rough start.

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lonely,mrwhooguy,2019/02/16,Blah blah blah Hello there it's my birthday and would like someone to talk to that's all thanks 😊,-1.0864285714285735,0.6829630952380974,-0.056785714285712885,104.82053571428574,108.5238095238095,2.1,14.773809523809526,3.1291,-1.5648190476190469,79,2,18,0,4,24,17,21,0.18600000000000005,0.575,0.239,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28420960010952273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4929078379336483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675819266785253,0.0,0.5355895798024647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132525987332435,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jordanash98,2019/02/16,"In the past 2 years iv had my best friend and first girlfriend 100% bail out on me My best mate got a gf and moved country living of here student loan and no longer talk to me, literally left and that was it, tried messaging but doesn't work

Girlfriend left me for uni, phoned me a week into it to have a break and we haven't t spoke or seen eachother since

And my friends that are left are unambitious, I just had to travel for London to Amsterdam to Athens purely to get away and noone wanted to come with me anywhere so I went on my own, I loved it but damn I would've loved to make memories with people there,

What does everyone do when people bail on them? 

Can't really say I'm coping well, relying on work for my social life lmao",4.986812865497079,4.8835911315789495,5.513771929824562,85.61251461988306,68.60526315789474,8.860818713450293,26.099415204678365,8.515128840125781,1.4081643274853803,580,14,128,8,9,187,101,152,0.032,0.784,0.185,0.9799,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,5,6,8,1,0,4,0,10,4,0,1,1,20,21,12,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,0,2,2,0,0,6,13,0,0,0,1,1,4,4,1,1,1,7,3,16,7,22,14,3,22,0,0,1,2,16,11,1,1,6,79,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695525794958694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32829180084416304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473603744185775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687815943822518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945942171021792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330449044910574,0.0,0.0,0.2416887489090363,0.0,0.08171938998003646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509784612166655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.509829878306755,0.0,0.11047919948933678,0.0,0.0,0.13811563451405268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823378623071693,0.0,0.10440696002200288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662423736880743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931400418357033,0.2168743010898159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002022382022002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438597651698445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293865341409026,0.0,0.0,0.159443459723093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571892640729396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619422889945687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225649996789816,0.0,0.1254651555745404,0.0,0.14063416298042578,0.14499651240838599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22774120196914674,0.0,0.0,0.11111137981063823,0.0,0.0,0.1007249093569794
lonely,asaphundred,2019/02/16,Today is my birthday I ate lunch alone at school senior year second semester and now I’m home with nobody to hang out with. I didn’t have a place to sit so I kinda just walked around the hallways Pretending to go somewhere. It feels pretty shitty does anyone have any similar experiences?? People texted me happy birthday or whatever but they don’t hang out with me in real life. If this continues in college I’m going to go mad.  ,2.525238095238098,5.108520095238095,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238095,80.1904761904762,6.590476190476192,22.42857142857143,7.793537801064563,1.3914857142857149,344,11,61,6,9,114,66,84,0.10099999999999999,0.8320000000000001,0.067,-0.5873,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,14,12,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,7,2,0,1,1,0,6,2,1,0,1,2,1,7,1,13,10,0,19,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,5,37,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25435364833230023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700730674965528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171985804090062,0.0,0.0,0.21862413775182907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491448506953809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402308151840381,0.0,0.0,0.12417596194934252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187175660220859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614314980223501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463433796160836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734650755576631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025882337557716,0.0,0.2565857222952507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24984985802685394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795313119066128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24854674631489665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327873772463941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158149715900445
lonely,Deditions,2019/02/16,"Lonely Brit in America Hi there...

So, this is my first time on Reddit & can't really see myself using this much either, but since I've been feeling more & more lonely as of late, decided I've got nothing to lose.

I moved from London to America/Virginia about two years ago - when I was 18 - with the family. Since coming, all I do with my life is work & focus on a business I've been doing. Which usually means a lot of studying/research along with sleepless nights mean I'm just living the most fruitless & repetitive life.

I don't usually care about being ""lonely"". Never really have had any significant type of interest in people, but...due to some recent happenings, I've started to feel the need to have someone to talk to.

I'm not looking for anything too special, I would like to think. Honestly, just want someone who's down for some long-term discussion.

I would really appreciate having someone to talk to. With the repetitive lifestyle and the utterly mundane circumstances, I can feel myself submerging into insanity...Lol.

If there's any questions you feel necessary to ask about me before wanting to talk to me, feel free to do so. 

Apologies for the essay.",5.462500000000002,7.036760568181819,6.2925,74.43875,68.31818181818181,9.5,31.022727272727273,9.827888789773867,3.265681818181818,935,38,157,22,16,308,136,220,0.066,0.795,0.139,0.9473,0,6,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,0,3,11,10,0,0,8,0,18,2,0,1,2,36,40,7,0,6,6,0,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,10,0,1,2,4,4,0,2,5,7,14,7,36,32,9,22,0,4,2,0,10,6,0,6,15,104,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954635783366344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466742414664123,0.0,0.14647022133835333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862237802068262,0.0,0.10067866182943043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163903341520424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098004573137877,0.0,0.0,0.09276820882970507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015236223347204,0.0,0.2722647437648814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160383307903523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613213905870573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523279533879896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214826895776324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213387070238196,0.052613487693033714,0.0,0.09509512279352808,0.09530514737489336,0.0904352162830305,0.12048121256789962,0.0,0.09155695964215828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23461906591710974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446089354747545,0.07916693842894743,0.07985318870582019,0.08305968222288937,0.0,0.0,0.10106283042418404,0.0,0.10333458875719928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466094756563657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064109945933475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697318257018327,0.0,0.10633410335949182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581758619289412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781699573006163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737444525617161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622584466926087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596792923459164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900549340213244,0.0,0.0,0.0627968067324957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520066788439307,0.0,0.0,0.09301240039976746,0.2372178251490504,0.0,0.1270405515467659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840197687466792,0.0,0.0,0.15300440596789813,0.0,0.0,0.06935092943945008
lonely,AvacadMmmm,2019/02/16,"I wonder what it was like for lonely ppl before the internet and social media. Or before cell phones, video games, etc. I wonder how lonely ppl faired back them. Just think if you were plucked from where you are now and placed in the 50’s. It would seem even lonelier right? At least we have social media and different online communities to help us through each day. I feel for those ppl back then. But then I think about it and perhaps they didn’t feel as lonely as us, because ironically they didn’t have social media. Social media is a all about getting the most follows, likes, comments, etc. and when we scroll through timelines we see how “great” other ppls lives are...or supposedly are. This causes us to think we are living inferior lives, which may or may not be true. It’s just a strange thought I’m having...... would I rather be lonely and have social media/the internet to help me through this OR be lonely 60 years ago with none of it but not feel as inferior to others. 

I think either way, you feel just about the same. Lonely. ",3.0735078947368417,5.407595735000001,3.6192631578947374,87.86278947368423,76.65,6.010526315789473,21.026315789473685,7.0608816371341465,0.5343,817,21,158,9,19,256,111,200,0.11,0.84,0.05,-0.8453,1,12,0,0,0,0,32.0,7,3,3,0,15,12,0,0,6,0,19,0,0,3,2,48,35,20,0,4,13,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,12,0,0,12,2,0,1,5,8,0,0,5,5,20,4,20,23,9,16,0,8,1,0,24,5,0,10,11,114,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504000397756797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488408540919886,0.0,0.06535752706466984,0.0,0.1824648573211769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101397738439086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914507848559234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201729798066518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23914707677363914,0.07081477608872135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684535846011424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056015633656748685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820538297873445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372847681643924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476008058249656,0.0,0.28401954984362643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201729798066518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156138590522613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543681134973767,0.09760489487944274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5464631118144183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747972569930767,0.0,0.08511707022771357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869008603677447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510261275484379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23254110669437944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232552147266526,0.0,0.0,0.0690432175769805
lonely,throwawayacct98745,2019/02/16,Feeling demotivated and depressed I have been feeling pretty depressed lately and I've just had no motivation to get out and speak to anyone.  I just want someone to talk to right now because I'm too anxious to talk to anyone in my real life.,5.944822695035462,6.7057727021276605,7.090212765957446,72.13333333333334,66.65957446808511,7.9687943262411345,34.815602836879435,7.793537801064563,2.7555304964539014,195,9,33,2,3,66,32,47,0.19699999999999998,0.622,0.18100000000000002,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,8,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,8,6,0,5,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,22,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794095888438113,0.0,0.3458741693809207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507685013459003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260454937389336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25011235267895404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921837036478512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789961057744182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746946730843882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516209048297611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28151275404219894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121626772116486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955972275447216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975848277460092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588012201660994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,marylilac,2019/02/16,"I just want a life I’m an 18 year old girl turning 19 next month in my first year of university, and I’m so lonely. I’ve been struggling with loneliness for so long since I had to move towns and go to a high school where I knew no one. I struggled to find best friends and struggled a lot with just seeing everyone else have fun (especially my sister who is popular and has tons of friends) and go out on the weekends when I would just sit at home. I was excited to graduate and go to university thinking it would be a fresh start and I would finally get to experience the things I’ve wanted to such as getting a good group of friends and having a boyfriend. But the years almost over in a few months and I only have one friend and sit in my room most of the time. I just feel like it’s never going to change. And I do try to go out and do things but it just seems like people don’t want to be my friend. And I still haven’t had my first kiss or date. I feel like times running out :( Life sucks",2.9700631911532365,3.7760437630331793,4.0448151658767815,91.11752290679306,73.45497630331755,7.522401263823067,24.493206951026856,7.793537801064563,0.9102642022116902,778,22,183,10,15,253,117,211,0.083,0.746,0.17,0.943,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,11,19,1,3,12,0,18,3,0,0,1,42,39,20,0,6,8,1,2,3,5,3,2,0,2,1,6,18,0,0,6,1,0,7,4,5,0,4,5,3,17,14,27,29,5,41,0,1,1,1,9,13,1,5,22,118,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767731572800676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284772892137085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375412310206695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982881296507969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275100543193724,0.0,0.10518649085977999,0.0,0.0,0.10874236659924362,0.15364112347116315,0.0,0.1177955583500443,0.09828188979122664,0.1829325652090037,0.0,0.0,0.4153930489598021,0.0,0.11236159470780653,0.0,0.3055632933509542,0.09019236343176726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361298784183392,0.10786291354214322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190542953999456,0.15760345301230216,0.0,0.0,0.09516203908120896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141947955183556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171661316675966,0.1142890213703648,0.0,0.0,0.08293496147354587,0.0,0.11436102472795265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283627433696113,0.0,0.1457323242005786,0.08178259032203991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745488381874416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088276707526114,0.08568872423038258,0.09789268570222368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895121043695647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761113854730292,0.0,0.08587483577351193,0.0,0.0,0.33724597506953363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428783691429129,0.06890187614023592,0.0,0.0,0.12540502461941802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300686477728087,0.11696344935371365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902746850120781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291619864408804,0.0,0.0,0.20774038043322932
lonely,zakkwhyamialive,2019/02/16,"The end of a relationship I'm in a weird situation. Starting around the beginning of 2018 (I was about 16 at the time) I dated a girl who walked, talked, and looked like she was in her late teens. However, She wasn't quite 13 years old yet. We went to a dance together, went to a few parties together, we hung out and kissed a lot, but nothing beyond that. Not knowing how special it was supposed to be. It took Me awhile to realize that the age gap between the two of us just wasn't going to work out. And when My parents found out that We we're dating, they were, of course, furious. I'm 17 years old now, and she's 13. I still see her a lot, and she takes several classes with Me. I know that our relationship is out of the question, but I can't help but feel emotionally attached to her. Though I don't normally celebrate Valentine's Day, I thought it would be a nice excuse to write My friends some notes telling them that I loved them and cared about them. I wrote this girl a note as well, not wanting her to feel left out. I had a note in My bag that I wrote, thinking that I was going to give it to her. I eventually decided not to give it to her due to the fact that I thought it was a bit too flirty and shit. And I don't want to lead her on and hurt her more. It's just not right. I genuinely see her as a friend, but she seems to want more than that. And I can't help but realize that I don't exactly have an iron will, and I can see Myself giving into her sometimes. There's a get together coming up and she wants to dance with Me there. But I know for a fact My parents are going to lose it if I were to dance with her at this event. The entire thing has been off and on for months and it's absolutely killing Me. I Love her very much and I know that a relationship with her wouldn't be good for either of us right now. So I refuse to let one develop. But she draws Me in. I don't know what to do. I've made a mistake, I've been careless with this person's feelings as well as My own, and I hate Myself for it. Not being able to talk to her normally in front of My parents is driving Me crazy. And I'm sure it's driving her crazy as well. And they don't even pretend to have any interest in helping Me. Every time I bring it up, they have hurtful things to say, and they won;t give Me a chance to speak about it and explain how it's making Me feel. What's wrong with Me? What have I done? Is there anything I can do to fix it? It's bringing out intense feelings of loneliness and sadness, and I don't know why. Can anyone help?",2.785234079674325,3.43903048987109,4.129856062808958,90.90466487350972,73.75138121546959,7.5574100998352245,25.523359503731704,7.7627490962704995,1.049798526703499,1968,61,467,25,38,651,227,543,0.149,0.742,0.109,-0.9819,4,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,6,0,7,4,24,27,4,0,26,0,43,4,1,5,4,102,96,40,1,10,16,3,5,1,2,3,0,2,0,3,36,40,0,1,21,4,0,17,16,12,3,2,22,11,83,15,76,66,10,64,0,4,4,3,69,25,1,6,23,329,119,3,0.07661559962138467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05210123500340018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053571408656693104,0.0,0.06304811041623927,0.06820412711342219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364439152022285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811470997604733,0.0,0.0,0.06599755506500837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049410723505377764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840435878070405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618223739627262,0.06785868054978439,0.0,0.0,0.050603880970995364,0.0,0.06455194708473269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369574604882756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400505044820687,0.11838604442853927,0.0,0.040028488609914,0.29398665778365657,0.13062723261605713,0.06426152995991415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564204284953527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541528575474693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403716799242807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476380943559432,0.0,0.2526355792853052,0.0,0.0864257335135464,0.0,0.08324307316285344,0.07834464147855419,0.0,0.03743051197158887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433780755012365,0.08571325846492807,0.0,0.1302716859966628,0.13829713986204367,0.07249553284945368,0.051141507677155376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115384066233216,0.0,0.056321281225595425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501340411937856,0.0735147341708671,0.0,0.16079036734313548,0.0,0.051916713130753266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552176696038753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689778638795309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582700587963815,0.08149012099791023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467694442168899,0.0,0.1308586069122766,0.0,0.06092779994392367,0.0,0.0,0.1831581403293643,0.06974796441462587,0.0,0.08655381980876024,0.07864481201560065,0.0,0.08611914404222391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577478708135907,0.0,0.05422891575034319,0.0,0.061185316826042425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220929593477751,0.0,0.05760539598626239,0.12316143365667195,0.0669654110383396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180000002158787,0.049092182635060426,0.07527443762936405,0.12164845610771015,0.08935034453112119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512275023286221,0.0,0.0,0.07484230814805484,0.0,0.18431826582911268,0.0,0.0,0.06321589352233757,0.18075946279372335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665987566972724,0.14204685685574042,0.06913366186409714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577706901175553,0.0,0.0,0.05442552376208984,0.08376713086766092,0.0,0.09867586843013464
lonely,lavenderbruises,2019/02/16,"Feeling like I wasted 4 years of university I had some friends in high school, and I looked forward to making friends in university.

Couldn’t be further from the truth. Turns out, as time went by, I became more and more self-conscious, which made making friends that much harder. 

I thought I would have the typical uni experience of every young person...fun, exciting, filled with new experiences. Except I found myself spending most nights alone in my room.

Don’t get me wrong. I wasn’t a COMPLETE loner. I had a handful of friends. But I didn’t have a best friend, or even a really close one. 

I thought at least, maybe I’d experience some romance. After all, where else in life would it be easier to find a special someone? So many cute and smart guys around me, if only I could just talk to one. Nope. Never happened. Not even a single date.

I’m not mad at anyone, or anything. I’m not even mad at myself. Even if I could go back in time and do these past 4 years all over again, I don’t think much would have changed. I was always that awkward quiet girl, ever since I could remember. As the years went by, it got better in some ways and worse in others, but I was never completely happy. A small part of me was always lonely and starved for company.

At the end of the day, it all comes down to personality. Some people have personalities that let them make friends with anybody they meet, that lead them on crazy adventures and experiences. Other people are best suited to spending the days watching others live their lives. I want to say I’m okay being on my own, but sometimes I’d like to have someone to talk to who isn’t my mother. Sometimes I wish I had a friend.



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lonely,ebicat213,2019/02/16,"I am so alone (29F) I've been having a really hard year, or well couple of years.

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I moved to a new state 3 years ago and have had a really hard time forming any new friendships. Right now I just feel so alone. I have no one I can talk to or confide in without feeling embarrassed like I just massively overshared. I wish I had health insurance so I could at least talk to a therapist, to just have ONE person.

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I know there's apps like MeetUp but I suffer with anxiety and it seems so intimidating to go to an event and not know anyone.

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I was a socially awkward kid and didn't really have a big friend group growing up. I know that is a factor now, just not knowing how to strike up a conversation. I had 1 close friend back in my hometown but they are moving on with their life without me. I try to keep in touch with texting but I'm lucky if I get a response. They've completely stopped even initiating a conversation.

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If anyone else feels the same way and wants to send me a message just to chat, I'd really appreciate it. ",2.838361749444033,4.858519586854463,4.1830442302940485,85.03941438102302,76.13615023474179,7.488905361996541,25.764516926118112,8.371475516178862,1.7307145539906108,844,31,170,16,19,278,126,213,0.14400000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.1334,0,2,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,0,16,9,0,2,13,0,16,2,0,1,0,41,30,17,0,5,16,0,6,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,3,9,0,2,8,1,0,5,6,3,1,2,6,6,21,6,23,23,3,29,0,1,0,0,15,10,0,6,14,112,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699437054970551,0.0,0.0,0.17991737258614066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764423987878425,0.42216787686288026,0.05906641408545878,0.0,0.0664461273069079,0.0,0.0,0.1214662572451905,0.08899627877058283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678843559782227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910689536699421,0.0,0.0,0.06934904013156651,0.0961067177715138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255870821700569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736888554693598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175403395292182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421254067584526,0.0,0.045379716686062256,0.0,0.04936339936429557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561540310208424,0.0,0.0,0.09232598545566748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720337552999175,0.0,0.0,0.190939526837342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135036952373026,0.08486885654055244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846326023976993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777598278841294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771444863204955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584104967825678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22257381911617347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417625188752609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907225514833331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854078611510838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261717183155995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962633014839262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084882506340873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064759451872098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058970876095984864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123109499488045,0.06894383235443767,0.0,0.0,0.07809576740590322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998824059826611,0.16745601244943192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42216787686288026,0.16780110023945338
lonely,LasagnaToes,2019/02/16,I’m in a haze. I just feel like I’m getting depressed honestly. I don’t really feel comfortable talking to anybody in person about it so I figured I’d talk to you internet people. ,1.5258108108108104,3.884315567567569,4.601283783783781,78.54895270270273,82.51351351351352,8.024324324324324,30.871621621621625,8.841846274778883,3.26997837837838,144,8,26,4,4,52,28,37,0.08800000000000001,0.669,0.243,0.6983,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,5,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324982019296746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381564967212038,0.2695548757723231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713221967377487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184337709584608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615836484736257,0.3294580829777567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24171851549437165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6065451791485033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Garsur,2019/02/16,"Anyone want a friend to talk to? Just looking to have a conversation with someone. 

My wife has been gone for a few months and she doesn’t get back until next month. I’m just looking to talk to someone. ",1.9606097560975613,4.114981097560978,2.797743902439024,93.26051829268292,79.48780487804878,5.0756097560975615,22.445121951219512,5.985473137389443,0.18075121951219544,159,5,34,1,4,50,31,41,0.0,0.883,0.11699999999999999,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,10,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,8,8,1,6,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,5,22,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852032831350475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366870320539396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463792772413636,0.0,0.13838365828679233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448482310537503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228334610188171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28169228121823525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44884703285552136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257849931669692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622720592275507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ccodyne,2019/02/16,"no one cares i have friends, i have loving parents, i have what would seem like a perfect life. i cant talk to anyone and no one even gives a single fuck it seems like. i’m always making sure people are safe and no one feels down and they appreciate it but then no one gives a fuck about me. absolutely no one. i feel pathetically worthless. i find love disgusting but that’s only because i want to be in love but she doesn’t care. she barely knows i exist. the only way i can make this stop is if i just kill myself but i’m too much of a pussy to fucking do it. ",0.7615000000000016,2.70192415,2.8633333333333333,92.345,82.5,5.333333333333334,18.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.20216666666666594,438,10,100,4,12,148,80,120,0.261,0.505,0.23399999999999999,-0.802,1,1,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,1,1,4,17,5,0,5,0,11,7,0,2,2,23,31,9,1,3,6,1,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,6,0,0,0,7,6,0,5,0,2,15,11,7,29,2,5,0,1,0,6,11,2,3,3,4,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204881475313357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415816548885601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208815087662448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27459191286804885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894238024204078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617738691793246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307779710597692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403882446239143,0.3734760247423385,0.0,0.2583583768769423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898254491400967,0.0,0.07400621363521175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511511060651523,0.1315772136267371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646106750304443,0.0,0.1797746471097721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989913958053342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562491998231397,0.20483165474003304,0.0,0.0,0.14952520491070756,0.0,0.0,0.0933570447252358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451807985094927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125827013644886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691648412741696,0.0,0.0,0.10823548365514947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942660011275282,0.10688770566398803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565937506047384,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thelonelydemigoddess,2019/03/16,"Lonely, Broken and Hopeless Those three words describes me and my life. I have this habit of getting attached easily (for long talkers). Now I think it is more of my destruction.

So brief summary about my life. I have been bullied for my weight and looks and that makes me insecure about it, i have no parents or friends growing up which made me develop this becoming clingy sht and getting anxious around people irl, i still have no friends now.


I tend to try to make friends over the internet. And maybe I shouldn't have. One of those people, who I cared about, just called me out. This person said that I need to realize people have life outside of the internet too. That is when I realize that I was too attached, too talkative and too clingy. It made my 0.5 self esteem burst. Just like a bubble. Just like that. And now I realize the difference, this person have real life friends, I do not. That was why I was acting like I dont have a life outside, because I don't.


Yeah i just made this post to share how much of a failure I am and why people don't like me and why  I am loser and why i dont have friends :) 👍",2.834878451734717,4.6440027309417085,3.6447675241916464,89.8360066084494,75.50224215246638,7.026575407127685,26.086617890016516,7.85451343220497,1.4078035874439458,871,32,182,13,19,277,105,223,0.154,0.703,0.14400000000000002,-0.5158,1,2,0,0,0,1,29.0,0,0,0,1,19,16,1,1,6,1,23,6,0,6,0,33,36,15,0,2,6,1,1,4,5,1,5,1,0,3,18,13,1,0,4,0,0,3,8,5,0,2,8,3,30,11,18,27,2,14,0,3,1,0,14,4,0,1,10,129,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186091332167908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346360930811354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400110080340886,0.11595351667959315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720681550199404,0.0,0.1070445886988137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969249758627256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460956547733303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055761532436825,0.0,0.10970617700039524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707887019531122,0.20517179209976488,0.0,0.0,0.09291309481954432,0.08816539354877223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980330272781146,0.140163655639686,0.0,0.10547684890152416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717993685994286,0.07784896302276073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114413156471906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657928227087964,0.0,0.0,0.29114816530089976,0.18334692738295671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055166718862923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950192505770335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986979974839656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952776059598092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384537401545289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727353273293171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128150904522393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784987769237344,0.0,0.0,0.3789495935786924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tjmcp27,2019/03/16,"That gut deep human belief that things will change I’ve been thinking a lot about this because it’s been present for most of my life and it does hold true to an extent but it’s bullshit for the most part, I’m always thinking I’m gonna be feeling so good when I have this this and this, and even when you get it, it’s not as good as you thought it would be.  Here’s to another Saturday night by my self 🤙🏼",2.764333333333333,3.067515877777776,3.764444444444447,94.79000000000002,73.55555555555556,6.888888888888888,25.0,6.42735559955562,0.4896666666666674,319,9,79,2,6,103,61,90,0.055999999999999994,0.795,0.149,0.8259,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,7,2,1,0,1,16,15,9,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,13,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,5,3,9,7,5,6,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21197069509519315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671254289672274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529198089898189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694895441614096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22293164067514856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825861304167974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288082137452237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330952853106106,0.0,0.0,0.4273409744675093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993600515756789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165775903330736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23906368637683875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758671960749229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657576618662378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692432129967761,0.3264643898004026,0.0,0.2022414102495108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809656288521638,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway574289,2019/03/16,"I want romantic love... I know that this is very common and probably not even worth posting but I kind of need to complain... 

I have a need for a deep romantic relationship... I just really want to love someone who loves me back for once...

True love is, in the end, all I really want out of life. As long as I have that special person who will love me forever, I’ll be happy.

There’s a bunch of problems with this however...

1. I probably won’t find anyone like this in the near future.

2. I’m still very young (15) so I don’t have much expirience and even if I did find someone we would probably grow apart as our personalities develop...

3. True love is hard to spot. I asume that you can THINK that you’re in love but then realise years later that you in fact aren’t...

4. I just don’t think it’s probable I’ll find someone who shares the same feelings. 


My first love turned out to be a lesbian.
The worst part is that she is literally perfect for me and so I still have feelings for her...
(We’re still very good friends though, so at least I can be happy about that.)

Recently I found out that a girl who I thought loved me (or at least had romantic feelings for me) in fact didn’t. She is just a really flirty person and didn’t realize that it looked like she loved me.



I know that I’ll probably find someone eventually... I just... I don’t know... I just wanted to complain about this, I guess...

I’m sorry if this wasn’t the right sub to post to... (I mean- I feel lonely because I lack a deeper connection that I desperately need. So I guess this is the right sub?)

I don’t know. I hope I didn’t sound too entitled or something like that.

I know many people have it way worse and I’m in no way trying to compare myself to them. I’m just here to complain about something obvious...",0.7023490603758518,2.9422477568306,2.6575836332133846,91.90869452219114,85.09289617486337,6.302972144475543,20.94868719178995,7.590005382236693,0.7735221378115424,1373,44,305,25,41,458,161,366,0.086,0.627,0.287,0.9984,2,2,2,0,0,0,74.0,2,2,1,2,23,30,0,0,13,0,31,12,0,0,7,63,71,20,0,13,13,0,5,3,1,3,1,1,0,4,25,10,0,0,19,0,1,1,12,6,0,1,8,7,47,24,37,57,9,35,0,1,1,11,33,16,0,7,17,197,72,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593516855723441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05051506675910916,0.0,0.04004679814535805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058185886973805126,0.0,0.0,0.08678128353686594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328685874301427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24017457546516335,0.05587976493069505,0.0,0.07203070161410165,0.050755459320648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510148574533751,0.0,0.0,0.14473994352640746,0.0,0.0,0.13986617581487445,0.058849428093984135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524952788314854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841078193402174,0.1805200791650138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04640201532566365,0.09628514088272158,0.0,0.0,0.058137624300059226,0.055166890483634885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5929191139304403,0.0,0.0,0.06660397953029391,0.0,0.07156064222987106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04829306548641405,0.1461350665314755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996256956659669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114081391829792,0.0,0.04554434087786602,0.17208588522634774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583447061172362,0.0,0.35414927091423065,0.06286082814959754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625686502660788,0.0,0.06486545922939684,0.07053137920091929,0.0,0.1122056021375369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265117293410686,0.10114977408453096,0.0,0.07353968900063837,0.0,0.0,0.15739129764030788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418885150604659,0.06454457829762263,0.052154147857533084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460229852919269,0.07145682397118745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626146930195736,0.15499343026342913,0.10429057853622813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694837597795365,0.04666753536104773,0.0,0.0,0.04230514711603925
lonely,Mirzoev,2019/03/16,"Kind of confused That’s my second time writing here a post,so I’m little bit scared. I’m having a trouble with speaking with people,but it’s not about me being scared... I’m probably a communicable person,but still people completely trend to avoid me and ignore. It’s not about me saying some dumb shit,or even making bad joke. Sometimes I can just sit and say nothing and someone would say “Oh ew that’s him again”. 

Honestly I feel like it’s all about me being ugly af and fat. I have some people who are my soulmates,with whom we make same jokes and they don’t avoid me. However, all of them are actually cute,so it’s easier for them to find new friends,while for me it’s like a hardcore mode where everything is 4X times harder.",1.9025055928411592,4.148083456375844,3.410174496644295,88.30568680089485,80.20805369127517,6.120984340044742,21.342729306487698,7.3011,0.714913736017897,581,17,118,8,15,191,97,149,0.16899999999999998,0.731,0.10099999999999999,-0.8793,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,3,0,9,15,1,5,4,0,10,1,1,2,2,26,16,5,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,9,8,1,3,2,2,0,0,3,9,0,1,0,5,16,6,11,13,6,8,0,0,0,0,12,2,1,3,7,69,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.16940484610782475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449455728536232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952208541882049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201230909141056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146586504797525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601706775283786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777545286835567,0.12401715737514675,0.0,0.0,0.15866377852480446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807737248202228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962066573069734,0.17398899412304614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23175361815128376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766028820356824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665702323353554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406994895311748,0.151577502755607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662571697046297,0.0,0.18716606077467765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141519889912043,0.3476001533416924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819400093267646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470874938460299,0.0,0.1716910770563043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863414666695528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245067625764315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233177571852979,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SilverFishGal,2019/03/16,"Tomorrow is my 21 birthday and im not celebrating. I have no one to celebrate it with and I'm too poor to go anywhere. I always thought that I'd have friends before I turn 21 but that turned out to not be the case. 
I'm not looking for pitty I just needed to vent because I have no one to vent too. ",-0.7486363636363613,1.2814261818181834,2.109318181818182,94.6339772727273,90.21212121212122,5.118181818181818,21.88636363636364,6.6274283507984215,0.4275818181818183,232,9,55,3,8,81,42,66,0.064,0.807,0.129,0.4814,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,13,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,1,1,6,1,8,11,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369730718811655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360898748582498,0.0,0.2423404048008947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003266952958786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185611991973728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30762853222001657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391568975088063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117261230736614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859702564944426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260961979998357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6195524952363088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bsidesuicide,2019/03/16,"To meet is the beginning of parting. Is the solution to never engage with anyone, knowing it’s all going to end, and probably when it’ll hurt the most. Do you condition yourself to not want so that you’ll never need or be needed. You never learned to lose or let go. Do you stay alone, forever, so you can never hurt or be hurt again. ",2.314754901960786,4.156805279411767,4.2741176470588265,84.60519607843139,77.08823529411767,7.4745098039215705,24.568627450980397,8.344100000000001,1.6587568627450984,261,9,52,5,6,89,45,68,0.201,0.74,0.059000000000000004,-0.872,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,5,17,17,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,7,12,3,11,0,4,0,0,6,0,0,4,8,42,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283829765167195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234382393295436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563587043971599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065921987041466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5669570684061175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701969726308853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805202597338985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974988893779432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617987609279544,0.5446225064131265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911715378513044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903359183586117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816413631415602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412564457843344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bad-fur-day,2019/03/16,"20m and don’t know what to do Having friends and socializing was never a problem for me during high school but it seemed once I graduated I just lost everyone, including my girlfriend. Everyone moved away for college and met new friends which is great, but I feel left behind and forgotten. I have been struggling to meet new people and it’s gotten to the point where I feel completely isolated and anti-social. I don’t know what’s wrong with me but I just don’t know what to do at this point, it’s eating me alive.",3.177950377562027,5.1903896213592216,4.224789644012946,85.1567529665588,75.11650485436894,7.684573894282633,25.036677454153185,8.515128840125781,1.7010353829557712,413,14,82,8,9,134,64,103,0.15,0.6970000000000001,0.153,0.0873,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,2,0,10,1,0,0,1,20,19,9,0,1,5,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,6,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,2,11,3,10,14,0,11,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,54,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052823800063049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914306156162346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483204712520944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265273792104136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727835159642758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640114382314515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837333500708714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052257011164893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816999375116815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185639477816972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651345938242747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159673700374696,0.0,0.0,0.13177747264386544,0.33003457272779324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819599197886773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845254775950062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32303513653934235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634895819122643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291905790626386,0.0,0.15554418164496386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416986644229532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861957315454094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680817324074736,0.0,0.0
lonely,SaintOzma,2019/03/16,"18 M Lost and looking for love Heya. For the longest time I've felt empty and as if my life has been missing some things. After a long time considering and thinking on what I really want, I think all I want is a girlfriend to love and cherish. I'm 18, living in the Missouri/Illinois area but I'm open to distance as long as you're in the USA. I've been lonely for a while but I'd like to finally end it with a lover I can call everyday and give the world. If you're interested please dm me. I promise to make you my world :) ",1.8954768928220247,3.1246255486725723,3.8217109144542754,90.0256243854474,76.6991150442478,6.792133726647003,24.944936086529,7.3871296695380915,0.9672092428711898,409,14,94,5,9,139,71,113,0.066,0.6729999999999999,0.262,0.9738,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,0,10,0,0,8,0,5,4,0,1,1,19,19,13,0,4,4,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,9,7,15,15,2,16,0,3,1,3,7,7,0,3,10,52,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198579632588888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070281713359008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673360319175227,0.23586413416909485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065472073167584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208146689013846,0.10519072905488801,0.0,0.19012473293116772,0.3810892748087471,0.18080813019943587,0.0,0.23503884375128686,0.0,0.3886555700690477,0.0,0.14372265283492378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363482823005652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793459259212407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430439453805297,0.2759268954802123,0.0,0.0,0.2511007033424527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539935826856196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,studyingloneliness,2019/03/16,"Studying Loneliness amongst young people Hello!

I'm a university student and for one of my modules I've been tasked with creating an initiative to help tackle a social issue, so I need to gather some primary research for findings which will help inform my response.  As a lonely young person myself I've decided to focus on loneliness amongst those aged 16-24, and would like anyone who is interested to fill out a small (3 day) diary study which would only take 5-10 minutes each day. If anyone is interested please message me and I can share you a digital version to fill out, it would be a great deal of help and any responses will be kept completely confidential.

Thank you!",6.817619047619049,7.753327388888893,7.4096428571428605,69.99160714285715,64.7936507936508,10.426984126984127,34.79761904761905,10.411451182825502,3.9155428571428574,545,24,89,13,8,180,89,126,0.059000000000000004,0.721,0.22,0.9641,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,18,16,7,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,8,6,14,7,3,11,0,1,0,0,14,4,0,2,6,54,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368428491223883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281408461492448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098513054743984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595525492335524,0.2074586097602684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391996778851769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185605365717928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046393471402547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210031146059599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831048922290636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920900308834073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635820612348906,0.15304397798661198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950708464429246,0.17570569466752556,0.0,0.22088938320636572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051279669356167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129941758710885,0.0,0.0,0.18526493683809564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42884264083739504,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hateful_raven,2019/03/16,"Where do you meet quality people? Feeling hopeless. Hey all, how’s everyone doing? A little backstory about me: I’m a 24 year old man, 6’1”, 230 pounds and muscular, an introverted/weirdo artist, an avid reader, explorer, and adventurer. Guitar and lifting weights are my primary hobbies. I’m an electrician involved in a union apprenticeship, so I make great money and have been self-sufficient/on my own for over 2 years now. I have suffered from crippling loneliness and chronic suicidal depression since I was 11. I was extremely scrawny when I was younger (130 pounds in high school) and over the last several years have made strong, active efforts to improve my life, get bigger, and become more confident. I’ve only ever had one real girlfriend who was much older than me (31) and she ended up gaslighting me for 2 years and presumingly cheating on me. Horrible waste of time, money, effort, and devastating to my mental health.
My problem is this. I seem to be doing all the right things for years...lifting, have a solid career, independent, talented, creative, nuanced...but I still struggle big time with loneliness. I have a hard time meet quality women and friends because most people my age are so entrapped in the party lifestyle and that’s not something that has ever fulfilled me. I just long for deeper bonds and relationships built on things that aren’t so purely meaningless and superficial.
A few weekends ago I went to 3 public libraries and just started confidently approaching women I thought were attractive and started making conversation and being flirty. Some were reciprocative, some were shy. I’m actively trying to meet worthwhile women but it’s extremely difficult because I’m naturally not a confident person and am chronically depressed. I think about committing suicide literally every single day because I feel that all of my efforts to improve myself are useless if I have nobody to share them with, nobody to invest in, nobody to create a meaningful relationship with. I feel pretty hopeless so any advice would be appreciated. I know many of you feel the same way.",7.421166456494326,9.327824866120226,7.600000000000005,65.64692307692312,64.0,10.330222782681801,37.02774274905423,10.475803106731721,4.557677931904164,1695,84,243,43,26,549,222,366,0.134,0.7070000000000001,0.159,0.6261,2,1,1,0,0,3,56.0,0,2,1,4,15,17,1,1,15,0,29,6,1,5,7,57,48,26,2,3,6,0,6,0,2,1,4,0,0,5,9,21,1,0,11,3,3,3,3,10,0,1,12,6,33,7,32,32,12,42,0,6,0,0,22,15,0,5,23,166,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104829218713584,0.10073554709656346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727951401446465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078227894632222,0.12550712921039736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328879438941291,0.0,0.19575698760384916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065185315104157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055888817358262,0.0957471180686988,0.10858847606489544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298404346130479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779845601486484,0.0,0.05937253015798589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528917745975804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179966831484584,0.0,0.0,0.1207946579692065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006754735939172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062453909165675274,0.0926322673313654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026772599640325,0.0,0.11389774908682028,0.0,0.10056836679716444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075294961138602,0.15171198375622594,0.11521374538771112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452300974935475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353892650533061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192467073541907,0.0,0.07700582068181595,0.08642880733262083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756818528739416,0.09922660029780664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561335836546036,0.0,0.1087387195234224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934789714530476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440149799578488,0.0,0.0970484629215664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501036774327415,0.0,0.1034541463961209,0.11855194387273395,0.128381546627062,0.0,0.09400468973391353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748609617312025,0.0,0.0,0.16087082213864504,0.0,0.09075354065655117,0.0,0.0,0.11880184314782954,0.0,0.2486087728826739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099554795250802,0.07281631645966206,0.0,0.0902179532596517,0.19879426664087904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715451693260726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020262938151387,0.0,0.1383836521613164,0.0,0.10534598713809236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072703125065102,0.0,0.0,0.2927233167021244
lonely,norocos13,2019/03/16,Producer dude wants meet new people from here ! Well the reason why im here to improve my english with a making online friends and meet some people have a common interest with me ( it easier to speak something that i know) Also if its possible i want to make collab and new projects with a musician people. Im currently working on trap beats but i want to try new things and share my knowledge. And also i like to try psychedelic experiment. If u interest hit me up cheers,3.718598901098902,5.892885406593408,5.184711538461542,78.15091346153848,74.05494505494505,8.506043956043957,27.85851648351648,9.188382445141503,2.6709659340659337,376,15,67,9,8,126,61,91,0.017,0.71,0.273,0.9678,1,0,1,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,20,8,9,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,7,11,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,6,41,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730440503337028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699361944361624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318952427645645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688065051904453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382139373394173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340352086473654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279093487069209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946375473225149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550602424079209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924573466266505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755251256698607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314260001488421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341654146055055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23181076759450125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30207926967559434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349475017784805,0.0,0.15404520285788412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428373789348232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PsychologicalLadder8,2019/03/16,"Sometimes people give you that ""lets be friends vibe"" but I can't reciprocate this feeling and I lose a potential friend no friends= no social skills = being boring= no friends

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This cycle is unbreakable",3.6171814671814673,6.5706234594594655,3.3741312741312766,80.28621621621623,98.18918918918921,5.357528957528958,32.31274131274132,6.868970318607317,2.8736362934362942,176,10,25,3,7,53,32,37,0.247,0.496,0.257,0.1249,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444352274810879,0.27412613815146764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406907533807978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6971855033663011,0.0,0.0,0.21641405980245834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306891347241888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523863413821051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640117657010316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299686460939619,0.0,0.0,0.22312208896243912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27412613815146764,0.0
lonely,Februaryfun,2019/03/16,"Years I can hear it moving around, a liquid ever changing form slopping, and splashing as it tries to find a way out of the cage. A cage built from pain, anger, fear, and guilt. I locked that thing way in that cage may years ago, thinking it will hold till my death. For time it did hold, I never felt it touch me and I stood strong in the fight of life. But the years have made me soft, and weak, the seams of the cage are cracking, and the darkness is starting to fill my vision. Soon it will come and I have nothing to fight it back. 

Loneliness",2.6007207207207235,4.101283846846851,2.6145945945945956,98.28423423423423,75.39639639639641,5.293693693693693,20.44144144144144,5.033348758259628,-0.4444882882882881,421,9,97,1,9,126,71,111,0.23199999999999998,0.726,0.042,-0.9712,0,0,0,0,2,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,3,2,9,0,9,3,0,1,2,19,16,9,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,10,9,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,4,4,9,1,14,9,1,20,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,11,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596829790338065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867597079963063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131740020834645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22193253390671536,0.1807175699487177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976922996021192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360747674473705,0.0,0.0,0.2014335967496128,0.0,0.19174644613924452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364512737222742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818257120117714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851063445889552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22297611215098828,0.0,0.0,0.1618048264744209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013014588449342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22323389720441986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484921352874744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937674362754393,0.13442649414130434,0.0,0.0,0.12233163123876148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243526345035373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330468724492959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052982675882797
lonely,67853gg,2019/03/16,"Am I still just not good enough? Last year I began my journey towards opening myself up to the world. It was long and depressing but I managed to become a dramatically better person. Long story short, I went through hell socially.

However, I’m now more confident in my personality and in being able to make a conversation move forwards. I’ve never been called straight up ugly and I get shocked looks every time i thought I was. Nonetheless, I haven’t been called hot, just cute. 

Anyways, within the last few months I started trying to befriend people. I invite them to eat, suggest things to do, listen to everything they say, make them laugh, and I juggle ideas/conversation with them. The problem is that mostly everyone seems to not reciprocate. They don’t initiate things but they are friendly towards me, but sometimes I feel like I’m being made fun of. 

I’ve started to believe that my closed demeanor and my tendency to not always be the center of attention in a group is to blame. 


TDLR: I’ve improved socially by connecting with others but I still can’t seem to find a friend ",4.396804180418041,6.7994919257425765,5.201518151815184,77.75830583058308,72.8118811881188,7.855225522552256,30.03410341034103,8.680891452615391,2.6900684268426853,867,38,147,17,18,281,125,202,0.11599999999999999,0.706,0.17800000000000002,0.9508,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,6,1,6,12,1,0,8,0,15,1,0,3,1,30,31,9,0,1,9,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,6,9,1,0,6,0,0,4,7,4,0,0,8,5,25,8,26,20,4,32,1,1,1,0,19,15,1,3,16,103,31,1,0.1364442802988033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353257153200545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069198770735795,0.0,0.15372597977754002,0.0,0.120673877897464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786497311403175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175192586875968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139616562097595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409834154038467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496019094529672,0.13037835701668146,0.12262732115458218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899032781098373,0.09747582110832136,0.0,0.0,0.1247076002965502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210833024988368,0.0,0.07128650492613416,0.0,0.0,0.1144429887596043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224405988380525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665978328718432,0.0,0.0,0.2414977888266749,0.1145788310808874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910687710340715,0.18215523321330304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890852278013928,0.14501867664139725,0.0,0.0,0.10523424048950274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459328402211456,0.23827576531136654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305587490433965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850596816601522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484274965904959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781755218624816,0.0,0.0,0.13494688208672978,0.0,0.19315192774069914,0.0,0.21792915699777274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129503398791888,0.0,0.0,0.10832151758324317,0.07956175709806845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263670988510203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648521481373973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786564301097742
lonely,robingambit221,2019/03/16,"She's not coming back. She never was really there to begin with. For 3 years now I've waited, alone in my room with my half empty beer, waiting for a call, a text, a random person looking for me. No. It never happened. She's gone and I don't believe she'd come back even if I said I wanted her to. It's easier to cope with a loss if you have others. Want to know who I have? Nobody. I have no friends. No gf. I live with my parents who don't even love me. How much longer can I cling onto this false hope of her return, only to be given nothing for my patience? I miss her so, so much. And I never really even had her. ",-0.8134722222222237,1.1631477777777803,2.035439814814815,95.49760416666668,89.74074074074073,4.263888888888888,14.363425925925926,5.602791699666715,-0.90587962962963,470,8,109,3,16,164,83,135,0.139,0.784,0.078,-0.7121,1,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,0,4,0,10,2,0,1,3,22,26,7,0,5,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,6,8,1,2,1,1,0,3,9,2,0,1,5,2,24,3,16,19,2,15,0,2,1,1,18,3,0,4,9,83,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036473593485425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678180183925425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620508250037288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778245081482336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30002604436887714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450691973926832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454625926440095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399843998357776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729681892933716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570714834959766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537758133440377,0.0,0.14624040150893453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717530664381235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560375335610224,0.0,0.4029408601002844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709963630007985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244734870188327,0.0,0.0,0.1933706680216397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205925588638422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22312724743509865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565456156834438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543392308557626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214555770511296
lonely,layalth,2019/03/16,"Second attempt studying abroad and still unhappy. My whole life has sort of been...hard. I don’t want to say anything out of sadness because I do have many blessings in my life, but genuinely I just had a bad childhood, bad experience with bullying, friendships, family and relationships.

I’m a 19 year old female, decided to run away from my problems at 17 to London to start a new life and start studying at university to make new friends and improve myself. I know that sounds young but because of the trauma I’ve been through I feel like I’m a bit more mature for my age however I still have a lot of things to figure out in my life. 
I ended up hating it, didn’t make a single good friend no matter how much I tried bonding and asking to go out with people or approaching people. 
Ended up falling into deep depression and developed anxiety because I smoked so much weed to help cope. Somehow I managed to pass the year but then dropped out and moved back with my family. 
Stopped smoking weed and felt a tiny bit better but there was still nothing that really sparked joy in my life, I couldn’t say I was happy. Just normal. 
Did some internships, spent time with family, basically just went on auto pilot through all of it. Finally now I’m 19 and started at a new location and university in turkey to see if I could try again and maybe it would be better. 
But here I am in my second semester , on my couch, smoking my 4th joint of the day with absolutely no real friends, the only person I managed to meet here I had met him 3 months ago, we fell in love and I had never been happier. I think those 3 months were the only time in my life where I experienced what being happy actually feels. I was on top of the world. I didn’t even care that I had no friends because I had him. 
But now he ghosted me. Blocked everywhere. Worst part is it’s my fault because of my depression I really took it over the line in our arguments , idk how to control my emotions sometimes and lose it. 
So now I’m back to stage one. 
I have tried making new connections here, but seriously idk why this happens to me. I feel like no body likes me, every time I enter a group people get awkward or if I try join the convo it’s like they don’t want me there. Every single group of people I’ve tried getting close to. What is wrong with me? Why can’t I ever make a connection? Usually people end up hating me for no reason instead... idk what I do. Seriously. Now I’m left with the painful memories of him and of how it was too good to be true, because now I’m back to my typical daily routine of feeling empty or alone all the time.  ",4.286642234969193,5.198570032504783,5.576024537922244,80.96081607180797,70.47227533460804,8.640939026981092,29.250531123858085,8.920646497554287,2.2940444444444443,2049,77,406,37,36,687,248,523,0.182,0.6509999999999999,0.16699999999999998,-0.6016,1,1,1,0,0,0,51.0,2,0,1,6,31,36,2,1,20,0,33,9,1,9,5,81,69,32,1,9,15,0,5,4,4,1,7,3,1,1,17,28,0,3,10,0,1,10,12,17,0,3,20,10,58,19,65,43,14,84,1,4,1,1,22,30,0,9,46,272,75,2,0.0,0.0,0.06497295496971081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901958812993149,0.0,0.0,0.06895730916196226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050933893458496464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547900711560545,0.0,0.062243771479969484,0.0,0.06255456309133435,0.1535888636798916,0.11118385801175026,0.24352109640850456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777006755690685,0.14537730418697786,0.07395591612324838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788324804132145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467568223124554,0.05315910444554962,0.0,0.0,0.042938908697801134,0.0,0.11469135885925437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489409100694529,0.17691165895374808,0.0,0.0,0.04397578644100353,0.060225866011877724,0.112193870702377,0.0,0.0,0.06512849609781779,0.18829848451284728,0.0,0.13466038729569085,0.09513023230136226,0.06392771267858519,0.07293567357968209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20575968907873254,0.0,0.06957111719058318,0.0,0.03783922744446919,0.11168911410210157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887690840100275,0.14175234168648487,0.05964304229118347,0.13146890153421253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462749973290627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03659089668246865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233989840029596,0.0,0.2821666193300812,0.13011145937865728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448653891935028,0.0,0.056604352598788724,0.06009149270053706,0.0,0.17777197928123972,0.0675021677618057,0.06688905234383417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062878255742992,0.07076452519236352,0.09788864362715967,0.0,0.0513509792992613,0.2572154128040854,0.0,0.0,0.06523474490866582,0.06388577690351813,0.0,0.06986502537330144,0.0,0.04511666389116363,0.1012749274383303,0.07084633681214557,0.0,0.0,0.07210018364803791,0.0,0.2307926463418191,0.05813551670589648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370853809824066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578317520498244,0.08530633498888104,0.06845583382374855,0.0,0.07148253039634818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589495774799948,0.0,0.0,0.05305603120751478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584980816416648,0.0,0.14137804288160058,0.0,0.15951379861216938,0.05566427184299546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04423311981949996,0.04266209029934992,0.0,0.0,0.15529447916387293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397337543452058,0.2260189150192073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733290045340901,0.0,0.07854179739260961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172078229814248,0.12015707458337599,0.07433474059522191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729687059522676,0.07279531504556445,0.0,0.08575130669229399
lonely,megan6502,2019/03/16,I have no friends anymore. I just want people to talk to who understand ,1.24642857142857,3.911835071428573,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,91.14285714285714,5.6571428571428575,28.42857142857143,7.1686216300943375,1.8875428571428567,57,3,11,1,2,18,12,14,0.141,0.5770000000000001,0.282,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874829720221285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797683283512685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407770993023238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950872081495483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5117182143865189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899274122647221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nightfallspire,2019/03/16,Anyone wanna be a listening ear for a bit? I’m a 19 year old male who has never talked to anyone about any of my issues in life openly and I feel like that’s really what I need.. I can listen to your problems too if you want :) I just want some friends. Feel free to DM me!,-0.10200000000000033,1.6239514666666683,2.4700000000000024,95.165,84.33333333333334,5.333333333333334,15.0,6.42735559955562,-0.6344999999999992,208,3,50,2,6,72,49,60,0.043,0.72,0.237,0.8777,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,1,13,11,2,0,6,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,8,4,8,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,4,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844616570496917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793334576677465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29613852841927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743078030861361,0.1937835287251956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956975324502025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831181423265245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159434338750905,0.1325207408624193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201131006354536,0.20920739351464465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846348804957098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25955293125934786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737719147409489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802325928975333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31998464174761204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467833728175655
lonely,owlpaint,2019/03/16,"Why am I like this? I wish I could stop being so alone. I have a few friends, but it seems they're only my friends when they need me. There's one girl I can talk to sometimes, but I try not to let the full extent of my problems get in her way. She doesn't need that on top of everything else she has going on. I'm just sick and tired of always feeling alone, like I can't be the real me around anyone. It's silly, really. I should try harder, let people in. That kind of thing. But the idea of that terrifies me because it seems like everyone leaves. 

I'm dating someone now, and he's lovely. I like him a lot, but I know that it'll never go anywhere. He's still stuck on his ex, and I really don't know that he'll ever be able to let go of her. I'm not her, and I don't know how to handle it. 

It's pathetic, really. I hate watching chick flicks because all I can think about is how I'll never have that. Why on earth would someone want that with me? I wouldn't. It's stupid.

I'm a model, am at a good university in a program I love. I try to be as kind as possible to everyone. I'm strong in my religion. I love animals. I'm learning several languages. I work hard for what I have. People tell me I have a lot going for me. So why can't I see it and why can't anyone else?

Anyone have advice? (If you actually made it through my rant lol)",0.09192470091485204,1.8202023163265333,2.732500586441476,93.52867346938775,83.65986394557822,5.9599343185550095,18.981468449448744,7.0983637204850245,0.15237499413558495,1027,26,246,14,29,358,142,294,0.131,0.6890000000000001,0.18,0.9367,0,2,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,1,3,12,17,2,0,9,1,29,5,0,3,4,44,59,17,0,10,8,1,2,4,2,5,2,0,0,2,19,7,0,1,9,0,0,4,11,3,0,1,2,4,41,14,29,44,6,25,0,0,2,3,22,12,0,5,12,156,60,3,0.09209214972501084,0.0,0.08986865367930467,0.0,0.0,0.08999138287679316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190759387151842,0.0,0.0,0.07662804591950821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931789170105862,0.09435929034002924,0.0,0.08198153792481447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227703940787262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352808794899647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386234817739375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330262180134511,0.0,0.17599599116924586,0.08276648603674608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046564557960458657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230033286617752,0.0,0.048114347268009665,0.0,0.2093523638125876,0.07724252590688956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249647741195151,0.09092193195680154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039608275445464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179960483357306,0.15183431121325666,0.0,0.0,0.097512289502086,0.0,0.2825113875835869,0.0,0.17996629040591586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658690489953053,0.24935028193320916,0.08713981876483119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365703242514069,0.14205428633774814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624040240172352,0.07004022969707119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276902022725749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038200617151884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811974997034773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482102792445842,0.1769897678043215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338552012001477,0.1676744687407921,0.0,0.10403791620101267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605875922336032,0.0,0.0910814908682068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354490973067307,0.07699316078360435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740201815603322,0.08049259798546765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061181932206515466,0.0590089310257604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584637880640127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757357372742944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054318335933136064,0.07309846191498331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323953644369659,0.0,0.1059014272975862,0.0,0.0,0.0670441818120175,0.0,0.0,0.0654196209117906,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,welcomingguy,2019/03/16,I'm calling out for fellow loners like me if there are any of you anyway my depression is attacking me like crazy I think the one  person I had in my life has abandoned me with no reason I'm all alone no one by my side I just want someone to care about me cheer me up be there for me if you feel lonley and you feel like no one cares give me a chance save me from my pain only thing I require is that your in my age range I'm alot younger than some people here I'm only 19 so I want to talk to someone that's ages between 18-25 I'm very sweet I'll be there for you always just please be there for me to someone's care is very important to me but you probably figured that already if you read this to this point if anyone did read this to the end thank you for even acknowledging my post in the first place oh and one more thing you can be a guy or a girl I'll be happy to meet you regardless if anyone even read all this,1.3089705882352938,2.6301186225490234,2.914509803921572,95.54029411764704,78.4607843137255,5.976470588235292,19.84313725490196,6.522977012572876,-0.10340392156862777,725,16,176,6,17,239,108,204,0.085,0.758,0.157,0.9216,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,10,0,2,12,15,1,0,7,0,13,2,0,1,2,29,28,10,0,8,9,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,0,3,9,4,0,2,6,3,0,0,3,4,0,5,2,4,31,11,25,21,5,13,0,2,0,0,18,8,0,8,7,117,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386441637443472,0.13197612497084546,0.0,0.09951267224588188,0.0,0.0,0.08132874333214471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724729631830387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605664846711332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211992995575068,0.0,0.3658054092782411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300705176100976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592572734468284,0.0,0.0,0.1579828212069022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094171367650165,0.08543873627592495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017274987455036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472648120721946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184179142093082,0.0,0.12731116748963256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447352922269308,0.17528431911812384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32416283695264153,0.18191486780681454,0.1272575781762614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291215765249059,0.10442579524802843,0.1249513854056956,0.13127946448644315,0.11305599024523967,0.0,0.11453901038391505,0.0,0.1289437046033769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35888227873179845,0.0,0.0,0.12296364239051776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039975241050669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612598075293943,0.0,0.11010706509826948,0.0,0.0,0.1589072902480667,0.07663168677059265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735690251698854,0.14108053248111765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Achilles1138,2019/03/16,"Suffocating Sometimes I wonder if anyone out there feels like this.  I have been married for 12 years.  I work in a very professional setting and am very successful.  I pay all the bills, am very involved with our kids school, wake up the kids every morning and make them breakfast, do homework every night, clean bathrooms, do laundry.  My wife never helps, never has sex with me, is never there.  I am in my early 40’s, successful, in great shape and workout 5 days a week.  I try to take her out, give massages, handle 90% of the housework...but she is never interested.  I tried counseling and don’t want to leave because of how it will financially ruin me (she has no income) and I have to have my children every day.  Christ, I’m a married man and sit up alone at night wondering what it’s like to have someone want to kiss me.  I’ve never felt so alone or lost.",4.353928571428572,5.5352246309523805,5.181904761904762,82.84642857142858,70.54761904761905,7.504761904761906,28.285714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.7097285714285717,670,24,130,8,12,218,108,168,0.11199999999999999,0.745,0.14300000000000002,0.8177,1,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,1,4,4,9,0,0,6,0,16,4,1,2,6,26,27,10,0,3,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,4,4,10,1,0,4,1,2,0,7,2,0,0,3,2,19,7,18,23,1,23,1,2,0,2,13,9,0,4,14,82,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707671246576201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140048218927957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968397146647685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860351694890358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304045518540392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660945270277607,0.09338436991411724,0.12550897909359807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539581724851553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411613761245093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761696135036577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841060532577995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277236096112022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269322873070606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725472371902508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040856865715574,0.0,0.0,0.2453384115991746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229275122244302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075623103913164,0.0,0.129282620164234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828304130641807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749675119789515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235660566812025,0.1542007432126511,0.0,0.10485342628225114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835143822422022,0.09516365409484596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417756953861058
lonely,Charlie8005,2019/03/16,"I'm in an awful way I'm set to call it a day, but I'm all alone, again.  I guess I just wish that I had someone to say goodnight to.  I know it's silly, but would you mind saying goodnight to me?  ",1.1857971014492747,0.9317265652173924,3.729130434782608,95.63688405797105,76.82608695652173,6.133333333333334,21.85507246376812,3.1291,-0.3088753623188403,146,3,40,0,3,52,32,46,0.107,0.782,0.111,0.0516,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,8,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,5,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31557751225458874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111329695821716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19650642042821567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356616201928897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674552601682399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30766033961829026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846196542839044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25817148889267844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24185683446765566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503901901737657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164502783136752,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JLReaper,2019/03/16,"Loneliness is killing me! What should I do?  

I   normally don’t like discussing my personal life online, but in this   case, I feel that I have no other option. For many years now, more than I   would like to admit, I’ve been extremely depressed. Nothing gives me   any joy, happiness, or contentment. To make matters worse, I have a very   uncaring family, one that doesn’t seem interested in helping me, let   alone actually accepting me. They call me selfish and ungrateful, like   it’s my fault that I’m filled with misery, most of which I can’t escape.   Alone and with no one to talk to, I stay up late into the night,   occasionally until sunrise. They call me lazy and unproductive, even   though I get very little sleep. In the last two years, maybe even three,   I haven’t slept more than five hours, and that’s on a good night. No   matter how many times I tell them, regardless of how hard I try, they   don’t seem to understand that these are symptoms of my depression. In   other words, they blame me, not the illness.

I   have no job, no girlfriend, and no future. After going to college for   three years, learning one useless thing after another, I dropped out,   certain that higher education didn’t really suit my needs. Due to a   disability that I have, one that cannot be seen by the naked eye, I do   not have the ability to drive a car. My fine motor skills are impaired,   making it very difficult for me to perform complex tasks with my hands,   such as tying knots and driving cars. From food to transportation, I’m   completely dependent on my parents. I’m trapped in my house so much,   often very alone, that I feel like I’m going to go insane. I can go an   entire month without leaving the house, occasionally even longer.   Whenever my parents leave the house, it's always very early in the   morning, which is a very bad time for me, to say the least. They won't   go anywhere in the afternoon, irrespective of how many times I beg them   to. My father seems to think that I have some kind of sinister motive,   as if I'm using my depression to get my own way, my every action one of   manipulation and malice.

More than   anything else, I long to have a kind and supportive wife, one that will   love and comfort me. Unfortunately, due to my situation, meeting people   can be very difficult, if not downright impossible. I've tried online  dating, but most women don't respond to me, and of the few who do  respond, when they discover that I don't have a car, they stop  contacting me. Even if I could  meet people, most women want men with  money and status, not starving  artists. Around where I live, which is  in a very small town, most of the  women are white trash. I want an  intelligent and worldly woman,  specifically a woman who will teach me,  guide me, and give me  confidence. Most likely, I will never find this  woman, at least not in  the near future. In the meantime, I would still  like someone to talk to,  preferably someone that I can meet in person,  not just online. I've tried contacting my friends from high school, but  they have no interest in seeing me. To tell you the truth, other than  being somewhat shy, we never really had that much in common anyway.

As   an author, I’ve written several books, all of which haven’t done that   well. I used to write a lot, but ever since my latest episode of   depression, I have hardly written anything. My books tend to be very  metaphorical and poetic, two styles of writing that are very unpopular,  to say the least. I constantly get bullied for self-promoting, even on  forums that are for self-promotion. Every week is the same, each  moment  another reminder of how dark and lonely my life is. My future,  what’s  left of it, is bleak and without hope, comparable to a lost and  lonely  graveyard. I'd love to move, and maybe even find some friends, but as   of now, I can't afford it. My heart is beating very fast, the   loneliness almost too much to bear. On some nights, long after everyone   else is asleep, I will occasionally come close to having a nervous   breakdown. My life is empty, occupied with nothing except silent and   negative thoughts, nine out of ten of them being extremely harmful. I   would just like some advice, any at all, that could help me cope with my   situation.

Do you know what the  saddest part of all of this is? Most of this post wast written three  years ago, and nothing, literally nothing, has changed. After writing  this post, I developed chronic nerve pain, sometimes referred to as  fibromyalgia,  just one of many conditions that has crippled my life. At  this point, the prospect of getting a job looks, at best, very grim. I  hate, with every fiber of my being, the idea of working a job that I  have no passion for. There are so few realistic options available to me,  and all of them are terrible. Ironically enough, my current situation  seems to be the least objectionable option. Unless some type of miracle  occurs, I don't see how my situation will ever change. When I wrote the  first three paragraphs of this post, I was 21, I'm now 24, and my life  has stayed the same.",7.266782958329947,7.031502788806763,7.3247492080253425,74.9845017667127,63.87856388595565,10.410275363496062,33.62864511412557,9.943994293440598,3.167815059702705,3939,146,728,74,52,1269,412,947,0.17600000000000002,0.7040000000000001,0.12,-0.9965,7,8,0,0,0,0,156.0,1,2,12,8,33,48,2,1,41,0,75,19,6,12,10,140,127,48,1,16,22,4,5,7,3,10,9,2,0,9,46,37,1,1,20,3,1,15,32,20,1,17,13,13,100,28,119,94,36,107,0,9,6,3,60,36,0,28,56,514,146,12,0.0,0.0,0.04389358329422135,0.0,0.0,0.04395352660072528,0.03987168520778325,0.0,0.04504055372149264,0.13975584432893626,0.0,0.0,0.0374266151604306,0.0,0.0,0.061175315856309566,0.09433002637493428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402872635562682,0.04004136388125151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037556071867800425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04720329590747248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918583637384286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951648665827078,0.038745926815195286,0.047160235573144985,0.048606948459549035,0.0,0.07182507182918513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496339101593798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046029728590963034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514933760629106,0.0,0.0,0.046475931630205455,0.0,0.1782515367488144,0.08137321343907887,0.1136917124457008,0.042979917810960284,0.0,0.0,0.04240274648630519,0.0,0.04548605592089034,0.03213342210820688,0.0,0.0,0.08222104548321668,0.03825960916187444,0.05438948865587655,0.0,0.06950222639081728,0.0,0.09399989976446316,0.08629702657855554,0.12781466399343194,0.0377267390346015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478816010435976,0.08058574051154875,0.04440802471414383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330102080707287,0.06029773088363756,0.04752339754898288,0.0,0.04467487359516063,0.044295827464853686,0.15570119440164026,0.0,0.0507764727337132,0.0,0.0,0.13390588293170885,0.0,0.04976324280094424,0.09367862525907504,0.024719601749542127,0.03666436237824755,0.05073892725824442,0.09525376482758396,0.048870447056150464,0.04599466968285015,0.1588520435693534,0.15382326106695188,0.045081357359498614,0.039717794648852035,0.07961102864619704,0.03777152017725119,0.0,0.049100526726298825,0.038240031821989116,0.08119165709347012,0.0,0.06004844002860363,0.18240894381821332,0.09037607084037737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03590227293173038,0.047806176927847034,0.099195503758682,0.03335178984899157,0.06938205252209093,0.0,0.0,0.1266308710952949,0.04407043993397965,0.17263648674362247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133553001816158,0.0,0.04786144615715962,0.0,0.09988900486466014,0.048708503683711935,0.0,0.06236635689801071,0.07854887148267936,0.0,0.0,0.042520243331774114,0.0,0.1292340171079896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576301435282537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153913733055126,0.0,0.045521737961034536,0.07168580607588218,0.16379088722641286,0.09384702665749838,0.05081412431994612,0.0,0.037207574735590034,0.20223573731848188,0.045012065352072174,0.0,0.07622210711209132,0.0,0.0444859563630711,0.0,0.0,0.095884498600721,0.035920751997119096,0.037604944300158816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051042296208538764,0.0,0.04675100769416645,0.0,0.07230576784572493,0.07862827381060493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029882435392781643,0.028821099716537076,0.04419221058370205,0.03570876355107472,0.07868386730474862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161455018097912,0.0,0.08787703093935695,0.04682533077337097,0.0,0.07769583361064207,0.0,0.44535438591220944,0.053060245259547126,0.03570269827557978,0.03607990726197512,0.0,0.0404420457214887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671742319425871,0.0,0.03274567113534485,0.0,0.045838036400395264,0.0958566128012217,0.0,0.0,0.11586150344066087
lonely,KingDarius1,2019/03/16,"Being Avoided/People Pushing You Away I feel lonely mainly due to having either former friends and people who I WERE close with but don't talk to me as much as they used to. I've also made poor decisions with who I ended up befriending. I ended up getting to know a cam model (stupid I know) mainly because cam sites drew me in due to the fact that chatting with women online helps alleviate loneliness, temporarily at least. We talked off the site a lot so I'm certain it wasn't just a money thing but it hurts now that we don't talk as much.

I have other people who I've drifted away from who either have just unfriended me on Facebook for no reason, blocked me for relatively minor things (clicking a reaction on a post they didn't like for instance), or we used to talk and I try to talk to them again and they ignore me.

Had to come and vent because I was in the cam models room and was feeling lonely. Can anybody here relate to people avoiding you or pushing you away? ",4.765076923076922,5.565196174358982,5.690769230769233,80.97923076923078,69.30769230769229,7.641025641025642,27.82051282051281,7.61054688173877,1.6413589743589747,774,25,146,8,13,255,111,195,0.156,0.7929999999999999,0.051,-0.9690000000000001,0,6,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,3,4,0,9,9,1,1,8,0,13,0,0,4,2,36,23,14,0,0,8,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,11,13,0,3,6,1,2,4,5,6,0,0,7,3,23,3,31,15,8,27,0,3,1,0,23,15,0,3,8,111,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109138962716659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38466810466242696,0.0,0.0,0.1663877172388658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756107919201968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417525834137703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801166372283802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544020252405163,0.0,0.07130252499159546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147627761391412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609924926610632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000611923591498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667476359927851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602611626177865,0.0,0.12913589101880174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064957242238093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784581670829672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070527036299875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031897141071112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.548466948557894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133577603741768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265752793696216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23574106490100846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Suburbanbison,2019/03/16,"Alone Im alone in the universe. I’ve never been able to keep friends. I live with my girlfriend. I still feel unnoticed. I don’t need consolidation. I just wanted to put this out to let the universe know how lonely it’s made me. 

Somehow writing this makes me feel better.",0.6977777777777767,3.226413129629634,2.12027777777778,91.88375000000002,93.62962962962965,4.181481481481482,21.564814814814817,5.985473137389443,0.2878592592592586,215,8,43,2,8,69,41,54,0.121,0.7659999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.128,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,1,15,11,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,7,2,6,8,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,26,10,0,0.24800503981151115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.513716853676221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193403037974944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25079759969274856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160807855527284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26788800087493364,0.0,0.0,0.2204382745277276,0.0,0.0,0.13629708398829413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25360195606279906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189929938165236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346683651806488,0.1655452898648788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389259455978652,0.1912767757283716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24931356446219946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980571451546428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627979806984426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,syn294,2019/03/16,"I got more replies from instagram famous people rather than my actual friends is that sad? its easier to chat people like famous cat persons or ig musician or people with chronic illnesses because the chance of getting replied is bigger than to chat my friends. its only small talks too, and i always get the feeling that they think im flirting with them. i do live far away from my friends and havent been able to meet them recently but, and i also know that they’re busy with their lives, working and stuff, but really? if they cant even listen to my small talks, how can i try to talk something deeper like whats been stressing me or something hearty. im not so much depressed anymore but i dont like keeping it in myself like this. its like holding a pee",6.003885160328113,6.326069731543625,5.8344519015659975,82.71970171513797,66.4496644295302,8.501416853094707,31.991797166293807,8.167268648758528,2.258458016405668,606,23,116,7,9,189,97,149,0.047,0.755,0.198,0.9627,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,5,1,6,12,0,1,3,0,9,3,1,1,0,22,17,14,0,2,9,0,1,5,3,0,2,1,0,1,10,7,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,2,17,9,15,14,2,7,0,2,0,0,16,6,0,4,6,74,27,1,0.14130915949316472,0.0,0.13789735557401067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300488379309068,0.11758054073906092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014071531336386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276460695690925,0.0,0.0,0.08614075204283404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170937200912303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656132825102848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333336712681166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145015690491735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32752531827567904,0.0,0.14765640702940794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130178436840725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30527628205226504,0.0,0.0,0.12560207372120855,0.0,0.0,0.07765981850366079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451825876350473,0.0,0.2495571534725596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387849146775642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747198342915172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938979361302063,0.12338570752106162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905262659991479,0.0,0.13952574733547596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757338943748314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186916476560706,0.0,0.16176517969946946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407368491143374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054520358944038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959396435190162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028747510949908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,inadequate_thought,2019/03/16,"Reddit is kinda analogous to those mice colonies that become so overpopulated none of the mice mate. It's so populated here that socializing is mute. It's just a sea of people squawking. It's public. 

It's like a drip feed of socializing. It kinda feels a bit like socializing, but it isn't really. Your mostly talking to yourself on here, at least I am.

Growing up, the internet was pretty awesome. At least as a child, teenager it was. I was on a great music forum, and really did get to know some cool people, people I could get along with, the kind you would be unlikely to run into otherwise.

But here no-one has an identity. And the modern internet has made me paranoid and self conscious about what I do. 

I wouldn't even know how to find a good forum at this point. 

It's fine if you want to talk about a specific interest, bit it really doesn't scratch that itch like the internet back in the day did for some reason. ",3.0975,5.11752043956044,4.795700549450551,80.93992445054947,75.37362637362638,8.286263736263738,24.561813186813183,9.017664075816787,2.0112956043956043,728,24,141,17,16,246,108,182,0.013000000000000001,0.762,0.225,0.9912,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,0,11,9,0,0,14,1,17,2,1,3,0,27,24,10,0,5,4,0,2,3,1,2,1,0,0,2,15,6,1,0,6,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,6,3,9,9,23,14,8,14,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,6,6,99,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810510813916335,0.0,0.0,0.1696336589772311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353720150134361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263314465705047,0.0,0.0,0.09905609691274936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144807810957446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766226936592703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403830877966507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049414239331974,0.0,0.0,0.12882823581358802,0.0,0.1693390784767126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599456026997211,0.16882363887783786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225116340643018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453353446017707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31945039270114256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451969630816198,0.0,0.0,0.15626137837398807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951907550352853,0.15792128666361635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023312894267994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697124146680435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469077569139549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059433658385306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910951254777618,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dover90,2019/03/16,"I don't fit in with this new culture I dislike the music, movies, tattoos and conformity of the 2010's. It's hard to care and make a effort in dating if you don't find anyone attractive, or have anything in common with anyone. ",8.500434782608696,5.920905130434786,8.771304347826089,73.1421739130435,62.91304347826087,10.93913043478261,36.04347826086956,8.841846274778883,3.086686956521739,180,6,34,2,2,60,36,46,0.18600000000000005,0.7440000000000001,0.07,-0.5132,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,5,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,7,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5407299536457968,0.0,0.3181921352983571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942304725930114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534045676145759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463756586164747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25810171665319265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734432156451775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TatarTsar,2019/03/16,"Anyone Anyone feeling down or lonely or just wants to chat about anything feel free to message me, I like talking to  nice people of Reddit. 18, m. :)",5.082857142857144,6.445201571428572,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,69.0,5.6000000000000005,28.285714285714285,3.1291,1.0997285714285714,116,4,19,0,2,37,24,28,0.066,0.585,0.348,0.8625,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,4,6,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6035458032635843,0.0,0.355156074850256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364427128916764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21084967691658169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992053437769849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468901055214443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545588633585927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ghost6240195,2019/03/16,Im my own worst enemy I've basically convinced myself for so long now that Im the only person I need and can trust that I feel like I've lost the ability to socialise. I know by posting here that I'm self aware enough to know I'm lonely and I know it's a problem that needs addressing. I'm just going to use this post as a call for help and a vent. I'm at a breaking point ,1.944392156862744,2.4480491058823546,4.372647058823528,88.94524509803922,75.58823529411767,7.549019607843138,23.57843137254902,7.793537801064563,0.8935490196078435,294,8,71,4,6,104,55,85,0.174,0.67,0.156,-0.3818,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,12,14,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,3,8,13,3,8,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080010632967471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047714771660986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299713179805373,0.145523732273365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157677316842008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653620234181058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400631547835415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358455281971813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951781217318333,0.0,0.0,0.18026859977290569,0.0,0.0,0.2223632416658855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020827922079674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492346723018566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786348596063442,0.0,0.0,0.19256288626760015,0.0,0.3901776877442369,0.0,0.0,0.1949139409723293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125041263262955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759318950069636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Blackvalor83,2019/02/12,"if you need/want to talk.. I don't care who you are or what you want to talk about. if you need/want to talk to someone, please pm me, I'm going through a lot recently but I am more than open to listening. 

we all need someone sometimes, ya know?
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lonely,daddyBones23,2019/02/12,"Who else hates spending Valentine’s Day alone? I already know that I’m gonna be alone in Valentine’s Day, but I’m alone every day so it’s kind of starting to grow on me.",0.05289473684210577,1.9736898157894769,1.778157894736843,99.2346052631579,85.05263157894737,3.8,22.657894736842106,3.1291,-0.3337052631578956,135,5,32,0,4,44,28,38,0.21600000000000005,0.784,0.0,-0.6652,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7149842291962429,0.2539358511146569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452123046988044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922302121998536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388045816451954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22718933489206375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396276878245571,0.12646430271163314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287544382884056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thatflyersguy90,2019/02/12,Things suck right now I’m 28 just left my wife three weeks ago for cheating on me. Everyone I know is married or in a relationship or too busy to hang out. I feel like I wasted my 20s. My job involves interacting with people one on one but I feel so alone inside. It’s a shitty situation ,0.060999999999999936,2.4016641000000014,2.6750000000000007,89.2425,91.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,19.166666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.5116666666666672,226,7,49,4,8,78,49,60,0.235,0.737,0.027999999999999997,-0.9173,1,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,6,4,0,0,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,2,8,1,7,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,4,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407412292485177,0.0,0.0,0.2812772487800845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595084254124032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274640235520428,0.1940183741413851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26950342239605884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925447170607414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950748491544979,0.0,0.0,0.1326813421722742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680622474301077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828089840115408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915776402831933,0.0,0.23192971035359694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052697656639786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042714251750155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784685498381828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,avgn1029,2019/02/12,Valentine's Day is going to suck I'm 20 I've never had a SO and am still a virgin. Lately depression has been hitting me hard and I'm dreading Valentine's day. I hate being alone,-0.91,1.2067604358974364,2.0732051282051285,91.77596153846157,98.48717948717949,3.6256410256410256,19.320512820512818,5.46131890053228,-0.06076410256410236,143,5,29,1,6,50,30,39,0.406,0.594,0.0,-0.9442,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,3,12,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,8,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642791536526701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536647241401485,0.0,0.3029386706374708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998923959745456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31507489533955696,0.3472538354856998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967590815459893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712706093916033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808865961686742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UsedJelly,2019/02/12,"Best Friends w/ Myself!! :): [PM Me pls] I'm so tired of being lonely. I seriously love every single online friend I have, but fuck, it's so fucking painful not having someone to be able to call and say, ""Hey, let's go to that new ice cream parlor."" Whatever the location! I just wish I had a close friend, proximity-wise. It's not the same doing things alone. Sometimes I want to experience things with other people. I feel like I can't even date because I don't have friends. I can't even make friends dammit!

I probably wouldn't be so damn depressed if I had a friend. If I can't have a friend, why can't I have a hug? My eyes hurt. I've cried myself a headache. Fuck my life. I get so bitchy when I'm lonely. I can't help but blame myself, but I know I can't do this. I need to love myself too. I guess that bitchy me is just pushing myself to *hopefully* make friends...I sure hope I'll have frienddds. 

Goodness. Why do I have a resting bitch face? ): Why am I so deprived?! Why is this my normal. I hate this. >:( I don't think I'm that bad of a person. /;

Signing off for class where I'll interact with people I hope! *one can dream...every time I approach someone, they have a very uncomfortable stare and that makes me uncomfortable so I give up. /; Are we not supposed to talk to people?*

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Feel free to PM me. I promise I'm not always down. I think I'm pretty cool sometimes. [19/F/US] 

*(Audio messages are pretty nice to receive too considering I don't have friends to talk to. It's pretty much my voice and my voice alone around here.)*[Vocaroo](https://vocaroo.com/) I think that website still works?",-0.1961816305469561,2.0821189380804945,1.5660681114551096,95.11502579979359,98.0092879256966,4.019401444788442,18.098039215686274,5.900188976854957,-0.26424004127966993,1239,38,266,12,51,402,160,323,0.257,0.54,0.203,-0.9788,0,6,0,0,0,0,140.0,1,0,1,2,17,36,6,0,10,1,34,11,2,3,1,40,64,15,0,10,11,0,2,1,8,1,3,4,0,1,14,8,0,0,6,0,1,4,14,14,0,1,2,10,46,23,21,57,5,15,0,5,3,6,23,6,5,6,6,158,60,2,0.0829640282067581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185142516084795,0.0,0.0,0.06903271757775319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385557449942473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927149814286973,0.05057410155057024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706562912920843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471554873353537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113208929448226,0.0,0.0,0.07145679592609935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959391635635712,0.0,0.13980154394677907,0.0,0.0,0.08115473913508357,0.0,0.0,0.08389821090293285,0.05926951832790465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127824191309692,0.23009672163782344,0.043345280524044565,0.07958665562008499,0.04715036913668093,0.06958629065817122,0.0,0.0,0.0913942305169886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190980175836195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560903930033127,0.0,0.0,0.247205999139656,0.0,0.0,0.08881470809817936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045594860205654834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483633982629464,0.058599946660236275,0.04053203350688822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497565491770434,0.0,0.16613739916274403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098810669539999,0.06151677568192681,0.0,0.08012717542366914,0.0,0.0,0.08128713271154256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621857263882545,0.0,0.08827957541090198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255043303964918,0.07244098935839552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532127283784148,0.08944925447605509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597632516227826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059030374227713,0.0,0.164107090562384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625518009492118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819261474592573,0.0,0.0,0.1333666865021167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023522774703506,0.15947999800276955,0.0,0.0,0.04837699202640215,0.0953549459220906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979551084136562,0.0,0.0,0.06845401196649728,0.04893433336019709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994485249099861,0.0,0.09540453803812918,0.0,0.0,0.060398800631326924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Menace0528,2019/02/12,I got a text! They accidentally texted the wrong number,2.265000000000001,4.741069500000002,4.059999999999999,74.86000000000001,104.0,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,0.5769999999999995,45,1,8,1,2,15,10,10,0.479,0.413,0.10800000000000001,-0.6696,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5904062670381823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8071062134824873,0.0,0.0
lonely,nahimgood99,2019/02/12,"Hey Hi, I’m a 21m and I just want someone to talk with, I work at a factory overnight   and it gets kinda lonely so idk, hi",-4.071264367816092,-3.268989793103444,0.12948275862069106,102.74295977011495,119.34482758620688,3.3126436781609194,15.178160919540227,5.46131890053228,-0.8768666666666669,92,3,25,1,6,34,24,29,0.149,0.799,0.052000000000000005,-0.3493,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,12,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294578663672603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342978629145306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.506845306435206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719390177210104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590778914465711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Thekub97,2019/02/12,"Film's and TV Hello all!-21/m/uk

I'm looking for people who want to watch Films or TV on Rabbit with me!

Gender and age doesn't matter but preferably closer to me on the latter!

Ill watch any movie or show my standards are quite low!

Kinda lost the rhyme at the end there but you get the point :) HMU if this sounds like fun any time zone is welcome maybe i can find some new shows i've never seen before (although i wouldn't some brits who are into our wacky comedy shows) hopefully if any of you take me up on this it can help us get rid of that pesky loneliness even if just for a short while :) 

Have a great day 

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lonely,TheNatestNate,2019/02/12,"I don't like anything about me. I don't know how to do this. I feel like I don't know how to do anything. I've forgotten how to introduce myself to new people, how to create connections and nourish them into something that lasts. This weakness has put me in a pretty bad place, as I've lost a lot of people recently. 

My best friend of 11 years betrayed and abandoned me. My other friends no longer have any respect for me. My father never wants to see me again. I have a reputation all around town as a degenerate subhuman. My most recent girlfriend dumped me and disappeared just when I was starting to be happy. 

I don't feel like I can go out and meet a new girl - this one just fell into my lap against all odds, after my attempts to get back my previous ex had left me damaged and vulnerable. As soon as this girl was gone, I found myself running back to the previous ex again, a woman I loved with all my heart for more than two years.

I still love her. Sometimes I was a bad boyfriend, and I didn't know how to express what I needed from a relationship, so I would get depressed until I told her I wanted to break up. That was my horrible way of getting her to pay attention to what I needed. I never really wanted to leave her, I just wanted to feel like I was important to her, and it seemed like she often didn't care to make me feel important. But I always wanted her back. We always kept seeing each other after we were broken up, and we always got back together.

Until one day we didn't. While we were not officially together, she met someone else, and she stopped saying ""I love you.""

Not long after that, she stopped spending time with me.

Then she told me she had found that new person, and that she was moving on from me. I couldn't breathe.

I still can't. Every morning that I wake up, totally alone in the world, I reach to her side of the bed and I panic when I realize there's nobody there. That she isn't there.

The other guy has since left her, and he isn't coming back. But she still doesn't want me. She doesn't love me any more. And I... I just can't believe it. I can't take it for an answer. I'm at a point where I don't like anything about me, and I feel like I have no value if I don't have someone to love me. I feel like if I can't get her, someone who loved me for years, to love me again, how can I ever expect anyone else to? She still talks to me, tries to be a friend to me. Ironic, considering that part of the reason I kept being a shitty asshole to her was that she was rarely a friend to me back then.

Her trying to be nice only makes me more certain that there must be a part of her, buried in there, that wants me back. But she doesn't. She's made it clear, over and over again, that she doesn't. And she never will. She finds my attempts to win her over, to remind her of the reasons she fell in love with me in the first place, pathetic and annoying - even though she won't use those words. 

Today she finally said to me, after some prompting, that she does still think I'm a good person. She still thinks I deserve to be loved. She still thinks I have earned the right to be loved. She won't be the one to do it, and no matter how she explains it I just can't understand why. Still, though, her opinion means more to me than anyone else's. I've been told by tons of people that I'm still a good person and that I still deserve to be loved, but I never believed it. Hearing it from her, though, I almost believe it.

I can't understand why I can't move on. I don't *want* to be hung up on someone who doesn't want me back. There's a part of me, deep in my heart, that screams at me day in and day out that real love will conquer absolutely anything. That if there's any chance at all of her ever loving me again, in a long enough timeframe it's a certainty. That if I just give her enough of me, one day she will be ready to give back. I know that this is insane. I know it's unhinged, I know it's delusional, I know that she's never coming back. But my emotions rule my logic 100% of the time, and I can't make myself look for someone else because I can't let go of her.

I've been told I shouldn't look for someone else, that if I just live my best life someone will come along and stumble into it. But I haven't been living my best life in a long, long time. I'm broken. She broke me. I was supposed to be a great man with a bright future, and all that is going to go to waste because she broke me. ",2.9510372960372955,3.6974946709401735,4.186635586635584,90.30583916083916,73.44444444444444,6.997513597513598,23.36985236985237,7.044298764256594,0.6037534188034197,3436,86,780,31,66,1130,303,936,0.095,0.79,0.115,0.9852,0,1,1,0,0,0,117.0,5,1,1,10,61,51,2,1,32,0,80,20,4,14,16,150,168,56,0,21,20,3,6,8,5,9,3,4,1,8,49,43,0,5,30,0,2,15,41,13,0,6,33,15,165,38,111,112,23,127,0,6,5,13,102,39,0,12,79,571,214,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038016232492080734,0.039320051458430524,0.0,0.0,0.09476918814954202,0.0,0.0,0.0774520350510313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05309169889146945,0.07779878531057884,0.1249670814275624,0.03379669370901365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29192564195290394,0.06339799321491463,0.04628594202395617,0.0,0.0,0.12831988304698486,0.11952504953916593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03870761255896732,0.0,0.0,0.09810986146189828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793654190310032,0.0,0.0326990002001905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033223225487437266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585734662440086,0.04270525558659529,0.0,0.0784555106966561,0.0,0.025075372093246076,0.06868261477992357,0.031986955574039334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517676854477935,0.13561019400265895,0.0,0.04158854910612327,0.03469911138481808,0.032292813404287773,0.0,0.0832528200320467,0.11732594645832327,0.0,0.07934010016339763,0.07283853227186561,0.08630501325214104,0.06368609458826778,0.030363894186994693,0.04185629222216103,0.0,0.03759109045679916,0.0,0.04041420291193832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04278905423891485,0.08997686891668898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605111054433267,0.03094635410044345,0.0,0.040199209048616125,0.0824976659375301,0.038821548839558594,0.05363127866958691,0.14838134899040822,0.0,0.06704717374391288,0.1343905047287784,0.0637616891442654,0.0,0.04144303045323975,0.032276289257865,0.4454409254201413,0.03592318269699776,0.07602533500242603,0.0,0.0,0.04135476356220024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070108320090832,0.0,0.05630079082803354,0.1464038528349022,0.10999983239924203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290364095656006,0.028873917839303983,0.0,0.044543476851207776,0.0,0.1233364366587098,0.0,0.07895997254539147,0.09944811664863618,0.07933020713716753,0.0,0.0358889783219788,0.0,0.0,0.03862381899733065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038165079123983515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04321221905199951,0.024321203381172263,0.0780682118050027,0.0749712592340461,0.04075995435033088,0.0,0.032421705578371735,0.036113189484798566,0.03019110837155801,0.0,0.0,0.060506011693691,0.034561700147972434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031404849513199634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22517198101616293,0.029227134226931625,0.03754812763156731,0.0,0.026871659140779155,0.0,0.3031871383413353,0.06348049423221909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028544781768067237,0.030514643513694355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297887372409098,0.11190057934971584,0.0,0.0664126869161018,0.0,0.03598616222812375,0.14510785618626182,0.0,0.05155117261469995,0.0,0.037086063146135474,0.07904532755997658,0.0,0.0327893712461036,0.0,0.0,0.2015334412973807,0.030134666785665593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851459857019711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02696908287501579,0.0,0.0,0.07334420018875727
lonely,RedFlagatbase,2019/02/12,"Ah she was and is a Bitch... The very reason why men like me are better than women like her. If she didn't like me fine NP, and if my other friend gave up on me and married another after this whole weird interaction that's fine too.  I always was a fool that puts my whole heart into everything so I deserve it.  The only thing is whenever I got tired with a girl or knew a girl liked me when I didn't I always made a point to have a friend be introduced to her so I could take her mind off of me easier.  I was dating this girl a year ago I didn't like very well, but I gave her a friend of mine so I could slip away.  Women are not like that.  A woman wants your ever living soul I swear to God.  I had more than one woman tell me she wants me dead so she'll know that I was never happy after her.  When Mrs X got married they dumped me like a creep I survived.   Women have no hearts they want you and if they can't have you they want you dead in the streets or without another girlfriend to help you get over the previous one.   Forgive me I'm a little drunk and really didn't mean to draw this out.  I think giving my most recent girlfriend something to fuck after I dumped her ass gives me a ticket to potential Sainthood.  I was never given that courtousy by any woman I dated.  ",2.011252525252523,3.3913887111111123,3.61858585858586,90.97818181818182,76.7037037037037,6.390572390572393,19.68013468013468,6.980632752743323,0.17785185185185215,992,20,221,10,22,330,142,270,0.166,0.6659999999999999,0.168,-0.6703,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,5,4,2,9,22,4,0,16,1,22,6,3,2,3,34,42,17,2,9,8,0,0,7,5,1,1,0,0,11,11,8,1,0,6,2,0,1,10,6,2,2,17,0,51,16,25,21,4,25,1,0,0,2,43,11,3,6,20,154,62,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876401923724244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854149339525821,0.0,0.0,0.07576705173847922,0.2336598639107675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467948469800706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853885452534072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791404448762074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100782617735011,0.0,0.0,0.10013398069755368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582403724041951,0.1030027740038143,0.058210531234481375,0.21376174969041745,0.0,0.0,0.17821993240063502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860495341332372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640582165976165,0.07468014233558333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123160358048198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38102737408716736,0.11166861953016666,0.09838282516321456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542500168863006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136524915266556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249892021317692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186257200569754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099742989251044,0.08473728128828605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532462093104107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200437235838033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137627334294883,0.11455473518022365,0.11001036848564907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577387758812358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377135432244337,0.0,0.09738294615279816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402018270881171,0.07139120486151146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805689548787358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386058890498716,0.2628653921316444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017682876496144,0.0,0.10053607625588404,0.24878512313503146,0.0,0.10740154583295612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174858358153566
lonely,takemefortacos,2019/02/12,Almost 40 fat and lonely So just like I said I’m lonely.i feel like I don’t have any true friends.I only have my significant other my kids and my mom. I got admitted to the hospital about a hour ago and I really wish I just had a couple people to chat with during the day.I enjoy lots of things movies camping fishing concerts animals kids dirty jokes 😂 I’ve been with my so about a year when we got together his toxic ex started a bunch of drama with our mutual friends and I just felt like I couldn’t trust anyone we had to move get restraining orders delete Social media and change our numbers . I wanna make new friends ❤️ ,1.4329568106312287,3.7782935193798473,3.2795404208194934,87.96156976744189,82.7984496124031,6.166334440753047,20.8421926910299,7.447530270364453,0.8388843853820598,500,15,100,8,14,167,87,129,0.040999999999999995,0.7170000000000001,0.242,0.9739,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,4,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,6,0,7,1,1,1,1,24,18,8,0,3,3,2,2,3,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,10,1,1,3,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,4,17,9,11,10,2,8,0,1,0,0,15,0,0,2,9,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311562171816355,0.0,0.1955579108179874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328060600283172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365535330093037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065942906393081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160881903381094,0.0,0.12594794559993708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874610026158304,0.13951748759063026,0.18751207990488986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017660545256855,0.0,0.10203262668963836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123875945752412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232444455600145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28623115091984275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603127881070204,0.0,0.0,0.13035971485258832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22872501336897705,0.0,0.2075657449065441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861537124354807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485292644651399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539170206164786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510981257262133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857685369030839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907680426891364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822951874251402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974411175538722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245775202387252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576240568216435
lonely,Ifukedupbigtime,2019/02/12,I haven’t been in a relationship in over ten years. I haven’t had sex in five years. I want to change that ASAP.,-0.8725333333333332,1.1106038800000029,1.3480000000000023,100.24066666666668,90.2,4.933333333333334,12.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-1.1972666666666665,87,1,23,1,3,29,18,25,0.0,0.9329999999999999,0.067,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,5,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5114335958000504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190520860676854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851555726559883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6226611505618849
lonely,gidget889,2019/02/12,Some night are harder than others This is one of those nights/: ,1.587500000000002,4.257349416666671,1.5,94.995,96.5,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.243466666666667,51,1,9,0,2,15,12,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9405748299960028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395864973434459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Morphed04,2019/02/12,"I don't want to be left all alone in this world again Recently I had problems with my appendix and with that they had to go through everything to make sure I am alright and for the first time in a while it finally feels like I am being loved, being cared for, just being wanted and now I am at the end of recovery and know I have to go back to school and I feels like I am being dumped out and back to being neglected and I don't like if I don't want to bring it up to my family because I'm scared that they will just say I'm wrong and only just start saying I love you more for a week then going back to the normal procedure. I don't know what to do I feel genuinely lost
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lonely,shamelesslyconfident,2019/02/12,I just wanted to thank you I just wanted to thank all you lovely people of reddit. I read your posts and in a lot of ways I understand everyone of them. I moved here to Florida away from a bad relationship. And despite getting away from something completely and utterly unhealthy I’ve found myself to be more alone then ever. This is the loneliest I’ve ever felt in my entire life but reading everybodies post and realizing I’m not the only one feeling this way. Gives me a little bit of comfort. To know I’m not the only one going through this. If I could hug each and everyone of you and tell you it’s okay i would. Thank you all so much and you all will get through this. You’re never alone because I’m your friend. And I always will be.  ,1.4135647058823508,3.8557878466666686,3.1911764705882355,87.89911764705882,83.86666666666667,5.9294117647058835,22.15686274509804,7.285733465282438,0.9400274509803924,587,20,117,9,17,195,88,150,0.075,0.7659999999999999,0.159,0.9192,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,8,1,0,6,9,0,0,6,1,7,3,0,0,6,32,25,12,0,5,6,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,1,0,2,2,2,20,8,18,17,8,15,0,0,0,2,14,5,0,2,4,85,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27129594421862663,0.0,0.0,0.10897958093571347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461058800770103,0.0,0.1093565356151042,0.07983959760780934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298800767707606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732213526551074,0.0,0.0,0.1045708541243896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23694418161968656,0.0,0.2502996015863043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622361241363223,0.0,0.1257541033985172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360454514750426,0.10118899977599799,0.0,0.13685541212341368,0.1256407205436008,0.07443466880312444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197904026359822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250972370738243,0.0,0.13126881530674805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134810415168664,0.11820776107583116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392030004691293,0.09627982995513984,0.0,0.10101403741569527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750066061306494,0.19922091942800568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090799814651929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508708302313117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620158113786615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406154098433944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082900050732098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144757052280502,0.3617455407936944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363469526427627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450190373734812,0.20791968921947995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303907970495633,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sincerestme,2019/02/12,"I want to cuddle I miss cuddling so much. I miss being in someone else’s arms, breathing in their scent, relaxed, thinking about not much other than the person I’m with. I miss how we’d hold hands while cuddling too. I love the feeling of someone’s hands in mine. I miss feeling loved. It was the best feeling. I’d give anything to rewind time. Every day I spend alone it seems to get a little harder to breathe.",2.1435240963855406,4.300081349397594,2.8152861445783164,93.3573870481928,78.87951807228916,4.15,24.832831325301214,3.1291,0.17403734939759066,324,12,65,0,8,101,56,83,0.09699999999999999,0.657,0.24600000000000002,0.9313,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,1,4,8,0,0,4,0,3,10,5,1,0,10,18,3,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,6,10,4,11,15,3,7,0,4,0,5,6,4,0,1,3,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306987182341941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833018042797188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23375923735939055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436533896021288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860765388220387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767395711438714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33788273270354524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163761155782005,0.2136792223039745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22325101484734045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40207573384955575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274893537598551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944940913577732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278050583329668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774656257769416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427272854591098,0.0,0.0,0.12988556879375185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138195360644786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,letsbebetter6,2019/02/12,"26 [M4F] I'm lonely and want to feel something with someone, lets voice chat and watch porn together I'm tired and lonely, fuck it. ",0.4788461538461526,2.9405626538461576,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,95.53846153846158,4.138461538461539,18.03846153846154,5.985473137389443,-0.18858461538461527,103,3,21,1,4,32,21,26,0.36,0.599,0.040999999999999995,-0.8779,0,4,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231223536217882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40795245842120736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512345045498224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37389163761396016,0.3397157461904758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071817321165651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602759585629897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,I_Never_Get_Gifts,2019/02/12,"How do you deal with lonliness? I'm a young adult, 22 and I'm just so lonely. I work and I pretty much come home..and chill...pass out and do it all over again and it's just so hard. I don't have the confidence to go out and experience life and I'm sad. I'm a really good person and I'm funny and I'm smart but I hate myself because I'm really unattractive. 

My teeth are all screwed up because I went through a bout of depression and stopped taking care of myself and I can't afford to get them fixed...one is broken and I can't even smile anymore and w hen I talk to people I have to cover my mouth it's so hard.",-1.001537140403606,0.9999636423357678,1.7646200085873789,96.76478316874196,91.4087591240876,4.975354229282955,16.088020609703733,6.522977012572876,-0.40749171318162336,477,11,116,6,17,165,79,137,0.265,0.648,0.087,-0.9784,1,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,8,8,2,0,4,0,9,4,2,1,2,23,23,17,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,16,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,1,2,15,3,12,22,3,10,0,3,0,1,6,4,1,0,3,67,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049196837001746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258767573917766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639993821123288,0.0,0.0,0.18283197674982807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188173131897311,0.18280800997763988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018712632652466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761827016260628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089028512722572,0.0,0.1206248480620657,0.17802269402202006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802632030419506,0.20954994781175204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290102313776701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991631649469073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602594928578192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714532922047366,0.1853258732607515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593147941561355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719416962692117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774479762675039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958331197649242,0.1705960800563885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967550737633648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545183268484092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WestStressMongoose,2019/02/12,"Valentines day blues I feel bad for posting here, so many people have problems and im just sitting here feeling lonely. Its my fault to that im lonely. I have great friends, okay family. But valentines day is in 3 days and its got me way down. My last ""relationship"" was me going on a couple dates with a guy, and him going back to his ex. My best friend said shes going to get me something for valentines day and its amazing and shes so sweet. It just makes me a bit sader tho for some reason, and makes me aware more of how no one is romantically interested in me. Relationships suck, im usually better off not in them, and they hurt, but i still miss them. I dont know how to feel better, but i think I'll still feel this after valentines day comes and goes. ",2.0756593406593424,3.932590705128206,3.505714285714287,89.775,77.84615384615384,5.995604395604397,21.399267399267398,6.868970318607317,0.3794959706959706,594,16,128,6,14,195,96,156,0.106,0.732,0.162,0.8462,0,4,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,3,12,18,1,0,3,1,8,0,0,5,0,29,25,16,0,1,6,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,10,0,0,7,0,0,4,3,8,0,1,3,7,21,10,16,22,4,25,0,4,1,0,14,6,1,1,12,81,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961196438356338,0.10437234096576256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118300850272202,0.2211101119608805,0.13647097548713466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767907513930566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831351789756385,0.0,0.4030831902622963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465026655181632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784176816287036,0.0,0.2528212297853907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315412155661255,0.0,0.06530894407367277,0.0,0.21312637388232,0.0,0.09997637327068552,0.13781632451880976,0.0,0.12377269094722235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338183703964256,0.0,0.4050742944246096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869841743361695,0.10189418491116692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688103801667986,0.1267334916336275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470531444211232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666138846821905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971838575530867,0.0,0.0,0.1196110546931573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285239738342731,0.0,0.268413029338653,0.0,0.0,0.11890654372895397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623346936690652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965522424108031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009691900716956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767321985001008,0.0,0.0,0.09922161750391817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kstands,2019/02/12,"Hello. I just subscribed to this subreddit as I see many likeminded people. Figured I should tell you a bit about me.

I have gone to a tint private school my whole life. I have about 15 people in my graduating class, and we have the largest class. I have not been exposed to many people my age in my entire life. The people in my school I've been forced to get along with as we've known each other for 12-13 years. However, this length of time has also somehow made it awkward to talk about any kind of emotion. basically, all that's normal is to act like a fucking idiot and not have any genuine discussion. because of all this, I'm extremely introverted and legitimately scared around other people my age because I just don't know how to act around them. pathetically, pretty much all of my real friends are online. but this is also rather sad as they come and go all too quickly. I guess i'm not interesting or ""cultured"" enough.",3.807642725598527,5.721410574585633,4.762408839779006,82.41053775322284,73.08839779005524,7.257605893186003,26.43130755064457,8.021203637495839,1.634259373848987,738,26,141,11,15,240,111,181,0.094,0.866,0.04,-0.8581,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,2,0,14,9,2,2,5,0,13,3,0,2,4,33,24,12,0,3,8,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,3,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,4,1,20,4,25,19,9,15,0,1,1,1,10,5,1,3,6,97,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22571135715786425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919363913771328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512580370565725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720540333972355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540693101255651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215646093424142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587439112102471,0.0,0.1458173526058213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903095749814684,0.1304655538951507,0.07373072495849821,0.0,0.08020321604747334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554624353925601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469574535882279,0.07755728090119247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935810762105036,0.06894536564014732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353360016493326,0.0,0.2861522980413925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374133622237522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827016810503834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891831500493969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435724013190887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062839503392498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128832454156018,0.28564717619043584,0.11245642738881474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134289865266776,0.12334735770607465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228971298131288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755832405777342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087831651806703
lonely,mrwicked91,2019/02/12,Who else relates I have this intense need to help when someone is hurting but also can feel such deep hatred for someone that I lose faith in humanity as a whole thus leading to an internal emotional conflict that stops you from reaching out to others because your never sure of yourself. (Excuse the run-on semtence),13.9401724137931,9.2327675,12.199310344827593,59.25172413793105,55.03448275862069,13.66896551724138,53.13793103448275,10.125756701596842,5.9065586206896565,257,14,39,3,2,81,53,58,0.256,0.594,0.15,-0.8643,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,2,10,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,9,5,1,7,1,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22242326750480385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169547606188147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323448583391766,0.31286276306584515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406326596611598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642702898767452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977476750088812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31116025395592883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062324734895128,0.21451370934209016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713232409859549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325320684008687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26213754165276376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105261312571012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,aguywithlo-fi,2019/02/12,Bored and Lonely hey so im just a dude with a boring life  without any romantic possibilities trying to have deep/philosophical convos so uhm hmu lol,1.8921428571428576,4.535103928571432,4.2940000000000005,74.25100000000002,99.0,6.525714285714287,19.88571428571429,7.554174236665415,1.6516771428571428,122,4,20,3,5,42,26,28,0.293,0.609,0.098,-0.6242,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107410522711309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935834326294158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32275665753882193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5151414437968135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31023843880050384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44048261878889305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,InitialTACOS,2019/02/12,"Blocking the love out I talked to my mom on the phone earlier today. It was really nice, as it usually is. My family loves the shit out of me and vice versa. My friends all but stopped inviting me out because there was always an excuse loaded to shoot down any plans. I forget to call them and family. It seems like I'm always distancing myself from others. My parents didn't know I had been depressed since 12 and I question how much everyone loves me. There are a lot of them too. If I could give my life to someone on this sub I would. You can have the love you deserve. I have an inherent inability to properly reciprocate my appreciation, other than physically saying it. How do I go beyond? 

I cant even remember a birthday. 

Thanks for letting me rant",2.502454954954956,4.918532804054056,4.443135135135132,80.78114414414415,79.06756756756756,7.730450450450451,25.40720720720721,8.648137234880735,2.146125585585586,597,23,112,14,15,203,103,148,0.11900000000000001,0.6609999999999999,0.22,0.9562,2,0,0,1,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,1,7,10,1,0,8,0,15,6,1,2,1,21,25,8,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,1,24,8,18,17,3,11,0,1,0,4,18,7,1,4,4,86,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25252163824585744,0.0,0.0,0.10318920715929183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250001611176624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494471246184272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115298650229005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306944576731656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002236195790639,0.0,0.0,0.14499520208777444,0.0,0.0,0.2860961634640745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723486077161535,0.0,0.0,0.1455639685418484,0.08623801058448134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339298523018936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516563933318253,0.10717928433786242,0.07413307676224126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900492658593002,0.5478093643588547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777174383609506,0.0,0.0,0.11154722830438513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849062520781125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998485139551414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972092867182695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189317898450135,0.0,0.0,0.12067067833925872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813947305567795,0.0,0.0,0.15576014270202554,0.12552187376698734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285698110555175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686242263847652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196381420521325,0.0,0.13970289327753888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438328978668831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712147409565198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779258199681324,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ricocco99,2019/02/12,"help Does anyone feel completely outcasted by everyone around them, as if you are on an entirely different frequency? Does anyone feel as though the world is looming over them, judging your every move as if the world has nothing better to do? Why is everyone so fascinated in other people, why must they always analyze for mistakes and aneurysms. Everyone makes them, yet it is such heresy and such ""cringe"". Still no one listens to what people have to say, and instead listen to the way we deliver ourselves. We have ambition and better things to think of than other peoples drama or commonalities. It is so boring. Barely anyone in my life doesn't get caught up in this societal norm, I have one friend that thinks somewhat similarly. Is there no one interested in other things in life. Is there anyone not caught up in themselves and their own insecurities and supposed justifications. Eleanor Roosevelt said that small minds discuss people, average minds discuss events, and great minds discuss ideas. I greatly look forward to meeting people in my life I can connect with, but nonetheless I feel so lonely now. I still search for purpose/a career and fear I will never find it or anyone. Every day I try to fight this ego everyone seems to be enveloped in so that one day I can reach this goal, this goal being improving the world altruistically as much as possible whether I suffer or not. I fear nothing except not reaching this. There has to be somebody like-minded to me, yet I feel we are too alone to find one-another. In this issue, I try to remain as optimistic as possible and as least fatalist. For example this post seems completely futile, but I do still have hopes it reaches someone sane, for not reaching at all is giving up; so of course if this reaches no one, my cries will continue. Many people at this fork end up hating the world, but to this end I would love the world in knowing I will some day find someone, purpose, or niche. I just decided why not look here for like-minded individuals, I've never liked the idea because there is a filter of who I will find, but again, why not?",8.62428020565553,8.056584763496147,8.31529434447301,70.0886227506427,61.262210796915156,11.17331619537275,36.93071979434447,10.467255456243755,3.873235372750642,1679,68,287,33,20,538,194,389,0.131,0.777,0.091,-0.9639,1,3,0,0,1,0,48.0,3,2,5,4,24,18,2,3,9,0,30,4,0,2,4,64,52,35,0,7,20,0,4,1,1,6,3,4,0,1,24,14,0,0,17,1,0,4,12,9,0,5,3,10,31,9,52,40,6,48,0,2,2,1,25,26,0,12,19,212,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143840638134928,0.0,0.0,0.05739361576213432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232742348443627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411483594378551,0.0,0.0,0.06140332603793796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04204717203316368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122007457192517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446401940509162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576697398124166,0.1334515766234641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206531229712433,0.0,0.0,0.12072284728212715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218464959967787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623062770485995,0.263638362994511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552345103815216,0.13950549387744846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25217151333598803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053290740546379986,0.0,0.03603714967032747,0.06616813147052604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209272126942436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809958892284748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04623320573914623,0.0,0.0,0.06850880097897344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573117437113682,0.0,0.07199309648972166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03790744416839968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615951422647,0.10109467099562544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584505339381145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062253596141927714,0.0,0.046042062304380606,0.06993090871431369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482308389474884,0.0,0.0,0.07331064639140335,0.05070534790685788,0.0,0.10639719478162114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236879883762198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804398207062503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286915932066942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555203100635412,0.0660600082721784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561203789036664,0.054852539326681916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255864470580093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688640047782732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652531357034842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916492719215157,0.08839416099385547,0.06776863852229645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936604475855642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547499937602283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24896069837992635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04899862107745491,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lemon__Butter,2019/02/12,"I am severely touch starved (venting i guess) I just got done basically disowning my own father. Im 16 and and I haven't lived with him for around 3 years now. I live with a friend of my family without any of my siblings and my mother has been missing since i was 12. I've never really had a whole lot of physical contact in my life, and an odd bought of germaphobic tendencies in freshman year furthered my isolation from people. I have just switched schools and even before then I've never really had close friends save for one person. Im constantly dissociated to a point where sometimes i have so much trouble comprehending the world around me that I actually can not see. The short thirty seconds of full mental clarity i have once every other day puts me in a very distressed state as I become possitive that my brain is functioning improperly. I am craving touch so badly that I actually feel as if i am actively dying. I know it sounds really dramatic, but I don't know how else to describe it. It feels like im a balloon no longer tethered to the ground that's slowly running out of helium. The helium being my consciousness and general awareness of the world around me. I don't know what to do because i want someone to touch my skin and not just my hand either. I occasionally get hugs from people if i request it which happens maybe three times a month, and its always between many layers of clothing. I'm very easily over stimulated and try to avoid skin on skin contact as much as possible because of it, but the negative effects its having on my mental and physical health is over whelming. I wish someone would just hold me, but i dont have anyone in my life with whom it would even be appropriate to request. I hate feeling this way and I wish it would stop. It's making me very sad and agitated.",6.3529410173160175,6.655022903409094,7.239188311688312,73.01598484848488,65.70454545454545,10.56839826839827,34.09145021645021,10.398101306919678,3.591766612554112,1450,61,264,34,21,486,196,352,0.13,0.777,0.09300000000000001,-0.9356,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,14,12,1,2,13,0,27,9,5,4,2,59,46,25,1,8,13,2,10,1,2,3,3,1,0,1,19,20,0,3,8,0,1,2,11,7,0,3,7,12,42,5,41,34,7,36,0,2,1,1,11,21,0,4,12,187,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.18676944579335905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962608252531543,0.0,0.0,0.06507602581754149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691231738743836,0.0,0.0,0.25556708223555274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990150498658527,0.11666982627979737,0.10568784347236704,0.0814295772878829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682750511034644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341252802994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061715495194874424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931652192719544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792942673792482,0.1121540759853937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994107044293661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641157025630506,0.0,0.08062734357034892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021292939651776,0.0,0.14515912380732066,0.06836467870901737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478677671108076,0.0,0.04999679869480888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653620311197959,0.0,0.1054190650004003,0.0,0.08462296010092175,0.0,0.0,0.09447921019620148,0.0,0.10171953564762118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101017516366961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777475792010634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518471682623634,0.046751846923934685,0.0,0.16900125116185571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135664731037788,0.0,0.0,0.06387729722202104,0.09701992520272557,0.09613870295513584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928765322658892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638300538411479,0.0,0.14069398358310206,0.0,0.14761209412655368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191227782799933,0.06484555239119202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268602196264287,0.08355736814750554,0.0,0.0,0.0904629069452132,0.10788197327386563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962001194454526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391441003372214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684866365936733,0.07625669441417743,0.0,0.0,0.10810835121497844,0.0,0.07916006841022723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216448549099807,0.0,0.09464501177569826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080005482338411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580064778823385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649707674779957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368757162092292,0.0564435155268469,0.07595840519057627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684028693657936,0.22008954263048788,0.0922467696591094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393739932904667,0.0,0.0,0.12324915831858305
lonely,tokyo_lover,2019/02/12,feeling a little down and lonely tonight can't explain why sometimes I just want to text or chat with someone to take my mind off my present circumstances...but that's how in feeling...,7.2365714285714295,7.371864228571429,6.069285714285716,82.71821428571431,63.85714285714286,8.142857142857144,40.35714285714286,7.1686216300943375,3.045857142857144,148,8,27,1,2,44,32,35,0.07,0.843,0.087,-0.1119,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,6,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,6,6,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975605429713597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940233670929664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969530878345298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331010094896684,0.0,0.38881939988514574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29558770615186264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318805124835076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547421240392183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,litybug,2019/02/12,I (41F) really hate Valentine’s Day It’s just a reminder that I’m alone.,-1.9839583333333333,-0.4014498124999975,1.2399999999999984,95.67166666666668,109.625,4.633333333333333,17.833333333333332,6.42735559955562,0.19048333333333334,57,2,13,1,3,20,14,16,0.4,0.6,0.0,-0.7178,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6109557002758245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38043495825698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5824014580722264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779033163017117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Unincorrigible,2019/04/26,"Does anyone else get excited when someone sits next to you on the bus? I know a lot of people get irritated when someone sits next to them, but It makes my day a little better when someone does. For me it confirms that people aren't repulsed by me. Even if we don't say a word to each other, I enjoy the company.",4.3756153846153865,4.450496369230773,5.996730769230767,81.01201923076924,69.92307692307692,8.346153846153845,28.55769230769231,8.07648339933343,1.816,244,8,50,3,4,84,47,65,0.028999999999999998,0.7809999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.8968,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,1,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,3,7,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,6,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260562421481626,0.2089694730818304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037598962274026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152999417180242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569536411897972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037291034035734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470614670236888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131094831264724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208483339104018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204410106597892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338983204756184,0.0,0.0,0.13613729428554758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338033637376717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827846011819005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218813656215367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184150373618592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Migstar187,2019/04/26,"My Middle School Crush During my long and harsh days of middle school, I didn’t feel good about myself or about how long i wanted to live, but then i met this girl that i became friends with and talked to regularly. We did this for a year and we helped each other with our personal situations, but then one day she gets a boyfriend. Something sparked inside me when i heard that she was dating someone.. I was in love and i didn’t notice it until the worst moment. I spent the next 8th grade year trying to hide these feelings from her, but there was one day that i snapped. I got a text from her saying that she had sex that day with her boyfriend, that’s when my heart officially snapped into fragments and i became furious at her boyfriend but also sad because it seemed like i just couldn’t win anymore. A few weeks later i tried attempting suicide, but she talked me out of it before i actually did (don’t worry I’m fine now).. but i just felt hurt and i think it’s my envy’s fault.. what do you think?",3.3129125615763533,4.836266753694583,3.832016625615765,90.18674415024631,73.58128078817735,6.4543103448275865,23.03232758620689,6.9077264865688965,0.5491086206896547,793,21,168,7,16,249,119,203,0.16,0.736,0.10400000000000001,-0.9231,0,0,1,0,0,1,20.0,3,1,0,2,10,11,1,0,6,0,11,3,1,1,0,32,25,20,1,2,9,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,15,14,0,0,6,0,1,0,4,5,0,2,13,5,35,6,18,11,3,25,0,2,0,2,22,6,0,2,20,113,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.1430215165127175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720405939733115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534823779515474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934167692650098,0.0,0.12471185084082585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37807656076123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148210380874611,0.0,0.14072068014672945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323197006717788,0.0,0.07657160345192687,0.0,0.0,0.12292765877965126,0.11721750086801305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736744247195484,0.09823614599253863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568956187841475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160186205434806,0.0,0.1294152538229286,0.25940215388192034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227621276499188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558683295408302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685964578200116,0.0,0.0,0.1986258341710606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797062664617706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165504743876084,0.0,0.2966532922974566,0.0,0.13342281105794948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473969355883478,0.0,0.0,0.12417989752503615,0.11282912562257146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603129622502855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23559891432407865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781958909087546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900937552663647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644494450007947,0.0,0.11756167223023775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883889622662508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875979908557966
lonely,porquepine14,2019/04/26,"A few unimportant victories I’d like to share but have no one to share them with or who would care. ​

1. My 23rd birthday is on Sunday. Eight months ago, I didn’t think I would survive to see my 23rd birthday. I honestly thought I was either going to commit suicide or die in a freak accident before then. I didn’t see it happening. But here I am, alive, I guess. I’m not doing anything special, honestly just probably going to go to work and then go home and study. I have like two “friends” and they are going to a concert this weekend (to see a band that I actually really love, but I wasn’t invited), and my wonderful boyfriend lives far away so I won’t get to see him, and my family doesn’t really celebrate birthdays. That’s okay though. I made it this far. I can survive a lonely birthday. 
2. I’m graduating college in two months. I’m so excited, I’m almost done, not walking or anything because I don’t think anyone would come cheer me on. But I’m excited to be finished with my undergraduate degrees and receive a very expensive piece of paper in the mail soon afterwards. 
3. One of my students at my practicum was really excited to conference with me and have me read his paper and offer suggestions. It just kind of lit up my day a little bit. It’s the little things. 
4. I learned how to replace my brake lights today all by myself. It made me feel really good and accomplished.
5. And last week, I learned how to bake scones! Super delicious, and somewhat harder than I thought it would be. 

Anyway, thanks for reading this far, it really does mean the world to me. If anything, I hope that you have a wonderful day and get to pet a super soft dog in the near future.",2.779241516966067,4.8145990598802415,4.402898203592817,83.32568463073855,76.36526946107784,7.926387225548903,27.300998003992014,8.745826893841286,2.237601117764472,1322,54,258,29,30,443,178,334,0.076,0.6559999999999999,0.267,0.9977,0,2,0,0,0,2,48.0,0,1,2,6,10,23,0,0,13,1,24,2,0,4,2,54,57,27,2,6,13,0,2,2,1,5,0,1,3,0,15,16,1,1,10,5,1,8,9,2,0,5,10,9,38,21,34,40,6,40,0,1,5,1,15,16,0,10,18,169,53,11,0.0,0.0,0.09365391316417704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507255648573897,0.0,0.09610115626295787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039846062960908,0.1166153456884753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710519845039692,0.0,0.2369280219146718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901679725434987,0.0,0.0,0.05850306902648785,0.0,0.08166430572110413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477554413768396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978488945181572,0.0,0.0,0.08267057262316478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378679185587585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996028111646126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398492367156035,0.09821171754269196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047297667023352,0.0,0.048525852888807015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741470049447924,0.0,0.10028183836088596,0.0,0.2727128328191254,0.08049597404318766,0.0,0.0,0.10572294539353692,0.0,0.08486689376115443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626680085037913,0.09532091978584456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993909333563028,0.0,0.07822922515520339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377322706034956,0.19237643457673934,0.08474420660037367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661763101132547,0.1816202799446849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454062211810612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320637319612612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006495161841358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347303755357616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919940675855524,0.0,0.3074076010983076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059060460993881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497676581652796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835726037864215,0.0,0.0,0.06375890960303858,0.12298876362203973,0.09429108179199244,0.15238060736101985,0.0,0.0,0.09096934580009954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749956615648944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918617759747154,0.0,0.0,0.07698219758078925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208153047207186,0.06986807662649927,0.0,0.0,0.2727003574781325,0.0,0.1166153456884753,0.0
lonely,CHMIEL005,2019/04/26,"Today would be my 2 anniversary 2 years ago I was the happiest man on earth but now I feel the opposite. She was my dream girl and I couldn’t imagine life without her. I made some stupid mistakes in our relationship and I deeply regret it since then. I’m looking for someone who will make me happy again, but now I can’t really know what that feels like. To be happy. Not lonely. To have someone to talk to. I don’t have much friends that I could talk to about that. My parents don’t understand me. And this day I feel like it’s just not worth it. To try. To be your best self. This feeling of loneliness fucks me on daily basis. I honestly can’t handle this. I’m thinking about ending it all once for all. But I push it back every time. I can’t found support in everyone. I hope my future will be bright but I’m basically lying to myself because I know it won’t",0.3495757575757565,2.6650799777777796,2.4164646464646458,92.31045454545456,88.11111111111109,5.494949494949495,19.848484848484848,6.980632752743323,0.42883333333333296,676,21,146,10,22,226,105,180,0.126,0.629,0.245,0.9773,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,1,8,15,2,0,2,0,19,2,0,2,2,32,37,8,0,6,8,1,4,2,1,4,1,0,0,3,14,3,0,0,10,1,1,1,10,5,0,0,4,6,26,10,18,23,5,17,0,2,2,1,13,4,1,2,14,99,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462972179378901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678397315778302,0.0,0.09258275797129968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938545267538332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212613586281837,0.0,0.0,0.09794804598411183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451786760799064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796285164153076,0.14512490122890406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071741273143272,0.21700179744927314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652519858979736,0.11733972810883475,0.1404077609965564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32335160121510875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084804597411594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693516158401386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072751568972668,0.14839877855271674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753835777674005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437096096034324,0.1013790203884311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164700801776976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174395819919615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864134115608528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729624105065872,0.0,0.0,0.16305896881540285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844074591067114,0.0,0.0,0.12563415389064758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257369635157384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234812379914946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24414582324340764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731659488199904,0.0,0.0,0.08856065074495395,0.0,0.14396155731940916,0.0,0.0,0.10311445610965918,0.0,0.0,0.15810922518244794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640392672741004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788900315491932,0.0,0.0,0.09780375405214484
lonely,fnafss13Host,2019/04/26,im feeling lonely in the theater becuase theres one less character alive its lron mann in the movie,2.881,5.347857099999999,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,78.0,6.0,30.0,7.1686216300943375,1.906,82,4,15,1,2,26,18,20,0.11699999999999999,0.7040000000000001,0.179,0.0828,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686108820400009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7874591496203773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939980823048253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,raspberrybat,2019/04/26,"Getting more comfortable with doing things for myself I had a pretty great day today and a coffee way too late so now I’m wide awake 5 hours before I have to get up for work and I thought I may as well write a post here.
Early last year I had a pretty horrible break up with my ex where 6 months leading to the crash I was trying to rebuild the relationship after being an awful angry drunk to her. I was so drunk I don’t even remember most of what happened but for a real long time the things my ex said I said made me feel sick and disgusted at myself. I think the main reason I was trying to rebuild that relationship was for redemption which never came so after the break up and losing all my self esteem I felt desperate to be back with someone, even just a kiss from a girl just so that I could prove myself I’m not that awful and to feel attractive again.
Ever since all my run in with girls has been awful, essentially just being treated like dirt and having my time and energy wasted. Maybe it’s karma for what I did to my ex but the feeling of loneliness and the desperation to fill the hole in me really just ate away at me and whenever I did anything to self improve myself it felt it wasn’t really for me and my passion but more so that I could impress a potential girl that I’m interested in, which just isn’t right as I wasn’t motivated properly.
I noticed it wasn’t right probably 8 months ago but I honestly didn’t know how I could change my mindset so that I was motivated the right way. Weirdly enough what has helped me focus on doing what I want to do for myself was realised with what I want my students at my dance classes to get out of me. Especially in the last month I’ve been really feeling I want to be someone the kids look up to and be inspired by. While it’s still for people outside of me for some reason this makes me feel it’s for the right intentions and more connected to doing it for myself rather than a potential lover. Now I really enjoy staying at home and not worry about having to be out so that I could maybe meet someone, not only that but I’m really feeling the benefit of not having to use time and energy on dates and having constantly to think about a girlfriend.
Anyway I should probably head to sleep considering this took me an hour to write and now I have to get up in less than 4 hours, peace out!",6.14033173076923,5.4912214979166665,7.072916666666668,77.23528846153849,66.3125,10.301282051282053,29.919871794871803,9.757249324022393,2.5541650641025644,1869,55,375,35,26,629,208,480,0.102,0.725,0.17300000000000001,0.9886,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,5,30,18,1,0,25,3,42,9,2,10,5,83,75,32,0,9,15,3,8,1,2,2,1,2,1,6,26,25,3,0,19,3,0,6,11,3,1,0,25,11,54,15,72,38,10,69,1,1,1,3,20,26,0,3,32,284,80,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132195941624812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662108183947776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755937842243031,0.06186792695587279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846459703339282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920235460444994,0.0,0.0,0.0851148467501897,0.0,0.0,0.08694748635061172,0.0,0.2569595356391035,0.0,0.0,0.051889333703591715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313555076209249,0.0,0.10628468802384672,0.07277968057064661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440946213450981,0.0,0.154506321501194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681458157886869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870622027310969,0.0,0.0,0.07114953873086867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257404284208568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539299040479878,0.0,0.0807068359880985,0.0,0.2377074251284001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0442181067486583,0.1311694829017924,0.09076114269757672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039308153951209984,0.0,0.0,0.07120359378591605,0.06756521112997826,0.09001292747362405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613215571788938,0.05370693990497609,0.0,0.16166355706026425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266457685275515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062054863099071975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160298987287263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061192618362045925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578006989720698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705738441821601,0.16371125170766687,0.17349660313333118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157984184005273,0.2577201550708663,0.16545029731601033,0.0,0.17276549340450253,0.09114424812497683,0.2748458407543547,0.1530696758422859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678723583345071,0.0,0.0,0.06655643275270308,0.0,0.08051700552790572,0.0,0.2045176922572721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575848101490535,0.06425458073288393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069066347828503,0.10310962747635426,0.0,0.06387537851791109,0.14074869324879333,0.0,0.0762656285092945,0.0,0.08939279733719631,0.10925262201976704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949065562079698,0.0,0.0,0.1423702298747655,0.12772905806170334,0.0,0.0,0.07234221299216645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857503678617953,0.08170991757677436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181289305453797
lonely,jakeqcomputer,2019/04/26,Haven’t been in a relationship since I was 18 Now I’m 27. I really want to cuddle with a girl. :(  I got dealt a crappy hand in life and I think I am never going to be in a relationship.,-2.2300000000000004,-0.4280549523809505,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,98.5238095238095,5.6571428571428575,11.761904761904766,7.1686216300943375,-0.4298380952380949,140,2,35,3,6,54,30,42,0.165,0.713,0.122,-0.4033,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,5,3,1,0,1,5,10,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,6,6,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947015478147611,0.0,0.2740001755689358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419811451218173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26422619663793684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947165127927795,0.0,0.0,0.7356259759959239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28339363282389285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195175635254848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206820478743234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Scorpgirl85,2019/04/26,"33 [F4M] looking to chat good morning im having the kind of week where I think im just not allowed to be happy. I have extremely bad luck with guys, Im hoping to find someone I can talk to for hopefully longer than a day or two. Im into a lot of different music really into imagine dragons lately. I read when I have time and watch too much tv so hmu if you think we'd get along",0.361071428571428,2.0308365357142897,3.254999999999999,90.4275,82.45238095238095,6.104761904761905,21.214285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.5834571428571427,295,9,67,4,8,105,64,84,0.045,0.772,0.183,0.8906,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,18,12,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,7,6,12,10,2,8,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,6,5,39,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297853744839322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271191124992693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663966694468947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556413693001505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320871013197613,0.0,0.0,0.13358283574432672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769610287473307,0.0,0.16953917065336527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163695805188713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6881285052099416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584863588740253,0.0,0.0,0.17965639117563342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374139681204927,0.0,0.0,0.13540030282101898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707714496623227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930679949537496,0.0,0.10202840470516174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349436165832206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801012964099825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409949695752708,0.0,0.0,0.09286794451241004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557749344443486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775173388366698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,unonimous73,2019/04/26,"Please i need help. Its about my dad. 17 Male

Backstory 
In 2016 dad told me several times (before going to high school) to not to do drugs and alcohol

But it attracted me more more. 

I end up smoking weed and drinking (like every once a month). 

Then in may, the cops caught my friends dealing and i was there as witness. 

My dad was very dissapointed in me and it took me loong time to gain a percentage of his trust.. 



Fast forward to this year. 

When he sometimes asked me of what did i do or where did my money go i was little scared of telling him the truth (not that i did something wrong) but i was scared to tell him bcs i though he wouldnt trust me. 

A week ago he told me i can go to a party but if i come wasted he will kick me out of house (he didnt mean it literally but you get the point) 
My best buddy had 18th birthday so i was like ok i will drink a bit, but it went too far. Then my friend dropped me home, parents were sleeping so it was good. 

But i did something that night (its too long, more depth-in family thing) and now i told my sister (cuz dad loves her more than me, he actually loves every sibling except me) that i got drunk etc

She told me not to talk to him (cuz i mess up everytime we talk) so she talked to him for me (by calling, he’s abroad) and he told her that he’s not angry or mad, but he’s very hurt because after i long time i gained his trust and i let him down yet again. And he’s very dissapointed in me.

I dont know what do to, i stopped smoking because fuck that but now im just listening to songs and crying.",-0.2531776280114641,1.8521227975830847,1.6589728096676737,98.28516538848864,88.39577039274927,4.845022852273608,17.85273839956619,6.297961479604792,-0.3947955534898133,1190,31,289,12,39,391,170,331,0.10800000000000001,0.737,0.155,0.9459,1,0,6,0,0,0,39.0,1,1,0,3,15,21,2,2,8,1,23,9,1,2,1,38,45,30,0,3,17,6,0,2,2,4,2,2,1,1,16,12,4,1,2,4,1,8,7,7,0,0,22,2,55,14,31,18,7,43,0,1,0,3,50,14,1,4,24,181,71,1,0.0,0.0,0.09138857628878554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301478876648594,0.10008302475595544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875498068550328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417594857959082,0.0,0.07968897808232239,0.0,0.09827955900082758,0.0,0.10224119297439382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562679157453956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806709050134976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286977348310564,0.0,0.09654870554613827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097567247763804,0.18348206264654535,0.1086038943057123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294581772886528,0.0,0.10444414578924067,0.0,0.0,0.15780778504838192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882845815102979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470701733740338,0.08657761796579833,0.048928091340709634,0.0,0.15966980995229488,0.07854890646042764,0.0749002023028098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277140489946557,0.09894602619465977,0.09393826244259212,0.0,0.0,0.10805915439810718,0.10025391686681144,0.0,0.10115772226145676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146741370312866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576314038917903,0.0,0.0915050041745436,0.09386157969000757,0.0,0.16575403552936868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690449808702759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201195333898776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475027925537804,0.0,0.0,0.06944004937011783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788387850099323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997338503360188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398688437321853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279922362394953,0.08852921565998334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751932935520374,0.09477847353141026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579747945920367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937173103587833,0.0,0.0,0.14419219437710906,0.09262192584311832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829532389676272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258161906010824,0.1637078921406263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221668457283274,0.0,0.09201033283674577,0.0,0.16382364050062365,0.0,0.0,0.4474314014674881,0.10404823772272932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23181237562485266,0.0,0.0,0.07512012257466827,0.0,0.0,0.08681418944677594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239122117208754,0.0,0.060307322001631865
lonely,heftytest,2019/04/26,"38 m USA. Looking for some close friends. Bit about me.  I'm an introvert and love my alone time, but I also crave close friendships.  I have a few close friends from childhood, but really haven't made any close friends as an adult.  I'm looking to get to know people online, as it's easier for me to open up and be myself.  PM me if you'd like to chat and get to know each other!",1.4757857142857134,3.0717651500000014,2.8796428571428585,94.77250000000002,78.75,6.071428571428572,21.42857142857143,6.868970318607317,0.2789821428571431,292,8,68,3,7,95,55,80,0.017,0.715,0.268,0.9722,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,16,14,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,8,5,12,11,4,8,0,0,2,1,7,6,0,2,3,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25090592700759184,0.0,0.19373340358654886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474355053212836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644826757032088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5615031186306536,0.0,0.2531393098686329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662770042430281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835488045595192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068709253655283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218647042126972,0.22923010325106724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679509933919284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551964927295337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126241919567936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheSilentRaid,2019/04/26,Took a walk through the park Among all the couples making out and holding each other. Doesn't really feel great. Once read about this Japanese cuddle parlour where you could just hug some person for some time. Wish they had that where I live,4.605,7.048569888888893,3.4819444444444483,90.13625000000003,72.33333333333333,6.277777777777778,22.36111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.6911111111111103,195,5,36,2,4,56,42,45,0.07200000000000001,0.807,0.12,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,12,7,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,5,4,4,7,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,1,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433733862870856,0.33727672805011033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412578332866547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360643248190787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26916100279118577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346923182720675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32462257774230585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661564319383104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30490176163297816,0.0,0.1952750317610229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774256949961229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386654282903815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35052712090007393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mambaaaaaa,2019/04/26,"Sad life. I'm a 27 years old guy with nothing to look forward to in life, just broke up with my almost 2 years girl and getting emotional breakdown most of the time. I hope people dont go through this.",3.2885714285714265,4.205258333333337,3.917619047619048,91.91071428571428,72.80952380952381,6.552380952380951,28.285714285714285,6.42735559955562,1.0543714285714287,158,6,35,1,3,50,37,42,0.136,0.76,0.10400000000000001,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,8,6,1,8,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,3,5,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734836236439735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32008687625009336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072158202130378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269048160862471,0.0,0.15521664178422656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704252094679658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712632351766767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858161493060562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293464745680259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620596777059673,0.0,0.2865865755987755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934244662496624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925462259252685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517521564868159
lonely,Lonnbee,2019/04/26,"I miss happiness. I miss waking up and feeling joy to start the day. I feel alone and only message one person for a few hours a day. That's my social contact. My one friend lives on the other side of the hemisphere and I've seen him once nearly a year ago, but he's my best friend. I feel so alone. I sit at my computer thinking what I am and what I have done with my life. I crumble over and rest my head on my desk, feeling my chain swing back and forth from my chest as my heart beat and the force of my blood moves it, my breath forcing the gentke swing. I'm so lost and alone. I'm stuck in a tiny capsule and no one's around. I used to have friends and I used to be happy. Now I feel like I'm polluting the life of my friend with my sorrow and I'm pushing my family away. It's been a tough year and I hate that I'm like this. I don't know what to do.",0.1262885398487512,1.6978911256544509,2.0163961605584646,99.50555991855732,82.7696335078534,5.0821407795229785,17.940954043048283,5.82211442006289,-0.6211363583478771,659,14,168,4,18,218,102,191,0.14300000000000002,0.6659999999999999,0.191,0.9203,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,6,16,1,0,11,0,8,8,6,2,0,25,29,16,0,0,1,0,5,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,9,15,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,6,0,3,5,6,29,10,21,23,3,22,0,4,1,0,10,10,0,0,11,102,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226272060994397,0.0,0.0,0.39349656839795455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274046789887256,0.0,0.0,0.11898669004160894,0.09738181417631236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290560438350013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633504693331629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960130813708656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938917698309695,0.0,0.32017635829061936,0.09047486630113233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913809502869112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696308807767621,0.0,0.12503523854944146,0.12997380858696342,0.0,0.0,0.1500743591826203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124719335963819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696005130040556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890553150799654,0.1237442252241894,0.0,0.11182942633778636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824744765489766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134603076241001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487227447052855,0.2574528013707605,0.09631885992470766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058110495621924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909813358118602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963963903790023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114869106453859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187603963999379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310982997613455
lonely,xcres,2019/04/26,"Being physically powerful induces staying lonely Let's get to my life and what you must not follow, you can pinpoints mistakes in my life 

So I was born with some gene that makes me physically powerful without degrading my brain functions in any way (rather I excelled the repetitive school stuff which makes me look intelligent which I am not, just an average)
I had the power but I didn't bully or something, I tried making friends at first and I succeeded at first but they just disappeared.

I look little buff for the kids around so I naturally attract constant bullies and people who think they learn karate or judo that make them powerful and I am an ogre that they much defeat to achieve their trophy 

I didn't show much toward them, I rather ignored them because I don't want to get in trouble, then they started beating me which also I didn't much say and ignored the pains.

So I thought that teachers may help, so I just got to them and show the pen piercing marks and all and exact time of CCTV but they said,*just ignore them, you are doing well in studies, they are just jealous*

I live alone here and telling my parents about this modern mess can't make them understand the circumstances that I can't fight off these.

So in the 9th grade, I had a kid, who was very nerdy looking and weak, but we share similarities like we like playing video games and sometimes retro game which we play on Android and connect to tv via HDMI so it looks like an old school console 
That day I was eating my lunch outside with him while seeing usual kids who play rather eat there lich in lunch breaks 
So the gang of bullies came to him to extort money and he was like being pushed like a ball around the group and actually have no money as he gave his money to me for movie tickets 
And he told them that and they came to me 
*Boy give me the food, I am hungry* 
*You can try but..* and he slapped me 
And everyone in gang laughed
I saw that a shameful thing so I pushed him back and then they went furious and started screaming and looked if there is no CCTV and all.
And started punching me, I was at my brim of anger and I burst finally, so I punched below the jaw with bare knuckles and he just fainted other hesitated but I just flying punches and kicks in the air so they are far from me, they were 5 with one down in total.
That time there was a crowd around me watching and somehow a teacher grabbed me from back as of I was the criminal and took me away 
I was not angry so I was smiling to the kid and crowd and they were somehow cheering 

The teacher took me to principal and them nothing happened as they said it was their fault for not having CCTV there and I had a good image among teachers 

That fainted boy had a swollen jaw joint, all teeth in pain with one broken in half, and then he just overexaggerates in following days. At that moment's people started fearing me as u can just go like the mafia and break there jaw, but I don't work like that, then nobody talked to me in-class like a friend and people started hating me for no reason 
I gained popularity when I won the boxing tournament stated wisely 
But it made it worse.
I was just seen as a monster who can kill with one punch form the average 
But I knew that I was my lucky day
And till now 
After I graduated I still have no friend which I can call a friend from school
Even nerdy boy disappeared 
I believe it was my fault all way as I tried and tried, helped others but I invested fair share in developing body rather investing time on seeing DBZ or anime...
And I left boxing after high school. I just feel so much guilty as his mom was crying to see his son fainted and I was smiling shamelessly...",3.6301650435434034,5.413059313535911,4.043552767113027,87.9286407903362,73.26795580110496,6.731678996160689,26.08334113681056,7.401539286593446,1.2169909916658863,2909,100,583,33,59,911,323,724,0.153,0.6829999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.8351,5,3,1,0,2,0,46.0,3,4,22,14,48,51,6,2,31,0,49,20,6,8,7,117,94,80,1,8,33,3,2,8,4,2,9,3,0,7,34,53,5,3,8,11,5,12,16,23,1,6,39,16,105,28,70,50,11,85,0,2,11,0,77,33,0,9,42,414,139,12,0.0,0.0,0.06690444072737846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100723994617095,0.0,0.05482721926151316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662299118133236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830981789624775,0.0,0.0,0.06441415602110584,0.10543645461148253,0.0,0.04179339636551941,0.0,0.0,0.07724337742381261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615444316813821,0.0,0.07653537176114518,0.0700071854564305,0.15682821314877615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408874960953056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530968248034572,0.13264612975704732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030751101832112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045283078147724115,0.0,0.0,0.06551179347505129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714879631934814,0.03466587714977093,0.0,0.0,0.07510387132920303,0.0,0.11663380208743575,0.08290273991935812,0.0,0.21187641732578502,0.0,0.07163929497411299,0.06576877377466335,0.038964094382169814,0.05750467804504971,0.05483350708519488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060627173724244615,0.0,0.0,0.06768857391733024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919083305379366,0.07243715586323883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585122194423881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449038522264279,0.07010700472879194,0.09685157907632412,0.26795870454130377,0.06871489577761178,0.06053952852503039,0.0,0.2878646767048722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648729073025906,0.2288208774011259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029636809478552,0.0,0.0,0.201597263307168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657849435377616,0.0,0.07194194032246035,0.0,0.1393736132147869,0.0,0.14590484746183247,0.0,0.07612750547714227,0.0,0.0,0.14259212561308987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704908569825609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043207299357815,0.054521476876664296,0.0,0.27754456944710165,0.16389976861024305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052780656586493634,0.06780736060538649,0.0,0.24263477253816199,0.07307558727098612,0.05475191685228644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848452808906975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551057420700347,0.059924256461311325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04554806141309685,0.043930329058752805,0.0,0.054428795171192514,0.11993325085820733,0.0,0.0,0.06551179347505129,0.1523448430033757,0.18619032008279,0.0,0.0,0.07137313320417223,0.0,0.0,0.07550889504311141,0.05656898624417722,0.04043832569047619,0.108839100447763,0.0,0.0,0.06164346238789501,0.06355558898065433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608916685203836,0.0,0.049912325427332635,0.0,0.06986825770985541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ohnobigoof___,2019/04/26,"If anyone needs a friend, i'm here So, i realised i dont really have friends. And i know that there are many people here that feel the same way, so i wanted to let you know that i'm really open to making friends :). i'm only 15 though, so keep that in mind if you don't feel comfortable talking to someone younger.",2.582727272727276,3.6953663636363667,3.861030303030304,90.89154545454548,74.75757575757575,7.098181818181819,23.806060606060605,7.554174236665415,0.8621915151515154,244,7,55,3,5,80,43,66,0.128,0.823,0.05,-0.6152,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,14,16,7,0,4,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,4,15,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549941413507568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597911025213877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22416215361834746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5137762035072457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702707848314646,0.0,0.0,0.2436438619520024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266686790563659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479638909740242,0.2247347063716274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22381964364318596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164362657702817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858711235003598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536754131848998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28401005154405473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878170280721968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781668723654058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177858883792244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074445132794207,0.17594828950127556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,skeushdvr,2019/04/26,"Are you actually alone I do understand being lonely is a subjective matter because it's about how you feel.
However, when people who has friends and family that they well communicate complain, it annoys me.
Like some of you are just like me, I bet.
I have no friends, I go to movie alone, I go out to eat alone, when good or bad things happen in my life, I have nobody to discuss with.",2.5906766917293207,4.683989947368421,4.1706015037594,84.49921052631579,77.15789473684211,7.50075187969925,24.01503759398497,8.418075326091056,1.5929458646616539,300,10,60,6,7,100,57,76,0.217,0.59,0.193,-0.29600000000000004,1,5,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,0,6,10,1,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,0,11,13,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,4,1,0,0,1,13,6,8,12,1,6,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,3,4,44,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.2021685300210073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6436984973506477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729787197363789,0.12628921811380994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119871487235413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530191619416806,0.0,0.10475163306148193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201188394311075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354795466250576,0.1737647920422953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320019505286786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463306557770924,0.20242609016115853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436259442789245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763487925584172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567180393417865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627116587294285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blu3skin,2019/04/26,"sad and lonely i just need to rant since i have nobody else who will listen. i have friends but i feel alone when im with them. maybe its because im sad and they’re happy and in love and beautiful in their own way. i jus blend into the background and stay quiet. everywhere i go i feel alone. everywhere i go i feel out of place, i just wanna feel connected to someone.",-0.7906693306693313,1.2724726103896131,1.2784415584415572,96.44645354645357,102.11688311688313,4.4471528471528465,16.312687312687313,6.297961479604792,-0.20738881118881114,289,8,63,4,13,95,50,77,0.16899999999999998,0.621,0.21,0.8225,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,17,12,7,0,2,3,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,6,12,3,9,11,1,10,0,3,0,1,6,5,0,0,1,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248321628298869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502372281636465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713301639574284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41480783021834655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845552631921234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331198973743194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183269425559646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44307457695208025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510582215211735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604502352411652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207499640350966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428013332749485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965631588942312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737759310283267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186034819402333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279449278247807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hithrowawayacc,2019/04/26,"What’s wrong with me? I feel like everyone I meet is clearly annoyed or tries to pretend I’m not there. What’s wrong with me? What did I do? I just want them to tell me so I can work on it, I’m open to change. Fuck. I don’t know.",-3.3405555555555537,-1.894716907407405,-0.35740740740740584,108.31166666666668,106.96296296296295,3.1407407407407413,13.407407407407408,5.033348758259628,-1.5805037037037035,173,4,50,1,9,59,36,54,0.255,0.628,0.11699999999999999,-0.8290000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,10,11,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,10,1,6,10,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,1,30,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178348057535635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870915353383768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191585158738471,0.2146405567664611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277759911197768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165118706146514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467840212681362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26260533987731816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039848934912331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721238258289104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187301763414349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6569868094875303,0.0,0.0
lonely,rv19999999,2019/04/26,tonight sucks why does tonight suck?,5.120000000000001,8.667237666666669,-1.4499999999999975,116.145,89.0,2.4000000000000004,39.333333333333336,3.1291,1.1815333333333338,30,2,6,0,1,6,5,6,0.574,0.426,0.0,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6961893165657423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7178582279947234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gawdshaanzy,2019/04/26,"Young and Lonely I used to be fairly popular in high school, played tennis, did good with girls, got decent grades, and above all had a close group of friends 

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My spring semester of freshman year of college, I got suspended because I became a stoner and wasn't attending classes. I've been commuting to school since then and it's been helpful to my overall state of mind and attitude towards success 

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The downside is, I feel like all people in college make their circle of friends within the first few weeks/months, and stick to them. 

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All my old highschool friends have moved on with their lives and we've lost pretty much all contact

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I feel like even once I return to campus, I'll be a loner :( someone cheer me up",9.092142857142855,8.33918278571429,7.550000000000002,76.555,60.42857142857143,9.714285714285717,38.57142857142857,8.418075326091056,3.2778571428571435,610,26,104,6,7,182,95,140,0.095,0.6809999999999999,0.223,0.9652,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,3,3,1,12,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,2,4,19,16,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,10,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,8,2,13,10,18,6,6,18,0,2,0,0,10,8,0,0,9,62,14,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379436679036569,0.4911395450134404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159817675350498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667415260365768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218623101656316,0.1443780177649526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859517313881496,0.0,0.0,0.23420926759916286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475461748532978,0.16163529912276006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773062351862555,0.1067631998931351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873430422247947,0.0,0.08922760299364657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103062832225946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745060261565784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203009492096282,0.0,0.08065588193010542,0.10739847499778672,0.0742822128501561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060333148618931,0.10761326562613463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005424876500049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102802567062871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453278427358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358829426999967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561799532005816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727338787264673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911395450134404,0.06507186717345285
lonely,poofed22,2019/04/26,"School friend made me realize just how worthless I am. I moved to a new school in search for friends and so far haven’t made any good friends like I’d hoped. I do have a few school friends who I appreciate and am glad that I have, but I sometimes wish there was more. I have a friend in PE who has similar interests to me, and I enjoy talking to her. Today we were walking together out of class and one of her friends was walking nearby and she stopped talking to me in the middle of my sentence and threw her arms around her friend. Immediately forgot I was there, didn’t introduce me to this person I’ve never seen, just completely forgot me. And she started talking to her like she doesn’t talk to me, if that makes sense. It always feels a little forced between us. It made me realize that I don’t really mean anything to her and she doesn’t really want to be anything more than a PE buddy. I wish I was better at making friends. It’s so hard for me to get past the awkward stage. Luckily I do have two good friends outside of school, I just don’t see them often and they don’t like the same things as me. I hope one day I’ll find someone like me who won’t dump me the second someone better comes along. I don’t want to be an afterthought all the time.",4.6292307692307695,4.767103730769231,5.31596153846154,85.89278846153847,69.38461538461539,8.5,29.32692307692308,8.278499904357787,1.8015384615384613,990,34,215,13,16,321,129,260,0.052000000000000005,0.6509999999999999,0.298,0.9969,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,2,2,10,25,1,1,11,0,25,1,1,6,2,44,46,15,0,7,5,0,2,4,9,1,0,0,0,1,11,14,0,3,6,0,0,5,10,3,0,4,13,4,42,22,27,30,5,24,0,1,2,0,31,9,0,4,13,146,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184082120617671,0.0,0.0,0.05871336360268865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209899750320834,0.07685986165496872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271935391411068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437325520532131,0.09052461830514368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568140131138603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043655505537696634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891212446844116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6003464778144829,0.0,0.04510847403265171,0.0,0.0,0.14483382491625305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734263105334634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171507874415088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687231605223381,0.08653418750033275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450876594086216,0.11526367600470727,0.0,0.0,0.09404829459151896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176451021559053,0.0,0.0,0.06658982663528354,0.0833865779205954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701084839556937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242018059693336,0.0,0.07538773420926688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062172786805503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34951801265861354,0.06880086744743785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630921726491503,0.0,0.08539130839285869,0.0,0.06111106671505347,0.0,0.0,0.07218312605496277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775835173826754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735968077945883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034486482075575,0.0,0.08183911343993935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434048925854518,0.0,0.10385497924891283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184975522117598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857078208562098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sleparalyis,2019/04/26,"I miss phone calls I miss hearing someones voice late at night when i feel low. 

Nobody likes to call anymore. It sucks.",0.694565217391304,3.084277478260873,0.5046739130434794,101.68570652173914,100.30434782608695,2.3000000000000003,18.793478260869566,3.1291,-0.923165217391304,94,3,19,0,4,27,20,23,0.305,0.586,0.109,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,5,0,5,0,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169604345812474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6527010786580445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160095039361702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602159664045945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36052626242844416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614195024199487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999258960264191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707987030517842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,XxNatedeltaxX,2019/04/26,"One hell of a month. Not even gonna lie it’s been a rough year. As much as I want to be happy I seem to be stuck in a funk of loneliness and sadness I feel like no one has my back yet I have the backs of so many others. No one talks to me, just at me, and at the same time I smile and put on a mask just so no one will make me feel insignificant. Even the person I call my love seems to be falling into this group of people. You know that one that seems to be looking away every time you call for help. I don’t really know what the point of this was, I just hope someone sees it. Maybe then someone will see I am calling out for help,  even though when I open my mouth nothing comes out.",1.202412280701754,2.210737223684216,2.7026315789473685,98.24675438596493,78.07894736842105,5.856140350877192,18.587719298245613,5.985473137389443,-0.5330543859649124,526,9,136,3,12,172,93,152,0.149,0.7140000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.0352,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,13,6,1,0,8,0,12,2,1,1,0,23,29,10,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,7,0,0,3,5,2,0,5,3,6,18,4,22,19,2,22,1,1,3,1,11,10,1,4,10,96,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870134339462887,0.1942965580585888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870242571321932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883141488890484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503407266913936,0.0,0.10644757564344907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776341232454247,0.09025789497664242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344921341945327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936715433228733,0.0,0.0,0.1254849245582513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886720256942486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172373467277005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609445485719876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402750746940166,0.0,0.0843334671197172,0.12808974436728066,0.1269263180691396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008440236705215,0.0,0.09287502723547576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122740800195385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280589895213374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875888050768609,0.11031591607242414,0.0,0.0,0.11943289588320495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700740267653512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093715360514729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201354525338913,0.3450477663326037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409630494551232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154795182487186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412919757559004,0.0,0.1473406765834683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451907904399567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135933494858176
lonely,32dod,2019/09/24,please talk to me im crying so hard im crying so hard i need someone to talk to PLEASE TALK TO ME,-3.515000000000001,-2.1124891666666628,0.025000000000000355,105.57,107.33333333333331,2.4000000000000004,10.166666666666668,3.1291,-2.192633333333333,76,1,21,0,4,27,11,24,0.32799999999999996,0.496,0.17600000000000002,-0.5573,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428928313163787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611852014495026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43552181078001795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948268588017952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425890877986022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081370064621354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861115594310971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MECHAGREENHILLZONE,2019/09/24,"Been eating me alive Hey first written post here...
A lot of the time when I comment on someone’s post it’s because I reallly want to converse with them, seeing how we have the same interest. As humans this is what we crave right? We love talking right? Seems now only: likes,follows and retweets are all that matter. Just when I think I’m getting somewhere when someone replies... after I reply to them again and only receive a “this person has liked your reply” I die inside. Just once... I would love to come back online and see someone say “I missed you! Hope you’re okay😊”. Don’t misunderstand, I understand people don’t have all day to talk to someone, especially people they don’t know. These days it feels like everyone has their own circle and are not interested at all in letting someone new in. Legitimately doesn’t feel like my disappearances aren’t even acknowledged. Hurts like shit man. Don’t get me started on when I’m not here. Yeah I rarely get a conversation here... but when no one I know is on, I have no one to talk to. Never invited anywhere, no one even wants to come over. I’m in a relationship and I couldn’t feel anymore alone man. Not going further than that. “You don’t need a lot of friends.”What if the small group of ones you have are not around in different states?
Times zones? Countries? And this includes the ones online. I am able to go out alone, get what I need and come home. But just once I’d like to go to the movies, mall, theme park with people who want me around and have a great time. Like it is for other people when I’m out alone! From my childhood I’ve never been liked by anyone not even my own mother. More often than not I crave for people to ask: “Hey are you okay? “Want to hang out?”“Would you like us to come over?”, “Happy Birthday,”. Just once in my life. Yesterday I was just thinking of how truly alone I am and then the one person contributing the most to it came into the room... I broke down and the whole time they didn’t say anything. There I finally got this junk off my chest. And I know no one will ever read this, it is great to have it out there. No regrets. I envy super popular people so much, all the people who follow them, liking, commenting and sharing their stuff. A lot of their followers would die to talk to them, but they never respond, irks me so bad.",2.705009787841913,4.679047479392628,3.5899158774668014,89.3512893497699,76.37527114967463,6.319686789058781,22.52372890323264,7.217587316427113,0.6965423099306922,1812,52,374,21,41,578,218,461,0.11699999999999999,0.7290000000000001,0.154,0.9619,3,4,0,0,0,0,70.0,4,6,10,2,30,27,1,0,17,2,34,6,2,2,8,82,78,28,2,12,15,1,3,9,0,3,1,2,2,5,20,28,1,0,11,2,0,13,23,6,0,8,7,7,50,21,52,66,14,67,0,4,2,2,48,24,1,8,36,254,70,1,0.0636232662701015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635780643306421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309718405830532,0.04448686709067886,0.0,0.052356527086678616,0.11327639179230335,0.05947916545291693,0.0,0.0,0.048922364531855715,0.053122769789927235,0.03878415258844647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727680671814664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192232412107734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820634866454419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320618111401143,0.06647277173031366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510248496015084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260677019782609,0.05755088684204258,0.0,0.060794757436258985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650950527425596,0.09090494827178043,0.0,0.06969617831820975,0.0,0.054117917787387684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296212269060909,0.0,0.10847570526013572,0.0,0.05088533813218433,0.1402897513452959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772815001435208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638193235929598,0.06319225913039593,0.0,0.0,0.06811002242983556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489704974966957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650591003693512,0.044938994530092674,0.2797480274783265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622706773799234,0.11484496365385555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04677042129536706,0.09435169154360118,0.14721055559236038,0.06144774702533023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032701064166257,0.3017894026538566,0.09677672194518434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30875853340761705,0.11110676408654302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186700398311802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364048362952691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683075776313746,0.0,0.10866784352609167,0.0,0.10119154997781303,0.0,0.0,0.10139901177043656,0.057920232089532585,0.0,0.0,0.06530836853535556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695389352267708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04503287533313218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283341814617472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20455188568565985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153444006197162,0.0,0.0,0.14839695282740095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623406398217302,0.07653095559677514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010660347237673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103310467274132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558842875277868,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fanny_Bru,2019/09/24,"At war with myself (Venting about shit) My whole life I've never felt like I have belonged anywhere. I've never had a relationship I've always put myself down when it comes to expressing my feelings to someone. I always tell myself that they are too good for me and that it's an insult for me to even talk to them.


I just hoped that I would eventually embrace the loneliness and I would be happy on my own but the truth is its getting worse and worse and I think to myself you don't have a reason to be lonely u have friends. But I feel like I can't talk to my friends about it. They ve all had relationships they wouldn't understand.

Plus I only have a couple of friends that I can say I fully trust but even then I still don't want to tell them how I feel. I don't want them to feel sorry for me. I just want someone to listen. Another reason I'm lonely is because I have a fear of being that one annoying person that everyone hates but acts kind to. That's why I do trust alot of people.

Recently I expressed the fact that I had feelings for this girl. I managed to gather up the courage to tell her. We had been talking for a while I was sure I liked her. I didn't really want to tell her tho because I really liked the friendship we had but I also felt like I had to tell her how I felt.

I told her that I liked her for a while and that I felt a genuine connection between us but she didn't feel the same way plus she decided to tell me that she liked someone else I played it of and said that's OK we can just be friends but I was really hurt. I had this voice saying that I'll never go out with anyone and that I should just hide away from everyone. But a part of me told me to think positive so I did but she has started to stop talking to me now and I know its because of what I said and its really fucking hurt me but even after this I have been acting as if everything is good to my friends but it ain't. I act as if everything is good because I tell myself that I'm only liked because I'm always happy and funny and it couldn't be further from the truth and I basically the groups fucking therapist I fucking fed up.

My own self is stopping me seeking help from others and doing things and I really dk how to fix my self and its really fucking annoying.

Btw if you read All of this thank u so fucking much and sorry if I've annoyed u in any way with what I've said.",2.115826237552316,3.4819633353057213,3.8954048203203935,89.15939818155577,76.39644970414201,6.918728051185838,23.60845720883244,7.590005382236693,0.9411506133641216,1869,57,413,25,41,630,192,507,0.128,0.6679999999999999,0.204,0.9948,0,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,4,2,6,0,20,46,12,1,18,1,46,8,1,5,9,88,86,46,1,14,19,0,10,8,5,4,1,7,0,4,33,26,1,2,17,2,0,6,12,17,0,1,24,17,86,29,56,52,9,31,0,4,0,5,58,9,6,6,22,303,119,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04823991079126288,0.15057954857312686,0.0,0.0,0.04102139349219363,0.06325343933072773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042178920217417114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667500890992435,0.0,0.0,0.18386029234130674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051962524029761335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066745739486478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050391738979594015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952739969069015,0.0,0.0,0.11528153773177124,0.10842801270167303,0.0,0.0,0.06787962443156652,0.18300532221735827,0.043094432259169285,0.23167638020969925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330252110228527,0.2788360656939803,0.031516035695850826,0.0,0.03428268773021015,0.1517870453583678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284289239835981,0.0,0.05955601636087236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0404329247939466,0.0,0.0,0.05991388988544406,0.0,0.0,0.12915304627852522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281663927304303,0.03315168859021753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042607591608375454,0.2357643553133596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044344005261849735,0.0,0.1395733771684902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04087611201575123,0.09175601476967933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532342883913132,0.0,0.041820051620117885,0.05267131228267135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606408105625929,0.0,0.0,0.0603388608178723,0.0,0.2318649698747993,0.12404322882832848,0.059561227609166136,0.12952765863624716,0.0,0.0,0.1721416383216016,0.09594180467891926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585912323303738,0.0,0.061920217046697874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333326873179062,0.0,0.0,0.13505228227504046,0.042696601942442784,0.0,0.04817365571664132,0.10086468346234034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056853276935593826,0.0,0.0,0.19393988003406545,0.36907189118907824,0.05553688718907667,0.0,0.0700391144477813,0.040075612968851385,0.07730449157806045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528153773177124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279788807525906,0.07256058431130605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231918015407788,0.09576244367160493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443170678580481,0.06734795796431245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229476367564139,0.08570279864259336,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,akaraHexels,2019/09/24,"This was unexpected... Short post, but I really need to say something about this to anyone...

For ""some"" reason, now I just start crying whenever I remember that I'm lonely. No heads up and no ability to prevent it by suppressing the feeling. Tears just start rolling.

Maybe it's better if I just go to sleep.
Goodnight to everyone.",2.9253395784543343,5.769203360655742,4.251194379391105,80.10475409836069,80.96721311475409,8.075878220140515,26.747072599531606,8.841846274778883,2.7290777517564395,259,11,45,7,7,85,47,61,0.21600000000000005,0.647,0.13699999999999998,-0.7684,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,13,7,3,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,9,6,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375010012704232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23241794519804998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886643949772333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511087765146865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287540358977468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935060619330376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697001484478262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640096320652405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485675101545985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516818518422095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835112267310126,0.27019368442574543,0.0,0.0,0.2976918218293073,0.0,0.0,0.20898254537157174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629815326467564,0.0,0.0,0.20230992613755291,0.0,0.0,0.372010703051078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xavier2328,2019/09/24,Just lonely all the time Even when I'm around people I feel lonely I try chat rooms and other stuff but nothing works I feel broken and not sure why.,0.5253225806451631,2.952523387096776,1.5163709677419348,97.99455645161294,89.32258064516128,3.1,10.975806451612904,3.1291,-1.7979096774193546,119,1,25,0,4,37,25,31,0.184,0.713,0.10300000000000001,-0.1561,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,3,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,3,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31480343351433504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335676175772811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576093617436933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393151076092024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451607710653807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048188637406608,0.0,0.0,0.3332897179978306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062030293072275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400898484408481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190938004388577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574450195230368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tempruser,2019/09/24,"Don't you just love being useless at everything  Don't you just love when you think you have found doing something you love, then come to the realisation that you are actually not as good as you thought you were, so you feel like giving up on it and eventually losing interest and no longer like doing anything as much anymore? Yeah, that's happening atm. Everything is so hard mannnnnnnn.",6.310833333333335,7.787207305555555,6.251000000000001,75.89399999999998,66.22222222222221,9.648888888888887,32.455555555555556,9.888512548439397,3.212402222222224,314,13,56,7,5,99,51,72,0.24100000000000002,0.615,0.14400000000000002,-0.8338,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,9,0,1,5,9,0,0,1,1,9,3,0,0,0,10,19,9,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,3,2,9,7,7,15,1,6,0,2,0,3,13,3,0,0,4,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.20141615671156005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469286129332012,0.0,0.0,0.16984921746825266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779490945254922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709971572853628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436179823986906,0.1474518573624263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226306418825424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19799722561470984,0.0,0.17311812368278015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251841269520327,0.0,0.18489342771119904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016727583376685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23090826641447346,0.0,0.0,0.558850871864085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172739483898684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889643322306252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225247750209929,0.0,0.1638581627562448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Trashy_NB,2019/09/24,"ahhhh i ruined it all my brain works in this weird way where i fall in love WAY to easily. if im sad and you help me and make me feel happier, my brain goes into what i like to call ""search for relationshp"" mode, and im most likeley going t develop a crush on said helper. this happened with my friend. my ex. we dated a year ago and mutually broke up. i, quite stupidly, told him that i liked him and, despite what everyone told me, he didnt like me back. i guess i didnt  really like him all that much and i moved on. now ive ruined our entire friendship. help.",-0.3648459383753462,1.8150483697478992,2.179630252100843,93.56585994397759,90.51260504201682,5.862408963585435,16.33669467787115,7.3011,0.09431047619047606,432,10,100,8,15,148,78,119,0.13699999999999998,0.616,0.248,0.9364,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,1,0,2,3,13,1,0,2,0,3,3,2,1,2,16,12,7,0,1,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,5,2,23,7,10,7,4,17,0,4,0,1,17,7,0,3,9,58,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143296918406968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135987783948355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814118038012479,0.17443938841322304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323806068097854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637819631496853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319849970275438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708821672785124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819158837094968,0.0,0.1510668803027564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229011248839534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690574767597112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338411067052191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418327119314887,0.0,0.11403222012080777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156823018129292,0.12558176381397307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817017103595455,0.0,0.0,0.10943986570304233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162501112522434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264761213619571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711982490621494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436831255334972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100107218237456
lonely,wotaspud,2019/09/24,"Lonely That's all, really.
I want to whine about it, maybe climb something high and shout about it.  Maybe run flat out until I can't run anymore and fall over heaving.  Pick myself up, dirty, and jump into the waves, fight the invulnerable sea, add my salt to the water, add my pain and rage to yours.  Will that be enough?  Can I break the mould?  Can I deserve the good stuff, the child-tiredness of a day playing and then an open fire, warmth sinking into my bones, just your hand touching mine, only that.  Only that in my awareness as I sink gently into peace.",4.179288990825686,5.4931129266055025,4.230172018348624,89.00195527522936,71.11009174311927,6.1839449541284415,22.799311926605505,5.985473137389443,0.3080541284403666,435,10,88,2,8,134,79,109,0.158,0.6709999999999999,0.171,0.1504,0,2,1,0,1,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,3,7,2,0,8,0,5,4,2,1,1,16,6,8,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,12,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,5,0,0,0,5,13,2,15,4,2,18,0,2,0,0,3,9,0,0,3,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610590611466753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697652367361224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27199282490184745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207895993565626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781229486937397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5289112439314227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40040519317814427,0.28010132314836544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863551722286746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265168709194134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30134187515838673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552632243389984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dunjnaus,2019/09/24,"Broken I'm so lonely and you'd think that it'd be obvious but no one seems to notice, or they do and they... They just don't care. What started as lonely has turned to full blown depression, I don't want to wake up most mornings because at least in my dreams I'm not alone. I rarely speak in public or at work unless I need to and with my family I act like nothing is wrong so as to not make them worry. I know what I should to to make the changes so that I'm not lonely but I don't have the motivation or the energy and frankly I don't think I care anymore. And it should scare me that I don't care but it doesn't. I don't know anymore. I just hate my life. I'm broken",-0.07060000000000244,1.6631504733333349,2.155333333333335,97.421,84.26666666666667,5.333333333333334,17.333333333333332,6.42735559955562,-0.4408666666666665,521,11,130,5,15,176,76,150,0.276,0.618,0.106,-0.9832,0,7,0,0,0,2,12.0,0,1,4,2,5,11,1,1,3,0,16,2,1,3,1,32,35,17,0,4,12,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,1,0,1,11,7,0,1,0,1,21,4,16,30,3,8,0,4,0,0,7,6,0,5,2,86,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784774666929635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418016015796891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504815443421622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5270926442118887,0.0,0.18229775349372135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842388304838844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245334447454188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013596368458714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941140897978534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171874650993032,0.0841896382698352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300575014940649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777733175681538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535116810708353,0.19619396503343375,0.0,0.0,0.1167723621294455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252809995946253,0.0,0.0,0.15687885590722872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197302575642442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208387158080852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874408898473696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164216961555576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125455170568216,0.17500512520596068,0.0,0.0,0.18841111369257502,0.0,0.0
lonely,ivlia-x,2019/09/24,"Hello bunnies. I will highly appreciate a new friendship (F 18) I’m lowkey depriving myself of the right to be in this sub, because I have a boyfriend and some of you don’t have that much luck... But besides him, I have nobody. Not even single soul. A few months ago lost contact with two multiannual friends. A while ago my relationship with another two people I was friends with ended as well. I just don’t feel wanted anymore, yet still have so much warmth and empathy I wish I could give to someone",1.840120274914092,4.543254103092785,3.1336340206185582,86.99330326460483,85.28865979381445,5.707560137457046,24.578178694158076,7.1686216300943375,1.250760137457045,396,16,76,6,12,128,73,97,0.053,0.742,0.205,0.9341,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,14,16,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,2,2,1,11,4,9,11,5,11,1,2,0,0,8,3,0,2,8,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407313982152392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152898988915535,0.0,0.0,0.19060179936863805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715783169522735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344885113164788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022415445976807,0.0,0.0,0.12694032334375832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971775293197044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29697253393985523,0.0,0.0,0.18436709142525148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306031222932447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979914740712646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340499895331303,0.0,0.28256495402041104,0.0,0.0,0.18561923681656264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324101976571098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063411767317879,0.0,0.1641300385960439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284278552480658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348395721347674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754853032538231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335921383001765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280276358468968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101013103031636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,George0009,2019/09/24,"Never been in a relationship Ive always felt lonely for not being in a relationship but i have never been it one before. I feel just upset alot of the time, sometimes my chest hurts and im not sure what to do. im 21 so idk if its kind of weird or not. i dont really flirt with anyone or try to imply a relationship or anything because i dont want to come off like a dick or anything. im constantly editing this post and second guessing if im in the right or not too. im not very confident with myself either. 

I want to try and find someone online or even some new friends but i can just never bring myself to it. sometimes i feel ill be alone forever and that im chasing after a fantasy or something. im starting to think more that there is something wrong with me or maybe im doing something wrong. maybe im just not that interesting im not sure, sometimes i feel alot worse than this. 

I dont really put myself out as much as i should, i dont think that i should be a priority to other people and so and just try to make everyone else happy. i still not sure whether i want to post this cause i think people probably have better things to do or that they are probably going through something similar or worse.",1.675536890645585,3.6569135415019782,3.7726333992094863,86.7905443017128,79.59288537549406,6.588208168642953,22.794631093544137,7.645422480735847,1.0519540184453224,958,31,199,15,24,327,122,253,0.221,0.718,0.061,-0.9899,0,3,4,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,10,16,0,1,10,0,20,3,2,2,6,64,36,25,0,7,28,0,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,14,11,0,0,8,1,0,4,15,6,0,2,3,4,22,10,26,28,6,21,0,2,0,1,5,6,1,16,10,139,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609062665501554,0.0,0.0,0.053097209524356585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0446192657406134,0.0,0.10502469371800792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03889957922505585,0.0,0.054299837309714216,0.0,0.0,0.05643707433361515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555313597210534,0.0,0.05496891945753347,0.0,0.06895876946480947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991516489443654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053307253506543625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04214763190232283,0.0,0.0,0.06097569046962481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967967300001086,0.0,0.06127011977259773,0.0,0.058323576158573726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049301469839892836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03626618097978386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029679226537895,0.0,0.0,0.06792971771760675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831272663461448,0.0,0.6892857699522752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645102117855484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031175621518006763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04259541756771633,0.0,0.12821670217383346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04690961609691949,0.0,0.14764867317831698,0.0616306234398705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04324108097297261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847926817024981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222969589320562,0.0,0.13760158873546033,0.0,0.0,0.06414930556001369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175999332885503,0.0,0.0,0.2055326093576827,0.0,0.05449562651677491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054068223567243084,0.1965042816315039,0.18933693061284526,0.0,0.04516689897396587,0.0,0.05096083861412006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042790987094331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04239426745772328,0.12266564559564645,0.0,0.0,0.03720965032110802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997373515043678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265209227891182,0.11291500505255045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006101740721074,0.0,0.13953815911263814,0.0,0.0
lonely,conspiracylemonade,2019/09/24,"Idk if this is the right sub just tell me out if it’s not Ok so at this Point idk what to do anymore. There’s only 2 people I’m not related to who like me and who i actually give a fuck about and i just managed to deeply hurt one of them, not even on purpose though. I destroyed the trust of the only person I love and idk how to make up for this. I just destroy every good there is in my life by being retarded. This person literally opened their heart to me and I treated that like shit. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to forgive myself, but this isn’t about me. It’s about them being hurt and I can’t forgive myself for that. I can’t forgive myself for hurting someone who I swore to myself I’d do anything to make them happy. (Btw this is not about cheating)",0.7678863636363644,2.6044964060606084,2.8779356060606105,92.79690340909094,81.9090909090909,5.09469696969697,20.615530303030305,5.985473137389443,-0.0009924242424248495,597,17,134,4,16,202,89,165,0.159,0.7120000000000001,0.129,-0.4819,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,14,19,5,0,4,1,12,5,2,3,1,25,19,11,0,2,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,14,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,0,0,23,11,23,16,0,9,0,3,0,2,15,8,2,2,3,99,37,1,0.16485558240283155,0.0,0.1608752677215061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349243972717514,0.0,0.0,0.13566209771157448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088855573870432,0.14912131244357207,0.13889793833735245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240632948395366,0.0,0.15814449644423054,0.0,0.13827304099936494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754918329449128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535465889603734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294439317594571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644237320990143,0.16108022076982134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878859951021953,0.0,0.22008476275693367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171040913216544,0.2507601981888128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429010358449546,0.28789107155582444,0.0,0.0,0.1558418114039758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078576661641926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922188629813056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968159999333374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409104532400135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563280062706888,0.16196977269327226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ItzDanDan,2019/09/24,"How does one deal with loss after moving? I used to live in Georgia my whole life. I had great friends, a nice house, the typical American pre-teen life. Until, my mom thought it was a good idea to move to England. I didn’t think she was being serious so I just put it aside. What I didn’t know, was that we were having huge financial struggles. And I just didn’t understand how, and I still don’t. How can all those other people in America live with such big debt and financial issues yet I had to move. Why me? After 7th grade, my family moved to Nashville Tennessee. I was lonely at first yeah but being so close to home, I adapted quickly and made such great friends that I love, and hold close to my heart. I was only there for a year, and this time it really hurt. I would cry myself to sleep every night, and I stopped eating and I had no motivation to get out of bed. After summer ended for everyone, and seeing everyone go back to school in high school as freshmen while I stayed home, alone, packing, watching my friends stories on social media seeing them all together laughing. I felt so empty. I felt nothing at that point. Then I finally moved to England, the UK. I moved here about a month ago, and I’m so sad. It’s gotten to the point where I can’t even cry anymore. Everytime I’m sad I’m just empty inside. Like I left a piece of mind in every place I used to live in. Now I live in a one floor, one bathroom apartment. I’m only 14, and I don’t fit in at school at all. Everyone just sees me as the american kid. No one wants to know me. I have “friends” but I just can’t talk to them or hang out with them without thinking about my memories with all my old friends. I just feel so empty, sad, lonely. I just want my old friends back. I wanted a good childhood experience and above all I wanted to have fun in high school. High school here is just secondary school. Basically middle and high school put into one. I feel nothing. I haven’t felt happy in months. I’m going crazy and I just... i don’t know. Sorry to anyone who had to read this just wanted to get it off my mind, because talking to friends through the phone just isn’t the same.",1.2218984151601828,3.4794422779043286,2.7288479620026185,92.13442252701985,82.94077448747153,5.6496098483012664,21.185528037609657,6.947713065588193,0.4969013812824112,1676,52,356,21,47,546,205,439,0.14400000000000002,0.705,0.151,0.7394,1,5,0,0,0,0,60.0,1,0,3,3,34,26,0,1,13,1,28,6,2,7,5,75,62,30,0,6,15,1,5,1,7,1,2,0,3,1,14,24,1,2,14,1,1,11,13,9,0,6,19,9,53,17,56,40,8,73,0,7,4,1,21,35,0,1,27,231,67,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051637918263701225,0.0,0.0,0.060332713375617984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577714891452109,0.04073196922478668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958618022948464,0.0,0.03551059026975248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797673845483734,0.0,0.06005645788585541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097773950947642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596075333524579,0.0,0.0,0.05159501601873815,0.0,0.0,0.038475667787164484,0.0,0.098161612247502,0.1669901940189166,0.0,0.05698277579865589,0.0549159019942515,0.0,0.058909103679484674,0.0,0.16779652857699418,0.06381349769036397,0.0,0.04955011458397966,0.0,0.0,0.31504376937767153,0.0,0.060869751498313,0.0,0.06621323515974079,0.09771998632475404,0.0,0.12844864581499954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201158010100341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690302840590793,0.0,0.2461906794718289,0.11686535350922928,0.0,0.0,0.06721633416607357,0.06236122071389628,0.06576073559666608,0.0,0.06080117230430791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604325234827993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329223702095785,0.0,0.08229187002364206,0.028459555197906574,0.0,0.2057544568787408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257575809547984,0.05512055566583522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763818628661292,0.06822540581831264,0.09299424518770467,0.3714833888513416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466665159501603,0.0,0.111790970777171,0.0,0.12225380027307688,0.0,0.1973692697764928,0.0886083178640583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040385411641387516,0.0,0.060862161565265874,0.0,0.11013614489965078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171210460993119,0.0,0.0,0.0582689317133677,0.0,0.03731847080865819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126872090463496,0.13926069749208922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829523731986515,0.059381768352326725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520965184751963,0.0,0.062090125808545976,0.04652105487720478,0.04870225650014853,0.0,0.060898858872172223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364337901832276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465255524950845,0.0,0.04624650811569615,0.033967890474828996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064360185794454,0.0,0.1006240665401643,0.0,0.0,0.17179613762786114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256442303936682,0.06503758126131061,0.0,0.0561539747769402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04138137888303167,0.0,0.0,0.03751313001569902
lonely,slothcolonel,2019/09/24,"I don't feel okay. Everytime i think about having to walk a lot to get to school every single day at 7 o'clock in the morning makes me sick.

Having to do math today and having the teacher look at my notebook when i'm trying hard makes me sick.

Have to go to school every day without being interested in any subject they give us and having to stress myself out just to get an A+ in a piece of paper.

Hearing the word test and not knowing anything because i'm the new guy in a school that has been open since two weeks makes me sick.

Everytime i have to say my name and where do i come from someone laughts and that,again,makes me sick.

Knowing that no one in the whole school wants to talk to me because i'm weird and anxious and having to be alone tapping through my phone for 30 minutes makes me sick.

I have the best group of friends in the world but they aren't here, nor physically and supportively.

My mom and the woman who lives with us fights every single darn day.

Her two sons fight and scream at each other everyday.

I feel hopeless.

I've considered suicide at this point.

I know it will end someday but i don't thing i can push through.

I want to sleep forever.

I don't want to feel like crying just by thinking about school tomorrow.

I want to go back.

I want to go back to the point where i was happy even if i had school.

Because i had friends.

Because i had support.

Because i knew that was where i was born.

I want to be able to pet my dogs again.

I want to be able to laugh with my friends about the most stupidest things.

I want to wake up to the bright sun every morning.

I want to imagine a bright future where i can be happy with myself.

But i can't.

I'm alone.

I'm hopeless.

I'm depressed.

I'm anxious.

And there's no way to change the way i feel right now.

Why i can't be happy?

Why i can't enjoy anything?

Why i feel so lonely?

Why my chest hurts so much?

Why i cry everyday?

Is it selfish wanting to throw all off this away and beginning over?

Is it selfish wanting to feel happy?

It hurts wanting to cry it all but having someone stacking up your homework list.

It hurts looking at my sides and knowing that i'm alone.

I want to scream and cry everything.",1.7660320979833202,3.6986192749445688,2.935772885650937,93.14026792313379,79.08869179600887,5.448231443353395,23.820135149403445,6.3073786221475325,0.4922055326787027,1707,59,370,13,42,548,196,451,0.22699999999999998,0.647,0.126,-0.9947,0,5,0,0,2,3,44.0,2,1,2,1,20,32,2,1,18,1,37,8,3,4,2,67,88,23,1,14,9,2,7,1,3,1,5,4,2,2,16,21,0,0,14,0,0,7,12,15,0,3,8,15,53,17,60,73,11,55,0,7,4,0,23,27,1,3,20,237,69,10,0.11557172629427097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795461807478153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0392963685017338,0.0,0.0,0.1305631545285151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510568339091582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429172062102803,0.0888675237033718,0.0,0.1761286291275166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064269826847514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061129781077652025,0.04977740439125453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539002290081432,0.11180130367415797,0.0,0.04977087925417307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051181122995486335,0.0,0.0,0.03816701761722795,0.0,0.1947483279412115,0.0,0.05193420774268007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753096120686484,0.041282232178475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339356435703368,0.0,0.06038145694166293,0.05543346543563573,0.09852311310676773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721708959612619,0.0,0.24605650337553905,0.0517647830795843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512886751543205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558288496397224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703039661915178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02823125385699827,0.0,0.05102597584501085,0.0,0.09705114260413572,0.0,0.0,0.04912747440567322,0.0,0.0,0.15429004946117628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767810451567388,0.0,0.0,0.04247925833977529,0.0,0.0,0.055809946714008435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0391571963783918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925263743130807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04934881139106166,0.0,0.0459536377293185,0.0,0.35089427126938394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047801063137943564,0.0,0.05782759540641486,0.0,0.0979235486447084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066193510996992,0.0,0.0,0.06320835525785544,0.1311494254118193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046446087908075216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678071957533747,0.07405369562759323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054774241539855904,0.0,0.0,0.039232807913226614,0.0,0.1128967833608682,0.0,0.1390185567606728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44308679043549737,0.09173545691133177,0.046352333827099454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607137673712079,0.06451585255163345,0.0,0.05570350998050341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rob19999,2019/09/24,I truly think I'll die alone I work a 5 to 5 every day throughout work I'm isolated welding my ass off with a constant threat of being fired I make decent money I'm not terrible looking but no one takes any interest in me. I'm on all the dating apps and get no matches I just want a special someone to be all about me as much as I am about them. I had a girlfriend for 2 years and I thought my life was set i loved her more than anything shes all i ever wanted. She cheated on me and lied to me. I don't think I'll ever be happy,-0.6436153846153871,1.181395766666668,2.3666666666666667,94.53576923076923,87.16666666666666,4.6923076923076925,20.89743589743589,5.8734145424116955,0.02205128205128215,412,14,97,3,13,146,80,120,0.20199999999999999,0.618,0.18100000000000002,0.0841,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,5,7,2,0,5,0,8,3,1,1,5,18,21,6,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,3,2,20,4,15,15,5,11,0,0,1,2,6,4,1,0,6,63,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489731394683893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476664279980119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869229504027526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346572095112373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004092310595662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253628098816996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39284118422836944,0.1829545008999705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344959348467185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311554879272337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337633178171248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234758207804988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959823471021052,0.0,0.14494634840470852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962697272554874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714345218334074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839867295194931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326643808246086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782762155972812,0.0,0.17238932036568982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561561563353221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161691097966113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398346221517479
lonely,aworldcruelnopeace,2019/09/24,"19F: Being a girl sucks. Long time lurker, first time posting. 

My story starts after a very hard break up that I caused and could unfortunately never come back from. It still kills me to this day. I have been trying my hardest to move forward but every time I try, I feel like life has its way of fucking me so god damn fucking hard that I literally have lost my ability to walk. It’s become draining to even hope for a day that one day it’ll get better. It’s actually come to a point where I can’t stand it when someone tells me that. 

Never in my life have I felt so alone. I had a high school sweetheart that stuck with me for two years, and I never knew how much he protected me from this cruel place we call a world until I lost him. Now, I’m not an unattractive person. I have guys hitting my DMs all the time, I work in an industry where looks is what gets your rent paid (no, i’m not an escort/hooker/prostitute), and I have probably reached the max compacity of tinder matches (it’s 9,999 btw), but I hate this because everyone that I have come across wants me for sex. It’s hard to find a genuine person whom you can truly connect with without coming across someone who thinks with their dick and not their mind. I’ve tried to put myself out there (but if you see my post history, you can understand why I’ve been distant), and it just never seems to work out. 

I want to talk about this feeling that even I can’t comprehend to someone, but not only do I not have the words to best describe how it is, I don’t even have anyone I can truly talk to. I’ve come to accept that the only presence I’d probably ever feel comfort in is my own, because I would rather be alone than to feel left out. Even if I did have someone that I can speak to, I think it is unfair and quite evil to make someone else feel sad with you.
Plus, I’ve tried, and people were quite baffled and had little to nothing to say as a response. I didn’t hear from these people ever again. 

And it sucks for me, because I am so very emotional. I cry all the time, sometimes I don’t even know the reason. I miss having a shoulder. I hate finding myself having much ease talking to a wall than to a person. I feel like no one can ever understand, maybe because I can’t explain it right, or maybe because I’m truly alone in this deep, dark abyss that I trapped myself in. It’s worse because sometimes I pretend that it’s fine. Sometimes I think that I’ll be sad so much that one day I won’t ever be sad again. Sometimes I have hope but every time I crawl into my bed, alone, thinking that no one will probably ever share this bed with me, I weep and I weep, and I can’t stop until I fall asleep and even my dreams can’t comfort me. I wake up, and I just feel so tired and exhausted knowing that I have responsibilities that I have to carry out. Sometimes it’s hard to even get up to brush my teeth.

Not sure if this is the right subreddit. Not sure if this will get removed. Not sure what my point is. I’m just rambling. Sorry if this is inconvenient. I just wish I had someone else other than myself to hold me close and tell me that everything will be okay.

TLDR; I’m so lonely that I don’t even know what I’m saying anymore.",4.04858811525877,4.486238219364601,4.972135946240723,86.79420152693243,70.73978819969744,7.4801533968968785,26.41596594307427,7.215322853602372,1.1150626675579642,2497,73,537,22,43,816,272,661,0.2,0.677,0.12300000000000001,-0.9954,1,7,0,0,0,0,72.0,1,5,2,9,36,36,10,0,21,1,57,12,5,5,14,111,114,39,1,13,25,0,12,2,1,6,4,4,3,5,50,33,0,3,24,2,2,11,26,20,0,6,14,19,84,16,63,87,7,78,0,9,2,4,30,30,6,9,36,363,134,3,0.0,0.0,0.050181524180510285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130352777550043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050997893794977,0.03595622462430746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039541186945668855,0.0,0.18808225350970426,0.05679276982662816,0.0,0.0,0.053965367081171056,0.045479549880425865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05250873083456965,0.0,0.0,0.05282568510972512,0.0,0.2214822210276209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041057158111281966,0.0,0.05648585671335753,0.13265457211283868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591479708916583,0.05784406205003932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717157613256077,0.23257567344567603,0.08665235309339102,0.0491369722642579,0.04621576323163825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820074382899029,0.07347334063463512,0.04937423672789151,0.0,0.09399955693765527,0.04374045949778349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507964793570864,0.10746578176079233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05091695012813032,0.0,0.0,0.1842599752669087,0.101539323006007,0.0,0.0,0.057957566919121614,0.0,0.0,0.054331324632551685,0.0,0.10214947522281403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056892037161271065,0.0,0.08478236679463866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587134466151966,0.0,0.07264330744715876,0.05024545480512131,0.05153945188894463,0.0,0.04550782209173592,0.04318244970806243,0.0,0.1122687684291174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03432531612990916,0.0,0.1033228240632834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192266825076062,0.0,0.0,0.054654613349790895,0.11340567793469555,0.0,0.15864264819724164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049341847849910865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393824837459727,0.07821916399669973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130060049437523,0.1347019927914657,0.053726190852317,0.0,0.0972228949553778,0.0,0.09849822332007907,0.0,0.16632838588142698,0.0,0.0,0.051694415000417666,0.0,0.10938958555448686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05287150756687712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783008664779463,0.0,0.0817874204013443,0.0,0.05204291886853644,0.04097755003143982,0.0468136556134251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26142373605016755,0.0,0.2542937859462106,0.05756394630867692,0.03639753227971861,0.0,0.04106655118227394,0.042992011134201424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539697926738573,0.0,0.0,0.1239958109555262,0.08989210557384841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179937510590153,0.0,0.0,0.17991132614088168,0.059103284627441126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396516277220449,0.0,0.05023289307956032,0.10706651369580293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485887992536438,0.06066134912403725,0.04081726034569017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04640134611759599,0.0,0.0591340230114983,0.0495700298574978,0.0,0.07487325319834066,0.0,0.05240452839302306,0.036529492256328594,0.0,0.0,0.03311478808602552
lonely,Smith_Ikarus,2019/09/24,"I forgot how to be alone. So I was in a relationship for almost 3 years, and out of that I lived with my partner and our dog for the last 2 years. We broke up two weeks ago and he moved out and took the dog. I'm the one who wanted to break up and I ultimately think it was a healthy decision for reasons that I won't go into right now, but I am now realizing that I have forgotten how to enjoy being alone from time to time.
Ever since the breakup I have tried my hardest to find someone to hang out with, something to do or somewhere to go every day so that I wouldn't have any free time to think and feel lonely. After successfully doing that for two weeks, today I found myself working from home alone in my apartment and without a single friend who is available to hang out. I don't miss my partner specifically, but I miss having someone around the house all the time and now I don't know how to cope with being alone. I feel really lonely and sad and I really hope it will pass. 
This post really doesn't have a specific point. I usually try to abstain from feeling sorry for myself, but I'm just too overwhelmed at the moment and I need to get some of this stuff out of my system. 
If you are reading this, I hope you're ok and I wish you all the best.",4.4829198473282466,4.520328083969467,5.568769083969468,84.30292461832063,69.68702290076337,8.38206106870229,26.68034351145038,8.07648339933343,1.42732748091603,986,27,213,12,16,328,137,262,0.11900000000000001,0.745,0.136,0.7796,0,8,1,0,0,0,18.0,2,2,0,3,12,15,0,1,12,1,21,0,0,4,3,57,42,22,0,7,7,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,13,23,0,2,11,1,1,7,6,7,0,3,5,3,30,9,41,31,5,44,0,7,0,0,11,15,0,6,19,153,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940081638159484,0.0,0.11228689700132087,0.4645517221222962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625557217897654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982382831543699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767865152057423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231772898346638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143243012285892,0.09447848328148196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700963127951552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248926026312752,0.0,0.0,0.1229501217664754,0.0866351397938537,0.0,0.05858585314166611,0.0,0.12745768713087935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124804401120375,0.2227504999581337,0.0,0.12938861044254074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061626404345024616,0.09140490384381876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901716449651732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918164456673976,0.0,0.08314660194322558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598550524145943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060037186263037,0.0,0.10739423008134713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216523780865913,0.0,0.21550945056789295,0.11529334554458698,0.0,0.12039090924824156,0.0,0.0957625855124951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275914185776336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190023061071626,0.08632691867261957,0.0,0.12552583155079386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836762389079168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437030226291964,0.0,0.0,0.2615470303598246,0.0,0.10629076651464343,0.0,0.12458599156107145,0.15226446257897724,0.0,0.2190789922984645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350074180612015,0.0,0.06614006491976747,0.0,0.17989569380490952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894959236565093,0.108094034840731,0.0,0.08163553727047168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144422388584575
lonely,bigmoneysilvia1,2019/09/24,Anyone up to talk(M19) I just lost my only friend due to hun using my for rides to work and not paying enough for gas. So I kicked him out. (Also his gf was bitchy and causing drama btwn him and i) and recently the loneliness is getting to me. I just need people to fill in the void. Please come thru. I would really appreciate it.,1.3521321961620458,3.5742840000000022,3.1130063965884887,89.79164179104478,82.13432835820895,6.216631130063965,18.526652452025584,7.447530270364453,0.40653688699360346,256,6,54,4,7,85,51,67,0.114,0.7709999999999999,0.115,0.024,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,13,8,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,11,1,11,5,1,8,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,38,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245724771778124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19635659441613776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884805547363466,0.0,0.24190245276922526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901631934036587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696163208395733,0.0,0.1467173983315796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306549328501144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822523635054116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357704849366055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194685944355744,0.0,0.0,0.3082571632640632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799011434081861,0.0,0.2772768897898657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22571330755189836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24253920689533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044410552622992,0.0,0.0,0.19948720340217066,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,paulekmann,2019/09/24,"Lonely people, have you checked out #r/goodnews ? Hey guys, I started my reddit life in this subreddit, but I have come to realize it is only good at keeping us in the hole. If you want out, check out r/goodnews. It helps me remember that the world is beautiful and people are to be loved, not envied.",4.465677966101693,5.314048745762714,5.5625,81.4535805084746,70.01694915254237,8.611864406779661,30.00423728813559,8.841846274778883,2.387471186440677,232,9,45,4,4,77,46,59,0.025,0.6729999999999999,0.303,0.9677,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,12,11,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,8,10,0,9,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,1,1,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590347008718354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522209523418916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977497896795421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155931173348499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672845165977666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240008935715954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27140216194606026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287032075793947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169483590003241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406453663294022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284380847377574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36171663334520815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736631807195208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,whatshopening,2019/09/24,"Alone forever? Does anyone else have those nights where they feel so flawed that no one could ever possibly want them? Because this is one of those nights. I wouldn't wish this feeling on my worst enemy, its soul destroying.",4.373048780487803,7.126612097560978,3.661158536585369,87.07027439024392,74.36585365853658,8.002439024390245,22.445121951219512,8.841846274778883,1.6763609756097564,180,5,33,4,4,53,37,41,0.35,0.594,0.055999999999999994,-0.9465,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,4,0,2,6,1,5,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654280096819677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919640799930373,0.2625883738032867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622545001832022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461812476350644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427169571913086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140884254844662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318192507970345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591649748030934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810014241695472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473229000857694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889163438566376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116013960028699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29470848580262377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jsickoo,2019/09/24,"Why? Why do we write poems about someone if all we ever wanted to do is to forget them? 

Why do we sing songs that pains the heart that reminds us of someone if all we ever wanted is to forget the feelings we have for them?",3.740141843971632,3.953502021276599,5.081702127659575,86.53333333333335,71.34042553191489,6.2666666666666675,24.177304964539005,3.1291,0.3436156028368789,173,4,36,0,3,58,27,47,0.14,0.86,0.0,-0.7303,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,6,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,1,0,4,17,9,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,6,9,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,2,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139166609931724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568571273530358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27112337865959235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24345419268107826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877148110086718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27521241931664403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26989863888997184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6193561637177188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,meeschel,2019/09/24,Lonely in their late 30s? Is there anyone here in their late 30s or 40s even who feel lonely?,-0.16701754385965015,2.1185266842105257,0.5431578947368436,102.44877192982456,97.94736842105264,2.533333333333333,6.333333333333332,3.1291,-2.569750877192983,73,0,16,0,3,22,14,19,0.24,0.76,0.0,-0.6553,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27922613001101165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637587138620733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019170857178965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.900940397404895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,onebodyonesoul,2019/09/24,"For the past month, the thought: but I’m going to DIE anyways keeps lingering in my mind like crazy. Losing myself. I see a parent with their child being happy
Me: sad that they’re going to be dead

I keep going to school and trying to get A's
But WHY I’m going to die anyway

I see people working towards goals like if they’re going to be here forever, they’re going to die and that makes me feel sad. 

The thought of seeing some beautiful landscape and knowing that I’m going to die and won’t be able to see it again keeps me away from enjoying outdoors, activities.

I find myself doing stuff, working on something 
And then realizing I’m going to die anyway and it ruins me

In the end, all is forgotten, in the end, nothing matters, hope is lost, lies prevail, and at the end, you disappear. 

The thought of knowing that in 1,000 years I/we won’t even be dust brings me down so much to the point I became suicidal now, and I’m scared because that would hurt my immediate mother and grandma and don’t want them to blame themselves or kill them with sadness if I kill myself.

I’m turning 27 soon, and this is what my life has come to. Therapy hasn’t helped neither meds. This truly sucks. My brain is the worst organ I own. Lonely suffering for ever.",2.7392466497645778,4.656778565737053,4.091417964505613,86.0499918507787,76.09163346613545,6.475986961245924,24.55650126765665,7.348242739294969,1.1485362549800802,984,33,193,12,22,324,139,251,0.361,0.5710000000000001,0.068,-0.9987,1,2,1,0,0,2,28.0,0,1,3,5,10,19,3,1,11,0,16,2,1,1,2,39,52,18,9,5,5,2,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,11,14,0,3,8,0,0,11,5,14,0,0,4,5,23,5,29,40,6,32,0,9,4,0,8,10,1,5,13,123,34,4,0.09175682106421842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620855383967993,0.0,0.0,0.05593410646472536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243095811033698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904037664263902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.476145468654385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438079257865369,0.0,0.0,0.060604514933726664,0.08299929782973023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463950057140631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386407213772368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0479391518829257,0.0,0.4171801275805324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767684223401524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150266300856815,0.0,0.0,0.09113522699472396,0.0,0.0,0.09822757470895806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446730355994193,0.20303065520699695,0.0,0.10085429841743224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481055628923824,0.08965549591184141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265241228500838,0.100163409287105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061248390563758276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192114310773796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264823234545556,0.0,0.07323941916232339,0.0,0.06745182115734627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804314450626663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188509110414144,0.0,0.08759226820651296,0.06361262646470996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673985433126997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918645849921386,0.09286280157987112,0.29247322637004514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063888368791947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503960749142616,0.1003670695095621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493192157318293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185339997658533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229685842668314,0.09980507268341574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054120550400934685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279625914991302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336001171064311,0.0,0.0,0.06518141305221296,0.0,0.0,0.05908838439980736
lonely,Mon0noke,2019/09/24,"Its my birthday and i feel empty Every year on my birthday i get this grim wakeup call that people around me truly dont care for me. 

For context, im a pretty lonely person in general and have no friends. This year i made a big effort to gain some friends and got a small ”friendgroup” - during summer most of the group had their bdays within like a week and i made sure to get everyone a gift by arrangement a group effort on the side for each individual that was having a bday (which was hard as they had them VERY close by and im quite poor).  Everyone got a gift card to a thing that was their biggest hobby (maybe not as personal as i hoped for but it was atleast something that they could use to engage in their hobbies). I researched one of the friends favourite flavour and baked her a lemon drizzle cake and felt very happy with myself for making someone i appreciate around me feeling loved and special. 

Another friend reached out to me yesterday saying she was in town in need of a place to crash today (my bday, which she didnt know) she had stood me up last time she was in town and it struck me she only reached out to me because she has nowhere to go and i lied and Said that i was going out for dinner with some friends (i still feel bad and i made sure to ask that she has somewhere to crash - if she doesnt il probably have her over anyway).. she just left me on read and didnt even wish me a happy bday which.. hurt a bit.

I... guess they didnt feel the same for me. And once again im spending my birthday alone wondering whats so wrong with me that no one wants to have anything to do with me.

Sorry if this isnt the place to rant. I just... dont have anywhere to turn and get this off my chest.",4.840923971861471,4.76745709943182,5.093733766233768,88.39780303030304,68.91477272727272,7.954761904761906,27.84145021645022,7.2636822038024595,1.219522294372295,1337,39,296,11,21,422,176,352,0.13,0.701,0.16899999999999998,0.9377,0,3,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,7,4,9,20,0,0,18,0,26,4,1,5,2,57,56,22,0,7,6,0,6,1,5,0,0,2,1,2,19,26,2,0,7,1,2,2,10,5,0,2,21,9,49,15,50,34,6,39,0,3,0,1,32,27,0,8,11,197,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550701684906047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669555640004636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588515724666678,0.16418195174143058,0.08620865581520834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699574366751301,0.056213459555491015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067498869369736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416191146158134,0.0,0.09401942438362614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362624130296909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615078432597604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090719356097471,0.0,0.07769518583132254,0.17623092991579636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650686975246494,0.0,0.08854094230352352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562257273834428,0.0,0.14453572672309692,0.0,0.10481591515139432,0.0,0.14750565404454055,0.0,0.1015853119137424,0.0,0.0,0.19632934420406326,0.08260660275554164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159038591202358,0.0,0.0,0.0987181551137897,0.0,0.2988243460980425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050678998766710566,0.07516760158904479,0.0,0.0,0.10019195904453107,0.0,0.0,0.045051632285805325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832277140100644,0.2617684276487712,0.061554284914983826,0.0,0.09264244685383068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683763166474129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820605533693527,0.1249746555018896,0.07013372707541382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639303285777462,0.1610373096350935,0.19269027248601012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938158927806338,0.09942345775002404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808209326418664,0.0922400391356236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771766232921513,0.07333313637655389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813354178331994,0.0709916772111145,0.0,0.1032272372526728,0.0,0.0,0.07364308554020432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382325149812275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061263604558076674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377135730178495,0.0,0.08740911760728469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003035316253814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964422517052107,0.0,0.15217420438965384,0.05439084600381472,0.0,0.07396937839690468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604279613458023,0.0,0.10000332542584743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008227186513313,0.0,0.11876698195769368
lonely,CharmeleonGurl,2019/09/24,"Never enough 
I feel bad about myself because, unlike everyone I’m not that talented, I’m never good in speaking in front, I’m never good in speaking in english(because it’s my second language, and in the country i live in most private schools here would grade you on how you speak in English, for example in graded recitations), i’m never good in academics, that’s why I always study hard, but sometimes all of my efforts are not enough. I’m not that good in sports too, the only thing I love there is swimming, though I hardly swim because I don’t have pool near my house or doesn’t have enough time to go swimming, but when I thought that I’m good in this thing I always fail, suddenly I don’t know how to do this thing. It’s just making me feel sad, that I’m only average, i’m not good in anything, i don’t even excel in anything. It’s making me feel sad, it’s just that my existence is only an excuse to be a supporting character into somebody’s life.",6.628615384615383,5.537935784615384,7.082692307692309,79.01480769230773,65.51282051282053,9.646153846153846,33.858974358974365,8.548686976883017,2.6254512820512814,758,28,150,9,10,249,100,195,0.155,0.759,0.086,-0.8888,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,3,11,14,0,0,4,0,12,2,0,4,5,27,30,8,0,1,9,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,15,2,0,0,5,5,0,5,12,4,0,1,1,8,19,10,22,27,5,28,0,3,0,1,7,16,0,2,7,100,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334358943708545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132407049524152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091988882669245,0.20147918920604815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415108776597313,0.0,0.07276745980125515,0.0,0.0,0.10527391231339064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711857443140626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261319432387911,0.5544414627967489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738465340105987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271235088491222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054756080384169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781762719545501,0.0,0.0,0.09728375120527216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943438499616206,0.0,0.14708111443887092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33988525271079256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513719415045745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114997816315281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896276465538067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502169592240467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957982077257746,0.0,0.10824327125021088,0.08746413288712265,0.06424208459054055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941294746726424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782629125775969,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,psychotetris,2019/09/24,"I never felt so lonely in my life I feel so ridiculously lonely. I’m in a foreign country with no friends, no boyfriend and no support. I miss my ex like crazy. I still love him but he moved on and doesn’t care about me anymore. 
I’m sick of whining about my miserable life to my friends from home and I feel like I will lose them soon too. I don’t have the energy to meet new people because that means I’d have to go somewhere alone and feel like everyone is judging me and thinks I’m a loser. I know it sounds stupid but that’s just how I feel.
Everyone seems friendly with me but they never ask me out, I’m just a leftover no one is interested in. Sometimes I find some events that look interesting yet I know that if I invite someone they would say they already have plans or tired etc. 
Why is making friends so fucking hard for me? I’m so sick of it I want to scream.
The worst part is that it leaves me so emotionally drained I don’t have the energy to do anything even on my own. I don’t know what to do :(",1.6549901623216918,3.3607077897196262,3.0287998032464363,93.40850221347765,78.57943925233644,6.187506148548943,23.87998032464339,7.0608816371341465,0.6773588785046729,793,27,182,9,19,258,116,214,0.267,0.5539999999999999,0.179,-0.973,0,6,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,3,15,24,3,1,6,0,16,7,0,2,2,34,42,16,0,3,7,1,6,3,4,2,5,3,1,0,9,8,0,0,12,0,0,2,10,12,0,1,1,10,31,12,20,39,5,15,0,7,1,2,15,6,1,4,10,117,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132954560153441,0.14166156964088306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731041749922173,0.0,0.0,0.10563912513203508,0.0,0.1200103855556992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782543109027813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088369448875406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440109466180973,0.0,0.0,0.14316858774979574,0.08478842075946952,0.0,0.0,0.2453296788592668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596347331497457,0.18341780366190805,0.12325714306562982,0.0,0.11732957920365575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967192062920861,0.11867774111453913,0.0,0.0,0.07295670179950296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499599607943473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287674696168662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21164949589076396,0.0,0.0,0.13592729305620085,0.0,0.0,0.18134572060568124,0.1881480592432324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780005392132593,0.1436153054655036,0.0,0.0,0.11586064012733685,0.0,0.0856892314976726,0.0,0.0,0.1398346186162735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643900024172664,0.0,0.0,0.1980166264941148,0.1239823685467884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869881130244149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901424403600407,0.0,0.08899690302286747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208647713315044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686494475183495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876908340095427,0.0,0.12696307885349756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251795490392193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567489626384428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225552185706901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754460001318678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571706504286932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583566118447974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119170546305652,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nwozaku17,2019/09/24,"11 Electroconvulsive Therapy Procedures (shock therapy) and 33 Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation sessions later I just about thrown my love away. I turn 22 in Nov and I’ve just accepted the fate that I don’t think any girl would ever say yes to me. Sure I haven’t gave it a fair shot but man, I’m so broken, not even glue would hold me together. My depression, ptsd, anxiety takes a huge toll on me. But I wish I just had someone here, someone that looks forward to hearing from me. How did it get like this? I wish I knew what the good old days were before they past.",2.458855519480519,4.760207758928576,3.7630519480519484,86.21831168831172,78.55357142857143,8.001298701298701,24.467532467532468,8.841846274778883,1.8946321428571435,447,16,92,11,11,146,85,112,0.10099999999999999,0.685,0.213,0.8709,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,0,4,1,7,1,0,2,2,20,19,6,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,2,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,3,15,5,7,12,0,10,0,1,1,1,7,5,0,0,7,52,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108523646808568,0.0,0.13621353457660093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729092484376445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151385625552108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148323862057668,0.0,0.1533607026168382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760532918607312,0.16106324345888334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302771821963912,0.0,0.0,0.14934622088112445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068379406755527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869899224635571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952349287951622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607038862127033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684144099715996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699760743543059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813974163668447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159850650773928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017351601564776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781712895838075,0.0,0.13387711432136085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072486412022685,0.0,0.0,0.11409208520129717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367547847233132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095147787341056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25297394252562283,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheFallenAsasin,2019/09/24,I got my first birthday present from someone other than a relative since elementary school. Im over the moon right now. Im just so happy that someone took the time to not only remember my birthday but go actaully give me something. They made me a little oragami dragon. Its not much but to me its the thought that counts. Ive probably only known them for three weeks and they have already done the nicest thing anybodys done for me in years. This may seem sad being so happy over something so little but i really dont care. I doubt anybody really cares but i just wanted to share this somewhere. Have great day everyone.,3.1995098039215684,5.772629504201684,3.8455672268907577,85.15445728291319,77.48739495798318,6.655742296918768,25.883053221288513,7.793537801064563,1.6816380952380952,497,19,90,8,12,157,80,119,0.057999999999999996,0.726,0.21600000000000005,0.9742,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,1,6,8,0,1,6,0,8,0,0,1,0,17,18,8,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,6,0,14,6,10,10,1,15,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,3,7,61,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652442269182687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28923150818616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147533213918298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29030397661932544,0.16623590751612582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553459293852085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064938273146728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606624866726236,0.08061117534992593,0.0,0.11344273554369473,0.15637955593429725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30198351403239504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064239716820755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28432271302657103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421282821914274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042690238295122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575205112903414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292795516800914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817332010369399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606775376503101,0.12113093759159853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355007032678596,0.0,0.12912618472719606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733185526780596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24036184307730804,0.21839135905209392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942324677023811,0.0,0.0,0.11260544409413957,0.08270828539724955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758991768870384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366115047149883,0.0,0.11377582352575752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134057547028702
lonely,threwawaylifecuzisuk,2019/09/24,"I’ve lost the three closest people in my life and it just sucks. My sister got engaged and barely talks to me anymore. My best friend moved away for college and doesn’t even text me anymore. And worst of all, my girlfriend and I broke up after three plus years together. We haven’t spoke since and it hurts- a lot. All in a span of a few months. 

I’m really trying to do things alone and it’s a struggle. People posting about doing activists alone and enjoying it was encouraging. But I’ve tried to do stuff on my own multiple times now and it just isn’t fun. It’s sad. I’m sad.",0.7144642857142856,3.041781708333332,2.3061904761904763,93.79500000000004,86.08333333333334,5.095238095238095,19.404761904761905,6.5431188927421005,0.09897619047619033,455,13,98,5,14,148,78,120,0.19899999999999998,0.655,0.147,-0.6249,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,2,5,14,1,1,5,0,7,1,0,0,2,17,13,11,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,8,11,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,2,4,1,9,6,14,9,7,14,0,5,0,0,7,7,1,1,5,66,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969427300822093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800918496644664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004312635121594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011043463301273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657011228791554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805321893424375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326438556744054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514437206993635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535426190509955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091872853775476,0.16291736531022594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295760583867385,0.20367285327834808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657048664896384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352901024159549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276338039910242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585186977281742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033376544092493,0.2193710308449269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402530584957042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731076338816175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174126295520673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602090083510156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234037341371928
lonely,philhalo66,2019/09/24,"looking for some gaming friends i used to have many friends about 10 years ago but they all moved on to other things and left me behind. I've always been a very lonely guy but it just seems to be getting worse and worse as i get older. Seeing all these happy people on tv and youtube and im here alone struggling to keep 1 friend. But i seen a few posts on here and i figured id give it a try. Basically im looking for some friends who play videos games, on pc primarily games like world of warcraft US and EU, left 4 dead 1 and 2 (more fun than you think :P) and plenty of other games pm me if your interested.",3.1892248062015516,3.9223220310077567,4.1782945736434085,90.63550387596901,72.87596899224806,6.663565891472868,24.41085271317829,6.42735559955562,0.5155643410852715,478,13,109,3,9,155,88,129,0.156,0.638,0.20600000000000002,0.7789,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,1,0,4,11,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,2,22,14,13,1,1,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,3,7,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,4,10,9,16,11,6,12,0,1,4,0,15,7,0,4,4,60,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313311589026589,0.0,0.0,0.15555007622095834,0.0,0.0,0.12496893140000327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641413029070519,0.0,0.15693467035314485,0.14407457297823786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871030858049256,0.0,0.1598785380534751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244588816316261,0.0,0.0,0.13349451223734204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32636066710646633,0.0,0.0,0.07337455474094355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25224116547388226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522676488980622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962669398190374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412185210240037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438391453896877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968085469992296,0.1367260441667186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570097151169069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977862017866204,0.0962347788574941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196818839331744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065837165277665,0.12971471316513633,0.0,0.12392130899179687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061099916130349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671652254226057
lonely,Batman09890,2019/09/24,"I am one of the saddest people you'll ever meet and you will probably never know it. I am your classic sad clown. I crack jokes to make  others laugh so that they never feel as bad as I do. I am selfless to a fault. Everyone's needs come before my own because I think so little of myself. I can come off as cocky or arrogant when in reality my therapist told me long ago if I wanted to build confidence I would have to fake it to make it so it shrouds the rest of my personality. I've been rejected so many times by girls my friends know it as a running gag but in truth it pains me to my core because I just want someone to love. I have  friends and a loving family. I have struggled with my depression. I've wanted to take my own life on more than one occasion. I would hate to burden the world with the truth. If people knew I cried myself to sleep, if people knew I lack any aspirations, if people knew just how wrong they were about me... nob",2.8379251700680257,4.0743023163265315,4.436612244897962,86.52743537414969,74.3061224489796,7.675646258503402,24.29115646258504,8.238735603445708,1.2808691156462588,738,22,160,12,15,248,114,196,0.207,0.649,0.14400000000000002,-0.9235,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,2,0,10,19,1,1,7,0,14,5,1,3,5,36,34,18,0,11,8,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,7,1,0,3,2,11,0,2,6,1,32,8,26,24,5,16,0,3,0,2,13,6,0,5,7,112,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216231517316601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330348947944343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145596882454062,0.16727668557060665,0.0,0.116750579224024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363783577980496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507122556696578,0.0,0.0,0.11817368591373772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410895894440288,0.0,0.1311043924553328,0.0,0.0,0.12934380984569718,0.0,0.0693745129170174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200708678268898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546063828918128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080756474992868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969113098542839,0.0,0.1375145479261855,0.0,0.12142130644956857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476641049547713,0.0,0.1831695975424359,0.1391034172220273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173509788180496,0.2116405127441422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594609118522407,0.0,0.14599483061058555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38048017526367,0.11980132348185392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479292202606369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730318208375628,0.0,0.11625258438776855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343551022082335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031604041250201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930452921526636,0.0,0.0879148439708646,0.0,0.0,0.08000481111820143,0.0,0.0,0.1311043924553328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24277959007089786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493170491708867,0.1500111391433216,0.0,0.0
lonely,hubba365,2019/09/24,...feel like I’m not created to survive on this world 21m I just find life so hard to deal with...no IRL friends...anxiety and depression on meds ect...but I can’t live with my mum...she is so negative.. I can’t relax..always complaining about every single thing and I wish I could not live with her...she really makes my depression worst... just need a chat with someone 😔,-0.18570909090908927,2.1247640533333367,2.015757575757576,92.7545454545455,95.13333333333333,6.460606060606061,18.81818181818182,7.686295010490155,0.9241999999999996,284,9,62,7,11,95,55,75,0.18600000000000005,0.7390000000000001,0.075,-0.7654,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,15,9,4,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,2,7,1,8,8,2,3,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959234099456906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012793581059586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879974041473833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24275118544943536,0.4056064895856408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983870559265961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905676138224773,0.1682142402051968,0.0,0.0,0.21520818181552856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092787854769446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631391281065586,0.11503493553992272,0.0,0.41583486669951175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571728445371383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26154541912483786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459223515128364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084311241232126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950635496467892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643062068368493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707699055258891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xannyhoe,2019/09/24,"I’m stuck in a loop. How do I stop thinking about someone who’s hurt me? It’s been four months since we’ve completely cut off contact, we used to be close and tell one other everything... it’s hard not seeing him on a regular basis and not even being apart of his life as a friend, even when I’ve forgiven him... he doesn’t even want that from me anymore.",3.4656000000000016,3.9429603600000007,4.577333333333332,88.96200000000002,72.06666666666666,8.133333333333333,25.666666666666664,8.238735603445708,1.3016666666666663,277,8,63,4,5,91,60,75,0.153,0.752,0.095,-0.5095,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,11,11,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,2,7,1,8,7,0,8,0,1,1,0,9,5,0,0,3,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482285862425081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26243293121068273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959588593365515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22495190909703774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933797910012676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242180497956626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679494311676528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679304149384442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997856585764216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960855788636486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945528246477925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704928171863807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120768773669083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092605272380112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877168467648028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603809986825688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161773060449805,0.0,0.0,0.14763238059555012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,li_hu_sh,2019/09/24,"High school student feeling lonely I don’t think listening to sad,dramatic music helps me right now but I just feel so lonely. I feel like I exist in people’s lives for a few seconds as another face but that’s it. I try to make friends but nothing seems to stick. I’m too weird, I don’t act right, dress right, look right. I don’t know if I will ever find someone to spend life with, either as a friend or romantically. Every single person that’s talked to me, I immediately picture them as my best friend and daydream about going on trips with them and having sleepovers with them when they were just being polite to me.

I keep thinking that going to college will change everything but I know deep down that going away won’t change anything. I don’t know what to do.",3.2638310708898928,5.166217705882356,4.116339869281045,86.5127601809955,74.55555555555556,6.2763197586727015,23.53393665158371,7.010146845296331,0.8128153846153849,611,18,120,6,13,196,95,153,0.046,0.7659999999999999,0.188,0.9747,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,1,8,8,0,0,2,0,11,2,1,1,1,27,28,13,0,1,9,0,3,1,3,3,1,1,0,1,6,5,0,1,10,0,1,5,5,3,0,1,1,5,20,5,20,23,4,18,0,2,1,0,11,10,0,3,4,79,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920029066929852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170900498451724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336832888854158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932139299847005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30104148808799497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870670733779804,0.1198829061149384,0.0,0.12787835082925827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583369661603785,0.1016498373420935,0.0,0.0,0.1300477096918239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297916722229015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24259488630465756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537195440590306,0.15033399226918884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647119357141134,0.0,0.0,0.2345915870903024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005014924081796,0.06951422466984518,0.0,0.125641998292219,0.0,0.119485216023742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949776550564634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652818191684155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864386701413018,0.12423949093769455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4860491680043038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400200649923175,0.0,0.12953271043321127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055928502922945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436487398794595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234348575391945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660351033373804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,insanityandpizza,2019/09/24,"Looking for internet friends Hi there. 24M here. I've been dealing with depression for years now. My mood and my life honestly have been pretty decent as of late.

However, after graduating college, I moved back home halfway across the country. I didn't have a lot of friends at school but enough and they were the closest people in my life. Since then I haven't really been able to make friends locally.

While my mood has been fairly decent I have not had the energy to go out and meet new people and develop new relationships. It sounds exhausting to me. 

So I'm looking for people to talk to online which I can do from the comfort of my bed. I'm open to talk to anyone at all and I'm an open book. Feel free to shoot me a message and I'll talk with you about anything.",2.6114562211981536,4.628920767741935,3.877534562211984,86.98201612903227,76.80645161290323,7.267281105990782,25.264976958525338,8.192908349453996,1.5742718894009218,609,22,124,11,14,199,98,155,0.068,0.8059999999999999,0.125,0.8454,1,0,0,1,0,1,14.0,0,1,1,0,6,10,0,0,7,0,14,3,0,1,1,17,22,11,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,3,1,2,0,2,11,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,2,0,0,7,4,14,7,25,15,3,20,0,1,2,0,13,9,0,1,9,80,16,4,0.15897892993012633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116176425138123,0.0,0.1308261134497797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224498393256696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390029601657266,0.13692831939470976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426773236455422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038452375504247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684801806991865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035138955016872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946882906954896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793351575959583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22458303955033765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670045225493258,0.0,0.0,0.13515820108625926,0.0,0.0,0.10611967021998177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896944292456753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070856823738647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306479180984221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173872569593548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018459734013962,0.0,0.0,0.17068387454131947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089516456928168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150901368113216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833437255890021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237721854603962
lonely,Shadow2236,2019/09/24,M/26 I hate being alone but I'm always good at saying the wrong thing and fucking things or my anxiety scares me into thinking I'm not wanted by anyone in my family or friends group. If I make a friend the conversations never last long. I want consistency I wanna have a chat be goofy about it or weird. Send memes back and forth I wanna connect with male and female alike I just want friends I guess..,1.8544444444444463,4.3900310000000005,3.069166666666668,88.89027777777781,82.75,5.555555555555557,18.88888888888889,6.937597516519254,0.3005972222222222,320,8,63,4,9,103,61,80,0.196,0.624,0.18,0.555,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,2,1,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,21,13,8,0,6,7,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,10,4,8,11,0,8,0,0,0,1,9,3,1,5,4,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111339201502834,0.0,0.0,0.16962499167145678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594971330959662,0.0,0.0,0.1425412492942072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675311422993962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217782555957053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724972264585538,0.1884621083111049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098521378714696,0.0,0.0,0.22457098799279174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126615217521654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617030785153056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040664395085934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607583929343334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722674934348574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211492171896352,0.204095983406052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708664854086214,0.13062305470115027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607196491716853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228851505508422,0.0,0.0
lonely,satisfries-youreyes,2019/09/24,"Insomniac Just looking for an intellectual discussion over any topic, no one around me ever seems interested in looking deeper at things.",13.976363636363635,13.32263845454546,13.90818181818182,34.532272727272726,50.81818181818181,16.072727272727274,49.27272727272727,14.554592549557764,7.92658181818182,114,6,13,4,1,39,21,22,0.081,0.6990000000000001,0.221,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,5,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642397624689274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34590816027057825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514822651832346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6525990020661413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26330393022242954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537379785413756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581475067077171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,didyousaypivot,2019/09/24,"In a different place than I've been before and I'm scared After a long long year I'm back in public school as a junior, and it's bad. All my teachers know about me is that I was failing coming in and that I seem nice, all the kids know about me is that I don't talk to them and I seem to be doing my work. I know about the intense rollercoaster that brought me here, and the one that has not fared particularly well on my appearance or my social skills. 

I forgot how emotionally taxing spending a 30 minute lunch period alone is. Only my third day and I started crying when I got in the car and then I went home and had a halfhearted phone conversation and slept for 3 hours. I'm overeating again- I don't know why this is happening now and not in response to other stressors but okay. I can't pick out my clothes. I feel sick all the time, just wrought with loneliness and fear.

I've been doing all my work but am currently withholding turning it in because I'm thinking about purposefully failing school 1. as a statement about how fucking stupid hs diplomas are and 2. so my parents will take my phone and stuff and I won't be allowed to go out again. I know despite how everything feels I still have friends that want me and if I do that I'm pretty much saying goodbye to our friendship. I'm losing my shit in a world I don't and never have belonged in. I wish my parents didn't love me so much so I could leave peacefully. I want to be free so bad.",2.39423076923077,4.174393900000002,3.620666666666669,89.65546153846157,76.66666666666666,6.615384615384617,24.871794871794872,7.468242284971852,1.0696641025641025,1150,40,246,15,26,374,163,300,0.172,0.722,0.106,-0.9688,5,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,6,21,16,3,2,12,1,27,6,2,5,5,55,60,31,0,5,7,2,2,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,12,20,1,2,11,0,3,6,9,10,1,2,10,3,38,7,29,44,6,38,0,3,0,2,14,14,2,5,18,166,50,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252622906524337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299905075114706,0.20196763631561732,0.07372679978631337,0.0,0.10291507809380276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418319683790198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656454511938256,0.0,0.13285213371125065,0.07799936115502022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636152669381948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136046570115249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869734679911794,0.0,0.0,0.13609647347743042,0.12230660373640745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344161732514288,0.11181147667524316,0.0,0.0,0.0687356911662556,0.0,0.09673056870264043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695104699519364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131745001533792,0.0,0.11910622073592372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323403705260048,0.0,0.0,0.1280630319919395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140646036801428,0.0,0.13530624383696532,0.0,0.0,0.1091573629521114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778166213069335,0.0,0.0932800506928617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195529573709777,0.09198393579126188,0.0,0.0,0.2685896740938388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636152669381948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304429577020035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618012316070801,0.12108679825679282,0.2448050970115349,0.0,0.2202071242940529,0.0,0.0,0.12414805249119396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328794630030092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560531974796558,0.0,0.09658663718978733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845280814554875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909354036380666,0.09721081237670263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749651516079363,0.0,0.0,0.07052385897213066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155316275641474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426726995719922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874385919391387,0.11211699913299668,0.10913382920045413,0.0,0.13908049889150348,0.0,0.0,0.17609844347018713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788445658086388
lonely,OGsigmar,2019/09/24,"Just need help with relationship problems Hello, I’m 19M and am going through a rough time in my relationship. I just want someone to talk to and that can give me advice from an outside perspective. I’m willing to talk to anyone. Thank you.",1.727517730496455,4.441913276595745,3.2820212765957457,85.4841666666667,86.44680851063829,5.686524822695036,24.854609929078013,7.1686216300943375,1.3728184397163117,192,8,36,3,6,63,37,47,0.057,0.805,0.138,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,10,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606996708740698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654260172672696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559249298788809,0.1516203290746536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882067505771154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781804349118534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552776619315533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5728555001652086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260464605941587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288641057385904,0.0,0.2456202144258805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556475134738085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573569807187338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,soapinmycookies,2019/09/24,"21,F looking for friends Loneliness is incredibly difficult for me. It leaves me with this emptiness that rots my core. I dont really have any friends because I just feel like I havent found the right people. I'm kind of new to reddit but I guess if anyone wants to talk, I'd love to :)",1.7560919540229882,4.049586448275863,3.0317241379310365,90.54402298850576,81.06896551724137,6.625287356321839,23.459770114942533,7.793537801064563,1.158508045977011,226,8,48,4,6,73,46,58,0.09300000000000001,0.665,0.242,0.8926,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,11,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,7,5,7,10,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,2,2,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120589452333893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760369200335832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347097276744767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950616400170834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272977635385834,0.1798578789214108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760425891156874,0.3890193511563607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773427709585568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262170004530388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665782070063521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299755052148388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211415562271614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22722384160908365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431520319759348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745391547460963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128433725521102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150022437187161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235569673723944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849497098839387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jbgillund77,2019/09/24,"even though she is right there   

I am lonely even though she is right there. No shared interests asides minor things such as genre of movies but that seems vague. Even though there is love the desire she once for me is extinguished. I miss passion, the touch, the warmth, the connection. The smells, tastes, and that ecstatic exhaustion after words. All I get is the occasional blowjob and a pat on the stomach as she peels away from what seems like a chore to her. There are those things that hinder like the loss of our first child and the medical scarring she has from it. Yet she knows of this and does nothing to repair it. I yearn to feel wanted in more ways than a friend or a father to our son. The only lynch pin that holds me, deadening fear of being torn from another child. So many years tied to the same person and property. Yet it seems dull, placid, and weak. I have no one to talk to about this issue that causes such anxiety. I have tried with her but it just starts arguments and more misery. I feel unwanted and ugly. I feel worthless. Into the 5th year of unwelcomed chastity I step.",3.176090047393366,5.527183516587678,3.176632701421802,91.07840876777254,76.39336492890995,6.874028436018957,20.50260663507109,7.908726449838941,0.7516140284360184,866,21,175,14,20,262,128,211,0.201,0.659,0.14,-0.9184,1,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,0,2,17,17,0,1,16,0,11,7,1,1,1,30,23,17,1,4,4,2,4,2,1,0,3,0,1,3,15,10,1,1,7,0,0,1,2,10,0,2,0,6,21,7,26,22,4,15,0,6,0,2,19,6,0,4,9,124,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519729680243676,0.11087194798960988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616760460746302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888423422623273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683024312185834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28717701177088034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630878589748593,0.21984466201284508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327837875655202,0.0,0.0,0.11197346205471566,0.0,0.0757205542613656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127048668009047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965038049128573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161209734376126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080603898346946,0.0,0.0,0.14693745804787664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600290576018668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906536597078303,0.0,0.0,0.15434696549832547,0.09820911131566704,0.11022668526944307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654830697004252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475408537611793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958196804939637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258302774369243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649018416595727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925716581647929,0.0,0.42718241459631423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098398750573023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548415882068469,0.11503961637521826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666184283312706
lonely,12july1804,2019/09/24,"How do you cope with being lonely? You start by resenting more popular people and isolate yourself with the excuse that you’re better than them, because you don’t have “false friends”, but a small part of you, tucked away, hidden deep in the bitterness, the cynicism and the superiority complex knows that you’re alone, and you will stay alone forever.",15.477619047619052,9.672581285714287,13.177539682539685,56.69107142857146,53.60317460317461,16.40952380952381,48.96031746031746,13.023866798666859,6.05973650793651,283,11,47,6,2,88,47,63,0.22699999999999998,0.634,0.139,-0.7617,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,1,1,1,8,3,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,6,4,7,5,2,6,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6387449627345446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897184689791417,0.0,0.0,0.18797605303544326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27272321936242394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382415412704428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694689890158841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339285543266498,0.0,0.2137810220244639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182618826763036,0.32867538087380643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tominounet,2019/09/24,"I have no clue what I am supposed to do in my life Since several month, I got my first job, and so I went out of my student life. A lot of my friends as gone to other places to continue their studies, and now It seems like I'm completely alone.

I am trying hard in my life (working hard mostly) so I can't think about my situation, but now I'm feeling that it is killing me. There is no one I can spare some times with, just for laughing, no one I can take care of, no one I can love, and I think my mental health is going straight down because of that.

I'm trying to go out, but it is really complicated as I'm really introvert (and really extrovert if I know you a little bit, which I don't understand either), and I'm afraid about meeting new people. I don't find anything that I can share with people, and I just can't find any solutions.

I felt like ""if I wrote about it, maybe I could get a step back and see new things about me"", but finally it's seems it was just a way to let the things out. I'm not sure anyone can help, because I'm pretty sure that any advice would change nothing.

Thanks if you taked the time to read this, I would felt like ""Okay, so now I'm pretty sure I'm not just a ghost"" and I apology for my bad english too.",5.763851937536149,3.929506593984964,6.674210526315793,83.656012145749,67.64661654135338,10.289878542510124,30.23597455176403,9.057496981413335,2.0540639676113357,958,26,226,14,13,322,132,266,0.131,0.701,0.168,0.9243,1,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,1,2,17,16,1,1,7,1,22,5,0,0,3,47,53,19,2,6,13,0,5,3,1,2,4,0,0,0,16,13,0,0,11,1,0,5,10,3,0,4,7,6,33,13,26,42,5,27,0,0,1,1,10,9,0,8,15,145,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986587381755284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584542807227064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899513523800702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145862464336644,0.0,0.08409954805518592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858330137345876,0.0853303528588947,0.12459687018551766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115728207833792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419680720130546,0.0,0.1081110355984055,0.0,0.10715176913417566,0.0,0.0,0.08159610974323629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516739505605317,0.0,0.1962505844957894,0.11195198428710224,0.1868126903209332,0.0869288449952408,0.0,0.0,0.0789572658621415,0.0,0.0533937937108873,0.0,0.11616199284623832,0.0,0.08173639807062112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309714864353085,0.0,0.0,0.10863079326117432,0.0,0.0,0.06850059653473567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014149037441543,0.0,0.11306600654495234,0.0,0.056164881866366485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450351164203836,0.21655461164059156,0.14978509837183238,0.10242839411919692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868843637372878,0.09223691941707256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267077507408033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299069184749084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157279143795408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974052918095296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980609232909638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077543045453029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170127428033116,0.0,0.10677427193060134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794248755652786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222480766143956,0.0,0.1964103367846168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143789836383096,0.18607289723082268,0.0,0.1154536921140122,0.0,0.08453853993004254,0.11487388035954554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889588179600924,0.0,0.15367907891294613,0.0,0.0,0.09408940662891724,0.0,0.0,0.13579049296342305,0.1309676164882435,0.0,0.0,0.11918396196227607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877031516093108,0.0,0.0,0.10639083905502764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111934210249189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473778345901476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440074357126715,0.0,0.0,0.14519584872061764,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WZim216,2019/08/14,"I'm finally 20!! I'm finally 20 years old, and things are looking up for me. I've always been a loner, but this year, I got invited to spend the day with people.",0.9556190476190488,2.326619800000003,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,79.57142857142857,8.095238095238095,23.095238095238088,8.841846274778883,1.6005238095238092,123,4,28,3,3,45,29,35,0.07200000000000001,0.9279999999999999,0.0,-0.3036,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,4,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516256637045249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502657856270286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6625410521502116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24186136369767225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539445203096569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31732378099420944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096499493746186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009048268614456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38947855124076575
lonely,mitza95,2019/08/14,How to accept that i don't deserve to be loved? I was never loved by anyone and I don't think i will ever be. So how can i find closure in that?,-0.5250980392156848,0.6116010000000003,2.712352941176473,95.8022549019608,83.11764705882355,4.533333333333334,17.215686274509807,3.1291,-0.9100666666666668,110,2,28,0,3,40,23,34,0.0,0.69,0.31,0.8948,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,2,8,10,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762579567601749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35738390784659113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611075106923652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7131730570853859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047197968079036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531594073728863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MaseDane,2019/08/14,"Male 15 looking for a good time ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) Looking for switch owners in my age range looking to play super smash bros. Rocket league, etc. But also someone I can talk to about video games and other cool stuff. Go ahead and DM me if your interested :D",4.899166666666666,4.541678788461542,5.693076923076927,85.11858974358975,68.80769230769229,7.702564102564103,26.948717948717945,6.42735559955562,1.0012102564102563,195,5,42,1,3,64,45,52,0.0,0.6970000000000001,0.303,0.9534,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,5,7,5,1,5,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,3,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282913107252728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31837598170238635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223992931870038,0.2394397983440042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.719172030698919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24187892226168145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267963619246614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294510328100457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646062185139684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Silverbird13,2019/08/14,Feeling so alone in this moment I feel so lonely right now. My family life is a mess at the moment because of my anorexic sister who acts like a psychopath. I used to have that one special person who I would talk to about everything but he’s gone now and it’s the loneliest feeling. I hate this feeling of nostalgia that I keep getting for the past- it’s too intense.,1.330165165165166,3.8817746891891933,2.7653153153153163,89.88133633633635,85.89189189189189,4.910510510510512,24.43843843843844,6.42735559955562,0.9128636636636632,293,12,56,3,9,95,53,74,0.195,0.68,0.126,-0.8544,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,12,4,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,1,4,7,2,8,10,0,10,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26953211880355304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864104396868062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23388863510713426,0.0,0.2453328980642296,0.0,0.5263444868689214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359656492676184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569349936789474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313149540400524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381654700070615,0.1271410447751946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763466434482179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24843033616044585,0.0,0.22723318508088006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22224515674914924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091725777489465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476544100004506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848683757999784,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,boywiththeloftbed,2019/08/14,"I fuck up consistently, and lose everybody i care about cuz i'm such a monumental twat

if you're somebody i love who i lost and ur reading this, im sincerely and genuinely sorry. i wish i could make amends.",0.46142857142857,2.9318599047619074,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571429,92.8095238095238,7.561904761904763,23.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.1134952380952385,164,7,34,5,6,57,33,42,0.282,0.456,0.262,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,8,8,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,3,2,6,0,1,0,2,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,18,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077213561433736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409753832255392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790238736952529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32601289089208224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376547150003232,0.329467634159411,0.0,0.272400572453942,0.0,0.20146441179205066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018975080906278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378581143904375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470733122404784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ExtraDepressants,2019/08/14,"I feel so isolated I'm in my home country and it is shit. I'm so lonely, and I have no one with me
I just want a friend, someone to hang out with, not even someone to talk to in person. I tried asking my cousin to go to a movie, but he said no. And my grandmother is saying that he said that he wants us to hang out. No he fucking doesnt! He fucking hates me probably. He has his own fucking group of shitty  friends and thats why he doesnt talk to me. Not even a fucking message, to ask how I am. On my borthday, he said happy birthday, but even non-romanian speakers could sense the fucking staleness and how meaninglessly he said it. Last year in december, I stupidly asked his forced invitation on me going to the mall with him and his friends. He pit zero effort in trying to introduce me to them, or making me feel comfortable. And if that isnt worse, to rub the wound with extra garlic, my stepsister has a friend over. And it made me realise how lonely I am. I fucking hate everything and I honestly just want it to end",2.5890577083914152,4.05292745971564,4.294190131028716,86.38208252021191,75.35071090047394,7.429160858656258,26.62977418455533,8.124751697461798,1.6174034569277946,798,30,169,13,17,269,107,211,0.147,0.6970000000000001,0.156,0.4922,0,4,0,0,0,1,25.0,1,0,1,1,10,19,10,0,7,0,11,8,1,5,0,34,37,18,0,5,8,1,3,0,4,0,1,6,1,1,8,15,0,0,2,1,0,4,8,12,0,2,5,9,27,7,27,31,2,16,0,2,0,6,34,9,7,2,3,112,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28419108922541303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090417956914184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897487694293858,0.0,0.0,0.20078357000322092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106934282404612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247151704540076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131508517109755,0.5620706301039089,0.0,0.0,0.11517694603228874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786822902459403,0.0,0.20008583155076487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164277943604363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259790299109768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588139365003842,0.06763891286422552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866418678572944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847790669115484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925144536569673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855541382461952,0.0805821012831987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401432864918797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171405148332206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289127672819706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375935511138387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188814612586685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930210862873608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914350386447308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326446277294343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525353641000542
lonely,nameymcnameyboy,2019/08/14,"I'm so lonely I have 3 friends and a significant other. My friends rarely talk to or see me and my boyfriend needs to take breaks from me because im overwhelming. I have a lot of energy and so people find me annoying. I try to be quieter and better but i get excited. Essentially, I spend most of my time alone in silence because women dont like me and my boyfriend doesnt like me hanging out with men and im not quite comfortable with it either. I dont even know how people make friends.",2.228338833883388,4.092431811881191,3.85795379537954,87.39097909790979,77.4158415841584,7.261166116611661,27.063806380638066,8.167268648758528,1.7422466446644669,387,16,82,7,9,129,64,101,0.147,0.693,0.16,0.1166,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,11,1,1,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,20,13,11,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,15,8,10,12,3,5,0,2,1,0,6,2,0,3,3,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200884151485148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260248849327967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396299762521074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345530104510373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244880074147785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694437298902673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296971562253522,0.0,0.09685898258647857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005075117597329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188587355531466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114505109549245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576125330190062,0.0,0.0,0.12374972359863215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374648458266818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25705311992471896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971858165224784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773237545571347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939072496828353,0.14901001227064511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810280084984604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586810756014927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KRATOS96RUS,2019/08/14,"Being alone sucks Being alone just because you are socially awkward, self-isolated, anxious person definitely sucks. Like you have a potential, but you don't belive in yourself, and everytime meeting new people you telling to yourself ""it doesn't worth to try, he/she hates you already, you are miserable person, what can you give?""... I am stuck in a circle, willing to have somebody and ruining everything by your own.",7.41986301369863,9.075001945205482,7.238246575342469,69.17216438356168,63.794520547945204,10.223561643835618,39.25753424657536,10.355215969177356,4.689818630136988,334,18,49,8,5,106,54,73,0.302,0.654,0.044000000000000004,-0.9505,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,8,0,0,1,7,3,2,2,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,16,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,9,1,6,12,1,3,0,2,0,0,14,2,2,0,2,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894158881592981,0.2607335274691542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669216436475095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403004691444327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123472604850371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266549358521473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332710266382695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543122880190985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281942828752588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380219785652952,0.4126095679776144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24648464321777436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408509353597922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651333033456215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041410168009304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,p14gu3,2019/08/14,I don't wanna be alone mo more And I dont wanna have to change who I am for that to happen,-1.3452173913043488,-0.4784122608695611,2.2341304347826103,99.52771739130438,84.65217391304347,4.6000000000000005,11.5,3.1291,-1.7956782608695654,70,0,20,0,2,26,18,23,0.0,0.907,0.09300000000000001,0.1877,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967334589057295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073659735402908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5621017716065573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241193676947945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Laz-Lo,2019/08/14,"[ranty] Unemployed, directionless and depressingly lonely I’ve come here because I’ve reached a point in life where it feels like I haven’t shared a single genuine thought with anyone in months. Sure, I live with 3 other girls and we get to talk every day, but a lot of the time it’s me listening. Or me getting cut off because my story reminded them of something they experienced. I lost my job at the end of last year and haven’t been able to find anything else since really. I spend all day at home with my dog, I’m constantly online talking to nobody. I’ve lost the confidence within myself to go out and try to meet new people or make friends; it feels like I have nothing to bring to the table. Conversationally I’ve reached a point where it’s not that big a deal for me anymore if for the whole 2 hours I’m with a friend I barely get a word in. 

I miss human connection, I miss being touched. In a general sense. I’m weird with touching/hugging people that aren’t directly related to me so, knowing that my friends/housemates are respectful. But I miss just cuddling up to someone, arms around each other, holding hands, legs crossing over and there being no ulterior motive or sexual undertones. Just human connection. I’m so fucking lonely.",4.729838635315815,6.2894887634854815,5.544529737206087,79.15814084831723,70.07883817427387,8.509082526509912,30.40133702166897,8.998388855275968,2.6126263715998164,996,41,183,19,18,325,145,241,0.109,0.774,0.11699999999999999,0.5859,4,4,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,2,3,9,18,2,0,13,0,8,6,3,2,2,37,30,13,0,1,9,0,4,2,2,0,1,1,1,3,9,15,0,1,6,0,1,4,5,11,0,0,4,6,21,7,31,24,5,31,0,8,0,2,15,17,1,5,12,108,30,3,0.13871038085266352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756342521463852,0.09698952346917984,0.0,0.11414682455133247,0.1234816472673752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911312140915155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948671084807068,0.0,0.14989664393614371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891344085294086,0.1430043119067119,0.11947104777408694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587472427508745,0.0,0.1228562260131758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686947839803942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027227267943732,0.19818944759357485,0.0,0.0,0.12677877514890545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433459232158186,0.12823551194898827,0.21741134680702484,0.0,0.07883230602054983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913782174837575,0.0,0.13660178406142284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376486496333843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623159772677422,0.11306747382283425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797524414954836,0.13553377110528025,0.0,0.1224838075848854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028375326994311,0.11792660547077445,0.0,0.0,0.0925902563229124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071730262237016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396735018659522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309635146778998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232862563498396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26225229012618684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886142185651258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474266043484803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752885556426225,0.10678602795644676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073289238370714,0.0,0.0,0.22298029974705907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012054829712,0.08088313855452227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417524341042606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486518658871967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932493747063831
lonely,Panda-Chang,2019/08/14,"I've lost the one i love the most. Today i think i lost one of my most beloved people. All over some simple thing. I'm devastated, more than i ever have been. I felt so... Attached, already after 2 days. And then i had to ruin everything... I'm lonelier and more helpless than ever. I can't bare this. Maybe... Maybe it's time. I dont know yet though. Thank you, for reading this far. 

- Loner",-0.984951923076924,1.0732135625000012,1.4125000000000014,95.89634615384615,100.875,3.9615384615384617,16.153846153846153,5.8734145424116955,-0.4803269230769227,295,8,65,3,13,99,59,80,0.23800000000000002,0.642,0.12,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,5,6,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,3,11,14,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,5,1,10,2,7,9,6,10,0,4,0,1,2,2,0,3,8,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22004013014267515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859490961598852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336924174207099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607329590441433,0.0,0.0,0.17920564066351558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914528962931125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958366652413293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353319120146157,0.0,0.17996405374203456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40064323483353736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27023385042648856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823713921206787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945148749566008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357845359684088,0.0,0.0,0.1324708572650118,0.12776588442628453,0.19590705856166807,0.0,0.11627030191013507,0.0,0.18900554131186365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thequeenofmonsters,2019/08/14,I can't stop talking to myself or pretending to be talking to someone else when I'm taking a shower Loneliness really drives me insane,11.678076923076922,8.163664500000003,12.250000000000005,53.54500000000003,57.84615384615386,15.015384615384615,45.23076923076921,13.023866798666859,6.186815384615388,111,5,16,3,1,39,22,26,0.213,0.665,0.122,-0.5386,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506815045402135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689288566352528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35568754233511485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509640634337846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156305797652982,0.6748241904118002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anonymous87w96,2019/08/14,"[NSFW] I'm starting to hate masturbating It's been a few years since my last relationship, and I haven't had sex since then either. Trying to get into the dating world has been a futile effort. I miss my ex like it was yesterday since we broke up, even though it's been years. 

But I've always had a high sex drive. It's one thing that got on my ex's nerves sometimes. I wish I could go back and act more mature about it, but the past is the past. In the mean time, I'm stuck having these intense sexual urges that I can't satisfy anymore. Masturbating doesn't really do it. Watching porn only makes me depressed and miss my ex. 

What I truly want is to be touched and wanted by another person. I want to be desired. I want an emotional connection with the person I'm having sex with. It's not about just getting off, it's about all the intensity before the ultimate climax. It's about the foreplay, the passionate sex, and calm snuggling afterward. You dont get that from jerking off. So I never truly satisfy my urges and it gets worse and worse each day, and I don't know what to do.",3.3453609625668435,4.764145295454547,4.743422459893051,84.1042513368984,73.31818181818181,7.903743315508021,24.304812834224602,8.4952907291091,1.4956737967914435,855,25,174,15,17,285,125,220,0.141,0.723,0.136,-0.4667,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,0,1,9,9,2,0,13,0,21,7,0,1,2,30,43,13,0,7,5,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,17,13,0,0,2,0,0,3,7,6,0,1,8,2,18,3,19,32,5,25,0,4,1,7,8,8,0,0,15,112,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577149243809852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589521238214068,0.0,0.0,0.13798456497301187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069862512587146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839366439036487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108800147294323,0.0,0.0,0.08973058523876698,0.0,0.11983679912197386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306522119453593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650818385430498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189737637389817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907692463802906,0.0,0.07907364501205652,0.0,0.11127899525889948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373670388130617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700380027397386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646497485152214,0.11341362112566085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797434861749782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287371421235298,0.0,0.0,0.1515588386005527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073095140245724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428149847651278,0.10581846144497377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656402628622567,0.0,0.24297468638020325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913346420840204,0.0,0.0,0.1493789544572365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452818085747341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760810424913705,0.0,0.09848049172185218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243513281331918,0.0,0.13669946244091652,0.0,0.08113075601079148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944635536149207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282617867791514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599984201925872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835809683434162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919679767927044
lonely,ThrowAway_BenasWest,2019/08/14,"I just need some help? or advice I'm recently turned 17, going to college got a part-time job. Steady stuff.

I do have friends, people that I text with, but when it comes to hanging it's like it never happens, never get invited out without me having to ask if people wanna hang out or me planning everything. Idk it just makes me feel so lonely and overall depressed. Like I really have no friends.

Am I overthinking and just dumb or? 

Thanks in advance bois.",2.0716853932584267,4.658449483146068,3.26077528089888,87.53633146067419,82.25842696629212,5.807191011235956,24.630337078651685,7.1686216300943375,1.278697977528091,360,14,67,5,10,116,66,89,0.171,0.652,0.177,-0.2592,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,22,17,9,0,3,9,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,1,1,8,5,9,16,1,12,0,2,0,0,4,3,1,5,6,45,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246009468429754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369126087229896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847268736579286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844929203683582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620572397057195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475963933695767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32014330644454264,0.0,0.10824631194845727,0.0,0.11774877228497475,0.0,0.16570584384775872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321419723293836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887263717023465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560047421155725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244156179624376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382984915439623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362604671194247,0.31958975785077604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243626173007025,0.0,0.28727384351629226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272887544827144,0.0,0.20457151673627735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371787917155473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074934656539064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22535924411243746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997202394039323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RandomGuyyd4,2019/08/14,I need someone I can talk to I prefer voice chat or text on discord. I really hate the reddit chat. I'm 16 btw.,-2.2910000000000004,-0.5432753999999953,1.4794999999999978,95.58725,103.0,4.1000000000000005,14.25,5.985473137389443,-0.6343999999999999,85,2,20,1,4,31,20,25,0.271,0.7290000000000001,0.0,-0.7713,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5435777127635588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082435496598792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35271172053894995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664994549151092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425304228029972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nobody1296,2019/08/14,"Really depressed I met a guy a few weeks ago and we had a date and I thought it went well. We planned to meet again once our schedules lined up, and we had been texting regularly and had a lot in common. Then this week out of the blue he just ghosted me, just completely cut off all communication and disappeared. I just hate myself so much right now I don't know what went wrong :(",1.6719805194805204,3.957341571428575,2.875438311688317,91.59030032467535,81.33766233766234,6.447402597402598,22.61201298701299,7.645422480735847,0.8723519480519492,299,10,66,5,8,96,60,77,0.215,0.759,0.026000000000000002,-0.9381,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,4,0,0,1,7,5,2,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,16,11,7,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,8,1,10,1,6,3,4,17,0,1,1,0,8,5,0,1,9,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457501525664527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25379936200035985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20848925633682205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23968128830381194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389879567642351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303197231078606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579404579609226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794479650983705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25779012119940264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507231337695965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067212221726197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217167380404776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883380705305826,0.0,0.21764448962905647,0.4487912648295663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264658841775154,0.0,0.0
lonely,BIG_TIDDY_GOTH_LOLI,2019/08/14,"Confusing Times (just to get it out of the way, I'm 13 going to 8th, but please read before leaving) 
I moved recently to a place three hours from where I used to live, so I had to leave all my friends, but I still talk to them often and play minecraft with them alot. I text them alot and I'm okay being single and all, cause then I can just joke around without my girlfriend judging me. I still feel super lonely. I can barely sleep at night by how lonely I feel, I know no one here in this city. i feel like I can never find love because of what I like or my appearance, I've vented to some friends but most of them say I'm too young to be feeling like this. is this normal? what can I do to make it easier to find the happiness I'm looking for?",3.64188679245283,3.712913471698116,4.563201257861639,90.66631132075472,71.51572327044025,7.6178616352201285,24.70503144654088,7.1686216300943375,0.7575680503144655,578,14,135,5,10,188,99,159,0.09300000000000001,0.6579999999999999,0.249,0.9839,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,1,11,14,0,1,5,1,9,2,1,4,3,35,25,10,0,1,7,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,7,3,0,3,3,3,0,2,1,6,22,11,22,22,7,19,0,2,1,1,10,6,0,8,12,92,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582570412045128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930094038252849,0.0,0.12983162277327254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567384073840095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30858966699732965,0.21800179916900772,0.0,0.0,0.2789048702086445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357609212680173,0.0,0.07971508294912379,0.0,0.08671291410208667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242084548988914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025741812528212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385222149690066,0.0,0.0,0.3231136111197341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22362395910479432,0.0,0.13472811366492365,0.0,0.12812608828684646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770652301120034,0.0,0.10184620174787186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621649967216038,0.0,0.0,0.11767663765254074,0.0,0.0,0.14318299513900032,0.14949287323685814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338999141323693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941028633154866,0.167483513330316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261809389895964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506511873903417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133519888219255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268699359223434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436960662485963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122635455909307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896876166424933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177737075449794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110836550578252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707859477267146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,smellyforcekin,2019/08/14,"Melancholy Playlist? Every now and again, I’ll get into a funk that I can’t shake, so I hit play on an ever expanding playlist of sad/lonely songs, and listen for a couple hours at full volume. Usually makes me feel better. Not happy, per se, but on a more even keel, sorta steadies my resolve. I always wondered if anyone else does that?",4.009999999999998,5.477139393939396,4.9337575757575785,83.20063636363638,71.72727272727272,6.492121212121212,25.32121212121212,6.742157984588678,1.11234303030303,264,8,48,2,5,86,57,66,0.084,0.804,0.113,0.4319,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,12,7,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,4,6,6,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,5,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22961579172242244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295341734304167,0.2827474314110865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440588426716814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053377957666689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24148916033235024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305241146964251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822649806867484,0.2496161454718737,0.23250310377250466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953060806909273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417454873841462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937581099822957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717590530093019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420140373048885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039242882697476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29926028621078044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,minecoinowner,2019/08/14,"i need friends if u want a online friend im right hereee bc actual social interaction is not my thiNGG

im cold but you can be my friend if u want",-1.716363636363635,0.2066646363636373,1.2870303030303027,97.59054545454543,99.6060606060606,5.0642424242424235,12.66060606060606,6.742157984588678,-0.686328484848485,115,2,29,2,5,40,25,33,0.0,0.6659999999999999,0.33399999999999996,0.8422,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,5,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.25451125534615704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6044994812627373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5634353860457407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338603197669607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272884268602786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26586119303832795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076629570081191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,VancouverJ3ff,2019/08/14,I Put Myself Here Loneliness is a curse I brought on myself. I feel like it shouldn't really matter to other people. And that just adds to the loneliness. It's a vicious circle that I seem to have drawn by myself. And I can't escape the irony.,0.8230666666666657,3.22735024,3.0,88.39666666666666,86.6,5.7333333333333325,16.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.2317333333333336,192,4,38,3,6,65,35,50,0.28800000000000003,0.639,0.073,-0.8677,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,7,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,8,1,5,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26162721089187324,0.3696507614202866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25278924935483743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35871951696783433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201581880182757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314777113412173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4710471388097542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Moldydrpepper,2019/08/14,"My personality is getting worse and worse Its to the point where people cant even be near me. Im that evil. But Im trying to be good, yet people still hate me.",-0.3681428571428569,1.6492646857142894,2.31964285714286,94.01660714285715,87.85714285714286,4.642857142857143,14.464285714285715,5.985473137389443,-0.9208571428571428,124,2,30,1,4,43,28,35,0.324,0.611,0.066,-0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571423112848874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108263804962653,0.0,0.0,0.21043939366135248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247707542016068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5420207790566499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478789491571946,0.21907243125940568,0.0,0.0,0.23717751531254835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036561504031952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034169825774909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5113682673649121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blackgildansoxs,2019/08/14,"The lonely bird in the nest. I wake up everyday to no noise in the house and it just amplifies the loneliness.  I still live at home but, it’s just me. My mom doesn’t even live here anymore.

I just miss walking downstairs and telling someone “Good morning”.  

It’s just me and the cats. If only cats could speak.",-0.02177419354838861,2.2826039193548406,1.1021935483870955,98.20329032258064,98.51612903225808,4.415483870967742,20.716129032258067,6.2581,0.2380916129032257,241,9,52,3,10,75,44,62,0.115,0.823,0.062,-0.0772,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,10,3,5,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,5,2,0,7,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829253082932436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277762521522608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188427550190202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23928288561031916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28616335375473456,0.0,0.0,0.32917971040139826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038224218074561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33412145437448704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169715202080144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24172041109029144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278283628828903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493510005026408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MidNiteShowerZ,2019/08/14,"Hi Everyone I’m new here. I didn’t really think there was a subreddit for this, but I guess there’s one for everything. 😅😅",-1.1338888888888867,0.939804407407408,2.338796296296298,90.31708333333334,97.51851851851852,8.625925925925927,17.86111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.7758222222222226,97,3,23,4,4,35,22,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211741004080112,0.3961351627257991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4855572444675917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256978836148317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986767880641561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823681976737884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28242726752694264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fuckmeplzzzzzzzzz,2019/08/14,Anyone else feel so alien to everyone else? Like I have a bf but i dont know if i even love him i feel like im with him because he's the only form of human contact i have people in uni seem to avoid me like i ask if anyone wants to study with me and people seem to always come up with excuses. Same for coffee with other girls people just dont seem to like me...Why am i like this?,1.8930620155038795,2.304223499999999,3.995348837209304,91.94713178294576,75.62790697674419,6.663565891472868,18.984496124031008,6.42735559955562,-0.1628852713178297,295,4,72,2,6,102,54,86,0.031,0.736,0.233,0.9590000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,19,15,5,0,3,4,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,11,6,13,15,2,3,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,5,5,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387797420437564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250037981788802,0.16485648937668618,0.0,0.0,0.15041560593756031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808042476628058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859725675041945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771367374984053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688151476804615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626998343493592,0.0,0.0,0.15374257873272568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270723374615964,0.1149438023625789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737947876277442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842397826203968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930271563026797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521450213138973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236830460876798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346341160250157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394197567896735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490035521093282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518319465072352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,oddnded,2019/08/14,"Are you relatively rad? Noice. Honestly, just looking to make some new friends? (Preferably w/ similar interests) Which would be memes, reading, hiking, movies/shows, music, anime/manga, gaming, and then some. Also, if you're close to my age of 22??",3.6014285714285705,6.851760571428571,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,86.14285714285714,6.609523809523811,26.04761904761905,7.793537801064563,2.3508761904761903,192,8,29,4,6,60,39,42,0.0,0.84,0.16,0.7941,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,5,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,3,2,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,3,16,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640598816986869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517217563891369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38229179432403776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038800897762129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396792061986094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553689708556994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323393536837966,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justinthestars,2019/08/14,"I've been single for 3 years and I don't know why. I'm doing this on my phone so sorry for the formating.

I'm not normally someone to post especially when it comes to something like this. So.... I'm a 28 yr old straight male. I've been single for 3 years after being in a year long relationship. I was very happy in the relationship, however, I wasn't ready for marriage and wanted to have some more fun before committing. 
Growing up I was always very popular. Kinda was known in school for being a ladies man. I was very religious younger so I waited tell I was in my 20's to actually have sex, since premarital sex was a big no no. I am no longer religious and love sex, but it's been over a year. 
flirting game was away a strong suite so never really worried about not being able to talk or attract women. Once I turned 23 it was like a switch flipped, I couldn't attract someone! I stopped getting matches on Tinder and other online sites. Women would reject me in person, never giving me the time a day. I went 8 months without having anyone, when I then meet my last girlfriend of over a year. 
After breaking up with her I redid my tinder and bumble, I was going out to the club every weekend talking to as many beautiful women I could in person. Nothing! No matches, women would reject me, or give me their phone number, but ghost me after a few days. I don't get! I'm a  nice guy had a great job car my own place I was confident and respectful!
After 6 months i started to get very lonely! I still went out to the club, but would let my buddy get the girls I was just there to have fun now. Seeing my friends and every other guy get the girl just made it worse. After a year I gave up believing something was or is wrong with me! I started doing yoga, meditation, reading self-help books. I wanted to fix myself!
A year and a half ago my mom started calling me saying she needed help and was going through a rough time. I had just moved to a new state with my buddy and had no intention on moving again. After 2 months of her calling and asking for me to move back I bought a plane ticket to visit for a holiday. When I had arrived I realized how bad it was. I cancelled my return flight, called and told my buddy, who was completely understanding. My mom had become dependent on benzo's. She went to rehab while i took care of my siblings. During that time I said I wasn't going to attempt to date since everything was a mess!
Now I've been living in her basement for a year and a half. I'm trying to get my life back together, but this horrible gut hurting loneliness just makes me want to stay like this. I have friends who are in relationships, which doesn't help my loneliness. I just don't know why I'm not attractive anymore. I'm so lonely it hurts! I just want to have an emotional connection with someone, sex would be nice. 
Sorry for this being so long. Ive told this to my friends and family they don't seems to care. Im not expecting anyone here to know how to fix it I just really needed to tell someone.",2.5832907880133216,4.406910101307191,4.299670736219017,84.8028579356271,76.25490196078431,6.971809100998891,23.80207177210507,7.837336299996399,1.2721083610802821,2370,75,470,36,53,798,269,612,0.124,0.7140000000000001,0.162,0.9737,2,6,2,0,0,0,67.0,0,0,2,2,27,31,0,0,30,0,56,8,1,6,3,74,107,35,1,14,19,2,1,3,4,4,2,2,0,12,19,21,0,2,7,9,1,14,20,9,0,2,37,4,70,22,71,58,6,90,0,6,1,5,54,24,0,7,51,313,89,4,0.062468311664200124,0.0,0.06096006102196795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537438916806669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197863953672534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061951779434811616,0.08735859195240092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839943880381061,0.0,0.05869103513958985,0.09606855146202156,0.05215843093648572,0.0,0.06899134234711934,0.053155932217676484,0.07038039553287248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913613917552936,0.0,0.12738121407276234,0.0,0.0,0.05381091917637911,0.06549683627054859,0.0,0.0,0.049875863771080935,0.0,0.0,0.08057378629785036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026844261734101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526449362655678,0.0,0.05614249054379443,0.0,0.05888956469964264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478858789724194,0.0,0.19582268736037345,0.1198505934450722,0.10650654330471647,0.0,0.0,0.06887153414229376,0.0,0.12370689960305466,0.0,0.06649867936007645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256135775990519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374723927375765,0.0,0.06747649621343757,0.0,0.06199016030810231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299285120947646,0.050920011540815935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387808103424844,0.04412321593587898,0.09155658504847693,0.0,0.055160663672012535,0.11056498011937717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638009020266337,0.059109026917253324,0.04169808311024333,0.06333306323828276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632426325320014,0.14958483116372268,0.19918178768049352,0.0,0.0926389231318028,0.09635882600937874,0.060332284669973014,0.0,0.0,0.061205682152499476,0.05994002982148234,0.0,0.06554998479049091,0.06652671317723095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908984046014862,0.06526608998670387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982737473804636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248521647650662,0.0,0.08003760008925101,0.0,0.0,0.20120276584299512,0.0,0.0,0.05942166949208615,0.049677308729810236,0.0,0.06322126642816228,0.0497791565967918,0.056868804793381376,0.06516807289830585,0.0,0.0,0.10334886587669456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117167910229732,0.09618231648936046,0.0,0.13985632110413698,0.1326461775556694,0.0665829085606947,0.049887274388638,0.052226305697105936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004193253161887,0.10920011559360454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927732466475074,0.0,0.0,0.11938229763165588,0.06940459276619831,0.042411883092320406,0.06794758486338877,0.0,0.06503171550576788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617159733522705,0.14738171487076618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372625226784158,0.11273586990523107,0.0,0.0,0.06021722325738872,0.0,0.0,0.06343960277900303,0.06366054640298996,0.17750278521130822,0.0682992923649497,0.0,0.321820356861568
lonely,shalomeyourtits,2019/08/14,Being somewhere new sucks. I just moved to a new city and I literally know nobody here. All I do is go to work and go back to my room at this point. I go to the beach and I go fishing a lot and I never seem to even get to talk to anyone except for the occasional “have you caught any fish?” By some people walking by but nothing ever comes from those little conversations I have with people. I haven’t made any friends in the couple months I’ve been here and it’s just made me super fucking depressed. Now I just dread going to work then when I get off I sleep the whole day until I go to work because I don’t have the energy to do anything else so now I’m just isolating myself even more. I just don’t know what to do and don’t know how to meet any friends.,1.1384867075664644,2.8675545460122724,2.9817423312883453,93.03968916155422,80.22699386503069,5.5736605316973415,19.45562372188139,6.42735559955562,-0.0788908793456029,593,14,136,5,15,198,93,163,0.067,0.8320000000000001,0.102,0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,4,16,7,2,1,7,0,13,2,1,3,3,27,32,12,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,4,1,0,10,5,4,0,0,4,0,18,3,22,27,5,28,0,1,0,1,6,6,2,3,12,94,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27511939591071743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429420490546743,0.0,0.11097470818043602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036956694708074,0.0,0.08220675157469443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616620015427308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921520994996945,0.0,0.08697073688319716,0.0,0.11615097235383813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265458993240304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814176781758978,0.12198465460185146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083782788470274,0.12467187390314195,0.14091302064605415,0.0,0.4598494363837767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223394127285446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351607875384728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464944977898495,0.0,0.2552073503627523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076404919483073,0.14333021233687268,0.0,0.0,0.10400898962668004,0.2604888511108413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939763170876856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869838533702559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748217692782454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276751747184615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495303952815466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839186193606283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056151545646584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29452955445649465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Keybles,2019/08/14,"Hello everyone :) I feel really weird talking about how I feel to random people on the internet but if anybody can relate I’m sure it’s you guys

I have a few friends and I make friends quite easily but I only have one person that I can fully trust but we don’t talk as much anymore and she’s the only one that can distract me from my loneliness 

I’m an 18yo m who’s never been in a real relationship and seeing my best friend in one and how much more complete she seems when she’s in one makes me notice what I’m missing out on. I feel like I’m never gonna find love and my hobbies aren’t even as fun anymore bc I’m lonely and I just want someone to be close to, to hug, and talk to but all I can do is think about her and worry about if she’s okay and I think it’s because I don’t have anyone to love other than her and I don’t consider myself attractive and don’t know of anybody who’s found me attractive but I’ve been called cute by many girls yet my friend says it’s always good to be called cute by a girl unless you want to smash and that thought makes me think I’ll never have a chance. I have a hard time sleeping at night bc I feel lonely and I just want to hold someone in my arms or cuddle 

Idk ;-; I’m sorry for the rant/rambling but I needed to get it off my chest and I figured this is a good place


TL;DR I’m lonely and don’t think I’ll ever find love",-0.3754879773691648,1.661786349834987,2.000807166430928,96.1371089108911,88.14191419141916,4.650975954738331,16.907967939651112,6.025991092188313,-0.4914531070249879,1076,25,251,9,35,365,146,303,0.131,0.64,0.22899999999999998,0.9893,1,6,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,2,11,26,0,1,10,1,22,8,3,5,6,63,55,30,0,6,12,0,5,1,4,1,0,1,0,4,12,18,0,1,15,0,0,0,9,6,0,4,4,7,37,20,31,48,6,19,0,4,1,5,30,11,0,5,9,157,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224545811469954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605178304202706,0.06911346160093212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025389549645141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372983717048297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018599110539186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363521154355528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528499944363643,0.08940933061772058,0.0,0.09444891061994427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991236135078927,0.07061359972719697,0.0,0.0,0.18068178282887232,0.0,0.0,0.1083764637522022,0.3054640354197908,0.0,0.051641490859677036,0.0,0.0,0.16580996821508012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787030519155596,0.0,0.0,0.08854408978041782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054321636129507495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04828979331922849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676295333195401,0.0,0.197935804696294,0.10021148776238173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532224576156114,0.07329097818002994,0.2287019011800956,0.0,0.0,0.09275764461602612,0.0,0.0,0.11253363497748882,0.0,0.0,0.2679148336309898,0.15034941081351202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852542732003135,0.08630606711017484,0.1032701032222868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513190691954527,0.0,0.1125051977804124,0.06332148305931093,0.0,0.0,0.10612060260516444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860407757501703,0.0,0.0,0.07876523078242226,0.08998313430966985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891458043162718,0.0,0.16749904021589115,0.0,0.0,0.11064686669337682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315854346486502,0.0,0.0,0.2383392530415381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533389182425607,0.0,0.07847045757086399,0.05763626307976661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749008356891267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038006457416374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AzerothVarrock,2019/08/14,"Over a year since I broke up with my ex I just realized it's been a little over a year now and I havent been with anyone since. I wanna stay single, but I feel so alone and like I'll never find happiness with another person ever again and that kind of terrifies me. I would love a fwb type thing, but I kind of NEED to have some kind of emotional connection in order to have any kind of attraction. So it gets all confusing for other people when I express that. That I want to hangout, talk, etc with a fwb situation but have absolutely no attachments, no expectations. I just want to worry about myself and getting myself through school and starting my career, but I really do miss intimacy. Idk. I also feel lonesome in regards to friendships. I have no close friends. Been trying to fix that for a year now. Idk what to do to combat this lonely feeling I struggle with. It's that type of lonely feeling that leaves the wind knocked out of you. Stuck at home. Needing to reach out but no one to reach out to. Not sure what to do. I just wanna feel cared about and like if I disappeared, anyone besides my family would notice and care. And I just dont have that now. Hopefully I'll figure that out.",2.190224089635852,4.512661432773111,3.696827731092437,86.22084383753504,79.63025210084034,6.8238095238095235,22.521708683473392,7.937092434478242,1.2445372549019598,943,30,186,17,24,311,123,238,0.218,0.581,0.201,-0.6077,0,5,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,15,20,0,2,7,0,15,1,0,0,4,53,33,18,0,11,11,1,5,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,16,18,0,0,8,1,0,1,8,6,0,1,4,5,24,14,40,27,4,26,0,4,0,1,7,12,0,4,13,140,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135867539267975,0.0,0.09370535610291746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968348659799157,0.12286892657964132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386393234066526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23893684842887694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732903474697575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318068786297033,0.0,0.0,0.1306818671514831,0.0,0.10599211907198657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046281115395494,0.0,0.2962377452926493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070964568654372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905296466004607,0.0,0.12243892243543872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247356997390762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753676991849735,0.11638189820706225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4880817941591313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240721357430341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449224567707145,0.11744082346587102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105755634103669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376857722767608,0.0903731149549098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334052984820518,0.0,0.0,0.07940127934963866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123486890890551,0.10231329189666767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506574678355835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858805290863933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938578814861235,0.13171038382624164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293755572462115,0.12489369367788347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122497471639313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104367000992154,0.0,0.0,0.0941813802257315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784632107920622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955460116924642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822651449666998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899759995171863,0.0,0.1664764949622454,0.0,0.0,0.2263719057451712
lonely,joban9,2019/08/14,"Tired of being single forever I am an introvert guy and i  rarely  connect emotionally with people and when i  do i open up.  I haven't  had any girlfriend in my life and i m approaching 30 soon. I feel very lonely, i miss that one person with whom i can talk genuinely about my feelings and share my every special momemnt. I want to change and want to find a girlfriend, Is it too late?",3.3984848484848524,4.878565753246754,4.89292207792208,82.84033549783553,73.28571428571428,8.25021645021645,27.119047619047624,8.841846274778883,2.0833307359307356,301,11,60,6,6,101,58,77,0.105,0.7909999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.2666,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,13,12,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,3,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,2,13,2,8,10,1,7,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823457920640303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836587393263432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016237204136917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225921245814476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711613590764344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24507698003856696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265502791219598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024759169569388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939666301800434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169999572122292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589593837859755,0.23413129929541054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155224263916368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081898463938534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212452770959032,0.31631426216709685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MachineIceberg,2019/08/14,"Remembering a time when I felt very alone. A few years ago I was much more lonely than I am now. I was unemployed and high all day and drunk as many nights as I could afford. I even got drunk in the afternoon sometimes, and that is even worse because the drunkenness wears off before you go to sleep. Well at the time I'm living with my parent who is often abusive and angry. And when they would get angry I would get in my car and go drive around town for a while. Just to get away for a bit. I would also just drive around town because I had nothing else to do. I pretty much took a drive everyday. My day would be completely alone and uneventful except for my drive for a long time. And so I had a lot of very sad drives around town. But I remember one time in particular when I was driving around and I was thinking about how nobody else in this town knows how alone I am, and that I just drive around because I have nothing else. Everybody is going somewhere or they're with somebody. But I was always alone. Times is better now but I still have lots of strange memories of these lonely drives lol...",3.4938712241653462,4.896705265765768,4.013751987281399,89.54515898251194,72.91891891891892,7.205511393746687,23.419183889772125,7.724431198458867,0.9006875463698996,867,23,184,11,17,273,115,222,0.13699999999999998,0.8370000000000001,0.026000000000000002,-0.9540000000000001,4,8,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,1,23,5,0,0,10,1,22,4,2,2,1,41,34,24,0,5,8,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,17,2,0,5,2,0,13,0,3,1,1,10,1,25,2,29,18,8,50,0,3,0,0,4,17,0,4,20,131,30,1,0.0,0.11142078033235407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335985664478672,0.0,0.0,0.3895839729478697,0.0,0.07520291565260342,0.07824794106931987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185730218836216,0.0,0.0,0.08835269064045484,0.0,0.0,0.17197581624853156,0.0,0.08002022155109967,0.0,0.0,0.08316981073281847,0.10266617931789768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098598051630492,0.0,0.0,0.07508245086683231,0.0,0.0,0.12129468832118202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356724318460048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422368131385553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029214085303652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739441275472526,0.0,0.1603335100395638,0.0,0.07521154024966205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935731550627057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05168134849127977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303811717316319,0.08322151296975437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989710764223408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953407369676776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825889943434475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824918574253167,0.0,0.18046582068970046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372322737967556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044191270385912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567142143307927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305560082422706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410686544801598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300692774349924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509962825620085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060256363085617534,0.0,0.0,0.27417434471772656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448073541579593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551839673204223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455231115004681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583372569538563,0.2672102925479841,0.0,0.0,0.060558001669174515
lonely,verynotelonmusk,2019/08/14,"Sucks It hurts so badly man. I haven't had friends since I started school, never had a girlfriend, had a girl in person like me and I spend everyday by myself, the only people that talk to me are my parents when they tell me to do stuff. It hurts.",0.551764705882352,2.8542491764705886,2.0700980392156865,95.36044117647059,86.64705882352942,4.184313725490196,18.303921568627448,5.46131890053228,-0.4316431372549019,192,5,41,1,6,62,41,51,0.26899999999999996,0.687,0.044000000000000004,-0.9143,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,2,8,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,9,2,4,5,0,5,0,2,0,0,9,1,1,0,5,30,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21780334828385695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153622128518467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5585021637828685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744076347744507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118775205393816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839227283282287,0.0,0.0,0.2896490318908806,0.0,0.0,0.18084427733107747,0.22776885816317305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639995732917519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578226784365728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463478220718607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986170036300136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096656752664331,0.2279991017965407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ProfessorNubs,2019/08/14,"Feeling lonely without female companionship. Im a guy and I’ve been feeling this odd wave of loneliness when it comes to females. It feels as if its an internal desperation. I can talk to females, go on dates, even have sex, but there is this emptiness that has been there for some time lately. I understand that it’s typically best to not “look” for a relationship, but i’ve been finding myself yearning for one. I guess I just want to connect with someone on a deeper level that I can be ultimately intimate with. Is there any advice that anybody might have with something like this? I genuinely feel like the only one with all the relationships around me.",5.545284552845527,7.179001739837402,6.144878048780488,75.34869918699188,68.1869918699187,9.043902439024393,32.365853658536594,9.444778638647367,3.1199853658536583,526,23,92,11,9,171,83,123,0.094,0.765,0.141,0.7162,0,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,6,0,12,1,0,0,1,25,22,6,0,3,6,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,3,5,8,3,17,17,3,10,0,2,1,1,5,4,0,4,6,70,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803724205094211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552280385447895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431804868282548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370852346379802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900195376865026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191536390611693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733229454103687,0.13186616804515022,0.0,0.0,0.16870556400789785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490280122693617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333904002787065,0.1827662399435667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938136897890185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821772065657126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180355909493349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500327385741133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958134469943827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501565039160973,0.14038372741524374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963462355763605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563966195594122,0.14210105006453866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836086398253273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763186103149093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921574650760296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887186547313506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793147366735027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,15andsadallthetime,2019/08/14,"I am all alone I am a high school freshman that is all alone. I have friends but I don’t like them, which makes me feel like an asshole but I’m more happy without them with me. However I’m scared of what other people think about me. My best friend left the group and asked me to go with her and I said no because I’ve started to not be able to stand her. I just feel like I’m not good enough and no one will ever like the true me.",0.2902083333333323,1.8823701041666685,1.722083333333334,101.71458333333337,82.33333333333334,4.683333333333334,17.958333333333332,5.033348758259628,-0.8736166666666665,334,7,86,1,9,107,63,96,0.131,0.58,0.289,0.9712,1,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,3,11,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,4,19,18,5,0,0,6,0,2,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,1,3,16,10,8,15,5,6,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,6,56,20,1,0.18440215105189398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819700314215523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239111877290744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240983972234853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351868082032997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905367158387223,0.0,0.0,0.1668023028488233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864785364730644,0.2634738671135301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849372889467596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479999199202997,0.15466777540153034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629951873880688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483099696695969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035347667129488,0.0,0.0,0.3603583059660931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308986773330904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495566991794285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278412331432384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540867331804325,0.0,0.1846187224182927,0.1866248216255084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305207916271933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815745256153842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775709320792002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,goawayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,2019/08/14,"I’ve pushed away all my friends and I feel horrible I don’t know why I did what I did. I started getting anxiety when I was around them and they were supposed to be my best friends but I never felt comfortable anymore. Not just with them, I started getting so paranoid and so anxious that the only time I felt comfortable was by myself. So I stopped answering texts. I’ve hung out with them like five times over the summer and they feel like I hate them and I understand why. I had good friends who I liked. I don’t understand why I did this. Now they want nothing to do with me and I’m so lonely and it’s all my fault.",0.1817920656634726,2.543254356589152,1.7306520747834035,96.1701504787962,90.70542635658914,5.205836753305974,23.09211126310989,6.794906146795322,0.7169312357501134,488,20,108,7,17,157,72,129,0.223,0.598,0.179,-0.8162,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,7,1,9,13,1,0,2,0,11,0,0,0,3,28,25,13,0,1,3,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,1,8,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,9,4,28,10,10,15,3,14,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,0,12,77,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156226397063633,0.17951797166842734,0.15759154568778808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145957493117967,0.0,0.0,0.14929693755441967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676150678144802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069477940230206,0.1135221129328086,0.3051483778676977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683099593400389,0.0,0.1660431186071633,0.0,0.0,0.1332823847659474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568862718619205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733030089406088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328995855698908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255770915714626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247410218586305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085478477015653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22494824567625474,0.0,0.0,0.13285210393400038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853181367794308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308524358389519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937265743796772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43016246235954747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nonononoifailed,2019/08/14,"I despise myself I brutally mutilate, attempted suicide, strangle myself to the point of tunnel vision, and I beat my fucking head all because I'm lonely. I'm receiving help but the medication is fucking useless (I've been through so many meds) and the ""help"" I'm receiving had been gone for over 2 months and they barely help at all. I fucking hate myself for being so pathetic.",4.587089201877934,6.79174773239437,5.97711267605634,73.28613849765263,71.67605633802819,8.67699530516432,34.36854460093897,9.2995712137729,3.723392488262912,303,16,48,7,6,102,47,71,0.297,0.62,0.08199999999999999,-0.9640000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,1,2,2,8,6,0,3,0,5,5,1,0,2,6,13,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,4,0,9,0,7,8,2,7,0,2,0,3,6,3,3,0,1,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583780885091362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6180205586016608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000287999467474,0.2286924273887929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480836922021112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22591915107188,0.0,0.0,0.24751883296940946,0.2244822590616861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786432731874827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065057613529173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437447143553507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nickkwestt,2019/08/14,What do you do when you lose the love of your life and the girl that you would have 100% married in a split second? And what do you do when the reason she left is all your fault? Answer: kms Never gonna be in love again. Ever.,0.0991836734693905,1.9395597346938798,1.4768979591836742,101.92881632653062,84.3061224489796,3.92,11.840816326530616,3.1291,-1.8413379591836727,173,1,43,0,5,55,35,49,0.094,0.752,0.153,0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,6,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,8,3,0,1,3,8,11,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,7,2,3,8,1,8,0,1,0,2,10,3,0,0,5,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988071362519089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35891020435444543,0.0,0.2333255488908919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36956063661115096,0.0,0.0,0.5962809017444012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25477490128771546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33963964354745385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346606764184942,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bibubip,2019/10/16,"I feel numb... My mom rejected me, my sister doesn’t communicate to me, I have a stepdad who is nice but I don’t know what to say to him.. I have a boyfriend but its a long distance relationship and I feel like our relationship is not going well.. I currently live on my own and lost motivation to make friends or meet people. I can also go for days without leaving my room.. I apologize for my grammar, english is not my strength..",2.2373255813953503,4.28259127906977,4.24436046511628,83.77956395348839,78.06976744186046,7.555813953488372,29.3546511627907,8.472884824447931,2.286818604651163,334,16,69,7,8,114,58,86,0.06,0.7759999999999999,0.165,0.836,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,3,2,8,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,2,0,13,15,6,0,0,6,2,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,3,1,0,1,3,18,5,8,14,1,7,0,2,0,0,11,2,0,1,4,50,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759504846500466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512859091745338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237223298631093,0.16758534532147054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123738223544747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666365820653305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892006900031394,0.0,0.0,0.2483883449768616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146048596894918,0.0,0.20714010195431845,0.20759758612300053,0.0,0.0,0.25607383798662753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658522961423088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747394682275816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262954225665618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037063087568211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654893016325466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109172865224153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22612856580386326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Joinedurcult,2019/10/16,"Hard time with genuine connection? Realistically, I should be one of the least lonely people I know. However, while I do have friends, the frequency by which I see them and the conditions surrounding pur encounters feel like they dont equate to genuine connection.

I only see certain friends at work, band practice, the gym, etc. And the connections feel so shallow. 

Maybe due to the heaps of past mental and emotional trauma, but I haven't had what feels like a genuine deep connection with another human in years. I've never had a ""best friend"" so to speak. Everybody else seems to have their go-to group and I'm involved only on the fringes, never being a mainstay in anyones circle really.

I very often hear stories of stuff my friends did without me, and I wonder constantly if they meant to not invite me or if it was intentional?

Everything just feels so fake nowadays. Am I overreacting? Or are people's companionships genuinely so commodified?",5.720651629072684,8.047057076023393,6.218015873015876,72.23750000000003,68.88304093567251,9.797994987468671,33.266917293233085,10.125756701596842,3.9219654135338367,764,36,123,21,14,247,116,171,0.109,0.79,0.1,-0.6759,1,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,2,6,11,0,0,10,0,14,0,0,1,3,29,26,15,0,3,8,0,5,2,4,1,0,2,0,1,4,7,0,0,8,2,0,0,6,3,0,1,5,9,16,8,16,18,3,14,0,1,2,0,15,6,0,7,10,84,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174257125385554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118560941859962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518657370917429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638166601881742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960073975098128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088784615704093,0.16278090180312565,0.0,0.0,0.16139151769155707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005731875914645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29268182558111233,0.2067637752799556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472148241956871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224285099305198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296330335265097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310031963606197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952962750031757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139740804527884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453821004420239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583510347479053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22322078034253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806022258646646,0.220119154886715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814345192386587,0.20064939487718594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927058593829642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23063257701473744,0.13173986762655288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565998648856353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438240929113386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940210032539175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949667220173845,0.15693339279494425,0.10535165792831253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318942820785127
lonely,RivalFuze,2019/10/16,Overthinking I don’t really have a solid friendship group which leads me to overthink and be paranoid about being left out and it quite exhausting really idk really why I’m posting this but mabye just to see if anyone else could relate...,10.33681818181818,8.779117227272728,9.61727272727273,65.29590909090909,58.54545454545455,13.345454545454546,35.63636363636364,12.161744961471696,4.467036363636363,194,6,31,5,2,62,39,44,0.11199999999999999,0.807,0.081,-0.091,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,8,7,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850582034188508,0.3055373983406442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380855198883165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24910478552401905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32399120524959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855896728613628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31716852243544474,0.0,0.0,0.5730966499745546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376238822117594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26907582312400363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,beasif,2019/10/16,"I don’t even fucking know. I’m doing great and I’m happy, but I’m bored out of my mind. I relapsed in self-harm simply because i was bored, and I was laughing while doing so. I wasn’t bored then. I just bought a bunch of blades and I’m excited. What the fuck? I feel completely split in half - one side is yelling at me to stop and that I’m fucking crazy, while the other is urging me to do drugs and cut myself and all sorts of shit. I desperately want to tell someone but it’s my “special” secret and I don’t want to be sent away again, and I don’t even really have anyone anymore. I have a lot of surface level friends or mentors who think I’m being honest and vulnerable but it’s just a play; an act. I don’t know what to do.",-0.2765408805031413,1.7435027610062903,2.1782704402515733,95.17860062893082,87.42767295597484,4.7911949685534605,18.89622641509434,6.139981653823899,-0.1991358490566042,565,16,132,5,18,193,89,159,0.187,0.637,0.17600000000000002,-0.4385,0,0,1,0,1,1,17.0,0,0,0,0,6,16,5,0,6,0,17,5,1,0,1,28,34,17,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,7,10,0,1,5,1,1,2,5,8,0,2,5,2,17,8,14,27,3,15,0,0,0,3,5,8,4,3,5,88,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824761840154808,0.13272457249800484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833947123625435,0.0,0.0,0.1157107795769575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901968197282652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012764389598907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507448893739759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597726001106682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665226779083926,0.5264487202445326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092740902073676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020638976085391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086370951671105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613757624267846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166122190367932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862502085652885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160173393591606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980206965940857,0.0,0.19484458810571967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083146460559028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869564611516138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590856531651713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216271723408996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239181591995391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wellitry66,2019/10/16,"31/m, lonely in New England I really don't have any friends or people to talk to. I posted here once before but I only got sympathy responses. Please, I do not want sympathy responses. I'd like to find people to talk to who might like to become friends. If you'd like to chat, feel free to say hi. I have another post you can look at for more information.",1.0046917808219185,3.2679697945205533,3.4865582191780864,86.31833047945206,83.93150684931506,7.485616438356162,21.45376712328768,8.472884824447931,1.5071383561643827,277,9,58,7,8,96,50,73,0.09699999999999999,0.625,0.27899999999999997,0.9549,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,11,3,0,2,4,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,7,7,11,8,1,5,0,1,1,0,11,2,0,3,4,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595408643365087,0.20963606610857688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220798581749828,0.17011923592095482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108677154556596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827254500907896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089190979009476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989620513034947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930159559274801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788446277809474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208607105692454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930862980145094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129108293632659,0.0,0.1520499927090269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772020367227759,0.0,0.0,0.21945475769695047,0.0,0.0,0.3829407877154512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807540761746328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898631537712696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213801015572623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791941029207068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,irrelephantness,2019/10/16,"extroverted but lonely I know I shouldn’t really post things like this, because it feels like I’m asking for pity.  I feel lonely around people, not all the time, but just seeing other people connect and be happy without me. I have a great group of friends; I just feel excluded. Growing up the way I did, I didn’t get any attention, my Mum is partially sighted and deaf and my Dad has anxiety, but  I’ve always gotten good grades so my parents have only paid attention to my ‘misbehaving’ younger brother, so that might contribute to it. I just feel so irrelevant around my friends, but I’m completely and utterly attention seeking, due to my recessive behavior. I experience sort of, changes in my personality depending on how people are treating me, or how I’m treating myself. This is the first time I’ve ever spoken about this to anybody, since I’m not an open book. Any advice or help to offer?",6.079272727272728,6.980099141176473,7.096096256684492,71.71334224598931,66.41176470588235,10.41711229946524,34.278074866310156,10.436869588844218,3.8140588235294133,714,32,124,18,11,240,105,170,0.10099999999999999,0.738,0.161,0.9217,1,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,12,12,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,3,2,35,25,15,0,1,12,4,4,2,2,2,1,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,8,1,1,1,5,3,0,1,4,7,19,9,15,18,1,14,0,3,2,0,11,6,0,5,7,81,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594251401993686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278571506655676,0.0,0.0,0.21704362057808574,0.0,0.12208044340746682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28412513995299843,0.14918842259368134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972802241296278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881749530690046,0.0,0.16731958197245844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435182406229813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610264879047347,0.0,0.0,0.32275953543341057,0.11400601988407713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574109063695602,0.0,0.0,0.2465866280042249,0.0,0.08337545255498664,0.0,0.0,0.13385052317355492,0.0,0.17594065543700455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987891119332915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696502045340853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877025608755503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592823928021754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692921851188373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136994845882886,0.0,0.0,0.1771978695025551,0.0,0.0,0.33190396438337005,0.13934158917109304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283625746944335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022328600246764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716687014181774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200858255494005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601975451298178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861080862638698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666943831299546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538321726159323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,T4SUK3,2019/10/16,"I have everything but the one thing I miss Hey everyone  
Bear with me, it's my first time posting something on Reddit.

  
I've always considered myself a loner, even though I have a quite some friends and a suportive family, but lately it's getting worse. I have a decent work, college is going great (about to finish my degree), family is there for me and so are my friends, but I always feel incomplete, like something isn't right and I suffer in silence.

Recently I discovered these feelings are probably inflicted by myself for being single most of my life time (I'm only 23 though). Only had 1 gf and it's been a long time since we parted ways. Everyday I look at couples forming around me, couple having fun together, couples loving themselves while I have no one but myself. 

I do miss having atention from the oposite sex, and I miss even more having someone to share life experiences with. I feel like I'm wasting my youth by not having someone. I've come to realize and accept that I'm not the most good looking guy, probably even worse than that. I've had a couple of girls show interest in me, but they always manage to be the type of person I don't identify with. 

It's starting to get the best of me, and I know it's ridiculous, I should focus on myself and my life alone, but I can't help but notice how the others are so happy with their loved one. Some days I arrive home from work really late, and I have no one to talk to, no one to ask me how was work, how was my day, not even texts to ask if everything is going well from someone.  


If you're reading this, I do not wish you to take pity on me. I'm now realizing that I never talked or wrote to anyone about this, and I've been keeping it inside me for too long, and writing about my situation to you guys is slightly helping me control my emotions and feelings.

Thank you guys,   
A fellow loner, here for you :)",5.9868914285714245,5.622683445333337,6.7614857142857145,78.39160000000003,66.54666666666667,9.382857142857144,30.923809523809524,8.841846274778883,2.4038609523809527,1472,49,285,21,21,489,183,375,0.11800000000000001,0.7040000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9877,0,1,2,0,0,0,44.0,1,4,2,7,20,22,1,0,13,0,30,6,0,4,1,56,59,30,0,4,14,0,4,2,4,1,3,0,1,5,14,19,0,2,8,2,0,3,11,6,1,6,7,6,49,16,40,49,9,31,0,5,2,3,28,8,0,8,20,208,63,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169867933431413,0.0,0.0,0.19691015719010868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515661249367624,0.0,0.0,0.07022232015163671,0.14748933763515926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278251877876276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795045457136635,0.0,0.0,0.08847364682331611,0.0,0.3491287941448372,0.0,0.10174562132137642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873241139441884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840509692623804,0.0,0.0,0.07537579283170892,0.141789354711267,0.07716240936438437,0.1487271636351137,0.0,0.15954183732525634,0.0563538110625331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709757768015535,0.0,0.0,0.12188914461909085,0.0,0.08242590181315748,0.0,0.08966170364864327,0.06616305964556551,0.0,0.08696844662059798,0.0,0.2343188015639349,0.0,0.0839720926546861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574681159925783,0.0,0.07912577196884597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011456125985359,0.0,0.0,0.043351864667379336,0.0,0.17796622535863946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715153499791666,0.07707619777136092,0.0,0.0,0.13961740059039265,0.13248318865296538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423894189760392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608391951811765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980846789005932,0.0,0.0,0.2672647686426428,0.11998768400252688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542226858027517,0.0,0.0,0.06887732417362998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554781392855739,0.0,0.1700977679130148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839014530073023,0.07890403896747854,0.0,0.0505342725241271,0.0,0.07788714205940861,0.0,0.0,0.06736538812313812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652525781313843,0.08866745107757347,0.0,0.0,0.2005111473274694,0.12145550061608973,0.0,0.0,0.05583357553955594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059309967455225376,0.1268058399192,0.0,0.07262458474524923,0.0,0.0,0.052406155576659785,0.0,0.15500368913608942,0.0,0.13799139652258674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261340937387395,0.0,0.0,0.07092501370991627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071120303972033,0.0,0.0,0.17228261820944682,0.0,0.16077640495847798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,geometricalwisdome,2019/10/16,31 M Wanting long term conversation. If youre intersted dm's always open. :),1.0890476190476193,3.0584260000000008,4.772857142857145,69.15547619047621,110.42857142857143,7.580952380952381,26.095238095238088,7.793537801064563,3.1131238095238083,60,3,10,2,3,22,14,14,0.0,0.7859999999999999,0.214,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6161999213715281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6553666339022559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367977015385375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jeke005,2019/10/16,"I just want to feel a connection again I miss being able to talk to someone everyday and just talk about...everything. I miss being that goofy person I am when I'm around people. It's been so long since I've had platonic physical contact with anyone.  It's been almost 2 yrs since I've had a group of (online) friends and the longer I go w/o friends, the more and more convinced I get to kill myself. I'm desperate. How can I change this?? I don't have a job , or in college atm and I have severe social anxiety. My area is mostly full of 30+ yr olds and very few near my age (24) pls help :(",1.0573118279569904,2.958588709677421,2.9996774193548386,91.96118279569893,81.25806451612901,6.3913978494623676,20.81720430107527,7.492282038375204,0.614991397849463,456,13,102,7,12,153,86,124,0.145,0.735,0.12,-0.4594,1,0,0,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,5,0,12,0,0,1,0,15,20,9,1,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,4,1,12,3,10,14,5,12,0,2,0,0,9,5,0,3,6,60,16,2,0.20326232786197332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035378601713388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549512446095265,0.0,0.0,0.1421257457256159,0.0,0.0,0.18094656591317268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215024591255107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267907385178087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277554031661512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31407994058431143,0.0,0.1061961769646796,0.0,0.1155186651061432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362424537798968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20170649651129996,0.0,0.22487964995993626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988076386540816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328962068728155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091650502562292,0.17748082449560326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22962857416264165,0.0,0.3362813961247272,0.0,0.0,0.2072003458267469,0.17222351078626474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326749119390638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677127078391813,0.11988938731831315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ke5kce,2019/10/16,"Never felt like this before My wife left just over two weeks ago with our girls. Really they're my stepdaughters. I felt the heartache when my first wife kicked me out and I was forced away from my son. But this time, I don't know, the pain of loss is worse. Those girls were my shadows for the last nine years. My wife amazed me everyday because I fell in love with her every passing day. This house is just torture now. I just want to leave and curl up at the doorstep of where they are right now. The emptiness is my chest is almost unbearable.",2.6007339449541287,4.680509119266059,2.301366972477066,97.97700458715595,77.07339449541284,5.827889908256882,20.074311926605503,6.742157984588678,-0.03251999999999988,430,10,96,4,10,126,78,109,0.153,0.753,0.094,-0.7276,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,2,7,6,1,0,5,0,8,3,1,0,1,15,13,4,0,1,4,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,3,4,2,17,3,13,9,0,23,0,1,0,1,10,9,0,1,13,61,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089847133770768,0.0,0.215646085908564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023323247028525,0.0,0.0,0.13127789862049205,0.0,0.18325053071171468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888561901303034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144517006280453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135475361024778,0.0,0.0,0.18318014061653576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484897895321983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835301571711207,0.17554238538211894,0.0,0.2280289634108276,0.2339829276839383,0.0,0.0,0.10521116584303736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436553965234965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609440629003305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291520125071169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796139096183405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391127810763885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557474399136934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103697245877253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270214646818354,0.0,0.1727441192019844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219464289817615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868101999231
lonely,SifoDiaz560,2019/10/16,"Looking to meet new people. (Anyone live in cornwall) My friends back stabbed and forced me to drop out of uni. Now moved to a different town in Cornwall and have no way of meeting new people and making friends. I have aspergers, shy and have poor social skills. Would love to talk to more people.",2.9177380952381005,5.598507678571429,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,79.35714285714286,5.161904761904762,25.404761904761905,6.42735559955562,0.8917833333333341,234,9,44,2,6,70,40,56,0.21600000000000005,0.636,0.147,-0.4404,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,7,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,10,6,1,11,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,0,4,26,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911719118585846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498173594945227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23775467727378785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35162888819650123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009421093284284,0.0,0.19109542722754166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538429915951906,0.0,0.15189992682005568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418632282013493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43956311382593855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732901493025646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23197160283921955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290634759540408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062874748305796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616540741972997,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,c-jam921,2019/10/16,"Why does it hurt so much I can physically feel my loneliness. It’s almost too much to bear, its so uncomfortable. I just want to be able to enjoy my life",1.565833333333334,3.4748297500000014,4.057500000000001,84.97083333333336,79.625,8.016666666666666,20.041666666666664,8.841846274778883,1.1794041666666666,120,3,27,3,3,42,25,32,0.25,0.626,0.124,-0.7006,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,18,7,0,0.3537126142053671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541920894454119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30953629231836083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884772561713844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786566691651384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498376799380001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5200389402719128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862886423615434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191706178426141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Imnotcrazyhopefully,2019/10/16,"Any tips...? So I’m really lonely and have been like that for a while. I want friends. I really do. And I’m making an active effort to try and get them. Every day I say hello to at least 5 people and ask how their day is. I try to ask questions, be engaged, make (terrible) jokes, and have a cheerful attitude accompanied by lots of bright smiles. 

I think I do a decent job. Some people seem to be responding. But not in a way that indicates they want to actually be my friend. Like there’s one guy I really like, and I love talking to him and being around him. But when we message, he seems disinterested, and our interactions irl often fizzle out because I’ve been carrying the conversation and have nothing left to say. 

Recently he did sit by me at lunch (I sit alone cuz ya know) during his free period. I was so happy, and though it was a super good sign he wanted to take our interactions further. But a few days later he didn’t come again, and he told me when I saw him at rehearsal that he ended up taking another class that period. I don’t doubt that, cuz I don’t see why he would lie since I didn’t even ask why he wasn’t there, but now it feels like he doesn’t really want to talk to me. And I’m not sure what to do. I want to hang out with him to try and get to know him better, but I don’t want him to get the wrong idea because I’m bisexual and he’s gay, so, yeah. But I wouldn’t be opposed to becoming more than friends later on, hehe

Right now I mostly rely on imaginary friends and online friends for my social interaction. It feels really fucking pathetic, like I’m not ashamed to have imaginary or online friends, it’s just... I have no one else. Earlier today I set up a day to go to the zoo with one of my old friends I’ve fallen a little out of touch with. But that’s it. There isn’t anything else I’m doing. I even went to a concert yesterday and had no one to go with. I’m just so lonely. 

So, what should I do? Am I doing anything wrong in my approach? Is there a way I could hang out with the guy I was talking about without seeming weird? I’m up to any and all suggestions. I just... I want to have friends. Thanks for reading :)",0.8605331148173149,2.8886351019955683,3.1472211510652675,89.96119227802951,82.68070953436808,6.493801214691987,20.890822327195607,7.665016162671287,0.763732632796684,1665,50,370,29,46,570,200,451,0.07400000000000001,0.728,0.198,0.9937,1,5,0,0,0,0,62.0,3,1,3,3,24,34,1,2,15,1,39,4,0,5,2,79,82,37,0,11,15,0,3,5,8,3,0,3,0,2,13,29,1,1,10,3,1,8,15,9,0,4,13,9,48,26,54,60,7,51,0,2,3,3,54,19,1,10,24,235,61,3,0.0,0.0,0.07197350768998792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638715868107078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031083670494492,0.07733776066064435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138692505285098,0.06565691827680581,0.20685079972224826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991981106191331,0.08145577326724733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522963952392914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353275472855507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058886766261258536,0.0,0.0,0.19026155586130236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123224421935403,0.0,0.06532437305179246,0.0,0.0,0.09742797153247353,0.0,0.062141135642756674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458472856191763,0.05269005010842059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558587975905198,0.06818461459287309,0.11560065277433793,0.0,0.08383247856673022,0.06186156468074309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605660395708026,0.0,0.07851276934535446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832595695428561,0.0,0.0,0.07318971150686608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106681264495158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013420716717974,0.0,0.0,0.1801630025621994,0.07392113327453334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270322488726175,0.06656608913664447,0.0,0.09846306762427083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076919092551287,0.0,0.07739267735799724,0.0,0.19991115115703464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226381923998563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262163815411355,0.0,0.07377420778764872,0.0,0.2362443019633775,0.0,0.07282342295107667,0.0,0.0,0.06298572552338395,0.0,0.11730467791344334,0.0,0.0,0.05877258733105916,0.20142929438547605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061010276796206485,0.0,0.0,0.07518316860127965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951250668645187,0.0,0.11090803259701132,0.17784261437001062,0.0,0.06790300313645573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04725874459092479,0.07246317501497729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991040404279691,0.07047534543595695,0.0,0.15022288081988447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045151681095947,0.11708537950370787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837092758730655,0.1331034756779134,0.0,0.0,0.07109646395569623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239290226348571,0.16127738594218186,0.0,0.0
lonely,slimequeen1001,2019/10/16,"0 friends, feeling stuck hey! recently (about six months ago) i began losing all of my friends at once. two months after that i was entirely alone. while these people weren’t good friends to begin with (some would call the situation abusive), it was nice to have people to hang out and joke with. i transferred schools and started college early (im sixteen and entering my second semester freshman year) and I still haven’t made any new friends. 

ive struggles with chronic loneliness and major depression my entire life, but recently things have become more and more unbearable. i don’t know what to do beyond get through every day, but being alone all of the time & doing the same thing every single day is driving me insane. i really need to see and speak to a human being in real life. 

i just needed to rant rly quick. continue scrolling. i hope ur all well x",4.803732193732196,6.7961271604938265,5.076172839506175,80.86431623931627,70.60493827160494,7.7006647673314355,29.128205128205128,8.384062270229773,2.2820877492877494,688,27,119,11,13,217,113,162,0.121,0.75,0.128,-0.1098,1,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,6,12,0,1,4,0,14,3,0,1,3,27,26,10,0,4,3,0,1,0,4,1,3,1,0,1,6,11,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,3,1,3,6,3,13,9,19,17,9,26,0,2,1,0,9,4,0,2,19,80,19,3,0.0,0.15653882595928162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711508438897356,0.0,0.0,0.27366985564048946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315034653463524,0.0,0.08984511491923639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591451034463024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490776681492075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041101353139002,0.0,0.11379347600593988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22263107980875235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680308657554249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082977213811454,0.0,0.06902646662725682,0.0,0.0,0.11081473488598967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122348764287042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271065861013998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260887594473463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866384166210672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478068141068269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250137252901082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091146272065656,0.0,0.0,0.1959283969229111,0.0,0.12760087680711038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070189748233866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318867419522974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037978475649166,0.08463849831637624,0.0,0.26090217243812924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371098199277007,0.10528134419597686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850673679261014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351415887199614,0.0,0.10551000991141413,0.0,0.0,0.1381189489395081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554733011839233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703936357696753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906058322694386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879040408882195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385319631339782,0.0,0.0,0.08507998647519892
lonely,thegirlflower,2019/10/16,Hey guys I’m looking for someone to talk to rn if anyone is available I’m pretty sick and I’ve been like this for the past few days. I can’t do anything really so I’m super bored and super lonely atm.,-0.28800000000000026,1.6871939777777811,2.6044444444444466,92.42000000000004,87.0,4.488888888888889,17.88888888888889,5.6839178017228535,-0.33064444444444385,159,4,35,1,5,56,35,45,0.149,0.584,0.266,0.8136,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,3,4,7,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26009893290678937,0.0,0.3061100436268712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398980497276043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36832132776926624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817319437006949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123717577894753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355099550617058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37844010705051423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383016244924996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151797103914494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989855808595434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justathrowaway449,2019/10/16,This loneliness is killing me Suicidal thoughts in my head 24/7 no one to talk to. I’m prescribed vyvanse for ADD and I still manage to fall asleep in class that’s goes to show you that having no friends in draining every part of me. I really wish this could just end already,4.370636363636365,5.673704200000002,4.361590909090912,88.28238636363638,70.63636363636364,7.6818181818181825,30.113636363636363,8.07648339933343,1.9263636363636365,221,9,45,3,4,68,44,55,0.243,0.665,0.092,-0.8752,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,6,6,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,6,1,9,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,29,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30966925572694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22405086660947213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485445087617849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364330082430787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21680499103688824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879953189859605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104625555088881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015421250554476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30388225681249936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977125913693634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22410212504509427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069508578111804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255503480069652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277957307715765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226971790380689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Notabigdealo,2019/10/16,"How to cope with being lonely? I’m a freshmen commuter at a university where most people dorm or live nearby. I live 45 minutes away from my school. And I don’t have any solid friends or anyone to hangout with or to eat lunch with.

I’m on pretty good terms with my classmates but they don’t seem to be interested in hanging out of class. I try to talk and be nice to everyone. 

I’m in the process of joining clubs and trying to meet new people. Just overall trying to put myself out there. I asked if my classmates wanted to have a group study at the library, no one seemed interested. I even joined a group chat with a bunch of people with no friends too, but everyone stopped responding after a week. 

I know a few commuters and we try to meet up sometimes but we’re always so busy with our extremely different schedule.

I’m super lonely, I don’t think I can do this anymore. What are some ways to cope? I’ve literally just been studying and trying to go to student clubs. Then commuting has just been so tiring, when I get home I’m so bummed out.",2.0766531257052563,4.328028928909955,3.4280974949221386,88.38074249605057,79.61611374407582,5.914782216204017,24.265628526292033,7.07126945348624,0.9934927104491088,828,30,166,10,21,270,123,211,0.061,0.807,0.132,0.9443,1,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,1,1,12,9,0,0,9,0,14,3,0,1,0,35,27,18,0,2,10,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,2,16,2,1,4,4,0,3,5,2,0,1,2,0,16,7,35,22,5,23,0,2,0,0,13,11,0,8,8,108,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006581461488795,0.0,0.0,0.09812621447499303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310283860790582,0.10089510421837608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489726271265085,0.0,0.13557082308102708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507585871970643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765081100318606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530613385849396,0.0,0.0,0.2757619849902828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296543231043903,0.0,0.07538869391848199,0.0,0.08200673069855582,0.12102862189209534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447406330486935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930129690574554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548319878129418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393619565852529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777869041247324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300109991783572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680088693389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450573146505807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603523528773735,0.0,0.2627232815075153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271241379320707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063790037095375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159796428362352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245903752529264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584700213777998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898374926909114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510950754489731,0.11453543244645695,0.11574553130357974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,amateurdude1999,2019/10/16,"Poem I Wanted to see you so bad
Trade my life for what we had
She told me it was alright
Being in moonlight
Lost her now shes gone 
time goes by far too long.
Just wanted to be with her
life was much better
I know She didn't understand
Trying to be her perfect man 
She didn't want me back
Its my loss and that's a fact
I took her out to dance
thought she'd give me a chance
I Gave her my whole life 
I couldn't roll the dice

life hurts to be around
Minds lost and can't be found
Eyes hurt being tightly wound
I'm under neath the ground

Seasons change around me
can't change I'm not ready
I want to fix myself too 
I just could not change you
I thought you were so perfect 
being alone just seems worth it
Just trying not to think about her
But these tears make me wetter
I think that I'm alone now
I'll stay here its my vow
I know you didn't like me
Now I'm drowning out at sea
might've just been in my head
But I wanted you instead
My heart fell out of my chest
You're just like all the rest
I fell for you quickly
now my heart is not with me
I'll go on trying to climb
I've got nothing left but time",-1.0889919354838715,0.9372518750000012,0.4695967741935512,105.49939516129034,92.75,3.261290322580645,12.991935483870964,4.138980407523584,-1.7616596774193551,867,13,223,1,32,274,127,248,0.102,0.845,0.053,-0.7466,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,6,0,7,21,12,0,0,5,1,22,10,5,1,4,46,51,7,1,7,13,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,8,10,0,1,9,1,2,7,10,6,0,0,18,3,46,6,25,23,4,31,0,5,2,0,22,13,0,1,12,135,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23022103832406676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788147850811966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546202498599158,0.0927996739845974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829685774413363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527233342487031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873855701857038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186244651439156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661839130194316,0.06316506790589453,0.0,0.08889112536745188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406467389149827,0.0,0.0,0.2634097288637604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379615333148845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221624557254819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075707944793387,0.0,0.3140140514570046,0.10859760785350274,0.0,0.0,0.0983579636596619,0.0,0.0,0.24265119572205185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741887447328558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790504668727145,0.11222263958547933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170281529927506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664460426031723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856649673828833,0.10118031639306588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846353689018856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243175734602498,0.0,0.17647008598755712,0.1296166304688962,0.0,0.0,0.10620179806827876,0.1234838446267668,0.2263761880892985,0.0,0.0,0.11570367223935822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277747922467389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408707192436486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,softadevi,2019/10/16,"Feeling lonely even with friends I have a group of friends that I play some videogames with. I'm on the same class with them but I don't really talk or hang out with them outside of playing. I don't feel like I can talk with them about deeper things like relationships. Basically I don't feel very close to them.

I feel like the only point in school is to get good grades to get to a good high school. Right now I'm just waiting to get to high school to meet new people and make real friends and maybe get a girlfriend, atleast someone who I can talk about deeper things.",5.289679802955668,5.426276982758624,4.707339901477834,90.82879310344828,67.9655172413793,7.66305418719212,27.778325123152708,6.868970318607317,1.0025532019704435,454,13,101,3,7,136,65,116,0.08199999999999999,0.74,0.17800000000000002,0.8848,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,0,5,11,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,21,19,4,0,0,3,0,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,12,10,19,19,2,11,0,1,0,0,15,8,0,2,5,56,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171687311799047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28085068295907634,0.19840571714105076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218527198146106,0.0,0.29019812239655546,0.0,0.0,0.2329412873719933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934301158443083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352250369140687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269129325035114,0.0,0.1395052874161189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411353888913813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561061463171714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626924984955347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126923336774024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805506682816253,0.08895838978152734,0.0,0.0,0.14908554686816766,0.0,0.11858717173737544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216064990799409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765710614832145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348354325884601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450714661080966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457548263050912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,carguymiata01,2019/10/16,"I just want love Ive spent my whole life alone (apart from 2 of my family members) 
I feel surrounded by people but still completely alone, and i was never found somebody to fall in love with or something. I have a bit of a social life, but still am extremely alone and i think im slowly going insane
And it seems like im going to lose my two family members to cancer sooner or later

I dont know what to do",3.2074806201550388,3.945112151162793,5.093023255813954,84.0773643410853,72.83720930232559,8.058914728682172,22.472868217054266,8.344100000000001,1.154672868217054,319,7,67,5,6,110,57,86,0.20600000000000002,0.66,0.134,-0.7845,0,3,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,0,1,16,17,7,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,3,1,10,3,10,14,2,10,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,3,5,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4889394253793281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179879463642064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499130031095968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442735722524284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966942041110301,0.0,0.07956706981207567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253955881649766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886515921556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399564157479379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648216418470371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229918834829115,0.07687923508641177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604807950661494,0.0,0.0,0.2840511060950125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136744997921227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909515394914272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432566606917049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041097259809536,0.0,0.1211451298116794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251339354357553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083136059080906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537200294479365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281631817352798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568930591043466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Alisoul,2019/10/16,"What up? I'm the new guy in my work so I get pretty lonely, happily I have a lot of free time if anyone wanna talk I'm here...",-2.921999999999997,-1.322241533333333,1.495000000000001,97.7025,97.66666666666669,4.333333333333334,10.833333333333336,5.985473137389443,-1.2686666666666664,94,1,25,1,4,36,26,30,0.081,0.615,0.304,0.8232,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866796349355281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142066596614943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059617723295396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34856503049311804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959779331937564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171146360415216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295402876662987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390727142877285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29848290689040996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gekocius,2019/10/16,"Relationship loneliness I feel kind of selfish just writing this. I lurk here from time to time and I must say that life has been kind to me. I have loving parents (maybe a bit overprotective) and quite a few friends. I am not some kind of social butterfly and I really do like my peace and alone time, but when it comes to it, I know my way around social situations.

Well unless girls are around. It happens rarely that girls are around, maybe once a year. Then I become very awkward. But let's get to the point. I want a relationship, I feel empty without it, really empty. I found a remedy for this emptiness by doing things, occupying my mind in some way. Problem is that when I stop, it's back and usually depression sets in pretty quick. 

I don't know what to do with it. I've read plenty of ""relations are overrated, you need to be happy with yourself"" and it never really helped. I've felt like this for past ten years, since my first relationship (I am 24 now). I had some relationships, usually pretty toxic (I spent almost two years with a narcissist) because I will do anything to somehow fill the emptiness and stop the neverending cycle of depression. 

Is there anyone who feels the same way? Not alone but still lonely and empty without a partner? And do you have any advice on how to possibly stop it?",3.6774936617167695,5.828063625498007,4.7025733429916725,81.6683185440058,74.0996015936255,8.069612459253893,24.95490764215864,8.841846274778883,1.9580980079681272,1034,34,194,22,22,337,141,251,0.191,0.701,0.10800000000000001,-0.9694,1,4,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,0,2,15,15,0,1,11,0,22,2,0,1,2,49,36,17,0,4,9,1,4,2,2,2,1,1,0,3,17,16,0,3,7,1,1,2,6,6,1,3,5,5,24,9,28,27,6,34,0,3,0,1,18,7,0,5,23,138,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787637820861834,0.0,0.0,0.09004967381821344,0.1862761024036046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611539688504999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287958924687694,0.0,0.07400289417757469,0.2401643491578015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914890591146201,0.0,0.05481913525352946,0.09931815912832608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817783615326783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774648130009064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490931684628315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641055095417184,0.0,0.08634476386959329,0.0,0.0,0.07649251709343656,0.0,0.09860116056863244,0.06947797372600008,0.0,0.04698354934241997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952283196516152,0.09572978570670426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027669010937324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28093780886267045,0.09884390357306816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195723986716273,0.06351864498482393,0.08786833413908231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116332542486475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806890685774196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908014143955073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668030361540954,0.0693578417917082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957701424676891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998541487934275,0.0,0.08584623410413211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501081195345557,0.1013800512590934,0.0,0.1829777478895556,0.0,0.08604873298418975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564925516265486,0.08995210793199923,0.0,0.17283010081000694,0.0,0.0,0.3861950912528915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151417388967912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438918245154393,0.10108258377841092,0.0,0.1833400777723904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181643504311512,0.2255509327740896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597440159517792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731282144888764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784636642273387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980854723560077,0.07419983006293912,0.05304172999161655,0.21414143933660584,0.0,0.0,0.08085586709879912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733743266409423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373161069632995
lonely,-__dexter__-,2019/10/16,"A good friend here. People who want to talk random stuff or who ever feels like you need a listening ear. Inbox, Dm. Just want to be a good friend :)",-1.189,0.4291787666666664,0.5199999999999996,100.24000000000002,111.33333333333334,3.333333333333334,8.333333333333334,5.46131890053228,-1.6866666666666663,113,1,25,1,6,36,23,30,0.0,0.496,0.504,0.9538,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,6,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678702417278372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973429559712292,0.21155825569337228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45758493236522796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967664555790279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467615985982213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957967816015814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053020937960368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390026877992073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23802136713762376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493351220412147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ulton,2019/10/16,"It's my 18th birthday today. Today it really hit me just how alone I've become. No birthday wishes, no texts, nothing. 
I'm just going to try to make today the best I can with what I got...",0.5259999999999998,2.4079316000000013,3.3550000000000004,88.82000000000002,83.0,5.0,17.5,5.985473137389443,-0.1990000000000003,144,3,30,1,4,51,30,40,0.152,0.711,0.13699999999999998,0.1027,0,1,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,7,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589024769226413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760817632527733,0.0,0.0,0.2623371556596861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206861940048304,0.0,0.19993075091320603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668626804130785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398612428683904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014271506693895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7108515520879578,0.0,0.0,0.1697190845785479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874630941769969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iMarilyn,2019/10/16,"Do friends really exist? I am 19 years old and I have like five ""friends"" however, I don't feel like they consider myself as a friend too. 

Let me explain: Everyday I try to talk to them about anything, even to ask if they need help with their homework or ask whether they want to play some videogames or just hang out. But... It's rare to me to see an answer from them, they just read the message or simply ignore me. And here's the funny part, when they need some help they always come to me in search of any solution. And guess what, here I come as stupid as I am and stop doing whatever I'm doing at the moment and start to help them. 

That makes me feel so lonely and stupid. 

Anyone here have any suggestion? What should I do? Should stop talking to them? 

Sorry, for my bad English.",2.367224231464736,4.2410146012658245,3.0759855334538884,93.11037974683545,77.03797468354429,6.286437613019893,21.4122965641953,7.1686216300943375,0.45076889692585903,609,16,132,7,14,191,97,158,0.122,0.713,0.16399999999999998,0.7593,1,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,11,0,10,11,2,0,5,0,12,0,0,1,0,34,27,17,0,6,8,0,2,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,3,4,2,0,3,1,5,0,1,0,3,25,6,20,24,3,14,0,1,1,0,24,3,0,7,10,91,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028258471173987,0.0,0.0,0.21295215279696147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948057950127348,0.0,0.1288475296414996,0.0,0.2927521728497651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073322536871926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26975025504697425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341602643345583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583376137092316,0.1118569037019588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629073718770135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248454062499607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31484590036125065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010810551684085,0.0,0.15298885149501926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045147409310147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321961185997563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429867196286407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955500063667212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566169407546742,0.0,0.10030567851227316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476966007581412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527241155328954,0.11082428614338016,0.0,0.0,0.26180670201485196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25169741597331435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630385483359173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235173777030802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082888922851614
lonely,KAYEFFCEE10,2019/10/16,"I can't socialize with anybody! I am an 18-year-old male. I have a hard time communicating with people (especially women). This girl invited me to a bar she goes to and I wasn't able to strike up a good conversation with her. I don't know how to be charming either. It's like I don't have emotions.

My stupid father thinks I have Asperger's syndrome. However, I think that this is all his fault. I used to be able to talk to people. I could always make jokes and people liked to hang around me. Then when my parents divorced and I lived with my father. He would always be bringing in women he met some dating websites. I was so depressed that I would just lock myself up in my room and do stuff like watch youtube videos or play on my laptop or just think about life.

I gained so much weight and I wasn't able to talk to anybody. I was just so embarrassed to talk to people and then people would make fun of me so I got even more depressed. I then decided to live with my mother and since then I lost more than 40 pounds but I still can't be social or charming. People think that I am a sociopath or that I have Aspergers.

Are there any books or guides online that can help me? Are there any activities that I can do to? I don't know what to do and after what happened today I can't let this happen anymore. I need to change.",1.7456043956043956,3.7592542747252793,3.0713003663003664,91.74453296703298,79.51282051282051,5.811721611721612,20.756410256410245,6.844919456158928,0.29547179487179465,1039,28,225,11,26,337,136,273,0.055999999999999994,0.836,0.10800000000000001,0.9047,2,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,15,15,1,1,5,0,33,3,0,4,1,42,49,24,0,5,10,4,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,4,13,14,2,0,7,5,0,2,8,6,0,0,7,3,40,9,31,33,6,19,0,3,1,0,22,7,0,6,13,159,53,2,0.3218926471163757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856031245543302,0.0,0.0,0.14593202547222764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641033693498383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955175670459388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350657973575877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566836202644768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483044352494532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069530081336513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086901919283617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999609343600495,0.08581565178396561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976573651881248,0.0,0.0961175285523004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191928538543843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793585375678753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971901352352573,0.07578743205160704,0.1572604879554185,0.0,0.18949140316695814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712794967421505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324389432503296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887604435773646,0.07955977304995697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259072832571035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914123039874422,0.0,0.0,0.44631966289284863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875764134716628,0.0,0.0,0.2187526778921558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568796126427361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283002293572046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587251166753808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750077477556665,0.0,0.0,0.06256606370855196,0.0,0.10170553051567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267063202571726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065950860123954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286633009602448,0.0,0.0,0.0690961036926516
lonely,severinleigh,2019/10/16,i’m so glad i discovered this sub i grew up lonely and at 26 year old i still feel the effects of having grown up lonely and it’s something i wouldn’t wish on anyone. but i’m glad this sub exists where others get my pain. i hope you’re all doing well 💙,-0.9148872180451164,1.0935712456140363,1.6629072681704289,97.64368421052635,90.9298245614035,3.95889724310777,13.406015037593985,5.288315135182226,-1.187724812030075,199,3,47,1,7,68,44,57,0.131,0.624,0.245,0.7897,0,4,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,9,9,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,1,6,4,5,8,1,10,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,1,3,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24700740502087226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861872515508398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456361978092387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508666032469637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706866441043137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758932412842714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719565857686678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821136631189263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176229067650733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062312360414027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22748767309167414
lonely,WillJaDM14,2019/10/16,"I don’t have a drop of self confidence or esteem in me, I don’t know what to do with myself anymore. God knows where to start, I’m 20M and for the past year I’ve been feeling worse and worse and ever more lonely than before. I’ve never been in a relationship and i feel like the only person in the world who hasn’t. My friends are all with or have been with people and every attempt I’ve ever made (albeit very few) to get to know somebody has just resulted in them stopping talking to me. I have absolutely zero self confidence and/or esteem because of my bad experiences and I just feel like it’s going to last forever and the excruciating physical pain I’m in is here to stay. 

The worst experience was a girl I spoke to on tinder (downloading that was a mistake) who essentially wanted a casual relationship, which I was absolutely dying for when she made it apparent. She was cute she was funny and we seemed to connect. We agreed to meet and then she cancelled on me, we kept talking for a while and I was so bought into it that when she stopped speaking to me it absolutely killed me because I thought I was there, I thought I’d made it. This was near enough a year ago and it still gets to me now.

I’d trade all the money and valuables I own for some  genuine love, a cuddle, a kiss, sex, you name it, doesn’t work like that though does it, and my antisocial tendencies mean I spend all my time at home wasting my life away. Flicking through the same 4 apps every day until it’s an acceptable time to sleep or eat. 

I spoke to a doctor recently and I might be seeing a counsellor but I really don’t know what anyone can do for me. It’s up to me to help myself but I just can’t see myself doing it. Not to mention that I don’t want to speak to my parents because it’s so embarrassing to me.",3.982567567567565,4.6865126621621656,5.490108108108107,82.06164864864867,71.02702702702703,8.514594594594596,27.502702702702702,8.726425361277474,1.8862356756756762,1415,47,296,24,25,480,186,370,0.087,0.816,0.09699999999999999,-0.0496,2,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,3,1,1,2,15,17,1,1,19,0,30,9,1,4,6,62,59,27,2,3,9,1,3,3,1,1,3,4,1,4,22,21,1,3,12,1,4,1,9,7,0,1,20,9,46,10,45,37,10,39,0,1,2,4,31,14,0,6,25,211,68,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919400037934179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028606711842566,0.07252223813353717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974467452272198,0.0,0.08660043767895252,0.1896771159965157,0.0,0.08825662338058199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688971498530251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764320733496087,0.0,0.0,0.10616006209330428,0.09076457226541168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612970132829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716871654949764,0.0,0.0,0.18763825790867456,0.1747742609668183,0.0,0.0,0.202912774149172,0.0,0.0,0.15732924751439606,0.1481927305117933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013249157544196,0.0,0.10837704872377196,0.0,0.05894549292898527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952018176916616,0.0,0.10403789895332166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474891788618127,0.0,0.2280034331913346,0.08454424734175267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325929371807721,0.1520145486593229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360980382778444,0.29442225407687955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297962105695213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002871248631506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799939372869915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888243130703984,0.11036357049660732,0.0,0.11516688394681708,0.0,0.0990108413101071,0.07190520114591804,0.09056280797326934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644459077902926,0.0,0.10240929615865517,0.2227092504046246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530009324171369,0.09442123347964276,0.21640158779160612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379319152558024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341233767013437,0.1105498942311998,0.08282955831104101,0.17342626495922273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672966129668995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190269078247928,0.16468146953082355,0.12095793494857032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557844937830489,0.12235146633556775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550814851974008,0.0,0.21139559156192855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335823531201793
lonely,Kristenmingles,2019/10/16,"I feel alone almost always I have two major friend group things one of four and the other just three. The group of four don’t really get into feelings and they just mostly hangout without me and I feel very excluded from their lives. They talk about a lot between themselves and hangout a lot without inviting me at all which sucks. My other smaller group says they care there’s only one person I talk to in that trio and it’s obvious to me again I’m on the outside of that group.  They hangout a lot without me and when I’m sad about it they get upset with me. The girl RN is my closest friend because we talk a lot over the phone etc, but she never really wants to hangout ever in person. We talk a lot about our problems and an app but we never hangout so we don’t have a lot to talk about. The other girl sometimes comes over and we hangout but she’s on her phone the whole time and she gets up and leaves without much warning. Most of the time I think she’s just there to be out and wants alcohol.  I guess the reason why I’m lonely is I’m lacking a whole real connection with the emotional realness and being able to physically hang out with them. Idk what to really do I’m making somewhat friends in my lecture and lab classes but idk if I should be trying harder?",2.75751398601399,4.51400176538462,3.9052447552447553,88.11339160839161,75.57692307692308,6.265734265734268,24.51048951048951,6.980632752743323,0.938307692307692,1009,33,203,10,22,328,128,260,0.08,0.863,0.057,-0.4521,0,3,1,0,0,0,12.0,6,0,7,0,13,9,1,1,18,0,11,1,0,2,5,66,30,20,0,6,12,0,3,0,3,1,1,1,0,4,10,25,1,0,5,6,0,2,8,5,0,6,0,4,33,4,36,26,16,22,0,2,0,0,37,13,1,12,7,158,43,2,0.09388033357846147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032952576280812,0.09400759309274016,0.09723171276006226,0.0,0.0,0.07811595813400096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722857998367736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957172568794882,0.0,0.0,0.08086959464501138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056027393283228,0.0,0.0,0.10470138808542123,0.0,0.08492013647224887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424061523370291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175951385274487,0.0,0.14714579858061247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341977159906966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940571800952454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289805451722493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788822144954556,0.0,0.0,0.06266585165636042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901284718979635,0.0,0.14481260158938597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723148734979048,0.0714002240962709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639453722948802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983080041859552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137127452659044,0.18042643690107635,0.0965246186661363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465740934227183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285005042301224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772872800326767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623699221016508,0.060154727035352185,0.0,0.0,0.10948475495048952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373858403283186,0.0,0.09170744456015796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746110714613624,0.11074610620029468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471239890277456,0.209628079560716,0.0,0.36198916576848256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jahjah98,2019/10/16,"relationships don’t fix the feeling of being alone.... (￣︿￣)’ even though i have a boyfriend (23M) and we’ve been dating for 6 months, i still feel very alone. i like when someone messages me through out the day, keeps a convo going, etc. but my boyfriend isn’t that kind of person, he said he never has been. i try to understand that and reign in my neediness but im still sad sometimes. we will go through periods of spending 2+ days together and then we won’t see each other for 2 days. there’s nothing else wrong, he makes me very happy! i just would like to feel connected to him when we’re apart. keep in mind, i don’t have any friends either! like literally none. if i’m not with my bf then i’m by myself! 

ive used relationships to fill a void in me for very long but that’s not healthy and i’m trying to be aware of my tendencies and not let it affect my relationship but it’s hard!! i still feel alone!! the sad life of a sad person *sigh* lol",0.38699147913480303,2.6147861959799035,2.13409656980555,95.17264146821066,86.53768844221105,5.470919816473674,19.707450294953027,6.895973343053719,0.18440729735634687,739,22,170,10,23,242,117,199,0.105,0.757,0.138,0.8312,0,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,7,1,15,1,0,3,1,33,31,15,0,2,10,0,5,3,2,3,1,1,0,2,6,10,0,2,5,0,1,3,9,4,1,0,3,7,20,6,21,22,4,23,0,3,1,0,15,5,0,1,18,97,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648514098920825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798531909271529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22718869932734975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809372162490117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096018427270018,0.07755826457027554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374949214160461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072245032431196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334709416605945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500135312788288,0.10518995174768682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683941113080274,0.0,0.0,0.2087459000811369,0.0,0.12228031917606508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007526527342495,0.08294092077338208,0.17210412490836194,0.0,0.0,0.1039176436019355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838226054679567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856601977715635,0.0,0.09372770749137146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056558530858567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267268622945376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506238321193285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782122927172979,0.0,0.0,0.11169829480986654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357271440640832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949402609359742,0.0,0.1161365664341208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281327848723516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153697036079738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594480620144314,0.0,0.0,0.12224381766187245,0.0,0.10141770661434198,0.0,0.2906643660984439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341552249194915,0.12838606789567647,0.0,0.0
lonely,JayStabins,2019/10/16,I would like friends Your gender doesnt matter your age doesn't matter comment on this post and I'll give my socials,1.41,4.02019,1.788333333333334,96.49000000000002,86.5,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-0.5049000000000001,96,3,19,0,3,29,20,24,0.09,0.674,0.23600000000000002,0.6654,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762367148760739,0.0,0.0,0.4671520823076641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379120432361576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663887242358654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964110556695365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459340222828161,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Halliwell40,2019/10/16,"My problem  I'm nearly 26 and have never had a long term relationship or any relationship really. I got laid a few times in uni that's about it. I had a rough childhood and quite ashamed of it and my family really. My dad tried to kill my mum a few years back and is in prison, just a taster for you all. I also had several beatings.  I've hardly told anyone I know and gone through it alone. I have no trouble talking to women i just cant tell if they like me or not. When I have got close I've been scared of telling them my past. I feel like people wont want to take it on, or might alienate me for it. Any advice or help or anything would be great thankyou guys.",1.635046948356809,3.1064890070422564,3.3179577464788754,92.35092723004698,77.94366197183099,6.423474178403758,21.6924882629108,7.1686216300943375,0.4364910798122064,517,14,120,6,12,172,93,142,0.171,0.7490000000000001,0.08,-0.9065,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,2,6,8,1,2,5,0,13,0,0,0,2,23,22,13,1,4,9,2,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,8,3,18,3,13,10,4,15,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,7,11,77,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823470815219098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770914607784362,0.0,0.1294942055365287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202339379630465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322420946376024,0.0,0.13325340212368453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451306220162825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265182873860975,0.0,0.08187594193542544,0.11568179080172772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590181129891197,0.1785268016239648,0.0,0.16033472609540692,0.0,0.0,0.14505617770910215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853729594082566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914995246784354,0.0,0.08899169807258753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822022358851942,0.0,0.0,0.14330167403812868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178060564870173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488928285053565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545791266816205,0.11226087012218568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494375653824702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722309485685289,0.0,0.0,0.2074711552681561,0.0,0.0,0.3477013322575511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211873047487094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829331740503195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175011979223994,0.13015203736347708,0.2830653856732017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442184159914617,0.0,0.0,0.15472967193285994,0.0,0.10993885839217488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955096561351868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150293982766835,0.0,0.0,0.1042766792614118
lonely,dinixoxo,2019/10/16,"Is it normal? I always feel lonely, even tho my boyfriend cares about me and stays behind my back. I can‘t literally talk about my problems, but I try my best. Even tho, he does everything, so I can talk to him, but I still can‘t. I trust him all the way, but I can‘t get off this feeling of loneliness.  Is this still normal or am I going crazy, because of my thoughts? 😓",1.0927000000000011,3.308255253333337,2.3835833333333305,94.671375,83.13333333333333,5.3500000000000005,20.041666666666664,6.6274283507984215,0.10316666666666664,284,8,63,3,8,91,50,75,0.125,0.6990000000000001,0.175,0.7309,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,12,13,8,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,16,3,7,12,2,7,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,49,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795293758196896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659059109049262,0.0,0.13152512609385505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22642652066116314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199814198434292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881278981934296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850145277118965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939109290686378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818920019811333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272555145241525,0.0,0.12262122422229853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227974418488909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064529183764049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299711597052327,0.34461199108567553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34683898914883937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128912150183254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648669081694907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126002736336682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,insanelyinlovewithim,2019/10/16,"I don't enjoy company of friends. To me a close friend will never compare to a partner.
Do you feel the same? That you can't achieve as much happiness as you can when you're with someone in love?
I don't care to speak with anyone except the person I'm in love with.",1.5399999999999991,3.1632742280701787,3.1402105263157907,92.85347368421054,78.64912280701755,5.963508771929827,23.68070175438596,6.742157984588678,0.6065185964912283,209,7,47,2,5,69,39,57,0.081,0.632,0.287,0.9372,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,1,1,7,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,0,1,8,11,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,7,12,10,2,5,0,0,0,2,10,3,0,0,2,33,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913105285843706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049427287923521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512291586916514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621532032832383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31838743087447824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398817614075606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986595343285434,0.0,0.23067705517190956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611543144379033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534184355819805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gabbys86,2019/10/16,"I'm confused I have a pretty good friend - she's really charismatic and funny - everyone loves her. My confusion is that when I'm not with her, I want to be and miss her for literally no reason. And then also get jealous about the attention she's getting from everybody (I sound like a horrible person I swear), but then it's the next day and we sit together at class and all of it is almost gone and I keep thinking ""So DO I have feelings or NOT"".

Then I go home, feel jealous about someone she's talking about in our groupchat and go vent on reddit. How stupid is this? I'm inexperienced with feelings how do I know If I'm actually 'into' her or if I'm just a possessive friend.",1.6900931677018605,3.9074471811594194,3.9021118012422384,84.64304347826089,80.81159420289855,7.421118012422363,25.07453416149068,8.418075326091056,1.8465925465838515,533,21,109,12,14,183,87,138,0.159,0.723,0.11800000000000001,-0.5899,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,0,9,11,3,2,5,0,8,1,0,3,1,34,27,20,0,3,8,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,4,11,0,1,7,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,1,4,18,5,13,25,1,14,0,1,0,1,14,4,0,7,7,73,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.2111008439475225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166170585513026,0.0,0.0,0.17299408128323204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395109683485553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067066810624996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32813947069599203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33426249456523377,0.0,0.2260405357914025,0.0,0.2458836250120841,0.18144215741531425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169904301597977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227855134520985,0.0,0.0,0.1188859145173048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568489187109772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524069405591055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23006283748805015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888561626389366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22007909550117968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858257884852218,0.22241691639331326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329047130835727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387289290318286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386115695516175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275933942242939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jocario_art,2019/10/16,"I feel so empty I need help. I am feeling so lonely and empty again. I have lost all my friends.... again. It's the second time in my life that this happens and I don't really know how to handle it. 
Does anyone have an idea what I could do to improve my situation/ mood?",0.4247368421052649,2.437888578947369,2.8132456140350897,91.81355263157896,84.26315789473685,5.203508771929825,18.271929824561404,6.42735559955562,-0.10888070175438624,207,5,46,2,6,71,42,57,0.165,0.711,0.125,-0.3321,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,10,12,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,9,1,3,10,1,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150324072398384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455380017046399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26912192685487674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109932226117936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375972254174684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27194811850408457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061311457328269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34716439068230914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690106661070068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21721781740770135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357057614559007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280298960861448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701185003380928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34567705642215074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932345026954466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Darkfire7881,2019/10/16,"In need of people to talk to I'm a 25 (m) married and with 3 kids. I love my family, but I need friends to talk to.
Since having kids my friends (well, friend) stopped talking to me. And my wife and I's mutual friend also doesn't come around very often.
I have an online buddy and he's great, but obviously it would be nice to have other people to chat with.
Can be about anything, also here to help anyone else if they need a person to listen.",1.7031451612903226,3.276731505376347,3.5351478494623656,90.42272177419355,78.03225806451613,5.940322580645162,19.151881720430108,6.6274283507984215,0.03203333333333358,342,7,75,3,8,115,62,93,0.022000000000000002,0.711,0.266,0.9813,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,1,18,15,9,0,5,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,3,2,8,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,9,8,15,12,0,4,0,0,0,1,17,2,0,2,1,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638342366505401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153427010516135,0.16901930478059315,0.1357466516927372,0.14684788847990904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420969964180621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780151920992392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550803428497453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097855917401947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186714313959948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056809261856773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888133483314636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36694353850244027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228722674128128,0.1440352525693074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364552366793414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791255171177036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977617757184402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610789955112795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831735096788953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718166600952178,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ugh-Kid,2019/10/16,New Zealand Anyone from NZ on here?,0.91,3.4918457142857164,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,91.85714285714286,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.1874571428571428,28,1,5,0,1,9,7,7,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5864252600355263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8100033422105526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,youthuser002,2019/10/16,I want friends more than I want a relationship I crave genuine friendship. You don’t understand how sad I am with no one...,3.6062499999999993,5.4979871250000025,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,73.58333333333334,8.133333333333335,32.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,2.7209833333333338,97,5,20,2,2,31,20,24,0.205,0.46299999999999997,0.332,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569774197716085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130959292693678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4960670260319025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810086418077264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5450561925511038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,candybale,2019/10/16,"Why am I Feeling this lonely? Hey Reddit,

I just wanted to hear some advice. For the last year I have been feeling very lonely and I really don't know why.
I have a boyfriend who is always there for me, a loving family and friends that I see regulary. But lately I feel very depressed, as if nobody of my friends likes me, wants to spend time with me etc.
I am a rather introverted person and all my friendships are not as deep as I would like them to be, I struggle with even believing people want to be a real true friend to me rather than just a friend.

Due to University and  moving I also lost lots of old school friends, even my bestfriend who does not talk to me anymore. I also know people at my University, I spend time with them but I dont consider them close friends. I really struggle with this, because I really feel lonely and in need of a true friend. My boyfriend is my bestfriend which is not at all a bad thing, but i just feel so lonely and dont know what to do :(",4.991616415410384,5.048032713567841,5.701620603015076,83.72150963149079,68.59798994974875,8.643383584589614,27.638609715242875,8.344100000000001,1.6583865996649916,766,22,161,10,12,250,99,199,0.113,0.698,0.18899999999999997,0.8963,0,8,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,1,11,21,0,2,8,0,16,1,0,0,4,43,32,16,0,8,12,0,5,2,7,1,0,1,0,1,8,11,0,0,8,0,2,1,6,9,0,0,2,7,31,12,24,27,5,13,0,6,1,1,17,5,0,3,9,116,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153793574657646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619077413377156,0.08645998488114352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304905940274252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675904545378625,0.06334150253486279,0.0,0.0,0.1170690111926007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949602032495542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090930806608177,0.0,0.24355938171321825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158851615872334,0.13726083346731174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795544706380356,0.0,0.2626956572458702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5619547736334376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711214546031393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713157642793935,0.08469908922598864,0.11721302780998752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152864111891496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342812541862622,0.08833907525463723,0.09378124918170734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043802162416473,0.0,0.07704664805359092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903422529827304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407378950461222,0.09072867278689284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827033275903172,0.1996988500079052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516069270500232,0.08280141929674371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172549199728544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351751244352877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903202176303681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211794681119684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147037078500607,0.18386332760518184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875220608781427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381343693541308,0.0,0.0,0.06691350388517771
lonely,Zlint,2019/10/16,"I’m focusing on myself and nothing fucking happened Generic advice you’ve been getting on the internet that if you’re a lonely guy who has never dated or had a girlfriend is to “focus on yourself” and “get hobbies” and soon “the girl will come when you least expect it.”

Well, I can say I’ve tried that. 

Almost every weekday I’m doing something. I play soccer on Mondays and Wednesday’s, I go for a social run on Tuesdays, I join an exercise group on Thursdays and guess what? For the past year I’ve done this, nothing’s happening. Where’s the girl I was told would come?

Sure, for the hour that I spend every time I do those activities, I may distract myself from feeling lonely, but at the final assessment, I’m still that one guy within those groups that doesn’t have a girlfriend, that one guy who can’t hold eye contact with a girl, that guy who is only doing all that to distract himself from the fact that he is lonely, who pretends the second pillow in his bed is his non-existent girlfriend, and cries himself to sleep some nights whenever the thought of him being a dateless wonder becomes overwhelming.

Is what I’m doing really not enough? Do I really need to devote more time and money on more hobbies?",8.612924564796907,6.984200195744684,8.408201160541589,72.83090909090909,61.93617021276596,10.417794970986463,37.108317214700186,8.841846274778883,3.2792978723404262,966,37,170,11,11,312,139,235,0.078,0.871,0.051,-0.7914,0,6,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,5,11,1,3,16,0,23,4,2,0,4,29,41,11,0,4,4,0,1,0,3,3,1,1,2,7,19,10,0,1,3,4,2,4,4,7,1,3,6,3,17,4,21,31,6,31,0,4,1,1,27,11,1,7,16,122,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274727286115546,0.0,0.0,0.1306252927827465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440700789318905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22473960092362852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329151157923073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349406872490924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478813369138365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198169131019486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595866259703008,0.0,0.0,0.14289991530666915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059750232934867,0.13630787605551342,0.0,0.07413686789602426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370368924695415,0.5166579510965463,0.2307102906187621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846545953740074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967258826521545,0.10060989681218416,0.0,0.0,0.1224170460132386,0.0,0.2503376375578348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767905095693186,0.09921193459477436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245278187990546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167137251865037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373785385734688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054267164936836,0.13297578060180665,0.0,0.1004256002061454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417631132188067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294613289365823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035615086486646,0.15213109601206667,0.0,0.0,0.1246490969571724,0.0,0.08856594373853115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728883476363293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146579392166958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266684559983543,0.0,0.0,0.0840045334631599
lonely,knob121,2019/10/16,"Intorverted and Socially Anxious I am a young adult, suffering from chronic social anxiety. I just don't know what I can do to talk to people and have a good time. I just feel terribly awkward whenever I am with people. Not even new people, even those I work with daily. I just moved to a new city, so I lost whatever light friendship I had had in my previous city. So now I am totally alone in a foreign city, with no friends whatsoever. Also, my family is pretty much like me too. No one in my family, except one of my parents, is able to form good friendships and are very awkward when it comes to new people. I don't know how to overcome this. If anyone has any tips, I would really appreciate you sharing them with me.",3.679440559440561,5.154830510489512,5.405874125874123,79.45958041958045,72.56643356643356,9.116083916083916,28.384615384615394,9.573946990214177,2.6958727272727274,565,22,109,14,11,193,89,143,0.15,0.682,0.168,0.7071,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,2,12,10,0,2,4,0,15,1,0,1,1,20,20,9,0,2,6,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,5,0,2,3,2,20,5,16,16,3,12,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,1,8,83,24,1,0.14586489201458294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510720375773494,0.0,0.11664810144452804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919312849019543,0.0,0.11158624314138957,0.16478580918566088,0.0,0.1019921240242642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564968871035193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268477098214346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750168770968067,0.0,0.0737536721521927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269485373695765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446891018178096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032705990946802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712622183180362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922876043461254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503129601381072,0.1072274790603011,0.0,0.0,0.42263166494807386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976836516843159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619657006360362,0.0,0.0,0.4044974000808016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839703455409425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344478490856667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973817764197406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724067493741427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850549915480922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203538121193196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619137862909574,0.0,0.0,0.1036182342189555,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Music_Geek98,2019/10/16,Need someone to talk to rn I got a lot on my mind and really need to get it off my chest rn..,-3.466666666666665,-2.020461434782609,0.7391304347826093,103.4185507246377,98.13043478260867,4.8057971014492775,12.014492753623188,6.42735559955562,-1.1735681159420288,69,1,21,1,3,26,18,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292921795248134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106485264661336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330213958591813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921853557288187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5760050934803266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488266473896611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291001932066857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121908206105081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WingsOfPizza_,2019/10/16,"I wish there was someone I could talk to about my problems without them losing interest or respect for or in me. I've tried talking with a few of my friends but everytime I bring up my problems they lose interest in talking to me. I wish I had someone that I can talk about my problems with without them losing interest. I don't want to lose the very few friends that I do have. And I'm sure anyone who messages me on here won't care about me as even as much as my real life friends do. I'm not asking for random people on the internet to listen to my bullshit. I think I'm just writing this to vent. I really wish I can find someone that actually cares about me like I care about that girl. I might as well die if she's ever gone from my life. But if she's still there, I will never stop caring about her. No matter what. Even if she's with someone else. I will always love her and care for her. I don't know if any of that made sense I'm too drunk to read it back or correct it right now.",2.41316037735849,3.4609320613207584,3.8265566037735854,91.22775943396229,75.08490566037736,6.620754716981133,25.04245283018868,6.9077264865688965,0.7940792452830183,775,25,176,7,16,256,109,212,0.21899999999999997,0.593,0.188,-0.873,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,4,18,23,0,0,3,0,14,4,0,1,4,40,35,15,1,12,13,0,0,1,3,4,2,1,0,1,10,5,1,1,3,2,0,2,8,7,1,0,4,1,37,16,33,26,3,14,0,4,0,1,23,6,0,9,7,126,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.08824266174784343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524161606563075,0.0,0.0,0.06149273195857419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322791144882234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453603618886565,0.0,0.0,0.06953195706458945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609763014509501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219774557881392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384783697532824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553925974231708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945094539159899,0.08179542896632272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264766009756057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095885432621202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969572525224704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774101448663971,0.04417754088921126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40465393403713656,0.0,0.0,0.08161293059194374,0.0855631995943001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592761984403678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647346170859472,0.0,0.06974205034752776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268995287200632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595762027665248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904503986600364,0.10292450295524223,0.057929165041680074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772232485353169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064703818102569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221426300429779,0.07560012491307068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522536710588248,0.0,0.0,0.29072374299723186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579412835001345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139326947943876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461086086802317,0.05333555525998996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813037690969735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119560640459469,0.1743347357011744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EatinButt,2019/10/16,Wanna feel better I've been feeling extremely lonely recently and its causing me to become depressed again after I've tried so hard to deal with it. I just don't know how to deal with loneliness it really hurts and makes me feel terrible. I'm a introvert with really bad social anxiety so I 99% of the time spend time with people online so I don't know how to go about all of this i know its not for a reddit to answer but I dont know what to do I really don't and it just hurts I want love and a relationship.,1.5204587155963305,3.3319194403669776,4.1417339449541295,84.78250917431194,79.36697247706422,8.029724770642202,20.074311926605503,8.841846274778883,1.3326176146788988,405,10,86,10,10,143,62,109,0.183,0.721,0.095,-0.768,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,4,1,27,18,10,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,8,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,1,4,9,2,16,17,1,6,0,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305838836826373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252611567800064,0.0,0.18852307984724434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096894973951824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535437842400722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35196531200894043,0.14702236612722708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000573682603001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589308683854314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701189011352053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291232552989342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654725449766221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752457212107997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406205888260044,0.0,0.1139425728538193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834084550895747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280614862475792,0.0,0.16854417347082928,0.18326630463118854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400562205560724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907133371038332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158930751405993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068239671584453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawaysssshahhaha,2019/10/16,"My Story if anybody cares... Starting at grade 11 i was sort of a nerd. Got good grades, played video games, saved money. Never partied and was shy. This is all changed during the summer. I smoked weed for the first time. Instantly became addicted. This opened me up to new friends. I started smoking every day. It was the most fun I’d ever had. Weed truly had a good impact on me. I connected with people and I started making more friends. My grades fell, but I was still passing classes. I went to parties, and had fun. But I stopped saving and spent all my money on weed and food mostly. Grade 12 was much of the same until second semester. 

My parents were getting divorced. We lived in a good neighborhood. My father was experiencing hallucinations, schizophrenia type symptoms. I had to move in with my mom in a bad neighborhood with my little brother, who was 6. My father was in the psych ward at the hospital and I started never seeing him. I had to help my mom more with my little brother cause dad wasn’t there. At first I was holding myself together, still going to school but I was also just starting new classes. Also, my older brother is a meth addict who has stolen things from me.

Around March of grade 12, I started getting very depressed. My older brother was a drug addict, my dad is gone, and I live in a bad neighborhood. Everything changed. I still had my group of friends, but I didn’t feel the same. I felt disconnected from society with a lot of paranoia. I started not going to school, and ghosting my friends. Completlty lost my will to live. Deleted all social apps and went dark for awhile. I started telling my friends that I was just very depressed and didn’t want to do anything. They understood. I was put on anti depressants by a psychiatrist. This lasted for months until September. They were happy to see me and missed me. But I wasn’t the same. I quit weed, and had anxiety from all the time I spent alone. I was still experiencing depression. I was seriously mentally ill. But I kept going out and eventually got better, but still had issues. I couldn’t really speak to new people. My mind was just blank. I lost a lot of my social skills and I wasn’t fun to be around. Until March 2019.

These friends stopped hanging out with me because they made other ones that were more fun to be around than me. I freaked out at them and called them all fake and got into arguments that led to me not talking to them again. They were the only friends I had except for one other. I was finishing high school from home. 

So from March-August I finished high school, but spent most of it alone in my room playing games or watching tv. My depression got worse. I had no self worth. Hated myself. 

September 2019, I started talking to one of my old buddies again and we play games and sometimes hangout. I started smoking weed again for a bit but being a stoner just isn’t me anymore. 

October 2019: I figure out I want to go to college in September of 2020. Maybe take journalism, or get into law enforcement. I’ve already made the plans and this is happening. I just have to wait a year. I’m confident I can get good marks and get a degree, if my mind is in the right place come September 2020. I’m looking forward to college and just want my life to move forward. I’ve already figured out which one I want to attend, I just have to get through this year.

So, as of now I’m helping my mom with my little brother, I’m off anti depressants, and looking for a job, I want to work and save money. I feel motivated. I understand I’m capable of things if my mind is right and get back where I was. I have 1 IRL friend and spend most my time playing video games with online friends and watching YouTube/Netflix. 


If anyone spent the time to read this I truly love you.",2.4378710741431213,4.903398502724798,3.449058511401116,87.53632403556576,79.64032697547685,6.097490319804963,25.46170945073856,7.325047716171175,1.3310397820163482,2967,116,570,41,76,950,293,734,0.127,0.7140000000000001,0.159,0.9746,2,2,3,0,1,0,97.0,2,1,7,10,27,44,1,0,28,0,55,9,0,6,8,122,120,49,1,10,25,13,3,0,9,1,7,1,2,1,19,48,1,5,8,13,9,18,12,16,0,7,55,12,100,28,89,60,19,106,0,9,6,1,52,40,0,13,52,386,119,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316705735834494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033449427423391,0.11011285950952804,0.07979631146905736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038166804701946486,0.0,0.04947888884659607,0.034885245431539334,0.0,0.04105639297186006,0.1332418415041083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03836342735275715,0.08331451429687517,0.030413350509586982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04412491234193777,0.05446851595510878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509447246367535,0.0,0.05086763439041026,0.05125223822570519,0.10555702770745587,0.042977046227749297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03217584266789065,0.0,0.25782847514782786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057858215242648475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045129651593471334,0.0420356786129291,0.0,0.04483919710668635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050453208600586184,0.0,0.04790359344576471,0.0,0.0,0.08487524376165632,0.06032891094375724,0.0,0.34691393106931623,0.0,0.1824634780189178,0.0,0.11341778967848976,0.16738624581063646,0.1596109257134051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044118823671442896,0.05311035122025563,0.0,0.049257454599700295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688234301310304,0.10542606262092843,0.05004516866240979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207368705047432,0.049509542412655205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0406681715050092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035239789990906364,0.0,0.15001294885704172,0.1321651309178547,0.0,0.08379246554058241,0.0,0.10892477121468223,0.08483181332597306,0.04502896029377181,0.0944169481280736,0.03330291459180471,0.0,0.05012264376736998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027882330782141,0.0,0.15112835490773385,0.17529670712727533,0.03982286062810425,0.10605338133216563,0.03667593904735168,0.0,0.07695868762774367,0.1445563517762029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523526594543995,0.0,0.1352308871451615,0.037944678035385516,0.0,0.0,0.055398524858989565,0.0,0.0,0.06917686641608364,0.0,0.052125921827670216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050154663721571215,0.0,0.05306567332353992,0.04990492781324847,0.0,0.031961725349079165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521401123160034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197114871456567,0.07951401488706733,0.0,0.05204763873933672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171605265129832,0.0,0.0,0.04934389651382787,0.0,0.3531340845562467,0.0,0.19921678819027167,0.08342293306278814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051856295203605324,0.037512143651848906,0.0802016775094909,0.04360730580125452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629129370933776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636836799778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519387344862168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233130380547786,0.14713627991478068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249970438423648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03632155268487409,0.0,0.050843625931705896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642568858029357
lonely,ticosticosticos,2019/10/16,I don’t have any reason to feel lonely But I do nonetheless. I just want to talk to people and laugh with people and hold people and be held. I think I’m just starved of physical affection and all I really want right now is a hug.,2.0931632653061243,3.5033574489795924,4.1181122448979615,87.35635204081633,76.55102040816327,8.16530612244898,20.413265306122447,8.841846274778883,1.1421795918367348,181,4,40,4,4,62,34,49,0.11599999999999999,0.644,0.24100000000000002,0.6808,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,1,17,11,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,5,9,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21847214992312827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244193085822234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6681769542335539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581146465298494,0.3303153376626347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743597266571978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582217407786193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20585451926428566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378982460328601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Actu-_-ally,2019/10/16,Anybody wanna talk? I’m a young adult female if it matters. I just really feel like talking to someone. Pm me,-0.2681818181818194,1.804562636363638,2.6459090909090897,85.88886363636364,104.45454545454544,4.0181818181818185,23.681818181818183,5.985473137389443,1.0527818181818187,86,4,15,1,4,30,21,22,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.4364,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328052135178753,0.3289284174460773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22494088046292127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29496067745453997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39011744504458334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7401459362040209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cuckholdcutie,2019/10/16,"Im getting pretty depressed, and have thinking about self-harm/dangerous behavior. Im so utterly tired of being single. I feel so alone. I fell for someone recently, but they’re definitely not interested, and its just another reminder that I’ll probably be single for a very long time. I turn 21(M) next month, and I’m a sophomore at a large college in Indiana. Ive been single for my entire life, besides the one girl I dated for three weeks. I fell in love with her, and when she broke up with me over text, I attempted suicide. Not because of her specifically, but because of the abandonment Issues I’ve been dealing with all my life. It just added to it all. That was about two years ago, and I’ve since been adopted into a family, lost 70 pounds, started working out, got my grades up, etc...

I met a girl (freshman) at a party about 3 weeks ago, and we vibed a lot. She was cute, my type, everything. The party was at my Brothers house at Purdue, which is like 2 hours away, for context. She was laughing a lot at my jokes, and I thought she was showing some signs of interest, so I asked for her snapchat. We’ve talked a bit over it, but all of her messages are either blank pictures, or just one word like “good”, or “fine”. She always responds, and usually pretty quickly, but there’s no content. I told her this weekend that I found her attractive, was into her, and wanted to hang out in person sometime to get to know her better. She said that this was cool and agreed. 

What the actual hell do I do. Shes still been sending very short messages, isn’t very engaging, but she agreed that we could meet sometime or go to a party. Im confused. I don’t know if she’s just bad at texting, is super busy, doesn’t use her phone a lot... or if she just isn’t interested at all, and if I should just delete her contact so I don’t get too attached and get my heart broken again. Please help. This is so conflicting for me, and has been destroying me the past few days. I don’t want to give up because what if she is interested (and I really am sick of being lonely), but I don’t want this to eat at me.",3.9904793348006855,4.80053478959811,5.022970571451861,85.03,71.08037825059101,8.103986304719982,28.297790820901604,8.326086129247049,1.8117097741909185,1628,58,340,24,29,535,213,423,0.141,0.6759999999999999,0.183,0.9523,0,4,0,0,0,1,72.0,2,0,0,5,20,26,2,1,16,1,36,7,1,1,4,71,62,34,1,9,23,1,1,2,0,1,4,1,0,3,16,23,1,2,6,3,0,5,10,9,0,4,19,3,53,17,47,38,15,48,1,5,0,1,43,22,1,13,23,232,69,4,0.0,0.0,0.09609060703833652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457196007789824,0.0,0.0,0.10198319747335158,0.0,0.0,0.0819333009576698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325233002226827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205432919980347,0.0,0.09251396897780642,0.0,0.08221670396701099,0.18007561755074214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708698325145185,0.10750160136195032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786187209457919,0.0,0.0,0.06350374250730778,0.10151622994298123,0.0848103822580882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075739188020297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981789823243156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884967289493556,0.0,0.09282690872262807,0.0,0.0497884018253927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796512810413952,0.0,0.0,0.20578195608603211,0.09445952058587752,0.05596165876549344,0.08259032376354256,0.07875389024365828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668510658570272,0.06600105446854439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697118874602276,0.11361890253495092,0.0,0.0,0.3190871550948417,0.10277505543497356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823092395703966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910178345242552,0.09621302525156407,0.0,0.0,0.08714112058568921,0.0,0.0,0.10748950222191736,0.25114203000765223,0.08887125441849171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859625351025264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472188219524337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334489903642998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399889016376436,0.0,0.08597849818222314,0.0,0.1080883432288152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035480188239746,0.10616520607306427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308115058887671,0.0,0.09722531446041936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366565907255764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272364527424192,0.0,0.0,0.08145378377522011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343165438382208,0.0,0.1947748272431984,0.0,0.06969618855885548,0.0,0.07863670736426588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077080584401025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791448840949771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309434681399266,0.0,0.07817262817690547,0.057417508483011775,0.1131745316738733,0.0,0.09409043607193268,0.0,0.0,0.1071049563739616,0.0961889713023404,0.0,0.0,0.08504477483590495,0.10844863932204514,0.2437393468348011,0.1742370112192733,0.0,0.1579702512529435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168590898996549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341019211943172
lonely,Questionningg4,2019/10/16,"Posting pictures keeps the loneliness at bay... It's really unhealthy, I know. It's empty and toxic but at least I feel seen even if it's only for a moment. My mental health is just all over the place and I haven't talked to anyone in person for a while. I've just been in my room all day retreating inside my head ignoring everyone that tries to reach out. I don't know where I'm going with this but I just needed to vent. Thank you for reading.",1.5131182795698948,3.5276065483870984,3.2851612903225837,89.91440860215056,80.29032258064517,6.2838709677419375,18.935483870967747,7.3871296695380915,0.4068193548387101,351,8,74,5,9,117,66,93,0.106,0.843,0.051,-0.5854,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,4,2,1,0,2,18,13,6,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,4,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,9,1,13,11,3,14,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,1,3,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879085562999422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490485791472334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888693808637167,0.0,0.0,0.24433158391871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928921988924855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531977208010952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26242119199491426,0.2717963376969828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272772353669855,0.0,0.0,0.2810512330837981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576846952937727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959774832910495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447079613829368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232667157345762,0.2671512855588391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24488919247553484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25576843830420715,0.0,0.1638074822717561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055213653724037,0.0,0.2354135081784588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360300108973645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rhiannaz,2019/10/16,"I know I seemingly have it good I have about 3 people in my life I would consider really close friends. 1 of them moved away a year ago, and they have changed so much it’s like I don’t know them anymore, but I’m fine with it. It just seems like there’s this weird barrier between us all the time now. When I say they changed a lot I mean A LOT. My 2nd best friend hasn’t been themselves after getting a boyfriend, and hasn’t been answering my texts or taking much interest in me. I’m honestly pretty crushed by that one. My 3rd best friend radiates crackhead energy just like me, but it hard to describe how they can be sometimes. I guess they seek lots of approval from people, and they constantly don’t do their work and rely on me to send them pictures of class notes that I worked hard on and other stuff alike. I really feel lonely all the time. I have a great house, great family, good finances, but there’s always that feeling gnawing at me. I see so many other people from my school out at party’s, social events, with their friend groups hanging out, and stuff like that. I am a happy and fun person at school and really try to make friends but it never happens. I really just wish I could have some friends to rely on.",3.8897345928924882,5.08634064777328,4.380290148448044,88.09884727845257,71.67206477732793,7.756095366621682,25.46311291048133,8.167268648758528,1.364659199280252,968,29,202,14,18,306,135,247,0.048,0.609,0.342,0.9984,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,10,5,11,23,0,0,8,0,17,1,0,2,3,43,33,17,0,3,8,0,4,4,6,1,1,1,0,1,15,13,0,1,8,0,1,3,5,2,0,1,2,6,35,21,26,28,10,25,0,1,1,0,22,12,0,8,14,136,50,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494075363847109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973189197539687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503004752731173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002827537199548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111934109159696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273473381711535,0.0,0.0,0.10354994559935136,0.0,0.07650636911275283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033280695606798,0.0,0.0969013436434299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441927742774639,0.0,0.0500632358923697,0.0,0.0,0.1607425233832568,0.0,0.21128901292360272,0.1055591489143897,0.0,0.0847354095469898,0.10200469974782644,0.17167605271494832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056615512122643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532294239918906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768217710124873,0.1872558885415132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443942691555569,0.0,0.0,0.06396217922898904,0.0971488480959167,0.0,0.10437865741151317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184401977653902,0.14088094183296895,0.0,0.07390412268127508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649317210437382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929350850094452,0.08366840160405073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748580390220417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24554506778798296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620179844212993,0.0,0.19395471795049554,0.0763580265235202,0.17446618229983302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767884387735602,0.0,0.0,0.09477077881498154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938738760867124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204650058207174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174959461792268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505710251998434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526251854522865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019100200207324,0.0,0.0,0.13951966013670086,0.0,0.0,0.068069465755258,0.0,0.0,0.0617064676890992
lonely,asolidfiver,2019/10/16,"Are we just forgettable? I have felt like my whole life people could do with or without me like it doesn’t even matter. 

Like my parents could have had me or not and it wouldn’t have made a difference. 

Friends could have invited me or not and it didn’t matter. 

Boyfriends could have loved me or someone else and they wouldn’t have cared. 

I pushed people away for a while because I was making all the effort and now here I am, I just feel forgettable. 

Are we all forgettable? Does our existence matter to anyone? Am I just here to rot in the ground?",2.7303669724770643,4.842339880733949,3.0591651376146807,92.5439770642202,76.79816513761469,6.5618348623853215,21.90917431192661,7.554174236665415,0.7105075229357802,433,12,91,6,10,133,61,109,0.0,0.8029999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.9556,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,1,1,8,6,0,0,4,0,21,2,0,2,2,32,27,9,0,6,10,1,2,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,5,2,16,6,7,16,3,6,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,4,5,72,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307476323882784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756830945970329,0.0,0.0,0.11398726088732795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064858737458626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.59718463456392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536456690262227,0.0,0.0,0.16363605473104512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156206003604364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350501494213124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454767322569313,0.0,0.17953955457231302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446787386195764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207644235191635,0.27406134776455515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876561636552825,0.17693429231132402,0.12481715925010713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076300703496716,0.0,0.0,0.2592703989339267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843587072797866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876746025335724,0.0,0.18025151719912916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Big_Cloud01,2019/10/16,"I normally don't talk about this because I don't ever feel like I can, but I've been feeling alone.       For about 5 years I've always felt lonely on and off when I don't really have a reason to feel this way. I have best friends and family that supported me when I was back home and still do from the far distance they're way from me, but on occasion I feel like no one really cares about me. I feel that's partly my fault because I don't have great communication skills and can't had a conversation to save my life with a random stranger. In fact I hate having fake conversations like "" Omg hi! How are you! Nice to see you! "" Shit like that. It doesn't feel like they actually care about me, but feel obligated to try and not make it look like they hate me. I still go and play along with it saying the generic ""hi, I'm good, hope to see you soon"". After it's over I continue feeling alone.

      Back in highschool I had my best friends and when I was around them I didn't feel this way, but as soon as I would leave them to go to class. I would just feel so alone walking the halls filled with people that didn't feel like they really knew me or cared and I'm in the same situation now. I'm in the AirForce in the tech school faze of my career I live in a building with 422 people with a roommate and I still feel alone.  The only time I really don't feel alone is when I'm talking to my friends on discord. So I started falling asleep while on discord with my best friend while they play videogames. It's great because it feels like I'm just sleeping over or something. Then when ever they leave to go to bed I just feel empty.

      Just so it's not brought up no I don't have feelings for my best friend. Anyway I just wanted to share how I feel. I don't do it very often in person or online.",2.5524128760088054,3.763346869680857,3.68304108584006,91.75000000000004,74.98404255319149,6.781951577402787,22.53998532648569,7.237678284180719,0.5149089508437271,1397,36,321,15,29,453,160,376,0.195,0.606,0.19899999999999998,0.9148,0,7,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,7,5,32,36,3,0,12,0,28,4,3,4,3,66,69,31,0,5,14,0,18,8,5,2,1,1,2,1,15,17,0,0,20,2,0,7,15,6,0,1,10,22,49,30,46,57,6,51,0,1,3,0,24,18,1,6,31,207,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.06212011123316859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32964759856451364,0.0,0.0,0.05296777620689322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666828250403035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789670487172857,0.0,0.1164142650089692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26721664282354457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470785596075368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516291655553752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001021403663586,0.0,0.547177706878047,0.2273830940486196,0.06112076362121827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459064463597141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853332831745396,0.05339252458804622,0.0,0.14036427424757658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569634228295468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385322486636097,0.06322582730274576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480727756502398,0.0,0.0,0.04496286643994955,0.2487970058643636,0.0,0.05621035323055197,0.0,0.05345590081194439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04249158412234482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062370406454236964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04313567361520052,0.04841406521015552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893439632283872,0.0,0.08826358517469138,0.0555828923904043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312137937619242,0.06545006324051282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062265182031549,0.0,0.06442434664564979,0.1014528756384174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534306079989947,0.0,0.07155320638404045,0.06370303576635758,0.0,0.0,0.04900631740533986,0.0,0.0,0.0450567971131317,0.0,0.15250983917281605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223728117198855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233027254276204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0371189455830275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04321896748682148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05252374400908568,0.0375465852888822,0.15158404179514248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904403028529624,0.0,0.0,0.04099306174852405
lonely,fa36m,2019/10/16,"Alone again I'm almost 40 and feeling like a teenager. Fell head over heels over my coworker and she fucked me over twice. Fool me once they say. I never learn my lesson. Always think it's me. I don't know. In the back of my head when we got ""back together"" in June, because it was her that instigated, hugged and kissed me. So I played along. I knew she was gonna drift away again, but I just loved the feeling of being loved. Just by calling me and asking how I was was enough. Once I got the call to train a couple of months out of state, I knew it was over and I was right. A month in, and she started drifting away again. Stopped calling, stopped answering my calls, cause she was always playing video games.... I didn't contact her for 2 weeks and nothing. I came back tried to patch things up, but I always got the same reply. ""I'm just playing my video games. I just want to relax"". Last night I sent her my last message saying how I felt and blocked her. I shouldn't feel so shitty as I knew this was bound to happen again. It just hurts that in my time of need where I am out of my home for a couple of months alone with no friends and she decides she wants nothing to do with me out of the blue. What really hurt me was when she insinuated that the whole relationship was in my head. I mean were never oficial, but it was pretty close. We even joked about it. She just says she doesn't ever want to be in a relationship, cause she's tired of drama, but she's the one that started it all.

So here I am, thousands of miles away from home with still a few months left and feel as alone as ever. So tried of this. 

I just need to vent a bit. Might be missing some clarification...",2.0124399615754096,3.6864229481268036,2.897368876080692,94.89137512007687,77.44380403458213,5.664130643611911,20.500384245917388,6.2581,-0.09814267050912616,1301,31,299,9,30,411,162,347,0.12,0.7709999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.8149,0,3,0,0,0,0,49.0,2,0,1,1,29,16,1,0,14,0,23,10,4,4,5,71,55,25,0,6,11,0,5,1,1,3,1,3,2,0,15,21,0,4,16,10,0,5,7,5,0,3,22,9,55,11,47,27,7,56,0,3,1,5,36,22,1,3,29,208,70,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975142113983136,0.2474598173625726,0.0,0.0,0.19880921753012906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445588441883574,0.0,0.22448295831003728,0.18372271490409908,0.0,0.048549914250120715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695003130675377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252995110592284,0.09109090146421403,0.0,0.16363154531102253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624794823092862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229298465613293,0.0,0.05260375447417165,0.14408413925392344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108050643284266,0.05689730403986355,0.07647021176872319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153233995883343,0.07362909580364238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109445260705935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042844902568536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452115025993334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977776907065405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705199432165688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04376996299217153,0.12984010023196965,0.0,0.0,0.08653285278344765,0.0,0.0,0.03890977181620847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376266504051155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675507668136813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448912555734839,0.0,0.0,0.2542826010675173,0.0,0.0,0.11810923349038845,0.12285189308396005,0.0,0.0,0.07473999241122031,0.0,0.15284009654416922,0.0,0.0,0.1696353721387384,0.053968469971729716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102603159127886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102164013447185,0.0,0.0,0.1710145415230556,0.0,0.06801508003695453,0.0,0.1900070291489286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274410242039118,0.0,0.06360337037363463,0.13317099822379705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052911576185981066,0.051032313577215264,0.0,0.0,0.04644074224852179,0.0915384417301665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814536338664038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409273293455632,0.0,0.06388517993203037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891907933058127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NotFelixWankel,2019/10/16,"Girlfriend left me the week of homecoming This was the first proper relationship I had been in for nine months, and it completely fell apart. All the time we spent together now feels like a dream that I’ve just woke up from. Given how close she was to my other friends, things are getting increasingly awkward with them. My distant best friend and I are able to laugh about it, but alone, I feel pathetic.",4.920833333333332,6.852724855263162,4.4105263157894745,86.00201754385971,70.1842105263158,8.224561403508767,27.14035087719298,8.841846274778883,1.937077192982456,323,11,63,6,6,97,65,76,0.106,0.746,0.14800000000000002,0.1154,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,2,4,6,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,11,12,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,7,2,9,5,9,5,3,12,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,44,15,0,0.2689553273115807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785566064120573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822520227884434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819945435969542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27198378938423146,0.1921417395712087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287732640153379,0.0,0.0,0.4155884374167829,0.0,0.140518057798537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922207500766993,0.0,0.0,0.13139798746610373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146775762766071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887573678112307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868196856402974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156830014236831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157397404340957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,supdood22,2019/10/16,"Thinking about a girl I haven’t seen in years... I don’t know if it’s because it was such a special time in my life anyways and these feelings I have are circumstantial but fuck man... the idea I have of this girl in my mind is picture perfect. I’d be an idiot to try and approach her and I’ve deleted all social media so I never really could ever contact her again even if I had the guts to. I remember trying to follow her a couple times on Instagram a while back before I deleted it and she didn’t even follow me back.... she probably doesn’t give a shit, which sucks. But I hope one day we cross paths again. This fucking sucks dude. She was so tight (figuratively).",2.2244647201946464,4.0111292992700776,3.849361313868617,87.79890815085159,77.17518248175182,6.318491484184915,23.82542579075426,7.1686216300943375,0.8890491484184917,522,17,109,6,12,174,91,137,0.14800000000000002,0.775,0.077,-0.8968,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,1,12,9,6,0,8,0,13,5,2,0,4,23,25,11,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,5,0,1,6,0,0,4,5,6,0,1,5,3,19,3,9,18,1,19,0,0,1,2,13,4,5,3,11,79,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959118841431825,0.0,0.11729494043435752,0.0,0.16373175005285906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362843091897585,0.21290452216785424,0.0,0.1240923307008158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541777608868254,0.17405118827045712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729125529366636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557707789979201,0.0,0.18458285454647566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911123945201345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21721411855270314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574674088055727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590903332402235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428519701413424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840299621636632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303859866374884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074568732610193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232665460458814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796969381819128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19751214570823344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961437680664476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232923327202794,0.0,0.0,0.22439850532811886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612755172200204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123909524377737
lonely,Candyz4,2019/10/16,"Adulthood This is my first post. Pretty new here but joined from feeling lonely. Life as an adult has been hard, I just want some friends I click with. I'm close with the people I work with but I leave work to no plans so much. I'm social sometimes but super quiet sometimes. It's just hard.",0.5386864406779637,3.0091559830508494,1.0862499999999995,100.41039194915257,90.86440677966101,2.95,15.84957627118644,3.1291,-1.2585101694915255,229,5,49,0,8,69,45,59,0.157,0.624,0.22,0.7391,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,7,5,0,1,5,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,5,2,6,6,2,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,2,29,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007610138836075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019988154959102,0.0,0.0,0.1834750499655373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42546760110176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25145509962333445,0.0,0.0,0.1677378590270055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457378421367534,0.0,0.0,0.2293579025485304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463746619695144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274384479216074,0.24160068030347884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24207909446693215,0.0,0.0,0.469743977442286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007078126443015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34577388148280874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
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lonely,kyqush,2019/10/16,"why is finding good friends such a hard thing to accomplish in my life. I try my hardest to be as nice as I can to everyone and for some reason in the past few years I've had no one treat me like they want me around.. I feel so replaceable to everyone who calls me a ""friend"". when will I get to meet someone who makes me feel wanted? what am I doing wrong. I'm in high school, this should be easy and yet I find myself struggling to call anyone a real friend.. I'm at a loss at this point.. I keep meeting people and thinking it's going to be this great big friendship that'll have equal effort and something ALWAYS messes it up. I have a fear of failure and constantly failing to make friends does not make me want to try anymore..",3.9618543046357613,4.5131163443708635,4.59966225165563,88.98002317880794,70.98675496688743,7.364503311258278,27.02052980132451,7.1686216300943375,1.1512431788079471,572,18,124,5,10,183,101,151,0.129,0.674,0.198,0.8904,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,4,5,15,0,2,6,0,13,1,0,4,0,23,27,9,0,4,1,0,3,1,4,3,1,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,1,3,17,9,20,20,3,16,0,2,0,0,11,10,0,1,6,80,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256420404478774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341618942587114,0.0945912634231954,0.0,0.0,0.12042831644914725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276273009321045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619014946828046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838486767110565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25853260935101235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522281604786674,0.13680376004947858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472878324923598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41806948127622107,0.0,0.07067847207074876,0.0,0.07688301950898159,0.11346685593746016,0.0,0.14914721684074164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118474645862053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293126417322874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202435144959813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555261018729262,0.06609121370429516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27090233088045457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166956051666182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914053417479307,0.09378645775613552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788378874005502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153978813290726,0.0,0.13909087375260742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691107727360666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146227194325633,0.10414552973398973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142453977511596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987434584959565,0.08668227504360101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369314414066346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393758124449676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220695998999068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479079781695872,0.0,0.08711619965047608
lonely,SickeningSolid,2019/10/16,"I’m tired with being lonely Everyday I wake up and do the same shit. I’m rarely happy and seeing all of my friends dating makes me more sad. I’m tired of life and thought about offing myself for a bit. I hate it, I can’t take this anymore. I’m at my breaking point.",-0.9951724137931032,1.1031773275862091,1.2754310344827609,98.83142241379312,94.6896551724138,3.589655172413793,15.870689655172415,5.148860815047168,-0.91728275862069,207,5,48,1,8,69,44,58,0.33299999999999996,0.62,0.047,-0.9577,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,0,3,5,2,1,1,8,12,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,7,2,8,10,4,6,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25703661373967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28295709994484874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002415894037712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759016047127381,0.0,0.2558862906359207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830662834050856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730044589497248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450085860188927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20653266077562227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660442323650831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487087529959007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205759727146104,0.0,0.5957778649684411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ShutUpAboutPolitics,2019/10/16,"so yeah so i picked up fortnite again a few weeks ago to try and make some friends online that i can meme with, found some ppl that are friends ofmy friend irl, with the help of said irl dude. so tonight i hit him up and ask if he wants to play, and he says his xbox is fucked up and wont turn on.  Go online and see that he’s in a lobby of 3, and 2 of the dudes who added me are also in a lobby of 3. hmmm",1.7859929078014185,1.5139893723404256,3.198723404255321,100.03333333333336,75.48936170212768,6.2666666666666675,19.921985815602838,3.1291,-0.7301078014184403,307,4,87,0,6,101,63,94,0.044000000000000004,0.763,0.193,0.8955,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,5,1,5,1,0,2,0,15,15,11,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,6,4,14,11,3,11,0,0,1,1,13,6,1,3,4,49,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233350678429598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014812518312188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235535647854356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762459583893348,0.5839589309558402,0.2329201636164317,0.0,0.0,0.14318680790911714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688741991653384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817601711294342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23965849170955886,0.20035769752248414,0.0,0.0,0.20076846865014306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105490336015133,0.2740450721573172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860437191267495,0.0,0.2020960110948094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DoctrL,2019/10/16,"I fucked up my relationship with one of my best friends I became friends with this girl about a year ago (I’m a guy), and we became really good friends over that time. She had a boyfriend at the time so there was nothing going on between us for a while. However 4 months ago her boyfriend dumped her and we started hanging out a lot more because I wanted to try to help her with the breakup in any way I could. Early on after her breakup we decided to just stay as friends since we didn’t want to accidentally ruin our friendship, however things started to get serious a couple months ago. For a few weeks we were talking about dating, and I was really happy because I really wanted that. However she eventually decided that she was too conflicted and told me it wasn’t going to happen and that she just wanted to stay best friends. I was pretty bummed out since I felt a little led on but I was fine with going back to just being friends. We got into some arguments about stuff (which was completely new for us), but eventually we worked things out and we went back to being best friends and I was really happy. A month ago she got a boyfriend and I was genuinely happy for her since she was trying to move on from her past boyfriend for months. For some reason even though I told her I was happy for her she assumed that I was upset with her. Now arguments ensue. We work things out again. Things are fine for a few weeks, but then one day she explodes and accuses me of a bunch of shit that isn’t true and says she doesn’t want to talk for a while. It’s baffling though because a few days before she blew up she told she loved me and that she’d always be there for me. A couple weeks go by of us not talking until one night I get a text telling me that we’re not friends anymore then she blocks me on everything. I felt so betrayed, and even though I have friends who tried to support me through it, I feel so alone and shitty.",4.830103092783503,5.387883948453607,5.182387628865979,85.55024123711341,69.05154639175257,8.372948453608249,28.664329896907216,8.364918446050245,1.7920058556701028,1524,51,318,21,25,484,167,388,0.107,0.6990000000000001,0.19399999999999998,0.9881,3,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,13,0,0,5,21,28,3,1,18,0,24,3,1,2,1,60,51,28,0,6,8,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,0,2,19,32,0,2,7,0,0,8,6,6,0,3,23,4,63,22,56,23,11,60,0,1,0,2,59,16,2,4,33,233,82,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22791803229019464,0.0,0.0,0.06657372032832963,0.0,0.0,0.053485326982006726,0.0,0.0,0.043711964838080916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374755495181647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885325844289447,0.0,0.11755175458101245,0.0,0.054696745452274785,0.0,0.20237072244583965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739537116476724,0.0,0.0,0.0513215987583031,0.14224711396407594,0.0,0.08290935170155783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849114254404996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776987414604124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03250142396824047,0.0,0.12343595528352068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.446956578854404,0.05942495493978552,0.06716631137530213,0.0,0.1461250838202784,0.05391422560071237,0.10281967213705498,0.0,0.0,0.06364637507032853,0.05684176023282489,0.2737050173798669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04308489879140991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442450456259044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464775794001829,0.058014361026780766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205227728868309,0.06831846785463208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062081116433704814,0.0,0.060321543172026336,0.0,0.06167749142507069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067146328098275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061361635837815474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653949124827252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647152464852055,0.06608957906290724,0.0,0.06901165438156122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051117288268437616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598153109612602,0.1595169073460173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099409863630124,0.13702585013852278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735841447585292,0.0,0.07294311523828241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499522008614786,0.056182731416721775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081660429622758,0.0,0.18946154946114085,0.0,0.07496327329208023,0.0,0.0,0.18426418856675503,0.0,0.1309237865015297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319593831435787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895672742036244,0.051021725668320944,0.1546823533826361,0.0,0.0,0.05958733235241756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359184208412548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413936069932282
lonely,isunoo,2019/10/16,I am at the point where every single stranger i see on the streets reminds me of how worthless i am. I go outside everyday and i am reminded of how worthless i am. How trashy i am. How ugly i am. How negative i am. How unhealthy i am. How poor i am. How hopeless i am. How fking lonely i am. I can only take so much pain.,-1.6468571428571437,0.2999266000000027,1.9742857142857169,93.37571428571432,97.28571428571428,4.514285714285714,22.714285714285715,6.2581,0.5935428571428569,242,11,55,3,10,88,36,70,0.376,0.624,0.0,-0.9806,0,2,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,2,0,12,1,0,9,0,10,15,11,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,15,0,4,15,2,7,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633172373769085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450694230181288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169926427401428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32795844035053395,0.4588431650984541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40763755794263945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436225270386168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32422001617177665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CosmicEntity000,2019/10/16,"Totally alone. I have absolutely no friends, no girl, my family don’t really like me, and I can’t afford a pet. I feel so alone that it’s painful and the worst part is it’s like a pit that I need to pull myself out of, even though I question whether I have the strength to do so. 

I haven’t had a relationship with a girl since high school and I’m 26 now. I know it sounds like I’m a loser because I am one. I literally have nothing to show for myself. No career either. 

I’ve been so hooked on consciousness altering drugs that I didn’t put the right amount of time or effort into my social life and romantic life. Now I’m really regretting all of the time I’ve spent with my twenties. 

The loneliness im usually able to deal with but at night it gets really tough. Painful is the word that keeps coming to me. 

Anyways, just needed to get this off my chest.",2.6450917797286517,3.9591845586592207,4.294752593774942,87.04409217877097,74.92178770949721,8.242777334397447,23.958898643256184,8.841846274778883,1.5033859537110938,672,20,149,14,14,226,105,179,0.149,0.7809999999999999,0.069,-0.8912,1,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,9,11,0,0,11,0,13,6,1,0,2,26,25,11,0,3,5,0,1,3,1,0,5,1,1,2,9,10,0,1,4,1,1,3,7,6,0,1,4,2,19,5,18,21,6,16,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,2,9,95,28,2,0.15094654628164714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126701977025737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201561357810277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002708390100828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561926117577304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505007132995878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969877020824476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422989699357434,0.0,0.07632310923624698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662092721810298,0.0,0.15772668068643042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594833136870318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630481725415696,0.0,0.0,0.13416822590998667,0.0,0.0,0.08295627424317233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323601931688446,0.2212345737259561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22384990286219664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165310828585204,0.0,0.14483728220810635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228528628776676,0.0,0.3212355355329867,0.0,0.0,0.1634603999894707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517429707288919,0.1690946775754264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901006682657266,0.0,0.0,0.1620601005385171,0.0,0.12890752576660994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276596348852411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486454292274787,0.0,0.0,0.1538709947873304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483042153242422,0.0,0.1760362900335968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624629516180528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,doubledowjt,2019/08/10,Available to Listen / Distract / Talk Hello I am available if anyone would like to vent or just talk to someone. I can reply actively with no problems. Feel free to reach out if I could be there for you! 35M for reference.,1.1028682170542652,3.7268830465116274,2.572441860465116,89.38408914728683,90.6279069767442,4.7271317829457375,23.44573643410853,6.42735559955562,0.9011736434108526,173,7,32,2,6,56,34,43,0.146,0.659,0.195,0.3382,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,7,3,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,3,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,1,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27763153196442564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31701775766621954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20076398235165568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939820258877335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799299875863128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364251627723536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6382788573689063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28205794693336683,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PakiGuy22,2019/08/10,Feeling kinda Lonely [M] 22 Feeling way too lonely rn.. seeking someone that i can kill my loneliness with.. idk what im even writing .. if anyone wanna know how i look you can check my post history..,0.700614035087721,3.2016571315789486,3.027368421052632,84.63824561403509,96.10526315789473,4.63859649122807,24.75438596491228,6.42735559955562,1.354196491228071,153,7,26,2,6,52,31,38,0.298,0.636,0.066,-0.8911,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,6,2,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,6,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534517094267145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394120381996405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665576035856179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915363773431552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010260871922685,0.0,0.19920737895284302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043886228350748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34715189562882465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307124813941305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877166475853185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,froggyfreshrap,2019/08/10,"If you are suffering from Social Anxiety r/socialanxietydefeated/ Are you suffering from Social Anxiety? The reason I am asking is because we started a new subreddit called social anxiety defeated. People who have managed to overcome SA can share their stories and offer help to people who are still suffering. The goal is to inspire people that SA can be defeated! Feel free to share your stories on the subreddit :) The subreddit can be reached here: https://www.reddit.com/r/socialanxietydefeated/

Thanks!",9.312983725135624,12.911934113924055,8.677251356238699,52.95215189873417,62.291139240506325,11.096564195298374,37.867992766726935,10.914260884657429,5.574249909584086,421,21,50,13,7,133,50,79,0.19899999999999998,0.589,0.212,0.3365,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,3,1,3,2,10,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,1,0,6,16,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,6,7,14,0,4,0,5,0,0,16,1,0,1,3,37,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508292011838206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364529569325452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974827010570065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058765456766992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932618981420308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166988743825758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972340291297185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085612048258828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197349141248985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6007388766555245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904155587080375,0.0,0.15687759067702126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085596632256806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,professoryoungblood,2019/08/10,"Wondering how many of us suffer from loneliness because of emotional neglect as a child? I know I do. My parents were married for the first 12 years of my life and they certainly weren’t in love. My mom was depressed and pretty much slept 14-16 hours a day. My sister is six years older than me and was always with her friends. My dad and her were close but in a way I feel like my dad felt he shouldn’t have had me because he could feel himself falling out of love with my mom. I was a seriously sad baby (Id think it was because I could feel the bad vibe from my parents) and my dad didn’t know what to do about me crying, so he would spank me for crying so much. When my mom left him when I was 12, he had a few weird gfs he was focused on and ended up moving a crackhead lady and her crackhead son in when I was 15 - forcing me to go stay at a safe place, my mom’s. Meanwhile, my mom has a new bf before they were even divorces and has been married twice since my dad. One time she didn’t even tell me she was married until after their “wedding”. So yeah I really do feel like my constant loneliness stems from emotional neglect and being an outcast in my family. 

What are yalls stories and what do you do when you feel really lonely?",4.786860465116277,4.471471251937988,5.6621860465116285,85.10258139534885,69.03875968992247,8.430387596899225,29.21550387596899,7.793537801064563,1.6602973643410848,965,31,209,10,15,318,137,258,0.151,0.7290000000000001,0.12,-0.8693,3,2,0,0,1,0,20.0,1,3,3,1,11,16,0,0,11,1,32,4,1,1,1,34,46,21,0,4,1,13,6,2,2,2,1,0,0,1,4,14,0,3,10,0,0,3,4,9,0,4,19,6,43,7,26,22,3,32,0,6,0,2,40,11,0,1,18,144,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314054706156664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342812587213712,0.18272894147586105,0.0,0.08502364285665183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079768573406248,0.0,0.15955425675064078,0.0,0.2195124869674411,0.06443943830899923,0.0,0.0860600207122251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479067603307615,0.08849850697980556,0.0,0.0,0.13199101064251725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419466667430727,0.0,0.2526100447986868,0.14276419502991047,0.09593783406046537,0.0,0.0,0.08499098362074188,0.0,0.0,0.0771971109244029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056786225745251134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840001058568427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982565234880548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085622006151232,0.0,0.07057568923928256,0.09763067593231824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803614555751498,0.0,0.0,0.10130210354957962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5851191664345251,0.0,0.10619800069190967,0.14690380830491367,0.0,0.0,0.09650231706029257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770764715944848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221896275532382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439400635390024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165346470979086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280212394211203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265396443388896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065002757291323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733354153318967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402401037543587,0.0,0.0,0.05826352667831665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019015992372707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931098907774171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835780815738924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097953505012831,0.0,0.0,0.12868901900613794
lonely,emptyjungle,2019/08/10,"19 y/o female looking for something Hi guys it’s me again,

I think I’ve decided I’ll just post every once and awhile until I find success lol.

It’s kind of long but also vague - I’d love to get to know you through actually talking. :)

I am a 19 year old female, hoping to find a connection with someone. I am a very open and non judgement person, however I’m also pretty conversational. I have gotten a lot of one word replies & messages and not much of anyone who’s open to having good conversation - so if you can hold a convo, I’d love to talk haha

I am an overall positive, empathetic and understand person. I work a lot, I volunteer a lot, and I study a lot. I don’t have much of anyone to talk to consistently or be open with, so I’d love that.

I work jobs that require a lot of emotional strength and I never have anyone to talk to through that. 

I really just want a good connection with someone. I’m really hoping this works out.

(Please no married men or nude/porn seekers)",1.1345997286295813,3.4270836019900486,3.706515151515152,84.76159090909091,83.6268656716418,6.639620081411128,23.56422433288105,7.84624498591911,1.4462815920398011,768,29,155,15,22,268,113,201,0.02,0.6779999999999999,0.302,0.9965,2,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,6,7,11,0,0,11,2,10,3,0,0,1,38,24,15,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,13,0,2,6,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,16,11,22,22,7,11,0,0,1,3,18,4,0,10,6,94,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.10493516798700506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719856978376292,0.0,0.1165102638115565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255654366470355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095838991333514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059987093672013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656356515747025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618073606811325,0.0,0.0,0.18038453008774968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647302572679612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136059539310191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670835587136183,0.0,0.0,0.11197744112687756,0.059096463935801875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951619352720603,0.09029932207531148,0.0,0.0,0.457096899126612,0.2911539524742418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809595342900246,0.0,0.08293487100251534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283615124756866,0.11451746776238166,0.0728660826129819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877846009740055,0.0,0.11803722344711225,0.0,0.0,0.10298538933706153,0.10939812662513727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777478023874773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222207014900496,0.08278295140283064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457187737196853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689018009774381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194401509246674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872469465181806,0.06342482581588738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23485249393300356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692467179386863
lonely,alexthewhite,2019/08/10,"I want to be alone [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mLq8FETLWpM](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mLq8FETLWpM)

""The tears of a silent rain  
Seek shelter on my broken pain  
And run away  
But I remain  
To speak the words  
That sing of alone""",11.713124999999998,16.882364062500002,5.230000000000004,71.81500000000003,64.625,4.45,14.25,5.985473137389443,-0.9833375000000002,198,2,28,1,4,48,27,32,0.34299999999999997,0.622,0.035,-0.885,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8030390676809044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642380962550744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125188247166645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286636925028649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mindopali,2019/08/10,"Who has given up on having a social/romantic life and why? Me, I'm 30 male and it took me over a decade of trying to fit in to realize that I was simply unasked for and mostly irrelevant. I realized it on my last birthday and have been avoiding people ever since, I won't inflict my presence upon anyone. 

I lost my previous job but I'm looking to relocate to a forgotten place where I can be mostly autosufficiant, so I can cut myself from life as a whole for good. 

I'm an extreme case, I know, but I was wondering if there were other cases here and why.",4.6852255639097775,4.818706745614037,6.805288220551379,75.27868421052631,69.26315789473685,9.67218045112782,30.32080200501253,9.606745405546679,2.7577959899749374,435,16,85,9,7,155,80,114,0.083,0.8640000000000001,0.053,-0.2886,1,1,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,1,5,0,11,2,0,0,1,16,20,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,7,1,14,1,15,11,3,12,0,1,1,0,2,9,0,4,2,66,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624577485950484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101651142785375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487603071002274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23056190933543666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768815945807302,0.18938836463532274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282176675018652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510734599338786,0.0,0.25362689697131346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107551822835875,0.0,0.2427461753188281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921943073364517,0.0,0.0,0.2368416891624571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581386359591588,0.1577438208850482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193019873920886,0.2593996614175573,0.0,0.0,0.2519631577982335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tumthe3,2019/08/10,"Let's Make Friends! Hey everyone, I'm part of a small Discord server meant to help people make new friends. We do a lot of activities as a community, including:

- Movie nights
- Drawing challenges 
- Voice chat

We have channels for all types of interests so everyone has something they can talk about! (Sports, art, gaming, music, fashion, tech and more) We only accept people over 18 and the server is meant for purely platonic friendships only. Message me and tell me a bit about yourself if you're interested c:",5.219587912087913,7.766684076923077,5.573722527472532,75.36190247252749,70.86813186813188,8.066483516483517,32.254120879120876,8.841846274778883,3.1362406593406598,405,19,64,8,8,129,72,91,0.027000000000000003,0.76,0.212,0.9456,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,2,15,11,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,6,10,8,5,4,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,2,2,36,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24138007793758298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42253429724746266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416371631321401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481963009829054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22608611674236764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879683093356732,0.0,0.0,0.2951672164647812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353634508707284,0.0,0.2074840563268828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363076515264885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394259275284644,0.0,0.30656090246251483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021086170940222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770896478913578,0.1932480569441248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wholelottafaff,2019/08/10,"How to make friends again after coming out of depressive episode? Around ten months ago now I had a complete breakdown, and moved in by myself and spent a long time by myself to recover. Through this, I lost connections with people (some good, some bad) and now that I'm ready to spend time with people again, I've realised it's not going to happen overnight and I need to make some serious efforts with some new and old friendships.

Any tips for creating new connections/re-establishing old ones?",8.197065217391305,8.091849793478264,6.977304347826087,77.8111739130435,61.93478260869566,10.403478260869566,35.791304347826085,9.888512548439397,3.370284347826087,399,16,72,7,5,120,64,92,0.069,0.7859999999999999,0.145,0.7984,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,20,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,4,0,2,3,0,5,2,17,7,4,20,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,4,14,45,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493413037311628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420113325853586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567858326070676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477454459691215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699949469804071,0.20691211708726506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997266296729374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524679916250402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121555157656512,0.16552333442738967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174511227484552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464381041026494,0.0,0.0,0.2154250039587073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634581804587342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751862157319904,0.2097461379862557,0.0,0.1463285618156254,0.0,0.3811933968294284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414160038876177,0.0,0.13372584616757555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736278728034097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301465117349817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alpharacc10,2019/08/10,"Loneliness is something that’s very hard to get over... I’ve been thinking and feeling lonely here lately. I’ve tried to talk to other people and socialize but my social anxiety just stops me in my tracks. We all have each other though, like-minded Redditors who feel the same about a bunch of things. It’s time we all come together and stop being lonely by ourselves, but lonely together.",4.78374429223744,6.897686849315073,5.1577397260273985,79.75432648401828,70.91780821917807,8.154337899543378,25.865296803652967,8.841846274778883,2.152280365296804,312,10,53,6,6,99,58,73,0.235,0.748,0.016,-0.9325,0,6,1,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,18,9,6,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,8,7,5,7,0,3,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067973717318828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345117904286314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388429563513617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339613482604075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157403201782435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664252844769088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538733192913915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384780147511544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373990618456608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815186862732968,0.0,0.18182560335657644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949199766055431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983535727480744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569098280273765,0.15133685526763005,0.2320490974612233,0.0,0.13772050286436122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035309845345186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948761292550776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwawayiea,2019/08/10,"I've purposely messaged guys who say they are lonely and want/need friends on grindr as a test... So, I'm gay.I would consider myself attractive. I get plenty of hits for hook ups on Grindr. However, I read post and specifically look for guys who say they are lonely and need/want friends. I have done this five times. All had great conversations with them for the moment. I've offered to take them to lunch. They all declined. I give them my cell to text and and NOTHING. they never follow through.",2.215198863636364,4.8796268645833365,2.6865530303030307,91.34556818181822,82.4375,5.990909090909091,22.26893939393939,7.348242739294969,0.8589916666666668,393,13,79,6,11,121,64,96,0.051,0.813,0.136,0.8481,1,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,7,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,3,10,13,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,3,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,3,13,4,13,9,2,8,0,2,1,0,20,3,0,0,3,47,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23006916250506654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473911210745706,0.0,0.11745929683048438,0.2156680610485254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24786510943248946,0.0,0.4452147696363761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887923800495646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667013600447113,0.17339522961877654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21572108471393475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153156448623076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488108059075515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575721585985245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903684203835154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310944905072892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26520960611473443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970584882744154,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sparksfly234,2019/08/10,"Cut out my toxic friends, but feel so lonely seeing them hang out together While I was at uni, I struggled a lot with my mental health and self-esteem. I made what I thought were good friends, when in reality, they were all pretty toxic. 

They didn't really care about me or how I felt; they just saw me as a free therapist to vent to, or a scapegoat for their problems. For example, one friend blamed me for her depression because I didn't try hard enough to fix it for her.

In hindsight, I can see how screwed up my friendships, but at the time, I felt like I deserved to be treated like crap (a decade of abuse will do that to you lololol). Eventually, as I pursued therapy and my state of mind improved, I realised that I deserved better than the way my friends were treating me. I cut them out of my life, and I don't regret it.

From time to time, though, I get hit with waves of loneliness. I do have friends, but they all live pretty far away (I had to move for work and I haven't really made friends in my new city yet). I still have a couple of the less toxic people from the group on Facebook, and sometimes, I see photos of all of my old friends hanging out. My rational brain tells me that I'm not missing out because they all treated me like crap anyway. But, my emotional lizard brain still makes me feel lonely because of it from time to time. 

I guess I just needed to vent somewhere. I'm probably being ridiculous, but... Yeah. Loneliness sucks, even when being alone is way better than the people you miss.",5.033743661479281,5.479811000000005,5.250215072565133,85.6376551844728,68.56810631229236,8.197307221542227,30.127819548872186,8.032893268588372,1.8758930232558144,1185,43,244,14,19,374,153,301,0.18899999999999997,0.598,0.213,0.8475,0,5,0,0,1,0,44.0,0,2,8,3,14,33,7,1,10,1,19,7,4,5,4,42,41,21,0,3,10,0,5,3,7,1,2,0,0,0,7,12,0,0,5,0,1,3,5,15,0,1,13,9,51,19,45,23,7,33,0,6,4,1,21,14,4,4,16,167,58,1,0.0,0.11231218989230883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981751990477125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905954651464365,0.0,0.0,0.173351689637927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767040310557366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163687991639185,0.0,0.0,0.0966460476700006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488477028557401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164360763130678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066274537313329,0.0,0.09794475202018968,0.0,0.06260875952953678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585865869233334,0.0,0.1820290261658604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5126486616776951,0.0,0.049524541786535085,0.0,0.0,0.07950644494177123,0.0,0.0,0.10442330361147416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491438572516145,0.0,0.0,0.10075871906195888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695389837086696,0.13893072298781986,0.0,0.08370245439345553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058817333345683,0.0,0.17938763968473548,0.06327392869278578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552733506151266,0.0,0.09571219085073852,0.0,0.0,0.1007481502788886,0.0,0.07028654771636512,0.0,0.0915500280429665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946752354253513,0.0,0.06423303797252884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143270390750642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287365999785555,0.10220105366757108,0.09070247207795153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145146786243767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22660917984395385,0.0,0.09888799892100382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375101932395016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140090895778824,0.0,0.0,0.09909644796400342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285177413366925,0.0,0.10840211248174814,0.11006000512360492,0.0,0.0,0.09313197078617798,0.07525370376189572,0.2763678460668168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435707030981043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048184324208916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900919522399808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MyLife_WithTheWorld,2019/08/10,"How do i get over a best friend? Its a long... Long.. story, but I'm having dreams about my best friend, and i think about her like half of the day. I just want to stop but i dunno how. I always wake up crying because of the dreams and how i miss her. Yet school is starting soon and i don't want people to be concerned of me. Please give me any kind of advice, i want this to stop.",-0.936867469879516,1.03683802409639,0.8686867469879545,103.61772891566272,90.44578313253011,3.3200000000000003,11.914457831325302,3.1291,-1.8944689156626504,288,3,73,0,10,93,52,83,0.11599999999999999,0.5589999999999999,0.324,0.9628,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,8,7,0,0,4,0,5,1,1,3,0,16,14,8,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,13,6,11,13,2,10,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,9,49,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129687283386607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289010222057582,0.0,0.0,0.13312522933874135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933501766039399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108813828104576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150359403717973,0.1262506329843674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024912809461654,0.0,0.1022778390172562,0.18779325114570328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385654405192796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563968090505108,0.0,0.0,0.34648734699830724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571708537755192,0.0,0.0,0.2148884650270671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812212560356665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856172210859466,0.0,0.0,0.32733247154704503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543672086861832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463974261549417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NerfSpitfire,2019/08/10,"I just want to chat. (13 m) just got dumbed by my gf and feel pretty down Yeah.. I fucked up my relationship, and feel empty. It's fine during the day, because my step Brothers are funny, and that helps fill the silence, but now it is 5 am, and I'm sitting outside on Reddit. If you wanna chat about anything, comment and I will respond",1.2974369747899177,3.4622930294117684,3.1221008403361346,89.98088235294121,81.94117647058823,4.473949579831934,22.94957983193277,5.288315135182226,0.2498168067226892,258,9,52,1,7,86,54,68,0.085,0.792,0.12300000000000001,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,2,1,4,1,0,0,0,13,10,7,0,3,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,1,7,8,0,8,0,0,0,1,9,3,2,1,2,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117783180574011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309560724165009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24434026915005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831368364208567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502598726494193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030175227315865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25394905522576783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854477254770961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067653614462905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22346776497631016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,oversikt,2019/08/10,"im sorry i just had to vent a bit umm hey i know this is out of the blue but uh.. i have this really important thing to tell you. i um. how do i put this? i have some serious problems. with other people. im terrified of them. i feel like theyre too perfect to even exist in the same universe and in the same time as i do. for some reason somehow everyone likes them, they have so much confidence and everything is so perfect around them. i feel horrible around them because i literally feel my stomach turn every single time i walk by someone that i dont know or dont really know and sometimes i have to hold back my vomit but sometimes i cant even hold it back and thats the worst. im being as honest as possible now. you know i feel like i dont want people to care about me but when they actually stop caring it hurts so much like i try my best. i decided that i will shut the fuck up whenever im in a group. like theres no need for me to talk because im annoying and cringy and awkward. i hate myself on a whole other level. but ive been specifically looking out for it. that when im in a group and someone talks everyone listens to them but when i start talking they just dont care. ive repeated stuff 5 and 6 times but no one cares. so i learned my lesson. i am the one whos supposed to shut up because clearly no one likes me. and im not whining about that. i 100% get it why they just dont fucking like me. but i try my best fuck sake. i try my best. i try to not talk. i try to not interfere. but im still annoying as fuck. like its gotten to the point when i say something once a week when im in a group and still no one cares. but thats not my main problem. my main problem is throwing up whenever i have to talk to or see someone i dont know. i mean that in the most literal sense as possible. i feel my stomach turn and i have to hold it back when im not home. a great example is, last friday night i was supposed to go to my friends party but when i found out it was a pool party i had to decline. like i was on the verge of declining it anyway because there are people who i dont even know the name of. so then i was like okay fuck this. im not going to get basically naked and spend time with people that look 10 times better than i could ever be. so i declined and i wrote a lengthy message to my friend telling him why but all he replied with was ""ok"" now then i got devastated. i wouldnt stop crying because i knew he hates me for that. i knew all along he was only friends with me from the start cuz im clingy as fuck and i stuck to him cuz im terrified of being alone. and i just dont know why am i like this. i try my best not to fuck up anything. i try my best to be kind and love everyone. but then why?? how come the others just say ""lol"" or some shit and everyone listenes to them. what am i doing wrong? maybe i really am just genuinely fucked up and somehow im not supposed to exist. i genuinely dont know and it makes me feel horrible every single day when i get out of bed.",0.3199729888432188,2.125303670229009,2.7161832061068734,93.53699941280098,83.29007633587786,6.107105108631827,21.3746330005872,7.260789875918717,0.5288081033470342,2324,74,551,34,65,798,235,655,0.16899999999999998,0.623,0.20800000000000002,0.9866,0,3,1,0,0,0,56.0,0,2,10,9,43,55,13,1,21,3,46,13,3,6,6,116,103,61,0,7,29,0,6,11,3,2,1,4,2,0,30,31,0,6,22,1,1,6,23,22,3,4,16,14,93,33,69,80,22,63,0,2,4,9,41,24,9,9,44,372,123,1,0.0,0.0,0.03637596151873729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03860665450233214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03067494037958772,0.06636701779113659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598874096969814,0.0,0.11361540141440465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955941104168001,0.03296755894438121,0.04069569581119215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900266364419748,0.0,0.0,0.032109940384450385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02976182226256003,0.0,0.04094589360751273,0.02403991154744212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931843456938023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386126347862211,0.03371824146680708,0.06281321089998776,0.14247511540720453,0.03350123082802009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308707758443155,0.05325990900484813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04087116801868952,0.08639794667863601,0.27568820764258084,0.05842545447378813,0.0,0.04236957614319463,0.0,0.029812991813146176,0.041096879394422935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360458986894779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03739082890350371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03990468798338562,0.0,0.5637020934596148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038817177954128736,0.16388714969520135,0.03038488395992395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032267217499616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260483931157126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03364301080499168,0.0,0.02488199390215037,0.0,0.037448713779732,0.04060445013810332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480424178587729,0.02763965329501021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034980964933379814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039697682678351484,0.10103662548971963,0.028350048608894382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336983350751146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035237832483081606,0.08404609205121105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700418341863784,0.0,0.03747263722051631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163980675436396,0.03832589695307243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928668181807777,0.0,0.0,0.029704115357554475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0382632390378676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475140420643884,0.028696856472462888,0.07373375857424434,0.041727387320059636,0.05276823513058065,0.0,0.05953726236533222,0.06232874621366007,0.0,0.0,0.04267205797620489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980503021982206,0.06516166709943343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024764492628631757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086795652277714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715551805685167,0.08109108458375933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021986328010615525,0.0,0.029900528042193394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454303019730385,0.0416172800614912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040755412464713335,0.0,0.0
lonely,absolute-in-doubt,2019/08/10,"spend time with people during the day, spend nights feelings more alone than ever there’s something to be said about going out and socializing and coming home alone and lying in your bed alone and thinking about what it’s like to live life like this, all alone",23.44795918367347,9.034729306122454,18.20979591836735,51.781632653061244,51.85714285714286,20.416326530612245,57.163265306122454,8.841846274778883,6.168820408163266,212,4,39,1,1,61,38,49,0.218,0.695,0.087,-0.763,0,4,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,11,6,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,8,4,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7884875799412077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395029245710946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274549506030295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216212435883274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962353050234142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816750695875553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091400546205345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443394514641555,0.18596880986020065,0.0,0.1680626735163539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860946992093507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194912721642926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810450414270877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940149224238164,0.0,0.14652341159556825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195417985481348,0.0,0.0,0.11098149850090168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,exopeptidase,2019/08/10,"Always crossing oceans for people who won’t jump a damn puddle for me I try my best to make sure others are loved and cared for. I look out for people whenever I can. I don’t want anything in return necessarily but it does hurt when I think about how I’m not anyone’s first choice, and nobody really seems to care about me back. 

I don’t mind doing things for people but I do want to feel like I belong somewhere at least once in a while.

I really hate myself",3.2368303571428565,4.2749767604166715,4.6314880952380975,86.28375000000004,73.0625,7.152380952380952,18.922619047619047,7.447530270364453,0.2769869047619049,363,5,77,4,7,121,67,96,0.11900000000000001,0.6890000000000001,0.191,0.4949,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,2,0,2,0,7,1,0,2,1,15,19,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,0,2,13,6,14,18,2,11,0,1,1,1,2,4,1,1,6,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606353376392111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349869584797916,0.0,0.1588659487661783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844563399652205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259693117525285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936602518619886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894174618917807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761326157078254,0.13791690987093033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421055468995946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190599604406354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066669417528001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431581308166596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211567278554856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423762735142526,0.0,0.12886419727452164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949282255453262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205594858359094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40151536899727336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473490462382151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574795609394125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194991463949467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825565652211024,0.12370039514003535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107013229224754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277350055822852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Seekingadvice31,2019/08/10,"I don’t want to be happy. It’s been 2 weeks since the break up and I’m thriving. I have all the tools to pick myself up, put myself back together and that’s exactly what I did. I’m healthier, happier and improving in areas that I’d always wanted to work on. Only..I’m empty. The true love, soulmate bullshit burned out years ago, but it’s one of those instances where you will always love that person forever. Even though I will never admit to that. It reached a point where I’m relieved and don’t miss even the good times we shared, (progress?). But now that I’ve reached the point I’ve been searching years for, I’m realizing that something isn’t right. I have a friend who told me today that she admires me and that I motivate her. It was uncomfortable hearing it to be honest. I can see why she thinks that I’m so great because every time I speak with her, I put on this fake persona just to be helpful to her current situations. In fact, throughout my life, I’ve motivated many people on way or another. How and why? It’s all fake. Like a celebrity putting on an act in public to avoid bad publicity by being who they truly are. I’m finding myself spiraling down into depression which I’m fighting tooth and nail to avoid. Every night, I’m laying in bed wondering why am I doing this. There never seems to be an answer. I write down my thoughts on a pad which makes me feel like a serial killer. If anything, it makes me more sad. Drugs and alcohol is tempting, but it will let down those around me. If I lose those who look up to me, then I surely will have nothing it seems. The need to find my place in life is feeling urgent. If I don’t find content soon, I will find destruction. It’s creeping closer, I can feel it, but what else is there? I’ve done everything in the book! The thing is, with this life I’m living appearing to be a lie, maybe that’s the exact reason I want to fail. I don’t want to be a good person. I don’t want to be happy. I’m empty. I believe my best days are behind me and there’s nothing left but inevitable pain the future. I promise you if you see me you wouldn’t think the slightest that I’m the type to have depression. So, I have a question for you. Have you found your purpose? If you have then what is it? I must know. Your words are more valuable to me than you think they are. I promise. So tell me. Why are you doing, “it”?",1.6976466386929765,3.668252188911708,3.222280599946433,90.81695986965453,79.47227926078028,6.041764128202839,22.496607445763765,7.079830092131019,0.6616894384429965,1844,58,395,22,46,606,224,487,0.135,0.6609999999999999,0.204,0.9864,1,2,3,0,2,0,66.0,1,11,2,7,17,34,2,2,22,0,49,9,1,7,10,76,90,27,0,13,12,0,3,2,1,7,6,2,1,2,39,15,1,2,23,1,0,5,9,14,0,1,8,8,60,20,46,66,5,54,0,6,3,2,39,29,0,11,20,262,99,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388545053806211,0.08907665110256971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870907682142702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740057589312504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685906022160895,0.07419987881393182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409161630448995,0.06959443213728532,0.05080987090832286,0.0,0.0,0.09390780306777784,0.0874715168629054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375436724101438,0.0,0.1435798349436636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529680191255466,0.0,0.0,0.0966604599035626,0.0,0.0696288937593472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010482780076697,0.0,0.1404532791080295,0.0,0.07491031992366028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643399886663528,0.05954582449730846,0.0,0.0,0.3047244658749507,0.0,0.0,0.0913898443806713,0.06439661734289445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982138434215435,0.0,0.091894545579663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745694204564785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394240355066072,0.0,0.05586828083066215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04580741703964542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056088248899324,0.08523183492638907,0.17661939414172184,0.08144197630787517,0.0,0.0736002789126108,0.0,0.06999367524247332,0.09324821913296333,0.0,0.0,0.15045469317438984,0.0,0.1112746055879049,0.08450462355645476,0.08373707653818464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061803558249463625,0.1285705428083958,0.0,0.0,0.07821907463191227,0.0,0.15995467128977536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648065572796489,0.0,0.0886911223916524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577849463073057,0.1455573981513376,0.08708384030908994,0.0,0.15758688498789078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513717114140461,0.09337196596096467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569849916423407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711811233835148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283958406821444,0.15175886639461733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894863882580621,0.09368978567625462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416751402929281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855713773287806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285226853657792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055374564447534594,0.16022347135277865,0.08189173274803943,0.06617122073920416,0.0972050375363215,0.0,0.07900680756807679,0.07964525640194868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458122917448462,0.06615998129421341,0.06685897998869009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008445118723526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039038151129013,0.06068037135620945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735035824444404
lonely,spoocho-lingweeni,2019/08/10,"I can’t rely on anyone This is more of an “off my chest” post but I just wanted to share it on here.
For some context I’m in the later years high school so it might just be my stupid “teen drama” making me feel this way. I’m pretty happy for a teenager but my parents moving me to around 14 different schools with my diagnosed Asperger’s syndrome didn’t help with my social life. Overall I did pretty well, gaining at least some friends in my current school which I’ve been attending for nearly 3 years now (my current record). I’m pretty well known in the school although I wouldn’t see myself as popular. I’m generally known for just attending loads of school activities like being prime minister of the school if you can believe that. I’ve never really felt a deep bond with anyone since I naturally learnt it was better to stay away from relationships as to reduce emotional damage from my inevitable move to a different town or country even.

Anyway...
So around December of this year I started to hang around these two girls, Kat and Laura (fake names). We always had a kind of mutual respect for each other as they had a similar “not give a fuck” edgy humour but we only shared small jokes before that time, nothing worth being considered a conversation. We didn’t really have many lessons together except literature class which when we had the chance Kat chose to sit next to me with Laura sitting on the table in front of us. I did initially have a thing for Kat but it was never my priority for having a friendship with her and Laura, which didn’t really matter in the end since I shortly found out she had a boyfriend.
Kat and I would talk about just random stuff in class everyday, which made literature my favourite class even though I had been losing any and all attention for the class, unusual of me since I would normally be the “teachers pet” like the Eugene from Grease. Time goes by and it progressively gets better with Kat, making me love school again and just waiting for that class again. 
It was like a friendly love even though weren’t even that close, leaving our relationship to only that single class and us spotting each other down the hall.
My other guy friends were a bit anti social all being pretty immature, and I say that trying not to get bitch slapped onto the face of r/iamverysmart. I never really spent time with them outside of school because I felt it didn’t and wouldn’t give me anything of worth. Admittedly, I was a bit of an asshole to my friends throughout my story.

After a while I invited Kat out for lunch via an overly long text, as friends obviously. I never really invited anyone to anything, never having any kind of celebration like a birthday party or something. This gave me no indication whether it was normal I do this and I was honestly just taking a gamble. The next day she sent me a text saying she was sorry she didn’t see it but she couldn’t see me most days because she was at work or with other friends. With my lack of proper judgement I thought I made a wrong move and stepped completely out of my boundaries. A few days later I sent a text that could be compared to an essay. I basically broke down and told her how I had never had a friend that I actually liked and all I wanted to do was spend time with someone, anyone. It was an incredibly dickhole move of me to do that but I was on the verge of emotional collapse and it was just unfortunate that Kat was the one dealing with it. She responded saying she was sorry again for not being able to do stuff outside of school and that she was terrible when it comes to emotional advice and stuff like that. 

It remained weird for around a week but soon recovered and was like nothing had happened. Later on I asked Laura out for lunch in a much shorter more socially acceptable way. She actually agreed and we set a date on the same week. I could not begin to describe how exhilarating this felt. For the first time in ever I would get to talk with someone about something other than horse shit. I wanted and needed this and it calmed me down knowing that lunch wasn’t such an out of reach proposal after all. I had taken my best outfit and left them clean for the following days and took out my dusty aftershave which my dad got me ages ago and I never wore because I would never have any special occasion. On the day Laura said she had to cancel and move to the next day which I handled pretty well. The next day I texted her asking where we should meet.
No response
An hour and a half later I text again asking if lunch is still okay.
Another two and a half hours go by and I’m still waiting by the door in my outfit.
It’s 4:00pm
Still no response.
At this point I might as well have dinner. When we get back to school she says nothing, nothing to indicate anything out of the ordinary. To be fair, I never asked out of shame. I overhear her speaking to Kat about how her phone went all glitchy or something like that. I text her later down the week asking if this was still her number. She replied later saying how she was sorry that she didn’t come and explaining that her phone broke. I say it’s “no problem” (bull shit btw). I had been let down so many times and this was what I thought would be my redemption, my “rescue” from loneliness as a 16th century writer would put it. I wasn’t angry with Kat or Laura because I don’t expect much from people and someone doing something like this would be typical. I thought it was normal. Months go by and we’re still friends at school, much better actually, Kat starts to become more comfortable and affectionate which is what I would want in a friend, not someone held down by there own insecurities. I decide again that I shouldn’t have to keep our friendship constrained to one hour in class. So I decided to invite her to lunch again, she’s in another town, again, she’s going away with her boyfriend, again, again, again. I do the same with Laura and ask her out to lunch. Doesn’t respond. Again. Doesn’t respond. I ask once every month to see if I can get some kind of progress.
Nothing.

This really hurt me as overdramatised as that sounds. I’ve never had a true friend before and I hoped this was my one way ticket out of my shitty friend group.

I know I sound like a super emo edgy teen  like one of those people who cut themselves for attention or something, but in late June I had planned to drown myself in a nearby lake. I was standing on the side of the lake when I had one last ditch effort. I called Laura.
It went straight to voicemail. I tried again and nothing.
I thought if I was meant to be alive then maybe I would get that lunch or maybe just be able to talk with my friend on the phone. Thank bajeebus because someone shitty kids set a line of dry hay on fire which I went over with a few other people nearby to move the hay so it wouldn’t spread. The fire brigade go there around 20 minutes after the fire was actually out. We joked about how poorly our government was funded and that got me to raise at least a portion of my spirits. In the end, my life wasn’t saved by some grand ending of me getting that lunch but just me having some banter with a few strangers about our shitty country.
I know nothing that happened or didn’t happen wasn’t the fault of Kat or Laura and that it was just incredibly bad timing but I just wanted someone to rely on. I just wanted an actual friend. But I couldn’t help but feel angry at anything, whether it be Laura and Kat or myself for being so immature just anything. 
I know this is kind of an AITA post but I just want to know if I’m the insane bad guy in all of this",5.136158161087739,5.998553079812207,5.494635692945554,82.49335406377662,68.50368879946345,8.250935918541552,27.73666239863423,8.359879158601576,1.7983848423876592,6026,189,1170,83,99,1922,493,1491,0.106,0.7290000000000001,0.165,0.9984,6,0,5,0,0,1,111.0,14,1,3,14,76,80,6,2,77,1,117,19,4,9,19,243,210,97,1,39,51,2,8,11,13,16,3,10,3,4,84,85,9,5,26,4,7,25,41,21,4,10,84,23,163,59,196,91,34,204,1,5,4,3,116,76,4,26,103,835,247,20,0.05947500962930595,0.0,0.14509757506230206,0.0,0.0,0.02905914553593185,0.02636050375982153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02474398622763344,0.0,0.0,0.06066756904936605,0.06236473331794664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317261919132711,0.0,0.12235716331419108,0.13236342001090898,0.19460386913540104,0.0,0.05587872934432919,0.022866305615842544,0.04965914876765861,0.09063853460735903,0.03284273771068795,0.050608852653093776,0.03350398458448196,0.03120767664472832,0.07890121924759398,0.06493130662275932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03036531726812013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123245451839332,0.031179208018458224,0.0,0.0,0.0474859556634213,0.0,0.0,0.13424761338141072,0.030658061694452645,0.0,0.03018294141731405,0.0,0.062138726452101625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035207107328667,0.07901580812017697,0.0,0.0,0.07856536587596331,0.02689927560913417,0.02505513037441094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03007235189266647,0.0,0.08565800425669244,0.0,0.0,0.025294706403932447,0.0,0.03260563911923568,0.2986765918854997,0.02749184401737805,0.1087563322678542,0.05705384865802882,0.06760203714893867,0.0,0.04756759834608417,0.0,0.0,0.05888961018070656,0.07889033189393943,0.03165612684185321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039864845275126654,0.031419306538990034,0.0,0.029536052144214293,0.08785635623475573,0.0,0.031834613949789696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02643206063507517,0.0,0.12386814053571593,0.08171477471598003,0.02424003543583825,0.03354520070546636,0.031487723841987614,0.03230988599188523,0.030408613450575783,0.04200895818617528,0.1598106702835626,0.0,0.0,0.026316755976264542,0.0,0.033268661328455545,0.0,0.0,0.05367851824985734,0.05627669215682109,0.03970003075858024,0.06029832479223194,0.059750641157264424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309358645885707,0.0,0.0,0.047472385261422216,0.1896375686277548,0.06558146303978371,0.022049983017509867,0.2293539697208095,0.0,0.12650469494008035,0.0,0.08740932254475291,0.19973756526219674,0.0,0.0,0.03166947210043946,0.10075451437541263,0.04523342486966382,0.0,0.0,0.033019979900243836,0.0,0.0,0.061848724612301835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02811155406084915,0.0,0.056960618813723864,0.1512686661123162,0.0,0.028454775969873513,0.0,0.029894405892669413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430364233957953,0.0,0.0,0.0638539024408702,0.0,0.0,0.02828717689881648,0.14189074442794775,0.0,0.3310553673024433,0.09478776483820407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061050242705628664,0.07379751384472961,0.0,0.0,0.09094092367875573,0.15117894796562914,0.11446692024678146,0.0,0.09986610598387734,0.042096717931817344,0.031696223431503086,0.11874204879241412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212698513125468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02235890274248185,0.07170563980006844,0.0,0.027378299073558102,0.0,0.0,0.01975627682700195,0.0,0.058433894989675536,0.0944330284452521,0.12138124740072148,0.0,0.0,0.028415460223172977,0.0330394620337828,0.04037962749613321,0.0,0.05809844235093122,0.0,0.07154111361926667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277965568305305,0.0708127414648737,0.07156089787102718,0.0,0.10695035263651932,0.08270089467148571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021649257677040342,0.0,0.0,0.1901220318867114,0.03251329324310929,0.0,0.05744993435472951
lonely,beloved_pillow,2019/08/10,Alot on my mind. Why is it that I can be in a room fulled with people and still feel alone? Or I can be with my kids and still feel alone. When I am alone. I don't feel alone. But I will like a companion. As a woman I have all these labels. But I don't wanna be none of them. I just wanna be alone with a guy and do wild crazy adventures with him. After that girl unleashes herself. Then I can go back to all my labels. I became responsible to early. Now I am screaming to be free! Does anyone relate?,-0.9134126984126958,1.1610586111111123,1.6222751322751314,97.17166666666668,92.5185185185185,4.567195767195766,13.269841269841269,6.1826913282559595,-0.9032269841269844,382,6,91,4,14,130,64,108,0.147,0.754,0.099,-0.4857,0,5,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,16,0,0,0,2,20,20,9,0,2,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,1,4,4,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,17,4,14,14,5,13,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,9,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8470997127607163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143792065696787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578321658974925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315029468944634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481334686302176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296650083608088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197029631042967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991711191025963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651695543554869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340604022947193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612710088370166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476058515083296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SouthernCriticism,2019/08/10,"A girl added me as a friend on a weightloss app and it made me really excited! That was until, I opened the message where it said ""Rate my $ex photos? plz?"" 

Really thought somebody wanted to be my friend....

Ouch.... :(",0.23714285714285666,2.651867000000003,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,93.28571428571428,5.6571428571428575,18.904761904761905,7.1686216300943375,0.6523047619047619,162,5,33,3,6,54,35,42,0.065,0.787,0.147,0.564,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,3,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5922260261623283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626588044325473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910644257204922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645769984600401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042731180740597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22606224166519545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nothingeverstays,2019/08/10,"I'm an 11 year old female and these 11 years have been long, painful and, destructive. I can't bare the pain for another second and I'm ready to just commit suicide I know what your thinking... this is total bullshit they aren't actually 11!Well In fact I am... which is sad to say. I've grown up without parents and without any family. I lived in a foster home and families never wanted me. Kid after kid i watch leave and finally I accepted the truth of there is no one out there for me. I learned how to tie a noose and I think that it's the best way to go. I have so many cuts and scars that 1 more mine as well just kill me and very well will kill me I've gone out into public and I've been looked at like I'm some sort of freak because I'm with a foster parent. I'm really tired I haven't slept in days and I'm ready to leave the small things behind. I have plans to hang myself tomorrow. This pain will finally be over! And I'll finally get to be at peace with my beloved mind. I wish you all the best.",-0.32959208055982003,1.8424502718894047,1.7370711725550445,96.9234903567162,90.05990783410137,5.242464584400069,17.253626898788188,6.775458762138228,-0.14272814473459627,787,20,185,11,27,261,130,217,0.16899999999999998,0.655,0.17600000000000002,-0.3853,2,0,0,0,0,5,21.0,0,2,1,3,8,16,4,0,9,0,16,5,1,1,6,38,32,15,3,2,4,2,0,1,0,2,4,1,1,2,9,17,0,0,5,0,0,4,7,9,2,2,4,3,22,7,28,24,6,27,0,1,2,0,9,11,0,2,12,114,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.11160495202342254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777296450595313,0.11992297367675506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971659796508757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24004062460739856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375676306226564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156286241450905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758478749096975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059751639739108374,0.0,0.06499696936228408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147186628659153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530585980233916,0.0,0.06285269418090468,0.0,0.0,0.2421946684638171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055873567657581516,0.0,0.10098748458399046,0.1012105228802755,0.09603883713428404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159494161539268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154772995377618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820629419920209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000812966775876,0.0,0.07749752356772957,0.0,0.3650812260874117,0.0,0.2539803488100157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326594140720867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094862381199498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509810339680552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759798475781648,0.14656253646759632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144716811599194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436412481976704,0.06745617106319048,0.09077859744199533,0.0,0.0,0.3084869518777716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315155310430653,0.2204899470229446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729621692288344
lonely,smooth_hard_surface,2019/08/10,"I'm Too Afraid To Talk To Anyone I Know I just feel like they wouldn't want to talk to me. I'd just bug them if i spoke to them. None of them seen to miss talking to me either because they haven't asked if I'm okay or anything. Around June I broke up with someone and the circumstances surrounding the whole situation and our social dynamic just made it hurt more than it probably should have. I just realized that even though my friends are the main source of my happiness, they are also (quite paradoxically) the main source of my sadness. I just miss them. I really want to talk to them but I don't have the guts to do it. You'd think I'd be easy to talk to the people who you know, but it really isn't. I don't know... I guess I just feel like they don't even care if I'm there. I'm just extra. 

So sorry for this stupid little rant and thanks for sorting by new.",1.6753260869565243,3.2923617500000013,3.0678260869565217,93.55054347826088,78.23913043478261,6.773913043478261,19.65217391304348,7.645422480735847,0.31328913043478224,678,15,160,10,16,221,95,184,0.127,0.765,0.10800000000000001,-0.14300000000000002,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,9,1,15,15,1,1,6,1,14,1,1,1,0,33,35,12,0,7,14,0,2,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,4,28,8,22,28,7,6,0,5,1,0,22,4,0,6,4,106,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310636049990155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889537682295683,0.0,0.11638982050195472,0.1259080733715226,0.13222361710909716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621810515843499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442034822717326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868343582078046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302863616866487,0.2020838890741483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927314371522458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558077580421026,0.0,0.0,0.15056130843150567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141022000692755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23318866760081675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819702258824196,0.14175608170942686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383021314732646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659982134963658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805395070353767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249198685316384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043465209365567,0.0,0.0,0.18121511448225813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898004953174147,0.0,0.14417624459077796,0.11983830874570715,0.0,0.0,0.15832608181462285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5684047095712509,0.0,0.13021531508693787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062651183709627,0.13896020398115935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668452971048307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790830222313354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Utra_Thicc,2019/08/10,I fell like a second thought. I’m a very supportive friend.  All my friends come to me with issues. Relationship issues.  Family issues. Self worth or depression issues.  They text me when there in need of me. And then they forget about me. Till another problem happens. I’m always there to listen.  To care. To give advice. But they don’t care about me otherwise.  I don’t have someone to talk to. I don’t have anyone to have listen to all my issues all my thoughts everything that’s hurting me and what’s in my head. And it’s made me shut out what little help my family try’s to give me.  I just say I’m fine. It’s like I’m hardwired to deny being unhappy around people.  I always have to text first.  I always have to lead the conversation and I don’t get invited to places or to do things with “friend”.  My parents don’t help much. They say they want to help me with my issues but when I bring it up it’s along the lines of. You didn’t tell us sooner so it’s not that bad. Or when I was your age I felt the same way and everything was fine. I just manned up and powered through it. I’m emotionally alone I give my heart.  My love.  My care to people and they treat me like shit. That you for reading this midnight rant of mine I’m sorry if it was a bit too long.,-0.3313312368972774,1.924146566037738,1.7525314465408817,95.60875524109018,92.7735849056604,4.9067085953878395,16.417714884696018,6.56203326957186,-0.2473920335429769,980,24,221,13,36,325,124,265,0.085,0.7390000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.9679,2,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,3,6,3,12,19,1,0,6,0,16,4,3,2,3,36,42,19,0,4,9,1,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,2,14,14,0,0,3,1,1,4,7,5,0,2,8,5,43,14,34,33,6,22,0,2,0,1,31,9,1,4,11,144,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755652555719326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927990471004414,0.0,0.0,0.22366426361515707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395388725157904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265071996765623,0.0,0.0,0.07976339946191761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481263554098057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978204882305957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27406089980345794,0.0,0.0,0.07718285638940761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717273877229923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078844959820484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610542191551146,0.0,0.16893466547742747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860304859916999,0.0,0.0,0.07621409944690555,0.0,0.0,0.20767526289354707,0.0,0.04681253850723445,0.25785875665129465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923338457131805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195591438566716,0.0,0.0,0.10617696807158944,0.18017188460596206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591913796816877,0.0,0.0,0.5611175632664039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132276614972113,0.08980319266883967,0.0,0.07929358123655288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086790695900592,0.0847821149629167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658666424266882,0.06643760048694668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994906994240014,0.0,0.0,0.1242353445550284,0.0,0.09361340277482474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573553260022054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962470003456606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619735435918923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425077528572784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347281348600894,0.0,0.09197357728771938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591817296035606,0.0,0.0,0.10030037130149834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167753211427198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201745001972415,0.07831474511652291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952655953973189,0.0,0.0,0.14226550223725865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608328259769968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107778312601278,0.0,0.0,0.07392975734414116,0.052848668576025264,0.07112066893797273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Golem_Smith,2019/08/10,"What has been the most insignificant thing that has made you feel really down, and how did you get through it? Hello there. I feel a bit silly asking this, but i am feeling rather down, and i think i want to get it out of my chest.

By insignificant i really mean it. a certain word a friend said? a gesture someone made? some image in the streets?

I have been socially anxious my whole life. not to a crippling degree, but it wasn't rare for me to shut down and start crying when i was younger, even as a teenager.

Through the years i made a couple friends and a girlfriend that have really pulled me up, and i had been feeling very condifent for a long time now.

But right now? i had another of those moments. i just couldn't talk or sob. i just started crying with a muted scream. and why? of all things, it was because in a voice chat, at a discord with people i met a bit ago in the internet, i was ignored.

Really, that's it. We were playing truth or dare. when someone asked who hadn't been asked for a while i said ""me!"" and someone when to ask me and then said ""mmmm..... OH! wait, i actually do have a question for another person"" and then the conversation continued. i tried to ignore it and get back into the conversation, but everything seemed to turn to static, to the point i had to leave voice chat and say i just wasn't feeling good.

So now im wondering how can i get a little better.",2.543419335705813,4.2918088505338075,3.883723309608541,88.07203810794779,76.15302491103202,6.960913404507713,24.875593119810205,7.793537801064563,1.238967852906288,1081,37,228,16,24,355,147,281,0.126,0.768,0.106,-0.8599,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,2,0,1,16,12,0,0,23,0,24,2,1,5,3,53,53,27,0,3,11,0,5,0,3,0,1,7,0,1,16,16,0,3,10,3,0,1,5,4,0,0,22,12,29,8,32,30,6,34,0,1,0,0,25,15,1,7,18,165,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.09655068102131928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770389818654757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074933875006269,0.0,0.11177347439844768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699803112558464,0.0,0.0,0.07607836928712446,0.0,0.060312601636225364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750394861867514,0.2160326205086356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947467626915157,0.2173607925550208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534860745222909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892044406390817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25013392314645844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288082646501006,0.0,0.2067672232945608,0.0,0.0,0.08298575949218323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687163944918164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476264608315304,0.0,0.0,0.06988389571861875,0.0,0.0991633725879492,0.0,0.08755834515804979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808568450076692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777412196542714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859219251888155,0.08639015621341645,0.0,0.0,0.0935298087503254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083488476394444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535327119552716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844937934677119,0.282342367807859,0.07868066253150657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007080602643698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085636177495903,0.25149335500439385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005977644127224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952382333972301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314620165963292,0.06339643739638254,0.0,0.0,0.05769241882685201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717342678650616,0.10761776616250318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163545031063835,0.05835708126889193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927751081940702,0.11046241980771232,0.0,0.0,0.10729566862457557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371379494336278
lonely,nutbread0,2019/08/10,"Leaving for my second year of college on Sunday morning... My family doesn’t even seem remotely phased that I’m leaving. Friends don’t care, haven’t heard from them all week honestly. I don’t have many friends on campus, either, so it’s going to be another lonely semester for me...",4.857777777777779,6.398038666666665,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,69.74074074074073,9.103703703703703,32.01851851851852,9.516144504307137,3.214051851851852,224,10,39,5,4,74,43,54,0.044000000000000004,0.738,0.218,0.872,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,11,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,1,5,4,7,9,2,6,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,25,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846094486855744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767326393867884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927155523732285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25587234020806565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419399656624431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425527777767653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5747930438405522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751791286958377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24709223512746484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771821569607916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747867560593123
lonely,Acutvr,2019/08/10,"She said she wasn't interested in me ,thus I was freed. The illusion has been demolished. Now it's the time for me to go back to what I always meant to be.",0.8601960784313754,2.3409689411764703,3.4064705882352966,90.82578431372549,80.17647058823529,8.062745098039215,20.15686274509804,8.841846274778883,0.9864039215686282,120,3,30,3,3,42,27,34,0.069,0.85,0.08199999999999999,0.1134,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,6,2,5,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927549969293997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553626182081355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365589652905775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5633145620793865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34531458986203284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,peanuts001,2019/08/10,"Shittiest 18th birthday My parents are out partying, they asked me to uber them. Haven’t gotten a text or anything :( 

Two of my best friends, who I would have a little tradition of texting them when the clock hit 12 on our birthdays, never texted me. 

And I’m just alone in the house rn. Fuck man",1.4716502463054189,4.046344637931039,2.289704433497537,93.40431034482759,85.3793103448276,5.383251231527094,23.802955665024644,6.868970318607317,0.8739921182266013,231,9,47,3,7,72,50,58,0.184,0.674,0.142,-0.4404,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,3,1,2,3,1,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,6,9,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,9,2,6,6,1,7,0,0,0,1,9,4,1,1,3,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151627412315859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504127441698511,0.0,0.2844791637409271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193437856884928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351012112896621,0.2813201906701401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511210245001029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049882650435657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346947060081757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33788883115985024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972566130789669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161657925696688,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DAZ1171,2019/08/10,"Left behind. Does anyone else feel like their loneliness is caused by being left behind? My friends are started to get serious with their significant others and their jobs. Meanwhile I’m just here stagnant still finding joy in videogames and simple things. So I never really went out to look for new friends because I thought all I needed was them. But now we go weeks without talking let alone seeing each other. Women I’ve had relationships fickle out and become one sided and I have a hard time letting them go. My thoughts are scattered really but I just feel like I’m so lonely because everyone else is living life and mine is just mundane. Work, home, pay bills, some extracurricular be it in or out of the house. It’s just all routine and not the same now that I don’t have anyone to do these activities with or just talk to. I’ve been with the same group of people for so long I’m awkward with strangers and don’t even know how to make friends as a 27 year old man. I just don’t connect with anyone else it seems beside the people that are growing away from me. I guess I just felt the need to vent since I have nobody else to ramble on to.",4.23171287898419,5.684129502202648,4.5885721689556895,85.94784400103654,71.15859030837005,6.9270795542886745,26.128271572946357,7.285733465282438,1.1888011920186572,915,29,180,9,17,288,137,227,0.053,0.855,0.092,0.8241,1,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,5,1,16,9,0,1,7,0,20,1,0,3,3,50,41,16,0,2,13,0,4,2,3,0,1,0,1,2,9,17,0,0,8,0,2,4,6,3,0,1,7,6,20,6,30,30,6,25,0,1,2,0,15,10,0,5,13,122,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534729724864935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336206495028792,0.22822654808299145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463720047730192,0.0,0.0,0.13578207848266458,0.12300108361019693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440922023670565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746195957830253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721464254121588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355983248185688,0.0,0.0,0.10642025124462476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262556435121412,0.15912765906839002,0.1069341157069184,0.0,0.10179154316214528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258136058813684,0.0,0.05818701767824652,0.0,0.12658999223548695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268827522829776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976699803956122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171470596203298,0.0,0.0,0.1285077703823596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051903951517723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120686969258221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24201094460103464,0.2277698307889378,0.07866499169089483,0.10882098912209408,0.0,0.09834308441453972,0.0985602823583205,0.09352401939980992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434134824080768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516112807840236,0.08589657492767197,0.10756329908393797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686566582943085,0.0,0.07546821800280018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442196514870318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269488323629528,0.0,0.0,0.11957132292310226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874867475111141,0.10138844056706099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212766457535893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882932853617276,0.0,0.08894143235086521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790324033289638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399028300352252,0.0,0.0,0.1768330784369811,0.06494162354536293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893355080991572,0.0,0.0,0.10324250625037623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735816206314512,0.0,0.0810797862556312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717196014657735
lonely,watermelonologist,2019/08/10,I’ll never find love because I’m grossed out by hook up culture. I like porn but the thought of being with a girl who slept with random people she had no feelings for makes me sick.,2.751754385964912,4.144898736842109,3.3236842105263165,93.79412280701756,74.78947368421053,5.066666666666666,25.824561403508767,3.1291,0.2818140350877192,144,5,31,0,3,45,35,38,0.257,0.701,0.042,-0.8353,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,4,1,1,1,10,8,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,3,2,7,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,2,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821701044768933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23404831929869516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230680615570892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22614199320700806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177713477038416,0.0,0.30897900863610583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35700507448989915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209058406415527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674786008221551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cheekyoneyouare,2019/04/10,"You need to talk, I need to talk... I’m tired of feeling hung up over shitty people I know don’t deserve me. I’m just starting to come out of a depressive period and I’m trying to address past issues before they try and address me, and it can be hard to do on my own. If you want to talk I’m always here to cos I need it just as much as you do. Smiley :)))",-1.5926249999999982,0.27178498750000196,1.6900000000000013,97.195,92.875,4.2,15.5,5.6839178017228535,-0.7786500000000003,269,6,66,2,10,96,49,80,0.13,0.802,0.068,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,15,17,6,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,10,0,15,16,2,8,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716511150258138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811778211646824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834102927839001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833862502023874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076579078083062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073300700648188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223142413398145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701434878586678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651947514382553,0.4736287432415999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325464325654372,0.14761076477906546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070469361064706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134070781350443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24471830487597665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28911514668545585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255847506843286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thomas_of_Astora,2019/04/10,"Just talking to people is hard sometimes Sometimes when I try to say something, join a conversation, make a joke, etc. my brain starts over analyzing what I’m about to say because it might sound stupid. So rather than actually saying anything I just sit there panicking with my brain going a million miles a minute look for something to say that doesn’t sound stupid. It’s worse when I don’t know the other person that well or when a bunch of people will be able to see it.",7.173152173913042,6.813621315217392,6.5925217391304365,80.56986956521742,64.1086956521739,9.099130434782607,31.44347826086956,8.238735603445708,2.1043060869565213,379,12,74,4,5,117,65,92,0.153,0.777,0.07,-0.8271,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,2,0,6,0,6,2,2,1,0,8,13,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,1,7,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,9,5,2,11,10,2,8,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,2,4,48,12,0,0.16641259183992013,0.0,0.16239468433079304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369433838124965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144357139978108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715429768835935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559402908352787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457611092231047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907299552437134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145600840996516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397446650632969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108169726809987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653746197833145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307390757648029,0.1453050563617243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293518893738436,0.0,0.0,0.13260929018551942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25622508676402705,0.3291726169772725,0.0,0.11778768902520505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375613772398445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298322624988615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962490541293508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958864811033972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,walkingdeadperson10,2019/04/10,"Time to leave How do I begin? My life has changed. It use to be good, I had everything i needed. A good partner, A good job, supportive friends. It was all a lie My life has been one long adjustment to loss or depression. Recently it all fucked up. I've kept it all contained within my thoughts but I can't do it for much longer. My friends have all deserted me, got on with their lives and are making something of themselves. Now I am sat alone as the fucked up world probably intends for me, no job, no partner. No one to even talk to. Is it wrong to want to kill myself? I've tried multiple times to discuss with people the way I'm feeling but they all have their own things going on. It's not like I expect anyone to be there for me, but is it so truly wrong to just want someone to talk to so I don't lose all state of balance in my mind? It seems this way. I've sought out help and was rejected by everyone I talked to. It's getting to the point where I do just want to throw myself off something, I have enough medication saved up that I could end it all right now. I think about my family and it puts me off but even they would be better without a fuck up like myself. People say its selfish to want to die, think about everyone else but why should I, they don't think of me. As childish as that sounds, why should I have to endure this mess of a life, putting myself through the same pain everyday. I want to die. I'm not scared of it, anything would be better than putting my mind through this day to day torture. No one will miss me, they will say they will but thats just what you say to absolve any feelings of regret, something could have been done before but no one wanted to know. I think typing this out has helped me make my mind up. Theres no life for me anymore, mid 20's and my life is over. I have nothing else to fight for or even the energy. I just want the peacefulness of nothing, no worries, no torture, no running scenarios over in my head of what I could have done differently to arrive at a different conclusion.  The only thing left to work out at this stage is whether I tell anyone what i intend to do. Probably not the smartest idea, I'd rather not be called soft or whatever like im usually told when i talk about my head and where its at.I just don't want to feel so alone anymore. This is probably the most ill written rant but I have no one else to say this to.  Just a lonely guy with nothing left to give or offer.",2.6698668639053267,4.039006477317557,3.620311143984221,91.68230103550295,74.95660749506905,6.963491124260355,24.70655818540434,7.554174236665415,0.9667057593688364,1912,61,427,24,40,613,216,507,0.221,0.6609999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.997,4,5,3,0,1,4,51.0,0,1,7,6,24,32,7,1,16,0,48,13,2,6,7,88,86,26,3,19,25,0,4,3,4,7,8,5,0,3,30,11,0,2,13,0,0,6,19,20,0,5,13,9,54,12,76,58,12,50,0,7,0,3,30,27,3,6,16,294,84,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976945380748062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04260298037959962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426052422579315,0.08761027149393537,0.0,0.05155419849181268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053309074116502764,0.0,0.0,0.11081462956910283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397090089804204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627357598566708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500586674414288,0.0,0.0,0.08080591885793313,0.0,0.053958873890532735,0.0,0.1300380526277882,0.13090824234434312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282218879683537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700380345075984,0.0,0.055487783271535,0.064732422731285,0.0,0.124135799160896,0.0,0.0,0.11972623726327948,0.05630423669794905,0.0,0.05905922515677139,0.0,0.09503056195875097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680381525847356,0.17375198292294988,0.03273114187719161,0.0600979411169611,0.035604462656979835,0.15763922102038125,0.05010555451943089,0.0,0.0,0.06203164919257125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859042368484316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398364633878845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072228533157775,0.06767089556502742,0.0,0.12433750712247273,0.0,0.06931104243592452,0.0,0.034429857650457585,0.0,0.0,0.06633548543605937,0.13613508441645109,0.0,0.221251673185974,0.09182035898112016,0.0,0.05531958118926456,0.055441758557979934,0.0,0.07008740327200634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363643003897332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311155365323551,0.0,0.0,0.1897707188255568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046053696017980435,0.046452907636751306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033814998561196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122604877541231,0.04764684185688132,0.06666218957862334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686486181824979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922287664698798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263633343708606,0.0,0.0,0.18893648235714847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185762099235015,0.0,0.0,0.053501290923541736,0.0,0.1992817149469683,0.06272185983202483,0.0,0.0,0.05703264345421748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308168643404307,0.14468912568679906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109252852930903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141726549307812,0.054757360212133566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832414702507515,0.16056995911568764,0.0,0.04973573839878402,0.07306143462283378,0.0,0.0,0.059863118631639727,0.0,0.04253407145472102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054108001381891084,0.0689982322561697,0.0,0.2956126412867332,0.09945458117165808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306066122132387,0.0,0.0,0.060390708690283,0.0,0.04560869577437688,0.06362237186657309,0.0,0.08900708479691223,0.13699212437391986,0.0,0.0
lonely,kosmikjoke,2019/04/10,"Nobody ever wants the same things I do This is more of a vent post, fair warning.

Every time I think I meet someone who I really click with romantically things go really great until we start flirting and the topic of sex is brought up, male or female. 

Suddenly all they ever want to talk about is sex or sexting or when we're going to have sex, even if I constantly try making conversation about literally anything else. Even if I bring that up, ""hey, I notice all you ever want to talk about is sex"", all I get is either ghosted or ""sorry I have a high sex drive.""

Don't get me wrong, sex is great, sending nudes can be fun etc etc, and I understand as I have a regularly high sex drive too. But it just feels like any time I ever find a match romantically it only ever goes in a sexual direction.

Is it too much to ask to just want to talk to someone and want to spend time with them without them only wanting to show their dick to you or something? I just want to get to know you and know about you and play video games or something with you or just hang out. I don't get why everyone only ever wants to bone.",6.877476972366844,5.2228556343612365,7.585054064877855,77.4371085302363,65.34361233480176,10.545294353223868,30.768522226672005,9.339509955726095,2.361523348017621,867,23,183,13,11,291,118,227,0.03,0.812,0.158,0.9758,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,1,5,4,0,19,7,0,0,7,0,15,10,3,1,9,51,39,18,1,10,16,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,6,4,1,8,3,1,0,0,1,2,25,6,29,37,9,29,0,0,1,9,21,6,1,9,15,123,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353632090385146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688579695905888,0.0,0.08734542363240133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096577785513312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804965717022484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840064615998852,0.12342066057142935,0.5070824265970344,0.0787196930106619,0.08927737641346997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047241548411917966,0.06674716395748284,0.0,0.0,0.08539429110823335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525547887298125,0.0,0.10619804271094173,0.0,0.0,0.20601613471256566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19743007746494928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269452816971944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04564569381257701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236595434005492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868257532536344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637187473224056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317558118939686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948112342079748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970865182115742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832765845677554,0.14385558066631135,0.0,0.1045884161280066,0.06613098121679595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252890273506388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414288200580245,0.05986684710195689,0.0,0.0,0.16344119758279774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343355298655518,0.0,0.0,0.09726502269097936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408644529719994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430699435759965,0.0,0.0,0.09006420238134738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021521909731178,0.0,0.0
lonely,ljthescribe31,2019/04/10,I have never been the apple of anyone's eye... But I have been the squirt of lemon in many.,-0.18049999999999847,1.5259539500000017,1.8800000000000023,99.395,84.5,4.0,10.0,3.1291,-1.9825,69,0,17,0,2,23,15,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811786996433522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6976880082964647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307527692710091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,andrew99xf,2019/04/10,"Loneliness is not tbe problem I struggle with loneliness for quite a good time, till i understood that is not that the problem..
We can feel lonely even in a relationship, or among people..
Deep inside we only want to stay attached to other people for forgetting ourselves, and treat the other person as an object to fulfill the emptyness.
Also we feel lonely when we can't stand ourselves,when we are alone, there is only you and yourself,
And if you can't get on and stay ib peace with yourself dont expect that others can.
So the first step to get out of loneliness,
Is to learn and maybe change yourself  when you'll stay in peace with yourself.
You'll atract others
When we are lonely we search for other
And depend on other people energy,
But don't do that, don't depends on other
Don't consume all the energy,
But try to make the opposte, make other dependant of your energy.
Don't stay with others for fullfing your ego, but stat with other to express and give energy to others",11.657619047619045,7.556084497354503,10.860634920634922,65.28714285714287,58.52380952380952,13.339682539682537,39.698412698412696,10.608840637214634,4.161939682539682,786,24,136,12,7,255,91,189,0.065,0.8190000000000001,0.115,0.7584,0,7,0,0,0,0,20.0,7,6,0,2,7,8,0,1,9,0,18,0,0,5,1,42,27,19,0,5,7,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,15,20,0,0,4,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,1,2,15,2,28,24,1,20,0,3,0,0,17,8,0,5,6,106,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327047636875618,0.0,0.11834559434441895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655121084278778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344031241956084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774438443751336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496539087708249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587813876579562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463477915390011,0.14196314762090953,0.0,0.12412493999313665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975656843385224,0.0,0.14867338997400048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510240845137974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30778781199944866,0.12921702496436244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832082081433856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740298099358488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888325137744702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6309401734494335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547087241301433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629273346129278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047383575243192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872868942213888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ANONCANNON,2019/04/10,Did a past event disconnect you from reality? And now it feels like you don’t seem like a participant but an observer? I feel like I’m just not a part of any of this. Like I just watch the world and people don’t seem to notice me. Anyone have  an experience that disconnected you from the feeling of living an average life ?,3.620153846153848,5.0808184000000045,5.455384615384617,79.1046153846154,72.69230769230771,9.507692307692308,25.30769230769231,9.888512548439397,2.3124461538461536,256,8,53,7,5,88,45,65,0.0,0.802,0.198,0.8968,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,8,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,10,3,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,6,4,6,9,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,7,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800235980248786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246081278396834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22727769482116805,0.0,0.0,0.3524413763791306,0.3319741925682248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411192908171487,0.4540475264926332,0.0,0.2051646221299239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645259748316625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516066624829987,0.22179930139560855,0.1610785563464079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230357675096045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mohammedgha,2019/04/10,"A thought on my mind Most of the time when i feel lonely, i tell myself I don’t need anyone, i can relay on myself and keep life going, but it will be nice if i have one person that i can share my day with, that i can talk with anytime, someone who understands me, but again who will understand me ?",6.265238095238093,4.256400603174601,6.834920634920636,83.46285714285716,66.77777777777777,9.669841269841275,28.936507936507937,7.793537801064563,1.5808031746031743,230,5,52,2,3,76,46,63,0.03,0.861,0.11,0.6956,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,14,15,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,13,2,5,11,1,7,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,4,41,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939554650678076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889169049552436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025521989652812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764544488603582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465543426681495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959266667620667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800818320989597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567897235797733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796463435555252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422036604270102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350291353591123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295319221845072,0.2424484957009866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021432206826871,0.16174661131798776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5775393738924339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheMattAttack452,2019/04/10,"I’m looking for a friend I’m not expecting to get very many responses from this as I usually don’t, but I hope specifying who I’m looking for doesn’t steer people away. I’m not looking for anyone in particular except for someone who is genuinely interested in talking with me. I suck at talking, but I try to think of anything to keep a conversation going. I’m not too interesting, but I think I could be a good friend or at least just someone to talk to if you’re looking for that as well. Anyway, I hope to meet some of you and hopefully we’ll talk soon!",4.887068322981372,4.997310626086957,6.618881987577641,76.8695652173913,68.82608695652175,10.049689440993786,32.95031055900621,9.957137785484203,3.109770186335404,442,19,91,10,7,154,69,115,0.055999999999999994,0.7120000000000001,0.23199999999999998,0.9693,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,0,5,10,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,21,24,8,0,6,10,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,0,4,10,9,23,21,2,8,0,0,4,0,12,5,1,6,2,61,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215874309843308,0.0,0.12023047137196224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726875049161508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665150364553847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257579145756476,0.0,0.07633288328713482,0.0,0.08303380623546958,0.12254441865356712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353402827728695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986322269203815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907595090619917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481256964517438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128955145842408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475855068214172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697288190122919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723404143041544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991944712549836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091201552301992,0.1205504277005702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136430841678132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,killstxr,2019/04/10,"So alone irl I speak to a lot of people online, but irl im so lonely. I literally do nothing all day.",-1.8284057971014496,0.024704130434782808,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637683,94.65217391304348,4.8057971014492775,16.36231884057971,6.42735559955562,-0.18313333333333315,77,2,18,1,3,30,19,23,0.261,0.7390000000000001,0.0,-0.7191,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737441703111953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949949457472292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940868799714626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888780229943711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389021953098217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171140872052524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KLCR08,2019/04/10,"Lonely guy looking for a girl? If you’re a lonely guy, I can offer my company. Just shoot me a message.",-0.8501515151515164,1.2785773181818172,2.824545454545458,87.87348484848488,94.0,4.751515151515153,20.96969696969697,6.42735559955562,0.6211333333333333,79,3,16,1,3,29,18,22,0.34600000000000003,0.654,0.0,-0.7506,0,4,0,1,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9206461634153376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903980555645987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mysdini,2019/04/10,"No friends First time posting, looking for advice or something comforting. I'm getting married in 2 months and my fiance is an extrovert. We have 10 people on each side in our wedding party and no matter how hard I try I can get only two out of the 10 I have to be there for any part of this. Feelings are hurt and I guess I'm hoping for a pickme up",5.259729729729732,4.371223756756764,6.295270270270272,82.87912162162164,68.18918918918922,8.481081081081081,32.013513513513516,7.1686216300943375,1.930902702702704,274,10,58,2,4,92,59,74,0.11699999999999999,0.725,0.158,0.4939,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,14,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,7,3,11,13,2,10,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,3,3,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516977045690669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751587161275323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023682910803566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909176688440135,0.0,0.0,0.19900053758962394,0.0,0.2691428973989012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837460931097249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307351363635585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558284625932519,0.0,0.0,0.2757376071879575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629674936120927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559259710413247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589614559405927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789268465657528,0.0,0.17856893504997465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466840772816302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829255502079546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019309650339854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487540264326626,0.0,0.25161174406669845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ScholarOfTrash,2019/04/10,"Maybe I'm just strange I don't like going on things like this but I want to vent. I'm surrounded with people who don't know how to actually do a good relationship. Every friend I've had always tells how the other person or someone else was a scumbag.

Personally, I've made it my number 1 goal to make sure I can be the absolute best I can for someone else, because I know I have so much to offer. But why can't people see that? I feel like I came off as a creep when it came to this one girl. She showed signs of interest but I didn't know if she was just pitying me. I asked if we could talk more and I got a quick response of ""I don't have a phone"" even though she does have one. And those words still haunt me.

I'm HORRIBLE at talking to people I find beautiful. But once I get to know them, I can just be myself and be a goofball. I would feel selfish if I wasn't with someone because I feel like I could help them and make their life better, and I don't want to get comfortable with the idea of being single forever.

I changed my appearance, I lost a lot of weight and now I look pretty good, but was it not enough? I just wanna say sorry to them but I just feel so crummy.

And tbh, this girl was the only person I've known so far that I find to be perfect, I just wish I had another chance.",2.195867895545316,3.1733796057347696,3.886769073220688,90.85967741935488,75.52329749103944,7.034715821812598,22.60471070148489,7.447530270364453,0.6330022529441885,1006,26,235,12,21,338,140,279,0.122,0.672,0.20600000000000002,0.9824,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,4,5,17,16,0,0,11,0,28,2,0,5,2,60,56,25,0,10,17,0,5,4,1,1,1,1,0,5,12,13,1,0,12,1,0,4,8,3,0,2,13,8,41,13,23,35,6,13,0,2,2,0,24,5,0,6,8,158,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.1017273767908268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673958917661735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930921350632687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745432691458758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270926872184065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939793719644934,0.0921955915551913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23845536345525575,0.0,0.0,0.11027662261265392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646114526625205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122486916386098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416543395450382,0.0,0.0,0.10771220424086557,0.0,0.0688523617102282,0.0,0.08783029926746155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083615426777896,0.14894426442557462,0.0,0.0,0.19055476099870025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053886970753224,0.0,0.10892666426368512,0.0,0.05924442484587281,0.17487030717619068,0.08337367109527974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698727413995295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767909991006845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291597133402332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736308156108088,0.20371395235428885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753893796452487,0.0,0.11379494240498345,0.0886247563698183,0.0,0.09863845527949304,0.1391677285389304,0.0,0.10472738748198633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663153798719215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101675268331218,0.14127723971738945,0.07928246997374118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21680956797404008,0.27306624497656545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605390605353664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191934100859327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289923301242283,0.0,0.0,0.08306919209983321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649775124762921,0.0,0.0,0.11669293333230422,0.0,0.0,0.08324961415264197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982489972536274,0.0,0.0,0.16757520206285975,0.09111409272203047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925526549638608,0.0,0.10241947273098727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229719507279836,0.0,0.0,0.1269414456352827,0.0,0.0,0.0940642456998056,0.0,0.11987577376903298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405214336196635,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sexrobotegg,2019/04/10,"Everyone needs a friend Today’s been a rough day for me and if you’re browsing here, I’m sure it has been for you as well.

If you’re lonely and need a friend, an ear to vent to, someone who understands you, someone who will love you unconditionally- I’m always open to talking and being there. Sometimes, we need a reminder of what is good in life. (:

My Kik is mochanutty and my messages on Reddit are always open.",1.219518072289155,3.728818000000004,2.7168795180722927,90.36712650602414,85.86746987951805,4.765783132530121,21.55301204819277,6.2581,0.33083228915662666,326,11,66,3,10,106,57,83,0.027999999999999997,0.74,0.233,0.9559,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,3,0,0,3,7,0,0,5,0,8,3,1,0,1,14,15,7,0,5,2,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,7,6,9,11,0,6,0,1,0,1,11,4,0,2,2,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357854604704846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386805267614672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547625576823608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322727909614479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036211965948554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188639158095296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19407852025871566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4783397398395401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643988628606462,0.0,0.21267625005606675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266902580812665,0.0,0.0,0.1728379113326058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382912596025946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238602150134372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334332296792367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dannylittle242,2019/04/10,"Doomed. I'm posting here because I feel like I can't talk to anyone about this. I have a terrible record with relationships. Been in a few but only two the counted much. I spent 2 years with a woman who turned mean. In the end we ended up fighting every day. Until she left. It took me 8 years to stop seeing her in other women. Well it took meeting someone that was so amazing. Well when we met she had a guy roommate. After about 8 months dating I asked her to live with me. The guy came too. In the last month she spent every minute of every day with him, then while I was out of town 500 miles away she left. Moved out, no good bye. It had been a year and some change. I was content before I met her, being alone. And now even after a month my depression just gets worse and worse. I just feel doomed.",0.14232071141709568,2.4525369096385568,1.5675559380378663,97.90323293172692,89.54216867469879,3.8847963281698217,15.133677567412507,5.288315135182226,-0.9844683878370626,621,12,138,3,21,198,106,166,0.191,0.713,0.096,-0.9549,0,1,0,0,2,0,21.0,2,0,0,0,12,10,1,0,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,20,25,9,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,12,0,1,3,0,2,4,2,5,2,1,14,3,22,5,22,10,3,37,2,3,1,0,23,12,0,1,22,92,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928316623716882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728196783842065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669643078114934,0.0,0.11727911192177835,0.0,0.0,0.07609340419421133,0.0,0.10621861599537824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276887798034116,0.0,0.0,0.13205045547926514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100622656786018,0.0,0.10751334552905452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111941133599272,0.0,0.0,0.08244708179533483,0.0,0.31551649157464196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623260280806853,0.08917646139520223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521697567933184,0.0,0.0,0.1046989976902198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471967872016005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175069699060912,0.0,0.0,0.27124988559223634,0.0,0.0,0.060984185855857014,0.0,0.11022456211725186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597323945425355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989072541338917,0.13267138734562414,0.09176223623413887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493658785984947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954979770252094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401752435813258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947098843974617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576554481893123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436099374536782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003312453499612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27737486597580235,0.0,0.13577597312868922,0.12193787874038943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446899784783556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544188334331021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24115356093976434
lonely,AboutABird,2019/04/10,"I was totally fine being alone until I got into my first relationship. I got into my first relationship in my mid 20's and it was short and intense. I wasn't crazy in love, but it made me realize how much I crave affection and how fucking un-okay with being LONELY I am. 

I always thought I loved being alone... and don't get me wrong i NEED my alone time, but holy shit I just crave some fucking affection.

I just want someone to talk to every day and to cuddle with and go out and do things with and more than anything I want someone that is willing to take the time to learn about my interests (like I would for them).

Ever since breaking up I've had to face how fucking lonely and invisible I am and have always been and I can't believe how absolutely, deplorably, desperate I am. 

And I thought it'd be easy to just find another person with enough compassion and empathy to try and build something with, but it's like I'm a non-person. He just hung out with me for a little until we had sex and then made up some bs excuse about why it won't work. 

I'm still so fucking lonely that immediately I'm thinking about going out and trying again, but literally the first time I put myself out there the exact thing I had to convince myself wouldn't happen, happened. I think it'd destroy me if it happened again, but i guess this is what desperation feels like, heh.",6.182739393939393,5.612979007272728,6.921454545454547,78.0928484848485,66.2,9.66060606060606,31.424242424242426,9.029198982220553,2.4456060606060603,1077,36,216,16,15,358,140,275,0.127,0.7140000000000001,0.158,0.7375,0,9,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,1,4,17,19,6,0,5,1,26,10,2,8,3,66,55,30,0,6,10,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,13,29,0,0,8,0,0,3,5,10,0,3,13,1,34,9,33,32,6,31,0,3,0,8,10,13,5,4,17,155,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192565136425939,0.0,0.0,0.17099378893148964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774316987200257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455515116087924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576496235689025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626576383309844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616904052776573,0.0,0.0,0.09294397866220787,0.08657197824715115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519538903807002,0.07340519005077419,0.0,0.0,0.09391236715381482,0.26219932682598923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799658252311099,0.05368305065461625,0.0,0.11679129188443935,0.0,0.16435839797074847,0.0,0.11319158734389854,0.0,0.2725865718746326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059654810709144,0.10298329239809448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547321226522293,0.1944505774433225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553365860078179,0.07618841417370976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794360656653281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329293114734107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22063180556236447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547221675790704,0.08499652124187589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412083405845968,0.07910258363487545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205691937311035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725581200045202,0.0825871986589164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365261279549115,0.1316771239017452,0.0,0.163145311203897,0.17974444844328702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395220931196411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121016474068567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271661260950646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480380411821229,0.0,0.0,0.07299121826699832,0.11234186664861366,0.0,0.0
lonely,FluffyTortuga,2019/04/10,"Just need to vent right now. Just wanted to jot a few things down almost like a diary but put it somewhere so I can come and read it later when I'm feeling better about my life later on down the road eventually. (hopefully). These are just my ramblings about life etc.

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So, I'm a young 24 year old guy who is having trouble making any real lasting connections. Platonic, Romantic, or otherwise. I just feel a real lack of kinship with anyone my age especially. I'm a very old-school type person. I don't have a Facebook/Instagram because I feel like those sites are pretty vain. Just a pit of people either arguing or showing off. I am not into showing off or arguing. I feel like social media isn't social at all. This whole idea of ""Wow this is really helping people socialize"" is wrong. It just further separates people. While yes I have friends in a very limited wavelength, There is a hobby that I'm sorta into and all of my friends are ONLY in that hobby. It sucks. I wish I had a friend whom I shared at least 2 attributes with. I feel like for the past 5\~10 years of my life I've only had friends in a very limited sense. There is no true understanding between me and my friends in my life. Just things to do with that one particular hobby. Any attempt made by me to swerve the conversation into a more interesting direction is usually met with resistance. I have also been going to school and have very little luck meeting anyone who is on the same wavelength as I am.  I have tried dating apps too and I kinda feel like they are fundamentally flawed in the way that they are set up. They are 100% based on looks. And while I would consider myself a solid 6/10 in the looks dept. (5 being average) that still doesn't make me feel any better about the situation. That whole swipe thing is retarded I hate that system. I know I am a decent guy and everything, but  I also have trouble meeting anyone who isn't obsessed with their phone. Everyone I talk to has this weird glazed over/far away look in their eyes like they aren't even really there. Especially millennials. I've straight up walked out of restaurants because the people I'm with won't stop looking at their phone. I've even texted a few girls back and forth, and then when you try to get them to talk to you on the phone with your real voice they stop talking to you. What kind of mental ward have I been dropped off at? Because I didn't get the memo. It sucks because if a girl actually gave a shit, who was even a 4/10 on the looks scale, She'd be my world, but alas since I have standards I'm doomed to be alone. I don't know what is going on... It's upsetting to me. I don't even know how people meet people anymore. Especially millennials. I've even tried to find hiking buddies too and they all cancel on me. I have tons of interests and I am a very intimate and social person, and I feel like I have decent charisma and confidence. I've never cheated on any of my girlfriends and never plan to, but I just get tossed aside over and over. Not even trying to say I should feel important because I'm just another person but I feel really unappreciated right now.",3.65558064516129,5.3894308161290345,4.776322580645164,82.90448387096778,73.09677419354837,7.734193548387097,25.464516129032265,8.426882951386363,1.6820541935483877,2486,81,484,43,50,816,277,620,0.11800000000000001,0.718,0.16399999999999998,0.98,0,1,0,0,0,0,74.0,0,4,10,6,34,37,7,2,30,1,53,6,2,5,6,96,97,36,0,8,21,0,10,7,6,3,4,2,0,7,28,28,0,4,16,3,0,5,14,15,0,1,9,18,63,22,71,81,14,74,1,1,6,0,54,41,3,9,31,323,91,5,0.0,0.0,0.056320115885595615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057791800412882184,0.05977384967285326,0.0,0.09230703698954226,0.0,0.06253262548301049,0.07012830069043954,0.15698881794500752,0.060517706897115074,0.0,0.0,0.05723635013800402,0.12106400337891712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054223795795021915,0.04437817040039187,0.0,0.17590827312569285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208591952992624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971512746406129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436588284113479,0.2287155992525313,0.0,0.0,0.055147786309470384,0.05186923242076477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918171345765348,0.20615291816164266,0.0,0.0,0.05274915445852001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294679260972206,0.0,0.09045886979337668,0.0,0.06559990001031654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142910096330291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569801987089134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038684187256272734,0.0,0.0,0.057322594083701287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515159196403547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060099798588202566,0.09515360087017123,0.04704425984483765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630591960108665,0.19737153449332304,0.05784415580172447,0.0,0.0,0.24232430276864195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460997233360427,0.07704850794456397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816170092856244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042793878474135134,0.08902452124338375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211213597167852,0.0,0.03910820648231805,0.08778753640327829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509412990833188,0.240067922296114,0.15117978116301345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871544580705106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058018075198129425,0.0,0.0,0.057729184880986086,0.19707202227662526,0.11091836613993404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857414136031524,0.0,0.04589614474859497,0.0,0.11681842150338675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592421469233442,0.04774125882783122,0.06487246715333261,0.0,0.2353268531253964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04609012897431471,0.0965022521246352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916393645643602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502698786181258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673489367571547,0.0,0.0,0.06008185838600221,0.0,0.0,0.06356334008604968,0.2380986841953355,0.034040956988002864,0.045810342956753534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887027245721774,0.06636775353432868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04099806195040673,0.06310072523569077,0.07012830069043954,0.07433128957275657
lonely,nicolascomics5,2019/04/10,"I felt so empty within I've been suffering from chronic depression for years now. I take lots of medications but none of them work. In addition, I am allergic to most forms of Zoloft. All the medications cost too much.

I also sit alone for hours at a time, usually late at night, thinking dark bleak thoughts. I don't want to give in to these dark thoughts. I hope I'm not going crazy.

Yesterday, I went to see a therapist. The therapist was very friendly and had salt-and-pepper hair. I asked him what I would do and he told me to have a seat. After about an hour of back-and-forth, he said,

""Have you tried the Nicolas Comics method?""

I asked him what he meant by that, and he told me to go to tinyurl.com/nicolascomics, where I found some of the best comics I've ever read. Since yesterday, I have ordered lots of Nicolas Sequeira's comics and I'll never be sad again. Thanks, comics! I don't feel empty inside anymore!",3.0142058011049717,5.038179104972379,3.6207700276243138,89.25226001381218,75.62983425414366,7.1769337016574575,23.467196132596683,8.07648339933343,1.1477759668508292,722,22,151,12,16,227,116,181,0.084,0.779,0.13699999999999998,0.9381,0,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,2,8,7,0,0,8,0,12,6,1,0,3,24,34,7,0,3,2,0,3,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,5,1,3,5,3,0,0,12,5,19,4,24,20,9,25,0,3,1,0,15,6,0,5,14,90,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403747429892594,0.0,0.11121646456401428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792284346897665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600285812706792,0.0,0.0,0.10693839552687917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594831909343126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978319524619235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579930587839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031938423173581,0.0,0.13353169350479938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524861423230406,0.10744729705818172,0.0,0.0,0.1334112981918654,0.1580765495858525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381306661235287,0.2739173795838532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568801712588118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236469435415637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802024211577339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022345068416712,0.0,0.10726151369494004,0.0,0.0,0.13051039781856666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911043088411573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229007616554486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082301244537077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504245383303692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456543462648224,0.0,0.0,0.1280395453628886,0.0,0.3229484699415086,0.0,0.0891122320419762,0.0,0.2208165305829467,0.0810944656308821,0.0,0.0,0.2657800324612698,0.0,0.09442129937723286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316903652863287,0.11474962142506645,0.08202873822090663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289218750270232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124665169902486,0.0,0.0,0.09879332395031268,0.0,0.0,0.08955832082122342
lonely,anniebanannie123,2019/04/10,"Prom I’m going to Prom by myself and all my friends are bringing dates. I have so much anxiety about going alone. But all my friends are annoying about this stuff so I’m not saying anything. 

And what could I say! “Hey I’m insecure about going alone so pay attention to me!” 

Idk...I wish I had more guy friends or something...",0.4414188034188058,2.8982257230769264,1.9312820512820537,94.07982905982908,91.76923076923076,5.350427350427352,22.606837606837612,6.937597516519254,0.8524017094017098,252,10,53,4,9,81,42,65,0.188,0.649,0.162,0.3048,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,10,13,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,1,2,7,3,6,11,4,5,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,33,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.444198904417034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404917728749038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764692523260154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121619333378207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970370231926353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656206335286883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233340976683332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764111441734974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410691686393157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650895728935909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454872307195816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466001735701935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Itsalmostlikerain,2019/01/12,"Anyone wanna try and make friends? Salutations possible new friendo!

Obviously I am lonely, which is why I am posting here, I figured that the first good step to over coming loneliness is to make some friends (anyone know what friends are? I just googled the meaning and it sounds good),  I also want to help out some people on this sub reddit too, idk if this is the right place to post but I figured that it's not \*totally\* wrong. I don't want to say too much about myself here but I am 18 and live in west Europe, if you do decide to pm me, tell me your favourite food (I'll shovel down anything tbh) or something :D or if you have something you want to talk about etc, don;t be afraid to ask :D 

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If I sound like a bust, then have a great day atleast! ",3.933565062388592,5.0533843529411735,4.179643493761141,89.8702139037433,71.48366013071896,6.870825906120023,26.98098633392751,6.980632752743323,1.064064052287581,598,20,127,5,11,186,101,153,0.028999999999999998,0.74,0.23,0.9866,0,2,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,4,0,1,8,10,0,1,5,0,12,1,0,2,2,30,21,13,0,8,10,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,8,5,1,0,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,3,16,7,16,20,5,16,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,8,5,82,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825657222349707,0.0,0.16022383954528435,0.17968581217593707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067970045211407,0.0,0.1216895420685139,0.0,0.1382443185087507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738228315616265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536793849883042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492109206785951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578345050171025,0.17881253112687587,0.0,0.34274643852215403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24806314104632884,0.0,0.1630340718536545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911832365926722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126891181585684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224485922165676,0.0,0.13057742529762456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741707114900214,0.0,0.0,0.16108057202737455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870604806086924,0.0,0.0,0.1428197898664077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251876244556747,0.0,0.1544991924024095,0.0,0.0,0.16670823688325456,0.2832491139722799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628549726350752,0.0,0.1175971179067788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276847015659506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885731676362625,0.1292503478674663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039825715565033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616637053834662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334353019974818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167944968344966,0.17968581217593707,0.0
lonely,Thirdeyerobot,2019/01/12,"If you need to talk I’m ready to listen Hey everybody, I’ve been pretty lonely lately and I have a lot of free time; I love talking with people. If you need to tell somebody about your problems, I’m here to listen without judgment. If you just want to tell me about your day or talk about your hobbies,that’s great too. DM me if you’re interested.",2.494166666666665,4.1096889722222265,3.6761111111111116,90.08,75.94444444444444,5.911111111111111,23.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.4758444444444443,274,8,58,2,6,89,48,72,0.065,0.6709999999999999,0.265,0.9442,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,14,10,6,0,8,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,10,5,11,9,1,3,0,1,0,1,15,0,0,6,3,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582465611274956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492911961498679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550661470790516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223381549577867,0.20407647804999654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33532094565874937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675879665693818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300389625200163,0.0,0.21636031146030726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.545224976539233,0.3952667495367466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184873991359727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336774201530954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179655760773811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TAShameful,2019/01/12,"It's the weekend... It's almost noon, I've been awake for 3 hours and I've not gotten out of bed. The loneliness really hits on the weekend... No one to hang out with or talk to. No reason to get out of bed other than to do chores. ",-1.0182352941176482,0.8942988431372534,1.8387254901960801,97.01926470588238,89.98039215686275,4.968627450980391,14.382352941176471,6.42735559955562,-0.6890941176470586,175,3,43,2,6,61,36,51,0.14300000000000002,0.857,0.0,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,13,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,27,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561881422953535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380168320901295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44864526683171146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30870642437529866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29185018771009674,0.4684024452326143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661703863005621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fuckinginhumans,2019/01/12,"No one ever responds to my texts In particular, I met a new person yesterday. Someone I’ve been wanting to get to know. She gave me her contact info and I decided to message her when I got the chance. 

So last night, I’d sent her this “Hey.. sorry I’m messaging you so late, been busy today. Anyway, I figured I’d get our conversation started before I head to sleep. Hope you had a good day today”

Sent that about seven hours ago then went to bed, eager to see some sort of response from her in the morning and start chatting with her. Turns out she opened my message 7 hours ago. Not the slightest response from her. Not even an “okay” or “talk to you tomorrow”

Absolutely. Nothing. 

What’s so wrong with me? What’s so weird about me? Why can’t I see it myself? This is hell. I feel myself growing lonelier by the day. When I look into the future, suicide seems like the most likely outcome. 

Does no one these days realize how much a simple response from them.. just a few seconds of their time.. could literally improve someone’s day. 

Lately I’ve gotten into the habit of being kind to people naturally. I’ve remembered how good it feels to be kind. I feel as though I can understand them in a way, and would rather them not feel bad or anything like that. 

Anyway, if nothing dramatically positive changes in my life in a few years, I’m done.

Doesn’t really seem like I’m living a healthy human life. I’ve tried to. I’ve tried to adjust. I’ve tried to fit in. But whether it be because of my anxiety or others around me, nothing allows me to move forward. I can honestly say I’m depressed now. Like openly, I admit it. 

There are so many things that trouble me.. things going on in my life that I want to talk to someone about. I don’t even get an opportunity to get close enough to someone to open up to them to this point. So all the while, I keep it inside. 

The air around me feels like a cage. There appears to be nothing holding me back in my eyes, but yet i can’t move forward. At all. 

Not only did she not respond to my message, but most other people I meet don’t respond either. They are all friendly in person, but we have basically zero consistent contact outside of seeing each other face to face. 

I can’t take it anymore. I feel worthless. ",1.939,4.1718869000000005,3.597555555555555,87.08100000000002,80.0,5.866666666666667,24.44444444444445,7.0316486544052195,1.0446444444444452,1755,65,348,21,45,583,229,450,0.065,0.838,0.09699999999999999,0.8463,0,0,0,0,0,2,61.0,2,3,6,1,28,23,1,0,19,1,23,8,5,3,4,69,63,26,1,7,17,0,6,6,1,1,3,1,1,3,21,16,0,2,17,1,0,10,13,7,0,5,12,12,56,16,56,45,12,65,1,2,5,0,45,26,1,12,38,236,77,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152934561328662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061069899326034426,0.0,0.07917012661192373,0.0,0.0,0.06569346857987643,0.14213164048733934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138451108313581,0.0666548986775429,0.04866376078092677,0.0,0.06792963692473929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444978700196241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373793433634156,0.0,0.0,0.20593554926102492,0.0,0.0687576509815426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985996295180286,0.08169403089293678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248595658939957,0.0,0.1054542140165914,0.07221100380173416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421873453102617,0.05703072468081018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167662947087255,0.0,0.1668319790353634,0.0,0.04536935336568449,0.13391560100519875,0.06384751907300544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192883610977672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928942045375502,0.15723337104587706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095676696806473,0.0,0.16626177777257686,0.04387260083442385,0.06507228359774513,0.18010392925598465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915933443903086,0.2340060768737247,0.0,0.0704915462760227,0.0,0.06703727853045295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093531260989624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969377897150992,0.05868439663211612,0.0,0.0,0.07710052333741997,0.0,0.07491525304720519,0.0,0.3063969941384894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819004535771568,0.060714479131170326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106884451216663,0.13940933674701622,0.0,0.0,0.07546536072783015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511412827088216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904320765941008,0.0,0.0,0.06348419460682535,0.0,0.0,0.19084304759396148,0.14534886703289313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988787181658544,0.0,0.2705595433105569,0.0,0.0,0.08936339480727344,0.1130084803318181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732130304032311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002238998553947,0.1283290128563971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607130108576708,0.0,0.07843278522743488,0.0,0.04654964290210098,0.0,0.15133942735240508,0.0,0.0,0.16259843631137136,0.08683235486834373,0.0,0.08310607374562658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941718634480776,0.06336551235844233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400341315637006,0.07203435620032604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670909741154196,0.08728181294175133,0.0,0.05140804394858923
lonely,MyLifeIsAGame_,2019/01/12,"This is just a mask. I am lonely, I don't know why, but people mostly dislike me. I am a nice guy, but still, I get bullied just because ""a guy shouldn't be nice"", I deal with this problem by putting on ''a mask'', by ''a mask'' I mean becoming a different person. Just so that people don't terrorize me, I put on ""a mask"" that is made from different likable movie, cartoon and book hero personalities, it is very hard for me to keep this mask on my face 24/7. There have been girls that fell in love and guys that wanted to hang out with me when I was wearing ""a mask"", I know that they don't really love me nor want to hang out, I tried once to prove myself that I might be wrong by showing my first girl that fell in love with me how kind I am (I changed slowly just so I don't surprise her) after few days she broke up with me saying ""you're not my type"" when I asked why she fell in love with me she said ""I thought you were different"". This is a huge problem for me, if you have any advise, please tell me.",5.212240717029452,3.84419899061033,5.811583440034145,87.88513444302177,68.48356807511738,9.060008536064872,28.283824157063588,7.686295010490155,1.3153230046948354,767,19,185,7,11,250,111,213,0.133,0.679,0.18899999999999997,0.9634,3,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,1,2,11,15,0,1,9,0,20,6,2,2,1,32,35,11,0,6,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,7,12,9,0,1,5,2,0,7,7,6,0,1,6,3,37,9,25,25,2,23,0,2,0,4,24,10,0,3,6,124,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054836875509913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073243290967028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220450290040087,0.13081596919903962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530176033808182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638884523769303,0.12211418212613327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712573140475598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007513917683772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618839354009597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518449725204741,0.0,0.0,0.10610570378375052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528158950585584,0.0,0.1233448548032379,0.13019130800260184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276140102497159,0.11207789820479516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902406281487444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565409034358338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614273278115687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423317944552848,0.206847594554142,0.0,0.13001979721044715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266765413791428,0.0,0.23814492658487416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588050813217495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267070652027715,0.0941942143405966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094592334745616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352834480412887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403409247796968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041808440780268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773160083994213,0.13972682091060082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137609094623656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950375833211364,0.0,0.0
lonely,CV022011,2019/01/12,"I want the one I can’t have I’ve been feeling a disconnect with everyone I’m around recently, and it’s been bringing me down. I feel like no one really cares about me, everyone is just an acquaintance who makes small talk. But I used to know this girl, and she’s one of the only people I’ve ever known to truly care about me. She’s kind, sweet, smart, beautiful and she can get along with anyone. We had an honest connection when we used to speak with each other. I remember, every night we would talk to each other, she would take a genuine interest in my hobbies and likes, she would always be there for me, always up for speaking. Obviously I was too dull to pick up on the signs then it was too late. We eventually drifted apart and I haven’t spoken to her properly for a good year or so. I’ve had a particularly hard time recently and everything means nothing to me. I got home today and I laid in bed and wanted to just drift away to somewhere else. I’ve had it with trying to emotionally survive from small talk and acquaintances. I just keep thinking of her and I can’t get her out my head. I miss having that companionship and I’m scared that no one will ever appreciate me the same way she did. I must sound so pathetic. I keep looking at the last text she sent where she said that if I ever needed her she’d always be there for me, and I can’t stop crying. ",4.0937181663837015,4.881780971326165,5.362648556876064,82.76923599320885,70.82795698924731,8.88443689869836,25.795321637426905,9.134995656068208,1.8289455197132607,1077,31,226,21,19,360,153,279,0.081,0.7709999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.9587,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,4,0,0,1,17,13,0,1,11,0,24,1,1,4,5,58,50,19,0,8,6,0,3,2,0,5,0,4,2,1,10,25,0,3,7,0,0,4,6,3,0,4,11,9,42,10,34,31,3,33,0,2,1,0,27,14,0,2,16,159,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752101928625871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708927857579373,0.0,0.0,0.09814576631276524,0.0,0.0,0.1035833901774144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481419806602349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211043147401145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920996266403353,0.12401627423131788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29918198143782804,0.09289027778445637,0.21069696737235716,0.09908548195986544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149130254754804,0.07876253532258412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520202237699108,0.0,0.0,0.0924723674251864,0.08817689945888156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987622359698253,0.0,0.11314818256563007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058961749201764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599031560540836,0.0,0.11480828288522972,0.060590450011897924,0.08986836593912631,0.12436666524188347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077250435247567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925821309081374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359265009018502,0.0,0.0,0.12009443868803275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174888803336319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346204256310712,0.0,0.10578773200161774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29883268419720194,0.08385000074828378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643338408805668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062889536017376,0.0,0.21771690900627969,0.0,0.12489162055894665,0.0,0.10487288154575793,0.0,0.11037936175594557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217383519785798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828941879634347,0.2658440287560119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064367053142798,0.0,0.0,0.06428759083547246,0.0,0.10450399376175457,0.0,0.0,0.07485243059799628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904409937593572,0.0,0.0,0.1300564697842344,0.08751122194743527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23495505166663366,0.0,0.0,0.07099730715377252
lonely,BeKindPeeps,2019/01/12,"Travelling & new-ish to Bay Area, California & USA Big emphasis on 'ish' as I've been here a few years, met some people but hoping to meet some friends I can go travelling with etc. I'm 34, female but not really worried about your age or gender (although I'm married so not after any 'funny business' as my mum would put it).
I'm not actually even worried if you are in California as somewhere else is just a great excuse for a road trip! Although I'd want to Skype first a lot and then meet somewhere with lots of CCTV!

The main things I am looking for in a friend is genuine and reliable (don't worry, I'm not needy, I just don't want to make the mistake again of being the idiot who is super reliable to others and always there for favors etc but just gets flakiness in return). I would like to get out there more and explore the world. I should have done that in my 20's but bad timing/job/choices of friends etc didn't make that possible.
If there are any other people out there regretting their life choices and wanting to make the most of now, contact me!

I'm easy going, like to make silly jokes, I enjoy trying new things (like legit hobbies... Not some kinky business ...as you can tell from my post I'm expecting some creepy guy to reply).",6.669782408826232,5.694251350597613,7.0778486055776915,78.70701501685569,65.37450199203187,9.794790070487279,32.056696291756055,8.841846274778883,2.4555170701808144,983,32,196,13,13,322,148,251,0.067,0.706,0.22699999999999998,0.992,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,3,1,2,13,17,1,0,10,0,18,1,0,4,0,46,38,20,0,12,15,1,0,3,3,3,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,1,3,0,7,8,4,0,1,4,1,14,13,32,30,13,28,0,1,1,0,16,11,0,11,12,128,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.11239649771806154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583679776783942,0.24958926262448175,0.0,0.15664912119286034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616829224658696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786643732999302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621591265586336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38535963696720205,0.0760735660348282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796981132826947,0.0,0.0,0.2669572489983106,0.0,0.12035084318082352,0.0,0.13091590625970945,0.0,0.0,0.12698345605779746,0.0,0.1140437035810429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439711573409457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429576668404327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135318200326926,0.16880953414344918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671998189241113,0.0,0.0,0.19583936087462897,0.0,0.0,0.3075271529967183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247804160794285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596989711180385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984517795605266,0.1103080816438028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578506816035668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378557193823009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006700972519171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303745237300226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781978731859674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380378933495327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509046275272949,0.0,0.1636373968339928,0.0,0.0,0.07417044946973969
lonely,heavygrin,2019/01/12,"Fellow loners , whats your coping mechanism ??? mine is playing video games until my eyes start to hurt and sometimes i listen to heavy metal too.",5.9026923076923055,7.930284653846152,5.818461538461538,76.50153846153847,67.84615384615384,6.7384615384615385,24.538461538461537,7.1686216300943375,1.4012923076923078,115,3,17,1,2,36,25,26,0.19699999999999998,0.742,0.061,-0.6174,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,3,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6607177826738333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6104195764375598,0.0,0.4368523232859857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dependent_Weakling,2019/01/12,"Relapse I want to stop relying on others. I cannot rely on others. This is my fault. All of this is my fault.

Thank you for letting me get this off my mind. Please have a good day.",-1.6346153846153832,0.3021679743589765,0.8629487179487221,100.45288461538463,100.02564102564102,3.6256410256410256,14.192307692307693,5.46131890053228,-1.0612769230769232,137,3,33,1,6,46,30,39,0.17,0.628,0.20199999999999999,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,6,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518556469402993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040326508029184,0.0,0.0,0.32755296934006845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993372078783573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394317873703992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42867803590419395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32649551704131297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595419937927584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303411497179316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Odin72011,2019/01/12,"I don't know Up late, little drinking,  universe collapsing on my mind feel alone listening to music any one out there",4.408636363636365,6.89970895454546,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,73.0909090909091,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.7032909090909087,95,4,16,2,2,30,22,22,0.179,0.821,0.0,-0.4472,0,1,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,4,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969335733281733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606245574801012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754411339707855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378376768404526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062532091182576,0.0,0.4323250408630657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841192692823609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38697534911019815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25970152885321995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hunnybunniezz,2019/01/12,"I feel like I am never gonna be loved. I'm a male, gay, and I am graduating high school in a matter of months. I see all my ""friends"" (I really have no close friends.) getting into relationships, being happy and having sex and I know I am young but I feel like I am missing out right now, and if I can't find anyone right now I am terrified about being like this forever. Also, I live in an area where my options are so limited as a gay man and considering I am really not conventionally attractive, I just feel like I'll never have anyone and it scares this shit out of me. ",2.133025210084032,3.7005480588235318,4.718226890756302,82.43044957983196,76.81512605042016,8.121344537815126,22.824369747899162,8.841846274778883,1.5471169747899167,445,13,95,10,10,158,73,119,0.218,0.665,0.11699999999999999,-0.9426,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,12,1,1,4,0,14,5,1,0,3,25,24,11,0,1,4,0,3,4,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,4,17,9,9,20,1,17,1,1,1,4,6,11,1,2,10,66,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383874405342875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24200014957098376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624967348654356,0.3708793041158449,0.0,0.0,0.15816389982682258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673948770175211,0.0,0.09041110242944254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842141681974432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182836057245268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510335442454583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381725335501811,0.0,0.15280567784717933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618372454199236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812627816046336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669325338881355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217195900256151,0.0,0.0,0.18579015656384346,0.0,0.2955662660315821,0.0,0.0,0.17325251025812655,0.17513510222347167,0.1378978652552556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763259122718103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,livelaughvomit,2019/01/12,"Lonely in London 7 months and i still don’t know anyone. It’s depressing. Go to work for minimum wage,... All is shit for me. No friends no nothing. ",-0.6890000000000001,1.4154214333333357,1.696666666666669,93.585,101.33333333333334,5.066666666666666,19.333333333333336,6.742157984588678,0.5315333333333334,113,4,24,2,5,38,28,30,0.36200000000000004,0.552,0.086,-0.8402,1,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,4,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,14,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28009481561983696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34501892473804313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30948707638688056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22765881746732114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014826494607345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197390950558993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843672665933854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41118956311435867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199036662421331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29162697514228425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WH00SIS,2019/01/12,"Collecting insight on loneliness Hi folks, Working through an idea and collecting some insights on loneliness. Please visit [https://saidkik.com](https://saidkik.com) and let me what you think. Thanks in advance.",12.180357142857142,17.561489178571435,7.790000000000003,51.680000000000035,67.92857142857143,9.942857142857145,42.714285714285715,9.516144504307137,6.280757142857144,179,10,18,5,4,49,24,28,0.161,0.69,0.149,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,12,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897459695609879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436248302751604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762196388637441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994162147337178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779834176058798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158364414796553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Madandworthless,2019/01/12,"No matter how many friends I’ll gain, I’ll always be lonely. And it fucking sucks. I feel lonely almost all day. But whatever, such is life.",0.4053571428571416,2.8618616785714286,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,92.92857142857142,4.228571428571429,17.714285714285715,5.985473137389443,-0.07638571428571472,109,3,21,1,4,36,24,28,0.281,0.506,0.214,-0.3384,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,7,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331259221259879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35990759135984207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789522543458716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187050145567902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341790165533325,0.39987588383334416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055155062169768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385272574790236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NotNickYoung,2019/01/12,"I feel ashamed that I even have to post here, but I hope at least someone can relate I feel so weak for having to make this post for other lonely strangers to read. I thought I was immune to the saying that “As you get older, your friend group gets smaller.” But I was so very wrong. I’m 18 now, and I know this still seems young, but I’ve never felt more alone. My friend group was solid, we spent almost everyday together over the summer doing normal high school things like smoking, drinking, partying etc. but somehow our senior year of high school changed everything. I haven’t seen any of them in months, and talking is limited to the occasional group chat conversation.

I put on a fake face on social media and in front of my family to make it appear that I’m living the happiest social life possible, and they believe me, but it couldn’t be farther from the truth.

I’m honestly just scared I’m going to go into college with none of my childhood friends, and the worst part is, they don’t seem to mind. I have so much more I could say but I don’t want to bore anyone with how it got here. If anyone wants to hear the entire rant, I can post it in the comments or PM. Thanks for reading this, I just felt like I needed to get this off my chest.",5.286666666666669,5.304135603174603,5.618349206349208,84.7044285714286,67.96825396825398,8.466031746031746,27.514285714285712,8.021203637495839,1.5211028571428566,980,27,204,11,15,313,152,252,0.128,0.6940000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9283,0,3,1,0,0,0,26.0,2,2,3,1,12,17,0,2,9,0,17,6,2,3,2,44,46,18,0,8,10,0,4,2,3,0,3,3,0,0,13,9,1,1,8,4,1,5,6,8,0,0,9,8,28,9,31,34,8,31,0,1,1,0,22,12,0,8,13,132,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111896936793678,0.11573459610140742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599074485223607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627004796872712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589886741733014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821187997409854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921965716017137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946800905661556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246257267032347,0.07380682256666038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042961424038199,0.0,0.10534367478684728,0.0,0.1130037245067176,0.0,0.21458633164369675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25900279606560683,0.0,0.17514717249474612,0.0,0.12701504041548695,0.0,0.08937305266532762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259452550599407,0.0,0.0,0.2361304279090972,0.0,0.11098845582259813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141238253057917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892912324630035,0.1091863747466236,0.0,0.0986732886298005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918192480465245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128310597537734,0.0,0.08919416021908702,0.0,0.08214577084566124,0.08285784281794492,0.08618498779662394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094868251899164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210094438827943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259762163134471,0.3210637847248602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123350518058756,0.0,0.0,0.2235514002203792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772895017343182,0.11187669981500732,0.2261847430589469,0.0,0.20345774020323235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278208484759194,0.0946815658011407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924006886454004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981676806729219,0.0,0.10288020627762597,0.0,0.0,0.074238718401716,0.0,0.0,0.08871341331108712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922017075976908,0.13182073530395835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217611863428705,0.0,0.07196041265104196
lonely,rareworm,2019/01/12,"I'm a triple threat, but I'm all alone. (15F) In the most humble way possible, I'm funny, smart, and attractive. I'm told this often online. I have many acquaintances that I make laugh. They come up to me for conversation, and et cetera. I'm certainly not hated. I've never been bullied. I just can't see why I have no real friends and no partner.

I'm a teenager, yes, so I know being lonely is all a part of it. I'm diagnosed with depression, which makes my way of thinking worse. I take pills, so that helps. Anyways, I'd appreciate it if no one bitched to me about how ungrateful I am or how I'm acting special. Any bullshit like that can be left at the door. I don't need it.

My entire life, I've had no best friends-- no one I can talk to about anything. I feel like all I'm good for is a quick laugh and possibly someone to talk to, but not someone to listen to. 

With the relationship side of things, I'm even more confused. I dress decent and nice, I smell good, I NEVER brag or try hard, and I'm nice if someone is nice to me. Despite me bitching to the internet about this, I've never done it in real life. So, no one in real life has a reason to think I'm a try hard or upset about me being alone.

Before anyone tells me to put myself out there, I have. I've kissed two guys, and it was a mistake to me. I've asked ""friends"" to hang out, and every time they say they're busy. No, they're not busy, because they're never busy. Maybe I'm just being a stupid bitch, but it's how I feel.

I put up a tough front, and I never take shit from anyone. That's probably why I have no real friends.

Anyways, are people intimidated by me? Many people have told me that no one new talks to me, because I intimidate them. No one sits next to me, and so on and so forth. 

Again, I'm a triple threat: smart, funny, and attractive. Does that intimidate people or am I just delusional?",1.310318066157759,3.06332592875318,3.3199173027989843,90.70420165394405,79.78880407124683,6.198727735368958,21.34923664122137,7.1686216300943375,0.5020732824427476,1442,41,323,18,36,488,176,393,0.20600000000000002,0.5710000000000001,0.223,0.9476,0,4,0,0,0,0,70.0,0,0,3,1,22,35,8,2,14,1,24,7,1,6,9,61,55,29,0,4,15,0,4,2,5,0,5,2,1,2,16,17,0,0,6,0,0,6,20,14,0,6,6,8,37,21,37,45,10,30,0,2,1,1,21,11,4,9,12,201,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835169431342376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526943143605722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365800820233428,0.0,0.06688196960390459,0.0,0.07598066482335054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908833373303216,0.0,0.06915859384834502,0.0,0.08529254946036839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001076547177512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000158801771804,0.08249188342351435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112384259313789,0.0831720079502022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368102559454308,0.0,0.0684772522806953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218963527450338,0.058062502666498324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25116983753272504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633835066918562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047451026586115,0.0,0.0,0.1456119350617973,0.0802417198111111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447656879534221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04466632709284316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830495715506109,0.0,0.17221970020370744,0.0794132083393125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085026891172414,0.164799126454278,0.08165113626066069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060263994930841364,0.31341943568952724,0.07849539641872509,0.0864363284151135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753684453524334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801233853939137,0.0,0.16903646699205865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324952238983344,0.0,0.0,0.0876276326019511,0.0,0.0,0.16340659525639809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37003259266524396,0.0,0.08356369868492054,0.0,0.08725837226167646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463272629393021,0.0,0.0,0.0647652355920092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342708277863628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659080205676006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221658406377027,0.19597603816712905,0.07103747528689787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053995151180356735,0.10415480638867,0.0,0.0,0.04739180117830806,0.0,0.0,0.1553224915853207,0.0,0.1103600698832214,0.0,0.07939335446530647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902379378370624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667514825980305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282563561897309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CarlosGarriz,2019/01/12,"Something something lonely 15, ima dude, let's talk or something idk I just need an excuse to not sleep",-1.460454545454546,-0.34211159090908794,0.6078181818181818,98.54172727272729,119.45454545454548,1.7600000000000002,18.03636363636364,3.1291,-0.8975018181818175,83,3,17,0,5,27,19,22,0.193,0.743,0.064,-0.3818,0,2,3,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34916130479615004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25318486992641603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417020184788768,0.0,0.0,0.7886072009364756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27444893527210545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pieforpeople,2019/01/12,"Is this fine? Am I doomed? I don't have many friends. I pretty much have online friends, and about 3 (now 2) real life friends.

My best friend, Josh, was in a relationship with his fiancé for 7 years, starting in Grade 11 (Junior year for you americans). They were perfect together, honestly. Fast forward to October 2018 and it turns out she was pregnant with some Arabian dude's baby. She couldn't even pronounce his name.

He blocked off all contact and never spoke to her again. But you could tell Josh wasn't the same after that. He was insanely depressed. Any time he asked me to come over, later in the night he got incredibly hammered. When I asked why, he didnt say anything. Just looked at me with the most dead pair of eyes I have ever seen.

Last time I saw him was the 8th. I got word from his sister he blew his brains out last night.

May he rest in peace.",1.662105263157894,4.121658602339181,2.3422222222222224,94.30000000000004,82.85964912280701,5.471345029239767,21.28070175438597,6.8360192770164,0.3933087719298247,675,21,143,8,19,209,122,171,0.11699999999999999,0.76,0.12300000000000001,0.2744,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,1,2,7,10,0,0,5,0,16,3,2,0,4,25,27,5,1,2,2,1,0,0,4,1,1,2,0,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,12,6,21,8,21,12,7,28,1,2,4,0,31,10,0,3,18,84,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442020084371477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263596986146444,0.0,0.287099616368307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114269522435842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714141175512362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227091362867988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122598278750762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225357472051716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141923534284604,0.13889601012547473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745336472547823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24561812435122615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503297305296042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845787757210644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894448252118676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556769939196253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287792884311112,0.0,0.11842828693067828,0.0,0.0,0.28819512811002423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621695160347565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477508199775718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485671229314675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211021690167202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868445390628792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421067024129069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907408376760936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670198031608397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855623300367775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977641028898873
lonely,SirenChiyo,2019/01/12,"I want to disappear I feel like people are forgetting about me by ignoring me or leaving me behind, I feel like I'm slowly disorientating away from the world and I'd rather disappear than feel invisible to everyone... ",5.9606666666666674,7.851494400000008,7.605,64.28666666666669,67.5,12.333333333333336,33.333333333333336,11.855464076750405,4.9638333333333335,176,8,29,7,3,61,29,40,0.156,0.6940000000000001,0.151,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,6,2,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,8,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124385253460012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177625759687073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044367359071451,0.4751427877877317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521188874238829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249309921606286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23054597624942344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614463072455526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RazvanSpune,2019/01/12,"Anyone wanna be friends? Does anyone here wanna be online friends ? Im looking for someone who would like to talk about anything and listen to my stupid shit. My only requirements :
1.I want this to be a long term thing, I mean months or even years if possible.
2.You can talk about anything and listen to anything.
3.I would prefer if you were around my age (15)
Pm me and I will answer .Apologies if this was written badly.",3.293125,5.8623440625,3.5025000000000013,87.76250000000002,77.125,5.0,23.75,5.985473137389443,0.6524999999999999,335,11,59,2,8,103,57,80,0.11699999999999999,0.7709999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,5,6,2,0,1,0,9,1,1,0,0,17,15,7,0,9,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,7,3,10,6,1,6,0,0,1,0,9,1,1,4,6,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677725917792568,0.0,0.4727117418490322,0.1704565583130431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598766408988383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675642215598257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646981572323734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29587179749438597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682975619731014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354677666297108,0.0,0.0,0.16945254396224238,0.16079380689328976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857633966668931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283639932214554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562811091159175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586336206632945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965500410710104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223920449146706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078065065344859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720987991746258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293904494625916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27204182085470546,0.0,0.0,0.1233059466707942
lonely,MTH103,2019/03/23,"Loneliness in College [21f] I don't even know how to cope with my loneliness at this point. It has become unbearable. I am a senior in college. I have spent the last 4 years burying myself in school work constantly to avoid thinking about how alone I am. But now I am burnt out from school, failing my last semester, and on the verge of crying 24/7. 

I don't know how to manage. I still try to do school work for most of my time, but I don't have an ounce of focus left. And it's too late to even join clubs (not sure what I would join anyway) or make a group of friends. 

If anyone has any advice, or wants to talk, please let me know",2.018409090909092,3.515764628787881,3.0354545454545487,94.67318181818185,76.95454545454545,6.315151515151516,20.333333333333336,6.980632752743323,0.14586969696969687,489,11,113,5,11,156,85,132,0.084,0.797,0.11900000000000001,0.8201,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,10,4,0,1,5,0,13,0,0,4,1,23,20,10,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,14,2,20,17,1,18,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,4,9,74,18,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213922941245315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718474538742061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283416075016135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160180739590417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325026720492316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930513833199596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822599666756968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21918276753672694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819264233135536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27356283936866305,0.2705007730965507,0.187169749576602,0.0,0.18027715270054293,0.16966875871422316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075570661373328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213496965720047,0.15685202124668865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037725128337688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250729802947425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563816156110106,0.0,0.0,0.1333636045530431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631754173695096,0.0,0.0,0.09675174818071856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265165519215595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978664050892879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415896195410548,0.0,0.0,0.11786780671672367,0.0,0.0,0.1068497589345144
lonely,Zydon13,2019/03/23,"Why am i such a looser Idk wtf i do i just get shit, i try to do shit to be more appreciated But even my fam makes fun of me for being a failure. I just feel like a waste of fucking space on this earth man. Idk What the fuck i am supposed to do. ",-2.5806578947368406,-0.8696777719298208,0.8519078947368435,101.64523026315793,98.64912280701756,3.5517543859649123,14.142543859649123,5.148860815047168,-1.3598403508771932,185,4,51,1,8,66,41,57,0.335,0.53,0.135,-0.9187,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,4,0,4,0,7,4,2,1,0,5,12,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,2,7,10,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,4,0,1,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853236006807504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519838908018199,0.2147366887679324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5557686254791117,0.15704230903236932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684976206736394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064161131049954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6170886436760263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407625309436053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712295734371519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EatTheBootyJohnson,2019/03/23,"Nobody has my interests Nobody shares my interests and at school nobody is like me. Only one person is similar and is my friend. I grew up online and ive been blackmailed, threatened, and attacked over the years and lost friends over time. I had a rough past and i am disgusted by the idea of relationships now. I just need one person to talk to.  I dont judge anyone and im quite young. ",2.7264935064935045,4.7997621688311725,3.8714285714285737,86.89857142857143,76.66233766233766,6.997402597402598,22.688311688311693,7.957251820313856,1.1461480519480522,305,9,61,5,7,99,53,77,0.138,0.685,0.177,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,9,2,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,11,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,3,1,10,6,8,8,0,10,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,6,40,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239945631823684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479556885081947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25544206016778903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367835429192488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460450732620261,0.23542919150506825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648198016855218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379240235715525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161113868325874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953843870584182,0.16576487369457302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080630545004333,0.0,0.3806204290707533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23182235537196846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340024904927148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058246169196707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518426339071405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270915239101963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035610671405738
lonely,123123go,2019/03/23,"I dont know what to do anymore Hello reddit! I am drunk at a party and I feel so lonely inside. Each weekend I party so hard to forget my depression but it only gets worse
 What should I do? My friends leave me and thean I love so deeply found love with someone else and it kills me. She even has the same ne as I do and the fact that my soulmate sees her as a better version of myself kills me inside
What should I do",0.07833333333333314,2.1445157222222235,2.0800000000000023,96.18000000000002,86.22222222222223,4.044444444444443,16.77777777777778,4.935628992294339,-0.7987555555555557,325,7,73,1,10,108,58,90,0.20800000000000002,0.5429999999999999,0.249,0.8691,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,2,0,4,0,9,3,0,0,1,15,16,10,2,2,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,17,4,7,13,3,2,0,2,1,2,6,1,0,0,1,54,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801364812604948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944229819455576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934043645707785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257640727874565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364090109995085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519654629780332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115334562969964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24103375003279826,0.16984117078623442,0.0,0.11485281737603753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692572782050385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864216793232794,0.0,0.120813571608589,0.0,0.0,0.2327696791919022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39681278758722893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719166251106884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751771398547801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626240602591326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240269462738751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AriaNevicate,2019/03/23,"Alone for 2 years As title says, I've been on my own after my daughter's mum left without ever telling me why. I've been up and down and all over since then, in and out of therapy and on and off medication. 

Despite all of that I still feel like I'm just stuck in the night that she shattered my heart. I want to move on but part of me still loves her and I miss her immensely all the time. 

I recently heard that she's been out with other people and as shitty as it is it made me so upsettingly jealous and angry. Horrible proof that somehow over two years and I'd still not accepted she was gone.

​

Possibly one of the worst bits is that I just have no-one I can talk to really. I feel like anyone I do at this point is just pissed that it's still an issue for me, even though they knew what my ex meant (and clearly still means) to me. 

She was my best friend for years and the only person I could fully trust and talk to. I miss how easily we talk and how when I'd message her she'd always just reply. I don't have anyone else that I can just reach out to like that.

​

I recently gave her a letter saying the things I wished I'd said to her and had never been brave enough to. She smiled when I gave her it but hasn't said anything since. I've no idea whether it was a bad idea or whether she actually even read it. 

I know during the relationship she wasn't always great for me. When I was reaching a bad point with my mental health I asked for her support and she said no, but I still can't stand the idea that she's with someone else now.

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I know most of this makes me a jerk but I needed to get it off my chest somewhere.",2.98076923076923,3.802058951566952,3.971639886039888,91.59465641025645,73.44444444444444,7.0974814814814815,22.58700854700855,7.24861992348623,0.5028298803418805,1296,30,300,13,25,419,165,351,0.17300000000000001,0.705,0.122,-0.9666,0,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,1,1,23,20,3,1,12,0,23,6,3,4,7,64,50,33,0,4,14,3,2,3,1,0,2,6,0,1,21,22,0,0,11,1,0,2,9,9,0,2,21,8,54,11,41,27,10,42,0,2,0,1,41,18,1,3,24,211,75,1,0.0,0.0,0.0764790199449014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116896368963034,0.0,0.0,0.13042229102774364,0.2547456003767933,0.28568888519871954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959797914044953,0.0803005915016137,0.06449284855029135,0.0,0.07326652516699687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087341492157442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224577576576986,0.0,0.08556109039241812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257305383508527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093822053927207,0.0,0.0,0.0809784354646731,0.0,0.10352692285219617,0.07089126868354062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925370217944025,0.11197685155201384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060549421571810425,0.0,0.04094573551170722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640456300406772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330495775189736,0.0,0.09287029054026663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654147540133485,0.0,0.08179920760947833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614156208486824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515057588418931,0.0,0.0,0.11486467986779388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073309919343701,0.07415675727258966,0.052313407768788775,0.0,0.0,0.08536924997471668,0.0,0.07895077395448402,0.07897977153279566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832962197286736,0.0,0.058111277540537264,0.06044472768476124,0.0,0.0,0.07354609481467031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053106376940809684,0.059604855582490214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486841003029555,0.0,0.05433274632788685,0.06843073927805987,0.0,0.0,0.14817229735084908,0.08835179170404392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839244313495865,0.0,0.05020661980113502,0.0,0.15476427911005206,0.08414137652263018,0.0,0.0,0.22364697328338828,0.12464790295360935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965899052854166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640369289280024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755242159213553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889347484710897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889754895654403,0.06849991353731763,0.0,0.08962433707553816,0.0,0.052066365989938405,0.0,0.07699934024491421,0.0,0.04569889723671812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655730858039328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622538479355029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071784951036159,0.0,0.09012305224230534,0.07554707363020517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28568888519871954,0.1514055170619516
lonely,Hot4dayz,2019/03/23,"I'll Be Alone for the Rest of My Life My life as a child to now an adult has been a let down, full of heartache and disappointment. Growing up, my parents did not have a lot, we lived in low income, received public assistance and rarely did anything together as a family, such as vacations etc. My father was a very abusive drunk who had no patience and was verbally as well as physically abusive toward my mom and I. I have a younger sister and an l older autistic half brother (mom) who were not subjected to the same sort of treatment that I had received from my father. I can remember dreading going home after school during my elementary and middle school years, looking for any excuse to stay as late as I could so that I did not have to be home any longer than I could help. More times than not, I was able to go to my cousins house on the weekends & spent almost all of my entire summer breaks with them as well. It was nice to  away from my dad and the abuse, but being around my cousins who were spoiled and given pretty much whatever they wanted was a difficult thing to get used to and the fact that their father was sometimes an assshle to me because I was always around didnt help either. Watching them go on trips as a family and having to stay behind. Or just used as a babysitter once I was a little older was hard to swallow and often I'd break down crying. Fast forward to now as an adult and someone who is gay, I've had one horrible 3yr relationship and have since then been alone for 10years. Birthday's,  holiday's,  I just want them to be over with before they even start,  I'm so depressed and wrapped in these negative emotions and I feel helpless and often think it would be  better to just stay asleep. ",9.671445328864683,6.607330750733137,8.996675743611231,73.94358504398828,61.14076246334311,11.736992040217848,38.433389191453706,9.424239791934726,3.42748496020109,1370,48,267,17,14,436,190,341,0.139,0.7979999999999999,0.063,-0.9821,2,2,0,0,1,0,27.0,1,0,6,1,15,10,0,1,19,0,37,6,1,2,2,49,52,32,0,5,10,11,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,11,21,2,0,3,3,1,8,7,6,2,2,22,4,31,4,53,21,9,42,0,4,2,1,32,17,0,6,14,200,42,2,0.10045516786793336,0.35706884211867096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059133990080084,0.20808251643536188,0.0,0.0,0.083586746961835,0.10884313241517997,0.0,0.13662591780936376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266604382029176,0.17885279426964998,0.0,0.0,0.09438093699383747,0.0,0.0,0.061236537941133866,0.0,0.08547994898289127,0.0,0.0,0.08884443257655969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604105548622807,0.0,0.11034528489163914,0.0,0.0,0.08652188888625159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299854295547684,0.0,0.0,0.11203406629713633,0.06634969096151787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940038396979372,0.0,0.05079315121409972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248367907684199,0.0,0.17127296066879552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998809900384032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466596303563375,0.0,0.20152944797055955,0.0,0.0,0.11591177635058185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331780487415664,0.0,0.0,0.10272221519081523,0.14190891175475634,0.0,0.10068246872317783,0.08870375365137677,0.0,0.0843570407285374,0.0,0.0,0.08540339141051909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530375700350076,0.0,0.0,0.07384610690268746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698147527733673,0.06807102154749023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154357584972413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219902000643638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785125599306457,0.1137961226297298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333198585560655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830975529354161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511533774515878,0.0,0.0993527296533774,0.0,0.07110268485683473,0.3212155288854878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673794985394785,0.06436761536787293,0.0,0.0,0.05857621622285258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352202319561444,0.0,0.08288603400730067,0.11850212142432072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806425201878793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136046905381017,0.0,0.0,0.06468983455489749
lonely,MindxFreak,2019/03/23,"Lonely but don't care to make riends Sort of just venting, been a lot on my mind lately and I recently lost my one and only friend so here I am. I'm a pretty lonely person just like most people on this sub. Trouble is I just do not care about making more friends, it just doesn't interest me. Maybe it's just my brain malfunctioning but I feel like it's just not worth it. Every friendship I've had in the last few years has fallen away, unless I'm actively making plans or texting I get left in the dust and forgotten. I get that people are busy and preoccupied with their own lives but is it really too much to ask that someone care about me for once?",4.107555555555557,4.744362274074074,5.031851851851851,85.70333333333333,70.7037037037037,8.074074074074074,23.88888888888889,8.167268648758528,1.124777777777778,517,12,110,7,9,169,90,135,0.203,0.633,0.16399999999999998,-0.4863,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,11,12,0,0,4,0,10,1,1,3,0,26,23,10,0,0,13,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,4,0,1,3,1,12,8,13,20,6,11,0,3,0,0,5,6,0,4,6,73,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495657083324693,0.0,0.15031251024360562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859775804678468,0.0,0.0,0.4893504604139996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479546100096562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089394220225726,0.11429433210489455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472102261126061,0.0,0.16717260498007186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304102873314376,0.18047165294662987,0.0,0.17382571601434765,0.0,0.0,0.15632256948313794,0.0,0.14127094203609594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746440789680962,0.13601473512676088,0.0,0.0,0.32037653773221403,0.0,0.16072786490311938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615406795870449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760842871252032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038031842755166,0.1084109402761906,0.12167688347345565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218288821984228,0.13969397304579542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276370770303922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024913988539786,0.0,0.15796729118037756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355559764949409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302601064264792
lonely,historicallygeneric,2019/03/23,"Would any one like to talk I'm very lonely after my wife left, I'm. I'm not very good at social things. Please?",-2.727599999999999,-1.4915725599999998,-0.4239999999999995,107.00800000000002,114.6,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-2.9166000000000003,86,0,22,0,5,28,20,25,0.192,0.638,0.17,-0.157,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194391293809008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27065566077594805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506018139618969,0.0,0.0,0.15764921808073856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866196317586295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542148840889545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32894011462570105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25936465587773394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437978748733172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5325033326627353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22922853075696006,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ownanteater6,2019/03/23,"Does she have interest or just being nice? I feel awkward now I have this pretty girls phone number, because we did a project together two weeks ago.

So she’s sitting next to me and we haven’t spoken in over a week, except one time when I asked this girl behind me for a pencil and she gave me one instead randomly.

Anyway, Friday afternoon she was like, hey ownanteater are you in this class? I said yeah, she said oh did you do the online quiz (it was due that night) I said no, I will probably do it later.
Then on that same night she randomly adds me on Snapchat and says oh sorry for adding you but I lost your phone number then she sends me the answers to the test randomly (like four pics she took). It was 9 PM on a Friday. We talked for like an hour. Most of it was ahout school and like she seemed to be making her replies fast and then took sometime to respond. Then she just leaves me on open or read.

I don’t know why she did that honestly. I would of never thought of doing that for her.",0.7158577235772371,3.050070917073171,1.901250000000001,96.64520833333334,86.17073170731706,4.977642276422763,18.29776422764229,6.42735559955562,-0.1699552845528456,778,20,172,8,24,246,119,205,0.034,0.853,0.113,0.9335,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,4,0,1,7,9,0,1,8,1,19,0,0,1,1,29,32,14,0,1,6,0,1,4,0,2,0,4,0,2,11,10,0,0,5,1,0,3,4,2,0,4,15,5,35,7,20,13,2,31,0,1,0,0,34,8,0,7,23,120,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149242601115765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867573080935344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042528863794824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981132598015452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500400110439151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460827598625874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152252374430466,0.0,0.0,0.15706821217366415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898812409176278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192812879668275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901657048603077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440718344634172,0.0,0.1577588329782473,0.27840977645252385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010349369269984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091277517159946,0.15993313586319882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837784809491694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233093816402849,0.11796409749572448,0.0,0.1501256776468574,0.0,0.1350410761903081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670978402650595,0.16605191706190064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192282289936664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177635689266786,0.08649690915515257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296172984028777,0.0,0.0,0.14490438425986005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379751200086513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385170703486285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537485018720633,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LettersfromthePatch,2019/03/23,"Unsure if i'd even be capable of being in a relationship again- and that scares me. Today I was watching yet another random romantic comedy series on netflix. Nothing too odd there- nothing overly common either. It is not like I go out of my way to watch other people fall in love or anything. It just... Today when I was watching something it made me realise a particular change which has happened over the last couple of years. The emotions I have while watching romantic comedies and other romance stories seems to be slanting away from just a simple zone of someone who loves to watch romance. It has started to slant towards a sort of melancholic longing during and existential dread once complete. Now, I have never exactly been a Casanova to begin with- most of the relationships I have had with someone on a romantic level have been online. My last major relationship ended over five fucking years ago now- but I can't seem to drop it. Now as I continue to march on closer to the massive impending wall which is 30- I find myself losing what little confidence I had in favor of a raising sense of worry. 

Some may say that's normal, other's may point out that 30 isn't the end of the world- some still will just wonder why the hell it even matters to me. I don't know, that's exactly it. I have reached a point where not only can I not imagine finding someone to have a romantic relationship with- but that even if I had one I would have no clue how to proceed. When I got my most recent job I assumed this could be my moment. My time to make the world make sense again. Suddenly I would be able to find my way once more as things started to get level. No longer would I be a broke university student- but a guy with a full time job and the ability to support himself properly. I would be forced to interact properly with the world and maybe- just maybe it would finally work out for me. For the most part it has, but the part which continues to elude my very existence is that of having a partner. I have reached a point of learned helplessness where I am unable to have the confidence to even attempt say- online dating, tinder or anything which a normal person may do to meet someone. It doesn't help that I am incredibly nerdy, mildly autistic and don't have even the slightest desire to drink. People always love to point out at these junctures that people can always improve themselves if they want to- but- for me I do honestly like myself. It has just reached the point where I don't think anyone else will. It doesn't help that the town I am in while not tiny is not exactly a place where I am likely to meet someone. Doing your best to be the helpful and happy sort is fine for making people not hate you- but it doesn't magically make people who you are compatible with appear.  

It has reached a point where I look at my life and even beyond the prospect of searching for that one- I wonder how I would even manage to hold a relationship. Recently I have been doing my best helping out with political activities for example- and being exposed to all these non nerdy types is making me just- stop- wonder- how could someone even fit into my life. How would it even work, how could I not somehow screw it all up. I always assumed that nerds like me mostly find their partners through their friends. But when half of your friends are online and the rest don't seem to know anyone it seems rather hard. Even when someone did say a friend of theirs knew someone, I couldn't work out how to even consider contacting them- even when given a possible opening text message to send. I wanted to know more before I even tried- wanted to know all the intel before I even began so I didn't do something entirely wrong. In the end it just sort of disappeared because I was so fucking afraid of the unknown I didn't even try. Generally learned helplessness seems to be linked to learning or performing a certain skill. While I suppose technically socialising could be considered a skill, it seems slightly out of place to consider it on par with the regular usage even when all signs point to it being the case. 

I assume everyone is happily in a relationship til I find out otherwise- then sometimes even when I do find that out I am so self defeating that I can't even work out a way to ask. Last post I wrote here was about how I was afraid of becoming bitter. I still don't think I have became bitter- not just yet... but- the impact seems to be similar. I just. I don't know what to do- even when I do think I know what to do somehow I still can't bring myself to pull that trigger. Things seem so much simpler in romantic comedies- and in those worlds they are designed to be overly dramatic and with terrible timing by default. Look, I know this isn't likely the best use of the /r/loney subreddit but... this is all causing a massive level of loneliness. Sure I still have friends and family but- over five years feels like a heck of a long time to just... slowly be chipped away at. I couldn't post to /r/foreveralone because I clearly wasn't FOREVER alone- but recently- I have really started to feel it. It comes in waves- it is uncontrollable and annoys me to no end. It has reached a point where I am so desperate to wonder if anyone even thinks of me that way that I have been scouring /r/unsentletters just for the minute chance that someone posted one for me. I go to the theatre, I watch netflix- I play games. So many different stories- romances- people to just push myself into and imagine what it could be like. But in the end all that it does is leads me with an ever increasing level of sadness. 

I wish I knew what more I could do,  but I know that even if I did I likely would fuck it all up anyway. I miss feeling that level of comfort and safety that can come from a decent loving relationship. I do indeed feel lonely. *sigh* I suppose all I can do now is go to sleep, try to enjoy what little remains of my weekend and try to hope this particular wave passes soon. bleh",4.221653966831017,5.986256666666669,4.915481846705519,82.35593007619904,71.68041237113404,7.638189152846258,28.116091438816674,8.287103753138544,2.0010620349619006,4776,180,887,75,92,1536,433,1164,0.1,0.748,0.153,0.9965,3,4,3,0,0,0,118.0,0,4,6,14,84,60,9,5,60,0,126,12,1,17,16,209,198,66,0,30,43,0,5,8,6,13,2,3,0,5,73,42,1,2,45,6,0,15,31,26,1,6,24,18,112,33,143,137,28,163,1,9,8,8,49,73,6,40,75,681,185,13,0.033881088141111966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030033540369215718,0.0,0.0,0.035090589312634805,0.0,0.0,0.08457533847236058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035527275062451284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107133380840898,0.03471517868232638,0.05576249736866723,0.0,0.0316742438012346,0.0,0.06366479521159013,0.0,0.0,0.041307193715862466,0.03741899994995345,0.057660621096061786,0.0,0.10666833512121286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03480521049618295,0.03584169878133032,0.05837111479399858,0.035523676301278666,0.0,0.0,0.16230775170866538,0.037488779599544636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0353985258854454,0.0,0.0,0.02964956855291096,0.0,0.0,0.033190567713319824,0.0,0.0,0.02830330161562597,0.03811166388896008,0.15004293826639198,0.0,0.0,0.4699409227180904,0.030647383952538708,0.0,0.03237483166096696,0.0,0.0,0.031940074559814916,0.0,0.06852518470775792,0.024204656137771903,0.0,0.03711507596408339,0.18580020451986815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047057786086004,0.0939675601016316,0.017701470163387623,0.0,0.057766209541729625,0.0,0.02709780128275192,0.0,0.0,0.03354760403679026,0.029960934349173414,0.03606704834248768,0.030350800050511613,0.03345056011600467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083911679320354,0.0,0.0,0.033651565330575686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724350408477997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896127980281776,0.0828528266508056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786242907376562,0.13242070612704596,0.06791550239723701,0.0,0.05996739365843524,0.05690316173687456,0.03790427118319608,0.0,0.0,0.122316019413408,0.032059104809559494,0.1130794471257667,0.034350105528025754,0.06807621393102589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02490649819168336,0.0,0.026131183877255482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639254548427763,0.06501963569879449,0.0,0.0,0.07216450622237569,0.06887610652161151,0.025768094271619708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337983353777522,0.0,0.14093328294122467,0.029583659310327737,0.0707970517708908,0.0,0.2562286370307572,0.03819583615206533,0.0973461505241582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021705092638041185,0.0,0.10036046128325693,0.2546292631419678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083080353134513,0.033920879832867935,0.0,0.0,0.2467525612719204,0.03534536412193881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03390555665776926,0.0,0.25836602430309685,0.0521666338624597,0.033509262508740256,0.0,0.07194362571384806,0.0,0.10822992302191103,0.028326106780669973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03844785731347432,0.031932524606789976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04501817894190206,0.08683853288978477,0.0,0.0,0.07902533983830293,0.0,0.06423061989224292,0.0,0.0,0.0920121393391171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029262381851991214,0.0,0.027955446031014942,0.05995183084305709,0.10757292292629124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030572412181207095,0.0,0.03896157927959214,0.0,0.1469703792743141,0.09866334275416692,0.034407889634454965,0.0,0.1925452233563004,0.037043651139984216,0.0,0.06545492978330104
lonely,Lance1234567,2019/03/23,"Lonely in school Im a 15 yr old from the Philippines. I feel lonely and left out in high school. When it’s free time, I don’t have anyone to talk to. When we do groupings, i am always the one picked last. The other day, even the kid who never speaks got picked first( and that hurt a lot ). I always try my best to be cheerful, friendly and make small talk to the people around me but I still feel lonely. 
I feel like I don’t have close friendships in my section. My close friends are all in different sections. I do go to them during break time but I feel like we weren’t as close as before. They all got new friends while Im struggling here in my section. Right now, I only have 2 people I still consider close and one of them went on a trip to China ( soo I’m extra lonely right now). When I try to make friendships, I feel like I’m always the one who goes to a person. People never approach me first, it gets tiring sometimes. I don’t know why I’m being left out( especially in groupings and it hurts) I don’t know if it’s my attitude or something. I asked one close friend and she said my attitude is fine. 
There are times that I’m happy and I don’t care at all about my nonexistent social life and there are days when I feel so alone and lonely. Today is one of those days. I was stopping myself from crying during the last subject and on the car ride home. I remember before I went on a trip to Singapore (feb this yr) I was feeling soo lonely and when I got back it was even worse. My only closeish friend got close with the person I don’t like. So we kinda drifted apart. She was my only closeish friend in the section. To make things worse, THE TRIP WAS MY BIRTHDAY GIFT... and after the trip that happens with my only closeish friend......
Whenever I’m feeling left out, I always think about my blessings. I am thankful that I get nice things and I get to go abroad a lot. I also always think that after high school, I’m leaving everyone behind and I’m going to move to au. Another way for me to cope with feeling left out is trying to be better than everyone. I go to the gym so that I look better than almost everyone and I wear nice things. Can anyone give me advice when I am having one of those days when i feel left out and lonely? How to feel less lonely and left out and how can I make friends? How can I make people like me and be the first to approach?",1.4981333043855862,3.4766719857142903,2.924937038645244,92.66124837168913,80.16326530612244,5.231437255753365,19.81328701693443,6.13356869307363,-0.030238818931828337,1843,46,394,13,47,600,185,490,0.08800000000000001,0.725,0.187,0.9951,2,17,1,0,0,0,57.0,3,0,3,6,27,36,0,1,20,0,34,3,1,10,5,78,81,40,0,1,4,0,11,5,8,0,2,2,1,3,20,38,0,1,16,1,1,16,9,11,0,9,13,14,62,26,54,64,12,91,1,10,1,0,30,40,0,6,38,261,82,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390914313957457,0.0,0.0,0.055242385433927364,0.057136999001701674,0.0,0.044117512166167286,0.22951932529119656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784804186932141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714894141905122,0.0,0.0,0.049110862857192426,0.05157426170096169,0.0,0.0,0.04242048139348995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388713368848826,0.0,0.057894995749752626,0.09758252336419684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056247047959185184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059902139500103,0.1423141600631801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763840328125111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287536293149538,0.0,0.0,0.15814502638975791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306838374306791,0.11823523976120112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077660471987932,0.0,0.0,0.3409788256635461,0.0,0.08646838678397119,0.05292179169835096,0.12541208043033075,0.0,0.17649028701645966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048784529115399836,0.058726939202387286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657520290555028,0.05533760387353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811611997264305,0.0,0.11918095603852635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060637343673231224,0.08993791909009481,0.0,0.058414525975588764,0.35963857229170004,0.0,0.038966509479823636,0.13476052094723193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632689218164268,0.0,0.0,0.09380304647133736,0.0,0.0,0.1841240168403652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058634431279437016,0.0,0.0,0.08509731277556147,0.053281214722616016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788911913068321,0.0,0.22429797314058986,0.16782979203409004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529850786104237,0.09634044600512066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249413988716486,0.09422566301691376,0.05247702368148327,0.0,0.0,0.1674976783999254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056236423811121504,0.0,0.04247071601399807,0.05456216997245666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811383799460129,0.04612258632734008,0.0,0.05767315679838566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868325911640759,0.0,0.05079091681651527,0.0,0.0,0.10995271220775987,0.07069834483011023,0.0,0.0,0.09650601881936344,0.06340704413546018,0.05229243704009775,0.0,0.0,0.11236554336672144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043789475399580634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228184131345132,0.04978018091158929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244100105974944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dontknowlife,2019/03/23,"Need support for this day Today I’ll have pretty boring day. But on top of that I’m pretty anxious and not feeling the best. So i guess I’m looking just for some random chat and love to have a company in this boring day. We can chat about anything, I’m the person who loves to talk/ chat , so I answer really fast and I’m really into the conversation. ",1.6564774951076338,3.6732750000000043,3.9949510763209415,84.99520547945207,79.82191780821918,6.36320939334638,20.01761252446184,7.447530270364453,0.7089311154598819,277,7,55,4,7,96,48,73,0.135,0.642,0.223,0.8577,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,14,14,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,4,9,14,2,9,0,0,1,2,10,4,0,3,5,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400018872845092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748237746531904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294746304219215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41102750587733705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741835476103292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23403163836577864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839992815908506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834790266481207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575249522686806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854983988429322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43226499340461777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27219485519754993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24107957355029436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707548932189093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013726061018524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_XIMO_,2019/03/23,"I need some help So over these past 7-8 months Iv realised I've been getting neglected by everyone I know in person and online.

Like in person I'd try to engage in conversation or ask a question and I'm either just given the silent treatment or some half assed answer like ""I dunno"" or ""mhmm""

It's the same online aswell...

I'd ask on my social media if anyone could pop up to talk or something and I've never gotten a response.

Am I just over thinking all these factors or do I actually need to do something?
As a young guy I feel shallow being alone.",2.35141592920354,4.2156772831858405,4.376292035398233,83.81328761061947,77.05309734513273,5.935929203539826,23.689380530973448,6.742157984588678,0.9043599999999996,435,14,83,4,10,149,77,113,0.05,0.856,0.094,0.5719,0,1,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,6,2,1,0,2,27,17,11,0,4,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,7,3,12,12,5,11,0,1,0,1,10,7,1,10,6,52,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.1977600554475695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098873491246037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416996612101709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789063220191538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618018981527911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936435873201194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024674253718398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058778071550924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065829097456855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583400702307968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137276671770087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801199924709206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175565886432208,0.0,0.0,0.3005292033508044,0.15629845553804753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934551805191493,0.0,0.3538974951221112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22701769396740734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657917153843697,0.0,0.3120242979277378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288477250195427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298518336905219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758805702229518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,waterbottle30,2019/03/23,"Why do you think you're lonely? For me, it's because I try to be outgoing, try to be funny, but then make a complete ass of myself trying to make a good first impression. 


Because in all honesty, everyday I try to be the person that I would love to have in a friend. Someone who likes edgy dark humour, but at the same time knows when to be serious and is willing to talk about their feelings. 


But in the end, I just end up looking like a complete fool. Not many people like downers, so that's why I try to act more happy than I actually am. I don't want to disappoint people. I don't want to bring down people's moods just because I wasn't feeling good that day.


That's why I only want friends now, not a relationship. I don't think I'm cut out for a relationship. As much as I'd like to hold a woman in my arms, deep down I know it's just not a realistic goal. I don't think women like me. I guess you could say my personality isn't good enough. But even finding friends is hard too.


I've met some people online. People who I adore. But the problem is, those who I adore don't live in my city. I wish my online friends lived in my area so I can hang out with them in a park and hug them, instead of writing this post. 



Yes, hug them. For long periods of time. I'm not gay or anything, nor there's anything wrong with being gay. But I'm just very affectionate with my friends, especially if he's a close friend who I care about deeply. It's just my way of showing him that I love him, no homo.


Though I think my intentions are ultimately selfish in the end. The only reason why I want friends is because I can't get into a relationship. I want friends so they can fill the void of me not having a partner. 


It hurts a lot though. Just not being able to find a partner. The idea of being a family man fascinates me. Having a wife, kids, and having friends. Being able to provide for my family. I've already came up with my future children's name. Roy or Clyde if my kid is a boy. Amelia if my kid is a girl.


But like I said my personality is very bad and not good enough for marriage/romantic relationships. So I've decided to drop the whole ""family man"" fantasy, because I think I can find peace in using all of that energy to find friends instead. Homies for life kinda thing.


I seem to only get along with people who live overseas though. I think my city is cursed. I hope that one day, I will meet my new best friend who lives in my area soon. He will be the reason why I won't feel lonely anymore.",2.2246654740608243,3.734152353846156,3.898971377459748,88.64788908765652,76.42307692307692,6.837209302325583,23.823792486583184,7.5712925761633665,0.9444727191413241,1944,61,428,26,43,651,225,520,0.078,0.63,0.292,0.9993,0,4,0,0,0,0,63.0,0,2,5,3,23,46,1,0,28,1,41,10,2,6,2,84,77,28,0,13,25,1,4,6,13,5,1,2,0,15,20,15,0,1,20,2,0,5,18,11,0,2,4,7,62,34,58,58,11,47,0,4,1,8,57,22,2,11,23,269,82,1,0.11144038851013956,0.0,0.054374871858295724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061488619930873276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055259460238193406,0.0,0.0,0.0917059444073682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046524034768914375,0.16983256620872772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058474906207895264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372905819867787,0.05681045159932315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684312711076365,0.0,0.0,0.04448804111920146,0.0,0.0,0.07186983135572134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805466044037896,0.11514771122457138,0.0,0.036802662795805866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758412052015255,0.0,0.08452141325962212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370899237080944,0.04739556876868793,0.0,0.0,0.4735421224770376,0.0,0.058223003464133075,0.0,0.0,0.186941821257768,0.0,0.0,0.0613820759222056,0.0,0.0,0.05931518289732385,0.049914349491013296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05534272539882214,0.0,0.0,0.05964962038252085,0.06290131702861877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124472310723431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03935682104426935,0.16333243426380584,0.0,0.19680780947403345,0.04931061850347921,0.046790929684737165,0.0,0.0,0.04737131658265757,0.10057930155365873,0.0,0.07438732467931677,0.05649153134433318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040960754025198026,0.0,0.0,0.05381491082605378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037757445677196966,0.12713315573728906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317762012183126,0.1459581731863319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053364543612041335,0.0,0.0,0.05331670072549582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457927975892032,0.0,0.2392905437174677,0.0,0.0,0.053002664532665486,0.04431093491646945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05072557214567434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721153977345585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044785781498779736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037018021162792986,0.2142195035748904,0.16423442384618234,0.0,0.0649817867201273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915177164790611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048124357587573816,0.0,0.09194999150249544,0.1643260711604657,0.044228096638116686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513940429669761,0.06220960700293104,0.06407547351789174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03958202730832787,0.06092128531528373,0.0,0.0
lonely,Imgonnabeokay04,2019/03/23,I dont have any friends My friends all left me after they told me to start telling them my problems and how I feel.. So I did and they got tired of that and just left me.,-0.4428947368421064,1.3547581315789508,0.5360526315789471,108.13986842105264,86.10526315789473,3.8,20.026315789473685,3.1291,-1.0192315789473685,131,4,36,0,4,40,28,38,0.263,0.737,0.0,-0.866,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,8,7,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,11,2,3,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011054531220388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31040819612052256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391869288024266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092527752554708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118288126148669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5755316663740029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534305542636903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746579782315054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23149502499094496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044119673142208,0.0,0.2530803912018494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Person37125672823745,2019/03/23,I got too attached and lost my only friend :( I'm just sad and I would do anything to relive my time spent with her in person.,-1.1338888888888867,0.939804407407408,1.027685185185188,99.71708333333336,97.51851851851852,2.7,14.157407407407408,3.1291,-1.4501037037037037,97,2,22,0,4,32,23,27,0.255,0.6459999999999999,0.098,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,1,3,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577594853519294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358842164181326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34770664509489807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474577371160571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33064445030737355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796040431875166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535042927094453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30883157707006026,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thethrowawayaccunt,2019/03/23,"Sitting in my car alone Does anyone else do this? I tell my parents I’m going to go hang out with my friends but usually I end up smoking a blunt by myself then looking at reddit for 2 hours to make it seem like I’m busy. I’m so tired of being alone, it’s driving me insane.",1.193606557377045,2.4016831147541002,3.482754098360658,91.8224918032787,78.50819672131148,5.5357377049180325,23.67540983606557,5.6839178017228535,0.3436924590163937,214,7,49,1,5,74,50,61,0.195,0.7240000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.8106,1,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,10,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,10,9,0,14,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,5,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4925569082354759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662681131444967,0.2436436864634246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809140146984126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986428129269013,0.0,0.21061112743538368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371576110603655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702827750469657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341749920575913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617205437757375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968349038132507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872649605570982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640373626543309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164748459986679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783871132907555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733043226402429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26189180085655195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tlouellie13,2019/03/23,"people only want sex at first i admit, i thought i was being paranoid. maybe a little full of myself for thinking boys only care about me to get in my pants. two boys are talking to me right now, one could genuinely be charged with harassment for how many messages he sends in a day, and the other just wants me for sex. he has clearly stated this. that’s why i was so excited when this guy! messaged me. guy! and i had dated about a month ago, and he was really sweet. you can imagine how disappointed i was when the third message in he just says he misses the sex. all of my friends have left me, no exaggeration. they ‘forget’ to add me back into group chats, leave me out constantly, i’m always the butt of the joke, etc etc. i honestly don’t know what to do. nobody cares about me unless they want sex. is it something i did? am i too easy? i really don’t know:(. it’s incredibly lonely. should i get a job to make more friends, or are forced work friends worse? ",0.8520535117056873,3.2337665487179517,2.542162764771461,91.93725752508364,86.07692307692308,5.442586399108138,19.7603121516165,6.895973343053719,0.3318472686733558,747,22,159,10,23,245,124,195,0.115,0.706,0.179,0.9279,1,2,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,2,13,13,1,0,9,0,20,5,1,3,2,28,35,10,0,5,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,7,7,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,4,0,4,7,2,25,9,22,24,5,22,0,3,0,5,24,10,1,1,10,107,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277385701252886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199051978944096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080627328024016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938451221031509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572409498167775,0.0,0.11505447947325866,0.0,0.0,0.09293448113738642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214257613448492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257389529490488,0.0,0.0,0.33400074414038144,0.0,0.15057568704782312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28536915182875944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429999420049742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839042493928487,0.0,0.0,0.1525842167783628,0.15656827635461146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442901267903724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618983782018113,0.1460977730184716,0.14477078160265494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502159952977987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976478880468116,0.21919357336134776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999028409830064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463207893147304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306313157335196,0.0,0.11459644937226543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093749081727183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582449234702764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923353514666628,0.0,0.11440164550822375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407676427589013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25498695971703955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300304982129661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104908663549675,0.0,0.14685321667804566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,crystal0001,2019/03/23,"I don’t know why I’m so lonely I don’t know why I’m so lonely. I’m a 19 year old girl in college, I’m social, I like going out. I have ONE friend and we’ve been best friends for 10 years. But I don’t really have anybody else besides my boyfriend. I feel like I have nobody to hit up to talk to, or to make spontaneous plans with. 
I don’t understand why there’s nobody else really in my life. I don’t even know how to reach out and make friends. I’ve resorted to Bumble BFF, but haven’t really gotten much from it. 

Does anybody else feel this way?",-0.5262573789846527,1.476837371900828,1.9212101534828816,96.68233471074379,88.50413223140495,5.440613931523021,16.90731995277449,6.868970318607317,-0.18206304604486426,426,10,103,6,14,145,66,121,0.039,0.812,0.149,0.8370000000000001,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,3,0,17,25,8,0,0,3,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,2,2,11,6,14,22,2,10,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,51,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660421056898267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845936911996945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965174682442758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045028033714601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000154987978776,0.11303238401668615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36672108795168257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992005977340023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608606865728293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175544970033366,0.15459657866565782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122612805010169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630988897710501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602525162166445,0.0,0.10721395197149622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30407930840450165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128534263004973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717122518475835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471257719955834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558765413555284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283067622584351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377695698819828
lonely,L0rd_Sciss0rs64,2019/03/23,"Is it just me? None of my friends ever invite me to join them. Whether it be for something to go eat, watch movies, parties, etc. Personally I don't know what is wrong with me. I don't think of my self as a bad guy. Sure I graduate high school in about 2 months but what if this carries over to college? Will I ever get to have fun again?",0.6557738095238115,2.473785569444445,2.18809523809524,97.69500000000002,82.19444444444444,5.2253968253968255,21.3968253968254,6.1826913282559595,-0.03786746031746047,259,8,63,2,7,84,56,72,0.083,0.762,0.155,0.65,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,3,10,11,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,10,3,12,9,2,8,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,4,44,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058551803375661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522775795556629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27496338522644315,0.0,0.4460290092668288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048042880931346,0.0,0.1288098392307982,0.0,0.14011747979805084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244118790285295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26048883938491313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549494989617614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967902525830035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152740063084543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495171915272253,0.0,0.0,0.25720070864609257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980275816111614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323662002572873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579763906235755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26955878262204064,0.0,0.0
lonely,bigosik_,2019/03/23,"I [17M] feel lonely everyday and have no one to talk to. I check my phone every now and then, but no texts, no anything. I have no friends since my best friend doesn’t want to be in touch anymore. It makes me feel something’s wrong with me. 

I’m trying to make some friends in my class at school, so that I have someone to talk to or perhaps spend time with. There are two girls in my class that I like quite a lot.

The relationship with my girlfriend is getting worse. I feel I can’t tell her about everything I want. I also feel she doesn’t even care about most of the stuff I’d want to tell her. Sometimes I’m not even sure about my feelings to her, but it’s a different story (and a complicated one). 

I’m just posting this to feel that someone perhaps cares or at least listens to what I want to express.",3.8098063474986574,4.192367893491127,4.366315223238299,91.1225658956428,71.24852071005918,7.328886498117268,27.789671866594944,6.980632752743323,1.0723207100591714,630,21,145,5,11,200,95,169,0.121,0.6859999999999999,0.193,0.9355,1,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,10,10,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,2,1,28,28,10,0,4,6,0,7,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,8,6,0,0,6,0,2,0,8,2,0,3,0,8,22,8,23,27,5,10,0,1,0,0,17,5,0,5,5,95,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492472429095692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012026934265322,0.0,0.0,0.10797067267010324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376917275840273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675448233376868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370814734538476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331955016843506,0.0,0.11054601165506638,0.0,0.11791874354170613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39804764690634215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041063586358443,0.0,0.06854928423147144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410021694984631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115459406639513,0.0,0.0,0.17516093500063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778160329482106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565828110183502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955284499448273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086524671727765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278663326325052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085342696111222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233942369048007,0.10100814731855294,0.12976526463037175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019852514446552,0.0,0.0,0.1236593167287745,0.0,0.0,0.2109154858271542,0.2293581973418565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765067877422525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890796955575556,0.0,0.12816838286793872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095528265712766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370927389057194,0.0,0.1434522526958454,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nostangela,2018/12/03,"Feelings and some wisdom. Some days ago, I woke up to an image engraved in my mind and a feeling I haven't felt in decades.

Maybe some female redditor remembers the feeling when you were a young teen and had gathered your courage to ask the boy you like for a date and he had said yes and being the awkward teens you were you had hugged, and you had laid your flushed face on his cold rain-wet coat's shoulder, full to the brim with happiness and abandon...

That feeling.

Yesterday I incidentally told my mom about that dream and she said: ""Don't worry. Right now you need a shoulder to lean on, but you possibly won't find it. When you'll find it eventually, you'll discover you don't need it anymore, but you'll still enjoy it. Hold through.""

She's awesome and so is my family. My wonderful kids love me. I'm blessed/privileged. Still I'd be so relieved to just lean on a strong reliable shoulder sometimes. I'm so tired of having to be strong ALL the time. ",2.263697988426564,4.559870801047122,3.1577514466795265,90.32791402590249,79.20942408376963,6.53414163681455,26.282998071093964,7.669130373188453,1.4386795811518325,757,31,157,12,19,240,114,191,0.031,0.7140000000000001,0.255,0.9922,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,13,0,2,10,12,0,1,11,1,18,7,4,0,1,31,34,16,0,2,3,1,5,1,0,4,1,2,0,2,6,10,0,2,9,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,11,8,24,10,17,16,5,19,0,1,0,2,26,8,0,4,12,98,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491943641758163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669157255041524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734470883488416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854435594278523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866524748990796,0.0,0.34040513495316865,0.0,0.16160150805015214,0.0,0.3076598478045968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916636796744045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222649915503932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519040089892735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908741573715244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994250539109024,0.1971196048167455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24959562429904064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974131650200304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065948634314855,0.1437336088118325,0.3201977784795062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646033243274855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688210306135351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814140445991396,0.19344460916225964,0.0,0.16082494323273105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252220699715715,0.0,0.1709243450334597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,amidnightthrowaway,2018/12/03,"London (UK). Hi,

Anyone here from London (UK) or nearby? Feeling a bit isolated lately as my friends have moved out of the city and I work pretty hard - haven't made any new friends in a while.

Drop me a message if you feel the same.

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lonely,imathrowaway801,2018/12/03,"My ex, can you please get outta my head? I never thought today would suck this much. I'll try make this as short as possible:

I was dating this girl, she cheated on my twice, I forgave her the first time but she did so again (with the same guy). I cut her outta my life and it was the worst thing I have ever been through. Last we spoke was in August. 

Last week she requested to follow me on Instagram but I rejected it. A few days later she messaged me (with a new number) saying she wanted to know how I'm doing. We had a short convo, she said she wasn't doing well and then I let the convo die out. Around this time I was basically over the breakup and didn't want to hold a grudge, which is why I allowed the convo in the first place. But I didn't want her back. 

I felt a bit better afterwards until this afternoon. Browsing my Insta feed I see a guy I know post a pic of him kissing her on the cheek. I lowkey lost it. I felt (and still do) feel like crap. I feel depressed and jealous. I still don't want her back (maybe subconsciously I still care for her or something like that) 

Her dating 3 people (including me) this year has also made me feel incredibly lonely, just after becoming okay with being single. 

So yeah im almost back at square one, 4 months after the breakup. It's a depressing fact. But oh well, no one said this would be easy.",1.114634632142412,3.283720097472924,2.7467247603635023,92.38259927797836,82.68231046931406,5.6979459728619455,18.576994896053776,6.953978226594392,0.12100134445412668,1045,25,227,13,29,343,160,277,0.184,0.708,0.10800000000000001,-0.9676,1,3,1,0,0,0,38.0,2,1,0,4,16,19,5,0,17,2,23,6,3,4,3,42,47,18,1,6,6,1,5,2,0,2,1,4,0,3,14,12,1,1,8,0,0,1,6,11,2,5,18,11,45,8,23,24,6,45,0,5,2,1,28,12,2,2,33,160,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182147241130012,0.0,0.0,0.08930253700656586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941006263476752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576022370806033,0.0,0.0,0.12333084974110092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876312688601824,0.12191482468860752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385510730900295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201797495817733,0.0,0.19236258351084015,0.0,0.11589593126492588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010119968535685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693912705439137,0.07977714030720043,0.21444161253477168,0.0,0.0,0.18997305658434466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058343017179433077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114190748919127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460573734800444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062286849971557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274193084512312,0.18205206852067315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419024106165553,0.07887589267799272,0.1091127383936506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190110336243827,0.0,0.0,0.10566494677543904,0.07454065753188065,0.0,0.1121876228987894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913400681001689,0.0,0.08209037093893053,0.0,0.08612686380269986,0.10785167648619393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513410968675464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741798536033948,0.0,0.11667148461672792,0.1225802336772183,0.0,0.12589125672803927,0.10694908539535926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21244767074168489,0.08880454402050524,0.0,0.0,0.08898661011100042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596909712973297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675396534826988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418865108805002,0.0,0.0,0.08865358412240702,0.130231464314552,0.0,0.10585019563995368,0.0,0.0,0.07581666630834162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634636682362101,0.0,0.08957501676032932,0.0,0.20080965824112512,0.0,0.1007648942512197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865446726183913,0.0,0.0,0.0719118818489309
lonely,Mattyfettywap,2018/12/03,"Feeling guilty for feeling lonely. Why? I’m a 19yr old male from UK.

I have a great girlfriend and one great friend and my mother, but I feel so alone. I feel like nobody knows me, nobody will ever get get me, and nobody will every know what feel.

I need so much love in order to feel comfortable, and yet I don’t give others nearly enough back. I caused this myself by being the way I am, and I fucking hate it. I try hard to be a good person, but I’m a selfish cunt... 

Please, any advise. 

Love to everyone reading this. 

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lonely,stoutinator3,2018/12/03,"Just want to vent I don't really know where else to post but I feel like it would make me feel better to write out how I'm feeling so here I am.

I'm a 22 year old female in college and I do have a good group of friends don't get me wrong. I probably could reach out to them but they all have their own problems and I feel like mine aren't really significant. I recently transferred from a community college to a four year school so my group isn't the biggest. I was doing really well with my mental health until I came home on Thanksgiving break.

I don't think my family is really functional. My brother is bipolar type 1 and not working. This causes a lot of fights with my family. My brother is also isolated with no friends and when I am around him I feel so guilty that I'm not around him more that I don't want to hang out with him at all. It's messed up thinking I know. But I hate being home and being around constant fighting and crying. I mean it really is constant. My family can't even go out to dinner because my brother's anxiety will be so bad and my mom and dad will start fighting.

​

Another thing that happened over break was someone who I used to really like drunk messaged me on Thanksgiving. I really liked him last year and talked with him for about 6 months, I even took him to a music festival. But he was only interested in hook ups. For some odd reason I thought maybe he had changed his mind and even though I knew it was a bad idea I hooked up with him again. It just leaves me emotionally drained.

Now I am back at school but I have felt ""off"" ever since I came back. I am dreading winter break that is coming up. Sorry for the long rant. I don't know if this fits in this community but I do feel lonely and disconnected from everyone. 

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lonely,CartysReddits,2018/12/03,"Where are you from ? I know we all feel lonely but this is a whole community and I believe we can do our part to come closer together and feel less lonely so, comment your location let’s connect.

I’m 20M from Cameroon, Africa. What about you ? ",0.3332653061224491,2.771863959183676,2.0706122448979585,92.68510204081636,93.08163265306122,5.248979591836736,21.285714285714285,6.868970318607317,0.6635632653061228,190,7,40,3,7,62,41,49,0.11599999999999999,0.884,0.0,-0.6553,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,3,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,10,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,0,4,9,4,3,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320254787544411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33031482621511354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38777543581245466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073830534373986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921114442706776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152472853784909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281167908276223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Slo-Mo-Au,2018/12/03,"Oklaho[m]a here. Just here to rabbles When I think of the time I've wasted with the wrong people, I dont feel I have the energy left to search for the right ones.

I look back and it used to be somewhat easy to meet people. Now it's as if there are no people at all. Not people that care, that are willing to simply say hi, let alone spend the time to get to know someone without having some kind of motive driven agenda. 

What happened to actually having conversations instead of filling out ""questionaires"" to be filtered through like interviewees at a fucking jury selection. 

It's looney like toons to think you can actually find quality connections based on a favorite song and the fact you wear saddles with socks and horse head mask. Nonsense. 

Lol that got out of hand there at the end. ",5.201581818181815,6.76403534,5.3828484848484885,80.75809090909092,68.93333333333334,8.121212121212123,28.96969696969697,8.575989854853784,2.1767333333333334,631,23,115,10,11,199,103,150,0.098,0.7859999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.4365,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,9,6,1,0,9,1,11,4,3,2,2,22,23,6,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,0,6,1,1,2,4,2,0,1,2,5,6,4,26,17,3,16,0,0,1,1,6,8,1,3,8,78,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.33113885512693186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572268660992152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046259145546366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298567572599952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988471516947808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027361315658275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578816851725447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507154363628922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685337520861126,0.0886434213555897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356973061980591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003498032689264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412614493801734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668090863203065,0.09324393234961442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434247870856224,0.17349486095300787,0.0,0.16578036091181433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247661057949454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496999355371175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704998423850201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489373735256975,0.0,0.13492512033943374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375735238607865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743009450061646,0.0,0.0,0.19786708201062653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465368480940798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355185701986716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550300885984025,0.0,0.0
lonely,luckyturtle2,2018/12/03,"It sucks Am sorry but it sucks , it sucks real balls not having any friends at University ! ",2.4911764705882358,5.275364294117646,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,82.52941176470588,5.752941176470588,20.264705882352946,7.1686216300943375,0.7097294117647066,71,2,13,1,2,23,13,17,0.52,0.48,0.0,-0.9006,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580123262766632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067433637781114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5992292025454182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5893312931392845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LonelyMilo,2018/12/03,"Lookin for Someone to chat (14m) Someone want to chat ??? 
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lonely,StoPeean,2018/12/03,"Someone actually called me a background character It was freshman year and I was sitting at a lunch table and I was talking with a group of acquaintances I was trying to make friends. They were all getting into drama with other people and themselves. I’m quiet so I just sort of listened.

Then someone made a comment about how I wasn’t really involved in anything. It’s true since I wasn’t really any of their friends, I just sort of listened to them. After that another person said something like, “Yeah you’re like a background character, dude”. and he called me boring and uninteresting.

Everyone laughed and I fake laughed it off then they went back to gossiping. That made me feel worse and way more isolated. I was never really any of their friends, I was just a punching bag or a brick wall to talk to when no one else would listen. God I was such an idiot. I thought I could’ve actually became friends with at least one of them.

Screw you, John.",2.5197069597069586,5.27388928571429,3.480109890109893,85.54822344322349,81.96703296703296,6.3238095238095235,26.7985347985348,7.62386473244151,1.8104952380952373,758,33,139,13,21,242,107,182,0.109,0.728,0.162,0.8722,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,6,0,9,14,2,0,8,1,11,2,0,4,3,27,23,13,0,1,4,0,1,2,4,1,0,5,0,1,6,11,1,0,2,1,0,1,4,5,0,2,15,6,23,9,21,7,3,16,0,0,0,1,25,6,1,3,9,94,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.2786708846179753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419443694297567,0.14972024338806147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749810059014065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979118036906772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915944605269637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400046887390775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927673031855797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364351098531183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219528738569612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44125463126173375,0.0,0.07459813387123422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951295389323573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702091261687346,0.09530864563125924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101229183280609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350667740790908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898763408464463,0.12467245699158755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744110050783945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581916524713833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181114298251124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419588516389017,0.10992119582621963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295268553661559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335361550104027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694016690199772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133343619386654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236111094496975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550789881092688,0.1014288235357168,0.0,0.0,0.09194745915523207
lonely,wingedjackal,2018/12/03,"Say where you are from! Hi everyone,
Obviously there are lots of posts here about people saying how they are isolated, or they don't have any friends. Every time you make a post like that, I suggest you say where you are from (if you are comfortable with it). Especially if you're from a country other than the USA (like myself), it's good to know which redditors you might actually be able to meet irl. I don't think it's for everyone, but certainly a lot of us could benefit from it. 


Feel free to comment your location.
I'm from Queensland, Australia. 

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lonely,AverageFella44,2018/12/03,"Just Don't Comprehend Saw some old high school friends on break(all in different cities for college). It was great seeing them but it really made me realize how alone I was. It was the first social interaction I had outside work in months and it struck pretty hard. In the few years since high school I really have not made any new friends only acquaintances, mostly through work. It's good working with a variety of people, but I really don't know them and they really don't know me. I have always been pretty shy but will liven up once I get to know someone. Life just been kinda rough. Feel like an emotional wreck which I also don't think helps with anything. Don't feel like I'm moving in the right direction in life or progressing currently. Just waiting on that big social break through, weather it be one person or a group. ",4.414063860667632,6.408920062893086,4.690691823899376,83.21699564586359,71.64150943396227,8.414320270924044,26.06724721819061,9.057496981413335,2.1181607160135463,666,22,124,14,13,209,102,159,0.091,0.742,0.16699999999999998,0.9335,2,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,5,5,6,0,0,6,0,15,2,0,3,0,27,28,9,0,0,9,0,4,2,2,1,2,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,7,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,9,6,12,6,15,17,3,20,0,0,2,0,11,12,0,5,8,74,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969304085622588,0.0,0.10014061654990612,0.10419538916070133,0.0,0.0,0.08515578840557457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304768302759412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083115883318075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085877948108225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663280603246685,0.17891836636990593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065144376179803,0.0,0.0,0.19349362733669806,0.0,0.06542373719237819,0.0,0.0,0.10503093156098538,0.0,0.13805856340238726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217501980090244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393419372813476,0.26460949677812223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645750462474854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689711375428618,0.12235505577389608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369776553386719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999516329179131,0.13309200385688985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094094682298208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314002489406737,0.13335818003059338,0.08485420043856581,0.09523757134374906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868137126436396,0.1093397064787828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547931830933684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32088369234426817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069395748540592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534642890782268,0.09978634762130564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358558241728204,0.0,0.0,0.2552977208595291,0.10610086003168287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023770485605966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734910383413106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063936845474473
lonely,yurixtaka,2018/12/03,Join discord chat and talk with people Anyone is welcome https://discord.gg/hWdJyz,14.899090909090907,19.99574072727273,10.154545454545453,41.8518181818182,50.81818181818182,8.036363636363637,38.27272727272727,8.841846274778883,4.4769272727272735,72,3,6,1,1,20,11,11,0.17,0.503,0.327,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5501133826763029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454328831049778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6323592619929175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ki10k4hn,2018/12/03,"Wish I could love myself I found someone at the most convenient time. I was just previously going through the feelings of loneliness, and I was so happy that someone would finally give me attention. 
Now that’s over, and I’m hurt. 
I need to find a way to love myself, validate myself, because i can’t have that happen to me again. It almost pushed me over the edge.",3.5920187793427227,5.549525690140847,4.813732394366198,81.62698356807516,73.78873239436619,8.11361502347418,27.32629107981221,8.841846274778883,2.2611389671361497,288,11,54,6,6,95,50,71,0.079,0.688,0.23399999999999999,0.9208,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,0,0,13,16,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,1,12,3,8,11,1,10,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,2,4,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280153485573252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880787905659805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818052558762351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513533958121246,0.0,0.0,0.24944153849021,0.2081197809037731,0.0,0.0,0.2496686222384316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21843699698323785,0.12941095414327855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136026572851884,0.24239799579171065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437647112289656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110283391849228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884161847680887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858702632388799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277759668371453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074296426463984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618514451355176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175629274413514,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fairytalenever,2018/12/03,"I’ve finally come to terms with my loneliness For the longest, I’ve distracted myself with ambitious fitness and financial goals in the hopes that the romantic emptiness in my love life will go away. However, I come to terms with the fact that this loneliness is here to stay.

I have great friends and a loving family but their love doesn’t fill this void in my life. I constantly feel lonely and unwanted. I’m starting to feel like I’m broken. Sometimes I call a friend to distract me from my loneliness, only to have the lonely feeling rush back to me after the call. I find myself preoccupied  with my friend’s problems to keep me distracted from my own. I can tell my friends are starting to see how long I’ve been single and are starting to pity me. 

All I want is someone to truly love me romantically. Someone I can share my life with. It would be nice to just be in a relationship with someone where I don’t have to hold back my feelings. So much in my life has improved but I can’t help but feel worse. The fact that   I can’t achieve romantic love makes me want to cry sometimes. Unfortunately, no one in my life understands my pain and I’m too ashamed to ever express my true sadness.

After getting rejected from a close friend , experiencing little to no attention on dating apps, and having the one woman who’s ever shown me mutual attraction distance her self from me, I’m ready to embrace my loneliness. Ive done it all from gym, going clubbing, and being more social but nothing gas changed. I can tell that my friends and family starting to pity me as they realize how long I’ve been single.  

Part of me hopes for a future where I won’t feel this way but I’m done being optimistic. While the romantic area of happiness won’t be addressed anytime in the near future, I hope to find happiness in the other areas of my life. ",5.568581809373863,6.265253306406687,6.307419159501027,77.6423131888095,67.46796657381616,9.69751725808405,32.32178757417948,9.761364909221204,3.0593700133220283,1463,60,276,31,23,481,167,359,0.16699999999999998,0.568,0.265,0.9934,1,7,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,3,12,34,0,4,16,0,30,12,0,3,7,54,64,18,0,8,6,0,6,1,6,4,7,0,1,2,11,17,0,2,11,2,0,6,8,12,0,2,4,8,46,22,49,51,10,46,0,6,1,5,26,18,0,3,21,189,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440217487182374,0.1217853654916824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172491192485292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377315379933242,0.13643137862715538,0.0,0.08557690490700341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698715486714237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620789550202743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326486169458974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930769854331144,0.0,0.2402468786150653,0.05657377998907059,0.0,0.08674943076728962,0.14475754626989631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36709476363992105,0.0,0.04137381968190082,0.0,0.09001168510209331,0.0,0.0,0.08730791533593539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859973107396514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307978946910637,0.0,0.0,0.23596240026672904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038824327858809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33560797353400873,0.038688526764165405,0.07936978465214771,0.0,0.14016237686004976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573630385433572,0.0,0.052860339982237436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821420229951615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598551584570712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732319915854914,0.0602280192605305,0.08426438104649765,0.0,0.0,0.08575570201392793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757747086410421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850210674329898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310465482978163,0.0,0.08261306593600817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807248433162952,0.20129381350398548,0.0,0.1566430552844855,0.0,0.22420605520878906,0.08440664224826068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843214857422448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244020671584708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341733449277037,0.06285781173437341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070198616613135,0.05625472967940149,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,canigetuhhhhhhhhhh,2018/12/03,"I have become the very thing i swore to destroy I'm ignoring my parents. I'm ghosting them. Just like I feel every person in my life who I used to want to connect to, ghosted me. All the people in high school who i used to have friend-crushes on but didn't apparently give a damn enough to check in on me and try to really connect in the way i wanted, or even just like throw me half an invite. I thought i'd gotten over all that, and a *lot* of time and experience has passed since then, to the point where now, ""loneliness"" isn't something i even deal with anymore. I'm still subscribed to this sub because it's such a valuable hub of experiences and gives me perspective on what i was going through when i was in the same place a lot of yall are in (btw it doesn't last forever).

But now i'm in this really weird place—someone from high school will text me and say hey what's up, and i honestly just don't care about them anymore. I don't. And it's not just me being 'over' the fact that i think they should've reached out more back in the dark ol' days; it seems like it's more than that, because i'm *literally not interested in these people at all*. **Or my parents.** That's kind of a longer-term thing that started in the beginning of my teenage years and hasn't stopped since, but, it's the same kind of feeling—now, when family or even an old acquaintance reaches out to me, i just don't want to even *try* to connect, and i'd rather ghost them and avoid talking because i'm honestly not interested in their lives. Which is really fucked up because, yeah, that's exactly the way i felt everyone else was to me, growing up.

I'm not typing this with anger, per se. And i'm not sure if ""numbness"" describes the feeling either, although that's maybe a close runner-up to whatever the right word is. I got inspired to share this because my dad just texted me for like the fifth time in a row this week without me responding once, and i looked at it and it was him nicely asking if i wanted to call around dinnertime. And i don't, and i didn't, but; just something about that made me so…like a tinge of *sadness*. How sad it is that i don't even want to connect with my own family anymore (not like i ever did since i was like 11 idk). Doesn't it seem so … idk. Just wanted to get this out and see if anyone deals with similar things, or has also moved on from ""loneliness"" into whatever weird phase of post-loneliness i'm in. I definitely no longer have self-esteem or what's-wrong-with-me issues and really enjoy hanging out with myself, i just find myself ghosting *so* many people in the same way i used to hate.",4.915055970149254,4.86617796828358,5.626455223880598,84.55725746268658,68.75746268656717,8.938805970149254,29.06343283582089,8.660442795831766,1.9091447761194016,2045,66,442,30,32,667,232,536,0.09699999999999999,0.774,0.129,0.9071,3,1,2,0,0,0,76.0,0,1,5,0,31,31,5,1,24,1,28,3,0,5,7,95,68,37,4,10,30,3,3,6,0,1,2,1,0,1,34,29,0,3,9,0,1,6,19,12,0,1,13,6,52,19,71,53,13,65,0,2,2,1,24,38,2,12,24,289,86,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039900456406959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247078025226384,0.05281031313973145,0.0,0.0,0.06723514278603653,0.07060765475923081,0.0,0.0,0.058075687487661336,0.0,0.23020313375631424,0.0834137618716885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712162628077658,0.0,0.07700492479282531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048708739348291834,0.15573027316759827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309321105069612,0.0,0.0,0.07803969686292485,0.0,0.2494247274035492,0.06831859724809271,0.06363484972311237,0.07216939261914344,0.0,0.14776001704660466,0.14240047981291346,0.0,0.0763775548126788,0.0,0.07251787221488362,0.0,0.06903041251886166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058352059749918535,0.06982359846124843,0.039459799004848896,0.14490497679416764,0.0429237985460903,0.0,0.0604059313842944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456738714885097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959708212534413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883068287057718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572997304480593,0.0,0.06156467714164714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053347033147589935,0.22139239281919926,0.0,0.06669182404179833,0.0,0.06342375249491047,0.0,0.0,0.12842090031293207,0.0,0.07146557999894987,0.0,0.07657263760694588,0.0758771360213193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027336784357951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925299952125242,0.08043390985424663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772784075857033,0.0,0.0,0.15708297013252004,0.06594736140210257,0.15781951483291934,0.0,0.07139753381496196,0.0,0.0723340961348325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353840895095956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449974138586467,0.0,0.06006219128142187,0.0,0.1528749400622582,0.0601853301193473,0.13751409320594896,0.07879125016913216,0.0,0.0,0.18743042376043045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399387731062788,0.1162889222178742,0.0,0.0,0.0534584789501505,0.0,0.06031604958988284,0.06314404791456127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118340968692634,0.0,0.0,0.06070583209626396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053057256390756,0.04839472402685302,0.0,0.059960090849789635,0.08808093332154457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255590328981097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569352640623824,0.0,0.06231777763613965,0.26728708668873635,0.17984971916973266,0.060583293907271185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280544124064073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825770410535087,0.0,0.048636984184279856
lonely,perpetually_unsynced,2018/12/03,"Aside from general attractiveness and personality, what typically keeps a person single when they’re actively interested in being in a romantic relationship? The reason I ask is because my last serious relationship was around 8 years ago in high school. I’d describe myself as a decent looking twenty-six year old dude with hobbies, a good job, a degree, and a healthy social life. I’m interested in being in a relationship, but definitely won’t settle. Still, it seems there’s always a halt when I start “talking to” someone casually even there seems to be potential there, and I can’t put my finger on why that is. 

So, just curious: what kind of habits, personality traits, etc. do you think make a person chronically single? ",9.014483516483516,9.02013464615385,9.89747252747253,57.18038461538464,60.23076923076921,12.96703296703297,37.802197802197796,12.28987398476788,5.1146043956043945,584,25,91,18,7,201,96,130,0.009000000000000001,0.809,0.182,0.9522,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,0,10,0,9,3,1,2,0,15,18,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,4,5,0,2,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,7,6,13,13,3,18,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,2,9,59,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702960336670152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192397074367854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275701928722149,0.1339691084549985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735627517453648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598209019226878,0.09465038449677728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019589016390432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140765457555647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220627251844428,0.12737443143085575,0.0,0.1492281872284045,0.0,0.11681120038770346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121925864656396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203385611034308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565597089602892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503725583925948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005071612773963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405925463446795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473395137835182,0.0,0.4615618867369501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503044673477533,0.0,0.26091562635268073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607952323887385,0.12142030094495618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143071298336358,0.0,0.11444208728696925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518165037045215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918228774756974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930881093601376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456507106280828
lonely,socialskill9,2018/12/03,"just a rant about loneliness im shy and awkward which makes it hard for me to find friends. anyways, when i was little i had two really good friends. but they used to be best friends before me and even after i became friends eith them they hung out amd had sleepovers and such and were prrtty toght. i always felt like i was intruding. then in middle school ond of these friends just kind of became pretty distant and stopped inviting me to things. it sucked. i found a new group of friends that were more in line with my interests like more nerdy. but in high school, these friends became closer and were really interesred in anime and cartoons and such. i was not and since most of their conversations revolved around this i almost always felt like an outsoder. the best way to fit in i thought was my dark sense of humor which kind of helped. i had some other friends but they became closer to others and more distant gradually. now im in college with like two friends i see but all we talk about is school and careers. i just dont feel like i belong. ive always felt like an outsider. but now i have no one to share things with. loke ill read a really knteresting article but have no one to shafe it with or watch a freat show but no one is jnterested in it. thats not to say i havent tried to make friends but its just so hard since i go to a really big school coipled woth my anxiety. 

i just want someone to talk to.",2.907570422535212,4.886345207746484,3.382653521126759,91.0440366197183,75.79577464788733,6.374985915492957,24.036056338028175,7.24861992348623,0.848406084507042,1125,36,235,13,25,350,144,284,0.09300000000000001,0.639,0.268,0.9966,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,5,2,16,26,1,1,8,0,18,1,0,3,1,50,31,23,0,1,16,0,6,6,10,0,1,1,0,0,16,18,0,1,7,2,0,1,7,2,0,5,15,9,30,24,35,15,8,25,0,0,2,0,23,16,1,4,13,158,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941601152303099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979730879350057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067078913756339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060138370088324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748569628466942,0.0,0.1664587657999443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294897703176813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238251948075998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04010076300890277,0.05665801171538544,0.2284458056871079,0.0,0.07248653664325333,0.0,0.0,0.08695768204236344,0.612735541181368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507285097461427,0.0665202111062991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420896851453063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315881905313408,0.08379378971894517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713335893034873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517520697100924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324767766705946,0.07948795695705255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058780856634101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659664819205365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122448623105384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068526136024769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932996686328593,0.0,0.2032282360831533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306930627142474,0.0,0.3210577639712118,0.06319861026312623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120962953595458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719783879827203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630546125900028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749034410022342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537809318081053,0.0,0.0,0.0629620940093398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05384526884992615,0.0,0.15494577053477765,0.0,0.0,0.0684970843772052,0.0,0.0,0.046778210976303684,0.0629513996472861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,spero_,2018/12/03,"I'm really trying Reddit, but what can I really do now? \[F 20\] What do you really write in these things?

I was in a relationship for 4 years. That's done and gone and now I have a partner that compliments who I am and really makes me happy.er place. I thought I was ugly and unworthy.

I was in a relationship for 4 years. Thats done and gone and now I have a partner that compliments who I am and really makes me happy.

I get less mental breakdowns! I really appreciate a lot in life now and the people that I have managed to meet through my boyfriend, and him especially. I do talk to them and they invite me to things. I've got much more positive outlook on life and like to push myself and others,  you can always improve!

I have people that consider me as a friend but its like, I don't regularly talk to anyone, don't have friends that catchup, ask how I am, ask how they are, get the gossip and make plans.

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But of the 98% of the time I'm enjoying life and having the most supportive boyfriend and having a better relationship with my family.

I end up being hit with the reality that I don't really have anyone close to me other than my partner.

I don't have anyone making plans with me or telling about some ridiculous thing that happened at yesterday. I don't have someone to give advice to and take advice from. I don't have a connection with anyone. 

I've had bestfriends, in highschool but that's that. I've reached out to old friends, I've met up with some whilst others reply, estatic about how a good idea that is but it never materialises.

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I spend time gaming, outside of when I'm with my partner and his friends. I have a small group of online friends I've known, some for 3 years. We talk sometimes, play games and give advice and make fun of each other. They're as close as real connected friends I have.

Sometimes my heart breaks down and I realise I've got no close friends. I feel like its too late. Everyone's got their little cliché groups, their and long time all time besties.

I meet new people occasionally, I have no problem with conversation or new endeavours. I just think that I've missed that window to really connect with someone, people.

I'll sit at my PC or piano, or look around while I'm out, and realise how alone I really am without my partner and his friends.

I think like is beautiful and people equally as great.

I've cried and stopped and cried a few times typing this.

I appear to have it all together on social media when in the end I don't. I'm as lonely as I was in the beginning.

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I don't know what I expect from anyone who managed to read this.

Maybe just to vent it out. Or to have a copy of these feelings I'm trying to explain, just available if anything did ever happen to me, so they can understand why.

I know I'm not alone at all in anything I've felt.

But I'm alone, here and now. And every day after.

And that really hurts.

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lonely,brokenandscattered,2018/12/03,"I feel like an NPC It’s so hilarious how just nothing ever happens in my life. Sometimes a great person shows up, learns something valuable from me or uses me in any other way and then disappears from my life. I’m a plot device in a movie about someone else! I’m the crazy, chubby-but-cute girl in the subplot no one cares about! Dear writer, can you please kill me off already?! And then play Elliot Smith over a montage of my funeral and my few scenes with the protagonist whoever it is. K thx bye!",2.6358555555555583,4.644155230000006,3.9653333333333336,86.42322222222224,76.7,6.4444444444444455,25.11111111111111,7.3871296695380915,1.2154777777777772,393,14,78,5,9,129,77,100,0.122,0.645,0.233,0.9179,0,1,1,0,0,1,13.0,0,1,0,0,6,7,1,0,8,0,2,2,0,2,1,11,8,8,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,9,6,13,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,5,48,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264022431022239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270073493429227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439351144258397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986578389047646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641868857041066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097387032661935,0.1709229063970536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637780725199714,0.0,0.0,0.2115712757158564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26469879437793503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379839580428726,0.11688728312000465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295703984237345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621245135781354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089071211092585,0.0,0.2626287395895677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271890176270396,0.1841892036385556,0.2366280481992808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066383974130336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990846772963574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lani97,2018/12/03,"Everyone says I’ll find that special someone, but I don’t think so. So my twenty first birthday is in a week, I and have never had any romantic interactions before. I’ve never been asked on a date. I haven’t had my first kiss yet, and the only time a boy ever told me he liked me was sophomore year of high school. I’ve had crushes on guys, but they didn’t like me back. All of my friends are currently in happy relationships, and I just feel so lonely. They all tell me the right person will come at the right time, but I’m losing hope that there even is someone for me. I only have one wish this year and that is to no longer be lonely.  ",3.5187728026534018,4.06397419402985,4.658457711442786,88.18247927031511,71.98507462686567,7.448092868988391,23.844112769485914,7.3871296695380915,0.7891983416252071,498,12,111,5,9,164,85,134,0.139,0.674,0.187,0.8146,1,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,3,9,10,0,0,6,0,16,1,0,0,5,19,24,10,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,3,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,3,0,3,7,2,15,7,9,15,2,23,0,3,0,1,13,8,0,1,16,74,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009733221838597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135434325768804,0.0,0.0,0.12449085823495025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776470075482364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394622362621395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693320982582744,0.14644752688687393,0.0,0.1547020795468167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186134129309668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797337182812575,0.2754235653043085,0.0,0.0,0.12508328893373524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603061341802086,0.0,0.17234521680696707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105589778682456,0.0,0.16080290983944312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819200874495018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811243263641968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24973402358756416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970741121338404,0.24626399985790196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136455329990594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381966396458956,0.0,0.2765228793120906,0.0,0.12874912142339334,0.0,0.16385111665712532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743541420796699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415074538203882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373877587633376,0.0,0.0,0.1888100073832819,0.0,0.0,0.1547020795468167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986615534803264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617663869579612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851616795228145
lonely,TextbookEmo,2019/04/23,Just need attention I'm tired of being lonely,0.706666666666667,2.4502824444444467,3.2094444444444434,80.06750000000002,113.44444444444444,6.2444444444444445,15.611111111111107,7.1686216300943375,1.2885111111111107,38,1,6,1,2,13,9,9,0.474,0.526,0.0,-0.6597,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5421110382001346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8403068619626832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,omarkab02,2019/04/23,I am my own worst enemy I keep screwing things up with people. I have no friends in my senior year of high school.,0.036249999999999005,2.3052334583333334,1.788333333333334,96.49000000000002,89.41666666666666,4.866666666666667,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.3753166666666661,89,2,20,1,3,29,21,24,0.38,0.519,0.10099999999999999,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,3,2,5,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,15,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503058224061043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790558152286243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030143803458812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143395410210449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588782455435776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012275044803082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919831590700725
lonely,Mikaotic25,2019/04/23,"I don't understand why I often randomly feel lonely I'm in uni right now and I am loving all the new found freedom. I have made a lot of friends here and many people know me. I have 'got with' quite a few attractive guys. I get invited to parties and people come to the parties I host. Base on all these I really shouldn't be feeling lonely at all? However, sometimes random waves of loneliness would just hit me really hard. It's especially bad at night, and sometimes I cry myself to sleep. I really don't understand why.

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I do have unrequited feelings for one of my close friends, however, I didn't think that single fact could override all of my other socialising. And it's not like I have no close friends. There are quite a few people who I can confide in and not be afraid of judgment at all.  So I just don't really understand where my loneliness is coming from. Is anyone else in the same situation and can anyone give me any advice on how to stop feeling like this?",3.5696134020618584,5.399646000000002,5.0140077319587615,80.71059922680415,73.5360824742268,8.561340206185568,27.073453608247426,9.188382445141503,2.3749804123711344,780,29,149,18,16,261,111,194,0.14300000000000002,0.72,0.13699999999999998,0.5192,2,4,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,9,11,0,1,6,0,20,2,1,2,6,43,39,9,0,3,4,0,5,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,7,12,0,1,10,0,0,2,8,4,0,1,4,5,22,7,20,29,10,18,0,2,0,1,7,12,0,4,6,105,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139916442075852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639312494143345,0.1417457687508312,0.0793278193889454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313252574731466,0.1195244512115907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740011128295137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097190125981815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313766910573246,0.0,0.12813748622014015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744834166174368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359323905925172,0.08333669453659785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790363739515395,0.27037670268236275,0.0,0.0609462081782224,0.11190387564661196,0.0,0.0,0.0932978008553524,0.0,0.0,0.1155044886461288,0.0,0.0,0.10449788414071956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410925960922803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139812095864592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991739329937405,0.10528359387515432,0.11037958190456536,0.0,0.11826750338426807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266388070541918,0.0,0.10947063349218833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904687177252727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426168313166936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481489584683992,0.0,0.0,0.29892276341695706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962074731960406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311224945832142,0.1167369204585581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23074495732907516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975268599047756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474632409824918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643186468682026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052179057535253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286671359836396,0.0,0.1417457687508312,0.0
lonely,Morningstar-X,2019/04/23,"I have joined this place recently and I've been debating whether I should post or not. I've just been feeling really lonely for a long time, a few years actually. Some days feel worse than others and sometimes if feels like it's not actually getting better at all, I've been through a lot in life and I've lost a lot of things. I think this has left mark on me, a scar that just doesn't heal. Or at least it doesn't actually feel like it is healing. I don't feel like I have anyone irl to talk to or relate to. It just feels like I'm on my own, a lot of people say it gets better, but I'm scared it doesn't. I haven't felt less lonely or depressed in years, at least not in any meaningful way. I just feel so stressed out and fed up with life. There are days where I just wish I'd go to sleep and never wake up again, and other days where I just ignore my sad existence and pretend like I'm fine... I'm scared that life may not actually get any happier for me... I'm not sure why I'm posting here but I guess I just felt the need to at least get it off my chest, and put it out there... The internet is the only place I got to vent from time to time, so I guess that's why I came here...  I'm sorry if that was too long.",2.14278083267871,2.7249483134328365,3.736425765907306,93.3972623723488,75.19402985074628,7.283896307934015,21.567949725058927,7.475848149327749,0.3537731343283585,940,20,237,11,19,314,127,268,0.16399999999999998,0.763,0.073,-0.9729,0,4,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,3,17,18,0,3,9,0,17,9,3,0,3,58,47,19,0,5,21,0,9,5,0,2,5,1,0,0,17,12,1,1,11,1,0,3,11,9,0,0,10,10,19,9,29,35,11,38,0,5,0,0,2,19,0,13,18,142,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.35827186684448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483256646949464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641775231581811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235101967304502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049764710829264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757930572725453,0.0,0.07905344475364977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248613197814686,0.26228209826570714,0.17625411200038107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918134556597132,0.0,0.052162975590392784,0.0,0.07340806804249837,0.0,0.20222089891769615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972360984388133,0.0,0.1944893100439085,0.22420518790848465,0.0,0.0,0.16245194464584414,0.0,0.0,0.1001931037126917,0.2340944830800593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805669026670745,0.07078949705464073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980588564654469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363148505205612,0.0,0.1917895381760672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758074456985853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226829430793804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058799195573709925,0.0,0.09062565007623212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299033924861438,0.18378363829965336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185030859815743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077674592961417,0.10274469958683992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051382885547891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650535571666634,0.0,0.0,0.07377252119081916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060977226684070386,0.05881149603770248,0.0,0.0,0.160560006236304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285388548046129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656416098268354,0.0,0.10554709708569526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353576104492296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118211803462394
lonely,oreo_bitch,2019/04/23,"My crush told me she loves me but she also loves someone else Single people of reddit. We are all the best people to go to for relationship advice right?
So please help me.
Im a girl. Im bi. Have a friend that i know for 4 anda half years now. Me and her always had a connection and we ""dated"" for a while back in 2015. But since thenwe went our separate ways. But a few months ago she started working near where i live so we stared hanging out alot. A few days ago she told me she loved me and still had feeling.tbh i never had a gf but i really do love her and she means a lot to me. Today i sent her a text that said how much she means to me and that i want a serious relationship with her. She texts me back that she feels the sam way about everything BUT that she also loves some other guy and wants be with him too. So at the end she told me she wants me but also him. I dont know what to do about this. I dont wanna be someone second choice again.
Can someone give me some advice?",0.10803527481542474,2.123436669811319,2.086858080393764,96.51802707136996,85.60377358490567,5.007711238720263,15.34946677604594,6.280692351149826,-0.6760219852337981,762,13,180,7,23,253,114,212,0.012,0.866,0.122,0.9661,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,4,0,0,2,16,8,0,0,14,0,12,6,0,1,2,34,34,20,0,4,6,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,8,12,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,9,3,43,7,18,23,10,28,0,0,1,6,40,6,0,4,16,134,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197925637543172,0.17954483576161867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24296398200114894,0.08426726180589271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574539559934508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627978184202544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531271696574267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373824401232959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460060947889213,0.0,0.08969783241353349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101765631526633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05120667960985658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824328064750433,0.0,0.0,0.0971503046774796,0.05755578861298673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027620758216013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788116762486156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878447080726715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131400173042544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942592819791058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609869632068942,0.4570142527865586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22063200641865324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083515486496193,0.0,0.07444731910138801,0.0,0.0781079929275919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041991513463772,0.0,0.0,0.11116735943219834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487808704834336,0.0,0.0,0.21745863681024888,0.0,0.08648660199098977,0.09633382913946716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837740850452641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574248924680541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168156170341815,0.0,0.08087676109182385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599497726248968,0.2903121191467856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792003455136801,0.16077161185262048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388110008835024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372796152533556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521650169142745
lonely,hima5656_2,2019/04/23,"Here to help Please fell free to reach out to me...if you need any help. If is indeed a great charity to help people and it is greatest wealth to make good friends. 

#HelpEachOther",3.2433333333333323,5.182547428571431,3.120000000000001,93.47333333333334,74.71428571428572,6.9523809523809526,23.095238095238088,7.793537801064563,0.8608095238095244,140,4,30,2,3,42,27,35,0.0,0.374,0.626,0.9862,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,6,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183145518264365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24803055273290975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692686096973366,0.0,0.3539418043015941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6455482203769304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142931031776464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380431045290996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256498498867186,0.0,0.0,0.3523996102623246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mesut0zil11,2019/04/23,"Adulthood Overwhelming Stress I just need a place to vent out. Too much stress building up inside. I feel like I could explode in excessive anger with a random trigger. I changed my job 6 months ago. The previous job wasn't that stressful, but I foresee I don't have a future in the next 10 years with it. 

A friend doing business got very rich from the trade. Offered me a job with promise of increment of pay and other benefits if I could expand his business. Took the job knowing I could trust my close friend. Venture into unskilled territory. Let's just say expanding his business requires a lot of funding, the market is also very competitive. It's no easy trade. Investing huge amount of money without seeing returns in short few months brings incredible amount of pressure on myself. In the beginning I already predicted it wouldn't be a simple task, therefore I dedicated insane amount of time trying to make it work. I work 12-14 hours per day, 7 days a week since January. I actually had to work mostly alone during that time. I sacrificed moving one town to another leaving my newly wed wife behind. I actually persuaded her to resign to come to my current town. She resigned without finding a job first, and she will be jobless next month. At least on the bright side her family can support her while she looks for job. Of course, I didn't get my increment as promised because I still couldn't make it profitable. 

I have never worked so hard before. I sacrificed insane amount of things in life. I couldn't even afford time to find my friends or be with my family due to time commitment to my job. They have of course stop paying attention to me. Yet the results of my hardwork now still abysmal. I know I could make it work, if only those on the higher ups set some realistic expectations and be more patient. I lack funding, manpower and support. The higher ups wouldn't try to understand I'm doing, what I achieved or give me the support that I need. They don't sit beside me to try to comprehend the challenges I faced. All that matters to them where are the profits right here right now. Or how much they have already spent without seeing results. They promised all departments will work together, in the end it's just me. 

It's a very lonely battle with no tap on the shoulder, no applause and insane amount of sacrifices. I only wish that I could live to see it become a success. Perhaps this is the sort of things people don't tell others. Sometimes I wish I could learn to let out when alone.",4.596147324377887,6.485858997907956,5.065580268663293,81.14937678925348,70.94560669456067,7.793085223519049,30.15216912574323,8.452757503120043,2.387405020920502,2003,84,359,33,38,638,252,478,0.115,0.7040000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.9905,11,4,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,5,11,16,28,2,5,27,0,34,3,2,8,4,71,61,17,0,18,12,1,2,1,3,4,1,1,0,0,21,15,0,2,8,0,12,5,16,10,0,2,6,8,57,18,58,37,16,65,1,4,5,0,22,27,0,10,32,242,78,26,0.0,0.0,0.1267216867791168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755519172800636,0.0,0.0,0.13449267524967234,0.14330041375851998,0.051923292614747686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680831864194371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039579806856524256,0.07170841965062913,0.05524936556832622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868573667496622,0.055930147795522564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31104071160751506,0.0,0.0,0.08374701352549653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750737324466236,0.0,0.0,0.042884657453551744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241760994526213,0.0,0.03282979708325217,0.04638492856965523,0.0,0.0,0.11868693315074373,0.0552281432117752,0.0,0.0,0.15049077852869086,0.0,0.03392245791194292,0.062285327098690835,0.0,0.0,0.051929247403506525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816317671945505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394148702780869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510205766185017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136600375532304,0.0,0.0,0.0687498994448801,0.0,0.13278756682930487,0.04586091496446215,0.0317207821497467,0.0,0.05733304910779208,0.0,0.054523581692894736,0.0,0.0,0.05519988311830908,0.0,0.0,0.13002082031910142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547591163668095,0.06900871293817594,0.09545982665199942,0.09628731011631142,0.05007685672904577,0.0,0.13810437839330908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04399722740638784,0.09876208985262193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04501324197781312,0.0,0.06783645614800388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089715698877904,0.0,0.05163374389192232,0.0,0.0,0.15521880846167538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053709520590390684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421594006717511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037039572034332,0.0542831276841577,0.2231261090313153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210402541962287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056750364962353576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627121173175673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144130628124006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721379450586581,0.13224655474838082,0.0,0.0,0.06759285132654967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071842044365173,0.0,0.0,0.052081720879615635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932912589694824,0.18776625161795035,0.0,0.2836122983970257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04181182090543152
lonely,shubhammithalsm,2019/04/23,"Any love for the lonely male? Facebook profile
https://www.facebook.com/shubhammithal",20.593333333333334,27.276320000000005,8.453888888888889,42.46750000000004,71.22222222222223,6.2444444444444445,37.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,4.534066666666668,76,3,5,1,2,17,9,9,0.182,0.511,0.307,0.4019,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6017711901495146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7986685386980238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,weirdhoney__,2019/04/23,no service dead tone (everything is so much more stressful when u realize yr on yr own),6.187058823529411,6.324045352941178,7.004705882352942,75.12117647058824,66.05882352941177,11.505882352941176,40.52941176470589,11.20814326018867,4.795047058823531,69,4,13,2,1,23,16,17,0.44299999999999995,0.557,0.0,-0.8849,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5510208749585417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507040564467267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7023117889245409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FullMetalMasochist,2019/04/23,"I wish I knew why people keep abandoning me. It seems like no matter what I do, it always ends with the other person leaving. I try my best to be there for them when they need it and I do everything I can to make them happy. So why is it that no matter how hard I try, people leave without a second thought? It hurts to constantly feel unwanted when all I wish for is to be loved and cared for. 

Even though I've been doing my best to improve myself, hoping that maybe someday things will change, it doesn't seem to matter. For once, I just want to feel like I'm good enough.",3.6996848739495785,4.296634294117651,4.490241596638658,89.36376575630253,71.60504201680672,7.294537815126048,22.43802521008403,7.1686216300943375,0.5505033613445374,447,9,98,4,8,144,77,119,0.10400000000000001,0.593,0.303,0.9794,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,2,8,11,0,0,2,0,11,1,0,2,1,25,27,7,0,6,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,3,0,2,6,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,3,16,9,13,21,4,4,0,2,0,1,5,0,0,3,6,70,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046242114502702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038598754744488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760533935056375,0.0,0.1531502406423408,0.0,0.0,0.15644777575556348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822557458772835,0.1495888213547142,0.0,0.09562095315299364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011229998120372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640277783820566,0.10342559192801992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214284088083804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411315090310873,0.12968783538364684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379188218203728,0.0,0.0,0.1549820888732241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868056062840144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065866118302151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414571832456615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306629459855179,0.0,0.09663685108605913,0.0,0.14544356015550886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734706671997736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417812031205186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073421862290552,0.1264098716441909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26359112027910625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961804988694283,0.0,0.1422383686006402,0.11493329265868515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965822179324635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853906449075804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612695514871972,0.0,0.33296274704386103,0.13955564387348862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ncantrell94,2019/04/23,"Apply I need friends...
But I’m not a people person.. well I kind of am.. I’m also confusing. I cuss a lot. I try not to around my kids.
Yes I have two kids. Which is why I literally talk to no one. 
I want someone who can keep a convo going. 
Ugh.. I need people in my life.. anyone else feel the same?",-2.979999999999997,-1.5808061212121205,0.8580303030303043,98.70704545454544,110.21212121212122,3.412121212121213,11.56060606060606,5.46131890053228,-1.3079757575757571,220,4,55,2,12,80,48,66,0.102,0.8290000000000001,0.069,-0.2297,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,1,4,1,0,0,0,12,12,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,2,0,1,10,3,5,12,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883169812144867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465633530295193,0.241281841563358,0.0,0.20963125489196405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671719966165996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906810930642385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193484841452187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383134743361505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930956754723545,0.0,0.24522101479676364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632976506171746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002006195824333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492177529053063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957048618725195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265107976427264,0.2056161042377938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995253709614397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927363331551667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987861267461234,0.0,0.2300342756384348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889494163612134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117289715739044,0.0,0.21248825995157916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lostlakethrowaway,2019/04/23,"Still don't fit It really does hurt. You feel you start behind, that everyone knows something you don't, but they didn't care at some point and moved on. A holiday weekend where family doesn't talk with you, your wife fights over anything up just be away from me. Those who should be close just don't care. You don't need them, but now you're alone. And loneliness hurts. How many times must you take that knife of apathy that you were even born.

So I have my castle, my books, my things. I'm not looking good affection. I'm married and doubt I'll ever have my hand held again. But, a friend would be nice. To howl at the Moon with others. We all bring something different with ourselves. I just want one, one that sees me too.",2.1726418786692747,4.3176422328767154,2.459334637964776,96.00479452054796,78.72602739726028,6.36320939334638,18.647749510763205,7.447530270364453,0.1505064579256361,570,12,127,8,14,173,102,146,0.221,0.677,0.102,-0.9596,1,1,2,0,1,0,22.0,1,8,2,0,12,9,1,1,3,0,15,1,1,2,3,29,29,8,0,5,7,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,2,3,0,2,7,4,0,2,3,4,19,5,13,20,2,20,0,2,2,0,16,10,0,2,8,82,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398254003778414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461834370083328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689960133835968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622337516483759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559707413213816,0.0,0.0,0.15545486810689801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733022920850796,0.16068648761823595,0.0,0.16974362297573892,0.0,0.0,0.16746415952595825,0.0,0.0898206455494904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724502411040967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489968732597353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803368071768575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762686792329504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917373058709887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010012910602727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880430874817974,0.0,0.1317185776527853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407483273812553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792819811081172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380139671420016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155690679512506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735134972435652,0.0,0.0,0.1257352399189212,0.0,0.14186436118426293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335639517172409,0.14278113618270108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801681122842228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358391691048786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477728582393926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619109552998956,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,i_suffer_you_dont,2019/04/23,"Just let me die.. I'm nothing, I always was...

There's nothing, there's nobody for me.

I'm sure some people will feel a bit sad at the funeral, but give them an hour/a day at most and I'm a distant memory, which is a privilege I don't deserve.

Let's do the sensible thing.",-0.10200000000000033,1.6239514666666683,3.0599999999999987,90.935,84.33333333333334,6.666666666666668,21.666666666666664,7.793537801064563,0.9296666666666664,208,7,49,4,6,75,42,60,0.07400000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.095,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,1,7,12,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,3,8,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343353579757174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800381116639763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542514632378513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26621272535037865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969713802686827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460639231269748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526067355110009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5245895166406035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4922488397016189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782895955855604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417538643134415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041118510943926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CallMeSylvester,2019/04/23,"I don’t want to talk, I want to be heard I’ve been whining about all the bad things that happened to me, but I don’t want to do that anymore. 
There are so many people I am mad at, but everybody always says that it’s not their fault or they don’t mean it like that. I believe them.

As long as people keep telling you that you’re the problem, not them... then there’s no point in talking about your problems right?

Yesterday, I stopped being mad at them or disappointed in them, because there is nothing I or they can do about it. I’ve trained myself to say what everybody likes to hear and to act like everybody wants me to act. There is just no use in explaining how I feel over and over again if they keep uninteresting in me after we talked.

To be honest, I’m the person they like me to be. Not the person I am, because they hate that version of me.

I actually like me",4.4662782521346065,4.45863660220995,5.2350075339025635,86.83750376695131,69.7182320441989,8.349773982923152,28.60924158714214,8.00094639256281,1.5437690607734798,679,22,153,8,11,221,94,181,0.17800000000000002,0.687,0.135,-0.8948,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,1,2,10,0,11,15,3,0,4,0,16,0,0,2,1,28,31,13,0,7,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,0,2,11,3,0,3,3,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,2,5,30,6,25,25,2,18,0,2,0,0,24,10,0,4,11,109,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.13908585075573274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185939315002612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413485453273602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900414171617987,0.17376634573947164,0.0,0.0,0.16057918947435018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206596398012413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603620842915872,0.0,0.0,0.1407159642526029,0.0,0.0,0.16063835513806768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25336919924940177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481576109087781,0.0,0.0,0.12613196300896526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450006830355389,0.0,0.15525375154737273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367585580178563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976206351063041,0.2488982624826957,0.0,0.0,0.1347341404892582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727582953839372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217173304602684,0.0,0.2266864774118559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915900407470514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436735559258774,0.12457493254876775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468864552248636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309761822674754,0.0,0.0,0.3362646108778057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheInternetSucks616,2019/04/23,"A feeling you all know When you are on a public place, and everyone has company and seems to have a blast, while you just stand alone thinking what the others are thinking of you, and wishing you could just leave but unfortunately you have to stay...",21.91212765957448,8.340115531914897,18.054893617021282,49.33000000000001,53.255319148936174,21.353191489361702,61.8936170212766,13.023866798666859,7.506378723404257,198,7,38,3,1,61,33,47,0.12,0.823,0.057,-0.4588,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,14,12,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32234941734875044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484987676151468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974019053854694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737163294310816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104864399738498,0.0,0.0,0.3295568325591214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251781864509589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833400133532233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33173903107735697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988583695623977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579091324989963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,herprettyeyes,2019/04/23,"The unbreakable structure. 
I don't understand what's wrong with me. I've tried everything I can to be lovable, everything, but still... still I haven't found someone. This is the Base structure of my loneliness and I don't know if I'll ever be able to stop being insecure about it.",3.252545454545455,5.456472800000004,4.361818181818183,83.38272727272731,75.54545454545455,8.763636363636364,29.181818181818183,9.3871,2.876745454545454,224,10,43,6,5,73,41,55,0.187,0.7340000000000001,0.079,-0.7859,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,9,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,5,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,30,9,0,0.27460301775225443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24839415087637556,0.0,0.0,0.4935909717018527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010880352500604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091463706731031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23267024582101084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43859664939225823,0.2295804187500717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643742363828664,0.0,0.0,0.2858714258756588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002352920081733,0.0,0.0
lonely,BigDumBrain,2019/04/23,"I kissed her today Well, I kissed her today. She kissed me back then went to pull away. She’s the only one that’s been there for me in the last few months while I’ve been trying to get my shit together. I’ve wanted to be with her for a long time now but I’m worried I’ve just ruined our relationship. I really want to date her but she doesn’t want a relationship (at least not with me I think?) but she’s so touchy with me and always goes in to kiss me on the cheek and hugs me every chance she gets. Am I getting mixed signals or should I just stop trying to go out with her and be on my own as usual?",-0.10646616541353282,1.7747474887218075,1.9556015037594,97.9624248120301,85.39097744360902,5.003007518796993,14.01127819548872,6.1826913282559595,-0.9715624060150376,468,6,116,4,14,156,79,133,0.08800000000000001,0.7559999999999999,0.157,0.7607,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,7,8,1,0,5,0,7,7,2,0,0,21,17,11,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,2,1,1,3,0,25,6,20,11,3,23,0,1,0,5,13,7,1,1,13,79,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509364123532082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512205838395867,0.14332446546547692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570438718177679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921474464308336,0.0,0.10593125537555208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193491157131656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649516562251428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877685876048372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630450374182706,0.14176003219614314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940792356452296,0.0,0.0,0.4002319652756561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132940732366427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558326264601469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943290303660414,0.0,0.0,0.1086870705464554,0.0,0.35335693233360155,0.0,0.0,0.2530967889525919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052852034871845,0.0,0.3298176955169643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758940403946604,0.172787881602457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929081409616716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ConfusedAndMe,2019/04/23,"I am so lonely even though I'm not alone and that's some how making me a desperate and a pervert I have a few friends although none of them in my city. And few colleagues who hang out at work. 
But it's just making me crazy and unhappy. I have dated girls but not into anything serious

I don't know what is making me like this but I'm going crazy (in terms of sexual desperation). Did any of you guys feel this way. Can someone help me?",1.138828502415457,3.09858372826087,3.1466666666666683,90.70944444444444,81.28260869565217,6.262801932367151,21.09178743961353,7.3871296695380915,0.6298077294685984,341,10,75,5,9,115,65,92,0.133,0.742,0.124,0.0404,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,4,0,19,15,11,0,0,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,1,11,2,8,14,5,10,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912223515461022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121510902597716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23139089325495385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857197169390508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421753369039234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724245491570385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980363693113322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784168726631738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847204993620986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453165308438435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737254840654767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5630785315704275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382467228426253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762623534207705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231911759743676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047056721695032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NoTraceUsername,2019/04/23,"Initiating and initiating and initiating again It feels like this is my default state. I'm messaging old friends and regular friends all day long, hoping that someone will reply. The best feeling is when someone messages me first, but that only happens once a month or so. Most of the time it's a reply to my own initiation. 

The most consistent good feeling is honestly finding someone I haven't messaged yet...",5.868018018018018,8.180099405405407,6.44162162162162,70.84639639639641,68.45945945945945,9.257657657657658,39.36036036036036,9.725611199111238,4.486592792792793,332,20,52,8,6,108,55,74,0.0,0.732,0.268,0.956,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,13,11,7,0,1,2,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,7,2,10,5,10,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,10,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363471269438426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743150805140136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232484358955121,0.1522382808849291,0.0,0.0,0.1947690254523122,0.1812622728609241,0.0,0.0,0.3292801939296347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873769792340927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188443129002214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116558246418994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410962120058033,0.0,0.0,0.18858629653208447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009393809917986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361201270105704,0.2269439463562557,0.0,0.1620717250128754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5416753861336201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425999583357428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zillerspeed,2019/04/23,"Is it my fault I'm lonely? I don't know what else to do I just feel so lonely and it's really getting to me. I'm second year in college and I've joined a few clubs to get out and meet people. I talk to the people in them but can't get further than acquaintances - they never hang out with me outside of the infrequent club meetings. Yeah it's better than nothing but why don't they want to hang out with me sometime? We have common interests that we can do together so it's not because of that. I only have one friend and I appreciate her a lot but she has other people that she wants to hang out with too like her boyfriend and can't spend time with me a lot. I talk to people in my classes and even got a few numbers and tried to make plans but it always falls through - they usually say they're too busy with work/school etc. 

Surely there has to be at least one person with some free time? Is it something I'm doing wrong? I'm a little shy but I've been told I'm a nice person and a good friend, I have a variety of interests I can talk about and I am a good listener too. I'm average looking and have really good hygiene so it's not like that's turning people away, so why does nobody want to be my friend? I just want to know if it's something I'm doing wrong so I can work on it, being alone all of the time is making me really depressed. I've had friends before college so what is it now that's holding me back? :(",0.8168627450980352,2.7042143464052337,2.8487843137254916,92.80552941176472,82.00653594771242,5.7793464052287575,20.330718954248365,6.88968998030894,0.284198169934641,1114,31,251,13,30,375,139,306,0.094,0.7140000000000001,0.192,0.9901,0,5,2,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,4,3,16,21,0,0,12,1,27,0,0,2,3,48,51,22,0,5,10,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,2,18,22,0,1,3,2,2,4,7,6,0,3,4,4,30,16,35,44,8,25,0,3,1,0,24,12,0,4,11,167,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673903366236047,0.0,0.0,0.08575413975693634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682822164446224,0.07924674502590531,0.0,0.06282439290564353,0.0,0.08769643224471435,0.0,0.0,0.09114815643291724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876538950574864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018846242927343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609336927888153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493909415052544,0.06807012927709025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211021060429465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184954669177623,0.0,0.1615337208625435,0.0,0.0,0.2593254055606235,0.08242646190767078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327811366747464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069977795869484,0.1032931512205272,0.0,0.0,0.08654440713453694,0.0,0.0,0.17523577909014518,0.0,0.0,0.13758664245553004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948619188642156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888880779025784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967218745445842,0.0783817409667428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572439868418393,0.17997595759065213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980685413769051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195741392105324,0.0,0.1043021780718328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586811791129485,0.10192893220044746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713278932312076,0.0,0.0,0.2485070675438908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028526823877536,0.0,0.0,0.0984782049593266,0.0,0.06997094542045455,0.11209963824475314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350598186782405,0.0,0.2431497301062463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859911615547843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005775151923895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253597675878202,0.0,0.0663672330232767
lonely,ActingTheMaghot,2019/04/23,"Down after surgery Had surgery two weeks ago to correct my cervical spine. Because it was compressing my spinal cord, which caused neurological problems, made me lose feeling and function in my arms and legs. Having the surgery essentially saved my life. 

This all started a few months after I moved to another state.  Suddenly I wasn’t acting right which slide into physical pain and loss of ability. So being sick for the past year, I never really got a chance to make new friends. 

It was a long road to treatment and finally surgery.  Now, I still feel like an outcast and cripple. I waited so long to feel good and when people see me with my brace out and about they avert their eyes.  I can’t really make new friends looking like this. 

Realistically,  I’m pretty sure it will be a memory in six months, but I was looking forward being able to go out and make friends, do activities etc.  So here I sit still feeling quite lonely and ready to jump back into the world. 

And I know boo hoo to me, there are plenty of people with NO end in sight. So yes, I do feel fortunate to have another chance.",5.527826384142177,6.552541430622014,5.814917976760082,79.96192583732059,67.70813397129187,9.033629528366367,30.718045112781954,9.23628265651192,2.568712645249487,865,33,165,16,14,276,131,209,0.1,0.742,0.158,0.8971,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,3,12,13,0,0,8,1,15,9,5,5,4,36,33,16,0,1,1,0,5,2,3,1,4,0,0,0,7,16,0,2,6,0,0,6,4,5,0,2,7,10,20,8,25,22,3,41,0,3,5,0,5,12,0,0,25,104,27,0,0.12574162770766306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146236614716497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26370212053194564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668755013971976,0.0,0.07665092915899824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917128878123005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136976005657492,0.0,0.14023515319222346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178937254108713,0.08982984395871968,0.0,0.13774380695153907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914430089540401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146186474321256,0.10546611155006873,0.10056706639411372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691043101604772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888150302716391,0.12286201568603453,0.0,0.0,0.2225547673260285,0.21118259687252736,0.14067271794214925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189797684423567,0.2518005386838181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007315351823058,0.13364345071092346,0.0,0.0,0.09697969501361202,0.24288409517147566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337979573248829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003461160870743,0.17434682461010834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792444030984926,0.0,0.12031775593848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337416989099909,0.0,0.0,0.16110661301584392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738266302176287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019979745958772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900057128008994,0.0,0.2008348526288436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850999602343334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283129929728047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086234912902528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097348564253191
lonely,zac----,2019/04/23,I’m lonely if you see this dm me on Instagram @z_st_amand so we can be friends Please,-0.375,1.8074115000000008,1.1722222222222245,97.345,100.66666666666666,4.622222222222223,22.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.6398666666666672,69,3,15,1,3,22,18,18,0.114,0.639,0.247,0.4404,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4949240242970156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7031836656814736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104732534544907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sewerlife72,2019/04/23,Feeling very lonely today I have about 1 true friend that I speak to on a daily basis in the city where I live in. Things can get very hard. I’ve almost learned to just emotionally close myself off so I don’t feel the need to speak to anyone. My girlfriend has been distant since she went home for Easter. It’s her birthday on Saturday and I’ve been running around trying to prepare the perfect birthday for her. I hope everything works out.,3.1181896551724115,5.335853045977012,3.7064224137931054,87.85894396551727,76.01149425287356,5.729310344827588,24.66810344827586,6.6274283507984215,0.8812310344827585,353,12,67,3,8,111,66,87,0.051,0.7879999999999999,0.161,0.8629,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,2,13,12,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,5,10,4,15,9,0,13,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,2,2,42,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24306503105947866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972664825142425,0.0,0.0,0.21608649431003804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273045317621126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218155456298506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24546922010660385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753722390768007,0.0,0.12681953632895931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744376902546605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434839896688445,0.2410916083565888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434032648960247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799856610480784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079371947060398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126300604100624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23008533634974065,0.0,0.0,0.1648018037473177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005652265940468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501869479740214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671469184842645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Krindsley,2019/04/23,"A dot Does anyone else feel 
Like they're looking
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lonely,freedom_0r_death,2019/04/23,"First time here, just wanted to rant a bit Hey guys. So today my ex messaged me and told me she got me tickets to a comedy show for my birthday this weekend. I’m not really sure why, maybe she felt obligated because I usually get her stuff on holidays and her birthday. We still have contact because we have a daughter together who I see regularly. Anyway, she’s working so she’s not able to come with me. I’m not sure she would anyway, we get along on and off, but lately we haven’t been. So that’s kind of when I realized I have absolutely nobody I can invite. I’m turning 22 and I don’t have any friends left. I’d been with my ex since we were 15 and we recently ended things last year. I invested 7 years into our family and relationship, and now that she’s gone I realize I’m left with nothing. My daughter is the only reason I have to keep going and I don’t even get to see her every day. I just feel so incredibly lonely.",2.7355841924398656,4.006423726804126,5.025134020618559,82.07055326460484,74.61855670103094,8.266116838487973,26.335395189003435,8.841846274778883,1.9597729209622,729,26,152,15,15,256,113,194,0.05,0.893,0.055999999999999994,0.2523,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,7,0,0,2,13,5,0,0,4,0,14,0,0,1,2,36,33,14,0,2,6,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,20,0,1,5,4,1,3,6,1,0,1,7,4,35,4,15,25,1,24,0,1,2,0,28,6,0,0,15,100,41,1,0.14552047424659295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989589125973737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741586085702707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887066840488615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535300330006185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384866728058508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888794741738796,0.0,0.0,0.09611490080359562,0.0,0.12260727579934462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718375212913875,0.0,0.0735795241801009,0.0,0.13972247593448067,0.0,0.0,0.12377964105498325,0.0,0.0,0.11242875742377374,0.0,0.2280853249732912,0.0,0.08270263903498377,0.0,0.11638601680331323,0.0,0.0,0.14408814820049676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934528377228022,0.0,0.15153718063392393,0.0,0.11861860886994408,0.16415343337586522,0.0,0.3162168421121687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461948756618399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963081974849978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106748780682446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322414206707128,0.14961928392625853,0.1436839125976889,0.15623452982364056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319219547504418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037604006386975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621283870978888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658612754391752,0.0,0.0,0.27430264962668155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667733695651852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485415877784287,0.0,0.13793639432332996,0.13905104928554116,0.0,0.0,0.15828448872418496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027024340487606,0.0,0.08583174601612091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313095937456972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594063839200316,0.0,0.0,0.10337356971840388,0.0,0.0,0.18742082867729287
lonely,Laney12,2019/04/23,"I wish I could just stop caring I'm a 21 year old girl suffering most likely from dysmorphic disorder, since I think I'm the ugliest person ever. I'm not even overweight (thankully, I'm more thin), it's my face. No matter how much people try to assure me I'm pretty, doesn't matter in the slightest because I'm so ashamed of how I look and so worried about how people view me that I avoid as much contact with anyone as possible. Which is so ironic because I dread the unchanging loneliness and it's a paradox that I will never get out of. I'm really nervous while talking with people, too insecure to speak, frequently blushing, licking lips, twitching and having kind of a shaky voice. Whenever I'm in public I worry literally the whole time about who exactly is looking at me and whether they can see how ugly I am or how shy I act. I literally don't know what it's like to go outside and feel relaxed and not overthink and tense up. It's not even nervousness all the time, sometimes I just have a feeling of complete embarrassment of myself just present there, bringing me down. But when I'm home and can be 'relaxed', I just feel empty. It's a cycle and it's just getting worse and idk what to do",5.883303571428571,5.870178437499997,6.730714285714285,77.34,66.70833333333334,9.357142857142858,34.226190476190474,9.04235418022936,2.963869047619049,955,41,180,15,14,318,142,240,0.22399999999999998,0.67,0.106,-0.9824,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,21,16,0,8,10,0,13,4,2,5,5,47,36,25,0,2,11,0,4,2,0,1,2,2,1,2,12,13,1,2,5,2,0,3,7,9,0,0,0,11,20,7,22,33,6,21,0,1,4,0,8,7,0,3,13,121,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517833057873882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833913102421447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336491973870328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771426125729718,0.0,0.0,0.1200994652128369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239626809721345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987041914631277,0.1360650141767395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281731511692148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717823044605758,0.0,0.08548810269748824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508852017043532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664102393444568,0.08266781709469816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697686174759006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25263263971957306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211544733992612,0.0,0.11601446669053225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784224117261705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31285034264374306,0.13134240200381395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957783397015455,0.0,0.15303291804690558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636397488529776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986659746807606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244303615383303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877087993430976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575925327435433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090324212591355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638413369175236,0.0,0.0,0.17542417326829693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021264413872756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679404249814917,0.17297749932704207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30552101922656844,0.15329253470672038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968666250349958
lonely,Eternal_Blue14,2019/04/23,"Discord server for truly lonely people (Drama Free 99% Guaranteed!) Greetings fellow lonely people. We made a server full of lonely people, which is focused as a support for people who never had a relationship before or haven't had one in a very, very, very long time (several years or never had a true relationship). Here you can share memes, dreams, and screams, we are respectful as much as we can to one another and do not like to incite or participate in drama and have no tolerance for it, hence the title. We are also very democratic and have people make and vote on suggestions to improve the server. Click [here](https://discord.gg/FhZ4zz7) to link you there.",7.179915254237287,8.702437457627124,7.162500000000005,69.98239406779663,64.2542372881356,9.628813559322039,30.00423728813559,9.827888789773867,3.1565389830508472,532,18,80,11,8,170,74,118,0.136,0.6659999999999999,0.198,0.8608,0,6,0,0,0,0,27.0,4,2,0,0,3,10,0,0,7,0,12,0,0,2,3,19,15,12,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,1,3,1,0,5,4,0,2,4,2,6,7,14,11,2,9,0,3,1,0,12,4,0,3,6,61,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257845725923412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493203865236422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384200970406224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684383682300196,0.0,0.0,0.13919649721754032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488313838963374,0.10499214314270068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156260792651494,0.0,0.242623135137692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21316723828059672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5452246109645493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33774069879494684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769266984219548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849056752536085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171693003344496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191221333160482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012894552146224
lonely,whoatemyfrootloops,2019/04/23,"What to do Theres days I get to expierence some momentary happiness and some glimpse into a better life. Today I just want to give in, I dont believe ill ever be truly happy. I tell myself im okay by myself and I dont need anybody but the truth is killing myself slowly without anybody. I miss my friend, i miss when she would talk to me, i miss when I knew she cared. I dont wanna hate myself but im tired of pretending life is okay. Its exhausting putting on a fake smile everyday so i dont have to explain it to anyone. Today is just a shitty day and there will be many more to come.",0.6728123076923076,2.712931752000003,2.9808000000000017,90.8177846153846,83.48,5.766153846153848,20.815384615384616,7.010146845296331,0.5242923076923076,459,14,99,6,13,157,77,125,0.154,0.569,0.27699999999999997,0.8276,0,1,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,15,2,0,4,2,13,5,0,0,2,20,25,8,1,4,5,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,7,0,0,1,0,19,8,14,20,3,13,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,2,8,69,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457578749270323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523898493051755,0.0,0.1196250243093423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790490853231996,0.0,0.0,0.11651309717961612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446090006899534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6340871439509509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234892677192052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450027039354688,0.0,0.07066690847511133,0.1297521400380583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879700703569388,0.0,0.1335396240165472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922044700588321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964333082272208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910739539446828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713074343847972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029235718954896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359720064807354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108715543130998,0.11822176497746915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545958301936952,0.2564182124608428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977888284602025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038422856665424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608365541568377,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DiamondPressure,2019/04/23,Unanswered Advances The worst feeling I the world is reaching out to a person that you mad a connection with but things didn't work out in the long run due to marriage and poor decisions but you still find yourself reaching out to that person to at least fulfill your inner desire to connect again. Getting over them is hard. Yet forgetting them is the challenge... Anna all I want right now is you...,4.023142857142858,6.525080800000001,3.849904761904764,86.54400000000004,74.33333333333334,5.885714285714287,29.380952380952376,6.868970318607317,1.6698952380952372,320,14,56,3,7,97,54,75,0.124,0.713,0.163,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,2,3,4,3,1,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,14,8,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,8,1,12,7,3,17,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,6,44,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156668969474753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101256486456134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727687428291927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303957519645412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30028105034599784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5925495005757214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28977118062709006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709755500547292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254242719691208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013541401357302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247023677247152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,satinzero,2019/04/23,I wish I had a friend like me Tired of always being the bigger person and putting others above myself.  It’s my fault for expecting it in return I guess.,2.120860215053764,4.286297000000005,3.6658064516129047,87.18537634408602,79.0,5.423655913978496,16.78494623655914,6.42735559955562,-0.1124279569892468,121,2,23,1,3,40,28,31,0.16,0.6,0.24,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,17,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110088710582043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887759001606588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117528246270592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260648609802124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263639489973453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757448513793513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295967929647706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298202172853498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JustAnotherGuy987,2018/11/19,"Just thinking about things Feels like I've felt like this for years now. Even back in primary school I can remember feeling like an outsider. Anyway, I tried to figure out what was wrong with me and searched online like most of you reading this probably did.

Well, most of what I read agreed that the thing you need to do is work on yourself - try to become someone you would like, someone you yourself can be proud of - only then are you in a position to start to work on interpersonal relationships.

So over several years I've done that. I used to be mildly out of shape, so I started going to the gym regularly and started a couple of sports too - several years down the line I'm now in great shape, am good at my favourite sport and have excellent all round fitness.

I used to be quiet and anxious. Well through my old job and other situations I have become much more confident (the anxiety is still there, I'm just far better at hiding it - 'fake it till you make it' really does work in this regard). 

I went to university, getting accepted onto a highly prestigious course with excellent career prospects and the highest postgraduate earnings in the country by a large margin. I'm about half way through and am excelling academically and in the other ways we are assessed - the course & career are thought of by most people as being very academically challenging/difficult. 

So with all that I felt like I'd given myself a basic foundation - so when I started this course with a fresh slate, I started trying to make friends, maybe look for a possible relationship. And to a certain extent it did happen - but what happened, as usual, was that many of my 'friends' got closer and closer and I as usual ended up just being another acquaintance. I said yes to everything I was invited to, helped organise a few events myself, tried to reach out to people semi-regularly without being overly familiar. No one really clicked with me as much as they did with everyone else I guess. Maybe it's a self fulfilling prophecy and despite me trying to be open and friendly, on some sub-conscious level I'm just not?

I think I'm generally quite well liked and many people are happy to have superficial conversations with me or will chat to me and have a laugh at the kind of big group events that most of the year gets invited to. But I'm not in anyone's 'small/close' friendship group. It feels like I have a lot of acquaintances but no one who's a friend. 

In terms of relationships, there is a girl I really like and when we're together at group events she seems to get along OK with me. But she never really takes the initiative, only me. It's always me who messages first, never her - although when I do she seems enthusiastic and happy to talk to me most of the time - but she'll never initiate or reach out to me. Whenever I've invited her to go somewhere or do something together - purely on a casual/friendly basis - she will always try to get other people involved and will suggest postponing if others don't want to come. Which makes me think she's figured out that I probably like her and she is trying to avoid giving me the wrong impression/leading me on.

Dunno, this is very rambly I know. Just wondering if writing some of this down will help, I've had this feeling for years and nothing is changing. It's so strange, 5 years ago I would have killed to be where I am now - but the empty, lonely feeling is just getting worse/more consuming - even feeling sad feels different now, like there's more of a numb edge to it? I don't know. ",6.19233650793651,6.809678958518517,6.690894179894179,75.71716666666669,66.08148148148149,9.865608465608467,31.923280423280424,9.842372674337009,3.0552835978835984,2807,107,511,58,42,916,301,675,0.066,0.767,0.16699999999999998,0.9958,2,3,1,0,0,0,73.0,1,6,1,11,33,40,1,1,31,2,50,1,0,5,7,108,104,47,1,6,20,0,10,11,4,7,1,2,0,2,34,37,0,1,22,6,0,4,10,8,3,4,15,14,60,32,96,74,17,81,0,2,3,0,43,39,0,18,47,360,94,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177721841057156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720411953652476,0.06328754999190052,0.0,0.0,0.06124830632110486,0.044683729752493864,0.06598702812647089,0.0,0.040841849124792634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0449139254280463,0.0,0.0,0.12901920381652962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165917539696674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179036647670845,0.050315312853613015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462990061807658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102634533428599,0.0,0.0,0.051115258736423634,0.059774030072056936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879432166427661,0.0,0.05173420043110126,0.0,0.0,0.07715892202838841,0.0,0.0,0.055813557419742435,0.05249542322131556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067380658535808,0.1251850183486301,0.11216612134128806,0.0,0.0,0.04968378260296799,0.0,0.0,0.2256383155806428,0.0,0.15258488935546544,0.056032494865159835,0.06639185416090597,0.04899179948711778,0.04671606338163958,0.06439757655355065,0.0643455452707328,0.0,0.1033040941901088,0.12435772915854836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830240345633853,0.0617137028867236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057963223031449976,0.0,0.06462235739210292,0.06082535281822471,0.0642015611900217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138996149316336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904995210824641,0.0,0.0,0.04965835954402634,0.0,0.0,0.11696801295352036,0.11843777952823585,0.11736202105844397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587660201626578,0.043310507153021566,0.13514890335669025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604627088857906,0.0,0.06129179807303665,0.0,0.07916067984433893,0.08884735057698379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619774266250277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658488518671945,0.0,0.0,0.12595239372910794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212655799824531,0.11685223980047685,0.0,0.14967656937221674,0.0,0.0,0.1881324509105653,0.06616749849078257,0.0,0.0555615837183231,0.0,0.0,0.05911435537661173,0.0,0.10634911087138836,0.06093469552522807,0.13197405625294178,0.0,0.0,0.06565563937787837,0.0,0.0,0.0989817377191354,0.04496711280181698,0.0,0.0,0.20671560173729847,0.0,0.04664655160509114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04391728630325872,0.04694799723891989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761043336436747,0.11228091065722236,0.0,0.04637126421720779,0.034059523373503486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277597379753807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089551333196088,0.12866141577378648,0.09638925129162887,0.03445191610794733,0.09272677574714464,0.0,0.0,0.1575536591979625,0.054146945561308696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630545758641045,0.06334349309156571,0.1275702111064417,0.0,0.0,0.08298602130378636,0.12772501624656565,0.0,0.22568596001505
lonely,whtifwhtif,2018/11/19,How do you accept that you'll always be lonely? It hurts. Just hurts.,-0.9295238095238112,0.5384898571428565,0.5585714285714296,99.36976190476193,114.71428571428572,1.866666666666667,4.666666666666667,3.1291,-2.6640190476190484,54,0,11,0,3,17,12,14,0.429,0.44299999999999995,0.128,-0.7269,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622393692277975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9320851030788162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,burnmarksneverfade,2018/11/19,"Tried listening to Linkin Park, hated it, now I hate myself more... I don't get it. I don't get how people can find enjoyment out of this? I don't get why I can't feel enjoyment. I don't get why I can't see things the way others see things. I don't get why I always end up being that weird individual who cannot fit in, even among a community of weird individuals who can't fit in. Somehow, I always end up being the worst case, the pity case, the one remembered more for being amusing due to how pathetic I am.

Why can't I grasp the emotions this band has to offer? Am I that dead inside? Am I that pretentious that I can't enjoy such a band? It seems so many others can find such greatness in it, so why can't I? Why can't I for any band that most people like? Why is my stuff so obscure that it feels more like a dying breed, destined to be pushed down because it just can't fit with others. Where are my type? Where do I belong? 

Why can't I like Linkin Park and be normal? Parents can force their kids to enjoy vegetables, yet I can't force myself to like a band everyone else can support.

I am sorry for my presence on this world. I am sorry I continue to live. I am sorry for this post. I can't do anything right. Not even liking Linkin Park.",1.2956635220125785,2.99769052075472,3.3660613207547208,90.59601022012579,79.64150943396227,6.227987421383648,19.720911949685537,7.1686216300943375,0.2830534591194969,968,23,218,12,24,329,114,265,0.168,0.741,0.091,-0.9471,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,0,16,18,2,0,9,0,37,1,0,2,0,18,51,6,2,1,2,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,24,3,1,0,7,5,0,1,18,6,0,1,0,5,31,12,23,46,5,25,0,1,2,0,11,16,0,4,11,147,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357578929482474,0.0,0.0,0.06275645939207113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594208046748448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056255626578493985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577648906774082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709165515234252,0.10380736811947074,0.16347292074915887,0.0,0.0,0.12190576292597365,0.0,0.0,0.08818156241689074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933233864459211,0.06592789171366338,0.0,0.0,0.16869227824375618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24107357722039705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174371924812584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222319644094295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254271328132769,0.0,0.08148868974793283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356175211556038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041897815791176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625342009483517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247074640738277,0.0,0.0,0.12795656840724753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838280857986819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454007355694177,0.07881025133336422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707720965612273,0.08401212171228634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30991401121025924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564339556788636,0.0,0.10472308134258207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261911962452887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265495287521801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325094780978395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6661775051000226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tutjeplok,2018/11/19,"A feeling you can't quite put you're finger on Do you recognize that feeling of loneliness, but it isn't loneliness? It feels bigger than that. 

I often relate it to growing up, and the thought that things didn't turn out the way you expected them to be. 

It's hard to talk about with friends because it becomes like a story you repeat over and over, and because you don't exactly know why you're feeling so lonely, your friends can't help you. You can't help yourself... 

Does anyone recognize this and has anyone found the words? ",5.110302197802199,6.066370634615383,5.294670329670332,83.56461538461541,68.61538461538461,8.250549450549451,31.203296703296704,8.418075326091056,2.2987296703296702,422,17,81,6,7,133,64,104,0.151,0.69,0.159,-0.2134,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,8,1,1,3,4,0,0,5,0,9,1,1,0,1,18,17,6,0,1,1,0,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,7,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,3,6,10,3,12,13,0,10,0,1,0,0,14,6,0,1,2,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932893085708752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25569292782489816,0.2316248767538321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183531833321506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241732137068446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22995272833224156,0.32406615754119417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787248003640725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811486044495279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525942075405365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246108186133726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083163472895344,0.0,0.2230684411902991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856907735638774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933202601681233,0.0,0.0,0.16649828927023752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281206660760111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664700088736784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892442666295324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,umdontmindme,2018/11/19,"I want someone I can’t have He’s so amazing, funny, beautiful and can turn the shittiest day ever into a good day just by hearing his voice and i love the way he starts singing and rapping and cracking dumb jokes at night when he’s high :( I wish he’d send me more selfies of himself because he’s so incredibly handsome, exactly my type, same sense of humor, same sense of darkness and film tastes :(
We’ve opened so much towards each other and I’ve told him things that I’ve never told anyone else
I literally sit and think about how it’d feel to lay besides him and talk to him face to face, touch him (not even in a sexual way). See him smile :(

This is getting way too fucking creepy Will probably delete it by the morning. So fucking sorry. ",2.824661848218895,4.742538590604031,3.84778523489933,87.8901290655653,75.84563758389262,6.463810015487868,26.89778007227672,7.321109707123232,1.3628457408363448,586,23,118,7,13,189,103,149,0.11800000000000001,0.6859999999999999,0.196,0.9247,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,11,9,3,0,5,0,7,6,2,1,3,23,21,14,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,11,1,0,2,4,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,6,15,6,13,16,5,18,0,0,1,3,18,6,3,0,7,69,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211010807214478,0.17745744017697662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055772883209055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22339125163109927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468113499363636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439282311127735,0.15666364140327135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757195215074666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202296192088288,0.09048657393669476,0.0,0.0,0.14526668090492734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520191742117432,0.0,0.0,0.18298868134175125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631410035627516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731731711116853,0.0,0.13357767914968102,0.0,0.0,0.16253058012109825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673213048511453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801297677870816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674648266840748,0.0,0.0,0.19387619755438765,0.12258741124027568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920655712646102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506221629396575,0.11097554686641116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33098805599065584,0.0,0.0,0.1883850409093623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215414735138442,0.4124193564479643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916423842947714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,friendoInNeedo,2018/11/19,"Society you're a crazy breed When I was a kid and I was crazy into outdoor activities I had a girlfriend at 14 I was fun so much full of passion. I got a pretty low grade in one year and everyone started seeing me as failure. Started to bully me. I wanted to be normal and I picked up to study and I did pretty well, better than I imagined. I got labelled as nerd and got mocked. I was trying to repair my friendship with women so I started talking to try to find relationship I was labelled desperate and got mocked. I finally got diagnosed with depression and they labelled me as insane and mocked me. I moved to a different country they see my color and mock me an don't consider me a friend. I'm 24 and have no where to go. I've given up any hope of finding a friend, a partner or anyone who I can rely on. Society you're a crazy breed. I don't know what you want from me because I was mocked every second by you. I hope you're not lonely without me.",1.2489195979899463,3.3267485025125687,3.707585427135681,86.20308668341706,81.56281407035176,6.19105527638191,24.522864321608036,7.365786028017652,1.2670822110552762,748,29,151,11,20,260,109,199,0.21899999999999997,0.64,0.141,-0.9238,1,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,1,5,17,5,0,10,0,13,2,0,1,0,26,31,17,0,5,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,13,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,9,1,2,14,3,33,8,25,16,2,17,0,3,3,1,13,9,0,3,6,105,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124233222051817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381697508429768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179069723294281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866523369899455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556312384479472,0.13618290684847126,0.0,0.14018236789962005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304665236826167,0.12820817955167893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698011013952195,0.2452636277389727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073236612398317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625368416329836,0.0,0.5365525616776301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26652839312206883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373804560284905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426048077197987,0.09863269176509233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314611838214426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091918813372436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730046271030301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405173319238135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21383723293998064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849053048279024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784328284851592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821895014754076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582775816652998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063776115401526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933811334922193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640309935899708
lonely,Dah_DeRaj,2018/11/19,"Pretty damn low Just going through the ends of a long term relationship in a city with no friends. At one point i just turned and couldnt/have a hard time making friends...dont know what happened, just feeling alot of self-pity.",5.562480620155039,6.88503765116279,4.269767441860466,89.97968992248066,67.83720930232559,6.663565891472868,30.6124031007752,6.42735559955562,1.3452542635658915,181,7,36,1,3,52,37,43,0.18600000000000005,0.642,0.17300000000000001,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,6,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,1,6,6,2,9,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,1,4,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301616431666355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495111577988319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244087702794286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176481974986076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010210133778435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24911493684976374,0.0,0.2523565370093874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482027103471627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493041990974852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880433967875821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089376771569455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663067012076475,0.0,0.0,0.28660001778098176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024507659991929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29388463151889704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426717800185262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30641923340800703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Carbon_Hack,2018/11/19,"The death of a legend. This is a place for lonely people, yes? Well I guess I’ll fit in.

November seventeenth, two thousand eighteen marks the last words spoken between me and my father figure from the age of twelve. In the many years I have known him, never once did I learn his name or vice versa. I’ve made another post roughly mentioning him, and several quoting him; but, per his wishes, I won’t directly leave his persona, the only name I’ve ever known him by, online ever again. This man, through thick and thin, was a character of upmost integrity. Countless internet raids, broken websites, and IPs released are all that remains of my mentor. His never ending quest against the worst part of humanity is now over. He died doing not what he loved, but what had to be done. His final wish; forget me and live without worry. Death made him disappear. Any proof of his existence is now gone. He made sure his contribution was anonymous, and from now on, that is what he shall remain. Goodbye Anon. The four of us will miss you.


May your soul rest peacefully, and your efforts be forgotten. ",4.092549019607843,6.376160803921572,4.621176470588235,82.11696078431375,73.31372549019608,7.4745098039215705,26.52941176470589,8.344100000000001,1.9771882352941168,860,31,152,15,18,273,140,204,0.142,0.7340000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.6695,0,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,3,0,1,7,6,0,0,10,1,18,1,0,3,7,34,27,10,3,2,5,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,3,1,3,9,3,24,3,20,12,4,24,1,2,0,1,27,8,0,3,13,106,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320607741081356,0.15913987313252995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575091367584397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553092996958414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441962052069714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745620532662619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662522236745086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718734812589284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370953770685797,0.0,0.16069827002704595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401214956517274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697473122628195,0.43081394757978064,0.0,0.15386689314645854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341025749776331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162582613939647,0.0,0.11542487415779006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434777757596455,0.0,0.10521542827772187,0.0,0.15856315770308546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534986633155175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145237011755188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303764940578928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825331967328648,0.0,0.18255579939846786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645585128444046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34904679701429897,0.14629699848341485,0.0,0.0,0.15412572964180066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773232165336496
lonely,Chumbigglio,2018/11/19,"I like to think a lot I don't think about anything useful, no, but I'd still call it thinking. Mostly for entertainment. I like to let my mind do its own thing and see where it takes me. I thought that maybe scribbling, or well, typing down a few thoughts might put me at ease for a while.

I thought about this waning autumn. The first snows came and went as they usually do. Now, only a dull and gray emptiness is left. No colourful leaves to storm through. No rain to feel on your face. No chestnuts or pinecones to trip over or kick along the curb on your way home. Just the cold, shearing wind, grimy-damp asphalt and the occasional yellowing moon. I should be happy, no? This emptiness, while so serene and comforting, is crushing. Not to me, but to those around me. And that just won't do. That won't do at all. So here I am, wasting my favourite time of the year, pining for winter, just so I could see a smiling face. I should go for a walk.

I thought about music. I rarely listen any music these days, much rather liking the quiet over anything else. It just frightens and overwhelms me, as dumb as it may sound. The emotions that a good piece can bring with it are painful. I start to remember things that have been dead and buried for good reasons. And so I've learned to enjoy silence. Well, the lack of music I mean. There's plenty of things to listen to. The howling wind pulling and tearing at rooves and treetops. The soft snoring of the dog, all cozy and warm on top of fresh laundry. The pops and crackles of the fireplace, joined by the hum of electricity all around. The creaks, groans and grumbles the old house makes as it settles after a hard day of cold weather. And of course, the clicks and clacks of the keyboard as I type this incredibly redundant set of sentences to tie it all together. In a way, they make up an orchestra of their own. A cliché way to put it, but on days like this I wouldn't care to listen to any other musician than these.

I thought about birch trees. A few forests thrown about here and there. They're far too rare in these parts, most being mixed in pines or spruce and the odd maple. Now, don't get me wrong, pine forests are wonderful in their own right, what with their warm moss carpets and comfy boulder furniture (great interior design, amazing what they've done with the flooring). But there is nothing in the world that can rival a birch tree, let alone a whole forest. The elegance, the sheer beauty and allure of a pale, slender and supple birch. Their leaves as shiny drops of emerald, their bark as smooth as silk. Or the affectionate, gentle tenderness of a drooping old mother-birch as it runs its branches, ever so soft, over you as you pass under. The way they dance and sway so sweetly and without a care in the world, taken by the wind. Intoxicating.

I thought about the girl in a red suede hoodie and black dusty jeans sitting in front of me the other day. I've known her for a few months now, a classmate I see more often than most, standing out from the crowd wherever she goes. Shy, quiet, always hunched over her laptop, typing away something fierce. Some would say she looks homely, strange, mannish, lanky, weird. I find her adorable. She was fixing up her black wiry hair, stringy and frayed. Out from her pocket came an old silvery hairband, as if taken straight off the christmas tinsel. Her fingers, long and delicate yet at the same time weathered and tough, did their best to straighten out her hair into a long braid. It felt like time stopped for a moment. I couldn't take my eyes off her hands as they flew through her brambly, knotted hair with such ease, almost gliding along. Crisscrossing, creating such patterns, shapes and symbols without a second thought. I wonder how her Sunday's been.

Somehow these sorts of long-winded thoughts and tangents make me feel less lonely. Like someone's there on the other side of the ol' brainus having a good listen. It's a good feeling, all fuzzy and soft. Honestly, I don't know what I'd do without them. And I'm glad they're there, no matter what they might be.",4.162053113553114,6.029917311538463,3.731391941391944,90.3621794871795,72.03846153846153,6.183150183150183,26.61172161172161,6.655083550727371,0.9782875457875456,3213,111,634,24,63,958,388,780,0.09699999999999999,0.731,0.17300000000000001,0.9971,0,3,1,0,0,0,121.0,0,4,12,3,41,37,1,1,60,0,39,12,9,6,6,123,85,62,1,9,19,0,17,6,0,9,3,8,3,1,38,45,0,2,24,3,0,15,17,8,2,2,20,41,62,29,111,49,25,100,0,3,13,0,37,46,1,20,37,420,100,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821153122042951,0.07055093947577103,0.0,0.0,0.056680624849256615,0.0,0.0,0.09264677324473193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211258214629537,0.12128104638248445,0.0,0.0,0.06400022344584838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148688962416752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955731144809896,0.15582041750024775,0.1389041127673184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054387632085750606,0.0,0.0,0.17572497451018698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970958412867223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056904844243511714,0.07662492266502945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061617709268500284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033293310311192,0.0,0.0654051070557029,0.0,0.062259707614102225,0.05794215011129625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03558946642368474,0.0,0.03871370675115122,0.22854058619405754,0.0,0.07510164991436506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251414679902098,0.06102141626427116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665820781029586,0.0,0.0,0.07860040197446669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037436526578288214,0.0,0.0,0.14425677787126615,0.07401170167089327,0.13931297854129066,0.0,0.1996775789387548,0.0,0.0,0.1808500246101309,0.05720296521541675,0.0,0.0,0.05791250126774389,0.0,0.0,0.1364102693011956,0.0,0.06843488443578412,0.07420177016289357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452739633660264,0.06878096555243232,0.0,0.054372089342198934,0.0,0.050075444183040836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536220212851561,0.0,0.21443890008851688,0.0,0.0,0.05180771525853014,0.07248362329182767,0.0,0.0,0.07376644701720189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695720567460562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003787484687418,0.0,0.0,0.07716576575256298,0.05817341796663746,0.0,0.05417111576469065,0.0,0.0,0.16284653035493296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771717052051195,0.05244148218052192,0.0,0.0,0.04821511486725638,0.0,0.05440007490724063,0.0569506948789747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024343100362966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357660934193535,0.1309440835437755,0.0,0.4326322371378428,0.1191625463663178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883311085383761,0.0750236664332729,0.0,0.0,0.21627937641594147,0.0,0.0,0.12249466919999245,0.06314717365328207,0.0,0.07605264544709804,0.0,0.19699341140918647,0.14774471640434658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048389919724388865,0.07447764317248423,0.0,0.04386652642004105
lonely,hatemythrowaway24,2019/08/18,It's exhausting being lonely Just having hypothetical back and forth  conversations with myself because I have no friends and my soul craves company. So I'm trying to fool myself into thinking that someone is talking to me,10.541538461538464,10.422735076923082,10.47141025641026,54.719423076923114,57.20512820512821,11.902564102564106,42.57692307692308,11.20814326018867,5.350784615384615,184,9,24,4,2,61,35,39,0.22899999999999998,0.701,0.07,-0.7184,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39470409393894057,0.0,0.3129093197579285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965824232034415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43492632552817406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125795404394653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32890864533463143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485041386268101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kingafonso,2019/08/18,"this is what rips my heart out you see everyone else running around with plans, with friends and going out while you just sit at home lonely trying to find joy in the things you used to like. it crushes my heart that some of us have to do all the goddamn work and try to have plans actually made but then everyone you try to talk to either is already busy or making plans that don't include you. it's a never ending search to fill a hole inside you that crushes you endlessly and it rips my heart out because what did we do to deserve this kind of torture. we just want someone that actually makes an effort to include you",7.675946666666667,6.110255328000001,7.355800000000002,79.43156666666667,63.72,9.933333333333334,34.43333333333333,8.344100000000001,2.530253333333334,496,17,100,5,6,157,77,125,0.114,0.8290000000000001,0.057,-0.867,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,3,8,0,5,3,6,1,0,5,0,8,3,3,4,2,25,15,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,12,11,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,1,14,4,19,13,3,14,0,1,1,0,13,6,0,2,5,71,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.3048793231465601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238301613469134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906114518096602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952249376677118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049446789717145,0.0,0.13835681544651435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29853311731843674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277426684042113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068843637790347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877846218504733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5553333059329135,0.0,0.0,0.1566926361811365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266999478513244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631693388323806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478108766319131,0.2085444657048277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047975822378924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448015401893513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235729849947336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555669818883938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377982375525828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181715862923259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879029188464021,0.13491637834475256,0.0,0.0,0.09213745180181568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372366189385738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,poetpoe,2019/08/18,"I've been feeling so empty inside and i need to get it off my mind My head is getting filled up with thoughts and i haven't been able to talk qith anyone, mainly because of my anxiety has gotten in the way of it. I feel lost and empty and i don't know how to get out if this state of mind. I just need guidance, or atleast someone who is willing to talk to me, i'm not asking for anyone to step up and willingly take on that burden, i just need to get it off my mind.",2.480735090152568,2.853517378640774,4.125270457697642,91.69417475728157,74.24271844660194,6.662413314840499,24.423023578363384,6.1826913282559595,0.4898887656033288,362,10,86,2,7,122,64,103,0.11599999999999999,0.8690000000000001,0.015,-0.8455,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,9,1,1,1,0,23,25,9,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,2,11,0,19,18,1,11,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,2,0,59,17,0,0.17684565441286526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352864415779998,0.0,0.0,0.2473091868634965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653268144674805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780346950806263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788369529770391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369578221582036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149466140013304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718974675189793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930479223032859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.535691093783432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933864358319671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984074909818093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329659234052301,0.2842836764454628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039569575252714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037184898528124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NefariousGregarious,2019/08/18,Nothing inresting I cant talk to anyone,1.9987500000000007,4.755171375000003,5.230000000000004,71.81500000000003,85.25,8.200000000000001,33.0,8.841846274778883,4.080100000000002,33,2,5,1,1,12,8,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876884473889569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6692429313882295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5606013530756396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Beep_Boop20,2019/08/18,I have nobody I'm 20 year old gay male. I live in a small 3rd world country where homosexuality isnt accepted. I'm not particularly close with my family and I have no friends. Never been with anyone. There's no chance for me to move countries anytime in the foreseeable future. I've got nobody to even talk to. The thought of spending the rest of my life like this terrifies me,1.70226666666667,4.324922426666667,3.708000000000002,83.32066666666668,84.73333333333333,6.533333333333335,23.0,7.793537801064563,1.3526000000000002,302,11,60,6,9,102,57,75,0.136,0.7659999999999999,0.099,-0.4337,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,0,1,8,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,3,0,7,3,10,5,1,11,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,5,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319904380742892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191395897381108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312775552062886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563347781730184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653572314000329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23434819553383834,0.16209244982302565,0.0,0.29297053086000474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35263289809429205,0.0,0.0,0.2558915586737042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481505218306358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26667466531421025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633986984021813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365742024041207
lonely,stillphat,2019/08/18,"I have no one to talk to. I live alone. My parents live in a different province, and my sibling lives in a different country. I have no friends because I spent all of my time with my girlfriend, who moved away for work and left a vacuum of social interaction. Now I have no one to talk to. This past summer was supposed to be something better. All I've done is go to work and go home. I look on social media and all I see are other people that I used to know having fun. 


I haven't posted anything on social media in over a month. No one has tried to talk to me or thought, hey how's this kid doing. I know everyone is busy having their own life. I just wish I had someone to spend time with.",1.525198938992041,3.241165965517244,3.3268965517241402,91.07660477453585,79.0,5.840848806366048,22.188328912466847,6.67199483983844,0.4497851458885944,535,16,117,5,13,179,86,145,0.077,0.8370000000000001,0.086,0.4939,3,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,3,3,0,0,4,0,15,1,0,2,3,17,25,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,5,2,18,3,22,19,4,18,0,0,2,0,14,8,0,1,6,83,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374092937464308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917863636742728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465072143125668,0.0,0.0,0.08087627518270199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733855340450698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772302510082056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357706189832927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677480888277026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025028887488469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080233211661231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308191187386387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582730480034756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441496843434888,0.0,0.0937109165853583,0.0,0.0,0.35145826811488023,0.0,0.11141196855573356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589838280743524,0.14101048238622255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697081279775163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731774915095472,0.0,0.1266514624992636,0.0919788052089262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706413176558834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572326365128344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40573047659438827,0.11241346603172483,0.10213821506822396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31991277670938834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532760194048367,0.15472547409374848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007630913549433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458693918750185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256748880323498,0.0,0.0,0.1931751576715562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WardTips98,2019/08/18,Switched to overnight shift I had to because of life reasons but my depression has never been worse. I sleep all day and don’t have time for a lot anymore. My whole life is on a different schedule than the rest of the world. My coworkers are not friendly at all so i’m stuck usually by myself on my lunch break because I don’t go outside to smoke with the rest of the group. I can’t keep a conversation with friends because they don’t stay up until 7 like I do. This sucks...,3.5929591836734684,4.585248704081632,4.318979591836732,89.03316326530613,72.16326530612245,7.6408163265306115,30.3265306122449,7.957251820313856,1.834473469387756,375,16,82,5,7,120,68,98,0.114,0.779,0.107,-0.1726,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,7,0,11,4,1,1,3,11,16,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,0,11,3,16,13,6,14,0,1,0,0,5,5,1,1,7,57,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817365801971106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40231654881445794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418771006860099,0.0,0.1894794018079343,0.0,0.0,0.22984556258026584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399316495209433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250269288351686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553963184319734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310774719052381,0.1074773275712918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702993803230986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967194279764247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261891492471511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015158964024187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344829616647939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827952039593024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24229089362070216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456140082674435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22419136959396874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,help-me_,2019/08/18,"Depression for no reason As the title says , 

I am lonely and depressed af. I don't know why but I am. 

I cried for no reason and just slept through the night.

I don't have too many friends at this moment but I don't even have someone who I can talk to with my heart out.

I just don't know what's wrong with me but something definitely is. 

I need some  motivation and God knows what to get my life back on track.  

Have a good day , thanks",0.2874193548387112,2.3243248924731224,1.8671075268817208,98.24066129032258,85.0215053763441,5.0103225806451634,17.902150537634412,6.2581,-0.4633733333333336,337,8,82,3,10,109,62,93,0.136,0.628,0.23600000000000002,0.925,0,2,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,0,11,3,2,3,0,19,18,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,1,12,3,11,17,1,7,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,55,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713810856686086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447683972946492,0.1317935181308523,0.0,0.3520251944373074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349760341703254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788590194529767,0.0,0.10676822691712136,0.0,0.0,0.17140516294942484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421643213962321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369281953077696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443435669745092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718617311396528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152830909870765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177543257943644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202265707174262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251308495226727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731512320467712,0.1573241925760921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425461406050565,0.0,0.18814469658868144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440062949789504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343256883447535,0.0,0.0
lonely,lordfreezoo,2019/08/18,"Why can’t I find someone who loves me? I’m gonna be starting college this fall and I’ve never had a girlfriend let alone a first kiss or even sex. I feel like every time that I find a girl who seems likes she’s interested in me, she’s taken or not interested. I long for some kind of physical affection and I just feel so lonely I want to die.",0.2134999999999998,2.210683066666668,2.6982500000000016,92.415375,85.0,5.883333333333333,20.041666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.3611666666666665,270,8,63,4,8,93,57,75,0.114,0.61,0.276,0.9009,0,3,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,1,1,15,13,5,1,1,4,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,2,10,7,4,8,1,7,0,1,0,3,7,1,0,4,7,36,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460302656735046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24653950291833346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568996028523907,0.0,0.20014620749638284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402249396379512,0.16970584127430555,0.0,0.0,0.43423298169722585,0.2020599965287777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473718774097117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429110751533788,0.0,0.23210996272282286,0.0,0.0,0.2102243661695954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439824281870068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321328417729088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625669230172134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127543166113646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813918579133122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851737557137647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011320564722307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21435201968848025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,1man-cult,2019/08/18,DAE visit Relationship subs? Cheating almost seems inevitable I like to go on the relationship advice subs to learn what to do and what not to do if a miracle were to ever happen and I got into a relationship myself. And maybe I low key enjoy the drama. Almost every other post seems to end up in cheating. It seems so normal nowadays to just get cheated on. I feel like I would always be wary of them finding someone better. Like at work where it's so easy to get closer to coworkers. I've become so distrustful,3.3423555555555566,5.526132880000002,5.145333333333333,77.96322222222223,75.2,6.844444444444445,24.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.5408777777777778,408,13,70,6,9,139,67,100,0.14300000000000002,0.68,0.177,0.4629,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,6,10,4,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,18,14,7,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,2,1,7,5,16,10,0,14,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,6,5,48,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564140921749733,0.0,0.0,0.3205648268182029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318726587468518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677969908667807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156487114473568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177046694080225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478835137683624,0.13486203395049054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093389420280024,0.11435077993144376,0.0,0.0,0.14629690927601605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672551683936367,0.0,0.09096887636248063,0.0,0.12801895195174615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154533701291985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23459966140156424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080724538045876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683014281523822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532984421454638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155511284615142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371526856896743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562292504880155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652954425756308,0.0,0.0,0.11370589370048875,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,somethinhan,2019/08/18,"Struggling to deal with a situation This is my first ever post on reddit, I apologise if it's in the wrong category and before I begin my vent I'd just like to please ask for people to try and be understanding or at least leave any rude or unnecessary comments to themselves, it may not seem like a big deal to some but this is a situation that's been upsetting me for a long time.

I'm a 20 year old who has always been shy and socially awkward so I obviously have difficulties making friends. Around 3 years ago I met the most amazing group of people just by luck and began dating one of them and I can say that was the happiest point in my life - we broke up after a year and half of dating due to individual issues making us no longer compatible. 
The issue is this was 1.5 years ago and I'm still not over him and I don't know what to do anymore, I feel the problem stems from the fact that I'm still very involved with the friend group because they're the first lot of people I've truly felt a connection with and enjoyed being around them without having to endure small talk and ant fake friendships. The obvious solution to moving on is to make new friends, which I've really been trying to do, I moved away to another city last year for university and stayed in halls I was absolutely positive this would be the fresh start I'd been needing for so long and the perfect opportunity to meet new people and begin a new life away from my ex and the pain I had from being around him so often. However I really struggled to meet anyone I connected with, I tried to go out to clubs and bars but I think being such an introvert amongst outgoing, sociable people just didn't work. I have considered joining societies at university but my anxiety and lack of social skills hold me back from actually going for it.
I struggled a lot with my mental health during uni and stopped turning up because I was too anxious and stressed to fix any of my issues and it ended up building up too much for me to fix. I ended up isolating myself in my tiny depressing halls bedroom and spending weeks by myself - I didn't click with my flatmates despite trying to be friends we just had no common interests 
This year I'm changing course and I'm now in a house share rather than halls which is a nicer situation but I'm still hanging out with my ex I'm still in love with and his friends every single weekend and it's a constant painful reminder that things aren't the same as they were when I first met them and how I really should be letting go of the past 

As much as I'd love to just be platonic friends with him I know it's not possible as I've only ever known him to be someone that I have strong feelings for. Last year I tried to avoid him as much as possible and also tried meeting new guys which went okay but didn't really help me move on and I didn't meet anyone I felt a connection with enough to take things seriously with, so now I just feel as if I've taken a step back and let myself be with him a lot because otherwise I just have no friends. 

I don't really know what advice can be given but I guess if anyone's had any similar experiences I'd like to listen and see how other people moved on 

 I'm constantly dealing with anxiety and depression issues in general and I feel like no one will take me seriously because I'm well aware there's much worse problems in life.. But I'm really struggling and I'm having constant breakdowns about how unhappy I am and just wish we never broke up , I don't know what to do with myself anymore I'm in my early twenties and I'm just so sick of everything and watching everyone around me having the best university experience while I'm trying and failing to escape my attachment to my ex

I can't even drink alcohol anymore because it sends me into such a depressive spiral of horrible thoughts and how much it hurts me that he doesn't love me 

Again please don't leave any unnecessarily mean comments, I'm happy to accept helpful criticism just please be considerate, thank you",6.599982997052822,6.190667011221947,7.335344593062795,74.93656257084562,65.29675810473816,10.582679664475176,33.1898662434822,10.125756701596842,3.1736349127182035,3221,120,621,66,44,1075,334,802,0.14800000000000002,0.6679999999999999,0.185,0.9925,1,2,2,0,0,0,26.0,4,1,4,10,46,52,1,8,32,1,60,13,0,7,7,140,118,67,0,11,27,3,6,4,7,4,8,2,1,1,29,60,3,3,18,4,1,11,20,24,1,6,25,11,76,28,106,75,16,105,0,7,3,3,56,37,0,15,59,423,105,2,0.0,0.0,0.04605200658525527,0.0,0.0,0.04611489754422203,0.0836646713231906,0.050433263130931466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0377389517800603,0.03926703172713802,0.0,0.0,0.12836710230676168,0.04948430578892475,0.07220259562018838,0.053312858331031165,0.1404035875294859,0.09899198879789904,0.0,0.0,0.16804143246010722,0.04411759593546216,0.0,0.08867576217713523,0.07257455931631429,0.0,0.143837220946791,0.0,0.04015641223934579,0.0,0.049524471023600865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049922252111150436,0.0,0.0,0.15299144038051304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595680786924267,0.12193767120305335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622961370234087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835951603447361,0.04876133933161639,0.0,0.03116947978919802,0.08537466025593754,0.0397607964330681,0.04509341251081345,0.04241259442479455,0.09232450432899947,0.0,0.0,0.09544557493814383,0.033713551172495616,0.090622304207249,0.0,0.0,0.1204229621397004,0.0,0.0,0.2552197523029339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045989376345998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051986656114846264,0.0467269131596538,0.0,0.050236131139984166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05016225973788183,0.0,0.0,0.0632628118127417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544525485790876,0.050519378102124805,0.0,0.0,0.1970222761857708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374065429328228,0.07693459184543408,0.0,0.09993777394992856,0.0,0.0965128236135651,0.09999806086690867,0.09222135251377143,0.0,0.0,0.08352582177897239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036134203140733,0.12777626408648174,0.0,0.09450189349187707,0.0,0.0,0.05140527774605787,0.0,0.0,0.047557839540185436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006279924735085,0.1734555732858847,0.03499183093484225,0.03639692296512175,0.18231102294493065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04951944405284026,0.0,0.06395623851767886,0.03589119216976869,0.10042997031411334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045049538578742866,0.1962994813602073,0.0,0.0,0.15540598340200373,0.044611133996419715,0.106402443344725,0.04519632377700828,0.0,0.0,0.09031160788069123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813921455090052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03752850161909379,0.0,0.0,0.03760544213657849,0.04296128528966898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913535888041974,0.0,0.09621139462702956,0.03998512669994503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03340232134446894,0.050299761714437584,0.15074847696350469,0.039454130024901904,0.05405759820923228,0.19733882320655974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709641312677855,0.0379306660231319,0.0,0.04344750795067431,0.0,0.0,0.0627037488494596,0.030238348622473963,0.0,0.03746470647389391,0.0275176894003144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427907726826848,0.051330700349091526,0.0,0.049127919830047904,0.056765453076943626,0.0,0.0,0.03893785373161345,0.0,0.0,0.03785410080754612,0.0,0.04243074308613999,0.043746907835209625,0.0,0.0,0.0542677900205315,0.04549083310457501,0.0,0.03435590693644817,0.0,0.0480920762384893,0.033523422124309206,0.051596396214653915,0.0,0.21272803581352487
lonely,mark0455,2019/08/18,"I am a 22 year old. No friends... and never had a girlfriend. All my childhood i used to have class mates which I talked to often. Even though I had that I always turned down social meet ups with them ,because as I was little my parents wouldn't let me out of the house so I guess that's why I got used to stay home instead of going out with friends.

I finished school and never got to see my class mates anymore. They formed their own groups that lasted til today while I lost touch with them all. I sometimes see someone at the gym and start a conversation. I ask to tell me when they meet up to invite me too. It never works because it has been 3 years since I spoke to them and now they all have their own lives and their own jobs.

I feel lost and lonely and its all my fault. ( I chose not to tell what I was doing after graduating because of privacy reasons.)",3.286336375488915,4.382840536723165,3.786666666666669,92.16453715775751,73.01129943502825,6.1241199478487625,23.219904389395914,5.8734145424116955,0.2409273359408952,673,17,148,3,13,211,106,177,0.073,0.899,0.028999999999999998,-0.743,2,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,9,3,8,6,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,3,7,27,27,13,0,1,1,1,2,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,8,12,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,10,5,32,2,23,15,8,25,0,3,2,0,25,7,0,2,16,109,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245014747303518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402595365620076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634085009460638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471465144598605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892609511029259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833257127776013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882293453068326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680511718021203,0.0,0.21617306927618896,0.0,0.14887570793145122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355598642617117,0.0,0.0,0.15593735631840952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341089865116227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015992065447856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381932981820452,0.0,0.0,0.13544920537510596,0.1193341114718041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950500037317553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126927991476387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181028057377082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500607693190672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894993882256534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677235103962052,0.2153836095089612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117920295008302,0.0,0.0,0.1377616926786791,0.11450657705378155,0.0,0.13366029313800226,0.0,0.0956552047842045,0.1440448990886658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862315791248896,0.23624260296188074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277771917110626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810015560613325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699722821575809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334410394877019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194591191047945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838601574010666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405585694167258
lonely,lostdaddy123,2019/08/18,"I push every single person away. Hey guys :)

So I'm [20/f] a really lonely person and I think about why this is a lot and it seems to me like I literally push away every single person in my life no matter who they are.

I've always had social anxiety and been shy every since I can remember but I had friends when I was younger. In middle school I stopped talking to all of them for seemingly no reason. I even switched schools in 8th grade. At that school I made only 1 friend even though other people tried to be friends with me. I'm still friends with this girl to this day even tho its been 6-7 years and I feel myself pushing her away these past few weeks like not returning texts or calls, I was even supposed to visit her and didn't.

I had this other girl I was friends with and she blocked me because I was being distant and I just let her go and we're not friends anymore.


The first two years of high school I was homeschooled, maybe I subconsciously wanted to be in an isolated environment? The last two years I went to public school and made friends with this one girl who was also friendless but I'm not sure if it even classifies as friendship.

After high school I lived with my cousins for 5 months. I was literally LIVING with them and I didn't form any sort of connection. It's not that I don't like them I would have loved to be friends and form a bond but something in me blocks me from doing so.

I had this one guy try to date me and I ghosted him after a few dates.

Then another guy came along and I was starting to fall hard for him and then I broke up with him through text out of the blue which now I regret but I feel like I kind of damaged the relationship and it wont be the same.

Even my family. I live with them but I don't talk to them. I don't tell them about my life, my hopes and dreams, I don't bring my problems to them or ask them for help. I just keep everything inside. This guy that I almost dated was really trying to get to know me and I just didn't want to open up to him. I remember thinking to myself ""I don't want you to know me.""


Wtf is wrong with me? Being this alone causes me a lot of depression and its been getting worse lately. I'm scared that if this gets worse its gonna get really hard for me to go on and I just wanna be ok and be a good person and live a good life.

Any advice is really appreciated! :)

Another thing, I used to be really sweet and warm to people and now I feel like I've become really cold and heartless in an effort to make up for my lack of boundaries. I don't like the person I am becoming.",1.3660762486812918,3.2609216474953615,2.9807442977190877,92.51600640256106,80.20593692022263,6.156950052748373,20.030594055804137,7.208032530483347,0.31656430572228805,2004,51,451,26,51,660,237,539,0.133,0.691,0.175,0.9863,0,3,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,9,2,24,32,1,1,15,1,45,4,0,6,2,92,80,42,1,11,17,1,6,6,8,3,3,0,0,12,27,37,0,4,12,1,0,10,16,9,0,5,23,9,82,23,68,44,11,53,0,5,1,1,53,19,0,11,30,313,109,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056811291842659775,0.0,0.0,0.058216307998923834,0.0602129163302641,0.0,0.0464925375006434,0.04837505704325106,0.0,0.0,0.0790709868232131,0.1219244750618886,0.044475028136433774,0.0,0.05765677768408031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054350714228142485,0.0,0.1638662841954009,0.0,0.0,0.035440080200586456,0.12841660156088885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936488734952785,0.06649381164308514,0.0,0.05972322689688494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03749387770716163,0.0,0.05007374329656967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303956214396773,0.0,0.14695005282551968,0.0,0.0522502359971798,0.0,0.05480686060635805,0.0,0.08818820004481517,0.08306688279536567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945172754000318,0.0,0.0,0.3593351043771015,0.0,0.12149777621283213,0.0,0.06608176171040203,0.09752595285636276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23026106024623036,0.0,0.0,0.1041595607139042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038968340558866194,0.12285092079348454,0.0,0.05774365513157085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167528098461623,0.0,0.06054125949161784,0.06390169880950522,0.047389821759177934,0.0655816319458663,0.0,0.0,0.059449532373040986,0.12319270609160897,0.17041827427114573,0.0,0.2053459094320346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885284644603573,0.052471363313202006,0.11002221583244366,0.038807232490704884,0.0,0.058406932653509214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046404797591502095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879094880569379,0.044216188293216635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549882185295656,0.08061044418760928,0.2538171113236929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562973556614413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22346622599770874,0.05977503247214209,0.0,0.06241791731927253,0.13171690784969678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820577936233182,0.35302952101869484,0.0,0.10585239245892923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04809194052306829,0.0,0.0,0.05926385950986826,0.0,0.044757087605548064,0.0,0.0,0.04115002151535068,0.0,0.046428682354750214,0.048605552968940494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054793905432372836,0.0,0.0,0.0934574400890804,0.05081473724642074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038623971484479935,0.07450432462889421,0.057119798268964114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841463813917767,0.0,0.11358377898350187,0.0,0.0,0.05021213335518891,0.0,0.0,0.10287301083026736,0.0,0.04663439545445588,0.0,0.0,0.05389404467085132,0.05246005076405336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849415802709888,0.041299211736130895,0.06356422933758599,0.0,0.11231593107004698
lonely,buddamus,2019/08/18,"I am here to help I am having a bad time  fancy a vent?

Would love to distract myself by being a sound board",-1.1412499999999994,0.8352707083333364,1.788333333333334,96.49000000000002,91.91666666666666,3.2,12.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.5857333333333334,83,1,19,0,3,29,19,24,0.207,0.5429999999999999,0.25,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984804656547222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001648664775437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5388270527559023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481227656222986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424100521423319,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zKanna,2019/08/18,"Left behind while everyone else progresses 16, low self esteem and bad body image. No amount of compliments or reassurance is going to make me happy with who I am. I got Klinefelter syndrome I believe(I tick all boxes). Believe no one will love me. Don't like body contact and always aware of who's around me. Distanced myself from a girl I tried to pursue thus resulting in me being ignored by her due to my lack of self esteem.

My Little Brother has a girlfriend and is living his highschool life great compared to mine which was just me being a shy kid while he's going outside with his friends arranging things. Makes me feel really shit about myself especially when my mum speaks with our Family back in our home country about how awesome my little brother is and how fat and introverted I am. Im proud of my brother tho.

Am I depressed?? I don't know, I've always seen myself immune to that. 

Kinda not well in school because I'm lazy and my self destructive behaviour.

Klinefelter syndrome makes me develop less muscles, don't want to get it checked by a doctor because it means I have to tell my parents and it might disappoint them. Discourages me from exercising. My acne scars is fucked. I'm fat.

Only reason I have friends is my jokes and humour. I don't interact with girls very well and girls out right call me ugly in my face sometimes.

It sucks. My life sucks. 1 in 5000 people and I was chosen. I sometimes think of suicide or scenarios where my life would end and feel a sense of relief which worries me. I might just live on since it's only been 16 years but when the time comes soon I won't be scared for all I know. I'm going to adapt existential nihilism even harder into my life now.

TL;dr just a rant you can read if you want",3.4267543859649123,5.518653137426902,4.382315789473683,83.94821052631579,74.64327485380117,7.016140350877192,25.43508771929825,7.908726449838941,1.5536238596491234,1391,48,260,21,30,450,197,342,0.13,0.7759999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.8318,1,0,0,0,0,1,31.0,2,2,1,2,18,26,5,1,7,0,27,15,6,8,2,52,52,22,1,5,8,5,2,1,3,5,9,1,1,7,11,19,2,2,7,3,1,4,8,12,2,1,5,4,50,14,35,39,5,30,0,4,1,2,33,15,4,6,12,170,61,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169207806511207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051461537492783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781837934413057,0.08489654373883065,0.1239634348743184,0.0,0.0,0.11455582962203445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258817702562221,0.0,0.0,0.10382419149622392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758624390076318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757476254180338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407132569275253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493858262778825,0.0,0.090056168589321,0.0,0.0,0.06715709175415689,0.0,0.0,0.09715729816402766,0.0,0.0,0.09585258635122512,0.0,0.10282249298030566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711171348015926,0.09399929704805893,0.05312234616742168,0.0,0.17335715913600194,0.0,0.08132086017893027,0.11209990610705978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823768927676992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199091685576284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982924925603822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175869289651504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047300315760313,0.0,0.2872715658306272,0.04967453639221572,0.2038153212800677,0.17956635627311926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176799815389784,0.0,0.20361175018310576,0.0,0.0,0.11075670744547747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157277180688414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889936898900383,0.1546607836904968,0.0,0.0,0.11290093517197165,0.0,0.0,0.07049044113107865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017051091910294,0.0,0.06513727018554707,0.10454150079558844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683210953983922,0.0,0.0,0.1017970091835736,0.102903153223274,0.0,0.0,0.31821571614702565,0.0,0.10437058887928664,0.08410875629046008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011234802955643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121878466514162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887069859393325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755007531874366,0.06515089653942271,0.0,0.0,0.0592890226085757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903241189095384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389466341591409,0.1199441583860738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828407356108961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325853204173384,0.0,0.07222884535582726,0.0,0.0,0.0654770367699855
lonely,EliseFerrell,2019/08/18,"Feel Good Music for When You Feel Bad Too many Spotify playlists for Sad/Lonely people only make you feel sadder. yesterday I decided to create a playlist of cheerful/optimistic/philosophical songs about feeling lonely. Hopefully this might give you a mood-lift?  New song suggestions are welcome...

[Depression Is Futile. Lonely Don't Own Me. I Feel Good!](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7hYVdByzq4Kj05vXFwiWAU?si=u0LCP4KDRDGWBqm9i_hgOQ)",9.806666666666667,14.59823093650794,6.432063492063495,61.415714285714294,72.96825396825399,9.784126984126983,32.39682539682539,9.444778638647367,4.891749206349207,371,16,40,11,9,103,53,63,0.23199999999999998,0.63,0.138,-0.8048,0,6,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,12,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,6,3,5,11,1,3,0,3,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166682784522108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802878165964825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6106222078447054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23169685668714876,0.0,0.40516653673653535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398930344482253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161222644107318,0.2448727412168166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562243565242616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233270446361094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369387177214666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744596458539798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,carrieesson,2019/08/18,"A positive step? I’m feeling extra lonely and sad today. 

I’m a 22 year old female from a small town that is near a city. I have a small handful of friends, but I don’t have much in common with them other than the fact that we’ve known each other for years. I love and appreciate them dearly, but a lot of the times I feel empty because I don’t have anyone to share my interests with or do things I would enjoy with. 

Out of the minimum friends I have, all of them have boyfriends. I am really interested in music and going to gigs, but I never have anyone to go with. I am interested in books, but have no one to share books with or talk about them with. I love films, but have no one to go to the cinema with or even watch a film at home with. Sometimes I will go to the cinema myself, I don’t hate it but it gets lonely. 

I would love to just have friends to go out with to a cool bar/restaurant with after work or to see a band, and make impulsive fun plans with on a Friday night, but there’s no one in my life I can do that with. All my plans with my friends have to be arranged months in advance. They don’t want to go out exploring because they spend the majority of their time with their boyfriends, and even if they go out it’s to gay bars where I can’t meet or talk to guys, or places that just aren’t my scene. I’m so young and I’m tired of spending so much time alone. 

It’s been like this for years that I’ve ended up in relationships with people that aren’t right for me, just because I’m lonely. If I had a larger social circle with friends with similar interests I wouldn’t feel the need to even date, because I would have people to spend my time with.

It’s a weird place to be in. I’m starting university soon and I will hopefully meet new people there, but I just want at least one friend that wants to do the same things as me. 

After crying all day due to the loneliness I took a step today and admitted that things need to change, and joined an app for meeting new friends. This is something I felt too embarrassed to do before, but I can’t continue feeling so lonely. Hopefully I will find someone in the same predicament as me, that I can just have fun with. 

I even reached out to some old friends today and asked if they would like to go to the cinema, and made an Instagram account to hopefully meet new people that share common interests on there too. 

I could have just joined another dating app and tried to fill the gap through sex or romance but instead I am going to look for friendship, so I feel proud of myself today.",5.522032323496696,4.874321292220119,5.984148400183213,84.5262428842505,67.57685009487665,9.318301380618989,28.60884643067461,8.641336200584522,1.7782283452201797,1999,55,440,27,29,647,203,527,0.083,0.684,0.233,0.9982,2,9,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,10,5,23,39,1,1,27,1,45,9,1,2,5,98,87,38,0,17,26,0,7,2,8,8,2,0,1,1,22,37,1,0,10,9,4,15,13,8,0,4,5,11,51,31,86,71,13,73,0,5,3,5,36,26,0,15,34,305,73,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159230485411211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248323715073934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966671444028808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462222956811298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685510139956006,0.0,0.058819997675279075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731247287636273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055190419369448,0.0,0.07593019740925783,0.04457968965081914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061223934895311076,0.0,0.0,0.18262475420489946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475753506424174,0.0,0.06637051750325466,0.0,0.063178690471832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272443506347736,0.0,0.036114783853086016,0.0,0.3535662550661936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844428498845842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824629464126816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933767393509528,0.2059691647666788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04882479434555356,0.06754163828356373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804730815339055,0.0,0.0,0.058767317294879474,0.1871631238300373,0.0654074283115418,0.04614124989030841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517464720761872,0.0,0.1016291630500121,0.10251012475783426,0.053313202171436085,0.20028309330554764,0.0,0.06486881440219718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506941340816504,0.0,0.18736264477549608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168935326270053,0.0,0.14444112260403064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428302970876245,0.0,0.0,0.0742140198054832,0.0,0.0590320852481841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550834074983444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704638897340575,0.05856910337303635,0.053215543367197415,0.06836606007350267,0.0,0.048926792864864656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111195728345652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777006544708376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122858953715272,0.07944863246158257,0.262088395228993,0.0,0.07680004497793233,0.04693110930081512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231455311389955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032357856297641,0.0,0.0,0.1964167116988827,0.0,0.0,0.13354205155977
lonely,well_shiiiiit,2019/08/18,"I feel like nobody wants to be around me. I used to have a ton of people I considered friends. But, it seems like they’ve all just pulled away from me. One of my closest friends back stabbed me (a story for another day). And since that point I feel like people only use me to take pictures of them for free. I’m a photographer. I stopped doing free pics... and now I barely see anyone.

To make matters worse, my husband is barely home. I own my own business. My husband works 8 hour shifts and then I read of coming home, he goes to his friends car shop to help him work on cars or work on his own build. He will stay gone from 6:30 am- 8/10pm most nights. If he does come home he goes and takes a bath for hours at a time. Like literally 5 hours sometimes. He has a bad back.... but still. 

I beg him to stay home on weekends and most times he does but he still sleeps til 2PM usually and if I want to do anything I have to absolutely beg... then he makes me feel bad about it... for forcing him to get up.  And nothing is getting done around the house because he never helps.

I feel so alone all the time. I often just get out and go for a ride or window shop, but that gets old too. They say being alone and doing things by yourself is great, and I don’t disagree. But, I just feel like I’ve got nothing. I don’t know that I’m looking for advice, maybe I just wanted to say that I’m always hurting. I don’t know. I’m just sad and my depression is high, and I wish I could know why I suck so much that nobody wants to know me...",0.7382418224299059,2.6626005451713444,2.107234228971965,97.82150554906544,82.48909657320873,4.884774143302181,19.377044392523366,5.800992412223965,-0.3854385514018692,1169,30,277,7,32,375,162,321,0.124,0.772,0.10400000000000001,-0.9162,0,2,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,2,3,17,17,1,0,9,0,19,1,1,4,3,59,56,26,0,8,14,2,5,5,3,1,0,2,6,0,8,17,0,1,10,5,4,8,4,6,0,1,3,9,39,13,36,49,9,43,0,3,2,0,25,12,1,8,26,159,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153183348070069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282724290877927,0.0,0.0,0.06942470356761188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748899801027954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058339775765911525,0.0,0.0686599945078779,0.14854989188751333,0.0,0.0,0.07839004162014318,0.12831291405209594,0.13932967998359455,0.05086127464693843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374393580968273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661615402687457,0.0,0.0,0.053808749891347984,0.0,0.07186254647259456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602927128925122,0.08538309566673814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109365177181639,0.17881819888701433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933852998910639,0.0,0.17436562586703347,0.0,0.04741810137679486,0.0,0.06673068729144624,0.091987514192193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184960420417596,0.08815378503295969,0.3347689123944203,0.0,0.2465003589969984,0.0962729260992622,0.08931902145117265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341503942208354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381092545276355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006448700645909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138718077532296,0.0,0.08382179233686415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133441326149565,0.0,0.06435030804430382,0.0,0.0,0.07829820793406897,0.0,0.16011649551735813,0.0,0.08755112299016513,0.0,0.05653779653174916,0.06345616838036447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156868132925346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887315687719758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345769858355985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270191229868772,0.0,0.0,0.0664869881432015,0.07595619951221252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901839333894985,0.0,0.08349537570091152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825194669672713,0.0,0.0,0.17786147273937888,0.13326278898778215,0.06975549617629499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546565300463536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554305862320014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595506806506073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144122309584655,0.0918919968955437,0.0,0.1968487816800188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752872181665858,0.0,0.09594627018474164,0.0,0.0,0.1822252828861748,0.0,0.08502751519414269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Telepathicpower,2019/08/18,"I'm at the lowest point in my whole life Last night my wife said she wanted a divorce after me spending the last 6 months doing every single thing I could to improve myself. I started therapy,  got on medication,  cleaned everything in the whole house myself everyday, took such good care of my children etc. I am absolutely devastated. This is going to completely destroy my older daughter who is 5. She and I are so close and are very loving. Everytime I'm not around for a period of time she constantly cries she misses me. Her mother is dissolving our family and not me. I was willing to do anything to try and make her love me again. I have not had a single physical touch or affection in 6 months from her. I'm so lonely. Last night I told her what she was doing to me was unfair and I didn't deserve this. That's when she told me she wanted a divorce.  How can I glue my heart back together and go on? Part of me just wants to end my life to escape the constant pain, but the only reason I dont is my unconditional love for my children. It seems so selfish to put them through anymore pain than what they will go through in the divorce.  I am just kind of venting here so thanks for listening.  Any of you survived being divorced when it's not what you wanted at all?",3.500393700787398,5.064806637795275,4.925992125984255,82.36575984251971,73.1732283464567,7.757165354330707,27.26692913385827,8.395991825355821,1.922416377952756,1002,37,195,17,20,335,144,254,0.099,0.787,0.114,0.7242,1,2,0,0,4,1,21.0,1,2,2,1,14,13,1,0,10,0,23,9,1,4,1,27,48,15,0,5,8,3,1,0,0,2,5,2,1,2,10,8,0,0,2,0,1,5,6,6,0,0,10,3,44,7,30,34,7,36,0,2,0,3,33,11,0,2,20,149,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609150745902088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096841725322554,0.0,0.0,0.092078926031242,0.0996090562277129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603929702106543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140830161974808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731834537027665,0.2418345327358732,0.0,0.08933796110954557,0.0,0.1229099017671813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113850457508752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910454707793892,0.0,0.12479097857857148,0.0,0.0,0.09427521176363103,0.0,0.10056278242749388,0.0,0.10548335894575968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077519072834445,0.09385107063112398,0.08949156001487903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132594493891657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911022939403344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652000014833665,0.0,0.2736247354999403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580675641989872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029651172957951,0.0,0.07468986891822972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272106347412066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862486071978687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000918943891636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510015004226673,0.2381254292709252,0.0,0.0,0.12116990062045255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577565043517057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248400642759007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504529061680906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064364683990958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186376108283557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791988893745525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301662391363214,0.12796012100073842,0.0,0.07433715784727041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524607724665447,0.0,0.0,0.21383832291981425,0.124317943401025,0.07596843193884192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232396570195887,0.2639910553091417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24985049066002685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MageChan,2019/08/18,"I feel broken because I have no frends and my whole summer is ruined Im 15 years old (will be 16 in 3 days). This summer was the worst summer I ever had.
The school is coming soon and I've been outside of my house literally 5 times.

I dont really have true friends. They only called me a few times to hang out with them but when I want to hang out with them, they're ""busy"". I just really wanna hang out with someone but I feel like every one is avoiding me. I feel like a ghost. 

I feel so broken now.. I just feel it would be better If I just die. Why do I even exist? 

Also, I created a new account just for this.",-0.10646616541353282,1.7747474887218075,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,85.39097744360902,5.003007518796993,15.515037593984964,6.1826913282559595,-0.6290060150375947,468,8,110,4,14,161,84,133,0.185,0.695,0.11900000000000001,-0.8437,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,1,11,8,0,1,5,0,14,0,0,0,2,27,21,8,2,4,7,0,5,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,5,0,1,4,2,3,0,1,3,5,20,5,12,14,3,21,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,15,75,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129093561270106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770249074189008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625910606252374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041003840759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219417939496233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394398640684543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833659502968288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070676492054357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669547653689302,0.15981717901808964,0.14886052377592993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44667359409236906,0.2524404607605119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650253305497054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386500346043926,0.0,0.0,0.19084472309403214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263385130670247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063864912384633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853959437459348,0.0,0.11972294343382366,0.13437310478244993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263714698200661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880959685535494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497003943022235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604706267037265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421044416216158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594262230716127,0.19725691520362484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550840586372009,0.0,0.0,0.11377613009312852
lonely,fishshitpasta,2019/08/18,"talk to meee i’m feeling a little better myself and i think i will be able to be a positive nudge for you if you’d like i know sometimes you just need someone to consistently believe in you and just be there. i’ll be there. or even just a place to vent i’ll be there. i’m a great listener and if you need a friend, fuck it i’ll be one. the most broken ones tend to be the warmest people. i’ll gladly listen to you and talk to you. 

please message me. you’re worth it. you’re worth my time and attention. 

if you feel bad burdening me, stop. i feel better helping people out. the fact that you trust me to open up is enough for me to care about you.

we can communicate in memes if you’re too awkward. maybe i’ll send you cute puppy pictures once in a while.

talk to me. i’ll be waiting :D",-0.4540868347338929,1.6771729470588248,1.7271428571428586,97.09833333333336,90.11764705882356,4.6498599439775905,17.507002801120446,6.1826913282559595,-0.38771148459383703,611,16,144,6,21,204,89,170,0.08800000000000001,0.6629999999999999,0.249,0.9808,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,11,0,2,9,13,1,1,9,0,12,1,0,0,1,28,27,11,0,6,8,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,8,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,4,0,2,0,5,23,9,18,17,2,12,0,0,0,1,21,8,1,6,4,87,26,0,0.16912844451603476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412151866710421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905498404516616,0.0,0.29916073019434586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243772100404658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475489406806374,0.0,0.11170774251449156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565492698654078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306682166918422,0.1563565216556272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646470715478836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336323128449485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294857001507432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262761498281974,0.1695111330416784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991225492436846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508131971798015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011627365427268,0.2292116221652252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345047363405535,0.0,0.17670322736480695,0.18565224375992126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330198219588916,0.0,0.16727235622948675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413989526858386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078171116911233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837067813859924,0.0,0.0,0.09862015609222224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SCHG1N,2019/08/18,"What happened I'm 13 years old, me and my friends started hanging out less and less until we don't even make eye contact anymore. I wish things could go back to the way they used to be",5.952307692307691,4.6936494871794885,5.630384615384616,89.42711538461542,66.94871794871796,7.800000000000002,34.884615384615394,3.1291,1.6138615384615385,146,6,33,0,2,45,35,39,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,2,0,8,10,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,4,8,2,9,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,5,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143607479561316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437394209511058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530841564693598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20936347465932212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24489933516105514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801480491275932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28030593919155106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158779803356734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33261905364533834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436133376819475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058860818456596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737704816682558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516053808687904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645134008530496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412587219743372
lonely,MelodramaticErratic,2019/08/18,"This Might Sound Selfish Recently I've been craving attention and admiration, mostly because I've been feeling like garbage about myself. I just want to hear your voice and tell me about how much I mean to you, how well I'm doing, and that you're proud of me. 
I dont know, it sounds stupid... but I'm just needing someone to be my person that's willing to message me, call, and get to know. Not looking for an actual relationship but something that resembles it...does that make sense?",5.644184397163119,6.330463063829789,5.83489361702128,81.13333333333334,67.29787234042553,8.819858156028369,32.687943262411345,8.841846274778883,2.61297730496454,384,16,74,6,6,122,66,94,0.023,0.863,0.114,0.6059,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,7,6,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,3,0,21,19,8,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,4,0,1,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,6,10,4,9,14,2,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,2,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.2289331641754402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430083618901152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395501151689469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749463369818693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861946469521165,0.16759638760195109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256742825599905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644082538221821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578571272136017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461241105982613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700268196224047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565955470917,0.0,0.0,0.2555452793991894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24887070616102305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245603907698834,0.17395095610818292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484134970711315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316365726412348,0.2518697491061012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877356610786975,0.1806044948322631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504841671794533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837159019086315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210931183965724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MindlessGiraffe2,2019/08/18,"I loved someone. Still love her. My ex, now my best friend, that's who I love. Its been like more than 4 months since she broke up with me. I keep having suicidal thoughts, I have tried before, only once did I end up getting severely injured. She made me happy, the happiest I've ever been. Nowadays I just do things because I have to. I cant care anymore, everything in my head revolves around the past and I'm hurt... I cant move on.. I cant seem to live. Everytime I talk to her (everyday), I fall back in love with her again, it hurts. She lives in a different city now, that just makes it worse though. I cant Express how I feel to her, that's why I'm here I guess.",-0.6498992161254229,1.5215048014184411,1.3637849944008948,98.50263157894736,93.18439716312055,4.954236655468459,18.768570362075398,6.5966054737557815,-0.007958865248227198,511,16,121,7,19,168,91,141,0.141,0.638,0.221,0.9379,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,12,12,0,0,3,0,11,6,1,3,1,15,26,3,1,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,1,27,9,14,21,2,19,0,3,0,4,16,7,0,2,11,77,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824019564562856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408913961143475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718445435030934,0.0,0.08497255339988546,0.0,0.11861300089418025,0.0,0.14628413740733806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421202434832848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563580144265112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346064147389155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608876252340753,0.0,0.0,0.12527725511054313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048118491018385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769452683346144,0.0,0.07282698161784472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355687782769306,0.0,0.0,0.14838622116715708,0.0,0.0,0.143057221423319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29844573784554723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238987199822061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810027812607128,0.0,0.24617278171922516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.503229755221837,0.13189683202016764,0.0930457723699966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126199825274488,0.14815248003742942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844877627701006,0.0,0.10601450108520262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306619445666615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689796439248968,0.0,0.15747418059161067,0.0,0.1153071596077515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810706197421375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131926531616733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247309222450375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112038647678548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260637845357686,0.0,0.13695271232822778,0.11066230807676794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463855711442856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578031538527562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205316570312826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,awkward_patatas,2019/08/18,25 and alone Just two days left and i'll be 26 and i'm here still stuck in this lonely spot and i don't know when will I escape from it. :(,-3.00090909090909,-1.3969310909090886,-0.5008484848484844,110.40872727272726,102.33333333333331,2.64,6.6,3.1291,-2.8432981818181817,106,0,31,0,5,35,27,33,0.268,0.684,0.048,-0.7717,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848444536874809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019069621847407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572735729910511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5086277139573541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738515007020872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572977745086907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,regulardonkey,2019/08/18,"Internal fight 42 swm with no kids. While out in public I'm outgoing laughing and always making others smile. I truly enjoy people, i find 99% of you great. Once I'm at home though i haven't received a txt or call for probably 2 years. I really don't understand anymore",1.7355555555555533,4.21335218518519,4.0903703703703735,81.7666666666667,82.7037037037037,7.303703703703704,21.962962962962962,8.344100000000001,1.741096296296296,214,7,39,5,6,74,47,54,0.081,0.611,0.307,0.9231,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,6,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414866303032601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28782066230173564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29634748733325056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652561970758331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31996902674006084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29111473448959196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937243773624232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090752650224734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012022902289331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129066883718124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859226262497405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851400794265012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021296821212941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689242887595972
lonely,DominicW97,2019/08/18,"Looking for some friends to make Hopefully we can get to know each other and maybe message daily on iMessage etc, 22 years of age and willing to talk to many people. PM me if you want to become friends",7.41,6.239236000000003,6.960000000000001,80.78500000000003,64.0,9.0,37.5,7.1686216300943375,2.68825,160,7,31,1,2,50,34,40,0.0,0.779,0.221,0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,8,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,8,7,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,3,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258200284291579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32901883932164233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558545098556774,0.0,0.1541327539374825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930156868798807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213210028699004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477376439725041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969242829928521,0.2990981152530734,0.2963814370777149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045257147257597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23712125548114946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400703079353874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997948556746688
lonely,bibbles13,2019/08/18,"28 m4a, just looking to chat Hey, hope everyone's having a good Sunday morning. Honestly I am just looking for people to chat with and maybe make a new friend or 2. I work allot so I hardly get time to go out and meet new people especially with the work schedule I have. Hope to hear from someone soon.",1.952841530054645,4.1336387377049215,3.656967213114754,86.95189890710384,79.65573770491805,6.033879781420765,23.281420765027317,7.1686216300943375,0.9579814207650276,237,8,47,3,6,79,45,61,0.0,0.767,0.233,0.9313,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,11,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,5,9,11,1,8,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,4,6,27,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040225825953139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649610381614397,0.0,0.11155269303909544,0.0,0.1213454058064409,0.17908612028048135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191267360861836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24064674600191316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241368319080191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585973862960078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425228157641027,0.0,0.21450435827693434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124279319944874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960486164109983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809104337084127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450222207426725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108826975069831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheROUK,2019/08/18,"Yo this might be the saddest subreddit And here I am posting. What’s up with reaching out through the internet. Always kinda weirded me out. I guess it’s a thing now though. 

Hope you have a great day :)",-0.3255000000000017,1.507151450000002,1.1099999999999994,96.01000000000002,109.5,4.0,22.5,5.985473137389443,0.5822499999999997,158,7,32,2,8,50,35,40,0.087,0.655,0.258,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946801831693425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283966867593958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904503172282016,0.3901348452497627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517496807461146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37569592553650905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33917666763655896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352807353094772,0.0,0.3479494112315993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,apollop69,2019/08/18,"[19f] I’m starved for attention and affection, I feel disgusting. Boyfriend broke up w me a little over a month ago. I still loved him and we spent a lot of time together. 

Fast forward to now, I’ve had casual sex with a friend from school 3 times, and I sucked a random tinder boy’s dick at a playground. Now he hits me up and wants to hook up at night sometimes, I haven’t taken up an offer yet. 

I’ve been talking to so many boys on tinder, and recently matched up with someone who is down to watch movies and cuddle.

Today, and yesterday I hung out with my ex and feel so sad. He didn’t do any of the things i did with other people, I know he didn’t because he’s not like that. I just have an emptiness in me that i’m desperately trying to fill. 

What’s worse is, the more attention I get, I tend to withdraw and get discouraged from talking to people, and when I realise that i’ve ignored someone for too long, I just take it as a loss and I keep looking for someone that can hold my attention. 

Today, one of my best friends and I were very high and joking around, and he called me a slut in front of my ex. I don’t know if he was joking or if he actually meant it... because he knows about most of my sex life, we share a lot. But it just hurt because it’s true and he knows it.",4.230330882352941,3.881313136029416,5.312794117647059,87.25132352941179,70.21323529411765,8.564705882352943,28.39705882352941,8.07648339933343,1.5462235294117646,991,31,229,12,16,329,147,272,0.161,0.737,0.102,-0.9466,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,0,2,13,19,2,0,13,0,14,7,1,1,1,52,35,23,0,3,8,2,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,13,23,0,4,10,3,1,3,5,9,0,1,10,4,27,10,37,24,5,35,0,5,2,6,25,17,2,7,18,141,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.132943493768515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207620963280746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264292878317967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127601371590033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491386252786131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296784642220356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910885020924565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776672438290805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050614025175696,0.0,0.1423519584264968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393736012761646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458399562997425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108991093818405,0.0,0.0,0.29947978492638344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622520687281627,0.06655643104574313,0.13654098620806207,0.0,0.12056168004998732,0.11440118305339672,0.0,0.0,0.23164039254474406,0.1229553587196216,0.0,0.0,0.1381186067862601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087396662464646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784518950081772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923148243398694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888932449205444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451338674501134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787479701506847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462886529662793,0.0,0.13473765454275352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879563505397537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243005943206317,0.21899741774537088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050697312177124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588768021450742,0.0,0.2582653996592923,0.0,0.0,0.09249308188131572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240627062242932,0.08035359448481337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883279170236207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,melonator69,2019/08/18,"Emptiness Is it wrong that I just feel empty, that I fake through the emotions just because if I try to actually let my friends know how I'm actually feeling they just tell me to get more sunlight (when I'm tanner than they are)? Or that all I feel is hurt and hollow. I've had no affection of any kind other than those hollow words that can be used by anyone, physical contact almost seems like a rarity, so rare to the point where I just want to break down... But I can't, for those feelings are sucked into the black hole emptiness inside. I'm not ugly but I'm not super good looking. My self-esteem almost seems so low that the ground would be higher. I guess I really feel like I need a long hug, or petting my hair, or anything ""intimate"" just to know what feeling is again or just to be whole again.........",4.9531901840490775,5.145902631901841,5.6074907975460135,83.89172699386503,68.69325153374233,8.237791411042949,27.95644171779141,7.908726449838941,1.5852066257668709,631,19,130,7,10,205,102,163,0.15,0.726,0.12300000000000001,-0.6809,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,1,13,12,1,0,6,0,13,2,1,3,1,38,34,12,0,4,15,0,7,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,0,10,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,9,15,7,14,28,3,11,0,2,2,1,5,6,1,10,6,85,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.3010255038914996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088915135654796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488623221945767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784587367886156,0.0,0.12692364681344148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402124928845967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734955066640544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679202018609941,0.11018671586963703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916287729709718,0.0,0.08058230004450684,0.0,0.0,0.1293664104836156,0.0,0.0,0.16990909314271044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511355722712875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061376889334844,0.16952889270338434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577174563853145,0.0,0.1507045032805479,0.0,0.0,0.1364946093196787,0.1295199667100531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436454478641114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580351743829464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880796743482052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28082256368585096,0.16090249626539174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348096576286597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104716582175437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321097132888193,0.0,0.0,0.09097279070836607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721997464541375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109565313060307,0.16863359841604136,0.0,0.0
lonely,honeymoonpearl,2019/08/18,"I want friends so badly 16f here and I haven’t had a close friend in 5 years. I desperately wish I could make friends but my depression and my eating disorder make it difficult for me to spend time with others irl and my anxiety makes talking to other people online a stressful experience. If anyone wants to chat, please message me. I don’t know how much longer I can take this.",4.022207207207206,5.875833472972975,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882884,72.37837837837839,8.176576576576577,27.1981981981982,8.841846274778883,2.1210522522522526,303,11,58,6,6,98,58,74,0.264,0.5920000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.9216,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,4,0,16,13,7,0,5,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,11,3,6,11,1,4,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549630068993579,0.0,0.0,0.14163937931691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913477241055086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173306436257198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447044224771127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23215904146302266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072763528829452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814914794163208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695076984095916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132538649690073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056446294595392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489098665717054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404342767416003,0.0,0.0,0.22235745840133064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320395241280697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230498389703312,0.1628154780351508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811829909347467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23895823124451596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329417619167467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304463435670285
lonely,LeoLameous,2019/08/18,"When your feeling lonely. You have none to talk to.
No friends, no understanding, no interaction.
Life seems to drag on, as you see others having fun, experiencing life, making the best out of every day.
Than we see me, experiencing a point in life where I am lost, no one to turn to, no one to talk to, no one to enjoy life with.
Is this where things get better, or is this what I live with untill i die. 
I hope there will be change some day, but who knows.",3.0087111801242234,4.253076858695657,4.285714285714288,87.745,73.8913043478261,6.9962732919254655,19.664596273291927,7.447530270364453,0.20172484472049668,349,6,79,4,7,115,63,92,0.16699999999999998,0.693,0.139,0.0387,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,3,0,3,4,8,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,1,0,13,18,5,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,1,5,9,6,17,15,3,10,0,2,2,0,9,6,0,4,4,59,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281109369103907,0.1540648512908512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842794343751808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468787597227446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079105004595894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467701629461533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808024387629011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345857082244137,0.0,0.09101178292970227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301890356235394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573520968321493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921675957016882,0.0,0.0,0.1538209004088487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901587763963708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627917908092528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541252335499977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467435245893947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27762808420293345,0.15858421882859508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800291006364839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573006908277005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947847956361955,0.0,0.18134729294971755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Zarls1,2019/08/18,"Ever get that feeling? Ever get the feeling that life is catching up with you and your time is up?  I hate the fact that i fell sorry for myself but I can't help it.  It sucks to admit but I haven' had a connection with a single girl and I'm 20.  Not a single relationship and every time I try, I get immediately shut down, it's come to the point where nothing seems to help.  I'm fairly confident why nothing is working and it's because I am a fat and out of shape loser, girls don't want that.  I ask for so little, even if it's a simple ""good morning"" text with a heart or something at then end to let you know someone is thinking of you.  In a way I hope I get to experience heart break so I can at least say there was someone in my life who loved me, just so I can let myself know that I can feel something, because once a very sentimental person, I no longer have any empathy for anyone or anything.  Trust me when I say dating sites don't work.

If there is anyone out there in the same place, trust me you're not alone.  I hope you find that someone one day and they make you the happiest person alive.",2.413022030651341,3.623598012931037,4.0340804597701165,89.09674329501921,75.33620689655173,6.534865900383142,23.233716475095786,6.937597516519254,0.6109704980842907,857,24,190,8,18,287,126,232,0.087,0.7120000000000001,0.201,0.9851,0,1,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,6,1,3,12,9,2,0,13,0,17,6,3,1,3,38,40,17,0,5,9,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,12,12,1,0,9,0,0,3,6,3,0,1,2,5,29,6,23,36,4,31,0,1,0,1,20,17,1,7,9,127,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898200990109692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781229801716181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065485188515616,0.0,0.09453722698865784,0.0,0.10739817322507313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006071222969282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895975950248476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408870389394831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175041637145456,0.0,0.0,0.07587777889422381,0.2078327786630084,0.09679214862777824,0.0,0.0,0.1123756054539991,0.0,0.0,0.1742617685770227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049990999811495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400822031775693,0.0,0.0,0.09635668387761988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342114660601188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722689394146207,0.15400454802000446,0.0,0.0,0.2282053939691632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627112293891635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349470937639841,0.16228761390151,0.0,0.11514088445012892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368453564036284,0.0,0.07668392102314513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046272490767707,0.0,0.0,0.1223444541976797,0.07784629961698086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006192152324271,0.12002613349869827,0.0,0.1085996232370236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233391389939169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182715872535798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458329520632167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920147487203877,0.1768819238523079,0.0,0.1285998094178901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361106911054968,0.0,0.0,0.133976002558797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799661881088768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947888086693991,0.06775975620704963,0.09118714469763403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036621818014053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726938838021702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ItsAllFked,2019/08/18,"The early 30's loneliness I never thought I would feel it. I am a pretty independent person and enjoy my own company. However since my breakup a month ago, I now know loneliness. I guess it's because I was used to having someone around all the time. 

I now live out the back of my parents, because of the breakup until I can get some cash together to get out again. I have my parents and sister here but the family is pretty fractured due to my dad's alcoholism. Everyone does there own thing. I don't even feel like discussing my life with my family because I'm not proud of where I am at the moment.

The second part that strikes me now is that all of my lifelong friends, as of the past 2 years, are all married off and now having kids. I may get the occasional call on the weekend to fill their void of loneliness, when their wife and kid are off doing something else. It makes me want to sever ties with them because I feel like I'm becoming the void filler and coming in at second best. 

The relationship I just came out of was the first proper relationship Ive had in my life, I'm 32, and searching through tinder, dating sites etc the dating scene is very thin. It scares me that I will be alone forever, or that I will jump at the first opportunity to be with someone to not be alone. 

I can't work out whether I'm feeling loneliness because of the friend situation, or still grieving the breakup of the relationship.

Any thoughts are much appreciated.",5.513511420828492,6.026850062717769,6.128681765389086,79.52177216415024,67.53658536585365,9.304607046070462,31.972319008904385,9.2995712137729,2.6878100658149444,1156,46,228,21,18,377,153,287,0.11800000000000001,0.77,0.11199999999999999,0.0112,3,2,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,6,14,10,0,1,20,0,26,3,0,3,4,42,46,13,1,2,7,5,5,2,2,4,3,0,0,3,9,16,1,0,7,1,1,4,5,2,0,4,6,5,33,8,35,33,10,43,0,1,0,0,18,16,0,5,25,162,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403569021887076,0.11336987604211173,0.0,0.2197388483432207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072139702911059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443587022359992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157085505394576,0.0,0.3233343808558428,0.11715973023281807,0.0,0.0,0.11132698525615084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832204096095027,0.12133006074859952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091380636465436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283346582817524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861827377588552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830997204894005,0.0700664569497433,0.0,0.0,0.1013663258987365,0.0,0.0,0.20001018327849068,0.0,0.21455389415143725,0.1515706452482575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804673535262956,0.0,0.0,0.16391807359907887,0.0,0.16627110333043665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686177720214384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830013956871919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985834164648068,0.10365305211145336,0.0,0.09367274581730234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081085832251123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467399855229871,0.0,0.07798280587628112,0.0,0.08181732429562766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355840107779254,0.1148769543990116,0.10126770086574174,0.0,0.0926271025076368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158479755313427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416785493121577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062070374888143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984297198355875,0.0,0.08775249787908206,0.11924111713964725,0.0,0.0,0.17976662924754025,0.08166745181130332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471758064970371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047646526444032,0.0,0.0,0.16843522965677304,0.06185752899192499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162117556146142,0.0,0.08752913011871899,0.06257017680795296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722928616749844,0.0,0.0,0.07535792797847714,0.0,0.0,0.06831361898212299
lonely,KommisorkBadfragg,2019/08/18,I don't know how to talk to people My biggest struggle with being lonely is that I don't understand how to talk to people. I can't pick up on social cues and anytime I'm with people I feel like i'm a spectator only there to watch because I can't speak. This is probably common but I needed to get this out.,4.027537313432834,3.758220970149253,6.088768656716423,81.24270522388062,70.6417910447761,8.491044776119404,27.19776119402985,8.07648339933343,1.657988059701493,243,7,51,3,4,86,42,67,0.061,0.9079999999999999,0.031,-0.1655,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,3,0,12,14,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,7,1,11,13,0,5,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082253230484156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339557520130768,0.1884734228338332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783532605854024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498885108273327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288893735764042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561956299913386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006473836948348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5486997641270107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844431275409807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689317830713505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758024753714175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240978601850121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746464517991583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,satellitescaughtfire,2019/08/18,"Finally found someone I can relate to on a dating app and she’s looking for someone like me for the most part. But I have no pictures and I’m  behind in life and feel like that would hinder a relationship.

Just sent her a message saying I liked her profile.",3.5476923076923086,4.990359153846157,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,72.84615384615384,6.7384615384615385,28.384615384615394,7.1686216300943375,1.5857153846153849,204,8,39,2,4,68,41,52,0.044000000000000004,0.8,0.156,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,8,4,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,7,3,6,5,2,5,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,5,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410281037542917,0.1992573546028366,0.0,0.3055383976699349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30581655023822185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970063310922609,0.4087922089348419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342188505320923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30203840593125525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29945096448354264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180487355273046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726485518493969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981336340258809,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,walk-slowly,2019/08/18,"Haven’t been feeling like myself lately... I’m usually okay but lately I’ve been feeling at my lowest. I rarely trust people because of how many people have hurt me. I had an argument recently with someone close to me. They said some things which I’m use to. Thought I could hold my emotions in because I’m use to it but I couldn’t seem to hold it in this time. I usually just go back to what I’m doing and it doesn’t effect me. I know it isn’t good to keep things in but I’m use to it. It’s hard to change that. 

Since then, I’ve had this strong weight on my shoulders like I just can’t do anything. I know it’s probably me being stupid and just feeling a bit hurt but I’m use to holding it in. How is now any different?!  I just feel like tearing up and cry everything I’ve held onto out to someone but I don’t want to seem weak. I’m don’t go crying out my feelings in front of people, I feel embarrassed and stupid.",-0.3779833333333293,1.7279882350000015,1.879000000000001,96.43366666666668,89.15,4.933333333333334,19.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.011416666666665964,717,22,167,8,24,241,96,200,0.21100000000000002,0.674,0.115,-0.9795,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,8,13,2,1,2,1,17,3,1,7,0,44,45,12,0,3,9,0,8,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,15,8,1,5,12,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,7,9,21,7,25,35,2,24,0,2,0,0,2,12,0,3,12,99,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668449868492544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279650933390753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670981269252805,0.0,0.13748176886228916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231108673549738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929108961944307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003418370845642,0.0,0.24773550991891494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781608761235478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268461615131983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134648155008216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421061596452586,0.16111958432298285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817461808864675,0.0945824644920746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101585951426252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24143588904127355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023127763835156,0.0,0.0,0.12394608781797616,0.0,0.254409095965988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652747797172603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432665460364533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23453247833304786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158042705399708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134246039537457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726594193674284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531519780982346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328089854353692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109191316080665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983295438719266,0.0,0.0,0.08952331813061742,0.06575454859416711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895732104977736,0.2483908310435511,0.0,0.06651209316817774,0.0,0.0,0.13731816416694065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PokePaul_1699,2019/08/18,"I feel empty I've made this comment before on another subreddit, and someone said that it could be a love life, that got me thinking and perhaps that's what i'm missing. The problem for me is that I don't feel something for any girl I know. I've dated some girls on my school and met friends of a friend, but I don't feel attracted or ""in love"". I really wish I could spend some time with someone as a couple, but I can't find that someone.

Sorry for bad english, it's late and im really tired.",3.4297142857142866,3.8981614952380963,4.869523809523808,86.86714285714287,72.14285714285714,7.904761904761906,28.333333333333336,7.957251820313856,1.6366190476190483,387,14,85,5,7,130,67,105,0.17600000000000002,0.721,0.10300000000000001,-0.7648,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,4,0,7,4,0,1,0,21,21,8,0,4,3,0,3,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,9,5,0,0,6,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,4,4,10,5,9,14,2,6,0,1,0,2,9,3,0,3,3,48,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255685730980294,0.17355842254500348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381993166089956,0.0,0.0,0.14084230246769652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643028237118655,0.18314079644433456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510702609806953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127903068052134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557551871725396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237861999844286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178786161631703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096350866135818,0.0,0.18670975753923008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169091588731843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987701047161365,0.1566156607612385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837688284579107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206814386015427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744404055351766,0.0,0.0,0.1675114772176838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207246361041869,0.12742264452784305,0.0,0.18528210735073786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605625366693652,0.0,0.0,0.09651396919204322,0.19023680323098505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19033574141955414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vorpalpickle,2019/08/18,Looking for a lonely chat I just spent my entire weekend with people that I am great friends with and I couldn't feel any more lonely. Could use something to pick me up.,2.938137254901964,4.935020852941179,3.0594117647058816,93.31401960784315,75.76470588235293,4.533333333333334,23.098039215686285,3.1291,-0.050949019607842594,135,4,27,0,3,41,29,34,0.134,0.672,0.19399999999999998,0.4939,0,4,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,7,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,2,5,4,1,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850246976442751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33464346027206304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119261528021224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238209853983694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620954256633061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519660165996604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905739311552253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226689301533947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619961936135902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FilhaDaPulga,2019/08/18,"... I'm feeling lonely by a long time, but everytime that I talk about my problems, the people call me drama queen, everytime I cry, I am the drama queen, I am a cry baby.
I hide EVERYTHING I feel, and it's beeing tired, need to make a smile when I feel empty, need to make jokes about my pain, to hide everything.
A time ago i suffered bullying, and this destroyed me, they say that I don't have friends, I'm ugly, they use me, that im boring, this hurt me so much
Im very lonely, I dont talk to someone EVERYDAY, so, when I can take the moment, I think I exaggerate, I never can talk about something with someone.
Sometimes I think my mom was desappointed with me because I like to wear ""boy"" clothes, everytime i go to a shopping with her, she was angry, sad and desappointed with me, maybe I am just a mistake.
Im so woried about my old brother, I wish he don't feel the same, but sometimes he feels sad, lonely, I really like him, he is so cool, but sometimes he is more sad, I think he hide too, idk
Thank you for read this",3.076996855345912,3.87784616509434,4.6720000000000015,86.73966666666666,73.19811320754717,7.728805031446543,26.39748427672956,8.021203637495839,1.4143197484276726,785,26,173,11,15,265,106,212,0.35100000000000003,0.555,0.094,-0.9968,0,6,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,2,2,12,19,1,0,10,1,13,3,1,3,1,29,32,12,0,5,4,2,5,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,8,5,1,1,4,13,0,0,2,7,37,6,16,30,3,11,0,8,0,0,20,0,0,0,12,101,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296428126131754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080692884671155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860710615664767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25518133449683844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613263911307585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878500960135948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936569542332969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974096215269732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066013487737767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434618755532464,0.0,0.3764015660865402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134948016689939,0.0,0.0,0.10279340216387074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506855143412815,0.0,0.1166931762328028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603917644337588,0.0,0.0,0.08538719223630277,0.17225472425778346,0.08958579419383984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218849936232865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359696807440695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052715955478301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111445207149437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618630021243745,0.0,0.07441178215129572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092371012397753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968352838391597,0.08942169147291137,0.34464040077130803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733400437438876,0.2800826468138391,0.0,0.10693979568641564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232820460441473,0.0,0.0,0.13546167414585605,0.13350293260941515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032051094691427,0.0,0.09583993004279208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357236469667014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GrodGmo24,2019/08/18,"Here for anyone that wants support! Hey everyone (22m), and have been feeling that wierd lonely limbo lately! But I been going back to  my old postive ways and I love it! Just starting my life over from a recent long term break up but I love helping others out! So serouisly if you ever need a chat about anything message me! Best of wishes everyone and take care!",2.188714285714287,4.841183800000003,3.1625000000000014,87.97375000000002,82.42857142857143,4.642857142857143,23.035714285714285,5.985473137389443,0.6112857142857142,286,10,51,2,8,91,59,70,0.021,0.653,0.326,0.9793,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,13,14,7,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,5,8,12,2,14,0,1,0,2,7,3,0,1,8,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744309640449238,0.0,0.1735255587881806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214369277349008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129188768260946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149929412425174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074125717864365,0.0,0.4029848747627456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662068171787466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984056504896508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133969285083145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378671399127885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894158514951295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661064307886974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806313672992667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563551949369001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212694254972303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820570510294514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925273487073001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392893517813521,0.0,0.0,0.1585457274093964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437480909599614,0.16737639490794493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424866221848993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Maricha7991,2019/08/18,"My best friend doesn't care about seeing me. I've been trying since July, to call my best friend to hang out with me. Every week. And she always gives the same excuses, or just forgets it... It would be fine with me, if she just told me that she doesn't want to. But she never does. She just shows that she doesn't want to... And I'm so tired. Doesn't matter how many times I say to myself ""Stop"", I just keep trying to call her. Because I miss her so much... But she doesn't care. She spends a lot time with her boyfriend. And I haven't seen her, in like... 4 months.

Have you been in this situation before? You just can't stop yourself from beating your head against the same wall. 

Maybe this is silly, but I feel painfully alone every day. And I wish I could see the only person that I have in my life.",0.7987706939063058,2.8054520119760507,1.7369848538217705,100.10603381472352,82.77245508982037,4.408453680873548,15.212750968650932,5.0885558068054335,-1.1605897146882709,614,9,146,2,17,191,94,167,0.11900000000000001,0.78,0.10099999999999999,-0.2372,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,0,3,9,11,0,0,4,0,15,4,1,1,1,34,29,12,0,6,10,0,1,1,2,1,3,1,0,1,7,8,0,3,1,1,1,1,8,2,0,0,4,5,31,9,16,22,6,14,0,1,3,0,24,5,0,3,9,97,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557117897886465,0.0,0.0,0.11695188534517872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856801924292754,0.0,0.11960079266302096,0.0,0.2950047407290973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28704195604871313,0.0,0.2866076002786032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122206420413499,0.0,0.0,0.0906454680318745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299943474895833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368450020865427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106814193671193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21718278228610174,0.0,0.0,0.13483185581681315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442485810949392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493053044856055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992771903456129,0.06866740730821473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949367577246338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249932696236234,0.14120501987107772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218857194391116,0.0,0.10332309536599432,0.0,0.10840362956674317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689737438543337,0.14955897933683662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272601425826885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177389340328693,0.0,0.0,0.2240061019978925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626742081259665,0.15798817674390414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350182679011684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391591185567675,0.16154572924085395,0.0,0.13430502326822755,0.0,0.1908533864254605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658043532224735,0.0,0.11274364938639687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161629745801008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984527091082963,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tendiesking,2019/08/18,People kinda suck Most of my friends when they wanna do something I’m busy or don’t wanna and want me to clear my schedule and when I wanna hang with them they leave me on open and don’t respond I feel like they kinda like me but at the same time don’t really care at all and I’m never invited to any class sorta stuff like party’s and it just pisses me off so much that my friends always say I’m reclusive and never wanna do anything but yet I never get invited so I can’t and I’ve kinda started to give up with the people in my school,1.0173651771956855,2.7679769152542413,3.1936363636363647,91.27224191063179,80.6949152542373,5.307858243451464,19.201848998459173,6.1124844417494595,-0.06750169491525426,428,10,93,3,11,146,68,118,0.05,0.7759999999999999,0.175,0.9345,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,4,0,6,8,2,0,2,0,6,1,1,0,5,31,16,14,0,5,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,0,2,16,6,16,16,4,17,0,0,0,0,9,7,2,6,12,66,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177927209652058,0.0,0.0,0.14039008314037826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698871334355497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048504180962568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043850952475804,0.14748477349760186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31899870739913344,0.0,0.10785930205997554,0.1980414251491158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185960754986328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302576667558956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176126541564613,0.0,0.4776707068373137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28624676170498864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322543337631007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641738223504598,0.0,0.20893396258239386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893190416638214,0.0,0.0,0.14612325389803912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23633081328487554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038008596655067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176696007476988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,boring_pencil,2019/08/18,"Im a magician I sit here three drinks in at a party, and I disappear! What’s more, I get to watch my brother make out with some hot chick. Why the fuck did I come here?",-0.8147368421052619,0.8905593684210551,1.778157894736843,99.2346052631579,86.89473684210527,5.905263157894738,17.394736842105264,7.1686216300943375,-0.17002105263157885,128,3,34,2,4,44,32,38,0.161,0.763,0.076,-0.4574,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,2,5,0,5,4,2,6,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,1,0,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37574042220006776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273016874759068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403252086016666,0.2278920968436603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711617560873699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911612660140887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935950547177939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheOmnipotent0001,2019/08/18,"Been a lurker for a while... I've been reading some of the stuff on this sub for a while, usually at night when I feel most sad and lonely and empathizing with y'all. I figured I'd break my silence on here though after my dream last night when I realized just how lonely I was. 

I dreamed that this girl I went on a couple dates with a while ago was back (for context, she is the only person I could ever see myself considering a ""soulmate"" and I dont use that term lightly. Truly one in a million. But she wasn't interested romantically I guess...)

and when we saw each other just ran into each others arms and hugged. It was a really long hug and it all felt so real, I was the happiest I'd ever been. Then finally we let go and looked at each other, smiling, then I woke up. 

For a few seconds I was smiling when I woke up, then I realized it never happened and crushing sadness just overcame me, what a way to start the day. I can truly say, I'm lonely...

Thanks for reading this long post, idk what good it will do but I guess it's nice to tell a bit of my story.",2.5391414944356114,3.704843576576579,4.438977212506625,86.4965103338633,74.94594594594595,7.025331213566508,24.320084790673018,7.510576382923642,1.0334803391626919,822,25,177,10,17,281,126,222,0.06,0.8170000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.8954,0,6,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,1,0,0,14,11,0,0,15,0,16,3,1,2,4,38,33,23,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,16,16,0,0,5,4,0,3,3,5,0,3,15,7,26,6,21,15,9,42,0,5,3,2,9,9,0,4,27,135,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108626273826873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371021483969465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144612404682934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806975536561536,0.16362586468027804,0.0,0.09537004993770742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733136839244346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26753096542430704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477232334550875,0.0,0.14198751983820898,0.16199477449436933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404333320115552,0.12403431657266595,0.0,0.0,0.32581190385748005,0.0,0.13076936197656566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054153755477205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121681772881326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617374250321894,0.12418154367381573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140537943008207,0.0,0.0,0.2775498042895748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002069828696736,0.11246903077122064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912268382078596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162769254301855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958390558290981,0.16831925689129867,0.09473540053323486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759972149799072,0.0,0.0,0.11784082314174799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466987804003858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692866586511389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292532094602998,0.13614758421853598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529086737545852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772041619606886,0.16286838758565544,0.0,0.0,0.11737987151102874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708578695828966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Koichi1829,2019/08/18,"I'm pathetic and lonely I keep clinging to my SO who clearly doesn't even realize I exist just because I have no one else to fall back on, I should just neck myself at this point I'm an embarrassment.",3.512857142857144,4.485251238095241,5.3223809523809535,81.83928571428571,72.33333333333333,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.1315142857142857,160,6,33,3,3,55,34,42,0.251,0.667,0.08199999999999999,-0.7667,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,7,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,4,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373437341471544,0.0,0.29604968959391315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057009399101957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207693653859381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.431670888118383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329091184397906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590992611348548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sierraastarr,2019/08/18,17f in a lonely limbo I’m about to be a senior which means I’m gonna be graduating in less than a year AND I’m going to an out-of-state college so not only am I lonely but I have no motivation to create any bonds with anyone either. As much as it kills me everyday of my life the reality is that for 290 days I’m gonna be spending 13+ hours at a place where 1) I’m not welcomed and 2) no one there would even notice if I didn’t show up to class.,0.7850961538461547,1.5416003942307697,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,78.71153846153847,6.7384615384615385,19.73076923076923,7.1686216300943375,0.1803307692307694,347,7,87,4,8,128,76,104,0.16399999999999998,0.779,0.057,-0.8643,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,6,0,8,1,0,1,0,11,17,7,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,5,3,0,1,1,0,5,1,15,10,3,12,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,53,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060623017946793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187689269671184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542122980758786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014021149300515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221183738528195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984112150314727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352439856760446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403023284473036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300749075548625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275273990365585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34498745035474776,0.0,0.0,0.20533251099784675,0.2304584754116751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165888102313156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525494937049647,0.0,0.0,0.19513334548572112
lonely,Andrew-Levi-Black,2019/08/18,Being happy for others? Is it understandable to be a little hesitate on being happy for others in regards to them dating someone? I would be nervous of losing a friends etc. Also don't want to put up with Public displays like 5 minute french kissing seasons or toxic love bragging. Its not jealousy its in fact actually called loneliness & I wished people understood that with out feeling like I have to go in detail.,7.006233766233766,8.164560792207794,7.5796363636363635,68.14945454545457,64.45454545454545,8.757402597402598,34.88051948051948,8.841846274778883,3.402087792207793,339,15,49,5,5,112,61,77,0.11199999999999999,0.597,0.29,0.9565,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,1,9,0,1,2,0,8,2,0,0,1,12,15,2,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,4,7,15,9,1,11,0,1,0,2,5,7,0,1,4,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.21415491329763908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549684684076827,0.0,0.2377777243177316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240865115773768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24474860966496464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109622595254402,0.15677759046036793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954919318102116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472045447829215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672245622468354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442774393788405,0.219950012099703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455122795561791,0.0,0.0,0.1980653090998934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214139233810792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206113334175344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594219832243986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284587837061987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943933224751952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523606402510677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589343637352385,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,elily0812,2019/08/18,"Here if anyone needs So I know this probably isn't much but as a fellow lonely person, thought I'd put myself out there. If anyone needs someone to talk to, I'm here. I have a lot of down time. And I would be happy to talk. Just send me a message. Love to all. 😊",-1.9663984674329489,-0.11658537931034553,0.9612643678160956,99.649061302682,101.06896551724137,3.267432950191571,13.340996168582375,5.033348758259628,-1.2755923371647513,200,4,48,1,9,69,44,58,0.055,0.7609999999999999,0.184,0.8625,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,13,10,6,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,8,7,3,5,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,3,1,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565860727290163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27143870321989605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013434172550887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167810687741446,0.2301359774254337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744499152527302,0.3781396774276522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264505937501108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749194171733613,0.0,0.0,0.25633264642808595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160498966226669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40989823714315343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243141959818944,0.1486851347213752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811356492314175,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,---ice---,2019/08/18,"It’s been half a year since my biggest mistake and I think about it every night this is the first place someone sees how I feel it this last year has been the worst year of my life so far I am loosing more and more of my friends I only have a few left it’s so ridiculous how time fucks it all It feels so good getting this of my chest I don’t know how to get close enough to someone so I can tell them this so I started telling it to this shit a fucking reddit group this is so fuckd my life is a fucking mess this is making me so tired and I hope you guy have a fucking great day i hope you all get the courage to speak to someone about your feelings or you ask that girl or boy out the one you love so much or apologize to those you hurt stand up to that bully or whatever is haunting you! I know you can do it. I hope at least someone is gonna be appreciating this :) and again have a great morning, day, evening or night!",2.239766666666668,3.2064121100000067,3.1210000000000018,96.43466666666669,75.4,5.933333333333334,24.833333333333336,5.6839178017228535,0.2585333333333333,722,23,176,3,15,229,104,200,0.139,0.682,0.179,0.878,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,8,1,1,15,19,6,0,10,0,18,10,2,4,2,27,40,20,0,4,5,0,3,0,1,1,3,1,0,3,19,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,10,0,3,2,5,26,9,15,36,9,21,0,1,1,5,20,8,5,8,12,122,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106679271893251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718553862843314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790815129741243,0.0,0.07536986861358576,0.0,0.09614424184809207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730952960593463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706356876354273,0.0,0.0,0.08816261167177454,0.4219786463783605,0.17885635663352695,0.0,0.0,0.09571169200960723,0.0,0.2516176616406687,0.0,0.11298877393462438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400167508397522,0.0,0.0,0.12215920559947135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542588995472748,0.09301647185718732,0.0,0.0,0.12398297061190724,0.0,0.16120129391795193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029904926364376,0.0,0.07617061459252876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388541520273925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141726751074368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773252124625952,0.0867872821912767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922270319225495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093245226286943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171342797235929,0.09439458656235948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38674674922445695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076902752781458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947775288252334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311833172004002,0.0,0.0,0.06653959734579584,0.1311549032052938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045306890118255
lonely,propfodder831wp,2019/08/18,"How can I find someone to cuddle with I’ll be 27 soon and have yet to have any kind of relationship. I’ve pretty much given up at this point. The only thing that ever happens is me ending up getting ghosted after the first date. I’ve tried pretty much everything you could think of. I don’t know what’s wrong with me or why I never seem to be good enough for anyone. All I want at this point is someone I can meet up with occasionally and cuddle with but even finding someone to do this with seems impossible.

I’ve been trying r/R4R for about two years and have only met up with one girl last year. I met her in the city and drove her back to a hotel where we spent the night together cuddling the entire time. She said she had a good time and said we could meetup again sometime but of course that never happened and I’ve been craving to experience that ever since. I live in a small town so it’s hard to find new people and I don’t want to have to pay for something that a large majority of the population takes for granted.. I don’t know how much more pain from loneliness I can take. I don’t want to end up being alone my whole life but at this point it seems like it’s going to end up happening anyway.",3.831169467787113,4.485997369047618,4.894351073762838,86.37483193277313,71.34126984126979,7.5167133520074705,23.95051353874884,7.510576382923642,0.869049673202615,955,23,207,10,17,314,137,252,0.07,0.8590000000000001,0.071,-0.4315,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,0,1,13,6,0,0,10,0,22,5,0,2,5,40,45,14,1,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,13,15,0,0,9,1,2,2,6,2,0,3,10,3,21,4,39,30,8,40,0,0,0,3,14,17,0,4,22,140,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125600388158014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648417512927762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683602013430439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517595434982141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561162566084888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597747482234812,0.10101832526885833,0.0,0.0645734651870961,0.17686973568957298,0.0,0.0,0.08786570093906478,0.09563382524386277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680688269787501,0.08315963784708189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107865575025505,0.0,0.055562622839503764,0.16400282302910602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25936222880674226,0.0,0.08757905717522739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180815645027766,0.10745918080441272,0.07969226983916901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905495745450582,0.0477634880043675,0.0,0.0863290946101626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156075911212132,0.0,0.1508062023428579,0.09442293048341296,0.0,0.09174668892539653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624871459757545,0.14871076859621638,0.10402982718477947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777857598514912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772611728739545,0.0,0.0,0.19892616724826973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049640054584728,0.0,0.0,0.18599554776854105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670072531342098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087297565138821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24851022902108186,0.07526497822258392,0.09669299037483517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701560279298997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495133012829754,0.06264445108786454,0.0,0.0,0.11401618317263836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275327830871614,0.0,0.09550309357676284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299461010666678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821853229392616,0.10915215332094114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689168113422327,0.0,0.12591608850182706
lonely,GuyWhoLikesCats089,2019/08/18,Feel like I’ll never find love I’m 17 (m) and I’ve never really dated anyone. I’ll be graduating next year and going off to collage and I want to start dating. I have trouble opening up to people. I’m very closed off.,-1.45632978723404,0.4306094042553213,2.2672074468085133,89.27187500000002,103.89361702127657,4.052127659574468,14.38563829787234,5.985473137389443,-0.4005723404255317,170,4,35,2,8,62,33,47,0.132,0.785,0.083,-0.5053,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,10,9,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,6,8,0,13,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,8,15,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223217581965462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614155653329591,0.2280626179020576,0.0,0.0,0.2917763756440588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142945857714365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596282762640162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28812340319977586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924297350068049,0.0,0.3395116371993212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131839203552656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045110750866474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259572363305405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634035439364785,0.1882939576069452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557783808215035
lonely,Pasuma,2019/08/18,"Looking for some people to game with College is busy. Socializing is monotonous. Anyone wanna start a lit group chat with the main intention being to post memes, PC game and have fun?",5.050909090909091,7.701506818181822,5.5060606060606085,75.17909090909096,71.72727272727272,8.036363636363637,26.15151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.310260606060606,147,5,24,3,3,47,29,33,0.0,0.904,0.096,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,5,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,15,0,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439792796955701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131097772714393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341052619625373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711471833173139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5014758258349223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482010991724083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,the_basic_bisexual,2019/08/18,My whole life I've never felt not lonely I've always felt distant from everyone who has been a part of my life. it's like I'm on the outside while everyone enjoys being together and it makes you feel very discardable. I've felt this with everyone I've been around from my family to my friends. it's not like they've ever done anything wrong to me I just have never felt like I truly belonged and that while on the surface I'm surrounded by all these people on the inside I'll always be lonely...,2.6149019607843162,4.531501666666667,4.216274509803919,85.01990196078434,76.45098039215684,7.2784313725490195,23.098039215686285,8.167268648758528,1.3731686274509811,398,12,78,7,9,133,62,102,0.07200000000000001,0.792,0.136,0.7631,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,1,4,17,15,4,0,0,3,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,5,8,5,11,6,3,11,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,8,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25509507676955107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126142609690271,0.13645843672291974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686640507378194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865738352404655,0.0,0.4394185282267093,0.0,0.0,0.14450587935614134,0.0,0.07750680149237217,0.0,0.5887204260668647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184295968311676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21654308879188552,0.2246656924831334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232064370052547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23644964871501584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659955012397586,0.0,0.10627030077752972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264782993521094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114009840621375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759589501022648,0.0,0.0
lonely,almightyodd,2019/06/02,"Hello, lonely hearts I know how you feel. No one messages you. No one tells you good morning or asks about your day. No one listens to you vent. I know that feeling.

Let me help you. I know I will get an overwhelming response, but I will do my best to reply to each of you. Tell me about your day. Let me check up on you. I'll ask about you and get to know you. 

You are loved. I'm here for you.",-1.856377459749556,0.032697244186048025,0.16209302325581554,105.68317531305908,99.81395348837208,3.111270125223614,13.592128801431127,4.713530739802397,-1.5668146690518787,297,6,77,1,13,96,51,86,0.071,0.755,0.175,0.9127,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,13,0,1,5,5,0,1,1,0,6,2,1,1,0,11,19,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,1,0,3,2,0,3,0,3,22,3,11,15,2,4,0,2,0,1,22,2,0,1,2,54,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536587478553645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985008706733204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24397173119927415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127947593936426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764575320149388,0.0,0.0,0.15864973837235874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414322632724948,0.12678301218085974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158067673579607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868366309112841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071492905977528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38451806051698667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306502334400454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rvghteous,2019/06/02,"Did nothing at all on my only day off. Yeah it's nice to relax but I work weeks on end and days off are rare for me. 3 people ignored me all day and are on other social media but can't answer me. It is beautiful out and no one wants to do anything and I'm too anxious to go into public alone. Tired of being so lonely and bored all the time. Just had to get that out of my system, thank you.",0.3030172413793117,1.821459344827588,2.8926293103448266,93.69342672413794,81.98850574712641,4.8097701149425305,16.62212643678161,5.148860815047168,-0.7199183908045979,301,5,70,1,8,105,65,87,0.20800000000000002,0.66,0.132,-0.8384,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,1,8,1,0,0,3,17,13,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,7,3,16,10,3,17,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,6,51,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617384320057966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854980974952308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796442738491056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4889443673710796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238321109144075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203411899082138,0.0,0.14362480467972255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24248862488130105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124747191730008,0.1922025455412586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752020376261942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25761299415634364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326677137400168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736122236165394,0.2904608327371799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905894056984414,0.0,0.20271420631477646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398087019037235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CRfromLaf,2019/06/02,"Being single absolutely sucks Do you ever just crave someone sooo bad it makes you sad because they can’t be with you?? That’s exactly how I am feeling. Recently I’ve been saying that I want a girlfriend, I just hope that the thing is that whoever I want to be with doesn’t think I’m not enough. I wish I could find that one girl to hang out with and hold hands and get to know her and have tickle fights and cuddle and etc. Hopefully that day comes eventually.  Being single really really sucks.",2.8148484848484863,4.910062404040406,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,76.47474747474747,7.632323232323233,21.1010101010101,8.515128840125781,1.2285434343434345,394,10,79,8,9,129,69,99,0.17,0.736,0.094,-0.8691,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,3,1,0,5,7,3,0,2,0,12,2,1,2,2,28,26,6,0,6,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,8,10,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,1,3,11,2,7,20,4,6,0,1,0,1,9,1,2,2,3,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650030333843892,0.1361611273484668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240902322264344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833864162632312,0.0,0.0,0.1440518370268303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23079557887419494,0.2491108296016856,0.0,0.20204627687678056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293996955773858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041514082915934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166989047840614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437033514278369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275546923339675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909775867609315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135778973295144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28618645973654594,0.0,0.2205458229792198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762867825584802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925629585995069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839366813607827,0.14312316417442114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634927281785788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568585314450313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Shteg2,2019/06/02,"Help?! I’ve spent my entire life without a friend, my current “friends” exclude me at all times and it’s eating away at my sanity. Anyone with some advice.",1.3170000000000002,3.969624366666668,2.6750000000000007,89.2425,88.66666666666666,4.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,5.985473137389443,0.35533333333333417,121,4,22,1,4,39,27,30,0.151,0.752,0.09699999999999999,-0.1828,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34595092126850713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475437913167088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33261986096736657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622578303463272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470405018585887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372967218203911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500596200956309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064358917872556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34126923098350176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nirdir,2019/06/02,Snapchat When u hear Snapchat is broken and u see no one has messaged you but then after like 3 hours you get a random ass streak... and no one else has snapped u... and you realize you truely are a sad ass nibba,7.018409090909093,4.636494931818183,6.935454545454544,84.52318181818181,65.5909090909091,9.70909090909091,33.36363636363636,7.1686216300943375,1.9672636363636355,163,5,37,1,2,52,31,44,0.363,0.578,0.059000000000000004,-0.9505,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,6,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,4,1,1,7,0,4,0,1,1,2,6,0,2,1,5,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432973589375239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147052679199579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631723597770866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047045806392709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077021092549427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5569429268684007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274752470618941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NoahPWSC,2019/06/02,"Hi :) Hi there. Friendly, friend-less 14 Y/O male. Just want some readily available friends for talk. I like videogames (Overwatch, Binding of Isaac, Super Smash Bros.) I have problems with bullies and it sucks but I'm not looking for pity and sympathy. Not revealing location, not looking for IRL friends, just people with like discord or something. BTW, I am **REALLY** resourceful and aware so if you are not who you say you are, I *will* know. Not for anything illegal. I prefer females, and that is due to the pattern I see that females understand you more, but that won't change anything. See ya :)",1.9554236373448504,4.7763212935779835,2.391322180248249,89.33806799784136,92.94495412844036,5.500485698866704,29.347544522396113,7.048011613610866,2.102001187263897,467,25,83,8,17,143,77,109,0.057,0.685,0.258,0.9726,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,5,0,1,4,9,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,24,16,9,0,4,11,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,5,11,6,8,14,2,1,0,1,4,0,15,0,1,3,3,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284755383400399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112973517635725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6167816833666158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968423869979316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950099295449169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351947557369052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836400857397724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097161134425786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278563967798026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871444643089389,0.0,0.0,0.3180796820547396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364684106658724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041526841971115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077703682195578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771776635975813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lollypop44i,2019/06/02,"Isolation hurts. Just want to be liked. Sometimes loneliness is like sitting in a dark room, looking outside on a sunny day. I can never go outside but I’m stuck looking at others enjoying the sun. 

Never really fit in with other people- and it may be because I’m in the spectrum. It is ok. But it still hurts. I want to get to know new people but have a barrier between them and me. I just want to have a genuine connection with people. Maybe one day I will have someone who would like me romantically. 

The things I like are weird and often don’t have much in common with my age or gender group. Model building and beekeeping and uboats are what makes me smile. I cross stitch and sometimes catalog war journals at the local archive. 

Sometimes I like board games but I’m too shy to introduce myself to groups. My pc games are mostly single player. 

It’s a conflict between what I want to be and what I want to feel. It would be nice to be hugged by a friend. I hug my pet and it feels nice but it’s not like hugging a person. And I will try to get out more and approach people. Just scared of rejection. It makes me cry sometimes. 

Thank you for reading.",1.5463812709030125,4.0160469826087,2.9947826086956515,89.34745819397995,83.52173913043478,5.451505016722408,23.19397993311037,6.844919456158928,0.8597290969899665,906,33,178,11,26,295,126,230,0.165,0.609,0.225,0.9289,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,0,6,21,1,1,11,1,21,3,0,2,2,43,41,16,1,7,10,0,2,6,1,5,0,0,2,1,15,14,0,2,3,3,0,3,4,6,0,1,1,4,21,15,26,30,4,23,1,3,2,3,9,11,0,4,14,124,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285125107923986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127443721228452,0.15414614658425893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085414155063055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923319436722377,0.0,0.1248764809553656,0.0,0.06791941478229688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558725672158543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567872699515212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503147966130324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007140233931569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954565688731104,0.0,0.12006231620882847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785247265878432,0.0,0.18434459147571508,0.11542202028489025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098202884597518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314084886875282,0.10435018205711476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195408057743677,0.0,0.07656018292353188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964882197185052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125913464813437,0.0,0.4727877111762152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543961459342888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002733818295657,0.0,0.0,0.07939611390175938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113840305203197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524459453277964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979076946410376,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,way2gay4this,2019/06/02,I want a girlfriend! I want someone to talk to and someone I can make feel on top of the world. Anyway message me,-0.16000000000000014,2.060239666666672,1.788333333333334,96.49000000000002,89.83333333333334,3.2,24.66666666666667,3.1291,0.03551666666666708,88,4,19,0,3,29,19,24,0.0,0.784,0.21600000000000005,0.4003,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346789853546272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818097556212096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7154268576489318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393338903875184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980277503519398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dreamrndenial,2019/06/02,"Spent a week with my boyfriend l, just to come back home to a house by myself. It’s so quiet in here. Distance sucks. It’s 9 o’clock, still light outside, I’m sitting here in my house. My dog is asleep, and it’s deathly quiet in here. These are the times that I realize I’m the most alone. I just want to live a life with him, but distance keeps taking us apart. I don’t want to just visit. 

If it wasn’t for my job, I’d probably have a drink or two right now to ease my mind. But instead I’m going to shower, and hopefully fall asleep before my mind consumes me.",1.5137190082644632,2.8436797520661194,3.0744545454545467,94.57168181818184,77.92561983471073,5.831735537190082,22.01735537190083,6.2581,0.15762413223140515,434,12,102,3,10,143,78,121,0.031,0.88,0.08900000000000001,0.7601,2,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,11,2,1,0,6,0,5,4,2,0,0,20,17,7,1,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,6,5,1,1,1,1,1,4,2,1,0,1,2,3,13,1,13,15,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,4,6,62,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031122384950226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487179707138966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645750300282905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666029221919572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946513493066405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991760048407333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940028939300018,0.1920966950928918,0.0,0.4463311993166392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919265088304085,0.17190894259331393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136609015864033,0.0,0.0,0.1707818394196664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905716774215245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20852535403478584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651684390738359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445500319547487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541792185911695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277712093334395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893044187432104,0.0,0.2326446916877181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22815280570332486,0.0,0.15513935209061724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CuriouslyPotato,2019/06/02,"How I know I’m ugly... I’ve never been catcalled, harassed, or stared at on the street. I guess I’m not even average looking enough to go through what a normal woman does. Not even creeps on the street want me. 

That hurts. There truly isn’t someone for everyone.",1.4716025641025612,3.965460903846157,2.539999999999999,92.28833333333336,84.19230769230771,5.005128205128205,22.128205128205128,6.42735559955562,0.48598974358974395,205,7,41,2,6,65,42,52,0.061,0.802,0.138,0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,9,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,6,8,1,7,0,1,2,0,1,5,0,2,1,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662630077576895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143854930815841,0.0,0.4019262968139909,0.0,0.0,0.29073677879375465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291993835586278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351805085823697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257203311582008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672152426474304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555046790637863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346667406984639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981135934876423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578014456904197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946247427250084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justaghostguy,2019/06/02,Hi I am lonely So I have been lonely for years but I am starting to break now. It will be good if some girl can talk to me at all as my only friend left me too because I was being too dark she said.,-0.2189130434782598,0.9276390652173953,2.2341304347826103,99.52771739130438,82.26086956521739,4.6000000000000005,15.847826086956525,3.1291,-1.2317652173913043,151,2,40,0,4,52,38,46,0.07,0.765,0.16399999999999998,0.7684,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,4,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,8,2,5,5,2,6,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510180747840724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31814123159624336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453826400635697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474016163935979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131782545872911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39169833873510657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29146094251602617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309742324598429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26517367366000144
lonely,readthrowthrow,2019/06/02,"I wish I had more people to talk to (M24) I am trying to get out of the self pity party I’m currently in. Just wish I had more people to talk to about life and share life experiences with.
How do you people cope?",-0.9068840579710162,1.1751097608695673,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,92.69565217391305,4.8057971014492775,12.014492753623188,6.42735559955562,-0.9603072463768112,163,2,39,2,6,56,31,46,0.045,0.742,0.212,0.7964,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,7,8,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,10,6,2,3,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374278373367201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681177123183365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428822210968647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5048168053368515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532110716096239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901800965222128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479171301485152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5582346362003012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WhiteBoyCantJump,2019/06/02,Ps4 partner wanted Add me on ps4 today PSN-XxcupofbudxX,2.7360000000000007,5.329054600000006,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,103.0,2.0,25.0,3.1291,0.5930000000000002,46,2,6,0,2,14,9,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8490437476062398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5283225479295315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Heisenberg_____,2019/06/02,"Anyone else envious about other people getting messages from their friends/partners? I feel so lonely that every time I am with someone who is using their phone, I look at the screen and try to see what people they are talking to. Messenger has that feature of multiple ""bubbles"" on the screen representing people you have conversations with. So I always look at the profile pictures, count them and in the end, I am jealous of them having friends.",9.765,9.179161500000003,8.730000000000004,68.09500000000004,59.0,10.5,41.25,9.516144504307137,4.186375,360,17,55,5,4,112,58,80,0.102,0.86,0.038,-0.6418,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,5,0,3,4,2,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,6,13,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,11,1,12,13,0,6,0,1,5,0,12,4,0,0,2,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647044772825676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350365221254346,0.2542464014323313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728721146091367,0.0,0.2197763546813304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090667178159532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546587890892105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917105746740684,0.0,0.12964170889877413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167463527729933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160823217668332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773362369003086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21024627146703967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944368728575199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469109074530298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846921291356207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431130605112456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sadpanda6005,2019/06/02,"Nearly 40. No friends, no partner. I can't break out of this hole. It seems like ever since I was little (5 or so) no cared one way or the other about my presence. No one hates or even dislikes me per say, but no one ever reaches out. Everyone is ambivalent about me.

Despite this, I am told directly or from hearsay what a great conversationalist I am, how talented I am, how funny I am, or what a great person I am, etc. I mean, really? Are they just lying because the results say I must be the most boring person ever.

I'v asked people out. The answer is no. I'v tried online dating and I have never gotten a second date. I tried meet ups, but I get short, one word answers. No one ever invites me anywhere and people will always come up with an excuse to decline my invitations — so I wind up doing everything alone. 

I feel like I am in this weird space where I am thought of positively from afar, but that is it. Maybe I am really weird and ugly but people just won't tell me and I am deluded thinking I am ok.",1.1960177383592026,3.453456107317073,3.5279933481153023,86.3653381374723,83.04878048780488,5.873614190687362,21.025498891352544,7.1686216300943375,0.7353902439024393,782,24,157,11,22,269,120,205,0.166,0.659,0.174,0.7087,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,0,14,12,1,0,8,1,22,0,0,3,6,38,34,17,0,1,11,0,1,2,2,3,0,2,0,3,9,9,0,0,7,0,0,1,10,4,0,6,4,3,26,8,16,26,2,22,0,0,0,0,12,12,0,7,9,122,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302400388400353,0.0,0.0,0.10463484734147084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756014429248104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665659966545088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282114538536305,0.0,0.0,0.10832329132713148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024552755232306,0.0830573031880529,0.4549956617442068,0.0,0.12016040242007958,0.11301682729247503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358344853049766,0.08983648941906043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715485647208927,0.0,0.0656996706742462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27728168822349314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415300894250685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287110481072455,0.12603546767554274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263337111193365,0.13697962776716116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969868694078742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260604226679458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26153958374118536,0.21960172303063288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111853141133756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000043733967372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447892367100312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402246865543258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991185539527906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057611825505162,0.0,0.09983219179461574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016040242007958,0.0,0.17075325373584546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981523489982906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,novemberwoods,2019/06/02,"Just witnessed yet another one of my ""best friends"" decide that someone else was their best friend instead. We haven't been talking at all in the past few months despite me reaching out multiple times, so I can't say I'm surprised. Sucks having to give up on another friendship though.",5.634622641509434,7.482528264150942,4.9397641509434,83.24662735849058,68.24528301886792,7.564150943396226,35.89150943396226,8.07648339933343,2.9043622641509423,230,12,40,3,4,69,49,53,0.08900000000000001,0.637,0.273,0.9305,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,2,5,6,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,5,5,7,6,4,9,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,4,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926913866510184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930912925373846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962547492777316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630142979046594,0.0,0.0,0.22536727340588505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751972531365568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919536173078425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242682733089592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682660296898226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990563190200576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888286815545887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308185669864671,0.0,0.13699018640276986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AxxonB,2019/06/02,"i would love to make friends all around the world i'm a 22yo Brazilian, i'm gay (not interested in something sexual, but apparently that's a big thing to some) 

i'm into music, books, movies and tv shows, i'm a psychology grad student,  but i promise i'm not the annoying kind that keeps analyzing people all the time hahaha. I have a dark sense of humor, but i can also have ""real talks"" sometimes too. 

i would love to talk to people all around the world, i love making new friends, if you're interested in chatting hmu, i'm also on kik (same username as here)",6.322797619047622,5.608580446428572,7.3882142857142865,75.34011904761907,65.96428571428572,10.323809523809524,32.0595238095238,9.725611199111238,2.795977380952381,438,15,88,8,6,149,70,112,0.028999999999999998,0.657,0.314,0.9887,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,6,11,1,0,8,0,5,4,0,2,3,21,17,8,0,3,6,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,10,12,15,5,11,0,0,0,4,8,9,0,2,2,50,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909960465717156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239318409737574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811340819124044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617173774586704,0.0,0.1894633861002892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926261321666506,0.0,0.2428938457710181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571959613704255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252269738672143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708850680180926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400669467556829,0.17994414207398193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924743093260829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208734090360932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609116640211964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25849110390191066,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,McFossil,2019/06/02,"Skin Hunger 24 m here and holy fuck I miss being touched. I'm single living in NYC and it's almost mind boggling that it's gotten this bad. about two years ago I ended a 3 and a half year relationship for many reasons, namely moving to Buffalo. afterwards I didn't have much trouble dating around and finding companionship although last November things just sort of stopped. I got a new job that would have me moving to NYC, I was sleeping on couches while looking for an apartment  and the idea of dating fell to the wayside so I could focus on standing on my own in a new city. I really shouldn't feel so lonely. I live with two of my best friends and have a large social circle of people who genuinely care about me. I'm very extroverted and have no trouble meeting new people although for some reason I can't bring myself to admit to anyone that I have this deep, burning desire to have anything close to intimate in my life which is what brings me here. Therapy should be the obvious answer because 7 months is really not that long to have gone without touch and this feeling is likely irrational. People in this sub suffer much worse and I'm sorry if this post comes off as whining I just really needed to put this out there for someone/anyone to see. a friend jokingly patted my back after I offered her a drink and that was the warmest I've felt in recent memory. I've tried to really put myself into my hobbies as well as focusing on work and exercise but recently nothing seems to be helping. online dating feels more and more like a waste of time after countless hours of swiping and ghosts. I suppose it would be easiest to just hit up a bar and see how that goes. 

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Anyone else here have any tips for dealing with [skin hunger](https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/lifetime-connections/201501/skin-hunger-why-you-need-feed-your-hunger-contact)? Conventional methods don't seem to be working too well and I could also use some different perspectives on the topic.",5.949821061291653,7.343933628342249,6.142459893048128,76.64477581242288,66.99465240641712,8.534594816947758,30.1600164541341,8.841846274778883,2.534439243109832,1603,59,273,26,26,511,222,374,0.07200000000000001,0.833,0.094,0.8252,2,2,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,3,18,17,1,0,15,0,27,9,3,4,1,59,52,27,1,9,7,0,8,2,2,4,2,0,1,0,19,22,3,1,12,4,0,9,7,8,2,3,7,11,25,9,50,33,9,52,1,4,3,1,13,18,1,7,25,185,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802180865787728,0.0,0.09061736465759583,0.0,0.0,0.07236857453465842,0.0,0.09805096373373616,0.10996095901290784,0.06153949548748015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898279836018112,0.09272250873196493,0.07446942296475499,0.08055946413650368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958483420275707,0.07555928998109493,0.0551647258546583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496859884843532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226537224622536,0.0,0.0,0.07795316640464953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445052999514409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329605646958282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454769498803983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886503489663426,0.0,0.0,0.07559670526870667,0.0,0.08015143912053684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727050987338033,0.12929885573259936,0.08688909822860892,0.0,0.08271051136662741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139831953050926,0.08366088689691567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723768740771649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060656686208775665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911904536105185,0.0,0.0,0.10215749509184488,0.0,0.0,0.08980202077777559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376525422205203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391907900483669,0.08842227338447309,0.0,0.1598169464498874,0.08008495697241251,0.07599275174852978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917474165670302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137384435521324,0.0,0.07223200181792365,0.19236307769853475,0.13304802589057385,0.1342013387054521,0.0,0.2622010197058053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683210007356126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821288056332253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666890233228816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181944325644812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318928743044008,0.18608723572947505,0.1787051870083632,0.09715743524980563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144225110333227,0.16476594234569208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056004873345694,0.09224794482538354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130140163595784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565761672574617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348856990569186,0.0,0.06012065396861652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276818412959775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061439957369868924,0.0,0.17680033435864784,0.0,0.10885397522257004,0.07815836068764608,0.0,0.07466760037264059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273119674790068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872336562329099,0.0,0.13176243083411707,0.0,0.0922218249217633,0.12856966917357301,0.0,0.10996095901290784,0.11655123260673494
lonely,waeldon,2019/06/02,"I thought about suicide seriously for the first time I always have had thoughts about “id rather be dead” or “I wish I would just die” but I never thought about killing my self , in my room I have a big window and I always look out the window for a while just day dreaming, today for the first time I thought about killing my self for real, it was a split second but the thought was there!",4.534936708860761,4.8784169240506365,4.313772151898736,92.27648101265824,69.63291139240506,6.82632911392405,28.458227848101266,5.6839178017228535,0.8387853164556964,303,10,68,1,5,92,45,79,0.114,0.742,0.145,0.6694,0,0,0,0,0,2,4.0,0,0,0,2,8,3,2,0,7,0,7,0,0,0,1,17,14,5,5,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,8,1,11,0,10,4,0,12,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,8,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629957568591223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019195774421732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401550236101425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268849181939904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349684887294735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270969728566678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188642585810545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987856301791666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32973018931807463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286476938062173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6273111565367567,0.18430309683551432,0.0,0.1497988136720094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817325868771726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122636138549444,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-Living-Dead-Girl-,2019/06/02,"does anyone else have this problem? the worst part of my day is waking up. I wake up suddenly, and I'm not sure how to explain it other than the reality of my life crashing down on me, violently taking me from my peaceful sleep and into the pain of knowing how alone I am.

 I cry every morning. sometimes for hours.",3.2614285714285742,4.810417365079367,5.057333333333336,81.24600000000002,73.76190476190476,6.944761904761903,28.473015873015875,7.554174236665415,1.7723549206349207,246,10,47,3,5,84,50,63,0.28300000000000003,0.675,0.042,-0.953,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,3,0,3,5,3,2,1,10,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,12,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26892664905815383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155841798404002,0.2660495835882587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28522134597015925,0.16745747435115085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272278486381357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21691035146086604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877246994940205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557101315779782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270085869704194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183403626424091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27629366906104885,0.0,0.0,0.2811835470465243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484569638138423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598448163748045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568077041567617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244723927602408,0.0,0.19522997107717965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SerJonStark,2019/06/02,Group Who wants to join a group. Make new friends and stuff? Comment if you want in.,-0.5878431372549038,1.4596945294117631,-0.8858823529411772,111.50686274509803,103.70588235294115,2.266666666666667,17.43137254901961,3.1291,-1.4792980392156865,65,2,16,0,3,18,16,17,0.0,0.6629999999999999,0.337,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572359806171561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30864426180429383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465724099522442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293179431491444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454509799584057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NotASilver,2019/06/02,"Hello fellow lonely australians i got a new shitty phone as a second phone so i can give number if anyone wants to have a chat. I'm male, 19, live in sydney and currently on DXM cause i feel shit. PM if you want my number to have a chat",0.5705882352941174,2.396771156862748,2.9644705882352973,91.97611764705884,82.52941176470588,4.864313725490196,14.121568627450984,5.6839178017228535,-0.8462266666666669,183,2,40,1,5,63,39,51,0.19,0.7240000000000001,0.087,-0.8059,1,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,7,9,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,5,0,5,8,0,4,0,1,0,0,9,2,1,2,2,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550223757119908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746703625326768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441459935926824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498749509093277,0.0,0.0,0.2917018137718356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32205655290670304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522511575518996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743822927294935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43024543119158015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,surao69,2019/06/02,"Do you agree with me on this? I am a 19 M and I have been suffering with loneliness. I am so lonely that I won't even get a reply in the chatroom of r/lonely. 

But what I wanted to say was, I think we, as males, go through more depression than females. Males usually get more lonely. Girls will somehow always have atleast a person to talk to, even if they aren't close. But it isn't the same with us. No offense. Just an opinion.",-0.0690909090909102,2.142426555555556,2.154242424242426,94.19045454545456,89.0,5.494949494949495,20.404040404040398,6.980632752743323,0.4645555555555556,330,11,74,5,11,111,67,90,0.218,0.754,0.027999999999999997,-0.9449,0,6,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,1,0,5,5,1,0,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,15,16,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,1,11,0,12,12,3,5,0,4,0,0,10,3,0,3,1,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262429046679348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716442216333982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166231317615626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295556381120857,0.0,0.17924292795197896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753856496583728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25081011907494555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534978603305992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208863907249025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37937432701357227,0.0,0.3473566022399175,0.0,0.18602469820403525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Welovenuts69,2019/06/02,"Anyone gets so jealous and sad when you see people hanging out on social media or irl? Seriously. Every single fucking time I see people hanging out with other people, just interacting, talking, laughing, anything. I get so fucking jealous. Literally something terrible and painful goes through my body when I see someone is having fun with another human. No matter where - on social media or irl. I hate this so much. I wanted to go to gym somewhere around 20 minutes ago but I got a snap from my girlfriend's (yes I have a girlfriend but I dont have friends who I feel comfortable with) friend who are in Spain at the moment and they were just having fun, doesnt matter - now I dont want to go out. I dont want to live. I dont know how to change this lack of friends. There is noone left for me to meet in school. I dont know if I will ever find someone who I will feel comfortable with. I cant imagine myself feeling good around someone or people. I cant imagine myself talking with someone and making friends. I hate it.",2.2660127931769694,4.7151506119403015,3.5826581378820217,86.42447761194029,80.19402985074628,5.221606254442076,26.486851457000707,6.42735559955562,1.1691239516702203,807,34,149,7,21,263,111,201,0.182,0.687,0.131,-0.7269,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,0,14,20,6,0,3,1,18,4,1,2,1,39,39,16,0,5,8,0,3,0,6,2,1,0,0,1,7,14,0,0,8,1,0,4,9,10,0,0,2,6,25,10,25,35,3,24,0,1,3,2,18,12,2,4,8,104,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444971013648762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998972496775153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661389749980631,0.0,0.0783977959537771,0.16961819173779116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582174287182658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078136096086528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5582694198601365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617574416522651,0.08026775652049359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451173374362697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707361404454989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944165937284889,0.1761482465994289,0.0995476394664427,0.0,0.10828648219093424,0.07990663447666557,0.07619486199536259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881156913885019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471406922277453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035094219525698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412376421705241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359241311392988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003325372051497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137232057340366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26418852049311514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641673171536973,0.227749799605672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422832264991485,0.32288250762733683,0.07334228756121909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314630179151953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055551784444488925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857535523974998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Guchipow,2019/06/02,"Expressing my loneliness Hello everyone,I'm a lonely 17 m ive been alone since i started home school  to take care of my two disabled siblings,also the death my brother took a big toll in my heart,im trying to be positive with myself but I don't fell happy when I am lonely,.In the recent years I became quieter as before when around people because im socially anxious all the time,when someone talks to me,my mind goes into a danger mindset that these person that i'm talking to is going to hurt me emotionally or physically based on past experiences with people,I don't quite comprehend why is this happening to me and how can I get rid of these feeling because it has already began to alter my character and change me into these mild weird ass person that nobody wants to talk to.

whats more worse than loneliness is depression,when this feeling comes to my mind i feel I want to blast my brains out but I don't because I have someone I need to take care off and I love them very much but what happens if they pass away what will i do next,my obivious answer is sucide becuase I have no one in the outerworld excpet my family,what will i be when i'm 20,40,90 will I always have these shitty social life,never to get laid,never have fun with friends and much more.

there I expressed my loneliness",5.191315012491484,5.980896907335907,6.0243515784692265,79.00669770610949,68.34362934362935,8.719600272541449,29.90710878946173,8.841846274778883,2.396009130138542,1045,38,194,17,17,344,154,259,0.182,0.715,0.10300000000000001,-0.971,0,5,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,6,10,1,0,7,0,22,3,2,1,1,28,44,14,1,4,5,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,13,12,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,4,0,2,3,3,32,6,29,36,5,23,0,2,0,2,15,10,1,2,8,124,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741225811024082,0.1251014238231583,0.0906581867465852,0.09432900828962228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807051702804714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091914882742764,0.0,0.0,0.106510427928712,0.0,0.0,0.2073192977966148,0.0,0.09646551767214064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265531631787836,0.0,0.0,0.23116695060327755,0.0,0.11992545211852072,0.09765416498587806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752070014196445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108930131860034,0.0,0.0,0.17196270064625804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758574695125032,0.0,0.11845737700427002,0.0,0.0644281105715306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049711480693247,0.12067946626755385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343384223233577,0.0,0.0,0.11371463574780435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135989470496256,0.0,0.2449079478571138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007326161046609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231660627321873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289332655389281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667307398290013,0.08405893099479185,0.0,0.0,0.12056527905306184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681925890438193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082200031712868,0.07859322265196142,0.1979724086046602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205779473619972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119345539176585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473173246038842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377694484594776,0.0,0.0,0.2311232869444768,0.19210809587799813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024054043324769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047318914096782,0.27335619365805963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610421611673721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595301579132162,0.07696759490919962,0.0,0.1107414221726086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353824228305553,0.13373157827611648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229454735261703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552892232061378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300353419387645
lonely,jsl18241,2019/06/02,Almost 19 and never kissed or went on a date with a girl. I always wondered what it felt like to be on a date or kiss a girl. I'm way too shy to talk to any girls. I can't have a conversation with a girl without blushing a bit or being nervous. I can't even tell a girl if I think she's beautiful. I just wish I knew what it felt like to be on a date with a girl or kiss one.,1.2108333333333334,1.2913972045454545,3.673181818181821,94.8506060606061,76.95454545454545,6.775757575757575,21.484848484848484,6.42735559955562,0.002948484848484868,286,6,78,2,6,101,49,88,0.076,0.715,0.209,0.8983,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,10,0,6,3,0,0,1,19,14,6,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,2,7,5,11,7,1,9,0,0,0,3,10,3,0,7,6,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486382344144321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660686303146752,0.0,0.0,0.16885363597339395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27108109118814594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640008974021398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768170439530118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426152870401618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150553905057974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825562348653025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957545999886386,0.21702658559895094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910167072352294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970902915173389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23017811628763396,0.0,0.0,0.2855346423356861,0.2393539290093243,0.2692725465444141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yaboifaggot,2019/06/02,"Just graduated and still only have 1 friend I’m an 18 year old guy who only has 1 friend. We hangout and talk a lot but he has a girlfriend and now that it’s summer he is spending a lot of time with her (I don’t blame him at all. If I had a gf I would do that too) I’m just so lonely and I don’t talk to anyone. I used to have a lot of streaks on Snapchat with a bunch of people. I know it’s just one Snapchat a day that doesn’t really have anything other than “streaks” or a simple “S” but it was nice waking up to something from an actual person rather than just YouTube or reddit notifications. 

I just hate the feeling of having no one who wants to talk to me. I hate it so much just switching through the same apps every second of everyday.

I don’t really leave the house besides for work. I work the night shift so I’m free all day and have nothing to do. I am on tinder but I don’t get any swipes or anything and it makes me feel like I’m even less interesting that no one was to talk to me even in an app. 

I’m sorry for this rant I just needed to get all this off my chest bc I’ve never really said this to anyone. 

If you read all the way through thank you for taking the time out of your day:) hope you have a good one!",0.5010701107011073,2.0817659261992643,2.6147217712177127,95.62354391143913,81.619926199262,5.5168118081180815,18.589077490774915,6.360717304075467,-0.2977549520295204,950,21,233,8,25,321,137,271,0.106,0.777,0.11599999999999999,0.3957,0,2,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,4,0,2,16,12,2,0,18,0,21,2,2,2,5,44,41,17,0,7,16,0,2,1,4,1,0,1,0,2,15,10,0,0,3,2,2,0,8,3,0,5,4,3,24,10,33,36,11,21,0,1,0,0,22,7,0,9,14,160,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.11249523759187696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839336840972469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121088779480885,0.0,0.1897288518045566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230353877923624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522807927168024,0.0,0.09712715195807264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116576599218128,0.08235502056125607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781278465827316,0.0,0.12045657091532165,0.0,0.0,0.09669018003875236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414389051862245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22762740775648835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144976131428374,0.0,0.13301597137895327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335407736823848,0.0,0.0,0.1220633416275512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631927754806351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29401710745510784,0.0,0.0,0.07694932859273611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474299981828974,0.08547758559667656,0.08890992597672318,0.0,0.0,0.1081811118407594,0.0,0.11061287969514842,0.0,0.12096544835302632,0.0,0.31246292098953304,0.17534906684767912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991963301279581,0.10065678507934832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153097479835422,0.0,0.221551176804414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965630144643873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874706130714444,0.0,0.1290449009365823,0.0,0.0,0.09206160051477943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866751244887848,0.37062613359883895,0.0,0.10613300249225127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443970139876515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956365607406227,0.0,0.0,0.0679942767163173,0.09150274877902724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678483175904691,0.0,0.0,0.08189057581639457,0.0,0.0,0.07423560791302007
lonely,Solar_Eclipsee,2019/06/02,"Greetings Hello! it's me, a pathetic no life. Below are some facts about me, if you think I look cool in textform send a DM.  

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M24 EU

Looking for:

Females. (because males are fucking boring)

Platonic. (aka not dating)

No ghosting.

Someone Nice and non-judgmental.

Interests: Videogames, Films, Photoediting, hip-hop music.

Something worth to know about me:

I'm a bigger fan of voice rather than text. I'm gonna ask for a voice talk pretty fast. If that's not cool with you that's fine, just don't msg me when there's other ppl out there for you.

I recently tried to be social (meet new people irl) and it backfired. Right now I get performance anxiety when speaking to someone new, aka I'm not myself right now.

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I'm on Discord.",1.5570422535211286,4.2967106901408485,2.3860422535211288,90.60173943661972,89.98591549295773,5.093521126760563,24.001408450704226,6.742157984588678,1.0843030985915492,586,24,109,8,20,183,99,142,0.07200000000000001,0.763,0.165,0.8828,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,3,0,1,10,7,1,0,4,2,4,2,0,0,1,15,16,6,1,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,1,1,1,6,2,0,0,0,7,11,5,15,14,1,17,0,0,2,1,11,7,1,3,9,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35039308069615593,0.3929544159246212,0.0,0.0,0.1236962856594587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511630628391324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856781362426324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948448631870445,0.08447900014424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888633815566942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142100095445553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715662690277457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123322115965425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209900194754446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645020162024896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965437418413292,0.0,0.0,0.2761734118904324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482776070937194,0.2740074154909249,0.12448076427872985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996437203814215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360767163417606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978033831023797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929544159246212,0.0
lonely,Lord_Ravior,2019/06/02,"Conflicted (sorry for the long post) I'm not sure if this really belongs here but I don't really know where else to put it. I haven't had a relationship or even met someone who's liked me in the past 2 and a half years until I met this girl who seemed kind of perfect and into me. After about two weeks of leading me pretty hard core on and then just saying she didn't like me because she liked someone else, she dated my best friend behind my back, who apparently the guy she liked. They lied to me and I had to figure it out and confront him myself about it. It's about a month and a half later and I'm still not sure what to do about it. They made me feel really shitty and even longer then I already did but I do miss the friendship. I just feel like maybe I'm overreacting but every time I see them I get like physically sick and angry. I think the friendship is definitely damaged but I'm not sure if its worth leaving behind..",3.3674374079528704,4.371095051546398,4.6555228276877765,86.36587628865982,72.71134020618555,7.398527245949928,23.135493372606767,7.7094869923839395,0.8798008836524303,736,18,158,9,14,244,108,194,0.18,0.63,0.19,0.8079,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,3,12,16,1,0,9,0,9,1,0,2,4,36,24,19,0,2,12,0,3,6,1,0,1,1,0,2,12,11,0,1,6,0,1,2,6,3,0,3,7,5,27,13,19,17,1,22,0,2,1,0,18,5,0,4,20,109,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090526079088126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515107927060786,0.0,0.08336055589904236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350900997526145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22847148345987145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064205809932124,0.0,0.11521642561751552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828820058840416,0.097693084883421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565147526958724,0.0,0.07144539535657947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540241638414108,0.0,0.0,0.12249970702898448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240241606354848,0.07515334482179559,0.0,0.0,0.1447968115787755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008501673301263,0.0,0.0,0.12101803152181273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939464331242054,0.0,0.0,0.13738214887769604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915126889431094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305418220054655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309671672549292,0.1391222855913814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374699130055331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628135816622923,0.0,0.0,0.1468166058413412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874781702654844,0.0,0.0,0.10897077059400707,0.12449060821360565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317329525320909,0.0,0.0,0.15307863898343868,0.0,0.0,0.10920744955560203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866512483213772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762285359958866,0.0,0.0,0.07973909223107005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358331730047834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969131861713133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806148666825636
lonely,AithneOC,2019/06/02,"Homeschooled and Lonley I'm 15 and homeschooled, I've been homeschooled almost all my life excluding 1st grade half of 3rd grade and 5th grade and I'm just really really lonely. I have an amazing and wonderful boyfriend but we live in different states literally separated by over 1,500 miles. 

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My parents don't let me go out, not that I really want to, the girls are jerks to me and the guys ignore me until I pretty much prove I'm not like the other girls here. I don't have any irl friends and not really any online friends in fact I'm actually not allowed online. If my parents knew I even had this account let alone I had a boyfriend I'd be grounded for so long. My parents are good don't get me wrong they can be very loving and they do their best so I can't get mad, they're doing their job, just perhaps in a way I don't exactly like. 

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I don't get along with anyone irl other than one girl I knew, she helped me when I was assaulted when I was younger, just really helped me out of a mess. I think we were close but I don't know what she thought. I miss her a lot but I haven't seen her in over a year coming up to 2 I don't even know if she still lives in my state.

The two guy friends I had we're nice, one had a crush on me and the other was his older brother but we're really fun to hang with and never treated me any different than their other friends which did make me feel more accepted.

I just don't know what to do, I miss people, I miss interaction, I just really miss that.",1.6930416395575776,3.5226910345911966,3.232463673823468,91.41820754716984,78.90566037735849,6.65035783994795,21.65734114075038,7.6298220110432995,0.705164042507048,1191,34,266,18,29,392,152,318,0.10400000000000001,0.718,0.179,0.9874,7,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,5,1,13,25,3,0,12,0,32,2,0,2,5,55,58,21,0,3,15,4,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,5,10,19,0,1,11,0,1,3,15,11,0,4,14,2,49,14,26,40,5,28,0,5,1,1,30,14,0,5,10,172,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.09340797321532493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584878972900954,0.09913605576665246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742307484118264,0.2326182156952625,0.1952766840648037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692897677938496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045122473244784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824534754863172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001204339838485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644304338379053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04839842152609868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958091645242187,0.0,0.15002773971403266,0.0,0.05439933500437647,0.0802845875130351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895537926136411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831690667791046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498637528571804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781403964930207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195758402543043,0.06760918711723972,0.0935269737871255,0.0,0.16904332799004668,0.08470833631401697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081376902957289,0.08639016869799669,0.0,0.06389320097446095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703645063263075,0.0,0.07382442281103248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972339442696545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188539915399889,0.0,0.0,0.06635952863107575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738067301586638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292404662999801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644134719944266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061332894430446865,0.0,0.0759902240601596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350359137011244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897823065953659,0.05645756846485175,0.0759773168184068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380321334855963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465374156288723,0.2326182156952625,0.06163992204469504
lonely,Triplebluecakes69,2019/06/02,I’m the most awkward person to ever live All threw high school I never had any real friends I was always the kid who sat there and never says anything because I never knew what to talk about.  Nobody ever texted me even still to this day. I have never been in a relationship.  I have never got asked to hang out by my “friends.” I feel like I’ve never lived a fulfilled childhood. Every year my as my birthday passes peoples wishes slowly shrink one person at a time which makes me realize how alone I really am. I don’t talk to my own family because  I’m to shy to express myself to even them. I have a job but never know what to say to my co workers my voice freezes in my throat as I try to talk it’s the worst thing I ever felt. All my “friends” went to college and I have never heard from them since. I haven’t gone to college because I’m afraid to live alone and communicate with new people. I feel complete lost in life and it makes it worse when you literally have nobody to talk to about it.  Ps I’m not suicidal so that’s at least one positive,3.682813455657492,4.442075477064222,4.9091926605504606,85.75155657492358,71.75229357798165,7.281223241590215,25.542507645259942,7.3011,1.0979549847094807,826,24,173,8,15,274,123,218,0.10300000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.096,0.1462,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,2,12,8,0,2,7,0,11,2,1,3,13,33,31,10,1,1,2,0,4,1,3,0,1,4,0,3,11,6,0,0,6,0,0,5,11,4,0,2,12,8,28,4,29,19,6,30,0,1,0,0,20,7,0,1,19,118,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390271381733604,0.0,0.0,0.0778907202426951,0.0,0.0,0.06365776590665505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703275850317125,0.0,0.08751237798334607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711907049420839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814792761411904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060370474327115765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365657008359328,0.2540258386737645,0.07887015991215034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824683851129006,0.0,0.09466369431194084,0.06687474625054976,0.08987993533360092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169677293356385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486818132912629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890372526617816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289312451024594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05144541060234818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611925782015368,0.04573294219797579,0.0,0.2479770840929249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218598114238643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249703245465601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5775802080628212,0.09040877461810476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686463078676632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979427706395716,0.16347265569730982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654826524210184,0.05996873305085078,0.0,0.0,0.10050172202795178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888428751390198,0.0,0.09473795429496756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774348623891338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475678024105464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239375381905123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009595343347539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219008599555083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054584534468999565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355480155604587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677707506270001,0.0,0.0,0.10764646739919556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539622149727377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028153970583872
lonely,lonelyfan-of-fiction,2019/06/02,What are some good songs when you're feeling down? I'm just curious what type of music you like,0.03683333333333394,2.398530350000001,1.1700000000000017,98.54833333333332,95.5,4.666666666666667,16.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.2753333333333332,77,2,17,1,3,24,18,20,0.0,0.603,0.397,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,9,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619893692038894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7663602401152805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44638302511749056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheTalentShow,2019/06/02,[35F4A] 35 yo housewife and I'm lonely too I could use some extra companionship online. I run things around the house while my husband works and works.. What would you like to chat about? I'm pretty open-minded!,1.5675833333333349,4.3094819250000045,1.7600000000000016,94.31833333333331,92.25,3.6666666666666674,14.166666666666668,5.46131890053228,-0.9198333333333336,167,3,32,1,6,50,34,40,0.062,0.79,0.14800000000000002,0.5411,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,5,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,18,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989625345172429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681352910407539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875061452595507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640710203459523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390955536984559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416628537571288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231124955950061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900518499638771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4889807882730312,0.0,0.0,0.23856609878290966,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,whatevertfusay,2019/06/02,I got s raise at job yesterday but that nobody that i can tell to. So apparently I'm doing kinda ok in my job but coming home to this eternal loneliness is shit. There's nobody to call family or friends or SO or whatever. When you're lonely you don't appreciate yourself even though others appreciate you.,5.381,6.3340997666666645,7.1733333333333364,70.35000000000002,68.0,10.666666666666666,30.0,10.686352973137794,3.438,246,9,44,7,4,86,46,60,0.251,0.6559999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.9025,3,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,6,4,1,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,7,7,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,5,6,0,6,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,4,3,29,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938610210319276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24790159875182666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007951102734227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712984179101117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223422493062921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23016823592836946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886721729425358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5711651123033149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954075285516305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515370825650373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827476474709259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,noctowly,2019/06/02,"A normal life All I see every day are people going to work, spending time with friends and family and enjoying themselves in public. I don't really do anything aside from work..
I go to work then I come back.
I also go to the store and buy food and sometimes I go to a random park and walk around, all this by myself. I find myself taking a little time off work usually in the morning during the week so I can go to the movies or something. I do that because during week days and in the mornings it's empty and I don't feel judged for being alone. Is this a normal life I'm living? I feel alone. I've been on drugs and drank until black out, but even that doesn't give me pleasure anymore. I want to have connections but I also don't wanna complain.",1.2813629032258085,3.4505244387096816,3.109415322580645,90.024122983871,82.03225806451613,5.165322580645162,19.364919354838708,6.322622252153567,0.11358870967741908,588,15,119,5,16,196,94,155,0.06,0.88,0.06,-0.0083,0,2,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,9,0,12,5,0,0,2,25,26,16,0,4,3,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,12,2,0,3,0,3,7,4,1,0,0,2,4,16,3,19,23,2,25,0,0,2,0,4,8,0,2,10,80,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813115637812221,0.0,0.21721067879732334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346847095391614,0.0,0.0,0.1117581354602521,0.12089761337124548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442771028978516,0.0,0.08278709112074635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698627683377613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516941568103708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574937735277475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969968087916425,0.0,0.11442381379697025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802737853244264,0.0,0.1373368704126862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412574403420687,0.0,0.16421916572269327,0.0,0.10492466389952516,0.0,0.0,0.13027908571400307,0.3859131241503209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184993801544484,0.0,0.13611495673481705,0.1199206549421202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661253509765533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415193405985882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700186676296646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822112469583048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455137428945263,0.1343172517495318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211046144558164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583810813933171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495729545330348,0.0,0.08010287856073513,0.0,0.2178734316625543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954783858255669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ItsComplicatedAsff,2019/06/02,"I’m not suicidal but I don’t wanna be here... *TRIGGER WARNING * I use to cut. 
It was rare, but within those times I just needed to feel something other than the pain within my emotions. For the past 7 months I just feel lost, scared, and rapidly overthinking. Some days I just try to dwell  on the positive. But it’s so hard when your anxiety is sky high.


I just wish I knew my purpose, I just don’t want these emotions anymore.",0.28135658914728623,2.7013276395348846,1.886395348837212,94.30269379844962,92.3720930232558,4.7271317829457375,21.12015503875969,6.42735559955562,0.4094294573643413,331,12,69,4,12,107,61,86,0.23,0.626,0.14300000000000002,-0.8592,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,8,5,1,2,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,20,14,6,1,4,9,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,3,11,0,9,10,1,10,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,5,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929798780100175,0.0,0.21947544170316508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272364328150566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978774660528466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379726992833165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982461257248148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23382125387346525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415809331215735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664381981848093,0.0,0.0,0.16409511364118418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354844966867047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112609987836022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215652634148509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037167122655866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420721347183553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904492987793856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025180648676434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113676812416025,0.0,0.0,0.13053162986330333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544902319360495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,terriblythe,2019/06/02,"It's 9:30 PM & I'm already feeling the blues. I think I used to be fun. There was certainly a point in my life where people enjoyed being around me. I remember having a social life. I remember thinking I had friends. Honestly, the more I dwell on the past the more I wonder what is so terribly wrong with me that I can't seem to find someone to have a meaningful conversation with, much less hang out with for a while. Time to spend yet another night with Netflix asking if I am still there being my only social interaction.",3.955288461538462,5.499192413461543,5.251153846153848,80.56884615384617,71.98076923076924,8.661538461538461,28.384615384615394,9.188382445141503,2.4531192307692318,417,16,80,9,8,139,75,104,0.075,0.731,0.19399999999999998,0.8657,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,8,0,10,2,0,1,1,18,18,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,9,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,13,5,13,13,4,13,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,3,6,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249047728692188,0.0,0.0,0.1988159525771681,0.0,0.0,0.1924097293468789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334879323470053,0.17154236192754901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278021055574634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771042812139958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176720905079862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592148428996913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488939322299012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219693149497206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395556522663722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516603268339076,0.12721181486159056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346138500400246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157264499503251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704628150667794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374098577420394,0.15547408988728295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653875198191602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351514235306889,0.0,0.0,0.10699697783677888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848012441960047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899169615787984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006221664153936,0.0,0.0
lonely,passwert,2019/06/02,"Why are you hurting? „The real reason why you are hurting? You are attached to people who have been distant with you. You are paying attention to people who ignore you. You make time for people who are ‚too busy‘ for you. You are too caring to people who are careless when it comes to you.

Let those people go.“

@jayshetty

Hope this helps you like it helped me.",0.8876679841897221,3.4278634057971047,1.7346245059288563,93.79861660079052,96.10144927536231,3.0888010540184454,16.417654808959156,4.851557810540192,-0.6943159420289851,281,7,52,1,11,87,38,69,0.125,0.732,0.14300000000000002,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,11,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,2,0,8,15,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,3,7,13,0,4,0,2,0,0,17,0,0,1,3,39,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887847196709439,0.0,0.0,0.15950043129822478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523167573420876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482200033081337,0.0,0.0,0.1839073727829184,0.0,0.0,0.3964389138046066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934040955646725,0.0,0.09046066626712293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235968896683055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6418391326124215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075458083764573,0.0,0.19037709259861035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796929125117584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341593146499913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,433685ok,2019/08/06,"Every time I go out, I feel incredibly awkward It’s really fun  🙃🙃",-1.3520000000000003,0.6377088000000022,4.641666666666668,75.14250000000001,94.33333333333334,8.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.2903333333333338,52,2,11,2,2,22,13,15,0.131,0.621,0.248,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5900503554187543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541031648485859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980083664571721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486433435672003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083626050673024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tankardofmead,2019/08/06,"Thought I’d been invited to a vacation... Friend; hey you busy two weeks from now? (Sort or mutual friend) and I are planning to take a trip to (place nearby but a days drive away).
Me: I should be able to make room in my schedule. 
Friend: great I need someone to watch my cat. Figured you’d be free. 
Me: oh.

Im always the pet sitting friend. I’d even tried to invite this friend on a daytrip to this exact place before (for nearly the same week) and they insisted they couldn’t afford it. 
It’s a real bummer. Guy wasn’t even gonna pay me for the week of cat sitting. Cause “friends do favors for each other”. :/",0.07281000000000049,2.3791474960000016,1.6168750000000005,97.3853125,90.03999999999998,4.405,17.4125,5.985473137389443,-0.42506999999999984,467,12,104,4,16,150,85,125,0.057999999999999996,0.701,0.24100000000000002,0.9809,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,2,1,3,9,0,0,8,0,9,0,0,2,1,16,14,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,3,1,12,10,16,5,2,17,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,2,6,59,17,1,0.14564286204041965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211865284240498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683626315681954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393134849273794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961533848826888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392759728271374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923914735743028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6751398835781293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057176956403307,0.0,0.14420933135816674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573192834442587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721774134733828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799233676896716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30433158465842264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577346228232026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340272437789628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950530677657483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562416399453533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888194307689588,0.0,0.14227191347793472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35047775666043873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,codeverydamnday,2019/08/06,"Everyone has drifted away I'll preface this by saying I was never that cool as a teenager, but I had friends from a very young age. When they became more popular and more busy I always made the effort, being the one to initiate conversations and plans, even spending money to visit them when we all went away to university and stuff. I think eventually the burden just got too much and I started just trying to match the energy people had for me, and people dropped off FAST. I'd been burned too many times (forgotten birthdays, being cancelled on for better offers etc.) and I started to just let people have the distance they wanted, supplementing the lack of social interactions I was getting with online friends. Now, though, I'm struggling even with that. I feel like people care more about THEIR real life friends or other online friends they're closer to. 

I don't think there's anything inherently wrong with me that should stop me having friends but at this point it seems like more than just bad luck. It seems like people find others they like more and leave me behind. I feel completely worthless, noting the only close friends I've had have been people I've supported/loved unconditionally and have never felt it was reciprocated, and when I stopped being okay with that I had to start adjusting to life without friends. Even my family put their friends first often.

I've been recovering from depression and things have been better but now I just wonder what it was all for. I have no one to share my life with, no one to tell what I'm thinking or feeling... I'm entrenched in my own solitude and I don't know what the fuck happened or where it all went wrong. Life as a 21 year old is really not what I thought it was going to be and I'm struggling to remember why I'm here right now.

Thanks for taking the time to read this",5.987609937888196,6.983862377142862,5.920782608695652,79.71734782608699,66.65714285714286,8.486956521739131,29.21739130434783,8.587818076936951,2.11423354037267,1472,49,271,21,23,462,184,350,0.14,0.6709999999999999,0.188,0.9713,1,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,6,5,22,30,1,2,12,2,29,5,0,1,5,61,61,24,0,3,13,0,4,4,8,1,4,1,0,0,21,19,0,2,15,1,2,6,8,9,0,4,19,6,30,21,38,36,12,39,0,2,0,1,23,11,1,8,25,190,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703314451458957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629477833830706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137928484808666,0.0,0.06726500866090111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249918568886227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213723375109036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446659878179441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938700801498496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984672845423748,0.15962919665072745,0.0,0.0,0.07697941770842562,0.0,0.0,0.07594567183935794,0.0,0.12220207518929145,0.0575527420445188,0.07735112315570454,0.0,0.07363122740851265,0.06852508299310861,0.0,0.0,0.4979293762762781,0.07447727848035231,0.04208975910764473,0.0,0.045784631101846385,0.0,0.06443193236553091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123976131682692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04427417839730431,0.0,0.0,0.08530238916711992,0.0,0.08237900559629004,0.2276102596481735,0.15743199774670408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622869661029667,0.0,0.08167613501318874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922155049421734,0.0,0.12426710600186308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845351406376372,0.0,0.1637705063482882,0.061270214877338386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33510481753739685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615611520936523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098598228862516,0.0,0.0,0.08058272750935802,0.09169597147771226,0.051609392446612085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091259825399373,0.06879859112061949,0.0,0.0640652822940553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667928380054251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212171937007705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710643154312398,0.0,0.0,0.13470508379826646,0.0,0.1684395442246037,0.09222298689957267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057179085601948,0.0,0.07041380069618827,0.07416967749165293,0.0,0.0,0.05352109993238223,0.15486056653158994,0.07915070133321647,0.06395637696051165,0.09395144828347372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05469558098869976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647120145002705,0.0475169217576376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936157208732173,0.07269370578654645,0.0,0.0,0.07765785839831056,0.08736488837533969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616145309494233,0.0,0.05187859542282797
lonely,KillieKid90,2019/08/06,"New to this. I’ve never really fitted in anywhere before, not sure if moving school a lot when younger made me a little awkward and now I don’t have any friends. I feel alone all the time. There’s people I used to call friends but we just drifted apart. I’m just looking for encouragement to get back in touch with them as it’s been a few years. I’m scared I’ve burnt those bridges. I can’t keep being lonely. I feel one day it’ll take over me.",0.6726315789473674,2.747354421052634,2.0265789473684244,97.45355263157896,83.73684210526315,4.642105263157895,18.973684210526315,5.6839178017228535,-0.4386000000000001,350,9,81,2,10,112,73,95,0.126,0.7859999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.3473,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,0,6,7,0,2,4,0,6,0,0,2,3,17,16,5,0,1,5,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,2,4,9,4,9,12,3,16,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,2,8,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22547985615336935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804892223632354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740403258273906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525349395845947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22230423430603172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140403665314474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201594372372792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364013594749324,0.0,0.11374345727236547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935088953205184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182006345729704,0.0,0.0,0.18281990947474056,0.0,0.0,0.18508757717985025,0.0,0.2060005968113648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313891762171186,0.0,0.0,0.1679098498251582,0.2102637667577614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752459177903934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093133224262836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946933527442684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796371207014364,0.22033214374520968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051872366919877,0.0,0.1636893403813981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269472998904286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880298330674152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401968299874399
lonely,lilacfae2,2019/08/06,"I’m sick of existing like this I’m crying right now. I don’t even feel like I want to be alive. I just can’t fucking control my emotions. I suppress everything until it all comes bursting out. But I do it in private. No one ever knows when i’m sad because they wouldn’t care anyway. No one knows what to do with my sadness, and I guess it makes sense. I’m just so fucking lonely. 

My social anxiety is so bad from years of isolation. I’ve been sheltered from the world basically my entire life. I want to experience things, but I have no idea how to take risks. I feel like I never even learned proper social skills. All my conversations with people are awkward with long pauses. Its like I repel people. Everyone’s going to think i’m weird.

I’m so scared to do anything. To take risks, be the center of attention, make a fool of myself, to mess up. Through every encounter I have, it’s like my brain automatically assumes it’ll amount to nothing. I don’t know how to form bonds/connections with people. I need to connect. Somehow. I’m begging and pleading for someone, but I get nothing. 

It hurts so bad. No one in my family is emotionally there for me, and I don’t have friends. I’m completely alone. I don’t know how much longer I can survive. I’ve tried making therapy appointments, but it’s so hard to fit into my schedule. It hasn’t worked out every time i’ve tried. It feels like i’m continuously spiraling further down into the rabbit hole.",2.031095732410609,4.403109993079589,3.764231833910035,85.2329452133795,80.55709342560553,6.3446828143021925,24.858246828143024,7.554174236665415,1.3923369319492505,1144,44,223,18,30,382,155,289,0.185,0.7020000000000001,0.113,-0.9576,0,4,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,4,18,23,2,4,4,0,21,5,1,7,4,48,53,17,0,4,6,0,4,6,1,2,2,0,0,0,13,12,0,2,12,0,0,2,12,15,0,3,1,4,29,8,34,48,5,25,0,4,0,2,5,13,2,3,16,137,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908141038198094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057073285224818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866706997309616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587826716303545,0.06420306751339729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175737333565399,0.0,0.0,0.10738238669181964,0.0,0.0,0.09072522935665384,0.11042768983937233,0.0,0.1181271258698445,0.0,0.0,0.1156908279578646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23694523976061574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912784202106054,0.09526941358198568,0.17747597464518933,0.10063929867333203,0.09465625953245907,0.10302473076090002,0.09928782756109936,0.0,0.15976129086944224,0.22572530821262374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137120400010743,0.19473623720436928,0.05502618705128532,0.0,0.05985669028518405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602361232952152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434746296891752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274894709712915,0.118895262375847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315279796020073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439175815998669,0.3087288715663225,0.0,0.0,0.09320629840260747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090894999449808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742349170086033,0.07809462909319308,0.08123050789732897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021178242792685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141059180870397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190502008391214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994406772882926,0.0,0.0,0.1054452913458096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472420782803986,0.0892386467198909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837746588904972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044442417833573,0.0,0.06997098863259803,0.06748582617640082,0.0,0.0,0.06141386974636545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301290072321993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424281251170928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667537644309534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782365487988724
lonely,JxhnG,2019/08/06,"Wish I could just pick up a bag pack and just leave. This life where you have the same shitty routine from day to day is pathetic, imagine just getting up and traveling away from this place were in and starting fresh somewhere. Isn’t easy but my god I would do it if I had the balls",3.9291379310344814,4.765707258620693,3.899482758620693,92.9312931034483,71.24137931034483,7.179310344827586,26.568965517241374,7.1686216300943375,0.9630206896551718,223,7,50,2,4,68,46,58,0.096,0.769,0.135,0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,1,0,14,11,5,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,7,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32232369739300704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739118978414576,0.0,0.0,0.4425009824875041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792388805584784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632594974985549,0.0,0.0,0.2423190878725733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584330620317989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428253099364881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945112914580676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24370567792334155,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mannup,2019/08/06,"I don't deserve this Please someone just talk to me about anything. 
I don't want to die but suicide is all I can think about :(
It's hitting me really hard right now
I don't know what to do
Please just talk to me.",-1.4375379939209731,0.5597131489361686,0.5860182370820688,102.82000000000002,98.36170212765957,3.5367781155015194,17.352583586626142,5.288315135182226,-0.8134352583586626,166,5,41,1,7,54,30,47,0.247,0.616,0.13699999999999998,-0.7862,0,0,0,0,0,2,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,10,1,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,6,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934428782979126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27663221307712577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387724702546972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648647107994595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.58517397378043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707559134410618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22762845508038315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258431912102856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29155758467008763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284784551855597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079163462643354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572154794696775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,oooostop,2019/08/06,"Does anyone in Denver want to hang out I’m basically homeless (staying in airport) and will be stuck here for weeks, I only had my boyfriend to talk to but things are difficult now, I have zero friends, can’t stop crying and i feel so alone

Please do not contact me if you’re interested in sex or a relationship",2.576666666666668,4.855314838709682,4.046451612903226,84.4563440860215,78.03225806451613,6.713978494623658,26.46236559139785,7.793537801064563,1.6087010752688171,248,10,49,4,6,82,54,62,0.20600000000000002,0.627,0.16699999999999998,-0.4417,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,10,11,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,1,5,2,8,7,0,9,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,3,32,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30897273230151995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859442778666268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32769388561436524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610645300292983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084110843786047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23048366483837335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22688813865086044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274691475140114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32028733424779804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179727008227742,0.0,0.24941144560193945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397807844071761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981925927061872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759586767174286,0.0,0.23929677319998385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,elefante37,2019/08/06,It's been a year since she left me. I wasn't the greastest husband. I had my faults. But I did what i thought was right to take care of my family. Take care of us. In the last year its been really tough on me. I've never felt so alone and lonely. I've come to the realization that sex is just sex. You can't replace sex with what you might have had. I've felt so closed off. I closed myself off from a lot of people. Friends in particular. I just keep thinking about what i had and miss so dearly. I just can't pick myself up and look at myself in the mirror and smile. 10 years with someone is a long time. This past year has felt like eternity.,-0.05228260869565205,2.072594695652178,1.7114311594202896,98.15453804347828,87.55072463768116,4.899275362318841,15.871376811594205,6.322622252153567,-0.6354362318840581,500,10,120,5,16,163,83,138,0.085,0.784,0.13,0.8044,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,0,0,7,9,0,0,7,0,15,3,0,1,1,23,28,8,0,0,4,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,12,4,19,5,17,15,1,23,0,2,1,3,6,12,0,2,11,78,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753163783661884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298444171979176,0.0,0.0,0.13933947327961832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524902576002858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659367312189099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497318315869088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377719909023828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185367758229782,0.0,0.0,0.17574963128957627,0.0,0.0,0.07902637934951172,0.0,0.0,0.1431499993756671,0.13583527764277406,0.0,0.0,0.1375201558007937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159878805617118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475709639878226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441551563506148,0.11214204995000196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362578087958432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381397336863522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338071970867376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705631959610567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432425118440597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364745881537872,0.0,0.12841711926018112,0.0943219027739393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457395089214566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166652391568298
lonely,mysecond_accountyall,2019/08/06,"Oh god. I'm the problem here. So I try to make new friends with ppl online and offline but the conversation eventually stops after a few days or they ghost me.
I get that ppl are sometimes busy etc but it happens so often. I'm 16 and I'm scared that I'll eventually lose all of my school friends (seeing as I'm not that close with them) leaving me all alone. Idk what to do :/.",0.97623417721519,3.0105643924050653,2.74985759493671,92.93592563291142,82.29113924050633,5.468987341772152,22.53322784810127,6.6274283507984215,0.3793911392405063,293,10,67,3,8,97,57,79,0.221,0.6920000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.8658,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,4,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,15,10,8,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,2,7,10,4,5,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,2,4,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618760694423369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306716100990554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819942917659788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907021552933411,0.0,0.13210355028348442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359418516110147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677313602061754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828741764378909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877916118294367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24420384917759336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419430478051137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25314669421806585,0.2558974303077108,0.20148850182364866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500748527623249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139369989591095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166837222674278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kaysome52,2019/08/06,"Just so tired of being single 25(F) Over the past year I've been on several dates, hell even second dates, but after several weeks of talking they'll ghost. We talk via text forever but they will keep cancelling plans and eventually when I stop initiating the conversation, they disappear. I'm just so tired of this game. I want to find someone that genuinely cares about me and wants me around. I know I'm far from pretty, especially at LA standards. I have shitty self-esteem as it is and this is killing me. Everyone I know is married or in a serious relationship... Why is this so hard?",4.473293650793653,6.3910241071428615,5.382976190476189,78.63424603174606,71.32142857142857,9.263492063492064,28.515873015873016,9.725611199111238,2.794103968253969,468,18,88,12,9,153,82,112,0.261,0.664,0.07400000000000001,-0.9735,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,3,1,9,4,2,0,3,0,9,2,0,0,0,18,17,11,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,1,12,1,13,13,1,15,1,0,0,0,9,6,1,1,8,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284863557140092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651179152986488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082513653521175,0.0,0.0,0.1747997643947155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719691556841942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638715145634858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259873798243385,0.20238761636030514,0.0,0.20106974521246154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746296918151083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861080340706386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640095593533397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083840761431164,0.4133231244469852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499804377783952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293969226874365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29406829578879845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205078071261397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157965590089953,0.0,0.14673735106976293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506805354902396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780247924694988
lonely,Synthbent715,2019/08/06,"Divorce after 14 years of marriage, I've never lived alone and I'm finding it hard. Hey everyone,

I am recently going through a divorce with my wife of 14 years.  I'm 36 and I've never lived alone before.  I basically went from living at my moms house in my early 20's, to moving in with my (now wife, soon to be ex) when we were going out, to getting married and buying a house together.  

I've spend the past 14 years thinking I've finally made it, this is the life I've always wanted.  I was happy and fulfilled.  I'll go ahead and mention, this is not a nasty divorce.  I don't want it, but she's not happy and there is nothing I can do about it anymore.  We're still friends, and we do still hang out, but I'm having a tough time just being alone in my house every day.

I have a few good friends, one that lives very close.  I spent quite a long time at his house back when my wife and I started having our issues and she moved out for a week.  I don't want to drive him away by asking to hang out all the time.  I know he would not have a problem with it, I just don't want to be thought of as the guy who ""just can't be alone"" or something like that.  Don't really want to be a burden.

I have a whole to-do list that I made before she moved out, of things that I was going to do to keep my mind busy...but the list hasn't been touched since.  I come home from work and put on a record, lay down on the couch, fall asleep, wake up at like 7pm, cook dinner and eat it, then I go to bed.  I'm a bit depressed and I understand that, but I have absolutely zero motivation to do anything productive, plus it's really tough to go through some of our old things and stuff while cleaning out closets, etc.

I apologize if I'm in the wrong place for this, but I really feel lonely and it's kind of a new and scary feeling for me.  I know there are plenty of people who live alone and love it, I never understood how someone could go through life without someone else to share in their success and help them through their hardships.  I'm just looking for some advice.

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Thank you.",4.283365604647069,4.047643199084668,5.141201372997713,88.139036701285,70.09839816933639,8.004541453969372,27.33400809716599,7.321109707123232,1.1816992430910052,1606,46,366,14,26,525,212,437,0.069,0.774,0.157,0.9905,0,7,1,0,3,0,56.0,4,1,3,5,15,19,0,0,20,0,33,8,2,4,4,74,71,30,0,9,14,5,4,2,2,1,2,0,5,1,22,31,3,1,10,1,3,17,13,7,0,2,10,5,43,12,59,54,7,68,0,2,1,1,35,21,0,4,32,230,65,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935452171102023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36753591385289935,0.0,0.0,0.05905567071542449,0.07689980076005462,0.08624061934199752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038668035841658,0.0,0.0,0.05840517594765394,0.0,0.06635067902319128,0.0,0.06668197698214297,0.054574271198849285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078650990472975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774847235154374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061137420142158075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056666596389680926,0.0,0.0,0.04577206169987235,0.0,0.0611294058623435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262364981604273,0.059289285407400034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915425792529815,0.0,0.0,0.05979826837564318,0.06781825881768774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177270851486155,0.0,0.0,0.07774804373130041,0.06486852961617008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966796163988896,0.0,0.03708074523956748,0.0,0.28235128792332537,0.059529237897786524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027496288184235,0.0,0.15110530580641968,0.06357835106927036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04757206769417099,0.0,0.07119224728439749,0.0,0.0,0.3275757435242872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740779360844137,0.0,0.0630845432435575,0.0,0.07390802003680222,0.07801040275107769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002614202464369,0.06934817310395819,0.0,0.31335467985431203,0.06280934934795672,0.05959989831960786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640563906941413,0.1343137589227635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166304295261612,0.08312335206707949,0.0,0.22630092227515575,0.0,0.0,0.16421750790478432,0.06854668703788945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810102563975635,0.0,0.07447479102359351,0.0,0.04809350740263448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775227459704801,0.04920411612033136,0.0,0.0741522431808701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791209243728799,0.0,0.07134801055858732,0.0,0.07548909592146424,0.0,0.0,0.1364024010012042,0.0,0.07007780827657037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058710045572800636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027129997068348,0.054638898419312715,0.0,0.0,0.0502354367948434,0.0,0.11335912118684288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124772284177569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534289988533899,0.0,0.0,0.094303332383465,0.045476978541081736,0.0,0.056345062808585485,0.1241557254976709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388595798576655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856060331523118,0.2093101632819035,0.0,0.056930692598644826,0.0,0.0,0.06579318248159477,0.0,0.07923942261585099,0.0,0.06841595970538918,0.0,0.05166958229150896,0.0,0.0,0.050417566369274296,0.0775984241979082,0.08624061934199752,0.13711389808674926
lonely,GGxY_YT,2019/08/06,"I am giving out help as much as possible Just as the title says, I am doing my best in order to help people. Depression, anxiety, loneliness, whatever you have, I'll do my best and help you with it. Anyone is free to DM me with whatever problem they want to talk about.",5.7994444444444415,5.312659314814816,7.381851851851858,74.19833333333334,66.96296296296296,11.644444444444444,30.962962962962962,11.20814326018867,3.483118518518518,209,7,41,6,3,73,40,54,0.149,0.531,0.32,0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,4,11,8,3,3,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,0,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113692311866773,0.0,0.0,0.17470308363759698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244107876855294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151980925875989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23968184219428254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5024137606352941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836707630293476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321666695728133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28167180775884193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23907565516091214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869319841243716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082244227452908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736982066829368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mayouright,2019/08/06,"my soul is bleeding and i cant stop just a week ago something woke up i and im hurting bad on the inside

im dying for some female attention(is ther other ways to say it?) all i want is to hug and kiss and hear some warm words

as if that wasnt bad enough im tormenting myself by Netflix and every show(sci-fi and fantasy even) is showing some romance that i would sell my body and soul to be a part of

and the music i listen too makes it even worse: Kodaline Logic (Halsey's and Billie Eilish's(shes so young) voices leave deep bloody gashes on my aching soul!

but cant stop listening!

Every moment i spend in silence is like im getting choked from inside and weight of my years i spent alone without even caring for something like that is pressing so hard im getting crushed",2.2593248945147693,4.388681556962027,3.380025316455697,89.59050210970467,78.36708860759494,5.732320675105486,23.191561181434608,6.742157984588678,0.7171227004219407,618,20,123,6,15,199,100,158,0.18100000000000002,0.705,0.114,-0.9048,0,1,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,4,0,10,5,1,1,1,25,20,15,1,3,4,0,4,2,0,1,1,5,0,0,6,10,1,2,1,3,3,0,4,3,0,0,3,9,12,7,15,15,6,13,3,1,0,2,4,5,0,4,9,72,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101229156434818,0.0,0.0,0.1286654173717135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207454694359946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799217125418375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666135827994418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893173104035002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836340053583334,0.0,0.24615938406434404,0.0,0.20933924736773504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298107037401698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128620044743508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001689515618498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299140784550906,0.0,0.6709517352757769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154224926997102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138557485239113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292487841098002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452961454547585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987931453662497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912775433604356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077246591090077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327441619647089,0.09860845384280023,0.09965027971929136,0.15127938143612318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975384824438418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660157677002834,0.08824984137965175,0.0,0.0,0.08000042199891906
lonely,bob-ross-is-zaddy,2019/08/06,"global warming is real gonna yeetus myself off heston bridge but idk how the weather is looking. maybe another day.

recycle.",2.943181818181817,5.813551954545456,5.327727272727274,66.6615909090909,97.63636363636364,7.654545454545455,28.22727272727273,8.07648339933343,3.8473272727272736,101,5,12,3,4,35,21,22,0.073,0.868,0.059000000000000004,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4929161429530301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031604208160113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947458249453114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722549750683208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5350499112030879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iamveryconfusedsorry,2019/08/06,I am alone in a place I do not know I always wanted to be alone for a while somewhere I have never been before. But it is too much for me right now and I do not know what to do.,-1.1528571428571441,0.14088442857142702,1.7097619047619048,101.50607142857143,85.66666666666667,4.2,12.88095238095238,3.1291,-1.691304761904762,134,1,37,0,4,47,30,42,0.10800000000000001,0.892,0.0,-0.4588,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,8,11,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,5,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6479679222152052,0.0,0.0,0.2602887146956093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266184136381835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34383196768369617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299564099527807,0.0,0.24126367287699074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268270741069375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671439179129854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845075086384384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Anon-04-myous,2019/08/06,"Socializing makes me feel more lonely? I have like one friend and every time I’m with her, her phone is either blowing up or her boyfriend is there as well. 
She gets invited to parties, traveling with friends and I’m just here by myself in my room. Just makes me feel lonely
I lost all my ‘group’ of friends over some petty argument and she was the only one who hangs out with me but even when she does she has other plans to meet with her other friends after me so makes me feel like I’m just wasting her time.",2.5990277777777777,4.4231809326923015,3.212820512820514,92.60995726495727,76.21153846153845,6.160683760683763,22.132478632478627,6.937597516519254,0.43766581196581145,403,11,87,4,9,126,66,104,0.10400000000000001,0.73,0.166,0.7983,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,1,22,16,8,0,0,6,0,3,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,3,1,2,2,3,19,7,14,14,4,11,0,3,0,0,18,5,0,2,6,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055686831028824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872852870822035,0.0,0.16421027427187634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956394007036517,0.1392354273897339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6023119581522527,0.0,0.10182634901306133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904349880855902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21275458308722175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902885063088595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641363456102982,0.1482289853037422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986743339809548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272936021973568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523703207161648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sauceman02,2019/08/06,"Need Help/Advice on What to Do: I met a girl at a summer program I attended. It's been nearly a month, but I still can't get over her. She was super funny and super nice. We talked a lot and just in general bonded really well. However, the problem is that I live in an entirely different country. Even though we still talk, I miss her a lot. The next time I go to visit will probably be in a year, but I just feel so empty during the time in between. I don't know what to do. Do I try to move on and forget her? I wouldn't trade our friendship for anything, but sometimes I feel like I might be messaging her too much. I want to take a step back but I can't. I don't know what to do.",0.42384467881112187,2.0578547449664484,3.0533317353787166,92.1278020134228,82.08724832214763,6.404793863854266,20.038830297219558,7.447530270364453,0.4626736337488007,523,14,123,8,14,183,89,149,0.094,0.73,0.17600000000000002,0.9335,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,0,2,10,7,0,0,11,0,16,0,0,0,0,24,27,9,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,4,0,1,5,5,2,1,0,3,2,23,5,17,19,3,23,0,1,0,0,14,9,0,3,10,92,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781575258517692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003090479272832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019009708498253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904818872013559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041829640855435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184369351229426,0.13024690901262548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952528208059346,0.0,0.1036146405793491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220287402976465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003927069491084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907060879188675,0.0,0.16098876641246246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099978538598578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934089432658229,0.0,0.0,0.14552325177626327,0.19377353447121626,0.1340235690740914,0.13518533828242218,0.0,0.0,0.1938956139581722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656797014165656,0.17445222121864007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679658698087958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803156318442884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911963065296397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370792815788541,0.29307811455552685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912498742211985,0.0,0.2126203774394691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378090265303585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753496644764103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392438476155544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740581695504824
lonely,Yoinkinama,2019/08/06,"Let your loneliness fuel your transcendent The soul is composed of two key inescapable characteristics, there is the Animal; this is your passions, your desire for survival, it's what makes food taste good, it compels you to eat, drink, and procreate, then there is the ""Godly"" or ""Transcendent"" which is your deeper thought of your soul, it's your rationalization. Now these are the two major inescapable aspects of every soul, the animal produces the intense passion that fuels every soul to act and the Transcendent is the aspect that charts the course. Let the feelings of your animal nature guide your transcendent, but keep the animal in check through the transcendent, this would be called morality. Explore your emotions and think about why you are feeling them, felling lonely is a natural mechanic of human survival, for obvious reasons, understand why you fell this why and do something to rectify the problem. Keep in mind though this is no easy task, escaping near total isolation is difficult and scary but having friends and relationships is so blissfully heaven compared to the hell of complete isolation, so allow yourself this heaven and go out in the world and make a change in your own soul, this is a hard journey, and you will fail over and over again but with each risk and fail you gain a new experience to learn from, understand why you failed and learn to avoid past mistakes. With each step you will slowly become a better human being and when you are falling through the pitch black ocean of despire dream of a greener tomorrow and remember the cold of yesterday, you can not go back to that cold, you must move forward, tomorrow must dawn. 

That's cheesy but it works for me lmao",11.693999488883215,9.820193299003325,9.826710963455152,65.84946077178638,56.20930232558139,13.381139790442116,42.75517505750064,11.95083700844419,5.130575568617428,1377,59,221,31,13,418,164,301,0.159,0.6990000000000001,0.142,-0.8433,0,5,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,21,1,9,10,17,1,2,23,0,26,6,0,6,4,53,38,24,0,6,6,0,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,17,19,4,3,11,2,1,11,2,10,0,2,1,7,23,7,33,28,5,30,9,4,1,2,27,10,1,1,11,159,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833786097047427,0.0,0.0,0.14124208034050548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310640875010325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058779139940715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528838572873594,0.0,0.13408797532926994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528140350574862,0.0,0.13086119561279644,0.0,0.14385661562613555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155020551854148,0.0,0.0,0.12509885497619827,0.0,0.0,0.12932787697140422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464249328758034,0.0,0.0988058340290406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536322224844492,0.1072662592000725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145623919630784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22734519056670915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26154797823884784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707322630445376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291302696268362,0.0,0.0,0.13592454309405785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235148803977196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208342160872293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237139878567613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149000730693652,0.0,0.13730368792722775,0.14487200139686562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845431332945646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819453690336122,0.12564916121554856,0.10152866600186776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498556890864189,0.26627151969105234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615955641012765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310387639023612,0.0,0.0,0.09084785784910114,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wishitwas93,2019/08/06,"Can't believe I visited another country for someone to have them delete me from their life So basically around 3 years ago I matched with this woman who was visiting my city on an app.  It was too late to meet up by the time I responded, however she visited my city again in september of 2016.  I met her, we had a lot of fun.  To this day, I have never felt as close as  I have to someone as I have to her..we kept in touch and about  6 months later, a little more than 2 years now, I visited her in her country.  I don't know if she ever knew if that was the exact reason why i visited, maybe i thought it was implied.  Fast forward to two years later when I messaged her, even though I knew and respected that she had a boyfriend and said something like ""wow its been two years since we last saw each other"" and boom I was deleted from all social media and whatsapp....man it hurts",6.346605279312463,4.850538602209948,6.987034990791898,80.7890730509515,66.292817679558,10.47538367096378,33.92326580724371,9.444778638647367,2.7811689379987725,681,25,148,11,9,226,115,181,0.018000000000000002,0.9059999999999999,0.076,0.8625,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,2,0,10,5,0,0,6,0,14,1,0,1,4,25,23,13,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,10,11,0,1,6,0,0,6,3,1,0,2,16,5,28,4,24,7,4,32,0,1,1,0,24,9,0,3,20,104,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498739898776183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728893755552375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051179637256087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048861479377607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903880849460773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116718496477742,0.15293720473215772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623376520655616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809973228258582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291870466680006,0.13781795896788762,0.19072295115379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942203820020528,0.08260106586540858,0.1694566673406587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374075518357649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985766033869001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495333497725534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040037037805416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738363358784815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082818836950488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985984415336386,0.0,0.0,0.17234975475778955,0.28651187553864216,0.1301615037610678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166114446559646,0.13422595105037907,0.09858846840398697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303216600162503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256307905934235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355127129284604
lonely,CarbonaraMan2,2019/08/06,"I feel like I’m too emotionally fragile to continue with my life I tend to overthink actions by other people and get hurt too easily by it. I don’t know how many times I said I’m sorry to my ex while we were dating (and after the break up). There’s not a single day that I didn’t think of how terrible and immature I am in terms of personality. Life is too stressful and I’m afraid to deal with future stress while I’m also not getting over with mistakes in the past. Last 6 or so years I have made no progress as a human being. I think of committing suicide as a viable option. It’s never an answer and I can get over with it, sure. I do feel like I can when I’m randomly feeling good but then I go back to the mindset of negativity eventually.  
 I’m a lazy person. Even if I am capable of making the best out of the situation, I’m just not interested.  
 Will I commute suicide anytime soon? Not really. There’s no upcoming stress I’m worried about. What’s the point of this post? Just to vent. If this kind of post isn’t allowed, I’m sorry.",0.8589517569982128,2.9734933744292253,3.6412864800476465,85.91564026206076,83.29223744292237,6.548421679571175,22.307127258288666,7.7425588080867325,1.1174914036132622,815,28,173,15,23,288,125,219,0.19399999999999998,0.706,0.1,-0.9690000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,2,21.0,1,0,0,2,16,14,0,4,11,0,13,2,0,5,3,39,36,19,2,3,10,1,4,2,0,1,2,1,0,3,8,11,0,0,7,0,0,2,11,7,0,0,4,5,17,7,30,30,3,29,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,5,19,116,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327853331630063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930580592100674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553144667058775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328890841638416,0.13314453045857208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527260417135945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530014759342906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959012875196796,0.18452479222377766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242139066317527,0.0,0.07339702020257713,0.10832208686329972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382541652149393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448636752359078,0.07097562409208533,0.10527176077109313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244020344456924,0.12618906433299762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222016875635902,0.08620639502950819,0.13093443776572602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996058619479268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328509541292912,0.0895340294725426,0.2255317553938925,0.0,0.0,0.12208533283008485,0.0,0.24737359204790302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273465415983132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284804315835038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516625121365634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891382136824232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438111707650456,0.0,0.0,0.28253095836334097,0.0,0.12171919391685668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550392357670826,0.0,0.0,0.07530645308011895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115469704501498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316621155820719
lonely,Ford_Stark,2019/08/06,"Tired I’m just tired of being alone I can’t deal with myself I have been an overthinking, depressed little shit all my life. I was in the darkest of places, but I tasted a small series of moments where I didn’t feel like shit, I felt capable of love and now that I’ve moved again I know it’s not something I will have again I just really am tired I want to get out of my own head it’s just really hard",0.9831818181818156,2.623453681818184,2.779545454545456,94.7268181818182,80.36363636363637,6.218181818181819,17.81818181818182,7.1686216300943375,-0.058868181818181764,316,6,75,4,8,105,61,88,0.235,0.614,0.151,-0.5938,0,1,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,3,0,9,9,3,0,1,13,16,2,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,4,13,2,9,10,2,11,0,1,0,1,2,6,2,0,5,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876588535149531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679958852278705,0.15605922833392707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161542917240263,0.12944262577267307,0.17397142398523446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946646283650301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623112193983536,0.0,0.18595386490182395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995776343938878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279803038700978,0.08852059191726958,0.181600616652633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635316221475378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257697013580904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930564900459607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23215072073036225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719791658809016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948940291576514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6247559417783619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068709309486159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lavamagma12,2019/08/06,"A Legacy of Loneliness I’m sure many of you here can relate to this. My entire life has been and endless cycle of getting my hopes up, being rejected, and falling into loneliness. People seem to enjoy my company for the most part, but I’m never anyone’s first priority. I don’t get invited to anything by anyone or have many interactions outside of school. From the fourth grade to the tenth grade, I’d always try to hang around groups of people at lunch period, futilely attempting to force myself into the group. While I may have spent my time with these people, I was never really part of the group or considered to be by the people of it. I always had one friend who was one of the “popular kids” who has since changed schools and really shown a lack of interest in me. He was the one person I could always rely on to be around with at lunch time, and now that he left, I really have nothing. This was the final nail in the coffin. I’ve tried to force my way into too many groups, and I’ve since quit trying. Every new school year I would tell myself, “This year people will like you and you’ll have lots of friends”. However, when I went into the eleventh grade, I already had accepted that no group would include me. So, I spent my entire eleventh grade hanging around my new best friend: my locker. I’m honestly a person people enjoy being around and I can make people laugh but no one seems to really care about that or about anything that has to do with me. As for the romantic side of my loneliness, there have been four women who I have had a particular fondness for. As you can probably guess, they all rejected me. All of these women showed at some point an interest in me, but ended up rejecting me in the end. I’m not the type of person to like many women, I really only develop a fondness for a select few. Of course I’m attracted to many women, but not in ways where I’d want to really be in serious relationships with them. However, every time I attempt to have a relationship with a woman, I get rejected. I’ve been told that I have to learn to love myself before I love others but that is not the issue. I am by no means depressed; I’m not the type of person to get depressed. In fact, I really do love myself and I’m the best friend I’ll ever have. The issue is that no one seems to love me. I honestly despise the human need for relationship. If I could not have to worry about creating relationships, my life would be a lot easier. But, this loneliness I’ve experienced my entire life eats away at my core. I’ve just experienced my fourth rejection from a woman I grew very fond of, and it feels like she’s ripped out the last piece of my heart I had to give out to someone. I’ve given out my heart, but received none back. This has left me empty inside, like a hole developed in my stomach. Before this most recent rejection, I can’t remember the last time I had cried from emotional or physical pain. It’s not that I was holding it in, I just really am not the person who cries a lot. Recently, I’ve been crying a lot more, and have accepted that I will likely not find many people, or anyone, who I will have a meaningful relationship with. As I enter my last year of high school, I am immensely excited to leave for University and meet a fresh new set of people. I can only pray that someone there has a connection with me and we can grow a relationship. Humans are humans though, and their need for relationships has really torn me apart.",5.444597629444793,5.730037218340616,6.6084996880848434,76.81677947598256,67.64628820960698,10.2109794135995,27.71085464753587,10.125756701596842,2.5889972551466,2727,78,529,63,42,921,260,687,0.111,0.693,0.19699999999999998,0.9974,3,3,0,0,0,0,72.0,1,4,3,6,20,44,1,0,40,0,63,14,3,1,7,94,96,33,1,11,23,0,1,5,4,8,4,0,0,15,28,32,3,1,11,1,2,8,17,11,0,8,19,3,72,33,96,61,18,73,1,8,0,4,57,35,0,19,32,378,100,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342159072568048,0.0,0.12084288540626548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154810139940193,0.0,0.07967453871545774,0.17238049896742635,0.0,0.0,0.045482747637372915,0.03722426833708793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238661474399665,0.0,0.10160652526183203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935717694903578,0.0,0.05121131498650327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730282213291076,0.0,0.15952819199161394,0.0,0.0,0.08339084909867234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953547100099583,0.0,0.05445468519739717,0.08575370514595307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043789577125828164,0.08157495241659132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02447752853448215,0.03458408255629642,0.0,0.05303074102432717,0.04424582316942721,0.041177484220952666,0.0,0.0,0.149605649049905,0.0,0.10116881677869917,0.04643924138402658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05332902480971559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473206294177335,0.0,0.051147776874034066,0.0,0.048082009796664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010548344518069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838172707781106,0.0,0.05125915402819565,0.10519511864385957,0.0,0.10258015166649448,0.1182532971857164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462565524875214,0.17476750296607424,0.0,0.032314021835782754,0.29448058554607304,0.0,0.0527326344324531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179073860565785,0.07467348557738737,0.14026391278518358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046450658831677566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401919672956974,0.07363590662355586,0.051511606812029986,0.0,0.0,0.10484653062587633,0.0,0.3020523157461718,0.2113485335387836,0.0,0.0,0.04576305632023913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219412083432772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148994757742189,0.0,0.0,0.2791139193517415,0.0,0.09559798353540118,0.36381923410217737,0.054839043693934594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195973841621858,0.0,0.13221181858717834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009043245017892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203519799735808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04562581104008405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042312435687180266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04756253641536823,0.0,0.1129129396200061,0.0,0.0,0.0462577879452638,0.0,0.09860154813725028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03994328396700402,0.02855344656934072,0.07685114025436082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04487651462210486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04916266064399729,0.0,0.10316713232474893,0.0,0.0,0.09352327430133232
lonely,livzzzzy,2019/08/06,"i have lost myself but i’m trying to get better 🖤✨ i just got out of a relationship that i’m now realizing i was way too dependent in and it wasn’t healthy. i’m feeling pretty alone as of rn, and it being summer it doesn’t help since i get very sad and lonely this time of year. i’m currently trying to find myself again to be happy and healthy again. i know it’s gonna be hard but i’m trying my best. any advice would be helpful so please i would greatly appreciate it. feel free to hmu if you want to talk about your problems or if you want a distraction. let’s get through this together, one tear at a time. 🖤",0.07265664160400931,2.171218421052629,2.5958195488721816,92.24435588972435,86.59398496240603,5.651929824561403,19.392982456140352,7.0316486544052195,0.2866795989974937,482,14,110,7,15,166,84,133,0.129,0.56,0.311,0.9855,1,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,3,7,10,0,1,3,0,11,0,0,1,0,22,27,11,0,7,6,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,4,3,12,6,14,15,1,12,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,4,8,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868793411391286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878826784746812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739146376478322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116012720280467,0.15267349203928476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745695828684266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777685405362926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705695672993027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806462213142984,0.19032055420449154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183763374335878,0.1546388098663817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23141487023136076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948706252658261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652157651722503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844145300567625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697570984407045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949129012582808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562249895546084,0.0,0.1651795772211184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533550607231095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427978458372924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138750079296416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131898469799206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516047607554147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243436404725496,0.2036383391421167,0.13702232517334642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24525683125091985,0.0,0.0,0.11116535560547366
lonely,softstatik_2,2019/08/06,"You matter. So much!! Here if anyone wants a friend I always try to remind myself that it could be so much worse but that it could also be so much better. 


I think how lucky I am to have a home (no one to come to but it's safe) and water to drink and internet to distract me and make me happy and a job to let me buy things that make me happy and smile like burritos

I've recently started watching Pixar films and it kinds cheers me up.",2.3309216589861737,3.34197748387097,3.802181259600616,91.4661290322581,75.23655913978493,6.604608294930878,19.737327188940093,6.868970318607317,0.09991981566820264,338,6,77,3,7,112,59,93,0.045,0.664,0.29100000000000004,0.9826,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,6,10,0,1,3,0,7,2,0,3,0,20,13,14,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,8,7,2,1,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,10,9,8,8,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,3,56,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215371353320692,0.15831453749775448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330367166653888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682726719707205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389522422414307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30381996818676804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638587104937207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469971673762211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405078230632168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908498805570486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888072417065642,0.0,0.0,0.19813023656752848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455739791026924,0.0,0.09295317298292784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540048297138248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195968626095715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892752362059395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786232840572695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466953885761393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640266607695885,0.12191321743207655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917647933870005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222238708703436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389483931226867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,clearlyimdesperate-,2019/08/06,I don’t know what I’m doing I’m 16 and I’m really just looking for some new friends.,-2.9028571428571435,-1.2680336666666676,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,99.95238095238096,4.704761904761905,16.523809523809526,6.42735559955562,-0.35079047619047543,67,2,18,1,3,25,16,21,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,7,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500298024502729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32012089596789245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891443237525032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5625718134084816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731575728432707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,humanramen,2019/08/06,"Just had my first break up and idk how to feel Being 19 and never in a relationship is pathetic in itself. I’ve been through my whole life without a partner, and seeing everyone else as a couple eats me up inside. It took this long to have my first relationship and it’s over.

We agreed to stay close friends since we’re so busy with our own lives we can barely talk and try to make it work in the future but I don’t know how to feel; this is all so new to me. 

Going from having someone to talk to about anything and always being there for you to ghosting each other hurts me, and I’m not sure how I can bring it up or cope with this. I just feel so alone now...",4.619095744680852,4.038237673758868,5.427012411347518,87.54562500000002,69.42553191489361,8.184751773049646,25.42641843971631,7.1686216300943375,0.8728929078014187,516,11,119,4,8,169,92,141,0.09699999999999999,0.878,0.026000000000000002,-0.8740000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,1,0,3,11,3,0,0,4,0,11,2,0,4,3,30,21,16,1,0,6,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,9,13,1,0,4,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,3,4,13,2,24,16,4,20,0,1,1,0,10,8,0,1,7,88,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872848660538798,0.0,0.0,0.14359046632730424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142008825717417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094329772618052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658022704926726,0.1441584870127914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648961952538481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26176681833530263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29357264061978,0.0,0.0,0.13332567018770314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807441644195666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473769829757944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483890347622774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188993803150153,0.0,0.0,0.15238077583757528,0.1527173200021261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519053311359022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309514143461126,0.1666673265704113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705470712743629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751441693780722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275009867416308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621637379923036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393461188808816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264337271776502,0.0,0.0,0.2774073711613196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917294859845982,0.11716239834908665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926660980576181,0.0,0.16634947058117205,0.0,0.1256316171892531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,c0ld-ramen,2019/08/06,"17f and life sucks atm :( I just want to be in a romantic relationship. I want someone to cuddle with, and to just be with, and to love. I’ve never even dated anyone and it just feels like I’m running out of time. I think I’m decent looking, I’m just very introverted and it’s hard to find a romantic partner when you’re very introverted. It’s like people see introverted people as intimidating, but I just wanna talk without being awkward and getting social anxiety :((",2.374065934065936,4.984160527472528,4.816142857142856,76.74135714285714,81.08791208791209,7.156483516483518,25.583516483516483,8.238735603445708,2.1138826373626376,372,15,66,8,10,130,56,91,0.099,0.747,0.154,0.434,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,23,15,9,0,3,7,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,4,3,13,12,0,7,0,0,2,2,5,2,1,0,6,40,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725170552142937,0.0,0.0,0.1576841409511582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894940603188958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402629905565165,0.16110674468520356,0.0,0.0,0.20611506825835366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782139014630745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020156190981339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928671113752568,0.22034881193532416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893743727971709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353455548367386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739297573686845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126850512179942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24211688535636755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970490068143927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298824070872392,0.1910766850247744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125904611656135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449981511284596,0.0,0.0,0.13149861721360198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721441759506275,0.2660271712479976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173867711828311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gzero_0,2019/08/06,"I’m pretty, confident, charismatic, smart, and insanely lonely I feel like people don’t realize how lonely I am underneath my facade. 

Or “facade”.

I seem to have it all. I scored top 2% percentile for the MCAT, have a near 4.0 gpa, am conventionally pretty, leader and president of several clubs. 

But I am so. So. Lonely. No one loves me, and I mean me. The real me on the inside who feels a gaping hole where her heart is. No one seems to love me for all of me within. 

People talk to me and have fun with me when we’re out but when I get home from it all I feel even worse. I never want to come off needy or anything either. 

I’ve never been in love with a man and I am just so so .......lonely.",-0.2581249999999997,1.937742770833335,2.4438888888888894,91.79,90.04166666666666,5.422222222222223,14.944444444444445,6.937597516519254,-0.19587222222222245,525,10,116,8,18,182,88,144,0.11800000000000001,0.722,0.16,0.7461,0,8,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,10,10,0,0,6,0,10,4,1,1,5,30,23,16,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,9,0,0,7,1,0,1,5,4,0,2,1,3,19,6,18,22,4,14,1,4,0,3,7,9,0,4,5,85,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050081329135095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470735617714251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276922314062372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25898707832416484,0.12197351385862885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920228009034695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232245349399405,0.0,0.0,0.1712616815410623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341276747550745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622865102110988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598107109762874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633635694432302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313896600588935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236733070999894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473988778197389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433443916826126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108624718797933,0.0,0.19288257802364825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723077091961605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070425332717177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399411582459484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anowarakthakos,2019/08/06,"Irrationally lonely? I’ve been feeling really lonely for the last week or so.  (I used to feel this way a lot as a teenager, but I’m in my mid-20s now and haven’t wallowed in self-pity in nearly a year, if not longer.) 

I thought it was just because my period was coming, but it’s since come and I’m still struck by a lingering loneliness. I haven’t felt this way in ages.

I know I have family who love me and friends who care about me, but I’m still feeling unbearably alone. It doesn’t matter that I go to work and socialize, or that I saw friends all weekend, or that I’ve texted friends and family throughout the day, I just feel horribly lonely. 

What is this? Is it some chemical imbalance? Depression? Just part of being?  I’ve been growing more and more frustrated with the fact that I’ve been single for years, and I’m increasingly worried I’m wasting my most attractive years - is that the issue here? 

I’m sorry for posting here, I just had already tried journaling and writing some, and don’t want to burden or offend my friends by admitting I feel this way.",3.165587002096437,5.0400615754717,4.3099371069182375,85.1399895178197,74.75471698113208,8.107337526205452,27.343815513626836,8.841846274778883,2.149338784067086,842,33,169,18,18,275,114,212,0.19699999999999998,0.644,0.159,-0.8444,1,8,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,11,14,2,0,8,0,15,1,0,1,2,44,38,19,0,2,13,0,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,16,12,0,0,9,1,0,5,5,7,0,0,9,7,16,7,17,28,10,26,0,4,1,1,10,5,0,9,12,109,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956343685600295,0.14870325249980498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214415937133754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738963304590984,0.0,0.0,0.23215550246782204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690451738242848,0.0,0.11606253502792012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254066213553143,0.0,0.34067575083313056,0.0,0.12938398264368325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164392393386907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765832178532738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406470900593125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405670784882062,0.10984165524266436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456215571203962,0.12161981592693165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592433420270098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905609545635374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632620269937273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057673554112926,0.0,0.0,0.11146904872801153,0.0,0.0,0.1373636823897091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084491677613066,0.0,0.0,0.2152277907478718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697880559477613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148842075741986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638329996316538,0.0,0.0,0.07948079263950593,0.32088190445764503,0.10809070382220558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810176657189514,0.13684818141875785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26032948259539856
lonely,LostHeartNJ,2019/08/06,"Even when you’re not you can feel really alone This is a hard thing to write.  The last 8 years of my life have been a lie.  I can not say that I do now or have ever loved my wife romantically.  I mean from our wedding night until today sex has felt more like a job I am supposd to do rather  than something I want to do.  Sometimes its hard to even think of myself as capable of love.  I know that I am but that ability is trapped under a thin vernier of who I am supposed to be and years of mistrust and anger.  Somehow last week I managed to dig deep down inside and find that old me, only he does not recognize the world he is in right now.  I think my marriage and the relationship leading up to it were just like me on autopilot and now that I am waking up I dont know what to do.

Its not like I don’t try.  The problems are many.  She constantly takes her family’s side against me in any dispute at least privately.  She always argues the other positon if someone is mad at me.  She always makes my bad days or bad things happening into how my reaction makes her feel hurt.  I feel like I have no one on my side and no one to ever lean on as it all gets turned back onto me.  This drives me away even more.  I honestly don’t feel loved, not in the deeper sense of the word.  She really has zero interested in peeling through my layers because there is a lot of ugly.  She does not like ugly.  

But I want to live, the real me, the one buried for so long but after moving away from friends and my old life I have no one with any connection to who i used to be and no way to get back there.  I just live with the daily frustration of knowing there is the me inside yearning to be free and yet having no way of getting there and having no one to help.  

I used to be driven, brilliant, passionate, loving, selfless, and a pure romantic wanting to see the possibility rather than the reality.  These days I am stuck in existing in cold hard reality.  

I am in my 40s living in NJ and I have no idea how I got here.  At least not the real me.  I don’t know what I seek other than help clawing my way through the dark layers and bringing this amazing person back to the forefront and actually living my life.   What that help can be, who can get inside me and truly get to know me, or what that help will look like I have no idea but I am putting it out there in case someone does.  

You see what needs to go is this vernier and then the darkness.  The darkness was snowballed by repeated betrayal and hurt and built on a core of childhood sexual abuse I don’t even remember and only know by my knowledge of abusive sex from my very early childhood.  No I am not now or have ever been abusive but the thoughts of what abuse is lingers in my mind.  Back when it was manageable and just a safety mechanism to keep me from getting hurt I was good.  That is until I was betrayed and it became the driving force of my life.  I made sure I could never be manipulated again and over the years it killed my ability to even feel.  Recently I began to feel again and that old me isn’t dead but waking from a coma.  But that old me, as I said, is lost in a world it doesn’t belong in and without help I’m afraid it will sleep again and I will never become who I once was.",3.708578772802653,4.300923413432837,4.940248756218908,86.16218076285244,71.5820895522388,7.925704809286898,26.530679933665013,8.021203637495839,1.4028550580431176,2517,78,548,33,45,836,271,670,0.184,0.665,0.151,-0.9862,1,2,1,0,2,0,47.0,1,2,0,3,37,32,5,1,31,0,63,15,3,9,8,109,115,48,2,10,26,1,11,6,1,3,5,2,0,1,39,29,0,1,22,0,1,8,27,14,0,6,17,17,80,19,88,88,6,92,0,5,3,7,35,36,0,7,51,407,119,4,0.0,0.2777104256473123,0.0571820078282132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068859564952912,0.0,0.0,0.09751443561770072,0.0,0.0,0.07969564404757636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010721362593613,0.18022923762385296,0.09785173295816234,0.03572005523338585,0.06471554345639922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332230587529651,0.0,0.04678476341368951,0.0,0.0,0.07558015529499088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383531986817175,0.0,0.06867499363957351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351311370196772,0.15901243571379342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523983232958917,0.0,0.17776976568363134,0.04186155370870959,0.0562621011854972,0.0,0.053556398380035404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04527172943386897,0.0,0.18368640473551048,0.0,0.033301902321540774,0.049148201739399794,0.04686520053534953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051816941966955694,0.0,0.1574736248081754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638094344564389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881872053998893,0.13229727187620574,0.0,0.0,0.05814826580853815,0.05208351337028522,0.06482865890275788,0.0,0.1932195580312153,0.09552839842106987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555456387369102,0.17176457094030198,0.0,0.20696813284132315,0.0518563093008889,0.049206540007943216,0.0,0.06396531093879147,0.049816889733948384,0.21154353885323499,0.05544569318397527,0.07822761574901209,0.059407941152997475,0.0,0.0638290752661296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059166047083317574,0.0,0.0,0.06227910729003944,0.0,0.04344877235122048,0.09038690333987877,0.0,0.0,0.054989111686535884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24594986819835066,0.06240366183877071,0.19853348435591905,0.08913098836708339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051164451007708084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605906885963057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560692079643893,0.0,0.05890595177212345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339193576275932,0.0750771996964645,0.0,0.05785725435534135,0.0629110160467535,0.06637873273610857,0.05004133278396333,0.055738959461302,0.04659851399507129,0.0,0.0,0.09338809950251943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863910121152241,0.0,0.09929772869877128,0.04511066657600877,0.057953717014796034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522677481031465,0.0,0.044057488593516485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785819822921923,0.07509290542819291,0.0,0.046519300628212495,0.0,0.0,0.055542899040960055,0.0,0.0,0.03978336947727742,0.06373647375724112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121761388134803,0.0,0.048348482986794034,0.10368570296917792,0.13953419742001175,0.047002805072127264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648520808495254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132032218523266
lonely,avengingava,2019/08/06,Sending smiles! Need a reason to smile? Im sending electronic smiles to you over the internet! 😁,0.5183333333333344,1.1332030555555583,2.2028888888888893,85.68100000000003,129.55555555555554,5.8844444444444415,25.822222222222226,6.742157984588678,2.3974755555555562,77,4,13,2,5,25,15,18,0.0,0.564,0.436,0.8513,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6485791222776928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452192602259775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6173531667281953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sourfry,2019/08/06,"I hate this summer. I am not a very emotional person at all, but this summer has made me cry basically weekly. I think it’s been a year since I have cried for some reason other than an injury. I spent the first half of the summer having plans fall through, and stuck at lacrosse tournaments with a team who forgot I existed. I lost one of my best friends over the school year, and my close friend group is small. I make plans and they keep falling through. I’ve seen one friend once at the beginning of summer and that’s it. I know it’s not a severe as other people here, but I don’t have anyone to talk to. I just want to hangout with someone besides a team of fake people or my family. I want to be able to open up to someone about stuff that has happened in the last few months, but that hasn’t happened yet. I want someone to talk to, but I can’t even find that. Sorry for the rant if you read it.",2.8966793313069914,3.982777558510641,3.832249240121581,91.50500000000002,73.94680851063829,6.648024316109423,22.471124620060788,6.868970318607317,0.4298316109422489,703,17,157,6,14,226,111,188,0.155,0.716,0.129,-0.5113,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,7,5,7,1,0,12,0,12,0,0,3,1,30,29,11,0,4,9,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,14,8,0,2,4,4,1,2,5,3,0,4,7,1,20,4,27,21,4,23,0,1,1,0,12,9,0,3,12,109,34,4,0.13508757192625184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445637123332963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141766072495721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967747090745809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195533612693646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922406721605551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273485403260498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234675934228827,0.11490541967095172,0.0,0.0,0.3131049689130341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389149874416542,0.0,0.0,0.13337101001077492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007204082705533,0.0,0.0,0.07424059668545686,0.11011440101794248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746404244955796,0.0,0.0,0.12782312683746289,0.09017200323296026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078256111009216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386385532005055,0.18307766966213726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730542652420507,0.1179532572354528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351241285417184,0.0,0.0,0.13889252274352012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367158347706316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261050512804727,0.0,0.11174583545384582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433777839521189,0.0,0.0,0.15121947698902966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464295043713824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171565465760859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655866149325794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146139435417912,0.239034449761216,0.0,0.10835910184251232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398393460097109
lonely,fishywishy109,2019/08/06,A weird feeling Does anyone feel like while talking to someone you feel like they don't want to talk to you at all? Like it doesn't matter who it is. It just feels like they aren't really paying attention and it would just be better to end the conversation?,3.7288461538461526,5.216507269230776,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,72.46153846153847,7.507692307692308,22.615384615384606,8.07648339933343,1.0209076923076927,206,5,42,3,4,66,36,52,0.069,0.675,0.256,0.8948,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,2,1,2,6,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,12,11,2,0,2,2,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,4,5,5,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,6,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678618098392216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831239272543905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962243722805392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986004034015521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535078252721373,0.4805678823040701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381879940403761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364688547120302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899885653648679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36045366944297696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225611645640584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928589956242742,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ajwuvsu,2019/08/06,"Loneliness is... Sitting in the hospital and they ask ""do you want to put someone down for an emergency contact""....you do a quick scroll in your mind of all your friends....you try to think of the ones that arent busy with family life (we're in our 30s)....you think about the friends you used to have....you remember you have no family...then you just say ""nah"".

I used to have many friends. There was always someone to hang with. Over the years exes have driven them away (I always somehow pick the possessive type). The ones that were single when I was married are now settled and in their own world, as I was. I don't see anyone, I just go to work and come home. I've tried those friend groups. I've tried hanging with people from work, but they're all settled down. I didn't want to admit I was lonely, but I am. I don't mind being single, I'm not a person that has to be with someone, but with no family or friends to be around, weeks pass like nothing. My summer has flown by and I've done nothing. I'm just existing at this point. I can't say im suicidal, but I sure wouldn't mind not existing anymore. If this is my life now, what's the point? It's crazy because if I really needed help they'd come and I love them for that, but just casual interaction I'm shit out of luck. My job stresses me out too. Today I ended up in the hospital with chest pains, hence the opening statement. Vitals all good, so obviously it's my mind. I keep bursting into tears randomly, nothing triggering it. It's been a rough year, my wife met someone and left me, my divorce was finalized a few months. Then she moved states away and took my step daughter with her. She would hang with me on the weekends, she's still my kid. Next month is my 35th bday and im going to Universal Studios in FL, alone. I didn't want to spend the time doing nothing at home. But now I'm not looking forward to it. I'm just so sad. The messed up thing is, most people would never know. And anyone I've vented to, usually just kinda brushes it off, yet they'll vent all day long to me with their problems. That's why I'm on here, getting my thoughts out. My only joy in life and what keeps me going is my two cats. I've become a damn cat lady, but I'd be truly lost without them.",1.6278488372092994,3.5067125948275866,3.1140617481956703,91.95571772253409,79.30172413793103,6.212830793905373,21.997594226142745,7.215322853602372,0.6080839615076186,1740,52,382,22,43,570,230,464,0.113,0.769,0.11800000000000001,0.5764,2,3,0,0,1,0,83.0,1,6,8,4,21,21,2,1,18,0,38,7,2,4,7,84,71,25,1,10,20,2,1,1,4,4,4,2,3,2,17,27,0,2,7,2,1,15,14,9,0,3,15,6,53,12,57,47,9,70,0,3,2,1,37,30,2,8,26,239,70,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266845650971477,0.0,0.0,0.13283167609421884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915904275958492,0.11162266167114278,0.0,0.0,0.07105587099776564,0.0746200305395742,0.0,0.14998523698928592,0.0,0.0,0.048656947833141666,0.08815386206369409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375140759757425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051476679548523384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168259369289517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069598065826098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049258028359105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743786021532639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24667197886312656,0.0,0.0417021556213399,0.0,0.13608900490913353,0.0669484263812551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05350102209095665,0.0,0.16013001659518358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243652717503966,0.0,0.07920808401744202,0.1418936659793339,0.0,0.0,0.04386645865112596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672362389860802,0.0,0.16913565205825304,0.03899555265344251,0.0,0.0,0.07063734140350161,0.06702789328215003,0.0,0.08713191447057142,0.0,0.07203980276043635,0.0,0.0,0.08092398163074599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223779188040529,0.0,0.12742159740258446,0.08483501088413194,0.0,0.059184809090985065,0.06156136674303269,0.0,0.0848884578867523,0.0,0.0,0.3063540984253535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108174898704065,0.06070597907754763,0.08493308954198757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067294869095637,0.06969490968946099,0.0,0.0,0.15090959108866972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637604446980202,0.0,0.08024018450449884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051134122906883434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041941606384077,0.0,0.0,0.12695061358365028,0.0,0.0,0.06360544316128729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193310073349401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270521664856205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374359094309281,0.0,0.09143244421499752,0.0,0.0,0.08730907801972065,0.0,0.0752285035222055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053028225528620375,0.1022896397607918,0.0,0.06336740436463817,0.046543125931743215,0.0,0.07565911988320513,0.0,0.0886818938311869,0.16257567245919985,0.0,0.07797160696887886,0.0,0.0,0.13787605103747766,0.08790939924858583,0.0,0.1412380190190345,0.0,0.06402602178140697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202427135896462,0.0,0.0,0.07694270921969043,0.0,0.1162184280649732,0.0,0.0,0.11340231622622235,0.0,0.0,0.10280169359992172
lonely,vanna_kayeee,2019/08/06,"I feel a disconnect with everyone and have for as long as I can remember: I’m not even sure if this would be the correct subreddit to post to, but it felt it was fitting. So hopefully I was correct: (18 F) 

I have been doing some self reflection, as of late, and I’ve really come to find that I’ve always been sort of different. Everyone that I’ve come into contact with has said they find me different and as if I have an old soul. I would also agree with those statements, because I too, feel as though I’m an old soul.

It’s strange, though, because I also feel like I’m a younger soul, as well. I have certain attributes that I’d say are childlike. I have social anxiety and have since I’d say forever. I started to pick up on the fact that anxiety was an issue with myself, In sophomore year of high school.

In high school I wouldn’t say I was a social outcast, because I had friends and I would always find myself in different social interactions with the daily people I talk to. I like people and I like interaction, I just feel like I don’t fit in with anyone, fully.

With my family I feel a distance, as if I’m the black sheep, in a way. I just sit around and practically keep to myself at family events. I just feel like I don’t have a closeness.

Even with my closest friends and people I care about and who care about me, I feel like I am not fully connected. I feel lonely and all to myself. I have forever. I feel like I’m just meant t be alone in a world where social interaction is necessary. 

It’s not even that I don’t want to be connected with people, I honestly long for it, but I feel it is a barrier within myself that is holding me back. I just don’t understand what’s wrong with me and I feel as if I’m an alien. I just feel so disconnected and I wish I could fix this.",3.3990074441687352,4.196515129032259,5.120645161290323,83.83366004962781,72.44086021505377,8.733829611248968,26.942100909842853,9.057496981413335,1.9752837882547567,1396,47,300,28,26,477,149,372,0.055,0.767,0.17800000000000002,0.9936,3,3,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,0,22,18,0,0,16,0,35,0,0,2,6,84,66,32,0,12,15,0,13,7,2,4,0,4,0,1,17,27,0,3,21,0,0,2,8,2,1,0,10,18,50,16,45,48,2,34,3,1,1,0,18,20,0,7,16,205,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582878159558917,0.0,0.11710020662756243,0.12184168642777188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201872955355416,0.0,0.0,0.05119371275538909,0.0,0.0,0.06517697741629844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056297906347354765,0.0,0.1338937688977062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492953844134046,0.0,0.0,0.1261366822816928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845631405585997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22948264541172236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507368454721636,0.0,0.0,0.13992036539149805,0.0,0.0,0.138041394310296,0.0,0.4442371615968586,0.2615244741994944,0.07029799482494874,0.0,0.2007518740057176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131316369065492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471158365043278,0.0,0.0727191320461276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641756117805176,0.0,0.06507696079991511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258984199052823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503844584913461,0.0,0.0,0.12958615075024998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365390020539532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030325763694443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011984439761547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04690347929179516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293845611959576,0.0,0.06964434319365011,0.17467080112465982,0.0,0.1481952161188107,0.0,0.0,0.07637933556886813,0.0,0.0,0.06056430209142495,0.0,0.0,0.2985343699107137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182203726898666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900438213308083,0.0,0.0,0.0588475384095937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386696316000855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621951977903793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043184173461734116,0.05811475268698189,0.0,0.0,0.06582918375296841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419377228149465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602975728490145,0.08004923789597501,0.0,0.047148135460404264
lonely,daredavid9,2019/08/06,"Feeling lonely Hello, it's nice that here on reddit there's a subreddit for every issue I have: depression, feeling lonely, anxiety

That's nice because I see I'm not alone, a lot of people have my same issues

Since I was little, I kinda Always felt lonely

In this period, I'm struggling a lot, I dont talk to people, only like 2 friends
But you know, sometimes I dont really enjoy talking to them, we end up doing the same things and I kinda get bored

Every time I meet a girl, there's Always this pattern of me getting like ghosted

I usually just escape myself and play videogames

Everything Is collapsing also, problems in my family, my mom attempted suicide and I basically saved her Life, if I wasnt there, she would have been dead, she took meds and was vomiting everywhere
I was scared but brave enough to do something and I managed to save her

Then my dad overwhelmed by all the things happening wanted to kill himself too, jumping from the third floor, he was about to do that in front of me, I screamed so loud that day, I was shocked

In these months everything went completely south, shit hit the fan

Sometimes I really feel very suicidal, sometimes it's not really about talking with someone but someone who's actually physically here with you, validating your pain

I also dont receive text from anyone, it's pretty rare getting a text from someone

Every day I woke up like ""I hope someone cares about me today and gives me a goodmorning or how are you"" but that never happens

Thanks for giving your time to this post
Now I think I'm gonna get some sleep
I hung out with those 2 friends, you know distracting yourself only works in a short term, when the day Is over, you're back home, dealing with your shit

Goodnight guys",5.656322930800545,6.56538547761194,6.093710990502036,78.49513907734057,67.35820895522386,8.956580732700138,31.048168249660787,9.095868883498916,2.659179104477612,1385,53,251,24,22,447,189,335,0.17800000000000002,0.667,0.155,-0.9089,0,7,1,0,0,1,31.0,1,7,1,2,17,31,3,4,12,0,20,6,3,1,2,44,48,18,5,5,9,2,4,3,2,2,3,2,1,2,16,12,0,0,7,1,0,5,7,16,0,1,11,7,44,15,33,34,8,36,0,5,1,0,31,14,2,8,19,163,60,2,0.0,0.0,0.08205842033882949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709051117168394,0.0,0.13449137173130368,0.13993703353440032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643276089391177,0.0,0.0,0.05879675920973172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465900332983743,0.0,0.05125967796851622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573401201063724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816537961822835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269072356909314,0.08669173527596681,0.07242545562912793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956539150446961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447761036385014,0.08688608327523319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125450152104322,0.0,0.15114696444451553,0.0,0.07927132244753729,0.0,0.12755328738916086,0.0,0.08073831828527364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299334089320753,0.0,0.1757314556657681,0.1613310454402233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326101217961948,0.1487186814905534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434780076948653,0.08351903127805001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755334669883996,0.0,0.0,0.09303166405465717,0.0,0.09242587725752804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939432046602654,0.12324444258656965,0.08427894680764739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297837494767074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340356544679017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098483644032719,0.06711878097542262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485437280963598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790645845480084,0.08947628268265609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659300392575085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053370980475424,0.08554841652321657,0.0,0.08046150895976455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160808210152786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418743662917175,0.0,0.0670077898160229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726316403142842,0.06955902385493819,0.0,0.0841494064000346,0.0,0.2849922578701252,0.06473557295818698,0.2494975597193703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790774444255453,0.0,0.18395873240411467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027618838168805,0.0,0.07741755754965451,0.0,0.0,0.11172956319251404,0.053880629870523146,0.0,0.0,0.09806556938551846,0.0,0.0797062350456939,0.0,0.09342561590615234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261179947705064,0.06938196629250927,0.04959768127842184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795104747542166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121755948448526,0.0,0.0,0.05973418462841412,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TeraToxic,2019/08/06,😢 Hey. I need a relationship. Im almost 15 and am desperate for a guy or gal to fill the emptyness in my life. Dm me or coomer plls😢,-3.501182795698924,-2.3704404193548387,1.2701612903225836,95.15857526881722,114.48387096774192,5.93763440860215,14.844086021505374,7.1686216300943375,0.2685440860215058,101,3,27,3,6,39,27,31,0.087,0.9129999999999999,0.0,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328722946755575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428031409708492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669433942504891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053366041588214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320534820525104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641137170595254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OceanicLife_blood,2019/08/09,"17M How do I find some friends? I was alone since 14, I abandoned myself, forgot how to communicate with people, how do I find a friend or girl, just can’t stand that. I’m russian btw and I wish I could start over",-1.6604347826086965,0.14435197826086998,0.5046739130434794,101.68570652173914,105.30434782608695,3.1695652173913045,14.445652173913045,5.148860815047168,-1.2086,165,4,40,1,8,54,36,46,0.111,0.6890000000000001,0.2,0.6124,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,14,9,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,2,3,6,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32073262926313995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472523876772721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5660794843726524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785123352158812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469147556773152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561685344341564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21919141937025846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35611398974392344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NomadButter713,2019/08/09,I’ve found someone This girl likes me but I don’t know if I the right person to ask but I also like her should I ask her out or no.,-3.3640625,-1.8655367812499983,-0.18774999999999945,107.80775,104.3125,2.5600000000000005,9.525,3.1291,-2.363045,101,1,29,0,5,35,25,32,0.09,0.743,0.166,0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,6,5,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26951756742158595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6301429465402713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695288670208765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852192990865078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293053121704977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942759164865497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878162235140708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28555891387812865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,simplyeccentric,2019/08/09,"How to be selfish or have self love? I’m a passionate advocate in support of moral causes that resists oppression. There is so much “wrong” happening in this world. I am wanting to fight the good fight but instead I need to learn to focus on me. I’m a giver and a fighter but I don’t put enough time and energy for myself. I lack self love. I need to focus on me and I need to understand that self care is not “selfish.”  I need to take care of home-front before all else. I need to ensure my cup is overflowing in order for me to share happily. Doing good things for others feel good. I need to learn to feel good doing good for myself. I guess, how can I convince myself that it’s okay to do me and only me?",0.634729729729731,2.7719113243243285,2.8472297297297287,91.1246283783784,84.40540540540543,5.8621621621621625,19.385135135135137,7.1686216300943375,0.4249108108108106,548,15,118,8,16,186,80,148,0.08199999999999999,0.574,0.344,0.9937,0,0,0,0,3,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,20,2,0,4,1,11,3,0,3,1,26,31,10,0,8,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,2,20,15,23,30,4,10,1,0,0,3,9,7,0,2,1,82,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020323382454318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445071053812471,0.12317789654515335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016721946497607,0.0,0.0,0.12389636400606928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125753575884025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028630549446724,0.0,0.0,0.13209148390407488,0.0,0.10603368918177783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027686636700527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21644216153745252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881457119155673,0.5334587624746859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119495630412656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054002309023355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752686057428464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360694598029034,0.0,0.0,0.09015541779045493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966112701667118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991895032581114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482779844765254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072447211209461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109988311307993,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwaway528528528,2019/08/09,"Suicidal Rant My mother just told me that she and my father are thinking about throwing me out to go to an asylum (a place where people live together who can't live with their parents for whatever reason) This just gave me the rest. I didn't say anything and went into my dark room, staring out into the night city. Thinking about suicide. About ending this miserable existence. About slitting my wrist or maybe building an exit bag to suffocate peacefully. And now I decided to make a rant about my life on reddit.
My last year has been hell. I finished high school and was kind of happy for a while. Then things started going downhill, I started isolating myself because of my acne and I started smoking weed to distract myself, which made the isolation and social anxiety worse. (If you are struggling or feeling down, don't do drugs, it will not make anything better and probably just make things worse, only do drugs if you are happy and mentally healthy)
I had to start doing a mandatory job for my country (civil service) and things were going a bit better but I ended up getting fired after a few months over a stupid thing. Things went even further downhill from there, I completely isolated myself and rarely went outside my house anymore for half a year up till now. But I was completely in denial about my situation, I pretended everything was okay and that I was happy and I just did nothing and smoked weed and sat infront of my PC all day. My parents obviously think I'm a loser/failure, they are annoyed of me and I understand them. I can count the friends I have left on one hand and never even meet them. On top of that I have dealt with ADHD and bullying all throughout school. I am traumatised from the start. I suffer from several mental health issues: ADHD, social anxiety, depression (sometimes manic), paranoia, mild derealization and depersonalization and a generally distraught psyche, I feel like I'm going more insane each day. I can't sleep well and often have nightmares that show me my subconscious suffering and self loathing and fears. (I became more and more self aware and self analytical, which just made things even worse)
I am always tired and exhausted, my head always hurts and feels groggy to the point I want to smash it into concrete. Also I am extremely insecure about looking like im 14 or 15 when I'm almost 19, about my pale skin from staying inside all day, about my eye circles from never sleeping well, about my acne leftovers and about my hair and I am so insecure that I don't even want to go to the barber. And in 1-2 months I should start going to college, which I absolutely can't imagine happening at the moment. I really just want to get out of this weird existence, it would be so much easier, I hate that I have friends and family that would miss me, it's like you are trapped in this suffering through your loved ones. Also I have lost my faith in god over this past year, which has made everything so much worse. I became completely nihilistic. Why am I here? I'm just an intelligent monkey that randomly appeared in this universe, just to suffer. Why? Anyways, I just wanted to rant my heart out and am feeling better already. Maybe somebody can talk to me or leave me a comment, idk. Oh just a cherry on top: I had a crush in high school and she kinda liked me and we even got close one time when we were drunk, but nothing more happened. She now has a boyfriend and is happy while I am just thinking about that evening all the time in my isolated suffering. I am obviously still a virgin, didn't even have my first kiss, I am almost 19, WTF is wrong with me. Inside me I feel like I have this potential for love and sexuality, I feel like if I just had a girl and was normal/confident, we would be so happy together and I would give her all of my love and try to make her happy. I wish I could reset my life or just get a different one, because I love life itself, just not mine.",5.4866557300210905,6.581431581673307,5.979921881103044,78.48707054136398,67.84462151394422,8.933770799156319,30.43535661276463,9.168548406835145,2.6199270838215774,3123,118,569,57,51,1009,332,753,0.201,0.6659999999999999,0.133,-0.9956,4,2,3,0,0,1,84.0,3,4,4,7,52,50,4,7,29,1,59,24,9,8,9,128,120,61,2,14,27,4,10,6,2,6,8,1,1,4,32,53,1,0,14,3,0,11,11,23,2,6,25,14,102,27,75,86,15,85,2,10,3,6,40,36,1,14,43,413,134,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008637484509008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005707321347224,0.0,0.055132998631109285,0.07990728695244592,0.08314279607652109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643976918805387,0.0,0.049547700844371295,0.0,0.0,0.0822269830280806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091129481084505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325588351396161,0.05454426719944944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714888318263734,0.0,0.0,0.039889643203622205,0.0,0.0,0.09666177216713387,0.0,0.04303117435057977,0.0,0.0,0.05219841514553671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587736131747065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850090093164589,0.0,0.0,0.23099051692433506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980311305017255,0.0,0.04709860735579717,0.05621980367198196,0.15157012685537394,0.107076042682376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042496641345705466,0.0,0.0,0.07719919916489501,0.0,0.07830738697410697,0.04792696355304344,0.17036328556738298,0.0,0.03995822553362082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836036248330607,0.31910528170825136,0.0,0.049325958641228726,0.05127420702499372,0.05310600710928972,0.0,0.059203803024086774,0.0,0.10557268228348826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05764806942650861,0.05348408278788645,0.0,0.05396625050823167,0.05214610772363403,0.049578397041402315,0.0,0.0,0.052026497742699566,0.0,0.04072473013420157,0.0,0.05290128636154223,0.05428256865255871,0.0,0.10586639754793233,0.14644997537439874,0.0,0.08823262501680773,0.0,0.041954499306654174,0.0,0.05453812832599565,0.0,0.1803663344895319,0.1418223855529291,0.1333969204164055,0.0,0.10038470211464703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069749560410034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975648730859257,0.0,0.07345389108226076,0.0,0.07706571672975611,0.0,0.0,0.046884837823465794,0.04895098828369822,0.09587749353745524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354189574054744,0.03799744900824726,0.0,0.0,0.1109511389975976,0.0,0.04769324844084392,0.034636536535429384,0.0,0.05219841514553671,0.0,0.04722911630271345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386620565620172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032006175623224,0.05136803591627077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03973084315177907,0.0,0.15168902771942167,0.0,0.0,0.15636006955863435,0.05644149702064138,0.0,0.0,0.056158046203148716,0.09999378662773306,0.10185751267499543,0.0,0.0,0.04941252077310858,0.0,0.21217512018660714,0.05325157832124603,0.039898769170145267,0.0,0.0,0.05222988858011999,0.0,0.1092980391856794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040156608374708656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199150461895786,0.12805148454710275,0.0,0.0,0.05826510275097229,0.0574226041062232,0.0,0.04773969709289085,0.0,0.03392011197863877,0.0,0.0,0.05201096747618944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787272593245016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984154046327042,0.13894252037164218,0.090163724229616,0.0,0.05745246840343962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365734366571908,0.14196291020093985,0.054624305174989375,0.0,0.096519375106394
lonely,whyliveanymore1,2019/08/09,"Wishing just to speak to a girl Being lonely fucks you up pretty bad, all I want is to just talk to a girl, that's all I want, I don't know why it is so hard to find people to talk to, that actually like talking to you, I hope I don't end up killing myself over being lonely, just need some advice",5.912272727272725,3.2556208333333347,7.1142424242424225,83.24136363636364,67.93939393939394,9.406060606060604,28.060606060606066,6.42735559955562,1.1576424242424244,229,4,55,1,3,79,40,66,0.182,0.594,0.22399999999999998,0.2846,0,4,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,2,0,0,4,7,2,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,2,13,13,1,1,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,8,2,11,11,3,4,0,2,0,1,8,3,1,2,2,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.21798747004513067,0.0,0.0,0.2182851648048258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651366502521832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978491151936094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041660345797245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651198070162025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20010535000156374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22186757012561276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471377952149903,0.0,0.12276426396509955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913259165700344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563405730458294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486414341021518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22725861413443146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5386351564205237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635116059350196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015664572179669,0.0,0.2568769338989809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nick_0007,2019/08/09,"That really hurt me bro So one guy from my sport is now on a sports school and visited us again. And he was just like: „dude all the guys there are so ugly and get a gf, even you would get one“ 

And to be honest that destroyed me inside.",1.568529411764704,2.6310403137254923,3.0334803921568643,96.0231617647059,77.23529411764707,6.668627450980392,16.67156862745098,7.1686216300943375,-0.3610431372549021,180,2,45,2,4,59,42,51,0.183,0.722,0.095,-0.7457,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,0,7,4,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,7,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,5,2,3,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021328298275586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009235689133677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5703065701358357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082969888506937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069633453454114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902960902123189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844924144702972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914591161203007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464139684971895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20457833182353774,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,useless_thinker,2019/08/09,"Why??? Why is it that I'm always there... For people...
But somehow no ones there when i need them
They're there if they can be there. Or if they want to be there.
Somehow everyone remembers me when there's something wrong.
But no one even fucking notices that i might be fucked up too. 
That i might need someone to just sometime, once, notice that I'm having a bad fucking time. Without telling them...
Why can't just someone be there... Just once... Just one time....",0.6622051282051302,3.183555066666667,1.2699999999999996,98.28807692307691,92.77777777777777,3.6581196581196576,21.367521367521373,5.369823440869387,-0.10268376068376073,356,13,74,2,13,108,52,90,0.17300000000000001,0.813,0.013999999999999999,-0.9397,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,4,0,17,5,3,0,1,0,10,3,0,0,0,18,18,7,0,5,10,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,8,0,5,12,0,5,0,0,0,3,5,1,3,7,4,56,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872747986592168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913815201866312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424378725183016,0.0,0.0,0.13634407772826887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957370482293335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027379035475317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160203458500731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32490146416099386,0.0,0.30391518784230365,0.2900663490561187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892158763461982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163718949979095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24179741204747596,0.10984785429387636,0.1411216447379108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471521610656612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664045266744504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416081942929926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862599861299796,0.0,0.0,0.13754571542454316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600644671330569,0.0,0.0
lonely,askmelater85,2019/08/09,Looking for friends Don't have any so here I am. Prefer people close to my age (33) and who actually have time/want to talk. I work nights in PST too so if you're up later that's a plus.,-1.1935714285714312,0.6963934523809527,1.4526666666666692,99.609,90.66666666666666,4.312380952380953,15.542857142857144,5.6839178017228535,-0.9640914285714284,143,3,37,1,5,49,38,42,0.0,0.9159999999999999,0.084,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,5,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,6,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,3,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.41258955179085294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875169245198255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266524430557133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550435715382321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967669867816521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931146799624152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398287643479841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24653673048919306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078017505716213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Camermon,2019/08/09,"Would anyone here like to be friends? I've noticed that a lot of the posts on here are about being lonely romantically. And I totally understand that, I'm feeling that too.

But I'm also very lonely just in general. I have 0 friends & life is feeling pretty empty at the moment. I miss having someone just to say hello to every day. I miss asking how someone's doing and finding out about their day. I just miss having someone.

So I just thought I'd post this in case anyone out there is in the same boat & would like someone to talk to. I know it would help me so I'd love to help someone in return who is feeling the same! 

I guess I'll tell you a little bit about myself in case you want to see if we'd have anything in common:

My name is Cameron. I am 24. I'm from the UK. I'm a gamer geek & love Pokemon! I'm also really into YouTube. I have a Minecraft channel that is growing really fast & currently has 5000 subscribers! Hoping to start a Pokemon channel soon too. I'm also into Music & play the guitar. I've traveled a lot, love the outdoors & love animals. I also like sports & going to the gym. I'm sure there's a lot more things I'm forgetting haha.

But yeah, I think it'd be cool to have a friend. If you also have no friends, maybe we can help each other out!

Either way, have a nice day everyone. Keep your heads up!",1.417685185185185,3.3955781071428603,3.330873015873017,89.65264550264553,80.42857142857143,5.5767195767195785,22.51322751322752,6.605766666666668,0.5673187830687834,1050,34,219,10,27,353,142,280,0.052000000000000005,0.685,0.262,0.9959,1,4,0,0,0,0,45.0,2,4,1,0,22,23,0,0,17,3,26,6,1,1,2,44,56,14,0,7,9,0,3,3,4,3,1,1,0,0,10,9,0,1,8,7,0,3,1,6,0,0,1,6,22,17,29,47,10,31,0,5,1,4,25,15,0,7,13,137,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088607402316,0.0,0.5858583066964792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802186245237044,0.0,0.06356538386837772,0.0,0.07221288719028485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433064560251081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944833014494127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508155865104823,0.07381013043938063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717094488618565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705997870758013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387146675476144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04389965128790944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509318002987414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927482030995481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532544994484676,0.0,0.0,0.0767209063061718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865818212810441,0.0,0.0,0.042451384797156766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054559853315616136,0.11321282332600045,0.07741896766122691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701073528348992,0.27886357656692784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760216767592185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794301831525983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795715682690894,0.07858510746932001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896920766041817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061427677469199624,0.0,0.0,0.061553615811751484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32724374282500546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05467383278704284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280173164043269,0.0,0.0,0.062085951160795065,0.06751482368707698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131760521015055,0.049494955733524436,0.0,0.06132325583139449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041392232184065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373454353827672,0.04556062253280981,0.061312839832522614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646161615630437,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DrumAwayFam,2019/08/09,16m and a why. Why is loneliness such a bad dark feeling that I have? Why is there no one EVER that will stick around? Why does this grow into such strong feelings of hatred and death? Why can’t things last? Why am I so alone? Why will I never have the chances and opportunities others have had? Why is there nothing? Why does the nothingness feel so cold? Why can’t I be happy? Why do I lose the ones I love?,-0.0008342245989325647,2.2986393764705886,1.5836363636363655,97.4718181818182,90.52941176470587,4.502673796791443,15.962566844919785,6.1124844417494595,-0.6402941176470587,317,7,73,3,11,102,53,85,0.243,0.605,0.152,-0.8469,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,8,6,0,0,5,0,14,1,0,0,2,10,18,5,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,1,4,6,4,3,14,0,6,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661154007715772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830403447512204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788618701032822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326260325805345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437849067198845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414978436890584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929993068399108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603690276391732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435817939347794,0.0,0.0,0.08419022908359908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194447194741302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950615055436663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641996721279186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061972108252400016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9258928592573492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rachelphoebemonica,2019/08/09,"I hate Tinder Countless conversations that never went anywhere. A few set-up meetings that never happened. What's up with making plans and unmatching an hour or so before the meeting? Yet again, I got prepared before a date, went to Tinder to confirm everything and the match was gone. It has happened a few times before. And it's not like I said anything wrong (I assume). The conversations were fun and they had been eager to meet. Then suddenly unmatch. I hate this stupid app.",3.4156818181818167,6.360903750000002,3.9329090909090887,82.53936363636366,79.68181818181819,5.792727272727273,25.84545454545455,7.1686216300943375,1.5655645454545453,382,15,63,5,10,120,62,88,0.17600000000000002,0.742,0.08199999999999999,-0.8723,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,3,0,7,0,5,0,0,1,2,11,15,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,9,1,6,3,5,6,2,13,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,10,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627087147510488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.504741680860894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770017294744705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813669140913753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496905878131456,0.0,0.0,0.3904199346162031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947167676779228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659719308260667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198125890918955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049914580031435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807931111166004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529354032375222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665813513020164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617844074751905,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwaway_66687,2019/08/09,"Some of you don't know true lonlieness....(31 M) TLDR and Disclaimer: This post has a lot of strong language and alludes to suicidal tendencies, you have been warned. This is just me trying to prove a lot of you have good lives and I want to see you all succeed and be happy. If not for anyone else but yourself, the most important person in your life. Marked as NSFW for the last sentence of this and some of the imagery.  


Listen the point of the post isn't to pity party myself. Nor is it to put anyone down. I am merely just trying to add some perspective to some posts I have seen. Some examples:  


•I often avoid my friends who invite me out.  
•I feel like I don't have any friends, then proceeds to explain things that friends have said to them.   
•I feel like I will never find anyone.  
•Mundane and often destructive advice ""Go volunteer""; ""Go to a bar""; ""Get out of the house"".   


First off, I empathize with you and I feel for you. Trust me on this if there is one cliche thing I will say, you probably have it way, way better I did then a few years ago. So let me backtrack to 19 years old me.  I recently got dumped by my 18 yo GF. Why? Well, to be fair, the other guy was way better looking and had infinitely more of his shit together than me, albeit at 40 years old, but hey, love is love right? However, it devalued me immensely, especially when I found out that my boss at the fast food place I was working at also tried flirting with her. It felt like my time, space and existence was just straight not respected. I was also too young to know what I know now too. But after being catfished in one of the worst ways possible (sending me to a house they didn't even live at) and just months of literally no one talking to me. I decided that I was just going to straight stop caring. About everything, I mean literally everything. I overate, I barely bathed, I ignored literally everyone.  


Sounds like heaven right? Sounds like the normal problems everyone has, right? Let me just say this is what a lot of people don't tell you. Eventually, the text messages stop, eventually people stop trying to initiate with you, eventually, people do in fact give up and don't want you around. I completely isolated myself after awhile. I had a few really close friends that I would go to their house and whatnot, but outside of that my weekends were primarily spent in my parents house in my room on my computer either jacking off to some chick on a website that would be completely unrealistic of me to even be with or playing video games taking from a dude built like an elephant trunk. I even felt that it wouldn't matter if I had died. No one would ever suspect it be suicide. It would almost be a by-product of my lifestyle and no one would even care. I was so far in denial and depression.   


A lot of you think ""Man I haven't talked to anyone in months, what's wrong with me"", yeah? Well, try years my friend? Try living with a roommate that just didn't even notice you or care about you with only their hand out. Try having parents that literally stopped asking about grandchildren and friends in general. If you never have actually experienced people literally giving up in you, this is that path. There are a few things I have learned during this period in my life. 1) No one cares about your problems and everyone has their own. 2) No one is going to even if I fixed my problems.   


At this point in my story, you might think this is where I met my beautiful SO and that it was all sunshine and rainbows and that I am here to tell you never to give up on what you want out of life. Well, no, you came to the wrong thread. This person doesn't exist and get them out of your head, it isn't going to happen. It will never happen if it hasn't happened yet. Self-improvement isn't about someone coming into your life and fixing it. It's you, realize that there are problems and you picking yourself up and you setting things right. It's you all you. Don't feel bad about this, ever. You need the strength to carry yourself and others. I know to some of you this has happened but you are part of an extremely low percent and are incredibly lucky and I am genuinely happy for you. But for the rest of us, magic girlfriend or boyfriend isn't going to come and save you from your depression. Its a horrifically unrealistic and unfair expectation you set for other people. What I did do was literally wake up one morning and just said ""my life sucks"". It did, the only time I ever got texts were about my bills. Emails? You mean coupons that were feeding my suicidal overeating tendencies? I did have work but even there people kept their distance from me.   


I am still in the process of trying to find my own happiness and yeah it would be nice if I had a GF. But now is not the time for that as it wouldn't be fair. I am just trying to take baby steps and learn how to be social again. Which sucks in your 30's. But I identified my issues, lost weight, looking for new work. When I play video games I make sure to play multiplayer games with a strong community. I have a clan in Destiny where we all communicate with one another. It's not impossible to dig yourself out of this grave. What I will tell you is that you can save yourself. What I will tell you is that you are not as abnormal as you may feel or broken as you may feel. You might just have to work for it harder than others. You might not even be aware of how lucky you are to have people in your life. You truly are, but I am not going to take those bad feelings away from you. If you are feeling them, then just acknowledge why and assess yourself a little. Find out why and most importantly seek help. If it wasn't for a psychologist and me opening my mouth to some of those I called friends I guarantee you I would be somewhere unknown either treating myself like a Christmas ornament or with a 9mm in my head. Don't underestimate the lives you actually have and really don't take your loved ones for granted! I made this mistake and I don't want to see anyone else travel down this road. Please don't take this as me attempting to further devalue you, take this as, damn, I really have it better than this guy. If this dip\*\*\* can do better so can I.",3.657524506699765,5.3103081310401326,4.530641269197972,85.00008004255429,72.93120393120392,7.5903341016743076,25.609741888092397,8.251887840398231,1.5382019149421216,4872,159,977,78,97,1574,432,1221,0.113,0.7070000000000001,0.179,0.9981,3,2,0,0,0,1,153.0,2,54,8,15,59,76,6,1,41,2,122,19,6,6,15,214,199,82,5,31,45,2,12,7,10,19,6,7,2,6,77,63,4,7,30,12,3,15,39,24,3,12,37,26,158,52,156,129,30,136,1,6,6,3,115,67,4,39,52,728,235,9,0.0,0.0,0.07304731165226326,0.0,0.0,0.03657353438539973,0.033177052280638435,0.0,0.03747804482754002,0.0,0.0,0.05986121293117416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025451854390809082,0.03924579811921615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308502276915028,0.0766974045627857,0.0,0.033318241151668815,0.03498948274577625,0.0,0.03516418998900432,0.0,0.06250048139777148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240565758703654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038217468364853985,0.04280687214928874,0.15263854869934565,0.0,0.0,0.0644806274382699,0.07848364537509071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447217490969236,0.0,0.03884363900432285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253143025247823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977630833510268,0.10156543455999437,0.0,0.10729019649914998,0.0672745062083995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139498092072973,0.053476155807514913,0.07187217440588786,0.0,0.10262365048090318,0.031835650958453,0.04525725208878201,0.04103711384117476,0.2024137292668472,0.0,0.039108449675605686,0.10771105914661036,0.17016642331293472,0.03139225209083068,0.05986807807511828,0.0,0.0,0.07411784287406753,0.13238738730891209,0.11952620308062685,0.0,0.0,0.07682243614219728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02508673711062252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274436365559592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039064387955432316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227628356586504,0.030508253190711345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654392096779168,0.1586160964179533,0.1279956527495942,0.037511997353607315,0.1321960025185388,0.0,0.06285902856171367,0.0,0.04085633034360197,0.12727744296333401,0.10133882621604977,0.0354146258903075,0.024983020203656527,0.0,0.0,0.08153862605608389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911338468286467,0.0,0.0,0.059748243889989935,0.0,0.0,0.027751876292824957,0.11546499586699514,0.036147529440566095,0.0,0.0,0.03667081745105071,0.0,0.04261124075879967,0.07854733226179979,0.0,0.25361714035513805,0.056930311932070876,0.0,0.0,0.08311719756477345,0.04053012970996079,0.0,0.18163169060986195,0.06536016730131305,0.03910357318921782,0.04108394741778472,0.07076181147860583,0.04219366872307444,0.10753505199704276,0.0,0.04035297066836041,0.14325152487036366,0.0,0.037624784269541335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193067993540689,0.0,0.036954953583788384,0.0,0.0,0.12785087373449128,0.07120388558538349,0.059527398627840164,0.0,0.0,0.059649441039802964,0.0,0.03904484715873634,0.0,0.03841859610204998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03815242944305116,0.031712038498245235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02988949829328082,0.12516362893167304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281820806682077,0.0,0.03527479695394665,0.0,0.16884407642216906,0.0601653084766289,0.1308524752518644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994601673977488,0.04796381828849244,0.0,0.0,0.06547249672564312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286961816523509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045020445898670734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830238911777186,0.11883222703790253,0.0,0.04557638087914154,0.10095494019720147,0.0,0.1013169780996707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108990110406455,0.0,0.0,0.1861110113977298,0.08184177658899701,0.0,0.0964078427318093
lonely,-cosmic-kitten-,2019/08/09,25F and haven't had a best friend for about 9 years As soon as I left school I lost touch with all my friends and I pretty much have no-one now apart from my bf. My days off work consist of sitting in the house alone either gaming or Netflix. I am bored af and I feel like I'm wasting my life away.,1.7263636363636363,2.6263025454545463,2.6095151515151542,99.86427272727276,76.57575757575758,5.28,20.775757575757574,3.1291,-0.6085660606060603,232,5,59,0,5,73,54,66,0.213,0.6629999999999999,0.124,-0.6481,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,8,7,6,0,0,2,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,9,4,10,5,4,10,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,35,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27094558273970426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457880499658245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27454002896900914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871464070628509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227617764960284,0.18689183598012207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042332824417241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30185893872980396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28423637995159623,0.0,0.18478050655108064,0.12780779010555468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855745509011742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231098134112065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661480022966971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647598863231848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045274973445372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846609913290264
lonely,123Jake14,2019/08/09,"i have no friends Im in my final year at school and obviously I have classmates but I don’t have friends. I go home at 3:20pm to loneliness. I do my chores, homework and then go to sleep. 

No one messages me. I ALWAYS message first. I honestly can not recall one time where someone messaged me first. It makes me feel like shit.

My mother and I have never had a relationship where we talked about feelings. And I’ve seen multiple councillors and psychologists to talk about my feelings but they’re not FRIENDS. I want friends. I want people to talk with. People that I know will care about me. I want to be able to have a conversation with someone.

I need friends.",1.4962106703146354,4.184143007751938,2.4624350205198366,90.92363885088922,87.91472868217052,5.515914272685818,24.642498860009127,7.048011613610866,1.1440630186958507,524,22,105,8,17,165,73,129,0.149,0.6679999999999999,0.183,0.8362,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,2,5,9,1,0,2,0,11,2,2,1,2,23,24,8,0,4,4,1,3,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,2,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,1,0,4,2,4,22,8,14,20,0,14,0,0,1,0,15,5,1,0,8,70,24,2,0.14041569205706858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683710425804493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316315626749185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129951787706033,0.10031299846195167,0.0,0.15381852718371394,0.0,0.23887503186470602,0.0,0.0,0.5424240768355347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596029473538507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084838792897075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167304287536687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716879216697442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860001446851631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372856479381132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411645645954268,0.10829723806724577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029861384908567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469312177584272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075390416349496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210817679777596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413469006886628,0.0,0.0,0.14051709859058176,0.0,0.2379475204276213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33858244327077003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187751923156028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484624396611805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042310197545113
lonely,SeniorBroccoli,2019/08/09,"Just want to find someone to be happy with I just got hit with a huge wave of loneliness and all I can think about is how great it would be to have a girlfriend to talk to.


Pm me if you want.",5.421627906976745,2.9239294186046543,5.967093023255818,90.57529069767445,68.76744186046511,9.530232558139538,28.47674418604651,7.1686216300943375,1.1088697674418602,147,3,39,1,2,48,33,43,0.057999999999999996,0.68,0.262,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,13,11,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,9,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338621697984671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29215029412068794,0.4027259483977316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888506920312304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095032168162891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936007490545174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23405868487296705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309069170376156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25948666022804723,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JulianBean27,2019/08/09,Fucked things up with my family today I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I have people in my life who love me and want to be there for me. Friends and family. But there’s something inside of me that makes me push people away. Like a forced loneliness that I feel I deserve. Does anyone else recognize this in themselves and have any deeper thoughts on the why?,3.279166666666665,5.0896641388888915,3.6761111111111116,90.08,74.27777777777777,7.022222222222222,21.722222222222207,7.793537801064563,0.7877888888888886,286,7,59,4,6,89,54,72,0.165,0.6970000000000001,0.138,-0.4939,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,0,11,11,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,11,3,10,9,0,7,0,0,0,2,3,5,1,0,2,39,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703795686454286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614691966755403,0.2366115160886369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696307333362472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208535957355786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19290948109095105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353939546005797,0.0,0.1167633903913262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784132615773842,0.2134878526984362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691117974351734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311023501362582,0.11281903632473438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20842020618827875,0.0,0.1541452496484717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201907543020347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777852219037252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341732313214154,0.0,0.0,0.18332986734032425,0.0,0.0,0.2188913456429041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136206448461376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837527189122226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524819053330265,0.0,0.0
lonely,Localuselessbitch,2019/08/09,"Wishing for love This is going to sound odd but I technically have a ""loving"" boyfriend but he likes to do stupid things and then take out his frustration on me. Nothing I'm not used to but today has just been so much... I don't have any actual friends I can turn to... It's literally just work and him. I'm hoping on here maybe I can make some friends and be worth something to someone? Because my only current use is industrial fodder...",1.972643678160917,4.3199244252873585,3.3708045977011523,88.11298850574714,80.60919540229884,6.16551724137931,24.60919540229885,7.3871296695380915,1.1603471264367813,343,13,70,5,9,112,66,87,0.10300000000000001,0.677,0.22,0.8934,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,2,0,1,0,11,2,0,3,0,16,23,8,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,8,6,9,21,2,7,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,2,4,46,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.2094389025059664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459494765729015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308308233598205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316309338301475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121973923940165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21316684109941508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485286250417288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874072308089697,0.0,0.14326102396887014,0.0,0.2156154005784035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577709533037823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593440773397856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322875928871802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184747361865866,0.16522554659807376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136810176229094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425844964836485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034353856913504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334457571587869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707268557142692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468032823343555,0.0,0.0,0.15624646952236465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throw_it_away2323,2019/08/09,"Going back to loneliness I just broke up with my boyfriend. I know I’m not really alone. I have a good friend, a very supportive mom, and many things to do to improve my life, but I can’t shake the loneliness. It’s hard going back to having no one to cuddle, no one to text all day, no one to call at any time or go out with every night, no one to bare your soul to. I spent my whole life craving that connection and affection, and it’s hurts so much loosing it after finally having it. It’s not even the boy that I miss most, it’s being in a relationship, and that makes me feel so guilty on top of everything. How do I feel happy spending time with myself again? How do let go of this feeling of loneliness?",3.5052027027027037,4.090581817567571,4.852270270270271,86.63462162162165,72.04054054054055,8.622702702702702,24.93513513513513,8.841846274778883,1.5038843243243245,551,15,123,10,10,184,91,148,0.21899999999999997,0.644,0.138,-0.9306,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,9,8,0,1,5,0,9,3,0,4,1,23,22,10,0,0,5,1,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,11,8,0,0,4,0,2,5,7,4,0,4,1,4,13,4,21,19,4,20,1,3,0,1,6,6,0,2,9,88,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600035463416206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050575115399842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375843176599099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775008225803372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963233413807608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020382301634766,0.0,0.1301632662899483,0.0,0.13884434713110502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23434215800576555,0.0,0.0,0.16923465502626195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193574703930979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511976122920956,0.1295776659593603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445593402430636,0.1383913960270467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538318782871628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490286677607684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797500914694226,0.21823966306457476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312230665193074,0.1566271416169712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093512243621085,0.0,0.0,0.113566859824312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497703869819994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187417583092769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896932094296668,0.0,0.0,0.16586288681921846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753117756041069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263532789904503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016703156973585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274692329807532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248094880971254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gecko98996,2019/08/09,"Hi I'm a 25[M] virgin, never went on a date m a 25 yr old Male and a virgin. 

Never held hands with a girl. I think I'm invisible to them. 

I see them talking and laughing with other guys so I it gets me thinking. 

I've talked to girls in real life one on one maybe 7 times, few sentences. 

And talked to girls on call 4 times. 

Thank you",-1.1521321321321345,0.7829342972972952,1.4896396396396412,99.02728228228227,91.16216216216215,3.8294294294294287,14.97897897897898,5.033348758259628,-1.1463255255255254,254,5,63,1,9,87,50,74,0.0,0.892,0.10800000000000001,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,0,2,11,9,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,7,2,9,7,1,11,0,0,1,2,13,4,0,0,6,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219832532797783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247879456465246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21316839944712834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206387597930066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162851562839289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33208587037479004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259079386260444,0.0,0.29176866344434965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450442235098117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155620537925187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191196348764657,0.0,0.19820773733045466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27589497965565196,0.0,0.0,0.2510716591060041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957360102367536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Oneeyedmember,2019/08/09,Anyone wanna fall asleep on call ? Dm me to add me on discord,-1.1515384615384612,0.9052296153846164,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,99.0,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.3058923076923077,47,1,10,0,2,16,11,13,0.184,0.816,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5649963822485617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8250933814096665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheAK40K,2019/08/09,"Touch Starvation I feel like after my first relationship, I had a serious shift in perspective. It made me reconsider my desire for emotional connection to another person. I have a really hard time connecting to people, so after finding one intense connection and having it go intensely wrong I don't have any conscious desire for something like that again. After being extremely sexually disappointed in every relationship since, that's not something I really care about either. At this point I'm just looking for a friend to cuddle with, not even really talk to because most of the burden of holding a conversation always falls on me. Relationships just feel bland and unfair, but physical touch is like a drug. I stayed in my last relationship a bit past the point where I stopped feeling anything for them, pretty much entirely for the sensation of physical touch, and I wasn't even the one to end that relationship. It honestly just felt like a set of motions I'd go through to be the ideal partner. I guess I liked the praise too. I don't usually get many compliments unless it's about food I've cooked or people calling me smart, but the former is fleeting and the latter makes me want to cringe so hard I stop existing right then and there.   
I'm really jumpy and intensely ticklish and I'm really uncomfortable touching other people most of the time because it makes me feel like I'm creepy and they're uncomfortable, unless it's something hypernormal like a handshake or a high-five. I have one friend who really openly likes hugging people, so I always hug her when we greet. I hate that I feel so touch starved. Maybe I should get a dog, but I definitely do not have space.   
So here I am, continuing to swipe through online dating apps. My biggest issue there is that I have no idea how to progress my expression of interest in a non-creepy way. Guess I'll just fucking die ;kjnasdjkakjsdfkjadfs",7.578681318681319,8.209902008547013,7.905779405779409,68.15205128205129,63.10256410256411,11.472039072039076,34.663003663003664,11.20814326018867,4.168688400488402,1539,63,257,42,21,505,186,351,0.126,0.652,0.221,0.9897,0,0,4,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,1,4,21,25,2,0,20,0,18,7,0,4,0,51,42,23,1,5,15,0,13,8,3,1,1,0,0,2,14,11,2,3,9,1,0,4,7,6,0,4,4,14,33,19,36,35,5,38,1,1,1,4,18,13,1,6,26,166,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731079521888487,0.0,0.0,0.05611001176561967,0.08651951879056585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678991624099583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059534587448088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900801639734934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425250933301398,0.0,0.08412501729638353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563293692026949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568605688774252,0.0,0.0,0.09281327695930246,0.07307986775744074,0.0,0.0,0.1089948964351139,0.0,0.06951870738153583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085990972966556,0.11789112437415562,0.0792230791834033,0.0,0.07541315912910017,0.07018344213418136,0.0997720994387808,0.0,0.1274949114994492,0.07627968528053865,0.0862167265983492,0.0,0.093785308013255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817893733731557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782651417329182,0.0814620980478859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717693920465884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314438160637513,0.0,0.08611959011472094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725712080521222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224839437271621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928809150831107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780734890616748,0.11015288206851323,0.08365275961822913,0.08289294999465104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060654757070858226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677338771955458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787656679714847,0.2288097393756436,0.07204504041174828,0.0,0.0,0.1559983022712444,0.0,0.0,0.08394290493253594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171502740438555,0.0,0.0,0.4429273259230003,0.0,0.07046356936645802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825358976773653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056198585888265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794528102255972,0.0,0.13796504930736755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663188645249528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622514480849056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087372735909573,0.0,0.04866686741418415,0.06549304379604717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902123471401382,0.0,0.0
lonely,Merchantt33,2019/08/09,"Just another one I’m just another sad young man that misses something that I can’t quite put my finger on, It might be that I miss the feeling of being loved or cared for, maybe the feeling of security. I’m not even sure what the problem is, but I can’t help but feel lonely through all of it.
 I didn’t know I could feel the way that I did for a girl until not long ago, but like all things, the relationship ended leaving me broken. It’s been roughly 8 months, and I’m certain I’m over her but I miss the feeling of being cared for. 
Now, in a the moment of sadness, I’m here posting late on a Thursday night. I don’t know what I’m expecting by posting this but let’s see what happens",4.9634183673469385,4.068459585034013,6.105501700680275,84.01702806122452,68.79591836734693,8.710544217687076,31.30017006802721,7.645422480735847,1.8624700680272104,537,19,120,5,8,181,85,147,0.14300000000000002,0.6990000000000001,0.158,0.289,0,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,14,0,0,10,0,13,2,1,0,4,26,34,8,0,3,10,0,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,12,1,0,1,7,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,3,8,11,7,15,25,2,19,0,6,1,1,6,4,0,2,12,78,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931656194356046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32960069016686194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204787098770902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548280836945938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392008137982267,0.0,0.0,0.1038054579818018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973346557994211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897976445101215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534383630800982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274664516502378,0.0,0.17728803950687133,0.16641417284977147,0.0,0.16071102123101486,0.0,0.07678247919228064,0.0,0.0,0.1390853527506959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184680765079236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789254211145315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672635747451775,0.0,0.0,0.12544694824766636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748793540226268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064985151343751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010396785891856,0.0,0.0,0.15038489382131048,0.0,0.15799340893704575,0.0,0.1671634500924747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873551119877733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523950255174013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099266334474088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812537875008758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441289701520404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474960990339833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,redpie27,2019/08/09,"Got fucking oofed like, all summer I volunteered with this chick and i really liked her. Like a few weeks ago i gave up thinking it was hopeless. And, like last weekend i sort of accidentally admitted i liked her. 
turns out she liked me back. 

it was crazy, i was so happy. 
we went on a date. i hit a curb trying to impress her and fucked my tire so i had to pull over and change to the spare. 
i sorta impressed her but we just had a good time in the rain. 
I thought it went amazing, she even told me it was going great. 


but tonight, maybe a few hours ago, she texted me shes realized she just never will be into relationships. And thats how it may always be.  she realized she didn’t actually like me.

and honestly, it just hurts. its like a lot of the other girls ive been with, i felt nothing. 

and this one girl comes along who really makes me feel something, and she ends up not liking me. 

its like, i had something so great for so short and now i just feel fucked. idk what to do. she seems very genuine that she’s aromantic and thats cool, just, i wanna die",0.5856164383561621,2.8375330776255723,2.212701369863016,94.80113424657536,85.80365296803653,5.513132420091324,18.805662100456622,6.918507183188421,0.0872519086757988,820,22,186,11,25,267,124,219,0.113,0.6579999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.9802,0,0,2,0,0,2,29.0,2,0,0,0,13,24,3,0,9,1,16,4,0,2,2,45,36,17,1,1,8,0,3,10,0,2,1,0,0,3,16,18,0,1,9,1,0,5,3,5,0,1,16,4,38,19,18,15,4,27,0,2,0,3,24,8,3,5,24,127,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.11370940062729153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065807841017144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969562669074945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895988063557054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326562481081928,0.1003740361175932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209322234989488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320457546778992,0.0,0.0,0.07696218096670232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783481245981645,0.0,0.11188011835916016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231702291385061,0.0,0.0,0.0662225671422237,0.09773375881598503,0.09319389202215314,0.256933498304082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404063981851685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475144231347227,0.0,0.12474001959982753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094981597707955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5692713247991574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906347971867202,0.0,0.0,0.07777984402056444,0.0,0.1170627694875606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986953233796327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180672640938748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895883466834443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929492164576222,0.0,0.0,0.12510183183880327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607794019621346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940981973440562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466307665563235,0.0,0.09250605204221138,0.06794535570485997,0.1339257661029897,0.0,0.11134248622481352,0.0,0.07911130213870028,0.12674329748626192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614347642676924,0.0,0.0,0.09346752581003268,0.0,0.0,0.21603552323089184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,okayyeahitsme,2019/08/09,"Was a bad day These are supposed to be some of the best years of my life. Instead, I’m sad. I know nobody outside of work. I spend ridiculous amounts of time there because it’s the only social interaction I can get. I come home and reality hits. I’m nobody’s favorite, not even for the person who I thought loved me. I was not enough, apprently. I feel like I’m withering away. I’m so tired. And the worst part? I don’t think anybody would care if I did. I’m just sad and alone. Things were not supposed to be this way. I wish things could get better. I’m trying my hardest, but it just really hurts when there is nobody there. I pray there is more to life than this.",-0.016514788169462946,2.2797123884892088,1.6835371702637898,96.74658473221426,90.58273381294964,4.527737809752199,18.51358912869704,6.139981653823899,-0.240607034372502,518,15,117,5,18,168,88,139,0.138,0.735,0.127,-0.3528,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,10,11,1,0,5,0,13,4,0,0,0,19,30,7,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,8,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,5,1,14,5,10,20,7,7,1,3,0,1,5,1,0,2,5,74,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926550369993585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476684942177909,0.0,0.15531442960364808,0.11339277979586054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19521085711754135,0.16451480632243393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965429222768213,0.0,0.0,0.16023511574772153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851753002362506,0.0,0.0,0.1199640349140844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220281707982234,0.0,0.12286089562991205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405457598362088,0.13288887462771026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436991262170508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865878206412845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913248736490768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222876501232812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627752404478819,0.09087734253725356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788544811656647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147249312551088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143569575414125,0.0,0.0,0.16242078262719434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916572241067185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961846963157006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471596829687061,0.1191906512156216,0.0,0.14767482239115046,0.10846661504309156,0.21379643046309135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629170994276415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764973923529745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139076215217788,0.0,0.0,0.1354208515809989,0.0,0.0,0.13213944199991445,0.0,0.0,0.1197873101801666
lonely,anthropologyhoe,2019/08/09,"Someone pm please I feel like I’m
The only person
Now the world 
I came home from 
Terrible day of work 
To hear from my mom 
That she won’t co sign my loans
For school: my boyfriend did not 
Acknowledge me and just went to bed.",3.84,3.9094446666666687,4.170833333333333,93.6575,71.08333333333334,8.066666666666668,24.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.7579083333333334,176,4,43,2,3,55,41,48,0.063,0.838,0.098,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,3,2,7,1,6,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,22,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294243598622688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575257391971697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563431106995886,0.20576542398786613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246255914705601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28891298938895504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071467585571146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373319012924844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905631763489344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25149269489529386,0.0,0.31616542856761193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914971110351963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24404301126648995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670024582344724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968594263760648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-hello-goodbye-,2019/08/09,"I feel like the best years of my life are passing me by I'm currently a college student and have made 0 friends so far. I live off campus and due to this i haven't really met anybody except for people I sit beside in class. I joined some clubs and the people there were nice but I could tell they didn't want to be friends. All my friends from highschool kind of made their own, new, friend-groups, and I'm just here alone. Literally everyone I used to be friends with is doing fine, and I'm here with absolutely no one to talk to – I feel like my mind is cluttered with unspoken words at this point. College was supposed to be a time where you are the most social in your life, but i'm here alone in the hot summer, with nothing to do but work and surf the internet. Is this ok? Am I wasting my life? Is there something wrong with me?",3.6182364341085287,4.457889854651164,4.201162790697676,90.4715503875969,71.96511627906978,7.36124031007752,26.54263565891473,7.492282038375204,1.1168821705426355,653,21,146,7,12,207,104,172,0.094,0.7440000000000001,0.163,0.9139,1,2,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,2,2,8,12,0,0,7,1,18,3,0,3,1,28,29,10,0,2,5,0,3,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,6,3,19,11,23,19,5,16,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,2,8,94,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959316489137662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992878393534034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406667128209448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651434051701564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444744253367781,0.20412663174233014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518885960844718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877268732843058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027308995289027,0.1395939719242334,0.0,0.12615306914094696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703660421449854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425367472819042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379806255533529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708353422543215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680952535025147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809023646410132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505430612014674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152345372394206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563363423184794,0.0,0.10998502931696172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483007315707845,0.12487095708811273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330616406853585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339013225813802,0.0,0.0,0.08426591717947662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400796296284964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562012633355049,0.0,0.09200085492880083
lonely,ButtersRobotFriend,2019/08/09,"I'm afraid of getting injured at home and nobody knowing I retired in January and took my SS at 62 then moved to Mexico because I can't afford to live in the US on  just that. The people here are nice but they have their own families and lives and such. I disowned my family in Indiana 8 years ago because of the way they took advantage of my Dad in his last months. All of my old friends are dead. I don't like going out much and get nervous when I cross back into Arizona twice a month for post office, shopping and such. Guess I'm just venting. But if I fell or something in the apartment it would probably be days before anyone knew or checked. Thanks for reading.",5.4288333333333325,5.4426262814814805,5.937916666666666,82.54687500000004,67.66666666666666,8.824074074074074,32.43055555555556,8.472884824447931,2.399833333333334,528,21,106,7,8,171,97,135,0.09300000000000001,0.818,0.08800000000000001,-0.1815,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,3,1,7,7,0,2,5,0,7,1,0,0,1,20,18,13,1,2,7,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,8,0,0,2,2,2,6,2,2,0,1,3,0,15,5,18,13,3,29,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,4,11,70,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014209665889575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843202565263028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024011601927465,0.0,0.20650075200430693,0.0,0.14412697337025515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923386598259273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193462843806116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308599064523803,0.0,0.17698451874825086,0.0,0.0962605996496985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658737132227246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698984950657174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308492520212464,0.1380644989406426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274882936938513,0.0,0.2991252028686278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27038950095531283,0.1800204731700665,0.12451125684680606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773220256267155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174243769337398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221591995362047,0.0,0.1826165739895554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942239098102596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039434724410384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593917564366558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763671701748782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373914121627734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134443225751318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032024521991636,0.0,0.0,0.10907294837162364
lonely,Burndawg88,2019/08/09,Relationships suck Just lost the only woman I've opened my heart up to since I got out of the military. Seriously just thinking of getting a dog and posting up with him. Please help with ideas.,2.92608108108108,5.63237937837838,3.9634459459459457,83.12192567567571,79.54054054054055,6.943243243243244,25.466216216216218,8.07648339933343,1.78078918918919,155,6,29,3,4,50,31,37,0.16899999999999998,0.7090000000000001,0.122,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,8,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374665142856146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25066698868350035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713988502860872,0.2100757882865088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538079254268521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34213001737048976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23836659394542226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440360777750596,0.0,0.0,0.3001653917379306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33649093074005465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592605220217111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082398304240612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hannandcheese,2019/08/09,"A constant reminder. I feel so alone. I don’t really talk to anyone irl but I occasionally talk to people online, but I always feel as if I am annoying them or a burden. I don’t really know what to do, I can never shake this feeling. It seems like I’m constantly reminding myself that I am truly alone and that I have no one.",1.0203781512605057,3.116419441176472,4.3368067226890785,81.27205882352945,82.52941176470588,7.415126050420167,20.00840336134453,8.418075326091056,1.339228571428571,254,7,51,6,7,93,46,68,0.217,0.632,0.152,-0.6826,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,11,13,7,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,3,11,1,4,13,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,38,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681921572441544,0.0,0.0,0.188072789811918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804351796203334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885103481490642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428585271969997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421867283876675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042550381715266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432615966969178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316192330859693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669884495212902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895977053805051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057667316052733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633443051140697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tyleronefan,2019/08/09,Lonely boy I'm want a gf. but they just stop replying to me. I tried dating apps and even irl. What to do?,-2.729999999999997,-1.132513999999997,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,105.66666666666666,4.066666666666666,10.166666666666668,5.985473137389443,-1.3863833333333333,80,1,21,1,4,28,22,24,0.192,0.759,0.049,-0.5267,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737085416549593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5996172705724296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4869365588893905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230273442832753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,0socks0,2019/08/09,"Lonely. **Hello** my lonley people. I have no right to feel lonely. I have many good friends and my family is made up of decent people, yet I'm lonely in a different way. People around me are finding as you may say 'soulmates' or have had romantic experience in the past. However, I have not, so when the night comes around it gets lonely. I hope one day I find someone, but I fear I will one day die alone having never had anyone to truly love, whomst may love me back. Posts like this have probably been posted a thousand times across the wavelength of reddits' existence, and so how is my problem different to the many other posts exactly like this? Why, it isnt. My loneliness isnt even experienced by me alone, and its sad there are other people whomst may feel this way. I hope one day these other people find happiness in another, however, I feel this may not be destined for me. I won't lose hope quickly, but every year I spend single, I suppose the hope begins to flicker more and more.",2.988645833333333,5.2510347395833366,4.303333333333335,83.20833333333336,76.60416666666666,7.183333333333334,23.6875,8.167268648758528,1.5557062500000003,778,25,144,14,18,256,110,192,0.134,0.6409999999999999,0.225,0.9754,4,10,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,1,11,19,0,1,7,0,22,2,0,2,2,31,36,12,1,5,5,0,3,2,1,6,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,0,6,0,1,1,7,8,0,4,4,5,21,11,16,25,3,27,0,6,0,2,6,8,0,9,15,104,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962249182220166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611557218223047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076042504973414,0.0,0.0,0.1801764465675995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781548881956395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717364664742233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579420543117995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502818584712352,0.21146202866043046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668407312120663,0.0,0.08526419834832827,0.0,0.0,0.09899166460071172,0.09540104839169188,0.11387657749973805,0.15350718225731774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27748110401857656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818579941964564,0.0,0.052872099859970316,0.0,0.0,0.0848805974741087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772780814344772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40205223773617066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888106373726577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321536531256154,0.0,0.0,0.18267140336953044,0.09575657701122252,0.0,0.205199025043096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805061108851381,0.0,0.0,0.09496804540830102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572440302210926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660552950302673,0.3507918899995226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29076089974393443,0.0,0.10910922383889983,0.09683340800854168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642306482799472,0.0,0.08047720098244167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574525864103963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590097266050928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065350139536927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131601018926952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516859055371889
lonely,kimjester,2019/08/09,"Can't sleep from the pain of it all. I don't get it. I'm 32, f, and without sounding big headed, a lot of people comment on me being pretty attractive. I'm successful and I don't have a 'type' or crazy high standards...I've been single for a year and I'm already terrified of Christmas alone again. I physically ache from loneliness at night and while I have the odd date lined up, I'm already not looking forward to them because I just know either I won't be interested or they won't be. My last boyfriend, I lived with cheated on me and the last guy I felt something for was never interested and ghosted me after sleeping with me. At 32, I can feel my worth fading and I am so scared of this never getting better. I'm ready to move to a job in a new city which means I will be without friends soon too. Starting all over again at 32 with no one in my life. It's really sad and painful. Thanks for listening, just can't sleep and had to get it out.",3.8359906759906788,4.291189949494953,5.0702020202020215,85.83940559440562,71.22222222222223,7.910489510489511,29.372183372183372,7.882392219407189,1.7263320901320902,742,28,161,9,13,247,118,198,0.214,0.7040000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9763,1,2,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,2,7,12,1,1,8,0,18,7,4,0,4,30,34,13,1,0,8,0,2,0,1,3,3,2,0,1,6,13,0,0,4,0,1,2,12,5,0,1,4,5,20,7,29,23,5,29,0,1,1,0,6,13,0,3,16,110,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455395762061098,0.3101415218317028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566159168928053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428128308878318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710527133995833,0.0,0.1349242353586421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085678164967404,0.0,0.22025259617485954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913998510383602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421726545155067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484703950456844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394475168245309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722783358120952,0.22909020175949305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925563776557447,0.0,0.0,0.1240844923972537,0.0,0.11800403193842245,0.0,0.0,0.11946773429484694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530708770640743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935384126914644,0.0,0.0,0.2167601913650581,0.13571810816044655,0.0,0.13187143194128215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522210513074206,0.0,0.29905302166525466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974210402009228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296253539433626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002271110099165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068816090348218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218738223265364,0.0,0.0,0.1081815656727654,0.0,0.0,0.09946298995662962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937481207886425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27091855260821823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904922841884966
lonely,FindingIsa,2019/08/09,Solace He says I am his backbone and never realizes that my bones are breaking supporting him. My pains are left unsaid buried deep down,5.7323999999999975,7.938752040000002,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,68.6,8.200000000000001,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.4838000000000005,111,4,18,2,2,34,23,25,0.10099999999999999,0.794,0.105,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944921534438628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510186895014917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842826493892855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619318443460855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5164678551002394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,parsimoniouss,2019/08/09,"Someone held my hand today and I really liked it It wasn't even like romantic. Like I was doing some flag tosses and then during break my hand randomly started shaking. I wasn't scared or anything, I just tapped my friend's shoulder and was like ""My hand is shaking lmao."" Then someone grabbed my hand, looked at it for a few seconds, and then told me to calm down jokingly. I really hate to admit how much I just liked someone holding my hand. Again, it wasn't romantic at all. Hell, I don't even have feelings for the other person.  I just felt kinda safe and secure for a second, and it felt nice for someone to acknowledge my existence I guess.",3.834173228346458,5.4814889921259855,4.693708661417325,84.03111417322836,72.46456692913387,7.599685039370079,27.660629921259844,8.238735603445708,1.9101722834645665,510,19,97,8,10,165,71,127,0.139,0.598,0.262,0.9536,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,7,16,2,3,3,0,9,6,6,1,1,24,19,11,0,0,4,0,9,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,4,5,1,0,2,4,5,0,2,9,10,17,11,10,10,4,12,1,0,1,0,4,3,1,5,11,68,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203240838489087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279970340263067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727009619668848,0.0,0.33143986867311914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333478108886764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901347645724612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040354500942154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216102375873051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493778951056388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126878460955963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070481341264133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113977867357024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727994435164538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5849626207693673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216485882404365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360152550261914,0.1649235787078041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RoleModel4TheKids,2019/08/09,"Move in with Me Move in with me.  I’m lonely.  We can watch television together.  We’ll laugh at people who make funny observations.  When you get hungry, I’ll make you food.  You’ll say, “Man, I could go for…” and I’ll make it.  I’ll put little pieces of glass in the food.  Your mouth will flood with blood.  You’ll tell me something that happened to you during the day and every word will sound pathetic coming through your swollen and cut lips and tongue.  I’ll say, “Don’t talk with your mouth full, it makes you look impolite.”  You’ll put your head in my lap after we eat and I’ll put my hands over your face and touch it.  My hands will feel heavy on your face.  You’ll get really uncomfortable and ask to take a shower to clean the feeling off.  We’ll take a shower together and I’ll pinch your ass.  You’ll laugh.  I’ll let myself slip to the floor of the shower.  The water will roam your back and slip from your ass and hit me in the face.  I’ll drink the water before it enters the drain.  There will be a lot of hair clogging the drain.  I’ll take it out and put it on my lips like a goatee and I’ll act like a middle-aged man who has a goatee.  I’ll wear sandals and a shirt that says the name of a town in Mexico.  I’ll kiss you on the lips with my goatee.  When you leave the shower, you’ll turn the faucet to cold and my heart will hiccup.  I’ll feel afraid.  I’ll follow you into my room.  While you’re toweling off, I’ll lock the door and say, “Pray to your god, it’s time to suffer.  I want to make you level-eyed with my nightmare.”  Then I’ll pause before saying, “Just kidding.”  I’ll jump on the bed naked.  You’ll say, “Your balls look funny.”  I’ll say, “Like ‘Family Circus’ funny or what?”  Then we’ll have sex.  When we’re done, I’ll clean myself off with some tissue paper and the tissue paper will stick to me.  I’ll hop around the room like a white-tailed deer.  You’ll put on an orange coat and paint your face with camouflage.  You’ll say, “Come here little deer, I won’t hurt you.”  Then you’ll shoot me in the neck and there will be a huge hole in my neck and the blood will leak into my throat.  And we’ll sit back down, because between every action there is quiet.  ""Paint my toes,“ you’ll eventually say, your voice sounding way too loud against the quiet.  I’ll hold your feet in my hands and paint your toes.  I’ll feel like crushing the bones.  I’ll say, ""You have nice feet, would you mind if I crushed them with a hammer or a dumbbell.”  You’ll laugh and ask me to turn off the lights so we can sleep.  I’ll turn off the lights and lie down next to you.  You’ll fall asleep faster than me and it will rain.  The rain will beat the window.  I’ll open the window and hold out a glass.  When the glass is full, I’ll drink it.  I’ll put on some of your lipstick and spit all over my groin.  I’ll kiss the wall and punch the lipstick stain.  I’ll feel like obliterating myself.  I’ll feel like going outside and drowning in a puddle.  Just lying down and resting.  I’ll put some old leaves underneath my eyelids.  And the weight of the sky wil crush me into rest.  I’ll wish for this in painful quiet.  In the painful quiet I’ll wish for you to wake up so I won’t be alone.  But you’ll sleep and I’ll wait, hoping to be relieved—if only for a second—of the mounting weight that wipes its feet at my door every night.",0.9527530926533708,2.84669767238913,2.1096715896659117,98.24603225195659,81.57510729613732,4.9701338045947985,15.71574938988471,5.812195364554551,-0.8708889337709333,2559,38,606,15,68,811,266,699,0.078,0.821,0.10099999999999999,0.9233,5,3,3,1,1,1,85.0,7,43,1,1,16,21,1,1,50,0,47,51,35,5,1,86,83,45,1,7,6,0,13,7,0,32,4,18,13,3,17,52,9,3,6,3,0,19,3,7,0,0,1,37,83,14,75,43,10,88,1,3,3,5,71,50,2,8,24,318,100,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501743639023104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055884321152249734,0.11737495276626406,0.0,0.0,0.0965423805531708,0.0,0.03826792157795173,0.0,0.10683621557146536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081526505392484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012186139300072,0.0,0.0,0.040485596071738884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424207084346377,0.0,0.12299398028516012,0.0,0.0642359474866285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867551838412022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059180019676793386,0.0,0.19044985814450052,0.13454245610674548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181898700382868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559617452461705,0.0,0.0713545697570039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551297887544666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442671558690181,0.0,0.0,0.07439035726552543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235114744922834,0.0,0.0,0.06720345355164259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329423243516947,0.0,0.06419314036032543,0.0,0.21468570720132046,0.12583692504226526,0.0,0.0,0.10543276049508088,0.0,0.0,0.0533702654472492,0.0,0.0,0.20951873150488248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338628636121457,0.0,0.0,0.13344279442728976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676343243771743,0.058911415447498436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587329027647405,0.0,0.0,0.04774429449662368,0.1335970690603868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043521263765145785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.441753471463932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04021618067923958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499223270390068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564350821421785,0.0,0.0,0.048328353346059484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160016053186655,0.050457306642125915,0.054869356077757225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03660543401235528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048481473610045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03702715765746025,0.04982899839155058,0.0,0.15288952945702705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437956455531634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044594566011262236,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LondynBrydge,2019/08/09,"Gender dysphoria I’m a MTF transgender newly on hormones. I’ve lost some friends because they don’t accept me as a woman. I’m feeling very lonely and now I just want acceptance. I have maybe 3 friends who are trans allies and they’re the best, but it’s just not the same as it used to be.",0.6089461358313812,2.8774733606557383,2.510210772833726,92.58672131147543,85.88524590163935,5.4529274004683845,21.82903981264637,6.868970318607317,0.6079302107728335,229,8,49,3,7,76,48,61,0.062,0.7140000000000001,0.225,0.7471,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,3,7,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,10,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,4,5,4,8,3,2,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429730524025706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689226131438141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777506664453493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5432023863264642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38375063178027535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35317212049619123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036202177726266,0.0,0.29005973111823424,0.20734912635735014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dru_21,2019/05/08,"I'm afraid of finishing high school I mainly see my friends during the lunch break because we go to different classes but I'm afraid that when it ends, we won't spend as much time together as we used to because we rarely hangout. 

I'm going to enter the university after this summer but I'm scared of being alone again, I struggle a lot to make new friends because I need to get to know them well and I need to be sure that they are nice people. 

I feel that I have distanced myself from my friends during the last two years and they are slowly moving away from me, I know that this assumption comes from my head, but sometimes I feel like a stranger. 

And also, what will happen if I'm not able to find a new friend group at the university?",5.303733333333334,5.3945771066666675,5.5420000000000025,85.01433333333334,67.93333333333334,8.266666666666667,28.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.5824666666666665,586,18,122,6,9,186,92,150,0.059000000000000004,0.77,0.172,0.9578,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,4,0,3,0,4,12,0,4,7,0,7,2,1,2,1,24,26,11,0,3,5,0,2,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,0,5,1,1,5,2,4,1,1,0,3,20,8,18,22,3,20,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,2,12,76,28,2,0.14706258648011605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523124878378899,0.0,0.11760589727589975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138170141002385,0.0,0.0,0.2689439631981029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266813964412931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364910219575045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302538011331285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871852492131676,0.10506154116588913,0.0,0.0,0.13441253977943415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544807580400757,0.0,0.07683413165144434,0.0,0.16715811391057067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004695954271633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092864128582578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537969691252387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164350302114947,0.11987563616324345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184735133601143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250273520175349,0.0,0.0,0.09816541843517658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630425568666742,0.10810792230095936,0.21809008890347795,0.0,0.2840679248549528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101954680558804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723530434223667,0.14883518881465713,0.11718984116739488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544865840943413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374174609984706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386047473432877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575337682254829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436587779614886,0.0,0.0,0.12701485689595682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222692675224856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470348405689973
lonely,ARedditDiary,2019/05/08,"Is it possible to die of loneliness? I feel like I legitimately couldn't stand another week without companionship. The most social interaction I got this week was a brief lunch and stifled conversation with a friend who I one-sidedly love.

I just want to have meaningful conversation and make memories with somebody. It feels as though everyone already has an existing friend group and is not interested in making new ones though. I feel like the people looking for friends are often too weird for me to relate to. 

I've lost interest in everything. Instead of occupying my spare time with hobbies, when I get home from work I spend it sitting on the sofa with a burning desire to talk to somebody. 

Fuck I just want this to be over. I don't know where to meet people.",5.4898271446862985,7.455590274647889,6.230460947503206,73.38579385403331,68.78873239436619,9.952368758002562,32.627400768245835,10.230975488527342,3.693400000000001,617,28,107,17,11,202,98,142,0.122,0.69,0.18899999999999997,0.857,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,9,11,1,0,7,0,9,3,0,2,0,24,23,7,1,4,4,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,6,7,1,0,5,0,1,1,4,3,0,1,3,4,12,8,23,18,1,13,0,1,1,2,13,5,1,2,7,72,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312996264761174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451089306121022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282511883022555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991334009967658,0.1410009431197775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23798207110539565,0.22416183568623044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636341610204621,0.14504055643566294,0.08196757730381189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547777675559066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737159528523031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622161821032277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329523997029368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174652346520016,0.0,0.17126193666931155,0.0,0.14159767076155044,0.0,0.20944810206611145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152354226966833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262292655490728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753296303524036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768678038366383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992770031240527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610074330412308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082835999887191,0.0,0.09148273550681828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507337841717056,0.0,0.2516924035043155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123456742131486,0.0,0.11421643371438164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,N3Lscion,2019/05/08,"My heart hurts and no one knows. Okay, my therapist knows, but I only see her once a week. And I pay her to listen, so it's not like she's a friend I can lean on. Don't get me wrong, I find therapy enlightening. I'm more miserable now and more often, but I'm finally being honest with myself. Before, when I was ""okay"", I wasn't really... I was just lying to myself. And while ignorance can be bliss, it took me to some pretty dark places.

Anyway, I'm here because I broke down last night. I felt the full weight of my loneliness and sobbed. I don't think I'm suicidal, but the ideation that's been with me for years took some dark turns last night. I didn't call the Suicide Prevention Lifeline, but I did look up the number. I saved it to my emergency contacts so I can get to it quickly... just in case.

I still don't feel okay and I'm not looking forward to seeing what tonight brings. I just wish I could tell my friends what's going on in my head without feeling like a burden. So I'm telling strangers instead.",1.7924586466165415,3.613691804761906,3.2176691729323323,91.67943609022556,78.57142857142857,6.516290726817044,22.957393483709275,7.475848149327749,0.8211904761904765,789,25,174,11,19,258,119,210,0.18899999999999997,0.609,0.20199999999999999,0.7994,0,0,0,0,0,1,34.0,0,0,0,0,14,16,0,1,7,3,15,3,2,0,0,34,40,15,2,2,10,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,8,1,2,8,0,1,5,9,7,0,1,9,9,31,9,17,28,5,26,0,4,4,0,10,9,1,3,16,111,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092738897044716,0.0,0.11296636474064413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555966302927605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059956016846033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425177985370856,0.09484157338943976,0.1274674665866076,0.14542872168339244,0.1213374238992329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513534110301412,0.0,0.13872002742332254,0.0,0.07544881957831479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624690491143848,0.0,0.0,0.15731759473308546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211903342209828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591946762421867,0.21642922459761765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971665499960447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296476178966015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24916676088654696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413817918760186,0.08995952781793445,0.10096762333896923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870273023227905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506151919316434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504748527052887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158016146031688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601985139542744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29042905616617404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320708070239701,0.0,0.1518191130473282,0.15414102158445905,0.0,0.08506527673042928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949956557621987,0.0,0.14440141174630622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648959706027844,0.16166216911824927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266391142188165,0.12797293777684632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514885641044364,0.0,0.08549110677175438
lonely,muchimpressedsuchwow,2019/05/08,"Dear redditors, can you relate? Do you ever stop for a minute and think ""What the hell are you doing?"" 

Meeting all those people on reddit, trying to form a friendship, maybe a relationship or any kind of connection you are looking for. You name it. 
But things dont work out well. You end up hurting each other, misunderstand or there are simply unfortunate situations that make things  go down the hill. 

I have talked to a handful of people and it was kind of a rollercoaster of feelings, all kinds of feelings actually. Seeing all those people come and go. And today I just feel empty and kinda messed up. I think I disappointed myself aswell.

I dont want to point my finger towards anyone, but the time I've spent on reddit felt more toxic than anything else. 

Im not here to bring people down, I'm just wondering if there are people who can relate.",4.008385093167703,6.204896639751557,4.8726397515527955,80.61094720496897,73.28571428571428,7.084472049689442,23.301242236024837,7.957251820313856,1.3430173913043482,673,19,120,10,14,218,102,161,0.115,0.861,0.024,-0.8455,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,6,0,1,7,9,1,0,8,0,12,2,2,1,4,32,29,10,0,2,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,7,0,1,4,3,4,1,0,3,8,13,5,20,26,6,18,1,2,2,0,11,9,1,5,5,87,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.13141718803376534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157930822171027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416345975143052,0.0,0.11082083440495004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600512803167255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156613380720278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249838688971933,0.0,0.11927646285508815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218155148071838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427756571392672,0.0,0.12930303449437755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530706082381635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416558807497232,0.0,0.14546526433996532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42071006465439104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308775900527758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989237767940672,0.0,0.13529277179047708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668114697146297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730541445471075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458374476896674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731348809321864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137321861023048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258903158958672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082415694477876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893575033948228,0.1725804819989119,0.0,0.0,0.07852637985450388,0.0,0.12765014528931728,0.0,0.0,0.09143118169125504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943106605868769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108330029530112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604241948050994,0.09804038991393983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WreckedCosmonaut,2019/05/08,"Can I allow myself to let people in? (RANT) So, I'm 21 now and I honestly feel for the past 3 years I've done nothing. I've taken a back seat in my own life and I essentially just sit there and comment negatively on myself. I still think about every mean thing that someone said to me in secondary school and its pathetic, I just beat myself up and then beat myself up for feeling negative. I fantasize about saying the right thing or having an amazing comeback to something said to me when I was 14 or something. The worst part is it feels like I can't help it, that these thoughts will always exist and closure is almost scary. Its like there's a very powerful part of me that likes being this way and its winning every time. I've always been interested in psychology but I don't think its really helped, I can put names and labels to behaviors and emotions but this awareness has done little in actually changing my attitude. Its been a long time since I've enjoyed something, or made a good memory. I understand that by reacting to these thoughts i'm feeding the ego but I keep slipping back into old ways, I will act how I normally do and my therapist and others around me say that i'm not taking care of myself. I honestly don't know how else to be. I feel that mentally I am still the same as I was when I was a child, the same issues persist and plague me and change is just not an option. There are days where I wake up fine, filled with confidence and the next i'm back to my old self with no rhyme or reason to it. Ok, got a bit side tracked there and this is a loneliness post. In school I had a good group of friends, guys who were on my level, we got along great and had similar interests I could be myself around them. But I held a deep insecurity that I think was plain to see. I never felt ""cool"" in myself, I was awkward and painfully shy. Always wanting more and taking my friends for granted. My lack of confidence really affected my social skills, I was terrified of other people. Whenever possible I would spend my time in-front of the TV playing video games. I could play it for hours, in my own world where I was in control. No one could hurt me or saying anything mean. I feel I should mention that ever since I was a kid I've been extremely sensitive, anything said to me I would take it to heart and the physical sensation was torturous. I hoped that I would not care about these things and I would develop thick skin, but it never really happened. I built my life around protecting myself. I was a yes man to anyone who was mean to me, I would be nice to people even if they treated me like shit, even when I fought back either physically or verbally it just led to more ridicule . I put everyone above myself if it meant being safe. But try as I might I couldn't control everyone, there were cracks in the defense, so I tried to change myself as much as physically possible becoming extremely self-conscious of my looks, this was most prevalent during my teenage years and has lessened now. But that idea of protection has never gone away, I come home from work or college and sit in my room, still playing video games or just browsing the internet and i'm gradually slipping away from my friends. I've almost convinced myself that I don't need them, and that they're actually bad people and I don't need them. But Jesus Christ, I need someone. I just want to be part of something, to belong to a group and experience the world together and i'm afraid that I will never allow myself to get there.",5.186438049560351,5.870558572661871,5.866714628297363,80.5093924860112,68.30935251798562,9.228137490007994,29.68904876099121,9.328884781210824,2.4614981614708227,2788,99,546,53,45,909,300,695,0.105,0.75,0.14400000000000002,0.97,1,0,4,0,0,0,64.0,1,0,4,9,39,42,5,3,26,3,60,8,4,11,5,128,110,57,0,20,28,0,8,4,3,10,3,6,2,5,40,36,1,8,19,8,1,7,17,12,0,1,35,17,92,30,69,54,15,75,2,1,2,0,32,33,1,16,34,392,132,4,0.0,0.0,0.1156090821840131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863002940311372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786409435800002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141829284285528,0.0,0.0974902533231116,0.15819437536045314,0.0,0.0,0.11130593688993323,0.1821913704658132,0.049458516179571616,0.0,0.06542009336669803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466897155623319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078748773832793,0.0,0.18798743556736444,0.05102546547006776,0.0,0.0,0.1328735485132844,0.14188230959033069,0.0,0.0,0.0382014934279202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212353669079699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049483006941834884,0.0666310861677393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824794656691622,0.05358119464180439,0.09981561116175422,0.11320262502067345,0.0,0.057942921492518534,0.0,0.0,0.14975426880553655,0.042317295132411135,0.05687461954239194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729379102398964,0.0,0.030947695886193182,0.0,0.0,0.09936654395131746,0.09475083205434864,0.06530648688102694,0.0,0.05865168473906701,0.052381066439453915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701934272906346,0.07940756714380275,0.0,0.059417252921368076,0.058833441535215,0.058334266348987286,0.0,0.06341199187576511,0.06686878774441471,0.0,0.06182565703590569,0.0,0.052650539971828066,0.0,0.0,0.032553852473866315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057151351426807,0.08367846770225093,0.11575636668673454,0.059368750017582635,0.0,0.05242086236055659,0.04974224536552963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604932341054584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935719229291564,0.0,0.0,0.059694664658279724,0.06283867613805885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04354433414352773,0.13176538086867534,0.1827418681759328,0.0,0.06299679572397889,0.0,0.05803744795749932,0.056837310507667875,0.0,0.12431374660326792,0.0,0.04013897864191021,0.0,0.06302991743849312,0.0,0.0,0.1924362850835616,0.05654624189132805,0.16426358339918978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355649112104725,0.056730486871166726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909450678978944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384183346529415,0.06090315672262639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05058612642458117,0.16903734732186984,0.14131747831311028,0.0,0.11989739615970693,0.04720240194621427,0.0,0.12358946118441368,0.0,0.060803587889721976,0.09799914344293098,0.0,0.0,0.06038233647801605,0.1003787704719077,0.18240712271695594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191476947474047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336114106450455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877607434470505,0.11805874583167268,0.1138656485423496,0.0,0.0940515007032743,0.10362072311134646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043297194587581,0.0,0.0,0.06166543156645095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048874846786464164,0.06987634404095755,0.094035525681858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04312358095807527,0.0,0.0,0.2103932244669824,0.0,0.0,0.07629043397670214
lonely,GhostlyMacaroni,2019/05/08,"Why am i lonely even in a relationship? Just as the title said. In a relationship,but feeling more isolated than ever. I live with my spouse but have no friends,dont talk to my family about anything..etc. All my thoughts literally stay in my head all day...bouncing around how lonely i am,talking to themselves. Is this really life?",2.9021198156682004,5.705808935483872,4.232027649769584,80.49661290322581,80.61290322580646,7.4138248847926285,26.599078341013822,8.418075326091056,2.3007529953917056,262,11,47,6,7,86,48,62,0.171,0.807,0.021,-0.8274,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,1,3,10,6,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,7,0,10,4,3,6,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008371140296548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549716462809778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644084764423029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516102545672339,0.14901059280494516,0.2040734850452467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268119778577446,0.0,0.11407313980157036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23153677736607603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935214436149606,0.0,0.0,0.19921417453596965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445289393944528,0.0,0.0,0.4844326886045466,0.0,0.0,0.21460290811224125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404659096560648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626670106667636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910591253668906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357426623168173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,altane,2019/05/08,"I thought graduating from high school would solve all of my problems. I was very wrong. A bit of a dramatic title, but I guess that's just how I'm feeling. I'll admit that I was very depressed in high school, and I thought that once I graduated, everything in my life would be made right. I graduated from high school less than a year ago, and I started college last fall. The friends that I had in high school usually left me out of things, but I was at least grateful to talk to people every day. I never hung out with friends over the weekends or after school or during breaks because I always felt like no one ever really wanted me there. I left high school on good terms with all of my friends, and we follow each other on social media. The problem with that is that every time I see a post or a snap from them, they're always hanging out with friends (from high school or with new ones) and I never am. I'm extremely shy and introverted, so I haven't made a single friend in college. My roommate tried to be friends with me for about a month until she gave up due to my short answers and general quietness. I just can't help it. I wish more than anything else that I wasn't so socially anxious and that I could be outgoing. I feel so lonely. I don't have a single friend, and I'm 18 years old, which should be a time that I'm trying new things, but I just can't out of fear. I'm at home for the summer now, and somehow it feels even more depressing that I'm at home and still no one wants to spend time with me. I fear that my life is always going to be like this, but taking the first steps to get to know people feels so impossible. I've seen several therapists and psychiatrists throughout the last 7 years, but I feel like I make no progress, which I blame entirely on myself. I can't shake the feeling that I've ruined my life before it ever really started.",6.25507874015748,5.3166645538057775,6.58175721784777,81.80476181102364,66.19160104986878,9.614750656167981,30.86102362204725,8.697196308434329,2.1377977952755907,1469,45,311,19,20,476,180,381,0.127,0.7170000000000001,0.156,0.8949,0,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,1,2,16,21,0,3,16,0,23,3,0,4,6,70,56,26,0,9,12,0,7,3,7,3,3,1,2,0,21,24,0,0,12,1,1,6,11,10,0,4,12,10,43,11,47,35,11,64,0,4,2,0,16,26,0,6,33,203,64,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712910810388989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087725906144107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280769765186705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303506847935182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0392867957998162,0.0,0.0548403520770197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036033281413194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145634391568404,0.0,0.0,0.0415635153444197,0.0,0.11101763408493613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05383788783534352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042567180442039824,0.1165934944333521,0.10860014396981832,0.0,0.05792154928812605,0.0,0.0,0.1450434408676311,0.19552053988053128,0.04604153889661337,0.06188001855263955,0.0,0.0,0.054819286830510704,0.0,0.0,0.34854560686048663,0.0,0.03367132845911502,0.0,0.036627184020392216,0.05405577771501521,0.0,0.0,0.07099654490178041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04319801844490573,0.4085559918360306,0.12929284600772215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03541883904016739,0.1050671578565842,0.0,0.0,0.1400455003798657,0.0,0.13656421376178846,0.0944578553992209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196418017081667,0.04301942348293801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05144163886736852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941227109785038,0.12448822153520775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762715081043011,0.06863483003601673,0.13101454197126114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936001392227891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061723201110321375,0.0,0.0,0.12333572888182752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257385366359192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503809022100062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565724756428559,0.051356572257749936,0.0,0.0,0.07280769765186705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313928825045188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123300417389424,0.0,0.05146811611604133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048456743600117515,0.05180072031400906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482889187954785,0.08563254214439264,0.0,0.0,0.10232874795908377,0.11274013470611037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875116851119319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098017386966687,0.10635240992336048,0.07602599367582913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411181789422253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156377124360447,0.07046357920254095,0.0,0.12450685845068007
lonely,elzt_urod,2019/05/08,"im so messed up missed school for 4 days, i don't know what's wrong with me i just don't want to see anyone or anything related, don't wanna see the hallways, dont wanna see people coming and going and chatting and laughing, don't wanna see the only few people who i used to care about, 
 i wish there was a special someone who i could tell everything to and do everything with
 this year is supposed to be the most important year that determines the direction of my future education. i do care about studying and so on but it seems like i don't, really. school was never a place i enjoyed because there were always stupid things and stupid people. most of the times im alone, sitting somewhere, in a corner, gradually i started to spend most of the time in the washroom stall
 who really cares, i mean. i used to think i had a couple of people who cared about me. screw my life, i mean.
  ahhhhhhhhhhh",3.644980047885074,5.207421083798888,5.2176576217079,80.42733240223465,72.79888268156425,7.572386272944933,25.63487629688747,8.192908349453996,1.5974083000798087,710,23,138,11,14,240,101,179,0.131,0.733,0.136,-0.0076,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,14,3,0,11,0,15,2,0,2,1,29,36,10,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,5,1,1,2,7,6,0,0,4,4,17,8,23,30,4,17,0,1,4,1,6,6,1,5,9,93,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824357979458412,0.0,0.0,0.09499689213170064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982889520046015,0.0,0.0939505069067506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959573138991529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656073941421834,0.0,0.0,0.09834559215222193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115382958973207,0.12632468102735014,0.0,0.07362889211607297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380400392205272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052136095030188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488428513338164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466419856057999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627437274483369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064020955767594,0.055776700527478434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487247652929886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805337232694098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682988148231392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165987655304334,0.0,0.11928122331759244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462778427816809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23108815008758524,0.3639083447954655,0.10393422688176687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673414569204343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080867277563865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997878329855614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758481225051272,0.07315422164555048,0.0,0.0,0.13314451623643705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972089298739514,0.0,0.0,0.06733922335477352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128752462446322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248247466130848,0.0,0.1470408517760612
lonely,Parma-San,2019/05/08,I feel empty I was in an unhappy relationship broke up was used by someone else to get at my ex and fell for someone else only to be let on and then rejected after all that and I just don’t see anyway I’ll be happy again I just want to hold onto someone close and forget about everything even just for a minute but that will never happen.,3.514929577464791,4.392766690140848,5.238140845070426,82.79946478873241,72.23943661971829,7.933521126760564,24.059154929577463,8.238735603445708,1.3350146478873235,269,7,55,4,5,92,53,71,0.127,0.823,0.051,-0.5106,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,2,16,13,6,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,5,1,13,7,1,11,0,2,1,0,2,6,0,0,4,43,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933524720626786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550299546319146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211594339174908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904331502294994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300538542238675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081949263659136,0.2506255775066385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24074885551540615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158245132730472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790593853631869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25276972851487944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761169379484646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5984514677051018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033407691484306,0.0,0.0,0.13886601868961554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thedogboy88,2019/05/08,"probably almost never gonna see the one person who makes me feel worthwhile again keeping vague + on throwaway because.

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i've known about this for months but i've kinda been holding out hope and pretending there's a chance that something may change but at this point it's too late

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he has no idea he is this person or that he means so much to me and i don't think i'll ever get a chance to tell him that and it all just sucks",3.5718633540372693,4.956102521739133,3.644409937888199,92.34282608695652,72.69565217391305,6.126708074534163,24.01242236024845,6.1826913282559595,0.4516161490683235,360,10,76,2,7,110,71,92,0.078,0.79,0.131,0.5994,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,3,23,15,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,4,1,7,12,2,9,0,0,1,0,8,4,1,5,5,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667929494823509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609508950637094,0.4047946605150677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153779430080233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762059685430775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066953175449385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422136053518556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702446593856268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543877281713626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880340482476095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805254450200986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789501086738813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118487226107916,0.0,0.0,0.18144046733514435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295231742557787,0.0,0.12244602756295694,0.0,0.12846686180699354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287021794698415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908800374462189,0.0,0.0,0.15745980482095276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795875699792317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273246045497306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823153697942044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558703899013772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672951000494177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047946605150677,0.0
lonely,Rekington,2019/05/08,"New to subreddit: Broken leg, sprained hand, lonely. What do I do? Hi all;

A bit ago, I had broken my leg and sprained my hand after a skateboard accident. I've been fortunate to have family around to help me out; but I don't have friends. I cut off my last best friend after she attacked me while she was drunk. Although my roommates are cool, they're not the type of people I'd like to hang with. I can't go anywhere without a knee scooter, can't exercise until the injury is healed. I live next to a large university in Miami, but I don't know how to find events on campus since no one tells me.

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I'm really lonely, and it's affecting my health. I picked up a cannabis habit to ease the feeling, but am realizing it's not going to help, and need another alternative. What do I do? This is a challenging situation for myself, and any feedback would be gratefully appreciated.",4.647838095238097,5.62255964571429,5.943214285714286,78.42720238095238,69.68571428571428,9.49047619047619,30.011904761904763,9.725611199111238,2.7736190476190483,698,27,137,16,12,235,116,175,0.141,0.628,0.231,0.9575,0,4,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,2,10,2,0,9,1,19,9,5,3,1,23,25,11,0,2,6,0,3,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,4,2,0,3,8,4,0,1,3,4,20,6,21,20,3,18,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,0,10,90,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631094693400359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936951060511668,0.22358640597970766,0.12512981648545798,0.19294545069596952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638036009836697,0.0,0.20933242980022085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193102059931632,0.0,0.20088597439734845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346368586876784,0.0,0.09303853605589936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817737985567385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843238555250301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914874211310275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558887729652846,0.0,0.0,0.24666955599154175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112442207177544,0.14998876169997788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989562519306868,0.0,0.16247992465756506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364374923071344,0.0,0.17771332712535373,0.19569157183701072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468665639414045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756600737206936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787841521993925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522109672296249,0.20682950584923646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608286174704659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737440499492307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071198408311802,0.0,0.22358640597970766,0.0
lonely,Dawn_EX_Ultima,2019/05/08,"I am in love with my best friend As the title suggests, I’m in love with my best friend. We’ve had this conversation about dating for years upon years at this point, and despite her outright saying she’s had feelings for me, she refuses to date me. Why? Because she fears commitment. Because she’s scared she’ll hurt me and lose me forever and despite what I say nothing changes her mind. At first i didn’t believe her, I kept trying and trying, even now I try. But, I think I’m finally starting to agree. She struggles with commitment. And, she may just break my heart like those in the past. I know this yet, there’s still so much love for her. She’s suggested I find someone else, yet despite how hard I try I just can’t. I cant find anyone else. And, I really don’t know what to do anymore.",2.4397883597883587,4.217994777777779,3.4907583774250446,90.64555555555555,76.53086419753086,6.603880070546737,25.151675485008816,7.447530270364453,1.0920268077601412,622,22,133,8,14,200,91,162,0.08199999999999999,0.695,0.223,0.9766,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,11,13,0,3,2,0,10,4,1,1,2,25,21,10,0,0,3,0,2,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,6,9,0,2,6,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,4,31,8,17,15,3,20,0,2,0,3,23,7,0,1,13,86,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019472338201388,0.09179419718083236,0.1345121212607491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005443327526606,0.0,0.0,0.14790787627917829,0.2755410279329585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388770882265402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193355922974905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670936128887034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477267696165226,0.06637923456460422,0.0,0.0,0.14381108748906893,0.2399755245330404,0.11166690624146926,0.0,0.0,0.20285357764947246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760131019672986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155567718108556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053821358495294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429637475979604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413689471035143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686900990344307,0.0,0.0,0.3554566300672266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255561998973533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650608270226048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596693223847005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532184505289187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410226161497613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841014842418301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087986342747805,0.13143442363074898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123332248901792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292083053462546,0.0,0.10484057033657504,0.0,0.0,0.13724261227218226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411907780358792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565226657048811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184599984975952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690803424959776
lonely,vhalgo,2019/05/08,Fuck You cunts are depressing as shit. I’ve not spoken to anyone outside of the boring shoes at work for like 2 years so thought I might find some company here but I would rather eat my own shit than talk to you soppy fucks,1.3956521739130423,3.735654217391304,2.1066956521739115,96.34482608695652,82.91304347826087,5.419130434782609,17.895652173913042,6.742157984588678,-0.14002086956521742,178,4,39,2,5,55,41,46,0.353,0.615,0.032,-0.9497,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,1,3,8,5,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,8,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,5,1,7,3,2,2,0,1,0,2,3,1,5,2,2,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815325260218676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361055414197328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656563457486771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23728821913484746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800295037474748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683734773596153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754160741122784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5329929431274428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867293506736068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206109490842499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900664525525734,0.0,0.0,0.1844267876529127,0.0,0.0,0.16718693891658384
lonely,Creepygirll,2019/05/08,"Starting a cult, meant to help people that feel lonely Hey everyone, As the title suggests, I recently started a cult, meant to help the type of people on this subreddit, I once was in the same position that you all are now, But life took a big turned, and now I mean to share everything with you people. We seek happiness through wealth, a feeling of a true functional family, and sexual relief, message me if you're interested!",8.528625000000002,7.635700612499999,8.730000000000004,68.09500000000004,61.625,13.0,37.5,12.161744961471696,4.745875000000002,339,14,59,10,4,112,59,80,0.027999999999999997,0.691,0.281,0.9652,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,8,0,2,1,0,0,2,14,11,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,7,6,10,7,2,9,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,5,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861846336275595,0.20562152438902007,0.0,0.21568266649482976,0.0,0.2313659996651179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24355100187814804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067059673781008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616010054738152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24921916980410225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436536755600941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758421306391869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259023311471089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238772032755635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541938917557029,0.0,0.2488576093229019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mathewsssss,2019/05/08,"Fuck anyone want to just care for someone else Like fuckin make them food and bake for them and shit or like listen to their problems and how their day was or calm them down when their upset. Like just buy them random fuckin shit and watch whatever show they like with them and hear about their interests and hobbies. Help them out with work or anything, just anyone else desperately want to give someone your attention.",8.9924025974026,8.625172883116884,6.6291883116883135,81.82092532467534,60.42857142857143,9.777922077922078,30.938311688311693,8.841846274778883,2.189314285714286,340,9,63,4,4,96,47,77,0.182,0.596,0.223,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,11,1,6,14,5,1,0,0,1,7,2,2,0,22,9,11,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,12,7,10,8,0,4,0,0,1,3,16,2,5,4,6,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687625206448784,0.19691776755839074,0.15815310351418216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959469321326416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239443849730963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210942982424174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23239266303606926,0.0,0.0,0.17767331045063,0.0,0.18436279062643968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166081386238887,0.0,0.12881855117024302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755704394850052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282859724762382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389651278039768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945533343804403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256779736627576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267131389160585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991405152186373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Isortade,2019/05/08,"Lil poem i wrote Im just chillin in my home
Feelin sad and alone
I dont really fcuking know
If you hate me or if you dont

Im just really loving you
But i really have no clue
If you see me as i do
If you love me as i do

Im just chilling in my home
Someone please just fucking come
I just need to numb the pain
But im really fucking drained

Im just chilling in my home
I dont really fucking know
Should i stay or should i go
Should i dig my grave or no

Please Dont mind if i go
Ill dig my grave and i fall
Ill make a friend with death
And fly away to hell",-3.431347117794488,-2.1298174586466168,0.23440789473684376,103.25231359649125,110.80451127819548,3.7204260651629073,12.30858395989975,5.7366,-1.2199370927318296,430,9,117,5,24,154,59,133,0.293,0.599,0.10800000000000001,-0.9745,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,5,0,0,6,13,5,0,2,0,10,9,0,1,0,30,25,15,3,9,16,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,4,6,10,0,0,1,1,25,3,9,21,0,9,1,3,1,5,9,4,4,8,0,67,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428279483507992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460004672644703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673412313092324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720241221842562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779159200923175,0.2792543523258291,0.0,0.0,0.11444705253917188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940892889022558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029959619284373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5438036387964729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067139997029728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175038674741376,0.0,0.06721027498067497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166655997155467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465915736630782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713953453788902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22105120843930331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225177699757615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023560206187459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531293695839325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732041522259114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cartoons4adults,2019/05/08,"Anybody else feel like the loneliness is so much that it would literally take paragraphs upon paragraphs to express? I know that nobody has the time or interest to read a whole essay. I just feel like over these past few years my personality has shifted from being a creative, optimistic, imaginative, and fun dude to someone who feels bitter, pessimistic, and toxic. I've observed it in my mentality and the way my beliefs and values have become skewed because of it. I'm 26 and I just feel this impending doom like ""I'm running out of time"" to form lasting friendships. I just want to belong to a group of friends and try new things, play some board games, go hiking, eat new foods, have some goofs and gaffs, just whatever you know? I literally have no one and the most fucked up part is that I delude myself into thinking that I like it this way. I don't. I'm ambiverted, but not antisocial and this loneliness has been picking away at my mental health these past few years slowly breaking me down. Humans need other humans, there's just no way around that. We may not like it, but we have to conform to our nature. So I'll keep trying.",5.941382488479262,6.785202377880187,6.11582949308756,78.8223156682028,66.6958525345622,8.5963133640553,30.246543778801843,8.634040054169528,2.286968663594469,904,32,166,13,14,288,133,217,0.083,0.7959999999999999,0.121,0.5519,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,1,0,0,9,12,2,0,7,0,14,4,0,1,0,42,30,14,0,3,10,0,4,5,1,2,1,0,0,3,18,14,2,1,9,3,0,2,5,3,0,1,1,5,18,9,22,26,9,25,2,1,0,1,12,10,1,5,14,113,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022144968601592,0.0,0.0,0.12688214477674625,0.0,0.0,0.08232407433273296,0.1491500272095974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818793124028822,0.11281536683872027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27313752845811945,0.19295679341382924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330071056726014,0.0,0.10433783471873796,0.12484980147984298,0.0,0.0,0.07675095304941018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354982570494984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003696517797414,0.0,0.0,0.1484378187918031,0.1100822342115629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32988842480388714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721934622790527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992758996219508,0.10013646231332607,0.0,0.26086061218721524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151209435072268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624394269532734,0.257837403851377,0.0,0.11791880052904327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508465585113633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442582528300226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153937171116713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971996342889395,0.08653337582963001,0.0,0.0,0.15749527783872833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337760368258654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965487420353741,0.3215847110344585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077639187366332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593430256380334,0.0,0.0,0.17393311011765436
lonely,Blitz_Kid_48,2019/05/08,"What are some things to do alone during lunch break in school? 17 and don't have any friends anymore. We can go town during the break (aka leave school then come back afterwards). Can't walk home either because I live far from home

What are some productive/fun things to do during the lunch break?",2.225112781954884,5.013471912280703,1.4558897243107791,99.12789473684214,84.26315789473685,4.660651629072682,16.914786967418543,6.1826913282559595,-0.5079002506265664,237,5,49,2,7,67,41,57,0.109,0.8909999999999999,0.0,-0.6266,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,0,6,10,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,10,3,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,26,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25170129141404995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526578274022932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410161521201997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687173172726668,0.0,0.14814618686425596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934508742543592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776102233205474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811708330313618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875491048562705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573290841711405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459611052196048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4919098855817384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229109000088986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MeAreWantTheDead,2019/05/08,I never had a sober conversation with a girl I was interested in. Like literally not a single one which consisted of more than a few sentences. Not even once during my entire fucking life.,4.723619047619049,7.0305006000000025,6.491428571428576,69.30190476190478,71.57142857142857,9.23809523809524,28.809523809523807,9.725611199111238,3.1748095238095235,151,6,25,4,3,52,30,35,0.0,0.7959999999999999,0.204,0.6872,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,3,2,4,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216484364678307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502089970671169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34397130510556745,0.23791585587581005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375592196056754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5186222234845815,0.3299930614931889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Solomon198367,2019/05/08,"If only love wasn’t so complicated Simple story. I like a girl. She has a girlfriend. She doesn’t like me back. (We are friends and know each other but she doesn’t like, like like me).
I feel so lonely",-1.0478571428571437,0.967432785714287,1.0785714285714327,98.01642857142859,102.09523809523807,3.352380952380953,13.142857142857142,5.288315135182226,-1.2096571428571423,155,3,35,1,7,51,29,42,0.08900000000000001,0.5479999999999999,0.363,0.8895,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,8,5,0,1,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,8,7,0,7,1,1,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,1,6,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548181489479969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756054022327269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256030784929343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212305900785428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8095011035002374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990920546698011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520367257726193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DolorousFed,2019/05/08,"I'm the kind of guy who has a lot of friends, but relishes his own loneliness and hates it at the same time. Human beings are paradoxical like that, or maybe it's the fact that I can never be 100% myself with any of my friends, so I find no one better for company like myself, arrogant as that sounds. But I always feel myself maturing over periods when I'm by myself, as I tend to think a lot,and meditate. Whereas having friends around brings me down to a void state of conforming, and thinking for a group instead of for myself. Does anyone feel like this or has a similar issue?",8.766379310344824,6.139155982758624,9.021793103448278,71.70251724137933,62.44827586206896,12.728275862068967,36.99310344827586,11.20814326018867,3.92404,458,16,90,10,5,153,78,116,0.115,0.7020000000000001,0.183,0.8352,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,0,8,0,7,0,0,0,2,17,16,10,0,0,4,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,12,8,18,14,3,10,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,7,67,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666209003721677,0.0,0.0,0.13617429955710655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001681629306129,0.0,0.0,0.17826159468135458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710151294343113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523682070324142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250101590619826,0.1430559429635247,0.0,0.0,0.18302142164379606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46412920949975794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827524515668474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770168982427927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900503302340964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20852562834477809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29349057173763915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404843587980434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20117424767072145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444223330570098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356920242951282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566193904471795,0.0,0.0,0.11676518398189148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,motherofporgss,2019/05/08,"I’m the only person I know who hasn’t made friends and “blossomed” in college When I was worried about making friends, everyone always just told me not to worry, that I’ll make friends, everyone does. I was extremely sociable and generally liked in high school as well. But in my first year of university, I only made one real decent friend (who I no longer see because I transferred far away). I haven’t been a hermit or anything. I joined clubs and what not. But nothing. I feel so alone, I feel like I’m missing out on life. I’m jealous of all my high school friends and I’m sad that they’re growing and changing and I’m not at all. I wanna have fun. I wanna talk to people. I wanna party like college kids do. I wanna have stories and memories from college. Why can’t I make friends. I feel so alone.",1.3866666666666667,3.7778076666666682,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000004,83.44444444444446,5.3283950617283935,25.049382716049386,6.691623216298621,1.0041827160493837,630,26,126,7,18,207,95,162,0.10300000000000001,0.652,0.245,0.9735,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,6,14,1,0,2,0,9,1,0,5,2,32,26,14,0,4,7,0,3,3,6,0,1,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,4,1,0,1,7,3,1,2,6,4,19,11,18,20,2,14,0,2,1,0,12,10,0,1,6,76,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455411385288257,0.0,0.0,0.09863387547653643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754742909221556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137121523654316,0.0,0.0,0.07226022398811391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539845722121148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373420569413043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265380314616329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981051544690044,0.08468422648614947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082914283531108,0.0,0.0,0.5494972425736491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504857495648765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514588910438511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372754317990362,0.17373638266057087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432878014732688,0.2373769440925878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374128854016625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803250384410986,0.18030837694975546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821799600876977,0.10350361067164056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492323980809576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399354263952383,0.09446017011710914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527709186844524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326901573081645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658072295907337,0.0,0.1069629356700946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407640498695257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633517654418152
lonely,_Lonely_Throwaway_9,2019/05/08,"Venting I’ve lived a pretty lonely life, I’ve never really had friends and due to being homeschooled I never really had a lot of interaction with people my age after my only friend moved away from next door when I was 11. I’ve never had a real connection with any girls, the only relationships I’ve ever had were short flings that lasted less than 2 months each; I didn’t go on a date until I was 21. 

I decided to start attending my local community college at the age of 22, about halfway through my first semester I started talking to a girl that I had been crushing on since the first week of class. We had a lot in common and really hit it off, our conversations were always fun and sometimes flirty. She was the first person that genuinely made my day better whenever I saw her, whenever she showed up it instantly improved my mood. Fast forward a few weeks to when I built up the courage to ask her on a date; I asked her out on a date specifically so there was no confusion as to whether it was just a friendly hangout or a date. She initially said yes but said she had to work so I should text her later and we could figure something out. I texted her the next day to set something up and that’s when she explained that she had a boyfriend that I had not heard a thing about this entire time. She said with respect to him she would not go out with me, and said she felt bad for possibly leading me on. I probably shouldn’t have done this but I creeped on her social media and found out that she was not lying about the boyfriend.

This was only a couple of weeks before the end of the semester and we only saw each other a few times during that span, we didn’t talk in person again but still had conversations through text. Following the end of the semester she transferred to a major university 12 hours away. We haven’t talked in 5 months now but I still think about her pretty often and I really miss her and our friendship. I know I should probably just forget about her and move on and I’ve tried to do that but I haven’t been able to. 

I’m sorry if this was long but I have nobody in my life that I feel comfortable enough with to open up to like this. I’ve gone through most of my life alone and I’m tired of it, I just want somebody to genuinely spend time with. I just want some advice on how to deal with this.",5.078926797194622,5.315243819915256,5.682586206896553,83.31033898305084,68.42796610169492,8.967971946230275,27.71654003506721,8.841846274778883,1.8656461718293402,1841,54,383,29,29,597,215,472,0.057,0.847,0.09699999999999999,0.9539,1,3,2,0,0,0,27.0,7,0,0,6,22,14,0,1,27,1,36,4,0,3,4,78,64,30,0,8,16,0,2,1,3,4,4,5,1,4,22,32,0,0,8,2,1,9,12,4,0,3,36,9,62,9,69,21,11,83,0,2,2,0,52,29,0,8,47,275,84,5,0.08289401643264252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100307347868503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585320149688656,0.0,0.0,0.06897446217316275,0.0,0.0,0.056370773731141764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498943098967982,0.0,0.15576331428525272,0.0,0.06921304123587697,0.0,0.0,0.07053670255137873,0.0,0.0,0.07331302122387913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618412697395834,0.09172065251332796,0.0,0.106919565896351,0.08546009107800738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482935899837862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683898862343994,0.0856516779422599,0.0,0.0,0.07498238363532883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04191370539485515,0.0,0.0795912552930229,0.0,0.0,0.21152882409353346,0.0,0.09088901041942628,0.1921311344050835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422115966405817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163390845810974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04555638356556699,0.06756968710959624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565148582105292,0.04049782929048666,0.0,0.07319693519880603,0.07335859602031555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094705690590598,0.0,0.07843632264203351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233042612297571,0.17620644175375505,0.0,0.0,0.1917989271806069,0.0,0.17631745377645638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521785393778587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057468273664349125,0.14475971555543565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345054847296623,0.0,0.1686660312976845,0.17874753988432152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943515385100922,0.21241611819740852,0.0,0.0,0.0889971514290214,0.0,0.0,0.31540476866480804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857078699621186,0.0,0.0,0.08450001066343599,0.0,0.1276317273701487,0.08198430184639527,0.09279306476326,0.11734562296837095,0.0,0.13239853720334915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988121131706935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507110116173496,0.0531151386163548,0.0,0.0,0.1450085027936868,0.09527447768689278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627959585161838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977860772037624,0.0,0.19947773967682172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060347831225934574,0.0,0.0,0.05888553092822892,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,for_whatever_reason_,2019/05/08,"I just found this amazing website with so much interesting content for “socially blind” people... I solemnly swear I have nothing to do with whomever writes it, but I’ve read for over an hour now and don’t know where to post it on reddit. I think it could help so many people including incels etc.

If you’re familiar with descriptivist versus prescriptive grammar — this is the former. It just tells you what to do to fit in, and do much clicks with what I had to discover (I’m 36 now) with hard introspection but the metacognitive knowledge articles are blowing my mind. 

I’d suggest starting here -/ https://www.succeedsocially.com/articlesprocess",7.606071428571429,9.59512175,6.937857142857144,70.25714285714287,63.64285714285714,9.528571428571428,33.64285714285714,9.827888789773867,3.461425,524,22,84,11,8,162,79,112,0.04,0.845,0.115,0.8552,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,20,14,7,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,7,2,15,11,3,11,0,1,2,0,6,5,0,1,5,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200477398366605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26820025148994586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636753659989737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154240364704947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118956647303226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368256689261759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216224992227535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24381032373840264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24281758993389035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535628955986657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23074832209965546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334389498103215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23031463910756705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24054640781677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451404315635117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702139232332842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019128219787656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540907261518623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_not_a_doctor_SHH_,2019/05/08,"Just learned how much dating sucks. Been alone for 10 years. Finally built up enough confidence to try dating.

I just feel more alone. Spending $10-$20 to learn that you're not interested or attracted in a complete stranger is a really bogus way to spend an evening.",4.136326530612243,6.9794320204081695,3.885061224489796,84.66351020408162,75.73469387755101,8.001632653061224,28.16734693877552,8.841846274778883,2.5176416326530617,215,9,39,5,5,65,43,49,0.212,0.725,0.063,-0.6994,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,4,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,6,3,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,22,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6301296088898144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189533247022624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143252516009542,0.0,0.20092464053090545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381527029333186,0.0,0.0,0.3332418856348862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22362579642812336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488161645095967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20653533650543698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24146389807947474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958981506256766
lonely,Izatster,2019/05/08,"I really miss my friends and I feel extremely lonely. Please help. So, after a really good first year of college, the summer break came. 

I am not from US, and I would’ve loved to go back to my home country, but because of the political situation back there, I might not get a visa to return. So, my parents decided to send me to my uncle’s friend in Seattle. 

I’ve gained a lot of friends in college, which is in St. Louis, and I had to leave them all behind to come here. I don’t know anybody here, and I feel like I’m stuck in this house with nowhere to go and no-one to hang out with. I feel super lonely. I wanna cry every living second of my life right now.

I don’t know if I can make any friends here. I don’t know if anyone my age lives around me. Anyway, it would be awkward to just walk up to a person on the street and start talking to them. I really don’t know what to do.

Anyone who’s been in a situation like this, please help.",1.8702000000000003,3.1172742199999988,3.6810000000000014,90.93550000000002,76.8,6.6000000000000005,21.5,7.1686216300943375,0.4258500000000001,724,18,167,8,16,244,113,200,0.079,0.7020000000000001,0.218,0.9858,1,4,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,2,3,12,13,0,1,8,0,13,2,0,1,1,32,31,11,0,4,6,1,3,2,4,2,1,0,1,1,6,12,0,0,8,0,1,7,6,4,0,2,4,3,25,9,32,24,2,29,0,3,0,1,15,11,0,4,12,110,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476891254607075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432178162735187,0.0,0.0,0.11096838081057896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170227764595135,0.0,0.0759878478781623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425708298450837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737827948214808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692643321016426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050262696603484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189086240542522,0.08905275634030496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603052612617704,0.0,0.0,0.385229111984895,0.0,0.06512650707999046,0.0,0.14168734460956178,0.1045537598656378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671057355227174,0.0,0.12503800468012996,0.0,0.0,0.14383384046110714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740260485196349,0.0,0.0,0.13199045967035494,0.0,0.0,0.08804672146343351,0.12179917791458113,0.0,0.22014331852536453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597627058897567,0.11250499295815364,0.0,0.08320743244332056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223806713921807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841338126598465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088429593554938,0.0,0.2736650534165541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23956940123882586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645373189832737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802323664451073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882306574193314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001920664453518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994326867387886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710107884243434,0.0,0.0,0.08027301138654179
lonely,alcaspaz,2019/05/08,"Hey Guys, I made a discord server that y'all might like. https://discord.gg/5qSvdZW So I made a little discord for people that might be feeling lonely. It's all about meeting new people and socializing. You can talk about pretty much whatever you want, and hopefully make some friends. We're a small community right now, but hope to grow! We support free speech and have relatively lax rules. If you're interested check it out :)",4.762894736842107,7.853540815789477,4.572894736842105,79.19776315789477,75.05263157894737,7.484210526315789,26.605263157894736,8.472884824447931,2.2186631578947376,346,13,58,7,8,106,59,76,0.061,0.605,0.33399999999999996,0.9732,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,1,18,13,6,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,6,8,5,8,3,7,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,6,3,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314371157277454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760253219114048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198263803215108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052171315678421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996594403742254,0.20445204257253552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860414326628374,0.13616522367816036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43280330763828667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499564679308325,0.0,0.0,0.19701526843288453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828426161600349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753164532225266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420674799915978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207942596476704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314859695596397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395981389765368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031886524850148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mikmouse24,2019/05/08,"Lonely in Vegas for the week. Let’s UNlonely each other! I’m at the Venetian, 38m. can add on Snapchat if you’d like. No drama, love chatting, drinks, whatever. Just lonely for the week.
I’m more of a giver than a taker, and in conversation, I’d love to hear your story.",0.06428571428571317,2.3402325714285723,2.9121428571428574,88.43285714285715,89.35714285714286,5.342857142857143,18.714285714285715,6.868970318607317,0.3779571428571424,208,6,43,3,7,73,44,56,0.11599999999999999,0.6609999999999999,0.223,0.8258,0,6,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,9,6,2,6,0,2,0,2,8,4,0,1,3,25,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204333227572878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686653015083039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33448175619967097,0.0,0.15980446324637262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5904407671724475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5247595352992163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Abdirahmanmo,2019/05/08,"21 m feel like I don’t add value to anyone As kid I felt like I was weak and emotional, I was  always crying and didn’t like it when people look at me. Its like they can see the weakness and just want to prey on it. I always felt like I’m just not on anyone’s level and that I don’t fit in. Never had a bad upbringing the rest of family is just fine. Thought out my teenage years and in secondary school i stop being all emotional or cried, i just started lying and hyping myself up just so I could avoid getting pick on which made me feel like was developing fake relationship with people. I’ve now cut them all off because I felt like I was doing the wrong thing life just felt stupid. Especially as I failed most of they my exams at the end of Secondary School. I though that when I get to University that life would be much better didn’t have to lie just be myself and hopefully I can make friends that are worthwhile. But when I got here it was just the same old shit with people, everything I said or did felt fake didn’t understand how to develop a friendship with anyone. Coming to the end of university without knowing where my life is going. At home everything is falling apart live in my family. Some of my siblings have stop talking to me without any reason and I don’t do anything anymore I literally just wake up, go on my phone, do uni work, eat and go to sleep. Feel like I’m just a waste of space tbh. I just feel like I don’t belong anywhere don’t know where my life is going just feel like there nothing for me to do anymore. I’m just lonely.",3.0670093457943963,4.461795476635517,4.2686903426791325,87.32763364485983,73.98442367601245,7.129769470404985,24.054953271028037,7.699297019823105,1.042315289719626,1232,36,260,16,25,404,158,321,0.146,0.701,0.153,-0.3626,0,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,3,24,26,3,1,9,0,33,10,3,5,3,66,66,20,0,4,19,0,10,10,1,1,6,1,1,1,10,15,1,3,15,0,0,6,12,12,0,0,19,13,37,14,37,42,7,38,0,2,2,0,9,20,1,5,22,171,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336421088394964,0.0,0.0,0.054610857707239086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928401596924846,0.16845554093695264,0.0,0.06608502440348757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705218495749732,0.0489538136483503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102416208158671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917653849175813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641178344986232,0.0,0.17642481744321178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217312237300609,0.0,0.18066696127384288,0.14225462208193038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434777244358146,0.0,0.15141076575387466,0.0,0.20302572146859307,0.2868532377535645,0.3855319370174429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204424354228761,0.0,0.08391317770372214,0.0,0.18255908169599347,0.0,0.06422807239826883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055350100041113,0.07976201285906655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826819345859611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22689011020709896,0.3923347235542781,0.0,0.07091170030436679,0.0,0.067436843926756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759875121692148,0.053604902043272895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903417595954609,0.0,0.061936965010852524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705580658363906,0.0,0.08426767495144427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702227988210086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256797907632582,0.0,0.0862186280468756,0.0,0.0,0.07638942931620119,0.0,0.0,0.16254798979480087,0.06399351275004436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243299104361436,0.0,0.0,0.0803640311992743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056841025005771526,0.0,0.0,0.13427888248837308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454694910787755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335176138735541,0.0,0.07890027179012872,0.06375402163086852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360141472633596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04736658018385161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548243042969646,0.0,0.05846375002298983,0.0,0.0,0.0570471032715343,0.08780204277420607,0.0,0.05171445369408855
lonely,dinkydinkydonky,2019/05/08,My Future I’m afraid. Idk if I’m marking the right choices in life. I’m nervous that I’ll be a failure. I’m concerned I’ll be a disgrace and become homeless.  I decided I don’t want to peruse a career in medicine and have decided to learn how to build video games and program. Iv wasted my first semester at college and I’m afraid my parents will one day no longer love me.  I’m afraid and lonely.,1.4264285714285734,3.3608028333333344,3.395476190476192,89.42035714285717,80.19047619047619,5.628571428571429,27.16666666666667,6.6274283507984215,1.2029809523809525,314,14,65,3,8,106,54,84,0.212,0.723,0.065,-0.8859999999999999,1,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,4,4,0,5,3,0,1,0,11,13,7,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,6,1,6,10,0,7,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,32,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351358485508693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25409378683538136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33513142637126697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27828988904799296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555953190224429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669807949281193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43748414336206337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364690558186633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323880989244545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HeartGiraffe14,2019/05/08,"No friends I am a Junior in high school and I don't have any friends. All day I'm either doing school work or am on my phone since I have no one to talk to. I have really bad social anxiety, to the point where talking to a stranger makes me throw up, so I can't just go up to someone and make a conversation based on nothing. Watching tv shows and movies of people in high school and seeing them with their big friend groups always makes me feel depressed since that is something I want but will never have. I don't want to live my entire senior year as someone who eats by themselves at lunch and has no one to write in their yearbook. Most of the time I feel like nobody talks to me because I'm ugly or since I am of bigger body proportions, and seeing ""fuck <my name> on the bathroom stalls doesn't help. I just want someone.",7.425470588235292,5.5653355176470605,6.92691176470588,83.24860294117649,64.41176470588235,9.441176470588236,32.42647058823529,7.1686216300943375,1.889941176470588,658,19,140,4,8,205,104,170,0.14,0.782,0.078,-0.9121,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,1,4,7,1,0,6,0,15,4,1,3,2,25,29,11,0,3,6,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,2,2,0,2,8,3,0,2,0,5,18,4,23,28,3,22,0,1,3,1,16,15,1,3,6,86,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269465277667388,0.0,0.0,0.08392928125396075,0.0,0.09441534234513264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304986821777022,0.07523519253574625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709089694692528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959516717355934,0.0,0.10630076728326962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628864274816082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480890133807285,0.08817069381730952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28606007953760576,0.11409905217301525,0.0,0.0,0.07014196973094225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272528132417467,0.2607983003079823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060296381967494775,0.0,0.1089814056931182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471498025703679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518848768646036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184240411985282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726407417589326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556332624702205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667102692077877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906549328245213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747204271874682,0.1966982301878565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062808874183214,0.0,0.0,0.1258103214044807,0.3137180368928373,0.09501412198516833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975990090543129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196672205372255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838750738546575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985064005303711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947791174154621
lonely,d_emoluca,2019/04/08,"I can't seem to keep frienships This is my first post here.

I'm a reserved and shy person so it is hard for me to make friends and talking to new people. However, when I accomplish to make some friends and being comfortable with them (thing that I'm really glad to) after some time I end up being awkward and not comfortable with them anymore.

Maybe I'm just a lonely person and I'm not made to be with other people. I just wanted to share it here, it might happen to someone else.",2.9582653061224486,4.583330081632656,4.2385204081632635,86.49308673469388,74.71428571428571,6.940816326530613,24.494897959183675,7.645422480735847,1.2126897959183671,380,12,76,5,8,125,60,98,0.07400000000000001,0.725,0.201,0.9363,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,6,8,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,3,0,21,18,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,8,6,14,13,2,8,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,4,6,54,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537392852991831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729940011639331,0.0,0.1834169637846478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761474706951204,0.0,0.0,0.31998866832706324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312569968204387,0.0,0.18550861700056065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406778682375655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959500304967135,0.2764633790552799,0.0,0.2080459868596781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196858009406223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000520457843732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871350822632278,0.3616394767413816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983313973493381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266476371136707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885235574792057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546351979239144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664480950237315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375789122773922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075366610604198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214484415389246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FallOutFighter,2019/04/08,"I Miss My Childhood This is my first post on r/lonely so hi everyone!

I don't think I always feel lonely but this seemed like the best place to post this. I just turned 20 and for the last few years I've been thinking a lot about my childhood. My life was incredible as a kid. I grew up in a city with everything a child could ever want and I lived in a housing complex full of kids my age. It was the last time I had meaningful friendships in my life. Every friendship since then has felt artificial in comparison. We had our own playground and lots of pathways between houses and alleyways where we could play all kinds of exciting games. School was completely stress free and consisted of goofing off and having fun and I never had tests or homework to worry about. I would wake up every day ecstatic about the day to come and practically run out the door. 

I miss the pure wonder and joy that engulfed my life at that point. I don't know why everyone my age enjoys having responsibilities so much. The best times of my life where when I had nothing to worry about. I didn't know what a ""job"" was or even knew about the concept of death. All I knew was how soon the ice cream truck would be driving by my house or when it would be warm enough to set up the outdoor pool. Every day was like an exciting adventure that I was the protagonist in. 

Childhood to me was how I imagine powerful drugs would feel. All my senses were boosted and everything seemed ""cool"" and interesting. The bus stop wasn't just a bus stop and the mall wasn't just a mall. I actually grew up near the 2nd biggest mall in my country and I have so many memories of exploring it as a child. Stopping in a Toys R Us was like winning the lottery and being allowed to pick a toy was like a dream come true. I could go on for days but what I'm trying to say is childhood for me was an incredible experience. I have all kinds of extremely intense nostalgia for those times and I still sometimes visit the place I grew up. If I could sacrifice the rest of my life to relive my childhood I would. No loneliness, stress, or anxiety. Just pure unadulterated fun. 

td;dr - I had an incredible childhood and I can't stop thinking about it. I miss the times when I had almost zero responsibilities and true friendships. I would give anything to relieve those years of my life.  

Thanks for reading!",3.246506534045817,5.3550390260303695,4.229829109570924,84.76343685519286,75.22559652928415,7.360901539601079,26.211364478069946,8.25429008570747,1.713982657002275,1865,69,369,33,41,603,214,461,0.08900000000000001,0.685,0.225,0.9976,3,5,1,0,0,0,39.0,4,0,0,5,24,31,0,2,33,1,45,8,1,4,10,83,69,35,1,12,11,0,4,4,0,6,7,1,2,4,14,23,0,4,17,10,1,10,8,6,0,2,25,7,50,26,54,31,14,71,1,4,1,0,13,25,0,11,37,257,64,5,0.0,0.0,0.07403364877769203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596820046835295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312605792860722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803679363120547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243072808313966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923203202338498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070258211431873,0.0795433877724694,0.0,0.0,0.2422892706476505,0.0,0.0,0.19570752704181915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797973328210537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838919816281306,0.0,0.05010835553983635,0.06862456253889447,0.1917595164586957,0.14498520744509885,0.1363657895593751,0.07421088063137833,0.0,0.0,0.07671961219837319,0.0,0.07284264398646992,0.0,0.0,0.06453103744288935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277696734680852,0.04311603306251018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626153226846655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752846647294041,0.0,0.0,0.1580041983339383,0.08338723688074726,0.12368078991293285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215156891357397,0.1482559334123407,0.0,0.06699050381800846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128996034166553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691556867222799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576976962950386,0.0,0.05851204347415516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727948601286481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852631057661268,0.0,0.07171728814359514,0.0,0.14531608972805132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588589139949661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033118020335303,0.0,0.07677979574752662,0.0,0.13812995098423894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275661071870266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075032782054887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060586175417931785,0.2537073558074399,0.17380702976227164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984663171910674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583438035794996,0.0,0.0,0.17695080873099395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150760029137549,0.08251972765013732,0.0,0.0,0.09125668841432323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044747355613145724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845668834061495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227274797332046,0.0,0.15408991369101435,0.0,0.3233554552872034,0.0,0.0,0.09770961048092994
lonely,DemonLordMammon,2019/04/08,"Going through the motions. It's not so much that I'm lonely, I've generally always been by the way side when it came to popularity and friends. I'm seen as weird for whatever reason.

The main reason is that I feel depressed through constant cycles of the same shit, but at the same time I hate anything new I try.

In my free time, I play basketball and volleyball. The issue there is that I'm on a national level with volleyball but shit at basketball. I'm always sat away from the other guys on the team and there is this one fuckwit on the basketball team that makes me want to quit and is making me hate the sport I once loved.

Even when it comes to romantic endeavours, I feel lonely. I've been talking with a guy for 6 months or so now and am desperate to get messages from him. When I see my phone blank, it's a bit depressing and makes me feel lonely.

Thanks for reading this if you did, I just needed to say this shit.",5.40428433268859,5.299361691489366,6.076518375241778,81.9377272727273,67.72340425531914,9.602321083172148,29.8568665377176,9.339509955726095,2.3151531914893613,730,24,153,13,11,239,106,188,0.188,0.691,0.121,-0.9377,0,6,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,3,10,17,5,0,13,0,8,4,3,5,0,29,31,16,0,3,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,12,10,0,0,5,5,1,4,1,11,0,1,6,6,15,7,24,25,5,24,0,5,2,1,12,10,3,2,9,98,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22433795041376775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110933440488637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266542049602431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717269189604326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418157962968204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612300192447796,0.0,0.14567685518100992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322155595734805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903776149878201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448513405415505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415039505225082,0.0,0.07043030996079214,0.0,0.07661307235559538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266957278570006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661850451501089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070191863657006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166722708539066,0.0,0.2699511544889196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760046413728938,0.0,0.0990975535640178,0.09995657028135313,0.0,0.13019599211594166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356345813360272,0.09134769572685936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338224299589922,0.13484198047926835,0.0,0.0,0.27720501205254106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720274445278133,0.0,0.0,0.1074225303295982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41512772623359495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083515547162896,0.0,0.12411079289071796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721234248329402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152408576793344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951177670592273,0.10700233137637256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,supaflupa,2019/04/08,I keep getting recommended this sub But I recently got a girlfriend so I’m not lonely anymore (;,1.7183333333333335,4.420678611111113,4.450000000000003,73.84500000000001,96.22222222222223,6.844444444444445,33.77777777777778,7.793537801064563,3.7009777777777786,77,5,12,2,3,27,16,18,0.10099999999999999,0.667,0.23199999999999998,0.3313,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183065706429374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27305157458965856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179933779442124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645358056758329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160321285369329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BlahYeah,2019/04/08,Im sick of feeling lonely when im around other people Like wtf is with that? I have people to spend my time with but I still feel so fucking alone. Especially at night,0.843,3.161226371428576,2.6567857142857183,91.5994642857143,85.28571428571428,4.642857142857143,17.32142857142857,5.985473137389443,-0.3634285714285719,133,3,28,1,4,44,29,35,0.256,0.664,0.08,-0.7689,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,6,5,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,5,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29377313916603826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525063024097665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868412730857484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622274295527444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6127756829371583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138575780898608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661838486656572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932907535764068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265211618033248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539706665457876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThrowerBoom,2019/04/08,"Gonna be alone for some time... and I don’t know how long There is a nationwide teachers’ strike in my country right now. We won’t be going to school until the teachers reach an agreement with our government. No one knows how long the strike will last - maybe few days, maybe many weeks.
And it sucks, because I don’t have any friends I could hang out with during that free time. 
I mean, there are people at school who I talk to, and just by being around them I don’t usually feel lonely on normal weekdays. But the thought of weeks without any social interaction is terrifying to me.",4.700263157894735,5.848610210526314,4.562236842105263,87.73440789473686,69.7017543859649,7.454385964912281,26.530701754385966,7.645422480735847,1.2527754385964909,460,14,94,5,8,141,85,114,0.135,0.774,0.091,-0.4939,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,1,0,7,5,1,0,5,0,13,0,0,2,0,21,21,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,5,0,1,2,6,2,0,1,1,1,11,4,15,13,2,19,0,1,0,0,8,6,1,1,11,61,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114523216013195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23787806899534786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569943835491906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661834614514792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964463569186886,0.0,0.0,0.11279701425844554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843546614528695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512848420397586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940056715509688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192242607927904,0.1425680865133394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30956469124854474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732269427458205,0.3514241800629526,0.19051903465390688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136635920105833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851779969633194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125469514550412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936494653956936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540193613031021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829007867245153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057922048793942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885227400693534,0.2039729712716508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262931967371927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805909066058272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685988285385786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blazingstep8925,2019/04/08,"Dunno what's wrong with me. I just feeling weird these past 4 months. I currently attend college and its my last semester. I did something crazy and abandoned all my friends and quit my fraternity and clubs. I barely talk to anyone, but I don't regret it. I don't know exactly why I did it, but for some reason I don't feel guilt or regret in a way. But i realized after all this how lonely things can get for me and I feel like I have fallen into a slump.",1.5474619883040963,3.492051652631581,3.5561403508771967,88.36742690058483,79.84210526315789,6.32748538011696,21.08187134502924,7.3871296695380915,0.6919941520467838,357,10,75,5,9,121,65,95,0.146,0.696,0.158,0.2885,1,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,9,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,2,3,27,12,10,0,2,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,6,1,0,2,3,7,0,0,2,3,16,2,7,10,3,10,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,3,6,53,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907868884879352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41389177132329946,0.1949280019379426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108074588971402,0.0,0.14255572112543485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995423025639282,0.22241362518606905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330339994107354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177906325708616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604714198884132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29021537826883714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28054086667184663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100574709419017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931089081166028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812730497405348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165799713213412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462096212805152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983246223413613,0.0,0.0
lonely,TrevTheThree,2019/04/08,"I got a decent amount of friends, but wuen it comes to romance, no girls want anything to do with me. I'm always friend zoned in the end, and usually called ugly. I have plenty of love to give, but nobody wants it and it has just been driving me to try to drive friends away. Been feeling like I'll end up completely alone in the end of everything.",5.488943661971831,5.057933352112676,5.625457746478876,86.34551056338032,67.59154929577466,8.790140845070423,30.426056338028175,8.07648339933343,1.837166197183098,272,9,59,3,4,86,51,71,0.11,0.5920000000000001,0.298,0.9549,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,13,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,4,6,13,10,1,11,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,5,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035333382966245,0.0,0.0,0.1635186842022096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171753543499254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463509099176392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066680765933032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692828203634686,0.20604534058265564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221697448471848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766176695538543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936538452448364,0.14039246882265288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554878617730082,0.0,0.0,0.18851793270912184,0.0,0.0,0.15717336367420873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600874802040417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773651301248008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342279404781607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164367674460308,0.0,0.2318227670628565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DavidZ4,2019/04/08,"This morning, I erased a 2-year love interest from my life. I feel like I'm never going to find someone. You know what pisses me off even more? People leaving you, hurting you and then telling you: ""you're a good person."" Thanks, it *really* helps my self-esteem.",1.8592666666666664,4.520917460000003,2.764,90.08866666666668,84.4,4.933333333333334,20.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.3635333333333337,203,6,38,2,6,64,42,50,0.08800000000000001,0.601,0.311,0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,0,1,7,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,5,3,6,1,4,0,1,0,1,8,1,1,0,3,22,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834452559618813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652935417691697,0.19290111130135887,0.0,0.0,0.2467918137175513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345760959985505,0.22647852012289424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098755957637755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890601505694788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839498365148707,0.0,0.0,0.2859103681675158,0.0,0.0,0.19072189469165812,0.13191729117024978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437020375388089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825474160223895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719667505271465,0.23576954470415096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298062269280834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816879520892382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287856101684607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360078759538569,0.2485965516975024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173882917725728
lonely,willbevictorious,2019/04/08,"Fuck it I'm sick of being alone while i know i'm a fhn person to be around. I love movies and games so hmu if you want to talk about something, anything is cool.",-1.4758333333333304,0.5060008611111115,0.3291111111111107,105.52700000000002,95.94444444444444,2.8800000000000003,12.755555555555556,3.1291,-1.8572711111111109,125,2,32,0,5,40,31,36,0.212,0.601,0.188,-0.25,0,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,0,5,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,5,7,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,1,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953559362310679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31413029512493745,0.3398195828143271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529021448679704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20978817751507534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34452516556791885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33331088342720583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29387349677952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068191675147788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515354948445904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LeBouclier,2019/04/08,Lonely but... I've been collecting unemployment for a few weeks finally getting off my ass and getting my resume out.,4.902857142857143,7.700692857142862,6.48595238095238,67.2632142857143,72.80952380952381,9.914285714285716,34.3095238095238,10.125756701596842,4.552980952380953,94,5,14,3,2,32,19,21,0.35700000000000004,0.643,0.0,-0.836,2,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,2,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6393920351754964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6098965845749283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681922484172225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Anxietyzzzzzzz,2019/04/08,"Ocd drives my friends away Met some people I really got along with. But me overthinking everything and constant paranoia just made me question everything all the time... always taking really small things and trying to find meaning behind it. “What did they mean by this” “Why/How did they accidentally call me? Are they trying to trick me?” Sometimes I asked them for reassurance; but all that does is I get more thoughts and I probably end up annoying them. I got diagnosed with ocd recently and my therapist said these kinds of thoughts are common. I had some bad experiences in the past regarding betrayal in the past so I guess my brain is just trying too hard to protect me that it protects me from nothing.

Well anyways I think i lost another close friend to this madness and I just need to vent. We used to talk all the time and now we barely do. I tried to iniate conversations and they just aren’t interested anymore. I don’t blame them, why would they talk to somebody constantly on edge... Just feel hopeless and this is all a never ending cycle. This isn’t the only time ocd either drives me away from my friends or my friends away from me. ",3.943888888888885,6.394556722222222,4.355333333333334,83.07300000000002,74.37037037037038,7.838518518518517,27.003703703703703,8.697196308434329,2.1759914814814816,916,35,169,19,20,288,124,216,0.149,0.742,0.109,-0.8216,1,0,0,0,0,1,21.0,2,0,8,1,10,14,3,0,6,0,13,2,1,2,5,43,31,12,0,2,9,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,11,14,0,2,8,0,0,2,4,6,1,0,11,3,35,8,25,19,8,24,0,2,0,0,23,9,0,5,13,120,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939089097283076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265038351719575,0.0,0.0,0.1065423183520858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004331377949493,0.0,0.3028038423094239,0.0,0.08970008939658862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992811349450055,0.10969868558359402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23218869308081785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090398289367504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401326903719907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903033037016688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310344771904292,0.10508777131339016,0.0,0.0,0.054320154897512914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818965034584523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33200255567001513,0.0,0.056128070594171464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184417896440507,0.0,0.11834695174049956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096236743733758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187247018095428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727322421450426,0.0,0.0,0.10165346049384484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23404690277366486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965845154204611,0.08285712541580116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308258774057774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170583578680267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051093863907012,0.07447887266782402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582839029137175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034689323007765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764562610858996,0.0,0.10607478745694254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021911313249677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062516409252448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077446450779402,0.17269734338780224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473524265603846,0.07137213752161471,0.06883721040319712,0.0,0.1705758415868451,0.1879309943848672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917533857175598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927855719995091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659303905285993,0.0,0.09693943459510397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631563783516776,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,meme_not_meme,2019/04/08,"Is it just me or does everybody else? Ever have you ever wants to get intimate but you can't 'cause you're:
*teen
*asian
*introvert
*dark (by heart) and dank
*anxious
*don't have confidence nor experience
*don't have good social skills
*suck
*no one wants me lol",-0.29012307692307715,0.4962952800000018,1.25,92.95115384615384,126.2,5.538461538461538,15.846153846153848,6.67199483983844,0.5780769230769227,204,6,41,5,13,65,40,50,0.125,0.8059999999999999,0.069,-0.4519,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,7,1,1,1,2,9,11,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,11,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30982460990259875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28173045209873804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23999815642144198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22910081124007955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961499277551705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26826927343279994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328438532185978,0.0,0.0,0.23002801604325565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32498775094466026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583900085173088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795634931390845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235196908120769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Suunburst,2019/04/08,"Hey If anyone's bored/lonely, message me and tell me about your day so far or whatever else is on your mind. Talking to an anonymous, unbiased, and friendly person may make you feel at least a little less lonely. I like to talk, maybe too much. If you're feeling lonely I have the whole day to talk (and maybe more). Shoot me a message. I will reply. Hope you all have a good one. ",1.9924675324675327,3.8834217532467576,3.105194805194806,92.39207792207796,78.22077922077922,5.43896103896104,21.38961038961039,6.1826913282559595,0.18134285714285706,293,8,62,2,7,94,56,77,0.09300000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.158,0.727,0,6,0,1,0,1,14.0,0,4,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,1,13,9,7,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,10,4,6,7,6,6,0,2,0,0,13,4,0,5,3,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474348223259283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719682540996907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614242007274306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132293969494424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290616453680326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768552944490951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094267388682006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301317476015744,0.21133225224333846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074744881511464,0.0,0.4236646746745799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290359174872506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500279531340744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288090547013232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411058244356054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5084321434856289,0.18429669344128474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354122430185468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rzniv,2019/04/08,"I dont knownkf this is the right place to post this but this is me: I've probably haven't experienced true emotion for a couple of years now. I always fake it but on the inside I'm just empty no emotion no feelings. I want to cry but haven't in quite some time, I just want to let loose. I live my life on autopilot whilst I'm failing everything. I have almost no friends, and I think I haven't ever felt affection from someone. My mind just goes to horrible thoughts and it isn't like I despise them, the opposite in fact. I have weird obsessions and hobbies. I listen to weird music. And alot people I know dislike me. I don't feel like my parents care about me. And sometimes when people do try and connect with me I cut them out without any reason. And quite often I think why not just jump, why not just do it. I mean no-one cares for me. I know this isn't so much about being lonely I just want to let loose a bit.",0.9415803108808268,3.0378865129533708,2.602515544041452,93.59154533678759,82.8341968911917,5.5180310880829015,21.56709844559585,6.742157984588678,0.39226238341968894,719,23,159,8,20,236,104,193,0.28600000000000003,0.626,0.08800000000000001,-0.9917,1,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,3,13,14,2,1,6,0,16,1,0,2,3,43,33,12,0,3,12,1,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,10,0,0,1,13,8,0,0,2,5,28,6,19,28,4,15,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,4,8,104,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314609797034074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063824391819198,0.0,0.0,0.09042134171725276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516427696748768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27113510393476514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712419068421126,0.14605674929110252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583499302940587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299137382714909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027522924913532,0.0,0.0,0.11950113774275292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446306400618907,0.09499083414021224,0.1276680736524948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027290905592566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614911427084776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27193319307635183,0.09391771640578774,0.12992080181645904,0.0,0.11741128695223944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448387975305024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425761032023228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774520345478767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764284771129949,0.0,0.0,0.18436356526481404,0.0,0.1389210192474101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127344534952214,0.0,0.1433596819345195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28285111003036456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671104546621632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355211456586795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266153835281925,0.0,0.13150663157578685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039830328017705,0.0,0.10556003728485164,0.07753345995421718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902750881596777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23528012079989516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399620071643436,0.0,0.0,0.12817434034840314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562565184861347
lonely,RaddBlaster,2019/04/08,"My best friend just left to join the airforce. Feels like I have no one to talk to now. Im a gamer and I dont have any real life friends any more. The last one moved to a different city last summer and the only person ive had to talk to has been my friend who ive been gaming with since 2012. He just left for boot camp though and now I honestly just dont have anyone at all to talk to. I spent all last night quietly crying and just moping around all depressed. Oh yea, this may seem like a joke but also, by dog died.    

So in order, my dog died, my best and only friend in real life moved away, then my only friend online joined the airforce. Now I have nobody to talk to.  It sucks. ",1.6544977168949764,2.991210500000001,2.8947260273972617,95.97898401826487,77.56164383561644,5.688584474885845,16.961187214611872,5.985473137389443,-0.6209388127853881,527,7,125,3,12,170,81,146,0.122,0.6859999999999999,0.192,0.8625,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,11,13,1,0,7,1,13,2,0,0,3,20,17,10,2,0,5,0,1,2,5,1,2,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,2,2,1,2,3,2,0,2,4,2,12,11,18,12,6,19,0,1,0,0,13,7,1,2,11,77,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745744377528551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874099707403154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646905814935978,0.0,0.0,0.0973561362869071,0.0,0.0,0.10275001184498984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295391597143299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012997211921095,0.0,0.0,0.09419407553130904,0.0,0.2270027757809697,0.11426091741712055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563449270051688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529715062305301,0.07812885273860766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224673917710961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181306611597373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674359947744357,0.0,0.0,0.2376461460259308,0.0,0.15449245184610635,0.10685834359362624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324708364153754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026296405307658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821421556265893,0.2495261611537927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954914355556096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24895776631334435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955984508081696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046609220420404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516069137701831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744845977689316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,i_eat_garbagel,2019/04/08,"what’s the point i’m just so tired of life, i can’t even cry anymore i’m just angry or bored i do absolutely nothing all day every day, no friends let alone one that’s a girl, romantic or not (although i’m only 14 so that probably wouldn’t happen for a while anyways) but man i have no motivation no reason, just boredom. i’m sure this is probably just because i’m the age i am, but 2 years of “seasonal depression” seems like a lot to me. i dunno. this is probably normal, but eh whatever what do i have to lose asking here for advice

not sure if any of this made sense but whatever",0.8005253283302025,2.918360772357726,3.449593495934959,87.1827579737336,83.55284552845528,7.036647904940589,23.28267667292057,8.139509932561175,1.4673757348342713,457,17,98,10,13,160,77,123,0.21600000000000005,0.6609999999999999,0.12300000000000001,-0.8812,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,9,7,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,3,3,24,19,11,0,3,13,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,0,7,4,7,16,2,7,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,6,7,62,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074034979532625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036481514852014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186066773332023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313254482361955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377845729776704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027321512057306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806874924920907,0.21216834971905416,0.0,0.14167731012601367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864586827823916,0.0,0.13859218315867014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708664179667414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454603397109667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820491699566664,0.11618604932883332,0.0803628179345215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402524095368944,0.0,0.13984580002164174,0.0,0.1556469575374463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116790798090164,0.1578351693976939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146450169456243,0.1251041006522358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549875778156513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5320528132852944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691258782709854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974796416919364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100648212768853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890601456497568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059278972085764
lonely,ipresnel,2019/04/08,"If it's good enough for Tyrion Lannister it's good enough for me ​

I'm writing this because I finally went to see 2 hooks and it was great, way better than I expected and it helped me a lot and maybe some of you could try it? It will especially work if you know you are good in bed and you know you're good at pleasing women but no girls ever let you touch them.

   
 

I'm 35 white male with ugly face and ten pounds overweight. . Gnarled weird wrinkly face. Seven hells.

   
 

I don't consider myself attractive at ALL and most women would agree. But I have had several women if my life, who I consider attractive although most of them were chubby, but I don't mind a chubby girl. Not fat but just a little overweight So maybe many of you would think they weren't hot or attractive. But that was a LONG TIME AGO. These days I'm getting less and less girls almost down to completely none the last 7 years because I'm losing my hair and look ten years older than I am  and my nose is deviating making one of my nostrils bigger than the other... and I'm getting uglier everyday to the point where I was thinking that maybe no girl I find even remotely attractive will want to touch me or kiss me or sleep with me at all ever again the rest of my whole miserable life

So I joined this sub. :0

   
 

ANYWAY point is I haven't had a girl in fucking YEARS. YEARS and it's extra hard for me because I am good in bed probably because I have so little sex so when I do I make it count and try to be the best at getting the girl off and pleasing her and taking in their bodies because it's so goddamn rare. Because I don't hate women I just hate that I love them so much and they want nothing to do with me. 

I was starting to lose my mind a little and snapping at everyone and being a real prick and hating my life and having road-rage. So I finally pretty much gave up and it was bumming me out, especially when I saw other girls at work or other girls anywhere dating or fucking these complete fucking selfish LOSERS who just happened to be better-looking than me. I started almost to hate women too and really didn't want to. But I couldn't help it. I started to be mad at every girl who wasn't taken already that wouldn't consider me a suitor, even the nice ones who were really nice about declining, even the hot girls I never asked because I knew already it didn't matter if we were fucking soulmates it would never happen unless we were on a deserted island.(Does anyone else have this fantasy of being with a hot girl and you two being the only survivor of a plague or apocalypse so she has no other choice.) 

   
 

But even knowing that I shouldn't hate women I still started to hate them, especially pretty ones. Especially the ones who ignored me and didn't even try to be my friend. Like you don't have to touch me or have sex with me but just acknowledge me as a human-being. And there really are girls like that, who just ignore me so I try to be nice to all the ugly girls out there, to be a friend to them because i know how fucking hard it can be and you're a bad person if you can't talk to somebody of the opposite sex because they are ugly and you have no physical desire for them. You can still treat them like a person and listen to them and don't make them think you think they are a ugly person because you know how much that hurts.

   
 

So I was getting so lonely and horny that I finally started looking at hooks online, much to my shame. I don't live in a big city so the closet small city was a few hours from my house and I started looking there to plan a date for the weekend. And then one weekend I set up something with a older lady with perfect body after she checked me and then I backed out at the last second and she was pissed. I apologized but I couldn't go through with it. 

   
 

Drive 3 hours AND pay for it?!?! I wanted a girl to love me for who I was and how smart I was and how witty and funny I was. For years I wanted to just find a girl to like me for who I was, no matter what. I tried so hard and 99% of women I found attractive never wanted to have anything to do with me, except maybe sometimes as friends, and then every-time I would make a good female attractive friend I would screw it up by ""falling in love with them"" or some other wimpy seak shit.

I even started lowering my own low standards and tried talking to very overweight girls and nothing. I realized how unattractive I was and it made my once funny interesting personality turn dark and I was moody and I letting it out on the world. So now I was ugly AND crazy but I was only crazy and angry because i wasn't getting laid. If some hot girl just loved me for who I was I wouldn't be angry anymore. 

So I stopping pining after girls and trying to get them to like me even after they told me no or even if we got along better than any two people in the universe. It wouldn't matter to them. I could make them laugh harder than anyone else and it wouldn't matter. 

Then I stopped trying to get with girls at all, knowing I would never have a chance. Or being pissed off that I ever hoped to get one I'd have to go through leaps and bounds and endless bullshit to even have a chance. Where some guys don't have to do a freaking thing. I would assume every girl I am just meeting for the first time thinks I'm ugly and wants nothing to do with me. Where if a even semi-pretty girl even talks to me I would get suspicious what she wants from me. I would always know that from the start of meeting me girls would not like me at all and I would have to do work and be witty and interesting and all that to even register to them as a person. I'd start as an ugly slob in their heads and if I was witty and charming and funny and really tried as hard as I could I might work up to a platonic friend. And even if we became best friends as in really best friends and not just in my head, which happened to me maybe 3 times, a true hearts best friend I would always fall in love and ruin our friendship altogether because they wouldn't give me a chance, and then I would resent them and always fuck it up, even if they were nice and understanding and never rubbed their sex life in my face at all I would still always try to make them feel bad. Looking back on it now I lost a few very treasured friendships of mine because I was so lonely and so in a rage that everyone else in the world had one but not me. I regret that now. And realize guys if women turns you down she is unlikely to EVER change her mind, especially if you keep asking her about it. So if she wants to be your friend then be her friend and don't be a selfish prick and beg her to love you.

   
 

Anyway POINT OF THE story is this week I finally went through with it and drove a few hours and got a hotel room and paid for it. Pushed my pride aside. Because even though I was interesting and funny and smart and a good listener I couldn't get laid and it was making me hate the world. I was going to explode I think maybe. I couldn't believe i was about to pay for a...all the bad thoughts and unsanitary things entered my head and all the other guys they....well you know.

   


And I set it all up online and researched like I research other stuff I buy. 

So I got a hotel room and planned on getting one hook one day and a different hook the next day. The first one came to visit me and all you sad lonely fucks out there like me it was fucking great and I don't fucking care how many guys she was with or that i paid for it. I was nervous at first and she was nice and i offered her a beer and hugged and kissed and it was the best time I've had in LONG TIME. And she told me i was cute and she said she was so happy when she saw what I looked like(and guys I believed her, I believed that as far as guys she sees goes I probably WAS above average) and she listened to me and gave me a back rub and let me do whatever i wanted to her. She even liked it and told me what she wanted and talked dirty and if she didn't like it she pretended like she did. My confidence soared and it was more than just getting laid. Having a girl give you attention and hug you and talk to you.

Afterwards we talked and she told me stories and it was fun and she had manners and was she was hot and liked me and I couldn't believe it. I was on cloud 9 after.

It was the best time ever until the next morning when I paid a little more for another hook and went to see her and just omg. She wasn't as girlfriendly or quite as open and but she was even better. She was shy and didn't want to rush me or jump on my bones. Talked first, flirted, SO HOT! She was SO HOT and young and i KNOW FOR A FACT that i made her cum, and I didn't ask for anything dirty or even a bj because I wanted to please her because its' not all about you you selfish pricks. I wanted to worship her young body because quite honest it was the hottest youngest body ive ever had in front of me and I just wanted to touch her and lick her and kiss her and she let me and talked to me and made me feel like a man. This girl who was so hot I could never get her in real life unless I was a millionaire or famous....but I could donate $250 and have my wildest dreams come true. 

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If it's good enough for Tyrion Lannister it's good enough for me ",3.5303557932291696,4.291481872528614,4.4552010358883685,88.86002930061889,72.10613943808535,7.237266944676987,24.59680940123461,7.273561745256523,0.8720194143005799,7237,195,1581,70,133,2347,502,1922,0.138,0.672,0.19,0.9992,2,6,2,0,0,0,136.0,6,24,26,27,95,139,27,3,78,0,166,57,23,16,27,359,313,219,0,65,63,0,21,13,11,23,9,4,5,45,89,149,5,6,28,8,8,18,50,53,0,20,93,39,277,86,194,167,44,184,2,13,11,25,202,72,17,43,104,1145,366,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02114690425596907,0.0,0.047776675213030986,0.0,0.052651377549275055,0.0,0.07940041092300039,0.05169593119742885,0.057975301364413936,0.016222897784484804,0.02501509562259956,0.0,0.0,0.02365874130401021,0.03336133919864583,0.04888658152180312,0.03926291001435228,0.0,0.06690641790584421,0.0,0.0,0.05503137344624372,0.059756289598487035,0.247220730848084,0.0,0.0,0.10751016910100213,0.15021239868637012,0.08439477203270715,0.0,0.10599455041792602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02728490823058433,0.024322781510330592,0.0,0.02523648438320521,0.020549831300076957,0.05002512340058126,0.0,0.0,0.09523537249771066,0.0,0.0,0.04615543855147801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02492444209039164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059785879590167686,0.0,0.0,0.09859849878620784,0.0,0.2836199293906972,0.12947470451493426,0.040199417126167834,0.045590859886723546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02412462037980163,0.017042730880264947,0.0,0.10453232595514828,0.04360790289144464,0.08116760428867137,0.0,0.026156872226019427,0.18431086112913936,0.1984903849703664,0.16202907721607193,0.04576969719542467,0.040673743001718034,0.18008352561155866,0.05723946649935977,0.05260264755421192,0.0,0.14172714142825332,0.06328734497955796,0.025395155173772544,0.08548115937981116,0.1648700247689488,0.07344941413424216,0.0,0.0,0.028269474387116127,0.03198034733680035,0.0,0.0,0.023694390383578852,0.07048006253986965,0.02752662056956628,0.02553834097237669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021204308560667955,0.0,0.0,0.11799570142249435,0.038891647382268336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757750353409073,0.08425099011291344,0.16316770947463133,0.09563991517713392,0.021065284708195842,0.04222361788138573,0.12019818825738715,0.0533775228460864,0.02604164163585449,0.020281517760552502,0.12918582623168806,0.0677193709038775,0.1114684548409945,0.04837247849262225,0.14379934836958405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025307445642309502,0.07226327704221869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014761844738836,0.0,0.11039530539939628,0.0,0.05074225242815628,0.0,0.0,0.06867142504566641,0.0,0.0,0.02540586099746112,0.16165442726485554,0.03628712537528634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016538746371552643,0.10415069340575474,0.0,0.07856017121281544,0.06765489168504042,0.0,0.0,0.07281038393691823,0.05144160487492984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050747584133394176,0.0,0.054306700573545766,0.0764138210548872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022692518587701757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057030429101453874,0.0,0.0,0.02695048920668765,0.024487840768570045,0.0,0.0,0.023873228116725848,0.0,0.0,0.01836551399009169,0.02359419359985926,0.0,0.15196859372171462,0.0,0.0571542962877229,0.03988936773162895,0.0,0.0,0.02730941204309318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017936742782755873,0.15339639062854474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031697732207365006,0.09171576768042483,0.023438398482608997,0.01893899894068707,0.0834637512666801,0.0,0.0,0.09118171977344708,0.0,0.1619665777886117,0.05189695428221668,0.04660769039204428,0.024834936909696046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03936739614332863,0.21106329976796015,0.018935782076400814,0.019135843906700284,0.0,0.0,0.06634425189424875,0.0,0.026634371605555963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946980732697121,0.0,0.0,0.2372526471440715,0.0,0.057975301364413936,0.07681240796081296
lonely,WhySoMarcus,2019/04/08,"I dreamt about this girl I used to love for the third time this week Back in my senior year in High school, I had a HUUUGE crush on a girl, I even questioned if I was in love. Time passes, we never dated, even though she really liked me. It’s has been 2 years now that I graduated and I turned the page in my heart and my mind about her. However as I’m still so fucking lonely, I started this past week to rethink about her; how much she was beautiful and special and all of that. All the remorses etc. So now I’m like Jeeeeez I’m 19, so lonely and relation-less that I’m in that vicious circle of feelings ? Then my brain started trolling me with THREE consecutive dreams where basically we reconnect and end up together. One thing I didn’t mention is that I’ve never been in a relationship. This situation is really hurting me. I’m slowly realizing I’m more and more lonely. Did anyone else can relate to this story? How did u overcome the trolling of your brain?
Thanks everybody.",2.9824609843937573,4.912362408163268,4.439123649459784,83.77142256902765,75.42857142857143,7.877070828331332,25.304921968787518,8.671277953709913,1.816340096038416,776,27,156,16,17,258,115,196,0.08800000000000001,0.778,0.134,0.9059999999999999,1,6,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,0,0,16,12,2,0,7,0,12,6,3,3,4,23,27,16,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,10,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,6,0,3,8,1,23,6,20,19,7,30,0,4,0,3,14,10,1,2,21,107,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046533540108546,0.15335549607041654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150876622524206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341643854800429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503080855247592,0.0,0.13256396828756556,0.0,0.1669225864465558,0.1977123992956296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567809019751037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836830977961428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736070444412727,0.0,0.15813549420328255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602257644825323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624325618440914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701676117837695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151124914765427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002531257334648,0.0,0.2308708074398561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142085665828174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428777833284694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766563088856296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191765986816352,0.0,0.0,0.16069050420900508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147491342639902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823633155363402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118756276884432,0.0,0.11952735204513068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779683040011334,0.0,0.0,0.0994346770759517,0.0,0.1470508722232303,0.0,0.17454857864819245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279893011016822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926757849005954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401138916804213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276626936068425
lonely,LogicalCandy,2019/04/08,"Alone again I had a girlfriend and I broke up with her a while back because I wasnt ready for a relationship. A few days back I thought I was ready and I told her and I realised I didnt so when she asked me if we wanted to go out again I just said no i need more time.
I hurt her for the second time and she just wont talk to me anymore I understand why but
Ouch 
Now I feel like everyone I meet I end up hurting.",-1.5293971631205672,0.37605886170213054,1.0224468085106402,101.6841666666667,93.36170212765957,4.4099290780141835,17.407801418439718,5.985473137389443,-0.6280326241134753,319,9,84,3,12,108,59,94,0.172,0.7879999999999999,0.04,-0.775,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,16,14,9,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,7,2,23,1,8,6,2,15,0,3,0,0,13,3,0,1,12,61,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033817139263315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109844488119665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888651333922125,0.0,0.0,0.32717333647706703,0.0,0.12968650152360475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720199844003753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188427651376552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328559158034176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075695377920978,0.15198404407143562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090706965438425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554927689847682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039357588960785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774665646258032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22840696984066425,0.0,0.0,0.20236784640652136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709952175320439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688946255088379,0.2481049651021899,0.0,0.0,0.20328559158034176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147355211513428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548166558190152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196797566017385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Zendiotic,2019/04/08,"I'm ready to not exist. I don't have people who value me, no one is here. I'm not worth a cent of time. ",-3.147820512820513,-1.801316038461538,0.951538461538462,103.67679487179493,94.0,3.466666666666667,8.666666666666666,3.1291,-2.3186256410256414,77,0,23,0,3,29,22,26,0.15,0.66,0.19,0.2579,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5989842530064186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6128164139170956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154356482473185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bryant-Taylor,2019/04/08,"You know what I wish they’d invent? A hugging machine. Basically a large pillow in the shape of a human upper torso with a motorized inner skeleton. It would be really soft but it could hold you really tight, and it could be heated to mimic body heat. You could take it into bed with you and be spooned by it, or cuddle with it on the couch, or just use it to get a quick hug in the really tough days. Idk, it’d make lonely people like me feel just a little bit better.",4.376529209621991,4.494267494845367,5.9211855670103075,81.4052147766323,69.9278350515464,8.52852233676976,22.352233676975946,8.344100000000001,1.0994068728522342,365,6,75,5,6,125,66,97,0.073,0.784,0.14300000000000002,0.7991,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,1,1,3,6,0,0,9,0,9,4,1,2,0,22,16,5,0,5,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,9,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,4,11,7,1,10,0,1,0,3,6,8,0,2,3,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018766862620011,0.2491998946403664,0.2535444801238256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5467391200198285,0.0,0.0,0.14720828100790767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541469459069452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925599508715393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254452701412041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115159004701439,0.22877565381486026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236476819626765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824616771867325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43868600694459375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162248836519395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714263471727597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26248678015259225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214876503680986,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mab604,2019/04/08,"Does it ever become better? Recently, I have started to doubt that life will become better. I am not saying it shouldnt be full of ups and downs: there are good times and there are bad, which I understand. But the past few years have definitely been mostly bad for me. I have not had a date in 2 years, and god forbid any man actually look at me. My friends always get hit on, and guys to ask them out. Meanwhile, I have gained 35-40 pounds over the last 2 years, and never attract anyone. I recently graduated college, and have not been able to find a job in over 4 months. This one guy who I wasnt attracted to but he was attracted to me is constantly still making me feel bad for not wanting to date him. I feel I am lonely, and I am lost. Sorry for the long post- I truly have no where else to write and no one else to vent to. Does it ever get better? Do the lows ever stop making you paralyzingly depressed? Has anyone ever experienced changing certain aspects of their life and finding success?",2.931584392550988,4.777385557788944,4.33308306237068,84.84599172332251,75.3316582914573,6.89340821755838,23.2636712976648,7.724431198458867,1.0874496600650303,782,23,156,11,17,259,120,199,0.19,0.6829999999999999,0.127,-0.919,1,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,6,8,19,0,1,6,0,22,2,0,2,6,36,35,11,0,2,6,0,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,3,7,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,9,9,0,2,6,5,20,10,23,25,3,34,0,4,1,0,13,12,0,2,21,109,27,4,0.1098212778227533,0.0,0.107169725245227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913801007476701,0.0,0.0,0.07468223485155517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535791818511285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026680699814986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27508853923247945,0.0,0.24257794627127116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913839871082373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617635015469525,0.0,0.0,0.11867778660268502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458890566604264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922106805904457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348317132466385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973585327099689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110578756547455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007493166995939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484764682240084,0.0,0.11475416991260595,0.0,0.0,0.09211287740249066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748066224245816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898067253792314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951899907623917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514003265449222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718837499906358,0.09222221417551657,0.0,0.11988289776620112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661311144577185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765829620201555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470093972393124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488354800994141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483683621842266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517842674909904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21687052582458774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733428802798482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293592932212867,0.07773206568995966,0.0,0.08770341433117858,0.09181550573112254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403767025776913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143278232688672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477543503105446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216390685747305
lonely,leggo_my_meggo90,2019/04/08,"Friends in adulthood Hi all! Wondering if anyone has positive experiences or advice to share. 

I’d always had lots of close friends through childhood and college. I moved to a new city for grad school about 4 years ago. I have a job as well, and pretty quickly made a handful of close friends through work and school. I love my friends, but they all have families and SOs, and I’m just me and my cat. Dating has been mostly a bust. I typically spend my weekends mostly alone. If there’s a special event (concert, book reading, etc), I usually fly solo as well. Like I said: my friends are great, but they all have other things going on. I’m also a bit of an introvert, so it’s not in my wheelhouse to walk up to strangers and strike up a conversation. 

I have hobbies (weekly music meetups), volunteer weekly, and go to the gym regularly. I think I’m pretty likable. I make eye contact, smile at strangers, engage in small talk when appropriate. 

I worry that I’m getting too conditioned to my solitude. That I’m so used to do everything alone that it will just stay this way forever. And the idea of joining another group just sounds terrible. I guess I’m just not sure what I’m doing wrong? Honestly considering just leaning in to my destiny and getting another cat. ",3.7557890594254246,5.880015909090911,4.702632821723731,81.87221763085401,73.79338842975207,7.750019677292402,31.358520267611176,8.563005593585519,2.643764423455333,998,48,185,19,21,324,146,242,0.081,0.718,0.201,0.9821,1,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,1,15,17,0,0,10,0,12,3,2,3,4,38,31,21,0,2,12,0,1,1,5,1,0,3,0,0,9,12,0,0,3,5,1,4,2,2,2,0,4,5,21,15,26,26,8,29,0,0,1,1,15,11,0,8,13,116,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603472243082492,0.10525890147476846,0.0,0.0,0.2459648005358779,0.0,0.09495909191666964,0.09880406050499277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24902571588254035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302817928504573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296370901843356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243033216852945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106718953824691,0.11615387655481428,0.11194075423203632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587044641970641,0.0,0.1240771005336676,0.0,0.13496927510542284,0.0,0.0,0.13091506986555446,0.13080929447166784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340468985161145,0.0,0.0,0.11783454904525592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801205039471835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095143260102367,0.10717059725514796,0.11235792094552917,0.07926217314048338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620549246690255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468316135370728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416095499177021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877558097784105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129522103720232,0.0,0.0,0.2403494161849679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265647155189806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191429382304616,0.0,0.0,0.09544148502964396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888787008734041,0.07608600638894633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025562131673599,0.13077913126916965,0.0,0.0,0.0942530214258173,0.19049766188290812,0.0,0.2135292393011412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877220335636008,0.08644664387266976,0.1205897346920868,0.0,0.0,0.12982731897988073,0.0,0.07646688691376423
lonely,gabiande,2019/04/08,"Sad Sunday Today I woke up and walked to the grocery store near my house. On my way there, I saw friends barbequing, families hanging out, and couples walking their dog. I feel so lonely...",4.1853333333333325,6.358517628571434,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,72.71428571428572,6.9523809523809526,31.666666666666664,7.793537801064563,2.346238095238096,147,7,26,2,3,46,31,35,0.086,0.8290000000000001,0.086,0.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,1,5,1,0,10,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584343282310385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39058157616461575,0.0,0.20949132883209684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201005993732363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478066658093692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927244551129804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288658712309924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,avengethehero182,2019/04/08,"Same old, same old These posts are a dime a dozen but I'm desperate and trying EVERYTHING I can at this point to connect or at least feel like I tried. TL;DR - lonely and sad.

Maybe one day I'll post the full story (which is somehow longer than this) but just to get this out there:

I moved to a new city 7 months ago to live with my girlfriend. Was able to transfer and keep my same retail store manager job and move into an apartment we found together for her to live in until I could move. Lots of bad stuff happened and I found out some depressing stuff she had done that I dont feel like getting into but it really set the tone for me and f***ed my mental health that I had FINALLY gotten some control over.

I have no friends here. Im completely socially isolated and havent interacted with a SINGLE person that isnt my SO, beyond customer/employee interactions, in 7 months.
I took over a store that was in the shitter and has required/is requiring SO much work to turn around. I used to have 4-5 employees, and they were around my age so I had work ""friends"", now I have 2 employees who are 40+. 
I live in an apartment with super finicky neighbors so I can't play guitar (one of the biggest motivating and mood lifting things I would do before); I played through headphones for a bit but its not the same or invigorating - just frustrating and depressing that I can no longer record covers of songs or get the right tone. PLUS, I had finally cobbled together a band with an old best friend I had reconnected with before moving, and had something to work towards.
I used to enjoy video games and would play online with friends decently often - now I cant afford any games that come out (even waiting until they're used) that my ""friends"" now play and have replayed what I own over and over.

I'm BEYOND broke, my (now) fiance pays more of the bills than I do because she's working in an actual career, having just graduated college (which is why i was the one to move). I cant afford to treat myself to fast food, new games, cheap guitar stuff to try and regain interest, etc., and after budgeting (due to credit card debt from my ex of 5 years) it looks like none of that will change for a couple years at least.

My mental health has tanked, despite staying on top of seeing my psychiatrist to get a higher dose of antidepressants/my meds and regularly seeing a decent therapist (including couples therapy). 
My job has gotten more stressful and the standards are higher and harder company wide, while this new store is incredibly difficult to improve (which means the $600-$1000 bonus I used to get every 3 months, I no longer get). 
I work 6-7 days a week, and my single day off isnt consistent (which means sometimes I work 10/11 days in a row) and my store hours mean I'm not home until just late enough to have taken up my evening. 

I've gotten desperate enough to try meetup and other ""find a group"" sites, I've looked for support groups for my ADHD, bipolar, etc. and asked my therapist if he could find any around here (he embarrassingly came back and said he couldn't either) to connect with people, I've tried ""find musicians"" apps and sites, I've gone to local tabletop game stores/music stores and nobody seems to want to hold a conversation because they're all cliqued up.......and honestly? That's all probably the worst part. I force myself to go out of my comfort zone and TRY to make things better and still get nothing. 

I sit sit at home most nights nowadays staring at my phone with nothing even up. I go to work and come home and sleep (3 hours if I'm lucky thanks to insomnia) and go back. I have no interest in suicide at ALL, and have realized that im going to live like this and exist in this absence of anything worthwhile for the foreseeable future. And it's hard as hell to accept. 

Sorry this got so long. Thanks for providing a place to let this out. ",6.035948491537898,6.2510592556291416,6.22300220750552,80.32979396615158,66.37748344370861,9.360117733627668,30.28771155261221,9.150863307647796,2.3782576894775582,3058,102,597,50,45,977,350,755,0.11900000000000001,0.75,0.131,0.9328,8,2,1,0,0,1,108.0,1,0,1,15,29,43,2,2,31,0,46,7,1,7,3,119,98,55,1,8,16,1,3,4,7,3,5,2,4,1,35,58,1,5,14,13,14,14,15,12,0,4,22,10,59,30,102,69,30,107,1,5,5,0,32,47,1,13,44,381,94,18,0.05238705847263195,0.0,0.051122212145253414,0.0,0.06295906393577187,0.0,0.04643796648175238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124999238034117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043110085456312036,0.1399067662260409,0.04897482793884135,0.0,0.0,0.08056482861063438,0.04374100561575342,0.06386932921163853,0.0,0.0891550565420691,0.0,0.05497698584236282,0.046332096029892286,0.057193099722926126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991683882107315,0.0,0.0,0.0554185615879806,0.0902536244140108,0.05492683410305778,0.0,0.0587565406390544,0.08365360683330382,0.11593056756438055,0.0,0.13514127536652662,0.0,0.0902417933979383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361014921571562,0.06139724237147182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825967069134017,0.1168508361809888,0.10380347414117372,0.0,0.04413835619849734,0.0,0.04708211021817128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297694163749786,0.07485065008055497,0.0,0.11477492379516002,0.1436424671172007,0.0,0.06334663904971351,0.11487941128371147,0.20237055712119104,0.0,0.1915905309909423,0.0,0.11909109036093195,0.0,0.04189871630943125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632570279643096,0.0,0.04692851452453762,0.0,0.0,0.11136998685422576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764547308313812,0.0,0.10318140005242712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317402562962145,0.0,0.1039721441567142,0.046564024610415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909488377678294,0.0,0.0,0.05356931662006914,0.0,0.10237468238877367,0.0,0.1850349296269496,0.04636089822368795,0.08798387019837448,0.0,0.0,0.04453760373449246,0.0,0.0,0.034968768322657606,0.0,0.05262984153499814,0.17119459340742713,0.05819021214614304,0.0,0.10558766674552293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544455081349054,0.2783957625852644,0.0385105157095877,0.0,0.0,0.15178724255187484,0.0,0.049161705579899406,0.0,0.1005335909825411,0.0,0.16491421624578104,0.0,0.10649647982635506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056730079244279925,0.0,0.036318590199110455,0.045742358795259695,0.05473332608687998,0.0,0.0495227032503616,0.0,0.1003446417925926,0.0,0.05648210948596057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033560491104865635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04473826169760321,0.04983208912315313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349140605472535,0.04769121051316809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242489177974197,0.053402008855011486,0.0,0.04033011701234231,0.05181214036304962,0.05864302296846322,0.0,0.05583763401190175,0.04183637256736602,0.0,0.060009198483005136,0.0,0.17991194537170474,0.05730293920540513,0.059448213140012925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964619300366429,0.05990916694087179,0.12165082523780946,0.06960726771048241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582039495329555,0.21340424355650967,0.056982076295691214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098239380554154,0.0,0.0,0.030899244389040986,0.0,0.042021738368090575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04727117198585161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26696881746451817,0.0,0.0,0.07442852656164307,0.0,0.0,0.06747109615839061
lonely,serenitynow0,2019/04/08,"I am trapped I am an a young teen girl and am being homeschooled (have been for roughly the past 6 years). I am cripplingly lonely.

I go to dance with other people my age, and enjoy it, but I am so aware of the difference between myself and my peers. We're just so far apart, I don't know how to describe it. To look at them and see that they're just so separate from you is awful. 

I am really sociable too, but it doesn't change anything. I can genuinely say I have no friends, ha! I find it funny when people say ""I have no friends"" because you often find that's not exactly the case, but I can really say it's true for me.

I have 2 brothers who live outside my country and we have rocky relationships (I don't talk to them when they are not at home). Anyway, I told one of them about my problem and they did nothing, no advice, no help, no support and just left to do their own things. I know they have their own stuff but it hurt me really badly. The last person who I thought could help or care for me didn't.

I feel like this side of my way of schooling isn't shown enough. People should know that, at least in my case, homeschooling gives you an excellent education. But, people fail to see how incredibly tough, mentally, it is. They just see the ""you can work in your pyjamas"" and claim it's the best way to go in my experience. It is seriously not to for the weak-minded. It should not be underestimated.

All this wouldn't be so bad if I wasn't such a people person: I highly value relationships and crave them. Of course, I am not even going into the shit-show of which is my life - doesn't make things easier for me. If anyone is reading this, thank-you. Sometimes you just think what's the point? Perhaps I'll find solace in the fact that others are going through similar things. Perhaps I won't. As usual, nobody truly understands. They're just not the same.

It was nice to write this down nonetheless. I don't really know why. Quite a painful thing, really. But I'm ok. I always get through it.

I wish you luck, as I hope you do me.",2.32729700854701,4.083958759615385,3.8084935897435916,88.33928418803421,76.78846153846155,7.122222222222224,22.132478632478627,7.984000788550335,0.9499735042735038,1588,44,342,26,36,525,202,416,0.129,0.7,0.171,0.9746,0,3,0,0,0,0,65.0,1,8,10,5,20,23,0,0,16,3,44,2,0,3,4,62,69,28,0,9,21,1,2,1,2,4,2,3,1,3,31,12,0,0,11,2,0,5,21,9,0,1,7,9,59,14,37,54,7,30,0,3,4,0,38,15,0,6,9,243,90,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896105087800765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575071383290867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365572241609561,0.0,0.07491632413914602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520254631924973,0.055495776906055234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553851837602076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928190693419042,0.0,0.09630588479017953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268624799275215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511508861409383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940663477567074,0.0,0.0601295855576568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905240349957197,0.0,0.0,0.04603142964814404,0.06503739790939819,0.0,0.0,0.2496206053129782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067110369219554,0.0,0.04756347506218102,0.0873317201804346,0.20695544054546972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204139052813072,0.09618639763893458,0.09131830162676532,0.09042104263829573,0.0,0.0,0.0974578109245206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001279004437216,0.07420792958367915,0.0,0.0,0.09891279865860506,0.0,0.06430266612470431,0.044476453759595504,0.0,0.0803880148825301,0.0,0.07644879462692962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076841543405815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174465537791612,0.0,0.09192219127029938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735319136113683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061689546022314676,0.0,0.09687060120021958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690584836909071,0.3155706195932617,0.15898133080100602,0.0,0.0,0.0860601144646447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711084672631454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682986973778084,0.0910624016766523,0.0,0.2916056188787855,0.0,0.0,0.19548098056694746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171906554954432,0.0,0.09213507902549288,0.21763593736670656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344895810399104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003867797280897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421646097663136,0.0,0.10330857751612643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317270751137868,0.0,0.08381534322213542,0.0,0.0,0.24192578488499794,0.05833332422979407,0.0,0.07227381684102419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699048633449888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477352457176112,0.0,0.0,0.10026523705052254,0.0,0.0,0.14452308169163378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214742340323661,0.0,0.1046889375483049,0.0,0.0,0.06627657758542295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862533623307153
lonely,Auphese,2019/04/08,"I am basically trapped I am an a young teen girl and am being homeschooled (have been for roughly the past 6 years). I am cripplingly lonely.

I go to dance with other people my age, and enjoy it, but I am so aware of the difference between myself and my peers. We're just so far apart, I don't know how to describe it. To look at them and see that they're just so separate from you is awful. 

I am really sociable too, but it doesn't change anything. I can genuinely say I have no friends, ha! I find it funny when people say ""I have no friends"" because you often find that's not exactly the case, but I can really say it's true for me.

I have 2 brothers who live outside my country and we have rocky relationships (I don't talk to them when they are not at home). Anyway, I told one of them about my problem and they did nothing, no advice, no help, no support and just left to do their own things. I know they have their own stuff but it hurt me really badly. The last person who I thought could help or care for me didn't.

I feel like this side of my way of schooling isn't shown enough. People should know that, at least in my case, homeschooling gives you an excellent education. But, people fail to see how incredibly tough, mentally, it is. They just see the ""you can work in your pyjamas"" and claim it's the best way to go in my experience. It is seriously not to for the weak-minded. It should not be underestimated.

All this wouldn't be so bad if I wasn't such a people person: I highly value relationships and crave them. Of course, I am not even going into the shit-show of which is my life - doesn't make things easier for me. If anyone is reading this, thank-you. Sometimes you just think what's the point? Perhaps I'll find solace in the fact that others are going through similar things. Perhaps I won't. As usual, nobody truly understands. They're just not the same.

It was nice to write this down nonetheless. I don't really know why. Quite a painful thing, really. But I'm ok. I always get through it.

I wish you luck, as I hope you do me.",2.3997242206235008,4.163176736211032,3.896804556354919,87.75561450839331,76.60191846522781,7.223261390887291,22.37470023980816,8.07648339933343,1.0323808153477223,1597,45,342,27,36,529,203,417,0.128,0.701,0.171,0.9746,0,3,0,0,0,0,65.0,1,8,10,5,20,23,0,0,16,3,44,2,0,3,4,62,69,28,0,9,21,1,2,1,2,4,2,3,1,3,31,12,0,0,11,2,0,5,21,9,0,1,7,9,59,14,37,54,7,30,0,3,4,0,38,15,0,6,9,243,90,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896105087800765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575071383290867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365572241609561,0.0,0.07491632413914602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520254631924973,0.055495776906055234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553851837602076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928190693419042,0.0,0.09630588479017953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268624799275215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511508861409383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940663477567074,0.0,0.0601295855576568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905240349957197,0.0,0.0,0.04603142964814404,0.06503739790939819,0.0,0.0,0.2496206053129782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067110369219554,0.0,0.04756347506218102,0.0873317201804346,0.20695544054546972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204139052813072,0.09618639763893458,0.09131830162676532,0.09042104263829573,0.0,0.0,0.0974578109245206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001279004437216,0.07420792958367915,0.0,0.0,0.09891279865860506,0.0,0.06430266612470431,0.044476453759595504,0.0,0.0803880148825301,0.0,0.07644879462692962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076841543405815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174465537791612,0.0,0.09192219127029938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735319136113683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061689546022314676,0.0,0.09687060120021958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690584836909071,0.3155706195932617,0.15898133080100602,0.0,0.0,0.0860601144646447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711084672631454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682986973778084,0.0910624016766523,0.0,0.2916056188787855,0.0,0.0,0.19548098056694746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171906554954432,0.0,0.09213507902549288,0.21763593736670656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344895810399104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003867797280897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421646097663136,0.0,0.10330857751612643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317270751137868,0.0,0.08381534322213542,0.0,0.0,0.24192578488499794,0.05833332422979407,0.0,0.07227381684102419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699048633449888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477352457176112,0.0,0.0,0.10026523705052254,0.0,0.0,0.14452308169163378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214742340323661,0.0,0.1046889375483049,0.0,0.0,0.06627657758542295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862533623307153
lonely,Lean_Drop,2019/04/08,"I lost it all The last 5 years of my life have been so lonely. I'm 18 and right now I have no social life, no friends, no girlfriend, nothing.

In seventh grade I was a troublemaker and I'd get suspended a lot for the dumbest things like getting in small fights and being disrespectful in class. I also had really bad grades so that didn't help my case. My mom had enough and by the time I was supposed to be in eighth grade she signed me up for online school with the promise that it would only be for a year. Now, I didn't really mind this since hey I'd get sleep in and not wake up early anymore but she took it to a extreme. She didn't allow me to go out on my own or even hang out with my old friends. I think she let me once but I had to practically beg her on my hands and knees and I was only able to go with the condition that she was present at all times. Wanting to spare myself from embarrassment I never asked her again. 

A year goes by and i'm still in the online school. I didn't do so well academically and she decided i'll be staying indefinitely.  I ask for tutors and such but she claims I don't need one. My friends on occasion call and ask if I'm doing alright and how much they want me to come back. Even a girl I used to really be into calls me and asks when I'm coming back. Then another year goes by and I'm getting less and less calls. Soon by the time i'm in 10th grade I get no calls. My friends moved on and the loneliness gets to me and I just stop caring about school and my life in general. I eventually fail 11th grade and get held back. 

By some miracle the teachers at my online school offer me a second chance and let me take credit recovery courses alongside 12th grade courses.  Here I am now nearing the end of the school year and I have great grades now and have a real shot at graduating but I'm still lonely and have been recently plagued by dreams of my years in middle school surrounded by old friends and its driving me crazy. I figure if I go to college I might make new friends but I haven't spoke to someone my age in so long that I feel like i'm now socially inept. Am I going to stay lonely for the rest of my life?",2.421228070175438,3.732277614035092,3.8671052631578964,89.89807017543863,75.49122807017544,7.084210526315792,23.41228070175439,7.695328111545312,0.858875438596491,1696,49,384,23,36,561,209,456,0.109,0.763,0.128,0.9443,0,6,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,26,22,1,1,20,1,33,8,4,4,3,67,71,40,0,6,10,1,2,2,7,2,4,1,0,1,10,32,0,2,4,1,1,10,12,8,1,2,17,3,58,14,56,45,10,74,0,5,0,0,34,27,0,7,37,253,68,20,0.06968846197916102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572983786698723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307442863408506,0.0,0.0,0.06911222843498822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26059721879860137,0.0,0.0,0.16075837694980274,0.058186954863597935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28463884527149025,0.0,0.07105203148027754,0.0,0.0,0.12006087871383544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172329268215699,0.07200681012459711,0.0,0.0920571437793954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035236580280659534,0.04978545116232574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230467971323731,0.0,0.2548654156924028,0.0,0.15842223565597496,0.0,0.0,0.07683177535390791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046710707094898885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568053977081346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425223478228924,0.1968920865141929,0.06809252484567213,0.0,0.0,0.06167209588354872,0.0,0.0,0.07607318844363907,0.059246638291699134,0.0,0.0,0.046517589510865764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392844538356202,0.07036548065155827,0.08161828441245704,0.0,0.07406780636946124,0.05122903801188846,0.05167311153825245,0.05374803803573523,0.0673055508357666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686795877721816,0.0,0.14625263597205948,0.07421593762244948,0.04722270538865124,0.10600243123503597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932072647823442,0.13393263965671362,0.0,0.06880894892572531,0.0,0.0,0.05951356575891634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231706640739873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05764701588985757,0.0,0.06973879015296867,0.1420772218255956,0.059046807687336285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855725624975047,0.11130659151362828,0.05826267465734317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239705057222665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629791756536019,0.044653552539482264,0.0,0.0,0.12190770779944413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742644542990301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060188456067847326,0.0,0.0,0.08220812088219939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265829656709644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049504683930342575,0.0,0.0,0.2692625081316248
lonely,bellehouseofann,2019/04/08,"Best friend abandoned me after her boyfriend came back I've known this girl since we were 12 (we're now 23) and we've been best friends on and off but last year we got really close again. I was her support system cause she had no family near her except her boyfriend. 

Late last year he had to go away for a few months and could have no contact with her and she was distraught. I was so worried about her because I felt like she placed too much of her happiness in this guy. So I tried cheering her up. The first weekend she was alone (her and her bf live together) I went over and spent two days with her. Told her she could come over to my house but she never came. 

We would text literally everyday. Meet up and run stupid errands. I'd leave my house on a wim to go places with her and I was anxiety so it wasn't easy for me but I knew she wasn't feeling the best.

Her boyfriend came back in January and its almost been radio silence since then. I used to try to message her but when I did I would get boring replies back so I assumed she didn't wanna talk and just left her alone. 

It's been weeks and not a peep from her. I see her on histogram and Twitter but she doesn't even interact with my posts. I'm wondering if I should just give up on our friendship cause obviously I'm more invested. She knows I'm not exactly mentally stable (depression and anxiety) and she just hasn't contacted me at all.

I just feel like if I wasn't in her life it wouldn't make much if a difference (clearly cause that's what's happening now). That's how I feel with most of my friendships actually. Very disposable. ",1.4894814947255457,3.713737924012161,2.5661943500804583,93.8990966386555,81.61398176291794,6.42377972465582,22.442428035043807,7.618777277803332,0.8408390130520296,1263,42,281,21,34,401,172,329,0.113,0.764,0.12300000000000001,0.8216,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,4,0,0,4,19,15,1,1,6,0,25,1,0,6,5,72,52,29,0,10,15,0,4,2,3,4,1,0,0,2,9,27,0,1,9,2,2,8,12,5,0,2,25,5,57,10,35,21,9,51,0,2,1,0,48,20,0,7,23,189,66,0,0.0,0.0,0.09366412218787604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611163205567856,0.19881582526465547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685120670977253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017780157185946,0.22141160273712007,0.0,0.05850944632774496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30218006440112416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293318819911046,0.0,0.29579839426423193,0.0,0.08267958437512052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532668740865238,0.0,0.0,0.06190014280187507,0.0,0.08266874621213302,0.0,0.0,0.10028026423786864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339489155816103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904828389464774,0.0,0.14559342778172282,0.06856922011773697,0.09215731521384253,0.0,0.0,0.0816418355133464,0.0,0.0,0.14831017511974154,0.0,0.05014638494065425,0.09207422401269688,0.10909702427743433,0.0,0.07676519303920804,0.0,0.0,0.09503679922275914,0.08487614492963627,0.1021741173564448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149958456689234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274893560602889,0.15647550552970474,0.10827134003943628,0.10163057556570697,0.10428420695938093,0.0,0.06779458910401845,0.09378344909021513,0.0,0.08475344439497623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406841276012815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672680137046497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766115369565369,0.0,0.14111492823089228,0.0,0.07402686859163657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005605284757373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192376850844762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148822219586054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648484807472727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879381744655333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089186963110332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714631349409312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917144596394945,0.0,0.130330309175559,0.0,0.09376000255252917,0.0,0.0,0.08289721989676488,0.0,0.07919480952257123,0.0,0.0,0.07699058925448392,0.0,0.0,0.08897583459763403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040878687749807,0.0,0.09747389695199876,0.0,0.1363650419963406,0.0,0.0,0.12361790950621444
lonely,BettyD2015,2019/04/08,"I am at my wits end So I don’t even know where to start, so much has happened to me in the last few months & I just feel like I’m living in a total shit storm.

In June last year I finally escaped from an abusive & extremely violent relationship.  It went to court & I was granted an injunction against him.

He constantly broke the injunction by emailing me & ringing me. I even had an email from his mum & sister saying I should take him back and I deserved what he did because j had been out drinking with my work mates for my leaving do.  (It was a Friday when everything culminated & I was due to start a new job on the Monday)

I should also point out that he is Albanian & I’m English so his attitude towards women is that we are second class citizens,

Anyway, I allowed him to see the children every Sunday but then in turned out that he was now abusing my son.  I only found out in January & I immediately cut contact.

The day I went to see my solicitor I prolapsed a disc in my spine and by the time I got to the office I couldn’t walk. I don’t even know how it happened!  After seeing my doctor and being pumped full of drugs which weren’t working my mum thankfully paid for me to go private.

The MRI showed a very nasty slipped disc out first attempt to fix it was to have a spinal nerve block injection.  This didn’t work so then I had to have surgery to remove the protruding disc.

Bear in mind that while I’m in & out of hospital I’m also having to deal with police, solicitors & social services to keep my children & I safe.

I had my first surgery on Friday 29th March and for a few days it was great but then on Wednesday the disc went again!

I had a second round of surgery this Friday and while I was in hospital I had an email from my ex!  I came home today and the first thing I had to do was report it to the police.  It might only be “just an email” but I can’t describe the fear & stress it caused me when I saw it in my inbox.

I went to bed this afternoon & when I woke up I went downstairs to get a drink being extremely careful and guess what happened. MY DISC HAS GONE AGAIN!

I’m now laid in bed in agony and don’t know how much more I can take.  I need to get better for my children (who have been staying with my mum while I’m recovering ) and I also feel like a sitting duck.  My ex will have received a letter stating that he is not allowed contact with the children and I’m petrified of how he’s going to react.

I’m sorry for ranting, there’s so much more to be said but everything is all interlinked & tangled timewise.  

I’m just so lonely right now and I’m scared.  I don’t know what the prognosis is going to be for my back long term, or even short term, and I don’t know if my ex is going to do something stupid.

It’s 1.30am here at the moment so I have nobody I can call l, they will all be sleeping 😕",2.697056856187292,3.928446264214045,4.200401337792645,88.10220735785956,74.65217391304348,7.072909698996657,25.374581939799327,7.586124646067393,1.1520448160535115,2238,74,486,28,46,746,256,598,0.098,0.858,0.044000000000000004,-0.9864,5,2,4,0,0,0,66.0,1,0,1,8,34,16,4,3,32,0,59,9,4,7,3,62,111,40,0,5,10,8,3,2,1,5,3,3,3,6,24,24,2,3,8,3,1,14,10,9,0,5,33,10,68,7,69,66,13,92,0,2,5,0,43,30,1,4,47,327,92,8,0.0,0.12113386299470333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263807057747915,0.0,0.7754145369978007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861377089851766,0.0,0.031161295199621342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04521006058543632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219759009349794,0.05846581841324128,0.052118603994200666,0.052512666254547605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524081788811373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593426339887525,0.052700813999671435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052321836758004385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015311962096432,0.059281101709957075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04527571951848319,0.0,0.0,0.1350528541272543,0.0,0.04306944707591448,0.0,0.09188382300167923,0.0,0.0,0.05752239888275922,0.05169398637862509,0.07303797399577848,0.0,0.05599769601530893,0.0,0.1304438255740559,0.0,0.056048674560341565,0.0,0.0,0.05341449637299273,0.0,0.11620703295896025,0.0,0.04088404508138975,0.056358203846053785,0.05631266813181799,0.0,0.13561146653531372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051275911659670936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05072711294444858,0.04543637249608592,0.0,0.0,0.14046664744337492,0.08333661870611378,0.0,0.054126992567500455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04994772511721846,0.0,0.045138473626679686,0.045238165269620136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542285320852829,0.05161500022639225,0.0,0.040802210047017486,0.0,0.11273369203609312,0.03790363739505314,0.0,0.04937045820561187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775567595832725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04832340010818709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488201878559019,0.0,0.043654824520151285,0.04862529350934379,0.04065139432110736,0.05117842461890466,0.0,0.12220421207564475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247229126109917,0.0,0.0,0.05115530564423262,0.05210875964172711,0.0,0.03935343292842541,0.0,0.05722285086361804,0.07236371704877761,0.05448540068199816,0.0,0.0,0.058555941379163236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686933286336821,0.0,0.0,0.04706294420968032,0.0,0.0,0.033960785934951686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029807543449824232,0.0,0.048454255234197816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560212773344162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04217802410891038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369362916202129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164438705612356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03291856624745205
lonely,sunbearbb,2019/04/08,Imagining a new friend while listening to Animal Crossing music I’ve become so engulfed with school and work that I have had no time to make lasting relationships. My friends have drifted off to their own cliques and groups and I’m left wondering where my new friends are or how I’ll come across them in the future. I’m only 20 so I can’t give up on finding new friends now   but being lonely seems so endless at times like this.  ,4.770392156862744,5.9759597058823575,4.92794117647059,84.964068627451,69.58823529411765,8.019607843137255,30.637254901960784,8.344100000000001,2.1521372549019597,345,14,68,5,6,108,67,85,0.055999999999999994,0.8109999999999999,0.133,0.6858,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,1,6,6,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,13,14,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,1,6,5,10,12,1,20,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,3,10,40,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886633598304504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510903206731275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645750641260013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5564674249978228,0.0,0.0,0.1727336182552928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677604143991904,0.0,0.0,0.19563986108092135,0.0,0.0,0.08797008428536966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120193994254075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5217202616570571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694664475043186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933211495414138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223419320527945,0.0,0.16392333380170832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099933162895473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527152558467603,0.13108860134959924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lacerda1468,2019/04/08,"Feeling lonely lately Hello. I don't really know how to say this but I don't trust most people around me and I always think I'm a second choice and I feel a bit down. So I guess I just wanted to get some good old compromise-less online relationship so if any of you wanna talk, be my guest.
If it helps here are some os my interests:
I have a tremendous passion for playing bass
I love reading horror books and watching horror things in general
Apart from horror I do love to read literature
I like to write about feelings and situations sometimes
My favorite band are Alt-j
I love videogames

Thank you for reading! 
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lonely,smashfag69,2019/07/29,I need advice I've been dealing with depression for years now and I'm stuck.  I've pushed all of my friends away and I don't have anyone trustworthy to talk to.  I'm sad because I'm alone and alone because I'm sad.  No therapy has helped and I have never even had a girlfriend.  I just want someone to hold me but I don't want anyone to worry about me because I'll feel guilty. Please help.,1.1788253012048209,3.0957745180722926,2.6731174698795184,94.37666415662649,80.92771084337348,5.595783132530121,22.423192771084338,6.6274283507984215,0.4033144578313253,307,10,69,3,8,100,52,83,0.256,0.615,0.129,-0.8365,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,2,14,16,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,1,8,1,9,13,1,5,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873246774408376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212634870378329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844044371537529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107440312157445,0.0,0.0,0.3719204950390922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096672887114044,0.17516374389217135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432508726418696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283084021015468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571244679616582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726315220785085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079753578323354,0.1568527895397276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324105100063604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231617818341147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346246578396995,0.0,0.0,0.2325732585687721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23990779113870064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065338293393148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096470451885334
lonely,elyc27,2019/07/29,"i lost my best friends, two in row I lost a friend who i used to talk day and night,
Why? Well, ive always tried not to be a brat and i never boast about our wealth, but my friends (my ex-bestie included), hate it when i travel to foreign countries,,or even once they made a cm on how my dad’s car is ‘made in asia’, (tryin to mock its price)
I even sometimes say things like ‘wow that was freaking expensive!’ , but it seems like its not working at all. They still hate the fact.
these made me distance myself from them and i was feeling lonely for a while,
so i tried to make new friends, and then my old besties seem to already hate it because they became lonely, and made me feel bad about leaving them.(even tho i didn’t completely leave her, i just stopped calling her or inviting her to come over, and so one,, but still we were together in a group of ppl)
and again i lost my new best friend, because the one developed a crush on me, and thought the feeling is mutual but later found out i had a crush on sb else, so started avoiding me.
Now, im spending time w someone else, its so crazy i think i just let go of  thinking about having a bestie for a while and focus on the senior year.
its so hurtful tho :)",3.27953216374269,4.324578574898787,3.615917678812416,93.57900922177241,72.96761133603239,6.460548807917229,26.677687809266768,6.42735559955562,0.7895579847053527,936,32,210,6,18,290,145,247,0.21100000000000002,0.632,0.157,-0.9573,0,6,0,0,0,0,37.0,2,0,4,6,21,25,4,1,13,0,11,0,0,7,3,42,35,26,0,0,9,1,3,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,11,12,0,2,9,1,3,4,4,13,1,3,14,4,35,12,25,19,3,34,0,6,0,0,20,10,0,3,22,138,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578782991472067,0.0,0.07976616716267615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800420741693912,0.1168750812639308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120579837877045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978874200330584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257797457679915,0.10051112605384184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618240700800091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016341846497964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899509455552145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541449946531165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510945312143401,0.3703197700823226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054481474267650966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839362769672299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026239311046146,0.0,0.10354910256375356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20301135156203864,0.0,0.09802699214951094,0.0,0.09366819310023934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139392225962925,0.0,0.0,0.3628336996833829,0.0639896753239336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393589262405273,0.18517126062489545,0.0,0.0899614635952238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059268751377913,0.10209157014063568,0.12991926785164684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623455611096122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454118191321322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812248891775621,0.0,0.0948115189267738,0.0,0.06785272608581071,0.0,0.15311353677746098,0.08014623444657458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705150385741416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368749422172076,0.12285100578542428,0.0,0.07610496408446069,0.055898816795950906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017013860224785,0.0,0.09364477537738096,0.0,0.0,0.08279534263336577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619285942885528,0.0,0.08650195853757145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978981846045959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173299409759129
lonely,4Stars4You,2019/07/29,"I need a lil help (Throwaway cause this person knows my OG account) 

Ok so I'm talking to a person and they're amazing to talk to and they really help with my loneliness. This person is amazing, honestly. But until this point it's all been anonymous. We've never seen each others' faces. But now we have and this person is *waaaay* out of my league in like every way and I feel bad for talking to this person now because I'm wayy to ugly and a disappointment to feel like I even deserve to be talking to this person. How do I overcome this feeling. How do I stop feeling so inadequate?",1.2665201465201434,3.7762006153846137,3.1000549450549464,87.7217307692308,85.58119658119658,5.052258852258851,22.88705738705739,6.5431188927421005,0.7742800976800983,460,17,88,5,14,153,69,117,0.13699999999999998,0.664,0.2,0.7474,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,0,7,8,0,0,3,1,7,1,1,3,2,23,16,12,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,9,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,10,6,14,13,2,9,0,1,1,0,14,3,0,0,7,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525053887291968,0.08414272266344718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179637542884455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116850548845794,0.0,0.11629749397004285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27917149985970563,0.09860973285060264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503921287656566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585850384958151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348704396041689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234860999316152,0.1064584039756302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7231427023122835,0.0,0.0,0.1304843854342546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842651489664362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540051659649952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437779721571338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956298171869544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JustMeAnni,2019/07/29,"I'm lonely and depressed. Hi. Hey!
My names ""Jay"", I'm 18 years old and from Germany 🇩🇪
I'm very lonely and also very depressed and I would like to meet a guy who can handle my depression and who loves me as much as I love him! q.q
I like South Park and Famliy Guy, I live for music 🎶, I would like to sleep one year, people say I'm cute, to be honest, they're not lying, I am cute.
If you want to know more about me... you... could text me >~<
So... Bye q.q",-0.4452941176470589,1.1285680000000011,1.8076078431372584,100.27023529411764,84.68627450980392,4.472156862745098,15.101960784313723,4.935628992294339,-1.1973050980392157,344,5,89,1,10,116,67,102,0.129,0.624,0.247,0.9195,0,4,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,0,3,13,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,0,14,14,11,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,14,8,9,10,2,4,0,5,0,2,15,1,0,1,7,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767063105539388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147434082900573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771360095246197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656801489225486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148299808954027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27064315541653344,0.0,0.16305606050246593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33332142099966705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357445968106366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937671081966524,0.0,0.1251287814891693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280183423272513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684715009978197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479097634391356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047237488735991,0.10891584789396737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623509486476353,0.0,0.0,0.2378269045644645
lonely,ninja_cactus,2019/07/29,"40th birthday coming up I'm originally from another state, moved here about 10 years a go. Had some good friends when I first moved here but I've either lost touch or they've moved away. Last time I caught up with someone not my wife or family was 4 months ago, drinks with a group of people almost a year a go. I've been trying to make friends with online apps and through my wife's friends but it's just not working.

My wife asked if I wanted to go back home for my upcoming 40th, as she knows I haven't got many friends left here. But I haven't been back home for 2 years and feel weird going there just to celebrate a birthday and honestly not sure too many would show up. 

To be honest I've been quite lovely for a while, but this has made it feel more real. My phone contact expires in a month, and apart from my wife, my parents, advertising and work looking for staff no one else contracts me. My phone is purely used for Reddit, music, audio books, and podcasts",3.9534183673469374,5.03523730102041,4.138367346938779,90.3280612244898,71.39795918367345,7.028571428571429,24.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.8103918367346932,765,21,164,7,14,237,122,196,0.05,0.777,0.17300000000000001,0.9824,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,11,11,0,0,7,0,11,2,0,4,2,37,30,16,0,3,13,5,3,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,3,10,1,0,3,3,0,9,6,2,0,2,9,5,15,9,23,19,3,31,0,1,1,1,16,7,0,5,14,92,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624331498646168,0.0,0.12001644052062975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567734035576988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204728512732533,0.0,0.1126067524517786,0.1843206133126725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324358465454617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741126409992428,0.0,0.0,0.10012261464146208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298765847890956,0.0,0.12120353934153767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019477277235941,0.0,0.0,0.3703955271626457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27246309827691245,0.1005278256431151,0.09585817062296402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404466132906283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658686087966962,0.09769698422903704,0.0,0.0,0.13022169173582476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064715084893952,0.0,0.13083476907981376,0.0,0.10817288953177304,0.11340872666338148,0.08000345727999499,0.24302623244330754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133259464393815,0.3821574147549922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121615356540075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308365262485375,0.0,0.0,0.08309165346214152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274794527989669,0.0,0.13642006000197598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155188190115592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129609506040636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988781516546401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137297986024368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351535030954488,0.0,0.0,0.07069297824999549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451023876946145,0.0,0.0,0.08514082323753464,0.0,0.0,0.23154608603892615
lonely,l1b3c3p4o5d6a7g8l9,2019/07/29,"Sick of reaching out everytime.... I really feel that if I don't reach out and speak to people they all completely forget that I even exist.


Today has been another day that not a single person has spoken to me. 

I am a happy person with my life in order, so it's not as if I am a constant Debbie Downer that no one wants to speak to.

I am tired of it. Why am I not important?",2.1337916666666668,3.074115462500004,4.949999999999998,83.32166666666669,75.625,7.833333333333335,20.833333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.0430833333333345,287,6,61,5,6,104,54,80,0.168,0.762,0.07,-0.6965,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,8,3,0,0,1,13,10,5,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,10,1,11,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28137412204998336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813456200535979,0.2899763304204617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305478521432205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723366773800833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356789512534034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28564909761479385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895339416847636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183169568238014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603067964684344,0.4686020051263084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719031750762427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084132288471001,0.25435154045922304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827176668349854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421318725209269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Iamjustaloser4,2019/07/29,"My problem. I know what my problem is and I know what I should be doing to fix it.  
I’m lonely, because I push people away.   I push people away because I don’t think I deserve their friendship and love.   I have had self esteem issues my whole life and when people try to tell me I have worth, I feeling icky inside.   
I know I have depression and I know I should be talking to someone, but I don’t.   The thought of telling another person all the black and ugly thoughts I have makes me cringe.
So here I am.   Lonely even though I have a wife that loves me.
This is just a mental purge.  I just needed to get it out.   Thank you for letting me vent.",0.2205357142857132,2.4792705413533858,1.8473637218045087,96.62337640977444,87.94736842105263,3.926503759398496,19.59069548872181,5.148860815047168,-0.3867289473684217,494,15,108,2,16,160,78,133,0.124,0.755,0.121,-0.0889,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,9,8,0,0,4,0,17,3,0,1,1,24,32,9,0,5,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,8,0,1,2,2,5,0,0,3,2,28,3,9,24,2,6,0,3,1,2,10,3,0,0,1,79,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322580787760893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925002723543335,0.0,0.0,0.1897809514964623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407196871489216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028136787735908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870768736291042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132728341707436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624713112955576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421923746692755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917555428653854,0.10994909740216813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809831467517745,0.0,0.1039059937977867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687128789827035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542184501524642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237505398948802,0.13591857755529804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978961697458213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239003986064926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318924152745782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511570095315275,0.27211194585583554,0.14331320754033655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974230827529898,0.15293771350707336,0.2471574323860671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568468698889748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737917331286035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AromaticWallaby,2019/07/29,So lonely So lonely can't stop crying. I just want friends. Like fellow girlfriends to do girly stuff with.,2.1563333333333325,5.0444633,1.7600000000000016,94.31833333333331,91.0,2.666666666666667,16.666666666666668,3.1291,-0.9158333333333328,86,2,15,0,3,25,18,20,0.198,0.39,0.41200000000000003,0.6149,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236949558250686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683411194860591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329192895852462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985900308817003,0.0,0.0,0.5457724706419191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812035118012948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Iutfam,2019/07/29,Giving each other a good night kiss and then cuddling to sleep sounds like the ultimate dream. I wanna be the big spoon.,3.979130434782608,6.168375826086957,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,73.34782608695652,6.339130434782609,20.195652173913047,7.1686216300943375,0.4577999999999998,96,2,18,1,2,29,22,23,0.0,0.5589999999999999,0.441,0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957377655330914,0.0,0.43344643613737016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25247021082446763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849584245883309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5171483093766461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CrimsomIvar,2019/07/29,"Wtf is wrong with me I'm a introvert black 20 year old dude who uses dating apps like tinder to come out of my shell because I'm afraid to talk to people physically everytime I do I always go choke. I'm barely into any relationships and my last two was meaningful yet came to a crash, I asked my friends around if I could join their beach trips and other shit yet I'm left on seen. My social life is trassssssssh bruh and I'm using humor to cope with it 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂.",0.6629411764705893,2.5120623529411823,2.9644705882352973,91.97611764705884,82.33333333333333,6.04078431372549,18.04313725490196,7.1686216300943375,0.07122431372549087,368,8,85,5,10,126,71,102,0.161,0.722,0.11699999999999999,-0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,1,2,0,5,2,1,2,0,15,17,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,3,0,1,3,2,10,3,12,13,0,15,0,0,2,0,7,5,1,1,7,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420655461404628,0.0,0.0,0.15054653103162385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970758416435913,0.20696115768561188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349516769181007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532006512152921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069995118075744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675454966802245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103825187741867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258158066523439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045489398032266,0.0,0.0,0.2405308798584409,0.0,0.15636780143691892,0.10815547331445448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323019024906972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534775677518193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376801227394457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22724420317119495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256698398036669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793749603712278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625686733441501,0.0,0.0,0.38240385233698826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420451447221052,0.0,0.14256197274133925
lonely,randomperson055,2019/07/29,"I think I'm getting set up for a pity hangout I guess I'm gonna need to give a little context to this so bear with me. Earlier this summer my dog passed away and right after my girlfriend decided it was time for us to break up, and that was really rough so I kinda isolated myself for a bit. I started to disconnect from my friends and I was (and still am) struggling a lot with depression and anxiety. After a while I went to a party because I wanted to be social again, but I fucked up and ended up getting far too drunk and some friends had to carry me home. I say friends, but they're not really close friends where I talk to them often or anything now that school is done. Obviously I felt really bad that they had to carry me home and I made the party end by being that guy, so I only got more isolated. Fast forward a few weeks, some of them are telling me not to feel guilty and that I should come hang out with them sometime. It feels like they're doing this just because they know I've been really disconnected and they feel bad, not because they actually enjoy seeing me. It feels horrible thinking they're just taking pity on me and I just wish to god I could've spent the rest of the summer with my girl. How am I supposed to know if they actually want to see me? I don't want to hang out if it's just gonna be me tagging along or whatever but I also don't want to miss my chance at making this summer a little less fucking awful. Does anyone else ever get the feeling the few friends they have don't even like you?",3.678488672211072,4.4966732712933775,4.956359334671639,85.19210711213078,71.80757097791799,7.908746773731,26.08101519931173,8.150884317080207,1.4656195583596217,1205,37,254,17,22,401,164,317,0.124,0.716,0.16,0.8461,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,9,0,17,17,2,1,13,1,20,3,0,3,2,63,58,24,0,9,14,0,7,2,6,3,0,1,2,2,13,20,1,0,11,2,1,6,6,9,0,0,12,10,44,8,38,40,9,39,0,4,2,2,24,16,2,10,19,175,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.19537374261638224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005297486918063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657913508512551,0.0,0.0,0.06999490639161009,0.10256817560739044,0.0823769002423125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405081787171332,0.0,0.1671649878661873,0.18306704702577475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928742591333204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623056224737227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992474095186147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621925859974024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760151234844628,0.10244094548116654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362388213367886,0.0,0.17732451365536026,0.0,0.0,0.06611761759552813,0.09054962061167353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530774521914105,0.07151417666530416,0.09611534898437704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866997483187009,0.18508870512807216,0.15690031586831407,0.09602868912696788,0.0,0.0,0.08006215569209953,0.0,0.1102756244992842,0.09911850299086856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082455218794454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002886406930314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978113231418294,0.2006606170772888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510467332721898,0.0,0.09472063854295212,0.0668200656347883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422570130666911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613345281915072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565162373088033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854881005655331,0.0,0.07960656179588567,0.0,0.1013103926402431,0.15953954057062755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020432205045483,0.0,0.0,0.09900522053831157,0.0,0.07085398679710746,0.0,0.0799430261620492,0.0,0.0,0.10465022946937798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526560157395276,0.08045964476218978,0.08749513583153948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828494953796846,0.0,0.0,0.05837133237985676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041254921678055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361752657788969,0.0,0.08029723237419177,0.0,0.0,0.09279722801910853,0.0,0.0,0.1151144328554172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OldAsparagus5,2019/07/29,"This is the most difficult time in my life and i’ve never felt so alone and isolated. My dad died, my family is running out of money, i don’t have a job, i just graduated, all my friends are leaving, my ex is moving on, and i feel like i pushed my friends away.

I’m just going through a very shitty time right now and it’s hard for me to get through it and see the end.

I’ve been going to therapy, i’m on antidepressants, ive been meditating, i’ve been journaling and everything.

i’m doing my best and the best just doesn’t feel like it’s enough. i just want someone to tell me that i’m enough. but i just can’t reach what people want me to be.

I don't really know what I need. I just want to feel better about this.",0.958543956043954,2.538010660256411,3.2031501831501856,91.94423076923078,80.21794871794873,7.021245421245422,20.75824175824176,7.957251820313856,0.6667395604395598,557,15,134,10,14,191,85,156,0.078,0.774,0.14800000000000002,0.8135,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,10,8,0,0,5,0,15,1,0,0,2,27,32,9,1,4,7,2,5,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,5,0,1,5,5,1,0,0,4,6,20,7,15,27,6,16,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,7,85,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610754453395052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461194502861041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32642464204472577,0.13754789963481062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140884178473408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774766155098395,0.3213947046372105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397744959931434,0.0,0.14661371708701265,0.0,0.23591206773634224,0.22221204277566198,0.14932695191243195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403141447517284,0.0,0.08125461115311018,0.0,0.17677518122423388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393185104698761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433307873722193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854716497805516,0.0,0.0,0.1646769335143735,0.0,0.0,0.10985084931747484,0.15196185522528144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529687060187825,0.0,0.1153187066041776,0.11994931298466074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782041452133016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963233822205614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328162215205554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239320959381522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177455912575597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359343963159484,0.0,0.17785467931931387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137401019619148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832317744771807,0.2751953740625001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pinkkiskaa,2019/07/29,"My mom is sick I’m 20 [f] she’s 82 can barely see, walk, eat, or sleep. She still has so much fire burning in her. She’s a Jew from Brooklyn raised her and her younger sister in the 40’s-50’s and worked hard. Got married once had 3 kids but that marriage didn’t last when she met my dad she fell in love he was 18 years older but they were crazy for each other like something out of movie really gets you sentimental. She had another kid and raised them all until she was in her 60’s she adopted me and my 3 brothers what can I say she was destined to be my mom. She raised us hard and tough but in a weird way like a secret language so we all knew she still really loved us. My dad passed when I was 7. It really devastated her she was never the same. The bills piled up we lived off social security, church food drives, and luck. She’s 82 now and she still has random people living with her because she’ll never turn a stranger with a sad story down no matter what. She’s feed everyone in the world if she could every night. She still wakes up and drink her coffee before cleaning the whole house to tip top shape. Her fire is still there. I’m living two hours away considering leaving my current relationship that’s in decline to be with her. I have no money and no car but I hope I can make it happen. She’s the only person in the world that matters to me. I hope I can make it to her in time.",1.0234015927189972,3.1038333481228726,2.5159283276450535,94.42012684869171,82.41296928327645,5.271854379977248,18.299089874857792,6.42735559955562,-0.2204092377701934,1093,25,246,10,30,355,165,293,0.11199999999999999,0.76,0.128,0.8418,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,4,1,2,2,11,11,0,0,12,0,22,9,2,2,4,38,37,20,0,4,6,6,4,2,0,1,1,1,1,3,9,16,4,1,2,1,2,5,6,3,0,1,12,6,51,8,27,21,6,43,2,1,1,2,54,19,0,6,20,158,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152520656078966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326571826492928,0.0,0.0,0.06700118981613498,0.0,0.09352681388980212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775559817874477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076716826982828,0.0,0.11246717180090024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260539975387133,0.10502539854450982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290573862518756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574243590886368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790647652485578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719460795163401,0.0,0.19691869936688366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183343590787808,0.10824094531350527,0.12682341605686992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959275557697365,0.0,0.1163806857179574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739466989496486,0.0,0.2911622979819387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839931249371456,0.0,0.14673390893204424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25745465399426426,0.0,0.0,0.08079779151665648,0.0,0.16954145305765314,0.0,0.0,0.10314474280226373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705243916234152,0.0,0.0835928476462858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619897643583197,0.095970710890775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112368671406116,0.0,0.0,0.1180040988216272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740624450142123,0.0,0.0,0.08758544381376232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999113873845913,0.11204119961872244,0.0,0.08461544401999081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388783746759381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409043218006652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955243485818184,0.10736782045405192,0.0,0.2644206326827017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724284052844195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227125568504877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001707161757379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077957098674609
lonely,mclovin_35,2019/07/29,"International freshman Student Athlete in the USA So basically I’m from Australia and I’ve moved to America because I had been given the opportunity to play college sports here. Honestly the best thing that has ever happened to me although I didn’t know what to expect when I moved here. I am a freshman so everything is freaking super new to me anyways I haven’t been here long - for about 3 days?
I am staying in a room by myself and next door are the other freshmen girls but they are all sharing rooms together ( this is because I had to come way later than all the freshmen girls because Im an international student)
Everyone has been super welcoming and nice although I honestly feel like Im alone. Every freshman has either another friend or doing something else  while Im sorta just hanging for someone to be free or wanting to hang out with me.
I just feel really isolated and lonely - i feel like no one really gets me because I’m from someplace else? Or maybe because they all know each other? 
I just feel anxious all the time because I don’t know whats going on
I know it hasnt been long to judge so quickly but I honestly hope I made the right decision on moving here. I want to hang out with the girls but they seem to already be set on who they want to be around",4.284555137844613,5.791138662698415,5.503266499582292,79.23003759398499,71.10317460317461,8.003675856307437,31.517126148705092,8.532816995589336,2.575973015873016,1021,46,188,17,19,340,134,252,0.062,0.726,0.212,0.9912,0,3,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,4,16,18,0,0,11,0,23,0,0,1,5,43,44,17,0,5,10,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,9,11,0,0,10,2,1,8,5,2,0,1,9,4,25,17,29,32,7,33,0,1,0,0,11,11,0,6,13,133,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154823159958897,0.12304509248018293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691943867576025,0.0,0.1259653817687706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992603091236239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078230509409888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170143394047437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604899284558004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190948549212534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862910190411546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085983015338217,0.09394513929497132,0.10654482051799992,0.10021069617671616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22551479439670385,0.15931392452662949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614607255627015,0.0,0.05825512797142169,0.0,0.06336908550940021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860074042123734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074652142882672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613234786497127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451140593861045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894836855772186,0.0,0.0,0.19735130243081545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550577076885546,0.0,0.0,0.1120186209890162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35552654354753005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768920634173912,0.11858350974448993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555655665046898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286191345574326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522199259290268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150711989944716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944751774244969,0.08583959138550744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188461636758535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407689166759518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501764038202923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730008556616627,0.08850499892789261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,spilledink2018,2019/07/29,"Happiest I've Been In Years, But Missing A Connection I got out of a 9 year relationship about 8 months ago. Truthfully, I should have ended things with my ex years ago. I was absolutely miserable for the last couple of years. But I'd somehow convinced myself it was better to be with somebody and miserable than alone.

Once I got out though, I felt a happiness and freedom I haven't felt in so long. I'm getting to do all the things I never got to do while I was in that relationship and have started doing things for myself again. And I've not been this happy in literally years. 

But I'm missing having an emotional and intimate connection with somebody. Honestly, I miss the physical connection as well. Like a lot. My libido took a nosedive over those last couple of years and I had zero sexual desire. But now that I'm single again, I feel like I've got the libido a 15 year old boy again. But more than anything, even though I'm not looking to jump straight into a relationship right now, I miss having that intimate, emotional connect that comes with getting to know somebody on a deep level. 

I can be a bit of an introvert so meeting new people is sometimes -- okay most of the time -- difficult. I'm not the spot a woman across the bookstore, walk right up, and introduce myself kind of person. But once the ice is broken, things are great. 

It's just meeting somebody who can help me break the ice that's the problem. This is the problem with being me -- well, one of them anyway. I wish I could be that person. I'm happy as hell and I'm just wishing I had somebody in my life to share that with.",3.0948095238095235,5.1632843301587314,4.418452380952381,83.42196428571431,75.53968253968254,7.420634920634921,26.170634920634928,8.306716005460428,1.8522539682539685,1264,47,241,23,28,417,151,315,0.095,0.713,0.192,0.9843,0,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,1,17,25,1,2,23,1,27,1,0,0,3,46,54,21,0,7,11,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,17,18,0,0,4,0,0,4,5,10,2,2,14,4,25,15,38,34,6,47,1,6,1,0,14,17,1,3,27,172,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772557224445535,0.0,0.0,0.09214170576778766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321124731824823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868299274550894,0.09712757755852013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663613222291779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103192714780147,0.1968778619634596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001490307894576,0.07879726468599534,0.0,0.0,0.05876105121267045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04498376580948506,0.0635571629814157,0.17084217941865665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296188450530564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28461620983381875,0.09808507413939288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841171454840303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059631879484789034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264415774666837,0.04889325985700343,0.14503795129176805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283915350858181,0.08692836156735373,0.0,0.0,0.07873190576692753,0.07470883916059035,0.0,0.0,0.07563551515740846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101162784471916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861588543669978,0.08592369385335387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335460866499064,0.1894912804107749,0.060285507366881035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061677662226203474,0.15536295543062886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702564512358341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865478234300272,0.0,0.15195256084801728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798942015670776,0.0,0.06297042903566905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364196144618635,0.0,0.17481683221408562,0.0,0.051876655210222784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884424257229428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998182095681912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046124869687436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010372675883198
lonely,JJackieM89,2019/07/29,"It's my 30th birthday today! I feel like I should be doing something exciting to celebrate, but I have the day off of work and am spending it by myself. Anyway, just wanted to share that with you guys :)",3.841166666666666,5.205561450000005,4.949999999999998,83.32166666666669,72.0,7.333333333333335,25.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.4905833333333331,158,5,30,2,3,52,36,40,0.0,0.7070000000000001,0.293,0.9059999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,7,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,6,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,25,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952846991932857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23151002879292815,0.3270984624573568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533578017841832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368944804012733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524864313473614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340019723859952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27006032198443336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333330780781358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheOneTrueAero,2019/07/29,"What's wrong with me? I just don't get it. All my friend groups make me the butt of the jokes and I'm able to turn it around so they laugh with me instead of at me but it still hurts. None of them ever want to hang out with me though. Im like the joke friend that's just there to entertain.

With girls they'll tell me stuff they haven't even told their families yet. Share stuff with me, tell me they love me, cuddle and even indicate they want to date me up until I actually try and then all of a sudden they only wanted to be friends the whole time? Like we can talk for 12 hours straight but the idea of getting ice cream or some shit and holding my hand for 5 minutes awkwardly is too intimate?
Then after a week or so they date some random dude they just met and toss me aside.

Why don't people care about me? It's just been this for over 21+ years in repeat. The most successful friendships and relationships are the ones i just didn't care about. So is that my lesson? Just stop caring?

This is mainly just venting though. Sorry if i sound like an ass or an idiot",1.5868601190476177,3.501079084821427,2.4244642857142864,96.67886904761907,79.58035714285714,5.6952380952380945,17.80952380952381,6.655083550727371,-0.320685119047619,841,16,195,8,21,263,134,224,0.125,0.645,0.22899999999999998,0.9808,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,10,2,23,21,2,1,11,0,12,6,4,1,3,42,26,20,0,4,13,0,1,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,11,14,0,2,2,3,0,1,5,5,0,1,4,3,30,16,28,20,8,24,0,1,1,4,24,7,3,8,19,134,41,1,0.1297024619368572,0.0,0.12657089304530558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546268964259443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39672091248173175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713345057124845,0.11732330242797034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227193789056427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006234010546439,0.0,0.13552836618061728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773079843644067,0.0,0.1388491680735294,0.1464182920887844,0.14010091594601992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009821413381014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706153582022147,0.0,0.08657740049897497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788974493451286,0.09864456691975697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991935604403818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392519043288368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331377133037229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519128724135075,0.0,0.0,0.1035805536462744,0.1084370658710084,0.0,0.0,0.2969565757511167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424992586290846,0.2267313372004714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548640206351874,0.0,0.07563054859495058,0.0,0.0,0.1239362606575632,0.0,0.08805945776192063,0.14107903358777132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295056175758147,0.0,0.10403949143384712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170362979705876,0.14480816681055206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180928109436844,0.0,0.08352413302508171
lonely,popcorns78,2019/07/29,"Want a gf, but subconsciously push away people who show me affection . Anyone else like this? Advice? Im really jealous of all my best friends who have partners now and I think I want someone myself but i kind of just ignore girls who show interest in me; I think mostly out if lack of self worth, feeling like I wouldn't be good enough for a girlfriend.",2.6116149068323007,5.057852811594207,3.4745755693581764,87.70826086956524,78.85507246376811,6.2616977225672885,22.900621118012424,7.447530270364453,1.0274621118012428,280,9,54,4,7,89,53,69,0.15,0.501,0.35,0.9543,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,17,8,4,0,5,4,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,3,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,7,7,6,5,5,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,3,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353022713785149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683695945913156,0.2467231265139199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262350061223901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526996944858836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20115348185803314,0.0,0.0,0.2488057983688494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175328240964213,0.17202413080321302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860377653445584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019675796935878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601001242806017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250751134298213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352807321677334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669370647890502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425956368930085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25120189712223256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402498183656093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085836678604962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840544819733873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Luther-Grusovin,2019/07/29,"I ended it with my girlfriend of 10 months about a month and a half ago and I miss her so much overall I’ve felt a lot better since ending it, working out more, getting my shit together, etc. but I miss her so much and think about her everyday 

She’s gone :((",2.677222222222224,3.675885425925927,3.878703703703703,91.2991666666667,74.37037037037038,6.881481481481483,24.61111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.8149777777777779,199,6,45,2,4,65,39,54,0.111,0.85,0.039,-0.3983,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,6,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,1,9,1,5,4,5,8,0,2,0,0,5,1,1,1,6,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22695046473870198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22643305732248395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535238157299837,0.0,0.2855352374958324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458238791864636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376234805327405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176630595972166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40871297436113263,0.0,0.3764152524229223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628056937130928,0.2117862923033351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405030138208748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638904384449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,leonbbryan,2019/07/29,"Just here to see if I can get some online friends. I am UK based and am just looking for people to talk too.
I don't have friends, I broke up with my girlfriend a month ago, and I'm not massively close with my family
I have come to terms with accepting that I'm gonna be quite a lonely person throughout life, and I am happy with accepting that. 
But would like a chat with someone every so often. 
If anyone is interested in having conversation as aquantences or friends then I would be up for that 😊
Kind Regards",5.623782051282049,5.446271250000002,6.260384615384615,81.05128205128206,67.26923076923077,9.241025641025642,30.794871794871803,8.841846274778883,2.2757294871794858,406,14,83,6,6,133,70,104,0.025,0.71,0.265,0.9759,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,11,0,0,3,0,13,1,0,0,0,23,20,10,0,4,7,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,0,1,3,10,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,9,9,14,15,2,9,0,2,2,0,8,4,0,5,5,58,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846372621726488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654810767614982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286019568553428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863579316507853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110622369148173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5189273073624021,0.0,0.11697254752391965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383335670624187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23314551340054174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813913216714004,0.1093806559400527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801002767258373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870573637829454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521615798369684,0.19549088085158856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381330742724361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841021913880128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970007561461388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799531677540159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180880610715094,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sheed-Bucket,2019/07/29,"I don’t get why I don’t succeed to connect with people I want it so much, but I never succeed to be myself with others. All my relationship are based on what I think people expect me to be.
At the end of the day nobody knows me, not even myself",4.288238993710692,3.603155433962265,6.216981132075473,81.9561635220126,70.13207547169812,7.821383647798742,25.213836477987428,6.42735559955562,0.8932062893081767,190,4,41,1,3,67,38,53,0.0,0.851,0.149,0.7615,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,10,9,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,10,2,8,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,35,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280875335965299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132461535000711,0.0,0.0,0.23359533279917435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477768777537495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943674776442819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599877357056805,0.0,0.2727716789116898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903797238705084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797086266930898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22661709972497435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20860340184234905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191316642299759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,laserjet360,2019/07/29,"I dont know what to say, i just want a friend that likes me for who i am and genuinely wants to know me Im 21 from Australia, Sydney. I always struggled making friends, especially as i cannot get over the bullying i recieved throughout highschool. I do push myself to make friends with others, however i cannot help but think they hate me. I am always the one to text someone first and to ask them to hang out. I long for just a person, any age, gender, race etc to make me feel like i dont have a garbage personality and want to have a wholesome friendship with.",6.256115942028991,5.254591321739131,6.660652173913043,81.44692028985506,66.21739130434783,9.405797101449275,33.07971014492754,8.344100000000001,2.3026231884057964,442,16,94,5,6,144,73,115,0.09699999999999999,0.7440000000000001,0.159,0.6087,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,3,7,1,1,6,0,9,0,0,3,0,19,22,5,0,3,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,0,2,18,5,16,22,1,7,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,5,62,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735153984279094,0.0,0.0,0.11176799463875964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365105661436942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852489762849533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330084250528028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310353911773136,0.11741625195204106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980147815597682,0.0,0.0,0.38094406336422015,0.0,0.08586944052398274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226792779710392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101646369584978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753312621137166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065196899380714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059247966362222,0.0,0.0,0.14545025061765274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32912753923234384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137215681128032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870193549103268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070281380162038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392586526086653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182100505362974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531295093489357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908250063618761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_chilly_pepper,2019/07/29,"How to make internet friends? I’ve struggled to form long lasting friendships with people irl for a long time, but I’ve never tried making friends online before. I know that online friendships can be just as fun and meaningful as irl friendships, but I’ve never been very involved with social media before. So anyone have any advice on how to make some online friends? 

And if anyone here wants to be internet friends, shoot me a message!",7.352874999999997,8.2948335375,6.432500000000001,77.44250000000002,63.625,7.9,33.5,7.554174236665415,2.506575,353,14,56,3,5,107,51,80,0.049,0.637,0.315,0.9806,0,0,0,1,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,5,2,19,10,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,10,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,6,34,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621808464191568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263176383422665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521842844694832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306898049339603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5572954054037851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910560563173064,0.14699443281543834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31917582204141115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611185008099281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27816590270519753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501931936537972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183825494414732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885218839400125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515288503556737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243341097425095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487925674793505,0.1063643297067475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CleanTapWater,2019/07/29,"Reality sucks so far. I can't help but think about reality all the time lately, I mean real reality, not just our lives now. I am not religious so I am not sure what there is other then living here and now. And the fact that this life is a tiny fraction of our literally infinite ""existence"". I mean even if we are not conscious after life we still technically exist because we existed before and you can't just stop existing. And you know that is pretty damn lonely and scary. And I feel powerless knowing I am trapped in reality, by myself, with no one that I can really connect with. Idk, I probably sound crazy but I am just confused and getting emotionally numb too cope.",3.8263216783216802,5.848275646153848,5.720629370629371,75.098006993007,73.30769230769229,9.342657342657345,28.74125874125874,9.800150414767053,3.063538461538462,534,22,98,15,11,184,87,130,0.271,0.685,0.045,-0.9857,1,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,5,2,0,0,13,6,2,1,3,0,11,3,0,0,3,35,19,13,0,1,10,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,12,0,1,7,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,0,2,18,1,7,19,1,11,0,1,0,0,8,2,2,2,9,76,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587039664355382,0.0,0.17570221056406193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322660930900786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638037353665647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440423814031767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787908207785216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384015062867834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269558118893939,0.0,0.2329223291492764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916907390649185,0.0,0.0,0.3646573444959891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498420267631504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991853181430594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006790418423926,0.22262408614640605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23502337487733024,0.1322785875180957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648979525597482,0.17262941270597254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946082111379652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230625946134045,0.0,0.0,0.12040216213621735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DARKSOULS103,2019/07/29,"I’ve been single for 2 years In those 2 years almost 3 I’ve been using dating apps such as tinder,POF,bumble and okcupid to no luck and it feels like I’m going to die alone because no one wants me ...granted I have a type but my standards are pretty low... I’m 20 but I don’t wanna hear that I’m young crap if I can’t find someone I’m almost 3 years while actively searching everyday what hope do I have like ever? Also having depression dosnt help with that fact that I’m very isolated and never want to leave my house..meh I live in Tennessee and there’s not a lot of people near me either",1.6621760916249144,3.257702590551183,3.7788690050107365,88.53368647100932,78.21259842519684,6.192984967788117,20.20687186828919,6.980632752743323,0.3915417322834647,467,11,99,5,11,160,88,127,0.157,0.67,0.17300000000000001,0.486,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,2,0,9,1,1,1,3,25,21,10,1,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,2,2,9,4,11,19,3,14,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,6,11,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870104439676386,0.20014174964506992,0.0,0.15453657400980067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779930438848188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644014615874672,0.0,0.2005560061304884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479960201457134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770960413326613,0.1380530314213525,0.0,0.0,0.17662084880607776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982460420789288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177992109213797,0.0,0.1295268911646521,0.0,0.0,0.1919341708271552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461672187392144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881780224163908,0.0,0.17063734868264768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642885185679084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490411236726608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094664161151684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397055252134815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659787882710986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637343964286291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690014095975614,0.0,0.15944593665575996,0.22795977600437686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733269924027225
lonely,WarrenSavage,2019/07/29,"Alone on my birthday 28m So this is my first post on here. I don’t really know what else to say other then it sucks being the only single member of your friend group, especially on your birthday. Don’t really know what else to say just kind of needed to let that out and put it into the universe",4.096451612903227,4.482034935483874,5.490483870967744,83.30572580645162,70.61290322580646,8.135483870967743,21.951612903225808,8.07648339933343,0.9053096774193548,234,4,49,3,4,79,45,62,0.07200000000000001,0.877,0.051,-0.0772,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,5,2,10,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,2,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26097203126826096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.420988661570788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143313855627465,0.0,0.0,0.1946766944091508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623951209804671,0.27695978132564303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576634079014505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683764643511305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163975401106487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24132417585520766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25330633743014525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228456532404737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40076422007206536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Paturicko,2019/07/29,14M looking for someone to chat with I don't have exactly any friends to call over during summer vacation. When I dm them they don't respond. Havent talked to anyone outside of my family this summer so I appreciate anyone that would be willing to talk.,2.7867999999999995,5.230260080000001,4.594000000000001,79.93700000000003,78.2,7.2,28.0,8.238735603445708,2.3252,204,9,36,4,5,69,40,50,0.0,0.862,0.138,0.7644,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,3,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,8,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,3,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111890799325806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547167214387717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33202315011494804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065304647053892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512166253254033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730512193662072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755057142517797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5227001186300121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23098324599117545,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Knightcapt,2019/07/29,"I've grown apart from some of my best friends from highschool and have recently got in touch with them. But don't know how to try to hang out with them without being the guy who disappeared for years To start off they were my friends from highschool  after I transferred there. Most of them I met when I got there junior year (11th grade) and they had already been a tight knit group but welcomed me. Senior year, I get on the bowling team with them and  I fit into the group even more. After graduating,  I went off to college and kept in touch when possible for the first two years. My 3rd year slot of shit happened and I came home and spent more time working and spending time with the gf. 

Meanwhile the group got even closer. I kept in touch still but became more of the guy who went off to school hours away. But recently, I got in contact with them. a member of the highschool group was coming back to the state for her sister's graduation so she wanted to see the old group. So I went and it felt like old times. The next weekend, one of the guys invited me to another party at their house (alot of the group lives together now) and it was still fun. Kinda awkward because they all have so many inside jokes and strong relationships with one another (its guys and girls, some dating some just friends) but I was still included. 


But I don't know how to get back close with them again without feeling like the guy who all the sudden comes around alot. Because some of the people weren't in the highschool group and some of them we all were friends in highschool just not as the same group.",5.072221711835862,6.042151726688104,4.527836472209465,88.97760986066454,68.71061093247589,7.467217883938142,27.02817332720869,7.447530270364453,1.2092874291838922,1261,38,259,12,21,378,152,311,0.028999999999999998,0.851,0.12,0.9844,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,11,5,21,13,1,1,22,0,13,1,1,2,3,61,37,26,0,1,11,1,6,2,5,0,0,0,1,6,6,27,0,3,4,3,2,9,6,2,0,4,21,7,31,11,51,15,16,60,0,0,1,0,42,19,1,9,33,180,37,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989299999849392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800977484404688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980669673344921,0.0,0.0,0.0842282710409309,0.1378692328701926,0.0,0.10929850623650514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940811889544752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253467607051968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444950577443026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842475677378853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04532927351381903,0.06404532774664883,0.08607718517123722,0.0,0.0,0.07625547008281812,0.0,0.0,0.27705065793069183,0.0,0.09367589869971564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868022672148836,0.0,0.0,0.4438334681190005,0.07927639413948208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992534672283348,0.0,0.08828629513042148,0.10344301324249452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853759057997848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759603396218725,0.0,0.07916178884072705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089010619082047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534282416932507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814327852732265,0.0,0.12149708692358965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621513910726214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106587885373307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770353218847732,0.096249572331347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072966512853653,0.07143871775393641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202350250375108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345408726182075,0.0,0.21478163702713948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682531580162468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060865847330175436,0.0,0.0875741343228441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052877355958569836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493168135157065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283704708197553,0.0,0.06526560517223941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886553732158144
lonely,reachmm,2019/07/29,"Just left a 4y relationship, but in a sexual relationship with somebody, and they only want just that. It's new to me, and overwhelming. I'm free to be with whoever I like on the side, and so are they, but i just cant wrap my head around the idea of not caring for them. I'm way too lonely, I have a lot of personal issues, and I'm I'm a management role, so the stress of life and work just weigh on me. I have nobody to talk to or be comforted by. I feel like it hurts more because the person I'm currently closest with, cares less about me than people I barely talk to. I just want advice, or support. I don't care either way. 9 years of depression is just really weighing on me right now. I feel so lost and abandoned",2.7697488038277527,3.64325375,4.7043540669856485,85.94638755980861,74.0,8.422009569377991,23.686602870813395,8.841846274778883,1.4265184210526316,558,15,125,11,11,192,91,152,0.18600000000000005,0.667,0.147,-0.8669,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,2,13,15,0,2,8,0,8,4,1,0,0,29,22,13,0,2,12,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,10,2,1,3,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,1,2,17,9,21,19,4,15,0,6,0,0,10,9,0,3,6,83,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478326487383865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346745378461917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222111938703374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627313438460464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030040091817335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529871354472073,0.10807708210622774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526068793026296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195229470674402,0.17078084600595894,0.0,0.157900843870886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437014710943793,0.0,0.10685612816322043,0.1478191163633571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514399370809346,0.1286159639347701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611070853138405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505804604135232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048810464760788,0.26419012590684804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691619107549093,0.0,0.0,0.3248440845737917,0.0,0.12919542522551505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329492969257526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167491279466698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431921624127424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846205312903912,0.24016386676464274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013631153260586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742172167455812
lonely,SeanKelsey,2019/07/29,Help Guys I need a few friends just some that can help me out that I can talk to when things get rough,6.452608695652174,3.3644481739130465,5.180000000000003,98.89,67.26086956521739,9.2,27.347826086956523,3.1291,0.2645130434782605,80,1,23,0,1,23,19,23,0.0,0.667,0.33299999999999996,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33608411657164755,0.0,0.22727238327963106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.430723767708996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5831499411644672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225510148251172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34964088736984344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889982788038931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sissycollette,2019/07/29,"Hey, really going through a lot and have a lot on my mind Hey I'm Collette :) I'm a trans girl looking for someone to talk to. I'm pretty anxious about everything and I havent been in a great state of mind lately so if anyone wants to chat that would cheer me up :)",-0.4190977443609043,1.7125029298245629,1.8699248120300784,96.15947368421057,89.87719298245615,4.660651629072682,18.669172932330827,6.1826913282559595,-0.1656195488721801,205,6,47,2,7,69,42,57,0.086,0.7120000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.8023,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,10,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,10,8,2,6,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,3,1,28,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27627957919955953,0.0,0.1709998042085349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979188712197453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898726803318026,0.0,0.0,0.2696247407533904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758707280613764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205366122903005,0.0,0.0,0.4158269001679855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938653152624077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488021903322684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666935144788338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072121871670844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965654961240421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424593977287933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372613751685542,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RESpeedwagonO,2019/07/29,"Whats wrong with me? Today my friend and his gf invited me to walk around the downtown area of my city, they know I dont go out much and they thought it'd be nice. I was excited about going but kind of anxious about 3rd wheeling them and making it awkward for them, or forcing them to have to talk to me, so I asked them if I could bring a fourth person and they said of course. I posted on my snapchat and asked a few people and they all said no, or left me on read. I just feel like somethings wrong with me or I don't know, I just ended up staying home cause I was so sad that no one would answer. Thanks for reading my rant.",1.6972525252525266,2.9993986444444434,2.7445117845117832,97.24484848484848,77.37037037037038,5.501683501683504,21.161616161616163,5.565023196281405,-0.2174444444444444,487,12,117,2,11,155,87,135,0.174,0.738,0.08800000000000001,-0.925,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,8,0,7,10,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,2,1,27,22,13,0,3,7,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,1,1,4,10,0,0,5,2,0,4,4,4,0,1,5,3,27,6,18,13,3,15,0,1,0,0,17,7,0,4,3,81,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313760330006906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443118328263681,0.30310101674959783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653112156012434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943125250796625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999113801536785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358090892407638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196743893955982,0.11581106610581653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252454050481075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426114033158708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260905580971866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881210824741125,0.1781822939794838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613245659245086,0.0,0.0,0.07919851796162472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820935651182406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916914217344304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984959918569724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238632252071563,0.14154777099658078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552560990652689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243067576295284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084065328181656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479982050510095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278716796140872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029748328103533,0.0,0.14924865641307827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286968428773195,0.0,0.0,0.15366086020842068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515794452703378,0.3544826009140264,0.0,0.0
lonely,heathens_rise,2019/07/29,"Have to move back in with my parents at 32 Not going to get too detailed here, but an unfortunate thing happened about a week ago that buried me financially. So I can no longer afford to live on my own.

I'm going to be moving back in with my parents next month and I'm a little afraid that I'm going to be lonelier than ever. I was on a slow path towards self improvement before the thing occurred, and I was actually kind of on a roll. I was eating better, exercising, being slightly more social than before. But now I have to abandon everything and go rebuild back under the protective umbrella of my parents. I'm glad to have their help, I really am, but frankly this is a little humiliating. Not to mention that I wasn't exactly doing well in the dating circuit, so now I can pretty much rule out finding someone to be with until I'm back on my own again (and who knows how long that will take). I'm so sick of being single.

Part of me thinks that this may be just the kick in the ass I need to get back on track again, but it's hard to look at it in a positive light. If anyone else is going through something rough right now and would like to tell me their story/listen to mine, let me know.",5.371795918367346,5.043923220408164,6.502755102040819,79.6104591836735,67.81632653061224,9.122448979591836,29.336734693877553,8.634040054169528,2.05034693877551,939,29,192,13,14,317,138,245,0.11699999999999999,0.7759999999999999,0.107,-0.1816,4,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,1,20,7,0,1,12,0,23,4,1,1,2,28,43,15,0,3,8,3,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,12,9,1,2,4,1,0,7,4,2,1,0,4,4,21,5,40,29,6,44,0,1,1,1,11,18,1,2,20,146,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.11068764697131046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054551679792684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793102633415471,0.11621858556923866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360888806132192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303474967391496,0.0,0.0,0.10031629058277623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606335901006873,0.09475306783836968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260052661560266,0.0,0.0,0.10194018951461084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366952721830404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852105637770124,0.0,0.3223137266107915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030244822465678,0.0,0.10160763062876038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602721683123362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811597303334412,0.12467218879735098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598601386202155,0.0,0.05541433081403117,0.22736577849877224,0.10015744677536756,0.10037865187202942,0.09524947332107478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905357415250758,0.2411082822456275,0.08338133638338119,0.08410411872553873,0.0,0.0,0.12063009157569085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778392447250011,0.12282956313009127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539526215563375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266375291124952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968653880396329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832830423461806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562376618029678,0.09610568390919337,0.08732106000206148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528241538023784,0.0,0.09913953202651332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071070580991552,0.07267895376336199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098368686379008,0.0,0.10198381047206656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057474556502407,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MrCompetitive,2019/07/29,"I feel lonely when I hear/see others being very social I have my group of friends, I'm not exactly close with then but I've done alot of great things with them and I see them a lot in school but also a bit online out of school. Recently I've developed a very close bond with two of my cousins which is great, however when I see them having a great time with their friends on social media or them talking about it I have this feeling of loneliness that I have trouble describing. I've had such a good time with them recently but when I hear them talking about visiting their friends house I get that feeling. The same goes for my friends at home, if I see they're having fun without me then ill feel really lonely 

What do I do about this? It's been around for a year or two and it's gotten more manageable but it always comes back to bite me. does anyone else have this?",1.7723096129837683,3.9999047078651735,2.7183520599250954,93.1865418227216,80.57303370786515,6.202746566791513,21.124843945068665,7.3871296695380915,0.6039278401997508,690,20,148,10,18,218,97,178,0.062,0.698,0.239,0.9897,1,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,8,0,10,12,0,0,8,0,13,1,0,0,1,29,25,15,0,1,9,1,4,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,13,12,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,4,8,24,9,22,20,5,20,0,2,3,0,20,7,0,5,11,103,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363228611670114,0.09742353129086018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818680768913445,0.11996671929598117,0.0,0.10422986557272583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003061269827059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782574974630198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085777186349562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024612749478626,0.1198179072424538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780892304033938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368053949474864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36183621193342935,0.0,0.06117172322948275,0.0,0.0,0.09820477019053324,0.0,0.38725761897753663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639250696950101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744511656467604,0.0,0.0,0.1350995819400194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995408994589449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500721167616525,0.0,0.2312132760400325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23699115956123035,0.2799031254125262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23870543310014744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821587808654527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778561772301812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654561378475227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22874872966123255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932136474068684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286510356085627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539846147903334
lonely,Bunnieslovelions,2019/07/29,I need a distraction I’d like some attention from a guy I’m seeing but he’s asleep so I’m just a little lonely rn,-2.8555555555555543,-1.4626543333333313,1.3752592592592627,94.8206666666667,110.85185185185185,5.122962962962963,12.807407407407407,6.742157984588678,-0.2424903703703705,91,2,22,2,5,34,21,27,0.20600000000000002,0.716,0.078,-0.433,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363237887253317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646253616869925,0.5428807899205715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016304538947188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316290514305918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,frankthetank1234,2019/07/29,"Sometimes it helps me to think out loud.  envy happy ppl. I envy ppl in happy relationships and I find myself looking at pictures of acquaintances that are in happy healthy relationships, (romantic or otherwise). I look at their happy faces and wonder why I couldn't have something like that. At least something that lasts. The way they look at each other with happy smiles and you can just tell, they mean something to each other. I look at those happy faces and a mix of anger and jealousy comes over me then I tell myself that feeling like that seems silly. Not to say I've never had it before but craving that human intimacy is just a fleeting feeling for me. I'd like to think of myself as a decent human being. I do my best to throw out as much positivity out there hoping some will come back but it all seems moot. So I just do my thing day after day but in the back of my mind, what is it all for? is there some kind of silver lining at the end of this? I can't tell for sure but I have to keep soldiering on. Have to keep keepin on.",2.7873737373737413,4.63588129665072,3.956515151515152,87.37699494949497,75.74641148325358,6.175544922913344,21.18048910154173,6.937597516519254,0.4666170122275388,817,20,165,8,18,266,111,209,0.069,0.76,0.172,0.9714,0,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,3,1,8,15,1,0,6,0,15,2,2,0,4,42,32,14,0,2,9,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,2,16,13,0,2,9,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,8,23,14,35,28,9,28,0,0,4,0,13,15,0,7,12,125,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025561554046726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313831314664713,0.0,0.10253358681152083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832548551211465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260210929837498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865361250011671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880344950107592,0.13959851582149793,0.0,0.0,0.08929904726687561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6240418855795784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548846330788156,0.0,0.0,0.097041423527758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368636663259404,0.0,0.1017429532273906,0.0,0.0796412307769379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319869336929164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281846632649401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064275377284491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986524821478085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182316827967708,0.0,0.07535480911523737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979356213245406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769758665032331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778908318953513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22565032388247444,0.09663106316956152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208420512499972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561909751303013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490973192828264,0.12520866066563133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755233279092248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816203257107008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595506242495166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LazyAndUnmotivated,2019/07/29,I have no friends anymore That is all,-1.7674999999999983,-1.1481827499999984,-0.754999999999999,107.6,126.5,1.6,29.0,3.1291,0.17505000000000015,30,2,7,0,2,9,8,8,0.214,0.485,0.301,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7888697468573586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6145604303021852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lovewinsall,2019/07/29,"Weird thing that's helped with loneliness lately Literally just listening to podcasts while I'm in my car. Something about it is just awesome, kind of comforting. Like I have a group of buddies in the car with me.
Lmao this sounds so freakin weird, anyways hope you're having a great day.",3.3055555555555562,6.173302518518517,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,79.37037037037038,6.562962962962962,27.51851851851852,7.793537801064563,1.861096296296296,232,10,43,4,6,70,46,54,0.099,0.594,0.308,0.9405,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,5,8,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492127344268789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260359140708047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590131322932741,0.0,0.0,0.3838081060469444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024031054187671,0.0,0.0,0.4359052417318977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18878817345029225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974895334720605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25672419436719085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thefloorsoftokyo,2019/07/29,"I’m 25 and never had a relationship. I’m female, if that matters. I’m so incredibly lonely. The closest thing I’ve had to a relationship is my (older) male best friend. But he’s divorced, depressed, and on antidepressants that take away his feelings and libido.

I’m in love with him, but I feel like the best years of my life are slipping away waiting for him or someone else. I like older men, but I don’t meet them. I’ve considered joining Tinder or Bumble or something.

I want a relationship, not just sex, but I’m so lonely, I’m considering a one-night stand just to feel something other than sad and numb again. I miss feeling loved and cared about and desired, the way my best friend made me feel.",3.660412034009157,5.292558402877699,4.788541530412033,83.2378678875082,72.88489208633094,7.068933943754089,27.02485284499673,7.686295010490155,1.5142028776978416,554,20,109,7,11,182,86,139,0.10800000000000001,0.611,0.282,0.9821,0,4,2,0,1,0,22.0,0,0,1,3,6,16,0,0,7,0,5,5,0,1,1,29,24,16,0,3,11,0,5,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,4,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,5,13,10,11,21,3,12,0,5,0,3,16,5,0,4,7,64,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694976785215046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515347703763194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622736418863996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352837839310107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980992092340127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625900730855587,0.10246005844927764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216135634224688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130256039394113,0.14013660442482845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588862743400744,0.13570850723605266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061518958058124,0.0,0.0,0.13459098142131526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718584528798303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619417444063502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152022781036717,0.22082513067841947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783481396393764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528260222770353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459347735076292,0.11384098898008592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235848250597156
lonely,uhospaghettio,2019/07/29,"i’ve lost every friend i’ve ever had this post got really long, i’m sorry in advance. 

when i was younger i had a great group of friends. i actually had birthday parties, and was invited to other people birthday parties. as i got older, for a multitude of reasons, my friend group got smaller and smaller until i only had one friend left. we had been best friends since we were very young, and had every class together in elementary and middle school. throughout high school though, we grew apart and eventually just weren’t friends anymore. 

i tried to make other friends in high school but never really had any luck. i became friends with a group of people who had all been friends with each other way longer than they had been friends with me, and eventually they ditched me and never spoke to me again. i had lots of people who i was “school friends” with, people that i convinced myself were only nice to me because they had to sit next to me in a class, who would never want to see me outside of school. after graduating high school, i haven’t spoken to any of them even though a lot of them go to the same college as me. 

my first year of college, my roommate became my best friend. we did everything together and made a lot of great memories. she had a lot of friends that i was friends with by association, and we became friends with some of the people living in nearby rooms in our dorm. this year, however, she is transferring to a school 10 hours away, and the dorm friends we made are now living somewhere else, and now i’m left with no friends. i’m worried that the friends-by-association that i made through her will not want to be friends with me anymore since she was the glue that held our group together. 

i’m 20 years old and i have no friends. i have a boyfriend, he’s wonderful, and i love spending time with him, but goddamn i am lonely. i haven’t seen a single person this summer other than my boyfriend, and i haven’t gotten to do anything exciting. i couldn’t even tell you the last time anyone invited me to do something with them. 

i’ve been struggling a lot with feeling lonely and unwanted. i just can’t stop replaying memories of the times in my life when i did actually have friends. it sucks when you talk to yourself, or your cat, more than you talk to other actual human beings.",6.7256792873051205,6.490255305122496,6.57831982182628,79.8880053452116,64.99109131403118,9.500258351893097,33.772917594654785,8.954980946260402,2.6993596614699342,1828,71,357,26,25,577,188,449,0.07200000000000001,0.696,0.23199999999999998,0.998,2,4,1,0,0,0,46.0,8,4,6,5,13,34,1,1,18,0,43,2,0,5,5,66,67,26,0,5,6,0,1,0,20,2,1,1,3,2,17,33,0,2,3,0,1,3,12,5,0,2,37,4,61,29,56,25,13,50,0,3,2,1,58,16,1,9,28,247,78,15,0.0,0.0,0.14085529962280838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543756359330123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954311867821336,0.033642028452169175,0.0,0.039593252775398574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520415061472558,0.0,0.0,0.02932949992217302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098415135326397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04019259639097508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635569325543099,0.043521351338162304,0.08107527858318407,0.0,0.04324124787357133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024327595495567227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040925258374890576,0.0,0.0,0.7434463223708951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027343970639635014,0.0,0.115442113944671,0.106090451293997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525034389647811,0.0,0.0,0.04738203613786986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0392188664848056,0.0,0.0,0.10455076340206823,0.0,0.03398393799032034,0.0,0.0,0.08497007908302848,0.042578870879882325,0.0,0.0,0.052521491636652984,0.20452158514709065,0.04342424840746844,0.13657827038332554,0.032116087657641484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132412830067524,0.0,0.051169177884336114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048695048936956,0.0,0.03260290487190114,0.07318486209764417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667789691181127,0.042010790634109466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04607936547907298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164538963524166,0.04946861858993677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408535136605905,0.038340173877040806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959985179746518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03704006847653495,0.0,0.053859044985119786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040224981262771714,0.0,0.05029860283886098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734350391717834,0.04205325788426058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454239998341757,0.0,0.0841659826099666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03266586023912446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03969861800977807,0.05675709434182944,0.0381902006742109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052176961682977065,0.0,0.04886152292492104,0.0,0.034178399725534866,0.0,0.0,0.0929504130050818
lonely,slobonmycorncob,2019/07/29,"Guess we can't be just friends after all. My ex broke up with me in February of this year. I was absolutely devastated -- I cried for a week straight and was depressed for months. Ever since we recovered from the breakup, we've tried to stay friends, but she makes it kind of hard sometimes.

She's pulled away from me several times, which I totally understand. Sometimes you just need to take a step back, get some perspective. All good. But every time she did, I felt lonely and hurt. It was like breaking up all over again.

Last night was particularly bad. We had been talking again for a few days after one of our breaks, and I went to see her. We had a good conversation that I felt cleared the air a bit. But then I left and she started drinking, and her real thoughts came out. I felt personally attacked. She said I don't care about anything, that I moved on too quickly from the breakup, and that I was somehow stupid to want to marry her.

I think this is the last time I'm going to let her hurt me, but it still stings. I'm upset that she would say those things to me, that she thinks of me that way, and that I'm going to lose a close friend.

Anyway, I guess I just needed to get this out there. Send me stories of your bad breakups. Let's all have a pity party.",3.1660546875000013,4.603207871093751,3.64496875,91.72815625000004,73.8046875,6.838750000000001,24.909375,7.365786028017652,0.8570350000000002,989,31,220,11,20,309,146,256,0.207,0.711,0.08199999999999999,-0.9887,0,2,1,0,0,0,35.0,5,2,0,1,14,20,2,1,11,0,17,1,0,1,7,47,44,12,0,4,7,1,4,1,3,1,0,2,0,1,16,16,1,0,7,1,0,8,2,12,0,1,16,7,39,8,32,24,8,44,0,7,1,0,28,12,0,4,21,148,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958030481428618,0.0,0.0,0.1238409245316696,0.10227504201054508,0.08370456504389343,0.18178264201834865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884400720211145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245037820799382,0.1109872997610334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957466208133576,0.07020397032495512,0.0,0.0937586561706935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106638737969761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846768440365848,0.09171699291271082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135603148707511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523087022510028,0.0,0.11374692079614475,0.0,0.12373225501964273,0.18260872224836025,0.0,0.0,0.2398372365838934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751478316715373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330680398289799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335815457607674,0.0,0.17746650087626256,0.0,0.0,0.11827380421675028,0.22262798418165425,0.0,0.053182191339807054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217835042037402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266311101374008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688887979242264,0.1156981110448816,0.0,0.16143265717809244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215522712198136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376454197445463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505001904847414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123903469942959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354824598314803,0.0865677155842998,0.0,0.0,0.08674519575396199,0.0,0.0,0.1229777944195529,0.0,0.09004790573331664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153253596078406,0.0,0.07704977628342619,0.1160274265743155,0.08693360189941261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818471623864544,0.08749539594042646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231997098583415,0.13950275925524355,0.0,0.08642055809740158,0.19042674821300584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739069793997794,0.0,0.0,0.11332431638922877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420687181672327,0.08640587922193345,0.08731878148686384,0.0,0.0,0.10091183265478987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732912177855555,0.0,0.0,0.07010054951233792
lonely,NotMushroomLeft,2019/07/29,"Chronic drug abuse and failed interpersonal relationships brought me here. I don’t have much to say, I just hope you’re having a good day/night, and that I love you all. 

If anyone ever needed to talk to a stranger on the internet, I’m never far from my phone. 

Night everyone!",2.984444444444442,5.196809296296298,4.136814814814816,84.6396666666667,76.4074074074074,7.282962962962964,23.76296296296297,8.238735603445708,1.380945185185186,218,7,44,4,5,71,45,54,0.13,0.6920000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.4199,0,0,1,0,1,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,3,9,8,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,6,3,5,7,2,6,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,2,3,27,7,1,0.0,0.3006756305152457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774416940028796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366048047920306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294292317500997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22954924723750056,0.0,0.2424878498185866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128500075175704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520505992276492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22903708702280184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865499489312689,0.1881670375372604,0.19572285836004688,0.0,0.0,0.4762913971064293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724537168112675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018078729868838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039704944470669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,itsDeejMon,2019/07/29,"Just feeling down I have some friends and I have people around me, but I always kind of feel just not connected with them for some reason. I feel sometimes that I could not be there and it wouldn’t be noticed, but at the same time I don’t know how to react when people show interest in having me around.",4.55225806451613,5.051052774193551,4.729193548387098,88.76379032258066,69.64516129032258,7.490322580645162,25.177419354838708,7.1686216300943375,0.9061161290322572,240,6,51,2,4,75,45,62,0.0,0.875,0.125,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,3,0,23,12,6,0,2,6,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,9,3,9,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,2,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943958560661705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695407404362505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105622420141473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000405013667583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037525928081116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746280770907481,0.14493587360299562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002516466237896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656661831381172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27115230776020194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608298877090881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377964906584254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jen-knee,2019/07/29,"Lonely So here goes...I’m 35 yo female and very single. My last relationship of over 4 years was emotionally abusive and ruined my self esteem.  I’ve been single for 9 months and have never felt so lonely. I’ve tried and hated dating apps and been ghosted and treated awfully. All I want to do is meet someone who is real and genuine. I feel so alone and the pressure to meet someone so I can have a family is awful. I don’t want to date but I can’t afford to wait too long. Damn biological clock.  I have a good job, a great family, I’m smart and educated and I like to consider myself a catch.   I’m just so tired of online dating and every time I’m out somewhere, I just don’t have the confidence to talk to someone.   I’m so afraid I’m going to end up alone and not have the chance to have a family of my own.  How do I meet someone without going online and without any confidence? I’m so lost and tired and lonely...",0.749294440289205,2.9571048219895286,3.4639491398653726,86.42741710296688,84.54973821989529,5.941760159561207,19.56644228371977,7.2636822038024595,0.6015353278484175,715,20,147,11,21,251,99,191,0.18899999999999997,0.6779999999999999,0.134,-0.815,2,9,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,12,14,2,2,8,2,18,2,0,1,2,31,33,24,1,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,16,0,1,2,0,0,3,7,9,0,0,5,2,13,5,18,28,4,17,0,5,0,0,7,3,1,0,12,92,14,2,0.0,0.15928469051875355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27847032832190904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914210978447924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122241837402864,0.11907040348958114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326813788809567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38020292150360335,0.0,0.06797488677761396,0.0,0.1290796534466145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280616685839485,0.112758548194452,0.0,0.1482161773079759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272772900826715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340699762245106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958329232894297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567864460625511,0.0,0.0,0.11897163974573728,0.0,0.0,0.14675278730458202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730554180550718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368533980589807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530176129048341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433396510584984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024607942605513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556287852177583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805457371880632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839071942644407,0.309028837825338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127322721443804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092378878685773,0.15858768542970855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591830355011704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657238376482321
lonely,spicynoodle53,2019/07/29,"Does being isolated take a toll on your mental health? Used to have friends up until they showed their true colors.  Every time I let someone new into my life they’re just straight awful as in demanding that I give them my full paycheck so they can fix a scratch on their stupid car when they’re already loaded... to openly try to get with my s/o and all my past people.  (This is literally EVERY girl I’ve talked to) I’m very understanding and genuine but I always get f’d over.  I am not into drama- we’re adults so it’s dumb.  I don’t have any friends so on my time off I just sit in my room on reddit or YouTube.  The 3 hour drives home every day is making me more upset and I’m also finding that I’m just not happy anymore.  I do have a partner but I feel as if that’s not enough. And they get upset when I throw out  “i haven’t seen ___ in a while.  I wanna make plans to go out” so I think that’s an issue already.  Would not having any friends/other human interaction mess with someone’s well being or mental health? 

I’m also not one where people approach me and I don’t know why.  Yes I am a shy individual but I just don’t get how I can’t keep any friends.   Any advice helps.  Thanks.",0.3721826977803069,2.520545135458168,2.432764655663064,93.58724601593627,85.69322709163347,4.541889584519066,18.12763232783153,5.773587663045528,-0.38282481502561216,923,23,204,6,28,309,142,251,0.12,0.7709999999999999,0.109,-0.4221,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,6,1,15,12,2,2,7,2,19,3,0,4,2,41,40,24,0,3,15,0,2,0,4,1,3,0,2,4,6,12,0,1,5,2,0,5,10,5,1,1,1,4,31,7,25,35,4,35,0,0,2,0,18,19,1,3,10,125,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528650674265847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26038279523072394,0.18869355243305394,0.09816695165881566,0.0,0.0,0.3209157038987773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700224151995775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760858985052914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324313737589874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190256890942175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982040665933593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965310292683242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782954005712113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734479862408531,0.0,0.24655405188411395,0.11317502264261832,0.06704948276913131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255895248567133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508096950644916,0.0,0.0,0.07907800915761765,0.0,0.11834131782749435,0.0,0.11618433392359978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313813529653354,0.0,0.10486405847205628,0.0,0.0,0.06483749437587552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064025816828895,0.08333118458686384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750214878388172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23778767733607695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394366080856208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994478699679225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262312635805967,0.16358185522521676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999243552250652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870459692602656,0.09482605875977326,0.0,0.1086180753953494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755953882150279,0.0,0.0,0.1375875672953421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009915831562868,0.0,0.0,0.12281901429593975,0.0,0.10189490967127486,0.0,0.09734401193170933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607617948636627,0.0,0.10645658283709064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380801945976349,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,daddyBongSik,2019/07/29,"I can't stand being alone anymore. I just got back from a deployment in the middle east in April. I am so happy to be back and be with my wife and 3 kids again. Every day with them is amazing.

 I just left again in the middle of July for a month and a half. I got sent to more school in California until the end of august, living on base, with nothing but school to do while im here. I brought my xbox as a cheap form of entertainment so i would be okay staying in to save money but i cant stand it. 

Nothing i used to love about being alone is as fulfilling as it was 5 years ago. Nothing is as entertaining or worthwhile as being home with my family. Im normally pretty used to leaving and being on my own, but right now it seems so much harder than even a few months ago before i got back. At least while i was on deployment i was spending 14+ hours a day working with friends. Ive done multiple deployments but these 5 and a half weeks alone in a hotel in California somehow seem more lonely and distant from my family than when i was 4000 miles away.",3.565833333333334,4.231322704545455,5.040909090909093,85.04469696969699,71.95454545454545,8.048484848484849,25.57575757575757,8.238735603445708,1.4019030303030302,825,24,178,12,15,278,120,220,0.051,0.7979999999999999,0.15,0.9628,0,5,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,16,9,0,0,11,1,21,1,0,2,0,26,31,23,0,2,7,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,11,0,0,2,4,3,2,2,1,0,2,10,0,20,8,38,13,7,45,0,1,0,1,6,18,0,4,22,130,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518647862722586,0.0,0.0,0.35960368135921444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477930192907795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873805569871592,0.2669821926362413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848305971185613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928066682541927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843840901792348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250800194478424,0.0,0.0,0.07644272902098015,0.0,0.09751281727982866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821175077770574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941757174023462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27769465514531605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320343444188868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609293696557085,0.0,0.11397693385704027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25003011060071223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254802172960677,0.1257478193877837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021972658086492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445652175284977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475920742214574,0.0,0.08507949106334962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339699255852825,0.3331562794458793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774541643446144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883816059475407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342626117892972,0.0,0.21072394611663076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335948756800075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999179921728325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283667196033647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425739864683485,0.0,0.0,0.08221574086689096,0.0,0.0,0.07453037718231655
lonely,surely_u_jestin,2019/07/29,I just want my friends to compliment my piano playing. I have absolutely no confidence in myself whatsoever so I seek the approval and compliments of others. My “friends” are kinda just there and idk I guess I just want them to say that I sound good since I myself feel like what I think is worth nothing.,4.1032758620689656,6.283116568965517,4.802965517241383,81.28858620689657,72.9655172413793,8.088275862068969,28.84137931034483,8.841846274778883,2.431761379310345,243,10,45,5,5,78,42,58,0.055,0.51,0.434,0.9743,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,8,3,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,14,7,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,33,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165368246605566,0.2336473261481533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053619655844445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743172410968489,0.0,0.0,0.36028667328664066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597819843893202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138169768180143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26008633776917034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705423132386477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095628925777665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38580965288761204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ifuleave,2019/01/02,Idk why I lose everyone I always lose the people that have made big impacts in my life. I root my identity in these people and end up investing wayyy too much. It makes me question what the point is in to getting to know more people and living life in general. ,5.89551282051282,5.785493423076925,6.6007692307692345,78.61089743589746,66.69230769230771,10.01025641025641,30.794871794871803,9.725611199111238,2.742171794871795,206,7,40,4,3,68,39,52,0.129,0.871,0.0,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,8,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,7,5,2,8,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,1,1,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644931516996047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846496809468786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141143730888896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707054499854108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314639722881256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31654323651654426,0.0,0.0,0.19786335420919696,0.0,0.0,0.5013678123037932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202628016645006,0.14957257652562955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472175985339366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660385857805282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118243986555088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510165810115961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021938812391272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,boombomjack1,2019/01/02,"Feel lonely because of your spouse?! Find out what your spouse is doing!!! Contact John If you know you feel the urge to access anyone’s social media account or you want to retrieve any of your social media accounts,Contact John via johnthreatz@gmail.com to get it done in less than 24hrs. This isn’t a joke. Find out if it’s real by giving him a job to do like I did.
Most times we feel the urge to access our spouse social media account , don’t hold back just do it and know what they are up to.
Email hack, house security, erasing of criminal record, upgrade of score etc. also available. ",3.5231578947368436,5.6390009649122845,3.968280701754389,86.91663157894739,74.43859649122807,5.612631578947369,22.803508771929828,6.2581,0.5237992982456143,466,13,87,3,10,146,75,114,0.05,0.847,0.102,0.6209,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,6,1,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,19,17,5,0,3,4,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,7,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,11,3,16,15,3,6,0,1,0,0,19,4,0,4,3,56,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453620511853006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141173718973231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511986567722764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859179250996873,0.0,0.11779902319203793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977544868168088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155168142706128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931281126776727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532408543957228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096139227726414,0.1853761115616184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22297625714370486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917636707950714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240238897503855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944086757591554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219952623699494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5909601266142556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268143636681027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397961592299953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheCrustyToaster,2019/01/02,"In need of consistent people in my life. Looking for people to regularly talk to or chat with and have fun with, I've noticed even on here I've made posts in the past and I'll get a few messages and people seem interested to talk and we send back and forth a few times and I never hear from them again.. I don't exactly know why this happens. I understand everyone has a life and will be busy in there days.. But I have to say it is really getting to me and it makes me not want to try to get to know people or talk to them.

I don't have any support from family, friends, significant other or pets.",1.75417748917749,3.408960579365079,3.767748917748918,88.45149350649349,78.12698412698413,7.43896103896104,22.56565656565657,8.296473431620573,1.1384539682539696,467,14,105,9,11,159,78,126,0.028999999999999998,0.882,0.09,0.8136,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,2,2,26,24,12,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,4,11,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,11,4,20,21,2,13,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,4,6,69,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025348607372737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466742679548165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455998817566296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070848759256491,0.0,0.0,0.15492149745335276,0.0,0.0,0.15284107826092938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526069775384216,0.0,0.2541176084147041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337040770073628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273150831465515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820405038154827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290334436797251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614778168461422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534106671541099,0.10822256908314544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202168242592054,0.12504411386250325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458528669255125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547707655642124,0.4496001804306001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552750561346768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386418342070386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289317295872515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475964288131928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398241236440696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909401785658248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453890071705412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007515467245536,0.0,0.0,0.16878232280633376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562806386701583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629647886583833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MellyMalarkey,2019/01/02,Lucky Me I was dating someone who crushed me in the end so I left. It wasn't entirely his fault but I can't trust him anymore and I feel no love back. I'm so lonely and he's been adamant for months that he loves me but I'm just not interested. Of course the one person who wants to be with me I can't love back.,-1.7598591549295757,0.1559705492957768,0.6409718309859151,103.11300704225351,97.02816901408451,3.966760563380282,15.550704225352113,5.6839178017228535,-0.9943588732394364,243,6,64,2,10,81,49,71,0.18100000000000002,0.583,0.23600000000000002,0.777,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,0,10,13,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,1,11,6,5,9,0,7,0,1,0,3,10,2,0,1,5,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493006524353041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865902283436065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264738794512573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710489377173986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27312427318177795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6806387193450283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006485062186187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034107465113912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949465091148268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21299280914551771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482699851784641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,enriv01,2019/01/02,"Anyone wanna be online buds? I've been feeling awfully lonely for the past several months. When I'm not at school or at home im usually at home in my phone listening to music. I don't hang out with my friends like I used to, we all have jobs now it's difficult to plan something all together. It feels like every new friendship I try to make with someone feels fake and shallow, and I get the sense the other person doesn't like me. This is really worrying because for most of my life I was an anti-social kid and stayed away from pursuing relationships and friendships, and now I feel like all those years of ignoring people have finally caught up to me and now that I WANT to seek social interaction it's hard now. I have social media but i'm not the type to constantly post much on my snap or Facebook or Instagram. Does anyone else feel like this? I'm just tired of spending my days alone and thinking of the possible, very lonely future :(",4.189320091673031,5.629281732620324,5.268483575248284,81.08070855614973,71.24598930481284,8.765317035905273,27.26088617265088,9.23628265651192,2.299169900687548,752,26,144,16,14,248,118,187,0.13,0.773,0.09699999999999999,-0.8563,1,5,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,6,11,0,0,6,1,9,2,0,2,3,33,24,12,0,2,7,0,6,5,2,0,2,1,2,2,8,11,0,1,6,0,1,2,4,5,0,0,3,7,16,6,25,20,5,26,0,2,0,0,11,8,0,4,19,88,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341781859861287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117341112105145,0.13274270375680758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171962483391136,0.0,0.0,0.07897451182127037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000113273130235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355118474479363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337299833458525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822518922004977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915427409043378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32753029938217443,0.277658789715583,0.0,0.1419193482682536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009258686707637,0.0,0.06768627151427548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605434316656026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599051204753714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399398355246637,0.0,0.12856169665691408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091507353336116,0.3164660825589869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647785850770295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340823765667148,0.0,0.09523660936134726,0.0,0.0,0.1251234202623262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367331952088435,0.08981597165385165,0.1131209768444146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605192182572388,0.1240762850849885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299518514454288,0.0,0.0,0.13909180005491056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311148936606478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635839502374876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641266242596566,0.10977012210239913,0.09973648829754897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380866197211021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301254727469558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890250292258192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795821178172908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189248717233297,0.14268469765029956,0.10689507102475787,0.07641391482865198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156770248653976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342810151486464
lonely,crosseyedtammy1976,2019/01/02,"Looking for anyone to talk to. Just feeling alone in the world and like every conversation I have a regret what comes out because I second judge it immediately. Just looking for anybody who wants to talk. I'm into animation, music, and video games so there's some common ground just send a message let's be friends.",3.061234866828088,6.002097593220338,4.09714285714286,80.70033898305086,81.54237288135593,5.405326876513318,25.37772397094431,6.868970318607317,1.3332401937046008,254,10,43,3,7,82,47,59,0.081,0.7979999999999999,0.121,0.3182,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,9,3,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,2,8,7,1,8,0,1,2,0,8,5,0,1,2,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084468526551366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082393946317792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154545340004072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565415257602676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250922249765182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058437293834087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23009137563129844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045363398727729,0.0,0.14549752095696292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5001797201948239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787453425203728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756591904617938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ResidentDatabase,2019/01/02,"I finally deleted social media and I feel left out already! I feel weird! I didn't even message my friends ""acquaintances"" about it... I think they're too busy living their wonderful life, but I feel isolated and left out.... 

anything that helps? ",2.789393939393938,5.822098545454544,3.0927272727272737,85.95075757575759,86.27272727272728,6.56969696969697,27.787878787878785,7.793537801064563,2.310678787878788,192,9,33,4,6,59,34,44,0.098,0.71,0.192,0.6229,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,6,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,8,1,3,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,19,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280253338673604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898905460290304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773947979640305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38523239392997227,0.0,0.0,0.27820291426212745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621038077078573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702253488940899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518608265241244,0.0,0.17938084331110454,0.0,0.0,0.2242530639984437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25888223663612875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272856981058292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754109129662813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OOOO88888ooooo,2019/01/02,"It upsets me that if I were to kill myself people would come out of the woodwork to ""mourn"" me I'm sorry I know this is an egotistical thought, which is why I am using a throwaway. But it upsets me mainly because of what i have seen from social media and how death is now used as almost like a way to get 'likes' and sympathy? I'm sure some of you know what I mean, it's a disingenuous mourning that is more about the person that is still alive. I do not have social media anymore but I would see it relatively often back when i did have it. It makes me really angry that some people would just pretend to be upset over my death for their own ego when they could have just occasionally checked up on me and asked how things are going. But maybe it's on me and I have not been a good enough friend or been an interesting enough person for people to care, I really don't know. Anyway sorry for the ramble, Camus sort of discusses what I'm trying to say in *The Fall* but in a more eloquent way:


‘...friendship is absent-minded or at least unavailing. It is incapable of achieving what it wants. Maybe, after all, it doesn't want enough? Maybe we don't love life enough? Have you noticed that death alone awakens our feelings? How we love the friends who have just left us? How we admire those of our teachers who have ceased to speak, their mouths filled with earth! Then the expression of admiration springs forth naturally, that admiration they were perhaps expecting from us all their lives. But do you know why we are always more just and more generous toward the dead? The reason is simple. With them there is no obligation. They leave us free and we can take our time, fit the testimonial in between a cocktail party and a nice little mistress, in our spare time, in short. If they forced us to anything, it would be remembering, and we have a short memory. No, it is the recently dead we love among our friends, the painful dead, our emotion, ourselves after all!’



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lonely,celebratoryfaith,2019/01/02,Anybody wanna be online buds? kinda lonely. kinda in an identity crisis. Im from asia so it could give you interesting perspective too wink wink,2.365000000000002,4.968663961538464,4.591846153846152,71.40315384615386,101.69230769230772,6.695384615384616,20.584615384615386,7.554174236665415,2.2102092307692307,117,4,16,3,5,40,24,26,0.203,0.71,0.087,-0.5584,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837139967698122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5811769981231274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.654411236289204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Paiai-,2019/01/02,New to this subreddit. Do you guys DM each other when you’re feeling alone. I just want to talk to someone,0.22030303030303244,2.614907090909089,1.7518181818181835,95.56439393939397,91.72727272727272,4.751515151515153,20.96969696969697,6.42735559955562,0.3238606060606064,84,3,18,1,3,27,19,22,0.092,0.78,0.128,-0.0516,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653536314941334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22718657749272664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448913418740015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43395010579483895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807021579140048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611414442796198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265016943707025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Vgzsmjreturned1,2019/01/02,"Alone 8 years tried to take this girl to date..but guess what this is the 3rd maybe next time..I asked if she doesn't like me just tell me..then she ghosts me on text.i mean fkkk.everybody says love yourself..it's been 8 fucking years 8.this loneliness eats me alive everyday.btw I go to the gym to take out my frustrations.and this happened recently talking to a girl on FB went nicely until I indirectly asked if she has a bf.boom got insta blocked on messenger .fuk          



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lonely,Thatgirl2019,2019/01/02,"I feel unimportant This is my first time writing on Reddit. A little background, I'm 25 with a 9 year old and 5 year old and a baby on the way. I've been in my current relationship for 6 years. I feel completely worthless. My boyfriend acts like he hates everything about me and no matter how much I try, nothing I ever do is good enough. I'm stressed out because I've been the only means of transportation for a year now (he lost his license-long story) and now he's working third shift while I'm home with the kids the whole week. I know I don't get to clean and cook as much as I should but I'm exhausted and I'm trying to adapt to this new lifestyle because he used to work first shift like me. I get up and get the kids ready for school, make sure my son takes his medicine (he has ADHD which is a whole other struggle), send them on their way, go into work between 8:00-8:30 a.m, come home and take my boyfriend to work, come back home and figure out dinner for the kids and help with homework. I feel like I just do so much but every time I try to talk to my boyfriend about it, it's like talking to a brick wall. My feelings are never validated and he shows no feelings towards what I'm going through. On top of all that, he's started to do less around the house and small tasks that I ask for help with. The thing is, asking for help is even so much stress on me right now because I wish for once he could come up with the plan for dinner, for school things, for bills, etc. IF I do get help, it's because I've given reminder after reminder and I'm honestly tired of being responsible. I'm feeling more and more lonely every single day. He shows me no affection unless we have sex. No touching me. No hugging or kissing unless I initiate it. I can't remember the last time I was told I look pretty. We only talk about what he wants to talk about. I miss the good times so much. I feel like I have no support and I get that's no easy to do for someone, but I at least want to fun and love back in my relationship. He looks at me like he absolutely hates me sometimes or like he is completely annoyed. I'm so sad. I just want to be important and I just want to matter. I am afraid to even ask him for help anymore when he used to offer to help all the time. I had to have you something in the ceiling the other day for my daughter balancing on a stool stacked on a table while pregnant because he was so aggravated I even asked. He told me I treat him like a slave. So what does that make me? The worst part is even my kids are now telling me they feel bad for him, he does more than me, I'm always the one being mean, etc. I don't even want them in it, but since they comment I can't help but to hurt even more when I don't even have my kids to understand what I try to do everyday to keep everyone happy. I just want someone to appreciate me and see how I feel. I don't even know myself anymore. I can name every hobby and interests for the three of them before I can name one thing for myself. I've tried talking to my boyfriend about my feelings but he says I turn everything into a fight. Or worst of all, free falls asleep while I'm talking about really deep stuff and/or crying OR tells me he was about to sleep and I'm keeping him up. He always says he will talk to me about it 'tomorrow' but tomorrow never comes. My depression is real and I just don't know how much longer I can hold on. I love them all so much. I'm in love with my boyfriend but he hates everything about me. I wish I knew where I went wrong so I could try to fix it and make him want to be with me again.",2.633563074352548,3.7300797804232855,3.770726817042608,91.65146616541357,74.60846560846561,6.839654692286272,23.97744360902256,7.2039019648360325,0.7105761904761909,2798,81,639,29,57,909,282,756,0.12,0.6890000000000001,0.191,0.9957,1,2,1,0,1,0,70.0,2,1,7,9,45,44,5,4,27,0,46,13,2,9,8,117,127,55,0,13,20,2,11,8,0,2,2,2,5,5,24,40,3,3,19,3,2,11,16,21,0,6,12,16,96,24,97,107,26,83,0,7,3,6,82,31,0,5,47,404,120,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742350295184765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951527560197945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477186897728557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042535239572814035,0.1786752217015984,0.0,0.0,0.07348131284571557,0.03989515739394398,0.14563433702963655,0.0,0.04065813031891992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463647786250585,0.1001949845845946,0.0,0.0,0.07629851587097032,0.0,0.05248520883067636,0.061629612479967184,0.0,0.041153724067856126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362698834725797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049370568198505806,0.10657693931425208,0.2524713141579801,0.04322066973924426,0.12077271495204173,0.045656813946965705,0.12882750438525378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415952028451503,0.06826954305154996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812850254795914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481805902514682,0.0,0.054310111613605036,0.08015290827239692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050863786197676085,0.0,0.141521600695724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241862821540209,0.0,0.143784782095395,0.0,0.0,0.05513288396209397,0.051150572074624236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493993517418998,0.0,0.0,0.07877760000979746,0.038947910020453724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674714993677227,0.0478891363750915,0.0,0.04228470071782072,0.08024804871949047,0.0,0.052158629602334174,0.0,0.12937271302844708,0.0,0.09568260924497432,0.0,0.0,0.10409508046795292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458718414790709,0.0,0.07370333924770556,0.04614720860326135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04584717908477125,0.0,0.10027628950616853,0.050885228820233004,0.0647553139175084,0.07267924035853195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517421903900249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048610476764782085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054385263412897344,0.03060974607233225,0.0,0.0,0.10259787174423493,0.054126583353405866,0.040804731551816936,0.0,0.07599477266088404,0.0,0.09671388995069108,0.038075288150157705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039524954993921634,0.0,0.04781552868917188,0.0,0.08096940944300729,0.03678416495628298,0.0472566523243473,0.0,0.033819653162321044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946599808860738,0.04995109836439236,0.05469783845931042,0.0,0.054221337315467966,0.04503304758760772,0.0,0.07185076395414472,0.26883202790676763,0.08352543818560776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523076328423337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393074903013013,0.054917255694496576,0.0,0.0913136278939314,0.0,0.19464106426845035,0.05197203105983435,0.0,0.049741728788968105,0.0,0.08253492329180033,0.0,0.0,0.19727739237607564,0.0758527021732515,0.03832705358649381,0.0,0.0,0.04429348591234377,0.0,0.10669160897694202,0.10989163402464852,0.0,0.0,0.13914061177787646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052241046555114315,0.0,0.12307764592460467
lonely,hellofaguy33,2019/01/02,"Lonely 21-year-old Hello peeps!

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So, I just came back from a night out in Manhatten. Even though I was surrounded by thousands of people, I felt alone. Nameless among people who had families, spouses, and friends to hang out with. I had gone to a Broadway show, and I was desperately looking for someone to join me. Someone who I could laugh with, and someone who I could squeeze their hand at the emotional parts of the play. Someone who would make me feel a part of. Whole, and not just a grain of sand being tossed around. 

After the show, I went to a bar and drank beer to drown out my sorrows. I was hoping that I would spark a conversation with someone interesting and forge a human connection. Alas, that was not to be the case. It seemed like everyone else had a companion beside for me. 

All I'm looking for is someone to care for and to be cared for by. I don't want to feel lonely. ",3.7945714285714303,5.519613342857145,4.25414285714286,86.82635714285715,72.71428571428572,7.2857142857142865,27.92857142857143,7.957251820313856,1.6871142857142851,705,27,141,10,14,222,102,175,0.10400000000000001,0.721,0.175,0.9197,0,5,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,0,12,0,16,4,1,1,1,31,32,9,1,6,4,1,6,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,7,15,3,0,4,5,0,4,3,3,0,1,12,8,16,8,32,13,4,15,0,3,2,0,11,8,0,2,4,103,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265738406696722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132415673707854,0.1484998608355962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879378754651194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397279078081226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977693879279568,0.2492047188657313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195151234814859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209169065827027,0.13747103617323442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071927767995755,0.0,0.0,0.11677794145472573,0.0,0.0,0.11520974675839407,0.0,0.12358720644136648,0.0,0.1173418194139635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441999121704013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138319566219707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970616939972277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052530854672884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157685695154672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146868367390275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128239989312994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646854196670097,0.0,0.1694515751894525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112563937620305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6212944008670332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007178336163428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208327202655418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132909122985608,0.0,0.13644432659375094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363051533329246,0.0,0.1484998608355962,0.07869994031375105
lonely,shiratama_dango,2019/01/02,"A small favor It's my 23rd birthday today. Happy birthday to me :)

But frankly I have no one who cares enough to blow out candles with. Can I ask for a second of your time to celebrate with me?

Thanks. xxx",-1.0864285714285735,0.6829630952380974,0.7860714285714323,98.77767857142858,108.5238095238095,3.0523809523809526,17.1547619047619,5.148860815047168,-0.6395809523809528,158,5,34,1,8,51,35,42,0.042,0.594,0.364,0.9501,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,6,4,8,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622629153626679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950850463431506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003940960223728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125040573365351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26258200305086266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567606203764713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259560652576128,0.0,0.367307452764008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nubesysol,2019/01/02,i'm so scared of the idea of my best friend (only friend) abandoning me. I dont know if i can hande be more lonely than this,1.7185714285714262,2.2453080000000014,3.3557142857142854,95.93928571428572,76.14285714285714,7.028571428571429,17.571428571428573,7.1686216300943375,-0.2995571428571431,96,1,25,1,2,32,24,28,0.245,0.5429999999999999,0.212,-0.048,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,3,3,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705766717740194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138529129145319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5456378255298103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986284412632495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940650026193277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26856296019671383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535337850120106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yvesdesmarais,2019/01/02,"new year's is mad lame Hi. Throwaway acc.

Throughout the past couple of years, I have noticed a downward spiral of my physical desire for somebody. For example, I had been seeing this girl for a short amount of time recently and while I genuinely enjoyed her company & had feelings for her, I couldn't bring myself to have sex with her when I was given the opportunity. 

I wanted to but I didn't want to.

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(Sorry if this is confusing lmao)

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I left feeling embarassed and I could tell she was hurt but I just couldn't explain it to her when I tried. I kept looking for something but I couldn't think of anything because *I* can't even figure out the reason why. 

I told her it probably was some combination of anxiety, my last relationship, and medication.

We ended up drifting apart and this had made me realize that this is happening to every girl I have any sort of feelings for. I haven't had any sort of actual relationship in two years now. 

I take a lot of medication, one of which I know alters my sex drive, but it doesn't feel like the way it did when the meds had that sort of effect on me. 

The thought of sex with her feels dirty. 

Wrong.

When I truly want to be with someone on a deeper level than physical, I just haven't been able to bring myself to enjoy it. It's never a problem when it's just a hookup and because of that, I'm afraid I'm developing a negative association with sex. 

I had an incredibly long & problematic relationship two years ago and I know that has *something* to do with it, but I don't know why the issue seems to be getting worse. 

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Makes me feel pretty lonely, honestly.

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Sorry, new year feels are still getting to me. Seems like this sub is an annual tradition now. Also finally realized last night that my best friend is incredibly selfish & does not care for how I- or anyone- feel(s?)

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Completely uprooted my life and moved back home last month so there's that too. 

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Also, if you're feeling down, trust me, I know the feeling. So if anyone would like to talk, I would be happy to see what's up. This is a two way deal here, y'know.

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lonely,garythesteer,2019/01/02,"Farmboy loses everyone my parents moved me out to the east coast after living on a farm for 14 years. I used to have all sorts of great farm friends and redneck buddies. Then I got moved to some high-end private school on the west coast. Its been 3 months since then and I spend most of the day with my headphones in and I never have plans after school. I lost everyone and my girlfriend. In rural school, I used to be one of the most socially successful kids in the school. Now I do not talk anymore. I know there is no solution but I just want to tell my story. ",1.972081339712922,4.0900224122807005,2.8395374800637967,93.16327751196172,79.26315789473685,5.899840510366826,22.64433811802233,6.980632752743323,0.6029754385964914,441,14,94,5,11,139,75,114,0.045,0.861,0.094,0.653,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,3,5,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,2,2,19,12,7,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,2,0,1,3,0,14,3,18,8,4,19,0,2,0,0,7,8,0,4,9,63,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012467018817915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762522726652006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407452149446594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892931925727483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169529979788962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106950125459087,0.16689296809214746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993743239945493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319248702039525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366809664983986,0.0,0.0,0.16935142300601702,0.16524517562051122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082716401088425,0.3217782223079949,0.0,0.0,0.1167507786406661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025765372119856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808553035926965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6128038198737318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522008686116048,0.0,0.0,0.15430913277441294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167058179075645,0.1323096082756672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614811393274916,0.0,0.0,0.0892856974351463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748141089418234
lonely,OptimisticEmpathy,2019/01/02,"Is anyone else too far gone? I gave up on real life a long time ago and have tried to find people to talk to online and I can't even do that. I resent almost everyone I talk to, cut contact with them almost right away. Feels like loneliness is a poison and it's eat away at my personality and identity, and there's nothing left.",2.106960784313728,3.8974000882352975,4.100588235294119,85.84931372549022,77.52941176470588,6.886274509803924,20.15686274509804,7.793537801064563,0.7058156862745104,258,6,54,4,6,88,52,68,0.152,0.8109999999999999,0.038,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,11,8,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,6,1,10,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,4,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786951802215858,0.0,0.4018561814051022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030340450805984,0.20559587795409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377046005900525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053212752254643,0.16762241663547964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253145585642964,0.0,0.0,0.19173549414397886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014577487910942,0.1433487517019625,0.0,0.0,0.18339603223646664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180134302853106,0.0,0.14172933137523994,0.09803043066774916,0.0,0.0,0.1775743265020451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253493130591776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910966873406244,0.17520515923768035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22839056108327802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135920558512785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322559530903164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700418045772412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136232314565982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Wiskey99,2019/01/02,"what’s wrong with me i’m only 19 years old and i’m sitting here feeling sorry for myself. so my first relationship was when i was in my freshman year of high school and she was honestly more than i could ask for. i still remember the moments we had even after the next 3 years of school getting drunk and/or high. we were together for only about 5ish months and i totally fucked everything up big time. i remember the day she told me she said she was having trouble in school and needed to take a break from our relationship. so about after a week of us not talking, for some reason i myself to this day still don’t understand, started talking to another girl. of course word gets around quick so she found out and immediately broke things off with me. don’t worry it gets worse. like i said i was only 14-15 so i wasn’t worried about having a long term relationship. about a month after, i found out that my cousin-in-law had passed away at 25 years old. he was basically my older brother and i had known him since before i remember. that was the first time i had felt true sadness and despair. but i had a baseball tryout for the school team a few weeks later so i tried to immerse myself in the sport while i coped with these feelings. i was sure i had it in the bag because i had been taking specific lessons from the coaches themselves, but lo and behold the roster came out and guess who wasn’t on there. after that was when i felt like my life was just spiraling downward out of control. this was when i started heavily relying on weed, alcohol, xanax, etc. all the way up to today. honestly i couldn’t tell you where that time went. at the start of my senior year, there was no way i could make up all the credits to graduate so i took the easy way, dropped out and went and got my HSED (high school equivalency diploma). after that i had not the slightest clue of what i wanted to do with my life. i was going to just join the army and take any job they would offer. but my mom told me that it was a bad idea, so, for once in my life i took my mom’s advice and proceeded to community college. i wanted to work with my hands so i looked through all the degrees they had and welding had seemed to be interesting. now, i’m through the first semester of school and i’m loving it. everything seems to be falling into place for me now. after about 3 years being single i met another girl and we were together for about a month before she just absolutely disappeared off the earth. so, here i am, alone, scrolling along reading other peoples’ stories, longing for someone’s love hoping life will send me somebody i can share mine with.
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lonely,AnonymousAsshole696,2019/03/08,I’m afraid to post I’m always scared to post anything because I always feel like I’m being an attention whore,8.500434782608696,5.920905130434786,8.771304347826089,73.1421739130435,62.91304347826087,10.93913043478261,36.04347826086956,8.841846274778883,3.086686956521739,90,3,17,1,1,30,15,23,0.28,0.623,0.09699999999999999,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5400892851199033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26707011657588153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783757115793585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409800432080374,0.23185261211152866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585546518325529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6216423581083148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32492279789501954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rogeoge5,2019/03/08,"Fucking hate everybody I hate every fucker I meet. I dont understand them or their stupid ideas, beliefs and fads. How I wish I was normal, I 2ish I was one of them. I don't want to live this solitary life any more. ",-0.2006666666666668,2.075005711111114,1.7572222222222216,95.8225,91.88888888888887,4.777777777777779,18.61111111111111,6.42735559955562,-0.00855555555555565,167,5,37,2,6,55,34,45,0.348,0.597,0.055999999999999994,-0.935,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,1,5,5,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,9,10,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,11,0,2,8,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,23,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815799786552191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312940663903206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249724248001731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24685191090182396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5272458714331595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014284668944301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860123745604596,0.0,0.0,0.23577994501934704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616189039819332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093689451922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27797298447378044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574929048882965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30705512476384594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,randyjmarx,2019/03/08,"Why am I going down literally the second I stay alone in a room? Was pretty much always like this but recent break up made it really unbearable to the degree that I decided to go on a trip and stay each day in hostels. Tried few times to stay in a private room or when shared room were empty it made me really depressed, exhausted and anxious...
DAE experienced similar problems?
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lonely,Winter_Iron,2019/03/08,"I'm lonely and I don't know how to deal with it in a healthy way  

Hi, sorry of the length of this post, its probably gonna be long because I don't really tell anyone about my issues. I am a really shy and introverted person and I deal with social anxiety, I have been my whole life and only found out last year when I was 18.

I have only a few friends which I'm thankful for but we aren't as close as we used to be, one goes to the same college as me but I do all online and he is in a different major, my other two are in high school still. All three of them are in healthy relationships with good people which is great, I'm happy for them, but it kind of sucks for me because I'm almost always playing 3rd, 5th, or 7th wheel which is usually fine with me but after a while it takes a toll and I've been somewhat depressed and not being in a relationship has been on my mind constantly for nearly a year now.

All 7 of us were planning on doing prom (last year) but not actually going to the dance, just a fancy dinner and hang out, I was excited about it until the day of when I expressed my anxiety about driving alone in the city (I'm always really anxious about finding new places I haven't been to before) and I just felt sort of weird being the only one in the group without a date and I would constantly think about how other people would think of me. After I said my piece, they just said that I don't have to go if I don't want to. I never told them but it kind of hurt when they said that, I don't think they meant to hurt me at all, it just kind of seemed like it.

I have a therapist and shes really good and I see her every week and now every other week but I haven't really told her about being lonely, I told her about the prom thing but at that time I didn't really feel bad about not having a date. There's still a few things I don't tell her about and I'm still really hesitant to because I'm always embarrassed to and I don't know why I just am, I never tell my parents about my feelings and I don't even let them touch me, I don't like being touched that much, there's a few cases with my friends when they'd put their hand on my shoulder/ back but I generally hate it, I get really uncomfortable and tense and a lot of times ill flinch.

Back to the main topic, I started using dating sites and I went into them not really knowing what I would do if I actually hit it off with someone, every time I'd get a match I'd have a rush of anxiety and the conversations would never last long except for 2 girls who I had a good conversations with and I could see myself with them but one randomly unmatched me andIi was pretty down about it for a little bit and the other said she didn't want to give me her number because she gets a ton of matches and doesnt give out her information, I understood and was respectful about it and she was thankful I did and then we didnt talk again. I began to look at other places for female interaction and I started looking into more adult websites (which I'm pretty embarrassed about) and I didn't really know that people get scammed a lot and I got messaged on an alternate email by people tying to catfish me and I gave into one who asked me to send $200 and then we could meet up. For a little context, i have never been in a relationship before and im still a virgin which im not too upset about, and I paid the one catfish (who might be real but uses a model's pictures but sent me some other pics that dont look like her the model 100% but look similar) and the day we agreed to meet, i got so nervous and anxious the whole day, it was constant butterflies in my stomach and i didnt eat the whole day because i lost my appetite, thats how i feel when i get close (or at least think im close) to having sex. I talked with a couple of other girls but I never met with any but I'm really close to one know and I told her about my anxiety and I'm still not sure if I should, she said we'd be able to get to know each other and she would pick me up after I send money to her ""manager"" and I'm considering not to because I'm not sure about it and I don't make a lot of money.

I deleted most of the dating sites i was on becasue i dont like them, im still on a couple but i might delete them very soon. I dont know what i was thinking the whole time i was on those sites, I just felt like i was just desperate. I go to a community college and I'm doing really poorly right now and I'm doing all online and that definitely didn't help my loneliness, I'm planning on taking classes in school next semester as much as I hate school, hopefully, I can find someone then, as for now I'm still lonely and I won't get to go to in-class classes until the fall. I haven't told anyone about my deeper issues and I'm scared to because I always feel embarrassed to discuss them even if it might not be embarrassing.",2.7129206712433245,3.6655913420289887,4.5652421815408095,86.587954805492,74.2270531400966,7.572972285786933,22.99040172896008,7.9889121714841265,0.9950531400966184,3809,97,839,55,76,1302,341,1035,0.10400000000000001,0.792,0.10300000000000001,0.7225,2,7,0,0,0,0,67.0,7,0,14,3,53,43,3,7,49,0,89,9,3,8,12,184,185,89,0,15,40,1,9,5,2,11,2,5,0,4,45,72,2,0,25,2,4,14,40,19,0,8,48,20,136,24,126,111,29,127,0,7,6,2,89,46,1,20,70,599,181,10,0.041017470668072924,0.0,0.08005426906152395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041073071912712686,0.04248172939020467,0.0,0.0,0.13651928574761274,0.0,0.0,0.027893286603291854,0.0,0.12551301116528604,0.09267613339214976,0.0,0.057360738389625215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03834579812311457,0.0,0.0,0.06307980617276666,0.0342478747069465,0.1750270858620115,0.0,0.06980569291813069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044780454537771866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297594220631725,0.0,0.06549822541298254,0.09077010225892386,0.0,0.10581150116088933,0.0845744223753802,0.035328287382922666,0.0,0.0,0.0428545267245252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442165104224005,0.0,0.0,0.04197111251621671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418330506256613,0.0,0.10367696432056583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295866242749582,0.0,0.07876640847942079,0.0,0.07497845019296677,0.0,0.0,0.04497353945876535,0.06337999217983575,0.0,0.15000954843278635,0.07869539083448075,0.09324469531459327,0.10321052500699453,0.06561083662102637,0.04522190621594237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0436638602429315,0.0,0.08099252082308127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027493145977635285,0.04333720977622832,0.0,0.04073960340744613,0.0,0.0,0.08782010138735721,0.0,0.1772236278192968,0.0856231654080603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281401512870613,0.15779490425750484,0.10030413937008854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04194314277676612,0.028971852563579887,0.10019532147974404,0.08222056257118425,0.0,0.07259834159343273,0.13777737938886986,0.0,0.04477541456642886,0.10461476029009152,0.0,0.0,0.02737948017681827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305391633250532,0.041415952608241095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030512094339451,0.0,0.15817601013037733,0.03961492876726254,0.043622545388554736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676699799102415,0.09358690428325872,0.0,0.0,0.04554504708650736,0.0,0.0,0.11374539832016115,0.035814873269764035,0.0857090534490504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039283398623881235,0.08345902743263299,0.044223770844503324,0.0,0.0,0.04123388712283065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046686861487402635,0.31532210426796786,0.0,0.0,0.13211223941289574,0.0,0.035028695834882134,0.1950850375580401,0.0,0.04106564369435342,0.1245356104030112,0.06537122714524897,0.037340764787752063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04181214589421778,0.06950793958066966,0.0,0.0,0.04591570026312301,0.05806475370924988,0.0,0.22929623541964925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731696136566514,0.0,0.0616800665103648,0.06593657841764537,0.10755323184629403,0.07552675224035957,0.0,0.04762444486690821,0.054500369840215036,0.13141169495612945,0.0,0.0,0.0956704680012589,0.0,0.0,0.19596975494216354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04006810877111339,0.0,0.0493389668657341,0.1062777751670469,0.04517494903627504,0.03384370899819683,0.048386333852099186,0.03255775901020993,0.06580348166847529,0.0,0.0,0.03802360624575756,0.037011887418493684,0.18317816473031406,0.0,0.039539378012168135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568817156936584,0.0,0.0,0.079241718898914
lonely,captainaustismo,2019/03/08,"Something great happened to me today, but I only feel sad about it A bit of background; I’m an undergrad psychology student in my last year of study, looking to get into research when I finish. I’ve been working a research internship for the last year. 

Today I was at my internship where I spoke to my supervisor, who gave me the greatest news I have received in a long time; he is so thoroughly impressed with my work as an inter that he is listing me as a coauthor on the next research paper! That means that I will be a published academic before having even finished my undergrad, which is a huge accomplishment. 

The whole way home I was absolutely overcome with pure elation, I was singing and smiling and just so caught up by it that nothing could wipe the smile of my face! All I wanted to do was shout from the rooftop how stoked I was at how far I had come and how excited I was that for the first time everything seemed to be going to plan! 

But that’s the problem; I had nobody to tell about this exciting news. All I wanted to do was to tell someone else and have them tell me how proud they were of me, but instead I got to come home to an empty house, to have nobody to share my joy with. 
And as quickly as the feeling of excitement came, it seemed to disappear. 

Now I am just sitting at home, silently proud of myself, with nobody to share my elation with. ",7.746176554073234,6.190799649446497,7.779852398523983,76.41416122622766,63.57564575645757,10.55248367868294,37.45131989781437,9.265573868473778,3.2891854101617937,1079,45,211,15,13,350,143,271,0.040999999999999995,0.746,0.213,0.9951,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,7,16,12,0,0,18,0,25,1,1,4,3,37,44,19,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,12,14,0,0,5,1,0,7,0,2,0,1,16,5,32,10,44,24,5,36,0,1,1,0,13,11,0,2,16,158,44,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318725217228907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452195770365327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521354504846757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229163889121451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062028589179889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111822510337188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785614979622743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954666148527544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345142874674902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314377474593458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949563598580281,0.0,0.07559634752626249,0.0,0.10638545367021393,0.146651170946146,0.0,0.0,0.11762605976261005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002792125932033,0.0,0.0,0.1534831924403369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685241689617515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771542482735807,0.11170036663639184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489397360874395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146456653849926,0.0,0.0,0.1276329280208268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011650491749678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272788350008634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421864683898681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270445656231115,0.10240260735542067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487868758557738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512599237141686,0.0,0.252168194956273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691316689122498,0.1055823135678984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850818219155631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936752057851076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131654157197376
lonely,OGRiceness,2019/03/08,"M24 - I have great friends and I'm moving forward in life but I feel like I'm missing out on girls Hi, I'm a 24y male and I Workout, go to school, play videos games with friends and go out with them from time to time.

But I work weekends from 11 to 11 saturday and sunday so when they go out or something I'm aways missing out. I'm quite happy and satisfied with my life so far but I just wish I was practicing with women. I tried Tinder but unfortunately I do not get matches :p Not interesting ones at least I'm sure you know what I mean. This job I work weekends is a security guard job and I sit on my butt which is a great job while I'm in school to study or do work while getting paid, I think I'll keep this job until I'm done with school which should be around 4 or 5 more years. I should be out by 29. I'm just worried about getting out of school at 29 and not have much practice with girls or just connections with them. I might be overthinking as I am not a virgin and have good enough social skills. Tell me if I'm just paranoid at 2:27am or whatever  
Thanks!  
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lonely,ZeWarden,2019/03/08,"I'm so tired of having really vivid dreams of being in love. But at the same time, I like it. Whenever I go to sleep, I have super vivid dreams of this one girl in particular who I used to go out with. I mean really vivid dreams. The ones that you wake up feeling confused because it felt so real. I'm 90% sure she doesn't want anything to do with me now, so it's not like I have a chance with her again. And she broke up with me for another guy nearly six months ago, so I'm mostly over it by now. I'd be lying if I said I didn't think of her from time to time though.

I always wake up feeling so lonely. And the dream stays on my mind throughout the whole day. I really need to move on, but it's hard when I have dreams like this so frequently. 
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lonely,Instalock_Irelia,2019/03/08,"Looking for a connection Hey guys, I'm pretty new here (I'm 20) and I thought this might be a good place to go maybe not. I went through a pretty big break up about 4 months ago and I'm. Really trying to get back out there. I really loved her a lot and my life has shattered since we broke up. I've got really bad depression now and had a swing with suicide. I'm doing better now but now all that's left is this perpetuating feeling of lonelyness. I transferred colleges and I go to RIT now and I have met plenty of new people and I'm a very out going social person but no matter what I do I feel lonely. I want that special connection with someone but everyone I meet that I'm interested in is always in a relationship. I just want the lonelyness  to go away. I don't know what to do I just feel terrible everyday and it effects how I live my life.",0.9034801892371362,3.0739280056179794,3.4434594914251946,87.06088409225313,83.5505617977528,6.893435836782969,21.727971614429325,8.032893268588372,1.2076921348314609,667,22,142,14,19,232,106,178,0.126,0.738,0.136,-0.2935,0,6,0,0,0,1,13.0,1,0,0,2,11,10,0,0,8,0,11,3,0,2,1,32,34,12,1,2,6,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,8,13,0,0,6,0,0,5,3,5,0,0,5,4,18,5,19,27,2,26,0,3,1,1,10,10,0,2,10,89,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776469993026718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992972532910552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354171595545253,0.1108289394671904,0.12034455598612115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747341873218326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414104802788155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377247104938755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863305709772668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530324417123843,0.0,0.3276551187983593,0.12089144130688588,0.1152758684823416,0.0,0.0,0.1427137630278603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921141239621934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566003034747128,0.0,0.20360999114214812,0.0,0.0,0.12727157351783985,0.0,0.12103493785646376,0.0,0.0,0.12253623506504255,0.13008514251817213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480039546388862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290172780625988,0.0,0.0,0.1150451279907693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784079919535006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992327679772653,0.12585087565958453,0.15058770901227025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29326898925428885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27700477004373897,0.0,0.0,0.1547442863586149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922783289575305,0.0,0.0,0.1469248581269174,0.1221229375241958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576574813106384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442504715334492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785645671542267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892434690218552,0.17002607937145994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361220367080648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jennypod,2019/03/08,"Not like the other girls Ever since I was a young kid I had a need to be special and unique. I love having people attention and I love being 'not like the other girls"" but it's starting to hurt me. My friends don't talk to me anymore and get annoyed with me really quickly when they do talk to me. My internet friends constantly hate me. With everyone annoyed at me I tried to tone down myself, I became mild. Yet the hate persisted, so I accepted it. I'm annoying and unlikeable. And it sucks, i wish someonewould just be friends with me and like me and we would be friend soul mates and we could handle each other. But alas, for now I'll just sit in my room and be lonely and watch as my mental state gets worse! ",1.9064334975369448,4.010332475862072,3.2603201970443334,90.13491379310348,79.41379310344827,6.6256157635468,22.77093596059113,7.7094869923839395,1.029266009852217,559,18,117,9,14,182,87,145,0.242,0.593,0.166,-0.9322,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,1,1,8,19,6,0,5,0,12,2,0,0,1,29,23,15,0,4,6,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,3,6,16,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,1,24,11,13,14,1,14,1,2,1,2,15,4,1,0,11,83,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723657351509982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223013184049489,0.0,0.1346380787489457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253633362345875,0.0,0.1611340834469984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5211353635559642,0.0,0.17620540550212466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33297627005608005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052290198365814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471536686426037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30439200248919673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994031851525007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503770045050466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690745665091365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080292940203816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949325074735502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935784264613912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710783133880549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144893345984684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391725129597576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184932774590655,0.1197905768766567,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Xenometem,2019/03/08,"""Well I'm Done Talking With My Friends. I'm going to call it a day."" Time-zones are a thing that need to be worked around, I get that. Given the distance between us, I have no problem dealing with that unfortunate fact of life. But it's the way he worded it that got under my skin. Am I not a friend? Am I not as important as those friends?

When I read that I suddenly realized I was sitting alone in my room, talking to a person halfway across the world. It really hit home just how alone I was. It sucked ass. 

What really hurt, though, was the fact that I came to the realization that I'm always the one starting the conversations, and always getting spurned, or cut short. Not just with this one friend, but all the friends I've made, locally and online. I'm always the one saying hello, or wishing them well, or chiming in. But I don't get any of that. I may get the odd greeting every now and then when I don't show up for long stretches of time, but otherwise nothing. I keep going back and forth, arguing with myself, saying that they have their own lives to live and I shouldn't be harassing them, or engaging in worthless self-pity, but here I am!

I have no idea anymore, I really don't. I've tried so hard recently to engage others, to socialize, to bring my walls down and risk getting hurt. I've gone up to strangers and struck up conversations, I've made myself bury my shyness and bring out every last bit of energy into talking to others and learning about them. What do I have to show for it? A friends list with several entries, and not one of them willing to talk, or at least not with me. That's the worst thing: being surrounded by people, but having no one to talk to.",3.696213017751475,4.938727414201182,4.659723076923079,85.73527692307694,72.19526627218934,7.774863905325444,26.83360946745562,8.238735603445708,1.6354848284023666,1318,45,271,20,25,429,169,338,0.16699999999999998,0.736,0.09699999999999999,-0.9631,0,2,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,0,6,1,14,20,4,1,16,0,23,3,2,3,3,54,48,29,0,4,18,0,2,0,6,3,1,2,2,1,24,20,0,1,3,3,0,6,12,10,2,5,10,4,33,10,45,31,5,40,0,3,0,1,29,20,2,6,12,192,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550477682119054,0.0,0.0,0.22355180684074227,0.0,0.0,0.060900744631011264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881489494587486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972329500144251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886257653567399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777130479645972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144607876478336,0.10242752253673053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057755825827125525,0.09232768753020404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164626964697146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509085780628923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151416905461552,0.0,0.2339450075068877,0.0,0.10179279800036764,0.0,0.0716256363567527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022405009435829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983137052816605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174182103839185,0.10109714861081293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960095649283011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299960577240609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325562919694303,0.0,0.0,0.1581581221352832,0.0792537129972842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694789742571567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640419614183647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593082394427834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034252919581592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062086439961070015,0.0781963230799959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856924253943884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957963738347073,0.0,0.17211445196162642,0.0,0.0884251558452212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243610098962464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934258160312962,0.1011721138024438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129045478914012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338777477180232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35990620083308555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189932600320715,0.0,0.08798772817975829,0.0,0.1044409506728116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060802239671981714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772412244505407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108490997990892,0.0,0.0,0.1610421238935729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298429308879532,0.0,0.0,0.06519739956124901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tinavirgin,2019/03/08,Just sick of it No matter where I go I always feel so lonely and unwanted. Nobody  makes me feel included or part of something these days. I am so sick of feeling this way :(,0.97757142857143,3.329222114285717,2.9939285714285724,89.18232142857146,85.0,5.785714285714287,20.17857142857143,7.1686216300943375,0.6534285714285719,134,4,27,2,4,45,28,35,0.38,0.556,0.064,-0.9353,0,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,9,6,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245468656515235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25154534660499184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5916520963769558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167031886563865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26035660605438743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223783565081154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30027401280548577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30959782953848497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ssnrhaixnaj,2018/11/10,"It just hurts and it’s annoying I met this girl through work and I began getting to know her and she was absolutely incredible, like as a person she was perfect. We didn’t end on bad terms and never got into a relationship but she moved across the country and I feel like she was the one. And if I start talking to her again I feel like I’ll  start something that can’t go anywhere so whenever I see her on social media or something reminds me of her it just sends me into this lonely depressed mood because I have yet to find anyone who I could see myself feeling the same way towards. Ik it was written bad and sounds stupid but hopefully it makes sense. ",2.731590909090908,4.8061256439393985,3.8969696969696974,86.71545454545458,76.65151515151516,6.218181818181819,26.15151515151515,7.1686216300943375,1.257306060606061,523,20,103,6,12,170,86,132,0.163,0.721,0.11599999999999999,-0.8355,0,2,2,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,2,5,13,2,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,2,27,24,13,0,3,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,9,10,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,7,0,1,9,6,20,5,12,14,2,18,0,3,2,0,17,6,0,3,11,73,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535567899731928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29938007833461894,0.10928649509416724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313927523026693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544122888592277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587875172499804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27194575285982703,0.2561531584500555,0.0,0.0,0.1638572793513066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366560437281532,0.0,0.10188808950350904,0.0,0.1433853748245775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806397862359458,0.0,0.0,0.19192131670705148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852676198710156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627592233098533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966977498948905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190544648065396,0.0,0.0,0.13827061301963034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214837352424466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653905033224755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247799035138569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857234685515428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275182942389215,0.0,0.2760346594786769,0.0,0.0,0.25378845640354003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409724822857065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230290968828035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051686587627911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pangulin,2018/11/10,What's the loneliest thing you've ever done to fill the void of not interacting wi th anyone? Personally I at times have a conversation with myself that I write in a notebook hidden in my room.,7.405789473684213,6.780306421052632,8.277894736842107,69.55526315789477,63.73684210526316,10.757894736842106,32.1578947368421,10.125756701596842,3.040484210526315,156,5,29,3,2,53,34,38,0.099,0.9009999999999999,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35414852590477663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183135702970999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581478326643605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44224620986564667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364884445711441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953375093005608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shonen87,2018/11/10,"Lonely and no friends I separated from my kids mother 2 years ago and I'm slowly trying to get my life on track. However, I'm in a strange situation where I work half the week and the rest is just school runs and trying to fill the time with things to do. I don't have any friends or associates that I see aside from a group I attend on a Tuesday, unless I'm working nights. It's getting pretty lonely and I am so bored of the same monotony and seemingly no fulfilment once the kids are in bed. Please, help me reddit",4.216502002670225,4.738897859813086,5.148998664886516,85.37233644859816,70.4018691588785,8.357276368491322,27.435246995994657,8.418075326091056,1.6522667556742323,409,13,88,6,7,134,74,107,0.128,0.741,0.132,0.3525,1,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,8,0,6,1,0,0,0,12,13,9,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,0,1,9,2,12,13,2,14,0,2,1,0,7,5,0,2,6,53,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008139586534815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405490494021712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35004833991932643,0.0,0.2367155023215257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518449242045312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001183568298294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125923562035356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412576071724622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24867278889907665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304725276801889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292704799685101,0.1805229754190774,0.2062334228155552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546403467804908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050304781850513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209724138227444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076114523581616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171664847798735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298475003093173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588427251202105
lonely,throwaway0101020,2018/11/10,"I don't know how much longer I can go I feel like I'm never going to find someone. Why even continue trying? 
Maybe I should just end it. I always think about it but I've never had the guts to do it",-1.6660000000000004,0.2457187333333337,1.2327777777777804,99.5825,95.0,3.888888888888889,11.944444444444445,5.46131890053228,-1.3758888888888892,153,2,38,1,6,53,34,45,0.0,0.9540000000000001,0.046,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,2,10,11,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,3,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434703967502904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591607508936157,0.0,0.0,0.19326252270633015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794963469437147,0.2090367241625724,0.0,0.0,0.2674352259643685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33258777818504603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080778931441445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429517861281237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29396056429252937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509798621868714,0.0,0.45134928132006397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479228562371347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748915852224315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865925879261145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640300632957366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PLPMostDope,2018/11/10,"I just want to talk with someone who won’t make fun of me. It’s a sunny day today and went down to the shops and on a walk. Everywhere I look I see people laughing at me. Taking photos of me sometimes, even bumping into me on purpose. I just feel so invisible and lonely. Even when just going outside to try to enjoy myself. 

Would just like to have someone to talk to. ",1.1064473684210512,3.2889196447368434,3.3307894736842094,88.10302631578949,82.8157894736842,4.852631578947369,21.34210526315789,5.985473137389443,0.30603157894736865,287,9,57,2,8,98,53,76,0.035,0.762,0.204,0.9107,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,13,11,5,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,3,9,4,15,8,0,11,1,1,2,0,3,5,0,0,4,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479452975947187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375478915103051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920272006562505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522254715552022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483815620192082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145793056404865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056703709124946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715105846549772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036228674389669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330163769372976,0.0,0.2527238930904864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212538229947335,0.4107677261949956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422108261939352,0.0,0.0,0.17348685351774526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071713464904185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23687717279433296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815198798760837,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yuhyeahyuh,2019/06/15,"I just want to type out what i feel and how my situation is. (Sorry for my english) Im 18 years old. I didnt have a birthday party because i have so few friends and the chances of them even coming where too low. 

I go to school 5 days evey week. Talk to two guys in class but those are not the type of guys i could or would hang out with outside of school. 

I go home and sleep for about 30 minutes and watch youtube videos or netlfix the rest of the day in my room. 

The weekends are more lonely, im basically just watching youtube or netflix, but when some of my friends are online and want to play,  i play some games with them. 

Im tired all the time (dont think its depression) 

But the few times im getting invited to go see a movie or my one friend says lets go to mcdonalds, i get this happiness inside and it makes my life better. 

The problem is that my few friends are either introverted or i just dont know them well enough to be invited to stuff. They also have their own friends so they dont think about me. 

I consider myself kinda attractive. i have never had a girlfriend,  i have not even talked to a girl in like 3 years because the schools and education i have chosen is mostly men. 

I dont know what to do, im just waiting and waiting for something to happen but the problem is just gonna get worse and worse when adult life starts. 

Its not easy for an 18 year old with little to no friends to get more friends. I need friends to get new friends if you understand. I cant just go to the mall alone and start talking to people, thats strange and everyone thinks thats strange. 

Any tips? Its okay if you dont have any, i just wrote this so i could clear my mind a little.",2.4835836385836387,3.867458749287749,3.3177319902319944,93.60355769230772,75.46723646723645,6.495767195767198,25.356227106227106,7.021680442328713,0.786954334554335,1315,45,302,13,28,417,172,351,0.105,0.711,0.184,0.9877,0,3,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,6,1,21,22,0,0,17,1,29,4,1,2,3,67,59,29,0,10,22,0,1,1,10,2,3,1,2,5,13,17,0,2,7,7,0,7,12,5,1,2,3,5,37,17,35,50,13,34,0,3,3,0,29,10,0,11,18,192,50,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087541428891889,0.0,0.05472543197587959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307287025578108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343161300714427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060522970156251785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894852472655801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927553863672328,0.0,0.0,0.08826658058604897,0.0,0.05894079738100245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40101180241525386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070904815260587,0.0,0.09039801931269137,0.0,0.0,0.06539017016960867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03460151959914719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758368998943183,0.0,0.1787657397508141,0.0,0.1944587857394773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551783433012887,0.060514618764643424,0.07284765070992592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864336014874901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695941238674616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752174060470313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997685036730215,0.0966717731427698,0.03343265456290813,0.13717465176086574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04567921382679585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909729997847378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074181908115332,0.05277934966152145,0.06609251856524327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361675876906166,0.0,0.046371621565303216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744246729782604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309612885516976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054420257204852406,0.0,0.20777197886562526,0.05453182901215477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692097816354775,0.06848190417681453,0.0,0.0,0.05268266876511113,0.0,0.07660456213124488,0.09687372745413783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833882077095257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501031311199246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315463158791121,0.0,0.0,0.07980706237876764,0.07865307244790125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684859231698156,0.0712406282623957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072650306181305,0.0,0.05489241012374891,0.0,0.061529020678137834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394770931692293,0.04861247253909946,0.0,0.0,0.13220482632285616
lonely,Jstayyy,2019/06/15,"Anyone from UK want to do something irl? Im 19 so preferably around that age, just gauging legitimate interest atm .",4.678571428571427,7.420699952380954,5.362142857142857,75.32035714285716,73.28571428571429,8.009523809523811,34.3095238095238,8.841846274778883,3.475838095238096,93,5,15,2,2,30,21,21,0.0,0.807,0.193,0.5106,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37983748152247937,0.0,0.0,0.4835878787175524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5867792007828679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182032705177162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32040980828467563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Unwis3man,2019/06/15,Any Christians here? Is anyone here a born-again Christian by chance? Thanks.,3.1997435897435897,5.4137284615384615,0.6230769230769262,98.31358974358973,110.53846153846152,1.7333333333333334,19.71794871794872,3.1291,-0.6704666666666665,62,2,10,0,3,16,12,13,0.0,0.631,0.369,0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070105998710089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213172401228561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6864172104260851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cordell4550,2019/06/15,Hey people Last day at my job and I'm closing this bitch down by myself. Fun 😒,-3.2183333333333337,-2.4495933888888857,-0.06833333333333158,103.56750000000002,121.7777777777778,1.8,10.055555555555557,3.1291,-2.127044444444444,61,1,15,0,4,21,18,18,0.20600000000000002,0.642,0.151,-0.29600000000000004,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,7,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40420064463647604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6219507338287247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5108833141739474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345081850368435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Temporary_Batman,2019/06/15,"What have I discovered at this lonely hour of night! didn't know this sub exist , but I'm still feeling lonely",2.91,5.0288472727272815,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,76.27272727272728,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.4960181818181826,88,2,17,1,2,28,19,22,0.254,0.672,0.07400000000000001,-0.6476,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,4,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897157902225037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5642696601287814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31489469947932125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5377027038754262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575823882524144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,serenitysgaurdian,2019/06/15,"in a relationship but still lonely I have been in the same relationship for almost 4 years. Im going to put it very simply. I have to beg for physical, non sexual affection. He is the most wonderful man otherwise. He shows little gifts/surprises as affection, he takes ua on dinner dates and motorcycle rides. He loves fishing and got me into it because he wanted to do it together. He is a wonderful figure to my daughter. 
My thing is i am a very physically affectionate person and i need physical affection.
I try to communicate and tell him how im feeling and he said thats all he ever hears but he makes no effort on this front to change anything. Its gotten to the point where ive thought of myself with another man and i feel wrong feeling this way.
Im in a position questioning whether i give all the other good things up just because im not getting what i need occasionally. Or stay honestly. Im not sure how to communicate better or what to do",3.187058823529412,5.374720860962569,5.485026737967916,75.32989304812837,75.68449197860963,9.319786096256683,28.11229946524065,9.773937934552695,3.115483422459893,759,32,140,23,17,266,114,187,0.067,0.7020000000000001,0.231,0.9903,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,8,0,10,2,0,6,4,40,29,14,0,3,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,12,8,1,0,8,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,5,5,14,6,21,24,4,20,0,1,0,1,22,10,0,7,4,88,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692011592442685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243496924027222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608504505471166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235386708137354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326635837970964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123518543994646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056177684589635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711488287091207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100324190786456,0.11200859578557244,0.0663584440962263,0.09793429114241417,0.0933851093476975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159907897113898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6306141148029829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170260374926939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538211872531844,0.0,0.07793943445543257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315484882995302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019519344308743,0.0,0.0,0.11037767897408332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737789841143835,0.1307999823057653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25071703718709,0.0,0.0,0.11106724744076132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244525851199984,0.0932461557547781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100466517942626,0.0,0.08779037202213877,0.0,0.10205499410286603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514275565226954,0.0,0.0,0.09269585804220087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927362448930775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268149155198647,0.06886915806015513,0.09268011328208167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25324646815792445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766074177934458,0.0,0.0751907963722272
lonely,Ceanio,2019/06/15,"disconnective loneliness I don't have someone to turn to right now, but I wish to vent here.

For many years, I've starved myself from having a deep connection or 'closeness' with other people. I do have a small group of good friends, but they do not share the same experiences as I do and any reciprocation of emotions or feelings is limited. I've built a picture in my mind that yearning for such closeness or deeper friendships is ""needy"" and deterring. That by doing so, I'm placing an emotional burden on someone. Some of the people I know make judgemental (not critiquing) comments about others, which increases my fear of expressing myself.

Honestly, it seems to be getting worse as I grow older. Everyone is getting more and more busy with life and work. I only know a very small number of family, which has its own complications, as my mother and father are divorced. People have already established friendships that I feel I would be cutting into. It seems to me that over text I usually start conversations. I almost always initiate when it comes to asking people to hang out or spend time.

Given this, my situation is a bit strange. On first glance, I appear to be very well off relative to others. I'm graduating from university soon with an honour's degree and looking to pursue academics further on. My self-esteem is in a fair place, I'm dedicated to my interests and hobbies, I cherish the time a handful of people spend with me. I've had the pleasure to work at a job that I enjoy and have supporting co-workers and supervisors.  I consider myself to be in decent physical shape. I have many acquaintances that I kindly acknowledge and have good conversations.

Despite this, I feel so lonely. The lack of closeness has gotten to the point where I feel more alone being around people than being with myself. It feels like I'm behind a facade, that I put on a show everyday that highlights my well-being and suppresses my struggles.

That isn't to say that I haven't met anyone which made me break off this trend. I did meet one person in university about a year ago that I could really relate to and share experiences with. Sadly, while I was away on an internship, they became very ill, and at some point, communication was blacked out. Not just from me, but from everyone who knew them. I have not heard from them since. :-(",6.300482599346977,7.515896445727482,6.7476531018555415,73.27907621247114,66.06697459584296,9.66756390857689,31.55921000238911,9.83838024301492,3.179251875447957,1863,72,316,40,29,606,226,433,0.11699999999999999,0.738,0.145,0.9366,1,3,0,0,1,0,56.0,0,0,4,5,13,22,1,2,20,0,35,3,1,2,0,65,65,27,0,5,12,2,6,1,1,1,2,2,0,1,26,27,0,2,11,1,2,6,7,7,1,2,10,11,45,15,63,47,10,54,0,3,3,0,22,33,0,10,15,234,71,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331506092510428,0.0,0.09411582324275736,0.0973436548118928,0.10371855556754396,0.0,0.07820589237855971,0.0,0.0,0.06391534670681527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571888665674755,0.0,0.0,0.08366961802355717,0.08786648259295378,0.0,0.08830521188362367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261100881287644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809626991280889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504210323959931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114486377450494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961992086941525,0.0,0.18387741400039495,0.08860391499601432,0.10576309970302716,0.2376168389009995,0.06714534403864977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994649966964536,0.0,0.0,0.07261521799247862,0.0,0.09821013753265133,0.0,0.0,0.1576660502205087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932690014358644,0.0,0.0,0.09787447320280668,0.10330715218454746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638679864714861,0.045917993113245265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892659887340762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889341129143245,0.06273799832348159,0.19057900598256786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490150830187068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368898394469555,0.07148242657280468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909584055118081,0.08206706061047203,0.19639578315100786,0.0,0.17769886802002954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448431907677664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021138677932882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026559475819699,0.0,0.07474336178874111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711270501501354,0.09805041726808003,0.0,0.0,0.07774818997030808,0.10564691891072617,0.0,0.0,0.1592721618057934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652548546098114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825710074704867,0.0,0.0,0.10665694204320936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961080382657552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223240847723064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351496297949607,0.23265086239880714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901374926404894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808204132819214,0.0,0.0,0.2052740613889668,0.0,0.09578222679789272,0.06676667493058401,0.0,0.0,0.12105091831117915
lonely,tintedvision17,2019/06/15,"I’m a disposable friend “I think I’m a background friend. I don’t fit in with any particular group of friends, they are closer to each other and I manage to link on sometimes but it’s not permanent. I think about all these people constantly, but I don’t think I cross their minds often.” 

Read this somewhere and it was by far the most relatable post I’ve seen on the internet. It sucks being an option. And it sucks even more than I’m most cases, it’s people like us who have the most love to give that are left to starve with minimal reciprocation.",2.620540540540542,4.629306234234235,3.834495495495496,87.34147297297298,76.74774774774775,7.322882882882882,21.91081081081081,8.238735603445708,1.0968659459459449,436,12,91,8,10,142,74,111,0.091,0.755,0.154,0.7302,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,2,0,3,7,2,0,6,0,7,1,0,0,1,20,18,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,9,5,13,15,6,10,0,0,1,1,10,7,2,5,2,59,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641266547571088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326648513370632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422048651225928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4990251090624966,0.0,0.0,0.2065371875426357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339261290709825,0.0,0.0,0.10518562616650416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943183580345798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739352916097995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985264373916739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619969182077474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153601497178246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293907047908195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138702650609257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25898165939962703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,davidshoebricks,2019/06/15,"I NEED SOME ADVICE, Reddit help My roommate who I thought was going to my bff down here is trying to find herself and her own friends. I don’t mind it, I’m happy for her, but I’m also seeing her everyday because I got her to live w me and then I also got her a job. And because I wanna salvage that bff-ship so much I continue to do the most for her like bring her coffee and invite her out, but she can’t even reply back. What should I do about her? (That’s my first question)

She went out of town this weekend, and I had to face reality. Yes.. I needed to find my own friends. 

I reached out to my one other good friend that I have in this city, and she’s ghosting me for no reason. She said she’s busy but then I saw her on Snapchat w her other friend.


So I resorted to bumble BFF. I met three girls all of whom flaked on me consecutively within three days. I know now that flakiness is my biggest pet peeve lol.

I’ve been DM-ing and replying to random strangers’ stories that live in my city, and I even DM replied to this guy that I hooked up with a while ago (IT WAS BAD SEX LOL) and now I just feel like I look desperate.



So Reddit, why are my attempts to find friends failing? What can I do to make my own friends in this huge city?",1.108068181818183,2.779358821969698,2.779545454545456,94.7268181818182,80.09848484848484,5.612121212121212,21.984848484848484,6.42735559955562,0.2007530303030305,955,29,224,8,24,315,140,264,0.057,0.737,0.20600000000000002,0.9912,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,3,13,12,0,0,3,3,15,2,1,2,1,35,33,20,1,4,4,0,1,2,6,1,0,1,1,2,18,13,0,0,8,1,0,3,3,2,0,4,11,5,50,10,31,21,7,29,0,1,3,1,31,14,0,4,14,156,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289481324744428,0.11148191479567317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114634003977847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670450753079383,0.10500742023336916,0.15332874491880624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110716988280363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661314499957479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358989573851834,0.08984559862198221,0.0,0.0,0.3448371772802004,0.10697452255836012,0.0,0.0,0.5829882464384648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147439796786849,0.10548460855507123,0.20116940837586106,0.0,0.0,0.12452581643228018,0.0,0.13387777667297487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429674418965755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248010474420419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911642990919978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288356364381325,0.0,0.2221032683138772,0.0,0.10560981739696768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394823343929164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269854663132358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245077587022883,0.1865043513888232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522072483303123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088410475621868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293060096726696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963005994030147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021737084053088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984231453760208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538528385155984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165841919827677,0.11348216054398293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EchoOscarLima,2019/06/15,"Police the Brass No traces.

<<<<<>>>>>

Fall through the floor
Of your dilapidated shell
Into the void unending,
Where is all is shed and for a moment
Freedom is tasted so sweetly.
Be faceless, nameless, suspended in time
Outsid pitiful calculations
And nagging memory - your history.

Freedom is found in emptiness
Like gold in the muddy creeks.
Silence is the pick and shovel.

So dig, dig you fool. Dig for your life.
Or a life's madness will bury you
And choke every hope you had
Of feeling the sun again.

Leaving you to howl at the reflection of the moon
In a puddle of ceaseless tears,
While the stars look on
Mourning a brother lost.


<<<<>>>>


Outside is a desert
Its sands pale as pearl;
Blinding, under the suns light
And burning all uncovered soles.

Yet we march across it, to the holy place
Which has no name or direction indicated.
You might have guessed, this land is the place.

Yes, hell is our temple, where we worship at the shrines of pain and longing
And joy bursts from our peeling skin.

Smile then, show your blackened, broken teeth
And kiss the hand that feeds you;
Every knife, thorn and fist.

For no greater gifts can be found 
Than those that bring you to the core
Beyond all artifice and contention;
To only pure, intentful life
That will drag water from a stone.",6.92914781297134,8.860808209401712,4.956867772750126,84.04074660633486,65.1965811965812,7.5571644042232275,30.85872297637004,7.928766900206844,2.0785528406234284,1067,40,183,12,17,301,155,234,0.172,0.69,0.13699999999999998,-0.7851,0,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,4,11,0,1,7,14,3,0,21,1,17,12,3,2,4,29,25,17,1,1,2,1,4,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,8,13,3,0,4,1,0,2,3,8,0,0,4,9,15,6,28,16,4,27,3,3,2,1,17,17,1,5,9,116,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32935744356304564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882759332408587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42861121796510204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531500489684385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941302735566376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20695793782034996,0.0,0.0,0.4141655681347914,0.0954891238062609,0.0,0.0,0.17297095129202206,0.16413242958686572,0.0,0.2133615143834212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073461805105626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865184251734134,0.20797721151945592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084163958577836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397100469184587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wistpom,2019/06/15,"Today I had to numb myself emotionally in intense fear of not going insane. It's been one thing after the other, after the other, after the other.. and today it got to be too much, to the point of it being existentially terrifying. 

I felt that the only way to stop the constant negative thoughts would be to act very stoic. To try to dampen any emotion, just to survive the day.

The rest of this I'll just talk about what has been wrong, and my outlook.

I miss my old life, I miss just being able to be sad and for it to be normal. I miss my creativity, I miss my old friends, I miss people.

I've been reading these books, too, by Robert Greene. (Like the Laws of Human Nature, Law of Seduction) They paint people in general in a bad light, and talk about how everyone is manipulating or playing games with each other. It messes with my worldview of others, makes me feel I can't trust a person on this earth.

My only way I can think of to approach or talk to anyone is... usually online, talking to someone in real life seems like something that can never be a reality. So I go on Omegle, of all places... that's the only place I can realistically see myself going, and... you could guess how it goes, it's bad. I think about going to Discord servers to talk but... I don't feel like I fit in there, I don't belong there.

​

I have eating issues, too.. and so, with the amount I'm eating, and the void in my heart from the loneliness.. I feel like I don't have long to live, and I'm 26.. when I write it out, it sounds dramatic, but... I truly do feel as though I'll die early. And so, because of that... why plan anything?

​

Please even if you skim this message... just say ""I hope things get better"", or anything, to acknowledge me. I don't even feel like I'm real anymore. I want someone to see my soul.",3.603367755532141,4.580025358904116,5.047191780821919,83.88075605900953,72.12328767123287,7.2592202318229715,24.72339304531085,7.468242284971852,1.0820663856691255,1396,39,287,15,26,469,183,365,0.134,0.784,0.081,-0.9631,0,3,1,0,0,0,86.0,0,2,1,3,21,22,0,1,16,0,27,6,1,4,2,55,57,23,1,6,11,0,6,5,1,1,3,2,0,2,25,14,2,1,11,4,0,6,8,12,0,1,7,12,38,10,49,41,5,36,1,6,3,0,15,13,0,7,20,196,63,2,0.08334443678329037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060732486751446,0.20254522638980024,0.05667707501515425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826552859707917,0.058276368053554364,0.0,0.13717074013280944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391782468291946,0.050805995087999566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737113814210056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006572750912767,0.0,0.06654375097291314,0.0,0.0,0.05375026681199745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649836699146672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705643315815181,0.0,0.1875025470533896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009642891051878,0.0,0.0,0.07963918099380654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378566251389094,0.2107072572887998,0.1786238468729656,0.0800237294649882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439170511395571,0.0,0.04354402830449768,0.0,0.1894662563889732,0.0,0.06665815975479353,0.0,0.09181329345168104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876355887601647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827798312637335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698993843728113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773728097571833,0.2035894096110124,0.0,0.07359466462051144,0.07375720385673706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556330587330043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126775076952301,0.0,0.0642803676688224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165985234815573,0.0,0.0,0.1749119327214866,0.0,0.05647634733533506,0.1901615994535521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556107684455433,0.07277314745438067,0.17415439495883586,0.09148716372341374,0.07878743206289525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336699097153523,0.18972843095738715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627884133081897,0.0,0.0,0.13282945095135218,0.07587364504937502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123494164712372,0.0641626192765504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967968106766953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349455062762711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074068085698356,0.1068074995797466,0.08188548597676408,0.06616617314200357,0.0,0.0,0.15800156172271335,0.0,0.0,0.056585401703339935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917921223034565,0.06876788888174543,0.049158708194682176,0.13230986910873455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520539079904785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920549662213796,0.09112405799365067,0.20254522638980024,0.0
lonely,YTrashyGrl,2019/06/15,"Unimportant I'm always being put on second plan. I never was important to anyone. Nobody ever thought of me first when they hear phrase ""favourite friend"".  I'm surrounded with fake and toxic people. That's all. It hurts. Thanks for listening.",2.8911960132890404,5.910361906976746,3.2708305647840525,82.55348837209304,92.72093023255816,6.178073089700997,20.096345514950173,7.447530270364453,1.4804578073089707,194,6,30,4,7,60,40,43,0.215,0.7240000000000001,0.062,-0.7345,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,2,2,3,2,5,5,1,7,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728473863221126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292822946063411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966133660272557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789200764422771,0.0,0.0,0.2533424507267687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36957839906343387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510344344224253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25290440515618146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273315046139281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296401169330639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30189546968883435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26032391018907625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cent0rea88,2019/06/15,Need someone to chat with. Sometimes I feel like I have a lot to talk about but don't know anybody that wants to hear it. Doesn't matter if you're a guy or girl as long as you're willing to chat or message about once a week. I've just been kinda lonely lately since all my friends I used to know IRL are long gone.,4.055434782608696,3.532153637681162,4.476630434782611,93.69146739130436,70.59420289855072,6.9,25.94565217391305,3.1291,0.2935478260869564,247,6,60,0,4,78,51,69,0.061,0.846,0.092,0.4549,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,16,14,6,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,4,2,10,11,2,5,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,5,5,32,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396765592012204,0.17515279945899787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894213053311177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427614227915525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763296185536717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269483121552624,0.0,0.2765676534824533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977993641218705,0.0,0.0,0.43394365182258493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084386967086187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179387615012532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611029715621669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281098147819213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207735662208487,0.0,0.2424839709684293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706207469226544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175215508292852,0.0,0.0,0.14461034473538226,0.0,0.19666429364029567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,crazyntired,2019/06/15,"Nightmare in the dark.. Night seems the most empty, the bed is less warm then it should be...my hearts empty and yearning for something ethereal, intangible but; familiar. My half has to be somewhere out there...next to another at this time maybe. That’s ok. As long as I end up with you, I’m happy. Hurry to me and see my flame shining in this eternal gloom, it’s bright but the brightest glow is before a flame dies to smoldering ruin and sooty remains. Hurry.",1.33001872659176,3.993566786516855,2.5496910112359537,89.99247659176031,89.0,5.213857677902623,22.02340823970037,6.816661863887847,0.8114711610486895,360,13,69,5,12,115,67,89,0.126,0.6859999999999999,0.188,0.7622,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,5,1,5,1,1,0,0,11,8,8,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,5,5,4,13,6,2,11,0,3,4,0,1,5,0,2,6,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974999870203077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414206267931779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29445144839465864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512873397032243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020199662059462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362037223491527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510789077358981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850299203255937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30173419415433994,0.2662473725137641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260841769761468,0.2582835428786153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841772088759925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543653808829709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Champ_5,2019/06/15,"All I want is one person to be with I thought I had found that person, but she cheated on me and left me. Why am I not worthy of being loved? So many people have someone to be with. People who are complete scumbags have someone in their life. Why do I have no one? Am I that bad, am  I that undesirable? All I want is one person, one person who will truly love me and be faithful to me and want to be with me. Why is that too much to ask?

I'm not perfect by any means, and I make plenty of mistakes, but why am I not worthy of having just one God damn person to share my life with? That's literally all I ask out of life. Why can it not happen? I can't stand this any more",0.6287441130298284,2.062114857142859,2.867619047619048,94.6434065934066,80.70068027210884,5.0672946101517535,18.79068550497123,5.369823440869387,-0.4866667713239146,512,11,123,2,13,175,75,147,0.192,0.647,0.161,-0.8164,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,3,9,2,0,0,0,22,5,0,1,4,28,35,7,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,9,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,4,0,5,3,0,20,5,18,26,5,5,1,0,0,2,14,4,1,0,0,93,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513933248000882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812527231144498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294171197827898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167095708756758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204896761586555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843372519415902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094190868871847,0.0,0.23587100800989966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009286710064667,0.0,0.07430229707634096,0.11285391865722418,0.0,0.1212524980372288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818278685830309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37714287449444295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543408480086325,0.4859711244070005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886303005949708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837009442166746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696588809003546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5022133796121956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dangerouspeyote,2019/06/15,"Feeling unlovable. I’m 35, looking at 36 in about a week and a half.  

I was ghosted today for the 4th time this year.  I’ve been single for 5 years and can’t find anyone who wants to date me for more than a week.  

The girl who I let myself get my hopes up about (who ghosted me today) canceled on two separate plans on me this week.  My friend flakes on me today.  

I went to a concert alone on Wednesday, went to a comedy show alone today. 

Probably my 5th concert alone this year.  Have another comedy show coming up on my birthday.  I don’t think I’ll have anyone to go to that with.  

so I’ll be spending my 36th birthday just 100% alone. 

Really feeling unloved, undeserving of love, and unworthy of it.  Do I just give up after this much rejection?  I’m having a hard time dealing with this constant heartbreak.",2.22851851851852,4.25312950617284,3.7726172839506202,87.2507777777778,78.01234567901236,6.542222222222222,24.997530864197532,7.554174236665415,1.3038464197530877,628,23,126,9,15,208,93,162,0.171,0.722,0.107,-0.8793,0,5,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,8,0,10,1,0,0,0,14,25,4,2,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,10,6,0,0,4,4,1,4,2,4,0,2,4,6,15,3,26,19,3,30,0,2,1,1,8,10,0,1,16,80,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5176942830008048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103418573684175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747535161542931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764421819768444,0.0,0.13504018089073885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288309573913121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636969433855874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421355595197813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654579768503453,0.0,0.06528780282549643,0.11987551624639832,0.07101912748349554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194194781585601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411606164871668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778272882427086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493711452589947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278362876292733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186189214811596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473082232979888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005424382165405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007099072327355,0.0,0.0,0.1457333983550209,0.0,0.4737997474986721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207030610106635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370618136951326,0.0,0.3007123893345969,0.0,0.0,0.2316831712722271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24141545929262226
lonely,Nokiddingxxxxxxzzz,2019/06/15,"Vapid type existence  Hi new to this. I'm eclectic on here so dont judge past history. I have self acceptance issues.
 For example, I never feel good enough.  I am always doing self help, taking classes, being busy.  Every morning when I get up have my coffee I get to compulsively and almost mindlessly applying for jobs.
 
It's a strange high when I get a call back or an interview set up. I feel validated. Days when I get rejection emails I tear myself apart. 'Why am I not good enough?' I wonder to myself .
  Can anyone relate to doing job searches and trying to find newness or acceptance from random places hiring?

Lately my self esteem has been shot.  Classes just ended and as much as I hate to admit something like this I got allot of emotional satisfaction from doing the classes and being around people. (Even being shy and nervous I loved attending.)
  Has anyone felt this same feeling?",2.8195454545454552,5.735858757575759,4.433560606060606,77.97034090909092,82.63636363636364,6.6939393939393925,23.40151515151515,7.908726449838941,1.8917333333333344,705,25,112,14,20,235,111,165,0.10400000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.147,0.7527,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,1,1,4,0,15,1,0,0,1,24,30,13,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,9,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,4,18,6,17,24,5,20,0,1,0,1,10,7,0,6,12,80,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316426132607803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109388917722687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838459396517904,0.0,0.0,0.11703119398681948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108801389647584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423985778638087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847836665070226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407530549213866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478797628502519,0.11643844358428228,0.2716757494306776,0.0,0.08683100071867965,0.0,0.1107644326117848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994170621894905,0.0,0.12622644675120687,0.0,0.1201560859949994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274738905914926,0.0,0.0,0.2205322140146123,0.10514409549611367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297938844017718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811782062339013,0.138899363517233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721468501225456,0.2609162766088968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482975768820672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422686856307439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865175971024194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664146537258053,0.0,0.10139345492822324,0.25393828628863685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549765165033755,0.0911408666551418,0.0,0.13735232417140747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114381423574263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120772300512328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884487284977084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925570256166693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862617901672567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256754111037964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelywithdignity,2019/06/15,"my first post on reddit ever! I basically joined reddit because I need somebody to talk to. So please, anybody, feel free to talk to me if you need someone. I'm currently in that awkward stage between high school and college. My old high school friends have nothing to offer me anymore, specifically my best friend of 13 years. We've been through thick and thin together, but for the past couple years, she's really forgotten about me. I don't have any other serious friends, so now that my old friend is gone (lets call her Rose) I have nobody. Her graduation party was tonight, but I didn't even go. I felt that going and being ignored the whole time wasn't worth it. Please tell me college gets better. I can't wait to leave this disaster of a hometown.",4.068839080459772,6.040460751724138,4.5031896551724175,84.29869252873566,72.51724137931033,7.316091954022987,28.63505747126437,8.07648339933343,1.9447816091954024,599,24,113,9,12,189,101,145,0.12300000000000001,0.703,0.175,0.8083,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,6,10,0,1,3,0,12,0,0,0,1,13,22,8,0,3,3,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,0,2,3,4,3,0,1,6,4,19,8,14,14,2,22,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,11,68,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353139108421768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640195573333488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384263645800276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443389337083579,0.1216422696690437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044292902966926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218453913085847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084336256460107,0.12441210549409888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695439659879843,0.0,0.13205922737908027,0.0,0.0,0.11699079660344787,0.0,0.0,0.4250498637752695,0.0,0.07185856961816138,0.0,0.1563334251003733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906354904481445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563418276840764,0.0,0.14064317863108736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396718879567088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197259818771934,0.0,0.28864856523198285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129675548499173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30195353896130045,0.0,0.0,0.13172456053901646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811115099497686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783940820881051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653654108316056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109764225518536,0.12021534707447094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020022958481209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355763563425234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771415061487778
lonely,ENEB1487,2019/06/15,"32 M W/ Family... and I Still Feel Like Shit I'm texting this as I go, and honestly... I fucking hate my life. Maybe I'm getting an early start into that midlife crisis, maybe I'm being a bit of a twat, I'm quite unsure but I know that what I truly want is no longer attainable unless circumstances change by my hand or another. 

I've been on the job market since April 2010 (I've worked the same restaurant job since March 2007). I've been dating the same woman since November 10th, 2012. I've raised a child since April of 2013 (her daughter came w/ the territory). Honestly, I know I can be doing better. I have switched my schedule on multiple occasions to accommodate my partner's life, taken up financial responsibilities that do not concern me, reconnected w/ my family while becoming more acquainted w/ hers... yet we barely have a moment where I am not entirely ""happy.""

I have some college education, I am attracted yo other women, and I don't desire kids of my own (Seriously, if anything has brought any joy to me, it has been raising this little ratscallion. Nothing but joy!). I don't love the woman I am with any longer because of her lack in desire to better herself, all the bullshit she has attributed to my personal debt, and the lack of an intimate relationship. 

If I were to cut the cord now, I would be working everyday not because I need to, but because I want to. I would be in the black before the end of the year; I would be in a better profession because I wouldn't have to worry about the cost of a certification program or putting money up front for school. But what for? NOTHING!!! The fucking purpose for doing all of this, bettering myself, is all for HER DAUGHTER!!!

I grew up in a broken home. My mother had a poor taste in men, including my own father. As much of bastards he and my stepfather were, I made a decision many years ago that I would do my damned best to raise a child far better than any of them could. Call it Daddy Issues, but I knew what it was like to crave that guidance and wisdom a father could instill. As well, I'm so attached to this kid; I love her as though she were my own flesh and blood. 

So there it is folks! While my partner and daughter sleep, I sit alone at a kitchen table unhappy, stressed, and wondering how to solve this quandary called life. Am I selfish? Maybe but who isn't? I just don't know what to do other than fake my way through this scenario until my house of cards collapse",4.282356099015804,5.5935159770354925,5.316530867879512,81.3214530271399,70.85803757828809,8.31353414852371,29.13456606024456,8.759644201051973,2.257739946316732,1919,74,371,34,35,632,244,479,0.165,0.7170000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.9763,3,1,0,0,0,0,76.0,1,0,1,10,12,29,7,1,27,0,44,14,5,3,3,58,70,31,0,16,15,6,2,2,2,5,3,0,2,11,22,13,2,0,7,0,4,6,9,11,1,0,13,4,57,18,52,45,15,42,0,0,1,4,34,15,5,6,21,252,79,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771917034942091,0.0,0.0,0.09018924616807347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765339556639892,0.09131160858374568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165991937784956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233411780923375,0.09617368827243793,0.0740991823178682,0.0,0.09138572404578857,0.3850785994698995,0.09506946858798472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783807080659414,0.0995970152656018,0.0,0.0,0.09211973517091733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905355690876195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712757044075189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418369161241506,0.0,0.044030571111664224,0.06221040266306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610092349701636,0.04549602276208399,0.0,0.049489915431349785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269892484664533,0.0,0.08597407053736827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734894840998728,0.0,0.0,0.10047932820255663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088952890484032,0.1728281303307274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435716718870792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452282289178595,0.08508637142168247,0.08727764458101195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571872943895338,0.08239777536470014,0.0,0.08828606712087733,0.2624525208901965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401426537985214,0.06456916630456272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711238097348233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603542671569996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754006132916549,0.0,0.09262094394659852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349198234361017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813022276127226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938699116147496,0.2881359101588847,0.0,0.08714349504446979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163610146223927,0.0,0.06954268481507196,0.0,0.0997505404989145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555625372626269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272479575569693,0.06912053214880877,0.0,0.0,0.07829592317866231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443520310881158,0.12679143727313522,0.08843458286545244,0.0,0.24743825749195106,0.0,0.0,0.11215411103615626
lonely,FunWithBadDecisions,2019/06/15,"Two nights ago I slept with a married man Which is something I never would have even considered doing a few years ago. He's not even my type, at all. I thought we'd have one more night together before he had to leave, but he allegedly grew a conscience in the morning. I don't even know if that's really the reason, or if it has something to do with me. I already have low self-esteem, and for just one night it felt so good to be desired. I haven't been with anyone since breaking up with my fiance 2 and a 1/2 years ago. Anyway now I'm sitting here crying about this man that I barely know, like an idiot.",5.257570303712036,4.5599697401574835,5.887289088863891,85.16803149606301,68.13385826771653,8.516985376827899,28.37907761529809,7.447530270364453,1.4435250843644545,475,13,103,4,7,155,88,127,0.1,0.815,0.085,-0.1915,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,9,4,1,0,7,0,14,1,1,1,2,21,20,7,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,2,0,3,5,1,11,2,12,12,3,17,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,3,11,71,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42833734874044377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774509839994476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262410965539656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705897508467998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692817827607854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191562728538016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546527620598506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509813869575552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704006607094014,0.0,0.0,0.17055020737635487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869082016791756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422735696860428,0.0,0.0,0.4534607396283593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182908286043436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318576853800633,0.16560711053720056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803146717677747,0.0,0.0,0.1332390294202518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24799959608117456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787183876275324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734229379231382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441973078428982,0.0,0.0,0.2074480045435299
lonely,tundra13295,2019/06/15,"Everybody says I'm successful and lucky but... I am male 24 and I am working as a software engineer. I felt completely isolated my whole life but it is 10x worst now.  I am in a new city far away from everybody. I go out with my coworkers for lunch and occasionally some outings with them but that is about it. May day consists of getting home from work, eating, going to the gym, doing more work at night, and sleeping. Weekends are worst because I have nothing to do. I just end up drinking a bit (used to go to bars alone but stopped), running and sleeping in.

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Everybody I know says I have it all. You are tall, athletic, pretty good looks, very well off family, free ride through college, and now a great job. I don't care. I still feel depressed and lonely. It is such a strange feeling because I can't feel sorry for myself. I know there are people way worst than me, starving on the streets in 3rd world countries. Even compared to 1st world countries I have a lot. Why should anybody care or help me? I ask myself that and it is actually true. There are people out there who actually need help unlike me.

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I would never commit suicide or self harm EVER but i definitely feel really depressed. All my life I have felt like this but it is way worst now. Maybe because I got through all the struggles of school and have a job, I feel like I have nothing else to work for. My life feels like it is way too easy. It is actually the worst feeling. I got my passport and am thinking of traveling. Maybe that might help. Or make it worst. Who knows lol.

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Thanks guys and let me know if I am a selfish prick haha. I don't blame you guys for thinking that.",2.0956838905775044,4.553145133738604,3.0680972644376934,89.80828571428573,80.94528875379939,5.826869300911857,25.81337386018237,7.110495986334442,1.2113304559270524,1315,54,263,17,35,418,169,329,0.19699999999999998,0.606,0.19699999999999998,-0.6957,2,3,1,0,0,2,57.0,0,2,1,5,14,27,1,1,12,2,32,10,3,2,7,59,62,22,1,4,11,0,9,3,0,4,3,2,1,4,16,15,4,1,15,5,1,6,4,13,1,0,4,12,38,15,32,53,14,36,0,3,1,0,15,15,1,9,15,178,54,9,0.0,0.0,0.22406980438891316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927016598577966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487862984580069,0.27900572239150123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155259038906668,0.0,0.07190986219852802,0.0,0.0,0.13997035243937214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355954701190506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607094897657914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024851596930982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04936060384445075,0.0,0.13184393597136995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497798878087776,0.0,0.07831736380617964,0.06393758158425733,0.0,0.06778984824337746,0.0,0.0,0.05055255103336389,0.06923289863567263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215310604781057,0.0,0.2708989796606254,0.1093573603210502,0.1469767442119975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039987885798738174,0.0,0.13049473116410332,0.06419634641545761,0.12242867661159434,0.08438328814263561,0.0,0.15156907834910896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390519240167305,0.0,0.07677373892491977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190408125595892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825287928652494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782651727602723,0.16218291448559005,0.11217763323725552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427254663365782,0.0,0.0,0.06506977259632815,0.0,0.0,0.05108963239903288,0.0,0.1537851852505886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119460054128391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056751871736322235,0.059030735132428486,0.07392076603218081,0.0,0.07182562002217126,0.0,0.1468803293173124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612346453857913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786654466004404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903212883731016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173199592265198,0.0,0.07746042553267098,0.0,0.0,0.07984570608978275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318631899600996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567789573204877,0.0,0.0,0.061123253631750224,0.0639890987931097,0.0,0.08001401530023951,0.0,0.08372002331839014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046580109142908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808477217075777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610415817985127,0.0,0.06315177061694856,0.0,0.1822566311148888,0.0,0.0,0.06881675022337079,0.0,0.06906353628314113,0.08545181500126615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228819666479244,0.0,0.0,0.05437031734932735,0.0,0.27900572239150123,0.0
lonely,AnyoneWannaWrestle,2019/06/15,"How to make friends when people scare you? I'm scared to be around people right now, and I have no friends that live within 2000 miles of me, and I live in an area where most people are bilingual but speak spanish and I don't. Add to all this the fact that I am in some legal trouble and I haven't left my house and am kinda scared to, how do I go about meeting other people when I can't even leave the house. For context I have not had a single person reach out to try and talk to me in over 2 months. Should I just accept being alone?",3.904111801242237,3.7702112869565236,4.361490683229814,93.05391304347826,70.91304347826087,6.571428571428571,22.51552795031056,3.1291,-0.12527329192546602,418,7,98,0,7,132,76,115,0.138,0.762,0.10099999999999999,-0.7421,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,3,4,0,13,0,0,3,2,22,16,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,1,13,3,16,12,4,17,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,3,4,71,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225604068955735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805892746267374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985194971493042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569948697604332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452276461407128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838189580842951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610751595498644,0.18070578208108887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29372496373157786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101904086994173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275402005557366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612178515925808,0.1452230960416203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203528297100987,0.0,0.0,0.4995421767920165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368069165116198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129194972811793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,basic_marz,2019/06/15,F/19 lonely I'm complicated. I want a friend. Yet I want more than a friend. Someone who can sweep me off my feet. Something my (ex boyfriend) never could do. In just lonely looking for attention. Someone like me.,0.616500000000002,2.683121650000004,1.6999999999999993,91.78000000000004,107.5,4.0,22.5,5.985473137389443,0.6639999999999997,166,7,31,2,8,52,31,40,0.11199999999999999,0.629,0.258,0.6705,0,4,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,3,4,6,1,4,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601430590245851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034599011700447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918060231614098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27360916049724865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512946931320311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5521373415844443,0.25083437301912764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843575554575239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,2286cm,2019/05/07,I just need a friend. I have problems like everyone else but I don't want to talk about it anymore. I don't want people to ask about my problems and my how my life's going. It sucks if it matters. There's nothing to talk about it really. I just want a friend to talk about anything else. Just to goof around. Fuck depression. I want to laugh. I fucking hate being depressed all the time. And nothing helps. Does anyone else feel like me?,0.25938811188811073,2.6795869318181857,1.3977272727272734,97.09832167832168,94.45454545454544,4.071328671328671,19.26923076923077,5.8734145424116955,-0.13773006993006964,342,11,72,3,13,107,51,88,0.331,0.512,0.157,-0.9609,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,10,13,4,0,3,0,4,3,0,1,1,19,16,5,0,8,5,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,0,1,11,5,11,15,1,3,0,2,0,2,7,1,3,1,3,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461079901230644,0.1030138956991286,0.1509530891427281,0.12123689918379932,0.1311515417064616,0.13773009759821453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537836585696027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892613936305586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692163751407309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077648553734196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449254698045313,0.1052498576795259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276476937753676,0.2724013724438014,0.0,0.0,0.08372886740394435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545410897268804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874963787751002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406084307781348,0.14395226681143086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924050115618704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28272690034185644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021374282110726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819425289142057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438092811861157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35524562632380274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590708460920929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475872095541154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,null-user-00001,2019/05/07,"Southern California Anyone out there from southern California? Could use some ""local"" folks to chat with.",7.88625,12.104985125000002,6.705000000000003,61.24000000000001,72.75,8.200000000000001,33.0,8.841846274778883,4.080100000000002,86,4,10,2,2,26,14,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.511004871258524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5834986296284606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6311920236914975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kikas2003,2019/05/07,Lonely with no one to talk to but im here for you just dm me we can talk 💛 Im really lonely i dont have anyone to talk to because i was always made fun of by everyone so i was pushed around and socializing when no one likes you is hard  my anxiety is at its peek i just want someone to talk to and i mean everyone 1 day cant go by without me being made fun of or stared at because of my size people call me a monster but im just a teddy bear with alot of love to give 💛 Please dm me im looking for a friend a bestfriend maybe even more who knows just dm me ill always be there for you 💛,-1.1043137254901971,0.6506875882352965,2.001882352941177,96.85880392156864,88.55882352941177,5.097254901960786,17.154901960784315,6.42735559955562,-0.38772980392156864,456,11,116,5,15,162,78,136,0.11699999999999999,0.6990000000000001,0.184,0.9314,0,4,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,3,0,0,11,7,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,2,0,20,19,7,0,1,8,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,4,3,16,5,22,13,2,7,0,2,2,1,14,3,0,2,3,74,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575189136214173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917891600872812,0.0,0.0,0.0906515715323178,0.0,0.0,0.11541252064965478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580621254144706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238316923026766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361101282618058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519442703345915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563003009781693,0.0,0.0,0.2477648197293563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016425966802593,0.0,0.0,0.12436835807514525,0.07368086956886942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613744562297047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5601601661872477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125010915789773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333853857060813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887007658765104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701067212232695,0.24534855986299225,0.0,0.0,0.13024693880349547,0.1412226161729866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757031129890702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988028573004779,0.0,0.0,0.14231249207123642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305461509406087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321578780490366,0.10984872464788137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168185154397917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646863216066141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497421946931225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,firefly_x7,2019/05/07,"Random late night thoughts Hey guys I am 18 years old if there's anyone feeling lonley and want to chat I would be open for that!

I am an introvert and I never fit in anywhere in society. My family thinks I am the akward person who always avoids everyone at family meetings. I had lots of friends in the past but I started to focus more on school since the people arround me were always fake. I mean I dont understand why humans are like this? Most People make fun of others because they look different etc., how would they behave if they were in their body instead of their own. Are we just determined by the way we look? But after all, dont this people realise that this universe is just what me make out of it? We could change the hole world. But this revolution would need to many people and people are tired and lazy so nothing happens. If we were made by aliens, did they create us on purpose being so mean to each other? Maybe there's an alien race that is connected thelepatically, so they feel each others emotions as their own, therefore they wouldnt be so mean to each other. I think the age of the internet is something powerful, it lets us already share some thoughts we would otherwise never speak of in real life. Every morning and everytime before falling asleep I loose my motivation because life seems so meaningless. Do most people just seem to fit into society? Are they really happy, because I think deep down most of us are truely sad. If you look around all the angry people are just very sad people (I discovered a friend of mine who had this behaviour). The bad thing is if you hang out with those people they start being mean to you , but then sometimes they apologize. So you never know if you should get rid of those people since their negativity drowns you or just look away from those traits and help this person to cope with life. And then you feel just isolated and alone because your ""friends"" are pretty mean. Being a loner changed my life in a happy way, although I would like some human contact. I just cant stand the negativity anymore. (However I still have contact with those people but I stopped calling them my friends in my mind)Being alone can be so peaceful and yet so painfull.  My mum has cancer and due to her chemotherapy her mood changed into a bad behaviour. She gets angry really quick and yells at me, but I just dont respond because I somehow think its not her fold. All people in pain are angry. And then the people surrounded by those get depression. Is it the rule of life? (Angry=Sad?)

May there be no meaning life, we still stand up every day trying our best (or worst). How do you guys deal with feeling isolated, surrounded by negative people, feeling not being worth anything for others? Does anyone also feels like this life is a joke? Therefore I cant be serious arround people anymore when they get angry. I just think what will it mather in 100years when we are all dead? Theres not really a meaning in life its the concept of the human mind like everything else we experience. After one long existential crisis you cant take anything serious anymore.

Sitting here contemplating life I just wanted to get my thoughts out, thanks for reading!",4.63379510744695,6.642247377483447,4.983240978510612,81.29012771996216,71.0860927152318,7.645844032977427,27.558318691715087,8.354732019191555,2.027966117042844,2552,92,452,41,49,807,274,604,0.18,0.695,0.125,-0.9934,3,3,1,0,0,0,63.0,12,10,15,3,35,27,0,1,22,0,55,14,2,8,7,125,100,44,2,17,27,1,6,4,4,9,12,2,0,7,31,34,0,2,26,3,1,2,17,11,0,1,10,12,74,15,59,70,19,63,0,3,4,0,67,30,0,19,30,335,105,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901960992414556,0.052752133326204605,0.03822828396524225,0.07955235471751147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222409369228528,0.06685036157698528,0.0,0.07867609017118313,0.042555074366196335,0.0,0.0,0.04491277655375829,0.0,0.07982752215814429,0.14570224841354698,0.0,0.04067708978928581,0.0,0.05016661704204865,0.0,0.0,0.053098692909455854,0.0,0.0,0.04881251687178748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170866756011608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0381670474826098,0.0,0.0,0.030829175626897232,0.049283106133981035,0.0411729146407081,0.0,0.0,0.049944276994580136,0.0,0.0,0.04183299240676122,0.0,0.16807534452611378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039933525489918416,0.05377228148297535,0.0,0.0,0.05331331883620493,0.0,0.0,0.08055268866956802,0.04567810437533116,0.04296252616720414,0.046760802857063216,0.09012939895888927,0.0,0.14502471729576513,0.03415068906020445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773085259777122,0.0,0.12487626347952414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466557076077887,0.04227230277876639,0.10177500942403732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032041546205517135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02627144504553384,0.0,0.053924207705287865,0.0,0.0,0.048882115869154766,0.303883978209502,0.09341711640803632,0.0,0.0,0.04230441868133506,0.16057093907531214,0.0,0.0,0.04064065856439053,0.0,0.045232640929413925,0.06381815161365678,0.04846504599758393,0.04802484284679517,0.3645026752488449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653541724340743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03544554330064015,0.11060656226070976,0.0,0.0,0.04486016137793347,0.0,0.04586855828313573,0.0,0.050161524890394805,0.0,0.03239275512541388,0.0,0.05086608454526926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045633661563468216,0.4971118672957344,0.08348000026271192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04863314452855933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781623903630079,0.05441062404266389,0.09187205951022988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048379494513606486,0.0,0.08703666297551979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908677209670277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03680131794093703,0.04727868878033548,0.0,0.0676708475050597,0.0,0.07635155870616273,0.0399657016173524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03594213449888375,0.0,0.0,0.044010858626922986,0.0,0.0,0.03175839025249343,0.15315213105504002,0.0,0.11385144818848845,0.0,0.054942864399907976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0324553046989046,0.0,0.0,0.04976492407181867,0.17250446214997395,0.0,0.0,0.03944273116339343,0.056391253045351336,0.07588807337816786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04313504543415172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979047376878806,0.0,0.0,0.030783759699836506
lonely,shannenlynn09,2019/05/07,"I hate this loneliness. My Nmother is in the hospital. I’ve never lived alone, been her caregiver for 16 years. Even though she is hell to live with and I’m glad she’s gone, I find this house so fucking lonely.",-0.6692441860465124,1.2568047209302335,1.0504360465116314,97.10495639534884,106.44186046511628,4.9406976744186055,17.002906976744185,6.6274283507984215,0.14416511627906914,165,5,36,3,8,53,37,43,0.278,0.629,0.09300000000000001,-0.8868,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,6,1,4,5,0,4,1,1,0,1,3,1,2,0,2,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181298591201349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287930192163967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807428527431195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839686959055164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30326142095774145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35442667372998554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5424638866534585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369042529166185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017876310226605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780391265930508
lonely,Groaningcop,2019/05/07,"Why does everyone always push me away I thought I was making head way with the whole friends thing. She said I'm like a brother to her, that meant the world to me. It's her birthday tomorrow and she went out to celebrate without even inviting me, i was on my way to give her an early gift, I was just excited to see her face light up when I gave it to her, saw her leaving with her roommate to go out, i know shes gonna be hungover and sleeping all day tomorrow. I really thought I made a real friend this time. Why does it have to hurt so much.",2.230306513409964,3.395500344827589,3.6780459770114966,91.64932950191572,75.72413793103449,7.224521072796936,26.68199233716475,7.793537801064563,1.3072636015325672,424,16,98,6,9,140,77,116,0.046,0.802,0.152,0.9088,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,6,3,3,2,1,16,21,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,11,4,22,4,16,8,3,17,0,1,2,0,16,6,0,0,7,63,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677468023129914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572880690674474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376011207965787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30872871609766034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650716205966,0.0,0.0,0.16855287783921075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725645108473709,0.0,0.0,0.16921405297654069,0.1002492817268762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181032048363649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883437938342748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694201911344752,0.0,0.0,0.18677672043633384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617763382119839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690911116350626,0.11774495964712345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967054133494582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007760040141084,0.1130030841926929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779193561518038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056389041339998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652228154432764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171889277325051,0.0,0.0,0.2800756803252288,0.10285727962584992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280028108357127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351983142600013,0.3183379057900614,0.19693859667089725,0.0,0.17003838051158038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Randomfrenchguyy,2019/05/07,Tonight is tough I am feeling so lonely tonight.. I'm having quite bad thoughts and I wish I could cheer up a bit but it feels like I am stuck in this endless negative loop today..,1.1439189189189207,3.4075708918918965,2.0499324324324317,96.84084459459463,83.32432432432431,4.781081081081081,25.466216216216218,5.985473137389443,0.5580864864864865,141,6,31,1,4,44,31,37,0.304,0.502,0.19399999999999998,-0.7020000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,11,3,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,4,2,2,8,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29015678221961594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793915011133886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774588859826586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514235372731497,0.24826159651206475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977609456230436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36962023118829257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758845484557801,0.0,0.0,0.3293993549969036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996199664860564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,elvistattoos,2019/05/07,Feeling even more alone than usual I don't know why I can't be happy with what I have. I wish I could be. I wish I could be happy at all. It is a selfish and self centered part of me to keep trying and failing. Nothing is working... it just doesn't fit. But what doesn't fit is me. I'm afraid I fit nowhere with no one. I'm what's broken here. I can't help but feel all are better off without me and I wish disappearing was a real thing. There are days I would go to the ends of the earth to vanish. I'm a complication and a burden in every way. A ragdoll of bruised up emotions. Just fucking everything up.,-0.5702272727272728,1.5041478106060635,1.9305303030303025,95.91579545454546,89.83333333333334,4.20909090909091,19.613636363636363,5.602791699666715,-0.2821909090909092,469,15,109,3,16,160,78,132,0.175,0.715,0.11,-0.6422,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,1,1,7,0,18,1,0,0,2,24,30,6,0,6,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,7,5,0,1,1,2,14,3,15,23,4,15,0,1,0,1,2,9,1,0,3,77,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487480046365935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079230051908365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542035599939415,0.0,0.0,0.10266560702142967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790694628422167,0.14099677430464358,0.0,0.0,0.10514474974166224,0.0,0.13412604312802645,0.0,0.14307141655392966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098441742839265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717034799825968,0.0,0.0,0.09047242635226327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33892547918194604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670297613227743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414970767154131,0.0,0.0,0.08748770598253315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274892317352246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787255255523832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238931647467398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811952357519814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660718720053459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576002591684748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808085166803563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532738933244127,0.0,0.0,0.12635912184850928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436459306271705,0.0,0.5491884920119171,0.15345531252587302,0.0,0.1158936004518292,0.0,0.0,0.11308535957555955,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,theyungbc1913,2019/05/07,Love fantasies I’m a straight man but I always find myself fantasizing about love and romance. I’m a virgin and honestly don’t even care if it stays that way.i really just want a girl I can cuddle with and tell her she’s beautiful but I’m already seen as too much of a loser to talk to any woman and I don’t know how to talk to woman anyways I don’t know why I always seem to think about love every time I see a even somewhat attractive girl walk by I get filled with romantic emotion I’m just really sick of being without a SO and get a form of “love desperate” which always sees me making mistakes with who I talk to I don’t mean to rant but I wanted o get this off my chest,1.5091517386722868,3.1912874178082187,3.6612328767123294,88.81659114857746,78.93150684931506,6.6840885142254995,21.504741833508955,7.61054688173877,0.7751133825079024,537,15,117,8,13,184,86,146,0.111,0.601,0.28800000000000003,0.9862,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,10,10,0,0,7,0,6,8,1,2,0,27,29,12,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,8,0,0,6,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,3,15,8,19,27,3,6,0,1,3,6,16,2,0,3,1,72,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566625118859615,0.0,0.35438012448012524,0.0,0.0,0.09654144052007174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474333720502158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596921329203804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875338104567892,0.0,0.11961209670996928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975393851108966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222513417502878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560411043950267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5125177973695327,0.0,0.09476310535054834,0.0,0.0,0.15464209987631394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436101219290114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818935299546073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262563220650503,0.1292401026096837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131638453982205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34231958861310274,0.12408414591781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909657905336387,0.0,0.0,0.08278125241595723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674699162563182,0.11268564366954405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281018253089762,0.0,0.0,0.13684972175748816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fandok,2019/05/07,"You know you can't tell everyone about your loneliness because people will think you're just overreacting To sum up, in everyday's life i'm always be the joker one. The one who always make fun of something, or being silly in front of people. So that people will happy and laugh when around you.

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But, there is a time when you want to share something deeply about what you feel, but you just can't. Because maybe people will even think about that feeling is like another joke or another nonsense.

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I just want to tell you guys here because this is the random place to tell you about my random story.

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From my time, good night.",6.399451219512192,7.419548731707318,5.659908536585367,81.86839939024391,65.7479674796748,8.101219512195122,28.383130081300806,8.07648339933343,1.8277325203252035,526,16,94,6,8,159,74,123,0.040999999999999995,0.77,0.188,0.9259999999999999,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,9,0,0,14,8,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,0,19,19,8,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,12,8,15,14,0,12,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,4,7,62,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402263290191734,0.35943975322090466,0.4030999642070275,0.0,0.2319052863959685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843953527224156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022254008797154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303696618640979,0.0,0.0,0.1056638117497068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118250172371423,0.07899828658233485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274915482192687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949146407055743,0.0,0.1177143358253486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607718087614692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810583771515762,0.054023742542116115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381292689940779,0.0,0.1110923498964974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377172414929192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986357365016062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30664865501934274,0.0,0.11553243626240715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025958429011914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28995506082643674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171024096705506,0.0,0.0,0.12896003166247272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044575355303115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030999642070275,0.0
lonely,CurlyFrenchFry420,2019/05/07,"Eastside Yeah, that’s right. My title reference the song, by Benny Blanco, Halsey, and Khalid. It’s a beautiful song right? About summertime, youthful, vibrant love, when feelings first brew between two people, exploring a whole new world of possibilities as you grow up and explore the realm together. I guess to most people you’d think back to that special girl/guy and relate to the song, you’d look back and remember in school, at prom when you first kissed, made love and did these things which are sure to stimulate such a glow inside you. You might have already picked up with my over theatrics that I have a different take on the song from the one that I feel most people have, the reason it might’ve been so popular. To me the song resembles everything I didn’t have at school. Everything I don’t have now and everything I feel like I’m missing out on. It makes me reflect now, while one by one all my friends, had girlfriends, experienced different things and emotions I’m yet to feel. I feel like I’m totally fucking up on this one, just can anyone relate this? Does the song make anyone else cry? To me it was just a huge slap in the face and a realisation for the first time that wow I’m lonely. Even worse, as I’ve gotten older I’m probably further than I’ve ever been to being in a relationship. Like I can hardly sustain conversation with a girl, I hardly have the opportunity to attempt to sustain a conversation with a girl and I just don’t see how it gets any better. At my University I often see guys and girls walking around together, I mean that in the mixed and segregated sense and most of the time I just feel ashamed to be walking around by myself all the time. I guess all I’m really trying to say is I regret never having someone to love or someone that’s ever loved me. It haunts me to this day and not a single day goes where I wish I just had that someone in my life to be myself with, to just goof the fuck around since that’s what I’m like without all the angst. Idk if anyone relates, I actually kinda hope you don’t because it’s just tiring. Anyways thanks for listening, have a blessed day🙏✌️.",4.730506618728548,5.7410840853080565,5.520243503840496,81.40338862559244,69.521327014218,8.569504821049192,28.29579996731492,8.841846274778883,2.0822899820232066,1692,58,334,29,29,552,202,422,0.054000000000000006,0.7609999999999999,0.185,0.995,2,2,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,7,0,6,27,25,2,1,28,1,28,10,1,7,9,72,65,22,0,4,11,0,8,4,2,1,2,8,0,4,24,21,0,0,14,6,0,5,7,6,0,8,9,21,37,19,53,50,10,52,1,3,4,7,22,25,2,11,26,227,61,3,0.0,0.0,0.07841386179492356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867257945518223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546434399153849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685560457400002,0.08233211524669817,0.0,0.21459614853622974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357445171301228,0.0,0.048983020722049325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106653687900759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826503845830437,0.15546494632222846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790554583822254,0.0,0.0,0.07031828116027881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712541254082972,0.09038737585835208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053073024644107125,0.1453694921567451,0.0,0.0,0.2166508409204565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24377622205064484,0.11480975263747027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504708068857835,0.0,0.0,0.06208126069496048,0.14857185975304174,0.041981621205653935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703786523278053,0.15912608297843958,0.0,0.0,0.1439627080969274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980960087753414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675636963514132,0.15702752011833354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747707844014339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29009030024059834,0.07603284822585124,0.10727376814605108,0.0,0.0,0.08752900565248405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048568063961647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061973918158461413,0.07760634344146075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177996582522046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712192956563596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058700267087616,0.0,0.0,0.08663514627523951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051476796500697496,0.08261724120465325,0.0,0.08627006824399043,0.09102535871997257,0.13724366464164053,0.0,0.06390068441170561,0.0,0.16264497000458938,0.1280633857712854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646961592276635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042509174772336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573264479213894,0.0,0.06041616852598325,0.0,0.0,0.07397911918280711,0.0,0.0,0.10676718477408052,0.05148756515961588,0.0,0.0,0.14056509934418912,0.0923550423803622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054555055941712484,0.0,0.07849413105370846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971231304336609,0.09240307430921693,0.07745833818108114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188753757373163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jae-Yeong,2019/05/07,"How? Why? Everyday I question myself how and why I ended up being so lonely. Since the beginning of my life I've never felt what is like to have someone who I can share thoughts and just be myself. I don't know what is like to hug someone I love. I'm always observing others and I think how can I be like them, what is the process?
I feel like I'm a half human.",1.0491208791208777,2.65108471794872,3.278791208791212,91.40192307692308,80.02564102564101,5.995604395604397,21.399267399267398,6.868970318607317,0.4214190476190476,280,8,63,3,7,96,49,78,0.04,0.71,0.25,0.9413,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,10,3,0,3,1,14,19,7,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,12,7,4,14,0,5,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,1,8,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944952844359276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20702945669152376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818893247866295,0.1669880924589472,0.22443268637551148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284606142663726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510161693657302,0.4567856901655152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096476895557287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027922084575285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26184886373801103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335699475758725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961042252825883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977491186674588,0.0,0.18556810691938766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42183857212841214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ripewith-decay,2019/05/07,I just want someone to love me and be able to touch them I haven't been kissed or hugged or cuddled by anyone my entire life in a romantic sense. I just want to know someone loves me and be able to actually feel it. Damn.,3.740141843971632,3.953502021276599,4.830638297872341,88.33333333333334,71.34042553191489,7.9687943262411345,26.30496453900709,7.793537801064563,1.1646794326241134,173,5,40,2,3,57,34,47,0.08900000000000001,0.621,0.29,0.8755,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,0,10,10,4,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,7,4,6,7,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,2,0,25,8,0,0.5341537647438878,0.0,0.2606285108915649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674636600128428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504209648968007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467784698877357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886443004210737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820946274367064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525867514730122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31505772989277897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,igotgillz7,2019/05/07,"Eastside Yeah, that’s right. My title reference the song, by Benny Blanco, Halsey, and Khalid. It’s a beautiful song right? About summertime, youthful, vibrant love, when feelings first brew between two people, exploring a whole new world of possibilities as you grow up and explore the realm together. I guess to most people you’d think back to that special girl/guy and relate to the song, you’d look back and remember in school, at prom when you first kissed, made love and did these things which are sure to stimulate such a glow inside you. You might have already picked up with my over theatrics that I have a different take on the song from the one that I feel most people have, the reason it might’ve been so popular. To me the song resembles everything I didn’t have at school. Everything I don’t have now and everything I feel like I’m missing out on. It makes me reflect now, while one by one all my friends, had girlfriends, experienced different things and emotions I’m yet to feel. I feel like I’m totally fucking up on this one, just can anyone relate this? Does the song make anyone else cry? To me it was just a huge slap in the face and a realisation for the first time that wow I’m lonely. Even worse, as I’ve gotten older I’m probably further than I’ve ever been to being in a relationship. Like I can hardly sustain conversation with a girl, I hardly have the opportunity to attempt to sustain a conversation with a girl and I just don’t see how it gets any better. At my University I often see guys and girls walking around together, I mean that in the mixed and segregated sense and most of the time I just feel ashamed to be walking around by myself all the time.",5.3315429524603815,6.3393791253822664,5.831894634417572,79.72455587989994,68.14373088685015,9.125882680011117,29.54253544620517,9.339509955726095,2.4625853211009168,1342,48,259,26,22,433,163,327,0.042,0.7859999999999999,0.172,0.991,2,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,6,0,6,20,17,1,1,24,1,22,5,1,7,5,53,49,19,0,0,4,0,8,3,2,1,0,6,0,4,17,18,0,0,14,6,0,5,3,4,0,8,8,19,27,13,43,36,7,45,0,2,4,4,17,22,1,6,21,176,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611422156571608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539164785687503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447369106880494,0.09852660622868137,0.0,0.1712043970664182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788119201566896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504512090007121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562651842337467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009320852360562,0.0,0.0,0.08414968542708905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032878870573353,0.10816631350421696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351233640489701,0.08698162720874225,0.0,0.0,0.2592654400840084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29172630590057264,0.13739250176471074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24537925348826034,0.0,0.0,0.07429246665586896,0.08889775926859761,0.050239285714659285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059303528343155,0.1904257272068319,0.0,0.0,0.17227975996704886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409357872873233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807496262790415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357511523251926,0.0909882914479592,0.1283742107332376,0.0,0.0,0.10474571007522088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401972515435712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287128866048727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26064022649068186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999433388966867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840520633833536,0.0,0.0,0.10367603112161088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886781564496856,0.0,0.10323914328847504,0.10892978576530464,0.16423909993093982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946367692206296,0.15325308653120226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062903885966796,0.0,0.07229985563189968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776798386462646,0.06161502158610566,0.0,0.0,0.16821385131527775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393370155033637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073584677692634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799458140226716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,softdaes,2019/05/07,"Late night loneliness I’m getting that numbing lonely feeling that makes your chest feel heavy and hollow as you lay on your bed—I know I’m not the only one who gets that, but it’s a sucky feeling. I wish I had someone to cuddle right now, or someone close I can talk to and be mushy with. I often feel really lonely, and I stop myself from talking to people because I think I’m a nuisance. It sucks, man.",4.800714285714285,4.697484309523811,5.7120000000000015,84.03300000000002,69.0,7.672380952380951,28.704761904761906,6.742157984588678,1.4083647619047617,318,10,65,2,5,105,60,84,0.217,0.7070000000000001,0.076,-0.9041,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,3,0,3,3,1,1,0,18,17,6,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,4,10,0,7,15,0,7,0,2,0,1,7,3,1,2,4,38,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984811709667466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639926943960734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23971778758159454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607945872594614,0.0,0.25878800758483506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313504830805005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528868530396886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545627679694735,0.17447902609137014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904618124675113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696792804267975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591756286828174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887620077787688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917996523900793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687871740458673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699867291409013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638137821147315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BiscuitEmperor,2019/05/07,"Closer to her than ever, yet lonelier than ever before. So this is not your typical r/lonely story. On first glance no-one would even consider me lonely. There is this girl a few semesters below me. We met while smoking in between our lectures, we talked, became friends, close friends, best friends. Then I developed feelings for her - of course that had to happen. But we even managed that problem and could return to being best friends again.
Fast foreward to now. She has had a boyfriend for a long time now, but their relationship is completely messed up. The only reason she doesn‘t end it, is because she fears that he would kill himself if she did. I was her support throughout the whole thing. And again it happend what had to happen. We got too close and had sex. Again and again. 
Now we are closer than ever. The only thing that is missing for us being in a relationship, is the title „relationship“. We already spend ~ 100 % of our time together. We sleep together every night, we cudle, have sex, go to the gym, cook together. Everything is there for a true relationship, except that I know for sure she wouldn‘t start one with me, even if she did break up. She doesn‘t want one. She doesn‘t want me. She wants to be free and I can‘t blame her. 
So here I am, as close as I could be to the one single human I was ever truly in love with. Yet I feel more empty and more alone than ever before. I could really understand if no-one was able to empathize with this situation. Because I know that I should feel incredible and lucky. And I am truly happy as long as I am with her. But deep within I always know that this is a farce. That I am living a lie and that sooner or later our affaire will come to an end. I dread that day. Because I really can‘t say what it will do to me. My best guess is that it will break me to a point beyond repair. 
I needed to get this out of my system. And irl there is no-one who would be understanding of this. Because in the end I am just a dumb selfish tool for a cheater.",2.4782653686432,4.5908276196473565,3.693838927088297,87.69042004220846,77.58942065491183,6.307005242017838,22.820409830485396,7.329194593529364,0.8838722717679901,1563,48,313,20,37,508,185,397,0.11699999999999999,0.7490000000000001,0.134,0.7602,0,5,0,0,0,0,57.0,12,1,1,4,26,23,2,2,18,0,49,5,1,1,7,68,73,25,1,16,10,0,3,0,4,8,0,1,0,2,26,27,1,0,9,2,2,2,7,9,0,4,11,5,56,15,48,46,8,53,0,2,1,3,45,18,1,6,30,254,82,2,0.08225896431236702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519547902197983,0.09077481261742364,0.0,0.06844604793612886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057720457886366,0.0,0.13999263994164612,0.0,0.2589771242130915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085881404863023,0.08624695903922809,0.0,0.0,0.19703126859173906,0.0,0.0,0.0530502268671489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857107987983448,0.0,0.0,0.16299381037664765,0.3720397131755981,0.06930672523320862,0.0,0.07392905303531744,0.0,0.0,0.09256420420479182,0.1247778118849879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069969433022088,0.0,0.0,0.2542122871022049,0.0,0.0429769137396643,0.0,0.04674966507729466,0.0,0.0657900082599988,0.0,0.09061752314771054,0.0,0.14548266095404935,0.08756619710974077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100735633212577,0.0,0.1356221265849339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263617254190857,0.1455931897555931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424192689630144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099397973806801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719446563209313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722240929036716,0.12512329818090126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776130972216379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871071953114497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053943977993295,0.08457591552427315,0.0,0.3532613724538679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541563005426591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246252240259974,0.0823183707526238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058223318324859163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334649788884453,0.07752810036955059,0.0,0.0,0.06611663960009245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929840150252444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593172719921816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126896573472367,0.09894740578864077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555540522312888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183919601778627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530322436756196,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kingaaron2000,2019/05/07,"I need to be alone. But i dont want to be. I drive away every single person I love, or they dimply leave me. It tears me apart to go one night without having someone to talk to but I know if I message or call anybody I know I will only say depressing things and they won't want to deal with that. The first time I fall in love since my last girlfriend left me and she leaves even though she said she never would. I can't do it anymore. I'm too weak.",-0.621360544217687,1.4557346530612243,1.2011224489795929,100.99685374149662,90.22448979591834,3.6748299319727895,15.309523809523812,4.7782277997778095,-1.188512925170068,348,7,84,1,12,113,68,98,0.141,0.772,0.086,-0.0885,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,1,16,19,8,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,2,0,2,1,2,19,2,10,13,1,12,0,1,0,2,15,4,0,3,5,57,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271240942823871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495596314825448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574740345948896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801391173876169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187579354726466,0.15194570939937782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067566965598882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165202354150094,0.0,0.14863698053359667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005824065494386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026053077337573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939057940990964,0.1438015137566448,0.0,0.37359535758223456,0.19167507107140647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184422811994224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080925333707452,0.13606188043432427,0.0,0.0,0.1655532309000372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954315597722998,0.13417131723822048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403849801826733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678107636731322,0.14029203801292833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593205017430547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947558982974124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179544106459865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720207758928795,0.0,0.17332653197752187,0.0,0.10286882131773432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081079035251018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005746064478566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531993040175626,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lazypawtato,2019/05/07,"Is it okay that I prefer a female friend? I really want to have a good female friend such that I'll get a chance with other girls she might know. And it feels appropriate to show affection to girls more than guys, because you know, guys don't accept hugs easily.

Is it okay to feel this way?",1.7678531073446315,4.012114627118645,3.0450000000000017,90.74569209039551,80.6949152542373,6.6451977401129945,14.918079096045195,7.793537801064563,0.0247265536723158,229,3,49,4,6,74,42,59,0.1,0.6,0.299,0.9119,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,3,2,5,1,0,1,0,11,11,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,7,6,10,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309927885162169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871572476619744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438773325862276,0.0,0.14835729296804,0.0,0.0,0.23817203591534614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5623297584350941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31211379654653953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30123650949074043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191194051557105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748686691478082,0.2253940985508231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xXStrangeDoggoXx,2019/05/07,"I wish I wasn't so forgiving. I've been cheated on more times than anyone should. But every time I feel like if I break up with them I""m a bad boyfriend. Like after I say oh well I really truly care about you and you mean the world to me so I guess just don't do it again, I start getting run over without me even knowing. Like I had thought my most recent partner only cheated on me twice, but I found up after the fact that even though we dated for over a year none of her friends even knew who I was, and had given me a list of 5+ guys she had been with during our time together. ...I guess I'm too soft and will never be good enough for anyone.",1.2920476190476191,2.7466091571428564,2.782857142857144,95.8904761904762,78.85714285714286,5.523809523809524,19.52380952380952,5.985473137389443,-0.27011904761904804,502,11,119,3,12,164,95,140,0.109,0.795,0.096,-0.588,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,2,1,0,11,11,2,0,5,0,12,0,0,0,2,25,26,9,0,3,5,0,2,3,2,2,0,1,0,2,3,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,3,1,1,11,3,24,8,18,12,4,20,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,4,14,84,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23901956868044355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270932471393716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426221145054827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660390154073338,0.0,0.3386690243882355,0.0,0.14400571999657444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642123632125777,0.12210379684947276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740267829974916,0.13205076171521374,0.0,0.08929755929869819,0.0,0.0,0.14335784291389042,0.0,0.0,0.3765707186793932,0.16923561337863582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393201944261874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25050558827762626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617972217700196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182243736177013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999078070891976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949439673875623,0.0,0.1687608272074965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592079085104966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097658413015915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792598949687734,0.13568973748590246,0.2989908425052593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536757373156514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654717399046148,0.16475877653748575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006553730220167
lonely,Lone_Greg,2019/05/07,"She died My best friend & one true love, the person I cared for the most in the world by far, the only person who truly knew & understood me, & the one person I could be completely open & honest with 100% of the time because it was mutually allowed & welcomed, is gone forever.",25.57821428571429,7.4002503928571475,21.842857142857145,38.20214285714288,54.0,25.25714285714286,68.5,14.554592549557764,8.980699999999997,226,7,43,4,1,74,43,56,0.048,0.603,0.349,0.97,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,1,1,8,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,5,7,5,3,2,6,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,1,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8013492982401643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016987221316122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552315594749442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081298232245927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550899523536476,0.0,0.0,0.11810105306311115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351626682556485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428162782081552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350241020965545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046709107745114,0.11249884383970564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874707342201621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625258888120806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,down_to_yeet,2019/05/07,"Need help caring too much about someone who won’t give you a second though? Well learn from the master. I’m not sure how to describe myself I understand that friendliness is not flirtiness but I find my self turning casual friends in class to a perfect significant other in my mind  , we will talk for a month or two and we will become pretty good friends and then the feelings of wanting a relationship will come and I usually end up ruining a fine friendship  because I’m too lonely and get attached to anyone who gives me a second look 

And at this point I just want to hold someone’s hand , share stupid jokes, and just have to hold and be there for me , it’s not that I don’t have friends it’s that I have no romance .🤷🏼‍♀️",3.6917321867321893,4.963343283783782,4.487002457002458,86.85701474201475,72.24324324324324,7.273710073710076,27.64373464373465,7.686295010490155,1.5008837837837845,578,21,119,7,11,186,99,148,0.083,0.579,0.33799999999999997,0.9922,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,1,0,2,9,16,1,0,8,0,10,1,1,1,2,30,24,12,0,3,7,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,9,10,0,2,4,2,0,1,6,3,1,3,0,3,14,13,14,19,1,10,0,2,1,0,15,5,0,1,4,81,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679188199175128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182048025604838,0.1844724951209753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702991244416823,0.0,0.0,0.14388232186113228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479397911986059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445583673115728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266320749534187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871429539675001,0.0,0.08726674611071948,0.32046249953078665,0.0,0.14009758585562215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195728474732253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026387984597538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865358380646406,0.0,0.13332246287843538,0.0,0.12278692301480396,0.12385128853894115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789818026179409,0.0,0.0,0.16993046388017558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932866635909814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424964641636725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830494622246229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742463715238372,0.0,0.0,0.13425310241275315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641070014220308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168164425803351,0.16316490905127295,0.17388504721342504,0.0,0.0,0.1839609274549468,0.0,0.1970382931573268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018082976762925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ArandomlyCoolguy,2019/05/07,Anyone wanna talk? Looking for a friendly chat that would help me feel less lonely since I don't have many friends and I dont talk much on campus.,1.9390000000000045,4.1718869000000005,2.4700000000000024,95.165,80.0,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.5219999999999998,117,3,24,0,3,36,27,30,0.15,0.6629999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.2821,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,3,5,2,1,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108090792849798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35334447258251883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244259171022947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46586142966865995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208264234064052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25317598160938515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30566391813719823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216301145897682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493959526326141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846530842406234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417011128856114,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,B3CK5K,2019/05/07,"[M4f] Looking for a kind person that doesn't mind falling asleep together on v call Hello my name is Morgan im 19 and extremely lonely,
Ummmm ya I'm not sure what to say yo get you're attention or maybe I'm just doing it wrong, i make posts all the time and no one seems to respond or care, I'm not upset about it or anything ok maybe a little bit lol,but why is that bad, i mean i used to make posts so little and i got alot of replys not i make posts like crazy and no one, is it me am i doing something wrong i don't know i don't much care i just want someone i can talk to and that will be around if i need 

I live in Florida with my mom and stepdad

i love cats and video games

what i really want is someone to keep me going in life 

I know this isn't a dating sub but i feel i have to say, If you're open to a relationship in the future that would be ideal 
And if you are one of the very few people that aren't going to get pissed off.

What I'm looking for: someone closer to me (South Florida) would be great but long distance is definitely an option, also someone around my age (18-21) would be nice but not a must, looks aren't that important but i do prefer girls that are a bit on the heavy or cubby side, and as far as height goes well if you're tall you can grab high things for me and if you're short ill think its cute as fuck so win win,
Most love cuddling, 

A bit about me:
My names is Morgan 
My birth day in the day after Christmas 
Favorite colors Black blue and green 
I got a tan i think...?
Im 5'10
Got long brown curly hair 
A bit cubby 
Likes Weed
And Cats 


I didn't get a education like little to nun but im working on getting my ged when i can.

I'm a bit shy until i get to know you 

I'm usually quiet until i say something lol,
i lived in wv for about 8 years before that i lived in Florida which is where i live now, I moved back in 2018

As far as dating i have had 2 relationships so bare with me lol 

I have always loved video games some of my favorite are fallout nv or really any fallout is good tbh red dead if definitely in my top 5, battlefield 5 No man's sky is ok but it fucks up a lot for me gta 4 and 5, Survival games are some of my favorite so ark rust even though i never played it I'm sure there is more but that's all i can think of right now 

I also love listening to music, now when it comes to music it's hard to say if it sounds good ill like it,
But for the most part i like rap senthwave just about anything 70s 80s and even a little 60s and even smaller amount of 50s but i appreciate it also a reason i love fallout games the music oh and electronic is cool sometimes to
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lonely,SirPara,2019/06/29,"Cuddle Deficits I'm 16 and I recently attended an after prom, which is basically a party for when you finish school.

There was this one girl who was really nice to me through out the night, let's call her DG. I would say 5 people, including me, decided to night watch on a trampoline. 

While I was laying down I found myself next to DG. We all start talking and stuff and out of nowhere she starts spooning me. Keep in mind, I have never had a girl friend and female contact like this was rare. DG then starts stroking my hair which felt really good. She then starts tapping all over my back and let me tell you she was my God at that moment. She was literally massaging me to the extreme. Throughout 3am till 8pm me and DG were spooning. It was literally the best feeling I have ever felt.

I am now alone sleeping and won't be able to experience this again for a long time. I am truly missing this feeling. I read something online and it's known as cuddle deficits which means you miss cuddling someone.

I don't know what to do as I really want to cuddle with this DG again or any nice girl. It is nothing sexual but it just feels really good. It's like ASMR for your body.",2.6298950766747358,4.587541101694917,3.792857142857145,87.88596045197741,76.54237288135593,7.037610976594027,23.94995964487489,7.957251820313856,1.2361281678773202,924,30,191,15,21,300,141,236,0.027000000000000003,0.8540000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.9517,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,4,0,1,8,10,0,0,8,0,22,8,3,0,4,33,39,17,0,2,3,0,7,2,1,2,1,1,0,3,17,12,0,1,10,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,12,9,31,8,24,22,3,32,0,2,1,4,20,7,0,1,26,128,48,3,0.12947982082986945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341020453089075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805071821655812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956198990580578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588108369081664,0.0,0.0,0.1438228918058235,0.0,0.0,0.1322133737791281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117121910800256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665611000129162,0.0,0.0,0.19640666353469302,0.0,0.24864186628811616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419679404010307,0.1000357883845744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172030611672081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508761399199174,0.0,0.0,0.07115872333824594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648037786495946,0.0,0.12651460035819845,0.0,0.0,0.11458556694208955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104148319389545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073770849033592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998628200017536,0.0,0.13770325836910705,0.2430160812904434,0.0,0.1242393801763386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773887755842083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976500473358258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295148599082485,0.0,0.3317923549756517,0.0,0.1278457025075216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296755046338422,0.0,0.13104049127755002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957332960796905,0.0,0.1097078320112483,0.09967989188653906,0.0,0.0,0.36658593444944815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822341707447553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407097537460697,0.1131710704594244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550072477503368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637055303193803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197874975999352,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tiktok69er,2019/06/29,I need friends I’m so tired of being alone for over a damn year when my parents made me go into homeschool and I desperately need someone . I don’t have any friends and I’m always bored of being home 😎,0.3955813953488381,2.637329953488376,2.3081860465116293,93.83158139534883,86.67441860465117,4.370232558139535,22.55348837209302,5.6839178017228535,0.1610595348837207,160,6,35,1,5,53,33,43,0.26899999999999996,0.598,0.132,-0.659,1,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,10,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,5,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29033395906482895,0.0,0.0,0.2332543030189486,0.0,0.0,0.19063179505895966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331594857179368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931614567650934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281190575257281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652519380768081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157174493239141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31126966877833195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375199359180034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221943482873195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052122878287516
lonely,lonelinessalt,2019/06/29,"Wanna make some small talk and then ghost each other? Pm me Or, talk about something you love or call me stupid, idk",1.0385507246376804,3.603743869565221,0.7391304347826093,103.4185507246377,88.56521739130434,3.066666666666667,12.014492753623188,3.1291,-1.8726985507246376,91,1,20,0,3,26,20,23,0.23399999999999999,0.627,0.139,-0.2263,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,2,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,3,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43621270463144457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855591466347328,0.0,0.2851552255858241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328874712098614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6867245021313629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_I_like_dick_pics_,2019/06/29,"Emotional help? This is a throwaway account.




I constantly shut myself off from everyone I know. I've attempted suicide 10+ times and the only person who has cared for me gave up on me. I dont have anyone I can trust or lean on. It's just me. I started to notice myself getting duller and less responsive to thing people tell me and I'm pretty much emotionally dull now. I dont want to be like this, it makes me feel even more alone and no one wants to talk to me because of this. 




My mother told me that my anxiety and depression were pointless and that I was being ridiculous and just laughed in my face seeing self harm scars and cuts. Does any one know what I can do to reverse the way I've numbed myself? I dont want to be heartless. Thank you for any help ♡",2.0989330922242324,3.906086379746839,3.5240867992766773,89.89772151898735,77.60759493670886,6.53960216998192,23.311030741410487,7.447530270364453,0.9022878842676312,600,19,128,8,14,197,103,158,0.204,0.647,0.149,-0.825,0,1,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,1,0,1,4,12,3,0,3,0,14,2,1,1,0,18,29,9,1,3,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,10,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,7,0,2,4,2,23,5,16,22,3,11,0,2,1,0,11,6,0,1,5,85,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483545916371274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481773472258268,0.0,0.10957905777292623,0.0,0.0,0.10015751526536364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731845169077837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604385908560438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547927535496329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337335892782783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535126143636272,0.0,0.5036325455239117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222539400797306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460940281259307,0.0,0.0,0.13687301993113385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242700958656849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483756838818911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202299449101426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574431369476449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998037139940698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561455381346304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052986980474451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308095415919213,0.0,0.0,0.19412776771443985,0.1089413195336874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930535056254572,0.1250726129736244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572770589766745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141446199008494,0.0,0.14943171839772335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138679555536616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566825263552322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513177906729374,0.12519904453708774,0.1318771698696499,0.0,0.0,0.0951630292337136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352504368226267,0.0,0.0,0.13687301993113385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534619553800834,0.113698126510203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lonetraveler87,2019/06/29,"I’m sick with the stomach bug today, so therefore, I can’t leave the house and get out and enjoy my weekend off. Although introverted, I always prefer to go out and do things on my own. Even if I’m not engaging them, it’s nice sometimes to have people around in the background.",6.322797619047622,5.608580446428572,6.861428571428572,79.11690476190478,65.96428571428572,8.895238095238097,32.95238095238096,7.793537801064563,2.2791023809523816,219,8,43,2,3,72,45,56,0.11800000000000001,0.779,0.10400000000000001,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,1,0,11,7,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,9,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,2,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985403274921646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193973549331309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23697606604668614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745190247382368,0.0,0.20390746789863395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139931380234391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799046483978297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487383982363197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548504700332775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383627803418449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400890373720737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Destined2BLonely,2019/06/29,"Feeling alone in a great big world. Most of my loneliness and sadness is coming from my recent break up. The weird part is I know he didnt treat me as well as he could have. I know that it's over despite everything we went through. I know I should want better for myself and I should just get over it. But I'm still hurting on the inside. I saw my life with this person and never thought it would be taken away. I loved him so much. All my friends that saw how much he made me sad by not making me a priority all kept telling me to leave him, telling me how bad of a guy he is. I didnt have the strength to walk away from him, but I told him mean things that I shouldn't have because other people put it in my head. He ended up walking away from me. Now all those friends that wanted me to leave him are no where to be found when I call them up or text them, and need support. 


I've tried going out, being more active, doing new things and meeting new people. I've been spending more time with family and outdoors. I've been praying and begging God to please help me move past this. Ive been thinking about and focusing on my future and how to start achieving what I want. Nothing seems to be working for me and I feel pretty low. Some days I'm feeling ok and I'm semi happy, then I have days like today where I just want to stay in bed and cry all day. I'll start the day off strong and then slip into a depressive state that I don't know how to get out of. I miss him, but he doesn't miss me. I wish he would come back and say he was wrong to let go of me and he never will again, but I know that will never happen and that's what kills me.",1.6682465566083806,3.0059351076487277,2.8626238155709665,96.21937677053828,77.52691218130313,5.548852202793788,20.38771124352838,5.727593064623523,-0.2521803458044354,1275,29,303,6,29,410,182,353,0.124,0.715,0.161,0.9526,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,2,5,16,24,1,0,8,1,31,3,1,6,7,73,74,31,1,12,8,0,3,1,2,7,1,1,1,2,19,24,0,1,13,0,1,9,10,11,1,0,15,6,48,13,43,46,11,58,1,7,2,1,30,22,0,4,25,202,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841361315576247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26782747099683085,0.07306566530761975,0.07933898033806518,0.057924222170861475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403879161417985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702757173572404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370521052317566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586693280509994,0.0,0.10437665179103628,0.24512401665736666,0.0,0.08184187550425437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841608418242544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539919382943449,0.0,0.08957780999032802,0.0,0.14413717077761354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041861661018181,0.14682674462023718,0.0,0.09928961987085512,0.0,0.10800581220727357,0.0,0.0,0.10476153509720572,0.0,0.0940862205694166,0.08402719534160348,0.10115214970099487,0.0,0.0,0.097519468879249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369090598514521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101722477042425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051272070210178,0.0,0.2611066466263248,0.0,0.0,0.2012280890659874,0.0,0.0971659178432916,0.06711649293767602,0.04642270335820376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576061027400295,0.08991163729792409,0.06342758661676692,0.0,0.0,0.10350626594833164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009928126846633,0.13970346614945334,0.07045723547400913,0.219859307447341,0.18354470643529885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117568841862952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289902068730197,0.09070877009975056,0.13175188238816804,0.08296910539630539,0.0,0.10430506848883082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667102255499466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552284886853754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382226409164393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556490772051519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650400144984405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451340827109415,0.10128027201548474,0.07588428966852068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107829267915823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610595197055555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625611977881546,0.060885938012389736,0.0,0.07543645403725935,0.05540779861987913,0.0,0.09006926789562354,0.09079711174637152,0.0,0.06451335859507444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241845616974362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854357367730814,0.0880858790254393,0.0,0.0,0.10927003126102376,0.0,0.0,0.06917678098787901,0.0,0.0,0.13500108930597227,0.1038910894510051,0.0,0.0
lonely,Blank_Ink,2019/06/29,"How long rides makes me feel... I don't know what it does with any of you others, but I really enjoy having long bus rides or ride the train for a longer time. It feels so romantic to just listen to music, look outside, see the landscape go bye... It's something so special and probably one of the things that I enjoy most about traveling <3

As much as I enjoy doing it myself, I can't help but wish for someone to go with me every time. Someone, that sits besides me, sleeps on me on a night ride... Someone with whom's hair I can play, or just listen to calm music with and see the landscape go by for however long. I want someone that enjoys that kind of thing almost as much as I do...


Just a quick feeling I thought I'd have to post at some point of time, at some community where it kinda belongs, so I discovered this one. Maybe someone can relate. Big hugs and love to everyone here :) <3",3.616897577560557,4.651471165745856,4.638895027624312,86.60252443688911,72.14917127071823,7.337186570335742,25.525286867828303,7.61054688173877,1.2114467488312797,695,21,144,8,13,227,104,181,0.027999999999999997,0.722,0.25,0.9938,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,0,11,10,0,0,7,0,8,4,2,2,0,28,25,15,0,2,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,15,7,0,0,5,2,0,8,2,0,0,2,1,9,16,10,27,24,5,25,0,0,3,2,7,7,0,7,9,97,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104306328980367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899314201488942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452142821224028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102599697276723,0.12504775417990968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850884188843115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22312192527593855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771649892756035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627645537657868,0.07192034886148019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474359950132594,0.10989420200617354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181113749721353,0.0,0.08735384977480146,0.0,0.131472153342644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240264758571804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280856461040987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735592733223612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371035605995814,0.0,0.1253331356137142,0.0,0.141095324304105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383589811607611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085659887902263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096017791454667,0.0,0.5544102803517311,0.10074678497079444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388267012184425,0.0,0.0,0.10389272278842322,0.2289264707281441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718796177234155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504890601204128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sonicethanbad,2019/06/29,"just a guy looking for friends. We are all lonely, but it doesn't have to stay that way. join the discord and we can all have fun telling stories.

[https://discord.gg/GbEKhru](https://discord.gg/GbEKhru)",7.970161290322579,12.24648141935484,3.800241935483872,81.62036290322581,73.51612903225806,4.390322580645162,27.10483870967742,5.985473137389443,0.8127354838709677,168,6,26,1,4,43,28,31,0.13699999999999998,0.622,0.24100000000000002,0.6124,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,7,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,6,2,2,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521802515733829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513524959697143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827901398016499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858639585055244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984235712923621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618239562525305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ButtSniffinHobo,2019/06/29,"I don't know where else to turn Hi reddit. I feel really bad for posting on here because I know that there are those of you out there that are far worse off than me. i just don't know where else to go really... im a 29 yr old male, got myself a girlfriend, job ect. I have recently come back from travelling Australia with her for a year and we are doing really well. The problem is, I have no friends left. She out tonight with her closer friends whom I havent really had the chance to get to know yet. The problem is that after a year of travelling, I have lost all of my friends to drugs. To keep a long story short, since we have been away they have all fallen heavily into drugs, were talking LSD, MDMA ect. We since have had a really big falling out due to the shock of me seeing whats happened to them all and I pretty much have no one else left. I have always struggled with self worth problems and social anxiety to quiet a high degree and I just feel lost, like I wont ever get the chance to make any friends ever again due to the way I am. I generally don't like people too much and really struggle to connect with people on a deeper level than small talk. Is there any one else out there going though similar things or what? I just feel a little lonely and I guess my girlfriend does a little bit too, but she does have a small circle of mates she can rely on. I guess what I'm asking really is, are there any things that can help people develop their people skills to be more confident and socialise more?",5.2614336917562685,5.05226583870968,5.895698924731183,83.46799283154124,68.03225806451613,8.953405017921149,26.57706093189964,8.515128840125781,1.5900394265232969,1190,29,249,16,18,388,156,310,0.09300000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.096,0.6869,1,2,2,0,0,0,27.0,3,1,3,3,20,17,0,2,17,0,31,2,0,1,5,45,55,10,0,3,5,0,3,2,7,1,2,1,0,2,11,20,0,1,7,2,1,7,7,10,1,2,7,5,34,7,38,46,8,47,0,3,1,0,28,24,0,3,16,171,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939213934780683,0.0,0.0,0.1701363865400494,0.0,0.06379769944626057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779639873499284,0.0,0.0783532721358722,0.0641263639199755,0.06963216313405647,0.050837417753901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104681508773664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183825577586704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596077507617622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342572978655928,0.0,0.2786665737586905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087288396075255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265025457410977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577261212653525,0.0,0.08714191912860728,0.0,0.09479171906416443,0.0,0.066699386721807,0.0,0.1837401569039278,0.0,0.07374679317521525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589857012046442,0.08811243578571852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900819734736676,0.0,0.08275764584514407,0.0741261823363955,0.0,0.0,0.18332900711150296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812199611198285,0.0,0.0,0.08148613051462329,0.16716936963009146,0.0,0.07380282146486776,0.0,0.0,0.18207313581722476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566746685776625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261128771583987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751005642643893,0.0,0.1130225540402417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23126509891053804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987029983158192,0.08484369706042025,0.0,0.2393960812595719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739792194996983,0.0,0.08234347317041911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645580188262262,0.0,0.0870001992336133,0.0,0.0,0.1379720394045003,0.0,0.0,0.08501170331893931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436717923878428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406106580820135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080917213267336,0.0,0.08193613079266755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071088276282832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619585028493477,0.0,0.0,0.07498300501358057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498763234910378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074085588202072
lonely,Belsoe,2019/06/29,"How do you open up when you have a life you dont feel like sharing I grew up in a pretty difficult and depriving environment and was isolated for most of my childhood, youth and young adulthood. It got somewhat better but I am still not “normal” in this regard.

Contemplating my past, I see that one reason why I kept to myself was that I was very aware how my family/me was different in a negative way. We didnt have a real home, it was messy, the adults where off etc. Later I was starting off on my own dirt poor, I had no decent clothes my teeth where bad, again I resided sub par, I had no great plans or interests so didnt fit into peer groups that would form roomates/shared housing etc.

In short at no point during those years did I have a life that I wanted to share or thought anyone else would want to be part of. I also knew this was not short term - I knew as a kid my family would never change and later I knew that in order to work through saving up, getting teeth done, getting a deposit for a proper place and all, I would need many years given my low wage job. So I had no real perspective for that better life being within reach and I would remain low on the ladder for quite some time.

It also made me avoid people who where doing great stuff, being in college or careers, being in relationships and getting what and where they wanted. I knew the same things would take me years to catch up and didnt want to feel like lagging way behind all the time seeing them. I went to a High School where most had solid double income parents and lots of opportunities and ambitious life plans, so I had suffered enough of that kind of contrast.

Sorry for venting. But I kind of understood this was a very massive factor in my isolation - I did not have a life and circumstance that I felt like worth sharing. I just wanted to hear if this is something others have experienced as part of their loneliness, too.",6.847539682539683,6.137580288359787,6.9212116402116415,79.10388095238095,64.8994708994709,9.57058201058201,30.011111111111113,8.697196308434329,2.138175238095237,1511,42,296,19,20,485,197,378,0.183,0.7190000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.9867,5,2,1,0,0,1,32.0,1,3,3,8,17,22,0,1,15,0,39,7,2,4,3,65,67,28,0,14,10,1,3,3,0,6,5,1,1,2,21,15,0,2,10,0,4,3,13,7,0,1,31,7,42,15,43,26,17,56,0,4,2,0,17,33,0,9,20,221,63,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404043251376147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138177632401779,0.08994678523993375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329736136085023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527856927393294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286559093990736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917173330653018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898352112475941,0.10288414263253012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333365659148544,0.0,0.0,0.0907060559281237,0.19580843751316945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275650986183031,0.0,0.08877413722737679,0.12542818963158606,0.0842880026105887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759315627788293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021021365777838,0.1935680055886269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894082168206324,0.0,0.0,0.09275037217695987,0.08805617707240064,0.0,0.0,0.1012928681727386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711372446101713,0.0,0.0,0.18283051730149555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31002804769886466,0.12866292138725496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463223099511307,0.0,0.08306491640666776,0.0,0.08900088324970545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509195640049366,0.06770571471865484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601131056898627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594858368069429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974755894507975,0.1901266356299811,0.08380134799148392,0.06085952511759553,0.0,0.0917173330653018,0.0,0.08298582587686541,0.0,0.0,0.08930957825704196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337085779778036,0.0,0.1998386052581548,0.0,0.09025828171041396,0.0,0.09424894863596778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884377708214511,0.13990761469632648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675816917961846,0.0,0.09826886202780892,0.062135143733348414,0.0,0.07010574345352917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049358100334448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600389312412562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832089343733748,0.0,0.0,0.06969201025510695,0.10237705149084196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486473040787784,0.25889129089262136,0.13936034558003108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813781886054576,0.0792129062014521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390900780730419,0.0,0.0,0.3741624955906097,0.0,0.0,0.1695932654124822
lonely,Lovelifepending,2019/06/29,"It's 40+ degrees outside God I'm lonely, the weather' lovely outside but I'm stuck inside with nothing to do and no one to go outside and have fun with. I'd love to go to a bar or a sports event with someone but no ain't got nobody",0.04396226415094517,1.599129622641513,2.7930566037735858,93.9175094339623,82.9622641509434,4.24,23.807547169811322,3.1291,0.01901811320754732,182,7,42,0,5,64,38,53,0.161,0.606,0.233,0.7469,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,8,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,7,9,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,22,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210459369582514,0.0,0.29626539168273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6686520987894995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355435993429344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510118374954045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138627398378156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anonymous82828,2019/06/29,"""Friends"" I have just realized that I don't have as many friends as I thought.

You know, I used to think that all the people I spent time with were truly my friends, as we used to be together for like 10 hours a day every day in my school. But since summer has started, I now realize that they just don't feel for me what I feel for them.

I often sense the urge to talk with them, as I truly like our conversations and really appreciate them. But, they don't feel this urge. The fact is that, if I wasn't there to talk with them, none of them would come and talk to me, and we will slowly forget about ourselves.

It's horrible. It's horrible because I truly thought I mattered for them, but, as I can see, they always saw me as a ""friend"", never as a true friend. It's horrible because the ugly truth is that I basically have no friends. I'm honestly just realizing I belong in this subreddit, and even if I like you guys, I don't think it's a good thing.",6.073030303030308,4.68008963636364,6.7926060606060625,81.62890909090909,66.77777777777777,10.546262626262626,31.41616161616161,9.642632912329526,2.4546004040404044,740,23,167,13,10,246,98,198,0.135,0.718,0.147,-0.1785,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,2,9,0,8,13,0,0,8,0,16,0,0,2,5,40,32,16,0,3,8,0,3,3,6,2,0,0,0,1,13,10,0,0,11,0,1,1,8,0,0,0,6,5,36,13,23,23,2,11,0,0,2,0,25,2,0,3,11,116,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129916223837102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555772350584705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697464793017225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751520031408278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969076437228432,0.0,0.11441243961243637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20598482786808472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6294854038108004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138977017422974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445757152158533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372989752421796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462892100680768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199026507364246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767396818394145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047328304360165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414257498121358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699321842959501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743094329784544,0.10821036708339037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123303354128136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611580794596156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274386148026311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021560836675868,0.17402283385205525,0.0,0.21561079513372736,0.07918266884032613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23456511507893044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964642777177836,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,possibly-anyone,2019/06/29,"3 years of high school (WARNING: it long) Here we go... so Freshman year of high school I was starting off pretty well got my first D in English with a teacher that I hated, but was quiet enough to never say anything about my dislike for her. I was not very bright (still am not bright) and I did cross-country. Now I was never the athlete in any point of my life so this was new running sucks. Don’t ever let anyone tell you it’s fun it just is a way to stay fit. Now I was desperate in the beginning of high school to get a date for homecoming and by desperate I mean really desperate. My weird kinda friend set me up, but before that I went for a girl that I didn’t know was a lesbian (didn’t know) and it was embarrassing to say the least, but at the time I didn’t care just needed a date. So the girl I ended up with was ok to say the least. Less socially awkward than me, but wasn’t a bad date for homecoming now her friends were pretty cool. They seemed chill to have me in their group chats, now this was going well eventually went to her best friends house once and we hung out for a bit. Still I was very awkward, but not too bad. Slight problem though her best friend was a really good friend and I liked having her company. We would sit at a lunch table together just me and her from what I remember and was the best. I started to really like her and I know it was wrong. Deep down I know their was a lot of problems with the feelings that I had. So I eventually broke things off, but I did it the worst way possible I texted my at the time girlfriend that I wanted to break up. So didn’t know at the time that it was bad to break up over text so it was a dick move to say the least. Anyway so I forgot to mention that during the summer I was trying to get friends before going to high school, but I talked to this girl that I was trying to be friends with ONLY FRIENDS so I could get my foot in the door. So I would not be so lonely the first day of school anyway she liked me and I was not interested in her at all. Thing is she had a lot of female friends and after I trued to let her down lightly she got all emotional send me pictures of her crying and made me feel bad and her friends texted me about how I was leading her on. Now I realize that my tone and writing for our conversations could have been easily portrayed differently than I had portrayed them so I’ll take the fault their. Now this was just the leading point to having problems with dating and starting relationships. Now I finished cross country and I put a lot of my time into video games which I still kinda do. I then did wrestling by far the best decision of my life. I LOVE WRESTLING, it is the true passion that I have. Wrestling is the one thing that makes me for so much pride and love for myself. My focus during a big chunk of high school was totally on wrestling. Don’t regret a minute of it. But I did another sport track by the way I hate track, but I did it so maybe I could socialize with people more. I ended Freshman year with shitty grades dated a girl for 4 weeks or more (I can’t remember) and fell in love with her best friend starting off strong xD. However, freshman year wasn’t all that bad I got a couple of decent school friends never texted and was a loner at home, but that’s ok. And wrestling was just starting for me. So freshman year summer a fucking video games fest just me and video games all summer long. Should have gotten a job, but whatever wasted a lot of my life on video games. 

So sophomore year roles around and I’m ready to try my cards again the only good thing that year was running a 22:23 5k in cross country and get a varsity spot in wrestling again I would give my life for wrestling. I didn’t date or even try to date a girl that year I become really isolated, but I didn’t feel lonely (I’m a bit of a loner, but I want to be with some companionship) I started to daydream a lot like I did when I was younger, but instead of being a super hero, I’m dreaming of a nice beautiful girl that I can share my feelings with. I become a lot more unhappy with my over all self. 

That summer I worked as a janitor for 40 hours a week and made 10 dollars a hour. Loved the manual labor always liked labor after wrestling because it would remind me how wrestling have me grit “after wrestling life is easy” that’s my coaches saying. And I truly believe it, but talked to no one that summer just me and my job. Back to cross country this year 2018 I didn’t break my record sucked, but the best wrestling season held the 126 pound spot and went 23-11 will always remember this year, but I did a little better on grades and have been feeling so good about myself after the wrestling season (maybe it’s because I can eat and drink now while weighting 140). So here the thing I’m 18 now next year going to be a senior and guess what I haven’t done... well you guessed it I haven’t dated a girl since the first two months of freshman year. Haven’t kissed a girl and also haven’t had any sexual anything even though all the people I know have. I am by no means sad and I love my life, love every second of it. Everyday I look in the mirror before and after taking a shower smiling at myself because I look damn good and the only thing that I think is wrong in my life is the fact that I have not gotten on any base with a girl. Now I know I have social issues I’m a little weird and am socially awkward, but I love myself. I love the weird shit I do like how I warm up for no reason and stretch when no one is in a room with me and when I play video games I do this fly catching thing with my mouth (it’s weird I know, but it’s part of me since I was young). I am missing the one thing in life someone to love and do workouts with still can’t find that someone, but maybe that person I’ll find one day and share my love of anime and maybe watch the final arc of Bleach(if it ever comes out) with. I want to watch anime and cuddle with together while we argue over the story.  <3 thanks for reading your awesome :)",3.570208558371416,4.408966126104421,4.283725245810832,89.83867469879519,72.07630522088355,7.1377925495083785,24.43082675529705,7.1917709407006845,0.7983643539675942,4717,126,1034,44,87,1508,394,1245,0.124,0.6609999999999999,0.215,0.9993,5,4,1,0,0,0,102.0,5,3,5,17,67,97,8,4,78,3,105,31,4,9,14,178,185,92,0,16,35,0,7,6,13,6,8,6,4,11,60,66,4,2,25,18,1,20,30,34,3,10,64,21,153,63,138,105,33,178,0,6,6,16,93,57,6,14,98,716,213,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027374584193761764,0.056966005432169765,0.0,0.0,0.06983492951033013,0.03589427451465396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023935168696513617,0.0,0.05633852820558844,0.030472920708876312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026321589374128984,0.1429076196752882,0.06260085025072233,0.07561108212810846,0.08738438954307545,0.03856670768971473,0.21554045426402835,0.030274610585606362,0.07474295232308162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034900869845287015,0.0,0.0,0.029487046423616162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199220156128062,0.0378760415427304,0.037601236601668066,0.0441524325073072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035764195348862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03503028202943603,0.0,0.033533428800967886,0.0,0.035026943050569234,0.0,0.03850536027420757,0.0606371572900199,0.035369858620164014,0.0,0.04521861411190437,0.061927947517206684,0.028841163260478506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654131884390011,0.0,0.0,0.03749847752030562,0.06257317825240533,0.08735082349841955,0.0,0.0,0.3173621917842947,0.03164608404698637,0.07153731078341274,0.0328375733671178,0.07781725183696284,0.1148456311943136,0.08213317088998795,0.0,0.07541879292577028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759221388987452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083508963647452,0.03433656663620038,0.0,0.06742144159093329,0.039498073087199936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03572835646659121,0.06793813459387255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050006114731845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000720187419564,0.1934274064185278,0.1003414665660377,0.06861707469998303,0.0,0.06058686139368881,0.057490975723433424,0.0,0.0,0.17461225263038566,0.3089488829812382,0.06478055559879428,0.022849513282190433,0.0,0.1375588927922667,0.07457536774546421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027322923353999936,0.0363822232238924,0.02516378421141233,0.025381913827448286,0.07920336297965358,0.033060592648029706,0.03640514443012218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03645498552882377,0.11597933656331348,0.07810284193306065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037068926398302574,0.0,0.047463044822617095,0.02988926075997328,0.0,0.0,0.06471887458248994,0.03859040204318954,0.0,0.06965063410719044,0.0,0.0982635684217736,0.0,0.03441169245744784,0.0,0.0,0.034240345774306034,0.0,0.08771723158011206,0.03519525384199244,0.0,0.03675137182675909,0.11633143008026565,0.0,0.0,0.13610965312772738,0.0,0.24250577999079026,0.0,0.03116269174851955,0.035710484420296985,0.0,0.035137714125869315,0.056632610120361686,0.0,0.0,0.13957711056555747,0.05800776999451295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453736176733507,0.036485779202419216,0.10934794635443952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147502764381369,0.05502729469684405,0.0299194747762859,0.031515381543619735,0.0,0.0,0.18193288061073765,0.021933895384015103,0.06726372923064511,0.0,0.07984167760639252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296263173331544,0.0,0.033438793492251005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564884558274146,0.060571137813244726,0.08151311954841481,0.05491621895989295,0.041684236403879416,0.09233356208073976,0.09519766887519274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02492063564631793,0.0,0.0,0.09726711507549476,0.07485262974468747,0.0,0.2645243367355628
lonely,Ishidded,2019/06/29,"I'm always going to be alone I'm a 20 year old guy with a few close friends, none of which live near me. But what I really want right now is a friend group near me and ideally a girlfriend. I recently started on medication to help with anxiety and depression and since taking it ...well... let's just say my sex drive has increased exponentially. On the surface this is a good thing but truthfully it's absolute fucking torture. It might make more sense to say my craving for someone to understand me emotionally has increased rather than my sex drive; and because I have just started to get help for years of social anxiety  and depression I have all these urges and no idea how to act on them socially. I now have a massive crush on my work colleague and when we are at work we got on really well but when I try to talk to her online she just seems like she honestly doesn't give a shit about me. It's really confusing and it drives me crazy. I just don't know what I'm going to do. I don't understand social cues at all and I can't help but think that now I'm too old to be romantically successful because everyone expects me to act like I'm more experienced than I am. When I get really low I often put a time limit on myself and say if I haven't had a girlfriend by the time I'm 25 or sometimes younger, like 22. I might just kill myself. I realise this sounds moronic when I say it like that. But it's so hard to go on without having a single indication that anyone has ever found me attractive in any way over the course of my life. I understand if some of you think I'm being ridiculous. Most of my friends seem to think I am but you have to realised I'm extremely low right now and not necessarily thinking rationally.",4.25284188034188,5.109228190883194,5.645373931623932,80.63677884615387,70.5099715099715,9.382763532763533,29.439814814814817,9.621722640351123,2.5735763532763527,1369,52,282,31,24,462,174,351,0.134,0.6920000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.9211,0,1,0,0,0,1,24.0,2,2,1,5,22,26,6,1,13,0,26,6,1,2,4,61,58,26,1,6,17,0,1,4,5,2,2,5,0,1,17,16,0,1,12,0,0,11,9,11,2,0,3,7,41,15,41,49,11,49,0,4,0,3,27,19,2,11,22,190,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464683629632194,0.0,0.0,0.07603926838030528,0.0,0.0,0.06214462943961225,0.0,0.13981786513096126,0.0,0.0,0.06389820393529948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141435005988902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741876239774186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279532158726244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266255964022895,0.0,0.08732185615455669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019844502378984,0.2118104358184479,0.0844835462756736,0.09548931389163824,0.08766438985065869,0.1558078415054293,0.07664902696300352,0.07308857480701883,0.0,0.0,0.09048507447723757,0.0,0.0,0.08186260932382958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375941779922855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316203645597452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110346764181594,0.0,0.05022256016555229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344689646888962,0.06454761202397251,0.17858350544339735,0.0,0.080694234138783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060999898435660775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206032254533518,0.0,0.19388913773574631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178543071668414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918667158892885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341731375790265,0.0,0.09023122092242944,0.0,0.0,0.15608381711137168,0.0,0.2906906563607457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663861289442108,0.0,0.0,0.0938049299548948,0.07559424620613342,0.0,0.0,0.27946512897098136,0.07742983481627255,0.0,0.09038165916276768,0.0,0.12936491328841235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870981056504277,0.07345144174937282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060711836081056764,0.2342221252942275,0.0,0.0,0.1065741349667784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204411253766064,0.0,0.0,0.2854036261422865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390097678244202,0.07253680420846903,0.0,0.0,0.16433137516085625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809144758685256,0.0,0.13305808527329593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176973113559104
lonely,Zynce,2019/06/29,"Why do i feel lonely when i'm actually not & how can i deal with my insecurities ? 22M Life story in short;  


As a young kid i had an accident which caused my right arm to become partly paralyzed & much weaker than my left arm. I don't really mind tho, the only issue i have with it is that its visible when you look at my right hand & shoulder (its nothing major but still its there & makes me feel insecure.)  


Yet i had many friends in school until the age of 14, which is when my mom & two sisters  passed away it was an extremely hard hit & its when i changed schools & stopped going out and do stuff with friends, all i had was ""school friends"". By the time i was 18 years old i was approached outside about a student job, which i ended up applying for as i wanted to meet people & stop being so depressed. I got accepted & it made me a very social guy & i made so many friends it was crazy i became so confident it was the time of my life. I met a bunch of girls but at a certain point i fell in love with one & we ended up dating for almost 2 years. & i cheated on her, yeah i'm an asshole i've felt shitty about it ever since & what i'm about to say is not an excuse but imagine going from 0 attention, to a bunch of girls that are interested in you & want  you. I had a very hard time rejecting that even tho i was madly in love with this girl. We broke up because yeah, i cheated keep in mind i've felt shitty about it ever since it happened.   


That break up was last year, and a part of me still loves her & can't seem to let it go. She accepted me for who i was with my disability & mental ""issues"" due to the passing of my mother etc..   
It was the first time i truly felt understood & loved.  


Now,  i feel so lonely. She doesn't really want anything to do with me, she has a boyfriend while i'm here missing her & i just can't get her fully out of my mind. I'm afraid a part of me will never stop loving her.  


Maybe my story isn't as sad as what i read here very  often & i feel very sorry for anyone who actually is lonely i wish you lived in my area we could actually become friends. But i do have friends & i go out like every week i try to meet girls but the break up made me so insecure again whenever i'm out & even drunk i just can't seem to approach new woman due to my disability i always think i'm not good enough & when i'm home i just feel so lonely, like i have no one.   


All i want is to meet a new girl who is as loving & caring as my previous ex & i just can't seem to get over my insecurities to approach new people.  


To give you an idea what i look like: [https://imgur.com/a/F0BnsMK](https://imgur.com/a/F0BnsMK)",3.645345025876938,4.046996053191492,4.916566992524442,86.96310810810812,71.62411347517731,7.941268928502972,24.64040636381062,7.917944638633933,1.0479078589227524,2090,53,472,26,37,696,233,564,0.157,0.691,0.153,0.3705,1,8,0,0,0,0,103.0,3,5,0,1,35,38,3,5,23,2,41,13,4,6,6,73,93,29,0,6,12,4,11,3,6,1,2,1,1,8,29,16,1,4,18,2,0,10,12,17,0,4,23,14,75,21,68,65,11,78,0,9,2,6,52,27,0,5,42,294,104,6,0.0,0.0,0.09598905501601107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0328324390085596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027282236962493264,0.8526186473021078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022926127228389843,0.0,0.026981724713928745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03080539895856587,0.0,0.0,0.019987256348611544,0.07242352501145079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033429544307789764,0.033682300920260845,0.034685349309365905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026178544614470858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03380298130883625,0.02824025052817305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808086002758672,0.03387876179431965,0.03656727957107536,0.04331232060094013,0.05931723405731967,0.02762529843463378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828929727416921,0.0,0.09444484604729952,0.0,0.0,0.02788945029552673,0.0,0.0,0.1519915334331276,0.0,0.034260746381041325,0.031453230784865394,0.07453668861910827,0.02750101310931106,0.026223553429828482,0.0,0.0,0.032465268223125635,0.028994314133273563,0.0,0.05874320343984778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03288903058378191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03701365339351738,0.0,0.06844429269751891,0.032537024014906324,0.029143474904127463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02672659064129389,0.0,0.0,0.03562425058567702,0.03352794453680127,0.04631825855539688,0.04805567192662583,0.0,0.02895239872996201,0.0,0.05506731289977046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755466413725754,0.09307437593703287,0.02188624008698068,0.06648375772153799,0.03293994620989772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03304258536208278,0.0,0.0993195790819774,0.03840090139927076,0.0,0.0,0.0241029476622247,0.0,0.0252881216981266,0.09500054454244583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03146096380558748,0.0,0.03440548336549766,0.0,0.04443598555128752,0.02493674633841188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651860451910146,0.0,0.04546213223091207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03099525162261531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03279686613113962,0.0,0.04200965610116439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600153414345367,0.0,0.02607432823377437,0.0,0.09954959886224296,0.0,0.08954687282940083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424513365073251,0.0,0.0,0.033423230013238964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03670347403349908,0.0,0.0,0.0523690675021268,0.0822366914796221,0.0,0.0,0.03753440779486993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021009222143538484,0.0,0.0,0.07647577011641718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02226089514583597,0.0,0.032029105108369954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821411301966087,0.07735683166932264,0.0,0.026300550431466303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029586064048042374,0.0,0.037704574082887465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334317793933393
lonely,foad66,2019/06/29,"I don’t know. I’ve been alone for 4 years. I dated many people before that and know what it’s like to have a good and bad relationship, but I do not know how to get back on the loop. I am very in love with someone very close to me who i have been best friends with since I was little and they have a boyfriend. I wish I wasn’t, but I can’t rewire my brain. I have never felt so alone in my life as I do now. I have never had a family who was close to me and was kicked out by about every person in my family and ended up on the streets caring for myself from 11 on. I moved across the country away from that friend and am living well. Recently they came to visit with their boyfriend. I know 100 percent I will never in my life be that way with them, and they have no idea about it. I have no intention of ever telling them and plan on trying to kill this feeling- if it goes away. I always thought I was comfortable being alone but I have started to feel pain and sadness in a way I never have before recently. I feel so horribly alone. I want to curl up in a ball and burn. What do I do? How do I fix this?",1.6651644736842144,2.803838854166667,3.2996491228070184,93.90394736842107,77.125,6.385964912280703,20.13157894736842,6.8360192770164,0.061624999999999375,855,18,205,8,19,284,120,240,0.14400000000000002,0.6920000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.7587,0,4,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,6,2,10,13,1,0,8,0,29,5,1,3,5,43,45,19,1,3,5,0,4,1,2,1,3,0,0,1,12,18,0,0,10,1,0,3,10,4,1,0,11,4,37,9,37,31,2,38,0,1,0,1,15,20,0,1,14,153,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44703582093706196,0.0,0.0,0.08978714475310022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276407827351292,0.08297370817339987,0.0900977137979911,0.0,0.0,0.1836415659606617,0.0,0.11324158341063542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045973330291285,0.0,0.123416691495478,0.11001822680156767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557344205042237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760792503891813,0.09091617644139756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034499524135483,0.0,0.16368283919251447,0.0,0.10360749957186532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667371317140306,0.0,0.056376876260052236,0.0,0.0,0.09050714750030384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181370096791032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938294354430327,0.0,0.2372111344839652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243560091286884,0.05271783709690265,0.10815101343129237,0.09528372689124999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739014651668014,0.0,0.0,0.10940061085314036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468790617354713,0.0,0.0,0.33289766474284105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482049808097475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480902414661178,0.09422010063929667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308999591346695,0.11585157558619227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926166270649681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914291251736711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637702494259785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431534446886324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566598684308288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326166903177943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806890694817665,0.06364625683263557,0.1713028722690861,0.0,0.0,0.09702121866328628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408755395271752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948847455310962
lonely,throw_990_away,2019/06/29,The third time this month Why me. Why does this keep happening. I got dumped at the start of the month because my depression was too much for the other person to handle. I got ghosted by a second guy two weeks later. I just got dumped by someone I was planning a date with because they got upset over a social media post about Veganism. I’m so fucking lonely. I got dumped by my year- long boyfriend 4 months ago and i haven’t had anything since. I’m so close to just ending myself. I’m so so close. I can’t wait to die. I’m going to do it soon and this is pushing me over the edge.,0.3860278745644621,2.5822064471544732,2.2266724738675947,94.74676829268292,86.15447154471546,4.489895470383276,18.541811846689885,5.773587663045528,-0.32724808362369284,455,12,100,3,14,150,77,123,0.17800000000000002,0.8220000000000001,0.0,-0.9656,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,10,7,4,1,8,0,7,1,0,0,0,9,22,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,3,8,0,13,0,14,14,1,21,0,2,0,1,4,5,1,0,13,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346663957924007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250158064734634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521595621525336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084699856009094,0.0,0.15766719779460212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294471729722654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455451113680564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044600897005924,0.0,0.0,0.08633866383983307,0.0,0.6075146632375173,0.0,0.0,0.1504229893501267,0.1343408400666445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503195430267698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444290399614353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637791834939099,0.0,0.11167742137792896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326491890298636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549572549217726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566837743893974,0.0,0.0,0.154861562756072,0.12871987214731434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752854593029117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858477523350818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840209246072178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185968679713062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27416525048394474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783039642124833
lonely,emy0192,2019/06/29,I can't come to terms with how I look and none of my friends understand me Ever since I hit puberty (I'm 18) I've felt disproportionate (top-heavy) and I hate the kind of attention I get from men. My friends say that I should take it as a blessing and stop complaining about it. I feel really lonely because of their lack of empathy,3.517352941176473,4.6783807352941205,4.984588235294119,83.54864705882355,72.52941176470588,9.55764705882353,28.30588235294117,9.888512548439397,2.5571552941176474,262,10,57,7,5,88,52,68,0.259,0.695,0.046,-0.9136,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,14,12,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,4,11,4,9,9,3,4,1,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,3,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166828958318706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425841248543015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25473451522857504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239167798556354,0.0,0.27039204211093265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351460437340674,0.0,0.1471308424851743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278033917298475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29325595222456474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23648346858028016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040809811712266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22394946319050896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23295266617920574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23544055473906456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173745843233507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931684133109086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zemorah,2019/06/29,"34(F) in the PNW and feeling very alone. I moved across the country a few years ago and didn’t know anyone here. I started making a few friends but quit my job to start school and lost touch with everyone. Idk, I just feel very alone and would like someone to have an occasional conversation with ... I’m feeling sad lately.",3.1084408602150546,5.519168983870969,3.2851612903225837,89.91440860215056,76.90322580645163,6.068817204301076,24.849462365591396,7.1686216300943375,0.98192688172043,255,9,51,3,6,78,48,62,0.19399999999999998,0.685,0.121,-0.7172,1,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,14,12,5,0,1,2,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,4,4,2,6,9,2,8,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,27,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830104848038408,0.0,0.0,0.4276515977277354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435859704443926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972772295533076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31317055333311183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950712994000565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048753848393864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346263085610607,0.0,0.2328909758282671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008638064662607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253707399994665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781075547822444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942969228889272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195910063822855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089441489605278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492920982220084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29226075599871576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406950807762697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666017658885042,0.0,0.0,0.1329506754246624
lonely,KLGodzilla,2019/06/29,"Falling for wrong guys I always seem to fall for my straight friends, they're gorgeous kind and loving. It just causes me more pain and sadness :(. Or I want to get with guys way out of my league. It just is sad, and my depressed self prevents me from becoming less ugly...",3.946132075471698,5.3746571509433965,3.8265566037735854,91.22775943396229,71.83018867924528,6.054716981132076,28.34433962264151,5.985473137389443,1.0102113207547163,211,8,43,1,4,64,42,53,0.239,0.508,0.253,0.0112,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,12,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,4,8,5,2,5,0,3,0,1,5,2,0,2,0,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051914638925667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794224440772956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599042464115955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791150935251005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546984557952984,0.0,0.13218386550764158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010264050581043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634641703494172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283455005479303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692135194906225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303248478217895,0.2639377867650999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922799579073595,0.20082237019164534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27661956634129564,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tychobrahe2020,2019/06/29,"Feeling lonely and want to talk on the phone. I'm feeling down today and I just want someone to talk to. You can call me from a private number if you want. I don't care if you're male or female, young or old, gay or straight. Just need someone to talk to.",0.023696969696967333,2.032049945454545,1.7159090909090935,99.08719696969698,85.9090909090909,3.6666666666666665,20.075757575757574,3.1291,-0.6623333333333337,197,6,46,0,6,64,36,55,0.09300000000000001,0.7240000000000001,0.183,-0.0072,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,15,10,7,0,6,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,8,10,0,6,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,5,3,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442933990502722,0.0,0.2439237309747827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419364499447625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739532417148834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510448180577631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054188834064084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5768823135671345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267739696106416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233343750539662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gis7thletter,2019/06/29,"It's my birthday I think I'll go out and get a nice steak meal. Maybe get ice cream after. Then go home and see one of my favorite movies

Wish I had people to spend it with. But still good to treat yourself :)",-0.07866666666666687,1.9485206888888909,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,86.55555555555556,3.6,15.666666666666668,3.1291,-1.4122,161,3,40,0,5,50,37,45,0.0,0.672,0.32799999999999996,0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,3,6,7,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473746086598713,0.0,0.3778690743029641,0.2788367060176861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334665859634006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339828267802217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252714071027345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304735310917708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649133551681848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26548873347809365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301550874555603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822920703787676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Amaniacalloser,2019/06/29,"I am lonely:/ I am lonely in every single way.My don’t have friends,my family is done with my shit,no one loves me romantically,and mentally I feel so disgusting.I am absolutely stupid,hideous,selfish,fat,and a hindrance to society.I hate myself.If i were beautiful,or had really any good quality,I wouldn’t feel this way.i simply am genetic garbage that should’ve been aborted.im a walking abortion.im useless and can’t do anything right,and I’m untalented,boring,and rude. I’m so lonely I wish one person can love me or find a reason to.",4.657075471698113,6.2621818301886805,6.164292452830187,74.46738207547172,70.32075471698113,9.450943396226416,32.117924528301884,9.827888789773867,3.3893622641509435,438,20,78,11,8,149,75,106,0.179,0.677,0.14400000000000002,-0.3446,0,6,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,2,0,3,0,15,2,0,1,0,9,23,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,6,0,2,4,2,8,3,4,18,1,2,0,4,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334815414691773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152705333240736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086922444866825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537983026975392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850414300046476,0.0,0.1984966901988599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940229222658194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463579175536364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379226766456872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240461757433724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543124344050437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781061087123591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660176057728293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138978850226808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574614917084787,0.2018151991346913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762758660154495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014852572249192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116061524963456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22571977193208384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EmptyCaterpillar8,2019/06/29,"Stagnant. I feel so alone, but I realize that I still have people in my life. 

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If I vent to anyone they comment about my family and friends that I do have, but I semi-recently moved away from home and live alone so I never see any of the people that are close in my life so it doesn't seem to help.

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I struggle feeling no one understands this because I'm constantly alone and any one I do talk to trying to relate dramatically downplays the situation I describe I am struggling with. I work in a profession that is not conducive to socialising as I would like. I am depressed and struggling to put myself out there in any form to make new connections. And how do adults really make friends nowadays?",3.945,6.12576821014493,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,73.42028985507247,7.7884057971014515,29.61594202898551,8.59863814320734,2.451785507246377,575,25,105,11,12,186,87,138,0.195,0.716,0.08900000000000001,-0.9417,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,7,7,0,3,3,0,11,2,0,3,1,22,19,13,0,2,4,0,2,1,2,1,2,0,1,1,6,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,4,0,2,0,3,19,3,18,18,1,13,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,2,5,77,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746171759723808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26127139423895285,0.29300735025075364,0.24597172492518174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430415512606479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327788189656865,0.0,0.0,0.0734973134787106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302914940837374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384529570166053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366105810062008,0.0,0.12192590511706886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630153106899566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808143865812343,0.0,0.12093983029316775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032190459049465,0.058903578734000775,0.0,0.10646401328436764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609605461086593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814501662337996,0.0,0.0,0.09298970180387496,0.11644561049469886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634003938727342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717374939847862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120443753152575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723913702179021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607732098216974,0.10976084742179401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552381504816913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628599602813788,0.0,0.0,0.3781324799466644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690822837121138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185795790645722,0.0,0.0,0.12551584702966792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877751546273139,0.0,0.0,0.08564825740275349,0.0,0.29300735025075364,0.0
lonely,rawhearts,2019/06/29,"I’m so so lonely. About a year ago i had a lot of online friends with a few (1 or 2) real life friends...fast forward a year and i have no online friends and somedays i only talk to my mom and my best friend. i’m very thankful for my best friend but i’m just so tired of feeling so lonely, i feel like i’m going to be alone forever, i’ve never had a boyfriend and i’m about to be a senior and everyone i know has already had one. I don’t know what i’m doing wrong, i feel unwanted and i hate it. My mom tells me to get my drivers license and that would help but i have really bad anxiety associated with driving. She also tells me to get a job, and i’ve put in a few applications but none have contacted me back. How do you guys put yourselves out there to make friends? or how do you cope with it?",0.3231731092437009,2.0556777542857176,2.8544201680672288,92.93275630252104,82.88571428571429,5.946218487394957,22.294117647058826,7.048011613610866,0.5403478991596642,617,21,147,8,17,214,93,175,0.187,0.66,0.153,-0.8878,1,5,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,2,12,14,1,0,8,0,14,2,0,3,1,31,31,20,0,2,6,2,3,1,5,1,2,0,0,1,4,12,0,0,5,0,0,5,4,5,0,1,3,3,20,9,16,25,6,13,0,2,0,0,16,3,0,3,8,94,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507612349576105,0.0,0.0,0.1344526465956982,0.14325776368359178,0.10381567767992933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931067293872486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982228840979956,0.1083928893838435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724726723211034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404698482336125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692015629172666,0.09274224632330308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5014866280231086,0.0,0.1356494466877078,0.0,0.07377875292517702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285405642380276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816873201060622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701449524291904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882466877397186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268952660877482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169453103413107,0.06342268237584803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103669082833258,0.0,0.0,0.08665474840665227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040833360246238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012390500694132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879682652855259,0.09873269558625657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26100657071513583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776168904450096,0.08316495125770569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043430623349501,0.2269338980816744,0.11951928362214208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492070820269885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711372419954786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922192223638898,0.14193597294603708,0.0,0.1671975063113128
lonely,DarudeKatstorm,2019/06/29,"Poorly written self depricating lonely babbling It's 12am as I write this and I know it will be a mistake. I work in 8 hours but I need to accept something and the best way to do that is to type it up on reddit and let people tear me to bits. I'm lonely and it's my own fault. I (19m)  broke up with my boyfriend (22) of four years and that's resulted in endless solitude. I used to always have my person and my person had his people and we were a dandy group. After the breakup I was the bad guy because I broke up with him and that left me with no nearby friends. Now I'm alone and I fear my sense of pride, inability to control my emotions, anxiety and distorted reality of how people should be will keep me being this lonely for the rest of my life. I crave friendship, I crave helping people, I crave loving and being loved but I'm hours away from family and I'm so very alone. This might be the most poorly written post I've ever made and it's very pathetic but I just need someone, somewhere, to know that I'm feeling this way. So with that, I say goodnight... (to no one because I'm very fucking alone why is it so hard to meet people when we have the internet that can connect us to thousands of people at the push of a button)",2.005205335205336,3.593543702702707,3.7171937521937535,89.38066251316253,77.22393822393822,6.099052299052299,23.74183924183925,6.782984794422108,0.7047127413127412,965,31,207,9,22,323,136,259,0.203,0.677,0.12,-0.9659,0,9,1,0,0,0,25.0,3,0,0,4,9,16,1,1,10,0,19,4,0,5,1,41,38,22,0,4,4,0,2,0,1,4,1,1,0,4,16,19,0,2,4,0,2,1,2,10,0,3,6,3,29,6,32,22,5,20,0,5,0,3,17,9,1,2,7,139,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492069578234716,0.0,0.0,0.09351762342791514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597817113663138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559426279136673,0.0,0.09384109600373143,0.13702400687570615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794654772570864,0.0,0.1227009550031272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605513049683634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264238120528646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166334170075654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595144821987737,0.12647018568268772,0.05682784604748601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683236524538779,0.1039028995774718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128393659033238,0.0,0.0,0.10067951513267433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533276073941535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213633530325604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989754561592287,0.0,0.0,0.12353339449974005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211224672496836,0.11492656177039758,0.07938449965402987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287302982138544,0.1063462947415658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922820771268115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667177143192513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615848673161399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675031488120301,0.19626951976600807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076387137350972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937717285625127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172474569389362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522782489460847,0.08652344245679383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519153424820166,0.09706901997912842,0.0,0.2782009779349575,0.0,0.1784201685556718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014146457331464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182138109478715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237558353935282
lonely,Havocaudio,2019/06/29,"Don’t need a metaphor for you to know I’m miserable I’m struggling again today.
29 years. Still struggling with my sexuality. 
It’s opened up a road of self discovery that has shown my how deeply hurt I am.
God I’m so lonely.
I vowed to be a loving strong person for people.
Then realized when you need it back, no one is there to give it to ya. 
I wish I could be honest with my friends, but their hearts are so filled with condemnation, it’s not worth the struggle.
I wish someone would just hug and cry with me. 3 friends canceled on my today. I lost a friend today who I gave so much to. People ignored me today because I looked “off”. Well crap, maybe some encouragement would help. I’m stuck alone. Struggling. Porn doesn’t fill the hole in my heart. God I’m so alone.",0.1981818181818156,2.598878433121022,1.5485958309206715,96.67057180081066,92.69426751592356,4.383207874927621,17.964389114070638,6.1124844417494595,-0.3080420382165605,602,17,133,6,22,191,102,157,0.22899999999999998,0.542,0.22899999999999998,0.2222,1,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,1,2,12,19,1,5,6,0,11,6,3,1,0,21,27,9,0,7,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,1,2,0,1,2,4,10,1,1,3,1,19,9,16,19,2,18,0,4,1,3,15,6,1,1,10,78,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418663297816467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978495827115872,0.0,0.07117876568432151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322722741780512,0.0,0.128260699277642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706366885865464,0.0,0.0,0.11201147896451254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276733806835569,0.07826501424509982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499918146287745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641709050973958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805306174577236,0.0,0.12746262147382004,0.0,0.10538483133414314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730598097278808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583559614324633,0.17315930595585502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912288080816822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190008278942805,0.10195455874437624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181119870635962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893447417501676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324855597549893,0.0,0.0,0.4882718730583496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427176800745029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498561846718517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685476182487069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589279135235124,0.0,0.0,0.07519273183547506
lonely,lauramar02,2019/06/29,I'm feeling very lonely I'm very sad. I really need someone to talk to. :(,-2.2783333333333324,-0.7689404999999994,1.9775000000000027,90.38416666666667,110.25,4.633333333333333,17.833333333333332,6.42735559955562,0.3948583333333331,56,2,12,1,3,21,11,16,0.441,0.486,0.073,-0.8218,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956946255865206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32199030776589915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27819118157187034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679379703264965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34903308858847604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7166021995323348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cuteraspberries,2019/06/29,"You are smart. You are loved. You are beautiful. You are not your pain. If you are reading this right now, you may be feeling a lot of pain, like I am.  But I want you to know that no matter what you're going through, your pain doesn't define you.  You are so, so much more than your pain.  

Often when we run into run into situations that make us feel isolated, we think that our isolation is our own problem.  *I'm the reason my friends rejected me.*  *I deserve to feel like shit when I made that mistake.  My parents and in-laws are valid to hurt me.* 

But you have to uncover deep-down--no matter whether you're 17 and are still trying to figure out who you are or whether you're 70 and have scars from who you used to be-- no one deserves to hurt you, **especially yourself**.  You do not deserve to hurt you.  I love you more than you can imagine, and there are other people who love you more than you can imagine.  You are smart.  You are loved.  You are beautiful.  You are not your pain.  

**Embrace self-forgiveness.**  Even if you feel that you are failing as a parent or you feel that no one deserves to like you because of things you have done, you still deserve forgiveness.  Forgiving yourself is the first step to healing and becoming an even better human being.  

I've been a bit lonely recently.  I've been thinking about how there is no one in my life who I like that loves me back.  My mother loves me, but I don't like her because of how much pain she makes me feel.  I like my friends, but not one of them makes our friendship a priority-- our friendship is only secondary to other friendships.  I don't blame them.  But as I've been reflecting, I've realized that while I've been living in a world where it is believed that success comes only from hard work, I've come to think that my constant venting about my pain and my accidentally offensive behavior is NOT what is to blame for my short-lived friendships and angry parents.  While those reasons may be true to an extent--it's doesn't even come close to being the biggest reason.  Sometimes, people just give other people more shit than they deserve.  Can you think of a time where you gave someone more shit than they deserved?  Sometimes, you're a new kid at school or you're a new employee and everyone else has already made lasting friendships.    

So if you are lonely: **it's not you.**  And I want this post to be the one post you go to when you're feeling alone.  Because you aren't to blame.  You are sexy.  You are energetic.  You are lovable.  You are beautiful.  You are smart.  You are kind.  I dare you to say it out loud to the sky for me (yes! you can do it!) Say it out loud with me:  I am sexy.  I am energetic.  I am lovable.  I am beautiful.  I am smart.  I am kind.

Don't you dare let anybody make you feel otherwise ;)

I love you,

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lonely,whereisdacoco,2019/06/29,"How do you stop being lonely? I go out, I see people, I work with people, I talk to people, people text me, I text people, people want to see me, people are happy to see me. A lot of people. But I‘m still empty. Nothing fills me. Nothing fuels me. I‘m still empty. What do I need?",-1.902601880877743,-0.32582248275861936,1.5215360501567403,93.54525078369907,110.0344827586207,2.109090909090909,8.721003134796236,3.1291,-1.9140896551724136,208,2,42,0,11,74,32,58,0.14800000000000002,0.767,0.085,-0.3939,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,12,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,12,1,6,11,1,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,3,29,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232177288846894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419585529129393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314655910918715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740467422085916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27797557044593035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8033677683028706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34628084501764506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23135529957985185,0.12110135048042207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642519749197168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543646955656352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545275550006043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,reddittposts9397,2019/06/29,"20 years old, in college, bored and no male friends Just wanted to post this to see if I’m in this boat alone or not. But I’m 20 years old, never thought myself as the weird or antisocial type. Whenever I see someone I know I always go out my way to talk to them an even draw up some plans to hang (which have worked out here an there but keep reading) I’ve always had a group of friends that I used to hangout with in the past. Always did everything together but noticed the numbers started to wither down as time went on an i have no idea why, they just stop replying. I’m in college so I see people on campus but I noticed whenever I do go to hang or chill I’m always feeling left out. I’m never involved in conversations unless someone asks me something directly, whenever I jump into the conversation I’m either ignored or everyone just stops talking, and I noticed I’m always the one to make plans no one ever calls me or texts me to hangout. An if I don’t break my neck to make the plans I always find my nights lonely sitting in my apartment, or hitting up a girl idk. (I am male) this isn’t pity on myself I’m just confused, I never thought of myself as a bad friend. I will drop everything to help someone out because I noticed my guy friends over the years just drop. I have no bro I can call up or just go over an chill now. An whenever someone does answer my text to chill or kick it, it’s always a short hang usually just smokin then they dip. I have no clue what’s up because I will see them out with their other friends livin it up goin to bars/parties, all the stuff I will ask them to do but they will deny to me. What could it be",2.1909182036888524,3.788545918604655,3.6832999198075385,89.78279069767444,76.73255813953489,6.372734562951082,25.524859663191663,7.0983637204850245,1.025285605453087,1292,47,278,14,29,427,161,344,0.138,0.794,0.068,-0.9552,0,3,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,7,4,13,12,0,1,18,0,18,1,1,3,5,58,47,23,0,4,25,1,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,4,13,10,0,4,7,3,0,8,11,7,0,2,5,5,41,5,47,35,3,58,0,2,4,0,28,26,0,12,18,182,54,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318440194037917,0.0,0.0,0.4678124402465463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017148923006365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706151129250572,0.09792124533662913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402569253887508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412675269278684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702861273115217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304875638869287,0.07265151013611415,0.0,0.07674653126068509,0.1443678498755753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04061079209145985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340847026765074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102643665962197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369383554741617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952666036669392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053834929472915086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066834815983507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138962212407915,0.0,0.0,0.04414023537148624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726487819765118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722471597270923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583673959909008,0.0,0.0,0.07537225602142753,0.0,0.0,0.3657666807585023,0.1685587916018421,0.0,0.10885003341753803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667186021869253,0.05568183704236453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692168062881519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803389399396731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25600965460883834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27221002850506404,0.061832108324395826,0.0,0.0,0.056848931063445275,0.0,0.0,0.134297559431465,0.0,0.0,0.09194398396010624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911185397578087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752577844409507,0.04683360810798293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936827740400585,0.08845805413788364,0.0,0.04737316843441014,0.06375205884174237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445485366467022,0.07247378493734169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847188178661405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516494008018644
lonely,barbedcatpenis,2019/10/31,"Alone on Halloween I’m trying to see it in a positive light but I feel pretty lonely.
I’m wearing my stained costume from last year, trying to make myself get in the spirit. I’m just going to eat my leftover candy from Easter and watch scary movies on Netflix by myself.

Last year I went to a party with a group of friends and had the time of my life. Funny how much can change in a year.

I used to drink to make myself feel better but after I had mental breakdown a few days ago while I was drinking, I’m trying to stay away. So I can’t even numb the loneliness. 

Anyone else staying home alone tonight?",2.2487023460410565,4.098140717741939,3.4612023460410555,90.32543988269795,77.30645161290323,5.154252199413492,21.756598240469213,5.565023196281405,0.15004193548387113,475,13,96,2,11,154,80,124,0.136,0.6890000000000001,0.175,0.7434,1,4,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,8,0,5,6,1,4,0,12,18,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,5,12,2,20,14,2,21,1,1,2,0,2,6,0,0,11,57,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744999249625756,0.0,0.0,0.32118765742680644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842049897740078,0.15887574327676926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568255218219794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713663052293634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403131858528952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999989605683317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037965705713749,0.0,0.15866354197657598,0.12953146871338012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241466787308087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680445941598375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979780195026965,0.0,0.0810116593388451,0.0,0.08812331114301372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555363045512972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252786723586313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952239456565836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070054874362914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626248414185304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139858287590997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577502251967397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356153816762627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305434306198781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041585036476828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31582360186936514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392074715578553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374077035350324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29955774434037297
lonely,Hi_Im_Lonely,2019/10/31,"I can’t bring myself to block a scam text number. Every day, around 9AM I get a text trying to get “Doug” to invest in some bs business thing. It’s very clearly a scam, but it’s also the only person who has ever texted me consistently. Maybe one day I’ll reply, see if there’s a real person on the other end just to have someone to talk to.",2.9034246575342486,3.4367886575342474,4.9752328767123295,85.39682191780824,73.38356164383559,6.387945205479452,20.07945205479452,5.6839178017228535,0.03338027397260257,264,4,56,1,5,92,54,73,0.1,0.853,0.047,-0.5429,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,9,7,1,8,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,4,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702628266073693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932630087048036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177834441527783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821543676067207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228606141697115,0.20758186296464165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25744190880557066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24751715954797435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695031702973245,0.18737955984267604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302509143029811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804290928183977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963292598894664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087530390701318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802717809804665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636808385233023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727269377983964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328547067862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Geckko4,2019/10/31,"How to help you from loneliness Im going thought a break up and since then i feel lonely, i tried to do stuff like going outside and play online games with friend but that didnt help. Any suggestion?",3.958916666666667,5.352557725000004,4.065000000000001,89.66666666666669,71.75,7.333333333333335,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.9210833333333328,159,4,33,2,3,49,34,40,0.086,0.657,0.257,0.743,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,3,5,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22800577858456425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953052795581058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25904090595658946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811011885486319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44946988452985104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621660994921177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380366078354974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27735180204898224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838219187651671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661794000337855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276369867083064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jeremyeatworld666,2019/10/31,"I wish I had friends Since 2017 everything has fallen apart. My best friend ended up being a pedofile and my fiance abused me and threw me away. Now I don't have anyone in my life, I can't trust anyone. How could I? 

I miss having friends, people to text me, see movies with, someone to grab a beer with. I don't know how to have that anymore because I'm scared to let people close. It's like I'm a magnet for horrible people.

 I don't know. I don't think there's anything that can be done. I just needed to rant.",0.7225271059215999,2.6828713944954146,2.347939949958299,95.8781901584654,82.76146788990826,4.6975813177648025,18.16597164303586,5.565023196281405,-0.4922366972477064,398,9,90,2,11,130,69,109,0.168,0.665,0.16699999999999998,0.2259,0,0,1,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,3,0,16,2,0,2,0,14,26,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,3,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,3,2,16,6,11,19,1,9,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,3,57,19,0,0.0,0.2213034546673622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523531723296807,0.2612014802634636,0.0,0.15370381497779126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754857182795344,0.0,0.0,0.11385919856097106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601381835613907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912842749942187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911405270661008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543141437549908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786559064169512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329167015949919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529852562281792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099494336660505,0.13192805720490194,0.09125114850584393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849481379704795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884686710172794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699910813695456,0.0,0.14883927383391654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450613469852786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825787130922025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968091837771765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147874882016284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sidums,2019/10/31,"Vent? I’m okay with not having friends. And being alone the majority of the time. I don’t think I’m that good of a friend to have. I don’t like looking at social media, because I compare myself to others,so I deleted most of it from my phone. I have to admit though, my birthday and holidays are always rough.",-0.06475694444444713,2.2716713437500005,2.302083333333332,91.22347222222223,93.375,4.094444444444443,19.61111111111111,5.82211442006289,0.036321527777777966,242,8,49,2,9,82,47,64,0.071,0.698,0.231,0.8536,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,12,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,8,5,9,11,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,2,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466487120818565,0.0,0.0,0.2784975756522333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20403027965340725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5171774543143747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28073084657437425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351772701414272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810640703940923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34118494542623995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21446252524521628,0.3288414797201871,0.0,0.1951665162468159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Swaggy_Mcswagson,2019/10/31,"Is it possible to fix how broken I am? (Warning: there’s a lot of self pity here)

I’m a 22 year old male and I have no self confidence. I’ve never had a girlfriend or experienced any kind of intimacy. I’m extremely insecure due to this. I have no social skills but at least I have a good job but no college cause I can’t afford it. I have no opportunity to socialize and meet people because of this.

I feel so broken and undesirable and I know it’s because of how I view myself but I’ve always viewed myself in a negative way and it’s all I know it’s a downward spiral that never stops. I was bullied in school and mostly ignored and I have anxiety issues. I’ve had suicidal thoughts constantly throughout my late teens up to now. What’s the point in living when you’re chronically lonely and stuck?

I’ve recently considered going to a prostitute because that’s the only way I can see myself experiencing intimacy and I can at least have the illusion of being desirable if only for an hour. 

I’ve also been thinking about finding a plug to get Xanax to help with my anxiety I don’t care if I get addicted I’m desperate to escape this feeling by any means. I already drink on bad days and everyday I’m pretty much high cause weed and alcohol helps me escape (it’s hard to wallow in self pity when you’re so fucked up you can’t think)

I’m at a point where I can’t take it anymore there’s so much self hate and I don’t know how to stop it. I’ve tried Therepy. I’m tired of realizing I’m laying in bed alone and that this will most likely be the case for rest of my life especially as I get older and still lack experience in intimacy and connections with other people...I then proceed to cry myself to sleep some nights I feel so much pain inside.",1.7062988611880563,3.8722457479224417,4.1413319482917865,83.23187480763315,80.44044321329639,7.4460141582025265,23.601184979993853,8.430304187100639,1.6693452754693752,1389,49,282,31,36,484,184,361,0.23800000000000002,0.66,0.102,-0.995,2,3,2,0,0,1,23.0,0,1,0,2,17,14,2,1,14,0,22,10,1,5,3,52,49,33,1,4,6,0,4,1,1,1,7,0,1,5,17,17,2,3,12,1,0,1,12,9,0,0,6,9,30,5,38,40,12,41,0,3,3,1,12,17,1,7,22,178,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625188168485307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041610766129819,0.0,0.1009449591733905,0.10755570434992152,0.0779431986673413,0.08109918030638588,0.0,0.0,0.13255988952418732,0.0,0.14912182213008612,0.0,0.09665967742644314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137969813595321,0.17824236062546114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937266673201696,0.20024802212674173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532567960972987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070613761230899,0.06285724367911423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547917457049836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953400511057798,0.0,0.0,0.14784459540658848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908178530225154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010536921615553,0.15276524714637102,0.0,0.055391941999406835,0.0817495143021614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731002619199353,0.09622709368466847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065826359227173,0.10297774912522108,0.0,0.0,0.09598397512021756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172875563778297,0.09671956082068088,0.0,0.0,0.10149541560429844,0.1606936211672985,0.0,0.10994543301953298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884282999275447,0.047616765048503935,0.0,0.08606390334236677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286176087150457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616860264857214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21494527384922008,0.0,0.15034294614665464,0.0,0.0,0.09146485554278012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227374327196148,0.0,0.0,0.14825394928822982,0.10371026166768134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757036939412597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842729761082288,0.1098778104469013,0.0,0.09915754652376016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623551371187013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864038249083053,0.07766745786970189,0.0,0.4067114754294599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753598043271533,0.19870779371881528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783614763098484,0.16297119817741426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661153828523894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328199540219786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490403166412735,0.0,0.07737679299431975,0.0,0.11202236017626284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617273912310143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472730047663882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627646456794558
lonely,FlyTheW312,2019/10/31,"Happy Halloween We are never alone, we have reddit to thank for that. Enjoying some candy while waiting for this storm to pass.  Wheeeee",2.3612499999999983,4.7395026250000045,2.0153333333333343,89.16300000000004,106.08333333333334,3.586666666666667,21.466666666666672,5.6839178017228535,0.5792266666666674,109,4,17,1,5,32,21,24,0.0,0.638,0.36200000000000004,0.8844,1,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422325835723334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5573211846155487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037885832959253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820079900697327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,littletungtung,2019/10/31,"Loneliness never ends Boyfriend went to join army. The training is 7 months long. He left at the beginning of Oct.  it’s hard for me to sleep every night when I realise how lonely I am. I have been in America for three years and he is the only one who support me.  Now I have no one to talk to....
I miss my old friends and family in HK. I realise people come and go, I don’t have many friends left and it’s hard to keep in touch. At the same time I make no friends at school. It’s still hard for me to adapt a new life in america....... I feel like no one likes me",-0.5878571428571426,1.3834128606557383,1.542997658079628,99.52114754098362,88.4262295081967,5.125058548009368,18.550351288056206,6.5431188927421005,-0.21715175644028087,427,12,107,5,14,142,74,122,0.138,0.71,0.152,0.7003,0,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,5,0,8,2,1,2,1,11,17,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,2,0,4,2,5,14,6,17,15,1,25,0,2,0,0,7,9,0,0,15,65,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335881129818349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735528649741033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306620039463367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619608702020126,0.0,0.07841335692446168,0.11078953520865714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594444126683397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813581802148868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167649825307454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378426677251405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369908188774812,0.0,0.10953793850359432,0.1515289909543834,0.0,0.0,0.13724135623486258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351743331866928,0.15722727908865122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378376998399072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960763663546875,0.1497777065380898,0.0,0.1455325372698892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273089009030545,0.0,0.3152596667797044,0.11794570314554376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751328741334304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694973830083392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551924903094629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384748206104905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598350570580332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246478259545066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042868261128802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376117072570205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986675299896453
lonely,calmingrainbow,2019/10/31,"I’m the only non-religious person in my family. So today my brother came to visit from out of state with his wife so we could all have an early thanksgiving, since they are unable to come in November. My family consist of my mom, my 2 sisters, and my 2 brothers. All being strict Christians. I on the other hand, have never believed in any of that stuff, even when I was little I was never interested like the rest of my siblings were. I have told my family including my mom that I am very much a non religious person, religion in my life personally makes me uncomfortable. But it’s like my family wants to just pretend that I’m as Christian as them even though they know it makes me uncomfortable. Today they said grace before we ate and while they were, I kept my eyes open and my hands apart, just letting them do their thing, like I wasn’t being disrespectful and eating or getting on my phone. Then my mom opened her eyes while my brother was saying grace and she looked at me with a death glare while mouthing “pray”. I looked at her dead in the eyes and mouthed “no”, when I did that she slammed her hands on the table and yelled at me telling me I was disrespectful, I couldn’t do it so I went upstairs where I am now writing this and crying. I swear I’m so alone in my family, no one wants to try and see how I see things or understand stand my views, but instead act like I’m the perfect little christian that they always wanted me to be, but I’m not and I never will be.",2.6824135260712443,4.564959197986582,3.9269798657718127,87.32234383066599,76.14765100671141,7.000722767165723,22.870934434692828,7.882392219407189,1.0564027878162103,1163,34,240,18,26,380,149,298,0.09300000000000001,0.8640000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.7289,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,8,1,15,8,0,0,9,0,24,11,8,3,6,45,48,29,2,5,8,8,3,4,0,1,1,3,0,3,13,19,2,1,2,1,0,5,8,0,0,1,14,14,56,8,27,26,4,39,4,0,8,0,34,19,0,2,17,174,69,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676035442157557,0.0,0.0,0.08577126885491224,0.0,0.0,0.07009830358828706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771394930901369,0.1161364722349056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789667949182557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879475986950655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230142533564798,0.0,0.1132291354948178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054771289215054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616745210814593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858758070257888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053855328891434615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665037029284865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540683848512987,0.07280883552378657,0.20143978479421584,0.20662756735287116,0.0,0.0,0.17312338817147152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761412491976416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621800561349744,0.0,0.0,0.07577605923497645,0.0,0.23850620694933694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985004324960911,0.0783973974531159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700178607647828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805320099254272,0.08197378463594683,0.0,0.0,0.1642836927587349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526928984642958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800255920031752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009693748283724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696426402052067,0.0,0.10127610950174948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954166025346376,0.0984978756460832,0.0,0.06998492187900186,0.0,0.0,0.10731047992897867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505224291601637,0.18239872382885716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555669548894402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,7ony2,2019/10/31,":( If you are reading this you probably haven't been invited by anyone for Halloween.. well, you are not alone! I personally don't even care about being invited at parties and stuff, I hate having so many people around and all of the times I have something else to do like playing a video game or watching videos on youtube. But tonight I feel really lonely.. my earbuds just broke so I can't watch any videos since my mom is in the other room and I can't play any videogames either, even tho i just have euro trucking simulator and krunker.io.. my pc is really bad. First time feeling lonely in all my life probably (16), does anyone have any suggestions?",3.412311827956992,5.8985142096774235,4.046451612903226,84.4563440860215,76.25806451612901,7.036559139784948,26.46236559139785,8.07648339933343,1.8438623655913984,518,20,95,9,12,164,86,124,0.155,0.752,0.09300000000000001,-0.8836,1,5,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,1,10,10,1,0,3,0,15,1,0,0,2,16,19,10,0,1,7,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,2,7,1,0,5,5,1,1,1,4,14,5,10,17,3,10,0,3,2,0,7,6,0,2,5,65,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286724979175176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602091074456034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469155711385313,0.0,0.0,0.15717956109888098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742372188632855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001895704908522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451251076112885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474967228496323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332379619108353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855231722294773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018540811228212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743205814501647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471250760557707,0.08626034365364592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900837378370227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20678984302010464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240737645247145,0.15416903856065736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807321154688997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661196877369506,0.0,0.2262230800304427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605572087498694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359277380657502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212375264454446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059119958251271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875240951572184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vanitasvos,2019/10/31,"I'm alone on Halloween This Halloween I'm alone. I don't get invited to any parties because I'm boring. I don't have many friends, and no romantic partner, so I don't want to go to parties anyway because I'll look like a loser.

Tonight's yet another night where I'm gonna sit in my room alone, turn off the lights, turn on some music, and drink myself sick. I don't care if I wake up hungover and feel like shit at work tomorrow. Alcohol is my only real friend at this point.

And it's gonna be the same way at Christmas too😔",2.7997368421052653,3.4760387543859643,4.45872807017544,88.47651315789473,73.73684210526315,7.454385964912281,28.285087719298247,7.645422480735847,1.5090035087719291,414,16,93,5,8,140,75,114,0.228,0.638,0.135,-0.8474,2,3,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,1,0,3,0,7,5,2,0,0,10,21,6,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,2,2,0,1,1,3,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,3,8,5,11,18,2,18,0,1,1,0,3,11,1,2,6,44,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540941594551508,0.0,0.539053930649836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798001947408042,0.18192073376205425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115173476499812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768859222547174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995540529838987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772240385240714,0.12394220489191254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26807786468453,0.0,0.09064203306135564,0.0,0.09859909236880783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951815176913398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568898006329134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758929270955259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280981338872014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194793603794622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400533666579992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747105838784207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808630548835228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774173861045398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232965177858086,0.1377093024815393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263037179019766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cav3mpty,2019/10/31,"Fuck this week I was browsing this sub last night. Been lonely as fuck. Just craving an emotional connection. girl i finally really liked decided her life was too busy & dropped me like 30 minutes ago, at the peak of one of the shittiest weeks of my life. She was one of the only things that made me feel something. I dont expect a pity party, lot of stories on here far worse than mine, just had to get shit off my chest. 

And if anyone on here just wants to try talking to someone new, about anything i guess, im open to give it a try. Pm me. Im 18 n male, no weird shit please. Just friendly conversation, lmk whats bugging you or something.",2.5735530881332416,4.246716015267179,3.6469118667591935,90.1274253990285,75.87022900763358,6.9010409437890345,25.64954892435809,7.686295010490155,1.2364290076335878,502,18,108,7,11,162,98,131,0.204,0.698,0.098,-0.95,0,2,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,8,10,4,0,6,0,6,7,3,1,0,15,14,4,0,3,6,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,6,1,13,3,16,8,1,14,0,2,0,2,9,6,4,4,9,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427626246524446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412653932293206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591706200128473,0.0,0.12465363124600867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775312929465484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039255846728593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659191668866291,0.0,0.0,0.16593693651511682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703166224524722,0.2800782637968833,0.07914109440510822,0.14531166829851355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668702875602546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32724484556538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347493014570066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398702948522635,0.14800916969127664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287813274721173,0.0,0.1433323117717275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629856533288746,0.0,0.14215200582220971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529106332864325,0.11520597795362493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627754810508458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704079772378063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109803396702373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834696611016624,0.23323059933432905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175241917174262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006353686078608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568747506956947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934575227773907,0.0,0.2430133099207421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436920146503885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheGoodie,2019/10/31,"Life just sucks Today is Halloween and everyone has plans and I’m here doing nothing. It’s always been like this. My dad doesn’t like to go out anywhere in general so it’s just only my mom and sister and I when going to restaurants or other places. I wish my dad would make the effort to hang out with the family. He just sits on the computer and does YouTube 24/7. He never has time for his own children. Plus I wish that I could hangout with friends or get to experience more things. My parents are strict and it feels like I’m on a leash. I don’t have the freedom to go and do things myself. Because of this, I feel like my anxiety is getting worst. I want to be able to go out and socialize more with people. And I’m not a troublemaker or anything... I do well in my studies. I just want the freedom to do things on my own and experience things. 

Another thing is that I’m lonely at school and I don’t even have anyone to talk to really. I’m always being used in friendships or peer pressured into something that I don’t want to do. I’m always a 2nd option.  Well my life just sucks right now. If you read this to the end you’re a real one💯",0.9540000000000006,3.068631400000001,2.904,91.341,82.91666666666666,5.673333333333334,20.85,6.918507183188421,0.4328699999999999,896,27,194,11,25,300,124,240,0.062,0.774,0.16399999999999998,0.9678,2,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,12,12,2,1,10,0,22,2,0,2,1,45,45,19,0,8,11,5,2,4,1,1,2,0,0,1,15,19,0,0,2,2,0,5,6,5,2,0,1,2,22,7,29,40,5,25,0,1,0,0,13,13,2,6,10,133,37,3,0.11661614226820595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911019168745852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228219311696907,0.08921102964275968,0.0,0.0,0.08154071813429233,0.0,0.095965148747456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108811793479879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310850045930257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020515719612219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328728854479434,0.0,0.0,0.07702386213511829,0.0,0.0,0.11143172141225782,0.0,0.22814592804318845,0.10993532035958503,0.0,0.11792925090765286,0.1666211906748266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900973422375675,0.0,0.12185424236272857,0.0,0.2651025642842984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473886006616856,0.2278910264134903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784218050321266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657941639716714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899415580743701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118963336610931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902211605041977,0.08869183111959887,0.0,0.0,0.12948842539885005,0.0,0.0,0.08084694970710672,0.0,0.12183904818962492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166477002524772,0.13273470042385627,0.07470728686399644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958954831727183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802176181412452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188754712253486,0.0,0.08977680366729733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937316378142254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873729157014689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799981035876496,0.0,0.1105384673026477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071890462743498,0.0,0.0,0.2063496663895491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970383386957128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26820561685264593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284076158675614,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kriuk876,2019/10/31,"Im alone, and i dont give a damn!!! Lets start easy im not fricking lonely...  yeah i have no friends as everyone else in here, but i refuse calling myself like that. 
Im INDEPENDENT! (as much as i can be)
I refuse being one codependent idiot. I dont want to follow fake friends like some stupid sheep. I dont want to let people push their opinions on me. I dont want to let someone influence my actions. I dont want to feel peer pressure. I dont want to feel any kind of pressure from anyone in my life... ever... 
(if that costs me having no friends... then let it be!)
I will enjoy not giving a frick about other people opinion. I will be happy doing what i love and not worrying what others may think. 
While you can sure feel sorry for me.. 
""cause everyone with no social life and friends must feel hopeless.""
 I will secretly feel sorry for you, cause  im so privileged with being in this position in my life when i can be FREE from everyone, doing wathever i want...cause...
 no one can stop me. 


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lonely,Schweppesismyfriend,2019/10/31,"Why is tinder so difficult No fucking matches, God why is it so hard to get a match. Idk what else I can do.",-2.337500000000002,-0.6425264166666658,1.0083333333333364,98.52000000000002,104.83333333333334,4.066666666666666,18.5,5.985473137389443,-0.16929999999999978,82,3,20,1,4,29,21,24,0.317,0.599,0.084,-0.6816,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443596153552124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810937358935867,0.2153696250518198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36927104735183697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7439347000697004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-excuseyou-,2019/10/31,"When you’re a fucking burden on society And everyone ignores you unless they need to get an A in a group project, and you feel so insanely lonely that you have extremely low self esteem that makes you think the worst of yourself and you think that everyone hates you, and when you try to vent to people you trust, they tell you to stop complaining and being “negative,” so you constantly blame yourself for everything and take the burden, and you don’t talk to anyone because you must be hated by everyone around you and none of them want to hear anything about you, and there’s a girl in your class with the same name as you, and every time her name is said it always means her, because she’s popular, so even when your parents say your name you think for a split second you that they mean her, and you get invited to sleepovers out of pity, but the same people who felt for you now ignore you and act like you don’t exist, and all of your “friends” from last year talked shit about you and apparently hated your guts, and now they don’t talk to you at all because who the fuck knows, and in the end you know it’s all your fault and so you’ve stopped talking altogether when you can, and you don’t tell your parents because you don’t want to stress them out. I love life 🥰",9.956823529411768,6.304673878431378,8.885196078431372,76.77838235294121,61.19607843137255,12.396078431372551,37.26470588235294,9.888512548439397,3.25824705882353,1009,30,212,14,10,314,129,255,0.198,0.741,0.061,-0.985,3,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,34,6,0,15,22,6,1,12,0,11,6,2,1,4,50,35,29,0,4,2,2,2,1,1,1,1,3,0,2,8,22,0,4,9,0,0,1,7,17,0,1,2,5,45,5,31,30,7,23,0,3,0,3,66,9,3,0,14,147,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238709191118902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763579747249945,0.0,0.09136945348341872,0.09884156366503716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707350562008926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998559302265042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834094178249486,0.0,0.0,0.07333525014365708,0.0,0.09354881672874728,0.31828603255589083,0.09978794135863926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056140856059616336,0.0,0.10660763979025953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857826515980189,0.20529364158836244,0.11601873883005585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288618201197296,0.0,0.0,0.12514055561578372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204000329997575,0.09050548125670588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842482301225129,0.054244376236972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021025217165087,0.0,0.0741143798906967,0.0,0.0,0.241891679149408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232844089622969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24657465372677814,0.0,0.0,0.1539505061359185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561637029770396,0.08829669511220595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158300562344836,0.0,0.113972226062477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856545899479061,0.12718619347035814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348186034779294,0.3569716145068154,0.19409282747638448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134334812602876,0.0,0.0,0.06474335308755695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753830915218229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097849577395798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150063745717664
lonely,HadeZSlayZ_YT,2019/10/31,"I'm lonely but I have friends Sorry if it doesn't belong

I'm 14 and I'm in high school at the time of writing this and I have 3 very close friends who are all girls and i'm a guy who just makes more awkward and i have tried to date one of them but i got friendzoned and just lost all emotion and can't even talk to them anymore one of them knows how I feel and tries to help me but I just push her out I don't know why I feel so lonely and friendzoned and I want to date the girl I like even tho she said no. It hurts thinking about it she has a crush on someone I hate and wouldn't mind killing said person so does all of my friends and I know he will treat her bad I just want her she made me feel lonely",-1.0153318077803206,0.90353937267081,0.5408237986270024,106.27768878718537,90.05590062111801,3.389473684210526,15.927100359594634,3.1291,-1.4771440993788818,553,12,147,0,19,175,87,161,0.18600000000000005,0.6459999999999999,0.168,-0.2882,0,6,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,3,1,12,14,2,1,4,0,10,0,0,3,3,39,30,19,1,4,8,0,3,1,3,2,0,2,0,4,6,13,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,9,0,2,5,5,25,5,13,23,4,10,0,5,0,0,24,6,0,1,4,90,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392773773731874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959481311476295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358263086819967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459163409169295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050309793996998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354382376761339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597472096609383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413652209023834,0.0,0.0,0.15368342420601952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532388606530352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104034750926774,0.16398908399201886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661567283283958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171812253086546,0.0,0.2558999391853254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758283197030461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694312868323893,0.0,0.0,0.14686452715697934,0.10360463669806733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567189988915206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035016161137374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355243748069007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29528266148080445,0.0,0.0,0.15708195320548032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150988954830026,0.0,0.0,0.17374615638341998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475282963658582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945302705443257,0.0,0.0,0.09050485998997107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075634234041501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806543998019632,0.18309509557973985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005390623703287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cancerousweight,2019/10/31,"I wish I can experience romantic and sexual attraction. I am in my twenties. As implied with posting in this sub, I am very lonely, but there’s a problem: I do not experience sexual or romantic attraction. Never in my life have I wanted to have sex, and I’ve never enjoyed doing romantic things let alone desired them.

I used to date people, but I don’t anymore because it’s too dishonest of me. They expect things from me. Romantic things; sometimes sex, but I can’t provide those things genuinely.

It’s a great thing, right? That’s what I wish was true. I don’t want or need those things, so I should be ok, but instead I’m so lonely without a way to fulfill it. I’ve tried queerplatonic relationships but even those were overwhelming.

All I want is to belong somewhere. I want someone to love me and I want to be part of a family group so badly...but it may never happen at all. A lot of times, I wonder if I wouldn’t be in this situation if I just felt those sorts of intimate feelings.",2.6431359278059787,4.716724111675131,4.671226734348565,81.06547518330515,76.91878172588831,8.032600112803157,26.6804850535815,8.841846274778883,2.2740481669486745,778,31,150,18,18,267,109,197,0.11,0.6509999999999999,0.239,0.976,0,5,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,0,8,11,0,1,5,1,20,4,0,1,6,42,35,16,0,15,12,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,18,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,2,25,7,19,25,4,13,0,3,0,3,5,6,0,8,5,115,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058172061382767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250383089525258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685770650770815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327520213013294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466624984298329,0.11885778991613664,0.0,0.06375025825868287,0.0,0.12105737329264595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390045652067192,0.0,0.0,0.11149286561295524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892619557537205,0.0890546221029014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718941684950294,0.1137928757147302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348734126170036,0.2917239367484525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365332573407196,0.0,0.0874085756262586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075058754665655,0.0,0.0,0.12064233108516975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536363188217776,0.0,0.10767234382016508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417201406251977,0.0,0.0,0.10682788197481724,0.0,0.12469716925831753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5025750248387629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351874854708182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560061050282068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889335991048778,0.0,0.104029892765082,0.37182871432601583,0.10007709789385016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899734749298906,0.12153742531065508,0.1367292868318728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawaylikemylove,2019/10/31,"I literally cried while watching porn I don’t watch porn very often but yesterday I decided “fuck it”. I just went on the home page of pornhub and clicked the first video. It was whatever, can’t even remember the plot but when they started kissing each other really passionately I was in a trance. Like they way they we kissing and touching each other just made me cry, CRY! Like even my subconscious knew I was lonely. I’ve never had sex and I’ve never been to crazy about it but this made me really question everything.",2.7090545454545456,5.404775360000002,3.8854545454545466,83.3977272727273,80.4,7.636363636363638,25.09090909090909,8.575989854853784,2.1373000000000006,416,16,77,10,11,135,67,100,0.158,0.6409999999999999,0.201,0.742,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,3,1,7,7,1,0,4,0,7,7,0,2,2,20,13,8,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,9,4,13,5,5,4,3,11,0,1,3,7,5,2,1,2,9,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6040394599199506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421358951199287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647382565390957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591492023550327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945793315988095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386488531528572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910228123081454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34688585938220745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827445816027076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053379947878017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23485339835416305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20764321291344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974071162761913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124172958800067,0.0,0.14549503969780073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992097332144876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,depressed_nerd621,2019/10/31,"Why Is it a fucking crime to not like partying in this society???? I'm 21f and senior in college. Throughout the whole 4 years I have been here I haven't made friends. I'm lonely!! I live alone, eat alone, go to class alone, study alone and the list goes on. I'm not weird or creepy. Im simply a normal person. I enjoy going to coffee shops, going to the movies, just chilling at home or any activity with a small group of people but because I go to a huge party school, everyone think im so weird because I don't go out and get hammered 7 days a week. One of my friends from back home wanted to come visit me because we haven't seen each other in like a year and half. However she wanted to come up to party. However, I don't like partying and being in a crowded club/bar. I tried it once on my 21st birthday but I absolutely hated it. She got mad when I told her I dont want to go party but we can do something else and left me on read. Don't get me wrong I dont hate drinking. I drink on my own all the time. I just dont like being in a crowded crazy place like a club. I just hate not having any friends or ever being in a relationship because people think im weird because im not a fucking party animal. 

Now that I think about it I feel like a bad friend, maybe I should just suck it up and go out or I will be lonely for the rest of my life",0.9768572181243372,2.5267837089041123,3.216712328767126,92.00357744994731,80.06164383561644,5.862170706006322,20.819810326659642,6.67199483983844,0.2214832455216018,1041,28,240,10,26,357,144,292,0.21600000000000005,0.657,0.127,-0.9704,2,8,3,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,0,0,11,25,7,0,17,0,20,6,0,1,2,42,51,16,0,5,15,0,1,6,4,2,1,0,2,1,8,15,3,0,4,5,1,10,12,14,0,2,5,2,31,11,31,40,5,39,0,2,1,2,16,19,3,4,16,142,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33540138419500665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011141814119832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062253392837324686,0.0675983813943766,0.2467629181515889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948007914947966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05221262832065999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846542379145695,0.15862033911834722,0.0,0.08284249156173319,0.06763185461630061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323313173837301,0.0,0.077360936114707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04093590734262234,0.05783797972331128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501985843387906,0.1496927920223836,0.08459672110649183,0.0,0.3220808131577205,0.0,0.06475126406329504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23979429495431506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241935402193727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498036152005066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796348911686197,0.0,0.057184580241917575,0.2373183718969681,0.0,0.07148933573957067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660649436077878,0.0,0.0,0.08133539800299187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932380195036623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621996577590604,0.05486072362472733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225521121084307,0.07069131978544982,0.0845861726249653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098210431277351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692095128155727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193603993667907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062327113725485224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562807242209628,0.0,0.0,0.047208540963973054,0.0,0.0,0.077360936114707,0.0,0.05496665826507617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325726244319678,0.0,0.06494138525333415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305398373621108,0.09038916683529387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851726425348214,0.0,0.10427142282181356
lonely,stronkzer,2019/10/31,"What do you guys think about r/ForeverAlone ? Went there by coincidence, and they seem a lot like us",2.9036842105263148,5.532547000000001,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,79.0,5.905263157894738,20.026315789473685,7.1686216300943375,0.1712947368421056,79,2,17,1,2,23,19,19,0.0,0.865,0.135,0.3612,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226864340928416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085560119715052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36292508268241697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886229852395834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27353272210426505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134939442452909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957296389828536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,V_370,2019/10/31,"Ahahaha I used to have friends. Fake friends wayyy back in elementary. Then middle school came and they were the worst years of my life. High school came around and even though my grades and attendance are shit it's alot better than any other grade I've been in.

I feel like after all these years I'm finally starting to accept that I'm a loner and was meant to be one. I belive in this school theres over 1000 students and I'm not friend with one person here. It ticks me off but it's alright. 

Year aftetr year I have grown to dislike people more and more and isolate myself as much as I can.

Well that's the end of this post. I just wanted someone to know my story. Im 16, live in meh conditons, and I'm weird.",1.3886036036036025,3.5280275000000043,2.449891891891891,95.0716846846847,81.43243243243244,5.298018018018019,18.65045045045045,6.42735559955562,-0.17205009009009053,562,13,124,5,15,178,100,148,0.133,0.769,0.099,-0.6287,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,8,12,1,0,4,1,8,2,1,1,1,23,20,13,0,1,3,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,9,12,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,4,1,2,6,1,12,8,19,13,6,24,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,1,11,77,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020777008858164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117891521051614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330838857560276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303252357390161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33707415865904405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051450812257187,0.0,0.0,0.09732786698051442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745080948116892,0.10527182507211956,0.0,0.1614223214818651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415428114424965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569069415521689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917077828939474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098351873221861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408256230332047,0.07199115601966243,0.0,0.13011887487254115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832430363273526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997057479663141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215874598796547,0.12866639336594535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112721220651805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473992610692693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125977801878826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485505433427052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429999828811763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447774422049366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726908103888282,0.0,0.0,0.0869149391937967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324915830133099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795721439728926
lonely,Tothanim28,2019/10/31,"No matter what i do - i never feel good enough Im 23 years old.
One of my biggest disappointments in myself is that i find it extremly hard to engage with women.
I've worked so hard on improving this part of my life, yet almost all women i meet - never really do want me, it always ends up somewhere in the beggining And i believe its becayse im just not attractive enough in my personality.
Im boring, im too nice, im shy, im not that alpha male they like...
I tried to change it but i really can't, this is me. I Cannot be an asshole, but i also realize i hate being that nice guy.
Its so frustrating. 
I look in the mirror 1000 times a day - constantly asking myself - am i good enough?
I know one of my biggest problems is my need for attention and acceptance of women. I know i cant rely on other people's approval, but its so damn hard. I always feel somethings wrong with me.
How can i let go? How can i love myself?",-0.08222366148532245,2.1504886943005204,3.01464378238342,87.7721901986183,89.51813471502591,5.910967184801383,18.4043609671848,7.333567415737692,0.5924682210708117,710,20,149,13,24,253,110,193,0.203,0.6779999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.9229,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,9,16,3,0,4,0,14,2,0,2,3,28,25,11,0,3,6,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,13,4,0,0,8,0,0,1,8,7,0,2,0,6,30,9,16,22,5,19,0,1,1,1,10,9,1,1,10,103,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270461300788826,0.0,0.0,0.08202165743397162,0.17068555817567346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588497215603038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555628622855092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085007841462258,0.0,0.0,0.11083695511163698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614631419344401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084266098451392,0.31793298557852223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372047820497772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374308217516623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829038285519403,0.172054284969831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155604974044513,0.0,0.0,0.2756358417917259,0.10126227623472768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6647305617796226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273472111797588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048802547902208,0.07244510252331762,0.05010836170056717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612925557069874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256944056257116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605107811821943,0.1582097968430166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762532303742478,0.0,0.13900218312990073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106852841912948,0.0,0.07110605910319348,0.08955630849610682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814140847196301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141227404213632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895999454264498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059806814628050924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963529637765295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060495836587428485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466896393936509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112139360939586,0.0,0.06604887090734705
lonely,Ntoina,2019/10/31,How to „uncrush“? I never believed in like the love at first sight thing but last week I started a new job and a regular customer made me fall deeeep the minute I saw him... idk how or why I just know that I can‘t stop thinking about him. I am not the prettiest girl and he is way out of my league and I am way too shy to ask him out so I ask what you do to forget someone you have an insane crush on but actually don‘t want it or its just hurting you more than you usually are hurting because of loneliness 😂 sorry if this is the wrong subreddit to post this on... I am not very familiar with reddit.,1.6794155844155831,3.3156296111111137,3.393145743145745,91.13720779220779,78.28571428571428,6.8040404040404034,24.15295815295816,7.686295010490155,1.037184126984127,465,16,105,7,11,155,89,126,0.262,0.7090000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.9843,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,1,7,5,0,0,7,0,10,1,0,3,1,24,19,11,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,2,2,18,2,15,17,1,18,0,2,2,1,12,6,0,3,9,76,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.18065448272555515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461322128520577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284997407754052,0.0,0.0,0.20857154234850847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746652206748135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39635849967841336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370717083926136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173940088945024,0.15090090447859653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044231712131652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708178864702658,0.17516896313964012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277917030375806,0.17879407428377042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729777915141592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685510613574738,0.0,0.0,0.20723134886513744,0.13103183838790286,0.0,0.0,0.1547720931082625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298827079751075,0.11862009136898405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388811604861654,0.1527468257285485,0.10919103022874564,0.29388589423869466,0.14849544042707988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704576669473556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240421557755728,0.0,0.0
lonely,misunderstood-99,2019/10/31,"anxious/paranoid thoughts i've lost my trust in people since 2017 and i don't even know why. nothing ""bad"" happenend that could break my trust dramatically. idk, it feels like i can see through people's bullshit. i always got conspiracy theories in my head. i think people make plans to break me down and to manipulate me. i also think that everyone is making fun of me and talking behind my back. in general i am a very fun and loving person, i am kind to everyone but it seems like the people around me think i'm naive or stupid or shit like that.. i feel very lost and it's hard to live through the day questioning every step from others. feels like i'm going crazy",2.558286713286716,4.893789863636363,3.745757575757576,86.29248251748253,78.3939393939394,6.78881118881119,23.03263403263403,7.882392219407189,1.2112836829836824,530,17,105,9,13,172,82,132,0.19399999999999998,0.639,0.16699999999999998,-0.6083,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,4,15,2,0,3,0,6,3,2,3,0,24,25,9,0,1,3,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,10,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,4,5,16,10,14,20,0,11,0,2,1,1,4,5,1,4,6,57,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094466106019764,0.11387819025769083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461244604354976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183410214096757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523662103009787,0.11427208897091405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927129210022513,0.0,0.0,0.08826315047478435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039450637198056,0.0,0.11531015566610693,0.26155051621719444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760104973535834,0.1955451189365301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778049156502673,0.0,0.10945916241473104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259936212096223,0.0,0.14045748227015326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251826226608108,0.07521448303732517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674508427416161,0.0,0.1208495760637155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987969443842145,0.0,0.12352117516096806,0.0,0.18270975478125995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132052283206908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37952498915902494,0.119500565211259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331412692085386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905941972166468,0.12459188292938073,0.0,0.0,0.14048446135864812,0.11321171462084262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100026004511538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26308240776411634,0.0,0.1086512726867015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22584708445941895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349454464716635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-thehermit-,2019/10/31,Alone on Halloween So Halloween is my favourite time of year and for the second year in a row I find myself with no plans and no friends in the area to do anything with. I really would like to dress up and get into the spirit but I am just hear in my bed feeling sorry for myself - any suggestions for how celebrate Halloween on my lonesome?,5.771470588235296,5.805234970588237,5.963529411764708,82.58588235294121,66.94117647058823,8.564705882352943,31.70588235294117,8.07648339933343,2.1797529411764702,270,10,53,3,4,86,48,68,0.125,0.715,0.16,0.5703,3,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,7,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,8,2,15,6,0,11,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,4,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33001619485927186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166869484616604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622145646159277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611145691213886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29123229190892785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461814072736721,0.0,0.1664768800173075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591318001321183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567199929045686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041297174480683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356692745390649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580225112881804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263535722649413,0.0,0.0,0.41038898244033495
lonely,akaJern,2019/10/31,"I'm so lonesome I could cry This could probably be in r/dreams but I think this fits here. For the past week I've had dreams about this woman I don't know, nor do I recall seeing before. The connection though felt stronger than the first time I ever fell in love. The dream changes every night, but she is always in it. I'm 22, in all the years I've been alive I've never had dreams that have felt so real. Her touch, her presence, the compassion, even the kissing felt real. I'll wake up and realize she is just a figment of my imagination and I'll feel like I'm about to cry or at times I will cry. I haven't been in a romantic relationship I've cared about for 5 years and I think it is finally taking a toll on me. I have bad social anxiety so going out and meeting people is close to torture.",1.2698890532544382,3.143044491124261,3.1222744082840244,91.4903938609468,80.42011834319527,6.355177514792899,20.62167159763314,7.413659706084162,0.5173221893491133,625,17,140,9,16,209,100,169,0.147,0.655,0.19899999999999998,0.8999,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,11,6,1,0,10,0,17,3,1,0,3,26,32,12,0,2,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,9,3,0,2,4,2,0,1,7,6,15,4,18,21,1,24,0,0,1,2,9,11,0,1,12,85,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156447960176746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632143652295248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116044805327967,0.0,0.0,0.11826409835331005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170219391294595,0.0,0.14702533927836825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22193286101444432,0.0,0.4579981310421962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917968069816607,0.12571786987852074,0.11709897567390128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027386307941215,0.09928931668344504,0.400335755864738,0.1522488280830095,0.0,0.11821867081153427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898710947932806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638129415951868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678999597807547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543737367997812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719207810819936,0.0,0.0,0.13042591210010046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267477755464138,0.09635315123903077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984692984403206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163856326290818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921547916277644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075127132753236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416754286844815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044977443426519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810909073326106,0.1365498631552858,0.0,0.1620839384902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148359256540696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790006907418952
lonely,numberina,2019/10/31,"Lonely and depressed Hi, I am 19. I am  looking for someone to just talk to without any inhibitions. Feel free to send a message.",0.5350000000000001,2.9846352,2.895500000000002,85.43525000000002,97.0,4.1000000000000005,30.25,5.985473137389443,1.7024,100,6,18,1,4,34,21,25,0.20199999999999999,0.627,0.171,-0.2283,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,5,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220672077490762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079147442823044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394685963921925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977083850126292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012834402686673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806652475472873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565377057794026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,extrasecp,2019/10/31,"I can’t do halloween. Ah yes, Halloween. A time where normal college kids go out with their friends in costumes and party. I can only imagine how fun that would be. Instead, I’ll end up sitting alone in my dorm room, wishing there was someone who cared about me enough to take me out, even if it’s just for one day in the year. Even if it’s just for Halloween.",2.6219369369369367,4.127769662162167,3.092972972972973,94.8545045045045,75.35135135135134,4.933333333333334,27.1981981981982,3.1291,0.4195657657657659,281,11,61,0,6,87,60,74,0.025,0.764,0.21,0.9259999999999999,3,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,1,0,13,10,4,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,6,3,11,7,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,4,42,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882768516413947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28378672634370466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950661884509025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465270985852923,0.28760017826350714,0.0,0.3676825971817282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504520725646525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818734067209406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727146274766929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861075034931865,0.21169051973562952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23583703246101764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20927744277213528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623026045922988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200778792749798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977251304232075,0.0,0.0,0.17924217909467172
lonely,xKaos828,2019/10/31,"A sign So.. kinda a sad thing but i really wanted to impress this girl that I’ve kinda growing more and more attracted too and I’ve been subtly dropping hints and stuff on how i feel. So I’ve been pushing myself to learn Cantonese and say how i feel in hopes that it would impress her. I’m not forcing my feelings on her to push for a relationship but merely to let her know that i feel something for her. She didn’t even look at the YouTube video i recorded with me saying how i felt and i genuinely don’t know how to feel rn. Maybe this is the sign I needed to realize that nothing between us would ever happen and that It’s just one of the perks of being a wallflower, talking to a girl you have feelings for just to be noticed for a brief second.",3.5951398601398594,4.50157685897436,4.6909090909090905,86.69045454545454,72.07692307692307,6.9547785547785566,27.643356643356643,6.980632752743323,1.2840846153846155,594,21,123,5,11,195,91,156,0.013000000000000001,0.8640000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.9548,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,0,13,5,0,0,9,0,11,0,0,4,1,37,26,14,0,5,5,0,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,11,7,0,0,11,1,0,4,3,1,0,2,4,10,18,4,20,17,2,10,0,1,1,0,13,4,0,3,1,93,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817229276854027,0.16183971331911176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427916587636218,0.0,0.17178736277546147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821477726621078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770390106619824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19665504612294185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829536733547479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502443307511729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797451123970259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266390448943188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167467242720927,0.2036969866308867,0.0,0.0,0.12123807316644665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146181343094495,0.0,0.0,0.19208876505633152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845622776183199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773823374611707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204815949147406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380585754096076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886380229693935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521384975029811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055292585670815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541935047148349,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Zekken134,2019/10/31,"Where can I meet girls (18M, Not in School) I'm tired of being lonely, I'm awkward and anti social but I still want to try to meet someone , I just don't even know where to start, I have little to no interest in the girls I went to highschool with and I wanna meet someone",1.314237288135594,2.7197411016949182,3.212,93.05122033898306,78.66101694915254,5.397966101694917,20.274576271186444,5.6839178017228535,-0.13526033898305068,211,5,48,1,5,71,40,59,0.161,0.7490000000000001,0.09,-0.2448,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,10,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,10,8,0,8,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,31,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009270206605716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718518186299078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304897101706659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078755117839202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101025266823193,0.5155101999064928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153205300916524,0.0,0.242941513222598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34964322521474017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206537783098748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943021176659113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820045735087146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FireHearth,2019/10/31,All I want is the attention from one person I’ve ruined it. I should be glad they still even talk to me but my god I just want to talk to them every second of every day. How things used to be,0.15616279069767458,1.6845175813953546,2.323430232558138,97.5516569767442,82.48837209302326,5.230232558139536,13.075581395348838,5.985473137389443,-1.139693023255814,148,1,37,1,4,50,33,43,0.047,0.785,0.16699999999999998,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,9,7,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,1,6,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970275957844542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178536758306634,0.0,0.5148078811647407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070203478819777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667580856994701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24397934327420215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911120389504022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029661562527802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638611026432082,0.0,0.0,0.36039345149095614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nic536732,2019/10/31,"Feeling pretty lonely I just ended it with my alcoholic ex-boyfriend, and Im feeling kind of down. He was really my only friend, and I'm kind of a nerd so I don't get out much. Anyone want to talk or be friends? I prefer to talk to people my age or older (21). I don't really use Reddit too much, so sorry if this is the wrong place for this.",-0.2889000000000017,1.58349896,2.6982500000000016,92.415375,86.06666666666666,5.3500000000000005,16.041666666666668,6.6274283507984215,-0.2848333333333333,262,5,60,3,8,93,54,75,0.125,0.6970000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.4989,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,13,11,7,0,3,4,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,7,4,9,9,2,6,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,3,3,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495315504845727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063892885790974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814674628759075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340075373573246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107942631647506,0.0,0.10508522928668593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726133488308474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189042685908506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957161240330093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297294912909545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394423383604588,0.0,0.21014425212978052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462756497171206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577056725237348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515522233704136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32333090617572874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737168765084406,0.0,0.0,0.11863519116677312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21991058017953194,0.0,0.0
lonely,mkirk1945,2019/10/31,"It’s my birthday soon and It feels lonely I have my boyfriend and family around me but it still feels so lonely. The feeling hit so hard as my birthday is coming up.

I buy everyone gift, do something nice for them on the daily basis yet no one does seem to care about me even on my birthday at least.

I feel like everyone is just taking advantage of me and I want the cycle to stop but I don’t wanna confront them. I don’t wanna beg for love or care.


I just wanna go away.",0.11656666666666735,2.34537259,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,88.1,4.933333333333334,18.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.0266666666666664,369,10,80,4,12,124,64,100,0.121,0.62,0.259,0.9618,0,4,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,10,9,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,20,19,9,0,4,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,5,0,1,2,3,3,0,1,0,5,16,6,16,18,1,12,0,2,0,1,3,6,0,2,5,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847066963932653,0.0,0.0,0.19494010306990056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230919925241397,0.0,0.0,0.17873097834414406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157256079982875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370426699147824,0.0,0.0,0.3965238873311032,0.0,0.0,0.1955995116628325,0.0,0.4196450024041682,0.14822817372103209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179191818083704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586686945075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136727062107913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726438491086891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059801035253128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888876323533402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973300390207387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569873726145126,0.1734677432650426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600379093414832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238072909769535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dennis_Peter_Thomas,2019/10/31,"I have realised I have lost my parents forever... My new step family have all the power and all the good times My father divorced my mother and married his mistress after having an affair. His new wife also has two children. My parents sold the house meaning me and my mother had to move somewhere else.
My mother remarried a man with children. 

My father's has really taken to his new step children after living with them for over 3 years. The step son calls him Dad. My Dad revealed we would all be treated equally in his Will and Testament and his wife would get 50% of the estate. He stated he had a Trust Fund for me... and his stepchildren.

I thought I had gone from maybe getting 50% to now getting less than 20%. I also wondered why he would equally divide his money to me and his stepchildren. I do feel slighted.

His wife and her two children will get the majority control and gain. Especially if his wife dies and leaves it to her children.

My Dad knows I am upset through my shocked facial expression. However me and my Mum had to move into a flat at the time while he moved into a big new house. I know my Mum took whatever divorce settlement offered as she no longer to be involved with my Dad. His wife ended up in a better home, her kids in a better school and gained future financial security after basically having nothing before their marriage. They were all so pleased and at my expense of having my family ripped apart and taking my Dad to the point I barely know him anymore.

I know I am not entitled to anything and I would rather have him than his money but his new family are taking everything from me and even in the future will. It is scary but if anything bad happened to my Dad I would be at their mercy for anything sentimental and the rest.

This feeds into my insecurities that I am not good enough for him or my mum and her family anymore now they have a new family. I wish he never told us, my resentment is at an all time high. My heart sank, I have been left behind.

Should I voice my fears or let it go etc?",4.400751724137934,5.6911192200000045,5.365310344827588,81.16300000000003,70.55,7.817241379310343,28.04310344827586,8.216663640201805,1.9232068965517235,1608,57,302,23,29,528,191,400,0.069,0.858,0.07200000000000001,-0.1868,4,0,0,0,2,0,36.0,2,0,5,7,7,14,1,3,19,0,37,3,2,1,6,57,60,29,1,10,9,22,1,0,0,9,0,1,1,7,5,25,1,2,9,0,5,9,4,7,0,2,13,2,74,7,42,34,12,48,1,1,0,0,72,18,0,5,20,226,79,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557887187019706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557340916730423,0.0,0.0,0.19383661039764769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655578091468053,0.0,0.0,0.06681156616061633,0.0,0.0,0.1388825275569429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017389437984397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806267764347761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148749627082384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559027192252799,0.0,0.06954211388196786,0.08112829974492826,0.08756640032801319,0.051859258459538204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705653642951473,0.0,0.3700907766971388,0.0883526370516494,0.03970018727463481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408605006054974,0.0,0.04462260791139131,0.13171145087099806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943168177702477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304216270807328,0.0,0.0829567543030278,0.07875822462816649,0.0,0.0,0.18119447675364114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260196320701415,0.0,0.0,0.08313739729041526,0.08530816141538625,0.08028820978542989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933130840964986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570978805933456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788801505179703,0.08552724019927424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25035112038125074,0.0,0.0,0.06055659086855475,0.4549890400577273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533848247995854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436606096166854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618729083608466,0.07422325761417359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050299535636040525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946266105212799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806893312502648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233315118764736,0.13735041230762712,0.0,0.0,0.07502566452941811,0.08723446938077578,0.0,0.0,0.15339798163634938,0.0,0.09444541014477263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084872484226012,0.0,0.09028984018135587,0.0,0.08514754985189857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27887854146915225,0.0,0.0,0.05056190618631403
lonely,VodkaHelpMeSocialise,2019/10/31,"Anyone else find finishing college tough and lonely? I feel as though I took it for granted how easy it was to socialize in college because people were just always there. Now, having to make my own structure, I feel overwhelmed and lonely because everyone feels scattered. I’ve held onto a few close friends and fallen back in with ones I thought I’d lost but it still worries me that I may grow apart from them too.",8.358164556962027,7.560222759493673,7.347943037974683,77.5583702531646,61.911392405063296,9.418987341772151,37.471518987341774,8.07648339933343,3.0183392405063296,334,14,59,3,4,102,63,79,0.149,0.768,0.083,-0.6428,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,8,6,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,16,12,7,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,5,0,1,6,3,8,1,9,5,2,12,0,4,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,41,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973988489746647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588050065515195,0.2430756921917801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241937120985605,0.0,0.28923298355641225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981797269283123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266885816027301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35986002386373744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168288485387813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328747379256785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25897045239796235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835646495896158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607568399346783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644691486745286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24183160430353096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945648886871225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330825661224025,0.1883384001752594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26357724726371345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409240541807009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Redrock26,2019/10/31,20(f) lonely as can be I got dumped three weeks ago and I lost all my friends as a result. I’m so lonely these days,-2.057307692307692,-0.2255109615384612,0.10653846153846304,105.87596153846157,100.92307692307692,2.6,10.346153846153848,3.1291,-2.1820461538461537,89,1,23,0,4,29,22,26,0.332,0.565,0.10300000000000001,-0.7096,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,3,1,2,2,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288113019207989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119759036817899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737406637031563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38689556090957056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5280654850874253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38803155486312607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SuperManagement,2019/10/31,You people are thinking being lonely is a bad thing... But being lonely is awesome! You can do whatever the fuck you want without someone nagging at you. Just try to see it differently. You will feel better once u do.,2.1992682926829303,4.970861121951219,4.0128780487804905,80.89736585365854,84.12195121951221,5.231219512195122,25.27317073170732,6.742157984588678,1.4211619512195126,170,7,28,2,5,57,33,41,0.228,0.5760000000000001,0.196,-0.4086,1,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,1,1,6,2,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,0,6,14,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,5,1,3,11,0,1,0,2,1,1,5,1,1,0,0,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746962845701117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290968496416399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437287530677027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663492737632348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041496922505895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503679195545625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228083045830273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621656579896688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787555857745096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21856902407680595,0.21080609913693613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336536007513813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404921103680556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31713851814439026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway1717273646,2019/10/31,"anyone else feeling it today?? with it being halloween and all. hate days like this man, all my ""friends"" lying to me about how they're not doing anything today, but in a few hours i'll see them all together on instagram enjoying themselves without me, it's just disheartening if anything and it makes me feel like shit as i have no idea what i did to not get invited.

think i need new friends.",4.01017316017316,5.642182766233766,4.739675324675325,83.9390367965368,71.98701298701299,7.730735930735931,29.71645021645022,8.344100000000001,2.168915151515152,311,13,60,5,6,100,60,77,0.179,0.657,0.16399999999999998,-0.3204,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,2,0,1,0,4,1,1,2,3,19,12,6,0,2,6,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,3,8,5,8,10,4,7,0,1,1,0,4,2,1,1,7,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481381890556374,0.21707670704222384,0.3486872245714097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663286599242674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698274202664166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142466495987427,0.1513535936991113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32736668067646457,0.0,0.11068866699599132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091689489818762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864048186667036,0.0,0.0,0.23916536488809356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700923861944276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141891211819468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709230199460075,0.0,0.2046167455965586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882584634568518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747234808163945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575202173515852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016390520434587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422651519312654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GarySkylls,2019/10/31,"Everyone around me is hooking up. Maybe it's just my lonely ass, but I swear over the past year, literally everyone I know has been getting girlfriends and boyfriends. I know I'm supposed to be happy for them, but it just gets harder and harder. It is the perfect encapsulation of that feeling when you slowly realize you're about to be picked last for the team.",6.990652173913045,7.1964086086956565,7.041847826086958,75.30016304347829,64.36231884057972,9.798550724637682,34.64130434782609,9.516144504307137,3.1552869565217394,290,12,53,5,4,93,51,69,0.071,0.769,0.16,0.8608,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,2,5,3,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,1,1,13,12,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,2,9,9,0,7,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,0,4,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667975953053288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5727546520339194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515379243275411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131629992734012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190374847291961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294158672138171,0.2442964666470765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010901232643415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28609869331544896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929977372780131
lonely,mommywang,2019/10/31,"I’m leaving. I don’t believe I’ve ever posted on this sub before but I’ve followed it for about a year now. I just wanted to say I’m leaving. I’m not really lonely anymore. I’m not sure if it’s my new job or what but I’m finally just content with being alone and working for now. It’s a huge relief for me in way because the last year or my life has brought me so much pain and confusion. I can genuinely wake up and not loathe where I am or who I am. Keep pushing people, I’m not in paradise but I’m definitely not in hell. <3",-0.4670265029088547,1.4229243529411804,2.655630252100842,92.32703943115708,86.98319327731095,5.342210730446023,21.75888817065288,6.67199483983844,0.4654390433096314,414,15,96,5,13,148,74,119,0.134,0.6940000000000001,0.172,0.711,2,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,1,1,3,0,6,3,1,0,2,23,17,11,0,2,14,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,1,1,9,2,11,15,1,20,1,1,0,0,2,7,1,5,8,58,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613004494905824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069549643489835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720968512367326,0.0,0.1775717204155828,0.2351114428230349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876344344688012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22859926816665765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708317878182184,0.1854848009802639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010244530858226,0.0,0.4419249994003333,0.0,0.0,0.14739719608184818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534041655935921,0.0,0.0,0.2015449102007696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205074626275365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467277112165686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985821745498206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368606054712845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659510953668314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667888496011746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308515520069267,0.1656408535933988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192187650582165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26876677751905753
lonely,Mooseman06,2019/10/31,"I just want someone to hold me tight and make me feel like I’m enough Everyone in my life always expects more from me, and the pressure of it all makes me end up doing worse than I know I can. The one person who never expected more from me became my girlfriend for 3 months, but then I wasn’t good enough for her and she left me. I haven’t been happy since. I just want some sort of physical affection from someone who will never expect me to be any more than I am, but I know that girls aren’t interested in me. I’m just in a really tough spot, knowing that I’m probably going to die alone. I just want love.",4.048546511627908,4.106100550387598,5.242936046511627,86.19370639534884,70.62790697674419,8.620542635658914,25.42732558139535,8.472884824447931,1.3652860465116283,477,12,107,7,8,159,80,129,0.098,0.701,0.20199999999999999,0.9384,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,3,0,9,2,0,3,3,29,23,6,1,6,6,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,5,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,2,2,21,5,16,19,7,11,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,2,6,74,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037930406818692,0.0,0.0,0.14491673307865835,0.0,0.0,0.11843613002337865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075265593843906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542558350542877,0.3599117980488497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641925139248806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880615385125406,0.1244213652396264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989802762877554,0.14607881976956855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853986840132408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871446359650909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892275190025327,0.0,0.12301576884931713,0.08508675432395066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718800175747705,0.0,0.2325089703707755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901444416126174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26864893719866983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180166763098622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207153777454127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877760892201769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157263475696882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406860340826225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951337892488367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081757741010797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748595370999293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,badCrow2,2019/10/31,"An interesting title So, I'm 22, female, have a stable good paying job. The problem? Literally don't have any friends, feeling lonely. I have never been in a relationship, but I seriously wish to be someone's favorite person that truly cares about me and accepts me the way I am.
I am also quite shy, low self esteem? I don't think I'm ugly, it's just that I am too lazy to take much care of myself, bit in a depression right now and also not confident enough to dress the way I would want to. 
I am slowly trying to get a higher self esteem but it is really hard. I don't except someone to magically come into my life and just cure the state of my heart but I sort of wish for it.
I sometimes lose all hope that it's ever gonna change, since it's hard to change.
I often subconsciously think of myself as an outcast, a freak (although I'm not, I'm not racist, I'm very accepting of people, my job is literally to just speak with people, and it's not like I'm the most judgy person) but I feel very judged.
I don't really have a hobby anymore, and I just cannot motivate myself to do something. Tried alot of things like learning guitar, shooting arrows with a bow, reading again etc (but I'm never consistent) I am also very empathetic but I sort of lost hope that this is gonna help me in any way. 
In my job, the atmosphere is overall negative, people are bitter and judgy. 

I dont even know why I felt the need to write this down? Guess because I can't stand my situation but don't really have someone to listen to. Don't trust many people (oh yeah, I forgot about that fact about myself - I am a bit paranoid and don't trust easily xD)

Well yeah, feel free to do with this whatever you want",2.2549761222540603,3.9622456389684864,4.330954154727795,84.73203772683861,76.85100286532952,7.060210124164279,21.94851957975167,7.908726449838941,1.0143913276026737,1324,36,273,21,30,455,169,349,0.18600000000000005,0.632,0.18100000000000002,-0.2459,3,2,1,1,0,0,43.0,0,1,0,4,18,24,1,0,18,2,31,2,1,1,5,61,63,20,0,9,16,0,6,2,1,3,1,2,0,4,15,12,0,1,11,2,2,1,17,9,1,0,4,9,35,16,35,55,8,19,0,5,0,0,11,8,0,8,7,176,50,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188621358781417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240747153015781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047248003054514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05561101533972452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991920933115711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602362113894036,0.0,0.19301173296262292,0.07858381720468563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857351594077047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691713939950148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426167899055646,0.10174200549042993,0.06025444621630795,0.0825198705499363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838104535084422,0.0,0.08759204182717734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048160546094724,0.0,0.04766224186339748,0.0,0.0,0.07651671821310796,0.0,0.0,0.1004966138678793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344260215709225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081042065635525,0.061147406335351824,0.0,0.0,0.18121760860125885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715855908448838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501358678171254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443619229440753,0.08913762056051291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205946309058207,0.0995848372737861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248966456448668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706220047403695,0.06764352210344805,0.14071947636425147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529807281973908,0.1593114596966728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729173468017343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703093949737483,0.09125149513782044,0.0,0.17532668734851345,0.0,0.0,0.0979434509704716,0.0,0.07790719546447529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19033891286770965,0.0,0.0,0.07546375818024287,0.10254275429706416,0.0,0.0,0.23188853479316476,0.07023085363538031,0.09022564564490416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859120620042625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060703752778057,0.11690890980954073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238740285148822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22581501160597345,0.10761586977129126,0.21723478148174466,0.0,0.0,0.0820238561725314,0.0,0.08231800467861873,0.0,0.20981265373592825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480490688445173,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nukacolawaterfall,2019/10/31,"I’m just so pissed about everything I’m alone all the time, the only people I ever see or interact with are my family. It’s been about 3.5 years 1,277 days and I’ve hung out with my friends twice in that time. I have some friends, but they all moved away years ago. I know this is stupid to say because they’re just living their lives and just moved to get jobs, but I’m pissed at them for leaving me here alone. I’m always thinking about how we only get so much time here on earth and I’m just wasting so much of it completely alone and miserable.",3.5326304347826074,4.330996817391308,3.8684239130434785,92.93133152173915,72.13043478260869,7.489130434782607,23.07065217391305,7.645422480735847,0.6541521739130438,434,10,100,5,8,135,73,115,0.235,0.733,0.032,-0.9817,1,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,3,0,14,6,3,1,2,0,4,2,2,1,3,22,14,11,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,1,2,10,2,14,13,5,15,0,1,1,0,8,5,2,2,8,58,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794484045689542,0.0,0.0,0.4835159975909546,0.0,0.0,0.12948558432487334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620703903402407,0.0,0.0,0.09486251332355862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316117912109634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035991604467763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076424017221412,0.0,0.0,0.13985828136922585,0.0,0.14670160211451855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404581968611844,0.0,0.1626066356162169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442559100100856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855228842655724,0.0,0.0,0.1647756462209268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748248446276414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33079190983774404,0.2287924019049929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23670706879567566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788504558235346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375266851726185,0.0,0.0,0.12400638486470553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971291610754117,0.0,0.0,0.2722240975098362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042414214408605
lonely,silver4fighter,2019/10/31,"I have at the moment only my family I am from the Netherlands and 25(m).

Would like to make some friends. I am though not perfect and have aspergers(autism). Please let me know if I need to change anything to keep you as a friend if we ever become friends. change is difficult for me and takes time. I hope I can connect with people again after loosing everything due to a breakup with my ex. she knew a lot of my friend group had to leave there due to (extreme)anxiety.

I am hypersensitive to sound, crowded places are ussually a no go for me for social contact. I can't hear anyone then because that filter in my head to filter one conversation out of others is broken thanks to my asperger, why I try it via this way. 

thank you for reading this.",4.325736677115987,5.879554689655173,5.012978056426334,82.60028213166147,71.06896551724137,7.755485893416928,26.97492163009405,8.296473431620573,1.7255517241379308,590,20,115,9,11,190,100,145,0.078,0.7559999999999999,0.166,0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,0,1,4,10,0,0,6,0,13,1,1,1,2,21,24,8,0,5,3,1,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,2,21,9,23,20,2,14,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,5,9,83,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176802605322014,0.0,0.0,0.10756218140797016,0.0,0.12658976980576342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377392316634846,0.16989420537280706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254655090627667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914890698136784,0.0,0.0,0.13825334446455434,0.0,0.1450181350155168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753976610396118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742567751336022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787494141796254,0.0,0.17337866786783654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278884948918495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673202208415666,0.0,0.0,0.08454147056730593,0.0,0.0,0.16288477130796475,0.0,0.1573025752050257,0.0,0.07515403495700737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078157801759152,0.0,0.0,0.1026833578616383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140637049275165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423983717997568,0.11699537417097268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664701598966762,0.0,0.16072060810604233,0.16886019547195008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538725851631031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681128758076832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566173465513635,0.0,0.0,0.2832537534803325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113813354357275,0.0,0.08970006770692178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104441121613211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221038528864746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880851120561727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927709774512892,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iGaveYouPoweriGoPlow,2019/10/31,"fuck i cut evryone off and now Im just lost and desperate I loves talking to people online and at school and everything it made me feel better, like i actually mattered to someone and it made me feel good to be able  to make others smile, no matter the self deprecation. But I just brokedown and everythings fucked I just want someone to be able to relate to and have banter with again and bitch to while they bitch back, just like a friend .it seems like id be able to get them but theyre so much stupid shit holding me back. I dont have anyone to relate to and talk to anymore and the few friends from a little while ago after i cut  em off  for like 6 months are trying to offer support but idk it just feels like all the time im spreading  negative vibes to them and just negative topics and shit about how mentally challening simple tasks can be for me and liek thsts just places where i dont want them to go because its embarrassing and because they prolly wanna be positive and ruining it is kinda annoying :( any help",5.256153846153846,5.833136078431373,5.800588235294117,81.42495475113125,68.11764705882354,9.022021116138763,28.437405731523377,9.057496981413335,2.1489989441930617,816,26,161,14,13,264,117,204,0.23199999999999998,0.603,0.165,-0.968,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,5,2,15,24,10,1,5,0,12,5,2,4,1,42,28,22,0,3,10,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,16,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,13,0,0,3,3,17,11,25,20,3,17,0,2,0,3,13,6,6,2,15,106,24,1,0.3489143481621811,0.0,0.113496690768824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030971724528909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909124051103368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153430924315734,0.08132300829922501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886239769288742,0.0,0.14179663208918095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286212890856658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27261667831173764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090544786674152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642157813394033,0.0830881600144818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797135732470921,0.2150437950300227,0.06076444866869798,0.0,0.06609868826495875,0.09755093370310464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779566442581022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251258246678606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28410321027926305,0.11656794664890045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696040924903884,0.0,0.10496960724734382,0.22010079508470354,0.07763434558752398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172078658056558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283336795533337,0.0,0.08549739749954924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080631092200708,0.0,0.12151374373201106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770664932938295,0.0,0.1058795060867978,0.12133125350832245,0.0,0.2387703762363779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970893299519732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198128915744992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869627576081038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781825410274285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896331302092928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719914840339786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,monkeybrainboy,2019/10/31,"Tired of inviting myself into social situations. I never get any social interaction unless I tag along with groups to events I wasn't invited to. Even when I'm with the people I consider friends I can't shake the feeling that there's an unspoken agreement that I'm not actually part of the group. I don't know that they don't want me around, but if they didn't, they're already doing all they can to avoid interacting with me. I've recently stopped inviting myself along with them and now I don't see anyone that isn't in one of my classes. Nobody has asked me where I've been. Nobody has invited me to anything (as usual). I'm completely alone.",5.5820348837209295,6.020470643410858,6.523556201550387,77.01231104651166,67.37209302325581,9.550775193798447,30.85368217054264,9.516144504307137,2.7218751937984496,519,19,99,10,8,173,81,129,0.10300000000000001,0.813,0.084,-0.324,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,6,4,0,2,4,0,12,1,0,0,2,20,21,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,9,0,2,2,0,0,1,9,2,0,1,3,2,18,2,18,18,2,12,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,1,7,69,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.2042856809067102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168131472889463,0.2310119391789601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235840544869052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463754230299781,0.0,0.1722690155967138,0.18635701783754136,0.1957046781220736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21948904857464965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826712176930353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584861394516296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617355952418865,0.0,0.10937153045712916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504781100459252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614559438810555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185422854081667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226694862761047,0.0,0.14513002503327554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066980340543764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681690815028455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353069754230779,0.0,0.4267916149534266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501764666427266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406055802631288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23055847819206104,0.0,0.12347417912165146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Redfauwa,2019/10/31,"What to do now? I've went through alot of my life with friends and family by my side, and I never really took it for granted, always knowing that someone out there didn't have these kind of things, and in doing so, I treated them with what I would consider adequate attention and respect. It's how I was raised, and how I'm continued to be taught by those around me. I won't say that it's wrong, nor do I want it to feel like I'm bragging either. I guess you could say that my entire being is average.

But that's not why I'm here, not that necessarily. I apologize for the lengthy intro. 

My last, fully committed relationship was back in 2016, a long distance one at that. At the time I was happy, I had dreams, I was healthy, needless to say I was going places. However, one thing lead to another and I feel into a pit of anxiety and depression, all the while my Gf at the time was there for me. 

Going onto my Senior year of highschool, I was having trouble studying, or even trying to keep the facade of 'I'm always happy no matter what.' But while I was tha way around everyone close to me, those not within distance slowly crumbled away. One evening, I broke up with my Gf of 2 years. I was cowardly and did it through a text on KiK, muted her, then deleted the app. Even to this day I never saw what final words she sent to me, but for some odd reason, a small fraction of me keeps on telling me that I did the right thing. 

Which brings me to now. 3 years later, and I believe myself to have fully recovered. Hopdfully going to start my dream job of sailing the world by early next year. I survived almost dying due to various health issues, and here I am, healthier than ever, and possibly the happiest person around me, but there lies one issue, how do I fill that hole that has been empty for almost 3 years. 

I'm happy, not lonely by society's terms, but even though I have friends and family, the thing i miss the most and makes me completely isolated, is the feeling that I have someone who loves me for the kind of terrible person that I keep on the inside.

In the end, I don't know what to do. Do I Look for a romantic partner? which I could care less for bodily things, I'm living my life, not looking for carnal pleasures. Do I keep on going the way I currently am? I might have a yellow brick road that I laid out myself, but why does it feel that I'm more lost than ever?

Any help would be appreciated Reddit users. 
-Seth",5.869476502979559,5.301233959266803,6.690816926906539,79.48253601870711,66.84114052953157,9.79953232254658,30.201478464207593,9.250403328903447,2.3750537979935142,1898,59,386,31,27,632,240,491,0.07400000000000001,0.782,0.14300000000000002,0.9897,3,2,0,0,0,0,63.0,0,1,1,3,22,21,0,0,23,0,42,4,0,6,6,73,79,29,1,5,13,0,4,1,5,4,3,3,0,3,36,23,0,4,8,2,0,10,12,8,0,4,20,11,59,13,63,50,9,70,0,5,4,1,21,27,0,8,32,285,95,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460381751752664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846861555791175,0.0,0.0,0.05249678671641618,0.0809480622411546,0.059055695649912886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616579514971164,0.0,0.0,0.07252937069194093,0.059359930901326574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697488100028089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870775556010606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093986254830225,0.0,0.0,0.12327146738610945,0.0,0.0,0.049785848899672865,0.0,0.06648989035156128,0.0,0.08011857213970879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675558459359877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683738625283444,0.0,0.0,0.20395225918801246,0.1396586898014403,0.0,0.07376529395322659,0.0,0.0,0.14554942020800313,0.0,0.15613302475519147,0.055149740815244964,0.0,0.08456582932252918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928482931661034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549193653607395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504148957538635,0.0,0.0,0.24653376896626386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205708170867831,0.0,0.0,0.05174369880030138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611477742418812,0.07660637277133933,0.2744659009176675,0.0,0.1607781420095609,0.08485119480599251,0.06292607352891133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090534210931038,0.0377146837983884,0.0,0.06816659841772278,0.06831714937002413,0.12965251823839685,0.0,0.08426993283593644,0.0,0.06967354472839539,0.0,0.05152977315620975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818940977050488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907857809037292,0.0,0.08210016603134465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20924345582707596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348113465479101,0.08065471026368236,0.0,0.0,0.0870283160404308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945454405736674,0.0793716445621914,0.0,0.08288097124976787,0.0,0.06592604164404939,0.0,0.1841710883752312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081798251889484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054640620780341966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747381132956701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25643215983823103,0.0,0.07584591991281985,0.0,0.09002869086658805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576900074245271,0.052411874883958064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045532946410180006,0.12255118982800385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156263711989218,0.13931704695934716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967744287371342,0.08440308953748854,0.0,0.2485625349713812
lonely,dyl-pickle-dyl,2019/10/31,"I’m only 20 but I have no one in my life I understand that I’m still young, fully able to meet new people etc etc. But I’ve never been in a consistent setting my whole life, I’ve moved 14 times and each time I’ve had to restart everything, never spending more than 2 years in a school messes with the ability to have confidence in yourself meeting new people. Dealing with being a loner always and being new everywhere is scary and just knowing that nothing is going to last makes nothing worth it. Every friend I’ve made went away, the people I used to go to to talk ab girls, ab everything are gone. I do have a small friend group but they mainly play xbox with me and thats it, my mom and dad are stressed about our financial situation and I’m currently going to college so we are kinda distant when talking. I have two half sisters but they haven’t talked/been in my life since I was 6 years old. Any girl I meet tends to just either think I’m crazy because I talk about so much “only because I have no one else to talk to” or just doesn’t speak up what their intentions are. I know I don’t have it as bad as others do.


Rightfully so some people are way worse off, and I sympathize with them truly. Its just everyone goes through things and personally I’m just alone, and scared I’ll never meet people. Nobody truly likes me, checks up on me, calls me, texts, nothing. This year I had less people than fingers on my hands tell me happy birthday. 

I just wish I wasn’t such a loner, yet meeting new people and trying to put myself out there is so hard I break down so much and I have panic attacks doing new things, idk what to do anymore I’m really just focusing on my major and thats it nobody else is here for me.",2.9865381493506504,4.479747889204545,4.196948051948056,87.3636363636364,74.36931818181819,6.960389610389612,23.650974025974026,7.5804360353943165,1.006630357142857,1355,39,279,17,28,444,183,352,0.13699999999999998,0.758,0.10400000000000001,-0.8537,1,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,4,0,20,11,1,3,7,0,30,5,2,4,3,46,50,25,0,1,13,3,3,1,2,0,3,1,0,3,15,19,0,0,4,2,3,7,9,6,0,4,8,4,36,5,39,40,12,46,0,0,0,0,28,16,0,3,21,182,51,2,0.08281201166587306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576826928985705,0.0,0.0,0.06890622763794564,0.0,0.0,0.056315007677675236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212726332121056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942106184000986,0.07780461096481459,0.0,0.06914457068096586,0.10096286735642647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456032284882355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537554776428527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835761908318786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471456674824266,0.0,0.0,0.06977269148127423,0.07913042597753715,0.14885219267189884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279607095779534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411919238998202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815492630142167,0.0741832965158438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910226317807208,0.06750284227964869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547771864523784,0.040457765903663866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835872774892393,0.05527766083277945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698842719378822,0.0,0.08801606278766226,0.1217527140932042,0.0,0.1916091857859085,0.39990178450603664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383810759371321,0.0,0.0868972757635588,0.0,0.1122311245930055,0.12596453304812033,0.0,0.09716205284522272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018799531910396,0.07230825437844601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324894455530238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305149519590755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072100548551118,0.0,0.0,0.08290927034977884,0.08381017692816302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850295180572627,0.09308417079971627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613377948900259,0.0,0.09486087957067622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662446324551167,0.07238134828313883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100332416770721,0.053062593273016274,0.0,0.0,0.09657669991785488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056223919997916184,0.0,0.0808953023416352,0.08621022466662408,0.0,0.0715229893799626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573232027851073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676756447230673,0.0,0.09245665363751612,0.09522972651835644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439251471560899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599846612431064
lonely,Throwaway5864753,2019/10/31,"I’m so lost/ready to let go I’ve been just so lost lately. I been fucking up my life slowly and it just builds more and more each day. I don’t like talking to anyone close to me ab it bc don’t want to hurt them. I never really had thoughts of suicide or anything. But I just can’t help but sometimes lately just think would it be better... idk. I’m just failing college. I cut my hours at work to help with studying but I’m so far behind I’m like fuck it. Idk... this is just some random shit I needed to tell someone... I hope all is well for everyone, that’s all I can do rn... just hope..",-1.6050305997551997,0.3524877054263591,0.8702978376173007,100.91577723378215,98.30232558139537,3.3359445124439007,15.31660546715626,4.9825596385082,-1.0968542635658909,450,11,109,2,19,151,80,129,0.182,0.6890000000000001,0.13,-0.8499,0,0,0,0,0,1,23.0,0,0,1,4,11,13,4,0,0,0,13,4,1,0,3,28,27,9,1,5,11,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,5,0,12,6,12,19,6,10,0,3,0,2,5,4,3,5,7,67,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143709489868796,0.0,0.13460299814673518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446631100364202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548819751321456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629678051365772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024330189659019,0.0,0.0,0.09295978913907564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927313241600027,0.0,0.0,0.3249209988483325,0.16108209544271354,0.0,0.17510353976915838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690249484450137,0.0,0.0,0.16725994739769842,0.1155333199896154,0.15982268462229515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35710883778787994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121284023871171,0.1261541667241968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047862158976615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679007890339509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859112060178316,0.0,0.16177350054973805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178917469961505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147022263468428,0.1429661418618395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480813658999392,0.0,0.12985517570564495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964769819222113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706779039123535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907986880580453,0.0,0.0,0.11619442082750757,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LordGreq,2019/10/31,"Something's wrong I just spilled my metaphorical guts of unhappy feelings into a long worded run on sentence of stupid. I said exactly how I felt in my current state of ugh and damn it. Stuff that I don't normally say to people, I like to stay positive, so I just keep it down. Then, I hesitated. I hesitated when sending it to my best friend in the world. The person I love more than anyone else on this planet, someone I feel, or at least felt, like I can say anything too. And I, hesitated when venting to them. I'm so, just, disgusted with myself, I feel so gross in general. Despite everything I put into that wall of vent-text, this alone makes me want to weep. I feel awful as is, but something has gone terribly wrong for me to feel the need to hesitate to my most trust friend.  
Sorry for being vague and if this isn't the place for this, but I needed to put this somewhere.",3.2407711038961047,4.797126210227276,4.599220779220778,84.47954545454547,73.82954545454545,7.983116883116884,26.775974025974026,8.634040054169528,1.8973974025974027,687,25,140,13,14,228,107,176,0.212,0.66,0.128,-0.9045,1,1,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,10,16,3,0,5,1,6,2,1,2,1,31,22,15,0,5,7,0,7,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,11,6,0,1,7,0,0,5,2,9,0,0,4,10,24,7,28,17,4,24,0,1,0,1,9,12,1,3,7,96,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101000440499054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195024403700577,0.14939444986324502,0.11998508913960786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301334889738735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218013657044089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310401297425633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36861693716431104,0.0,0.2799913247925643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252971579935756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959818066798814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246591327804414,0.0,0.0,0.12903283412877167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159470239909138,0.0,0.09732596769144287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162251155732632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285793972729513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108282635814436,0.12731129941895214,0.15233518885265793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29314858718954523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386939411547598,0.23189997159594275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235401008024755,0.22449562015554728,0.0,0.16321675690988216,0.0,0.15540872682918522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691183802438647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599956490744504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31882975073386843,0.0,0.0
lonely,aminoacid27,2019/10/31,My crush has a gf I met this guy at this volunteering this every weekend and instantly fell in love w him. We talked and the best thing is.. he’s Italian guys... italian. I went on Instagram today coz I was bored and found out that he has a gf. I actually like him better than the other guy I’ve been talking to. We need more Italian guys in canada.,0.7325000000000017,2.9611616944444457,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,84.83333333333334,5.822222222222222,21.5,7.1686216300943375,0.6918833333333327,270,9,58,4,8,92,52,72,0.05,0.765,0.185,0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,9,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,9,4,7,5,2,9,0,0,0,1,16,5,0,0,3,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.18842965059140185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026378319351877,0.17077392193581895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268808971980106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211715088412362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7647645844563398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433485378680664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427280286630886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431750528481165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103995971253196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828154908517755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830283590349515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789979453464702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nowhere-person,2019/10/31,i'm screaming to get anyone's attention in a room that i already know is empty,4.801764705882351,4.594677411764707,7.004705882352942,75.12117647058824,69.0,9.15294117647059,34.64705882352941,8.841846274778883,3.0862235294117646,64,3,12,1,1,23,16,17,0.28600000000000003,0.7140000000000001,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7305589219780492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629019246058133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458797310209624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36383056686234005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Oberon0891,2019/10/31,"Lost my way. I (39M) am completely lost.  Where to begin...born with a stroke I had a quiet childhood.  There were children/teenagers who made fun of me and  I never could make friends.  I always felt out of place with others, while they could dance, swim, skateboard..etc I could not do any of those things.  Really I thought I was or would be a 5th wheel so I just stayed out of the way.  Looking back I see that it is just an excuse because being around people made me nerves and trying things out scared me.

(14-18)High school felt empty to me.  While for the most part I was not made fun of, I also still did not make any friends.  Yes, I really was that guy that sat at the table in the corner all by himself.  I did ok in school C-B avg. and even went to a Homecoming because I girl asked me to it.  However, because I had very little interaction with others that I felt like I gave her a bad time and passed at going to Prom with her.  Funny (not really) thing is I did marry her years down the road.

(27-31)The marriage did not turn out so great.  I should have been more engaged in it (Guessing lack of a social up bring hurt the marriage) and so she found lovers elsewhere.  I did catch her cheating and I did get a divorce....

(34-Present)I did work before and during the marriage but as I have gotten older the affects from the stroke at birth was catching up and I had to stop working.  I live with my parents (disability income does not pay enough for me to live on my own) and we had lived in one state but moved across the country (United States) into another state.  We live in a community for 55+ (I can live with them because of my disability) but being so young here, there is no one of my age to talk to or hang out with.

During the day I am normally fine.  I go to the gym and have lost 50+ pounds (from 229 down to 175ish) and I play so video games.  However at night time I start to lose it.  It becomes so much quieter and my mind start to wander.  Questions start to appear in my mind and I do not know how to answer them.  I start to cry silently so I do not wake anyone up because all anyone says is ""You need to fix it.""  If I know how to fix it I would not be in this position.

I am getting older and as I get older I get more and more scared.  I dont want to be alone.  I want the pain I feel to go away.  I am scared that when my parents are gone I will truly be alone and cannot decide if...

Deep down I know I will never get remarried and most likely never date (I have tried dating apps but when you do not lie and tell them of my handicap I never get replies)  I hate going on facebook, twitter, and other media's because I see everyone so happy and in love and all I feel is hurt and emptiness.  I cannot blame them, everyone should be happy.

I do not know what to do or where to go.",1.0294381751978603,2.9600281389365364,2.6884842466371768,94.0047952213295,81.50428816466552,5.394830128494479,19.66203243958953,6.42735559955562,-0.025381246426529724,2147,55,484,19,57,706,263,583,0.111,0.794,0.095,-0.6683,6,2,0,0,1,0,85.0,2,2,5,6,24,28,2,3,22,2,57,6,1,8,7,108,109,48,0,14,22,2,7,2,3,6,3,2,0,2,22,38,0,1,14,6,1,16,19,13,0,2,33,12,81,15,75,60,13,87,0,6,3,2,38,36,0,10,31,344,103,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864642242043435,0.0,0.05352692068887719,0.05569426795941555,0.0,0.0,0.09103453302411832,0.0701859057120767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360331228593713,0.0,0.0,0.0595852561046086,0.06257405007918426,0.0,0.06288649081648749,0.051467946211042864,0.05588691152385472,0.2448132707849709,0.07392310267846444,0.05695571794394669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017879617969917,0.0,0.0,0.16032353364758092,0.0,0.07352361574280462,0.04316675161733058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585742030369717,0.0,0.07844589313665251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916048856624303,0.07464885924780171,0.044209131252857935,0.0,0.0,0.12791619275087754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768746187748707,0.0,0.19280077987649533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733894363417771,0.10342574672578553,0.0,0.2098208287016776,0.0,0.190200051890318,0.0,0.0,0.0737947301330734,0.07373510623603392,0.06627496675873079,0.0,0.14250450955379818,0.0,0.06608325164795423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071921481783372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330799438645736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714022283742068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540092913277176,0.06708523295498567,0.2955187756691535,0.0,0.05620751855247642,0.07488178022863623,0.21919838708797645,0.0,0.06041035085392265,0.19000308665007504,0.08935763747702659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516807678716822,0.0,0.0,0.07114001671061371,0.04920403072362409,0.04963055068735425,0.20649383376912986,0.0,0.0,0.06281281949119423,0.06558089424467609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071212487951193,0.0,0.07122226244013136,0.0,0.14864408601431586,0.07248276245218485,0.0,0.046403456174720636,0.0,0.06993155528463868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498115352353181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863848263236366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532284293809928,0.2010371751930321,0.13548112011265231,0.10667511543223794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823056082188629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895042995205228,0.07134250499720211,0.053453404173893375,0.05595963822734977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379883796796928,0.05850307504462745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340349028985146,0.0,0.0,0.053137945742301664,0.07805925223657241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088728764969564,0.07280473348870402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522737940984336,0.0789585567599463,0.10625784010179913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204828580628754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974571798654641,0.0,0.0,0.09509567556223113,0.0,0.0,0.04310316061941916
lonely,Nixenbachbitchmob,2019/10/31,"getting a girlfriend advice? im 23. Im sick and mentally ill. so its hard for me to go out and meet people. ive tried dating apps and their all completely useless. ive tried r4rs and they dont work either. no one ever responds. and even when they do they often run away. i guess cause theres alot of guys pining for girls on the net so theres like different options.

anyone know any places for a sick person to like meet girls online? or just something",0.5253225806451631,2.952523387096776,2.0238978494623647,94.35584677419355,89.32258064516128,4.390322580645162,17.427419354838708,5.985473137389443,-0.3017806451612901,357,9,74,3,12,115,68,93,0.15,0.773,0.077,-0.7956,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,1,9,3,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,1,2,17,8,9,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,8,2,9,8,3,9,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,5,5,43,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561270267936773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361286544834292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996988322333706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188074856774735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563908066706296,0.0,0.0,0.20988398094332494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091445566993637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346084178761965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322164096066369,0.1810734591460587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045853192370057,0.0,0.11376639737207313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22051985036150454,0.19820878409756407,0.0,0.0,0.1793211571175969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324555643232401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001319988066152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955947965911269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173345321056627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564654087816533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877898513022385,0.17478867148384494,0.2091445566993637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541076533662677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718169416901073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573277111577368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,slow-wheels,2019/10/31,"Everyone except me has plans. People at work keep posting shift trade requests for tomorrow. Mostly folks working in the evening.

My plans are to maybe get my ass out the door and get some blood work done.  That’s it.

I didn’t even really realize that ‘Halloween’ was really a thing this year. I saw the decorations and the candy, but that’s not me.

I don’t think anyone will ever invite me to anything. Not to a party. Not to go and have lunch. Not to just go hang out. I don’t exist. I think that it’s too obvious that I’m sick in the head. 

I don’t even see it as a thing I’m missing out on anymore; to me it’s just something I’m not capable of doing. I live alone in my own world, and everyone else lives in the normal world where you can date and have friends and go hang out and shit.

But they, at least I don’t have to deal with drama! (Expect every day when I come home, of course.)",0.4815425531914883,2.5380898138297923,2.4494042553191484,94.24400000000004,84.37234042553192,5.674893617021277,18.44255319148936,6.961326702584282,0.06503106382978707,687,17,157,9,20,229,106,188,0.124,0.843,0.033,-0.9502,1,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,5,9,3,1,0,9,0,15,6,4,0,2,33,30,11,0,2,10,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,12,13,1,1,3,1,1,6,10,2,0,0,4,2,18,1,24,25,4,27,0,1,2,1,5,14,2,2,6,105,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841961525260448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169443857058384,0.1069526386605273,0.0,0.1258723998614621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176081862212158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864603880199896,0.15769423285305714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653038186509038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777779570408745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303084354062529,0.13836036582354774,0.1288747345740053,0.2923181671247415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817590903158715,0.0,0.15982975194318644,0.0,0.2607907381853829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569802819355624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534305628194538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595717714038888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701315759852052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366808922362532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986755305749752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604265938140617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649264484145275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597917801298045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188868958014736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701043472521692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775547557616425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323860975401592,0.19602017576471692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340683878103847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850071862356538
lonely,Jake_Bluth,2019/10/31,"I don’t have anyone I used to be in a loving relationship, but then she broke up with me. Now all i feel is regret, sadness and depression. I don’t have any friends, my family wants me out of the house, I don’t know anyone at uni, and I’m a joke at work. The only soul that I was connected to, that made me wake up every morning and made me feel like a human. left me. So now it’s just me.",1.8448275862068968,2.163704229885063,4.306379310344827,90.01405172413793,75.66666666666666,7.639080459770115,21.396551724137925,7.793537801064563,0.5521586206896552,296,6,74,4,6,105,58,87,0.17300000000000001,0.6920000000000001,0.135,-0.6858,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,5,0,8,2,1,3,1,16,17,6,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,2,14,4,10,13,1,10,1,4,0,1,5,7,0,0,4,50,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616751643568486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33247451039628984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476994161046366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003109264837514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412539801044964,0.0,0.2404226431532603,0.16984550804428789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368166502475572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743265083645825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065876717597252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583112959663085,0.0,0.0,0.11615049383325915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145746911356209,0.4499212806685995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081624617945227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552498064547489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053358694272657,0.0,0.0,0.14022851787641727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730816323112178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Koku117,2019/10/31,Making a support group discord chat. I would love for anyone feeling lonely or left out to join. Saw a post today and in the comments an idea popped up to make a group chat. I’ve made a little discord server and I wanna invite everyone here to join. Comment or message me!,1.8227777777777767,4.322238314814818,3.4348148148148177,86.4666666666667,82.51851851851852,4.340740740740742,23.814814814814817,5.46131890053228,0.608503703703704,215,8,38,1,6,71,41,54,0.13,0.627,0.242,0.6996,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,3,0,12,8,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,2,8,5,0,7,0,1,1,1,8,5,0,2,1,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004529802962295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733774294599239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446589672252973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32296808137321764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31084464264286643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867438147673972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582132265518697,0.2707113894955119,0.38194321939610254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740013258529516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246588742350733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27118599322215553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323471781706304,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,greenteachips,2019/10/31,Feeling super sad and alone. First time posting about this. It’s been some year... I’m going through a divorce and had to move back home with parents. We don’t have the best of relationships. I know they don’t want me here. I’m starting over and honestly have no idea what I’m doing or where to start.,0.4493548387096773,2.857687080645164,1.7066935483870969,96.63004032258064,89.48387096774192,4.390322580645162,20.65322580645161,5.985473137389443,-0.0240387096774195,237,8,52,2,8,75,51,62,0.109,0.685,0.207,0.765,1,1,0,0,1,0,9.0,1,0,1,3,4,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,16,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,1,4,3,7,14,2,11,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,6,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27495192095329185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413380210178814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785995164797343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423208001164288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22581280413333274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087549673391673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26629295818505017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996888348620481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458980556886031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28215779260308804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947784463132233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542515586877338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28502067853192203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37580898426699183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548005420979393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658396717236225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095712394986226
lonely,blacklodge9000,2019/10/31,Girlfriend of 6 years left me in April The loneliness has been overwhelming lately. I loved that girl so deeply. She lives a thousand miles away and I will never see her again.,2.8195454545454552,5.7358587575757625,2.288106060606061,93.3521590909091,82.63636363636364,5.724242424242425,20.37121212121212,7.1686216300943375,0.5737939393939393,141,4,27,2,4,41,32,33,0.083,0.8009999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,5,1,3,3,0,9,0,1,1,1,5,4,0,0,5,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664203448573852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399399970269579,0.0,0.4237390401093957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443795011825774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519926347527488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007941006018528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31078163272336684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511489315678275
lonely,WhelpShucks,2019/10/31,"An Open Letter to the Outcasts  

Dear Outcasts,

This is for the boy in the back, with no one sitting by him because they think that under his coat may be a gun. but in reality, it’s just some poetry he’s written about how beautiful the world is. 

This is for the girl who doesn’t care about being skinny because she loves herself, even if she isn’t built like the supermodels that most women dream to be. 

This is for the girl who looks too butch for her mother who’d rather have her is a skirt or dress instead of a button up and tie. 

This is for the the guy who’d rather do theater and deals with coming home to his father who calls him a queer for not playing football.

This is for the socialites who are a part of too many cliques - so they don’t know who they are and they cast *themselves* out of society - feeling alone because they have nothing on topic to say. 

This is to the students like me who stay at home and study because they have a dream of success and stability, and the “popular kids” call them dreadful, vile names that make the students wish they were never born, but they keep pushing through. 

This is to those who are ostracized. 

This is for them.

**This is for you.**

Don’t let the world get you down. You may feel sad, lonely, and oppressed, but there are many others just like you who need someone too, someone just like you. You of all people know that every person is their own beautiful blend and mix of memories and experiences, and it doesn’t matter what someone looks like or enjoys doing because inside many people is a heart that once felt alone just like you do now. Except they all seem to have someone now and you don’t. It just...  doesn’t feel like the world feels the same way about you, does it?

But, that’s where life is tricky, because in that group of people that put others down, there is at least one person who is just trying to fit in, and they feel bad for what they do so don’t give up hope my friend! One day, they’ll emerge from the crowd and protect you, and if they don’t, another outcast will, and before you know it you and all the other outcasts will find each other and make your own group. A group that knows loneliness, pain, and is accepting of everyone no matter what because true loneliness can spark true love. Trust me, I would know. If it happened to me, it can happen to you too.

So… 

Write your poetry, dress how you want, do what you love, work your goal, and most importantly, love yourself. Do that, and you’ll make it through, I believe in you.

Sincerely,

A Former Outcast.",4.835037575757575,5.577684288000004,4.762290909090911,87.90581212121214,69.12,7.580606060606063,26.551515151515154,7.463857097105799,1.1777333333333335,1984,57,412,19,33,612,217,500,0.087,0.6970000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.9978,0,4,0,1,0,0,67.0,0,20,16,3,28,30,1,1,28,0,56,9,2,5,6,87,90,33,0,10,19,2,6,7,1,7,2,1,2,8,47,26,1,2,15,3,0,3,13,6,0,3,3,9,51,24,52,74,12,33,0,2,2,5,84,20,1,12,14,302,98,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138583394213075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867593247012997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362138112673181,0.0690838232300052,0.35305958000662785,0.0,0.07040501332227236,0.09321880885894622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897206355981947,0.0,0.08435818637395426,0.0,0.0,0.07127254331618786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335997565140668,0.08530054047376379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240568101025532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546484986439251,0.0,0.06971139219034786,0.0790609053828726,0.0,0.08093486936174178,0.0,0.0,0.20917727083720164,0.059108941438622276,0.07944266157267553,0.0,0.07562218157350427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392414439636436,0.0,0.043227846630401016,0.07937103420205427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192487226960707,0.14633210270052768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804641743088433,0.0,0.0,0.16598844100898202,0.0821787507792322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354245289470382,0.0,0.0,0.2273566580116241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460649561747145,0.05844118381869006,0.2829555501336468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389602742394913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987016377080437,0.0,0.1656872887602362,0.2516538592215018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135011037476109,0.06381361539411433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939054818637009,0.0,0.0,0.0881146079491083,0.16819878471865818,0.0,0.08804040256107007,0.0,0.0,0.08959855200321543,0.0,0.1720829480226706,0.14448945490165374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083175805607051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579757774944746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532271172865032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804188144322369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881890387145253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301597475689922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617452407587555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048801757235879435,0.06567457068424289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514606176948752,0.0,0.0,0.060235164215925216,0.0,0.0,0.05877559397494125,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lil-Miss-Anthropy,2019/10/31,"Tired of sleeping alone, but not for much longer It's so cold and I hate sleeping in an empty bed. I'm tired of wearing 3 layers and 5 blankets just to be able to sleep through the night. But I'm also tired of bringing men I barely like into my bed just for their body heat and a dash of oxytocin.

This would be my first consecutive winter single, but it won't be - I'm getting out of here and visiting the southern hemisphere instead. I'm gonna find someone to snuggle up to on a summer night. :) For now, my dog keeps me company. ❤️",1.1972483766233744,3.185247669642859,3.025551948051948,91.50581168831171,81.23214285714286,5.1441558441558435,24.467532467532468,6.1124844417494595,0.6000785714285719,417,16,89,3,11,139,77,112,0.161,0.78,0.057999999999999996,-0.8998,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,7,2,1,0,5,0,5,8,5,0,0,15,14,9,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,1,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,7,1,18,8,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,7,56,10,0,0.17157682690771692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770184781279355,0.0,0.13720992648910105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058317546762046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681811141735053,0.14594316131764135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964181048690471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939659491117953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250536723457414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382377094682407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612870965990086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32202645823976395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5151022129204503,0.0,0.1453764886510603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5916069676786692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188325505558648,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fuckdeployments,2019/10/31,27 M just got back from a deployment to find my spouse cheated and left... Just feeling super down and lonely.... Would love someone to talk to. Anything helps at this point. Thank you for your time.,1.7464864864864855,4.514893378378378,1.6473513513513502,96.43210810810814,88.18918918918921,4.0410810810810815,20.913513513513514,5.6839178017228535,-0.013395675675675456,153,5,30,1,5,45,33,37,0.07,0.617,0.313,0.8859999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,3,5,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,3,7,3,0,6,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685004344472049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508889886688068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497684584466202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982137815919493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609557233019893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21869843958495655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545039044213723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944802143205889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30843982787269586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764557744214431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622513048023045,0.0,0.3003945578894961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025634682966036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23177977386890666,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JWill1507,2019/10/31,"Feeling Really Down Im really not in a good place right now, I have zero close friends, or relationships. I used to be very energetic and people used to always say I was really funny, my self confidence used to be very high. 

Nowadays I honestly just hate myself. I think about ending it almost everyday. Its like something just hangs over me that I cant escape. Only times I feel happy are when im drunk.

Im trapped in a never ending cycle of self doubt, loathing, criticism and negativity 

I really want to talk to someone about all this but I have nobody.",2.302500000000002,4.921112027777777,4.527407407407409,78.63333333333334,81.5,7.674074074074074,21.962962962962962,8.59863814320734,1.8899851851851857,441,14,79,11,12,152,76,108,0.16,0.684,0.155,-0.1291,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,1,2,0,7,1,0,3,2,19,15,5,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,1,0,3,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,3,12,5,12,12,1,16,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,3,8,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190975763478553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179204394188581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510395516941625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331340621187047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949070656620707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886604294112744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508610760266925,0.0,0.1399168416798689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973248041885362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592381498352752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692360864439215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930139001505584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778266056206116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098249176138991,0.0,0.1480647835144882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631518276228404,0.0,0.0,0.15215172214304254,0.0,0.12102610067137877,0.0,0.11269956518247405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29568483749247965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200769068423775,0.10910117238385504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390728069232813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080694924028168,0.0,0.0,0.08263670267783779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36719564945060296,0.0,0.23386380992407846,0.08358874306236076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ccarvann,2019/10/31,"I want a diagnosis. To anyone who may know or feel/felt the same way as I do now. I'll try to express exactly how I am feeling in words. I do not have it bad at all, I have all I need and I have a few friends which I am pretty close with, so I don't know exactly what it is. I don't know, I want something and I don't even know what it is. There is a longing for something. My chest kinda feels heavy if I think about it and it's like it's on the tip of my tongue, but I just can't grasp it. I think I'm lonely, but I also don't really want to talk to anyone. I don't want people to feel sorry for me. There has to be a word for what I am feeling. I don't always feel like this, but it is often, sometimes I just get in my feels I guess. It's probably totally normal and I'm Just being weird ha. I've read an article about the word  ""sehnsucht"" which pretty much says something about needing a meaning, so that's what I'm going to try and find. Something that gives me a sense of meaning. I'm all ears for words of wisdom or if you've found anything that helps with this feeling. By the way this is my first post on this website after awhile of just looking. Thanks",-0.4108803986710967,1.4764913837209337,1.9989202657807328,97.14296511627909,86.71317829457365,4.770985603543743,18.516611295681066,5.985473137389443,-0.3658830564784053,899,24,218,7,28,306,119,258,0.033,0.799,0.168,0.9808,0,2,4,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,16,9,0,0,11,1,24,2,2,1,6,61,56,17,0,9,12,0,7,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,23,8,0,0,18,1,0,1,8,3,0,1,1,10,27,6,28,52,7,14,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,8,6,147,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090158833554234,0.09380943589234493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766207627681522,0.0,0.09277613042859817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413391783223678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446428180263237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560413736177455,0.08054210054369261,0.10824891598657788,0.0,0.10304311333254226,0.09589732701052887,0.0,0.12361454555244528,0.08710331702501735,0.0,0.05890245172481021,0.10815131622001388,0.0640732349243816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419677957711778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556782914425576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24783773639884665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015898931019773,0.0,0.0,0.09977212280747337,0.09467393686112573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456157185883871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828775120839423,0.16719185415633178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046211611743667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816032433315734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797458966063653,0.2293959931215344,0.12155372695473485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277137996523695,0.0,0.07222468865546952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896560654555168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471737210940603,0.11150360388356202,0.1262041745002576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906168413079152,0.0,0.1037966465126034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444795953155737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308730137931245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659899461798039,0.1789769109875444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vv0id,2019/04/07,"Why can't i have friends? I tried many things but I'm just unable to make new friends. I went to painting and music lessons, I met people through different social media and then met some of them IRL, and some people introduced me to other people. Nothing seems to work, and now I can't even find new people to try. I don't even have no one to talk to. I can't stand this loneliness no more. I think I'm going to be alone forever. 
I know I'm ugly and weird but I don't know what am I exactly doing that makes everyone run away from me. Isn't there anything I can do? I feel like there's nothing I can do.",1.0513589743589762,2.7712149307692333,2.976538461538464,93.01762820512822,80.46153846153845,6.17948717948718,21.602564102564106,7.1686216300943375,0.5095641025641022,471,14,108,6,12,158,75,130,0.152,0.784,0.064,-0.8985,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,6,4,0,0,0,0,15,0,0,2,1,20,29,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,7,0,0,3,8,1,0,1,3,1,17,3,12,25,3,9,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,5,69,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817285842437332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362184504541494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255786239931268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964865506037674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21449600621373532,0.0,0.0,0.15515749629979375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210232723430225,0.11600164857882553,0.0,0.0,0.14840898040379868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509030259548493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228218324123044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847551658225305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932884962956725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677485872647576,0.1646240643712121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136480507125786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31160884451833865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003037127402884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502850764952876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478212690549366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552217136218736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051190507530375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787558690263473,0.10404416528419312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048567415807788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505244405475249,0.14651933883568274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821186746711032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KatOfTheEssence,2019/04/07,For anyone who wants to talk to people Can you guys comment something about your day or something cool that happened? I want this thread to be a place for people to talk to each other and have a place to say what's on your mind.,4.541843971631207,4.954327723404255,4.328510638297871,91.93333333333334,69.63829787234043,6.2666666666666675,24.177304964539005,3.1291,0.13489219858155987,181,4,39,0,3,55,35,47,0.0,0.919,0.081,0.3818,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,10,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,1,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698145882387907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662574266839166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404713234141452,0.21476185082454494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452211438044455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367395281523957,0.0,0.5074776939210213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931334179781765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739336934229261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39040616380532417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864923147839057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,T2throwaway2239,2019/04/07,"Anyone else get anxious about talking about there feelings? Got loads of freinds guys and girls and am desperate to talk about feelings and what's really on my mind.  But feel really embarrassed, ashamed and attention seeking so I don't /can't. ",5.742441860465117,8.65829434883721,4.793197674418604,79.84468023255816,70.62790697674419,8.951162790697676,34.00581395348837,9.516144504307137,3.7551906976744185,199,10,32,5,4,59,36,43,0.225,0.775,0.0,-0.8581,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,8,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,6,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139052966599638,0.0,0.1942877733649069,0.2847027517312214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321182882791788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214865670370541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517157786574425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223185603227025,0.0,0.0,0.2751273519478128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28056170265399005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560113953137972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466703659582581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fayeeevalentine,2019/04/07,No one fucking remembered my birthday. I guess I'm just not worth remembering. ,3.6014285714285705,6.851760571428574,4.84,72.83000000000003,86.14285714285714,8.514285714285714,35.57142857142857,8.841846274778883,4.429685714285716,64,4,10,2,2,21,13,14,0.27899999999999997,0.721,0.0,-0.434,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340211648334026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980188042538225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448299956352568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8185775260419348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BrandonHetfield,2019/04/07,"Just looking for people to talk to Hey I’m Brandon. I’m m20 and I’ve been alone pretty much all my life. I’m pretty okay with it most of the time, but my life has been getting more stressful each day. And with stress comes loneliness, so I thought I’d just give it a shot here. ",-0.6455000000000021,1.5196864500000018,0.9050000000000012,101.9325,92.83333333333334,3.6666666666666665,17.5,5.148860815047168,-0.8355000000000001,217,6,52,1,8,69,44,60,0.21100000000000002,0.703,0.086,-0.879,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,1,3,2,0,0,1,12,11,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,3,1,6,8,5,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431011566030112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219218024815092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513762427009632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226325335249866,0.2251666870181542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315821162761874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710732569004746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725476441385647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627266491196403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477593223935787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5377464120693761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866061605616646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634301331323336,0.13686825935351452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wingriddenangel_hbg,2019/04/07,"I’ve never felt more lonely than now I’ve never felt like I needed human connection as much as I do right now.
When I felt like I didn’t need it at all it was really all I needed but once it got ripped away from me I began searching for it like a drug 
In fact I tried to heal myself with drugs
But the drugs only work at healing temporarily 
So I guess the saying was right when your looking for something you won’t find it but when it’s right in front of you you will find it. But it’s hard to stop looking bc I feel like I’ll be giving up at finding love when I used to isolate myself I didn’t feel lonely at all but now that I’m trying to put myself out there I feel lonelier than ever before ",0.9348739495798312,2.5901520718954285,3.0172408963585444,92.89544117647058,80.56862745098039,5.417180205415501,17.46451914098973,6.1826913282559595,-0.3657167133520076,549,10,125,4,14,186,84,153,0.12,0.79,0.09,-0.1497,0,4,4,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,1,10,7,0,0,3,0,8,6,0,1,7,29,26,12,0,3,5,0,7,4,0,2,5,1,0,1,9,2,0,1,9,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,9,10,20,5,22,14,5,26,0,2,2,1,8,12,0,1,16,84,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495846639923285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411682863033524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256859602466125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106789473404579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560218683371926,0.0874118934984803,0.3524458383256939,0.0,0.3354963523762253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173760216250612,0.0,0.0,0.09786010205179206,0.0,0.1347900737125663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960787405977206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23910987611403475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054981936185584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104320053264252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899465026464089,0.2721785833248525,0.18873858393743956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030625381281274,0.0,0.09305804219274336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230026199830268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838505266308461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134767296697635,0.0,0.09730322889752524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419642686523412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229596384451796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614479624701264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056771966269122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890773820534968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dixielandrebel,2019/04/07,"Lonley-ish Guy. Trying to rebuild my circle. Here's what I like at the moment: comics and the movies and TV shows that come with that; I like the Socialist crowd but they can get to be too controlling for me; I like the Conservative side but they can get too closed minded for me; I love the Mulsim or Arab women who've come to America because they're always nice to me online but I don't have enough conviction to convert to Islam; I like Catholic church, I go often but I don't know anyone there; I like Country music mainly but also folk, pop, Celtic and good cover songs; love most food minus green olives. My job sucks but I'm having a hard time finding my next job. 

I'm just throwing this out. Rarely do people pay me any mind. Looking for women friends. I don't have much luck with guys, they end up being bullies or too good for people. ",3.5051674208144803,4.902645552941177,4.155882352941177,88.55839366515836,72.88235294117645,6.407239819004525,21.900452488687787,6.67199483983844,0.4282262443438918,664,15,135,5,13,211,108,170,0.044000000000000004,0.73,0.226,0.988,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,1,8,13,1,0,6,0,11,3,0,1,0,27,23,12,0,0,9,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,9,1,2,2,4,1,4,3,1,0,0,0,4,20,12,15,21,4,13,2,0,2,2,11,5,1,5,9,79,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163523299495753,0.12656033959253732,0.0,0.0,0.10343399631876024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063526591150013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271944798665074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620433418591998,0.0,0.0,0.1705943707536418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471647099582693,0.15716114494417652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901769360392294,0.0,0.18392131174688345,0.0,0.11751296953723825,0.0,0.15893314403212053,0.0,0.08644258750397073,0.2551504528780509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30120809938937604,0.0,0.0,0.1362527527768605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018738393276356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359081307790743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715446896053394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277266565535788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745544487467937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071576003605971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181184466310476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176129630425934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108955692179887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869140248507364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326669521872647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Larryog56,2019/04/07,"I'm lonely Please just call me. 
You can reach me at 7604988395 or 5309177766 my names melissa. ",2.956666666666667,5.737758000000002,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,80.1111111111111,3.6,25.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.11519999999999975,76,3,16,0,2,20,17,18,0.126,0.7040000000000001,0.171,-0.0258,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6811024411285836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7321881347636577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ExtraDemexxta,2019/04/07,"I need some advice to get over someone who I’m very fond of. Does anyone have any advice for a small boye like me? Deeper context: I knew this girl for a long time in secondary school and I liked her the whole way through but I was too nervous to do anything about it. I broke up with my girlfriend of a few years to shoot my shot with her. For 3 months it was going great, we weren’t dating  but it was extremely intimate. It was the most impactful 3 months of my life, no one has ever influenced me like that. 

Sex was the last thing on my mind, I just wanted to love her with every fibre of my being. As you can imagine it wasn’t mutual and she fell in love with someone else. I can’t blame her for that but I’m still upset about that fact. It’s been a few months now but ever since September 2018 I haven’t went a day without thinking about her; not one. Ever since, I’ve felt so lonely and isolated, I don’t feel the same.

Tl;dr: I got my heart broken and I’m obsessing. Help.   :) ",0.6128063241106716,2.6993230628019305,2.3307531840140534,95.11085968379446,84.07246376811594,5.309530083443127,18.104743083003953,6.574015621080383,-0.14324927536231913,762,18,172,8,22,250,124,207,0.147,0.706,0.147,0.2707,1,2,0,1,0,0,24.0,1,1,0,0,11,12,0,3,9,0,16,5,1,1,4,32,31,10,0,2,7,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,12,9,0,0,5,0,0,3,8,5,0,2,12,2,26,7,27,18,6,24,0,2,0,3,15,6,0,2,17,116,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27380714282870505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527243739972904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796080030208518,0.0,0.115289918797709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035256192553223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260198205444585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703512213232045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801839487808629,0.11803983796659445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708384967796883,0.0,0.13451745267213294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319618575346472,0.0,0.07962175203269149,0.0,0.11205033694349374,0.15446014986797316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601853532268288,0.09390571524715004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419975918676994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895639223067013,0.20533655920557053,0.0,0.0,0.12398361392752108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528904660169428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141460517304301,0.0,0.33547815838961303,0.0,0.0,0.10388197481547597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987004056339868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178813364548318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317834430552681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23741163659437586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118836101814341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307585634693877,0.08977007736207453,0.0,0.0,0.08169312210574202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559672736897295,0.08263429169337239,0.11120443070375297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987360354062252,0.0,0.1564160444811701,0.0,0.1350508805242027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021945926291744
lonely,icrea8,2019/04/07,"Feeling a little lonely and looking for a “Text Buddy”/Pen Pal Okay before I dive into it, “text buddy” is nothing sexual and strictly platonic!

I have a group of people that I sometimes hangout with when we go out to clubs and maybe restaurants but I don’t consider them people I could confide in. They’re great but we just don’t have that connection. I have a pretty successful career as an investor here in Africa but it gets very lonely. Due to my work, things tend to get pretty intense and I always flock to twitter to ease the stress but what I really crave is someone I can chat to about random and funny stuff with 🤷🏽‍♂️.

Idk if anyone in here is looking for the same but PM me 😊",1.2803571428571416,3.707212535714291,3.0782142857142887,88.57803571428573,84.35714285714286,5.214285714285714,20.892857142857142,6.6274283507984215,0.5397142857142856,545,17,105,6,16,181,95,140,0.066,0.723,0.21100000000000002,0.9728,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,1,2,5,6,0,1,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,22,17,13,0,2,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,14,3,18,16,1,9,0,2,2,0,6,6,0,2,2,72,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117965326545506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438476806381654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505679500508806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425464657681932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402072492496173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496560909521487,0.0,0.1169182399789562,0.0,0.0,0.2268125029707257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619046334956506,0.0,0.0,0.3455143191301411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667838119523935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973986547745801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852475785872875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185925028703145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179268208623354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431009738231495,0.0,0.2034672532573491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23565725522931225,0.0,0.2355058685504083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667452713361727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974464347077353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977022653171346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zeldafreak489,2019/04/07,"I don't have any friends Sure, I have ""work friends"" who I talk to at work, but - like traditional work friends - we don't hang out outside of work.

I don't have anyone my age to talk to (22F). My ex best friend moved away 2 years ago and promptly quit talking to me. 

People always say to me ""Hey, we should hang out sometime!"" But no one ever messages me.

I've lost a few friendships because I got tired of being the one who always texts first and makes all the plans. I just want to feel like someone WANTS to hang out with me.

No one knows the real me. At this rate, I don't think anyone ever will. I don't go places, I don't socialize with random people.

I guess I'm just lonely.",0.9032267732267734,2.8071690979021007,2.2565084915084945,97.0772902097902,81.7972027972028,4.645154845154845,19.305194805194805,5.288315135182226,-0.4843742257742258,523,13,121,2,14,168,81,143,0.146,0.7020000000000001,0.152,0.4323,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,0,9,4,10,0,0,4,0,12,1,0,1,4,27,23,4,0,3,4,1,1,2,4,2,1,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,3,0,0,5,8,2,0,4,2,2,19,8,17,18,3,18,0,2,0,0,16,7,0,2,8,72,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396189551992406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394671353117514,0.0,0.0,0.0874261385953933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978619499767526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078763693868932,0.0,0.0,0.07836981648846003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349172237985402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325822347296859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500449034767704,0.09184426677501564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935423369282453,0.0,0.0,0.39730477510924295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306438796366851,0.0,0.10282227005677788,0.0,0.14162484066194253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065396551950942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561718074863662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033991960950287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858157112373357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366403880815853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26134952985031723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825652995931,0.0,0.13431926635766786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367408394840108,0.0,0.14633098211165596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223715967312948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105212425871982,0.10892962965760172,0.0,0.127150479964227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116756759907203,0.0,0.0,0.3099982726255772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237693334376922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776238003375874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165765116317848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743768273860164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278930575091692
lonely,lotekjeromuco,2019/04/07,Where's that one woman who wanted to share story that's great and scary and can't share it with her partner??? You can write to me about it if you want.,3.804545454545455,3.6091265757575752,4.075303030303028,95.23295454545456,71.12121212121212,6.6000000000000005,19.53030303030303,3.1291,-0.5968060606060606,119,1,29,0,2,37,26,33,0.083,0.649,0.268,0.7303,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,0,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6296146762124843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869767192831231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6736723077511197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JustWantToThrowAway1,2019/04/07,"I just made a massive mistake, and I have no one to talk to about it Just had unprotected sex with a complete stranger in a fuckin parking lot, he finished inside me, and I gotta drag my dumb fuckhead ass to the drug store tomorrow and get plan b I guess. I don’t have any friends, no one I could even talk to about it. Best I have is my family but fuck I really don’t want them to know I’m this fucking stupid. They’d be so disappointed in me. I can’t believe I did this and it stands to remind me I have no friends and am as low as a parking lot cum dump.",-0.15679174484052538,1.7232691056910596,2.106504065040653,96.81202626641651,85.58536585365853,5.410631644777986,21.65666041275797,6.67199483983844,0.2306277673545973,432,15,107,5,13,146,77,123,0.295,0.625,0.08,-0.9788,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,6,12,6,0,5,0,14,6,1,1,0,17,23,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,9,0,2,3,0,18,3,13,16,3,6,0,2,0,5,7,3,5,3,2,72,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939293057067692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23094144055247226,0.21511309445764948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491686151273556,0.0,0.0,0.16365926535198866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377108730621852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353868726208969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932362102013385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31673294635890104,0.3790000586233448,0.107093206778817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22580777212221015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265124444971115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34853208528114105,0.0,0.1939563385879171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777985123930577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131496720802752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295091406099897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090208248208505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BrownBoyDreams,2019/04/07,"Other direction I know that usually people are trying to escape the alienating feeling of loneliness. But does no one ever think to embrace it? Honestly I’ve started to even reinforce it for myself. My high school is shit. I’ve tried to avoid small talk in general too. In sophomore year I started to put hourly reminders on my phone to keep silent and just focus on my work. Yes I’m a work drone now and nothing makes me happy. But it keeps me away from the ups and usually downs of interacting with others. It’s sorta a way of trying to create numbness. By almost shutting out all the other feelings of happiness or sadness - a beautiful, boring, straight frowned neutrality. I’m rambling at this point by yeah. Being lonely isn’t that bad v",3.4478419452887508,6.0318880141844,4.7406940222897695,79.01250000000002,76.65957446808511,7.432826747720362,28.511144883485308,8.418075326091056,2.5282336372847016,594,26,100,12,14,196,102,141,0.168,0.677,0.155,-0.4936,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,5,10,1,1,6,2,4,2,1,1,2,22,15,6,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,0,2,8,3,25,14,1,24,0,2,0,0,3,14,1,3,8,67,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641330165286875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399961772931126,0.0,0.13685869411700435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434394694214317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826155545795073,0.1482667272362536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575647836065022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34897224683801603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318078822118216,0.0,0.0,0.16141914742871816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913829488510118,0.0,0.0,0.09008110396751384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941174991631604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572768593574392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110702185277274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363512925342413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494871232561336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647756537679096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588650786519366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825210861568404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320338542134879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174531403772133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502743961364784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338540767527801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610492379343359,0.0,0.0,0.13010478517692342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386580686789304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555319866210984
lonely,Davidelee128,2019/04/07,"Is it really that hard to discover new hobbies? I’m M20, pursuing an engineering degree and I’m loner.

I do want to socialize with new people but I think I don’t have many hobbies.

The only thing I really love is soccer. I’m a player. But I don’t even watch my local team (Toronto FC), because at the moment where I’m living is not my hometown. Sometimes I play basketball too.

People at my age love clubbing, partying.. But to be honest I don’t give a damn to clubbing. Nightclub is usually so noisy and how can people socialize there? I’d rather do my fucking homework instead of going to nightclub.

I don’t have my favourite music artist even though I listen to tons of music, I don’t watch tv shows, I like some movies though (crime movie) but usually I watch alone. I don’t go to any cinemas for movies.

Tried cooking, that’s a no to me. Tried board game, that’s a no.

People are saying Toronto is such a fun place that you can always find something to do.. well perhaps I’m the only exception. I’d rather move to another city for my further study. It’s not people’s fault.. but I’m just a super boring person that maybe a boring city suits me better.





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lonely,lofilover2020,2019/04/07,"I'm the nice guy that everyone is cool with, but no one really cares that much about me idk why but I just had to get this off my chest!",-1.601774193548387,0.2971068064516125,0.7550806451612893,103.45262096774192,93.83870967741936,5.680645161290323,10.975806451612904,7.1686216300943375,-0.9714580645161296,105,1,29,2,4,35,28,31,0.12,0.654,0.226,0.5969,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,3,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375318673085042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41005700869298745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420539450768212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249112490900943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154636988526024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907930714661001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749149541151165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872277088214024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,annalimo,2019/04/07,"How do you know if you have friends? I don’t even “talk” to my friends. I only text one of them because I’m working on a research project with them. I only text back if they have some question about an assignment. Sometimes they consider me close friends because I see them in some of my lectures but I feel kinda bad because I don’t reciprocate that. 

Otherwise, I’d “confide” to internet people. 

I feel so out of place. I only make acquaintances. ",2.4598850574712654,4.928184873563222,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,79.57471264367817,6.625287356321839,31.50574712643678,7.793537801064563,2.3900022988505745,352,19,67,6,9,114,56,87,0.054000000000000006,0.87,0.076,-0.0414,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,5,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,15,11,5,0,2,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,18,3,10,11,2,6,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,6,1,46,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586439871664923,0.17226493628111786,0.3773042859466665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362695302113175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086387669209254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781968402907622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338567662957462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771728752304374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398048128462414,0.4707370089692797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430332828062949,0.0,0.21555592511147667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23112072722971286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440684823736948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405143714881965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582869122396598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020023849855832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jorbynn_,2019/04/07,"Pretty lonely I recently moved back to my home town temporarily so I can deal with issues with my ex. But I don't really have anyone here, all my food friends I left behind and we only talk through text, but they all have busy lives.  

Really want to make some online friends to help make this shity time easier. :)",5.1894262295082,5.971232491803278,5.832909836065571,80.40543032786887,68.34426229508196,9.378688524590164,23.44672131147541,9.516144504307137,1.750865573770492,246,5,48,5,4,80,47,61,0.024,0.679,0.297,0.9622,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,12,7,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,7,7,3,6,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,3,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052388734563575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765286846742054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366813160160307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27760249882791954,0.0,0.3547375089747239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387900475455796,0.0,0.2302820266041491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396162208509188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24943345776719494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271856410005448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30648563563683656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440014514301944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460181652647402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23355988597237864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29414271482632043,0.0,0.2266772060929501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845233548769166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338667864020734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540903800059054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,YaBoiMike34,2019/04/07,"Being lonely makes me feel amazing at times, but terrible at others times. I love being home alone whenever I am usually. I get to blast my music without being judged, get to goof off, just be who I truly am. 

But it hurts like an absolute motherfucker other times. Almost every Friday and Saturday night I have friends going out and having fun while my ass is sat at home doing actually nothing. 

It’s my dreams that sometimes make it worse. Like the other night, I had a dream where I was with a girl right? Can’t remember any buildup or anything. We were just there. And I just felt so much immense happiness and like I was deeply in love. Like nothing I’ve ever felt before. It was amazing. But then I wake up. Idk lol. ",2.5125227963525845,4.8642580283687975,3.9038145896656538,85.01250000000002,78.64539007092198,6.58176291793313,23.54660587639311,7.7094869923839395,1.310290374873354,566,19,107,9,14,186,97,141,0.16899999999999998,0.5379999999999999,0.293,0.9795,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,0,7,14,0,0,4,1,16,4,2,2,1,23,27,11,0,0,8,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,2,1,9,7,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,8,3,15,11,11,15,1,20,0,2,0,3,6,9,1,2,14,73,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.14626186387474288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008378999495542,0.1552311199408632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192396073354887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333897900826825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753736777519173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557560096311208,0.12628088603867146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578414451499184,0.0,0.2878177978507453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579739465817986,0.0,0.1566128749552262,0.0,0.08518060993514052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955070623877285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006849633063885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045030284034226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29289639926423083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27054622125447025,0.0,0.2000929544184777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017950065341296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813056159990548,0.0,0.2876289929971812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978552415986445,0.1279972299284591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482357649021072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621897832246605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650723271588216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444795684803083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274115570242722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thecryingcactus,2019/04/07,"Moved to a new place Hi, I’m 25f  just feeling lonely.  Three months ago, I moved out of my apartment, broke up with the guy I was dating, moved across the country to a new place. I got a new job. No friends or family here at all.  They’re all in different states. And well, it’s all been good for me and an amazing adventure. But at the same time, I feel so sad. 

I’m renting a room in a strangers house and living with them. They’re nice people. No complaints. I’ve been feeling so weird lately. Like over aware of my body and this strange, “so this reality of life is weird, living is expensive, I’m just this weird creature doing things all day”. I don’t know, I’m having trouble explaining it. I just feel strange and alone. I often feel like crying. 

I’m still getting over my breakup. I miss being close with someone, but at the same time I have no interest in dating at all. I went on bumble, but didn’t even chat with any of my matches. I could have done literally anything after moving out of my old apartment, and I chose to come here. 

I need to make some friends, but I fear I’ll just still feel lonely. I keep wanting to go back to my past life, even though I wasn’t happy with it. ",1.1565306122449002,3.259526285714287,2.440163265306122,95.02269387755102,82.06122448979592,5.226122448979591,21.228571428571428,6.360717304075467,0.14156000000000013,920,28,205,8,25,295,132,245,0.146,0.7290000000000001,0.125,-0.071,3,5,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,0,17,21,0,1,10,0,15,3,1,1,5,46,38,15,0,3,9,0,6,2,2,0,2,0,2,1,7,15,0,1,8,1,2,7,6,10,1,1,8,6,24,11,32,28,8,45,0,5,0,0,7,20,0,3,19,128,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968449628488314,0.0,0.0,0.11315172225945805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429484307592442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990476846282741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840077465147536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135391276603942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411059059597117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872285229062031,0.0,0.12000776655907144,0.07045825207138295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414468231634856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180233120579072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443193197062412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029926973679313,0.12293843811414218,0.33144538833828263,0.07804937398702264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881505001990335,0.0,0.057079458474370286,0.0,0.06209020923732349,0.09163506937751208,0.08737849505092016,0.0,0.0,0.1081762731489488,0.0,0.11630037331114818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260616927255938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841536786636616,0.0971078532316806,0.0,0.0,0.06004182919775348,0.0,0.12324057786137987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433529009636046,0.10674963896726138,0.0,0.1929423513032116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292629987163413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872035949858299,0.4644686979639615,0.0,0.08100868654122277,0.0,0.3165476651876891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146411894948257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429302645945,0.07574131222858096,0.0,0.2282893646326971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256853695876847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449695815636151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258191697605047,0.0,0.10733915483840427,0.0,0.1274109879600015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443943181899456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982303204647032,0.10127733957589306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Thekillerichi23,2019/04/07,"I’m just going through this feel of whatever I’m some stuff happened, and out I was depressed, after a few weeks I don’t feel as depressed. Now I’m got this feeling of loneliness and nothingness. I just been feeling like I got not nobody. And that nobody care about me, ",2.6355555555555554,4.761264777777782,3.699777777777779,87.77300000000002,77.14814814814815,6.542222222222222,27.46666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.6240933333333345,214,9,42,3,5,69,36,54,0.16699999999999998,0.674,0.159,-0.3506,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,15,4,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,4,5,2,7,11,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680839977735003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529382267381787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5317997592864433,0.18784378856582565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494343841620425,0.0,0.42059293268064346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23251623097169855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284587920908794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010024307559833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091393404570208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JatorBee,2019/04/07,"I want more than anything to stop feeling like this. I came to University back in September last year and since then I could probably count on my hands the number of people I've spoken to. I haven't even eaten in the kitchen of my flat because I'm scared of seeing my flatmates. I know this is social anxiety, but this is just sucking the life out of me. I am losing bits of myself every day I feel like.
I was recently added to a discord by someone I met on here, I just feel like I'll always be on the periphery and never be able to actually become good friends with them. I just hate how who I am has ruined my life up to this point, sorry if this doesn't exactly fit in here.",4.137973395931142,4.394090809859153,5.604178403755871,82.98534428794993,70.47887323943662,8.564632237871676,27.74960876369327,8.515128840125781,1.8037486697965568,533,17,113,8,9,181,93,142,0.166,0.7040000000000001,0.13,-0.748,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,8,10,2,1,5,0,11,5,1,1,2,20,23,6,0,3,5,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,6,5,2,1,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,5,19,5,22,16,2,19,0,2,1,0,5,10,1,1,11,78,25,0,0.16391188872343834,0.0,0.1599543588198682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638782212553546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253921462268617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488551822134648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260381247512496,0.0,0.09991916599066096,0.18102780319197329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894932967901367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874715340742154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087030551389034,0.0,0.0,0.1057096081343922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826225661199107,0.0,0.13810283571128906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24863632781930575,0.3512960581655051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663791862670834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748151551433332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182905533125816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008168737618316,0.1336100663379645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315516289116166,0.2402372079629044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833754764441624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641895343092818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363586520931968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494971584819564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767247391789414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184321563679924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641043952723443,0.0,0.1306165535688074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558960817074953,0.0,0.0,0.1670875286426623,0.13888201140118564,0.0,0.0,0.1834859397619059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703767846132198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667947877968264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555388227552556
lonely,PinkiePie_13,2019/04/07,"I just want a friend who actually likes me... I feel dumb writing this but I'm just sitting trying not to cry..
I have no friends anymore since the person I thought also thought of me a best friend, turns out could actually not care less about me...
My boyfriend is sleeping and I'm kinda upset at him, like he accidentally hit me in the forehead with the microwave door earlier and after apologizing and asking if I was okay, was just like ""well I guess you know not to stand there now"" I said I was standing there before he opened it then he go mad at me for telling him he should have just left it at the apology and he started asking if I'm going to act like I'm in middle school forever and be this dramatic and test his patience like this forever... After like two days ago he stepped on my headphones and broke them and told me it was my fault for leaving them on the floor... They had fallen besides the couch that I was napping on and didn't realize they had fallen out when I was sleeping... He refused to apologize for that for like hours... even when he did it was ""I'm sorry I stepped on your headphones after I've told you not to leave them on the ground""

Like I'm just dumb and over dramatic I'm sorry I'm ranting and just being dumb I just have no one to talk to and thought maybe telling some strangers would help me while I'm just sitting in the bathroom while he sleeps so I can smoke weed and just be pathetic..

I know I'm not a great person but like I think I'm okay? ",2.945707650273224,4.36867599016394,3.835758196721312,90.19702527322409,74.34426229508199,6.788251366120218,26.478825136612024,7.333567415737692,1.137407103825137,1167,42,254,13,24,374,145,305,0.159,0.669,0.172,0.3876,0,0,1,0,1,0,30.0,0,3,5,1,19,25,4,1,11,2,22,4,4,0,0,52,53,24,0,6,18,0,1,9,3,2,0,1,2,2,10,17,0,1,8,1,0,7,8,7,1,2,17,2,36,18,31,29,3,43,0,1,0,0,40,19,3,5,22,160,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.2039198345164589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261749485070987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355467407883267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361863487796023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535419907856716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890697220177066,0.0,0.10964801193789143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652694427611636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342083091828849,0.0,0.114769197843356,0.06738261450518045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900975258060124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282952712028576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421689249395389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187597055159942,0.0,0.0,0.11519240310578195,0.11509933114833833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003246477445896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289428577584096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484177685586745,0.0,0.0,0.2212639126601886,0.11352061882980925,0.0,0.0,0.4594041580416742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496678572858614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080009396917332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824603013934308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993868510495033,0.0,0.0,0.1057419396554241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642906221601625,0.0,0.3136740804337681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339193676771329,0.07395330134442536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397913263797528,0.18264474417931895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694821251415513,0.0,0.2488424710730269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996751477042404,0.0,0.07093680712196718,0.11364703404858882,0.1020642897096908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061626527277359726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394237895495264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422142050812701,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,a3b4c8d6,2019/04/07,"I no longer feel alone. Theres this girl... Ill call her Elsa. 

She is gorgeous, smart, loving, kind, dorky and everything else you could possibly want in a girl. Elsa means a lot to me, she helped me out in dark times and although we are in that weird state of not ‘just friends’ but not quite ‘bf/gf’ I think it will keep progressing into a long relationship. 

I like Elsa a lot but now that I am typing this and hearing it in my head I think I may be in love with her. She makes me smile so much. 

Shes at Uni now and Im going to see her on the weekends... and I think this is my chance to become happy! 

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Just want to thank this subreddit for helping all the lonely people out there and yeah.. I no longer feel alone. 

Thank you. ",-0.7177844671884372,1.4608999337748405,0.99675195665262,100.1412567730283,96.01986754966889,4.069957856712824,14.148404575556894,5.852544927426893,-0.9570688741721848,554,11,130,5,22,178,93,151,0.096,0.665,0.239,0.9790000000000001,0,4,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,2,0,2,7,12,0,0,6,1,9,4,1,1,1,32,26,10,0,3,6,0,2,1,1,2,1,1,0,2,8,11,0,1,6,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,4,23,10,17,22,4,17,0,1,1,2,20,10,0,3,6,86,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205201777443839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089403099106332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800301168507225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235443045319591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292622814591338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906696394793785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647859449448606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954884282325555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879401767093714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471961531416973,0.0,0.0,0.15880403379379734,0.0,0.17439899951136156,0.0,0.2074328931989249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671417027523461,0.0,0.0,0.13753668860127374,0.0,0.16113399280221433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559631566517196,0.0,0.0,0.13693671188466214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26310245246746616,0.2793110136601132,0.0,0.10328764834661017,0.0,0.0,0.16855313861359925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374894784844973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072746325611868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744418721994399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458104861688808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612882395427184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330475739056745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849206988512793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974462228560402,0.0,0.0,0.09022795166538818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253489852333926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JohnbieCT,2019/04/07,"Most of my friends are digital... Being an amputee since 2015, I have to be dependent on people. I have been trying to get my independence and some kind of job so I can have a life of my own again. Right now those around are busy living their own lives and though I know they care to a degree, I feel like they keep me dependent on them on purpose.  I get excluded from a lot and when I am included, most of the time, I'm just reminded of what I used to be able to do and now can't even then, I get to go to Walmart and I'm expected to be satisfied. Nobody listens when I explain how it feels. Nobody tries to understand. I sit in my room playing Xbox or working on my college coursework limited to hearing stories about all of the things the people around me get to do. I literally get to do nothing because as it stands, I can't find a job because again, I have to depend on ppl that are too busy with their own lives and can't guarantee that I can even get to a job. I'm at the point where I feel like if none of these people are going to help and continue to watch me struggle while they LIVE, maybe I should just go and be truly alone so I don't have to feel however it is I'm feeling. Jealousy? Anger? Hurt? Everything? 
I probably shouldn't even be complaining, I'm sure someone out there has it worse. ",3.032499999999999,4.073101955882354,4.464000000000002,87.28100000000002,73.55882352941177,8.08705882352941,27.20294117647059,8.548686976883017,1.750795,1020,37,224,18,20,340,141,272,0.085,0.8109999999999999,0.105,0.6458,4,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,6,2,21,11,1,1,10,0,30,1,0,6,2,42,57,19,0,4,4,0,5,2,1,2,1,2,1,0,10,12,0,2,9,2,0,3,6,4,0,0,1,8,33,7,38,48,9,29,0,1,1,0,12,14,0,9,12,160,43,5,0.10971720309914017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136339334335356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534314431219932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376517730194915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186400082784498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21740153363818585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986067475394114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27738157260009194,0.15676398363311903,0.0,0.0,0.10027953593788712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476723894910584,0.0,0.3439362612524455,0.0,0.18706444486553694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365926189616627,0.0,0.0735411284979713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745453514279848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266321833011912,0.09752169131548476,0.0,0.11425358328965585,0.06029770547054075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774965052721029,0.10720456680848964,0.0,0.3875292017955361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932776425505769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022567750750152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527661546295618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281922818341845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371822066277947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829370189159365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369789196205287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075920418990152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296303014011993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470024283799775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340716547117608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289123450744045,0.0,0.1077965949802382,0.0,0.06397698344948355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898155775590996,0.0,0.0,0.11421947781119368,0.0,0.09476043624831887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987543058175621,0.0,0.11181120336091803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawayaccountgem,2019/04/07,"Anyone else having a lonely night Could use a PM right about now.

Thanks strangers.",3.3580000000000005,6.517559800000001,1.495000000000001,97.7025,84.33333333333334,3.0,14.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.3723333333333332,67,1,12,0,2,18,14,15,0.152,0.6709999999999999,0.177,0.1027,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836284117546077,0.4156195106731203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32386538542170434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33885478382713874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806596111832865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34640883797548266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37345287707787655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503371518766317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,epanouissement,2019/04/07,"Can somebody talk to me, please? I only need one person I've been feeling so lonely. I want to talk for a couple of hours. ",-0.06820512820512903,2.043201923076925,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,87.46153846153845,3.466666666666667,16.358974358974358,3.1291,-0.943625641025641,94,2,20,0,3,32,22,26,0.122,0.6759999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.0354,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701333293529074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914030698877067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32942886359536105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24803785949234625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266753136274337,0.2544129370365002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29208468325564657,0.0,0.36719587063156783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.537739292751822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973049979912085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gerald-william-V,2019/07/14,"First time speaking up Lately I've noticed (like many people in this sub) that people just being nice to me is a strange feeling, but a pleasant one...
Sadly this doesn't happen a lot, even though there are a lot of people around me I've always felt lonely, due to the people around me not giving a frick about me.
That's why I have never and will never speak about this irl, my biggest fear is people thinking I do it for attention because as I mentioned, there are a lot of people with whom I come in contact on a daily basis (mostly close family and school ""friends"").
A second reason why I have never said anything is because I know that there are people out there who have it way worse than me, (cringe warning very sorry) but like 2 months ago a girl in my science class touched my hand cause she said it looked soft, after that there were no more interactions (as with most of my other classmates) and I legitimately thought for like 2 weeks that I was in love.
Of course after those 2 weeks I came down from this 2 week-streak of feeling half decent and I have felt really fricking bad since, worse than before.
Today I decided to post even though I know a lot of people have worse situations, I feel terrible and it sucks.
I hope posting here will somehow put me at ease but I highly doubt it, it was worth a shot.
If you actually read this whole thing and find yourself in a similar situation, or just want to talk, don't hesitate to send me a message, I know the feeling..",5.917584609186138,5.895370496575347,6.222522159548749,81.04334810636584,66.63698630136986,8.514423851732474,29.162771958098308,7.928766900206844,1.7934469782433524,1163,35,228,12,17,374,165,292,0.159,0.715,0.126,-0.9244,0,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,1,17,15,1,2,15,0,20,2,1,2,3,51,42,15,0,3,8,0,9,3,1,2,0,4,0,1,21,14,0,0,15,1,1,4,7,7,0,4,9,14,29,8,36,30,8,36,0,2,1,1,18,15,1,11,17,162,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.08367984884505297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760123995578207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135105553843253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056512782411847,0.15267175863375038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159785511348819,0.1045450810907656,0.0,0.0729671246816848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807541194764842,0.0,0.08808910086543355,0.0,0.07386622499065539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327442822759105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083767945772274,0.09649284179635934,0.17343155870889354,0.0,0.16466732462600187,0.0,0.07837415108945539,0.07293909658904395,0.0,0.0,0.06625041022276161,0.0,0.0,0.08225942834817206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582863974336287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059981949629968,0.0,0.08516932063979052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137824137387645,0.0,0.0967299875034126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256796838648974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200859127617318,0.0,0.0,0.2916070953920355,0.07739292492389663,0.0,0.0,0.08693726793947679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844501056072484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840757686690555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762719818549376,0.0,0.0,0.05810657090424212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755872659801029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642500217666102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620265932553031,0.0,0.0,0.08577342906399357,0.0,0.05493378914906071,0.08816551178261485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313619894266773,0.0,0.0,0.08678380450759357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093347127517577,0.1927736887695194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599035510973287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689227817583113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696863844604892,0.054945280991573336,0.16849831908163146,0.06807609933252037,0.050001645103574834,0.0,0.081281185685655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707529151543079,0.05057770372993089,0.06806453633632527,0.20635097156146853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547524788350474,0.09573706259541667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262160411805164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,enricowow,2019/07/14,Will Anyone Please msg me? I'm not dangerous You don't have to keep avoiding me. People please talk to me,-0.6963636363636354,1.2700307272727258,1.036818181818184,97.42522727272728,105.36363636363636,4.0181818181818185,14.590909090909092,5.985473137389443,-0.5722181818181817,84,2,18,1,4,27,18,22,0.094,0.626,0.28,0.5795,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601266651417429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306705429107568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25791344368044544,0.0,0.0,0.8167376107165198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990174592616708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Iron-Thistle,2019/07/14,"Lonely even though someone cares. Broke up with the love of my life. Lost 2 30 plus year friendships through it. Work is sit alone all day on my phone. On top of my grandma dying. My mother is the only one I can talk to besides one friend with adhd and bipolar. That conversation always repeats.

Can’t talk to my mother because it’s always about my ex. Almost all the Discord servers are dead. No one to message on fb. Just sick to my stomach, still reeling from the past 4 months. 

It’s a nightmare. I can’t get over my ex. I can’t even function as a human.",0.5724812030075199,2.950366298245619,2.076942355889724,94.67526315789476,87.77192982456141,3.6080200501253135,22.177944862155385,4.65589566412798,-0.105005513784461,434,16,90,1,14,140,78,114,0.174,0.708,0.11800000000000001,-0.7216,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,6,0,7,5,1,0,2,8,11,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,1,0,11,3,18,10,2,13,0,3,0,1,12,6,0,1,6,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23380155753257814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948056104586248,0.20148673673067746,0.0,0.0,0.3237488890039376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859093603643656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834843169996744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546343088846626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019037770911445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569861792127631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030258868504875,0.0,0.10164011287414372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741069664230776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123654638418082,0.0,0.17558165938680895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552814878468177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954798769012757,0.1479578806813512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571225559339016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648347198197096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536141194446562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127308188075103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113642815110754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416288195487758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527860473239325
lonely,Desdemaniac,2019/07/14,"I'm always alone No siblings, my parents moved to different countries once I graduated, my partner works crazy late and is glued to his phone in the few mins he's home. I get on with co-workers but there is so much work and pressure that we never get to talk and it is isolating. I only have few friends and trying to organise anything with them is hugely difficult, with them often cancelling last minute or basically making me feel like I'm the last resort. The result is I spend every single day alone with little to no meaningful human contact and it feels like solitary confinement. I don't know what to do with myself?",5.7342499999999985,6.775088591666666,6.190000000000001,77.40000000000002,67.25,8.666666666666668,30.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.5785833333333343,501,19,88,8,8,162,84,120,0.142,0.7559999999999999,0.102,-0.2886,2,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,2,2,3,5,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,2,1,22,16,8,0,0,2,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,11,0,1,4,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,0,2,13,3,13,16,4,11,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,2,8,58,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369885439674137,0.0,0.0,0.1485829813121916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694634844099666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516166535377785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656567996479687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045134336674246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805788145117741,0.2551382023800164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796128718448206,0.0,0.18658894599714607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911838473231914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813636924025748,0.2911137032680515,0.2014326181594681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447872801229233,0.1789721685854304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919560724835823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978965270114734,0.13126811511052058,0.0,0.1377227431481774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016922083522425,0.0,0.13580910246769248,0.0,0.0,0.19827876605297126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352629147109605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123603251425355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899991560686572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jephcote,2019/07/14,"[22M] Too broken for friends It's been a year now since by best friend left me down to my mental health. Stabbed in the back after I was told nothing could ruin our friendship. We were like family. 
I go to work everyday, come home and sit in my place unable to do anything with my life. I just can't trust people anymore and that shit hurts. I don't know if people that talk to me want something or are just making fun of me. 
I'm told things like, just be happy or you'll get better. But it never does.
I always come back to the same conclusion, I'm not made for friends or family. I'm just a stepping stone.",0.9347956730769234,2.968061109375,2.446875000000002,95.05677884615385,82.4375,5.18846153846154,18.439903846153847,6.297961479604792,-0.2173949519230769,474,11,106,4,13,154,90,128,0.105,0.652,0.243,0.9605,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,2,1,0,4,8,13,1,0,4,0,10,3,1,2,1,24,23,7,0,3,10,0,0,2,3,1,2,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,6,0,14,10,14,14,2,17,0,2,0,0,9,5,1,4,9,65,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674905766949074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106839529269464,0.0,0.0,0.12535292419348376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23426158279654236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598587863080865,0.134721693540738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26243408287422343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162147354722153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330321612428098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28720247004435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530645903940067,0.0,0.0795850671046578,0.0,0.08657148474723944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621559359821273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191748835333125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279735455301371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307022168084132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371545795122103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655047640750247,0.0,0.10759373640913984,0.1488394846006152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413639003054254,0.10168008989756676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351074632792716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748470625320853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616277694582955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121004219103032,0.0,0.15915028706632567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636245231963616,0.1260072548823282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172694984723642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243543664354654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119992178477663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29111176941327765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984697196809349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089656228245064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809420594358437
lonely,veganqtie,2019/07/14,"normal to go through lonely periods? The beginning of 2019 for me was phenomenal to say the least - I was going out almost everyday, hanging out with new people/making friends, working, hooking up etc. But this summer.. as soon as it hit the end of May I’ve just felt isolated. I don’t know if this is because I’m currently not working anymore or I’m isolating myself but I’ve just spent 90% of my summer indoors and I’m trying not to feel guilty about it...",2.890467032967031,4.859065450549451,4.795700549450551,80.93992445054947,75.8131868131868,7.626923076923077,28.957417582417587,8.472884824447931,2.3882186813186825,360,16,67,7,8,123,66,91,0.039,0.902,0.057999999999999996,0.3915,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,18,16,7,0,2,8,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,4,3,5,1,15,10,2,15,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,4,9,44,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27922582946004443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765421258443306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998305337951314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24697641732811265,0.0,0.3109890485647109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409938449237571,0.0,0.2677376528835625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543714730171176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31695130385302184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532474788191641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693129787698145,0.0,0.0,0.27321167544533304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175099226685546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931937739985227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40600909307335614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MidgarHatesLife,2019/07/14,"You aren't missing anything, lonely people. So many lonely people out there.  Pain ful reading some of these posts.

Just felt like warning you all.  Sometimes, being with people is way more lonely than being alone.

I've been married for over ten years.  Have what many of you would consider the dream situation.  Good paying job, wife and four kids all doing well in school.  It feels like a prison to me most of the time.  Wife loves me, but doesn't understand me.  Kids don't get how much work I out into making their childhood better than mine.  Most of my friends have moved on (once you get married your single friends mice on, and your married friends are too busy).  No one takes care of me.  I am so aline, while surrounded by so many people

For you single lonely people, please do not rush into a relationship just to avoid being lonely.  Take you time, and marry a friend, not someone based just on looks or money.

I look at my family from the outside, and it looks so damn perfect.  From the inside, I'm depressed, don't find joy in coming home to my wife, and am dying inside.

The only thing that would make it worse is a divorce, which isn't currently in the picture, but would destroy me.  I am not looking to leave.  May sound strange to you, but I want to honor my wife an cherish taking care of my family.

I'm keep working on my loneliness every day, and my relationship everyday, but it is hard.  And slow.  And painful.

Just, please, for me, take your time and find someone who makes you happy.  I get that loneliness sucks.  O so badly it sucks, but it beats being with the wrong person, or even a good person who simply doesn't understand how to make you happy. 

Hang in there.  Take chances.  Get your heart stomped on a couple of times.  It is all worth it to find that right person.

Good luck to you all.  I pray for each and everyone of you.  You deserve to be happy, and not alone.

Feel free to write to me if it helps.  I don't have all the answers, or even most of them, but I have an open ear.

Life is pain..... For the most part.  Live for those fleeting moments of happiness.  Don't give up.  Ever.",2.172880765369396,4.439677714285715,2.9671080139372847,91.73131282111856,79.36319612590799,5.482052796314888,20.72692375834169,6.584502450881947,0.26514213665623343,1628,44,332,15,41,512,200,413,0.139,0.634,0.22699999999999998,0.992,2,13,0,0,1,0,72.0,0,16,2,6,18,41,4,1,17,0,33,7,2,6,7,74,67,29,1,5,18,4,4,2,4,4,4,2,1,5,19,20,0,2,9,2,4,4,13,17,1,3,2,10,42,25,51,56,16,38,1,7,4,1,40,19,3,11,15,226,61,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764321903539188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865500390725997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059513425411775574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303882826720245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453435666385776,0.0,0.0,0.061398935267861686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788667874522154,0.0,0.045967851552328055,0.0,0.06139088670698997,0.0,0.07397440662555059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415574285987616,0.06447424381295852,0.060054055283804364,0.06810835121017779,0.0,0.0,0.13438746731288276,0.0,0.07207971605370943,0.05092039515190845,0.06843722152257607,0.0,0.1954380136533516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027413201371626,0.0,0.14895743205090425,0.06837551691533805,0.0,0.17935162208673053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035033165699856,0.06385030726947062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446374097214691,0.04777555706670412,0.0,0.07149677190212607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073155222504145,0.06335438718230947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547218793557553,0.0,0.0,0.050345144080833966,0.06964480970007933,0.0,0.06293901070578374,0.0,0.23941934680186985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643303917073595,0.0,0.1903121481562488,0.2167914640523173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575630792359014,0.052396891017661665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590781608029873,0.04829922723190898,0.05420946842433797,0.22753167178934697,0.0,0.0,0.0771861847294298,0.0,0.2470729328748165,0.18670931909301555,0.0,0.15648176689767518,0.0,0.0,0.0682637867000024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129641753682289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530499235073657,0.0,0.06087027865755992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213625978496377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011847931584422,0.0,0.0,0.1207857600845914,0.0,0.07049490306666073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679576520490923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04735335729813827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624906830635344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840400988538982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04204109737168741,0.056576467270118926,0.0,0.0,0.06408669895024349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037811975401364,0.0,0.07263748375868012,0.1518996820607872,0.07793035121758506,0.0,0.04590013412068135
lonely,jo_on,2019/07/14,"A need to talk Moved to another country recently and am experiencing a very passive life. Don't know anyone and people are closed and need time to create relationships.
I was not used to this loliness as I had a very active life before.

DM if someone needs  to talk. 
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lonely,thunderkrust,2019/07/14,Envy Anyone else struggle with envy and jealousy of others because they seem to fit in?,7.470625000000003,8.4418298125,7.612500000000002,68.9825,63.375,6.4,34.75,3.1291,2.3927,71,3,9,0,1,23,15,16,0.395,0.493,0.11199999999999999,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285288548619205,0.4814151059656448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864151618206899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924979638201038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277322447302151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911874566451735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Urfuchs,2019/07/14,"My very best (last) friend of two years that I loved like I brother just made me quit the friendship, and I feel very very unstable right now. I need help. I will see a doctor in a few days but the situation feels dangerous right n o w. I need some tips or simple conversations. I don't know what to do.",0.07654761904761642,2.3748586190476217,1.903472222222224,95.44187500000002,89.79365079365078,5.68968253968254,17.398809523809526,7.1686216300943375,0.05074761904761926,235,6,55,4,8,77,50,63,0.1,0.6920000000000001,0.209,0.5849,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,0,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,11,11,3,0,2,3,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,9,4,3,9,3,7,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,2,5,30,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791955402798785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391933918990054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254217284403076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20999171414221898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043259149454314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391857747477947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412094188441875,0.16926533083304066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144901902173672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741540568781986,0.196486777862338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079449021599722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086507503492464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354669936437901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547296740480444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334112525285985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028473120727234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5140076942542132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372205623253974
lonely,baggagegirl,2019/07/14,"What are friends for? Sometimes I really just want a friend to listen or embrace me. Life is hard as it is and the few people in my life only come to me to dump their sorrows and get a free recharge while I'm sat here feeling miserable and completely alone..maybe even misunderstood.
So I'm just supposed to stay ""positive"" and a ""good listener""? When do I get my chance to have someone be that for me?...
Not sure what to do and my heart feels heavy and deserted.",3.6230590062111774,5.0200139456521775,4.4139751552795055,86.8254347826087,72.58695652173913,8.300621118012423,28.360248447204967,8.841846274778883,2.067159627329193,361,14,76,7,7,116,65,92,0.13699999999999998,0.6659999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.7396,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,6,8,1,1,4,0,7,3,1,0,1,15,18,11,0,1,4,0,3,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,5,9,6,10,16,1,5,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017372931313941,0.2455478304427597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546828508870698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368309278152284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36187522589316456,0.0,0.24471327558576025,0.0,0.0,0.19643071768075987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979171866671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27752087877639786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308361307852753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235279233119784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811500108768233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236055060808222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500305982305747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843171695061929,0.0,0.2316237384603661,0.0,0.0,0.24961951863007595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072496301502115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813361985899072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Unknownpassengerpass,2019/07/14,"Is there anyway that add friend bug on facebook? Like, is it possible that I send someone a friend request and they don’t see it because of some bug, or am I just being ignored by some people?",6.556153846153848,5.4474765384615385,6.840641025641028,80.75019230769233,65.66666666666667,8.825641025641023,34.884615384615394,7.1686216300943375,2.3615538461538463,151,6,30,1,2,49,32,39,0.054000000000000006,0.728,0.218,0.7882,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,3,5,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,3,1,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467681343176589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6255096828231163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977694903505976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280643960257812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563619252754337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225807873355322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34299380408116736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,antimaximalist,2019/07/14,"7 Crappy Situations In Life That Don't Have To Break You I wrote this blog post a week ago. I hope it can be encouraging to anyone going through a hard time in life right now.

 [https://www.antimaximalist.com/7-crappy-situations-in-life-that-dont-have-to-break-you/](https://www.antimaximalist.com/7-crappy-situations-in-life-that-dont-have-to-break-you/)",22.23947368421053,29.670882684210525,13.26763157894737,16.860921052631596,37.94736842105263,6.957894736842108,20.026315789473685,8.07648339933343,0.8526105263157895,314,4,32,3,4,81,33,38,0.127,0.7120000000000001,0.16,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,5,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456698072218187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347435639183207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5144874755693436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474272474627038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966222914692923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180057156916643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6201365673463781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021327444328766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874455141071245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467189222071068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798792270127288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176063755121353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sparklelyy,2019/07/14,Root problem of my loneliness Done some thinking... I feel like the reason why I feel lonely despite the people around me is because I love people's want for me more than I love myself. I feel like I've fallen prey to social acceptance...I guess what I'm asking for is...how do I love myself more?,2.782,4.469013200000003,4.233333333333333,86.08500000000002,75.33333333333334,6.133333333333334,22.0,6.742157984588678,0.6208999999999998,232,6,45,2,5,77,40,60,0.154,0.57,0.276,0.8555,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,11,14,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,11,5,6,13,3,2,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,2,2,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389423344832634,0.19311836057005327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259253035402543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139643694886787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133493433552741,0.2951523351794237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22756402717647484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184277984078625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5593220146502309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286424144510583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766296513388984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239198855025426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057569439765694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236397379540776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184241722536995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640047592474845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,adequatelymysterious,2019/07/14,"Logically I know I’m not the only one But, emotionally I keep falling into ruts and having intrusive thoughts that tell me I am and I deserve what I’m going through. I am at the end of a multiple year marriage to someone I chose because of my fear of abandonment. At this point, the pattern of pursuing people emotionally unavailable to me is clear. But, I’ve been incredibly codependent and haven’t done much of anything to make friends or self-care and connect to myself. I focused on being their backbone and support. Now that it’s over, or that paperwork is being filed, I feel such grief. It’s like someone has died.  We still live together for the next few months and they’ve already begun moving on. We’re also in a new city, miles from anyone I know or trust and to top everything off I’m struggling with major trust issues. 
I’m either completely contained and unwilling to try or oversharing my deepest hurts (irony) with people who haven’t proven that they won’t hurt me as well. I mean they’re mere acquaintances or internet strangers. All in the attempt to connect on a genuine level and find some friendship, some community or support. Sigh. Knowing that ultimately my choices are the reason for the position I’m in. And those are because of my attachment style and fear of abandonment which stem from the way I was raised- is helpful. I at least feel like I’m not alone in that way. But, I know that I have SO much work ahead of me to develop self compassion, love myself and be secure that I worry I won’t make it and I’ll be stuck feeling this awful ICKY (la Brea tar pit stuck) static miserable feeling forever.",4.966743992221144,6.483728146964861,5.66435616057786,78.69054452007224,69.44728434504792,8.893957494096401,32.45853590776497,9.318704503766252,3.0488084178358106,1302,59,236,27,23,423,177,313,0.125,0.718,0.157,0.6747,0,1,0,1,0,0,32.0,1,0,2,4,6,20,0,4,11,1,21,1,0,3,2,52,46,25,2,0,12,0,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,17,17,0,5,13,0,0,3,6,9,2,1,6,4,29,10,38,34,9,31,0,6,0,1,10,17,0,8,11,155,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855864488651045,0.12632288587722013,0.09154335281118202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800416027169985,0.0,0.09420084206360667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956234440479726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200218920846163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188040394013169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714477356798167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25753156692745144,0.10138836528030988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288020498539492,0.0,0.0,0.2576260323082886,0.2315222741678029,0.08177894095967587,0.0,0.0,0.104625489335876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844091440744845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505717209515696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672828243021185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450896506271179,0.0,0.0,0.11947920444140207,0.0,0.10174812417425537,0.0,0.0,0.2516436432092558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185063987857108,0.0,0.10108102313844257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331560251357952,0.0,0.15282212443117352,0.0,0.0,0.1246937515511635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913705937859722,0.121665800403242,0.16830043224216135,0.0,0.0,0.11055793488965723,0.12174245121385885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775693048023846,0.0870612434271967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872117826286192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821320111224987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769645584135817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388388770551944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398379594776508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914176226518155,0.0,0.0,0.1196711664212571,0.0,0.0,0.2598033234075179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005372194822088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908781161356773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771908912645878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817253602524993,0.0,0.0,0.10292422818238987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833371029529529,0.11625204501757308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371632421740389
lonely,KebosKebbit,2019/07/14,"8) Imagine living right now, where the world is at your fingertips, we are more connected than we have ever been in the history of mankind, yet we feel so alone and hopeless and that there is no one out there for us. Social media is so extraordinarily toxic for our mental health and its only going to get worse from here on out.",8.444635416666664,6.7910596093750035,8.401875,72.82229166666669,62.28125,11.033333333333333,32.27083333333333,9.725611199111238,2.765214583333333,261,7,50,4,3,85,53,64,0.153,0.807,0.04,-0.8063,0,1,0,0,0,1,6.0,5,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,11,9,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,6,0,11,8,1,12,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,42,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128559158318451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27324178824404444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273688643619296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782036631521276,0.0,0.17167471150453495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210888456141839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26673547169393724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044179404527668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046920822823168,0.22973967922750704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579681871036087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079247804738959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36335591527343736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30783759191263865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,smellslikeautism,2019/07/14,"I thought giving up social media was supposed to be liberating. About a year ago, I deleted my facebook account. I waited the... (I think two weeks?) time that elapses before it permanently deletes... and reactivated it. I missed seeing posts related to my business, and from family and the few friends that I have.  

Fast forward to a few months ago. I decided to unfriend and block people that make me feel bad in any way. For political reasons, or they haven't liked or commented on anything of mine in years, so I feel they are not a positive part of my life, I unfriended them.  

So now all I see is advertisements and the occasional post from family or neighbors. I am mostly annoyed by these posts and don't find them funny or engaging in any way.  

Twitter is a cesspool. Instagram is for narcissists. But when I disengage from all of it, I still feel unfulfilled and lost.  

It is tough for a 39 year old to make new friends, and although I am married to a great wife and have three wonderful children, I do miss having a ""bro"" or someone I can drink a beer with. My neighbors are not that. So I am venting here, with no real expectations but it feels good to get it off my chest.  

Maybe I need a hobby.",3.718280399274047,5.548945646551727,4.990208711433759,81.03355716878404,73.13793103448276,8.332486388384758,30.313974591651544,8.99025400887824,2.631556896551724,938,42,181,20,19,311,137,232,0.09300000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.073,0.1578,0,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,4,1,8,12,1,0,12,0,18,4,1,3,2,40,36,21,0,2,9,2,4,1,4,0,1,0,2,1,11,11,2,2,10,2,1,1,5,6,0,2,3,6,29,6,26,32,6,26,0,3,2,0,14,7,0,7,16,131,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23364599723162016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924208125038846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845111952887022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003831187378198,0.0,0.0,0.11214273401807208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291030494029088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484778844065109,0.0,0.2665459169931215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045276030621918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363971211994789,0.0,0.0688543141758561,0.12642401950152762,0.0,0.11053836222497893,0.0,0.14529784000603915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308646960524558,0.0643854494775155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386326376448794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759403644412233,0.0,0.13239976619582108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051927240885528,0.0,0.0,0.09771987512087783,0.0,0.12728263940026402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829038834548374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427146464656998,0.0,0.09136590023221762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786523023304543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500047366068197,0.0,0.13550104352524536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21003754369382005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434229100022954,0.11166439375770036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524686726858334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444507110107996,0.0,0.10462574664602244,0.0768472269090754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873870530290485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921595109376276,0.10571318804707763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291955097081216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25460338932636484
lonely,ablondepotato,2019/07/14,"just another depressed, not-so-quirky (more like boring) girl :/ so i posted on r/depression today. i guess that sums up how i’m feeling. i keep getting dizzy, and it feels like the world is swaying around me, but nothing is wrong with me. i need to talk to someone but simultaneously cannot stand the thought of trying to do so. it’s a draining dilemma, and it’s been this way for a while. i keep thinking “yeah, i have the energy to talk to people!” and post on subs lime r/needafriend and r/makenewfriendshere, but as soon as replies flood in, i realise “oh. uhoh.” and shrink away. it’s a vicious cycle.

so, i’m lonely as ever, of course. i don’t know what to do. if this post does get any replies, i’m sorry if i suddenly disappear or stop talking. but, that said, i probs it don’t have to worry about it because i’ve most likely turned away any chance i have of people talking to me now, yikes. in conclusion - how formal - i’m lonely through no one’s fault but my own. and yes, i want to do something about it, but seem incapable of doing so. hope everyone’s alright anyway.",1.3677138849929875,3.634257949308761,2.9347265077138864,90.8264375876578,82.4101382488479,5.617231015828493,23.25966740132239,6.895973343053719,0.7501915047084751,833,30,175,10,23,273,127,217,0.17,0.7020000000000001,0.127,-0.8684,0,4,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,1,14,12,1,0,6,3,13,0,0,2,1,36,33,25,0,5,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,12,8,0,3,7,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,3,3,16,5,29,30,3,22,0,3,0,0,6,9,0,7,10,108,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893760905176911,0.1379575172195875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712086510369901,0.0,0.0,0.2472195536034012,0.0,0.0,0.08020088619703646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266337189339287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513353773970328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900819840349287,0.0,0.12571612622971962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304657242468032,0.09399015995600717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747470756396746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493383087447198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067386663903205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233882277127494,0.0,0.0,0.0723047584121102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928282405592487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755388181718876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624029700786235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915194156949742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824214004029265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780090990257473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514857312759467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197719592229103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147471339225423,0.10128526993299386,0.0,0.14727639915425553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999434538924993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229882931656943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430162723855979,0.0,0.10444802258205667,0.0,0.0,0.12470836609664668,0.0,0.0,0.0893240916660067,0.1431050888641183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776005263687133,0.10443028167005462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361078265616544,0.0,0.0,0.1438458235549281,0.0,0.0
lonely,onlycid,2019/07/14,"DreamWave ~ $2000 TOP PRIZE **Hello Reddit users! If your into gaming than this is just for you!** 

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lonely,alwaysadd,2019/07/14,"I feel like I don’t belong anywhere I don’t know how to have a normal conversation, I literally sweat in social situations and with new people. I’m terrified about my future because I don’t even know how I’m gonna get a job when I’m like this.",4.7325786163522,4.157858358490569,7.107547169811323,75.57125786163523,69.18867924528303,10.085534591194973,28.9874213836478,9.725611199111238,2.416225157232705,195,6,42,4,3,71,36,53,0.08900000000000001,0.8,0.111,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,2,0,8,12,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,4,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602682742591845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239475413158304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259606800495982,0.22973053963724785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800768702769175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191098107853145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35345425895922805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142069040823814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105754824570834,0.0,0.0,0.31507151382729043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229369902953779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614595180032641,0.0,0.3278013564016308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wildguy_XXepxerience,2019/07/14,"If you’re a female and feeling lonely just, remember me always love to kill the loneliness with new person. hopefully female 

im 45 male ,",1.7469230769230784,4.5235994615384625,4.191153846153849,76.59134615384617,92.84615384615385,7.2153846153846155,21.884615384615387,8.07648339933343,2.3018,110,4,17,3,4,38,25,26,0.282,0.48,0.237,-0.3818,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920331235820876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745974265996495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34858997602922914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37910518884709016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882936026258159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167619236761757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389666544190187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30645133409214903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975778260429711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CJ_depressed,2019/07/14,If you’re feeling lonely just remember the space between your fingers is where someone else’s fit perfectly. You might feel alone but I’m here for you. And you won’t be alone forever. Keep the faith and it will happen.,2.1481395348837222,4.825181488372099,2.8570232558139534,89.8966976744186,82.95348837209302,6.2306976744186064,24.879069767441862,7.554174236665415,1.4387339534883723,176,7,34,3,5,55,37,43,0.122,0.68,0.198,0.5499,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,1,11,10,4,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,2,6,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6329561686318455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552642987931768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090104727294708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702143022638672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716044152852053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241611937675493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34615093578632283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25890823983626965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Wrenny0,2019/07/14,"Looking for someone to talk to The loneliness is hitting me especially hard this sunday morning, if you're feeling the same way I would like to hear from you",13.666000000000004,8.300317600000003,12.236666666666668,60.76500000000003,56.33333333333334,14.666666666666664,53.33333333333333,11.20814326018867,6.059333333333335,128,7,22,2,1,41,26,30,0.138,0.7390000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.1263,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,5,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104802475641061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728990405874608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691701725807269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033700684434559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495646635798641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527069483164977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345846459616073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304183059889939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29570855191530804,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway_46828,2019/07/14,"I’m going on a date with a hot chick from my gym. It’s the first date of my entire life. I recently went from a shy and timid man, who then transformed into a handsome and charismatic man.",2.545916666666667,3.588602425000005,4.065000000000001,89.66666666666669,74.75,7.333333333333335,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.9210833333333328,147,4,33,2,3,49,31,40,0.10800000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.086,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,1,6,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626871945244226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091417272559793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842109629118573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5370891840653029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042510256119659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sauceboss0110,2019/07/14,"Friendship It’s funny how the older we get, the less friends we tend to have. Or at least those who choose to stick around through the thick and thin. Or is it just me? I spent my elementary years with a fairly large group which eventually dwindled down substantially once I entered college. I understand that things change, circumstances change, people change. It’s inevitable. I would consider 4 people in my life to be my close friends, my best friends. At least that’s how I should think right? It feels...different now.

To explain my circumstances, two of them live in different states, one of them lives in the same city but we don’t really talk anymore, and the last one I regularly hang out with. All unrelated to one another. I understand that they’re off doing their own thing and I’m glad that they’ve discovered many different experiences and are leading their lives. Sometimes I reminisce about the fond memories we’ve had and I’m sure some of you have to with your friends. It makes me wonder what about me attracted them. Platonically of course. Not trying to downgrade myself but it’s a curiosity. Now it’s been a year since I’ve been out of college and the only people I can really talk with are my coworkers which isn’t technically a bad thing but it feels like I don’t resonate with them well enough. It’s tough to find those genuine friends and I hope I can find just a bit more as I get older.",3.0835292567211425,5.703061284132843,3.6857498682129695,85.87619464944652,78.22509225092251,7.5614654717975744,25.176726410121244,8.527137837955566,1.871744227727992,1132,42,221,25,28,356,146,271,0.024,0.812,0.16399999999999998,0.988,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,2,6,2,10,15,0,0,12,0,17,1,0,4,2,47,31,15,0,3,8,0,3,1,5,2,1,0,0,0,22,19,0,0,9,0,1,3,4,2,1,4,4,3,34,13,32,24,11,25,0,0,0,0,21,14,0,5,8,151,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007587392642484,0.0,0.0,0.10410740235929164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345037400744206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765008536434071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016521989658536,0.0,0.11460596304078315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331502044072384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290308923804124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084676637406103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268609750925473,0.0,0.0,0.05307872317407399,0.0749944563091412,0.0,0.0,0.19189125211809224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40551871995629823,0.0,0.10969064160379684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426427178115573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556897280404356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414723897730817,0.051285684475047714,0.0,0.27808563981687195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007190359297365,0.10642859264651593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179538924577516,0.21340217071781256,0.07983853226516872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183302020462504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344998757482271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964842946900302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683674675174588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382336806849564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989380847979661,0.0,0.0,0.16875052178834726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922300039456507,0.06726400618629454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712714149325365,0.0,0.10254572536915536,0.2185662150155978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943855036883191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384135788264145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457152178870577,0.0,0.0,0.13520144895294067
lonely,nathawnb,2019/07/14,"I embraced the fact that I’m probably going to be single for the rest of my life and I couldn’t be happier with the results I began focusing on myself more, and the way I viewed life changed from a negative one to a very optimistic and positive one; it’s okay to be lonely sometimes",6.58942528735632,5.579963000000002,7.818965517241383,73.43925287356323,65.55172413793103,11.871264367816092,36.574712643678154,11.20814326018867,4.114774712643678,226,10,44,6,3,78,42,58,0.102,0.705,0.193,0.6764,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,4,2,0,1,1,7,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,1,6,1,8,2,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581189937721648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923939390757155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4782263542797498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587922782892238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649917218282408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348140233221383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27932203392920596,0.0,0.2687087123752689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,catcathal,2019/07/14,"22M ive been a complete loner for all my life anyone thats actually been completely alone? all your birthdays and festivities alone, no family, no friends, only found comfort with themselves and never trusted anyone because you know people can turn on you so easily you'll never give your heart to anyone else",6.600789473684207,8.22118166666667,7.149956140350881,69.18177631578949,65.66666666666667,9.208771929824564,31.793859649122812,9.516144504307137,3.30040701754386,253,10,38,5,4,83,46,57,0.205,0.621,0.175,-0.0061,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,4,9,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,7,4,4,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.18922984247462665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016680711620811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067626979901034,0.19868544721698836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820676960670792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066254463097062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198833918377248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280268859141907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261416504266975,0.14981569473847967,0.0,0.0,0.18601776751772506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297862925305315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656879648550327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696556501167975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991133073213918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747858224024518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443395373328526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092024129695172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OutrageousPattern,2019/07/14,"socialmedia really fucks with me when I'm loenly! what's your experience with that? I really love, but I also really hate social media. I think its not necessarily good for us to see what everybody's doing all the day due to the story features, ig its unnatural. 

And this really fucks with me when I'm feeling lonely, cause I find myself checking social media more often and comparing my self to others who are out there living there best life.

It also really destroys your creativity ig, but that's another thing. 

Is this the same for you or am I just weird? lmao",4.988611111111112,6.561367861111113,6.937962962962962,69.36583333333336,69.46296296296296,10.214814814814817,24.61111111111111,10.411451182825502,2.8210888888888888,451,12,77,13,8,158,73,108,0.20199999999999999,0.6509999999999999,0.147,-0.8039,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,3,0,1,8,9,4,0,3,0,4,4,0,1,1,18,13,9,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,13,3,9,13,4,5,0,1,1,3,9,1,2,2,4,59,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746712326846195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007807091197509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802242360013481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641812249378294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107542216620242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798880344393508,0.0,0.0,0.0868338695366326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696176316259128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31753062816594857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404232985470275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169551769057054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130080173070072,0.0,0.0,0.1516442667537254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499663834954444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5500859838466999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136849762117156,0.0,0.1791560139518596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501223684553324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409243750860973,0.1100402117537155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065748548265603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tkat78,2019/07/14,Worried I’m worried. I’m so worried that I’ll never have a romantic relationship. I hate that everyone guy I meet I’m like “ooh maybe him” but then I’m not making connections for the right reasons. I’ve stopped watching romance movies because I just know that it will never happen like that and it will set an unrealistic idea in my mind. I hate that I want to get swept off my feet or have love at first sight. But how else will I know if I meet someone I should spend time getting to know and invest my emotions. It’s exhausting I hate wasting emotional energy. But then I may never have any connects if I don’t risk getting emotionally tired.,2.3350268336314883,4.6913558837209335,3.830387596899225,85.27470483005371,79.31007751937985,6.759928443649375,26.977340488968395,7.882392219407189,1.7858438878950502,515,22,101,9,13,170,81,129,0.23600000000000002,0.615,0.14800000000000002,-0.8963,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,3,1,3,0,9,4,1,3,3,25,26,12,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,5,0,2,0,5,5,0,1,0,2,15,4,6,21,0,13,0,0,2,1,6,4,0,4,10,59,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024305827304087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089493634102096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085690294945144,0.44782136187051896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680406053628762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287768900804783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079965991192232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139751451611106,0.1173494328162586,0.0,0.0,0.3930522537700103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980631072084102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21879142885767844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966463742448356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977025929184605,0.0,0.08858074203384064,0.0,0.13331869093235688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399289505805012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30704779474588306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644149277451068,0.0,0.14247409767425148,0.0,0.1133282242574754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243940399044096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094622503640664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738058750154418,0.15252336756701196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827207326867099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40430110949985537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,z_1027,2019/07/14,hmu? I'm bored and lonely and sad..anyone wanna talk?,-2.041212121212124,-1.9542539090909103,0.8581818181818193,95.44060606060609,133.54545454545453,1.4666666666666668,3.6666666666666665,3.1291,-2.640115151515152,41,0,8,0,3,14,10,11,0.415,0.585,0.0,-0.6072,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6563388743345849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7544662232580129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gazzanix,2019/07/14,"The Cycle Of Life​ The only thing that makes it different is Money,Social Life,Where you live etc..It goes different at a certain point.This pain of emptiness in my chest is unsastisfying as it is...I can barely feel anything...No more emotions....Life is so predictable that nothing is new unless that certain point appears.of course in time it will feel nothing again.What am I even talking about? I don't even Know myself...",3.110534458509143,5.985324075949367,3.3675105485232097,86.5534036568214,80.39240506329114,5.030098452883263,25.233473980309423,6.42735559955562,1.0196064697609009,338,13,59,3,9,104,58,79,0.084,0.858,0.057,-0.4588,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,8,2,1,1,2,7,12,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,8,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335544500766787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314001525370142,0.2740832162345861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982087551130385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140280988617789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29310498950667524,0.0,0.0,0.1832126852478528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849756815366265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038990007895832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981741003961885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780137254316529,0.22077822164660865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922799856880576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676824585861044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784353533373336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098592702205326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TootyPirate,2019/07/14,"I always have to remind myself I attach to people too much because I have no one. I've always been the person that people text or call to vent or talk about their relationship woes, which really makes me think that I'm needed or wanted by people, but then when the time comes whenever I start feeling lonely and try to talk to them, well, I get ""okay""'s and ""Yeah I'll look at my schedule to see when we can hang out"". 


Days, weeks go by with nothing, hell I even decided to just cut contact with everyone and no one noticed. I hate that I'm craving attention, but please just show me an ounce of anything, so that something about me is redeemable. I have to change my contact names in my phone to phrases like ""You never cared"" or ""Never listens"" and turn off notifications because otherwise I'll keep running in circles chasing something I can't get.


It's hopeless and I just want my mind to stop thinking about these people that wouldn't care if I just dropped dead, but I can't.


They're all I have, and yet I've never felt so alone.",7.486956521739131,5.948401874396138,7.418265700483094,78.7462391304348,64.07246376811594,9.825893719806764,34.22657004830918,8.238735603445708,2.513334685990338,816,28,163,8,10,262,127,207,0.162,0.7340000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.9306,0,3,2,0,0,1,25.0,1,1,2,0,15,10,3,0,3,1,10,0,0,1,4,42,33,19,1,5,12,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,11,0,2,6,1,0,4,8,6,1,2,2,5,25,4,23,30,2,23,1,3,2,0,14,5,1,5,14,105,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376942390105191,0.0,0.0,0.2212471035326015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940503979709576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620879761719428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575497560529096,0.0,0.27109909868026194,0.0,0.14064156616379622,0.11452310133847388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574058977851277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781103152765159,0.0,0.0,0.12703770144565255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722260402444005,0.0,0.12765112003263118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891989341070746,0.0,0.07555752524325836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312588220908121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817046780800344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495177452332625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164300324004896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874395514415807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342397816460458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773222342794577,0.09857940492463853,0.30761354102939736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127567382504219,0.15136240565431627,0.0,0.0,0.1801782806401596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686781655893297,0.11608523925288775,0.0,0.145937198828155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517002056650542,0.0,0.0,0.14273661117421968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594250168431622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20470003759228464,0.0,0.0,0.09410141948189953,0.0,0.0,0.1111506473301288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371745262019706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703756753202136,0.0,0.0,0.07752316393604154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026310012317,0.14460946339735134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683258459364754,0.0,0.10664302586834608,0.0,0.11953639727314133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RoboPiplup12,2019/07/14,"Being an extrovert sucks I've had a really lonely life for the longest time. No friends, a social outcast, I'm that ""weird and annoying kid"" at my school. I'm really heart horny too. Like, I don't want a girlfriend for sexual satisfaction, I just want to feel that warmth of someone holding me as I feel the love slowly envelop me. I'm tired of playing online games and talking with random strangers that are probably about 1000 miles away. I want to meet with people in the flesh. I want to fall in love. I want to be held. I just want to stop feeling so isolated from everything. I've walked and biked around my neighborhood that I can recognize where I am by the cracks in the ground. There are almost no kids my age nearby, or at least, they don't leave the house often. School won't start up for another month, but as if that will matter. High school is crazy already. I'm in all AP classes so I have mounds of homework daily and everyone expects me to be smart. I'm tired of living up to expectations I have no control over. And as if school would make me feel less lonely. I'm the reject. The black sheep. The kid in the corner. I just want this nightmare to end. I just want to feel alive. I want friends. I want time. I want money to do things. I want transport during the 9-5 my mom works. I want a job, but I'm not old enough to drive just yet, and there's no jobs within walking distance that I know of. But that'll just eat at what little time I have.

Basically, life sucks.",1.694724061810156,3.844920370860928,2.9492450331125823,91.84779690949229,80.39072847682118,6.1458719646799125,20.99381898454746,7.3011,0.5544380573951435,1160,33,249,16,30,374,162,302,0.17600000000000002,0.7290000000000001,0.095,-0.9096,2,4,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,2,16,14,3,0,16,0,19,9,2,2,1,54,52,17,0,18,13,1,5,1,3,4,4,0,1,3,10,9,1,4,6,3,1,5,8,7,0,0,2,6,29,7,41,43,4,35,0,3,1,2,14,20,2,6,11,149,39,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729286995793162,0.0,0.09619944948076366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141027413197746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760396534726424,0.0,0.0,0.08190350051640183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777383896454313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920148156081388,0.0,0.0,0.07721090961459136,0.0900747686419606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832991618947266,0.07834699954276332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203907388080564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134701914360019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330243954608796,0.0,0.09210485705514036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058789980869556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301487747595282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047908935451318635,0.0,0.0,0.09230542054959144,0.0,0.0,0.12314813772135587,0.04258915518621016,0.08737195128291468,0.07697685745021465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735714103681733,0.0,0.058189789350793976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209795535567673,0.06958201405788242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147518356711716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043596084665968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398907112627587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169269045349717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529018028209037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886362875322998,0.07386284064354552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061702701534628375,0.0,0.0,0.0728819528478088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006772195557379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057914997291066514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524968062979877,0.2003889880806712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6684326588682247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346422003996903,0.0,0.0,0.06192640590526285,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MaliciousMainstay,2019/07/14,"To the person that I overheard saying that they're glad I'm sad and alone. First of all what the hell did I do to you?
Second why would you pick on someone that is clearly in a low point in there life?
Finally, I'm gonna fix my life and show you that I can be happy just because I'm petty. Here's a big fuck you just to prove that you're wrong",1.2530769230769216,2.125816358974358,2.9441025641025647,97.1092307692308,77.71794871794873,5.712820512820513,19.41025641025641,5.46131890053228,-0.4726820512820513,268,5,68,1,6,89,54,78,0.239,0.6509999999999999,0.109,-0.8796,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,1,4,7,2,0,4,0,6,3,0,1,3,9,11,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,1,1,8,2,7,7,1,8,1,2,0,1,6,6,2,0,2,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886768862747956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699092590951649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053315653295767,0.0,0.2370848581533081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576784183673957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967098420567991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937459377345939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24337347481493574,0.0,0.0,0.2634869011940509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216547241068683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23616429765864186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515075673352328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979995086801249,0.30474398056033924,0.0,0.0
lonely,litfur,2019/07/14,"I’m jealous, and sad. So during school I keep good contact with my friends because it’s the only time I socialize outside of my immediate family. But it’s summer now and without a license I can’t go visit them (we live in different towns so it is hard).
Now that it’s summer I barely talked to any of them, if anything it’s on Xbox and I’m barely noticeable, or I start a conversation and it ends very quickly.
My twin brother (we share the same friends) keeps in contact with them, is always texting someone, on FaceTime with them at night. And I don’t get that and I’m jealous, but I’m sad because I like talking but I don’t and now I’m frustrated.
On the bright side, I texted my friend a pic of Kyrie x Kyrgios shoes and he said we should go play tennis (cuz we on the tennis team).
But yea I still barely talk to anyone else and it’s making me sad.",0.18885220924327228,2.4726063743016766,2.4155840528186907,92.23580878618591,88.60893854748603,4.8187912646013205,22.10284408329101,6.351523495107088,0.4594782122905032,667,25,142,7,22,225,98,179,0.106,0.7809999999999999,0.113,0.0387,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,4,0,4,1,7,14,3,0,7,1,6,1,1,2,0,29,19,18,0,2,7,1,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,9,16,0,2,0,3,0,3,4,6,0,0,1,3,23,8,16,17,1,23,0,3,1,0,24,9,0,2,12,85,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729224224817627,0.0,0.0,0.11220486074082524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537101659148401,0.16906079741792315,0.135779976209098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116350754246934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238865651177318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783534817678378,0.0,0.1461399869052586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554621003346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824330544533494,0.0,0.08620507728555755,0.0,0.18754527211863006,0.13839318817824514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780654035416824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933170782140626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061009269657105,0.0,0.14569698758809088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013799858326917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548402222677585,0.0,0.0,0.1878522586967741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548904343442405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695166928973686,0.0,0.0,0.16698762228201589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819552582886016,0.13980297108678313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678701933833438,0.0,0.1317682767673612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978594224643256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962121431920465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614131275041402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905298169885054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fullyindoctrinated,2019/07/14,"Drowning day after day because you've locked yourself in a false reality and thrown away the key Oh, seldom does my heart not pine for you my wretched curse.

Alone I sleep.  

Alone I eat.  

Alone I weep.  

I'm constantly reminded 

Of this visceral void by you upon your pedestal. 

The one I built for you. 

My imaginary sadistic nurse.",1.3456451612903244,3.9896574354838736,2.2441290322580656,90.01619354838711,95.61290322580645,5.705806451612903,23.941935483870967,7.1686216300943375,1.4388980645161291,259,11,49,5,10,81,48,62,0.209,0.7909999999999999,0.0,-0.9042,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,11,0,8,1,0,7,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7240003194004722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189254202273182,0.0,0.0,0.1420438833204654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518066158791004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005510123072315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391314331356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23843268862104156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27612409537496513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789710795687664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331834482361445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,akirafutaba,2019/07/14,how do people even make friends like holy heck I'm so lonely. I ended a toxic relationship and now I have no one. I wake up to like 0 text and I have no one to talk to thru out the day. I'm so weird and awkward compared to every1. I wish I had friends lol,-1.888448275862068,-0.01196682758620682,1.0719827586206918,100.29004310344831,96.58620689655173,3.589655172413793,15.870689655172415,5.148860815047168,-1.0300413793103451,196,5,50,1,8,68,39,58,0.179,0.565,0.255,0.7144,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,1,4,1,1,2,0,7,8,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,6,4,7,7,0,5,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,5,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956723619005802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687284734292165,0.0,0.0,0.20039740785930404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688228644714762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296458588947057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252647377763064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111927597782982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034415446753849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257454830937457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438669878618525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489029821452576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,phizzyie,2019/07/14,"MOTIVATION FOR LONELY PEOPLE WHO ARE GETTING OUT OF DEPRESSION If you quit now, you'll end up right back where you first began;
And when you first began, you were wishing to be better, [where you are right now];
So Right Now, KEEPING GOING!
I’m rooting for you <3",2.0294117647058805,4.6989083137254894,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,83.50980392156862,4.968627450980391,20.264705882352946,6.42735559955562,0.3303176470588238,208,6,39,2,6,66,36,51,0.128,0.735,0.13699999999999998,-0.2558,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,7,0,5,8,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,12,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,7,1,6,7,0,18,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,1,10,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828710506209947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216564383822846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109030246514676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168789020117984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165663769395659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793255908565573,0.0,0.13916318714658665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176484588903629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975949248465488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604454997304177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6273435636235252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28158421290714875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Not_MyPresident,2019/07/14,"I have good friends yet feel completely alone Don't get me wrong I have some of the best friends ever, but I just don't share anything with them? They're happy to share their experiences and problems with me but I just don't seem to be able to put myself in a position of emotional vunerability that most people seem to be able to? So in that sense I feel completely alone. It's not that I don't trust my friends it's just that I don't feel my problems are worth their time. 

Idk I guess I miss having someone to share my issues with",1.6492383292383297,3.7800662252252266,2.803112203112203,92.93867321867323,80.44144144144144,6.198525798525798,21.8026208026208,7.348242739294969,0.5785063063063065,425,13,95,6,11,136,61,111,0.18,0.6,0.22,0.7135,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,1,6,14,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,0,1,21,19,4,0,2,6,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,0,3,18,10,13,17,3,6,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,5,3,63,24,0,0.3149918148875131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262365236625025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296057123052025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528223813690435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33026292493948994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716169750462496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246406509374554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154061218575211,0.0,0.0,0.238903989078282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650428422166676,0.0,0.08228511123550403,0.0,0.0,0.1321000948211062,0.0,0.0,0.17349949829490632,0.0,0.0,0.16765732209837764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643848086499148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918783163737056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30140462627353914,0.0,0.1583268876425029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867567180083843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344577128355742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183713017899167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172197050667992,0.0,0.0
lonely,anonymoussorea,2019/07/14,Just lost I’ve lost one of the most important people in my life. I don’t know what to do anymore.,0.34090909090908994,1.8216558181818208,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,81.72727272727272,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.1987454545454552,76,2,19,1,2,26,19,22,0.203,0.705,0.092,-0.3626,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,3,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623516141691394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007993217956726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258073596312478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7976950896171879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24758604823613095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533034774360671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rapunzel_boi,2019/07/04,"I hope this is the right place to post this. Basically, I feel really lonely but have no reason to. I've been looking for information on this but can't seem to find anything.

I hang out with the closest friends I've ever had quite often but I still feel lonely. Even when we talk for hours, go out to lunch or watch a movie I still feel loneliness and like I have noone who supports me even tho I'm sitting right next to them and having fun.

The only thing I've found online about this is that you can feel lonely with friends if they're not close friends but that is definitely not my situation. They are very close, we talk everyday and meet up quite often. They are the closes people I've ever had in my life. And yet I still feel alone even in those situations where we are together.

If anyone might have some sort of reason or explanation for this that would be amazing.",3.5254285714285696,5.183621857142857,4.25414285714286,86.82635714285715,73.28571428571428,7.2857142857142865,22.785714285714285,7.957251820313856,0.964028571428572,695,18,144,10,14,222,103,175,0.09300000000000001,0.735,0.17300000000000001,0.9573,0,7,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,1,3,2,15,11,0,0,5,0,18,2,0,2,2,44,30,14,0,4,10,0,5,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,11,14,1,0,11,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,4,7,17,8,18,23,1,29,0,3,2,0,15,14,0,11,12,99,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320802658231535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917035256174116,0.0,0.10494445405002874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526925847382366,0.2307122620923359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32240925519746466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655803300204833,0.0,0.0,0.139827571334501,0.2955828188427864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247694668116654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666380876730618,0.12558912354271526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007660570591493,0.06230360621021393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709117281307863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352867663330157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562718546320296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699058373824898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841166933373157,0.0,0.13323933283200678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213631147218555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712828727819812,0.0,0.0,0.08169752806962463,0.26223948812590353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781596576792905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609645393446115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866930188740163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055314248656621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471695442475496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500391415044156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472375582731778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522373135670862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059203899833666,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DepressedDungeoneer,2019/07/04,Going on 26 and I'm a virgin. Someone kill me. My life is a joke. Everyone around me is getting married and enjoying their lives. I feel like i'll be left behind and alone forever. I got stood up on a date tonight and I feel like the rug has been pulled out from under me. Im back to sleeping any moment I'm not working. Not sure what else to do.,-0.8495999999999988,1.2648929066666668,1.6523333333333312,96.5745,93.26666666666668,4.6000000000000005,19.5,6.2581,0.006199999999999761,268,9,62,3,10,91,55,75,0.087,0.753,0.16,0.5591,0,1,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,1,1,2,6,1,0,4,0,6,3,1,0,1,11,14,4,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,2,8,5,10,10,0,13,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,6,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456789752950885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131156072683475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111680115060526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824005562484405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815928642415548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22666520065975296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23988193830143106,0.3389270590081904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393291580862065,0.0,0.13481243304724164,0.0,0.1897192433157388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562285004972181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624387385887376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25773035995637433,0.0,0.167549088805737,0.2317785482262533,0.0,0.20946158932740327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373822320929515,0.0,0.2009880437563981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356848595747625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726923758039031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheRedistHead_880801,2019/07/04,Anyone want to talk. Just randomly looking for people who may just want to talk.. Be nice and refreshing to just chat to new people even if they do want to stay anonymous..,3.33818181818182,5.563379181818185,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727274,75.36363636363637,6.824242424242425,23.12121212121212,7.793537801064563,1.1326848484848488,135,4,26,2,3,42,23,33,0.0,0.812,0.188,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,7,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,1,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076676413955036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196164126914226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24940319998142735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868421520402275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118015083469061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165599460574165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774308736638823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5255306735377524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ron4040,2019/07/04,Another lonely day. Saw some friends this morning and realized I’m not going to be able to date anyone because I don’t want to settle. Worse the longer I’m single the harder it is to find common ground. The last girl I was talking to things were going well tell she told me she didn’t shop at amazon because of them not paying taxes. I told her taxation was theft. And I can’t say I was surprised that I hadn’t heard from them since.,1.5726666666666669,3.7145651555555546,2.9944444444444467,91.40500000000002,80.77777777777777,5.333333333333334,20.0,6.42735559955562,0.15933333333333355,344,9,71,3,9,112,64,90,0.065,0.8190000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,8,19,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,1,3,2,6,1,1,0,10,3,12,3,8,8,2,8,0,1,1,0,13,2,0,1,4,44,16,2,0.24329113942322955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551119726304808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011482148547302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966160408913721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690265795419284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22236369384221435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187966130808622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765359223614591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831475026575354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347487906066554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20125294463215984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554820216382374,0.21264717934694807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163182250696648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649502194632522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349941748788805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874795243272854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479344560157983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RJ9783,2019/07/04,"I'm, just so fkn sad. I recieved some, bad news earlier this past week. I'm doing my absolute best to remain strong & positive. However, I just wish I had 1 close friend or an older sibling to rely on, and help me get through this difficult time of my life.",3.05745283018868,4.265251301886797,4.9397641509434,83.24662735849058,73.71698113207545,9.073584905660377,28.34433962264151,9.516144504307137,2.5322867924528305,201,8,42,5,4,69,44,53,0.145,0.563,0.292,0.8734,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,3,5,5,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38289291640544015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950620350958522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708561588314552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27302467141338266,0.0,0.18462927792967984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236866774150602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496065478823121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373463358443622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060618595210116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834644395255679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063757520134939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,scarsickel,2019/07/04,"My grandmother died today All my ""friends"" are busy. I'm just sad and lonely. My best bro is ghosting me, for my ex. I'm really wanting to converse with someone! 

Legit I dont care what about. Just distracted me please!!",0.7742635658914736,3.3166608837209317,2.572441860465116,89.38408914728683,91.32558139534883,5.657364341085271,23.44573643410853,7.1686216300943375,1.2751271317829462,170,7,33,3,6,56,35,43,0.282,0.597,0.121,-0.8227,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,4,7,2,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35440931394531017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443212564489905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35049312774491265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957975180632796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609164879198805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707078327281432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634781256010605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28614341615058525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32011275751736384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919207714931064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dontworrymydear,2019/07/04,"Hi there! Hello, my name is Emily! I'm an artist but I'm not very confident in my work. I've heard my real life friends say that this subreddit is a great place to make friends. I hope you will all accept me as a friend!",-0.7487499999999976,1.3252582916666709,1.2966666666666669,100.015,91.08333333333334,4.866666666666667,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.5115666666666665,170,4,42,2,6,56,39,48,0.057999999999999996,0.537,0.405,0.9767,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,1,8,8,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,6,3,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,0,21,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6491379673092276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087752172175737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781700495203206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781983593962654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186947115818858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29261074787370805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31877793315792263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272077985281769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231084876154171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038923499557863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shaunmps4,2019/07/04,"Just feel lonely all the time what's wrong with me.. I'm 30 years old, work in hospitality so mainly nights on weekends, im surrounded by lots of people and work ""Friends"" But just feel so lonely all the time...

I just feel like i never connect with anyone and i'm always that person people will talk too but as soon as someone else shows up its like i just vanished into thin air and i'm a 2nd thought...

I'm always that person that tells people if they need to talk i'm always here and will listen to anyone's problems and try to help in anyway i can, even if its just an ear to listen i'm happy to do that for anyone, but i feel when i need that people couldn't care...

I recently started living on my own and decked out my place is really nice furniture and since i play game a fair bit i got a really cool gaming setup going and was telling people at work and i was like it will be cool to have friends over now that i have my own place and chill out few drinks netflix etc... until months go by and not 1 single person wants to even have a look... you realise you have no friends...

I feel like I'm stuck for life now just doing same routine of work, eat, sleep and back to work..days off just cleaning and washing clothes...

I always think on my days off i might just go for a really long walk and randomly end up somewhere and walk lots and try and enjoy it but as soon as my days off come around i just don't have any motivation to do anything...

I don't always feel depressed but when i do like now it makes me really step back and think about the people i do talk too, and how its always me having to message people.. like if i didn't message that person id probably never hear from them again?

Or how i ask how they are and how has their day been? They answer and never ask me how i am or etc... I remember this one day a friend asked how i was and i said i was struggling a bit today just feeling really down, and their reply was ""Oh that sucks hope u feel better, have a good one gtg"" like really....",3.258976984191989,3.920755947743469,4.478374969284957,88.81163895486941,72.65795724465559,7.1370628225079855,22.11819149807519,7.0983637204850245,0.5019027111147514,1558,32,345,14,29,514,192,421,0.054000000000000006,0.7709999999999999,0.175,0.9953,0,4,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,2,6,6,36,28,1,1,12,2,32,6,2,8,5,88,72,48,0,9,21,0,9,7,4,4,2,5,1,4,16,30,2,0,14,7,0,7,9,7,0,2,11,17,42,21,43,55,14,59,0,3,1,0,33,22,1,10,37,231,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271431408492901,0.0,0.0,0.04456072433546207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745436782395834,0.0,0.05392327970625771,0.058333076109302925,0.18377718236176566,0.0,0.0,0.1007727018323938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795345908392927,0.14307740200388214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668093195403151,0.0,0.0,0.056445856952803325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129802673537246,0.0,0.05643845767277252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419168261357258,0.0,0.0670506563635665,0.05473954437655963,0.0,0.05803762535666927,0.0,0.14616023736911862,0.0865601588947325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265060058375052,0.09362525028115017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250452376423045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172180665062023,0.05496108339335705,0.05240806588463399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975489361937684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385388579883534,0.0,0.04392148248602016,0.0,0.0,0.06508326762616112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078059083986014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046283779818939455,0.2240928661124124,0.0,0.057861693847795485,0.057989485659514936,0.0550263214759107,0.0,0.0,0.11141771760370604,0.0,0.0,0.04373989648331588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951397486953087,0.0,0.0,0.05230316393903358,0.0,0.0,0.0971751362622114,0.15161578520627625,0.0,0.0,0.06149281247674865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687597447019015,0.0,0.08880581591095804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179980354898104,0.2288631981711497,0.13692389706940405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064937487302016,0.0627006544628038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518703078092007,0.0,0.06470017760559106,0.0,0.074229512705243,0.0,0.06233134663715936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054204754246895366,0.0,0.06557449545940085,0.0,0.05552096063169981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046380469975507065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850322819142421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800477743695798,0.11454727401742468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839743325579258,0.0,0.05202125552394743,0.07641884250286991,0.0,0.062112097656908026,0.0,0.0,0.08897729764776058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038649624102248516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385228100937221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164367652173337,0.0,0.04219735070954265
lonely,ohsorrydidntmeanto,2019/07/04,"Lonely and looking for friends I'm fairly new to reddit and I was wondering if anyone wanted to be my friend. Just a warning, I have moments of insanity and I tend to say things that don't make much sense. I'm also pretty shy but I hope someone is willing to be friends with a loser like me.",1.4123497267759542,3.4589017377049203,3.656967213114754,86.95189890710384,80.80327868852459,5.3781420765027335,24.92076502732241,6.42735559955562,0.9069978142076508,230,9,46,2,6,79,47,61,0.16899999999999998,0.5820000000000001,0.249,0.765,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,15,6,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,5,7,11,1,2,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,3,3,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857544687091892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236947350396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6045202413195749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25905036206855675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742212557797813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190207870863822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409752819923846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917306761523254,0.0,0.0,0.2518989087312463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26534489128533834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20741233199100756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098959500082915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173275380208997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383676147011022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28284516329595105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,madmanmordecai,2019/07/04,"Hey guys if you’re into music this album really helped me. it’s called For Emma, Forever Ago by Bon Iver His name’s Justin Vernon and after getting really sick with mono and going through a tough breakup, he moved out to his dad’s remote hunting cabin in the middle of the woods to isolate himself and sorta recuperate. he wrote and recorded this album during his time there and you can feel his loneliness and pain in the music. it’s incredible and has helped so many so if you haven’t heard it already, please check it out. [For Emma, Forever Ago - Bon Iver](https://youtu.be/X1z1g4JzHFQ)",4.408636363636365,6.89970895454546,4.898181818181818,79.53727272727275,73.0909090909091,7.309090909090909,24.63636363636364,8.238735603445708,1.7916545454545454,475,15,79,8,10,151,75,110,0.11699999999999999,0.863,0.021,-0.8655,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,17,8,11,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,11,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,2,2,8,0,14,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,18,6,0,3,4,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501813994247727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802144292595951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592875528155704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839296986111978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266622103263204,0.0,0.14431239613704142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514273566647243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404034307789355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25744181982696884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26988389778826444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701959134312879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27873526535727844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253438941368761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480667015987669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MightyQuesadilla,2019/07/04,"What helped me with loneliness Ok I know this won't apply for a lot of people but it has helped me a lot. If you are feeling lonely, want to change that and have some minimum musical knoweledge consider joining a band.

It doesn't have to be a good one and you don't need to do more than basic stuff. Sure, not all bands will be accepting someone with basic skills, not all are that friendly/nice, etc. But with some patience and practice if you can find one that is nice and meets more or less once a week it'll be pretty cool.

I've always been an introvert and I'm no music prodigy. But I've been doing this for a long time and regret nothing. Reaaaally slowly it has improved my confidence, music hability and the best of all, my social group. Some of the people I've known this way I consider friends or even close friends. Most of them are not in my life anymore but simply having a small group of people with something in common meet once a week is uplifting.

Have a good day.",2.9172140937593305,4.807219431472081,3.8441325768886254,88.14197670946554,75.49746192893402,6.665750970438937,24.27859062406689,7.510576382923642,1.1012839056434762,776,25,156,10,17,249,114,197,0.052000000000000005,0.711,0.23600000000000002,0.9917,1,2,1,0,0,1,18.0,0,3,1,2,1,12,0,0,12,2,24,1,0,0,4,41,29,15,0,5,11,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,12,12,0,0,5,2,0,0,7,2,0,2,2,2,11,10,17,21,14,11,0,2,0,0,15,4,0,10,6,111,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312326368948898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641223872003504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655135781185109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668429849702636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171399766053213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175895419748099,0.10417016116223164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974612498163962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414988586017047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437025202582496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645699817487402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114278886487247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866767808597795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139972163867104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957400596301806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681696001325701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694467448594745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133309065301145,0.0,0.0,0.3359255291023745,0.21374535984478016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280219745027932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045422714730098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077195628099716,0.13363255083484007,0.12141775090746075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805474864828949,0.0,0.0,0.14864579258749872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196567151680199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302518902459883,0.1251878968718651,0.25302108398613743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,frosttiptop,2019/07/04,"Anyone wanna talk? Hi I'm new here so sorry if this isn't the place. I'm 16f (turning 17 pretty soon). I'm also from the US. I'm pretty lonely most of the time so I try to occupy myself with school, but it doesn't work so too well to be honest. In fact it just makes everything worse now that I think about it. I feel pretty empty and I don't really have anyone to talk to so I've come here. I respond the fastest via snap. This isn't my main account so the odds of me regularly replying in a conversation are pretty low tbh. If you do have a snap, send me a PM so that we can become from. Thanks and cya!",-0.7356296992481184,1.2856165789473692,2.202250939849624,94.07901550751879,89.97744360902256,5.129511278195489,14.327537593984964,6.6274283507984215,-0.5365785714285716,467,8,110,6,16,164,84,133,0.086,0.74,0.174,0.9365,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,1,0,1,15,5,0,0,8,0,10,0,0,1,1,15,20,12,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,2,1,0,0,1,12,3,13,19,2,11,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,3,5,71,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149002463257747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299385370906696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159368159072287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163694444231265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147773926476525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313784834849353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975447309268356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880197890449346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717883601117066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6691143529052148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533439393573366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640613350810268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405950209849034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643159904799938,0.0,0.15137977132890948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535642930385633,0.0,0.0,0.095877110688345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163328226286316,0.17884638377464532,0.0,0.0,0.19778214474177452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478371600274002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197028225817058,0.0,0.16756237232248447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mae6195,2019/07/04,I have a pool all to myself right now but no friends to share it with Grew up and wasn’t allowed to have friends because of a controlling mom and now I’m 24 and still don’t have friends to have a good time with and I’m extremely sad right now.,2.15388888888889,3.022568648148148,3.0046296296296298,97.56583333333336,75.48148148148148,6.881481481481483,26.462962962962962,7.1686216300943375,0.8129407407407409,193,7,49,2,4,61,33,54,0.113,0.596,0.292,0.9137,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,1,10,8,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,8,7,1,9,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,31,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925301038995366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31140835534084305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6435356643917057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23287984985732274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251806075907891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742235790103201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217318418159324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619000888407681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Boompopskeert,2019/07/04,"Why am I so awkward? I suck at coming up with things to talk about. I feel so boring. I am alone all the time except when I’m at work where even though I’m with other people I still feel alone. I prefer to be with 1 or 2 people instead of bigger groups. I just wish I had a best friend but I have no clue how to even get one. At this point I would be willing to relocate to any state if it meant I would have a friend. Why does it feel like people don’t give af about me before they even know me? Like when I was at the store the other day, the lady in front of me was getting rung up and the cashier was really nice to her and joking around but then when it was my turn the cashier just said the least amount possible to me like I’m a nuisance or something.",2.77069550930997,3.030596343373496,3.872562979189485,94.17676341730561,73.51807228915663,6.759255202628697,21.115005476451266,6.1124844417494595,-0.057402409638553926,587,10,144,3,11,191,96,166,0.069,0.769,0.162,0.9568,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,18,11,1,1,10,0,15,0,0,1,1,26,31,15,0,5,8,0,3,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,6,1,1,2,2,3,0,1,7,4,19,8,23,19,4,21,0,0,0,0,8,11,1,3,10,102,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155883696657904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036068560544905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562855428861414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964317329853844,0.0,0.1598875303192607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124063541147135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825659060549743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333271852111377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30188779658783504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311063138285112,0.10884268572386288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354187163349913,0.0,0.1591987543948054,0.14615312541508985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373051072444905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22329937086711316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323992173715643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168720294122717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402504240842964,0.1717577546483624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976027324314269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449248178755341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729058455622815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216711717607168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245745160838067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121811841787882,0.0,0.14968834853030405,0.0,0.0888396242781084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571886057022495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749539949602302,0.0,0.17520112265574947,0.0,0.0,0.11091650245651953,0.0,0.0,0.21645772526279256,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bobbyschuette,2019/07/04,Anyone From Toronto Here? Hey anyone from Toronto want to chat and connect?,3.9207692307692312,7.2373768461538495,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153847,88.23076923076924,2.6,29.57692307692308,3.1291,1.1925692307692306,61,3,8,0,2,18,10,13,0.0,0.878,0.122,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9213980677811447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886201238860037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,aliensrock,2019/07/04,idk idk idk what to do. i think im just a really overdramatic person maybe but the smallest things make me consider death again very quickly after months of healing. my bff is going thru a tough time so she hasnt been paying much attention to me and i understand but the person she HAS been paying attention to is the guy i like and she knows that i used to and now they’re like dating and she tells him all this stuff... idk like this seems more of like a Regular Problem but my depression was already so bad before i found this out and now i feel like im gonna explode im so unlovable literally nothing in my life has ever gone WELL i feel like im just unlikeable like people see me and think im gross or fake or something and then i’ll go back to being the person with no friends,0.7780455712451868,3.107664615853661,2.670218228498076,91.29224005134792,85.76829268292684,5.891655969191271,20.216944801026962,7.273561745256523,0.5988097560975612,623,19,133,10,19,207,97,164,0.221,0.601,0.177,-0.8338,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,12,16,0,0,7,0,10,2,0,2,2,31,25,16,1,1,7,0,2,7,1,1,2,0,0,4,7,9,0,0,10,0,2,3,2,7,1,0,5,3,18,9,12,18,3,16,0,1,1,0,11,2,0,3,18,83,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684505013545666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838587768229482,0.09597456455196228,0.0,0.0,0.09781002527007486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900226005133296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397464827392346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623964363367095,0.164233959571458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603164146241225,0.08880649095479089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306521806998923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381396648927294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6208035043714007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317095733977197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118929883521359,0.3930954374256864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672691254900653,0.0,0.11547805206245762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174828036269636,0.0,0.08449805677462635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029316177769212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968863153538068,0.3010975334348668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998717460541003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363693345859998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915965605629265,0.104641928038088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849054483546694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158492335871255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046730082699726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636458186228127,0.14730467578931775,0.0,0.0,0.06702555695405599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196621613355935,0.0,0.09927587507729173,0.0,0.0948419503901785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334967249432288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KosLegend4,2019/07/04,"Success doesn't matter I just turned 15 2 days ago and i must say that it was the most depressing birthday of my life.I have the best grades in my class,I got a certificate that proves that i am a proficient user of the English language and still i am depressed and feel so lonely despite having great and outgoing friends . I feel that love is some kind of treasure i will never find nor will it ever reveal itself to me. I know that the internet isnt the perfect way to portrait how you feel but since people up close are not that accepting this is the only way to share it.Thank you for your time everyone,it means a lot.",6.036389201349827,5.532228566929136,6.351856017997752,81.83732283464569,66.48031496062993,9.461867266591675,31.528683914510694,8.841846274778883,2.360611698537684,496,17,101,7,7,160,88,127,0.113,0.764,0.12300000000000001,0.3132,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,3,5,13,0,0,9,0,13,1,0,1,5,26,21,8,0,1,3,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,9,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,4,13,10,9,16,4,11,0,3,0,1,7,3,0,3,6,71,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805334674804288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079381947525533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295403211306858,0.0,0.3460068247683101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169250826702574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30468781711421805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358557263278152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518661865976827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064886618737925,0.2214526847869813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916839430300824,0.11038931007926307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418758091005796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076693924960315,0.1812871239097993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187992039756272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549182909052869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152765720190742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925343902953474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597346934145386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615633805105626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040982660910932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492809631908436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712510465910413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184817759642192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188721461244697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,odin432,2019/07/04,"20M, in search of my soul Hi there. I'm looking for people who are interested in philosophy, questioning there existence, occult knowledge and other Mysterious stuff. People who are into spiritual practices and self discovery please feel free to PM me.

About myself a bit:
I love old school music
I like art especially painting
I like to read stuff, Murakami is my favourite
Fantasy and mystery interests me
I have a deep interest in the paranormal

That's all I can think about right now. 
If you are interested you can message me.
I prefer DISCORD.

have a nice day🙂",3.5095833333333366,6.509627201923081,5.149615384615384,73.57871794871798,79.86538461538461,8.851282051282054,29.82051282051281,9.2995712137729,3.564355128205129,455,22,75,14,12,153,76,104,0.043,0.706,0.25,0.9689,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,5,9,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,0,1,11,13,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,14,10,10,13,2,8,1,0,1,1,9,6,0,2,4,50,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484033977887055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673777144958533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504580422254425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231894298532928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106756246606935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535435085259585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387540446753826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154807573661981,0.0,0.0,0.2497591792050529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548852289442361,0.0,0.2275911766244529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943090385148365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23027210635468215,0.0,0.0,0.2373629992119817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5209339209288438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579178292503173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cwe87even,2019/07/04,"New here! What's up everyone? 

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How's your day going",0.19500000000000028,1.3017551666666662,1.7033333333333331,89.97500000000002,122.33333333333334,4.933333333333334,20.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,1.1154666666666668,50,2,9,1,3,16,11,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182271951410737,0.4690281636382101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489358982904623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36883632836934777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937078421810047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727979575073366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4690281636382101,0.0
lonely,MissingAuroraUnit313,2019/07/04,I guess somethings wrong with me. Friends just leave me on read. I just wanna talk with them. Rather not reply for a while cause I don’t wanna make it weird. I just wanna hang out with someone.,0.05615384615384755,2.4128837179487204,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,96.43589743589745,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.5574307692307694,151,3,33,0,6,45,29,39,0.157,0.7609999999999999,0.081,-0.2263,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,15,3,1,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,9,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506029560268926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636829009933631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759738234024063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613810714356537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278163979644855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413863631590279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891773021791792,0.2627447985145325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27431919255226017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731514163125597,0.0,0.0
lonely,3losersinatrenchcoat,2019/07/04,Hopefully I too can get some birthday love in here Today’s my 21st birthday and I shut myself away from the world. But all the same since I literally have no irl friends to wish me a Happy Birthday. Can I get some artificial warmth in here(just say Happy Birthday or something) cheers mates,3.1922424242424263,5.987586072727275,3.4322727272727285,86.78174242424242,79.18181818181819,5.848484848484849,27.34848484848485,7.1686216300943375,1.5147575757575749,234,10,43,3,6,72,43,55,0.032,0.585,0.38299999999999995,0.975,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,9,8,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,5,8,4,6,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,4,1,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602237376559593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139874083718651,0.0,0.2894122387490908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.589682388497918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750950844714855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24997749259359414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025876564647992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291135954321987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132261071366469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26253649171050564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185034288233664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mtnkid27,2019/07/04,"Celebrating the 4th of July alone... friends are out of town & and I hate parties. Tips? So everyone is out of town or going to big parties and I don’t enjoy those so I am celebrating alone.

Does anyone here have any ideas what I can do today?

I’ve got a ticket to a symphony tonight playing patriotic music but that’s it. Fireworks don’t happen here cause the wildfire danger is too high.

Thanks!",1.7392686357243328,4.273468721518988,3.6662447257383977,84.41163150492268,83.30379746835443,6.042756680731365,23.967651195499297,7.3871296695380915,1.3039102672292544,315,12,60,5,9,106,58,79,0.10099999999999999,0.6809999999999999,0.218,0.7911,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,8,14,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,7,13,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,2,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083544569274793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659084118025473,0.0,0.16689147036476906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160075302713945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521100988415569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476542023222853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345057505375601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896079912890586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947571440838052,0.0,0.196281799833754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170207854649776,0.0,0.0,0.24229774499068876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25929574968794195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27704508185524906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259463166269847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326259157585576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ifindlifedepressing,2019/07/04,"The Cruel reality of being lonely If I were to die in a hospital bed with my family around, from the outside it would seem like a heartfelt farewell. But no, my family only love me because we are 'family', they enjoy each other's company, not me though. I would go out, annoyed that I couldn't show anyone the fun, happy and loving person that I believe that I have. No, instead I would die being known as being bitter, socially awkward and overall negative. I just to be appreciated by someone, at least one person. Imagine being at the point where I no longer care about friends and just need someone to remind me why I should even still be alive.",8.313091397849464,6.998229717741939,8.837741935483873,68.50994623655916,62.306451612903224,11.16989247311828,35.98924731182796,10.125756701596842,3.6515956989247322,511,19,88,9,6,172,88,124,0.2,0.5670000000000001,0.233,0.7964,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,0,9,14,3,1,6,0,14,2,0,0,0,22,20,7,2,7,5,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,5,8,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,5,0,1,1,1,16,9,14,8,2,9,0,1,0,2,8,7,0,2,2,75,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112767570952306,0.0,0.0,0.14167135559808156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701233215483457,0.0,0.0,0.1793001009504586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225729032576036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303314223013422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511270679797373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500786681701478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229537867275575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044485481045933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941109569020427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774942069013956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872662419241997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800280563723126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783967831153564,0.12103571778179155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779157357539756,0.0,0.0,0.15044194126447544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487816334625028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222664257553382,0.2696833522738297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270921151593726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635757060713973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436021544188721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391526901746746,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sul74,2019/07/04,"A tough year First of all i want to start off by saying that I hope everyone is okay.

Its been around a year since ive had no real friend. Someone who i could talk to everyday, someone that could make me smile. She was amazing, but she became cold. Saying she wanted to focus on herself, she said a lot of heartbreaking stuff, she didnt seem to care anymore and it's made me feel so worthless. I dont really have anyone to talk to, most of my interactions are online. It hurts so bad, not having anyone there.",4.126948682385574,4.908610932038837,5.041775312066574,85.1233009708738,70.74757281553399,7.827461858529817,24.423023578363384,7.957251820313856,1.1804712898751726,398,10,82,5,7,130,75,103,0.223,0.6829999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.9638,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,3,1,12,0,0,2,1,17,22,4,0,5,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,5,14,5,13,14,3,8,0,3,0,0,14,3,0,4,5,59,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251236873747702,0.24326077095391846,0.0,0.0,0.15485301730792966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524158228499826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735434859841895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777709851266051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038689441277151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621736403415446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795470885652228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796239052467533,0.0,0.0,0.13439389200321716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277231101761245,0.0,0.0,0.18621783966264055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478866785643861,0.0,0.16459637382962394,0.11611345396026128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19799399794509126,0.11143728320175557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654669656293211,0.2766651831365131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835819909738869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389383018030014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29477575506368164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231232124019892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913195295741395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796299934458483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052012789051588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22403711635332335
lonely,satannitr,2019/07/04,"don't have anyone to talk to dont know where or how to start

the girl i love doesn't want me anymore. can't get over her. she's no villain. it would be better for her and probably me too..but no matter how hard i try. even though im logical and rational but i can't help it.

i just joined my first job (3 days back) ..moved to a new city.. staying with my 'friends'..and i thought it would distract me. but it doesn't.
my head has been hurting all night and I feel weak so i skipped work today. 

i get suicidal thoughts but i know that's not an option. i care for my family.
i feel like bursting into tears but I'm unable to cry.
i don't know how am i gonna continue like this.

i haven't been expressive. but that's how i am. how i've become. anti social but somehow functioning. yet empty. 
know quite a few people. but none friendly enough to talk to openly. not even family. 

it has been 8 or 9 years like this. some particular days like this one im unable to hold it within.

this is a desparate post.. for the first time.. just to see if saying it out helps. i couldn't do it anywhere else. 
I'm sorry if i ruined your day.",-1.3071436581810012,0.7119846016597506,1.149440394751597,98.42295390826513,99.24896265560166,4.265156442749804,15.642144218907704,6.099015368709567,-0.5534509139845238,863,22,203,10,37,290,135,241,0.20800000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9804,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,5,15,13,1,1,6,0,22,3,1,5,1,46,40,21,1,6,15,0,3,4,1,3,1,1,0,1,14,7,0,1,9,0,0,1,14,5,0,3,5,5,28,8,17,30,5,23,0,2,1,1,14,6,0,7,18,128,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930880796056408,0.08411904844413269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250601404833364,0.0,0.0,0.13286583355842596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639872510482118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226575002868352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214781493124508,0.2327575370013662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099487985740275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049818986732076,0.0,0.0,0.12430573974459087,0.0,0.1589187374981768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268229848998604,0.0,0.12165819233702806,0.08594488944229882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466029845498784,0.0,0.0,0.0929462343450002,0.0,0.12570729263816302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776836241668072,0.0,0.12346616321290188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612738847722093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878745236494182,0.0,0.2598969844619843,0.0,0.11938272312946765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26446276805101954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350969764490888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857866256879536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786364853662532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161899308007146,0.0,0.11289674428510915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152080776693084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340334295035322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521755837404354,0.0,0.12970758837804092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279576477047708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567022192605737,0.0,0.0,0.09586636395319127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263433228973222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466998937651428,0.08515148108777575,0.12822759125559374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159257185948542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933908938368011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819763982924893,0.19101518196124448,0.07014997503873073,0.0,0.11403371099403055,0.0,0.0,0.08167822234116814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095815841301803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758242666977915,0.0,0.0,0.1709203989493577,0.0,0.0,0.07747155026232737
lonely,wasting_my_youth,2019/07/04,"I'm sick of this. I've been lonely since I was 8. I've not had any happy memories, any friends since I was 8. I've always been the social outcast, I've always been quiet, I've never known what to say. I've basically wasted my childhood being quiet and scared and alone. I just wish it would change. I've been praying since I was a little girl but nothing has changed. It's my fault too. I've actually had opportunities to change myself because I moved school like 5 times when I was a kid (because my parents constantly changed house) so I had the chance to become one of the talkative, normal girls but I just never took it. I just stayed quiet and I wasted my entire childhood and school years being this quiet and pathetic social outcast. I hate it. I hate it. I have no one. NO ONE. I wish I was surrounded by people. I wish I could just call someone and go out to town every week, go on holiday in the summer with my friends, just spend time with people who love my company. That's not the case though because I'm a quiet, timid loser. My life is so empty and pathetic. I've never not felt alone.",1.3827827380952409,3.6823062366071433,3.3267857142857125,87.83488095238096,82.61607142857143,5.697619047619049,20.94047619047619,6.996647511020387,0.6157119047619051,863,26,173,11,24,290,110,224,0.23,0.63,0.14,-0.9721,1,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,10,13,2,2,8,0,19,3,0,0,3,31,31,13,0,6,10,1,1,1,2,1,2,6,0,3,10,10,0,0,2,1,1,4,8,7,0,3,14,7,25,6,12,13,0,23,1,2,0,1,12,6,0,0,13,104,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.09759144864259472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071521511911656,0.0,0.0,0.1664260384855013,0.0,0.0,0.1360150447405265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288822314313705,0.11044879107037367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211732688900613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231724317166144,0.0,0.0,0.1080709789051976,0.0,0.07984666872243497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425938435283753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960214614160478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452880462959154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367145063800416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645826698287922,0.0,0.19747047918869728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539351902672287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063720885057342,0.04885788945448435,0.10023230370593084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025933677289573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629057165781668,0.0,0.0,0.23139242141751284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798466547249857,0.09595847254566853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330000024374606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104484934467347,0.0,0.0,0.13866316348429067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952880037079545,0.10012347135397837,0.202422860880024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481780374081615,0.0,0.0,0.20388708492416546,0.08473477548869106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659311018297676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825540605043,0.0,0.11662862797963225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111036696734564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021879628702314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345005959703273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710414066868485,0.0,0.0,0.06440059750243528
lonely,pillboxhat,2019/07/04,"No one gives a shit about the plight of women who can get laid but not be loved. Over and over, this subreddit talks about how hard it is to be lonely. Ok I get it, some of you all have no friends, some of you all get absolutely no attention from your preferred sex, and I know that sucks- but what about the other side?

Imagine the only thing going for you is men wanting to use you as a cum dumpster. Being sweet to you at first, telling you all you want to hear just to lay with you. Now imagine this happening 10x. You build this relationship up, sleep with them then vamoos! Ghost! Houdini! Then they reappear over and over and because you're so lonely you succumb to their wants and wishes and believe it will be different this time. It's not. It's the same. You're fucked and used, disposed of like trash. You didn't even orgasm but you did this just to be close to another person but you soon realize no one will ever love you or want to love you because all you are is human trash. Where is our support?

I'm mentally ill and yeah I'm bangable but I'm not lovable. No one wants me and all my life, even by family I've just been tossed to the side like trash. Everyday is a constant battle of if I'll kill myself today or tomorrow. Who knows? 

I'm sad. We're all sad. Just because your loneliness is different than mine doesn't mean people like myself don't feel alone. It's not fun having people only interested in you because they wanna fuck you. That life is boring. I want love. I wanna be cared for. But sadly it's something I'll never get.",1.1719523809523795,3.5718826317460355,2.581865079365084,92.13660714285713,84.5873015873016,5.5317460317460325,19.86111111111111,6.937597516519254,0.3648253968253967,1219,35,255,16,36,394,164,315,0.222,0.626,0.152,-0.9833,2,5,1,0,0,1,36.0,1,20,4,1,15,26,6,0,8,2,24,13,3,3,8,61,58,23,2,11,17,0,2,3,1,2,3,1,0,4,19,12,0,0,9,0,0,1,13,12,0,4,3,4,34,14,35,47,9,24,0,5,0,8,41,11,4,5,15,175,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095265357512344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088954156921046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25786023648651396,0.0,0.0,0.11914559058159138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782057890404108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114279671890135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22097536615249955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969557699841553,0.09565817673375224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969298853904003,0.0,0.05347107472238863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899520689989922,0.0,0.0,0.08170325312837143,0.19553089175814775,0.22100292331102014,0.10144635895728764,0.060100945757057586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351559524688796,0.0,0.09473246394337416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918948996836028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699823255133407,0.0,0.11623638457960048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149390652929308,0.1549943462897908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381778993617745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151942538673362,0.0,0.0,0.10657251709517873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156198289105912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497961393965206,0.16085737821824125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662938178929336,0.0923380251678554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135374047536506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855227090930332,0.0,0.0,0.10582775143378843,0.0,0.0,0.08141257813958946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000541173830782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499895269140682,0.0924313664726505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025651723039529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166447955561165,0.0,0.10023994215763524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826704751820389,0.0,0.0,0.3742494197337271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160886692074725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hehpw,2019/07/04,"I had a dream In the dream I don’t remember everything that happened, all I remember is I met a girl. I think she had long black hair. I talked to her. I don’t remember the last time I had an actual conversation haha. I have friends, plenty of girls like me, but I never get to talk. It’s always just stupid conversations with no meaning. After the dream I don’t do talking anymore. I just can’t, because I know I’ll never have a conversation like the one I had with her. I know I’m pathetic, I have friends, people like me, but I just don’t like it anymore. It’s not worth it. I’m not sure where to go from here.",0.014910941475829276,2.1314099312977106,2.6785954198473303,91.41341475826977,87.09160305343512,6.2414249363867675,20.9470737913486,7.554174236665415,0.7778850890585236,475,16,109,9,15,165,68,131,0.132,0.6709999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.6495,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,0,8,1,14,1,1,0,4,20,24,2,0,0,7,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,7,3,1,1,10,1,0,1,5,2,22,8,9,19,1,9,0,0,1,0,14,2,0,0,10,72,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.1533287570755725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073838938207846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116463199056367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578033160464823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121144483606993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427846893942704,0.0,0.08208994751865596,0.0,0.08929625742687959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894278303621174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270067865065056,0.12807569331358698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30704819193029786,0.0,0.0,0.13904834323968504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115231079748944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423648988795325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647017672281303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892886008423086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5339670102485019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480859637597423,0.0,0.0,0.3788670010898653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067766323533547,0.0,0.0,0.09161931099638043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nishwho,2019/07/04,Hiiiiiiii I hope you had an amazing day or that you're preparing to slay the one ahead of you! We're all so damn strong and we have our own selves and each other. We've got this! :D,0.29050000000000153,2.113939049999999,3.0599999999999987,90.935,83.5,6.0,17.5,7.1686216300943375,-0.2057500000000001,142,3,36,2,4,50,34,40,0.07,0.618,0.312,0.9211,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,2,0,2,1,4,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,3,3,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077788720100273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057051956625215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6280129982605238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42846040731669466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,theyammie,2019/07/04,"Depressed and lonely Honestly, this is my first time posting to anything. I’ve always just browsed reddit. It’s been really tough lately with clinical depression, and I was hoping some other people would understand. I’m in my mid twenties and I have a small group of best friends, but outside of that I don’t really have anyone. Not really sure what I’m looking for, just needed to put something out there. Loneliness is tough.",4.722224231464736,7.1809401012658265,5.391175406871611,76.51164556962027,72.03797468354429,8.564918625678121,29.00723327305606,9.23628265651192,2.9933638336347204,344,14,55,8,7,111,62,79,0.19399999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0.102,-0.7753,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,10,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,1,15,14,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,2,1,5,5,8,11,2,9,0,3,1,0,2,4,0,2,3,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480218584159136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529512592803446,0.0,0.1827666005454427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330767082525556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825829995901916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891527786447104,0.0,0.0,0.1715913034457321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205920641552211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505346696298247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650523060647206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468183508989614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539738369115796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21270717593413024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22326845410346136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42684235999168796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709808344828157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093234429810902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950632952919494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312104218503667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777107188830652,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JuicySkrt,2019/07/04,"What’s a good way of meeting new people? I just finished my first year of high school (grade 10 where I live) and it’s sort of hit me that I don’t really have many friends at the moment nor do I have a job so at the time being my summer looks pretty lonely. I’ve never really been great at making friends nor am I good with sticking with them as it’s unlikely I stick with a friend or a group of friends for over a year. I’m pretty antisocial and I’m trying to get out of that bubble and meet new people, Any recommendations?",3.9801785714285693,4.084440232142857,5.400000000000002,84.845,70.78571428571428,8.185714285714287,24.035714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.0202000000000009,414,9,92,5,7,140,72,112,0.052000000000000005,0.725,0.223,0.9631,1,2,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,8,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,1,1,12,13,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,10,7,16,10,0,18,0,1,1,0,8,7,0,2,10,56,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129590936534727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129132686825985,0.0,0.0,0.5133383221720109,0.0,0.08678454154492034,0.0,0.0,0.2786469142462231,0.0,0.18313458761909907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755021560354756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648364971950669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667635214134633,0.0,0.13948883223284886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087833819882736,0.1684073770570279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811268170844592,0.3208561624408042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23031665798720016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379829788461697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282599652976425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811010093310355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685887422056592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277638602058962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318487491806531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21393613150647786
lonely,anotherthrowaway625,2019/07/04,"I feel like such a loser and like I'm going to be alone forever because I'm unemployed and live with my parents 

I can't seem to shake the idea that I don't deserve nor will I be able to find love because I'm unable to work and am forced to live with my parents at 27. I could write a whole post just about my situation but suffice to say it's not permanent and I have a plan for my future but unfortunately it's not something that's likely to change anytime in the near future. I know I'm a great person and I would make someone really happy and I have nothing but time to spend with someone right now but this is holding me back from even looking for a partner. I'll think about getting on a dating app or asking a girl out then think to myself ""but who would want to date the loser with no job who lives with his parents"". I don't know why I'm even making this post, I guess I'm just hoping someone will tell me I'm wrong and that there's some hope for me out there",3.3193096377306937,3.7954821100478497,4.629272043745729,88.4624043062201,72.39712918660288,7.119753930280246,25.45488721804512,6.868970318607317,0.8507222146274773,767,22,172,6,14,255,114,209,0.098,0.77,0.132,0.7991,6,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,11,12,0,1,10,0,14,1,0,2,0,44,38,15,0,6,10,3,1,3,1,4,0,1,0,3,9,14,0,1,8,0,1,2,7,4,0,0,0,3,20,8,27,31,2,19,0,2,1,1,14,7,0,6,11,109,29,3,0.11915582451667098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340949868281464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139461106913244,0.0,0.0,0.0916234740032172,0.0,0.1452725693219694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605106284013853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513623007887652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740259661583147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060248765107563725,0.08512494484316926,0.0,0.0,0.10890626491846586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062254000334668075,0.0,0.06771900101987767,0.0,0.0,0.13136971718664345,0.13126357445155226,0.0,0.0,0.12684359089154998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366972392705311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345124221825131,0.0,0.0,0.11824376978745298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096984992068164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746405511970014,0.0,0.3156503282523729,0.0,0.10006088243274827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754278378028677,0.0,0.1590748762500379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433322727410435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969253259539193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404226991355127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282366843496809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633427234464382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175842308087296,0.0,0.09475749422025864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847498746018393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393613919007905,0.0,0.0,0.3028810303131288,0.09173197513981424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414744263313157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270048209792772,0.0,0.0,0.06948071950142858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028119252089253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751959812338216,0.13303322277305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867468593871572,0.0,0.0,0.16928975797804452,0.1302781887142741,0.0,0.0
lonely,ac559,2019/07/04,Hey could really use someone to talk to I haven't had a conversation with someone in a really long time so id really appreciate if someone messaged me. If not its all good hope everyone's having a good day.,4.185714285714287,5.325229952380956,7.00809523809524,69.75357142857145,70.90476190476191,11.314285714285715,30.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,3.978180952380953,166,7,31,6,3,61,32,42,0.115,0.7390000000000001,0.147,0.32799999999999996,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,8,6,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,4,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859456974734716,0.0,0.0,0.15019638516936634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22253874841136145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906783313699729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313147851754977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610251923455106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475906655273159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5919871366183476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719015645961484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580148002438427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114433029558373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,aouzisi,2019/07/04,"So much pain I got really sick after getting seriously hurt in March and ever since I’ve struggled with debilitating chronic pain and psychogenic non epileptic seizures among other things. I’m 19, female, college student — and I’m in so much pain every day it takes me hours to eat a bowl of cereal. I keep finding myself thinking things would be easier if I had a walker or wheelchair and I hate that because I’m fucking nineteen. Right now my legs hurt ao bad I’m just on my bed crying because I don’t know what else to do. Talk to me?",3.3544444444444466,5.229950280373839,4.7064797507788185,82.49488058151611,74.23364485981308,6.6247144340602295,27.77673935617861,7.3871296695380915,1.6328222222222228,428,17,80,5,9,142,78,107,0.295,0.6809999999999999,0.023,-0.9858,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,2,1,2,0,5,8,1,0,1,14,17,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,6,5,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,2,0,10,0,10,13,2,11,0,2,0,1,1,5,1,2,6,46,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827311316394245,0.2019023308098188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190912617326607,0.1068014132209691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945508123440653,0.13834158294838975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497990470087252,0.1395292091617382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513598116248404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309899397132182,0.08652168698102522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324493083805869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635004813149963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308739596884012,0.0,0.3545667846869326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719717925290807,0.0,0.0,0.09101208193747704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434772050506221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5286456355692188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609069268195513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414256173443535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136990024145233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312612176462552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245142200724253,0.1331068868827792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22004097687452284,0.10611288626356022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764091761275232,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,flappatamuss,2019/07/04,"I just need someone concrete in my life Like I can't trust anyone anymore because everyone that has entered my life has left it again. I don't like the fact that maybe one day everyone will leave and I will be alone. I just need confidence to be myself you know, no one knows who I am and it's exhausting honestly. I never know what to say and i overthink everything. Should I invite my friend over or would they not want to come but feel pressured into coming and then not enjoy it or if I don't ask them they might feel let down to the fact that I didn't ask them. It's actually exhausting. I'm sorry for wasting your time I just needed to write it down somewhere.",2.984061048440612,4.527525189781024,4.081871267418717,87.98049767750501,74.47445255474453,7.317584605175848,24.863304578633052,8.00094639256281,1.2973270072992702,529,17,111,8,11,172,84,137,0.182,0.7490000000000001,0.069,-0.9044,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,4,0,4,9,0,1,2,0,15,4,0,0,3,32,29,9,0,7,9,0,2,2,1,5,4,1,0,0,10,7,0,0,5,0,0,3,8,3,0,2,1,3,22,6,11,20,0,14,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,4,7,79,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.1559527850844389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551632014813036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848987651626595,0.11174378345128637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988040030189754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741949100059398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753265850729967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306507381464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054131097199337,0.1436281003512497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161079982511414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346982134680405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634843489431034,0.0,0.0,0.1692171019060499,0.17363545545236134,0.16341789158561645,0.2257589082662728,0.15615146695237925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055194056577454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953454468483822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554941832593044,0.12325633399722245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21658455863137493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270883677285288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540760399367996,0.0,0.0,0.17889567712205715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318725978037176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426085095425753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352536911000136,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SventheBright,2019/07/04,"It has been a hard year. I feel lonely. Had to kick my girlfriend of 5 years out of my apartment due to her continued drunk driving. I was away on military orders when I had to do this and it was the hardest thing I've ever had to do.

This isn't about all of that though.  I know there are better subreddits for that type of thing but I just thought I'd give a bit of context.

I'm very secluded from my family due to their extreme religious views and I can't seem to get past surface level with friends anymore.

Do any of you lonely friends have any tips on how I can socialize more and perhaps kick the social anxiety that has been plaguing me since the start of this year?

I feel like a hug would heal me right up, and I know there are many people out there right now who feel the same. 
<here's a freebie for all of you>*

Hang in there friends,  I am a born and bred pessimist but I believe in you all :)",1.8473949579831943,3.6573457407407446,2.8559352629940875,94.38868347338938,78.36507936507937,6.140180516651106,24.34516028633676,7.048011613610866,0.7502727046374105,711,25,160,8,17,226,113,189,0.067,0.782,0.151,0.9652,0,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,1,11,8,0,0,9,0,20,3,0,1,4,25,31,10,0,1,3,0,4,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,11,8,1,0,7,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,8,5,20,6,27,22,6,28,0,2,1,1,12,13,0,1,13,109,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132831973570999,0.0,0.11996531957662138,0.0,0.15552129027126296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473356471038838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766801538701831,0.0,0.13869275281828886,0.17120461024827885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185083393989906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147834027838353,0.0,0.2378756359368452,0.11203079074183186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36347152917580616,0.0,0.08193091810143803,0.15043408843459705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047810098817812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236611285898998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661334008198348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898881035392134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970049887976927,0.10871783676577312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678433830035393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427611923069559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297214471952973,0.0,0.0,0.3197123484052919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099656792864096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083657853229404,0.0,0.15407286157228908,0.12449595326537853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939125045068728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139898819150623,0.0,0.0,0.3029568980379373
lonely,BigSchl0ng69,2019/07/04,"It's 3 am. And I don't wanna sleep. Like It says above. Its 3 am and I don't wanna go to sleep.

I'm really lonely right now. I wanna talk to someone. Anyone! Just for a couple of hours so I could go to sleep.

I hate it. Only people on reddit give me real company.",-3.1597272727272703,-1.8216303666666642,1.287272727272729,95.54863636363638,111.0,3.515151515151515,8.787878787878787,5.565023196281405,-1.4471666666666665,198,2,47,2,11,75,41,60,0.165,0.835,0.0,-0.8358,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,5,3,3,0,0,8,10,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,9,9,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168349867523973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320209374183415,0.2400304994719719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810039316977189,0.2465742599433204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417487413645625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136337595090921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598173830821413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649861266364847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039293826917832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469154579033936,0.13897182790814902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525825459829606,0.0,0.1725125788889401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.651264281182825,0.0,0.18380529535181314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436126496711407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Eagleisthenesy,2019/07/04,Ps4 Use the ps4 generator,0.8520000000000003,2.9771142000000026,5.240000000000002,66.40000000000003,107.0,10.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,3.809000000000001,21,1,4,1,1,8,4,5,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,h8me2dayluvme2morrow,2019/07/04,"I just need a hug. It’s been a bad year after so many great ones. Lost a job, friend died, staying with extended family trying to put my life together, met someone amazing but found out after a month long distance isn’t ok for him, so he just cut me off entirely. 
I am trying day in day out to put my life back together, trying to move on, start new hobbies and focus on self care. The anxiety, the pain, the knot in my stomach even when I’m at work or reading a book or taking a walk listening to music doesn’t end. After being in career where I lived at my job surrounded by people 24/7, it’s weird to see no more phone calls, no more texts, just nothing. 
These days are so lonely, I just wish for someone to hug me or hold my hand.",6.984061624649861,4.673996052287585,7.665004668534081,79.03823529411767,65.60130718954248,10.834360410831001,32.31465919701214,9.23628265651192,2.5187953314659186,568,16,123,8,7,191,103,153,0.158,0.6779999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.4547,2,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,11,13,1,0,9,1,6,7,2,0,0,16,17,9,1,2,8,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,2,0,4,4,6,0,1,4,3,12,7,23,12,2,31,0,2,1,2,8,12,0,3,14,74,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028561944135283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110853774177129,0.12037152296924825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720830202343269,0.0,0.14698554442983153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27892296203890954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962022307830578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768715531246966,0.0,0.0,0.09521944070540501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359056716741348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806917901597958,0.1113813083256587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589421174120742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28612248763696696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365561636508112,0.0,0.0,0.12730009271712964,0.12758124434610146,0.0,0.0,0.1573728264617633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616040282314238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115070907470364,0.15322428672515245,0.0,0.10689631631351322,0.0,0.1392351890106185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832994104481233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768974815205847,0.0,0.15340143095176678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999456677509136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898507328345531,0.0,0.0,0.14420373725389213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488062014321497,0.0,0.15039524853215605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443006060192886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204053382324282,0.15366041430449945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839393110123734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936351535976797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578231812082234,0.0,0.0,0.10495363623454652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283735577932233
lonely,galigamish,2019/03/14,I'm so fundamentally lonely it actually hurts I'm in collage and i do have friends who calls me to hang out sometimes but i don't know 90% of the time I feel empty and lonely and cold like wind just passes through me  and the worst of it is that I don't know what to do i have no one in my life that actually cares or thats what I think at least.,1.4342307692307692,2.3519644743589763,3.7005128205128233,91.68615384615387,77.33333333333333,6.7384615384615385,21.974358974358974,7.1686216300943375,0.3141128205128205,271,7,69,3,6,94,50,78,0.213,0.6779999999999999,0.109,-0.8384,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,12,14,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,0,2,9,3,9,14,2,7,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.5628575978106414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944802752036585,0.0,0.29403466366840064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581956090198836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222810791765416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30872938998659993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31698518588284763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036996593589312,0.14089366781079976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195421749486758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28522686752397897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478982273983866,0.0,0.0,0.1681635796312876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,etjelta,2019/03/14,"Everyone is lying to me when they say they care about me When I need people to talk to or hangout with, no one wants to be there for me or talk, but if I say something about being lonely or wanting to die, suddenly they “care.” If they actually cared, they’d be there for me when I ask to hang out or try and talk to them. It’s all fake. They just don’t want to feel responsible if I end up committing suicide. ",4.431724137931036,3.923062287356324,5.7086436781609216,85.12572413793106,69.80459770114942,9.258850574712644,27.74482758620689,8.841846274778883,1.7066937931034478,317,9,74,5,5,107,54,87,0.214,0.637,0.149,-0.8705,0,2,1,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,7,0,8,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,19,15,12,2,7,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,3,15,3,15,11,1,8,0,1,0,0,13,2,0,7,5,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.179892589671938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233621662582455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5638512189197193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131936972667585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632735573705742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614804120853345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320957392249178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668831286597696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491587474393677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780051899140016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931945790578357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419165737685348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164178537862948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445047834941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515708407167694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261915824137581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,theboimikey,2019/03/14,"First step, I would say, to stop being lonely is to unsubscribe from this sub. Let go of all things that associate with loneliness. Make that first step! :) ",3.59059523809524,6.4384863928571425,3.2214285714285715,88.59023809523809,77.92857142857143,8.019047619047619,20.047619047619047,8.841846274778883,1.4623190476190482,121,3,23,3,3,36,24,28,0.22399999999999998,0.69,0.086,-0.5848,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,5,3,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6436526769268542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502637489527446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38689093948238495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525531494987625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008809960200286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31631952854084805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25136050726864456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687706730510703,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DecipheredEnigma,2019/03/14,"Something happened last weekend that really hurt and made me realize I have no friends Last Friday, someone with a group of students I know, Wilson, invited me to the movies cause they had an extra ticket. This really caught me off guard because no one's ever invited me to hang out before. I was so excited to feel included for once. Later that same day, he told me nvm cause they refunded the ticket. The screenshot of the text is in my post history. 

But it didn't stop there. Another guy who I've known for over a year due to being the same major and sharing alot of classes with, and also considered a friend, John, said he's was gonna go to the movies too on the weekend with his group of friends who I've also known for a long time. I told him to text me and let me know what day over the weekend they're gonna go to the movies and I'll join them. The weekend goes by and nothing. I didn't think of it as anything, I just assumed they never went because I know people are busy and have other things to deal with. 

Monday comes along. I found out they all went without me. 

I'm starting to cry typing this knowing no one wants to hang out with me or want to know me or be a friend. I'm a boring ugly person to begin with so I dont blame them. Maybe I'm meant to be alone for the rest of my life, which probably won't be much longer anyway. ",3.61466566772804,4.2323802811387905,4.707432103390151,87.65428919273273,71.81138790035587,7.623974527064995,25.82150215396141,7.669130373188453,1.2017501779359434,1053,31,228,12,19,346,154,281,0.075,0.8320000000000001,0.094,0.64,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,6,0,9,8,0,0,19,0,16,1,0,3,3,49,45,15,0,2,5,0,1,0,4,3,1,1,0,2,12,18,0,2,13,6,1,8,9,2,0,2,14,2,29,6,41,23,8,36,0,1,0,0,25,8,0,4,19,148,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214029636715722,0.0,0.18747910532122405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229137660051704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646079725208437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291055910696265,0.0,0.09974426798362404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408312763176134,0.0,0.1009733160316778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875896391987665,0.15119240689895175,0.12084707560834325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373791512019488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603079952490574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926917068523192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852398090821235,0.36225073689619197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323589364578184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606469523383815,0.10365588881829883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548477582484488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221009748378053,0.19109736448822576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986380761545475,0.08279485827819047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037346402041266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091493225896576,0.0,0.0,0.1177616889407828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616904857913812,0.0,0.09040609545429767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247426482856794,0.0,0.0,0.1248338243800528,0.1588605116390713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126451452359591,0.10235062980919238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226287358090924,0.0,0.1263813155048513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018628211384502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150158935378472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931881287468954,0.09024049011043626,0.0,0.0,0.08296782271284188,0.0,0.0,0.0979998734650074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787473008719477,0.07510885012349469,0.0,0.0,0.06835102123853995,0.0,0.0,0.22401450582617874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827695847526938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732535628741406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299440350737287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548483908140198
lonely,foreveryoung3,2019/03/14,"I don't know what's wrong with me I'm in high school, and for the last couple of months i've been trying to self improve by dressing better and improving my hygiene and talking more. I can still improve but i'm mostly happy with my improvements.

I met this girl in september and became friends with her and got to know some of her friends. She's kind of different from me. Im shy and quiet most of the time while she's loud and talkative. I'm trying to become closer to her and become a part of her friend group, but it doesn't seem to happen. I try to be extra social and make good jokes around her but i still feel distant from her and every friend i make in general.

I wish i could know what's wrong with me and why  others seem to make almost no effort and have friends. The girl's closest friend is also kind of introverted and doesn't really make much effort to talk to people and she's part of the friend group that i want to be apart of.

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lonely,RadioLoveShows,2019/03/14,"I always end up lonely For the last couple of months I've had a friend, who I met online, and they had the same problems with loneliness, anxiety, and depression so we were always there for each other, and it was the great to finally have someone who related and was there for me for the first time. But recently they got asked out and they've also been hanging out with their friends more and more and we still talk but not as much. And I know that sooner or later they'll just be gone, and I'm happy they'll be better, but I'll be the same, alone and dealing with my problems and I wish I could be as lucky as they were to have events unfold like they did. I just want something fun to do with someone and whenever I try to go hangout I always get left out.

I've been trying to better myself for so long and it's not paying off, I thought I would have gotten better but I haven't. I've only watched others get better and move away from me. And I think about killing myself a lot more, I have so many perfect chances to do it and I know nobody will care about it, it'll only make life for my parent easier. I can't think of any bad reasons to do it besides the pain I'll feel, but it won't last that long and it hurts to know that I mostly see good in doing it. 

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lonely,redsquirreldocs,2019/03/14,"Looking to connect to anyone who has been lonely and found ways to reach out I hope someone can help - I'm a UK based film maker, I've recently been given funding to make a short documentary about loneliness. I'm looking to speak to anyone who has experienced loneliness, has found ways to reach out and benefited from doing so. If there anyone here who would be willing to share a little of their story with me? Thank you",6.324074074074076,6.908495234567906,6.898370370370369,74.45866666666669,65.79012345679013,9.442962962962962,31.014814814814812,9.3871,2.7662325925925915,338,12,60,6,5,111,54,81,0.095,0.759,0.146,0.34,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,2,0,12,20,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,4,4,14,12,0,7,0,1,2,0,8,4,0,2,1,40,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635142766428314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845562358629571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810903797296412,0.0,0.0,0.21946937149300072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146625988019086,0.0,0.0,0.3711120424763546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749670599672793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817754136359346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872240097795705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343606047561166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507854917353151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696810363376856,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vitamin-water,2019/03/14,"Ugly, disgusting, repulsive Context...im 21f and shes 23f

I feel so ugly with my girlfriend
She doesnt like to just look at me
She doesnt like when i look at her
She probably called me beautiful once in the 1+ years we've been together, and it was when i was getting upset because i was insecure around her so she probably just said it to calm me down
She called me a ""beaut"" like once
She loves me but she acts like im dirty and gross
I dont feel attractive to her

And whenever she says something that reminds me i cry and she gets upset and sad too",-0.3024679487179505,1.9638015897435888,1.885806623931625,94.56665865384615,92.93162393162392,6.001923076923077,20.133012820512818,7.413659706084162,0.7599576923076925,434,15,98,9,16,145,68,117,0.311,0.64,0.049,-0.9853,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,14,1,3,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,13,16,11,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,5,7,26,8,9,11,0,9,0,1,3,1,19,5,0,0,7,61,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293639966107425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472629939799613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35084937342732586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887117353666811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013456557685096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373218474659585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951444262879004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371142050134588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357267649733761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28853364349755345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550541554380707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659179433267039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37045401175619175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341897901717692,0.136620447428322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225828300138565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063210314266156
lonely,TreeTrunks2278,2019/03/14,God damn dude I miss having a girlfriend. Someone that was just always there to chat with me about anything. My friends are always busy and I never really get to talk to anyone. Life's shit when you're lonely and all I want is to tell someone about my day and listen to how theirs is ,4.0915517241379336,4.968460741379314,4.5098275862069,88.55543103448278,70.89655172413794,6.4896551724137925,23.12068965517241,5.985473137389443,0.4076758620689653,225,5,46,1,4,71,45,58,0.168,0.727,0.105,-0.5994,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,1,0,5,2,1,1,2,9,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,7,1,8,8,1,3,0,2,0,0,7,0,2,0,3,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724246581532648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849669646847976,0.0,0.2336104640518887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830802219293439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932630965174155,0.0,0.14831647987104782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051405145379408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189470802009307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186189653375004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914005020760446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810641136233729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281733701444945,0.2481251324553989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744079127126132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pizza_is_Banana,2019/03/14,"I’m just lonely ya know? Why is it? No, I’m not unhappy nor depressed, in fact, my life is great! But at the end of each day, I feel lonely. I feel a hole in my heart, empty, like the barren desert. Why? Is anybody else in a same situation? ",-2.057307692307692,-0.2255109615384612,1.2411538461538465,97.74134615384621,100.92307692307692,4.138461538461539,14.192307692307693,5.985473137389443,-0.8132000000000001,178,4,44,2,8,63,38,52,0.21,0.639,0.15,-0.3776,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,3,2,1,0,1,9,8,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,5,2,5,8,2,6,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874058658511157,0.0,0.2502838808029637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427498228138304,0.0,0.2573756035481347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938610603101779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32037539953054395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443493653796375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597001154199784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525160518166574,0.14196710769723295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266342123857661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244227504456304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,depressedCOLGstudent,2019/03/14,"Is it abnormal? Is it abnormal to hate [celebrating] your birthday at a young age? I’m turning 19 in June, and usually people my age get super excited like starting to drink (like they didn’t do that already at 14 lol), go to parties, hang with friends, whatever it may be. But for me, I stopped wanting to celebrate my birthday at 16 years old because I finally realized i’ll never have a good time even if I did have friends and will always feel like I lack in something. We’re in March now and usually around this time, I forget my birthday is coming up. 

Usually this could just mean I hate myself and the life i live. I just want to be able to understand why I can never feel happy. Celebrating your birthday with your parents & family is fun too, but I want to have a good time with people my age who goes to these parties, travel, or just feel “wanted” and “included”by somebody. I’ll never have that experience...

P.S. don’t even say I need to start getting out more or something will only change if i make friends or anything related to that. it’s easier said than done. I don’t know what it be on why I feel like this, but I wouldn’t be surprised if I have some mental issues...",4.977302259887008,5.464333199152545,6.0459999999999985,79.73854802259888,68.70338983050847,9.344180790960452,31.83502824858757,9.3871,2.7703590960451967,929,38,184,18,15,310,129,236,0.076,0.765,0.159,0.9584,1,0,3,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,1,1,8,16,2,0,4,1,25,2,0,1,3,47,49,14,0,11,12,1,4,4,3,4,1,2,0,0,14,11,1,1,8,2,0,4,7,2,0,0,4,6,26,14,25,36,3,36,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,8,26,121,40,0,0.10662798387412743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766663167788513,0.0,0.0887230243729687,0.11553137597891595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774574543537937,0.09492151209332904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499942928450303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279826857271635,0.09185056662063057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513376872547644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911744794850856,0.0,0.10445483049922052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085355543278955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430262853485484,0.1005193735489807,0.0,0.21565724983679976,0.15235010596991044,0.0,0.11680574439943045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471415475170019,0.0,0.11141744133298648,0.0,0.060599140478519276,0.17886898788637698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135074715733122,0.0,0.2105461176320305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129191234466893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859995137453601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531449837441016,0.20837218773357585,0.0,0.09415446327607792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117500721584426,0.0,0.0,0.1161491335035304,0.0,0.0,0.10745592857566226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906329896438767,0.2467142237112704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188813231837903,0.0,0.0,0.08109538657724727,0.0,0.0,0.11839775752107935,0.0,0.0,0.14784483660615932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142763022691052,0.08479485251060342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417486271653453,0.0,0.0,0.15094367159465705,0.0,0.0,0.0891457690038335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865269046296071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598062745869625,0.0,0.111003491650788,0.0,0.0,0.35230697984777315,0.0,0.25156779009904634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924303410488952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866492567916394
lonely,denter_g,2019/03/14,I don’t know.. I hate being so alone my entire life I had no friends and I try making friends but they don’t last long and this loneliness I feel drives me mad to the point I wanna cry cause I don’t know what to do.. I hate everything and I hate myself for not knowing how to talk to people...,-2.1311458333333317,-0.5851951562499984,0.3181250000000002,102.28104166666668,109.9375,3.3833333333333333,13.145833333333332,5.46131890053228,-1.1754541666666665,226,5,55,2,12,75,42,64,0.382,0.563,0.055,-0.9786,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,1,0,6,1,0,3,0,13,14,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,1,13,2,6,12,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525763563763575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135070247047959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283004409639003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679152161590834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508921003296688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32115046772340355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6155914126013101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426672241761708,0.16941582648509604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680222703730986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839302164358106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387335744671534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408879922332324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647422453673166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705242672501194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110845637014946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ATXRI,2019/03/14,"Nobody left lmao So my only real friend that I have left now has a new boyfriend. She still texts me regularly but we’re drifting since she’s always with him. Lost my only real best friend years ago, she turned out to be fake. Basically I’m super shy and not sure how to deal with finding new friends. Usually I only talk to new people because my sister introduces us. Also not currently in college.. I’m taking this semester off to figure out what I want to do next year... so yeah kinda hard to make college friends.  Any advice?",1.5005769230769241,4.133264057692312,3.1876923076923083,86.45730769230771,86.30769230769229,5.5076923076923086,21.46153846153846,7.010146845296331,0.8724076923076924,418,14,78,6,13,138,77,104,0.105,0.635,0.26,0.9718,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,3,6,9,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,17,11,6,0,1,3,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,12,7,12,9,1,18,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,1,11,43,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386847000557225,0.1214364786652108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955365843686532,0.11398957254391336,0.0,0.0,0.09316028279351593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350997063166173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376623427184476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412342908465085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252095839895036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233633762059077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271927443438728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976876934278685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954459625109745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144423001450222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969275495524746,0.14569414936177294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31256920680581113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497404899497183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118572064143093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113322445038784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940319203475676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911475954774468,0.0,0.10300206857212588,0.1101101920900879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900959746159834,0.0,0.0,0.16478632193200385,0.0,0.15087899419157658,0.0,0.08080232009072491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643865461629055
lonely,anonymous42_Pfz,2019/03/14,"It’s my birthday soon I’m turning 19 on March 18th and i don’t have anyone in my life. I don’t have any family who cares about me other than my mom, she’s a bit narcissistic but she cares. I don’t have any friends either. I have mental illnesses and apart from being in the hospital last Christmas, this is one of the lowest feelings I’ve had since. ",0.8256756756756758,3.0102836621621663,2.8472297297297287,91.1246283783784,84.0,5.8621621621621625,20.06081081081081,7.1686216300943375,0.4683567567567573,277,8,60,4,8,93,53,74,0.10300000000000001,0.762,0.136,0.3506,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,10,2,0,0,0,5,15,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,10,3,7,13,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34762741270738706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871831814736244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27904408993146873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5211932984235229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24095269221566626,0.0,0.12923676578297372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747245109770006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834444830744087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805346621797621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575801496835205,0.0,0.0,0.2993503632363104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319812726836106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143124081010964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780145104805865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MarmaLiu,2019/03/14,"Had a happy moment, then sank deeper into sadness afterwards Tonight I hung out with some friends in college who I didn't really know that well. I met them 2 years ago in classes, and due to how busy everyone is with internship search, classes, and research, I didn't really get that close to them or get to know them that well. However, I was beyond happy tonight. I felt like it was so easy to talk to them about life, music, sports, and other things. I haven't felt this genuinely happy in such a long time (at least 5 months?), and I couldn't believe that I didn't make the time to hang out with them more prior. Now we're all seniors, and they're about to graduate and I'll never see them again after this semester. 

I just feel so sad that I've been forcing friendships with other people who don't really give a shit about me, but have been ignoring such good people that I can easily relate to. I feel like most of my friendships in college are laughably shallow, and none of them I really cherish because most times they're just too busy or they just put me on the back of their priority list because they got other friends they can hang out with. I feel like I've been dragging my ""friends"" to hang out with me most of the time, and them just always shooting me down. I'm just tired of being disappointed in my friends, and I think tonight I finally found people who are genuine and would make time for me (because they had the same problems with making close friends in college). It's just too bad that I've been wasting so much time. ",8.277002801120446,6.288072797385624,7.742128851540617,78.48529411764707,62.8562091503268,10.834360410831001,35.582633053221286,9.23628265651192,2.9426515406162457,1220,42,246,16,14,384,147,306,0.085,0.742,0.17300000000000001,0.9737,1,0,0,1,0,0,33.0,0,0,13,0,23,22,1,0,7,0,22,3,1,4,2,57,41,18,0,3,9,0,5,3,5,1,2,0,0,0,18,24,0,1,9,1,0,4,8,7,2,0,16,6,37,15,41,22,10,46,0,3,1,0,24,17,1,6,28,169,55,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274971212206894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706197803637793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045533888457837,0.08736312087190767,0.1913475873282548,0.0,0.0,0.1178841251846386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998009823819988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871483373145825,0.14949785214753472,0.20092573111516207,0.11461894164784905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147232871351489,0.40419106039771785,0.0,0.10933151680475478,0.10037228587706036,0.0,0.08776012768280611,0.08368354969873645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341472543430782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500572068093401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390448251323872,0.15335332874467236,0.0,0.0,0.09259578508152908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952746906763944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083516045574515,0.0,0.07691635780692965,0.0,0.08069843755445291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761539366525945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011843111004344,0.0,0.105183784265591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26811905210144604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337793903276791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740296330300164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409901810655107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951266959856985,0.0670437852781913,0.0,0.0,0.3660696056931099,0.12025877727004665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815297516260515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432737623184632,0.0,0.0,0.06737940115993438
lonely,FemmeBasketCase,2019/03/14,"Just want someone to talk to before bed Have a disscord if you want it, I may fall asleep on you but I promise to text in the morning. Just need someone to take up the time. 22 f if it matters, bf deployed",-1.373961038961042,0.6061391363636375,0.8068831168831174,100.47318181818184,100.8181818181818,2.5142857142857142,22.19480519480519,3.1291,-0.4360740259740257,158,7,36,0,7,52,33,44,0.0,0.8490000000000001,0.151,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,10,6,3,0,5,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,7,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,1,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196065829925545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27850146201010045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6364866282836019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28240326070899896,0.3018917747439299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190144534991008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430753475692456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mduncan55,2019/03/14,"If nobody is there for you, I am. I live with generalized anxiety, depression, and agoraphobia.  I know what it is to feel isolated and lonely.  So if you're in need of a hand, a shoulder, or an ear and you feel like there is nobody to give that to you, then feel free to send me a message and I'll do my best to help you out.",2.1895714285714263,2.8332931000000023,4.535714285714288,87.47928571428572,75.14285714285714,8.457142857142857,24.0,8.841846274778883,1.342085714285714,247,7,60,5,5,87,47,70,0.129,0.67,0.201,0.7717,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,0,5,3,3,0,0,15,11,9,0,3,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,9,4,10,11,1,4,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,3,2,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26270965524493056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603902767495491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957807198662245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5209191000256009,0.24533398916014046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294326030990716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301821885819197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873055248343024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777402195178104,0.0,0.3032395668607453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546360490871594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cloudy2k3,2019/03/14,"I'm starting to hate high school when to comes to peer groups. I love my high school when it comes to education and studying, but in recent months, I'm starting to feel like an outcast.

I get mocked and treated like a subhuman because of who I am, the more stuff like this happens, the more I grow distant. Breakfast and lunch are the worst times in this whole semester because there is no group I'm interested in so I just eat alone at the back of the lunch table. What can I do about this.

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lonely,trillcosby007,2019/03/14,"Tired I can’t really socialize like I used too. I used to be great in groups but now rarely have the courage to speak up, mostly because I can’t think of anything worth saying. I feel I’m the most boring person in the group now but I used to be the most outgoing. I just feel like a shell of my former self. I miss when I could just carry on a conversation about nothing and think of things that were funny and relatable. Now I just feel an empty space in my mind. I want to get my old self back ",2.4922142857142866,3.616377876190477,3.801130952380955,91.18741071428572,75.0,7.154761904761906,20.74404761904762,7.645422480735847,0.4574047619047614,387,8,89,5,8,127,64,105,0.11800000000000001,0.7070000000000001,0.174,0.7282,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,7,0,7,1,0,3,0,21,19,5,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,5,14,4,13,15,3,13,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,3,9,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486236748689092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470465510283134,0.0,0.11471741968057013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025249272761748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854599283679873,0.13444126538735945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832025848401446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747750315363772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387791995344696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001583871442265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057108617069,0.0,0.1974712389590605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164318161341792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055780106929175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965433988095228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926414365139459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183356823135525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502348531485938,0.2411660421786761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629397289489166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876010163545264,0.0,0.0,0.1109979274917511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lon3ly_3ver,2019/03/14,"Forever empty I feel lonely--I always feel lonely. It's weird to say this because I have friends, I have a family and I have a boyfriend. But I never stop feeling isolated and anxious. My friends don't really talk to me and my boyfriend takes long breaks from me regularly--& as for my family, alright I care for them there's a gap between us and sharing our feelings.

 I came back from work today and I'm shaking from the stress of the last couple of days. I came home and I feel like I have...no one. 

I don't know what to do :(",0.35221494102228235,2.73163998165138,2.277621231979033,92.60038990825693,89.55045871559633,5.316120576671036,21.54718217562253,6.868970318607317,0.6367714285714281,414,15,88,6,14,137,66,109,0.152,0.662,0.18600000000000005,0.6985,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,1,1,2,10,0,2,5,1,6,0,0,0,1,17,17,8,0,0,1,0,5,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,1,6,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,2,6,19,6,12,15,0,11,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,8,56,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385814019141854,0.18045484992631688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815200239494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280652462254763,0.0,0.1015262058245703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809734271890479,0.1698069378216598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842823591414168,0.0,0.10740977796081763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140135450611968,0.0,0.4210587418902119,0.11898203096826225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25734937365053817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706137301589105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153050711445862,0.13575897037141535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136701296006146,0.0,0.0,0.14738987095585146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845219992483525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285733610483867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669500899863413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244577288785692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924171014884013,0.19078034204382624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522348092223332,0.1338650934848112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578681713474865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033691678966428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124903609650267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,420johncena,2019/03/14,"Relaxed friendship? I'm a 17 year old girl that just wants to talk to people. We can be Snapchat buddies (pm me) or something, I won't demand much. ",1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,2.4700000000000024,95.165,81.0,4.0,26.66666666666667,3.1291,0.3426666666666667,114,5,24,0,3,36,28,30,0.0,0.755,0.245,0.7558,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620154353640902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167548888218833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414103914341404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791204713696656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39582142890797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29046620653628874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171286829092125
lonely,saltsuge,2018/12/26,I'm not scared of being alone I'm scared of being abandoned and forgotten ,1.4740000000000002,4.165619400000004,3.068333333333332,86.4225,88.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.0003333333333335,61,2,11,1,2,20,10,15,0.35,0.406,0.244,-0.2705,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594231664437658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8882175151024572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,the_calm_observer,2018/12/26,"Have it all - yet nothing. On the outside, everything looks really damned rosy. I’m married. I have three kids. I own a half a million quid outright. I own two decent cars outright. I have no major health issues. I’m 40. I still have my own hair and everything down below still works...

To many, my life would be enviable but I can’t put into words how lonely I am. I work from home and have no friends. From morning to night, I stare at the the same walls and just get on with stuff. Even at the weekend, I still get up at 6am, sit in my office and just stare at the walls. I could fire up the computer and play WoW, but I don’t. I sit there. In silence. And stare. My youngest will get up, come down and say hello. I’ll make her breakfast, she’ll pop on Netflix and I’ll sit back in the chair and just stare. 

My phone never beeps unless it’s a work email or a advertisement mail. It never rings with someone for a chat. 

Come the evening, the wife goes to bed and snuggles with the youngest or claims she’s in pain. Either way I sleep on the sofa bed. 

I’m young...ish. I’m not bad looking. I’m fairly smart (have a couple of degrees). I’m a good dad. I provide for my wife. 

I’m so damned lonely it’s killing me. 

Just sayin’ ",-0.6568438538205967,1.5169701705426384,1.1429966777408644,99.99718604651164,93.41860465116278,3.8788039867109614,17.448947951273528,5.494401672091744,-0.6738149723145073,936,26,220,6,35,303,138,258,0.11800000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.092,-0.6918,0,4,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,3,14,12,3,0,18,0,14,6,2,2,3,36,29,17,1,2,11,3,2,0,1,3,3,2,4,1,5,16,1,0,0,4,0,4,7,7,0,4,0,10,25,5,31,24,7,38,0,2,6,0,14,21,2,2,9,135,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205538104109973,0.1216762981047826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510625157022263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635147682708386,0.1612446044603499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925031563420766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26194079434905393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258863343114676,0.0,0.22840966700047965,0.0,0.0,0.12222923530059698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490141949914427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617647146506585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210155211110235,0.0,0.0,0.16122578492826267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029315774873161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24474863958807294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727417600230856,0.14774471823844246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22478792072601436,0.0,0.0,0.1367552999587424,0.0,0.13982937764844586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506423597345276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649629457324725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335670871608512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588828339971098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583264994724968,0.0,0.12347435934982776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491342872759348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682301644641664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235450196680327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567163290709137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182738644816704,0.0,0.0,0.10352056906246122,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hurting123123,2018/12/26,Waiting one month for things to improve before I attempt suicide Everybody abandons me. I have nothing in my life. I’ve gone months without meaningful human interaction.,4.920000000000002,8.315008142857145,5.136857142857147,68.20814285714289,92.57142857142857,6.525714285714287,41.31428571428572,7.554174236665415,4.898105714285714,140,10,16,3,5,44,26,28,0.268,0.643,0.08900000000000001,-0.7061,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,4,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30628773927655895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542406744607469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5746113099798951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453781254557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24390888796856536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39372276534520173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391322880738885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469753310221153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Awerka,2018/12/26,"Made myself feel lonelier then needed So my sister was really nice this year and invited me to stay at hers for Christmas, I've been up there since Sunday and she only brought me home again about a hour ago.

Thing is because I've been in love with someone for 2 years who doesn't feel the same way and I've been obsessing over upsetting myself after hearing a half snippet of conversation two weeks ago that hinted he might have a girlfriend now.

I've managed to somehow in a house with a 9 year old and 10 month old make myself feel lonelier then ever.

I just want these feelings to go away. He isn't interested, he's said as much, I've messed it up countless times to the point I don't blame him if the rumours that he thinks I'm a psycho are true. I got so excited when he posted on Snapchat yesterday because he doesn't usually and it felt like I got to share a moment at least with him on Christmas even though I didn't send him a message, I messed up with Facebook earlier this year but someone added him to a group chat that I thought he'd leave when he saw I was in it and he hasn't so I kind of got to, in a general way, wish him a Merry Christmas too which made me ridiculously happy.

When that brief happiness went though it didn't matter what I was doing all I could do is sit there wishing I could be with him.

I don't know why I'm posting this, I guess I just want to get it off my chest. I only went to my sisters because I thought it would make me feel less lonely but in the end I felt so alone even surrounded by people. He isn't even a particularly nice person, he acts like me having a crush on him is the worst thing I could have ever done to him. Deleting him from Facebook was meant to help but then somehow we ended up friends on Snapchat and I can't bring myself to delete him from there no matter how much I try. I'm letting it ruin my life and having all these feelings for someone who just doesn't want them makes me feel more lonely then when I was just cruising through life on my own before meeting him.",4.048315363881399,4.599846877358491,4.81524258760108,87.51075471698114,70.79245283018868,7.660916442048517,27.40700808625337,7.5804360353943165,1.3395036388140158,1612,52,348,17,28,521,202,424,0.102,0.773,0.125,0.9119,0,5,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,0,29,22,1,2,18,0,38,4,1,6,5,65,80,28,0,11,8,2,9,2,2,2,2,2,1,1,22,14,0,0,14,2,0,9,12,9,0,2,26,12,53,13,48,46,10,67,0,3,1,1,45,21,0,5,33,235,75,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518932548822698,0.0,0.0,0.08873452415047857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049544648433744,0.0,0.0,0.15668193026252195,0.0,0.07290398758475444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521600514438668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767632043383054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176705766425028,0.0,0.0,0.16976462095498954,0.15499774069091238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032426103074893,0.0,0.16452484105026102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619308497402586,0.0,0.04476218731232689,0.0,0.048691659844506,0.0,0.2055688333638312,0.0,0.09438180157579226,0.0,0.0,0.18240744512265064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656310777602124,0.0,0.057426834094179466,0.0,0.08594003943397732,0.0,0.08437362725298937,0.09885863064425784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921839664755184,0.04708530313635265,0.0,0.0,0.09071854063888207,0.0,0.0876095410684973,0.12103102147154368,0.08371395704676117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732595826426793,0.162137454268532,0.17156823744122005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908887240618556,0.0,0.0,0.06838578636510217,0.0,0.1259634738877421,0.06352768750446335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980515355377893,0.0,0.0,0.1303209566009516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939696864467457,0.07480900101573988,0.0,0.0,0.08099153728255941,0.0,0.16410789927527822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488625596222641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149752011076275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087209386074368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21777905579309167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131924390278164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383868908386915,0.05489773786106128,0.1683525206175852,0.1360343886978549,0.049958379609321715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816839756937555,0.0,0.08369302795460498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436003815749258,0.0,0.15160181934856246,0.13601128271595614,0.06872413996690123,0.0,0.0,0.15884506846279345,0.07730928719555356,0.0,0.19704640276764648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086179053502359,0.0,0.0,0.22069020636378706
lonely,Yeamf93,2018/12/26,"I'm the friend who people turn to when they need help with their work/studies; never the friend they call for hanging out or going on adventures It hurts a lot because I used to be the second type. Then life sucked all the life out of me, and I started focusing on career and studies. Now, everyone wants to be my friend but it's clearly because they need me to help them with school work, career, etc. One of my best friends from high school actually rang me up today, we met up... All she wanted was to ask me how to get into a certain tech industry, and to pick my brains about her thesis. 

Not looking for anything, I don't really need people... I just hate being used. And I'm too chicken to stop giving people what they want... FOR FREE, I might add. ",3.6809873570138483,4.82338643046358,4.533172787477426,87.01175195665262,72.11258278145695,7.080313064419025,24.98555087296809,7.348242739294969,1.0505973509933773,585,17,120,6,11,189,98,151,0.069,0.711,0.221,0.9783,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,6,2,6,11,2,0,6,0,6,3,1,4,5,33,26,9,0,6,4,0,0,0,4,1,2,1,0,0,4,11,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,2,2,2,21,9,24,20,5,17,0,1,1,0,20,8,1,3,7,82,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.12978177286148354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944172961125884,0.0,0.12433030044610642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621423336104561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956772193131708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846393043248968,0.13580050207131034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832210934873993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270803045073249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109995804333417,0.0,0.06948324062802055,0.1275787969618098,0.07558286403537377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130284073747325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828451965627873,0.14051417823342902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237152602276829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787347297585025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168044357231413,0.0,0.0,0.11306570919195524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410843272760387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958373928388484,0.1025722338585078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011935240009536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766013534671285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851985829822099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269191595350874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413297711032023,0.0,0.0,0.111187922547086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606160890778634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446579592833554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297261301805696,0.0,0.0,0.23532776939479466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193640661551715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,takenbackhome,2018/12/26,"Happy Birthday to me It’s my birthday ! Yet don’t feel like celebrating as I’m all alone. I do have family and friends, but over the last year I’ve alienated my closest friends and family for absolute no reason and become a recluse. Now I know I shouldn’t feel angry if they don’t call or message to wish me as I’m the one who pulled away. And yet I’ve this tiny little angry person in me who is waiting for the phone to ring. Ok thanks for reading my inner feelings fellow humans of reddit. Bye.",2.263387270765911,4.048670980582525,3.995663430420713,86.79947141316076,77.05825242718447,6.519525350593313,24.06580366774541,7.3871296695380915,1.075015965480043,393,13,80,5,9,132,70,103,0.114,0.685,0.201,0.8378,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,1,1,16,15,9,0,3,3,0,3,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,1,5,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,4,10,6,12,14,1,12,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,2,7,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992165045326514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950173412534708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345143922772869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21682430947657536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003531459795491,0.0,0.3220985742989239,0.15169673780758913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281088761211885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22604136760968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166972796324296,0.17308658093888335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373928172802496,0.2128218657927344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388802733855968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854083191367716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123988615060555,0.0,0.0,0.21832232348732253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549543114768533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441821293764493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367408990104275
lonely,missholygolightly,2018/12/26,"Desperate to meet new people (guys) My problem is simple: I just don't have oportunity to meet new guys or new people at all. I am 21 and going on university. I have a couple of good friends (almost all are female),good grades and lot of interesting things to do. But I just can't find a boyfriend. I tried something with some guys from university, but nothing happened since they acted like total jerks. It seems like all good guys around me are in relationships or gay. I can't go out very often because my friends don't want to go with me so I am really unable to meet new people, even only for friendly relationships. It makes me feel so frustrated and helpless. What should I do?",3.909545454545455,5.876613893939401,4.912727272727274,81.21409090909091,72.93939393939394,7.830303030303033,26.393939393939394,8.575989854853784,1.9126121212121208,542,19,103,10,11,177,80,132,0.122,0.71,0.168,0.7732,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,7,12,2,0,2,0,14,1,0,1,4,28,22,9,0,3,6,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,4,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,0,1,14,8,16,21,6,13,0,1,0,1,13,5,0,7,6,69,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068614763567305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072908202414142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346956374126534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335615589462393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960415485925222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060939935310048515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015563102648768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793467862454657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054876079556876,0.30326635137057123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773459751541934,0.10657789009129263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776267805053475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246415163095984,0.0,0.0,0.08044988682194816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656065805784291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156448511672198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091662999796217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25066594660338565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532401676164745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720997451677601,0.0,0.0,0.2587927075294507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097194059791948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969768323611863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278431883048607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006997497914403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182705151366279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944390985352476,0.07108745412606919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,apduxusbw,2018/12/26,"Talked to my sister about how lonely and depressed I feel, she told she wants me to be happy (as long as she doesn't have to do anything to help) I hope my title isn't too convoluted but anyway, I posted here before and somebody replying saying I should just talk to my sister about my problems and my issues with her (basically that she doesn't talk to me and isn't very nice when she does) so I did plus I also talked to her about my lack of friends/loneliness and my general and constant feelings of worthlessness and depressing stuff like that.

We talked for about an hour and in the end in basically came down to me saying that she supposedly wants me to be happy but doesn't want to do anything about it or take any kind of initiative to help me and she didn't deny it - which in the context of this discussion means she agrees because I know my sister and yeah.. It's hard to explain but I know I'm not just making assumptions. basically.. It was as if she said it herself +she said things that were similar but not as direct. (hope that makes sense). She also basically told me to leave her alone and stuff and I was being annoying by asking her to help me...

She says she doesn't know how to help me and I said I don't know how to either which is why I'm asking/telling her (this is after not having any long or serious discussion about anything for months especially not my problems - so it's definitely not like I constantly pester her with them). She says that she badically doesn't want to help and she also said I'm asking her for ""special treatment"" when I'm asking her to help on account of my depressive issues and I said ""its not special treatment because I'm asking you for help and because you're my sister and also because you said you care about me"" and she just said ""family is a construct"" so that's nice.... My sister doesn't want to help me because to her I'm just like any other schmo out there. How am I supposed to think that means she cares?? Also, for the record, I definitely always cared about her and even when she was sad and alone but I knew she didn't want to talk to me I told her friends she was upset (since they didn't know) and asked them to talk to her since I think it would make her feel better (since I personally couldn't do anything which is similar to her situation to do with my help except she never had to ask me to help I just did) and like.. I don't know why I just do it for her when she wouldn't (and hasn't) done anything like that for me.... 

AND I just want to be clear here, I'm not trying to rant about her exactly - just trying to give a clear picture of my relationship with her and my situation... Mainly I wish i wasn't so lonely so I wouldn't even have to rely on her for her sake... 

Anyway, I don't know what I'm supposed to do?? I'm completely alone in this world it seems. Maybe I can get the courage to tell my parents about my problems but I really don't think they will understand because whenever I've told them about my problems, they dismissed them or misunderstood them for soemthing else like ""kid stuff"" you know? 

Anyway everything seems worse than it was and I didn't even know that was possible and I kind of feel even more worthless since I thought I could always rely on at least my family but no...  So yeah I am hating my life right now :/",3.011066666666665,4.541504795555556,4.161740740740743,87.48883333333336,74.37777777777778,7.311111111111113,23.75925925925927,7.984000788550335,1.1143481481481483,2607,76,553,39,54,851,217,675,0.113,0.727,0.16,0.9924,1,7,0,0,0,0,75.0,1,4,8,1,50,38,2,1,7,2,56,1,0,7,4,120,127,62,0,22,28,6,5,6,1,5,1,11,0,2,33,35,0,0,24,0,1,1,30,16,0,0,30,16,123,22,85,86,5,28,0,8,0,0,109,12,0,8,20,395,156,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819173499570848,0.0,0.19070686204000944,0.07937149336791692,0.0,0.0,0.09730193652209168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624305249700846,0.0,0.2675282026051318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444519526360322,0.0,0.04058461090059681,0.0,0.0,0.04218201776799918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054549942185266716,0.14588353905689427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05000690429762352,0.10308188626607798,0.0,0.0380802751457977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123237925500026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04173788558696775,0.048808158070453266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03984273708598216,0.0,0.04224327905021262,0.0,0.0,0.12600739345724246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04286485136559477,0.0,0.08992449082270985,0.0,0.09646333686287084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03684874705732503,0.0,0.024918471750512504,0.04575302791469405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015436251284399,0.042725013610925455,0.04708856550307934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196870012433697,0.0,0.0,0.09474304363542192,0.04696959584485941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956158894487553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933321984360692,0.2359054549977211,0.0,0.0,0.05050171870254372,0.0,0.0,0.033688122392577916,0.13980710052693562,0.0,0.0,0.08441648015882146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955095926866587,0.0,0.04791565892732252,0.10390685219217458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03806939267255389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03678503317761855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295923404479717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04164510472841484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053768520657173295,0.04567826437517308,0.0,0.0,0.1825492498582258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03055439648521145,0.0,0.0,0.05120617538617457,0.0,0.0407309470441431,0.3175795559124363,0.15171471264068806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683878613848768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781393848752098,0.1072215081067526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637967958852603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035860420475762,0.2683459166625147,0.04168720231937602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03168618792306633,0.0916823648839772,0.0,0.03786420275012163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229702295349115,0.0,0.06476303588524154,0.0,0.0,0.04965178409799817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039353058574628,0.19692066866492555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607395682400658,0.0,0.05484646211148775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048604895026665935,0.033880891421830685,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,manawydan-fab-llyr,2018/12/26,"Well, damn, some people *have* family Shit, reading all these posts who couldn't even stand family on the holiday.

I couldn't even get my parents to call me back. I work a lot, taking their suggestion to ""keep moving up the ladder"", and now ironically they take it personally when I don't call every weekend (at least to them, I work weekends, so it's the middle of my week) and now they've all gone and decided to ignore me on the holiday.",4.389310344827585,5.340175459770119,5.7983333333333364,79.31750000000002,70.26436781609196,9.47816091954023,25.99425287356322,9.725611199111238,2.263652873563218,343,10,68,8,6,116,61,87,0.10099999999999999,0.813,0.086,-0.3182,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,2,8,4,2,0,5,0,4,1,1,0,2,12,9,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,1,5,0,2,3,3,1,0,1,0,11,1,9,6,5,16,0,0,0,0,9,5,2,2,7,49,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388739030824805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087096104440664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26436756611195145,0.0,0.16861790846002167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773289506337285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045595111075409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778844777086749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701431189634343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21270620500750848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222203542735296,0.0,0.0,0.13874473915725782,0.17474553953477653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191668936968852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018386350327935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054302668189932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009452642680148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605319781646717,0.0,0.1799406399123121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29139361836591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BhriS25301,2018/12/26,"My current mood probably for life now is lonely. Does anyone else feel so lonely when you are in a group you are the one who is isolated so when you speak no one hears well that’s me life now. After having to deal with a break up the only girl i would ever text doesn’t text me anymore because of the break up. And since the reason for the heart break was my fault, I still feel all the guilt and still love her deep inside. Now since i have no one i have no one to check up or to check up on me no one to tell dumb jokes to no one to even make me happy and i’m kinda used to being lonely so now so i fell the worst that can happen is nothing and i should just stay lonely now.",0.5186768935762203,2.176241006711414,2.182190795781402,98.37343959731544,81.88590604026845,4.7940556088207105,14.669702780441035,5.288315135182226,-1.1226283796740175,526,6,128,2,14,172,83,149,0.213,0.715,0.07200000000000001,-0.9626,1,8,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,17,13,1,1,9,0,14,4,1,3,2,17,22,11,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,1,2,1,6,8,1,6,1,4,16,4,18,18,2,24,0,4,0,1,12,7,1,2,12,95,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777417354682207,0.1041886435365742,0.15267452501138098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083283479299928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536189141312364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039638473509102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124475612525638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841723128547132,0.1347846954962499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068408724481602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176574611687072,0.15861993753917253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794088765096013,0.1765731388867693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104950601463644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344839697939694,0.0,0.09946283748938528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429755279033069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6058230000224001,0.1133259773590308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065395340846847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320325514383018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24651904079688425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882085025908835,0.2379931879452057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023804142738438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869356919740976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397452521393194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584977391351948,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jason_brunette,2018/12/26,"im extremely lonely that i can feel myself being able to get used to it which makes me scared i dont want to get used to loneliness but its the only way to co-op with my current pain of being lonely , i know that soon ill be able to have friends and be happy after i find my peace and relax for a few months or maybe a year but i have not a single person around me , and i mean this literally , i dont have a single person to talk to at all , the only social contact i make is through online gaming , other than that im really just alone in this world , its also somewhat my fault , as someone who is purely lonely metaphorically speaking , im poor , poor people dont get to pick what they eat , however i dont get along with many ppl and i tend to avoid people who i dont feel comfortable around making me more lonely but i dont wanna have friends who im not comfortable around so im stuck in this dilemna , im so deadly bored due to this ",5.821557788944722,4.3112476633165855,6.995120603015074,80.35509296482414,67.34170854271358,9.568040201005024,27.940201005025123,8.238735603445708,1.6767021105527642,731,16,158,8,10,250,108,199,0.25,0.653,0.09699999999999999,-0.9840000000000001,2,10,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,8,15,0,2,6,0,17,3,0,6,2,34,33,12,1,2,7,0,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,16,10,1,1,5,2,2,0,8,9,0,0,1,3,20,6,27,28,6,14,0,4,0,0,13,7,0,2,6,107,36,0,0.16910743739915535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757215250541693,0.0,0.06761757829563511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258122082159715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.594577971556005,0.0,0.0,0.08651956308868235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550580145898183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772805670716441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306519866454516,0.0,0.17670331277794935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000900582571096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5479951541191226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046468512526510485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693207914070622,0.08572419953045156,0.08494557522595735,0.09210378743586244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748997157647225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286138264150347,0.08997111817677543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723780448047527,0.14765809155900972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416727732065623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465302293376585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619186811334144,0.07164209146696397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796107625278111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460545300840322,0.0,0.0,0.049871974000322526,0.06711480625207618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544498226399664
lonely,forgetmenot219,2018/12/26,Anyone in central Florida I need friends . Platonic friends just someone I can be comfortable with I am trying to rebuild . 35/f here ,3.3724999999999987,6.4701279166666685,4.738333333333333,75.34,82.33333333333334,8.200000000000001,41.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,5.0246833333333365,106,8,16,3,3,35,21,24,0.0,0.642,0.358,0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258301267233941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7200434116942526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455247090063073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39483070472377146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163757321106579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kylmaren,2018/12/26,"why are holidays like this?? Yesterday was really hard on my health. Being around family makes me feel extremely hopeless. On top of that everyone kept asking about my ex and it brought up all these memories and even tho I was over him and happy we broke up before the family parties— now after all the trauma of yesterday I feel extremely sad and I miss a boy I didn’t even miss 24 hours ago.

TLDR: I really just miss having someone to tell everything too. ",2.39875,5.091390465909093,4.33518181818182,79.65527272727277,81.8409090909091,8.974545454545455,22.43636363636364,9.3871,2.5882918181818186,363,12,65,12,10,123,66,88,0.2,0.691,0.109,-0.7945,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,2,13,15,5,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,7,0,0,5,3,10,2,11,9,2,14,0,6,0,0,6,7,0,0,7,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882703424854026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967316621525066,0.2096887639500471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086145263796214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962940092893545,0.0,0.0,0.21432677214584064,0.20158497561516467,0.0,0.4228972156019638,0.0,0.2268240620200435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387698608914557,0.2009273461246372,0.0,0.0,0.2384187537499706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088878256649813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958088835293044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972095084418402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873826491488155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004734089234476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604672348778707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239445530184386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Legion_0331,2018/12/26,Lonely thanks to injury in war. Hello everyone first off I would like to hope everyone is having a merry Christmas and I would like to ask everyone a question. I was injured in Afghanistan and ended up breaking my back. After surgery I can walk and do normal things but because of the spine damage I cannot control erections anymore. I can still have them on rare instances but not when it needs to happen. I guess my question is should I continue to try to find a relationship or accept my circumstances? Needless to say my self esteem is little to none. I've tried to reenlist on the Hope's to go back to war and hopefully die with some sort of dignity left but with my injuries they will not take me back. Just looking for opinions. Thank you everyone for listening. ,3.5571428571428565,6.020735428571433,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,75.66666666666667,6.9210884353741475,28.867346938775512,7.957251820313856,2.1544775510204084,616,27,109,10,14,196,96,147,0.141,0.718,0.141,-0.4569,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,2,6,12,2,0,5,0,14,2,1,1,0,30,27,9,3,8,7,0,0,2,0,4,1,2,0,1,2,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,1,3,17,8,24,22,2,20,0,2,1,0,11,8,0,10,11,81,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784042851310842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051000551905135,0.0,0.0,0.29736300307067504,0.0,0.07858009450696155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457939587935034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337844055827335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417273562737935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927020410178715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781803859648594,0.1096476475682936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326043071855093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420048414351914,0.0,0.11399143059049414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840991768416891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005709082510684,0.0,0.0,0.12595423055991772,0.1291979947505671,0.0,0.0,0.10824884057208238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558240084632524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630082146463595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888091537469953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839714284266724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251147736732052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344774022747688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294475144019558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692150795394344,0.0,0.0,0.23735923555690186,0.0,0.0,0.08563962926456352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503785550745374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18314269848827705,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gayfarts,2018/12/26,"I haven't said a single word outloud in 4 days. Cant stop crying. Last person I spoke to was a cashier at self check out who told me the scale was broke for my bananas. I said ""ok"".

That broke 48hrs of not speaking to someone. Last phone call I got from a non scammer was 8 days ago.

My life is turning in to a mental prison. I just want someone to speak to and maybe hug or cuddle (completely nonsexual). 

My family has all been dead for awhile. I havent had a friend in 4 years. He got married and hasn't spoken to me since bc his wife hates me. I sent a congratulations message on the birth of their first child. He didn't respond and a few days later he blocked me.

Reddit makes this worse. Seeing happy families makes me hurt. I dint resent them but I miss having people that cared about me at all. 

I dont commit suicide because I'm afraid of hell (please dont make this about religion).

I havent had a relationship or sex in 6 years. 

I know I'll die alone and I own my home and have autopay utilities. Not sure how long I'll rot at home. Guess post office or eventually back taxes will fund me when they stop getting handled. 

If you have friends or family thank them for being around.",1.021264420157863,3.312003454918038,2.5393624772313323,92.95257134183365,84.12295081967213,5.4180935033394055,19.69277474195507,6.775458762138228,0.18324669095324805,929,26,202,11,27,302,154,244,0.162,0.72,0.11800000000000001,-0.8467,0,1,0,0,0,2,28.0,0,1,4,1,7,16,3,1,10,1,21,4,0,4,4,31,42,13,3,2,9,1,0,0,2,1,1,5,2,3,5,7,0,3,1,0,3,1,10,8,0,1,14,6,30,8,25,26,5,28,1,4,1,3,28,10,1,6,16,114,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021444322791905,0.0,0.0,0.11934351660236556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257911999507158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886047484802891,0.0,0.07024313150037563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766270180530986,0.0,0.1174846530135604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081645066337535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265747316502573,0.22294142964718014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119590535656775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700973768093901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258857340253529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801456940426756,0.0,0.0,0.178052806642945,0.0,0.06020291308045592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431989662318285,0.0,0.12693882354313593,0.0,0.0,0.12266446551554945,0.0,0.1137657575652462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23117014761027496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335608599729132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332738818829188,0.18785564043696568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139034867587402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197491379974047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23075073641891394,0.0,0.11576401147213372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161247260863996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988596525919019,0.10061438138314713,0.0,0.1264879245232627,0.0,0.0,0.11035847653008947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371388409455912,0.0,0.0,0.21922021304574665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918233820057819,0.0,0.12021000879527635,0.0,0.0,0.0953194372910654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952679907436768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267486018777474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260429049012096,0.0,0.10860290052734194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060882918292686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010719214220256,0.0,0.0,0.12533713842960806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796563275902197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742920271644955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840866933873134
lonely,bhadbhish,2018/12/26,"What happened to real love? What happened to actual dates? Our generation doesn’t look for dates, we just hook up, ghost people, lead people on as if we’ll date them, then leave. 

Why is everyone so closed off and self-centered? Where is the communication, the maturity? 

Why does this generation cheat all the time?? Like, do you not care about this person you’re with? Are they not enough for you? Are you confused?? What the fuck!? This is what confuses me the most. 

Where is the commitment? What happened to caring enough about someone to work through the relationship struggles together instead of just bailing when things get tough? 

And why am I suddenly an “old soul” for wanting a genuine, healthy, stable relationship where my partner and I can grow together? Why is suddenly not the norm? Why am I the weird one? 

What the fuck has happened to real love? It’s gone, it’s fake, it’s completely vanished from this planet. ",3.390208657739024,6.305780384615384,3.798473995639988,83.67193086265962,79.4733727810651,7.108190594830271,26.64621613204609,8.20500826718156,2.0779396449704137,731,30,132,15,19,228,104,169,0.14400000000000002,0.741,0.114,-0.3979,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,3,3,2,2,10,14,3,3,12,0,14,4,0,1,2,21,28,8,1,2,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,14,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,9,0,1,1,1,13,5,18,26,4,19,1,0,1,4,14,7,2,4,10,91,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.1144996237429536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23925666803377935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302092523544443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267848758884092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424717366587084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211626047641236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694406640759853,0.06130140414124804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150270747085994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124238207664103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057322747404854414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852977414728432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179437837086146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312075265414893,0.0,0.07950755883711548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268720535243014,0.10245023936544788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671002127288791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25194245323740244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224034179398285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994154718097319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266143585512496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795051923790115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841754173682975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920576610484676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.529371791550202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541947917706437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,icrackmyselfupdotcom,2018/12/26,"Free to chat?? It’s Boxing Day, and I’m feeling quite out of it... anybody feel like talking about life and it’s nuances please send me a DM.
I’m 30M
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lonely,throwawaybcvic,2018/12/26,"How lonely are you? I'll start: If I didn't have a roommate and I died in my apartment, nobody will know or care where I was until they smelled something foul.",4.66090909090909,4.6781903939393965,4.790454545454548,90.10568181818184,69.30303030303031,6.6000000000000005,28.62121212121212,3.1291,0.7804666666666669,125,4,27,0,2,39,30,33,0.183,0.721,0.096,-0.4404,0,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,8,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,6,1,2,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5440247148942304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5537762200924736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932439550224082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107792321409473,0.0,0.0,0.37767368577762106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dskha323,2018/12/26,"I need to go back to being alone instead of dating a bad person. I recently met someone a couple of weeks ago. Things are usually fine through text, but on the phone and irl she is actually an arrogant person. 

We’ve been talking for a couple of weeks and since she lives in a different city we only met once. Anyways, I’m going to have to end things because she just isn’t a nice person. I’m not going to go into everything, but I will say I’m not going crazy - there is actual red flags. 

The only problem is I’ll be alone again, and I’m f*cking scared. I hate being alone especially in my home. My family says shit like “I’m always home.” They don’t know it but that shit burns me - I’m 26M and I’m borderline crying inside when they say it. 

I’m not really seeking advice, but just venting. ",0.7944242424242418,2.994207381818182,3.4322727272727285,86.78174242424244,84.27272727272728,6.333333333333332,20.075757575757574,7.594959193182576,0.8456666666666663,618,18,127,11,18,216,99,165,0.221,0.718,0.061,-0.9842,1,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,2,0,8,9,3,1,8,0,12,2,2,0,0,18,30,9,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,3,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,6,0,0,3,4,13,3,14,23,0,19,0,0,1,0,16,4,2,0,11,71,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.22796793151130185,0.0,0.0,0.11413962804801893,0.10353979922031974,0.0,0.0,0.3629215064844968,0.0,0.0,0.09719037956416006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898151535322114,0.09752655601165514,0.07120270356269924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584830602741913,0.1283038341787664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203543830720275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345377542271246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049760058027946,0.0,0.11011252307753283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319123477808061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115319880228586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23432809929255244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419248618702053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706458994033903,0.0,0.10314017232994366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660877027411894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439256899524515,0.0,0.17766958369706504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30596654016187824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176576205157578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482770616363102,0.0,0.11532997090566285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786619581163663,0.11694129443599308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397954883444677,0.09662156985644547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896774647733048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388272211474002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519892598764862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864322925756105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738642895702948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,whydidIbuythem,2018/12/26,"A stupid thought I’m here at home for Christmas and my family is super hostile and rude. They take everything I say and twist it. Opening my mouth only seems to bring chaos to myself and everyone around me. 

Does anybody ever wish they could just stop talking forever?

I feel like if I never spoke I wouldn’t hurt anymore, and I know nobody would miss it. Nobody loves me anyway.",4.074018264840181,6.011681904109594,4.5111643835616455,84.38994292237444,72.42465753424658,7.0584474885844735,25.865296803652967,7.793537801064563,1.5325543378995428,301,10,55,4,6,95,57,73,0.192,0.627,0.18100000000000002,0.0196,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,5,8,3,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,2,20,15,6,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,3,12,3,5,10,0,7,0,2,0,1,6,3,0,2,4,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345196995025357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051292351901502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880607935291469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694090334128096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390521446770824,0.0,0.22596203710305385,0.21252852027453084,0.0,0.2229276244071023,0.0,0.11956888680981595,0.16893781767100371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23720374870684846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25315142397790563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996049904679782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552976099010875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134279585329344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823841310637032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798499258576474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805444527495385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527799738578596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770372425058166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779980233999892,0.1900696817125376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877347692920552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27193462857084777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798508545029708,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawayexpat133,2018/12/26,"I’ve never felt so insignificant Today was the worst day of my entire year. Social media filled with beautiful family photos, people sharing their Christmas meals and get together. I live far from my family, and today I have sat at home all day waiting for a phone call or something to “celebrate” without physically being there. But no call. No text. No messages. No letter in the mail. I called a couple of times and each time I was told they were too busy to talk right now. The most magical day of the year, I have had no interaction with another human being in 3 days. No one has time for me. It’s just hard. I am so lonely. So alone. Being lonely wouldn’t so hard if it was only a distance thing, but the not being cared for thing is worse. When I have children one day, I will never allow them to feel this way. 

Merry Christmas ❤️",2.008618001417436,4.334369457831328,3.785705173635723,85.31298015591781,80.32530120481927,6.315520907158045,20.005669737774628,7.510576382923642,0.76952629340893,654,17,126,10,17,219,110,166,0.18100000000000002,0.752,0.066,-0.8974,0,5,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,0,9,5,0,0,8,0,17,1,0,1,3,22,24,12,0,2,7,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,6,1,1,2,0,0,1,11,3,0,2,8,4,14,2,16,10,4,23,0,2,0,0,17,5,0,3,16,91,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828926111865392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001020541927936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40902485255470383,0.0,0.13613530353859768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774034100346173,0.0,0.4305555153778921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517466590030243,0.0,0.06751309501264964,0.0,0.12820274251947888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976010598737271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392202465425113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339341667475275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790300080026672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059618935633092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809568902694152,0.10155003911476186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256783630946648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402766635185195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610958980474022,0.0,0.10279230690049117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073204980229788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741311345094454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335745010975325,0.0,0.25312783683838475,0.12758667314897135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598411368439437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871112944038127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607105052482218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719684974160464
lonely,SparkleFartle,2018/12/26,"Single, friendless loser in her 30s who wanted nothing more than a little human connection this Christmas. Now that I'm with family, I want nothing more than to just leave and get wasted with my cat. *When are you getting married, SparkleFartle?*

Probably when I figure out how to con someone into thinking I'm interesting.",4.8042105263157895,7.90511845614035,5.504473684210527,72.51881578947369,74.96491228070175,7.308771929824562,30.552631578947373,8.344100000000001,3.0760315789473687,260,12,36,5,6,84,47,57,0.171,0.763,0.066,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,9,8,3,7,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783349060375933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085113045323025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126265381368081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959175148891769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5665996226443177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183288451962089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501639018581403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918392666129047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482915519025989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HistoryMistress,2018/12/26,"Away from friends and family has me feeling low On and off I’ve been feeling loneliness and really miss everyone back home. It’s harder during the holidays when I feel like I can’t be myself around anyone. 

Lately I’ve been feeling anxious, depressed and a little low. I’m really looking for a long term friend male or female to maybe text and connect with about music, life, games ect. 

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lonely,Clay-mazing,2018/12/26,"32 M. In a low spot. Looking for someone to help pass the lonely hours, with whom I might find a special connection and which might blossom into a long-term long distance texty buddy friendship thingy. Nerdy, compassionate, affectionate individuals with a sharp wit and keen sense of humor welcome. Not my best pic... :-/
http://imgur.com/QBQirke",5.9517857142857125,9.690046321428577,4.597857142857143,76.34714285714288,76.85714285714286,6.057142857142857,29.42857142857143,7.447530270364453,2.346707142857143,278,12,39,4,7,81,49,56,0.159,0.532,0.308,0.8917,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,7,7,1,1,6,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,2,2,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978632222187502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594164779280632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902459994391633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795164542194278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023631731815484,0.2383466343144809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6021998746627967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404891649220212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Johnnyh113,2018/12/26,Lonely 23 guy looking for someone to talk to,1.91,4.431124444444446,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,82.33333333333334,3.6,31.222222222222207,3.1291,1.3320222222222229,36,2,6,0,1,12,8,9,0.23800000000000002,0.762,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5670057289292234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808751567416112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851978095228762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602680443224077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,darylwasfrightened,2018/12/26,"Ah All I wanted to do was stay in bed all day and watch anime and ignore my loneliness through the lives of all the characters on screen. Instead, I was forced to “interact” so my parents could spend time with my kiddo who was at her other parents’ and then bring her back to said parent. 

Now, I’m out eating Chinese with my friends (who are more like adopted kids I take care of) and feeling incredibly out of place. (Intrusive thinking suggests I’m just a conscientious ride, a house to stay at, free food. . . ) 

When did I start to feel so isolated from everyone and everything around me? Why does it go away for five minutes and come back even more intensely . . . ? 

Ooof. Sad white boy feels are incredibly cliché yet realizing that doesn’t make the unease fade. ",6.17787101787102,6.884409475524475,6.119953379953383,79.48540015540016,66.13286713286713,9.712198912198913,31.97280497280497,9.725611199111238,2.8846292152292152,597,23,114,12,9,188,103,143,0.11599999999999999,0.794,0.09,-0.6249,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,1,5,1,9,2,0,1,3,25,24,10,0,2,1,3,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,5,12,2,1,5,0,2,4,1,3,1,1,5,7,11,5,21,18,5,25,0,1,3,0,13,9,0,0,11,74,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265826854100502,0.0,0.0,0.15056204304551168,0.24644781517557546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163387609289888,0.0,0.0,0.13804292103697186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794819396477325,0.0,0.0,0.10334929220505126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023761804016752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397781806399273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584494437957023,0.0,0.0,0.15312766755722848,0.1440241777612662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430847010985005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377737235646506,0.0,0.12381030908516892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107491300010853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490930919151116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829103977227488,0.0,0.14150546499055294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696946423296043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5338226935477349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742924752679728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243636338369349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134272008632972,0.3416146510610254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048957149400888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268302036869384,0.0,0.0,0.09344423852206704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945207902949618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460251771905638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IcedPgh,2019/07/20,"Might look to ""rent a friend"" to go to an amusement park. I haven't been to our local amusement park in nine years, and before that it was seven years.  I'm really craving to go, but family is either too old and not interested in riding, or they're too busy.  I have no friends, so I thought of renting a friend and, surprise, a website called Rent a Friend exists.  Most likely a lot of the profiles, especially the females (I get along better with women generally) are fake.  I am actually looking for a platonic one-time thing, but it would still feel odd.

Has anybody used that site and can offer feedback on whether it's worth it?",5.1740853658536565,5.889831398373985,5.947713414634148,79.80498475609757,68.34959349593495,8.426422764227643,30.822154471544714,8.472884824447931,2.274805691056911,494,19,95,7,8,162,89,123,0.095,0.7040000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.9248,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,1,4,11,0,0,9,0,11,0,0,1,0,20,20,9,0,1,6,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,3,1,7,6,0,0,2,2,4,3,3,1,0,2,3,3,6,10,13,15,3,12,0,0,2,0,8,5,0,4,5,65,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.1869126115329808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629839921862217,0.0,0.0,0.169399028393729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558082718387385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056416193684616,0.0,0.09684692912310153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5919244530566442,0.0,0.100070246207988,0.0,0.2177099324890888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357536791334743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32168590249637474,0.0,0.0,0.16283802042412107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20319062897748666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009860003047336,0.0,0.1297905178467622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270359152136635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529618012502064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724875981965494,0.0,0.0,0.15205908811787047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654265848843211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606248329651166,0.0,0.0,0.2466872667819125
lonely,red227722,2019/07/20,I’m new here Does someone know where to find chat rooms just to talk with peoples. I looked everywhere online with no success,2.587500000000002,5.490152750000004,2.2800000000000007,92.965,84.0,4.866666666666667,24.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.8417666666666674,102,4,19,1,3,30,21,24,0.085,0.772,0.14300000000000002,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,9,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770842348270103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938355675510487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368118363723328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618481861632401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161667229556235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29873239169688043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651008891702176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463417784264031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mellissandre_91,2019/07/20,"I'm so fucking lonely and so fucking tired. So, so lonely and so, so tired of being lonely. I needed this off my chest. Sending love to all of you, this feels so fucking bad. I hope no one would ever have to go through something like this.",1.1565306122449002,3.2595262857142906,2.680979591836735,93.29616326530613,82.06122448979592,3.92,22.044897959183675,3.1291,-0.18419510204081613,184,6,38,0,5,60,31,49,0.33,0.523,0.147,-0.9109,0,6,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,8,10,3,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,2,8,12,9,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,0,1,0,1,4,3,6,10,1,4,0,3,0,4,3,1,3,1,2,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190472214242587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20634927154169055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534526053352047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6326849171058043,0.0,0.0,0.12964690316494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22657646743864066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144881194700117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588887409544512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914945960941674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545812678973655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756193434482188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243850118934448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205121552925195,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hhhhhhhlnhhh,2019/07/20,"My real friends aren’t like me I’m on some funny wierd shit more time and I feel like the people I play PC games with on discord get it. My friends are ‘normies’ (cringe word I know) but it’s lowkey kinda true... I feel like all my friends and everyone in my town aren’t like me... I like wierd nerd shyt, music and adult swim shit and I send my friends stuff I find funny and they don’t get it.

[this my sense of humour](https://www.reddit.com/r/okbuddyretard/comments/c1s6ri/thank_u_for_warning_me/) and my interests are games music and movies n shit ...
My friends/everyone I know are just interested in other people’s business and laugh at dead sex jokes or something..

I love my friends but we’re just not alike and it’s draining having to be like ‘haha yeah’ all the time and because of this I’ve became reclusive.


I hope this didn’t come across as me thinking I’m better than anyone , I understand I’m the wierd one but I just wish I had like minded people in my area not online...",1.292367477082507,3.94600765284974,1.8562953367875643,94.97518832204071,89.05181347150257,4.627261857313672,19.340175368672774,6.297961479604792,0.002977839776804103,779,23,160,8,26,238,104,193,0.099,0.578,0.32299999999999995,0.9938,2,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,1,3,26,3,0,3,2,10,5,3,0,3,38,25,15,1,2,9,0,2,7,5,0,0,0,0,1,9,12,0,0,7,5,0,3,6,4,0,1,2,2,27,22,13,22,4,14,0,0,0,2,11,9,3,4,9,86,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878720631997136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766078559870847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111457591319428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825441173039672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401679919047178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708603536929208,0.17955873007245945,0.0,0.0,0.11486098852529088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4854653927738839,0.0,0.13131578836988167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248196277054154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813095546120208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42977541140462666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342295563081885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689185346072682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851579006738883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261373278407978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304107507651365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869983298022376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096747651311196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386319246411491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052488227003064,0.0,0.0,0.1465595047513078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082791027635318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144515411771204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,toohottyy,2019/07/20,"Anyone one else ever feel alone even when you have people in your life? Recently I (22 F)  have felt extremely lonely. I have felt this way in my past so I knew exactly what I was feeling when it crept up on me. I had a falling out with a friend (22 F) who I share mutual friends with and ever since, I haven't felt close or trusting of anyone except my wonderful boyfriend (22 M) who tries his best to understand but never fully can. I feel as if after our disagreement everyone took a side and nobody really stood up for me or tried to clear my name of the negative things said about me at all. Although I have a developing relationship with God, the feelings still bites me. I just honestly feel like the things said when I'm not present are not good ones and ever the person I considered my ""bestfriend"" (22 F) hasn't been there for me emotionally and it SUCKS. I have lost close friends in the past so my friendship trust issues have always been high but now they are out of the roof and im finding it difficult to hold in my emotions and stay in one piece. I feel even worst unloading everything onto my boyfriend's back because he has things going on as well. I feel as if I have wasted time in developing friendships that have come back to bite me and now im stuck in a place that I had already built myself up from.",4.468960167714883,5.331699973584907,5.2022327044025145,83.9870387840671,70.01886792452831,8.756813417190775,27.552410901467503,8.998388855275968,1.9849706498951776,1043,34,215,19,18,338,149,265,0.132,0.711,0.157,0.6495,0,3,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,2,1,2,19,16,1,0,11,0,19,1,0,0,7,48,42,22,0,2,10,0,10,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,12,15,0,1,14,0,0,4,6,5,1,3,15,12,35,11,35,27,4,45,0,2,0,0,17,21,1,5,19,155,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068868244926362,0.11388669417642795,0.0,0.08587287491013577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432338949067325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587129400850773,0.0,0.0629113795390289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830481750575363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889994760189422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621257412916349,0.23217818845549304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363287583105988,0.2800581250296028,0.0,0.09861455784894564,0.09275189021067773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652765366911665,0.07372799611464766,0.29727219441999914,0.0,0.09432535541212454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23920234172597515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058652446157584824,0.08656148914344935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090392693951944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229531503846599,0.10771675711942112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289508606737483,0.05041960341877254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265788721516665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959624844109782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979836627767445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970372203335208,0.0715477253492851,0.09011257612064068,0.10782480709873107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611426233766264,0.0,0.10190016964007906,0.11080102709371124,0.0,0.0,0.19633871285299964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537030124906679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100002968324276,0.08241777221114667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056897712091976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017829705360815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466194509745994,0.1401356543361189,0.0,0.0,0.10743760168775984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191746247506257,0.0,0.0,0.09279157942722796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191887513736838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,timmyhigt369,2019/07/20,"Cat appreciation thread 3 housecats, 2 stray yard cats and a small feral colony keep me company and help keep me sane.",9.908636363636363,8.244585318181823,9.080909090909092,69.14136363636364,59.45454545454545,12.436363636363636,35.63636363636364,11.20814326018867,3.655672727272728,95,3,18,2,1,30,19,22,0.0,0.7390000000000001,0.261,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528046548983147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9356969998253074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Damhain,2019/07/20,"Is it bad that I got upset at a friend for leaving me on read/ignoring me? So a while ago I asked for a girl's number and she gave it to me. She's cool to talk to and be around and I wanted to keep in touch with her after I graduated from HS (she's a year below me). I start texting her either the next day and we actually ended up having some stuff in common (and before you ask, no I was not expecting to or trying to ask her out or anything. I'm not THAT clueless). I'll go into more detail about that if you guys want but I'm not sure if that's relevant rn. We end up talking for a few weeks. Not everyday but every now and then. I enjoyed talking and it seemed like she did too (I think. I hope so at least). 

Anyway fast forward to the beginning of July. I shoot her a text. No reply. No big deal. She's probably busy. A few days later, I shoot her another. No reply. Then I shoot another yesterday and still no response. 

I may be overthinking this but do you think it's possible that I creeped her out or something?

I asked her if we could maybe hang out this summer and she pretty much completely ignored that question. Not a yes. Not a no. She jus didn't answer it, but almost immediately she answers when I bring something else up? 

I also gassed her up a little by mentioning how she's one of the, if not the smartest people in her grade, and she didn't say anything about that. Is that a weird thing to say to someone? 

I'm asking all of this because tbh I have few friends and even fewer to talk to. It kinda sucks that she won't talk anymore. She was easy to talk to but it seems like I did something wrong. 

What should I do? Should I do anything?",0.2474856733524362,2.42371643839542,2.486675501432668,92.7745404727794,86.621776504298,5.323810888252148,19.899785100286525,6.742157984588678,0.25932143266475594,1283,39,284,16,40,434,175,349,0.145,0.763,0.092,-0.9503,0,0,3,3,0,0,42.0,3,3,0,0,13,14,1,1,15,2,20,0,0,1,2,63,43,31,0,11,20,0,1,2,2,4,0,2,0,2,22,20,0,2,7,0,0,4,16,6,0,1,8,4,52,8,41,28,9,45,0,0,0,0,48,19,1,15,26,209,74,2,0.0,0.0,0.09223047607166833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377954663313343,0.0,0.09464052375080784,0.0,0.0,0.07558153807428503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982089997550644,0.0,0.0,0.09373091192773887,0.0,0.0,0.2333269750042576,0.08413608040546837,0.4417817135429625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891391241701241,0.057613886336044175,0.0,0.08042309755403465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909446101512114,0.0,0.0,0.07546046678717656,0.0,0.0,0.12190536795016647,0.09743814203303627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895298883938733,0.0,0.16741988042603598,0.0,0.0,0.06242455373886813,0.0,0.07963077954533032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604010306239595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537135791809757,0.0,0.07559020609340776,0.0,0.0,0.09358214257387466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387214601514944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400697030537639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007499295259632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234797652705948,0.09472626154381328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495041659303532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694774941970213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005150175202355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404405327397086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552300308911407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654853862561944,0.0,0.09615309617872407,0.10190036050515308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587552650063548,0.0,0.09453798382834054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503201196750289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720810921705017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008005610992561,0.21828080609104375,0.0,0.0,0.0668963684306774,0.0,0.07547773065915958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819409461041858,0.0,0.0,0.08907682549308801,0.0,0.0,0.4557929581486249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278984388180407,0.1211194688730365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416772068668071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149173326689384,0.0,0.07581215233871552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333448071692916,0.0,0.060862891673042166
lonely,theDesoxyephedrine,2019/07/20,"Looking for relationship with attractive guy age 28-38 https://imgur.com/gallery/D1Edotn


I just moved here, I’m 29 years old and I have been alone for a very long time. I would like to find a kind, attractive person who would be willing to begin a relationship with me and see where it goes. I am so sick of regular, interview-style dating. 

Only requirement is that you be attractive.",4.0433695652173895,7.185508608695656,4.362155797101451,79.15019021739131,78.85507246376812,8.667391304347825,24.56702898550725,9.188382445141503,2.5995637681159423,310,11,54,9,8,97,54,69,0.086,0.7140000000000001,0.2,0.8105,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,9,13,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,5,7,7,0,9,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,8,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443123164417221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560043709140694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233569541402566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456445601400365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152446072168785,0.0,0.0,0.2087564378747802,0.19808933861062494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25071519294696565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475283098289221,0.0,0.0,0.17940601526236896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059712440430997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065180993425723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879748795746568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755015384237515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194635083388002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351409199690241,0.0,0.0,0.15190630718124973
lonely,Karumin2019,2019/07/20,"Is penpal a good idea or something else?? Since there is nothing going on in my dating scene, one of my friends suggested to me that I get someone like a penpal.

So I would need to talk to a woman who is conciliatory, enjoy sex talks, into Pokémon and not too much all over the place. Lol",4.010344827586207,4.867084000000002,5.323620689655171,82.72094827586207,71.06896551724137,7.179310344827586,26.568965517241374,7.1686216300943375,1.2449172413793101,224,7,45,2,4,75,49,58,0.0,0.764,0.23600000000000002,0.9308,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,1,4,1,0,0,1,8,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,8,6,2,7,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,2,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339277144357236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163491720043724,0.0,0.14630323040430349,0.0,0.15914653766342984,0.23487445442868465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161178685548655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680768390975656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058530229335972,0.20763743820576366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26869470881914964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975442508017887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925699753064975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23164230570315256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372670721280419,0.21557946834218705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45015228480881503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892407181388785,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_potato_man,2019/07/20,"Seeing your ""friends"" having a party that you was not invited to... It makes me feel so terribly lonely. I wish someone wanted to hang out with me.",2.244880952380953,4.758528964285716,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238098,80.78571428571429,6.590476190476192,23.619047619047624,7.793537801064563,1.5848190476190482,113,4,20,2,3,38,26,28,0.21100000000000002,0.628,0.162,-0.408,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,7,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,1,4,6,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432339072624369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716589127419346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211053672926471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833354718074414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075930646722701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28373642237148755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5531850633723284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Welcome_Welcome,2019/07/20,"Limbo. I am stuck in a Limbo.

Peace and quiet.

I welcome you anytime to Limbo.

Welcome.

Welcome.

Welcome.

Welcome.",0.30849999999999866,-2.058364149999996,3.0850000000000013,77.39750000000002,165.5,1.0,32.5,3.1291,1.7990000000000004,87,6,10,0,8,30,13,20,0.066,0.32799999999999996,0.607,0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nathanwrd,2019/07/20,"Is it selfish that for just once I wish I was someone’s first choice? I have a few friends, but I’m nobodies first choice. I’m always either 3rd or 4th in line. I just wish for once that somebody would pick me first. I just feel like I’m destined to always be the afterthought friend.",1.3687005649717534,3.5138221694915264,2.245000000000001,96.48128531073448,81.54237288135593,5.289265536723164,21.69774011299436,6.42735559955562,0.19269265536723207,224,7,50,2,6,70,40,59,0.034,0.716,0.25,0.9178,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,11,2,0,3,6,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,6,3,4,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416788657800671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381398323919193,0.14667785441591533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5239252791462234,0.0,0.0,0.31725340082999204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030706976583134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373098662271021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396365523431498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722067374853621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585065823277116,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FreakOfNature37,2019/07/20,"If you’re thinking suicide, don’t Whatever happened to you, as hard as it may be to realize this, you will get over it. You will move on and be happier in the future. Besides, your life is precious. Your life is gonna change, and you’re going to change other people’s live too. You’ll see🙂",1.1807103825136631,3.1697287377049186,3.076639344262297,91.11255464480877,81.29508196721311,6.033879781420765,23.281420765027317,7.1686216300943375,0.850768306010929,227,8,49,3,6,76,44,61,0.094,0.794,0.113,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,0,0,6,14,5,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,8,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,1,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5804844910412467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334461322782324,0.0,0.1559281966971559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426204437589245,0.0,0.2457775345346221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38758483450224696,0.0,0.0,0.2422697014131999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916070318710624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021044342333374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218633725602266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001112492518337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580228923730815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,moonlander1412,2019/07/20,"All my friends graduated All my friends that I'm close with alreafy grafuated from university, I felt like being left behind and I don't know if I will meet them again because we live from different towns that is so far apart. I just feel sad.",5.704375000000002,6.236885687500003,6.137500000000002,79.55750000000002,67.125,9.733333333333334,32.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,2.8493666666666675,195,8,40,4,3,63,39,48,0.062,0.763,0.175,0.6808,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,11,8,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,8,3,4,5,2,6,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,25,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215762777312173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807594672961818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842704757687827,0.0,0.3499170102407659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5631267897265012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028523832117734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39596225030950905,0.0,0.0,0.17804568220964154,0.0,0.3218048594566965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Splitswitch81,2019/07/20,"My worst fear. My worst fear, and really it makes no sense in the end because I would never know.  But if I were to die tomorrow. At my funeral. I might have 2 or three friends from my childhood show up. But what gets me, is that whomever decides to read my eulogy. Would have to pull it out of their ass. My wife, my father, my step son.. I guarantee not a one of them could say without a doubt what my favorite book is, my favorite musician, my favorite movie.  Ive always beat to my own drum, but have never hid the things I like. Just wasn’t important for anybody to remember. 

But when I am dead, Im dead and who cares. But id love for one person to be in the crowd at my service and call bullshit on whomever does my eulogy and be like you truly never really knew your son after 42 years.",1.5555691056910559,3.363219841463416,3.3520487804878063,90.50352032520328,79.24390243902441,6.812357723577236,22.518699186991874,7.793537801064563,0.9637240650406512,610,19,134,10,15,204,104,164,0.17600000000000002,0.6459999999999999,0.17800000000000002,-0.3985,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,2,1,2,10,0,3,5,0,15,2,1,1,3,28,21,12,4,4,10,4,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,4,4,0,2,7,5,0,3,3,1,26,5,20,12,3,18,0,0,0,2,15,7,1,4,11,96,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143827554612929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536959296976303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650225341792744,0.0,0.17623516782087806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380090664999749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939413855891276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126483738591984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309646490989565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890153934932938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354580983473602,0.0,0.09030856556911536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186710916844414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949954959966842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889450299327968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600659376581094,0.0,0.11538072906959368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833697321170215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39994470133764015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23425935151298016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092858457185987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289979047884935,0.0,0.2214681338435384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580876917892345,0.0,0.0,0.13745965454351428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483586185925278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662413722028427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455796434984457,0.0,0.0,0.11131167380630412
lonely,DarkKnightArya,2019/07/20,I love women older than me I'm 30 and I love women aged from 40 to 50. I wish I had an older woman to come talk to me. DM me if interested,-2.7729411764705887,-1.29623388235294,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,93.70588235294115,4.576470588235295,11.441176470588234,5.985473137389443,-1.1961529411764709,104,1,28,1,4,42,23,34,0.0,0.644,0.35600000000000004,0.93,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,5,5,0,4,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,3,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35258895733181456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7388462238926717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289921985270737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706924876344707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,internofallinterns,2019/07/20,"Lonely guy -- just want human connection Hey!

I'm sitting in my hotel room and feeling pretty lonely; would love to connect and chat with someone human. 

About me: like reading, classical music, philosophy, and listening to people's stories.",6.177999999999997,9.463752799999998,6.895,63.44000000000002,71.0,8.0,35.0,8.841846274778883,4.176000000000001,192,10,22,4,4,63,35,40,0.1,0.64,0.26,0.7901,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,6,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,5,5,0,3,0,2,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,12,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024434421440573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39213133092371416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347994151277967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35743196021741586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27455689409088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029042351454452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961365320545776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355543923141305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335883778169873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813278953353453,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HimDalia,2019/07/20,"I'm so depressed and lonely... I'm 28 F, i used to have a bf, 7y younger we broke up because he loved his parents more than me and this broke my heart.

And i'm lonely as hell.

I came for him to foreign country (Germany), my language skill is basic. I have a job, at home, taking care of older woman. I have no friends and no ways to get any. I'm depressed each day spending the same...Doing my job chores and then playing games till i fall asleep. Each day looks the same. Only entertainment is to go out shopping...all by myself. I don't know what i can do, seems like there is no single way i could make my life better. In all world i have a cat. And that's all. No family, no friends. no speciall skills which would let me get better job around people...

How i can stay alive and have any goal at all",0.12087406015037773,2.237473625000004,1.765563909774439,98.15312030075188,86.55952380952381,4.0130325814536345,18.365914786967426,4.9825596385082,-0.6754690476190479,611,16,141,2,19,198,107,168,0.177,0.669,0.154,-0.5083,4,4,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,5,4,17,1,0,5,0,15,4,2,3,3,24,31,12,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,2,1,4,13,0,0,2,3,1,3,7,7,0,0,1,1,20,10,16,27,8,18,1,6,1,1,11,7,1,1,6,85,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895320483007224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676711254596102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365405232521176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717541329762119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571672749265455,0.1566404231377768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266449903675042,0.0,0.0,0.1981628464036884,0.0,0.2646500204442853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483275889774952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373949810295689,0.0,0.16053517693006175,0.0,0.08731392160994259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205740276866164,0.0,0.0,0.15410774432944985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573750538518095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443340153440583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710149593515932,0.10851646005583873,0.07505796584652416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901413064835615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866096739895356,0.0,0.10255209812479464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684581943936465,0.0,0.0,0.1705927251996745,0.0,0.0,0.10651068952406033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986291010048793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375373789000885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155138847097326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269072016743225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24389553601280026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091374092562465,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ali4everton,2019/07/20,"Why are people so ignorant???? Honestly maybe I’m lonely and have no friends because I don’t have patience for the average person and subconsciously just avoid people. I work in a call center and talk to a lot of people everyday and it really blows my mind how stupid people are. The majority of people I speak to are so ignorant and it’s extremely frustrating.....

Does any one else feel this way?? Does anyone know why people are so ignorant?? Is it because they just don’t give a shit and are inconsiderate? That’s how it seems.",3.7206160616061617,5.9553549009900975,5.37676567656766,76.50187018701872,74.24752475247523,9.241364136413642,26.073707370737075,9.725611199111238,2.7660090209020898,419,15,76,12,9,142,63,101,0.212,0.73,0.057999999999999996,-0.9419,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,7,10,3,1,5,0,10,1,1,2,0,19,15,11,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,0,2,5,2,6,15,2,4,0,1,0,0,7,2,1,2,1,48,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039167976213632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350667193302152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791279413242507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575965209733484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841165632064759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560798984439934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820801993185567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541770174937755,0.0,0.0,0.15572414443859253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892137072603786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800930286660829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308483463828474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390956872157186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000071629508952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6752455759889191,0.14174249441981115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399436864306402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477814288129211,0.0,0.0,0.1666319983089272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047672998908413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885199788553212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929596989701748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818000744155988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Princessleiasperiod,2019/07/20,"She walked in and sat next to him, I wish it was me. People have no idea how hard it is to be crippled by social anxiety. Waiting for others to notice you but too scared to be seen. Always wanting a life like everyone else's but not knowing how to get there. So I just watch everyone else go about their lives. It would be nice to at least be approached for once....",2.5924000000000014,4.018851373333334,3.6023333333333305,91.4995,75.26666666666667,6.6000000000000005,23.166666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.6692666666666658,283,8,62,3,6,91,59,75,0.099,0.792,0.109,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,1,1,0,8,1,0,2,0,13,16,6,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,3,7,2,12,8,1,6,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,2,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839025102759616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690761689763274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692599977885268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223793545319993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154714195918663,0.0,0.12560813986364386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798637826310128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494994740684249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146427870317048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610970668678767,0.10797695600076264,0.0,0.19516063921995894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350523754252083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516274872464981,0.0,0.235374177984352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532242435115624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127496258518525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252973577429033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303606037743628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25415679191781665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570029923458773,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,navybluesoles,2019/07/20,"Started crying mid-laughing Aaah man, nothing is more satisfying than a good laugh with someone.
And nothing more akward than laughing so much you start crying.

My friend whom I haven't seen in months was helping me get some study done and while laughing at my mistakes it hit me that I am enjoying this so much especially after having no significant contact in close to a year with anyone.
Luckily I just got myself together in time not to worry the other person, I really didn't want to start reminiscing on my tough times.",11.197959183673468,8.430907265306125,10.581326530612245,62.83688775510206,57.97959183673471,13.06530612244898,41.8469387755102,11.20814326018867,4.715175510204082,424,17,70,8,4,138,75,98,0.142,0.606,0.252,0.9341,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,15,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,5,1,11,6,13,9,5,15,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,1,9,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967735628566935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388555926374525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044245957007071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433465463699547,0.0,0.1043667434801582,0.0,0.0,0.16754983377783014,0.1597669147957393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389541536399222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594471193611674,0.0,0.2936942619756933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833516412769396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442337579572478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797184723407146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925662943083689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241750465133541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329641915391648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782406193779756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202866731295584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863936918141647
lonely,advm999,2019/07/20,This really helped me [this video has really helped me](https://youtu.be/Wvo2bH2f_q8),15.327272727272721,20.53027263636364,8.009090909090908,57.23363636363638,49.90909090909091,15.30909090909091,29.181818181818183,13.023866798666859,6.518745454545455,73,2,7,3,1,18,8,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7229169594231968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6909349244164172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OneHornedZodd,2019/07/20,"anyone else hit like, their mid-20s and realize they barely have friends or sex life at all? my parents and younger siblings have more of a life than i do and were out until like 2am last night while i sat at home and watched The Pacific.",9.115624999999998,6.118305979166667,7.782500000000002,82.01250000000003,62.125,11.266666666666667,40.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,3.312591666666666,189,8,41,2,2,57,40,48,0.0,0.84,0.16,0.7796,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,1,8,6,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,3,6,3,2,7,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,1,6,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22604975792614745,0.33124569289739514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27006477024774783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24977070190931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242831782196172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635220194178445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566942785278926,0.3158833557822568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033829101532013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589719085799672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bezzercal,2019/07/20,"Does life just stagnate after a while This year I finished full time education. I thought my summer would be one to remember, it's been anything but so far. It feels not much different when I was studying. Is this it? :(",3.1085714285714303,5.460749619047622,3.957380952380952,85.39178571428572,76.61904761904762,7.057142857142857,29.54761904761905,8.07648339933343,2.163933333333334,172,8,33,3,4,55,37,42,0.094,0.9059999999999999,0.0,-0.5927,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,7,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,4,0,2,2,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012590746163669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824838432370832,0.0,0.0,0.3203659092228343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510499625304155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258578646439105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691166626757585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24807057422716394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41470612374881655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906328284350863,0.2134687457910394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600582763834127,0.0,0.0,0.23574854673655665
lonely,silencerweb,2019/07/20,"Dying. Literally dying out of lack of chatting It's 4:46PM at my place and I have nobody to talk since the morning. All my friends are busy: either hanging out, working or doing some other stuff. Would love to find somebody to talk to, maybe watch something together on [rabb.it](https://rabb.it/). Want to vent? Sure, I don't mind and I'm very supportive. Actually, we can do literally anything, you choose :)",3.4304166666666696,6.6308456527777775,3.7707777777777807,80.85200000000003,85.52777777777777,6.213333333333335,26.644444444444442,7.554174236665415,2.0562011111111107,325,14,53,6,10,101,58,72,0.028999999999999998,0.765,0.20600000000000002,0.92,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,2,16,11,3,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,11,10,4,6,0,0,1,1,7,5,0,2,0,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.2144034080796849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180801042376214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560446316978599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200809219075505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697459296889854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829513430006154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207263128546963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22184254486788935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295481974688641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174480712173532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691420259970405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25151320481685563,0.0,0.2493221432838507,0.2070722800107516,0.0,0.0,0.35318608977597105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812821886036809,0.12958952725430092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995011034332204,0.0,0.0,0.15607432741588895,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Amadweeb,2019/07/20,I love you so don't be sad pls your amazing smart and strong be kind and be nice The most healing thing you can say is other people feel this to and the best thing to do to make friends is just talk interest loves and pets some people will stick and others will fight but it's those who stick that we fight for and thouse who stick back we live for,3.6006756756756744,4.20976798648649,3.2576756756756744,98.06705405405407,71.83783783783784,6.460540540540541,20.205405405405408,5.6839178017228535,-0.3985481081081086,277,4,67,1,5,82,52,74,0.07200000000000001,0.653,0.275,0.9287,0,0,0,0,2,0,0.0,2,3,0,2,3,13,2,0,2,0,10,3,0,1,0,14,14,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,10,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,6,10,5,9,3,1,0,1,0,2,14,0,0,2,1,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126153188099453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29017499506083244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980926329862126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362711874193105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879374638917371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441590284002461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4991132132438421,0.0,0.18456927057451905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833875782808953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988791696071705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22224428849873484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673953428804271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anon-5354,2019/07/20,Bored:) let’s talk? I’m bored. I would love to talk about anything with anyone. I’m a girl and I wouldn’t mind helping out and giving advice or my my opinion on anything:),-0.4291666666666672,1.8126344166666684,1.312444444444445,98.47700000000002,93.72222222222223,2.8800000000000003,18.31111111111111,3.1291,-0.8642155555555555,133,4,29,0,5,43,26,36,0.057999999999999996,0.696,0.245,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882751619855771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627413356405555,0.0,0.4855274361853398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28299537306519845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773542059258253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016622755607954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26625324417212193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978706334624204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474227179256054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956286271543415,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,1101110100101,2019/07/20,27/M Looking for non-apathetic straight friends who feel lonely I used to feel apathetic so I know exactly how it is. Then I fixed myself so I don't feel apathetic anymore but I feel lonely.,2.16,4.604149473684213,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,80.57894736842105,8.010526315789475,30.552631578947373,8.841846274778883,2.9852421052631586,152,8,29,4,4,54,27,38,0.23,0.672,0.098,-0.5719,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,9,9,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,6,1,2,9,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639736163896275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7422816971395648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835497028478364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169816406127666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081945393273233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169773355019202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,VentingSpareAccount,2019/07/20,"My Worst Fear is Becoming a Reality Pretty early this summer, I practically found out that my worst fear would be to live a life where I'm not making anyone happy. Just thinking about it, living a life where everyone is so indifferent to you and no one would recognize you, that gives me goosebumps. I do feel lonely at times, but to be so lonely that the world will never be moved by anything I do, that alone makes me shit my pants.

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So this summer, losing a lot of my friends really makes me scared of what's coming up in the future for me. I kept just one friend from high school and we recently had a falling out. I also had a couple of online friends but recently, they've just been falling away from me too. Lastly, I had a love interest that I've been talking to for 5 years now. Although we were just online friends, it was basically known between us that we would be together if only we lived closer. We also fell out together and all this happened in just a two month span. I'm scared that I've basically maximized what I person I could become. 

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I feel like I can't grasp why all those people in my mind are just so turned away from me. Even my online friends and the people I barely knew when I went to school, I honestly loved. I can't tell you how much I love hearing about what people go through, what they love, what they want to be, what they love or hate. Just the fact that everyone human goes home and will experience something completely different is what makes the world so beautiful to me. Even though I didn't talk to much people, I loved listening to what people had to say about their day or week. With my online friends especially, I would do things like gift them with things. I remember writing an essay for one and they got a B and were really happy since it was a boring topic. For one online friend, I gave them a playlist and I found out all their favorite songs because they told me they weren't going to get gifts from anyone else. Even for that love interest, for her birthday last year, I went back to all of our conversations from all the social media we had together and I took my favorite messages she sent me and put it in a Google Doc with a custom link so she could read them all and think about the time we had together. In the end, she seemed really manipulative to me but she was the one to cut ties. This one especially hurt me. I was telling her about how I wasn't able to talk to her for a while since I had to go through things and right when I started talking about how she was hurting me, she told me to never talk to her again. And then right after that I got into an argument with my best friend from high school and it was the same story. It was the exact second I tried talking about how they were hurting me, they told me to never talk to them again. And right after that I started losing just so many others, right around the first half of summer.

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I feel my problem is out of frustration. This is the first time I've ever truly felt lonely. I feel as if I can't make people as happy as other people can, no matter how much effort I put in. It's just as heartbreaking as having a crush on a girl or a boy and just never feeling like you're gonna be enough for them. I know this is gonna sound /r/niceguys of me to say, but I wish I had the opportunity to make someone a happy person. It's kind of a big meme to be like ""hehe why can't these girls give ME a chance"", but shit. I wish I would have the chance to make someone just the happiest person alive and I don't even think I'm alone on thinking like this. I guess people feel the most lonely when they aren't able to make people as happy as they could, even when they have friends.",6.304031830238728,5.4861350994694975,6.534974801061008,81.78394761273212,66.0424403183024,9.502864721485413,28.929575596816978,8.623443432112703,1.8707385676392576,2931,76,614,37,40,944,278,754,0.138,0.677,0.185,0.9953,2,10,1,0,0,0,75.0,9,3,18,7,51,55,5,4,39,0,60,12,3,14,13,125,125,56,0,14,22,0,7,5,9,9,2,6,1,7,41,36,0,1,20,2,0,14,16,23,0,11,38,13,108,32,91,68,16,85,0,10,0,7,87,32,2,9,44,446,149,4,0.0856639440330228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872201112442428,0.0,0.0685054250936778,0.0,0.13922527135464366,0.15613660257906764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059898221453797085,0.04388641697919199,0.03524706344905424,0.03812953600009806,0.0,0.0,0.08048409530362448,0.03293514262084852,0.0,0.026109972589274257,0.09460909591020276,0.0,0.0,0.04494951210865195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036895951290233084,0.04490850774694275,0.0,0.0,0.10259353315770267,0.04739276235914188,0.0,0.02762307855001388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447502944367179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03578061654118959,0.0,0.03793641400379373,0.04425687680088652,0.0,0.14145056779478446,0.038743970865610336,0.0,0.08185556957122532,0.0,0.041897887443199534,0.0,0.09639575303124076,0.12994279204985862,0.061198338733656835,0.0411254100860208,0.0,0.0,0.0728657070330431,0.0,0.0939260930626179,0.2978268779759061,0.0,0.02237793755417581,0.08217666089963388,0.07302719028049769,0.0,0.06851328159342432,0.0,0.04718424609541045,0.0,0.037876171399441175,0.22797715334429866,0.0,0.04228770483574917,0.0,0.0,0.04827474539551544,0.0,0.0,0.09050866014778107,0.042963960238094505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755753574677454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460290769376205,0.023539331667435548,0.0698275478012182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060506977054323986,0.10462769000396256,0.0,0.1134642480260519,0.0,0.0,0.0958360413846868,0.0,0.036414210922623966,0.2706026891171705,0.0,0.2287253913338787,0.04342489688090418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04324808171397389,0.0,0.0341880714227303,0.04552360777727903,0.09445928322600164,0.0,0.13213862930580447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741443164312196,0.032575644801135964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672486671321901,0.11219767757592257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04357551391268832,0.0,0.04098441263562837,0.0,0.08611592429329325,0.0,0.0,0.04284356295643544,0.0,0.08231777414730836,0.0,0.08458281015739845,0.0,0.04852027470076995,0.1463130802887267,0.0,0.06812340659401027,0.08576455217291977,0.13004472711168147,0.0,0.038992618667465784,0.0,0.0,0.0879328075259441,0.07086209973088843,0.0,0.0,0.04366180151340783,0.07258278178917463,0.03297414463913285,0.0,0.0,0.06063338049647375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409870166242564,0.07487406287603514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536697696852226,0.10977999275580806,0.04208219503642231,0.0,0.07492700198526754,0.0,0.0,0.12278335435683801,0.04758789690297995,0.029080097434726806,0.04658888604357908,0.04184061293117988,0.0,0.05152158857424721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02526340683346748,0.0,0.034357224366920874,0.0,0.0,0.07941133434894228,0.07729838531565758,0.0,0.09850930799342453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213302005608434,0.0,0.15613660257906764,0.055164771354537664
lonely,ImSoFrigginSad,2019/07/20,"I feel like I'm an incel without the misogyny I feel horrible when I see other people in happy relationships, I fantasize about building relationships with random chicks on the bus cause they looked at me a certain way, and my social incompetence gets in the way of building any meaningful relationship. I just kind of wish I was more confident",5.0836021505376365,7.984912951612905,6.330322580645162,68.08215053763442,72.70967741935483,9.93978494623656,31.30107526881721,10.125756701596842,4.113217204301076,281,13,43,9,6,94,48,62,0.098,0.664,0.23800000000000002,0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,11,8,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,9,4,9,7,1,7,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,1,2,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943511284615873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063389282146056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073500807140299,0.14648154325234958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712561470030972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827027294637785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135189577925969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001728204774298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218304816460647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421498179478714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6604128539202648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339136659524994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090137804131072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255044746911185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357873719807688,0.19765249299603685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,truffleduffle,2019/07/20,It's my birthday today and I'm gonna spend it watching Netflix and maybe order in something for dinner Basically just stay at home since it's also my day off. What's your idea of an ideal birthday?,2.075487804878051,4.258392097560979,3.9489634146341466,85.00685975609757,79.24390243902441,5.0756097560975615,24.88414634146341,5.985473137389443,0.8161170731707319,160,6,30,1,4,54,34,41,0.0,0.9109999999999999,0.08900000000000001,0.5267,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890042444788111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23306729169577445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625046294201917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40796643953138817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363065824136156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989463617940176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782164403982977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851947111956068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34255640258697223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,whatamidoing716,2019/07/20,Anyone want to talk? It can be about anything at all. Even just small talk. Doesn't have to be constant or everyday. Just feeling really lonely right now.,1.2844827586206904,3.8338657241379335,2.134068965517244,90.09282758620691,98.65517241379312,5.078620689655172,19.593103448275865,6.742157984588678,0.7375186206896553,122,4,22,2,5,38,25,29,0.091,0.8170000000000001,0.092,-0.2484,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,16,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262459261352215,0.0,0.3088879106305082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40562899001311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24792062695822897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979244231125889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404641481776019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32055395007318865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6033975905274492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22139605937605167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Le-Shape,2019/07/20,"God I can’t take it anymore I’ve always been a very lonely person. I seriously need someone to be there for me, yet that person has been drifting away from me more and more.. and I feel all alone. I can’t stand it, I want someone to be there for me and to cuddle with me at night and tell me how much they love me.. I want someone who I can vent to directly instead of talking to myself constantly and venting to an online friend who’s timezone means we almost never get to have a real time chat.",2.641923076923078,3.859618576923076,4.23,87.89000000000001,74.76923076923076,6.353846153846152,24.538461538461537,6.6274283507984215,0.7750423076923076,388,12,82,3,8,130,68,104,0.066,0.815,0.11900000000000001,0.6534,0,3,0,0,0,1,9.0,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,1,2,17,17,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,16,2,14,13,4,9,0,1,0,2,11,2,0,1,5,62,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938332804698264,0.2004810593479412,0.0,0.0,0.16106648329161768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919703042664842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818662187954996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918135979856545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787525581166368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955238588530168,0.0,0.10113279827689103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747052815838142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085544144820595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422968733192055,0.1435303587949774,0.1492938000856464,0.0,0.0,0.18165316309481125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380372615051849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032604564312405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49203594910987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554121562551847,0.1555849453482484,0.16918948582016027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128727399315116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597162528366,0.22834624691311936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NatashaWood,2019/07/20,"28 & Single. It the time of the month where I suddenly feel lonely and talking about it and admitting that you are somehow helps. Do you feel the same way ? Vote up if you do ✌🏻 Meeting friends. Spending time with family. Having fun and laughing. Singing your heart out. Spending time on the internet and flirting in chatroom. Watching movies and netflix. 

All of the above and when it all quiet down and it night time and it time to sleep. Your mind goes “hmm. this is lonely” and i just wish i have someone with me. 

End ❤️ Vote up if you get it too.",0.3765000000000001,2.8270105363636366,1.5730681818181829,96.02960227272727,93.63636363636364,4.568181818181818,21.420454545454547,6.322622252153567,0.3651363636363638,429,16,90,5,16,135,73,110,0.042,0.8170000000000001,0.141,0.8934,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,6,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,6,2,2,0,2,24,11,12,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,8,12,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,10,4,12,11,4,18,0,2,1,0,11,7,0,3,10,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312729185944824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890532897289269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122160494482766,0.0,0.2158534041649355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491089257762884,0.0,0.11151878275955024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529392041966152,0.14307099407883295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552358959585827,0.0,0.17037370404351676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030830727428134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21360408894623606,0.0,0.18085543975701124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156297478730448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6223218766989113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942662547090806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454568945711973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FamineEngine,2019/07/20,"How do I be happy alone? I'm a single guy in his late 20s. Have been single my whole life. 

I want to learn to be happy, but I don't know how. 

I live in a large city. I have a decent job in a tech company. I have savings and no debt. Work is boring, but I have a good amount of free time. 

Every day feels like a chore. I am horribly lonely. Have a couple of old friends that I meet from time to time, but many of them have married and settled down or moved away. 

I have tried finding things to do. I go to the gym three times a week. I learned to cook. I picked up an instrument. I am still unhappy.

To make it worse I somehow found myself with a pretty huge crush on this lady from another department, who is a couple years younger than me. I don't really know her and we barely talk, so I'm not sure why my brain thinks it's a good idea, but I can't get these intrusive thoughts out of my head. I have not said or done anything but as far as I can tell she just treats me as a normal coworker, friendly and polite but professional. I don't want to be a creep.

I don't know what to do. Feeling like this sucks. Feels like I should have figured this out by this age, being almost 30, but here I am.

Time and time again, amidst all the depressing and self-deprecating memes on reddit, I've seen people say ""you can't love someone till you love yourself"". Intellectually I realize it's naive to expect somebody else to patch up your life. But I think i'd feel more complete with someone else in my life... though I wouldn't know how to get there either.

So yeah, how do I get my shit together?",1.2458991694031276,3.035997335329341,2.9203187174039016,93.31536121305777,80.1377245508982,6.1060846049835815,20.355031871740387,7.1029339738359605,0.267403245122658,1226,32,283,15,31,405,187,334,0.154,0.6970000000000001,0.149,-0.5593,2,4,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,3,1,1,13,20,2,0,16,1,33,9,3,6,2,60,59,27,0,6,14,0,4,3,2,2,3,2,1,1,12,11,1,0,18,2,2,3,10,5,0,1,6,7,43,16,38,47,7,32,0,2,1,2,19,14,2,4,18,181,55,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998711567469348,0.10329637539228767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045818498179128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207419672674636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370521718598836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133831561712272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457125612335492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071188466014016,0.0,0.06432144301578803,0.0,0.08590243589081482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206451429422148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666331928757978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403184757083942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171799169100152,0.21375416847857948,0.0,0.0,0.09115686023896266,0.0,0.0,0.10935533184116697,0.15411151001960255,0.0,0.15632376738121306,0.0,0.056682244277798874,0.1673075820059223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875428050586688,0.0,0.2123415672324402,0.0,0.0,0.10235786841261388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258975852744192,0.0,0.0,0.09897255042868808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924910038326328,0.0,0.11250650666315827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133937350306695,0.1461778560621737,0.0,0.088068679606957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003119504847448,0.0,0.06657452752011643,0.10111660889405627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600354114106757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772006449495743,0.0,0.0,0.104656112244779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914435648383599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146732667555083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389340962866649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948717369197326,0.07931403821164218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404635750595054,0.0,0.10237752932312873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690119098900157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964926620029937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399996163127332,0.0,0.0,0.08016398642521573,0.08717362476310599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626013986299067,0.12781355154769275,0.09799007395622654,0.07917921133697885,0.34894104071805565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771416975319007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765370612702628,0.0,0.08000217084045594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999619063623512,0.11135163715825404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260896646528228,0.0,0.1016394635515122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422668803434449
lonely,iwanttodie7728292,2019/07/20,i hate having no friends i feel like going out and doing something fun tomorrow but i literally have no friends so i'll probably just be locked up in my room like i almost always am. i fucking hate this hahaha,1.6099999999999994,4.196304761904763,3.9812380952380977,81.48042857142859,84.71428571428572,7.1695238095238105,25.06666666666667,8.238735603445708,2.1204323809523813,168,7,31,4,5,58,33,42,0.205,0.452,0.34299999999999997,0.8368,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,10,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,6,5,3,9,0,6,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,3,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817065592620121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340851102067437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224647844148267,0.20097878537175407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43470231690920896,0.2600806223132967,0.0,0.0,0.15988359929792914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5555008014865619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748825734602396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303316156840481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657789003350167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hikoshi69,2019/07/20,"14M, so lonely It may seem like I have friends but I don’t, they’re fake to me. I don’t hang out with them whatsoever, which I’m fine with. But what’s been buggin me recently is me not being in a relationship.

For one I am unattractive as fuck. Filipino with spiky ass hair, dress like I’m a hypebeast. No girl likes me whatsoever and it’s pretty obvious.

I think no girl probably like the way I act. Sure I’m funny sometimes but damn I can get annoying fast. I just want to talk ok?

I can’t even talk to anyone to show I feel about them, I know the outcome it being getting rejected. I gave up at this point, I accepted the fact that I’m gonna be dying single. The only thing that keeps me from being lonely is my family and an 8” Vanellope plush. 

I’ve given up, there’s no hope.",0.0843176804286152,2.20465250898204,2.74687677277025,91.02386385124493,86.78443113772455,6.150520012606366,18.9691144027734,7.475848149327749,0.5068754491017966,607,17,137,11,19,211,110,167,0.223,0.58,0.19699999999999998,-0.8396,0,5,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,0,5,17,3,0,7,1,14,3,2,0,3,23,31,7,1,2,5,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,2,9,6,0,1,5,1,0,2,7,7,0,1,3,2,21,10,16,22,1,11,0,3,0,2,9,6,3,3,6,82,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399760963578867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776352674673806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322222785716145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887194195474812,0.0,0.10122106210345476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466474354401633,0.18507056984127174,0.20917992336652366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883184255432068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779362825105592,0.0,0.0,0.11001808326555372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912069577289757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565256210351945,0.15225198628381115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924235587385135,0.0,0.0,0.20366315347081915,0.21583651057598405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766148806180134,0.2149269816868377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224362645069905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19799103969750648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867481029806285,0.0,0.0,0.32180704479100714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329960044878747,0.12827237997382118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180760624746652,0.1588999075100566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EyeZaeYuh,2019/07/20,"Why is it so hard to find “the right one?” I’m so tired of looking. Lemme tell y’all a lil bit about myself, I’m a 18yo male, I’m not hideous or anything like that some females find me attractive and funny, my personality is ok not anything amazing but definitely not boring.. and I’m short, 5’6 to be exact. I’ve been looking for the one for a while, ever since I was 13. I’ve been through a lot between those ages relationship wise... had lots of sex with a lot of girls, my heart got broken about 3 times, I think i fell in love twice, cheated on some females, you know regular high school student stuff. But one problem now is that I don’t trust any female... all the girls I’ve been with showed me the same.. that girls cannot be trusted and they will break your heart the moment you give it to them. I’m scared I don’t want my heart broken again. That shit really hurts so bad for so long. I don’t understand how relationships last so long I really want to know what there is to know to keep a healthy relationship and how to find “the right one” somebody please help I’ve been lonely for too long",3.980719530102789,4.520176881057272,4.659136563876653,88.6129926578561,70.93832599118944,7.815447870778267,25.70602055800293,7.793537801064563,1.0843682232011749,860,24,194,10,15,276,127,227,0.19,0.6779999999999999,0.132,-0.9628,1,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,2,0,14,16,2,1,12,1,17,7,4,2,3,35,35,15,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,9,6,0,1,8,1,0,1,7,8,0,5,7,3,19,8,22,25,8,19,0,2,2,2,18,6,1,6,12,114,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720543869321329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438715005412325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846966120680456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567759096128198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584416402233734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29052830912034394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164360015384327,0.0,0.0,0.08474348462533747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491665137733342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766786315707481,0.07102073722715617,0.11194937786237236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342914974094508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417944154958058,0.0,0.0,0.17469357282470308,0.0863690891152043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051765233443942085,0.0,0.0,0.281305806852482,0.17795437207118686,0.0,0.0,0.2702425326911813,0.09563032072633858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871967956938993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925175571171426,0.0,0.11630895723690172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013865300651196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575752254365722,0.0,0.0,0.3412744633686855,0.0,0.18097338182562686,0.0,0.0,0.10608143179588024,0.10723413111823747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087633280632816,0.08764871743700019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129540408767217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261107990455407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678929611303596,0.0,0.0,0.061784373220180225,0.12178197362963868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103049638417713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249923564473417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560970333363124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jus_a_dude,2019/07/20,"Did y'all know So apparently the average joe, is so starved for positive attention that once someone does  show a little bit, they can get intrested.  


So to all the average guys that barley get anything positive from the gender that you like, nice shirt my guy.",6.98,7.829345333333332,7.366666666666667,70.74500000000002,64.41666666666666,12.233333333333334,36.83333333333333,11.855464076750405,4.8716583333333325,208,10,36,7,3,68,38,48,0.079,0.6990000000000001,0.222,0.8132,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,1,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,3,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24760426384394466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284905423859463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26330813508217005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31440195081534594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5958506303144888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535955959333185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699813048861932,0.3015676981517058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204347057973269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25494047580205553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sad_liar,2019/07/20,"I miss you This life without you is not worth it. If you see this, Melanie, I miss you. I didn't want to hurt you, okay? You helped me through so much, and I wouldn't be alive if you hadn't shown up. I owe you my life, but I doubt you value it anymore. 

Please just talk to me, say anything. Kill me already. Insult me. Do whatever you want. I just need interaction.

I know you will read this. I hope I'll be dead by then. Everything seems alright to everyone else, I've been laughing. In the end it's just fake. I'm fake. Everyone's fake.

""I'm not living, I'm just killing time. Your tiny hands, your crazy kitten smile. Just don't leave.""

If I could just end the world I'd do it right now.",-0.9335714285714259,1.1731835850340142,0.7622142857142862,102.68903571428572,94.10204081632654,4.300544217687075,16.873809523809527,5.985473137389443,-0.6890051700680275,525,14,132,5,20,168,86,147,0.28300000000000003,0.58,0.13699999999999998,-0.9795,1,0,0,0,0,2,31.0,0,13,0,0,8,14,3,1,2,2,12,3,1,0,0,23,25,7,3,9,13,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,7,10,0,0,3,3,28,4,8,17,1,9,0,3,1,0,18,4,0,6,5,74,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234383270517388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728582685281017,0.0,0.0,0.14343363738681236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916396803233722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456048667958827,0.0,0.3087552446938467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331012837690784,0.15664915188541656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116829280910003,0.0,0.0,0.17311873201133074,0.0,0.0,0.1865912199148584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856731447094528,0.0,0.09579044698560424,0.0,0.0,0.1845580038534582,0.0,0.0,0.2462257832833718,0.0,0.0,0.15390965199374412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813018780642152,0.12924087085925715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132851006485704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743466681227119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885082081670478,0.0,0.13860995843076165,0.0,0.0,0.13889413502908254,0.1586757187530074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009533591510254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016354402475686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056127223276141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801849830310694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ichi9009,2019/07/20,Feel like I’m lost and just want to be happy I’m just feeling lost and like nobody care. I think sometime I just want someone to care about me.,-0.3862903225806456,1.8144877096774223,1.1357258064516138,100.72358870967743,91.258064516129,3.1,17.427419354838708,3.1291,-1.0666193548387095,113,3,26,0,4,36,19,31,0.113,0.41700000000000004,0.47100000000000003,0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,12,2,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,5,3,9,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090876738992158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524700324187532,0.17835633266366688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657664887182918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439414071730661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.54506425423767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153513383402947,0.0,0.2469189868802316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159971310601946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29451051689606783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dmynus35,2019/07/20,"37 yr old lonely gay male completely lost in life I have no idea anymore what I’m doing wrong. I’m told I’m extremely good looking guy. I’m 37 gay single no kids and haven’t been in a relationship in over 3 yrs. I moved to a smaller Midwest city 4 yrs ago. It was fine in the beginning I met my partner here but it only lasted a yr. since then I lost the friend group. I’m been on numerous dates.  Dated guys for a month here or there and boom they ghost me or tell me they don’t want a relationship.  

My gay friends are unreliable and I’m constantly forgotten about. I get to see all the posts of fb the next day at a party or bar or event I wasn’t invited to.  All my straight co worker friends are married with children they have no time for me. 

It’s extremely depressing.  I’m 37 I finally admitted and accepted my sexuality at 26 yrs old and I never dreamed my life would be like this. I have gay friends who are in wonderful loving relationships.  And here I am going on horrible tinder dates or hanging out with guys that only want to hookup and party even at my old or older!  I’m sure other gay guys on this sub can relate. Nobody knows how lonely being gay is especially as you get older.",0.8509907834101398,3.145228661290325,3.28041474654378,87.31919354838709,84.96774193548387,6.768663594470048,22.163594470046085,7.957251820313856,1.2683336405529952,940,33,199,20,28,324,139,248,0.11699999999999999,0.688,0.196,0.9739,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,3,3,7,16,0,0,10,0,19,10,0,1,4,30,43,17,1,3,7,0,0,1,5,1,2,1,0,8,9,10,1,0,5,2,0,3,7,6,0,0,8,3,23,10,24,32,3,38,0,5,2,7,26,14,0,7,21,113,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883122324280916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057043220879482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168975864908544,0.12048360006162112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190332914510479,0.0,0.09602818022455477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363963227701306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221343975164502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34455478952077234,0.0,0.1165002812147233,0.0,0.06336366032692113,0.0935144764592006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415797409245583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258612693713887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061273268642917274,0.0908811294124204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750065941546454,0.054469520610642655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362547691185806,0.0,0.2434140966421495,0.0,0.10062618053189233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899211389107434,0.1184987020167128,0.0,0.0,0.08598975797136009,0.0,0.1185733575200385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35097733506707696,0.0,0.0,0.1695898815918853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677883255418126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591031118690346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884495183367913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922276072820412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508020131236263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974492104067836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501207406273336,0.0,0.0,0.1065356989551927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315221294820225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090867564708105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920095216849725,0.12189936019987532,0.0,0.0
lonely,omeedz,2019/07/20,I need help I’m not sure if this is the right place for me to ask. I have a friend who 2 months ago was my best friend. During the summer everything changed. His friends disliked me and never explained why. He talked to them and 90% of the time if I said something I would just be flat out ignored. I asked him if somethings up and he hasn’t said anything. Should I cut him out of my life. I’ve been playing video games and hanging out with him almost everyday for the past 2 months and it’s been like this every single time,1.3274812343619686,3.438081614678904,2.023169307756465,98.20663052543787,81.4770642201835,4.6975813177648025,20.91826522101752,5.565023196281405,-0.22526422018348624,412,12,93,2,11,127,76,109,0.079,0.741,0.18,0.9125,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,1,9,1,0,5,0,9,1,0,0,2,22,16,8,0,6,5,0,0,1,3,2,1,2,0,0,4,9,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,2,15,7,11,8,2,16,0,0,0,0,19,6,0,4,10,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457399639739602,0.0,0.17461259418560196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349676996803656,0.0,0.3260364503840299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299708310604731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844669176591844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691948482917402,0.0,0.15671810129983066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041679014478186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688070353443608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231670800090237,0.08519141225189644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783708678420398,0.0,0.0,0.1292977564680004,0.13448968962189856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646183159138953,0.0,0.0,0.18218603419457116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891633778125166,0.33174343099729625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684866644288561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434752223181234,0.0,0.0,0.14015699913674934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336035054977133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573474146658194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387186248910838,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ATKarmine,2019/07/20,"Alone So to keep this short I just want to know others experience. I live in England I find it quite dull and barbaric. I use to have it all respect, money,friends, women. I did some very bad things to people I hurt people in many ways. None of which I regret not one bit. It was deserved justice if you like but all of a sudden I lost it all. I live in the middle of know where with no one just a forgotten soul. A name of a town I’m not a thought in anyone’s mind. Not even family they are long gone. I deal with it well in the day but them long rainy nights are torture.",-0.15006968641115034,1.9129551138211376,1.8429326364692216,97.49798780487808,87.29268292682926,4.8150987224157955,16.915795586527295,6.1826913282559595,-0.5137521486643433,441,10,105,4,14,146,81,123,0.185,0.723,0.092,-0.9105,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,2,6,9,1,0,7,0,5,0,0,1,3,25,14,5,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,6,1,2,5,0,13,3,15,9,6,16,1,4,0,0,6,9,0,2,6,70,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432163587661085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443967426504872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859621728905256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429544781205405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477492364654095,0.1834776515612376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754647903571992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408728804567578,0.1677728105514099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626599339697225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749797863840973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051890051232115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818653049828466,0.0,0.0,0.19561360548056372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694639237821468,0.0,0.3142987937960003,0.3149929458266353,0.0,0.0,0.19427358015798127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804320693235037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796973956973461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701132911357114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411920475081908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24676182199685875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929134713974724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823432648607085,0.0,0.0,0.14128706554926693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370759506347206,0.0,0.1468426049556727,0.10497039948363304,0.14126306737931624,0.0,0.0,0.1600150046255649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CallMeJack2112,2019/07/20,"Can't talk to my only friend about this because they're directly involved Just a heads up, this might be a mess. Having a hard time organizing my thoughts. 

Just got a call from my only friend. We live on opposite sides of the world. She's pretty much been the only consistent relationship of any kind I've had for years. I had feelings for her, honestly. I've told her as much in the past. She just told me that another guy, who she also knew from online, just flew over to see her and they're a thing now. She'd tell me about local guys she was fooling around with and it sucked, but it was fine. 

This feels different. 

On the one hand: I'm happy for her. Genuinely. I told her as much. The guy seems like a good guy. He's known  longer than I have and he apparently makes ""Fly a cross the world"" money. It seems like things are going great for her, and I'm glad.

On the other hand: It feels like a bomb just went off. I have this vague feeling of being uncomfortable, but I'm mostly just numb. I feel like I got through the conversation alright. We usually talk via text, but she decided to call me so I guess she wanted to really drive the point home.

When something like this would happen before, she would be the only person I would tell. But now who do I tell? She's the only real friend I've had in years. It's pathetic to admit, but I hoped to be able to see her some day and tell her exactly how I felt in person. Maybe even proposing. 

We flirted in the past. Sent a few pics to each other once or twice, but things died down for a good while. For some reason, some part of me still thought something could be there.

I don't even know how I feel about it, and I can't tell the one person I would talk about this to.",1.868931338028169,3.693414811267605,3.0295202464788744,93.10160431338028,78.35211267605635,6.352992957746477,19.26276408450704,7.292943589461545,0.1842130281690144,1338,29,302,17,32,430,172,355,0.08,0.728,0.193,0.9925,2,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,3,0,0,0,22,23,1,0,23,1,26,4,3,4,1,60,60,21,1,7,13,0,10,5,3,5,1,0,1,7,20,12,0,0,17,0,1,6,3,4,0,3,18,12,42,19,42,30,10,35,0,0,2,0,52,17,1,10,17,196,62,0,0.07606053594741159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608255831172303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172377267115408,0.07975610378116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771000276325348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04636579674517115,0.0,0.06472191396806698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553326225600721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072814885186925,0.0,0.0,0.04905275335493717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893882790345874,0.07946707140519055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047453329853266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23075095403044435,0.10867532415688906,0.07303004239435906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629254418995902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04322695539465276,0.12759193777000633,0.1216651177186734,0.08385700939930141,0.08378925548671921,0.3012475552334573,0.06726008074451861,0.08096785485593859,0.06813530039708092,0.0,0.07806005334719637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629491915228684,0.07554527422060882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920534367861183,0.04180088140183773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857966794891738,0.0,0.06716284673518097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05077099836463828,0.0,0.07641303159005534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068820889337655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773973667634098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100198843663925,0.10308117524021662,0.28923732503511285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236614838592744,0.1452167759816788,0.0,0.19923937859293128,0.0,0.0,0.07190179140817644,0.0,0.0,0.07738090931478236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657354167863048,0.048726326969244976,0.07820289881831258,0.0,0.08166055074656399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122079911860202,0.13848531058514887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711023310778625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074204225900255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834037330179041,0.3324013046093268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515937211093881,0.0,0.0,0.12076713899586901,0.04435151017356306,0.0,0.0,0.21803730480123476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376993459449496,0.0,0.04486247476231762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050887884115217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21612488981461672,0.0,0.0,0.09796098281501213
lonely,danishcoffee,2019/07/20,"My life could be a lot worse, I guess. I mean I've got decent jobs and a good place to stay, and a few good friends. But at the same time, I always feel like I've lost everything I once had. I feel like a failure all the time.


Where did everything go wrong.",-0.27833333333333243,1.6086087857142848,1.3250000000000028,102.1866666666667,86.14285714285714,5.161904761904762,16.476190476190478,6.42735559955562,-0.6750023809523809,196,4,51,2,6,63,39,56,0.191,0.583,0.225,0.2732,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,0,1,11,11,3,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,2,6,5,2,5,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411123827626414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747218158311238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545153826715956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994509236136551,0.2818024376303786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237948164777398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209040779088944,0.33085449125197824,0.1577429237671877,0.0,0.2172711848487756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572043554389093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393094484293285,0.192713323249325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21529994648271036,0.16767797320515632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21484139273533304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100436135934514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606347031457614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102210382826669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300129082008599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099431598544773,0.0,0.2156401464775744,0.0,0.0
lonely,Frosty_Gumdrop,2019/07/20,I hate this feeling Having no actual friends to talk to is actual hell. I just want a real person to talk to and shit but whatever.,3.287777777777777,4.4380883333333365,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,73.07407407407408,9.844444444444443,24.61111111111111,10.125756701596842,2.551088888888888,103,3,20,3,2,37,21,27,0.297,0.557,0.146,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,5,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.5710727488920551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794786072079658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260628120349159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888829168534884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554879130014429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33304400426495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003507287032581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703632114929772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725836548485061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,threewordslowercase,2019/07/20,"At a loss for what's next Okay, I am not sure exactly where to start, so i will say a little about me, My name is Trevor, I am 32 years old, a musician, very outgoing, but in the last few weeks, I have found myself at a standstill... many have turned their backs on me in my recent struggle of depression and addiction. I am now clean for the most part, a beer here and there, smoke some weed. Now, i feel i have noone i can be truly myself around, i have to pretend i am okay just to have company, which isnt what i want or need. I want people around that i can be completely myself and honest with, without the judgment or pity. i find myself thinking about suicide more often than anyone should ever have to, as i know it goes through everyones minds once in awhile. I had a really bad time sleeping last week to the point i was in a deep sleep deprivation, and was hallucinating people coming to take me away and leave me for dead out in the woods, my instant reaction was to defend myself, so i grabbed a gun and locked all of the doors, while everyone else in the house was sleeping, i dont even know for sure if this really happened or not because noone i live with is even aware it took place. the following day, i met some new ""people"" that seemed to know everything about me, things ive never spoken about, they took care of me while i got my mind straight, the thing about them is, they were invisible, at least most of the time, they followed me everywhere, and i actually finally felt at home, like i had a family. the next thing i know, my mind is finally in one piece again, but they were gone, and now i can only feel a deep emptiness, and i miss them, what am i supposed to do? just forget that happened and move on? as if it was some figment of my imagination? it saddens me deeply and now all i want is to leave, go find a new place to call home and hopefully find someone who can do for me what they did for me, they sacved my life and i dont feel at one without them, its very discerning and i feel like my purpose was to have them, even if it was for only 2 days. any feedback to this would be welcome, as i have said some things here that i would never say, am i finally going crazy? or did my brain produce some sort of coping mechanism to make me finally get my brain some rest? Thank you for reading this, please be nice, i have enough negativity in my day to day life without hearing it in this thread.",6.075301582328057,5.181864336048882,6.4108452138492895,82.7355471565095,66.5356415478615,9.916371612094627,30.289910700297664,9.162432508145574,2.174096287012377,1883,56,410,29,26,609,223,491,0.136,0.769,0.094,-0.9587,1,0,2,1,0,1,61.0,0,1,11,2,26,19,0,1,22,2,51,9,5,2,8,86,90,30,2,11,16,0,6,2,0,4,3,4,4,0,25,20,1,0,17,3,0,9,11,7,0,2,21,10,75,12,64,61,17,72,0,5,0,0,21,28,0,19,37,304,100,3,0.0,0.0,0.06792216792797695,0.07587718662478346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04733220398966974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04866780686459884,0.0,0.0,0.12392227006746324,0.0,0.0,0.0653940018724956,0.053520158736795456,0.05811532412428355,0.04242914304876128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539920270384538,0.07107211053616734,0.0,0.07096456325726,0.0,0.0,0.059956539205885874,0.07297707773481814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955186237570622,0.0,0.059948679723415214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314762729049898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058144101546190284,0.0,0.0,0.07191816652644034,0.0,0.13791572598798124,0.06295960198783622,0.0,0.13301667241512366,0.06255439392090294,0.0,0.06561520503224498,0.0,0.1407728099084953,0.04972416304917018,0.06682948063283463,0.3049853017230765,0.190846744765314,0.0,0.0,0.07631573769254292,0.0,0.0,0.03636452356952719,0.0,0.07911360540539655,0.0,0.05566761542027848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309882662277888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844727033035108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963431088642694,0.06913115856027932,0.0,0.08031213888254962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300723387203224,0.11347093545472214,0.0,0.14739836041690735,0.0,0.0,0.09832485178251917,0.0680086999074551,0.06976016299394093,0.0614604348837337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04646032428130361,0.07056618521286638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108365728097901,0.0,0.0,0.07397662559290959,0.0,0.05160949963089562,0.1073637436024412,0.1344453893953837,0.14804646338348856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303629622371277,0.07412457448971177,0.09432914425992436,0.10587193750948724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537291144697042,0.0,0.14476118768505206,0.0,0.1454399569082402,0.07640283297321017,0.06579702296256643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962150784271416,0.0,0.08917850839839714,0.0,0.06872424203747947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620808027649061,0.11070167743238256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336365883307467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089588157659723,0.0,0.05897411843080597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04926512974723818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276382552262575,0.0,0.07613402660310267,0.0,0.13119938999189815,0.0,0.05233254746359723,0.0,0.0,0.06408078930533871,0.0,0.0,0.18496369104708268,0.04459858202265568,0.0,0.0,0.08117175597888035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466226003742908,0.0,0.07570772062922335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485898817535715,0.123160378522562,0.0,0.11166213081520447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012834771656925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888748290837003,0.0,0.0,0.044821838993721934
lonely,GaryShineBerg,2019/07/20,"Alleviate Loneliness Quickly [Time to move on. You keep thinking it but, don’t know how. Well now is the time to begin anew. This technique works. The video is light hearted and goofy but, the information is valuable. Take a chance and starting a new life.](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P5rAbXINW2Q)",4.615177777777777,7.919949540000005,3.096666666666668,82.75611111111112,93.6,6.222222222222222,29.555555555555557,7.3871296695380915,2.616488888888889,247,12,38,5,9,70,41,50,0.037000000000000005,0.7809999999999999,0.182,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,4,1,1,1,0,9,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,23,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899859927826255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925198824733016,0.0,0.0,0.1808651745035074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324536039982281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497820320896051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31784757097857474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329392163542893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474428192625918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108744826243416,0.0,0.0,0.3838026069317717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959011124372731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23958927753511694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelymom23,2019/07/20,In need of interaction please I could really use someone to talk to.,4.996923076923078,6.799544076923077,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,69.76923076923077,11.353846153846154,28.384615384615394,11.20814326018867,3.7555230769230783,55,2,10,2,1,19,12,13,0.0,0.8270000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36022928601257864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345431097685853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952584605700423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28903647329942106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822820433603242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626401542291679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896733265269223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ainefade,2019/07/20,"How do you even get to meet new people? It's been seriously years since I've made a new friend. I'm never the one to make a first step, and guess that people don't find me interesting, so that's why they don't try to talk to me either. I'm 17 y/o, so I'm supposed to be in the best years of my life, but instead I'm trapped in this loneliness. I've actually been to a few parties recently, and I picked up a new hobby, but I'm always alone like it's my curse. I'm so unused to new people that now even online chatting with strangers is freaking scary. And I'm sick and tired of being alone everywhere all the time. I want to hang up, I want to have a normal teenager life, I want to laugh, get drunk, and have people who care for me, but instead I'm no one. And I have no idea how to break out of this stupid loneliness cycle.",3.4774384731290797,3.2241927458563566,5.039427423405326,88.23971371170269,71.81767955801105,8.128779507785032,25.294324460070314,7.686295010490155,0.9888519337016568,641,16,154,7,11,218,97,181,0.263,0.618,0.11900000000000001,-0.9863,0,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,2,10,9,1,0,8,0,11,5,0,5,2,26,28,14,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,8,8,1,0,2,2,0,2,5,3,0,3,3,0,12,6,21,23,4,19,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,12,89,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.13138232981470396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788782483319384,0.0,0.0,0.11202539250203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128896585376466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726725661801845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784757614137578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230520693990356,0.11451871121555986,0.0,0.0,0.10401707658869506,0.0,0.14068031027019953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831336365332595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198420331306814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901904562229361,0.06577485461731067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273929444832778,0.08986853385623578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103837224299691,0.5201173351928584,0.0,0.0,0.13191169733566696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246153090162856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733501189179381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293378743752654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136976042145327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821285852803794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785055508458177,0.1547407608848725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140692970254546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382299912498828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148528883935222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733984003519756
lonely,Meta_Eno,2019/07/20,Looking for some new buddies to talk to. Wanna be my buddy? Just want some new people to chat with.,0.03683333333333394,2.398530350000001,1.7600000000000016,94.31833333333331,95.5,2.666666666666667,16.666666666666668,3.1291,-0.9158333333333328,77,2,15,0,3,25,16,20,0.0,0.9359999999999999,0.064,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34540107735725795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7945013404282459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851540891435181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305994833654943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426042927513126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PlatnissEverdeen,2019/06/24,"Day #2 at the Beach. So if you read my last post, I talked to 3 different girls yesterday while at the beach. Unfortunately all of them were taken. Oh well, thats just how it is. So it's the next day. I'm back down at the beach when I notice this good-looking girl sitting in her chair relaxing, drinking what looks to be like a beer. (Good thing to know because I'm 21, which means she's probably around my age). So I kept looking at her for a while, then eventually walked up to her and asked her if she was single. She nodded yes.. aw :/. Oh well, I told her she was pretty and she said ""Thank you!!"" and asked her where she's from. Then I told her where I was from.. and that was it. I told her to have a good day and walked away. Even though she was already taken, I've learned something important from these 2 experiences. It gets easier. I'm a guy that get's really nervous around someone I like, and it's really hard for me to walk up to them. Ever since taking that big first step yesterday, it made it 10x easier today. I saw a girl, thought she was pretty, so I walked up and told her. Wasn't nearly as nervous as the first time. It also boosts your self-confidence doing things like that (imo). I just wanted to share my experience.",1.8005973981513181,3.6273466496062974,3.2579014036288965,91.3746884628552,78.56692913385827,6.7795960287572745,20.098596371105785,7.7425588080867325,0.5207215337213285,955,23,215,15,23,313,133,254,0.035,0.81,0.155,0.9805,1,0,3,0,0,0,48.0,0,3,2,2,19,12,0,2,10,2,12,2,0,2,2,23,37,23,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,19,9,2,1,4,7,0,5,1,2,2,2,19,5,37,10,29,17,2,42,0,0,3,0,35,16,0,2,22,141,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968369170832795,0.08673207819562609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309734336521292,0.20278309809862047,0.0,0.1018978108351655,0.08339582919949369,0.0,0.06611365979269225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098350901868788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331324580659825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624541174202716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163404469071848,0.09810449628274164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121812014149802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450492618730466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133273767530994,0.0,0.0,0.2729027825957212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738831087896336,0.0,0.0,0.0971551097263231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059604481019159834,0.08840596679492754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895810257553825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27322671460653475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262351701822577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814018034000212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534399248175473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347766724186125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387069335755816,0.22067711425316985,0.1169337150404243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084851673407022,0.0,0.1389591479209361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316631872335097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314307115030807,0.0,0.0,0.08971577311667353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189426234763606,0.08349458710355745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154527738438966,0.08717267799866794,0.0,0.09985154539914856,0.0,0.0,0.14410645213637513,0.0,0.10655729018691708,0.08610180458660194,0.06324145945389069,0.0,0.10280343373214346,0.4145367261696897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397005124694663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502961018594214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,The-Garlic-Bread,2019/06/24,"I’m lonely and have no friends, does anyone want to play Rocket League with me? I have no mic though :( I’m lonely and have no friends. No one even talks or messages me. I just wanted to play casual Rocket League with someone. Does anyone want to play Rocket League? Sorry if this breaks the rules, I can remove it if you want.",1.618087912087912,3.9895220615384623,2.3729670329670327,94.58846153846157,82.23076923076924,4.32967032967033,15.439560439560445,5.288315135182226,-0.8425824175824177,254,4,52,1,7,79,37,65,0.221,0.54,0.239,0.1179,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,10,6,0,6,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,6,6,5,10,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347654431453715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189727597813817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811074473224995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698946660085268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221266076131385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028291201360581,0.0,0.0,0.2679705697215112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924076338029234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23519337182264236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5647790788239787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,1123swift,2019/06/24,"Why do i still feel alone? Hello, Reddit (or however you are supposed to start these things).

This is my first time posting to any sort of online forum but I am not sure where else to go. I have plenty of friends who I feel very close to and a very active social life and have three flatmates who I spend a lot of time with (despite in the past not having any friends at all). However whenever I am alone/am not with anyone I can't help but feel hopelessly lonely. It doesn't matter who I have spent time with during the day, or for how long, give it half an hour after I have left them I can't help but feel as if I am the only person in the world.

If anyone has any advice to help avoid this feeling of crippling loneliness it would be much appreciated.",5.109498207885307,4.862593225806453,5.743440860215057,84.55960573476705,68.35483870967742,8.437275985663083,26.254480286738357,7.793537801064563,1.2668781362007162,590,14,126,6,9,192,96,155,0.16399999999999998,0.727,0.109,-0.7411,2,5,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,1,1,1,3,6,0,1,7,0,17,1,0,1,2,29,26,11,0,3,10,0,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,10,6,0,1,5,0,2,1,6,3,0,3,1,5,14,3,18,23,3,20,0,2,0,0,14,7,0,6,11,87,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985328543816087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882587854000688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312852782624066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445383225232748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988990141923824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810547878333872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876955644133031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044068533040626,0.0,0.0,0.2369579366075021,0.0,0.0,0.14710870726954875,0.08715317658389819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083647812652438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102031145552527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666168250552847,0.0,0.10831668113311613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571122868156058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303739391798958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127309781379154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166307061568246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639133388562936,0.0,0.13390059193731607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468683217005252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632251559945462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085429624977457,0.0,0.12246668512120833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453194927814084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018799051366226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682614328926751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530620524093052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837585286773949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893648716536064,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NewAgeWizard,2019/06/24,"Feeling lonely even though I know I have friends who care. Am I just a needy bitch? I’ve got plenty of friends, I think, at least. I met a group at college who I play D&D with, and then one of them invited me to an online group who I love spending time with. I have friends at work and I hang out with them also, as I am running D&D for them as well. But why do I still feel like nobody is there for me? I desperately want someone to be close to, someone who can tell me everything will be alright, but at the same time I don’t want or can’t do that with any of my friends. We’re either not close enough, or I don’t want to accost them with my stupid life. I think it’s my self-esteem too. I’m always second-guessing and worrying that everyone hates me or just tolerates me until I leave. I just get too affected by that kind of stuff. One of my groups shared our birthdays so we could all celebrate each other’s when the time came, but nobody said anything on mine. Then, in the same month, someone else’s came up and then the discord flooded with happy birthdays. I’m not mad, but it just hurts a little bit that nobody said anything at all. Should I have said something? I don’t want people to make a huge deal really, but just having it completely ignored really stings. Am I asking for too much with all this? Is life really just having friends to bullshit with and nothing more? Nothing is consequential. I went out and got drunk with some friends once before and had a great time - I vented some feelings and felt sad with my friends and we all consoled each other. Then one of my friends got concerned for the smallest girl in our group and then she said she was going dry. Now we don’t drink, and now I don’t feel like I can be honest. The alcohol made it so much easier to cry and talk and be real. Everything feels like it’s behind a one-way mirror. And here I am again, coming back to reality realizing that this whole rant came from me whining about my friends missing my birthday. I have no goddamn reason to hurt, and yet I do. It’s frustrating, and I want out. That’s why I’ve fallen in love with D&D I think. It’s so much easier to be real when you’re playing a character who isn’t really you, dealing with what you actually are. I really don’t have a reason to be so sad. I make good grades, I have friends, I have hobbies, but I am plagued by this goddamn feeling that I’m fucking useless, mundane, and nobody likes me. And I fucking hate it.

I’m probably just needy in retrospect. Sorry if you read this far, I’m just ranting to myself and you guys I guess. Sorry again for taking up your time.",2.922504572772404,4.46623807303371,4.058499259646375,88.08404886333946,74.63670411985021,6.9150074035362765,25.714484800975534,7.5712925761633665,1.2409787126556928,2057,71,429,26,43,670,228,534,0.165,0.643,0.192,0.9295,0,2,3,0,0,0,68.0,5,5,4,1,31,44,8,0,15,1,42,9,0,6,4,103,92,45,0,8,21,0,7,4,10,2,3,4,0,2,28,45,3,1,14,5,1,9,11,17,1,3,16,11,69,27,58,67,19,50,0,8,0,4,50,20,3,7,25,300,97,4,0.0,0.0,0.0597026117888611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538254797599917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892542485140877,0.05090645392326541,0.19886470427018027,0.0,0.04160432869137665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069144460611122,0.0,0.057194808619610835,0.0,0.0,0.04704345219559738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05205946208491021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679244278509795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992001036182234,0.06237683366359624,0.0,0.0,0.052700938347673434,0.06414580503536581,0.0,0.0,0.048847053012067966,0.0,0.06720308380407039,0.0,0.12614727398145256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993286470395764,0.0,0.0,0.05110783163024564,0.0,0.0,0.06321503726511897,0.0,0.04040864860188429,0.0,0.0,0.058459873977131815,0.10996883079195308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560592241341525,0.1311204792313993,0.058742155322605814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726732393728702,0.11311938811001415,0.031963894848888036,0.0,0.03476986243831319,0.05131467256944172,0.1467931074950081,0.06745089157176039,0.13479278660658536,0.06057757225622903,0.0,0.06512698267929698,0.0,0.12080467625743928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309883778055196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370929617738752,0.033622791216101504,0.0,0.0,0.06478052275669874,0.0,0.0,0.08642613500490329,0.1195573443163766,0.06131818309997484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104342279702632,0.057889759755758725,0.08167591785623039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883309363952122,0.0,0.1349224694736821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740724241582105,0.0,0.0,0.06515443823092336,0.1658279307603213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04241433616400245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596211928535156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119630720998564,0.1392719014088101,0.19596657576009785,0.12580594720887564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23278381327430656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382382320571621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551221371488974,0.047099161369345714,0.0,0.1369714449939545,0.0,0.0,0.04885822825793977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003617788282643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045999558913583566,0.0491739664867729,0.05347379906849428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760454252530796,0.060108794829646775,0.0,0.1783720243060416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042701155874585,0.04856163874054003,0.0,0.0,0.05500794363205435,0.05671424220383139,0.11041041893324337,0.06830500724880267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044539587448459386,0.062131006978314536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mexicardano,2019/06/24,"We only see each other once a week We only get to see each other once a week and my friends are always ""busy"" so I'm always stuck home jerking off or playing rainbow six. I get that some people don't have anyone so I feel bad for complaining but man, it feels empty all day.",1.7482758620689651,3.3431910689655204,3.5822758620689648,90.04031034482759,77.9655172413793,5.329655172413793,20.220689655172414,5.6839178017228535,-0.02082482758620685,214,5,45,1,5,72,45,58,0.134,0.8059999999999999,0.06,-0.489,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,11,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,4,5,2,3,10,4,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,2,3,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672499124254309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543058626104501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842601053471036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232152007731808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22316672215640776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049822997609845,0.0,0.2305942897088132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213618630000236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4700378810612681,0.0,0.3356769432633803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299299048891127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517096842803465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540352961516807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sugarcookie7,2019/06/24,Why do I push people away? I’m so lonely yet at the same time I push people away a lot. I get sad when I have no plans yet when I do I don’t want to go? I could easily get out more if I asked people. I never make plans with people. Normally people have to invite me out. It’s like I’m making myself lonely but I don’t know how to stop. Socialising has just became harder for me.,-1.7635098039215684,0.15201107058823735,1.7489705882352948,95.13953431372549,97.11764705882356,4.245098039215686,9.43627450980392,5.985473137389443,-1.3570196078431374,291,2,69,3,12,105,53,85,0.14400000000000002,0.78,0.077,-0.7312,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,3,1,17,18,6,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,13,1,10,17,3,15,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,2,8,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595455439461706,0.0,0.3737661015204517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588139237734045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078451512224612,0.0,0.11304547444296795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931606047807664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717766884586036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910667387323775,0.0,0.0,0.26554873206655044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341211250983178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489014936122906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6894978033562508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629816317599078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598636693373884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173226219124196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948587248366554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mara_Oleander,2019/06/24,My only friend left me You guys probably hear stuff like this all the time here but I just still can’t get over this. About 3 weeks ago my best friend stoped all contact with me. I’m pretty sure it’s because his girlfriend didn’t like him spending so much time with me which I completely understand. It’s just difficult because him and his friends were the only people I hung out with. Now I just spend most of my time inside by myself. I don’t blame him for not talking to me anymore I just wish I could of said bye first. I have respected his decision and I have not attempted to talk to him. I’m glad that he seems happy I just wish I could be happy too.,1.3402294056308648,3.4933609635036516,2.524238790406674,94.39447080291971,81.70072992700729,5.958081334723673,20.73461939520334,7.1686216300943375,0.42504004171011456,520,15,115,7,14,166,86,137,0.039,0.628,0.332,0.9941,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,11,12,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,3,25,18,4,0,4,8,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,7,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,3,2,27,11,13,12,5,11,0,0,0,0,20,3,0,2,11,79,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306176135163449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613242158403006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964738748394887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463559740224722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449453393633744,0.0,0.0,0.23529528345937215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533653435387276,0.0,0.0,0.3415286398580343,0.0,0.07698472308121207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590048074945852,0.0,0.3137153810812885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660750861017697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009709980116876,0.0,0.0,0.14397633780292526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831980894871084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241338808043467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021545071304963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990876007086829,0.1588691087566046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401643752070353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341426547043876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767455719830693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868143839997235,0.0,0.0,0.1388764063915048,0.0,0.0,0.23687001916918826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577643487107182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533974028400799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819594175393125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33889234780621985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rippedbunny,2019/06/24,"Lost some friends, now i need new ones..... Hey guys I’m a 19 years old guy, i lost some friends due to a conflict and tbh i was glad i got rid of them because they were immature, i still have some friends but i get bored since I’m on summer vacation and i wont go out with the same group of friends all the time, i go to the gym frequently but i haven’t found people my age, every body there is either too young or too old, i actually have posted this before but haven’t got any answers what so ever, this might seem like an annoying question but every post is like volunteer or say hi to neighbors and general unexplanitory stuff, nobody answered my previous post so i had to post it again, any help would be very appreciated",3.4689619164619145,4.685242222972974,4.726191646191649,85.14214987714989,72.71621621621622,8.084520884520883,26.96805896805897,8.575989854853784,1.7170999999999998,571,20,123,10,11,189,99,148,0.07200000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.9523,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,9,11,1,0,6,0,13,1,1,0,2,28,25,11,0,2,7,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,1,2,5,5,0,1,5,1,0,2,3,4,0,1,8,1,15,7,9,13,6,22,0,2,0,0,15,2,0,8,16,73,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.12229342098547905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704426500289906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639339572343097,0.0,0.10663737351295127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392013336786589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335835333084587,0.2111735916612146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137405988680278,0.3872850833100829,0.0,0.06547408784920128,0.0,0.14244353127509785,0.0,0.20045835801556489,0.0,0.0,0.248171338714916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399879018754675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244922125095717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736013300758953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294382292370605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292256795901464,0.0,0.12103402398993506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263002751348508,0.0,0.08491950494285781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688052520495819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800844489088881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403861379219188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996588246152017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408585504912445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366530275023664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008004169203932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346045389653092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307460898908515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034014300735342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902313446716761,0.0,0.0,0.08070142918899408
lonely,gauraangsaxena,2019/06/24,"Anxiety sucks Especially when you're alone at 2AM at night like I am now. Your 'friends' are sleeping over and having tons of fun while you are in bed having anxious and depressive thoughts

I don't know why I wrote this.",5.014806201550389,6.201334046511634,4.81860465116279,86.0448062015504,69.0,8.524031007751939,30.6124031007752,8.841846274778883,2.245254263565892,176,7,36,3,3,54,36,43,0.231,0.648,0.121,-0.5046,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,5,10,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,3,5,8,1,8,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,5,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630079353418929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681283206667198,0.3959604790231454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30188151109019673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707921785841009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262332040558253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712345391930565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32891655649588303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507489147388799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27825450719137323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162679351277051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ltrfsn,2019/06/24,To those who've had sex: can you imagine a man being a virgin at age 27?! Maybe not crazy on this sub but old virgins are rare freaks. I'm insignificant and inferior garbage and that's why people don't want to interact with me. In fact I see random unknown girls get disgusted by me. A painless death would be to much mercy for filth like me,3.7371428571428567,4.765244142857147,4.872857142857144,85.06214285714286,71.85714285714286,7.885714285714287,26.857142857142854,8.238735603445708,1.5763714285714283,270,9,57,4,5,89,62,70,0.24,0.629,0.131,-0.8752,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,7,3,0,0,1,10,11,3,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,5,1,9,7,1,5,0,1,1,3,4,3,0,1,3,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428077056716666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037326480543452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120398883197576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014994559989861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303720301536871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843388354042674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32682779030953224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419106886111166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700867769636358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913510745787637,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,idksomeemogirl35,2019/06/24,"I’m a burden I just need a place to vent 

I feel like a burden to everyone. People even admit it. My mom is sick of trying to help me with no result. My friends and family says I’m boring and a wet blanket. My boyfriend has basically been ghosting me for the past months and honestly I understand why. I’m so anxious, annoying, sad, awkward, pathetic and so fucking ugly, no shit nobody wants me. I know that it would be best for everyone if I just die but my lazy ass is too scared to do it. I try to keep my feelings to myself but I just have to vent right now. I feel so scared and alone and no matter what I do I fail. And I always apologize for failing but then ppl get annoyed that I apologize too much and I just don’t know how to be good. I can’t. I feel so fucking unwanted. I’m not a person I’m just a problem and a fat piece of trash.",0.49874236874237,2.337063098901101,3.135750915750915,90.58980463980465,82.84615384615384,6.462026862026862,22.1990231990232,7.594959193182576,0.8937645909645909,652,22,148,11,18,228,100,182,0.332,0.5720000000000001,0.096,-0.9935,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,14,20,5,3,8,0,12,6,3,2,0,37,31,19,2,6,10,1,5,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,6,10,1,1,8,0,0,0,6,15,0,0,1,6,24,5,14,27,3,6,0,3,0,3,8,2,4,1,5,99,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223308763943467,0.0,0.0,0.13033806278065682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769600188894303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643853209559463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256888019058047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346006394970783,0.0,0.0,0.2993548415714097,0.0,0.0,0.14766742356779922,0.0,0.3168100768316053,0.11190453558634417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102063608866227,0.28962461088758473,0.08183858454978092,0.0,0.0,0.13138324317396732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499332359811887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392299343680184,0.0,0.0,0.17217186170503734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652699927245751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345633110264428,0.12502954604058064,0.0,0.11514933727453525,0.11614749719020873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149531791155424,0.10859531520456428,0.13677309180611213,0.16365675996819148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498845150757914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337707659939537,0.0,0.1245674038741491,0.3136504218668645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078998535923458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269824414034647,0.0,0.0,0.16306905863389945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239106379445744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134435818542473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127344505749674,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,erezawmas,2019/06/24,"I look at all the lonely people #you are not alone ,look within",2.823076923076921,4.085766692307693,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,74.38461538461539,5.2,13.0,3.1291,-1.2167846153846154,49,0,10,0,1,16,12,13,0.17600000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.122,-0.1926,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952147001756919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8030438567878064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33148599488555264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SonnyBrigante,2019/06/24,"Anyone who was at first happy about being a loner, but then suddenly it became something that bugged you? I did find myself in this situation last year. As a teenager I was just this guy who had friends at school, but I almost never met with them outside school. I wasn't also a person who was very fond of parties, because although I drink alcohol myself drunk people (especially the agressive and touchy drunks) and the atmosphere at most parties made me feel very uncomfortable. So when someone asked me to go to this or that party 9 out of 10 times I refused.

Then since last year (I was 21 at the time) I did feel myself become more interested in parties and meeting more people. I guess it was my puberty that made me kind of an asocial person. Now the problem is because I burned so many bridges in high school, because I always refused invites, I don't have contact with those people anymore. 

So right now I kind of regret I was the way I was in high school. So now I'm struggling with trying to meet new people but that is a very hard quest.",6.2563235294117625,6.4105137500000025,6.4841176470588255,78.85352941176474,65.91176470588235,8.368627450980393,32.196078431372555,7.793537801064563,2.2446549019607835,831,31,153,8,12,267,116,204,0.126,0.7390000000000001,0.135,0.6312,0,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,1,11,9,0,1,10,0,16,4,0,2,1,25,25,17,0,2,5,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,13,7,4,2,3,3,0,1,3,3,0,1,14,3,24,6,21,10,3,30,0,1,0,0,16,12,0,4,16,109,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195314104933128,0.11199953467359174,0.0,0.0,0.0894447405693063,0.09306642871878323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109230814072767,0.07820666569357841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456270608644312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454436021606676,0.12352723930422947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956837986183517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113107337196117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222697184673192,0.09513778292824722,0.0,0.0,0.08641342491794964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356575001383645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321309283727898,0.11074702470612874,0.0,0.11906418978482697,0.10019376642691466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363469350091197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23294479243650115,0.0,0.18234196457083804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166641102041295,0.0,0.11339623483687598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626401048734003,0.10802341732534547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31016505680884715,0.19532257772838726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702335327651273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551751186439253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527842619959766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925217545611664,0.1257217474173299,0.0,0.0,0.09476837897222888,0.08610599258989812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169277299276298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304388422774544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593739524198162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276858740988396,0.0,0.08877967216349901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405278576476088
lonely,nargacuga1998,2019/06/24,"Umm hey... F 21 and I'm new on here and I'm looking for some cool peeps, what I hope to find is someone who I could talk to and vent with I hope that's not annoying. I'm kind of awkward and funny but if you get to know me even more less awkward and more funny lol. I don't discriminate against anyone's gender or sexuality but I do prefer to talk to someone my age and up.",-0.8801204819277118,1.1076796024096431,2.148204819277112,94.44423493975908,90.32530120481928,4.765783132530121,19.143373493975908,6.2581,-0.13928819277108362,289,9,70,3,10,102,56,83,0.046,0.748,0.20600000000000002,0.9064,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,7,1,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,19,12,10,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,8,4,11,11,4,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,5,2,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995702004713515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548664111736328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998850414254515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352288140509589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446365716072758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5112470887182401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680081698318284,0.1414421957099472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161234959730668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485666931939464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361325194801196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137237593960213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BubbleMunch,2019/06/24,I don’t know how to title this Why does it have to be so hard. I know everyone tells me that I don’t have to have someone in my life but I want someone so badly but I don’t put in the effort. When I try I always say something stupid or they just straight up don’t like me. I envy all of my friends who are dating people and because of this envy I end up ruining friendships and so I thought that getting a girlfriend myself would help but I can’t. I’m too socially awkward to talk to girls and I’m afraid of rejection. I’m really lost and I feel empty inside. It sounds fucking sad but sometimes I cuddle my pillow because it feels like someone is by my side and helps me fall off to sleep.  When I build up courage to talk to a girl I second guess and hesitate and stay quiet. I went to a party where this girl was talking to me and I kept spitting out one word answers and wouldn’t make any eye contact. What is wrong with me? Why does it have to be so hard to find someone?,0.786142629300528,2.7482540622009566,2.6320984278879043,93.91802232854867,82.54066985645933,5.129277739804057,22.392572339940767,6.1826913282559595,0.2982246981089087,765,26,170,6,21,254,116,209,0.192,0.6679999999999999,0.14,-0.9014,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,10,14,2,2,4,0,17,6,3,2,1,33,33,21,0,3,6,0,4,2,2,2,1,3,1,3,11,11,0,1,7,0,0,3,6,10,0,2,5,8,28,4,24,24,1,18,0,4,1,2,16,10,1,2,6,111,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141802252635763,0.0,0.0,0.09105863155027724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180341164787157,0.1632520515932188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234358834851458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185983132504925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795005453513408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541076000340646,0.0956603297667798,0.0,0.0,0.1223849159017071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345312543560232,0.12379116557212445,0.06995879071977383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750925056733633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399015730685608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950471633844872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717917357832394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457964869599243,0.13083648393888234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617094197261746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938129209789082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907361380582664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283148005721856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460949899179114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578169041341539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648503986327153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339997028814229,0.13649724542889413,0.4538223085800273,0.10308507110576792,0.1324334906301527,0.0,0.0,0.1427227813579913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228784770979491,0.11703712378324785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063040246805008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091134719727803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789794585516328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412942227240592,0.2416532599656588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512084914800134,0.1464019097667147,0.0,0.0
lonely,hercolsa,2019/06/24,"Is there anything worse than waking up from a dream where aren't lonely anymore? I was lying in bed cuddling with my gf but then i woke up and felt an immense sadness. Another day another grind i guess, go to work, go to the gym, come home, cook, browse and then read some book and go to sleep. Same every day, nobody to come home to for, no cat or dog, no SO, nothing.",2.3799122807017525,3.680699973684217,3.478947368421053,92.68096491228071,75.57894736842105,6.119298245614036,23.19298245614036,6.42735559955562,0.4066824561403513,282,8,63,2,6,91,59,76,0.17,0.7929999999999999,0.038,-0.8921,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,3,4,2,0,0,12,11,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,0,5,3,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,12,8,2,13,0,2,0,1,1,4,0,3,4,36,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41978085661242215,0.0,0.0,0.1985098686170248,0.0,0.0,0.16471871872469449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34484880316002625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581796984345353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864762393010166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921897654307636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34127510317148996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050428603961394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015635794446609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206369136310814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021914182964906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003095310954783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572248527639942,0.0,0.2039852094295857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Korerow,2019/06/24,"Looking for my genitor Hey, i want to find my genitor. I just need to find a social account, or his asressb idk.... hes names is Nile Pascal. He is from france and Liban! I cant find it anywhere since 20y. Maybe is dead. I just want to know. Thanks.",-1.6032264957264957,0.2231694038461569,0.7325641025641012,100.10132478632481,104.96153846153842,3.8495726495726497,17.316239316239315,5.82211442006289,-0.4351094017094015,187,6,44,2,9,62,38,52,0.084,0.802,0.113,-0.2714,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,11,2,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,5,11,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.731584322254145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466329614763707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240549794924354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26804863298754944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783780360400735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070973991051507,0.0,0.0,0.27198135230667564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24564474951409976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147453983239867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nomnoodle,2019/06/24,"disabled emotional connection it took me a long time to actually recognize and admit this, but i definitely, as i put it to make it sound totally cool, disabled my ability to make emotional connection. i know a lot of people say “i’ve been through a lot” “you don’t understand what i’ve been through” but i genuinely feel that way. a lot of things have desensitized me from developing emotional feelings for someone, regardless if it’s to be a friendship or a relationship. 

it’s like i turned it off. unplugged it from the wall and can’t figure out how to plug it back in. i care about people, don’t get me wrong, but i can’t develop deep personal emotional connections. i just eventually shut down, whether it’s in the first few hours of talking to someone, or days/months/even years after. I don’t know how to fix it. 

I think it’s been this way for awhile. When i was in middle school and high school i was obsessed with the online world, the people on it, and the attention they gave me because i never really got it anywhere else. eventually, all the friends that i made, just stopped texting me, and i think it’s because they realized i had never been emotionally involved. i just can’t get myself to do it. 

i’ve experienced what it’s like to have the connection torn into pieces like old pieces of homework you don’t need anymore. i’ve experienced having it ripped from my fingers no matter how hard i tried to hold on. it’s like i’ve been traumatized in a way and my brains reaction was to make me unable to connect. 

i don’t know how to explain it, and honestly i’m just rambling and hoping i make sense. i just... can’t do it. i can’t get myself into the friendship game, let alone the dating game. i dated a guy recently who within three days of dating him i was tired of him. it’s like my brain had no ability to feel the affection and love he was giving me so i had no real reason to keep him around. i know it’s all fucked up, but i think it’s important for me to admit these kinds of things... 

i don’t know. i don’t really have anyone to turn to because of this. i am a really self destructive person when it comes to my relationships, because i’m afraid of them ending badly, im terrified of being hurt the way i have been in the past. i guess that’s normal but most people get over it really fast... i know i need help.

i need someone patient and kind, really willing to help me sort through this rollercoaster of my brain. i can’t do it on my own and i don’t WANT to do it on my own. i really do want to plug this connection back in, and i don’t care what anyone says, the best way to do that is with the help of people. 

i’m not looking for advice, i’m not looking for someone to tell me i’m doing it all wrong... i know me, better than anyone else ever will. i know what i need, and in order to get the connection back, i have to establish it with somebody. i don’t know. again. i just needed somewhere to get this out since i have no one to talk to. 

it feels better being able to admit what’s wrong, often that’s the first step to getting better. now i just have to figure out how to deal with it.

thanks if you read all this. gives me some reassurance that someone out there will read this one day and know exactly what i’m going through and maybe even be able to help themselves.",3.070841381661176,4.3864280915805045,4.686318316100444,84.65268165549371,73.84490398818315,8.161902056584479,25.574622202022496,8.730908602173464,1.7317563004204062,2586,85,544,50,52,872,248,677,0.08900000000000001,0.723,0.187,0.9967,0,1,0,0,0,0,76.0,0,3,3,6,26,29,2,2,25,1,55,7,4,12,9,116,121,34,0,12,19,0,6,5,1,3,1,3,1,4,55,27,0,3,27,4,0,5,24,9,0,5,18,14,78,20,89,95,16,68,0,1,2,2,40,29,1,13,33,380,133,5,0.10957187385225188,0.0,0.053463171473486434,0.0,0.0,0.05353618349560424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056741708081383485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054332928010314176,0.11492280280568774,0.056134666683308736,0.0,0.04877109915738975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638101128637225,0.04574396892320096,0.13358799458193754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574944607802654,0.14536112723765388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347767322021827,0.0,0.0,0.1117158279749558,0.0,0.0,0.047193233583475866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066479397974464,0.05648189532841815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153324064779647,0.30813402528189154,0.04852407878894868,0.0,0.0,0.07237118928245834,0.049557016503763436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080566337227277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320177992390774,0.0,0.0,0.04232747896673236,0.05064871587937708,0.20036373586419834,0.1051113256964084,0.03113611049752928,0.0,0.043817318550407616,0.0,0.06035288614527135,0.05424669098959813,0.0,0.0,0.04907743843112048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688743473438226,0.05788435031911441,0.0,0.05441479706872892,0.0539531120856387,0.0,0.05864947858911679,0.0,0.05917821319419363,0.0,0.0,0.048696258001687455,0.0,0.11410224524288873,0.3010891815856955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056022332367754515,0.0,0.1338282071876975,0.0,0.0,0.048483830166727526,0.09201277765429043,0.0,0.0,0.13973113323284325,0.049446447061616085,0.05183977818803735,0.14628015327184524,0.0,0.05503983737271189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031153902031812,0.08450858400661344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367858603178857,0.0,0.0,0.057488624817411786,0.0,0.07424873746466977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229937595396577,0.18990835235898626,0.09567393386359054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507499858807189,0.0,0.0,0.10960152555744762,0.062358390389940364,0.2105836444138038,0.05632906774496747,0.054094503289871455,0.11763918638825235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871359519802997,0.0,0.11089258610163694,0.0,0.0,0.0571536805828203,0.0,0.0,0.04531949316754226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23209973285210675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458034964221064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806972169362665,0.047885323661352105,0.050439529998814056,0.0,0.0,0.07279468421344368,0.10531384866925618,0.0,0.0,0.031946120398458074,0.06296837515968466,0.0,0.0,0.06086919176097257,0.03719605492949007,0.11918273439560782,0.0,0.05703409246993589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462833010741867,0.2174326332825012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796994647647685,0.0,0.03528034715292589
lonely,sherrrlock,2019/06/24,"Filling the void Does anyone else play YouTube videos in the background while doing stuff? Like for instance when eating breakfast, brushing your teeth, getting ready, etc? I find myself doing this quite often. I guess it just fills the empty void I have. I guess it’s comforting hearing another voice other than your own conscience. Idk maybe this just sounds extremely stupid. Not having many friends and the lack of confidence to go out and introduce myself to people sucks. So in a way this is my attempt at filling that. Just listening to my favourite youtubers talk fills that void of loneliness. I don’t even have to watch the video, just listening is comforting. Anyways, hopefully someone else on this thread does this, at least that way I won’t feel like a total outcast.",6.201778940483978,8.465139877697844,5.043217789404839,81.41196860693267,67.48920863309353,7.932243296272074,32.060824068018306,8.575989854853784,2.7261453237410067,629,27,103,10,11,185,94,139,0.11199999999999999,0.745,0.14300000000000002,0.6821,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,2,9,9,2,0,7,0,9,3,1,0,1,16,19,5,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,5,0,0,12,3,2,0,2,3,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,8,12,7,14,18,5,15,0,0,1,0,7,6,1,4,4,72,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856406782364046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573907216364252,0.18425379644391807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147352700551882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400769912053488,0.30044441495162666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055440498131,0.1187738982550984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909258277910944,0.12846829410889818,0.0,0.0,0.16435842745770354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893373122743613,0.0,0.09395207526047923,0.0,0.10219970839112408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961989642282965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20267786079926728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786085771062375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570857156580222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231613928031284,0.18066018007716186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466925330103355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126792559149966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236665489753698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20585865040888554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453796141124184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854762699785405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JLogic6ix,2019/06/24,"13 yo music producer turning 14 next month I love music, it’s my everything. Looking for someone with similar interests wanting to be friends with me

I love all types of music, Singing, rap, etc",3.3491666666666653,6.227745583333334,4.63666666666667,77.85000000000005,79.27777777777777,8.044444444444443,36.77777777777778,8.841846274778883,4.111744444444444,155,10,25,4,4,51,31,36,0.0,0.682,0.318,0.9259999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,5,5,2,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,13,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420827585836915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27566731518167475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23697726331683225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575742374809482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5536679240741936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24482733368494056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326208668368466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598896076522284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33363194455647033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091609960553293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway091699,2019/06/24,"I chase men away and i don’t even try For years I’ve been waiting on the sidelines for men to come to me, and to approach me, and to make the first move. Like I’ve seen in the movies. But once it hit me that it’s the 21st century and realized that if i want something to happen i have to make it happen that’s when i took matter into my own hands. Faced a number of rejections that happened in their own time and with each one i learned lessons from my mistakes on where things went wrong and how i lost my men of interest. At first i wasn’t moving fast enough then i was moving too fast, pushing myself onto to them all at once. i learned other lessons here and there about not being too annoying, being my own person, not expecting them to read me mind, etc. I finally thought i had it all figured out and now i know how to gain and maintain a relationship. Started talking to this guy a couple of months ago and now he’s vanished, lost interest, moved on. And I can’t figure out what i did wrong this time around to make another person drop me like that. I really thought this was gonna be it because I’ve finally learned to love myself and i know who i am as a person plus I know of all the mistakes I’ve wronged in the past and how to fix them so what did i do this time to make him run. I’m starting to face the fact that it’s just me. And there’s no hope for me",3.972617960426181,3.961624876712328,4.880502283105024,88.96533485540337,70.78082191780824,8.132724505327245,27.86605783866057,7.793537801064563,1.3767048706240486,1072,34,247,12,18,350,145,292,0.091,0.813,0.096,0.092,0,0,1,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,4,7,18,15,1,0,11,0,15,4,3,7,4,59,42,24,0,6,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,7,21,22,0,1,13,1,0,10,6,9,0,3,14,2,38,6,41,23,9,45,0,3,1,1,17,15,0,2,21,173,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885853419099027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478937114454458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896232731259318,0.0,0.0,0.09389115605603712,0.0,0.0,0.06091875672454757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608417619303756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105749211642933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325839684446864,0.11145267611597952,0.06600537552137747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894532937984074,0.0,0.17000738951872987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895023821111712,0.2651135611020523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925687694375276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476311659124615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764527744653503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817923798999225,0.0,0.09019421509744238,0.0,0.2668265243051102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009047159941948,0.0,0.07976625784503187,0.4248555340953527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285261007793035,0.06771777342522656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539818216617127,0.0,0.2617751896114432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996090880723807,0.0,0.06402019305382346,0.0,0.0,0.107291572110008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076933971822573,0.0,0.0,0.1414674084096494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803230554877731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639161958104038,0.0,0.0,0.15867265262890526,0.17481672148193853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103020137433496,0.06784853469666179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894358294169533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263969431285776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32778598142131243,0.0,0.06435413278244617
lonely,themoonandsoul,2019/06/24,":\ so i’ve been dating this boy for 5 months , broke up cus i apparently cheated, got back , had to break up again, still talking. you see me and him fight allot and mostly over dumb shit, but he also asks for nudes and pictures 24/7 literally all he wants. of course my dumb self sent some after being FORCED. he always asks for more and more, i feel used. he doesn’t even love me like he used to , it’s all lust and greed. so fed up . i get attached to people and i can’t tell him how i feel cause he will shut me up like he always does, i feel like he talks to other girls . i feel fucking defeated and used . nobody to turn to . i hate my fucking life.",1.0130486425339351,2.858396786764711,2.459117647058825,96.0650678733032,81.13235294117645,5.066968325791857,17.079185520361992,5.8734145424116955,-0.6298013574660635,497,9,116,3,13,161,85,136,0.218,0.685,0.098,-0.9527,1,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,8,15,9,0,0,0,6,8,2,5,2,23,26,12,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,7,1,0,4,0,1,1,2,11,0,0,5,5,16,4,16,19,7,14,0,2,1,5,22,6,5,3,9,64,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276506250684828,0.26563859927882205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29845231157988994,0.0,0.0,0.12274039717356447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639770090928826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968734861505638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542962616817574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322841168771204,0.11403485463846845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29513817495632483,0.08339654013175787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766526459669714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575948750807199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274659534521465,0.23395151569757666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440661810518086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740972502629466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066263685278492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719903357907295,0.0,0.1665218227785184,0.0,0.16385093340219636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747530339912905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25659818297734993,0.13951772307774246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362421783602733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41358961373466735,0.0,0.0,0.09414990620791347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DaPurpleTurtle2,2019/06/24,"Just feeling lonely So I became really good friends with someone over the past year and have been hanging around with them along with a long time friend. And then my new friend got a crush on my long time friend and all they do is hang out with each other, leaving me in the dust. Man, I really want someone to like me.",5.042031250000001,5.410031640625,4.662500000000001,90.1325,68.53125,7.65,25.375,7.1686216300943375,0.8617624999999998,251,6,54,2,4,76,48,64,0.054000000000000006,0.657,0.289,0.9511,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,15,7,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,11,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,8,6,11,5,2,15,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,9,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834827098049338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129973908070676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6191398446295706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803869859447862,0.16023307117290211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213493516059467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787775864275812,0.0,0.0,0.3545955465487005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934930882634104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912506266190085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566904685140927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395009484254003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336439176493885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181678404849752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901470385176916
lonely,Anocte23,2019/06/24,Nobody messaged me happy birthday today I guess it’s tough to accept all of my friends kind of left me out of their lives. I had fun with my SO and they did try their best to make it a good day for me. It still hurts that everyone else forgot about me.,4.752777777777776,4.006025759259258,5.196666666666669,89.86500000000002,69.18518518518519,7.9407407407407415,25.407407407407412,6.42735559955562,0.6681185185185186,197,4,46,1,3,63,43,54,0.069,0.633,0.298,0.9451,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,1,3,9,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,11,7,9,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,32,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28659166354027543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612080003485486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281320961226281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609497050462843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098906652770336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290553803927212,0.0,0.0,0.3008400079780749,0.0,0.0,0.2907099479442091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923490612228533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28438176333905435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967136605722045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411439417891074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822900497724743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809045051962905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25885789139142945,0.0,0.0,0.18541054415866484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Clover-field,2019/06/24,It's my birthday I am alone at my first therapy.,0.34090909090908994,1.8216558181818208,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,81.72727272727272,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.4060181818181814,38,2,9,1,1,14,10,11,0.2,0.8,0.0,-0.25,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5878597098006139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827980435518922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6490970734301635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hornyorhavetopee,2019/06/24,"Anyone wanna be friends? If anyone wants to talk and just be friendly or rant or vent or anything. I’m looking for a friend. 
I’m aware this could backfire because of creeps or people twice my age or much much younger than me.  But hey if anyone just wants to chat. I don’t have to know your name or age I just want some people to talk to :)",1.15466800804829,3.145248169014085,1.9938832997987923,98.8329577464789,81.39436619718309,4.057142857142857,20.00201207243461,3.1291,-0.6637621730382297,264,7,60,0,7,82,47,71,0.031,0.787,0.18100000000000002,0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,21,12,10,0,7,12,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,3,9,9,3,2,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,9,2,38,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445539848390561,0.0,0.17439830576871326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918905967354155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920689380162385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912040687347625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646983209430264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796575598441816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115822491624474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938477403414967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406786535546512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750010569876864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ryan05055,2019/06/24,I used to hate work Now I love it. It's the only human interaction I get.  I hate my schedule. I work 2 days on 2 days off. I'm so lonely on my off days ever since the breakup. I used to hate work and look forward to the off days to spend time with my amazing ex. Now it's the opposite. I feel like my time is running out.,-1.6314307458143062,0.2046497534246612,1.4747031963470327,98.9364687975647,92.56164383561644,4.3403348554033485,17.700152207001523,5.82211442006289,-0.5670414003044142,244,7,63,2,9,86,40,73,0.182,0.685,0.133,-0.5915,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,4,7,3,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,7,11,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,11,3,11,11,0,18,0,1,1,1,4,7,0,0,12,35,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756040273471826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667698673207528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322113740230203,0.1317113166621939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632377873106786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5460706350326706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007205813034216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482125240584876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639777770564768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021887380148462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250970287972893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150109363366964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184665644874092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026625716084501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justaballofanxiety,2019/06/24,"It's been almost 2 years since anyone held my hand or cuddled with me. I miss the human touch. I've been separated for over a year and recently divorced. Just getting back into wanting to date, without much luck. I find myself constantly craving human touch with opposite sex. For example, one of my male coworkers was leaving his position and we hugged twice. I tried to hold on as long as possible without it being awkward.
I also have a workout partner at the gym I go to. We have fun and sometimes I feel like it's borderline flirty. I get shivers when he touches my hand accidentally while handing me something. Another day I was working on my pull ups and he came up behind me and put his hands around my waist to help me up. 
I have no desire to date him because we're very different people, but sometimes I fantasize about laying next to him and having him stroke my arm or hold my hand, or just embrace and lay there for a while. 
I have this urge to straight up ask him if I can just cuddle with him for 15 mins so I can get my fix. I know that he will think I'm a total creep and I'll lose a friend.

Sorry for the rant. It's been one of those weeks.",3.6726171485543375,4.740215703389833,4.924117647058826,84.48508973080759,72.0508474576271,7.756331006979064,28.289132602193426,8.124751697461798,1.8033751744765711,910,34,186,13,17,302,144,236,0.062,0.809,0.129,0.9278,1,0,1,0,1,0,20.0,2,0,0,2,10,8,0,1,8,0,14,12,7,0,1,38,27,20,0,3,10,0,10,1,2,1,1,0,0,4,7,16,1,3,4,2,0,4,3,3,0,3,7,10,36,5,33,18,2,30,0,2,0,4,20,11,0,6,16,127,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618644565858267,0.0,0.0,0.12473316208935975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635534015576606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906135616623366,0.0,0.0,0.13885083080029612,0.14581558271362474,0.0,0.0,0.11993515775852345,0.0,0.09508092063287542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783938634345677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855357865159246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005909803340225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296069170839558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886565344245901,0.11142858093977777,0.0,0.0,0.14255833677982033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050590865804467,0.0,0.24447152105284994,0.0,0.0886441947211416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454676385893463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571978842068102,0.0,0.0,0.1651550184752682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620151308281685,0.0,0.0,0.13803297886122273,0.0,0.17449614344692135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465958177143892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588119654886987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138541187215354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813343540142553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583839225012374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679796933836831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540065090452228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902414311915567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200771857821966,0.30852655360475106,0.17460125795466447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994249077247648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589679582135468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128695721312622,0.09199810424296316,0.0,0.12511374770799394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007086944164139,0.0,0.1135516676140203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008855899391546
lonely,troyshepard21,2019/06/24,"20 year old guy If there is any ladies intrested in a man who likes memes, video games, and 100 percent make laugh pm me",2.529600000000002,3.9404533599999993,2.501000000000001,99.3955,75.4,6.6000000000000005,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.018200000000000216,94,2,23,1,2,28,25,25,0.0,0.775,0.225,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562931053898559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5187770603452572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559677010692595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34973003199297864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5497806270208634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33739633607263914
lonely,Dino0801,2019/06/24,When you desire to actually try to talk to someone but they mostly ignore you Feels bad man. Once your alone like this you never come back.,2.43333333333333,5.084441222222225,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,81.22222222222223,5.0814814814814815,16.407407407407412,6.42735559955562,-0.2361259259259257,111,2,21,1,3,35,23,27,0.27899999999999997,0.585,0.136,-0.7506,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,3,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.3428033997014094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638252258343764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701164130536466,0.29330822752416685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026008459550755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776202059441162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162006343989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27093257940922955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37410696554088013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976425651476696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282349505044836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384993956378557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,asiankoifish,2019/05/29,I never wanted to be unwanted It's not fair,-2.4450000000000003,-1.1387814999999986,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,114.0,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,0.9039999999999996,35,1,7,1,2,14,10,10,0.392,0.608,0.0,-0.4333,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7943391514556387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6074745364743579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,besleysfw,2019/05/29,"I feel like I have no friends because everyone is embarrassed of me So, I'm spending another night home and I wonder why no one wants to hang out with me.  My wife goes out with her friends and never invites me.  I work at the same place as my mother-in-law but she's told me not to tell anyone that she's related to me.  My own parents always acted like they were embarrassed of me.  I really don't have any friends of my own to go out with so I always get to stay at home with the kids.  I know my crappy upbringing has caused me to have some subpar social skills but I really try.  I just don't understand what I do that's so embarrassing or why people don't like me.  I wish I could understand people.",1.3272683397683378,3.2114681554054063,3.442316602316602,89.21175675675678,80.28378378378378,7.201544401544403,21.382239382239387,8.192908349453996,1.0594347490347489,549,16,121,11,14,187,83,148,0.136,0.755,0.109,-0.617,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,4,9,0,3,2,0,11,0,0,1,1,26,22,9,0,3,5,2,1,3,3,0,0,0,2,1,3,9,0,0,5,0,1,3,7,3,0,1,2,1,29,6,19,19,4,12,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,3,5,82,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25056435989560233,0.0,0.0,0.1023893945073708,0.15788057894265342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527858111055836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178305466564438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467177749204886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021393779661513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387135396169445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613021132915036,0.1075636990853305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489785435902749,0.0,0.0786640222932683,0.0,0.08556958552491581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020580353121856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274661177210464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067542870846146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612504566550255,0.0,0.0,0.14129509629714376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020267719550944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718466562656098,0.0,0.0,0.20876569024724684,0.0,0.1573084271362357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291164806048736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348210349143895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048230592597906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160048679662448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387135396169445,0.0,0.10222378301654064,0.0,0.0,0.31348704609905625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880716525106896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717230705905633,0.0,0.17314237251151773,0.0,0.1632813699225562,0.10961314685029594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Break_rank84,2019/05/29,"Hello Im going through a rough patch, looking for someone to talk with. Im about to be 35 in July and I dont have an real friends anymore. I moved around a bunch, was in the Army at 18 for 4 years, I used to be a Chef, and even attended film school. I got divorced in my mid 20s and lost my parents a few years back. I have never been the same since, my step father passed and I lost my mother about a year before that (brain damage from suicide attempt). I am trying to come out of a horriable deppression but the VA Hospital is just understaffed. Alot of the people in my life have been manipulative and abusive, so I have always been kinda a loner. As i got older its just gotten so tough to make friends and establish connections with people.  Ive either grown apart from people I used to know or they all are having kids now.

I am into literature (Henry Miller, Hunter Thompson, Lovecraft, Kerouac) . I own a Ps4 and love Bloodbourne, Demon Souls, Sekiro, JRPGS. I am a huge film nerd espically 70-80s horror, have an affinty for bad movies. Music I am listining to now is Son Lux, The Acid, NIN. Moved back to NYC from LA, just trying to reachout.",3.371491228070173,4.918563342105269,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,73.47368421052632,6.996491228070176,24.947368421052627,7.594959193182576,1.2306736842105268,894,28,177,11,18,294,144,228,0.136,0.799,0.065,-0.9392,1,0,0,0,1,1,35.0,0,0,1,3,13,9,0,0,17,0,21,3,1,4,2,30,34,12,1,0,6,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,13,0,0,1,2,0,8,2,6,0,0,9,3,21,3,31,23,7,28,2,3,1,1,12,11,0,3,9,117,23,1,0.0,0.16165250417811086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352438551324548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530630571467606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145557941176745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981932903741954,0.11391706043433385,0.0,0.0,0.11609566150979765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230595916494413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752619129412124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990015024285184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011366238285648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081782333236315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753883768135746,0.0,0.2182381740315312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947452198630566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498080140882904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963676814290179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457056962386175,0.0,0.2978686210914954,0.0,0.1231374109150442,0.0,0.09107104965350236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29001644077123034,0.0,0.0,0.10522665280382616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149430222558846,0.0,0.0,0.283759390738274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552922646166736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380789394758072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285998052962633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560046019835404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923713564957675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966083666080136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852600610338564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356711054360285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26357792295056304
lonely,musicmarshmellow,2019/05/29,"I just want help Lately my whole life has been centered around making things better for other people, and as consequence I haven't been eating or sleeping well. Today I lost it. I've been losing it at least twice a week.. 

I just want someone to be here and listen to me. I wish everyone in my life didn't need so much lately. I keep being there for everyone else but nobody is here for me, especially when I need them to be because I spent myself on them. 

I've been getting angry at people for pushing me around. I feel like it ruins all of the work I put in for others when I can't keep it together anymore. Tbh my boyfriend keeps pushing me to meet the needs of my friends.. I'm sick of him. I wish he was there for me but when I tell him I can't do whatever he wants it ends up in him yelling at me. I know he's not obligated to meet my needs, but it's not near equal the effort that I put in. He keeps telling at me when I want him to do my things. He refuses to acknowledge that his actions affect me, it's always my fault.. I don't have anyone to talk to about it. All my friends love him, and nobody in my life just listens. It always comes with advice, nuances, minimalizing. I keep wanting to throw everything away, but at the same time I know all good things take a lot of effort and work. I just wish it wasn't me putting all of the work in.. even if it is emotional..",2.5229435736677104,3.628991031034485,3.9957366771159886,89.89338557993733,74.89655172413794,6.9278996865203775,23.52664576802508,7.348242739294969,0.7539310344827586,1069,30,241,12,22,355,136,290,0.055999999999999994,0.8220000000000001,0.122,0.9423,0,0,0,0,1,0,33.0,0,0,2,8,20,11,0,0,7,0,20,7,1,2,4,50,50,16,0,13,12,0,1,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,18,8,1,6,4,0,1,8,8,4,1,1,9,4,48,7,41,38,10,36,0,3,0,1,25,18,0,3,11,172,66,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948881790338056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240021940703208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908206223043844,0.06403336398997468,0.0,0.0,0.1630474093022237,0.0,0.0,0.08604040729249557,0.0,0.0,0.05582500909035836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099316883299201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888621135591671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937070058812626,0.07650154502617408,0.103012758391905,0.08111079586071097,0.0,0.0,0.060486308103011935,0.0,0.0,0.17501312572374209,0.08230426914969746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046304513997522716,0.06542323635997704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150564385577075,0.0,0.04784564836726471,0.0,0.0,0.07681115807212846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061382704373758375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069930167180161,0.0,0.0,0.100657585895388,0.0,0.2066076136858144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940524371983818,0.04474031311678797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245219260938353,0.09996804431836698,0.07785621562118282,0.08265258761729681,0.0,0.06112892787780432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732025891295465,0.2716152699791761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269771048508137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276183108200919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164398926024256,0.0,0.07759361752161834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885514832386458,0.07360680919746057,0.1600861596616064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252076860631555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339978243484275,0.0,0.08680509656570716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700749514978607,0.0,0.07345822964941501,0.0,0.08233948775229276,0.0,0.0,0.10224340225119252,0.3159300337494547,0.0,0.0,0.20000930264193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ephemeralds96,2019/05/29,"Lonely person looking to chat to other lonely persons. Any other lonely buggers out there looking some light conversation to make things a bit less lonesome? 

Im usually a very reclusive person but im currently drinking by myself so that might be why I'm looking for some chat ha.",5.721538461538457,7.7041365384615395,6.4992307692307705,71.62076923076923,68.23076923076923,7.507692307692308,34.153846153846146,8.07648339933343,3.0834076923076923,228,11,33,3,4,75,38,52,0.132,0.8079999999999999,0.06,-0.191,1,6,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,6,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,1,6,5,4,3,0,3,3,0,6,1,0,3,2,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354399898108397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743813816493104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510726023373948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302678039964794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017488740029964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294512650713305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21128408903684848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5217132860378909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231731421306558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193536647078446,0.16433314822556058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971670840140902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Blue_boy_,2019/05/29,"I'm the weirdo I know how they're kinda uncomfortable  around me. They probably think I'm OK, but they don't know how to talk to me because I can't talk right. I don't act right. Something's strange about me. Mostly I say nothing and move weirdly around the room, like I've been in a coma and don't remember to use my arms and legs right. I'll stare where there's no one so I they don't think I'm staring at them. In reality they probably wonder what the fuck is wrong with me. A whole fucking lot is wrong with me. Not that anyone would ever ask. They don't fucking care about random colleagues, they've got friends outside of university. But then again, everyone but me socializing and havin fun while I don't where to fucking look at. How do they know what to say? Why is everything I say so wrong? I hate myself. 

Please. I'm trying to change. It doesn't work. I thought I was getting better, but I'm not. I still can't talk to people normally. Except for 3 people on this planet, two of them being my parents (who just broke up, yay). Please kill me. I can't do it myself. I can't do anything myself. I'm basically a child. I'm not growing up. I feel like I need someone else to be there all the time. And I'm all alone in this new town. So I can study my dream program. Which is just o.k. actually. But what then? Getting a real job? Really taking care of my own life, taking the reins? Who am I kidding. I'm unable to live. I'm a wreck. My body is broken. And it's breaking more everyday. Who would want be intimate with this wreck? Just fucking end me

I don't care about anything else. I need one person. Just one. One who waits for me. The one i've been waiting for my whole life. Someone i can wake up next to. So I can know all this shit is worth it. Someone who'll take care of me. And hopefully there are things I can give too. If there's anything I can give. I wanna give it. What else for? There's nothing more important, everybody knows that. But who would want to share this togetherness with me, of all people? I'm a wreck, I can't do anything right. I guess there's some things i can kind of do right, gotta be honest with myself. But is it enough? This life is too hard. I'm not strong enough. I'm weak. I shouldn't be 24. I should've died to an aneurysm or in a car crash many years ago.

Wow if anyone actually reads this, please say hi. I don't think anyone will. I kinda did this for myself anyway. Had put some things out there. Doesn't feel right when I try to write something down on paper, just for myself. I've cheated my self into thinking anyone would care, so I could just rant. I don't think I've ever written anything this long without any kind of filter. I'm done now. Whatever.",-0.06876639849242494,2.208605283950618,1.7573438670242325,96.29740160904542,90.51675485008819,4.5883307965499736,17.820033340581286,6.193130987181911,-0.2952258751902588,2104,57,475,21,73,688,229,567,0.191,0.713,0.096,-0.9963,2,1,2,0,0,1,88.0,0,0,8,3,37,34,9,0,14,2,56,15,5,4,6,89,117,29,2,15,22,1,3,2,1,8,5,4,1,4,31,16,0,3,15,2,1,5,23,15,0,6,9,10,66,19,53,94,15,49,0,1,3,5,35,26,6,13,19,297,97,5,0.0,0.0,0.11256162963010986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051123894727429134,0.0,0.0,0.05973213853207272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039219817164195016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130603066178836,0.0,0.23730103162732225,0.1026829170194282,0.053916743938887415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03515710430828608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100734117770021,0.0,0.06406202737355357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940088313544544,0.0,0.06101069713469835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046047431803415466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985577303521216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901980281378132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453590829928412,0.0,0.05108141954777797,0.1191838581007857,0.0,0.0,0.1043375913461517,0.0,0.055109303309110215,0.05183303724733152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058322699989906926,0.04120181227683169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044558243360033264,0.26659015173101025,0.06026383077243507,0.16597643462149184,0.0,0.0,0.04612660122960987,0.0,0.06353363474481895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166394263215282,0.056940437022104565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728259346796686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05723184449239,0.0,0.06380695405757124,0.1201157199901936,0.15847866862934465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222090580373759,0.0563525158584868,0.0,0.05092657463189405,0.05103904972213242,0.04843104100500383,0.0,0.0,0.04903177157055015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847166725275181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061297583582020476,0.0,0.08552803245338332,0.0,0.0557012260807332,0.06133620174303898,0.0,0.056507582261319925,0.11067816081010916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954045807763696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403936706607616,0.0,0.0,0.1199501995452943,0.05035809517094302,0.0,0.18992387132594676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243631294870778,0.0,0.0,0.057977589264637586,0.0,0.0,0.057688900539741614,0.06564483409746115,0.036946988514670785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533259860343185,0.295516064280961,0.0,0.18345647076207627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060165823018481425,0.0,0.05920080681317921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879065957829216,0.14659918283842835,0.08879943773136904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605796655096799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008941715708786,0.13906682565335274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494672020445865,0.18477358809370706,0.0,0.04578615273265242,0.033629761135601774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831276078993618,0.0,0.056338427323680385,0.0,0.0,0.04981120809881055,0.0,0.0,0.06803440533612383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052041176721131885,0.12878034473621086,0.0,0.05559499669143385,0.06254422643568758,0.041986844428025104,0.0,0.0,0.16387781140891658,0.18917007764505694,0.0,0.03713971000970975
lonely,49619em,2019/05/29,I dont have real friends I have friends but they only hang out with me when there is nothing better to do. It feels pretty bad being a last choice. I mean I guess its good to be a choice at all but I still feel pretty bad. Recently Ive been trying to make changes like being less judgmental and more outgoing but I usually don’t stick with the changes. If anybody has any ideas with how to not relapse into old habits I would appreciate it.,2.4593333333333334,4.369971100000004,3.613055555555558,89.19625000000002,76.8888888888889,6.722222222222222,24.583333333333336,7.645422480735847,1.158,349,12,73,5,8,113,65,90,0.153,0.634,0.213,0.8088,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,0,0,3,0,13,0,0,2,1,21,18,7,0,2,5,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,10,5,10,13,3,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,7,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243988173679407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30066774048492323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923921305802205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809371425969599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101675505589146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820769449138072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27821170224028713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101703688989046,0.0,0.0,0.19834490028082127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325404877778566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467644304147743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796312522821972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018448605726142,0.0,0.0,0.19612676502842086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276241834201045,0.0,0.1889317360771235,0.0,0.0,0.13693581130023055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663502832797576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049358284837272,0.0,0.0,0.17777722899521614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378781915092811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224183923982394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982991641011728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790204862626509,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EpicFunLol,2019/05/29,"Epic Friends Discord Server (New) Hello, I am creating a discord server, for people to connect with one another in a friendly community.

A place for people to talk and engage in fun activities with each other.

To join contact my discord,  Aviv#8323.",5.632906976744188,8.521553627906982,6.7141279069767466,66.07258720930236,70.86046511627906,8.020930232558143,38.656976744186046,8.841846274778883,4.364725581395349,198,12,26,4,4,66,32,43,0.149,0.55,0.301,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,9,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35883488791709744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5287780482072408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330506584064969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23188897281880125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744878284745622,0.0,0.35753448712871405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27505379885672115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kyanpasu,2019/05/29,"Looking to chat while I slave away at work It's a long and booooring day, so I'm looking for people to talk to help kill time for the day.

I'm 23/M/USA and down to talk about almost anything really. I know this post is really vague but if you're interested in talking, hmu!",1.5537288135593244,3.018716576271192,3.612000000000002,90.18342372881357,78.15254237288136,6.753898305084746,21.969491525423727,7.554174236665415,0.6850786440677967,214,6,49,3,5,73,46,59,0.075,0.823,0.102,0.3602,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,6,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,11,6,0,10,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,2,5,24,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22659232382552344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862137534819072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126027534711632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918709609359904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167445594490664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503514698572409,0.0,0.12436063817300247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025561957594296,0.3800457953651623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687793078028667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167190367661431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28992867683671764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5456393386100893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194894280095795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647385989893701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,raviolionafork,2019/05/29,Vicious cycle I've been feeling so lonely for a while now. I want to try and make friends but whenever I talk with anyone I get so nervous and self critical. This puts me off from trying again. I don't want to feel this way forever but making a change seems difficult because I'm struggling to get out of this critical mindset.,2.9715897435897465,5.168384953846154,4.247307692307693,83.90685897435898,76.38461538461539,7.410256410256411,29.294871794871803,8.344100000000001,2.3541794871794868,262,12,49,5,6,86,49,65,0.285,0.632,0.083,-0.9471,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,13,12,7,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,2,5,1,9,11,0,7,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180506929457814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573679774099141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273092172900982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610603323304332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944875360097625,0.0,0.26974909755000176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34463893147947633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595155698169488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350132506893493,0.26931040152216823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26987808916960443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749400449273575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35053856150473955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045312454674688,0.20491023211874912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blueroses520,2019/05/29,Need someone to talk to for a bit I've been feeling really lonely. Just wanted someone to talk to for a bit.... anyone?,0.4287500000000009,2.795221041666672,3.2633333333333354,85.915,88.58333333333334,4.866666666666667,20.5,6.42735559955562,0.5738500000000006,91,3,17,1,3,32,16,24,0.12,0.816,0.064,-0.3167,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956599981836226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6231897589217593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443123718045759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162863209800767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828415880784423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836556099926205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588050839631189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683427962023195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,itsmeyaboiTori,2019/05/29,"I feel like I’m gonna die alone (thanks for letting me share, I don’t feel like I can talk to my friends about this) I have a lot of friends that say “while yeah that’s how we all end up” but I think you know what i mean. 

About a year ago I was shockingly dumped by my boyfriend of almost 4 years. We had spoken about marriage, lived together for about 3 years and owned a  cat together. I’m still not sure why anything changed I was given a bunch of answers that never matched up, only to find out shortly after he left that he was dating a coworker. And since he never fessed up I can only put 2 and 2 together. 

It’s been a while since then and I’ve grown for the better. I had some tinder dates which didn’t end up well and I hate online dating. The last time I dated this wasn’t around and I was much younger. I’ve managed to make some great friends at my new job and that’s wonderful. What sucks is I go home and immediately feel lonely. 

I think it’s only gotten worse since I’ve started a FWB. When we’re together it’s fun and it’s so nice to lay next to someone. But when they are busy or don’t want to stay, I feel weirdly unwanted. A lot of the time all I want is someone to lay next to and cuddle. 

I’m trying not to put pressure on myself and just live my life a little more care free, but I genuinely feel like I’m never going to find someone who wants to be with me forever. Or whatever forever is. 

I would really like to not feel lonely and be a little more content being alone.",1.0877638453500502,2.8901302163009386,2.9093510971786856,93.14310710553816,80.69278996865205,6.008819226750263,20.97816091954023,7.0316486544052195,0.3671253082549635,1165,33,266,14,30,388,163,319,0.114,0.6859999999999999,0.2,0.9839,1,6,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,1,1,1,12,25,3,1,13,1,23,2,0,2,6,58,52,24,1,5,9,0,6,4,3,2,1,1,1,0,15,17,0,0,14,0,1,5,10,8,1,0,11,7,30,18,34,35,11,45,0,2,0,1,15,12,1,8,31,159,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250106973542942,0.0,0.09319630821056568,0.19278520749464328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658880084529725,0.08285216279807447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231298170760283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489121761058644,0.0,0.09845587480674382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659211864773357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486505102025828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823543764425441,0.19946799472145174,0.0,0.0,0.17012885639974454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21571729397772352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578781862246624,0.0,0.0,0.10261016557336704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188750173617116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335694586179727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235775988366997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511489187663659,0.07586459166723114,0.0,0.0,0.10112098697533936,0.09517053094666104,0.06573819719850926,0.18187749057051167,0.18656147528762,0.16436528975317852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824982142541172,0.0,0.0,0.062125045787336214,0.0,0.0,0.10138067447164163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841726679294834,0.0,0.21534430474968486,0.08988772787629477,0.19796231426765146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21235212195939315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712240765364255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962311933029536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401311641284912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23096576193984605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23657410044742005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587552903710286,0.09920039326630427,0.07432593957390322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771751205573543,0.0,0.0,0.07480625867989964,0.0,0.08568648693837981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192711843090912,0.0,0.0,0.10853990226787393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318852049077274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468555209759586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368123937888265,0.0,0.08398133148256354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093060425520968,0.0,0.0,0.09484643094207487,0.06611436207677435,0.0,0.0,0.17980236962389035
lonely,RegionalJerk,2019/05/29,Hey I'm a lonely 16 year old M and I just need someone to talk to Lately I've been feeling down and I don't really have any close friends who I can talk to do if you would take a bit of time out of your day to talk to me I would really appreciate it. Just pm me,0.11548387096774347,0.9700589354838698,3.1395483870967773,94.6393225806452,80.61290322580646,6.895483870967742,18.851612903225806,7.554174236665415,0.07053806451612976,202,4,55,3,5,73,43,62,0.043,0.826,0.131,0.624,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,11,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,8,1,9,8,1,8,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,5,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322018257838272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620370295386957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479148068853696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213600984033582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854369842202173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707502807300267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796999172851186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25185807124225623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075228110237801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033661136881803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046334697755576,0.578751108877135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995617903164145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34100319982022204,0.0,0.0,0.15456344998535984
lonely,himzy101,2019/05/29,"Sometimes You've gotta change I am a very introvert person. I usually do one sentence chit chats with my friends, and after a while it's complete silence. When I got my first job, I felt I'm lacking behind because of my introvert character. So, I started reading books about how to be good in communication. Now, I'm not reader, but this particular book had short chapters and point to point explanations. It helped me a lot. Though it is always feels like I'm a fake person when I try these techniques because I have to put extra efforts to do this, It's not natural, but sometimes it helps.

Let me know what you guys think.",4.496630236794172,5.921495803278687,5.365519125683061,80.73840619307833,70.47540983606558,8.045173041894353,31.588342440801448,8.515128840125781,2.4796856102003653,496,22,94,8,9,162,84,122,0.059000000000000004,0.8390000000000001,0.102,0.4561,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,7,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,14,18,10,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,9,3,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,2,13,3,10,12,3,13,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,9,62,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695730570751547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532496367621576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683458724576005,0.0,0.1851768087136143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893015331034082,0.12617334257833174,0.1695774938610927,0.0,0.0,0.15022809451911315,0.0,0.0,0.1364518256231052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813575574200555,0.14125464724255093,0.0,0.0,0.17487599545819466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23676178123381955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752625120713117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706263993427347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806001612629144,0.0,0.08628486097639297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501512232041376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967846921886938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30842571442754124,0.0,0.0,0.3339153365208345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775462249816223,0.0,0.0,0.1766621662625527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34935225966417943,0.0,0.1250085614637204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316735814110945,0.17352272367676447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990956525181501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451577876311565,0.14572535337517106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Peasant717,2019/05/29,A dream I had earlier has me fucked up I was taking a nap and I dreamt I was at a pool and I met a really nice guy. We got along really well and hung out and buy the end of the dream we were sitting next together and I put my arm around him. He leaned on me. We we just doing cute couple stuff. I wish I could’ve stayed there forever. It was so vivid it really felt real. I’m almost crying just remembering it because I feel like it’s something I’ll never get.,-0.8971667936024375,1.1741679504950504,2.1607920792079227,93.40863670982485,92.26732673267328,5.879969535415079,14.6999238385377,7.321109707123232,-0.0555885757806549,357,7,84,7,13,126,70,101,0.07200000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.177,0.8166,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,4,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,6,0,7,2,1,0,1,21,16,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,12,0,0,3,4,1,1,1,1,1,0,8,3,17,4,7,8,0,11,0,0,1,1,8,5,1,1,4,53,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853877917621565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765023483212816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086356038005153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830247296011524,0.2193819995553964,0.21779030055512094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560838292238135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025127652643973,0.14164413776008053,0.1903703065214254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832974332466509,0.1035878991259917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857464266553795,0.0,0.0,0.1963184860243658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096864713932438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291805790903035,0.0,0.2108624094250444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993161268155069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256746829888092,0.3810505442694987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460127565825985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263794352697027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21132945447145612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269717305727096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907437567002796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826855403648378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22800073140542684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iced-lavender,2019/05/29,"Over time the weight and frost of loneliness causes so many cracks to splinter the heart, so many little sections to flake and crumble off, the damage adds up and it begins to feel as though one can't be repaired. I believe we can be, it just truly feels in the moment as though the hollowness and pain will last indefinitely. Sometimes I feel so alone and hurt by everything that comes with it that I wish I were dead so I could be saved from this, but then I think of a potential future where I have a man who is luminously warm and soft to pass days and nights with, and I stuff the negative wish away and instead focus on my desire and goal to heal. I want to be happy and overcome this loneliness, please let it be...",9.227855477855476,6.353822146853148,8.558146853146855,76.1546561771562,61.797202797202786,11.771095571095572,35.022144522144515,9.725611199111238,2.968185081585081,569,16,117,8,6,180,94,143,0.135,0.711,0.154,0.4664,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,8,0,13,4,1,1,0,30,22,21,1,5,2,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,10,16,1,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,6,11,3,20,13,1,19,0,2,0,0,3,9,0,1,8,87,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937409529853806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536475633859925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842492002066232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679966382708644,0.0,0.14087188265374675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057028082690994,0.0,0.0,0.1054672652135378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697571535344064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480663204663541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408723543146454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379108375113568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506879351455062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330376065484506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722675756769487,0.0,0.0,0.1639061497769698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315999053412206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534675657509558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108163039179212,0.0,0.17401395658564595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951354537086553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617413994097708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720972607999145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478733923658964,0.3213468054719735,0.0,0.09535922381868277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645783774167632,0.0,0.0,0.19914293126677315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761169231493701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ComedyAlexander,2019/05/29,"Thought this might be the best place to add this I’m at work. I don’t want to be at work. All the opening staff complain to me about stuff not being done. Even though it’s their stuff. They spend the hour talking and not working. Nit my fault, but they act like it is. Also I finally meet a girl who is just awesome. She cute, and she actually liked me. But then when she went home, it seemed like she just didn’t even want to talk to me. I was so worried I kept trying to figure out why, and I think I’ve scared her away. I don’t know what to do. I might have sent her too many messages. I just wanna cry but I can’t. I need help.",-0.8861764705882358,1.133864644927538,0.8295055413469719,103.57384910485932,90.95652173913044,3.826768968456949,15.364023870417734,5.0885558068054335,-1.2357004262574596,483,10,124,2,17,155,88,138,0.10300000000000001,0.7070000000000001,0.191,0.9217,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,4,11,8,0,1,4,0,15,0,0,0,1,27,26,11,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,6,0,1,5,0,1,3,6,3,0,0,7,0,23,5,13,14,2,13,0,0,0,0,18,6,0,3,7,85,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.15091654909149504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236739241412463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452992063554964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229612598154616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987627830896807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826112322620065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429035238907345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694120294735048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365894944152652,0.0,0.15512702977983547,0.0,0.15229955994565778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499185327273383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22666322228809424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567913021588131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32811941667833155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467136315337485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157682437258086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548320984058899,0.0,0.0,0.14078797866167106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540755742818696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486043777638949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909377598739516,0.1519433005346589,0.12277519771692533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499751688992473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243370687791244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336253408830538,0.13954799388073152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377621498093887,0.15705505812555173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jacrispy28,2019/05/29,"We sometimes wish to disappear, but all we really want is to be found. I miss having someone that was genuinely interested in me. It’s like a one way street. I could show them the most genuine interest they’ve ever received from a human, but I get that cold shoulder. I don’t get the text back, the check up. Nothing. All my “friends” family and the girls I’m interested in only call/text me when they need/want something from me. Am I the only one like that?

After losing my gf of, almost, 2 years I’ve changed a lot. Grown in some areas and diminished in others. I find myself thinking about how I wish I had more friends. Friends that actually wanted to talk. About anything at all. So I figured I’d turn to Reddit.

My friends don’t text me and the girls just friend zone me. Once that happens they only text me when they need me to do something for them. I do it anyways because I care about them but damn. Give me a break.

So with that jumbled up rant of a vent, anyone wanna talk? It could be about anything in the world, I really don’t care. Just PM me if you do.",0.8841743119266035,3.21971976605505,2.5878642201834867,92.0401633027523,85.28440366972478,5.322862385321102,21.564036697247705,6.742157984588678,0.4964702385321105,831,28,176,10,25,273,117,218,0.099,0.7190000000000001,0.182,0.971,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,2,1,6,1,14,15,1,0,12,0,15,1,1,1,4,33,31,12,0,9,6,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,10,6,0,0,4,1,1,3,3,3,0,2,3,1,34,12,25,24,7,22,0,2,0,0,22,11,1,5,8,122,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.11661731278661078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196646057856241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835590062700216,0.0,0.19668093804829784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189013369561676,0.0,0.07284768429994695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202553006831955,0.0,0.2436817587716713,0.0,0.1264179201112611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082622649601694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108096956000013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265642900145308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092232242066776,0.0,0.0,0.1310284480682255,0.46163711561519,0.0,0.1248703670336437,0.1146377965272065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567576688037664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676588176231766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336928574604522,0.0,0.10159684895313496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721934811028311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146659811185492,0.0,0.0,0.12726638374686833,0.16195612797161454,0.2726613687808151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311286911170047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125417702586527,0.1839979012248443,0.11819114090160796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921033488794948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657244973526663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299845279723899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145721379672075,0.09485561258967466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748442168897235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695576535696809
lonely,0akguy,2019/05/29,"Scrolling through this sub is like walking through a field of poisonous thorns. But the poison is relatability and every other post will stick me and put my feelings into words for me to read and re-feel “Nobody wants to read this”
“I don’t have anything interesting to add to this sub”
“They’re gonna remove this”
“I should just delete this and not add anything to this sub”

~my thoughts while writing this

This is why im lonely...",6.277469879518073,6.644649518072293,5.5273734939759045,85.00045783132533,65.86746987951807,7.60385542168675,31.057831325301212,6.742157984588678,1.5629296385542175,342,12,68,2,5,103,58,83,0.086,0.851,0.062,-0.4588,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,16,11,6,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,1,6,2,10,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,42,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467962200542748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22872664830232106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745285357605837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29323606253856777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262737894278465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599948839179707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729040783520643,0.0,0.0,0.5430904055386305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155182368096944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601210650527183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24496101941409645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mammothman10,2019/05/29,Oklahoma city ladies? Any ladies here from okc?,2.942499999999999,4.731668250000006,0.7199999999999989,97.025,116.5,6.6000000000000005,16.5,7.1686216300943375,0.97255,38,1,7,1,2,10,7,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Profmore64,2019/05/29,"Looking for new friends/ people to talk to. Please read. I’m looking for friends/people to talk to. I’m almost 32, recently divorced and have a toddler. Through my marriage I spent all my time with my time with my new family, which distanced myself from my friends. I would ignore them, or make excuses why I couldn’t hang out, etc. Eventually they stopped calling. I’m not proud of that, but I justified it at the time. Family comes first and whatnot.

A couple of years back my ex and my family had a huge falling out. I was pretty quickly forced into the middle. I chose my Ex over my family, after all she was my wife. Ride or die, etc. This drive quite a wedge between my family and I. We talk but I know it will never be the same.

Several months ago, my now ex decided that life wasn’t going how she wanted. We argued over stupid things, and every time I tried to talk it got worse until she decided she was done with it.

Long story short, I woke up one day and realized I have no one. I put myself in a position where my ex-wife was all I had.

So... I decided to reach out. Hopefully try and relearn what it is to make a friend, and hopefully find some people I can relate to. 

I like painting, just got into jewelry making, cooking, cheesy horror movies, I love reading, having fun philosophical discussions etc. I like some anime and play some games (mostly single player)",2.28788888888889,4.60743141851852,3.868518518518522,85.13833333333334,79.25925925925927,6.962962962962964,22.962962962962962,8.045849151850463,1.4167407407407409,1073,35,206,20,27,356,156,270,0.121,0.722,0.157,0.8962,0,0,0,0,1,0,46.0,2,0,2,3,7,14,2,0,9,0,17,3,0,4,4,53,36,16,1,5,6,4,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,11,20,1,2,6,5,1,7,5,3,0,3,12,2,41,11,30,20,12,41,0,0,2,1,27,14,0,9,22,146,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465917856528359,0.0,0.09563418903203892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343724034631524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752100491764938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226886623504713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567416452725348,0.0,0.06159264837366756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991188289657511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773449483728336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195390503254352,0.0,0.0,0.08046685206284833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501667872495405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728959078495573,0.08123627248242835,0.0,0.0,0.22136014683258348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054277537585340895,0.0,0.15276771032125722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897154876381235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248690060807023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745781349303437,0.09331757152114993,0.0,0.0,0.08451867854093914,0.160399835357042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619674538543932,0.0,0.1912504417780131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623096237812356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365913358167972,0.18447812202946207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294329501664158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863285879113868,0.0,0.0,0.10483551134043148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971626425080242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600862979060533,0.0,0.10158103367997898,0.19106114501126026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429939669919056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789315781418436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984622866713506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070523294639292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344909729045542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275829869896266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968288185012747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633116276295319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617816182181423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732747659096956,0.06784381830122847,0.0,0.0,0.06150191330958836
lonely,faken144,2019/05/29,"I shouldn't feel lonely but I feel lonely af I don't know why I'm feeling lonely, I don't have an actual reason to feel lonely. I have friends who I hang out with, I'm living with my family, also my Internet friends are always there for me. I'm training and I made an awesome body, I'm overconfident, yet I'm so lonely or at least I feel like this. Right now im in other city cuz I wanted to meet my Internet friends(who became much more). And at the moment I'm just lying in my bed, a bit depressed and feeling alone af. I have friends I have self confidence and I love myself, but idk why only at nights I'm feeling depressed af but when it's day I'm my overconfident and happy person. Every single night, I have even cried on the pillow..",0.7301583710407229,2.9113083205128234,3.1926696832579218,88.51703619909505,84.38461538461539,5.4654600301659135,19.432880844645556,6.794906146795322,0.3424469079939669,582,16,120,7,17,201,87,156,0.115,0.588,0.297,0.9863,0,11,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,0,5,0,9,2,1,3,0,26,28,13,0,2,5,0,7,1,3,1,0,0,2,2,4,8,0,0,9,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,7,20,6,12,26,5,16,0,7,0,1,8,8,0,1,8,72,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.1408073089674643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944207387919872,0.0,0.1153895484133926,0.1200617623121904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575285208826938,0.16027489493732747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849700877795794,0.09305582894537594,0.0,0.24855544295810306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530291721181926,0.0,0.12157148327030795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602481678346534,0.0,0.5107054442084195,0.1030815977051458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33443686061375355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360056951400253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585915911310413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929862043317587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704933478455729,0.0,0.1274116935302358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022836013761666,0.13653173694994386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060705680851445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708148640863982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973989104477674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598943155050382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835529257272528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322381941577586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052709629177072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851066350412782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604005671802275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jessbandi,2019/05/29,"My social anxiety makes me seem like an asshole Deep down, and when I'm comfortable with you like my closest friends, I'm actually a very down-to-earth and curious about the world kind of person. But I'm very anxious with new people especially new places that when I open my mouth I just ramble on and on and it makes me seem like a stuck-up know-it-all trying too hard too good for you girl.  

I'm really nice I swear and I do just want friends",5.646451612903228,4.8001777311827984,6.255397849462367,83.34309677419357,67.38709677419354,10.020645161290323,29.352688172043013,9.3871,2.1001888172043004,351,10,79,6,5,115,60,93,0.07,0.655,0.275,0.9637,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,7,9,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,16,10,8,0,1,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,9,8,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,7,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.18997409202788967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892535159796816,0.21992661353635606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008098533220144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632836158586105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438998750065685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272338734254866,0.10698793639567232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28532417491332035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598932922759805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760354175503836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496268857077687,0.1699821411220025,0.2033932705704884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471337913824765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35444844950009724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844599282736786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321711108319437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32125346783679304,0.11482398063052032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,trizfores,2019/05/29,"Lonely AF I am lonely, but then that's an understatement. I have no family, no true friends, no one that loves me. I have been in abusive relationships, have been cheated on, 1 were I found out I was the other woman, lied to and just used for sex.

I keep on asking why oeople abuse me and treat me like shit. Maybe I am just too nice. Maybe people see this disabled person (I limp) abd just choose to lower my self-esteem more--I was recently harassed at work, waiting for HRs decision on that.

If people took a chance on me, I have a big heart. I am friendly, nice, caring and so much more. It's just nice to have someone in life to lean on, and at the day, make you happy.

Honestly, I can't remember the last time I was truly happy. I just got recognized for being top5 at work for the month of April. My happy meter didn't even budge. 😢",1.5801162790697667,3.4621469534883715,3.3524999999999987,90.17375,79.46511627906978,6.16046511627907,19.47093023255814,7.1686216300943375,0.3108883720930233,644,15,139,8,16,215,107,172,0.19,0.529,0.281,0.9753,1,4,0,0,1,0,30.0,0,1,0,2,8,19,3,0,7,0,17,5,2,2,1,21,28,8,0,1,7,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,6,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,10,2,20,14,20,17,2,21,0,2,1,2,8,13,1,1,8,91,26,2,0.0,0.3382709711206148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345204187848636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554320609208926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206198315922272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942850722927796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457205780528395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565180792952922,0.22057669378755326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417026825624665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558802990883826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915951553861402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688281764052248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636035639703055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082859324504677,0.06974047166895768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288375079102254,0.0,0.0952867775352269,0.0,0.2868232564433931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394174077545455,0.0,0.10493772355169588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673113913026199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792984372591707,0.12464385151467597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409484686902546,0.1532601481756855,0.16170799732895444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375332069796056,0.0,0.14891945148276822,0.0,0.1465308913874223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095166769022515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323871145703371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860057579508152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329022384502758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288097312231261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784749640317104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,quincy98,2019/05/29,"Possible to feel lonely, even with friends? Since highschool I have been surrounded by close friends. We used to spend every moment together, & we still meet up regularly after leave for different colleges. 
When I came to my university I picked up a job which creates a very close working space. I see the same 10-15 people every day of the year & I trust these people & care for them. 

However
Something just feels missing, I’m happy when I’m with my coworkers or close buddies, but the moment I leave this dread comes over me. I lay in bed & wonder what is missing. I feel lonely, but know I shouldnt. Maybe it’s from a lack of significant other, or animal companion? 

I had a girlfriend for a year while at the college, & I felt wonderful in that time; since we broke up (a year ago) I feel as if I’ve just a shadow of the old me. 
Has anyone ever felt this before? Is this something else I’m experiencing from the sound of it? 
I just feel the need to constantly have someone around to keep me happy & away from this sadness.",4.233088235294119,5.571887504901962,5.158117647058828,82.30452941176473,71.00980392156862,8.185098039215687,27.32549019607843,8.648137234880735,1.9423513725490191,817,28,160,14,15,267,120,204,0.135,0.7490000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.6337,3,4,2,0,0,0,36.0,3,0,1,1,9,13,0,1,14,0,8,0,0,2,1,37,30,9,0,4,8,0,7,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,11,11,0,1,10,0,1,2,1,7,0,0,5,10,22,6,29,24,2,32,0,6,1,0,9,14,0,5,16,100,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703137439796675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6382732746744707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865031323427287,0.0,0.0,0.08740174670806622,0.0,0.0,0.09224411374606237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835446477661085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229270416542723,0.10010189096250388,0.0,0.0,0.0845740842273509,0.0,0.1060985887022376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331850759262116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257806178022584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201747810367939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648475066577265,0.08881017403547907,0.16544315329275713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482158668556282,0.0,0.18853797096269406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170851833798785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090306203754813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742931582305688,0.08726762531553986,0.0,0.0,0.05395761186469915,0.0,0.0,0.20791862762567792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863583163009416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279983512267682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103024256407909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613243906651915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068412433990377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823740324866252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243238029083049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318829147682218,0.15116878619541652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840733090226948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057250026585639435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479670659631326,0.0,0.0810094600928645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294582568002496,0.07147680740458316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967569024936293
lonely,LifeIsButADream36,2019/05/29,"I miss having a best friend I literally have no friends.  Strange reason really. I have really bad luck.  Stuff constantly goes wrong. It drove every person out of my life. I have been told by each of them that their life went down hill once they met me and bad stuff started happening to them. I have been told, ""I don't want to hang out because you are bad luck. Every time we hang out, something bad happens.""  I was in an abusive relationship for 7 years and he allowed me no friends anymore. There was one I would sneak text on my cell, that I had to hide since I wasn't allowed to have that either. I made my escape and got my own place. The day I moved in I texted that friend so we could meet up and eat...he never replied...I woke the next morning to a text from his sister that he had a brain aneurism and had died. This is what I'm talking about. I loved him. That was 4 years ago. I'm a single mom who works from home and making friends has not been possible. To this day everything I touch turns to crap. I don't even need to leave the house and bad things happen back to back. I mean I don't go to shady places, I live in the suburbs and trouble constantly gravitates towards me. Even my own child asks to stay home because he has seen the nonstop bad that pops up when we try to go do something fun like normal people. That is another reason I want a friend. I have no support, no outlet, no family and a stressful job. 7 billion people and I feel like no one can relate or be there for me.",2.049989212513484,3.7822699644012943,3.079158576051782,93.37034519956852,77.51132686084142,6.131175836030206,22.447680690399146,6.937597516519254,0.4656308522114352,1165,34,260,12,27,372,166,309,0.191,0.674,0.134,-0.9385,3,0,2,0,1,0,37.0,3,1,4,2,9,25,1,1,12,0,30,5,2,6,1,37,58,13,1,6,3,2,2,2,6,1,2,0,2,2,16,17,0,0,4,0,0,7,12,11,0,3,19,3,41,14,31,36,6,35,0,1,1,1,33,13,1,3,16,166,57,2,0.0,0.0977140335887616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310510488121033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647748942200159,0.0,0.0,0.08178855606720246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709876646762935,0.0,0.0,0.12682941764109104,0.4131564379856018,0.1005464787641836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865476811444368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206433074005614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824258225219256,0.0,0.06584596790692022,0.0,0.0,0.10637327447717346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559133823459286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438789021641978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894194899922972,0.0,0.1389698733015496,0.0,0.07411915004677506,0.0,0.07774582922639042,0.0,0.041699552845588905,0.05891692766861285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822989314321592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373974907659537,0.0,0.06595917698921308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187851203363717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544923212517518,0.0,0.0,0.09515986167078844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183922638265884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732433093511853,0.0,0.0,0.11650267848187415,0.08058182194684115,0.0,0.07282294511313768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443282841401871,0.07803556259730306,0.05504968605374129,0.0,0.0,0.08983453019390872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658842989061632,0.0,0.08765306909068718,0.0,0.06115081622912349,0.06360631862019935,0.0,0.08770829150139411,0.0,0.08080356064071624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782837006946735,0.1117682637294155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434929420033793,0.07201004244135938,0.1723281981200075,0.0,0.0,0.0929730752217401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566540302966106,0.16958677855895948,0.0,0.08854243222258495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822043360459226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697960989387022,0.0,0.0,0.0583730304928943,0.08790255904859069,0.0,0.0,0.09446965664746117,0.0,0.18881793831274205,0.0,0.09358652382655304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628664821077483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478972263426808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808920032513043,0.0,0.0,0.1576081564138503,0.0,0.055992042679934885,0.08970420066913402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728645214034573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645096155741833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060039491942209276,0.0,0.0,0.05858466307499625,0.09016852387297257,0.0,0.10621657093980573
lonely,fr4nc15116,2018/12/22,"tw 

first time in a long time that i’ve thought about ending my life daily, been like this for the last 2 weeks. literally been the shittest year so far, was in an extremely toxic and dangerous relationship up until i broke away from it on 14th oct, was stalked and harassed by the dude for at least a month after, two days after the break up my dad died and i only took a week and a half off work before my boss pressured me to come back to work (cunt). cut off a lot of people as they all let me down/ showed their true colours. met this one guy and clicked with him instantly, thought it was going amazing until this week where he’s been blunt as fuck saying he’s lonely and bored (aren’t we all) so i tried everything to make him feel better, saw him last night and it was great, then he proceeds to tell me he’s “going out for drinks tonight” instead of seeing me which was the plan from the start. bearing in mind i’ve put my everything into this guy and spent a bomb on his xmas present. think it’s just started to sink in now about my dads death and my work has decided that round about now is a great time to pick on me, and i have no one to talk to about any of my feelings. isn’t life just fucking great 
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lonely,UnlovableBeebs,2018/12/22,"It felt good... .... to type UnlovableBeebs. The word ‘unlovable’ has been chasing me around. It feels good to say it, so see it, to finally acknowledge the truth. ",3.59059523809524,6.4384863928571425,3.2214285714285715,88.59023809523809,77.92857142857143,8.019047619047619,27.190476190476193,8.841846274778883,2.38874761904762,121,5,23,3,3,36,21,28,0.0,0.8390000000000001,0.161,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,3,4,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305825558314711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877670384257546,0.0,0.3565567431982166,0.4067986346592871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6229459041521379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29531450190918257,0.0,0.0,0.2959199524232545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ValentinaTravel,2018/12/22,"24F tired of having no friends and it always feels so much more worse during this time of year I'm 24F and haven't had a close friend since leaving college 2 years ago.  I have a job to occupy my time and co-workers to talk to during the day. I still live with my family so I have them for the holidays, yes. Still I'm so incredibly tired of not having any friends.  I ended up finding a different job then the college major I actually graduated in so I lost touch with most of my college friends. I haven't been able to make a real friend since then and it's really starting to get to me so I decided to come on here. I was so looking forward to this time off of work but my first day and a half and I'm sooo bored and lonely. I'll probably go shopping and see a movie by myself, I've been really looking forward to seeing ""The Favourite"". I love movies but in the past month I've seen 3 great movies by myself. It stinks just writing that because going to the movies should be an experience to share with someone Anybody have any advice on this? I've had acuqantinces tell me to get a boyfriend but I'm not going to waste my time on somebody who isn't worth it or just settle for someone because I'm lonely. I'd rather focus on getting a couple of close friends first. ",2.812284990041647,4.282988866920154,4.100369364475832,87.97124207858047,74.77946768060836,6.834618866558031,25.831794314684053,7.447530270364453,1.1920227774760097,1004,35,212,12,21,330,135,263,0.10300000000000001,0.779,0.11800000000000001,0.8441,3,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,4,13,14,0,0,15,1,15,3,0,1,0,31,37,20,0,2,9,0,2,0,6,1,2,0,0,0,9,14,0,0,3,2,2,6,6,5,0,3,7,8,20,9,34,28,4,35,0,3,5,1,13,12,0,2,21,129,29,7,0.1039305949653288,0.0,0.1014212685175986,0.0,0.0,0.10155977455261554,0.09212820162349622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647858071752801,0.0,0.0,0.1413527370167682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671025208391612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952700491883724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499722653762685,0.0,0.13405327157807495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085853512392294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205165890436733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166406459369863,0.09797651534723056,0.0,0.05255043157944303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499068093682893,0.17680662196907926,0.0,0.0,0.4817791191553517,0.0,0.16289833887680258,0.0,0.17719845660089167,0.0,0.0,0.11458384785650665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062701574984107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004749367503147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177261945115303,0.0,0.1745510483633366,0.0,0.11345252156980047,0.0,0.0938014196775513,0.0,0.06937447917365303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295640934561195,0.0,0.07640094570704015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921351288635218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205475960898713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829577037343968,0.13316120085954022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563845649575198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194492428890853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612011169318942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356261004429633,0.0,0.16599821478386825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353547541216419,0.09083992092610144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424110628479529,0.2389058602089997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513254218843426,0.0,0.10591415530880087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385579131853373
lonely,foodprincess1,2018/12/22,"dealing with feeling alone How do you deal with missing someone. At this time of year especially, it’s supposed to be a happy time and I’m surrounded by family but at the end of the day I still feel so lonely and I’m just not happy because I haven’t got the person I want there with me. I try to keep busy but nothing ever distracts me from the feeling of missing them. I just don’t feel myself and nothing around me feels the same anymore. I really don’t know what else to do to help stop me feeling this way. ",3.0410514018691583,4.187621831775701,4.514100467289719,86.52105724299066,73.67289719626169,6.845327102803737,27.393691588785053,7.1686216300943375,1.3357859813084114,404,15,84,4,8,135,67,107,0.115,0.713,0.172,0.6737,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,8,6,0,1,6,0,6,0,0,1,1,25,20,7,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,2,7,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,6,13,2,15,18,1,13,0,3,0,0,6,4,0,0,8,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699959105513528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627793008414007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611628183556502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100056085486156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058544622879596,0.3384350436630893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711498222189988,0.0,0.14537621859323815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847085908451346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547332821771338,0.0,0.4979540696642238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127495129705316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34945270763367997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100172345023936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589206069664407,0.0,0.0,0.09020512654890443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314986792494648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433176586774899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051500433273352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907232178604376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107961901902232,0.1372254615519103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141862342000235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143790767785124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681195892328666,0.13028391188161756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056985230375397
lonely,KobeGot81,2018/12/22,"I dont usually talk about this stuff but i need to vent Hey folks, as i said i hate talking about stuff like this but i feel like i have to. Im a 16 y/o guy and ive had a really hard time with friends. Not making them mind you, I'm pretty social and can get along with almost anyone. That being said I'm getting to the point where i almost don't want new friend's, since i was a little kid anyone ive ever considered being close to for a long time has at some point just stopped talking to me claiming that i changed with no other explanation. I eventually moved to online friends a couple of which ive been close to for almost 5 years but recently the same things happened with them. I don't know how I've changed but it feels like i just continue to push people away from me to the point where i shut myself off from new people thinking its pointless. I know im not really asking anything and this may well just be teenage drama but i just thought id feel better if i got it out, thanks for listening lads.",3.3159154929577426,4.144322281690143,4.462553990610331,88.36002816901409,72.66197183098592,7.370140845070423,24.52863849765258,7.554174236665415,0.9698503286384978,798,22,175,9,15,262,124,213,0.059000000000000004,0.78,0.162,0.9703,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,1,12,10,1,0,8,0,16,0,0,2,1,43,38,11,0,3,12,0,4,3,3,1,0,3,0,2,13,11,0,1,7,1,0,2,6,1,1,0,7,7,25,9,27,27,2,26,0,0,0,0,17,13,0,6,14,109,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149990567818515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663766832797653,0.0,0.08628882584709724,0.0,0.09802765070342673,0.0,0.09851711608760952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273797820479604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185075992985415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602288013387932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289226287553673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484965348900196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159057377495893,0.1498205035081263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430380395934063,0.0,0.10956747981121848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386415838830336,0.0,0.0,0.10382545613692476,0.0927251815563342,0.0,0.09393176501991596,0.10352511786746654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265282864694361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525392994762565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536843011262815,0.10509480807375407,0.0,0.09279562846129964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999322613125307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587622984910698,0.0,0.0,0.11144697682696156,0.0,0.07775054165172397,0.0,0.2025441425091884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539003908396478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973728215346591,0.0,0.0,0.10667782116500313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343488578896704,0.0,0.10353417648365372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948707660542125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673924554986351,0.0,0.0,0.10688906303943647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766560359604393,0.0,0.0,0.2400736062519753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25284157042259464,0.0,0.09653874022404707,0.0,0.0,0.06966269421164722,0.06718848146096904,0.0,0.08324517875592648,0.12228655653156907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548577266419364,0.0,0.06184769734671145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427952666368238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752482168034858
lonely,sssprincess,2018/12/22,"Alone on the train Currently sitting all by myself alone on a 4 hour ride train. Gonna visit the family for the holidays. 
Does anyone wanna talk on discord? ",3.1950000000000003,5.739847166666667,4.830000000000002,78.245,77.33333333333334,8.0,23.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.172333333333334,125,4,21,3,3,42,24,30,0.207,0.7120000000000001,0.08,-0.4767,1,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7300725604686025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24644418758137554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084350655578621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322624736747583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470964130046624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28328935359331675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,littlelenaluna,2018/12/22,First time mom vent I always wanted to be a mom but everything happened too fast. My baby surprised my boyfriend and I. We got married a couple months later. I wasn’t ready to give up my old life and I miss my old life and my old body. I miss going to college and working out 5 days a week. I miss my husband when he was my boyfriend and how our relationship used to be. I miss working a job that I had fun at and was great at. I love my baby but I’m not adjusting well to staying at home all the time. The baby set us back financially and I don’t have a car of my own so we’re stuck here all day waiting for my husband to get home at 7. I used to have my own income but now I have to ask to spend my husbands money and I hate doing that so I never do. My husband is wonderful but he’s also gone and tired all the time now and I miss him. I miss us. I miss me. I try working out at home but my stomach is still fat from the baby and it’s very very discouraging. My baby is 7 months now and he’s smarter and cuter everyday and I love being with him 24/7 but I can’t talk to him and I feel like I’m starting to go crazy I’m so lonely. I don’t have any friends and I don’t have a great relationship with my family.  I used to go on walks but this area isn’t safe for me to take my baby and dogs out. I feel caged in. Thanks for the vent ,-1.2764523659872469,0.6435729700996689,1.5388488821046984,98.51936607704052,91.72425249169436,4.4500673430905975,17.105234802909223,5.946609106918303,-0.5865329801562358,1028,27,259,9,37,356,135,301,0.11800000000000001,0.6940000000000001,0.187,0.9858,2,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,4,0,0,4,14,21,1,0,11,0,22,8,3,4,4,47,56,30,0,1,8,6,2,1,1,0,4,0,3,0,4,23,1,3,4,0,2,6,8,10,1,1,7,2,51,11,31,46,5,43,0,9,0,2,24,12,0,1,24,165,55,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243044017760963,0.08576811376744015,0.0,0.0,0.07009572502926119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636284742968174,0.0,0.0,0.07925965862810018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449503287570414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405246393712094,0.0,0.13295195356132272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263873697089367,0.0,0.09717158682664864,0.0,0.10423740438007008,0.07363805119164707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767703136464151,0.0,0.0,0.07963684178525927,0.0,0.053853347828594335,0.0988806115868935,0.17574267823384454,0.0,0.08243989365857812,0.2272849627578587,0.0,0.0,0.091150430098905,0.0,0.0,0.10176695112671684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31018315551125203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102287769921539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561231451623374,0.05035809371301343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860615835204376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414444889187645,0.1645497577656398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949914450752507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244851309926564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133170939641986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295825457540411,0.1098661012927408,0.08231722614227098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750088835689282,0.08284918761757055,0.0,0.0948992231121411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031464650831647,0.11847156155952325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998234749071074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479772788223653,0.2670756519581952,0.0,0.1700982285556818,0.06079733810340057,0.0,0.0826819518008523,0.0,0.09267837776833973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178233901626064,0.22512330612495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pandaworld,2018/12/22,"Lonely after 5 years Well, my ex broke up with me of 5 years a few days after New Years this year. Ever since then, I’ve been having a roller coster of emotions and it’s slowly coming back because of the Christmas and New Year holidays. *sigh*",3.0543877551020406,4.703327040816331,3.877295918367349,89.08288265306123,74.51020408163265,5.716326530612244,20.413265306122447,5.985473137389443,0.09095510204081636,191,4,38,1,4,61,39,49,0.10800000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0.096,-0.1531,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,1,7,2,1,15,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,13,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282555394978052,0.0,0.13701080721898667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360970418880702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495075692134518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528232670465785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330709674305808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341466738265952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592270543688127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208504874006247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7236861152853974
lonely,andrewbolynske,2018/12/22,"i feel like a dissapointment I can't seem to do anything right. Barely anything I do benefits anyone. I seem to contribute more sadness than happiness. My father always jokes around about how much i have to improve, saying things like, ""You're still not good at (insert musical instrument)?"" even though he doesn't play any instruments and claims to sing ""good"" just to boost his ego, a very close friend of mine doesnt seem to reply to my messages like they used to, and i know its because i had hurt them. I feel isolated. I'd often cry about it but it feels too much like a pussy thing to do, especially since im a guy. 


Sorry if the arrangment of the sentences is a bit fucked up, i just needed this off my chest.",5.176524822695033,5.746648070921985,5.667517730496456,82.33333333333334,68.29078014184397,9.10354609929078,27.723404255319142,9.150863307647796,2.036736170212766,562,17,114,10,9,181,98,141,0.132,0.7170000000000001,0.151,-0.0845,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,0,11,14,1,0,7,0,9,2,1,2,0,20,19,6,0,2,5,1,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,4,16,11,18,18,4,7,0,2,0,1,9,6,1,5,5,72,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802730153162015,0.0,0.0,0.10463290062239412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075853936631564,0.0,0.2532341765480827,0.13697171773049355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379415987227854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797980518091252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901254774114827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162582227465572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23339501736553636,0.10992058202045807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887506333545922,0.14224493059822396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581079038798175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234970247568674,0.0,0.16379125251771445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471475864065965,0.0,0.16619968902632132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455971488108742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006810137312867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22621571335186394,0.11408832023181405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139914640932804,0.0,0.12235895053653972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202164399020613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727801778264985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223832282539278,0.0,0.0,0.12287611175802635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044410134409172,0.0,0.1511707496255289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288922702174996,0.0,0.12695404061433338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wolfemen1026,2018/12/22,"Online high-school student that doesn’t really have any real life interactions with anyone other than my family. I have been doing online high school since about the start of the year for health reasons. Because of this, i kinda fell out with most of my remaining friends except for one, and she’s a little crazy. 

I cannot remember the last time I hung out with someone. I want to see people and make friends and stuff I’m just scared. I’m scared of what they’ll think of me and I’m ashamed that’s what’s keeping me from people. 

I have had times when I could’ve gone to hang out with my friend but I always cancelled last second and made up some excuse because I’m worried it’ll be extremely awkward because I haven’t seen her in so long. 

I spend my days looking at people I used to know social-media’s wishing I would’ve just tried a little harder to get closer with them, I play a shit ton of video games and sleep a lot. I have to wear a brace of PC (pectus carinatum) and it is extremely uncomfortable so I can’t really get out and do much. 

I feel forgotten by everyone I knew and I feel like I never made a big impact on anyone’s life. I just kinda existed. I want new friends, but I don’t know how to even begin with that. I haven’t made friends in so long. I want close friends again. 

Sorry if any of this is hard to read I’m writing this at 5 am and I’m extremely tired. ",2.9025416797735133,4.123477764705888,4.232143755898083,88.11750786410822,74.12110726643598,7.192261717521234,23.51698647373388,7.686295010490155,0.9461404844290658,1090,30,235,14,22,360,154,289,0.122,0.759,0.11900000000000001,-0.1833,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,0,11,13,1,4,9,0,20,7,3,7,1,55,50,18,0,5,7,0,3,1,6,2,4,0,0,0,12,21,0,1,8,4,1,3,7,5,0,2,8,6,34,8,38,39,5,33,0,0,3,0,14,16,1,6,15,142,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091298942977572,0.0,0.0,0.13225555300758374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598749198217322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783314438864425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776396857262696,0.0,0.0,0.06271293340054301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642273092155317,0.0,0.0,0.09291873231452673,0.0,0.0,0.0916709396116386,0.0,0.09833677841698904,0.06946958019684167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507727630618074,0.0,0.10160968155201026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710957619666526,0.0,0.0,0.10336351421082376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548265703778065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643300327998837,0.0,0.0,0.10688312937172144,0.1585301343893413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373695555115488,0.04750744449566696,0.19492371275752235,0.0,0.17211191265176656,0.08165864318074025,0.0,0.0,0.08267152338900674,0.0,0.2760377019937693,0.06490967420486639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148393117841305,0.0,0.07499889127392169,0.09391676187151113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658935781944109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022457155755908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726814140082723,0.11068248736734017,0.12459120799863435,0.09998079312358554,0.0,0.0,0.11015603312918608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471206436347813,0.19682783958301356,0.07748914568442199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981733737810568,0.08043944365215604,0.0,0.09731205326564422,0.09912579604407264,0.08239268393146511,0.0,0.0,0.10885426332860194,0.06882826521382121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131862630378883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062308635892464874,0.0,0.0,0.11340498192231308,0.11176517457509698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602081699197165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398571627073056,0.0,0.0,0.17206724594611922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182330130835663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875379492108248,0.0,0.06907780345718126,0.0,0.0,0.0626205479912297
lonely,YoureMyGoddamnHero,2018/12/22,"OK this seems like the right sub.. I [m/22] guess I just would like people to talk to, assuming you're not disgusted with the following. I managed to stumble upon this sub. I feel like a lost soul because I have this insurmountable desire for a romantic relationship. It accounts for almost all of my depression. I also have social anxiety and general anxiety among other things so it's always been hard and still is, say, impossible for me to attempt to connect with people on campus, which I only recently began going back to after a period where I was even more depressed and defeated than I am now. It's hard to describe, but like, whenever I go out in public whether it's a restaurant, a shopping mall, or an amusement park, I spend the entire time gazing at attractive girls. I'm constantly envious of romantic relationships/partners/spouses. But on top of the anxiety, I feel like even if I worked up the confidence to speak to someone, it wouldn't take long for it to become apparent that I'm basically nothing. I bring nothing to the table. I mean, I'm pursuing psychology, though I don't know if I'll stick with that in the long run, but I can't put my career and my own life/self first like you're normally supposed to, the healthy way. I'm open to discovery new things about myself but I'm not sure what more there can be. One major contributor to the problem is that I have a terrible memory, which obviously makes learning and experiencing things less intuitive for me, among other issues. I can't bring myself to give up completely and check-out, but I'm not exactly looking forward to my assumed future of being 27 or thirty-something and alone. A common solution to this would be to get platonic friends, those are easier and stuff. But again, I'm so reclusive unless I have a more important reason to go somewhere, like school. Also, to be honest, I don't really want..friends. It's too much work when the payoff is nothing like a significant other. So that's where this place comes in, because this is under an explicit pretense, and it's easy and requires little effort to talk online. I guess, like, it doesn't hurt to stay hopeful that I'll meet someone, somehow. But yeah since I can't seem to do that I think I should start with talking with more people. Like, on other platforms, I was attempting to connect with people through a common interest but once that wears off, I'm just a burden, like, I have problems, I'm taking a chance to tell you my situation and maybe you'll be OK with it or maybe you're out. Also like, I honestly have no idea how to ditch my egotistical standards. Like, I'm no looker for sure, plus all that other shit, but it's not like I don't still really want someone kind-hearted, refined, intelligent, beautiful. Wow, oh my, yeah I could keep going but I think this is enough, will this even be read by a single person (insert self-deprecating joke/emoji here designed to lighten the mood but I'm not happy, shit I'm still going fuuuuu)?

Too long; didn't read: Well hopefully you did so you're not going in completely blind were you to choose to respond, but I'm just looking for people to talk to.",5.335917041078304,6.3616784309210574,6.399006739409497,75.59743741976894,68.14473684210526,9.55012836970475,30.94768934531451,9.745691949364133,3.0144372111681643,2498,98,452,55,41,835,287,608,0.114,0.682,0.204,0.9965,1,1,1,0,0,0,90.0,0,4,0,10,31,43,4,0,26,4,41,4,3,3,7,94,88,41,0,14,28,0,4,14,1,6,1,2,0,2,40,23,0,2,14,5,3,13,17,13,1,2,8,11,46,29,73,67,12,62,1,5,4,0,20,26,2,15,37,305,86,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645967053197975,0.06681213815042332,0.0,0.15476409520271606,0.0536768718605283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480482214711395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04960363884678128,0.0,0.0786484920091323,0.07124540918458733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556901525456348,0.13527346306477514,0.06971159248066235,0.0,0.05150539476282223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112346183297953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665530975803344,0.0,0.12782327303704638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523564005563051,0.0921708561433608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054871543408688016,0.0,0.0,0.0996793881575906,0.0,0.03370342571009528,0.061883160122092586,0.21997259367420693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421284449573208,0.0,0.0,0.06867130657360135,0.11557525169407865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764437834314613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814450118310655,0.0,0.0,0.06905849679967589,0.07282310219008792,0.0,0.06733090717157725,0.0,0.057338794108047784,0.0,0.06717646710165345,0.035452602108573844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045564797943417015,0.4412235217139723,0.06465522548357136,0.0,0.17126599473433124,0.10834306227484904,0.0,0.0704194774246762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043060431821359664,0.0,0.12961644415244392,0.07026949543076973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742172846401451,0.0,0.0,0.062303445071796124,0.0,0.0,0.06320537796520627,0.18569512373081912,0.0,0.0,0.06870025630419406,0.04371314393522463,0.04906219895625112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361299126789516,0.056326997395993963,0.06739844636716169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234532988746349,0.0,0.06484962364937867,0.0,0.0,0.1290534337905113,0.0,0.08265256732969113,0.06632626304910416,0.06369511157115132,0.06925880308011058,0.0,0.055090555373881134,0.0,0.051300352583909116,0.0,0.06528681487569728,0.0,0.11745361459870328,0.1345944537809004,0.0,0.13243565626885653,0.0533627263048577,0.07251111081733952,0.0,0.06575906649634336,0.16397545939663793,0.049662379810849464,0.0,0.0,0.04565998609495423,0.06875828768832072,0.15455153455514847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384766873536923,0.0,0.0,0.12159842780140814,0.0,0.09700587014633157,0.2074003977541329,0.056383936402677026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857125726571328,0.08266985778610655,0.06338002019596918,0.0,0.03761586814359777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609846558328592,0.05120444774924583,0.0,0.0,0.058001571786942215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392701883322986,0.0,0.0,0.09165105456388906,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,austinpowerzz,2018/12/22,"Every chance I have to maybe not being alone always crumbles away into darkness again. So today I went to get my phone fixed, really good looking girl was helping me out. We were really we Ended up talking for a few hours and very slowly got my phone fixed. Feels like a pretty great day! Even better, I get home look through my phone and noticed she put her number in my phone, great! Fuck yes! My life could finally change around, then I hear chains outside my window and see my car getting towed away for repossession, more than $1500 worth of material in the trunk that’s for work, and there goes my love life on hold again. Fuck this shit, come on life, give me a break please!",3.5971086807928927,5.448369353383459,3.675830485304171,90.24393028024609,73.51127819548874,6.340123034859878,21.113465481886536,6.980632752743323,0.3643443609022552,536,12,109,5,11,164,99,133,0.083,0.667,0.25,0.9736,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,2,6,9,3,0,4,1,5,7,1,0,0,14,20,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,2,1,2,10,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,3,0,0,4,5,18,6,18,14,2,23,0,0,3,3,14,10,3,0,9,60,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468226728526876,0.0,0.0,0.11623773368960608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435849118192005,0.0,0.0,0.2624967861154895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235491973189669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477791722685992,0.12033518669524858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153538111488673,0.0,0.0,0.09009195313235784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372862880766025,0.0,0.0,0.09226747048660676,0.0,0.11769936926196238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063417346264436,0.09979839602215522,0.0,0.15302944311097874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25829222617004444,0.2189551860788476,0.13400852241973873,0.0,0.11716984360150247,0.11172714408140652,0.3080292641661126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574468280852461,0.0,0.09363485790120224,0.0,0.14012584025139194,0.0,0.13757179414568152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29601290082977033,0.06824809861158017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346178453271804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608052016718915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034276956687386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904409791716892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533435600461505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212040667488712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404324250342682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898485468740044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131911876421567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339528376752958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122818420934804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324148710121822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526330546070028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949900206433204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169988882515454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ammmhei,2018/12/22,"Friend needed Hey, I'm a 20 almost 21 year old girl and currently my only friend lives one ocean away, so there are a few open spots. CV not required.",4.096451612903227,4.482034935483874,4.5388709677419365,90.12830645161293,70.61290322580646,7.490322580645162,21.951612903225808,7.1686216300943375,0.4349870967741931,117,2,26,1,2,37,29,31,0.0,0.802,0.198,0.7506,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,11,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35063084862740457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328983270975749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.541059614222226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091943347199698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596363812555551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674300232990745,0.0,0.23727489936676766,0.2663095644025769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254891088031876
lonely,psyxe03,2018/12/22,"Cant sleep 25/M Have a super hard time sleeping at nights, and being alone i just think of everything that's going wrong and it makes everything feel bigger then it is. what are the chances someone would wanna join me on discord and talk through part of the night?",4.2723076923076935,5.89495161538462,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,71.30769230769229,6.7384615384615385,26.461538461538463,7.1686216300943375,1.1476384615384618,212,7,42,2,4,64,46,52,0.161,0.701,0.138,-0.0772,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,6,2,2,1,0,9,10,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,6,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398510932799858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162653793190181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170957854464614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161447541564306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745369959963367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458406115081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346516315084054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507828116241064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635023230974539,0.0,0.19622029916591507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613837816428835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483896214087333,0.0,0.0,0.13503844284409494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451056833355618,0.2532006557612433,0.0,0.0
lonely,I-like-045-strings,2018/12/22,"Same shit as always, in the middle of a particularly tough time in my life. Hello to whoever is reading this. This is a throwaway acount, I don't want my actual username to be linked to this share of personal things. Anyway... I really feel like I need to let this all out.

 I'm a 23 year old guy and, as this subreddit implies, I'm lonely. It's a really stupid, childish and ungrateful thing (given that I have all my basic needs covered, I have loving parents, a job, I'm studying, etc) but I feel like my life sucks when I see or share time with couples. I really want to know what it feels like to cuddle with the one you love, share all of the experiences couples live (the good and the bad, of course), etc. I don't know how to write this down without sounding like a whiny fuck, but I feel like no woman could be interested in me and I really mean it. I see myself as ugly as fuck, and being a virgin doesn't really help my confidence with women. I feel like I'm 10 steps down before every other men (because of my looks, my lack of experience, etc), so why would anyone want to get to know me deeper and see who I really am? I have some qualities, I know I do, but when I try to talk to a girl or something it's like nobody even cares to know me better. I came to the conclussion that I'm socially inept and they detect that in a minute. It hurts that rejection from women goes a long way back to my childhood, even the girls in my class would ignore me always. I was good friends with a popular boy in our class so they were always around him but with me it was as if I didn't exist. I remember trying to get their attention and failing real bad. Now I'm almost 24 and it's the same shit haha I feel pathetic man... 

 I want to clarify that I'm not a ""nice guy"" or a Red Pill kind of guy, just in case. I respect women's right to not like me. I only feel bad for being invisible to them and it really hurts, but I don't take it personally. I mean, I even said it before, why would anyone want to be with me when there's a lot of better, more experienced and self-confident men out there?

 I said I've been feeling lonely lately. Uhm.. I'm actually scared of how this Christmas is going to affect me, as it has always been a very depressing part of the year for me, and this one will be the first Christmas since my sister died, in July this year. It'll be tough and sad, and I wish it wouldn't have to happen. I'm still shook by the loss of her, I don't want to go through this, I'm not ready. It hurts so much and so deep you can't probably imagine. And 2 weeks after Christmas will be her first birthday since she passed away, and I'm even more terrified about that day. It's like an overwhelming sadness, you know? I really miss her and wish I could talk to here one more time. Thanks for reading this, I really needed it.",2.9393974809491863,3.9114209592529714,4.697424092865322,85.78143601689898,73.70288624787777,7.991803213961385,22.865755912662376,8.428315365350997,1.1661340150827186,2191,54,478,37,43,746,253,589,0.203,0.637,0.16,-0.9746,2,4,1,0,0,0,79.0,1,3,4,6,23,54,6,3,27,1,40,11,2,3,3,94,100,42,1,19,14,2,8,9,1,7,3,3,0,15,38,28,0,1,20,2,0,6,13,27,0,5,10,17,68,27,69,72,16,45,0,13,5,6,45,17,5,7,30,314,106,6,0.0,0.0,0.1129234977893399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793713439282156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925723067994663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080912302250336,0.0,0.0,0.0515065133258548,0.0,0.0,0.05436015700879288,0.04448977197848146,0.14492880326421814,0.03527012893898576,0.0,0.09846699123398144,0.0,0.0,0.10234264371700913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617494365200216,0.05899080481795035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239093429164116,0.12803911099227294,0.0,0.03731407755483216,0.0,0.04983361698200845,0.0,0.060048200050339076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358324768412166,0.15286051327879904,0.0,0.0487484535532652,0.0,0.0,0.1131938294718704,0.0,0.0,0.23404079365307465,0.20667134852474767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842916814633187,0.0,0.0,0.04470149119285343,0.10697887906769868,0.060457569629818665,0.0,0.06576486968566861,0.0970582716707408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186764050503736,0.05116426087410715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03878146968828743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581681791235985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741583598472943,0.0,0.0,0.06025093668841705,0.19078578352603606,0.0,0.0652671382702327,0.0,0.0,0.0591644448966249,0.08173462745383828,0.254401562006198,0.0,0.051090295660796106,0.05120313234098301,0.04858673928083429,0.0,0.0,0.049189401101859605,0.10443947864600923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605018105282614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04253280475463285,0.12870448769372705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071297697612856,0.0,0.11761966569516373,0.04400415161211788,0.0,0.0,0.06424524368632951,0.06265533815251106,0.0,0.0,0.101039977253318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238146881782895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574872279259135,0.06585587204490265,0.333591906106238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554263276224802,0.04941101708934239,0.11007375404546237,0.0,0.05792665624581823,0.0,0.13831768831122038,0.0,0.06035924679615597,0.0,0.11878225642722788,0.09572263570366213,0.0,0.0,0.05897966241905971,0.0,0.0445424570668731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04620603576095054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04350254481042492,0.09300926926781776,0.0,0.05326852108971032,0.0,0.0,0.07687750403966492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121362678556084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856452415445392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047739490261335366,0.204759376152042,0.0459255461415778,0.04641076237302343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441696204532193,0.0,0.1330693083931314,0.055773725972284166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330348984264206,0.0,0.0,0.1117773252295643
lonely,Ash_Fenix,2018/12/22,Hello and merry Christmas! Just wanted to say hey to everyone out there. This time of year can be bad for people I get that I deal with it too.  Just hoping that someone sees me saying hey and Merry Christmas gets a little cheered up by it. ,3.017500000000002,4.763005750000001,4.085833333333337,87.14250000000001,74.83333333333334,5.633333333333334,22.416666666666664,5.985473137389443,0.4330666666666665,188,5,36,1,4,61,39,48,0.062,0.7070000000000001,0.231,0.8624,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,8,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24924967703140824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077584761472181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285246302406912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119261878578544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29649527389896696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29919299871258404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069544755528919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747862592635354,0.0,0.0,0.2378798303912749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25293294313656417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406797834027934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760733795683303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223550864565872
lonely,disturbedpotatoe115,2018/12/22,Survivors What has been the most helpful thing in making you feel less lonely? Question for the people who have been through it and become normal or at least people who are on the right track.,4.849166666666665,7.049614472222222,3.84,88.90500000000002,70.94444444444444,4.800000000000002,23.11111111111111,3.1291,0.12001111111111085,155,4,27,0,3,45,31,36,0.055999999999999994,0.865,0.079,0.223,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,7,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,5,5,3,4,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,3,0,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985669296162761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247329235741136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241892273428906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24089221039526434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535887254933225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5003816772027841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042715613405511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081921173241476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23975463510232484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nlogax7,2018/12/22,"Twitch Channels for loneliness Anyone who wants to link channels here on twitch that would be good for anyone who's lonely. I'll throw some in - kitboga, any cooking stream, ""hardcoresandals"" (she's a cook) on mixer.com (used to be called Beam.com)",5.632906976744188,8.521553627906982,4.793197674418604,79.84468023255816,70.86046511627906,8.020930232558143,29.3546511627907,8.841846274778883,2.7019348837209307,198,8,32,4,4,59,34,43,0.12,0.8140000000000001,0.066,-0.34,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832803081606342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5825476172254613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253621779097007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493972073546873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597807282224272,0.0,0.0,0.24570241146786115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29591772905426433,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,000904047,2018/12/22,I feel like shit and feel guilty about it Title basically sums it up. I just feel really lonely and sad all of the time despite growing up with nice parents and decent friendships (things are a bit weird with one friend but I have two pretty close friends). I always feel like I shouldn’t be sad since I have everything so great compared to others. I’ll probably just delete this later but I need to write this somewhere to get it off of my mind.,3.0705681818181816,5.229296738636368,3.45,89.92000000000002,75.93181818181819,6.218181818181819,22.363636363636363,7.1686216300943375,0.6793136363636361,355,10,71,4,8,110,63,88,0.151,0.628,0.22,0.8758,1,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,11,1,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,1,19,11,6,0,2,4,1,4,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,2,0,4,8,6,11,9,2,7,0,3,0,0,4,4,1,0,4,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350911812804534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22765478543701484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874084068107104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217450825369181,0.2979399397210712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222110777935421,0.0,0.10894546329092222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22989903659775165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374911017505545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055033724023106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461830090391332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130162194460058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23154181951082706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21214441857587465,0.2248247179878236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358615704783033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21404743916174326,0.1724936506382505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853443572961838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159233358782852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369817143014324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Iioi93,2018/12/22,"This time of year really makes you feel like sh*t Been getting lonelier each year haven't had a real connection in years, everything I've found in the last year has had some sort of train wreck turn out. My family hates each other and each year they complain why things didn't go this way or why they couldn't buy them this or that. Rejection just sits in people wanting to be friends after leading you on or straight tell you that you misunderstood their actions. Each year the depression and emptiness just pile higher and higher I've been told over n over it gets better but honestly it's been getting worse and worse. I've drastically changed my circumstances for the better but it seems life wants to keep me depressed, alone, and hateful. Really wish this shit would end and I could find someone who likes me for me and not just play with my heart.",8.695536809815952,7.637226368098163,7.341526073619633,78.71756518404909,61.392638036809814,11.09478527607362,33.87193251533742,10.125756701596842,3.038632515337424,690,22,133,12,8,207,106,163,0.225,0.66,0.115,-0.966,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,4,3,3,14,3,0,4,0,12,3,2,2,0,38,28,12,0,6,9,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,12,13,0,1,4,1,1,3,4,7,0,0,8,1,15,7,15,16,5,23,0,3,0,0,13,8,1,6,12,79,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143676175550126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244768031050876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425014842762786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132443726501536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186085999149441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124014062819646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140552930996012,0.0,0.11963606347470952,0.0,0.06416769106127773,0.0906619604991547,0.0,0.0,0.1159901543118677,0.0,0.0,0.13914632186575626,0.0980475730600485,0.0,0.19891007493706264,0.0,0.07212383405143583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505876012160512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503846999769525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280024302708933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344565737411476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963774633649424,0.12400011757888114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471101023066413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798092164792393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444727129792265,0.16259898427639688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553082408899387,0.0,0.0,0.13026760019079606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752738442996138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092179087444816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431097590775997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400014482825054,0.0,0.0,0.12126450764293152,0.0,0.0,0.1380377256502105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497053704270081,0.1007323966266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290265814775273,0.0,0.14593610177831787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25865693554189284,0.09015066840274448,0.0,0.0,0.4903413809897527
lonely,Naganine,2018/12/22,"This sucks All my friends from school are kind of assholes and I just have to tread carefully around them to not get made fun of. My only real friends are online in different time zones so schedules are really hard to set up for communicating. So I’m sitting here, alone wanting to make friends. If anyone’s down for that hit me up.",4.272307692307694,5.894951615384612,4.547692307692311,85.61230769230772,71.30769230769229,7.661538461538463,28.384615384615394,8.238735603445708,1.8184461538461536,265,10,53,4,5,83,52,65,0.16899999999999998,0.69,0.141,-0.2933,1,1,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,10,12,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,6,14,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,2,33,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486143148610528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784510517065904,0.0,0.0,0.2136910186884752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24474196292516395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507960234492981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5563747130073993,0.0,0.1254136497251531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503324702859428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499700175088291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271364640324661,0.16023195861185854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825651044369061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27322385995848364,0.15377902853456274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429384420124119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997221979888108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158481083460253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nothercc,2018/12/22,"Shitty state of mind This is just a vent but any comments are appreciated.

I feel so dejected. I try so hard to go somewhere that'll give me joy but there's always a reason that makes it difficult. Plus I suck at communicating which is essentially an integral part of my unhappiness. Should I just go for it, make mistakes I might regret or never make a move and regret my existence as I live it?
Plus I feel stupid. Even the decisions I think are good are really not. I don't trust myself. I don't trust others. If I were to describe my mental state, I'd say a rabbit running from a predator or a child hugging its knees, rocking back and forth in a corner.
And I sound like an incel.",1.89487577639752,4.163092876811593,3.987619047619052,84.03000000000002,80.3768115942029,6.8414078674948255,22.175983436853,7.957251820313856,1.2139113871635612,539,17,108,10,14,184,94,138,0.225,0.606,0.16899999999999998,-0.8406,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,12,2,0,10,0,11,2,1,4,1,28,21,13,0,5,8,0,3,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,9,5,0,0,5,1,0,4,4,6,0,0,1,5,17,6,11,17,1,11,0,2,0,1,4,3,1,4,3,75,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165802709194606,0.0,0.0,0.14846369538826318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787303091918696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419694983144807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22077623486290726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943047514400545,0.2481502491736388,0.18311474206954625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557000506618927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665912482139908,0.0,0.1927787534466022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371867893524335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200131490370512,0.23160084904733844,0.22043889842364425,0.0,0.0,0.23203743502572435,0.0,0.0,0.16838026525677152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364170696135722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986007189659794,0.224467217858532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736151999268616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988932984411875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822356022538127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LITERVIN,2018/12/22,Why the fuck am I so rejected I just want someone to fuckin talk to or hangout with but I get flatout ignored 5 times a day.,-0.008888888888886727,2.035629592592592,1.905185185185185,97.43333333333337,86.40740740740742,5.0814814814814815,27.51851851851852,6.42735559955562,0.9627629629629624,97,5,23,1,3,32,24,27,0.28,0.672,0.048,-0.7363,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30711626600629577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402487751778281,0.2488002418020521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034914660051508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827598235482469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776820721496556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808811899529776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297057517227512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheyWishTheyWereYou,2018/12/22,"Forever Alone I want to Die I’m laying in my bed right now crying eyes out. My family is shitty, my situation is terrible, and all I want to do is slink under a rock and die. No one cares about me. I want a boyfriend, I want to date, I don’t want to be as single as I have been but I’m too boring and unconfident to do that. I’m not a clubber or a partier, that’s not me. But I doubt I’ll meet a bunch of catches at the library. I just feel like I’m always going to be alone with these same awful people around me. I want to die.",-0.11845454545454714,1.2825270333333345,3.0212121212121232,92.83227272727275,82.83333333333334,6.03030303030303,18.409090909090907,6.980632752743323,-0.024250000000000327,404,9,101,5,11,146,71,120,0.254,0.625,0.121,-0.9620000000000001,0,4,0,0,0,2,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,6,1,10,1,1,0,1,22,23,8,3,6,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,3,0,1,1,2,15,2,17,20,4,10,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,2,3,68,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34820093359166765,0.0,0.0,0.13987231520742646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964426374456125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138872318600676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464949326313385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5233824678950924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846932181202458,0.0,0.08499619754601663,0.12009037222698947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553486412590098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212496285240346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113908624614012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653908178691208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355612127006395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895096895059124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5948969190598862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MrASingh,2018/12/22,Anyone lol (😊) Would love to make new friends on here someone to just talk and get to know (hopefully not asking for too much you never know you might enjoy the conversation lol hopefully 🙃🙃) ,4.085855855855858,5.955290918918923,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882884,72.24324324324324,8.176576576576577,25.84684684684685,8.841846274778883,1.945781981981984,152,5,29,3,3,49,30,37,0.0,0.615,0.385,0.9571,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,1,11,10,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,5,8,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,3,2,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884830722348928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252491138293771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086654490689895,0.0,0.14110721566311726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5365067017229356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29686109741982514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437604443460352,0.0,0.18028249388736628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865153728537741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985420747151274,0.0,0.2083046529393356,0.260847835941727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288404420326675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21708247780390105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918592079235595,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Utilityblock367,2019/07/08,"I've never been in a relationship before (20m) and its starting to get to me. I have never been in a relationship before, in middel school i had a crush but never found the courage to ask her out. I find myself ""day dreaming"" about haveing a gf, think about the things we would do, hobbies we could share. The touch of someone that cares has been absent from my life for way too long, I've put to much distance from my family, i feel lonely even in a full house, these days id rather be behind my pc than spend time with them.  My best friend doesn't know how to help me. I dont know what to do. Im trying to change hobbies so i can be more active but my financial state isent allowing me to. If anyone actually reads my rambling, thank you, and if you want to chat.. well, please i could really use it right now.",3.2044642857142875,4.100260994047621,4.3390476190476175,88.88928571428572,72.98809523809524,7.2666666666666675,22.333333333333336,7.492282038375204,0.6278833333333339,629,14,140,7,12,206,113,168,0.045,0.7609999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.9813,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,2,1,1,9,8,0,0,8,0,17,1,0,3,3,27,29,8,0,7,5,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,3,1,1,5,1,1,0,5,2,23,7,23,19,4,19,0,1,0,0,14,7,0,2,9,97,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.14291402103358558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240120694146583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691092964210996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492362339427207,0.0,0.15369018243409646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931547969348424,0.0,0.15492462364367934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338567292929656,0.0,0.0,0.18889619853853093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163824528464533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672880772204194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380599747941613,0.0,0.07404949271330948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338525969140779,0.0,0.0,0.16057480605375798,0.1131468645168229,0.0,0.07651405196316029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981623113567508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898357422400967,0.0,0.0,0.1581910719486443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609701199692675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344192746226487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960359315146022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765756060196728,0.0,0.33885367869251365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075806193549605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472226448545762,0.0,0.0,0.14648957681642644,0.0,0.09381958507645592,0.0,0.0,0.3144648679549843,0.0,0.1250674531667536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482151633153438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408656347356972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365802511464133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483143353644006,0.0,0.0,0.09729483627783453,0.09383921161074382,0.0,0.0,0.08539614087112005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942989968703576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648573168911345,0.0,0.0,0.08637997217315871,0.11624514995985095,0.0,0.0,0.13167608882920653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403383934469523,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MintBerryButters,2019/07/08,"I think my ex was with her ""ex"" while with me I just dug through my exs Facebook for the first time and found out that she had her ""ex"" listed her  boyfriend while we were together, had a picture with him while we were together, and still has him added on steam. I'm thinking now I was kinda cheated on and that turned my already lonely world upside down. She was the first girl I loved and already gave me serious trust issues and now I'm destroyed.",6.043666666666668,5.61754047777778,5.59,87.045,66.44444444444444,8.533333333333333,31.333333333333336,7.554174236665415,1.7839333333333336,353,12,75,3,5,108,55,90,0.106,0.8170000000000001,0.076,-0.204,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,2,4,6,2,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,16,16,8,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,9,0,18,2,9,7,0,14,0,1,0,1,16,5,0,1,9,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5761431189546061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44409243280655897,0.0,0.28622426701546844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27246496554864513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356048670654308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847225693222612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345364097977186,0.0,0.0,0.15221844838226406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839438823458913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,laserkei,2019/07/08,"Loniness is cruel Where to start… Like most people on here we want somebody to love us unconditionally but seeing it realistically it’s not going to happen to all of us…  I came to my self-realization that I will be a loner, I will never find that person, and I have to accept that fact. Sure, I am depressed coming to that conclusion but I feel it’s something I’ve been denying about myself for a long time. Been at this thru my 20s and now that I am in my 30s, I have given up. Sure, I do have friends and family but they can only do so much. And the friends that are around are so busy with their families that they don't have time for me. I thought to myself that I deserve happiness. I want that feeling that I want to love someone and they love me back. I know its not right to look for happiness thru another person but I have so much love to give and not giving it to someone dealt a heavy blow to my ego. I’ve developed this disgust towards myself because I couldn’t blame other people for what they are looking for. I’d call myself a hypocrite since I do have a specific standard I am looking for or maybe I am putting too much high of a standard… I have been all of the popular dating apps, repeatedly rewriting profiles to “look” a certain way, change my appearance, and among many others things. I just can’t seem to catch a hint of attraction at all. I feel I have this repellant from other women that I am not datable and I am not blaming women for that. I think I am more of a friend than a lover to all. I need to re-invent myself again so I can move on from this. It’s a lonely life I will be living but it’s something I’ll be dealing with for the rest of my life. Has anybody have advice? Any words that can keep me sane from the insanity of loneness?",2.7930323986358445,4.24678450824176,4.314513073133764,86.48565934065935,74.7967032967033,6.888821523304283,25.18908677529367,7.503015589744147,1.1522197044334974,1387,46,291,17,29,463,173,364,0.091,0.7070000000000001,0.201,0.9923,0,2,2,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,5,1,13,22,2,0,15,0,39,7,0,0,9,55,68,18,0,5,12,0,3,1,4,3,2,0,0,4,29,14,0,1,10,0,0,7,9,5,0,0,6,8,51,17,50,55,10,29,0,3,5,5,23,12,0,4,10,225,80,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551071122009533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646677045538467,0.10248924950121814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700960851814474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751562742835875,0.0,0.059581592952151326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980379654026167,0.11178888977485332,0.0,0.0,0.10339630051812408,0.08419463267686922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007659799716418,0.08418359591176547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842817533792876,0.0,0.14826133035009675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933288337359771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22654179040974265,0.0,0.0,0.1875228456540118,0.055548077282921625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643144374017696,0.20809277997526604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326801625569204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687608887698005,0.0,0.0,0.05371552470916685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807375956789925,0.047750984157683835,0.0,0.08630649479996351,0.08649710904922236,0.3283090149980287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528578257020891,0.0,0.0,0.09909334531473343,0.0981932904002716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388249390248104,0.21555114791792432,0.07247321012206964,0.07538336164117447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743359190462136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552166490861306,0.1706861578821021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825601942701802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124988424273068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346970073916746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788638196076351,0.0889791180607279,0.10196447196800143,0.0,0.0,0.08085180418065507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563011489617308,0.15049054970216538,0.0,0.0,0.0691811028085462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842381930995906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493432673286398,0.06262805160271988,0.0,0.07759489777771518,0.1139863352504406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351391452582397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294932241574945,0.07758171797575003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Eroboros,2019/07/08,"Honestly, I'm just having a really bad day. 23M My depression is really getting the best of me and my friends seem busy. I feel incredibly worthless and disposable. Anyone feel like having a chat?",1.6390090090090084,4.35089672972973,4.355540540540542,74.81907657657659,95.2162162162162,8.953153153153155,25.08558558558559,8.841846274778883,3.4498504504504504,157,7,26,6,6,55,30,37,0.21899999999999997,0.513,0.268,0.3351,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,8,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23903046697425254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854316633259296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587519832415589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046589046619225,0.0,0.29443613410903924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457007070744104,0.244218728545022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26411356535659136,0.0,0.17860326178870944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670113401906301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379975569033047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31120870110718324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nugget_666,2019/07/08,I peaked in elementary school My recent calls are all unknown numbers and telemarketers.,6.965714285714286,11.051654142857146,5.682857142857145,66.7871428571429,79.0,8.514285714285714,35.57142857142857,8.841846274778883,4.6632571428571445,74,4,9,2,2,22,14,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5854706908503551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.566129655645652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.580276902137026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MemesArePrettyCool_,2019/07/08,"Whenever im sad i make up situations inside my head with me and my crush Its so pathetic. Its never anything sexual its just doing normal things like going on dates, talking, just anything that a normal person would do. Ill just sit in bed, imaging us doing normal things together. I know it probally sounds super fucking creepy but just want to hug her, to talk to her, to be able to tell her that i love her. I just want someone to love me.",4.605862068965519,5.610513436781614,5.6627011494252875,80.28991379310345,69.80459770114942,8.098850574712644,27.143678160919546,8.344100000000001,1.8582505747126439,347,11,65,5,6,115,59,87,0.077,0.696,0.22699999999999998,0.9524,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,6,7,1,0,1,0,5,6,1,1,1,17,13,3,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,13,5,10,11,0,7,0,1,0,4,11,3,1,0,3,46,21,0,0.17737018102549948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919210921302434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397587425305454,0.0,0.0,0.10080356137421713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820329770306272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159023238341755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747801286064572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665411113515288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201670267394585,0.0,0.11839597313654858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679881813168066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213553544492303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487280058465447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937151499192635,0.0,0.0,0.15028517879491274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851268656905037,0.15502935612347574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23567373382776596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335448875930235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923505654353647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599868760140928,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,change1st,2019/07/08,"Why is it so hard? It's been so long since I had any friends, never have dated, very little social interactions. Why is it so hard to talk to people? On the rare occasion I try to talk to people, my throat swells up and I can't get the words out. I just want to have someone in my life for once...",0.5355208333333329,2.1886123437500022,2.5825,95.54583333333336,81.8125,5.5166666666666675,16.916666666666664,6.42735559955562,-0.4863770833333336,226,4,55,2,6,76,45,64,0.06,0.8640000000000001,0.076,0.2564,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,7,2,1,0,1,6,9,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,6,1,10,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111021410416334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167866097007187,0.0,0.1160953955067557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981124848147956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695328077115672,0.0,0.22271249334293464,0.0,0.19664858963762505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138181740206124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366460755549217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081044506869697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838141579129019,0.0,0.0,0.2265148029377115,0.18827755548058428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572074751782916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508657982839716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334627200915696,0.13106503676127113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401019378730918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ariga2,2019/07/08,"how not having a gf become unbearable and i gave up (or i'd have gone insane) and just sticking this life out.  i don't believe that m gonna be enough for them. I know i am a major fuck up and i don't deserve a gorgeous girl as i am not good looking either. When  i remember how my friend told me his story of banging a hot chick a few times, i feel such anguish. It's unbearable. A few days ago i messaged a friend that i feel like putting a knife through my windpipe. I cried at night for like an hour. Mute screams, live with my parents so. I am also broke, poor. m 20 and never even kissed a girl. i tried to get a gf, i didn't go for top girls as they were out of my league and i like most girls anyways, all are pretty good looking, but oh my god how bad it hurts when each girl just ignores you. I really wanna do the stuff that i see 16 yo do when i go to parks. but alas that's not possible now. i end up masturbating cuz m at home all day(have been trying to stop but didn't have too much success yet as i have lots of financial stress, which definately is contributing to my bad looks and also all this making it harder for me to actually study and get some good job). i went for a movie with my friend yesterday, spiderman far from home. But before that, yesterday morning i decided that i know i don't wanna die, and i can't get what i want in life, i am not gonna be the hot dude, so i don't really wanna live either as a virgin all my life, feeling unattractive, so i accepted truely for the first time that yeah i have lost, i've thrown my life away, and i am a failure and my daydreams aren't coming true. Now i am just gonna be alive, do what i should do like normal stuff with no hope or aspirations of any kind, just stick this life out. Like deep down i don't  care but i try to do my best full knowing that i am not getting the thing that i want. but still living it. i laugh when i am out with some of my friends, not fake laugh, i am happy(a little when we crack jokes), but i am also dead and hopeless inside when it comes to the biggest desire of me of being close to a girl. so yeah. no matter what anyone said to me i know that that pain wouldn't go away until i have been laid a few times. but giving up every hope and accepting that i am not a attractive boy and like not a boy at all, just an alive piece of meat who tries to do his best with what shitty brain he's got and body he's got or made it worse over time, have gone fine since yesterday.

 for other guys out there who also long for girls to like them but have had no luck, i just wanna say i know how utterly heart-wrenching it feels, I know exactly how it feels and i wish that you get a girl with mutual feelings, i really wish that. try to take care of yourself still, cuz on a completely different note, i have written in ""notes to myself"" that there is always a worse, so there is always a point in not destroying yourself further no matter how hung up you are on something. but again i doubt it'd really help as it just feels soooooo bad. mostly such posts relating to never being in relationship is ignored and i think it's cuz there are a lot of these and people don't know if there really is a solution and there are probably a lot of such posts? Whatever the reason, i really do see these posts and think it's brave to share things like this here. in fact i started writing this as a comment to the post ""suicidal seeing women irl and online"" in this sub but it was too long so i made it a post. m gonna leave a comment on his post, his post kinda made me wanna get this off my chest.",2.7288378508035507,3.609229679419528,4.137943391700649,89.94249676181339,74.10554089709763,7.412463420484527,23.14857279923243,7.750939303291985,0.8238054881266486,2779,71,635,36,55,922,309,758,0.159,0.6659999999999999,0.175,0.9594,3,0,1,0,0,2,72.0,1,3,3,6,49,53,2,3,36,2,59,12,3,14,10,144,122,67,3,16,33,1,9,8,6,6,6,3,2,13,50,36,0,3,21,1,1,9,26,17,0,1,20,18,85,36,82,90,25,84,0,4,6,3,47,36,1,16,40,438,135,2,0.0,0.0,0.054492890802390614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949979530199503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862453611356455,0.092928592289659,0.0,0.0,0.03797388543576149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03904541868976548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492916559871554,0.0,0.13987504115629212,0.0,0.06167214438117296,0.04751669144152065,0.0629138347978325,0.11720364829441796,0.0,0.0,0.06202691047950148,0.0,0.06233717239928675,0.0,0.0,0.1138675137848295,0.0,0.0,0.09620438344371036,0.05854836571615098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061338862699510235,0.07202582255752102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795428006184435,0.05834209899269616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945866947014365,0.05769881784970559,0.0,0.03688254181445183,0.0,0.04704856311162303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764468341530692,0.039892916700655166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04749843935559128,0.0,0.0,0.17257088389666514,0.05162422781194237,0.17504812396946348,0.05356790324447409,0.09520740853511432,0.1405106794377492,0.08932251077566754,0.0,0.0,0.055291501177650346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661720116816746,0.03742913448930675,0.0,0.1120264191724506,0.11092569007699092,0.05499226784160928,0.0,0.05977908800189386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055413708251945186,0.0,0.0,0.05814994714082621,0.2148217849636364,0.0,0.0,0.05912769721342714,0.0,0.0,0.19721121891410914,0.21824925621333213,0.05596748543740157,0.14792623096209642,0.09883529129084206,0.14067746376474702,0.0,0.060957193294089385,0.14242240359286856,0.0,0.15851469118822106,0.03727439001048008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041049658049689006,0.0,0.08613624880859938,0.0,0.0,0.052403120706377176,0.05471245432021568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059418902795068874,0.0,0.06200497004269414,0.0,0.0,0.03871321069193317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052787920303478335,0.06295248737487248,0.3743625876938421,0.05681050769278756,0.06020618622218395,0.0,0.0,0.05613576226935915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463955885037092,0.05741398523559765,0.0,0.05995247907352653,0.06325711831344875,0.0,0.05311770514404683,0.04440711040290235,0.0,0.0,0.13349446010330654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04619236241200715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042989232472117465,0.0,0.0,0.03952464147682301,0.0,0.08918960217934467,0.046685687738059777,0.06396582938903599,0.0,0.1278494752317592,0.06108113631514861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04198558263582895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419673521996191,0.07156148674992456,0.0,0.0,0.1302456552766622,0.0,0.0,0.05335859577171324,0.0,0.18956231960141195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587309428567943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051765289905295664,0.0,0.0,0.1284290946237601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381377070172305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HuskeeTheDoge,2019/07/08,"No one ever reaches out to me I never get any texts, no one invites me anywhere, I feel like everyone's a fake friend. Whenever I try to initiate texting/hanging out, usually it just turns into small talk or nothing pretty quickly. I just want people to talk to, who are close to me. I tried meeting new people but for some reason I find it hard to make friends, probably because I'm way more serious than the average person at my age (15). The friends I already have are really fun to talk to, I just wish we did that more often. I don't wanna go and tell them that I need more attention, because 1. Who does that and 2. It seems too needy and ego, and I feel like they aren't enjoying the conversation, and just trying to be nice to me so that I feel better. I just wish they were honest.",4.5823602484472055,4.78525633540373,5.933720496894412,81.19660559006212,69.49689440993788,9.172919254658387,30.385714285714286,9.120678840339163,2.4326963975155294,614,23,126,11,10,208,102,161,0.096,0.6709999999999999,0.233,0.9812,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,3,1,10,12,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,2,34,21,8,0,5,7,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,9,10,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,2,4,22,10,17,18,4,14,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,4,8,86,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542245484501925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950390740688321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038828235289333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360308708086601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122301676869781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641757138484574,0.0,0.13354313043197374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119949481545016,0.19968385229101784,0.0,0.0,0.12773472310384962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239261039904059,0.0,0.07301689669376835,0.0,0.07942672398708538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519419073140506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655573421512882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328841314037406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362752301047612,0.10778867156457024,0.13497750203803682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340999357416302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894049668619932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377883807107235,0.12202980745371307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218239683785794,0.1506809252229814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953146220354538,0.14369274918215585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722888345582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369924517611561,0.12215316315068538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846560544414347,0.15201471856314905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392181597587604,0.0,0.08243188463754188,0.1109320430429792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214256875870258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SkeletonsHaveToesToo,2019/07/08,"I feel lonely becuase no one understands my life. Let me explain. I am 19/F soon to be 20. I live at home with my parents and I work 2 jobs (7 days a week). I have no free time. No boyfriend. I would love to have a relationship but I dont have time and I'm too shy to talk to anyone. Everytime I think something is going well with someone nothing ever comes of it. I dont really hang out with my friends because of the lack of free time. All of my friends are either still in college or work opposite shifts than me. I just feel lonely and out of place becuase I have to be a different person wherever I'm at and no one understands the stress I go through trying to work these 2 jobs. 

Each boss constantly wants me available but nither of them are offering me the wages and time to be able to do that. The job I went to school for is only part time minimum wage. I cant rely on that paycheck. I spend a lot of time by myself in the office. I dont feel like I'm getting along well there because I'm so young and most of the people I work with are 10-30 years(I think) older than me.

At my other job, I work with jewelry and I get jealous of people there with their significant other buying engagement rings or nice gits for each other.  I'm so tired all of the time and when Im off work I just want to go home an veg out. To top it all off, I have a slight anxiety disorder and I dont want to open up to anyone (which is something I need on work on). 

I guess I'm just posting this because I cant really say it anywhere else without feeling like I'm bitching.",1.8652252252252275,3.1831089159159203,3.7485285285285284,90.15450450450452,76.95795795795796,6.975375375375376,24.645645645645644,7.662118739084242,1.0714276276276269,1211,41,275,17,27,410,161,333,0.136,0.753,0.11199999999999999,-0.7349,8,4,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,2,8,14,16,2,1,13,0,24,3,0,1,4,55,53,16,0,6,9,1,4,2,2,1,2,2,2,1,11,23,0,0,9,0,6,6,11,5,2,2,1,6,38,13,51,47,10,40,0,2,0,1,12,17,1,5,18,180,49,16,0.08021411351871048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136357728612987,0.0,0.0,0.11217514648663783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669333724156527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690973561533584,0.0,0.08668296012783007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05173146727152584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380667592327624,0.09193232351733004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37604137456153625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700859899464881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255825802233999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223466383799262,0.114609957450609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394645024968776,0.0,0.08381712719616569,0.0,0.13676258774296385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836488945998093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092259223662864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664500741119599,0.0,0.3184005217062304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202436574534562,0.05665760059142926,0.07837712818772867,0.0,0.07083053182770661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819517082976308,0.07239636921872114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059477748784782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696760530780772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871031855570576,0.06100644791736904,0.0,0.0,0.08906828036219712,0.08686406813246464,0.0,0.11122073283014808,0.07003986992194647,0.08380667592327624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682294752195673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277443023970256,0.0,0.0,0.08611993862512635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637894826288491,0.0,0.08118096530807183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796515807976627,0.12350548698743816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405909467283673,0.0,0.09188499602048313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644730659897227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279593007768817,0.0,0.0,0.3274144626030143,0.09219432351697232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446011768650588,0.0,0.0,0.16701144215125774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193708728806134,0.0,0.06434292342396948,0.0,0.14424424276216782,0.07435928686265925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732354298472077,0.0,0.4087778099097168,0.0,0.0,0.0569818047883425,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lillosakura,2019/07/08,"Was I ghosted? I someone messaged me and here after seeing my post (my other acc) and I think they ghosted me. They claim they are busy which is probably the case but they won't message me back or anything. 

I'm probably just being clingy but it honestly makes me sad that if they did ghosted me that they would do that. The person was nice and let me vent and we also had normal conversations and etc but idk. They said that they wouldn't ghost me and I hope that they are just busy. I know I can't put all my trust and just all my feelings on whether they didn't or did ghost me. 

The person was kind and I truly liked them as a friend and it honestly makes me sad if they did because it would mean that I'm back to square one with no one to talk to besides my brother who I mean doesn't necessarily wanna chat with me like me and this person did so often. I guess I'll just have to get over it if they did ghost me lol. I was probably my fault who knows.",2.71494252873563,3.707566438423648,3.8131231527093625,91.8287159277504,74.27093596059113,6.79264367816092,22.892939244663378,7.0316486544052195,0.4822068308702785,749,19,173,7,15,243,100,203,0.07,0.711,0.21899999999999997,0.9886,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,13,0,10,12,0,0,4,1,24,0,0,2,2,44,39,22,6,9,13,1,1,2,1,4,0,1,0,3,15,13,0,0,6,1,0,1,6,3,0,2,12,4,42,9,11,21,3,7,0,2,2,0,27,2,0,8,5,131,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686560909600432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025819949840387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474047845325745,0.0,0.08908368486008024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298124928619426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389119679099021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290498997292067,0.0,0.07635048754182408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098624750187265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514689434379133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217907101390754,0.1606260134443919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943485954389815,0.0,0.14279019454474642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509500260310436,0.0,0.0,0.318371804789578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318311332557776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805226211415267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828032571475095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995873382712845,0.0,0.47268081601486206,0.0,0.0,0.14690792636698624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900963664911864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645217191585625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382130308767453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174592875298812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363861112035092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076228915085994,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,michael12446,2019/07/08,"Anybody want to be my pen pal, 25 male Ireland Anybody welcome over 18",0.91,3.4918457142857164,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,91.85714285714286,2.8000000000000003,35.57142857142857,3.1291,1.6654000000000004,56,4,10,0,2,18,13,14,0.0,0.736,0.264,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,seekingsisterhood,2019/07/08,"There is no amount of binge food that can heal the pain of loneliness Just ate an entire cake

Can barely think

I'm so fucking lonely. Everyone has a SO, a family, friends, something.

I'm going to be homeless and alone for my entire life and it's fucking terrifyig",2.7911538461538465,5.0998173461538485,4.123692307692308,84.0213076923077,77.46153846153845,7.236923076923077,25.784615384615392,8.238735603445708,1.895226153846154,210,8,39,4,5,69,43,52,0.22899999999999998,0.7020000000000001,0.07,-0.8072,0,3,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,4,0,5,7,0,0,0,4,12,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,10,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079711894138397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841364482331684,0.0,0.0,0.2803208194799717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595641154054986,0.0,0.22973654623821135,0.5498017525056877,0.0,0.0,0.16899429551700293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100313716415092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164078018532284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289192144252947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053374982356333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,buildrobots,2019/07/08,"Perfect experience once a year Last year, I spent a week with the woman of my dreams and her family out on the east coast. Her and I would chill on the beach all day and cuddle up to watch movies at night. I love her, her family, and her lifestyle. She's a total book geek and she likes to lick the salt off her arms after the beach like a cute weirdo. There's so much more to her than that but you get the picture. I didn't see her for a year after. But last week I went out to visit her again and I was in heaven for 5 days. Back home, alone in my apartment, I question the quality of my life. I want to have that bliss every weekend, not every year. But I'm not interested in other women. I only want the special one that gives me the butterflies. She's my best friend.",1.2540695296523516,3.0118453680981614,2.836957055214725,94.07772597137016,79.98159509202452,5.819059304703478,17.615132924335374,6.742157984588678,-0.23901357873210616,597,11,138,6,15,196,97,163,0.05,0.728,0.222,0.9831,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,4,11,0,0,14,0,4,4,1,0,3,21,13,10,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,2,4,9,0,0,1,5,1,2,3,1,0,1,4,4,27,10,23,8,5,30,1,0,2,2,20,12,0,1,18,93,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038416199534495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264990864055294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264452993500534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121924438288591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277215843729344,0.0,0.0,0.1609236840083219,0.3101733510063003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710107391864825,0.0,0.08595039920826965,0.1578142934939089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501831435950906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681974419992648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619924356555165,0.16074388807831091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847793150951666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093478353469987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438277345690302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519923659532444,0.11147715974627813,0.1251183076342958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842903810357294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109425999873273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406613298840547,0.0,0.2639221905839928,0.0,0.0,0.15250368521292332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686415492870235,0.0,0.0,0.42375970606555385
lonely,TommyRubble,2019/07/08,Drunk Alcohol is my only friend. I push everyone away because I don't feel anything anymore. Nothing interests me. Alcohol is my only friend.,3.1725999999999988,6.2773517600000055,5.255500000000001,68.51525000000001,91.4,8.9,38.25,8.841846274778883,5.4544,114,8,15,4,4,39,19,25,0.145,0.631,0.22399999999999998,0.504,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5657278489105203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624928292073315,0.0,0.0,0.21781024189214304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486768903725953,0.0,0.0,0.16134732624427034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529144227049946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338308698606379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089843899111134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25396894413934545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026042671148163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,baifLy,2019/07/08,"I feel empty being single Im a single 15m and i know it sounds odd at my age but i feel empty inside without romance.
Ive fallen in and out of love 
Ive confessed to multiple girls and the only response is no thanks or i only see u as a friend
I hate it that girls i liked have no interest in me or were taken by someone else
I was turned down so much i dont feel sadness anymore when it happens
They have told me that there are plenty of fish in the sea and i still have lots of time
That might be true but i really cant syand being single without a girlfriend to speak all my feelings and cuddle with
Again i know it sounds odd coming from a 15 y/o
But thats just really how i feel.",0.2766008771929833,2.052293282894741,2.8014736842105283,93.02598245614037,83.27631578947368,5.105964912280702,18.685964912280703,6.079149491110277,-0.1868250877192974,537,13,122,4,15,186,93,152,0.138,0.6729999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.9079,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,7,9,1,0,6,0,15,2,0,1,2,29,31,14,0,0,8,0,5,1,2,1,0,3,0,2,8,8,0,0,8,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,4,9,19,7,17,23,6,13,1,1,1,2,9,6,0,4,6,88,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724869605477686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395708314655268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946616626481632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930308511451973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518475275364219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380836764901587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580472833874453,0.0,0.0,0.17645545003735244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305532588877236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964468575009744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873167564791093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194690752463616,0.1613076745017174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960060820379174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313845667165742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718591650205625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289935879259313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242190745743058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143441190906687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273124058393466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454737944931702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421687900863157,0.0,0.0,0.17078086198880002,0.0,0.0,0.19440314591415053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34457200099127355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,notimportant163837,2019/07/08,"I have no friends and I don’t know what to do about it 22/female I used to have a big group of friends that I loved. I always felt like I was the odd one out, or the one that everybody liked the least, but I still got invited to stuff and had people to talk to. Over the years I’ve drifted from those old friends, either because of age and differences, or because they never truly cared about me in the first place (which is what I always suspected). For a long time I would reach out to them to talk or hang out, but I started realizing no one was ever actually initiating any conversations with me, and unless I asked someone to spend time together, it wouldn’t happen. I got really frustrated with this, and am to the point now where I have 0 friends. I meet new people a lot, but I just can’t seem to connect with anyone on any level that’s deeper than small talk. I’m married and very comfortable with my husband, so I know it’s not just that I can’t connect with other humans across the board. But for some reason, even when I meet new people that I really like, I can’t form a real relationship with them. Additionally, I struggle with pretty bad depression and anxiety, and often find myself either panicking or having a complete lack of motivation to leave my house if I know I’m supposed to be going out somewhere that I’ll meet new people. Does anyone feel the same? Anyone have any advice?",7.988833746898263,6.150308605734768,8.301863799283158,73.76766749379655,63.301075268817215,11.308629721532949,33.64791838985387,10.035473477838034,3.0566308795147497,1107,34,218,19,13,367,151,279,0.14,0.7390000000000001,0.121,-0.7405,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,2,12,14,1,1,13,0,18,1,0,3,2,57,35,20,0,4,15,1,2,3,4,2,0,0,0,1,16,20,0,0,11,0,1,3,9,4,0,4,6,2,30,10,37,26,8,33,0,1,0,1,20,14,0,9,19,157,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.1011076970721032,0.0,0.0,0.10124577487802927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242241731370275,0.0,0.0,0.21137355985826795,0.0,0.07926080432858848,0.0,0.0,0.21733802190386206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686067679014758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865094087255257,0.12631849286530458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563655112241728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863234337047886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892385083434738,0.0,0.0,0.10824963008285472,0.0,0.0,0.0906691662346456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843294253828021,0.09372051216498814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238795762272146,0.0,0.09948114274673278,0.0,0.09469699140242137,0.08812998809657759,0.0,0.0,0.3201930452866276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888353312053205,0.0,0.1657315886209081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916213310896155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195511812573466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082282770234294,0.0,0.0,0.10970725190750873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185476049149166,0.0,0.0,0.0916909393567091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808489221690574,0.09351140706789134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990985267279221,0.30019942203869865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872049493010777,0.0,0.21062495869573214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873184756171364,0.0,0.10824963008285472,0.0,0.09794424513951948,0.0,0.0,0.10540787096695492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179300268143798,0.1327494967776672,0.10652758078028678,0.0,0.11123757619813776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943219837957464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778779422528167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333517122102816,0.0,0.08274249306971034,0.0,0.0,0.10831490002719264,0.11860782041675955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498316082868257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083079154696473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894851390442705,0.0,0.08548849467493866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736010493416833,0.0,0.0,0.06672096986063912
lonely,shadobot247,2019/07/08,"I know that the reason I have a hard time talking to people is my fault because I'm always the person who's either alone or the ""second opinion"" (not really feels more like 10th) I used to like this guy and we were pretty good friends (or at least wanted to think so) we never really hung out, but that's my fault for wanting to plan things when he was spontaneous. After I helped him get a girl friend we didn't really talk (and it's my fault because I was also trying to get over him) and we haven't talked in a long while and I feel like we can't really connect anymore and not has he tired to reconnect (and he probably has a good reason and I don't blame him)

Another friend I'd try and be for her a lot whether it meant picking her up from a bad date, picking her up from a drug house she went to or trying to stop her bulimic tendencies (but I couldn't really go in the same bathroom as her so that aspect was limited) and I feel like she started using my kindness to the point she felt like I'd let her borrow my car for 5 days when I was busy with work, school, and volunteering, things she had just remembered when I told her no.

I'm still young and I know it but it just feels like I'll never be able to get in a relationship with someone who lives near me because all my relationships have been long distance and the first one said we'd stay friends but they haven't even opened my last message from over 4 weeks ago now, and the other one said he was avoiding people in order to better understand themselves (which is good and all but idk how to actually feel) 

And the moment I felt most alone was when I was at a public event and i went thinking I'd meet new people and see some friends there (but they didn't show) and I felt stupid for thinking anyone would want to even talk to me in the first place and just left after standing alone for two hours.

I'm almost constantly uncomfortable with anyone I'm with. Because I'm stupidly scared guys will just look at me in disgust when they learn about my sexuality so I don't try to have many guy friends. And I can't truly connect with girls because they talk about periods often or boobs or ask about penises which isn't 100% okay with me. 

It feels like others can feel my sense of disconnect to everyone else and only makes me one of their last options because ""who wants to be with someone who can't hold a conversation, who's constantly uncomfortable, who's bland, and who I'm not even close to""",7.317973823724317,5.593817433399599,7.339614811133202,79.770243952949,64.52683896620277,10.530450629556,32.29034128561962,9.188382445141503,2.4527522200132528,1951,57,413,27,24,629,226,503,0.11199999999999999,0.75,0.138,0.9495,0,4,1,0,0,0,34.0,6,0,5,6,24,28,3,2,19,1,36,4,2,8,4,106,79,46,0,6,20,0,11,7,6,2,2,2,0,6,22,37,0,4,21,1,1,4,17,9,0,7,21,15,57,19,56,50,9,60,0,0,2,2,64,20,1,12,40,267,79,3,0.06341414182224762,0.0,0.06188305481858172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621281053504965,0.0,0.06350010288117328,0.1970337786699526,0.0,0.05071226630435302,0.05276564599709505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649525688150898,0.0,0.0,0.06288978879944973,0.08868128482870766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928366232389892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294815961110329,0.23194003359634616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608465514620397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705631804648086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04089687535428912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354027185623818,0.0,0.052974378367537565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565332780173735,0.0,0.0,0.060594930064503276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22444866840967997,0.2265153779427918,0.18266256244431225,0.0,0.0,0.10788007327774893,0.0,0.0,0.29396165199772994,0.0,0.09939381533982572,0.0,0.036039718177055084,0.15956632049076278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883699110835999,0.0,0.0,0.05680661526588905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04250516255071248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062450155888796086,0.07317140551721486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603607027681327,0.06970150784485232,0.1033819787157884,0.0,0.0,0.06889965063714683,0.06484525645280577,0.0,0.21686662565624687,0.0,0.05599584902998027,0.1122390399720426,0.05325190787095583,0.0,0.0,0.053912435666103466,0.0,0.0,0.04232943208523158,0.06429198656462946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781779106231056,0.06124577333045605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289131910089343,0.048229312406490775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189014406336685,0.05537078264171149,0.06625428119217618,0.0,0.05994686128407348,0.0,0.0,0.06451498002873435,0.06837117039571153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031236153161805,0.1304005988073535,0.0,0.13616611247403876,0.0718358608364548,0.0,0.12064274113063225,0.0,0.06348861865055523,0.06417849704356852,0.05053286077571228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746119315864412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044884855972583584,0.06759103766246638,0.05064261557463335,0.0530170620607046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25484942555861656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842590760990655,0.12189966458662847,0.0,0.0,0.03697729605957238,0.07288522742756166,0.0,0.060594930064503276,0.0,0.17221615873484994,0.0,0.06194640212514117,0.06601635805678739,0.0,0.10953891593388676,0.0,0.0,0.1496132154020894,0.0,0.050866999487738186,0.0,0.0,0.11757108957664818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046166250505380216,0.0,0.0,0.045047586909911036,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Stewe07,2019/07/08,"I'm sick of trying During the last 4 months I've been meeting very interesting people, they are very nice, and from time to time we gather and have a chat about our lives. But the truth is I can't connect with them, I can't form a true friendship, we talk boring stuff, small talk like you call it (not a native speaker), and the worst part of all is that they have a better and more deep relationship with my brother, he is a very social guy, totally the opposite of me, and he makes people laugh, very nice to be with, and I feel that people like him more than me, give him more love and attention, I can't help but feel jealous of him, I really wish I had some of that love too, and it hurts every time it happens. To be honest, I don't wanna go out anymore, It just hurts too much, and for me is really hard to meet new people, i just wanna give up, i just hate everything, and in some time i have to go back to the university and study, i truly don't know how im gonna do it, I just want to feel loved, but is really hard to think that is going to happen.",9.714100000000002,4.471463448888894,9.748527777777776,75.26412500000002,63.4,13.027777777777779,34.791666666666664,9.516144504307137,2.8053666666666666,816,15,189,10,8,274,118,225,0.133,0.691,0.17600000000000002,0.8954,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,3,1,3,1,9,19,2,0,10,0,20,4,0,2,4,43,41,15,0,4,8,1,5,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,10,17,0,0,6,1,0,3,6,6,0,0,2,6,26,13,26,36,11,16,0,2,0,3,29,5,0,2,10,126,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200129742055633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684014005103627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988194048147747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531938952266732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515271365932228,0.0,0.10149880824557808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131017755315986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667532530839448,0.19255090237495107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182352937897302,0.1997363161161733,0.0,0.20233537855053588,0.11150005490028543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569803371311523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417987741714653,0.0,0.12198931475811042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620661911879473,0.09205720012033143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103487949969768,0.0,0.0997237844369779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057850787658572,0.0,0.07538507288901478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014373930615276,0.0,0.08302031135250983,0.0,0.0,0.10907344746237096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222977349207536,0.0,0.3131799832494783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704739882063584,0.0,0.0,0.12125005945272935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512313767558233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928369862603584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181545951127114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236426797558004,0.0,0.0,0.2634135183365329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667553661452448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37273322257211056,0.0666120627695676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298698202245595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cat_on_lsd,2019/07/08,"Don’t know how to have a connection with people anymore I’ve been alone for so long. Seems like I’ve forgotten how it all works. It’s alienating. I’m trying rekindling a friendship with my once best friend and cousin, but it doesn’t feel genuine as it used to be. I just feel anxious and empty by the end of the day, and not motivated to keep putting in effort. I crave human connection so bad that my chest aches but I don’t know how to have a meaningful relationship. Not with strangers or even my own family. Feels like I’m sealed off from the rest of the world.",2.1867509881422933,4.326091817391308,3.1603162055335967,91.02537549407114,78.65217391304348,6.964426877470356,22.62845849802372,8.00094639256281,1.0398695652173922,449,14,97,8,11,143,76,115,0.16,0.7170000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.6683,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,7,5,0,0,7,0,7,1,1,5,1,26,17,12,0,0,6,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,8,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,3,6,4,15,15,4,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,59,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252356102129988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456816819417808,0.21567398319257056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158020092035285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282236540912157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025157622833018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261581763412444,0.0,0.0,0.14363833528323966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501343307843192,0.0,0.32988143178005125,0.15536218119950154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801848016587562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329928119837933,0.0,0.0,0.2390340644864599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249186130526326,0.0,0.0,0.19245605115382727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316007925929029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076783930004858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186196245039433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334837531954033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797852073151848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764934671236365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782615401519848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832234971106307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,unicorni-ice-cream,2019/07/08,"UGHH friends... i freaking hate it when your “friends” hang out without it. the first time i was sad but i got over it. the second time i was annoyed and sad. but the third time oh i’m just feeling heartbroken. it sucks, i hate it, 
i always thought they were my friends, my real friend. apparently not, i hate it because i love them and they clearly don’t care about me. 
i just really wish i had real friends that wanted to hang out w me, i know i can be a little annoying sometimes but i still wished i had someone. 
anyways, hope all of you have better friends!!",0.14930309734513258,2.540603106194691,1.5749944690265494,96.349748340708,93.15929203539824,4.240929203539824,22.991703539823014,5.985473137389443,0.3655845132743365,433,18,93,4,16,138,71,113,0.233,0.469,0.298,0.9045,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,3,2,6,19,6,0,4,0,9,1,0,0,2,22,24,6,0,4,7,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,9,0,3,7,1,23,10,7,16,1,12,0,2,0,1,12,4,1,1,6,65,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113482704045204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141855377804487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812531300460008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617602654045055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753329062555702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136083246805504,0.0,0.0,0.6191410478153122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682225503783267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955964057657287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265785133840866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340254129763554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386486679120368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205455092523344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040470801206056,0.08556365578178582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316720272792652,0.0,0.13209687931827716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666330746851524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060338276401971,0.2336443716938711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877871341512854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071809195922083,0.12874963160276268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,professorjiggly,2019/07/08,"times are a bit rough, and im looking for some friends hey, hey you! I've been feeling a bit lonely recently, and I feel like I need to make some friends. 

I struggle a little making friends and being social as im an INTJ, and I know I just needed to get some confidence and try to talk to new people. So, here I am. 

im 18/m, from southern California. I work as a Hovercraft Mechanic for the government. 

I have discord and snapchat. it's getting a little late, but id love to swap memes or just relax and listening to some music on discord? lmk!",0.8678908554572259,3.0155655752212382,3.3285176991150465,87.97088864306788,83.51327433628319,6.244542772861358,25.34587020648968,7.492282038375204,1.4176082595870212,422,18,88,7,12,146,71,113,0.079,0.728,0.193,0.9142,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,4,8,0,1,7,0,5,1,0,2,0,22,17,12,0,2,4,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,9,6,12,15,6,7,0,1,1,1,10,3,0,5,5,51,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406063113989285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774875612408296,0.11144090787725792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615577193615437,0.0,0.1629990440303523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5054952555809076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572927128821609,0.0,0.17596607355843294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620994297826864,0.31269046761119923,0.0,0.0,0.13099421799155295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078911278242662,0.0,0.20825210121929605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23133258123502984,0.0,0.15065830509120115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081453978089736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402354622358874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901447329761714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307698872367704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538067664184235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096034629414064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590851079762403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356422942083537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RagAndBows,2019/07/08,"It can't be like this forever can it? I am a 29 year old woman and I have an almost 3 year old daughter. Before I had her I had a very active social life. I was invited to various events and parties literally every weekend.  I moved to be closer to family for support and have struggled so much to make connections in my city. I've lived here for over 3 years now and I have 1 friend who rarely reaches out but I'm really grateful for her irrespective of how much we spend time together. 

I'm fucking drowning. I'm so lonely and bored.  It has to get better.  I know that I'm a likeable, sweet and caring person but I just can't seem to make friends. I'm getting to the point where I just feel like giving up, diving head first into nights alone watching Netflix while my daughter sleeps in her room next to me. My 20s were not supposed to be like this.",2.0444071428571418,3.9719036514285726,3.7796249999999993,87.44543750000004,78.2,6.432142857142857,24.080357142857146,7.413659706084162,1.0935785714285708,669,23,137,9,16,224,113,175,0.10400000000000001,0.698,0.198,0.9613,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,8,13,1,1,5,0,15,4,2,3,0,21,31,12,1,0,5,2,1,3,2,0,1,0,1,2,7,9,0,0,3,2,1,1,3,4,0,1,4,3,18,9,19,24,3,24,0,1,1,1,13,10,1,2,16,86,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558074031250654,0.1611510322533459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324011478863036,0.0,0.0,0.13761244591755878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586409856694817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310967488139729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466825176318627,0.0,0.07867425759525681,0.11115815944803084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235029002867385,0.0,0.0,0.2404269155375907,0.14384644245395864,0.16258548204002954,0.14926232581154308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968688244192192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551175855202928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990239837056104,0.228049748188542,0.0,0.13739454626507586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20772372294578229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537443847878208,0.2287626381903299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654786262186621,0.14601676008709125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265446721788339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586084842337054,0.0,0.0,0.14708897085801756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996790920953673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164919547891888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570885418434602,0.15861102098010024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266322897168825,0.0,0.0,0.1765690464413154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072956124826732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838339490008682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30059710330516604
lonely,Neo__onE,2019/07/08,Would anyone like to chat? Looking for a friend who maybe likes books and art or if you just want to work on social skills. I can't talk everyday but will try my best. It's lonely out in space and I need a homie.  hmu,-0.6775886524822674,1.4394361702127654,0.7713829787234054,103.4841666666667,91.55319148936172,3.984397163120569,12.088652482269502,5.46131890053228,-1.5237773049645391,168,2,42,1,6,53,43,47,0.064,0.687,0.249,0.8151,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,3,1,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,6,5,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,6,4,1,5,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,2,3,24,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339237219939168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35108745866109314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584709347698024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268864827745382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809360400339764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360984061083332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24806308362098184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410295287934139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688969889862701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22713611398709796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973250628581605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24355490946216274,0.0,0.0,0.2376532820237083,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,helpdevice,2019/07/08,Can lonlieness lower my life span? can a lonley person be expected to die sooner than someone who is not lonley?,4.005714285714284,6.580721238095242,5.362142857142857,75.32035714285716,74.71428571428572,6.104761904761905,24.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.6305999999999998,90,3,13,1,2,30,19,21,0.264,0.736,0.0,-0.755,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5936499437938467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040234091388731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4994519133552704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846572142732686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kpretzel77,2019/07/08,Why does nobody ever text me? Like the conversation could be going good and they’ll leave me on open. I don’t understand if I’m not good to talk to or if they just get bored with me. 16m,0.19285714285714306,1.8208418571428595,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,82.80952380952381,6.104761904761905,15.261904761904766,7.1686216300943375,-0.4610666666666671,146,2,37,2,4,50,35,42,0.076,0.7340000000000001,0.19,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,11,8,4,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,4,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585605316678739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833952708256674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29293254840550464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919345460334498,0.0,0.18404619242532466,0.5432446055093553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429006536291292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821225951749934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602909722291134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371296989185125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922159563443795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sapphbrat,2019/07/08,"Need freinds (16f) I just am lonely. i have boyfriends (poly) but bc of circumstances we seldom get to actually talk or hangout. i have no friends that are mine, all my friends are friends bc of obligation n dont know me or like me for who I am. so im reaching out here looking for friends. there is a **MUST** that you are open and accepting of mental health issues of all kinds. pls no 'jesus love you' type things, i get that ppl feel supported by that stuff but have been in bad situations bc of religious ppl and personally dont appreciate that type of messages. 

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Im 16 and cishet female, despite my age tho i dont feel comfortable talking w ppl who are younger than me.",1.4891944444444434,4.0377415999999995,2.734699074074076,90.48427083333334,84.85185185185185,6.337962962962964,26.215277777777786,7.645422480735847,1.5619722222222223,536,24,112,10,16,172,86,135,0.11599999999999999,0.6579999999999999,0.226,0.9614,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,2,0,0,5,12,0,0,1,0,15,2,0,0,3,19,24,9,0,2,5,0,2,1,4,1,1,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,3,15,10,13,22,2,4,1,1,1,1,14,3,0,2,2,69,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.13933728425959574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470717833969402,0.1734990564968871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921927235789025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020278654273791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443924835485318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412604644454731,0.0,0.14919824004866386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177347443615574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084639869486065,0.149030145144419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486883076881345,0.07847074486200373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975739909523278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990319880189836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886877938523014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438934087381272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058730564694417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467410510425846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049600137056966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634543369832223,0.0,0.16203040176507916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229529889605857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948598196411361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734990564968871,0.0
lonely,CerberNox,2019/10/05,"Craving a relationship I really want a relationship. But I want a relationship that will last forever. One where that person gets me and I get that person. Someone I can do stupid shit with and laugh at stupid shit with. Someone that will laugh at me when I fall and someone I can laugh at when they fall.


 I do have a person like that but it's not someone I see myself with, since its family and that's weird.",1.6783604336043323,4.112688109756103,3.2169918699187012,88.22624661246617,82.53658536585365,6.571273712737128,20.08672086720868,7.793537801064563,0.8159387533875337,323,9,67,6,9,106,40,82,0.139,0.7190000000000001,0.142,-0.204,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,9,4,0,4,0,7,2,2,0,0,12,12,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,8,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,0,1,12,4,6,10,0,9,0,0,1,0,7,4,2,0,4,48,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018417096713765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664667761754465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985967476409155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783127561008657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795321238236147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173124899294122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205866418703896,0.0,0.0,0.5131209703883022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695018893522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270607703114371,0.13178365149453594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399345521024186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793143383275332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hgdfff66,2019/10/05,"I've had no-one for 7 years I've been on my own for the past 7 years and I can't bare it any longer because with each passing moment I feel like I don't have a chance with anyone. I've tried to make new friends and get a new gf and such but it's proven unsuccessful. It makes my heart ache knowing everyday when I wake up it's just me and no-one by my side. If this is something that you have gone through, I'm sorry to hear that. But hey I mean we got eachother right?",0.7217190775681352,1.98919549056604,2.2505031446540897,99.90508385744236,79.94339622641509,5.4658280922431866,20.26834381551363,5.82211442006289,-0.4009442348008383,366,9,96,2,9,119,74,106,0.1,0.8590000000000001,0.04,-0.6878,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,7,2,2,2,0,17,17,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,2,11,2,10,13,2,14,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,9,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555210181003182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990945348634036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394108654967249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563549165484632,0.1633803586091392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668984388944306,0.0,0.11948414085049132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290896040396049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25775684038777874,0.2710056795186045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568525645713324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172923884544676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053125071072647,0.0,0.0,0.24911682158849935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417517477577678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183160631911096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530500354606228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606123589130426,0.0,0.2560062768245892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526946794918253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945452544298821
lonely,koand,2019/10/05,"I’m tired of making all the effort when I want to date someone Hello, as the text post says, I’ve been having difficulty finding someone that clicks with me. As I noticed having tinder for a little over a year and as I met many people from there, I feel even more alone knowing that the feeling to get close exists for a bit and then it goes away and the person I was talking to has moved on sometimes without saying and we split separate ways. I think I just don’t like that? I feel like I keep being left with this wow this was for nothing and getting my fantasies with them is going to trouble my mind to remove them. I get mad only because they were the ones to walk away while I was wanting to see them more, etc. A guy wanted to get blown by me while he had been seeing a coworker and now are dating. I called him out that I felt very connected and feel like it is disrespectful that he didn’t let me know he was seeing someone else.  Then it hit me last night that I haven’t really seen a guy actually make an effort to see me often. It has always been me that goes out of my way to listen and be there for my few friends but it’s not been reciprocated for romantic relationships. I feel like it’s going to be the same from here on out and I am never going to experience actual love. I’m almost 21 and feel like I’m going to remain a virgin till I die and okay with it. This pop culture made me have fucked up expectations that going out with guys and seeing them once and being intimate was a way to see if we are compatible. Honestly it isn’t even just Tinder. People I met who used tinder are legit all the same way and for whatever reason don’t want a girlfriend but get one like a week or month later is honestly making me so confused and hesitant. I have been working on my body too to change my appearance and currently boy told me I was too fat to date made me really insecure about how others see me, and I don’t know if it’s just the people that’s the issue or if it is me. I started to have jealousy show up when a guy friend I was seeing but eventually said it is the best to just be friends lost his virginity not long ago. I thought he was cool but kind of immature and surprised he has a girl now. This shit is messing with my mind so I’m gonna try to stop using tinder lol. Just needed to vent. Thank you for reading this far.",3.558535414165668,4.345638510204083,5.081608643457383,84.2988955582233,72.06122448979592,7.887154861944777,24.819927971188477,8.124751697461798,1.2953205282112843,1850,51,392,26,34,625,228,490,0.08800000000000001,0.777,0.135,0.9703,1,1,0,0,1,0,25.0,2,1,5,5,21,27,3,2,23,3,45,8,3,9,3,89,106,40,1,9,17,0,7,6,4,1,2,4,0,7,27,31,1,2,14,3,0,9,10,8,0,2,26,22,53,19,57,72,10,54,0,1,10,4,40,16,2,9,30,270,80,2,0.0,0.0,0.13356864399068566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066498252294901,0.0,0.06852944364149713,0.0708797551404547,0.0,0.0,0.05694479535461033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859701658073616,0.0,0.0,0.0417183614392229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182006745712907,0.0,0.07471512337836682,0.07601771718922284,0.0,0.0,0.06988149612611122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239692701666614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102646315267044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571700597647037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632498224806161,0.0904035558500775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694419942107878,0.0,0.0,0.20762183286950975,0.19556469514023764,0.06570993961938001,0.0,0.06254988046359591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862201436930656,0.06326860260462529,0.17877668847744568,0.0,0.19447069560592675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710522685716709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143010754963906,0.0,0.060829660581692126,0.0,0.07126626495092701,0.11283301924375372,0.05578502366529689,0.0,0.0,0.07435664685603346,0.06998113618519029,0.0,0.20060821312065288,0.06859152659519233,0.0,0.06056430316761181,0.0,0.0,0.07470671430604714,0.0,0.06176677049034211,0.12951287188018618,0.13704603451854405,0.06938404616643447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820306385444267,0.0,0.05462550049207364,0.07273735415754927,0.0,0.050744926825996836,0.05278258219742034,0.0,0.0,0.06422318279106562,0.0,0.06566683472586687,0.07791560727118373,0.0,0.07288282458442624,0.09274892330409704,0.05204917467005684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423361189094885,0.05975626426198704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554341632305574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845519422317999,0.0,0.08768457193913848,0.07036429927923367,0.0,0.07347537647405923,0.0,0.0,0.0650989490878336,0.1088471804802862,0.0,0.0,0.4362813510463793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024926269436042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395851611439006,0.0,0.0676856207912568,0.0,0.048439830302099335,0.0,0.0,0.0572161240955092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500680645689196,0.0,0.0630072949264729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043851457531436,0.0,0.05433107493332622,0.0,0.07865788965163484,0.0,0.06539417507065166,0.0,0.04646400953971558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182146268343697,0.0,0.05646742355526872,0.16146289451068707,0.21728738633674488,0.05489577207662328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597051184442973,0.0,0.04982271395792793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044070974456443514
lonely,MOYOYOM,2019/10/05,"It's my fault I always feel like being lonely is my fault, I know that I can be a better person, but god do people judge you quickly. I always feel like people know too much about me with out context. I haven't been happy in along time and I do not know if I'll be anytime soon. I been getting alot of dreams lately about just being with my crush, and it just kills me when I wake up cause I just want those feels to end. It's been months of bullshit like this, I just try to forget about her and distance myself but the more I suppress my feels the harder they hit back. I just know that she does not feel the same way about me and I really can handle anymore rejections. I have never been anything but rejected and it fucking hurts. I just want to be good enough and interesting enough for her, cause tbh she really is an amazing friend and just an all round human. Being frankly enough I just know I'm not good enough for her. I just know that either way if I tell her how I feel or don't I'll regret it. I would really appreciate some advice with some sort of explaination towards what I should do.",2.234295154185024,4.0497916696035245,3.2876013215859032,91.70770154185024,77.23788546255507,5.949691629955948,19.279515418502204,6.742157984588678,0.0537332158590309,867,18,186,8,20,278,117,227,0.14400000000000002,0.6709999999999999,0.185,0.8624,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,1,19,19,2,0,7,0,22,2,1,3,2,61,41,15,1,7,19,0,7,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,11,12,0,1,13,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,4,7,37,10,20,28,12,15,0,5,1,1,13,4,1,7,12,140,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111265072740959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924938877608746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278033146043855,0.0,0.0,0.093582408899527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744416363545844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057667735860837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336448756197987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951771096866813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072274567259096,0.4700153415484242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34500347856588226,0.1624841163753319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786029545189633,0.10513291247321267,0.05941434824917743,0.0,0.0,0.19076697885203966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105775117892145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174031250454302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581505491781128,0.0,0.3749873854610681,0.0,0.12828185142600326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667450238484766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077074134112097,0.0,0.08359776581093789,0.0,0.08770837928805257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767916591637696,0.09929648896532407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185570894746134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939686433965927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631142806677437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720885948153253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415077666835226,0.1805323243191412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078389004284801,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,midnightafro,2019/10/05,"Does anyone wanna talk? I think I need someone to talk to...like badly. And if anyone has anything they wanna talk about, I’m all ears.",1.21222222222222,3.5600354074074083,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,83.81481481481481,3.6,16.407407407407412,3.1291,-0.8316814814814819,104,2,20,0,3,34,20,27,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,4,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108035108898365,0.0,0.241737017594041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452748616059225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570687689091236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781712603800926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24889939021097296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7083323542501052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822765248686654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,memyselfnI7,2019/10/05,"Feeling lonely; not sure what my solution could be  Hello,

I realized my relationship with my sister was really bad and so I decided to try to bond with her and we were suppose to go saree shopping, and my mom was mopping the kitchen floor so she didn't want to go in with her shoes to get herself some hot water, so her tone of voice can be very aggressive, and it sounded like she was yelling at my mom. It stressed me out so I told her I'd get her the hot water because I was already in the kitchen. She was just what no, and just yelling as if she was trying to prove a point like I'm going to break my bones but she wanted to get it really badly.I got the hot water in the cup anyway to be nice, but she was angry and she said had to put in her glass..and she was just being annoyingly rude and like she went into the kitchen and I'm pretty sure she tries to intimidate me because she doesn't like something so she like bumps into me and then tells me like wtf am I doing? like I did something awful. It's soo friggen weird (she's older than me) and tries to make me seem like I'm the crazy one. I literally feel like I have zero confidence because that's how I've been always treated and I feel like when I hang out with other people I tend to vent to them because I have no one else to vent to, but then people can see how insecure and how low confidence I have that no one wants to hang out with me. I feel like all my friends they have a big family where as I don't and most of friend's families get along and don't fight all the time, and I don't really get a long with my family, I can't vent to them with my problems, because they end up getting mad at me or telling me what i've done wrong, sometimes its their way of love...""because they care for me"". I'm 27 right now and I am trying to work on myself esteem. During my high school years all the way the end of undergrad years, I hung out with this guy because he gave me some comfort tht I was important but he was not the nicest, and just used me, and i guess it filled a void that I felt was missing of not being heard or feeling valued. Now, he's getting married and I feel like a part of me is missing and i don't know how to fill that void. I'm trying to value myself within, i feel like all i tell my friends are negative things about my family , my feelings and a cry for help.. I go to therapy and did mcbt, and cbt sessions. mindfulness cognitive therapy really helped, but I feel like I don't know how to tackle my issues. I ended up not going saree shopping because I felt my sister was toxic to me..and it wasn't right. I just don't know what to do because I feel so lonely.",2.8816489361702122,3.649835746453899,4.428858156028372,88.42350000000002,73.62765957446808,7.483971631205675,24.738297872340425,7.734863291789972,1.0641157446808505,2067,60,464,26,40,694,226,564,0.13699999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.149,0.8528,0,4,2,0,3,0,48.0,1,0,6,1,22,39,5,2,17,1,46,8,2,7,7,98,96,47,0,6,17,4,15,14,3,0,0,6,4,1,18,39,6,0,19,2,2,11,18,16,0,4,28,22,90,23,62,62,8,51,0,5,1,0,50,24,0,8,27,307,108,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667892441435274,0.0,0.050360443326194514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050534637469767135,0.3320513573636766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170779448354665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04832313106259421,0.0,0.0664822794053162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193660655896298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050559661103469336,0.0,0.16081770698149214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228224871754499,0.0,0.30602526190479,0.2594282239022151,0.11622420168734646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028103736587635,0.0,0.22134740365412348,0.0,0.1719846455445202,0.0,0.048406213102315236,0.0,0.06667351551252322,0.05992783152892187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113532163800999,0.0639464551810201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317086330079046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978648330480698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139625017120317,0.0,0.0,0.05356143855236528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462486826672034,0.0,0.04039994062947062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111153373549364,0.1417689041592449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303697466646647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554110834636022,0.0,0.0839188200311554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721431915087385,0.0,0.0,0.06157421053096775,0.0,0.05791286494453528,0.0,0.060842886019987136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509174765574416,0.0,0.0,0.06497964405263397,0.0,0.1033735646489894,0.05757175727328768,0.0,0.0,0.06125306536190064,0.04822943457085392,0.055098368221084264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318797378531196,0.05985934006136365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693295238072393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408546212899408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870075520195326,0.0,0.13842791174340802,0.0,0.040209158311433436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035291769623488185,0.0,0.0,0.05783284718121595,0.0,0.2465491117733725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227291605796874,0.0,0.04993826856383811,0.10709507643744373,0.0960815561542152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610593864187408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04406186635689244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661730024683315,0.0,0.07795036570499153
lonely,harambes_ass,2019/10/05,"Crying feels good Is it just me who gets random bursts of sadness out of nowhere? Like I'd suddenly feel like I'm the most vulnerable person on the entire planet. No friends can amount to the loneliness I feel. Despite being surrounded by your own family, you just feel so little and isolated?? As If you could wither away any second. I don't know, it probably has something to do with hormones but honestly it hits me right in the feels. Really feel like bawling like a baby rn. Toodles",3.386989247311832,5.866902107526883,4.680860215053766,79.90795698924731,76.31182795698925,8.004301075268819,26.46236559139785,8.841846274778883,2.4262817204301075,388,15,68,9,9,128,72,93,0.11900000000000001,0.718,0.163,0.8174,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,3,8,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,17,17,5,0,2,4,0,6,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,7,7,11,14,3,8,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,3,5,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341958931656842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540456072726408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575574973482185,0.0,0.216765373657977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603171418920966,0.0,0.5986769482539817,0.2819551134257699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246203827417334,0.0,0.10310041174128147,0.0,0.0,0.16551687131027248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084512270691505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38563546413810695,0.19778346646183576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723070133472391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276260886848253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641910345352034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852467731200715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191962533994915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,surreal_01,2019/10/05,"I'm kind of lost right now I just started my first year of high school (I started halfway through because I was at a small middle school for 4 years) and I'm finding it really hard. The classmates and teachers I have spent the last 4 years of my life with are all so far away now and are no longer part of my life. 

That school was like a sanctuary for me, it was a place where I felt safe and loved and respected and I was very happy. I've already lost touch with most of my friends from there, except for one who is always there for me and I'm always there for her. I'm so grateful that I have her in my life, but she lives far away from me so I don't see her much anymore. But at least I have her to talk to when I need someone. 

In my neighbourhood, I used to have a group of kids who I pretty much grew up with. Every Friday night we would get together and play games/watch movies together. The memories I have with them are literally some of the best memories I have. Unfortunately, most of them are in university now so I don't see them much anymore. One of them recently moved to live in residence in university, and the Friday night thing has kind of stopped. I'm grateful that I grew up with that community around me, but I miss it a lot. 

When I go to school, I don't talk to anyone. I've always been a fairly quiet person unless you actually try to get to know me. I wish someone would do that at school, but they don't. It's the weirdest thing it's like I really really want to be noticed but at the same time I get so uncomfortable when people pay attention to me. Also everyone in my grade has known each other since the beginning of high school. It's kind of like I'm living in a bubble. 

I really really wish that I could just be myself, because I think I'm a likeable and fun person to be around. It's just that when I meet new people, I don't talk to them. I don't talk at all. The most I do is smile or laugh in reaction to what they say. I know from experience that if I don't put myself out there and talk to these people and try to get to know them, I will stay in this bubble until high school is over. Unfortunately that's probably going to happen. I just wish I could be myself.

I've also been thinking a lot about how after high school, there will only be more changes like this one. Basically I'm just stuck longing for the past. And I'm terrified for what's to come. 

I'm grateful that I have a loving family and a home to live in and I get to go to school and learn. I don't have a bad life. Sometimes I just wish I could escape into a fantasy world and do and be anything I want. 

Anyways, I just wanted to put this out there to people who might understand. It was nice to vent even if nobody reads this.",2.5761430830039562,3.7468166313043523,4.2001561264822165,88.22540415019766,74.86086956521739,7.522924901185771,22.633399209486164,8.07648339933343,0.9370782608695656,2133,55,479,33,44,716,216,575,0.055999999999999994,0.77,0.174,0.9972,0,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,1,8,4,34,22,0,0,23,0,49,6,0,2,2,86,97,40,0,15,17,0,3,4,1,5,4,2,1,3,31,31,0,2,11,3,2,9,9,4,0,4,12,7,72,18,82,71,17,72,0,3,2,2,32,37,0,10,29,336,103,13,0.0,0.0,0.054457305944418236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158183869199784,0.08925394550631391,0.1393018623196273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106864707785275,0.03901992131463841,0.0,0.0459224868108994,0.09935597140460224,0.0,0.0,0.10486064492748652,0.0,0.046594566728951035,0.0680360151759573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058563556080338364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903393919694563,0.048070780107690884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366645933860308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03685845683762639,0.0,0.04701783953628176,0.05332375162921717,0.0,0.054587673276552215,0.05260767440220195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053581232518784334,0.0,0.05100445546831139,0.04746742200280471,0.0,0.0,0.043114547985436916,0.0,0.1457781786094216,0.0,0.09514523634970164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04934788352091424,0.059405106656741126,0.04999002127917704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358427820755195,0.055976631932179916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433592247380636,0.09200635816918254,0.04548825248341267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766594909449932,0.10905336772140692,0.0,0.1971061765572341,0.049385375015698015,0.0,0.0,0.1218347742558608,0.09488626609933247,0.10073178306806163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919993389698749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059311530470001414,0.12306855560840953,0.041378454145018236,0.0,0.05389649599291673,0.0,0.1047378010132752,0.0,0.0,0.06353398426816223,0.0,0.0,0.1134440616033838,0.04244196458802725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043101720400972,0.05327186993460895,0.15475172101890694,0.0974529670373074,0.05830400053111898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677340938844331,0.06016687047742849,0.0,0.0,0.1121982091723242,0.0,0.0,0.05581976942966115,0.0,0.17874949606540896,0.0,0.05510037722002288,0.0,0.0,0.047656881469946996,0.0,0.04437811174466672,0.0,0.5082957285997776,0.08893819051361193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046162197951439256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456622802718044,0.0,0.05519224346882473,0.0,0.07899766232083864,0.05948035092767238,0.0,0.046655201126998426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22426839104971805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414828338989861,0.07151475578548515,0.0,0.0,0.032540150618240206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577541277083291,0.0,0.0,0.05809462733496525,0.0,0.048197315689402616,0.0,0.046044695350156525,0.098745116918904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566904561350201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928406991550709,0.0,0.0,0.10780912948748124
lonely,paranoidperson1,2019/10/05,I'm bored and lonely with paranoia I jsut want to chat with people so I can stop thinking about my worries and my paranoia,3.4716000000000022,5.116423560000001,3.916999999999998,89.24350000000004,73.4,5.0,28.5,3.1291,0.8050000000000006,99,4,19,0,2,31,19,25,0.46,0.4970000000000001,0.043,-0.8905,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023186500250753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851708894861106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718436191216784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422859263325241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5893399523114271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IceCold2290,2019/10/05,"Venting........ I wish I knew more people, I wish I had more friends, I've been going out with the same two people for like three years now. Don't get me wrong these two guys mean a lot to me and are like family, but a change is good, I got sick of doing the same three activities, in the same places. When these two guys get busy it gets even worse, no one to chat to, and nothing to do. I could get myself busy with other things, but honestly I can't live like this, idk what it is but sometimes during the day I just feel empty, and lonely. It feels like a must for me to have someone to talk to, and possibly recognize my existence, whenever I check my phone and see 0 notifications it just gets me even sadder. The fact that I just broke up after a relationship of 6 months doesn't help either.

I don't know what it is and I don't know why I feel this way, but I just simply feel lonely. I am not looking for pettiness or sympathy either, just something to get out of my chest.",3.9183819628647183,4.201820216748768,5.032019704433498,86.79819249715801,70.97044334975371,8.413641530882911,23.989768851837816,8.384062270229773,1.1160400909435388,756,17,171,11,13,250,112,203,0.152,0.715,0.133,-0.8054,0,4,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,9,0,17,2,1,0,2,40,37,12,0,4,13,0,4,4,1,1,1,0,0,2,14,10,0,0,8,1,1,1,7,4,0,6,4,6,23,7,21,31,8,13,0,3,2,0,8,5,0,2,10,120,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325179133062474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000170439329388,0.0,0.0,0.08078809382613594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547788794901733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809239448542487,0.0,0.25335893094239675,0.08949214553813435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678246123998754,0.0,0.3926870603120211,0.0,0.07119321728940027,0.1050696315193108,0.1001890034031572,0.0,0.0,0.2480718623580084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396512032995654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768905098033402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24480027804425145,0.0,0.1106147564115494,0.0,0.10519434778892796,0.0,0.0,0.1064991609568504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364545839131752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998846134522486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019891271482905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488546602834877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369140048032855,0.0,0.13087936520742938,0.0,0.0,0.14122189170608146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449194559724625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982311514718582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613995421851424,0.09643813907706186,0.12389417061901628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068641736174637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322310795904025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367108614317592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943264241894274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303572109429155,0.0,0.2881061646518217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127659737295107,0.0,0.13696190518939175,0.0,0.08066908103704983
lonely,Wellfuckthisucks,2019/10/05,"I'm too depressed to write much. 27M I'm just extremely lonely. Nothing fills that void, I've tried everything. Sex, money, everything. I just want someone to love that will love me, I wish I was more worthy and someone wanted me",0.7289523809523821,3.2467975777777798,2.38825396825397,89.39000000000001,95.44444444444444,5.238095238095238,21.984126984126984,6.868970318607317,1.036746031746032,181,7,34,3,7,59,32,45,0.11599999999999999,0.588,0.29600000000000004,0.8591,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,9,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,7,2,1,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434903352277533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682010640936946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701825296830054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148105671638935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499353472957729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414037651488506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684723817651035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30727295432600576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29953646290937924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xuzah,2019/10/05,"i hate my self (don't mind me just whining a little)

i don't want to say it but i hate myself i hate my life i hate the few people around me i hate the place that i'm forced to live in i feel like a monster i'm very upset and frustrated i'm stuck i hate it all FUCK",-3.4341903409090904,-2.052220015625,-0.04590909090909001,105.75454545454546,108.53125,2.952272727272728,10.505681818181818,4.851557810540192,-1.90423125,205,3,57,1,11,72,39,64,0.573,0.391,0.036000000000000004,-0.9943,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,11,8,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,8,15,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,1,2,13,1,4,14,2,4,0,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,31,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216703833009014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506933722599557,0.1060647994920298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725527799561996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.879482095859277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048665784387746,0.07253343924828748,0.14880286055628525,0.13109901309329242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499092691182751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292827071391247,0.0,0.1551163350134999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806685623533048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548833801739486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250076023029195,0.08756963786023968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jonster_DK,2019/10/05,I just want someone i can talk to all the time about everything Title explains it all,6.187058823529411,6.324045352941178,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,66.05882352941177,9.15294117647059,34.64705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.8938705882352944,69,3,13,1,1,22,15,17,0.0,0.915,0.085,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5314724360680418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010538256835729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753093685118243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448243055840759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487969551918533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,curiousmind8888,2019/10/05,"What do women really want I'm a nice person I'm kind generous laid back and dont have anger issues. But cant find no one. 
Are women scared that a guy like me might be hiding something.
Do you prefer obnoxious men.
Men you doubt they will remain loyal.
Do you prefer to be with a guy you know has cheated before.
Do you prefer 'bad boys' to try and change them.
Do you prefer a man telling you what to do

My point is so many women get with guys like this and cry when it goes wrong, and I do feel for you. But it seems to be you go into this relationships again. 

Is it a case you dont feel you deserve better, due to a past partners comments.

Where I struggle is I cant pretend to be something I'm not, I can't act obnoxious or full of myself. I'm told to stop complimenting women so much, they dont like it. Dont want to be put on a pedalstil.

It pains me as I respect women so much, I fully support feminism. I want a woman to be her own person, where I'm more there to  build her confidence to be the person they want. I want them to feel good about themselves. Is this wrong or do women actually still like a man to 'take control'. 

I also dont want a woman to do everything for me, as long as there is a mutual understanding we are still individuals and treat each other as such

Sorry tried keeping this simple as I can.",2.8994086021505368,3.743071369175627,4.8225430107526845,85.33381451612907,73.65949820788529,7.587168458781362,23.26899641577061,7.908726449838941,1.0117052329749099,1028,26,224,14,20,354,137,279,0.125,0.6779999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.9498,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,1,11,5,2,15,22,2,3,12,0,36,1,0,1,0,37,59,19,0,10,5,0,3,4,1,2,1,0,0,20,13,10,0,3,11,1,0,3,10,9,0,1,1,3,34,13,27,49,6,18,0,0,0,0,43,6,0,5,13,154,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.09101792702991868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458787171291091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171876356627364,0.07787643551179066,0.0,0.0,0.07936577947407694,0.0,0.0,0.0824896098707549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098667142579553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461007659881648,0.0,0.0,0.1024525593536194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5465578944556405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382493425903098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148012789029146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524696044923116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872965121252669,0.0,0.05300740968322503,0.07823033169816895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770554697388856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734949944008812,0.0,0.08290253524570132,0.0,0.09712620431260288,0.051258674717146666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822677654264548,0.0,0.0,0.0825408892630814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945609966880764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894457998182156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712815473558246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320206959639804,0.0,0.09924570488306984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890366331269558,0.0,0.2443189271528736,0.0,0.0,0.08817016325425653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376196855713967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597510593202002,0.0,0.0,0.10013692217880238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337939887594914,0.0,0.0,0.08490937571564093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436073868207316,0.0,0.10440796987015777,0.0,0.0,0.14897085809642785,0.07797777760209924,0.0,0.09750590659677938,0.0,0.0,0.10584152951485956,0.0,0.0,0.07012732560866185,0.0,0.08152196689218899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912334627245842,0.0,0.12664822232074735,0.0,0.0,0.09709721147426977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33007787257998944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395189586269846,0.0,0.0
lonely,mcampo44,2019/10/05,I know I’m the problem but I can’t seem to get myself to fix it. I’ve always been a pretty anxious person but it significantly worse as I got into college. I have lost all contact with my friends and am left with no one I haven’t made a friend in years and every time I try it fails because I can’t get myself to put in the effort mr because I feel to depressed or anxious. It feels like it’s consuming me and I’ve become my anxiety/depression and nothing else. I’m about to turn 21 and I’m tired of feeling like the only thing getting in the way of having a happy life is myself. I want help and I know I need help I just can’t force myself to do it because every time I try it kicks in and takes over. But I’m tired of this cycle I feel like I’m stuck in. My school is doing and anxiety/depression screening on Tuesday and I’m just trying to force myself to make it to Tuesday and force myself to go.,1.3631531800537466,2.8671670710659924,3.6644371454165454,89.43030158256201,78.79695431472081,5.8535682293221845,22.755747984472976,6.522977012572876,0.5108778142729178,711,22,156,6,17,246,98,197,0.163,0.662,0.175,0.5789,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,3,10,0,0,7,0,12,3,0,2,1,32,38,15,0,3,6,0,4,3,2,0,3,0,0,2,10,13,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,5,5,24,6,25,33,1,17,0,3,1,0,7,9,0,2,8,97,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001249007278714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27187920314457764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22005769473505385,0.13289596197890607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31092233579131784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005209786583946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276784980264687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433715586653737,0.25789313445843426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593462133610048,0.0,0.1886036967009238,0.0,0.06838679099914294,0.0,0.09623956743368367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280944197232768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131045495193685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226136857934045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073981280564895,0.0,0.08499323288853898,0.17636271496649478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135532943824738,0.0,0.0,0.11385995295297258,0.08032177196568988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922379524338181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546068902517614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153929328053883,0.09151702827895324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506825057218336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241972686534068,0.0,0.11514036554205972,0.0,0.12096573263444185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178123708947015,0.0,0.10954467999161348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047381844138856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994246512499392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033176424500224,0.2766052048757141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450902306494764,0.1308854031152279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097424875901523,0.09551302208966422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226274089836054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748911757349412
lonely,RiledUp_Riley,2019/10/05,"A place to talk with other lonely people There are so many of you out there looking for people to talk to and wishing they had friends and I know how hard it is to do that. With that in mind, one kind soul made a discord for everyone here to meet new people and talk to them and hopefully, feel a bit less lonely.

The goal of this discord is to provide a welcoming space and talk to other people facing loneliness. There are also other channels focused on other things like general talk, video games etc with voice channels as well. It's still a pretty small community and everything is very much under construction. To those who want to join, you can do so using this link: [https://discord.gg/5XypY4e](https://discord.gg/5XypY4e)",7.970477099236642,8.874110885496187,6.739761450381683,75.90750477099239,62.282442748091604,9.298091603053436,30.115458015267176,9.188382445141503,2.5032053435114503,590,18,99,9,8,177,85,131,0.098,0.716,0.187,0.9062,0,4,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,2,1,10,8,0,0,6,0,9,1,1,3,0,21,17,11,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,13,10,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,4,5,6,22,15,4,9,1,2,1,0,14,7,0,1,3,75,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843177907261895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616817401518689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516543624553734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151143092778815,0.13309853018937856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488144682986267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144180818643111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132664323630426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470920748796097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421849299557286,0.08138931840048125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235189592931271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436277547365587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013137870101894,0.0,0.15014541655986685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495340625026388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886710502204383,0.0,0.0,0.14303138914502922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035322595318467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41068260973454107,0.0,0.1547280956775826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066618825082245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826911902140175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5951670683262514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838795436135878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790681266223253,0.0,0.12219415413495692,0.08735046056955383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315548403015967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030231671316953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Avocado_bunny,2019/10/05,"the loneliest and most isolated I've ever been. Ive always been a pretty social person, never really had a huge group of friends that lasted long but ive had people I'm close with. recently I graduated from college and moved back to my hometown. I know nobody here, I live with my parents and I only leave the house 3 times a week at the most to go workout. I have not had social interaction since June. this is driving me crazy. I have only interacted with my parents. I feel so depressed and isolated. I don't know what to do. im trying to find a Job near my friends but its been really hard. I live in a big city at the moment and I don't know anyone here, or how to even meet people without a stepping stone, and still living with my parents. I sometimes feel like im going crazy because I have no stepped out of the house or socialized in months. in college I would socialize every day,  and go out every weekend. its depressing and I feel so insane. I am starting to get extremely depressed and I dont even know what to do anymore.",1.8717142857142868,4.087889028571432,3.818571428571428,85.49642857142858,80.14285714285714,6.285714285714287,24.761904761904763,7.447530270364453,1.3414761904761914,816,31,159,12,21,276,113,210,0.193,0.753,0.054000000000000006,-0.9828,4,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,11,0,19,0,0,1,2,36,32,16,0,1,6,3,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,16,0,0,8,2,0,7,7,3,0,0,6,4,24,3,23,25,2,33,0,3,0,0,14,11,0,4,16,109,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445807614658431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006630445035952,0.0709727945645948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804903232354432,0.0,0.061874882949409876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546061073563048,0.0,0.2622714441765944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895998383083405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408267351494954,0.09181467556537258,0.17104019453917915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539678952307164,0.07251329033181123,0.0,0.0,0.09277129778509992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684090863442246,0.0,0.05303078209215073,0.0,0.17305835290636254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909261574855032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23424013947505765,0.0,0.0,0.2192798852025612,0.0,0.10072540809656047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313212113110006,0.08273795255954333,0.0,0.10747631984046564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04958891511760312,0.0,0.2688852713862583,0.08982637476948709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101819756089987,0.1078809214763821,0.0,0.0,0.07828486025250336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439420337804846,0.0,0.0,0.3381190020618845,0.0,0.0,0.1407378812457012,0.08862792614928086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326436818687276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004999328910286,0.0,0.10022131314245583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396378263911466,0.0,0.0,0.4138754031648823,0.0,0.0,0.10038840739031604,0.0,0.07184387705155047,0.0,0.08105989800068124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918682937125589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891342450777997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141905277384788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784463142047084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721043484555576,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hmmN00,2019/10/05,"I wanna sleep forever I want to sleep all day to avoid this loneliness feeling. I have no one to talk with except myself but I’m so bored of the conversations I have in my head. I wish if it was easy to just talk to anyone and not make it complicated. Actually, I wish if it was easy to meet new people.",2.338124999999998,3.5696403125000025,4.705125000000002,84.12737500000003,75.5625,8.245000000000001,22.175,8.841846274778883,1.2848474999999997,236,6,53,5,5,83,44,64,0.122,0.643,0.235,0.8505,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,4,3,3,1,1,16,10,5,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,8,0,11,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2318767295572847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614504858642054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532412020393181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014464411230197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24386024408502824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860901348059278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294888263145118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101321659904833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647314457671194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755706743965623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819698397328668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401507374986969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5464881382298423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justherejustthere,2019/10/05,Can continued abandonment and rejection make you a sociopath Well the title explains it all. I don’t think I’m really one but I am curious if that’s how someone can become one. I’ve been hurt by quite a few people this year and it’s turned me into a much different person than I used to be. I no longer see the good in everyone but instead am on alert for the bad and will not allow myself to get close to anyone again.,1.8930681818181831,3.7593339886363673,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,78.43181818181819,7.581818181818183,22.363636363636363,8.472884824447931,1.4132909090909087,333,10,69,7,8,114,69,88,0.19399999999999998,0.6890000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.8151,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,4,1,17,16,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,1,2,1,1,7,2,9,13,3,7,0,3,1,0,3,4,0,1,3,51,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930790393608572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021743807240653,0.0,0.2674214247613375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252981753638466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23137239425862885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265066511075829,0.0,0.0,0.20309312773465246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592127944440349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162840750443133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799864350046388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281567574878657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786739076780113,0.21142479309984047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25754263185555465,0.0,0.0,0.1551192390391238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295193465803934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051619956037348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515168911936275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633756546123792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091287275778606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217710349946542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592836619288505
lonely,FeatheredDrake,2019/10/05,"I'm losing it I've been a wreck for the past few years. I'm actually starting to lose my ability to formulate ideas and sentences because I have stopped talking to people. Even my own internal monologue is absent most of the time. I feel like I've lost my spirit and soul, if the soul even exists. I have a friend that I used to be close to, but nowadays don't really connect with anymore. The other people I used to be close to are now absent because I pushed them away. I'm lonely but at the same time can't bring myself to socialize. It's like hating loneliness but craving it at the same time. I feel like I'm too much of a wreck in order to fit in and that I don't connect with anyone anymore. I haven't eaten any cooked foods for the past few weeks. I've been compulsively eating sweets and sugar exclusively. The thought of normal cooked foods makes me nauseous. I've spent almost my entire salary on gambling. It's like I don't really care about anything anymore. I'm sinking down deeper and deeper and I need help but don't really know what to do. I have treatment resistent depression and therapy doesn't do anything for me either. It's like I was destined to suffer my entire life.",3.272625000000001,5.08149767916667,4.528333333333336,83.97000000000001,74.29166666666666,6.966666666666668,25.75,7.734863291789972,1.4831500000000006,953,33,182,13,20,314,121,240,0.15,0.722,0.128,-0.816,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,6,15,1,0,11,0,19,8,0,3,0,32,39,12,0,3,6,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,11,7,1,5,2,2,2,7,7,0,0,7,4,22,8,27,30,8,23,3,6,0,0,5,10,0,3,15,112,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.11641637364796226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945841596493015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112584909076948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549308210292049,0.0834150287220485,0.0,0.19634204412821304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208317974179743,0.0,0.0,0.14544432609881075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163093970560335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275007573055524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207030991322712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758869480895474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063999528959875,0.17045117732409834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885080942898422,0.0,0.0921683370282492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778079641928715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996206554407656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346714571619798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556234824606763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426278955150535,0.2914117165743948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26692499211775217,0.13022644397394398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963147579554637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769680336767942,0.08845699388137397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688544012900608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277644039741097,0.16541062640144105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22927356866945986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160796560901617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443882060053443,0.0,0.0,0.0997373856974316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588617122014406,0.0,0.0,0.1364261770149991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947082568357078,0.20868860112913667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606809737716733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569261950748266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768231656182555
lonely,Lonesomeaffection,2019/10/05,"The choices leading to unhappiness in life. He-ya everyone, I just found this particular Redd-it by entering lonely in the search bar. I read quite a few of the post on here trying to decide whether here is a good place to explain why i am romantically lonely. Emotionally a lot of people seem way worse off then me but i saw the support most people give and that helped me decide to at least try. This is gonna be a long read but i guess i just want to express myself to anyone who will want to understand who i am.

I am an intelligent thirty five year old who has been pretty sick, unhealthy, and in a a lot of pain for several years now. I have no job or money of my own and i live with my getting elderly parents still who live off of social security. I am barely eating one meal a day and mostly living off of the very yummy strawberry Ensure nutritional shakes because of my specific health problems that don't really matter in the context of why i am romantically lonely. I just wanted to set up who i am now. 

I guess you can say it all started with a woman, of course a woman. The most important woman i ever met. I am not gonna be specific with names. I met this woman while working at Walmart in my twenties. I know of all places, Walmart. She was a coworker. My instincts told me to try to avoid her. I should of listened. Instead, fate had other plans. One day i was just relaxing on break outside on a very comfortable fabric swing eating donuts holes and she came up to me looking straight into my eyes with those big beautiful green eyes she has. I am paraphrasing cause i don't remember the conversation word for word. She said ""You look so cool, eating donuts. I want some. I shouldn't eat these."" I asked ""Why shouldn't you?"" she said ""I am a vegan but you make them look delicious.""  I think it was then i knew my life was never gonna be the same. Her eyes and smile bewitched me. 

We started dating, which led to hours of amazing unprotected sex every night for months. I was the happiest man alive, completely, and utterly in love. I was too naive for my own good. One night we hung out at my favorite board walk. She told me she was thought she might be pregnant. It made me so very happy to hear that. My naivety was the downfall of the relationship.  I said the most stupidest thing i could of said. ""I love you, how do you feel about getting married?"" It scared her but she didn't let show. She said ""Lets see if i am pregnant first."" We went to Walmart for her to get a pregnancy test. She took it and lied about her being not pregnant. Our relationship faltered from then on, she cheated on me and broke up with me. 

I had lost the love of my life. Unfortunately that love that i have for her is unconditional, i had already forgiven her. I don't think she forgave herself. Three months after my son was born she called me. I missed my son's birth. Missing out on being a father hurt me more than anything had at that time. I moved to the state she was in to try to be in my son's life. Still being naive, I asked about her feelings about me. I told her i still loved her and wanted to get married. Yep, choices again, stops my happiness from coming to fruition. She didn't feel any romantic attachment towards me. If i hadn't of told her how i felt things may have been different. Months of being in this new state we talked about moving in together just as roommates. I spent thousands of dollars to get stuff that i left behind from another state ready to make a semblance of a home. I knew we couldn't be the family i hoped that we would be but it would be the closest thing to happiness i can get. 

My own naivety rears it's head once again. I had moved everything in this new apartment for us and she changed her mind. I was devastated beyond anything i have ever felt before, so close to something that i want more than anything. It caused depression being dangled happiness in front of my face and getting it snatched away made my hopes of being a good example of a man to my son seem like something that would never happen. I made the worst decision that i could ever make through my depression colored eyes. I got my parents to pick me up and go back to where i came from. 

The years past, I got help for my depression, i went back to college and didn't have enough money to complete it at the same time i am getting help. Which was another bad choice. I got over my depression. Focused solely on my life's work and exercise (Because i am one of those men who can only love one woman at a time, i still love her, i know unrequited love is stupid. I never found another woman to love because, i only love her. I am not a man who would just settle for anyone to just ease my sexual desires and romantic loneliness. It's not fair to a supposed romantic partner if you can't reciprocate those feelings.) . Then one day while running i got a horrible pain in my side. My gallbladder needed to get taken out and i got that surgery. I was never the same after that. I couldn't work on my life's work because many other health problems happened at the same time. Now it is present day. Still alone.

If you read through all of this, i appreciate it. The irony of it all is that even though i can't love anyone else my romantic loneliness and desire for affection only grows with each passing day. I know i will never get to experience what it is like to actually be a father or have a family with a woman i can love and that loves me back. Yet ironically it is the thing that is the most important to me. I live in solace that in some alternate reality maybe my alternate self knows what happiness feels like. Luckily even though my body is failing me, i am not really depressed, just lonely. I am not really looking for advice just looking for an outlet of expressing what makes me, well me. Maybe this can be some cautionary tale to not make the same mistakes i did. I at least hope it helps someone find the happiness i can never have.",3.1167766497461926,4.961746868866328,4.343827072758035,84.9722177664975,74.81218274111673,7.60448054145516,26.033197969543142,8.395991825355821,1.735745624365482,4677,168,940,85,100,1535,429,1182,0.126,0.675,0.19899999999999998,0.9989,5,10,2,0,0,0,125.0,8,8,1,10,47,62,2,3,54,2,104,39,7,16,13,177,217,45,0,30,28,8,7,3,1,14,12,8,1,13,64,41,6,3,27,7,4,19,27,27,1,10,60,29,184,35,146,121,30,144,0,15,13,14,121,56,0,25,65,684,248,12,0.0,0.0,0.03524117279377415,0.0,0.0,0.035289299929081724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03740227681969062,0.0398516999815975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024558143981488777,0.11360319127413256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575335020348664,0.037002134998453264,0.08915400411881366,0.0,0.06752174060990103,0.0,0.03392944291926473,0.08330622620851645,0.030152927120962538,0.08805683371347559,0.0,0.03072958525455244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04011350908137501,0.0,0.0,0.03687550919869307,0.0826075234831639,0.0,0.07419619580324968,0.038202867656730935,0.031108234950801755,0.07572778917081938,0.0,0.0,0.05766673798971406,0.0,0.0,0.11644979835846588,0.0,0.1555207854327998,0.0,0.0,0.037730499547344316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781085339938005,0.03016785818292525,0.04062237285711915,0.0,0.037314482309475316,0.0,0.047704719276874016,0.09799908985678936,0.030426841334737137,0.03450761128535318,0.03245612253592883,0.03532553792346098,0.06808842676789209,0.0,0.0912993333029161,0.02579920334550781,0.06934847183315032,0.0,0.03300671594451793,0.03071778142281195,0.0,0.07919229261819449,0.0,0.0,0.18867602400969924,0.034642972810608685,0.02052390495976537,0.09086985587520152,0.1444147112709681,0.0,0.07956529441218298,0.0,0.06386938391489895,0.2306583763794188,0.0,0.0,0.037062455623470866,0.07677306568069818,0.04070208435990003,0.0,0.09682338937329447,0.0,0.036224380257607,0.10760535971878687,0.035564125609622486,0.0,0.038659816697347096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03583667592039212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938725355909447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03923698499779412,0.07385617578865028,0.15304648823625366,0.052929104400642094,0.0,0.12755410327979358,0.031958953977449515,0.15162952866339335,0.0,0.03942171080059958,0.061404126432100026,0.4237152338673033,0.10251325522027137,0.12052886163677612,0.0366130116624233,0.07256091870101243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038310288466585116,0.03646393276451211,0.0,0.08647538722883817,0.11514751920099872,0.0,0.026777403457163,0.16711587787180876,0.06975650724271704,0.0,0.06777938936817883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03789461988560823,0.03845926915387726,0.146827012760156,0.08239691158871319,0.07685376164795531,0.0,0.08019863990227187,0.0,0.034474036878158164,0.05007254808131228,0.0,0.07546099909468862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03458636385192559,0.03674000201904744,0.0,0.06911071231423895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03841072336202813,0.10836860760907414,0.0,0.0694049230133111,0.0,0.0,0.07754390135428779,0.04090909849148002,0.0,0.17175912287149012,0.028718583799416136,0.036155509563345234,0.0,0.0287774623211696,0.06575201345604775,0.037673835608839856,0.040797519845213855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03681275403824348,0.030598509461363662,0.055603252002742166,0.0,0.0,0.05112207113209659,0.0,0.1441998275154991,0.03019216569991493,0.0,0.0,0.04134085549410891,0.0,0.040980713933030176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029026339015857668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596774654890856,0.046279628090914834,0.07096186788305027,0.02866976473805275,0.08423134789982238,0.0,0.0,0.13803044514141274,0.04012297896935672,0.09807368795298237,0.0,0.0,0.037595007038927375,0.043439608584655114,0.0,0.0,0.08939126001170879,0.12780263979390666,0.028664895064498732,0.0,0.0,0.03247001074966533,0.06695440448875238,0.09775935763798636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516305738754443,0.0,0.03680233054762486,0.10261483043387463,0.0,0.0,0.06976695036828423
lonely,pulosky,2019/10/05,"I feel like I'm going to remain alone for life I am 26, living abroad for work. I have a good relationship with my parents, I trust them and they genuinely care about me. That's about it. In a relationship I tend to be the weak one, I accumulate the stress and remorse for being treated like sh..t until I pop. That's what happened with my last girlfriend. I don't feel comfortable around people I don't know and do not enjoy  social gatherings such as parties or having beers in a pub with mostly unknown people, which limits my possibilities for interaction and new connections by a good amount.

Yet, I consider myself to be social; I long for having few people similar to me in my life, with which to share experiences and common hobbys. Knowing that it is very unlikely for me to start a meaningful relationship due to contingencies (living abroad, moving who-knows-where in less than year ect.) and to my character, I feel anxious and pretty desperate at times. The thought of growing old alone terrifies and paralizes me.

I just wanted to let it out, today is one of those blue days :/ Does anyone have similar feelings and how do you overcome them?",5.765694444444442,7.10666899537037,6.578777777777778,73.54400000000003,67.37962962962963,9.648888888888887,30.14074074074074,9.888512548439397,3.0484207407407413,917,34,159,21,15,303,131,216,0.121,0.748,0.13,0.4534,1,2,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,3,2,7,12,0,1,8,0,15,4,0,1,0,30,29,13,0,1,3,1,4,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,10,15,1,1,8,2,0,3,3,2,0,2,1,5,27,10,34,24,4,23,0,0,1,0,14,7,0,2,15,114,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644196838250452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421137181464622,0.0,0.08925783228856186,0.0,0.0,0.11363808964386833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015057578555145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823255199459553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170985862421606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486897005897918,0.0,0.0,0.25818044138623314,0.09119521285353736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254804950081814,0.2141382878514913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128829829150071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030932252487466,0.1040541004305157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053367542775304,0.18032994900753765,0.12472945714178725,0.0,0.2254395890284011,0.11296874448091784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567476461012878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328790623348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339501797862166,0.0,0.17300173319296105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174336971775825,0.0,0.0,0.2654952142847481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390939446442713,0.0,0.12986882809890402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111541252723973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602519849379056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903533356431526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622589444281944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013420942783804,0.07443539629686056,0.0,0.12099996421033525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532696009820952,0.07529295112439108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293278627977254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220424230122192
lonely,chaotic214,2019/10/05,"Is it bad that I tend to kiss my hand when I'm in bed lonely at night? I just wish I had someone to love and cuddle with, to feel less alone in life and love and care for someone and get that in return..",5.940652173913044,2.7253339347826118,6.462608695652175,89.69434782608698,68.34782608695652,9.2,27.347826086956523,3.1291,0.6199478260869561,155,2,41,0,2,51,33,46,0.126,0.541,0.33299999999999996,0.9273,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,8,10,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,4,9,9,1,7,0,1,0,4,2,4,0,0,3,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968864925920016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393436318724849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922622657651175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494058193816176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976458057482295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247178763577128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174318058315791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26900481589067954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857610244596106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32963728580068075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ashleighh88,2019/10/05,"Will It Ever Get Better? I just turned 25 & will have been married 3 years later this month, but I’ve never been at a more miserable point in my life. This year has been so hard on me & seems to suck a little bit more each day. I have no friends & am not close with family. My husband has been all I’ve had for a long time, but we can’t stand each other. He’s very distant & mentally abusive. He doesn’t understand depression & just tells me how stupid, crazy & annoying I am daily. We care about very different things, but we don’t care about each other. I find myself fantasizing about having a decent guy in my life who actually listens & cares, but I don’t actually see that happening. I don’t know where I would ever meet someone seeing as I don’t have a job, I’m a crazy cat lady & I barley put in effort in my appearance anymore because I feel so worthless. I’m just trying to get through the days, but it’s hard to keep pushing on when I have nothing to look forward to in my life😕",5.083428571428573,4.683932342857143,6.1816666666666675,81.91250000000002,68.42857142857143,9.285714285714286,29.404761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.069190476190476,792,25,169,12,12,266,123,210,0.204,0.7140000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9828,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,0,0,2,14,11,3,1,7,0,23,2,0,1,4,30,43,10,0,1,9,1,3,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,9,8,0,1,5,0,0,4,9,6,0,0,5,7,22,5,20,35,7,29,0,3,3,0,12,13,1,2,13,105,31,1,0.0,0.10166563720743874,0.16746782909876132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.743762889888798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509612553549127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05230631393002187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588810434958672,0.0936775214540154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262453666766869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067506205994376,0.0,0.07390426098636088,0.0,0.0,0.08964861764080999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552322045580949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088990883117908,0.0,0.04338590328953168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842478877269958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629321473472154,0.0,0.0896597974442899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496106128238742,0.07587763276704204,0.0,0.15372997608014696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514884498344748,0.0762679839973584,0.0,0.0,0.04715652870526482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182115622328607,0.0,0.08599978041453983,0.0,0.0759352799379057,0.07205511615950799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647189053182427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848923300800165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617858945581061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233281350146038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811140525460444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625835502235195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675195119355027,0.07811422038075709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270282948781084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499790022029566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700544598818345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003395125849002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825638844834662,0.09333188270165077,0.0,0.08932668402673148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159725748597934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095385568841798,0.0,0.0,0.11051202135438658
lonely,Eat4daysyo,2019/10/05,"Moved halfway across the country alone. I guess not totally alone, as I moved 2,000 miles to be with my LD boyfriend. But I've been in this new state for a month now, have a place to live, brought my pets with me and have a nice job. It seems like a great set up but I can't help but feel so completely isolated. 
I'm very sad and my depression has been getting the better of me recently. I miss my family and friends. I miss my old job. My home. I know that it will get better but this feeling of complete and utter loneliness is suffocating me. 
My boyfriend doesn't seem to understand as he has never left his hometown. 
I just needed to get this off my chest, I guess.",1.7853621560920845,3.7951637518248202,2.9039416058394174,93.01291409320608,79.36496350364962,6.843121841661987,23.6771476698484,7.882392219407189,1.069658506457047,522,18,117,9,13,167,88,137,0.177,0.6920000000000001,0.131,-0.7925,2,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,3,10,0,0,6,0,11,1,1,0,2,23,27,11,0,1,6,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,3,2,20,6,15,22,1,18,0,4,0,0,4,7,0,4,7,72,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302244549770989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580970855579088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059748428341268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567499566876894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375541654341374,0.0,0.1475563962138474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273232914395112,0.0,0.2287011839050801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087003613340353,0.321480116076064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780267478605137,0.0,0.14636303498948455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895930649105697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019018743563461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853533358677804,0.0,0.0,0.07128591576779697,0.0,0.12884420346620204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646668198504034,0.3101656998576987,0.0,0.10819293556596513,0.11253740761658047,0.14092406878604927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311156565793213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244844455990414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407187714971798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656681543661645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519009929648951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039383442684147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,krazykwikkrane,2019/10/05,"I’m a sad-faced, giraffe-like, butt-of-the-joke clown with no core. Hi this is my first post, so thanks for reading.  

I just drove to a bar where my coworkers were hanging out after I was done working, but was nervous to go in.  I texted a coworker if there was anyone left hanging out there, and she said that “we all left.”  Except that the bar was full and I saw her car there.  I drove home, feeling a little broken.   It was like she said “we don’t want you here.”

Yesterday I drove to go see a movie by myself, Joker.  I don’t have any friends to go with, and I’m not close enough with my coworkers to ask comfortably for someone to go with.  (The last movie I went to with someone was a client for my job, who has autism and needs accompaniment to places.  So I was paid to hang out.).  My roommate and I aren’t terribly close, and she left before I could ask her.  At the theater, I was too nervous to find my exact seat number, so I just sat down where I thought it was.  Someone asked me to move.  It happened twice more, and people started laughing at me.  I watched the movie in a corner of the theater, and it was cold. 

I met this one guy a few years back, liked him sooooo much that I moved in with his mom and brother to win them all over.  I did, and the guy told me he liked me back and let me kiss him and I was in cloud freaking nine, when he suddenly stopped talking to me.   I tried snapchatting him little jokes and such, no response.  Once my coworker (who was friends with him), snapped him and he responded, but when I snapped him something similar (it was a joke that involved me and him), he didn’t respond.   He was avoiding me.  I apologized in case I did something wrong, and he responded that I didn’t, and that he would tell me why he ghosted me “soon.”  Except he didn’t and I found out via Facebook he’s been dating another girl.  She’s young and pretty and lively.  And I still live with his mom until December in a lease I can’t leave.

The church I go to is very nice.  There’s a lot of multiethnic people from all classes, so it’s diverse.  I have a small group of people there who I talk to and work with, but they’re all mothers and fathers and young families.  There’s only one other young single woman, and she and I don’t have a lot of friendship chemistry (we went out to lunch once, nothing).  I feel disconnected.  

I’m popular at work.  I’m the “tall funny girl” who makes everyone happy like her.  I’m also the butt of a lot of jokes. It’s always been like that.  I’m the butt of everyone’s joke, and I’ve never known why.  People have pointed it out “why does everyone always make fun of you?” So I know it’s not in my head.   But I don’t really go out ever.  I’m guarded.  I’m afraid of being the “comic relief” of friend groups, again.  The joker.  The dumb silly goofball.  I hate it.  I’m me, and yes, I can be funny, but I want to be bland and quiet sometimes too without being told to “smile because you look grumpy.”  I want to have those intelligent conversations which make me happy about politics and religion and philosophy and art and shit.  I don’t want to just bitch about coworkers.  People seem to only want to complain to each other about things instead of looking with interest at the world around them.  (Yes Hannah, we know you hate everyone, it’s been three years and you’re still bitching about the same people.  Drink your cosmo.)

My family lives three hours away.  When I go visit them I’m overjoyed.  It’s so nice to sit with people you love and just watch a movie, eat, talk and laugh with ease.  I just wish I could get that ease here in this city that I moved to three years ago.  I moved here for school, but that fell through because of money and probably ADD.  Now I’m stuck here, wondering what to do.  

I don’t feel I have a core.  The only consistent thing in my life has been my INCONSISTENCY.  I’m adaptable and I try to be happy.  But I’m so.  Fucking.  Lonely.  I don’t know what to do or how to solve this.  I’m the happy clown who cries in bed by herself.  The tall girl who’s also invisible.   No one has ever wanted to really date me, even though I’ve been told I’m attractive.  The one who’s surrounded by people but might as well be an ocean away from everyone.  The popular girl who’s diverted from hanging out at the bar.  The strong-looking girl that “never lets anything get her down” who struggles with depression and is flakey and directionless. I have no core.  

I’m not some emo kid who’s going through that early-twenties depression everyone goes through (I’m 29 lol).  I’m not a washed-up late twenties/early thirties single mom with a string of exes (Id be grateful for even ONE ex).  I’m a single lonely loser and college dropout.  I’m guarded against making friends and lazy with going out because I’m afraid of being the comedian and the butt of every joke and not just...me.  

I want a core.  That’ll solve all my problems...right?",1.8667018572825,3.858246543434344,3.2460573476702517,90.75016129032257,79.02020202020202,6.197458455522972,22.867383512544798,7.233258080335977,0.7594265232974906,3778,121,808,48,93,1232,376,990,0.096,0.71,0.19399999999999998,0.9986,2,6,3,0,1,0,144.0,4,6,3,7,52,57,7,6,45,3,66,15,5,5,10,149,149,70,1,13,23,7,3,5,4,3,1,3,2,9,47,77,6,4,12,12,2,25,24,22,1,11,43,13,108,35,115,91,19,108,1,5,6,6,97,48,8,9,38,522,155,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044570008966227315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041747574508551,0.0836736428160957,0.0,0.0,0.03419198814921491,0.05272275424785119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035156805204461274,0.0,0.04137599126089354,0.04475968191229033,0.14101447710105855,0.0,0.09447905436823116,0.07732412518428257,0.0,0.0919502981493032,0.0,0.04278440649447849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080288657947214,0.0,0.05522999931244507,0.0,0.0,0.08661183608147445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04400019178566532,0.051453692145717364,0.0,0.0492550622534372,0.0,0.05144878773785251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05195247400949248,0.0,0.06641866736370597,0.09096191529628386,0.04236290002695496,0.2882670214041924,0.0,0.0,0.09479864125323527,0.0,0.07626893281538495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04595482627963008,0.042767972171294695,0.0,0.0551292054633991,0.15538419493775446,0.04648286487681896,0.05253824052699879,0.0,0.2571765212061566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956981390364343,0.04446226106423156,0.21409512807990114,0.0,0.09928178602771807,0.05160158049458982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050434738936882266,0.0,0.04951547487863883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04989494317245307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289738940381611,0.04098474773322363,0.05671780440309205,0.05323904834104653,0.16388744936100452,0.10282900406542753,0.03551410967102808,0.12282085267922062,0.10078713710000524,0.13319395363348344,0.0,0.12666710605747064,0.0,0.0,0.12823826374227362,0.04537948252977801,0.0,0.1342486276431768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333892212008578,0.0,0.17666128213291396,0.0,0.2137578808832749,0.036961438247835834,0.03728183458669335,0.07755776278052064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04824482412746897,0.0,0.0,0.1070926920314537,0.1703544685646183,0.11472016072129886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788614598705407,0.0,0.05253168946151555,0.0,0.04753066284174506,0.0,0.048154149753371706,0.05115263248657145,0.05421012841313586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050293406400599885,0.0,0.06442105470068843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042938674452489806,0.09565520746467282,0.0,0.0,0.05088584188273794,0.0400664908305607,0.04577284151788561,0.0,0.0,0.051611492131792336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278057340581438,0.07741569293545268,0.0497280078241145,0.0,0.03558830120935715,0.0,0.0803070264144592,0.04203616415755055,0.0,0.05256336384640264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123899595914828,0.04394676134799465,0.046290884510653184,0.0,0.0,0.06680732988577053,0.0,0.049399648188647824,0.03991654487013282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441335107020962,0.0,0.06827336745736609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04148610070407616,0.20759430109999635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520757853664696,0.09321975661282768,0.13610909685815173,0.0,0.0578192885847625,0.04846793293479558,0.054526298277676764,0.10981287962886636,0.0,0.0,0.035717327302639656,0.054973068214868186,0.0,0.09713562808318653
lonely,bbbbeeei,2019/10/05,the world is full of hatred it makes me feel lonely and sad :(,2.09846153846154,3.1811742307692303,3.0953846153846136,96.0246153846154,75.92307692307692,5.2,13.0,3.1291,-1.4683230769230768,47,0,11,0,1,15,13,13,0.5589999999999999,0.441,0.0,-0.9136,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6038139430958813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7971252863402364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,darkyoungwings,2019/10/05,Single 🤦‍♀️ I'm a 20 year old girl and I've never dated before. Don't ask me why cause I don't know either. Maybe at first it was because I have strict brown parents but then I just never felt like being in a relationship. Later I realized I am bisexual and fell in love with a girl. But sadly she is straight so no hope there and I stayed single. 😂😂 sometimes I wonder am I even normal at this age of speed dating and all kinds of dating,-1.4446048109965623,0.5367155360824754,1.7732371134020612,93.86720962199314,99.82474226804123,3.8237800687285226,13.683161512027493,5.6839178017228535,-0.8551135395189009,345,7,77,3,15,122,71,97,0.107,0.7609999999999999,0.131,0.5029,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,1,3,19,15,8,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,2,10,4,7,12,4,19,0,1,1,1,7,5,0,2,13,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045535023718332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338173439522025,0.0,0.18618727045466069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477340745560626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451889598235276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008748692602933,0.0,0.0,0.18611575230059316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173231219618101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22785214220055444,0.12024971966445698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068972608897088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748040651106652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981942292277795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33751241019409234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438282466053496,0.0,0.0,0.2295994489666295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429574908657145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349151023999167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164041247858555,0.0,0.0,0.23321743193369385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197437830777114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372851110048114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090349684638478
lonely,NotAGoodMailman,2019/10/05,"I just don’t understand I don’t understand how people make friends. I get along great with other people. I know how to make a room laugh, make a good first impression. I know how to get a smile out of someone, brighten their day.

When something needs to get done, people rely on me, people trust me. I care about those around me, and while I don’t always succeed, I always try to do my best for their sake.

I’m not trying to make you think I’m a good person, just that I’ve always tried to be, and I feel like I’ve gotten nowhere.

I’m not alone because people don’t notice me, quite the opposite in fact. I was a community leader during my high school years. President of its student body, captain of its debate team. I knew everyone and everyone knew me, and I loved all of them to death.

Yet the fact was then as it is now in college. It doesn’t matter how hard I try, how many people I meet. I will always be known as that nice guy from that one class, or the guy down the hall you nod your head at when you walk by. The guy you can trust as a colleague, but for some damned reason I wish someone would just tell me, never the guy you’ll ask to go grab a burger with. Never the guy you’ll invite to a party, or want to hang out with, or even exchange any meaningful words with.

And it’s not for lack of trying.

Maybe what I’ve said seems arrogant, but I know I’m not a shitty person. I’m not inept, I keep good hygiene, I feel like I’m an interesting enough person, I’m a good listener. What the hell is so repulsive about me?

I know there’s a reason, I just don’t know what it is.",2.5212537313432826,3.5272413044776134,3.972119402985076,90.45131343283585,74.76119402985073,6.912238805970151,21.45970149253732,7.24861992348623,0.4481068656716416,1227,27,278,13,25,407,163,335,0.057,0.74,0.203,0.9902,0,1,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,7,3,5,19,20,2,0,20,0,20,3,2,11,5,67,58,23,1,5,14,0,4,2,1,4,0,2,1,8,14,13,0,1,17,1,1,3,13,2,0,2,7,6,40,18,38,45,5,25,1,0,0,1,27,11,2,5,13,172,54,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425795990105465,0.0,0.0,0.2707713802935544,0.0,0.0,0.055323346244719976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242209401309779,0.07605478324468366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04959249673363357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537575153726752,0.0,0.0,0.09036568698645987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829455798222195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246644469198748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325314145887452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406018086324595,0.0,0.05373339092830082,0.0,0.0,0.15547400720973112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226981048790345,0.11623828417956365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919946632794477,0.0,0.0,0.06285371283459452,0.0,0.127511944863183,0.0,0.046235216359945416,0.2729426948866576,0.0,0.08969280712641367,0.0,0.40276506195502415,0.0,0.0,0.07287698906498981,0.0,0.08349242787575459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859547136136834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231095948244412,0.0,0.0,0.22354949336652344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949067517444472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342494427188713,0.0,0.21721706493257809,0.0824799432232753,0.08173078617335579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032278188904824,0.1254900693562366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262179447590577,0.0,0.0,0.05512741293431949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384027209400569,0.21310489467886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652973733151037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729042856841464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738605517152601,0.0,0.0,0.08233434795155146,0.0,0.07406140727610261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378615529560666,0.06263009869961761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711067716734983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052128204209578366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761693127241848,0.0,0.0,0.16938426560696268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047984555195736286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355280857137427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05779137664287285,0.0,0.0,0.052389153873247975
lonely,choofed-dogg,2019/10/05,"I hate Friday night Friday nights are quit possibly the worst nights for me. If I don’t have plans I sit in my bed for hours. I try to talk to my friends or other people but I get ignored bc they’re out doing their own things. So I sit in bed. Alone. From 4pm to when ever I eventually fall asleep. I open my phone to see all my snaps on delivered, all my texts and dms on delivered. No one cares about me. So I’ll watch twitch, watching live streams makes me feel a little better. But it doesn’t matter bc in the end even in the streaker reads my chat, they don’t give a shit. I’m still there alone in bed.",0.14704471101417482,2.13284523664122,1.7508887677208311,99.17566793893131,85.18320610687023,4.96423118865867,16.227371864776444,6.1826913282559595,-0.6991880043620502,470,9,115,4,14,152,88,131,0.153,0.768,0.079,-0.8732,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,3,8,7,2,0,5,0,6,3,2,1,3,14,14,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,3,3,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,4,19,3,16,14,4,21,0,0,3,0,7,10,1,2,8,67,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37498024035905453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010430502685227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456982280951068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603368257912164,0.0,0.0,0.11956710006545675,0.16374993446977107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915330532191706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398615654464727,0.0,0.09457951072633793,0.17365828200644945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787273927019525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827583643564626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814373305769204,0.15985079109361927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083740710396515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096467490307162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266906638114099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255018257674354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040815515152871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254526065477104,0.18107670612551954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425565307343602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582235052857046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456896900198746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550322208165167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026677159624663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290593717996433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sourshade,2019/10/05,"Feeling unlovable? [20M] New to Reddit firstly so hey.

Not sure why I continue to put myself out there if all that happens is being canceled at the last minute or I get ghosted. The worst thing about it is the people who play along and pretend to seem interested in me when the intentions are clear from the first conversation or first message. I just feel so helpless and want to give up but I know it won't be any better if I do. I'm only 20 years old but I still have yet to do anything romantic with anyone, never held hands, never been told ""I love you"", never had a hug, never had a kiss, never cuddled, never been "" baby"" or ""honey"" and at this point I'm losing hope that this ever will happen. I live in UT where it seems that everyone is settling down and having whole families by the time they turn 22/23 so it's definitely hard to feel like the clock isn't ticking in terms of relationships or even friendships with people who aren't in relationships of their own.

I'm just lost and feeling really shitty, I had another date planned for tonight and the same familiar text came across my screen "" hey, something came up I'm not gonna be able to make it, I'm sorry."" I guess I really am that unbearable.

PMs are open if you feel like this is relatable, maybe we can do something about it together and not feel so lonely.",4.161118421052635,5.3442186325757595,5.160007974481662,82.81593301435407,71.00757575757575,8.133652312599683,26.773524720893146,8.532816995589336,1.8006242424242418,1045,34,207,17,19,343,161,264,0.13,0.743,0.127,-0.2338,0,2,2,0,0,0,31.0,1,2,2,7,15,16,0,0,10,0,25,6,1,2,10,55,55,21,1,5,14,0,8,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,16,15,0,1,9,2,0,3,12,6,0,3,10,10,19,10,28,39,6,40,0,4,1,4,17,14,0,11,25,144,35,0,0.10338179686462401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030316698081608,0.10840482803748046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722869561142503,0.0,0.08507441011961675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914327980941498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364824687763919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682827018121366,0.09351475398362186,0.0,0.09878573723372266,0.0,0.0,0.09745915733966624,0.0,0.31363765662113263,0.14771195267349427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638095108013013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401272193545557,0.09917323980394904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138867046132203,0.0,0.18284036308751947,0.0,0.09260978373635646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268145098211184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681593188923738,0.08426996262928932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101424786357996,0.0,0.0912880206737834,0.0,0.0,0.11565778665201365,0.11285344361418548,0.0,0.09330610796515684,0.0,0.06900815217994548,0.0,0.10386091040845516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784064901656789,0.09984678362460564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848180511933636,0.0,0.0,0.07862651507773093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334384192750513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772921398689707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392726009284156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324580526273602,0.0,0.0,0.22198672055036692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822981023361354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917671600800673,0.0,0.11572745759757405,0.0,0.0,0.08256083651979985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743612007159763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868227211598447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060282757126149826,0.0,0.0,0.09878573723372266,0.0,0.0,0.11244970815842208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097726232075117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932859916604608,0.11542208422254276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657448767546549
lonely,AvesAvi,2019/10/05,"It's kind of weird that despite living in The Information Age and being connected to millions of people all over the world on your phone it's still so difficult to make friends I've been trying pretty hard to make friends for the last two years or so because I haven't had any for the entirety of my teenage life. I'm now 20 and there's still no signs of friends suddenly appearing in front of me anytime soon.

I've tried all the subreddits, ended up finding someone who turned into my best friend, we dated (mistake) and they cheated on me. I was more sad about losing the best friend I've ever had and how worthless my trust was to another human, but that's in the past.

I've been using ""people finding"" apps since my bad breakup. Tinder, Bumble, OKCupid etc. I'm mostly looking for friends and I put that in my profiles but the matches I get are short-lived. I genuinely think I'm pretty entertaining, at least more so than the standard dude on apps like that, but most of my matches ghost me pretty quick or the conversation dies off despite my attempts to revive it.

I had two really great friends I met a while back on Tinder but one of them moved away and they were the one who was able to transport us most of the time so naturally my remaining friend and I just quit hanging out.

I'm complaining mostly about how difficult it is to find someone to talk to for more than a day online. I play games and have some diverse interests so I'd think it'd be pretty simple to find cool people to befriend and trust online. Maybe I'm just bad at it? 

I understand it's not super easy to find people you vibe well with but after two years of consistent attempts I'd think I'd have found some people willing to be around me longer than a few weeks.

**tl;dr: why haven't we hooked our brains up into a neural net that automatically finds the best possible pair for us**",4.293065788160128,5.581196471698117,4.9721233902365976,83.88868723170613,70.80592991913747,7.760447239692522,27.756913247479282,8.167268648758528,1.7619397224717983,1485,52,292,21,27,478,190,371,0.098,0.705,0.198,0.9928,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,5,2,3,8,21,33,1,0,17,1,20,3,2,5,3,56,38,24,2,1,10,0,1,1,8,1,1,0,0,1,14,16,0,0,12,3,0,6,4,11,1,6,11,3,32,22,53,22,17,46,0,3,1,0,28,20,0,9,21,195,46,0,0.07592084574372605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162877854246671,0.07960962642278249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758564886593034,0.0,0.0,0.07133013373764696,0.05837844406279375,0.12678146996033196,0.046280642893562034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390227309922488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475277238118645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896266472984222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879385152627208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724333482805488,0.0,0.08467181177348274,0.0,0.06867475152564778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41634166552605606,0.0,0.0,0.08324328868127931,0.4692500567344167,0.0,0.039665508383746204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370300045658835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801016541253092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905987782758102,0.0,0.061885622301435336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362513859494552,0.037091090320338735,0.0,0.06703949772608346,0.0,0.06375438927112571,0.0849360065869875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135550813793197,0.0,0.07627269400481371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069184399038068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028918598457602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247503788514552,0.2631697755636303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558934625936172,0.0,0.3089551766323977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632141945074535,0.0,0.0807511647300751,0.0,0.0,0.04863683784779192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280250814358253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865497245240498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126097096378816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102229997828314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594103720956647,0.0,0.0,0.04427005569243516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309054136957936,0.0825800789495073,0.22249090368380744,0.07903627791164987,0.18264685908504347,0.06557123459040475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089912298079705,0.0,0.06826195805064085,0.0,0.06850675455156316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977810709925116
lonely,lovely_liability,2019/10/05,"Ever feel like you just need to cry? I’ve been working nonstop over the past week and don’t feel like I’ve been living. My only friend, a coworker, hasn’t been back to work in weeks and has just came back from remission of her c dif again (which can kill you.) She’s so sick and I can’t see her because she’s contagious. I can’t remember the last time I’ve had a good, real chat with someone who actually cares. I’m glad I have my family, but I can’t talk to them on the same level as a friend.

What’s worse is lately everything has been reminding me of my grandma who only passed away three moths ago. She was basically my mother and my best friend. Every time I think about her I feel so empty and lonely. I have family. And coworkers. And my friend. But I still feel so alone. No one ever seems to ask us how are YOU? Maybe we just want to be asked this. How is it so damn hard to just reach out to someone and say this? I wish it wasn’t. Then no one would have to feel like this - empty and entirely alone in a world with billions of people.",1.0620656370656365,2.880395463963964,2.831055341055343,93.59418918918922,80.84684684684684,6.390733590733591,18.229086229086228,7.447530270364453,0.1477680823680827,811,17,189,12,21,269,124,222,0.17300000000000001,0.6659999999999999,0.161,-0.6109,0,4,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,3,1,3,17,14,2,0,7,0,23,1,0,2,2,38,39,19,1,4,6,1,6,3,4,1,1,1,0,0,9,14,0,0,8,1,0,2,8,3,0,4,8,8,28,11,22,29,2,25,0,1,1,0,24,8,1,1,18,125,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.108207170840572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829232268553717,0.0,0.0,0.22968557722741975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732387552434448,0.0,0.10417953590746903,0.17052650516066792,0.0,0.0675940958681518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636632785845916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682220393979668,0.11305402719399955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180129733548868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060256073028215,0.09342488224536408,0.0,0.09965574121552026,0.0,0.20906387170067947,0.0,0.280332400233975,0.2376474943351947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426760232565191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300456671789294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933063487203554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267715030801656,0.0,0.0,0.09038557861704537,0.12508242339884373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251753810334482,0.0,0.09791294919284688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139827513936204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822193712880079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502762667852703,0.16866515275924682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585169851946742,0.07687327542082419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621071321243366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561039995193904,0.0,0.0,0.08817971869629998,0.0,0.0,0.08836050377685051,0.10094498549729146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790397017306795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885524182890258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912467366353223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105024075924697,0.0,0.0,0.12931516078741184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333802701423648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540248702363681,0.0,0.17788954083967512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275115779161741,0.0,0.0,0.16145031528095494,0.0,0.1130006680595366,0.0787690902946923,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_SkateFastEatAss_,2019/10/05,"All of my friends bailed on me. I had a small group of friends that I was really glad about having because I spent a lot of time alone through my life. We played games together all the time. Out of absolutely nowhere, they start ignoring me. I suspect it's nothing so I'm like, whatever. A couple days went by with no word from anyone so I joined their Xbox party and asked if they wanted to play anything.

""No.""

They are just done with me and won't give me a reason why. They won't answer when I speak and they aren't man enough to even tell me what I did or why they don't like me out of nowhere.

They were my only friends, and I feel like shit right now. It hurts that they care so little that they just drop me like this and refuse to acknowledge my existence.",1.6333122362869188,3.6071823734177215,2.409139240506331,96.55126160337556,79.69620253164557,5.9854852320675125,20.659915611814352,7.0316486544052195,0.20079358649789025,597,16,138,7,15,186,97,158,0.155,0.6970000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.2233,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,10,0,9,14,1,0,5,0,11,2,1,1,2,26,20,11,0,2,4,0,1,4,3,2,1,1,0,1,7,10,0,2,5,4,1,1,6,3,0,0,7,2,30,11,17,11,4,14,0,1,0,0,22,6,1,3,10,91,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555842133310742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185234313990278,0.0,0.13949004846307778,0.0,0.15846642497572752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333006456301606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282396900243294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755658121224889,0.0,0.1093181725964246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346479908492235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514633236618665,0.0,0.11195795976219848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570797387921014,0.121096034683234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39288271208288905,0.0,0.0,0.16260682862264675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146104904609664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972800477210332,0.3312507794092384,0.1698908256951206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410902779697654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264680677255106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891792471149502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085907040338972,0.17428171521182434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475829092653322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399678700918206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997812521542554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815683403387067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768211618961665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997978551139093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713494675751288,0.30590791001308365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shesaloner,2019/10/05,"Touch starved and lonely (15F) I just want a fucking boyfriend. The homecoming game at my high school is tonight so I guess I'm especially lonely. It's not that I even want to be there. I just want someone to spend the weekend with, cuddle up to while we watch movies, go on late night walks, listen to our favorite music, laugh together... I don't have any real friends, and even if I did it wouldn't give me what I'm missing. I've never been in a relationship, I'm so touch starved it's sad. I want a guy to hug me tight, and really mean it. I want to be the most important person in someone's life, more than anything.",1.2659675480769224,3.3814881328125,2.723437500000003,93.07396634615385,81.734375,5.813461538461539,23.12740384615385,7.010146845296331,0.6673706730769231,483,17,107,6,13,157,84,128,0.134,0.703,0.163,-0.0276,0,4,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,0,7,8,1,0,6,0,8,4,0,0,1,21,23,7,0,7,4,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,6,5,0,1,1,2,1,2,4,5,0,0,2,5,13,3,13,18,2,14,0,4,1,3,9,6,1,3,6,62,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251250883349294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141484428665622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430581569198053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215655603727184,0.17010337475523796,0.0,0.1765078434420511,0.10457041961330887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269476592415364,0.182187150185824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440420480245546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755798858871247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996337300806513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042798515420765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419107581083285,0.0,0.0,0.17266985013960362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066013465242418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943023856509102,0.11787396107058552,0.0,0.0,0.19754521176567574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621600571422264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31180216242369296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5426345399481167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TexasPlasticIsland,2019/10/05,"Feeling left out by roommates So I know this is pretty common, but I'm the roommate who is being left out. My other two roommates have established a great friendship and hang out frequently and just never invite me. We have never had any conflict and I genuinely don't think they dislike me. But they also don't seem to like me enough to hang out with me. It really hurts my feelings to open their Instagram stories and see them hanging out together. Like right now, I can hear them making plans to go downtown for some drinks and meet with roommate A's friends. I then heard roommate B say ""Is roommate C \[me\] home?"" and the other say, ""Yeah, I think so"" without any particular tone of voice. I was hoping this would be the one time one of them would knock on my door and invite me to go out with them, but no. 

I've had a really hard time making friends since I moved to this new city one year ago and I really don't know what to do. I can't confront them and be like ""I want you guys to invite me to do things"" without sounding like a whiney sibling. I have invited them to hang out several times but they always manage to turn it down for one reason or another. Anytime I try to initiate any kind of socialization with them (even if it's just having tea together in the house) I can always hear the hesitation in their voice.

I don't even know why I'm posting this or what kind of response I'm looking for. I'm just so fucking lonely in my own house and in my own city. I've always had a hard time making friends despite always being told that I'm funny, fun to be around, interesting, smart, blah blah blah. It seems like everyone in my life only wants to be around me when I just happen to be there and it's convenient for them, but not if they have to put an ounce of effort into seeing me. I'm really sick of it.",5.156265621171278,5.108270851752021,5.935605243812791,82.54320693457484,68.24528301886792,8.901788777260476,28.723474638568977,8.575989854853784,1.916998921832885,1430,44,296,20,22,470,171,371,0.10800000000000001,0.746,0.146,0.9636,0,2,1,0,0,0,40.0,1,1,14,2,15,19,2,0,11,1,30,5,0,4,2,65,63,26,0,7,16,0,4,8,3,2,2,8,2,1,17,27,2,1,10,1,0,8,11,4,0,5,6,15,46,15,50,48,4,44,0,2,3,1,29,21,1,8,19,201,63,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735658325775657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978707545882616,0.29045123692426233,0.0,0.0,0.17803285927206244,0.09150664815083537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537156669914273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548805379332905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016973463494282,0.0,0.11527754404723126,0.0,0.0,0.0833869843531485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824923886649412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022658962512768,0.08067657355930441,0.0,0.0,0.09919124958219752,0.0,0.0,0.09621174418371972,0.0,0.0864076626620488,0.07716957388205961,0.0,0.15634748099517742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967116207258376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753552382299185,0.08667543297415425,0.0,0.20138789963011056,0.093420709517659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174948805302105,0.14387833778822273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963085140955702,0.0,0.06163898651386175,0.21317028505128008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328197266147136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475341685574078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275059447530297,0.0,0.0,0.1346107769097118,0.08428263448718748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365364501646901,0.06637018830984806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357728842787103,0.08878151397275415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877270449551191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22362089652180395,0.0897246079896034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745252070238229,0.0,0.13879581974675573,0.0,0.0,0.1390803773958838,0.15888848613449735,0.0,0.09858642839251204,0.0,0.07218784051522895,0.0,0.0,0.08895731783921698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057976057178415995,0.11183383838349473,0.0,0.0,0.20354344527893647,0.0,0.0,0.0833869843531485,0.0,0.05924829898514378,0.09492101104167766,0.08524679637791963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294421363699724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874454091033811,0.0,0.0,0.16824379336530532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239833900560717,0.0,0.0,0.05619683486269322
lonely,bigmo921,2019/10/05,"36 year old married with kids, feel more disconnected everyday I dont post much on here but just had to write it somewhere. I work a job that pays decent but I absolutely despise going too. I only go because I would never abandoned my family financially. My wife and I have an OK relationship but rarely have deep connective conversations. My kids are great but at an age where they're only wanting to be with friends. I just feel lost. I dont have a bad life but I find myself almost constantly thinking of just ending it all. I actually tell myself when I have a problem or a bad day that one bullet can make it all go away. I despise these feelings and wish they would stop. I find myself daily disconnecting from friends or coworkers. I've started to gain weight. I just feel lost and my only answer my brain can come up with is just end it. Why am I this way?",2.16,4.604149473684213,3.779327485380119,84.88723684210528,80.57894736842105,6.60701754385965,23.535087719298247,7.793537801064563,1.32918947368421,684,24,134,12,18,227,107,171,0.102,0.703,0.19399999999999998,0.9659,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,4,9,12,2,0,6,1,15,3,1,1,3,40,30,11,0,5,12,1,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,8,7,1,2,8,0,1,4,3,8,0,1,3,5,24,4,12,24,4,24,0,3,0,0,10,6,0,3,12,90,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.12540838123947326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128685391085069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074049117950494,0.0,0.21460294763741608,0.078339227227927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346098668154278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070100905059724,0.0,0.13887493947446902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287908460514254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012283097803617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276455363324849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211489105665104,0.0,0.2599164713334306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349137947738433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985748496719175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910760854460115,0.0,0.0,0.14168403813033698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752752419675306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077125240416437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805702844297649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578221569955742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944705096507666,0.0,0.09911575042237493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348508735889415,0.0,0.08708250668534137,0.2932156475592105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307819404908366,0.0,0.0,0.12296785081974905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797292162695318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909608801018401,0.0,0.0,0.1074411072723775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232444241502837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234478002774948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579922811912779,0.10200619909769937,0.0,0.15649200551050615,0.0,0.0,0.11596135826819474,0.0,0.1477815236415235,0.0,0.0,0.09355767521090902,0.0,0.0,0.18258132116063835,0.0,0.0,0.08275699147794251
lonely,Selbslater,2019/10/05,"I feel like my friends only talk to me because they feel sorry for me Didn’t know where else to post this but I need to say something to somebody somewhere. So I get this was the place.

Sure I get invitations to go places and hang out with them, but that’s not the issue. I don’t really try to talk to other people because I think to myself “the people I have now are enough, and I can keep my problems to myself”. I know this is a horrible mentality to have but the only time I tried talking to somebody about it I felt like I was just putting a burden on them. Ever since I tried talking to them about it they just pushed me away and haven’t talked to them since. 

But when people try to talk me I can hold a conversation well but I am only putting on a social mask I have been using for years. But when people try to make an effort to get to know me well (which people rarely do because I keep to myself) I sort of just think to myself “can’t this be over with already”. Going back to my current friends, I like talking/hanging out with them since I’ve known them since before I realized I can’t talk to new people. I still think this because when I actually put an effort in to talk to other people it really only ended in failure.

I honestly don’t know where I am going with this anymore, but I needed to vent a little somewhere so no one else cares to listen to me.
But thank you.",3.497916666666669,4.275629625000004,4.776,86.46900000000002,72.19444444444444,7.01,24.469444444444445,6.961326702584282,0.8432702777777776,1084,29,229,9,20,360,124,288,0.07400000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.8978,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,8,2,19,13,0,0,11,0,20,0,0,2,2,44,45,16,0,3,12,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,13,9,0,3,12,0,0,8,8,2,2,1,5,5,48,11,43,39,1,34,0,0,0,0,23,13,0,1,15,166,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.07415604682769086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385772367145844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536244189734499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139584634944271,0.058432224980211465,0.0,0.18529311503243415,0.0,0.06466256320319423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747767240869256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696110411509134,0.0,0.0673052824920486,0.07851879713779959,0.0,0.0,0.06873801787677747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684645088706116,0.05428783379605868,0.07296307297690742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742058788681195,0.0,0.11910615024308363,0.0,0.1295619472873203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931463915628897,0.0,0.1350882070472488,0.0,0.0,0.16705019798574944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137578103459607,0.07616273260257983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05072444075529777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658084060760477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269241215741567,0.0,0.07339237612632662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051493324288267486,0.2311776727744308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687771075923028,0.0,0.15878839831115554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277816866117619,0.0,0.0,0.0727129208874566,0.0,0.2291751907960128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973632886957843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043092429179035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25144145885218444,0.0,0.0,0.07746303814266145,0.0,0.058501420815593376,0.0,0.08506546518391384,0.0,0.0,0.060686341083821226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162041793424732,0.0,0.0,0.488628132302484,0.0,0.06996210747455785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607548482967742,0.0,0.0,0.04431083931124336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579637828373626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563164183847547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664968823473367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048935575714340464
lonely,redditposts9397,2019/10/05,"I’m struggling to make friends In college 
I’m a 20 years old (male), 21 on the 28th!!! I transferred schools after my freshman an currently in year 2 at my new school. It’s a lot bigger than where i previously went. My old school had about 900 people in total (a liberal arts college) but i made friends almost my first few seconds on campus there that i still talk to, to this day! But they are 3 states away now..... I’m now going to a state school with 20k+ students. BUT ITS SO MUCH HARDER MAKING FRIENDS HERE! It’s been almost 2 years here an I’ve yet to make a friend that I see on a daily basis or even talk to on a daily basis, besides seeing them in classes. An once the semester ends it’s like we are strangers all over again. I have no idea what the problem could be. I’m not really into smoking or drinking that often because my freshman I about kicked out for all that. I Had to think about some of my priorities. Also weed gives me terrible anxiety and I get antisocial as fuck when I’m high. So maybe that’s the problem? Maybe people here hate sober people??? I have noticed that when i rarely do get invited places it’s always to a bar, a frat, or a hotbox sess, but I’m not into those things. I’m down for nights just watching TV and casually drinking with with my friends, goin to a movie, dinner, game nights, hiking, bowling, etc. stuff like that than a frat party clubs or bars. That’s just not my scene and I struggle to feel comfortable at all in those environments. My body always gets uncomfortably hot an I can’t stand being around people drunk out of their minds on the verge of blacking out. It drives me crazy. But I have yet to find anyone who is down for what I like an I try an talk to about everyone who either sits near me in class or just eating around me... lately my days have been just me chillin in my room alone, finishing my homework way too early because I’m bored an have nothing else to do. then playing my PlayStation. I’ve gotten to the point where I hate the weekends an I look forward to Monday because I’ll actually be around people an be able to talk to someone. My weekends are lonely as fuck",2.864861111111111,4.572455023148152,3.9219444444444456,88.31750000000002,75.1574074074074,6.374074074074074,24.5,7.054809383877858,0.9026499999999996,1678,54,345,17,36,543,221,432,0.134,0.778,0.08800000000000001,-0.972,1,3,2,0,0,0,53.0,1,0,3,1,31,22,4,2,28,0,21,10,1,4,4,54,49,21,0,3,18,0,2,3,5,0,0,0,2,1,23,15,7,0,4,14,0,4,5,11,0,2,7,7,41,11,62,37,10,73,0,1,5,2,18,36,2,10,33,229,64,14,0.08058430505496399,0.0,0.07863865730788974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138708226759685,0.08346103708211705,0.0,0.06444323963814719,0.13410519455962694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061646772798105015,0.0,0.0,0.056346419772849314,0.0,0.0,0.21521134909116396,0.0,0.0,0.07571160727224817,0.0,0.0,0.14737033321508486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951099648489719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434001038180735,0.0,0.0,0.10394042037445532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788388037703813,0.0,0.08245786196503978,0.0673178465212482,0.0,0.07137377558975433,0.0,0.08987280163530953,0.053225173480122116,0.0,0.0,0.07700175684454404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04074584592323904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365259491245862,0.06854496871324105,0.0,0.0,0.31129617093726764,0.1489977830102443,0.1263059201900493,0.07730380833016093,0.045797917628774776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912063564314222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851417426759295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096987165173097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090260610726494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181082629381431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767052057032544,0.0,0.0,0.06850989443571119,0.0,0.07625081788998933,0.16137194811471695,0.0,0.16191553138897313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136717610240769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923873636437608,0.0,0.0,0.07782882397467282,0.0,0.15124582272709933,0.0,0.0773228140709639,0.09174576541425418,0.1691193448319941,0.08581965489633049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793350530742543,0.0,0.08419344728740907,0.0,0.0761782154262096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421659357896628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162436929727132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326222475625373,0.128430515687319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827882016711692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435473011188468,0.0,0.0,0.16848842474381476,0.0922497496618658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25908244769582844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053536631553329585,0.05163516882759623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471145343961137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396407046197866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470245812555655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568095118552078
lonely,whyamIalonehere,2019/10/05,Someone to talk to? Just need anyone to talk to me,-1.9809090909090905,-0.33356499999999656,0.5004545454545449,101.2706818181818,108.0909090909091,2.2,14.590909090909092,3.1291,-1.451763636363636,39,1,9,0,2,13,7,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33560841717008993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558940416249634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066797296954253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7715685445346327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lemoncakes101,2019/10/05,"wow it really just hit me it hurts in my heart to sorta just realize, deep down, i am just a really lonely person with no siblings and hardly any friends to message, hardly communicative on social media because of social anxiety and could never try to message other people like my crush. 

shit really hurts.",8.593690476190481,8.443508607142862,9.39,60.98833333333336,61.14285714285714,11.752380952380953,32.95238095238096,11.20814326018867,4.128388095238095,246,8,35,6,3,84,43,56,0.254,0.618,0.128,-0.7889,0,2,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,10,3,2,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,4,3,8,1,0,5,0,3,0,0,6,4,1,1,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090202638223226,0.0,0.15850621927461775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630622978251435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543107336874946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008098036706375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37121816133357505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24553111773377126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436203742699645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122667888730633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980418994294066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364529127479575,0.1809176627374217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39820982810629785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268619403598948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.422425379101044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067412197120974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Winslarry-,2019/09/21,"Do you find loneliness suffocating? This may be long but I’m just curious if anyone can relate. 

I’ve always felt lonely. I’m 27(f) and I’ve never been in a relationship, well not one that lasted long. I attribute this to a number of factors, my mental health, looks, trauma from my past that prevents me from ever being able to be physically intimate. I’ve always been able to usually shrug off the loneliness- dive into books, tv or message a friend. I don’t have many but the ones I do are amazing. 

However recently I’ve been really struggling. I moved to a new city to go back to school and I’ve been finding myself unable to distract myself anymore. I find myself almost having panic attacks about how lonely I am. I worry about my life always been this way. It just suffocates me and it’s the only thing I can think of. I just worry how long will I be able to go on like this. I just can’t take how overwhelming I find it now.

Do you guys feel the same way? If so how do you deal with it? I’ve been thinking of getting a cat but I’m not sure if that’ll help.",0.7397576396206559,3.1051608630136966,3.0511643835616447,88.18968651211806,86.48858447488584,5.743659992975061,19.381981032665962,7.1686216300943375,0.5799138040042151,835,24,169,13,26,285,121,219,0.174,0.72,0.106,-0.9525,1,4,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,0,0,15,13,1,4,9,0,25,2,0,5,3,38,37,15,0,3,13,0,2,1,1,3,2,0,0,1,12,5,0,1,8,2,0,3,5,8,1,2,7,3,23,5,20,23,1,21,0,3,1,0,9,4,0,6,13,117,35,2,0.34376974686784034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474524801703001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860439682142894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364240506877993,0.08012393335157794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036257175805824,0.0,0.08811257190042311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813717138060435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103653139077132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05794010438051615,0.0,0.11002428909614166,0.0,0.4189324276308451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853188455745525,0.0,0.059868501388462926,0.0,0.13024817954794604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134620322672575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218037218408088,0.0,0.0,0.07680720499008369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340607534473397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093824623066137,0.05598284461299728,0.0,0.0,0.3042254081749784,0.09622666891527967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617618884288745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547968311180334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179094560540928,0.0,0.0,0.08837880717237873,0.11067165456328047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552981848724171,0.08715079445035624,0.0,0.13444657620655565,0.0,0.0,0.10938904058100328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340923419033138,0.0,0.11314371744690505,0.1230266852999128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597111227370707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979425994684728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799963935836562,0.0,0.08615735565724915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612844819137746,0.14684918198594488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620460291697028,0.0,0.0,0.18191228259939013,0.0,0.0,0.1030300958403604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23274324328327126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chainsunflowers,2019/09/21,why i don’t have friends i’ve never let having a lot of friends get to me... but it’s getting to me... i may only have one good friend & that’s all. it’s so depressing.. plus i’m really social so it sucks not being able to go out and do things. how can i meet friends? 😫🥴,-2.0167857142857137,-0.2384084920634901,1.1542658730158737,100.81330357142859,94.23809523809523,4.419841269841268,15.811507936507935,5.985473137389443,-0.7694111111111108,207,5,55,2,8,73,47,63,0.055999999999999994,0.696,0.248,0.9141,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,2,10,14,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,5,5,6,11,2,3,0,1,0,0,6,1,1,2,1,36,10,0,0.21984309708878416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23819990384622186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189350537383324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6794009258656534,0.0,0.2297178890793513,0.0,0.12494189836171656,0.18439395945297815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480446159881529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869027394813356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955654937190592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489713721714323,0.16720058184538325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083711739930369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241023519879752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460539850825467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837420071629533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,qjpham,2019/09/21,Stabbing pain Loneliness is a stabbing pain. Deep inside. Hurts with each breath. Why am I so lonely.,1.753333333333334,3.756916000000005,1.898333333333337,89.46750000000002,111.22222222222223,4.022222222222221,21.166666666666668,5.985473137389443,0.7524000000000002,80,3,13,1,4,24,16,18,0.589,0.41100000000000003,0.0,-0.9407,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202412428260681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8354183508845096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542223550729235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NineWeeksOld,2019/09/21,"I'm happily in a relationship. But I crave for friends too... My girlfriend is great to be around, I love being with her. But I have no one else to talk with. No buddies to game with, hang out with. I really want to find a couple homies...",-0.04462585034013955,2.1757164081632645,2.0439795918367345,94.95399659863949,89.0,5.715646258503401,18.37074829931973,7.1686216300943375,0.19577278911564644,180,5,42,3,6,60,36,49,0.079,0.625,0.29600000000000004,0.9216,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,10,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,12,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,0,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29360333446505193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36493161254619183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27551629072228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30144294271127864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25481256684470216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636197987465429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976689470928287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348970267306564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112865380381989,0.0,0.0,0.3540955400234535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650910518872321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945321465814364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Don_Bueno,2019/09/21,Me I’m a monumental fuck up with zero friends and I can barely keep a relationship of any sort. Anyone want to talk to my lonely ass,-0.2674999999999983,2.021882964285716,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,94.35714285714286,5.6571428571428575,17.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.4979,105,3,22,2,4,38,25,28,0.289,0.578,0.134,-0.7269,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,5,5,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,1,2,1,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942910621072627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025952599997205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343486459704719,0.4000788610094767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846562168157844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646213717676625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347835412338208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552525592149181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,1_am_lost,2019/09/21,". I’m use to being disregarded. Until I speak up, and show my true emotions. Then I receive sympathy, not what I asked for. Then 15 minutes go by, and I’m disregarded again. This is why I like to be alone.",-0.4357142857142868,1.8118882857142893,2.592380952380953,88.94428571428574,94.71428571428572,5.6571428571428575,21.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,0.883257142857143,156,6,34,3,6,55,32,42,0.16,0.667,0.17300000000000001,0.1531,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,6,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484507621177399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047905449981231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870594951913616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24608022835640234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211538790549255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739674283036557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39070935572756144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheShrinky,2019/09/21,"In desperate need. Hello. I am 21. Throughout my life I’ve been neglected by my parents. Mostly relying on parents of other children for help. I tend to put others before myself. I’m also starved for attention, yet can’t properly appreciate or thank those who do give me attention. I am conflicted. I recently lost and entire group of friends of who I had an online relationship with. They have removed me from their life’s completely for my foolish behavior that relates to me not being able to properly appreciate the attention I’m given. When I lost them, I fell into the arms of a girl who we had mutual feelings. Now she wants me out of her life. 

My grandmother, and last remaining grandparent, passed away yesterday morning.

Roughly 4 days ago I tried drowning myself.

I am not a first time to this page. This is about my 3rd time being here.

I don’t drink, I don’t smoke, and I live I clean life style, however I’ve developed an addiction to sleeping pills. When ever I have free time or a day off from school or work, I take about 4 over the counter sleeping pills at once. Doesn’t matter the time of day or night, if I have nothing to do within the next hour, it’s a sleeping pill.
I’ll skip meals and hygiene if it’s bad enough. 

I’m told I need to learn to love myself, but it’s hard to do so when you are alone. 
Let me be clear, I’m comfortable with who I am. I just don’t love who I am.

I need friends. I have a hard time asking for help, and like I said it’s very hard to me to also accept help. I have a tendency to stress or hurt others unintentionally.

Thank you for reading.",2.362003641036626,4.30523040062112,4.0950032126793765,85.47990683229816,77.29192546583852,7.6711929749411025,25.389162561576363,8.53829466247534,1.7868692225315916,1247,46,257,26,29,419,171,322,0.09,0.75,0.16,0.9772,4,1,2,0,0,0,40.0,1,2,3,4,13,16,0,1,13,0,27,16,4,0,2,37,49,19,1,6,11,2,5,1,2,0,8,1,1,2,16,10,2,2,6,2,1,4,7,6,0,1,8,6,46,11,39,37,3,35,0,4,0,2,31,9,0,8,23,170,62,4,0.1001987471996495,0.0,0.0,0.10923142433818983,0.0,0.0,0.08882014374603105,0.0,0.0,0.10377568373776623,0.0,0.16025780386949884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936723027950486,0.0,0.09414002133513254,0.0,0.08366176860724077,0.0,0.0,0.08526175388045631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505648007789108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385970812471132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981566261941974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035320906706934,0.0,0.0,0.09063550332861996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050663497219636366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522900318146813,0.0,0.0,0.15482660706542015,0.0,0.0,0.09611976852267733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692751893536304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014833244469457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867558249104752,0.0,0.10726483123700628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167535231635559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246000768446313,0.2830933535044368,0.04895204664753239,0.0,0.08847732950343769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187575377919757,0.0,0.1808665627359224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22288830430447315,0.0,0.0,0.10656250437683036,0.0940297365975864,0.0,0.09614340031321963,0.0,0.0,0.10670839563427968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251770208587016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072741601532546,0.0,0.0,0.10022586240365663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893417479272294,0.10757595615808392,0.0,0.0,0.09531195386909776,0.0,0.0,0.10140648152185387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008133286096741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477732638096973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533698800618865,0.0,0.0,0.18449908859038608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921334763454793,0.0,0.0,0.09574419687224286,0.0,0.06802837213005564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267446010142164,0.05909981715837611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294588132266439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WiemarP,2019/09/21,"Can never bring myself to talk to anyone A few years ago I moved away from America back to where I originally lived. I lost my very best friend due to his parent’s messy divorce.
Now I live in the Netherlands and I can’t talk to people, because I find it extremely hard to express myself in Dutch and I’m just scared of talking to people cause they will find me weird or something.
I know I shouldn’t be complaining because my class in college and family are very nice, but it’s so hard to talk to them. It’s like I’m always the outlier, the one who can’t hold up a conversation like the rest.
I feel like no one understands me anymore and I just feel so lonely because of it.",2.4359047619047622,4.1745729714285735,3.8785714285714255,88.03476190476192,76.42857142857143,6.9523809523809526,23.809523809523807,7.793537801064563,1.1169523809523811,536,17,113,8,12,177,85,140,0.133,0.748,0.12,0.2811,1,2,1,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,7,11,0,1,6,0,7,0,0,2,1,19,15,8,0,1,4,1,4,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,6,0,0,2,5,5,0,2,1,4,19,6,17,11,3,15,0,2,0,0,14,6,0,1,10,74,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264716901256935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871600737105452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149404389156095,0.09976081846869687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404670499933846,0.10970732367315816,0.0,0.26091782084485776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972732107535575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656526478459034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450013427191387,0.0,0.14428029162769973,0.10192617097493367,0.0,0.0,0.2608024850711362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022940205985267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255615350828879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840977365783276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091095942940936,0.0,0.2519671085447365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574527559533885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163964008555372,0.0,0.0,0.11003880825616016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933588801936946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842233911574305,0.0,0.0,0.19782405791902435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284133506320248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983723982664452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587030930661419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852842794933685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23544160723615665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187723119979778
lonely,-AutisticArtist-,2019/09/21,"Why I’m lonely I have autism, adhd and anxiety. If you interact with me, you *will* be unnerved. I have violent reflexes, especially when attacked or in a situation where I am helpless. People at my school honestly think I’m a cannibal because I made all of three jokes about it and my facial expressions and voice are too hard to read. I’m also gay, so that makes me even more isolated. Nobody likes me anymore or wants me. I’m truly alone.",2.3520801033591745,4.8273678255813985,4.601782945736434,79.08959948320414,80.04651162790698,8.473385012919898,26.997416020671835,9.150863307647796,2.801409819121446,347,15,64,10,9,120,66,86,0.214,0.6709999999999999,0.115,-0.813,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,7,7,2,0,2,0,6,2,1,2,1,12,14,9,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,12,3,6,11,2,4,0,2,0,1,4,3,0,3,2,43,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150560567253589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27151066668143314,0.0,0.2096430570356972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054575124323107,0.0,0.25998458639412586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29823602623757106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598055764269354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314908658041714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348369211645632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807434595446804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24805479447788345,0.17498866037014688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174335986997905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622231888994553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653120693802488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29467010912750435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797657449182266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546241872804152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365516275439217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,STAFFBOY07,2019/09/21,"Surrounded by people but no ones actually there! I've been separated from the girl of my dreams and I've never felt more alone in my entire life, sleeping feels like a chore and I have continuous nightmares of either her dying or wanting nothing to do with me. The place I sleep feels like its missing something so important as if I'm sleeping without a duvet or a pillow.

I am surrounding myself with friends and family to keep my mind busy and to generally stop myself from self-harming. I enjoy spending time with my friends but it feels like the most important part is always missing, I want to go home and tell her about what I did , I want to see her smile again at me, but I know that's impossible. 

I just really need some sort of company or just task to keep me busy but nothing is working, I feel like giving up. This individual was my entire life and the moment I lost them, I lost a part of myself.",6.41,6.074862222222228,7.228888888888887,75.295,65.66666666666667,10.088888888888887,32.44444444444444,9.642632912329526,2.8803777777777784,720,26,139,13,10,241,109,180,0.085,0.685,0.23,0.9823,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,6,11,0,0,8,0,8,5,3,0,1,40,28,16,1,5,12,0,5,4,2,0,2,0,3,1,5,9,0,3,6,1,1,1,3,4,0,1,6,6,27,7,22,22,6,13,0,4,1,0,9,6,0,7,10,98,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.11900377450931833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630147534624328,0.0,0.0,0.10147060542640368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265628960911548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496183502740767,0.0,0.24664253569111125,0.3484790469846402,0.11708931982615507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843363099037086,0.0,0.0,0.11698374934373483,0.06930592725092526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232390803627385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678618559148846,0.0,0.0,0.06701949788068326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227112807407072,0.2383107676139141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26624155843728897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313283833725165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042298624988512,0.09405390849486192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340250214115427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263520258266988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26411586177453283,0.0,0.08454347214613975,0.0,0.1274098307264432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812308873719644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717686346760514,0.0,0.1272184857164444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36610857032002003,0.0,0.0,0.09388162110893364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195408932404776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658803251369588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110892982154995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578448334750905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755363656078288,0.0,0.08877968421548074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,papayameow,2019/09/21,"How do I find motivation when extremely lonely? I've been chronically lonely for some time now. I recently cut off my ""best friend"" two weeks ago when she stopped being much of a friend at all. I feel so goddamn lonely and depressed on the weekends. I hate it! 

I told myself yesterday I would get up early, get work done, clean up the apartment... but my soul feels fried. My brain is on strike until I have fun but nothing sounds fun. I specifically want to have fun with people I know but I don't have anyone! Instead my mind is hibernating/on strike UNTIL this can be achieved. Otherwise I would be terribly inefficient with whatever time I do put towards my work/cleanup, and tonight be unable to sleep because I was under-stimulated all day. It's like social starvation...

Does anyone relate to this?? How can I feel motivated enough to take care of myself?",3.1050762527233147,5.775214024691363,4.224001452432823,81.75153594771245,78.50617283950619,7.268554829339143,25.57879448075527,8.313332769828598,1.9691818445896883,680,26,124,14,17,221,105,162,0.134,0.654,0.212,0.9593,0,6,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,5,7,15,2,0,3,0,19,3,2,4,2,24,30,12,0,3,3,0,3,1,2,2,1,1,1,0,4,4,0,1,7,1,0,1,1,7,0,1,4,4,22,8,18,20,6,25,1,4,0,0,5,8,0,1,17,85,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924292034072695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23544551146667636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263202648520166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766857280856413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187947881357763,0.0,0.0,0.1716564703501008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857968232844596,0.0,0.14501010491905392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473348843752904,0.1722929713556572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739631451718481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553869413233427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387998873681447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601524159987871,0.0,0.17592458757982926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622280348482105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252745489777407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225326024266523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699978141580312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376557941193955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154805913465592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672114165686455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692504998357901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623734825047154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848377611086154,0.17162404724838687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075832705236446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658741165593232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634669029022475,0.0,0.0,0.16087728463656684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644653926704595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930437997870488,0.0,0.1350499909230985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451393545714453,0.0,0.0,0.23919933412850444,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,icftliwicftlin,2019/09/21,"I feel so alone and that no one can relate to me at all. I have friends and family but I still feel very alone. Probably more alone when I’m actually surrounded by them. I’ve been through (and am going through) a lot of shit in my life and I don’t feel like any of my friends really can relate to any of it. This makes me feel really lonely. It’s not that i can’t open up to them, i can, it’s just i don’t want to because I know they can’t relate to anything I’m going through so what’s the point. I just want to find someone who is as lonely as I am so we can just relate to one another on what it feels like to feel really alone.",0.25118634886240443,1.7387206408450702,2.796760563380285,94.46638678223188,82.02816901408453,6.622751895991333,19.373781148429035,7.61054688173877,0.30507085590465843,489,12,123,8,13,170,72,142,0.166,0.728,0.106,-0.8672,0,8,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,3,0,8,7,1,0,2,0,13,2,1,1,1,24,27,11,0,2,5,0,6,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,8,0,0,2,6,3,0,2,1,6,18,4,21,26,3,11,0,2,0,0,7,7,1,1,4,84,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.13310038723088852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5650501539378038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185504522947405,0.14302048381245522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224023427406764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314421553289035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857965910756336,0.0,0.4137879299642459,0.19487909642678905,0.0,0.0,0.1246611938582078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075456938701412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503114573515692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495830411026308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633876719416733,0.13326995543413858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159568816496767,0.0,0.0,0.0910437246242112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484753963488856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893594981013584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147055268712522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26213151823465153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000597427575615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155657753454506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089240303848854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253892705028846,0.16089684779828414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_TallBeets,2019/09/21,"I wish someone would at me the way my cat looks at me... I'm sorry in advance if this sounds pathetic. 

Every time I look round my little cat is usually staring at me with such love in her eyes, and her paws always curl when we make eye contact. She's always so happy to see me no matter what time of day or night, no matter what I look like. Her life's mission is to find ways to snuggle closer to me whenever she can. Even when it's too warm to sit on my lap she always has a paw touching me somewhere. 

I'm lucky that I have have this kind of love in my life. It would be nice if it came from a human, but I'm grateful for this. I don't know what I'd do if I didn't have her. 

I don't feel particularly wanted or needed by the people in my life, but my little cat thinks I'm the best thing ever. I'll never be disappointing to her.",2.696068840579713,2.817113570652176,4.69108695652174,88.74014492753626,73.6195652173913,7.220289855072465,22.94202898550725,6.816661863887847,0.4823202898550725,643,14,153,5,12,223,105,184,0.036000000000000004,0.789,0.174,0.9737,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,2,7,10,0,0,5,0,15,7,2,1,2,26,33,11,0,8,7,0,4,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,11,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,2,12,28,9,20,27,1,25,0,1,8,2,13,11,0,6,10,98,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35964671025985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119819602328685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478382367378885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291668473010496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516041297776147,0.13032440680332785,0.12138970026078895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284882832052668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168226405820735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337089415725785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003231101571693,0.07918004705161241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052940515346085,0.07038794078317863,0.28880271074284364,0.0,0.0,0.3629610349488426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600672654031905,0.0,0.09617141803121547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683004994397034,0.11111979551487637,0.0,0.0,0.13520496046149336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998837101757436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480940420341218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207458050209527,0.0,0.0,0.16128056397285276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957172637484358,0.09231766978919426,0.0,0.0,0.16802299590737335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867864839833248,0.0,0.08497937707064508,0.22872062082329386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567954757890724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469399652172832,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,aragorn316,2019/09/21,"Help[M] : Stuck in a one sided marriage. My wife opened up recently and told me that she can’t be just with me anymore. As i type this, she is in another room, busy chatting with other men. I am sad and depressed and feel horrible about myself. Wish i could find a woman to talk to to help with this empty feeling.",1.9871428571428569,4.0607850952380975,3.301825396825397,90.09178571428572,79.0,6.104761904761905,23.198412698412696,7.1686216300943375,0.8537746031746027,243,8,50,3,6,79,50,63,0.19699999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0.099,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,10,4,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,7,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,9,0,11,6,0,7,0,2,0,0,10,6,0,0,1,36,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310115439194918,0.0,0.0,0.293300535843789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361290943244453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547255731331544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990761001822381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703064613779064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39646458320942585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040512523067444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920134692190899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377094103915264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825979510602403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34009327337317785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,aprilsarah,2019/09/21,Loneliness is good You can do whatever you want. No one will judge you. You don’t have to wait for your friends to finish up their chores. You don’t need to make them happy. You can do a lot of things by yourself.  The most tragic in life is you are trapped by a group of friends or family members who only harm you.,0.8397402597402639,2.9769594242424238,2.0325974025974034,97.28318181818184,83.54545454545455,5.58961038961039,20.034632034632033,6.868970318607317,0.1325177489177496,246,7,57,3,7,78,47,66,0.187,0.64,0.17300000000000001,-0.2716,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,9,2,0,0,6,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,1,0,7,15,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,11,4,10,14,2,3,0,1,0,0,15,2,0,3,1,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115322374334313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5106316427198692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771776924004785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517852861211362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334166376228321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28094884553946103,0.0,0.0,0.2205874197623013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24503501718742804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22393109456896346,0.2513329155760051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195457306257239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491634733863306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,annoyedtenant123,2019/09/21,"Posted abroad for work Any advice / tips for someone who has been sent abroad for work ? 

I have been sent to a country where I don’t speak the language for 6 months and as such i end up dreading the weekends as I am all alone and cannot speak with anyone.",5.176918238993714,4.712561283018868,4.881132075471701,91.53352201257864,68.24528301886792,7.066666666666667,27.10062893081761,3.1291,0.5260364779874216,200,5,45,0,3,61,39,53,0.11199999999999999,0.888,0.0,-0.6597,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,4,9,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,2,4,0,9,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,29,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421754229956451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362663467892458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381229812362713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448422487015105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31014065816712216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27949692270465576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353595482114139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966921400826668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5098459549695391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Snoruen,2019/09/21,"Worst I felt in quite some time This is probably gonna be a long post. I don't even know where to start, at this point I feel like I'm almost unable to articulate my thoughts in a coherent way. This is just gonna be a rambeling messy rent, but I feel like it will be better of my chest. 

I've always been a lonely person. To make a long story short, childhood trauma f-ed me up pretty badly and made me a severely anxious and socially awkward person. It got pretty bad for me when I left for University. I moved out to live on my own in a bigger city. I've been there for almost 5 years now, and I don't have a close relationship with anyone. I don't really have any friends. My former friends from back in my hometown invite me for drinks a few times a year when I'm there, but I know that it's because they feel bad for me. 
But I think the worst part in all of this is living with myself. I am so angry at myself for being anxious about irrational things. I am so angry at myself for being depressed while it could be so much worse. I am so angry at myself for being unable to interact with another person properly because I'm such a mess. I am disgusted with myself for envying people who have friends and relationships. I'm amazed by how pathetic I am.
I yearn to be closer to people. I would like to get in a normal relationship, but I can't. I can't, because nobody would love a faulty defective thing like me. And most of all, I can't because even if there were someone for me, I would never inflict that on them. I would never want someone to have to live with an ugly, uninteresting, flawed person like me. 
I know that I'm a burden. To the people that know me, who make efforts to be nice to me. To my only friend, my mom, who doesn't even know that I'm struggling because I don't want to admit that to her.
But in a paradoxical and probably selfish way, I still can't help to feel lonely. These last few days, for some reason, I feel almost crushed by that to the point where I'm not able to function anymore.
I'm at the point where I need to tell my story to strangers on the internet because I feel like that will help. I felt like writting everything down could maybe take some weight of my shoulders. Sorry if this was a completely unreadable mess, especially since english is not my first language.",4.558192090395483,4.9411261186440685,5.746000000000002,81.889395480226,69.59322033898304,8.581468926553672,27.59774011299435,8.548686976883017,1.8241090960451976,1816,56,372,27,30,608,203,472,0.239,0.637,0.12300000000000001,-0.9962,2,4,1,0,0,1,48.0,0,0,2,4,22,33,1,2,22,0,43,5,2,5,4,66,80,21,0,13,10,1,9,7,4,8,0,0,1,4,23,13,2,0,17,1,1,1,13,18,0,1,9,9,57,15,63,52,13,53,0,4,0,1,25,29,0,9,27,261,80,0,0.07009306472419705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056423819718392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583230448888753,0.0,0.0,0.04766568760606052,0.07349868989021856,0.0,0.15837042388136766,0.06951348563806317,0.0490107006000893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389724018622998,0.1755743437663052,0.2563684900533897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199161969606565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349124478695772,0.0,0.0,0.11192721731537053,0.0,0.0,0.04520422809254071,0.0,0.060371053938577064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686645187212756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388874245606839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629951269472042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212646957513012,0.1502234983326688,0.13460066839123727,0.0,0.0,0.0596211250473433,0.0,0.0,0.21661491173019945,0.0,0.03662073333383355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056059826983261216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939638075724734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260657640206952,0.057135202946947974,0.0,0.0,0.07615631991237955,0.0,0.0,0.2397075162075063,0.0,0.18568038094782469,0.12406031316159948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326172752954541,0.0663237526214387,0.09357532996993824,0.0,0.07041790466368826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820921502573983,0.0,0.07449783505605849,0.05152646758367846,0.051973119346993904,0.10812018523135013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867632126293532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330893423721585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759039585770116,0.0,0.1457811166195418,0.2448102420065121,0.0,0.0,0.19878180673523915,0.0,0.0671297804931058,0.14261969147228554,0.15114435783894534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455260226006097,0.0,0.0,0.04490341209782002,0.07206734451991928,0.0,0.22576115974977984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918521194068383,0.0,0.05798170746160077,0.0,0.0,0.07145105245853689,0.11877925256043954,0.0,0.0,0.07846344735500771,0.049612231978810914,0.0,0.055976412031646584,0.0,0.0,0.07327649008570015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270126148306084,0.0,0.06126442804583464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313343530166396,0.044912805641358536,0.0,0.05564606391970616,0.0817436594283486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268541124603519,0.1112732244289148,0.0,0.08535446965249324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143082117200455,0.1991684084471852,0.0,0.0,0.09027527118197053
lonely,Jimothytheskin,2019/09/21,"Ex girlfriend is getting married today I'm sad. I feel like I will never find someone else. It's been two years. I've went through hell and back since then. Finally on my feet but it's like her wedding is just reopening everything. 

I know it's stupid. There have been alot of good points. I've accomplished things too. But my love life is non existent",0.326666666666668,2.6464948571428586,1.350714285714286,95.76845238095241,100.42857142857143,5.190476190476192,21.547619047619047,6.816661863887847,0.8111904761904767,280,11,58,5,12,87,54,70,0.11699999999999999,0.655,0.22899999999999998,0.8765,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,2,0,1,0,7,3,1,0,1,9,13,4,0,0,3,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,1,6,4,3,9,1,9,1,1,0,1,5,2,1,1,8,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991790684392609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638739971161366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23280061573102184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309740002689597,0.18505200113030607,0.0,0.2837561104013764,0.2367499009358423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353331548293097,0.0,0.0,0.2172631514615677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235681949756238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829614564372197,0.25309920248833745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337858471724205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997808950834056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24486828980106515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427335497727276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194763664443104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720888752358877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455313696101476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25303592586493545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24012459550013485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680765429730146
lonely,xStone_GazerXX,2019/09/21,"I Wish I had a friend group who are also on the fringes of society 😢 I’m 18, here in the US, and I’m kind of a burn out/slacker. I always wished I had some wild and rebellious friends who would be there for me. I wish I had a friend group like That 70s Show it Freaks and Geeks. 

If you live in the US, and you feel like this, then let’s create some group chat with other folks",0.02464285714285808,1.6108471785714331,1.5692857142857155,102.5132142857143,83.16666666666667,5.152380952380953,16.452380952380953,5.985473137389443,-0.8841619047619047,289,5,77,2,8,93,56,84,0.057999999999999996,0.6859999999999999,0.256,0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,2,0,0,3,8,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,13,13,7,0,5,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,11,6,7,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,3,3,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716602562601122,0.15312489417013042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304939104494256,0.1314686577600382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265355422229383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163541128834127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881796923763144,0.0,0.17981222698503654,0.0,0.1624988815100336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44272274285092894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6348646107109053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072723450746032,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,showerthoughtss,2019/09/21,"Rejection, No friends, No Hope. Im 19 yrs old guy
Having no friends to hangout 
Realizing my crush lying to me about her Availability
The more i think the more lonely i feel.
Work is boring
Don't know how get hope in life.",-0.0037142857142846712,2.3321540888888923,2.126031746031749,91.27000000000002,97.0,5.238095238095238,19.761904761904766,6.868970318607317,0.5305238095238098,174,6,37,3,7,58,36,45,0.33,0.474,0.196,-0.7346,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,9,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,5,4,4,9,2,2,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687116765254085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488352721644706,0.0,0.1517594211909665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876125499167408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5770076755885477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137591710351922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596355937817692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516867994534668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048010795370566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861224712804362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146678285665105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Chobitsmaster,2019/09/21,"Singleness sucks I hate that relationships are everywhere. Any show/movie/game I watch/ play has a love interest. I wouldnt mind that if I hadmve never been in a relationship, not for a lack of trying mind you, and I constantly hate being single. I've tried online dating and no one ever responds, and I've tried meeting people irl but all the women I meet are already in a relationship. I do not feel I am owed a relationship I just wish I could find someone that I can be with if it's even possible.",4.458657142857142,5.5298933800000025,6.0294285714285705,77.27900000000002,70.2,9.314285714285717,27.285714285714285,9.606745405546679,2.4232714285714283,398,13,77,9,7,136,70,100,0.091,0.7809999999999999,0.128,0.5075,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,3,0,6,0,11,1,0,0,3,21,18,6,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,5,3,0,1,1,2,12,3,5,13,4,6,0,0,1,1,10,2,1,2,4,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701564350946757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485691286347948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666284673103783,0.0,0.12311101614736075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184339655640144,0.1394769088081917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796490031049393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093012649134734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044684486028661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391657140453232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31138309339909903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892358435363748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448555134162146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689840435360644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383007841988887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6621847411212939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306477086689047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140619307276695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731499199469694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,idkiiiii,2019/09/21,talk with me my friend doesn't respond i think she is sleeping and i feel lonely,-1.296176470588236,-0.28073370588235314,-0.05014705882352821,102.99183823529414,121.35294117647058,1.7000000000000002,16.014705882352942,3.1291,-1.3314588235294122,65,2,14,0,4,20,16,17,0.141,0.6779999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.1779,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963740114445504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528564462832111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.58657125141822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711235131989967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755799338632255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CoachMichaelKuhn,2019/09/21,"Someone lonely because they don't find the time/have the social skills to meet and attract a girlfriend? I'm researching problems men encounter in their Dating Life, because they don't have the time or social skills to meet and attract a woman whom they can spend their time with. Feel free to dm me! We can just chat a little and/or have a little Interview :)",7.087500000000002,7.448134514705885,6.137058823529415,81.34176470588238,64.14705882352942,7.976470588235292,31.70588235294117,7.1686216300943375,1.9913705882352937,289,10,51,2,4,87,44,68,0.073,0.769,0.158,0.7281,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,5,2,1,5,0,0,7,0,6,1,0,0,0,9,8,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,7,4,5,8,0,6,0,1,0,0,16,3,0,1,3,30,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053245751732957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126626992948769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22889220742179275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688899328566215,0.0,0.5020014687939053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23963158777579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5105720028162064,0.21219197893546848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380903689565379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shanaded,2019/09/21,"Coping with being lonely. How? I'm 24 and I've not got any friends. I have spent my last 3 birthdays alone and my last 4 Christmases alone. I've only ever had 1 night out in a bar in my entire life. I genuinely can't remember the last time I had a conversation with someone outside my family. I understand people have go through phases of having no friends but it's been this way for 7 years. I've changed jobs a few times, moved to a new area, moved away again, put my self completely out of my comfort zone, tried on numerous occasions to find bonds with colleagues or to reconnect with people i went to school with but it just never happens. 
I'm really beginning to struggle with basic things and it's coming to that time of year again -Christmas, New Year, my birthday. I just can't keep telling my self it will work out eventually. After 7 years with absolutely no change Im sick of lying to myself, it feels like positive dribble.
I don't want to kill myself but I don't want to plaster a smile on my face everyday and pretend things are all good for the sake of getting through another day, these last 7 years have been awful. I'm 24 with a shock of grey hair. It's not normal to be alone as much as I am.

Can anyone relate and how do you cope?
I've heavily relied on youtube and TV all this time but even I am growing bored of staring at a screen for company 24/7. 

ps I don't have any mental disabilities that prevent me from gaining and building relationships or anything.",2.279239759314972,4.503873197986582,3.702149965285816,86.82244966442957,78.76510067114094,6.7949085859754685,25.37653320990512,7.873277556716777,1.5216476278639208,1175,45,235,20,29,386,168,298,0.139,0.757,0.10400000000000001,-0.6671,1,5,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,1,0,2,8,10,1,1,9,1,22,5,2,2,4,44,38,17,1,3,10,0,2,1,2,1,2,0,0,2,13,19,1,2,4,3,1,7,10,5,0,0,7,5,24,5,44,28,4,44,1,1,3,0,8,11,0,2,26,142,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319027724597198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964798333025727,0.1076659577997986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717942596042114,0.0,0.08449455633668382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964685743915725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172376475077482,0.08844728410904801,0.10765505169827908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066218275746867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781729766888156,0.09287737214599052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679489106987488,0.0,0.05191665862354924,0.07335258563194116,0.0,0.0,0.09384506666059432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586562425805533,0.0,0.053644579727984004,0.0,0.058353797824735834,0.08612073268544658,0.08212030684164709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079707598205172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090895533137043,0.0,0.10189124074919942,0.09126418004192054,0.11359706776910836,0.0,0.0,0.3347823673351051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252391662171499,0.05016287532829415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034744301925562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218259149307351,0.07547952885586487,0.0,0.07919095781035243,0.19833248734005865,0.0,0.09635556176147812,0.10060181913425692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809060913207053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142366832872903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321890825319956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657776196992357,0.0,0.0,0.11023684700937876,0.11631320975437423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391477044235377,0.0,0.0,0.21422934774939706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699802685439323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734046417791043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974436598072559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364282891289154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394875173845774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971105364639134,0.0,0.0,0.10689054759656072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112330180540234,0.08150035261516575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518275860932722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747501974094848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306036322538902
lonely,UncommonJade1,2019/09/21,"I hurt everyone I cared about and now I'm alone. I have nobody to blame but myself. Idk where to even start. I just need a place to write this out. Gotta get it off my mind. I'm gonna cut this story ""short""  cause if I explained EVERYTHING then I'd be here for hours. 

I've been a shitty person. I'm 24 and I've destroyed every meaningful friendship and relationship I've ever had because I cant keep myself from sleeping around. 

Let me start from the beginning. 
Senior year of high school, met a girl, fell in love, dated for 4 years, asked her to marry me, yadda yada. Come to find out that she had been cheating on me for who knows how long... as you could imagine this tore me apart. I spiraled deep into depression and tried whatever I could to numb it. I drank every single day, did some drugs and had alot of random sex. 

Now, living where I live it's like a very tight circle.  Everyone knows everyone kinda. Um, and word got around that im... well endowed... and eventually word also got around that I'm easy to get. And at the time I didnt really care that people were saying that. I mean, I was fucking all sorts of girls right?? Unfortunately I didnt realize the can of worms I was digging into. 

Time went on and I eventually finally got over my ex and stopped drinking as much, stopped the drugs completely. But the sex.. I couldnt stop. Even when I tried to just be friends with girls it always ended in something sexual.  Whether I wanted it or not. Id wake up in a new bed almost every other night and most of the time I'd cry because I let my impulses get the better of me. Why couldnt i stop? This led into girls that I knew had boyfriends/husbands... I have decent self control when unprovoked. But. People aren't loyal I've come to find out. So I quickly became the ""good luck chuck"" if you will... girls started only using me to get their rocks off as I did or as some sort of revenge on someone or whatever. And as much as I enjoy sex, the aftermath was never worth it. But I just couldnt stop. 

There's many MANY more details in this story that led me to where I am now. Alone, nobody to talk to, nobody to hang out with, everyone keeps a close eye on me from a safe distance for any chance to strike and slander me on social media. Anytime something shitty happens in my town everyone I know assumes I had my hand in it. Even if I had nothing to do with anything. I've been isolated for a good 2 months now and just yesterday I heard a story about me that never happened. It's horrible. Not only have people ejected ne from their lives with good reason but im honestly too afraid to get close to anyone myself. Not to mention this has ruined how i see females.... when you see just how many girls are unloyal firsthand. It puts a dent in your faith for them. So dating and finding a love companion is near impossible for me now.

I've been really working on myself these past few months. Like I said I've kinda isolated myself. For my own good. Trying to find new people that dont hang that nametag over my head like the rest of them. People who know nothing about me. A clean slate. But Everytime I think I found someone worthwhile something happens. Not with me. Someone else brings my demons back and makes sure that this new person knows to avoid me or be wary. Somehow they always find something out. Something that makes them avoid me. 

I miss having friends... I miss having a tight group.  I miss being able to talk to anyone. I miss not feeling so empty... like a void in my chest.  I feel like a husk most days. I mean. I'm working and what not but everyone at work is just there to make a paycheck. And even some of them are wary of me now.... I want my stigma to go away. I don't want to feel so alone anymore. I'm changing. I'm trying to change for the better. But I feel more lonely than ever lately.",1.6188609234603533,3.845467123056996,3.0475641109726515,90.61833836164492,81.13730569948186,5.670518790581754,21.17111562930413,6.8768520350812565,0.4888001705253489,2977,88,614,34,79,970,331,772,0.122,0.736,0.142,0.9726,1,7,8,0,0,0,114.0,0,4,7,6,46,41,4,3,28,0,47,17,6,12,6,147,117,52,0,12,28,1,7,5,3,3,3,3,2,9,33,38,2,13,25,2,1,11,17,16,2,0,28,13,89,25,99,75,15,106,2,8,3,6,43,46,1,22,54,393,122,5,0.05253853182792426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260975045046728,0.16324222254468385,0.0,0.042015044921142296,0.08743253450973235,0.0,0.0,0.03572800326601204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052104106048662654,0.07347232607159071,0.0,0.043234735121351314,0.14031129642732004,0.04911643507863973,0.0,0.049361680115044715,0.040398887965644746,0.0,0.06405400271456121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293212380659338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713306941632636,0.053971544591935205,0.11115760062645944,0.09051458618044447,0.05508565103418059,0.0,0.05892643088705556,0.08389548513070746,0.0,0.05771111019357875,0.06776601324943435,0.0,0.045251360477926335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061574768015759736,0.05146775956340045,0.12185603408095537,0.0,0.043889201745074234,0.0,0.04653354493711601,0.0,0.0,0.13880481907859699,0.09504821985213988,0.1327979370999701,0.3012169119054,0.04721824470284969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626024119379923,0.03753353763556413,0.0,0.057553393554343635,0.24009633137483094,0.0,0.0,0.057605788357592114,0.08118227872558229,0.04857102608029292,0.13724607216078474,0.0,0.029858858388750457,0.17626731129401502,0.1260595901670386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937895055280256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391969102224961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055509843441762234,0.0,0.0,0.051739870769192634,0.0,0.05624358494955407,0.0,0.1135012600629694,0.0,0.0,0.09339732217675817,0.0,0.0,0.1443690154565941,0.0,0.05926575231926761,0.0,0.0,0.10744841677697868,0.0,0.12833836413687266,0.0,0.13917745846374308,0.04649494737653313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483615243187153,0.0,0.10520963389057532,0.15979747507461622,0.0,0.11445972671798288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304894009433828,0.0,0.08387150971643548,0.0,0.07724373210895039,0.038956655637086286,0.08104190928688812,0.15222612428316945,0.0,0.04930385306275475,0.0,0.100824276521865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799158418641045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501539734885448,0.18211801375698025,0.09174923897300254,0.054891583503700186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281573572692591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731505762992565,0.05401836099922561,0.0,0.056406721186536425,0.0,0.044867619115386496,0.04997617497108546,0.04178074925182428,0.0,0.053171799108206526,0.08373281536041846,0.0,0.05480914692455649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257647452727995,0.05355641686524258,0.1335471825714608,0.2022336430078246,0.0,0.0,0.11156112972643224,0.0,0.0,0.21962282563935506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049516944479834187,0.0,0.0,0.08445696351814179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033664569782398304,0.0,0.0,0.09190692123763088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268085756542498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453764227963564,0.0,0.04334979103820761,0.09296576189559512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047238449737322594,0.048703745365512315,0.047407853128829655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147460307048688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766618390750903
lonely,ForzentoRafe,2019/09/21,"""Fake it till you make it"" I think I broke something fundamental in me. lol. ^('lol is such an awesome word. one word is all it takes to sweep away any resemblance of seriousness)

Back when I was 12-16, I was bullied quite often.   
I turned away from people and sought out the comfort of books and fictions.  
From there, I find myself straying into the non-fiction sections. One, in particular, caught my attention.  
Psychology.

I read through it and understood depression from a clinical level.   
I learnt about how people engaged in self-harm to feel better.

I tried to cut myself.  
It hurts. lol.   
It wasn't worth it.   
I remember then, thinking that I would rather throw myself into stories than to cut my wrists.  
I think of myself as some sort of ""*misunderstood hero""* where I would withstand my sadness through sheer force of will and a bit of cleverness.

That's where it all began.  
I thought that if I learn more,  
If I read more,  
I can become a real boy.

Fast forward to today,   
I have tons of head knowledge on how to go out and socialize.   
A mixed bag of information ranging from ""Pickup Artists"", ""Redpill"", ""MGTOW"" etc.   
I filter out the toxic teachings as much as possible and implement the rest into my life.  
Started going to the gym  
Talking to people more  
Trying out new activities that allow me to engage with people  
Going through subreddits for relationships / friends etc  
Dating Apps...

But at the end of the day, something in my head says that I'm just faking it all.   
That I'm still the same little boy that runs to the library  
I'm still the same weakling that abandoned reality for something fictional.

I tell myself to ""expect nothing"" when talking to people  
For that is how it is supposed to be done right?   
No expectations, no problems.

I tell myself that people will be sad if I commit suicide.   
We can't have that now, can we? It will be selfish to make others feel terrible.  
Maybe once my parents are gone, and when I'm no longer talking to anyone...  
That will still take a while though. 

It's so tiring.  
I keep going through the list of ""what to do"" and ""what not to do"".  
PUA says ""You fake it till you make it.""  
Until it becomes part of you.

How long is it going to take? 

I shouldn't have picked up that book then.  
Shouldn't have tried to fix myself.  
I should have just go through the normal life of suffering and enlightenment,   
Not this current state of half-fixes and DIY-repairs

I feel lonely.  
And a voice in me screams *""There is no point in thinking that. Go to the gym and workout instead.""*  
And I go.",2.185761363636363,4.842877795833331,3.2028030303030306,87.64431818181818,82.5,5.5742424242424224,23.935606060606066,6.980632752743323,1.0439083333333334,1962,73,370,25,55,626,235,480,0.142,0.797,0.062,-0.9888,2,2,3,0,0,4,94.0,2,4,0,3,25,25,2,0,20,3,33,7,3,9,4,80,66,35,1,13,9,1,3,0,1,9,4,5,1,2,34,23,0,2,16,8,1,13,10,18,0,2,9,8,49,7,72,45,17,63,0,8,0,0,20,26,0,6,25,276,83,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607380138153027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765607146448945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549427224365904,0.06340458499608484,0.0,0.0,0.1821352508503772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292679377428242,0.09002203108002793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317814627191556,0.0,0.07102036407663194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438246121091987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303270594090516,0.0,0.18392340435074506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507868719442594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753644915317939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370631657001702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748991360763313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924998704371125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827226050011908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329184973357314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648407944250165,0.0,0.08264389135395334,0.0,0.07297212847370607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651226929834005,0.0,0.08283945534257099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060615613752557765,0.0,0.0,0.07963778808255581,0.0,0.0,0.08079066077759396,0.07912001706378312,0.0,0.0,0.08781434873249698,0.1117504205144372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915590894885746,0.08929323610089045,0.0,0.3429931168122929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794881467814531,0.0929582325596729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890051378813079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770350374795298,0.1649592570634168,0.09385447600365156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852829688935053,0.09340806313530076,0.07041809596820378,0.0,0.13114673202837612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602096220312341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405484794793733,0.0,0.19043900740131944,0.0,0.0,0.05836371154584024,0.0,0.1975515534101409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019491860235916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859929154938808,0.1988281976889235,0.14414265449758853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113412703775285,0.08101389275052473,0.06546189707123427,0.0,0.09477255295490968,0.07815989258127838,0.0,0.0,0.16794931153515633,0.08968987986568241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171506206838289,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Big_C_Sub,2019/09/21,"Hi Again I posted earlier this week but I’m back at it again. Lying in bed at this late hour after my most recent hysterical crying fit has left me wondering. The fuck am I meant to do. 

I have even gone so far that I’ve stated asking “God” and my dead brother for help, even though I’m an agnostic atheist.

I’m against Counselling, due to my previous bad experiences and my own stigma of it and I don’t really feel comfortable talking to family members about it.

Fuck man. I think I just need a hug. Don’t we all?

I hope everyone else out there is holding on, and I send virtual hugs to all of you. Wishing you guys all the best. 

TLDR: Just another Teenage Rant",1.1075555555555567,3.4293720518518533,3.391111111111112,86.78000000000004,84.03703703703705,7.155555555555559,23.074074074074076,8.238735603445708,1.5834296296296295,517,19,107,12,15,177,97,135,0.198,0.6,0.20199999999999999,-0.0633,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,2,0,1,11,8,2,0,4,0,7,4,0,0,3,21,21,7,1,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,1,16,5,15,19,6,21,1,0,0,4,11,8,2,3,9,69,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710857183906846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573160195284196,0.0,0.0,0.14454146128377268,0.15695158740493284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19726856018119773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20648212413129904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702930635630655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24831192630737434,0.0,0.0,0.17961852748363186,0.0,0.183875987587482,0.17720645531782864,0.0,0.09504599824368433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347560412636508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612517590191024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599593232774153,0.0,0.0,0.18670196266950126,0.1851178808182153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120444120044572,0.0,0.20423579626888105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938135963795972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002844922310893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042183938955288,0.0,0.18560300649645897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108748702295705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044703096717355,0.18468485273061488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507825083018038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161624057824707,0.0,0.20385127701521705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,davidegraffieti,2019/09/21,"I want to hang out with people but when I’m in social environments I want to be alone cause I hate myself and I’m sure so does everyone else Like yesterday, I went to the pub in town cause there were people there (friends is a big word, those are girls and boys I just casually hang around with) and this bloke told me about this pizza thing tonight. I’ve just texted him again for the 2nd time in 2 hours, it’s 6:40 now, he saw the first message and didn’t reply and I’m very close to give up and just spend my night watching YouTube shit.",0.36199747155499296,2.7000332212389395,1.2375031605562583,100.56639380530977,88.46902654867256,4.644500632111252,16.036030341340073,6.1826913282559595,-0.7302359039190898,426,9,101,4,14,131,82,113,0.10800000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.094,-0.6808,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,11,6,2,0,4,0,5,2,1,2,1,21,15,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,11,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,2,0,1,5,2,9,4,14,9,0,21,0,0,2,0,9,9,1,0,10,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145752727073618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443350148932505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256604223609616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130400151489476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307172041436558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796869954548246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622660667264498,0.0,0.0,0.1600662131861623,0.0,0.0,0.1987452628636945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454666620606726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040298773273113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101217340909267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442373826235607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28726408051297186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266657411927375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119320556193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952640383064008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376407209520605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080791587397376,0.0,0.0,0.19796869954548246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094462000389132,0.2443994378443927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205728666455932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,comfortbun,2019/09/21,i had a person i really look up to contact me and tell me that all of his friends were gone for the weekend and i was “the only one left”. he phrased it so kindly. i am going through a period of loneliness and this is by far the last thing i wanted to hear. he came to my work and ordered a drink just to tell me this. now he wants to pick me up after work tomorrow and drive around. i can’t talk to him anymore knowing that i am his last pick. and i thought he n i were cool. i truly have no one.,-0.2019090909090906,1.4992273545454535,2.255454545454544,96.70318181818182,84.54545454545455,5.454545454545455,20.0,6.574015621080383,0.00327272727272776,379,11,94,4,11,130,69,110,0.047,0.836,0.11699999999999999,0.8134,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,6,1,9,1,0,2,1,16,18,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,8,1,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,0,2,7,3,18,3,15,11,1,17,0,0,1,0,14,5,0,0,7,67,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228105492324547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815744107413136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332846007928165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998106001338414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758486448598444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159194894935783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298863130370932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124008716451,0.11209526065955694,0.33252164006098833,0.0,0.0,0.22161139798337295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128141637051705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276427453683729,0.15512655357960256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809664396247954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066686967897725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394143352261076,0.3565533513570472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550701254959632,0.0,0.0,0.16192749376159948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406107543030755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969816891533538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,spencesos,2019/09/21,Never had a girlfriend. I know that I'm in a simmilar boat as a lot of you here. I just recently discovered r/lonely so this is all new for me. I'm 21 and most of if not all of my friends have had girlfriends now. I just feel left behind I suppose. I honestly crave sex more than a relationship but the thought of one would make me happy. Ive only had sex once and it was one of the worst experiences of my life. I was just completely unattracted to her and I ended up getting a std afterwards. It ruined my first time so I slowly ended up thinking all girls were like that. Anyway I've tried tinder but I guess the app doesn't work well for me because no girls reply. I just want to know how you all deal with it. I'm tired of smoking and drinking just to feel slightly different. Thanks for reading all of this.,0.7983151666147634,3.0701227337278105,2.681314232326379,91.68139831828094,84.97633136094673,5.688072251635005,21.912488321395198,7.0608816371341465,0.6802473372781064,638,22,137,9,19,212,104,169,0.109,0.7909999999999999,0.1,-0.5328,1,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,12,8,0,0,8,0,11,6,0,2,6,33,25,11,0,3,9,0,2,1,3,1,3,0,0,2,7,5,1,0,6,2,0,0,4,2,1,3,7,2,20,6,21,17,9,13,0,1,0,3,10,4,0,4,10,100,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718765167440672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436011256381388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127861687928565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371060927043995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225178913884756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31147601676802483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200079968678358,0.0,0.0,0.17781536261948844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956553473509954,0.0,0.0,0.13585002412650432,0.0,0.09186675962785043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937025601119147,0.0,0.0,0.1871800946465162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326911775111486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910457191491711,0.0,0.12419777075971405,0.08590431378889678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948900245019694,0.0,0.0,0.11737152103263472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561513060130914,0.1698229628533953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872590040714669,0.2383012884813101,0.13373077493952334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758830227401845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361628323803804,0.18878145709583896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188564815433445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266824949829947,0.0,0.1395936976943249,0.10253105861300424,0.20209697089149167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938072105720067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371229776345806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809717680397392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280102939080212,0.0,0.0,0.12490845102339004,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,accidentallyhappied,2019/09/21,"I have no one. No one to talk to, no one to hang out with. Everyone else does but me. I want to die. I'm not meant to be on this Earth. I'm so tired of being alone. And being the only one alone.",-3.5023291925465827,-2.024548934782608,0.05546583850931697,106.369347826087,103.56521739130434,3.4981366459627328,8.745341614906831,5.288315135182226,-2.0593006211180125,143,1,42,1,7,51,31,46,0.364,0.61,0.026000000000000002,-0.9572,0,2,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,8,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,9,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,29,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884402853167792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447256332826371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063522443934676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698262393623486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253192711111248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.639143158320829,0.17933832923073464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895290142222464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710201381743501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390823481729636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tom_da_funk,2019/09/21,"Just feel done. I am an addict that has been clean for about 6 months. And I'm feeling like killing myself.  I've reached out to local help and they all say go to meetings.  I'm from a small area and the same people are at every meeting and they all focus on the fact they are addicts.

I cant go to the hospitals in the area cause I've tried that and now owe 25k.

I dont want to be just an addict, but now I have no one.",0.6293617021276603,1.8852984787234064,2.4244148936170227,98.60875,80.17021276595744,5.125531914893617,19.196808510638302,5.148860815047168,-0.5912510638297874,323,7,82,1,8,107,63,94,0.075,0.836,0.08900000000000001,-0.1806,1,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,3,0,5,2,1,0,7,0,10,3,0,1,3,17,18,6,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,2,3,8,1,11,15,3,13,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,4,53,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6873820238848928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591286752720326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150872232953505,0.24632952104897884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708580584910782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254675545929927,0.15015271103702682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23890039777616964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087929587877418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325331485514957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268338408340888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677637568428719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242348057648013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457124226328107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714365776636325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269849663888765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239696731829839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mindlessintel,2019/09/21,Where is the love? Too much to ask ?,-4.122500000000001,-4.0881082499999986,-2.2299999999999978,118.175,131.5,1.6,4.0,3.1291,-3.4762,26,0,8,0,2,8,8,8,0.0,0.606,0.39399999999999996,0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6261802690494439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6045280703935814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923861114606902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cman5020,2019/09/21,"When people say they have no friends I hate when people say they have no friends but have like even 2 consistent people to do stuff with/hangout with. Like I have zero friends. Not one person to talk to right now. Kinda a rant and don’t really know where I’m going with this, but please don’t say you have no friends unless you actually have ZERO friends.",6.218661971830986,5.968896183098593,5.957852112676058,83.96241197183102,66.04225352112675,8.790140845070423,29.017605633802816,8.07648339933343,1.7005464788732394,283,8,58,3,4,88,41,71,0.127,0.575,0.299,0.9516,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,2,0,5,8,1,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,9,13,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,3,0,3,6,7,6,13,0,6,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,1,5,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.16636804501461347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260324579019937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6585785814805887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689013371385632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831791118829428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936936906937959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657999579145394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552454667720502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545769595383551,0.14886027986234052,0.0,0.18714052191045272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921658239245867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559262644649618,0.0,0.4067277786346504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516368958644875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370287902805766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cheech420bong,2019/09/21,"Straight Male, 22yo born with HIV It get hella lonely most of the time. I have a girlfriend who is accepting of my status which is cool but I still feel lonely. Like I am the only male in the UNIVERSE who is straight and is born with this. I didn’t ask for this. Their are days where I look in the mirror and feel completely ugly and then their are days where I just want to be normal like everyone else. I yearn to just be normal. I know we made tremendous advances with modern medicine like Prep and one a day pills that help keep me undetected.  Which I am not gonna lie is awesome but their is still no cure. And feeling sad, depressed, and lonely combined with being a Scorpio is just great mix. I just don’t want to feel lonely anymore. 

PS.. sorry if it sounds like a rant or something",2.2360377358490564,4.335664050314467,2.8672704402515734,93.38543396226416,78.30817610062894,5.2462893081761015,21.92075471698113,6.079149491110277,0.17882943396226425,620,18,130,4,15,193,96,159,0.17600000000000002,0.616,0.20800000000000002,0.4489,0,8,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,3,1,8,14,0,0,8,1,17,2,0,1,0,34,30,11,0,6,9,0,4,4,1,1,2,1,0,2,9,11,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,2,7,16,7,12,24,1,17,0,7,1,1,11,6,0,3,14,85,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736978823669007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637379740207644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836373687037824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338864263026048,0.0,0.15085309172939568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631210436223854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735961807629351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542365520659916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915066159094578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930992094983156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739674859242412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567791399866512,0.0,0.0,0.0962557240336662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422701781880646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470786244596715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572748834597306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432120102344271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868353996660055,0.13320651242340378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483603576653058,0.0,0.1960617357002294,0.0,0.0,0.2797438264862421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212910782199773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661143236080715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,feelsmanMD,2019/09/21,"College is fun Was talking to this one chick from some of my classes. Really pretty, very nice, fun to talk to, thought we got along pretty well. I was gonna take her out get burgers today at a place she’s never been to today, it was one of the few things I’d been looking forward to all week, she seemed pretty stoked too.

It’s currently 11:36pm and I’ve been waiting for a response for 30 mins from her. She just sent me a pic of her at a party drinking. These animal fries are pretty good though.",1.1315269196822584,3.3599888252427164,2.496769638128864,93.8396469549868,83.07766990291263,4.910503089143866,21.014121800529566,6.1124844417494595,0.1302116504854367,391,12,83,3,11,126,73,103,0.0,0.7240000000000001,0.276,0.9843,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,0,2,11,17,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,1,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,9,1,10,5,16,7,3,12,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,2,7,55,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437738188213266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766711512905617,0.0,0.0,0.14074033622068322,0.1342027550747045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090739314725945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941555047580758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227407460297098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531236759175062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6828403351726369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749518755349713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275627531037714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126162617109949,0.2697380780238825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147700840021348,0.0,0.1648599040108148,0.1332122392978039,0.0,0.0,0.31810426461359465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845026899257765,0.0,0.0,0.13459679815433284,0.0,0.1508698408063904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FrickMySisterLeon,2019/09/21,"Hellooo I’m (m20) looking for someone to talk to I spend everyday alone, the only people that I really talk to is my little brother and my mother. I’m absolutely awful at talking to people. I’m open to talk to you no matter who you are but people that play games will find it easier to talk to me because that’s pretty much the only hobby that i’m passionate about. I’m trying to branch out to other hobbies but it is very difficult to do so. I’m from the UK also. No i’m not Boris.",1.0509708737864043,2.9622127864077683,4.122145631067962,83.854286407767,81.33009708737866,6.4500970873786425,20.97961165048544,7.554174236665415,0.9466745631067957,379,11,76,6,10,137,62,103,0.105,0.7440000000000001,0.15,0.7914,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,5,1,0,0,0,8,13,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,16,12,1,5,0,0,1,1,11,4,0,0,1,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522823826545315,0.0,0.14302132064987322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090215192955462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634599913477104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924846955226018,0.0,0.0,0.15018374736243506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147076956459364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720375347855252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719633130066916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194843807676087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457191655898558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515337696793206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7187393517675665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142319922996725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756486339160454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fieldboy,2019/09/21,I don’t know what to do I hate being in this position of feeling out of place or lonely. I always feel different from my group of friends who I’m very close with and at this rate just feel alienated. I live a not so lucky life so I’m just always miserable or stressed about something and with it being senior year it only got worse. I’m just really going through it and hate how things are right now.,1.2266532797858112,3.518558626506028,2.650040160642572,92.48890227576977,83.21686746987952,6.098527443105756,20.065595716198125,7.3871296695380915,0.5599676037483268,318,9,68,5,9,103,58,83,0.23600000000000002,0.713,0.05,-0.9512,1,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,2,2,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,19,16,8,0,0,6,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,3,5,2,12,13,0,10,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,3,3,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676311831066459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308049045955116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350976133168619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170675237441831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554877308798873,0.0,0.17668265226787971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362076184316645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140687046042675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560359238097821,0.0,0.0,0.1950683995140143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801271779553664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308049045955116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152119926608642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865672819689136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006802755936992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530527252946021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676340660871334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227465389360503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512711182841744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225939683505573
lonely,S0ffee,2019/09/21,"Friday night rant I’m here again. In bed alone on a Friday night. It really gets me down when I hear people at work commenting about their plans for  the weekend. I have no plans myself. I’ll probably stay in bed until noon like I do every Saturday. I’m 49 and think it is too difficult to make new social connections or rebuild old connections that I let fall by the way side.  I’m sick of crying,but it hurts so much. I wish I had the guts to take my life, but I don’t. Even when I unusually get invited somewhere I decline. I’ve been so out of practice that I don’t know how to socialize. I don’t seem to have anything in common with people my age. I can’t drink alcohol because I will over do it,but alcohol usually lowers my inhibitions. I’m just so tired. I know there are people who have it worse than me. I’ve tried volunteering, learning a new hobby, but I always seem to end up in bed alone with nothing to do on my days off. My existence is so empty and lonely. I want to have hope. I pray for hope every night. It’s just been so long since I’ve felt like I’m really living and just not existing.",1.603241365215613,3.3611626738197486,3.8796321275291232,87.00938483547928,78.91416309012875,7.528223993460045,21.824851829143675,8.418075326091056,1.22814956059677,865,25,188,18,21,299,132,233,0.14400000000000002,0.773,0.083,-0.9015,1,4,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,17,7,0,0,5,0,19,7,1,2,0,26,39,15,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,1,5,1,3,0,8,6,3,0,7,2,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,2,26,4,29,33,1,35,1,2,0,0,6,13,0,5,21,112,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580448498211761,0.0,0.2500773578491971,0.0,0.0,0.1004560747799222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934955697657703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359518653700982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786012075132755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826831127446034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692992708469308,0.0,0.0,0.07974026695761055,0.0,0.20343852662685952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591862903506225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615168269381186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607018851751182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398219782057039,0.0,0.0,0.12924273114728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269883751108252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345342899250993,0.08527435729543449,0.11796403594757035,0.0,0.10660578661029972,0.106841233340334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058744500502775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874959616037728,0.0,0.0,0.2332013517271133,0.0,0.3398875426395699,0.0,0.1158425878731058,0.0,0.1266846195403745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510945507138054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301661199493421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468398579555906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198140219861793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986815248977413,0.0,0.0,0.24613571813868096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868089086310194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907730704839866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735817241162267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876005341084727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196696445795185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296577208752572,0.0,0.07120900384373352,0.09582894184907574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883221961684453,0.0,0.0,0.08789204084286993,0.0,0.1230330125410658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,beemovieee,2019/09/21,"somehow im getting better last year i rarely hung out with my group of friends and thought of myself as a mega loner or whatever, cue many mental breakdowns and me thinking im super super lonely. school started up again, I've been super active on social media, i dragged all of them to a certain table in the cafeteria, we've all started going to anime club and to gsa club and stuff. idk, my self confidence has sky rocketed and im always talking to people, ive been invited to so many things and I've been texting other more. I haven't had a mental breakdown/odd loneliness flash whatever. 

i have a friend who is super super awkward and went to a different high school from me, i used to like him and I've always considered him super super close. he's gotten super depressed and quiet apparently at his school and has dropped out for online. im trying to help him enroll in mine and im super concerned for him, I just really miss him and I'm making sure to invite him for things and introduce him to my school friends and I just really want to hang out with him...

this will probably be buried, it's terrible formatting, i just wanted to get this out.",3.1967030567685555,5.211586694323144,4.746242358078604,81.42809716157207,75.06986899563319,7.374759825327509,25.423799126637554,8.238735603445708,1.8191343231441048,919,32,167,16,20,308,129,229,0.078,0.665,0.257,0.9936,2,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,10,6,21,0,1,6,0,12,1,0,2,4,36,27,17,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,8,21,1,0,2,2,0,3,1,5,0,0,7,1,26,16,31,18,3,21,0,3,0,0,20,12,0,2,6,106,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970490452419974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955042566793944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300761392626354,0.0,0.0,0.11282169535662452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25028761426012097,0.0,0.11283576500338036,0.0,0.06137055646436423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238029624788353,0.11409243906505732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5832134804670986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802246359149289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275618190261082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208105205287282,0.21896036879571112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764764582497612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486343718125214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164264590719268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383563460931155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371477110071225,0.0,0.0,0.11265225891437347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007745381503664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528651569541981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361737746106467,0.0,0.0,0.10177490370118683,0.0,0.0,0.08679452477579765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434813214123585,0.06919264473478966,0.0,0.08572829678981418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331495658338584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326466139856973,0.0,0.0,0.12738510105074427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010349076528352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953901763686321
lonely,reallynotreal17,2019/09/21,"Little story about me Hi, i m a 22 yrs old guy who never had a gf, i only had some hookup but i never really got someone special.


I like a girl at the moment(we know eachother for 2 months, she just got out of a relationship a month ago), and she seemed to like me(asked me to play games with her, spending some time alone with her and talking about little bits of our lives) and i asked her out. She said sure, i will think about it☺️☺️( which i know is pretty bad, because if she liked me she would just say yes i guess), and i was pretty happy back then, thinking that we will hang out more. Next day we went out with some friends, but things took a wrong turn with her. She wouldnt look at me so much when i was talking to her anymore, mostly she would watch her phone. Maybe i tried too hard to get her attention. 


Since that night, everytime i see her we just dont talk so much anymore. She used to ask me play some league with her but that stopped after that night. Now she wont even initiate talking to me anymore. 


I feel miserable, i know she doesnt like me in a romantic way and it devours me because i never had someone special. Our conversations where so good for me(maybe she was too friendly and i read it wrong). She used to be touchy with me, now she wont even look at me for more than 1 second.  I sent her a message after that night saying that i have got the wrong impression about what we can be.


I know i should just leave it like this, but i cant. I know i must forget her, or forget my feelings about her and just see her as a friend. 


It hitted me so hard that i started to cry for hours, thinking a girl finally liked me that way but it wasnt so. I dont know what is wrong with me, maybe i appear too desperate, maybe she didnt like me in a romantic way from the beginning. 


I know now she is not worth it because of the way she treated me, she could have at least spoken to me and telling me in my face that she doesnt like me that way. 


I dont want to use any dating app because i used them before and i havent got anything from them except some hookups, which i dont really look up to now. 


I dont know if i will ever meet someone special, her rejection hit me very hard and i am in a very bad mental place now. I see her often, and i start to get nervous when i see her, hoping she would talk to me at least... 


Sorry for my grammar mistakes, english is not my first language, i know that what i wrote is hard to read because it is incomprehensibile.

If someone took the time to read this, thank you with all my heart",2.8707056748015285,3.6211523780260713,3.962656571596593,91.82217362540432,73.63687150837988,6.918925806135452,24.373664608448486,6.950104931194217,0.6459191806331472,1965,55,457,17,38,639,211,537,0.106,0.715,0.179,0.9938,0,1,0,0,1,0,59.0,6,1,2,1,31,33,0,2,17,1,41,2,2,4,7,93,92,29,0,13,17,0,6,8,4,11,0,3,0,3,27,27,0,1,16,6,2,6,19,10,0,2,18,17,108,23,57,58,14,63,0,2,8,0,72,18,0,15,42,317,135,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04829432628135196,0.0,0.0,0.056426127217633834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037049107015831036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209223224048794,0.0,0.0,0.04483341306218056,0.0,0.15279779666800491,0.0,0.0,0.04189270562969268,0.09097910856676812,0.16605627130173795,0.0,0.046359516969449656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947939645777237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04349883176524332,0.0,0.05984507674959625,0.03513588848250738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31925799948930234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196868179375901,0.049281394803220295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550946972631717,0.0,0.0,0.05968152826910344,0.0,0.046341709376755365,0.0,0.0,0.12627619754870412,0.0,0.056928391739424,0.0,0.0,0.045696273808682575,0.17429447751658897,0.0,0.06001722096028622,0.05394498668465363,0.0,0.05799628612691859,0.19521793601687965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456052400522606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411215780670527,0.053653040581101916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694731500799425,0.0,0.0,0.05768775979918338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293422984729465,0.10920901738564352,0.04810792731612355,0.0,0.1372515440526264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893488727382668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490426923731345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697280158445235,0.0,0.0800999506157435,0.0,0.12605785779218828,0.0,0.057941409895124266,0.15338084091750884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571688898201918,0.0,0.0,0.041435433089260405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056921293259946965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085400163722132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348793066330872,0.0,0.06980414649369587,0.0,0.0,0.058492455738218416,0.0,0.0,0.05182412912806237,0.08665132717926004,0.0,0.0,0.17365795753697238,0.04959766879931364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04506743933832026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464708935878726,0.0,0.0,0.0609872804502896,0.07712419495836642,0.0,0.0,0.04554875070766808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051347917807529765,0.0,0.0,0.21894975884311701,0.047618999429795535,0.05015900001509693,0.0,0.0,0.03619491068460539,0.10472812369812602,0.0,0.0,0.06353689075160783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106131006888238,0.036989181299145836,0.059259937359538675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821717314128025,0.0,0.08990544673490435,0.032134443073814536,0.21622333626732784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050464927143579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610571538982105,0.23826670486582946,0.0,0.0
lonely,iamasadstarfish,2019/09/21,"Is it actually loneliness? Does anyone feel like they just need some kind of attention? I think this is me, and I don't know why. Considering I'm not 5 anymore..",1.1156250000000014,3.6526993125000047,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,87.125,8.200000000000001,23.625,8.841846274778883,2.2510375,126,5,26,4,4,44,29,32,0.10300000000000001,0.815,0.08199999999999999,-0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,8,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.3597957634425417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656490397924542,0.2578019998491537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32264983607359743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864246318914848,0.26339770580921845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38394191090994856,0.20262660999570312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012706933827646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733846678786174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362465945479157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326923210041944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Antwinette,2019/09/21,I'm tired of being alone! I don't have many friends and not from a lack of trying. It just seenms I am that person no one wants to have around. I'm there when needed but if no one needs anything they disappear. I haven't had a real friend in years and I'm tired of spending my free time utterly alone! This shit sucks!,0.1361764705882358,2.3354387941176498,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,87.52941176470587,4.576470588235295,15.852941176470587,5.985473137389443,-0.7201235294117647,250,5,58,2,8,80,50,68,0.38,0.5479999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9728,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,2,0,7,3,1,0,0,12,14,5,0,5,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,2,0,2,1,0,5,4,7,12,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,1,3,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303193274228869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709552392332254,0.18493580204689505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210042999471608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061935118888075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080784172944095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28154480934878634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813936532058228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23645763864991035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324576682501328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113693355792138,0.4775412965849309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410442325518786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225325271509284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378003387136375
lonely,LLoneRoamerr,2019/09/21,"Anyone Else Trapped in Loneliness? Im curious if anyone is similar. I have bad social anxiety, terrible social skills, and just very awkward to be around. I have a constant feeling of dread and loneliness especially on my days off of work. My social skills kind of push people away, and I’m just kind of trapped in this current state. Just curious if anyone else is the same?",3.6884285714285694,6.355831557142861,4.829999999999998,78.24500000000002,76.28571428571428,8.571428571428571,30.0,9.23628265651192,3.2200000000000006,299,14,51,8,7,98,45,70,0.308,0.621,0.071,-0.9645,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,5,6,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,7,5,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,2,11,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,3,32,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337051559998356,0.0,0.0,0.3666277975540331,0.3581626745969455,0.0,0.1555900154871458,0.0,0.0,0.1642102546793075,0.0,0.1459328363758221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887358297865647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271774247104008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920101981712548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837331523183006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887908877688496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36401004716272056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116947944650107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.534494338482142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421065510914866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724090753239464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ImmortaIcarus,2019/09/21,"Wish I had someone to talk to Someone that will hopefully understand with whom I can unload every feeling without actually feeling judged. Someone that can listen and –even if that person doesn’t agree– will try to understand. I’m trying to enter universities; and right now I just have many feelings. I know I have my family, but clearly I can’t tell them every truth and often, it feels like they wouldn’t be so relevant. I used to hace these long meaningful conversations with some friends who are now gone. I didn’t feel any more satisfied than I am now, but I at least felt more relieved.",7.878779761904759,7.5510312232142915,7.704285714285718,73.07404761904766,62.66071428571429,11.038095238095238,35.63095238095238,10.504223727775694,3.692316666666668,475,19,85,10,6,152,78,112,0.0,0.735,0.265,0.9818,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,14,0,0,1,2,28,29,7,0,4,5,0,6,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,10,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,7,13,5,10,21,4,8,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,4,5,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.1629201091726305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353241624376832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026957187433688,0.0,0.2813268639521231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738656013708727,0.0,0.4220772514054147,0.11926983957695025,0.1602991572971706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898594124147938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165820029652381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175191254594048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156383366149475,0.0,0.0,0.14774639599874484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692621267767399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457751880447388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425752559231531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42437116362192906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418890310542547,0.1459225471228013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22669756256076065,0.0,0.0,0.34760379213088644,0.0,0.1441920748330749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198542974093025,0.16093482228685807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheLostSause,2019/09/21,Ah snap I got grounded for two weeks and when I got my phone back I was very disappointed to see not a single person messaged me :/,0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,84.55555555555556,5.0814814814814815,20.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.12313333333333355,102,3,22,1,3,34,24,27,0.20800000000000002,0.792,0.0,-0.6997,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,1,5,0,2,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943162282444623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6122508973276122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342083324397141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30500748458875354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738976183314333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158143116315661,0.0,0.0,0.3070242872493251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bigfence69,2019/09/21,"I just want one real friend. Male senior. I have a friend group but I’m the least favorite I never get invited out to parties or anywhere. Other then school I sit in my room and try to make plans but no one actually wants to hang with me, they do every now and then because they feel and or use me for my nice house and back yard. I just want one real friend. And the only real friend I ever had passed away.",0.7090568475452201,2.7762570116279086,2.406434108527133,94.82913436692509,83.53488372093022,4.752454780361758,16.532299741602067,5.82211442006289,-0.6220785529715762,317,6,71,2,9,104,58,86,0.062,0.703,0.23399999999999999,0.9396,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,2,24,11,11,0,3,6,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,1,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,1,12,5,8,10,1,14,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,7,49,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.15725289748689222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139970625816093,0.12390947303454496,0.0,0.0982316360893911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457636017700007,0.13577042368200187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147904035158247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4979965480824546,0.0,0.0841908742238943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593806599404264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756459686567624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428386991730205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327585198724692,0.12255696073756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5502500488378206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308591497368485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940591909413107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917632192427354,0.0,0.0,0.28513999139120433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,import_social-wit,2018/11/15,"I’m so lonely We’re all lonely together, and I’m sure you have all experienced something like this. I know I have, but it’s been a year since I’ve felt this way and need to share with people who understand. 

I used to eat McDonald’s in my car during lunch because I had nobody to sit with at school. Today, 10 years later, I’ve started it again at work. My only friend has started hanging out with a new lab group at work, and I’m the only native English speaker in my group. I literally won’t have more than a few sentences of conversations in an entire day, and my roommate (my only friend) now never talks to me in person. 

I was part of an outdoor community during the summer, but since winter has started I have 0 social interaction outside of visits with my fiancée (long distance somewhat) on the weekend. I’ve even started drinking at night halfway through the week to get to Friday when I can see her again. 

I just wish I had people to smile with. And to be clear: the people in my group are all super nice, and I don’t blame them for wanting to speak in their native language. ",4.828420707732633,5.3599789587155975,5.855334207077327,80.81715596330277,69.04587155963304,7.696461336828308,29.332896461336823,7.447530270364453,1.7484969855832238,855,30,165,8,14,284,130,218,0.032,0.8240000000000001,0.145,0.9765,0,4,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,3,7,9,0,0,10,0,15,3,0,1,6,29,31,10,0,3,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,5,12,3,0,3,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,5,5,23,7,32,24,7,38,0,2,1,0,18,12,0,1,22,108,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836456005121929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348539815529908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420028643926712,0.0,0.14832739812029705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574285954873707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391816386153554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22398713708833606,0.0,0.0757341510056088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966468289388934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081876294403637,0.0,0.0,0.1282825552008155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074839226450226,0.1117999243819114,0.14000056130269622,0.0,0.13603250694994848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307394342979483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697451518492306,0.0,0.3014851996322622,0.12657103058823402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670441927777875,0.1155121159897687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398201777353773,0.0,0.0,0.14776560444804296,0.0,0.11159512995043076,0.0,0.0,0.41040579216770506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366204398978651,0.0,0.0,0.11651110169959655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740247056327135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509055512001188,0.0,0.12519647382431712,0.0,0.0,0.0854995087643779,0.11506027343797945,0.11627591738687384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669361930630372,0.0,0.0,0.2110611274061608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669536072482396
lonely,Disposable_Phone,2018/11/15,"I am lost As you can guess this is a disposable account, and this is the first time I am even typing these thoughts so bear with me, sorry in advance if this is a waste of time.

I have been alone all my life, nothing special really. I always told myself that I am used to this and do not need people to feel alright. Unsurprisingly it is a huge lie I am trying to make myself believe in. So I wanted to talk about the most recent time I realised it was a lie (again...).

So my life is actually going objectively alright when you look from outside, pretty nice uni, nice grades etc.  (Sorry my whole life is this, cannot think of anything else. Also might be because that was my high school goal to get a nice uni to have my dream job, I don't know). Apart from unsettling case of loneliness, I came to the state that I cannot even fake a smile when someone looks at me, I hardly can hold up a straight face.
However I keep repeating myself that it is who I am and I am used to being myself.

Fast forward to this Monday, early morning, commuting to the campus. I looked around in the bus and saw happy people there. (It might've sounded weird but looking at random people apart from an empty stare is uncommon for me lately). And it broke me, I hopped off the bus and tried my hardest not to cry. Because I realised that I lied to myself the whole time and I haven't felt truly happy since I was much younger.


I know this isn't as severe as a problem as some of you here are experiencing and I am truly sorry if I am being all edgy.

It's just that... I really don't know. Why am I like this, or why do I feel miserable around other people for no reason. But I have some theories though.

It might be because I am unattractive. Once in the same bus I mentioned there was a girl sitting across me and she left as soon as another seat was free in a few meters away. I wasn't stalking her moves believe it or not, when he first got up I thought that she was leaving the bus and I continued to play around with my phone etc. Then I raised my head to see her a few seats away, and it destroyed my self-esteem that day. I know it might have an another reason but what can you do I focus on stuff too much.

I am going to cut this here, if you've read this far, I am sorry I took your time for this horribly composed post. I hope you have a nice day.",3.333003288271829,4.162845360248447,4.559817927170869,87.67317226890758,72.6231884057971,7.255851905979783,24.557849226647182,7.39963492309942,0.9433705273413712,1811,50,393,19,34,598,219,483,0.11900000000000001,0.78,0.10099999999999999,-0.8388,2,1,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,6,0,5,22,21,2,1,23,2,53,5,2,5,2,62,85,34,0,7,12,0,4,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,34,17,0,2,12,3,2,7,11,8,0,2,17,13,69,14,51,61,14,57,0,3,7,0,17,26,0,15,24,288,103,7,0.0,0.0,0.07245622400281357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689947673766151,0.0,0.0593768251714557,0.061781039692156314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571290854518502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061100525144098264,0.1982918103070487,0.0,0.0,0.139518587013837,0.0,0.0,0.1357843361057763,0.0,0.0,0.16730618764632602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492097100229333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155893934770964,0.09576880683646352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062025435503477486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561431921587727,0.0980814073964974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750849579702103,0.0,0.07129059578691485,0.0,0.0,0.12631216700222464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0387919900952392,0.0,0.08439473134900495,0.0,0.05938363476370729,0.0,0.08179354342880167,0.0,0.0,0.15807868715448434,0.06651243789779734,0.0,0.0762008007640131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844804820565171,0.0,0.07374591923404195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368058472965723,0.06599584126091086,0.0,0.0,0.16322103298055102,0.0,0.08375600265858944,0.07861887323251834,0.0806716561571826,0.0,0.15733259927786833,0.03627426615607926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24940153174963095,0.0,0.08105145436155836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495617228669597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150654331501345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891483912315364,0.10916298163270438,0.05505462472715092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124383005318136,0.0,0.0,0.07907266415634509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589937692494528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110992989259013,0.07553783274279144,0.0,0.07104617774410657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426900114575875,0.0,0.09513150386487536,0.1526804878166674,0.07331183952743282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514385919675715,0.059166766905769816,0.0,0.07745780448037518,0.08388013230894154,0.0,0.06141946424315418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291085908685902,0.0,0.0,0.3324622961410428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499723614982192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967846002236735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047575702422630865,0.07294917545849514,0.11789067907157165,0.2164756777251269,0.0,0.0,0.07094801378276716,0.08249326913369576,0.10082026986852594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825443496929426,0.0,0.0,0.043793929859858506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339961821898743,0.16579250915305602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jaxthespookyskeleton,2018/11/15,I want to fucking kill myself Nobody cares about me I'm just here to be used by everyone else ,1.2325000000000017,3.2899092500000013,3.0599999999999987,90.935,81.5,6.0,20.0,7.1686216300943375,0.4455,75,2,16,1,2,25,18,20,0.20600000000000002,0.617,0.177,-0.4005,0,0,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42251709029681744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34618513065682394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959850861482846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831139856998959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584816116731805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35791589342950264,0.0,0.0,0.24442887353303475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DegenProductions,2018/11/15,"How to improve your social skills and finally be ""cool"" Watch this video, it should help.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DcEnORt26m4&t",15.79,21.877296529411765,5.772058823529411,68.81926470588239,54.29411764705882,8.105882352941178,26.14705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.610905882352941,119,3,13,2,2,26,17,17,0.0,0.728,0.272,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5513166974814987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5573979942982265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34105777900975165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5186877349690692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,filthylittle234,2018/11/15,Is this a Legit thing? (serious answers) Ive heard it gets lonelier when you go overseas to study or work? Is that true? Any south Asians/ Pakistanis etc who have any view on that? Does it become a problem with someone whose already depressed? ,2.520666666666667,5.4722529555555575,3.068333333333332,86.4225,86.11111111111109,5.666666666666668,29.722222222222207,7.1686216300943375,2.1532222222222224,193,10,33,3,6,60,40,45,0.187,0.758,0.055999999999999994,-0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,1,3,6,1,4,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,21,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34485845711264834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.425029981000424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34513864006525924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691612058610738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734763564648952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485271157417877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327163600092326,0.0,0.17760452381252698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990263104164968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26478556166149403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761529007995166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22750829784340665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TristanZH,2018/11/15,"I dont think she actually liked me she was just being nice. I told her that I liked her and she said the same back. Every chance to try to hang out or go out with her was blocked with the excuse she used on me a couple of years ago. ""My parents are strict"" which is hard to believe considering what she posts on her story and does in her own home. She is now dating someone and I am left in the dust wondering why I even fell in love with her and wondering why she said she liked me the same way when all she has done was deny me.",2.675789473684212,3.3213058333333336,3.837675438596492,92.92914473684212,74.0,7.1035087719298255,21.267543859649123,7.1686216300943375,0.22830175438596445,411,8,100,4,8,134,71,114,0.049,0.7979999999999999,0.154,0.9153,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,1,1,19,20,6,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,9,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,3,25,5,14,12,4,19,0,0,0,1,21,8,0,3,9,72,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.16871717264735162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153257890836815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294289827857872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478952522421875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130116599112304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129852440900735,0.17692804010864735,0.20262756063502416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141932109556765,0.0,0.14566855287782393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825822871327117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487683249355044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342427999574714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18784713013875307,0.0,0.0,0.2533981742744512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604133678882154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197556014459327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558227376247653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32891883317102744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649041431607926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078189775865696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652052457206298,0.0,0.1173819855496482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932275277457666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723323221438427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31201539019942753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749869323790335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133646316905507
lonely,Sameow_Al_Jaxon,2018/11/15,"Insomnia? Is it just me? A good night's sleep would be one where i just plop into bed and without any assistance, sleep.

A bad night would be me plopping to bed but feel absolutely empty; so i watch youtube or browse reddit to keep my mind off things, but if i try to put it away to sleep, i have the emptyness creep back. 

I have long since forgotten when was the last time i had a good night's sleep, nowadays i leave an hour or so long youtube video as a means to fill the stillness until im exhuasted enough to power down my phone and finally doze off, i know this is unhealthy. But what can i do?? Anyone else have this? Or even overcame this?",3.153636363636366,4.40807557575758,3.771636363636365,91.53245454545456,73.54545454545455,7.40121212121212,24.56363636363637,7.908726449838941,1.0327218181818174,504,15,113,7,10,159,85,132,0.109,0.846,0.045,-0.8074,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,8,0,13,5,4,0,0,20,17,14,0,3,10,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,7,3,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,2,13,2,14,11,1,21,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,4,13,75,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436939878450924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703228007246767,0.14218783130269744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303804201082068,0.1067067403821972,0.11586843069831435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592580618001595,0.0,0.0,0.14338808601149505,0.0,0.09165728649395832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016705496732249,0.0,0.0,0.1520174275425691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23278995006141645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666200322820096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498970652470809,0.0,0.0,0.12334651164634736,0.0,0.0,0.07626520346134652,0.1131173181869478,0.0,0.14693901278505633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456168735639831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116287796708064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401196855470659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906830395740131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403517987044424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950371616913082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479324328376735,0.0,0.5554869948266536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082312277120727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219363799796038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091879486196818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942167593739859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377080242962108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715862611031204,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,eot2010,2018/11/15,31 [F4R] I was burned pretty bad recently by someone I trusted.  This incident has me questioning many aspects of my life. I just would like to meet some new people to take my mind off of things. I'm not feeling depressed or anything like that. Just need a good laugh or conversation. Tomorrow is another day. ,2.527339901477834,5.364242275862072,3.713842364532024,83.1939655172414,83.13793103448276,7.452216748768473,28.975369458128082,8.418075326091056,2.7148541871921195,244,12,44,6,7,79,49,58,0.09,0.616,0.294,0.9352,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,8,2,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,5,6,6,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,4,6,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659204296903667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086901857068688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174438622274247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355023165915686,0.0,0.21842425529197387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282271615967375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127066224920167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791243162182769,0.2477911056456367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25710935628655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560624721943246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880402800341702,0.0,0.2449272793964141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758134611202512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580011269266512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840886693897302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503981982055011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487342105247667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906747197770798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847975910149118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014929529400509,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ctrlaltdel_,2018/11/15,"Make it stop I'm tired of being caught in the middle of my children's sibling rivalry. I can't eat dinner in peace with us all at the table. I need adult interaction. Times I've spent with my best friend have given me some sense of normalcy. She's now not speaking to me. I do try my best to think before I speak, and I tend to not give my opinion if I know it could potentially cause a conflict. I don't know what the hell happened. I don't have anyone else who I feel I can reach out to and say, ""let's hang out and have some coffee."" I'm feeling so alone right now.",2.3286991869918694,3.1634937398373992,3.9383739837398397,91.16821138211384,75.01626016260163,6.767479674796747,22.609756097560968,6.937597516519254,0.43437560975609824,442,11,104,4,9,148,80,123,0.11800000000000001,0.74,0.142,0.4738,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,4,0,11,3,0,2,1,25,26,5,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,4,7,2,2,5,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,3,5,18,3,14,20,5,13,1,0,0,0,11,7,1,4,4,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123443147337936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335841385000042,0.2100725856292636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446137716130625,0.0,0.4303226775571807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106173967650153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636959699056677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097920036166411,0.17127227852254906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733384183343206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584019906963065,0.0,0.0,0.19667889089408105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130314132024786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253530184388288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965219727536988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368559387616294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520236164999494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750904334603574,0.0,0.16304429878454896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141027982826998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137189428968862,0.0,0.0,0.11955186535245466,0.23564635125199174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391986787474681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466201178522027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xZdeadpotatoZx,2018/11/15,"haven't had a real face to face friend in almost 2 years gotta be honest i always felt really weird posting here for some reason but i gotta get this off my chest lol.  
when my family and i moved from las vegas to Tennessee because of my mom's job switch, i lost touch (well didn't really lose completely, more like lost irl touch) with friends from Vegas. i didn't mind it at first, but now as every day goes by i become shittier and shittier at talking to people and the fact i still don't have anyone to talk to after almost 2 years out of vegas really digs at me from the inside. i can barely even start a friendly convo when trying to socialize, i feel like its actually psychically impossible for words to come out of my mouth sometimes and talk to people i haven't talked to before. i mean i still talk with a lot of my friends on social media all day every day but that can only make you feel so accompanied before you just start to feel more and more lonely every day.

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not to mention that there's this girl i have had kind of a big crush on for a long ass time since back when i first moved here, but my pussy ass can't talk to anybody and especially not her. the most depressing thing about it is that back when i first moved away from Vegas to where i am now, i think she was actually interested in at least becoming friends with me. she would come to sit next to me during lunch (I'm still in high school right now) and bring her other friends with her too, she would try to strike up a conversation at the bus stop we stood at, and always smiled and said, ""hey"" in the most enthusiastic voice ever every time i passed her in the hallways. i actually could have had a real chance with her but i think i totally blew it by her misunderstanding and thinking i didn't enjoy talking to her or something because i didn't talk much to her even though i really was interested. 

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but it's not just her too, i mean i have met or tried to meet some people and i did, but all of them just kinda did the same thing as the girl i had a crush on. they all just kinda stopped talking to me because i probably looked like i didn't care about talking to them or wasn't appealing enough or something. i think that's also just another thing that just completely fucks with my confidence in myself, which leads to my social skills killing themselves.",6.65218947368421,5.83953026105263,6.948842105263157,79.08389473684213,65.33684210526316,10.126315789473685,29.52631578947368,9.3871,2.2387473684210533,1874,50,385,30,25,609,210,475,0.126,0.742,0.132,0.7070000000000001,1,2,2,0,0,0,38.0,1,2,3,8,33,24,2,0,16,1,30,8,6,3,6,80,58,31,1,3,20,1,6,3,6,4,0,2,0,2,17,22,1,2,11,0,0,8,13,8,1,3,20,9,62,16,68,32,16,65,0,5,1,3,46,24,3,13,34,268,79,3,0.0,0.0,0.1748566036559872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961715372281725,0.0,0.0,0.0477641505991853,0.09939631751981906,0.12942968763134932,0.14515117480469414,0.0,0.06262961005841064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041762935800051686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611605859922295,0.09185369538232582,0.0,0.1092281956813773,0.13192891216800087,0.10164759916498216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608962821693832,0.0,0.0,0.10290010004416636,0.1252465318929967,0.0,0.0,0.04768763896237523,0.0,0.0,0.1540774771716877,0.0,0.05144330562403054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171459050656178,0.0,0.07889905026647444,0.0540270454990942,0.2012923601949158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630587798814843,0.0,0.09060022735806447,0.042669418716797435,0.057347875095026125,0.0,0.0,0.1524128315158903,0.0,0.0,0.27687243421814184,0.05521721585233029,0.03120521266673989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310550249002195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059270439857657,0.0,0.06607975448829763,0.06219711788761741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753968437437537,0.0,0.0,0.052857058055325416,0.05015615220146343,0.06681992130212157,0.13039949041497587,0.05077828075894166,0.0,0.0,0.03986864552183183,0.0,0.0,0.13012176078260607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030786277984165,0.06995225856619716,0.0,0.1904430010953572,0.04390666795929635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352099410305223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04542554117485858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422281950057815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720254309117202,0.0,0.06439646889026936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596619944187865,0.15305215340187195,0.06140993386371039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100705522215922,0.05681463752259298,0.0,0.0,0.060447533139635024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04940729874593546,0.0,0.0,0.1826543395708914,0.0,0.09196246914863457,0.059072136564884026,0.0,0.08455102390536222,0.0,0.14309564687128573,0.09986991791674196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800679295002342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190411164822618,0.15308417105931665,0.05868207659511227,0.0,0.0696553030046094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216533859686502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370229715475401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485756532281759,0.0,0.14515117480469414,0.07692524915055021
lonely,Canboida,2018/11/15,"I was asked out today I'm not trying to brag, she wasn't a model or anything. I'm just confused. Why would someone want to go out with me? I don't have any friends, I have the personality of a brick, and my prospects going forward aren't looking very bright. I never harbored romantic feelings for this acquaintance (we meet for less than an hour every week) nor do we have much in common, but I answered, ""yes"" so quickly that I surprised myself. 
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lonely,AlexDawesome,2018/11/15,"I have a friend, can I be subbed here? I have one good friend, and a few good  acquaintances, but that’s it. Should I be subbed to r/lonely?",0.054999999999999716,1.8199465000000004,1.2900000000000027,103.625,84.0,5.333333333333334,13.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-1.1776666666666666,105,1,28,1,3,33,21,30,0.0,0.68,0.32,0.755,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6494464209434768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7050564251601491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848065723681595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,basicblackbat,2018/11/15,"I have no friends This has been sitting in my notes for a while. It's just to vent, but also let anyone who feels this way know they're not alone. 

I have no friends, literally. No acquaintances, nothing. No one. In fact, i have never had real friends before. My whole childhood other kids would hang out with me for three reasons: money, boredom, advice, or pity. I've felt it being harder now because I'm 17. Teenagers commonly find friends in school. I'm not in high school anymore, I go to an online college, there's no way of making friends there. 
I'm also too giving. I use to think it was because I had low self esteem, but now I truly think that's just who I am. I want to continuously show people I appreciate them, and due to that, I'm a magnet for narcissists and manipulative people. Or perfectly normal people who simply get annoyed because I'm ""too nice"". Plus, the word friends is so corrupt nowadays, people use it to refer to the cashier they regularly greet as they walk into the store. 

It's extremely difficult to find another human being who means well and is genuine. It's like digging through a land fill hoping to find something good. I never had any luck. I know there are more good than bad but I suppose I'm just a magnet for the bad. As pathetic as it sounds my mom and dog are my only best friends. I feel like I'm being ungrateful for not being happy with them as my only friends? I know that's not logically correct, but I have no reason to think otherwise. 

I'm tired of talking to people who only talk about themselves. I love learning about others, but if they dismiss my interests to talk about them for the fifth time, it feels onesided. ",3.813690896259701,5.5099441223241605,4.867905198776762,82.56300105857446,72.6085626911315,7.110279934133144,28.173253352152443,7.748469712250963,1.7766688779110802,1316,51,248,17,26,431,169,327,0.154,0.623,0.222,0.9835,0,1,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,6,2,17,27,1,0,10,0,21,2,0,6,5,59,49,21,0,5,15,1,4,2,8,1,1,1,0,3,20,9,0,0,19,1,2,4,12,6,1,2,6,5,30,21,38,37,3,26,0,2,0,1,28,9,0,5,12,163,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442882852582048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948407654532636,0.0,0.13818768590030794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058754787748476575,0.09059766345931876,0.0,0.0,0.0856853283660987,0.06041270892725459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428035232001565,0.15800544348561069,0.0,0.07351981731969996,0.0,0.09067119942907596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105891765681532,0.06172399338434063,0.08295730219493043,0.0,0.23690339844772454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5340178145356134,0.0,0.04514029949605463,0.08288250594172812,0.04910296480832898,0.14493600978712765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919741326054356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128607174290457,0.0,0.08581443933821416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424491169705749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834959058077108,0.0,0.08442110003972042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797914097703698,0.0,0.057672499097425466,0.0,0.0,0.09411464865518032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119033431453567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327361575260774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465340335585361,0.08290288324860416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058546701635707576,0.1971326927301184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994935139195053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834182240149283,0.0,0.17766665052056513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488230436763627,0.0,0.0,0.09013377462632643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651474297098163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833452103842426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660843991880912,0.0,0.0,0.05038038472443766,0.09930379421504833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492432739851035,0.0,0.0,0.05096080673174426,0.13716018821426226,0.0,0.0,0.07768374479868513,0.0,0.0,0.0964622271118001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061375898220696064,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sphprnt,2019/09/13,"I push people out of my life once they disappoint me. Is this bad? I have few friends. I feel lonely on weekends I go to university very far away from home. I have a good friend from home. I have a friend here and a couple ""buddies"" but no one that really wants to hangout a lot.

I thought the guy that im sleeping with would want to hangout more but it doesnt seem like it. Im hurt. Im about to push him out of my life too even though he ""cares about me a lot""",0.08168316831683242,1.8201326633663368,1.901475247524754,99.41914356435646,83.75247524752477,5.228118811881188,19.01089108910891,6.2581,-0.3696463366336631,353,9,90,3,10,116,66,101,0.158,0.71,0.133,-0.5539999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,0,6,0,6,3,1,0,0,14,13,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,3,1,2,0,2,1,5,4,0,0,3,3,0,3,2,4,0,1,1,1,13,6,15,11,4,9,0,3,0,0,7,5,0,3,2,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463758690925792,0.0,0.13008350663223148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884483781570913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723857801431996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290206886958922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877535326228108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611037927298378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854269823432323,0.1306746489541074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426295429172854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125530327841997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678329442364495,0.0,0.5048606189892332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008724379840475,0.07611426330980597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649050971380945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591810718671832,0.1055716891185786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800962397942128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980717877342146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183121333759466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590893856971552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306919580923314,0.12368495822928745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285483663321534,0.18378553514394416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067330977321822,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,localmanisnotpleased,2019/09/13,"Feeling very low right now :/ Man life can get so lonely at times. I feel so low. 

Everyone around seems to have their life altogether or have found the special someone in their life and are enjoying life to the fullest while me on the other hand... you know... are just there...

Idk why but I feel as if my soul craves a very deep connection with another individual but my mind's biggest fear is the thought that it may never come to happen :/

Perhaps this fear is because of growing up in a household deprived of love and affection. Or maybe it's just because I crave a form love and appreciation in what I do from someone else apart from my mom

I honestly wish life could get easier or life could at least give me a sign of what is to come because at this point I honestly have no clue as to what will happen now or even in the future

I suffer from social anxiety as well so social situations that are meant to be ""fun"" or ""lit"" or ""exciting"" really are the opposite to be honest

The flip side of this is at least I have this Reddit community in which I can share how I feel and I really appreciate all of the advice posted on here

I really hope and pray that at the end of this short life we all live that everything will fall into place 

If you're reading this what I'd tell you is have hope, we will get through this❤️",5.20689606741573,5.262900146067416,6.1211212546816505,80.89943469101125,68.13857677902621,9.821067415730338,29.047050561797754,9.673873057562805,2.357958988764045,1037,33,219,21,16,344,142,267,0.106,0.677,0.217,0.9907,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,2,2,0,13,20,0,2,13,0,25,10,1,2,3,46,47,23,0,7,12,1,5,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,18,12,0,0,9,1,0,4,2,7,1,0,3,6,23,13,36,36,5,37,2,5,1,2,15,25,0,12,7,150,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059001749200557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793967784736767,0.07874744110011532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091636821996267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825051349834804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773442887297307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437555278085625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859916571996377,0.0,0.09117269135489603,0.0,0.0,0.06798971014096906,0.0,0.0,0.09836186123773097,0.09251421649544496,0.0,0.0,0.231668186617776,0.20819458708231173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286642290587788,0.0,0.0,0.16134288234902566,0.09874770108778634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205582026604067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448171802970608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056572142548871676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089580633883832,0.0,0.0,0.09089631634713892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858114886076584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034152575432057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393823742552867,0.12055997550182895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939228563190208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754850952205422,0.0,0.09730987138667764,0.0,0.09858634067101467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029660563484076,0.0,0.19783454004387585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790866019264625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371107101827017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570684952751355,0.0,0.20986506278545874,0.1744384053032111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997252381842373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817214323403398,0.06002409211606322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986959080666553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092553804009663,0.0,0.09288571431542668,0.0,0.11837384962599162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ZombieFreshmanO_O,2019/09/13,"Another Teen... another story. Bring it on. Hello, I’m a freshman at a “wonderful” Texas school, and I have A’s and B’s, a loving mom, and a great cast of teachers...  but not everything is perfect. Loneliness has grabbed another from the bucket, and is chewing it like jerky. I apologize if I seem overdramatic. I suffer from Asperger’s Syndrome, I’m M, 16. 

This all began at the end of 8th grade. I parted with friends for the time, and had an awesome summer... until school came back. I was excited for High School, I’ll admit, but I didn’t see what was coming for me. Loneliness struck when my friends began to not care about little ole’ anon. Trust me, this seems normal,  but it got worse. 

My friends began getting girlfriends, ignoring me, not even answering texts or calls. I began to enter a depression. I have managed to put on a mask in order to keep going in my classes. My teachers are supportive, and I’m grateful for that...  but it’s not enough. Only a few people notice I’m alive. I’m not fat, i have a small chub, but something that can be burned in a week- but girls call me ugly, tease me with the “I like you” joke, and then say “Just kidding, I’m sorry”

...BULLSHIT, and it’s just pushing me over the edge... is there anyone out there who understands?",2.215819892473121,4.404842383064518,3.760967741935485,86.50311827956993,78.79838709677419,6.713978494623658,24.849462365591396,7.793537801064563,1.4654349462365586,973,36,191,16,24,322,147,248,0.153,0.6459999999999999,0.201,0.8959999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,1,0,1,9,17,1,0,16,0,14,3,1,0,2,39,40,19,0,2,15,1,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,2,11,13,2,2,6,1,0,7,6,4,0,0,10,3,22,13,25,29,4,32,0,2,1,1,17,12,0,5,14,121,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39739004786943705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832975883277668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713654710321074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579850125920752,0.14448277087628325,0.12879731309089815,0.0,0.0,0.10881827207126757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880400748373197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188693816293772,0.13052805774974816,0.0,0.08343683159080242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135332550393405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29279640994374284,0.0,0.06599988378152359,0.0,0.07179371884675265,0.0,0.10103407902782817,0.13927436020367218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346987488264486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228394940785877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343256144804515,0.12661138379490414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401373715558336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795095245561218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377221342284415,0.0,0.1438224711638991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607627002167456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679825575781074,0.0,0.08757822758236293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269920648705012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045914434968024,0.0,0.3835445896205622,0.10066510457241404,0.2300040648660924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972515768581995,0.0,0.14141110608901336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335273233894386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366144163425309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150934827878366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133073299462177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369946657240648,0.0,0.0,0.12873652345502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,grooveswae,2019/09/13,18 y/o introvert Wow the ultimate feeling of loneliness just hit me. I’ve been running from it my whole life. I just graduated high school and have virtually 0 friends I can hang out with on a consistent basis. All throughout school I never cared for my peers. Never talked to any girls. I’ve been lonely for the longest and it’s finally hitting me. I don’t like this feeling.,1.7757057057057042,4.4379768108108095,3.562612612612611,84.16512012012012,84.94594594594594,7.072672672672672,27.141141141141144,8.167268648758528,2.265160960960961,300,14,57,7,9,100,57,74,0.102,0.733,0.165,0.5815,0,2,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,3,11,10,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,2,8,4,8,6,2,8,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,35,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783133726930551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26734294094678984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265164860310969,0.0,0.0,0.2872407852797215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025845919052116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770417178947185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520831973842003,0.12810369717428408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404468619945988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307457436425711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107563344669268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29275069680146226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Elyrae,2019/09/13,"Outcast? I feel so weird when hanging out with people. I talk, laugh and we have fun but i don.t feel like being part of the group. I just feel like an alien. It.s funny to analyse the situation. 
I had anxiety for a long time and couldn.t even talk normal to people (forget my name, panick attacks and others) but now i got over it thanks to a bunch of stuff i forced me to do. Now i can go to random people and start a conversation with no problem. 

The problem that still persists is that i just can.t feel like i.m integrating. It could also be from the fact that i don.t like the small talks and prefer deeper talking subjects? I have to admit i am very selective with the people i keep close because mostly i get bored when i feel like i am not challenged in a relation - friendship or other kinds. But even with the few ones that are close to me sometimes i feel weird. 
It doesn.t affect me that much on the surface, because i pretty much got used to loneliness. But i don.t understand if everyone is feeling this and pretend to be ok or it.s just me that is strange. 

And it.s not like people don.t want me around. I see they appreciate me for how i am and even admire what i do, but it.s always some sort of distance like a shield between me and everyone else. 

This is not a “special snowflake” problem. Nop. This is a problem i fight since 6-7 yo. Always felt like an outcast and always tried to integrate. Now i gave up “integrating”. I like being myself but i can.t stop wondering why am i always the outcast?",3.0775477542591614,5.058235288590605,4.1249664429530215,85.90288074341767,75.30872483221476,6.598038203407331,25.55549819308209,7.468242284971852,1.308550438822922,1188,42,231,15,26,385,152,298,0.14800000000000002,0.655,0.19699999999999998,0.9502,0,0,0,0,1,0,42.0,1,0,1,2,16,26,2,0,18,1,21,0,0,3,1,65,43,24,0,9,15,0,8,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,16,19,0,2,12,1,0,2,4,9,0,1,5,9,38,17,27,33,7,22,0,0,1,0,12,10,0,8,19,166,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080968912293678,0.2947073173185729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677369549044545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882413945688924,0.0,0.10073312515923924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795285421712013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069626168522786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396828296281792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754501174430801,0.0,0.0,0.1692177641812576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133983470342821,0.2530272797895735,0.08501742743037646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046261293883129766,0.0,0.050322366286684184,0.0,0.1416356197713844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870318073756337,0.0,0.0922063624437186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389329094647938,0.0,0.0,0.07835985361193576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018204949193896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675564882316635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000062472988482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588599175811367,0.0,0.3069310044062161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008245958069168,0.0,0.3389037891403825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055918464668746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324563340321237,0.09952868993695098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757362108431274,0.0,0.06267285864669825,0.0,0.07071243560070141,0.07402788233125547,0.0,0.0,0.10136324821508097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846776121368592,0.0,0.08152066726927662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051631509088371434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011648438651175,0.0,0.0,0.09217883821193652,0.0,0.07647475797661436,0.0,0.0730591918376151,0.05222634504107914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989841135095484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602366138190473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nama95,2019/09/13,"Depression + unable to hold conversations = Lost in life? I'm a 24 year old guy and i've been suffering from depression for at least 8 years now and i just can't hold any conversations, even im very interested in talking to someone. Needless to say i have exactly 0 friends and can't find any, because who would want to befriend someone that you can't even properly talk with?

Im extremely nervous about interactions with other people, as i know my mind will go completely blank if i try to talk to someone and even if it wouldn't i would not have anything interesting to say, as im just sitting in my apartment the whole day, every day.

I know you can't fight depression on your own (i guess you can fight, just not win), but what about people that just have noone to talk to? Nobody that could help them? No chance of finding friends that eventually could help one day, even if its just by beeing a friend?

I'm conviced i'll never find hapiness in my life again, no friends and obviously no girlfriend.

I just don't want to accept, that im doomed to be in this pain until i'll die and that my only decision is whether i'll kill myself or not. I know theres noone here that can even remotely help me, but i\`ll still post and hope for a miracle :D At least i had something to do for a few minutes.",5.178295454545456,5.3240831174242444,5.90787878787879,82.0943181818182,68.20454545454545,9.47878787878788,31.272727272727273,9.354420925462401,2.5045954545454543,1029,39,217,19,16,337,142,264,0.162,0.667,0.171,0.4359,0,0,1,0,2,1,28.0,0,4,1,2,18,20,3,1,5,0,21,3,0,0,3,48,32,17,2,11,16,0,0,0,5,4,3,2,0,1,13,9,0,2,8,0,0,1,13,11,0,1,3,2,21,9,33,22,5,25,1,6,0,0,26,9,0,6,13,136,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126380408374357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646695842349865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056644440502356126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742703813355497,0.0,0.0,0.14838144735714867,0.0,0.0,0.17978117258471574,0.0,0.24010096677313886,0.0,0.09643845365320687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068708036395097,0.0,0.07829086425106807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25478730660441146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28716548925811736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052809762256601805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023641526800353,0.09200747327111862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685114444738649,0.0,0.0,0.09229259694041864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40148718894145136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280451942393956,0.0,0.15320264326692756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126723323865233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143543244861992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382481667156443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166724036365199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750609695798083,0.0,0.06296640959173752,0.07067143281957469,0.09887564986074804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884094741913066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889936713272228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477907431131274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23619774305554025,0.07153596074224615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420769705828488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987490081662302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308799610233093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766704516561028,0.10961570644107232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374418938655224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320183661403093,0.0,0.0,0.11967755225073727
lonely,Markey_UwU,2019/09/13,"Doing ‘fine’ but just don’t have anyone I’m in university now and by all accounts I’m supposed to be happy. At times I am, I spend tons of time on campus and even participate in a club. But despite introducing myself to as much people as I could I just have this acking feeling of loneliness. I work out every morning, but disgusted by my body still. I work but still feel broke. 
But most of all the worst is that I just don’t have anyone to talk to that I click with, old friends are in way worse situations with drugs and all that but as the “successful one” I just get treated seriously anymore by them. Which is fine, but I just want some friends around, thought about dating but people online in that means just depresses me out.

Anyone dealing with a similar situation? Any tips or recommendations",4.354526881720428,6.034924232258067,5.282338709677422,80.19684139784947,71.19354838709677,8.263440860215054,27.755376344086017,8.841846274778883,2.133505376344086,636,23,122,12,12,208,95,155,0.159,0.706,0.135,-0.7351,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,12,12,1,0,4,0,12,2,1,0,3,35,20,15,0,2,15,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,4,1,2,0,2,5,0,1,1,3,14,7,26,17,8,17,0,2,1,0,5,9,0,3,7,93,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148161318857304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257974879830892,0.3438820821104919,0.0,0.0,0.14593715707941635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209514149021047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308889829634911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901007713781596,0.141197217977638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901128808537383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827770750311258,0.0,0.138122545367682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578120834086368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533119840834162,0.0,0.0856494185491459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745121558155837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857358112960434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051129474122654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202250134211,0.0,0.1110867896104004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22730416601412376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685402506723557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26183785558158085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317649697340874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014630198211044,0.19118396227333426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966932766086496,0.13012419611515594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23869367518658904,0.0,0.16706405751350265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dizzycatch,2019/09/13,"I'm so lonely and I don't know what to do Hi everyone,

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I have been so fucking lonely since coming back to university. I'm in my junior year and have made one friend that I'm actually close to, but this year, her boyfriend decided to basically move in with us and he is here all the time/she is there all the time. When they hang out, it's always with her door closed. So now, I am left with no friends.

I hate walking around campus and seeing other girls with their friends walking around and then there's just me. I've done so much to try to find my place on campus. I'm in a social organization, I lead an organization that I started, and I am part of another club. I talk to people in my classes. I try so hard to be social but no one wants to hang out with me or talk to me. 

It's gotten to the point where all I do is complete my mandatory things for the day that I can't do from my bed and then I go home and get in bed. I sit there for probably 5 hours before I go to bed. I don't have anyone to talk to and I just feel so shitty that I isolate myself because I don't want to bring other people into this funk I've been in for the past month. I have tried everything and am so desperate for someone to hang out with (I hide it well apparently). 

Does anyone have any suggestions or advice? Please help, I can't take the crippling loneliness anymore.  Thanks in advance.",2.4088704616763787,3.7232212302405534,4.104485283131631,88.17036306588976,75.52920962199312,7.122725235320486,23.30509487524279,7.7425588080867325,0.9114056775735846,1082,31,241,15,23,364,146,291,0.125,0.7909999999999999,0.084,-0.8997,1,4,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,2,2,20,9,2,0,8,0,23,1,0,2,3,42,44,24,0,2,6,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,13,25,0,0,4,1,0,12,7,4,1,2,5,3,35,5,42,38,5,46,0,2,1,1,18,20,1,2,13,164,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.11266763690481404,0.0,0.0,0.11282150155165295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606798923674906,0.12509567908091745,0.14029072551966934,0.0785135064986071,0.12106486145814177,0.0,0.0,0.11450055124539885,0.16145794399815347,0.0,0.0,0.2055592416188226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877793503351276,0.0,0.07038042849676507,0.0,0.09824388575135884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945444610191198,0.12105259810492885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445906341350987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103563819184097,0.1181507719010153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032240730187864,0.10376370419381163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058377626615433185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055239764357178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676012421196324,0.10673648743832401,0.060320585498574116,0.0,0.13123172065852878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342519646665592,0.11398812374499995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738719807681159,0.0,0.11581099601449706,0.0,0.11370013178818004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345116769529456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544243078516645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092465176521076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215525247997393,0.1227106237330838,0.08487286873770039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647088570978024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250267486805011,0.11021506839062052,0.16008422021416938,0.0,0.12062612808358185,0.12673515740917826,0.10914249822568857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124480251071706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092002859689627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550574835320144,0.0,0.0,0.2353841076582887,0.09782483046167184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171979664012041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680795439545884,0.2783955895042551,0.0,0.1062956516594631,0.0,0.0,0.07670331579214515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464573067297053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23515954042301504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887841008991056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361969563275567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380810544662113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029072551966934,0.14869874844117364
lonely,ronyeezy,2019/09/13,"I am so sorry I am so sad 
I am so sorry 
I don’t know what to do with myself",-3.620000000000001,-2.9390375238095228,1.9907142857142863,99.49178571428571,90.90476190476193,4.2,10.5,3.1291,-1.9222571428571429,56,0,18,0,2,24,12,21,0.336,0.664,0.0,-0.6787,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23839555509603824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9711681416265936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sigyn84,2019/09/13,"It’s Friday night but I have no one to hang out with :( Hey guys, I’m alone at home like every Friday night but... tonight it’s particularly hard and I thought I could write a post here to see if there’s anyone who feels as lonely as me.

I’m so disappointed by friendship in general... I’ll admit I never cared much to have many friends, I always believed that it was better to have a few of them, but sincere. I’ve never needed someone to just ‘hang out’, I like to spend time with people I have something in common with, if you get what I mean.. who share interests with me beside the need to drink a beer with someone but... since I broke up with my boyfriend, after we spent together 17 years, all those I considered real friends just disappeared because me and my boyfriend weren’t there to plan a night out anymore and they chose to keep his friendship over mine, I guess.

Then three years ago I found a new job and I met this colleague... she was 27, just 6 years younger than me, but she was very insicure and her friends treated her badly. She had no self esteem but she was sweet and I immediately tried to help her, inviting her to hang out with me, I complimented her to help with her self esteem, I shared my interests to help her to find something that could make her feel stronger, more confident, and I tried my best to be with her when she needed someone to talk to. I thought I finally had found a best friend - I know it sound childish but I’m so envious of those who have this kind of friendship! - but recently she got herself a boyfriend, she grew more confident, she reconnected with her friends... and I realized suddenly that I’m no longer needed, and I am alone. 

When me and my boyfriend broke up I thought that at least I still had friends to hang out with, it broke my heart because I still love him unfortunately, but I was so sure that I’d never feel lonely, that I’d always have someone to hang out with.... that now I don’t know what to do. I’m like... stuck in this situation, I have two jobs and I work hard all day long but when I come home... I don’t even know who I could call to go out for a beer.

And right now I kinda feel embarrassed for all this speech, English isn’t my mother tongue and it’s probably full of mistakes but... I kinda hope that someone will stop and say hello. Just to know there’s someone out there that found my post, that I’m not talking to myself.

Thank you.",3.218609875203473,4.685140517525774,3.839590341833969,90.26719886055344,73.7216494845361,7.002170374389582,25.546663049376026,7.573540080772713,1.0770618556701037,1881,62,409,23,38,594,207,485,0.132,0.65,0.218,0.9954,3,6,5,0,0,0,70.0,1,2,2,5,20,36,1,1,9,0,26,5,1,1,7,97,67,36,0,11,18,1,6,3,6,1,0,3,2,3,28,36,3,2,18,3,2,9,11,10,0,3,19,11,76,26,62,43,11,58,0,6,1,1,55,18,0,6,32,270,104,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641314051705007,0.0,0.0,0.14985970839367885,0.0,0.0,0.1203972898815643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174895701167533,0.050586826688236185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060406868909975014,0.08820433235915286,0.0,0.0,0.0815104912178723,0.15184779271051332,0.06398519676909513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387455424204678,0.0,0.07376276626742087,0.0,0.0,0.06232068492572267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732899961040002,0.0,0.0,0.046657942532833084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087268832427156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047784626550268036,0.0,0.060955614971598925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632362121986428,0.0,0.0,0.07925279355431185,0.06612400697321187,0.0,0.0,0.2379748284309329,0.3353714861330674,0.0,0.03779841274808008,0.0,0.04111656660899846,0.0,0.057862644627642276,0.0,0.07969856939691497,0.07163507733467732,0.0,0.0,0.1296177161506612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573175032773403,0.14547835851463506,0.0,0.14514023005382445,0.07185706860749565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358681502515974,0.0643054930028668,0.0,0.07533844934064247,0.15904046063684724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603552544751764,0.0,0.0,0.0640249729544032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529614976631659,0.0,0.0482923008804648,0.07334867978219653,0.0,0.07880728252190639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318349775860606,0.21457805325464824,0.16739580351321287,0.06987335212472763,0.0,0.20367876750091615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049024317919259465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015642156070214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857718946453476,0.0,0.0780024906937318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234692359218626,0.0,0.0,0.0714341069632053,0.0,0.0,0.061784091874055175,0.0,0.05753337710438789,0.0,0.0,0.05765133139555525,0.0,0.1509477630367112,0.0,0.0,0.05984633050609085,0.08132125556229775,0.0,0.0,0.3677971579591484,0.11139277925567884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555309429994336,0.06048547752019326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681863559373806,0.0,0.0,0.11629983708271145,0.0,0.06660755829111613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230672630194308,0.04218621935345829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823796522187338,0.0,0.07067267720166992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596939959158036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052669604813965334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976762548587846
lonely,itsthebiggjohn,2019/09/13,"How to cope with being left out? Last year I lived in college dorms and made amazing friends in my hall. Most of us were turned down for this year so we all found separate apartments, but still live close by. Then this morning, while browsing instagram, I saw a picture one of them posted of them all hanging out together. I never got an invite. I feel an immense void in my heart right now. Were they ever real to me? Why is it no one cares about me like I truly care about them?",2.252708333333331,4.332308020833338,2.9512500000000017,92.90208333333337,78.16666666666666,5.5166666666666675,23.166666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.4775291666666664,374,12,78,3,9,117,75,96,0.042,0.767,0.191,0.9511,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,4,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,2,4,17,12,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,6,2,15,5,16,5,3,22,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,1,10,57,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977161426648577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642643663952387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861897329293473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385322072419088,0.15068877856010315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599271143290586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231125422551518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898506480630034,0.0,0.0,0.2119134409642588,0.0,0.0,0.09528755111473808,0.0,0.3444508916351643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455322751732212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042822786362062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643306861477509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679608982992596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200022090187815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656459580918306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576060004090506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121494252662999,0.0,0.0,0.2346112202513099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759948499669037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512009951657762
lonely,Dracade,2019/09/13,"Literally everyone I meet and befriend ghosts me No matter who I talk to, I feel like even though they treat me kindly and act like they enjoy my presence (Besides family, they are kind and helpful but I feel like I can't be myself), they always eventually slow down with the conversations and then just... never talk to me again. I contact them, no response. I wait a day, no response. weeks, months, years... gone.

I don't know what the fuck I'm doing wrong, but I feel like I missed a memo

How do I get people to want to talk to me? I feel like I've always been there for my friends when they were down and needed to vent. but whenever I needed to vent I got nothing. I tried my best being friendly and helpful, but they just drift into nothingness.

Even my fucking ex, who was the only other person who came close to getting me, just stopped talking with me and faded into the void.

​

My god, it hurts. To know not what you're doing wrong, and that no matter what you do, you'll always do wrong.",3.2361000000000004,4.822431009999999,4.153000000000001,87.55150000000002,73.9,6.4,23.5,6.9077264865688965,0.7356500000000001,782,22,158,7,16,252,109,200,0.17800000000000002,0.6409999999999999,0.18100000000000002,-0.7353,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,7,1,10,19,2,0,6,0,14,2,0,1,1,37,33,16,1,3,8,1,4,5,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,14,0,2,6,0,0,4,9,7,0,0,6,4,36,12,16,24,1,20,0,2,0,2,25,5,2,0,16,111,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760339344776276,0.11981324461699472,0.1343666474947644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604675294839399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647391423121687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131486910067106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607392450101234,0.0,0.0,0.1056638060555686,0.0,0.0,0.10424486153414284,0.0,0.22365002242196333,0.31599312930072176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086746889769022,0.20445861876227656,0.11554683773060022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844082493640118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823871394316188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837803955402088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030383944575625,0.12154361097305018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27011869815409945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826379847206348,0.0,0.0,0.16398714719325286,0.08528601396675975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610436910108008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410097522825888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666215962357306,0.09655407856681726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244972404877808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555196482205161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864416234626602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507647412425217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522287326170699,0.0,0.08870050287671925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627051912394588,0.1343666474947644,0.07120981177015341
lonely,ObaidMohsin,2019/09/13,"CRINGE, story alert...but finally after 5 years of avoiding conversation with the opposite sex...this happens... So finally today, a cute girl approached me ( im a ugly dude, awkward, not funny) and started talking to me. But a little back story, we had a bio lab which we finished and had to dispense our pill bugs back in the environment. Consequently, one latched on to me and I started calling it “coco”. And later on it stayed latched on to me all the way to the end of class. Then as soon as the bell rung, I started to exit the room whilst she was waiting for me to exit so she could walk with me. And as we walked she asked me if the pill bug was still on me. I told her that “the pill bug has a name, it’s coco”. And she says sorry and then the girl next to her asked what we were taking about, she told her that I had a bug latched on to me, but then I corrected her awkwardly and said “it’s name is coco” I was poking fun in an awkward way since she kept calling it “the bug”


Why am I so weird and awkward? 😭",2.485835308056874,3.5800865023696677,4.149333530805688,88.80229413507111,74.97156398104265,6.791587677725119,25.50977488151659,7.1686216300943375,0.9962059241706164,776,26,172,8,16,261,107,211,0.078,0.889,0.032,-0.652,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,5,0,0,0,8,8,0,5,17,0,11,3,0,0,2,27,23,21,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,2,9,15,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,6,0,1,11,2,31,2,26,11,1,37,0,0,0,0,29,11,0,1,20,119,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29538790498070816,0.0,0.0,0.24296028123001626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32263917692019783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613757263949496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992715807135298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461280591583721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970495529749494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065010606425088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834172786194625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801804790814498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705422012239643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502792049140212,0.12563542091624516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306862086295298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685043955664095,0.33546620733375576,0.16839019578029174,0.1261664304374786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878449867617168,0.1269817601517331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975060150324973,0.3019214525987636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508010967463871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255621761775808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173668075907903
lonely,ghost15624,2019/09/13,"A fri(end) I thought she was like me. Started talking to her a lot, gave her a lot of stuff priority and in the end, she told me that we should stop talking and find other friends. Hurts like hell😢",0.2463414634146375,2.5328741219512203,1.4226341463414656,99.46809756097562,88.26829268292683,4.255609756097561,25.27317073170732,5.6839178017228535,0.31116195121951185,153,7,36,1,5,48,32,41,0.11900000000000001,0.698,0.182,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,8,3,3,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,10,1,0,2,5,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401108721889974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22708135809028354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919540169596452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659738610139761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427629764803765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224513715932003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585617061355488,0.0,0.0,0.2077176657728738,0.0,0.0,0.2844190141787074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993938988168072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972437707462152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23740729760274984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ViolentSound13,2019/09/13,"My Realization Hello, I've never posted on here before but I have lurked. I feel like I have no one to bounce my ideas off of or share my feelings with so I'll hop on here to find posts that I find relate-able. I wanted to finally make a post because I don't know what else to do.  I just needed to put this somewhere.

 I had a realization today that when I was 20 I told myself that by the time I was 25 I would be in a long term relationship with someone I'd marry. I am now nearly three months away from turning 26 and I have not been in a serious stable relationship in 6 years. Im not attractive, im short for a guy, I'm overweight, my voice isn't deep so I know the on logically level I have very few traits that other women would find desirable. and besides having a job that doesn't and transportation I still feel like im loser since the job doesn't pay well and I often times dont have the money to treat people to things.  But, I still believed that I would be able to pull it off since I've had a few girlfriends in the past. Even though all of them dumped me, I thought I would do okay since they lasted awhile. 

 But so far, no luck. So I ask myself if I should still be optimistic about my chances ? Should I say...okay well lets shoot for the big 30 for a good relationship? I dont know. I've tried a lot to put myself out there. I've even fallen in love about two years ago for a girl. But she doesn't love me at all, in fact she told me that the idea of being with me disgusted her. I've been on dating sites but I've had people take the time to message me and call me ugly or straight up ignore my messages when I try to strike up a convo. Which is okay, I get it..I can take a hint. I have no confidence to go out in public places becuase I feel if people think im ugly online then it's going to be the same reaction. I always get told I have a good personalty but it's never enough. 

 Im still young, so this is the best Im ever going to look and as healthy as Im ever going to be. So no im getting scared, that the older I get the more impossible it's going to be. I've been thinking that some people aren't meant to find a partner and have a soul mate. I've had people tell me they'd date me, but there's always a reason why they dont. I've had people say I deserve love but never tell me why. I think about finding someone I can spend the rest of my life with, someone I can share my thoughts and feelings with. But I dont have that at all. Sometimes I wonder if I ever did becuase everyone I've tried that with left eventually. In a room full of strangers I'd blend in, no one notice me, I wouldn't catch anybody's eye. It's always been that way, but it's worst now than it's ever been. My biggest fear is that once my parents go I won't have anyone that loves me at all. I haven't been intimate with anyone in a long time and I dont even know what it's like to be held or to hold someone. 

 I dont remember what it feels like to have someone truly interested in you. I've never had someone who truly accepted me for who I am, who loved me and never wanted to let me go. Everyone's broken up with me and I cant help but feel I am the problem. I guess I cant really make relationships work..Im not good at them. It's getting to the point that if someone wanted to try I wouldn't know how to be in one and that would inevitably cuase me to blow it.",1.2720599579242629,2.6377805923913087,3.3728295932678836,92.02455469845722,78.67391304347825,6.161430575035063,20.430750350631136,6.828538100315305,0.17118450210378675,2620,63,615,26,62,894,277,736,0.11,0.737,0.153,0.9877,3,0,0,1,0,0,63.0,0,1,5,2,34,33,2,2,33,2,75,8,1,4,14,115,128,43,0,19,22,1,7,4,3,10,2,2,1,4,38,22,1,3,30,0,3,13,31,9,2,5,22,11,89,24,80,84,16,96,1,1,2,5,43,42,0,13,41,409,127,3,0.04442036347407281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03937597204839998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088390255466248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211950193193282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04152704353996175,0.0,0.0417343937128406,0.0,0.0,0.0270782412788872,0.0,0.03779845760207325,0.05004653828047774,0.046616430947397286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045358157601400495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123620109960531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03710751378604204,0.0,0.0,0.04589810978034815,0.0,0.08801769340859877,0.16072304750440708,0.0,0.0848911217846662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049985258504488386,0.1572218931855326,0.09520174962445774,0.0,0.04866033693563358,0.20299703736283087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603903266155945,0.0,0.17671581360995486,0.1117730801165457,0.0,0.0,0.0489340383627507,0.043983143598928916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029774033295595193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029036699400616,0.4318345361217723,0.0,0.0881607131469832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206135036243004,0.03620852493830543,0.0,0.0,0.0482628548868095,0.09084566244788472,0.031375416387953735,0.0868061833368217,0.0,0.0,0.07862124769446906,0.03730191776380419,0.0,0.0,0.03776460453842664,0.2004555616106538,0.0,0.05930187509743778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035455910330017375,0.0,0.0,0.03293713666764315,0.17129861369874885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057287823141866,0.0,0.04730623737605423,0.09030116369422272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493235568423573,0.0,0.042404263204897236,0.1847729219253489,0.0,0.04640982543798115,0.0,0.041991601413332594,0.0,0.1276272878567292,0.0,0.0,0.04250428874356263,0.0,0.08930946855632046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02845682228990442,0.04567153185243629,0.0,0.19076338605677592,0.050319612583777686,0.0,0.0,0.07064971187484571,0.04447253303260903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023495107937033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26346060875437793,0.0,0.04393287530161099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189663860206894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679717030011867,0.0,0.07765071116622743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029510915694493836,0.08538832589556407,0.04364278157877248,0.07052961359132959,0.10360748464332924,0.0,0.04210531063664951,0.1273366826769993,0.0,0.12063404387862953,0.0483165998313168,0.043392240582911634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03665145194291138,0.07860084380682243,0.03525881692799028,0.0,0.0,0.07987848286877004,0.0,0.08016493777958217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048171989341788506,0.03233855365310062,0.0,0.0,0.157774758647456,0.0,0.0,0.05721051539695761
lonely,Longeth_Sleev,2019/09/13,"I hate moving. When I was 11 I moved across country and lost all my friends and soon begin to hate myself. I never thought I would fit in with these other kids that knew each other their entire life. I never thought that they would openly accept me, a new kid, as their friend, but now that its at that point six years later, some of them are closer to me than the others. Over these past
six years and countless experiences and stories I have learned amazing and extreme leadership skills, how to cook, how to play ukulele which evolved with the help of my friends to be playing actual guitar, how to budget, how to be a man, how to be responsible, stuff like that. 
I was so surprised when they opened their arms towards me because when I first got their I saw that the fad was to be an unopenable vault type of clique but they didn't do that to *me*.
Anyways we are now moving across country again and I don't know what I'm going to do with myself. My birthday is in four days and I'm going to be 18 years old. I'm going to have my birthday and then we are going to move a week or two after. 
A lot of people tell me to stay and stuff but I can't do that because my family needs me.
I graduated already so I don't know how I'm going to meet people, and honestly, I don't know if I even want to meet people. The routine in my life is to dig up years worth of roots and I just cannot deal with all of that mentally again. 
I feel like my brain already decided not to let myself be truly close to any new people anymore because I hate losing people more than anything. 
Not only do I feel lonely right now and will for the next while. 

Anyways, if you made it that far thank you for using *your* time to read this. 
I just needed to get that out before it gets really bad.",3.3839978925184404,4.306169284931509,4.335958904109592,88.97993414120131,72.58904109589041,6.820864067439411,23.901475237091674,6.844919456158928,0.6738198103266589,1379,36,297,11,26,447,181,365,0.065,0.794,0.141,0.9804,0,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,3,8,4,22,19,3,0,10,0,30,5,2,9,4,64,62,32,0,7,10,0,2,2,3,3,2,0,0,3,24,23,1,0,11,5,2,9,10,7,0,5,11,3,50,12,48,41,6,57,0,3,1,0,24,18,0,5,31,219,74,4,0.0,0.0,0.08780518769627582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985851048361263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061187874035444574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892336314990176,0.0,0.0,0.07404392310604319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512756289189032,0.16454858477746406,0.0,0.07656433617843061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044479274963247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802812784859952,0.09276298588482798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942937618188559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801538773957522,0.08482290199710785,0.0,0.09099078676091772,0.0642800370300644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653492632684668,0.0,0.0,0.2085494817994794,0.0,0.09401919623336392,0.0,0.2556818040361999,0.0,0.07196333052508967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665028452411355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031010891054715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834805740374485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200822310313747,0.12710772240260768,0.08791705039046817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066195286498013,0.09822121234190198,0.07649576360933279,0.0,0.08513900931206941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067628832903772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38252792532831137,0.0,0.13343454545817351,0.13879259078985004,0.1738019119660359,0.0956922305464479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441638708240377,0.0,0.0,0.06843204235358241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589382925615273,0.31189579788099075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505794392797426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900019794761185,0.0,0.05764197394802145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684040460537638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590418194346872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20600571935711112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786444147644156,0.08283931305972315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286437564175036,0.052466679780594674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789507049470606,0.0,0.0,0.07771178315144736,0.0,0.0,0.05307113756235897,0.0,0.07217462762077623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783505389269628,0.0,0.0,0.2317705753979593
lonely,Meursault21,2019/09/13,"Another sunrise shedding a light on this lonesome body with half a heart. Each morning, this week, I’ve been feeling more and more lonely. I have mdd, but haven’t gone to therapy for a month now, trying to spend more time with friends. Genuinely enjoying a night out with their presence but coming home feeling hopeless and retreating back to solitude.",7.677380952380954,8.826633523809527,6.473134920634923,76.70589285714287,62.96825396825397,9.474603174603176,39.55952380952381,9.516144504307137,3.994590476190476,284,15,46,5,4,85,48,63,0.115,0.7090000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.6345,0,2,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,3,2,2,0,0,12,7,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,2,3,2,2,9,5,4,10,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,31,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30312365158919524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228325811293406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211006631352816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490152345287712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923332028410072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334106611425344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425590065299685,0.0,0.0,0.2899689603017773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23073942602670286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712802665665052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305860646165608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685637973764902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962650922282879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318810596909905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Morz399,2019/09/13,"I don’t know how to be normal I’ve always been the quiet one in any group I’m in, so that’s what I’m used to. I’m 20 and in third year uni and I’m noticing now that I’m the biggest loner. I had a group of friends in high school but 3 years later I’m basically out of touch with all but a few that I see every few months. I say that my reason is because we have clashing timetables but if we really wanted to we would make the time to see each other more often. And I do have one friend that I’ve stuck with the most but same thing has happened and now I see her like once a month, even though I do consider her a close friend. Another factor adding to my loneliness is that I still haven’t gotten my licence to drive so I’m limited as to when I can see them because I don’t want to be the annoying person that makes them pick me up every time. 

And I’m happy with the friends I’ve made at uni. I’ve got a good 2-3 friends that i see most days at uni but they live about an hour away from me so it isn’t really an option to see them outside of uni which kind of has put us at a point where we can only see each other at uni and these friendships can’t progress. 

And whenever im at work I feel like the biggest antisocial because all my coworkers are friends and joke around but I don’t go out with them because I don’t drink so I kind of stand there awkwardly and watch them have fun. I’ve been there for over a year now and I’m friends with most but I’m not close. Like people who have got hired way after me have already become best friends with the ones I’ve known for longer.

I don’t know how to become more social and make these friendships stronger. I see my younger sister talking to her friends all the time when she’s at home whereas here I am posting to reddit instead of talking to people. Help",2.9020525869380838,3.45662962086514,4.048498727735368,91.96187446988978,73.40203562340966,7.04359626802375,24.73367260390161,6.937597516519254,0.6822257845631898,1423,40,335,12,27,465,177,393,0.048,0.7509999999999999,0.201,0.9968,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,5,0,6,4,22,21,1,1,18,0,29,1,0,9,3,64,63,29,0,5,9,1,2,3,9,1,0,2,1,1,17,28,1,1,5,2,0,3,9,2,0,4,8,13,41,19,47,52,14,47,0,0,9,0,34,23,0,6,21,210,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382953298707377,0.0,0.06320916637392444,0.0,0.0,0.05165896917692783,0.0796561792407799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762517049858045,0.0,0.0,0.07137184500904503,0.0,0.0,0.1852308245301902,0.1677952818945281,0.0,0.0,0.07972083426789607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04899129631778276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441701639734563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05017432556335704,0.0,0.1280079846300479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03841030860088216,0.054269583703861236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282150142642379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043172797362288316,0.06371604042101464,0.12151268636368033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671758121765258,0.08086641214123122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05091790009671447,0.08026144842250413,0.07619933104845282,0.0,0.07481046084169518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820554965173943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821221834513524,0.08349702012785412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113383395282711,0.0,0.06707869998938397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718801482669361,0.15212216573657264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126946202407693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442980771886917,0.0,0.08648693093829649,0.0,0.0809005029567741,0.15442804090232942,0.05777498928317276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532946707587207,0.0663299187590167,0.0,0.0,0.07181170735042608,0.0,0.07275370262163929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636604944473786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733055780801264,0.07810492025177862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060410609059761665,0.0,0.07688087998541088,0.4842756977595927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743699717751061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060665939987618614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211596720578778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050467930971149336,0.0,0.0746354640739729,0.0,0.13288782963915854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137683216712164,0.06560957826675291,0.0,0.0,0.0896125352526633,0.06029767280919088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055303600551303886,0.0,0.0,0.05396352801004557,0.0,0.0,0.1467573747169211
lonely,Odorousbag87,2019/09/13,"What's with all the suicide today? [META] Guys, my DMs are open all the time. Of course, seek professional help, but if you just want someone to listen feel free to message me. Let's create a support network for this. Who else doesn't mind letting people vent in their dms?

But for real I have seen like three in the span of minutes. I am not going to pretend to know you or your struggles. But I will hope you reconsider. Life is hard, but not existing is worse. Your better, you just don't know it yet!",1.8537623762376216,4.032353831683172,2.9529603960396034,91.88052970297028,79.99009900990097,5.228118811881188,21.98118811881188,6.2581,0.2746110891089111,391,12,82,3,10,125,76,101,0.064,0.6779999999999999,0.257,0.971,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,6,1,1,3,6,0,1,4,0,10,1,0,0,2,21,19,6,1,3,10,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,1,1,1,4,1,0,1,1,4,12,6,11,15,2,8,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,3,4,55,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192441071919437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181768901506828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002027006457926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366166787666025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544875635946292,0.0,0.0,0.19491830529018875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458462929306726,0.0,0.0,0.21611641451564687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391640431611409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44500195742090976,0.15369057070330827,0.10630370361183784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970432779929985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084982177388062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24766557024956085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436368332195088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274727837040382,0.0,0.2380086374186022,0.24691906562954266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687874199879284,0.0,0.2062503056970197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283404857809866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22174325919892984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pazaii,2019/09/13,"I need to stop... being thirsty for friends. 

I’m introverted, but I do have friends. Though, mentally, I’m lonely. I feel like I don’t have friends. And I when I try to tell myself that I do, it feels fake. It’s doesn’t sound truthful when I say “I have friends”.When I make friends, I go hard for them. But in the past, I had to let go of some my friends because of their bs. Even though they were in the wrong, I felt like the bad guy. So I kept pushing to still be their friend because I didn’t want to be “lonely”. 

Some of my friends moved, so this high school year has been kind of stressful. I’ve made new friends, but I can’t help but think about the ones I lost. 

So right now, I feel like I have no one to look to.",1.0549999999999995,2.313067833333335,1.9489743589743609,102.46269230769232,79.0,5.3128205128205135,22.256410256410255,5.369823440869387,-0.32968974358974323,546,16,145,2,13,170,86,156,0.17,0.562,0.268,0.9596,0,4,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,1,12,20,0,1,4,0,18,0,0,2,1,19,34,12,0,2,4,0,5,3,8,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,2,5,0,0,4,5,7,0,2,8,8,26,13,16,22,2,16,0,3,1,0,16,4,0,2,11,88,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950857849143465,0.1388414649949022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752172526793698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727447965719195,0.16271305869784064,0.10934351166658897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7038727343933505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944226640272147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275998373494447,0.0,0.0,0.10201490742185602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633195891475039,0.12032141097311795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858942069089412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645092394286245,0.0,0.1669093490180461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563126452905986,0.0,0.1243144421469926,0.0,0.0,0.107756850024771,0.07601637723322749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476515032563178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103736175975872,0.0,0.08444123568760847,0.0,0.10998687154730392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543372743318431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087121937639982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725365636513778,0.0,0.090562653212447,0.0,0.11525353876003434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909454244944092,0.09520952185914276,0.13045017277294416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953691586887732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297027490756265,0.2237747890803312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731764781113838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716989846557217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245108740238734,0.0,0.07333555832723411
lonely,killercrimes4,2019/09/13,"Midnight blues 21 m. Live in a small mountain city 100,000 in the area. I never had any real friends in high school. Just a few people i ate lunch w/ its a very conservative area and about 1/3 the population is ultra conservitive (lds) i was raised in this religion but became a closet atheist my senior year. From there i just wanted to run away and start over. So i went to university in the UK with the goal of makeing just one friend. First semester was really rough i arrived almost 3 weeks late (visa), 4 of my flatmates didn't want anything to do w me the 5th and i seemed to hit it off but she would always say we would go out or that she would introduce me to people but never did (there's a bit more drama there but whatever) i tried meeting people in lectures and workshops. Met some cool people in one but it was just like highschool, friends of circumstance once the project was done it was back to waving as we passed by. Living in student housing didn't help. Alone in a tiny room. Listening to other people haveing fun at dozens of parties and pres. Accross the complex while you sit there trying to tune it out. Desperately trying to work on assignments just to forget about how empty i feel, go sit in the shower carving words in my skin. Or I'd just leave and wonder around the city at night just hopeing that something might happen. Idk. When winter break came it was nearly a month long.  i hadn't planned on going home for christmas but i was seriously starting to loose my shit. So i came home for a month, still nofriends at home but being with family helped. I very seriously considered staying home. But i decided to try again with a fresh look at semester two. A fresh crew of international students came in and was able to squirm my way into a fb group where i was able to make plans, travel more and meet people, amd yes i think i actually made a few friends. Plus i tried really hard, joined some clubs, met some people who might of actually hung out and even tried flirting with a few girls, (screwed up with the ladies tho cuz I'm a genuine idiot). Anyway it was allot better. ( still had some rought times tho) And i would have had a few friends had i gone back. Unfortunately my accademic preformance was not good. Lets just say that university isn't for me, so yeah I'm back home living w mom and dad. Without any friends i trying to get a job but honestly the thought of working at most places leave a hole in my stomach. I'm trying to get a job somewhere with allot of people working but just so i can try makeing friends. I don't have my own car rn so going places to meet people can be a bit difficult unless its at church. Theres a group of athiests that meet every sunday but i cant go because its at a time when i don't have access to a car. Thats really the only good thing about europe , everything is close. I dunno i was just sitting here   scrolled through insta, then i went to tinder to see if i matched w anyone but hontly don't know what people want from that app. I just want to have coffee w someone and have a convo. But basicly never get a response from anyone. Then i went to pintrest and just got thinking and now I'm  at the lowest I've been since i got home, i just keep hopeing things will get better but nights like these you just can't help but wonder, maybe they won't. Anyway tommorrow is a new day. :)",2.139027960960167,4.473919855007477,3.3099909874263598,88.85457234238987,79.89686098654708,5.908388288050648,22.39428910577684,7.108773556668569,0.7574865734634657,2649,84,531,33,68,854,322,669,0.077,0.807,0.115,0.9881,4,1,1,0,0,0,65.0,2,2,1,9,45,25,3,0,38,3,51,6,3,6,3,112,102,49,0,11,35,2,4,2,7,8,0,3,9,1,22,32,2,2,10,3,1,17,15,6,0,5,36,11,51,19,85,54,16,98,1,0,3,1,32,42,2,19,35,347,73,14,0.10803194256725232,0.0,0.10542359215057176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408919264966552,0.055944255885241836,0.0,0.0,0.04494561523721729,0.0,0.0,0.0734654255188941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553844611080103,0.0,0.04445054190739391,0.048085666493369136,0.0,0.0,0.05074978311800951,0.12460484313055345,0.0,0.03292763473637925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554547407804234,0.11794290125562515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533964338857886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034835832848128294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552770925678111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035677039596076994,0.0,0.04551078549619344,0.0,0.048546072019788514,0.0,0.050921450427867485,0.0,0.027312098079341308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459459575797807,0.0,0.0,0.2921282379492358,0.0,0.11288446227478575,0.0,0.15349260639515733,0.09061206788461264,0.08640301337680104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047766145015625976,0.0,0.048387700452105636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086173008308214,0.0570708393437662,0.3250945403434344,0.10730009490691576,0.0,0.062327178538176035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720503339579772,0.04801187716084938,0.0,0.0,0.029685765177792818,0.0,0.0609323683780324,0.11439022859762432,0.0,0.0552349903315302,0.0,0.052778950234161966,0.0,0.14309127678573427,0.047802434802520985,0.045359811608247744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051111218080113686,0.10816824081813456,0.0,0.054266303394404525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460481891753432,0.0,0.06326285272819547,0.08623006587232879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249813410988041,0.052168961660548026,0.0,0.10138065981487494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057525246526467885,0.0732052401722192,0.041081580214085214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744787324300357,0.0,0.11287038655590015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061482000921844124,0.10381204308685464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859113368141521,0.0,0.0546670467141049,0.043043735641672486,0.04917411155861056,0.0,0.0,0.05544661829227733,0.04468256963146105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04576755718016425,0.04158413367572532,0.0,0.0,0.07646556498645805,0.057573838334675664,0.08627444888475692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177162229380271,0.0692225066584431,0.0,0.04288264755665678,0.06299429448083356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300596892009441,0.0,0.05276575511649788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891376666382773,0.1274400774745642,0.04287536376843455,0.04332835397056403,0.0,0.0,0.15022003962834146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052069468752985286,0.11715603338004907,0.11797281126477872,0.0,0.0,0.15348558482384042,0.0,0.0,0.03478451452347125
lonely,The_Melophobe,2019/09/13,"I wish I had someone... I wish I could show them unconditional affection and love. I wish I could have someone lay in my arms, protected from any means of harm. I'm only 17 but damn do I feel lonely. I feel stupid for feeling this way. Idk.",-0.243469387755102,2.051882204081636,2.0706122448979585,92.68510204081636,94.3061224489796,5.248979591836736,19.244897959183675,6.868970318607317,0.3321346938775509,184,6,41,3,7,62,36,49,0.266,0.489,0.245,-0.6369,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,0,12,14,2,0,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,10,1,4,11,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,22,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089315171264138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308413074897762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31427743467927066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699287940809545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256855990718829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757380489709535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510949719140178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445409767910846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7147588285541379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelysadboii,2019/09/13,"It has honestly been so long since I’ve received physical affection, that I don’t remember what it feels like. It’s really sad I’ve only experienced it a few times anyways.",3.6307843137254916,5.799704823529414,6.182941176470589,70.91990196078433,74.29411764705881,11.5921568627451,31.92156862745098,11.20814326018867,4.700521568627452,140,7,25,6,3,50,28,34,0.09300000000000001,0.6609999999999999,0.245,0.6712,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424330708986787,0.3168313759360098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666820159437325,0.0,0.0,0.3924772104993709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372962919554045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841128717626218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023909378044493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668618629855833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586042434590549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Black100sPlz,2019/09/13,"I really think its my time to go I can't live after all I've been through honestly. I'm 21 and life is a struggle. All the childhood abuse to girls just not giving a shit about me ever. Every day I ruin my head thinking about her and its been years why did this girl have to even come along. I didn't even kiss her :/ My life is just not worth the monotonous grind months and months go by without me even finding a girl I even fucking want honestly. I don't really want much outside of girls, a family. Really all I wanted was to be a kid :/ but I never really got that chance. I wish I could just find the girl I could tell anything honestly. I don't think it will happen. I should just give into my feelings and die it would honestly be the best thing for me.

I don't want to be 50 still alone and stumble into her there is no way I could ever hold myself together.",1.7259065934065951,3.405256137362638,3.5638324175824216,89.7717925824176,78.28571428571428,6.967582417582418,20.715659340659343,7.865858978985527,0.7308010989010993,675,17,149,11,16,227,101,182,0.132,0.7070000000000001,0.161,0.8163,0,1,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,14,10,2,1,9,0,22,6,2,0,6,40,40,6,1,10,8,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,7,9,0,1,6,0,1,3,10,4,0,0,6,1,26,6,16,25,5,17,0,1,0,2,12,2,2,0,11,107,33,0,0.0,0.14452432767155474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263327217641881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037773948720208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800868994492556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507349618207383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921692174231846,0.0,0.0,0.07866590607003356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659420718341818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32226204069326914,0.22067269347809088,0.10277197024756528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499027606924922,0.0,0.0616758884867725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229718945651537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276696361916692,0.0,0.23402538119620084,0.1386461464523285,0.0,0.09755718148177528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786499905165108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518491632874465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723137471777104,0.0,0.0,0.10770906485994486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472381475414868,0.0,0.08966807818862277,0.0,0.09407717700954964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31256966415440285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520896186110986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741201999964316,0.0,0.0,0.1275181930863372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661440191439138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103695586198055,0.2344762889895111,0.0,0.0,0.07112652185152997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877838232798419,0.09682068901956543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006643426070488,0.0,0.14026901374522652,0.11758271880268735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664987752334685,0.0,0.0,0.07855001957681426
lonely,sadbiscuit24,2019/09/13,Literally no one not even myself opens up with anyone about how lonely and scary this world is.. I feel like everyone carries on and really accepting everything like it is Meanwhile I’m having anxiety over fearing my demons in my head and fear of family being hurt or being cheated on by your SO. My point is ... living in this reality seems so surreal and I feel like no one in public or real life seems to be affected and it’s scary how people perceive to hold themselves up so well.. I’m just always thinking of the worse things that could happen,4.657075471698113,6.2621818301886805,5.941650943396231,76.06360849056607,70.32075471698113,9.073584905660377,27.400943396226417,9.516144504307137,2.625871698113208,438,15,77,10,8,147,74,106,0.257,0.6629999999999999,0.08,-0.9679,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,9,10,1,2,1,0,8,2,1,3,0,24,16,12,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,5,1,2,0,2,7,5,15,12,0,11,1,2,0,0,2,11,0,4,3,57,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964481419783884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758035088144271,0.0,0.0,0.1257512737714628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359099109753926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878542396863245,0.0,0.0,0.17184887779698266,0.16163240594425404,0.0,0.16954114317369115,0.4047495379871397,0.1818693023052376,0.2569615211159812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903566695181198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457207468305206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925269778988167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702930491034764,0.263588433254156,0.0,0.15880575828452767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24373422203838885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468135109458214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001093702316591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20470211734563734,0.11521282493104153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274468821349556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948052136062536,0.11523692681187027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170156964050314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327664446618375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fontaines_DC,2019/09/13,"Looking for some advice I hope this is ok to post here, I'd just like to hear from people what they would do in my situation.   
I've always had a bad relationship with friendships growing up, I've always held having a good friendship group in high regard, but I've never quite managed to get one. This has been a source of such pain for me over the years as I see my sisters, or people around me have friendships so easily. I've lost count over the times I've cried over being lonely. But I never seem to want to actually hang out with some of the potential friends, I like my own company, but feel so loney and like I need friends. catch-22. Either I had best friends growing up that I completely drifted apart from. Or in Uni I made some friends but either feel like deep down they don't like me or I actually don't even feel the want to hang out with them as I always feel I have to impress them etc.   


I'm 25 now and would say I have about 2-3 close friends here in the UK. I recently started a new job where I made a good friend, however the friendship deteriorated quickly and I ended up quitting my job and moving home because I felt out of place in the office and decided just to give up the job and go travelling/teach abroad.   


That was 4 months ago and fast forward to now and I've saved £4,000 and completed my TEFL course, ready to go travelling with my boyfriend and then settle in Taiwan to teach for a year, maybe more.   


However, yesterday I had this pang of fear. That going away for such an extended time would mean I lost any of the connections I have here in the UK. I know there is one person I could pick up where I left off with in the UK but the others will probably drop off so when I do come back to the UK again, I will be even more lonely. And as it's getting harder and harder to make close friends as I age, this may result in me being more depressed and lonely.   


However I don't know if I should just do the travelling 3 months and not teach abroad but come back to the UK so I can get back to a job and cultivate my friendships a bit more. Obviously travelling is incredible, and living abroad, but if it's going to result in me feeling even worse when I do return, is it a smart move?  


I know you could say I could meet even more amazing people abroad/when I'm teaching. However when I'm with m boyfriend we are very just a 1 on 1 kind of couple and don't really get a friendship group around us. I would probably have to go out of my way to spend less time with him to make the connections and would find myself just hanging out with him as it's easier. And as I've said, it's getting harder and harder to make friends as I grow up.   


Anyone got any advice or been in a similar position?",5.542311635944699,4.957261183928576,6.184089861751152,82.9005875576037,67.51785714285714,9.582949308755762,29.67165898617512,9.023248300946321,2.0875120967741947,2133,65,463,33,31,699,231,560,0.075,0.733,0.192,0.997,8,6,0,0,0,0,43.0,2,1,4,5,34,32,0,1,29,1,42,1,0,8,3,104,87,48,0,15,21,1,6,5,8,9,1,4,1,1,14,40,0,1,13,3,1,20,7,9,0,2,14,12,56,23,81,58,15,93,0,6,2,0,28,42,0,12,35,306,70,8,0.0,0.0,0.12829622618117484,0.0,0.0,0.12847143402323516,0.05827032517889477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409096011707508,0.0,0.0,0.08940443648900244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045963609140562064,0.0,0.0,0.1170366028828656,0.0,0.0,0.061760423077353875,0.15163902890649691,0.05488618072635365,0.04007159296674288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898508020692053,0.0,0.07176585822623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325017957547286,0.13784429968483006,0.0,0.0,0.15745272376901298,0.07273479419910386,0.07220707588380645,0.0,0.0,0.0566176670127317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058221912542426035,0.0,0.07331217038075434,0.17367002767105766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397042195244062,0.1661885656326784,0.04696126952242265,0.06311614031469245,0.0,0.06008081965796226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062950749480246,0.0,0.17171975229772685,0.06305923331931985,0.18679426251275147,0.11027120323754952,0.05257447749974538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408839444193413,0.0,0.0,0.06945289155334107,0.06593780675233188,0.06528992687793046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26092833552215605,0.0,0.0,0.06845313820711738,0.10837910848755013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142153201600711,0.0,0.0,0.1605745924303123,0.0,0.05804542239728039,0.0,0.05520104685216486,0.0,0.14351556217834194,0.0,0.0,0.12440054946782712,0.1316363520397072,0.0,0.06603988530727578,0.07160494872688071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493848491685928,0.13973231683729473,0.0,0.04874184849903286,0.10139814108615072,0.06348750567405521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908780149862616,0.0,0.06994693142705291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671761844520758,0.057397477180591586,0.06867933613023762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295619027064511,0.0,0.141747416430482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398350412761487,0.0,0.0,0.04211167882668514,0.0,0.06490562042954573,0.07057504843367454,0.0,0.0,0.06252926769932547,0.10455060460938552,0.0,0.0,0.05238247654926601,0.05984289484057016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388916542484825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04652774213272119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499224350029973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907140152247133,0.0,0.0,0.05423845842756441,0.07754469692548062,0.05217757482384738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698982680801384,0.2334821469323569,0.0,0.0,0.08466268037104491
lonely,cdamo57,2019/09/13,"Feeling lonely I’m 26. I have a full-time job. During weekdays I work 9-5, play  table tennis with friends (I don’t know whether they are really friends or just colleagues) and also play badminton with a different group (I don’t know whether they are really friends or just colleagues). When I reach my apartment, I feel like I don’t have anyone. They don’t wanna spend time with me on weekends and after office hours. 

So right now, I hate weekends and after office hours because I’m alone. I have done some hiking with meetup groups. Again they are not friends that you can call, text anytime. I don’t know how I’m manage the rest of my life.",2.664580052493438,4.876653456692914,3.1249015748031503,91.50866469816273,77.4251968503937,5.178215223097113,23.969160104986877,5.985473137389443,0.5129585301837274,507,17,100,3,12,157,75,127,0.067,0.755,0.177,0.8965,2,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,4,1,8,9,1,0,3,0,13,1,0,1,0,22,22,11,0,1,7,0,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,5,4,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,2,18,7,9,21,2,13,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,3,11,62,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910982806478569,0.0,0.14755378946598835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290147392807928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124765051273596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840688335247624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277525874270784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881933778133875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865891288125834,0.1318150610236503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5702125458119385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821669185411664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634133445675883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309920504401087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042081047692733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032593756317054,0.09014300471559086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23640559851975226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757182307474968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075901464361754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343265782408984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,whoareyoutoday205,2019/09/13,"You’d never know it, but I’m lonely af Just recently I got back to my “old life” I separated from my husband, I’ll most likely never see my step daughter again, moved back to my home town, got a new job...plus I’ve been non stop catching up with old friends. 

Going out, nothing crazy, just enjoying simple good times with good people. 

And all I can think is anyone, my “friends” or strangers will glance at me at any given moment and think I’m happy. Totally content to be just where I am. I laugh at everything and smile often...so I must be happy. 

But on the inside I’m breaking. 25/8 my heart is aching and I am actively telling myself to breathe. Just get through the day. I am so lonely without you, but the loneliest thing of all is knowing I can’t go back. Only forward, and I haven’t figured out how to do that without you yet. 

Someone recently told me “one of the hardest things you will ever have to do is grieve the loss of a person who is still alive.",3.0542006802721104,4.3442954744897975,4.195795918367349,88.25396598639458,73.84693877551021,6.655238095238096,26.842176870748297,7.0316486544052195,1.1848487074829928,747,27,156,7,15,244,121,196,0.125,0.685,0.191,0.9512,1,4,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,0,1,14,13,0,0,7,0,21,3,2,1,7,34,36,11,1,1,10,2,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,1,5,9,0,1,5,0,0,6,6,4,0,1,5,2,23,9,22,25,4,34,0,4,2,0,12,10,0,2,20,107,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145329721766407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403389301481553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102282107015951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086730642415333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164789948416675,0.0,0.0,0.12086497347065732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780302245887675,0.0,0.07026200560845519,0.0,0.15285998663150802,0.2255965256371492,0.2151172584120721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28632007731897025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936343048309332,0.0,0.0,0.13489777634342962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345398482520188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478170764962221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498957513062382,0.0657017772443139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293452992353295,0.0,0.0,0.2074437175209099,0.12988486822422315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904041206637634,0.0,0.2822353299957189,0.0,0.09112940597667453,0.10228065621218764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323382959188142,0.1174256836971716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26557218989777065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716582722260372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394731549325962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739858593915913,0.1124341116934804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754438524523728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786895388972048,0.1723430152584686,0.0,0.0,0.07841832937714467,0.0,0.0,0.12850461474327216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25927432221068114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bold_and_brash_x,2019/09/13,"I want to ignore my birthday Like several people here, I have a birthday coming up. My birthday is on Monday and I don’t even want to think about it. Over the last couple years I’ve done less and less for my birthday. I’d be afraid of making plans that no one would show up to, except I don’t really have anyone to invite to anything anyway. I think I’m so afraid of being disappointed or blown off by others on my birthday that I feel like ignoring it altogether and treating it like any other day. That way I can’t be disappointed that no one cares. 

Does anyone else feel especially lonely on their birthday?",4.957786885245903,5.6820594918032805,6.123073770491804,78.32510245901642,68.8360655737705,8.395081967213113,26.72540983606557,8.472884824447931,1.807504918032787,486,14,92,7,8,163,74,122,0.146,0.738,0.115,-0.7089,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,5,12,0,2,2,0,11,0,0,1,0,16,21,5,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,4,1,0,1,5,7,0,2,1,2,12,5,18,16,2,13,0,3,0,0,1,7,0,1,7,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912358285387053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28609864278117797,0.2096196519617985,0.16835453157110775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208586194257189,0.0,0.0,0.17623030086792296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263674055674629,0.0,0.13193923109541442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179032125911045,0.209359630423732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090300148902296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512526577414574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688681312147544,0.14615426991991345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676260304386667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29984703432858884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656086617006774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772617248046273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418322226823379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310612284677974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311207694154886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621772914926277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241336928932323,0.16238861155424875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533002651446278,0.0,0.0,0.13174486512960346
lonely,GrimReaper14005,2019/09/13,"Dating tips? I have had a large problem of loneliness recently, due to being out of a relationship for 6 years. I don’t know how to get a girlfriend whatsoever no matter how hard I try. Anyone have tips?",2.41,4.759872000000001,4.830000000000002,78.24500000000002,79.0,8.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,2.225,160,6,30,4,4,56,31,40,0.252,0.7190000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.8105,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,6,7,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,6,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29070783781597914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172165277452676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724377320308037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284898631907408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978244993685412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105111180341732,0.4463687712418104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822725631427417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677346841835801
lonely,dudewheresmytacocar,2019/09/13,I don't want to live anymore There's nothing left for me and I'm sorry for being toxic like this. Ive spent too much time wasting my life and there's no going forward.,-0.672162162162163,1.4955104324324324,1.6473513513513502,96.43210810810814,93.32432432432432,2.9600000000000004,18.210810810810813,3.1291,-0.7985308108108105,134,4,29,0,5,45,31,37,0.207,0.7240000000000001,0.07,-0.4445,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644099582955313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088293258507216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.399233632272574,0.0,0.2595395874944537,0.1795166694891788,0.0,0.3244635639469109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701167655589811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35257653560158314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41132826696731656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426204749900812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167305162965216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,notGummy,2019/09/13,"Temporary Solution to our loneliness Hi everyone, I’m a first time poster here. Like all of you, I have been dealing with loneliness for quite sometimes. Either I spend my free time indulging in video games or watching movies, I never felt quite enough. Then I came across this channel on the internet where most people come to practice their english, it’s like a talk room channel. You go there join a random room with people in it and you can talk about whatever you want or create yourself a room where you get to decide who come and who go. I dont want to drop link here because I’m not advertising anything, it’s just something really cool I came across and I thought it could helped people dealing with their loneliness. It’s “free4talk”, type that to any search engine and it’s on the top. Hope this help !",3.4578924731182816,5.955415993548392,3.5135483870967765,88.27698924731182,76.16129032258064,6.713978494623658,25.817204301075268,7.793537801064563,1.5144752688172043,649,24,123,10,15,198,96,155,0.053,0.7609999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.9451,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,5,2,4,7,5,0,0,6,1,5,0,0,0,2,28,19,7,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,11,11,0,0,4,4,2,6,3,0,0,1,5,3,16,6,17,13,4,24,0,0,1,0,18,12,0,5,7,75,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045628869005746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265323641237666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373139875050393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517236946577666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26490331315664795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227658044290446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170420856922127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020697815166936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887641983124445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146925413368337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763486244080953,0.0,0.0,0.13078919592503105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033387936094462,0.0,0.1747720637751542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612577888624986,0.0,0.0,0.15271956309961418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502399085035289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859011448077172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31979596172636554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32708792046340346,0.0,0.0,0.09850336030896294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837288181976073,0.1520737558521634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24717485213382698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206921541101565,0.1793187813902162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138467603575265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,methylphenidate1,2019/09/13,"Anybody want to voice chat for a bit? Hi, anybody want to talk for a bit, just be nice to make a friend I suppose 21M from Canada, in case you're wondering (don't check my post history plz lol) I mainly use discord.",0.1669565217391309,2.2017800434782617,2.363217391304349,94.50569565217394,85.52173913043478,5.419130434782609,22.243478260869566,6.742157984588678,0.4949791304347828,166,6,38,2,5,56,37,46,0.061,0.7170000000000001,0.222,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,7,6,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6679188353289961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363346408431918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041880849622536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929639965411232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458677737691629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641960968002821,0.0,0.0,0.3608510016917541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317313739695517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway175357,2019/09/13,"It's my birthday in a few minutes. All I can think about is the time in elementary school when I invited my whole class to my birthday party and one person came. They left early. All I could think was that I had blown up so many stupid balloons. 

I'm turning 19 this year. Graduated from high school, not in college, and I still feel like I'm that weird kid. No one really makes time for me. No one rearranges the spaces in their life so that I can fit. I don't exist in anyone's high school memories other than as a background character. It's not that I'm being ignored or bullied, it's just that no one is interested in getting to know me. 

I tried to invite a couple of acquaintances to hang out tomorrow but they all backed out. My old close friend has cancelled on me more than ten times in the past few months -- I haven't seen her in a year. I know things come up, but things always come up when it's me.

I don't know why the loneliness feels so raw when I've never felt anything else. Shouldn't I be used to it by now?",3.3548286604361373,4.1610245140186946,4.475869158878506,88.38330529595017,72.55140186915888,7.762741433021808,24.547040498442374,8.021203637495839,1.1031904049844234,802,22,179,11,15,263,125,214,0.09300000000000001,0.838,0.069,-0.5869,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,0,11,6,1,0,8,0,14,1,0,2,4,32,33,12,0,2,6,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,14,8,0,1,9,0,0,4,10,3,0,5,5,4,24,3,27,24,7,41,0,0,1,0,7,20,0,1,18,120,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984345728803352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230493380926642,0.0,0.10863353801399793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150806103520643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509850448880196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274310160812956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539978269288226,0.14606730171356594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027798025812273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334971281621487,0.09430845305489724,0.12675095065375924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019911205335826,0.0,0.06897012948270613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789530534074553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176488448645851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342998534195006,0.0,0.09324304422471508,0.06449374800139407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811815107005094,0.13383810520510814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053696618413215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018147712543331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852299749935226,0.0,0.3578154011098701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260191272186192,0.0,0.11526663008057685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456941914215235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008055543868549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542389609202912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754040541288248,0.16917422118656653,0.0,0.0,0.23092945970396475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962658335189405,0.14358970727760773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140148386928097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911910181888445,0.147385204980143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700210939455573
lonely,JustFoundOutAboutPee,2019/09/13,20m in college it succs being so alone when ur surrounded by people who aren't at all. I don't like to complain about it (or mention it at all) but i think i am near breaking point,1.8394166666666685,2.7066247750000048,3.770000000000003,91.78166666666668,76.25,6.333333333333334,25.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.7615833333333333,141,5,33,1,3,48,33,40,0.094,0.863,0.043,-0.2043,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,7,4,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5885990179507079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27764814979416114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939954346767732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372377861179469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641508747817158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nerviousandexploring,2019/09/13,"I(m26) am incredibly lonely and just want to get to know someone in voice chat who I can be 100% genuine with. I just want to get to know someone, to REALLY get to know someone. Its online, no one knows the other in real life, I just want to go out and really KNOW someone. Lets ask real question, lets talk about the painful stuff we cant tell anyone else, lets fucking be REAL with each other.",4.773417721518988,5.176130898734178,5.658075949367093,82.63850632911394,69.12658227848101,7.838987341772152,27.19240506329114,7.554174236665415,1.4542283544303798,307,9,61,3,5,101,48,79,0.098,0.8540000000000001,0.048,-0.7178,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,8,3,0,0,0,22,22,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,4,0,13,17,1,4,0,1,0,1,7,3,1,1,0,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205780767640373,0.13489840719204876,0.0,0.0,0.12308175270820285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099827352514212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171500254907852,0.20635643144889704,0.0,0.0748238470171808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617768966885563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40388536265277736,0.09299340650780588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921435729289501,0.0,0.14009259240662614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748624684003264,0.0,0.0,0.44956430860027785,0.1686860062925884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44621102960262543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071604809682115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105821107350138,0.11507423614421955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329645646644149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,callmekyyy,2019/09/13,"Let’s fucking TALK. Hey everyone, 

I’m a 22F from the Netherlands but I like to think my english is decent. As many others here, I too, get lonely. I think we all do sometimes but when it starts to feel overwhelming then we have to start trying to change that. 

I am a huge meme enthusiast as well as a huge lover of games. PC and ps4. I love movies and shows and just about most things, honestly. 

Let’s talk about our pets, games or whatever you want. 

You can find me on twitter: @Kyyayaya or just message me here, whatever you want. Let’s be buds. 

Much love, 
Ky.",0.7788116308470272,3.2203740176991182,1.7596270543615695,96.82303097345137,87.58407079646021,5.352465233881164,19.575853350189632,6.868970318607317,0.1871092288242729,436,13,97,6,14,136,79,113,0.025,0.677,0.298,0.9890000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,3,0,0,9,9,1,1,4,0,9,4,0,0,1,19,21,12,0,2,6,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,14,6,12,17,3,7,0,2,0,4,16,3,1,3,5,61,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631337562140813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732453272694362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938321200059002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961187006870204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715607755741366,0.09695509642099844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5692879645778433,0.0,0.09066240128771456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349767377115455,0.0,0.0,0.18814357015552252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641872180078565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353807607750144,0.0,0.26270138783498875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983157518611265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328755294680488,0.2378174878039581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599300734887625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189134757867514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685389887497426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ScyanHylian,2019/09/13,"Not sure where to go from here Things have been pretty lonely for me recently, normally I love to game and stuff but I've just been stuck in this slump alone, just working and sleeping.
Feels like admitting I'm less than the average person, but maybe I should start looking for people, friends or whoever has similar interests but I'm not sure what to do.
Thanks for listening",5.770422535211267,7.208469985915496,5.570535211267606,80.4163661971831,67.45070422535211,10.187042253521126,31.10140845070423,10.355215969177356,3.2924794366197183,303,12,56,8,5,94,55,71,0.127,0.654,0.21899999999999997,0.8682,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,1,0,6,2,1,0,2,16,17,6,0,2,8,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,3,3,7,9,13,1,5,0,1,1,1,6,2,0,1,3,36,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24463122677670665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942945621978605,0.16874081742934638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248698278778566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423749769994528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539504046898788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834791230127333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317907785016568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23729393057334705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314251508566017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375084495549133,0.20624010629037265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24029958948826896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332183000676985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363698667423275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671830706550326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703916727924498,0.0,0.0,0.4452300643365774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21746056858127505,0.0,0.0,0.15692031050965408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719558936500393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,monsay890monk,2019/09/13,"I cried to myself I suppose today was fine. Did the regular routine of going to college and getting stuff done. It was when I was prepping myself some food. My mind decided to think about love. What was love to me, specifically romantic love. What action to me showed true love. It is having late night conversations with that one person. A one to one time. Something I’ve seen my parents of a 30+ year marriage do.  In my old home they’re usually backyard chatting away looking so content in the depths of the night. I just started to cry. I want that so badly. I am tired of being by myself. People say you should be comfortable with being by yourself. But I was and now I am done with that. I want to have moments like those with someone. It is too much to ask for.",1.6636803405572778,4.138713703947372,3.1128482972136235,88.67023219814243,83.01315789473685,5.4185758513931885,24.072755417956657,6.794906146795322,0.9566094427244582,601,23,117,7,17,196,97,152,0.073,0.733,0.19399999999999998,0.9598,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,5,0,19,6,0,0,1,16,32,6,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,1,10,6,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,3,9,3,18,8,24,19,2,18,0,0,2,4,12,4,0,1,13,90,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924651424169745,0.0,0.12989185965489106,0.0,0.1154342494540756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30372561907622553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829586220399262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671742940337967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722307162225633,0.0,0.07857152824311495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867755293544498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595374315975855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754271225757638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609646231768772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4991095997211015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959463019724788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163077904694104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259479383503432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507172014492756,0.0,0.2810484360201569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351195867681502,0.0,0.0,0.09584620064963836,0.120715899908075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099431624986381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171400693510247,0.10643277908631574,0.0,0.0,0.09785514169151507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826492090163366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858599551972737,0.0,0.0,0.0806155766098202,0.15889979153545264,0.1310462813374609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226452387922393,0.0,0.16308866403667688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902945000060247
lonely,daisyharlow,2019/09/13,i literally invited another person to come see me at work because im being third wheeled by my best friend and my crush its cooooool i feel so unmotivated after i was having a positive outlook of the shift 😔,8.119512195121949,6.848962048780487,9.673292682926833,62.22262195121951,62.65853658536585,13.078048780487805,42.45121951219512,12.161744961471696,5.366746341463415,168,9,30,5,2,60,37,41,0.10300000000000001,0.6559999999999999,0.24100000000000002,0.8065,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,6,2,5,4,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38913396083328217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262210072867345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894498116188621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196724637354672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764087940384144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867133370099097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40085503312225657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240329156439374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957211264095126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701674789826369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Juniper55,2019/09/13,"its been lonely trying to date as a lesbian who doesnt know any other girls who like girls hello meet my throwaway account!

disclaimer: this is just a random vent over something thats been making me feel really lonely. this felt like the appropriate place; correct me if im wrong.

i am a lesbian. for the most part. technically, im bisexual - but i just prefer women so much its such a slim chance id ever want to be with a male. the term lesbian kind of makes me uncomfortable for some reason, though. i dont know why.

girls make me nervous. like butterflies nervous. im a pretty average person. im no model but im decent. i work full time and go to college. all my friends are sort of settling down, finding love, having kids;
and here i am selling Nikes and trying to dress my niece up as Princess Zelda for halloween with no weekend plans. (im so excited for fall !!! )

at first it was all fine- its just taking me longer but eventually ill meet the right girl. but no.. in fact i havent met ANY girls at all that like girls. and its weighing me down, dude. i wanted this fall to be the bees flippin’ knees but its been kinda lonely.

i have some friends, really i dont get out much despite being a pretty social person. i tried tinder once but.. i dont know i didnt like it. nothing ever felt genuine. i wanted to meet someone naturally but its not happening and its.. depressing.

im not perfect; but i feel like i have a lot to offer and that sucks. im working to save up a few thousand to move our on my own in a little over a year and its dawning on me how lonely its going to be. i never really stressed out about dating before because it never was an option; i live in ohio which is as cold as it is very straight. when i was younger i always hoped by now id have someone by my side to build a future with like partners in crime. and granted my cats pretty great. but a girl with a nice smile would be better.

i just wanted to get that off my chest. its been weighing me down lately",1.2376543704891745,3.469827667487685,3.0603058769618525,89.93870374613356,82.66995073891627,5.156054530874099,21.26452056363845,6.388778183573513,0.351142123954634,1547,48,317,14,43,515,203,406,0.10099999999999999,0.698,0.201,0.9936,1,8,1,0,0,0,53.0,1,0,0,6,15,29,1,3,20,0,29,9,2,5,10,69,53,27,0,8,16,0,4,7,3,1,1,0,0,13,25,14,2,0,10,1,2,5,13,10,0,2,11,5,36,19,47,36,14,44,0,5,0,4,26,24,1,10,22,211,61,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116372084883774,0.0,0.0,0.09997457493379547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04480919103229266,0.0,0.06254905146804718,0.0,0.0,0.0650109768665507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331148000734052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25844900482636607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298259781244534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433470579517805,0.05251342263572264,0.14115651408863492,0.0,0.06718407545376856,0.06252502516007914,0.0,0.0,0.1135826671773158,0.0,0.07680875767642094,0.0,0.08355145551230576,0.0,0.0,0.08104173803422016,0.0,0.0,0.06500200618772821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300904679246659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6352014773823166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654623935785039,0.1211925909748265,0.0,0.08291910902682442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513826847452664,0.0736733350104895,0.06490803654620146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249303127159695,0.06634294643574748,0.0,0.1471994999109918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781263186085926,0.10807222035884932,0.0,0.11338627536019324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053195859583522,0.0,0.0,0.07828256664716851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960092863072751,0.0,0.0,0.12836697167948105,0.07679918028676767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434916626983534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127141859333486,0.0755774488614557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277458490969409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493113974512668,0.12456450207773813,0.0565892875302487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420203160767656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055268123464287416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222026411547676,0.0,0.0428625286622479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971930400175612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060650981531851625,0.17342535601012482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632864324644894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070279574973476,0.0,0.0,0.05221727088915473,0.08036837611787401,0.0,0.04733610442191069
lonely,lukkahn,2019/09/13,I hate doing this kind of stuff but I can't take it anymore. I'm so f*cking lonely. I have friends at work and play DnD with friends every sunday but I still feel so lonely. I know there are some people out there with no friends but we all react differently to these sort of things. I have no one to love and no one to love me in any way more than friends. Honestly though this isn't a post begging someone to be my girlfriend/boyfriend I just want someone new to talk to...,1.348775510204078,3.499520204081634,2.1993469387755127,96.74922448979594,81.65306122448979,4.736326530612245,23.065306122448977,5.6839178017228535,0.10947836734693928,372,13,83,2,10,116,67,98,0.14300000000000002,0.562,0.294,0.9721,1,4,0,0,0,1,10.0,1,0,0,1,7,12,1,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,1,17,15,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,0,1,10,9,14,14,3,8,0,2,0,2,8,3,0,2,3,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061765250054444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590333583538667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531385297292466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944183801385302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968357923272445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5481423527432189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511611074595654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470351497273785,0.09747788931017352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32016662093730697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130500897372142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24038094540242586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296599467860905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987138846866764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005699766258673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164787615068378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304616447490026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333601331095857,0.1425632521503553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178367175591708,0.0,0.17426508142388572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461739567217332,0.1407880153508521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912744058983933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DC1234323,2019/09/13,"Never able to keep friends So It all started in 3rd grade I think, i had a bestfriend who was my best friend for one year then he met another kid with a similar name and then he decided to get rid of me and be the other kids best friend thus I had no friends in 4th grade but moved schools any way. Fast forward to high school had a group of friends freshman year then after moving schools sophmore year had no friends then during junior year I met pretty cool guy I know now (i graduated high school 2018.) and I think were friends but sometimes when i talk to him maybe over text he doesn't really reply as if were having a full conversation im guilty of this too but i try not to were into the same things not everything but somethings. Nevertheless I always feel lonely in the final analysis, at the end of the day I wonder why has no one stuck around why has everyone left? Does any one know why this happend to me also I would consider my self an introvert but I'm sure everyone has at least a best friend but me I have no one. I love family and dont like to say I only have my family because I dont know where I would be without them some one help.",2.5881932773109213,4.268768953781514,3.776210084033615,89.184231092437,75.84873949579831,7.281008403361344,24.08487394957983,8.07648339933343,1.2079152941176474,913,29,197,15,20,297,137,238,0.083,0.708,0.209,0.9886,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,7,16,0,0,11,1,21,1,0,1,3,35,36,19,0,3,10,0,1,1,8,2,0,1,0,4,6,7,0,1,8,0,0,3,11,1,0,5,11,3,25,15,24,21,8,34,0,1,0,1,27,14,0,3,19,128,31,8,0.08243116628075102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592017389315649,0.0685893337686364,0.0,0.0,0.11211203951209504,0.08643626515115778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338121441198969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050249273866321914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25951927023849697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05316128289084317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213606910611217,0.0,0.1932174259314964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300954645834759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753302378256526,0.07408381706085394,0.0,0.15541753476712747,0.0,0.041679674450967805,0.0,0.0,0.09029931345698668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094889167132739,0.0,0.0430668821607708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161981442744458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525187318357605,0.17418610592138206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903980484236385,0.0,0.0,0.07326860807363943,0.0,0.0,0.13590603967999382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956170335437337,0.0,0.0,0.04027170408573669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439734589598172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281318603081034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522256882975146,0.0,0.0,0.06357599715592346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792874580359401,0.06269261644712454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386213064673534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05280751589009495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555257197120579,0.0,0.33369896426421924,0.0,0.0,0.08599368400018592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345953902533577,0.08152653121112684,0.0,0.058345203764400014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769039868682591,0.0,0.0,0.06625504901938488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476360408734415,0.10563712585618547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055965350980765965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543002293869438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231439186619374,0.0,0.0,0.07946070273161554,0.08939308355334025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711347092028965,0.0,0.0,0.21233187389142652
lonely,g0dsgay,2019/05/28,"vent I don't get it, is it like bad karma? I never had a 'best friend' I go on Instagram and find all my ex classmates going out and having fun with their friends meanwhile I just stay home all day. what I do wrong to deserve this? I'm so mad, even people with the shittiest personalities get friends (no offence?) I've been so out of touch that I've lost even my basic verbal skills.
But well, who even guaranteed us a good time on this planet. I guess I'll die alone.",1.6335280641466206,3.518579958762892,3.0896219931271496,92.1079266895762,79.30927835051546,5.9605956471935855,21.087056128293238,6.937597516519254,0.3314774341351661,364,10,81,4,9,119,72,97,0.258,0.596,0.147,-0.9307,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,3,7,12,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,3,13,13,5,1,0,2,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,3,1,10,8,8,10,3,10,1,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,4,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572862359767249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577922903270931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983252188473303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187792128702585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961337457266194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744629941188621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272635867714756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380216675872031,0.0,0.1974708580620858,0.0,0.21480594285690585,0.1585093504932354,0.0,0.0,0.20818526150848607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895646118732396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232718463047547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062964570863972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575476654737524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101650152516833,0.16501201693150316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014299404678241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101970734808953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22732238571690544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991774438950302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066224304774166,0.0,0.0
lonely,raesq,2019/05/28,Lonely I remember when I used to have friends and laughing and singing in the car. Now I just sit in bed and wish I still had them. Everything sucks.,1.9390000000000045,4.1718869000000005,2.4700000000000024,95.165,80.0,6.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.4146666666666667,117,5,26,2,3,36,24,30,0.14300000000000002,0.6,0.257,0.6124,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,3,4,0,7,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869702511806214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326587740348366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487754016250597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34385526744362865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718758678491152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951364239813072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pm_me_a_squirrel,2019/05/28,"I had more friends inside prison Stuck in a probation halfway house, surrounded by smack heads, miserable and stressed about uni exams. Fml",7.6652173913043455,10.769998347826093,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,65.52173913043478,9.817391304347826,37.58695652173913,10.125756701596842,4.538234782608695,114,6,17,3,2,32,23,23,0.365,0.524,0.111,-0.7764,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728509489395358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49528070115226097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5568487140467661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5528098286078815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ohokiguess-,2019/05/28,"All of my friends left me I was in a group of friends for a couple months now, and I had gotten extremely close with them. It’s always been very hard for me to open up to people about anything at all, but with these people I was finally coming out of my shell. I’m going through a hard spot right now so I have been more irritable and emotional in general. According to them, it was a little bit too much, and they started to talk about me behind my back. I found out and it really hurt. I was also really angry. We’re about to be juniors in highschool, i’d expect that type of behavior frim elementary students, not people who were supposed to be close to me and are almost adults. I now only have 1 person I can talk to, but I feel like they hate me aswell. I dont know what to do anymore. I have nobody to talk to now, or get help woth homework, and i’m not going to have anything to do over the summer. I don’t really know why i’m making this, I guess I just had to get it out. Thank you if you took time out of your day to read this, and I hope you have a wonderful day/night. If anyone wants to be my friends then please be my guest uwu",3.823703703703707,3.787092851851853,5.247341563786009,86.29570370370371,71.09876543209877,8.455308641975309,25.253497942386822,8.238735603445708,1.258619423868312,885,22,201,12,15,299,132,243,0.091,0.7809999999999999,0.129,0.8172,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,4,0,12,8,1,0,6,0,24,0,0,1,2,39,46,15,0,5,8,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,10,17,0,0,5,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,12,3,33,6,40,30,5,32,0,1,0,0,20,16,0,7,13,141,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550448094018538,0.0,0.0,0.1002300212290724,0.10428841390589924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429822853173594,0.08763685503284058,0.0,0.20627936622130105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637455835230846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683290392723496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079646458957064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868033286022352,0.0,0.16166087551134622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689119854514754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098453698509145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337293135501,0.08953905157249323,0.0,0.13729791003636954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374229017447384,0.29049956516867953,0.0,0.13096429388188074,0.0,0.14246106440192555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807017418996262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455033738309071,0.12374195321377685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400912945271766,0.0,0.0,0.12448552156572415,0.0,0.0,0.13417326398373572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377612187367029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617639181398838,0.0,0.0,0.06123214665644795,0.12561817935162312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836618077972421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004086887412192,0.0,0.09213534013380252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761801631844165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532259862642332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606736575336597,0.10943732402613432,0.0,0.1375797355323614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536850092618215,0.0,0.24087763090389586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703504958458716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871246337120893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022175721430668,0.0,0.1153912453537526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730836036157686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925133404574044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034141575759446,0.07392558471900715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309496715868687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135920009507343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,crorigan,2019/05/28,Just want someone to talk to :( I’m so lonely. I feel like I don’t have any friends anymore. I’m a 19 year old guy living in the uk and I’m happy to chat about anything. I haven’t had a proper conversation with someone for ages.,-1.185171428571426,0.8716493400000012,1.5917142857142856,96.37300000000002,95.6,3.6571428571428566,19.142857142857142,5.288315135182226,-0.4187142857142856,177,6,41,1,7,61,37,50,0.11,0.679,0.21100000000000002,0.6335,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,3,7,8,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631322727836548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862943427515225,0.0,0.0,0.2375601658733601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596597187937865,0.20623402459832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303450623550272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28583993743837505,0.0,0.3073066806946224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103513291661052,0.0,0.25491093388744146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029225307840097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891975669493365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23203114586241266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027174835598255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859013340542783
lonely,Alex_and_ivy,2019/05/28,"Just sad I guess I'm so sick of being told that I should go out and see a movie with friends or maybe go into town. What friends?
The ones I have are slowly drifting away from me and it's not like they have time. I could go out alone but I'm terrified of being judged.",0.1712429378531084,2.018944796610171,1.4450000000000005,102.21687853107348,84.08474576271186,4.611299435028251,16.612994350282484,5.46131890053228,-0.9610361581920904,209,4,53,1,6,66,45,59,0.21600000000000005,0.7170000000000001,0.067,-0.8452,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,13,15,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,1,1,6,3,8,10,0,10,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,2,2,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290667573131601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636788364139871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240752730467698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336572163246378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784976332802813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30916635294398986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711085377975696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819494952767042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017492649310766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364080064176287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364860349060076,0.0,0.0,0.2681720066197089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ramkiwis,2019/05/28,"Just venting. I'm successful at my job, just got a promotion today, I'm in a long term relationship with problems but still working somehow. I'm healthy. I have enough just to live comfortably and save some. Yet still I've been so deeply sad lately. Finally I realized that even though I'm surrounded by people I'm just lonely, disconnected from everyone around me, like I'm a different fucking species. Now I wonder if it's something new or if I've actually always been this way and whatever relationships I have are just a meaningless front that I put up just to fit in. The more I think about it the more I'm afraid it's actually the latter. This opened up a new big black hole inside me and I just don't know how to deal with it.",2.999764521193093,5.022039850340139,4.553333333333335,82.55769230769229,75.66666666666666,8.604709576138147,26.953950811093673,9.265573868473778,2.394557718472005,586,23,118,15,13,196,92,147,0.095,0.767,0.139,0.7574,2,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,18,9,1,1,8,0,6,1,0,1,0,27,18,10,0,3,11,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,1,10,4,14,15,5,24,0,2,1,1,3,10,1,6,12,73,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.327922036044865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980416868006965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957135627250046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321884958651515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755427139862498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360717653308275,0.0,0.1109740924753282,0.0,0.0,0.1605480926806283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405515488485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532963698627475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437908673451815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673162101703756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233812242660126,0.0,0.18953126043193516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208495113872445,0.0,0.14836268892836185,0.14869035885208715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324545043041974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164823033335537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077022767670124,0.0,0.1689041743541636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607762171219866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934821802153632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683582712352558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076589445517332,0.1650765167062454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159261114055875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333646131411302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220800589897893,0.12231887151226872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,11alexx,2019/05/28,"Friends left. Moving to another state. Lonely again. :( Hey, I’m Alex from NY. My parents have been planning on move for years now and finally it has come to that. We are moving much much more south and I won’t be able to see family. My friends ditched me as they “don’t want to deal with me” and don’t want to be associated with me because I’m always sad, woohoo. I’m stuck in a dark place again and lost. Feel like I’m in a constant cycle of loneliness.",0.3399712918660285,2.559695705263163,2.1866028708134,94.76803827751198,86.68421052631578,5.559808612440191,20.215311004784688,6.980632752743323,0.3011052631578952,352,11,81,5,11,116,66,95,0.15,0.71,0.14,-0.25,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,2,3,6,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,11,20,5,0,2,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,3,2,8,3,14,14,3,17,0,3,1,0,7,6,0,0,7,45,10,0,0.1793640971073839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924529735158298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807889486081644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933868879930124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450628767546726,0.0,0.19382886871020485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491650826663825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908850775699158,0.0,0.09069187678560438,0.12813774681215628,0.0,0.196484601133336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27715251298656896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948796163194378,0.0,0.0,0.08762823781617002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957971000042074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.571906948591674,0.2637064985428983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916260352794887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739730577516486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292996304664835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158718327489606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155045978542342
lonely,CluelessSurrealist,2019/05/28,"One step closer to not being lonely! I hope. So, my boss invited me to be on his softball team. He needs players and thought I'd be good enough. I said heck yes and am pretty excited, but also a little worried. I haven't played softball since middle school and I let him know but he didn't say too much. I am more than willing to learn and finally get out of my comfort zone.

I'm really tired of living in the shadows. If I never get out and try something new I'll always be miserable. He says his friends are really cool. I get along with my boss really well so I'm hoping I'll finally make a group of friends. I'm just so scared that I'll suck at softball that they'll resent me and I'd be some mistake to be on the team. 

I don't want to back out though. I'm tired of giving up before I really try.  I think my fears are totally irrational. I mean the worst that could happen is they don't like me and I don't play? I'm just fearful of rejection.

Honestly I'm just venting. I know everything is going to be cool, I'm so overthinking it and that's why I never can make friends. I just gotta be me.

Anyways, I'm sure we've all been there lol. I just feel super silly as a 24 yr old worrying like I'm 13.",-0.3416744644176326,1.749175229007637,2.3885717803496678,92.990964048264,88.69465648854961,5.823393252893378,19.520315193302146,7.233258080335977,0.4844837232208814,938,29,214,16,31,326,143,262,0.22,0.588,0.192,-0.8927,0,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,3,16,29,2,4,6,4,25,2,0,4,5,45,55,18,0,7,9,0,1,2,3,3,2,3,0,0,5,13,0,0,7,4,0,2,8,10,1,1,4,6,29,19,23,38,7,20,0,3,0,0,18,11,2,4,9,125,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285902355551733,0.09661895871819386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928709456956396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880733444241192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271027609961807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998028943627174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435881016768148,0.0,0.0,0.26132866088019946,0.05871243419202375,0.0,0.0,0.2544018190528429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26913598973718983,0.0,0.181999609020064,0.11139036769362506,0.06599218065018914,0.0973937457536915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268221202522274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306615091495061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763014612629608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187378840510976,0.0,0.1134581690994742,0.1163801157814194,0.10253377028901976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550185001594689,0.0,0.0,0.12648586333076656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535963192332201,0.08609956291223743,0.17911375740713215,0.11214688521779816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184565296242228,0.0,0.07868413905143624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813311624090712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29755105742861243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045421509282792,0.18468239585244414,0.11625375011633247,0.1175169836220645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096053493268685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893928289498594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943925259345297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440332586285116,0.11408473226204816,0.09218422602818507,0.0,0.26691968408299005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576721521833017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684890368035414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440346607071767,0.0,0.10477787084766993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358456633968788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nikolaizorz,2019/05/28,"Spinning out Hi world I have no friends, divorced, and my family has disowned me. The last 6 months I have been suicidal and don’t know what gets me moving still, but I often feel as I am a waste of life, drain on humanity, and that I have no purpose in life anymore. Outside work, I have no social contact. I don’t enjoy any of the things that once brought me pleasure in life. I’ve seeked help from different programs, doctors, therapists. But I can’t seem to find anything worth living for anymore. My personality and whatever mental issues I have make it impossible to create meaningful or lasting relationships. Praying that the light will shine on me again one day.",5.531428571428571,7.005187380952384,6.071587301587304,76.46785714285714,68.04761904761905,8.774603174603175,33.84126984126984,9.150863307647796,3.1354031746031747,534,25,94,10,9,173,89,126,0.099,0.711,0.19,0.9259999999999999,1,0,0,0,1,1,16.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,12,4,0,1,0,15,18,8,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,5,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,2,3,15,3,12,15,0,14,1,0,1,0,9,6,0,3,6,63,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183703293524261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452518825456523,0.0,0.0,0.1432408578132807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225767708753027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186112360189688,0.0,0.1781631447029019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409321298219978,0.0,0.08801261333811879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909247214038474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448236945652645,0.0,0.0909419014717432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166722584753763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167888269489968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956617014426847,0.28377279884610473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688422714764804,0.0,0.0,0.1537027923085662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618989659130813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754168171907096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389372106034268,0.18500379863411728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853737953417632,0.11795110867874115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198704996481313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688092124343508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846245331577566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743758743174246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900872222622987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903991161261476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210315493825995,0.11564120821556285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672156483053856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ItMeSavvyG,2019/05/28,"A Personal Observation I catch myself watching TV shows about friends groups, mostly sitcoms, rather than actually putting time into finding friends. 

I can blow through hours of my free time living vicariously through the shows and it honestly is doing more harm than good. 

Any tips on being more social?",10.065882352941175,11.166275588235292,8.392941176470586,65.16823529411766,57.82352941176471,10.72156862745098,42.49019607843137,10.504223727775694,4.862301960784314,249,13,36,5,3,75,44,51,0.062,0.6829999999999999,0.255,0.8973,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,6,8,3,3,7,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,3,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.2907765115106488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263035733518747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27233990693026483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604229915948973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24992376433751465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934412098089845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631136696103358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601766034881769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29954294740699033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30374369947844226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474983316457209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ccarmel,2019/05/28,"Alone at every turn, musings of an expectant mother. First Off, I’m a 28/F, the F part I’m sure you knew based off the title but now it’s confirmed. 
I’m sure there will be people who judge me and my situation because let’s be honest, this is Reddit. That’s what people do here. I’d appreciate any negativity kept to yourself, no one needs it and I certainly don’t at this point. 

Six months ago I was living in TX, I was in a seemingly great relationship, and I was on track to a new career. I was also on birth control and then on Christmas Day I took a pregnancy test and found out that despite the BC, I was pregnant. I told the father fully expecting a freak out and got far more than that. In response the decided he did not want anything to do with this child or with me. I didn’t beg or plead, I didn’t argue, I just accepted that I would have to to this alone and decided that it was probably for the best. 

Fast forward to a few months ago, I realized that I’d never be able to make any kind of living where I was as the cost of living was far too high so, I made the choice to move across the country to live with my mom until after the baby is born so there would be a larger support system, I’d get to be with her for a time after the birth, and the prospect of making it as a single mother are much higher. 

2 weeks ago I got on a plane with the few things I deemed important and moved. I expected loneliness at first but regardless I feel so soul crushingly alone that I don’t even know what to do. I don’t have a vehicle yet, I don’t have a job (I’m used to working full time), I have no friends, I have family but I’ve been away for so long that I feel detached from all of them. My mother has a good heart but she’s also very cold and emotionally detached, this just leaves me feeling unwanted and burdensome. 

I’ve wanted this baby the entire pregnancy and I can’t wait to meet her but I’m also so afraid of the future because of how hollow I already feel. I know this is a long rant but I just don’t even know where to turn, I just want to cry all the time but it’s like I won’t allow myself because I should be stronger.. 

If you’ve read this far, thank you. I really just needed to vent.",1.8021729405346427,3.2243029085106407,3.7972340425531934,89.30294871794872,77.36170212765958,7.033278777959629,22.051282051282055,7.793537801064563,0.8148679759956359,1717,47,387,26,39,585,221,470,0.102,0.767,0.131,0.955,1,3,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,1,5,24,16,1,1,31,0,43,1,1,7,6,77,78,35,0,14,16,5,4,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,25,19,0,3,14,1,1,4,14,3,0,4,20,5,46,13,54,46,10,56,1,0,0,0,19,25,0,4,29,265,71,5,0.08826093158197337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347139714626165,0.0,0.0,0.2742351210440144,0.09739813274780504,0.21174670529492348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004092014409826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263122637321502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292405059346603,0.0,0.0,0.16140913405206547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262440242852828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899213974852664,0.0,0.0,0.09695048892873533,0.056920999225681376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992816684331046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659102580244547,0.0,0.07436364152057769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832045512737311,0.0,0.17850951580845578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501494066310175,0.0,0.09677355586576833,0.06819017679952552,0.0,0.046112693915970025,0.0,0.0,0.07402908189942335,0.14118065955129525,0.097307988657586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458962888445536,0.0,0.09325252007775787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758535570994988,0.0,0.0,0.09191017828454504,0.14551769932404754,0.0,0.0,0.09345558267283872,0.0,0.09025278240363573,0.0,0.04311983293909426,0.0,0.3117440784084352,0.15621629408100554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351462752290985,0.11782971437666598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337013634366107,0.14089806706065305,0.1876148046532214,0.06488194014569693,0.13088872483565994,0.06807227154985694,0.08524295771054616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980789145080815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557798793828252,0.0,0.1223780337425145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343510879920832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516021220298608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828481624353443,0.0,0.05654221282173005,0.0,0.0,0.09475920978747752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034943726346509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099208985086208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015745921986376,0.16636976698157915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125880757054753,0.0,0.0,0.0586366411106336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439697694317628,0.0,0.0,0.08433710246570406,0.0980611425284082,0.0,0.1920050975933376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622910668651893,0.0,0.07282451198764776,0.1561757526267998,0.0,0.07079759549773576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425500937429837,0.0,0.0,0.1253960669319907,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,eirangelique,2019/05/28,"Sorry for my English but I had to share A few days ago, a guy from my town went missing ( to make sure no one stress out, they found him,he had run away ) even though I don't really know him, I had a few classes with him, I knew deep down that something was wrong. I felt really bad because I saw it and didn't do anything to help or be there for him. I 've been in this situation before and I wish no one to live in a state of mind that cause you so much damage and sadness. I don't really know why he did it but I think he is  very lonely and don't like to open up or talk to people, he is an introvert. But the thing is that I didn't do anything. I promise myself I wouldn't let anyone suffer like I have in the past and try my best to make people happy and help when they need it! I wish I was there for him and it's been 2days and I can't stop thinking about it. The first thing i do in the morning is thinking about him!

The weirdest thing is that a few hours before I learn about this disappearance, I thought about him while I was driving. I felt so bad i couldn't sleep and take my car and ""try"" to go find him even though I knew I couldn't. I cried so much because i felt I was a part of this problem and that I could have done something. I realized He was never laughing in class when the teacher was saying jokes and he avoid talking to anybody and leave the class pretty fast. He was often in advance and read books alone in the dark in the classroom. Also, he stopped going to classes and that's why I can't get over it! 

( my first class with him 2-3 years ago, he was very kind to me and ask me if I wanted to be his partner and he help me in a way because I thought no one would ask and it makes me happy but still we haven't talk during this class and the ones after! He also don't show up for a few and the exams as well).  I don't know what to do now and I try to find him but nothing, not even on social media, nothing. I really want to be there for him!


I just had to share that  because there's so many people feeling lonely on this planet  but there's people who care about us and we don't have any clue! Be there and help when you see someone in need PLEASE!",2.670232894736841,3.0268095200000005,3.93674671052632,93.27638322368423,73.8,6.611184210526315,22.84375,5.985473137389443,0.16849605263157885,1682,38,407,8,32,553,192,475,0.145,0.705,0.151,0.85,0,6,2,0,0,0,38.0,3,2,2,4,30,26,0,2,20,0,49,1,1,4,2,82,84,45,0,13,11,0,4,2,1,2,0,1,0,2,24,29,0,3,19,4,0,8,19,12,1,6,28,7,65,14,51,46,8,50,0,6,2,0,44,21,0,4,21,286,89,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336401604351179,0.0,0.0,0.07807124847508959,0.0,0.12056318373756572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051261183112159416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052707652487466984,0.0,0.12406311415503175,0.0,0.14094079389976918,0.0,0.07082226522040905,0.0,0.12587878951115716,0.1838045041459929,0.0,0.1282861520709133,0.0,0.07910696532221753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685523100506285,0.07743632381508346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018502900300302,0.0,0.08280171061373898,0.04861405195381937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714020967040078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936391479803646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0381145403006562,0.0,0.21713070311016489,0.0,0.13779244158176762,0.12823687486326027,0.0,0.08265059884071259,0.0,0.0,0.03938309109566941,0.0,0.08568071358422824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463833984563861,0.0,0.16048744395954392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021032817441553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423440291224233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784969737529443,0.12428111051057945,0.0,0.0,0.07981684463090094,0.0,0.07708145521745416,0.0,0.07365400563085593,0.0,0.06656217841484052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509507897173348,0.07642378416421887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611260589725599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082637522232472,0.1117870619962535,0.05813792784309001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465884540082813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431854547811112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162950992569418,0.07195901768304035,0.20903681141566066,0.0,0.0,0.08274492377710181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668885614723579,0.0,0.07212875862325663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540069046539481,0.0,0.1931621797994951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059945433334596815,0.0,0.0,0.060068332796675575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847306059428874,0.075434730232981,0.07684071430803976,0.06386947635946784,0.1160628622705599,0.0,0.0843820648454242,0.0,0.0,0.06019879815498736,0.12604259797992873,0.08634786921605325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104503263830833,0.0,0.056676598005930924,0.18176346883002054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502379485318503,0.14490194118817956,0.14812150732057822,0.11968706276236755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353480948414003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067320932954094,0.0,0.0,0.12439326988067895,0.08892249791122911,0.059833366719394286,0.0,0.0,0.06777593485676257,0.06987828541217506,0.13603797682716426,0.0,0.17336723016069208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053547996306836064,0.08241651534569491,0.0,0.04854243627831832
lonely,b00gerbandit,2019/05/28,"We're lonely, I'm lonely We come here because we are lonely. Whether we post in r/lonely or anywhere else on Reddit, we are looking for connection, all of us. We receive it on some level, usually briefly, but it's still not enough. We start posting looking for friends, most connections are also brief. It's the nature of the beast. 

I stay at home with my 2yo, my husband works at a job that barely pays the bills. If I could work, I would. Instead I have a couple of side hustles that fall within my capabilities to make a little cash here and there. Everyone on my side of the block know me and stop to chat. Some of our other neighbors know me and my son on sight, as we are outside almost every day from April through October. The workers at the local Aldi have known us since LO was 3 months old, it's a pleasure to interact with them. I can talk to just about anybody on the street.

BUT! If it involves any kind of stakes- possible rejection, putting my foot in your mouth, not clicking well, potential hurt and/or hardship... I have so many feels and sometimes odd reactions. I'm no longer the confident, affable, engaging person I otherwise am. I'm shy and kind of awkward. I either turn inward or go into overshare overload. I don't have many friends, or my own family. My husband's family *are* my family, but I have maybe 2 friends outside of that. My husband is regularly at work 14 hours a day. I stay at home. God it's so lonely my husband and I are best friends and definitely make it work. Our relationship is healthy. Doesn't mean I'm not alone at 12p while I'm making lunch and there's a whining toddler at my feet. Or in the quiet of nap time, theoretically a time for me to relax, is spent doing the things that I can't do when LO is awake. Or being just too tired to do much. Depression is starting to set in some.

 I'm burned out, my husband is burned out. His bosses are verbally abusive towards their employees. His boss is the VP's son and his mom is HR (small company). They suck at their jobs and gang up on everyone who doesn't let the family disrespect them. The owner either can't see it, or won't do anything about it. Everything is falling apart there, it sucks because we had made a few good buddies and genuinely care about the company. I'm personally hurt, especially when I tried to reach out with my own concerns and never received a response. I have to deal with it's effects privately. My husband is already so strung out over it, I'm his rock. I feel alone in my experience of it all. He's got a job offer that we're very tempted to accept. 

Idk if I need someone to talk to or not, but I definitely needed to vent. Thanks, guys",2.517915369537647,4.600762890772131,4.058548752834469,85.26622276029056,77.3427495291902,7.121887851185672,27.03259156770053,8.093282712189389,1.8178436604020145,2089,86,417,37,49,694,266,531,0.129,0.752,0.11900000000000001,-0.3263,4,12,0,0,0,0,75.0,12,1,5,7,20,27,2,1,24,0,41,5,3,7,3,81,74,35,0,7,23,9,2,0,5,2,1,1,3,3,21,30,1,2,8,4,4,8,12,12,1,0,5,8,59,15,64,64,14,66,0,9,5,0,52,36,2,15,17,274,80,12,0.0,0.09740423841368456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823204522347534,0.17028749067262522,0.0907196909645336,0.06574251861978167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055904948438635575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067651013680256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022770352946936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627328807060776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381756849381597,0.0,0.0,0.07081578608922645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563720809620878,0.09096271010881783,0.0,0.10603602581411176,0.08475388342306392,0.07080650310797391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867508218421417,0.0,0.0,0.08494388709089792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926463975661998,0.15710847131625938,0.07388416071901956,0.08041619015128967,0.3099973671134135,0.0,0.08313469494484015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254057920477301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046721277039502976,0.06895302037969699,0.06575005825741136,0.0,0.0,0.08139984852643815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492468747227204,0.0,0.08095931883002888,0.0,0.1760128990807611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447392833577028,0.0,0.0,0.17121607437914702,0.09035984804575233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406428642269474,0.0,0.0,0.08239502889191984,0.0,0.0,0.13806973341456455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778815657086871,0.16462546518785232,0.16669407351905688,0.08259000398600587,0.08954971640629544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628220335948864,0.06561845048066711,0.0,0.06043308421977565,0.12191388410472932,0.06340465945324815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862645309190908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356347976908046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267831090736343,0.15746702106472238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264276513239277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826171493679992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550994034697546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800414572457994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965543059874743,0.0,0.08130681670896113,0.0,0.11637592616406113,0.17524774086752395,0.0656522245996329,0.06873041659731166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215298251097768,0.0,0.07568701476068805,0.0,0.0,0.05461601583809445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587347408675947,0.09448716790738636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581452401626008,0.0894198000817179,0.0,0.0,0.1977746429005531,0.0,0.09054161427835816,0.06783104599416732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391577629523853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393965645502962,0.0,0.0,0.05839892469855657,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jonisname,2019/05/28,"I dont miss my ex but I miss loving someone I recently got back into contact with my ex for platonic reasons (bad idea, I know) and some force compelled me to read our old messages (an even worse idea) and now I just feel so alone. we broke up 2 years ago I don't want her back we weren't good together, but like reading the way she used to tell me she loved me and I told her I loved her or how we reassured eachother when we were insecure gets to me. but what makes me feel the most lonely is that I used to just be able to tell her anything that happened in my life I could tell her about how I was ranting and joking around with friends so hard I fell off my chair and my throat was sore or I could tell her whatever stupid joke came to mind or I could tell her about the totally pointless thing I just wasted money on. and I wouldn't even think twice about sending the message cause I knew I was allowed to be myself with her. now before I send any meesage to anyone or post anything anywhere I think endlessly about it and feel self conscious.",2.880740037950666,4.262666811059908,3.472106261859583,92.90462998102468,74.4377880184332,6.580536730821363,25.20710219571701,7.048011613610866,0.8287519110870156,826,27,183,8,17,259,123,217,0.155,0.696,0.149,-0.3844,1,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,5,0,0,0,19,16,1,1,5,0,14,6,1,9,1,55,35,19,0,5,10,2,4,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,5,17,0,0,11,4,1,4,4,7,0,1,9,4,46,9,22,20,3,21,0,4,0,3,34,6,0,6,10,124,51,2,0.11130530604108033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866543802754567,0.0,0.0,0.11527872913459775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569142492951354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782725796119326,0.0,0.18318956609020945,0.0990853204718024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117381975814766,0.09293528131856278,0.0,0.0,0.09471261741780196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730361803913234,0.0,0.11434120976182792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266604689635859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044898972148228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470322097895824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168837921253853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599420334258913,0.0,0.05815242844937293,0.0,0.0,0.09335760986278144,0.08902102117426541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842691454070916,0.0,0.09970769162265043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25130028478392863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611704853149511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861822934577893,0.05437815028349868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013721530540831,0.0,0.07429715608228718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238662952543613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679619512231895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659971555896723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267085367528888,0.0,0.0,0.11444039248277395,0.10990056174339356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611570898610173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430862460923696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864287172992838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394629953546815,0.14263989159969598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635698980635276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226409458642266,0.0,0.0,0.06565075332406904,0.08834897109986553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342961593418505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167696780265058
lonely,gibberish213,2019/05/28,"another alienation story And it's been this way for my entire life, my anxiety and these episodes of depression (that are here more often nowadays) are certainly not helping. Back in secondary and uni, I used to fake everything and pretend like I care about interests that 99% of people in my surrounding have. There's also this specific type of mentality which I find to be so off-putting and untolerable. It's the worst when you realize that you've never had a real friend and that every IRL person in your life was pitying you hardcore. I've heard people say: just go online (fb, sc, ig, twitter, w/e) and you'll eventually stumble upon someone. But that's not how it works. Most of these people already had someone to work with and well.. work their way up to more people. And how are you evem supposed to do that when your hobbies are already super niche? Another thing that puts me down is that others often get depressed due to most of their friends being online, and I'm here wishing I could at least have that. Being a broke dropout is certainly not helping and living in a 3rd world craphole is making things even crappier.  Then theres romanticizing about being in a relationship, which is something I wanna give up on, but I can't. And I know that a lot of this is a byproduct of having a horrible childhood, and I've tried numerous solutions (none of which have worked). Nowadays, I'm slowly losing motivation to do practically anything anymore. I'm now stuck with this super-nihilistic view on everything and I can't shake it. I could go on and on about my shitty life, but I don't wanna nag anyone with myself any further. Having someone take a bit of their time to read this is def. helping a bit.",5.973512450851897,6.789484018348628,6.54096111839231,75.90155963302752,66.61467889908258,9.164351245085193,32.69681083442551,9.23628265651192,2.9498884228920925,1362,56,242,24,21,445,176,327,0.121,0.799,0.08,-0.924,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,6,3,8,20,19,1,1,10,0,31,3,0,5,3,47,46,25,0,5,7,0,0,1,2,1,3,2,0,1,27,18,0,0,4,2,0,4,8,9,1,0,6,3,25,10,40,33,10,32,0,5,1,0,19,17,0,5,10,180,52,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331235065455483,0.08446967966288145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182981707002227,0.2215177296227418,0.08080418023279996,0.0,0.10475336050007676,0.07385668465905935,0.0,0.08692182128722058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122045642458567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23063412379529316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769351873695786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686687415770642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195234259795195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976547701686077,0.0,0.08899509868254574,0.0,0.1898610372441236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654094259582484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321394136608364,0.0,0.055185621113433315,0.10132681043092916,0.12006024070334467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239816673520645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058049703441957125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22382190733766053,0.05160389821049432,0.0,0.09327036188101688,0.0,0.0,0.1181693231573018,0.0,0.08980009182059692,0.0,0.0,0.0705066807129519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644692769502677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146586692433816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929131754925491,0.09222921027347047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123681308153432,0.0,0.0,0.10565534141559783,0.12022637446452193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340360764585515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399863696446618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684916261035606,0.08131663823752032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794181760887124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034744817088718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061591811618237575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171363469441336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122760442240857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768320687152402,0.0,0.0,0.09497114008974576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146555807278138,0.0,0.0,0.3075901493356111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kangning92,2019/05/28,"Just sharing Lately i have been having friendship problems. My 2 good friends, which will also be my bridesmaids, has been very distant, like hanging out without me, having own jokes and conversations. Eventually, when i confronted them about this, we fought and they.... left. 
I was so depressed about it, because the friends i lost were very important to me, but sadly I'm not as important to them. 
I've been very unhappy for weeks now, until today, I'm finally brave enough to tell my sister about this. Her reaction to this was that she is sad, because im sad and she was unable to do anything to help me. Needless to say, i was very touched.
It is only now i realize that i've been so focused on people that dont care as much about me, i forgot that there are people out there that actually cares about me. 
I guess, what I'm trying to say is, when u feel lonely and depressed, please remember that there is still someone out there who still cares about you. Don't be like me, i realized this too late.",5.127384615384617,6.017492405128207,5.509230769230771,82.28076923076927,68.53846153846155,8.461538461538463,30.384615384615394,8.617729084823388,2.2534615384615377,789,30,153,12,13,252,110,195,0.16399999999999998,0.642,0.19399999999999998,0.6031,0,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,3,1,21,21,2,0,1,0,24,0,0,0,0,19,35,13,0,1,4,1,2,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,15,8,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,10,0,0,12,4,26,11,23,20,3,18,0,7,0,0,19,5,0,1,14,113,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.12479698460452948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022693196998543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523818209793273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591460854000902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911608144342933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029374764474627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987987392295493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213904376996946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466232868743073,0.0,0.0,0.14009139859942998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760674854762306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072635888239296,0.0,0.0,0.14087937538171605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857183946720984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381373823769856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28851894280096724,0.0,0.13894706176075194,0.0,0.0,0.12495597437826853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960121771928588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400994273226368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726204977315656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773182478511909,0.0,0.0,0.14037895816886564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236835236953066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486839483186384,0.0,0.0,0.20339803565860828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083562609143916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042577159362499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177683319277593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121970843223227,0.0,0.0,0.08682529237321532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220729642849849,0.0,0.0,0.10258136367960513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327625264469025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,public_solutions,2019/05/28,"Making friends but not exactly finding the right group? That's how I feel right now. I just moved to a big city, I am like in a sea of strangers and being away from home  / moving away from all my friends as a teenager is lonely. I'm sad, stressed out, confused and lonely. I go out quite a bit, i am not exactly shy or anything but idk. 

I found a group of people I mesh well with but idk how that's going to go now that my accounting class has ended. I guess I should get a job soon and start learning to drive, living off government money and my gap year savings is sort of boring and anxiety infusing. 

Anyone else feel the same?",2.3243340380549675,4.01056739534884,3.5278224101479942,90.65739957716706,76.59689922480621,6.551374207188162,24.13037350246653,7.348242739294969,0.9328542635658912,490,16,105,6,11,159,83,129,0.188,0.708,0.10400000000000001,-0.8883,1,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,2,8,0,7,0,0,3,3,32,18,12,0,1,7,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,5,0,2,6,2,6,1,0,1,2,12,5,16,15,3,21,0,3,0,0,4,9,0,4,7,66,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045679713686625,0.0,0.0,0.11924019896011928,0.1747305667926097,0.1403336111295754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204415524935761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861771817628578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245791383232195,0.0,0.15104106412024565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245258152236642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586349774653185,0.0,0.0,0.18697994285142933,0.2635057738022887,0.0,0.08909612544456927,0.0,0.2907524292774481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786063277487555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105787258998095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922706475707242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833135026049713,0.0,0.15058320799416752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383168192614974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624978449774038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822567410452972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138216792738748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912674263217161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070369000189778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953442549457653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533290817486157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981725587592674
lonely,narumitsuu,2019/05/28,"don’t know what to do? i’m 17 and homeschooled.. can’t drive yet.. i just stay at home and do nothing all day, it’s tearing me up inside and i feel so uncomfortable with myself and so fucking alone because i was the funny girl in school who only did it to hide her depression. like i want to know why i can’t make friends why i’m so alone i just don’t have the motivation to meet people or talk to anyone. i hate being me",1.1633695652173903,2.653247510869569,3.2602173913043515,92.17119565217396,79.32608695652173,5.9043478260869575,21.28260869565217,6.6274283507984215,0.2107347826086952,329,9,77,3,8,112,60,92,0.182,0.6920000000000001,0.126,-0.7513,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,2,0,2,0,10,1,0,2,1,15,19,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,1,11,2,9,16,1,7,0,1,0,1,6,3,1,1,3,48,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599654070567435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526648609403645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536307414654405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432075356317052,0.0,0.1912562214386978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227801775045114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155965823847386,0.20528688687821225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192339997905678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22273994028348415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440719757146047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848518290368432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822388265855366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21306840228890706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888334170059788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394544075231298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22473219096901548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23668179660616606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847993459274178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097418623096374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007414035811641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,avi8tor94,2019/05/28,"I don’t belong or fit anywhere. I’m 25 male from Australia. 

Ever since I can remember I’ve always felt as if people don’t like me. Like I don’t belong with anyone. 

It’s like I’m not fun, boring and just don’t connect well with people. 

I’ve tried to be more fun and open to new things and none of it has worked. I feel like some people include me or have me around out of pity not because they enjoy my company. 

I’ve never felt like I belong I feel like I just go through everything alone on my own and that’s just how it is for me. 

No girls like me, doesn’t seem to matter what I try to do in that area I’m still single and don’t have any girls that show any kind of interest in me. 

I have so much success in my careers and other areas but I still don’t feel complete because I lack the social side of things. 

All my friends are getting married, having kids and moving places and I’m still here completely alone. 

Tried tinder and didn’t get any matches, tried plenty of fish same story. 

I guess it’s time to accept this is just the way it is and try and find ways to make myself happy.",1.0575407925407916,2.8513017393162454,2.72826728826729,94.44678321678323,80.75213675213675,5.109246309246309,18.756021756021767,5.852544927426893,-0.3130957264957264,853,19,192,5,22,281,125,234,0.068,0.78,0.152,0.9465,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,13,19,0,0,2,0,20,0,0,2,3,45,35,18,0,2,10,0,5,7,1,0,0,0,0,4,13,16,0,0,9,1,0,2,13,2,1,0,3,5,24,17,23,31,9,23,0,1,0,0,7,12,0,6,14,122,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314976006233513,0.0,0.0,0.09299258629250033,0.0,0.0,0.2280002137925119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781446135655897,0.0,0.0,0.09948935991233906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362547113203231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23435473698657985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010925719597525,0.0,0.0,0.10044194005656733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952639033201675,0.15968155364634828,0.21461266801568948,0.0,0.10214586109888614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634486123663937,0.0,0.11677911230902573,0.0,0.06351531454237662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311533090690105,0.0,0.0,0.11896971975113001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637998261164567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821992135074432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460011701771145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878231611971946,0.0821558526694291,0.0,0.08619556535709304,0.10793770745831296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324392200868376,0.0,0.11676455096086985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660135892390734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174135537663287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924483442999712,0.0,0.0,0.11392440456598715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677530641335055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849565957176136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516767358202012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793857181952047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774184620241654,0.0,0.0,0.10048491990205163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136201031555851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lettersfromcamp,2019/05/28,"Married and feeling alone My wife and I might as well be roommates, tired if trying to have fun.  Guess I'll start looking elsewhere?",2.707066666666666,5.579290640000004,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,82.6,3.333333333333334,28.333333333333336,3.1291,0.627133333333334,106,5,19,0,3,31,23,25,0.16399999999999998,0.604,0.23199999999999998,0.25,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,7,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790992037107806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507699261901212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032259840768952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073750502005342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883025603395033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590796350667725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207004281182386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485119902405364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291071096826461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,unevrthly,2019/05/28,"I never realized how alone I’ve always been. I’m not sure if this is the right place to post this, if someone could redirect me to the right one that’d be nice lol 
I’ve always been able to make connections easily, I get guys, I have ‘friends’ and I’m living the life tbh. But although I come off very friendly, I always just feel so alone. The people I talk to are great but none of them could ever handle the things I really feel and the things I need to vent. If they do, it’s always a quick “oh I’m sorry :(“ before the topic gets changed. Even with my best friend, I love her to death but I could never tell her when I’m sad, the reasons why. lately it’s been affecting me mentally, I just wanna sleep, I don’t wanna eat and I just want everyone to stop talking to me.",0.914486196319018,2.830328312883438,2.8616526073619646,92.6910065184049,81.82208588957056,6.038190184049081,18.16296012269939,7.1686216300943375,0.12423957055214753,597,13,134,8,16,200,99,163,0.111,0.713,0.17600000000000002,0.8521,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,9,9,0,0,9,1,13,4,1,4,4,34,26,13,1,10,10,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,7,5,1,1,4,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,3,2,21,8,13,18,2,13,0,1,0,1,12,4,0,3,7,87,28,0,0.12375431625461016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25634429858154656,0.0,0.0,0.41189401950164944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530580819658827,0.0,0.1298725198746433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091565736063324,0.10660338549731088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964232546468281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663156082738874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173855873141607,0.11194286412061093,0.0,0.11825255255599293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251478013989655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868368332573717,0.0,0.12931304494398813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643957056182332,0.0,0.12253622971794913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960025909379914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874113334205659,0.0,0.0,0.10927732853699873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169310211088113,0.0,0.0826069670679669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247152434588235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176225741754597,0.19089391581430545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385912748100206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857956607693551,0.0,0.12929692072253027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852242611926316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928018390307823,0.12724004836200584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21137101979868206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384369014177922,0.0,0.10485663056459572,0.0,0.0,0.13853282513193482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346414974031708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663697849779599,0.0,0.0,0.19893806335054445,0.10816672709881828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443373751100354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211027151052317,0.0729935020907417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111669021667237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,depressedmetalguy,2019/05/28,"Just want to be held... My family life is so dysfunctional nobody even hugs each other anymore...I just want someone to hold me for like an hour while I cry into their shoulders. But I don’t think I’ll ever know anyone that well that they’d let me do that, guy or girl it doesn’t matter...yeah. I should be asleep, but I’m currently silently crying in my room.",1.677335907335905,3.648484108108112,3.2031274131274152,90.92662162162165,79.54054054054055,5.850193050193052,18.679536679536678,6.868970318607317,0.0772725868725872,280,6,60,3,7,92,58,74,0.087,0.804,0.109,-0.3612,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,9,4,2,0,1,15,15,5,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,9,3,5,9,1,7,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,5,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161665540850255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5706256694830344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155620587725395,0.23495022840650825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448603060140731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571840142421701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557921542108996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274663201106064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656023448197223,0.1834624557251977,0.12689612920340032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22007735369844464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643127818460124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064034518525968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23353797835706505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KinkyGriffey,2019/05/28,"So alone and I don’t know what to do I am 39 and divorced. I have 3 beautiful daughters and they, honestly, are the only thing that has kept me going the last few years. I try to consider myself blessed. I have my daughters and they are so amazing in every way. Smart, funny, wonderful personalities. They are all beautiful and really starting to hit their stride and find themselves in life. It is a true joy to be there father and to see them grow and develop into  the wonderful young ladies they are becoming. I tell myself that is more then enough. I am greedy wanting more. There are so many others who have it worse then I do. 

I have lived through a lot in my life. I don’t think I’m extraordinary in anyway, but I do feel sometimes like the amount of shit I’ve been through has been excessive. I might eventually write it all down, but it honestly has been a lot. And I used to be strong. I was the glue that held my family together growing up. I was the one. I found the love of my life and I couldn’t have been luckier. We were in love. In every way. We had babies and it was like a dream. And then more tragedy. I didn’t handle it well. For the first time I wasn’t strong. I was weak, so fucking weak. So pathetic. And now, the aftermath is too much to bear. I lost everything. Everything I love, everything I own. Now all I have left is my daughters half the time. It’s not enough. The thought of them not with me at all times is almost unbearable. I tried to give myself time. To adjust, to move on. It’s been almost three years since we split and sure there are days it doesn’t hurt as much as it once did. But the other days? It still feels so fresh. There are mornings I wake up and I look around and think, this can’t possibly be real. I had everything I wanted in life and now I’m alone. 

I tried dating a little. Actually, I have been on two dates and had a couple one night stands. I felt nothing. I want someone. I want to love. I want to find all of that again. I am kind of a sappy, hopeless romantic. And I miss the little romantic things. I miss the goodnight and good morning kisses. The hugs and smiling face when I get home. The little notes and texts. I miss my best friend. I want, desperately to find that again. But I feel so lost. I have literally gone out like 4 times in the nearly 3 years. I have literally no family except my kids. Nobody. My friends are all older like me and have kids and families. They don’t go out. I have tried tinder and bumble and match, but everything is so different. I am nearly 40, I have put on weight, a lot of moms and dads can relate I’m sure. I never had trouble getting a date when I was younger, but now it’s hard to get anyone I am remotely attracted to to swipe right on me. And I know that’s not the best way to find someone. But I can’t seem to force myself to go to a bar or anywhere else alone. It’s so hard to make friends at this age. I don’t know how people do it. 

I have tried repeatedly to go out. I have joined a gym. I work out. I have improved my diet so much. Cutting out fast foods, cooking my own meals basically every day. I have read more then ever. So there are some things I have done better. But the loneliness is killing me. When I don’t have my girls, I am a sad, shell of myself. There are some days on the weekend where I haven’t even left bed. I try to force myself up, to get out, do anything, but I can’t seem to do it. The loneliness only grows. 

I know I messed up. A lot. I made this mess for myself. I let my depression, sadness and guilt consume me, overtake me. And I am reaping everything I showed. Yet my ex isn’t without some blame. During my hardest time she was out with another man. So there has always been some anger and so much hurt and betrayal there. I know I should move on. And honestly, I basically have. From her at least. I mourn the family I lost, the life I lost. I don’t mourn her any longer. But it doesn’t make it easier. I don’t know how to get out of this funk. I don’t know where to begin. I have a good job, but it’s a small company and we just, finally got health insurance. So I will be going to the doc after the first and talking to someone. The last thing I want is to get on medication, but maybe that’s what I need. 

So I’m not sure where to go from here. I never in a million years thought I would be this guy. I have always had friends, always been social. I was popular and the center of so much fun and attention at one point. And now, I am this sad man who is completely, utterly alone. The days I don’t have my children I feel like I might be better off dead. I wouldn’t ever consider that, not even a consideration. But it doesn’t stop me from thinking about it or sometimes wishing for it. I don’t want to be the weird guy who is alone at 40, at 50. This is no way to live. 

I am sorry if I come across whiny or pathetic. I am so overwhelmed with this, all the time. I look forward to going to work, to interact and actually do something. I just am not sure where to go from here. I don’t want my kids to think less of me. To think their dad is a loser who is alone. But where do I go from here? How do I change? How do I fix this? I want, so badly, to be the person I used to be. To be confident and fun. To be a person people gravitate to, people like and want to spend time with. I want to be a man my kids are proud to call dad. I know they love me completely and are proud to call me dad, but as they get older I wonder if that will change. I wonder what would happen if I got sick or hurt. Who would help me if I needed that help. I wonder how I can make it the next 5, 10 years or even longer feeling this completely alone. Hopefully I will break out of this and life will be great again one day. But I can’t even fathom how at this point.",0.2460323142414893,2.368955919407899,2.297716718266255,94.51431114551086,86.02302631578951,5.780417956656348,18.562886996904027,7.138809254899104,0.16155187693498485,4442,117,1031,67,136,1484,386,1216,0.15,0.6679999999999999,0.182,0.9951,3,8,1,0,1,1,167.0,4,0,11,18,66,79,5,2,52,0,145,28,3,12,16,201,243,102,4,26,35,10,9,6,4,11,11,0,2,14,58,63,6,3,36,7,1,18,35,32,1,10,39,12,168,47,123,177,34,144,1,19,3,8,67,59,2,29,69,735,226,4,0.0,0.0,0.07396052193526402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589316276972663,0.2747360809950364,0.0,0.0,0.0945955576119529,0.0,0.0,0.025770043994579456,0.039736434469772784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02649721370029867,0.0,0.03118453102110835,0.03373477339280105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03164091956860684,0.0,0.04185228495070414,0.0,0.0,0.07953737517804785,0.06703047190112202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739049783966867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017622023676813,0.032643370112991614,0.11919722801620786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04193033187291897,0.0,0.14663566248913154,0.0,0.03263909101352081,0.0,0.0,0.03959243149667286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038779959342876924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03165658745148736,0.0,0.0,0.07831176912025266,0.0,0.10011772188002133,0.06855677852913236,0.09578505286107504,0.0,0.20434664108365813,0.0,0.1428969350984243,0.0,0.09580479036467028,0.027072347394818598,0.03638534678036362,0.04151235301032625,0.1385421508478752,0.06446729681839343,0.0458230413978339,0.04155014455369204,0.11711098875366754,0.035033513337750184,0.1385907913147704,0.03635254089663029,0.19383050312643854,0.06356941266816032,0.060616526488688274,0.04177960558316025,0.0,0.07504443653967212,0.033510611278976865,0.0,0.06789333407599192,0.0,0.0,0.04028083884681238,0.0,0.0,0.050800724308295915,0.0,0.03801198794251537,0.03763849656955468,0.0,0.0,0.12170282630445953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03760515109709058,0.0,0.04192543800853974,0.039462032365282805,0.1666097420365948,0.06177931201793334,0.0,0.0,0.08234651856182422,0.03875042227905226,0.16059905577705827,0.11108212005161046,0.11394287511829652,0.06692433385208414,0.0,0.06364486872425464,0.0,0.16546840387266964,0.128868618149376,0.1710095441277346,0.035857366352620615,0.07588604585112473,0.0384197976046519,0.038070834437278094,0.0,0.0,0.0381754398335224,0.0,0.0804016639020518,0.0,0.04438241489825484,0.0,0.08055322741851956,0.13928670739954208,0.05619763982749168,0.05845424811955738,0.0,0.040301988424911055,0.035562089856226414,0.0,0.036361478450739664,0.0,0.0,0.04035716456593178,0.1027151069525442,0.05764203348752385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881530672363256,0.09926591365319973,0.0,0.0,0.07164644928969523,0.04272115825395364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0380951553087138,0.0,0.0,0.03790546750088536,0.04313304816353967,0.02427664350152843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032362304434613416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030197578067295613,0.06899675646383313,0.0,0.0,0.038898891081088516,0.03134731139337025,0.0,0.0,0.03862939690565559,0.09632547177615676,0.029173585989080267,0.07495866831713596,0.042420587887372185,0.02682242646596545,0.0,0.030263165668270545,0.031682094500501135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286315730791282,0.0,0.0,0.030458736376985932,0.03312208604000436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070358136552056,0.1214086102002068,0.0,0.060169131606261785,0.17677602531667871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437017075663778,0.0,0.03701811624053398,0.0,0.0,0.06545859297382815,0.0,0.0,0.2682189380919743,0.12031782327995848,0.0,0.04614615981746749,0.03407234708592246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0435776242101566,0.03652963257372583,0.2054787073722058,0.05517633208609468,0.0,0.038618459034616914,0.08075901511848342,0.0,0.0,0.12201637209184928
lonely,IF3WDANKZ,2019/05/28,Someone keep me company Watching scary movies while doing dabs someone hmu 😂💨👌🏻👀,1.66,4.237743529411766,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,84.29411764705883,5.752941176470588,32.029411764705884,7.1686216300943375,2.427964705882353,68,4,12,1,2,23,16,17,0.21100000000000002,0.789,0.0,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644997190715917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8855732668630034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,peachy_ajc,2019/05/28,"15F, someone hmu It's 10:16pm and I'm tired, but for some reason determined to stay awake. So I need company. Someone, anyone, text me asap.
Oh and my name is AJ.",-0.981818181818184,0.9136761212121236,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727273,105.96969696969695,4.624242424242424,20.651515151515152,6.42735559955562,0.6061151515151515,124,5,26,2,6,42,30,33,0.059000000000000004,0.847,0.094,0.2846,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566138380283828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27212468841783904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773355134151362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6219131639514139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911714997000508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218107119644156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tonic9599,2019/05/28,"(20 M) in need of a friend in perth Im 20 m from perth. Not working till july and just at home all day till then so would be cool to meetup with people and do things. I have a car to if thats a plus :D. Im mostly quiet and i keep to myself so if anyones interested in chilling just pm me.
Sorry for me spelling.",-1.7634428794992159,0.07580398591549553,1.613427230046952,97.54608763693271,93.64788732394364,3.718935837245697,14.93114241001565,5.033348758259628,-1.0873862284820035,237,5,59,1,9,85,50,71,0.035,0.8370000000000001,0.128,0.8088,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,15,6,11,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,14,4,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,4,41,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420550743104796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834565151368776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22563418511363026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929461706449812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6309200659480414,0.0,0.0,0.2595840990418918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165485716196427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024680768938315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269218331045337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940225316279024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261312640766405,0.0,0.0,0.2074612554667172,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dinosaurlife45,2019/05/28,Recent college grad who failed miserably to make friends in college and is now all alone. Hi y’all. Hope everyone is having a nice night. I graduated college about a year ago and have never felt so alone in my life. I stayed in the city I went to college in as I had friends and a girlfriend here. I now have drifted far from my friends and things with my girlfriend are rocky. I just went back home for the weekend about 4 hours away and was happy to be around my parents who love me and want me around. I just back to my apartment and just bawled on the floor as I realized how truly alone I feel. I am required to stay here for another year due to my work contract but just don’t know what to do. The past few trips home have been great and whenever I return back to my apartment it feels as if my heart is ripping in two and I wind up crying alone for the rest of the night. I want to make new friends in the city but i just don’t know what to do. Thoughts?,2.472742537313433,3.842238149253731,3.105394900497512,95.17361473880598,75.4676616915423,6.219029850746268,25.000310945273643,6.6274283507984215,0.5854997512437818,752,25,174,6,16,235,105,201,0.075,0.7829999999999999,0.142,0.9178,1,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,18,11,0,1,10,0,17,3,1,3,2,36,31,17,0,4,8,1,3,0,6,0,1,0,2,0,6,12,0,1,7,1,0,4,3,2,0,1,7,3,25,9,32,23,3,39,0,2,0,1,12,15,0,2,18,121,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047783288023113,0.0,0.0,0.4695851804721237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885723636078276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20181085637040186,0.0,0.0,0.10649594711419856,0.261477191997996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450952489366016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831067150812897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462621410112613,0.0,0.10883366411831599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502953563014843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249686470897486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066305907625265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432015810441195,0.0,0.0,0.2273983509448279,0.1125820105081424,0.11162680298339386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458826360173568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800623751078821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230269563718147,0.0,0.1513238552739884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742241821322877,0.10947402413691898,0.0,0.2127423748972849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586163194582867,0.0,0.1082052899284331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191933565645676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416317889750825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753046261727634,0.0,0.0,0.08998714646112277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072636612575364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371339656173165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015295584025906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252006542341768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598721773729462
lonely,smokeyjoe42o,2019/05/28,Need more people to talk to Noone I know in RL actually talks to me... lol,-2.2783333333333324,-0.7689404999999994,1.2399999999999984,95.67166666666668,110.25,4.633333333333333,11.583333333333332,6.42735559955562,-0.8245166666666668,56,1,14,1,3,20,14,16,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.4422527411302616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24906400464285336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33603819454537004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141882049999391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7285216113470064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EmilyGilchrist0712,2019/05/28,Hungry for love Please,2.942499999999999,4.731668250000006,0.7199999999999989,97.025,116.5,1.6,4.0,3.1291,-2.6587,19,0,3,0,1,5,4,4,0.0,0.235,0.765,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6350995013004176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7724303356600911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Worsteverfeeling,2019/05/28,"Going for a record I signed up on match.com and am currently at 100 messages sent with 0 replies lmao.  I have gotten to where I just send millions for the hell of it trying all different types of openers.  Sometimes it's just ""hey what's up"" sometimes it is just a funny joke etc.  Never matters.  

I'm 33 and dont see the point of living a lonely existence for the next 40 years until I die.  That's assuming something doesn't kill me way before then.",1.9997313797313798,4.210861769230772,3.3950915750915764,88.730463980464,79.65934065934066,5.8026862026862025,24.3968253968254,6.937597516519254,1.0035997557997565,355,13,70,4,9,116,70,91,0.129,0.736,0.136,0.16899999999999998,2,2,1,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,2,12,10,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,3,0,1,2,1,5,1,13,8,2,17,1,1,1,0,4,7,1,1,6,45,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576079837294256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509585278960361,0.2526378942495293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833971756226742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26967983954786673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742505911712874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675247256500716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352089451570888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864972369290516,0.0,0.2571655517189961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285867196679417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926896693626518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861556124080982,0.4783085908977714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417175960416647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193593551263768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571642429610466
lonely,Pickle-Reeeeeee,2019/05/28,Any advice Yah I’m 16 turning 17 later this year and a few years back like 14-15  I was in the best relationship I’ve ever had w this girl Jackie I used to sneak out and go to her place and spend the night cuddling up w her. we made this a common thing and that was the only time I could ever get good sleep ( I am currently being diagnosed w insomnia ) then she had to move back to Korea across the globe so I broke up w her so she could try to find happiness with someone else. after that i got w one girl for 10 months and we broke up bc her parents would never let us see each other the breakup wasn’t bad and it didn’t rly sting but even in that relationship the lack of touch kept me from being as happy as I was w Jackie  and it hit me I’ve been lonely af sense and have never got what I need in years every month that goes by my insomnia gets worse and I just feel lonely without someone with me and the girl that I’m talking to now is like a 13 min drive and not just down the st so I wouldn’t be able to go over there idk how I could cope with not having someone with me like how can I distract my mind form just feeling like shit at night,0.8774380737917866,2.5242906533864584,2.6286367573185534,95.65387839944573,80.71314741035856,5.480755239909924,18.08435821929673,6.280692351149826,-0.3685463017495239,898,18,214,7,23,297,145,251,0.115,0.787,0.098,-0.6825,2,4,0,0,1,0,5.0,3,0,0,1,15,15,1,1,11,1,22,6,2,4,4,46,39,20,0,7,7,1,3,4,0,2,3,0,0,3,13,19,0,1,3,0,1,4,8,7,0,1,12,4,27,8,30,17,5,37,0,4,1,1,16,12,1,0,25,141,40,0,0.11432137745219173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171352694038074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774245691456495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758121652464817,0.0954535749654538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997323256758145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27382895244128325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160337916678843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550084146255552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550819161658334,0.2068204618557704,0.0963206911440506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560864682576345,0.08167121489433707,0.0,0.0,0.104487667884925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945640255584368,0.0,0.1299429466865156,0.09588734746588283,0.18286649801019625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24339446419046784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690135395516155,0.0,0.2234066017092646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817365152053056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543200186534712,0.0,0.18250046558555705,0.12150553202840207,0.0,0.08476785281988627,0.17634338796099286,0.0,0.0,0.21456573679277385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746712402210833,0.08694655907095712,0.0,0.0,0.12694036063777306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944150737268405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454767516049693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109933659076208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734925111233704,0.0,0.0,0.11440393898377015,0.0,0.29059239638505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188719277925947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595004336331489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666171454053726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761671103773497,0.1243488304580508,0.0,0.0,0.13751454105504382,0.0987369646133762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102017282960449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165032503722969,0.08121062650147869,0.0,0.0,0.2208576567168624
lonely,TopLuca,2018/12/30,"Tips to help you escape the feeling of loneliness. Hello Everyone , 

I hope this post finds you well ! First of all I'd like to start by wishing you a happy new year that is hopefully going to be full of adventures , awesome people and the absence of loneliness ! 

Secondly and most importantly I want you to all know that I am one of you guys , I am part of this subreddit however I wanted to compile some tips that I have found to be helpful to my cause of escaping loneliness in order to help you out , hopefully. Also a disclaimer that your mileage may vary however I think that you might benefit from a few of my tips.

Let's get started !

First of all I am going to start with a list of things you should not do or avoid as they usually have a negative influence on your mood.

1- Try to avoid spending too much time on social media as you might encounter some cases where people flaunt their perfect lives in your face which in return will cause you to feel much worse about yourself and will affect your self esteem. Furthermore, I'd like to assure you that nobody's life is perfect and social media is full of utter nonsense and people who just want to show off in order to fulfill their ego however in reality those people might not be as happy as you might think.

2- Avoid dating apps like Tinder . In my experience those apps are full of people who are only going to judge you based on your profile / appearance . Simply you don't want that as you want someone beside you who can appreciate your true personality and your true nature . I believe that these sort of applications usually have a negative impact on self esteem and even if they could bring you satisfaction , it will be a short lived experience ( in my personal experience ).

3- Try not to stay friends with someone who makes you feel worse about yourself just because you are feeling lonely as while you might as lonely in their company , these sorts of toxic friendships will take their toll on your mental health and will be tough to cut out afterwards so better late than never.

Now I am going to include a list of things you can do to consume your spare-time while making you feel less lonely and will hopefully improve your self-esteem.

1- Try to work out . A good example would be to renew your gym membership as not only your health will improve significantly you will also be surrounded by others who are working on themselves and there is a chance that you might get to know someone in the gym or even have a casual friendly conversation every now and then with other members which could significantly reduce the feeling of loneliness . Also maintaining a regular schedule of going to the gym will consume your free-time and you wont spend much time alone wondering about your feelings.

2- Online gaming could also help . In my experience , I have acquired many new friends online through platforms like steam or discord. When you are playing an online game that is team based or requires interaction , chances are if you plugin your microphone and start talking / guiding your teammates people will listen and interact with you. This is very useful even if you don't make any new friends but you will fulfill your needs of social interaction ( be careful of toxic people though , however a simple mute will do the trick ! )

3- This one is slightly more challenging however try joining a culinary(cooking) class or a language course even if you are not interested in any of these things as chances are that people who are attending these courses are there to meet new people and make new friends. Also you will gain new skills that could prove to be beneficial for you in the future ( who knows ?! ).

4- This one will apply if you are a student , try joining student exchange programs as these programs usually involve a lot of students from all over the world and are organized in such a way that you get to know others , doing activities together and they are usually funded by your college/school . Furthermore everyone enrolled in these programs usually doesn't know any other member so you get a fresh start and there is a big chance you will meet and make new friends.

5- Last but not least , if you have some spare time on your hands consider charity work . It's a good way of giving back to the people and helping the local community but also there is a big chance that you will make new friends.

Finally , I would like to apologize for my grammar, punctuation and the length of the post as I am not a native English speaker. Furthermore , I hope you found those tips helpful and hopefully you will try them out and quit this subreddit soon ! 

Feel free to PM me if you need someone to play games with or just to chat with! Happy New Year Everyone :)",9.121335342436527,8.221792202981652,8.5032408790271,70.21779923191811,60.45642201834864,11.551994879453812,37.59558352890975,10.673788952856096,3.9996398229144434,3779,151,647,75,43,1196,333,872,0.054000000000000006,0.774,0.172,0.9982,5,10,0,0,0,0,73.0,0,61,8,15,32,49,2,3,36,0,84,5,2,11,11,140,143,63,0,28,26,0,9,5,7,28,3,2,0,5,47,33,0,4,20,12,5,8,14,9,1,6,2,11,90,40,110,99,20,96,0,3,0,0,114,38,0,35,48,474,137,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320340827776284,0.0,0.20015334269732946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510141182777761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03207570241705564,0.0,0.02542863471193506,0.0,0.0,0.04699770296837544,0.0,0.036892886145036836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04253048322203992,0.08570410179567098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322181627749374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102075402324077,0.0,0.035146075601881835,0.11957933145930195,0.0,0.16321826020339086,0.0,0.0,0.16873592551336286,0.0,0.0,0.04569594901500037,0.03812609140704573,0.07096428159144355,0.0,0.09147509834574348,0.22559841638565264,0.0,0.08717594746237105,0.040016133389618194,0.11853591824173865,0.06997590908602999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04130369031506433,0.0,0.13321686344719624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886806468314391,0.0,0.0,0.1677611944092544,0.0,0.0,0.2485901225327993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462537241042382,0.03400270145432422,0.04705551886805294,0.0,0.0,0.04265567216420696,0.029464025896179774,0.10189743787618027,0.0,0.073668937696858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03546398467898578,0.0,0.0,0.16706761388834715,0.0422917272859019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04203817764956538,0.2655135207687771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919943749497431,0.0618612123403754,0.032172620293494686,0.362591158456711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480001644100157,0.06345117133474995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517249453182146,0.0,0.2891942579717449,0.07284659144063609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799014886468807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04436826591209725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04221707306955269,0.0,0.0,0.13055125834006578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756734972661898,0.1413774785233749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762789186419584,0.044461866626544604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03136394320921052,0.033528353938353336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313933177725577,0.05345764582711717,0.04098406315053638,0.0,0.07297178719852347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699275261649829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036027740060671214,0.2297119014640845,0.034418645344039024,0.12302080014652075,0.06622169931958764,0.0,0.0,0.037506142686549504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796935730448279,0.0,0.04523735155852445,0.09110546650585163,0.0,0.0850208194483585,0.05926524788798621,0.0,0.0,0.05372525057028213
lonely,nitrogenperoxid,2018/12/30,"I have no one to spend 18th birthday with I still live with my parents, so I’ll admittedly have them to spend the day with, but I still don’t think I’ve ever really felt this lonely, even if I’m just being ungrateful.
Ever since I stopped going to school at 13, due to anxiety, I haven’t had any friends because the aforementioned anxiety prohibited me from making any. I’ve had a few partners since then, but the first was frankly a nightmare and the second I never really got close with. So I’ve been truly alone for about a year and a half. The most excitement I get in a day is grocery shopping.
To almost everyone else, their 18th is/has been something special, with friends, family and partners surrounding them and stuff. Going out and having fun, making memories. I’ll most likely just be in my room most of the day, as usual, watching Netflix and trying to kill time. 
I just wish that I had someone that’d take me out shopping or something, to show me that someone actually cares. Even just someone (other than my cat) joining me in watching Netflix in my room would be amazing. 
I know that there’s a lot of people that have it worse, I just really needed to let it out. ",8.073116883116883,6.513313108225112,8.129004329004328,74.18493506493509,62.93939393939394,10.997402597402596,36.58441558441558,9.800150414767053,3.4225636363636363,932,36,176,15,11,304,128,231,0.11699999999999999,0.732,0.151,0.9096,1,3,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,1,15,10,1,0,12,0,19,0,0,2,3,42,34,14,1,4,9,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,2,2,10,15,0,1,4,5,4,2,4,2,0,4,8,3,22,8,28,20,5,29,0,1,2,0,9,12,0,7,16,126,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.1232814916806222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650292439528008,0.13084151613131378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718197428140242,0.0,0.19328677187585444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701061678903318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288035626909864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24442043852880316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553390431596328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688176035098762,0.22854846614757926,0.0,0.12071532972208485,0.0,0.0,0.1190942603876036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129821988887884,0.0,0.0,0.10745765860529416,0.0,0.0,0.19520707815422972,0.0,0.06600308627751986,0.0,0.14359440495114245,0.0,0.10103898147939376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397672812958302,0.0,0.06942858497122688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918269738542304,0.0,0.0617192753678098,0.0,0.1115531839301837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740267280821253,0.0,0.0,0.16865474869524347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936733366068935,0.09743477621150068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560561277763712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402763752467373,0.0,0.0,0.08758247711898517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24279391861133906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785440008652854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900573482346135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211212559532321,0.19451259154470035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017772784149765,0.10561893743818868,0.0,0.0,0.14461954380721326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498569777101913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094823658196115,0.0,0.0,0.0736650158901214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577091500484567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913649250879948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527519211473294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287427701054278,0.08974239761025392,0.0,0.0,0.08135345704621856
lonely,twintreesy,2018/12/30,"New friends/new goals for the new year? Accountability buds? Heyo, So...two things. 

I'm almost always looking to make authentic and genuine connections with people. I live abroad alone, so I've become a big fan of developing relationships with people online. It's damn hard! BUT I have somehow created my bliss in the corner of the internet. About a year ago, I made a post here seeking genuine relationships. I made a discord server.  [I have this small group I chat with on a regular basis](https://discord.gg/TydK38x), mostly from this subreddit, and we've become great friends. One of my goals for the new year is to expand my circle a bit and make even more new friends. Some people make servers wanting so shoot for a ton of members or something. Honestly, I just want an active place where people are establishing genuine connections with others, whether its 20 members or 1000. Making internet friends is really hard, and especially if you're over the age of 25 (like me), it's even harder. Seems like most chatrooms and servers I see are riddled with teenagers. Which is OK, but it's not where I feel like I belong. My space is 18+. 

I have a few goals for the new year, and I'd love to make friends with a few new people that also have goals, whether its health related, social, or mental. I decided to specifically create a channel in my group for people who want to improve their lives in some way, share that plan with others, and actually get shit done. If you're interested, please consider joining. I would love to get to know you. ",5.196385809312642,7.028106505226482,5.491455495723791,78.92696468165983,69.31358885017423,8.702502375673108,30.11862527716186,9.218907990703514,2.688116376306621,1225,49,221,25,22,389,156,287,0.057999999999999996,0.685,0.257,0.9968,0,1,1,1,0,0,54.0,0,1,1,5,11,16,2,0,17,1,12,4,1,7,0,46,32,19,0,6,11,0,3,3,5,1,1,0,0,0,14,14,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,3,5,21,14,31,28,9,26,0,0,2,2,17,12,2,12,15,131,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.08121159417872767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377030707681516,0.0,0.08333371066783239,0.08619175486060343,0.0,0.06655172410389859,0.06924645594593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382189264938006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085566937762167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516387494338841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993323987810216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042078987826958514,0.05945302798208803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571850453099007,0.0,0.08695897144398408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175133665326812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490991612862408,0.0,0.0,0.08845992570115517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04573603052835914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197258507775426,0.0,0.1469711597285456,0.0,0.06988459674360617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022022381666394,0.15749125659744956,0.2777529866939936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386709399088782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5626268503421198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639263598731696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34616936372158097,0.0,0.08694812841021345,0.09135155803779517,0.0,0.0,0.0797026183463626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053313439886036026,0.0,0.0,0.17869620527873714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631628309297719,0.07576118230336176,0.0,0.0,0.08542505849931473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483322785680128,0.0,0.06406751504964066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05528826844515389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129472736870519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725752997281727,0.06605687724345953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911774002727724,0.0,0.0,0.21436612580224126
lonely,Mantisss8,2018/12/30,"I suck at making new friends and i lost my old ones. For a person that is super clingy, these are the hardest days. I've always been introvert. I get tired after meeting people,and i need some time alone. But even when i'm lonely,i must chat to someone... It sucks when you can't. Being depressed introvert made me lose all of my friends.

Depression sucks. Loneliness sucks. Being alive sucks.",1.725200000000001,4.479211453333335,2.439000000000004,90.9345,87.8,5.133333333333333,20.833333333333336,6.742157984588678,0.6115333333333335,309,10,58,4,10,96,60,75,0.313,0.523,0.16399999999999998,-0.8979,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,3,12,5,0,2,0,7,1,0,2,2,8,18,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,1,3,0,8,3,5,12,2,8,0,4,0,0,6,1,5,1,7,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426817272960983,0.0,0.0,0.19497049996568336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151115068984448,0.0,0.4036337469103832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476415687336528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620654384602877,0.0,0.12242095214355635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26214076716362383,0.2557846656281684,0.0,0.0,0.22171639414300767,0.15640840514632184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374307331118732,0.0,0.2263048015688339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24587625650177056,0.0,0.15877925133692286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459655086455328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853601866452264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663211667134387,0.2693129016642111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nano208,2018/12/30,"I just want someone to actually care about me. My family cares about me but it seems like that’s it.
I just want someone that cares about me not romantically but just as a friend.
I just need a real friend is that too much to ask.",1.0324999999999989,3.1666289166666672,2.904,91.341,82.75,6.34,17.933333333333334,7.554174236665415,0.15907833333333346,180,4,42,3,5,60,29,48,0.051,0.564,0.385,0.9555,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,9,3,0,3,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,6,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.20723220019370628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852742911510765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6495438688815769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019359981871931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32813678475018304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374810569268003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610863783470166,0.15746184913808484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417115574120784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933240771440809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598629634395457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505102236526959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,erindsouza,2018/12/30,"I just want to make friends I don't have much to stay , I have really been alone since a year or so , I'm 24 , M , and I live in India and I have no family or friends , I just wanted to meet people who feel the same way and make some lasting friendships :)",1.8015454545454543,2.4665127454545437,3.503409090909092,94.43511363636364,76.0909090909091,6.954545454545455,21.022727272727273,7.1686216300943375,0.217090909090909,191,4,48,2,4,64,39,55,0.079,0.6890000000000001,0.23199999999999998,0.8235,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,14,11,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,4,10,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816813219746229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563913175073761,0.0,0.13751738710531178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202503109036301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216937570013965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401565592406965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630872980873717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993096365200785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885513762461183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423244543982916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497833037284803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898863276782425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208326657272905,0.21587898445211906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751412701835867
lonely,Soberism,2018/12/30,"I created a Discord group called 'Surviving Together' Does anyone want to be a part of this? Honestly, I'm tired of being alone, guys. I'm just tired of it. I don't even care if I have in real life friends, I just want a close-knit group of people to talk to that can slowly get to know eachother, care about eachother, help eachother grow and just survive this crazy life.

We can just figure out projects together, motivate eachother, I don't know, something.

​

PM me if you want in. I'm serious about change if you are. A less lonely feeling and more okay with being alone because I have people around if need be.",4.404701561065199,5.858049892561986,4.671515151515155,85.51616161616163,70.73553719008265,7.691827364554638,29.14692378328742,8.167268648758528,1.961588797061525,491,19,95,7,9,154,72,121,0.183,0.639,0.17800000000000002,-0.3815,0,4,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,2,0,3,8,7,0,0,4,1,11,4,0,1,0,24,24,6,0,8,8,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,10,5,15,20,3,5,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,4,0,58,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33626485494695474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589233713891592,0.19725752137775454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350997623630768,0.0,0.0,0.1445145655488641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895927779509343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576447754198764,0.0,0.3310272809852424,0.0,0.17173128006455146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206241707508935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722221928664884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208258876287497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542135279576078,0.0,0.08481451029231016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607393951800537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881123340445582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843260873782038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293271940591733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203710102032965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757954166911576,0.0,0.22508841104189986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477532496134547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497514228490575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048052830930906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731655647191177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872521393504528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725752137775454,0.0
lonely,sallybear1975,2018/12/30,Forever lonely So I’m 43 not a single friend and my family don’t even like me. I’m only alive because my job lets me help others. It’s just so effin hard at this time of year. ,-1.9649166666666675,-0.10040632499999802,1.7600000000000016,94.31833333333331,99.75,4.666666666666667,11.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.7603333333333331,137,2,32,2,6,50,35,40,0.23600000000000002,0.598,0.166,-0.5019,1,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,19,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22801529771048756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470542105455483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526177866135057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889874272950223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350722277031057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507155097709544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711834725073469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38248792739932624,0.0,0.18274024458236507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844792472318934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21810954423398146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24087370679015915
lonely,randomguy2724,2018/12/30,Any tips how not to kill myself ? I just want to kill my self ,-2.4542857142857137,-0.7080478571428549,-0.21714285714285708,109.08714285714287,99.0,2.8000000000000003,7.0,3.1291,-2.741028571428572,46,0,13,0,2,15,12,14,0.0,0.5329999999999999,0.467,0.8306,0,0,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260882880392696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8488638227931559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002117894773916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262760628840439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,caseyandr_,2018/12/30,"Post-break up loneliness & anxiety You know that feeling of being with someone but you still feel lonely? I broke up with my ex of 3 years, after living together, because I felt like he didn’t see or appreciate me, and I was just an accessory to him and not a partner who I wanted to work through life with. I felt so lonely with him, and I wanted more. And now I feel guilty for wanting that.

Fast forward 6 or so months later, he’s in a happy relationship, posting pictures with his family in matching Christmas pajamas, all smiles, while I myself woke up alone in an empty house on Christmas Day, drained and bitter.

I will say, I know I need to be alone and find strength in that, but it’s really hard when you have depression and it’s the holiday season and you don’t have the back support that most people have after these things.

When most people go through serious breakups, they’re allowed to get a pet. (My roommates, who are basically all coupled up, don’t want one, so therefore I’m not allowed.) Or they have their family that’s always there to support them. (Mine either don’t really like me, or generally forget I exist until they want or need some sort of emotional support that I especially can’t give right now.) Or, they have that big group of friends thatll invite them out to weekend getaways to help distract from all the holidays that really suck to be alone for. (My big friend group were his friends, so they’re all gone and having a great time in the Poconos. And my select few best friends are busy in their own lives, either working toward building a future at their jobs or with their significant others, or going through way more than I am, one having just lost a father, so my problems just feel like a burden for them more than anything. They also don’t live close anymore.)

I’m trying to stay busy, back in school for my Masters (but only working part time so the financial stress is REAL), trying to write and work on creative projects when I’m alone, but the loneliness often gets me to spiral into an anxious, debilitating depression. Nothing gets done and I feel worse about myself.

To add to the pile, I’ve got this roommate who I can’t tell if I have real feelings for or I’m just lonely and like the company and attention (I’m afraid I’m only telling myself I like him as much as I do and unhealthily obsessing because I’m looking for comfort.) Either option would be sad and embarrassing, because he has a girlfriend anyway (who lives a state away), and I’ve been in unrequited love with him before (throwback to the embarrassing high school version of me I’ve been trying to forget existed for the last 10 years.) 

Anyway, I opt to bury how I feel about him, as I did then, because if I tell him how I feel, I risk being manipulative and meddling in his life (long story short, when I would tell my ex about my feelings regarding him, he’d accuse me of being manipulative. I have PTSD from that one..never feeling comfortable telling someone how I feel because it might mean I’m trying to get them to think a certain way?.) 

I know I really care about this roommate, and there are so many qualities in him that I admire, and most days it feels like he cares about me too (though if ever his girlfriend is around, I feel very tossed aside and like we’re barely friends.. I understand it but it adds to the loneliness when one minute he’s there and then not.) I’m jealous that he’s with someone he’s so devoted to, and I see he makes a lot of sacrifices for that don’t exactly seem to be mutual on her part, but I digress. 

I don’t want to tell my roommate that I have these feelings for him, especially while he’s with someone he’s expressed on multiple occasions he can’t wait to move in with next year and propose to right away. For one, if I tell him I see parallels of his current relationship and my last one, is that coming from a place of concerned friend or jealous girl who has a crush? Either way, he’s an adult and needs to make his own choices, and I don’t want to be someone in the way. 

More than anything in this world, I want a family. Maybe because I’ve never really had one? I just want to find someone who sees me, who chooses me everyday. A partner I can build a life with that, filled with genuine love and mutual respect. The  boyfriends I’d had before never really appreciated me...I’d do anything for them because I genuinely saw them, but anytime I’d stand up for myself and say how I didn’t appreciate something, I was wrong and treated like what I thought didn’t matter. Now they all seem so happy, in new relationships, working with their passion, and I’m the one sad and alone and insecure.

And as I’m laying in bed, tossing and turning with these negative thoughts that won’t shut up, I’m starting to worry if this sort of relationship happiness will never be my reality, and that I’m really just asking too much from men, so I’ll end up that sort of alone that one day the distractions and the work that I do won’t be enough.

Has anyone felt this way after a serious break up? How did you deal with loneliness and when did things look up?",6.467572494669511,6.175266306467665,6.90761460554371,77.50295708955227,65.53731343283582,9.885039090262971,33.17030916844349,9.424239791934726,2.8650159914712154,4038,153,782,68,56,1320,366,1005,0.14300000000000002,0.6990000000000001,0.158,0.9732,4,12,1,0,0,0,120.0,0,5,16,10,50,62,4,9,37,0,67,6,0,12,11,183,152,92,0,20,35,3,18,8,10,8,3,2,2,5,46,60,0,1,31,3,0,7,22,27,0,8,24,28,111,35,124,109,28,109,1,9,7,3,97,46,1,28,56,533,157,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25940456314202226,0.0,0.033382583878316274,0.03473427105032318,0.045229501095445934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0319339712794646,0.04715872808022111,0.041398734520902605,0.02918830733637589,0.0,0.10305502524304264,0.03716092359178785,0.03902491397769493,0.0,0.07843954135514444,0.06419696890173747,0.0,0.1781268692752622,0.0,0.07104197316579867,0.0,0.04380765045117418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512138170135175,0.0,0.0,0.0359586758868283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04618883431540582,0.0,0.08076409149309187,0.04303613067741738,0.07190792439220517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271850559816765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0469562719207054,0.036972707513088635,0.0431326102999177,0.0,0.0,0.03775974984263375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805730895675134,0.0,0.29549760030816785,0.05964370480721098,0.12024207862510812,0.0,0.07630634155969293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935074138853916,0.0,0.0872378649024618,0.040044555180421035,0.04744804374452302,0.0,0.033386412338053874,0.0460228000553923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331148182992308,0.03739433744837399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02798005803161728,0.044104725063244116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048166859029982814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041424382203641315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882407161941925,0.06805370431038843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845485889521494,0.1631516982031995,0.0,0.1474425233423572,0.036942040253156526,0.07010872953354723,0.0,0.045568400901720214,0.03548917326839214,0.07535100388910082,0.0,0.055728758349158664,0.042321765336152964,0.04193736098731885,0.04547134764491807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044283683991699005,0.0,0.0,0.03331958484591575,0.04436716225001098,0.0613731431452941,0.0928577246696676,0.09658641349210133,0.04031652131509642,0.04439511405684545,0.0,0.0,0.04005440044487527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545807390691052,0.06349623805572252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904091573418284,0.0,0.05787993211865365,0.0,0.043613493546541086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995823934223265,0.0,0.0,0.039943277211738785,0.0487963883486425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095027400268724,0.18719549071953176,0.0,0.0,0.17926931696439152,0.0,0.07129812957957987,0.0,0.06639285375111309,0.0,0.08449411619205419,0.1330579432859377,0.0760041623869585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221683957601728,0.03213649569289869,0.0,0.0,0.02954654915988836,0.04449344603627066,0.03333673458984041,0.0,0.04781749946307418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211145816461834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554020760539984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546558811837295,0.026747807281834717,0.04101317242148402,0.06627999175123163,0.04868241067727833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336547906702557,0.045405379034444616,0.0,0.043456874850463866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034443091472508285,0.22159471804322234,0.16567183457762974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823403498389021,0.04239295945200396,0.04254060309544678,0.059307341522094985,0.04564040449487472,0.0,0.08064511406298581
lonely,Gooby4518,2018/12/30,"Need a group of supportive people, people that actually listen and show love. Hey guys, If you want to add me on discord I'm more than happy to chat, listen and talk. My name is Noah and I'm 16 y/o.

Maybe we can play some games but recently I lost joy in playing most games. Just need someone to open up to you know? 

Discord: Gooby #9526",-0.4357142857142868,1.8118882857142853,1.805714285714288,94.58428571428574,94.71428571428572,4.514285714285714,17.0,6.2581,-0.2410285714285716,260,7,57,3,10,87,56,70,0.10400000000000001,0.685,0.21100000000000002,0.7642,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,1,1,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,16,13,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,6,9,12,3,5,0,1,0,1,14,4,0,3,1,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.25645215539143834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602105420183475,0.0,0.2797525029778131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442646677065982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868741844430825,0.0,0.23718473064563164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640151068034972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897215834762898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643809743943183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594805280191157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226672122704816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982191449503123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122643242606173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500459567401784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BlackbirdFly93,2018/12/30,How to make new friends? Just moved into a new apartment in a small town. I don't know anybody except for my parents and colleagues. I don't know how to make new friends. I'm 24 and I don't know where to start. Do you guys have any ideas? ,-0.9589835164835137,1.1349935961538478,0.4686813186813197,104.93346153846157,93.80769230769228,2.9714285714285715,18.96703296703297,3.1291,-1.0290967032967036,185,6,46,0,7,58,33,52,0.0,0.862,0.138,0.7622,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,4,0,13,12,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,7,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887849910304038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382863497979759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167730695455895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24714298388250966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36095119301460704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922721852694901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23268574160171476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6343258742676672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24309355682081185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495831498753213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KittyCat-86,2018/12/30,"Can't stop feeling lonely, even with people around It's going to seem daft but I can't stop feeling lonely. I'm married but my husband doesn't really do affection, and it's only got worse over time and things aren't right with us at the moment anyway. My best friend was always there for me and we used to talk constantly, and that's no exaggeration, we were always talking, we could easily send a hundred messages in a day but things have changed. Of late we probably talk 2 or 3 times a day and it's just the good morning/how has your day been/good night messages, it's not the real deep meaningful conversations we used to have. I know everyone gets busy at Christmas but it just feels different too. Then there's my childhood best friend. We've been friends for over 20 years and we used to talk regularly but now seem to go weeks between talking. It was my birthday earlier this week and it was the first time in 20 years he didn't wish me happy birthday. He took 3 days to respond to my merry Christmas message and even got his mum to deliver my Christmas card (he's moved away but his mum lives round the corner from me). I just feel so lonely, like I'm losing everyone and no one really cares. Whenever I'm in the house alone I cry about it. I'm sorry if this seems stupid.",3.5758494208494227,5.04793178764479,4.495249034749037,85.89924420849421,72.82239382239379,7.651042471042468,26.07741312741313,8.238735603445708,1.5621318918918925,1019,34,208,16,20,330,143,259,0.132,0.674,0.19399999999999998,0.9695,1,7,0,0,0,0,23.0,7,1,0,4,13,14,1,0,9,0,15,0,0,4,0,48,38,19,0,3,12,3,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,13,18,0,2,9,0,0,5,8,5,0,2,9,5,23,9,25,28,2,38,0,4,1,0,30,12,0,5,22,121,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943048577636608,0.0,0.0,0.15976490475523775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546330812092014,0.0,0.0,0.09019827877986072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014991214798351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788178237890616,0.0,0.10155878230277217,0.0,0.0,0.10374548243001272,0.0,0.07665083865211501,0.0,0.10545513835435953,0.2476567953370473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003030354719576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681857402401833,0.0,0.0,0.18347057157110574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416865139264847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166037440893124,0.0,0.0,0.2225157791856431,0.0,0.05015777197756402,0.0,0.1091217975854936,0.16104605887420226,0.15356524913335245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219731863898866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107749408953346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052760913619546886,0.0,0.10829592585448074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046902372526986806,0.0,0.08477268986203626,0.0,0.0,0.10740315767188563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203633525032953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900926117812636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505433378746099,0.07301485045267724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655661370278193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035078157375004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927279523928056,0.12300436938198665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198631018486705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26219344895337304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074678561220962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052614746718571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858191578242119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756067904932542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794092268070734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066632202352396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154801726196942,0.24874813157977174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401614392801385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103990793619808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978355842264205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364598015776633
lonely,monacoprinceling,2018/12/30,"[A4A] [HTH] Here's to a cheerful and merry new year peeps. I waana get to know you guys (& gals). PM me if you guys waana just talk something out, or have a long term chat about something that you need help in (Maths included :P). I waana be that person you could talk with, about whatever, whenever.

P.S Happy New Year in advance...
Have an awesome one people",0.9624603174603196,3.4945317857142872,1.7719047619047643,96.21198412698416,88.28571428571428,4.825396825396826,19.206349206349206,6.42735559955562,0.027587301587301827,275,8,58,3,9,85,53,70,0.0,0.774,0.226,0.9552,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,7,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,8,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,2,6,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23493103548413544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731180319794089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328271061243285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42938394209771097,0.0,0.23081546121956364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533399323601887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916197776656055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918843135425283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077383773119028,0.0,0.4188240803137003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692700608444104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031994668360274,0.18932422480028085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338467162851075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34855328122695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27925785449298424
lonely,roarnoobz,2018/12/30,"Going Europe alone but no idea which place to start Hahah so basically I'm 21 this year and I'm totally a loner bc I work in a small IT company and study in University at the same time , it is very boring and I hardly meet any new people and I always find myself soo lonely .. :( with that said I am travelling to Europe alone in around June 2019 for at least 2 weeks and just curious is anyone is doing the same? :3 I'm probably visiting Netherlands , Spain , Hungary maybe Germany .... I have been to Europe 2 times already but have not been to USA becuz it's so big and expensive? ",1.4249005305039832,3.845212060344832,3.6572413793103458,84.73497347480107,83.56896551724137,6.6726790450928375,20.129973474801066,7.882392219407189,1.0910763925729443,453,13,88,9,13,155,81,116,0.168,0.773,0.059000000000000004,-0.9125,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,1,17,15,10,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,3,2,6,0,12,12,4,19,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,7,54,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45318954981233,0.24143415200339136,0.0,0.18204624239864128,0.0,0.0,0.1487809721965656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297921942468642,0.0,0.0,0.194764602779394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996508249739306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434028139445295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598795119668824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469810861550324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197984512988861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21130344728883385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167763470872214,0.0,0.2285832515823395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23588671044834256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811417429356147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485680533244878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551500194682668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805201373041187,0.0,0.0,0.17549574053061254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927773215553045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408900541073328
lonely,virajb2000,2018/12/30,"Why should I think anything will work out? There’s no reason for me to believe that anything is going to work out for me. Nobody wants me. People tell me that I’m going to be okay, but I feel like I know that things won’t be because that’s how life has been for me so far. I don’t see why they think things will get better. I haven’t felt happy in years and I don’t see the point in trying anymore. I’m a complete douche to the friends I have. Idk whether they love me or not because it becomes this whole cycle of “I don’t want to talk to you because you end up ranting” and “if we hang out I know you’ll just rant”. And to the friends that don’t know how I really feel, they are great, but they just don’t want to hang out that much or maybe they are without me. So it’s near impossible to actually not be alone. It’s like nobody wants me here and they tell me not to hurt myself or that I shouldn’t kms but then I’m just going to be alone forever. It’s been about 6 years since I’ve been happy, I’m done waiting for this bs, I must deserve this.

Sorry if some or all of this doesn’t make any sense, I just need to throw this out there.",1.1531625877442622,2.4555117569721108,2.610870802504269,97.63241699867201,78.84063745019921,5.418402580155568,19.5221020679188,5.622346879071545,-0.4525380003794344,885,19,220,4,21,288,116,251,0.043,0.755,0.20199999999999999,0.9924,0,2,0,0,0,2,19.0,1,3,6,3,12,11,0,0,4,1,27,2,0,4,2,51,53,19,0,10,18,0,3,2,2,7,1,0,0,0,18,10,0,1,9,0,0,6,14,1,0,0,5,5,33,10,29,37,4,21,0,1,2,1,16,11,0,7,6,144,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.11576371205214568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24572544331522544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067103569579406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764699436611632,0.0,0.0,0.19524129766247866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694338895621265,0.13101518856230793,0.0,0.1336530132351325,0.0,0.10491673185693334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437908964064133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139752206432815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050691032668206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996365493147088,0.08474779102106801,0.1139013813690022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833032329340233,0.0,0.061978178315510585,0.0,0.20225689745214348,0.0,0.0,0.13078767168826946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525631976160163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269936138144377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955843641059796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379038962206807,0.11591119355135565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706630568074882,0.0,0.07918504026039466,0.0,0.1191776639769934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872051514304095,0.08796108011101092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224164490385948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121417035481515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599606639778367,0.12196923225604114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890621450786613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813021960357003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279421488060278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534860747748254,0.2073720158036509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576222029101116,0.1520239287026093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054055293874024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798792211822498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140864455000182,0.1324438069616478,0.0,0.1143530563599012,0.0,0.1727250390498594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278494845508694
lonely,Zacharey01,2018/12/30,"Ironic I just realized how ironic being lonely is. When you're lonely(well, me anyways), you become desperate for some sort of connection with other people. But, when others begin to notice how terribly lonely you are, they leave you in the dust. It's a vicious cycle. Well, that's how I see it anyways. ",4.355714285714285,6.756836,5.635142857142856,74.60985714285717,72.92857142857143,7.337142857142857,25.485714285714288,8.238735603445708,2.1304971428571418,240,8,36,4,5,80,44,56,0.29,0.675,0.035,-0.91,0,6,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,0,9,5,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,9,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,7,1,5,4,1,4,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,2,3,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468329836556367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490076524787125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827836608189525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939828315984434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379128957310788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812718173126509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pm-me-ur-udders,2018/12/30,"Music that helps you cope? Hey guys! Id love to hear some of the music you use to cope with the crippling loneliness. My go-to artists when I'm feeling low are Tame Impala, Andy Shauf and Mac DeMarco.

Especially useful around this time of the year when all my ""friends"" are out partying and shit :))) ",3.2912068965517283,5.269349155172417,3.785724137931037,88.58168965517244,74.6896551724138,7.398620689655173,25.393103448275863,8.238735603445708,1.4817613793103446,233,8,48,4,5,73,45,58,0.12,0.677,0.203,0.7082,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,0,2,2,1,2,1,10,8,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,7,8,2,7,0,1,0,1,8,3,1,1,4,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27772057808651623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774205122843132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410282345626535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730046597543767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30890061206728225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516143023137616,0.0,0.20910777075390685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815662574665521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320234032467806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819129602974497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.538886035182348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008992738667642
lonely,wildroses100,2018/12/30,"Life’s pretty good, just lonely I recently moved into my own place, like completely alone, no roommates or anything. And I’ve been feeling lonely lately. At first it was exciting and felt empowering, but now I just feel like I’m wasting my days doing nothing because I don’t really have anyone to talk to or hang out with. My best friend has kids and isn’t really available all the time to hang and my other friend is my ex and it’s kinda weird hanging out to be honest, but it can be fun because we enjoy some of the same things. Everything in life is pretty good, got my career job, moved out, am single and feel pretty good about it. I just find that, especially because I’ve been on Christmas break from work, that I spend my days playing fallout or watching Netflix and not really doing much more than that. I don’t really have anyone that I could call up and ask to hang out because I really only have two friends lol. It’s hard becoming an adult hah. I just miss being close to someone and cuddling and all that cute stuff. ",7.6330882352941165,6.2970659362745085,7.810117647058824,75.40252941176475,63.65686274509804,10.512941176470589,33.14509803921568,9.3871,2.84259568627451,817,26,155,12,10,267,120,204,0.064,0.648,0.28800000000000003,0.9959,2,6,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,3,6,19,0,0,3,2,20,3,0,0,2,39,28,15,0,1,10,1,5,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,13,18,0,0,5,2,1,6,5,4,0,2,5,6,17,15,20,19,9,25,0,3,1,1,10,11,0,5,9,106,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968607076182812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160550647060928,0.0,0.09509663896581393,0.0,0.10803368821044494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281779007243355,0.12762775329721865,0.0,0.0,0.12127386245564388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800043148736125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116323261588093,0.0,0.0,0.09226584409437846,0.0,0.0,0.14905422869010515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385853773598896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529294035567114,0.08255661258524373,0.1109564284957844,0.0,0.10562041875673732,0.09829590264626707,0.0,0.0,0.26784581293443155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907805867762264,0.0924244769138043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035197206339216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467619874463655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035754320047718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324793014784414,0.11291427640790767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456455471517236,0.08495043723662478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088364247493866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788914677132746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073637282758153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527004387438621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701558315569899,0.0,0.11410228502976075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791423624433596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228939457016076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288334189270056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677341783013455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738439422887581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128860470256152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412959182066145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lacedthroat,2018/12/30,"im nobody no one would remember my existence if i suddenly disappeared
im in my room and the thoughts won't stop
I feel like nothing
Talking to people through a screen everyday just reminds me of how pathetic i am
In real life, im isolated
People pass by but no one stops to have conversation
I don't know why I'm posting this. I guess just let me know if there's people who know this feeling
Because im lost",1.3662661498707998,3.596701337209306,3.778527131782949,84.9919250645995,82.13953488372094,7.543152454780363,28.16020671834625,8.515128840125781,2.388154005167958,329,16,67,8,9,114,60,86,0.19899999999999998,0.759,0.040999999999999995,-0.8712,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,19,15,5,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,7,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,2,3,9,1,7,10,0,10,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,3,5,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247933696306412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341549684144734,0.10837969610995483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712264936647694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6554794910707165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501230261021817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513095076269245,0.10715532351653748,0.074116503695743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560639410005049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556720653466787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560152976518134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315524134902134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529361831913734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267607363649526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185475083325866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536681229754287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193654817914923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043861774495797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689220465217966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776848406769067,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Maple_Beard,2018/12/30,"4 years 4 years since my kids mom and I split up and I just can’t get through this lonely shitty feeling. I’ve hooked up, had some things. They all just seem blah. I just want something serious but it seems like it will never come. Going crazy over here.",-0.15519230769230674,2.149044250000004,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,96.8846153846154,3.3692307692307697,14.192307692307693,5.148860815047168,-1.2481999999999998,199,4,45,1,8,60,42,52,0.127,0.7140000000000001,0.158,0.3852,0,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,14,10,3,0,1,4,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,5,1,4,8,2,8,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,4,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26164869559192816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358217208337632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869378526195296,0.0,0.17262480400023178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839405221992574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35574148518220805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23426621882711365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5530345447283053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512603051706673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23383709137139255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179412093879928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915617332069644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912025564540082
lonely,deadendredhead,2018/12/30,"Let's Feel A Little Sad About It I'm twenty five, and lonely as hell. I need someone to talk to and hopefully to find a friend. I'm a night owl, I work nights so I'm up when there's no one around. It's ridiculously lonely. 

I lost my best friend because of my own mistakes. I wish her well, and I hold nothing against her. I've just been left so alone ever since. 

I'm a musician, I like making cocktails and enjoy good conversation. I'll talk about anything if it's with good company. I'm not looking for a relationship or anything sexual. Just a friend. 

I'm a great listener, we all came here for company. Let's talk about it. 

So if you're up and alive when the world is dead, come say hello. I'd appreciate it. ",0.1950666666666656,2.44337010666667,2.5280000000000022,91.78066666666666,87.93333333333334,6.0,20.333333333333336,7.3871296695380915,0.6615333333333333,556,18,124,10,18,189,91,150,0.17,0.58,0.25,0.9257,0,5,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,3,15,18,2,0,8,0,4,0,0,1,2,26,20,14,1,6,6,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,5,10,1,1,2,1,0,2,2,7,1,2,3,4,11,11,15,15,3,13,1,4,1,0,14,6,1,4,6,69,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195123714106987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414658923437848,0.13060637587902646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943536302610818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396706831224874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780148774015954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638093688352353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327110201893603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418289914494962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409374370206753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400521245236072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24611312809702904,0.0,0.16175246850883385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571989481730846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940495924466375,0.3000495754762603,0.0,0.07167694570412107,0.14704575802894354,0.0,0.0,0.12320263057028795,0.0,0.16015542998214008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979325923135845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878641432329614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275361901544427,0.0,0.14077583586400674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941705929734496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751570152175806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166726923683804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136316100208605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431011592532774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537689545798213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191331445357438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687136149170409,0.0,0.0,0.1068093845503687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dumb_bitchenergy,2018/12/30,crying is my favorite hobby i cried until i physically couldnt anymore,6.446153846153845,8.608729000000004,8.541538461538464,56.97846153846157,66.69230769230771,8.276923076923078,36.07692307692308,8.841846274778883,4.019369230769232,59,3,7,1,1,21,12,13,0.363,0.446,0.191,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41144204246306254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9114359251718266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ymustuk,2018/12/30,"feeling a void Dont think ive wanted to admit it to my self but I am lonely and have been depressed for some time. There is a void I feel in me. What's sad is that I dont have any relationships I look forward to. Im an introverted and reserved person by nature but I think i've been using this to rationalize my situation. I've had days where I have zero desire to speak to anyone. I dont want to see anybody. I dont want to get out of bed. I drag my self through my obligations for the day so I can be alone. And once Im alone, which is what I want, the loneliness sets in. I ask my self ""Is this it?"" There's just a void of meaningful relationships and connections. I'm really good at pretending like everything is okay. I keep everything to my self. Ill have a few days that are okay until my issues resurface and im reminded of everything wrong in my life and it feels like the few things ive been ambitious about lose all meaning. 

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anyways. I came here because I have a doctors appointment coming up and every year i fill out a sheet that asks if ive had suicidal thoughts or feel depressed and lonely. And a part of me wants to check the box so i can have the conversation with my doctor and seek help. And of course a large part of me is resisting that change. Resisting seeking help. Ive seen the same doctor for 18+ years and everytime ive went in, everything has been a-okay. Ive been a happy healthy patient. And i dont know what it is, but I cant come to grip letting that out. Having my family know im seeking help. Its just a big change. 

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Sometime it feels like i dont know if i need help or im just a really dramatic person who is overreacting. It surely doesnt feel like that. But i dont know.  Just missing genuine human connection. ",1.1930680359435148,3.333168769647699,3.3228505206104733,88.5349133504493,82.17073170731706,6.919440878619312,22.71865639709029,8.032893268588372,1.2455105691056918,1392,48,300,28,38,473,168,369,0.136,0.695,0.16899999999999998,0.9048,0,6,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,2,12,17,0,0,18,2,44,5,0,1,2,61,79,24,1,9,12,0,7,4,0,0,5,1,1,7,21,20,0,1,16,1,1,6,9,8,0,1,11,11,41,9,34,66,7,25,0,7,3,0,19,12,0,5,12,192,62,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995026965428455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359479369018814,0.1524611788431989,0.04266234176047695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04386617216564753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729858642140108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0382430237507106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175278395390602,0.0,0.0,0.13273183815765888,0.10808228439711776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137776615168268,0.0,0.1080681162875027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263755562780446,0.0,0.0,0.5146793802458558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285742703898217,0.0,0.2255307555638449,0.0,0.05914151604646065,0.0,0.19032594789616053,0.13445492026234587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032776748211823824,0.0,0.0,0.05261962318210056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678318531477051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820133194775766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338825928152104,0.0654796402662248,0.0,0.055762260887508366,0.0,0.0,0.13791132364549355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415137509968795,0.04431199137916315,0.12259773066011463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526820819822033,0.0701850604078044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833743188355951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04651763336059773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681133907096727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587302667480344,0.0,0.0,0.10955656716068174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038003055620077,0.0,0.0,0.13470905714662176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04999213024691121,0.0,0.2617875441049379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705174139348007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204708704278013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862253579511528,0.0,0.059127536252295214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041678727882881385,0.08039684561058938,0.0,0.049805038294800666,0.036581617830693317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418339342371357,0.0,0.0,0.18501533547244065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058156505817814674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859150200830219,0.1524611788431989,0.08079930585529363
lonely,analsexinthestoma,2018/12/30,"Hosting a Party. Disappear for an hour and no one notices. Hosted a party with “close” lifelong friends and their families. Had to manage toddler for an hour. No one noticed I was missing , or asked where I was. 

Guess we have drifted apart. ",2.2541666666666664,5.15393365909091,3.0927272727272737,85.95075757575759,87.4090909090909,4.751515151515153,30.06060606060606,6.42735559955562,1.874542424242425,187,10,31,2,6,59,34,44,0.17,0.66,0.17,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,3,0,4,1,4,4,0,7,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,24,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457284636042956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24779077594534546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307659331538666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895579612659193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177069113767048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5985109754271266,0.0,0.0,0.3562267593150179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FailSandwich,2018/12/30,My 12-year-old abusive sister gets about 3 boyfriends a year How the hell do people like her? What's nice about her? How? Why? I try my very best to be kind and accepting and caring. And all anyone does is walk past me and maybe sometimes glance at me. It just makes no sense. It's like if people started wearing dead rotting possums on their feet while ignoring a perfectly good albeit worn-out pair of Converse. I just don't understand...,2.1032941176470565,4.791141270588239,2.4402941176470603,92.70632352941179,83.3529411764706,5.282352941176471,23.794117647058826,6.742157984588678,0.8244352941176474,348,13,68,4,10,106,69,85,0.166,0.562,0.272,0.8898,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,6,11,1,0,3,0,4,2,2,3,2,15,9,8,1,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,9,9,6,8,2,7,1,0,1,0,5,2,1,1,6,38,12,0,0.0,0.2691252796515005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158822467382968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383707645230639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23158567766634144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987728686973066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867194621254913,0.0,0.0,0.1905153327485434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23653269430853824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219395164623036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161857114907168,0.0,0.2281939500902625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383465687499709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21683205757631974,0.3149423337607168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464853830527196,0.0,0.16077177022106434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421402219373068,0.0,0.0,0.23646208767652666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874153478281226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495967964627884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925430801281176
lonely,Realnathanwolf,2018/12/30,"Kind if afraid not to be alone Last girlfriend left me around 2 years ago. Since then I've gotten used to being alone to the point I honestly don't want to be in a relationship. I mean don't get me wrong it might be nice to have someone, but Im starting to prefer not having anyone. There is a certain sense of freedom in it. Anyone else feel this?",1.4629158512720153,3.4316372876712364,2.863444227005872,93.10753424657534,80.23287671232877,5.267318982387477,20.01761252446184,6.1826913282559595,-0.04517847358121285,274,7,60,2,7,89,54,73,0.015,0.732,0.254,0.9428,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,0,10,0,0,1,1,12,17,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,4,4,10,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,5,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418646857184887,0.0,0.0,0.4303995896683587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905724251383851,0.21289751686725294,0.0,0.1849702958792528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357544629834742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506097203655436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855767378214874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244405353426802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637328692300245,0.0,0.16937030360506858,0.0,0.0,0.22575607260870795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22633583385337505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22042418053296312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642143092979636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308042559189065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187966244611322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605326515445066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706937858571398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794571904963852,0.0,0.0,0.12255538165721185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271773225068973,0.0,0.1338049862386723
lonely,beaulynnie,2018/12/30,"Started talking to my ex again. Found out he was hiding his new girlfriend the whole time. I was with a guy for 5 years and we broke up about a year ago. A few months ago we reconnected and had been having consistent sex. I live about an hour away and he would drive to see me and spend weekends with me. 

I found out from social media that he has been in a relationship for a few months now, having sex with his new gf at the same time. I feel embarrassed, lied to, and disrespected. Oh, and I also found out he was flirting with her while we were together. I'm literally never anyone's first choice and it hurts so bad.",2.962380952380953,4.437093492063493,4.027174603174603,88.63171428571432,74.39682539682539,7.262222222222222,22.123809523809523,7.908726449838941,0.7910057142857139,484,12,106,7,10,157,82,126,0.162,0.8240000000000001,0.013999999999999999,-0.9577,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,8,0,11,2,0,0,1,24,18,10,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,17,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,4,0,1,10,2,14,1,19,7,4,26,0,2,1,2,17,7,0,0,18,72,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908919463903911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121377236549225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472772534713754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415745170212772,0.0,0.13699896038341114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296318096097849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956535971874034,0.0,0.5397118685467046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246382735814133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158458566618256,0.0,0.17564976942048613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448846033410582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26193229602724244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654770043912994,0.3169366918804486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615924694464782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074957547760524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672576931538906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613583267799935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188033960870088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135135782467155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318814194844174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655688544734627,0.0,0.0,0.2113227599481532
lonely,tamponwithwings,2018/12/30,"my entire friend group is gone (long I’m so sorry) this is probably dumb, but some of my closest friends recently came out to me saying that they think that I’m negative for attention. Its as if they’re unaware that the generation Z joke isn’t “I wanna die! Haha!” 
I mean I’m not negative for attention, it’s mostly a coping mechanism for depression. I know, cliche, teenager in the modern day and age is said. Who knew? 
My mom started getting into that hippy stuff a few years back, and then starting believing that I didn’t need anti depressants, so she stopped giving them to me. Now that I moved out of the house, I have no Heath insurance (and really can’t afford it) so my medication is sometimes self deprecation. 
My friend group should have known that by now though. Since we went to high school together they BEEN KNEW that I was a sad bitch. But NOW they want to annoy me about it. 
It was my best friend of about 2-3 Year’s that told me about it initially. I never responded, but I know that’s unhealthy and doesn’t help the situation. I got mad. I spoke to another friend (who was only here for a few days for her holiday break from college) about it in person and since she’s mutual friends with some of them I’m sure she spoke to them about it. Then my former best friend told me “not to talk shit about us”, and that “I probably come off as rude, but at this point, it’s deserved”. 
I didn’t respond to that either. 
I figured that there was no point in associating myself with people that talk behind my back. I’m aware that it’s super unhealthy to just cut off the rotten limb, but I hate confrontation. Especially since I feel like I’ve done nothing wrong. 
They were my only friends. 
Now the rest of the mutual friends I had with that group don’t really speak to me either. I don’t wanna become that girl that only hangs out with her significant other. (He’s in LA for the next week, so I’ve had no social life besides for work. Does that even count?) 
Now I need to find friends. If you couldn’t tell, that’s basically impossible when you’re not going to college. I don’t go to church, and that’s the only other place I could think of. 
I feel so empty.  
Sorry for this. ",2.7249718259201536,4.581583523917999,4.048555928545741,86.61295138472606,75.94760820045559,7.445653998321544,22.714362786236663,8.288913261614885,1.2189234624145788,1713,49,356,31,38,563,208,439,0.18100000000000002,0.643,0.17600000000000002,-0.2893,1,0,0,0,0,2,54.0,2,1,7,4,24,31,9,0,13,1,26,3,1,0,2,59,60,25,1,10,13,1,2,1,10,1,2,5,0,3,39,18,0,1,14,2,0,8,18,14,0,0,22,8,53,17,55,35,10,50,1,3,0,0,50,16,3,5,26,239,92,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160423851751822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196822215515004,0.0,0.0,0.08594942875960375,0.0,0.08767991150962047,0.16334094947608074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890088206245208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670376543910238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062135361542145925,0.0,0.0,0.10037883986160452,0.0,0.1340577333423528,0.0,0.08076802445368249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810346304016013,0.07963998517086587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140138115778037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786993304090888,0.05559679230194712,0.0,0.0,0.07112884480815777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6012588438543999,0.0,0.04065932416107311,0.07465494721986356,0.08845724931825548,0.0,0.06224219097273556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683413606736335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052163140435641735,0.08222431006932372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979733455468908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553901041900783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054968711663048106,0.03802040428253455,0.0,0.0,0.06887093770595551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477210055531283,0.0,0.07839852113696053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114539891835828,0.0,0.08271357094981888,0.0,0.11540958985871574,0.060021922821726026,0.0,0.08276568142163022,0.0,0.0,0.07467330171761949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23675170216536875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053952694167021864,0.06795207305759557,0.08130850858802449,0.0,0.14713584685654346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781279021556922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971085897052367,0.0,0.07684085917923268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402752831058701,0.061888001630105174,0.0,0.07876106697011014,0.0,0.0,0.08118639887874965,0.0,0.07988422786807374,0.1931280581633521,0.08747635285984015,0.0,0.0793307844787873,0.0,0.0,0.07696897230374576,0.17423303415145389,0.1101670905381438,0.0,0.0,0.06506354258634194,0.0,0.0,0.08908875695539592,0.0,0.0,0.07334729021289632,0.0,0.0,0.12510241653113174,0.06802076344978449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997317179264748,0.07646073751225171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872649141719807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936115299304182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045902042820891935,0.0,0.06242494507938605,0.0,0.0,0.07214273383193205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056656096906487374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508727274673328,0.0,0.10023096701139383
lonely,Steveo3070,2018/12/30,"I don’t have anyone I’ve been in love with a girl for 4 years and it took 2 years for me to even talk to her. Big surprise, I ruined my chance. She’s just perfect. She even forgave me but she won’t ever give me a second chance. I’ve never felt love for anyone like that, even family or friends. I consider killing my self everyday because I don’t know what to do. The only reason I don’t is because if I can’t be there for her I can at least protect her from overseas somewhere(I’m joining the army soon). I don’t have anyone to talk to, to help me deal with it. 

Idk I guess I’m just saying it here because I don’t have anywhere else to",1.2024580335731407,2.6685383525179884,3.0195863309352515,94.04482314148683,79.14388489208632,5.496642685851318,22.37470023980816,5.985473137389443,0.17360383693045556,497,15,115,3,12,166,80,139,0.069,0.7040000000000001,0.228,0.9666,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,1,0,4,0,15,2,0,1,3,15,23,4,1,1,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,3,2,22,6,16,18,1,10,0,1,0,2,17,3,0,3,7,78,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36138891509551213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150629330284806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761427999444065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391877732400055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34137018425117754,0.15583814519340192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241131655637467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541690190594624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331039735289023,0.0,0.0,0.1652677581397974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978708763134275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547640978086653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906035445611092,0.0,0.09468120340245036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416785776886014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31098089191470235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287382810374898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102756250506334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713369482568792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700486928263753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797267915094621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27694609249512864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914106742630704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218867982770416
lonely,dragonladybug,2018/12/30,"I'm a 30 year old lonely lady. I'd like to have someone to talk about life in general...or anything art or travel related. I'm Asian American. I'm an introvert and don't go out a lot. I'd like to, but sometimes I get all super awkward...but when it comes to work and business...I'm all out there!

 Building personal relationships seem a bit of a challenge. 

Being born in the deep valleys of California, my accent comes out when I'm comfortable. My accent is also scary to some people, with some even describing my accent as a hint of a chola (term used to describe a female Mexican gangster). I don't hear it though. 

I'm not really that scary I don't think. ",1.8525274725274696,3.9866315112781976,4.192481203007522,83.22670908039332,79.75187969924812,7.4005783689994225,25.26836321573164,8.384062270229773,1.903103412377097,513,20,101,11,13,178,85,133,0.081,0.8009999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.5707,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,9,0,6,1,0,1,2,19,19,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,8,0,0,2,2,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,17,18,7,16,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,5,8,57,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837194021686165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355004981743708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351137772610654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842733569661803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147321542419921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653372369069455,0.0,0.12676369889543682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513920609323471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754587142665488,0.21794062634770772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896280023035404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340520575569451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463386281387548,0.19475749460403075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428906890114691,0.0,0.0,0.23947079714417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305513136634684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898841363830896,0.0,0.22060083723154286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927807141264002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292058094719892,0.2191441850617396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192642435334249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238208771347076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363603006145756
lonely,red-fury99,2018/12/30,Hi guys and gals How has everyone's year been? ,-1.503,0.037188700000003294,0.5200000000000031,100.24000000000002,112.0,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,0.2499999999999996,37,1,9,1,2,12,10,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6289505957134006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6517342164016773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238675020841421
lonely,Jim-Dread,2018/12/30,"Feeling a little lost right now. Marriage is over.  I miss her so much.  I miss all the parts about being together.  I miss kissing, I miss sex, I miss the hugs.  I was doing so damn good.  I told myself to hate her, that it would make things easier.  She didnt do anything to me.  We just drifted apart.  I can't hate her.  I still love her.  I still want to throw her down every time I see her.  Sometimes I forget, then I remember we aren't together.  I tried moving on.  I tried going on dating sites and even in date subreddits.  I thought I was ready because she is going out there.  Why cant it be me? We promised each other.  I wanted to be the one to take care of her when she couldn't take care of herself anymore.  I wanted to stay a family.  This is hard.  This isn't how I pictured my life.  I'm scared.  I'm scared that the depression will take over.  I don't want to be here a more, I'm tired of feeling this way.  I'm tired of feeling so alone.  I've lost everything.  I dont have anything else left.  It's not fair.",-1.0500720180044991,1.0458903813953526,1.2199549887471868,98.6689722430608,96.34883720930232,4.262565641410353,16.702925731432856,6.0311780096671335,-0.4814336084021002,772,21,181,8,31,257,117,215,0.207,0.635,0.158,-0.8427,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,3,0,0,2,13,20,3,2,7,0,22,7,0,2,1,23,54,7,0,6,2,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,5,0,0,5,9,13,0,1,7,5,40,7,19,40,5,27,0,8,1,4,17,12,1,0,8,119,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437858559207132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909850735029087,0.0,0.0,0.19765015885040035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320666922095218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24488259415530375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034346407067721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074635412165648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032104594122072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931930906677742,0.0,0.10118227581419947,0.0,0.1079305047198774,0.0,0.1132115867893012,0.0,0.18216562584881266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650154411871598,0.10072706002363647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757840366366173,0.2371310049782015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047977588235288,0.0,0.08482418431559835,0.0,0.12036324116252067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621881365477159,0.0,0.10838727553382964,0.0,0.08016201476543525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276382686692152,0.08828107700139548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137711447289492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004740138581647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360402692260249,0.10255749249422284,0.0,0.0,0.2404651012305237,0.0,0.09569738435152857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877357310638995,0.0,0.0,0.1280015698816829,0.19181046838898594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708816075253628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978346235280312,0.0,0.0,0.09533924377296606,0.07002632463258325,0.2760550467800277,0.0,0.11475258323241108,0.0,0.16306850315818566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833323338243158,0.09532305002326832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083639078089576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530956238081454,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Noktuah,2018/12/30,"Just got ditched for new years, looks like another year alone. Hahaha such a fucking idiot for thinking someone gives a shit about me lol. Guess I’m so repugnant that literally anyone else is a better time than I am. Think I’m just gonna try and sleep through it. ",2.7911538461538465,5.0998173461538485,3.6698461538461538,87.27515384615386,77.46153846153845,7.236923076923077,25.784615384615392,8.238735603445708,1.706572307692308,210,8,42,4,5,67,45,52,0.156,0.644,0.2,0.3832,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,3,0,3,1,2,3,2,0,0,6,12,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,2,5,10,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,5,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470797394832306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501545297165724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680907888300614,0.24443639941534406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109899441010539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928911217191173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054802274700103,0.0,0.22885175515474515,0.0,0.0,0.19080094728132607,0.0,0.26280448527292793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655002884304393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033317554824825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23040602207025196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24488190585614736,0.0,0.0,0.2387356915382201,0.0,0.20213399795781303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057235929034179,0.0,0.0,0.13910823929074936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619688915356716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072540210076216
lonely,sixs6,2018/12/30,"NYE for lonely people So obviously all my ""friends"" cancelled plans or went with someone else so i'll just stay at home most likely drinking/playing games. Sounds familiar? I'd love some company so if you'd like to join we could meet up on discord/steam/ts3.

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Thanks",1.6575427350427354,4.293835480769232,2.094102564102567,90.33978632478636,98.03846153846152,4.618803418803419,25.008547008547012,6.42735559955562,1.186236752136752,223,10,40,3,9,68,48,52,0.08,0.7070000000000001,0.213,0.8207,0,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,10,5,5,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,5,6,2,3,5,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,4,2,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019494786404841,0.3386264956550468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22250316733047848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328012379848796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153073448398981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795385909755765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27229777589082194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25151942635115593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320150458981936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23612451503531925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970356185273766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565709450249223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583389937563429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386264956550468,0.0
lonely,lonmper,2018/12/30,"My crush never gave a fuck about me A few months ago I met a wonderful girl. Funny, attractive and smart. She had a boyfriend and at some point they broke up. At that moment I think I made obvious I was interested in her, I think she figured it out and told me she wasn't ready for a new relationship. Today, thanks to Instagram, I learned she's with another guy. Fuck social media.",1.3223538011695908,3.828010855263159,3.074385964912281,88.06125730994152,85.18421052631578,7.061988304093567,21.60233918128655,8.167268648758528,1.3580953216374263,299,10,62,7,9,99,57,76,0.121,0.629,0.25,0.8919,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,5,0,3,2,0,1,2,14,13,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,0,15,4,9,6,2,12,0,1,0,2,13,6,2,2,6,40,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094752349239885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477924413315007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369309886111907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339848099941837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236029595205067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886209980212046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225743000118289,0.2282304093032181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22339005523673827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537093246867693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408890655173736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217563202983782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30283679269773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239949740496137,0.22580506275433596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562689442110433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,crunk-squirrel,2018/12/30,"Is it awkward for me to go to a NYE dance party alone? I’m a 30 something family man who’s wife and kids are currently in another state for the holidays (I had to work this year and it just didn’t work out). Usually I would just spend NYE with them, but that’s not an option this year. All of my friends are basically parents with young kids who will probably be going to bed early. I’ve texted a few of my single friends but they’re all busy this year. 

A local mom and pops bar is having a big dance party. It looks like it would be a blast and I’d love to go - not to pick anyone up - just to have a good time. Problem is I feel awkward showing up as a married dude with no friends at a NYE dance party.

Reddit - what do I do? Low key night, alone, at home - or dance party, alone and maybe feeling awkward?",2.279203778677463,3.3373988187134533,3.824210526315792,91.07331983805672,75.43274853801171,6.898965362123255,23.680161943319842,7.321109707123232,0.7471300944669363,622,18,143,7,13,207,103,171,0.106,0.677,0.217,0.9784,2,3,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,3,11,0,3,11,0,16,2,0,1,2,26,24,9,0,3,8,3,2,1,3,3,0,0,2,3,11,9,1,0,2,7,1,7,4,5,0,0,2,3,8,6,21,17,4,26,0,1,1,1,13,9,0,2,10,85,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823723760552135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627917572045566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108553473326288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635462060337562,0.0,0.15699677517813315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598341906155733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26469417487871777,0.13021521093674754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572706496119298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584665374278014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036977467815047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401179776634512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596814658856042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182535516025405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456903513063118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238526535230025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738431420279462,0.14855200157377074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951800382928934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052674257560238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709844664800433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260457480962527,0.0,0.0,0.2205683886282923,0.0,0.0,0.2999251425389009
lonely,bigolenm,2018/12/30,"Lonely but handsome Haha excuse the title - attempting to bring a bit of humor here.

27 Male from New Zealand. About a year ago I moved cities and I have found myself painfully alone. I stream just Chatting on twitch in an attempt to talk to someone.

I play VR games/attempt to play FPS games but I'm trash AF. Always down for a deep and meaningful chat. Send me a message if you are keen to chat. If you're not keen, stay strong and I hope you find what you are looking for",2.1055208333333333,4.148562677083337,2.8283333333333367,93.78333333333336,78.47916666666666,5.1000000000000005,22.125,5.82211442006289,0.14086250000000033,371,11,78,2,9,116,70,96,0.109,0.612,0.27899999999999997,0.9612,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,3,3,11,0,0,6,1,3,2,0,0,0,13,8,7,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,6,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,1,10,9,13,7,1,11,0,1,1,0,12,4,0,3,3,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24053503872570298,0.0,0.0,0.28103633988731663,0.0,0.0,0.2257845957619273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29624347272188944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480086088198836,0.0,0.0,0.29752081901316235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695113686386192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278653139744957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28840167047724363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26207112435058505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28873509471411163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299136265549997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892225581127037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21810052143805644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747402390423502
lonely,BagginsXL,2018/12/30,"I have ‘friends’ and ‘a social life’ but still feel empty I have a social group but I’m the runt let’s say and the butt of all the jokes. I have no friends I can say I trust. I get attached to any girl who shows me the slightest affection because I’m lonely and affectionately starved. I keep up an image that I’m fine but my thoughts feel like gears grinding against each other. 

Thoughts about suicide are casual and everyday but not in a joking way like most people, I just genuinely think it would be easier sometimes. Other than my family I don’t think anyone would care if I did die after a week.

Any guidance or advice would be very appreciated.

Thanks ",3.3915524475524483,5.3055201692307765,4.3590909090909085,84.85954545454545,74.23076923076924,7.18881118881119,25.66433566433567,8.00094639256281,1.4967692307692309,522,18,103,8,11,169,89,130,0.16,0.552,0.28800000000000003,0.9695,0,2,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,0,8,0,13,2,1,1,1,26,26,10,2,4,8,0,2,2,2,3,1,2,0,1,5,5,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,4,13,12,8,17,3,7,0,1,0,1,9,2,1,3,6,64,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636863897405695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278216873181023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712513831369754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211101687700404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078505941313962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384633833862612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791116263497695,0.0,0.16939364945304156,0.11966739103058435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588317570098433,0.0,0.08751575481184762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888836195852506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128776710198118,0.11831550060126485,0.1636714061382862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612860891279182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664173735401589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415056018134189,0.0,0.0,0.16566920004793126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377170538752073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832260167604459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421840009187304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146640838997005,0.0,0.2659644874856804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821122979753311,0.0,0.13295965617989974,0.1343644121104451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569775646155485,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IiIpeepshawty,2019/09/17,fucked up everything I fucked up all my friendships because I was a dumbass and now I’m alone :/ If anyone wants to be friends dm me on twitter @diseasedrat_,1.9450000000000005,4.753604500000002,3.068333333333332,86.4225,87.33333333333334,7.0,30.83333333333333,8.07648339933343,2.833333333333333,125,7,23,3,4,40,26,30,0.395,0.47100000000000003,0.134,-0.9022,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,4,4,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,1,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885704672955385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26233264559155484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287045598157102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337185106703123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898610006233047,0.6936906153385807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212892533509161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,skyboy510,2019/09/17,I’m really scared that I’m gonna be alone forever I’m in my third year of college and all I do is go to class and go home. I don’t have any friends and I’ve never had a girlfriend and I honestly can’t even picture it. I feel like I’m missing my last chance for all of this. Once I graduate and go to work I REALLY can’t imagine ever meeting anyone. I’ll just go to work and go home until I die.,-1.8284057971014496,0.024704130434782808,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,94.65217391304348,5.240579710144927,18.536231884057973,6.816661863887847,0.1314318840579709,308,10,77,5,12,112,56,92,0.128,0.7509999999999999,0.121,-0.1761,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,0,4,13,20,7,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,1,1,9,3,8,17,2,11,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,42,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458282788794926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343280401787571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811845984071697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500627658572546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046754373153138,0.1786783465081494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998777474507206,0.14111638184821845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261217254795525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613078765517568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962799477323874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101435272494086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650380294637753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234829617820134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036436043545312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530871848231698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977632652113008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876102405931622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720366434972072
lonely,sarcasmismysuperpowr,2019/09/17,"Hoping for advice for my sister My sister is very lonely. She’s 40yo. Lives alone. She desperately wants close relationships and love, but has some cognitive issues that make it hard to have more meaningful relationships. 

We have been racking our brains trying to help her. She has literally zero hobbies other than TV, board games and food. She doesn’t have a job so she doesn’t get any contact that way. She used to volunteer at a museum but the staff was mean to her. 

She has a group of friends but as they get older they have less time for her. They are also kind of shitty friends to her and treat her poorly. 

She has been making an effort to go to board game meetups more often. But they are not frequent enough. 

Does anyone have any suggestions for someone like this? I feel very sad for my sister and wish she could focus on other things that bring joy but she’s been in a depression most of her life.",2.7805934343434338,5.293976579545458,3.375606060606064,88.27646464646465,78.6590909090909,6.1838383838383875,19.436868686868685,7.3871296695380915,0.5109239898989899,722,17,140,10,18,226,109,176,0.105,0.7240000000000001,0.17,0.9384,1,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,4,1,3,11,0,0,6,0,19,4,1,3,0,25,32,12,0,4,6,3,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,3,4,1,2,3,3,0,1,4,2,26,8,20,27,6,10,0,3,0,1,36,4,0,4,4,99,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847308820895625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796179934354585,0.0,0.1296892881225621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205657196514405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339478135531525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103814152154432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948154361990666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967893496185638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191824593021668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756754195704146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199928776715981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960996284029806,0.0,0.25058813945930536,0.0,0.1694568736466417,0.0,0.09216636792504844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452747043539846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870080701288852,0.0,0.0,0.1610738826097526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926595425684215,0.160931180716564,0.0,0.0,0.16887770097303398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145472314038333,0.07922929091216907,0.0,0.14320128694175996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636701115346346,0.0,0.21650280351579565,0.0,0.0,0.17665339290507914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34822514314764474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740823135279026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077402016661066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945640877866175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010448091336683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006496913315367,0.0,0.2676185899864613,0.09565354111160576,0.1287249804667629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864903693341576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kiddoweirdo,2019/09/17,"Today is my 21st birthday and I have no one to celebrate with  I'm a college student in junior year, but I have just transferred from another college which is in another state. So I have literally no friend here. I haven't heard anyone saying ""happy birthday"" to me face to face today. It's really hard to break into any entrenched social circles since I only got here for around 1 month. I've had serious depression issues in the past few years, and I start thinking I'm a total loser again. I just want to post this because I have no one to talk about my feelings.",5.4520535714285705,5.9218936696428575,6.453571428571429,77.29142857142857,67.66071428571428,8.9,31.17857142857143,8.841846274778883,2.5841285714285718,449,17,82,7,7,150,76,112,0.172,0.7170000000000001,0.111,-0.7343,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,3,0,8,2,2,0,1,12,16,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,4,11,2,15,13,2,16,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,8,56,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319078687404546,0.4067939025137083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562999688715938,0.0,0.0,0.17267654108866026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824376133567464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706812507285027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807826261210796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986257819188226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513743052309187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20648720344580826,0.17376115076737034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024567671859747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482690163745916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26288140696243817,0.14752473431563629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851685833793211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185771919353037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242636723915566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425462058861494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604559556635836,0.0,0.0,0.19773041200961652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729464762719373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590765001645607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428966765922855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677262677887646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440993428578752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24982370379287785
lonely,motiv8melord,2019/09/17,"Any females willing to be friends with a guy 22m I don't really have any female friends and I feel like I'd like one or 2 . Like someone I can talk shit to and share stuff with . But only if you're willing to do the same 
A Lil about me 
I'm a movie buff , living talking about movies , existentialism and religion, books, science (if it's really interesting). Comedy, dark comedy , music ,goals, weed and doing crazy illegal shit occasionally.

Or we could just offload problems and stuff to each other 

Also I wanna seek out advice about my relationships with females in my life .  Maybe sometimes need a tip or advice to impress whoever I'm dating ... I can offer the same 

I just feel like I have a lot of guy friends and were never really open with each other or were always competitive and tryna be cool .",3.279972350230413,5.46348026451613,5.095599078341014,78.24911290322581,75.38709677419354,7.783410138248849,25.264976958525338,8.634040054169528,2.0138202764976962,631,22,115,13,14,215,95,155,0.095,0.7040000000000001,0.201,0.9297,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,1,6,14,2,0,7,1,14,3,2,0,1,35,19,15,0,6,9,0,2,4,3,2,1,0,0,2,5,16,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,3,11,11,16,12,5,5,0,0,0,0,11,3,2,7,6,77,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806114028603099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482168198817977,0.11947090252717145,0.0,0.0,0.19528002108684406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463775335718784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519774577465785,0.20514860476150368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327909969535914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843355477584751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014155137041672,0.28058571612078753,0.0,0.12678466253886633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206744037251145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424642335242427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646349976014594,0.11073852656017806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729420842204116,0.10919982827056793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738763572915205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759450152215562,0.0,0.0,0.1541522712693156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947676873259361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216557240104359,0.0,0.14200529045168725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32873181046267125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23080995450483324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Linky1999,2019/09/17,"So lonely, I crave online friends to talk to. I'm a 20 year old woman that has been lonely for a few years already. I miss connection, that someone would always be there for you and understands you. The support, a meaningful hug... People usually leave when I talk about my emotions and feelings or saying I have too many problems for them to handle... I feel isolated and I basically only have my cat's and parents, never had a true friend. Thing is when you have social anxiety and being an introvert making friends won't be any easier. So if maybe someone out here feels like talking, I'll be here. I'm friendly. :)",4.484453860640301,6.109723245762716,5.5233333333333325,78.81535781544257,70.77966101694916,8.295291902071563,30.060263653484,8.841846274778883,2.6081099811676083,485,20,86,9,9,160,83,118,0.17300000000000001,0.6729999999999999,0.154,0.1336,1,4,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,1,0,9,12,0,0,6,0,13,1,0,1,2,18,22,11,0,3,2,1,3,1,4,2,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,4,12,8,8,14,1,8,0,3,0,1,15,1,0,2,8,59,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705258064007611,0.0,0.1285799131136206,0.0,0.0,0.10508453361044044,0.0,0.11821371597341206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382352302590404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344024336606109,0.1103950385308902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477552682347973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636231429528916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549471510757333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314883096413947,0.1566674280238553,0.15524443349197126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918174067697967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215144190154124,0.0,0.0,0.11752572495933535,0.0,0.0,0.17158537462510215,0.0,0.0,0.10713045671890528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786270038365604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228870954901472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575221275655278,0.2618626308523761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535686792623353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726119490380586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266172695439227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086939565729388,0.0,0.0,0.17019107564728975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977246087678937,0.0,0.0,0.1990222997959486
lonely,aloebud,2019/09/17,"i’m not special at all clearly. yesterday i skipped school for a doctor’s appointment. when i went to school today, everyone said they missed this other person in my class who was also absent. idk. i just felt kind of poopy about it. no one realized i was gone.",1.8447058823529403,4.468325921568631,3.226960784313725,87.06632352941178,83.90196078431373,6.537254901960785,22.225490196078432,7.793537801064563,1.3434549019607842,206,7,39,4,6,67,45,51,0.162,0.784,0.054000000000000006,-0.52,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,8,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,6,2,6,2,6,2,1,7,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,26,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253991246511421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884902579564837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693242718214673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706247402051027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29350832689008355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099205857489024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461046773927973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681083910070164,0.0,0.0,0.5705040657512301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671653263293464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612821572182703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FoG_Steven,2019/09/17,"If anyone here is between the ages of 12-17, feel free to message me if you want to talk. I’d be happy to talk no matter how your feeling. If it helps you out, that’s all that matters.",-0.10719512195121794,1.5335830975609779,2.222134146341464,97.38734756097564,83.87804878048779,4.1000000000000005,20.006097560975608,3.1291,-0.6075414634146341,141,4,34,0,4,48,34,41,0.047,0.6409999999999999,0.312,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,5,4,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,6,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,1,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848387309939301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119514635654629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336470865285243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27304783833525115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6548483108774216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402741373073637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OneWingedDevil28,2019/09/17,"I Have No Friends And It Hurts. It hurts because not long ago, I was part of a friendship group, I was even in a relationship with a girl (I'm 15M for context) and I had a lot of support. But, it's all crashed down.

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My friends are now OBSESSED with the gym. Like they go around 5 days a week. I go to the gym occasionally, but I'm not very strong so they never want to workout with me. One of my friends has just begun hating me, when I opened up to them about a personal issue, when I fell out with that person they spread that issue I had around the school year. We fell out because she kept on getting new boyfriends and she was treating them like shit, and she also began vaping, we had a huge argument and she left me to probably go and meet with a new boy and vape.

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One of my mates just doesn't seem enthusiastic around me. When he was paired with me in class for a project, I was visibly happy and he was really disappointed. I've done all of the work in that project so he doesn't feel bad, however he hasn't really noticed.

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I broke up with my girlfriend because she's always on holiday. Our relationship was also becoming repetitive and showed cracks, she also wasn't very intimate. This wasn't really a problem, it's just the few moments that we were intimate were cute as fuck. 

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So, in the course of like a month, I have lost all of my friends. I have no friends. I have no girlfriend. I'm really struggling at the moment, but I have no one to talk to. I just want someone to talk to about life. Someone who treats me as a person and not a laughing stock of one. Life keeps on throwing roadblocks at me and it's not fun when there's people on the sidelines laughing at my fall. I can't resist it all anymore.",3.4274136321195137,4.739748865546222,4.374509803921569,87.24973856209152,72.94957983193278,7.529785247432308,27.788048552754432,8.045849151850463,1.6251953314659189,1383,52,293,20,27,448,158,357,0.184,0.687,0.129,-0.9662,2,0,0,1,0,0,55.0,4,0,5,3,22,29,3,2,21,0,26,4,1,0,5,51,44,26,0,3,11,0,1,3,8,0,2,0,0,5,12,27,0,2,2,5,0,7,15,12,0,4,18,1,44,17,48,26,7,48,0,5,0,1,39,22,2,2,22,202,56,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617466597034631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790979983751588,0.0621166059005383,0.32354248523636603,0.36284234854256175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403491707916497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936884027076404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233146399653236,0.1365218542027802,0.0824474834532216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048144489486316014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639511343298018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930707025793118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03774639247359718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883805005757511,0.06901475067907326,0.039002690353711934,0.0,0.12727968710326287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946864895910978,0.0,0.07370358655639914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983343593252505,0.0,0.0,0.15583499115111915,0.0,0.06635430033397363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110982751065042,0.0,0.10545810509014396,0.1094138738863509,0.0,0.0,0.06606484276703413,0.0,0.0,0.08149168860428846,0.06346662598604103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595866692479225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575763743877338,0.14419910883877296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499201797506145,0.0,0.0,0.20234503542257126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808410515980853,0.0,0.0517544319233794,0.1955502497182872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048769168225052,0.07143206792343049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129642892850945,0.0,0.0,0.1602970376980487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555200609812837,0.0,0.0679605539288738,0.0,0.0,0.07662940464383787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650512390968568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804268218678584,0.0,0.0,0.08471442539630035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000521196897453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319175697651967,0.0880635967117277,0.0,0.05988148729756231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434768653654135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36284234854256175,0.04807356554565187
lonely,ICYSHARE04,2019/09/17,"I hate the fact that I've got Noone I'm writing this post while in the train going back home. I've just seen Snoh Aalegra in the melkweg in Amsterdam and it was amazing. She has such a great singing voice. But during her performance I've felt so alone. I had Noone to share this with. I hate fact that I had to go alone given that fact that noone shares my interest. I had literally noone to go with. I'd forced myself tonight to go so that won't shut myself of from society and become a shut in.

I'd often go on talking to literally noone for weeks on end and it's killing me slowly. I literally have noone in my life who I could call a friend. I'm working part-time and the small talk I have with my colleagues feels all too forced. There's like no connection between us when we're talking even though I'm listening attentively to them when there talking to me. It's like there's a brick wall between us. I don't have poor social skills or bad anxiety I'd just cant seems to find people that Share the same interests with me or have decent connection with when talking. 

How do you guys handle loneliness and please tell me your story downbelow in the comments.

Thank you all for your time and I hope you have a great day today despite your troubles !",3.0750756302521007,4.7747192078431375,3.907282913165268,88.67705882352944,74.56862745098039,7.210084033613445,25.084033613445378,7.957251820313856,1.2662268907563026,998,33,211,15,21,319,136,255,0.122,0.7140000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.8623,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,6,1,3,17,18,3,0,11,0,15,1,0,1,5,32,34,17,1,2,5,0,2,2,1,1,1,2,1,1,12,11,0,0,5,1,1,5,4,5,0,0,8,5,30,13,27,24,3,35,0,0,1,0,28,12,0,5,19,126,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493532277578616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920898081037427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256422408704036,0.10051165788925047,0.0,0.13294944028814834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292068860187765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611304761821343,0.0,0.0,0.0776346670883652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662029818213152,0.0,0.0,0.07950936909747741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086737329113024,0.0,0.11558297222809427,0.0,0.11002446720194746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300472139532363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420715517256184,0.0,0.09627829494106556,0.26543712890625826,0.0,0.11919439818447737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376992036503323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075021775154568,0.11956377192078488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318182086440758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502743478846304,0.11762245641050355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035901293905167,0.0,0.0834558250713413,0.0,0.0,0.1321402835704741,0.0,0.0,0.11529005980653573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958876157381664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271150077767105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837814659312183,0.1052167833938153,0.1108290535927687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827201649827185,0.0,0.07019411738779083,0.0,0.11410546748250455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28960286736927754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656098508270107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763753850763017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yeetlul,2019/09/17,"About r/lonely Discord Quoting the r/lonely discord admin:

""Official mod of the discord here.

What OP experienced was safeguard precautions put in place against an attempted raid (one of a series of them) from individuals who have historically encouraged members to commit suicide.

I'm very sorry that OP had a negative experience, but these safeguards were put into place in order to address this issue at hand.

The mod team's absolute highest priority is to ensure that the server remains a safe place/haven for people who seek emotional support and friendship to feel comfortable and free from personal attacks or threats.

Given that the population of members are in the literal thousands, it's a really awful thing to have to put these safeguards up for new people, but we try to focus on making sure that legitimate new members can join while taking whatever steps are necessary to preserve the 'safe space' environment for all our members, new or otherwise.

Also, many of the people who seek out our server tend to gravitate towards like-minded individuals with similar senses of humor, interests, values, or backgrounds. It may seem clique-ish to new members, but it is a given that people seeking resolution to loneliness are going to feel safest around other people that they feel commonalities towards.""

Thank you so much,  
Haruhi""

Thank you for understanding. :)",11.679964884900508,10.914620609442064,11.105243854857587,53.17064767850178,55.3519313304721,13.622941865001952,45.21615294576668,12.563389971838223,6.198187982832618,1114,56,148,30,11,364,147,233,0.096,0.65,0.254,0.9931,0,4,0,0,0,2,31.0,3,2,2,2,5,13,2,0,14,1,12,1,1,1,3,25,27,11,1,0,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,18,7,0,2,5,1,1,5,1,2,0,2,5,5,7,12,38,21,2,27,0,0,0,0,13,14,0,5,7,106,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945727975522959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527682687813998,0.0,0.13453827534753215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302703033278232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568136163278173,0.0,0.0,0.17938803166474318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721010949392067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343313049340116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057776056898140776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893973397037156,0.11989748186603355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940928972757422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693499974395519,0.0,0.0,0.4568665172526778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801363062862623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40993434799347744,0.10326041801522222,0.37067083639423454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35665309118576977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576063918775655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765982478699893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238283343681276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293576809699677,0.13420049819844254,0.11145902555832174,0.0,0.08891710160599625,0.0,0.0,0.2177565713810784,0.0,0.0,0.07856695358511723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029104742390003,0.0,0.0,0.12311324499233665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757721357874197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,spaghettisamm,2019/09/17,"I’ve ruined every past friendship that really meant something to me and now that I’ve grown as a person I fear I’ll never find friends. Honestly I do have like 4 friends but I can tell I’m the replaceable friend and I just feel so alone. When something good happens to me or if something bad happens to me I sit in my room and wonder who to share my good/bad news with and I stare at my phone wondering and realizing I really have no one.. nobody who I feel connected to or close to share my news with, or even to share small things that happen to me. I suppose it’s my own fault, I was a toxic person to be friends with before and I had a few friendships that meant a lot to me that I ruined by being stupid. 

I used to have a best friend, we were so close it was probably annoying to be around us, we were friends since kindergarten - senior year and even after that. And one day I fucked everything up. She doesn’t talk to me anymore and I don’t really blame her. I guess one mistake can really change a persons perspective of you. 

Sorry for making this post so long I know it’s not like I’ll make a close friend online, usually people just ghost me anyways. I’ve really grown as a person and I’m proud of myself for getting myself out of that toxic behavior. Is it wrong to want those friends back? I always think about messaging them but I obviously don’t. They hate me. And I mean HATE me. Which is understandable I just feel so stupid sometimes. I wake up, go to work, come home, and go to sleep. Which is getting to be a tiring routine and I don’t know how much longer I’ll keep up. 

I’m gonna stop now while I’m ahead but if anyone out there feels even close to how I’m feeling I’m so sorry. Your growth IS worth it and hopefully we’ll all friend the friends we deserve one day.",1.1030210918114172,3.2731934005376364,2.7213978494623667,92.54055831265512,82.73655913978493,5.965922249793217,20.291149710504552,7.2200825789825185,0.4561479735318437,1403,40,307,20,39,460,178,372,0.215,0.638,0.147,-0.9836,0,1,3,0,0,0,31.0,5,2,2,4,21,33,6,1,11,0,24,4,2,5,3,73,63,33,1,5,12,0,5,2,10,2,1,0,2,4,19,28,0,2,16,0,1,6,7,13,0,4,7,6,50,20,40,50,6,38,0,2,1,1,34,14,1,10,18,198,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776066618433503,0.0,0.0,0.06247291929452226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445959631260599,0.05249797141063527,0.0,0.0,0.06683748673165461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773220418733796,0.12537801971987786,0.0,0.0,0.06388790266651158,0.0,0.07879226275265051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942512306030136,0.06467512887663743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684131199861744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876971670693193,0.0,0.06325848727018198,0.0,0.06747743519254322,0.0,0.0,0.08448633972620123,0.18981456701274493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862213850712999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5800694187132559,0.0694106332243751,0.0784528353219496,0.0,0.08533985939247075,0.12594777875857716,0.0,0.0,0.08270954103236429,0.0,0.19918008732255607,0.0,0.0,0.1482527304221191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531177726226705,0.07457179230982701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673492199889984,0.0,0.0,0.08252446439370227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336099597315357,0.0,0.0,0.06644380404490932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383068336783046,0.0,0.0,0.10023351915711294,0.0,0.0,0.0817845817900848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055192743400490116,0.0,0.057906644097000165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350572740311287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167275101011046,0.05205130579510797,0.2622292872480414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190628279088236,0.0,0.08094938533375426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404921798390935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062107294598710325,0.0,0.0751346365137716,0.0,0.0,0.17340171316011038,0.07425644957997865,0.16809275385120995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277058826368621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060346793048095475,0.06562359143328156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988009112271388,0.04810849789254314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629389150462857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816135917727639,0.09031249403916586,0.0648453716943398,0.08269046911056571,0.0,0.044284373642100784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284301326367398,0.05465943584035905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208864675601503,0.0,0.04834932522460002
lonely,ViscousSurprise,2019/09/17,More and more lately I’ve found it hard to insert myself into an engaging situation. I live at home again so there are my parents who are here but I don’t really seek anything from them. I wanna be out with people but no one seems to want to hang out. People I thought I had peaked their interest stop replying to me. I suppose from what I can tell these people get scared or wrapped up in something else so it is what it is I can’t control that.,3.039953917050692,4.227116344086024,4.436589861751155,86.91774193548392,73.73118279569894,7.464823348694317,25.1136712749616,7.957251820313856,1.283683256528418,352,11,75,5,7,117,69,93,0.115,0.8079999999999999,0.077,-0.5423,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,5,3,0,1,1,0,9,0,0,1,0,15,14,6,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,1,13,2,14,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,3,58,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163853462979854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475627646901688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438809139621515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420144579144192,0.0,0.0,0.11532012563976295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977269708553122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22140598438278733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248988327898605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490493417617444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495695213323434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450898909442957,0.0,0.0,0.4590704541937317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140260593827336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209850418090369,0.0,0.0,0.20094048760612576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248105058567672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992551227934502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453666066610272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292408688513515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752316378833978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018980158787102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jellybeanwitch,2019/09/17,"Lonely but not alone I’m so depressed. I feel so alone, but I’m not. I have a husband and two children. My children are everything to me. I crave emotional connection and beg my husband for it, but he isn’t able or willing to do so. He gets angry with me when I share my emotions, and then I end up saying sorry. I’m always saying sorry. I feel stuck and afraid of change.",0.2941025641025625,2.4954981538461567,2.6156410256410254,91.7460256410257,86.69230769230771,5.005128205128205,21.48717948717949,6.42735559955562,0.4238102564102566,288,10,61,3,9,98,49,78,0.204,0.688,0.10800000000000001,-0.8387,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,12,13,0,0,6,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,4,11,1,6,10,0,4,0,2,0,0,9,1,0,1,3,40,12,0,0.20290481869948407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202963985621592,0.0,0.0,0.16883306352409866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464639396521668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476162302652232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564812215899111,0.17971344402683626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235776766885947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051895458842243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060093931829255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32271611166584624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542706649437844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820852464611355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BongFPS,2019/09/17,":,| im 16, boy, depression, anxiety, stress snd no friends i like memes, apex and just random chatting on discord. i need friends before im fully dead inside.",5.224,6.1381047333333365,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,68.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,35.0,8.841846274778883,3.1190000000000007,122,6,22,2,2,40,25,30,0.408,0.392,0.2,-0.8399,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22852046726270794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541892575940411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25728764421738565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615816414114897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6453390905573155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593981273820975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149756492610054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421834768061834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MrP3anut2,2019/09/17,"Your not alone. I wanted to post this to say, ""Your not Alone"".   No matter how you may feel right now, you are not alone.   Life is a tricky thing, it's all about growth, and growing can be painful and lonely.   We came into this world alone, but we weren't really alone; there were doctors and family there for us to care for us to comfort us.   Our first days feel lonely and scarey, but we are doing that with all the others who are there, and most of them feel the same way.   So thru out life, we are never really alone.

I don't want to be preachy I just want to reach out to as many as I can.   It's not easy to talk to everyone, but if I could reach out and let just one of you know your not alone.  Maybe just maybe we can combat that feeling together.

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lonely,NorthRider,2019/09/17,Talked to a shink Felt good. Then I realized I have to pay ppl to listen to me.....,-1.2299999999999969,0.5112237777777793,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,89.0,5.822222222222222,14.555555555555555,7.1686216300943375,-0.4813111111111117,60,1,16,1,2,21,14,18,0.081,0.7509999999999999,0.168,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6370763561616137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5565230699934087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5333064681634309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lucyintherain,2019/09/17,Started traveling but feeling lonely So somebody told me it was very easy to meet people while traveling so i went and did that but i don’t know how to talk to people. Makes me feel even lonelier...,1.4307692307692292,4.076124384615383,2.8827692307692345,88.2872307692308,87.20512820512822,6.196923076923077,23.18461538461539,7.554174236665415,1.3976215384615385,157,6,30,3,5,51,31,39,0.077,0.78,0.14300000000000002,0.4194,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,10,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,2,4,0,3,6,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375736579782123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637429069917731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767771942451096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400976925138721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987313034135848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545923679329196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891073940793926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437018209276337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29678417501359283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334387673434404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thyselflove,2019/09/17,"So scared I will never find someone who likes me I am 24 and I have never dated or been in a relationship before. This is mainly because guys don't ask me out and I am too shy to ask out a guy. It makes me sad thinking that I have never had the experience of 'hitting it off' with a guy. I went throughout college and guys barely even noticed me and it makes me feel so pathetic. Now that I graduated, I am still in the same position-alone with no dating experience. I never thought I was ugly but guys just never really seem to take much interest in me. I don't really like online dating but I haven't had any luck offline. I am scared to be alone for the rest of my life but I don't what to do that will help my situation?",1.4274229691876776,3.205038450980396,4.019855275443515,85.70720588235297,79.52287581699346,6.9858076563958935,22.039682539682538,7.957251820313856,1.0506231559290384,565,17,122,10,14,199,85,153,0.162,0.764,0.07400000000000001,-0.8901,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,6,0,19,1,0,2,5,27,30,10,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,5,9,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,6,1,22,4,15,20,4,17,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,3,12,96,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24357638471019696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996550524237575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198623033884521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168201720832026,0.0,0.10006077057863952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766735104852324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300519526343305,0.0,0.0,0.05945724010220708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747549647418217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5821649242029376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881836730364138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305757801165217,0.11489746072597172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698501196732398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864424750931288,0.0,0.4534648335705994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387745128356493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066284431622207,0.0,0.0,0.1262480840354748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23545701105977296,0.0,0.0,0.10704988497256952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217653792521314,0.0,0.0,0.09963396544078848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390784638962997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884133474845265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534718107176151,0.0,0.09335364367056917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900748010886324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cloutgodbilly,2019/09/17,"Please help me feeling lost for a while Hello,

I am a college freshman of two weeks and my depression has taken over my life. I have become so antisocial that when Im not at class or studying by myself I just want to sit in my room and relax. I like to go to bed early (11-12) but often find that dorm parties one room over have been keeping me up until like 3 am. I don't remember the last time I truly felt unconditionally happy but I think it might have been in like middle school. Im not very close with my father because he is pretty much incapable of showing emotion. The only thing he really ever talked to me about was cleaning my room and ""stop siting on your ass"". Over the years my social life has been very up and down but I have a great group buddies back home(I dont have them in college). On top of that I missed the first weekend of college for a family emergency.",4.1511666666666684,4.798805338888889,5.468888888888892,82.57000000000005,70.6111111111111,7.777777777777778,26.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.390777777777778,691,20,140,8,12,232,117,180,0.083,0.7120000000000001,0.205,0.9729,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,3,7,9,0,0,8,0,17,3,1,0,1,24,26,12,0,1,7,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,6,0,5,6,0,2,5,3,0,1,4,3,0,3,7,2,21,6,26,18,1,34,0,3,0,1,10,19,1,3,16,98,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877483681343355,0.0,0.09416105371686334,0.17059558625817953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304135898300534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103302816444666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737534849436809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397233608502508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561681904778884,0.0,0.07810266224581815,0.0,0.14831160526873136,0.0,0.1411791463309626,0.13138871997272955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778660035333616,0.0,0.0,0.17029933530486532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644319534145231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035353189906073,0.0,0.15494201512606207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336996219688673,0.0,0.0,0.13729649823269693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259104247801531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820783982736394,0.2263928888867888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861791058189515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386403998801113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355029974962748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467017457218952,0.11747837074487265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955730761385274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714747659130426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895488944993408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497989233175046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632786148778613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574586577455038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914051148141922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415393795190703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262036183678083,0.09897559026127492,0.0,0.0,0.0900703800007884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089085935608118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549012913839684,0.0911080622464654,0.0,0.12390332613772707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099471054230959
lonely,strangerxstrangeland,2019/09/17,"I feel so alone but no one will give me space. I am not the only one in the house. This is my house but I feel like it's not my home. These people are walking all over me. My things are becoming theirs and my life is beginning to revolve around their schedule. I don't even know why I am posting here. My heart just hurts so bad. I dont come out of my room anymore unless I have to.

It's my house, my food and my car. They can have it all, I just really don't care anymore. There is no point.",-0.99035285815102,0.9532266055045896,1.1038532110091737,102.082413549753,90.28440366972477,4.454763585038815,15.724064925899787,5.8734145424116955,-0.898596894848271,376,8,97,3,13,124,68,109,0.195,0.777,0.027999999999999997,-0.9640000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,3,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,14,3,1,0,2,17,21,7,0,0,7,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,5,1,0,3,0,0,3,7,2,0,2,0,2,22,2,8,20,2,13,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,71,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762849745899375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210247767604593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408142348219394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513856099307114,0.0,0.17875136499261848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501755956103625,0.0,0.0,0.13942003339911613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968779675324354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690085061714212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636731382354631,0.11562616129747932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957104900634169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552619245012888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179384033252034,0.0,0.0,0.1623494329834257,0.0,0.0,0.5602618780368318,0.17326450515987646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088948903402729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431992490767562,0.07907206901959611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193484249994476,0.12309473878166073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220688568342388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300121155263202,0.0,0.15500821602432865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368569287073964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752640297856167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460450684362697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HarrisburgStud,2019/09/17,"Had a longer post... Title says it.  Sitting in my drafts but decided against posting it cause I don’t know if it’s going to help get this crushing weight of loneliness, sadness, and straight up negativity off my chest.  It’s hard to put this out there when you feel like and pretty sure no one genuinely cares what I’ve gone through.  

Life could be worse but then again waking up and going days and weeks without a genuine smile is almost at bad as bad can get.  

I’m just going to keep existing and moving forward without anyone by my side.  Just wanted to vent a little so no need to respond.  Thanks.",4.824915254237286,5.762511957627122,5.162500000000001,84.32137711864408,69.2542372881356,7.594915254237289,29.15677966101695,7.645422480735847,1.7024711864406783,473,17,93,5,8,150,90,118,0.248,0.594,0.158,-0.9284,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,6,4,2,1,1,23,20,12,0,4,7,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,6,1,1,3,0,0,7,6,3,0,1,2,4,5,4,18,16,0,24,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,2,7,58,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724163033469278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039428766622536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28753106010718504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555194271795613,0.17687926904779092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747403561011615,0.0,0.0,0.11104372665697204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706084814371648,0.12300749870976202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991691812435145,0.0,0.2935665313825129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542420589164056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541056892250988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304407352568666,0.0,0.0,0.09462721928817036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161787486313065,0.084119868019161,0.17257250063685448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300317429524304,0.0,0.1276714391950897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667558968636314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32980724636459563,0.17517191094745713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309137250438994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692675360334233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622803462693909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852288152145236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155793597589552,0.0,0.13811473708062505,0.20967238678733865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319563439512202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546908587553114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sefolumps,2019/09/17,"I hate my life and I want to die I hate my life and I want to die
But anytime I try in any miniscule way to look for help I immediately want to call that person an asshole, whilst I act like an asshole myself
How dare they try to tell me what to do
I make my own decisions, I'm not a slave
They don't understand my pain
I haven't felt true intimacy in what feels like an eternity and ever day I go without it I feel like that knife that gun that rope gets closer and closer to me
But I'm a pussy, I don't want to live but I don't have the balls to end it
And why, I'm scared it will really work, that I can't regret it and just reverse
Am I looking to end my life or am I looking to cry for help
I can't tell my family the whole truth
They'd never leave me alone about it
They would abuse me mentally and emotionally
Then I will kill myself and blame them for it
I don't want to tell anyone
""You're just a whiny baby, there are people with worst conditions than you and they are doing just fine""
Oh I'm sorry, because others suffer I can't I forget the lesson in school where suffering is a pie and there is no way you can feel like this and you're emphasizing your slice of bad life pie
I want to tell my friends, but why should I tell them
""Damn bro that sucks, hope you feel better, now I've said the manditory thing and now I will not get back to you""
Well fuck you all too
None of you care
I've had to do that all myself
I've had to care for your feelings and mental state
You're time and your life
Meanwhile I try to do anything
""oh no sorry, I've got a thing, it's not more important than you, but I don't care, I've got this thing, so fuck you""
""You're not exactly Mr innocent yourself""
Fuck you I've always tried for you and you get mad when I get pissed off
Fuck all of you
Go die in a hole
I'll be sure to join you",1.0487902057374685,2.329886770935964,2.9887337003767063,94.90337583309187,79.07389162561577,6.35282526803825,18.837728194726168,7.048011613610866,-0.0806274123442483,1423,28,355,16,34,479,177,406,0.258,0.619,0.122,-0.9976,0,1,0,1,1,6,23.0,0,16,7,3,16,33,11,1,13,0,30,11,1,2,9,61,71,25,4,10,14,1,6,4,1,5,6,1,0,2,22,16,0,0,9,1,0,3,18,18,1,0,6,10,64,15,36,58,8,27,0,3,3,4,36,8,7,2,17,216,86,2,0.0,0.09012904253529183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878429491372572,0.0,0.0,0.06329530261679453,0.0,0.0,0.05172936576290904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318904614555675,0.0,0.0625981085509599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849218150899721,0.06351423776317694,0.0463708104582492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727663714821151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767470963891099,0.0,0.23267151365322544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355796167951954,0.04905805761903431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368420915934458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556711717575792,0.13474868709423538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880854904256657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171085761106881,0.0,0.19231325502025892,0.16303061346053738,0.07303793941553301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877053579505598,0.2812973739260092,0.1589711513059947,0.0,0.08646325938533106,0.0,0.12167827383880225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020430519015093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197457362964926,0.0,0.0,0.07555344322353627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415881315414547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054583408500704,0.0,0.0,0.2686480764001521,0.14865341632265752,0.0,0.06717010931377712,0.0,0.1916358016615229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05077648842921942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331883837894522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866891771718465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094252459671221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273650069670343,0.06642030770605614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04873159593559346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235881096578795,0.0,0.07615809973084367,0.07698564691290545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703054994523936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169390669239364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324372484490766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161011352525133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435630607403709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658278083479475,0.0,0.0,0.07919026256388602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26920395549222303,0.12075968301713398,0.0,0.0,0.06839495133105744,0.0,0.13728044952730073,0.08492805471330274,0.0,0.07332757076349637,0.0,0.055378963740568186,0.0,0.0,0.05403706505888596,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,john_keahey,2019/09/17,I want to cuddling I'm 15 and I don\`t want sex I just want to cuddle feel the warmth of a girls skin touching and caressing me I'm so lonely I cry a lot in my bed I'm scared to ask my parents because I'm sure they will think it's weird I'm so alone,-2.2940000000000005,-0.5382613999999961,0.7083333333333357,103.34250000000002,96.33333333333334,3.6666666666666665,15.833333333333336,5.148860815047168,-1.106166666666666,196,5,53,1,8,68,40,60,0.223,0.626,0.152,-0.7440000000000001,1,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,1,4,1,0,1,10,12,4,0,3,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,8,1,5,11,1,1,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099103417351349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27973812674351856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240683287688486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286883063070953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129885124640793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543932538954584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322576860577828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995797923854022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820191911052525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917334528346101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294779240863012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Millkitten,2019/09/17,I am lonely. I feel most alone when going to bed.,-2.8372727272727265,-1.4026288181818174,0.5004545454545449,101.2706818181818,109.9090909090909,2.2,5.5,3.1291,-2.6308545454545453,37,0,9,0,2,13,10,11,0.406,0.594,0.0,-0.5849,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8059668155523225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934746180235884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422614805741507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-david-smith-,2019/09/17,"I’m a 48 year old man with a wife and 3 kids but I am lonely as hell. My wife was my first love from high school and we married 12 years later. We had a fantastic loving and sexual relationship but after me married her libido faded and even little intimacies like kissing & cuddling became like a chore for her. I thought having kids would help to bring us but our eldest is 16 now and my wife and I have not had sex for 5 years and I’m currently sleeping in the spare room.

I only have about 3 close friend who I only get to see about once a year but they and their wives are friends with my wife and I feel I can’t talk to them about my home life. They all think we have a perfect little family and I act like I’m the happiest guy in the world.

We are having counselling and my wife has admitted not feeling the same towards me anymore but we’ll stick things out for the sake of the kids but I’m really missing having someone to kiss, hug and make love. We’re still friends, we go out from time to time but conversation is about work & kids and we go home to sleep in separate beds.

I feel like I want to find someone new but I’m terrified of so many things: How do I tell my wife, Will anyone want to date me if I still live with my wife, If I need to move out how will I afford it without my wife and kids suffering, How do I even go about finding someone after all these years.

I think I’ll probably have to wait until the kids are older and move out before I can even think about finding love and then it’s going to be even harder to find someone.

I’ve contemplated suicide. I’ve done huge amounts of research into methods of ending it all without risk of failing. I have a noose that I made with high quality rope and climbing hardware that will attach to almost anything I need it too but the thought of my kids having to deal with that stops me every time.

My wife doesn’t like me drinking so I wait until she goes to bed before I crack open the rum I have hidden away to help me sleep and stop me lying awake crying.

I’ve kept this all to myself for so long and I have absolutely no idea what to do about it all.",4.212626521460603,4.410915134529152,5.094340166559898,86.90920403587447,70.30044843049328,7.896092248558617,26.24247277386291,7.5804360353943165,1.1727414477898783,1674,46,367,17,28,547,208,446,0.09300000000000001,0.713,0.19399999999999998,0.9946,2,2,2,0,0,1,25.0,9,0,4,5,21,22,1,1,16,0,34,14,3,5,6,89,69,40,1,7,15,10,3,5,3,5,1,0,6,9,14,37,1,5,14,2,0,9,7,6,0,1,8,4,59,16,59,55,7,56,1,4,1,9,51,19,1,3,33,236,73,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748549102978025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768369063831245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674076016858411,0.054106313126474515,0.0,0.06367763868362232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270161878776232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169037864833458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499895310154408,0.0,0.07977599849657256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918721745501864,0.0,0.07580352668138025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853624181706708,0.0,0.0,0.2044366200469094,0.0,0.06519649099153926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294754084994322,0.0,0.11737786572847098,0.05528071448494378,0.0,0.0,0.28289785785687754,0.0658198969055009,0.0,0.0,0.1793521735830346,0.0,0.040428168551377736,0.0,0.17590870772286304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661895752023122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373316710071226,0.16351369999828502,0.15523809751772713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735327604674993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054656204598043684,0.1890212570475326,0.1551113750905274,0.06832848548035765,0.06847939397215796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27935604239283696,0.07321939256366923,0.05165214985987597,0.07845178074061576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448665868613213,0.0,0.11475346547251596,0.0,0.07473466348376602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119792050774848,0.08240781116077703,0.0,0.11770286296508002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342937208001255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049571992353999256,0.0,0.0,0.08307780308963363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783132960631563,0.06166231789691301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23230944323885325,0.0,0.2622573174133337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359249061929575,0.12938728916447154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464181454544302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219559333634255,0.06763405311035803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028164615334412,0.1487470876155201,0.0,0.12286310221363987,0.13536374645681135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930793314563398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128216281530048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491842697714888,0.0,0.05633399675126844,0.0,0.0,0.0549689564748098,0.0,0.0,0.2491528396015317
lonely,nitroglycerinbitch,2019/09/17,"Trying to get myself down? (mention of self harm) Whenever i feel a bit bad, I'll purposely try to find things online/think things that make me feel more and more miserable. And i'll continue doing that thourghout the day until i eventually can s/h, go to sleep and do it all over again. I don't know why I do this, except that it makes me feel calm and ""cozy"" in a way. Does anyone else do this or am i just crazy?",3.144137931034482,3.7857320919540287,4.57764367816092,88.06922413793106,72.9080459770115,8.098850574712644,22.54597701149425,8.344100000000001,0.9612390804597704,320,7,73,5,6,107,62,87,0.12,0.852,0.027999999999999997,-0.8279,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,7,1,1,2,1,15,15,6,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,8,1,9,15,4,9,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179037101595856,0.23708215413713005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319752537729287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526134271395566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922473551763207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248732250769969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932931925147114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35098692459195635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148248114455492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088956004327378,0.0,0.13150191466979674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716361559682585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089037122180919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413859119514383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23155296083020965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30744496338457833,0.14826271404228394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31419161630859554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18366332294853327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208789745932631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shivansh2016,2019/09/17,A carbon copy of me but a female is in a relationship So I met this girl on tinder and we texted each other for 4 months but after she joined college she got busy and we texted each other again yesterday after 3 months...She knew I liked her. I still like her and would love to be in a relationship with her but I love her even more as a friend. I texted her saying that if she's busy or just bored with me I would leave her alone and she said that she was just caught up with college. We texted each other for like 2 hours and cracked jokes on each other like we used to...while sharing stuff that happened with is she said that she found a guy...I was frightened of reading that...I wanted it to be that she has a crush on me but alas she has a bf. She told me everything about it and tbh I think he's really good and he looks good as well. I am jealous of him but still happy for them or her...idk...but I would fall for that girl at any point in my life...I am pessimistic but after conversations yesterday I am feeling optimistic...Tears rolled down my eyes when she texted back and with the end of our texts yesterday...I was smiling and happy and a bit jealous,1.6838429752066126,3.4981422603305816,2.742975206611572,94.98900826446285,78.87603305785125,5.887603305785126,19.264462809917354,6.782984794422108,-0.05484958677685947,905,20,208,9,22,288,118,242,0.096,0.674,0.231,0.9917,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,5,0,1,0,11,17,2,0,10,0,15,3,1,1,0,43,31,23,0,5,11,0,1,4,2,3,0,3,0,2,14,23,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,3,1,0,11,6,40,14,30,15,6,25,0,0,2,2,41,10,0,3,17,143,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450896019579619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526509180918888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771953143817163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294053273358574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407697115440247,0.0,0.0,0.092527237910743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259026535346546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083303506792753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359998362537286,0.10823215026165398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349994410317008,0.11204169776182132,0.0,0.0,0.13870979689100416,0.12387993830143515,0.2982539643998465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795911017819604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483336624331422,0.0,0.0,0.09894876260390192,0.27376097009644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176391911374934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528709679347528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181743090737448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324290631948647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012656875175036,0.0,0.0897443819839236,0.0,0.0,0.30080558560643644,0.0,0.0,0.26651278894287705,0.11140412420187328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22374996770908967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036799837501173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976315600843797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386071682342526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099162249516815,0.0,0.0,0.08262792051522347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259565282068477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985448915531644,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,isbit78,2019/09/17,"I feel so lonely, even though I have a lot of friends. In he beginning of June if this year I saw a man die after he was hit by a truck outside of my school. I was with my friends who saw it too, but they haven't reacted nearly as much as me, in fact they don't really care at all.
I don't know anyone who can relate to how I feel, so no one understands. As a result to feeling lonely I have developed a constant need of positive attention, a need that is impossible to satisfy. I have been very depressed for the entirety of summer and I don't know what to do about it. I think everyday about ending it all, but the hope that it'll get better someday keeps me going, but I feel like it's not gonna hold for much longer.",5.3222727272727255,4.043470805194808,6.705811688311687,81.2715746753247,68.22077922077922,10.557142857142855,30.288961038961038,9.827888789773867,2.4608077922077927,560,17,127,11,8,193,94,154,0.126,0.715,0.158,0.6379,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,8,9,0,0,8,0,14,0,0,3,3,28,34,12,1,4,5,0,4,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,11,2,0,2,9,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,5,6,17,6,23,26,5,13,0,3,2,0,9,4,0,3,9,91,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324759571514345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756339032193007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316872994697107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047406840341735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318299997407715,0.0,0.1966312304963848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678067439756033,0.0,0.0,0.12513760110678582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831899141337767,0.1353514061527274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29275512707809953,0.0,0.09898586717975222,0.0,0.10767539442386996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817811997857486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684021768780113,0.0,0.0,0.2082462829554292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256136854420648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107347860436436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785521540480786,0.2809667540898695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283840846565773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137395352828667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917452558521112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139934428287848,0.18614506177895834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972362091531996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632566347512936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200705979007233
lonely,pengu228,2019/09/17,"I turned 23, and everything is worse now It was my birthday. And I had a blast. 4 days of fun with my most valued love circles. Friday was sushi in Chicago with old friends. Saturday KBBQ with great friends. Sunday board games with my favorite people. Monday (my actual birthday. ) breakfast with my mother. 40k with my boys and then a chill heart to heart night chill with my best friend, the only man in my life who I know is ride or die, will be the godfather of my first child and my best man and is my brother by right and not family. How with all this feel just so lonely. Am i broken? Why cant I feel right what is wrong with me. If this isnt enough then what is why cant I just be happy.",1.0238694638694632,3.1759147902097915,2.2384895104895115,95.99363170163171,82.91608391608392,5.2119347319347336,17.924941724941725,6.42735559955562,-0.2601175757575751,537,12,120,5,15,171,88,143,0.11599999999999999,0.674,0.21,0.9529,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,5,11,0,0,4,0,15,5,2,1,1,26,20,12,1,1,5,2,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,6,15,1,0,3,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,2,18,9,15,14,5,15,0,1,0,1,12,4,0,3,10,80,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.1563699259317206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363214087721248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334075117553423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630254602494368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655694851320035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440122752631728,0.0,0.15105885256440174,0.0,0.16204307466991685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629901689084722,0.0,0.0,0.37140023132672456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666381089667055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705771515278694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797674306888659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806303802374729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318138289389752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462174711139406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037323186179233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814363526999598,0.0,0.0,0.12186880610289852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108938797959886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736860700820704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429376930083004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891811348511669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329699739344264,0.0,0.1751959415599571,0.0,0.0
lonely,typical12345,2019/09/17,"Yanno it really hits you hard when you realize that nobody actively seeks your company Title lol, it’s 1:30AM and I’m still very drunk",4.996923076923078,6.799544076923077,6.272307692307695,73.24769230769233,69.76923076923077,11.353846153846154,24.538461538461537,11.20814326018867,3.3824461538461543,110,3,19,4,2,37,24,26,0.14800000000000002,0.679,0.17300000000000001,0.1885,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5630281185884244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40264432738002215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5019347911140928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5185926617073563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chave_perez,2019/09/17,Just another post I'm a 21 year old college student. I should be having fun going out with friends and trying drinks right? Instead on my 21st birthday I went to an upscale restaurant where I sat alone eating and drinking a beer for the first time. No one to celebrate this occasion with. I live alone in my 1 bedroom apartment and I've begged my parents for an animal so I can have some sort of living presence around me. I'm on depression medication but does it even work? I feel like my emotions are numbed but all I know is that I'm alone. Every time time I hear my family say why dont you make friends or hang out with people I just want to crawl into a hole and never come out. It seems like no one knows how I feel. I want to succeed in school and be happy but I feel isolated and all I do is sleep and get by on the bare minimum. I've tried planning my days but it always ends up with me sitting on my couch doing nothing. I wish I had a friend. I wish I could open up and let all my feelings out. I'm 21 but feel like I'm 100. Why do I feel so drained mentally and physically...,1.7060434782608702,3.33070860434783,3.41413043478261,91.06771739130436,78.17391304347827,6.513043478260869,24.108695652173914,7.365786028017652,0.9072782608695658,849,29,190,11,20,283,134,230,0.13,0.733,0.138,0.6036,1,3,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,4,9,11,0,0,8,0,16,7,1,2,4,52,41,18,0,6,8,1,6,3,3,1,2,2,2,0,5,21,4,0,9,3,0,4,4,2,0,3,3,8,29,9,26,33,4,33,0,1,0,0,7,18,0,4,12,117,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33867164816043044,0.0,0.0,0.09069626749644824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429541875981962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970326125921248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389336780164036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870271850613225,0.0,0.0,0.07029562278278016,0.0,0.09388105966497798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538614621712332,0.0,0.12774653422330914,0.2135559132526554,0.0,0.11153364089325038,0.0,0.1226097013115994,0.09654115285208582,0.0,0.0,0.0719931034342097,0.0,0.09183673098145342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027549732034536,0.0,0.3306803576125485,0.1557384462692984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092714869671773,0.0,0.0,0.25263809548310795,0.0,0.05694770965215831,0.0,0.0619468947743528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160319328315764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285029295752414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980648546879433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145931436986944,0.0,0.15975486474113906,0.0,0.1924970084737869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275797392087763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980547047903493,0.10984580058056248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406708926284563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458790431775772,0.0,0.1143765786856726,0.0,0.14772168563627833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103098111230592,0.0,0.0,0.07556648876413997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439133519487938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308492789408687,0.0,0.08668073118533884,0.0,0.11031325449334893,0.0,0.09922899825224547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907816008045808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067535351878226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480069323958116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285813899242196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104357474065244,0.19671008522924852,0.0,0.25068795799717264,0.0,0.0,0.07935289194364302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701920669525618
lonely,millie523,2019/09/17,"Lonely and isolated I’m 34 F single, no kids. I live with my cats in a city a few hours from my family and best (only) friend. I feel so alone. I’ve had no luck with dating- men just try to use me or theres no connection and it goes nowhere. I’ve tried making friends and they try to use me too. I’m so alone I can’t live like this but I don’t know how to change. And it’s hard to explain to people how isolated I am, I feel judged like they think I’m some weirdo. I’m a kind person and I just wish I could make a new friend and/or find a husband. I never thought I’d be such a loner. I’m an introvert so I like some alone time but not all the time. I can’t sleep right now as all this is on my mind and giving me anxiety. I hope my life won’t always be so lonely.",-2.054412878787879,-0.2247936761363647,0.8131818181818211,102.29393939393944,96.5568181818182,4.296969696969697,13.583333333333332,5.985473137389443,-1.0769916666666668,587,11,156,6,24,202,101,176,0.17300000000000001,0.631,0.196,0.8539,0,7,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,12,12,0,0,8,0,10,2,1,6,3,38,28,17,0,3,6,1,3,3,3,1,1,0,0,3,4,9,0,0,7,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,3,21,10,11,22,7,10,0,2,0,0,11,3,0,5,10,88,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330599100354932,0.0,0.0,0.11597344405977922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662358874380708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462683380235308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744316689843875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112817832198506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139292790788235,0.0,0.14094714521281526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738872828881656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32304868593436625,0.0,0.0,0.13370382736366915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485507745184585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843354339036787,0.13725899728191548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514046701138233,0.07659836024155063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844661885507287,0.2042787689147145,0.0,0.2461461938859151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607144596653247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073178413411985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749670458351436,0.13461188872071428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600305101398184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662697484022832,0.12169926553345432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902782745007914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947839580862614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893076272430583,0.0,0.11065035602024773,0.16254456076526774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28388500709807113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24075523191977705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027752120220334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,onegirltwofaces,2019/09/17,"Just wish I could connect better. Basically just feel unappreciated and venting here. 

I have a few people in my life but none understand me or take the time to try too. Any time I try to talk it’s like I’m getting ignored and everyone else continues talking among each other like I’m not there or if I open up all I get is “that sucks”... it just makes you feel so alone when no one around you seems like they really give a shit if you’re there, you know? Why waste my time leaving the house to not even feel welcome. I just wish I had friends that actually cared about me or at least showed it once in a while. 

I struggle hard with connecting deeply with people. I don’t know what I do or why it happens but I feel myself shut down or get awkward when I meet someone new. It’s like my anxiety refuses for me to make new friends. But I did make a friend recently, he’s the most caring person in the world, always checking in on how I’m doing and asking the right questions. The friendship was so easy and made me so happy. Even my boyfriend thinks he’s cool and loves that I made a friend that really cares about my wellbeing... but that friendship isn’t going to last very long since his SO refuses to get to know me. (This really feds my anxiety and struggle for making connections). 
Oh well, I guess I just feel even more lonely now that Im losing that friendship too and can’t connect with people the way I wish I could.",3.391469015413655,4.733842920415229,4.313804655552062,87.53204073608053,73.08304498269895,7.607486631016044,25.247090279962247,8.150884317080207,1.3374553633217996,1120,35,238,17,22,362,153,289,0.128,0.622,0.25,0.9938,1,3,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,1,2,25,25,2,3,12,1,12,4,1,7,1,61,51,26,0,7,18,0,6,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,15,13,1,3,12,1,1,1,7,8,1,1,6,7,35,17,24,43,7,29,0,2,0,1,22,14,2,11,17,150,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.08648351229171795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917869642421606,0.0,0.0,0.07374164716897527,0.0,0.0,0.06026685205153207,0.0,0.13559309417392004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889348568762815,0.08285077965717133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838006667468292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710719430470822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151691468786132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403335721105005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560447122875042,0.0,0.0,0.08468331749963477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240529014211275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738804262154345,0.0,0.18520797065502875,0.08501550111343688,0.05036663783151662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762850625825124,0.0,0.07836925123338187,0.09434110231201544,0.07938902861213024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225933685727123,0.0,0.0,0.09572832264019446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611506885342498,0.07223978077052147,0.0,0.0938392302820182,0.0,0.0,0.06259722552386526,0.17318738237645456,0.0,0.0,0.0784287913831145,0.0,0.0991467527866361,0.0,0.0,0.07998594723015579,0.1677149323753987,0.2366268420831308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118578280171792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943808736463911,0.06005341080780036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432061779593406,0.07738240743342555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927832737624284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032297839951097,0.0,0.08750477218703794,0.0,0.0,0.07568377507689683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067928240083863,0.0,0.0,0.0909704971495482,0.07331007189413148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509019590794075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852965354595641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663365805143445,0.1424640298863708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056786203005761676,0.0,0.0,0.15503079708933226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033874478596075,0.0,0.0,0.09225993335649416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312346630492521,0.0,0.07034501431488507,0.0,0.0,0.0796829489816806,0.0,0.15993740536370316,0.0,0.30573710680313826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,1supercomputertyler,2019/09/17,Why shouldn't I kill myself if no one will ever love me I am 19 and my freinds have drifted apart and no girl has ever been interested in me. I think I have come to except that there is something wrong with my personally and no one can ever love me. Why shouldn't I just stop the pain now instead of keeping myself alive for the hope that someday thing's will get better but knowing full well that they keep getting the worse. I feel like everyone hates me and by being alive I drag the rest of the world down.,7.2371428571428575,5.469703190476191,6.984761904761907,82.38857142857145,64.71428571428572,9.542857142857144,31.47619047619048,7.554174236665415,1.8383904761904764,405,11,87,3,5,128,72,105,0.16,0.627,0.213,0.6718,0,0,1,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,1,1,8,11,2,0,5,0,12,3,0,0,3,22,24,6,1,4,4,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,4,6,0,3,3,0,0,2,5,4,1,2,1,1,16,7,9,18,2,12,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,2,6,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172599768675574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477789953666959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655425506715751,0.0,0.1639276589082892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674310049729342,0.12255855588367225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926027189927302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937453347746173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703923090939667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049710112733826,0.18979961590255315,0.0,0.0942818565119344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381285412427703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096692350310425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324995131000371,0.0,0.18254606383885533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979475610770154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207102127590628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342722826076798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397317458731206,0.10992518469845627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424808176099009,0.0,0.3096024719774469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482867298907606,0.0,0.1875678944800302,0.0,0.0
lonely,cravingserotonin,2019/09/17,"How to be alone? I have some serious problems with loneliness. I just got out of an over two year relationship and haven’t really been single since middle school. I just graduated high school this past May. I have been in relationships throughout basically my whole high school career. And not crazy, a new significant other every day. I had three different boyfriends. The shortest relationship lasted 6 months, and the longest was the over two year on I got out about 2 weeks ago. 

I really struggle with loneliness. 

I broke up my significant other about two weeks ago because I felt they didn’t respect me like they used to. I felt they thought I wasn’t as intelligent as them. XYZ. 

They want me back, and one of my friends who I’ve known for about three or four years really wants to be with me as well.

It’s so tempting. But I think part of the reason it’s so tempting is because I hate feeling lonely. I always feel lonely, which is dumb because I have a few really close friends that I know care for me immensely.

I think I need to be on my own for a while and figure myself out, I guess I just don’t know where to start. I just want to make the best decisions for myself so I can grow.",2.170127659574465,4.6460789489361725,3.390893617021277,87.49400000000001,80.78723404255321,6.823829787234043,22.16595744680852,7.9765259561132025,1.176807659574468,943,30,191,18,25,305,129,235,0.135,0.738,0.128,-0.1879,1,6,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,5,1,14,15,2,1,9,0,18,0,0,4,0,43,39,15,0,5,7,0,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,0,13,0,0,1,5,8,1,7,11,4,37,7,31,24,7,30,0,3,0,0,11,14,1,4,16,137,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662924382478646,0.0,0.0,0.10902694234969047,0.0,0.0,0.08759224559875073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094536745264487,0.0,0.1925130262602312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047332681500938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732876703944008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788979993633745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998370550553448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869367744851114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645434444078368,0.0,0.20214950755649091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266114521948125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838648059946928,0.0,0.11596567782133455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393134913865196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244496821067505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570618493111362,0.08580828964603879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051429118802303685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026787867752758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840247159597354,0.0,0.0,0.07805563380733947,0.0,0.10166946159897422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133300259032738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399607469505033,0.10049117729906004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100728221487091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697520822644425,0.1082340703038744,0.0,0.3390585486258355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31961356118951545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870796092674542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450994399332365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005002102394253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490425644828494,0.0,0.0835718317990012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308497566913313,0.0,0.0,0.0909186218210059,0.0,0.0,0.1862711608189174,0.0,0.1688808931571419,0.0,0.09464947835030957,0.0,0.0,0.1175290854000579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336936471504252
lonely,Boopity_Snoopins,2019/09/17,"Getting more lonely as time goes I cant leave thole house much due to rather severe social anxiety issues, and am the live-in carer for my near-blind-and-deaf 96 year old great grandmother. This limits my ability to communicate quite severely as it is.

On top of this, being 23 my friends are at the point where they're off to university or settling down with girlfriends or getting swept up in work. My communication with them all has dwindled as of late since they're busy, or are talking to other people. It saddens me, but i don't have any negative feelings towards then for it. They're just getting on with their lives. If anything I'm a little envious.

All in all I lack the courage to speak to strangers, have panic attacks in public, am terrifyingly close to losing contact with the two people who have been my main sources of social interaction for about 6 years (we've been reduced to the odd three or four message conversation or happy birthday/new year messages this year), and even if i was able to walk around and speak to strangers, i can't exactly leave my nan alone. Wouldn't dream of it.

Trying not to be too negative but I'm lonely as fuck and don't see that changing. I'm seeing a psychologist and have an appointment scheduled for a sort of interview to put me on the airing list for a psychiatrist in order to help me with my anxiety and depression, but i can honestly see myself offing myself once nan passes, or a while later so my family has a recovery period between.

Sorry. Just needed to say something to nobody. It's like 4:50AM and I'm just sitting here stewing in my own thoughts.",5.866511254019294,6.666663327974278,6.448133440514472,76.52892041800644,66.84565916398714,9.306816720257236,31.948713826366557,9.3871,2.874220450160773,1289,51,235,24,20,421,187,311,0.15,0.737,0.113,-0.8876,0,5,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,5,11,14,3,1,13,0,22,1,0,0,4,41,36,25,0,6,16,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,11,14,0,1,2,1,0,3,8,8,0,3,4,7,22,6,51,29,8,38,0,4,3,1,19,20,1,9,14,162,33,2,0.11909168840501025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334307301357332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809864319434143,0.0,0.18220963132309448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800231228784513,0.10601685158462497,0.0,0.13548398819505458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598321533814638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257349671647488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865893701104587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226904493940006,0.0,0.06021633596243351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920099430420048,0.11009834691253127,0.1866614755903372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312990068971171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677531680808096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982464839282667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741581886322438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430078170281343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434061178967646,0.2522018050771528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818218340114983,0.1193611582909454,0.21032028544499967,0.0,0.0,0.1332331368510777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875460938429753,0.08830497794701063,0.0,0.11501949476884113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496669360276785,0.12682876141909133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972843660556686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512636339607864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125801393782579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972004019208878,0.0,0.12666866990441122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470649061003096,0.0,0.0,0.2847019704177521,0.0,0.0,0.2690794195925393,0.0,0.09851387530817544,0.0,0.0,0.2427979575178889,0.0,0.09168260002765087,0.0,0.13331339498927222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572138802696767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454549792289517,0.06944332121895024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085543904326391,0.0,0.11633527487256155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670016753401077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30676457103379123
lonely,dslkfaj,2019/09/17,How do I make friends? I am too anxious and uncomfortable around people to make any friends. Does anyone have any advice?,3.003484848484849,6.089364499999999,2.824545454545458,87.87348484848488,85.81818181818181,4.751515151515153,25.51515151515152,6.42735559955562,1.0620424242424251,97,4,17,1,3,29,18,22,0.16899999999999998,0.589,0.242,0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29764309068859923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142650543317904,0.0,0.0,0.34410146768459554,0.0,0.2129773172972501,0.0,0.0,0.2711508318608019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26654989702779786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470652961720715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066341125139129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21116525405046613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SadCanadianGuy,2019/09/17,"Anyone know any good self-help books? Ones about how to get out of your shell and approach people, make friends, etc. Idk how to do it by myself",1.5936781609195378,3.84683296551724,1.6075862068965527,100.75436781609196,81.41379310344827,3.8666666666666663,16.563218390804597,3.1291,-1.1832160919540229,112,2,25,0,3,33,27,29,0.043,0.772,0.185,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,6,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,15,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25714763450736816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644037327022508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217251835445793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921494210405602,0.0,0.19756213376271728,0.0,0.0,0.3171652345273173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25345874632358056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781542446922555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524108636477172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562369197601471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26215412090122725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944816724315552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Anxiety-Mess,2019/09/17,"There’s this person I like, and we started talking but I get left on read for a day or longer. Leaves such an empty feeling. I started talking to this person on IG and we’re only down to how are you type conversations and introductions and the basics ect... he’s very busy and waiting for a response sucks. I feel like I’m on the verge on not being lonely, dangling off the cliff trying to get back up.

It’s been a day or so, and no response, last time it was 4 days, but I just can’t wait this long. I feel like he’s stringing me on at times even if unintentional.",1.3942169595110805,3.204862890756304,3.2055614973262045,91.34866310160429,79.75630252100841,5.335676088617267,21.742551566080976,6.1124844417494595,0.14556470588235282,440,13,98,3,11,147,78,119,0.075,0.815,0.11,0.4584,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,0,7,5,1,0,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,20,16,13,0,1,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,3,9,3,14,13,0,21,0,1,0,0,9,11,1,3,13,60,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578248804996666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668082903097756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522196091023272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287586177282808,0.27088530290649426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981051942984109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454060378723974,0.0,0.2007477203285018,0.20598935602629215,0.0,0.0,0.2778713025771374,0.0,0.0,0.16778058633859955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419122466272205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310841710680194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964063027195813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268384599678668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047694353688747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22110211974857955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871870650671882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564310482845538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,truealwaystrue,2019/09/17,I'm bad I'm bad at love. But you can't blame me for trying. I Believe I believe one day. I won't be bad At LOVE .,-4.887241379310347,-3.8707666206896536,-0.3073103448275845,107.59627586206898,111.75862068965515,2.32,12.696551724137931,3.1291,-1.942481379310345,84,2,26,0,5,32,18,29,0.27899999999999997,0.425,0.297,0.1702,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,5,2,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6272745563789984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5642786230720864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150117104208295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520304188029117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969211078967447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700197818727157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SleepingSaints,2019/09/17,Getting drunk alone again! Don't really know why I'm posting this other than. I'm sinking and hope someone can find comfort in knowing you are not alone. In how you feel if nothing else!,2.1622972972972967,4.678890027027029,3.006689189189192,89.98138513513516,81.16216216216216,4.781081081081081,28.16891891891892,5.985473137389443,1.1737621621621621,149,7,28,1,4,47,32,37,0.16899999999999998,0.701,0.13,0.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,10,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5899618537316952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379251619161281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401028092359275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603144110463857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488033167286856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828841044321149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31305214050321345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732862681790914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727726366804866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245884351030667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413215838473953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569999153160433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dannydevitOwO,2019/09/17,"Bruh I’m still lonely but this kinda changed my perspective... the irony of loneliness
is that we all feel it
at the same time

together - rupi kaur",1.5828571428571436,4.33182442857143,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,90.42857142857142,7.085714285714286,21.285714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.5354,116,4,23,3,4,36,27,28,0.22,0.78,0.0,-0.6956,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6897062885482695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296596731171886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5206704833713837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38017362244512604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wubdubhub,2019/09/17,"I just broke off an off and on toxic fwb with a girl and I’ve never felt more alone Yesterday I told her I was done with the lies and manipulative behavior. She responded with the same bs response she always did. I truly liked this girl and we got along so fucking well. I knew she was toxic for me months ago but I held on to the relationship cause I truly thought she could change. 

I already had relationship issues prior to this but this definitely fucked me up. My trust issues went from bad to horrible. Everyone I used to consider good friends feel so distance.

Today I went to school and could not utter a single word almost the entire day. I feel so fucking empty. I thought this would make me feel good about myself, that I finally stood up for myself. It doesn’t. 

As of right now I sit in my bed feeling so unmotivated to do anything. My mind is so foggy. I don’t wanna wake up at 6 am to drive to school. I don’t wanna face the reality that I’m a fucking loser. I don’t wanna see the same shitty faces again. I don’t want to die, but I don’t want to exist. I have zero people to go to and it’s that empty hopeless feeling.",1.1439743589743578,3.3765700982906,3.440741880341882,87.06536923076925,83.05982905982907,5.966222222222222,20.47111111111111,7.24861992348623,0.6348210598290587,889,26,184,13,25,305,132,234,0.18600000000000005,0.6609999999999999,0.153,-0.9503,0,1,0,0,0,2,20.0,1,0,0,1,10,14,4,0,10,0,18,7,3,4,1,44,44,15,1,8,5,0,6,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,9,11,0,1,9,0,0,4,8,8,1,1,15,7,34,6,34,26,4,25,0,3,1,4,13,10,4,1,11,130,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598654920744728,0.0,0.1197263882491175,0.12383256936015405,0.13194219233983104,0.0,0.0994870863545752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839124190220687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983120699092107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282548476070937,0.12648318928992014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092474948278207,0.0,0.0,0.07710909045306595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408887992531326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223558038464655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424882470516083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022765453095938,0.0,0.1148004904848238,0.13097686042493667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923750914842137,0.4421411222333986,0.0,0.0,0.06795115433008493,0.20056974578775874,0.0956265033612823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24958815757802855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841308381181025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981010723218293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072587198296635,0.0,0.09543509377414652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221536894446103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289083995087711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25673465252405503,0.0,0.10210726985067037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420109355936575,0.09527727726509383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189841417814178,0.0,0.0,0.1133329882548878,0.11424882470516083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326517739687203,0.0,0.0,0.14104425899867484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750267631210317,0.2216746316752655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493505735186642,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IhopeIlostit,2019/09/17,Some1 to be with I'm 32 I don't have any friends. Friends from the past have gone their separate ways and it's hard for me to make new friends out in public I guess my expectations are too high. I'm really just looking for someone that I can type or talk to most days kind of going through a rough spot in the life and I just want to talk to somebody who can help me take my mind off of it. Like I said I'm 32 I have five boys.a listen to all music but Love reggae and rap the most.I need someone who is open-minded about drug use I don't do it but I don't judge people who do I am 420 friendly though. I'm not looking for anyone who's trying to talk about sex or wants to 21000 question themselves with me. If you got some problems maybe we can talk about it in the future but right now I just want someone to bullshit with. I've never lived alone. My kids are gone at their dads. And I don't know where to go to make friends lol I'm talk to people but it never gets deeper then that. And I don't want to go to bars anymore. So tips on what to do or a pen pal would be nice lol,-0.1057499999999969,1.7456649250000034,1.5765000000000031,100.8585,85.16666666666666,4.34,17.516666666666666,5.108053359733372,-0.8760883333333336,842,19,211,3,25,273,129,240,0.069,0.795,0.136,0.9346,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,2,0,11,10,0,0,6,2,21,5,0,3,3,42,49,16,0,9,12,1,2,1,6,1,2,2,0,1,12,10,1,0,2,2,0,5,8,1,0,1,4,6,22,9,35,42,3,24,0,0,2,2,27,10,0,8,9,125,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113367463777252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443649785491849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085548260071192,0.07653691981195182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059259178746903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693875378287214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228423060212561,0.0,0.057188289420645064,0.0,0.18662578189911452,0.0,0.08754509586590033,0.0,0.12058244041778304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805458650698956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336867579267949,0.11565041324910302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398566056491645,0.060156308368760215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731477727502432,0.05347658695422182,0.0,0.09665511308925892,0.0,0.1838375260541289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987918496942592,0.0,0.14613069061642925,0.0,0.10996720015384877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104662755079693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116314231652967,0.1688444736717382,0.10571707099797563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449187748331766,0.1517714498560795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473835874584836,0.0,0.0,0.12262015936161265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012282642226943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347817198659122,0.10412144819106388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27823510020968883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823002359633762,0.4398986795416296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754381378412016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431609925854782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453822462443677,0.0,0.0,0.258249182838432,0.08688418805543105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775718526643806,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kjts101,2019/09/17,I'm tired of being alone I've felt this way since middle school and I have graduated high school. I've never had a best friend. I was always the group drifter. The weird quiet kid that everyone ignored/made fun of. I just wish I had someone to talk to.,0.30909340659340856,2.7180304038461567,1.8302197802197813,95.17192307692308,91.1153846153846,4.509890109890111,17.043956043956047,6.1826913282559595,-0.3456351648351648,199,5,43,2,7,64,40,52,0.231,0.659,0.11,-0.6804,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,4,3,4,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,22,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555290958982084,0.0,0.0,0.20529207591417087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589190223400481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357529932164715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23689135817686635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061644067017725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606748404979958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028685244965934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4993907167497206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409059767917986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904635020450893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830541872392768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28357010246599385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583606514543095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837175813543785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Karma848,2019/09/17,"Hey guys... So I’m a high school girl (really).  Of course I have “friends” but I’ve never felt more lonely than before with them. I always feel like the outcast, never first choice. I wish that one day I find my true “best friend”. I always put forth a smiling face, and make people laugh. However, most of the time when I’m at school, I wish I could just cry. I wish that one day I find someone who would actually listen to what I say. Not just turn around and act like they listened. I wish I could stop the emotion that cascades down on me when I see two friends laughing. I wish that I can laugh with someone who I can call a “true best friend”.",1.768181818181816,3.603428848484853,2.5560606060606053,96.32909090909092,78.69696969696969,5.3090909090909095,20.090909090909093,5.985473137389443,-0.21625454545454528,496,12,113,3,12,155,81,132,0.125,0.515,0.359,0.9928,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,3,6,14,0,0,6,0,6,1,1,1,4,28,20,6,0,8,4,0,2,2,4,1,0,3,0,2,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,4,1,6,20,13,10,16,4,16,0,1,1,0,15,5,0,1,11,68,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.10446282350210137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781440292800087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952948839895983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108945549355264,0.0,0.22467929018449195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930736702535966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093728145238274,0.0,0.1175865455777484,0.13807343817938747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041392012809153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054126383344239706,0.07647468605394216,0.10278229410297386,0.0,0.19567877393145694,0.09105446626095898,0.0,0.0,0.330818231895088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059937588855853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131014585230541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459590781279504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145497270338337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512311283054673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507618128999605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421319067796023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761220665215156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857730743283047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851283913910695,0.0,0.2166753735395536,0.08530292067424601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814018342689493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894964221285395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624202015104171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643683497003653,0.10456975808255888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.615496152189267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604340371304022,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jumichee,2019/09/17,Husband and I splitting up My husband and I are divorcing right now due to his infidelity and other issues and me being unable to continue trusting him. I have felt alone in this relationship for a long time because of these issues but I am still fucking heartbroken. I am losing 8 years of my life. I have known him since I was 18 and we have a dog we raised from a puppy who I will never see again. He brought me a plastic flower from the other room because I was crying. He’s a good boy. We just bought our first house together and it’s beautiful and I love it and it will be lost too. All of the things we used to do on the weekends will never happen again. Our weekly D&D night with friends will never happen again and I will probably never even see those friends again (they were his friends first). I am just so fucking alone and I can’t get away from this soul crushing empty feeling.,2.490515938218864,4.678696553072626,3.5466381860006564,88.38898784094644,77.88268156424581,5.999474203089057,24.495892211633247,7.048011613610866,1.004232730857706,709,25,140,8,17,228,106,179,0.134,0.7090000000000001,0.156,0.7442,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,6,0,1,4,11,10,2,0,8,0,19,4,0,1,5,27,33,12,0,0,3,2,2,0,3,5,1,0,1,1,11,15,0,0,3,1,1,1,5,4,0,2,7,4,28,6,15,19,1,27,1,2,2,3,23,6,2,0,20,110,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27542237599975605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440670492388877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492458454096445,0.0,0.0,0.16210792782281133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605532971178758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782184031856145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723087855508474,0.0,0.12766683279948793,0.0,0.0,0.22619917995093905,0.0,0.0,0.3081842762922219,0.24584719319387965,0.06946849663384774,0.0,0.0,0.11152436758755237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351602491512117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342325436912224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27756091849153497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939168035849276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766945474161655,0.0,0.14875333578475994,0.14514652820493978,0.0,0.12000571004069435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102018741856132,0.0,0.0,0.1247782357848906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433582885689951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427541808366929,0.0,0.113551010911064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191108460989003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998966112728327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618567234432408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833574791871927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753270637797713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483869172561365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665615271754204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562481962138138
lonely,pranavnandedkar,2019/09/17,"It's natural https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=n3Xv_g3g-mA
🎥 Loneliness - YouTube",27.42,34.544197428571444,11.060714285714283,21.996785714285718,74.71428571428571,18.54285714285714,60.64285714285714,10.125756701596842,13.54591428571429,70,4,4,3,2,15,7,7,0.337,0.361,0.301,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zeaNN1,2019/09/17,"I just realized that I'm more lonely than ever before...and it's not about to get better I don't even know where to start...long rant incoming, I guess.

I have always been a shy kid in middle school, but I had many friends and a great support system. When I got to high school, I realized that I don't really get on with anyone, I kinda had a negative vibe, I guess. But when people got to know me in high school, many of them said that they actually enjoy hanging out with me (this doesn't happen anymore lmao) even though I didn't seem too friendly at first. I found my people eventually...they are the only ones whom I still talk to. Also, now I have extremely low self-esteem, which I managed to develop throughout ***the high school experience*** ™  a.k.a the best years of my life.

The last time I made friends with someone was in 9th grade. From then, I slowly isolated myself from most of my old friends and we stopped talking eventually.  Over the last few years, my social life started to go downhill and it didn't stop ever since. Now I have extreme social anxiety, a nice substance (xanax) abuse history - and major memory loss connected to that, few years of untreated depression, eating disorder and a sprinkle of insomnia. Sounds like the perfect recipe of your new best friend, right?

I also did really well in high school concerning my grades, but now I feel like I'm really suffering academically at uni. I was the bright, mature, quiet kid who was bad at everything else other than getting good grades. Fun fact: my parents did really bad in high school, and a few years ago, my psychologist (who I only visited 6-7 times, no more professional help in my life because I can't afford it) concluded that my parents try to compensate this with my studies - my grades were the most important for them, nothing else mattered. They didn't care that I'd spend my free time playing video games and studying, they just ""kept me"" so that they could tell their friends how awesome of a student I am and how well I am doing in school etc...you get the point.

**Here I am now, studying economics in a completely new country/school, 2 weeks into uni, 0 friends made, only talked to 2-3 people at orientation, skipped all of my seminars, zero social interaction last week.** Holy fuck, I can't even tell you how much I crave for some kind of social interaction and on the other hand - how much I don't want to leave my apartment at all.

I also turned 20 this weekend and celebrated by getting myself an apple pie the day before my actual birthday...and eating my birthday cake flavored ice cream at 2am today while listening to chill songs in bed. (I don't care how cringy it may sound, but I almost cried at how pathetic my life/this situation has become) I always celebrated with my family and then with my friends back at home, but now this is all I got here. I got 4 birthday wish messages from my family members, which made me a bit happier tho.

I know of a few things I might wanna do with my life, but I don't have the motivation to put in the hours to find out - ""just do it, be positive"" messages don't really help, but hey, you can always find them on r/thanksimcured. I always told myself that ""when I'd finish high school"", ""when I would move to my new place"", when ""I met my new classmates"" - I'd finally be content with my life. 

Others always said it *eventually* gets better. I don't believe them anymore. I mean c'mon, I can definitely imagine myself waking up next to my soulmate/girlfriend/wife (whatever you call it) in the morning, making pancakes in our cozy little apartment and having a corgi around:) - but we all know that won't happen.",4.3882398000322524,5.928722881766382,5.359421061119175,80.22949927431061,70.89458689458691,8.432016341450305,27.775197548782447,8.948635820820359,2.238756619900016,2861,102,537,55,53,939,329,702,0.10400000000000001,0.6990000000000001,0.19699999999999998,0.9978,3,2,0,0,1,0,131.0,3,4,9,9,40,37,1,0,26,0,45,12,2,12,8,89,88,40,0,5,12,2,2,2,8,4,7,7,2,2,29,26,2,3,15,5,2,5,17,8,2,3,25,12,93,30,73,56,19,96,1,5,2,1,55,44,1,10,48,350,122,17,0.0,0.0559593872004668,0.09217860970111044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04186621634713576,0.0,0.04729365103762164,0.0,0.0,0.11330855150328048,0.1964941736575642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036130536835344916,0.0,0.09367820177792903,0.03302405467047125,0.0,0.0,0.04204438298383288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036316669313116,0.07886953469721822,0.028790743407892568,0.05216141447659516,0.0401889355673885,0.05321161840780087,0.0991291633880746,0.0835415373739915,0.05156252239219452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04822673169600844,0.0,0.0963075087066875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04951936732038993,0.0,0.0,0.037709015566794166,0.0,0.051879529614164914,0.03045920343080744,0.0,0.04067881016534386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412924650259135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096655402509026,0.07890858914472876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267352081210672,0.09358417336569597,0.0854438065747244,0.0,0.0,0.04244694507129648,0.046199639719478186,0.0890477815952391,0.0,0.023880719463422267,0.033740856323108484,0.0,0.05173774989396201,0.08633405035551596,0.04017349821509959,0.0,0.05178485031773899,0.29191595304003365,0.04366303086997803,0.1480531906153242,0.0,0.026841686511112947,0.03961397192678058,0.15109539496025928,0.05207083259752168,0.10405752189765732,0.0,0.08353000971610601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331404938768305,0.2994041761166798,0.04737516865529043,0.0,0.04651167078227612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918239060827426,0.10382467552781974,0.11549535362437008,0.0,0.0500093575850708,0.0,0.0,0.2001581018289426,0.046148022039702065,0.04733649582653903,0.0,0.04179673534678037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406945048958627,0.03152614403484977,0.0957668614425043,0.0,0.05144691171229211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05010317262656725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019762108274253,0.06943842310454798,0.0,0.0,0.18245867959238454,0.050229246143641146,0.0,0.0,0.04531810271971553,0.0,0.04955955065185174,0.0,0.03200401885506444,0.10776078308118482,0.0,0.0,0.1048858272874708,0.0,0.0,0.09822923374323934,0.0,0.049344909886441184,0.0,0.04464726527569523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047478821955565735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128254828562954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04033384502231875,0.0898523851202432,0.0,0.0,0.4301901532474073,0.0,0.042996080329780736,0.049270803342057766,0.0,0.0,0.03906883708362426,0.053088081727514315,0.0,0.1925786355846651,0.0400175113010578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685874885001616,0.0,0.03771764264856384,0.07897216912643103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053595623179331364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388416004989806,0.08256155477757478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031377266815130415,0.0,0.046402870596357136,0.0,0.0826199292666686,0.0,0.04476816578167382,0.04512993439526152,0.0,0.03206581778885759,0.051372273913885234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02785725880272857,0.0,0.07576951891261313,0.0,0.08493021686307282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543117423817751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033550573286329474,0.0,0.0,0.12165733010964465
lonely,ijustwanttobehappy7,2019/09/17,Is anyone else reading books to cope with how lonely they feel? Share your favorites so far!,3.3223529411764723,6.312985058823532,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,80.76470588235293,3.4000000000000004,20.264705882352946,3.1291,-0.4285058823529409,74,2,13,0,2,21,17,17,0.115,0.642,0.243,0.4199,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741353337546301,0.5482453022906573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44698465452468905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705488782616736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.535217585327063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,XandorEnchanter,2019/09/17,"I need some one to give my everything I hate coming to a lonely home, I hate having no one to do nothing with, I hate how I look for the things I want in people I can’t ask, I HATE being so hungry for attention that I’m willing to do anything for it

I so greatly miss having someone to give my life meaning, I know I shouldn’t need some one to get that, but I do. I cant do things for myself so I do them for others, and I don’t have someone to give the way I want to, I just want to feel loved by somebody who I can call mine",1.927,2.0222090333333327,4.125000000000004,92.20500000000004,75.33333333333334,6.666666666666668,23.333333333333336,5.985473137389443,0.28408333333333324,404,10,101,2,8,141,63,120,0.135,0.779,0.086,-0.511,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,4,0,3,0,15,2,0,1,0,18,37,6,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,6,0,3,0,2,23,2,17,34,2,3,0,2,1,1,8,1,0,2,0,78,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159028026283972,0.0,0.13167034479919204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381770869590774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132483508476748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658171446853764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121507583984626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358529834183478,0.4053318649939853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552812635379885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5562180820277401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127824891874186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740430677859401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948244666260908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827368276060347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271174187432404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534206590772333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208868427512944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514383965884025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286319091026665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097643656862035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386737222546253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871412994327248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24922073240278836,0.11179559598680608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fighterbear12,2019/10/28,"People who only talk about themselves? Some people complain about people who only talk about themselves. Well, there are two reasons people do that: narcissism, or: maybe they never had a real friend, don’t know how to truly take an interest in someone, yearn dearly to finally have someone care about them, maybe they never got to know anyone properly so while they do care and love people they don’t know how to go about being with them, which is quite a conundrum because that’s what’s stopping them taking the action required to go out in the world and learn how to be with people.",7.962507645259942,7.924024348623853,7.192247706422019,75.85454892966364,62.39449541284404,9.101529051987768,31.01070336391437,8.344100000000001,2.3759529051987758,470,14,78,5,6,145,66,109,0.055999999999999994,0.768,0.177,0.94,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,7,2,11,9,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,4,2,21,21,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,5,0,0,3,4,2,1,1,2,0,7,7,16,17,1,12,0,1,0,1,14,4,0,2,5,58,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969876412051046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455491972552104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828434664672993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194749323019516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716521637789904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766155226284145,0.0,0.11093721001537514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286903549278393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251891047572468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787010341951575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213959841500991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109868956582998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5769746794090868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475327010300377,0.0,0.1578797169651361,0.0,0.14261460593954162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350531493916539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596583885369753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858183936126756,0.2229759723950659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549725705632576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471487046005862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway7382772,2019/10/28,"I Can’t Believe I’m Actually Posting This🤦🏻‍♀️ So, I’m not one to post, especially not a post where I’m asking for help but I’ve convinced myself that maybe I should. Lately, I’ve been going through a very tough time and I have cut off all my friends and family, for various reasons. Right now, I just want someone to distract me with a really good conversation. I’m not big on small talk. But if you have decent conversation skills, please use them to help me escape myself for a bit.",1.1148694869486917,3.390112386138618,3.4126912691269133,86.9491179117912,83.55445544554456,6.445004500450046,22.05310531053105,7.686295010490155,1.0482198019801985,385,13,81,7,11,132,71,101,0.075,0.693,0.233,0.9451,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,4,6,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,2,1,15,13,6,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,11,3,10,11,3,13,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,3,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.1896630571033724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169627639743566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897223777546346,0.0,0.0,0.21218600845846552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322118917164587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501586763196492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110456782501173,0.1630162798940515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605449616434649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924161427967054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952563518188951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170040371247582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21334411599498812,0.0,0.0,0.5584169012165778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450919226175047,0.19982995579661228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597864464372494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467689316724302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621569198284554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333032983964958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786086052729882,0.0,0.16036374793158922,0.11463598516352293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Theta981,2019/10/28,"I've started to develop characters in my head because I'm incapable of making new friends and I need someone to vent to/talk off anxious situations. As the title says this is now my go to method of dealing with mental disturbances. Is this too much? I just feel like such a burden on people whenever I talk about my stresses. It's kind of funny because me making this post is another way of shifting my social life to people who aren't really ""around"". I do sort of have friends and family but they burn me out and I don't feel comfortable around them.",3.681610601427117,5.545331513761468,5.047094801223242,80.44864424057086,73.3119266055046,8.514169215086646,28.624872579001018,9.150863307647796,2.6070419979612645,441,18,82,10,9,147,76,109,0.11699999999999999,0.812,0.071,-0.5926,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,7,8,0,2,2,0,7,2,1,2,0,15,15,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,13,5,18,15,1,12,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,4,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294131075531905,0.0,0.19709530178706372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106209072284675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127039619199649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986530826667116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446966718736009,0.0,0.1764290546932059,0.1246375218037971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695817839764257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915223418583684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905097917207374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816779996067659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232294834784893,0.08523457508154868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23291290694611702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581924942594435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282515311827902,0.12936326608791776,0.0,0.16849896634375602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24190352778249316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708882909979586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176646929123946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387412264843114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610548352630647,0.0,0.17784465561407747,0.14782326179147134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348691876354795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998485724921438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28045602133705394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384818529378002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,avikwatching,2019/10/28,New to third shift Just started third shift and now i feel lonrly.. My family is always doing something when i get home. I have no friends i can talk to during the day when im off work in the morning.. My wife goes to work and my son goes to school.. Anyone out there dealing with the same thing?,2.351803278688521,3.8475481147540975,3.289311475409839,93.20937704918032,76.04918032786884,6.191475409836067,20.39672131147541,6.742157984588678,0.12844655737704924,229,5,51,2,5,73,44,61,0.037000000000000005,0.9109999999999999,0.052000000000000005,0.2263,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,7,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,7,1,8,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,34,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22984818698978604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314870644173904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814758970729033,0.2847843444570534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604081176319936,0.0,0.13967182768088154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341711852923026,0.0,0.14432046850529892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770844656882949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298379304601147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667877876747252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27956278958483105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265784620947456,0.0,0.0,0.19551931135580106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220258174163596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835170925403892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022021820546695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JARBO1,2019/10/28,"Always a girl I know I’m not alone, I have great friends who love and accept me for me. But I feel so alone. The girl I like is playing with my head I feel, we make plans and she cancels, she will talk to me all day everyday but as soon as we are going to go out she’s always got an excuse. The few times we did go on dates it was great and she told me how much fun she had. But she says one thing and does another. It makes me feel shitty about myself and get in my head. I don’t understand how people can be okay with playing with someone’s emotions",-0.5262573789846527,1.476837371900828,1.4336068476977566,100.17820247933884,88.50413223140495,4.448878394332938,16.08087367178276,5.773587663045528,-0.8230547815820546,426,9,105,3,14,140,80,121,0.099,0.727,0.174,0.593,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,4,1,10,3,2,4,1,27,25,13,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,4,12,0,0,6,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,4,23,10,12,18,3,11,0,0,0,1,18,3,0,0,6,70,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462366692964709,0.0,0.0,0.2781665404780198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527271025872498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779875919921167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627522738897064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802271242433735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535501559772545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914067828323042,0.0,0.08732965434717564,0.0,0.28498780415763714,0.0,0.13368616266041825,0.36856979252486655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343090910023508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186198205728187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166168111845927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508605725668595,0.0,0.22314957887934125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287543678586793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326604550907868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588166379843105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292542121909892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416267524623216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434988184235214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104789517616068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746726612319916,0.0,0.0,0.15972022845582512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401039623987338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LocusApp,2019/10/28,"Working on an app to discover new people/events through similar interests  Hey everyone,

I'm working on a social group platform, designed to help users discover people who have similar interests and experiences, and to see what's going on around you. This way they can meet up in real life and coordinate social interactions. You can think of it as similar Meetup but free, more secure, wide demographic, and many other features. It will be free to use, unlike Meetup.

Features a live map with events and people, a securely encrypted chat, and a discovery feed to meet new people.

For instance, let's say you moved to a new city for work, you don't know anyone there, and are looking to meet people and find fun things to do. You fire up the app and connect with people who have interests in common, and events curated to you.

Or, let's say you want to find something to do tonight, you open the app and see what events are happening -- curated to your specific interests. You can also post your own events and have people join you.

This is perfect for a sub like this, where the whole point is to be more social. The purpose of the app is **to create a great social environment through meaningful real-life interactions**.

Here's a look:

pic: [https://i.imgur.com/LCA8THk.png](https://i.imgur.com/LCA8THk.png)

showcase video: [https://youtu.be/J6iaks2B7ec](https://youtu.be/J6iaks2B7ec)

**follow us on our new sub for updates**: [https://www.reddit.com/r/LocusApp/](https://www.reddit.com/r/LocusApp/)

I just finished the design stage, next is the development phase (app needs to be programmed). Wanted to see if this is something people would be interested in using before I build it.

If this is a project you're interested in, definitely sign up to the mailing list on the website to stay updated. I'm not here to shill or to ask for money, however any type help would be appreciated; donations, feedback, suggestions, or if you have a skill that might come in handy.

**I'll read the replies, so let me know your thoughts and if this is something that you would use. Thanks!**

Frequently Asked Questions:

*What is this?*  
Locus is an affinity group platform centered around the idea of building a community through the connection of users that share similar interests/experiences. It allows users to form groups, and create/discover events that they are interested in.

*What makes it better than apps like Meetup?*  
In terms of cost, the platform will be **free** to use. Locus will reach a broad audience with free user-event creation and an engaging interface, unlike Meetup.com. We intend to maintain user-friendly privacy practices and promote a policy of not selling user data and be a platform that users can rely on. Messaging uses strong end-to-end encryption, and the company will follow user-friendly privacy protection policy. It does not sell your data as a monetization method.

*What about meeting up with people from online? How do you ensure safety?*  
Great question. Based on our research we know that a lot of people might feel anxious or worried about meeting people online. We are implementing Identity Verification to increase the overall safety of users. Several methods will be used, such as: e-mail/phone confirmation, social media connection, integration of identity verification API, and more. This will ensure that users have a verified profile, so that the platform is safe to use. This is something that we are placing a focus on. That way you know that someone is who they say they are.",6.238911510194408,9.408831329391894,5.981134423897582,70.67939426268376,70.16554054054055,8.748980559506876,30.825154101469888,9.368774924056119,3.43176981981982,2825,121,417,68,57,879,263,592,0.013000000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.9990000000000001,1,0,6,0,0,0,164.0,7,18,4,8,14,25,0,0,37,0,53,2,0,11,1,81,86,35,0,10,13,0,2,2,0,11,1,3,0,0,36,31,1,4,13,3,9,6,4,0,0,0,1,10,32,29,74,63,9,62,0,0,5,0,62,34,0,13,19,280,68,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05086582938626273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0432543752327707,0.0,0.0,0.07185686480547747,0.0,0.04447491142260795,0.0,0.0,0.11324594921387278,0.11892636132893195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412416395757486,0.0,0.0,0.0562544864931291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479108145979685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566218605087878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267237066873903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077841908771048,0.0,0.12443807429361138,0.0,0.0,0.03216118957656447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626977003977187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982839348760412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03614885094902018,0.0,0.0,0.14025204903424274,0.0,0.0,0.05624672409737723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526774699297235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180362124420668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398251454479833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951248479869501,0.04492691735457598,0.062149521402637034,0.0,0.056165411460883816,0.0,0.10682632261001958,0.0,0.0,0.05407568926089371,0.0,0.0,0.042457610897187734,0.06448667073708804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495218481155788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760329019430955,0.0,0.04716316745143557,0.0,0.2457249327537378,0.0676458810207915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409650796905895,0.0,0.0664549074380734,0.0,0.060128387873998435,0.0,0.06091712635596471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250692971791595,0.0,0.06362338050341566,0.14479548817156473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174653272861988,0.0,0.0,0.15205764178576134,0.0,0.0,0.07185686480547747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241923896451861,0.05389329954262583,0.19586854186552552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779571177406357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058560013525467386,0.0,0.0,0.04225711155736005,0.040756264003224386,0.0,0.05049619233235776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651038820774324,0.3845471471267784,0.0,0.0,0.07503313146073709,0.10097523070655604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101401480921414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891814304945968,0.06459515088839636,0.0,0.1355519899034185,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,metasveta,2019/10/28,"Lonely Housewife I met my husband online and moved across the country to be with him.  We got married and had two kids.  I have lived in this city for almost a decade now but have no friends.  I spend almost all of my time alone.  My husband works a highly demanding job 6-7 days a week, sometimes 16 hours a day.  I wake up alone and go to sleep alone many days of the week.  My kids are growing up and in school and have activities.  They simply need me less and the time I spend with them is mostly just getting them ready for school, feeding them, or driving them somewhere.  So my days are spent by myself.  I feel totally defective.  I got a gym membership just to have a place to go.  I've tried doing classes, but I just feel more lonely because I feel like I'm almost intruding by being there.  I live for little interactions like going to the grocery store and having a cashier be a little chatty.  I talk to the other parents at school, but just kind of feel like an alien and can't seem to break into the groups there.  I used to work.  I liked my job but had to quit for my family.  And I have been trying to find a new job somewhere, but with kids and my husband's hours, it seems the only opportunities for me are to work from home.  I just can't figure out how I got so far in life and find myself so lonely.",3.940563847429517,4.590528014925376,4.790547263681591,87.23546434494196,71.08955223880595,7.298839137645108,24.963515754560532,7.1686216300943375,0.9109893864013264,1020,27,218,9,18,331,140,268,0.09699999999999999,0.8059999999999999,0.096,0.2003,4,9,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,5,5,12,11,0,0,17,0,19,4,2,2,2,46,37,21,0,1,11,4,4,4,1,0,1,0,1,3,3,17,1,0,9,1,4,6,3,4,0,1,8,4,35,7,34,26,5,33,0,3,0,0,19,14,0,7,16,144,38,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889519922295096,0.2988619981174384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058634668593333876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481304874250293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090676490857424,0.0,0.19454003693760652,0.13743194474224066,0.0,0.0,0.17582624940237412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431379472003047,0.0,0.050253708532441266,0.0,0.1639957715680748,0.0,0.2307884590879913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162678789582254,0.09648334793935026,0.0,0.18944952989948768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863521015869555,0.0,0.0,0.10016390105277752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793968348749152,0.18796832997330812,0.1928091752155291,0.16986966844314394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751846458687867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223149971019817,0.0,0.07132140056770954,0.0,0.0928979503785924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731545056433113,0.0,0.0,0.10680421891177334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049488465679007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230665536265296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920389690350085,0.0,0.17512996349083107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625640956274276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951313476060468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731142249381685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217476170779203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060924287967315,0.0,0.0939606682685485,0.0,0.0,0.08307463702063148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543107299445247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100757235347922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,realityaltering,2019/10/28,X I hope you find good people in there.,-1.2299999999999969,0.5112237777777793,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,89.0,3.6,9.0,3.1291,-2.276866666666667,30,0,8,0,1,10,9,9,0.0,0.46299999999999997,0.537,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5271612398077826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837708984725774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5728669980847703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998626608483226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PaneledJuggler7,2019/10/28,"Making friends and losing them seems to be a skill of mine And tbh most of them I meet through a goddamn dinosaur game. I've even had possible romances like that, kinda sad right? But we usually talk for a few days and then no contact, guy or gal. Life keeps me busy most times but I have some free time after.

I'm not interesting either, I just game and work, that's about it. Now who wants to socialize with that? Sure I have my own place but I'm struggling and the dark thoughts dont help, but those have always been around. It also doeant help that I despise most people. Specifically social media addicts who share every goddamn second of their lives, personal opinion. Not to mention my insecurities of my body and body hair, I feel like a gorilla when I pop a squat.",2.3470943708609258,4.856099847682124,3.172744205298013,89.12481167218544,80.32450331125827,5.8942052980132456,23.344784768211927,7.1686216300943375,0.9115592715231792,611,21,121,8,16,193,106,151,0.187,0.6990000000000001,0.114,-0.9027,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,3,3,7,13,1,2,6,0,7,5,3,1,1,31,15,14,0,1,9,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,9,9,0,1,3,2,1,0,4,5,0,1,3,2,16,9,13,11,7,11,0,2,0,0,20,3,0,8,10,79,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18150688824257494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314801794986672,0.13853928629796736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821810496960708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698824526390371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737713556491037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951338700793743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099700510667844,0.0,0.14028135354751206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418615598521942,0.11894587170385963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286355819118214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485873556802605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319957512048605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799065850103085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176021323260836,0.16268457019455942,0.0,0.14702037307928115,0.0,0.0,0.18626815235557267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113839695640444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542842622313307,0.1453792247585656,0.17395448605053102,0.0,0.0,0.1877009531019688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218798448403142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515731019302055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394465371862794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405937324149098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692195557086802,0.0,0.0,0.1338244111795067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321804442037564,0.19417210226531967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833735113323952,0.0,0.0982045594764946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121218787732956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Flyingcat100,2019/10/28,Tomorrow marks one year of social isolation. I moved exactly one year ago. Most days I dont even talk to anyone. I developed depression at some point 6 months in. I feel like I've lost a couple dozen IQ points and completely forgot how to socialize. Not sure how much longer I can handle,2.4972023809523805,5.073520982142857,3.853571428571428,84.05809523809525,80.25,8.733333333333334,21.833333333333336,9.2995712137729,2.1562476190476194,229,7,44,7,6,75,47,56,0.193,0.7609999999999999,0.045,-0.7999,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,10,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,2,1,5,2,5,3,3,11,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,2,7,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815873142316711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432360006676603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478150400797744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266628148935124,0.0,0.1321114117114341,0.0,0.1764371497729135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400828715841265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530160416347586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357840014313872,0.14634500115291968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007944484176874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236181573245496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350944993949518,0.217723309831841,0.1505884440510221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776235511862061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872992449081014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176378983506051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306885930528614,0.0,0.0,0.16465080568002774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638335841963129
lonely,Scout1111,2019/10/28,"I'm a total mess whenever my friends aren't around I'm just nerd #4637. I don't have many friends because I don't have the same interests, and I am often mistaken for being younger than I actually am because of my height. Because of this, I appreciate my 2 friends vastly. However, if they aren't around, I absolutely fall apart into a sad, depressed mess. I'm so lonely that even my crush simply saying ""Hi"" makes me feel better, since I get almost no social interaction from others.",5.644184397163119,6.330463063829789,6.8391489361702105,73.93333333333334,67.29787234042553,9.670921985815603,32.687943262411345,9.725611199111238,3.1638283687943254,384,16,70,8,6,130,65,94,0.22,0.609,0.17,-0.4723,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,6,11,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,1,12,15,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,0,2,13,5,8,14,2,7,0,3,0,0,8,6,0,3,0,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.2173422738333036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302158142165251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39653545781411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073035376371392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697745226650448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182812860460474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710424396044688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261375900081297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5162180022647853,0.0,0.11636183709339985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866711164223484,0.2258027918980652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711562384042093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184236015607328,0.0,0.0,0.227034659588612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DoubleOhQuantum,2019/10/28,"I've had a crush on my best friend for a year And it's been making me feel so alone. She's been going out with my other best friend for a year as well. Ive had these feelings since about the time they started going out, only they kept their relationship hidden for about a month.

During that month I was working up the courage to ask her out, I decided I would do it on New Year's Eve. Except they told our friend group about their relationship that night. So I kept quiet and hoped my feelings would disappear.

Yet those feelings didn't disappear, in fact they became stronger. It got to the point where I felt suffocated sometimes by my feelings for her. I began feeling depressed, anxious and lonelier than ever. I started getting panic attacks when I thought about her, or hanging out with her. 

I've been beating myself up a lot over having feelings for her, for feeling envious of her boyfriend, feeling guilty over having these feelings. I've never felt so low.

I didn't tell anyone for a while. I wanted nothing more than to confess my feelings to her, but I was so scared it would alienate her and my other friend. I was terrified that telling her would make me lose all of my friends.

I knew she never had feelings for me like that, I knew she probably wouldn't ever have feelings. So why was I still so enraptured by her? This question kept me awake many nights. Could it be the fact I have very few female friends? My overbearing and bewildering loneliness? My need for physical affection? A combination of all that? Maybe the answer doesn't matter.

I told her about my feelings two weeks ago and it was the scariest thing I've ever done. After trying everything else and nothing working I figured I've nothing else to lose. I was so depressed and sad all the time. And you know what? It went way better than my fears and insecurities had promised me. Nothing has changed We are still best friends, her BF and I are still close friends. But my loneliness hasn't changed. I am still depressed when I think about how I feel about her. 
The only thing that has changed is that I feel better about myself, I don't feel guilty or like a piece of shit as much. I can only hope that I am able to move on.

To those of you that read all of that, thanks. I guess I just had to rant and get this off my chest.",3.382017812570912,5.386860059734516,3.732212389380532,88.94707397322443,74.50884955752213,6.405808940322214,26.63399137735421,7.2200825789825185,1.2368759246653045,1825,68,364,20,39,567,194,452,0.163,0.682,0.156,-0.373,0,1,0,0,0,0,47.0,2,2,6,10,29,35,3,4,16,0,41,2,2,4,11,86,88,29,0,10,6,0,19,2,9,5,0,1,0,0,28,20,0,3,29,1,0,7,8,14,1,1,30,20,76,21,55,51,12,55,1,7,0,0,45,17,1,7,32,268,104,3,0.06026036523384967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053417177877425434,0.0,0.0,0.062411564806991324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807706028322852,0.0,0.04213544849478786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563353069422921,0.06855486492228698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971860663150472,0.10659079208540397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124242853438395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04811299820868231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557064928266097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166727558616247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067960542340787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635268509751051,0.0,0.0,0.05415813066140314,0.0,0.0,0.0678096642668621,0.5179806718215296,0.043050016963652515,0.11571880142339087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724560695789852,0.0,0.06296710735966475,0.0,0.06849470852611708,0.0,0.048195718966637616,0.0,0.06638358611873378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970427921708952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03311752078782581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888034116927696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483186938442376,0.0,0.0512312075907656,0.0,0.0,0.08044852344599879,0.061094552108802935,0.06053963642099644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619849722447897,0.06404723159521687,0.04429830209336946,0.04468229726458417,0.09295301720404656,0.058199836248955486,0.0,0.1131005412457504,0.0,0.23128578269166625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749216958919472,0.0,0.0707025547809097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696552301735702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497086582138213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750540029437005,0.0,0.06027667254449502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293941608980399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060331138104794686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618563989478295,0.049847996834872524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959904206982655,0.0,0.08530519334183301,0.0,0.1924960220689578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534043059499536,0.05547964807192692,0.0,0.0,0.08006861804152153,0.03861240883494802,0.0,0.04783999884756146,0.07027660713775609,0.0,0.0,0.11516272276432506,0.0,0.04091283239952258,0.0,0.05886562065993785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04972111229391128,0.03554312470715141,0.047831873033508186,0.04833723014139662,0.0,0.0541813053241609,0.05586196229454361,0.054375606723322624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774052717545723,0.0,0.0,0.17122893803113584,0.0,0.0,0.1164170984907527
lonely,FingeredUrethra,2019/10/28,"Anyone feel like their day would be the exact same without them? Everyone would have done the same things if I wasn't there. I could just disappear and no one would notice or care, the only difference is I wouldn't have to feel like this.",5.443758865248221,6.080256638297875,5.081702127659575,86.53333333333335,67.72340425531915,8.819858156028369,24.177304964539005,8.841846274778883,1.3699985815602838,190,4,39,3,3,58,35,47,0.083,0.7509999999999999,0.166,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,0,1,15,14,3,0,6,4,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,2,5,3,2,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652747431604756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409940106499937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872146151723126,0.0,0.0,0.1524384898866067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469553599379989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418876147757161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258607669607375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390305984645565,0.33772420851777185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23095596728149695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26910774235577195,0.0,0.0,0.16016979287232733,0.1797693219304537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570331010439304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22785133975430136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037293970818475,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Thefartingduck8,2019/10/28,"The girl I’ve had feelings for told me I was unlovable We were good friends until this and I’ve since cut her off completely.

My biggest insecurity is already my fear of finding out I just can’t be lived the some way, which is why I avoid confessing my feelings to anyone. I’ve been used in the past by girls I’ve had feelings for so they could get closer to people I knew. This girl felt special so I made the exception. She turned me down over a year ago, but never told me why. When I heard she told me this, (word for word mind you) I was devastated. Not only that, but she started regularly seeing a guy she met that week and plans to go to a party with him later. 

I’ve never felt this lonely and hurt.",1.942417582417584,3.702073299319732,3.509795918367349,90.03932496075353,77.91156462585032,6.155729984301415,22.192046049188903,7.010146845296331,0.5255100994243853,553,16,121,6,13,183,94,147,0.155,0.7829999999999999,0.062,-0.9342,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,1,1,4,10,1,3,7,0,11,0,0,2,2,29,29,9,0,1,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,7,6,0,1,8,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,15,7,23,3,17,12,1,19,1,2,1,0,20,7,0,1,10,78,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963841082250664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383524793046964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014672247581003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516433441753545,0.0,0.0,0.12577269853497391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772619620295207,0.2389515465778551,0.0,0.3025017452274725,0.0,0.14397706126050824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170516986256308,0.0,0.08230149134768866,0.0,0.08952637174398374,0.1321263913690513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559767532235971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863618926252005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909945609867808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490561017104615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590576260376846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24298946742028404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980657923704775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037759369477588,0.10920956714826142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552883063257805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303081768317939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149860500393736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515721411669511,0.0,0.0,0.171344423154786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605297438998254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250378062350926,0.12635886560676748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842876996526324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144239033068303
lonely,Chestnutsguy,2019/10/28,"I got no friends and it kinda sucks Hey so uhm this is basically my first post, haven't really been much of a Reddit guy so far but I thought it's the only place I can actually cry about my problem. So I'm 25 and I am completely out of friends. Lost quite a few of them after I finished high school and I started my studies in another town, made some friendships there but they weren't really deep or meaningful. They were just about hanging out together rather than spending our free time alone in our apartments. I had a very good friend for like a year, that was when I was 22. We hang out almost every day, but his ""gang"" was interested in smoking weed all day and I wasn't. There were times that they would decide to leave me alone in the bar that we were for 30 minutes or more just to go somewhere and smoke or do drugs or I dunno, I never found out. So out of nowhere one day I find out that they all went on a trip without me even though they invited me at first. I called him one day and he told me that they were already at some beach and that for some reason the original plan went south. I got mad and decided to not talk to them, and they never really texted or called back. I met him randomly a couple of times, we said ""we should grab a cup of coffee"" but we never did. After that until now my life has been empty. I've had a couple of people in my life but ended up leaving me or perhaps I pushed them away from my life I dunno. Basically now all I have is a friend that any time I wanna go out I have to call him and another one who is like 200km away from me and is now too much of an Instagram diva to have time to talk. All I want is to feel wanted. Someone to text me and ask if I am ok. I ve called people before to go out and they said they have plans. Nobody has ever invited me to those ""plans"", if there ever were any. I would like to think I am a pleasant person when I m surrounded by others. Now all I do is wear my pyjamas after work and spend all my free time in front of my pc. My father told me once, "" you're gonna get married one day and you won't have someone to be your best man"" and it hurts so much because it's true. I don't have anyone to talk about my problems. Can anyone out there help me? I hate that I am being so selfish, knowing that there are actual problems out there like wars, starvation etc. On the other hand, all these years have been a struggle to just find someone to get out of my house for a couple of hours. Sorry if it was too long. There are still aspects of my sad life i didn't mention. Still not sure why im posting this.",2.6527554744525546,3.552499020072993,4.050810218978104,90.42147080291971,74.31021897810221,7.085839416058395,23.006569343065692,7.365786028017652,0.6665706569343062,2005,51,458,22,40,664,247,548,0.10800000000000001,0.755,0.13699999999999998,0.9674,0,2,2,0,0,0,48.0,7,2,12,9,36,29,4,1,17,1,51,8,2,3,14,97,80,40,1,13,21,1,3,4,4,5,5,2,0,3,22,32,1,0,11,2,4,10,13,12,0,6,31,5,79,19,69,42,17,83,0,3,0,0,51,32,1,17,43,329,101,3,0.0,0.0,0.1317577114817866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760031691235396,0.13983752546513772,0.07449764539563886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181660520142533,0.14157773718162314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440745269080104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631116199657171,0.0,0.12685348972506388,0.0519101042297381,0.0,0.04115274113575138,0.0,0.05744502107829357,0.0,0.07084632623266543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757361527198502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078169798087061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22409162718253456,0.07415525268691049,0.21768797287213948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828878155686085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979276384832893,0.0,0.07529016309092622,0.0445889292304739,0.12213115874802025,0.05687908012233685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03413448038803707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340365009496425,0.1148459106554608,0.0,0.07401992055874937,0.20862854214385154,0.0,0.0705411289246094,0.0,0.11510042943205227,0.05662318297813807,0.10798591733999983,0.0,0.0,0.06684433099702725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665096887330815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04524972918888273,0.07132675932289942,0.0,0.0,0.06648257463784632,0.0778960974463652,0.07226957235724707,0.0,0.07292109432672747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03710107390218045,0.0,0.0,0.14296415468726426,0.0,0.0,0.1907338627116235,0.13192556913318135,0.0,0.0,0.059743168339794775,0.0,0.0,0.07369383573269507,0.0,0.0,0.06387846389889656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888021874312954,0.0,0.15620085737150324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189467442854437,0.18298285453582586,0.05134348851756476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936042109305307,0.05894608487909279,0.07053233305420699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293095486995588,0.0,0.0,0.19379042831561774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180392429270832,0.0,0.0,0.12974360807054333,0.06941029545600437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843266646145526,0.0,0.0,0.068322515118162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159997504802002,0.0,0.0,0.0755705805408498,0.047783079879255015,0.0,0.10782523828416424,0.0,0.0,0.07057486106514753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362625009065209,0.0,0.0,0.1627830616110856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043256916570072176,0.06632705847686321,0.05359445062614936,0.23618956367991745,0.0,0.0,0.12901511304029126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570183449218637,0.07963688495421417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516267776738635,0.060916196488340325,0.0,0.0,0.06507607928182829,0.0,0.049147214307019724,0.0,0.0,0.09591263676990526,0.0,0.0,0.086946914540185
lonely,ChrunedMacaroon,2019/10/28,Lonely but apathetic I’ve become apathetic. Used to be depressed and felt dread all the time but now even those feelings are gone. Still feel lonely time to time and feel the need to do something about it but ultimately I don’t feel like committing to the energy expenditure. Maybe I’m still depressed in a different way. I just can’t tell anymore. I don’t really know what I actually want out of life.,3.706043956043956,5.9679237435897425,5.245457875457877,77.30192307692309,74.38461538461539,9.072527472527472,26.52747252747253,9.606745405546679,2.6588549450549457,324,12,61,9,7,109,53,78,0.263,0.638,0.099,-0.9493,1,4,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,4,0,6,1,0,1,2,18,17,5,0,2,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,5,4,1,8,14,1,10,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.1956632842105096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988463991617741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214412584144948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453881381173037,0.0,0.0,0.20948432958056246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324312062580189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055240160096926,0.14324031967201206,0.19251558160759275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101919255548232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416221243091018,0.09795627837505028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143352977288065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867140585014724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844819568132276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435801417998135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202460031552192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524960519242422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35074702805723995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317134798303102,0.0,0.0,0.11826263737580192,0.1591509891765094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,friggintiredmyguy,2019/10/28,"Just Got Dumped.. Again Tired of always being the dumpee. Actually, just tired of dating in general. Someone give me hope (or join in on my pity party, your choice).",2.2590000000000003,5.1455945666666665,3.068333333333332,86.4225,86.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,17.5,7.1686216300943375,0.4590000000000001,127,3,23,2,4,40,26,30,0.201,0.603,0.196,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,5,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.3056569675671148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606236455920581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004686046847832,0.0,0.0,0.2505101801093449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31109755378159554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653897947370913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7199992844974611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OT_7,2019/10/28,"I’m so sorry I lost my partner. I don’t know how to go on with this pain

I lost the person that meant the world to me. While I know you should base your happiness off of one person. She just brought me so much joy. She picked me up and gave me motivation to be a better me. To want a future. I messed it all up by allowing my past scars and insecurities literally bring out the worst in me. Affecting the person I love the most. And now she’s gone. She left me and I don’t blame her. But everything just seems so bleak. I do not want anything. I don’t want to do anything anymore. I just had to work on myself and get help but I didn’t and now it’s too late. I have so many regrets. I’ve had past relationships but she made me feel so special, loved and cared for. I don’t know how to keep going. I’m sorry",-1.237670454545455,0.8097935738636366,1.369236363636368,97.78485454545456,96.2159090909091,4.634181818181818,15.562727272727273,6.360717304075467,-0.555639272727273,623,15,153,8,25,212,97,176,0.115,0.715,0.17,0.8973,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,5,13,14,0,1,7,0,12,3,0,7,1,37,37,18,0,5,7,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,4,9,0,1,7,0,0,5,6,7,0,1,10,1,32,7,18,25,4,21,0,3,0,2,17,9,0,2,7,103,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178058639445532,0.0,0.0,0.2352922471173066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643889327911342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576000392270907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848565938804246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228623830913898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469211187739487,0.0,0.1624979976615374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218645598467906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582488646049307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707181938334508,0.0,0.0,0.2357056887168469,0.0,0.16126815627709987,0.0,0.15532939537862242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31212135712223005,0.0,0.2580588426299237,0.13527476650371542,0.0,0.1449417422066039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050940363843388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687522762246928,0.0,0.15212239587242474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729481536283016,0.0,0.3744885544343158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348844098671466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014787573037434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200700835071353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529693192289803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407855063974072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mo_mah,2019/10/28,It's killing me I have 0 friends in college and my social anxiety won't let me make any. I suck at talking to people and am awkwardly quiet in convos,1.4186458333333327,3.2910844062500004,4.057500000000001,84.97083333333336,79.9375,6.766666666666668,29.416666666666664,7.793537801064563,2.0972166666666667,119,6,24,2,3,42,28,32,0.31,0.604,0.085,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,16,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26620796655077594,0.0,0.2994677890882929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024430049811155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330953257724974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002969928984295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613043004486928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713908513361118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990467847668581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146427796680948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ramen_Noodz90,2019/10/28,I know this is weird but Can any guy contact me? Or even talk to me? I called the SPH and it didn’t work. The loneliness is eating at my confidence and I just can’t take it rn. I’m usually fine with it but it’s different this time,-2.3278418803418788,-0.6814230576923029,0.7325641025641012,100.10132478632481,106.5,5.388034188034188,15.393162393162394,6.937597516519254,-0.0660709401709405,179,5,46,4,9,62,39,52,0.095,0.773,0.132,0.4515,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,3,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,29,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311279753932753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470523582366156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550990652032947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477789619718635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22448551469279293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336531607893101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678747873797746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555451621283801,0.2731802116182281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981849780607112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743264340895711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24743446164408056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anusdic,2019/10/28,"Is anyone out there? I am so sick of feeling like this. I am so lonely and I’m too sad to do anything about it. I used to have friends I could be myself with and feel comfortable around, but that was years ago and we’ve all lost contact now. Every girl I asked out in middle school rejected me, and nowadays I have nobody. I became a shut-in and lost any social ability. My parents never liked me and my mom even said things like she hoped I wouldn’t graduate high school so she could laugh in my face, or that she believed a “sick feeling in her stomach” that I would become a school shooter.  During high school I built a mountain of lies on who I am and what my life experiences have been because I’m too insecure and depressed to tell people the truth of just how lonely and shitty I feel. With that I can’t talk to anybody about my feelings out of fear of them finding out that I’ve lied to them. Now Ive graduated and become an official adult, but I’m still the same old lonely person. I long to feel what it’s like to have someone look me in the eyes and be able to tell they genuinely care for me. I wish I killed my self before I started caring about my education, because I’m just living a life I don’t want to live. I just want to be able to hold someone in my arms and feel their acceptance towards me. I try and be a nice person, and I know haha nice guy haha, but I mean genuinely nice and it has done nothing for me other than open up opportunities to be taken advantage of. I really don’t know the objective of this post. I’ve just been writing the things that came into my head in this exact moment so I’m sorry if it’s all over the place there’s just so much running through my head and I can’t keep up with it.",3.7528305785123983,4.239810154269975,5.001862947658402,86.14097623966944,71.42424242424242,7.8130853994490375,26.144283746556482,7.793537801064563,1.27855564738292,1358,40,295,16,24,452,176,363,0.162,0.6579999999999999,0.18,0.3249,1,7,0,1,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,4,23,30,1,2,13,2,28,10,6,2,5,68,59,27,1,9,10,2,7,4,1,2,4,1,0,6,20,27,0,2,12,0,0,2,6,11,0,0,9,10,50,19,46,41,4,35,0,8,2,0,26,22,0,3,14,201,70,6,0.1806574914480737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007098295971216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061426644597020616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631599592581958,0.0,0.07433286122294985,0.08041173450058886,0.0844451837676123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101271299845335,0.19952200576614432,0.07686310958466845,0.10176956416270994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033120212558654,0.18419235272195966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442403066874165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780001633210525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243766834635099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059661284640036026,0.0,0.07610586411935881,0.0,0.0,0.08835884604547646,0.0,0.10164495182569927,0.31971049539243074,0.12906174798757747,0.0,0.0,0.08255883714856388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978776487624902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943965973196884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854067059132682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087455849944476,0.0,0.08971682595615782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028833955468803,0.09993537382655204,0.0,0.09928463269829788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760372888652546,0.17652024991831874,0.0,0.15952387474732424,0.07993809748591267,0.07585339653225186,0.0,0.1972089927138019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983944848726838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579193527516144,0.0,0.0,0.06640202146585818,0.0,0.06966709729291456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667286770195748,0.0,0.09478482370683344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029938244019213,0.0,0.0,0.06262257883528244,0.15774315324817234,0.0943743137881165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650996923207549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05786690751054314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592332225819466,0.0,0.0,0.36567005237721467,0.0,0.0,0.09423258175760944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207878089847543,0.15307050624823434,0.0,0.0,0.10111563551472366,0.06393515114297603,0.0,0.07213665301761342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260282422090568,0.1579026103268776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002080988856938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061327289012027136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801503418601342,0.0,0.0,0.1065564691302787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387359972310728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416694930403115,0.0,0.0,0.058168750702019614
lonely,patdponyboy,2019/10/28,"i am so incredibly alone. hi, so basically i just moved to a new place and i thought i was a pretty social person, i had lots of friends and i was good at talking to people. but i have started at a new school and it’s like i can’t talk to anyone without feeling like i’m gonna die. i want friends so badly but high school is hell and i feel like if i talk to anyone they aren’t gonna wanna be my friend. so i just sit alone instead. my sister has so many friends (we don’t go to the same school) but i’m just so alone and everyone seems so scary. what do i do?",-1.9656390977443576,-0.10288882539682476,0.8566332497911446,100.73251879699251,99.95238095238096,3.605012531328321,16.155388471177947,5.399115186594226,-0.8990571428571426,432,12,109,3,19,148,71,126,0.22,0.575,0.205,-0.7326,1,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,0,11,10,1,0,4,0,13,0,0,0,0,22,24,16,1,3,8,1,2,3,4,2,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,4,2,17,8,10,17,2,10,1,0,0,0,13,4,1,3,6,68,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994881721079688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980228880323024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107352981008156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133438346299439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285689293421725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002061862592906,0.1837049766787247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973403403860807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307092842164363,0.10784082833097518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584430268632902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844263831190705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930806140716096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035271600265294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366526196316038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483529697525316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913624341741024,0.11226487607882556,0.13433129012932107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080483772497198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903678442190133,0.0,0.11704791749534442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106385556770836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100454342832597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100260225422051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207250185315436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583561350195428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393966437729463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JohnnyMNU,2019/10/28,"Anyone feeling lonely from anxiety? 28m, Does anyone relate to missing the notion or concept of shared intimacy? Just sharing the same space as another, reading or watching tv or thinking about the day before us. I have a condition called AVPD (I wish it were AlienVsPredator disorder) it's an anxiety based disorder that basically means I plug out whenever things get super intense. By plug out I mean, total radio catatonic silence, rung out on anxiety and alcohol or pot to numb things out. I can deal with strangers and acquaintances really easily but friends freak me the fuck out. Same with women I like. The anxiety gets so overwhelming sometimes I believe I should be alone forever to stop it. That my position is a fixed one and I should instead just recognise it and subsist. If you ever feel this way, realise that it is absolute bullshit and you were born for more than subsistence. Just don't try to match up your life with some idealised Betty Crocker narrative, where a partner will come and take away your hurt. Because one of the hard truths is hurt remains regardless of relationships, relationships just give you more reasons to have more emotions. Anyhow, I didn't mean to sermonise, just lay out some pain that's lying In my chest. This long missing strip of shared intimacy. In its stead, just a phrase, no one else will never know. 
Sometimes it just feels like the totality of my existence though.",6.038411764705881,8.211134203921567,6.041323529411766,74.45845588235295,67.74509803921569,9.64901960784314,34.318627450980394,10.008157457239328,3.882486274509803,1142,55,185,29,20,360,163,255,0.196,0.6890000000000001,0.115,-0.9743,0,3,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,5,0,1,13,18,1,1,12,0,15,6,1,1,5,53,32,15,0,5,13,0,4,2,2,4,4,0,0,2,15,16,1,1,9,3,0,1,4,10,0,3,3,5,20,8,31,24,9,21,0,6,1,1,17,13,1,8,8,131,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952684207328565,0.0,0.11583628535295246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727781301367762,0.3422403274430428,0.0,0.0,0.15640735336186054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508078561125336,0.0,0.0,0.06817884755040972,0.0,0.09517070373775337,0.12600948742231827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420486583390208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634339636486246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212989806462056,0.11530588637117235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25636501239541004,0.0,0.0978751269432311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343101345972114,0.125809046242715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116897955798987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965452145057489,0.07990112192944855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641012224780308,0.1033976470526632,0.116867376078785,0.10729061504222713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018993708024122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23946186913889464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061466342015689915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789984736716562,0.10928231045730052,0.0,0.0,0.09897810580784686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654915506221556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626071352772491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273644440096375,0.0,0.1190095232386174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118739109103134,0.0,0.071649902543162,0.11499389400849964,0.0,0.2401564356084239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212324483551385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350629477181377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409250149937551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860789528281906,0.07166489130342824,0.10988581279298057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593449295951209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453413330665506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877627905677797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861467144433206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SleepySheepyLady,2019/10/28,"I'm surrounded by people who care about me, and yet I feel so utterly alone. I'm a 16yo mtf trans girl. Obviously, I'm not exactly the most run of the mill person, which makes it really hard to fit in as a lot of people look at me differently. I don't have many ""mainstream"" interests, as a lot of what I enjoy can be considered fairly retro or niche (I like classic rock, swing music, and tabletop gaming. Not exactly rare especially on reddit, but uncommon in my area, that being northeast ohio). I've been fortunate enough to find a place amongst similarly minded people and have made some good friends, but I can't help but feel terribly alone. I want someone to share with, to talk to, someone to spend time with and love with all my heart, but I'm too scared to try and go out to new places to meet new people, and no one I know is interested in me. I'm not really sure if this belongs in this sub, but god do I feel so alone, and I just needed somewhere to vent to, as it's not particularly appropriate to do so anywhere else in my life.",8.484876250658242,5.64845213744076,9.04432859399684,71.97632964718274,63.170616113744074,12.790100052659295,36.240652975250136,11.20814326018867,3.705195471300684,815,27,171,18,9,277,131,211,0.11599999999999999,0.723,0.161,0.8548,1,3,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,1,6,0,11,3,1,2,5,42,28,20,0,3,12,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,8,11,0,0,5,2,1,2,7,2,0,1,2,5,15,10,31,24,6,19,0,0,1,1,10,13,0,6,5,103,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168334049989303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678030541568476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016377197613447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206956828265792,0.0,0.0,0.13861832344069586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20349890547172064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261554611868584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364807933650222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624356871370623,0.11252313036931794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201768297171461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897471837126514,0.08992149343958357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372826386585493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475788083138116,0.06554152042437672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265669384396218,0.0,0.0,0.2281081374187208,0.12108042796450505,0.1269410220874104,0.08954972810684256,0.13601245357411804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545864535784846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947448131645324,0.0,0.2591361177911557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090712722841053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720256713127497,0.1171392642510388,0.2803275439522689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718866861905202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431289431402088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273387606528013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643981594297676,0.0,0.0,0.10782897687361814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822705491520683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108266654309334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912829265858481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,boredboiatwork,2019/10/28,"The girl I like slept with another guy in my bed Everyone in my friend group knows I like this girl and she knows as well. Everyone was over at my place of a small get together, everyone got pretty drunk and I fell asleep on the couch and woke up to everyone gone. Only to find out that they slept and cuddled in my bed together. My friend wont tell me what happened or what they did. I've been cheated on before in a relationship of 5 years and I feel like I'll never be confident again.",2.8364603960396018,4.268942485148518,4.171373762376238,87.64240717821781,74.64356435643565,8.614356435643566,24.506188118811878,9.188382445141503,1.7491673267326735,385,12,85,9,8,127,67,101,0.077,0.746,0.177,0.8712,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,2,7,1,0,4,0,5,5,3,0,1,13,15,7,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,3,3,4,7,1,0,4,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,8,1,13,6,16,5,0,17,0,0,0,1,11,12,0,1,6,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283362002964731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483691061250707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6664409426301348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881625987448808,0.12456415234386728,0.0,0.0,0.1593635872481146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694230912359811,0.0,0.09109687878200157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945311298602348,0.0,0.0,0.17264566107548718,0.15418762280250214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164944386195776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555532019997056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447862059616486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261005660197078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821710395737456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738870256284406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719939162995886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239995672571152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677225809891418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228332541716744
lonely,Hugh_____Mungus,2019/10/28,"Why can't I cry? The last time I cried was 6 years ago. I wish that I would cry sometimes because I guess it makes me feel better. There are enough reasons for me to cry, but because I don't wanted to show my emotions to anyone I guess I just aren't able anymore to do so.",1.133499999999998,2.4110653500000008,2.66,97.365,78.83333333333334,4.800000000000002,22.0,3.1291,-0.3511000000000002,211,6,51,0,5,69,41,60,0.034,0.7929999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.6521,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,10,13,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,11,1,5,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,31,13,0,0.1597917519584164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164574682852255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847048061814614,0.11173010831261516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481513772086087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132281926823226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7020949451347859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797442135713937,0.0,0.16510759480080195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079551099511527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520572597272069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025160496714291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666223523553192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429253429195953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803812855139168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317585557818236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424931536661002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441872021253678,0.0,0.18375262878875284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135114759419223,0.0,0.0,0.10290064928284144
lonely,complexluminary,2019/10/28,"I’ve been dating a married man for 4 years. We dated for 2 years, he then got married, and then about a year ago they bought a home together. In September, it was 4 years. 

I don’t feel guilty, because life isn’t fair. I don’t believe in karma the way other people do. I just feel lonely. And so incredibly weary. 

Im posting this from my main profile because I just don’t care about much anymore. There’s not much lower I can sink at this point.  None of my friends know. My parents know, and they deal with it because the other men before him were so awful that they’re just happy I’m not dead. I just want someone in the world to know.",1.2150838635049157,3.1908622030075198,2.7729323308270715,93.40415268941588,81.10526315789474,4.994563331405437,21.508964719491033,5.8734145424116955,0.079494389820705,495,15,108,3,13,162,86,133,0.11900000000000001,0.77,0.111,-0.0216,2,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,2,0,9,4,0,0,6,1,9,1,0,0,0,17,19,7,1,1,6,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,7,5,0,0,5,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,5,2,13,3,12,14,4,17,1,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,9,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667970694283012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752901800320125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32323856560709496,0.0,0.15040266822376702,0.19913862549602776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802101259335582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222322932399707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787419286275637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365579157996281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413644715735352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815545870130213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729635464863006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909221539250344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914143160248728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124844944496389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25986565617451923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962618325190676,0.0,0.0,0.1225373654380276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708747647966762,0.0,0.16927925855156212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976113177373573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425272513886227,0.14029726292567532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552891685023341
lonely,wafflebyrd,2019/10/28,"I was fine being lonely until I wasn’t You know those moments where you think you’re going to be fine, maybe even ok, but better than you’ve been, and then you see something that just makes you realize how alone you really are? That you have no one to talk to anymore? That you can’t truly trust anyone? That no one cares? That they’re all too afraid to crack the egg shell that is your sanity to even try to ask how you’re really doing?
That you’re alone. 
And no matter how much you try to escape that monster it’s going to continue creeping over you. 
Suffocating you. 
And eating you alive. 
I’m so tired of being lonely. I want to have someone to rely on. But there’s no one, because I pushed them all away.",1.7532583170254412,3.794093856164388,3.1059099804305315,91.3691780821918,79.61643835616438,5.815264187866927,17.277886497064582,6.868970318607317,-0.0906579256360076,557,10,118,6,14,181,86,146,0.153,0.67,0.177,0.4715,0,7,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,12,1,1,11,9,0,1,1,1,12,3,0,4,2,17,22,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,3,2,0,3,0,0,3,6,3,0,3,3,1,17,6,16,16,3,11,0,2,1,0,15,4,0,0,4,82,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888035586785981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186149099825646,0.131245005408494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754752335256357,0.0,0.1763514052177641,0.0,0.0,0.11442087629724428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660064100833648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913738277630373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206513179013368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24794967309112556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21334977345916856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315564091958752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252919723410746,0.0,0.18857102969925185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798193932955424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815734624024474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24049232071689605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957351144890224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903857171839084,0.14450151228084962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086707099653848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027131518499455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157348551367182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25487351393524943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071099895855872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,saltedpoppedcorn,2019/10/28,"I have trust issues. After a break up I had with friends, who basically backstabbed me and left me to rot, I have noticed that I have gained trust issues. I’m 16, still at school, no body here talks to me or even mentions me at all, I’m basically just a shadow. At the same time, I now don’t go out of my way to talk to people like I used to, I go into these depressed states at home where I have thoughts about suicide, but something holds me back from doing so. I’m leaving school this year and going to a college next year, so hopefully I can meet friends, or better, someone to love and be with. I have dreams which I question if they will ever be reached, due to a short death. I was diagnosed with Aspergers at 15, which already makes me feel worse. I fail in many areas to understand social cues and other things too. There just isn’t enough help for people like me, for people like us, we are vulnerable.",5.108092885375495,5.11894670652174,5.491245059288541,85.48616600790517,68.34782608695652,8.212648221343875,28.683794466403164,7.686295010490155,1.5251695652173909,710,22,151,7,11,227,119,184,0.111,0.679,0.21,0.9614,0,0,1,0,0,1,24.0,2,0,1,3,14,12,0,0,5,0,15,3,1,2,2,27,28,10,2,2,6,0,1,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,8,10,0,1,4,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,3,1,24,10,27,22,3,29,0,2,0,1,14,13,0,5,13,104,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503165916046996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047408934365558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047105955907544,0.0,0.15130410911456296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732174236350945,0.1382553134600974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074646253094036,0.0,0.08996869403902481,0.12321422653184692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887437476550858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047867486263566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23224229641862196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130201399770307,0.0,0.1366347075740928,0.13529218677241558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843460494835217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442319709576662,0.14799794870574345,0.0,0.0,0.1996432416651676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293931635255455,0.0,0.09092454113425932,0.13810058602318048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486615147357648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550816307064527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28330289914938217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525919254433592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757136161252121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388539941123255,0.11541449053717287,0.10486492830982044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878144014997927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899705373723166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189688444729345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049516439622997,0.0,0.0,0.10813946003615224,0.07942803649792649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180457350767495,0.1638498208634224,0.11764598740160928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812109211881857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138814677757361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754359318984705
lonely,ZKICKZ,2019/10/28,"Can anyone relate to me? I’m a high schooler btw.

I go to school and talk to a good amount of people in my classes. I would like to say I have a lot of “close 
acquaintances”. People walk past me say hi and all that stuff. Once in a while people come up to me during lunch or break and strike up like a 1 or 2 minutes conversation. I have old close friends at my school also, but we drifted apart as I went to a different high school. I’m may sound rude if I sad this, but I am pretty sure people know I am lonely. Still no one asks to eat lunch with me. I consider myself to be an ambivert shy and timid around people I don’t know, but talkative to people I do know. I feel like some people I know just act like they’re friends with me only to make fun of me. I get sad when I see my “acquaintances” hang out with my other “acquaintances” I always feel secluded. Whenever I have to pick apart I am always the “backup”. I cry at nights going to bed. I never have someone to hang out after school. My only true friends are my parents.",1.2836111111111137,3.073529768518519,3.0988518518518515,92.08133333333336,80.01851851851852,5.986666666666667,19.596296296296295,6.961326702584282,0.19830629629629648,794,19,177,9,20,265,118,216,0.125,0.71,0.16399999999999998,0.8381,2,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,5,16,1,1,8,0,14,3,0,2,4,37,30,14,0,2,7,1,2,4,3,2,0,3,1,0,4,14,3,0,6,0,0,9,3,5,0,1,1,6,34,11,30,26,4,33,0,3,1,0,11,15,0,6,12,111,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362892069722866,0.1740302434186549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312156088389744,0.0,0.0,0.09309428962783288,0.09776389533395903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008245931706432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487118166328987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109259049761631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700675567923082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575294279398599,0.07470869657053553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423841160578765,0.0,0.05463633756090405,0.0,0.11886523529794207,0.08771289561506032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209793327042574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298876503389108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436105965296733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890627722800072,0.0,0.0,0.06980490080583711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065500605349467,0.0,0.0,0.09813694179291693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973430538825668,0.11136940280917107,0.07086300687760462,0.15906862920768616,0.0,0.0,0.1161186214471178,0.0,0.0998290655025292,0.5074959729793693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639079145518676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632513293319653,0.0,0.42334360744301497,0.08333306543733363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860640881989541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835140606095869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971382944324585,0.0,0.0,0.09856108998206307,0.0,0.0,0.08405375642991679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694245636236032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428737360465966,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pinheadloserr,2019/10/28,Does anyone want to talk? Maybe someone who just also wants to blow off some steam and just rant about stuff? Id be happy even to just listen. I dont really have any friends to talk to and i feel like im about to burst. I feel really low and just need some real human interaction.,1.0493785310734474,3.115188203389831,2.8450000000000024,92.17959039548029,82.22033898305084,5.967231638418079,14.918079096045195,7.1686216300943375,-0.3032395480225989,220,3,49,3,6,73,40,59,0.076,0.746,0.17800000000000002,0.7529,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,15,9,4,0,3,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,3,9,8,2,2,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,2,1,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818654031865677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465145238377692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901535068145212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990142701009949,0.0,0.2665311921556565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020687490247542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299778763022065,0.1624668489090478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570191677461294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24208977232732004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456495341404266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110452639936064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284710821768797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862692631976248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588504911219369,0.29137848404948524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268980312785666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603382140674379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655785624166005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682730404695421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sourlemongrass,2019/10/28,I've been through alot lately I just want someone to talk to as a friend about everything that's happened someone to listen and care i dont want advice or to be judged I'm just tired of holding it in and feeling like I cant talk about it.,2.3701923076923066,3.5203964038461564,3.549230769230772,92.77076923076923,75.34615384615384,5.9692307692307685,26.461538461538463,5.985473137389443,0.7126384615384618,191,7,43,1,4,62,37,52,0.055999999999999994,0.6940000000000001,0.25,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,10,11,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,10,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24429590715016106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548904101504923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929966995245379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468277674608556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640689101945118,0.17859917305552234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314843151653271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210730889245237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820095046064931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213677233784395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236462973948905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018790871667814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873368127309616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949115065792515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PermaWorkThrowaway,2019/10/28,"I never thought about this sub until now I'm stuck in the LA area for a few weeks getting help for an eating disorder. I have my wife that I talk to but despite her and two other friends I feel helplessly and completely alone. I spend my time waiting for texts and when everyone is asleep or busy I start a downward spiral into my eating disorder habits. I'm sitting in a hotel, watching breaking bad, trying to resist the quart of ice cream that's required to be in my freezer. I'm sorry if this is unusual or not really meant for this sub",4.936448230668415,5.494837926605506,5.963591087811272,80.04100917431194,68.81651376146789,8.797378768020971,31.16775884665793,8.841846274778883,2.53404744429882,430,17,82,7,7,143,76,109,0.171,0.7759999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.903,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,6,0,4,3,1,0,1,15,14,9,0,1,5,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,2,3,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,3,3,11,1,14,10,1,15,0,1,2,0,5,6,0,3,7,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476187647634405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119828676830926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275358807365129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974355062690632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44412062043405387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736693390625527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972919949835468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676650901208434,0.0,0.1133812719662838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546044073234435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673751862778086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139025232861007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429302925987866,0.15360418688412633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744282695915476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228550421475006,0.12654307051522193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733879867483735,0.0,0.2119919184912052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407617616778898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lt-Walrus,2019/10/28,"I give up I don’t want to live anymore, I hear people saying they took their lives because of bullying. I’m jealous of them. I’m jealous they have a reason to be sad. I’m jealous cause the only reason I wanna kill myself is because I know I’m not good enough. I know I’m going to fail, I don’t want to let anyone else down. I hate myself I hate all the faces that just brush by me. They don’t know me they just know what’s I think, I want to kill myself without ever telling anyone. I want to be forgotten, I want to shoot myself and just have everyone tell people I moved to a different school. I don’t want to have anyone else depend on me. I want to let go.",-0.8611513157894706,1.2422879652777823,1.7880116959064338,95.74236842105266,92.95833333333334,4.142690058479532,15.912280701754387,5.750287758089431,-0.6236333333333333,513,12,116,4,19,176,69,144,0.29,0.648,0.061,-0.9905,1,0,0,1,0,3,14.0,0,0,6,1,4,10,7,0,4,0,12,1,1,4,2,25,36,1,2,8,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,0,0,4,6,9,0,0,1,3,29,1,18,31,2,8,0,2,0,0,11,3,0,1,1,73,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367392023711732,0.2404384596589344,0.23488694082101635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974464102009124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774805327794567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975527377940368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150343405875864,0.0,0.0,0.11843484975068287,0.0,0.0,0.10368188403483276,0.0,0.10952594019502128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995557289828913,0.13028429980870262,0.09613923836316003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263303843629045,0.0,0.0,0.1291869790856054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25362384260011994,0.0,0.2519723406427429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344168950313333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242611074881955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182472051672345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871749629986739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892850018552088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357003823779599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115177129155973,0.0,0.11600327323618732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036882464260955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344495300787213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734891901686388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473247912224234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049122230078696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,6lackUnic0rn,2019/10/28,"Common Denominator How does one go about identifying who the “bad person” is in a situation when every situation one has ever been in involves him/herself. Okay well that sounded way better in my head, but I still think it makes a lot of sense. How would I ever know if I’m the toxic person or not. I’m the common denominator in all of my shitty life experiences, and obviously my own narrative has biases. It upsets me a little knowing I might be a horrible person in the eyes of others. I might be the reason my intimate relationships failed or that my friendships died out, and I would never really know. This is kind of sounding like groundwork for total social isolation and honestly that doesn’t sound horrible right now.",5.5606617647058805,7.229198448529416,7.327235294117647,66.75305882352943,68.19117647058823,10.145882352941179,29.04117647058824,10.355215969177356,3.3939200000000005,583,21,95,16,10,203,89,136,0.20800000000000002,0.693,0.099,-0.9690000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,9,9,0,1,9,1,12,3,2,4,6,28,20,10,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,0,3,8,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,3,1,2,1,4,11,6,12,13,4,18,0,1,1,0,7,8,0,6,9,75,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574055164978176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318905754172092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629385525541525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178671716670926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724436353024924,0.1268827997707209,0.0,0.0,0.14731082683953628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558662053922042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545539375628624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682153952805233,0.2482892543840779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063697165103732,0.07357312010391621,0.15093577314097034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803050098870028,0.0,0.0,0.10052334548570127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195150365552247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614816359697205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409416646337866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944812891960621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964750262541652,0.15483676250439599,0.0,0.1616826932630671,0.0,0.12860732455778118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385502251571818,0.0,0.15351265838792985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026537779807715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964952082919472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195353175475761,0.0,0.0,0.1354030090464707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139567633756203,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mxcuxs,2019/10/28,It’s been over a year and I can’t stop thinking about my ex I’ve dated more this year and it only made it worse. I can’t get over him and it doesn’t help we go to the same school now. I also lost several friends because I don’t drink or smoke or like to go out to clubs. This year has been the loneliest year.,1.6574647887323906,2.0739522112676063,3.077577464788736,98.2896056338028,76.1830985915493,6.2433802816901425,21.242253521126766,5.6839178017228535,-0.2624501408450701,241,5,64,1,5,79,47,71,0.152,0.733,0.115,-0.4019,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,11,13,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,1,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,4,0,7,2,7,9,2,12,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,8,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557737892353213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146092138708466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22732932778648884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792880922680159,0.0,0.12124117152297414,0.0,0.2637687851022571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554415591564305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337223262074828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25331964811060864,0.0,0.0,0.21957969531412952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649121279583752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348559457610904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621604481664951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401158994559195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869394129011362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364877940262512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.597753165556859
lonely,eh2urifjdj5,2019/10/28,"Press F It just sucks having nobody in your life. I had friends when I went to high school in another town, but now I'm 18 and live with my Trumpy grandparents in an old people's community. Thought I was going to college in September but a credit mixup is making me wait another year, which Really sucks.

The only people I ever interact with are three family members. The total isolation is just very suffocating my dudes. I'm always thinking about missed opportunities, like a super cool girl I should have talked to more, natch. There's no way for me to make friends or meet anybody here, no one my age in a twenty mile radius. I'm living agonizingly by the minute and have twelve months to go. No idea how I'll get through it, aside from identifying images of parking meters to scream into the digital void.

I guess it's sad boy hours",4.2222507122507125,6.070219629629634,5.36753086419753,78.77542735042738,71.83950617283949,8.441405508072174,25.424501424501425,9.057496981413335,2.059124786324786,668,21,124,14,13,221,118,162,0.17600000000000002,0.691,0.133,-0.7987,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,9,12,2,0,8,1,9,1,0,3,2,21,25,7,0,1,5,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,2,4,5,0,1,3,0,1,3,3,5,0,2,4,3,12,7,20,20,2,22,0,2,0,0,8,10,2,2,9,73,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856797706816496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744506719412717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150877732808672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683211329851962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758947110860919,0.0,0.09328505191261256,0.0,0.2029482600844733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966930525126297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864797169056474,0.0,0.0,0.17583587109879742,0.0,0.0,0.2015613168427869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611520793466968,0.0872305543787264,0.0,0.3153259988537442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383671412150759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251697725675255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735828263245366,0.0,0.12099016095089425,0.13579538815871528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475682997709281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438375879623815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070222200185151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143511797862996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144076872410524,0.0,0.14174882611338865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473225223765479,0.0,0.1417247495115698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551772095298778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149804030665725
lonely,Jacob-Clark25,2019/10/28,I haven’t been hugged by a girl in 2 years I have forgotten what it feels like to hug a girl. I’m so envious of all of my friends who are in great relationships and hugging in the hallways of my high school. I just want a girlfriend who truly cares about me and is excited to see me everyday and wants to hug me like I see with all my other friends’ relationships.,5.85644736842105,4.846144907894737,6.57,81.80000000000003,67.02631578947367,10.757894736842106,33.473684210526315,10.125756701596842,2.909957894736842,287,11,65,6,4,95,49,76,0.051,0.5770000000000001,0.3720000000000001,0.9796,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,12,1,0,4,0,5,4,0,0,2,10,12,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,10,11,12,11,2,6,0,0,2,4,9,4,0,0,4,43,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439954831419609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100380876845875,0.17096520615549213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697851546330317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26384335194321645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528472514322146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338324204380771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.513865056358236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421974630917657,0.3814028450787288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823059348895989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410968177085946
lonely,aloneandboredagain,2019/10/28,Being alone for so long has made me not able to show emotions Which makes it harder to make friends :),7.41,6.239236000000003,5.780000000000005,89.24500000000003,64.0,8.0,30.0,3.1291,0.9865,80,2,17,0,1,23,19,20,0.077,0.69,0.23399999999999999,0.6249,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.3677147521962259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808415863083775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136296031681957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840955053909225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254159843852249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479405894988208,0.4909049048856534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,itz_soki,2019/10/28,"Just like the simulations I thought a girl at work liked me, and I tried telling myself multiple times she probably isn’t interested in me or has a boyfriend; found out today she does indeed have a boyfriend. I’m too socially inept to figure out if a girl is just being friendly or flirting. I had been thinking about her everyday and was excited to go to work just to see her and now talking to her and seeing her will just make me sad. I am now dreading going into work tomorrow.",9.433736842105263,6.6584992947368455,9.447236842105266,69.63190789473687,61.31578947368421,12.86842105263158,41.64473684210526,11.20814326018867,4.533684210526316,383,17,73,8,4,127,64,95,0.066,0.779,0.156,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,8,8,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,1,0,19,19,7,0,1,7,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,5,2,14,6,11,12,0,13,0,1,2,0,12,5,0,3,8,54,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119239384127965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520801925541267,0.1776248970510831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613218909655152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464103324395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534641195259333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24787768105672714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36641082122039204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23436033532071496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478982957434126,0.20094808132302253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731455770243562,0.0,0.18251977753677054,0.1340601067079257,0.0,0.2179241183723891,0.0,0.0,0.15609116320747307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502123177888822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Crochet-and-cats,2019/10/28,"My life is just so lonely right now My boyfriend of three years broke up with me last week and ever since then I’ve realized how alone I am. We were long distance so I was used to getting texts from him pretty much all day long, but now looking at my phone is so depressing because I never get any messages. I’m away from my home town and have tried making friends but I always find myself watching YouTube in bed all day with just my cat to keep me company. It’s just such a lonely life right now.",3.9440360610263534,4.680267203883496,4.239833564493761,90.8728155339806,71.13592233009709,7.050762829403608,26.36477115117892,6.868970318607317,0.9295975034674068,394,12,86,3,7,123,75,103,0.133,0.81,0.057999999999999996,-0.8009999999999999,0,5,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,3,4,20,13,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,2,14,1,11,11,3,20,0,4,2,0,5,7,0,0,13,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309327299120933,0.0,0.0,0.16316513573537486,0.0,0.0,0.13335000603931632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423588613231606,0.0,0.0,0.11953651013230185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529276044001304,0.0,0.16889466640748832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737740053565368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922550555356084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150101277336533,0.0,0.2049010622311884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669732899047632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742965228646662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598420171969648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770126567923063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470723772216249,0.16466878423909634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089364114235197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415096285308868,0.0,0.15123905767111356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994971401266075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33492480592657353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221020672302772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313431677375678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936144482759122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572940256682345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627750234936372
lonely,scarletharlot818,2019/10/28,"I don’t want to be here anymore I’ve been whispering to myself for months now that I don’t want to be here. I’m alone in the country, all my friends are overseas. I’m here trying to go to Uni, get my life sorted so that I can move away. I have no one to talk to, I’ve tried getting in to see a therapist but I keep getting pushed around to someone else or cancelled on.

If I’m supposed to be this alone then I don’t want to see everyone else living it up on social media, friends meeting up with other friends, my NEX hanging out with his new chick. I don’t want to see other people asking someone else how they’re doing when I’m on the other side of the world in tears because no one cares about me.",4.026220760233919,3.6844109934210536,5.125614035087718,88.3954093567252,70.64473684210526,7.545029239766081,28.73099415204679,6.42735559955562,1.1775064327485376,549,18,125,3,9,182,88,152,0.087,0.784,0.129,0.743,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,4,0,12,1,0,1,1,15,30,7,0,5,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,1,4,13,4,28,26,1,22,0,0,3,0,9,13,0,3,5,80,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909231390934969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928648350020012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250283234649682,0.13129973898372252,0.0,0.1319553364271337,0.0,0.0,0.08561567857906374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319589795520482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519783586149335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420389681288086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32552887815574644,0.0,0.22013454464763146,0.0,0.07981972442661743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483646262145015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920243848516767,0.0,0.0,0.12401798528638547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121040983156356,0.14927379023063242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564536563564047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903421355061188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736882423262276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33575615118216523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431688505904597,0.23800193948074244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288662590775413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307072707662387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070968125352825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313590179952609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Miss_Westeros,2019/10/28,"I've never had a best friend. I feel like I'm always meant to observe, never experience. This is mostly my fault though. Besides my husband, I don't let anyone even get close to me. What's even worse is that I met someone really cool over the summer, I liked them right away, but I didn't pursue it. It feels safer to stay away and not be vulnerable but it's lonelier.",1.9089661654135384,3.8329588815789504,3.704812030075189,87.83868421052631,78.60526315789474,6.448120300751881,20.06766917293233,7.447530270364453,0.5287353383458653,289,7,61,4,7,97,58,76,0.14400000000000002,0.7090000000000001,0.146,0.0381,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,0,2,11,13,4,0,0,3,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,3,9,5,6,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846993804129627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520873527246798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41710202201112095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23294704771425545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932222453107145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171322607855156,0.0,0.0,0.2244725126759542,0.15857760923592226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149584722902472,0.0,0.11597177016245833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269825084717483,0.0,0.21688966444549326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423986395157192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220163588333573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895637933335728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807706624052306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23659376364716656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180874193111251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262095272631229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wigglesquiggly,2019/10/28,Idk I dont have any friends to talk to about this but i Just ended things with my bf. After being apart for a few months we recently reunited. Our first day was nice but on the second day after work i got movie tickets and made reservations at a restaurant it was to be a nice date i wanted to talk about his time away and how well he was doing. On my way home I texted him only to get his reply that he's going out with a friend. I come to find out this friend was a guy he met on grindr. He came home that night high on meth and freaking out. He had sex with a stranger and now i just dont know.. All seemed well now im more lonely than ever..,1.6478143133462275,2.6998028723404275,2.966537717601547,96.62454545454548,77.01418439716312,5.9783365570599605,18.491940683430048,6.1124844417494595,-0.4367645390070925,499,8,123,3,11,162,90,141,0.071,0.7829999999999999,0.146,0.9175,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,2,10,9,0,0,7,0,11,1,0,2,2,25,21,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,6,13,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,2,2,2,9,0,14,7,24,10,3,29,0,1,0,1,18,11,0,1,14,81,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644370998309574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706224479783644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902515920363565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483412841316872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189389838909289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668968959808044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386364394587844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415876094869154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306281867803022,0.1331417642782182,0.0,0.0,0.3627970559155153,0.0,0.08177888359800442,0.0,0.08895788659373463,0.0,0.12518892026536238,0.0,0.0,0.1549863135769949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653793421515636,0.3140186350698597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907599228126666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602313147695842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481096076358581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249383374384296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688996184271855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904581724176465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455150345084506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424962785541879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516209054237873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039895664456886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127213740268983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232366484719412,0.12424382637553065,0.0,0.0,0.2814730958488217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395350143248925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thatbitch42069,2019/10/28,Uhh I'm lonely all the time [F14] I just want someone to talk to who doesn't suck tbh. Ummm keep it child appropriate tho cuz me no likey smexy talk. :),-2.0705357142857146,-0.9585616249999979,0.20535714285714413,101.73250000000004,118.375,3.0785714285714287,10.821428571428573,5.288315135182226,-1.5565946428571429,116,2,28,1,7,38,29,32,0.129,0.687,0.184,0.2514,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065485591269463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875444062313919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7352642672464555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667073354432905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26978001557164016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,freshcherries,2019/10/28,"Constant loneliness Aside from the fact I am almost always alone (Parents dead, one sibling estranges, 1 grown child but lives far away, no boyfriend in many years, all friends married who don't consider me, being new to a place I moved to 3 months ago which any old friends here I used to know haven't moved a finger to welcome me) and go everywhere alone (last night to the movies) sometimes not speaking to anyone human for weeks, a ""Friend"" promised to contact me when she was up my way, and didn't. Then she told me she was coming back this way, and she did, and I told her I was waiting for her contact, to see just now that again she just drove back home without contacting me. I feel lied to, betrayed, lost a friend, and realize that no on cares about me. I am just alone and pathetic at 61, no one wants to be alone like this.",7.46559090909091,5.963346066666666,6.542234848484853,84.89335227272731,64.0909090909091,9.704545454545457,34.56439393939394,8.07648339933343,2.3303484848484843,651,23,139,6,8,197,107,165,0.19399999999999998,0.6659999999999999,0.14,-0.7475,1,4,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,10,9,0,0,6,0,11,1,1,1,2,22,24,9,1,1,6,1,2,1,4,0,0,1,1,2,6,7,0,1,3,0,0,6,8,1,0,2,9,4,21,8,20,13,1,30,0,1,1,0,22,7,0,1,16,88,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097553116287224,0.0,0.1239837238850301,0.5129436647024671,0.0,0.0,0.1030247351907629,0.0,0.0,0.08419904778045466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657494581187555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632909993836565,0.1904135460787108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262385468828202,0.0,0.0,0.1066564217134042,0.0,0.13380098552888975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260503182073016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826393831442608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703674209114248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419742821064395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804597245438948,0.10092647194424152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060490187338880036,0.0,0.10933169506563528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515966490745066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552987394627355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882865831395322,0.2631933824291651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958215349568738,0.0,0.11619282076534515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992394346965086,0.0,0.1678016964171837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748288791996702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936124719204767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866523002743233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245707645127328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23662276869089924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693717089897103,0.0,0.0,0.07302981706453203,0.1965585730726815,0.09931763466823493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119354094976499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973337062148861
lonely,novalins,2019/10/28,"i’m an asshole throwaway account because my friend frequents reddit. this is going to just be a mess of my emotions so i apologize

things have basically blown up in the last 24 hours. my “best” friend (i’ll call her T) has recently gotten really close with a friend we went to high school with. it seems they hang out almost every day. i’m used to staying home and don’t go out all that often. i know it’s up to me to ask as well, but i feel like i’m never asked to do anything. well, cue last night at work when i see her new friend had posted on her instagram story that she was at this pumpkin patch i had talked to them about going to. me being me, i jump to conclusions. we had all originally talked about going there, but decided against it because you had to pay for the individual activities on top of admission. so, when i saw she was there i automatically assumed T was there too... i asked a mutually friend if T had posted on her snapchat story. i had assumed she had maybe blocked me from watching it. lo and behold, mutual friend said T had posted. of course i have to go act like a fucking bratty teenager and call her out on it. after texting her i blocked her number because i didn’t want to deal with a response that night. i woke up the next morning and i guess the texts came through on my computer anyways. T was angry i had assumed she was there and that she no longer trusts me or wants to be friends, and that me ignoring her was unfair. i still don’t know if she was actually there or not. i’ve been so tired of feeling like her second choice that all my emotions came up and i blew up on her. she’s legit one of the only two people that texts me on a regular basis. i’m so tired of feeling alone. everyday i feel like i just repeat the motions but i never look forward to anything. i’m still too scared to read the full message she sent me. i’m scared of intimacy and telling her how i feel. i felt i just needed to rant. i thought this would make me feel better but it really just cemented what a shitty person i am lol. thanks for reading if you do. i hope it all works out",2.4832638888888887,4.096078206018522,4.058518518518522,87.33833333333334,75.9675925925926,6.837037037037038,24.962962962962962,7.594959193182576,1.1563768518518511,1643,56,349,22,36,548,204,432,0.11199999999999999,0.731,0.157,0.9464,0,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,2,2,2,6,26,23,1,2,15,1,31,3,0,4,6,71,75,25,0,8,14,0,7,4,7,1,2,1,1,1,19,20,0,3,16,2,2,14,7,5,2,3,28,12,66,18,54,43,6,61,0,0,4,1,46,24,1,13,25,239,85,7,0.0,0.0,0.07699490805346147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900683954686084,0.08171648774500909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129855768230632,0.0,0.22128223031729452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428991597959326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280056344123203,0.06978053812714215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113121188064067,0.1804809026172367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050883899749432776,0.08134231878955152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750350599000916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647655753781327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393649205990863,0.1690982846454125,0.07575626446496647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267049976554823,0.07294167395386329,0.0,0.0,0.22420311953328173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691712054195436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336206228926754,0.07914301954561538,0.07836539025995297,0.07770049530810139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672262872986956,0.12862787670942372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418599717731132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662560334523837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052666287094460265,0.0,0.07926554113780991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850326631181067,0.12170491341959125,0.07620200231009995,0.08391092469205999,0.1480843978394682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053464605228413405,0.060006919262563525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546992470722238,0.06889233782729548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266928447812349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784247642322818,0.0,0.1010905756388736,0.0,0.07790411964368478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505186022168868,0.0,0.15798510173007688,0.07985089768702143,0.0628729945622537,0.07182749365357008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409678134533506,0.1260191030060418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683348064110886,0.06896197870050556,0.0726404152145081,0.0,0.0,0.052417578898910015,0.0,0.0,0.06263769690181015,0.0,0.18136762642673152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707372478379708,0.0,0.0,0.06814416955764911,0.0,0.0,0.09307439489887333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188094742448826,0.07314098551079558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488011454041805,0.0,0.0,0.056048215821392224,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Aservil1,2019/10/28,"seargent pepper's lonely hearts club band i'm not lonely because I am alone.
i've just come to live abroad, and my ex-girlfriend, coicidentally, came to the same country not that far away from me. 3 weeks after I arrived here, she broke up with me, and it's affecting me on a weird level. it's not like i think about her all the time, or that i always correlate the way I feel with her having left me, but I guess it's the only explanation. 
i'm usually the person who doesn't feel like this. i used to be really happy and kind of the stone for all of my friends, so I guess i'm allowed to be like this now. 
as I said, i'm not really alone. i have made friends here, i go out a lot and i am supposed to be living a good life. i just feel like I don't know myself anymore, I don't even know what i'm doing really. 
i want to come back, i just don't know how to. 
if you'd be kind enough to message me, i'd love to talk to someone.",1.3808353658536596,2.369035678048782,3.6244359756097566,91.89762957317076,77.58536585365854,6.685975609756098,21.10518292682927,7.1686216300943375,0.3224207317073167,714,17,174,8,16,247,112,205,0.10300000000000001,0.768,0.129,0.919,1,6,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,11,15,0,0,9,0,14,3,1,5,2,39,37,10,0,2,10,0,3,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,9,10,0,0,7,2,0,4,8,4,0,0,3,4,29,11,23,29,5,18,0,3,0,1,13,7,0,5,10,109,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708683741608513,0.0,0.0,0.1088078260432796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968478013072834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285900513530112,0.10055101796502346,0.0,0.07971376815075554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956152059410935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22528674029013676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351162818850159,0.0,0.08636974035444278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983577263995164,0.18683857933386366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20205904611828315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743173576662687,0.10968035555609396,0.0,0.0,0.2881070855786974,0.0,0.0,0.1392028879633672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549583945821748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723454289806993,0.2155967977996852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207769201540976,0.0,0.09236392577433826,0.25554274006556715,0.0,0.2309376294089253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117261639987956,0.118021462311291,0.12373399488179868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945347082079392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141798678233045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513162333138699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438845523703936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079764675156956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510479475580876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378960242305013,0.0,0.0,0.07625073324075866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293987863391215,0.14402032560704306,0.0,0.07712920219029673,0.10379600096329653,0.10489263472506556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,crysttt,2019/10/28,hello there! simply quite lonely and would like someone to chat with 20m from Denmark. Don’t mind what you’re into and such. always possible to have en interesting conversation,3.9121875000000017,7.1438608437500015,4.861250000000002,74.45875000000002,81.1875,6.95,23.625,8.07648339933343,2.0551000000000004,145,5,22,3,4,47,30,32,0.081,0.758,0.16,0.4017,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35239563299182763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206906407646754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276260531372101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774457697094989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504567879588424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35884006032336146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008505364408203,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThrowawayDeLaNuit,2019/01/13,"I miss her so much Hey everyone, usual breakup post here! I have a need to write stuff down so I'll do it there.

So, I broke up with my girlfriend Friday night. She wanted to stay with me at first, but eventually understood me and accepted it the next day.

Sounds a bit weird, huh?

The thing is, I still love her. And, she said on multiple occasions that she still loves me.

I just wanted to break up because there was many issued that stacked up together. I would get angry quicly and she could start arguments easily. We were a LDR, and, tbh, it ain't easy everyday. We had massive culture differences that I believe would have corrupted our future together.

There were other minor things, but yeah, despite that, we still loved each other. But I know that there would be issues long term, so I just went what would other qualify as the easy route, breaking up.

She will probably have a bit of trouble moving on at first, but I will be happy once she finds someone more similar to her.

But me, damn. This relationship made me grow a lot, and actually helped me tone down my anger issues, but I still feel like I am not enough mature for a relationship.

This post probably sounds like a mess now 

I miss her 😔",3.2204087471898615,5.379995635193137,4.0315634580012265,85.92011444921319,75.48068669527895,7.871571632945024,23.970774575924807,8.704169506293173,1.6725701614551405,945,30,188,20,21,302,138,233,0.152,0.711,0.13699999999999998,0.1728,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,4,0,0,2,16,15,2,0,10,2,20,3,0,1,0,36,36,16,0,8,9,0,1,2,1,6,0,3,0,0,17,11,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,8,0,2,8,4,35,7,19,19,8,34,0,3,0,3,25,10,1,1,18,136,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.10520957487933526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572157866616014,0.0,0.0,0.1214679147250948,0.0,0.0,0.2354069378212216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607961239087461,0.0,0.0,0.06953022733819421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264125177077915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139926709011028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301958832864792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451330521703578,0.07702136452978442,0.0,0.0,0.09853879077767796,0.18341073627954468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056327649457485085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476854957526435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226453340494596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375851258656239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925100199322734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053436105418014,0.0,0.0,0.09541078502783873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165844274767583,0.2919153240222247,0.10201491745971758,0.0,0.10930508512293938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458776371641625,0.0792546882493596,0.07994169917631873,0.0,0.0,0.11465995528501258,0.10117484997926672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481693249902827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650939506337584,0.0,0.2324805002734111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315008340871964,0.0,0.0,0.10255450012804017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913492916711363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631033453729458,0.1149139188259001,0.34439722285881097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341966758982613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325184175371986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187403804698896,0.0,0.12718136519706638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999433882887853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063479966867136,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DuncanMacHasPonytail,2019/01/13,Edgy. Just an edgelord teen with no friends. Thats it.,-1.6130303030303033,-1.4197220000000021,-2.3599999999999994,118.51333333333336,132.63636363636363,1.4666666666666668,21.84848484848485,3.1291,-1.1737515151515148,42,2,11,0,3,11,11,11,0.165,0.602,0.233,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MattTheGreat2008,2019/01/13,"Here to listen and talk. 24/m/uk Hey all,
I feel super socially isolated at the moment too.
I enjoy getting to know people and enjoy listening to them most importantly.
I understand what it's like to feel lonely and depressed so if your feeling this way and you just need someone to talk to without judgement or weird ulterior motives, please message me on this.

Hope to speak to you soon :)!",2.92608108108108,5.63237937837838,4.441824324324326,79.69219594594598,79.54054054054055,6.943243243243244,28.16891891891892,8.07648339933343,2.3522756756756764,310,14,53,6,8,103,57,74,0.09,0.635,0.275,0.9387,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,2,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,18,10,7,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,8,5,11,10,2,5,0,2,0,0,12,2,0,4,3,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296793163417868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045035214512005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932214939642013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648598319311921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655283916682313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302796973353274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977297022495713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848728544355321,0.0,0.0,0.29271954820063434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27183273787591417,0.2259455131545878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286725843438984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776090504730821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116673177511678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570568228224982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,faze_pleb,2019/01/13,"I feel like isolating myself from everyone and everything I'm a senior in high school everything is going my way and i just feel like isolating myself from everyone. My girlfriend broke up with me on Christmas but i don't care for her anymore. I don't feel any emotion anymore at all. I talk to my buddies from school about this but it doesn't fix anything. It just makes me feel worse because they don't understand what's going on in my head. I hate expressing my own emotions because no one seems to understand me, i don't even want to talk anymore. I just want to be in utter silence rather then rambling on about my feelings to my friends. I have school tomorrow and everyone is gonna ask what's wrong with me. I'm just gonna tell them to leave me alone. I feel disconnected from reality and feel as if life is nonexistent and this is all a dream. ",2.671118421052629,4.847044251461991,3.828417397660818,86.65034539473686,77.2456140350877,7.54985380116959,27.64656432748538,8.472884824447931,2.0759266081871344,681,29,137,14,16,221,89,171,0.162,0.779,0.059000000000000004,-0.9502,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,8,7,1,0,2,0,11,2,1,1,2,30,33,10,0,4,8,0,7,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,10,1,0,2,6,3,0,1,0,7,27,4,24,30,3,15,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,2,5,90,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184314484710336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776148434783896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402115083337658,0.0,0.0,0.09409977807576453,0.0,0.10690121329065837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394126140332935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658679101833125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572552725060985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552667221437567,0.0,0.0,0.32779713444997444,0.20553965857286027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047292969752117,0.16338240777891228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834602999556189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997475016746582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289631677058773,0.1173554306477476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081637447827615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107945891298486,0.0,0.0,0.08076833295739479,0.1117306401900206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632908410909013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748608406777398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34718296401684884,0.0,0.1040993604617549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381936426124415,0.09994637866001853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380834279347865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489242755800873,0.09076519750721547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653176449328875,0.0,0.1250230716297587,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nomad34,2019/01/13,"Broke up after 11 years and now lonely (36M) Well its been three months sinds we broke up and I'am still feeling like shit. The reason for the break up is clear and I know we will never get back. But I was so used to be around her all this time and I now feel lonely during the weekends. Most of my friends have there own families what makes it hard to do stuff with them. I get bored and today (Sunday) I always feel the worst. Everyone I know is busy with their own lives. I even go out alone, to get out of the house. But it only makes me feel more sad. I try to get on the dating apps and stuff but it is not what I was expecting. But I know it's my fault for not investing in people during my relationship that led me to this point..

So just posting this to feel less lonely..",0.41470189701897203,2.5351671097561024,1.7779674796747995,98.54331978319786,85.21951219512195,4.863956639566396,14.598915989159892,6.139981653823899,-0.8812563685636854,602,9,142,5,18,192,100,164,0.133,0.816,0.051,-0.8913,0,7,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,2,0,11,13,1,0,6,0,10,1,1,5,3,38,26,12,0,1,7,0,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,13,13,0,0,9,1,1,2,3,10,1,1,3,6,20,3,21,21,7,26,0,6,0,0,7,9,1,1,14,101,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954159274690966,0.0,0.0,0.12817571578116305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371305006967232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118449188526798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174363089802456,0.0,0.0,0.14719422811870467,0.0,0.0,0.14521757734895396,0.0,0.3894426299794091,0.11004800625337337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901286795293713,0.0,0.3219234329372633,0.0,0.08754591337988632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379918398651147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774438462099176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25397321941814616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525739372725664,0.0,0.13602236634394285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564915499881825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295526890341085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880708696558145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715627701545843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679368681618744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456199712658351,0.0,0.14753015178357776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838136513428633,0.0,0.1653840164532349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812243196023018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301855454714355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526836594919637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982343152490926,0.0,0.1460142961611655,0.0,0.0,0.10458475869004352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304327740526048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385027242187481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919833166404844
lonely,thelifeofsteveo,2019/01/13,"Vacation in paradise and never felt more lonely in my life I decided that I didn't want to spend another January in the UK as it's too dark and cold and brings on bad depression. So I booked a month in barbados which is where I am now. It has everything I could ask for. Stunning beaches, beautiful warm weather, clear blue seas, surf etc but I've never felt more lonely and isolated in my life.    

I figured none of this would be an issue as I live on my own and work on my own but I've realised that I don't DO things on my own. I go to beaches with friends, I go to bars with friends, I go surfing with friends. I really don't enjoy sitting on a beach on my own here. Plus I've already had some stuff stolen from my bag whilst I left it on the beach 30ft away while I swam so now it's just made me even more angry.   

I'm going to cut this vacation short and buy a flight home this week as I don't think I can take it anymore. I'm a very social person, but only to people I know. I can't go up to a group of people and ask to hang out with them. It's too weird for me. I'm staying in an apartment far away from other apartments too.  

I feel like a huge failure. I got on tinder when I was here and met up with a girl from Cali and that was fun for a few days as we went snorkeling and went out for dinner but she flew back home and I've not managed to meet anyone else. I'm miserable and lonely. How pathetic!?  ",0.5794357366771159,2.2601251298701293,2.7273936408419166,94.42512987012992,81.79220779220779,6.066457680250784,21.010300044782802,7.0983637204850245,0.3674676220331397,1092,32,260,14,29,370,163,308,0.113,0.7559999999999999,0.131,0.5544,0,6,0,0,0,1,24.0,1,0,1,1,15,15,1,1,12,0,16,4,0,2,3,43,41,26,0,3,6,0,4,1,3,1,2,0,2,2,16,21,2,0,7,6,2,11,9,8,0,0,12,6,33,7,47,26,11,51,0,5,1,0,14,27,0,1,12,170,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696061614267382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014219451837727,0.0,0.0,0.1230856983038986,0.0867819568009419,0.12716735322013234,0.0,0.0,0.2320558270093434,0.0,0.2332145132953447,0.09543442375363384,0.1036282888534037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909328798591403,0.0,0.0,0.08004193617953798,0.0,0.1068974352697864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367960328784494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384176247672294,0.08197476830462737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154381223826383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275472789545715,0.08866559739791653,0.2383338586611629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28766573955345204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526783889070198,0.0,0.09926365924099413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248988798056764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954062395657984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820867846509117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348479900069576,0.0,0.17532787256243518,0.06063482656899913,0.0,0.10959312014791042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743772205654948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906496938655993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144556452310266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439272590340994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720871892596056,0.10836976204232507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950928922001185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265164968449213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228681839431747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207848204601053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331673576136952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245446055771741,0.07952592212016604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240535162972668,0.07320444004026813,0.0,0.09955511494144326,0.0,0.0,0.23010603052014986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090354973199992,0.0,0.0,0.08816556387863839,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ensureorigional,2019/01/13,"i cant tell if its a good thing or bad thing ive always been a social floater, never fully belonging to a clique but being tight with very nice and generous people. while i am grateful for them reaching out to me im still painfully aware that they have their own lives and full groups that they're a part of and i don't. i still have meaningful relationships with them, spend good time and have fun with others, but i wish i had a solid group of people where i can feel like myself and feel like this is where my social life is. im always the outsider at birthday parties who just shows up because im dummy tight with the birthday person without knowing any other guest. when i try making my own cliques i maintain it for a good while, but since the rest of them are also social floaters and used to being alone we all drift apart. im a highschool senior so we all know we missed out on key ride or die forming years.
i dont know if ill try to make a clique in college or if ill stick with individual relationships. i dont know if i can switch my whole energy in time. im upset with having an inconsistent social life because it depends on if others are up for a one on one with someone as mellow as i am. i also dont know how to change things.",4.6144767441860495,4.812594275193803,5.4258817829457415,84.88207848837213,69.42635658914729,7.69031007751938,26.590116279069772,7.1686216300943375,1.1548209302325585,985,27,207,8,16,322,140,258,0.084,0.723,0.193,0.9835,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,5,0,10,11,0,1,13,0,22,5,0,5,3,50,34,26,1,6,13,0,4,2,1,0,5,0,0,1,13,18,0,2,8,1,1,2,7,4,0,2,2,4,28,7,31,30,9,26,0,1,0,0,20,14,0,9,12,147,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410638526520336,0.0,0.14532578432157373,0.15121014004266906,0.0,0.0,0.06178977205215591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586658401033597,0.110778153407919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612072011742404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430116811528104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31947132770312703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188585257181148,0.12982470459068507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22863404030749465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907367013142743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496789000504599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835806631843824,0.08878188021335892,0.0,0.08023345505992302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130315535010967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007893870005316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314187446178812,0.0,0.09668435076277286,0.0,0.0,0.09839548182104696,0.0,0.12598555226107674,0.07933783088703515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951051346684807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516258900651157,0.0,0.0,0.3704924415053049,0.07698769606443112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512618671604902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941803074663956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810954806301485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059655768428382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337965824080326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847622494471612,0.0,0.07497126796636742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014449928812136,0.10448765501085162,0.08758842904398244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851261891343496
lonely,UniquenessError,2019/01/13,"Existence Day Be me.
Turn 38.
Have no friends left, cus you had them turn away from you.
Mom invites to a nice meal.
Awesome.jpg
Big Sis takes the chance to diss that little soul into oblivion.
Panic attack for the freakin books.
Leave to not get lost.
Walking.jpg
Lost.gif
All the worst memories find their suiting places in my soul.
Awesome.
Self hate.exe
Be ... never be like me.
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lonely,the_vigster,2019/01/13,"My gf dumped me She visited me at work a couple days ago with a chocolate muffin and a coffee, and saw I was stoned (I took a fat rip of a dab pen earlier) and literally just left the food and walked away. She dumped me later that night. She's super against drugs and I shouldn't have hit it (weed makes me paranoid), but now I've lost her, and shes been my only companion since moving cities last summer, and the heartbreak is creeping in. I want her back, but I know it'll never happen",2.6032920792079217,3.977860752475252,3.820878712871288,90.15527846534651,75.13861386138616,6.6341584158415845,21.53589108910891,7.1686216300943375,0.4707514851485142,380,9,83,4,8,124,74,101,0.121,0.8390000000000001,0.04,-0.8316,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,2,0,7,0,7,3,1,1,1,16,15,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,5,1,17,1,6,7,0,17,0,2,1,0,9,4,0,0,9,51,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213409200898541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22619133316365495,0.18512089349432886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663838627963017,0.0,0.15526299798093468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27919206496383364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29111428952255725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289328460871407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230919205968664,0.19624232674943315,0.0,0.0,0.2615741722341756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628056506202403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607016299276799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558777729864937,0.0,0.0,0.18568024286254192,0.0,0.0,0.2259263507315355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310023858596589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914981647540145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674806693753036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199982370083158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752679244296454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bigface8,2019/01/13,Cuddling and kissing after being touched deprived long Feels so intense and heart to heart and warm doing all that cute shit as we hold hands and she rubs my chest just face in the titties feel like a lil boy again bite the titty DONT LOSE HOPE am 16 btw,5.91,5.978171764705883,4.92235294117647,90.05058823529413,66.64705882352942,6.8000000000000025,28.764705882352942,3.1291,0.8003411764705879,204,6,42,0,3,60,46,51,0.146,0.618,0.23600000000000002,0.6115,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,1,3,8,1,0,3,0,4,8,6,0,1,11,7,6,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,3,5,4,6,1,4,0,2,0,2,3,1,1,1,4,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271077198468956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822466598525273,0.19939189881502528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6614789866895062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27721317217518704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635607900609004,0.0,0.0,0.24699818953189603,0.0,0.31224589853284423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864961667838801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shantaram88,2019/01/13,"I don’t think I’ve ever been so alone and isolated I live and work in a different country than my home since the last 9 years. 
My wife used to be here with me but she moved back home 1 year ago and I’m supposed to be heading back in the next couple of months myself. 
I have very few friends here and most of them are work acquaintances.
All of my closest childhood friends are back home and in the last 9 years I have drifted apart from them and we aren’t in regular touch anymore. 


My wife is never supportive or compassionate. Whenever we talk on the phone, I have to be a non-judgmental sounding board for her. But she never has time for my problems. Nothing I do is good enough. There’s always something I got wrong or something I could’ve done better. 

I’m feeling so lonely and lost - there’s literally not one single person in the world who I can talk to about my problems. For the first time in my life I have strong suicidal thoughts; I recalled the advise I had read countless times to reach out to someone if you feel that way. When I realized there was no one who I could reach out to it broke me. ",4.386666666666667,5.092797888888889,4.7871111111111135,87.45800000000004,70.1111111111111,7.955555555555558,28.777777777777786,8.021203637495839,1.6627777777777781,875,31,186,11,15,277,132,225,0.182,0.7290000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9741,2,3,2,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,2,6,13,13,0,0,9,0,21,2,1,1,4,32,31,15,1,4,6,2,3,0,2,0,1,1,3,1,4,12,0,0,5,1,0,2,6,6,0,3,7,4,32,7,26,20,5,35,0,3,0,0,20,12,0,4,20,128,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103286087970624,0.0,0.0,0.12067740433295053,0.0,0.0,0.0969522267683916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555444740383128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687852183994541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305061373191876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606012383939702,0.12892484002980756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173640582120958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923826574508807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203941377912226,0.0,0.0,0.1053971112322135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117829902317866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911006612892442,0.0,0.0,0.180042880850064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772968627902316,0.09319000866010424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958098070893396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506308616557063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899552797054728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230003854070772,0.0,0.0,0.1028874403156582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719305182181018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300347605192742,0.12384008777098154,0.0,0.0,0.1797315750020078,0.0,0.12391810840687965,0.0,0.0,0.1118020674560084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791108895389072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173893588487627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298378823005094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165494312951764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963848108572931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872523846758532,0.17940234378002667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274516708665631,0.13222313200317545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730534863470527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465996546720523,0.0,0.092502197342252,0.20382757332566254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006340547614128,0.0,0.09613947015640642,0.0,0.0924864854761728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965283769255515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739403225066506,0.0,0.22510112203217394
lonely,York215,2019/01/13,"Does it actually work or what? Been trying online dating for months, almost going on a year now and I am having little to no luck only having gone on 2 dates in that time and neither of them had a follow up. I'm starting to think it just won't ever work for me. Anyone have some positive online dating experiences to share?",3.620153846153848,5.0808184000000045,5.63692307692308,77.80307692307693,72.69230769230771,7.046153846153848,20.69230769230769,7.554174236665415,0.8752153846153843,256,5,46,3,5,89,53,65,0.028999999999999998,0.836,0.135,0.7891,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,13,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,10,9,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,9,35,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.2843827863548843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918139100293327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376685468302327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550226231727419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636050583674099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28506358068576343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562006359708978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920782733234336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23260776738961725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216371878593756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626778112427926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867294494564499,0.0,0.0,0.16992869075579492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785428830206112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243128265974154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766420229844244
lonely,nvgoldminer,2019/01/13,It’s raining outside and I’m bored. Lonely Expat working in Africa. Bored to tears just wanting friendly chat. ,2.265000000000001,4.741069500000002,2.2900000000000027,87.55000000000004,104.0,2.0,30.0,3.1291,1.0779999999999998,90,5,13,0,4,27,19,20,0.34700000000000003,0.524,0.129,-0.5267,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6361892439405625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48568742424389505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5994755806750315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,joyluckpug001,2019/01/13,"I always make the first move Im usually the one who has to ask to join my group of friends almost every occasion. I also am left out when discussing plans. I was in my room tonight thinking how every weekend im the one who has to text whats going on for tonight or hey are you guys going to bla and bla? Usually i am totally fine with being alone, but going back home and spending time with my old highschool buddies got me thinking this is how friendships should be, not me having to try so hard to be with people who just sit in a room and stare at their phones. Im just a little mad and kind of ashamed of myself for feeling so angry for being ignored or stuffed away in some closet until they ""need"" an extra friend to make themselves seem more popular. I do not know, I just want to feel less of an extra waste of space and find some people who would actually invite me out or think of me when planning. ",7.0343010752688215,5.401818559139791,7.188279569892478,80.33575268817208,65.0215053763441,9.556989247311831,33.03225806451613,7.793537801064563,2.224122580645161,716,23,147,6,9,232,116,186,0.127,0.772,0.10099999999999999,-0.813,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,3,11,8,1,1,7,0,15,0,0,4,1,40,31,17,0,4,9,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,6,10,0,1,8,1,1,4,2,3,0,3,2,4,17,5,29,23,7,30,0,0,1,0,15,13,0,7,12,106,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.13245955639243656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592081844008533,0.14058240980216688,0.0,0.10854868619563827,0.11294390818335726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689560390584848,0.0,0.1275292109041922,0.10437323631727996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22872825085630225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372652296108143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406099472246825,0.11545767005076295,0.0,0.0,0.20973986138940645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23142708918796195,0.0,0.10856113503052127,0.0,0.0,0.13440079266160254,0.0,0.0,0.1215935296073338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615509811754167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398571756084832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413490106525889,0.07459740664128282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747845247371213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360439533355264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812107631981329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426675867938585,0.0,0.10064713237647192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142432959569224,0.0,0.18395756473493188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820564074590945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356970333059203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609240210081419,0.0,0.0,0.07914923151421446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215639102054303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989898617297804,0.0,0.08006109346373172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964235426988784,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LightlyBakedGoods,2019/01/13,"Idk My friends have been making excuses not to hang out with me and they leave me on seen.
I have been called boring by my boyfriend and been given hints that they may wanna break up with me.
My social life is mainly dead.
I dont like ""getting out there"" irl because Im too scared to get ridiculed or something. Used to be more out there online but welp it happened here too. (Online) 
All i have is read,and sleep.
I used to draw but every drawing seems bad to me and i end up ripping it up. 
Idk what to do. 
I see cool people who are into the same stuff but then im scared they may actually be mean or idk what to say. ",0.43467829880043496,2.491920106870232,1.8409651035986911,98.52986641221376,84.57251908396947,4.353544165757906,17.754089422028354,5.288315135182226,-0.7217070883315153,478,11,112,2,14,153,82,131,0.17300000000000001,0.79,0.037000000000000005,-0.9281,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,0,5,8,1,2,1,1,15,2,1,3,1,25,26,9,1,1,6,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,5,4,16,3,19,17,4,12,0,0,2,0,9,8,0,5,3,77,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.175058469758202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497829062447892,0.10935429598101216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317694049666086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102433921752981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888602836501045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114355912058888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859603709281115,0.0,0.18744742824810207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863371911556515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875433184856141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994779029147724,0.0,0.0,0.1267082501732104,0.08764074601290828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974401761997902,0.0,0.0,0.19540797300679366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436623059203485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943824522986207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265788947967833,0.3592007686307999,0.0,0.14295036510130713,0.16330964531875494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951925292522927,0.18286520789848595,0.0,0.13810295511645604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535828769501666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098702069342676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,edwinc6,2019/01/13,"anyone in OC, CA? just looking for local people to talk to. send me your sc or ig",-2.4683333333333337,-0.8058556111111077,1.1722222222222245,97.345,105.11111111111113,2.4000000000000004,11.555555555555555,3.1291,-1.6945777777777775,61,1,14,0,3,22,17,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589881126094198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5512322635774088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550829291836682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.527610113284593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Foxfire413,2019/01/13,"Feeling unwanted Save a few, everyone I've tried to invest in has left me on read and I'm getting tired of it. It makes me feel like I'm a nuisance they're just hoping will leave. I know I'm worth more than I feel, but it's like they don't see any worth in me, which makes me feel worthless.",5.924564102564106,3.4583373538461544,6.475384615384615,87.22794871794872,67.76923076923077,9.8974358974359,30.89743589743589,7.793537801064563,1.6727435897435896,228,6,57,2,3,75,45,65,0.128,0.657,0.215,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,13,16,2,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,7,4,6,15,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,1,2,27,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624422811060606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22825402021175836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831268022980011,0.3413027829238532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248016289555909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372554444007605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127871724146836,0.0,0.0,0.2529327168310335,0.25953693208942424,0.0,0.0,0.2334032100097358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189000477911155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389383040452177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903513810904495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745501340900943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217953603878812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,screaming_moon,2019/01/13,"Rural lone wolf to isolation in a megacity My life was good and bad.  Bad due to circumstances beyond my control.  Good due to who I am and my abilities as a person.

I spent my entire life until my late 20's in the same small isolated town of the mountains.  1,500 people trapped in an area surrounded by wilderness.

I went from that to a city of millions in a new country.  I work remotely and don't know anyone here and in 2 years haven't made a single friend.

I actually have not hung out with a friend in 7 years.  Not once.

I am married and am around her friend group sometimes.  They are nice.  I just don't relate to them.",1.5528831011508188,3.7640200000000017,3.086141732283465,90.33655360387644,81.28346456692913,6.427377347062388,22.367655966081166,7.61054688173877,0.9592815263476684,488,16,103,8,13,160,83,127,0.19399999999999998,0.725,0.081,-0.9298,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,2,4,9,0,0,9,0,9,2,0,2,0,15,13,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,15,6,21,9,2,21,0,1,0,0,9,13,0,0,7,68,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.1904016278987287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642717739967375,0.0,0.0,0.17369146681809744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258215294558671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883522871794367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522302368899936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273021698569923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722871228288897,0.0,0.22009536754035688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27562741905035176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462013915142048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884408418139988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778841548619667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526642151653248,0.17036468519396472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297122436745007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087121680440432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420442037965694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512920706202659
lonely,WonderingStars7,2019/01/13,My loneliness is making me depressed Lately I have been feeling so lonely even when I'm laughing and talking with my family I still feel lonely. Its hard to fall asleep knowing I have no one to talk to.  I've been struggling with depression a lot and my loneliness is just making it worse. I just feel so disconnected .,2.0718442622950803,4.898601983606562,3.4394877049180335,83.98414959016395,86.54098360655738,6.328688524590166,24.018442622950825,7.645422480735847,1.6999000000000004,255,10,45,5,8,83,41,61,0.38,0.5579999999999999,0.062,-0.9715,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,1,0,6,1,1,2,0,13,13,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,2,4,8,1,5,11,1,4,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41429921099321415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885358588934145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22672999471745836,0.0,0.36482494908645663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544836165726866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217717337959467,0.0,0.2713040466127994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044717130715868,0.0,0.0,0.32108256230228105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297477367665608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920703866006489,0.0,0.0,0.25143168825365386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866232194888063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450986931772653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mister_crowseph,2019/01/13,"I've been having a rough one lately. I've been feeling rather lonesome as of late. I'd enjoy having a partner, but it'd also be nice just to have friends to go out and do stuff with. I haven't had much social interaction in these past couple months, besides hanging out with my roommates and going to work, and the occasional local punk show.

I'd go to the bar, but I don't really have the money for it with my minimum-wage job. I've been trying my hand at dating apps again, but they've proven to be as hopeless as ever. I've got hobbies such as drawing and playing my guitar, but I've found myself unable to focus too much on any of it. I could pack my bag and hit the road again, but it doesn't have the same charm as when I first did it all those years ago.

Things will get better with time and effort, and I'll eventually dig myself out of this hole once again. I'm really feeling the weight of my mind right now, though. Advice would be nice, but I probably won't follow it unless it's realistic. Thanks for listening, though. ❤️",5.382519379844965,4.836550441860472,6.270988372093028,82.01423449612405,67.83720930232559,8.84108527131783,26.75387596899225,8.07648339933343,1.460852713178295,815,19,172,9,12,271,128,215,0.026000000000000002,0.815,0.158,0.9811,2,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,0,4,13,9,0,0,8,0,22,3,1,0,2,32,35,23,0,3,9,0,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,12,14,2,0,3,4,1,5,4,1,0,2,7,6,13,8,28,19,4,29,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,15,114,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292209723571118,0.13872064869069428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514653530672953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641987484628307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840438984320622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494606767279677,0.17315533769044966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155590484186276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582540379430808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311195084755556,0.0,0.17158531759507134,0.1209052725027483,0.0,0.08176057146965736,0.0,0.2668139007762463,0.0,0.1251608876550519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529408774659922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530594137896956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801223268858014,0.0,0.1249103609392408,0.0,0.230079141072914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666587920129547,0.10604297793410418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493892491543789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687247625364925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005054677953915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364324827669252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595238093094435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914581293429796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407673852275146,0.0,0.0,0.10396628084672067,0.0,0.3075050421019185,0.0,0.09125169952164898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624774418556328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056500460163872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392798468474195,0.0,0.0,0.1111673730349581,0.0,0.0,0.10077566844622694
lonely,HypeBeastNauz,2019/01/13,"Another “Lonely on the weekend post” I’m 21 years old, and it feels like I’m missing out on the “prime years” of my life. I’m in my final year of University and have not made any close friends and majority of time I just spend in my room alone since my University  is not far from home where I live. Due to my religious background it’s tough to go out at night and also I’m somewhat intimidated from my parents. This has held me back mentally from doing things such as going out, drinking, smoking, socializing in fear of criticism of my parents. It’s because of this I just stay cooped up in my room alone passing time, playing Call of duty or watching whatever is on Netflix. I yearn for company but afraid of doing so. Afraid I’m not good enough. Afraid of rejection. Afraid of taking to girls. I’m 21 for fucks sake and can’t even find a damn friend to relate to. I guess this post just ended up rambling about my current life. This stuff builds up when there’s no one to really talk to about it without feeling a sense of skepticism about it. I hope your guys weekends aren’t as bad as mine <3",3.5903167420814484,5.043570475113121,4.5904072398190054,85.3060633484163,72.75565610859728,7.7339366515837105,27.47963800904977,8.313332769828598,1.753848868778281,869,32,179,14,17,283,131,221,0.17300000000000001,0.77,0.057,-0.9728,4,4,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,14,20,3,5,4,0,8,4,0,1,0,28,25,13,0,2,9,2,2,1,2,0,2,0,3,2,11,9,1,2,3,5,1,3,7,14,0,1,2,3,18,6,44,23,3,40,0,4,1,1,10,19,2,4,16,110,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795024877388373,0.0,0.10790691337258483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175995314623532,0.14149038185234591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375615002291584,0.11266450680991726,0.0822546987044796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778300994025353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218424693137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195117418504034,0.13942320522977536,0.0,0.08912283454726495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183860486382314,0.1364536758555193,0.0963970930367711,0.0,0.1478139334189243,0.12332750841688225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849981558444744,0.12474458883718435,0.0,0.0,0.15337254793403066,0.11317649145634068,0.0,0.0,0.14864534740148813,0.13360617432811486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535010779702758,0.13402020898542272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906161774052104,0.06592208465938375,0.0,0.11914946167538484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767810009000946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598204055475438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662670268145182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159085262383134,0.0,0.09143497585179244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996571502052959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25845952600844263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864423697032365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161904982859706,0.0,0.0,0.13754852924876154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382201343624074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446749420575515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145380308786936,0.10845508154482188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964435518330846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736255440472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007185296693066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26067980144488884
lonely,linsdsey_chops,2019/01/13,"The weekends especially suck I moved to a new state for school. I left behind everyone I knew. I know it was the right decision but it’s just hard not knowing anyone or really having anything to do. I could get through the week, but weekends hurt the most. That’s when I’d go see my boyfriend or friends. I hope I get stronger than this. I always thought I didn’t mind being alone, but it’s easier when I had school and a job to keep busy. I just keep telling myself it’ll get easier. It feels stupid to be so sad about it. I just want to toughen up already. ",1.5864341692789985,3.544323646551728,2.8658307210031384,93.298605015674,79.77586206896551,6.287147335423198,23.476489028213173,7.348242739294969,0.8036310344827586,437,15,98,6,11,141,77,116,0.16699999999999998,0.662,0.171,-0.1238,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,23,24,9,0,3,9,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,6,2,0,2,2,4,0,0,5,3,14,2,11,15,1,12,0,2,1,0,2,3,1,4,6,61,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886540598699571,0.2010087522342992,0.0,0.1515646718985293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736459096267932,0.0,0.14989519587947014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543318169723438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405360098209324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210129091364752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407298268089003,0.0,0.2854999825369911,0.0,0.1035209170209257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317200029948395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180917577759412,0.0,0.0,0.19499698932614912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807572955309149,0.3238093135764209,0.0,0.0,0.2002114437852123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790817956284215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392112833165375,0.0,0.0,0.1935982586117684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592309095416575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669093982829234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555641863120806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686941631638401,0.14515119295585896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920847331462162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460797505521822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743769679873756,0.0,0.146110976983891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,appleorrrange,2019/01/13,"Getting desperate I spend every day alone, and I hate it so much... I spend my days hoping for any kind of social interaction. Everybody at my school has friends and people who care about them, but me? No. Nobody knows me. I really wanna go places and have fun like a normal teenager, but instead I'm trapped inside my house.",3.0324731182795683,5.4243326774193585,4.046451612903226,84.4563440860215,77.06451612903227,6.713978494623658,23.23655913978495,7.793537801064563,1.2957978494623652,254,8,47,4,6,82,51,62,0.17800000000000002,0.633,0.18899999999999997,0.2144,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,9,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,6,5,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,29,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25416255966348444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668818389054213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502037897089329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31652809764247003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067618480391609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189597048838518,0.0,0.12821246535501918,0.0,0.13946766513737593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422837617662865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24373965067672676,0.0,0.28316106780222183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25554851708630605,0.13486657287271808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989106723828112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039877518879074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24044194801798954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013091275929035,0.0,0.2563929567326884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721086509742005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24836002020656986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501565303023612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dd546,2019/01/13,"I'm a voice type of person Typing on Reddit is ok, but anyone wanting to chat on Snapchat? You don't have to show your face. ..just would like to hear actual voices...have an actual conversation. You can use one of those filter masks on to hide your face. 

Just in need of voice conversations about anything....

--30 years old


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lonely,orkoapprentice,2019/01/13,"Misanthrope Cute girl gave me a smile today. Then she turned, looked at me again and gave a bigger smile. My internal reaction? ""Don't you fucking smile at me."" I just looked away in disgust. I think my distrust and general hatred of humanity is increasing. Yay.",2.2123214285714283,5.118744875000004,3.555119047619048,81.78750000000002,89.83333333333334,7.742857142857144,25.607142857142854,8.418075326091056,2.6696392857142865,206,9,36,6,7,67,37,48,0.182,0.585,0.23199999999999998,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,3,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,9,2,5,7,1,9,0,0,2,1,6,5,1,0,3,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35384167242631803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481739896141619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6325225691342664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413193320315231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569864614833923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096483731835348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kon-el99,2019/01/13,"I’m confused. Already nostalgic about school I started uni this past October, meaning I graduated secondary school last summer. By my second year of Sixth Form, I was fed up with my situation and just wanted to move on. I felt like school life was a dead end for me and that I’d be better off making a fresh start at uni. Since then, I’ve made one friend and two acquaintances and have met no girls I’m interested in. I’m an introvert so I don’t really like clubbing and all that. It’s a shame really because I thought I’d meet some like-minded people and maybe, just MAYBE, find a girl I like, one who likes me too. It’s not like I haven’t put the effort in. I’ve joined some societies. I go to pub quizzes. That kind of thing. I know I shouldn’t give up hope already. And I won’t. I’m pretty strong-willed. Resilience is my middle name. I suppose you could say it’s a muscle I’ve built up after years of mental and emotional exercise. But it is kind of disheartening that I have made so little progress. Maybe I overhyped myself a bit going in? I dunno.

Now it’s weird, because I find myself reminiscing about the glory days that never were. I suppose it’s more what could have been?  The fact that my future was so bright back then, when I was under no pressure to work or function like an adult or anything like that and I could just live in the moment. Don’t get me wrong, I know everybody has to grow up eventually but I don’t feel ready yet. I feel like I have to gain more xp before levelling up. It’s not what I accomplished that makes me sadly nostalgic but rather what I might have accomplished had I taken proper advantage of the opportunities I was given. Yes, those opportunities were few and far between. Yes, they just so happened to appear in the wrong place at the wrong time. Yes, I know it’s not ALL my fault so I can’t let it eat me up inside but still... 

Anyways, now I’m feeling conflicted. It baffles me that I’m now yearning for the lifestyle I couldn’t wait to abandon just one year ago. I was always largely indifferent towards most of the people in my year group but now I kind of miss them. I wasn’t even close to that many of them. I guess I wish I made more use of that time while I had it. The last few days I’ve been listening to “That Way” by the Backstreet Boys, not because I like the song necessarily but because it’s the final song that was played at our prom. I remember the DJ announcing that this would be the final song. I was sitting there with a couple other guys who don’t really like to dance while my friend was up dancing with his girlfriend. At the time, I felt a pang of emotion and didn’t really want the evening to end, even though I didn’t really socialise with anyone that night, just stayed in the corner with my few friends. When the song ended I thought to myself “Oh, that’s it...” 

It really was the end of an era, for good or ill. I was kind of in shock but was convinced I’d get over it. And I did... for a while. Now “the feels” (I hate that phrase but I’m gonna use it anyway because it best illustrates what I’m going through) are back with a vengeance. I don’t usually get all touchy-feely about stuff like that (didn’t bat an eye-lid while everyone else was crying and hugging each other when we graduated from primary school). I chalked it up to “a moment” at the time but now it’s more than that and I find myself replaying the song over and over just so I can feel that horrible heart wrenching “butterfly” feeling in my chest. If only I could turn back the clock just 5 years. I know it’s not healthy to dwell on things and I know I’ll probably make the same mistakes again if I spend too much time distracted from the here and now. I know all this. And I’m determined to push through. But this is just how I feel right now. Kind of lonely and I wanted to share.

Sorry for the long post!",1.9962768894213239,3.96015763371356,3.296688369185897,90.6775852909006,78.49302915082383,6.553959407608034,22.088320572252027,7.564265639136305,0.7596120666006909,3019,89,655,44,73,981,325,789,0.099,0.746,0.155,0.9908,1,2,0,0,0,0,85.0,2,1,3,11,48,52,1,5,42,3,54,8,2,9,6,122,116,51,1,17,30,0,9,11,4,5,3,7,0,5,56,28,2,3,22,12,1,10,22,19,0,5,35,17,84,33,82,68,20,110,0,6,1,1,26,38,0,14,69,434,140,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931170187202465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277584470211075,0.0,0.04628773725645996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038897050667611434,0.0,0.045777880530890665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832567113095236,0.0,0.16955443785894994,0.0,0.04733613357416883,0.0,0.0583791440726931,0.04919927980545477,0.060732398430541325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776607389690238,0.06155236780055511,0.06110578219876789,0.0717521328598439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056922296886421524,0.0464708440665328,0.1251501477638338,0.19708292925408802,0.0,0.0,0.1102271774140102,0.0,0.0,0.053155839351492234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689365674555634,0.039741328285229006,0.10682501890819286,0.12187757676243755,0.15253153941245126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893635104832174,0.0,0.08719148079074478,0.053364351480348536,0.09484563152329628,0.04665891843254185,0.0,0.0,0.061281552825468114,0.0550813999430641,0.04919249093750192,0.0,0.0,0.054922064718796765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659205657803469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525209271728767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896449207302928,0.18343327484397112,0.09069002714593503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688436360999891,0.03929236787174832,0.32612990186696383,0.055754815541728,0.04912137619796827,0.049229864374532965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791235391016994,0.11139825507021557,0.056399017306890516,0.16766025207190294,0.06059622755392567,0.0,0.0,0.05606089088724281,0.05901351798591418,0.05616937481200626,0.0,0.0,0.05912476315014328,0.040893674152491635,0.0,0.04290447057114395,0.0,0.0,0.052203994979600335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308683522309,0.04230831819730347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053104121028238215,0.07713221004259567,0.0,0.0581204058433759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327715052376157,0.056594634411189074,0.05997740975951624,0.0,0.0,0.055922452941414916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382395364260826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301674866583651,0.04750681371829051,0.0,0.044238368579632266,0.0,0.2251978424621761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04601683684000223,0.06252926315095497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622720477355844,0.07874890492830798,0.059293052005541184,0.04442534606375498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368183109303903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391479630819506,0.0,0.05465515445391441,0.08832633450393934,0.1621884212839968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050831617371145,0.05434139450712697,0.0,0.0,0.09609109230623926,0.061267421965006376,0.0,0.0984341763532184,0.044155665962384856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397053954610651,0.0,0.0,0.04049853333789559,0.0,0.0,0.03951720532405312,0.1824645505135187,0.0,0.17911607843813754
lonely,genjimain887,2019/02/03,"I have friends, its just that noone loves me back As you have read the title. I have friends, I even had a girlfriend once. But its just that those friends cant fill the void that my girlfriend left me with. All I need is a girlfriend and nothing more. But every time I try with someone I fuck up and cry in my bad. Can someone help me please?",2.132582159624413,3.7276000281690163,2.154577464788733,100.69177230046951,76.88732394366197,4.733333333333333,24.509389671361504,3.1291,-0.15393145539906114,266,9,63,0,6,79,47,71,0.125,0.654,0.222,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,1,0,4,0,7,2,0,0,1,10,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,12,4,5,9,2,7,0,0,0,2,9,3,1,0,3,44,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862085422600726,0.18309840308303849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408803110483632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483930339631734,0.0,0.18476169948284332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082698760803511,0.2027305285050798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469857959744535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382597638388053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979182328999881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260112300368498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041514370759132,0.0,0.0,0.2335372197056171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407151111899155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934983755700346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716082486202147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787005079241048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888385111516558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sentientwafer,2019/02/03,"how do i cope with being lonely im 16 and have no friends. it fucking sucks to sit alone at school every day. sometimes i eat my lunch quickly and run to the bathroom and so i dont have the shame of sitting at an empty table day after day. i sit silently in class and i only talk to my teachers. ive gained so much weight since middle school because of how awful i feel and now its too late for me to have friends. i make attempts to make friends with everyone, yet im constantly just an observer. i have two and a half years left, how do i cope?",1.6670689655172417,3.241814327586209,3.1753793103448267,92.95755172413791,78.13793103448276,5.67448275862069,24.53103448275862,6.2581,0.5640889655172407,426,15,95,3,10,140,73,116,0.11900000000000001,0.76,0.121,0.2871,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,10,7,2,1,5,1,9,4,0,5,0,15,14,11,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,0,2,13,3,14,13,1,19,0,1,0,1,4,5,2,0,10,62,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223453295828314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137369244618567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970901553326454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217452787173268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948999697361885,0.0,0.0,0.1701643286592978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011320305306438,0.15890482662033698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408524489905883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854441724250055,0.15373978365102106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592606657589054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759134148034975,0.0,0.18068321932285333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222010358268616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224813454832248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647709169419447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366048260013175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375633903798306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447293394104676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366400040259346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244894216349026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025061134538925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709043347399576
lonely,Keanuisance,2019/02/03,"I dont feel good. I know this is only temporary emotional pain but it still sucks.

Can someone share a happy story with me?

Please tell me it's going to be ok.",-0.8523529411764734,1.292287882352941,1.985529411764705,92.9388823529412,96.64705882352942,5.072941176470589,15.623529411764707,6.742157984588678,-0.0521576470588232,124,3,27,2,5,43,31,34,0.165,0.488,0.34600000000000003,0.8315,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635675947213122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489481297193817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156853129740774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630132723754344,0.2601921390055241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302277512805021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704850782008756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359311398398188,0.3300887479330647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405209707954095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628426627439721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477366858621232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27114003585533364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,huske-i,2019/02/03,"oh boy here it goes hello. my name is K. i am 16. i am home-schooled. i am broken.

i've spent my last few years in isolation, if not physically alone, i was still lonely, i never had any friends.

until now.

and i'm scared.

i feel as if i will lose them, in fact i know i will, and it hurts.

why? why is my own mind so against me?

i wonder how long this will last, how long they will tolerate me.

i am socially inept and physically appalling. how can they even speak to me? how can they possibly enjoy my company?

all i feel is lost and doubtful.

i dont know if this is the right place to post this, i don't know if i should post it at all.

venting is nice though, so i'll take my shot at it.

​",-1.5214413875598112,0.45762179605263503,1.0782296650717704,99.63806220095695,97.48684210526315,4.6057416267942575,16.119617224880386,6.351523495107088,-0.4953263157894732,531,14,133,7,22,180,88,152,0.18100000000000002,0.769,0.05,-0.9582,0,4,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,4,2,11,9,0,2,1,0,20,0,0,4,4,27,30,17,0,5,5,0,2,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,6,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,4,3,27,3,9,21,4,17,0,4,0,0,10,6,0,6,9,89,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243890042206227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699360335591379,0.19057772110997756,0.10665655259413484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838152676612644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359131586608412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860599484345228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211741657676642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732327007479258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790042341832734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585854245819164,0.25569100475172485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775968622318289,0.0,0.17546379963704636,0.1712093460533588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583636518141879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209646477558511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386437885565133,0.0,0.0,0.17681349178734773,0.30041865851045946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339404707932893,0.0,0.0,0.1570241631540798,0.15873041507203747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987859018069178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525259644267006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792413262975045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409446658003864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830473420506061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008624870355918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057772110997756,0.10099979348189876
lonely,Caitlin8676,2019/02/03,"I hope everyone's having a great day! [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OFaMzP0W9cs&t=6s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OFaMzP0W9cs&t=6s)

I spent a lot of time on this, and I really hope someone will watch it!",18.532666666666664,25.33559000000001,7.956000000000002,52.86466666666666,49.0,8.133333333333335,20.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.7807333333333335,190,3,20,3,3,43,21,25,0.0,0.596,0.40399999999999997,0.8967,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,2,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5924772223993201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632623044140255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612540813833526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014344629439612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5431137915784822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23244261260956395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515285014836904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23165861626653506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942702638323505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,r_lazda,2019/02/03,"Caveman life was better There are so many people out there who are struggling everyday with loneliness. Loneliness leads them to depression, and depression to suicidal toughts.
As someone who likes history, i think that people 12'000 years ago were much happier living in tribes and collecting food everyday. They would usually work for like 5 - 6 hours, and then go tell each other stories and laugh for the rest of the day. 
Technological revolution screwed all the introverted people, because now all we see in social media is happy, extraverted people in parties with other happy people, and it creates this feeling that you're missing something in life. 
I think that's the main reason people get married, so when they get older, they're not alone.",10.056378737541527,10.397631271317833,8.976987818383169,63.525348837209336,57.992248062015506,12.022591362126244,40.13399778516058,11.491704259439757,5.066102104097453,610,28,87,15,7,190,92,129,0.161,0.6459999999999999,0.193,0.4705,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,3,3,6,11,1,1,4,0,6,4,0,2,2,19,14,10,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,10,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,2,2,6,6,13,11,6,18,0,3,1,1,8,5,1,0,13,57,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265934995921981,0.0,0.0,0.14790931902228574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705637341683199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630488852630134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921014004495871,0.0,0.2460061303547853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722096266017354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268785289851502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922590066717706,0.0,0.08116288804853881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040503259693279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064025101736596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20174352810039967,0.13954066354657454,0.0,0.12610489359754856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478812743006778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498265372349394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5940437683075911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683368430447147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380202535886395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455780194179241,0.12100345439785187,0.1099430280514427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929725916582834,0.0,0.15621225821293674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482327115979278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830152829607468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728634508845055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396824422934904,0.0,0.0,0.10144896903088632,0.0,0.0,0.09196572148964242
lonely,sanavetur,2019/02/03,"accepting that i won't ever exist. long story short, i'm in a lot of discord servers. some are tiny, with less than a dozen people, and some are huge. but no matter what, my attempts to chat in them or join in conversations fail. i don't even get a ""hello"" back. no one ever really seems to reply to me in any way but the second someone else, including those who recently joined, says anything, they get a bunch of responses. people will talk over me and drown me out or make attempts to change the topic when i'm trying to start a conversation on something. i've had times where someone has actually kinda acknowledged me for a split second, only for people to respond with ""...who?"". one of these times was in a discord server i'd been in for well over a year. it hurt so much that i ended up crying at my desk. i just want to socialise with people and maybe make friends but no matter what i do and say, no one answers me. it's like i exist to no one but myself. i'm tired of trying. it's getting to a point where it seems like it's making me ill.",3.590852713178297,4.423704674418609,4.983255813953491,84.86434108527133,72.02325581395348,7.407751937984497,24.56589147286821,7.554174236665415,1.0883240310077515,815,22,169,9,15,273,123,215,0.193,0.708,0.099,-0.9803,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,3,10,7,0,0,11,0,10,2,0,3,2,32,23,12,1,1,7,0,0,2,1,2,2,2,0,0,13,8,0,0,5,1,0,0,7,2,1,7,3,2,17,5,32,18,6,29,0,2,0,0,13,17,0,8,13,121,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.12869586041272135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968292537629581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085260067483436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014075829464248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951155803148785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486399226786734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016882123589307,0.0,0.11680653987344147,0.0,0.0,0.0871054991417489,0.2385860285749098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189016428676437,0.0,0.20670557751814586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118027235864705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288598173047329,0.0,0.0,0.11670965390643995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211966370010704,0.0,0.0,0.2640927810833426,0.0,0.13249119033595355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694697757016332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574612163557384,0.1003006861161532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657159593462957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466923157903513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448570782387757,0.0,0.13021559426083193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975254561072065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24011720594865765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348299958806575,0.10152767049089904,0.0,0.0,0.09334534592429658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060001520419629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538005822780959,0.15157666476979365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907573236591615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778624351097849,0.10468020901443316,0.0,0.0,0.11857596214212053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849263990026668
lonely,The_Godlike_Zeus,2019/02/03,"Had been having a pretty fun conversation with a person I haven't seen/heard since high school 3 years ago, but now she suddenly doesn't respond. She was a girl in my HS class for 4 years, and we liked each other (not romantically I mean) but weren't friends. Now I sent her a message last week (facebook) like ""hey it's been a long time"" and we've had a pretty fun conversation, but now she suddenly doesn't respond, which makes no sense. The last thing she said was something like ""haha yeah math and physics were never really my favorite subjects. But now you're doing fine then in Physics?"". This doesn't show any disinterest in a conversation right? I responded with something like ""yeah kinda, I mean it's really hard so I'm happy I survived, if you know that more than half of the people drop out the first year. And how are you doing in Law?"". That's the last thing I sent, yesterday. She's been online after this though, it says. It also says she didn't or hasn't read the message ('message delivered' but not 'seen by'). Help me out here, what are possible theories for her not (yet?) answering? I don't get it.

And I definitely don't get why she would ask a question if she's not even gonna read the answer.   

Now I feel so stupid and just wanna cry.",3.272171314741037,4.845682382470123,4.301312749003984,86.57722808764944,73.7808764940239,7.569800796812749,24.10378486055777,8.238735603445708,1.2716070119521916,982,29,206,16,20,319,141,251,0.10099999999999999,0.691,0.209,0.9839,0,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,1,2,0,2,14,11,1,0,14,3,23,0,0,2,1,39,37,20,0,4,13,0,2,4,1,2,0,3,0,2,14,12,0,0,7,3,0,2,15,1,0,2,14,6,26,10,15,21,2,34,0,0,1,0,34,8,0,5,27,131,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165909151872428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518224375130814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944299727220288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296016477747773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447643864079365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687246640806565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650409758752149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187695788735796,0.0,0.0,0.10161757824164523,0.0,0.13743505301988673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001313606914528,0.11782252478569745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881599008268785,0.1389656941804276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228390212312072,0.32163663578499585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570301590703938,0.0,0.0,0.11639742138421096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779541850333547,0.0,0.0,0.2865433298466094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014418748413076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118439049842142,0.11484446625926635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827714077544707,0.0,0.2676208676720344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734055060830764,0.0,0.2631255598163826,0.0,0.16851936759923128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232349886077732,0.12511247405382567,0.20919139608994075,0.0,0.1331125349262845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880064807176378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20251210844580209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476163710220907,0.0,0.12922479321479471,0.0,0.07669456032708158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055031756401249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868282832689653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934331397916599,0.0,0.0,0.2540975880011135
lonely,stalingradsniper,2019/02/03,"Hi 31/M Australian 

It's 1222am and everyone is asleep, I can't reply and am up for a chat. ",-3.1050000000000004,-1.836973047619047,0.5051190476190471,100.79196428571431,112.8095238095238,4.0047619047619065,14.773809523809526,5.985473137389443,-0.6433904761904756,70,2,18,1,4,25,20,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ssonthing,2019/02/03,"Am I doing it wrong? I cut off relationships, platonic or not, for a clear sign of fall-off rather just waiting for them to fizzle off naturally. I'm lucky enough I have my best friend around; but I've begin to be notorious on dropping unstable relationships for the sake of getting-by. ",7.261757575757572,6.95999941818182,8.079999999999998,69.78666666666669,63.90909090909091,11.696969696969695,34.69696969696969,11.20814326018867,3.8670606060606048,228,9,43,6,3,77,44,55,0.212,0.674,0.114,-0.69,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,7,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,11,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909059954587959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429384130276584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376540118827062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524715993039665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7016849161180351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572857189603791,0.0,0.0
lonely,ImDrunkButSincere,2019/02/03,Just Looking to Chat 35/F Lonely... absolutely. Nerdy person looking for like minded to nerd out together ,5.050000000000002,8.351025111111113,6.27555555555556,66.10000000000002,75.66666666666667,8.044444444444443,31.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,3.663688888888888,84,4,11,2,2,28,16,18,0.183,0.693,0.124,-0.0498,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203759295052314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7633030472565591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588985938203651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968373041377039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ni-kitty,2019/02/03,"do you ""click"" with people easily? i rarely with anyone. Thats why I am lonely i guess. Although i have my best buddy but right now they're mad at me. i feel alone. ",-2.1085714285714268,-0.71879214285714,0.5199999999999996,100.24000000000002,113.28571428571428,3.1428571428571432,7.857142857142858,5.288315135182226,-1.825,125,1,29,1,7,42,30,35,0.23800000000000002,0.642,0.12,-0.6428,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,1,3,5,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174208879025901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818102122140346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229585199295937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037857158051641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439865519400635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794125018165056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34418818459960576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636748110527875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,avacado-cheese-,2019/02/03,Idk Got confronted on being distant made an effort to bring up seeing said person now they've ignored me just as everyone else ends up doing loneliness at this point seems better instead of feeling exhausted from the pain that comes with working so hard to keep a bond going for it to just fade ,8.089047619047621,7.813524571428572,7.704285714285718,73.07404761904766,62.214285714285715,10.323809523809524,34.73809523809524,9.725611199111238,3.376959523809525,240,9,40,4,3,76,52,56,0.244,0.688,0.067,-0.8613,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,9,12,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,3,4,1,1,12,8,0,11,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,3,26,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24239596343914044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360902713055969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289534534627149,0.0,0.24274799703803834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26188921754485905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857992524227122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557624306832107,0.0,0.2192018185435723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455162504110315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24360934587900684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593352132819522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916337983658858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393106308638027,0.0,0.0,0.25908828641677056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607069027353886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21840129784401088,0.2495064525563429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995289574385795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EveryRespect,2019/02/03,"The lonesome son Currently a teenager, all my sibilings are in relationships and there’s me in the corner lonely known for getting rejected. D:",6.862800000000004,9.349916280000002,7.221,65.55550000000002,66.2,9.8,40.5,10.125756701596842,5.075799999999999,117,7,16,3,2,38,23,25,0.275,0.628,0.09699999999999999,-0.6561,1,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,4,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375702156513724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.899184244954732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,scooty_hearts,2019/02/03,"First time being lonely in a while I moved to TN about a month ago and right now I'm sitting in buffalo wild wings alone. (literally....the only person here other than staff) I came here to be with my mom and take care of her and I have been trying to make friends here but I'm very much an introvert and it's a not difficult to relate to people because I despise small talk; it's not intelligent imo. I'm just drunk and venting and rambling. Where I'm from I had a few ""friends"" to hang with and a few women i was involved with. Here, i have zero friends and one woman I'm involved with but I barely know her so it's weird. I've always valued my alone time but forced alone time is different. Kinda sucks. ",1.1885714285714286,3.2995252721088484,2.9217959183673483,91.56963265306123,81.99319727891157,5.552653061224492,20.6843537414966,6.742157984588678,0.3179137414965987,553,16,119,6,15,183,89,147,0.179,0.723,0.098,-0.8788,1,5,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,9,9,2,0,6,0,8,1,0,1,0,22,19,13,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,13,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,5,0,3,4,0,12,4,16,13,3,17,0,1,0,0,12,5,1,1,8,74,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227353035275146,0.0,0.0,0.5337400637192644,0.0,0.0,0.1429355892516947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471612967957968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647175072678386,0.17514222241448085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947462868496936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461168678131977,0.0,0.0,0.398152824169066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440636902355064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466518041161218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118788194849613,0.13711399000349805,0.1825760635783332,0.12627883232372594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640328077724872,0.13064722430206485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909134628508165,0.14999258124606793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670007251967518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915796626773485,0.13807109578335192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005007236052976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662805250590676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173735122122805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fisheslive,2019/02/03,lonely at times? Idk if it’s me or if anybody else experiences this but at 16 do you get really terrible mood swings and not the i’m really pissy but it’s i’m really open to everyone and i really like to hangout and i’m the chatter one to where it will go on for weeks where you don’t talk to anyone you distance yourself away from everyone and lose friends over it? I really hate when i do this because i know i’m being annoying but i just don’t know how to explain me having terrible swings of being shy and anxious and depressed at times. ,1.209736842105265,3.4178637456140386,3.8483333333333327,84.3925,82.59649122807018,7.659649122807018,23.535087719298247,8.59863814320734,1.8766456140350871,433,16,88,11,12,152,65,114,0.263,0.677,0.06,-0.9792,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,1,5,10,2,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,19,18,14,0,2,8,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,7,0,1,0,0,10,2,14,15,0,14,0,3,0,0,6,9,0,3,5,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162040113033284,0.0,0.1338167797601306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980704925848404,0.0,0.0,0.11666297818932884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483461631582572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598727563911842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657420357264491,0.0,0.1872055710611072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478590878157504,0.0,0.09998772813256104,0.0,0.10876520427577203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894732922685573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035399616141404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349820552432396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410436122798135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296834923906729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6130120497768824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382334397993935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231894899802864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351284277527386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fooch1,2019/02/03,I desperately want to talk to someone I feel lonely to a point where my knowledge is now retracted to a point where I no longer know what it feels like to be loved. Someone help me plz,6.166315789473683,5.232977210526316,6.414736842105262,82.91315789473686,66.3684210526316,9.705263157894738,32.1578947368421,8.841846274778883,2.2731157894736835,146,5,32,2,2,47,28,38,0.166,0.568,0.266,0.5267,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,5,6,0,5,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30803487832204723,0.2176098711743118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041703091178156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740294059201058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881461565234647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27491790293985674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5759003596049973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5161816520332749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448299588678001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796639196492315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,graye1999,2019/02/03,"When your husband has a friend over... ...and it just reminds you how you don’t have any friends. And you just want to drink to get through the pain, but he won’t let you. 

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lonely,kripikoala,2019/02/03,"Today is my birthday And noone even remembered it. No calls, no texts, nothing.

Don't expect much but, as a person who lives overseas for couple of months, a call should be good.

I'm 30 and, got noone. ",0.8212499999999991,3.2852086250000028,1.9850000000000032,95.08,87.75,4.2,18.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.37265000000000015,155,4,32,1,5,49,36,40,0.08,0.8240000000000001,0.096,0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5664881998089389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069244788848735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321211783093788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23265984294288314,0.22185247496655008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24493863242631056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22140840675171672,0.0,0.2039120520856409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661612089978412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24220444928648116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314226461733394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629313323808293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Arthren,2019/02/03,"Need someone to talk to? Message me :) Hello, I saw that quite a few people here seem not to have anyone they can talk to about something, so here I am. I am very experienced in this, and can keep a healthy distance so I can give good advice :) I will not judge. Please be 18+ , since I am 23 and cannot really relate to much younger people. Have a good day :) ",-0.07010510510510315,2.1337108783783805,1.808558558558559,96.7407957957958,88.86486486486488,4.3699699699699694,17.68168168168168,5.82211442006289,-0.4901093093093096,271,7,62,2,9,89,49,74,0.025,0.747,0.228,0.9439,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,16,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,8,2,7,13,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,1,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22885577509953695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637568300877382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103846728083828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22466425829520106,0.0,0.3928686852444378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20816612507199472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216262762639242,0.17365500125129635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247270936342359,0.0,0.0,0.2570793003314213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490986186979193,0.0,0.0,0.15003336690210467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320524966603605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373117504402695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843537881861048,0.1802972198473075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764792912937162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932380460764423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fundako,2019/02/03,"Living life with no friends ""The truth is you can exist without friends but you can't live. You can eat alone but you can't have the fun that you'd experience when you eat with friends. You can watch a movie alone but can't experience the laughter and fun which only friends can give you. You can study alone, live alone, do everything alone but at some point you'll experience this void inside you which needs to be filled. That hollowness and emptiness inside you which only friends’ warmth and camaraderie can fill up. You'll see them celebrate birthdays together, hang out together, party, play, tease, have fun together and you'll feel oh it's okay I can live without all that. But a time will come when you'll be so overwhelmed by your own loneliness, you'll want to escape and kill yourself. Because you'll be fed up living with your own self. It is a horrendous and macabre feeling. You'll feel helpless in difficult times, times when you need a person to hold you and listen to you, to hug and comfort you, to give you strength and be there for you. It's at such times, you'll find yourself utterly lonely and long for a friend. If you're happy, there would be no one to celebrate with and multiply your joys, if you're morose, there will be no one to divide your sorrrows. You'll have no stories to tell your children, no memories of happy times spent with friends, no experiences to share. You might survive without them through the week but you'd start hating weekends. You'll be holed up in your room while everyone's out there hanging with their friends, eating, dancing, drinking, having a good time. You'll think oh it's fine, I don't need them,I'll go out to eat alone, don't people eat at restaurants by themselves? You'll be okay at first but over time it'll crush you inside. Everytime you go out to eat, you'll see them eating together, the feelings of warmth, laughter and love that they have, you'll long for it too. You'll feel hurt and think I was better holed up in my room than eating here alone. When people see you don't have any friends, you'll be perceived as weird, strange and even rude. They'll think there's some fundamental problem with you and avoid you. It'll lead you to lose your self confidence and you'll end up being socially awkward, feel complexed and avoid people altogether. You'll feel hurt, you'll try to isolate yourself, it will consume you, leaving you with an ennui inside you and you'll end up being an isolated lost depressed soul."" Quora Answer

Yes a life without friends is possible but then a time will come when you'll no longer feel like living anymoreI came across this very depressing and all too relatable reply to a question about loneliness on quora. I'm  sure you fellow lonely souls here may have seen it before but if you have not just read it and tell me it is not 100% true and awfully depressing to think that your life has become this way? I've really been having trouble finding excitement in life for a while now and honestly have tried everything but I can't relate to anyone I meet and have very little life experiences so I quite literally cannot relate to how people feel about certain things they talk about.",5.856219412724308,6.766322026101142,5.459180668841764,83.2184610522023,66.91190864600327,8.674861337683524,30.00689233278956,8.769984970463412,2.208791876019576,2554,90,490,39,40,783,246,613,0.212,0.604,0.184,-0.9471,0,13,1,0,0,1,63.0,0,59,7,8,24,56,4,4,17,4,78,17,0,2,6,98,114,48,1,9,20,0,9,1,11,31,5,1,2,4,23,38,10,3,19,5,1,11,21,22,0,3,7,15,74,34,65,63,6,62,2,11,5,2,93,25,0,8,26,309,97,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357819276947207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03356318717090796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034510260949408365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03008643480784465,0.0545088736994832,0.041997588350338816,0.0,0.0,0.04365060989117568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564491309783119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850301645757388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275285274257417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048349246797595016,0.0,0.4040210320677727,0.0,0.0,0.08742800804298127,0.0,0.0,0.03259860401568261,0.0,0.0,0.047160950651004056,0.08871443349598483,0.241393983627555,0.0,0.0,0.22459897238823875,0.035259321363955126,0.0,0.0,0.0902194063181552,0.04198145625931686,0.0,0.0,0.3813165817776853,0.0,0.0,0.09469189377467337,0.05609932608602382,0.041396749190163167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507892703937756,0.0,0.048727982013921686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567139477511872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460414904215538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052259966179024016,0.0,0.0,0.17430497239515405,0.024112428028306074,0.04946681561986193,0.261488953279044,0.08735549029601745,0.0,0.05521577629971818,0.053876964773692006,0.0,0.04454494015437528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523580032491333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978863120044252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688863939567227,0.07507361490187782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368665567433887,0.04309500390368399,0.0,0.0,0.04665655961136144,0.055640503793358935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04722620273474259,0.0,0.0,0.05528905144895164,0.05249526586950009,0.04936849548260717,0.0,0.031618166033965354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798896792655095,0.0,0.1029763484519529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031134905770925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034933821612585285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046516634678242366,0.0,0.0,0.039669791414603466,0.08627713429479736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03278936146619181,0.1264991215122943,0.0,0.0,0.2302350289460449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701779963071171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144631759028119,0.029110939895487024,0.03917581226860623,0.03958971567509365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030637209844845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035060474877083185,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Saturnzpwdr,2019/02/03,"I feel so lonely I'm sick of this I just feel lonely. I feel like my friends hate me and find me tiresome. I used to love being with them because I would forget about all my problems but now I can't even be myself around them because they keep attacking me every time I make a joke or say anything. 
That is not really my group of friends. I don't have one. I've been going out with them lately but it's not fixed. The fact is that I used to feel good around them.
No one seems to care. No one seems to be there for me. It has always been like that I don't know why. I never had any luck with that. I wish I could have anyone who I could talk to about my problems but I don't",-0.2729446308724839,1.6212479597315443,1.5049622483221476,100.85932256711409,86.18120805369128,4.261912751677853,15.352768456375838,5.148860815047168,-1.1278157718120805,522,9,130,2,16,170,85,149,0.17300000000000001,0.653,0.174,0.4948,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,5,0,9,15,2,0,2,0,18,2,0,3,3,37,35,6,0,6,7,0,4,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,8,1,0,1,9,6,0,3,3,5,29,9,16,26,1,8,0,2,0,1,12,3,0,4,6,92,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166903309193615,0.0,0.0,0.0994364771891028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224233944803277,0.0,0.12032885579029501,0.2603384787126015,0.0,0.16634947581169174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827204986449105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908382836145245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334939187996629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657874051400256,0.0,0.12319896473441165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29573844278130496,0.10446155446015476,0.0,0.0,0.13364493503980526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259426519459339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310175267729263,0.1226446965715656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436468286892015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996948957664384,0.0,0.0,0.08036019368549065,0.0,0.1649456193986647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428740892455404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197173149842614,0.0,0.09760481418960436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277599120453845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972529380899955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27983082816590205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367403130066354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628219156246113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26623138096625465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752829935393685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526365541265464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25257899786441745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194327908925402,0.0,0.16814893434562972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387243894930387,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thyrue13,2019/02/03,"Lonely in the worst way Hi, my name is Jeffert, and I’m an average guy. I don’t get bullied, I get decent grades, I’m a decent athlete, and people (for the most part) think I’m pretty chill. 

Seems perfect right? Well, here’s the thing;  I had crippling social anxiety from when I was born until high school. I was able to (somewhat) get over it, but as a result, I never joined a friend group and never got close to anyone. As a result, while I could go to school events and stuff and hang out there, any outside or structured activity trips were beyond me. I tried, but there just isn’t any connection.

This is a very bad form of loneliness. No one likes you, but no one dislikes you either. You’re just...there. You’re a ghost, a whistle in the wind. Bullying sucks, it really does, but at least you’re being noticed. I feel like no one cares about me at all. Sometimes I feel like I could commit suicide and no one would care...",2.513467741935486,4.288318774193551,3.5351478494623656,90.42272177419355,76.31182795698925,6.155376344086022,21.84005376344086,6.9077264865688965,0.4847215053763447,716,19,150,7,16,230,118,186,0.253,0.638,0.109,-0.985,0,4,0,0,0,2,39.0,0,2,0,1,8,12,1,0,12,0,12,0,0,2,5,32,27,16,2,3,7,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,8,4,1,4,5,2,16,8,17,18,8,21,0,1,0,0,8,10,1,4,10,98,21,3,0.13913431201743331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923220658142226,0.0,0.10643736786597764,0.0,0.0,0.09728594599647744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617133889046133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837134078351616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221748533678233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217573740560389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407009773486651,0.19879516061120886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749482432708536,0.0,0.2180758064164608,0.0,0.07907323587098604,0.0,0.11127841948163217,0.0,0.0,0.13776484356263333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700303965022618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039219907184692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461791757221071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840533640785875,0.0,0.0,0.3771240425892397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066890137515307,0.0,0.09645821330923177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154961500980626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913300301604198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881994224592285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816227035760994,0.0,0.12666265214136302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182990950470173,0.0,0.0,0.13760739224038782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927549966745674,0.15219035493443486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243465453753988,0.08915164914348384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446306484373224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114800378738311,0.0,0.11043834071028966,0.0,0.0,0.12509845586281115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883702329875443,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WrappingRaptor,2019/02/23,"Very close to giving up, there's nothing left here for me. I need help I'm so exhausted of trying over and over, seeing things get temporarily better than it all spiraling down again. I don't know what the problem with me is. I seem to fall in a constant cycle of rebuilding or making new relationships with people then destroying them because I create unnecessary conflict. I'm such a spiteful, bitter, arrogant person and I can't see life in any other way. That's led to my friends abandoning me, my family hating me, and it's made it impossible to form any meaningful connections with new people. I don't blame any of them though, I wouldn't want to associate with me either. I've never felt so alone in my life. Every single day, I come home to an empty apartment and the other voice I hear other than my own is the TV. I don't know what to do, I want to change, but I don't know how. I'm so quick to anger, to judgement, and to build a stone wall between myself and the rest of the world. I don't want to be alone in this anymore. I want anyone to tell me they care, anyone to notice if I disappear tomorrow. ",4.359793510324487,5.026365362831863,5.74086725663717,80.7387935103245,70.15044247787611,8.858525073746312,26.571091445427733,9.029198982220553,1.959633392330384,876,26,176,16,15,296,129,226,0.16699999999999998,0.758,0.075,-0.935,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,1,10,11,5,0,9,0,11,3,0,4,2,37,34,15,0,8,4,0,1,0,1,1,3,2,1,1,11,12,0,2,6,1,0,4,8,8,0,0,2,6,29,3,34,30,6,27,0,1,2,0,10,13,0,3,9,121,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743638390725181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702188437246311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135831843112436,0.185229187023642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074244741392504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714439069414273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504520962081404,0.0,0.14011828055828413,0.11409699480351655,0.0,0.14313521966466375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542157444284053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159781849234912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248654076228066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717616802901954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233327494228298,0.0,0.06920150681974964,0.12706150300721294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077044689654982,0.0,0.0,0.14928476382695305,0.0,0.0887808145628889,0.0,0.1328616982785862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837900168048602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391115665929452,0.0,0.18711170210079947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533074030779975,0.08841376517564573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821262016104357,0.10215633405581268,0.2558489048630071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709274206314508,0.15079923098088904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836532116742636,0.11565332046550225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267401476852646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220553052683801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110966420376902,0.12058072644558827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157702303930918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799624517923514,0.0,0.13013492864357354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992725786620635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928804055867172,0.3124981140096312,0.10513545330970844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gerard_Wayyy_,2019/02/23,"If any of you guys need someone to talk to, I'm here I've been doing this for a while now on various social media sites, but if any of you guys are struggling, or simply need someone to hear you out, I'm here. I'd be happy to help any of you, and it could be about anything

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lonely,heuum,2019/02/23,"Leaving something you enjoy I came back from a trip to New York today, back to the UK. There is 1 girl who I had never known well but I am aware now I really really like her. Although we go to the same college, I realise I won't be seeing her anymore as we don't share any classes or friends, I've had a similar problem before. It seems I always have to leave things as soon as they make me happy and it really hurts me deep down, I've been sat at home the whole day just feeling lonely, I'm scared it will continue and I don't know why I have to feel lonely, am I emotionally sensitive or can someone help me with this as I'm sure if this feeling goes away it will happen again. Thanks",5.051027397260274,4.244823383561645,6.237089041095892,82.85097602739727,68.58904109589042,9.217808219178082,29.20890410958904,8.472884824447931,1.882632876712328,538,16,118,7,8,182,99,146,0.145,0.674,0.18100000000000002,0.7736,0,4,1,0,0,0,10.0,2,1,1,0,8,13,0,1,5,0,15,0,0,1,2,22,29,11,0,2,5,0,3,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,8,6,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,5,1,0,5,4,19,8,14,20,2,17,0,3,1,0,11,4,0,4,11,79,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468655465678056,0.0,0.0,0.11007530987517512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052885957194188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520796500763784,0.2489319136208864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377371442149763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513306120128928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104391013008734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820789178320152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455349006575734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250582690076086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199291281937744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431387125848837,0.17231074326034432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108496234451428,0.0,0.1623660926859074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732822849269724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895803101247504,0.0,0.0,0.3427881828939324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908018310487668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804767496738116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484203512873465,0.15633244019458034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548851387022195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110889981470721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205739822520646,0.0,0.1289872754558175,0.14735790419558356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714963204128494,0.1246133502369476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255800798906458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902565579600818,0.0,0.0,0.10753743694307656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343126707525934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553813584665712,0.0,0.14606005504474967,0.18071905196961974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ghost2all,2019/02/23,Losing your last friend (rant) I didn’t think losing my only friend would hurt. Any person I try to connect seems to just act like I am not some werid fuck. I just keep getting the same advice “focus on you”. My mind goes into dark places when I do. I just wish connecting wasn’t so hard ,1.2888700564971742,3.4141636779661013,2.245000000000001,96.48128531073448,81.71186440677967,4.611299435028251,14.918079096045195,5.46131890053228,-0.9591717514124292,223,3,49,1,6,70,47,59,0.156,0.628,0.21600000000000005,0.6103,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,5,7,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,13,11,2,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,1,10,3,4,8,2,6,0,3,0,1,5,3,1,2,3,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155104497395972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499756771842016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34077939191211953,0.20388691955962587,0.11522375017675053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975617262524252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360940710084657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960272805669984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797706313154247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774536112098017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934587051958811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268388903001185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677316307334246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256819564838648,0.23041876553767696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077255739946365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131398871184522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973309644030486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536116625323421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566662437424292,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,daveyboy1432,2019/02/23,"Just venting i guess So I'm 18 and I've already had a hell of a life I guess I was bullied most of my life, my sister ran away from Home  when I was younger because  of her then abusive gf but eventually came home I just got of an abusive relationship last year  that lasted three years, my sister's where assualted by a man I thought was my friend my uncle and auntie have taken really ill my dad has to have a spinal surgery next week and I'm guessing my bad luck won't end anytime soon ",4.8044012944983825,4.510834893203885,5.7690776699029165,84.2768527508091,69.0,8.420064724919095,30.758899676375407,7.793537801064563,1.811091909385114,386,14,85,4,6,128,71,103,0.204,0.721,0.075,-0.9365,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,5,0,8,4,1,0,0,13,18,7,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,9,0,14,2,8,8,1,14,1,0,0,0,8,2,1,5,10,49,15,0,0.0,0.3877921852999955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058961181680044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153752661210933,0.0,0.13663922508774787,0.0997582877611012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871696891959512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494353419464528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643402096661674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088423661275392,0.0,0.5408300890032538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283045276385313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667898858717108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23117881138715424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404147992395713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483708441493976,0.0,0.0,0.1756966835893778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991821396112985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126853593388926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076786336121864
lonely,SeekerofTruth212,2019/02/23,"The tired sleep can't fix. I'm tired... tired of my day to day life, tired of feeling trapped as a single parent, tired of being single, tired of feeling sorry for myself. Everytime I try to change, and make myself feel better, it's always fleeting. How many times have I said I was going to change, start going to the gym, start eating better, start putting myself out there, just to end up right back where I started. Tired. Lonely.

I don't know what happens, everything is going good I'm feeling better then out of left field I'm invaded with tiredness. I don't want to rely on others but I can't pull through this alone. I have to be strong for my son, I have to be there for him. I know that. How do I find someone that would be interested in me? I don't drink, I don't go to clubs, or bars, i don't attend parties, not that I would be invited to one.

My day to day life mainly consists of going to work, or spending the day with my son. We hang out, go to the park, the mall, etc. But it's just us. On our own. I don't want to be a bad parent, so I'm not going to try and pick a girl up with him present. That to me is not really an option. If he is with his mom, I don't really know what to do. I hate doing stuff alone and I don't really have any friends. I was with my ex wife for 7 years, it was just me and her, we didn't really have any friends, and the ones I did have, i have lost touch with mainly because of her. I don't know, I'm just tired of not knowing what to do. 

Where do I meet women that would be interested in me? I don't really fit in with people where I live. Most of the people here are into fishing, hunting, and riding 4 wheelers. That's not me. I like playing board games, video games, reading books, watching movies, listening to music. I don't like dogs. That seems to be a huge mark against me, but I'm not going to lie and say I do like them. Just thinking about everything.

Sorry for rambling on. If you read all of this I thank you for your time and your patience. Any insight or advice would be greatly appreciated. If the formatting is off I apologize, I'm typing this on my phone at work. ",1.0087428571428596,2.7619761600000032,2.9321269841269846,93.124,80.73333333333333,5.707936507936507,20.047619047619047,6.655083550727371,0.1044952380952382,1632,42,373,16,42,547,191,450,0.13,0.769,0.1,-0.8281,2,5,1,0,1,0,71.0,4,4,1,7,16,19,1,0,13,0,49,14,1,4,1,67,88,22,0,9,20,7,5,3,2,4,10,3,0,2,18,21,3,0,13,12,1,13,20,4,0,2,7,9,60,15,63,68,8,51,0,2,1,0,34,22,0,9,19,252,78,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362797156740885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348755011191607,0.0,0.0,0.054179488870705006,0.0,0.0,0.1328378480283863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006811510605055,0.0543668928933802,0.039692468560560565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276229023018352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776249355702147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099634867756858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378625352911349,0.0,0.0666271702495553,0.0,0.0,0.057671064762609414,0.0,0.07261855101092775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703928647236014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169298104968089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951238443017692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061276140225713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960431504975187,0.05461395397076209,0.0,0.0717876525978399,0.0,0.0,0.05757948375190194,0.0,0.0,0.06428591178915112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789228577225909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074580030909262,0.0,0.09198291098206283,0.09543322074000984,0.0,0.057496244421844415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107886807049035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04346363910130707,0.06601467497897451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625992006619878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824492610135193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460124711177288,0.0,0.0,0.0902827393013788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545685955601697,0.0,0.0,0.13026185836512816,0.0,0.20856626404244608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560640976835742,0.06193766727292872,0.051780716452797235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592767106614313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516033264927458,0.0,0.05517029507316155,0.0,0.0,0.14577803613743276,0.18435013984391824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453916012042484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994758630677365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04172197898848499,0.0,0.0,0.07593618773997995,0.5987053574164949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841532477441907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832329305138831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768110328757669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480652830806356,0.0,0.0,0.18501850493952127,0.0,0.0,0.04193083591248152
lonely,aak210,2019/02/23,"Worthless Today I went to bars (completely sober) with friends for the first time in a while, and this is a group of ""friends"" that is just fake nice and has backstabbed me a lot. I found myself getting pushed around to an extent where I couldn't handle how crowded it was, so I went to stand on the side to get space. Some guy turned to me, grabbed my ass and said, ""hey can I buy you some water?"" Not in a nice way where its like ""you look really drunk, let me get you some water"" (I was dead sober), it was in a mocking way and I took it as ""you're only worth buying water for and nothing else."" He proceeded to turn to his friend group and laugh with them about his stupid line for like 5 minutes. My ""friends"" all saw the whole interaction and ignored it and kept dancing amongst themselves. I left and went home alone. Writing this now makes it seem like it wasn't that big of a deal, but in the moment I realized how insanely lonely and worthless i really am",6.405927835051546,5.314535675257732,6.087340206185568,85.97286597938147,65.95876288659794,9.203298969072165,30.74020618556701,7.908726449838941,1.7733707216494845,747,22,164,7,10,232,117,194,0.127,0.787,0.086,-0.8441,0,3,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,1,1,10,17,2,0,11,0,11,6,1,3,1,31,27,16,1,1,3,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,1,11,13,5,2,3,3,3,6,3,7,0,1,12,4,22,10,22,13,7,28,0,3,2,1,20,12,1,5,10,104,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578203867906225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530377572676016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758127617739472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511452206592498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758460292910185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972802674830298,0.0,0.15433303594330142,0.4349947426372871,0.0,0.2206195272223096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937178614211207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411909769369811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293314073294215,0.14393380284593185,0.0,0.2063006159272192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820062141702327,0.0,0.0,0.11966676223659475,0.0,0.0,0.09395654309379113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506035709305214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705221512020613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034536988253053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338923574874525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814009445314647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207667194111089,0.0,0.13342139440986242,0.0,0.15638646011385635,0.0,0.3062068905401423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234530727190409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914500833184951,0.0,0.15715041901067026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheRock172001,2019/02/23,Their discord They actually ban lonely people who have already enough problems. Sad server. And the admin is just mocking you.,5.1714285714285735,8.811710904761911,5.1209523809523825,70.81571428571431,82.8095238095238,4.704761904761905,30.809523809523807,6.42735559955562,2.436352380952381,103,5,12,1,3,32,21,21,0.536,0.46399999999999997,0.0,-0.946,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.453326644681085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.512634399065358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799967686193049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220554029964595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445046069872641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Galax1an,2019/02/23,"Too concerned about finding a relationship, lately I don't really know why or when it started. I guess sometime around Valentines, which kind of explains it a little.

I dunno why. Recently I felt like I've just been very empty in terms of like, concerning myself with finding a relationship. Everyone I know is okay with it, my parents aren't rushing me (especially because I did just get out of one a few months ago and I'm in no real hurry) but I still feel like I *need* to. I don't want to wait any longer to find ""the one"" but maybe it's clinging to that ideology that's harming me in the long run.

It's kind of silly to even think about things like that, but I don't know. I'm starting to think recently all this is just me trying to cope with how....empty I guess? I feel without that kind of driving romance to really keep me happy. Sure, I've got things that make me happy, and I have lots of friends and people I'm close to and I'm not really *alone*, but I feel alone. I just keep wondering when, if ever, that I'm going to fall in love again, because I just feel empty without it. And dating sites feel...awkward I guess? Mostly because I haven't really found much success, if any, so it makes me a little self-conscious that I'm just kind of undesirable. I'm sure that's not the case, but it's just kinda gut wrenching. Silly, I know, but whatever.

Maybe it's just because I felt like I could always talk to her, when I was with her. She was always someone I talked to, so I guess that's part of why I feel this way right now. It's my first big breakup so I guess I'm just feeling the burn hard. Dawning on it though, it also made me realize I just wanted someone who listened to me.

Even though she was always available to talk late into our relationship she started to detest the things I'd do. I'd take maybe like, an hour or so (not that long) to play a game and she'd get furious that I hadn't messaged her in that long. She said she had issues with it in past relationships but after a while it felt like she was just getting on my case very quickly and suddenly. I'm getting a bit off topic, but my point is I'm probably just looking for something that feels good for once.

Someone that actually cares about my interests and doesn't think they're dumb or stupid and tries to get me to like her things instead. Someone that's actually willing to listen and like...I guess *try* to keep the relationship together? It always felt like I was the one trying to mend arguments back together, and not the other way around. I'm trying to find ways to word this that don't make me look like a complete asshole, so I hope the point gets across.

I've never really had someone that wanted to get to know me more, I guess. It never felt like she wanted me to open up to her, to talk about things with her too much. Early on in our relationship sure, but I honestly felt her getting frustrated with me later on. Especially when we'd do calls and she'd say that I talk way too much and it kind of stung a lot. I do talk a lot but it's just because I think a lot, and I like talking about those things because it's just kind of satisfying to get them out in the open.

I got a bit off topic from my original intent, but getting it out of my head helps me understand the picture a little more, I guess. I'm just kind of lonely for love, especially because it's closing up on a year since we broke up somewhat soon. I haven't really met anyone since then, and I'm just a little concerned that she was it, she was the last person I'll ever have a relationship with, and I really wish I didn't worry about this so much. It's so minor, and I probably have bigger things to worry about, but I'm just worrying about things like this instead. 

I just kind of wish I wouldn't worry so much about trying to meet that ""one"" person, and worrying so much about all of these things. It really makes me feel ridiculous, because I just kind of feel like I'm a bit in over myself and that all this worrying is just me being dumb and I have to wait to find that one person. But the wait is killing me, and I don't really know what to do. I keep thinking that I have to start meeting people, that it's because I'm so passive about the whole thing, about not really forcing it just so I don't make myself even more upset by jumping into a relationship head first because I think it'll make me happy (when it really doesn't) that I'm not really finding anyone or something like that. It makes me think about like, 30 different outcomes. I'll sit here worrying ""are my interests too out there for people to really get interested? Are they too specific, too choosy, am I just not really a viable choice for anyone"", etc. They're really, really stupid thoughts, but I can't help but have them run through my head.

Again, sorry for rambling on a bit. Just kinda sucks. I already feel a bit better getting it out in the open though so that's something.",3.5513055911108684,4.636445328031812,4.8453555380048465,84.86893692638691,72.35984095427436,7.858253220403607,25.609847762738642,8.264916657526436,1.4848194286336769,3864,119,804,59,73,1284,299,1006,0.081,0.7509999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.9984,3,4,3,0,0,0,123.0,4,0,3,4,81,61,9,1,38,1,51,6,4,10,10,194,163,65,1,12,53,1,17,16,1,3,0,4,0,3,79,44,0,7,41,2,0,7,27,13,0,7,26,23,110,48,116,129,28,103,0,2,2,2,61,47,3,25,60,539,189,1,0.0,0.0,0.05824759570480152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02645523133170384,0.0,0.0,0.061819528861346174,0.032934001973498765,0.0238665301319548,0.09933161910483433,0.0,0.0,0.040590386996052885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260362760566889,0.0,0.0,0.05313562939690622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022948476640669808,0.0,0.18192849593861946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026394918025429943,0.1629115999665669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030474436304708082,0.0,0.030428321975527736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031291251805470516,0.0,0.0,0.0238282992147823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0311810122812111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0332843590781027,0.05913577035114954,0.05399187856034516,0.0,0.028517572366984205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599229980263994,0.04264164461179856,0.1719316397493773,0.0,0.16366326885288734,0.050771207976952094,0.0,0.03272280884602002,0.023057684515408884,0.0,0.18710940461631706,0.0,0.016961241973640843,0.025032039738224387,0.04773853449861951,0.0,0.2630154863559527,0.0,0.0,0.09530965336976427,0.026734691500492614,0.0,0.09188679433071227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0400081012625988,0.0,0.0,0.029642191181924,0.02939069057415185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03114976615314,0.0,0.1061081813983164,0.033018371138667985,0.27970484821932484,0.09841010420859808,0.02432714301618267,0.06733149357215132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478676602089808,0.11964758765299775,0.0,0.07923397901597518,0.05012350487981068,0.0,0.0,0.10149045697069828,0.053871414248445916,0.028239462400961805,0.1394494306736982,0.0,0.0899480363749177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02382148963087941,0.0,0.1316342655358123,0.02212922055296541,0.04603563255916845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031783277671918776,0.10111657993341276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03313863857794029,0.03231854199436257,0.02848982600752324,0.062070980588891725,0.07817685238619826,0.0,0.0,0.0564251482103313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643545523527982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03396942429833897,0.30590505934705364,0.0,0.058935425464669185,0.2563334564311386,0.0,0.02548692701807849,0.0283888280511406,0.023733439124624923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03113418441029483,0.0,0.0,0.04937513886318224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643517986083605,0.06892695714499802,0.02951684285387043,0.03340832633639845,0.08449598849390524,0.0,0.02383375066141033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438389031988916,0.0,0.022439250393879017,0.1679144063643947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827271833406532,0.13386146067896246,0.08796581944996311,0.023693094369845864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157420012508885,0.0,0.0,0.03106903937813147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049249457948655095,0.07041192543244923,0.09475628001417996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078969978355117,0.03332017082361626,0.06863910016726711,0.0575378110841812,0.032364943782947735,0.0,0.212158829131508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01921879436490024
lonely,AreYouADancer,2019/02/23,"March is around the corner... Idk what it is, but it just really sank in that I'm going to be 21 and I started crying. I don't know what happiness is and it's quite rare that I do have days where I feel like I'm living. There's no one that I love, and no one that I care for that isn't family. I don't have anyone to celebrate with and I haven't had anyone to celebrate anything with for years. I look like I'm 30 even though I'm still so young. I feel old, but I also feel so inadequate. I haven't found work yet,  I was dismissed from college this past Summer due to poor grades (depression, not showing to classes, not being assertive, etc). I'm upset myself all the while feeling this void in my heart where I don't think it's even possible to meet my soul circle or become close to people. At this point I feel like no one will ever truly vibe with me. Maybe I'm just freaking out and overthinking, but when you're alone for so long your hope slowly but surely disolves. This sounds so emo.",3.0695853269537494,3.9633820191387588,4.354047846889955,88.66300159489633,73.3062200956938,7.487208931419459,22.067304625199366,7.793537801064563,0.7443662519936214,778,17,172,10,15,257,119,209,0.153,0.662,0.185,0.8891,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,18,11,0,1,2,0,17,2,1,0,3,32,37,18,0,1,9,0,5,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,15,11,0,0,8,1,1,1,11,3,0,3,3,7,20,8,19,31,2,26,1,1,1,1,3,10,0,2,18,111,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477151318864337,0.0,0.11405611498658964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945160326454134,0.0,0.11736714621324085,0.12696532388392825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751666247097307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541435939374686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666542860056054,0.0919804823946634,0.0,0.12284157695551652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906311748200838,0.188403206937364,0.12901129480015303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445292366084036,0.0,0.3605741202600745,0.20378078816529813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563795167454516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105633094401148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182557224100715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900976175995555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165750727934093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838225120702955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090361951723648,0.0,0.12593933304824373,0.12621747933928235,0.11976798060913448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872345045634193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328466856967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965957289642867,0.0,0.2899365145458133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615045224824454,0.0988773100549179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482548901811794,0.16078678315851005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516978523694654,0.0,0.0,0.09136838920174796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094978329781472,0.0,0.11389946468841268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442114185470194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913875029595208,0.1401270532778646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383174643664794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184498156486494
lonely,LividCake97,2019/02/23,Everyone just leaves me My boyfriend expressed that he wants to leave me via text. My best friend of years just wants nothing to do with me. People just leave me. That's all they do. No one wants anything to do with me.  I'm better off dead. I cant deal with this pain anymore. Im tired of being alone. I'm tired of  being lonely ,-0.12188405797101608,2.1550849275362367,1.081159420289854,100.96637681159422,91.02898550724638,3.646376811594204,16.36231884057971,5.033348758259628,-0.9809594202898548,256,6,59,1,9,80,44,69,0.273,0.604,0.122,-0.8682,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,10,11,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,9,3,10,9,2,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824772532365544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025629565901827,0.0,0.0,0.14957234252316035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074507670920976,0.160751250289724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738576396560727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367871378891026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042671437990234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963311362877404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5773702766802646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440286358006124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316474431673972,0.0,0.19340461387603894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600895024262287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41781094690120185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32161887293042624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704697170274665
lonely,Quokka_quokka_quokka,2019/02/23,"I'm so alone All I have is my fiance, I have no friends or family. My fiance is sweet, but we have fought so I am alone. I hate myself and my life and whenever I post people downvote me because I'm a disabled piece of shit who takes up space and should die.

They are right, I'm a dumbfuck and I don't contribute anything.",-0.05228260869565205,2.072594695652178,2.138967391304348,95.08932065217392,87.55072463768116,5.189130434782608,20.219202898550726,6.6274283507984215,0.2108681159420298,250,8,57,3,8,84,47,69,0.32299999999999995,0.624,0.053,-0.9712,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,2,0,9,2,1,0,1,9,15,8,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,13,2,2,13,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,0,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5718249782078693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22717193888201115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828219195720692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865042751909629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602426006072754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328146927680253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725497944613909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498769469388189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138362788341687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643869362720841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357517398650218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833692288420047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075610103121284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dat_boi020,2019/02/10,"I went to a concert alone last night I had plans to go to this concert since it was first announced. I was supposed to have a fairly large group, but everyone ended up pulling out for various reasons. I really wanted to see these guys live so I went anyway. It was fun and I enjoyed the show, but I felt a sort of heaviness the entire time. Everyone was there with friends, and I just slipped into a seat towards the back by myself. Will this be the story of everything I end up doing in life? It honestly was a good night, I showed up after the opener had already gone on not needing to worry about good seats at a small venue. Getting home was as simple as slipping out right before the crowd and walking to the train stop. It was enjoyable, but I don’t want the rest of my life to be like that. There’s a sort of emptiness/heaviness when you know you’re in it alone. ",4.154583333333331,4.9663040795454565,4.9470454545454565,85.71765151515154,70.70454545454545,7.912121212121212,28.303030303030305,8.07648339933343,1.7342553030303027,682,24,140,9,12,221,110,176,0.037000000000000005,0.765,0.198,0.9856,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,8,8,0,0,15,0,15,2,0,1,0,22,26,10,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,1,1,9,8,0,1,3,4,0,6,2,0,0,1,13,4,14,8,30,10,2,31,0,0,1,0,5,14,0,2,12,100,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32537274074265543,0.17334047481622894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078398004602565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366257653725264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27825056808173243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30019124542938525,0.141172388973859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082037956836344,0.0,0.0,0.1336112341403288,0.0,0.0,0.12135877034561253,0.0,0.08206724331303784,0.0,0.08927156012043913,0.2635006615554389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553280928897886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756294654122102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863264567925853,0.12804027050039765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189894828475815,0.07674081735234818,0.0,0.13870354864088413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164720157923938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948158181773808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006287671146327,0.16150327312469495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341445243877527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517154814126236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993729127647846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132499593669086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159397118635096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852984128228165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29122743246781185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952125018177415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,California3210,2019/02/10,"I play online games because that's the only way I get interactions with other humans I just noticed this while playing a MMORPG, and the bad part is that I don't even have much friends there. 

Even online people don't like being around me...",5.644184397163119,6.330463063829789,5.583829787234047,82.93333333333334,67.29787234042553,7.117730496453903,26.30496453900709,6.42735559955562,1.031275177304964,192,5,36,1,3,60,38,47,0.12,0.725,0.156,0.1754,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901523072920043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721431002596018,0.19868767325386366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.430555552664635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518174881484153,0.0,0.17028820423526275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923595640505167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396005988035348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37108050711499097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478891560744425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529571262977764,0.0,0.2259631116090348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587129727132051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sarahmanelli,2019/02/10,"I hope you see this, Ponyboy You blocked me on instagram, so I guess I'm just blindly reaching out here, in the exact sub where we originally met. I'm afraid you'll block me here too if I dm you.

I sent you an apology and begged for your friendship... I just want to know WHY we can't try to be friends again. The last thing you told me is that it was all you wanted...",2.025864978902952,3.0153245189873417,3.286772151898738,94.94931434599155,75.96202531645571,6.785654008438819,24.55907172995781,7.1686216300943375,0.641403375527426,283,9,70,3,6,92,59,79,0.064,0.805,0.132,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,8,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,1,2,17,16,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,18,2,6,10,1,8,0,0,2,0,15,4,0,3,3,46,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26626073435395264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796494423410023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34229593117578416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939995613262667,0.2809199232426728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746259560260827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289572465557107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32930929189142616,0.0,0.2339815444331093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40654409510180656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109754982585574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,brewingwall517,2019/02/10,"Guy going through a tough time, looking for some chat buddies I am a 30 year old guy in Cleveland Ohio and work at a craft brewery. I recently got dumped by my ex after 4 year and am in the process of working through that. The biggest thing I am finding to be hard is not having that person you can always talk to whenever you need any more. I figured this would be a good place to find some other people that are just looking to chat. Not looking to start a relationship too soon for that for me, I am just looking for some like minded folks to chat with. I would prefer it to be a female, just it seems my energy vibes better with females, but will chat with anyone. Ideally I am looking to try to meet people of the same sort of age group so the 25-35 range, but honestly I am down to chat with anyone. So let me know if you are also!",4.1846190225959,4.477824739884396,5.140168155543878,86.22210719915924,70.38728323699422,7.678192327903311,27.866001050972148,7.348242739294969,1.3727502890173406,652,21,139,6,11,214,102,173,0.026000000000000002,0.884,0.091,0.8977,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,4,8,7,1,0,10,0,18,0,0,0,0,30,29,8,0,6,8,1,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,3,9,6,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,7,15,5,29,21,5,16,0,0,5,0,16,6,0,6,10,101,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190400939763727,0.1164350910703528,0.0,0.0,0.09515893225254528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568818461608398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375896866603515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25579163057362114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952689271209301,0.11736878359027965,0.11191684303556107,0.0,0.0,0.2771104486321864,0.0,0.0,0.12535207893117475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690326973446976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430905127358527,0.0,0.0683639754921368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5875404939575773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129198485907818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375821248543607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683567166755992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402322155019197,0.12218370490298412,0.14619973125765384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816651118928105,0.15023519002765032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738933770094268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904497887006176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247248285666113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296496815028657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159579500777342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500501579750642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374512546540605,0.0,0.0,0.19880813681856133,0.0,0.0,0.18022394820950904
lonely,CarmenKorzep,2019/02/10,"Someone talk to me I just feel alone right now, and I’d like someone to talk to.",-0.706666666666667,1.1645405555555577,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,87.88888888888891,3.6,20.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.8357555555555556,62,2,16,0,2,20,13,18,0.10800000000000001,0.757,0.135,0.128,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719834214812312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160305344349875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754683673920344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067223089484031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6086334421048771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5773614773370473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GlitterSushi,2019/02/10,"I wish someone was genuinely interested in me. It seems like people only care about me or my interests when it intersects with what they like. 

Nobody takes the time to learn about my other interests/hobbies. I feel like an NPC that only gets spoken to out of obligation to move on to something else. :(

This sucks. 😭 People just stop talking to me for weeks or months, friends don't keep in touch. Idk what I'm doing wrong. ",3.777195767195767,5.887582098765434,4.364832451499119,84.37888888888891,73.69135802469134,7.591534391534393,25.151675485008816,8.418075326091056,1.7111008818342155,334,11,63,6,7,106,62,81,0.126,0.654,0.22,0.8442,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,12,3,0,1,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,8,7,14,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,3,8,38,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22875369599604056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874270413085281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344500368999982,0.16028543762853015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334280077135195,0.0,0.11722074776263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942472254799895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328838241573854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790849262597403,0.2384630545860805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412773347136661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110910121876394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425224202891326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901025940263916,0.17272610052086768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875780591886609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869354370276307,0.18033500451946805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082824961061082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799709880139241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580071268098983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453064319746844,0.0,0.0
lonely,uppmerksamheide,2019/02/10,"cutt for yurir slitting my wrtists for yuri the pain feels so real unkllike anythung else, i wish yuri was reall but she isn't she will never lvoe mme nobody will ever love me i want to end it right here adn noiw, all i have is /ddlc/ and alcohgol. god i wish i was richer so i had more money for alcohol, it makes all the torbueles disappear and makejs my liver die foaster so i can end mthis miserable existencem,. if ther eis anyone outy there who listens, or even cares about me at all, noobdy carea bout me anymore

öpelase reply, it'äs so cold and lonely nobody carss aobut m anymore, i wihs i had someone to hugs o bad, but iltl never hpappen becuase iä'm a uselesls freka cutteer",0.8465209665955946,3.388943858208957,2.3970788912579977,89.24191542288557,95.49253731343285,4.940440653873491,21.306325515280736,6.655083550727371,0.842641506751955,543,20,100,8,21,176,99,134,0.14300000000000002,0.6779999999999999,0.179,0.6863,1,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,3,0,10,5,1,1,6,19,18,11,1,4,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,4,3,16,3,7,12,4,8,0,2,0,2,5,2,0,2,5,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614160139671406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825916809445384,0.13487373100875136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105575941057207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666502422313534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019019496174306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611355106570618,0.0,0.341687988297352,0.0,0.0,0.12740255298902212,0.17448077014340033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753138327029988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409147630004052,0.0,0.12875610559418935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975385497648429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524940905596928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955195747737027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647276876922411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634357473276772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137719903837226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436297968684053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hollywoodhollychloe,2019/02/10,I cant stand being lonely anymore I'm married and have a beautiful 4 month old boy. I think if it wasnt for my boy id not be here anymore. I can't deal with waking up and feeling the way i do every day. My husband doesnt love me like he used to. I'm never his first choice and takes me for granted. I've tried telling him this over and over again and he never listens to me. He makes me feel even more alone. Ive not been this low in a real long time. I've tried to get help from doctors to get back on medications that helped me before but i can't get help. I just had to post this cause i dont have anyone to speak to about this and i needed to speak. ,0.4290644490644482,1.7825045675675677,2.4837837837837853,97.5323180873181,81.02702702702703,5.094386694386695,18.81704781704782,5.369823440869387,-0.574127442827443,508,11,128,2,13,171,91,148,0.053,0.857,0.091,0.6227,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,14,4,1,3,2,22,28,8,0,2,5,1,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,3,5,18,2,18,23,1,19,0,2,0,1,17,6,0,1,11,77,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111289644130867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32769773763762544,0.11552215774582016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704012402643908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058578210881473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972129838545938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654999631804912,0.17032939319130913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910453614058374,0.0,0.0,0.19363072994171435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091229382737477,0.0,0.13920074907327715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670753193976455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053178037389474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589540292932085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33222036212124817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071569549718123,0.0,0.0,0.14621006118635274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911297282960942,0.0,0.11028228425166277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664367141521198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187302340749718,0.0,0.0,0.12250481666721627,0.2548479605651784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336533279586785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582302843382067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880508211303109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422110616469695,0.0,0.1444051775278124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586309019420402,0.0,0.0,0.09633818537155414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243402572952604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269269948290406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113996359949734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mcx12,2019/02/10,Hate by everyone  So my ex gf  which in her owen word say I am her best friend is now dating the person which cause us to break up  with me as he just like her and they talk and I just become  so nervous due to anxiety for the social type and now all our common friend are takeing his side and say like just fuck off and he said to kill myself and it hateing me so much. ,2.0749166666666667,3.0006173250000043,3.327500000000001,94.95416666666668,75.75,6.333333333333334,19.583333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.1716666666666664,286,5,69,2,6,93,58,80,0.16399999999999998,0.68,0.156,-0.188,1,0,0,0,0,1,1.0,2,0,1,1,8,10,4,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,13,8,10,1,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,13,5,10,7,3,10,0,0,0,1,19,4,1,0,7,48,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081408162628028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23216621451291344,0.0,0.0,0.2206079229500952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159489557986963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008696684110305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32482354271491143,0.1943406000961073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150880529066148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23257201478254605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540109373421048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545323875482953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835518373741852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999628300693752,0.3343431892355669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428796203281186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805569730854435,0.16896304543039345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528630481011667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pixtum,2019/02/10,"I just want somebody to hold... After a rollercoaster the past few years of not understanding what was happening I finally can focus energy out ward to others; and this sucks. I don’t know if it’s hormones because I’m young or what but I can never attract anybody. While not drop dead handsome I’m not terrible looking. I would say even though I’m shy I have a decent personality. Yet every time I try to find a way to be less lonely like try to talk to someone or pick up a new hobby it never works. I’ve basically given up on seeing if I have some sort of hidden talent and whenever I try to look for a girl or a friend of some sort no one ever seems to be there. I’m terrible at picking up signs and I’m afraid to make the first move because scaring someone away. I struggle to bond with my family because we have nothing in common and no matter what I do I always end up in the same spot. Alone, only wanting to be able to hold someone who cares about me close someone who loves me.",2.8845588235294137,4.273939857843138,4.768774509803921,83.58198529411767,74.44117647058823,7.256862745098039,25.985294117647058,7.865858978985527,1.5001823529411764,777,27,157,11,16,266,127,204,0.128,0.706,0.16699999999999998,0.8619,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,7,14,1,3,9,0,12,1,0,3,3,40,31,12,1,5,10,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,9,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,8,7,0,2,2,4,16,7,29,25,5,29,0,1,3,1,9,11,1,10,16,106,25,1,0.13504275134113142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398635636265129,0.0,0.0,0.1123663871650785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687711022053158,0.0,0.0,0.2469624233881565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768508511986646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960779487607155,0.0,0.0,0.08919446364229648,0.12215389993147467,0.11377934235100988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273062874673282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479327332566722,0.12342662822007598,0.11486729530414487,0.0,0.0,0.1043336946981296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941785902542736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421596446403424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597506703242799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268037994810616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188135550639775,0.0,0.09014208514435484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435290731617125,0.0,0.0,0.2083065899116532,0.13042513074991144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957716203496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150846324262514,0.1027060976543644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891358656092927,0.0,0.11791412162933618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739141608562122,0.13520135249091927,0.0,0.10761158877492567,0.12293784896992985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576851399241949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117600462657534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854224819949672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267881754316285,0.0,0.07874451429205265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750554911648594,0.0,0.0,0.14058426668453586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930342715607995,0.10719065029191438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831273132774963,0.0,0.0,0.09593049598692033,0.0,0.0,0.0869631043131686
lonely,ZackRuce,2019/02/10,Lonely ? Yes tf yes yes yes Fed up ? Absolutely Yes I've 1000+ friends I party I have fun I've a good life but still im lonely inside I've a really good life I light up everyone's day everyone looks up to me as a very happy and friendly guy but deep down idk why IM sad it's like IM alone I've helped many individuals to give life a second chance I help suicidal people I talk to them I show them a way only because what I'm going through I don't want anyone else to feel the same I just wanted to say it to someone and damn here I am let's ho boys I am lonely even with 1000 people around Popular in my school still lonely Crush of many girls yes still lonely so if you're lonely too it's not your fault just eh idk what to say I'm done ranting ,-1.3389171656686614,0.6850494071856303,1.538121257485031,96.42857909181637,96.8443113772455,4.45998003992016,14.143962075848306,6.21433560688645,-0.7098301397205597,589,12,140,7,24,204,102,167,0.207,0.535,0.258,0.8481,0,13,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,0,10,17,1,0,6,6,6,5,0,0,0,14,15,7,1,3,6,0,1,1,2,0,3,2,0,3,5,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,9,0,1,2,5,15,8,17,12,1,13,0,7,1,1,14,7,1,1,5,66,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369640195400698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026144234474424,0.1322660740082335,0.0,0.11491582994528225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869094368043987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325118347127028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210200528816948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783659276037666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526151167602597,0.0,0.0,0.24669853608753484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527085194435762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994663831240114,0.0,0.0,0.12383312492170327,0.07336377569726049,0.216546046740444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781757279526873,0.0,0.13741674582693889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730501440675181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183120906467743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200138874736642,0.2735363532483024,0.06306595407839291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840154202380103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617502644325159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817736198824004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898695171455722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269718025908586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531217079144287,0.0,0.13064410877356067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093759783625333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092699120027011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120149428200088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375617257274454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651125052551838,0.1522790816812334,0.10246417219432667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648198527718985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sidesoup_spitoon,2019/02/10,"Turning 16 tomorrow! My only friend moved to Washington yesterday, live in a neighborhood devoid of life and the kicker, Full time Florida Virtual School student. Just check out the post I made in r/Flvs https://www.reddit.com/r/FLVS/comments/ap5e6m/turning_16_tomorrow_what_do_us_loners_do_on_our/

We all agree that this is the lifestyle we all chose. It's one of the saddest things I've had the displeasure of being involved with.",10.765052083333336,14.958913734375004,7.191875000000002,62.498958333333384,60.09375,9.266666666666666,30.979166666666664,9.725611199111238,3.560341666666667,365,13,47,8,6,101,54,64,0.061,0.8490000000000001,0.091,0.2481,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,1,2,9,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,8,2,3,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,31,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597924684559345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23750930962179614,0.0,0.0,0.2969223994474645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181759053087781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35738955013295604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22785744930431304,0.25573972734602995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322042674567683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403115349658461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233951934291249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607502451135486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657526685005079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TurboFrogz,2019/02/10,"Living with myself after regrets I have made so many horrible decisions in my life that I am now alone with no friends and nobody to talk with. I let the love of my life slip away a few months ago and haven’t been happy since. I’m 21 and I have nobody else except my mom who is the only reason I’m still here. I feel like the best of what I’ll ever have is now over, the last few years with her were a dream and now I’m back to this empty reality. I had no idea how bad depression truly was and how being lonely is one of the worst feelings you can have. I really don’t know why nobody likes me, but it’s becoming apparent that I’m not. Idk what I did in my past life to deserve this shit to the point where I’m talking about being lonely on reddit, but this is where I’m at and have no idea how to change anything ",5.340799001248441,3.7781814943820216,6.44243445692884,84.09988139825221,68.32584269662921,9.48414481897628,26.519350811485644,8.167268648758528,1.3483051186017474,638,12,148,7,9,216,106,178,0.168,0.7340000000000001,0.098,-0.9189,1,5,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,14,13,1,0,8,0,21,5,1,5,1,27,32,12,0,1,4,1,2,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,6,2,16,6,21,23,4,21,0,4,0,1,8,9,1,0,14,105,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637936340606874,0.0,0.0,0.15934292704652933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266060177984606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445477978219643,0.11830169224953893,0.1284589087888204,0.0,0.1699160115567698,0.0,0.0,0.16145681861655367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275364153205704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325113831273042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852251879653526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391667669587414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558307400392812,0.10991097136572207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886466976612545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377693180408834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473574287789385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455232159577761,0.12540885530112306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732276523378627,0.3260078995634603,0.15032736218720585,0.0,0.13585298744899868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885626417076766,0.1455772530160198,0.0,0.15598046275107752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018808128759872,0.12280216152751235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042532165242612,0.11701039070815455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686790244768727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145438641161987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985606984809532,0.15818414418212054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579255334389709,0.1272668895202088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286536836617287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473187310242411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882632749266666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907480709783792
lonely,redpearpie,2019/02/10,"I am so lonely, I worry I’m going to die soon. I am almost 40. Will be 39 soon. I have had short relationships here and there but I haven’t really dated anyone since 2006. 

I am not married. I don’t have any children. I used to try to fill my life with activities. NoI try to fill my work. 

I used to be ambitious. The weight of being overly ambitious and not achieving anything is life draining. I’ve had bouts of depression. I’ve had my heart broken by various people. I am very sensitive and emotional. All didn’t help me see myself for who I was so I can help myself. I did go to therapy. But I couldn’t see. 

Now I see, but it’s too late. They say loneliness kills. I know that now because I can see it happening. Nothing else I do feels the void. The only thing that will, the only thing I need is companionship. But I just can’t help myself. No one wants me. Especially not like this and with the weight gain, I’m invisible to guys. And it’s not like I can get a prescription for companionship.  No one wants me. 

I’ve tried everything I can think of to pacify the feeling, the longing but I can only outsmart my brain for so long. It’s on to me. It says if I don’t find someone, I’m not going to stop longing. 

I don’t think I’m being self pitiful. I think Reddit’s anonymity grants me some freedom to be honest. Maybe this might help. I don’t know. 

I want someone to love me. I want to love someone I want my own family. I wish I could leave without hurting anyone. I don’t think life is fair. I’m thankful for what I’ve had. I just wish I knew how to live better. I’m tired of the longings. It’s killing me. ",-0.4857069998724981,1.727170099706747,2.1462482468443227,92.87850280504914,92.87096774193549,5.193956394236898,18.849993624888434,6.800593979768761,0.2601206936121381,1248,39,278,19,46,429,155,341,0.142,0.632,0.226,0.987,0,2,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,6,13,13,2,0,9,0,39,10,2,3,1,49,76,15,3,11,14,0,4,2,0,3,4,2,0,3,14,7,2,1,10,0,0,5,17,6,0,2,8,10,51,7,28,58,4,19,0,4,4,2,16,3,0,4,13,178,65,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586194411039264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831002415589304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991079031555135,0.0,0.07056141454448059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226978985865675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583511375761466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572057182722128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846097342914786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385265565806218,0.0,0.08899051102000485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162953929677572,0.0964523843639716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706271656779763,0.0,0.08083342561565712,0.0,0.08671121619488499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837002688323128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04479859522745768,0.0,0.14619379154376408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490173529222711,0.07582464948709026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160908095985327,0.2298941718668911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179255758024298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972985094930905,0.0,0.09424720117672708,0.0,0.09672489737597932,0.09079232775981352,0.0,0.0,0.1816941954725348,0.0837820468972896,0.0,0.07571503417597793,0.3035290256180317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477770470355282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614309219416283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096264960371757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357935858655278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822753227449899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162070264380961,0.19564043230345066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944527995212594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493089842205477,0.0,0.0,0.09205880469873763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637686270829294,0.0,0.0,0.27331292207709834,0.0,0.08945147752421566,0.0,0.0,0.07092973861256108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21795618925900687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168725424070252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894313083621664,0.09805769389655436,0.0,0.1139312812823211,0.21976955863937367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855208164889397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464712880704136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811352818480036,0.0,0.07074919199292119,0.2528752111447166,0.0,0.0,0.20883035312040726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197206673056914,0.08265580602919767,0.0,0.06242389918795833,0.08707893220943598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,madhuranaik,2019/02/10,"Hello darkness my old friend It's the time of life when I realise everything was literally just to perfectly going on and so we're back at it betrayals trust breaks and accusations from people who you thought meant everything to you but wait... As it turns out 
Life has a way of maintaining it's balance so guess what fuck it  ",3.4823809523809537,5.927404460317465,4.425634920634924,82.03464285714288,75.82539682539681,8.644444444444442,27.96031746031746,9.2995712137729,2.6999650793650787,263,11,50,7,6,85,51,63,0.124,0.774,0.102,-0.3497,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,5,4,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,10,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,3,9,6,0,10,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,1,4,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187570881572187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952809133735677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288398907026365,0.25473524388642754,0.0,0.0,0.1565975477078655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035418944890844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38924861505127534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891362319715109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102695740380515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875051848767774,0.16067145296056573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997118721195293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187133628421906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rainardo,2019/02/10,"Say something meaningless Maybe loneliness makes someone grow up, but it is really painful.As a student,i have no friends to talk to in the school.it is too terrible when you ask a question in your dormitory but nobody answers.And teachers don't know your name and never ask you to answer questions in the class.When i am at home,just silence.Parents haven't divorsed just because of you,but they never talk.i had tried to say something inside my heart to them,but what gain is misunderstanding.Well,I'd better shut up.




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lonely,wellwhalewail,2019/02/10,"Middle of the Night Lonely Daytime hours filled with friends, family, and dead end job. Middle of the night filled with anxiety and a longing to have someone to pass time with. ",7.323437500000002,8.258084468750003,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,63.6875,8.9,31.625,8.841846274778883,2.5836375000000005,141,5,24,2,2,42,23,32,0.248,0.672,0.08,-0.6705,1,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,11,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,13,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398405573889009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776840594147568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955570473444277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24222337605617497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087522639463617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31111842715287785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774537325114306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5884311664523251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656429451768681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281497796959212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LemonLimeCrazy11,2019/02/10,"I can’t even make friends on reddit 18/M here, have basically no friends irl. No one to talk to, play games with, hang out.. anything. I’m reaching a point where killing myself does seem like a way out. I don’t know why nobody wants me. People always ghost me or get what they want from me and then throw me away. I wish I was wanted by someone",1.1136904761904738,3.045437750000005,2.18809523809524,97.69500000000002,81.22222222222223,4.669841269841268,20.007936507936503,5.288315135182226,-0.4413396825396827,266,7,62,1,7,84,59,72,0.141,0.6459999999999999,0.214,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,13,3,2,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,10,4,9,12,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,2,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947802023868198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263470982051792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21993364591053075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048522323787762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461310199915074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361712050761424,0.0,0.12230146529401148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589840000930731,0.0,0.12864879741483956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436370994273702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562557454320651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586242775993138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622873397267085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212890897613435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131051794713675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834224102290135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815129332901545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142139998252775,0.185808381710813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112282636878197,0.0,0.26918997078099194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sullykin,2019/02/10,Wanna talk? About anything. Hello. If anyone wants to chat on discord my un is Sullykin#0431. Im just gonna be playing Rocket Legaue all night so hmu. I’m 17 btw. ,-1.4703030303030324,-1.2415446969696955,0.8581818181818193,95.44060606060609,132.33333333333331,2.678787878787879,15.787878787878787,5.033348758259628,-0.5807212121212117,127,4,25,1,9,42,32,33,0.083,0.862,0.055,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,5,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408835762353474,0.0,0.401185369070625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5266025659754311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575021549702257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918481052851077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875504567668589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Qrowjones,2019/02/10,I'm just a bit lost. I've been in a new city for just over a year and I'm so disconnected from home. A fresh start now feels a bit like a total loss. I have some people here but it's not at all the same. Work here is what I wanted but now I'm not sure what to do. Someone to talk to would be nice. Really just writing this out is helpful in it's way. ,-1.9363414634146352,-0.19193487804878007,0.9909268292682932,102.56321951219513,92.90243902439023,4.255609756097561,13.078048780487805,5.6839178017228535,-1.3503014634146346,268,4,74,2,10,93,56,82,0.07400000000000001,0.787,0.139,0.7233,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,8,5,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,0,3,18,14,4,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,2,3,10,10,6,11,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,48,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5654089647212805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093204368389175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735675906441934,0.0,0.25974626356660463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265090619837124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826726644055894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25009388686432554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795221502602349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588891512321233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194060587586613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328494328843312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440557132145801,0.0,0.0,0.208132839009808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273441958308728,0.20554111169283013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885174503152396,0.0,0.0,0.1839494464927556,0.0,0.0,0.1667542186572268
lonely,rpbc85,2019/02/10,"Alone Don't know what to write here. Just alone right now and need to stay awake for about another 6 hours. Any one that wants or needs someone to talk to, I'm here. PM me.

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lonely,anon899817,2019/02/10,"I want to kill myself but I feel Ill just fuck that up just like everything else I have lived a miserable life, and everything turns horrible wrong even when it seems it might be good... I’m done. I have wanted to kill myself for years but I’m afraid of messing up and being a vegetable although, if I’m unaware, even that seems a bit of a relief..

I have been considering methods but everything has a fucking chance I might mess up and I just want my last few moments to be a small reprieve and a moment of mental peace before I’m dead.. 

Life is a big utterly meaningless blip and I always get the short end of the stick and I’m just too scared that I’ll get the short end with this as well.",2.9877622377622366,4.291355888111887,4.085594405594403,88.92531468531472,74.03496503496505,7.437762237762238,24.188811188811197,8.00094639256281,1.1339846153846156,544,16,118,8,11,177,82,143,0.273,0.629,0.098,-0.9871,0,0,1,0,0,2,12.0,0,0,0,0,9,14,4,3,11,0,12,6,0,0,0,23,28,13,3,4,8,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,2,1,11,4,13,21,2,14,0,1,0,2,0,7,2,5,8,74,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122027440964288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239658588096449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904856101555356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908471703572904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169980223016096,0.0,0.2580645348169683,0.0,0.0,0.1924450475150691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392792587710057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366191354611466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693639452556711,0.15222714631129966,0.0,0.0,0.12219233929523116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223542349200644,0.0,0.0,0.11875142995150352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058010133106359,0.07117355938583554,0.0,0.1286411273272166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681462045441,0.3090941691314817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585451631035035,0.0,0.0,0.2652494249116088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584617249705607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25778356377010075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098688884987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928194805125567,0.0,0.0938153449115508
lonely,4l3xw4t3r,2019/02/10,"Valentine’s Day Mail You know those care packages that people post from their SO that have candy and other things in them. Well I want to put something together for anyone who’s single this Valentine’s Day. Just Venmo me $8 and I’ll send you something cute in the mail. 
Send me a PM if your interested, thanks :)",1.914539170506913,4.4729369516129065,2.709447004608297,91.41274193548388,82.70967741935483,4.833179723502305,20.147465437788018,6.1826913282559595,0.11010783410138236,249,7,49,2,7,78,49,62,0.0,0.7290000000000001,0.271,0.9451,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,2,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,5,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,2,30,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357371831125754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114207649700385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939725390131041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786416921090225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117565807383832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29253115449863626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30705583088666943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702918055184685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812120234293255,0.0,0.0,0.20292358436966587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801589297203296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746310589875409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Davidcrimson45,2019/02/10,"Had a conversation with my Dad about my friends. I just had a conversation with my Dad about my friends regarding...well a lot. It was mostly the fact that I feel like the only way to keep my friends is to constantly joke with them. We are a bunch of “Memers” or whatever, we’re internet nerds and we constantly make jokes and have been for a while, and it’s gotten to a point where the line between something serious and a joke has become incredibly blurred. I nearly lost a friend because of it. I don’t want to be this way anymore, I just want to talk about serious things for once, I don’t want to make jokes anymore. I’m afraid of losing them as friends if I stop because I don’t really have anyone to fall back to. 

I’ve been slowly losing friends because they have been breaking apart and joining other groups or other reasons. The one thing that has been affecting me the most though was close friends. I think that’s why I feel like I can only joke around my friends because I don’t really have any close friends to talk about my feelings with, I can’t really trust them because I feel like they’ll make fun of me for it. So I put on this facade, this filter I call it to become this big memer. I don’t want to be this memer anymore. I just want a close friend.

Goddamn it, I just want college to start so I can start fresh, begin again. ",3.6656593406593423,4.840282479853482,4.256576923076924,88.85717307692309,72.1868131868132,7.511282051282053,26.836813186813192,7.908726449838941,1.390906373626374,1059,36,227,14,20,336,121,273,0.055999999999999994,0.706,0.23800000000000002,0.9922,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,5,3,15,27,0,1,14,0,27,0,0,5,1,45,48,13,0,7,7,2,4,3,10,1,0,0,0,0,18,15,0,2,6,5,0,2,6,7,0,1,10,4,36,20,32,35,4,24,0,3,0,0,25,10,0,7,12,150,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055756432367060765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439379869609511,0.05732974704688192,0.0,0.0,0.07298903375909926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630457248839241,0.0,0.24990360107749465,0.18110439359371933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372158890295807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720546245938398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582768164561207,0.17572234337523215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6334574870396956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287702923727178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016942452931224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345306011453566,0.089502445856831,0.06970549209766222,0.0,0.0,0.1641881241643164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731733314541583,0.05555896523769598,0.12471512048341865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750763648291031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824232178621719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757586969315196,0.08430001165214797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631203840570444,0.0,0.0,0.11606676399036307,0.0,0.0,0.06854782861975657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180190729567778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894184784295473,0.052536277895610516,0.08055536668902892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901611476572505,0.13016067372007706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398378064860117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,demonlorde795,2019/02/10,been alone with no friends for 2 years two years ago my family was forced to 3 hours move up north I'm in a new place and I moved away from all my friends I was expecting to make new friends once I got signed up for school but my mom decided to home school me  so for the last two years I have had no one to talk to no one to hang out with its just been way too lonely lately.,1.942857142857143,2.5253009047619046,2.7938095238095246,99.96785714285713,75.66666666666667,7.028571428571429,19.952380952380953,7.1686216300943375,-0.1464619047619049,292,5,79,3,6,92,57,84,0.16,0.769,0.071,-0.7783,0,3,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,11,9,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,4,6,0,8,3,17,3,1,20,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,9,47,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910814195507046,0.0,0.0,0.16253117745627105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744001641098625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793875018732247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637290043516867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551050396226662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741264106127922,0.0,0.15454351184020995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279181278600631,0.17702281353059146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475136523761623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837934168656756,0.0,0.3335815083687501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303126125504396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712432587517065,0.21267838302410316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395746566462366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176411708371419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613363299339567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065937752767943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456298232734077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303171505990267
lonely,Throwaway5885582,2019/02/10,"Lonely I don’t know what to do I am 17 this year and don’t have any real life friends I never go outside. I have never had a girlfriend I’m autistic and on antidepressants. I hate myself and the way I am. I feel stupid for not being able to do anything and I do not feel any joy in things I used to anymore. I don’t have enough energy to do anything about it either. I feel like my life is wasting. I took 1000mg of my antidepressants (sertraline) a month ago and I don’t know why, I don’t feel. I’m gonna try to sleep now I’ll see if there are any comments in the morning.",-0.3536557930258724,1.5865316377952752,2.163605174353208,95.70781496062992,86.95275590551182,4.888413948256468,19.30764904386952,6.1826913282559595,-0.17620989876265458,446,13,107,4,14,153,72,127,0.132,0.8009999999999999,0.066,-0.8258,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,4,0,18,3,1,1,2,19,32,6,0,1,4,0,4,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,9,3,0,0,2,5,17,3,11,28,2,12,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,1,7,68,21,0,0.17864025617421592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835380856216108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644445001016187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716313205605147,0.0,0.0,0.2940114193901986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458313817849328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613035242432324,0.1276206347048708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801701878388398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152537435012596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637026896556948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963520258940913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523577919117304,0.08727460569884195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258894815080167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755567567680401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033317208555117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142353155538915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876926803079082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868064840750625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847589763701284,0.12128500768790593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428782477515415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179632033160522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119504548283706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150384680253312
lonely,IWishICouldBe,2019/02/10,"A common post, I'm sure, but... Valentine's day is gonna be hell on a lot of us, here. Me included.

It hurts enough, being a romantically-inclined person without any romance in my life, and feeling that I'm reaching a 'point of no return' for having, at the very least, dates or relationships, but with 'The Big Day' coming up, I start to feel more and more awful.

Look out for your friends, who've been having troubles with love, relationships or loneliness around this time of year. That's not to say you should sacrifice your personal time, or your time with your S/O to talk to them, or be with them, but shoot them a message at least. Let them know that someone cares.",6.695234460196293,6.047831587786264,6.66124318429662,80.6369465648855,65.18320610687022,9.623118865866957,31.69138495092695,8.841846274778883,2.3002117775354423,522,17,107,7,7,166,90,131,0.166,0.7090000000000001,0.126,-0.7001,0,0,0,1,0,0,25.0,1,5,4,0,2,8,1,0,7,1,9,2,0,0,1,24,20,9,0,1,9,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,4,13,5,21,13,6,21,2,1,1,1,19,9,1,5,10,73,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019345080186858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734155622523172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802044913099574,0.0,0.0,0.15225116808137107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279733048301361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826260322051108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873633991003585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655364604812964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921042159066914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713506812793796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807349251995294,0.12484104097394788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842226112243234,0.0,0.0,0.15026326612694033,0.1595203115143325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086558618600734,0.0,0.0,0.16708225216148076,0.0,0.16927396570300313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795184644017435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405556418105668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975644919775286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251018429189285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658116564430464,0.0,0.0,0.14206186970361384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30918632462830664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260387027650496,0.0,0.0,0.1458340937115479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037699262306216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138187332480222
lonely,kevinh_989,2019/02/10,"I've never been so alone My girlfriend left me over a month ago and she was really my only real friend that I had who would talk to me, despite her saying we'd still be best friends afterwards she is now ignorning me. Honestly I just don't see a future for myself anymore and I'm really scared of being so alone and the thoughts I'm having now, it's tearing me apart and I don't know what to do anymore.",3.317015503875971,4.081852872093027,4.95581395348837,85.06108527131785,72.6046511627907,8.058914728682172,25.96124031007752,8.344100000000001,1.5690914728682173,321,10,68,5,6,109,62,86,0.095,0.753,0.152,0.7248,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,3,0,12,0,0,0,1,10,17,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,2,14,4,5,9,1,11,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,0,8,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317831319490627,0.0,0.0,0.4280437724146674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098726009184032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168611654238017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31930680951190804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356668090986692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245203835798522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494205753344304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937735363786507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716282479173754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23520723614746175,0.26476414091033035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433238820152815,0.20688768202102314,0.0,0.1646693006398678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650269539708442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609341339875058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405303762492465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679467020268167,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,togetherwecan007,2019/02/10,"No solace in solitude GREETINGS,
I am alone, with myself nearly all the day, kind of solitude, with not many people to talk to, and definitely not proper conversations. I am hoping if there's anyone I can talk to or converse with, about anything, just anyone, that would mean the world.",12.040384615384614,8.615960730769231,10.661538461538463,64.93346153846157,57.07692307692307,11.93846153846154,39.46153846153846,8.841846274778883,3.6356615384615374,226,7,37,2,2,71,40,52,0.075,0.765,0.161,0.7034,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,13,6,3,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,10,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,1,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992778396981873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040983762939318,0.0,0.2377913861746073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863568052502289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870048059002206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30090981233792186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292962460226645,0.0,0.3147647025134034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003301041030409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645139693977029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527055693223326,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,solventrose,2019/02/10,"Hi there This feels weird because it’s my first post on Reddit, but maybe I just don’t know what to expect. In the last 6 years I’ve moved around a lot. I’ve had some amazing experiences with some even more amazing people. I find though that now it feels like I have pieces of me scattered all over the world. 

Recently I’ve moved to Toronto,Canada. Other than the fact that its fucking freezing here, even with all the canadian stereotypes whats really cold are the people... I’ve been spending time mainly with a few people I know from surrounding cities because I’m really struggling to connect with people here. Ive been here for 6 months now and my loneliness continues to grow. Initially I was excited about living in a big metropolitan city, figuring that there was so much to do! While its true, the things begin to run dry when I find myself always doing them alone. 

I find the people I do interact with here are distant. They seem to have their own social networks and have no interest in letting me in. Maybe I’m just running into the wrong people, but I don’t know where I can find different ones. When you look around most younger people are glued to their phones.

Normally I’m a pretty social person. I’ll strike up a conversation with just about anyone. Which I did the first couple months when I arrived here. I found very few people wanted to talk, and a couple of times I was just shut down, I started to become discouraged. Many people in the service industry seem extremely tense here as well, as if they’re ready for me to attack them.

I really don’t know why I’m posting on here, maybe I wanted validation that either socializing with new people is becoming extremely hard or that I’m just going crazy. But it felt good to write it all down. 
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lonely,sadandangry15,2019/02/10,"I am attracted to those I repel. I'm a 16-year-old male who is attracted to quiet, smart, focused (for the lack of a better word), and generally introverted quirky people. I'm often told that I have really weird or odd tastes in girls and most of the people I've had relationships with or investment in are people who others call unattractive or unnoticeable. However, on the flip side, I am a two-sided person. 

On the inside in my personal life (AKA everywhere outside school), I've been depressed since 3rd grade and considered an outcast up until the last two and a half years while my whole life I've pushed my parents away from me because they don't understand my mental problems evident by my sister also being depressed but they won't let her go to therapy or be treated, (the ""you're fine"" type of parents). As a result, I've grown up deceptive and secretive to my problems always **appearing** happy while pushing everyone away (from a personal and emotional standpoint at least) and feeling alone like no one has ever understood me. As for the cherry on top, for elementary school, I went to a private Catholic school and thus most of my natural behavior has been oppressed by the authorities around me causing me to be the rebellious outcast I mentioned earlier. 

While on the outside, I've always been an energetic loud-mouth extrovert who can't stop socializing with others. That may sound contradictory to what I previously said, but my whole life I have had personal life problems while seemingly not been able to stop socializing. It is important to note that this socializing is only limited to being friends who play video games and play at recess, there was nothing beyond that, no personal life talk or any signs of sadness shown. 

This almost marks me as someone depressed whos also an extreme extrovert always filling the room as the loudest one. However, in recent years, I've become significantly more depressed despite being a successful person. This has caused me to amplify my extroverted side into becoming almost carefree and reckless. However, you might be able to see that that reckless and extroverted side of me literally repels those that I'm attracted to. As I previously mentioned I'm super attracted to kinda oddball, quirky, introverted, and smart people. But this fundamentally contradicts the personality I possess. While the fundamental way I interact with people is detached, low maintiance, and care-free, how can I have ANY chance with people that fundamentally think and look at the world differently?

That one introverted, smart, quirky but quiet girl mannerly sitting in the back listening to the lecture intently that barely talks with anyone in the class?

Together with the loud-mouth extroverted, vulgar, care-free, forthright guy that's always sitting with his chair backwards and ear-buds in his ear taking up all the room in the class?

*Simply Unheard of*

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And to elaborate, I'd rather have a meaningful relationship than just some fling. That's why I've been off the saddle, its cause all the girls that are interested in me just annoy me or wanna have sex.

That brings me to the conclusion that I simply scare off the type of people I've been attracted to all my life, and I have no idea what to do about it. These two sides of me have been with me all my life.

And to be completely honest, I really am not attracted at all to girls that are like my introverted side.

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And to elaborate, I'd rather have a meaningful relationship than just some fling. That's why I've been off the saddle, its cause all the girls that are interested in me just annoy me. ",8.330723626212167,9.416043099397594,7.8574228621804325,67.57405965324715,61.53012048192771,11.357566852776964,37.279459300617106,11.158729688026046,4.564074390243902,3054,140,480,81,41,964,283,664,0.11699999999999999,0.741,0.142,0.9633,6,1,0,0,0,0,172.0,0,1,2,6,18,36,2,1,40,0,48,10,1,8,7,94,68,43,0,7,18,3,1,2,1,3,7,6,2,14,37,29,1,3,10,4,1,8,8,13,0,6,15,10,47,23,85,42,15,65,0,6,2,1,46,40,0,18,16,330,84,10,0.12340588455769848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357316744144345,0.06390563956713725,0.0,0.09868764129547343,0.20536716358260115,0.06685511217991617,0.07497582859238862,0.08392023326733211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04314413190623854,0.0,0.0,0.054928700411608536,0.0,0.0,0.1159438908152664,0.04744575391710865,0.0,0.03761354090718198,0.13629210398603595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457123820922401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300560286922731,0.0,0.12582052387764076,0.2535436743123081,0.0,0.0,0.0646943610317701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125786150822634,0.0,0.0,0.06446644187958196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694075050747242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558138438513316,0.0,0.05895980556894075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031198861582161563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047671540143872745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035067204041932844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061095613778826614,0.0,0.06568392941738455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965511132487348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029613333926389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309543898236479,0.305078290330407,0.0602898817228883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051814931231118966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218205313017312,0.06545707092274537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592056372541117,0.0,0.06474685836955374,0.0,0.1254345317185373,0.04692786804413168,0.0,0.0,0.13702763069950488,0.0,0.0,0.2994393573582552,0.3771364044312153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712414778945001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790569696359331,0.0,0.06092421160194227,0.19873760497788406,0.0,0.0,0.05869362793879177,0.0,0.0617754093864395,0.18734001524719754,0.049169256289375525,0.05617204125022172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051041311473676035,0.0,0.0,0.1886951376556164,0.052280702759253034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317284523996033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04639293356778095,0.09918897547565272,0.0,0.0,0.07056269196060548,0.0,0.0,0.03953675395667566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895980556894075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082442645477853,0.0642349389834165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048976923545394464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057199245667819185,0.1113546162558578,0.13777826303046306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497582859238862,0.11920401545145308
lonely,mknz8,2019/02/10,"Just tired I’m so tired of being depressed. I’m so tired of being angry. So tired of being alone. Tired of people saying they want to be my friend.. talk to me for a few days.. and then delete their account or ignore me. I’m just tired. I have absolutely nobody. I just want somebody. I need somebody. I don’t do well on my own. Suicidal thoughts never leave me. I get to the point where I feel so alone and so upset that I just go and stare at my medicine drawer and see what pills are in there. Usually just end up taking some Tylenol and crying. But I’m absolutely not okay but I just make jokes about it. 

You don’t need to message me or comment because nobody probably cares just like always. ",0.525219092331767,2.932914683098596,2.1120187793427263,93.97143974960878,88.78873239436619,4.564006259780908,18.45226917057903,6.139981653823899,-0.15280876369327068,543,15,115,5,18,176,85,142,0.195,0.706,0.099,-0.8517,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,0,16,9,0,1,2,1,9,8,0,1,1,27,25,15,1,4,12,0,1,1,1,0,8,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,1,1,1,4,3,1,0,1,4,18,6,14,20,3,12,0,1,2,0,8,6,0,3,6,76,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417728487998292,0.0,0.0,0.09712015349041099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115125519575233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900352888036532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821112670543694,0.07527456049539191,0.0,0.100530519901077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337902365720816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059016995175412236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017736263441203,0.0,0.060981233903165476,0.0,0.06633450410707459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358932568360036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702335723685972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791131641799566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309238013800265,0.09002144011074527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091875432241019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033785826289548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584359459023994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282020252609444,0.0,0.0,0.09301050147508734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767242434503293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775870008373728,0.09381488602852904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266241636245444,0.0,0.8049128565966585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855027655024914,0.0,0.1376886245725562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494504167958564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GolferDude9,2019/02/10,"How hard is it to find like minded friends as a adult So on a cold winter day in Midwest, was reflecting on where I am and what is missing.  I worked very hard to be Where I am in my career and life meeting my supporting lovely wife and a great healthy toddler, my lovely dog But I still feel lonely missing that friends who i can share my feelings laugh around explore and do things who are local and available.  
A little background about me moved here to US from Asia about 15 years back met many people some of them are good friends and still in contact but no one locally i catch with them on a phone, meet up twice a year and have best time of my life i have been living in the same city for last  9 years met a bunch of people when I was single, has good friends eventually they ghosted on me with their busy life, marriage,kids  or moved out of the state.  
I Just about handout with my wife’s friends and their families who are not interesting in any aspect or share common things, i tried meet up groups and got vexed.  
Something good that worked out for me in summers is sports especially picked up golf about 3 years back and met a bunch of good people but they desert during the winter.  
i am so confused on where should i go from here, should i consider moving back Where I studied in Texas to be happy again?",8.200826972010177,6.2063621488549625,7.202099236641223,82.31462468193386,63.007633587786245,9.95470737913486,33.66539440203562,7.793537801064563,2.1801516539440198,1041,31,218,8,12,317,144,262,0.06,0.7340000000000001,0.20600000000000002,0.9914,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,6,3,22,24,0,1,11,0,21,5,0,2,0,36,33,20,1,2,7,2,4,1,5,2,3,0,0,1,9,16,0,0,5,2,0,6,2,4,0,2,7,5,30,20,39,22,6,50,0,3,0,2,31,25,0,4,19,152,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214199103572175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443886553734517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447203269467218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133051632171273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841657346434993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000082635973675,0.0,0.10728034968230617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696051165686152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098081818675156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029101257576544,0.3559189887155145,0.08484651620081378,0.11695998392902718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293032115687728,0.1900641030851838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647409710919153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247946422724566,0.05182816988773134,0.10632585489696927,0.09367571692629338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914931771491098,0.0,0.0,0.10755436408925202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071164299959903,0.0,0.0,0.3382572927435234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718864927681371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22063963694939548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816700421367842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944053543813628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038492401635124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095740126917497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061859490986942316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202530372895169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276081716709387,0.0,0.0,0.08753190636471463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446347144678235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732631430047391
lonely,swissidol01,2019/07/12,"25/F/Jamaica If you wanna chat, message me or comment. 

No creepy shit, please. 

No Bob Marley or Usain Bolt references either",1.5136956521739116,4.106860260869567,3.069891304347826,83.29440217391306,98.56521739130434,4.039130434782609,23.14130434782609,5.985473137389443,1.050747826086956,98,4,15,1,4,32,21,23,0.293,0.623,0.084,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7304024373741349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6830170418649324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,us3rnam327,2019/07/12,Drunk as per Yes just really drunk as per usual lolllll just wanna talk to people to make time go by a little faster,2.8212499999999987,4.518011958333336,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,75.25,8.133333333333335,16.166666666666668,8.841846274778883,0.8318166666666671,93,1,18,2,2,33,19,24,0.183,0.72,0.09699999999999999,-0.3384,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577128535444155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544879626397539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30268934618208937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31437339228505323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904993111667472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644755065075978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644172864241791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4994242293605273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BoredBiotch,2019/07/12,"I wish Snapchat would stop suggesting to try different filters with a friend. More sad reminders of my eternal loneliness. 
Thanks Snapchat!",6.857121212121212,10.90015168181818,3.897272727272728,80.18257575757578,77.63636363636363,8.387878787878789,43.6969696969697,8.841846274778883,5.327951515151514,115,8,16,3,3,31,21,22,0.267,0.445,0.289,0.1776,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445681844952121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287485618244511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557460529868481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917531436078223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28889387844770914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893163806156222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30227063924126235,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,suxanut,2019/07/12,"I move every 1-3 years I haven’t had a single friendship last longer than 3 years ever. I went to three different high schools and I’m absolutely positive that if I went to any of the reunions no one there would even know that I went to school with them. I just moved to IL from MD a few months back and I have at most 5 friends and 1 of those 5 I actually hung out with, just moved an hour and a half away so now the only person I see on a day to day basis is my boyfriend and as much as I love him he doesn’t fill the void of the lack of genuine friendships. 

Sorry for the run on sentences I’m just too lazy to care about grammar like that",4.118031914893616,3.4127216099290787,5.008572695035461,90.54562500000002,70.48936170212768,8.184751773049646,26.84485815602837,7.1686216300943375,0.9409070921985818,501,13,124,4,8,164,93,141,0.06,0.767,0.17300000000000001,0.9484,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,0,10,0,6,1,0,0,1,17,15,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,4,1,13,4,23,10,5,24,0,0,1,1,6,6,0,2,11,81,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.1499056804628715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044631887251102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432596378963555,0.11812013748482812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566203121653938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981374043916488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049455113048708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146098778178897,0.13895319106519066,0.1294269172399787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868225101334635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230224813807184,0.0,0.0,0.1512794276392339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442256117932732,0.12521639334403775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504832919815445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864316479838532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226137000007315,0.4898039949024262,0.1129243986159909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409322161770923,0.11683081767289374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413033461262067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31093233191557623,0.12241093951367267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195895665683752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272067911987557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912339716805408,0.0,0.0,0.19784551874362644
lonely,johnson16j,2019/07/12,Need someone to talk to If you want to just chat with someone tonight I’m available . Just HMU on my reddit. Trust me I’m well lonely!,-0.2674999999999983,2.021882964285716,1.047142857142859,100.0228571428572,94.35714285714286,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.5378142857142851,105,4,23,0,4,33,22,28,0.079,0.6990000000000001,0.222,0.5411,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,5,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244222570704216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7414339122407184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35166928836398365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580659779542971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933911736946033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hellyeahiloveit,2019/07/12,"Does anyone ever find the blues just hit you out of the blue One minute, top of the world, next meh what's the point?",1.9644000000000013,3.2348712400000004,2.029,102.7795,76.6,5.0,12.5,3.1291,-1.7934,91,0,23,0,2,27,21,25,0.052000000000000005,0.8759999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,2,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011158630858396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768589224313764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895415904984712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936002460313053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579941183969022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918150982948544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40709718876327067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GarrettBuff,2019/07/12,I have nobody to hang with this summer...but my parents still want me to get out of the house and do something. Any suggestions?,1.5766666666666684,4.168126399999999,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,85.0,4.933333333333334,20.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.23273333333333346,100,3,20,1,3,31,24,25,0.0,0.9440000000000001,0.055999999999999994,0.0772,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078973448354212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365522690577891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5224327674533703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5027445947041927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485624497674532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615806149781871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670539318522507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,irresistible_zey,2019/07/12,"The Buddi Song, Child's Play Mark Hamill sings it. I would like to hide in a cave and listen to this song for a whole night",2.0666666666666664,2.9136825185185167,2.3490740740740783,102.26583333333336,75.66666666666666,5.4,13.5,3.1291,-1.6455777777777785,96,0,25,0,2,29,24,27,0.064,0.752,0.184,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28835875722890425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5538950839598455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6589757280206866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192856460387398,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xRachael,2019/07/12,"my closest friend ghosted me my close friend (call her L) has ghosted me and another friend (call her E) ever since summer has started. she ignores every single text I send and this all started when E made a pretty harmless joke about L saying she was a weeb and watches anime all day. 

then 3 weeks ago L finally got on and tells E and I that she's moving, so it was pretty much the end of our friendship, especially with L being so fake and ignoring and ghosting E and I after years of friendship. then E also somewhat ignores me and takes days and days to reply to a single text at a time. they're really my only friends and I've felt like such a lonely piece of shit holed up in my bed all day ever since summer started.

I just don't know what to do at this point. A part of me just wants to cut off E as well and block her on everything and never talk to her ever again. I've given up on having friends at this point and I don't see why I need them. I try so hard to keep in touch with E sometimes and ask her to hang out but she just ignores it and doesn't respond for days and days and then tries to make up a BS lie about how her ""parents"" took her phone when she was clearly on instagram all day.

I'm just so sick and tired of this fucking shit going on and on and all I can think about is how if i had a funeral, only 10 people would show up.

I'm so fucking lonely, I have no siblings, almost no family members, no pets, no friends, NO ONE.",5.414025974025973,4.15801335714286,6.361006493506497,83.74365259740262,68.02597402597402,8.86883116883117,29.964285714285715,7.413659706084162,1.6550610389610392,1126,33,249,9,16,377,158,308,0.17600000000000002,0.722,0.102,-0.9801,1,4,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,0,23,22,5,0,9,0,16,6,2,4,10,59,38,37,4,4,6,1,3,1,6,1,2,1,2,0,8,25,0,6,3,2,0,5,9,12,1,1,9,6,32,10,38,27,11,55,0,2,2,2,30,21,4,3,30,167,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378441666972727,0.0,0.09464602512712758,0.0,0.0,0.0755859315673395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911026074113688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836147879060274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302669004212275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266935897336099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837148062034475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564905590899209,0.07963540841748308,0.0,0.08494659519079846,0.0,0.0891030655221941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075200768961053,0.10353974093879187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381457767627953,0.1747605535279608,0.0,0.0,0.05371670150744689,0.0,0.0755946000903271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466947440862263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401185356192248,0.0,0.0,0.05194456672950105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04617667231974112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943512361185986,0.06309143309976704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045757098642903,0.06948153286699249,0.07008382622472176,0.07289803237081388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404777610246057,0.14377024624450407,0.0,0.0,0.10495094401817986,0.10235367646809224,0.0,0.06552681188774817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869993533717618,0.0,0.0,0.1923173709592864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060550587878899526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516442883038339,0.0,0.0,0.07531853010810957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404253496978693,0.15637236944818927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348062125920054,0.0,0.20070077118575008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106569892299698,0.07596990883681286,0.08261281183172985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060563254724400814,0.0,0.0,0.05511414837447677,0.10863442346564513,0.0,0.0,0.10501286617296553,0.12834290140771218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574910709512724,0.0,0.07581655923718877,0.0,0.0849829444641564,0.0,0.0852877046561724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714280527340663,0.0,0.0,0.06086642958320719
lonely,DraganSlayer93,2019/07/12,"Anyone wanna just chat? Feel free to DM me. I'm lonely, bored asf with no ambitions these last days :(",0.2723333333333322,2.692522900000004,1.7600000000000016,94.31833333333331,95.0,4.666666666666667,11.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.7603333333333331,78,1,16,1,3,25,20,20,0.34600000000000003,0.536,0.11800000000000001,-0.6597,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5175973819491743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773975851651007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742907403911971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6033994842020506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Radiorabbit420,2019/07/12,"What do you do when you're lonely/bored. Hey first Reddit thread so sorry if it sucks.

Currently i work about 6 days a week and my days off are usually in the middle of the week. All my friends are usually out doing other things such as work or school. Granted I'm about 26 so this is adult life right? Working and being bored seem to be the norm. 

I do have hobbies but even them lately feel like they are going no where and i actually feel they are just pointless. Sometimes I feel like all I do is sit around playing pointless video games waiting for the day something happens, or maybe one of my old guilds, clans or friends becomes active again and we start playing again. I dunno maybe its depression or something but anyways.   


So People of r/Lonely What do you do when you or if you feel like this?",1.5645878848063577,4.146032886792455,2.2938099966898413,93.52218470705068,84.91194968553458,4.605230056272758,21.5759682224429,6.05967700443912,0.23382264150943355,635,21,127,5,19,197,99,159,0.073,0.777,0.15,0.9223,1,4,2,0,0,0,14.0,1,4,3,4,15,10,1,0,5,0,16,1,0,0,2,26,27,19,0,2,10,0,4,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,5,4,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,4,17,7,12,25,2,25,0,1,0,0,13,7,1,9,19,88,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.13650567782168327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452557087619895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448983798634164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706389838410086,0.0,0.12048106545770455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239143484653324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829162911260226,0.2997974352794649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898445034269788,0.0,0.0,0.21614659391099728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949876056836355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369811859520248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779417257655454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988035346098021,0.20501937648285948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810626493223747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678372946185952,0.0,0.09478837446114953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697729352108694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945935986187955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156911397138427,0.0,0.12734427451494876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537761095922145,0.1383479126363855,0.15658762138613502,0.09900994232473437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293208237094053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081228327257595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22441148919312692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055095778415057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tnbmac235,2019/07/12,"Experiment, opened a can of worms that I really shouldn’t have. I was starting to get feeling some of my friends really did not want to talk to me at all, so I didn’t message anyone first for the last 2 weeks only one friend continued to talk to me day to day. Out of the 5 I thought I had I really only have one. They always do things without me, and it honestly makes me cry and a lot. I feel so alone now and I don’t know what to do, I didn’t do anything wrong, I love hanging out with them I just didn’t want to drink as much as they did and I loved going to gym and keeping fit. I never bragged about gym or swimming or anything. I would just talk about other things. 

I did so much people pleasing with them, when I turned 19 I literally didn’t want to drink and they made me drive them to club, and then didn’t even spend 20 minutes with me there. I ended up going to car to cry. 

I try so hard to have friends and do all I can to help people, and then they just poof away. I’m so tired of it and I just want to never have friends again except my one friend.  

Sorry to rant.",1.8367948717948717,2.8545158418803425,3.34752136752137,94.21692307692308,76.47863247863249,6.396581196581197,21.547008547008552,6.691623216298621,0.16317264957264974,833,20,202,7,18,275,112,234,0.11199999999999999,0.7340000000000001,0.154,0.9345,0,1,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,7,1,16,9,0,0,4,0,23,5,0,2,4,44,42,22,0,6,9,0,3,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,7,16,2,1,4,6,1,6,11,1,0,4,12,3,36,8,36,28,6,28,0,0,0,2,19,7,0,4,15,147,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267431464519265,0.0,0.0,0.09052254450480468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760689592722119,0.0,0.17905088791588536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221240663105068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390028641037921,0.14032195188399288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131468603427892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963562343504414,0.0,0.0,0.07185520517608363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641814117859502,0.0,0.0,0.1100156534005801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253728017472057,0.0,0.0,0.4202569718552516,0.0,0.056838629898811124,0.0,0.12365647879314112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745506306995387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729200864686212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669813760727793,0.0,0.0,0.059788501843462724,0.08867890833564268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248992909545632,0.19637563699409705,0.10294035333441623,0.07261861060147799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994730604020954,0.0,0.16781212808968887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221158101068356,0.16548039908364034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084349182267204,0.0,0.0,0.11941947591536775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908224842104345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178223751395525,0.07700258938540494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26232543577793604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455136143943534,0.0,0.0,0.08636763233617832,0.0,0.1250388603963551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386171721644524,0.11833299850882563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25667020073038016,0.0,0.0872653056348094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048703144379401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728176380349779,0.11894550892168912,0.0,0.0
lonely,soultrainer95,2019/07/12,"oof Sometimes seeing cute couple things sends lightning through my bones because OMG love exists and it's real and here are two whole people who are physical manifestations of love for each other and they're resonating with each other and that reality makes me so so happy     


And then other times it's just a little sore lol",6.872500000000002,8.196052583333334,6.780000000000001,73.17000000000002,64.83333333333334,8.666666666666668,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.3088333333333337,265,8,43,4,4,84,48,60,0.031,0.7020000000000001,0.267,0.9572,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,2,4,1,1,0,11,6,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,4,6,3,4,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,2,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404299214715612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29775789755928056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864656732052839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26971239690247484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857528194756025,0.0,0.17962867179460332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865624793736773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062986902995071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444064368370666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26615023641595725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878040385517185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569164113603644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26287501126375257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004444406886389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheGrumpyHusband,2019/07/12,"I have a fun idea but no one around to share it with. Sorry if this post should be here. Hover board quidditch (Harry Potter style)

I think this could be a blast. I have no idea how it would work or if it has been done. 

 Extreme frisbee golf(Quaffle). While playing on a hover board holding a broom. Trying to catch a  tennis ball while in play(Snitch).  All while in the middle of a dodgeball game (Bludgers)",1.984871794871793,4.6062138974359,2.0105128205128224,96.08448717948721,83.1025641025641,3.466666666666667,20.2051282051282,3.1291,-0.5286256410256414,316,9,62,0,9,94,57,78,0.091,0.816,0.09300000000000001,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,1,1,15,11,8,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,8,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,3,46,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558089408052717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22943143997761514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940663098122311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6487828809408154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194720758964974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27520888258158155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216729968644557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841269696305866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509675972118912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919955358994405,0.0,0.0,0.20413039761068166,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gray_Fog,2019/07/12,Anybody that's in a similar situation like mine? I feel sad. I feel sad to the fact that I have never seen or had a girl that actually matched with me. I never had a girl like that and seeing my friends having girlfriends that matches with them just hurts me and makes me more sad. I really don't know what to do right now and all the things I do during the day started to seem less fun and enjoyable. I kinda feel like I am a hypocrite because I was in a worse situation back then and I am generally doing fine in the terms of friendship but I still have the lack of love in my life and I don't have any friend that I can speak my mind to and trust...,3.643188405797101,3.999474913043482,4.926231884057972,87.05427536231886,71.6086956521739,8.162318840579712,26.20289855072464,8.167268648758528,1.3076463768115951,510,15,117,7,9,170,78,138,0.121,0.732,0.147,0.3878,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,14,0,0,10,0,15,2,0,1,4,26,25,10,0,1,3,0,3,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,6,21,10,12,21,5,14,0,4,2,1,8,5,0,3,12,86,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.18772496782631368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081791618505426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792033857897174,0.0,0.11726671507559472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406246964678595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918035306114731,0.13742887180064536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297248532333678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593562218118894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572129443173098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587632874861216,0.2819461905774455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736210633963366,0.0,0.12840819348045796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423844504539875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967345702930536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323688370518104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428257669924692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329365512259288,0.17512604763160047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43246295280751146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361601842062245,0.0,0.15362660113110269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780180613370778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604104433229194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Wyrdis,2019/07/12,"How do you cope? I used to not care about being alone a lot, but now it's starting to really bring me down. I get jealous when people I know hang out with their friend, wishing they'd want to be with me instead. Heck, I even get jealous when I see *strangers* hanging out with their friends. 

I feel lonely no matter what I do. Gone are the times were I could just loose myself in a book or a game. I'm crying constantly, I have to take breaks when I'm at work to lock myself in the bathroom and break down a little. It's like my whole body is aching for someone to care about me. 

What do I do with all this emptiness?",0.8883076923076949,2.860227830769233,2.0161538461538484,98.41884615384615,82.23076923076924,4.615384615384616,19.23076923076923,5.369823440869387,-0.5001538461538462,478,12,111,2,13,151,87,130,0.252,0.638,0.11,-0.9716,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,3,1,10,8,2,0,6,0,12,1,1,2,1,21,28,7,0,3,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,2,0,4,2,3,0,0,2,2,20,5,20,22,3,21,0,1,1,0,7,8,1,2,8,78,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21248141284211505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278838565030458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41834371518916935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170249406501066,0.0,0.16380165866800656,0.0,0.22535600237730175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355046672700194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037338524885408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170085229015866,0.0,0.21437276850433898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274925774713272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022964589146337,0.20562182319991684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744176644850627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422304558117269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142921905672866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634840542325954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738293781567481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521161310485212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425299139704812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962905288915256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719030545884262,0.0,0.0,0.1210072745003986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290511462363944,0.2359211279733907,0.0,0.0,0.14935718432479306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ghost_Face1,2019/07/12,Been single for almost 3 years now and I’m so lonely dating apps won’t work I just turned 20 and I used to think by now I’d be married but I’m not but I’ve also not been with anyone for almost 3 years... I’m anti social so dating apps are all I have,-2.665103578154426,-0.9803705423728816,0.9666666666666652,99.80822975517893,101.8813559322034,2.6222222222222222,8.250470809792844,3.1291,-2.2194195856873824,194,1,48,0,9,70,38,59,0.092,0.9079999999999999,0.0,-0.5683,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,13,12,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,5,8,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,28,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6120516878677955,0.0,0.0,0.2443974637746832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369071701845868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115325111586026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582355533181453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33241763184648176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639502746554652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224888642875168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936076650958124
lonely,lonelysoul488,2019/07/12,"I don’t think I’ve ever felt lonelier Made a new account just for these sad boy hours. 

These past few months have been the loneliest of my life. I would consider myself a pretty happy go lucky and social person and have previously caught up with multiple people within a week and would normally see my friends at school. But I graduated last year (aus) and now all my friends have settled into uni and work and made new friends. Don’t get me wrong, I love the people I work with and catch up with them outside of work as well but I miss my close friends. Half of my friends are in different states and I haven’t seen them in months and the ones that have stayed within our home state are busy when I’m free and vice versa. My boyfriend (2yrs older) tells me it’s just the way it is and more or less tells me to get over it cause it’s the way it’s gonna be now. He means well and doesn’t mean to be blunt it’s just the way he is, but I can’t help that i miss them so much and it hurts so bad. Even my boyfriend is so tired after work (he works full time in a demanding job) that he doesn’t really want to hang out and makes it seem like it’s an effort to hang out. 

I don’t know what I was hoping to achieve with this but I needed to tell someone. I miss my friends so much and I miss my boyfriend. I hate just going to work and then back home aimlessly trying to find a suitable time to catch up with people.",2.4088391304347816,3.549090043333337,3.1849565217391347,95.45986956521742,75.23333333333333,6.55072463768116,21.3768115942029,6.895973343053719,0.15410289855072445,1103,25,264,10,23,348,153,300,0.12,0.73,0.151,0.8438,2,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,3,8,16,23,1,0,12,0,22,3,0,4,2,54,49,28,0,6,9,0,1,1,6,3,2,0,2,2,16,25,0,0,7,0,2,7,7,9,2,2,7,3,32,15,33,37,7,47,0,6,2,1,22,15,0,4,20,162,48,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062255394038845,0.07668610687263662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434933759640662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595768626502924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066225653847419,0.08307837630523404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818487673048896,0.0,0.08394397453626924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257518075628731,0.0,0.09596965285305993,0.0,0.1043944001107752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776990489813243,0.0,0.09067717574987626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061561260333573474,0.0,0.1842545292326633,0.09122205706442192,0.09044807909993463,0.0,0.0983211620893761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911412397398952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047519421858608,0.07486531662982572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648723052452164,0.04487045807590142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289301547500973,0.17381048754452633,0.06130674562795148,0.0,0.0,0.20009061217271695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661839761648615,0.0,0.1350321732137857,0.06810134270049471,0.0,0.17740748511801827,0.0,0.0,0.0899878581177934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062236036251394615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767572268404243,0.1910197022404126,0.0801948507081518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934386141030682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883777410547235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295127761487344,0.07318797084712482,0.08361154973037592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362363989167197,0.07781932935679158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789374316098727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408277506980444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058850082639878724,0.0,0.0,0.1071102337952028,0.10556144691333788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235621242993224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417211433859488,0.21870505615498206,0.07367191206753565,0.0,0.1651580096695442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011822181735014,0.0,0.0,0.13048703069193768,0.1004172621680648,0.0,0.059144681494849125
lonely,HoarsePJ,2019/07/12,"“The Face Only a Mother Could Love” Hey, I’m new to the community. I wrote out this little memory earlier as I thought about it’s main character. It’s all true, and may seem like it doesn’t fit here—but just read to the end. 

When I was maybe 8 or 9, we had a family thanksgiving dinner at my Aunt Anita’s. She was a fan of everything bears and everything apples. We’re talking statues, blankets, posters, cross-stitches, signs, etc. 

Aunt Anita was moving with her husband—a crotchety, banjo-playing Vietnam war vet—to Las Vegas, and needed to reduce her vast collection of apple and bear collectibles. 

She decided that she’d let each niece and nephew choose a stuffed bear from her collection. (with a few favorites she intended to keep) I ended up choosing this large white bear with long fur. The fur was everywhere but the face, which made it unique from the other teddy bears which were typically covered head to toe in a single colored fur. It also wasn’t the prettiest bear, but I really liked that it was white, and pretty big too. (Far bigger than my other stuffed animals, but not one of those awful Valentine’s-Day human sized things.) 

The bear was squarely positioned in an unyielding upright sitting pose, and measured in at just under 3 feet tall. 

I remember distinctly what Aunt Anita said when I chose the bear, she said: “Oh. I always say that he’s the bear with the face only his mother could love....” The bear didn’t have a name, and unlike my other animals I never gave him one. I was too worried about damaging a “collectible” bear to play with him.

I don’t remember much else from that day, but that bear sat in my room for a little over a decade after that. Now when I look back, I think my choice of bear was somewhat prophetic. 

Time and time again I’ve poured not only years, but years of effort into girls who have ultimately been “too afraid of hurting my feelings” to tell me they’re not interested. Some even reciprocate mildly only to eventually tell me that they “hope I find someone who deserves me” because they’re not interested. It’s brutal to give so much to people only to find out it was pointless. It’s disheartening and makes me want to stop trying to meet people. 

I’m pretty introverted. I have just a few friends, but most of them are closer than other friends than they are to me. I’m little more than a nameless background character in most peoples’ lives. I’m bigger than your average teddy bear, and though I’m polite, loyal, and have a huge heart; it’s been proven time and time again that I’m “the bear with the face that only his mother could love...” 

J.M.",5.086026338391068,6.3267694549098215,5.530205553965075,80.8072865731463,68.87975951903806,8.348147724019467,27.68399656455769,8.676224119757912,2.026629957056972,2054,67,382,33,35,658,252,499,0.059000000000000004,0.826,0.115,0.98,0,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,1,1,3,1,19,19,2,1,28,1,29,12,8,3,4,72,55,27,1,6,14,7,1,2,2,1,0,3,1,2,32,24,1,2,11,2,0,1,9,6,0,2,22,9,43,13,53,27,14,49,0,3,5,3,46,26,0,8,23,242,75,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323726684403774,0.07620270158889686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042011126479758,0.0,0.05582690793309635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935985227647967,0.0,0.0,0.11812429582356584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650414716463469,0.0,0.1622271095582554,0.0,0.10213698740698003,0.0604883654960829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461413732629446,0.0,0.08633438592282207,0.0,0.046306089008285325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674066908382583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151045705631654,0.0,0.0,0.08785280923997815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939884940491264,0.0,0.0,0.10852388776100654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096056500169344,0.0,0.0,0.09803932012799108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140137205155976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936477443524654,0.0,0.08948366984503403,0.27536456668838394,0.08086767238826985,0.081046274597725,0.07690494767662427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479661969355564,0.08665612604583565,0.06113100712906955,0.0,0.09200539145078064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733607538173164,0.13464509751472045,0.06790612718847491,0.07063288813726154,0.08844946935623417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411526779964754,0.4179087167455694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047213581220385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634153636303213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160575088758534,0.0,0.05866911302270016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748676769742405,0.0,0.17422894437320502,0.07282886136722694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337187352365018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759625680604562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656578978592088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360931287381263,0.16009160486343765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084232563443578,0.05868138627414806,0.08997783585900937,0.07270505872163184,0.2136063951417947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621774655880284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401682757597827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930049182235884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179502812969321
lonely,scndstrt97,2019/07/12,"What do y’all think I’m somewhat new on here idk if anyone will see this. But a few years ago I was dating a girl and we were kinda on and off for almost 2 years. I loved her more than any other girl I ever dated before her and I’ve never dated anyone since her. I left for the military about 2 and a half years ago and we kinda broke it off shortly before then. It was kind of a bad ending. After basic and even during basic we still ended up talking, she sent me letters and I called her when I got the chance and all that. The first time I came home after tech school she even hung out with me and we had sex and all that and it was all good. She also came down to my new base and stayed the weekend when I first moved down here. That was the last I’d seen her in person.

Now it’s almost 2 years after that and I still think about her almost every day. Like I said I haven’t dated anyone else, I’ve had sex with other girls but it’s obviously not the same. She’s dated other guys but I’ll still end up talking to her through text or whatever it may be on occasion, like she wished me a happy birthday a couple months ago. I just feel like I’ll never get over her and I’ll never be able to find someone that makes me feel the way that she did. And it’s even more tough that I’m hundreds of miles from home so I’m not even around my family or my close friends. I’m just out here by myself is what it feels like.",1.5474757281553408,2.7749688220064748,3.1689113268608398,94.35756116504857,77.6084142394822,5.5912491909385125,17.214368932038838,5.6839178017228535,-0.6065633398058252,1102,15,259,5,25,365,151,309,0.026000000000000002,0.884,0.09,0.9627,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,4,1,0,2,21,12,0,0,13,0,15,3,0,1,8,61,35,26,0,2,10,0,3,4,1,2,0,1,2,5,21,27,0,0,6,1,0,4,6,3,0,3,14,6,39,9,32,17,8,62,0,1,2,3,32,18,0,10,42,176,60,1,0.09401126759923008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250005949234246,0.0,0.2824161138034794,0.0,0.0,0.07518077673376881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393088575120788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720459252868788,0.09632565339302476,0.0,0.08368995970948657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849548159208612,0.0,0.0,0.15999332893981155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599601530865952,0.21504769049213035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402167947566043,0.0,0.060629490243382426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853435081678006,0.0,0.24979823721104824,0.0,0.0,0.2483742224316408,0.08503857379014823,0.07920854762507525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886254563040009,0.0,0.14260476486211232,0.13432333671445887,0.0,0.0,0.08592459542798167,0.15993187238845358,0.0,0.0,0.07263287214213282,0.0,0.04911700714862,0.0,0.0,0.07885219092785382,0.07518939879184006,0.0,0.0,0.0930859353536746,0.0,0.10007674249179813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860193322451474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789826836097076,0.0,0.07663173061011247,0.0,0.0,0.10214351731982003,0.0,0.0,0.18371662662573726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484883945325025,0.0,0.0627532511319428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503889687789514,0.09991909947976167,0.0,0.0,0.21752185555000825,0.18159333613724887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208701268401462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942624385052758,0.0,0.0,0.09514442183245914,0.07491480859673873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776709204371672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965544195873323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020350266360424,0.2252325592321505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112539162547314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047724853795333,0.0,0.0,0.05481872615569843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462176835595435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081083181415832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421606962136871
lonely,BouncyHoneyBunny,2019/07/12,Sup babes I'm lonely af rn and I just want sum attention ○~○,-5.700000000000001,-7.407275999999999,-0.32949999999999946,103.12450000000004,152.75,3.78,9.45,5.6839178017228535,-1.18121,48,1,14,1,5,19,14,16,0.18100000000000002,0.725,0.094,-0.29600000000000004,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Yoloswagzombie,2019/07/12,"Friends just don’t fill the void like a women does The pit, the void, the vast emptiness that’s in us all, we all have friends but they can’t ever fully fill up that one spot like a women or significant other can. I had a gf but she was in middle school and I was a freshman in high school, it felt like a long distance relationship but it felt nice nonetheless, I don’t necessarily miss her but the spot she filled, it hurts and I wish I had someone. One of the extracurricular activities that I do takes up most of my time which makes it hard during the week. I don’t know what I should do. I don’t want to get less involved in my activity but it’s so hard to find someone and when I do find someone I just get rejected. I know people like me but not in that way, I’m just lonely and have been for a while now.",1.6248169556840075,3.2159369537572284,3.436323699421965,90.96797302504818,78.30635838150289,6.463044315992294,21.35992292870905,7.3011,0.4063213102119461,635,17,149,8,15,213,92,173,0.10800000000000001,0.741,0.151,0.765,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,1,0,7,11,0,0,13,0,17,0,0,1,3,30,29,14,0,3,11,0,4,4,3,1,0,0,0,2,12,5,0,0,6,0,0,3,6,4,0,2,7,4,21,7,12,21,4,21,0,4,0,0,13,10,0,2,11,101,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322851409500727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771213626968706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923535172766624,0.0,0.2782939333788965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235244490595042,0.0,0.15908093657124728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727589094666497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085265218544434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297883846573336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733708899004854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975121523477593,0.0,0.0,0.1347298989697997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162310920893136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063270344535435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554584090761954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345156356742988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30815525239230057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869839505321305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446747882934714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877387695980833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831290873921555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979662246171807,0.12084307949330553,0.12211982040450267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507146199957968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_yo1nk_,2019/07/12,"I want someone to talk to I might be a bitch, I might be crazy, but we all get lonely sometimes right?

I just want someone to talk to right now. I don’t care who you are, let’s just have a nice chat :)",-1.1253333333333302,0.6418871333333342,0.7688888888888918,105.58000000000004,88.77777777777777,3.6,15.666666666666668,3.1291,-1.4848666666666666,151,3,41,0,5,49,30,45,0.14400000000000002,0.569,0.287,0.8047,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,9,12,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,4,7,1,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,1,2,1,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430129237073717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452763444510255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437282349041201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057017310697722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070978778232308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039050558510632,0.0,0.23573348166550315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38315216289066256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811691008949921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,deusexmech,2019/07/12,"Loneliness has starting to subconsciously act out I'm having difficulty explaining it, but here it goes. 22 year old  college guy, I have a tight group of friends, about 8 in total. I'm the guy who's never been in a relationship, had a crush, a virgin and according to my bros my first kissed doesn't count because I was black out in a fraternity basement. But honestly I never had an issue with it because I never thought about having intimate emotions, all I need is my friends and that would do. Tht change when I reached my sophomore year of college and I try to not think about it because I can't have it distracting me from teaching my personal aspirations. Also I don't know maybe my ADHD is  a little to blame. 

Lately I subconsciously been yearning for physical attention such as hugs, cuddles,etc. To the point we're when I'm hanging out with my Bros I impulsively without thought like lean in them when we're just watching TV, try to wrestle them, or something that involve just physical contact(not sexual). I don't usually notice and sometimes it bugs them out saying I'm doing too much or that they're not a body pillow. 
But I'm feeling more and more lonely because the same 8 people are in relationships (5), ""enjoying the single life"" 🙄(1), or talking to someone but hasn't made anything official (2). I just feel left out like the universe is playing some sick joke on me. It doesn't help when the same questions get brought up from family member or people I recently met: "" Are you talking to anyone?"" "" How are you single"" ""Wait you're a virgin.... I don't believe it"" "" you seem like you were in a relationship"" or my personal favorite "" It takes time a patience, you'll find someone"" how long do I have to wait Karen it's been more years, at this point mind as well forget about trying.

Sorry if I went on a rant, I had a few things on my chest. 


TLDR: 
I have been craving physical attention so much that I impulsively taking it out on friends.",4.788914296882633,6.060708493403696,5.794206977425977,78.52249975569241,69.60686015831135,8.781041727743577,31.978989543633343,9.150863307647796,2.8544991888986604,1545,68,287,30,27,511,196,379,0.091,0.782,0.126,0.9463,0,2,1,0,0,0,56.0,0,5,3,1,19,16,0,1,19,0,34,8,2,3,5,60,58,25,0,4,16,2,3,3,3,2,2,1,1,4,18,13,0,3,12,3,0,4,13,3,1,1,15,6,39,13,41,41,13,44,0,2,2,4,30,22,0,9,21,199,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120155976379914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995360086460025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699080180010196,0.0,0.08227464142588033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437863949179284,0.0,0.0,0.1126427028611398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105472856627896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057650949824683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246352400169793,0.0,0.0,0.11150361389155522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425181100304307,0.0,0.10110531748961643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137948696152967,0.08504254442433172,0.0,0.0,0.2317318304438265,0.0,0.05223518239417923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197990923869578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701417721836077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043526627567541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549461397016067,0.0,0.11278127429754395,0.0,0.10862806118132363,0.0,0.07061850483096135,0.14653485713616513,0.1002057632040511,0.0,0.08847874545275754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460305678932204,0.0,0.0,0.10044288464658738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095083298265092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699292926909038,0.07413356100590346,0.2313311510409124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382736731016747,0.1049117073497945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386264468788148,0.17459655335955376,0.0,0.0,0.1890259603633984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199996457919784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871773270632556,0.3220218243460473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950774194753574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101761693591287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694246771515797,0.07696913334159089,0.09888232010575007,0.11191890797223042,0.07076603198443472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034434077963554,0.16071953187339408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642196287593627,0.06406285131224318,0.0,0.1587451715871867,0.0582988729483271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036386315583412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011333672072324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989361222507734,0.09268203389700017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096376707393422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102259563973096,0.0,0.0,0.19315063462359347
lonely,csgqbq,2019/07/12,"Lonely, no friends, distant family and an expat in a new country. I'm not on speaking terms with my dad and his side of the family and my parents are divorced. My mum lives alone and so do I in a different country. She is the only one who cares about me and I suspect also lives a life by mine. Our careers keep us stuck in different countries.

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I'm 24 and single never had a GF and turned down women who have made advances as I always feel I could never offer them what they deserved with my life. I am scared of rejection, I also don't feel welcome at large social events, there are always people around saying stupid things like racial slurs etc. I've on occasion had a good time with a small group of friends but none of them live in my city anymore after we graduated uni. I love my field but hate my job as unlike school I'm not learning new things.

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I don't know why I am making this post. My dream is to be a university professor dedicating my life to research work but I don't have the grades to get accepted in any decent doctorate program, this is my fault but isolation and loneliness and malicious things my dad was doing to me and my mum devastated me and I couldn't give my best when I was in uni. I feel stuck.´

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I don't want to live this routine shit life of go to work, go home, do nothing on weekends. No one contacts me unless I initiate among those that still live in my city. I have not met a friend in person for about 5 months now. I want to take my life but that would devastate my mum and she's been through so much loss already. I see everyone around me having vacations with their family, going back home for the holidays etc and I feel sad that I don't have that.",3.4006133927623914,4.839942851002867,4.496956383317414,85.84412501326544,73.21203438395415,7.691860341717074,26.106441685238252,8.285830014693849,1.6013724079380238,1361,46,279,22,27,445,185,349,0.179,0.7490000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9904,4,4,0,0,1,0,37.0,3,0,4,5,13,19,3,1,13,0,29,8,1,2,2,47,55,26,0,5,9,6,4,1,4,1,6,2,2,2,14,20,0,1,8,3,0,4,14,9,0,2,8,7,52,10,42,43,7,37,0,4,1,1,35,18,1,0,15,192,66,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818462309557529,0.08720622694701992,0.12639278061621073,0.13151052407237826,0.2568711770563682,0.2880726501434093,0.0537398173336708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837172205067049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406982898673543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060765468576366666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293202786473719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805714153399914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309515833386728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651289409420192,0.0,0.08088559780399115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626788107238134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551192502552373,0.0,0.0,0.22349365773335533,0.0,0.15982997731694867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831639231401235,0.0,0.041287383416138135,0.07580813241182788,0.13473545529451866,0.06628255321400013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780209829040413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853735359940807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842027554116006,0.07024119142431469,0.0,0.0,0.043430160154848484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790890307636034,0.038607700487861565,0.0,0.3489033116459853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713232904505078,0.07477551525568484,0.05274990661084125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307712717811134,0.0,0.05809258388720105,0.0,0.12189814720467056,0.15264598008237762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582677042910671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709898450695804,0.060102193675192025,0.0,0.0,0.08774808597110559,0.0,0.0,0.05478609436750361,0.06900171983026716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568425680048801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284397748566257,0.07911796921642493,0.07997767885606796,0.06297281951078845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111818907331929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055619671648437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631095932662577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059417084019860275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750241060612455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04608020513803216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595667926748136,0.0,0.0,0.09505753497272247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322217132888704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130791352531055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506251243002877,0.0,0.0,0.05613720490643246,0.0,0.2880726501434093,0.0
lonely,malfoysdaughter,2019/07/12,"I need someone to talk to I need someone to talk to because im lonely af and i feel empty lately. Like, i feel numb, no one wants to hang out with because they are always ''busy''. I dont even know anymore. + i feel nostalgic because i still think about my ex a lot. i dont even want to live anymore. I feel like no one cares. (i would prefer a teen because i nees someone that i can relate to.) thank u guys in advance, 

Victoria :)",-0.4204495504495505,1.6867932087912116,2.029770229770232,95.24477522477524,89.43956043956044,4.188211788211788,21.45954045954046,5.565023196281405,0.020617582417582717,326,12,73,2,11,111,55,91,0.139,0.7090000000000001,0.152,0.4902,0,3,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,16,17,1,0,6,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,0,4,14,4,11,16,1,6,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201667406846972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908560188043491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575628416048495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950980074209735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437232349239187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370938362493464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965834466284986,0.1047600290668799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519718660799116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839694380496752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058980425686868,0.0,0.16541691315966106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328231874029718,0.0,0.12948628091570202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466854080153675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21746420049799028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987348461702966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727441538771936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710732242120254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357282182928976,0.0,0.13500690486469474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396133514434303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729847763169385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416923029541388,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,12_13_,2019/07/12,Headaches when I have lonely feelings Does anyone have head surge-like feelings when you get lonely or sad? It started happened to me about 6 months ago I told my doctor but they don’t know. Does anyone know what will help?,1.7600775193798448,4.5473273720930285,1.4747674418604682,97.25385658914728,89.23255813953489,2.8666666666666667,18.794573643410853,3.1291,-0.7541751937984498,179,5,34,0,6,52,35,43,0.136,0.782,0.08199999999999999,0.0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,6,12,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,2,10,0,5,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,18,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395631449653904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779346254158613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27661558946567943,0.4730007719424771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732962640453675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119613641017106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23898400157134075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773577388740442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114501518412332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970481687218116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157135162486733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128659741014345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582385025235329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tepria,2019/07/12,"You guys ever feel left out and in the spotlight at the same time? I feel like people talk about me all the time. Me being smart, great at speaking to large audiences, etc. But in the long run, I feel so alone. All the time. There’s no one to vent to. No one to talk to when I’m scared of life in the middle of the night and I just want someone to talk to but there never is anyone.

I have a good amount of friends, but I still feel so so alone. I just want to be able to have a friend or someone to talk to.",-0.10641233766233782,1.5577889107142902,1.4451948051948058,102.83616883116885,84.0,4.42987012987013,15.538961038961036,4.851557810540192,-1.25385,386,6,101,1,11,124,61,112,0.086,0.7390000000000001,0.175,0.8926,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,1,9,0,5,1,0,0,4,20,12,10,0,2,6,0,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,5,9,6,21,10,5,18,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,10,69,9,0,0.1515782557161333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139787186236342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598704076671098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904982302584376,0.0,0.13711121031415516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30657008202827163,0.1082875361703732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342179687203279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271366493130604,0.0,0.16711556204528774,0.0,0.15008630425838762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646902183475693,0.0,0.10706420471388724,0.07405347922946591,0.0,0.0,0.13414198641924144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690649531133784,0.0,0.0,0.14224592479694662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542669789868645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508527703127664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175627701235742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568635283564959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105059081651913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873314410493995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26515949960436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880956495712338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheNathanKropp,2019/07/12,"Does anyone care? Does anyone else live a life that they feel like no one cares about them? I have friendships but they never care if I don't show up somewhere. Half the time I don't get invited unless I ask people what they are doing this weekend. Friends who talk to me when only I reach out. If I don't reach out, the friendships die. I could disappear and no one would notice. I stand in a room full of people but end up being the only one without someone to talk to.",2.549922680412372,4.126688567010309,3.4933891752577324,91.61266108247423,75.70103092783505,5.674742268041237,21.403350515463927,5.985473137389443,0.12518659793814454,369,9,78,2,8,118,64,97,0.115,0.675,0.21100000000000002,0.7941,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,0,1,13,15,7,1,4,6,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,7,0,0,4,0,1,13,5,12,12,1,14,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,6,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269050143763225,0.16624947843017432,0.0,0.0,0.15168657375530906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962895274148108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295474587339384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839513049003493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839809843819489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554327847505124,0.0,0.14370981902286953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204103110951264,0.11591504382879456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253578531281421,0.0,0.08477156949241645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146055439139326,0.07926962413340763,0.0,0.1432741863596567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514110124884364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472845572274554,0.0,0.0,0.32984467371756865,0.24680456188907965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249744508671181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747818170235598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26082893445610505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946122274863423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640808309232926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526133586308974,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alemorg,2019/07/12,I did something really stupid and I really need to tell someone. I fucked with my feelings and I just want someone to talk to. I’ll pm you my phone number if you want to talk. Or just chat. I’m 19yr male.,-2.072373737373738,-0.7387372272727273,0.5303030303030347,99.96823232323237,114.45454545454548,3.7737373737373763,13.979797979797981,5.82211442006289,-0.7487141414141414,158,4,37,2,9,53,28,44,0.18,0.733,0.087,-0.8016,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,7,4,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,2,0,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906509650736854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725476475031107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859832301925775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37772643650236665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4995841262834413,0.2269596016219639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739151831808856,0.2576774571127996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34777385817205936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SorrowfulStagnation,2019/07/12,Found out about a sub called r/r4r maybe some of you could check it out I just found it but I kind of lurk on here and I see a lot of people who say they want hugs and well here ya go I guess? I dunno.,-3.086428571428573,-1.496087499999998,-0.6240476190476194,111.75,101.08333333333331,2.742857142857144,6.857142857142858,3.1291,-2.862235714285714,152,0,46,0,7,50,36,48,0.055999999999999994,0.765,0.179,0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,8,3,7,4,2,4,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,4,0,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754104248030821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534646099636875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.591459844895645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532859479480055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971228331461013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28086794634223644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293030918462029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709662032850791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698727200946325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144891700701026,0.0,0.0,0.21492891338593115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908561934218474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425072805297808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Frank_Poole2001,2019/02/28,"I'm lost. I don't know what to say. My professional life is really good, but why am I doing this If I feel alone most of the time? If I have no one to truly share some things in life, it's almost like It didn't happened. 

Sometimes I miss my ex gf. We broke up almost one year ago. I don't want her back because I can see that she is an a**hole, but the situation makes me wonder why I can't have nice things like this kind of relationship. My social life became less enjoyable as I got older, and on the other hand she is probably doing better than me with this part of her life. I can see that I have nice things going on for me, but feeling like people don't care about me just breaks me. And I start to feel bad because I ""should not be feeling bad"", and It's an endless cycle. 

By the end of the day, I'm sure that I will just study, play videogames and wait for something new to happen. Some days are just better than others.",3.3611362748926186,3.73654665989848,4.5758375634517785,89.2467395548614,72.248730964467,7.279812573213589,22.768059351815698,7.010146845296331,0.4967941429129246,720,15,165,6,13,238,114,197,0.11900000000000001,0.682,0.19899999999999998,0.9488,0,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,3,5,19,0,0,7,0,20,5,1,1,1,31,41,10,0,4,9,1,5,3,1,2,4,1,0,0,15,6,0,1,6,1,0,1,7,5,0,2,3,8,27,14,20,35,5,16,0,3,2,0,11,4,0,8,13,111,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995559949253728,0.0,0.24841995316294266,0.12846992851938416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538051188542844,0.20713949637637594,0.15122949850552814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194098398651658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646891431115734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999343936551888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986424526635798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508771084677531,0.0886155093079668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049583146584233,0.10404040325434608,0.09920758419905326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193795641286857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917047958117922,0.06817014669490551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504576561589281,0.181801720032341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540631210981866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279888581995395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980037395097665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681079106934786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432521587729426,0.0,0.08599498773565338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373807424518305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794643736208712,0.0,0.0,0.13317450582119314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864304319427401,0.0,0.0,0.1976905601331524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942821591177787,0.0,0.12644502640023855,0.0,0.0954934621316548,0.12268054323285744,0.0,0.08779744687422009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690795834542098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24722364360477936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232978954696072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731630861139984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22385691916383013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451807514272407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798788727046184
lonely,catuliano,2019/02/28,who else lonely and awake on a thursday night hello europeans. i am in this position. great fun.,1.4566666666666668,4.094020222222227,3.1388888888888893,83.245,96.77777777777777,6.844444444444445,22.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,2.0782000000000003,76,3,13,2,3,25,18,18,0.109,0.568,0.32299999999999995,0.7096,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997644776298057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6595771825325526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614208823884511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vidyagames,2019/02/28,"Anywhere I can easily chat with nice strangers? I love chatting with new people and just saying hi, I’m an Aussie guy who lives in Canada so I get a bit lonely sometimes despite the fact I live with my gf and 3 pets. Is there anywhere I can easily chat to nice people somewhat anonymously? Iphone apps or pc whatever. No dongs please for the love of god. 

Cheers",1.0926760563380284,3.717007070422541,2.1367464788732384,92.38906338028171,90.97183098591549,5.093521126760563,19.77605633802817,6.742157984588678,0.4671904225352117,286,9,56,4,10,90,55,71,0.059000000000000004,0.622,0.319,0.9670000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,9,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,7,7,2,2,0,1,0,2,10,1,0,2,1,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867716355711217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723616060175112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600882487670064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638913580831611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741465180418921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536918848387066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642097233230133,0.0,0.0,0.2883368301606643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20888865976680293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597909941292493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cyphine9,2019/02/28,"Got left on read after having spent months building up the courage to talk to someone. There is someone who I know in real life but haven't really got a chance to talk to much. I think that she's really cool and I really admire her and her style. We follow each other on Instagram and are friends on Facebook, and admittedly I have been ""stalking"" her profile a bit over the last couple months. But I always thought about her quite a lot. Not to the point where I liked her, but I just always wanted to talk to her and maybe become friends. Well when I finally built up the courage to write out about a paragraph of me saying that I admire her and that I think she's cool, not in a creepy way but in a complement kind of way (I made sure of that), she just left it on seen. It's been over a day and she still hasn't replied. God that makes me feel horrible",4.500113636363637,4.733514693181816,4.930681818181821,88.20977272727274,69.68181818181819,8.218181818181819,26.22727272727273,8.00094639256281,1.2564499999999992,670,18,148,8,11,213,94,176,0.05,0.7390000000000001,0.21100000000000002,0.9856,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,9,12,0,0,11,2,8,1,0,2,1,31,22,12,0,1,8,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,9,10,0,0,6,1,1,1,4,0,1,0,8,5,25,12,26,14,4,27,0,0,1,0,21,16,0,1,9,102,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314381681388645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359414975623764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183065615810046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388057499377958,0.0,0.08968996527704066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031900569332497,0.0,0.0,0.1523466298796329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148934373107537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224572411798485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144822136137558,0.07643036007280865,0.11336228013711043,0.0,0.0,0.3022043723248816,0.0,0.0982306997606226,0.0679435774436348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823408123492225,0.0,0.1315933336475104,0.09283167139376836,0.0,0.13971656392934506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220119624423344,0.0,0.10223395649999553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131468036627699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792024087501834,0.13910968203453447,0.15829443641791566,0.26727934366865325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105956738476464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356705885115336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106311651144324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107375860150813,0.0,0.0,0.3353425306634661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822350467843226,0.0,0.11040767094939057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202829664951708,0.22077783553482624,0.0,0.0,0.12504247228140014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justjust000,2019/02/28,"My second life: Dreams Wistfully thinking of the times on occasion when I have really bizarre social events -- at night whilst dreaming.

Something is better than nothing.

Melatonin seems to help with that lately.

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TTTO These Dreams by Heart

Weird dreams go on when I close my eyes
Every second of the night, I live another life",5.919473684210527,8.63050410526316,4.796350877192981,80.97978947368422,69.35087719298245,7.3670175438596495,27.18947368421053,8.238735603445708,2.0847642105263158,262,9,41,4,5,77,45,57,0.064,0.731,0.204,0.8558,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,1,9,5,0,13,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,8,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552162830567936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525922139743794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506709178279764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832449631636995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28841905247529265,0.16313959981007725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745552168016594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438279807500961,0.0,0.0,0.21491837352409696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568112117730076,0.0,0.2335398608475235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592226132588832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221573676182112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24810608265536704,0.0,0.18737398759907886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595487939391395,0.0,0.0,0.1419230257976338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BigScarySadGiant,2019/02/28,"just a sad giant venting hey guys, I’m sure this might seem like just nonsense but I’ve been growing out of years of trauma with ptsd from mental illnesses and bad medications to get to this point and it still stings so sorry 
.
I’m 20 years old in uni
I’m a literal giant. 
And I think I might be ugly I’m not sure to be honest.
I scare everyone I meet and that’s a fact.
I make people gasp for air because they don’t expect to see me in an elevator.
I’m training to become a fucking teacher and people always confess to me that they’re scared of me.
Even when I gain friends im always the one no one hugs or sits by, I’m always alone.
 I’m not being less social, and I sure as hell smell better than all of them.
I’ve never dated or even kissed a woman. The women who I’ve asked out reject me.
I’m just writing This as me roommate is in bed with his gf and I’m just taking up my whole bed to myself, my thoughts and an enough vodka to put down a horse. It’s ok though I’m a giant. I’m used to it. Just wanted to rant a bit while I was still drunk and hope I forget about this tomorrow. Goodnight 
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lonely,findmeherealone,2019/02/28,"Rough night.. Boyfriend [m22] and I[f23] broke up tonight. However, we live together so he’s downstairs playing videogames.

It’s been a coming but it’s also sad to see someone go through what you’re going through without any sign of negative emotion, sadness or even empathy. 

I’m laying here feeling confused and alone while he’s acting like it’s just another normal night.  

If anyone wants to chat I’m all ears.. I need to know there’s someone out there who can relate.. or even care today. ",1.693686635944701,4.465860741935483,2.3534024577572983,90.02153225806455,92.11827956989248,4.80768049155146,27.072964669738866,6.5431188927421005,1.4645029185867902,391,19,70,5,14,121,73,93,0.198,0.6970000000000001,0.105,-0.8902,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,19,13,9,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,2,0,4,2,4,0,0,1,4,2,3,9,12,1,11,0,3,1,0,5,2,0,4,6,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012400056582548,0.0,0.16996558171945633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453229480486945,0.2228633394063129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861065440341287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216695406358758,0.0,0.0,0.18308161187415006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390752645592455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807570700499945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746497916431834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241579093634103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168046529065954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383473233641814,0.0,0.18767386567061195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759332519171065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39890273032195894,0.20824091310551965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936429198698594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36016343852311744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014600108812164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535969619322493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048778661522601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,An0therB,2019/02/28,"I fucked up I'm a math student. I sit in a box and do math. sometimes I have other stuff to do too. Today it was an English paper. But I didn't want to do an English paper. I wanted to talk to my friend from the math department. She's beautiful, and I always knew that, but I wanted more. When she disclosed her ambition of getting every professor to know her name, I was instantly in love. A couple miscommunications later and I thought she might have mutual feelings.

Rather than do my paper, I went with her and a friend to get ice cream and misread everything as optimistically as possible. She told us about a a guy in the math department who essentially used her for sex and I sympathized. It wasn't fake. It wasn't just to impress her. The story legitimately made me angry and sad for her.

But I fucked up, because I have to fuck up. It's who I am. I'm a math student. I sit in a box and do math and fuck up. I told her how I felt and that i wanted to date and she said ""are you for real"". those words are going to stick with me.

I should have known she wasn't ready to date. I didn't understand the recentness of the story and I'm a moron. of course she was telling the story because she's not over it and she needed to vent and I should have realized that. who the fuck am I to think I deserve someone like her if I can't understand the point of a story. Now I look like just another asshole trying to use her for sex. shit, maybe I always was and I'm in denial. But I don't just want sex, I want it all. I want intimacy, sure, but I want love. It's what I do. I'm a math student. I sit in a box and do math and I fuck up and I want love and I want people not to see me as an amorphous numbersexual mess and I want respect and yes I want sex but I want an emotional connection that clearly I don't deserve because I can't understand the point of a simple story like that. Don't be like me and have hope, it doesn't work. I walked home across campus alone at midnight and now I have a paper to write and I may have lost a friend or two.

The only reason I'm alive is because if I die, there's always a good person who'll think it's their fault.",0.41390545914678256,2.393126646420825,2.899225867678957,91.38264935827914,84.05422993492408,5.9240961677512685,20.016314172089654,7.1686216300943375,0.3861095083152568,1668,48,381,24,48,576,177,461,0.175,0.6659999999999999,0.159,0.0513,0,1,0,0,0,0,47.0,1,1,1,2,11,28,8,0,30,1,41,14,1,5,3,84,94,38,1,20,15,0,2,4,3,5,0,1,1,2,22,26,0,0,13,0,0,5,13,13,0,1,18,6,71,15,47,70,2,32,0,2,3,13,40,16,7,6,12,258,93,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735325479791165,0.0,0.0,0.18643681495871986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831587938569562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821141190888645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263979537619769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751336175972792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401287368843392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292705713633133,0.0,0.06712390072874479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03776401434546865,0.0,0.07171127626021148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310907846327894,0.4142818209474984,0.07804179745440366,0.0,0.04244636917304077,0.06264395033890448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395191741573058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491719633730823,0.07418108838734515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04104604702186315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595327154959728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627183078833955,0.0,0.0815297329312047,0.0,0.20222392386863347,0.07067068839547533,0.0,0.0,0.07503317591744932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792311526761693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055379497949652974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056802863699171736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177859343679481,0.06521384739647074,0.0,0.0,0.14120679814021608,0.0841984219691108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501020895779653,0.0,0.07679072197748786,0.07374444720885591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104448351844528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059515905571685124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666517901753903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328209136068183,0.0,0.07386739783236962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549879848266158,0.0,0.0,0.07039165658469645,0.0,0.0,0.060030618151089725,0.06527976981137652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571288616805483,0.0,0.05929317157535334,0.0,0.0,0.0707945862933047,0.142733345410564,0.0,0.05070760136989887,0.0,0.07295839109028891,0.23325554532127696,0.0898393198726711,0.12901125479678655,0.0,0.0,0.5726806093350381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692356395204037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437305870871192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justinrollinghere,2019/02/28,"Just tired of my husband not being a husband. I’m tired of masturbating everyday when I live with my husband. I’m tired of not being called pretty. I’m tired of no compliments, no sweet talk nothing. He doesn’t even use baby names with me. We’ll be officially married for a year next month and it’s already to this point. I’m fed up. I need the affection, I need the attention and I’m not getting it. What do I do. I’m not interested in anybody else. At ALL. but I can’t keep feeling this way everyday. Someone please tell me.",0.30900393184796826,2.6776963944954133,2.8189056356487576,88.71965596330277,89.64220183486239,6.050065530799477,24.29947575360419,7.447530270364453,1.3787897771952813,413,18,87,8,14,142,69,109,0.139,0.758,0.10300000000000001,-0.1761,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,8,5,0,2,1,19,21,4,0,2,6,3,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,2,10,3,11,16,1,11,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,6,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768913557427835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644190174171451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451121646320607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635192896458168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141634921769664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412609656641133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312162127455055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218325919098085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852431065039255,0.0,0.0,0.2387879902450401,0.0,0.0,0.17124617418818247,0.0,0.0,0.1545026515035765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767511704742305,0.15221557067695735,0.0,0.0,0.16381482352763824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643138683071898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294214573279277,0.14073822997717444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7402733854059924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906923768035215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278098657695957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369134489719424
lonely,Wrenavenger,2019/02/28,"Another lonesome post. It’s incredible going through this site and seeing similar situations. It puts into perspective that I’m not alone but in another very real sense it feels like I’m less unique and my life is just another spec of dust floating in time. We live and we die and it’s hard to try and find meaning in it all. Is it friends, love, a great career or wealth? I’m just living day by day and it seems my impact won’t be large and that is hard to grasp for me. I’ve always seen life as a story where I’m the main character, but there are so many of us, so many stories where ourselves are the main character. What makes us different? 
I guess I’m just searching for meaning. 
The loneliness sucks. ",2.0889610389610382,4.2874113076923095,3.494270729270731,88.20316433566435,79.27972027972028,7.162637362637362,24.200299700299702,8.192908349453996,1.4826887112887108,559,20,116,11,14,183,91,143,0.107,0.7390000000000001,0.154,0.8917,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,4,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,5,0,7,3,0,1,1,27,23,13,1,0,7,0,3,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,6,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,5,8,5,13,20,4,13,0,0,2,1,6,7,1,3,4,67,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315212681496575,0.0,0.0,0.11500841883415056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43480076152203495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827830516897591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344842529861404,0.1444083546579697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988715581197061,0.09874294142160116,0.0,0.0,0.126328715479366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678685647095396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855245443218285,0.0,0.0,0.15238579376035807,0.15226267067472496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24763229474759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525487176623146,0.06752631577207775,0.0,0.2440979897628233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474710930734766,0.0,0.0922615645516414,0.28026264357349323,0.0,0.3011197665454588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237460297050316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894723033197587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573223033094888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014182252787907,0.12582844373319274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553627831494876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059600659125471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384092499728228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33251838581277365,0.0,0.0,0.11404429602895998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lettucemonkey,2019/02/28,"I'm getting use to being lonely. In a weird way I have found friends, it was a slow process, but they are really, really far away (and sometimes distant) from me in Edmonton. I'm starting to say, okay maybe I can buy this on my own and start this in my life here without someone else next to me as a comrade of sorts. 

I was going to put my typical ad here to reach out to people. But I thought of maybe having a discussion and doing something off topic from an ad as this subreddit seems to be quite civil. People might strongly disagree, but I think that some people aren't lonely for lack of other people but they are lonely for the people that they want to be with. I remember on other sites people would say, ""wow I'm super lonely"", and I would think and respond ""Hey me too! We should be frens!"" and I was always crushed how those peeps would just not have any interest in me at all. I use to be that kid that others would confide in but they wouldn't let me confide in them, being some sort of outsider (looking at the posts here, I can relate). Sometimes, it just doesn't work out but all you can do is improve yourself, finding something you can do in the job market, and take good self-care of yourself.


And that's the end of my rant/viewpoint thing. Thank you for reading my good chaps.",4.5317126696832615,5.1282175423076986,5.033936651583712,86.21223981900452,69.73076923076923,7.348416289592763,27.986425339366523,7.048011613610866,1.3454841628959282,1011,33,205,8,17,323,138,260,0.07200000000000001,0.79,0.138,0.9590000000000001,1,8,2,0,0,0,35.0,1,3,5,4,7,14,0,0,9,1,32,1,0,3,2,47,50,17,0,8,10,0,0,0,2,7,1,2,0,1,15,12,0,0,7,1,1,2,5,5,0,0,5,3,29,9,39,31,6,26,0,4,1,0,17,17,0,6,5,152,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643247272970387,0.0,0.0,0.07881138800232235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888552867140226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681394401163627,0.0,0.102647025579829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059243360958642,0.0,0.0,0.12707097297398476,0.08953884184231796,0.0,0.06054944276803791,0.0,0.06586480795641944,0.1944115286696424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500617362632985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850870592733972,0.08185883384803082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732114629759983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23286070485868124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294442980287056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325379218168475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.482074746944538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109937030737434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165047318768758,0.0,0.12326674298418007,0.11592461802743025,0.0,0.1484883743927995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312844666301935,0.0,0.0,0.18432593704141834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550486731254097,0.12090194104008953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819597943842948,0.17844058048858144,0.22924278647416396,0.0,0.16405968572018031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713730516761194,0.0,0.0,0.10669893906779296,0.0,0.0,0.07699432940326842,0.14851943733311204,0.0,0.0920062995969534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018912540590134,0.0,0.0,0.06835684488284095,0.09199067196107832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171696280207152,0.0,0.08437167040725417,0.0,0.0,0.3293089747422493,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ultra_Dood,2019/02/28,"Talk time, because why not! Anyone wanna have a wonderful conversation? Well I’m probably a terrible choice for that but I’m an option anyway. I don’t care who or why but if you want to talk send me a message.",-0.2853156146179394,1.9448810000000023,2.721993355481729,86.4883720930233,99.4651162790698,6.178073089700997,20.096345514950173,7.447530270364453,1.2523182724252495,165,6,33,4,7,58,35,43,0.048,0.721,0.231,0.784,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,7,4,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,4,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551270589374315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791682953982954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996666658545436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168908583200017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724766461666125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713846204306851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335910724645578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26426553089617083,0.0,0.5304264447882344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187390616480906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Toutss,2019/02/28,"Starting school with anxiety and no friends Hey everyone! I'm starting school next week, I have anxiety and no friends so.. i'm kinda panicking honestly. I feel so so lonely on a daily basis, I have no one to really talk to, and going back to school does not help at all because i'm lonelier there. What can I do to make it better or at least more tolerable?",2.0949404761904766,4.270406708333333,4.4825396825396835,81.24500000000002,79.1388888888889,8.55873015873016,26.952380952380967,9.23628265651192,2.6585214285714294,281,12,55,8,7,98,48,72,0.252,0.607,0.141,-0.7449,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,10,12,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,1,4,4,8,12,3,9,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,5,36,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114131222687118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650870941577302,0.0,0.12407531249740927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001345448673714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781181025717121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448996622798656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291529079706974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145070151826312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156757432290149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642771136468204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586367387408296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21646573426350268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792310203169436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039211379861934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6179761430178768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28813150251887765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359671054114422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632664812379185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Yoosungsbaby,2019/02/28,"Let's talk How many of you are actually lonely and how many of you just crave exclusive attention? The latter, here.. 😐",1.652898550724636,4.370680956521738,3.8173913043478263,81.34898550724641,87.2608695652174,8.284057971014493,20.71014492753623,8.841846274778883,2.063388405797101,94,3,18,3,3,32,19,23,0.109,0.826,0.065,-0.25,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.3754545749092706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934267347942928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7801399124998373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092425964409594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,unknownabyss6556,2019/02/28,Every day is just a boring repeat Probably isn’t going to change anytime soon either,3.17625,6.225134125000004,5.230000000000004,71.81500000000003,82.75,5.7,20.5,7.1686216300943375,1.4538499999999996,70,2,9,1,2,24,15,16,0.15,0.85,0.0,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5477194541282434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333911163755296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362335591258327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942538796341386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5582308397981157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Wyattkins193,2019/02/28,"i just need to rant a little bit I honestly cannot understand how people enjoy being alone for extended periods of time. I have felt isolated for the past 6 or 7 hours because I've spent the entire time in my room. the last hour i just spent lying on the floor listening to frank ocean and doing nothing else despite the fact that I have work that I should be doing, but I feel like I can't do it right now. my room feels like a prison to me and I just cannot leave.

i really wasn't going to type this on my main account because  there's a chance my friends, or more importantly a specific roommate to see this but at this point I am pushed to my limit and i just need to type. 

theres this one roommate i have that just bullies the rest of us, anything from just ""wanting to deflate our ego"" incase we get too many compliments to telling my trans man roomate that he's not looking too masculine when the rest of us are telling him. anyways, this roommate has gotten way into skyrim again and brought his ps3 down to the living room and plays it. I don't know anything that drives the rest of us out of the living room and into our respective rooms faster than him playing skyrim. He has been playing for actually 7 hours now and I still hear it on the tv as I type this out. he just makes awful commentary as if he is a let's player. 

I know a lot of this is our problem, seeing as we just don't want to spend time around him, especially when he's just playing some game, but it's just unbearable to be around him. Besides one of us, we are just so uncompatible personality wise with him. Conversation just doesn't happen. I've talked to my therapist about him and what he does and she told me that it would be best for all of us to sit down and talk with him but I am just such a coward who can NOT deal with confrontation, especially not right now. It would just be too much, and we all just resigned the lease for this year, so there's a whole lot that comes with that just incase something bad enough happens where epoeple have to leave. 

Either way, we all go to our rooms and essentially just go on our computers or phones. It's fine for maybe an hour but after that it's just unbearable to me. I cannot be on my computer for too long without thinking that i""m just wasting my time. So at that point i just clean my room, but there's only so much to clean. I took an extra shower tonight just because i had nothing. 

I tallked with my one of my roommates about how lonely I feel occasionally, because my therapist told me that it would be good for me. She told me that she understands, and that whenever I feel too lonely, I can just tell her and I can hang out in her room with her. However, because my brain is absolutely stupid and just plays tricks on me, I feel so anxious asking to hang out in someone elses room. Especially because I feel like they appreciate their alone time much more than I do. I simply just cannot tolerate any alone time besides when I wake up and get ready before I have to commute to campus. any more than that and I just start feeling miserable. honestly i feel like if I have to spend any time longer than taking a shit in my room (besides sleeping) then something went wrong. 

I think I'm too dependent on my roommates besides the one, and another one who mostly stays in her room but I respect her being independant. My other roomates and I were not super close before moving in, but only like half a month in, we became extremely close. I think maybe I became too close too fast and I always want to spend time with them or some other friends that I have. It just feels kind of pathetic to not be able to tolerate being alone for even tiny amounts of time, but now that I'm here after 7 hours of isolation it's just unbearable. I'm about to go to sleep like hours before I normally would just so I can wake up tomorrow and have tonight be over. 

I don't know what I am expecting to get from posting this. I don't even know what I want. It's a stupid situation and I just feel like I can't tell my roommates that I'm lonely because I feel it would be selfish. Or I just don't want to seem like a needy, attention grabbing bitch. I know this is just my brain playing tricks on me and they don't actually feel this way. but I just can't reach out to them. I know nothing is going to magically happen to make everything better but I feel like I can't even take the first step to make anything happen myself. I just don't even know what I want at this point except I know me and my roommates are ready to hire someone to steal this ps3 because my god. ",4.877605055992903,5.1608666087888535,5.493695716450458,84.32679260450163,68.87138263665595,8.706722844365599,28.733580958716782,8.590058470249806,1.865974993532173,3618,118,767,53,58,1171,316,933,0.121,0.754,0.125,0.3874,2,11,2,0,0,0,68.0,16,0,5,6,76,47,7,1,28,1,68,7,7,7,4,172,142,57,0,19,59,0,15,9,2,6,0,2,14,2,52,50,0,1,29,8,6,15,23,17,0,7,14,20,129,30,111,109,25,115,0,5,3,0,65,54,2,14,49,536,181,8,0.045372281967338605,0.0,0.08855360433952633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796800221549095,0.0,0.0,0.03775337329455188,0.0,0.0,0.09256412285890513,0.047576793724896975,0.0,0.05125776391649041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201256627044877,0.08078190086663888,0.04241695883161434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03788396024124385,0.22126817565595208,0.0,0.11582541038319755,0.0,0.04761541067737577,0.0401280962607265,0.049534780590332055,0.0,0.0,0.10130094438023664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03908420337845549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04677683041811055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03970558970803057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580543907930491,0.0,0.0,0.046881696047744593,0.0,0.11987185729297807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0407776814106138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982406576138824,0.19448380381966385,0.043564506012612636,0.0,0.0,0.03859363986297723,0.0,0.0,0.07010902499430809,0.0,0.07111543396816905,0.0,0.1289305672334339,0.03805611744086624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604902363978209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113785933420132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680953491257334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04724824959412127,0.19948335665252487,0.03698446556118589,0.0,0.09608539072615024,0.0,0.046396232377757765,0.0,0.1994994461407926,0.04547494625743394,0.08012911247180034,0.0401530417586467,0.038101289551348665,0.0,0.0,0.0771477832009475,0.0,0.0,0.09085905160422612,0.04600037245363012,0.09116511137077073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03621572258950996,0.048223555232175495,0.10006154354300303,0.0672859443373686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04445520288037496,0.1306077847346191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372716252477692,0.06901532997898106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433129771185421,0.03145542741307252,0.03961732652338063,0.0,0.0,0.12867441623015147,0.0,0.04345410406754953,0.0,0.0,0.04341514618221736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02906664565195658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774953617803407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723116687176393,0.04130522143932951,0.0,0.0,0.04657399542226127,0.0,0.051000345955381735,0.09081009857349837,0.0,0.07688757454461166,0.06985959869518979,0.0,0.0,0.03211473470633593,0.04836081560297194,0.036234362988882544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822861877855406,0.07293704314770452,0.15862949721493602,0.0,0.0,0.10536143286481447,0.0,0.0872181786966659,0.0,0.0,0.23811248240443206,0.0,0.0,0.13006547941865818,0.050410274728473904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446829133493044,0.2728863433248892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057048475776015,0.10804321655935788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0420605599491643,0.0,0.0506565324789314,0.0,0.043737260702856634,0.0,0.033031561653492664,0.0,0.0,0.16115583657615692,0.04960746767113503,0.0,0.029218261998268224
lonely,moktailhrs,2019/02/28,"Struggling with life choices I have been feeling this way for a few weeks now and I feel I need to vent to feel better.

I'm single and I have made this decision to stay that way due to the fact that I am unable to be in a committed relationship with for many reasons. I still date but never with the intention of is this the one or ever after. It just goes along until it doesn't. I use to think it was self actualization that I came to the understanding that due to some of my issues or preferences marriage may not be an option for me and I was ok with that. This thought process happened years ago but now I find myself regretting that I refused to overcome my short comings and find a life partner. I want to think that it's February and it's the loneliness shouting at me (which I usually don't feel) or maybe that I have changed somewhat in my perspective but my stubbornness is refusing to acknowledge that change.

Anyway march is coming soon and I do hope that this is a passing fancy.",4.457640692640696,5.596873883838384,5.301471861471863,82.24363636363638,70.26262626262627,8.687445887445888,29.799422799422803,9.04235418022936,2.3933725829725825,791,31,157,15,14,258,111,198,0.094,0.8390000000000001,0.067,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,1,10,1,17,2,0,4,4,54,35,13,0,5,8,0,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,21,14,0,3,14,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,6,5,22,3,26,26,4,27,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,8,16,122,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.1465850686131123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315371572028326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328501485075437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180230590790804,0.0,0.0,0.31780837768650355,0.2587883656074966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587519154316982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038064394702252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745817654669779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132831816895388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919423113243258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678211447495108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121981023956394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421340566440294,0.0,0.15229120943492386,0.15090796365746134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138016166541044,0.115852616330007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178741716709676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444276934456713,0.0,0.1612712801452906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670368889132194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010581446617678,0.11995935398661099,0.0,0.0,0.15703400939876794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249933873638114,0.0,0.11925140675203895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637580277365745,0.0,0.12973478406202835,0.16543709865084286,0.0,0.08859882365793596,0.2384623028527317,0.12049086186699245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673148759367484
lonely,throwerrdrcvv458,2019/02/28,"My observations about incels  So many average looking socially awkward but totally decent guys are foreveralone in their 20s, and many sub-average ones are total incels. Female hypergamy is not a misogynist conspiriacy theory, it's the truth - and they hate admitting it because it shows they are not worth the pedestal they want to be put on, and are no 'better' than us 'shallow' men - worse in some respects. Feminists look pretty damn disingenuous blaming men for ""unrealistic beauty standards"" when all the evidence emerging from online dating data gathering shows it is women who are the most obsessed with looks, women who think 80% of men are below average looking, and women who reject most of the people they match with at the same level of attractiveness - AS WELL as caring more about status and money. Incels are victims of society - at the most basic biological level, society is saying to them ""your reproductive value is zero"". Poor bastards. There are huge numbers of these guys out there, way more than the minority gathered online under the banner of incel. ",10.974043715846996,10.50469186885246,10.588087431693987,55.367158469945366,56.540983606557376,12.942076502732242,40.55191256830601,12.06081838636515,5.418394535519125,864,37,115,22,9,283,121,183,0.17800000000000002,0.674,0.14800000000000002,-0.7986,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,6,1,7,13,4,2,10,0,13,0,0,0,4,24,22,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,8,8,0,0,2,2,3,1,3,7,1,2,0,5,9,6,26,21,10,15,0,1,4,0,24,11,2,4,2,92,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806008817618554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677792280509265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073513655817028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510436535826164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750140907921412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5954372710077503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594410656654543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012045157967365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289435658063773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034388430043866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820191769043991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409695337335378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807009986447904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135852944369499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132299214514441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455644718588446,0.14070599441764006,0.0,0.0,0.15938398312650573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180649833356744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ahmadkhalaf,2019/02/28,"Have you ever felt emotionally, physically and sexually lonely? 
Hey everyone... I don’t know if I’m putting this right or not but that’s how I feel. I feel that vacuum of emotional emptiness that needs to be fulfilled by a female, I feel that physical urge to cuddle, hug or hold hands with a girl I love, not to say I have the sexual needs of any male in my age -23YO- that I can’t even fulfill. I’ve always been a very good friend to all of my buddies, I’ve always been there for them in the bad times before the good ones, and yet I still feel this loneliness. I’m a pretty emotional guy to be honest, I just here some songs and fantasize about listening to it with the girl I love, but really I’m starting to believe that I ain’t gonna find her, at least not for now. I’m sexually aroused, emotionally overwhelmed and physically in need to a shoulder to lean on.

Thank you for you time :)",4.268717948717949,4.86319786813187,5.755769230769232,80.8100641025641,70.31868131868131,9.583150183150185,27.804029304029303,9.725611199111238,2.341910622710623,700,23,148,16,12,238,107,182,0.07,0.654,0.276,0.9927,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,1,0,10,11,0,1,9,0,9,7,3,1,2,30,28,10,0,4,9,0,6,0,1,1,0,3,1,4,9,6,0,1,7,1,0,1,6,3,0,1,3,9,18,8,24,22,3,15,0,2,0,5,15,6,0,4,8,94,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236099096790023,0.0,0.0,0.09137485980616014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121916823396801,0.0,0.0,0.11433728650881345,0.15138674298274593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.604583738512279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874880852767797,0.12154356484954205,0.0,0.12839439926003174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717620285063287,0.0,0.1290143688444449,0.0,0.1228099340229228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038123972681037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22540303663179226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304546297024522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384514857704842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24254476435467345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988965479698592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105124635931608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670058031661492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507697062371374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607959291737675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147495530600988,0.0,0.10685484092287777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510637461481093,0.0,0.10730647261644098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370801791358264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670214352175124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086768687436624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CaveDoctor,2019/03/18,"Is Society useless? Is society useless?
Is the internet useless?
Is advice useless?",4.469615384615384,5.399265,7.462115384615393,47.35163461538463,129.76923076923077,10.53076923076923,57.09615384615386,8.07648339933343,9.859938461538462,67,7,5,3,4,24,6,13,0.575,0.425,0.0,-0.9034,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,teddy_pillow,2019/03/18,"teenage alcoholic i feel so out of it and alone right now, i started new medicine not even a week ago and its given me more energy but im still pretty sad about life in general. my cousin killed himself last week and i think my parents might get a divorce soon.

ive been drinking since middle school while also doing drugs on the side, i just feel so alone like no one relates to me and the only times i hang out with people is to party, like how do you hang out with people without getting fucked up on something.

im probably going to get canned for stealing alcohol sometime bc i do it so often, i feel like my life is fucked up but i just really really dont want to quit.
ive got sent to rehab when i was 14 and then came out when i was 15 bc i was in for 70 days. i feel like giving up rn honestly ",1.5399999999999991,3.1632742280701787,3.4162339181286576,90.87452631578951,78.64912280701755,6.431345029239767,21.92631578947368,7.3011,0.6435361403508777,627,18,139,8,15,211,106,171,0.124,0.6709999999999999,0.205,0.9522,1,2,5,0,1,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,15,10,3,0,4,0,14,9,0,1,0,28,32,16,1,1,6,2,4,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,12,3,0,5,1,0,5,4,5,0,1,8,4,21,5,23,23,1,34,0,1,0,2,7,14,2,2,19,90,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136880394017944,0.2685335210124862,0.0,0.2602421767971029,0.0,0.10047112730451686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436942049992974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102487759899299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472445493672292,0.12307552765629848,0.14569796528779186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298144554112137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541015067442801,0.17950888045220312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23229706186359314,0.19691899814448008,0.12052157544336135,0.07140187920718108,0.0,0.10048264976985624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714170500213197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899770732148664,0.0,0.0,0.10241017313453454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774809567599487,0.24551776908391526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328002613761106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134010837176168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513425888822461,0.09555189976169357,0.0,0.0,0.13950399814528502,0.0,0.0,0.17420047679554732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781705973489382,0.13545694297232974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336294352917981,0.0,0.0,0.1609713791176704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729252534308634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715041974220434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392746316648303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672079194503423,0.12425729503209255,0.0,0.0889258636441427,0.0,0.10033313529898276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050252671649823,0.0,0.0,0.0732594082362911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410341474825359,0.0,0.20155536928518814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110869720693082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ProudLutheran,2019/03/18,"I never fit in anywhere I go. Somehow no matter where I go I end up causing some drama or things happen and I seem to blame myself. I am just a burden in everyone's life and I don't know what to do anymore. I wouldn't say I am a toxic person but I maybe have a strong personality and I struggle to get on with people. 

Any ideas on how to change?",-1.3665071770334942,0.6510379473684225,2.0098086124401924,92.95911483253592,97.15789473684212,3.8162679425837327,16.119617224880386,5.565023196281405,-0.5975631578947365,268,7,60,2,11,96,53,76,0.145,0.773,0.08199999999999999,-0.3083,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,2,1,17,12,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,1,12,1,10,11,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,2,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608678774729761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346024457417377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430107206887248,0.2502475039625023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952059787926586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260417639183805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359204154580652,0.0,0.2688832699102359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209187881495464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26704572849032265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000635337188754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708824939306607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376547875059208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244848216498655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639998636618452,0.4131074782840846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812079704900408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21535395452160175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473022843219696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715894190562876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Guy_with_no_name_92,2019/03/18,"Lonely friend Hey lonely people. Looking for someone to chat, possibly make a friend :) I'm 26 and into psychology and audio. Chronically depressed/verified crazy person. Really enjoy getting to know people through meaningful conversation. Why am I posting this here? Cause lonely people really appreciate making new friends. Hmu

Have a nice day guys!",5.424642857142856,8.944992178571432,6.401142857142857,59.14385714285717,91.5,8.668571428571429,30.6,8.548686976883017,4.6034628571428575,286,14,31,9,10,94,46,56,0.133,0.539,0.32799999999999996,0.938,0,6,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,8,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,5,5,8,0,4,0,3,1,0,8,1,0,0,2,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176891739922548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666393615888742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911616852602107,0.0,0.11071383747956344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098234749360016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645978251108698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779504002339878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829021412527717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466327522396668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44073357859531603,0.18503098435907453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388958406902461,0.20295048544770536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27150898503077503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955002080434718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121513876227236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RoseNero,2019/03/18,"grateful for Reddit, chat with me 🤗 So I'm new here on Reddit and I'm really enjoying it. I've been dealing with feelings of loneliness since I can remember and this is the first website/community where I feel like I'm truly communicating with others and being able to express who I am. Small example: I've watched YouTube for years, but I've never left a comment ever, just because it feels so unnecessary to me personally. It's because I prefer meaningful relationships over superficial ones. Privacy and honesty are also very important to me.

I'm open to chatting, talking, supporting and building friendships here on Reddit and who knows it grows beyond Reddit.

At this point in my life I'm in therapy for trauma's, going trough a break up, and am changing study/schools. I don't really have any friends in real life and I try to accept that and am mostly okay with it. Sometimes though I do desire a good chat and someone appreciating me for who I am.
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lonely,Vast_Plenty,2019/03/18,They should make more single person activites since most fun ones require more than one person eating at a restraunt alone is the worst feeling ever,13.851923076923079,10.877441884615386,10.434615384615388,66.56038461538463,53.23076923076921,10.4,41.384615384615394,3.1291,3.3295076923076925,123,4,17,0,1,35,24,26,0.18899999999999997,0.652,0.158,-0.2516,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,2,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,15,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412781029108401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371760486731647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980651296938049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661265525012192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995378219192774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465757045791368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5754394739078368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27257816474111496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RemoteHistory,2019/03/18,"Hi its me, a lonely, alcoholic, pregnant sex worker Just venting. 

21 year old girl in college... I feel like I fucked my life up so bad I don't care about the degree anymore, college should just be about meeting people. Which I don't. 

Failed out last year because I turned myself into a nasty alcoholic (to cope with my extreme social anxiety) and worked my ass off to make them let me back. Its not working out so well. Im still sick all the time and too afraid to ask for help. Everything always comes in waves. Half the time I have to leave class and take swigs in the bathroom just to breathe. 

 I sleep around from dating apps as often as I can because its the closest I get to someone giving a fuck about me. They never hit me back afterwards which makes me feel even worse. (what do I expect?) Im still there, sadly, just to meet people...but deep down I just want someone who will like me somehow. I feel dumb because Im a young, attractive girl that can get laid but it makes me even lonelier. 

I have like three friends who I honestly don't even like, but they're all I have. They're those three friends you meet your freshman year out of convenience in the dorms, really. Every minute around them is torture because I find them so annoying but its better than sitting in my room which is what I do 90% of the time. 

...Which is because I'm a camgirl, and while I make good money doing that, it isolates me. I started doing it because I couldn't handle social interactions in the first place, and the drinking stopped me from keeping a job. I'm also a sugar baby, which is usually more of an escort kind of thing. It makes it hard to connect with humans when you're a sex worker. Half the battle is valuing yourself in other ways. I know I have so much else going for me, but I just don't know how to tap into it yet. 

To top it off, this week I found out I got myself pregnant (like the idiot I am) and I reached out to my ""friends""-- but nobody really cares or wants to talk to me about it. They act like I'm disgusting or stupid for letting it happen in the first place. Going in for my abortion in a few days. I sleep with so many dudes I have no idea who the father is (not that it really matters I guess) so that kind of cuts out the option of talking about it with whoever they may be. 

I don't know what to do. I can't sleep most nights just out of loneliness, even worse these days because I spend hours crying alone in my room because of the stupid pregnancy hormones. I try to talk to my ""friends"" but they're always out with their boyfriends so they don't respond.  I haven't had a significant other since high school.

Isn't it weird how ignorant people become when they're in love? You hate them for it, you envy them, but you can acknowledge they look like a moron with their head so far up someone else's ass. Yet, yeah, you want it for yourself so badly it hurts. 

So pathetic I even tried omegle and 7cups. No one actually talks to you there. (again, not sure what I expected.) Can't be open with my regulars or people in my cam room because yeah, no one wants to spend money on a sad girl. Sad girls aren't sexy. I'm not allowed to be sad in front of anyone, even virtually. Now I'm here. 

Hi, guys. ",2.267533928288536,4.127166160796328,3.3475695727940007,91.11500382848392,77.28483920367535,6.157353329460844,22.744072450757777,7.026839596935285,0.6331075355124889,2505,75,532,27,58,805,283,653,0.204,0.693,0.102,-0.9977,2,3,3,0,1,0,91.0,0,7,12,9,50,47,13,1,28,2,42,18,7,8,4,89,85,35,0,8,21,1,4,7,4,3,4,0,4,6,41,28,4,3,10,1,4,5,20,25,1,8,3,6,79,22,83,71,6,83,0,7,1,7,50,43,5,9,40,356,120,11,0.0,0.0,0.06183970212339311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544590997804914,0.0,0.06563191499900857,0.0,0.05067673939913055,0.10545736115887344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048477659680499545,0.0,0.0628457308282928,0.044309579203904825,0.0,0.0,0.11282496571005507,0.059242130655012715,0.0,0.0,0.09745480083585206,0.1058221326639913,0.3476663190788622,0.0699868731808098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604536456873587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921929870669113,0.0,0.0,0.054587399636199394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696086579748677,0.08173644940771005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207819707790144,0.0,0.0,0.10587453344131864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511306006095642,0.0,0.053391719274118433,0.0,0.05695261509732626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612489814494736,0.04527133813744423,0.0,0.0,0.057918772851992935,0.10780449698392428,0.0,0.06948162330799182,0.1958371431245901,0.11716856357712813,0.06621612277697651,0.0607900063886443,0.07202894049797011,0.053151511653729305,0.05068255122775141,0.0,0.06980888710205906,0.06274598231869058,0.05603763102912043,0.0,0.05676681891317927,0.06256447558184369,0.06503561130411123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04247538520113907,0.06695358473291001,0.0,0.0,0.062406405906177013,0.0,0.06783859216885303,0.07153669655270095,0.20535050439002356,0.0,0.06288466552966518,0.056325915697718214,0.0,0.13197961630334326,0.104479016799832,0.05165477679999447,0.0,0.06709937992058419,0.0,0.12959965712463348,0.044759904836998515,0.2167146979153456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532146017984468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719364327024394,0.0,0.2114988892255782,0.06424694627201982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046584033048739454,0.0,0.0488746319925147,0.0,0.0,0.059468186163403415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664958575447641,0.0,0.085881919858238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317977473122574,0.0,0.1324157323950803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178878921414413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641335362569986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242008434261716,0.0,0.1902464440876922,0.129194891293112,0.16107886547222164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04485341150874338,0.0,0.10121427492763227,0.05297992051140565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059725207861982925,0.0,0.04764614035786968,0.20373671091790346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04210002384686688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108541739102634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860477556272826,0.06892805449196858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697927899309342,0.0,0.14950840260410247,0.050299931349052106,0.05083136418288105,0.0,0.05697698554054384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226781669961813,0.0,0.12915830990243507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242405932626745
lonely,genjiboy,2019/03/18,No intimacy for 3 years I'm 22 years old and I havent been in a relationship or had sex for 3 years now. Its really frustrating especially when all your friends are in lasting relationships. Is it normal to go through these dry streaks in life?... I know someone out there is dealing with the same problem as me. ,2.724972677595627,5.097548737704923,4.237295081967215,82.79124316939892,78.01639344262296,8.001092896174864,29.83879781420765,8.841846274778883,2.5992928961748643,247,12,50,6,6,82,52,61,0.132,0.8170000000000001,0.051,-0.6115,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,1,9,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,10,7,2,12,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,7,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585802796364759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377981712341444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425445111646684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378419125584383,0.20444851353832613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715875620707866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457464238032901,0.0,0.0,0.2631891970828294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23999703571000755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606791502031164,0.0,0.0,0.5385650310707045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251558034828413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845518362705598
lonely,drizzlyexpert,2019/03/18,"Do people just don't listen? I have been dealing with a feeling that people just don't listen. All they do is hear you. They HEAR you but never really pay attention.  They either just wait for you to finish what you're saying so they can start their own thing, or they even don't care at all, just nod subconsciously.   
I've been feeling quite lonely for the last year, and every time I have the chance to not feel lonely for a second, this is what people do to me when I talk with them. It's really off-putting and I'm starting to get discouraged to even try to talk.  I isolate myself from the world more and more. 

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I don't know guys.  Is it my fault? I'm 23 but I look very childish. Could that be partially a reason? That people think I'm too young to be worth listening to so I can be easily ignored? Or maybe I'm just really not worth listening to? Maybe that's how people see me - that I never have something  interesting to say.

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lonely,EmotionalRapper,2019/03/18,"Lost in solitude and my ego Y’all ever feel like you’re getting lost in your ego but it’s taking to you on an adventure? 

Because I feel like my ego and my capabilities as a person is taking me on adventure that gives me the opportunity to be a legend. 

I have consistent feelings of loneliness and sadness and I think I numb myself with weed. Being high feels good and I love listening to music and I feel more creative. I’ve been making some of the best music of my life and I’m growing my fan base and audience. I’m a fearless performer and love being on stage and guiding the crowd. I love when the audience sings the words to my songs, it’s an addicting feeling.

This ability that I have has drawn people into my life who look up to me and help me on my journey. I care about them and return the support. I have producers and camera guys that work for me for free and I’m taking them with me on my journey as I work my way to the top of the rap game. It’s a long journey ahead but I really love the process.

Only thing is, in order for me to lead these people and show them that they can depend on me, I feel like I have to get lost in my ego. The part of me that is on stage is fearless and runs almost on auto-pilot, I can’t fully explain it. There’s a drive within me that I don’t understand but it’s very powerful. 

However, I have these doubts and fears that I won’t be able to succeed as a music artist, as a rapper. But I never express these doubts outwardly because I want to show the people around me that they can believe in me. if I don’t believe in myself, then no one will. I ride these waves of confidence and worry, where one day I’m on stage with cameras flashing, people dancing in the crowd, chilling with hot ass women and making money but then another day I’m lonely and insecure, smoking weed each day, longing for an intimate connection. 

I channel these feelings through my music which is why music is so important to me. It’s a channel for my ALL my energy, good and bad. Music makes me feel better about myself and gives me the confidence I’ve always lacked. I was never a leader and I always let fear stop me from going after what I want. Now I go after what I want and I can get it. I want to be a successful rapper, tour the world for shows and have millions across the globe hear my music. And I feel like I have what it takes.

I have up and down days, which I explained earlier, and on those down days I don’t feel so confident about my goals and aspirations. What I’m tryna do is keep consistent that high energy I feel on my good days. That energy has gotten me on stages and built me up a name in Chicago. That energy has built me a team and gotten me shows. 

What I don’t understand about that energy is ...",3.054440008232149,4.311668139823013,4.7177814365095685,84.64138094258081,73.79646017699116,7.733690059683063,24.64395966248199,8.283103749626381,1.4488151883103528,2149,65,443,35,43,727,224,565,0.091,0.6679999999999999,0.24100000000000002,0.9986,2,2,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,3,5,18,12,35,0,5,30,0,38,9,1,6,4,84,94,46,0,6,6,0,13,4,0,2,4,3,0,3,36,38,0,2,17,13,2,11,9,12,0,3,7,17,85,24,70,79,7,72,0,5,1,5,29,35,1,6,24,318,121,8,0.0733338119037928,0.0,0.0,0.07994467945232163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343321957446622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203921230628545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689689587397662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528264026536483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061230669784297385,0.08940722215343737,0.0,0.0,0.1652441870197068,0.0769593112563772,0.06485779721989196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747687086782765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837654515383299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633463130694565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504185281014852,0.4449573447967589,0.20955875950743214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494166993479545,0.14069694925492598,0.08335459056656791,0.1845267663772852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261200331023826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265253575468128,0.0,0.04915410830870102,0.15496239716403998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518246150521449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498879118939591,0.10359568017224127,0.14330878504909644,0.0,0.0,0.12979623170875107,0.06158193240670375,0.0,0.24015755551826465,0.0,0.2647465135453923,0.0,0.1468526666764906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311911325261136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993857776799586,0.05577366850095925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941337196400658,0.0,0.2033617263442193,0.06403225593740512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046979517725143236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131035042229983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321834070343567,0.0,0.0,0.22055160018461625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871972607589903,0.04698934557840767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526861688952615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050807495871052,0.1730167290976293,0.058208966481255814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617235889839644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677577693489117,0.07447404569624218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SadClownBoner,2019/03/18,"19/M Looking for someone to vent to... My heart beat be like : Oof......... Oof....... Oof......

I just don't know what to say, Everything in my life is just not doing it for me. As a teen I was addicted to Dexedrine (Dexamphetamine) and also had every type of bad relationship; Suicidal GF, Abusive GF, GF that fucked my friend you name it. ",1.8602083333333328,3.8423204375000033,3.504375,88.93645833333336,79.0,7.3916666666666675,24.729166666666664,8.344100000000001,1.5361229166666668,244,9,53,5,6,81,51,64,0.22,0.7040000000000001,0.076,-0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,1,0,1,0,6,4,1,0,0,6,9,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,7,2,9,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,1,1,0,1,32,11,1,0.0,0.3195659795982554,0.0,0.2940271452716501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568950906180964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22519921479559096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272449619834488,0.0,0.24240078852309244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837971107378947,0.2493454615971384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196113820372045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482272939420339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905063746092387,0.13176822162838345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22649111748147724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28957098637750645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448672282213385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22852707722110505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29502241050190003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justpassingyouby,2019/03/18,"“i think you’re cool too” last night i was celebrating st patrick’s day in style with some friends and friends of friends. we all used to be in a very large school organization together where everyone knew each other’s names but weren’t necessarily friends. some of my friends’ mutual friends were there and there are a few of them i always liked and wished i could be friends with too, but have no real reason to hang out or talk with them. (we don’t live near each other on campus, i don’t have classes with them, we barely run in the same circles now...) one of them in particular i managed to tell that i thought they were cool and they said “hey, i think you’re cool too!” but instead of making me feel better i think it actually made me feel lonelier than i’ve felt in a little while and i don’t know why. maybe because it just seemed like “let’s placate the drunk” bs? anyways. i’ll live out the rest of my life seeing these kids around but never really getting to become friends with them ",4.827162736760727,5.490292713567842,5.026231155778895,86.29166215693857,69.10050251256281,8.133127174333206,28.37301894085813,8.139509932561175,1.5907778121376115,786,26,168,10,13,247,118,199,0.043,0.75,0.20800000000000002,0.987,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,7,1,11,14,0,0,6,3,14,2,0,4,2,47,31,11,0,2,6,0,3,2,8,0,1,1,0,1,6,18,1,0,11,1,0,2,6,0,0,1,9,8,24,14,26,18,8,20,0,0,1,0,24,12,0,4,8,108,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.11304035357288665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963857924838963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311962685610077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061325452851186,0.12793303683826715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244855019401278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248654251517856,0.0,0.0,0.07470538200850035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106873656980332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714149217365125,0.0,0.11122183449501408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7159639888735286,0.0,0.06052013248705147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366107098658917,0.09442274190695164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845133919841085,0.08181920829060829,0.11318436554797473,0.11609926082599585,0.20457266020624096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960791688951443,0.07732220045506367,0.0,0.11637399177284165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934075507276128,0.0,0.0,0.10870532294667072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784942541194833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184804237456652,0.07420824767509529,0.11909988799448552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101876608498806,0.0,0.0,0.11723338511406273,0.09230721505074672,0.10545379537587238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931055173583408,0.1012467792023107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222671314880712,0.0,0.0919617619369779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004610974246222,0.0,0.09557778432612744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452501507373717,0.0,0.13320701151606612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwawayoatmeal3764,2019/03/18,"The nice thing about living is that it isn't mandatory. I'm really tired of being lonely. I get asked why I care what other people think of me, why wouldn't I?

This really hurts. Loneliness is going to kill me. I'll never fall in love again, I'm just going to die.",-0.1039285714285718,2.1302378928571457,2.701428571428572,89.94357142857143,89.71428571428572,6.057142857142857,11.571428571428573,7.447530270364453,-0.2613285714285713,206,2,44,4,7,72,41,56,0.36,0.5539999999999999,0.085,-0.9604,0,2,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,4,14,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,6,12,0,6,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289933573954072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497408577642156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25421739937349697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797524414428993,0.0,0.27841923867180424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26222194931149045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709987207569354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162936122185615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210751748683133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889190335946151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981613321741446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138399809607865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273259757083067,0.15695281726779708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28153174549131826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420550244535264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RDJuggernaut,2019/03/18,"Looking for friends to chat and maybe meet someday. Hi Guys, Im using the template in a pinned post above.

I thought of meeting some like minded people to chat with and support in hard times. Maybe make a whatsapp group as its easy.

My details are as belows

Gender: Male  
Age: 23

From: Sri Lanka (island Between Australia and India)

Looking for (Friends, Gaming buddies, Someone to meet up with IRL, anyone nice):

Contact (Whatsapp):

Interests: Music, Mobile Games, Working Out, TV Series( Elementary, The Office, HIMYM, BBT, Last airbender etc)

Dislikes: Rude, close minded people

Kids/Pets/Partner: None

Interesting fact about yourself?: Im an Athiest in the IT Project Management Industry looking to make some friends. Please message me or comment. 

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Thanks guys",5.178604651162793,8.608341434108533,4.4120620155038734,78.7478604651163,76.51937984496124,5.300465116279073,34.95658914728682,6.742157984588678,2.7520672868217058,611,34,84,6,15,182,100,129,0.066,0.7809999999999999,0.153,0.903,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,1,1,10,1,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,17,10,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,7,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,9,20,9,4,11,0,0,3,0,18,7,0,3,4,40,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818866094581965,0.17740342573078793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208512455339123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282624851568014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383928403391201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28912174456686895,0.0,0.0,0.13078543925194885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154055653336748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900777254369307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132719808067715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678043901740432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490946054928301,0.0,0.293349022983293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948325143090799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243311855603574,0.0,0.0,0.16026184911109195,0.0,0.0,0.1398256282602096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370354477210935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567668393157334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441524858342405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590602249294968,0.08513254811723457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609530746147218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628820820780796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740342573078793,0.0
lonely,cuz-im-crazy-man,2019/03/18,"This will sound melodramatic but I honestly feel like if I had one person in my life I felt close to a lot of other things in my life would get better.  
  
I'm just so goddamn lonely. I really have no one. No significant other, no friends, no acquaintances. All I have is my immediate family who provide for me. I'm not especially close to them and I know they think negatively of me.  
  
I wish I had a friend so bad. Someone I could talk to and be myself with. But I know I never will. I have lost the ability to make friends and I am such a huge colossal fucking loser no one would ever want to be seen with me.  
  
Goddamnit",0.6049081364829441,2.927694267716536,3.2285354330708667,86.99566404199476,86.63779527559055,6.5362729658792675,21.06509186351705,7.793537801064563,1.0719652493438327,480,16,102,10,15,167,78,127,0.221,0.539,0.24,0.0367,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,3,5,11,1,0,4,0,14,3,0,1,3,27,28,8,0,6,5,0,2,1,3,4,2,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,5,4,22,6,12,16,2,7,0,3,1,1,8,5,1,2,3,81,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341968284518626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250782025685145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467057015328329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620817855848222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321875249874968,0.0,0.09290716422401653,0.13126770674859528,0.1764243403593751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258835788570196,0.16986960488224806,0.09599935571075917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196326569103354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25956953357110785,0.0897686911992581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005797428548149,0.15621371624728986,0.0,0.0,0.12265144045103403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171573281887365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735317908009816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043934244694155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177119690998328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568682928412125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768754317300867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207223845827715,0.1177365937876925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837776149836044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129807150428864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610548335360925,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,margo_andromeda,2019/03/18,"I’m So Fucking Lonely It physically hurts, I feel like such a piece of shit. Fuck",-1.5732352941176484,-0.6266072941176457,1.3380882352941192,93.03889705882357,121.94117647058823,4.052941176470589,16.014705882352942,5.985473137389443,-0.1932235294117648,64,2,14,1,4,22,16,17,0.536,0.363,0.10099999999999999,-0.895,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647301189270108,0.27759497262190136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.71845466771035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159729513328722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898360075984845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988622208188624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bettybubl,2019/03/18,I'm lonely and I miss affection but commitment terrifies me. I'm so broken. I can't stop running but I miss everything that comes with being close to a guy. I don't know what's wrong with me,-1.0399651567944268,0.9461811707317124,1.9479442508710816,91.52902439024393,103.14634146341464,6.245296167247387,18.052264808362374,7.447530270364453,0.941875261324042,152,5,33,4,7,53,30,41,0.313,0.449,0.23800000000000002,-0.5688,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,8,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962211889997387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133890425427528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554400444966699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25278605525477954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845533445088341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029021477960581,0.0,0.0
lonely,BeeGucciShades,2019/03/18,"Spring Break FOMO Hey guys, I didn't know exactly where to post this so I came here.

I'm in my last semester of college and for spring break all my friends planned something really cool. A bunch of them went to cancun, or miami. I have a lot of friends but feel that I am not really in a friend group and mostly do things by myself. So right now going through social media and seeing almost every person I know on vacation is making me sad. What are some fun things I can do by myself to have a good spring break? I definitely don't want to be stuck in my room all day playing league. And while going to work would give me some good money, the semester has definitely been tough and I could use a refreshing exciting experience. Give me some fun and reasonable things to do and I'll make it sort of a challenge to do the 3 favorite things I read over the break. ",4.8859874608150475,5.307463816091957,5.702079414838035,82.35540752351098,68.88505747126436,9.315778474399163,26.73772204806688,9.339509955726095,1.9819264367816096,680,19,141,13,11,223,107,174,0.071,0.7140000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.9811,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,5,13,0,0,9,1,17,0,0,4,3,31,33,12,0,3,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,8,8,0,0,4,2,1,4,3,2,0,0,5,3,18,11,20,25,8,24,0,1,1,0,11,8,0,8,7,96,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409393728910215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760038311194922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228649206076515,0.0,0.0,0.09924331237630926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965503426258995,0.0,0.0,0.15052938881900285,0.0,0.0,0.07780905061628522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35667429116692884,0.0,0.0,0.2952416767355681,0.17491316771830187,0.2581434409029529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237067841179786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914271460156866,0.12543708925058394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308278113530169,0.0,0.0,0.20543931607263136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436674148397454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737961594193705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539269815310813,0.0,0.19716577592977216,0.15821975700325375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141723781387524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262669076273572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568667228260613,0.0,0.1184684513291304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089383229108616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290752358479252,0.0,0.0,0.09076555936819504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265325001234622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120303588099887,0.0,0.0,0.10931572891009077,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,finx345,2019/03/18,"I can’t connect with people I try to talk to people but I come of as obnoxious,I only have one friend but he is now beginning to ditch me. I go up to people and I have conversations but I never get through to them. Everything feels so fake and meaningless. Last Friday I tried to talk to someone and we had a great conversation about music and we exchanged phone numbers, but when I tried texting him he never got back or just blocked me. I honestly don’t know what I do wrong. I know no one will care or see this but I just wanted to get some shit out. 🤟🏻",0.3003663003662993,2.5700773333333338,2.4949267399267403,92.06019230769232,87.63247863247864,5.736019536019538,20.322954822954824,7.1686216300943375,0.5488954822954826,436,14,96,7,14,147,75,117,0.183,0.679,0.138,-0.7169,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,1,0,7,7,1,0,1,0,8,1,1,0,2,26,20,14,0,1,9,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,3,0,1,2,5,3,0,2,2,2,18,4,15,17,1,11,0,0,1,0,12,2,1,3,7,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284132390845292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939914240731026,0.0,0.0,0.16001954477107724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695302582893015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392804044421653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352108133432548,0.0,0.1941084186807633,0.0,0.10557416496887632,0.0,0.14857272611174796,0.20480585929060374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418246479177005,0.1514227445138329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865458481048339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25175747171271945,0.1412821642867351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863568454866463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803014145878768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068444285469785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573975367752171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986207068986273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783654133321162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956863068951787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310416249539676,0.0,0.0
lonely,Playitsafe5x5,2019/03/18,"Girls, would you date me knowing... Hello. Just curious how you girls out there see things.

I am 32 y/o. I'm pretty good looking and very active. If looks were all that mattered, I'd be OK.

When I was 23 I graduated with a degree in Biomedical Sciences. Wanted to be a doctor. After school, came home and was working, but was depressed and miserable in my job/social life. My mom is pretty crazy and not long after coming home, I had to start taking care of her. 

Long story short, my life fell apart. From 24-30, I was dead to the world. Hooked on Rx painkillers and had no social/love life. Got clean (kind of, still on Suboxone, don't think I'll ever be able to get off). Wanted to start a new life for myself, but my mom is basically unable to care for herself, so I moved into a home with a cosita (extra bedroom attached, but not part of main house).

Recently decided to go to law school. Will be attending in the fall. I'll be 33 then.

So basically, I'm just really starting my life at 33 as a law student. I'll have a crazy mom who I have to take care off that lives in my guest house, and the need to continue Rx management to deal with my history of opiate abuse.

Am I just wasting my time trying to date? ",1.6807801542777019,3.5757828669354867,3.6031206171108,88.43500701262273,79.20161290322581,6.571107994389903,21.26647966339411,7.586124646067393,0.7560376577840118,933,26,199,14,23,315,146,248,0.124,0.763,0.114,-0.7675,1,0,0,0,1,0,45.0,0,2,0,1,10,8,0,1,10,1,21,8,0,1,2,35,44,16,1,5,9,3,0,0,1,2,8,0,5,2,4,13,0,0,3,0,0,7,4,2,0,0,9,3,22,6,36,28,4,38,0,2,3,0,13,14,0,1,17,121,26,7,0.10261310092648107,0.1215797451794443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117362051017895,0.3138626855976857,0.0,0.0,0.08839210046326466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057896013290604,0.08838051346752844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502885688763693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928194244988986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361111003453072,0.0,0.05831738997635801,0.08606700061153398,0.0820690706960716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087879203703302,0.0,0.0,0.2368034827410149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182766920831417,0.0,0.0,0.1068557540855272,0.056393476704769525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623933390714636,0.0,0.0,0.09060924807724073,0.1816187305479228,0.17233832201677776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605376708571688,0.0,0.1090614870029032,0.0,0.07608631413110499,0.0,0.09910437229749962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111998872969174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878882743583552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657365800121213,0.0,0.10131805782816526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076998727792024,0.08176935607544257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460113402203827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178902429474859,0.0,0.0819469549506339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430456307747473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817158469131995,0.06575033173827237,0.0,0.0,0.0598345243429297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966755982823336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466655477763486,0.12104773108041893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470355959061188,0.0,0.0,0.07289340278447834,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,navybball8,2019/03/18,Anybody willing to pay therapist tonight? Just need to vent ,4.149000000000001,7.0930099000000055,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,100.0,6.0,45.0,7.1686216300943375,4.795,49,4,7,1,2,14,9,10,0.135,0.865,0.0,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5382284847256003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8427989666759116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Drox01,2019/03/18,"Discord server for anyone interested. Everyone welcome here [https://discord.gg/BtECntT](https://discord.gg/BtECntT)

Feel lonely even in chatrooms and servers? Do you always feel left out? 

We can help and support you as well as improve social skills. ",11.199705882352935,16.33778897058823,7.5384705882352945,53.12711764705887,71.05882352941177,7.425882352941178,33.270588235294106,8.238735603445708,3.95196,211,9,21,4,5,59,30,34,0.109,0.546,0.345,0.8823,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,4,5,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885017944595315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24243718924115434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22900765492133984,0.0,0.0,0.33130923972240284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506277204019664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23240150741923524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37671618476055424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35344102643450864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39345781034100186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117461387371069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,curiouslyweakmints,2019/03/18,"Only child who grew up to be an only adult No matter how close I get to other people, I can’t shake this feeling of being permanently alone. I didn’t get the spoiled only child experience, I got “go play in the woods” experience which is where these thoughts that I am made for solitude took root. It’s decades later and i still feel like I am wandering around the forest looking for a real sense of community.  ",5.626296296296296,6.037406197530867,6.461333333333332,77.592,67.27160493827161,8.949135802469135,29.78024691358025,8.841846274778883,2.2461091358024685,326,11,63,5,5,108,63,81,0.077,0.823,0.1,0.184,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,3,0,11,17,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,3,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,5,3,7,2,9,10,0,11,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,3,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22817078052961315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611922408236127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310034706967989,0.0,0.0,0.2227868666069296,0.15738679205988015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23020179158105705,0.0,0.12520508943241382,0.0,0.1761989921068558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763048037644198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500172100886556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845905157950784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5026583734744341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527325787397628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507566847905877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593681451566331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489851298138126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24476829238886694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,soimadeanewreddit,2019/03/18,"29 F looking for some new friends in the northern New Jersey area Hey so I'm looking for female friends in the northern NJ/ NYC area, aged 24-33.  I can be pleasant to be around and a good listener but I have battled with social anxiety and slight depression for most of my life. This is mostly as a result of a traumatic past situation I had to grow up in for many years. I graduated college and do have a full time job but I feel as if I need to catch up on life. I haven't really lived much and I don't have many fond memories. I  am looking for any female who can relate somewhat to anything I said. And would like to start living life, travelling and doing things together since any past friends I had have moved.

If you are shy, have social anxiety or can relate then that's fine. I'd like you to live in the same area as me so we can hang out in real life if we click. But I'm also open to a few long distance online friends if it works out.

I'd prefer if you are talkative and actually are willing to put in the effort of being a friend. I am definitely willing to put in the effort if we click. Also I really don't mind if you are a rambler. I love to listen. I really don't mind what your interests are. It can be anything. I am not picky about things like that. But if I'm not into what you're into, just don't be picky or judgmental yourself. Just talk to me about why you love what you love so much. I'm open to getting into and trying new things.

No males please.",2.2518327974276535,3.6197304147909968,4.134911897106111,87.57431639871383,76.04180064308682,7.291112540192926,24.015562700964626,7.9765259561132025,1.1766078713826364,1153,36,252,18,25,392,146,311,0.076,0.746,0.17800000000000002,0.988,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,7,0,3,10,18,1,0,12,0,36,7,0,1,0,51,53,31,0,11,18,0,1,3,5,3,4,3,0,1,12,20,0,0,2,1,0,7,8,2,0,0,3,9,29,16,42,42,9,40,0,1,5,3,27,22,0,14,14,173,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.09296275905646577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523632667288206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956395266325865,0.0,0.14575157517761822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678634859508467,0.08480409625784888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204971718203331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048167738193743516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679990468395011,0.0,0.04977088549914628,0.0,0.0,0.07990192387235667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453363792593797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691477549778287,0.1396217886466218,0.0,0.2523564150217039,0.08430458758248775,0.23999029921281306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579352113445178,0.0,0.0,0.19316307101486305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237655997858052,0.0,0.0,0.10124928915838367,0.1400582503307436,0.07063616526932916,0.0,0.2760162415723124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187825943035046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045699566075597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153086817220347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084299315061008,0.1830833829843156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061674563834644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880237942832684,0.10707938786248418,0.0,0.1942168726272781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742750601592049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656863680482204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898651305922399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554850959156983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467719360749248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595986729117892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935245900277394,0.0,0.0,0.0676719657789712,0.0,0.0,0.06134612521878584
lonely,PsychoShampoo,2019/03/18,"I feel as if I have no real friends and no one to rely on in my life anymore My ex who broke up with me a few months ago told me I was clingy and talked too much, but it was because she was the only person who I was able to connect with that deeply. Everyday of my life feels the same, I feel like the only conversations I've been having lately are in my head. I ask myself questions and answer them like there's 2 separate people living in my brain. I feel like such a loser and I still have the rest of my life to live ",3.5224020227560047,3.4401579026548674,4.907484197218711,88.63053097345137,71.7433628318584,7.5190897597977235,23.22250316055625,6.868970318607317,0.535855625790139,405,8,94,3,7,136,73,113,0.085,0.8109999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,6,0,9,5,2,0,0,16,15,7,0,1,2,1,4,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,4,19,4,13,9,4,10,0,2,0,0,12,5,0,2,8,68,23,0,0.17146413820902456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199261296820055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700463513150009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029582326817748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045229471796289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141068483640614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346789680797552,0.24498802919336385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324727678451074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597167320753013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341901635194986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633305748420884,0.25130615082230706,0.0,0.3028119508144093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686103925514484,0.0,0.12604587050023408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618853757721034,0.2608124071558918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887164408573322,0.14971587180399965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920790762055916,0.0,0.0,0.19516372755896427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693148226298368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137816379346295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384133199293868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,uaigneach96,2019/02/01,"I wouldn't date me I came to the conclusion last night that I wouldn't date myself. I'm quiet, uninteresting, seemingly unable to make a meaningful connection with people, I'm not very good looking, I don't have a very good job, I'm not affectionate. 

I guess my main problem is simply this - I'm boring. Nobody wants to date or hang around with a boring person. The thing is I don't think I'm boring, but I must be. My friends don't really like me, when I go out I see everyone talking while I'm usually just sitting there listening.

And I know people will say its up to me to change but I don't really know how, I could hit the gym but that wouldn't change my quiet, introverted personality. I should get friends that actually share some interests but obviously thats easier said than done.

It upsets me quite a lot that I don't have a girlfriend but if I were a girl I'd probably ignore me too.",3.882232030264817,4.9099040327868915,5.762295081967213,78.82233291298867,71.51366120218579,9.565195460277428,26.09878100042034,9.851270322608157,2.3323227406473306,710,22,146,18,13,246,103,183,0.127,0.762,0.111,0.3256,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,6,14,0,1,9,0,19,0,0,2,2,37,40,11,0,9,10,0,0,1,3,6,0,5,0,3,9,6,0,1,6,1,0,3,10,6,0,0,4,7,24,8,11,27,3,15,0,0,2,0,11,3,0,6,9,91,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.15131002527059076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803064881100094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734010356185756,0.0,0.0,0.3280524688764158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237977469359031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586737484978578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481604362649627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395881776401103,0.0,0.08100914838426061,0.0,0.08812057976293927,0.2601033412304736,0.0,0.0,0.17080910982474828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386685258347746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042689544531114,0.1263894442337109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575139616074053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020604023643068,0.0,0.0,0.13182109427131494,0.0,0.0,0.10349953565289967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550737539495512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498939776728213,0.2707737859849165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717409233728706,0.148365431649077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491867499928678,0.0,0.0,0.19866271603202293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749155695936986,0.1233049100225436,0.0,0.0,0.12355770838049115,0.1411550471921926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246262749455961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301077549583083,0.09935213758247807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076972309929433,0.2558710496666771,0.09145467797958054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mourning_starre,2019/02/01,"Being a loner is NOT an illness Just wanted to tell those, like me, who are habitual and longtime loners: you are not just a 'normal' person who happens to have failed socially. You are just you. The condition of preferring your own company or the company of a small select group of friends and family is not an illness or a deviation from some norm. It is simply our way of being. And this is something to accept and be proud of. The world needs more pensive loners.",5.4617228464419485,6.516740808988768,6.635449438202247,73.90950374531836,67.87640449438203,9.528838951310863,30.563670411985026,9.725611199111238,3.033223220973784,368,14,64,8,6,124,57,89,0.09300000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.7911,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,4,0,2,3,5,0,0,9,0,11,2,0,0,0,18,14,6,0,4,8,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,9,11,3,3,0,1,0,0,12,2,0,3,1,55,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301736450220325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705933615881944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30971470914405164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711088179227606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25969737658401154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431593233100149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30581470964598456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570239983819995,0.0,0.2696306738207864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061238471218186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657971516969825,0.2780029833816828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TeeAna13,2019/02/01,"Advice I recently relocated and don’t really know many people. There is a comedy club by my job and an old comedian is performing there tonight. It’s Friday night, I’ve worked all week and would like to go out and enjoy myself. I am not one to go out and do much alone these days. Is it super corny if I go alone? It’s a small improv comedy club and all I can think about is being called out for being there alone. 😫😫😫 Btw I plan having a few drinks at home before I go... if that makes any difference. Haha",1.1963888888888905,2.964643638888892,3.699777777777779,87.77300000000002,80.2037037037037,7.282962962962964,16.355555555555554,8.238735603445708,0.4202044444444448,395,6,88,8,10,138,71,108,0.055,0.76,0.185,0.9349,1,3,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,4,1,12,1,0,1,2,18,19,8,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,9,1,0,2,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,8,4,9,16,4,15,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,7,55,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434755802727087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5543602996895222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133004739281328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518201879631751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821842596119644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150645550768506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864083581269192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478126780652628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055952051312906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789673428392492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705188108268746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980536155742326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716579925895734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909509534283096,0.1808873847935695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115742304149794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743277770697682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872191982471944,0.0,0.120900344573834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369225940616545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429884664529245,0.0,0.1761657991937666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432275732695794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311579096071805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298900961980434,0.0,0.0,0.12674270345035193,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,valentinas48,2019/02/01,"Someone? Hello everyone out there.  
I'll keep this short. I'm lonely and i really need someone to talk to, maybe do some gaming with while i still can.  
Someone hit me up with a pm please.",-0.7433458646616522,1.1851811315789504,1.4324060150375963,94.4618421052632,106.10526315789473,4.276691729323309,15.954887218045116,6.1826913282559595,-0.16523759398496196,145,4,30,2,7,48,31,38,0.07,0.866,0.064,-0.0516,0,2,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,5,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689531132872837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25018018158313354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28277073174152395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20870369629469274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30896547656798645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031452025211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7154564522184602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477935215553044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22623195158572595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Muzzilla_Bear,2019/02/01,"People are avoiding me and i dont know why. I moved to the south of England from Scotland to start uni because I thought a fresh start would help my depression and it did to begin with, I made friends with my flatmates, I got a boyfriend, my relationship with my family got a bit better. But now, I feel like people are just avoiding me. My friends back home don't reply to me anymore, my flatmates don't invite me to drink with them and even when I'm down to make a cup of tea they don't even look at me, they all go to dinner without me, my boyfriend is busy and now he's away and we can't talk and my family are out doing things together so I cant speak to them either. I'm just alone in my room all the time and I feel even more long and depressed as I was back home. I don't know what to do anymore.",3.4784012539184985,3.550266965517242,4.481389759665621,91.107131661442,71.87356321839081,7.476698014629049,26.73772204806688,6.980632752743323,0.9419264367816099,628,19,149,5,11,205,93,174,0.091,0.8109999999999999,0.098,0.2714,0,5,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,4,1,11,8,0,2,6,0,16,3,0,2,2,31,32,12,0,1,5,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,3,14,3,2,5,1,0,2,8,4,0,0,6,4,30,4,23,25,5,19,0,2,1,0,12,7,0,0,11,102,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472840503110909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28206319383767403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133608598269008,0.21869753136994094,0.0,0.08668835315436675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577094992534985,0.1552537246898304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24496616926856196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166666094511997,0.13930918062929545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817800761671533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681210911846355,0.0,0.1438087383223317,0.1015930442374943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973827551106914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808197817808444,0.0,0.22747260764935295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531866883728796,0.0,0.2852913725049324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630701178466008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947538615582455,0.0,0.0,0.12584913501914047,0.11941845805787475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456014556015325,0.09492458978809457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511440341181658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717750676958706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526776020005627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131035693161214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430097682469707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447632345412646,0.0,0.0,0.11289684562367315,0.08292231875117609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832012177712315,0.0,0.0,0.1370829253894778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102010581565894,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,finny_blue,2019/02/01,"my best friend got put to sleep I loved her so much and the last few days have been so horrible. she didn't deserve the pain she was in and watching her drag her back legs behind her as she walked fucking broke me. 

I don't know how to cope without her. she was my best friend and I love her so much. I just want her to jump into bed with me and stick her snout in my armpit like she always used too but she's not going too.

I have my rats and my tortoise but I still want Molly. she didnt deserve any of this, she was so perfect and there isn't a dog like her in this world.   

 I don't know what to do without her.",-0.19175420168067348,1.6032224926470595,1.3000420168067244,103.04411764705885,85.10294117647058,4.1798319327731095,16.331932773109244,4.65589566412798,-1.1835655462184875,473,9,122,1,14,151,75,136,0.043,0.742,0.215,0.9712,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,11,12,1,0,3,0,12,7,3,2,1,21,22,14,0,2,6,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,7,1,32,9,14,15,5,13,0,1,1,3,22,5,1,0,6,89,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543842299603008,0.0,0.0,0.12703519383503056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364308369612971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39208492911374815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047508734917947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886533131193637,0.17270009932925806,0.0,0.0,0.10616674642761337,0.0,0.14940665591639096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532852872578747,0.15227267130090652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252896858759327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372012960548537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746493390056437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877586260709293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779267275740735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869419509119148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918434433169964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134130481786807,0.0,0.0,0.22036726568974865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601506427929897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Escribanos,2019/02/01,"I’m so lonely I dreamt I had friends It felt so good and I was so happy, I dreamt we were on vacations away from the city drinking and talking and laughing... Just to wake up and realize I literally have no one apart from my family. ",-0.6693749999999987,1.4399208125000025,1.9916666666666671,91.47,101.29166666666666,5.7333333333333325,20.583333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.9752833333333342,181,7,39,4,8,62,36,48,0.09300000000000001,0.691,0.21600000000000005,0.8220000000000001,0,2,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,8,6,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,7,4,6,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35034270012450497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36529052116491545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515277768906244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35803315323133755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880941113095548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127626816920793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969486451604213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526801094455995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997150884481782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,theawesomegrrl,2019/02/01,"Living together in a relationship and still lonely. He is not the solution to my problems and I never expected him to be. He is very supportive and it felt good to actually say ""hey, I feel lonely. Help?"" well, I was crying, but hey, it feels like a first step to admit it to a human being. He is a busy man and sometimes we don't see each other for days. I am the one who has to fix this. Years of moving a lot, depressions, not being more active in friendships has lead to a bit too many weekends spend alone and very few texts. I hope it gets better soon. I signed up for boxing lessons but there are mostly males, still its good for my health and confidence. I am still not sure where else to start, but I'll take slow steps and I set up a few tasks for myself; take the initiative to text someone every other day. Then I'll move on to axtually asking them to hang out, once every other week. Next is seeing a massage therapist, and, an actual psychologist. Tying this makes my chest feel heavy. I hate this feeling. It will get better. ",2.6821739130434783,4.54928642028986,4.172294685990337,85.63206521739133,76.10144927536231,7.112077294685991,21.16183574879227,7.984000788550335,0.9412299516908212,807,20,163,13,18,268,132,207,0.11599999999999999,0.723,0.161,0.9059999999999999,0,5,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,1,5,8,14,1,0,12,0,15,2,1,2,2,34,33,12,0,3,6,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,3,13,11,0,0,7,1,1,6,5,5,1,2,2,8,16,9,22,27,7,29,0,3,2,0,17,7,0,3,16,110,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.2411105554198225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794812179966286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549136344465348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185186622165587,0.13487151144002651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570070367463727,0.15934359350093075,0.0,0.1064031074517869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320015575072693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20817220405290635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498581201135797,0.08825557941027523,0.11861586346071268,0.0,0.0,0.10508136865166044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908702332238814,0.0,0.0,0.2072356440311176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196820925000723,0.0,0.13131512830090775,0.0,0.0,0.08280492439211977,0.0,0.0,0.1227011191321174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035443180146344,0.0,0.10908632662369024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050275987958053,0.0,0.0,0.0824625813204946,0.12524815262502945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626027087902161,0.0,0.0,0.09528012960137504,0.0,0.13138407571215951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315639493752885,0.08371255312736725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118209191909254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326335905047922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824238443011216,0.0,0.0,0.1968875997525261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467335543031994,0.0,0.1221822512778782,0.0,0.08744083970333315,0.0,0.29597284438144633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018947036347446,0.11643311291694905,0.0,0.18577041885444384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343715192248066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386359327697656,0.0,0.0,0.09909474035326453,0.0,0.11107550778960587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795544284317725
lonely,Jishkah,2019/02/01,I'm almost 26. I've been single since 2012. I've only been in three relationships. None of them had lasted longer than three months. I feel broken. This is what I get to expect for the rest of my life.,-0.3235714285714266,1.951884738095238,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,94.4761904761905,3.752380952380953,9.380952380952381,5.46131890053228,-1.6600761904761898,157,1,35,1,6,51,34,42,0.079,0.9209999999999999,0.0,-0.4767,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,4,0,6,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176970121892532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091425487252585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793402852288668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400179028418601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946323634889677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329504390002847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31724735517091585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478431983666488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450555446978917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KazukayZ,2019/02/01,"Thoughts? If I kill myself will i go to another world? 

Ik this is some dumb weeb shit but its kinda the only way for me to rationalize ending it. 
Im 16 and i have no friends, no gf, im a failure with no creativity and i hate life, so will i get a redo?",-1.5759398496240602,0.26832900000000137,2.2839598997493766,93.19105263157898,92.33333333333334,5.3624060150375925,18.669172932330827,6.868970318607317,0.11648571428571408,191,6,48,3,7,71,44,57,0.361,0.5329999999999999,0.106,-0.9531,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,8,8,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,4,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,1,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28716006626299817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24255358745714745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157911963773576,0.0,0.14307754636783984,0.0,0.15563768523015994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703743825711675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5916191823851645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029791604930158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934313605556648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827850279826526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811074594249169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21740969024516493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21737276234468692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Blkjpkmn,2019/02/01,"Going months without a message. Anyone else go months without someone messaging you. I just checked my messages because I'm having a very down night and the last message someone actually sent me (family excluded as that's usually always for something) is November 3rd. That was the last time one of my friends decided to message me. It's crippling. I have many friends or so I thought, yet no one talks to me. No one offers to hang out or invites me to things. I get its a too way street. I message people and I have a few I'll talk to every couple days but if I don't message them I will literally go months before speaking to someone. It sucks. ",2.0940607424071978,4.642202236220476,3.7431327334083266,84.38340551181103,81.75590551181102,6.148256467941509,30.33127109111361,7.447530270364453,2.197727109111361,512,27,94,8,14,170,84,127,0.071,0.894,0.035,-0.4908,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,1,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,15,8,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,5,5,1,0,3,3,1,16,2,13,11,1,19,0,0,0,0,16,3,1,3,10,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.14390221412266715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270068617095545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310927018313604,0.15109284769557774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898918249270018,0.0,0.12547980122791427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316454880328154,0.0,0.09510116996379757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318607026121743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424359037226156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901460410193442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22785845933453766,0.0,0.07704311591938229,0.0,0.251419161056569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404033815266226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950391903110946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531096925225836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383836494182511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997733979065566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223199122558016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748337167531635,0.11352390458794255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370496848501589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796759101608714,0.0,0.0,0.11706882311563173,0.08598662090682799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240920728918526,0.12167207860509935,0.0,0.11704893851046895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842973451727514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Butta_Bean143,2019/02/01,Im married to a man that hates me. Been married for 6 years. We have our ups and downs like everyone. But when it getting worse by the day. No communication at all. If I try to talk to him he yells cusses tells me to shut up all I do bitch. He doesn't touch me. I try to cuddle him he just moves. I know its time to leave due to reasons I can't listen but why is it so hard. I just want to be loved. I deserve to be happy. Why can't I just leave I know he doesn't love me . he talks about having sex without women. He probably has a side piece. What is wrong with me. Why can't I leave. ,-2.444415584415584,-0.7301906363636306,0.44930735930736176,103.0368181818182,103.0909090909091,3.4233766233766234,13.103896103896105,5.288315135182226,-1.3983467532467535,444,9,117,3,21,152,82,132,0.16699999999999998,0.73,0.10300000000000001,-0.5727,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,3,0,14,4,0,1,2,16,22,6,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,1,4,19,4,18,19,3,12,0,0,0,4,18,6,1,1,6,72,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120198989557364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994611316846526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198549651665599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704685198210656,0.14057168070512052,0.1549284186317581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950315981770386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248093482724228,0.0,0.0,0.4984746084222499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666437618389868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832572518267616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678371623006286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918892789714482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134240047136644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25225662123911835,0.13715712643870476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150273486099014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308006791661827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255691897118604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247942745861361,0.0,0.0,0.151267629328134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991736940365106,0.0,0.1715700505929154,0.0,0.10105290442383992
lonely,CoyoteUglier,2019/02/01,I'm just not good enough for anyone how could I be... I'm just me and even I hate myself,-1.1528571428571441,0.14088442857142702,1.4288095238095266,103.52035714285715,85.66666666666667,4.2,10.5,3.1291,-2.077971428571429,67,0,19,0,2,23,16,21,0.289,0.711,0.0,-0.7274,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368615236762236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846504182152704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977923748135752,0.0,0.31820145998139626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040819056072629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475643527904378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LordWelcho,2019/02/01,"Jesus Christ! Not to put people in a monolith, but I’m so tired of meeting people who ain’t ready for a relationship or get heart broken one time and quit like it’s life like I’m tired of being just friends or just wasting my time with people that ain’t on what im on. ",2.9488983050847466,3.4205374067796623,4.362500000000002,90.05697033898306,73.23728813559322,6.5779661016949165,23.224576271186447,5.985473137389443,0.3025559322033895,213,5,49,1,4,71,44,59,0.243,0.5720000000000001,0.185,-0.7443,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,4,1,0,0,8,6,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,8,5,0,6,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744319427454166,0.0,0.11795726543773047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26754252611740736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438739785041001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947040552670874,0.22060292503821027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529898760629705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469568474015589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269645921499136,0.0,0.24013776604901702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24239610207852114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633005310172957,0.5189865439072692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CScot1234,2019/02/01,"18 And Already In A Rut Hello, I'm a new redditor, and am looking for suggestions/ideas. Anyways, I'm 18(M), have my own apartment with my 1st and 2nd best friends as roommates, two cars, a good paying job, and a good set of fellow coworkers, but I still constantly feel overwhelmingly alone, I work 45+ hours per work, and come home to an empty apartment (my roommates work second shift while I work first) and just feel like bawling myself to sleep right away. I was in a relationship (my first) about 8 months ago, and ever since then, I have painfully missed the love and emotion that relationships can provide, I have tried so hard to meet new people by trying to find things that interest meet and subsequent groups that are related, but I find it harder and harder to enjoy doing anything anymore, let alone find people who also enjoy things. More than anything, I wish I could just make more female friends, not even for relationships, but be able to be comfortable around girls, at that point I could then find a cuddle buddy or (in my dreams) a subsequent relationship, but thanks to that last relationship, whenever I even think about meeting girls I shudder and just feel really hopeless, and if I think about talking to them, I actually begin to shake and twitch pretty violently, when I was in high school I didn't have a problem talking to girls or anyone for that matter and I never had anxiety, I just never met anybody who I wanted to have a relationship with, but now its just, inexplicable, so anyways, Is there anyone who can give me suggestions to help myself be more social and less anxious. idk I'm ranting a bit here so i'll just hit post :/",10.507390551570618,7.899803167202574,9.71363344051447,68.03024734108337,59.12861736334405,12.527430126143956,39.357160524363096,10.727762888450028,4.086867721988623,1319,48,235,23,13,421,174,311,0.10800000000000001,0.716,0.177,0.9790000000000001,1,2,0,0,0,1,45.0,0,0,1,7,24,19,1,2,12,0,21,5,1,1,3,53,41,32,0,6,15,0,4,1,3,0,2,0,1,3,13,19,0,0,9,1,1,3,4,7,0,4,5,5,28,12,31,29,7,36,0,3,1,2,29,12,0,3,20,164,41,7,0.08312090154145511,0.0,0.0811140095702629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368166398828553,0.0,0.0,0.17217637208929545,0.09172598178314932,0.06647175493194707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358726216730083,0.0939029593178662,0.08243359907660243,0.1162401340300198,0.0,0.13680283921762254,0.07399522502638342,0.0,0.0,0.07809482317095688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723025801565731,0.0,0.0907464963585142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160129665035153,0.0,0.08982416532505333,0.0,0.13273055254307173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349982646665114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980114307247656,0.07518761420566747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608527596901664,0.05938158866955698,0.0,0.0,0.3038839925871661,0.14140519277765898,0.0,0.0,0.12843800468123387,0.0,0.0,0.07973714281717953,0.0,0.1394357371370203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446000117221056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557141881898307,0.0878217961327185,0.08337704151013581,0.0,0.08185734458776532,0.0,0.0,0.09383338032939396,0.0,0.0,0.08248466901438177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775462875523057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499675343951595,0.0,0.040608673894242976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698006227608281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501985889782968,0.0,0.055483847223299666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634631059073186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821592701961704,0.16055736933571824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844649969941208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525113446260077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857611900638553,0.0,0.07960684693732176,0.08456383937117364,0.0,0.07953547705221682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053249377959782726,0.0,0.0,0.5354444467590268,0.0,0.07098479575151266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841227899730955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875846870278765,0.0,0.08318093046247046,0.08473129145955495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638045934265176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133618864190463,0.0,0.07652655849405338,0.0,0.0,0.11044366709299673,0.10652103486572548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128672718947449,0.0,0.0811970428666245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049026861317449336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955849346310956,0.0,0.0,0.242052025149355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nugget-master,2019/02/01,"it feels weird i was dating someone and then i wasn’t. we decided to stay friends. but it’s so weird now, i don’t feel like i have anyone and anytime i talk to her she’s annoyed at me. i just wanted someone to love. ",-2.043125,-0.27503572916666386,0.7624999999999993,100.2825,104.20833333333334,3.233333333333334,18.5,5.148860815047168,-0.572425,167,6,40,1,8,57,34,48,0.136,0.6409999999999999,0.222,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,8,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,10,3,4,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,4,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374174681438957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34336788798560103,0.24257071886457915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26233130354957473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588433282711762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30645224403191434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5753900488186966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619093490140027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729130751360799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20027219311403507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,catsrmypals,2019/02/01,"I was dumped two months ago now. My fiancée left me for another man, all the promises, the love, the travelling 4000 miles to see this person gone, I'm getting over my X partner now, but some days it's horrible being so alone. It's so strange, calling someone everyday, spending your time so carefully with them, loving them so much, for it to all go to waste. When I wasn't single I got a lot of attention, now that I am single, I get absolutely nothing, it's disheartening, it's pretty horrible. I would like to love again, time is a healer I know, but I hope one day I can find love. ",4.106440677966102,4.865585533898309,5.462500000000002,82.17052966101697,70.77966101694916,8.950847457627118,30.00423728813559,9.188382445141503,2.4406067796610165,455,18,94,9,8,153,80,118,0.14400000000000002,0.586,0.27,0.9638,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,2,0,9,10,1,0,5,0,7,5,0,0,2,12,21,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,3,1,1,3,1,2,0,2,4,1,15,8,9,15,7,18,0,1,1,4,11,3,0,3,13,63,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073397458329393,0.0,0.0,0.1761145683305809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830623064892662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736341992174987,0.0,0.17337145359885556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193289576348742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554173709424719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768221267912296,0.0,0.09664007033240403,0.0,0.1359999267353821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889231608626068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345187700010413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475358355302254,0.0,0.0,0.08307503505362303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456554707135552,0.6138863262450531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572770419338906,0.0,0.12500209496553913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316205139908802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522638980946695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847608692628522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299614211300654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355032576967132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407794774970148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830834826973115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610853139313306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079456187452944,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Labiyeah,2019/02/01,"I want to stop being reminded of my loneliness. I didn’t make a single friend in my Freshman year of high school and I sat alone all of Sophomore year. Now I’m homeschooling because I couldn’t stand to be reminded that everyone around me wasn’t suffering this loneliness like I was. Everyone around me was laughing and had friends and it seemed like I was the only one. I have one friend who I’ve vented my problems to time and time again, but she still finds a way to slip in fun things her and her friends do or whatever. It probably sounds stupid, but why does she tell me about the all people she fucks and all the friends she has when she knows the pain I feel? I feel like I should be completely alone so I don’t have to be reminded again. ",6.473195364238412,5.683789059602653,6.228203642384106,84.02786837748346,65.6887417218543,10.728807947019867,32.12003311258278,10.125756701596842,2.7429529801324497,592,20,129,12,8,185,84,151,0.159,0.667,0.174,0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,15,2,0,6,0,17,2,0,1,3,25,26,11,0,4,3,0,2,3,5,1,1,1,0,0,6,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,7,3,24,10,13,13,4,17,0,1,0,1,14,5,1,2,13,87,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905683945390267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24975173397566305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551128091634143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707729042427378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275695139283585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680805037324146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418560737796885,0.10021359304714243,0.0,0.0,0.12821022243163538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5418865603502628,0.1296834071105661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820987338833722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709232156083863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055961053417272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363568423988852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011003696535844,0.10668663492834106,0.14926413600424845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725009507178901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124184301348234,0.1342257105055768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419673543472565,0.0,0.12770249976850415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120250314599156,0.11727747427480162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260788482349028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319350455813788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359276500130493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273874172996612,0.1113449934969756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657776484648775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806669939562251
lonely,BITTAH99,2019/02/01,"A song a lot of you might like There’s a song called Lonely by Jamila Woods. I just think her vocals and the production sound amazing and some of you might relate to the lyrics. I was going to post the link but apparently this sub doesn’t allow that..or photos. Anyways, look up the song and give it a listen if you’re into finding new music.",3.7371428571428567,4.765244142857147,4.704285714285717,86.2707142857143,71.85714285714286,6.742857142857144,21.142857142857142,6.742157984588678,0.3757999999999999,270,5,55,2,5,88,54,70,0.027000000000000003,0.872,0.10099999999999999,0.5789,1,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,0,4,0,0,1,0,15,9,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,6,5,2,7,6,2,5,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,5,2,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004565785284192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689341830566709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822661790144837,0.1672259555529638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375302161571274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247091310064918,0.0,0.0,0.2501561895173656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6242939254389945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28418321470910657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818049370029271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854002309284454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,saion94,2019/06/03,"Please help me Please please read I really need help. I don’t know what to do anymore. Last October, I got in a fight with my best friend and our friend group took her side. That left me with no one. Ever since then (it’s now may) I have been lonely and depressed. I’ve tried the whole make up thing, get in there with people, and be outgoing but it didn’t work. After months of trying hard, I realized no matter how nice and fun you are to others it doesn’t matter if they aren’t interested in you. There is another group of girls in my friend group that I tried getting in with but they seem to ignore me when I’m around. I sit on the outskirts and they always leave without asking me to come. Even if I am with one of the girls individually, I am super outgoing and try to get her to talk but she just sits in silence. But as soon as she is with others, she talks. It’s like I’m always the one trying to make conversation but only get one word answers. It’s like everyone is interested in themselves and wont talk to me because I’m not cool enough or worth their time. I tried to find new friends, but I go to a small school and there are no better options. Please help me it’s been months and I really need advice.",1.3403149606299252,3.3712269212598467,2.866888188976379,92.60448976377957,80.96850393700788,5.953763779527558,18.42771653543307,7.087006719466742,0.0552086929133857,954,21,214,12,25,312,132,254,0.076,0.6759999999999999,0.248,0.9935,1,2,0,0,1,0,24.0,1,2,4,4,11,18,1,0,6,1,18,0,0,3,1,46,36,23,0,4,12,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,0,2,12,17,0,1,5,1,1,3,10,4,0,4,5,2,32,14,33,28,3,29,0,2,0,0,30,13,0,6,13,141,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946055437777448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111404716974398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151794554321847,0.0,0.0,0.0960134971121893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618500713264361,0.09050804351541217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059016930440326985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160034524634802,0.08562413672734906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339670918382619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338577701558192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003476682074296,0.0,0.06394474978283836,0.08757382742320746,0.0,0.09250994881401806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884862640098832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29919309916573084,0.0,0.2023253267719319,0.0,0.0550216409241157,0.0,0.07743101912904092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672634929937006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467719862266475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320645568963595,0.07891635116262008,0.0,0.10251207258352622,0.10518872035929673,0.0,0.0,0.09459688373066326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292482255978432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455206060791102,0.0,0.0,0.14357274415258647,0.0,0.09350358767382276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624147529393033,0.07363142786550424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711865422507246,0.0,0.0,0.4250909026224612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968402232583884,0.0,0.12404308568928248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798096095071054,0.0,0.08813585137693121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008556110838873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23344633574405746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431893566626314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645303595714075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756394292341476,0.3943822035741724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808940037742258,0.0,0.09332526432773533,0.0,0.07048176252768265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MaleficentElderberry,2019/06/03,I'm so scared I'm terrified and alone. I don't have a boyfriend to lean on anymore. I don't have anyone to lean on anymore. I find myself desperately looking for people to talk to on the internet because I don't know where else to go. I feel so pathetic constantly searching for friends. I feel worthless because I just can't connect with anyone. I don't even know why I'm posting anymore. I'm so scared.,1.5103882195448437,3.8727665180722894,3.360883534136548,87.3925167336011,82.6144578313253,6.098527443105756,29.7041499330656,7.3871296695380915,1.9676784471218207,323,17,64,5,9,108,44,83,0.276,0.687,0.037000000000000005,-0.9628,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,17,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,3,9,1,11,17,0,7,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984871549410726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5701831332738985,0.26800626838183944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23365088816873086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20710092568427207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600953966054337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658018189877124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380365535150795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516070407581386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806499768890904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891667166101933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106469369965556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093412652145445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286300266187845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835436113640916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837415707749151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540375597289721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293044181930128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PG1143,2019/06/03,"Feeling down because of my social life Hi! In a few months I'll enter college and I'm feeling quite excited and anxious for that.   


Looking back at my High School years I was never a very social and open person, I believe I've always been seen by my classmates as more shy, reserved, introverted in general. I don't think they're wrong if they actually see me like that, however beliefs tend to shape behaviors and so I've always had the feeling that because they perceive me like that I ended up being left out. It's not like I was alone all the 3 years I spent in that class, as a matter of fact I'm pretty sure the times I was actually on my own during school time were far more rare than those when I'm in my classmates company. Despite this fact whenever I'm around them I still get this sense that I'm alone, as they're the ones who do all the talking and I just stand there listening to whatever they're talking about, sometimes I'm not even sure whether everyone who's in there even knows I'm there. As a result of this something that accompanied me throughout that time (and still does) is loneliness, and sometimes, when I'm at my worst, depressive thoughts. This is rather funny because it affects me quite a lot but I still do nothing in relation to it, I just let it be. I'm aware I can do something to try and revert it, for instance I can come out of my comfort zone when talking to my peers and try and interact with them more, but I do none of that, I don't have the will for such a thing. I'm not quite sure why that is, perhaps it's the fact that I find most of my classmates very uninteresting given that I have nothing in common with them, perhaps it's because they mostly do small talk or talk about other people's lives and cars, and I'm not a big fan of such conversations, or perhaps it may also be because I went into the 10th grade with the mentality that I'd only be around for 3 years with those people and afterwards I'd go to college and most likely never see any of them again, which kind of put me off the idea of establishing and developing relations with others because I'd stop seeing them anyways, so I thought ""What's the point?"". Nonetheless there's at least 1 person for whom I care very much in that class which I could consider to be a friend, as I'm more comfortable around them, but even in that case I don't see it as anything permanent, besides the time I spent with the person in school we never hang out nor text, so I believe there's a big possibility we will never interact with each other again once I leave for college. Also the way that friendship (if I can call it that) started is very unsettling, as for me it seems like the person only got close to me because of my grades, which kind of hurts.  


But basically as a result of my experience in High School I'm now putting a lot of hopes that College is going to change my social life (in a positive way). Obviously I don't know whether that's true or not, however given that so many different people frequent College and that I'm going to a course that I have a fair amount of interest for, I just have this idea that it will be easy to find like-minded people with whom I'll actually create long-lasting relationships, or at least that's what I hope for... But here a problem arises, what if my expectations won't correspond to reality and everything will just be the same or even worse than it currently is? That scares me a bit, as I'm not sure I'll actually be able to handle such a thing.

Okay but enough about this, I've said too much for now. What do you guys think of my situation? And is putting a lot of hopes that in the future things will just get better a good thing?",7.365249067859808,5.7995492053691295,7.670363534675616,76.92893083519762,64.32885906040269,10.801267710663684,34.51994780014914,9.656535879935292,2.9698493661446674,2918,103,599,47,36,959,284,745,0.043,0.823,0.134,0.9961,4,2,2,0,0,0,64.0,2,1,9,4,44,30,0,1,36,1,47,2,0,3,15,119,98,53,0,10,28,0,3,5,1,7,2,2,0,5,65,39,0,1,16,0,2,11,17,6,0,1,16,11,64,24,91,65,25,84,1,2,6,0,38,39,0,20,36,410,129,13,0.05492664710893131,0.0,0.2144019372568664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377488278959813,0.0,0.0878496396971227,0.09140674095318098,0.0,0.0,0.03735200354905924,0.0,0.0,0.06205147698457551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045199950517010964,0.14668908315713305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042235201207180176,0.0,0.2343794198682849,0.0,0.0,0.12376704430885123,0.0,0.0485781558012176,0.05996567276607492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056086247865521716,0.0,0.05600137739669007,0.0,0.0581051096277492,0.04731444294663163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043854458294528866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047308240670118115,0.0,0.0,0.05738665568792495,0.0,0.0,0.048066679029168835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048648706245919285,0.056753909281801365,0.0,0.14511412955961112,0.0,0.0,0.052484765142334286,0.049364528730856574,0.05372880046978008,0.0,0.0,0.08331768941808758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040392075490097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042436191304921086,0.0,0.05739381220131961,0.0,0.09364823801125503,0.04606986561785039,0.043929857337716906,0.0,0.0,0.05438601619299888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606603670554685,0.0,0.16366366208877747,0.0,0.0,0.058800111750047165,0.12401099778303808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439530124753967,0.060372497590300375,0.044772548355712295,0.0,0.05815938850660155,0.059677962797054285,0.05616621806307958,0.07759263045394911,0.16100631195187404,0.0,0.04850123570001042,0.04860835425061906,0.046124549941936634,0.0,0.0,0.1400900135295754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568699909029837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535314140052925,0.0,0.05546025575301418,0.0,0.043841925691568785,0.0,0.08075481113216272,0.0,0.16945126548317538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540719856176814,0.0,0.0,0.05849508655917416,0.03721971759381197,0.08354838043170823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231688478196084,0.19183931854390465,0.0,0.0,0.0519234353792546,0.06192154173494022,0.0,0.05588014659586299,0.0,0.052557383277524315,0.0,0.1656493535586137,0.0,0.1752637507649425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058970663271143274,0.0,0.0,0.05224781947621983,0.0,0.054991155787101405,0.22235479707190256,0.17507770547537646,0.05000315662737635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061739852686738886,0.0,0.16797239895534125,0.0,0.08457043283528115,0.10864771692292596,0.0,0.03887736352960276,0.0,0.1315934739985052,0.0459211364355166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707085947999954,0.0,0.0,0.22073979180872644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459632947991513,0.07038955525319784,0.0,0.08721124487694452,0.1281126785504528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458317581431187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128094499481295,0.0,0.0871964317001825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05091755215650903,0.049562755722368096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597494591874287,0.0,0.06005366608409929,0.0,0.106112879691864
lonely,eeriemoon69,2019/06/03,"Inner voice continues to fuel my anxiety So, I turned 25 y/o this year and have been reflecting on my life so far. I realized I haven't made many friends since I graduated high school and the friends I did have I lost touch with because such is life. Since then I haven't really made any friends entering young adulthood, and when I did I managed to fuck up those relationships someway, somehow (e.g. get drunk and say some things I shouldn't).

Outside of my parents and this one friend I have who actually is more of a girlfriend I don't have anyone else. I feel pathetic for always only hanging out with her and when she's busy with her other friends and needs time away from me (which I fully support) I feel even more pathetic when that means I'll just be at home alone, probably crying. When I think about that I get sooo sad. And it's not like I don't try to branch out and be more social. If a group of people invite me out I have almost always agreed to go out with them (and have). 

But lately, I'm not sure if it's my own securities getting in the way again but if I get invited out I decline because the inner voice inside my mind has more and more to say: ""They're inviting you because you're a loser and they're just being nice. This is their form of performing a charitable act. Nobody wants to actually be around you, or speak to you. You're too socially awkward and boring. Don't become another burden for someone else.""  

I mean when I do manage to go out with my acquaintances I can't stop my anxiety from controlling my every thought and it's such a mess. I can't fully engage in a conversation or contribute meaningfully. It's embarrassing. 

I'm not looking for advice or suggestions or anything. I know what I need to do in order to be more social and make friends, but it's a matter of getting past the intrusive thoughts. I guess I just wanted to put my feelings out there and hope maybe someone else experiences a similar thing?",4.534489308896526,5.583920064432988,5.555166093928982,80.83000190912564,70.00515463917526,8.840931653302787,29.3188239786178,9.150863307647796,2.3921846888125238,1547,58,305,30,27,511,199,388,0.138,0.789,0.07200000000000001,-0.9565,1,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,2,4,20,23,1,2,12,0,28,4,0,4,1,75,60,34,0,9,16,1,4,1,7,1,2,5,1,0,17,29,1,3,12,1,1,6,11,9,0,1,8,10,48,14,42,46,9,41,0,3,1,1,27,19,1,12,15,205,65,4,0.0,0.0,0.17282036665742914,0.0,0.0,0.08652818946345217,0.0,0.0,0.088668142635176,0.09170913850721124,0.0,0.0,0.14735824394686972,0.0,0.0,0.060215752071347314,0.09285041526256133,0.13547812542759238,0.0,0.0,0.061914898208722674,0.09072800407298168,0.07286755074315282,0.07882659227245692,0.0,0.0,0.08319386531349421,0.0,0.0,0.16193432017120182,0.09779443196686352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931423612804603,0.0,0.0,0.09726594227236353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221911754027814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058485192341382435,0.0,0.07460560274863583,0.0,0.0,0.08661704382014744,0.0,0.0,0.13431775681236355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104723064367592,0.08186130197441402,0.2313136671105809,0.0,0.10064786439273947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754572750732196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935559411289081,0.0888209753218507,0.08794825411424552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048663726191430806,0.0,0.09988612633647573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508829926196424,0.04326013440252808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743581120101946,0.0,0.09666072344826084,0.0,0.0,0.1675727276736541,0.059106551824376526,0.08977388659793073,0.0889584793920667,0.1929097037662004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940835009963281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131460495600664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000249180344151,0.06734482871086922,0.0,0.0,0.09832219854347693,0.0,0.08452919158379371,0.061388111070560865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954698404209713,0.0,0.0,0.08901530892502517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672618744927279,0.0,0.0,0.09506753324099816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083402420063654,0.0,0.08961541590915313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649582525847046,0.0,0.0,0.27079094477594673,0.1500530545685441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074030185898963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048334726590996,0.08345554689771452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176548609982669,0.05673805425151976,0.0,0.14059461877181995,0.05163311573539794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011835506533926,0.09631491777334304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044559403959084,0.07028536910835406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057022080459571675
lonely,FesteredRage,2019/06/03,"Is it weird that I’ve daydreamed about being hugged? I feel so pathetic when I do, but it seems like ages since I’ve been hugged. Sometimes when I’m in bed, I pretend to hug someone when in actuality I’m really hugging my pillow. God I feel dumb even talking about this, but I could really use one right now.",3.0371428571428574,4.530424460317462,4.495428571428572,85.27457142857145,74.23809523809524,7.5796825396825405,25.29841269841269,8.238735603445708,1.4601326984126977,243,8,51,4,5,81,44,63,0.135,0.599,0.267,0.8932,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,7,11,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,6,5,5,8,0,8,0,0,0,4,1,3,1,1,6,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.2980698903602428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243872676579361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20174329225269214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30888395714652417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922481380786498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069771809782738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913512926882213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260848038446055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27806531236201865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25266694786952915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588022371930477,0.0,0.302092541564198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455048172955359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26380608357418656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mr-NiceGuys,2019/06/03,"I love being Alone! Over the years I've slowly been burning bridges and I think it works for me. 

No more drama because of a slight mess up 

If i want to go somewhere like the movies, I just get up and go! 

I dont have to worry about social gatherings either... where ill probably get made fun of anyway! 

No longer will I be taken advantage of cause I make more money than my ""friends""

No more petty rivalrys or being judged 

I really dont care anymore about ""friends"", friends are just people that put on a kind face to disguise themselves from their true intentions... 

Im 23 and Ive already had too many times where Ive lowered my guard and been brutaly taken advantage of because im a nice person... and yes I expect the same loyalty from my long time ""friends"" to be there when I need them

I can name 3 instances off the top if my head where ive been abandoned, made fun of or taken advantage of by close ""friends"" that ive known for over 5 years... definitely longer  

Yall are better off alone! 
Believe me, i dont care if this gets downvoted to oblivion",4.4992687880839535,5.198131090047396,5.107762356127285,85.2863151658768,69.85308056872037,8.113879485443467,29.289438050101555,8.192908349453996,1.8786869329722409,824,30,169,11,14,265,124,211,0.13,0.6559999999999999,0.214,0.9664,2,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,6,11,20,0,0,7,1,20,4,2,5,1,29,37,11,0,6,8,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,2,2,1,1,3,6,2,0,0,9,0,25,18,26,23,5,21,0,1,0,1,13,12,0,5,7,105,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24630403374908055,0.13121707141713546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792400851895975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496947236232766,0.0,0.0,0.1339677155055627,0.0,0.10516377105883598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424676661511869,0.122150466957376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180751202944663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593371067091673,0.0,0.18637234041670175,0.0,0.13515542393963773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203310997235008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25688039913932675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382356917614093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058092060275063015,0.0,0.0,0.10522914576824616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731840631558467,0.22502576866487384,0.07937149106573647,0.12055325540248195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816819516925302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243529285648456,0.10382519592751102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282020918516057,0.0,0.0,0.11953459606389305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617500837642108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121093398595842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619094376360662,0.0,0.0,0.13867150959728666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013455770970617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865658705779041,0.1207560513483308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314469919322993
lonely,loreykun,2019/06/03,"Idk im just sad I'm currently going though probably the worse part of my life. Broke up with my girl two months ago, decided to be off all social media and no contact with anyone, i did get to see avengers with my friends, that was nice. Few weeks after that my best friend came over to hang out a bit. But now i realize that i dont have anyone i can actually call a friend, or a best friend, i have no one to talk to about how i really feel, the pain im going through, not even the person i call best friend really cares about me. I thought someone would at least call to check up on me. I just recently been active on a social app, they greet me saying they miss me, but i dont reallt know if they mean what they say. I'm just really down right now and wanna vent, I push away the people close to me, but I guess its not so harmful, cause even they are not try to approach me at all. Not even the person I call my best friend.

Im sorry i just wanna get this out, thanks for reading",2.1782142857142865,3.224387809523812,3.6325595238095225,92.39598214285715,75.66666666666667,6.9642857142857135,20.267857142857142,7.413659706084162,0.2879285714285711,760,15,179,9,16,251,118,210,0.071,0.745,0.184,0.9784,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,5,4,15,18,0,0,9,0,11,2,0,2,2,36,27,10,0,4,13,0,1,0,6,1,2,2,0,3,6,9,0,0,6,1,1,6,8,5,0,2,5,4,30,13,31,20,10,28,0,3,1,0,24,14,0,3,8,123,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.08864050594406611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051851966539568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702595206444334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534117194009103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812971024415473,0.0,0.0991667825630332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710051094434262,0.10388945792444756,0.09261092487350127,0.093311144518535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129126420396118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998423934555294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04592820530510903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210669566591616,0.0,0.09491363029035796,0.0,0.10324567404311392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006346828404128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29434767600724177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991977964359326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415846898555702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894443620323637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250252538916087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155120874039759,0.0,0.096653371271783,0.0,0.0,0.09836395405136687,0.0,0.06297259205601996,0.1586248190968898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793400073139312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085819649206182,0.0,0.1745710202923697,0.0,0.08968723718130121,0.0,0.0,0.07757141143787111,0.0,0.14446907387980165,0.0,0.0,0.07238263138579247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518686436683165,0.07696302775339897,0.0,0.0,0.1016807960352848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300861952369958,0.0,0.08362738938697341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924356616475583,0.07211174459345174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167006253469955,0.0,0.08873124382570569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286124745567307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256721445543199,0.06452559439672016,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nicolelaa,2019/06/03,"boy meets girl I just want to experience my fateful encounter. Not online, not behind screens where we can’t see or touch each other. I want to meet somewhere in town, where we steal shy glances at each other on the street and pray that the other person brave enough to walk up and ask for my name. 

And from there we’d walk and talk about anything and everything under the weather. We’d walk into a cafe and learn more about each other. It’s just so simple, yet at the same time dreamy. 

Seeing my friends getting into relationship and enjoying the bliss of loving and being loved makes me so envious, and at the same time, lonely.",5.536885245901638,6.404991991803278,5.349303278688523,83.87264344262297,67.60655737704919,7.739344262295082,26.72540983606557,7.645422480735847,1.38307868852459,501,14,96,5,8,155,82,122,0.075,0.735,0.19,0.9419,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,4,0,0,0,10,8,1,0,7,0,4,2,0,1,0,28,13,12,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,16,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,5,10,5,18,10,7,19,1,1,4,2,16,13,0,1,3,70,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007115417123595,0.0,0.2280165561412297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520171924937548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920445828243573,0.2385841190818729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843899791451785,0.0,0.1274293489252947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44026429932420347,0.0,0.16280727183748325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129668558569796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26186074554433586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887185249483875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604014351529253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844438205201573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28772083902994616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yeetmiser,2019/06/03,"Feeling Lonely When You’re Surrounded By People Who Care 

I’m going to go on a long rant of sorts. I’m 16 years old(male). I have 2 parents who I know care for me and will buy me anything I need. I also have friends  that care just as much if not more then my parents. But I still feel lonely. And it’s gotten worse recently as the school year comes to a close. 

There has been a girl, who I have had a mad crush on. We have talked, but not much. She is attractive to me in every single way. However I know that I’m not remotely capable of ever being with her. She isn’t entirely athletic but is healthy, me on the other and is healthy, but not near skinny(something I’ve been working really hard on, and I’ll come back to this later). I had a dream last night of us being in a relationship, and I know that I’m 16, and I know that I may sound stupid but  when I woke up I was and still am scared to death of being lonely.

I have friends but they tend to talk behind people backs a lot, so if I rant about a girl it would take seconds for the rest of the group to know and would leave me embarrassed. 

Back to my family. Since December I have lost 25lbs. I feel great and amazing physically. When I hit the 25. Lbs down mark, I told my mom and she stared at her phone and said “great, I’m so proud of you” in a voice that told me she doesn’t care to much. My dad sounded like he cared more, but not by much.  My brother and sister don’t and will never care. All of us are so much different we do nothing but argue when around each other. I have tried counseling through school and through a government ran facility for stress and depression which never really worked. The stress is a whole another story for a whole another time. I have the people and support, but don’t feel comfortable telling people my problems. So I end up laying in bed listening to music all night and even crying sometimes(I can send link to playlist if anyone wants it).I just want someone to talk to I guess. I don’t know if this makes any sense but thanks for listening.",3.520303030303033,4.526047186602874,4.466966507177034,87.85343221690592,72.34928229665073,8.061371610845296,24.93811802232855,8.447377352677275,1.3631700797448163,1596,46,348,26,30,518,205,418,0.138,0.691,0.171,0.9644,4,6,1,0,0,0,45.0,4,1,1,4,21,30,3,4,19,0,35,0,0,1,5,73,79,43,1,10,21,6,5,1,2,5,0,6,1,2,15,25,0,0,11,1,1,6,12,13,0,1,12,12,48,17,48,58,15,46,0,5,1,0,40,16,0,8,24,239,63,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954642756736896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050636027227850135,0.156157682786442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206485618234515,0.0,0.0612750510711089,0.0662860685997484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176771753286854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555076570815965,0.0,0.0,0.12828310096776818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817919021489637,0.0,0.0,0.06413314240365886,0.0,0.0,0.07779588733740671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659503367960591,0.0,0.0,0.04918078226965223,0.0673542292940018,0.06273659635860741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019519541703276,0.0,0.15059885732393247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150567538118775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463579423166859,0.0,0.0,0.1641870108039189,0.0820271763469596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670242226952694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24553087984535396,0.06069564580712256,0.0,0.07884343810653666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036377879012312334,0.0,0.0,0.065895633847393,0.0,0.0,0.08128296759609523,0.06330407176254525,0.0,0.0,0.0497032896637622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720781267189481,0.0,0.0,0.2736869797290349,0.055211881303818114,0.11485781320311313,0.0,0.0,0.1397531917770806,0.0,0.07144732904855818,0.0,0.07813428432389069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536023719011528,0.0,0.0,0.2064875024695947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124911217064564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954032349811101,0.0,0.07352124553047787,0.07994323804130181,0.0,0.0,0.07082945379673747,0.0,0.07454844177419627,0.15071699626484328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615949011793876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309055600395222,0.057323708674607676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892928712902602,0.0,0.17058962713070036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449745013685904,0.0,0.0,0.05598539841600895,0.17954677200031738,0.065082188098617,0.06855367632480068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04341880262723501,0.0,0.0,0.14230133563271702,0.0,0.05055412511289703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913480796576078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783804336996241,0.059103668748888574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626607449939496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841697648758652,0.0,0.07588211116697352,0.10578990317321008,0.0,0.0,0.09590087375537208
lonely,BigMikLargeHuge,2019/06/03,"Does it always feel like you have the short end of the stick? I've been increasingly more isolated mainly because of work but there's no way out of it..I work to pay bills and fuel my hobbies to keep me sane. My friends have become distant and when I try to reach out it..I'm met with read texts. I use to have online friends and they just disappear..it really hurts and I wish that people could understand what I'm feeling when you're just left out to dry.

 I've volunteered for 2 years for my community hoping that it would help connect with other people and improve myself but..I've felt empty recently. At the end of each day..I feel mentally, emotionally and physically exhausted and no one to help me recharge. I hate being a downer and ""woe is me"" but for once..I'd love someone to actually say ""Hey, how are you doing? I'm here for you. Lets go grab lunch together. I appreciate you""...it's all I ask.",1.4072586161536442,3.895997281767958,3.287450670876087,86.84467771639044,84.4696132596685,6.762536174690871,21.878716127334904,7.957251820313856,1.2698616679821102,712,24,145,15,21,238,117,181,0.134,0.667,0.19899999999999998,0.9379,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,1,2,7,9,1,0,4,0,11,3,0,2,1,31,27,13,0,4,4,0,5,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,6,14,1,1,5,1,2,2,2,4,0,1,3,6,17,5,21,20,5,15,0,2,0,1,13,6,0,1,7,83,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.1539774009900551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129146671916364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750959325726473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618552193167773,0.174263401435841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259801211950488,0.0,0.0,0.10175959467626038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808051188021767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748919512954425,0.2795049875058128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393456222874289,0.11272310095925707,0.1515003135393236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438117688170008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967401744444413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557820463813947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115226689246537,0.0,0.0,0.15671814441833676,0.0,0.0,0.16891430182088255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024838105160847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143609289057082,0.16134795032999102,0.0,0.07708678312187113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240897419480178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901223577615886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069205895059226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877934822510006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782975069342964,0.0,0.10108242541606977,0.0,0.15579567756381776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547859628356095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369245650822206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712705040265948,0.0,0.0,0.1642618850380466,0.0,0.13627735114414133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524401692056975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144732193951527,0.0,0.0,0.22974170512796874,0.0,0.0,0.11208739409514333,0.0,0.0,0.10160968777036458
lonely,JODB19,2019/06/03,"I just want love I’m not sure if I’m even posting in the right place. I have great friends and a good family, so in that way I’m not lonely.

But all I want is the love if a girl. It’s probably stupid but not having it does make me feel lonely regardless of everything else that I’ve got. 

I’m 26 years old and never had a girlfriend which is embarrassing. But at the moment having someone to live who loves me back is what is missing in my life.",2.5008928571428584,3.3562500416666694,4.13982142857143,89.80875000000003,74.625,7.569047619047621,23.089285714285715,7.957251820313856,0.8827160714285713,348,9,81,5,7,117,64,96,0.096,0.6779999999999999,0.226,0.887,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,12,1,1,6,0,8,4,0,1,3,19,21,8,0,5,9,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,6,7,6,19,1,13,0,3,0,3,7,6,0,2,5,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995786912086895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066277789403614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291367170067142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880846442131733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527084817999375,0.0,0.18384691975510975,0.0,0.0986076606566651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067149296804264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635730073795208,0.15597481742380973,0.2150095602752251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377479589274354,0.0,0.0,0.17220568974266212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5280378266748066,0.0,0.1301769537372268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041097215947274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464003860770905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375374940728896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867746623484761,0.0,0.21026388134954105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654548909345818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523929192095935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838034622608158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300549719242588,0.15479731028817512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558608988123598
lonely,ScreamingAtChildren,2019/06/03,"25, far from home and I've never felt more alone in my life. I moved to this city with the woman I was supposed to marry. Dodged a bullet there to be honest, but now she's dating the guy who used to be my best friend.
With that my whole friend circle fell apart. I lost my job two weeks later and lost my apartment two weeks after that.
Over a year later and it still doesn't feel like the pieces are back together yet.
I've made friends and lost them in that time. Either through my own negligence or through me realizing they were abusive assholes.
A while back I started dating again.
He was slick, charismatic and fun. He had a ton of friends and a high paying job and we hit it off amazingly.
All his friends were so nice to me. So accommodating. It was like I was always a part of that group.
But then he lost his job and fell into depression, hard. He stopped communicating with me. I saw him maybe once a day even though we slept in the same room. And even then the conversations were one sided. One answer responses. Always.
And now I'm just the ex to his friends. They shower him with love when he is around and I get the lightest acknowledgement.
I moved here when I was 22. Now I'm 25 and I have ONE friend. One person who actually gives a fuck about me.
It feels so empty. Like, I came all this way for this? I moved away from family for this?
I just wanted to vent somewhere.
Whenever I try to talk to someone I get the generic ""you matter"" pep talks and that whole run around.
I'm sick of it to be honest.
But now I'm moving away from him, to my own place.
Here's hoping it's a fresh start.",1.0321714092140937,3.3060012347560983,2.3176016260162617,94.67441734417349,83.90853658536584,5.351761517615177,17.952574525745252,6.691623216298621,-0.16046368563685665,1247,29,279,14,36,399,170,328,0.13,0.688,0.183,0.9726,4,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,2,1,3,5,25,24,1,0,17,0,16,5,1,2,3,46,42,26,0,2,7,1,4,3,7,0,2,0,3,3,17,23,0,1,6,0,1,8,2,6,0,6,18,5,39,18,37,20,13,54,0,5,1,2,37,17,1,2,31,188,56,4,0.0,0.09794951626308418,0.08067324073513164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562038782233702,0.0,0.0,0.13757483933356812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718627850920873,0.0,0.0,0.15534092084008713,0.12713506596356836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675625384033105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455157277949118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331481260004891,0.0,0.07120288439863445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920449001359638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793319019299126,0.0,0.08360009058273311,0.05905891255226491,0.07937542254265713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470902799811437,0.07642636859073366,0.08638251851011591,0.07930385579632551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185553233515952,0.0,0.0,0.07405538983374482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734457757348771,0.08292397549037163,0.08210919596597277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461093562853932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839172011196996,0.1211640261291833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609729090706481,0.0,0.07461220532487364,0.0782236217971721,0.0,0.0,0.08305235039401461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35145722271749336,0.0,0.0,0.06375960454508026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804002911889718,0.22407523185329206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952271718589581,0.0,0.0,0.072183580640013,0.08637174735505458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004536808005679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702740925939747,0.0,0.0660197517670437,0.06911517576550466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289278701300855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122209615786784,0.0,0.0482050912886153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612697883461811,0.0,0.1615116456667295,0.0,0.0,0.07139966959377007,0.0,0.0,0.048760452189513,0.06561898475166883,0.13262453533292362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184594480143854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323627201013487
lonely,asiana420,2019/06/03,"I need some reassurance I hate the feeling of being around family, friends, or just at work and have a blanket of loneliness around me. I just feel dead or numb. I wanna be happy but my emotions want otherwise. I can't get my heart , soul, and mind on the same track. Suicidal thoughts run through my mind every so often or if I get in a mood then I just busy out in tears. Just having to swallow my pain. And it's hard. I recently lost my father to a heart attack. He made me beneficiary. 20,000 dollars. Gone in 2 months. And I can't help but feel like shit because I let others tell me what I should do with the money so I basically gave most of it away. Me being so young (20) I just feel like a piece of shit. I think about others without thinking of myself first. And it's the best thing about and my downfall. Now I'm broke and struggling. 2 months.... I just wanna die pretty much. I just need a little pick me up. Thank you for reading my rambling post.",0.4840476190476189,2.835699683673472,2.2847959183673474,93.22746598639458,87.87755102040815,4.899319727891157,19.391156462585034,6.42735559955562,0.06669115646258472,742,22,160,8,24,244,119,196,0.243,0.614,0.14300000000000002,-0.9775,0,0,0,0,0,1,30.0,0,1,0,4,16,17,4,1,9,0,10,7,4,2,0,46,29,17,3,7,14,1,5,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,7,11,1,0,7,1,2,2,3,9,0,1,5,5,30,7,25,19,6,21,1,2,0,0,8,11,2,7,9,114,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290203312457901,0.0,0.14633799905934966,0.12085443530185115,0.0,0.0,0.07841315681364064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499183615076835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350019034717772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469420980327635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083783997361418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212632401186999,0.0,0.26016175735074,0.18379011756710226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941470911895776,0.0,0.0,0.09938112346491433,0.0,0.13441030783174934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693165103097318,0.1152294227562744,0.12699792844427174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048601810162179,0.08621962991379359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153541070112282,0.0,0.12568664996147724,0.12892352301111867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041753083821604,0.0,0.0,0.12171514869922415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25976424155420685,0.0,0.2053464128666105,0.0,0.09455966250416807,0.190758685980536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687401215056524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231943442872007,0.13086546123277965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866727489166765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270090409695607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26407875389451674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447458164566006,0.0,0.14070303894712455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243044422008956,0.11842749156556648,0.0,0.0,0.08545769410329927,0.16484497939491674,0.0,0.10211980891931996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587076067989658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399710611524355,0.0,0.0936459666124638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,YAH_YEETS,2019/06/03,Im tired of it Im tired of working things out by myself. Lifes not easy i understand that but everyday im having mental breakdowns. Ive slept a total of 12 hours the past 4 days. All ive been doing is playing xbox trying to make friends or meet someone to talk to but its just not working. Im tired of everything. The only thing that calms me down when im having mental breakdowns is talking to someone. Here i am laying in bed. My heart has been beating really fast for the past 2 hours. I just want someone to start a conversation with. I understand i can't keep a conversation going but someone else should he able too.,0.8595374015748014,3.342896110236225,2.836333661417324,88.86505167322834,87.8976377952756,5.379724409448818,22.11072834645669,6.9077264865688965,0.8336460629921252,494,18,98,7,16,165,80,127,0.10800000000000001,0.805,0.087,-0.4025,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,6,0,13,6,2,1,2,18,21,5,0,2,8,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,10,3,15,17,2,13,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,9,61,16,2,0.1089694391367801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027627342644588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102998374575408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979347055061408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418951836669518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192984346314249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912931004447772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462589465554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5885284675868077,0.0,0.0,0.09685704434806043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696833747148041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273794678536298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219631129528522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287616881450965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080473196102096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980861303298087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693178086455921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712912988363818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517101497830376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447889067147674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757330207069838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739830962320281,0.0,0.0,0.22688205831012864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427299850368813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866209902266454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fionnay,2019/06/03,Sad and lonely I really miss my ex boyfriend and my friends that were his originally his that I have basically lost. I guess I just want someone to talk to so I'm distracted from my pain.,1.7881578947368406,4.1399507105263185,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,81.36842105263158,8.010526315789475,25.28947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.044452631578946,149,6,32,4,4,50,28,38,0.349,0.5529999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.8852,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,7,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,9,1,3,5,0,1,0,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,20,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308876585211778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404135052521829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364177614121029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254045034239084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25611556438749555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33874057544636743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32133587401530833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23580636502363464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ladolcevidax,2019/06/03,"Just want to share This is really small and irrelevant but I still wanted to share.

I work retail and I've worked at the same store with the same people for almost a year. 

There is one coworker that EVERYTIME i see her she asks me ""What IS your name??? I always forget!"" So i remind her and then she's like ""Yeah! That's what i thought! But whenever i ask someone about you they never know who you are! No one knows you!"" 

She's done it multiple times and I don't think she means harm but why does she keep on telling me that nobody knows me?! 

I know it's super small and i should just brush it off but it's a reminder of how invisible i am. Not just at the store but everywhere. I always greet people by name and make conversation but I guess i'll always be invisible.",-0.3735377358490553,1.884328257861636,1.6880896226415096,94.7596816037736,96.61006289308176,5.165723270440252,14.801100628930818,6.816661863887847,-0.2457276729559749,599,13,134,10,24,198,95,159,0.049,0.8270000000000001,0.124,0.8928,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,1,3,8,5,0,0,5,1,9,0,0,2,1,38,24,15,0,3,10,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,1,7,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,2,2,28,4,11,20,2,11,0,0,1,0,21,6,0,2,6,91,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952603670182267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42260486679704296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165388356534284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481525489015641,0.1732491457973119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649923287049835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047854942874409,0.0,0.0,0.3721638183544465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270974122716493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300675954299635,0.0,0.0,0.18441357035842976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305719336293939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294394429693548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23473781814112116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845570291290678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349074288358572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434444146454693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520044089766306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797264387823153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847839124147064,0.0,0.1344025474857236,0.09871817783759483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971097915222527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276380101896514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24649980464460056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902142548059526
lonely,Zyrman,2019/06/03,"Tell me about yourself Tell me stuff, anything",2.942499999999999,4.731668250000006,0.7199999999999989,97.025,116.5,1.6,29.0,3.1291,0.5838000000000001,38,2,6,0,2,10,6,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664289677708728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097411099545144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7783918116223425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,timeisobsolete,2019/06/03,"Hello lonely people It’s 2am for me and I can’t sleep. My boyfriend moved a couple hours away today and he’s out with his friends or something. Often I feel lonely when he goes out but often I don’t want to go out with him cause I don’t have the social energy that he has. He has a nice friend group which I’ve been jealous of. It’s hard talking to people. I have a really hard time talking to girls especially (and I AM girl). I need to make girl friends though because most of my friends, whom I talk to seldom, are guys. I love them but sometimes it’s hard to relate or whatever. I don’t know why I don’t talk to them more. I think during the day I really like being alone and I keep myself busy. But at night, everyone is asleep or partying, and I feel kind of lonely.

Anyway I met a girl online and she lives pretty close to me (when I’m not at university) and she’s super nice. I’m hoping to go out with her on Wednesday to a fun little house show. She just moved to the area so it seems like she wants to make friends too. That being said, she’s already made a ton of friends already and is really good at socializing. I haven’t had a really good girl friend in a long while. I feel like connecting with people can be hard. 

Socializing in your hometown in the summertime is hard. I hope I can connect with the girl.",1.035832476875644,3.0676932769784213,2.9260277492291884,91.76829136690651,82.05755395683454,5.9858170606372045,19.281089414182944,7.1686216300943375,0.2789060637204521,1033,26,229,14,28,345,138,278,0.084,0.647,0.26899999999999996,0.9965,0,7,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,1,9,24,1,0,13,0,22,3,2,4,0,45,44,19,0,5,8,0,8,3,7,0,0,1,0,7,8,18,0,1,6,1,0,4,7,4,0,0,5,9,36,20,34,36,3,29,0,3,0,1,42,15,0,9,13,141,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037335209651012,0.19258355481639305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198210783165145,0.0,0.0,0.05319189040319496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963837896652617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654972301072832,0.0,0.056274427780700506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337910870332213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236135598703352,0.0623373945653912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719091833069477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918188126706284,0.14637635599134352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639950171824301,0.0,0.0,0.3908317861148098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333449348049598,0.0859319142847174,0.10068443957440408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755924555279438,0.0,0.09086616118030777,0.04795491630401176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789009105547114,0.08745580697253927,0.0770507363938784,0.07722090861911593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875408269013681,0.08256597633742323,0.1164912746141428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854836689213366,0.0,0.06470097321964359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188606605136009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148189373352025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887731288258331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235997762008267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300268864317399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943673979747616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732138359265076,0.2668467482644488,0.0,0.06717575370049847,0.0863007558013959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805398792804799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055911638006939685,0.0857309021926273,0.0,0.05088105530320797,0.0,0.0827107287253325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293449086569732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873710372532948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MAVV23,2019/06/03,"If you have the chance to know someone in a romantic way, will you have the courage to do so? I've been in this situation once, but she was ""normal"", she had several partners before. That time I came to the conclusion that I wouldn't be enough for her in any way since I don't have any experience in romantic relationship and sex. Am I the only one that would opt out from this situation?",4.787307692307691,5.294300551282053,6.076051282051285,79.2856153846154,69.12820512820512,10.342564102564104,29.70256410256411,10.355215969177356,2.822037948717949,305,11,65,8,5,103,52,78,0.0,0.8759999999999999,0.124,0.8105,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,13,1,0,0,0,10,15,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,9,1,10,7,1,9,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,1,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927073532351314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313223451766894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461487885066959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223747723439221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105217054468276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827661369383395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108651446815956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291971023924769,0.14583535004667975,0.16368081347448296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23106052051458525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431318519317183,0.0,0.17802818945363275,0.4838216735904497,0.0,0.0,0.1823510914368563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254936800281451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416555245956969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288266206930998,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,eldritchcouchpotato,2019/06/03,"Lonely at this point in time due to a heroin addiction. Anyone willing to text? I'm open to anybody Looking for someone who isn't really judgemental. I want off the stuff, but the physical aspect makes it not as simple as other substances.

Anyone willing to text just DM me.",3.6063461538461534,6.117483865384616,5.031384615384617,77.51361538461539,75.73076923076924,7.236923076923077,27.707692307692305,8.238735603445708,2.3961876923076932,219,9,35,4,5,73,43,52,0.10099999999999999,0.899,0.0,-0.4703,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,10,5,0,7,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37805080232946775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849653565507293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912151141870305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314841081007753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278273540226905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22216168093630487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938328868160361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969900209883377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20221524307468391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454492312646144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,coke-bottle,2019/06/03,"i didnt do anything im turning 17 and i literally did nothing in the past, my childhood and teenage years felt like it was wasted. kind of hard for me to accept it. and when i mean nothing, it was actually nothing, my past was just like a blur, i didnt have fun, neither did i study, its like i was asleep all this time lol. and im not even meaning crazy fun like outdoor adventures with friends and stuff, but like indoor stuff like playing video games, watching movies, reading, or whatever there is, i didnt get too deep with something and didnt allow myself to explore( coz of my overprotective parents). now its hard for me to move forward coz it feels like a big hole , and its bugging my mind. so is anyone like this too? i just want to relax about it and not take it seriously and just say ""yeh i didnt do anything in my childhood and teenage years, only a bit of fun maybe at times but mostly uncomfort and out of place, but at 17 i started to slowly do things.""  i feel like the only way i can relax is if i know someone else who literally did nothing as well( if this is u, wanna chat?)",4.5083215887251775,4.780053762331843,5.385371556694427,84.82265695067268,69.67264573991032,7.806406149903909,30.72677770659833,7.447530270364453,1.7622930172966051,851,33,180,8,14,279,119,223,0.061,0.7440000000000001,0.195,0.9809,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,0,12,21,0,0,5,1,21,1,1,3,1,42,32,20,0,4,11,1,5,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,16,14,0,0,8,7,0,3,8,1,1,0,13,7,21,20,21,19,4,23,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,5,21,117,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.10490713092606238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516838967864872,0.0,0.17693112991077697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736510899905253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980471412444402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100452161816538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871319372167214,0.1535999053716759,0.10321945380046926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305632186327111,0.0,0.05616572544058807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260261286828492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322427341450364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194752247899904,0.05908067427069104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726835157544759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800091476562997,0.23420391868539905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085470847122774,0.0,0.0,0.11425836046300668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126069725506541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635213001664048,0.0,0.0,0.11936902987811625,0.0,0.2052469888837388,0.0,0.0,0.11231744411804194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753179501382024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549046447139504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108669160899004,0.0827608330730274,0.0,0.0,0.07609096667767244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461297508624397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082865397169735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142001921162029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537138156432842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693207096371674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340787967913655,0.08533064200532121,0.0,0.0,0.09665784078240357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845643256402834
lonely,_caius,2019/06/03,"I didn't realize it wasn't normal to never get texted I see a lot of posts on this sub about how people always check their phone and have no notifications, or they don't get any messages after being away from their phone for a while. 

Whenever I see posts like that I always think: ""yeah me too so what?"" (not in a toxic way) 

I then realize, that most people probably do get messages from people, probably multiple times per day, on Facebook or Snapchat or any other social media. But nobody messages me, and I don't expect anyone to. I'm so used to nobody messaging me that it feels weird to think anybody would, and someone says they don't get any texts, I think it's weird  they need to mention it because I forget that it's probably not normal.

 When I turn on my phone I don't see my lock screen with no messages, I just see my lock screen.",3.010428571428569,4.694015370588237,4.2774789915966425,86.02294117647061,74.70588235294117,6.974789915966388,23.319327731092443,7.7094869923839395,1.0709915966386556,663,19,133,9,14,218,92,170,0.063,0.907,0.03,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,5,0,7,3,0,0,3,1,10,0,0,2,1,28,26,13,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,0,6,0,1,0,11,2,0,0,2,8,22,1,17,22,2,15,0,0,6,0,16,5,0,5,8,86,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895945990273405,0.0,0.0,0.2684235682653687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199928221594862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361767708653837,0.0,0.0,0.08020601208482295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485405200741382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652753792222121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749669879992053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428018827037907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185912322707847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756011678883364,0.10147762950282632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578282776643445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736495892819966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520221725077184,0.0,0.4255756068139574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463256431726434,0.0,0.0,0.41938832335717696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412266013898824,0.1114818380874911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529210456523365,0.0,0.0,0.07672159243831876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311423515491356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363729855849425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443695613377613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346607165823972,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gklgale,2019/06/03,"I hate Sunday nights This is my first post on Reddit so bear with me. I pick my son up every Friday and drop him off with his mother every Sunday evening. After I get home from dropping him off I feel overwhelmingly alone  and desperately crave being held. We've been divorced for over four years, and it's still not easy being away from him. It sucks. I hate it. I turn 29 in a couple weeks and am convinced that I'll never find the one. Sorry for ranting",2.060350241545894,4.248989358695649,3.1466666666666683,90.70944444444444,79.32608695652175,4.958454106280193,17.830917874396135,5.82211442006289,-0.35301835748792243,359,7,73,2,9,115,70,92,0.226,0.746,0.027999999999999997,-0.9442,0,1,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,3,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,12,12,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,2,1,13,1,14,8,0,19,0,1,0,0,7,7,1,0,9,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291270644573396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078524174408348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244786257170068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612001217686854,0.0,0.3727908260422969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186029303754257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021997743132904,0.18817771757535806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558329382789295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43683670146139386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22191124754850025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062584498786645,0.0,0.0,0.20760891899054032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991084891684034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187672766148746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24764833646857765,0.0,0.0,0.17667418127062728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24063419122752805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745697741352545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246455825037035
lonely,yellowleemur,2019/06/03,"Lonely 30 year old woman I’m married, but i haven’t been touched for a while. Physical touch is so important I think . I’ve been craving a mere hug from anyone. Just a hug, nothing else. I really crave cuddles. 

The summers are the most lonely because it’s just me and my dog in the house. 

I work remotely so it’s hard to meet new people..to be honest, I never put myself out there either in making friends. I’m an introvert. 
I try to keep busy and distract myself from feeling lonely...

I thought about counseling because my marriage is not supposed to make you feel so alone right?",1.7102073578595312,4.220563539130435,3.2513043478260886,87.50832775919734,83.17391304347825,5.625418060200667,25.36789297658863,7.010146845296331,1.3111204013377922,457,19,86,6,13,150,82,115,0.11199999999999999,0.711,0.177,0.8755,0,7,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,1,7,0,7,3,0,2,1,17,16,7,0,0,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,5,13,4,10,12,2,11,0,3,0,3,5,4,0,1,6,53,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426531336596336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382057791746066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856412557947704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571870876139846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23692749437461855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101138930217786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098772601314464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703384814962133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824716070689286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127799530877226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069840884003188,0.2262781375208301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248069733334384,0.0,0.2458472864743522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355255321980729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009177241423405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000818454039721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012317077647602,0.0,0.18599959271224145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590671059015564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705654547671907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087467548524436
lonely,Jdahn95,2019/06/03,"Just need to get it all out After my junior year of college my GF of 2 years left me because I was going through a dark time, I still regret not doing more to keep her. That was 2 years ago now and since then I took a job in a location i'm not happy with because I didn't have another offer on the table at the time. I now live in a very small town where I'm a bit of an outcast waiting for my 2 year obligation to the job to expire so I can return to my hometown. I'm now halfway through the obligation but I have a hard time keeping myself going when I see all my old friends having fun back home on social media. I've grown emotionally numb inorder to cope with the isolation but I just want to be with my friends again and feel like I belong again. A GF would be nice but with the town so small I don't really have anyone to date and I'm leaving in a year so I don't see the point in starting anything. Just writing this post has already helped. Thanks all",2.6262318840579724,3.472618483091788,4.2142222222222205,89.42800000000004,74.31400966183574,6.87265700483092,25.394202898550724,7.0316486544052195,0.92076579710145,754,24,169,7,15,253,116,207,0.06,0.815,0.124,0.9418,2,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,0,16,0,15,1,0,0,3,28,33,11,0,4,8,0,2,1,4,1,1,0,1,0,3,8,0,3,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,4,4,21,7,27,26,5,43,0,1,2,0,9,15,0,0,24,110,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102179354562832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065950236812325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315909796148374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546194223120284,0.0,0.11234901648585953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049798343235635,0.0,0.16644959629715902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149050702072028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357303408617587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903149490892745,0.0975339857351906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21095883079426656,0.0,0.07132904217191158,0.0,0.15518140050822268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453341439152724,0.12230020878333032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151029734811594,0.0,0.13694640644501724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709613774663146,0.24270062623304375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445610011381885,0.1483355700490299,0.0,0.0,0.06669955972997801,0.0,0.12055469235954755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123207495362964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326075367001356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906091335721456,0.0,0.130753879233763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746185790411203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758661009326566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293546797728801,0.0,0.0,0.1391707557460026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663359154497887,0.0,0.10902959856210087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569451966091896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23882769676532375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168507360642935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264799875239595,0.08052639377815668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698393855152908,0.0,0.0,0.4395903658263425
lonely,ThrowawayAccount-A,2019/06/03,"Utter worthlessness I dont want to be negative, but I think I'm truly worthless. I don't have anyone besides my parents.",1.6062499999999993,4.265183791666669,4.24666666666667,78.86500000000002,86.08333333333334,6.533333333333335,28.83333333333333,7.793537801064563,2.597183333333333,97,5,16,2,3,34,20,24,0.29100000000000004,0.556,0.153,-0.353,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561770591652412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5970008291085109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5656168796372645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263962937956857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004511897696451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tubphonecase,2019/06/03,"I have no friends left School starts in a few hours after a week off and I'm not going to have any friends.
My friend group fell apart and everyone is dispersing. My best friend of 5 years sent me very angry messages about how I ruined the whole group and am a terrible person and no one will like me, so I guess we're not best friends anymore. The two friends I have left are going to join another group but my social anxiety is too bad to go with them.
Not sure what I'm going to do - being 17 is supposed to be great.",5.240214067278288,4.525578357798164,5.67665137614679,86.7206039755352,68.1743119266055,9.101529051987768,29.175840978593268,8.344100000000001,1.7179712538226295,407,12,92,5,6,131,73,109,0.151,0.635,0.214,0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,4,14,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,1,1,12,21,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,2,1,0,10,11,11,17,4,16,0,1,0,0,14,5,0,1,6,58,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360777329793027,0.14433965073156071,0.10530305788449217,0.0,0.13651334810345644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493329334397705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28891361558968226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153195358278125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6380954697781457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31292218892602397,0.0,0.0,0.15176131824718786,0.15163869971877225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355590475450434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29911762056092833,0.0,0.0,0.06724959358129022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327625175871693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019202274050132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931071601471146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031841889524824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974304745639792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297349554847344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446556139714824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357694360371474,0.0,0.0,0.11041576924660787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368303815426462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864308419350933
lonely,artistotle,2019/06/03,"My first post: venting out the loneliness Hello everyone on here, this is my first post and I'm a first time user of Reddit. I am a twenty-two year old woman living in Canada. For the past few years in my life, I have experienced sustained periods of loneliness, mostly due to unpleasant life events, but also because of some defence mechanisms/fears that have originated from trauma, bullying, etc. I have not been able to find my tribe, even after almost a year of therapy now, and I feel so sad, so lonely, that I decided to come here to feel like I am no longer thinking/writing in the void.

Here are some of the worst things about loneliness, from my experience of it:

*  **There is nobody to share stories with**. If something makes me laugh, I have nobody I can call, or gossip with, or simply text throughout the day, or after work. I suppose that is something one could live with, but it gets much harder when there is nobody for the hardships, which there have been many in my past. I feel imprisoned in my own silence, and I wish there could be at least somebody who could recognize my pain, look closely enough to see it in my eyes or hear it in my voice.
* **It is hard to leave the house**: in our very social world, it is hard to eat out alone, to go to the cinema alone, to take oneself on a ""date"", or multiple such ""dates"". I am sometimes embarrassed in some settings, and if I am not, I find it difficult to put myself in such settings and watch groups and/or couples around me, in what seems like hermetic circles that further emphasize my isolation.
* **I start wondering if there is something fundamentally wrong with me**, which lowers my self-esteem: should I change my behaviour? My interests? Should I refashion myself to find company -- if so, how to do so, and how long could I sustain living the life of somebody who is not me?
* **Likewise, I start experiencing unfounded resentment: what's fundamentally wrong with others**, that they do not care to spend time with me, or ask me how my weekend was, suggest to go out for drinks and dinner? Ultimately the opposite of the point I bring up above, this is also toxic to the psyche in that I further isolate myself, trying to rationalize an explanation, thinking and overthinking at night - how to fix this loneliness that sometimes feels unfixable.
* **As time passes, one misses out on opportunities**: my nineteenth, my twentieth, my twenty-first, and my twenty-second birthday were spent in isolation, and the ones before that were only celebrated by my mum. I have cried on my birthday this year, when I realized that nobody remembered me. In the morning I stayed at the same subway station for some time, not wanting to confront the day to come, which again further highlights the absence of people in my life. I sometimes wonder how many ""opportunities"" time will take away, should the loneliness be prolonged, and how many years more I can take.
* **The boredom:** I enjoy reading, crafts, going for walks, attending lectures. But there are so many hours in the day, that it is often hard to fill them with entertainment without some kind of meaningful social life. There is only so much sleeping one can do, so many ideas and projects one can accomplish alone. The boredom that accompanies the empty hours is the hardest to the soul.

These are just some aspects of loneliness that I thought of bringing up today. It feels better already to write it out not in the void, but to this website, knowing perhaps some of you will relate. Thank you for reading, and have a pleasant week.",4.169229229482859,6.746646553323027,4.66896850533357,80.47985430866295,74.19319938176199,7.5192844655028255,28.071781488332014,8.45407965823868,2.3126667798413867,2788,113,482,53,61,884,294,647,0.157,0.764,0.079,-0.9949,1,7,4,0,0,0,133.0,1,2,2,8,36,28,3,1,31,0,49,11,2,8,0,100,85,45,0,13,22,1,8,2,0,5,6,2,0,1,37,29,3,1,19,6,2,12,8,14,0,8,7,16,66,14,92,67,18,96,1,3,4,0,20,39,0,23,42,369,103,7,0.06351063020212896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359672205590684,0.1973335772565053,0.07008555971991484,0.10157885605376768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056537925915422976,0.059373865934114124,0.0,0.059670327717002127,0.0,0.0,0.0387154906868606,0.0,0.054042868523066105,0.0,0.0,0.056169991277163996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485145435052209,0.0,0.06475332025268869,0.0,0.06718582554481256,0.10941756860722816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283228123754307,0.07027330432716304,0.06976344504759463,0.12287730713108425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062216238848643836,0.0,0.06498723014298975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562345846039376,0.0708311409522769,0.041948172265487166,0.0,0.0,0.06068712884639859,0.0,0.06212558307214265,0.0,0.07146711598362597,0.1605644145555829,0.045372006906424886,0.0,0.0,0.17414269623800216,0.2160884384220417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033181682976018895,0.0,0.10828366424075177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067914970604042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158109604980609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509035501375038,0.07328274015282006,0.0,0.07169577095772603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613654807642776,0.03490378141261982,0.0,0.0,0.06724858717298443,0.0,0.0,0.22429718172119706,0.06205617174182936,0.0,0.16824315011149368,0.05620490916590405,0.05333293380883672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042393838828046926,0.3219490531868954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337524165067036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960042411661803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666437227591967,0.0,0.21518223346495635,0.09660539233464692,0.0675797883674366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125616581106495,0.044030274248045294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600380739908619,0.0,0.12165125554785257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384572510690749,0.0,0.0,0.1270556341612695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194516336157482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050609749522085065,0.057817692443565265,0.06625543845459204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355649681971055,0.12948217881762875,0.0,0.14668075793476273,0.1884409116975444,0.0,0.08990630188897314,0.06769388143723246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325626974964845,0.0,0.0,0.05847205536784812,0.07262994064244051,0.0,0.042193640641710745,0.040695047386674114,0.0,0.05042034617425517,0.18516779604910094,0.0,0.060200651328547725,0.0,0.0,0.04311954895998833,0.0,0.0620406572519753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052402921288026066,0.037460215196904095,0.0,0.05094439664598965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303409038727217,0.061221981132728365,0.13774913854421528,0.046236495195104886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887780812053913,0.0,0.20449381786183268
lonely,trashassaccountt,2019/06/03,"Feeling weird af lately. Especially with dating I met this woman about two years ago and I fell hard for her, it didn’t work out and that left me feeling broken and worthless. It’s been over a year and I’m out there dating, I meet some amazing people, but I feel incredibly lonely. It’s like I want to meet someone and be withone, but I can’t give myself to anyone I’ve met no matter how awesome they seem.",3.568928571428572,4.555249464285716,4.900952380952383,84.8607142857143,72.21428571428571,6.552380952380951,24.714285714285715,6.42735559955562,0.7857999999999996,321,9,65,2,6,107,62,84,0.14800000000000002,0.66,0.191,0.5798,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,18,13,8,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,4,4,10,2,8,8,1,11,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,2,7,40,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411849396657285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024658371738049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127196378485535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610065644355775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437326998082573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30692119095820464,0.0,0.29561870192469203,0.0,0.0,0.13292588729599528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862791912644972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476939151658121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23053482953155716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657853097337207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604814542560957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807948111383647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504247383988362
lonely,_Queenshelle,2019/06/25,I've been single for 3 months. On and off tinder. I feel lonely I feel lonely. I dont have many close friends. I miss my ex. I dont like new people. I'm anxious. I havent been touched in soo long. I hate this,-3.2595833333333366,-1.9939094583333308,-0.23499999999999946,106.24666666666668,112.33333333333334,2.1333333333333333,11.583333333333332,3.1291,-2.033891666666667,158,3,42,0,9,54,33,48,0.317,0.615,0.068,-0.8523,0,6,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,11,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,3,8,2,4,9,1,7,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078681184683089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6387788540686014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755868892817248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105469685315444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690554092313859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331386797192774,0.0,0.0,0.24117012667883864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762907905856655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21752151324368726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631998797624911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892988131625404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ghost_boi16,2019/06/25,i want to be wanted i want someone to love me and i want people to want to be around me and text me first and make plans to hang out. i’m so fucking tired of having to text people first when they don’t care about me. i’m tired of it,1.0199999999999996,1.6070489629629634,2.7861111111111114,99.13250000000002,77.8888888888889,5.4,17.203703703703702,3.1291,-1.0440962962962963,180,2,48,0,4,60,30,54,0.11699999999999999,0.672,0.212,0.3934,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,3,4,3,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,11,15,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,8,2,11,13,0,6,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,3,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837825243926799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048753498048686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512091933181581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085788555883185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863274156259384,0.0,0.13780566924527912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862501522646184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749227536446187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745633025987979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6088420119513115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,metro_tom,2019/06/25,"People only starts caring if you're about to kill yourself so that when you die, they won't feel guilty God, I hate it so much when half assed friends try to comfort you. 

""Don't kill yourself""
""you're important""

They say those words as a shield so that when things go south, they can say:

""I did everything I could.""

When I wasn't showing signs of depression, I was always a second thought to them. It pisses me off how fake people are.",4.226896551724138,5.137421977011499,4.170747126436783,90.98646551724138,70.60919540229884,7.179310344827586,24.84482758620689,7.1686216300943375,0.8145724137931031,340,9,73,3,6,104,60,87,0.27,0.606,0.124,-0.9523,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,4,0,9,9,4,0,2,0,8,2,2,1,0,7,14,10,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,6,0,2,4,3,12,3,7,8,1,8,0,1,0,1,9,2,2,1,5,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187723176366746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300214696682872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012890784736932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431506066857515,0.0,0.23414454624140565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276111010128733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407372616068985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430348225076825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821771142405042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274029911007648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992016491397497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584717379204067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158436228429766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31281510671300555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35882363490958624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968586330585585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988332942910196,0.0,0.0,0.17910683317747578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317240852677896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheRealGirlLoner,2019/06/25,"The loneliness I feel is so crippling, I swear I’m physically in pain with how lonely I am. Should I seek therapy? Would that ease the pain I feel within the depths of my soul?",1.125,3.451149277777777,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,84.0,6.933333333333335,20.11111111111111,8.07648339933343,0.9584111111111112,138,4,30,3,4,46,27,36,0.341,0.596,0.062,-0.8817,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,6,7,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726528971133368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7842274389109268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214158827235927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26177432288240354,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,emmeemmememm,2019/06/25,"Just a random story for the people who are bored RT So basically I went to this park like I usually do. I was in a hurry because It was 8 pm and haven't read my book yet. And I like to keep everything in check so that by the time it's July I'm done with the book. 
 I was done with the first chapter and was considering reading the next. Out of nowhere a man in his mid- thirties that was wearing a red shirt and black pants started talking to me. I was definitely intimidated not by his appearance but by his brave attitude towards me. Since I'm only 14 yo. A random middle age guy walking up to a teenage girl for no apparent reason. Seems legit.
 When I saw a book in his hands I already knew what he wanted. He showed me the book that he was reading and my eyes landed on a highlighted sentence that said: isn't it strange that you feel the need to come up to the person next to you? 
Or something like that I don't remember.  I uncomfortably giggled. And then he gave me a lecture about bookworms and how reading effects others. It felt like an hour but lasted about ten minutes. And let me tell you that was the most random experience ever. No stranger has ever came up to me to just talk about something. So yeah just needed to vent it all out 😅.",3.064647058823532,4.498757690196079,4.514264705882354,85.40669117647062,74.05882352941177,7.139215686274508,27.259803921568626,7.734863291789972,1.5220156862745098,981,37,203,13,20,327,145,255,0.047,0.85,0.10300000000000001,0.9209,2,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,2,14,7,0,0,19,1,17,4,4,3,3,41,35,17,0,3,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,4,16,14,0,1,7,9,1,5,6,1,0,2,17,8,25,6,32,17,2,33,0,0,4,0,21,14,0,7,18,139,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091340503346114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778410223451007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146047815033857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999699670334312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613504086881356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310129044813167,0.0,0.0,0.11476305258829393,0.12490914655415425,0.0,0.0,0.06456587768621992,0.0,0.1226061787124364,0.0,0.0,0.10861637464301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643704694224134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575277940473778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350021441955728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408757975738066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057567453752816,0.0,0.24953917749757684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936683257406955,0.0,0.0,0.2716078439553521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711697268931407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852687905531817,0.11149739685854068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109138632808221,0.0,0.0,0.13129060690630534,0.0,0.0,0.1446523076291762,0.0,0.1214661500541192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624773984768708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562972193311984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661002100934544,0.0,0.0,0.09038240675947402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527105585301794,0.1116101057071988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445934582842764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063680144344376,0.0,0.07531717657356503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837353391266232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,freeremarks,2019/06/25,"How do you get through a rough patch I fell in love with someone and things didn’t work as planned. I still see them every few days and we talk as friends. When something shitty happens I can’t help but what to constantly message them, but I don’t. 

How do you get through that feeling of needing to talk to the person you can’t?",2.2454901960784315,4.07033688235294,2.538823529411765,97.04637254901962,77.23529411764707,5.121568627450982,27.509803921568626,5.46131890053228,0.6134627450980394,260,11,58,1,6,79,47,68,0.036000000000000004,0.8370000000000001,0.128,0.6059,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,3,2,2,4,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,0,10,13,9,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,10,2,10,12,1,6,0,0,1,1,13,1,0,0,4,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29158829813043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740167903732138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22734179641802105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643318553185546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084685065802862,0.0,0.2819480718848351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23860808152222265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086007542850044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435303785216683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007410359785066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356034731820401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501804635164345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286244579952001,0.2077268398963855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21548505459300285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337551823212006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792617877961427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643805711111564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Karmaisoverrated69,2019/06/25,"My only boyfriend ever turned out gay and I just want a friend  I fell in love once but it turns out the love of my life was faking it the whole time and i just came here to vent. We had so many romantic moments but he never wanted to kiss, and the one time we did, he was hesitant and looked really uncomfortable. I should have known the only guys i could get were gay cause real straight men aren't attracted to me. I'm 5'10 with curly ugly ass hair; big glasses that make me look like Professor Trelawney; no boobs; no ass; pimples; shitty facial aesthetics. I'm pretty much an ogre and I've resigned myself to being FA after the break up. I'm so lonely and I just want a guy to settle with but no one likes me. I hate my life. I yearn for male connection and to have a guy give me butterflies, make me laugh, even cook for me ha. Just want a guy to treat me like a real person and it's so lonely not having any and knowing it will never happen. :(",0.9289533478365968,3.1021249796954318,2.623901377810008,92.95901861252115,83.46700507614212,5.579792119893644,17.502779792119895,6.868970318607317,-0.04153014261542198,739,16,161,9,21,243,119,197,0.23199999999999998,0.573,0.195,-0.9265,0,4,0,0,0,1,20.0,2,0,0,0,10,17,1,0,11,1,13,13,5,3,3,41,34,15,0,7,8,0,1,3,1,2,2,0,0,7,5,16,1,0,2,1,0,2,7,6,0,2,6,3,21,11,17,24,2,16,0,4,2,8,15,6,3,0,10,99,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384256901050285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410128345538764,0.0,0.12665451574108785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098438372687236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143299064279501,0.11152438149068714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952548447194437,0.0,0.0644148131698571,0.11827261216449432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.488312581131427,0.10902642383275464,0.0,0.0,0.1217250070424182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775788196880626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416911692560394,0.18070225875864088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706791572804972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255110636210151,0.0,0.1645963051141967,0.12499841027493545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063356958062037,0.0,0.1901802857981898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313016134508378,0.1670912638896022,0.187537753975119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076535378003188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543196086194044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806658434922035,0.07898380610248118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378473805801031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26821188351460995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908825046583851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376507556822482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Chestnut529,2019/06/25,"I was amused by this interaction at the Target deli counter. I was on my phone in between giving my orders to the employee. I was actually looking at a concert and a live podcast event that I'm interested in, which I will probably attend by myself but whatever. 

The employee asks: ""Are you ordering for someone else?""
""No""
""Oh well, a lot of people tend to be on their phone asking someone else what to order.""
""Nope, I'm not ordering for anyone.""
""Oh, ok""
Awkward silence 

As if it's unusual for people to be on their phone at any dull moment, especially while waiting for something. I wasn't feeling lonely before, but then that happened...",4.822416666666669,6.430530408333336,6.4250000000000025,72.74666666666668,69.91666666666666,9.0,33.333333333333336,9.444778638647367,3.4330833333333337,499,24,84,11,9,171,81,120,0.059000000000000004,0.828,0.113,0.6767,2,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,0,1,7,0,1,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,8,18,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,3,1,0,4,3,11,4,21,11,1,17,0,2,1,0,10,8,0,2,4,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.2158557771304482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042113623818446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466566501723028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135775468609149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882218433771767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695624155610906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184354537187463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212191741231268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956032448248864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532047252483486,0.0,0.18574926513990805,0.0,0.0,0.18805326808475045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30669946321715097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384871296730669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37483798155451103,0.17028779436864308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888212701710165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Luigi_Maxwell2025,2019/06/25,"Life has gone downhill since i was three years old (not sure if this is correct formatting but im putting it here anyway) Cast: (you will see them in the story later)
Me
E
V
Parents
D
Hm
M
X
X2
H
J
Lunch person
The people at the table
P
N (N isnt in the story much)
I dont really know how to format this so i will try my best.
Ah here i am rambling again. Lets get started
So i am [REDACTED] and my age is [REDACTED] (i dont like sharing stuff like that) and im autistic. I also have anger problems. Before the devil was born i had a pretty good life. I was happy carefree and cared about. Three years after my birth THEY where born. The devil themself. Lets call them E. They are a SQUEAKY ANNOYING BRAT! They cry and yell when they dont get what they want. And it seems my parents care about E more than me! When E does something wrong, i get blamed, when i want to do something and E does not, i cant do the thing, but when i dont want the thing and E does, the thing happens when i dont want it! YOU DIDNT WANT IT EARLIER E! WHY DO YOU WANT IT NOW? TO MAKE ME SUFFER?!?! Thats the only purpose you hold E. And worse, they have an equally as snotty friend. Lets call them V, well E NEVER KEEPS QUIET! After many times and turning up the volume on my headphones while listening to Blooming Villain from P5, (E and V are the villains of this world) i STILL HEAR THEM! They never, ever, quiet down. And E watches morgz! I dont want to hear a morg at all! And in school, (before we move on im an introvert so that may be the source of the next problem), i barely have any friends, and the friend i do have wanted to kill themself once! (Didnt have the will to, he is alright. For future reference lets call him D). I moved classes in that time. Before i moved classes, i was bullied, an outcast. My only friend was him, lets name him X. (He isnt a bad guy he is a friend) X was nice though we didnt interact much. So again, alone. I also had this crush. (Lets name her H) one day i confessed and we became friends, nothing else. (im good with that, at least it is something, they where also out of my league so i expected that), and when this new person got added to the class (lets name them C, man im running out of letters!). And H became friends with C and next, i hate this. They became rude. Ruse, and just rude. Another bully added to the list of bullys, lets call them M, and HN. HN and M are AWFUL people, i met HN in second grade and M in fourth. In the grade we where in way back when, they bullied me hard, when i got home i was stressed sad and tired. It went on for a few months in that grade. And then i moved classes with, lets name him X2 (X and X2 had the same names in real life).  X2 was rude, he was in my class when i moved classes in 4th grade (HN was in my fourth grade class and X2 was in my 2nd 4th grade class). I didnt run into X2 much though. But my new class had another new bully. Lets name them P, P was RUDE! They said they raised an autistic child or two. But the way she treated me told me she didnt know how to parent. In the grade i was in we had two teachers. I had P and, the other we will call N. (How many letters of the alphabet have i used for names so far?) N was good, so we will talk about P. P was RUDE, they yelled for no reasson, (they said they didnt but your reading this right? P is a liar) they got mad for no reasson (mainly at Me and D, and yes D was in the same class), i got the benefit of breaks when i needed them (only learned how to utilize them to their full potential in the last few weeks, aka when i got super mad and sad.) This one time in a break some people from my class where walking back to class and asked if i waa ok? Surprising to me. I still dont know if they faked compassion or where genuine. I also had a crush in this class. (One of the people walking by, lets name them J) my crush on J began in december (the month i switched classes, because HN fyi). The break event happened in about march. Once i told J i wanted to meet with them in break time or whatever. I was hoping they would remember. But I am insignificant enough for that thought to never be remembered. I was dreaming of all the outcomes and what i would say for weeks. Dreams. CRUSHED! (pun intended). I still dreamt of outcomes after the summer (even though i was going to a private school). My one chance was wasted... oh........
Now a story from 4th grade: So at lunch one time, me and some other people (including M and HN) where sitting at the table, i went to go get something (lets just say water its been a few years) and they put this weird, goop, sloppy joe thing on my plate. I got pretty mad and tried to give it back to them. M and HN denied they did it (the others supported them). I soon yelled (imagine this as a sentence somebody could hear from the USA to Australia) 'WHY DID YOU PUT IT ON MY PLATE, I DIDNT GET THIS, IT IS YOUR SO TAKE IT BACK!' they where scared as heck and took it b-*laughs hystaricly* NOPE! You think a fat kid with an anger problem would make them scared? HM: 'No, you got it!' M: 'Yeah it was on your plate before'. I was pretty pissed and eventually told on them (like the tattler i am). They won the and they told me to 'dEaL wItH iT!'. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DEAL WITH WHATEVER THIS IS ON MY PLATE LUNCH PERSON!?!?! I am glad they got minimum wage for that job.
Right now E and V are calling and its making me ballistic. I asked them to quiet down and they said 'wE aRe In tHe SaMe RoOm Luigi_Maxwell!'. How do i tell them to stop?
So this is all i have to say...
I think i had it pretty bad as an Autistic person with Anger Problems.",-0.024923195180480917,2.128810076198633,1.6666415858414183,98.2985213978602,87.79280821917808,4.471862813718629,17.85773922607739,5.846574635421753,-0.4972339466053395,4251,109,990,31,137,1379,385,1168,0.168,0.718,0.114,-0.998,5,1,4,0,0,0,220.0,8,10,43,3,66,66,18,3,58,8,107,10,2,11,9,148,176,94,1,23,16,3,1,3,7,9,5,16,2,8,52,61,5,3,13,3,1,18,26,35,4,10,63,19,158,31,114,89,21,148,3,3,2,0,132,58,2,11,68,647,210,28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036820261976389435,0.0,0.11372094328275435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024175996007180716,0.07455694536516076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647103839008839,0.0,0.0,0.10934653659540887,0.05936743804667675,0.02167164650010437,0.0,0.12100561524134228,0.0,0.03730873073267912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781014815020586,0.0,0.07249351829605398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02838469447115658,0.0,0.039051260693798655,0.022927545846081483,0.07330333376402848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933331331553344,0.0,0.2916597197514679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029698417743838818,0.0,0.0,0.03673383363188517,0.0,0.023481194336809702,0.03215804374129328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226707160170484,0.0,0.09287002320996847,0.03410389535045688,0.040409067129263065,0.08945583487367349,0.22746797058909826,0.0,0.0,0.03520122042721113,0.06287551582365472,0.03784485227232523,0.0318468407326084,0.035099393052506575,0.0,0.0,0.12020616416011692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03566069460015487,0.035310306143568865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920066725854992,0.0,0.03527902330954192,0.03159948893890021,0.03933207184694603,0.0,0.05861393454180816,0.02897892609314309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362414225565107,0.07533246998025768,0.052105477417923374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119199105300028,0.07208655706463905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056753165547028674,0.18892619128291765,0.07840254093441948,0.02636072170401024,0.08225769828556119,0.10300654490701644,0.07561808675585023,0.0,0.0,0.03411228005761949,0.0,0.037304943718004725,0.07572161301799313,0.12045187117667418,0.08111473762326198,0.0,0.0,0.11842600968868752,0.0,0.0,0.12323342954944505,0.12416754547172128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467317119499282,0.0,0.1360705683802385,0.0,0.1072161525409251,0.0,0.0,0.03556076315370208,0.04046498331157722,0.022774972230709182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054502836475565,0.060720962910187574,0.10145183296916906,0.08481508632613842,0.0711857911982181,0.0719593084093502,0.028329657758249405,0.03236442493324645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0294082724593477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094760255024016,0.0,0.0,0.025163281649052585,0.0,0.08517356499445475,0.029722347012847507,0.040723713630025235,0.0,0.04069755263721776,0.0,0.040343015219845235,0.03350653108485016,0.0,0.02673003477297719,0.02857466169590832,0.03107326553346497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944743975413362,0.045559473255923855,0.10478645103814802,0.028223636051504037,0.10365078546044224,0.040860808530503986,0.0,0.13588256071482938,0.039498627424390524,0.048273784251529804,0.03866943428293181,0.06945660089775146,0.0,0.0,0.030704772617070625,0.0,0.0,0.18872086455476506,0.056437684309363176,0.05703396421875579,0.0,0.03196474663674626,0.06591253055619192,0.06415875297693494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036229651436402464,0.0757635348802269,0.03886959342244749,0.0,0.06868131055865581
lonely,jsim7777,2019/06/25,"I feel like the people I give my all for will never care for me as much. No, I don’t expect what I do to be reciprocated but I just feel like although they are cool with me, to me they are my whole world. I just want to pour out all the love I have in my heart into someone who will genuinely love me With all of their heart and soul just as I do for them. I pray I meet that girl soon, i want someone I love to hold so badly",2.5153125000000003,2.255736572916668,4.170833333333333,93.6575,73.89583333333334,7.2333333333333325,21.20833333333333,6.42735559955562,-0.050529166666666736,325,5,86,2,6,110,56,96,0.08,0.639,0.281,0.9729,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,0,5,8,0,0,2,1,9,5,2,0,4,19,18,6,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,23,7,15,15,5,6,2,0,0,3,11,4,0,0,4,67,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143850871698653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713239901241872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552633356157395,0.2762574192201421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547817416305448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582394741642015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892130876463492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235156150343593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421339116135644,0.0,0.14912282533591295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404399276856366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276483053594477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22808473945335786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586748080442425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kibo_Sensei_,2019/06/25,"I'm 17 and I'm still lonely. Shit. How did I survive highschool without a partner? Oh right, I have friends. XD. BUT it wouldn't hurt if I had one tho.",-2.6592207792207785,-1.5865038484848473,-0.16354978354978122,104.6318181818182,117.78787878787878,1.885714285714286,19.865800865800868,3.1291,-0.8961653679653678,115,5,28,0,7,38,28,33,0.121,0.626,0.253,0.6631,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,6,6,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278882732930622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543260485520122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875825694770867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624329444667075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435637692596753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389242031325725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091038177065637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,illustriusduckus,2019/06/25,"I WILL NEVER HAVE SEX I AM A PATHETIC VIRGIN WHO DOESN'T UNDERSTAND HOW TO CONNECT WITH PEOPLE  

I ENGAGE IN LIFTING AND HAVE THE AUDACITY TO CALL IT MY HOBBY KNOWING FULL WELL I SECRETLY HOPE AT SOME POINT IN THE FUTURE I CAN DECLARE MYSELF FIT AND I WILL ALSO MAGICALLY BECOME SOCIAL BECAUSE THIS IS A FANTASY BORN OF THE DESPERATION I FEEL WHEN I HEAR EVERYONE AROUND ME INVOLVED IN SYSTEMS I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND ENGAGING IN THE CONSUMMATION OF LOVE THAT I DISDAIN AS SLUTTY BECAUSE I'M AFRAID IF I CAN'T FIND A REASON TO DISMISS RAMPANT SEXUALITY I WON'T HAVE ANY GROUNDS TO LIE TO MYSELF AND SAY THAT MY INVOLUNTARY ABSTINENCE IS IN SOME TWISTED MANGLED WAY A GOOD THING  
IN THE END I BELIEVE THAT PROCEEDING DOWN THE PATH OF ARBITRARY ENGAGEMENT WILL LEAD TO SOME FORM OF REHABILITATION WHERE I SLOWLY OVERCOME MY SOCIAL ANXIETY BUT THE TRUTH IS I CHOOSE NOT TO IMPROVE FOR FEAR THAT MY ALREADY EXISTING INABILITY TO COMMUNICATE SHOULD NOT BE EXPOSED, AND THIS CREATES A FEEDBACK LOOP WHERE I FIND MYSELF UNABLE TO INVOLVE MYSELF IN OTHER PEOPLE'S LIVES FOR THE VERY REASON I'M INSECURE IN THE FIRST PLACE

IN THE END I AM THE CULMINATION OF THE BIOLOGICAL DESIRES FOR A HUMAN BEING TO FORM A FAMILY UNIT AND THE HARDWIRED DRIVE FOR SEXUAL GRATIFICATION MIXING WITH A CULTURAL OBSESSION WITH PURE TRUE LOVE AND ULTIMATE SELFLESS DEVOTION TO ANOTHER HUMAN BEING FUELED BY AN OBSESSION WITH ANIME AS AN OUTLET FOR THE EMOTIONAL VARIETY I DON'T EXPERIENCE IN REAL LIFE  
I AM A FAILED HUMAN BEING  
I AM A FAILED PSYCHE  
THIS IS MY FAULT",3.433387178192832,6.531841939929329,5.659541645633521,68.88807067137813,81.89752650176678,8.463967693084301,29.64048460373549,9.002800196639251,3.641701746592631,1251,61,187,37,35,434,161,283,0.147,0.725,0.128,-0.8355,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,4,7,19,0,5,26,0,25,5,0,4,5,39,35,13,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,6,1,2,0,3,11,11,0,0,10,1,0,2,8,8,1,1,0,3,30,11,41,25,6,33,0,2,0,4,15,20,0,5,9,158,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036741077573812,0.10896787894258836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266215809261484,0.14288154780214626,0.10423929822871167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130118621449723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612689160963456,0.15048957795551485,0.0,0.1535194947620325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391377241574355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327529387484795,0.2413736175217348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020323257051175,0.0,0.13328941235289413,0.12845475151134292,0.1533315169203626,0.06889765987724518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490801856422326,0.1159035438753232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428926872904767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357605926974302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353379264789002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748854865149439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624517973316002,0.0,0.0,0.12032096656391365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459617595785751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101857793327276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889324523020953,0.0,0.14236375178045538,0.0,0.1288106960983982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509485854145152,0.0,0.2801980211178419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836022275231327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27780187599579914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052575908433803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837050298556699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124296020842974,0.0,0.10815764579672334,0.0,0.0,0.12251501056522413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CloudSquire3,2019/06/25,"The bad feeling of “no notifications” in the morning Don’t get me wrong, I do chat with people; but everything happens occasionally, they text me maybe if they need something, they answer to an instagram story, but then the discussion quickly dies after a short conversation.
This morning I woke up, and had no messages at all, nobody texted me. I do have fiends but I don’t know, they don’t chat with me. Also, looking for a girlfriend is impossibile to me, I always feel that nobody wants to talk to me :/",4.23992105263158,6.341116610526317,5.437039473684212,77.2324013157895,72.3684210526316,7.697368421052633,28.717105263157894,8.472884824447931,2.276815789473684,398,16,71,7,8,132,64,95,0.127,0.86,0.013000000000000001,-0.8608,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,0,1,14,17,7,1,3,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,3,15,0,12,15,1,7,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,1,3,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23260068852793706,0.2420188740113983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24285600465804014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301866826110732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26140627124348786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941351759972173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196237891579306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257206594492769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598490848234523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442491992346115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922080290804322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566905238204973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201645746054636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223918287820096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23378230229397245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155680199021886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180098205968128,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheInferno1,2019/06/25,"No one ever texts me first :( I've noticed lately no one ever texts me first and I'm always the one starting a conversations, because I'm lonely and bored...",2.4247311827957034,4.665642225806452,4.427096774193551,81.727311827957,78.35483870967741,5.423655913978496,23.23655913978495,6.42735559955562,0.8298301075268815,123,4,22,1,3,42,20,31,0.29,0.71,0.0,-0.8316,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902009652170049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045644720024496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761950549177833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477895345649989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969235849374196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29967767411951823,0.0,0.0,0.5350939802623021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863084456128728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DanikaDiskord,2019/06/25,"Overwhelming loneliness So...yeah. Been dealing with being single my whole life. It kinda gets to you after awhile. The only people who have shown any attraction to me have it only happen when they're drunk.

Dating is hard for me as I can't read flirtiness. It's also hard as most people I'm interested in aren't interested in me. It makes me wonder if there's something toxic about ot something. I'm just so tired of feeling alone in a way that friends don't fill.",1.4481159420289842,4.115035260869568,3.0478260869565226,86.86637681159422,87.69565217391305,5.240579710144927,19.6231884057971,6.816661863887847,0.5567579710144925,372,11,69,5,12,122,69,92,0.141,0.718,0.141,0.2616,0,1,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,0,8,3,0,1,0,8,15,6,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,3,7,4,12,13,3,8,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,4,3,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451408626484065,0.0,0.17335532326382844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474148026587959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348606605176735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960822781944694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748024663762415,0.0,0.11325627403602312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916938965919142,0.0,0.3883766145981459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153114976698939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469935811327986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32973513716943503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005697335919861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21683420534740935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337688070951129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24915159748595275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206633580914465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24202215204296545,0.0,0.0,0.23508382914852294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MrsWhatsittooya,2019/06/25,"Cant get over my ex So i dated my ex for 5 years and he was my first boyfriend we started dating when i was 18 and he was the first person who i felt comfortable telling everything to, he really was my best friend and i could be myself completely with him, and i even lived with his sisters for almost 2 years when we were in college and i spent every holiday with him and his family. Well he ended up cheating on me with over 10 people the last 2 years of our relationship and i didnt find out until 3 months after we had broken up. We broke up because he was just being to distant and i would see him once every 2-3 weeks but in the 3 months he would still text and call me everyday and ask why we were broken up and that he still loves me and he couldn’t imagine being with anyone else other than me all the while he was already dating someone new and when i found out he cheated on me during our relationship and that he was currently dating someone i called him and left an angry voicemail and he blocked me on everything and we haven’t spoken since.  Its been a year and and half. I feel like an idiot for still thinking about him daily and i have to constantly talk myself out of calling or texting him. Ive seen other people since him but it just never works out because i keep comparing them to him when because we really were best friends and its hard to let him go. I also feel like I deserve more than being blocked and given no explanation at all after 5 years. My friends say i shouldn’t try to talk to him because he couldn’t give me a reason for his behavior even if he wanted to and I totally understand that and it makes sense but the other part of me misses him and wants to see how he’s doing and is hopeful that hes older and hopefully more mature and should be able to give me the answers that i need for closure.",4.891056556154641,4.9767046147757315,5.8122473327979804,82.7412274865206,68.81530343007914,8.596581392680969,28.087759550304014,8.321376580360154,1.776207433750144,1455,44,299,19,23,481,178,379,0.08900000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.9482,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,9,0,1,5,16,17,3,0,10,0,33,1,0,3,4,83,59,42,0,13,7,3,4,2,3,4,0,1,0,1,13,44,0,3,10,1,1,1,8,5,1,3,18,8,60,12,45,28,8,52,0,2,3,1,61,17,0,5,36,221,73,2,0.09019813483394758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032040294261612,0.0,0.09953588470796904,0.07213141583901933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306863308699093,0.09241864825981032,0.0,0.0,0.08432308021655298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21993578322381915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931475545106455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763071412645141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457102828206514,0.09747214028104878,0.0,0.07201587117587682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534896768189606,0.0,0.0798887752380761,0.0,0.0,0.11915003475790542,0.0,0.15199163762251422,0.0,0.16212853515888725,0.0,0.08503077409301807,0.0,0.09121377424551423,0.12887513109562335,0.08660435439699889,0.0,0.08243946116123807,0.15344497482403455,0.0,0.09889759924224413,0.2090605656796811,0.0,0.047124802660010894,0.17305253975164686,0.05126167864296535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079981209199684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917419974345866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801722465943688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352351847435658,0.0,0.0,0.09800053741326473,0.09223370397831522,0.0,0.08813250519218595,0.0,0.07964660556481087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140733825794,0.0,0.06020795540165555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439905813681105,0.0,0.0,0.06688077408295558,0.06956636212257176,0.08711392068278039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605806984948663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976757902810918,0.0,0.12506405937907858,0.07875753223275711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556646965973795,0.09273870508744113,0.0,0.19367808220403834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717291771079986,0.0,0.0,0.1437524709415439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922565843289662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284917388158578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384270408272029,0.0,0.21609704097621352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144995688269809,0.07883714548859277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057795322760536436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061238612791180536,0.0,0.0,0.09389943937021364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640239375630646,0.0,0.07235150309617062,0.0,0.08109895557623957,0.0,0.0813897872652279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566531641371498,0.0,0.0,0.1281483341502425,0.0,0.0,0.29042320785524184
lonely,Captain-Chameleon,2019/06/25,"I am happy for a chat. Hello,
I get pretty lonely to since I don't interact with people outside of work and uni. It would be nice to talk to people

So if any of you feel lonely and in need of a chat, you can send me a message. We can chat about anything e.g. your day, how frustrated you are about life, video games (though I am what you call a casual gamer), what you are studying. Just anything!

I'll even check to see how you doing.",0.9128083028083012,2.85397307692308,2.617069597069598,94.30848595848595,81.96703296703296,5.363125763125763,17.803418803418804,6.42735559955562,-0.24387277167277202,334,7,75,3,9,110,62,91,0.08900000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.125,0.5255,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,7,0,1,8,6,1,0,4,0,10,1,0,2,0,11,14,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,6,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,13,3,12,12,0,3,0,2,1,0,18,1,0,1,1,51,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737069993944665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42927533190558986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663326219654806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682112643220717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227318674676584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318815189303353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627087806642718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776542457507657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422919610836253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339925677355813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616479693102419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26535392409162323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784464160786595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215758054748816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964214851916646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25626033027810546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988451560774436,0.0,0.0,0.18528338615433707,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jaytazcross,2019/06/25,"My endless cycle of loneliness I’ve always been a lonely person, but some 4 years ago my social life started to bloom when I made some close friends in school

After school ended I kept in contact with them although we did talk less than before, but still we had meet ups often

But there was a certain drama recently and that made me cut contact with them, I lost my friends, the few people that I talked with constantly

I’m not doing much at the moment, uni will start in around 1 month, I’m not working right now, the only activity that I have are piano classes every Saturday

But I do nothing the rest of the week, I talk with nobody and see nobody, I miss having friends to talk about our stupid interests, to joke around and say stupid shit, I actually feel like I’m losing my mind, I try to replace the interaction with hobbies and stuff but I still feel bad

I actually dream and feel nostalgic about my school days when I constantly interacted with people every day, but I don’t know what to do, I think that you need friends to get more friends, what am I supposed to do to meet more people that I will like? It’s not like I can go to a cafe or a bar and talk with the first person I see, you usually go to those places to be alone or if you’re already in a group, I hate being an introvert sometimes 

Anyways just wanted to vent and get my thoughts out in anyway, thank you if you read  that huge bible",6.495223004694836,5.67970643309859,6.7101971830985905,80.67611737089204,65.65492957746478,9.545164319248826,31.257276995305162,8.648137234880735,2.2177307981220657,1113,35,228,14,15,359,158,284,0.131,0.718,0.151,0.7351,0,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,4,2,4,14,22,5,0,13,0,18,3,1,2,1,50,44,20,0,4,14,0,3,3,5,2,1,1,0,2,11,20,1,1,6,5,0,2,4,10,0,1,9,6,36,12,35,31,8,38,0,4,2,0,30,14,1,7,25,153,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.18498892516047946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840193444846396,0.0,0.0,0.09816652567038893,0.1045953150956998,0.0,0.0788669868271435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687537974902024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913978361603441,0.0,0.0,0.08065328841540774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485334019304316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225429136281668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394953883367766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597174051919137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377528495781414,0.06771294083784403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062230791769237,0.0,0.0,0.3661452651893158,0.0,0.09904033299162276,0.0,0.1077346415461397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357851585394476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052090217007242236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694798326777078,0.13891844902663614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603784897915162,0.10346675962893204,0.0,0.0,0.1793717915204204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570373507011604,0.0,0.07565482676522955,0.0,0.0696763560255465,0.07028033818732897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094677322228464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720866858420402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971316385484652,0.16552158900709382,0.09902798351626152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480857499669612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358670412627854,0.0,0.0,0.08094410039879586,0.0,0.07537518657897359,0.0,0.2877761421436769,0.1510594398997934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729331084660953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661925614085742,0.0,0.0,0.09374273680481138,0.0,0.13417568487355844,0.0,0.1513875333066741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850377295645744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809146255793597,0.0,0.08726338321238293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060733071423757536,0.0,0.07524705540493741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435138462585305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439000148733443,0.0,0.0559054251365215,0.0,0.07602914553072324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900309854383056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061037096371517774
lonely,Dead_Walgreens,2019/06/25,"17 F Snaked by everyone 1!!1!!1 Hey, I just got snaked by all my old friends and now I feel even more lonely since my boyfriend broke up with me. I just feel like I’m always revisiting the empty feeling and just loneliness and being borderline helped but like I’m scared that summer will be as worse as last years and I’m quite scared. I mainly just game nowadays",2.8145238095238088,5.16871727777778,3.007539682539683,91.82000000000002,77.6111111111111,6.336507936507938,22.785714285714285,7.447530270364453,0.8160214285714291,292,9,60,4,7,89,51,72,0.247,0.6509999999999999,0.102,-0.9155,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,14,10,7,0,0,5,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,7,3,6,6,3,6,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461281367523032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241805606236662,0.0,0.0,0.2349729431083703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37301115175927496,0.17567471390053468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998573658823964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966728409850152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482506261181978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044554699012693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24027370530450545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25803612683772603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26155043421183044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923879790710414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034153108435387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25059839264194345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835487736478526
lonely,hsdhpl,2019/06/25,"I feel so shit I rejected one of my friends. I know how it feels and it sucks. I’m lonely too, just got out of a breakup and it’s pretty bad. 

I didn’t know it was this painful be so alone.

I’m falling into bad habits again, and it’s the worst time to do so.",-1.7582857142857158,-0.045140066666663266,0.7328571428571422,105.07500000000003,91.33333333333334,4.095238095238095,16.9047619047619,5.288315135182226,-1.0360238095238097,196,5,55,1,7,66,42,60,0.41200000000000003,0.504,0.084,-0.9745,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,0,2,0,4,2,1,1,0,11,12,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,8,0,1,3,2,5,1,5,8,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30743898321451296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957016547254524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001846581065289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933953762726764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374118143042564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262734061894286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011479485104604,0.0,0.31586101631143104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019952212665467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30470423961716925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309106660771664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Coldears94,2019/06/25,"23,Female Anyone up and wanna chat. 
I’m open minded and easy to talk to.

We can talk about anything,work everyday life.",0.8993478260869558,3.339923173913049,2.043804347826089,90.65092391304348,99.86956521739133,4.039130434782609,18.793478260869566,5.985473137389443,0.2024869565217391,95,3,17,1,4,30,20,23,0.0,0.873,0.127,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30897145539008314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121115837495996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461709354860546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7103297889494045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32169253379903595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Wafie_,2019/06/25,I can't get into hobbies I have the money and time but not the motivation,-1.3952083333333327,0.3335315625000028,2.715,85.09666666666669,108.375,4.633333333333333,17.833333333333332,6.42735559955562,0.3948583333333331,59,2,12,1,3,22,14,16,0.175,0.825,0.0,-0.3724,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6673128761578053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7447775005422745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MemeyMiles,2019/06/25,"Can’t Sleep Drifting restlessly between lust, frustration and a feeling of hopelessness and sadness. God this sucks so much. Any tips on how to focus on something other than this girl making me feel so isolated and terrified of this state I’m in?",7.003333333333334,8.359381777777777,6.780000000000005,73.17000000000003,64.55555555555556,10.444444444444443,37.22222222222222,10.504223727775694,4.339888888888888,200,10,32,5,3,63,38,45,0.37799999999999995,0.561,0.061,-0.9621,0,0,1,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,1,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,7,6,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,8,6,1,5,0,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372808174509067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5015609289096374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310679586366253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645995679452037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4963343788125194,0.0,0.0,0.3818267028353161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fireflamingos,2019/06/25,"Feeling... lifeless. I feel like all I do is work, sleep, and eat. None of the music I used to love brings me joy anymore. I don’t want to talk to my friends and when we do hangout I don’t feel the same. I feel like I’m just there... not particularly having a fun time, but also not having a terrible time. I don’t want to walk my dog anymore. I’m exhausted, but not in a tired sense. I can literally just sit on the couch and just stare at the ceiling. My mom was talking to me and I responded with, “I don’t want to talk right now.” Which May have hurt her feelings, but I am so so so utterly exhausted. I want to talk to people, but I don’t at the same time. I feel lonely, but not really. Please help. I don’t like this version of me. Why am I so mentally exhausted? I just want to enjoy my summer.",-0.2817656058751545,1.6812380755813976,2.4847123623011043,93.37216034271728,86.84883720930233,5.946634026927785,20.099143206854343,7.273561745256523,0.4396465116279065,607,19,145,10,19,212,85,172,0.14300000000000002,0.682,0.17600000000000002,-0.0073,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,1,12,14,0,0,8,0,17,7,1,1,1,35,33,15,0,5,13,1,6,3,1,1,4,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,6,1,0,2,11,6,0,0,1,7,26,8,16,31,5,14,0,2,1,1,11,5,0,1,9,98,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908818398684808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705669989297834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395829642909461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138423544563309,0.19490472838720396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539114470435183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143371674408868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460312741441206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993122614736408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311665576593055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747065313345214,0.0,0.0,0.15976343674150972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457052077097078,0.0,0.0,0.14973880398882794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738866524599878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649462944280085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650996059570106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43856941210130107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386278332548037,0.156784890105742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781569121167447,0.0,0.0,0.4022950253962053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230901124643766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930915725376564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,andromedatime,2019/06/25,"I feel like I’m doing everything wrong Every time I go on twitter or insta or any other social media I come across pics and posts of my friends sharing how they’re getting married or how great their boyfriends/girlfriends are. And while I’m happy for them it also makes me depressed at my severe lack of a love life (I’ll be 23 soon and I haven’t been on a date or even kissed). 

I just feel like I’m somehow doing something in my life wrong or I did at an earlier point and now I’m paying for it. I put on minimal makeup, I exercise, I’m working on eating healthier and being more outgoing and dressing more feminine but still....nothing. 

It makes me want to give up all together on finding a girlfriend (I’m a lesbian)",2.051224489795917,4.140783068027215,3.9172448979591854,85.67954081632655,78.8639455782313,6.648979591836735,26.8265306122449,7.7094869923839395,1.7136612244897962,569,24,111,9,14,192,96,147,0.07,0.7979999999999999,0.132,0.7541,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,8,11,0,0,5,0,8,7,0,4,1,25,24,16,0,2,7,0,2,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,3,1,1,3,1,3,0,0,2,2,15,8,15,20,4,20,0,1,0,3,8,11,0,6,7,72,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396705579517288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877055373928705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044875922804093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042903745287595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871441058568835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153571688634608,0.0,0.1471533352271306,0.0,0.15696754806585067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662038923770013,0.2495453784852898,0.0,0.0,0.15963038301268626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493707059788335,0.0,0.0912493870296158,0.1675438122275242,0.09925976322971523,0.0,0.0,0.19255639963846047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859221874139345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467262478436853,0.17065402128454327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763184769902866,0.0,0.2331654973430607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758500417313624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510426713630685,0.0,0.1672700343160312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755752800325755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730904855261186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803752535558248,0.0,0.13445700609640404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394787275132446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184201867829792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301531954197196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715002575367548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819129630095765,0.0,0.0
lonely,Elle-Taw,2019/06/25,"Having no friend to talk to I'm a very lonely person who doesn't know anyone IRL, and has barely anyone online, the thing is most of the time I enjoy solitude. I'm socially akward and I can spend great lentghs of time alone

The worst part is when I'm really depressed and/or unwell and I find myself with no one to talk to, how do you cope with that ? Plus I start feeling like an asshole because I'm not great at talking and helping the very few people I know but sometimes I need them to talk to, which in return makes me feel like i'm a terrible friend and I don't deserve them either

I just really don't know what to do during these times and makes me wish I knew more people, but then once I start trying to meet new people, I don't get along with most and slowly lose contact with the ones I do get along with even when I try my hardest, which is really depressing

I feel really depressed and stuck in this situation, it sucks 

I just needed a place to post this rant, thanks for this sub, and sorry for the weird formating I kinda wrote on the spot, if anyone has any advice towards maintaining friendships or dealing with feeling bad when you're alone, I'd love to hear it in the comments

Thanks",6.3892465321563705,5.636175774590164,6.576721311475412,81.34078814627998,65.84426229508196,9.14703656998739,28.605296343001264,8.139509932561175,1.7588711223203028,955,24,192,10,13,307,135,244,0.17800000000000002,0.6629999999999999,0.159,-0.6295,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,1,7,20,1,0,12,0,14,1,0,3,0,45,43,19,0,4,8,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,12,18,0,0,9,0,1,0,7,10,0,2,3,5,23,10,29,40,7,19,0,5,0,1,20,7,1,5,13,123,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052379778312484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130854915913246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699554228756354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578819847808986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589251570782894,0.06270886191724181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605490069847286,0.2658064628769129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679449516358542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805752989422416,0.14698131758246127,0.0,0.0,0.0940217132603826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895488465929355,0.0,0.107491112162556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268300338766984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594245580866493,0.0,0.06895188367010402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960470112830592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051459598810464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150857027011234,0.0,0.0,0.09284458325132583,0.0,0.1373336273437464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255424707741114,0.0,0.09935290643645303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955365516120992,0.1394153371273398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113986556550676,0.0,0.2139522195648701,0.08982249529992467,0.10747770894791503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852144000848748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636057373449093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563067821268275,0.0,0.10486345295081044,0.0,0.0,0.10174148987527394,0.11515502902976735,0.14562444568367286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33073343358788804,0.0,0.18941854957938728,0.0,0.0,0.06834254552492967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799537324408063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396845445424429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975776345906812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829592259051865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RichmondNorth,2019/06/25,"Learning to accept loneliness Hi, first time on reddit. I think this is the ideal place to post my thoughts. I think I have come to a point in my life when I have to accept my loneliness. For long I have deluded myself into thinking I am not lonely, that I have a great bunch of friends. But I actually knew all along I am just an outsider to the group of friends I sometimes hang out with. It isn't that I stay all the time home; even when I hang out with ""friends"", there is this gnawing feeling of loneliness. It never really goes away, this feeling that there is always a barrier between you and the people around you.

I have anxiety and depression for which I have undergone treatment. In the process I have brought some changes to my lifestyle which includes quit drinking. But now I feel all the more lonely since drinking was a great way to socialize. I have failed at relationships. It is like I do not have the skills to make any meaningful contacts with people anymore. I have accepted the fact that for the rest of my life I will just be this weird, lonely fellow in the neighborhood.",6.092494505494508,6.64298731904762,5.937619047619048,81.26456043956046,66.28571428571429,9.31868131868132,33.2967032967033,9.265573868473778,2.8466373626373627,867,36,166,15,13,271,111,210,0.092,0.731,0.177,0.9498,0,6,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,5,9,16,0,0,15,0,21,4,0,1,5,39,32,6,0,1,6,0,3,1,4,1,2,0,1,0,13,11,2,1,13,2,0,4,4,6,0,1,4,3,28,10,30,26,7,27,0,5,0,0,11,12,0,1,9,130,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.140524999870248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982104662791875,0.0,0.0,0.09792617288894302,0.0,0.11016099506299397,0.0,0.1428111069951401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819214636682896,0.0,0.0,0.13529444634911772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233482733167245,0.12404481366174468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240285530828076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821339151637775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511184133147302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218434934767198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248787109654725,0.0,0.0,0.33376633740804745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31752502094517016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444455626033914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342548251157092,0.0703520134678622,0.0,0.0,0.1274370756562267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612233034912686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110630779026414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966545534127286,0.0,0.15045124845934865,0.0,0.13612826158731747,0.0,0.13791393391603654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316365681276956,0.0,0.0,0.09225125068447536,0.0,0.0,0.15460405917130687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911979024003228,0.0,0.0,0.1467917168001157,0.0,0.0,0.142421478106378,0.0,0.0,0.15348677576750733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276811647395849,0.0,0.11432135671735225,0.16793723384234902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430193878028325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cursedhentai99,2019/06/25,"Missing someone I shouldn’t Me and my ex used to hang out everyday single day for about 7 months and then we ended up getting too close and I lost that romantic interest (he also wasn’t a good boyfriend) he didn’t care for me and was very negative . 

We stayed mates for a few months and tried to start things up again but I found out he was sleeping with people so that faded. Also I wanted to see new people and now we don’t talk at all. 

However I haven’t moved on inside at all , I’ve been with no one and he has been w loads of girls and is currently causally seeing someone. I just can’t stop having dreams and thinking of him. He is staying here for another year before uni (me also) and I really want to see him again but he has zero interest/care in me romantically or as a mate. 

I know I messed up and now I’m lonely and shut out any person trying to get close to me. What should I do?",0.9382873851294882,2.939818634920641,3.0238652186020616,91.10032581453636,82.22751322751324,6.09534948482317,19.47117794486216,7.273561745256523,0.3828031746031746,698,18,154,10,19,236,112,189,0.095,0.813,0.092,-0.1672,2,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,0,1,12,7,0,0,3,0,17,1,1,1,2,37,33,21,0,4,4,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,22,0,1,3,1,0,2,8,4,0,2,8,3,21,3,26,23,4,33,0,3,3,0,17,13,0,1,16,106,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582526172927338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154815340326873,0.15658341693495706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706712037360327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224983728661748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630419950627167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226027562999615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373043266646412,0.0,0.0,0.1560354222542044,0.0,0.0,0.12524923261170753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206675765847513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300914021906862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383843527844314,0.15871202037421486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422190259367934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118851019272704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705045127540606,0.1303874404132574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566333371135194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35698522175165115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943583219435866,0.0,0.2530502415032717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569511941798312,0.3183275357587637,0.0,0.12484488552485486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200241813607491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920688077710943,0.095683345947578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027678051847224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897143757819388,0.0,0.12321123006992242,0.17615503409536784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616232920285032
lonely,BuffJesus86,2019/06/25,"Is there a type of loneliness for when you feel alone even with a partner? I know this may be unique and I'm sorry to all the other posters that are lacking contact, but I am married and feel overwhelming loneliness mixed with strong guilt over feeling this way.


I was curious if there was a name for this type of lonliess? Or a phenomena explored in any songs or movies?",5.133333333333333,6.3172445555555585,5.103777777777778,84.119,68.72222222222221,8.537777777777778,32.455555555555556,8.841846274778883,2.5840688888888894,296,13,58,5,5,92,54,72,0.149,0.731,0.11900000000000001,0.1999,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,2,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,17,12,7,0,2,4,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,4,4,1,9,8,2,5,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,4,1,42,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075691448607505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26760781944251066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25991695285328004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5969282251988951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21626888652998952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405146155899805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123587054681751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ariel_Weeb,2019/06/25,"This Is A Lonely Rant I've tried to write this five times now, I just don't know how to express myself and how my situation makes me feel! 

I'm a 16 year old girl with a bunch of problems, and I'm just trying to find a guy or girl who will get to know me and loves me. 
Someone who will put up with the fact that one of my defense mechanisms is being super sexual! 

I want someone who will text/call me at random times, and won't ghost me for days..saying that they'll stop and then never do! 

I have BPD, Severe depression, Anxiety, PCOS, ADD, Etc! 

I'm just trying to find someone to love me and who'll like to talk to me, they'll want to fall asleep with me, who loves to play video games with me!
And if it's an LDR I'd like them to want to meet me..and someone who'll put up with all my family shit and my mental breakdowns

But instead I just have my giant life-size dog that I call Teddy Ironically, and the voices in my head lol

P.S The voices are something I created when I started being homeschooled(because of all of my conditions) so I didn't feel lonely anymore",7.29283185840708,4.640269610619473,7.686831858407083,80.20484955752215,65.28318584070797,10.809911504424779,31.44955752212389,8.841846274778883,2.2019943362831857,836,20,187,10,10,277,122,226,0.091,0.7440000000000001,0.165,0.9349,0,4,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,1,10,13,2,0,8,1,18,6,3,3,4,43,34,17,1,5,7,0,2,2,0,8,0,2,0,3,12,15,0,2,6,3,0,3,4,6,0,2,1,4,28,7,26,23,4,18,0,3,0,3,21,5,1,3,12,118,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885391729533677,0.0,0.12815277632232913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877208635690351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274966503721802,0.0,0.13194936372597355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112980898701672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411587333295395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218183122667812,0.0,0.13067631281254094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362117981393159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751277978097364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279493727136661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326183026053627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420332603223592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127280401045552,0.12626196989116875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498817219468604,0.0,0.0862562006555406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302246462545697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966340909752187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559598473885875,0.0,0.08756367632827437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236473029752201,0.0,0.2598061335354475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276193988334983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459832529001264,0.13264377594337365,0.0,0.14525012081541847,0.0,0.0,0.4379550484453472,0.09948084626200666,0.0,0.0,0.09146347948563624,0.0,0.0,0.10803476725289893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386316142239367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069992255939604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631982785768761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22865415786452975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321426072242502
lonely,just4meman,2019/06/25,"Lonliness I have been lonely for a long time. That is until I found my wife. We've been happily married for 3 years, but today, that familiar feeling of being alone hit. Soon thoughts of sadness, hopelessness came back into my mind, like a darkness snuffing out my light. 

It could be the emergency hospital waiting room that I have been sitting in over the past 4 going on 5 hours.

I don't know where it came from. I just wish, right now, I could talk to someone. Please, don't send chat or a PM. I wouldn't be able to talk much anyway, though positive comments are very helpful. 

Have a good day to whoever reads this, and may you not feel what I am feeling right now.",3.795909090909092,5.209873439393941,4.397393939393943,87.04609090909094,72.18181818181819,7.704242424242422,28.35151515151515,8.238735603445708,1.8440096969696973,522,20,106,8,10,166,98,132,0.134,0.669,0.19699999999999998,0.8475,0,3,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,0,18,0,0,0,0,22,30,5,0,4,4,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,1,6,2,0,4,4,3,0,0,7,4,12,2,14,15,1,26,0,3,0,0,8,9,0,2,13,70,19,1,0.17078982238298954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768867484733221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132683118593647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906761157566164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727235517569728,0.0,0.0,0.11014530634754773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590693975704633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726222487618285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706379191325427,0.14325039994661262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144768178483722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819357205738586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386161984196784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343928028917631,0.0,0.0,0.15114361836666254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244903390129326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125550170780325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303821073578248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874759377554276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708360405344703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917071502706755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470966227118498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745487796559151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780013334399538,0.13558804156380774,0.09958891888689046,0.0,0.16188878168930992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091949002313225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639986700568574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099830460503636
lonely,justme_nuthinspecial,2018/12/13,*sigh* I'm married but still feel lonely. Why can't I keep friends? Am I that boring that they don't want to talk to me? I made a few new friends but now they aren't talking to me either. How do I overcome being so damn boring and useless to others? I just want someone who needs to talk to me and tell me things. I wish I had a best friend. I lost her a few years ago. I want someone who needs me to listen to them. Someone who can't wait to tell me something good has happened to them. My sister just moved away so now I don't have her either. My mom cares but who wants to talk to their mom. I wish i was needed and not just to be a caretaker. I've secluded myself for so long I don't know how to get out of this damn shell!,-0.04539596273291835,1.6739800310559012,1.893381211180124,99.41038237577642,84.09316770186335,4.521894409937889,18.13703416149068,5.148860815047168,-0.7280779503105594,559,13,139,2,16,185,84,161,0.204,0.6559999999999999,0.139,-0.8279,0,2,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,5,2,11,14,2,0,4,0,14,0,0,3,0,29,34,11,0,9,9,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,7,1,0,4,2,29,6,18,28,5,10,0,3,0,0,24,2,2,0,7,97,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325093413138225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003409255716753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407553073672865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025914778712475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459895407164208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296119615534874,0.0,0.0667489748746791,0.0,0.0,0.1071584613274751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129771502386987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355835932476376,0.0,0.0,0.07021318449175834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306298334716552,0.0,0.0,0.1394643965791232,0.0,0.0,0.1208889635542263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29926035751320906,0.0,0.1357879449066261,0.0,0.2841957646636812,0.0,0.12339075337548268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247501875173391,0.09835537107488264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020287629473293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107524278916968,0.22333456466121074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487761941129532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014230429222457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152829202154354,0.0,0.2938338400603913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822728173272684
lonely,poignantMrEcho,2018/12/13,"So long 2018, you tried... and it was good. / Why does happiness haunt the wounded? 2018... on paper... was good.

I got two raises.  I feel more accepted at work.  My friends truly care about me, even though they are highly disfunctional themselves at times.  Christmas is coming together, and other recent events were a success.  My son is happy and healthy.

I'm have to say, 2018, thanks.  The glass is half full.

I've been lonely.  And I've been looking.  My last date triggered me a bit.  It was a good date... we were incompatible, but I enjoyed myself.  I was a bit triggered the day after, but I only blame myself.

I am admitting that I've got an addiction to fast food and call of duty.  And that if my self worth was better, I might have better luck at dating.  Which is what everyone says as they waste their breath.  You can't teach something like that.  It has to be learned.  Still it's a hard task to tackle.  Maybe I'll get there soon.

Speaking of which, it happens less frequently, but it happened last night.  I dreamed of her.  I dreamed she was beautiful and that she loved me again.  I was skeptical though.  In my dream I was skeptical.  That made waking up much more tolerable.

Still, it makes me pause and think as I sit up and face myself in the mirror. 

Why does happiness haunt the wounded?

I've got a blog if anyone is interested.  It's my whole Trainwreck of a life.",1.2332308712958877,3.8262437030075223,2.410800530738612,91.71291463954005,87.53383458646616,5.385050862450243,20.605484298982752,6.923569853693429,0.5390339672711186,1059,34,215,15,34,337,153,266,0.081,0.6990000000000001,0.21899999999999997,0.9905,0,2,1,0,0,0,56.0,1,2,3,4,10,21,2,0,13,0,25,9,3,4,0,28,42,19,0,2,5,1,2,1,1,1,4,3,0,1,17,11,1,1,5,4,1,1,1,3,0,2,16,6,34,18,20,24,8,30,0,1,1,1,18,10,0,4,19,140,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346177880504253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918867677259217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032500146354806,0.2472844694595324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564331231223833,0.0,0.11546831928798185,0.0,0.0,0.09755687197468056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303839698974257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821579037022224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480210944854858,0.0,0.0,0.10821747430033726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726379130473114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369451918617873,0.0,0.08749848512211991,0.0,0.059169678858721576,0.0,0.0,0.2849720953308612,0.2717347516695257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002973591893528,0.3616776993282077,0.1014518610893934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965732637139402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463156262222769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999348448329885,0.05532937789532007,0.0,0.0,0.10022476641807652,0.09510345115234237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221466806381137,0.10716211244437716,0.07559682342986741,0.0,0.11377720830633994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014284684291936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832535086574528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627965909301816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613351596109539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182303333060238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012562959259548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814690107295935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718719248434267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088694693156152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426754847924412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256753332102574,0.22253971885899326,0.0,0.06603835637343003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768909119630659,0.0,0.11063109030474584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043852622410998,0.12644220494596273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244906004991967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,6PhasesOfPeplau,2018/12/13,"I'm incapable of love. Just wanted to get something off my chest.

I've had relationships, others have loved me, but I've never felt love. I normally fake it for a while because I need intimacy, but I've never really felt like I couldn't live without someone, like they complete me, like they fill my void.

I get so tired of people: I can't see past their flaws and it consumes me. My problems extend to friendship. Sometimes I strike up a chat and hang out with someone for a few weeks to stop feeling so alone. I can never maintain something long term.

My colleagues see me as some sort of genius, I solve problems they struggle to understand, but I see them as idiots. All I'm doing is connecting dots, it's not really that hard, but they seem to see curves where I see straight lines. /r/iamverysmart, right? But I don't think I'm particularly smart.

I'm alone, and I probably will be for the rest of my life. Even when I'm in a room, with a girlfriend who loves me, colleagues who respect me and friends who care for me, I feel alone.",4.014202898550728,5.205328198067637,4.670260869565219,86.1584347826087,71.36714975845409,7.452367149758454,28.29275362318841,7.793537801064563,1.6087368115942038,815,30,167,10,15,261,120,207,0.183,0.623,0.19399999999999998,0.5575,0,3,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,6,0,6,16,1,1,6,0,10,7,1,0,4,35,36,15,0,6,8,0,5,3,2,1,2,0,1,0,8,7,0,1,7,1,0,2,8,5,0,0,3,10,31,11,22,30,5,20,0,0,5,4,17,8,0,3,13,101,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408404762255817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687055728921383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184387785878666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115015706347339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245414191816182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093267001564476,0.0,0.21065354104043565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475199035694117,0.0,0.1146247971049714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826738303802172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748256459622704,0.1607779230221526,0.0,0.09686487250495386,0.0970788057088788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960249848893474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133928129939505,0.2538163459641609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748022600911326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471864412261098,0.07605041094217531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827242229775342,0.20993132058985012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055001176828516,0.0,0.0,0.1177740256892183,0.0,0.09368103685436112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43707339036231396,0.09986445338247348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858926144502099,0.16890093780180765,0.10849359914031304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171199376489188,0.0,0.11467960966360267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028970702369082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608110037737585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141989311205618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470240779464033,0.0,0.08799269062696538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574444296232824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,doey100,2018/12/13,"I feel like I can’t talk to anyone about my problems.. I find it very hard to share this as I do not speak about how I feel very often. 
I’m a 27y/old male, currently living with my Father and have worked the same part time job in retail for 4 years.
My issue is that I feel incredibly alone & without anyone to talk too about my mental health issues. Most of my problems stem from my childhood and abusive/unhealthy relationships. Although it is mainly abandonment issues. 
I don’t know what to do, and I struggle to even think about it, never mind talking about it. I tried acknowledging my problems recently but I cannot do so without crying. 
I know I have plenty of people around me that care about me and want the best for me, but I don’t feel like I they have anything they can offer me, other than a responsibility to be there for them & care for them during their troubled times. 
Suicide occasionally crosses my mind. I don’t think it is something I could ever do though as I am fully aware of the damage it causes to the people around you. It just enters my mind as a thought every so often. 
I am a strong advocate for mental fortitude. The belief that if you don’t allow your mind to stray to these places, then you will have much better mental health. But I have been finding this very hard recently. 
I am aware that all of this sounds incredibly selfish, but it is something I need to get off my chest.
I don’t even know the reason I am posting this. 
(Please excuse the formatting as I am posting this on mobile)",4.569284137496059,5.62226694701987,5.335127719962159,82.42641280353203,69.9271523178808,7.474235257016715,25.970356354462318,7.62386473244151,1.3318793440555026,1206,35,234,13,21,392,149,302,0.10300000000000001,0.772,0.125,0.8334,2,1,2,0,0,1,33.0,0,4,5,4,20,16,0,1,11,0,30,3,1,4,3,52,46,19,1,7,9,1,6,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,20,7,0,1,15,0,1,2,11,8,0,0,2,8,47,8,39,41,7,20,1,2,0,0,19,6,0,4,12,179,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919743818749494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866284345662875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043838587412585,0.0,0.0708718777548592,0.15333542995173755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903807584399041,0.07616878072033936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756162441579777,0.08847202833148779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876219490739728,0.0,0.09460205400256157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376683749665822,0.07790316974616053,0.07256232855233923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418547385455602,0.1230525540886888,0.0,0.0,0.15742969442349014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04499570459359717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542985549388743,0.0,0.0,0.18308940959747724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696700598186141,0.08546377271801887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199281924097495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415067957592484,0.0,0.07604817280047903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26037513487161895,0.0,0.34783865212432746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331030274603333,0.06385910144471431,0.06642335464620751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037158436049232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326279914936708,0.0,0.11941366655042485,0.0,0.08998018803459006,0.09453717428756092,0.0,0.0,0.1649640243391932,0.0,0.0,0.2472241938423014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854877141052123,0.17007211367557076,0.0924638542890115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326033614864659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003444227878504,0.0,0.09420456627197377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766717700029472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036826142643837,0.08461539460126262,0.06837202933929933,0.10043800921483496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847185293811059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318144421622506,0.05079756738772587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603896671991736,0.0,0.06269855813961563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546037810305097
lonely,status_anxiety,2018/12/13,"everyone is literally just out for themselves like even family members or parents, or maybe i just got super unlucky in that department, theres no one that cares about me. like what did i do to deserve to not have a single friend? am i that much of a horrible person? everyone just leaves me. its disgusting. i honestly believe the world isn't configured in a way for people like me to succeed. i don't know. im just typing what im thinking. ",2.351609195402297,4.793015885057471,4.320229885057471,81.306091954023,79.80459770114942,8.004597701149425,28.05747126436781,8.841846274778883,2.6851747126436787,350,16,65,9,9,119,59,87,0.12300000000000001,0.6579999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.8493,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,11,2,0,0,7,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,8,8,10,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,48,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386551056417945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159704905829648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399089237105152,0.0,0.0,0.4048172028208572,0.0,0.0,0.19969048451891955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365606491561124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694164194080543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45761636348390794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641390380396854,0.0,0.0,0.22429290584767608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31046211535910656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21280745789497232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571631438281974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435386242583755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352074503709204,0.0,0.0,0.1468533179880916,0.1849580923945164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572940065620914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813743703101705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RedLeader75,2018/12/13,"Why even (47 m) Started to write this before. I never honestly thought I'd make it to middle age. Maybe it was a wish. So middle aged, bag marriage, one kid who doesn't talk to me much, no friends. I don't know when it who fell apart. I've tried almost anything online just to make friends. I interest no one. Tried apps to hook up, zero. Tried apps to date (separated and in different cities) no interest. Lie, nothing. Honest, nothing. I don't exist. I am bipolar, and that chases away most people away. Don't expect to attract woman who want to deal with me when I'm not 100%. There were bars near me. Maybe I can see how alcohol mixed with my meds. Might as well. Who'd care of I faded away. Don't know if I even do.",-6.045519203468075e-05,2.291355331081085,1.9587055476529152,94.89354907539119,90.2837837837838,4.737411095305832,18.600284495021327,6.339386263674448,-0.059424324324324214,551,16,121,6,19,182,96,148,0.092,0.7659999999999999,0.142,0.8228,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,3,1,21,23,8,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,9,4,2,0,3,1,0,1,10,0,1,3,3,1,12,9,18,18,2,18,0,0,1,0,12,9,0,4,8,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897115061340866,0.14895411023551272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241060727578032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192735231574082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265773947964105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166305575553793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533572636151915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541466952803973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649920542504776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298515767689428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635009332588306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19858685598758624,0.0,0.2988836971643685,0.0,0.16523045897309666,0.0,0.0,0.15780286221991655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093501802331474,0.0,0.11472707422344687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28546401134507393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20159704518158214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312623217086146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853645857214692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528776302861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956159976354945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809284440085635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029794858033161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773806013115774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374633388829124,0.0,0.13422596610925322,0.0,0.17105799794103893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shellshocker41,2018/12/13,"I thought I had at least a few friends So earlier I was hanging out with some coworkers, one of which is a really good friend, and the other 2 I thought I was on good terms with and saw them like friends. One of the two apparently made a joke which I didnt hear and neither did the good friend sitting next to me. So we asked what was said that was funny, and she wouldnt tell me, but would tell my friend. They laughed about it more and I eventually got out of one of them that it was an insult directed at me. I thought these people might have cared enough to at least say it to my face, but they wont even do that. So here I sit unable to sleep at 4 in the morning, stressing over thinking people were my friends that would make fun of me. I dont have any other real friends, it seems like people just see me as their friend when its convenient or benefits them, and I just dont know what to do with my life.",6.653854166666669,4.555491260416673,6.558125,86.04104166666669,66.08333333333334,10.2,32.27083333333333,8.515128840125781,2.038495833333334,710,21,169,8,9,225,103,192,0.036000000000000004,0.7,0.264,0.9928,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,6,0,9,20,1,1,8,0,21,3,2,2,0,31,36,14,0,3,5,0,0,2,8,5,1,3,0,0,16,12,0,0,6,1,0,1,6,2,0,4,16,5,28,18,24,15,8,15,0,0,2,0,23,9,0,4,5,125,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218050234422567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922885784961707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821929664770184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24879630994294816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967351929538494,0.0,0.07010608383497002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6560431173533692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670817407847857,0.08489180952185997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196302496544176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833311187872265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497154787185399,0.1037116742792956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043454782682952,0.07085090621243897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260036053842992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288369436207167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157746030546648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207574202404408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081333988940213,0.06799756816637906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009657715209483,0.08440873246850847,0.0,0.0,0.08458178631494956,0.09662809544929823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621909975242366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215858120701434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554635060452832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801179287865021,0.0,0.2527957351878791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368574561381093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080109503119685,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,glided_cage,2018/12/13,"Feeling pretty down and lonely For quite some time now Ive been feeling this way, I have plenty of ""friends"" (people that hang out at the same place I do), every day Im going there and play pool, watch a movie, play video games etc. I am usually a fun guy ,talkative, making jokes, sometimes clowning around and its all positive vibes in the room. Couple of weeks now Ive been feeling pretty down and am still talkative and all, but its not the same vibe as normally, and everybody ignores me more or less now, even when they say something it seems forced and not rly intentional. I hate that, been hanging out there for 4 years, and to see people still not giving a shitt rly is depressing and lonely. Not to mention that I girl I really really liked hangs with her BF here as well. But I have nowhere else to go, and avoid spending all my free time at home. Thanks for the read.",9.695714285714287,6.514466511627909,8.742857142857144,76.14500000000002,61.2093023255814,12.154152823920267,36.19933554817276,9.957137785484203,3.204854485049834,688,20,140,10,7,215,111,172,0.106,0.7040000000000001,0.19,0.9081,0,5,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,12,15,1,1,7,0,11,0,0,2,3,36,22,16,0,1,7,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,7,14,0,2,4,7,2,5,4,6,1,0,3,6,13,10,19,19,9,28,0,3,2,0,10,10,0,3,13,92,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403909316970391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744976404454327,0.0,0.1017067119297484,0.0,0.13583113020437493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174233467984442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588282043331588,0.10416269949749148,0.0,0.13287330807727818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392212384009517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184253197471755,0.0,0.0,0.15128505612317933,0.17925483073750947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615279583784258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570108907711186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581910256449257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034851848812646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770467224197405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105269346813093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451746701182606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866565228467247,0.0,0.16476821353586613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320885467757272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773873510580628,0.1577477292317235,0.0,0.20205978916602144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541338717162362,0.0,0.0,0.1256705083060199,0.14356875635776953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140905380513635,0.15597432894061986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25188691649412465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451936235441869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839181681090228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368983438151134,0.0,0.0,0.12517892971557426,0.1265014800962653,0.0,0.14179578136778975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015568829279454
lonely,AxleRodSteel,2018/12/13,"I had my first chance at a serious relationship in 10 years. I'm 26 years old. Not ugly, or completely awkward. 

I just have 0 confidence when it comes to making a move physically or emotionally. 

I recently had the chance of starting a wonderful relationship with someone I've  known for about 1.7 years. We work together so I'll call her Mary. I was completely honest with her about my past relationships, and the fact that I'm really inexperienced.

Mary broke it off, because she will be leaving in 5 months. In our field it's normal to move on after 2 years.

At first it was a minor confidence booster, but now I'm starting to realize I've somehow been able to sabatoge relationships I've almost had in the past.

I work with Mary, so I've been able to remain good friends with her for the last 30 days. Today I got really introspective about the situation, and felt really detached from most situations at work.

I don't want to do this because I dont want her to feel bad;>!!< because she really is sweet and didn't want to hurt me. I just feel really down and harsh on myself and I hate the way it feels.

I really do feel like a pussy and a failure because of who 16 year old me thought I would be.",4.478825990647309,5.663269213389121,5.840221511198621,78.23140290425793,70.255230125523,9.807629830174747,29.121585035687914,10.056822442137396,2.8400704405611616,958,36,191,25,17,323,128,239,0.10099999999999999,0.758,0.141,0.8897,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,0,5,10,10,1,1,12,0,18,0,0,1,1,37,37,12,0,5,6,0,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,0,9,0,0,3,4,5,0,2,11,6,25,5,32,22,1,36,0,2,0,0,15,11,0,6,22,115,33,3,0.1872590523770531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375644572077274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817674345949806,0.22830276050673215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956062146470828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065354628658647,0.1963375536647773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060383298614157616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973310737662842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053206147723978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893676067736256,0.06688895221714729,0.08989902821141693,0.0,0.0,0.15928245429059013,0.0,0.0,0.0723379396751738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853200434415426,0.07488408531295891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243977293049097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023234427673854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632056041004172,0.0,0.09914014919731168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045742657085668034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249843577602755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473419452589708,0.19902673754716926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173705623403708,0.0,0.0,0.1964968751065532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787599542973335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598888319844572,0.0,0.0924478615609669,0.4020922850178843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048702071854036,0.0,0.0,0.07933199370024183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254292108953133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433138527412612,0.0,0.0,0.08874984301358214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567536121010493,0.07431875979273797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015372271832711,0.20449023056256674,0.0,0.0,0.06651172904198653,0.0,0.0,0.3014717255040624
lonely,reverseosmosis16,2018/12/13,"Not feeling good about myself. 23(M) here.

I just don't feel good about myself anymore. All I see is flaws. I don't know what direction I want to take my career in. I have a podcast, that I don't think anyone gives a shit about.

I feel that I'm letting my parents down & that I'm being a burden on them and everyone. I don't enjoy work. I feel that I'm very stupid compared to everyone else.

You know, I recently posted a few memes on my IG story just to went out my frustrations in a funny way and I was told that nobody cares about all this, which's true I think. I also miss my ex.

I don't want friends or anyone to feel pity on me, I just want to know why can't I stop feeling like this? I just feel horrible about myself. 

I just want to feel better.",0.2681053771201718,2.2159387914110447,2.4107614579574173,94.85631540959946,84.39877300613497,5.307686755683869,18.17719234933237,6.522977012572876,-0.15387159870083034,585,14,135,6,17,197,84,163,0.21899999999999997,0.664,0.11599999999999999,-0.9489,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,2,12,14,3,0,5,0,11,1,1,0,3,31,38,4,0,4,7,2,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,13,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,3,9,29,8,18,33,3,12,0,2,1,0,7,7,1,1,3,86,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898173100967652,0.0,0.14765751327258775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515148396372653,0.1905779534835172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052710806161335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389448395840683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384305759492835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604395681789125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5512513455378275,0.09735726595361234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528829945831998,0.0,0.0,0.13073059164570902,0.0,0.2286075945092788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246850180189398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935382523787074,0.0,0.06657870819768391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132095765745796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051696902441876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455840981952885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859618474071997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988774704505114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393478575275336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102464343872521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464330196327535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021978408945625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244389420786516,0.321521958781868,0.10817139486645114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126331376928199,0.12296999579863585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921224707464546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RainyNight078,2018/12/13,"Why are we like this? I saw a mug that read ""lifes a bitch"" at a thrift shop and even though it's a corny line that's been said a billion times those are some really wise words and I have never really understood that phrase until I became an adult. I love you guys, you may be strangers but yall pour your hearts out on here and relate to me in so many ways that I feel like were a part of one another. I don't why we are the way we are or why our minds seem to be functioning in such a fucked up way but fuck everyone else sometimes I feel like we should start some kind of colony together were all so alone but come on here and relate to one another so deeply if we feel life is hopeless and we have reached our end then there are no longer risks in the choices we make let's be bold and make life our bitch...I don't know why I wrote this but whoever reads this I love you my brother/sister ",3.741875,3.7869477708333332,4.232291666666669,93.216875,71.29166666666666,8.275,23.29166666666667,8.07648339933343,0.7235854166666669,700,14,172,9,12,221,114,192,0.129,0.754,0.11699999999999999,-0.6459999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,1,10.0,10,5,0,0,9,13,3,1,10,0,19,8,1,2,2,38,36,18,0,2,6,0,3,3,0,2,3,1,0,2,9,15,0,0,6,3,2,1,4,5,0,3,7,5,26,8,14,23,4,18,0,1,1,4,21,8,3,6,9,109,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257703130611586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546709299752646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460572941598736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144358286909574,0.0,0.10755560216018084,0.0,0.0,0.08020684819364378,0.0,0.0,0.11603660106774055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420395828530428,0.17350675720280107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245298940651705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202400057909455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390137540738746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645614302442504,0.06673764662326966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417578741554462,0.2573199598406664,0.1779814117361684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920013820457526,0.0,0.162117966604449,0.12311630014113452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226150017909969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936583637174132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457535860453087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150255976320518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24293625707512656,0.0,0.1555890824053485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551274677099195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055010576809378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010258359084708,0.0,0.08595250660293616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193095327068064,0.0,0.0708098804117913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28916898643688665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383057596220784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cars91,2018/12/13,Crying rn need someone to talk to I need someone to talk to. I’m really lonely. Someone just help,-0.7964999999999982,0.9191663500000048,2.2900000000000027,87.55000000000004,110.5,4.0,20.0,5.985473137389443,0.5850000000000004,77,3,14,1,4,27,12,20,0.25,0.636,0.114,-0.4927,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010779546392192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837185555780889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40647252009036494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755907987184607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6967135520626249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406106509784412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blackveilgrooms,2018/12/13,"A discord server for anyone interested in making friends Anyone who is open minded, is not easily offended, and is interested in making friends is welcomed 

We're a group of people just looking for new people to talk to and potentially make friends of one another 

There's a mixture of gamers, artists, anime lovers, and writers

What we're looking for:

•  18+(nothing sexual just weird for older people     to talk to people underage)

•   any gender

•   You!",5.8195054945055,8.606318423076921,6.45571428571429,68.62500000000001,69.8974358974359,8.559706959706961,32.93772893772893,9.23628265651192,3.7033421245421247,359,17,50,8,7,117,49,78,0.07200000000000001,0.6779999999999999,0.25,0.9441,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,9,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,3,0,11,9,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,7,13,9,0,5,0,0,2,1,10,3,0,0,2,31,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557325983022655,0.19362922358414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582332805845831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42799719189941066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101311599954027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36978043790519655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645117916571508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834311940351613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718360831150878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251285292387782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120723370068749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968410001917069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,metalbarbiedd,2018/12/13,"I waited for you to see me It was years of waiting to see if you saw me. I'm a mess,  but have always loved you. You're a mess too. 

You're fucked up. I am too. Let's ignore this mess and make love...",-3.3415805471124607,-1.8172478936170204,-0.16717325227963364,108.22000000000004,102.40425531914892,2.685714285714286,8.841945288753799,3.1291,-2.4681161094224917,147,1,43,0,7,51,33,47,0.315,0.59,0.096,-0.9052,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,2,7,1,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,0,7,14,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,7,2,5,11,0,2,0,0,3,3,5,1,1,1,1,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735677644940777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039478861839518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361954830765433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5934659073875704,0.0,0.2194603683710839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5239834174175807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172080584444053
lonely,foreffa,2018/12/13,My loneliness is ruining my relationship I don’t have friends and I don’t go out much besides school and work. The only person I have is my boyfriend but we are long distance. And that makes everything harder. It’s like double the lonely. He got upset at me today because apparently I’m too much for him sometimes. I get upset when he wants to do other things with family and friends. Or even by himself. It’s not that I don’t want him doing those things. It’s just I miss him and also... I’m lonely. I look forward to talking to him after he gets home from school or work. Since he is the only one I talk to I don’t have another outlet. I know I must get annoying to him and I feel bad. ,0.4023774509803921,2.674029875000002,2.7913071895424864,90.13735294117649,87.05555555555556,5.610457516339871,20.27614379084968,7.048011613610866,0.5587129084967319,538,17,114,8,17,184,84,144,0.191,0.745,0.064,-0.95,1,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,2,5,11,1,2,3,0,14,0,0,1,1,20,28,11,0,3,5,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,9,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,8,0,1,1,2,23,3,12,26,3,8,0,4,1,0,17,3,0,2,6,80,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355700715066335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751234591944587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944550790441754,0.1018071135546066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030784477929992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500968868950768,0.0,0.15744118663790882,0.0,0.08444474961045463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580614206318205,0.0,0.261765869945618,0.0,0.09491504223836417,0.0,0.133572324048433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752360668935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178375825069256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159214323775488,0.0,0.0,0.14779767654401746,0.1402454664049834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114797794632483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455416077974415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113169595366826,0.25403568372539304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582578441346655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793051246046579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380439729167045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815153978721473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517613454086516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684709560988636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190666773859435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830496881566758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970124265337299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431690278585369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,validationmachine,2018/12/13,"lunch in the bathroom I hate being lonely; I really do. I’m new at my high school this year as a junior and I don’t have really any friends. For that reason I spend lunch in a cramped bathroom stall on my phone counting down the minutes until the bell rings. No one will notice, right?

Wrong. I was engaging in my daily crying sesh in the bathroom yesterday during lunch when I heard a familiar voice. I didn’t pay much attention to it, but it still stuck in my mind. Jump to today, I was in my ceramics class and this girl who is seated next to me says, “I saw your backpack in the bathroom yesterday, were you there all of lunch/do you eat lunch in the bathroom?” As soon as the words hit my eardrums the tears started to stream down my face. How embarrassing! Not only now do my table partners in ceramics know that I’m a loner who doesn’t have anyone to hang out with during lunch, but they also have a front row seat to my specialty, a total mental breakdown. 

The sad part is that it’s not even like anyone tried to be constructive. I feel like if you are going to ask a question like that, you have to be ready to invite me to eat lunch with you. But maybe only I think that way. 

Anyone else have any similar experiences and would like to share?

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lonely,marilynmansonfuckme,2018/12/13,"gave up on guys a few years ago Woo so a few years ago I was cheated on, my heart got broken, and I gave up on guys who aren't pictures of Marilyn Manson or Kurt Cobain, cut off all my hair, and started listening to some new music.  By the way, music and band crushes are a great way to get over heartbreak.  Just a tip.",3.97058823529412,3.5570566470588254,5.095882352941177,88.80647058823533,70.76470588235293,7.976470588235292,27.294117647058826,7.1686216300943375,1.1306352941176463,244,7,57,2,4,81,49,68,0.198,0.708,0.094,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,5,0,3,2,2,0,1,7,9,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,2,4,1,11,5,4,15,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,2,6,34,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403415715737646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976647266836622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864938093131226,0.27383597396323783,0.0,0.4918635799339947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943273546924316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23988357657164205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758021688535385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942994178992917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198926521671106
lonely,Vellerosa,2018/12/13,"Newly broken up I usually hardly ever get lonely. But after breaking up recently, I don't know what to do with all the new time that I have on my hands. Little things that I'd never think to miss, like daily messages, random memes, or just knowing that you have someone, is starting to get to me. I have plenty of close friends who I love and who love me, but everyone's going through their own problems, and besides, it's not like they can fix what I'm feeling, no matter how much support they can offer. I'm not sure why I'm even posting here, I guess I just wanted to shout to the void. Hope you all find some balm to alleviate your own heartaches. ",6.231980519480523,5.39232403787879,6.603679653679656,81.30409090909096,66.19696969696969,8.754978354978356,31.73593073593073,7.447530270364453,1.983065800865801,511,17,103,4,7,166,91,132,0.08900000000000001,0.74,0.171,0.8523,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,3,0,6,11,0,0,2,0,8,3,1,1,5,29,26,6,0,3,7,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,4,16,8,14,26,6,16,0,2,0,2,13,5,0,5,10,70,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821732842105588,0.17559662411602378,0.0,0.1854941731664326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815512410654324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742617512520747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998002176615627,0.0,0.2028439626295677,0.0,0.1103253641399988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213849900789802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389732305842728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928093202806444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133713753340641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967874219687836,0.1945636365662894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504096812564209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427037625065929,0.0,0.1497206965562565,0.18748654502576687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859175041846327,0.0,0.0,0.18575082366124632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916744152710084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448096524925326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740224202694698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202900567042172,0.18295993971745506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896761854602362,0.12438707037971655,0.0,0.0,0.11319549261298402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380058932544627,0.0,0.11449959450501697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516706738876067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,0879,2018/12/13,"I make myself lonely Ok so i feel really lonely. I don't have any real friends. I've never met anyone who actually understands me. Everyone in high school is so fake. I feel like all the things they care about are popularity, having sex, parties just stupid things. (Im not against these but idc so much about it) I've been ""friends"" with a few people before and all of them just seems ignorant and boring. Like idc about your lipstick or expensive clothes. I wanna talk about life, i wanna share my problems, i wanna talk about things that makes you think. I don't wanna just gossip and talk about meaningless things all the time. Idk what to do because it's my fault that im lonely but it just seems so pointless to have those kind of people in my life. Helpp",1.9820173707066715,4.579642590604031,2.8752151598894606,90.0596288985393,82.8255033557047,5.653533359652586,19.502960915909988,7.048011613610866,0.4105259376233717,602,16,119,8,17,190,90,149,0.183,0.698,0.12,-0.905,0,6,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,2,0,14,19,1,0,3,1,9,3,0,2,4,31,19,10,0,5,8,0,2,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,13,4,0,1,6,0,1,0,4,10,0,0,2,2,17,9,18,17,5,5,0,3,0,1,13,3,0,3,4,81,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.14514648761614973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114670025722036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400082096714168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906690889581313,0.0,0.12656478238395308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164794376009186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421251955320078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041244657959346,0.10625820459518943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298286739204929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571494901107542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213243641109701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548873707794819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101155972633904,0.14533140239833167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985670684154027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933928437312744,0.0,0.11471564259947907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062319129537376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232184053242009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929600487664953,0.09528514518706256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505304392885321,0.0,0.2708103349080701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586490592547744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952587337976384,0.0953050783083572,0.0,0.0,0.08673011796725055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484113583668113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ryanwilson72,2018/12/13,"Just some rambling At night is when I need a friend
That's when the walls start caving in
At night is when the demons spread
Can't stop thinking about the pain inside
Can't focus on anything other than my mind
Need a break from all the dread 
from all the thoughts inside my head
It's driving me crazy one day at a time
No stop insight just a battle in my mind
Thinking about everything going wrong
How I have no control anymore
All the doubt sinking in
Just want it all to end
Just stuck in my mind the worst place you could ever be
So lonely deep inside
Just a pawn in this so called game of Life
No real meaning to my life
Just want the bad thoughts to end but they just keep pouring in
Just like the rivers that carve the earth they are carving out my self worth
At night is when I need a friend
cause that's when it starts all over again
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lonely,Blazeking22,2018/12/13,"I feel like a mistake I hate the feeling when everyone hates you I feel like everyones out to get me, kill me,  idk why I'm a happy person most of the time but nothing I do right make the ppl around me happy as I try and try I still end up in the same square wishing it will all end but haveing to still wake up each more so I don't have to hear my mother cry as I end everything ",0.17355882352941165,1.7518778117647074,2.436102941176472,96.52121323529413,82.64705882352942,5.661764705882352,20.036764705882355,6.6274283507984215,-0.0032058823529403924,294,8,73,3,8,100,58,85,0.158,0.68,0.162,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,1,0,0,5,8,3,0,6,0,5,1,1,1,1,15,15,7,1,2,2,1,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,13,4,11,14,5,13,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,9,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412057679505456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423703953268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42147172779771697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031371418289606,0.14255776992260286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406096908836125,0.22663686277644216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287260189787315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33770868875066506,0.0,0.31320957255722204,0.0,0.0,0.1787766967888959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548994924987965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498781119039226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105880335565211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220053292397664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850119781451584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546093809879012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25334888122975513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249281935080936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538565223226053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431302214090218,0.0,0.1824056092034867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mindless_Doughnut,2018/12/13,"What are you looking for? Is there anybody out there looking to make a connection? Let’s tell each other about our days and send each other random stuff. I would like to feel like I have a friend who I can chat with about anything and is genuinely interested in getting to know me. Most of all, I just want somebody to show that they care about me and would actually miss me. I don’t want this to be a one sided thing...  ",3.883803921568624,4.869164223529413,4.511470588235294,87.94995098039217,71.47058823529412,7.549019607843138,25.93137254901961,7.793537801064563,1.1987254901960789,329,10,71,4,6,105,61,85,0.019,0.782,0.19899999999999998,0.9254,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,1,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,1,18,20,3,0,4,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,11,5,13,16,4,5,0,1,2,0,8,3,0,2,3,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.2389783279936012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152445893261825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496827352742782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793446074992465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382426741209905,0.17495020711017858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920220916318906,0.0,0.12794546031193427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458571051662124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504176791342662,0.0,0.2392827833489661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112935905565232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346667006506352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594450577760994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803416498543032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21404556199396932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269472461784465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888861592834766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479271355118827,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wisteria_23,2019/07/09,"Anyone interested in being internet friends? 19/f 19/f here and just like everyone else on this reddit i’m lonely :) my interests include; youtube, makeup, netflix, anime/manga, astrology (re watching death note right now), netflix, indie films, music, and I write poetry :)

Please pm or comment if interested!",4.562268907563023,8.038666235294121,6.223977591036416,63.41647058823529,82.72549019607844,8.404481792717089,32.77591036414566,8.841846274778883,4.381602801120447,242,13,30,7,7,82,45,51,0.09699999999999999,0.5760000000000001,0.327,0.9215,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,4,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,2,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168593609197842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37855625811201743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43301291478361936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501095763585218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213906335415392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974325819880344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869953730617165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ravin_16,2019/07/09,There's a lot to unpack I'm 39. My wife doesn't love me anymore. I don't feel attractive in the least. I don't think anyone will ever want me again. I think I'm just a shitty guy in general.,-1.9206060606060584,-0.05775245454545441,1.4836363636363683,97.48712121212124,96.27272727272728,4.751515151515153,14.151515151515152,6.42735559955562,-0.6347757575757575,148,3,37,2,6,53,32,44,0.23600000000000002,0.731,0.033,-0.8432,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,8,11,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,3,10,2,4,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37339420502565335,0.2632627528362646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405725304801024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037347195505347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728015551359229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200931572649442,0.33981265998420523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.482501523380493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220738401767531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hollandlovett,2019/07/09,"Virtual GF, you know you’re interested Looking for a mutually beneficial emotional connection? My name is Holland and I’m an attractive 26 year old American. I’ll looking for a new virtual boyfriend as my last relationship ended. send me a message on KIK if you wanna learn more. Serious inquires only. Ps if it’s not your thing don’t bash it. KIK username: KeysSaffron once we get acquainted we can Snapchat... trust me I’m very normal and very attractive ;) 

Xx Holland -  KIK: keysSaffron",2.2473863636363625,4.944937602272726,4.120909090909091,75.31386363636366,99.11363636363636,8.10909090909091,32.77272727272727,8.278499904357787,4.136531818181819,391,24,62,13,16,131,66,88,0.017,0.782,0.201,0.9421,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,9,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,9,4,5,9,1,7,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,2,5,30,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852718815126169,0.2246190637682128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249832685766866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393748665949308,0.2067222064105909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259292394052936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449336248632131,0.0,0.0,0.2484793949680883,0.0,0.0,0.2661161511169175,0.27008141823019993,0.0,0.19287829461543932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722772339884336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848412400000434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185019426612948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331352896724288
lonely,idkanymoresigh2,2019/07/09,"I want a soulmate Why do I feel this way? I feel like I'm missing my other half, like I'm incomplete. I feel that everything is pointless. 7 years of medications did absolutely nothing in the end. I want love. I want someone that actually understands me. Someone that loves me as much as I love them. If I found him, I'd give everything. I don't understand why I want this imaginary person so bad. I wish I felt happy on my own, I truly do, and I've tried so hard. My family isn't enough. My friends aren't enough. \*I'm\* not enough. This makes me want to disappear, this makes me feel like I'm not normal.",0.14544592030360448,2.52424367741936,2.4805123339658444,90.27018026565466,92.06451612903228,6.466034155597723,21.003795066413666,7.724431198458867,1.1494151802656547,472,17,102,11,17,160,70,124,0.09699999999999999,0.606,0.29600000000000004,0.9737,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,2,10,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,2,0,22,32,6,0,8,3,0,6,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,6,23,8,6,29,5,6,0,1,0,3,8,2,0,2,5,58,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.12074299020879592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330968851229907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958838034908666,0.38353963403867375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240175197934706,0.0,0.1166419786123052,0.0,0.25024716564509103,0.17678599830773542,0.11880055616401475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566396141475753,0.09559377488441202,0.0,0.0,0.11869344279069725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317132767957384,0.1108381060203336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134522286772745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350144618551819,0.0,0.16518196196986465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464532800539165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909560565972136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122948955380405,0.11872262449412715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803658426303207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967267746264545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400479755273255,0.0,0.0,0.2576153519841291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648968820172203,0.09821140642403313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232948230029179,0.0,0.1422838161670889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796782999108313
lonely,HammerTheMerc,2019/07/09,"How long has everyone been dealing with loneliness on this sub, and how are you dealing with it? I am asking this question because I have been dealing with it for some time now. I have tried to talk about it with other people, but felt like it would be better to post on this sub to see how long others have been going through it and see how those people are dealing with it.",9.658800000000003,6.221516746666667,8.634666666666668,77.68400000000003,61.53333333333333,11.066666666666668,37.0,7.793537801064563,2.7614,296,9,60,2,3,92,43,75,0.024,0.885,0.091,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,4,0,16,17,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,4,2,13,11,1,8,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,2,5,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623721919834398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587687002756052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536104220918437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7162471519165426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596362694162173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667650045828248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870928700224392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485380287518217,0.0,0.0,0.30741182700230485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24082286139900436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634238574562116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456714468147776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768091932821994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960156384262853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127722174129182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792083220149205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338096439055675,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Shizuo-,2019/07/09,"Lacking friends on an island in the middle of nowhere I haven’t had a meaningful friend at any point in my life. i live on an island with a small population and i have quite niche interests so i’ve never really connected to people.

physically im fine, im in good shape and im attractive enough hat i’ve had girls actively approach me and ask me out. i also have a very nice voice and im talented at a few things.

i just cant relate to anyone or make proper friends. i find it hard to make meaningful connections with anyone in real life and those i have met online have mostly felt empty since im usually a second choice to a lot of people.

this is just a little shitty rant on my alt, thanks for reading this if anyone does",1.6564000000000014,3.819095840000003,3.8859999999999992,85.01299999999998,80.6,7.2,21.333333333333336,8.238735603445708,1.2861333333333334,576,17,116,12,15,198,93,150,0.08199999999999999,0.7170000000000001,0.201,0.9602,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,10,0,9,2,0,2,1,23,15,9,0,2,4,0,2,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,3,11,10,19,11,5,18,0,0,0,0,6,15,0,4,2,72,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042246121428433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539545843587715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26341534904088965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739588297302035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989172470480284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129752774701417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057190780547693,0.0,0.11477347969249962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910573195354812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532653996320036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249073516092972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6782139533492647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773949887362193,0.0,0.12585936418108185,0.1108852233821668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067595647797375,0.0,0.0,0.1676448741726603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685135416812027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411609776696746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870917612098927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356470801810166,0.12560920637718812,0.1429320967568782,0.08044670399217957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038771229002216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561279463885868,0.0,0.0,0.08342659890930099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830336803389887,0.10361271105034862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BronzMellow_,2019/07/09,"im all alone   

I’m 18 now, 5 years ago when I was 13 I met this girl, it was a kind of a long distance thing and it’s lasted until I was 17, it was going well, then one day she vanished, just out of nowhere and up until that point I was stupid and blind, I felt maybe I’d be able to just be with her forever, then again after months she came back, told me some story about why she was gone. And again I was stupid and blind, I believed her, then inevitably she left again without a trace. Mid conversation, I’ve devoted almost all of my time to this girl and it’s really starting to show now, at that point In time I only had 3 old friends from 6th grade, and a few online friends who would inevitably leave as well, I became socially awkward, it was very hard for me to connect and make friends, i spent most of my time indoors in my room, suppressing my feelings and feeling so hurt and betrayed because I’d never really loved anyone like that, and I was forced into believing a false reality of living this fantastic life with this person, then I’ve met my best friend, online of course but this person has been by my side and been so amazing to me, and very helpful and supportive, I tried dating again, with a really lovely person, she was really good to me, but I was a little distant, as I didn’t want to believe another false reality, but she did want time to herself for the most part because of school, a lot was getting into my head and I guess I said some pretty dodgy things about wanting to kill my self and not being enough for anyone and being a burden, and school wasn’t going well, at this time I was still 17, and I do have access to guns, it scared her and she called in a wellness check where I was held overnight in the hospital, a few weeks after that she disappeared, I was sad all over again, I was tired of being hurt, at that point I did have a job, working at a coffee shop, since I had a little income I built a pc, and joined a gym, and tried to better myself without depending on anyone, my best friend was there for me of course, being my rock and supporting me, then a few months later, I got a text from the second girls friend.. the news was horrible, the reason why she didn’t message me was because she had passed. And I guess all of that anger I felt that I used to turn into determination just turned to sadness, I turned to everyone I knew. My mom my dad my best friend and my 3 old middle school friends, of course the only true comfort I got was from my parents and my best friend, that was the second time someone close to me outside of family had died. I just didn’t know what to do with myself, then the original girl came back, out of the blue with some story again, I again let her back in, I was in a very vulnerable state and I just, idk I needed someone else in my life, that was a mistake as she inevitably left again, I’m 18 at this point, sad and lonely only going out once every 3 weeks or so to visit one of my friends, after a long time of being alone and sad I met this girl online, but that didn’t last too long as she didn’t want anything serious and I found it difficult to relate to her and connect but, I did like the attention and giving attention, making her laugh and stuff it was fun, but I wasn’t happy, and inevitably she left, after even promising to still be my friend, throughout this long ride I have tried to make friends and relate to people but I’ve felt broken, with somewhat small bursts of happiness because of my best friend, these bursts can last for days at a time, but she’s a bit older then me and has a boyfriend, I’d never even attempt to cross that line, she’s really amazing, I don’t wish to meet tons of women and sleep around, I just want one person who I can be with and genuinely be happy with, to live out my life with.. but every day it just feels like I fall deeper and deeper into this hole and one day I’ll just have to realize that it’ll never happen. Thank you for reading...",6.458135394424229,5.1715508323057975,6.717978406664463,82.12919821960244,65.95437731196054,9.53981534389943,29.768157348651172,8.25429008570747,1.861964638657484,3099,81,658,33,41,1003,299,811,0.11599999999999999,0.679,0.205,0.9982,3,4,0,1,0,0,85.0,0,1,0,8,39,61,4,2,34,0,64,10,2,7,8,131,115,67,2,9,21,3,7,3,13,2,6,1,1,11,39,61,0,2,13,5,3,12,14,17,4,6,57,11,100,44,102,45,23,118,0,7,3,2,67,41,0,12,67,463,139,8,0.0460911279860899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04085700398014098,0.0,0.046153606828425536,0.0954730164733657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04833056645289671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668396507993582,0.0,0.03792907111393163,0.041030875794214314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632369715728726,0.0,0.11238689527174912,0.0,0.0,0.15578675324162652,0.2418489761239013,0.040763857147909935,0.05031957426332192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047064194970840995,0.10543194319897674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889985810858335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04783531399891562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038503223148012716,0.0,0.0,0.047624456144767915,0.0,0.06088551067806298,0.0,0.07766752644466075,0.04404204798260563,0.0,0.0,0.04345061345994208,0.0,0.06991517757962562,0.032927511042705464,0.13276413276216958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050536542829660684,0.4629285849248665,0.0,0.02408071203157862,0.044214809833346434,0.07858395061486846,0.03865905137597647,0.07372657111029605,0.0,0.10154914767278828,0.0,0.040758232259811567,0.14719458840670513,0.04128859745537213,0.0,0.04730279460447416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03089391152979584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868301157698477,0.0,0.04978632750224954,0.0,0.04573833254847514,0.0,0.05099300414786606,0.04799681710364506,0.02533047855402383,0.11271126302870478,0.0,0.04880384950376146,0.1502344362531212,0.0471313011352388,0.09766658031950448,0.06755339094360506,0.0923908376316957,0.08139862088065429,0.16315679145790635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03918502877943922,0.0831980850504558,0.0,0.09229855750256803,0.0,0.04630473313069295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398137203809378,0.07357899724697238,0.0,0.0,0.034175987383123566,0.10664495799234706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672977091827567,0.04908554705349755,0.1249301646845698,0.10516313933757927,0.0,0.0,0.051178743111302806,0.049912200061301926,0.0,0.03195378473131991,0.16097998055908305,0.0,0.0,0.17428405566401636,0.0,0.0,0.04689124722147088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0461036008999056,0.0,0.14763578409336486,0.04738935603622639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043843217476877284,0.0,0.046145259776363835,0.13994004662942067,0.0,0.0,0.048083098590993634,0.0,0.0,0.03812705736266805,0.0,0.046124414447498235,0.04698410058920381,0.0781057263425006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03262353761828825,0.0,0.07361686869605719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276331433831599,0.0,0.1046073316680736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042434518111251256,0.0,0.0,0.061241794793306374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21500885906977416,0.05297497134117879,0.0,0.04404204798260563,0.0,0.09387855120436217,0.15040173554485278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03980793596417522,0.0,0.1140900229258207,0.13592870733072168,0.0,0.0739430453929184,0.0,0.1657658375257596,0.0,0.08318014798218126,0.0,0.053002522517475816,0.08886040522570579,0.0,0.033554890116558364,0.0,0.0,0.03274181490225245,0.0,0.0,0.029681175266051563
lonely,misterchaoszockt,2019/07/09,"How has being lonely changed you? I always wonder what being lonely can do to a person. I know what it did to me. I was never an anxious person, never someone who was afraid to go outside, never someone who couldn't talk to a person I didn't know and never a person who would get a panic attack just when he thinks about going out, meeting someone or just thinking about how lonely he is. But I am that person now. And that obviously made the whole situation way worse. I just need somebody to hug. I wish for nothing more than just a hug :) So I'm laying here and wondering what other effects can loneliness have on someone. What's your story?",3.1456406585540435,5.109624165354333,4.708002863278455,81.87226914817468,75.06299212598425,5.878024337866857,24.14387974230494,6.574015621080383,0.9815417322834644,507,16,90,4,11,170,79,127,0.151,0.747,0.102,-0.7594,0,6,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,12,8,1,2,7,0,15,2,0,4,5,29,28,9,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,11,4,0,0,7,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,5,0,10,2,11,19,2,11,0,3,0,2,14,2,0,3,6,75,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404264331371317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141258721614461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422501579692926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322749095452512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532782887790213,0.0,0.1421253344885997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743656468318796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831512827162967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271499333450882,0.3857518032013327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997849883168965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670657724755173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5458970964469847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405493162614289,0.0,0.0,0.4237812833936072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050178437523384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602401598361441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925030853312496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960181780565695,0.14378892603250926,0.0,0.2711993890544548,0.0,0.0,0.1274256421790844,0.0888242705731187,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,orange_shrimp,2019/07/09,You know i don't feel alone...for now you know For know im high and thats all right because I feel good alone when im high. Is sad it won't last all night. I.love mary jane,-3.873441734417344,-3.2219097804878025,-1.7255284552845518,115.54769647696476,122.41463414634147,1.8222222222222224,6.994579945799456,3.1291,-2.9872135501355017,133,1,40,0,9,42,28,41,0.134,0.789,0.076,-0.29600000000000004,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,8,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,7,2,7,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490391687992404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657931641979569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24316284473583666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168249369027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5081084435907527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5194659633357616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964438261657468,0.1960031591181703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22565100610512714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534750868338966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,clara_cortines,2019/07/09,it’s my cake day and my friends are very far away. just wanted to see some nice people today and spend some quality time with them. distance is a bitch,1.968924731182799,4.096624387096775,2.523870967741935,95.37247311827957,79.32258064516128,5.423655913978496,20.010752688172047,6.42735559955562,-0.010492473118279387,120,3,26,1,3,37,28,31,0.106,0.728,0.165,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,4,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,2,3,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089424002053855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280707585782998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362818672177216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017554406286013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34684697127040737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25380441453645497,0.0,0.41257690028086025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35913622782388704,0.25672844277788825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,livenho,2019/07/09,"Long distance friendships Hello, I'm 19 year old male, I have never had many friends in my life, but the one I've had have been real, recently I had to live in a different city alone for 6 months due to internship. That made me leave my friends and I felt empty and lonely as I only could communicate with them online. During my internship I met a new friend who had a lot of common with me, started hanging out with him. Everything was great for those 4 months or so. Then it was time to leave my internship and return back home. My friend home had found a job abroad and moved away. That made me feel lonely again. Now the only people i consider real friends are somewhere else and I don't know when will be the next time i meet them. How do i keep the friendships alive? I know that as we grow up, we go different directions in life, but those few friends have helped me a lot and I would like to maintain that friendship for a long time, even if we can meet rarely.",3.4269230769230785,4.839593743589745,3.8820512820512825,90.3846153846154,73.1025641025641,7.2512820512820495,24.282051282051288,7.793537801064563,1.0208051282051285,760,22,163,10,15,238,115,195,0.121,0.736,0.142,0.8548,3,5,0,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,2,0,7,10,0,0,10,0,19,2,0,3,1,33,31,16,0,3,4,0,2,1,6,2,2,0,2,1,8,13,0,1,5,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,13,2,26,8,19,14,3,32,0,2,0,0,19,6,0,4,23,105,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450179574145802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387020451968423,0.08501008769513861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826929288564411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23101320666761105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235464333551106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302063519925317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935984194449356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590000664172545,0.0,0.10615028324480642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121801778779097,0.5124878169633147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283104060346853,0.0,0.0,0.12188744533011248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410278795634777,0.0,0.22179166306441608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970892938071966,0.09826649876463514,0.0,0.0,0.12151644050066633,0.0,0.0,0.23412388604419898,0.0,0.0,0.15617674666754802,0.05401166289133552,0.0,0.09762222464515044,0.1956756610340948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798007341386064,0.0,0.2092199157930044,0.0,0.11208557177041636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764881350739442,0.11750263036346555,0.0,0.0,0.08526694870064941,0.1067748546759351,0.11757665833054524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600903460395268,0.0,0.07491503215806501,0.1681643497433811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664502217739827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25167193306743885,0.0,0.0,0.10915987508780453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825150558168655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339679450695266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853520797026879,0.0,0.0,0.0711938931693428
lonely,hibiscus38,2019/07/09,"is modern life designed to be lonely The typical American family would have a mother, father and 2-3 kids. In modern families, the parents get divorced so it's just the mother and 2 kids. The mom would go to work and not see her kids until 6pm - while the kids would go to school and come home at 4pm. At school, there are all types of nasty dynamics and exclusions going on, no idea why. I don't believe humans are naturally like this - I think the kids are learning to follow these dynamics through television and stereotypes. If you are shy then nobody is going to know your name or come speak to you. If you're rejected you will not only be isolated but also harassed. And you are doomed for loneliness. After school is over, you will move away for a job or you are expected to 'move out' from your family. You will rarely see your parents or siblings again. Many people ask ""How do you make friends after college?"" or ""How do adults make friends"" , the answer is usually that they don't. Even if you establish connections with people, these connections usually die after a while. I remember when my best friend from kindergarten moved schools in 1st grade, I cried a lot because I missed her. My parents told me that ""friends don't last forever - only family does"" .. family doesn't even last forever. Your relationships will all die down and after college you won't be able to establish any new ones. So to combat this you pump out babies who are 30 years younger than you, and pre-occupy yourself with taking care of them to avoid the void of your loneliness. This is life.",4.993079963514749,6.524862173913046,5.3780130738826415,80.71179917908181,69.40133779264214,9.182183034356948,28.306628154454245,9.573946990214177,2.5917478260869564,1246,44,231,28,22,397,163,299,0.149,0.752,0.098,-0.9537,4,4,0,0,1,0,40.0,0,17,2,2,11,15,1,1,12,0,30,2,0,4,2,45,49,27,2,7,11,7,0,1,4,8,2,1,1,7,9,15,0,1,6,0,0,10,8,6,0,1,1,3,29,9,36,37,4,38,1,4,2,0,46,10,0,8,19,155,38,11,0.08753620956850199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000267516596961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952762425111181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183453942685855,0.0,0.08224315040541982,0.0,0.0,0.053361260871236216,0.0,0.0,0.09862333219436584,0.09186385138718513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924899963763347,0.0,0.0,0.15080938711512268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615441582726107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169753069388492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660352688950267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563368169268197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126067392901888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27052103347867296,0.0,0.045734056575729265,0.0,0.19899538068208325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780595546347549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881772565878973,0.0,0.0,0.08686618093802073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04810761150919668,0.142707388201172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365882714300586,0.04276577037043504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442015505066323,0.0,0.0,0.11686219923356438,0.08874797715108854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025213506805026,0.0,0.2791114125567236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845430166739068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059316801058526825,0.1331504638190401,0.0,0.0,0.2915958045415317,0.0,0.0,0.12137317175625538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398112956465143,0.09916146127688424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543652696740495,0.1395100513496755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581633557981771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608966853427021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364459952455257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281753563433734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898781374915237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372740311709367,0.0,0.0,0.18654963522274698,0.0,0.0,0.056370448974749465
lonely,JabbyJabara,2019/07/09,"Lonely with Circumstance Found this reddit feeling quite down figured I'd share.

Don't know how or if i contributed to my predicament but as a lonely person you start to assume and accept it probably is self inflicted.

Outta x amount of years people consider a dating age to start I've had two long term girlfriends. But despite the great connections they fail because they resent my parents and myself because my parents are ridiculous strict catholic and won't accept someone outside of religion, different values, particular country of background (prejudicial nonsense/hate them for it)

The double down on awful is that they expect a certain standard of woman, which are not attracted to me because, I am mediocre, im not ugly but not good looking, i work hard but do not have a lot of money etc.

So I am between either too high unattainable standard of woman or too low and parents won't accept to the point where they resent and end it.

So after 12 years, hang up the dating boots and settle into crazy dog dad life.",9.683327423167846,8.585321292553196,9.064113475177306,67.2827777777778,59.47872340425533,10.695981087470447,40.03782505910166,9.444778638647367,4.0418243498817965,825,36,126,11,9,263,125,188,0.183,0.71,0.107,-0.945,4,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,5,4,6,15,3,0,8,1,12,1,0,1,1,34,18,17,0,2,12,4,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,6,8,0,0,8,0,1,1,7,7,0,1,2,3,15,8,21,14,6,21,0,4,1,0,16,9,0,5,11,90,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295044277096412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685603489469872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289459461142795,0.0,0.17993075818332274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815756359698133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768950933300635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531983230937195,0.0,0.17787199799933456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452413820536988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704588933912854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174269084447593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866529281617863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395541967245465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277606973265644,0.13548045516915372,0.0,0.0,0.1371609321683128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5374290384111365,0.0,0.0,0.11184911780269373,0.14087117504878802,0.0,0.0,0.15251337233605514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739460172601794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715992369802951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830720378957847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669830757457266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283869615377363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760048966401322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745353137541625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778842298458888
lonely,problematic19,2019/07/09,"Let’s be friends! Hey! I’m feeling pretty lonely lately, my boyfriend went for military training and I won’t get to talk to him for 2 months, so I’m here to see if anyone wants to be friends! This doesn’t mean that I’ll stop talking to you or being friends once my bf comes back!",1.84,3.2930430000000044,2.8566666666666687,95.955,77.33333333333334,5.466666666666668,25.333333333333336,5.6839178017228535,0.4037333333333337,220,8,51,1,5,70,46,60,0.07200000000000001,0.6940000000000001,0.23399999999999999,0.8877,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,15,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,5,3,7,9,0,6,0,1,1,0,9,0,0,2,4,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974447827305396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567156577009016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967979798462836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155161929549676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5295226701030054,0.0,0.11936087158034253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25771272504634,0.0,0.0,0.23361573257636356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24885981301346655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235451738074104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24330234382688645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23242585727965154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205296632436416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910027112217878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672548371637478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347515717849862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117846217574908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BoxBree,2019/07/09,"I meed a crazy relationship It may sound weird, but I’m talking someone you could explore your town with after dark, go on an impulsive adventures, be unpredictable (not like stupid mind you), go to blockbuster, and the end of the day just be happy about it. Thats the kinda stuff I used to do with friends in the town I lived for five years. I feel like this type of thing, even if not romantic, is getting only further from me. I’m actually still kinda young, 17, and have been in a couple unhappy relationships already, but I have moved interstate twice in the last year. The first time I found it very difficult to make new friends in school without seeming super creepy, because everybody already has their group, and dynamic, perfectly balanced and they got everybody. At least in college nobody knows anybody and everyone is looking to chum up. But I can’t just insert myself into peoples friend groups here. I just have no idea how to make friends in this new place for the second time in a row, which may or may not lead to a relationship. Does anybody understand / relate to what I mean about the “crazy” type of relationship? Where we go out and do things whenever we want, that kinda thing? Please help before summer ends, thanks. I don’t want to repeat being the kid eating lunch in the stairwell alone",6.787809523809521,7.419095563265302,6.433061224489798,78.0321768707483,64.79591836734693,9.635374149659864,32.65986394557823,9.558583805096642,2.9515251700680274,1043,40,189,19,15,325,156,245,0.106,0.691,0.203,0.9851,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,3,2,4,10,15,1,0,15,0,18,2,0,5,1,48,38,12,0,4,12,0,1,2,4,3,0,1,0,1,13,12,2,0,8,0,0,6,7,3,0,4,3,3,19,12,33,28,1,40,0,0,1,0,20,18,0,9,18,126,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.10439682498750484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079877988536373,0.2361096761892315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521387576922222,0.0,0.09103190613238818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854146425367551,0.11837108240086655,0.0,0.06899310241574419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361871898250312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946701379582716,0.0,0.0,0.18950464857933064,0.0,0.0,0.07065913013975647,0.0,0.0,0.1022237562062717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540921868637939,0.07642637015059406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099693900562414,0.0,0.11729779768114695,0.33060922441113755,0.0,0.05589251519279352,0.0,0.1823972085165679,0.0,0.08556149607393182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388195606550244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717062858141216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076714042533272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058793284665540485,0.08720279218999832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452982521692894,0.0,0.09446509821383718,0.0,0.0898360645341897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281965640440475,0.0,0.0,0.1165323333817015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801907273203533,0.0,0.0,0.11370256678759665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066434599374081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813629369353022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741663035636356,0.0,0.1117710917563761,0.11743166370825454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594249542093604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826924015726984,0.0,0.09739036611403236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064361324776417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543418372854747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246624370613092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598628802733302,0.0,0.09849260043148733,0.0,0.0,0.21321781981135385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476153016554666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136971499825582,0.0,0.09239617428063053,0.0,0.08826951533334101,0.1261988819874791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312468216476488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778293078063944
lonely,Frenzystars,2019/07/09,"Going for a walk, if anyone wanta to chat I haven't sleep but ain't feeling tired at all, so I decided to go for a early morning walk, and I'm like fuck it, I want to talk to someone, if you just want someone to talk to pm me and I'll send you my discord. If not I hope you have a swell day 🙃",2.3489130434782592,1.40177284057971,4.8186594202898565,91.23929347826088,74.21739130434783,7.479710144927536,25.94565217391305,5.985473137389443,0.6213739130434783,222,6,59,1,4,80,45,69,0.182,0.688,0.13,-0.6913,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,3,3,1,0,1,14,11,7,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,1,9,2,9,11,1,8,0,0,0,1,7,1,1,4,3,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888956421444529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422484454689136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659630481257054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497499576129389,0.0,0.0,0.30706572287081474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26832058869562125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319819801636958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27034578727900604,0.0,0.4577956020037285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342737792671772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104984747202695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186837499170441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Vitia_Sei,2019/07/09,"hey guys, just arrived here, I need help. hey, today I'm feeling very lonely : my parents went on vacation for two weeks and I've been alone in my house for three days, a lot of my friends are busy so I can't find anyone to hang out with, and I live in Europe so the heatwave is too hot for me to do anything on my own. 

does anyone of you guys have tips for me to make the situation a little bit more bearable ? I really don't know what to do.",2.10839285714286,2.8662624583333383,3.893988095238093,91.57125000000002,75.45833333333334,6.735714285714287,23.089285714285715,6.868970318607317,0.4795910714285712,340,9,81,3,7,115,68,96,0.051,0.87,0.078,0.3626,1,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,11,14,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,2,2,11,1,16,12,4,11,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,1,3,52,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046194897811196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841751729412343,0.0,0.16722266718773646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218502371120113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105219042562868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778284749911268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274794617432546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857282058132103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569978067260771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024152496399731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620587412637308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23447446501673266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167766730226544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366755418387253,0.17943616979413332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727599657435115,0.0,0.0,0.13564275378462862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506759748166147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256381628930676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018009069764516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284140296606933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261719041188025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985044484978034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676676787562921,0.0,0.0,0.16300100302279674,0.0,0.0,0.18837562388652773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawayfaraway3579,2019/07/09,"Always here to talk I’m very bored and lonely, dm me any time. I hope you all are well. If it if not, we can talk about it :)",-3.0253448275862063,-1.4312412068965514,-0.14870689655172242,109.04176724137932,99.0,2.9000000000000004,7.25,3.1291,-2.707282758620689,91,0,27,0,4,31,25,29,0.14300000000000002,0.636,0.221,0.4297,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,4,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,2,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32500488469840444,0.0,0.0,0.2656168129423704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879472423427116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6278881389887104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277580727991412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32228034831826397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511902519193459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nekofluffy,2019/07/09,"Would anyone understand my feelings? hi, I make post first time here  
Would anyone understand my feelings that i feel like I only need online friends?  
I really don't like meeting up and hanging out in bar/restaurant/karaoke makes me sick.  
I used to have irl friends but being more adult made everyone far away. even online I don't really have friends that I feel this person is truly my friend.   
I have some online friends or I see them time to time on chat. a lot of them wanting to meet up in the end and it makes me uncomfortable. So far I never meet anyone who makes me want to meet up. Because I cared some of ""friends"" but they make me feel so alone and i don't think they cared me that much anyway. I felt betrayed sometimes. My feelings is so selfish tho.   
Anyway I only need online friends who doesn't like meeting up. anyone else feeling similar way?",2.244880952380953,4.758528964285713,2.9404761904761934,90.60452380952385,80.78571428571429,5.4,24.214285714285715,6.691623216298621,0.8525571428571426,678,25,132,7,18,212,88,168,0.105,0.672,0.22399999999999998,0.9619,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,1,8,13,0,0,2,0,12,1,0,7,1,35,37,10,0,6,3,0,8,3,7,2,1,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,11,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,9,27,12,15,32,5,20,0,0,1,0,22,11,0,4,9,84,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034661210970934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27940920436295186,0.1023592066081241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385920185461592,0.0,0.0,0.06089802409855302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203709119386048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345350960964049,0.0,0.08848161928613997,0.0,0.0,0.06598291175425725,0.0,0.0,0.09545859213956036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535865768172283,0.07136847605356364,0.09591952676006177,0.0,0.0,0.08497476524887658,0.0,0.0,0.5402766587071478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641806839402013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493128388831395,0.0,0.09452765785543404,0.3334196432458961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343788772100716,0.1481489526491062,0.07704892646191704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195668209474916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722869967861747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567644579133053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799680981718894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960725000093205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880351058553606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401179301820173,0.0,0.0,0.17475722568952656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079985434944393,0.0,0.08628139918976405,0.0,0.0,0.11784704506262488,0.07929585458865747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193198081512945,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blacklightfoxy675,2019/07/09,Why can't I be loved by someone I wish life wasn't so hard  I just want a girlfriend and some friends if someone needs a talk just come to me i'm open to talk.                       - your friend blacklightfoxy675.,0.3502500000000026,2.697223525000002,0.8049999999999997,103.54000000000002,88.75,4.2,20.5,5.6839178017228535,-0.3754000000000004,151,5,36,1,5,45,31,40,0.076,0.629,0.295,0.794,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,10,9,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,3,7,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,2,0,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324263621312688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169251058850971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24170605849862006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905821108889457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24352342355434206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006838969529028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572358574500652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337427947367893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914704838900467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434709211887877,0.0,0.310280116006134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dooplisshooktail,2019/07/09,"I have nothing unique to offer this sub tonight. I’m just another college kid, sad for seemingly no reason, wide awake at 3am, wondering what true love feels like. I know none of this is original around here, but I’m all in my head again. If you’re with me, I genuinely hope you feel better, because this sucks big time.",5.042031250000001,5.410031640625,5.400000000000002,84.845,68.53125,9.525,30.0625,9.516144504307137,2.4278562500000005,251,9,53,5,4,80,56,64,0.098,0.6809999999999999,0.221,0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,4,7,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,2,15,12,2,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,6,5,7,12,2,9,0,1,0,1,4,5,1,4,5,27,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990290962431276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538647197269204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383901218825834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522126318176616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883844034904772,0.2037278805377146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926701042110881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832414574514881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567238016297177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932128205526947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573800599465719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736314967428635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932056739055093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596110849449998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628685925542022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092583065521738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BaneReturns,2019/07/09,"A voice message from me... to you. I assume no one will ever actually listen to it, but what the hell, here we go anyway. I just thought it'd be nice for anyone out there who has gone far too long without hearing anyone speak to them.


https://instaud.io/3Viq



It's 3am, so when I wake up, I'm probably going to forget that I recorded this, but uh... ENJOY!",3.8466197183098596,4.8068407042253565,5.071943661971833,83.99101408450704,71.53521126760563,7.370140845070423,25.46760563380281,7.554174236665415,1.2451554929577462,274,8,55,3,5,91,60,71,0.139,0.743,0.11900000000000001,-0.1387,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,1,0,8,3,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,10,11,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,2,4,8,2,9,6,0,9,1,0,0,0,8,3,1,1,3,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.3047658601621445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367435985559939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28249889308061543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549816906237596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519918540431932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27638121341241223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162680510447546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367189712438816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479362864048207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010520910732105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NShadeX7,2019/07/09,"i tried making friends.. yes, i actually tried to make friends IRL like a normal person.. but I'm nowhere near ""normal"". my attempts have resulted in repeated failure, they seemed to be uninterested in me, ignored, and i wondered if they were even aware of my existence. i felt like a ghost, an error, a misfit.. a rejection. my social skills do not match my typing, i have autism so i speak very poorly compared to writing words heh.. 

even though i made so many friends on the internet who can relate to me, i can't seem to know where somebody like me is IRL.. where? i only go within the radius of the zones i know where i am at compared to outside of it. i'm still trying to figure out what to do with my life so i don't do much. i'm just lost..

if you are out there, let this post be a sign of luck that'll somehow reach out to you, we will meet each other and i'll soon become your friend.. i hope we can connect.",2.4991666666666674,3.8879500159574505,3.922468085106385,89.2636666666667,75.43617021276594,6.5026950354609925,24.235460992907804,7.0316486544052195,0.7975946099290785,705,22,153,7,15,233,117,188,0.09699999999999999,0.772,0.131,0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,3,2,3,14,13,0,0,9,2,18,1,0,4,0,34,33,9,1,5,5,0,1,3,4,2,1,1,0,1,6,9,0,1,7,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,4,2,28,10,23,24,2,17,0,2,0,0,17,12,0,8,6,105,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.14695242327422248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663129067275231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892425658977006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458834905809334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653764775877316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558278087215587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495681245769409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551874359946195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153986702846429,0.10636494445260787,0.22070945819325208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438487917709516,0.0,0.0,0.1424902566902189,0.20103767142660808,0.15267286417071202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069970111982667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950890520670698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452916071711433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314878638691005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422193069529005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741798001181307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350577135938856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025998234015127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795220503163434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067186396250579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425108887198567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330654889661275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawaaaaaayy24,2019/07/09,lonely lesbian i wish i could hold another woman in my arms right now. i feel so lonely.,1.125,3.451149277777777,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,84.0,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.7842444444444445,69,2,13,1,2,24,15,18,0.254,0.609,0.13699999999999998,-0.3182,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5214101981808923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970138287458772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514246454030539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246489599281512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5718131981105279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jahzan_99,2019/07/09,Need a Girl to chat with Hi I'm a 20 year old boy from Sri Lanka. These days I'm suffering from loneliness. I've never been on a relationship with anyone. It'll be very soothing If I can find any girl who can chat with me. Age doesn't matter. It's just sharing feelings and getting away from loneliness 🙂,0.3796874999999993,2.7339725937500035,2.4643750000000004,91.643125,88.6875,5.7,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.6363499999999997,242,8,52,4,8,81,49,64,0.157,0.7559999999999999,0.087,-0.5237,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,11,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,9,8,0,7,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,1,5,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388233040584043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24556233297770186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32995741326982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264904515737577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757374868530348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209840680113609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834838637828832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604051825970653,0.27086171593457303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685180090946607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770498850599071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28977103055280096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261567977014287
lonely,Purplepimpp,2019/07/09,"How do you remember to make friends again, and to know what its like/what youre supposed to do? 

I've been so alone for long, I dont even know how to keep or start a friendship. 

I dont even know how people who are friends care enough to hang out with each other repeatedly. In my 3 years of college, no one gives a fuck about me the whole time. I'm lucky if anyone even says anything to me. And I get that it's on me to take the initiative, but at this point I cant even picture how any could be friends with me, nor picturing myself what it's like to have friend and what kind of stuff or things you talk about with each other. What do you even do, say?

This is why I cant find friends, because I forgot everything about having one and knowing how to keep one. This pains me a lot because I'm only 20 and I have no one.",2.8956779661016943,3.35409841242938,3.762500000000003,94.35866525423731,73.3502824858757,7.0299435028248585,24.3545197740113,6.816661863887847,0.5014824858757057,637,17,156,5,12,204,99,177,0.068,0.7859999999999999,0.146,0.9337,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,0,15,11,1,0,5,0,16,2,0,6,0,33,32,16,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,16,11,0,3,6,0,0,1,7,2,0,4,2,2,18,9,22,28,5,12,0,0,0,1,14,5,1,5,7,110,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002991207261357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881102738678318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103488822319968,0.0,0.09536983828454138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129425942402635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816035736640645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253091093609364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716508220341152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974816539199303,0.0,0.3827302605036484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415690876215848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059238514202032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447692160707018,0.1071409571399034,0.06054916571328092,0.11117486244051866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602155852708826,0.0,0.12068443942635886,0.254766444040858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323866330238387,0.0,0.0,0.10256141502665077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852785075186206,0.0,0.0,0.07735929411044938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31412764016918504,0.08814163997490004,0.12331803084508028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034542352094895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095560853199096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128386591473956,0.0,0.0,0.18432509362527186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202946751793769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326694434642592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713690645535624,0.09315018271906604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699397710200441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757798015153718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457515869181204,0.12939008911482774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463111545008899
lonely,throw-away29471,2019/07/09,"trying to cope with having no friends I just had a huge falling out with my only friend and I feel completely lost. I have an awful time making and keeping friends and it seems like I'll never be able to have at least one good friend in my life. I have hopes that I'll meet someone new but as an adult it's so difficult, especially as an introvert :( I just feel so lost.",1.8701298701298688,3.730698350649355,3.2584415584415574,91.29337662337663,78.48051948051949,6.477922077922077,22.688311688311693,7.447530270364453,0.7674467532467539,291,9,64,4,7,95,53,77,0.20800000000000002,0.615,0.177,-0.6954,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,10,0,0,4,1,6,1,0,1,1,16,14,8,0,1,3,0,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,2,7,7,9,10,1,8,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,2,4,41,10,0,0.19605936237354732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556451126319727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982670090815396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.605899908094105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444529118548812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473118496388134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426656966115914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848252580862425,0.09578470111479516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280439084576896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087114681024206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121306693877887,0.1893553539035881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285489800049546,0.14911197985831312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848508003019758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661204615024279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432379086764233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331114373770909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,avxto,2019/07/09,"I have no friends . . . Like deadass, I literally have no friends .",1.8727272727272712,4.477222181818182,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727274,99.9090909090909,5.836363636363638,41.86363636363637,7.1686216300943375,3.5473272727272733,48,4,10,1,2,14,7,11,0.257,0.23399999999999999,0.509,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.953477504477138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30146417441554985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UltravioletHalo,2019/07/09,"I have a huge crush on this guy, and since I can’t tell anyone I’m just going to rant here I mean, nothing special really. I’m an introverted, practically friendless person. And just to clarify, I’m not saying that to get the whole “poor me” perspective, I’m just stating it. Anyways, since I’m also an idiot, I gradually gained a gigantic crush on my cousins best friend. It’s stupid and ridiculous and will never (and could never) happen. But my stupid ass brain thinks about him constantly for no reason at all. There is zero logic here, but I can’t stop myself. I’m just frustrated cause this is all so immature, but no matter how many times I tell myself that - it’s like my brain is just not listening to me. So if anyone would like to just tell me to get the fuck over it, that’s a totally acceptable response. I don’t know what to do except suffer in silence and wish for a brain transplant since mine obviously doesn’t know how to behave itself. 

Again, sorry for the overall immaturity of this, but I just needed to let it out.",5.859764227642272,5.8719328585365895,6.786646341463418,76.83297764227643,66.7560975609756,9.760162601626016,29.278455284552845,9.516144504307137,2.45860162601626,816,25,158,15,12,273,115,205,0.19699999999999998,0.6990000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.9459,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,18,13,6,0,9,0,13,5,4,4,6,44,31,16,0,5,15,1,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,2,13,7,0,1,7,0,1,1,10,7,0,1,0,2,18,6,21,27,5,15,0,1,0,2,10,7,2,1,8,114,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948935989602493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914656515719317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368185590221574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585209122258601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064747237714226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795442627780078,0.0,0.1093139729157512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577872461219094,0.12657395856664524,0.14306289204100098,0.0,0.07781087223270446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556549852216015,0.1210718058070896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048772287003007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400029251049632,0.0,0.1337776538458797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388083982119505,0.0,0.14913850783388816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151933188218723,0.2111916526384105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137181596590192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954724152926545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877100403569461,0.1407694738762833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887879568246313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397678036365889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326301081665356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144654856037484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590042630595271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772838880853066,0.0,0.0,0.07983513203591261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528585912964107,0.15744331286538954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725914093496824,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,archelixer,2019/07/09,I’d just like a friend 19f. Chronic social outcast. I don’t want to be that way anymore. I have a lot of hobbies and interests and stories. I care about people. I’m just bad at connecting with people and understanding social nuances. If anyone wants to talk to me and get to know each other that would be nice. I want to make new friends. And I need a distraction so I don’t do something I’ll regret.,0.7632926829268314,3.1782236219512217,2.7177560975609762,90.18273170731709,87.17073170731706,5.231219512195122,22.83414634146341,6.742157984588678,0.7857960975609752,315,12,64,4,10,105,55,82,0.10400000000000001,0.6679999999999999,0.22699999999999998,0.8176,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,20,17,7,0,7,3,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,9,14,2,3,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127545057276558,0.15000323010458455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912223498114016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218725979191252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314881857482585,0.0,0.11208222330255066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178991862835898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480772936526403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238435557945853,0.0,0.0,0.14319935832102235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907007419204194,0.0,0.20719284452332645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974539316711932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373693308572341,0.0,0.16515442648396522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242978424559413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22333160750628325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796031871887367,0.1702826411795792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239480478785772,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rchlhd,2019/07/09,"I don’t know what I’m doing here I’m 24f and I have never felt so lonely. 
I’ve struggled with depression/anxiety/trauma since I’ve known what it was but the past year has been the lowest I’ve ever felt. 

Background: Had a shitty childhood. My dad did drugs, was physically and emotionally abusive to my mother, never me, but I grew up watching it. I mostly dissociated through it but ya know... it is what it is. My mother got remarried to a wonderful man who I now look as my Dad but I definitely had problems the first 6 or so years they were married (my teens.) 
I was in a relationship with a boy for 4.5 years and then he cheated on me (did NOT see it coming) and ever since then I feel like I’ve lost myself. 

I’m currently in therapy and have been on medications for yeeeears and honestly don’t feel like my situation is that bad because mom is my best friends, I have my own place, nice car, great job and have my shit together. 

In the past few years it seems like all my friends are getting married and having babies and honestly haven’t connected with anyone since my ex. Not even in a romantic way but I’m a best friend kind of way. (Btw he has a fiancé and a baby and I’m just here like uhhhhh)

I just feel so alone. It could be the fact I live alone or that everyone else is busy with their own lives and I don’t blame them but I’m just like... so exhausted. I would say I’m a normal 24 year old girl and I have people to talk to or hang out with occasionally but I just feel so dark and low on the inside. I haven’t had sex in two years (I’m self conscious but also have high standards lol) and it’s so past the physical part! I just crave closeness. Someone I can count on all the time.

There’s really no main point to this post and it’s the first time I’m writing anything on here but lately it’s just like alcohol is my only real friend. I’m so numb these days and if someone where to come in my life I don’t even know how I would accept it. I’m sad. I’m lonely. I’m weak. 
I had to quit school because of money and I just don’t know what I’m doing anymore. Going through the motions I guess. 

That’s how I feel, I’m sorry. 
Thanks for any support.",0.19071155506227555,2.3678737668845318,2.5439741850618667,92.24863854975956,86.93028322440088,5.642800180868992,19.5536235458544,7.052630249996997,0.33260115098450305,1685,50,380,25,53,574,210,459,0.155,0.685,0.16,0.7435,3,6,2,0,0,0,50.0,0,1,3,6,27,33,2,1,19,1,42,9,1,2,7,84,81,44,0,6,22,6,7,6,4,2,7,1,0,4,22,27,1,0,16,0,1,7,12,13,0,3,16,11,44,20,33,61,10,54,0,5,3,1,25,19,1,8,31,238,66,2,0.0,0.09623519837339473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680198652688015,0.0,0.16824371005076666,0.0,0.06495348071067539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055233980478314015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055074208609894,0.0567925528012237,0.0,0.06683907012372896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781726620784742,0.09902477642403257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704756821061192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399317182342887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484943411792034,0.0,0.0,0.0523816937801436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419213491277101,0.0,0.06785084781668523,0.0913642069638559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729318694639296,0.14694052395605894,0.0,0.07761143226153935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534229285150746,0.11605052035006805,0.15597237895177968,0.0,0.0,0.13817537194371124,0.0,0.0,0.2510087319981577,0.0,0.04243532342970598,0.0,0.04616053097257433,0.0,0.06496092985800997,0.08954792314896051,0.08947557115119179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581586791146734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060064554090983,0.0,0.0,0.08458057447465357,0.17855070874310294,0.0,0.09162234402696326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057369744973993525,0.2380868131894128,0.0,0.14344163907084198,0.0,0.0682063142267,0.0,0.08866378527723158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182296851954747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095126629919075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252873607894997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958065389320204,0.0,0.0,0.08522918900436906,0.0,0.0,0.0617732541133788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879558856030508,0.23260775912530074,0.0563093478340088,0.0,0.08486006422170649,0.0,0.07678137030421707,0.0,0.07778855548909093,0.0,0.0,0.0777188157558729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863899627730567,0.0,0.09244881152458458,0.05203311463203005,0.0,0.0,0.08720240293491817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459126952498688,0.0,0.08220135035459343,0.06472369382885831,0.07394177325409218,0.08473262076036271,0.0,0.08337357092028387,0.20156389169299505,0.09129731992968844,0.0,0.0,0.1376388602924064,0.0,0.0,0.09092176651862006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491123124799584,0.0,0.0,0.09217015565470024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528344502610961,0.0,0.07477862358360739,0.09288483119044297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094722806191456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934242992381745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289410352507804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808216946849515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153960483585889,0.0,0.0,0.3138271668720549
lonely,Tamator91,2019/07/09,"Wanna buy some plastic crack? Greetings and salutations new friend! You may call me Paco (or Black Iron Daddy if it’s more comfortable). 

I would like to introduce you into the awesome world or Warhammer 40,000
A dark and bleak future full of gold clad super humans, blue fish people, a ravenous hive mind of unstoppable space beast and many many more races and factions all fighting for dominance over the Milky Way galaxy!

Join me in this world of war and bad-assery on discord! @Tamator91#9501 and I will teach you how to play the table top!

(I do dnd too)",5.356529126213591,7.30439459223301,4.89726941747573,82.88337985436894,69.09708737864078,7.868446601941748,26.46723300970873,8.472884824447931,1.8793504854368936,445,14,78,7,8,135,83,103,0.09,0.6940000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.9352,0,0,0,0,2,0,16.0,0,3,0,2,2,7,2,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,1,17,4,10,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,5,11,1,5,12,0,0,2,0,7,9,0,5,3,46,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607395275453161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188712925908888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24126561659962364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525635153038014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6332028280090015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153122933412761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016005489071215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649461223674926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478721606784713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183370704887886,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,merritt19,2019/07/09,"New to sub but feeling lonely like everyone else :/ I just got out of a long term relationship and I know this is the time when I'm soposed to work on myself and I have been but majority of my days still feel so lonely when I lost it her I lost so many other things my friend circle was never huge so I dknt have that many people to reach out to without thinking im annoying them but it sucks so much not having anyone to talk to about random things, send funny memes or videos to and just be there for you when you just need a hug sorry for the rant but it's like once you start typing the words dont stop anyway what have some of you guys done to help with this empty feeling",4.1357731157731115,4.335103447552449,4.882191142191144,88.35952602952604,70.46853146853147,7.474436674436674,22.182595182595183,6.937597516519254,0.41798585858585824,535,9,119,4,9,173,95,143,0.16699999999999998,0.6459999999999999,0.187,0.54,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,1,3,14,10,2,0,5,0,10,1,0,0,1,27,22,15,0,1,10,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,1,5,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,6,3,15,4,19,15,4,17,0,4,0,1,12,4,1,3,14,84,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804551702427522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088773759919994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276534818295555,0.1978602207037161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103061081070906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613183629968914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560871374609247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304328388355692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350238045876542,0.0,0.0,0.16716209129228474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315902558677073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235865996653974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278113805872194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495754914660032,0.0,0.0,0.14940373867383386,0.0,0.0,0.3685822122140847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34232164358911626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410490835421352,0.1251806986956044,0.1302073119759879,0.16305106522328694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797918230461144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704115681558334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812535664005192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889844074277936,0.11949434517278346,0.0,0.13482289415441534,0.1411442451279867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356941648354097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22431804458660967,0.10817546572544393,0.0,0.0,0.09844250768227232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627401059087079,0.0,0.122905727414893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelyastronomer_,2019/07/09,College icebreakers sound like hell I’m starting college soon and I am honestly terrified about icebreakers and all that stuff. I want to meet new friends in college but I haven’t had any for so long that I don’t even know how to communicate with others very well anymore. I’m just scared that I’ve been friendless for so long that I don’t know how to make friends anymore.,4.022207207207206,5.875833472972975,4.04972972972973,87.99504504504505,72.37837837837839,7.636036036036036,31.25225225225225,8.344100000000001,2.2528090090090087,303,14,61,5,6,93,47,74,0.156,0.6659999999999999,0.17800000000000002,-0.0543,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,12,13,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,1,5,5,8,11,1,6,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,6,37,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105152894272834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697405494985466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156423017617198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659462862915578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26030954484780106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570246236466515,0.0,0.0,0.4191716121021379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808488998974085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287304804795559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371066844167589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762846013015248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711120184874413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540834885370292,0.1396876093815027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129373001462226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Geekerheads,2019/07/09,"My introduction? Not sure how to post here, but I guess I'm just looking for friends, people to talk to, people to vent to, people to play games with, not sure. I have an actual zero social life, in part by choice because of some bad choices in life. I'm a long, confusing, story lol. I'm a dude turning 23 this year. Just looking for friends.",2.3408695652173925,4.12321026086957,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,76.82608695652173,6.339130434782609,24.54347826086957,7.1686216300943375,0.9743217391304341,264,9,55,3,6,87,47,69,0.138,0.674,0.188,0.7249,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,1,2,12,8,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,3,5,13,8,2,5,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,3,2,31,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.19725978405728992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877871594633936,0.12322285714450988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31234620508092426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268034162833905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285555358754911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888781389824476,0.33949390113525074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889825795260745,0.0,0.4204159185983259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359454081400465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060565905292719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38102970102033423,0.0,0.0,0.1624727247230916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21987061188367807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017173259733947
lonely,InternalShoe2,2018/12/17,"Too Lonely I just really want some friends irl. I am so touch deprived and I am tired of talking to myself to try and keep myself company. I ask people why they never reach out to me and ask how I'm doing even though I ask how they are doing all of the time, and they always say that they are thinking of me and that I'm the wrong one for asking those kinds of questions. I have never gotten a text from anyone asking me how I was doing before. I never get invited to everything and I have to invite myself and it destroys my confidence. Now I have to spend another christmas alone with no presents and no friends. I am having a really hard time being by myself all the time. ",4.394057971014494,4.936842463768119,5.695797101449276,81.53688405797102,70.01449275362319,8.162318840579712,25.47826086956522,8.167268648758528,1.5217043478260877,532,14,104,7,9,179,78,138,0.16899999999999998,0.74,0.091,-0.8564,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,0,9,7,1,0,5,0,14,1,0,3,5,24,26,13,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,10,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,2,3,23,3,15,23,3,9,0,2,0,0,14,1,0,2,8,87,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424797621100685,0.0,0.0,0.11588882424008595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604307389631513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738504700070287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6510214926337834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185136537046103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199051229657472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517232611356605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152086493521798,0.0,0.0727659836168326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476397716395307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379494561068904,0.0,0.1450345655246388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322254809405659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437705065328236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965564711378094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602104202787093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844759793660914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075789884885012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194480699762628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892424640897536,0.1368380042694887,0.0,0.24363894061814345,0.16007732211819034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455929030047566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214861817801591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567496503799036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227648817186712,0.0,0.0
lonely,theunionargus,2018/12/17,"Feeling like I'll be alone forever. I know that chances are on my side, but I can't shake this feeling. 

I just moved back to the place that my ex and I lived in for two years (for financial reasons), for the two years I didn't live there I lived in the apartment we were supposed to move into. Living in this house again is worse than I thought it'd be.

Been drinking a lot more (an unhealthy amount for me), and smoking more cigarettes. I know that covering this up isn't going to fix anything. Trying to make some music tonight, hopefully that will help. 

Just feeling really undesirable, outcasted, boring, lazy, hated, annoying... The list goes on for a while. Just feeling really low I guess. Needed to spit this out somewhere.",3.743824940047961,5.8411198273381295,4.208075539568345,85.52395983213431,73.74820143884892,7.511031175059952,28.130095923261393,8.344100000000001,2.035690167865708,572,23,109,10,12,180,92,139,0.196,0.682,0.12300000000000001,-0.9542,0,1,2,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,0,6,7,2,1,7,0,11,2,1,2,0,23,24,4,0,2,4,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,0,8,1,0,4,3,5,0,2,4,4,13,2,19,16,5,22,0,1,0,0,3,12,0,4,7,74,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484935062448607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303564397005826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496550591962973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646484877969987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023910558720263,0.1068114089401576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497112009034707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470433379454488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761215509491618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021474790154522,0.0,0.0,0.14849916006001235,0.0,0.17251678425557526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643357798878096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304401534240478,0.0,0.528087371728298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710976325736392,0.0,0.0,0.09980042683464474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31781520788610074,0.0,0.1108612600441648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620822715712046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156244258541502,0.15372324620683542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869583431100275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150883972972943,0.0,0.2921030152500715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236551010625174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925616634099679
lonely,StockIslam,2018/12/17,"Friends kicked me out of our group It was out of nowhere. We had gotten in a little bit of a fight the night before, which was me just begging them to go easy on me with the jokes for a while cause I'm hella depressed. But then, after school on Friday, I was waiting for them to pick me up. And I texted them, but nobody showed up. Nobody answered for at least twenty minutes. Until I finally got a snap, in out group chat, from one of them that said this:

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*""Dude I'm sorry, but I don't think the group dynamic is working out. Like we should take a break for a while.""*

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They then proceeded to basically gang up on me in the group chat and kicked me out. But it was the way that they did it that was really hurtful. They made it sound as if it was them, not me. Just like a breakup, in fact, that's what they kept comparing it to. They told me that I was guilt tripping them (which was me asking them to go a little easy on me for a while). We're coming together tomorrow so they can explain it, or ask me to come back to them, or something, I'm really not sure what they want to talk about. 

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I'm just not sure what to do right now. They told one of my friends that they were devastated and that is was impulsive, screwed up, and they wished they had never done it. But if they just decide that it's ""for the best,"" like they kept saying, what do I do? I have no other friends to do anything with.

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I'm so hurt and scared right now, I was honestly just venting a little bit. Feel free to give advice or your own two cents below. <3",2.05503980539584,3.752060164086689,3.0104765590446725,94.02532120743034,77.39009287925697,6.1003538257408225,21.44283502874834,6.868970318607317,0.2836785493144625,1215,32,274,12,28,386,148,323,0.134,0.77,0.096,-0.9354,1,0,1,0,1,0,64.0,3,1,21,2,11,20,2,2,16,0,25,1,0,3,4,52,52,24,0,5,18,0,1,3,3,1,0,3,0,0,25,16,0,3,5,4,2,5,6,7,0,3,23,4,45,14,48,28,5,46,0,3,0,1,44,24,1,5,18,200,70,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083671333228121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371096718473844,0.4161728706791577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046172071267685,0.0,0.16009481826126976,0.0,0.0,0.06584000463859004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286019765092337,0.0,0.08985769759085857,0.0,0.18695969524129288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796001388223289,0.0,0.1475159608118043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374831174320498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762365746713223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04329435242776356,0.0,0.0,0.09379752486768994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845997787398534,0.0,0.0,0.08213888424747227,0.09732482619274782,0.0,0.06848178600357108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332573397162186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549551112297652,0.2574549233512724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102003303241248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603894255587525,0.0,0.0,0.08035285320508517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604284146784115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970657683375487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624582009245868,0.08144856845350397,0.06809209022988946,0.08572512616534339,0.08665663032367638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591797281666405,0.0,0.0958496895196004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140027700829598,0.0,0.06437901622634051,0.06882178136344327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486476341908557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363588104981636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364275756093148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050503586465393394,0.06796479362613428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984640232152161,0.0,0.0,0.0623357025758814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161728706791577,0.0
lonely,Whatshappeningtome24,2018/12/17,"A GIRL PLEASE SAY I LOVE YOU!! PLEASE CAN ONE OF YOU GIRLS ON REDDIT TELL ME ""I LOVE YOU""?!! IT'S JUST THREE WORDS!! ITS THAT SIMPLE! NO ONE'S GOING TO DIE. OMG! JUST SAY I LOVE YOU!!",-3.887000000000001,-3.794115699999997,-1.3449999999999989,111.83,131.0,1.6,4.0,3.1291,-3.23095,132,0,37,0,10,43,28,40,0.11599999999999999,0.534,0.35,0.9227,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,8,3,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,3,12,1,0,0,0,22,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401192605852094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314894690279416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6264450150219675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135564111644316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079362968429515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679798110956409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022222969359629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,eff-ing-dead,2018/12/17,loneliness may have ruined my life i go homeless and starve in a city where i don't know anyone.  I've suffered insomnia since moving.  dropped a quarter.  i want to kill myself.,1.3641176470588228,4.059276588235297,2.6796470588235297,87.96241176470592,91.94117647058823,5.072941176470589,24.44705882352941,6.742157984588678,1.2846070588235303,140,6,25,2,5,45,30,34,0.428,0.5379999999999999,0.033,-0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,2,5,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127441918380376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25419596834043706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948421134290324,0.0,0.2458099449386231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315922663146414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753811909036041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699894516797584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638136345768738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Falvarius,2018/12/17,"It’s Christmas season, there will be someone for you. Hello there. I am willing to lend an ear out and a friendly face to talk to you guys to prove that you don’t have to feel or be alone any longer.  You can PM me whenever and I will try to respond as soon as possible. 

I had underwent long periods of loneliness for more then half my life. I had social anxiety and had been accustomed to bouts of melancholy which had led me to be isolated for most if not all of my life growing up. To some some extend, I know how some you guys are feeling . You guys shouldn’t feel the way you do now,  you guys deserve more, especially now, in this season of joy. I know it’s a bit early but Merry Christmas and I hope there is someone for each and all of you.

Just PM me whenever, I am here and I am not going anywhere :)",1.370357142857145,3.2908046071428596,3.1847619047619062,90.93107142857146,80.30952380952381,6.5809523809523816,23.595238095238088,7.645422480735847,1.0447666666666668,626,22,138,10,16,209,96,168,0.068,0.831,0.10099999999999999,0.7565,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,9,0,0,9,3,0,0,4,0,21,4,2,2,3,30,28,13,0,3,6,0,3,0,1,4,2,1,0,4,5,8,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,5,4,23,3,23,16,10,16,0,0,0,0,18,3,0,7,9,107,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732953298214454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643366590060147,0.0,0.13098080029114156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692499584873853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597179024298958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228209603272106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730676287517026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6781283612551834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005745645999934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819315019557892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418717485598303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152196243934035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302183062139294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745345213303052,0.29014380161353137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137618016322302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162453382609529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590435895853534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,auesklara,2018/12/17,"So yeah... Chrismas and family You know I don't want to another sad human.... but I am. Well, Christmas is coming up and I am going to visit my family. Doesn't seem like something bad but if you have drama in your family all the time I think you can relate to what I\`m feeling right now. I just sometimes need a friend or something. Just someone that knows that feeling. But you know I don't expect anything. I'm just a sad human hoping for some comfort on the internet. Wow, this is sad.",0.868537414965985,3.315687520408165,2.88683673469388,88.91113945578233,87.06122448979592,5.3074829931972785,20.41156462585034,6.816661863887847,0.5966911564625854,379,12,74,5,12,127,66,98,0.165,0.638,0.19699999999999998,0.5753,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,5,0,0,6,10,0,0,4,1,9,0,0,0,1,24,22,8,0,5,8,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,7,1,0,3,3,4,1,0,0,2,12,6,7,22,2,9,0,3,0,0,9,4,0,5,3,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895915434653325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639878695160969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638784742582285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165936261896894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5635814419810147,0.0,0.2015207277057223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396080134761442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325362719606236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979268779143186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32855203857379434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735660391079093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477612605574431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018134257883635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814141615335866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884662982439008,0.30682611255276737,0.1970899018935124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276885601657162,0.0,0.0,0.11619993480735465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753865025739894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917382192636966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LoLoTMP,2018/12/17,"It’s almost 2019 but I still have no one in my life except for my family. (kind of) It’s 2 am for me and I’m still having this feeling of loneliness that is stuck to me like it has been drilled into my head. I just meet for my grandma’s birthday yesterday which was good but as soon as we left my parents started fighting again then as soon as we got home we do the same thing we always do. My mom goes into the living room and watches the tv, my dad goes into his man cave that is upstairs and watches tv, and I stay downstairs in my little room I like to call my game room. I’m used to this since we do this everyday but I still have this feeling of loneliness that grows stronger and stronger until I go into a deep depression. I like to describe this as a deep black hole, the black hole represents loneliness and depression and I’m just stuck in that hole waiting for someone to throw me down a rope. That is why I feel so depressed because I have this fear of being lonely forever and it just grows everyday. I just want to show to girls that if I were to be there boyfriend, I wouldn’t treat them poorly, I would make them feel like a queen. I would try to do anything I could in my power to help them have the happiest life ever. I would protect them and make them feel like they’re the only girl in the world. I want to be able to dream about her every night and as soon as I wake up, I would wake up and say something like “good morning beautiful” and just make them realize how precious they are to me. They would help me out of that hole called loneliness and depression. She would hug me tight and I would hug her even tighter while telling her I love her and I would regret if I did anything stupid. If she was crying I would run straight to her and hold her as tight as I could till she stops crying and looks at me and realizes that I am not just her friend, I am her guardian that will look over her till the end of time. I just think and wait till I meet that special one for me but until then I’m stuck in my town with the same faces everyday. Until I meet the one for me I sit and think of these fantasies where I see this girl who is so happy because I make her feel that way. I just hope that this happens one day because I feel that there are two paths when it comes to love and loneliness. The love path which is where you find the one for you and you live as happy as possible for the rest of your lives or you go down the loneliness path where you never find the one for you and that hole called loneliness and depression grows so wide and deep that it is impossible to be saved and you go into such a deep depression where you are literally on the brink of death. I just hope I am on the love path and I will meet her before the end of 2019 until then I will just sit here and watch as the hole I’m in grows deeper and wider every second.",5.61956939799331,4.719450327759198,5.7278908862876285,87.28089987458195,67.46153846153847,9.214130434782607,28.72094481605351,8.278499904357787,1.5869914715719058,2248,60,513,26,32,711,224,598,0.147,0.665,0.188,0.9839,2,2,1,0,2,0,28.0,5,9,8,2,33,35,2,1,24,0,47,12,4,6,2,110,89,65,1,20,20,3,9,6,1,13,2,1,4,4,34,42,0,7,13,6,1,10,4,11,0,8,9,18,96,24,78,61,3,85,0,8,8,6,63,39,0,7,38,366,130,0,0.06619989764927521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628963494034591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508361800742846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895375033703378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106452948528885,0.0,0.056331237046680825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279249127655294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057025350085317235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571046307649652,0.0,0.1454349581200278,0.0426934574028924,0.0,0.3421072490499629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726692029325925,0.0,0.0,0.04372440805124191,0.05988159743943559,0.111552537895376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240737186372351,0.07449328952252038,0.23430860135087594,0.09458644021601442,0.0,0.0,0.1210110142783428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114587670788374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286878223396933,0.11105066663068336,0.052946105625865575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854035086273469,0.14094204405949665,0.0,0.0,0.06794019365909057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874479192071293,0.0,0.06640389495195237,0.13150287094344162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893700628700615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192638249422385,0.0,0.0935178909464916,0.1940515566326677,0.06634968878169918,0.17536716738797495,0.0,0.11118248231025138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389919689801503,0.0,0.17675578292608404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753252003222269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510574421613582,0.0,0.0,0.06212411943979178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26915258348379684,0.050348005243910525,0.0,0.0,0.07350715210982223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463043788215899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264481568003642,0.0,0.0,0.052752747496830496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476123942634696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560909584514432,0.05096391544478752,0.0,0.0,0.04685662828516028,0.0705602827174708,0.15860197132981527,0.055346078669988384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057861628424068015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04398027043727741,0.08483644275789044,0.0,0.0,0.038601692684767104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04494538502844917,0.0,0.06466768078199378,0.0,0.0,0.057175456570570736,0.0,0.0,0.07809282962749586,0.05254639740239562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973511089307479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232385712997289,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cursed_Thot,2018/12/17,"I've been ignoring all my ""friends"" for less than a day Because I got ditched while drunk. They seem to care soooo much where I am now, too bad they didn't care when I was drunk, alone, and walking in the cold. ",6.911363636363635,4.502861954545459,5.862727272727272,92.21409090909091,65.81818181818181,9.70909090909091,33.36363636363636,7.1686216300943375,1.6699909090909082,162,5,41,1,2,48,38,44,0.258,0.615,0.127,-0.6808,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,4,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,1,6,3,4,4,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392335997282357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27348297695615736,0.19966589751540745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6678995707391924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211236789007308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530572931768483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619643857208881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24078025486871285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981809412513056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PatronSaintLucifer,2018/12/17,"I just want someone to give me a hug, you feel me? I've had no one for so goddamn long I wonder if I'll ever find someone before I die.

People hear you're bi and they usually think you get everyone and are never lonely but fuck that's so far from the truth it's laughable. It's not even that I want a relationship for pleasure, I just want someone who actually cares about me. I just want to be loved and embraced. And it stings when I realize how pathetic that is. That just being hugged would make me happy.

But of course, living with severe social anxiety has basically doomed me to a (short) life of being lonely. 

You know it's bad when you start to understand the logic of incels. Hope I never turn into one of them.",1.6371428571428623,3.8595110816326574,3.6442448979591866,86.39004081632655,81.04081632653063,6.3689795918367365,20.6843537414966,7.554174236665415,0.8240361904761904,567,16,114,9,15,192,93,147,0.154,0.586,0.26,0.9437,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,2,0,12,13,1,0,5,0,8,6,0,2,4,34,27,12,1,7,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,1,2,19,8,14,22,0,11,1,3,0,5,12,3,1,3,8,79,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.14768724591467586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577565545700695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263636368976805,0.0,0.0,0.1287802718968209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543025086613234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706834204006134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995947990100568,0.13689684097432533,0.0,0.14461306675719765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652269218313766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832317678698394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991256319408005,0.07906956592842587,0.14518033422541676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611055935149676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705726077073802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031602680121514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317320274414934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689681298252307,0.0,0.0,0.13363711197089367,0.13393225937353695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659140274567175,0.0,0.10102147129173417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334474308968985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510551930569568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492097929507103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162483883489219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097255478266646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427336343934114,0.3846928946906072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712012814010728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969733733706808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461584038459756,0.0,0.15755159688394166,0.0,0.0,0.16668102490264106,0.0,0.3570600029353909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412314890081686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750849429348257,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Timeliest2,2018/12/17,Cuddle If someone wants to cuddle and play with my hair id be hella happy ngl ,-0.002352941176472001,2.162502,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,87.8235294117647,3.4000000000000004,14.382352941176471,3.1291,-0.9990941176470592,62,1,12,0,2,22,16,17,0.0,0.687,0.313,0.7501,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7178604418165171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5713764190743172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977503913270292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,laafawnduh,2018/12/17,What should I do for my 21st birthday? It’s dec 30th and I have no friends and no good ideas. ,-1.7814285714285705,0.13193085714285854,-0.4980952380952371,111.10142857142858,97.57142857142857,2.8000000000000003,16.523809523809526,3.1291,-1.5836476190476192,72,2,20,0,3,22,18,21,0.18,0.574,0.24600000000000002,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814856352041562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52271369858323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7035211243491486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,happygirl2840,2018/12/17,"Holidays. This is the first time in years that I’m not spending the holidays alone. I used to dread this time of the year, but this is the first time I’m excited. Even though this time I won’t be alone, I still think about next year and the year after that and so on where I know I’ll be alone again. ",3.6510000000000034,3.5459039076923102,3.9998076923076944,95.32894230769232,71.46153846153845,8.346153846153845,22.403846153846153,8.07648339933343,0.5147692307692311,234,4,60,3,4,73,38,65,0.155,0.769,0.075,-0.4926,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,6,7,0,17,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,14,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5744788502519311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221198039800527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31453906472304977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161212548892534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966353542224824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765545159543028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847169832256058,0.18165601909615406,0.0,0.4312493963040032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159687823347669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762590330633483
lonely,echodooom_,2018/12/17,"""Cause there's something in a Sunday, that makes the body feel alone."" Don't know if it matters. But I'm a guy in his mid-thirties.

I know the best thing to do is just to move on, to find someone else. But I'm at a point in my life where I've put a restriction on dating. I just got a new job, I'm moving, I'm having major (but non-life threatening) surgery in February or March. It all feels too much sometimes. Adding dating to the whole mix would just wear me out even more. So I've put a break on dating for a while, so I can take care of my own life before I try to be in someone else's.

But now I just keep thinking of my ex.

I'm pretty sure she is over me. I tried texting her this summer (nothing bad, just a quick Hi. How are you?) but received no reply. And, actually, that non-reply helped me move on so much that I barely thought of her the rest of the year! 

Until now.

The last couple of days have left me pretty lonely. I think about texting her again (bad idea) or even calling her (probably even a worse idea). And in all honesty it's not like I want her back. I don't. Sex maybe? Sure. Being comforted for a brief time by someone who knows you? Sure? But I don't want her back.

It's this odd mixture of emotions where I keep reaching for my phone, only to tell myself to be strong, to move on, that tomorrow is another day and you'll be at work and out with friends and can forget all about her.

But until then? I'm stuck, here. Just thinking about her---- Damnit.",1.083444960212205,2.838938836538464,2.5616312997347457,95.8592307692308,80.50641025641025,5.329089301503094,20.37400530503979,6.129581340695534,-0.09981246684350163,1135,30,264,8,29,369,163,312,0.121,0.7759999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.561,1,3,1,0,0,0,58.0,0,3,0,3,27,12,0,0,16,0,18,5,2,3,6,54,42,23,0,4,17,1,2,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,12,8,0,3,12,0,0,8,5,3,0,0,3,2,34,9,40,33,11,52,0,1,0,1,23,20,0,3,24,172,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0931699269206993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988834116943456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011396887865057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682891993609484,0.15943544403275714,0.0,0.0,0.08124227956953384,0.0,0.10019522900729658,0.0,0.0,0.10605131479349564,0.0,0.0,0.09749075370762834,0.0,0.09734322938056413,0.09807922938937948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056413841908776,0.0,0.12314708442285635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951439293494354,0.10739663894249923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918121290151999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965501603651968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726251337998316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376382682466999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763601607365747,0.0,0.0,0.09453536136922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399494821663505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155595373556007,0.0,0.0,0.09474430649974233,0.1697253146150804,0.0,0.0,0.1574118572007886,0.07782495086987086,0.0,0.0,0.10373397747645008,0.0,0.13487377588977906,0.0466443121122716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637303718366455,0.0,0.09591757249728176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058996943466146,0.14037037067746955,0.0,0.0,0.09221044827423217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161093516752784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261311720181991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025483149363422,0.0,0.0,0.1942650049254732,0.10293830787646167,0.0,0.0,0.1919576954447237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426872318137968,0.07350139786726866,0.09442731698531467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26995246067264844,0.0,0.07178539454052149,0.0,0.0834494472202187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342941525406336,0.1835297703788151,0.0,0.07579656616734146,0.05567229965772365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964265396180435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262737744806588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659454156201804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950701122300464,0.0,0.09729728541382103,0.06782277301362306,0.0,0.0,0.061482835293546624
lonely,RlBSS,2018/12/17,"Ive noticed that everyone is so much happier than me and i dont know why, kind of So everybody around me is always enjoying their life and hanging out with their friends. me though, I haven't had a friend over at my house or hung out with anyone in a long time. Yeah, I have friends but they really don't feel like friends because everything is always one sided whether it's me texting them all the time and never getting texted back or its never getting invited to hang out or go do something. Even if I suggest to go do something nobody wants to do anything and I'm just stuck at home watching Netflix. I've tried being more interesting and picking up a hobby but everything I try to do ends up being a waste of time because I suck so bad at it. Now I'm just sad, lonely, and feeling sorry for myself. I've got no idea where I fit in because nothing I do ends up being right or makes me happy with myself.",6.076935483870969,5.337583467741942,6.762924731182796,79.70438709677421,66.47311827956989,9.375483870967745,34.19139784946237,8.548686976883017,2.661801720430108,719,29,144,9,10,238,112,186,0.159,0.703,0.138,-0.7493,0,2,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,11,13,1,0,5,1,17,1,0,2,3,33,31,18,0,2,10,0,2,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,4,13,0,0,4,1,0,4,6,4,0,1,3,3,21,9,24,25,3,31,0,2,1,0,9,17,1,5,11,101,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842444246005224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177448617049982,0.0,0.10800925498434473,0.1168421528852171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092472589731268,0.10958998060004607,0.2400300970693925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538264268428852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325007199110295,0.0,0.0,0.08669074214769605,0.0,0.0,0.12541695989066112,0.2359217614128348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327299618418515,0.0937664918164864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056200376142145,0.0,0.13714755935944914,0.0,0.14918713114351048,0.0,0.10497425568706407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972024944296527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165650929192835,0.0,0.0,0.15144724519241115,0.0,0.14816759008807126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667881402664772,0.07213269496631859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270720555825104,0.06412312256534491,0.0,0.0,0.11615393531567207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761176356465311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648535990657496,0.0,0.2024593470971182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259398833009646,0.14943133056467156,0.0,0.0,0.08893978692570442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840834250912979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208853483136068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020884832784178,0.0,0.14692592588971834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895447419497932,0.0,0.2296023801908075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822305471415234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741586059767039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843456152743707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bobby-spanks,2019/09/01,"Why? I went to a asking Alexandria and papa roach concert last weekend and I met a very beautiful girl. She had the most beautiful brown eyes I’ve ever seen. I wanted to just stare into them all night. We hit it off very well. It was the first time ever in my life that I met a complete stranger and I could talk to them like I’ve known them for years. We were having fun and enjoying the music. When she left I gave her my number and my Instagram and we were texting each other almost everyday since. But when I woke up today I saw that she blocked my number and my Instagram. I have no idea what I did wrong. I want to blame my sense of humor, since it is pretty dark, but she seemed to laugh and enjoy it. I got no explanation or any sort of reason why she would block me. I just don’t get it. This was the first time in about a year I’ve had any sort of actual heart strings pulled by another human. I was starting to feel complete and that I wasn’t alone anymore. Then she dropped out of my life so quick. Now I just feel ugly and abandoned.",1.6284862385321084,3.4667784082568858,3.005036697247707,92.9320504587156,79.13761467889908,6.011376146788992,20.533027522935786,6.961326702584282,0.280736880733945,815,21,181,9,20,265,127,218,0.109,0.7609999999999999,0.13,0.1997,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,3,2,12,9,0,0,8,0,15,4,2,1,3,42,32,17,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,2,11,16,0,3,6,2,0,2,4,2,1,2,17,8,37,7,19,12,3,29,0,1,5,0,20,7,0,6,20,122,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.13790790737557215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415115386942181,0.14636487149476052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220485455089276,0.14818631293839193,0.0,0.0,0.14015143877511926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132115097365782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963426045960423,0.0,0.0,0.11283249862135453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556640114475809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291124843398406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24041339259791095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383385279311028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130264917241636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674648476797512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595330472721071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115194639201613,0.0,0.0,0.15354456346947828,0.0,0.19963695161672365,0.06904180014922083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261922078556626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437732173407191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453004683977219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865239523265734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23380268299858584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002700380871113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135876406802794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648096247004081,0.0,0.1339548096898441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23320755484918285,0.1667083623483097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706362700107862,0.1310050302050772,0.25503858828475395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038965369886096,0.15451120499843846,0.0,0.18201085768945127
lonely,gurafura,2019/09/01,"General depressing vent stuff Average 20 year old guy, don't really have any IRL friends I'd say and pretty much all my relationships have been long distance. It's currently almost 1 AM on a sunday and got work tomorrow.

Recently went through a pretty bad breakup and feelings and thoughts have been pretty fucked up since that. This is my first ever post on reddit so hello I suppose. Not sure where I was going with this or if anyone cares really but hey it helps a bit to vent I guess. And that's all.",2.6930303030303016,5.145732898989898,3.8851414141414153,84.8410454545455,78.5959595959596,7.596363636363637,24.041414141414148,8.548686976883017,1.8301789898989904,403,14,77,9,10,131,76,99,0.08199999999999999,0.78,0.138,0.6725,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,1,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,4,19,17,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,6,2,5,3,6,11,4,16,0,1,0,1,7,4,1,4,9,46,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696107768671969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151850054025152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184352538886812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142620370446926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492037066910608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269539368922296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458877553921278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532149674815877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564420998320821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440755385181751,0.0,0.0,0.1308634734492741,0.15659016429799835,0.0,0.0,0.09626322353404364,0.0,0.13546959664775704,0.0,0.18659245734588328,0.16771399051683894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353262930272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989700725453986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451465079135678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777370472109038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222034165693885,0.5169646371780721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701983228795968,0.0,0.16724347321959712,0.18185198977492664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469870657089442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011385595457934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390091804262075,0.0,0.0,0.1596397502250448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446973064131576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701804355761415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331151065874432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907592149668988
lonely,yungPH,2019/09/01,"I'm leaving this sub today. I wanted to remind you all that your main focus should be on loving yourself. Work out. Study more. Force yourself to see your friends and family. And remember, life ALWAYS gets better.",2.2300000000000004,5.126661102564103,2.98089743589744,85.26826923076926,91.82051282051279,4.651282051282052,19.320512820512818,6.42735559955562,0.6030820512820521,169,5,27,2,6,53,34,39,0.0,0.774,0.226,0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,7,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,4,5,3,3,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,1,17,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27193889194703713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890441060179583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080950774086589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25249890153776755,0.0,0.1707490009149051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34605324512999336,0.0,0.0,0.23084133324161085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949661513698055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37022126856937465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26043176211692043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30978540407986765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927658197310684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379275145892008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,neeps1379,2019/09/01,"Feeling vulnerable today Do you ever feel that watching romance movies/dramas/shows just makes you feel lonelier by the minute? I do. 

For the past few months I have been keeping myself busy. This past few weeks was really great because I started making cards, sending and receiving them and it took my mind off any negative thoughts. But today, I broke down after finishing an episode of Go Go Squid! 
I am 27F and have been single my whole life. Never dated once, never had anyone flirt with me or just seem interested in me. The one best friend who doesn’t really care about relationships and love just got into a relationship(very sudden) last month. Surrounding me, my friends are either coupled, or engaged or married. 

I used to love romance - books, movies and the idea itself. However, I realised that it planted so much unrealistic expectations and thoughts in me that it broke me. I was ever so hopeful that by now I would have found someone. That someone that you see on TV; that someone who looks at you differently that everyone can tell he’s in love with you, that someone who would take a leap for you etc. Sometimes I don’t know if I like the idea of a boyfriend because I don’t want to be the odd one out, or I want to feel and be loved so badly. 

Sorry for such a long and depress post. I really need to get a life.",5.548147290412231,6.571713685039378,5.846507642427048,79.75789485873092,67.66141732283464,8.653635942566003,30.68920796665123,8.841846274778883,2.4245820287169977,1052,40,197,17,17,336,150,254,0.086,0.708,0.205,0.9882,2,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,6,1,1,11,20,0,0,12,0,20,6,0,3,4,49,51,17,0,8,10,0,4,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,17,12,0,1,11,2,0,5,6,4,0,2,10,7,30,16,24,37,8,35,0,3,3,4,21,10,0,7,20,140,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629972286410048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817054427109903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140398204229614,0.11886369906240135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023146474401006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994023197853858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787600453297763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397202151411756,0.0,0.0,0.10186118565794597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873233521040364,0.0,0.17637903209994754,0.0,0.09316034088917853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971849501403085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689787993581,0.1506482895477815,0.0,0.05093694422661778,0.0,0.110816942188079,0.0,0.07797539864560916,0.10748822439409084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683421154064642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201192440538597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665774757217977,0.0,0.0,0.053580524182501366,0.07947117332017994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772674573230376,0.047630974010803837,0.0,0.0,0.08627972021536266,0.0818709731156786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519710058754982,0.0,0.1301569064774142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098441830076598,0.0,0.1556386403402292,0.0,0.07166980468628723,0.07229106684806103,0.15038780885943406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382864797844277,0.13212983117806382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613939984646227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337294951882588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737275767481676,0.0,0.0,0.20934559115972567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769063403422452,0.08875549131845055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304276901173187,0.0,0.0964247274225355,0.1091373076916973,0.06900723342227434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330386293370428,0.0,0.08521464401050656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479976484742689,0.0,0.0,0.18482710604790467,0.0,0.10832017224736612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420409709334656,0.0,0.08044331810683457,0.11500977172139425,0.0,0.07820434823908405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088493239350029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851484103686154,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sovhanfasts,2019/09/01,"I’m married. I have a couple friends. But I’m still lonely as fuck. Why? Anyone else relate? 

Maybe it’s that my husband and I have frequent rough patches, or the cumulative stress of my family life that batters me down weekly. Maybe it’s that my best friend moved to Denver two months ago and hasn’t called me once. Maybe it’s just that I’m too lazy to try harder to connect with the people I identify as close to me. 

But I just feel empty and sad and lonely much of the time. I feel not worthy, I feel I accepted. I feel stupid. Like everyone would rather be doing anything with anyone else than being near me. 

I dunno. That’s a little self centered I guess. Part of me feels like I’d be better off alone. Hubby said he hadn’t been happy with me for a long time now the other day. And I thought, well shit son, just leave me then, go be happy with the ex you always talk to and claim you’re just friends with. At least then I could eat all the ice cream without getting yelled at. I don’t know. I just feel like a fucking loser.",0.7018380062305276,2.944175593457942,2.168808411214954,95.39486370716513,85.12149532710279,4.5012461059190025,17.327881619937695,5.7366,-0.5151613707165104,803,18,175,5,24,259,127,214,0.162,0.6920000000000001,0.146,-0.1712,0,5,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,3,10,21,4,1,10,0,13,5,1,0,1,37,30,13,0,3,11,3,7,3,3,1,1,2,0,1,9,12,1,0,9,0,0,2,5,9,1,1,4,10,25,12,23,20,5,22,0,4,1,2,12,8,3,3,15,108,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948706209421664,0.0,0.0,0.11623869830035352,0.0,0.0,0.09338617033712088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569507093911891,0.2299902771849351,0.09235752711877268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177807561061322,0.09926024897090112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460161126239828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960826892258901,0.1241827802518806,0.0,0.07238047589338538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484154612188685,0.1875111818779328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724266430626407,0.0,0.0,0.10580251751749092,0.0,0.3404877957558157,0.16035739367017274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601309278725858,0.2075136968368715,0.0586366855074121,0.0,0.0637841382775753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236364071757202,0.0,0.0,0.23894650007243795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167987486320078,0.0,0.0,0.11883768101002998,0.0,0.0,0.07927291279523077,0.16449293253974265,0.11248613585162688,0.0,0.09932195377538958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382569506908923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958266092513517,0.11928505323320016,0.0825035710636802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952361631835573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153652160034308,0.0,0.07780766713230465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067585107721666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708264799664872,0.0,0.11520472716039998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962876953369257,0.0,0.12856159104315745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020798065030652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089099820040212,0.13088698160221462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619828787513923,0.0,0.10963453874797066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002589068959148,0.0,0.10091021467849784,0.0,0.10127209218928196,0.0,0.0,0.10818782327632308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972652556318198,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,owibiuXD,2019/09/01,"Why? I just spent my entire summer alone acting like my xbox can hear me make jokes or see some sort of personality i wish i had around people. :\ anytime i even walk around people i start to get really dizzy and anxious, I've lost a lot of friends i used to have fun with and make laugh, i squandered any sort of relationship i could have been in for either being too cocky and not asking them out or now my out of nowhere social anxiety keeps me from even talking to people. There's this girl i wish i could talk to so much it makes me sick from all the shaking anxiety i get anytime im even in the same vicinity as her. So now im stuck, 17 years old, wanting to take back everything that happened these past 4 years, i might not even get to go to college because i've been slacking off since middle school from the endless amount of fun i used to have with friends that are now gone. Im pretty much smarter than any of the kids in the alternative classes i take so i can't exactly relate with them. i failed my ACT from the copious amounts of shaking and overthinking i got during the test. I'm currently inside my house where adult family members and little kids are playing outside, partying, so socializing would almost be pointless by how much i don't relate to any of them. Why? (I just needed to vent even if no-one will see this but by the looks of it everyone on here already feels as if they're no-one, so sad 😢)",2.909310841983853,4.610468678200693,3.96853373702422,88.05769103229528,75.02076124567475,7.031199538638984,25.19045559400231,7.793537801064563,1.25604832756632,1124,38,235,16,24,364,167,289,0.083,0.82,0.09699999999999999,0.2514,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,2,23,13,0,2,9,0,18,1,0,6,2,46,48,18,0,9,10,0,1,1,2,3,1,1,0,5,7,12,0,1,1,3,1,7,4,5,0,0,8,5,31,8,41,33,10,30,0,3,3,0,18,12,0,10,12,147,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782248457577353,0.10117744119205373,0.10780341129309898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929777380544145,0.0,0.14946525822159012,0.1103619623163602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392973118789862,0.09132701964478797,0.0,0.0,0.0751176266958055,0.0,0.059550954327954486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599512884788405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226168190567441,0.0,0.0,0.09334703949530714,0.08779752754175225,0.0,0.09209349511499662,0.0,0.04939502999061497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095019726307948,0.0,0.1531170742542226,0.0,0.05551951281224533,0.0,0.0781316657663658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638699812547726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101037984016466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272121402684515,0.0,0.0,0.3165660880380227,0.0,0.0,0.08683141461254858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047726429183804375,0.09791110500602304,0.0,0.0,0.08203504718858559,0.0,0.10664024132664564,0.0830525962494684,0.0,0.0,0.19562662244850415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363371666020924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544030511750512,0.07243594224554524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102509285556458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932562168797239,0.2031779634668974,0.08529919299584687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938591202878687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258275443561072,0.0,0.0,0.10488256579804606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098867556937489,0.15569266094110273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081022778228793,0.0,0.0,0.19916542914099136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914552783135187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469015360639566,0.15703914084992038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874569375802567,0.0,0.0,0.05762012891297995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630017028238104,0.0,0.22467749750165034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939621631663677,0.0,0.0,0.1258183925017072
lonely,selalepark,2019/09/01,"I think I am lonely but I am not sure. Guys, I feel like I am lonely. I want to be sure if i make it up or it is real. I have irl friends and i like to spend my time with them. But I hang out with them just in school. We rarely do activities outside of school and when we do, we go to an internet cafe and play League of Legends. Do you think I am really a lonely person?",-1.1194047619047611,0.5586353928571413,1.8166666666666664,98.66166666666668,87.92857142857143,5.161904761904762,15.285714285714285,6.42735559955562,-0.7320857142857142,279,5,74,3,9,98,52,84,0.145,0.6859999999999999,0.168,0.4703,0,6,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,1,2,0,2,9,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,1,2,23,16,8,0,2,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,3,1,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,18,6,10,15,0,7,0,3,0,0,9,3,0,2,4,52,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124419737664287,0.17579154173807926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901120815941719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984652343891782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24364671828751866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404334929983988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425278042357674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148577137727237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800800730705263,0.15763792208784194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980693604198049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463833710362596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153417981250733,0.0,0.0,0.14348464865063887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513770565373652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ugh_blurgh,2019/09/01,"I feel terrible. This is probably the wrong place to post this, but I just need to talk to someone.",1.7035000000000018,3.877894350000002,3.0599999999999987,90.935,80.5,8.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,1.898,77,3,17,2,2,25,16,20,0.204,0.7959999999999999,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777638391647825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29003158264361323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086668266830452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746120441404669,0.0,0.4217241322289175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33141877030055816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31439026777136164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276593722891589,0.0,0.0
lonely,richardcraniumIII,2019/09/01,Need a friend I at least have some juicy gossip - nothing but my but still. I am lonely and eager to tell someone about my problems.,1.5621794871794847,4.078534961538466,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,84.0,3.466666666666667,20.2051282051282,3.1291,-0.44477948717948745,103,3,20,0,3,32,23,26,0.259,0.5710000000000001,0.17,-0.4215,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420240301761772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282517458821474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247765144924276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235980537209125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750929087710794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535357355584469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38693377883002855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Thatonemunstaguy,2019/09/01,Just came back from leave (Military) I just came back to base from leave I was home for like 16 days came back from deployment and started talking to this girl I’ve liked since high school had a amazing time home with her hung out like every day. This is my first time posting on Reddit I just felt the need to tell someone no one back home knows how it feels. Now I’m back on base and plan to get really drunk don’t know what else to do.  I go home again Christmas time hopefully will see her then.,2.263387270765911,4.048670980582525,2.5063430420711974,97.47714131607336,77.05825242718447,6.131175836030206,20.182308522114347,6.937597516519254,0.034239266450916794,393,9,91,4,9,119,71,103,0.068,0.799,0.133,0.8405,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,11,5,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,17,20,4,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,4,7,1,0,4,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,6,3,7,5,13,13,0,24,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,18,49,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644142655768137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41446723355556186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580380975371438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090758642923432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177385159849862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107689389371264,0.0,0.11598083749942226,0.0,0.0,0.10274700858913162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310969139552253,0.0,0.06864980937775332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762511283089215,0.4846634798566912,0.11997534009245622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327700511802972,0.0,0.0,0.2558060473508349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704101313870169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956695358749353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185289671766975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568691680062497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773834989667243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222496126786222,0.09625689198018764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992174736452873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234805929397617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549836020714302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708935235663137,0.1055789656708952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21130722887371545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,StitchLock,2019/09/01,"Falling back into a depressed and lonely state. First time on this sub (19M) I normally wouldn’t go venting about my issues online but I feel so Isolated and just wanna vent...

I’m not great in social situations and struggle to make friends. The friends I have made have all turned on me and stabbed me in the back because they just get sick of dealing with me. there’s was an exception but that friend died in a car crash years ago, the worst part was I never got to say sorry and make up with him after we had a fight...

As of late I thought I finally had a great friend that I could trust and that cared about me but after a while they grew distant and acted like they wanted me to go away, and now after they misunderstood my words they won’t talk to me...

I feel so lost and alone. I wanna fade away and die...",3.40941117764471,4.3954724910179666,4.110553892215569,90.37904441117769,72.59281437125749,7.00379241516966,24.09630738522954,7.1686216300943375,0.7260582834331331,634,17,140,6,12,202,103,167,0.264,0.601,0.136,-0.9765,0,3,0,0,1,0,20.0,1,0,5,2,10,15,1,1,9,0,9,1,0,3,2,36,24,17,2,6,7,0,2,1,4,2,1,1,0,0,4,14,0,0,3,0,0,6,4,6,0,1,8,3,24,9,26,13,3,31,0,3,0,0,16,9,0,0,16,100,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116910657851332,0.0,0.0,0.1415715664572022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568530470087178,0.21021524076075865,0.0,0.08332610302158892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936648454249528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913734568937936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092332903773458,0.11773251835184947,0.0,0.2837291869452076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382310461419547,0.0,0.0,0.14973927615178048,0.0,0.11627004567347632,0.0,0.0,0.42243123826373696,0.0,0.07141586700921798,0.0,0.1553702941123122,0.0,0.109324985709598,0.3014065666850107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426708119683828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419439766828616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678074935829248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921533727394762,0.0,0.0,0.12934116456889375,0.18248578638655105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542520679617706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392902270105073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480239885365942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870287160634416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364740342316818,0.0,0.13934016049135628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530153716559508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429000348834584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986775759141516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085180863050775,0.07970613610279982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868151641503666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806244140350642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880250908983886
lonely,Bluelion789,2019/09/01,"Ahhhh “Today I saw the whole world
And I think heaven has a plot to take my life
See, I'm the one who made you
I'll be the one who brings you down
But this will be the last time

Aw, your sick entertainment
Oh, I'll bet it feels good when you're coming down
Can't bear to wash out the wasted time
Between our lips
So c'mon swing it back and forth just like
My heart is on a pendulum tonight
I only wanna watch your clouds linger in the darkness”",0.056448863636362034,2.184695156250001,1.580303030303032,99.2768181818182,87.02083333333334,4.74090909090909,13.93560606060606,6.1124844417494595,-0.9968416666666666,349,5,84,3,11,112,72,96,0.086,0.7979999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,4,0,0,4,4,0,0,8,1,6,5,2,1,0,11,15,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,4,10,4,9,10,1,15,1,0,3,0,7,6,0,1,8,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908399434343067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23422861590947736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374871734562937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280673761915849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222177234203297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164504914339736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920599007844593,0.13284275460284087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25729026328659543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685100106271394,0.2068017743764925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166791262678492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044444246076844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423060565287662,0.0,0.0,0.31710883092479303,0.0,0.25774133746567784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035806915244456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ChuckieChuckles,2019/09/01,"Married but separated and now I’m moving to a new place. Lived in this house with my wife for the past 2 years but now she has moved out and says she doesn’t want anything to do with me anymore. She left me for various reasons, but the main one is because she can’t trust me. Tbf, I gave her every right to think that.

I look around and all I can see or think of is her. My car, every room in the house, we share some kind of memory and it’s painful to think about. It’s funny that I didn’t realize how bad things have gotten until it was to late. I didn’t even know I how I really felt about her until she was already gone. However, now I figure it’s time for me to move on and go somewhere new.

Got a new job up north in some small town in Michigan. The pay is good, the town is very small, and my current wife only lives a few hours away from the new town. The real reason I’m getting this job is to hopefully prove to her that I’m willing to change and do what I can to win her back. Probably won’t happen, but I’m hopeful.

This new job and a new location is probably what I need tho. Sort of a fresh start. Even though I don’t know anyone or have anybody to talk to, it’s still a bit exciting to think about. Only real problem is the fact that it’s hard for me to make new friends in person. I’m one of those awkward social types.

So who knows what the future holds. I sure don’t and it’s terrifying to think about!",2.1176651609260304,3.027404967532473,3.6929983060417872,92.4369819311124,75.62337662337663,6.914963297571994,22.157538114059854,7.255503002510835,0.4626624505928847,1102,27,263,12,23,367,155,308,0.07,0.7909999999999999,0.139,0.9749,5,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,1,17,14,0,1,15,0,24,1,0,5,4,51,53,22,0,5,6,2,2,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,20,14,0,1,14,0,1,6,7,4,0,2,9,5,31,10,42,42,7,48,0,0,2,0,21,20,0,7,22,167,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092740607027676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171592379128494,0.05761406780904404,0.0,0.06780590990301452,0.07335101508252798,0.0,0.0,0.0774149217093095,0.06335839342815126,0.0687982557783302,0.05022859426339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995644814522269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716535711341493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884520316974956,0.0,0.13884646119272634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911427444296994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365990518431325,0.0,0.0430491584017177,0.0,0.04682825177561082,0.06911089772437487,0.06590060198345751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286360944915983,0.0,0.07381174484002799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367810729958765,0.08114468623255065,0.19015071003063236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452996473269983,0.0,0.0,0.08580404846681926,0.1358501088630808,0.0,0.09294767854631956,0.0,0.08952484510109393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551654948480927,0.0,0.06919293145029021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500079921456854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627256865129721,0.0,0.061096511285125124,0.0,0.5570583920036244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166900799291188,0.12533363181367074,0.0876764754906168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865749143824421,0.0,0.07194609396833418,0.0860875810858758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767632730946,0.07884303311156989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757220210492745,0.052785783467387055,0.16943617712662534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036679491065613,0.0,0.06552559444386606,0.0,0.0,0.06565993429031595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839936122310034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058321192359776765,0.0,0.06580254432217601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765842595423003,0.0,0.0,0.06622778239440638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474106665544694,0.2639841297954157,0.08095487243313318,0.0,0.04804649474094334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798635442546319,0.04860002848377037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306112269030094
lonely,irock1714,2019/09/01,"Im such a fucking loser and I want to die This past summer, I’ve stayed in my room hours at a time, either sleeping, playing video games, or being on my phone. Today, my mom and dad wanted to do something with me but I just acted like a fucking baby and kept my pillow over my head, trying to ignore them. I can tell that they know my life is a mess. They want to help but they can’t. I dont know why I fucking do this to myself. I want to die but there is no way out. School is starting in 2 days. I am often taunted at school by other kids. I fucking hate most of my “friends”. They bully me for being short. I’ve been thinking about going to my trainstation and just jumping in front of a train, but I know that I will never have the courage. I’m so socially awkward and anxious and I fucking suck in school and I wish was popular. IM SUCH A FAILURE",0.4296772317534163,2.43623349723757,2.4678045943588245,94.33706019191624,84.19337016574586,4.473509741203839,20.57603954637976,5.399115186594226,-0.14794585635359114,657,20,145,3,19,220,109,181,0.22899999999999998,0.65,0.121,-0.9785,0,0,1,0,0,2,19.0,0,0,5,1,8,16,7,1,7,0,15,8,2,0,1,31,35,13,2,5,8,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,5,9,0,2,4,3,0,4,4,11,0,0,3,0,28,5,22,29,2,25,0,1,0,5,14,11,6,3,9,100,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619507142075066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774927821365528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25023822202665946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129188186936903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314202314692742,0.5572649236335179,0.0,0.0,0.06851530956864935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902505806290535,0.1237262414435516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080680198775614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872434024901428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604444506349917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876488894544656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515295976779401,0.058898050514113134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411948770909964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929809745324611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508527804131105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660302978221057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064404410123004,0.12289265829038575,0.0,0.09281065254053522,0.0,0.0,0.08533085044665284,0.12849769930938276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537211366566976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724804445321402,0.0,0.0,0.07029774411904738,0.0,0.1142739200117726,0.0,0.0,0.0818502753717015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844305196415605,0.09569251869696008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878392237295298,0.0,0.13863457651811167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ESPete2018,2019/09/01,"I've never felt so alone, broken, hopeless and disconnected I’ve had the weekend from hell, wherein my father has been ill with a potentially life threatening problem. He’s in the hospital having suffered a sudden bleed on the brain, and I hate feeling powerless to help.

One of my two best friends hasn’t been responding to attempts to get in touch. I know he’s ok – for the most part, missing messages is in his nature as he doesn’t often check his phone – but I need him more than ever now. And my mental state being what it is, I’m worried that I’ve pissed him off and I’m being ghosted.

I have very few people I can call close, maybe 3 on this Earth. I’m approaching 30, and have no potential for any relationship, no future that I can see, and live my life in constant anxiety that the few friends I have will leave me and drift off, and I’ll be left alone and broken. 

It’s happened before. And the friends I have now, they’re the closest ones I’ve ever had and I do NOT want to lose my friendships again. If it happens this time, coupled with the potential loss of my dad, I think I’m done. I’ll just end it. 

I didn’t feel this despondent when I discovered that my fiancée was cheating on me some months before the wedding. That was bad, but this someone how is worse. 

I have already made the decision that if things go bad, I’m done.",3.979144736842105,4.9168600955882376,4.829922600619195,85.93241486068113,71.20588235294117,7.785139318885449,28.654024767801857,8.032893268588372,1.7413941176470589,1054,39,219,14,19,342,157,272,0.252,0.669,0.079,-0.9941,1,2,0,0,0,1,30.0,0,0,0,4,10,17,4,0,12,1,28,6,2,2,3,37,48,19,1,5,6,2,4,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,16,14,0,0,6,1,1,3,7,12,0,3,11,5,26,5,22,33,7,30,1,5,1,0,19,12,2,5,14,143,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625962598944941,0.13989666212105678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620968170705573,0.0,0.0969806543107084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169956912001472,0.0,0.0,0.21574820684997045,0.0,0.13303997073804916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415200928056575,0.12944894830819434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699609055690046,0.0,0.0,0.1402714161215986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594646677565007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228285185324116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22934605998735566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820002146813111,0.0,0.12172152928399307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938324746450541,0.0,0.06623342540824581,0.0,0.07204776204997115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420909586162407,0.0,0.0,0.12516164803587349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497296849837119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967087848826885,0.0,0.0,0.13423382670345127,0.13773874729108454,0.0,0.17908640336956247,0.0,0.0,0.11194248486844817,0.0,0.0,0.14182605709545684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199552527253324,0.0,0.0,0.1273600665893361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775691390577265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118864050573076,0.0,0.0,0.0940002400313108,0.0977748063967661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180872253744728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728231853719675,0.0,0.08788812451798085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130421003414213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610627617289536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102130962807483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741397083439444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422204962191987,0.08123073165150516,0.0,0.0,0.07392209380392832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383836128345363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046006310413215,0.07477373497945056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874367894438726,0.12919205966786804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PurpleDaydreamers,2019/09/01,Today is my birthday I’m officially 17 years old! I don’t have anybody besides my family who cares but I thought it would be nice to share with you guys!,-0.2731250000000003,1.9931154375000024,2.024750000000001,91.94525,97.75,5.0600000000000005,22.025,6.742157984588678,0.7741425000000004,122,5,26,2,5,41,29,32,0.0,0.733,0.267,0.8436,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40121174086364997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370968120281063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896387776476624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129246797154241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31240459615938904,0.0,0.0,0.3730033923573109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795396557536953,0.0,0.0,0.2534088455697169
lonely,actinopterygiii,2019/09/01,"it's my fault I'm sad everywhere I look for advice about how to not be lonely I get ""you obviously don't love yourself, you have to work on yourself, get hobbies."" Even though after years of hating myself I've finally accepted myself and felt happy with who I am it's obviously not enough because no matter what I do I'm not good enough for anyone. It's never changed. Every time I meet a new group of people I'm always on the outside. Never anyone's favorite or best friend. I literally don't have friends even though I try so hard to talk to people. I'm constantly ignored and rejected by anyone I like. 
I can't take it anymore. I really can't do it. I'm lonely every second of my life and nothing will help. Just a hug from a friend, or a text, or something would do so much but I know I don't deserve anyone's sympathy or care. It's so crushing and unbearable. Because no matter what I do I know it won't replace or distract from how badly I want friends and people that value me. For once I want to be on the inside. To be the one people care about. Not just disposable and forgotten and excluded. No one cares about me. No one thinks about me when I'm gone and I know this for fact. No one would care if I just disappeared.
I feel like I have no right to be angry even though it's exactly how I feel. I'm angry that no one cares. That people feel they can treat me any kind of way. I want them to be sorry about the way they ignore me because I know I deserve better. But I probably don't anyway. 
Anyway I'm in high school and I just want to make it not such a waste. I want to make friends that will miss me when I go to college. I want to have a boyfriend that really loves and cares about me, even if it doesn't last forever. I just want to be cared about. I want to be good enough.

Also please, if you're going to reply with some grandstanding, ""you're pathetic and it's obviously your fault because you didn't do xyz"" advice then just don't. I've probably heard it before and it's exactly why I feel this way.",1.40823943661972,3.2841555868544603,3.4381478873239466,89.38158802816902,79.98591549295773,6.513521126760563,21.448122065727702,7.554174236665415,0.7634499530516429,1584,46,343,24,40,537,169,426,0.174,0.62,0.20600000000000002,0.8773,0,8,1,0,0,1,42.0,0,4,3,3,32,37,1,1,10,0,32,4,0,5,8,74,79,35,0,13,21,0,6,2,5,5,1,1,0,0,23,14,0,2,11,0,0,4,24,12,0,6,4,8,50,25,40,63,6,25,0,5,1,3,20,6,0,9,14,229,73,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036603626492174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053343689548930935,0.05550361764597811,0.0,0.0,0.045361453688849716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615309498064602,0.1865657866012917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569560176093912,0.16265015741789834,0.0,0.05676074948712127,0.0,0.07000242144387851,0.05899484780709063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760688991605682,0.0,0.07056468165095432,0.0,0.0,0.07208403620450551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067712237309786,0.0,0.17623118553654749,0.0,0.112403099773665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491151391782066,0.047653819793898086,0.0640469307416538,0.07307169048641066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576792599734357,0.0,0.06970085957443291,0.0,0.07581958677728304,0.11189740185855626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100834700678099,0.05975426992126035,0.06585703819545262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044710725048732934,0.0704771317280462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694626347546085,0.14663653851529887,0.05437319784203599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047115471440641,0.06517705137846949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056015111300847235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204071132813466,0.0,0.0890517521100542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903559752172474,0.0,0.10289348631106612,0.06442377272426501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400491676103756,0.0,0.0,0.07103828196241603,0.2260040072182808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312230489186435,0.0,0.0,0.07322168159267614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438378030986491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546542180113709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696541201807634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750867337426084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135250331973428,0.0,0.07467040154497089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015360004591368,0.05361467601204523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042741650345515164,0.19661095843058804,0.0,0.03889602151721272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04528808302377471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31475307638307337,0.1588411539908037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06019057707142988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048561784240074235,0.0,0.0,0.09477014798072676,0.0,0.0,0.04295561166360516
lonely,benbartolo15,2019/09/01,"I’m so alone loneliness, isolation, bullying, anxiety, self esteem issues and rejection are all of the things that have made me this way. i can’t handle it anymore, I don’t even text anyone cause I don’t want to impede on their daily life. I’m an embarrassment and I understand why people hate me.",5.066034482758621,6.184981637931037,6.54431034482759,73.96922413793105,68.82758620689657,10.627586206896552,28.29310344827586,10.686352973137794,3.2494000000000005,237,8,43,7,4,81,47,58,0.368,0.612,0.02,-0.971,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,1,2,0,5,1,0,2,1,7,11,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,3,10,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876220876182667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21244611985439976,0.0,0.2754120506616679,0.194180128254776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852829632958274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342373933282086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27417949145417714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28985535589835143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961536132384213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627743458608207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925279961022464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289710364388762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449708115019312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891041756812805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379957401103498,0.22043195390365197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25058858193409633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,conoly1218,2019/09/01,"Pregnant Wife and one kid yet feel more alone than being at a party I don't know if I'm just crazy or what. Just feels like I don't matter anymore. I work my ass off to support my family. I spend my extra time so we can do things together: parks, games, cookouts, going to every planned and unplanned last minute event my wife plans, etc.  Yet I'm a ghost. My suggestions, opinions, efforts do not seem to matter. I have a great job that my wife doesn't have to work. I make breakfast before everyone is up, lunches tee'd up, and dinner when I'm home. All the exterior and interior work and cleaning, even working side stuff at 1/4 or no pay that helps out her family's or friends businesses (I'm an engineer, and a trauma nurse, with an MBA). 

I can barely even get so much as eye contact when I get home from her, nevermind any sort of intimacy. I love my kid, even though he doesn't look a thing like me.  I feel like I am just here to be used, as a donor(if that) and a supplier and I don't even get a thank you in return.  After everything is all said and done, regardless of how attentive I am to what's going on and trying to start conversations, I'll turn for a second to take care of something and she's either nose deep in her cellphone again or upstairs and gone. 

Not to sound crude, but even just something quick would make me feel that despite all the hustle and bustle, I still matter. And to be 100% honest, even if it was to just satisfy her I'd be happy. Just like the good old days when we started dating oh, 8 years ago.  

That's my end rant. Thanks for reading. Something tells me this was a bad idea and it will be met with harsh responses, but I've come to terms with that possibility.",3.2415207271115065,4.451107083573491,4.373501440922194,87.47770283750833,73.26512968299711,7.528663267568167,24.873531367767676,8.012643519586192,1.2253530037685656,1326,40,285,19,26,434,196,347,0.081,0.7859999999999999,0.133,0.9681,1,1,3,0,0,0,47.0,2,1,0,7,25,17,1,0,15,0,25,7,3,4,3,61,57,32,1,4,17,3,4,4,1,2,0,2,3,2,14,22,3,0,8,2,2,4,8,3,0,2,6,9,33,14,34,44,9,39,0,0,2,2,25,13,1,9,26,182,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033135107565,0.0,0.0,0.10554134822879828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929791034642989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106094210632686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508521009918044,0.0,0.0,0.08671241790739974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389746362642324,0.0,0.0,0.08778088760621602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571936130505249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042827147034033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025630123084598,0.0,0.1136493983936164,0.4038380134152973,0.0,0.0858581383238489,0.09737321171031306,0.09158434250499048,0.0,0.1921312008491939,0.0,0.20610199268098764,0.14559983700673226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873043213411336,0.0,0.15972120131961648,0.0,0.11582827488368255,0.08547186533286452,0.0,0.11234902674671543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847822687687927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683038034275471,0.0,0.2044351443935508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503670740249665,0.0,0.0,0.10112355220807064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056003527627476665,0.08306499644283451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913971426273164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557331931197723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919719350098144,0.0,0.1360428256167626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491083650344693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693063667288273,0.0,0.06905248468258895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488094452616532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193112937907237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693361442055032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276916726705793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23535100057808106,0.0,0.0,0.14425571837620102,0.0,0.08138030892458285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665518777945527,0.0,0.11563894414025888,0.0,0.0,0.0766187896748721,0.0,0.08906819675471868,0.18763820054434827,0.0,0.0,0.1354003849294968,0.0,0.10011972326331943,0.0,0.059420781142099366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918582324698852,0.11084180313770103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801195116814574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967480005040969,0.0,0.0,0.07238936017498729,0.0,0.0,0.06562254698359188
lonely,BKDBKDBKD,2019/09/01,"I can’t stop crying. I just need to talk to someone. I finally opened up a little bit to my boyfriend about how I’ve been feeling (pretty down a lot of the time and struggling a lot with feeling worthless and I feel very lonely as he’s the only person I have here - I recently moved to the area). 

I told him that sometimes he’d need to be patient with me and if I ever got into a low mood all I needed was a cuddle. I’ve been in one of these moods a couple times around him, and he’s never nasty, but I feel like I’m a massive burden on him and he doesn’t really understand. 

This morning this happened, and he just left and drove off. He’s the only person I have near me, and it hurt so much when he left. All I needed was an ‘are you okay’ and a cuddle and he just left. I feel so alone and I don’t know where else to turn.",0.7502831491712705,2.211952381215472,2.9036429558011068,94.39369647790056,80.43646408839778,5.408977900552486,19.047306629834253,5.985473137389443,-0.26266602209944745,635,14,150,4,16,216,104,181,0.13699999999999998,0.8170000000000001,0.046,-0.9338,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,1,13,1,12,2,0,1,4,40,29,18,0,5,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,16,0,1,7,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,7,5,22,2,20,20,6,26,0,4,0,2,16,16,0,3,9,101,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218168118963008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361388470794065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393341525922744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121535175902816,0.14019078121689654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066148521314105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544470509795725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32265681112542643,0.09117578825487553,0.0,0.13980765881999396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020738893321173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285893881696442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662589553500185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013971830549212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41599691913062703,0.0,0.0,0.06235144487117696,0.12791442750824353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170055235648812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564586585800542,0.09381953589299784,0.3785312026777406,0.09843276741799566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648244189451469,0.19413011229476115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228755857327468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984116601242415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176025799144734,0.0,0.12601493028228286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813679717943188,0.0,0.12622502900614152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670075621892718,0.0,0.133422037529425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258066128948444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883908308498578,0.0,0.0,0.12195177570406435,0.0,0.0,0.1388200561269082,0.0,0.13286280027009598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530452543454506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pointlessexercise,2019/09/01,"Loneliness is hell after rejection I had crush on a coworker and we were good colleagues and I asked her out but she took it so badly that she moved office, blocked me from everything and haven't seen her since then. I asked her out because I was so lonely and saw hope in her but now I am more lonely then ever. The pain is just too much to take. I don't know what to do, I feel defeated and tired.",3.0642857142857127,3.9252654285714317,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,73.28571428571428,7.980952380952381,23.523809523809533,8.344100000000001,1.0888952380952386,312,8,71,5,6,102,60,84,0.36,0.585,0.055999999999999994,-0.9858,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,6,9,1,0,2,0,9,2,0,0,1,16,18,11,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,6,3,15,2,8,12,2,11,1,4,2,0,9,4,1,1,5,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820305126142687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525853429801808,0.15715708863062094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332016873020458,0.0,0.0,0.23170080098869994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035524272871715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623674001419926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25606106634087483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168428635901445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740086240143512,0.18951821180172154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27432540829720936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326106815856835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193839191862793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963118518805816,0.0,0.0,0.2864336722589547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rasillion,2019/09/01,"I'm so alone Today is father's day in Australia. I woke up and got dressed and went to a petrol station and bought myself a doughnut. I pretended it was a gift. I'm married and I have a daughter who isn't genetically mine but mine nonetheless. She was taken into care by CPS because of concerns about my wife's mental health so I don't see her more than once a month. 
For my wife I usually make breakfast and buy a gift and say it's from our daughter.
Today I got nothing. I didn't get anything for my birthday either three weeks ago. I'm so sad and alone. I wish my wife loved me as much as I love her but she doesn't. That coupled with the fact that I don't have any friends is killing me inside.",1.2773346116970288,3.1233311006711446,2.8949424736337512,93.26337248322149,80.27516778523491,5.330968360498561,24.065675934803448,6.1826913282559595,0.4654924256951105,550,20,123,4,14,181,92,149,0.126,0.715,0.16,0.7427,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,7,0,11,4,0,1,1,15,27,14,1,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,9,1,0,0,1,2,1,5,2,0,1,9,2,24,4,14,18,3,11,0,1,1,2,16,3,0,0,7,77,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569444555783938,0.0,0.0,0.3667415408169069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040031154778695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456973550841757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792825203938117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051463495956166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590284835615512,0.0,0.11418283085728775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678866375409396,0.0,0.09250150210654633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832066827560668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819624629211096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587998371548726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195897126905199,0.0,0.11818248563496055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784251134218015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131990283163154,0.0,0.13015238133778734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988458904952058,0.0,0.0,0.18855284794801105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407975472115183,0.0,0.0,0.14108620878007713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33564606591580665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499595065577588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201911389098373,0.0,0.0,0.16412745128497352,0.0,0.0,0.20359916857413424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fluffymelanie,2019/09/01,"I’m lonely and in bed with my boyfriend Also i had a few glasses of wine and moved to a completely different state that I know no one except my boyfriend who I am staying with that is from a completely different culture than me and also speaks to his roommates in a different language most of the time, which is fine because I don’t want to impose or be selfish with language but I feel so lonely. A lot of the times especially because I had to leave all my pets and my family (basically just my sister and animals).

Sorry for the run on sentences, like I said I had some wine glasses and also I’m on my phone. This isn’t self pity because I look forward to the future it’s just acknowledgement of the present in which I feel is really difficult to be quite happy and not lonely when I have no one to talk to. 

Everything will come together eventually, I am on the right path and hopeful I will make friends here. Thank you for reading @ whoever did.",6.785238095238098,6.059804481481483,7.5143333333333375,74.85150000000002,65.03174603174602,10.946243386243387,36.36031746031746,10.355215969177356,3.6617466666666663,753,33,146,16,10,252,108,189,0.13,0.746,0.124,0.4404,3,6,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,8,12,0,0,11,0,16,2,0,1,1,29,28,15,0,2,6,1,2,1,1,2,0,2,2,1,7,12,2,0,4,3,0,4,5,6,0,2,5,5,22,6,26,19,5,18,0,4,1,0,11,8,0,5,7,110,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35048006415858624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26716204901302903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584205662262074,0.3063414156351719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578932557195082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129466253474492,0.0,0.1377189620404582,0.0,0.14773317598100472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286738797846135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551361510720324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509855447220366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028625919549671,0.0,0.0,0.15468631998563542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137131977544679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267730240495857,0.0,0.0,0.12419897122983092,0.0,0.0,0.09751501398097988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526864675503904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798630258424652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538279275197472,0.14612774266388912,0.0,0.09358784756450936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475853237586824,0.1389633407361716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240186276646153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635337896917385,0.0,0.15571059326694695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742016876746025,0.0,0.1344983953875881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037041909598805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616661075382279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,26915,2019/09/01,"I have pacing tracks in my house... Still new to Reddit, new to the whole talking online.. 

I really don't know how to put into words to emptiness that is inside of me... Over the years everyone around me has been dwindling away and cant help but think I am driving people away but I'm not sure how I do this since all I do is work and pace in my small home...

Too many thoughts go through my mind to keep track. I have desires to go out and do things but just cant muster the drive to get out the door. The job I have is a one in a million and I'm very grateful for it... I just feel like I'm a burden everywhere i am. Then I get home and I just lose everything that i had holding the fake persona together. some times walk in and drop and just sit there. 

I recently adopted a puppy. Her name is Monkey. I'm not sure what breed(s) she is but she is a light brown short haired medium sized puppy. Since getting her and having her to greet me when I come home is VERY helpful and gives me someone to give and get true love and attention. 

I am single. About 3-5 months ago had a really bad break up. We had been together a good chunk of time. (almost 6 years) It devastated me. Crushed me in every imaginable sense. I still think about how good it felt to get a hug when I came home. Hold at night. Someone to just chill and be stupid like we are ment to be. I don't have the same drive to even live anymore much less to love anymore.

I am lost in this reality and I think that is OK. I hope it is.

I hope everyone has a wonderful f\*cking rest of your year. <3",0.33309186085782017,2.4258190121580547,1.9978748733535987,97.01617063492066,85.32218844984803,5.357683215130024,19.169284025667004,6.691623216298621,-0.03542762580209402,1201,33,283,14,36,391,172,329,0.121,0.7070000000000001,0.171,0.973,1,1,0,0,0,2,45.0,2,1,0,3,18,19,1,0,16,1,35,4,1,3,4,61,64,23,0,3,11,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,11,21,0,3,10,0,0,9,6,6,0,2,9,5,39,13,36,53,8,45,0,2,1,3,16,17,0,5,18,182,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542363561813539,0.0,0.09649774844211434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19114057281145835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578716600565188,0.0,0.0,0.18108015908216096,0.0,0.08046251824483278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021831046053927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830117392003808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364957255694738,0.0,0.0811934531665053,0.18416582187823727,0.08660855184066582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048726110351786325,0.06884468833033837,0.09252754563000462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517392086569391,0.18488824124083028,0.10953530784295007,0.16165633288673625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291856956825783,0.0,0.3866563064597651,0.19142858413891636,0.0,0.1111947156364304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562949489152826,0.0856555222502473,0.0,0.0,0.052960847816537766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416021229458167,0.0,0.08509393069187747,0.0,0.0,0.107810155250401,0.10519609296341208,0.0,0.17395017277652694,0.0,0.0,0.09770113220079207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730331796886103,0.0,0.07691931416493779,0.0,0.07084091984809404,0.0,0.0,0.18614392606716051,0.0,0.09043401212397158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530085313472556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668088258462458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687557033292904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234704867808644,0.0,0.09515090317619676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943175162444026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330309265981932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391780978107847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164973645088794,0.0,0.0,0.07745623909993367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402203114999394,0.1852444741777912,0.0,0.07650472735387934,0.1123848829002172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902592940681876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759044574142852,0.0,0.0,0.10450602868865187,0.07015640960645797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861717933510933
lonely,Intothephoenixesfire,2019/09/01,"20(F) anyone else looking for a long term friendship where you can talk about anything and everything? It’s honestly always been the hardest shit to make friends all throughout my life. You think you’ve found friends but they end up not being friends at all or not the people you thought they were, you know the stories if you’ve been through them too. I’m just looking for like minded, genuine individuals like myself that are good at carrying on conversation and wanting to talk consistently everyday so we can boost each other up and help each other in any way we can :)

Anyone from 19-29 can hit me up! But all I ask is that you please be from the U.S and lets not share small talk and one words, thank you !",5.674322789943229,6.590363861313873,5.247396593673964,84.55378751013791,67.32116788321167,8.132684509326845,30.55068937550689,8.167268648758528,1.973659205190592,567,21,112,7,9,173,94,137,0.028999999999999998,0.718,0.253,0.9884,0,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,2,6,3,0,5,10,1,0,5,0,12,2,1,1,3,28,24,10,0,2,8,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,2,15,9,15,15,6,14,0,0,2,0,21,9,1,2,6,74,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969645313623308,0.0,0.0,0.1141697506972319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23478270219256914,0.17202132747584886,0.1381577048544785,0.0,0.15695282790683074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024906973467555,0.0,0.1486991362202139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508871118810489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408077402300074,0.3891300804353967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081667842359769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253193884218672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226697825995778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167708568687118,0.11858441894869833,0.16404341355774646,0.0,0.0,0.14857579672551954,0.28196765193472784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206669441521594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951924853535275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137654068040994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639255669173773,0.0,0.0,0.18429085607375106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233485119624944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404826589288476,0.0,0.15456892185010238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757599608266574,0.0,0.13328449801251396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902482542869737,0.13326185911048374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,invin99,2019/09/01,About the app slowly My slowly I'd is EEDQPW. If anyone wants to join it can send letter and share their slowly ids.,-0.375,1.807411500000004,1.0083333333333364,98.52000000000002,100.66666666666666,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-2.4605500000000005,92,0,19,0,4,29,22,24,0.0,0.8270000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.764368906904165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6447791669696935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Xx420noscopeXx98,2019/09/01,"Fucking hate the weekend It hurts me so much to see all of my friends out having the time of their lives, doing normal college kid shit, while I’m rotting away at home because I stupidly elected not to go to college for financial/academic reasons.  Worst decision of my life.",7.163589743589744,7.368530230769231,7.054615384615384,75.3570512820513,64.0,9.241025641025642,42.33333333333333,8.841846274778883,4.055248717948718,220,13,37,3,3,70,44,52,0.278,0.6729999999999999,0.049,-0.9402,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,2,0,2,3,1,1,1,6,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,1,5,1,10,7,3,7,0,1,1,1,3,3,2,0,3,26,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709868021599576,0.0,0.0,0.17582251374658728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228381008570941,0.2666462528108897,0.0,0.0,0.1639197963289824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847620976764035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28931594867599864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30876722980193416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372462607005032,0.0,0.0,0.25468645795644895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212027142333078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825973684239321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965511479954831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298390960101685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960663249864418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818419081702365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,meegees,2019/09/01,"alone at a party, but not exactly sad. Are you ever alone at a party, but for some reason you don’t feel sad? That’s my situation right now. I used to be acquaintances with the majority of the other kids, family friend party, but we’ve grown apart as we’ve grown up. They’re still friends with each other, but I’m not with them. As of typing this they’ll all upstairs while I’m here with the adults downstairs sitting at their kitchen table. Right now I should be sad for being left out, but for some reason I’m not. It’s weird. I’m not exactly happy either, but I think I just feel left out.",1.9670066518847025,3.7818840894308967,3.448957871396896,90.25130820399114,78.02439024390246,6.423946784922395,19.31189948263119,7.348242739294969,0.3078520325203251,465,10,101,6,11,153,72,123,0.061,0.7170000000000001,0.222,0.9689,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,3,0,6,7,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,3,4,32,15,9,0,1,12,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,5,7,1,0,5,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,0,2,10,3,18,10,6,19,0,3,0,0,9,11,0,2,5,66,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104672244894156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792467279016389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680726102584544,0.0,0.2003909233613978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061952732580681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094460820776254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306020301122035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074822009621342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384544782713883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22273972384200086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825053447275395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697268794930364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114629443415302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,horehoundtea,2019/09/01,im being forgotten there’s always someone better or more important than me,6.7650000000000015,8.54514835714286,8.412857142857145,59.682142857142885,65.42857142857143,11.314285714285715,35.42857142857143,11.20814326018867,5.1408000000000005,63,3,8,2,1,22,14,14,0.12,0.5660000000000001,0.314,0.4754,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539885122054799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825448199532005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5893489017374761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622908170649933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dynamicparrot,2019/09/01,. my friends dont want me to fall in love with fictional characters but there’s nobody else around to fall in love with. im extremely antisocial so i dont think i could go out to conventions and shit to find people. fiction is the only release i have. i need some help,0.2480454545454549,2.666650963636364,2.323977272727273,90.64596590909092,93.9090909090909,6.386363636363638,21.420454545454547,7.645422480735847,1.2446818181818189,213,8,45,5,8,71,42,55,0.099,0.672,0.22899999999999998,0.8397,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,12,11,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,10,10,1,7,1,0,0,2,4,4,1,1,0,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175920531163606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992385195851166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5575755170512471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987140605199917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741346402501285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837816547852425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351898589403243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594426155397844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569458473208564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42938299591983614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638131745682192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091467610791115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491259156494847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24417529553030864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524207114992646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030485329026482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fredfatstone2,2019/09/01,"just a small town boy took the midnight train going anywhere

strangers waiting

the boulevard

streetlight, people",13.390588235294118,15.316758647058823,7.698823529411764,70.14470588235297,50.764705882352935,6.8000000000000025,52.29411764705882,3.1291,4.621517647058823,95,6,10,0,1,24,16,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980986887081324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4856243431872045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7782585890003794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ysgatora,2019/09/01,"I feel like I'm experiencing a whole different college experience, and it couldn't be anymore mundane. All I do is work and study and go to classes. I meet people and try my hardest to get a conversation going, but nothing comes of it. I even get their contact info, drop a text and nothing comes of it. People are busy, fine. But then why are they partying immediately after? Where are these things even happening? How do people just know what's going on? I wish I could just go home, but I'm from out of state. I just can't. So I'm just stuck here, at the mercy of my social interactions to keep me sane and off of that dreaded autopilot sequence. 

I've never even been to a party. Like in highschool or in college. I feel like I've been sheltered my entire time and given no experience for these kind of social events, and nobody wants me because I have no experience, thus engaging a feedback loop of nobody inviting me because I know nothing, thus preventing me from getting any and further spiraling me further down. 

I was doing fine until college.",4.710311986863712,6.198537798029555,5.963862068965515,76.40901149425287,70.03448275862068,8.171954022988508,31.267323481116584,8.648137234880735,2.6222068308702795,835,36,149,14,15,280,117,203,0.076,0.763,0.161,0.9423,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,1,11,8,0,1,6,0,15,0,0,3,2,36,37,17,0,4,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,12,0,2,5,0,0,6,5,1,0,0,5,3,21,7,23,29,2,24,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,9,103,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725449040563428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724800732544958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564318980741069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22105360975951074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024442612691022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405555050231302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542405672178454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765323404089317,0.0,0.0,0.12975372744332553,0.18332788849844928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011084022367904,0.0,0.29168374772097644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346318659539187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870434516630785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404689608747773,0.0,0.13361403360924254,0.14103049398242307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880558252116196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895977734437156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693477131760539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668598247554737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615896458996301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524276943336878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481798444050357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711335912629399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567994698702074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577887617123775,0.14325236789321755,0.14754896787701413,0.0,0.0,0.09341044857426146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gtartiny99,2019/09/01,Dreading my birthday Hi guys. Just needing to vent really - I am dreading my birthday this year because for the first time in awhile i have little to no friends. I had very little friends before which already made my bday sad but those were the only friends I celebrated with. Long story short I have cut ties with those friends and have no one. It’s safe to say I will be celebrating with no one this year - maybe just my girlfriend and parents. Anyone else get this kind of anxiety when bdays come around?,4.342187499999998,6.4167138437499975,3.962916666666669,88.02375000000002,72.02083333333334,6.466666666666668,28.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.476504166666667,403,16,77,4,8,121,66,96,0.153,0.631,0.21600000000000005,0.907,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,1,2,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,12,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,3,3,1,10,6,10,7,0,12,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,6,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951012482569585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137422741506344,0.0,0.0,0.12007874912619078,0.17595934993017154,0.0,0.15287756051940635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468600810318153,0.0,0.14613096907086198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479315936674176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434597413061443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607483732171214,0.0,0.0,0.5307177274383869,0.0,0.08972268906522257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004131397525132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883206657109774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442404189059469,0.0,0.1519770890667621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249662124035755,0.0,0.0,0.17252750531151628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733682814078934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23273959478776035,0.13060964365083122,0.0,0.0,0.1906876527945964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001568004914962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656788551448867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013809487489317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169658049692466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117907942207474
lonely,WinterKira,2019/09/01,I hate the stereotype that tall guys get women. I’m 6’5 and I’ve never had a girlfriend in my life. I’ve tried several times and got rejected every time.,0.5268750000000004,2.9177179375000044,2.64875,90.32125,88.375,5.7,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.7385374999999996,122,4,25,2,4,41,27,32,0.27899999999999997,0.721,0.0,-0.8519,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022863110682253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874469277223272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28694789481315675,0.0,0.0,0.3552470642889264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35421943298839115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534158236687444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767120521813965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053175168288941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184131890790889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435870110374982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kalijhin,2019/09/01,"I push people away because of social anxiety, but there’s nothing I want more than friendship. I’m stuck in a lose-lose situation. 

My social anxiety and OCD makes it almost unbearable to be around people. I push friends away as quickly as I make them, and it’s rare for me to even make a friend in the first place. But at the same time, I constantly feel lonely. All I want is a group of friends who can appreciate me for who I am, and that I enjoy spending time with. It seems like in my current situation, happiness is impossible.
I’ve tried making online friends, and it’s usually successful because I find my social anxiety doesn’t get in the way, but they never seem to last long or really care about me.
Has anyone been in the same situation? Does anyone know what I could do?",5.171168831168831,5.873709753246758,6.277038961038965,77.48841558441559,68.35064935064935,9.796363636363637,30.33506493506493,9.888512548439397,2.847996883116883,618,23,120,14,10,207,94,154,0.078,0.655,0.267,0.9915,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,7,10,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,4,2,27,24,10,0,3,4,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,2,1,18,9,21,20,4,23,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,4,11,81,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154295926860688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26455135471240643,0.0,0.0,0.16120359058016445,0.0,0.0,0.10261770652259994,0.0,0.0,0.2166061834999267,0.0,0.0,0.1405391088143524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752884645953543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245695223263021,0.0,0.09203637722968606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087647129502303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613694986156135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058285661187805225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535773881729177,0.09805143891417056,0.0,0.0,0.3562395672430961,0.0,0.0602255592228968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271060741826408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335120964442978,0.0939631524422406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631672825463485,0.0,0.0,0.10201327304691206,0.0,0.1289613748391305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30778338191823823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890590146682349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060787280053597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983203089743905,0.0,0.12043609923014127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384704942838739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098810276083803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887161711463338,0.0,0.3525199415439547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443361598250542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826302696675178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695729157908872,0.0,0.13598239790755098,0.09149860690494216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JashDreamer,2019/09/01,"I went to brunch with a MeetUp group. And it was nice! There were eight of us, and they didn't have a partner or children, either. We were all young professionals looking for company. 

Usually MeetUp groups make me feel lonelier. I'll go, but I won't be able to make any semblance of a connection with anyone. It's tempting to become discouraged and never go out anymore. But I decided I would keep trying to meet people until something (or someone, rather) stuck. 

I'm going to the MeetUps. I'm joining trips I'm invited to. I'm talking to strangers. Until I have a decent social life again and the silence in my apartment isn't loud and depressing anymore but peaceful and welcomed.",3.6962051282051287,6.072977415384617,4.79192307692308,80.0022435897436,74.84615384615384,7.102564102564102,30.833333333333336,8.07648339933343,2.555794871794872,544,26,92,9,12,178,88,130,0.062,0.8390000000000001,0.099,0.6826,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,10,2,0,2,2,26,24,13,0,2,7,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,2,10,1,2,2,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,6,3,10,2,16,15,2,14,0,2,1,0,11,3,0,2,6,62,12,1,0.20698088089697414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075409668678046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105388328559863,0.14472584446835304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285941212887801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827232942450805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465575246112878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528960134700675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397411713824505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619671732939546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381181048653804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763226904632213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963641531430572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349448149060054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109909423575043,0.17537422870566022,0.15934399428541288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636339176856715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405264315471934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24897251483537305,0.0,0.2279601982694224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187335024420568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703327921762158,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xxxgeorgehxxx,2019/09/01,"Anyone know any good self help Books? List them below! I want to help you all and myself. Why are we here? just to suffer? I'm getting ""neural linguistic programming for dummies"" as a start.  This will teach you how to think differently and speak differently

I figure I'd learn how to communicate and then see if I still have no confidence in speaking.

I know I need to be more optimistic and open but I'll be honest that scares me so much to where I don't do that at all. It's easy behind a screen of course but we/I need to do it irl. 

Lets figure it out together? 

My ""best"" friend isn't interested in helping me overcome social anxiety he just says ""stop being antisocial it's all on your head"" I mean he's right but that doesn't help me stop being anti social.",0.881205432937179,3.333081677419358,2.893514431239389,88.84764006791174,87.06451612903227,6.101867572156197,18.480475382003394,7.475848149327749,0.5639677419354836,600,16,125,11,19,201,102,155,0.136,0.6970000000000001,0.168,0.7491,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,3,1,1,8,7,0,1,2,0,13,2,2,2,3,30,24,13,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,8,7,0,2,7,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,5,17,5,17,18,6,14,0,1,2,0,18,9,0,1,5,81,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217598825576706,0.0,0.12619117161297047,0.0,0.0,0.11534132939316932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311153340956562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34468859513955324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744488233912174,0.0,0.08618289504862564,0.0,0.0,0.13835757692904035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929282562567327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422671109595721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131141403876397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867906455244366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968584564434734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126191213893173,0.2446261165334658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408718387500757,0.0,0.1311799263590061,0.16515010333094465,0.0,0.13144886998804062,0.0,0.17208546965081853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363044917212918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675696777507258,0.0,0.1317343702362449,0.27582182330413324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056973813070097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729554095092076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488474666836405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,smaphs,2019/09/01,"I'm lost in my life I'm in highschool and it feels like I'm stuck in a personality that I'm not, im allways the funny guy and doing stupid things and just being dumb. But at home I'm just a normal kid I work hard I read alot, watch anime. It's also hard to make friends I have 1 or 2 good mates but they don't know me. I never get invited to anything and I'm just lost. People will allways think I'm the silly guy who doesn't try hard, but I'm trying to change that and hopefully make more friends it's just really hard.",-0.465128205128206,1.4660713760683777,2.140512820512821,95.74615384615387,87.37606837606839,4.9675213675213685,16.692307692307693,6.297961479604792,-0.4778923076923078,409,9,99,4,13,141,70,117,0.14300000000000002,0.71,0.147,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,5,10,2,0,5,0,6,1,0,2,1,23,24,10,0,2,9,0,5,1,3,1,1,0,1,4,7,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,6,7,6,7,19,2,5,0,2,1,0,9,4,1,3,2,49,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241234180126344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277267014757511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419429461203086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848012753869682,0.1108838748161788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23983365807144505,0.0,0.08109214981147336,0.0,0.0,0.13018492068004756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073696486514607,0.0,0.0,0.5561598221790062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569084021648855,0.15416108108476945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765618570917445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530075684662204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963121235033174,0.07582901053047661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388656608433153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721116115852314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970948504087575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520753416264763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076048372273109,0.13552560949014286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525455003659355,0.0,0.09943313225567144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311631964183136,0.09945393311274173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075826241807216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299658301927293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xidkx1,2019/09/01,18 F who hopes to meet new people. I honestly just want more people to talk to in order to get my mind off of this loneliness. Even just sending me memes or funny jokes will make my night.,2.823076923076921,4.085766692307693,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,74.38461538461539,7.2512820512820495,20.69230769230769,7.793537801064563,0.6055230769230766,147,3,32,2,3,48,33,39,0.07,0.67,0.259,0.775,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,7,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351307412168968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599222067643048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535824599482841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23762882167024896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35945255180483443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438213137255184,0.0,0.3340763409354006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936029610255011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286134567441847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099745397641398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mrchachie,2019/09/01,No matter what group it is I still feel lonely Honestly I have been thinking about this a lot and even from a young age I was always lonely it started as a kid when my mom remarried and introduced me to my new family and don’t get me wrong they are great but I never truly felt part of the family and fast forward to today and I train Jiu-Jitsu everyday I’m obsessed with it but even being in the gym after we are training and everyone talks about going out to bars or whatever I feel like I’m not truly part of the family this also branches off to dates I have been on where most of the dates I don’t even look forward to it  and in that first ten minutes if I don’t feel anything I just want to get out sorry this wasn’t punctual at all I’m kind of down in the dumps and just tying away,5.330620915032682,4.249909852941176,6.630784313725492,81.16630718954251,68.11764705882354,9.908496732026144,28.300653594771237,9.150863307647796,2.026163398692811,625,16,136,10,9,214,101,170,0.12300000000000001,0.815,0.062,-0.8449,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,1,1,11,9,1,1,8,0,13,1,0,0,2,30,27,15,0,2,7,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,12,1,0,5,2,0,3,7,5,0,2,5,5,16,4,26,21,5,28,0,2,1,0,6,13,0,4,17,103,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797601326709476,0.1331578630630322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131691136969489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503535469531351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170951155939451,0.0,0.0,0.15291561862593994,0.0,0.0,0.4525864083019792,0.0,0.2427480809964457,0.11432553551770334,0.15365399220824708,0.0,0.0,0.13612152143024292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721824465185126,0.0,0.09094879380638636,0.0,0.0,0.17643375036356831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666467232036688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818262349729324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438497950951506,0.0,0.0,0.13605186841106354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742531915732605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342507877303854,0.15455806792880655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465940072709632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914059525284556,0.11327012855163855,0.0,0.12780024469352774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862613266250902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254082643941892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516898231071231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438989930128096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749677925604079,0.0,0.0
lonely,Vandalized_Love_Map_,2019/05/06,"I wish I didn't develop crushes so easily I get attached way too easily. I'm creepy lonely and weird. You're a cute girl who smiles at me and has similar interests? Im fucking infatuated. I have to practice great restraint to not do anything stupid like saying too much, messaging them on the internet, and I can't shake the thoughts that my actions and behavior make it impossible anyways. I try but I'm still weird. I feel like I inadvertently hurt peoples feelings too sometkmes. I don't think about what I say. I'm the king of verbose. It eats away at me. 

I want to not give a fuck. I wish I didn't care too much. I'm an unlovable freak of nature that interprets friendliness as attraction. Im desperate and stupid, but writing this is keeping me from doing something stupid. So theres that. 

I'm like unfeeling but at the same time I care WAY too much way too soon. It's how I push away girls I've gotten frisky with in the past and way more uninterested girls. 

I genuinely wish I didn't care",2.24515,4.554077215,3.8270000000000017,85.436,79.35,7.6,26.5,8.548686976883017,2.02985,793,33,162,18,20,263,117,200,0.14300000000000002,0.593,0.263,0.9620000000000001,0,2,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,15,22,5,1,8,0,10,3,0,2,0,26,33,13,0,4,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,9,7,1,1,5,0,0,3,7,12,0,0,5,4,22,10,16,28,5,18,0,2,0,2,10,7,2,0,7,94,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179209996238196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324348264180926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783520384950139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657292272063758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508985036298234,0.08836916900768453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287117859361645,0.06462658257358249,0.11866144385277498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637639075063396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324202080886667,0.0,0.26722799567888234,0.0,0.0,0.10994758645508976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129633343969664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256871502304483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27279460640497993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808279311824403,0.0857559321655054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967376551473127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522800196198232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878459236079393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926004965364444,0.0,0.09820160923646032,0.07212872155992893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398215043559734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295970166421474,0.3927397172104225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267363722790132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lazyasscoco,2019/05/06,"hi im lonely hi im a 15 yo girl! im really lonely even if i try i cant have friends and it makes me feel really sad, idk what to do now ive try onlyfriends but at this point it doesnt change anything im scared to talk to them i dont want to be an AW so im here idk what to do its been 30 minutes since i start cryont about it im scared to be forever alone idk what to do sorry",-3.233657937806876,-1.6901444148936164,0.6619148936170234,103.19576923076927,99.53191489361704,4.1689034369885425,12.549918166939445,5.8734145424116955,-1.2806962356792142,291,5,84,3,13,107,56,94,0.281,0.7190000000000001,0.0,-0.9644,0,5,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,2,2,1,11,0,0,1,0,6,15,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,7,1,9,12,0,4,0,3,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339299538251763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641412475613617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367967069470403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155464760146778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541045349719414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538487243691855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990741370386264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8380856652239375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631787284733547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224320750385995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568328499044854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589310672015181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696959666078028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475605641206862,0.09152887482192734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039374223887124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559097488007314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627254765286745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GWAY88,2019/05/06,Confused I try to find new friends but it only lasts a little while then we stop talking or I try to find a girlfriend but  every time I find someone nice there already in a relationship or too far away and the world makes me feel like I’m lying to myself about wanting a girlfriend because for some reason every add I see is for gay dating sites which makes no sense and it makes me feel sad,6.9978750000000005,5.7247490375000005,6.812500000000004,81.84250000000003,64.875,8.5,32.5,5.985473137389443,1.7569999999999997,313,10,63,1,4,99,57,80,0.182,0.716,0.102,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,4,0,21,9,8,0,1,4,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,8,3,8,9,1,13,0,1,1,1,6,6,0,4,8,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020545625833784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720277616993875,0.0,0.0,0.11161559623974394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085380106506424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516095286467926,0.13080613247071948,0.0,0.0,0.502048160221248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146201736112718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925031719477624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945303916386822,0.18351353873449866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666604901864228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683838537352226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392552215419223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882565121711489,0.0,0.196580059023635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590638703615194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513939048457534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307916191174353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716823211943866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676663833391092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486247277961696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079966747235514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,S-I-L-E-N-C-I-0,2019/05/06,"Loneliness Romanticised Within each of us pulsates divine awareness. Duality is one. 

Overthinking separates the body from the mind. 

Energy is transformed not destroyed.

A drop in the ocean

Imagine waking up after never having gone to sleep?

Life is, neither good or bad but thinking makes it so.

Observe with indifference the ever present divider know to all as the "" I "".

A culmination of biased moments distract now. 

The writer is no different as talk inevitably leads to silence.

Memento Mori
Silencio.",5.872771084337352,9.537827421686751,6.271096385542173,64.88519879518074,75.98795180722891,8.621204819277109,37.2156626506024,9.120678840339163,4.8576997590361435,408,24,50,11,10,131,70,83,0.145,0.7390000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.5722,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,8,0,5,4,3,2,3,14,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,1,0,2,2,13,8,3,12,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,41,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476269976741127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294269833288763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098568270394537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682682657273605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487522963545833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629893772300252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947906778931272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979655243450253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994553118390121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287362402941213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009662953638504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29678829674945434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383750391838691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003271741503053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35674214350083905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justsounsureoflife,2019/05/06,"Maybe it'll never happen Managed to go on four dates with someone before getting the cool sting of rejection I'm used to. Usually doesn't make it that long.

I'm coming to the conclusion that maybe it'll just never happen for me. There are people out there who it'll just never happen for. I didn't use to think I'd be in that category, but maybe I drew the short straw.

Not going to pretend I completely understand it. I try and look at myself and don't really see any glaring reasons why. As far as I can tell people want to be around me. I have a lot of friends. I'm best man at one's wedding this summer. But it's hard to argue with overwhelming experience at this point that people just can't see me in a romantic light.

I want to believe, more than anything, that a happy ending somewhere down the line is going to happen, and all I've got to do is keep trying. And when I can believe that, things are easy. But there are so many days, like today, where I just can't bring myself to believe that. And those days are fairly bleak.",3.6918309859154963,4.613606164319254,4.90574647887324,85.18256338028169,71.86384976525821,7.557934272300469,24.52863849765258,7.793537801064563,1.1681601877934271,815,22,168,10,15,270,120,213,0.033,0.816,0.151,0.9778,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,11,8,1,1,7,1,20,0,0,4,4,33,45,12,0,2,8,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,18,10,0,1,4,1,0,5,9,3,0,2,2,6,14,5,29,38,4,30,0,2,3,0,6,13,0,1,13,113,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757039898250745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160998792312043,0.0991017687908096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472833986122624,0.3762713444834529,0.1168274420186982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589558168429453,0.11672086834380455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358926076345685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859982899730878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889602103232117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600847851556748,0.0,0.05816208184393859,0.0,0.1898036138336886,0.0,0.0890357988037634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937730142531859,0.11850623695108972,0.09972424325624736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894969325762322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438717714195385,0.0,0.0,0.0985180447086128,0.0934839400222336,0.0,0.0,0.09464349924280152,0.0,0.0,0.07430948952702701,0.11286484289882386,0.33551910856008177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575792927908562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543587637309096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315336822677153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523695786415199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131686593213599,0.1144593897678804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742128366015206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432427998921976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973018930462502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395857473746953,0.07133178502299939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552192943799553,0.0,0.0,0.1511630822039429,0.0,0.0,0.11589198403974925,0.0,0.19229601072845387,0.12260741915536115,0.0,0.13132330290470962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004523987576915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SDMF98,2019/05/06,"Anyone from Brazil here wants to talk? I just want someone to talk about life because i'm almost reaching the point of killing myself...

Not Just because i'm lonely, i have other problems too...

I just want to see if there is anyone kind living in this fucked up world.",4.181730769230768,5.7818775576923045,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,71.5,5.2,24.538461538461537,3.1291,0.279753846153846,211,6,40,0,4,64,39,52,0.242,0.636,0.122,-0.8845,0,2,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,10,9,1,1,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,9,0,4,0,1,1,1,2,4,1,2,0,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375857079103613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33180112910770765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28926796742287275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934682290659907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624975559111691,0.2470740328357271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758663962171938,0.0,0.0,0.20950853350150933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224291250391084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270296856611532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906875666957196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010330888539248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814077674500556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198335130326565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cherryrose2,2019/05/06,"hello! i just want to make friends!! im very open! id love to talk, about anything! :)",-2.956666666666667,-2.1229349999999982,-0.7238888888888884,108.2675,121.22222222222223,1.8,15.611111111111107,3.1291,-1.5881555555555549,62,2,16,0,4,20,15,18,0.0,0.479,0.521,0.9191,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354924449185545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332225290548293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658797156573815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892665130280361,0.0,0.2878971522381653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466638707560473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558689711723489,0.2543928451764221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_sadboi15,2019/05/06,im becoming comfortable being all alone and that scares me😔,4.195,6.232968500000003,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,72.33333333333334,11.466666666666667,28.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.065566666666667,50,2,9,2,1,17,12,12,0.299,0.47600000000000003,0.22399999999999998,-0.0258,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903328284911384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5228685081719076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5113878598603699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739880771215605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Vixpluto,2019/05/06,"Idk a little rant? That I don’t expect anything will come out of I’m 17 girl, i stopped going to school at 15 and refuse to work, I barely have friends ie I meet the 3 people I know like 3 times a year. I’m asexual and don’t want kids so there’s no chance I’ll be able to find a person to just live with that would be willing to just let my selfish ass just lay around while they earn money and then come home to either an overclingy useless terd or a person that refuses to acknowledge their there as I watch tv or something so because I’m such useless trash that will never be loved or liked or probably even be able to fall in love I’m gonna try to live a very short lazy life. Ok bye why’d you read this depressing shit?",2.2716666666666683,3.3598801528662463,3.416958598726115,93.86751857749468,75.4968152866242,6.507218683651806,22.637473460721868,6.816661863887847,0.37699193205944814,572,15,134,5,12,185,108,157,0.21,0.682,0.10800000000000001,-0.9440000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,2,10,11,1,0,7,1,12,5,2,0,1,26,24,12,0,3,8,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,1,4,5,8,0,3,3,2,1,4,4,5,0,0,0,1,10,6,16,14,1,16,0,3,1,3,14,6,2,4,9,71,15,4,0.3339434447086821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740350058485756,0.14864023295621234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178441217171026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28766270824314283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381249979773245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028324786722403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260912928406822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900193849969827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489387767882364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748625156349636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176329191816468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073989878761353,0.11793706543934585,0.163147898949721,0.16734953084441972,0.2948781798052905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013969968721533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287788857598402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157571685800036,0.29158653512049465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002375735610734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670169072737297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898429721740904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713940735486068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854298936866015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959583638703696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736255405583844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336283916688708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377691576357145,0.09848424793274477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155740249757567,0.0,0.0,0.11861192090777264,0.0,0.0,0.1075243148132406
lonely,Tell_Mum_Im_Sorry,2019/05/06,"All my efforts have meant nothing I thought I had friends when I was younger, but looking back at it now I realise I was never really included or part of the group, I was just too naive and socially blind to realise it. 
Growing old that only got worse to the point where I think no one except my parents would realise if I just disappeared. 

Last year I spent my birthday drinking by myself in my room and it felt especially shit because until then I had always had someone, if anything because people from school would hang out out of obligation or even just lack of anything else to do. But since I’ve come to university I literally have had no one, and it honestly annoys me how everyone seemed to find friend groups to hang out with the first few weeks, and even tho I made an active effort to try and be socialI was never really included and ended up alone after everyone already had formed groups and it wasn’t really possible to fit in with anyone anymore. 
I do have lots of acquaintances I’m on friendly terms with but I imagine that’s true for many of you here too and you probably know how it is. 

So this year I was really determined to give it my best shot, it seemed to work for a bit, most of the groups I tried being friends with stopped hanging out with me but this time I did manage to make some friends and hang out quite a bit this year, text often and what not. 

Comes my birthday again, and I try to organise something. Of course everyone is too busy for it and no one even tries to make it sound any better, just treat it like it’s no big deal. 

I ended up putting on my best clothes and ordering delivery from my favourite restaurant just so I could feel like at least I had done something and it hadn’t been just a day like any other. Ate alone in front of my computer and drank the rest of the night. 

It was probably the saddest and most pathetic thing I’ve ever done and I kind of needed to get it off my chest but it’s not something I would ever tell anyone I know in real life. 
The weird thing is that it didn’t feel as bad as I thought it would, not as much as last year. I guess that probably means that deep down I don’t deserve anything better and I’m not meant to have friends and parties and have fun like everyone else my age I see around me all the time. 

I’m kinda done trying, it honestly only made it worse, and don’t expect next year to be any different but at least it won’t feel as bad I guess.",4.86102248289345,5.200463967676772,5.369540566959922,85.0059237536657,68.91919191919192,8.811339198435974,29.503095470837412,8.748949900417786,2.047614532420984,1924,67,405,30,31,618,221,495,0.145,0.7190000000000001,0.136,-0.1935,2,2,4,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,9,27,25,2,0,13,0,41,7,2,6,7,102,75,44,0,10,21,1,4,4,6,5,2,1,1,0,33,34,3,1,16,1,1,10,16,5,0,4,31,8,46,20,64,35,19,67,0,0,3,0,17,25,1,14,35,285,79,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673870432252444,0.07284676607795194,0.0,0.054927937598478936,0.0,0.0,0.13467290259293446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546695922092703,0.0923153689711742,0.0,0.1629687287105698,0.05876538733731609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075976830976736,0.11023586093243692,0.08048158008382067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855272142212893,0.11676591387784778,0.14413776040578313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372836368864905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052705849120051135,0.0,0.0,0.042572794760379416,0.0680562979687801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689693256698929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026620400120296,0.0,0.06466741245656775,0.0,0.0,0.11029044729028843,0.0,0.11693549394967655,0.0,0.0,0.13080249503464852,0.11942471342412488,0.0,0.2523122364540345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013416510605612,0.04715955735829528,0.06338263998556823,0.0,0.06033450308323132,0.05615045377674099,0.0,0.0,0.30600795218476096,0.0,0.03448896331122495,0.06332549270782947,0.0,0.0,0.05279646637422804,0.0,0.14544108262995428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874217265554299,0.07255781675889489,0.10761848487594997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662679272045563,0.12900207816377693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554341260731811,0.0,0.0,0.056121721739420614,0.0,0.12492581456364325,0.0881281129121268,0.0669266178660758,0.0,0.07190729128416709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04852700337403314,0.04894765459741124,0.10182628151254787,0.0,0.07020536147307667,0.061948540771035635,0.0,0.06334106177132871,0.0,0.06926932882899693,0.0,0.13419594468244306,0.1004114177784203,0.0,0.0,0.07329940207605304,0.07148542926967237,0.0,0.045764963586129775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240343302188585,0.07441951315517377,0.0,0.0,0.213518889614506,0.0,0.0,0.06636109664425698,0.0,0.07021273825033003,0.0,0.07513701819945902,0.16915795959331334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680847764030733,0.05260365472477602,0.12019114731865585,0.0,0.0,0.06776119035262426,0.05460647014181436,0.0,0.0,0.0672917361956313,0.05593243104046388,0.15245963511045693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055189656480001965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057698096646356375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771194186326756,0.042298336623911616,0.0,0.10481357866024583,0.07698518883413241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22409178930924015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052951486158971016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048058104454077516,0.0,0.13454536522980345,0.18757439587764155,0.0,0.0,0.2125503937430256
lonely,Jj5740,2019/05/06,Moved back to my hometown and have no friends I’m a 29 year old guy. When I came home from college a few years back my few good friends have all left and never returned like I have. I have acquaintances and “work friends” but when I’m home I don’t really have anyone to talk to. I work long shift at two jobs because my little free time I do have is extremely boring. Somebody talk to me 😂,1.9460452961672488,3.543630085365855,2.937108013937284,94.86939024390249,77.41463414634146,6.149128919860628,23.90940766550523,6.868970318607317,0.581799303135889,305,10,70,3,7,97,52,82,0.081,0.769,0.15,0.6774,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,2,7,12,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,1,0,10,7,6,11,3,16,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,12,41,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619786930798854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775604833149733,0.0,0.11002072610780388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642440415602428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183220192628613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138052858349527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870648781872556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36207821250672256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910147071064714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609524429573916,0.0,0.0,0.08817484879280862,0.1808913222020921,0.0,0.1597217239804886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182480431865984,0.0,0.0,0.139199571096894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893864868664165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156219940139586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901307040102877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524105473893863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630560889117858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627874622687844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23245019424074065
lonely,julianopdb,2019/05/06,"Drunk texted a recent ex. I cried when she broke uo with me wich made me come off as weak and pathetic. She broke up with me because I'm clingy and overbearing. I'm clingy because I had nothing and no-one else.

Yesterday I drank and texted her and obviously she doesn't want to talk to me or ever see me. I feel so pathetic. How is it that I can have so much love for someone who is able to discard me with no hesitation? I'm an idiot.",0.9053763440860224,2.7689160967741917,3.031397849462365,91.73376344086022,81.58064516129029,6.713978494623658,22.161290322580648,7.793537801064563,0.8574645161290326,339,11,79,6,9,115,61,93,0.302,0.6559999999999999,0.043,-0.9727,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,0,6,4,0,2,2,16,16,11,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,2,15,1,10,13,1,7,0,2,1,1,8,2,0,1,4,49,18,0,0.28061198969858364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421169287478668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417223820416943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082390941599741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23441531004910865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538296100219666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418858534385004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532632765265174,0.2655218495668619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628210005781306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692547722630046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27707048654467165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361142483299068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377616282512845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255452879264708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551222193018025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,insertname2,2019/05/06,"I want a relationship,but not sure if I'm suited to one. I've never really had a significant girlfriend, and would like one. But if I did, I'm not sure if I'll be a good partner. I never enjoy seeing the same person more than a few days in a row (run out of things to do/talk about), and I definitely prefer small groups compared to one on one hangouts (less expectation to make conversation).

I don't see myself enjoying life if I'm single forever, but can't imagine forming a relationship given how I feel about spending extended periods of time with another individual.

Just wondering if anyone has had similar thoughts",5.5772499999999985,6.579093558333334,7.56666666666667,67.53000000000003,67.58333333333334,11.0,33.33333333333333,10.9516,4.058833333333333,497,22,87,15,8,176,81,120,0.077,0.8590000000000001,0.064,-0.0933,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,7,0,8,1,0,2,4,29,19,10,0,9,10,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,5,1,1,1,6,0,0,4,5,3,7,6,13,12,6,10,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,6,6,61,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197108918037906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801095624623826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806883789962914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256869772245974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535554152165669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931195291445838,0.08944165834755806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220461372559158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28239890741248275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962279887481758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598548520752502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728313717168876,0.0,0.0,0.3931100975770233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29177564769169445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450938197916361,0.0,0.0,0.14714950838872926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162752180124355,0.0,0.0,0.14534184915707776,0.10675305476525533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798293466140677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853805095484844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300518973774835,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,messedupbirdie,2019/05/06,"Spent my whole life being alone, now i'm used to it. But the lonely and despair creeps in to kick in anxiety in my depression filled life. I started watching porn right before i reached puberty and i have been doing just that to this day, i started this habit because i never felt understood by others and alone time just caused me to think about sex. I am wondering how common this is, and if anyone has any tips on how they overcame their loneliness with social anxiety/depression.

I am lonely, but at the same time, I enjoy my own company, and I enjoy being alone for the most part. However, loneliness hits me hard every so often, and that is when I binge watch porn to numb my pain. I'm just looking for some encouragement and insight on how to overcome loneliness when you don't like being around people.",7.8267903225806466,7.101943122580646,7.801088709677418,73.64163306451614,62.935483870967744,11.10483870967742,34.21370967741935,10.411451182825502,3.464758064516129,644,23,116,13,8,208,97,155,0.207,0.7140000000000001,0.079,-0.9429,1,7,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,0,13,10,0,0,3,0,12,7,0,5,1,30,24,16,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,6,0,0,4,5,19,4,18,16,6,19,0,4,3,3,5,8,0,5,11,87,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5253230637604167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497481377776575,0.0,0.12933968028450554,0.0,0.0,0.11821913115330016,0.0,0.0,0.15050999872131668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030647721759629,0.0,0.1438678893964183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368360169904268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903750617974284,0.0,0.2912430736978525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245052146220666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233571317114107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145537671143966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23884122374459585,0.08260007931211241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197796734496693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039881292944416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990461616836692,0.0,0.0,0.183088589312148,0.0,0.11721329379302085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443866345968092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234769628291555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393401802993329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833456358648276,0.0,0.0,0.19717458180740705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602399473791192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876294211539094,0.0,0.0,0.1833514612577667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,causehernameistori,2019/05/06,Feeling lonely around the people that love me I find myself feeling extremely lonely. i feel like no one truly knows what i’m going through or what it’s like to be me. I have a group of friends and we’ve been together for many years but I find myself feeling lonely in their presence even though they are the people i’m supposed to feel “at home” with. I feel like the people i want to date always run for the hills when i express my interests or long term intentions so i’ve never actually dated anyone. i guess all i want is to have a best friend/ significant other that loves me and wants to spend their life/ grow with me. does anyone else feel this way? how do you deal with it and find happiness within yourself?,3.91,5.442655384615384,4.580699300699301,85.37566433566434,72.07692307692308,7.158041958041958,24.88811188811189,7.686295010490155,1.226572027972029,572,17,112,7,11,183,92,143,0.053,0.68,0.267,0.9843,0,6,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,1,6,13,0,0,6,0,7,3,0,2,2,29,24,10,0,3,3,0,7,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,11,0,1,3,2,3,0,1,1,7,20,10,16,22,3,15,0,3,0,2,11,4,0,3,10,73,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.13017589889816436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099670852951599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654809465797054,0.13668064376750347,0.0,0.1187513104457942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999156629621154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752610055120226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673631739950542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143579357519057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810723680922376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721455211346942,0.1905972032208487,0.0,0.0,0.3657663957068759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612385949905976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581239684253491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469514618854116,0.0,0.0,0.14200322663914722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380772795665802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331131652163206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422200700653814,0.19551261201061965,0.0,0.0,0.1180518476557207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24079139026604476,0.0,0.0,0.13524327729998056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288372897151797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039303014702826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774413465784793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310615426056534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23604242137578965,0.10588406077399032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590307640744843
lonely,Ddub4,2019/05/06,"I’m so lonely I’m jealous of Eric Cartman’s relationship with Heidi In the beginning it was kind of cute. It’s not like I don’t try. I go out to the bars by myself to try and meet people, and while I don’t always strike up a conversation I do more now than a few months ago when the thought of going out by myself was scary.",2.4512499999999977,2.968996069444448,4.776,86.46900000000002,74.41666666666667,7.426666666666668,22.73333333333333,7.554174236665415,0.7401800000000005,255,6,59,3,5,90,49,72,0.185,0.7759999999999999,0.039,-0.8466,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,11,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,6,3,13,8,2,12,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,7,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29818148179486964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798959589730366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38234617579931307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502890728933189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433877711332842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684961241742908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332042477899373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611473327991632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670489590102297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567612694668541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,papa_thulhu,2019/05/06,"what’s wrong? first, thank you for reading and your time.
people look at me and don’t understand why I’m sad, why I am the way I am. sometimes I agree, feeling too old for this kind of angst. 
I’ve tried to type it out and keep it as short as possible w/o boring you.
TLDR; I’m a straight, black, left handed male, approaching middle age, with an increasingly complex, sexual attraction, upbringing and understanding of the opposite sex, a respect for all on the sexual spectrum, while sensing resentment from it, in a savagely racist country, having interests  and passions that seem antiquated, more and more I am becoming jaded, depressed and slowly succumbing to an inherent addictive personality with a growing resentment for society.
I’m having a difficult time accepting the negative isms and various hate factions that today’s world seems to glorify and augment.
my rough draft was a too-long telling of my life story. I decided instead, to go into details on a by-comment basis if requested. I’ve long since come to the conclusion my life isn’t worth shit but have decided to not be ashamed of who I am, what I believe in, etc, even if it means being alone for the rest of my life.
again, thank you for reading.",8.202153392330379,7.864718610619472,8.619601769911505,66.80854719764011,62.00884955752212,12.84306784660767,40.51474926253687,12.161744961471696,5.281676696165191,970,49,164,30,12,323,145,226,0.129,0.752,0.11900000000000001,-0.4941,1,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,0,2,4,18,4,1,15,0,12,8,2,0,1,31,28,15,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,10,14,0,1,11,2,1,5,4,10,0,1,1,5,16,8,29,25,7,27,0,2,2,2,9,12,1,4,9,108,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016861472613266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266819977471562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213484483453346,0.0,0.1551978870031903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866004575056475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864449104107185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362846264903482,0.09098304967903406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965090165902113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717068984310125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782869071600359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600031480485714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243916688058305,0.0,0.14344617451159333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966655749886826,0.0,0.2918922163986208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438101002581385,0.11567590920404247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005091424576725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454620573741814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549900300632026,0.12027861313327295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529323643313855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755759893836154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508061591159253,0.0,0.0,0.14139913187122782,0.11394881690276625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623898177677485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040019860868678,0.2536447063628159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064710214565006,0.0,0.1305715733183889,0.0,0.0,0.09352369491416264,0.0,0.0,0.2868067096887444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934010769713864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24859719338443345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506087849975557,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawaygirl5789,2019/05/06,"Why am I treated this way is it because I’m unattractive? 
[Me in highschool and me now](https://imgur.com/a/exJe1uC)


I met this guy when I was sixteen. I went to a party with his friends, I got wasted, and two of them brought me to a different house and had sex with me. I bled I felt baffled. The next day they told all their friends they were 18 and 19. I was already getting bullied and had slut rumors spread about me, so they thought I wanted it. They called me gross.


He left for the military but still kept in contact with me. I would send him pics over two years and see me when he was home. He cheated on one of his girlfriends with me.  I didn't know because the one social media I had he posted no photos but on every other platform he did. He would have sex with me then ignore me for a month. He implied I'm attractive enough to fuck but not be seen with

I feel so ugly. Two years ago he texted me after having a girlfriend for eight months. At first, I didn't know when he told me that I said I don't feel comfortable talking to you with a girlfriend. He sent me dozens of texts saying he missed me and posting old pics he had of me from three years ago. He asked,” if I was single would we be cool again.”


I kept ignoring him, and a couple of weeks later he got a new girlfriend. Posted lots of pics of her saying she's gorgeous. He went on deployment we stopped talking. After his deployment, he got discharged and moved to the east coast with his girlfriend. Before he left, he tried to see me and tried face timing me like 60 times. Thank God I was in a different state.


Now he's been messaging me like crazy saying he misses me and that I'm beautiful. I just blew up at him after six years of this I couldn't take it anymore. I called him a rapist, a douchebag, self-centered, a cheating loser, a sociopath, a liar, and a coward.

He just kept saying ”why are you mean to me.” and ”if you're going to put me down stop messaging me.” he also tweeted stuff like ”if you can’t respect me. Then at least have the decency to leave me alone. B It e your problem.” after I blew up at him the first time he tried apologizing for a couple of months later, but I just started saying the same stuff to him.


Why do people cheat? Why does this guy treat me this way what's wrong with him?",2.313974358974356,4.0087769358974406,3.2439401709401743,92.6441153846154,76.64957264957266,5.8765811965811965,23.02478632478633,6.508806274219699,0.438846837606838,1778,53,385,14,40,566,218,468,0.195,0.715,0.091,-0.995,2,1,0,0,0,1,60.0,2,4,6,3,13,28,6,0,22,1,29,6,1,0,1,58,66,28,0,9,11,0,3,3,7,3,0,6,1,2,15,24,0,7,7,0,0,8,7,15,0,11,31,13,75,13,52,29,6,68,0,3,3,5,79,18,1,4,39,246,90,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684269459818876,0.0,0.0,0.07994213698331208,0.08517743650486878,0.06172617152758834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654846004063164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215913971240724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410458482213896,0.0,0.0656801917621901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763248969588745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081121820914588,0.0,0.04977903231361919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128733434081582,0.0,0.0,0.06754659631491207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975448849346614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650331189643117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805582365557345,0.0,0.07411133099724113,0.0,0.0,0.13130992544459671,0.0,0.0,0.1192684970591134,0.0713578550904859,0.040326861997100255,0.0,0.0438669771264372,0.0,0.18519975165925776,0.0,0.0,0.1528539252206494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742454777952626,0.0,0.0,0.08906308191323398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483957713784113,0.0,0.0,0.08172956436190637,0.16772713835722924,0.0,0.0,0.11312855992158702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562136725312004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407893812389873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482904890681248,0.08203724065276424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745473903147377,0.08208892502894855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099445144556022,0.0,0.10460740330067772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351153510141922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217705502369076,0.0,0.0,0.07385724213359349,0.0,0.07759394685772407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734222218338192,0.3069097866859007,0.0,0.0,0.12301560388964958,0.0,0.08052255592480714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868211446713146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463313948793043,0.0,0.061641393756784416,0.12906306521611485,0.0,0.0,0.17672059638773085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058034788094671136,0.12407948216179975,0.0,0.07106313773204899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127761341956992,0.13502454645792433,0.0,0.0,0.14751038829210011,0.0,0.15721409624189764,0.0,0.2262005539337457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04552671212364393,0.1225344103464864,0.061914510320442165,0.0,0.0,0.1431056777928045,0.2785959438555607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449363906261258,0.08439153322307905,0.0,0.19882280180024064
lonely,Sempai411,2019/05/06,Wanting to be the center of attention to someone I feel like when I talk to people it's forced for them. As if they don't care to talk with me. It makes me feel like nothing and I just want to talk to someone comfortably and consistently. Not everyday but they make an effort to talk to me.,1.5464999999999982,3.681899316666669,3.256666666666668,89.525,80.83333333333334,6.666666666666668,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.1458333333333337,229,8,49,4,6,76,40,60,0.083,0.826,0.091,0.1217,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,14,9,6,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,9,4,12,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332971460083855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115916873360388,0.2989560148095417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444396295424552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793328744450191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007672724437754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450576712124988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545694153875542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6727028366325488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468252434209265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kai246810,2019/05/06,"How do you get rid of loneliness if you have social anxiety and have a hard time relating to your peers? I just wanted to post a quick question, because I have been struggling on how to rid myself of my loneliness. Some background info: I'm 17 and I have social anxiety and bipolar disorder. I prefer being by myself normally, except when I am having a manic episode. I don't have any friends, but part of that is by choice, I suppose. I have a hard time relating to other people. I am not sure why this is. It could possibly be due to my anxiety in social settings, but I feel  like it might be something more. 

I have tried hanging out with all types of people from all walks of life, but none of those relationships lasted or progressed beyond a very superficial level. I do not get other people's humor, so I fake laugh to be socially accepted. I crack myself up all the time, yet no one else gets my humor. Sometimes I wonder if some people are just meant to live in their own company. I keep pondering this, but I can't shake this feeling of extreme loneliness and longing for a deep, I timate connection.

I don't think I have autism, but that could be a possibility. I also feel like I don't belong in ""normal society"" mainly due to my bipolar disorder. I feel like if people knew my true self, and what goes on in my mind, and how I can be just fine one moment, then homicidal or suicidal the next, they would run away from me. This also makes me feel lien I can't trust myself around others, because I don't know what I am capable of. I can switch at any minute, and I have no control over it. 

I don't mean for this to be a ""woe am I"" post. Sorry if this sounds like one. I just want some insight and encouragement. I want to go out and socialize, but I am also very afraid to do so. Any help or personal stories would be greatly appreciated. Thanks",3.590660377358489,4.930894811320759,5.194211590296497,81.42236859838277,72.58490566037736,8.318867924528304,26.727088948787063,8.841846274778883,2.0279471698113207,1449,50,286,28,28,491,182,371,0.13699999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.15,0.8819,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,3,2,2,17,21,0,3,10,0,44,3,0,5,5,75,66,32,1,14,20,0,7,4,1,3,3,1,0,2,17,13,0,2,17,0,0,5,12,5,0,3,3,8,51,16,41,50,11,37,0,1,0,0,17,16,0,13,17,219,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022693547797552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200220020587714,0.0,0.1934920253566161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505426647349367,0.0,0.0,0.07921253927376347,0.0,0.0,0.10278986035004288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456145354098168,0.13463023129113738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932543946513426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043064800110425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213149742603625,0.18069442635123587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513812361021958,0.0,0.13214635145158804,0.0,0.047915629842343266,0.0,0.0,0.09295268161680123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105138926472933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651158605522124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493909277143834,0.0,0.0,0.046334874664383865,0.06872435295107933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955103648952247,0.16475950876597714,0.0,0.07444776237280533,0.07461218573823784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056277948380957565,0.0,0.0,0.09183890800294167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894401725654488,0.08512962364450692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966522891481545,0.0,0.16521288097070802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713930367555423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130011220007926,0.0,0.29225160658151417,0.07361672230917228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009495978015206,0.16149240713892035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444711401701647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051798088880136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795429355735518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297199532524699,0.0,0.06490638224589558,0.08338529209704315,0.09437876075789853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881396951077939,0.0,0.09222206012298716,0.0,0.07946169782276423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762182913105747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402279763994135,0.0,0.0,0.14748648326189434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057241330760897075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913007082094336,0.14918564457504596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607715983532075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143119758458852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978359481402916,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,matadora5,2019/05/06,"I don’t want to talk to anybody, but I wish I had text messages That would be checking up on me. Anyone else get this feeling from time to time?",3.3367741935483863,3.533671870967744,4.158225806451615,92.85733870967744,72.2258064516129,6.2,28.403225806451612,3.1291,0.6475677419354837,112,4,26,0,2,36,26,31,0.0,0.7829999999999999,0.217,0.6846,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,6,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26530249602820144,0.3887653317150701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31696055900851083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184847359946464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823368858007093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049671138285857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424910604273343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379445427323155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363195543765121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695323431619455,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GoldDustTaurus,2019/05/06,DAE hookup with people just to get some physical affection? I'm banging a guy this week just because I'm lonely and deprived of affection. I promised myself that I'd stop doing hookups but I don't know how else to fill the void. No one wants to date me,2.0665384615384603,4.195224884615389,3.216000000000001,90.529,79.0,6.467692307692308,25.784615384615392,7.554174236665415,1.3344569230769232,202,8,42,3,5,65,43,52,0.157,0.726,0.11699999999999999,-0.2617,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,12,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,5,7,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659218196722672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36441427225156775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279122222197707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43193638243607785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397406542450712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29560080509874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024270244541387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647078962158653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572998149770634,0.0,0.3499174727702733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LeosLlama,2019/05/06,"It feels like I’m in limbo I moved to another school and town about 6 months ago, it has been really lonely. I can’t really connect with anyone beyond what’s superficial. I used to distract myself a lot with video games but I just can’t find anything interesting to play, I just play something like CSGO to fill the void. I like some music, metal recently, but I’m just getting bored of it all. I can’t really lift some weights either because it’s my rest day. I’m just sitting in my chair staring at the monitor venting on a subreddit because of the complete monotony of it all. Thank you for your time :p",3.3169672131147507,5.052435614754104,4.836852459016395,82.1142950819672,74.0,7.830819672131147,27.77377049180328,8.548686976883017,2.1195121311475416,483,19,93,9,10,162,79,122,0.05,0.753,0.19699999999999998,0.9596,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,6,10,0,1,5,0,5,1,0,1,2,18,12,3,0,0,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,2,4,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,3,12,7,16,11,7,14,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,3,8,58,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878533182878233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222154440722032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817862215511465,0.0,0.17439119793977356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25836758881201866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221929345971399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667015880866645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715256322921553,0.15139490441682213,0.0,0.0,0.1936900352546577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071887855664413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105986101310558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016587038539167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915164405903022,0.2252362528383369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072820212677893,0.0,0.209244347543752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447324048745786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314552254741205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951064508062781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357161472598464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302988806262666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580601287683684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KatesEgo,2019/05/06,"This Is Going to Sound Lame, but... I feel really awful that I have no one to enjoy Game of Thrones with. I've watched the last few seasons alone, gone through all the big twists and surprises alone. Then I go on YouTube just to watch reaction videos (which honestly, I hate) just to see how other human beings are reacting to it.

Anyone wanna talk about the episode tonight (in a DM obviously)?",5.4124000000000025,6.373298773333339,5.521333333333335,82.19400000000003,67.93333333333334,9.2,31.0,9.3871,2.6402,308,12,60,6,5,97,63,75,0.151,0.7490000000000001,0.1,-0.4927,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,4,1,4,0,0,2,2,11,10,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,2,0,1,1,5,4,3,12,8,2,10,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,0,4,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6512336404780096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21983122520075432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589667855962493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573541099705501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31039846390568576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25627264071182115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304115277363855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014085082705421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505308920293833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526975632816868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,InfiniteFairies,2019/05/06,My brother said something to me that hit a nerve Me and my brother started an argument and I said that he always runs to his friends when ever he had a problem because of the thing that started are argument and he said “At least I have friends to run to. Your always home watching Netflix because you have none” it made me feel like shit and I just walked away and up to my room. My friends all just slowly stopped asking me to do things and I really don’t have any friends left. It really hurts and I don’t know what to do because it’s really hard to make new friends. I wish I did have friends,3.4008943089430868,4.501996406504071,4.034308943089432,90.48040650406506,72.73983739837401,7.0926829268292675,29.92682926829269,7.3871296695380915,1.5938878048780487,470,20,102,5,9,149,68,123,0.132,0.695,0.172,0.7589,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,10,1,0,4,0,11,1,1,2,2,18,23,8,0,2,2,2,2,1,6,0,0,3,2,0,9,7,0,1,2,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,6,6,18,7,12,16,3,14,0,1,1,0,18,5,1,0,7,68,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21749496713877065,0.0,0.0,0.08887607959494992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221808048148622,0.0,0.1227908701804946,0.0,0.0,0.23900868184187446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821977693577385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608257382733956,0.09336748134345972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6058409655860639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707572879141405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310962630351693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399101230333002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182574415498258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419988987913085,0.0,0.0,0.06385025539316977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366537467654785,0.08723894369536493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622462215879518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505605417766644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511768587504822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37295841624656656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341550266893337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061426169784572,0.0,0.0,0.18501110126317727,0.0,0.0,0.10926564010342954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365394321447647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029110538869686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fuccmylifedaddy69xx,2019/03/02,"I move a lot and i have only 1 friend I have moved my entire life and am still moving,i have gone to 5 different schools,countless times switching between them,i was born in eu but i have lived the majority of my life in Republica Dominicana (probably),a nice bonus is that i can speak 3 languages fluently,learning a 4th and a little of a 5th.

I am introverted,every time i try to make friends i either get hurt,or i just dont trust them enough.

Today is my birthday,and i dint invite anyone,and i got the biggest wave of loneliness i have ever felt.I feel so sad.It gives me a weird feeling when my mom gave me presents.I didnt ask for anything (im starting to tear up),she just gave a plushy dog and 100$,so many people wished me a happy birthday, (all family) and me so grateful.But at the same time,i feel like i have nothung to do with them,they are all very far away and just a thank you thorough my phone dosnt satisfy me,i want to hug them.

But i have no friends,when i where playing with a friend(he is a friend but i dont feel close enough to him),they where talking about their friend groups,how they would go to each other's houses,and watch a movie.I felt so jealous,he had friends,i didnt.

My class in school is only 5 people (me inculded),3 guys,1 girl.The girl kind of shits on me for not being from there,the guys are cool,but i would never invite them to my house.They all feel so distant and those are my main friends in school.I know that if i dissapier no body would give a shit.Every where i go i get shit on,even in my own country,get bullied.

I play fortnite and this morning when i joined a guy that i met a few week ago,he told me ""go away skeaker retard""(from hearing my own voice it definitely does not skeak,and no body was called me a skeaker before,then i got kicked,i blocked him and thats that.That has happend a lot of times.

I just feel so,so,incredibly lonely",2.779347488770928,4.146161610126587,3.7185953450387927,91.09687219273174,74.67088607594937,6.514495712535733,25.65332788893425,6.968188349444268,0.8839832584728464,1496,51,330,14,31,480,205,395,0.102,0.731,0.166,0.9728,1,2,0,0,0,0,63.0,0,1,5,1,16,19,2,0,19,0,30,7,4,1,5,47,59,19,0,6,11,1,7,1,5,3,2,3,0,3,8,13,0,1,8,2,1,6,10,4,0,0,13,11,50,15,29,42,15,34,0,1,1,1,28,16,2,3,13,184,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614200867499339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068544877140688,0.0,0.08030157339557233,0.0,0.16140506013274786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082315500496186,0.0,0.0,0.0877098659386084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974349450370663,0.0,0.0,0.07516855083390596,0.0,0.20133996879929128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750796189947393,0.0,0.056733786506761814,0.07769824489862474,0.14474290565184586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097551618343794,0.0,0.2605909165718121,0.06136443173068335,0.16494809969291355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981802447427969,0.0,0.13463202920848258,0.1647993786098571,0.14645077383405142,0.0,0.13739845485944774,0.0,0.0,0.1701019544277744,0.0,0.09143835438694957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681152722238984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195391232334944,0.0,0.09278289182473888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944792099915502,0.047206435370045485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134238737556086,0.0419646603044554,0.08609079564255173,0.07584812753573188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605215804390126,0.0,0.0,0.05733653867087149,0.0870855051035788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060086882558536,0.0,0.1825886374949525,0.0,0.0,0.06624862753474282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065622190707793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190995480429075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386356000088285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645143745386773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060797940190329774,0.0,0.06859700551716387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904030233322732,0.0,0.07908189860706735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034761262045284,0.0,0.0814197786360256,0.08207772653095208,0.0,0.05831804230899858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087355629869868,0.050663944021872624,0.0,0.06890094054008013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877666339127024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830550929921904,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,POS-H,2019/03/02,"Anybody here bored of the loneliness? I want some long term friends because I am extremely lonely and depressed. I mostly use facebook and discord, so feel free to PM me at your own convenience for contact details. My main hobbies include watching youtube videos and movies. Yeah, not many hobbies and this mostly comes from depression.",6.828421052631576,9.765212192982457,5.21038596491228,78.01136842105265,67.42105263157895,7.3670175438596495,41.22456140350877,8.238735603445708,4.0198519298245605,273,17,39,4,5,79,50,57,0.24600000000000002,0.613,0.142,-0.8166,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,12,5,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,6,3,5,5,6,4,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,3,2,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177328732086708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30767789804152024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6152751313522772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060032661872005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27595544464748856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31609198654113674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36212322836959066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084877913222472,0.0,0.0,0.2106733026272908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,negroyverde12,2019/03/02,"going for a walk, eating out alone anyone ever do this? to get out of the confinment and just get some sun or fresh air.. its night time here and i regret not going out earlier cause i think whats the point alone? sigh.. i could try tomorrow but im not fond of sundays. anyone relate? ",-0.3422605363984665,1.9109494482758649,1.775057471264372,93.81457854406132,97.6206896551724,4.6467432950191565,13.340996168582375,6.42735559955562,-0.495592337164751,220,4,46,3,9,73,45,58,0.149,0.8220000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.7095,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,17,7,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,7,6,1,13,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,5,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5124208913202462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459468472012881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541267806326235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975123160461172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25313087760289144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237688239099926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25849104550478,0.0,0.28118282006079176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672121952005298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23214880260243675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23385348668431555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851072643678862,0.0,0.0,0.14424891356216155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795436959025548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,VeryGoodCoolUsername,2019/03/02,"Anyone wants to chat? Hello, anyone wants to talk about life and stuff? Hmu",0.7526190476190457,2.6384366428571475,0.5585714285714296,99.36976190476193,111.14285714285714,1.866666666666667,4.666666666666667,3.1291,-2.6640190476190484,59,0,11,0,3,17,11,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5805410347266169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932205849750665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475227754823355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336680326611349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897121813586322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LordDeathigo,2019/03/02,"My best friend just left me... He literally meant everything to me. I have no one else but him. He's my whole world, he's my soulmate, my person, my very best friend in the whole world and I loved him with every bit of my heart...

And he left, and I think he never really cared about me in the first place.

i give up.

i'm going to end it soon",-0.8975375375375378,1.1007640810810813,1.3301801801801822,100.17052552552552,90.62162162162159,4.910510510510512,12.276276276276276,6.42735559955562,-1.1064606606606608,258,3,66,3,9,86,47,74,0.055,0.66,0.285,0.9738,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,9,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,15,6,8,7,5,13,0,0,0,1,12,8,0,0,4,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811259109711801,0.0,0.198244519039905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851386904452421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516915249425644,0.0,0.16083100425235444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299375690727884,0.0,0.16319748957134558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544566763283192,0.0,0.0,0.2805852731094153,0.0,0.0,0.17419351888757353,0.1031993196946667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151798907284949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394586718909508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388815483173638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400500614637488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304714802367275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855360109957473,0.1897183743863126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632842860517555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635276386407505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982719318346316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054678267607025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,daemon86,2019/03/02,Does anyone here have hobbies other than video games? I know most people here spend their freetime with games which I sometimes do too but I hope I can finally meet someone who has different interests like me. Like learning about new stuff and discussing about it.. I feel like noone can understand me and why I like to learn stuff,6.810901639344263,7.995443491803278,5.446024590163933,83.17920081967216,64.90163934426228,8.722950819672132,31.643442622950825,8.841846274778883,2.496767213114754,267,10,48,4,4,78,46,61,0.0,0.7170000000000001,0.28300000000000003,0.9604,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,9,3,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,6,5,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,7,32,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766056572140694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355781712996161,0.0,0.0,0.19731870084424236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400925107491175,0.16108265774470645,0.0,0.24700185966953256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239521003671544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391768093663337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406317355215037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776958441628105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631915096308224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104811730247592,0.0,0.22300507114206028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5162403495370285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23473219582246635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346025077920424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,paranoia-queen,2019/03/02,"unsubscribed from r/lonely , only to resubscribe after a week or two (oops) god i feel so lonely, i’m lucky enough to have a few nice friends but still i’m no ones particular favourite. i pushed away the only person who who would text me and actively/regularly hang out with me because they were getting pretty toxic but now i’m wondering if i made the write choice or if the toxicity was a good price to pay for not being lonely. 

i don’t know what i’m doing anymore, i’m just floating from day to day - trying to survive. 
i felt better for a couple of months and everything was ok but now i’m starting to just feel shitty again even though i desperately tried to look on the positive side like i once could do so easily. even now, i’m letting my negative thoughts spill out for a second and ill probably regret ruining the good thoughts i’ve been trying to stick to helplessly these last few weeks. 

i just don’t know what to do anymore - i just don’t feel good and i thought i had escaped the terrible lonely feeling for a little while but i hadn’t, i had simply ignored it and stored it away deep deep down. 

i don’t know what i’m doing anymore, just gotta stay positive right? i don’t know.",2.4818181818181806,4.494315363636368,4.059504132231407,85.5501652892562,77.18181818181819,7.209917355371902,24.63636363636364,8.150884317080207,1.5112661157024796,946,33,191,17,22,315,131,242,0.174,0.644,0.18100000000000002,0.2217,0,8,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,16,17,0,0,12,1,21,1,0,1,0,42,47,17,0,5,14,0,5,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,13,0,3,2,9,8,0,3,12,6,19,9,25,30,3,28,0,6,1,0,6,11,0,6,15,123,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35872930870829683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226565399251672,0.0,0.0,0.07350043933304587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663739404976882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626806684735467,0.13341219883296673,0.0,0.15551976565393172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458457691793624,0.0,0.15927521702717246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836361766993104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438621812967264,0.0,0.11576939419369282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315472725378388,0.0,0.06299463685668719,0.0,0.0,0.3033937990861813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650559993116995,0.0982834321903334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329449377178164,0.0,0.05890608391409832,0.12084624528256276,0.0,0.0,0.10125130784407536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140894878667062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624055563170067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840676004480275,0.08170367166085292,0.18340304236277236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528006193522854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226665177757228,0.12999854274088118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296904415183404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534248914855776,0.12851522575392071,0.09629009108935667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184627755812568,0.28716548823619137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455843180216389,0.0,0.11778271393777524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193433453566326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075673355968284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565190003898113,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Momoismaeliano,2019/03/02,"Looking for advice So we got married almost 5years ago. To make a long story short, she travelled to visit her mom last July, she was supposed to come back by November, but at some point she thought i was cheating on her, when i actually wasn't.. then she blocked me and disappeared, and about 10days ago she finally responded to my emails and started talking to me, i tried to explain that i didn't cheat but realized she can never believe anything i say, she then told me after a couple of days that she won't come back and blocked me again, and her reason ofc is that i'm cheating..
I'm so heartbroken and exhausted, my life is turning upside down, i'm starting to think maybe i should actually cheat or try to have a relationship with any random girl, maybe i'd be able to get over her, but also i'm afraid if i do that it won't work, or that there might be a slight chance she'd come back and if i tried to move on with someone else i know she'd never accept it
Btw. When we finally talked after 6months, she didn't sound like missing me and she wasn't affectionate at all, so!!!?
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lonely,zoleedis,2019/03/02,Hey anyone wanna talk Feeling down. One of my loved one's is dying and i don't have anyone to talk to.,0.7026086956521738,2.0780446956521783,3.2602173913043515,92.17119565217396,80.30434782608695,4.6000000000000005,15.847826086956525,3.1291,-0.9474173913043478,80,1,18,0,2,28,19,23,0.0,0.769,0.231,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789916982999727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35547856780764114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318688584048753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091349637502619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641967649574785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5506043778904648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mackswellington,2019/03/02,Lightning rod of hate That feeling you have where no matter where you go or who you are with you are the lightning rod of hate. People pick on you all the time when trying to be nice in all. I know they are just busting your chops but when it feels like it is every where you go it really adds up. When you try to engage and laugh with them and it still comes back to bite you. It’s really rough. I keep pushing through it but it is really starting to wear me down. I don’t want to go anywhere anymore. Either people or assholes or I am just weak. ,1.2857075098814228,3.201250756521741,2.544664031620556,95.43928853754942,80.56521739130434,5.225296442687747,19.1501976284585,6.1124844417494595,-0.22413043478260875,427,10,96,3,11,137,71,115,0.11900000000000001,0.75,0.131,-0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,9,2,0,11,7,2,0,2,0,9,2,1,1,2,23,21,10,0,1,8,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,3,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,0,3,16,4,14,20,3,19,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,3,8,71,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115196365501752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400162573643753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372460275487768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970030592064165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568480203896773,0.15236957010071606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636412954648755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211460336798626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895759196322932,0.0,0.0,0.1172148761173082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419940460094354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957274502945243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099040633459278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096295604050294,0.0,0.17032824954232345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436715677438265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28961060292176943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257999651019258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gstark1,2019/03/02,"Does it ever happen to you that you wake up in a panic state ? Just after 2-3 seconds of waking up , you realise the sudden sense of loneliness and there is no nobody to share this with. You just open your smartphone and see nobody has texted you. Like you don't belong to any group. Leaving the bed seems quite a task",3.2948437499999983,4.763985046875,3.9676250000000017,89.41487500000002,73.53125,5.745000000000001,20.6125,5.6839178017228535,0.026097499999999663,249,5,50,1,5,79,50,64,0.122,0.809,0.069,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,7,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,0,3,2,2,0,1,8,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,7,2,10,6,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,4,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380600296534928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063491633052454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166589225269874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095662978479167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706742460100052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710268247829507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107324518877311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37234320107696456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789609645864856,0.3186911495616751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BPButterPlane,2019/03/02,"It sucks at partys I am on phone and do not speak English normally so it might not be that good

I have this cousin and we do lot of things together since we live close to each other. We have always been really close. But we are in the age of party's (I am the older one) and I don't get invited often so I was excited while my cousin goes to a lot of party's. But we arrive and he has easy with talking to people and getting to know people while me on the other hand have a hard time talking to new people and opening up because I am really shy. But this time I tried really REALLY hard to be outgoing because I know it's not how you meet new people. So I put a lot of effort into talking with people and having fun while my cousin just can do how he wants but here is my problem, when the party was almost over no one and I mean literally no one came over to talk to me while people was just gathering around my cousin and talking to him. I really tried but how even how hard I try I always end up being the alone one. And I am not jealous it just sucks that it has to be like this and I don't know what to do...

What are your guy's thoughts on this? ",1.7245180722891575,2.9571118433734966,3.8140943775100418,89.89222590361445,77.15261044176707,6.9077108433734935,20.08052208835341,7.554174236665415,0.4498126907630522,895,19,204,12,20,307,111,249,0.09300000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.079,-0.1294,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,5,2,0,1,15,8,3,0,8,0,29,1,1,4,0,55,40,28,0,3,12,4,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,16,25,0,0,5,0,0,2,8,4,0,4,6,5,29,4,28,29,4,28,0,0,0,0,24,14,2,6,13,158,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141424849360954,0.10489238959219478,0.0,0.0,0.16854109181803453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015796856730357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347499261417147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583386458282036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970132815939473,0.0,0.0,0.06689247855015401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105826065683321,0.0,0.0,0.08494631107261265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028011559340416,0.0,0.0,0.272172796669458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697750986761525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947880816919766,0.0,0.0894294133469936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583061553980084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032030249617973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743885252223136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562784291361107,0.0,0.0,0.09922992009209232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27451156337071764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42127616293566256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690837533776653,0.0,0.10181132017393367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244030775374213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377734992807337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070129306785408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672839136760364,0.0,0.0,0.08040259546010364,0.11811082253597616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062812285820223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973577646444232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lori-Nori,2019/03/02,"Feeling down, lonely, and insecure. I have no friends. I’m about to spend another weekend alone with no one. I try not letting it get to me but it sometimes does. I don’t know what I do wrong but I just seem to deter people away. People that once talked to me, I can slowly feel them distancing themselves from me. I spent my birthday alone and haven’t met up with anyone in months. I wish it was different but I just don’t know how to change that. ",0.32181159420289873,2.708983934782609,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,90.08695652173913,4.8057971014492775,19.6231884057971,6.42735559955562,0.0976275362318848,350,11,76,4,12,112,60,92,0.165,0.759,0.075,-0.7311,1,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,17,18,6,0,1,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,1,2,0,6,3,0,1,3,2,14,1,13,14,0,6,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275761343443785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164485583250492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433312353233851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393765938120588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21836417275185044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566415891081114,0.0,0.0,0.1806388572429539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087435275134289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947898331841287,0.0,0.10784552686250302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226885218489858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21107764570995968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647618582396669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198297407641729,0.13987501089833287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862102038412435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791631238406128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415389437559667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591195624802205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014510593161505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23737192481862585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256870213167547,0.0,0.0
lonely,mommaofcats,2019/03/02,"Just need too vent Tonight I lost my only friend, he blocked me on everything. My family won’t even be there for me. Today’s the birthday of 5 of my cats which 2 of them have been missing for three years and I miss them so much. I have a headache and I’m tired and frustrated and sad so I can’t sleep. I began self harming and it calms me
So much. The only reason I won’t kill myself is because my mom already lost my brother and I’d never do that to her. I am
So alone. I matter to know one. I don’t know what to do. I hate feeling not powerful and dependent on others but I can’t help it. I hate the woman I’m becoming I wish I was happy and I wish I didn’t lose my friends I wish my family talked to me. You don’t have to reply just needed to vent. ",-1.012633136094678,0.9119050591715984,1.8794644970414216,96.63813165680477,90.12426035502958,5.03680473372781,17.917455621301773,6.508806274219699,-0.1803256804733726,581,16,142,7,20,203,94,169,0.19,0.642,0.168,0.3019,1,1,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,1,2,4,9,15,4,0,4,0,17,2,1,2,1,25,34,13,1,5,4,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,6,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,9,11,0,2,6,1,33,4,13,25,2,7,0,6,0,0,13,2,0,1,5,97,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268964380568874,0.1520341904007211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398418028002104,0.15215771176864964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099672506947444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238200708018764,0.0,0.2597572711853056,0.0,0.06966137067800952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128837182093008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666024087714882,0.0,0.27204151321191344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234528026420544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242366622973236,0.0,0.15143114131350874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413098097777078,0.3007875643221313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135622467541438,0.0,0.0,0.20255569513269495,0.20431152786572052,0.10625781420900772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335748129630074,0.20956274973956812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165196791234747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372564027945448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787091916375208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073545054817216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834798292768126,0.13059119914157075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752910092202729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872027894140366
lonely,Ellanso,2019/03/02,"Reaching out I’m just posting this to see if I get any love or if anybody can relate. I was really popular in high school and had heaps of friends growing up. But after high school I got into drugs and I was addicted to drugs for six years. During this time I lost all of my friends. I know that a lot of people say they have no friends but I literally mean I have absolutely no friends. Everybody ditched me over that time because nobody wanted to put up with me being on drugs all the time. But now I’m sober and I’ve been sober for a while but I have no friends left. And I don’t know how to make new friends because I went through so much abuse when I was on drugs that now I have social anxiety and I just presume that everybody is horrible. I’m just wondering, is there anybody else out there who has literally zero friends ? Am I the only one ? Does anybody care about me ? ",2.2761666666666684,4.14131022777778,3.5474999999999994,89.66625000000002,77.2777777777778,6.9444444444444455,26.805555555555557,7.865858978985527,1.4992222222222216,691,28,149,11,16,225,102,180,0.11199999999999999,0.71,0.179,0.9026,0,0,4,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,11,11,0,0,4,0,16,6,0,2,2,30,32,16,0,3,10,0,0,0,7,0,5,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,8,2,20,10,22,23,4,26,0,1,1,1,12,12,0,5,10,102,27,2,0.0,0.12622180695322202,0.0,0.1161345072342857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244472853000529,0.0,0.08149591826675939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988060943027807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861544756176186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322599011411636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941685233854519,0.0,0.08899297512226849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.576139067995689,0.0,0.05565804708127132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085202567112974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22511168670358367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709329575489046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574623589810736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116291163505292,0.09056884089751834,0.09614838067781006,0.0,0.0711102652373771,0.0,0.0,0.11604348230665085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831253766986651,0.0,0.0,0.10288829714104536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218815808650463,0.08102162085558531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385517723347912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202724367042502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709307229854416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682464821735608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471772169277689,0.0,0.2156301052239554,0.08489140902549604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859493187891683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635723663355824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283473995609838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875529805371276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155283178981532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686024669128966
lonely,redisgay,2019/03/02,"I am now unloveable and undesirable. Pure isolation is the only solution. So I have had anxiety for 3 years now, it started when I moved to another country against my will (parents took me against my own accord). I tend to worry about almost every little thing ever since then, and every time I notice changes regarding stuff like physical health, I become so anxious I literally couldn’t function for hours. I get panic attacks, though I am seeing a therapist to help manage and just really, have someone to talk to. But now I got another thing on my plate: I have been diagnosed with oral herpes simplex (hsv-1), or simply cold sores. It makes me anxious knowing that I have to face a stigma regarding this condition and I have been so paranoid going to school because I don’t want people to notice how ugly the blister is on my lip. I have been crying all night for a whole week now and it has been eating me alive. It makes me even more depressed knowing that I haven’t slept with anyone at all, I’m a virgin and have always thought of having my first time with someone I truly love. I can never explore that type of intimacy freely without constantly getting anxious if I’m going to risk transmitting it to my potential partner or not. I may have not gotten it from sex, but I did kiss a guy who I thought was going to be a long-term for me. I can only suspect him of everything, but when I disclosed it to him, he was apparently scared and disgusted by me, and then he cut me off. It is so painful. One thought leads to another— I have herpes now, maybe no one will ever consider dating me anymore once I disclose this fact. Nobody will love me anymore. It’s a slippery slope I’ve been trying to avoid but my brain tells me to worry every second about it. My anxiety has been worse this week. On top of that, I have tons of major projects to turn in next week and I can’t help but drown in stress. I keep on having signs of panic attack episodes lately. I do not know what to do with my life anymore. I just feel like I’ll never be desired upon ever again and perhaps pure isolation is the one and only solution left for me. I am exhausted. ",5.544615384615383,5.899996501182034,6.404645390070923,78.12173076923078,67.43971631205672,9.060883797054009,31.872067648663396,8.950670267944501,2.661172831423896,1692,66,316,27,26,561,214,423,0.19399999999999998,0.726,0.08,-0.9939,2,3,0,0,0,1,42.0,0,0,0,3,22,19,4,6,10,0,45,16,4,4,10,60,73,29,1,4,14,1,1,2,1,4,6,0,0,2,22,15,1,2,9,0,0,7,11,14,0,5,17,3,53,5,48,49,7,48,0,1,1,5,14,12,0,5,31,236,75,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084461234287116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717813046128253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931573403226904,0.12352437082388468,0.2736232911960101,0.24020278858432986,0.056451909278482613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369582636199053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04921541134607229,0.0891656541649027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012715240479864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540710661677342,0.0,0.0,0.08724603897369522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868379514305706,0.0,0.0,0.06953708513158291,0.08194449987096915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261223626476169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053324819513717495,0.21908875508906708,0.20406859285310894,0.0,0.07255956654093589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04082212866064065,0.057677222834589516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867329585261138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436159004302453,0.0,0.13765097595617526,0.0,0.06457129215208009,0.0,0.0,0.0799405132046896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581771223046747,0.0,0.0,0.10823016760818144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950788131838547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176113021436308,0.0,0.0,0.13310981697089566,0.0,0.09107279031803983,0.0,0.08771900034150737,0.0,0.05702563943439753,0.07888625365849121,0.08091785199079309,0.0,0.07144808641692824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573328924383813,0.0,0.10778270813287257,0.0,0.08110933157417716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580871063941313,0.0,0.0,0.12453588324835717,0.0,0.08586277108373437,0.07576448954307644,0.0,0.0,0.1838350563080868,0.0,0.0859803230098527,0.1641247254748894,0.18420820856128026,0.08590791500190599,0.18945065738377426,0.08964685387232622,0.0,0.0,0.05597160258989966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051721018369523884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082999129297916,0.08170830406282223,0.06433547907211289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678496837133238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681329806772216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714477011099416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248186647155264,0.0,0.09242245594073598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489187286403048,0.07056609866203954,0.0,0.0,0.09373975707227172,0.10727372137245847,0.0,0.07932189633603645,0.19228412450571086,0.09415465581269218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969974645384096,0.054813882026895015,0.08781668318303522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761969607823459,0.0,0.19428265473805026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013793604707986,0.0,0.07782582453207257,0.0,0.0,0.16398097179471882,0.08227603741869725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051990803604690036
lonely,punamface,2019/03/02,"Feeling the weight of the world when your boyfriend falls asleep. I'm so freakin sad, y'all. I just want someone to talk to..get this fog and chaos out of my brain. Purely platonic and there's no real need for anything to go past tonight as far as friendship goes if it's unwanted. Memes and funny things are so welcome.",1.8342410714285717,4.2987459062500015,1.9882142857142888,97.09250000000002,82.125,4.9071428571428575,24.767857142857146,6.1826913282559595,0.5258732142857139,254,10,54,2,7,76,54,64,0.154,0.675,0.172,0.0741,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,1,12,6,9,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,8,6,0,8,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717843874405033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686909785959073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699463105924434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255264567314474,0.0,0.18770027187819244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24489130693962266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31528045503301205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37592000551922056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798370269314997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654588264555749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941696955428613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480203112008249,0.0,0.0,0.4021803557100989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tacolover2k4,2019/03/02,"I feel like I scare everyone away because what I'm into I'm not talking about kinks, cults, ect. I just feel like when I share what I like with people, they see me as a threat and gtfo. I wish I found more people that enjoy what I like, but I'm terrible at meeting new people and don't know where to look. (If anyone is into blades, metal, and ww2, plz hmu, idc if ur m/f)",3.1259259259259267,2.9160038148148186,4.858864197530868,89.08088888888891,72.58024691358024,7.467654320987655,22.372839506172838,6.742157984588678,0.4072202469135795,283,5,67,2,5,97,57,81,0.10800000000000001,0.713,0.18,0.1734,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,16,12,8,0,3,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,10,6,8,11,1,7,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,2,6,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540089700925772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693890946503676,0.0,0.0,0.1342667575103647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046521349101865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22273733775761967,0.3147036052486893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415006740818069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210476083856918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304262100497939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496059236200466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272579646012388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580958720161738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205159023092356,0.0,0.17551648826314042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703441096857836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25328493401598395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nosmirCRed,2019/03/02,Hi! Just want to talk about anything. Thank you!,-0.5666666666666664,-1.4905098888888872,-1.3088888888888892,109.79000000000002,147.88888888888889,1.2000000000000002,14.111111111111107,3.1291,-1.838955555555556,37,1,8,0,3,10,9,9,0.0,0.615,0.385,0.5242,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5185170196269557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064489569237897,0.0,0.5801096418696688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716481639909301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,similtude,2019/03/02,"16M looking for friends because my other friends are usually busy. My other friends are usually doing something and can’t talk, so it would be great to meet some new people.  I don’t have any preferences other than they be around the same age as me.

I live in rural/suburban Pennsylvania and am interested in most things. Like I am interested in video games, books, anime, art, “internet culture” which i guess is a way to say memes without sounding disgusting but that may be equally bad if not worse, sports like cross country and track & field, politics; the list basically goes on and on. I am really active on media’s so don’t expect to me left on read. 

I can use whatever you feel comfortable with, but Discord would be best.",5.979344524380496,6.860403992805757,6.5628297362110315,75.51860111910474,66.62589928057554,10.206554756195043,33.43005595523581,10.25414643259724,3.4952967226219016,581,25,106,14,9,190,102,139,0.07,0.713,0.217,0.9627,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,1,3,12,1,0,3,0,19,0,0,1,0,22,23,10,0,5,5,0,1,2,3,3,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,6,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,4,12,10,16,16,5,15,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,5,6,72,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926635696869968,0.0,0.12092098257750572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829394573579458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846893876846115,0.10839498765993463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660692935154247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990911609591867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121406185907775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960427758632868,0.19588437926420274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319761228244448,0.0,0.0,0.17374383872813134,0.0,0.157014792241745,0.0,0.1493206620790409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173580795279805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327523038214185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778641268998566,0.0,0.11391348755578802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140642606694714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689144977210618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292177116768093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813305412239425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357593844622933,0.3916784209079506,0.0,0.0,0.1411420699908345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140828571884908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120970274933498,0.2526307796802818,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zbpa,2019/03/02,"feeling really lonely even though i spend time with people (venting, you don't need to respond) I don't expect this to be met with a lot of sympathy, as I'm sure many of you are in much worse situations. I've been struggling with social anxiety most of my life (I remember first realizing I had a problem when I was 10 or so). Luckily I've been really lucky in several situations and managed to make a couple of friends in my dorm in college and a couple an an old job, and just switched to a job where everyone is really friendly.

I used to have trouble talking to people at all, even in non-social situations (calling to order a pizza, going to a store I wasn't familiar with, etc). I also was really upset that I couldn't engage in some of my hobbies because of not having anyone to do them with (rock climbing, backpacking).

I've gotten a little better, and have been able to go climbing with people and hang out with coworkers after work and such.

My problem is that even with all that I still feel really lonely. I like being around people but outside of very structured situations like a planned trip or something I still don't really know how to interact with people. In some ways doing these things makes me feel worse because interacting with other people makes me realize how easy it is for other people to make friends, and how they mean so much more to me than I do to them. Like hanging out with my coworkers, it's nice at the time but they always mention parties they've been to or their significant others or whatever, stuff that I'm happier just pretending don't exist.

It feels like all of my interactions with people are so superficial. It's always talking about the subject at hand (climbing if on a climbing trip, for example). Part of the problem is that I don't really know what I want. I feel disconnected from people and upset but I don't know why being around people doesn't help.

Sometimes when I'm with my coworkers I'll feel a little bit close to them (commiserating about some work thing or something) but then they'll mention something about how they just had a birthday party or something, or I'll remember that I don't have their phone number and they seem total disinterested in me, and I remember that they aren't really my friends, they're only talking to me because I'm there.

Sorry for the rambling wall of text, I'm kind of drunk. You don't really need to read this, I just needed to vent.

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lonely,autumnslv,2019/03/02,yeah. Seeing people that you know and that you used to be close to go out and genuinely smile hurts. I wish I were apart of the fun. ,0.3945238095238111,2.448587500000002,1.5357142857142847,100.67595238095241,84.71428571428572,5.161904761904762,12.904761904761903,6.42735559955562,-1.0798238095238095,102,1,25,1,3,32,23,28,0.08900000000000001,0.603,0.307,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,4,5,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553133913279272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809206107933834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24689050370917065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31144638625379506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579860418099231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879990400045713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166037212556939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,disappearcompletely1,2019/03/02,"Lonely or depressed. How do you know you're depressed or lonely? I've felt like crap my whole life. I've never been with anyone and I do exercise and am fit .

And i've always felt sad and lonely. I'm 30 now. How does one know they need medication. I cannot remember the last time I felt happy. I have constant suicidal thoughts. I am so stupid and ugly, inside and outside. Idk know anymore",0.10546413502109786,2.480044683544304,2.2129430379746857,90.92253691983123,95.83544303797468,4.658649789029536,19.2415611814346,6.42735559955562,0.32231561181434554,306,10,61,4,12,102,52,79,0.349,0.561,0.09,-0.9748,0,6,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,4,10,2,0,1,0,7,4,1,2,1,21,16,11,1,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,8,0,1,5,3,8,2,1,11,1,6,0,6,0,0,2,1,1,2,6,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744098393340192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764918046287754,0.13230264195646033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447282658792032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259390229469668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558221334331474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5450245707332428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142153780929506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119607588242008,0.1542344468870127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336472557413225,0.09244027267155708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061293028587292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029958592987726,0.14593329599233906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282161227626436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143422751313805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696911390311412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021456908211947,0.11033204966610834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125037632831106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xXxSovietxXx,2019/03/02,"I'm starting to think I won't find love. I'm already 23, and it seems like everyone my age is already getting engaged, forming long-term relationships, having kids and getting married already. And their my age or really close to it.

I found out I've been diagnosed with GAD, I always worried what others thought of me, I struggle to talk to people and make any friends in real life. I always hear people say that once you graduate college your chances of finding a gf drop off a cliff.

I'm scared for this, I feel like I'm behind everyone by miles, and having anxiety doesn't help me, nor does social media or dating apps. I feel like I'll live a long and lonely life already.",4.854444444444448,5.731394626865673,5.715174129353237,80.60635986733004,69.14925373134328,8.045107794361526,32.0530679933665,8.167268648758528,2.4111386401326698,536,23,100,7,9,176,88,134,0.14300000000000002,0.746,0.11199999999999999,-0.4983,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,0,0,9,0,2,3,0,6,4,0,1,0,21,22,9,0,0,2,0,2,3,2,1,3,2,0,1,6,9,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,4,14,6,13,18,1,11,0,1,0,1,13,5,0,3,8,52,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5569559056838019,0.0,0.20997801878924727,0.0,0.0,0.08580439058709761,0.0,0.09652472642393786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806655689457344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041796181633033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411342289700742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759732430870965,0.18028112567159146,0.0,0.0,0.2306461880047263,0.0,0.0,0.1383460902505743,0.09748370067950356,0.0,0.13184409433181773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221015833925982,0.0,0.08457349144559775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782444778740299,0.18493048785939406,0.0,0.11141621804823887,0.22332457794067498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387927565466388,0.0,0.084223836530119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343739231540065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494988532108455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361655387995967,0.08083193810561687,0.0,0.0,0.1354664099303672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003406683864556,0.12632475266808613,0.0,0.0,0.11486640539129207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862111764085807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930842172654048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319071410052538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141594300072086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084884769654606,0.0,0.10017009809366488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813842592878974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,katelyn333,2019/03/02,"Lonely I'm so lonely. I am being punished for something I did years ago, or, more like what I DIDN'T do. I tried to prevent this, they stopped me. They didn't listen. They waited until there was nothing left of me. Now I'm a monster. I'm every flaw I ever made. Every lie I ever told. Every... IMPERFECTION. Weak and selfish.. that's all Ill ever be. The cuts on my body is every battle I lost. They keep digging the hole deeper... Sooner or later.. it will be my grave. The smile on my face, is the sheild to my heart. 




Love is God's gist. It can heal you. It's also the devil's poison. It can also kill you. More powerful than any drug. Because it is the only thing that kills you, but keeps you living...



Not living, but surviving.


Not living, but breathing.


Heart beating.. but heartless.


I'm a walking contradiction...
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lonely,melodramaniacs,2019/03/02,"Do I deserve to be lonely? 16F, I have no friends, no family and I haven't had a solid relationship for a long while. Whilst I do have a boyfriend, I see him every day, but I feel so lonely when I'm by myself. I don't understand it. 

I've consistently gone out of my way to look for friends. In high school, in primary school (elementary for US dudes), and even going up to college this year. I feel like nobody really cares, or for that matter, nobody even wants to care no matter how hard I try. 

I really don't know what to do. It's kind of getting really.. tedious and sad. ",2.014285714285716,3.552316521008404,4.321588235294119,85.27414705882354,77.06722689075629,7.785210084033612,21.984033613445376,8.548686976883017,1.2480413445378158,442,12,96,9,10,154,75,119,0.146,0.688,0.166,0.6723,0,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,0,14,23,9,0,1,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,2,5,14,6,16,20,0,14,0,3,2,0,5,5,0,1,7,62,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637314109698908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503743778326204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356306645928345,0.0,0.1502890479986625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815654188511833,0.0,0.1803840199389055,0.12743148942948845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275624930261795,0.0,0.09319383407773456,0.0,0.10137490460098106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978940720325854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846350419894714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575062911556445,0.098030507253176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714525687240042,0.0,0.0,0.1578567001241915,0.14979049097213273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428157294192266,0.0,0.0,0.19150852670555046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610510483607636,0.14214217534070311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110525238241054,0.0,0.0,0.1856951812784093,0.2145637579596214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521048863312857,0.14158616541332453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486797065423965
lonely,mangoroom,2019/03/29,lonely on pubg mobile Hey there! Anyone on here that plays pubg mobile (europe or any other server)?? I love the game but nobody ever has their mic on and wants to chat + I dont have any friends. I'm 24F and a decent player at rank diamond. ,-0.7837999999999994,1.338276920000002,1.7155000000000022,93.89525000000002,99.8,3.3000000000000003,10.25,5.148860815047168,-1.4093999999999998,186,2,38,1,8,63,42,50,0.098,0.7509999999999999,0.151,0.4159,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,5,6,0,5,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,1,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5423005337501721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788014862447819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46730892448522704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606743705633664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308058029132988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598696497233414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351814528653525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,amugwithacamera,2019/03/29,"Some relevant original songs Writing and listening to music helps me cope with my loneliness at university. Here's a couple of original songs that y'all might relate to. 

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solitary:

[https://open.spotify.com/track/7amfRchJGEHPTASP8AT8BE?si=RfeEDuUrSkWWKeATdCsO0Q](https://open.spotify.com/track/7amfRchJGEHPTASP8AT8BE?si=RfeEDuUrSkWWKeATdCsO0Q)

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ur gna be alright:

[https://open.spotify.com/track/2XruZNKecQCYqRrua2MoqK?si=ilifQRgMQjaURFpbsPDX6g](https://open.spotify.com/track/2XruZNKecQCYqRrua2MoqK?si=ilifQRgMQjaURFpbsPDX6g)

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washed away:

[https://open.spotify.com/track/75CSECNpTm3ham8uUuBZ9y?si=dbgCFg9RQo-nxcj5XEL4lA](https://open.spotify.com/track/75CSECNpTm3ham8uUuBZ9y?si=dbgCFg9RQo-nxcj5XEL4lA)

​

Hope these are of help to at least someone here

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lonely,Tomtom1599,2019/03/29,"Okay r/lonely, story time I (m/19 soon 20) am a lonely fuck. I got my circle of friends but everytime I am around them I just wanna go back to my room and enjoy solitude. Plus, I am quite easily infected with those loneliness attacks, when I see happy couples. Not like I wanna take smth away from them, but that envious feeling tears my chest apart.

I had one female friend, that I know since class 6, and after suffering in friendzone for 4yrs I finally got over it, that resulted in me laying down my ""overly nice mask"" that I held up for way too long.
She soon started to be pissed since she thought I was mad at her (because I obviously was as cold, as I am on a regular basis).

We didn't talk anymore and she blocked me on all social media, resulting with a way happier time, until yesterday (prom night, 3am, drunk as shit), where she came up to me, wanting to clear our arguements since everyone goes to a different uni now. We soon realized that we are too drunk to have a proper conversation so she wants to meet up. I dont feel like it will be as before, and to be honest, I felt way happier without her around me. 
Does this make me a bad person?

That time without her made it feel easier to cope with loneliness, but I still end up using 4 dating apps at the same times with one (or max 2) matches every 3 months that tend to ghost me after a short amount of time because I am not ""what they were looking for"".

Idk, I just needed to get it off my chest, thanks r/lonely",5.9796476510067125,5.202662157718123,6.799924496644298,79.4836451342282,66.68456375838926,10.268791946308724,30.70553691275168,9.673873057562805,2.5688986577181203,1145,36,237,21,16,382,180,298,0.182,0.672,0.147,-0.8738,1,6,0,0,0,0,45.0,4,0,3,1,15,19,6,0,8,1,17,8,4,5,3,48,42,16,1,5,10,0,4,2,2,1,1,0,1,1,14,15,2,2,7,2,0,2,6,9,0,2,12,7,45,10,50,26,3,49,0,2,2,1,22,21,3,1,25,161,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600432915143427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825892683924815,0.0,0.13307200489198176,0.10989860534571876,0.08994388834810181,0.09766634381737417,0.14260952116570366,0.0,0.09953415888270237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378427172331772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942677598852792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221035544606786,0.0,0.0,0.1023625764360897,0.0,0.13708976504946171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360205889391352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855356115689334,0.11177131210484023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774329644526067,0.08356448626193216,0.11231101488248717,0.12813659644068448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074383185368254,0.10813829703514924,0.06111279796187893,0.0,0.06647761758698431,0.0,0.18710564034722416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451837153021808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428449524747233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429276473670565,0.0,0.0,0.10351612547211914,0.09822662735127942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106812924000864,0.07807940630978001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336556134833468,0.0,0.0,0.08673290928248499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976985947679553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585258754745358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213503046456132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441362323135324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321116712735124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200695972884917,0.2902801815532056,0.0,0.0,0.11923774691393035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279305282392467,0.0,0.0934136170331792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794803522885368,0.09401728710150918,0.0,0.10769167159766024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286233103794624,0.3410352065979749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102584776844624,0.0,0.0,0.1379856811115597,0.27853967400518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255127665763316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ovni_asmr,2019/03/29,"Looking for a positive and motivational person Hello everyone: 
My name is amine and i am a 28 years old man, i am a doctor,  and i am a lonely guy.
I always did my best to be present in other people Life and make friends but it seems so hard to be, because i am a natural introvert and i find it hard to go to other people . I tried so many times To get my Life back but i never really could sustain it. 
If you have some advice on human relations and how to sustain them i would really appreciate it.",1.296634615384615,3.234095394230774,4.464076923076924,81.5809230769231,80.63461538461539,7.621538461538463,22.9,8.548686976883017,1.6757069230769224,387,13,79,9,10,141,65,104,0.062,0.8,0.138,0.8334,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,2,4,3,0,0,5,0,11,3,0,3,1,19,16,12,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,14,2,9,11,2,9,0,1,1,0,9,2,0,3,6,61,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943759673731487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551196433897092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529522011868381,0.0,0.12125582167449005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874744337498854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881624181452345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359639312063807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900703708718102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818033328634907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368007454809976,0.0,0.10392409246062093,0.0,0.11304712444979258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969556354117244,0.0,0.0,0.3563748458845019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28099697135551466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703724004449866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277630400214274,0.20166706550228491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341435170634862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208726254510726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758031468944711,0.17368359334633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548581596174555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108337722674886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598805986570225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504920760700193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130244133844894,0.0,0.0,0.1280937705929963
lonely,EyeSackJam,2019/03/29,"Plz contribute your ideas. Below are my thoughts about love/loneliness and how to avoid this. Love:

What is it On scientific level: hormones that make our brain feel happy. This is due to the fact humans want to reproduce and pass on their genes. This being said, Loneliness is the absence of love or rather lack of exposure to oxytocin. Of course, this love chemical cannot be simply expressed as oxytocin but it is the main component. (I would also like to point out that there is no alternate way of perfectly creating this exact chemical any way other than being in a relationship.

Do we need it: 

yes, as with most species, we strive to reproduce and pass on our genes. When we aren't in a relationship our primal brain sends us signals in forms of loneliness in order to get us to reproduce. 

Is there a loophole to feel ""love""/not lonely: 

I have been thinking and only came up with one idea which ultimately if void. To get rid of hormones that urge us to reproduce. This however leads to many complications, especially in some cases of chemical castration or sterilization, patients have been more inclined to development depression and suicidal thoughts. An explanation of this behaviour is perhaps that a loss of specific hormones eliminate our primal goal of surviving in order to reproduce. Therefore, this option doesn't work. 


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lonely,xlime4,2019/03/29,"How do I make friends through joining groups if I have no-one to go with? Let me explain, first of all. My mum says that because I’m apparently “unaware of [my] surroundings,” she doesn’t want me to go out on the evening. To be honest, my hometown can get somewhat rough at night, but I’d be going out of town and the nearest bus stop is on my street. I don’t know how to drive and I rely on public transport. Taxis/ubers are too expensive. My mum would only be happy with me going out after 5pm if I had someone to go with. The only thing she’s okay with is the swimming pool that’s on the same street that I live in.

There’s several groups in nearby cities that look really cool, my town has good transport links and I really want to make some new friends. However, I have no friends in my hometown (or in general, really) that I can go with, and most of the groups start at 5pm and finish at around 9pm. How do I deal with this? Thanks for any advice.",3.6657576923076935,4.002072245000004,4.747,88.43061538461541,71.55,7.953846153846158,26.884615384615394,7.882392219407189,1.3291576923076929,739,23,167,9,13,243,109,200,0.034,0.797,0.16899999999999998,0.9811,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,6,2,18,0,0,5,1,37,35,12,0,5,4,2,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,7,15,0,1,3,2,1,10,3,0,0,1,1,4,22,9,34,29,5,38,0,0,1,0,14,21,0,6,7,109,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839837121467528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032717728669107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518990717558946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257402898089538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656366820662976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030381240444236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291742465743021,0.0,0.0,0.3519859948628346,0.0,0.07934193850988336,0.0,0.5178420778731322,0.1273751404485389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166055731017334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345971120886025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528979341055513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340974545153182,0.0,0.12752633306365516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273892411808989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466698415277018,0.0,0.14251275888692233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309966948897158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918612029752246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076723165350743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156150750496535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867268477381086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074891270777515,0.0,0.0,0.12696393020873256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398146750089563,0.0,0.0,0.1008907608370016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791449874840773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787883104410836,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,viciouslynecessary,2019/03/29,"I’m 30 and I’m giving up on love Honestly I feel pretty alone. My family is made up of two narcissists and an enabler who refuses to acknowledge their illness. I myself have pretty bad complex ptsd thought I’m attractive and successful. 

I find it really hard to connect with people, especially men. And I really feel like I’m never going to find anyone. I have trouble finding most men attractive and the ones that I do are also invariably emotionally unavailable. 

I live in a big city but I also find it really hard to connect with girlfriends. I’m fairly certain the problem is me but I don’t know how to fix it. 

I just had to get it off my chest. Thanks for listening.  ",1.7847727272727276,4.444073310606067,4.344166666666666,78.61125000000001,84.83333333333334,8.148484848484847,25.674242424242426,8.841846274778883,2.7563696969696974,535,23,95,16,16,187,83,132,0.105,0.71,0.184,0.8690000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,4,11,0,0,4,0,8,3,1,2,2,27,24,10,0,1,3,0,4,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,6,7,0,1,10,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,3,5,15,8,15,21,1,8,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,2,63,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566570883415177,0.0,0.24192103616143415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057627171754237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629364224311534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014425843641529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259205046037698,0.0,0.1529606103040965,0.1080583435367298,0.0,0.0,0.5529862302779991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790257681469624,0.1450999167287916,0.08596308743167769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709939079328462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312713189862701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389674362964256,0.0,0.13356308843280051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651574278299206,0.1431234445667403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665906048644475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249595418916516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486286204011784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077663838333712,0.0,0.14473293987623212,0.17681185005435138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906981627949581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925752632605953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200815097153438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477565378230853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DependentSquare,2019/03/29,"Isolation First, great song by Joy Division. 

​

Second, my few friends are kind of not being very good friends lately and I wanted to vent somewhere since I can't talk to my actual friends. I live with one of them, she's nice and all, but she is also hard to live with. Her depression and apathy make it hard to like her sometimes. And I'm not saying depression is a deal-breaker (because I've lived with MDD for decades), but she can never pull herself out of it and has been stuck in this ""woe is me"" mind frame for years now. I try to help her, include her in things, and some of the time she will come along. But she refuses to clean her spaces, or even help clean the house. Most weekends she gets off of work on Friday at 4pm and stays in her bed until Monday morning at 7. I can maybe get her to clean the bathroom once a month, meanwhile I've cleaned the entire house at least every two weeks. It gets tiring. But ultimately, you can't be responsible for someone else's well-being, and if they don't want to get help, you can't help them. So here I am, in my own depression. I'm having trouble just trying to connect with her without being incredibly frustrated at her apathy. Meanwhile my own apathy and isolation is growing. 

​

I have another friend that lives out of state. We used to talk almost every day, even if it was just a message here and there saying ""hey"" or sending a funny meme to each other. The past two months, we've maybe spoken twice outside of meeting up over a weekend for a concert. The meet up was all fine, but outside of being face to face, they seem to be too busy to even respond to me. I have anxiety as well and I can't tell if something is actually up, or if my anxiety is telling me that they're just done with me. But every time I go to talk to my out of state friend, I do the typically ""Hey, how are you?"" because I genuinely care, and want to know what's going on in their life. I'll get the kind of response ""Just really busy"" or complete silence. Meanwhile, I see them on gaming platforms we share for hours and hours. I'm not saying they should feel obligated to talk to me, but it kind of seems like they don't want to talk to me period. When we have talked for the past few months there has been no reciprocal ""how are you"", like they don't even care?? I've never really been the type to offer my troubles up in a conversation, but I'm going through some stuff, a family member is severely ill and we're worried they won't be pulling through, but I don't want to go and just dump this on my friends unsolicited. 

​

While the main reason I am posting is to vent, I'm also interested to see what others do to pull themselves out of the isolation, or to distract themselves from the black hole of anxiety feelings and depression. 

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lonely,anxiousguy12345,2019/03/29,"Recently been crying every night because of this So anxiety likes to keep me up all night, and of course thats when I get the most lonely. During the day I at least have my parents around to talk to, but during the night, no one. I try so hard to find people to talk to or to be friends, even online, and even after all that effort, I rarely even get replies to my posts, and those rare people who do, stop replying to me after a few days.  


I look at facebook and snapchat and see all these people in such happy relationships and stuff, and while yes I am glad that they're happy, and would never take that from them, I can't help but get so envious and wish I was in their shoes. I can't help but feel like I got so unlucky with who I am, no brains, no good looks, terrible socially. When I cry I just feel like life is so unfair to so many people, and well... it is. Life is unfair. That's just how it is, and I, like many others, got the shit end of the deal. And whats funny, is people who feel the same way as I do tend to stop responding to me after a few days too. Am I really that unlikable? No one ever says I am, yet everyone always leaves. I'm just so tired.  


Thanks for reading. Just a vent. If anyone wants to talk, I'm always here.",4.399554707379132,3.8477803549618335,5.454061068702291,87.0696921119593,69.87786259541986,8.666055979643765,24.33689567430025,8.021203637495839,1.0030984223918575,951,18,220,11,15,316,140,262,0.185,0.6409999999999999,0.174,0.0754,1,2,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,2,1,24,15,2,0,9,1,18,6,3,1,5,41,37,29,0,4,9,1,4,4,1,1,3,1,0,0,17,14,0,3,4,1,0,0,7,4,1,2,4,8,24,11,29,31,8,27,0,1,3,0,17,6,1,3,23,153,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281443597975864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484411454794962,0.0,0.0,0.0684090618929467,0.0,0.0,0.08709459896708484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059639791884657886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921710223616787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149360511764029,0.18928797994370208,0.10086440755937072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665347419651839,0.0,0.0,0.19385885748604206,0.08849807679076069,0.08243087598701739,0.09348629373577808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840615110313213,0.13978782142656945,0.0,0.0,0.08942014318308705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558769167778126,0.0,0.15334549287353486,0.0,0.0,0.08206002213858117,0.15649644370922589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829604371926516,0.08764165442932377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115454072718466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869609489047582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359397937051662,0.0,0.0,0.13820862916462975,0.1911905080979565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431485260946238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838027816649206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545699564387387,0.0,0.0,0.2754367950004158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259213191872385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086350710443988,0.0,0.0,0.33913510408755315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093699646248363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786226965893843,0.0,0.06267611480335916,0.0,0.0966010434817348,0.10503902862876696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780295015341558,0.0,0.0,0.07796246089827287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042703650396198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997312711327233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359020900061946,0.0,0.0,0.1119985770110678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356034120076438,0.2359101155572472,0.0,0.09007405437302578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124478528655576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642408195040114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770608608238775,0.07765749931935792,0.0,0.0,0.08796612832588352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250633464553947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949974094309495,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gattatok,2019/03/29,"I don't know how to not be alone. I just came to the realization yesterday at work that since I haven't had anybody other than family in my life, I don't know how to connect with someone on a deeper level.

I think very logically, don't like going out, and can't stand most people, even the people that enjoy the same things I do. I feel that, even if I were to meet someone special, I wouldn't be able to articulate my feelings well enough because of how rarely I actually deal with them. Even then, I can't come to terms with the thought of someone actually appreciating the monster I feel I have become.

How can people just... open up? Don't they know you get hurt doing that? ",6.680020855057349,5.5630618613138685,7.4603753910323265,76.43423357664234,65.42335766423358,10.164337851929094,31.98018769551616,9.23628265651192,2.511138477580814,533,17,110,8,7,179,81,137,0.046,0.852,0.10300000000000001,0.7373,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,1,10,5,0,0,6,0,16,1,0,4,0,28,28,7,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,9,0,0,3,9,1,1,0,4,3,18,4,17,21,4,14,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,2,4,80,24,1,0.1602511679120418,0.0,0.3127640467465413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597188073331415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768762456161577,0.1769848246640131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328464469312936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804219154808905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652119175121452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558229429052246,0.0,0.3175331551234316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107053911876075,0.0,0.24308341651551946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372462111100099,0.0,0.0910744317140271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715521896433297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642095528630786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131901390863428,0.0782906260426703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33329394697929954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256142208671726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073408836115321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646375527649042,0.10268247773947932,0.0,0.12722152709300294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222399638741855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408504534450586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666475882216475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,doggov,2019/03/29,"Will it always be this way? Does anyone else feel like they've been lonely basically their whole life? Even since childhood? 
When I was little, my dad worked a lot and was gone for weeks at a time. My mother and three older brothers were always home, but mostly left me to my own devices. Before I could even articulate it, I felt an acute sense of loneliness as a toddler. And while I knew my family loved me, deep down, it felt like I was invisible. It's always felt that way. I'm so tired of it. I'm sick and tired of not being able to make friends or even have meaningful relationships and interactions with the people closest to me. I feel so alone even though there are people at every corner. Will it always be this way? How can anyone live like this? It's so tiring, wishing for something you might never have. I don't even want a boyfriend. Just a friend. Just someone who understands. I don't understand how ""normal"" people can just go out and make friends like it's nothing. It's crazy to me. I wonder if I'll ever change. What do you think?",2.226515567765567,4.561811605769228,3.306510989010992,88.99801282051283,79.57692307692308,5.8849816849816845,20.000915750915755,7.07126945348624,0.4111242673992681,826,21,166,10,21,265,125,208,0.10800000000000001,0.723,0.16899999999999998,0.93,0,3,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,1,1,17,9,0,0,7,0,20,6,0,4,2,39,39,18,0,5,7,3,5,4,3,3,5,0,1,0,15,8,0,0,11,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,10,5,20,8,15,22,4,22,0,1,0,1,13,9,0,6,12,111,35,1,0.09974719404889884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330801085489356,0.0,0.0,0.3319906241191925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949111463354105,0.10220278788113801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487751540762857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551930529779624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964001794499527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728944169667027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332598134747216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32941040465552845,0.09022704765186026,0.08404131304740042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403277727636747,0.0,0.10087035675792552,0.07125941535896511,0.2873188462074205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311933040656985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056688629052978126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005456852013134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837561819047943,0.0,0.07045439303172085,0.19492576234762515,0.09997289296510953,0.08807859979848766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848014973869593,0.0900257370195967,0.0,0.1331640531545911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581600996751343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693118526996975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773107183332684,0.0957101228866186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745643503150688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070911570632269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251190967631117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451547382575271,0.07679026318583063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391397433136549,0.09800111170887696,0.0,0.058163390995598925,0.3439341784625971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076806935572771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883347941072465,0.2375240393589051,0.08001118240803193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136417997793516,0.11470435048210015,0.0,0.1081715770156057,0.07261714525094587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,samtheslouch,2019/03/29,"Loneliness or something else? I don't think what I'm feeling is necessarily loneliness. It's due more to the fact that I've never experienced close relationships like most other people already have and my lack of life experience makes me feel stupid, left out, and yeah, I guess lonely. 

I've never had a close friend. I don't know what its like to hang out with someone all night because we just enjoy each other's company and have deep conversations about our lives. I don't know how it feels to love another person or to be in love with someone and have those feelings reciprocated. I've never experienced the joy of traveling with a significant other or sharing each other's clothes or just looking at another person and being so unbelievably happy for the simple fact that they exist. 

Seeing people talk about and share these experiences every day just makes me feel isolated. I'm sad because I've never been through these seemingly wonderful and amazing life experiences and I just feel lame. I've never been happy in that way before and it sucks seeing everyone else enjoy it, while I'm just sitting here wondering if I ever will. It definitely doesn't help when everyone goes on about how much better their lives are now that they have someone to live it with. Like, fuck my entire existence then.

I'm just a little sad and in my feelings right now. I'm hesitant to call it loneliness, because it's not like I NEED another person's company to feel happy and validated. I understand all the ""you have to love yourself first"" jazz, and I've been working on it more and more. I usually don't even worry about these things and I enjoy being with myself more often than not, but sometimes it just gets to me. I feel alone in the sense that I can't relate to others, not in the ""I just wish I had someone, I'm so lonely,"" way. 

Pretty sure I'm just in a foul mood today because of my period, but I just wanted to vent.",6.527370742465081,6.8199255902964975,7.3350661602548435,72.50978375398188,65.33423180592992,10.30340602793433,31.41889242832639,10.125756701596842,3.1209072776280324,1538,54,276,33,22,514,172,371,0.086,0.7559999999999999,0.158,0.9756,0,5,1,0,0,0,34.0,2,1,3,3,25,29,3,0,10,1,22,6,0,4,11,84,60,28,0,5,20,0,9,4,1,1,2,0,0,3,28,26,0,0,16,2,0,2,14,8,0,1,5,14,29,20,37,51,11,40,0,5,3,4,20,17,2,11,22,190,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183176463501454,0.08719081324702829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24855036646424805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926579530354204,0.0,0.06723270350638909,0.0,0.0,0.06987897705470968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806792592892404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050955681318566884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200742202239318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218614602880862,0.0714701451132386,0.06657033556257543,0.15099715658662682,0.0,0.23186431555172776,0.0,0.0,0.3595538865815922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720687811652216,0.0,0.0,0.06104384963933779,0.07304457227410721,0.04128008587141347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703973392905406,0.0,0.0,0.2523266438827898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295953538173763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684496774870103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584588945763663,0.0,0.11161588071176168,0.15440350630830155,0.07918996967711747,0.20930498579288248,0.0,0.06634950038532779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21393205217828634,0.0,0.10548116613044717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058082316023412836,0.058585796469208425,0.3046915042700514,0.0,0.0,0.07414664974301552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955282185142892,0.2069685713303362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803827855829852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482844928258773,0.0,0.06747512481665897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592337813077709,0.07192882020728966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267783700601496,0.06082667443970108,0.07814408752949653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744671118100536,0.0,0.0,0.06350620188210916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249152401872399,0.05062718041990948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748933698798068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225343559410263,0.0,0.0,0.08701966351180661,0.0,0.04660284715538439,0.1254308104029937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085896953768337,0.0,0.17136853100332625,0.05752108756588825,0.08023969905630687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,czaralexandre,2019/03/29,"Google knows all my emotional problems and insecurities I keep googling my negative thoughts about myself, since I don't have anybody to rely on to talk about these subjects. I google it, not looking for answers or solutions, but rather, just to talk about it. ""I'm worthless"", ""I don't deserve to be loved"", ""I'm afraid of vulnerability"", ""nobody's ever going to like me"", along other keywords I won't mention because it's not appropriate for reddit and this isn't a throwaway account. Everytime I do this I feel a sort of a void, a need that wasn't fulfilled. These beliefs are so hard to let go and I could read thousands of self help articles regarding self esteem and emotional health and still be feeling like that, since my mind just won't listen. I don't know what a conversation about it should be like, but you usually don't go out and vent to somebody to get solutions, you just want to be heard, understood and feel cared for. Unfortunately, nobody is listening, it's just being fed into a machine that keeps track of everything about you, generating automatic algorithms to sell you stuff.",8.106718403547674,7.851921853658537,8.140620842572067,69.8917738359202,62.17073170731707,11.356984478935699,38.148558758314856,10.832165505486646,4.187097560975609,880,40,155,20,11,286,118,205,0.07200000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0.132,0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,4,0,0,13,9,0,2,6,0,20,3,0,0,2,40,44,11,0,6,10,0,4,3,0,3,1,3,0,2,15,10,1,2,9,1,2,3,11,4,0,1,5,8,18,5,26,29,1,9,1,1,1,1,15,3,0,2,6,108,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243676342001872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460445518490873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210701405436444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411433739779063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716472725550527,0.0,0.0,0.13628193492156748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300173063334369,0.10832980271961376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922429303403562,0.0,0.25853711979613714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358373431599192,0.0,0.0,0.16118348593926868,0.0,0.0,0.10163936584576433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26956461136670445,0.0,0.0,0.1666719200848135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550595350883715,0.0,0.22224715085420554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733724143798836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685869133072792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311056662719238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243722509606333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509653128721686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516784546415635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163817986579346,0.0,0.0,0.25087208061492555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109783901274085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358856628093022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437608275844688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038317294133725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670071942984184,0.0,0.0894396787535589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,miauuu2019,2019/10/01,"Lonely I will stay alone, forever!  I will never let anyone get close to me again.  nobody will ever break my heart again.  I wanted to keep that love forever.  you took advantage of me, lied to me and then made fun of me.  you hurt me so much.  the physical wounds have healed for a long time, but the emotional wounds will never heal!  I'll never understand why you did this to me.  Why did not you just go away and never come back?  why did you come back again and again?  to torment me even more?  yes, I'm damn lonely, but it's probably the best for me to be lonely.  I will never open someone again.",1.0517800381436722,3.2763622644628114,2.5705785123966933,93.21083280356008,83.3801652892562,6.037126509853784,16.74570883661793,7.321109707123232,0.06289904640813715,458,9,100,7,13,149,71,121,0.129,0.731,0.139,0.5216,0,7,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,5,0,2,11,9,1,0,4,1,11,6,1,1,6,21,22,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,4,6,5,0,0,5,0,18,4,11,10,3,25,0,4,0,1,6,3,1,0,16,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006084316126828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130944397339917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361275634903743,0.2228207051974994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205159579289731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496173154634579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298011887184202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569752173069096,0.1310599897776343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569828805797647,0.0,0.08234350272501946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716936310335668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510619094209382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878360172117162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481583603177474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822180862218194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076757447542478,0.13709705060398558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650975637769863,0.0,0.5587349147213091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621436405616418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276359942967388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443191776925771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448567949079486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097651175913913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508340917883705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545902155530916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922181450284649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hand-of-Don,2019/10/01,"I wish I had friends A lot of people have a group of guys or girls they hang out with. ‘The boys’ if you will. 

Well I never had that. I haven’t even been to a friends house. I was never allowed to as a kid and I barely know anyone now.",-1.914663072776282,-0.07207443396226232,0.4987061994609192,104.97264150943396,95.2264150943396,3.0285714285714285,13.231805929919135,3.1291,-1.7747175202156336,177,3,47,0,7,59,39,53,0.0,0.7759999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.875,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,1,2,11,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,0,8,3,7,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,3,3,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049439636404656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359132421264785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452900265146748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902173875253992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382007353819341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108137491504604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491851189631409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521171711390277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320025013671814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26353419424789964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370532136955796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TR2574838,2019/10/01,"I wanna be special to somebody. I just want to mean something special to someone. I just want to mean something important. I want to be around someone and feel butterflies and sunshine in my heart. But my heart is so empty. I just don’t want to feel so alone anymore. I just want someone to light up my life and not make it so boring and redundant. 

But I’ll never get that. I’ll never find anyone. Why would anyone ever love someone like me? Ugh.",1.1379264555669053,3.665350719101124,2.6800612870275806,90.25868232890707,86.75280898876404,4.58467824310521,23.821246169560776,6.1124844417494595,0.7085865168539334,350,14,67,3,11,114,49,89,0.10800000000000001,0.654,0.237,0.8328,0,1,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,1,3,28,17,9,0,7,7,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,10,5,11,14,0,6,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,4,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520993803160292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456425081400672,0.20537141234046707,0.0,0.0,0.13073370911800947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284040532799324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148510445880979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422447691166794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672662942609836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480520878634487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372931810407716,0.07174682634812095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132544017640679,0.0,0.09802807060932134,0.0,0.0,0.31994026852057583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265300727351245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977252427817378,0.22611511630545306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43309979962619743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251544184963335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432287448347276,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,samuraisora,2019/10/01,"Don't know I don't know how i should even start this.

Forgive the flow of thoughts, as i am not a writer, and forgive my english, since its not my mother language,

  


most of my life i spent it suffering, most of my memories is of pain.

no, this is not an exaggeration, nor it a plead for help.

i feel empty, like there is no soul inside, like my heart beats blood and nothing else.

my definition of happiness is the absent of pain. for its all i feel.

again, this is not a joke. not an exaggeration, nor is it a plead for help.

  


i tried finding someone to talk to, someone to listen, there is none.

i don't even know how to express my self, for i am no writer,

nor do i know where to begin, i opened this document for that purpose,

maybe writing will help me organize my thoughts.

  


allow me to start by giving a picture of my current state.

  


i spent most of my days drugging my self with music, video games, and sleeping.

i tried so hard to learn programming, art and video game development,

as i do know that i am intelligent, not a genius, but intelligent.

i love creativity, as for art, i always saw it as an outlet.

however, i am a procrastinator, and no will power nor the inspiration to follow thorough.

i tried once finding friends on-line to help me, as i have read somewhere that

its helpful to have someone to keep you accountable, however there was none.

  


no friends, no family members can understand, and no one to turn to.

a dead end job, where my co-workers are nice, but no friends among them.

never been in-love, overweight, passive-aggressive,

always had a problem making friends, and have problems understanding jokes and sarcasm,

as i tend to believe everything, take most situations seriously, personally and logically.

  


had a traditional marriage, chosen by my parents, only lasted for 5 days,

you see, i had my suspicion that she was not an honourable woman,

on the fifth day, i managed to find a proof, she was cheating on me.

i divorced her after that. i could have jailed her for that.

but i chose not to.

  


all of my life, my parents have favoured my younger brothers,

my mother threw me a way as a child, so my father disregard me,

he is physically available, however he never treated me as a son.

he bought all my younger brothers new cars, i had to buy my own used car.

he is used to giving my brothers all the emotional and financial support, never me.

  


even now. as i type this, i feel nothing.

no pain, nothing but total emptiness.

  


i have considered suicide, many times,

but a part of me remains hopeful,

one day, it will all be better,

i don't why this hope is still alive, i swear i don't.

sometimes i cry, for no reason, sometimes i cry myself to sleep.

sometimes, i wonder, what happiness feels like,

i can't even remember that.

  


speaking of hope, sometimes i try list all the good things about me,

sometimes it makes me feel less pain, sometimes more,

when it makes wonder why do i deserve all of this pain.

  


i am good by nature, my conscience is alive, i never want to hurt anyone,

as it makes me feel guilty, a burning sensation in my chest,

i don't want to ever feel that,

i am extremely loyal, as i try to never break a promise,

except promises i make to myself,

i am intelligent and logical,

i am really good with computers, technology in general.

i have a passion to learn new things, like languages and art,

whenever i can gather what little will power i have.

for some reason, i believe in love, that love can make everything better.

especially if i entrust my aching heart to someone who deserves it.

everyone who knows me, tells me that i am extremely kind hearted,

to the point its considered a weakness,

  


for example, when i discovered the betrayal of my now x-wife,

i tried to forgive her, i really tried, but i never could,

i was honestly surprised by that.

for the first time ever, i could not forgive someone for hurting me.

other than my parents, who i am still trying to forgive.

  


here i am, a 30-ish man.

writing in a document, still considering whether or not to release this.

an un-filtered flow of my thoughts, only stopping to correct my spelling mistakes.

i wonder what others who read this would think, but i honestly can't give any less of a fuck, i feel nothing anyway, and i am used to feeling pain.",6.003140394088668,6.316944067733996,6.7418226600985225,76.24258620689658,66.45073891625616,9.534975369458133,35.044334975369466,9.397733822452864,3.2250162561576365,3301,150,614,59,49,1092,321,812,0.161,0.65,0.19,0.9883,10,0,1,0,1,1,153.0,0,2,1,7,26,58,2,0,36,0,65,23,7,14,18,131,126,44,2,14,21,10,10,4,4,6,11,2,0,6,44,16,1,3,40,11,5,6,40,16,0,3,17,14,119,42,87,99,20,54,1,3,2,5,64,12,1,13,37,452,163,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829239317203086,0.0,0.0,0.031993020614572834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03289578800566697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600988497918358,0.0,0.08321705891492556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268765701537235,0.0,0.10335605515741092,0.12136359497699775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455864103761389,0.0,0.039301052615024486,0.05292062841598708,0.041668957858010135,0.0,0.0,0.12429425190990492,0.08511193963085935,0.0,0.04495464804034605,0.0845641590947399,0.0,0.0443509583387284,0.0,0.21409169269410636,0.033609805573847365,0.0,0.0,0.12899808850721162,0.040017462843883383,0.0,0.0,0.1453910702743539,0.04349344202327757,0.0,0.1353929691244566,0.0,0.1183803293298528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016308230232528,0.04214414296580515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724987524025142,0.15767033812324946,0.0,0.0,0.1401824378225253,0.0,0.0,0.10072783297354478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046686081502864685,0.041816812872236,0.0,0.04899136436169815,0.15513212490110534,0.03834892178219821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646022675575187,0.09193756278851407,0.04715263910440791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738306240497202,0.0,0.18842217186622795,0.047697449683512,0.0472642185330388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177095194899616,0.09087500162467704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056834204793049,0.0,0.0,0.05010265400304118,0.06375942809511738,0.07156149077666109,0.3003627614404242,0.0,0.1567176702108338,0.050946436177567125,0.0,0.0,0.04107891605332191,0.0,0.0,0.044473853625711934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003369494958141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411783723892213,0.0,0.06027798448154799,0.0967426320551031,0.0,0.0,0.053294159051598136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03748972015027897,0.0,0.09815886739422668,0.0,0.0,0.03891709225760267,0.052881885630396835,0.09416032689366603,0.0,0.19931040894428045,0.0,0.2791792929669223,0.0,0.06659906696620295,0.0,0.11271343773695555,0.039332719132360895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051460892949652316,0.05338745577221201,0.0,0.0,0.03537287784404438,0.03781394323609701,0.04112044130380258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251079267202837,0.030145297149968962,0.0,0.11204825270641684,0.05486602024533181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555301836158332,0.051172742078558014,0.0,0.09795348020665028,0.0,0.12189840158129653,0.0,0.0,0.05549812033305252,0.03734307362170125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490373285910108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305874965981886,0.03425018463760195,0.0,0.0,0.03342026160350765,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dusk_Howler,2019/10/01,"Oooooof Well, I'm in my 19 year of life and i never had gf wich really devastate me.After 8 years of middle school where i was an outcast and 4 years of all M high school i started to lose all hope of me finding some happines....I do have amigos but when they bring their gf or bf it just...hurts to watch....It is not like i look like that bad that every single living thing will just say ""ugh....no thanks(pulls out gun and shoot itself)"",but actually i look preety good...I just want to experiance relationship...idk about sex it is just that i need that second half that will be   there for me to make me feel important...",1.1583657142857149,3.5110872880000024,2.3353428571428587,94.2221,84.12,5.491428571428571,18.52857142857143,6.868970318607317,0.018817142857142862,481,12,106,6,14,153,89,125,0.168,0.792,0.04,-0.9507,0,0,0,2,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,1,8,6,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,1,3,20,19,6,0,3,6,0,1,2,4,2,1,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,1,2,2,4,12,4,12,14,4,12,0,1,2,1,7,5,0,3,8,62,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.18318446829345392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156735644255307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581594569615965,0.0,0.0,0.1836230002774667,0.0,0.0,0.09491522841485092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715697075631306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574479026734918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833305139739998,0.0,0.18644508721811665,0.0,0.0,0.20095466196508174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258989107144295,0.1834178429800201,0.0,0.16575732825842004,0.0,0.3152695825230629,0.2100070257435849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530238742138955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391895906326441,0.14477872899067884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025615599818695,0.0,0.0,0.20153753710340108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492798929883071,0.0,0.3799587428663577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328668809235495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471066675162185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072020197391844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877990098306192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36265029493932577
lonely,esmereldacortez,2019/10/01,"Taking antidepressants for the first time Hey yall sorry for the long post, just trying to work some things out. 

So I've been battling depression since high school, always the loner type. I (29f) started getting panic attacks pretty early on and didnt know what they were and thought I was crazy. Made me more depressed and felt like more of an outcast. Never told anyone what was going on with me, just buried it until one day in a psych class in college found out what had been happening. I eventually learned how to talk myself out of an attack when I felt one coming on (to this day I still get them sometimes but I'm pretty good at stopping them). 

So depression lingers in the corners of my brain for years but im also pretty good at snipping it in the bud. I meet this guy at college and he starts saving my seat for me each day, we end up dating. I find out early on he has a heroin addiction but hes working on it. I, at 20, have no idea really what that even is. But I'm supportive in him staying clean and we have a beautiful and difficult relationship for the next six years.

   After multiple relapses over the years and doing everything I could to help him, and he was trying just as hard..I found out he had started using again. Confronted him, with his parents, he was high and tried to run away.  I ran after him and convinced him to come back that we could work something out. He would get the help he needed. I laid him in our bed to take a nap. When I went to check on him, he had accidentally overdosed, I didnt think to check his pockets. 

    It's been 2 1/2 years and I'm realizing I cant do this alone, I needed some help. I for the most part have worked through the trauma and pain of losing my best friend but I also alienated myself with our relationship. I lost many friends and to this day only have one or two. I can't remember the last time I had fun or actually enjoyed anything, on a real level. I feel like I'm floating through space in some dark reality. But I don't want that to be true. 
 So I'm really hoping this will help, I dont have insurance and cant afford to talk with a therapist so I'm just trying to really think as positively as I can and focus on the future, whatever it might have in store.

If you got this far, thank you for reading and I'm sorry for the sadness in it all.",3.2127002583979305,4.509528949260044,4.652137068357998,85.11086710124503,73.46088794926004,7.6234202490016445,24.978212356119336,8.167268648758528,1.3896023490721163,1815,56,378,28,36,606,232,473,0.12,0.706,0.174,0.9911,2,1,1,0,0,0,48.0,5,3,3,8,17,29,4,1,21,0,37,3,1,3,3,80,78,38,0,8,13,1,3,2,3,3,2,0,2,1,20,32,0,1,14,2,3,6,9,14,0,6,25,3,53,15,67,47,10,76,0,6,0,0,45,36,0,9,34,257,73,12,0.0,0.0,0.07391094843399261,0.08256737084551773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844340963086356,0.0,0.12113790150729473,0.0630214353801835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295890683847338,0.0,0.0623272579459834,0.0,0.0,0.17232951514412506,0.07115987088950973,0.058239096501880576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948406368069301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455047010503733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048596099658907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094385515646905,0.0,0.0,0.19538316938514466,0.0,0.1957032841069647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876627642821082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670828270439509,0.0,0.0,0.05002530799931308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806989123654178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03829623012433837,0.05410840323806669,0.14544383513086925,0.0,0.06922464511685288,0.06442408633884071,0.0,0.1660891789931314,0.117032492799367,0.0,0.11871248408431445,0.0,0.04304457431148183,0.12705360802640264,0.060575897064039465,0.0,0.0,0.07499413652321918,0.06697630025920905,0.0,0.06784782722726954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306669647606676,0.1600461444264647,0.0,0.07522653724700037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550081757338747,0.08181179199181979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04162451714120535,0.06173790321330715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400511004379108,0.0,0.0,0.06702718474366197,0.0,0.08473326693639198,0.08267874770267662,0.0,0.0,0.07166666448857756,0.0,0.07678809195228058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034777309810154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123199444978876,0.058415068004711634,0.0,0.08054995044162094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396939018372066,0.05760339777558441,0.08059230104742561,0.08886413093116666,0.0840998903892941,0.08201863310935767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253762439003128,0.2311632825546313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757601212245777,0.08620827477141625,0.14556222960912107,0.0,0.0,0.16263202498697482,0.08579823057475178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665254405207551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265260047698518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830806363321438,0.07490842578852894,0.16956861860047528,0.16082668922772692,0.08072836277905487,0.06048576236697524,0.06332171790126134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594842890210219,0.0,0.0,0.11389354418436365,0.1217532832282842,0.0,0.06973087076635517,0.0,0.08793954226352083,0.0503180414001144,0.09706178694416928,0.0,0.060128802056873334,0.08832876884632664,0.0,0.0,0.07237245744394127,0.0,0.20568893479915484,0.0,0.07398660823330719,0.0,0.0,0.06541471805843946,0.0,0.0,0.04467319317479476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021139118376774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205573962369652,0.0,0.0,0.05380325652854612,0.0,0.0,0.19509534113189916
lonely,damnitiranoutofspace,2019/10/01,"Alone but in a relationship I had a good marriage but it all went wrong a while back. I miss how it felt, but things happened and I can never get it back. It’s opened my eyes and now I realise it might never have been as good as I thought it was.

It’s peaceful now but it feels like the heart has been ripped out of it. It’s been two years resolution and it’s not changed. Therapy didn’t help much but was good at picking open wounds. 

On the upside I’m no longer dependent on her and it’s opened up my horizons a bit but I still miss that feeling of a good relationship. 

Anyone in the same place? What are you doing?",1.3942111959287509,3.1680560992366438,2.719408396946566,95.00954516539444,79.61068702290076,5.893384223918575,21.603689567430024,6.816661863887847,0.2292743002544521,483,14,114,5,12,156,79,131,0.087,0.71,0.203,0.9605,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,8,0,13,3,2,3,3,27,23,14,0,0,7,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,15,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,10,4,10,5,11,12,4,21,0,2,1,0,6,11,0,2,10,82,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524376278089292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155977385395256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453653529905681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418525359201448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878078388252815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613446737169573,0.1139812278838798,0.15319124132547013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335732154542855,0.0,0.0,0.5352856629758485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108789921365325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906532203747933,0.10694175960445612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794716539092555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692553704673729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728624567178116,0.0,0.2461067331372713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669385521267646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34259000066399925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741535605379173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245721051378944,0.0,0.10599669922364284,0.0,0.0,0.1266634067812876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585535607642964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790273043820096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744408521321037,0.0,0.10274377548529187
lonely,UnderOnTao,2019/10/01,"I'm not really lonely, I'm just bored Anyone want to chat? Not about depressive things, just casual normal chat.

Bored af",1.3089130434782597,3.85121456521739,3.069891304347826,83.29440217391306,99.0,7.517391304347825,10.097826086956523,8.07648339933343,0.7572695652173906,97,1,17,3,4,32,17,23,0.157,0.5589999999999999,0.284,0.3423,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797437443081828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677658101142253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5321165186863541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34791973249630426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608073237956664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203307367756147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,purnya232,2019/10/01,"Repeating school year, changed school, losing ""friends"" Last year I managed in some way to be so bad at school to end up getting rejected for the next year of school, (so yeah, I'm a literal dumbass which is probably why I am so disliked). Due to the school being too difficult for my disabled brain*  I changed to another one, which is, they say, much easier**


So here am I, in a class full of people that are a bit younger than me, that already have their own groups of friends. My astronomical intelligence is too high for me to socialize with new people, therefore I am quite alone in this new class.


I also am kinda losing contact with my ex-classmates, strange to think that the only times I have ever met them was when we were at school.


In the meanwhile I can see (on socials) that they are actually having fun times together, you know, doing things that friends do and stuff. Also the only times where I receive some messages is when they send me a meme that talk about me, which is kind of sad, considering they are all about being bad at art, computer science, but mostly memes about depression. The only times we ever talk is when they have technical questions to ask from me (""hOw dO i dOwnLoAd PoWePooInt??, DuDe AftEr EffeCts is Soo Hard!! How do I maKe ePic GameR InTros???"")


I got the pleasure of meeting then again two times, and at the end of the days I felt like I was there just to be there, I could barely talk and they would barely listen. Dumb me I can't spit 4 words consecutively that make sense without crashing internally.

so yeah, aaa, why am I even here, what's my purpose? Helping people with things they can easily google? been wondering about my place in the world recently, and the more I think about it the more uncomfortable I feel about being me.

how do I get out

TL;DR have the IQ of a wet stone, friends don't wanna be so friends, new class neglects my existence, existential crysis , want to escape from this hellhole, even though I will def fail, like my last year at school.



*for the italians people here, it was a Liceo scientifico, third year


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lonely,mnbvcxzy7,2019/10/01,I wish I had someone to talk to. I'm tired of staring at my empty notifications screen. I am tired of this pain.,-0.3562499999999993,1.8152458750000025,2.7716666666666683,89.44000000000004,90.25,4.866666666666667,20.5,6.42735559955562,0.1651000000000007,87,3,20,1,3,31,18,24,0.381,0.524,0.094,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35268505066451394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28083561892709946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664061101734109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7619036176173403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811499338888624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,qeuen,2019/10/01,"I have forgotten how to make friends I fell out with my two closest friends a few months ago, and I’m now basically totally alone. It’s been so long since I last needed to make new friends (I’m 19, had these same friends since I was like 7), and I don’t know how to do it anymore. It looks so easy for everyone else.",4.03985294117647,3.643525044117649,4.92235294117647,90.05058823529413,70.61764705882355,9.15294117647059,31.70588235294117,8.841846274778883,2.0796058823529413,245,10,61,4,4,80,48,68,0.057999999999999996,0.6859999999999999,0.256,0.9377,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,4,1,12,13,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,6,5,6,10,3,9,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,7,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985956944547135,0.0,0.0,0.2101443322288936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122335510929207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949782076606826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388068179200116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6270434996168085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150912995942956,0.16539146507048216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912722117040296,0.0,0.0,0.17956107524420548,0.17038580940278836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708760994960043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195371020722,0.0,0.0,0.1504485835302614,0.0,0.19596313218856606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356837483632152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820487730242398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,YouGotToBeCrazy,2019/10/01,"My friends are making me feel lonely. Hey guys so I’m a high schooler in a really small school and I feel extremely lonely. All my friends I have at this school I’ve known for 10 years and they’ve been my closest friends all my life, but for the past year they’ve just been dicks and I don’t know what to do. I want to leave but I can’t. I try and be by myself for a while while I’m at school but it’s basically impossible, I just feel lonely, homecoming is coming up and I’m planning on not going because they’re all gonna hang out after and get high and shit but I just want to be as far away from them as possible, but I can’t. I want to find new friends but it’s impossible.",-0.3134352941176459,1.699842480000001,1.9325098039215725,96.92311764705882,87.53333333333332,5.3960784313725485,18.15686274509804,6.794906146795322,-0.1419725490196071,532,14,131,7,17,179,82,150,0.09300000000000001,0.802,0.105,-0.0772,0,6,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,4,8,1,0,4,0,11,3,2,1,3,32,26,18,0,3,10,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,2,3,17,4,19,21,3,22,0,3,0,1,7,12,2,0,7,78,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473109287950253,0.0,0.0,0.09390488527313642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269681004475045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336705436551393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079506351992008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760615884636717,0.0,0.08048256854691321,0.0,0.08754777383318897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525295535655645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255156748381297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465953888227669,0.0,0.0,0.1631122517427582,0.0,0.0,0.10880709887923566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028267626422378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487783862634983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705413953351834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366348517613506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868567920823708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677076982001619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581257922473002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458698123878624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725805987188065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198400879489803
lonely,disastroussmolhooman,2019/10/01,"Why is university so lonely? Everywhere I look I see people, everywhere I am there is someone there but yet I have no one to talk to. I could go days or weeks without talking to anyone expect for professors and parents. How does everyone else have friends? Why does no one talk to me? 

University is isolating. I don’t know if it’s building character or destroying my soul anymore.",2.3912499999999994,5.245158958333335,4.24666666666667,78.86500000000002,84.41666666666666,8.200000000000001,30.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,3.3564888888888893,303,16,53,9,9,102,52,72,0.172,0.773,0.054000000000000006,-0.8406,1,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,10,12,7,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,0,2,8,1,6,11,0,4,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,3,3,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965164075170905,0.14076501414627146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073465728749675,0.0,0.0,0.129832337204055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523464423531794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817390805060647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923663195497804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555364478606296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441267340273215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063815501487782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169054960790204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728342241329264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22353788941407315,0.0,0.0,0.1395673508842656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604229996370558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057461903455592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4854311670818034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148376551603455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633132349625955,0.0,0.0,0.194061696605506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sunburys,2019/10/01,"University is terrible This is my first year at the university, and what I think all the time is how good was my time at school. I had few but great friends there, it was a healthy and funny place to be and I loved to go there and see my friends, but now 9 months have passed and I don't have a single friend, I'm very alone there and I know that's my fault because I didn't made any effort to make friends because I'm terribly doing that . 
I think that I'm going to change from university, not only because I have no one but also because I think that's not the right university for me. I have no motivation or energy to keep going.
And maybe I'm going to be lucky to have one friend when I change.",4.2319519519519515,4.171309702702708,5.334144144144143,86.1087537537538,70.21621621621622,8.739939939939939,26.579579579579573,8.515128840125781,1.42897057057057,548,15,127,8,9,182,77,148,0.14800000000000002,0.611,0.24100000000000002,0.9603,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,7,12,0,0,5,0,16,1,0,4,1,24,33,14,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,5,0,0,5,6,3,0,3,5,1,16,9,11,26,3,16,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,2,7,83,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432546483348564,0.0,0.11061201675266176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940602706296436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337266921153417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926419906430349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176523289361696,0.0,0.0,0.534316671044108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144348459472765,0.11601369715535545,0.0,0.15249492817235494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294246245195313,0.0,0.0,0.0760153796632709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483644967226368,0.13087884459581078,0.09232763968468884,0.0,0.13895796961076048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104032716761066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874542930493503,0.10519627499704533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451177585284708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812192148212625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998414008041482,0.11022070299790997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658837540503016,0.0,0.0,0.16130745436073982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141259713405595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907158235834381
lonely,ravenclawinlove,2019/10/01,"my heart hurts When your heart belongs to someone, and theirs to you - but you're so broken that you always feel worthless, that you know you're going to keep pushing the most important person in your life away...because you're convinced it's just a matter of time before they walk away from you anyway. :(",27.30327586206896,8.323618637931034,21.881724137931037,41.485689655172436,52.27586206896552,23.889655172413807,70.06896551724138,8.841846274778883,8.240875862068965,243,7,44,1,1,73,44,58,0.222,0.6709999999999999,0.107,-0.8719,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,2,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,8,4,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,1,7,4,1,7,0,2,0,0,9,2,0,1,2,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075545057662117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687151837707516,0.0,0.0,0.15205663372698489,0.0,0.21225552146640808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612462836201138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417628032944776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5911764653589526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670312496871566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22171420687944127,0.0,0.0,0.13708599353350576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761872253296792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21780185209371766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135015419234807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454507807719811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IrSpeshul,2019/10/01,"I'm struggling a lot. Bad hand in life and it feels a bit unrecoverable. I feel so alone. Basically I got bullied from the get go in school. Never had any friends. Five different schools, all the same thing. I got to Uni, I made one friend. I even got a girlfriend, had a guild in WoW, it was all kinda okay.

Then it just all went to shit. She cheated on me with my best mate. My guild fell apart because the three of us were the creators. I lost contact with all my friends.

I found out that I have a poor memory. I forget about people if I don't interact with them. I've basically ""met"" the same person about five times now on my League friends list.

There's so much more that went wrong in my life. I fell into alcoholism after my ex cheated. I remember falling in with druggies, about to do ice before I pulled away from that. My mum got in a car crash and got PTSD. My brothers treat me like shit but expect me to be kind to them. I was homeless multiple times, most recently because a flood took everything away.

I started getting depressed again lately. And I tried reaching out to a friend. But I couldn't stop snapping at her because of some of the things she said. I'd always ignore it or shrug it off but I couldn't. Since the first time I snapped at her she's felt like a stranger and I don't feel any emotional attachment.

I used to feel so much pain. My heart felt ripped apart whenever someone would stop talking to me. But now I feel so alone even though I have I guess ""friends"". Just... they never talk to me first. Or invite me to anything. Or really feel like they care about me. I might not seem lonely on the surface because I guess I have people but... it's not how it feels on the inside.

I warn everyone I know that... even though I seem nice, it's only when I'm in control. Then there's just this shit part of my brain that wants nothing more than to ruin anything I have. I literally have to warn everyone who tries to talk to me or add me anywhere, that I'm just in so much pain that I lose it.

I don't really remember any of my old friends. I don't feel the emotional attachment to those I have now. I just hurt so damn much. And even doubt what extent of my actions and feelings are even me any more. I even feel out of place posting this. I'm sorry for wasting your time reading this. It's a jumble that I can't even make sense of it feels. Sorry.",1.0695822824716288,3.276627424180329,2.4089344262295067,94.50674653215636,83.15983606557377,5.557124842370745,21.679697351828494,6.844919456158928,0.4137798234552332,1845,60,410,22,52,593,217,488,0.188,0.706,0.106,-0.9895,1,4,2,0,0,0,65.0,1,1,4,6,32,36,6,2,20,1,23,11,6,5,6,81,66,28,0,6,17,3,14,3,9,2,5,1,0,1,27,15,1,4,19,1,1,10,11,19,0,6,20,15,72,17,57,41,20,58,0,6,0,0,32,25,4,15,25,273,99,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659913942018308,0.0,0.1279076370965368,0.0,0.0,0.05138049788914188,0.0,0.0,0.16796700282668775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162908940460497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603130185701008,0.0,0.05155822034817907,0.15056759224566488,0.0,0.05254424293225278,0.0,0.06480224929072975,0.0,0.06741441803633333,0.0,0.0,0.06893281983424693,0.0,0.0,0.06295769049666655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692572707581754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053184719957033534,0.0,0.0,0.06451504365413499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891966391396765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854945546050535,0.0,0.0,0.1180085116912362,0.05549643358477039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34344620923261543,0.04411382701119032,0.11857833162397527,0.0,0.0,0.10504811933190412,0.0,0.06770509636273099,0.3339523607384207,0.0,0.06452308912687657,0.0,0.035093641492106295,0.0,0.2469334229263229,0.0,0.13604798515627892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317340815694022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661040747356274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430256098166266,0.03393588867356618,0.0,0.06965608120623741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723094038095355,0.0905030021321846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908185154307582,0.0674068306471807,0.05249718324481857,0.0,0.05842883268626811,0.04121824446200379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550641954058642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157183418406272,0.0,0.09524998154053237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925027286529476,0.0,0.06479567155237792,0.0,0.04184303261053444,0.04696324734530663,0.13141155953900718,0.0,0.0,0.0668686484197527,0.0,0.08561860203536613,0.053917247233156544,0.06451504365413499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059138914154711474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218181504119534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176617090959718,0.0,0.07911657132796178,0.0,0.06097014286029572,0.0,0.13990020310849058,0.0,0.05873787754199013,0.0,0.0,0.12498750160499927,0.0,0.1124287796174373,0.0,0.0,0.1901548019149638,0.051079791933288925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523201176060306,0.0,0.0,0.13824693134180813,0.043706586055645626,0.0,0.0,0.10325062808663446,0.0,0.0645539434943011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889563227579258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204719566756412,0.0,0.12133706309690725,0.0,0.1440264282741563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860592281567564,0.08384766085152476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427699812564018,0.0533317078997745,0.0,0.0,0.036421431752100566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448473728815248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043865045151973404,0.06751334160463612,0.0,0.0
lonely,girlthatatemozart,2019/10/01,"All alone now :( I recently moved away in other city to attend college and now I live all alone(I've never been drowned in attention from my parents or friends before so I was on my own for good time). Worst thing is I don't know anyone here here and college seems so scary for me (since everyone is like ""PEOPLE ON COLLEGE ARE AWFUL AND TOXIC"").",5.995895522388063,6.215472134328365,5.912649253731345,82.5053917910448,66.46268656716418,8.491044776119404,31.67537313432836,8.07648339933343,2.1899283582089555,271,10,52,3,4,85,51,67,0.204,0.655,0.141,-0.7354,1,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,10,8,6,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,7,3,9,6,4,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,6,39,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828290884709208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094426693110772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565681618646755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323714309835539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609401639422985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098135213452845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22904700544091794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500779261953115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341336075504034,0.0,0.24113512484323754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902414029704311,0.0,0.0,0.21061655165788545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032236289987813,0.0,0.0,0.18931966628029265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696340941097122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486022725374761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258950492670396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814225803009596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923546220214324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Darthvader1722,2019/10/01,I’m so lonely need a female best friend I know that’s a lot to ask. But I miss having one because it’s so much easier to talk to females because y’all understand me better. I also believe y’all see the best in life and I need that really bad. Well I hope to hear from you!,0.09972677595628454,1.8202547377049207,3.076639344262297,91.11255464480877,83.59016393442623,6.033879781420765,18.36338797814207,7.1686216300943375,0.21289945355191264,213,5,49,3,6,76,44,61,0.11599999999999999,0.552,0.332,0.9453,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,3,4,9,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,11,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,9,6,6,11,4,1,0,2,1,0,7,1,0,2,0,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321981745950665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024974609583821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808570432961474,0.2640821324502198,0.0,0.0,0.2440408964293573,0.4546294703934704,0.19157049042927352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734933317560075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24413081369484305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151387284722196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904104613543284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299529206693185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415075770491104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923040426252671,0.32122135253951706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677789709149278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876341221123312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260701516950705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740997758214343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254945859313047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475489448903413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tourettelock008,2019/10/01,I wish somebody just ask me if i was ok Im tired of faking a smile everyday just to get through the day and help people with their problems instead recognizing that my own self is falling apart,7.16,6.201303589743593,7.143205128205127,78.58096153846154,64.38461538461539,9.851282051282054,37.44871794871795,8.841846274778883,3.1064256410256403,156,7,31,2,2,50,36,39,0.212,0.573,0.214,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,4,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243631361341574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22376213324218455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812736055330175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325616752810372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747790796528523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24054013689779266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319962901463618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36195759640989217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987823966928699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989897950894575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThePhantomStarfish,2019/10/01,"Ever since my girlfriend broke up with me, I've felt empty So, a couple of days before Valentine's Day 2016, my then-girlfriend messaged me saying that we should break up, and me being the idiot I am, agreed instead of asking her to meet up and talk about the issue. 

After this, I was really sad for a couple of weeks but at the time, I was thinking it'd pass since I'd just broken up with her. But it hasn't, every now and then, I get sudden flashbacks of our best moments and before I moved away for uni, I saw her on the bus with her new boyfriend now and again and I just got really sad.

I really thought she was The One, I had my first kiss with her, I got to second base (boob touching), she was even the first girlfriend that had bought me stuff for my birthday and that I had bought stuff for.

Now, I'm just empty, I've only ever had four girlfriends, and I'm afraid I'll never find someone like that again and just become increasingly lonely until my inevitable death.",5.721735952489723,5.1671655226130655,5.993092736409321,84.31694837825493,67.14070351758794,8.040383736866149,26.633622658748287,6.574015621080383,1.050453266331658,765,17,158,4,11,245,109,199,0.146,0.799,0.054000000000000006,-0.9501,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,0,3,15,9,1,1,8,0,13,2,1,0,3,28,25,14,1,1,6,0,2,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,9,14,0,0,4,0,2,3,2,6,0,5,15,4,29,3,24,7,2,31,0,4,1,2,17,7,1,0,21,115,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760948186740493,0.0,0.13829658471467404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256770729626194,0.25050789666752976,0.0,0.15447434641009145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32574173318282024,0.0,0.18985999200764095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097222341175222,0.26629653119837937,0.1240199625517638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133236482142475,0.0,0.13453554479618096,0.2504116717091571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690444490990983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354540438386123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536356003051589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191310103963879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644729448066597,0.0,0.0,0.11352753033336352,0.1421639420406559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974461048920888,0.11195007917725948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28289482494497176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170570960080911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435260368280779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471968272321805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33701108135624097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831150786104325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431800165520532,0.0,0.11685810926163614,0.08583185235444034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807268932566255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,declouder,2019/10/01,Are there any songs and movies related to loneliness? Please suggest me some songs about loneliness. Also some movies in which the main character is lonely. Just something like that. I think everyone here could use these recommendations.,6.539736842105267,10.479052447368424,4.7634736842105285,74.4473157894737,77.15789473684211,9.355789473684213,28.65263157894737,9.3871,3.772035789473684,195,8,28,6,5,56,34,38,0.18,0.713,0.107,-0.5106,0,2,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307678011424514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812724132912299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33023795636238107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952268994946484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207141792873032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540251118953128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31842106816867816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650278190640992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572305972832207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,themask859,2019/10/01,"Think I Will Never Be Good Enough Ever sense I was a teenager I have always had a hard time with girls. I am 30 years of age now. Still have no luck.  Dont get it wrong I've had relationships in the past but nothing serious. Seems like the older im getting the less chances I am having with women, seems as if they only want men who have kids and dont take care of them. Seems they like the men who are disrespectful and could care less about them. This hurts me daily waking up seeing beautiful women on social media and in person knowing in the back of my head I will neve have a chance.  It eats me alive inside. People tell me to wait and the right one will come. But women do not approach men so that is false. No matter how I approach a woman I get rejected and friend zoned. I just do not get it. This is leading me threw a dark hole of depression I find myself up late at night almost crying and thinking so much. Idk what to do, as a male it is in my nature to want a female and I dont understand why that is so wrong. I just wished I was like all the other guys who could get women. It really hurts me inside.",0.9028546099290756,2.9454753617021296,2.6900265957446834,93.21645833333334,82.61702127659575,5.278368794326241,16.60017730496454,6.42735559955562,-0.3677056737588656,870,16,192,8,24,288,133,235,0.177,0.708,0.115,-0.9578,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,1,11,15,0,0,14,0,28,3,2,2,3,39,50,16,0,6,7,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,13,14,10,1,1,8,0,0,5,8,7,0,1,5,2,25,8,20,39,5,26,0,4,1,0,24,9,0,6,15,132,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226364052323357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328588845405393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620695208169812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286106337727033,0.0,0.0,0.09657427452196184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902408780865786,0.0,0.12314940241103348,0.0,0.0,0.09656161495508596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941821181036235,0.0,0.0,0.11471822458018695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584132188468255,0.0,0.0,0.10141142178482936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246803303805364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661719621999056,0.0,0.29286859520063097,0.0,0.0,0.09403394761271126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100817701484644,0.0,0.0,0.1004300331211301,0.0,0.11505891509112624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24003571765501905,0.0,0.12109983937901447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616136404949181,0.0,0.1264668442016942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643162933118276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241497536009637,0.0,0.08646742945554975,0.0,0.0,0.10520920531373222,0.0,0.10757416865265912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596976738348317,0.0852659750932512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702327234627228,0.0777241140821163,0.09789158372879074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182160499584354,0.0,0.0,0.12036597429485325,0.0,0.09574275149329044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933848386593912,0.3061867544680043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428372648018585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953252250103916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429402150494524,0.0,0.09799053893318346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367325935061176,0.0,0.0,0.0653732149083459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671219971735765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322527324314387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116334208131404,0.0,0.12892288476708594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245153017694734,0.0,0.07219623815668695
lonely,TaggbuskeN,2019/10/01,"Things are better, but... ...I’m still feeling lonely. It all started in 2015 when some old friends of mine joined my school class. Little did I know that they were autistic (no hate against autists btw) and latched on to me and thus made me an outcast. As my other classmates became cool and started partying and hanging out more together, I was alone at home knowing that they wouldn’t want me to be there. If I would ask them, they would just ignore it. Despite me going to a new school now (from primary to secondary) I still feel lonely. It was great in the beginning. I got new friends, went to parties and overall became a better person. But now, my new classmates haven’t been letting me hang out with them anymore, I can’t go to anymore parties and I have even been bullied. It has all come full circle. Again. I don’t want to change schools again because I have no other friends and I don’t want to start over everything again. I feel invisible. I don’t want to be alone forever, so I could really go for some advice from you all.",2.798509204044596,5.007276758620692,3.2832460461498587,90.55308789214416,76.98029556650246,5.850038890329273,26.94036816178377,6.8360192770164,1.172828571428572,814,33,162,8,19,253,117,203,0.102,0.731,0.16699999999999998,0.8799,0,6,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,5,2,12,11,1,0,4,1,22,0,0,2,3,36,45,13,0,9,4,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,9,11,0,1,5,0,0,7,8,4,0,0,9,4,28,7,23,29,7,32,0,2,0,0,11,9,0,3,16,117,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115404155938754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24462815614015146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23424328322642685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110405838288953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719915426897454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889645220407685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493219489264268,0.101731108422562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429177168175977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800272141281481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613901193366926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791419356932793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737270382883489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013537191054072,0.0,0.09445388768186093,0.1302036392296639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165974838742184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846208444017667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980732130836492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076337083594865,0.0,0.0,0.11836538264395885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174733526408162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421798189150483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392415353398985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031187587715737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565670589897126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585649311360359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507714582336601,0.0,0.1886266875725252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845917041481285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27862942028320736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947817825706936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778709009271947,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wonderfulsociety,2019/10/01,"Who do you come home to..? It could be anyone: Husband, Wife, gf, bf, family, friend(s), pet etc. Just wondering how many of you out there have someone waiting for u after a rough day.",2.8396190476190446,4.6785602,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,75.57142857142857,6.9523809523809526,25.952380952380953,7.793537801064563,1.4182380952380949,137,5,28,2,3,44,34,35,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,7,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23383210773303145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880705920013105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670047236327249,0.0,0.0,0.21567126778237167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729632995135437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152585390730924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583697067992168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354474685623552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33904629951604925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28335039737333445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36266091810672224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Brittunculi-,2019/10/01,"Finding it hard to keep on going I find it hard to talk to people in general so I hope this at least helps me vent. I’ve had a lot of shit happen to me over the years and it’s affected me to the point where every day has become a struggle to work, wake up, stick to things and generally not be a disappointment but I seem to keep continue up the same feeling no matter what I do to try be positive. I really do hope that one day I can stop feeling so worthless and get rid of the feeling of impending doom coupled with utter moments of loneliness. I don’t like living life like each day could be my last. I don’t think it’s fair, really hope next year brings some sort of change.",2.658391608391608,3.8801774965034994,4.415664335664335,86.55888111888115,74.73426573426573,7.997202797202798,24.188811188811197,8.575989854853784,1.4274811188811192,534,16,117,10,11,181,92,143,0.15,0.627,0.223,0.9217,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,1,1,7,0,11,3,2,1,0,29,25,6,0,4,2,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,7,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,1,5,12,5,21,20,5,20,1,3,0,0,2,8,1,7,12,74,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038048133546715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362005692612676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159437512953702,0.16067956185081558,0.0,0.28095835339279795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235136743984727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027784257457847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654509409032791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586975357295855,0.0,0.08253002043185796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284146844813457,0.0,0.2601713529238041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733572045530324,0.0,0.0,0.4326989699854093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25815062341541994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837102573587753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025708787380986,0.14189112894413747,0.0,0.1282290427977239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345808019906995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544396515023468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840262194093104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067500371705912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727675844452472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605912554455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219986704775352,0.0,0.0,0.14906289781666807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140769785188613,0.0,0.1518120676288334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167197157040507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964755500842484,0.09304902403830012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985926348623063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571951697161236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870296401732686
lonely,Rayney_,2019/10/01,"It's that time of year again... It's starting to get colder outside.

When the lonely college student who just moved states and still lives with his parents attempts to fall asleep. 

Pretends that his pillow is a person and wraps up in blankets like a burrito. 

Contemplates making a tinder account only to realize that he has zero interest in hooking up and just wants physical affection. Couldn't bring someone home if he wanted to anyways... 

His anti-social personality means he will have a hard time meeting people in real life, not to mention he the big gay. 

At least I have myself, the epitome of loneliness.",6.299391891891893,8.022878432432435,6.723952702702705,71.56809121621623,66.47747747747748,8.793243243243245,34.59572072072072,9.188382445141503,3.5212963963963966,490,23,74,9,8,159,84,111,0.07200000000000001,0.848,0.079,0.4215,1,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,7,0,6,3,1,2,0,16,13,5,0,4,4,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,6,4,0,0,2,1,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,5,2,14,11,1,18,0,1,0,1,13,7,0,1,8,51,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307344666704588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110207534651436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23629177872924645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638714348565853,0.11508558726133382,0.0,0.2080089827200504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724205025362364,0.0,0.0,0.2566002955488472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503692442748359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179158462363709,0.0,0.0,0.2615680260008678,0.0,0.0,0.1633117166877461,0.4113740703725692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268125536817231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995942008026758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667347382373707,0.0,0.18812321146022945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747207112788549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778857118551968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516966996794474
lonely,i-did-it-maybe,2019/10/01,"M4r let's not have a 1 sided convo Hey, I'm Jacob. 

I'm looking for someone to keep company with while I ""work"" or maybe even play a game.

I don't write my interests; hopefully, they'll come up organically  I have a very broad spectrum of interests so let's just chat and find our middle ground along the way.

If we click, I hope to continue our conversations.",1.97908023483366,4.076004520547946,4.156594911937379,83.83630136986301,79.13698630136986,8.007045009784736,24.127201565557733,8.841846274778883,1.8579722113502928,282,10,59,7,7,97,59,73,0.053,0.825,0.122,0.6726,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,14,13,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,9,5,7,10,0,9,0,0,2,0,9,5,0,4,2,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090757185003984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938173634583573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343891733355809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094222107880505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279431032058463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.524471686850878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153520509972421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576368666817543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172878801394711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115967709196908,0.0,0.20355678732815416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669747490133715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ManEatingBirdFood,2019/10/01,"Ghosted, again.   
  And so, it's happened again. I haven't ghosted a single person who has reached out to me, but my notable ghost count is probably at about 10 now. Because I post with passion (main account, not here, obviously) in what I call the miseryphere of reddit - s/lonely, s/suicide watch, etc - I occasionally get women who reach out to me and wax lyrical about how well they can relate to me, and how we should be friends, etc. Or people responsive to my dms. And inevitably they always disappear. This time the person has deleted all their Reddit content, and their disposable email account, etc - cutting ties completely.   

  
  The thing that fucks me off is these people know how lonely and depressed I am. That's why they contacted me. Because I'm writing about feeling worthless, and shit, and having no hope. What the fuck is wrong with them that they can't see how shitty their behaviour is? Find a lonely person and... and leave them feeling even more alone! I'd never contact a depressed girl, yet alone someone posting on suicide watch, string her along, get to know her a bit, let her open up about her problems, etc, and then just one day disappear without an explanation. It's shunt like behaviour.     
  Thankfully, I have someone I still write to, and have for nearly a year. It's unfortunate that she is on the other side of the world. Out of the tens that have come and gone. So Reddit isn't all bad.   

  
  But I can't trust anyone on Reddit now. Since day one I have been on the wrong side of this behaviour, and I'm sick of it. I'm going to have to find the self control from now on to politely refuse any interest that comes my way from people on mental health Reddit. Because, frankly, I am too vulnerable.    

  
  In fact, in my initial reply to the person in question, I predicted how it would end. And sadly, once again, I'm proven right.   

  
  Just venting. Have now vented.  Fuck humans, I'll stick to with my pets.",3.996593607305936,5.9150268191780855,4.47883561643836,84.62172374429227,72.58904109589041,6.948858447488584,27.509132420091323,7.675431598112923,1.6389926940639272,1499,56,281,19,30,474,191,365,0.22399999999999998,0.6779999999999999,0.098,-0.9956,0,8,0,0,0,2,66.0,1,0,9,1,26,23,5,0,16,0,26,7,1,6,5,58,47,26,4,4,7,0,2,1,1,2,2,0,1,8,20,26,0,2,7,0,2,6,8,15,1,3,2,5,36,8,45,41,10,47,0,6,3,4,34,22,4,3,17,199,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193180844121002,0.0,0.0,0.07760074518529697,0.0,0.0,0.06342077792830407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521036231676336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786916211047362,0.1705533885283066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181701794988116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523005816914633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067244023354751,0.09778253811900676,0.0,0.1046003063639064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029144884979752,0.0,0.16065137827359682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260169474629038,0.0,0.41604332489533613,0.06159810793664265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431127607641686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047799733056068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205333072260896,0.2586552824561437,0.09745020004878313,0.0,0.05300245896660749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247052417189309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913223802826424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262936194424284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250777465317384,0.0,0.0,0.09875008868208457,0.0,0.09536584130414036,0.0,0.04556268555511098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398530078275807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192874582861053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932007769526316,0.12639233346457493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19396660968534146,0.3257281447649839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863679786663753,0.0,0.10055128998496912,0.08923832235555093,0.0,0.0,0.10447382830346627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964450985134151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431705948897174,0.0,0.097291715679192,0.0,0.095731227056885,0.07714658441974359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803973418748662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447847235567684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402511554445196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586233400184175,0.0,0.0,0.06195856196162273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054381324722493435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402635743132834,0.0,0.0,0.08385297124393405,0.0,0.08415367920102527,0.0,0.0,0.0899004175448097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625004293894134,0.2039328474306762,0.0,0.060057120893407874
lonely,Parzreal,2019/10/01,"A piece from my journal. Nothing too deep, but maybe some can relate It's not entirely fathomable to me why someone might think of me outside of direct contact with them. Despite claims of such thoughts, I often find myself wondering if it's simply to make me feel better. Do these suspicions hold any weight? Am I entirely overthinking, or is there some validity to my worry?",4.934782608695652,7.361389072463773,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,71.31884057971014,8.078260869565218,31.78985507246377,8.841846274778883,3.0398289855072465,302,14,49,6,6,96,57,69,0.10300000000000001,0.8440000000000001,0.053,-0.5588,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,16,10,3,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,9,1,8,8,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,7,0,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549752241924348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542543424842129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535946586763832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627532111226678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189637333963605,0.0,0.28881416774013313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049728222144691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758465973172399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24358244637409834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420676735745292,0.0,0.2282284841581144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500754564243252,0.0,0.0,0.2594076629722634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117618131317477,0.0,0.29195178270454397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,letmegiveup23,2019/10/01,"I need friends I go through my day talking to one person usually, my fiancèe, she is very disconnected lately and does not give me any of the attention I crave or desire. She has reasons for this but that's fine. I am simply looking for people to talk to, people I can talk to through my day and just help me feel like I'm not nothing. Maybe make a good friend. I am a 21 year old Male if that matters.",3.120357142857145,3.9952636547619065,4.3390476190476175,88.88928571428572,73.16666666666667,7.028571428571429,28.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.3236571428571429,313,12,69,3,6,103,61,84,0.036000000000000004,0.755,0.21,0.9223,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,15,12,5,0,3,6,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,13,5,9,12,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,2,7,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308523003106058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481901563472748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838816988752167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729340937585812,0.1374649935469642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29732666101172023,0.0,0.0,0.18458694131294487,0.1093568055210474,0.161392892436905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897517044564727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705831033642334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400676573149236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158446367586726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844194423551689,0.0,0.19331190361607148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426771030154426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846323234440195,0.0,0.20191257878305094,0.0,0.13038887345533268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667998079900465,0.16801385291500126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783996164380005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639800832689239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119236102178562,0.1587667755485711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391226780312553
lonely,teatastesgross,2019/10/01,"I'm going to a bar alone within the next two days. Wish me luck. The last time I did anything socially with someone besides my parents was in the early 2000s seeing movies with a high school friend on the other side of the country (otherwise I'd like to think we'd still be doing stuff).

I spent 15 years doing literally nothing but jerking off, watching TV, and playing video games. And for a time, it was good. But a few years ago extreme suicidal depression set in out of nowhere.

So to avoid hanging myself I got a shitty part time job but made some work friends who I'm working on making actual friends since I left with two on deck; one's on a trip right now, the other says she's down to do something but her and my schedules aren't aligning right away. Now that I have a real full-time job with benefits and can actually afford to do things, I'm going to try and do a thing.

I'm afraid it will be an awkward nightmare but I'm hoping this thread will make it slightly harder for me to chicken out. And if there's one thing I've learned lately (especially when I asked the latter person straight up if she wants to hang out sometime) is that the anxiety I have is in the build up, but when I'm in the thick of it it's never as bad as I thought it was going to be, and I'm usually really happy right after for having some balls. So I'm hoping the worst that happens is I get buzzed while watching sports.

I read that the strat is to talk to the bartender, tell them what you're there for, tip well, and they'll hook you up with people. And booze should take care of the nerves. I want to make male friends, female friends, get laid. I don't care what happens I just want something to happen. If I don't luck out on the first outing and it's not a total disaster either I want to try again.

Fingers crossed, boyos.",4.071417112299469,4.718941403743322,4.75776898395722,87.59712406417113,70.79144385026737,7.374374331550803,27.259465240641713,7.24861992348623,1.2361783101604282,1431,46,304,13,25,460,202,374,0.07200000000000001,0.731,0.19699999999999998,0.9934,4,2,2,0,0,1,36.0,1,1,2,3,12,24,1,3,25,0,28,3,1,4,2,54,64,26,1,11,12,1,2,1,5,4,0,1,0,2,21,19,2,1,3,8,1,7,5,7,1,5,8,6,27,17,50,48,7,59,0,1,3,0,22,28,0,9,24,195,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.17955650406441315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155201591856429,0.0,0.0,0.09528374820402584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037937440324496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570775901148284,0.0,0.08600712413293897,0.0,0.0864365693940883,0.0,0.07681574919245522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759926662592655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933207391992895,0.0,0.07923904435609062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825473739439928,0.0,0.0,0.3553929714446297,0.0,0.09613189512790532,0.0,0.15685632736561972,0.07716482527065971,0.07358041357768788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440645922799665,0.09793519060367084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720253491222787,0.0,0.1827525465054175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259063860359745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749918807979346,0.10377945606993012,0.0,0.09995773831732953,0.0,0.0,0.04494631419265466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705216213683405,0.18423116473172135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095569477760237,0.0,0.09784252408001401,0.0,0.0,0.0882760124238028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468249977429866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215456999572872,0.09962650555357276,0.0,0.0637808773823358,0.0803304247633138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920244077691,0.1047155852235062,0.058937242781599876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357012401629706,0.0,0.07316170405110695,0.0,0.09310841715098403,0.07331169936471922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076102946522453,0.0,0.0,0.09378191609528176,0.07795088745507002,0.1416514371222737,0.0909898691908195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347092864045822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531742985672804,0.10063253334092537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917218308838781,0.07394572237954339,0.08041162800161701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336116224868387,0.0589495721242989,0.0,0.07303733560228415,0.16093696480424782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492325846100015,0.0,0.17974030916164138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132446420824473,0.0,0.21705478178307933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271860944102588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579489778962334,0.0,0.0,0.13395348000853588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848933803150492
lonely,militant-vegan,2019/10/01,"I'm so lonely I have no friends, online or IRL. I have next to no family. I've made so many bad choices in my life. I just want to kill myself",-1.8904545454545456,-0.1439922424242397,1.5729545454545466,98.47943181818184,92.63636363636364,4.512121212121213,14.31060606060606,5.985473137389443,-0.8977212121212119,108,2,28,1,4,39,25,33,0.389,0.505,0.106,-0.9153,0,2,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,5,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,3,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088658615204561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487255235432372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857975283910705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092591715627013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612838396094321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350025109932177,0.0,0.37503852758995054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934117132359843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181870673571133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ajh7901,2019/10/01,"i really connected with this guy and he ghosted me so i met this guy on tinder. he lives a good bit away from me, so we mainly texted on whatsapp. the last time he texted me was about maybe 10 days ago, and that really hurts. he’s been active on whatsapp and stuff, so i guess he’s just not interested in me anymore (which contradicts everything he said to me). he told me that if we made each other feel less alone, we should be together. and he also said that he loves talking with me, and that we should do it more often. we shared our thoughts with each other, and honestly, i haven’t connected with anyone on that level ever. i have never felt as alone as i have been feeling for the past nine months, but he gave me a bit of hope that he understood how i felt. i don’t really need advice i guess, but i just wanted to share with you guys a little bit of my inner thoughts right now. i mean, i don’t really have anyone else now.",3.739771634615386,4.398452953125002,4.8585416666666665,86.5348557692308,71.55208333333334,8.407692307692308,23.102564102564106,8.617729084823388,1.1936862179487189,725,16,158,12,13,239,104,192,0.044000000000000004,0.8590000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.8641,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,6,1,0,0,12,8,0,0,5,0,13,1,0,2,2,44,33,16,1,6,6,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,13,18,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,14,6,28,7,20,16,8,20,0,1,0,1,30,10,0,5,10,107,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494370620400472,0.10426920488119316,0.0,0.0,0.2436521170305485,0.0,0.09406623926019897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665433930182333,0.16449501401760502,0.1205227233957714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105144031311192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385254533172353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585965965281415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826223344613884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640032167820307,0.0,0.0,0.1057155290920518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895145287530748,0.0,0.2258806603731271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986599152104631,0.0,0.0,0.2591587207263445,0.34940755790855554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683011449503253,0.0,0.0,0.12592209596933684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588167374248666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178931179443164,0.10386676274375004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061629259461302,0.11130147583672624,0.0,0.0,0.11817209377662585,0.12813024547895735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388871908750804,0.0,0.0,0.08721890210550104,0.09072116480408247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122882452911314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30141937625987497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045278310816756,0.2237803549163446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465472983840854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454409667297134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676533802660905,0.06858922765272626,0.0,0.0,0.11239760327795333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937942997872189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hopeNdreams,2019/10/01,"I’m starting to feel like I’m really alone. I live with my fiancé. We’ve been together for almost 5 years now. 

A little over one year ago, we decided that we would take the leap and move two thousand miles away from our families and friends. I was miserable back home. At least I thought I was. I didn’t get along with my mother but had tons of friends and constantly had stuff to do. Now, after buying a house and signing a year long contract with a job, I’m realizing I’m miserable. 

My friends back home have moved on without me. But I’m stuck here without any friends. I have only my fiancé down here. One person. All I do is complain to him though and I feel like he doesn’t want to listen anymore. (nsfw comment: we haven’t had sex in months. mostly because I’m too depressed too. now he’s been distant and I feel even lonelier) 

Nobody wants to come down to visit me. I’ve tried really hard to make friends and I hang out with coworkers sometimes but I feel like they don’t really like me. 

I’m all alone two thousand miles away from the people I want to be closest to the most, and I can’t afford to move home. I’m stuck. Maybe I’m just a miserable person though.",1.3309958506224078,3.5270848713693006,2.8583966804979246,91.73919668049791,82.02904564315351,6.013676348547719,22.503070539419085,7.24861992348623,0.7895050954356844,918,31,196,13,25,300,124,241,0.122,0.745,0.134,0.4633,2,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,4,0,1,0,13,14,0,3,8,0,19,1,0,1,2,42,44,13,0,4,6,1,5,4,5,1,0,1,3,2,2,18,0,0,7,0,1,6,7,5,0,6,11,6,26,9,31,31,6,33,0,4,0,1,20,13,0,3,18,122,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637770339266566,0.0,0.09757549924769823,0.2018439703250852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626486014387764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663767870064313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310258230422327,0.14985593463367594,0.0,0.05940059817971648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393886931730574,0.0,0.10530170859299234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392786607928124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436045316510447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918609745221777,0.0,0.19708126337584064,0.20884077430307854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764226834801554,0.0,0.050910159794362767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729015534846365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932310552513649,0.0,0.0,0.11243661191161368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669754846605026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042371189467625,0.09766389592625982,0.08604431610328928,0.08623435131159005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504423270489812,0.0,0.09789500243296433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777840004149532,0.3107007704458487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206035267742372,0.0741101041244422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755499108883795,0.17016765374730225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872742305053806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637402391806406,0.0,0.06897094699801455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154939109446944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326531719091213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147531077116786,0.07735918285017603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615767890376112,0.0,0.1903761045953015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242394332293898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878639395504596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922100253701872,0.0,0.0,0.1882510833189986
lonely,Arisen925,2019/10/01,"One day I’ll wake up in the morning, and in the midst of my routine I will look up to the mirror and say.. you’re worthy But alas today was not that day.",0.14819047619047865,1.3186453428571454,2.4457142857142853,98.30761904761906,81.28571428571428,4.666666666666667,17.38095238095238,3.1291,-0.9860476190476192,117,2,30,0,3,40,28,35,0.06,0.857,0.083,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,6,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,3,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6177955102311131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022164200677384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32456428486262884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380898300846766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540100972113154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,burdockbumblebee,2019/10/01,"Comfort in prescribed interactions When I can't look most in the eye, I can still act normal to perform necessary interaction in required transactions... Being friendly and chatty with the checkout girl, talking about samples with the paint guy at the hardware store, being appreciative of the service and food with the waitress at the sushi restaurant... And these interactions give me such pleasure when I have so few social interactions. I wish it could be so easy for me to make friends. If it's open ended I just can't do it. I don't feel I have anything to offer.",6.6953983516483495,8.045166644230768,6.542747252747251,74.61653846153845,65.25,8.635164835164835,36.01098901098901,8.841846274778883,3.2655565934065924,457,22,76,7,7,144,70,104,0.0,0.792,0.20800000000000002,0.9703,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,7,0,11,2,1,1,0,16,16,8,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,7,1,1,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,9,4,14,12,2,12,0,0,2,0,13,6,0,2,4,58,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103100146210208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214451447945052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378956644504362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580982664024166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32478643733160145,0.0,0.4150320411892491,0.0,0.0,0.25766103439668264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659515217864796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255523589969005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928941222086026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26316631267404056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273799028055116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145005102223148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21588668433456146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30887127704406697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,littlewing427,2019/10/01,"Confidence at a new low Recently I've been more confident and was being extra friendly to this guy I liked. I felt like things were going well, like he enjoyed my company. Turns out he had a girlfriend and never told me. Everytime I texted him, he apparently told our mutual friend about it, essentially complain about me. They would talk about how to let me down easy. I didnt know any of this until the mutual friend (the one he would text) told me about it in the bathroom at a restaurant our entire friend group was at together. She told me how he texted her, how he thought my college major was dumb. How hes been dating this amazing girl. 
When we got back to the table, I had to hear about how great their relationship was going. It took everything in me not to cry. 
I feel so embarrassed and isolated. I stopped going on all my social media accounts except this one because I didnt want to see him change his status from single to in a relationship. I stopped communicating with alot of people. My confidence is gone. My depressive symptoms are back. And I dont know how I'm going to face him and my friend group again. I feel really alone. I've been single for four years now. And my first relationship wasnt that great. So I'm just craving a mutual, healthy connection. 
I'm exhausted of crying. I'm not sure how to bounce back. I miss me. 
Does anyone know how to boost your confidence after being knocked down? I feel awful.",2.863655913978498,5.213585329749108,4.08874551971326,84.1531182795699,77.42293906810036,7.574193548387097,23.59498207885305,8.515128840125781,1.6705111111111113,1133,37,219,24,27,370,149,279,0.11199999999999999,0.6779999999999999,0.21,0.988,1,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,1,2,1,23,21,1,1,10,1,22,3,1,8,3,38,50,18,0,3,4,0,4,3,6,2,2,1,0,2,9,9,0,2,8,0,1,6,7,7,1,4,22,6,40,14,34,23,7,33,0,3,1,0,40,11,1,1,19,150,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386656255295253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819825462322797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012264810720371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23134236980412945,0.0,0.061133715677307424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608981272180297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032000827289247,0.0,0.0,0.08637660999255617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776138637432722,0.0,0.1175350236126896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013103394362366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521235933191829,0.0,0.0962907608851438,0.0,0.0,0.08530364023081982,0.0,0.0,0.387405480947208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22798050168026696,0.0,0.08020827028313866,0.22113242648850184,0.0,0.09929939569109286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303016689554772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534450250422605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254973433108176,0.0,0.14698474532991065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734712633601724,0.09685732045043302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591344700605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952602742001154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642460957871402,0.0,0.09902081378427434,0.3230104888845267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991535126876055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222945085649733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768799837492146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451883338279016,0.10423606587036237,0.0,0.08060648477652556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662589017001021,0.0,0.0,0.07961627381399664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383312169299404,0.11142198441613373,0.0,0.10908290705294094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059151572262921136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016960167648562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424812953968295,0.0,0.0,0.06458121386112334
lonely,friendspleasee,2019/10/01,Not friendable Been spending alot of time on my own lately feeling incapable or having friends that last. I feel deeply and have a lot to give but I'm beginning to think I'm the problem and it's getting me down,2.565930232558141,4.692813441860466,3.4211046511627927,89.68188953488372,77.37209302325581,6.16046511627907,29.3546511627907,7.1686216300943375,1.6498418604651168,170,8,34,2,4,54,38,43,0.125,0.797,0.077,-0.4678,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,11,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,5,10,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,4,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784906543249006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891649167104011,0.0,0.19554390267538466,0.3590399012921441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050851129208337,0.4221999333403749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181962993424201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581318419638556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23982112032416025,0.0,0.0,0.2182435020876396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NocturnalNympho,2019/10/01,"The worst thing about a long-distance relationship is that you can love someone with all your heart and still be utterly alone in your day-to-day life I may not be single, but I still cry myself to sleep, holding a stuffed animal make the bed feel less empty.  I'm putting everything I can to closing the distance between me and my partner, but it's years away at the earliest. 

I work a solitary job, come home to an empty apartment, and my friends almost never message me.  The only person I do talk to daily, or anything approaching it, outside of work interactions is my long-distance partner.

It's isolating and miserable.  I wish we could just be together so I could build a life with her in it, but international borders force a rift between us.  And the separation coupled with isolation is incredibly hard to deal with.",6.284322580645161,7.213320561290324,6.822741935483871,73.75411290322583,65.96774193548387,9.812903225806453,36.790322580645146,9.888512548439397,3.799567741935484,657,33,115,14,10,215,100,155,0.139,0.7959999999999999,0.066,-0.8576,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,3,0,2,5,4,0,1,12,0,12,5,2,1,2,28,18,10,0,3,6,0,2,0,3,1,2,0,2,3,6,12,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,2,19,2,17,12,4,13,0,1,0,1,16,6,0,3,4,85,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015693612384185,0.16564973846700498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161709857720838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026901632224932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777425926802386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553983574928381,0.17697071088731392,0.17568672175343678,0.20629630367807,0.16489125029253246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374387515626513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087053500378359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235693470973832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327494035049898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895298232237416,0.0,0.0,0.16043299034252675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871589909774034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259408865387773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830839626991109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435221111305682,0.0,0.10676127821901374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335568766130732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164167546054908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965355166857435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607840056400772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717158428746592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005563608233353,0.0,0.13551675247445522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554567876183879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285538174537049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625711499951687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238828255955095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392325533279327,0.0,0.0,0.23287663791989266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299619938344344
lonely,jex42xblastaho,2019/10/01,"How do I hide my loneliness? When people see me in public but don't know anything about me. They don't assume my loneliness.

Once I start talking to people, people automatically know that I am a loner. Once they know that I am a loner they don't want to talk to me or hang out with me. So, if I want to make friends. I have to hide my loneliness.

How can I conceal my loneliness when I talk to people. I think people can tell that I am a loner is that I am very naive. I have nothing to talk about.

Please I need your help. I am 29 years old and I fear being alone forever.",0.6788251366120228,2.5431872377049203,3.076639344262297,91.11255464480877,82.36065573770493,6.033879781420765,19.183060109289613,7.1686216300943375,0.23880109289617435,441,11,101,6,12,152,59,122,0.285,0.634,0.08,-0.9724,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,3,0,7,2,0,1,3,0,15,0,0,3,0,17,25,9,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,27,1,12,24,0,8,0,0,1,0,12,2,0,3,5,70,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851653529529314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259494077392331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722269433936053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824820824863712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258806096880216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523414371562718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216392783708383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348670672366824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685828279070834,0.0,0.16060316005779518,0.3259924589966282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5305376777943874,0.0,0.0,0.16800600588069758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196326025107428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833155468109426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920721500759597,0.13377488720297584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807004978724213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628458325364925,0.1805490056072119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856098069299812
lonely,bleaf3,2019/10/01,"Need to stop thinking so damn much Every day I feel different. Some days I'm content and others, like today, I feel stuck and alone. I get way too trapped in my head. I've always been naturally introverted, it made my days of going to school difficult but as I've gotten older I've learned to be more accepting of myself. My worried thoughts of wasting my life away by being like this have never stopped though. Moving to a different country away from most of my family has definitely not helped, but hopefully it'll force me to get out there more.

Honestly I've never tried speaking my thoughts before, but this really does seem to help!",3.8434053651266784,6.159390926229509,4.791192250372578,80.46625186289124,74.1639344262295,8.042921013412817,27.484351713859912,8.841846274778883,2.3844000000000007,511,20,92,11,11,166,85,122,0.14300000000000002,0.693,0.16399999999999998,0.7837,2,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,1,0,6,2,1,1,2,24,21,8,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,8,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,6,3,11,5,17,12,5,16,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,4,11,56,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039804182264608,0.0,0.0,0.12886378696951314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29100988854872195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178249347262708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996339455598053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236112215071469,0.0,0.0,0.1355272974871603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304841893039749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599713243399373,0.0,0.15661329230942764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618257890338166,0.0,0.08801587619840756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589407333623552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076114528131084,0.0,0.0,0.1538203059287949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938887107181007,0.15132277895303478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654121617127694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460171386190767,0.1138468636993467,0.1148337332598627,0.238889731208368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921333397120796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673614934044874,0.0,0.14098732886087406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25895558604612634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992340888477022,0.15215844622761568,0.24589808506409774,0.0,0.0,0.1467981281816338,0.0,0.0,0.10514618921341996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292815914823388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727744186470893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,darkenvis,2019/10/01,"Ever feel lonely even though you have people who appreciate you? I get this weird thing where .. even tho I'm surrounded by people who love me or appreciate me. I still feel lonely, sad, etc. I'm not sure why ? 

18 F. I'm also struggling finding friends at my college and all my hs friends left so I'm by myself most days. Yes I have friends I game with online. But the feeling of being physically alone with no one to look at face to face, go out with often, etc.. I don't know how to quite describe it. .. it just sucks ya know :/",0.4299572649572632,2.741648462962964,2.2907407407407407,93.43602564102564,87.51851851851852,4.8045584045584055,19.41880341880342,6.297961479604792,-0.0228982905982904,406,12,89,4,13,134,75,108,0.185,0.636,0.179,0.4407,0,5,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,1,12,11,1,1,1,1,4,3,2,1,3,21,18,8,0,0,4,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,6,0,1,0,4,13,5,12,17,4,10,0,3,1,1,10,6,1,3,3,58,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592037211101115,0.0,0.14355574184604264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577043797323178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40040683190302856,0.2371320655735714,0.1623789494647615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723000971785086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407078478539472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160717524785518,0.0,0.09378765031181736,0.0,0.10202084931048236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731028399329573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950403951735788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074493206934406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201665667303486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164202810395552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489021408162788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909331887721281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433585753042238,0.0,0.0,0.1876649974643087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918800663175967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925984636605788,0.0,0.17636970265354887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198172673647934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vnnem,2019/10/01,"How can I make people realize I am just being friendly because I crave human interaction I consider myself a pretty lonely person. I am in a committed relationship and there are people who like me and care about me but I always crave human interaction as I feel depressed if I don't. 

For years now, however, if I talk to someone (mostly towards the opposite sex) they think I am hitting on them even though the context of the conversation would be about school or work. It's also difficult to make friends with women but I am not sure why. I don't connect with them easily either and don't talk the the friends I have often. I'm not the best at keeping in touch but try to reach out monthly.

I wonder if it's me and if I'm giving off a vibe that gives off the wrong ""feeling"" and wondering how I can change that. I am worried when my wedding day comes I won't even have bridesmaids to invite to my wedding or friends to have during my baby shower. It really makes me upset and makes me feel like I'm the only person. 

I am pretty busy with school, don't go out to drink or party anymore, and spend my weekends with my boyfriend. I do try to make friends and talk to people but have stopped eating in the university cafeteria because of anxiety and just feeling lonely since I have no one to talk to or sit with. 

I just really would love to meet people and make friends who don't want to get into my pants. The one friend I did have moved to another college.",5.259537353052714,5.539731883959043,6.26345278725825,79.14923302995831,68.04436860068259,8.968448995070156,30.612248767538876,8.841846274778883,2.394630792567312,1154,42,224,18,18,385,144,293,0.12,0.687,0.193,0.975,2,4,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,2,15,19,0,1,13,0,27,5,0,8,2,62,53,28,0,7,18,0,5,2,7,3,0,0,1,5,7,19,3,2,8,2,1,3,9,6,0,2,1,5,37,13,36,46,3,22,0,3,0,2,31,11,0,12,9,163,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161936649219662,0.07451929117470885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390919632753154,0.06851149692162806,0.0,0.08881730517845163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918724719482206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398542018979664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913101792032216,0.0,0.09474031210250554,0.07714614291992196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057757393187791675,0.0,0.07713603011544741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877325810699911,0.0,0.09164002103862784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830420777999262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113252459664414,0.0639801336096498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843451159628964,0.0,0.04679027124758083,0.17182406753998802,0.05089778021173607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960311668024685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750686667958245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082944062628135,0.0,0.3586832927234239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148420766786498,0.09518580302186463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137341048990485,0.06811276743533372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24835249937869086,0.1563968902977659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222502505347732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474608183543762,0.0,0.0,0.09615159628804393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127461601088596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408316471422721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588206106120161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487435831159465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440719749154511,0.0,0.0,0.28793277428962577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573850430381061,0.08799011596492591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160777941066706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282353011818775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081201422525029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194243298667599,0.06519916886916115,0.09095032639621538,0.0,0.12723862968881205,0.09791743108578678,0.0,0.05767230802080635
lonely,daerk420,2019/10/01,the hardest thing I've ever had to do I'm majorly messed up with the love of my life we've been together 13 years and I took her for granted. I looked at other girls. I didn't cherish her. she became distant and I ran away. I didn't know I had already found what I was looking for a while I was still looking at other girls. I met another girl and things went terrible. that's when I realized how much I love my ex. I tried to run back. I did everything I could to get back in her life. she offered me friends with benefits and I agreed because that sounded awesome. I thought maybe I could become her boyfriend again or that I already was. I wasn't. I didn't own her. she found someone else while I thought I had her back. it hurt and I deserve it. I told her that I couldn't be friends with benefits with her it hurt too much. I wanted her as my girlfriend or I wanted to rip the Band-Aid off and quit hurting. that was Saturday it's Monday Tuesday and it feels like an eternity. she still thinking about it and hasn't decided yet. I just want her to be happy and if she can't be happy with me I have to deal with that. but it hurts and I'm scared because I cherish every moment with her. I took a big risk with this ultimatum. but I just don't want to hurt anymore. I don't want a dead relationship anymore. I want what I had all those years ago I want the love of my life back and I'm scared that I'll never get it back. I am a terrible person who's trying to better himself and this is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. I've never Loved someone enough to let them go for their own happiness. and my anxiety is through the roof. but no matter what she decides I've been told my Life Will go on. God I hope she chooses me. and I'm just freaking out inside waiting for her to make her decision. I asked her everyday and she says she's still thinking about it granted it's only been two days. so i give her more time. that means I still have a chance. that means that I still have hope. but it hurts a lot.,0.11902097902097708,2.296542787878792,2.0317244755244768,95.77804825174827,87.32167832167832,5.110321678321679,21.400512820512823,6.55674776486733,0.2978510582750582,1572,55,359,18,50,519,181,429,0.126,0.718,0.156,0.7122,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,2,23,30,0,3,13,0,37,8,0,2,5,71,82,28,1,13,10,1,1,1,3,1,4,2,0,4,33,24,0,1,15,0,0,7,12,13,0,1,28,6,78,17,37,46,9,46,0,6,3,4,49,9,0,6,31,255,111,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060387421188617986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503520739368532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714334872447858,0.05211433313094505,0.0,0.13512052247690534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368632794343032,0.0,0.06400432243529397,0.26191404398655793,0.0,0.0830549736852339,0.07523711432804757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060249748416697266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087822308449873,0.0,0.0,0.04393405726934778,0.07023239393442006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056908488798849174,0.0,0.0,0.07038984291385728,0.0,0.0,0.12324331133256773,0.05739703325250613,0.0,0.0612250586233326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03444531630390735,0.048667481320833324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493879237329639,0.10526417924742408,0.0,0.07118349160792972,0.06535032146455799,0.07743237245609448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755637322603055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532412258374285,0.0,0.0,0.4375660477080395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03743892425628155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966095052404361,0.1924707262651177,0.0332817279310191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161988659306507,0.0,0.0,0.057916210359973325,0.2459366725210867,0.0,0.0454730019665547,0.0,0.06843926744968487,0.14841304505112615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015730267859932,0.0,0.10508217063683176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181103336066498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948286059889491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245778626209769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313920356694763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054174585234324064,0.13640712565845164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544173420498667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27201779520451336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577478876062007,0.08730164670150121,0.0,0.10816498642814233,0.03972339276957751,0.0,0.0,0.13018995239238054,0.15137555244451845,0.09250284422732158,0.0,0.06654681451869335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812672644149884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315121800788569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773867183386465
lonely,Thewarior2003,2019/05/18,"Friends Hey ( i'm male15)
So I don't like groups of people, i prefere talking to 1 guy and nobody else. 
That was also the case 5 years ago, I had like a 'friend' group that i played around with but i really didn't care about most of them. 
And every year that went by, someone left my life. 
It came to the point where i had only 2 friends, i like that and i didn't want anything to do with other people. But then my only 2 friends had founded a new friendgroup where i didn't fit in. 
So for more than a year I was alone, nobody cared about me. A lot of people didn't even noticed I stayed home when i was sick. 
It was truely Hell for me, then I changed schools and i found a few guys I like. And it's much better now, but i don't have a bestfriend, and I still barely leave my home for friends. It's better but i still feel so unimportant and lonely. 

Thanks for sticking with me",1.1217112299465235,2.7963904759358336,2.266844919786095,98.40262032085563,80.06951871657753,4.827807486631016,19.55614973262032,5.0885558068054335,-0.5344631016042779,677,16,161,2,17,215,99,187,0.193,0.643,0.16399999999999998,-0.7007,0,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,14,17,1,0,8,0,15,2,0,0,0,23,25,18,0,2,4,0,1,4,5,0,2,0,2,2,9,12,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,15,1,25,15,19,10,5,21,1,1,0,0,12,7,1,2,15,105,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348333560790432,0.0,0.0,0.12090786453669615,0.0,0.0933572689829953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606741593893817,0.1039237211853013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20649482335808206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335199365958939,0.2380492701423003,0.0,0.12349588154274192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752163827158043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710594416344294,0.0,0.09835883596378277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902746229324849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25599968243618443,0.450966781414941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311827326849984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23420031257598425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361124520070535,0.12683880422071353,0.0,0.08245720867338667,0.2281338830707193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924852752196604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581763853020359,0.0,0.0,0.1127486218140511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290973805666936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757269470763853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24279931765685706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103574275303718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478690018727631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814753407907735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891377615364044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442975129575297,0.1864580950032456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383152481984562,0.0,0.10747889104156373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885652235435957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821953576632816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22553100242886998
lonely,endomobo1,2019/05/18,"Why do we keep advancing society in this direction? People say this is the best time to be alive, but I just think it's the easiest to not die in.
I don't have any friends, I can't get a job because I didn't do well in school, so how'd it end up like this? why would we do this to ourselves? Obesity, depression, air pollution, drug abuse and loneliness all our biggest problems are caused by our attempts at progress.",5.245058823529412,5.1480751529411775,5.894117647058824,83.08352941176473,68.05882352941177,10.564705882352943,34.64705882352941,10.355215969177356,3.3459882352941177,328,15,71,8,5,107,65,85,0.22699999999999998,0.5920000000000001,0.18100000000000002,-0.7859,1,0,1,0,1,0,11.0,4,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,3,0,11,2,0,1,1,12,14,3,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,6,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,1,1,8,4,9,11,2,10,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,45,14,2,0.0,0.2676303787906823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360586736853513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769410190852396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370466947012291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204056097224895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454976042365274,0.0,0.23442735328408434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619486131051315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006227268228333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451401140096726,0.0,0.11801276326705315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241506399061033,0.2007721586908151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035335836221588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659646724891416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161362625263511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962851661063714,0.0,0.22860220485176924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473452105657136,0.0,0.0,0.13171220577098244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309287902324785,0.0,0.4076423944386205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045838038036989,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,o__dear,2019/05/18,"but of course i have friends to talk about it, so i lay here in my bed with depression squeezing my chest right, waiting for the release from the shackles that hold my mind. i can only hope to sleep again.",7.315365853658534,5.84508504878049,6.2196341463414635,86.98359756097562,64.36585365853661,9.175609756097561,35.134146341463406,7.1686216300943375,2.1311365853658537,161,6,35,1,2,48,35,41,0.105,0.728,0.166,0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,8,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34315016531538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30781077155627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39571127500807896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40228077942668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030089488730649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402401774033452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39869797803177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202270681720447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_nuni_,2019/05/18,"I'm scared of relationships. Relationships scare me, even though I want one so badly. I mean, I want to be loved but I'm just scared of that commitment and vulnerability. Maybe I have trust issues. I never tell people how I feel. 

I remember being close to this one guy I really liked. But instead of asking him out I got scared and acted as if I wasn't interested at all. At the time I told myself that he could do better and that he wouldn't be attracted to someone like me. I then found out a few months later that he did like me back. but by then it was too late because we were distant and things got awkward... the thing is I've done this with every other guy that has ever shown any interest in me.

If only depression wasn't a thing.
 
It sucks because I have a lot of friends but I don't have any best friends and I have a lot of crushes but I've never had any bfs. 
It's sad feeling so alone. Especially when I'm forcing myself to be.",1.3903947368421044,3.3804825561224514,3.4841783029001085,88.4563104189044,80.58163265306122,6.3712137486573575,21.030075187969924,7.475848149327749,0.6560244897959189,735,21,160,11,19,250,111,196,0.18899999999999997,0.618,0.193,0.021,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,2,11,21,1,5,6,0,21,1,0,1,5,35,36,20,0,6,8,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,14,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,9,0,2,11,2,23,12,17,19,5,18,0,2,0,1,15,6,1,4,14,115,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041331566411395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23718830468184016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869013008815123,0.0,0.0,0.0893990042512707,0.09707467674005407,0.14174558631068432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201075520924498,0.1028250992741486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282647629113812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013707731713196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897732646611485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679055808081271,0.1051664617335904,0.09795651927726468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757204508084412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747628406647374,0.17964887763960374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597214601286724,0.0,0.0,0.2302371270352093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134827598165886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114963085247894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040056108718138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976851434684608,0.10493181893572116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680172373655234,0.1266443967982737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279994860349174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179338253048718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756551863352394,0.08842318497267249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080602065581304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448099967937091,0.0,0.0,0.2496457185377841,0.1317032172649873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655978358789114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850918959786034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016189111798072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317197415776799,0.0,0.1142277225355764,0.0,0.0677938400138752,0.0,0.0,0.11109419649902866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371497576863114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,invincibledescending,2019/05/18,"Movie Night #1:John Wick 3 Let's all go to the movies alone together.  
The first movie night is John Wick 3. I understand some people may not be old enough to go see this movie because of its rating, or may not want to see this movie, but that's okay because there will be other movie nights. This post is for people interested in seeing this movie, alone, with other lonely people.  


Let's choose a date somewhere within the next 2 weeks. I think the easiest way to choose a date is first to say the days we definitely can't go; so for me, I'll be busy Friday and Saturday (5/24 and 5/25) and I can't go on those days. Tell me which days are good for you. And then we'll pick the day and time where everyone, or most of us, aren't busy.  


Then we'll talk about it, we'll talk about how annoying it is that we can't sneak snacks into the theater because they check our bags, and we'll talk about the overpriced snacks we end up buying (or how we somehow did manage to sneak some snacks in) and we'll talk about how awesome Keanu Reeves is, and how much better the world would be if everyone were more like him.  


Okay people, let's create an awesome movie night!",5.690701071080817,5.053670118143462,5.5605063291139265,87.66747809152876,67.22784810126582,8.811295034079844,25.825705939629987,7.882392219407189,1.0921719571567667,906,18,203,9,13,282,123,237,0.047,0.7879999999999999,0.165,0.9868,0,4,0,0,0,0,30.0,11,1,1,3,12,8,1,0,12,2,28,3,0,5,1,39,38,20,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,9,0,1,0,0,13,14,3,0,4,0,2,4,6,2,0,2,2,4,19,6,22,20,7,34,0,1,3,0,20,8,0,10,21,123,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167386405765407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957089940010559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946474937281602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27606743723436583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478495104127324,0.11057676406610788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045179112998989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205654527663254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432800195515409,0.089760453957237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282951987893224,0.0,0.052282909362995504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866952083799111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381337736383453,0.4017113508128076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229592863470332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967673671286672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249232895260588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510390252136497,0.0,0.0,0.2558351447931979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440635852256567,0.0935372328978761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857192167418634,0.0,0.0,0.06240224510178844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140806373592672,0.12872780358444755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312116847961746,0.0849448027240066,0.08584226830735693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760215283201779,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,saddx,2019/05/18,"People are lazy and boring, and I’d rather be alone, but it’s lonely being alone All people seem to want is just to have fun sending memes, playing video games, doing small talk… which I am not against; not at all. It’s just that whenever I start being at least somewhat serious, people are put off by that.

Nobody will read my messages if they are longer than 20 words. They say that they are too lazy for that. Some say (or imply) that it’s not worth their time. Even worse, I end up killing conversations by sending a “long” message, and I feel bad for that. One person even took their time to explicitly tell me that if I write a message that is not super short, people will be put off by it.

So how the heck am I supposed to communicate with people? Or is it supposed to always be low level, always being about dumb repetitive stuff? I am completely alone when it comes to topics that cannot be explained in less than 20 words.

And maybe people will say, “you are selfish for assuming that the things you write are worth others’ time; you’re selfish”. And maybe that’s right. Maybe I am selfish. So I can just decide to stop talking to them altogether, if I’m such a bad/selfish person.

But it would be so lonely.",3.900041666666666,5.279059587500004,4.4091666666666685,87.19916666666668,71.875,6.833333333333335,24.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,0.8690416666666665,951,26,192,9,18,301,123,240,0.255,0.715,0.03,-0.9958,0,7,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,6,1,14,14,2,0,5,0,29,0,0,1,3,40,37,17,1,6,15,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,2,22,7,0,1,5,4,2,6,5,11,0,1,1,4,19,3,25,24,6,26,0,3,0,0,25,11,2,9,9,136,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551977684281633,0.0,0.0,0.19024392501991624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090196882175667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847507133974504,0.11986053616978698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012520600434176,0.0,0.0,0.15101228473625133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578027546371229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264762334449616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116807584391273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34454421748101194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746502160936311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755233865503792,0.1996366162514863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298428822599566,0.0,0.0,0.1143492109851272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762718208585852,0.0,0.2727314416484817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040710639169404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809150633221475,0.0,0.0,0.09557519659674224,0.0,0.0,0.13086707428007072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837693980284497,0.09991921098895644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594798212325747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997971614098556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701180965809375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674278803828884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650008854175868,0.08120842249225077,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,taco_deli,2019/05/18,"Lonely salesman We moved to a new area for a better school for my son. I haven't been able to meet people because I am on the road so much but I love my wife and kids so I love coming home and spending time with them. Lately, my wife has made a bunch of friends. Since she is stuck at home watching my son all week while I am gone she wants to go out with her friends and let lose when I am home and can babysit. I am happy for her. However, that means I spend all week alone on the road and half the weekend alone. At this point I see another adult in a non work setting 1 day a week. Even worse on the road sometimes I might actually see someone else for maybe 6 hours a week (6 1 hr meetings). I am just so lonely and I can't seem to make any friends. The new neighborhood is fairly wealthy and white. I grew up in a poor minority community. I feel like I have nothing in common with these people. I just wanted to vent. Thank you for listening.",1.1794049193335103,3.0617704422110563,2.548003173763558,95.44943665696907,80.75879396984925,5.596508860089923,21.528960592435865,6.5966054737557815,0.1808231155778892,734,22,171,7,19,237,118,199,0.11599999999999999,0.695,0.18899999999999997,0.9644,1,6,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,1,3,7,12,0,0,12,0,15,2,0,2,2,26,32,13,0,2,3,4,1,1,3,1,0,1,3,2,3,13,0,0,3,1,3,5,2,3,0,1,4,6,27,9,24,26,4,35,0,3,4,2,21,15,0,2,15,102,30,2,0.11871713679423318,0.0,0.11585080035830735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459103010073277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073172400416387,0.12448526906659604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236886469713884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499566004870836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102264301414547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656273200859602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991729343413122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078411549204608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060026951414007934,0.08481154624660574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751616961899017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746968467765374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637659965364986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572489034248739,0.0,0.11691246599619468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339181012584001,0.0,0.0,0.12139631570420616,0.0,0.05799919640345678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281410940520974,0.0,0.0,0.2142937019665488,0.1123330252949846,0.07924461066382572,0.0,0.11926732057752973,0.1293177650901458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594012142511904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617752854757386,0.08727075531259346,0.0,0.0,0.2293155009783476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391229457295195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460702954314488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222606704029398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014808044120855,0.1892043753309771,0.10807562263363513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820404234523107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005886447540835,0.0,0.11741428387882424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929878940977833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922491716264187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004488627238346,0.0,0.380910904916128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864274895004769,0.0,0.12098290468206395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Philipp_01,2019/05/18,"I think I’m at my lowest point so far Don’t know where to go to vent ,lm about to turn 18 ( literally in about 3 weeks) I have had my finals these past couple weeks and my life has just fallen apart. I’ve had two very close family members die last week , and I was one of the first to know which caused arguments with other family members as they didn’t think I should have been one of the first to know and now it’s just escalating, this week on Tuesday I was about 2/3 of the way through my exams abs i got dumped by my now ex ( we were together for 2 years and a bit ) , and on the very same day my closest mate killed himself and I found out Wednesday morning - I am very self destructive which causes me to go into drinking a lot , and I’ve seemingly been pushed away by friends before I could ask for help so now I’m all alone , with an entire summer ahead of me and I’m just not sure what to do anymore .",4.6163352272727245,4.124793531250003,5.352689393939394,87.77488636363638,69.41666666666666,8.648484848484847,26.30871212121212,8.00094639256281,1.204910416666666,706,17,164,8,11,230,120,192,0.141,0.8290000000000001,0.03,-0.9654,1,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,3,13,5,3,0,7,0,16,2,0,2,2,33,31,11,2,2,4,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,7,14,1,0,7,1,0,4,3,3,0,5,10,0,20,2,30,19,4,36,0,0,0,0,9,13,0,2,18,106,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413886458183244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844444623092288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210793886113488,0.0,0.12168395445616915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020804147800488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413972409640206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660959253715709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340748499575236,0.14330629460904593,0.0,0.08352669976692158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344165072760641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268757565803575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441911304447653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187775828826016,0.0,0.220331416848916,0.0,0.14200691934674456,0.10006325437128852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721314006419026,0.0,0.103585273656937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681142312612436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328956873211673,0.0,0.21353478237481507,0.10557231356549482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148053677416768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010933692551228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755259345710999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236370766058248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243388867895423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790592951710804,0.1351127782240233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206670443246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659764402929774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087553239193165,0.12651769816456188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205912351089102,0.0,0.10280327306932746,0.4155576735336938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340365260697975
lonely,Last_Kindheartedness,2019/05/18,"I graduate tomorrow and no one cares Tomorrow I graduate with my Bachelors in Nursing, and no one cares...

There have been a lot of changes occurring and I'm having a hard time dealing with it, to be honest. One, moving away from academics and now into the ""real world"" scares the absolute shit out of me.  Two, no one has time anymore.  I know this sounds trivial but I really wanted to go out, and celebrate, but none of my friends can/want to. My best friend of over 10 years is now a new mother.. so going out to celebrate with her isn't going to happen. My other friends are all in their mid 30's and are working or busy in their new relationships.  It sounds stupid and trivial to whine about wanting to go out to celebrate, but it still sucks.  I'm probably going to come home after dinner and go on Reddit to be honest.  I'm so tired of being lonely",3.093546218487397,4.7977774470588255,4.6245378151260494,83.53470588235297,74.52941176470588,7.915966386554623,25.672268907563023,8.634040054169528,1.869932773109244,666,23,131,13,14,223,99,170,0.183,0.653,0.165,0.654,0,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,2,7,14,3,1,5,0,11,3,1,0,1,27,28,14,0,2,4,1,1,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,5,17,1,0,1,0,0,8,5,6,0,5,1,3,12,8,32,24,4,32,0,2,0,0,9,13,2,2,11,95,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101553300628727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411971571527278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863908498738742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693856061760382,0.0,0.13975263561929385,0.11379925357704927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361974385082517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061986950115844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504797656186024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682257491362705,0.0,0.11834272493865762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251498971659373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260304395961929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231340777731348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404097849229349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551812556680796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580789134769603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243465437963454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036770616892314,0.08463170010533187,0.0,0.0,0.1418344388154182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226304891658636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560685537922018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550153528900304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406635146526526,0.15183859100175595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905021700944544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23376197712156324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961761206760022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850731528035812
lonely,iiScourge,2019/05/18,"Why does it always come back? I want the pain to go away, the physical weight in your chest when you think about what things could be. I thought I accepted living life alone a long time ago, so why does it come back just to kick me in the ass every once in a while? I loathe the day I can be happy alone. Maybe one of these days I'll learn. I'll have to learn, considering I got my whole life alone ahead of me.",1.8224188311688287,3.0264892613636363,2.587857142857142,98.90000000000002,76.8409090909091,6.392207792207793,17.116883116883116,6.868970318607317,-0.5337389610389609,317,4,81,3,7,99,60,88,0.177,0.746,0.077,-0.8504,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,6,3,0,0,6,0,5,6,2,0,0,10,12,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,1,11,2,11,7,1,17,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,10,46,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384927674349472,0.0,0.0,0.4854365584363056,0.0,0.0,0.12999991051993368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678778406807153,0.2402699109702256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691649777783076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474081440249656,0.0,0.0,0.2015171059175572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734443393396083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163459908093458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879186542013955,0.0,0.12495528149246216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663149024975101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070658926974102,0.0,0.0,0.13795823448813474,0.13826292540805896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695890574167906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638501579316578,0.10586877742968856,0.0,0.16624489527344655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379549180515896,0.10010898309065247,0.0,0.12403301892299075,0.09110179716700807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215136215683764,0.0,0.0,0.19025195681127768,0.0,0.0,0.28195530184494383,0.17443063002959566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,supersadandhurt1111,2019/05/18,Watching edc live at almost 2 am and realizing realizing I'll never have friends to go with... I've always loved music festivals but I have absolutely no friends so I always watch live streams :(  I wish I had friends,1.7456910569105697,4.536042146341465,3.76768292682927,80.22111788617889,90.95121951219512,6.635772357723577,28.784552845528456,7.793537801064563,2.5299723577235778,172,9,31,4,6,58,30,41,0.309,0.537,0.154,-0.8307,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,8,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,5,3,6,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,1,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558511869704045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252009854182304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5922072104996451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520928715553666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512309048237346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306030912486968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970610819083824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29381795336025274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,preferreddust77,2019/05/18,"Hopeless Laying in bed with a tear soaked face wanting to desperately talk to someone that doesn't exist. 
I hate this feeling but what do I do?",4.914642857142855,6.235206892857143,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,69.35714285714286,7.028571428571429,31.857142857142854,7.1686216300943375,2.0204428571428577,115,5,21,1,2,37,25,28,0.14,0.738,0.122,-0.1251,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947767015109668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5755808359651939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939645977614602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685843895291794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438619542255987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chaiteadream,2019/05/18,Currently drinking to forget how lonely I am Hahah coming up on a year without sex and am drinking to forget the loneliness of everything. I just want everyone to be happy and peaceful.,7.849411764705883,8.399286882352943,9.08705882352941,60.191764705882385,62.529411764705884,11.505882352941176,40.52941176470589,11.20814326018867,5.372105882352941,150,8,20,4,2,52,27,34,0.22,0.581,0.19899999999999998,0.0258,1,2,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,9,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,4,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851410436913301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6485394806581161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316300050863115,0.29749590964272715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523727735383243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524186095726198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190876898334565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21316350343283275
lonely,NightProcrastinator,2019/05/18,"Afraid of going home I'm about to graduate from college tomorrow, and everyone else around me is happy. I'm alone in the dark room, and I can hear others having a great time, celebrating. Tomorrow my family is coming up, and I haven't been looking forward to this. I accepted a job near school, which is about 3 hours from home, but my family acts like so far away. I'm not being paid much, but it's the only job offer that I had and it seemed like a good place to start. I'm afraid of all the questions I'll get and the judgement I'm going to face when we get home. I know a lot of them will think I'm terrible for leaving my family. They'll think I'm stupid for accepting such a low paying job and for spending too much on my degree. I don't want them to hate me. I wish my boyfriend could understand more and comfort me, but he doesn't get the amount of pressure on me from them. I'm sitting in my room wishing I could celebrate like everyone else, but I'm just stressed out by myself.",4.211103678929767,4.4118027004830935,5.38425120772947,84.82090301003346,70.30434782608695,9.074544778892603,27.51727982162765,9.057496981413335,1.914294983277592,777,24,170,14,13,259,116,207,0.113,0.705,0.182,0.9368,3,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,4,0,8,17,2,4,10,0,15,1,1,0,1,32,43,13,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,5,0,6,11,0,0,8,0,3,5,4,8,0,0,3,2,24,9,27,35,6,26,0,1,1,0,9,15,0,3,10,103,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302640133424428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057446633408248,0.0,0.0,0.11160329307640593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232356218064477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968180161225698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846080740481656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270100964999528,0.0,0.0,0.335942414340698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618223989840071,0.0,0.13501756487705,0.0996320037946819,0.0,0.13096190910968186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644983316728772,0.0,0.11727651527941395,0.0,0.0,0.13388037818502915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574559242856406,0.0,0.11698021517362492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536301248869169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528164157136837,0.0,0.0,0.12577715039266218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409841843712048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975026567176364,0.0,0.0,0.10098755135191664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464265504696888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034205379781053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410601638586292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306742900177473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021770461302253,0.0,0.10813825098101706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407729388313644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606888348814528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222645740419258,0.0,0.0,0.06926503205676783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366034416653132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006302018572798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273195918504634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jigmest,2019/05/11,"Chronic loneliness and dysphoria I have been chronically lonely all my life. I am a FTM and had a difficult childhood. I have been developed a fear/loathing of people and I have always been made fun of for not having friends. Honestly, a lot of my isolation has been dysphoria. I have recently changed jobs into one that isn't working out. Within 90 days I have had to go to HR for bullying and harassment by my sup within the first 90 days which isn't a good sign. I left a 10 year career for my sups bullshit. I had surgery a couple of days ago and I have been approved for 6 weeks short term disability. My mom is my only friend and she is leaving in a week. I am scared and have no one to turn too. I am older and an only child. Whenever I try to make friends everyone else has established family and friends. How do I help myself, meet people and not go insane these 6 weeks? Please help me.",2.5901666666666685,4.5333002944444445,4.2030555555555535,84.96625000000002,76.6111111111111,8.055555555555555,26.25,8.841846274778883,2.0736666666666665,703,27,143,16,16,235,104,180,0.205,0.6940000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.9589,1,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,2,11,1,1,10,0,26,3,0,3,1,20,31,11,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,3,12,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,3,9,0,22,7,18,22,3,22,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,1,13,99,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250459169012555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737766750658672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922843035861172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608612108012218,0.0,0.27292643234150954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784199459503004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347939823211434,0.0,0.0,0.13298385272354818,0.1587377315677979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999011035019788,0.0,0.0,0.4359469423189488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034137277312416,0.11831891854310747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910625437867745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998558812189427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936783207293006,0.1532679100385171,0.0,0.09963862493522306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199287117310101,0.0,0.13347944020791788,0.09416221314368996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521402708265684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911790570742795,0.21457310296294047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559389680826264,0.0,0.0,0.15484738762575198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392850098869372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123101934216098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957741094478103,0.1534385873707862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33946233236250856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269725120288756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084145713802963
lonely,LyGladiatrix,2019/05/11,"Found a nice song The song is ""love myself"" by Olivia o'brian (no hate). It's quite motivating, somebody may enjoy it.

My fave lines are:
I spent my whole life thinking I was wrong
And nobody likes me and it’s all my fault
But I’m done with that shit",-0.9691880341880328,1.014687807692308,0.505641025641026,101.72824786324787,103.6153846153846,3.0803418803418805,13.47008547008547,5.033348758259628,-1.3689555555555557,194,4,45,1,9,61,44,52,0.14300000000000002,0.562,0.295,0.8748,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,2,0,5,3,1,1,1,9,11,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,7,4,2,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,26,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32666675150943936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500016755070501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31515773866996755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22547028901501906,0.15595183664844098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28810309863090705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395233826343073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276685845497849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453944238939534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35639103205729994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490103987756784,0.0,0.0
lonely,wsxcvbnmko,2019/05/11,"Pls read I dont know who needs to hear this but you are worth it and your life is worth living. Whatever situation you are in right now you can make it through. 


These are some nice words from a nice person on reddit who wants to make this world a better place. 😊",0.7944242424242418,2.9942073818181854,1.7159090909090935,99.08719696969698,84.27272727272728,5.121212121212121,14.62121212121212,6.42735559955562,-0.8445151515151523,206,3,49,2,6,64,43,55,0.0,0.72,0.28,0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,0,9,12,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,6,12,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,1,30,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498120414342498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33103985723752405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31835183388346106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523208549982914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995091527689131,0.0,0.0,0.2494164815947918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770871663344747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943977762533703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466323134461547,0.2951095481505621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825354484117029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412184520572389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174957629234972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660164294363056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LemonSniz,2019/05/11,"If anyone wants some one-on-one voice chatting, I'm here for you. I'm in a good place in my life right now, but I've had my fair share or more of bullying, loneliness, and depression. I like talking to people, and I've been told I'm a good listener. 27F/NB, USA if that matters. 

I'm not really into text chat, but if any of you need some undivided attention over voice chat, DM me for my discord username.",4.46929411764706,4.179629105882352,6.0329411764705885,82.08823529411767,69.70588235294119,10.094117647058825,29.94117647058824,9.888512548439397,2.546458823529411,314,11,70,7,5,108,59,85,0.19,0.647,0.16399999999999998,-0.7589,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,16,10,8,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,7,4,9,7,3,7,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,6,2,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062349898888279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205445364053926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612072609022276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5087394178145144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420959837000225,0.14816311470333668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248719420897496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055045874993812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102502423440726,0.0,0.3168541237689761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942834605996605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589921666123484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24375810883580445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897888728841546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788773624038885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Edgelordsmurf,2019/05/11,"Just looking to chat to new people Here is a little about me
My name is Callum and im 16 almost 17
My hobbies include Video games (Xbox one) games like borderlands 
Comic books (mainly DC) my favourite character is The Flash 
I enjoy chatting to people pretty much about anything",2.018653846153846,4.862821634615386,2.8296153846153835,86.35288461538461,92.26923076923076,4.138461538461539,21.884615384615387,5.985473137389443,0.6875692307692312,223,8,36,2,8,70,42,52,0.0,0.838,0.162,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,5,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,2,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32176561541544185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644272408542029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470915798106118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698562477231873,0.322057112890703,0.0,0.0,0.2698363015286491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362145494533627,0.0,0.0,0.31034255147815804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774154874351773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44553957601395294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269081672403913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FarUnderstanding4,2019/05/11,"21M Looking for friends  Hey! What's going guys? I've been looking for friends here but haven't found any yet. Just few things about me: I hit the gym 5 times a week and pretty much into fitness and a healthy lifestyle. On top of that I'm a huge gamer, been gaming since I was like 8 years old. I'm not able playing a lot now though, cause I'm at my dorm and got only a creepy laptop that can't handle heavy games. Music and exercise are basically my salvation, it helps keeping away myself from getting depressed since I'm not much of a social person. But every human being is going to seek for communication eventually, so am I. Looking forward to hearing from all of you. 

My Instagram:  [https://www.instagram.com/xander8ukv/](https://www.instagram.com/xander8ukv/)  in case you'd like to see who you are going to talk to",5.355,7.35797935294118,5.270081699346407,79.98786764705883,69.19607843137254,6.930065359477124,26.47549019607843,7.492282038375204,1.3789568627450979,663,21,119,7,12,206,109,153,0.04,0.769,0.19,0.9706,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,0,1,7,6,0,0,7,0,11,1,0,1,1,15,28,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,3,6,5,0,1,1,5,0,4,4,1,0,0,5,5,11,5,19,20,5,18,0,1,4,0,16,9,0,1,9,72,17,2,0.1637886275325266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138188327347744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388480715872732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825603812981313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410709048919382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379989828417343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795857760913755,0.25308537467274506,0.0,0.08557279775944274,0.0,0.2792545546114127,0.0,0.1309967278136366,0.0,0.0,0.1621764920685393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460168702402024,0.0,0.10978406451896053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455828577837594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003770025850378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41262358772215263,0.0,0.0,0.13924723399140607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408069739948611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186861238264226,0.0,0.0,0.12456863183671164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301391193952978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663191727507695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051833035833088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709752904797626,0.0,0.0,0.16696187938117554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316470946077029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881388626300824,0.0,0.16092149495042338,0.0,0.09550646586746796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138135742887952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547450610985526
lonely,EdLinqueni,2019/05/11,"I feel like something is missing This year I've met some fantastic people that make me feel happy and welcomed. I've been more social, I even went to see a movie last night with some friends. Despite all of this, I still feel as though I'm missing something. I wish I just had someone to be with and hold hands with. I wish that there was someone who felt warm inside when they thought of me. I held hands with a girl friend of mine (completely platonically) and for those few minutes I felt more whole than I had in a long time. I don't understand why nobody feels that way about me.",3.628205128205128,5.090869427350427,3.7005128205128233,91.68615384615387,72.67521367521367,6.567521367521367,25.82051282051281,6.937597516519254,0.8560358974358975,461,15,99,4,9,141,78,117,0.037000000000000005,0.747,0.21600000000000005,0.9657,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,0,3,0,7,2,2,1,1,24,25,6,0,2,1,0,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,2,8,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,10,10,15,6,14,14,7,10,0,2,1,0,8,1,0,2,8,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315257566776915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907746158634143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340113824263966,0.11798042854187996,0.3171323670745897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25518298133920586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758011266702961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346161380208443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068205745085505,0.0,0.0,0.1461491285414533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102363244099769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549784560568043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449153296909355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131600084372007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834568258073865,0.2798555607045933,0.25427511895431915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318859130501488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225523460654265,0.13110758052067148,0.09629803669510964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192294591762872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108531137673446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309211739138476,0.14901869583138114,0.1843797568619661,0.3798197994559776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634869343673566
lonely,tfrancisq,2019/05/11,"Does anyone else feel like they can't do anything by themselves? Even for things as small as watching YouTube, I can't watch gameplay without someone commentating or else I just feel lonely. When I'm leaving class with a friend I get anxiety when they start to leave without me. In general I can't just do things without someone to talk to. I also just feel crushed by intense boredom, not having motivation to do anything sometimes. When will it end?",4.98,7.212943666666671,4.823333333333334,81.85500000000002,70.66666666666666,6.704761904761906,35.80952380952381,7.447530270364453,2.7273523809523796,364,20,62,4,7,112,55,84,0.152,0.7659999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.5988,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,8,3,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,0,14,14,7,0,0,8,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,5,8,2,14,13,0,7,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,1,6,44,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759303535255532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162228709494594,0.0,0.0,0.12030548078166856,0.1762915948527476,0.2831746794118968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505672712999635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28746124149764435,0.0,0.15239045217325092,0.0,0.0,0.11364129453171125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609898873830355,0.12291676423265938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292995601522198,0.0,0.08989210267065828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643646952434307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405781836919071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915647993439392,0.0,0.17016767748952075,0.0,0.12178204652825635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829200931394858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286125799800277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975672226446493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dongHana148,2019/05/11,"Fuck Eeiiii this loneliness........ oh my god. How to throw it. I want to be happy, i want to be good. But i am so fucking lonely here... and i am really scared of that. I have friends, but still.... this loneliness is hurting me, so bad. 😞",-2.0820833333333297,-0.5239467083333302,1.2399999999999984,95.67166666666668,109.83333333333334,5.466666666666668,15.75,6.937597516519254,0.2552750000000006,170,5,40,4,9,60,35,48,0.327,0.503,0.171,-0.9231,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,6,10,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,4,8,0,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25018989133221176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23150390340708135,0.5540313628339489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513268366460412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31897618590353416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207746730402252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195936408828185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999955185918059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23929576741586164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35347511960984257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BearfangTheGamer,2019/05/11,"The saddest game collection   So, I'm a different kind of lonely. I have a romantic partner, but no friendships outside that.  She is great in a lot of ways, but likes arts and crafts, not games, really.

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I feel sad when I look at my game collection. I'm a gamer, and I love games. I have a pile of the coolest looking board games. Pandemic, War of the Ring, Arkham, ect. Never opened them except to look at them, since I don't have a friend to play them with.  

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I collect and paint Warhammer and 40k. I collect opposing forces so that when I have a friend come over, they can pick an army and play against me. That has never happened. 

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I always buy a second controller for my consoles. So that my friends and I can play together. It is just what I use when I forget to charge the battery on my main one. Along with that, I buy games that I think would be great for couch play, like Smash Bros or Mario Party. Multiplayer doesn't happen.  

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I do all these things with the idea that I'm going to share these cool things with my friends, but I don't have any.  I've really tried to make friends, but it never goes anywhere.  I almost feel like I'm insane, getting things to enjoy with hypothetical future friends.",2.8071092346388795,5.076664119834714,3.1415774344232865,91.27940172475745,77.22314049586777,6.026877470355733,24.15810276679842,7.079830092131019,0.8569620553359685,975,33,198,11,23,300,130,242,0.105,0.627,0.26899999999999996,0.9942,1,2,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,4,1,7,23,1,0,14,1,16,1,0,4,4,39,34,17,1,1,8,1,2,3,7,1,0,1,1,1,15,14,0,2,4,11,2,2,8,3,0,2,0,7,29,20,25,32,3,16,0,2,3,1,21,6,0,3,10,127,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762692831363363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281392107131318,0.3792608537069652,0.4253286821628972,0.059508649141526176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538065745093812,0.0,0.0,0.09814800661295367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142755499722864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849365809523398,0.06251595157907533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056522027179187,0.0,0.045719478323258435,0.0,0.04973298715836687,0.0,0.0,0.19295643348087374,0.0,0.0,0.15476661270257538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878622638098436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112643497741484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825641487920267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045481354437066,0.0,0.0,0.07439643277692506,0.07897966308082563,0.0,0.058412474036937764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247540184119245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059297893151239824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212012371963684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238777534220031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440989115219666,0.05607178931230479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594123958513389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755790801792358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946002044607727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062163390132510925,0.0,0.4253286821628972,0.0
lonely,ragnarlothbrok9,2019/05/11,Older I get the more I lose friends I have not one friend anymore. It’s sad I don’t even know why I own a cell phone anymore,-2.0508620689655146,-0.2147203103448269,0.2581896551724157,106.12452586206899,96.93103448275862,2.9000000000000004,17.594827586206893,3.1291,-1.2528,97,3,26,0,4,32,24,29,0.3,0.584,0.11599999999999999,-0.6534,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6317277284150592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036454633654536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492140643186283,0.0,0.16640175981341346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750378561388899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563171516891461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582209892745813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873943882478241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DISASTERPIECE69,2019/05/11,Please help Hey I’m 14 and life sucks my family don’t love me as much as my little brother and I had a gf who I loved so much she doesn’t wanna be with me anymore my heart was crushed into pieces another girl came along and healed it but then crushed it again and melted it this time beyond repair I can’t love anymore I know I’m only 14 but this was something special this new girl was so sweet and amazing she made me happy but then she fucking broke me and now I love her but I hate her 😭💔 I can’t do this anymore,-1.4843381642512057,0.4799613826086997,0.7538405797101433,101.03723429951692,100.3913043478261,3.2512077294686,15.954106280193233,5.033348758259628,-0.987821256038647,409,11,97,2,18,135,67,115,0.11699999999999999,0.602,0.281,0.9779,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,5,12,3,0,1,0,10,8,1,1,0,17,22,16,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,8,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,6,1,19,8,7,15,3,10,0,1,0,5,16,3,2,0,6,64,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897599859796444,0.0,0.0,0.479441633691495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430849453765488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191443713459346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489772039095407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715432860932851,0.0,0.15909865840617424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909592006551009,0.10801300159459516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856181962613767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382243267809135,0.0,0.1615109773784006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5817634898420084,0.15248057273825566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23692221799279806,0.0,0.0,0.15563614900924252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255906071770087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689030097383304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240583331385296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396573259733272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ijustcantseemtowin,2019/05/11,This is miserable... Everyone feels the same and nobody is getting relief. there is no miracle,3.314791666666668,6.213382562500001,4.927499999999998,69.23416666666668,98.375,9.633333333333333,30.33333333333333,8.841846274778883,4.843608333333333,75,4,10,3,3,25,14,16,0.1,0.588,0.312,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7958196827168907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211117707369683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351274631038157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Degenerate-Mooty,2019/05/11,"Been alone for so long now, how do I get out of limbo? Be it due to autism, or looks, or social anxiety, I have been stuck in a Forever alone rut for so long now and not a day goes by that I don't feel weak from severe depression. What is the point in it all? How do you escape the nightmares? Is there no escape for most of us men?

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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tT4d1LQy4es](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tT4d1LQy4es)",6.8000000000000025,9.271518266666668,4.389000000000003,85.85950000000003,66.33333333333334,7.133333333333333,20.5,7.793537801064563,0.4942000000000002,350,6,64,4,6,96,55,75,0.209,0.72,0.071,-0.8848,0,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,2,1,10,13,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,5,0,11,9,2,10,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,3,6,47,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729386551691101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473832283012541,0.27743222495584224,0.0,0.0,0.17466318920747298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724668045174485,0.0,0.1966505714826172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544480064215153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928710314611805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041097494564631,0.1917302139538158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583498130634807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579351554297988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327421733154013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27463929755051275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27743222495584224,0.0
lonely,alluringrice,2019/05/11,"Last night I comforted myself to sleep by pretending it was my last night on earth. It was the only thing that made the pain stop enough for me to fall asleep, and just wanted to someone else to know that about me. I want to start by saying I have no plans to commit suicide. However, I don’t remember a time in my life where I wasn’t begging god to just end it for me. I don’t even believe in god. I can’t remember a time in my life where I wasn’t so fucking alone. It’s always been this way and its gruesome. 

Last night the pain was so intense I cried for hours. The only thing that allowed me to lull myself to sleep was me envisioning tomorrow being the day a semi truck collides with my car. The suffering would end right then and there. 

Why doesn’t anyone want me? Why am I placing my value in someone else’s hands? Why can’t I be vulnerable with someone? When will my suffering finally, permanently come to an end? These are the things I go back and forth on. I don’t need a solution. I just need an actual person to stand beside me while I pick myself up from the dirt. Is that so much to ask?",2.6604560892770515,4.006447187772928,4.160312954876275,87.89487020863659,74.93886462882097,7.534303736050463,23.639252789907808,8.167268648758528,1.1665223677826302,862,25,188,14,18,287,120,229,0.149,0.767,0.084,-0.9585,2,1,0,0,0,2,21.0,0,0,0,1,13,6,1,0,14,0,21,9,4,3,1,24,33,10,1,6,3,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,14,7,0,1,3,1,0,4,9,5,0,0,8,2,31,1,28,21,2,38,0,2,0,1,3,11,1,0,21,129,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.10412850427340994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105140048671269,0.0,0.0,0.0887869516268278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461048564367888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997545952399216,0.0,0.0,0.08204941402411409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021978315225128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919167473502772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721022564014635,0.06881577634754213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782763569250634,0.0,0.283526375612271,0.11025459491259353,0.0,0.07047752204718573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688990598575145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864687938507208,0.0,0.0,0.06064280374027565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508274588908953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058642174168383784,0.26093599073428714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507375288709133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096667324089924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844031452010138,0.15824053226813214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30040571337286964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230763583813645,0.2270828866853298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931705261453615,0.1114838177022195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417515025404591,0.09112532652396856,0.0,0.08485594941414902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356374611526924,0.0,0.2712319231132793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552621522409317,0.0,0.0,0.08921000085622864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167177455657695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266980738208324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244408680872737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888117884414435,0.08469731315944788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888534881952406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580003701832415,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lonely_Rando,2019/05/11,just alone im a 29yr male and i have no real friends i mean i have 2 but they are married and i feel like a third wheel i have terrible social anxiety. like a lot of posts ive read tonight i just want someone to care. to hug and cuddle with lol ugh. but i dont know if i will find that and i dont know where to look. im not out going. and i sorta hate people it goes with my anxiety. people are loud. idk. feeling depressed tonight bleh,-1.8330584192439865,0.05177937113402109,0.8000412371134011,100.844529209622,100.64948453608248,3.8237800687285226,16.77594501718213,5.6839178017228535,-0.6562475601374569,337,10,83,3,15,114,63,97,0.23199999999999998,0.551,0.21600000000000005,-0.2048,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,9,1,0,3,1,9,2,0,0,0,24,19,8,0,2,6,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,8,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,4,13,5,7,18,1,6,0,1,1,2,4,2,0,3,4,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413353176021688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720128671721703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126551573880548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531275308287566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167296668221129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978872002325538,0.12701094244902844,0.0,0.0,0.16249393607692733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735765905164646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010403490667467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755276811865805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840805561608061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541397767106344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371532350252755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492961552395601,0.0,0.0,0.1511479998811338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366197111585887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465099963537879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027063238690926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778349354433854,0.2023603279780245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123127764546684,0.15063819886903632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486327497734008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,I_luv_burds,2019/05/11,I dont know what to do Im (21m) lonely all the time. I have 2 amazing friends but they live in different states now so I rarely get to see them. I do talk on the phone with them as much as our schedules allow but its never enough; I always miss them so much. I struggle to make friends as well I feel like ive socially stalled out and cant make new friends. All acquaintances that i struggle to make fall through. Ive never dated or had a gf or anything either. I just dont know how to open myself up more. Idk how to be more comfortable or how to initiate friendships that actually develop into ones where i dont wind up being the one that gives and initates things 90% of the time.,2.6471212121212133,3.8251686111111134,3.93767676767677,90.1477272727273,74.69444444444444,7.180808080808082,26.285353535353536,7.686295010490155,1.240744444444445,536,19,120,7,11,176,89,144,0.083,0.7140000000000001,0.203,0.9597,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,4,0,9,11,0,2,5,0,12,0,0,7,4,27,22,15,0,0,7,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,4,1,2,1,2,18,7,19,19,8,18,0,2,1,0,13,8,0,3,9,86,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.14057471393789964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986343617870085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854314742172498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505044741739979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064862857512459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488450088506134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283740377701481,0.10291132055517667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338844152041197,0.0,0.07526162156212188,0.1381885336594159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560170042017354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833525922492506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037690216923348,0.0,0.12720122628360733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884690077427348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179070710377795,0.0,0.22220473822653947,0.1391270532955183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522775663472094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479139917760554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684364786822768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30119044400104195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578415189801915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570225285437284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167996645641048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952073131632855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PapyrusTheRoyalGuard,2019/05/11,"I moved and now have few friends Hi guys,

So, I moved a little while ago and left behind some close friends at my old church. I was excited to meet new people at my new church's collage group, but I recently realized that I just don't fit in there. That's left me pretty void of good friends. That brings me here. I'm hoping to make a friend or two. If you have Discord and want to talk, feel free to DM me on Reddit and we can trade user IDs (I don't want to make my Discord ID public as I fear spam).

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Note: I'm posting right before bed, so I might be a while in replaying to anyone.

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Thanks,

\-Papyrus",1.5585897435897458,3.4044296538461585,2.7950000000000017,94.31916666666667,79.38461538461539,5.871794871794872,21.602564102564106,6.816661863887847,0.3355641025641032,485,14,109,5,12,156,86,130,0.094,0.6559999999999999,0.25,0.9692,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,0,0,6,10,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,2,0,19,18,12,0,4,4,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,2,3,2,1,0,1,1,1,16,10,14,15,2,23,2,0,0,0,12,11,0,5,8,62,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618419003792058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840250195360853,0.3185247991713723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164604252371628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152951794514522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748834050475332,0.06627209933123898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050523491529263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993391913747186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977827971032288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301804520338407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848123061977596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136492634630226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497829177288102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904281394050744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786098413561506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531732713562969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137534192327906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086629551836432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552725511676738,0.1333436387294223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294141900764061,0.0,0.0,0.11193166051065223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534778036652406,0.0,0.12067013329713525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280347395579034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546150253385952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185247991713723,0.0
lonely,in0wetrust,2019/05/11,"No one cared about my brother until he killed himself People keep telling me that my life matters but I don't see it.  None of them even try to give a shit.  They all just go about their lives.  I try not to care because like, hey, it's their l;ives. but like holy shit, maybe if I just shot drugs in my veins and died evereyone would fucking love me",2.2979166666666693,3.8646951805555614,2.365000000000002,99.48,76.3611111111111,5.355555555555556,21.722222222222207,5.46131890053228,-0.245544444444445,271,7,64,1,6,81,58,72,0.24100000000000002,0.59,0.168,-0.8317,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,0,5,9,4,0,1,0,2,7,3,0,1,11,10,5,2,2,6,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,1,13,5,7,9,2,3,0,0,1,2,11,1,3,1,3,38,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325921450892095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123126557143072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985162780899605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23448775107658396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335511618682295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869305982087596,0.0,0.1939686194388374,0.11491489290781935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972460862507236,0.2237042894198032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281980646523115,0.1975693669026524,0.0,0.17854626284673145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824933518657914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031370301647303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701592103115096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017998796198428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112718351010222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151106918306139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673167111984653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27456099047149124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363704510885578,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ivegottatellyou,2019/05/11,"I am miserable without my boyfriend So I feel as though all of my friends have abandoned me for whatever reason. My boyfriend makes me feel so happy when I’m with him and even when I’m not, just knowing that He’s there for me gives me peace at mind. He’s grown to be my best friend, which I am completely ok with and I think he is too. But there’s times where I feel lonely as hell when I’m craving the presence of a friend. All of my ‘friends’ I guess you can say, have what feels like abandoned me. Maybe I’m being melodramatic but I really have no friends anymore. I have this constant anxiety and thought that they’re deliberately ignoring me or excluding me, and it makes me fuckin sad.

 I’ve had some other things going on lately and as much as my boyfriend listens and helps, it’s nice to be able to talk to or lean on someone else’s shoulder ya know? Everyone around me seems perfectly happy and grateful for their friends and I truly don’t understand. I get friendships wither and grow apart but maybe I really don’t understand that it’s happening to me. 

One thing that I can’t stress enough is that just a simple “how are you doing, really?” can seriously make someone’s day and it’s such a simple gesture to show you care.",2.3487634408602176,4.5708059193548385,3.380322580645164,89.23215053763441,78.51612903225806,6.875268817204303,25.252688172043012,7.937092434478242,1.4375317204301077,980,37,203,17,24,314,136,248,0.107,0.6729999999999999,0.22,0.9876,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,1,2,16,24,2,2,4,1,19,2,1,5,3,47,44,26,0,0,9,0,4,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,15,13,0,3,12,1,0,3,6,10,0,1,2,6,34,14,23,39,6,16,1,5,0,1,20,6,2,5,8,134,49,0,0.11244721557658567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602181213452433,0.0,0.11151742238379812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010186205728257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800641530573194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464743049439455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789876613424585,0.12151549243310003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251915152085404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393521970268592,0.0,0.0,0.11618803272604987,0.0,0.07427032537338715,0.0,0.0,0.10744813330298618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22742676342524684,0.08033231327592885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5212586389025489,0.0,0.058749029051096475,0.1078696154823662,0.0639063439592735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387328536878872,0.0,0.0994367013717424,0.2394043038575056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537099831540978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359609786430112,0.0,0.12684535702634833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054936029602468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22517816869292956,0.0,0.2259366839594249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135396326344796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266164179124097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619714343150709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610969702162675,0.11561446567003802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942253912725624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236772183886114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905523217060683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880790552349522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038081245563742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940986698130387,0.07205163532191368,0.11047881837829797,0.0892705286919432,0.06556887567926081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23412303415855104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839510312758316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Manguepuch,2019/05/11,"My not so exciting routine   When i get back from college i pretty much just spend the day at home playing videogames, cleaning, working out, studying, all just out of boredom. Sometimes i hop on my bike and ride for 1-2hr with no real direction or objective.

It's no secret that i suck at socializing especially with women, i just get super red and anxious when i talk to one even if im not interested in them. The only one that i declared my liking to didn't batted an eye to me, it was pretty shitty.

 Although i have a handful of friends once the weekend drops i have 0 contact with them until monday, i don't think they like me either, sometimes they don't take into me account, when i try to make new friends or start a conversation everyone is rude to me, like if i did something to them.

I don't know how nights have i spent looking at my ceiling recounting what i did in the day where did i f up in x conversation, how much of what i said was wrong, how can i approach this other person without  looking suspicios or creepy, maybe because of my overthinking, by overcomplicating thing i isolate myself, idk.",5.368558322411534,6.034273798165138,6.288361730013107,77.71256880733947,67.89908256880733,8.61389252948886,33.92005242463958,8.634040054169528,2.8022584534731316,880,40,164,13,14,292,134,218,0.155,0.75,0.095,-0.8513,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,5,2,13,13,2,1,7,0,14,2,2,4,1,30,26,16,0,2,12,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,2,9,8,0,0,4,3,3,2,9,4,0,2,8,6,34,9,29,18,4,27,0,0,4,0,16,12,1,5,15,124,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132291528933738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661056513521036,0.0,0.09244528540079178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560521340826906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016431894122003,0.0,0.0,0.14490941085408907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343309897342921,0.0,0.15846319384698984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211871833946325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380953469259826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334364299692515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222676403853874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546979619655311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122848658674104,0.0,0.15235421387249384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296245535365802,0.0,0.0,0.14646586638802842,0.0,0.14231456504150453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150379082694466,0.20552582579147224,0.11533772279764536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241615235134285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30856798538344354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726124930544164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425520850054968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545895036166295,0.0,0.11674865615384986,0.2999742231340166,0.0,0.10733964092926536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402297898081093,0.12189165025816548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075045109902732,0.09717209321943622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296134542632533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461865371769075,0.0,0.1104040248079421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580699843611754,0.0,0.0
lonely,LoveSad-Kid,2019/05/11,I talk aloud in my empty room My roommates think I have imaginary friends,2.255714285714287,5.171803142857144,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,89.0,5.6571428571428575,28.42857142857143,7.1686216300943375,1.8875428571428567,60,3,11,1,2,18,12,14,0.121,0.6709999999999999,0.20800000000000002,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6008270188652093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6250628389545604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983004522972167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,saffiebee,2019/05/11,"Anyone else struggle making friends at uni? 20(f) second year of uni. Was really unlucky with flatmates first year (they’re all selfish dicks) and never had the confidence to join societies. Here I am second year with anxiety as high as the heavens that I can’t even face going to lectures by myself. All I want is a solid group of friends and to feel a part of something, but I’m going in to third year where everyone already has friends so it’ll be harder to make friends than ever. What makes it worse is that my bf (who is amazing and understands me completely) has a huge social yet all I have is him, which makes me feel pathetic and I just want to have a social life aside from my bf.",4.191240875912406,5.473107284671537,4.825992700729927,84.86380656934308,71.04379562043796,7.815766423357664,28.2985401459854,8.238735603445708,1.88505605839416,546,20,107,8,10,175,91,137,0.107,0.7090000000000001,0.185,0.8689,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,6,0,14,3,2,4,5,22,26,8,0,2,2,0,2,0,6,1,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,4,2,2,11,6,18,22,4,15,1,0,0,1,11,5,1,0,8,76,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612949152161058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181457925788296,0.0,0.0,0.10220082793665516,0.14976164706013564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324951431746694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210074175288355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653952848591983,0.1322131376830058,0.0,0.13966536532071575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478091848646957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432648927165572,0.0,0.0,0.4517018335014684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613602490821858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442962709127633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323951197225573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902607422574147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127302029149973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828068799787828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363599861638502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979903012524797,0.0,0.1125237044048748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280169153584824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521612246326465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242188714217674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895296281401696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764976767945505
lonely,knownbeat,2019/05/11,"It’s the weekend and I wish I had something to do. Well it’s the weekend and it’s just me again. Recently graduated from college and moved back to parents house for a little. My job actually has many offices and places me at one close to my house, which isn’t ideal for me because I’m not near anyone close to my age at all. I plan to move here in a couple of months (maybe have to be sooner this sucks) to a nearby big college town. But until there it’s just me. Literally nobody near my age for 20miles. People are fucking flaky.
I’m trying to be positive in this situation but on the weekends when I have free time it sucks so much.  People my age want to drink and go out and have fun but I can’t do that because I have to get back home. Tinder and other apps haven’t worked at all (where I believe that people are so flaky). I just want someone to talk to. Even more of someone to hang out with. I want to be on my own. 

I’m putting on this face every weekend that I’m alright when I have zero friends. 
People say they are “looking for friends” but aren’t serious. I know I’m an interesting person and I can get along with anyone. I don’t do well online but I can’t seem to actually meet anyone in person either. 

I’m trying. I’m putting the face on when I see people even tho I’m lonely as fuck inside. Just need a friend.",0.763048226776295,2.80280690747331,2.844481531476255,91.9274021352313,83.12811387900356,5.157000859001107,20.721683642164685,6.311591054244273,0.14247689287029086,1035,31,228,9,29,349,133,281,0.045,0.8029999999999999,0.152,0.9793,3,2,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,3,20,16,4,0,9,1,23,5,2,0,2,36,47,21,0,6,11,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,13,15,1,0,2,5,1,6,7,6,2,2,1,3,26,11,41,43,6,44,0,1,2,2,10,21,4,1,17,154,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.2098211225099493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255125427663531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533129206024105,0.0,0.13106958586873044,0.0,0.0,0.12112269366068948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895358592102878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053151660424302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420136867502894,0.0,0.0905786257546816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491771130960806,0.19877553326159564,0.11233512397584867,0.0,0.06109826143053705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783750263301548,0.0,0.0,0.2480954840749503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668333333631756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908260613312324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774947379025507,0.0,0.0,0.09027814737036308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899443174656047,0.1080044462573141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581043790273071,0.22852419313031264,0.07902944038947432,0.07971449877905762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284899590884487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937293309261468,0.0,0.0,0.37265637791183387,0.18774056649591545,0.11232111675471124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614688593088688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061494210788428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549325990016532,0.0,0.0,0.08566853723270948,0.09786962363149927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084149387895135,0.0,0.0,0.18217934005445044,0.08276353924634458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864094261320602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268774052402235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597933087672832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022985910694196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332200274017253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362684563117207,0.0,0.0,0.07826580742912649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Skies555,2019/08/21,"Feeling Lonely every second I’m not with someone I objectively and luckily can say I have a great family that cares for me and I have friends and close friends.

However, as soon as I’m left alone, I can’t help it but feel that no one really cares about me. This thought is on my mind almost every other second of the day. I feel as if even though I have friendships and a family, no one really cares enough to check up on me/text me first and all that. I feel like unless I hit up someone, they’ll never talk to me. 

On the outside, I’m an extrovert that loves to hang out with people and can easily strike a conversation with anyone. But on the inside, I feel as if I’m in the background and I’m not important in anyone’s life. 

I love myself emotionally and personality wise. I think I deserve good things and I’m respectful and a good person. But every time I’m alone, I always look at people and feel as if they have more genuine connections than mine. That they have people that check up on them and I don’t. 

Anyone feel this type of lonely? What helps you cope with it?",2.450155502392345,4.227904068181818,4.158516746411486,85.87145933014357,76.5,7.358851674641148,21.1244019138756,8.20500826718156,1.002363636363636,845,21,176,15,19,284,112,220,0.075,0.67,0.255,0.9931,1,6,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,4,1,4,15,0,0,9,0,11,3,0,0,2,40,34,25,0,3,9,0,7,1,2,1,1,1,0,2,13,18,0,0,9,0,2,1,7,2,0,5,1,9,26,13,30,31,3,20,0,2,1,2,16,14,0,4,6,122,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118618774510756,0.2313966687008865,0.0,0.0,0.09295204193919293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23433162858671425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34168874151826256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204399759121896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565921854407092,0.0,0.11542675519909927,0.0,0.07378369754864914,0.0,0.2823626122237301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062133740050776,0.0,0.3953891143559802,0.07980596660019924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502085027319278,0.0,0.0,0.17261443052367662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873948479680212,0.0,0.12316116364469128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975431750664264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213737289594142,0.0,0.07890439331845342,0.054576082336170284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380864159297196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164608215075303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127957077334818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615798447463027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139578174073526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323378776224819,0.1950825091993247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312914740586752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883663223268863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930380069388175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978862684257828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421545806289541,0.0715795446128822,0.10975494828890796,0.08868561778745779,0.0651392607666843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,qualityyoucantaste,2019/08/21,I feel abandoned 34M. didn’t go to work today. I often go swimming multiple times a week and that makes feel better. I haven’t done it for a week. Today I couldn’t go to work. I feel weak. I looked around and found no one around to share my feelings with.,0.4272222222222233,2.5800602407407425,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,85.48148148148148,4.340740740740742,16.407407407407412,5.46131890053228,-0.8366814814814818,199,4,46,1,6,63,35,54,0.158,0.742,0.1,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,14,14,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,5,1,0,4,4,2,0,1,3,5,7,2,7,10,0,11,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,5,27,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36776959414123855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826881209422322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113855893187515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417777685463512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264855853794179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35218341144597937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346083273888593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378823563779405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997238382284613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044850266151833,0.0,0.3915950001289073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313846373900135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300760539002695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mobpsychoisreal,2019/08/21,"Am i gonna get married? Never had a date before. I’ve been told that I’m fairly good looking. But I’ve never had a proper date before (probably less than a week), but a lot of hookups tho since i was 18 (now 22).

I can already see myself not marrying because I’m afraid to be vulnerable with anyone. I don’t trust people at all. Maybe because i see how unsuccessful my parents are in their pain-in-the-ass marriage. Co-dependent spouses who deeply despise each other.

Ugh. I don’t want that. But i love children. I would usually spoil them. And i also like spending time with them. I used to work as a part-time math tutor for students of age 6 until 17. I want to have my own kids. But I don’t want to sleep alone. Lol. And I don’t want to let my kids see me switching partner every now and then.",0.6105056553559578,2.733908736526949,2.7959980039920183,91.54140884896871,84.38922155688624,5.148236859614107,21.852628077178977,6.42735559955562,0.3981606121091152,617,21,133,6,18,209,110,167,0.096,0.7490000000000001,0.156,0.823,1,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,1,5,7,1,1,5,1,15,2,1,2,3,22,30,13,0,5,5,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,5,4,21,4,15,21,5,14,0,0,4,1,13,2,0,1,13,81,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649135939573331,0.175713556181551,0.12733566016588185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133686946912083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412947760104607,0.0,0.270984911938761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341576017275877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831907676717659,0.0,0.0,0.13355403101088822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282280680355166,0.0,0.07779142139512303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371255788777134,0.0,0.0,0.13537110618352796,0.1437107124384843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996729211856578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456149943316268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694312635512091,0.0,0.17680535867552885,0.17242987806346302,0.0,0.11038958807907777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167617921868766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806555487972889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171617047313194,0.0,0.1593443516647761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284791921221518,0.0,0.0,0.15215047531422696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752304117691566,0.1753686422222084,0.0,0.375670403653998,0.0,0.1277241865223588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592086912868772,0.0,0.0,0.11311196749968715,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kourinkovax,2019/08/21,"i hate my life i’m home alone all day every day. i live in the middle of nowhere with my bf who has lied to me so many times i don’t know how i feel about him and i will probably never trust him. i only work 6 hours a week and i’m alone other than that constantly except when my bf comes home from work around midnight and i cannot even stand being near him most of the time. i have no friends here and i don’t want any, because they’re either racist and hillbilly, or just not the type of people who i would typically be around. i have a lot of friends, but it makes me feel lonely that i text them constantly, but can’t see them. i don’t want to tell them about my shitty boyfriend because i’m completely humiliated by the shit he’s put me through and i don’t want people to know. he is so sweet and supports me financially and everything, but he’s lied so much about other women and made me hate myself so much and compare myself to everyone to the point where i can’t even have my friends come visit me for a weekend because i’m so insecure and worried he’s going to look at them or want to sleep with them. sorry i’m rambling i have so much to say and don’t know what to do or how to say anything anymore",2.7122975708502044,3.6341936346153862,4.0883805668016215,90.12398785425104,74.19230769230771,7.1659919028340076,24.45344129554656,7.475848149327749,0.8740769230769239,955,28,219,11,19,316,130,260,0.17800000000000002,0.738,0.085,-0.9777,0,4,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,5,2,19,11,3,1,8,0,19,3,2,4,2,46,43,27,0,5,10,0,2,0,5,2,1,2,2,1,8,18,0,0,5,1,0,5,11,5,0,0,1,7,37,6,30,38,7,25,0,1,2,0,24,8,1,5,11,144,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22918481505037144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524078966517382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972776885152047,0.0,0.0,0.09104946580067304,0.1969908153656195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234018017640773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906176757129828,0.1160067035421142,0.2391307758116739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271069982235804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615684116246666,0.0,0.09322119663310924,0.10572378452239364,0.09943847103892124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188848699304464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564466888613581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628807623796702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21847340223372916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196717942270602,0.0,0.1089607136694216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824189050576678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815016910518831,0.0,0.0,0.09769947866417504,0.0,0.09291195199271894,0.0,0.0,0.09406441636904388,0.0,0.10469274170630444,0.0738548217147943,0.11217427145868313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244005214507386,0.0,0.08533442528706232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414871387918375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534113514858921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459305817243472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929147997638367,0.0,0.0,0.11122641344531553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597493725603153,0.0,0.0,0.08816785955961011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135730805370885,0.0,0.0,0.11072254533201616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385537763839888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555595731045374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670654460395804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903322692711922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26103958417040923,0.0,0.08875085238018457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109832012156722,0.1123629721901932,0.0,0.07859735734734649,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thereallesdennis,2019/08/21,"I feel like I'm wasting my life staying at home alone always I feel like I'm wasting my life staying at home alone always - I feel like there's so many things I simply cannot do because I have no-one to do it with. 

Right now I have such an intense urge to just hang out with someone or have someone I can talk to on the phone, but I literally have no-one.

Going to meet ups and starting new hobbies is probably my only chance to make friends and socialise, but I have very little confidence that I'll be able to make those real connections I desire.

Sorry for such a low quality post, just needed to rant about my feelings!",7.3407291666666685,5.412969531249999,7.572187500000003,78.77072916666668,64.625,10.095833333333333,35.39583333333333,8.344100000000001,2.691464583333333,492,18,101,5,6,161,80,128,0.107,0.73,0.16399999999999998,0.8563,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,11,2,0,2,0,19,22,6,0,2,5,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,14,4,16,21,0,16,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,6,60,18,0,0.14567546818417587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017517032325718,0.0,0.0,0.24242731869535736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880241329426238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946315750879583,0.3122117507343303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254850535547123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279072566154884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922487444807825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578978262779865,0.2135090262079996,0.14600508943920112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944790124029728,0.14769206006990926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801651381141142,0.0,0.14069427493357614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079275794207076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395168301017126,0.0,0.15706279343200175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581057521230813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440605387205088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24686070291537995,0.0,0.0,0.16307176000594148,0.10310984616827958,0.31054133269306977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170884232377802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678030804156687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019751762116535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tea-yo-ng,2019/08/21,I hope for someone to want my time and attention No one ever wanted to text/talk to me just to initiate a conversation or ask me about myself or just want my attention. People only text/talk to me when they need something. Even though I have friends I feel like I'm forcing them to be friends with me. I feel incredibly unwanted because of this,3.2844607843137257,5.367362838235295,4.621176470588235,82.11696078431375,75.02941176470588,8.062745098039215,28.98039215686275,8.841846274778883,2.4674333333333345,275,12,53,6,6,91,47,68,0.062,0.737,0.201,0.8319,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,17,11,5,0,6,4,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,13,4,10,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220075001509082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350272695381666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548497523935162,0.21294030291392385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380590397454435,0.16817575091845866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363751768312132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338135785461356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150086142688252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455228650845298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595187701170682,0.17903863534357953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320248848772284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994607056944807,0.1812288258253076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37842458118037936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23128747926796756,0.0,0.13726848455567822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165497792482025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thetootydiaries,2019/08/21,tryna make a huge groupchat i really need online friends this year bc all my friends irl are tiring me tf out and i need a change. i love them to death but i think i just need high energy people in my life so i wanted to start a groupchat over discord or snapchat or something as an escape yk,-0.20488160291439075,2.1001806065573803,1.174644808743171,98.71293260473593,95.3934426229508,4.0225865209471765,18.25318761384335,5.82211442006289,-0.352903096539162,231,7,51,2,9,73,47,61,0.095,0.695,0.21,0.6501,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,13,9,6,1,4,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,6,9,1,7,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,2,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26605836492094354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38862343585245296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26572826509206443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776450343244314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269925898833319,0.0,0.1678811765703316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594620993892304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436152162247484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112019391064436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362041673238456,0.0,0.0,0.17801614762264262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115389935719568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28906737303958124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483438437208354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196062302001807
lonely,ockedman,2019/08/21,"One of the worst parts of my loneliness is the fact that the people around me know how lonely I am and want to help me but still let me alone Most of my schoolmates know that I feel bad. I cry a lot, they ask me what's wrong and I explain them that I'm almost always alone and that I never text or hang out with anyone. They're kind to me and tell me that everyone's my friend.
That's not the case. I'm alone at recess, lunch or even in the classroom (in these last two cases, it's not always alone but it's been getting really worse lately). People see that I'm alone but leave me like that. I'm never part of a conversation in the group of kids I ""am in"" (I feel pretty much apart) and I'm never invited. I sometimes try to propose to do things outside of school but it also never works. I'm not mad at them, it's their choice to not be my friends. It just hurts that they know that I'm alone but still won't do anything with me (I try to be with them but my social skills are almost non-existent). I've come to the conclusion that I'm just a uninteresting person who cannot have friends. That's why I still don't spend time with the people who want to help me.

Sorry if this post sounded selfish or anything. Also english isn't my first language. I'm desperate to not be alone anymore but I don't really know how to express what I feel. I just want help.",1.876252873563217,3.3032887344827597,3.3638793103448283,92.46696839080464,77.17241379310343,6.21264367816092,20.70402298850575,6.816661863887847,0.19064367816091954,1063,25,243,10,24,350,131,290,0.19699999999999998,0.6990000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.9801,0,9,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,6,4,12,12,1,0,11,0,17,1,0,2,5,54,41,20,0,4,19,0,3,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,24,12,1,0,9,0,1,2,14,7,0,3,1,5,34,5,28,35,6,23,0,2,1,0,23,9,0,8,12,159,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794848697266793,0.6079797894300212,0.0,0.13412652909726644,0.13955741813411982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316714773410032,0.05863725779170921,0.0,0.13802020131480258,0.07465368345337653,0.07839830911871913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002006997778124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072238452320143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211689425945922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538911311391285,0.0,0.0,0.08013236483720103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272072661035415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133175482960613,0.0,0.0,0.1943713964266749,0.0,0.04381368465917265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686299095989961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897744706381935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873278749592369,0.18435029631624744,0.0683575542312429,0.09459837146242796,0.08879623117071712,0.0,0.08575311073891398,0.0,0.040970036719008285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129525456105905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616471653293362,0.0,0.25871375419132353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682609003349124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162564223712965,0.0,0.17441507286610228,0.07322381181468163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031524128565355,0.08531634431501273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074464522509776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848713701678338,0.06682601385357427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548528650277104,0.0,0.0,0.08294024435077837,0.09387503817428412,0.0,0.0,0.2009134696524996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329783122460977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557132339259112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048899770581212886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387163949122585,0.0,0.08191958782953779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838940421630367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567111738256385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610514910195411,0.0,0.08546108143838042,0.0,0.0916883645646902,0.0,0.0
lonely,iamdisgustingok,2019/08/21,Is it okay for creepy people to be lonely? Serious convo,0.5881818181818161,2.873626454545456,3.718636363636364,78.19795454545455,102.63636363636364,5.836363636363638,14.590909090909092,7.1686216300943375,0.9018727272727278,45,1,7,1,2,16,11,11,0.27699999999999997,0.584,0.139,-0.2263,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JCalamare,2019/08/21,Any Europeans up for a chat? Quite bored and lonely atm 😕,-0.7675000000000018,1.3174239166666697,1.5,94.995,101.5,5.7333333333333325,14.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.09653333333333423,45,1,10,1,2,15,12,12,0.392,0.608,0.0,-0.6318,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5386689944784581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8425174861019603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,publicjournallol,2019/08/21,"a I plan to cut contact with my family completely. Once they are gone I will have no one left. 

It seems I can't make friends so I'm going to be alone from now on. 

It is interesting that loneliness can become unbearable. 

I will probably end my life by 2022. I hope I'm right about god being not real because you know nobody wants eternal pain. I hope I don't do a half ass job while committing suicide.

I will probably smile before I'm dead.",1.5856654456654409,3.693951791208793,3.6544322344322353,86.87112332112333,80.53846153846155,7.560927960927963,23.2979242979243,8.515128840125781,1.6038195360195364,347,12,73,8,9,118,69,91,0.233,0.598,0.16899999999999998,-0.8178,1,1,0,0,0,2,8.0,0,1,1,1,3,6,1,0,2,0,12,3,1,1,1,10,23,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,1,0,12,4,7,17,0,9,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,3,4,43,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229579348917548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906713015151192,0.21571898434095788,0.1662055457915402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479252203474035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299826448408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841332064735288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090611885863994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110066015325134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879997597105321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938280074841208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734445077424183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221908635446787,0.0,0.1379624602700893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037966549845104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080126942005165,0.13235596679114475,0.0,0.20783751708687664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211826092058801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232041458018054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680483399629129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778147865132044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365173565000745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520660694782744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Wrox26,2019/08/21,"Im so fed up at norms Im so fed up at norms and people who think that if you don't have a relationship or a family you're a loser. People who think you're a loser if you're just lonely by urself playing games for example (like me), and don't do anything else. I mean, yes i do work 5 days a week, but other than that i play games...Alot.

I think deep down people are scared to be alone, and that's why they go into relationships because they don't want to be alone, and then they might end up with a shitty partner, but they don't wanna have a divorce because they'll end up alone, so they'll stick with the shitty relationship.

I think being alone is good in the end, after all we're probably going to die alone, so i just think it's good that people stay alone and learn to be by themselves.

I'll admit that this sort of lifestyle is pretty damn lonely and it sometimes feels downright shit...But im not sure that im ready to be in a relationship either, because it takes away all your own freedom to do whatever you please.

You feel me?",6.052627646326277,4.594714196347034,6.77637193856372,81.93960149439602,66.85388127853881,9.424823578248237,28.58488999584889,8.00094639256281,1.6131607305936075,815,19,179,8,11,271,109,219,0.21,0.655,0.135,-0.9449,0,10,0,0,1,0,25.0,0,4,6,3,6,12,1,1,10,1,20,2,0,0,3,35,35,16,1,4,9,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,13,9,2,0,10,3,0,2,5,6,0,0,2,2,18,6,26,25,4,22,0,4,0,0,20,12,1,5,8,108,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5497629240644204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728024099125415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311949314875121,0.0,0.0,0.16178955702199682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705515554653685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181680530966213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390445777476658,0.0,0.2350716989721461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340065493721491,0.0,0.08946512121657599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005578890138646,0.1484071200504599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822466004475897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04322146148078722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636862489860466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938515780321574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24533292969699866,0.0,0.0,0.09711234318162963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000472991477858,0.095384493999417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799301858673039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857285504483631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081210846851652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749805622583343,0.0,0.0,0.09429613225890136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338094079954604,0.0,0.06651764222716419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834366628994531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218128037065604,0.0,0.07096445737764992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982946921893262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440645112288773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Drayvennn,2019/08/21,"[16M]Looking for Friends to hang out with in Paris Hey i'm Drayven, i'm a 16 years old cook from Paris looking for anyone to hang out with 

  
\-I speak English so if you are here to visit I won't mind helping you :)  
\-I love mangas,video games,walking(hiking),photography,cooking and having fun in general  
\-I'm extrovert so I've got no problem to speak with strangers 

  
So if you want to hang out don't hesitate and DM me :D",1.9004819277108425,4.57891693975904,2.4325421686747006,92.4056807228916,84.42168674698793,5.247710843373494,23.96265060240964,6.742157984588678,0.7583021686746987,338,13,69,4,10,104,57,83,0.077,0.695,0.228,0.932,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,14,11,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,3,7,3,16,9,0,11,0,0,1,1,10,5,0,2,2,37,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225569443677246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249239985007926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580127162114849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623200179146185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5418055571208852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911591246437941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257340700793294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385144671356301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086846631928279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027785755585053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774384419116526
lonely,Luigi1k3,2019/08/21,I have the loneliness of a 30 yo virgin and I’m 16 That is all it makes my depression worse than it already is and if I don’t have my phone at night I will cry myself to sleep because I don’t have anything to distract me I will just think about how I’m going to die alone and no one will love me I know I’m 16 and I’m young I just feel this way,-1.4233468834688343,0.24059110975609954,1.3462601626016273,101.63844173441736,89.1219512195122,4.620054200542006,16.428184281842814,5.82211442006289,-0.8417441734417346,269,6,73,2,9,93,52,82,0.267,0.684,0.049,-0.9501,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,10,3,1,2,1,13,20,6,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,1,12,1,7,17,1,5,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28807173005096515,0.3069371475569377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22888756506535016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955307662778862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055264581210065,0.0,0.0,0.2395637139123348,0.0,0.2886679853682638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063719716241752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807478345940168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285983515797202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25103445122736084,0.0,0.18566226788899906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610178793555432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847654554978835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783433551863376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822247285286194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22077655734081655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28345095358420674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Vorkenta,2019/08/21,im tired im sick of being alone. i can’t find friends in Real life or Internet. This s’it makes my life worst. Im waiting for yours comments.,-1.4651612903225804,0.4807140967742001,0.9118709677419368,99.56780645161292,101.58064516129032,3.7703225806451615,19.103225806451608,5.6839178017228535,-0.2831987096774191,111,4,26,1,5,37,25,31,0.33799999999999997,0.5770000000000001,0.085,-0.8481,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243686297211142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504798839906736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817820958948124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7624507687456796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323802291435811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705585058863264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678080334200775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704277101080084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pastelhunie,2019/08/21,"That Empty Feeling From Cutting Everyone Off My name is Lys, I'm in my junior year of college, and over the past summer, I've cut off every friend I've ever made since 7th grade. I've had great experiences, laughs, and memories with all of them, but those individual good times couldn't cover up all of the peer pressure, emotional insecurity and turmoil, and inferiority I began to feel every time I was around them. One of them did awful things to me under the roof we shared, one of them hadn't done anything but support me, one of them was among the most toxic influences in my life since middle school, but she had no idea. It made no difference though, after I deleted my social media (which I'd only made to keep up with them) and started blocking and deleting phone numbers, I went on a rampage and all my past micro-issues flared up at once as pain and anger. And now I'm all alone. My mom, brother, and cat are all hours away, and have lives to live without my issues clogging them up. I don't have the heart to meet new people knowing they'll likely be caught in this loop in another 5 years. So now I bide my time trying to remember just how I got by as without them; repeatedly cleaning my room, checking out tens of library books and breezing through them in days, reading my textbooks until I fall asleep at my desk, watching TV shows I've got no interest in, gorging myself on healthy food and going to the gym with stomach aches right after. And in the end it still all does nothing. Nothing fills the hole I opened, and I can't let people back into my heart knowing I'll tear them out again.",11.878523085747062,6.766105753943223,10.910920562087755,68.16498709492402,59.28391167192429,13.167651276168629,43.013765414396325,9.339509955726095,4.040497791798107,1272,45,246,13,11,410,191,317,0.138,0.78,0.08199999999999999,-0.9581,0,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,11,0,11,16,3,3,9,1,17,7,4,5,7,53,35,24,0,1,6,2,2,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,7,24,1,2,6,5,1,5,9,8,0,4,15,3,38,8,52,16,7,58,0,1,1,0,21,29,0,1,25,164,45,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856562409493233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991667182285178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626088142870829,0.0933152172688127,0.0,0.0,0.09848521156830012,0.08060286884781155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760254246265666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951833896418073,0.0,0.0,0.09173182830911432,0.10727092456262123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791242770355655,0.09284258573601674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948189366681955,0.1766367878975847,0.10016343051200076,0.0,0.10253758319682592,0.0,0.0,0.10600391144385217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267530987734205,0.0,0.0809864441126351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595736607577045,0.08792105234722095,0.1676739983846983,0.11556837590110708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24843291312513874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323011913987457,0.0,0.0,0.11833307175405575,0.0,0.2188171838327531,0.0,0.09317202142484636,0.0,0.0,0.11521660525340473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718922081153363,0.07404000025188856,0.051211510284461054,0.0,0.1851222974365814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29755984066544044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276811943930355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123927455000964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116211971176895,0.0,0.0,0.11163370021708216,0.21309352838526985,0.07972306225498924,0.11153968831331773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013195168795664,0.14534295488688753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485195481632788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874469114004378,0.08951877146090012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060870673857558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342231052838206,0.0,0.0,0.10685444728624416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419467515624223,0.0,0.08371225283461899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895256552010385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964013412401082,0.0,0.10298864305514237,0.0,0.1833704315084773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116833549489812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971725163185676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209239651181707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350059078746675
lonely,mninp,2019/08/21,"Everyone from Long Island that is feeling depressed or lonely, let’s get a group going Recently my girl left me. She was the woman of my dreams. Now I feel like I have no one. Im lost. Now I’m back to surfing the web all the time and watching tv, I spent the last three years revolving my life around her and now that she’s gone I feel so lost. A lot of thinking has led me to the conclusion that we spend way too much time on our phones, on social media, watching tv, etc. We’re not living. We’re not in touch with our nature selves anymore. And over half the people in the world are either lonely or depressed. I want to get a group going.  Whether you’re depressed because of a relationship, or you haven’t had human contact in years, and everything in between, let’s get something going. Let’s meet up, maybe start a project or go do volunteer services. I want to form a group. It starts with two people, and maybe eventually we could save lives and extend even beyond Long Island. In our group, no one gets left behind. I’m thinking big with this one guys. If you feel stuck, depressed, anxious, lazy, or lonely and you want to do something to start making a change, let’s start right here. Regardless of gender, race, etc, everybody is welcome. If you feel like you don’t have a place, you’re welcome here. Let me go over some of what I want to achieve.

- A support group for anyone that is lonely, depressed, anxious, isolated, or has no one

- Come up with actual plans to get each person to a better place in life, whether it’s to stop drinking, or get a job, or build confidence, etc, anything you can think of

- Group projects that could involve volunteer work and other stuff (we’ll come up with it as a group)

- A weekly log for people to document their changes

- Weekly “missions” like doing something nice for somebody or reconnecting with a family member or apologizing to somebody you wronged or don’t use social media for the full week, etc

- Embracing more of the Stoic lifestyle. If you don’t know much about Stoicism then research it a bit, it’s great stuff. There’s even a subreddit on here for it

Remember, YOU have the power within you to succeed. When you’re on your death bed, will you be happy about your life? The change starts NOW. Who gives a shit what others think. Become the change you want to be, the change you fantasize about in your mind. BECOME that, the ideal you. It starts here. Your true powerful potential is just waiting to be unleashed.

Let’s change the world one step at a time. Right now I’m looking for FIVE people to get an in-person meetup going. If you don’t feel comfortable with meetups or you think five people is too much, then we can talk on here in this topic. I’m not in any rush to get a meetup going asap.

Btw i do have experience in helping people. I was a volunteer Long Island Crisis Counselor for about 6 months. We used to get hundreds of calls per night. I know you’re out there.

If you’re not from Long Island, THAT’S OK. You can be a part of the group on here, you just you can’t come to the meets unless you can travel. Everyone that joins I will write their Reddit name in a log book, and if you’re comfortable I’ll put your real name. Remember guys, I’m thinking HUGE with this one. It starts with this post. Let’s see if we can change the world. And even if we don’t, helping just that one person makes a difference.

Comment right here if you’re interested. Tell us  a little bit about what you’re trying to change in your life if you feel comfortable.",3.3641746813075852,5.114352761151082,3.987421431276033,88.19178467752118,73.90647482014387,6.776473557995709,23.991543607219487,7.475848149327749,0.9967170263788964,2759,82,556,33,57,873,271,695,0.09300000000000001,0.79,0.11699999999999999,0.9356,3,8,4,0,0,0,97.0,11,27,2,11,32,32,1,0,43,1,47,6,1,5,2,108,112,40,1,19,33,0,8,3,0,3,4,0,1,7,29,31,1,2,18,6,2,16,14,13,0,12,8,12,60,19,84,88,18,93,0,11,4,0,80,42,1,24,36,358,89,9,0.0,0.0,0.04468338896355964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03113804146557305,0.0,0.0,0.10345691153129204,0.04541031309782926,0.03201668336676484,0.0,0.03768038658467052,0.04076185407202645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035208859539988986,0.0,0.02791250574111028,0.10114054787784783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040496586151600934,0.09997930111826914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04675561538194942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875089186204773,0.11832932210377875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311746685993642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718968457938968,0.0,0.0,0.04783968447727823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04485571778229939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426703558746906,0.0907294660418862,0.0,0.0,0.08750656661115193,0.041152136338041184,0.04479035815913147,0.04316572656350493,0.0,0.16206580593515382,0.06542323916308211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21530542687760484,0.04392491243151587,0.1821603224201548,0.0,0.0,0.050482455184685485,0.0,0.09067647603645504,0.0,0.04874316569890807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138270700374397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945990006664623,0.0,0.04543844606655105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032879510406691,0.037324087994060416,0.0,0.0,0.0994996093162668,0.32775597092157777,0.12936829700846428,0.06711047255057773,0.045892535416786194,0.08086492529777528,0.16208704288015752,0.038451167600327865,0.0,0.0999680486015689,0.038928109478493865,0.0,0.0,0.061128930496916686,0.0,0.09200226600981222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046233764704494335,0.0,0.036548285778609184,0.0,0.10098039269600848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04296980745467615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719434026493012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04958494733372137,0.0,0.19046566543685706,0.11994337829231046,0.09567936895455646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04385313615623521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04603052000569677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052117824965117035,0.0,0.0,0.04521104275474171,0.04916017304874809,0.10373985966586824,0.11731048394233864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03648784760387347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470016769743396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335209228912396,0.0,0.10575166232760637,0.0,0.0,0.22686747425659645,0.0,0.0,0.038281594415605774,0.0,0.0,0.10483473617290752,0.0,0.05196073329879235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03680340617559832,0.040021541630152924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603817856827034,0.0,0.0,0.08009967708419158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0310876767037395,0.0,0.04472912963274748,0.0,0.055078442995399934,0.07909386505998442,0.0,0.0,0.135037481534707,0.03634512004642754,0.1101873491951776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03333488520191179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006300511377679,0.0,0.05897313725151512
lonely,Deadspace10,2019/08/21,"Loneliness and the parking lot Waiting outside my community college an hour early because there was no other way to get there besides my dad dropping me off early because he has to go to work. It’s the first day of college, and here I am lonely as fuck, waiting in the parking lot. See, this is what happens when you have no friends or even a car.............",8.773478260869567,6.26176605797102,8.771304347826089,73.14217391304352,62.33333333333333,10.359420289855073,44.73913043478261,7.793537801064563,3.9340782608695655,274,15,51,2,3,90,55,69,0.17300000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.8442,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,5,3,1,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,12,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,1,5,1,7,11,2,12,0,1,1,1,4,2,1,3,6,39,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587753296593299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897834070698705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436624805925848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503106616854441,0.0,0.0,0.2273565864576736,0.27205303580329704,0.1537468470264389,0.0,0.1672435961482845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260226927347485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898021732454253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5003651567759813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344995407087085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23358226142627705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142361301847796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tace8,2019/08/21,"Horribly Depressed and Hopeless Have had a tough life, bad luck, lots of things going against me. Had an old eye injury which ruined the vision in my right eye. Well now I recently discovered my left eye is also having very serious problems. My doctor found an old retinal tear in my left eye. As far as I know now there's a good chance I could go blind before I hit 30, I'm 22 now. Hell I could be blind in a few months, but that's the thing you can't even tell if there's a problem until it's too serious to fix. I can only hope that I have the balls to kill myself if my worst fears come true and my left eye does start to go.",5.308412698412699,4.006722148148153,6.0040211640211645,86.3666666666667,68.25925925925927,9.195767195767193,27.433862433862434,7.957251820313856,1.3617195767195764,490,11,114,5,7,161,90,135,0.29,0.607,0.10400000000000001,-0.9796,0,0,0,0,0,2,11.0,0,1,0,0,9,18,2,1,9,0,11,9,5,0,1,16,21,9,1,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,1,0,4,1,13,1,0,3,7,16,5,11,14,3,21,1,3,7,0,2,8,1,5,9,70,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016684117936355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546497229174094,0.0,0.0,0.12786442082496033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943996516457335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399487006687529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942299735504514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380256273535065,0.1314978867262618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992485946430268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908986593441752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475778220804527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561971337076366,0.1260351264715812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924701916335265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624592425814091,0.0,0.08258169702855077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897899844825296,0.0,0.10613659125518457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774990286177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994006440412885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153556147222977,0.0,0.0,0.1142832798944189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875665626353186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836852848937904,0.0,0.0,0.12832546223511782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635831825471148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133820583953346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965873650271454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398433619728387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510625295768122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DSNapex,2019/08/21,I'm moving out and becoming an adult I didn't have many friends just getting out of high school and now I'm moving to Idaho and starting my life but I'm just kinda depressed since I'll be leaving most of my friends and due to a hard school life idk if I'll be able to make friends like I did before. I'm content with online friends but I just need someone,3.7031168831168806,4.0410289220779285,4.361454545454547,91.22218181818184,71.46753246753245,6.679480519480518,29.685714285714287,5.6839178017228535,1.0861137662337668,285,11,64,1,5,91,46,77,0.237,0.723,0.040999999999999995,-0.9291,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,17,13,7,0,2,6,0,1,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,5,8,9,1,8,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,3,4,32,5,2,0.17867022410347225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973272251156978,0.15203520102823714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388840221227662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.552160687726755,0.0,0.09334781775251433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005342638817066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877490144132492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918596938180354,0.0,0.0,0.2524001263811118,0.08728924651533802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926376198609535,0.18114356384035712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37979634467586654,0.0,0.1324817072505355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616476110814613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779785570554327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138670107607982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646370423103429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sadhearties,2019/08/21,I am so lonely I live off pervs' attention That's my life story thank you and please don't throw up,0.9831818181818156,2.623453681818184,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,80.36363636363637,6.218181818181819,15.545454545454547,7.1686216300943375,-0.2421636363636357,79,1,18,1,2,27,21,22,0.124,0.664,0.212,0.2516,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38699692338800856,0.0,0.0,0.4838044254102325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.60142803701672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044313387686229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NDeath7,2019/08/21,"I haven't talk to someone for 3 years and he tell his friend that he miss me    Greetings, English is not my language so apologies for aby mistake I made

    Ok first I know this is not the appopriate group to talk about this kind of topic but the community here is so kind. 

    So I have this friend that I had a fight 3 years ago,we are a quite bestfriend because we share the same intrest that no one else does in litterally the school so we always talk with each other,so it begin when we had a small fight, I teased him and *accidently* push him to the wall resulting his lips to peel and bleed a little, and suddenly he just got mad.

   I forgot to mention that we are still teenagers. So after that, he is talking with our friend and I try to join them bit suddenly rejected by him, he yell at me by saying 'can you please shut up', )it is more brutal in my language) and I got seriously pissed so I go somewhere else,since that he never talk to me whenever I greet him so then I do the same.

   Fast forward, 1 year had passed,it is 1 Jan of 2017 and I think it is the best time to finally talk to him,but he still kept his ego and he just keeping the same attitude like he is not affected by not being friend for 1 year. I again pissed off by this and continue doing what I did for last year.

   So as you can guess for the last 2 years 2017,18 and present ,it is march an I still havent talk to him and eventually I join a camp with him and we share the same dorm,I realise something over this years, he got more lonely and lonely. I pitty him and try to start a conversation,a small one atleast, and to my suprise he reply me, eventho it is just yes and yeah but it fine, a new achivement for building our friendship back. Three month passed and things get like normal ( we didnt talk) 

And then suddelny this day, his friend bump with me an we had a little talk and she say that he missed me and wanted we to talk again. I guess he has this feeling because he didnt have much friend and he is kind of 'not good at talking and confronting' kind so that is what holding him back from apologizing to me.

  So guys, please help me by giving me advice on how to start back our friendship. You guys helps is really neded for me. Thanks in advance for who help me.

 TLDR; I had a small fight unrational with my bestfriend and then he got too emotional about that and deciding to stay away from me for 3 years, today his friend said to me that he missed me, I need advice on how to build our friendship back.",2.0961740451388917,3.866390314453128,3.0903020833333343,93.17171180555556,77.49609375,6.269861111111113,22.31527777777778,7.123485893559443,0.4991808506944442,1939,56,435,22,45,618,214,512,0.114,0.7020000000000001,0.184,0.9905,1,5,1,0,3,0,45.0,12,3,1,4,30,37,9,0,21,3,33,4,3,5,1,72,59,43,0,4,10,0,1,2,7,0,1,4,0,2,27,38,0,4,4,0,0,5,11,17,0,4,16,5,69,20,57,42,10,65,0,6,0,0,86,19,2,2,44,283,96,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249662525315936,0.05668049264622407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320464821887539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007536761321435,0.19666899830352108,0.0,0.077956579905842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710290905985469,0.0,0.06980781704844677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04123713119319982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055955845753354716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05341511721117953,0.07192584884224143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03233086392880233,0.0,0.0,0.07004504844865253,0.0,0.054388809613788516,0.0,0.0,0.3458085967420234,0.0,0.03340691896755719,0.06133874145131433,0.03633956320032905,0.05363129607572541,0.2045601960280609,0.0,0.1408780663578636,0.1266247469016176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857639729008205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05683435461254136,0.0,0.2663419217138523,0.03514070694230405,0.10424210119682044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062477406655786064,0.12817283899492965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050321847055076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05103768517144178,0.0,0.04700453460504786,0.04741198846807605,0.04931581017035409,0.061755328933512724,0.0,0.0,0.06264932704941646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665715288542905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037765379479294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800990902662678,0.0,0.0,0.040962714636104416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060823235276694185,0.10169807286174057,0.0,0.06471245246589387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05289326636669879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417762704450777,0.049225473764827166,0.0,0.0,0.09051658241832844,0.06815338490839785,0.1531918635098552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5653334156095677,0.05588789729205259,0.058868961437307514,0.0,0.0,0.042480049456279145,0.04097128380769771,0.0,0.0,0.03728494158951577,0.0,0.06060929104109745,0.0,0.0,0.08682448560942604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037714493701077934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32941106248836954
lonely,watislyf999,2019/08/21,I tried to organize my friend's to come out for my birthday but everyone's made an excuse to not come. It's just a reminder that I'm not really considered part of the group. Fuck these bitches I will just treat myself to a $150 8 course meal I have no problems going for food on my own.,2.01467741935484,3.3409665967741944,3.9008387096774193,89.18125806451616,76.58064516129033,7.540645161290323,23.690322580645162,8.238735603445708,1.221183225806452,227,7,51,4,5,77,47,62,0.248,0.677,0.075,-0.9253,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,10,8,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,2,9,6,2,5,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5200920530008709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884627563399061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650388975288193,0.0,0.2332345525256296,0.2790865620276798,0.0,0.0,0.171567430344421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28564960077631063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32691056533879603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28886187458651297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339439088207325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495917637846708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jacobweakkkkland,2019/08/21,"Anybody Awake? I have insomnia and at this time of night, welp morning. So I was wondering if anyone wanted to Snap or text, because I’m extremely bored",3.0554022988505736,5.67161431034483,4.455862068965517,80.33367816091955,78.3103448275862,8.004597701149425,30.356321839080447,8.841846274778883,3.0585080459770118,121,6,21,3,3,40,27,29,0.087,0.9129999999999999,0.0,-0.3384,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682609014981553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32105400829756114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942454485116194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071063394754552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106444481856188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5711526870065681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,loves_food,2019/08/21,When you have exciting news but don’t have anyone who wants to hear it My partner of 6 years is away for work and my go-to for sharing. We’ve gotten into some fights while he’s been away and he has little idea of what I’ve had going on the last two days and won’t stay up to find out. Just wish I had someone to share good news with.,2.460799999999999,2.688592146666672,3.633333333333337,95.73000000000003,74.2,6.533333333333332,20.33333333333333,5.6839178017228535,-0.2948666666666666,261,4,66,1,5,85,59,75,0.044000000000000004,0.757,0.19899999999999998,0.9091,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,1,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,15,14,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,1,4,4,14,9,1,14,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,5,40,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007048472597658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570409193727871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568617646601852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22230573954094576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764638492371139,0.20400788076253093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741353299036213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745745023311073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826306380298475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24377808451386565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20608606703233234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592483985903233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23759815065382506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346201745945147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796998868052397,0.0,0.0,0.17707268487587818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663068412307835
lonely,retrobenz7,2019/08/21,"Hugs go a long way This summer has been extremely depressing and I spent the last month just laying in bed, hardly eating and crying myself to bed some nights. 

This week a guy I hooked up with a few months back said he was back in town and he asked if we could hook up again if I was still interested. He’s really handsome and I of course agreed. After the hook up he wanted to just hold me for a bit and he hugged me, I got so happy I squeezed him harder and he did it back as well. Being in his arms just felt like a safe heaven and it truly did help me realized that through all this bs and depression, a simple hug can sometimes go a long way. Hoping all of my fellow lonely friend get to have a similar experience soon.",2.1430307692307733,3.8608018466666683,3.620666666666669,89.65546153846157,77.2,6.7487179487179505,18.871794871794872,7.61054688173877,0.3559641025641027,567,11,123,8,13,187,100,150,0.069,0.6729999999999999,0.258,0.9842,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,11,15,0,0,10,0,10,5,1,0,2,25,20,12,0,5,5,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,6,10,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,9,4,14,12,16,9,5,26,1,3,0,3,15,7,0,4,16,81,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370373203271628,0.0,0.0,0.3792697804929834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794961461612647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127020664914793,0.0,0.18059969137218687,0.0,0.0,0.2832169302954901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682352942712352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082722293160276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786202836657792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702488683333568,0.0,0.08589887871205952,0.0,0.18687911536084656,0.0,0.13149589973407833,0.0,0.0,0.16279447659645455,0.0,0.17502043516595878,0.1472815347137208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020240414648,0.0,0.0,0.16329896342626002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401833937592056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032376738754693,0.0,0.0,0.2910002291899159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26246538524211194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429023314099916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532702101802753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639418034873795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260841892795566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313002386929354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096974902811653,0.2610063846069505,0.13188199500657016,0.0,0.14782681211373153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lorde_damina,2019/08/21,"Just really needing people to talk to right now I’m feeling really down right now. I feel alone. I just want someone to talk to, to distract me from my life a little. Anything will do, we can talk about anything. Please just help",1.16,3.7736293333333366,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,89.0,4.777777777777779,20.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.4250000000000007,180,6,35,2,6,57,31,45,0.08900000000000001,0.745,0.166,0.3818,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,8,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22913291601369884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641153903815575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372629955821835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828927161563274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626494390651344,0.0,0.22173576180453453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640430759601498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533766113947783,0.0,0.0,0.2428497819709912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28345783105507016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778672542768054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745184236655796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5334613503853011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049023580123162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,miss1ucy,2019/08/21,"I tried to make a friend I tried to take the next step as friends with an acquaintance I met at work. She told me we could hang out and smoke. I ordered us some food (which sounds pathetic as i type this) and she stood me up. I want to clarify that i am a girl, not a guy who was trying to hit on her. I feel like i had such pure intentions and wanted her to me my friend... only to get semi-rejected. Its pretty sad. I feel pathetic. Why am i such a loner?",1.1711363636363643,2.2986945353535373,3.300896464646467,93.43801136363639,78.39393939393939,7.374242424242425,20.455808080808087,8.07648339933343,0.5743020202020204,345,8,86,6,8,118,68,99,0.128,0.7390000000000001,0.133,-0.128,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,2,1,16,16,5,0,3,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,5,6,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,3,21,4,13,9,1,8,0,1,0,0,14,4,0,1,2,57,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471305251515636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086220570839894,0.14738012530744488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494577025290957,0.0,0.4781585416018728,0.0,0.10778277022225093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426855306533687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078732450906902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770625777314754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219401443752875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689976924559415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988036060058465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551112563768226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19712764022930526,0.0,0.4201906613055522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481524282271133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24336112004698615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861528588784952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018820899162585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justyournormaalguy,2019/08/21,"i want to listen to you hi, id love to just talk to anyone about anything. if you ever need to get something off your chest or just want to talk, id love to hear from you! 

please dont hesitate, i wont judge you",-0.7337500000000006,0.9616847916666664,1.6748333333333356,100.1535,86.5,4.673333333333334,15.85,5.6839178017228535,-0.91738,162,3,42,1,5,55,30,48,0.0,0.7,0.3,0.9247,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,8,10,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,10,9,0,2,0,0,0,2,12,1,0,2,1,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837354033949493,0.0,0.21623792039617626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079653372972651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376911682296308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728686040653154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29616170910434353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743216842356756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948411659493064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884433518014335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229374495026567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42241031667890777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099779681610973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jmarris5271,2019/08/21,"Just need to talk...about anything under the sky I'm in a place right now where I could appreciate a good ear. My drama is what it is but I dont want to talk about that, I just want to have a conversation with someone who doesn't know me. I'm not an addict, alcoholic or cringeworthy asshole with a dick pic.  I just wanna talk.",0.905093167701864,2.9274720144927566,2.9615320910973075,91.38652173913046,82.47826086956522,6.2616977225672885,20.002070393374744,7.447530270364453,0.4619548654244312,255,7,58,4,7,86,50,69,0.115,0.8240000000000001,0.061,-0.5132,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,0,6,4,2,0,0,14,12,2,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,9,11,0,7,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,1,1,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698618300434273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645515383665913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037093796090627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976454485034856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29012223058278624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762995614681493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604488377637955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355232498130103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586330271230382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21140304962843112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097450397526588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5969046275057243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920182522606777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,searpizza,2019/08/21,Starting to actually miss my depression I got a new dosage of medication for my depression 2 months ago and for the first time it actually worked and I felt great. Once I started to settle in to this new feeling I began to feel lonely again. Not depression lonely that makes you feel hollow and empty but lonely for a partner. I've tried almost a dozen dating apps and have come up with nothing. This loneliness hurts more. I would almost rather feel hollow than have my heart hurt so much.,6.2235483870967725,7.137451516129037,6.44209677419355,76.48314516129034,66.09677419354838,9.210752688172043,28.403225806451612,9.2995712137729,2.385309677419356,393,12,70,7,6,126,64,93,0.20800000000000002,0.6920000000000001,0.1,-0.8390000000000001,0,6,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,3,10,0,0,4,0,3,2,1,1,0,18,15,6,0,2,3,0,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,0,2,3,5,9,1,12,11,2,14,0,9,0,0,2,2,0,2,11,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.3016326160383116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699725349904426,0.0,0.3095144899827878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312920009010676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993352460169744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31257593960184493,0.0,0.14839007415913608,0.0,0.0,0.13145823528172562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236059520776649,0.1703894374910956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313982519702912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308931207886049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031618217031732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556905966060828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335853777908573,0.0,0.11361037708484567,0.0,0.0,0.2985263556415088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829273213779065,0.0,0.0,0.16458830745631353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187793826145752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011803455057353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492777593872114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125126010136502,0.0,0.0,0.10978628580702864,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pm_me_ur_goodmemory,2019/08/21,"That feeling of having no one to call and its the middle of the night Its 3AM and everyone is asleep. You're awake, its pitch black out and the only sounds are the rustling of leaves and occasional car passing by. Your eyes are full of tears and you feel that gaping hole inside you start to swallow you up. You want to yell and scream for help but you know no one will hear you. They are asleep and you're all alone. 

It's that feeling of being stranded on an island at sunset when you know the man eating crocodiles will come to get you at night fall. It's complete despair and total lack of hope. No one is coming to rescue you. No one even knows you're gone. You're present, but no one knows you left your body months ago. It swallowed you up while they watched. And you couldn't do anything but scream for help in a deaf world.",2.48593688362919,4.396669704142013,2.5590295857988186,96.78276528599608,76.81065088757396,5.2167258382643,20.142406311637078,5.6839178017228535,-0.3021600788954637,656,15,145,3,15,197,97,169,0.14800000000000002,0.757,0.094,-0.8481,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,14,2,0,2,4,0,0,7,0,11,8,4,0,2,28,26,14,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,6,0,1,9,12,3,0,7,0,0,6,6,3,0,5,1,12,16,1,21,21,4,25,0,1,3,0,21,11,0,1,8,93,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661102938812034,0.0,0.0,0.1596136009575616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268210819160397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118374002706166,0.0,0.0,0.15736562880173274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655077616728047,0.1615835471778841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769509624655276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178955232001904,0.0,0.0,0.14726066341499722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337710416468214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051718282211398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369547534448282,0.0,0.20659611056955265,0.0,0.0,0.15306803406512862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33878379842446393,0.0,0.0,0.1631824037330882,0.16744318792161558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123010764080258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892474289710681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221515510376755,0.11720915484956597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090812987286751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089927710251236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,451Farenheit,2019/08/21,"My life is slipping away Hi, I am 24 male, was diagnosed with brain tumor in my 20..so never had a chance to finish uni :( or just enjoy “ordinary “ life.. I can say that Cancer changes who you are,  forever. It changes your perspective on everything around you. 

There are almost  NO ONE WHO WILL GET THIS. My self confidence is extremely low due to half of my face is paralyzed.( cancer related ) .. I CAN ONLY EXPRESS MY  emotions through digital emoji 😭

I so wish I could smile again and feel myself again. 🥺 Being not able to communicate well due to my disability stops  me from  building new relationships. 

Please next time you smile or blink BE THANKFUL for that.. 

we only realize the full value of something  after it was taken from us 

I only have my partner, but I think he is over me... he liked healthy me when we met, now I am broken and he knows that I have social anxiety, so he does treat me like shit almost all the time. But I love him so much, last thing I want is to lose my relationship.

If that happens I might go insane and god knows what I can do with myself.",2.435714285714288,4.620770904761908,3.957380952380955,85.39178571428572,78.04761904761905,7.247619047619048,23.833333333333336,8.238735603445708,1.5149333333333332,830,28,165,16,20,275,140,210,0.139,0.687,0.175,0.8264,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,3,4,0,1,11,10,1,0,3,0,23,9,3,0,2,29,36,12,0,4,7,0,1,2,1,2,5,1,0,3,11,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,3,1,2,5,2,35,7,19,26,3,23,0,2,0,1,25,7,1,6,17,117,46,0,0.13618558808260472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27274038899457514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041816021268461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123404641487108,0.0,0.0,0.1279508429590308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202815557829627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881325892536609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873311056180136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822550521973534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917692586957045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319045651389918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239482527123333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885952525364235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115134892029787,0.0,0.0773974081054532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042846578163592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968807529877032,0.11100943073563428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238381669812585,0.13306679867479654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235683814010673,0.0,0.0,0.12291281028490285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447138772561455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011207695531256,0.0,0.10503472110450117,0.13152888959629289,0.14483491791766187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922828789954948,0.3107258294833523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149490879950137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924247111342807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830024573254886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207126934330086,0.0,0.13979254912730665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388240567947053,0.0,0.10484231913184112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138572496240256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538139239566368,0.0,0.0,0.09047565338038244,0.0872622259102997,0.0,0.0,0.15882182317291074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381449437418055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032578829803991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244719891789199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660670533128104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yeahokimsure,2019/08/21,"Hello, lonelies! What should we talk about tonight? Let's go in-depth.",0.6635897435897462,2.2476548461538464,-1.1923076923076916,111.32897435897436,115.92307692307692,1.7333333333333334,19.71794871794872,3.1291,-1.1735435897435895,55,2,12,0,3,14,13,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40039935344908695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7204273526887292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5662727145602746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hopelessandstrugglin,2019/08/21,"I cant do this.... Who else feels like they just cant do it anymore just because of loneliness. I just want to cry and scream. I try to talk to my bestfriend about it but she already has her issues and i dont want to be selfish. I just really need someone to talk to. I know im a 15 year old in high school but i need love. Im so tired of being lonely, i dont have the comfort i need an im not even allowed to date but i still do it but im secrecy. Is there any good hearts out there that needs a friend. Please help me.",-1.9980567226890784,-0.16295217647058813,0.7963392857142892,102.60022321428578,95.97478991596638,3.9834033613445374,15.840861344537814,5.602791699666715,-0.939013025210084,397,10,105,3,16,136,73,119,0.156,0.6509999999999999,0.192,0.6854,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,10,8,0,0,4,0,12,3,1,1,0,21,21,7,0,6,9,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,15,5,12,19,0,7,0,1,0,1,9,3,0,0,5,65,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460563541266862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000551985764216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125998440805278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068200411820016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538507612251786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31023670503547723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056510462649402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741882247726841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692235343826618,0.09455399849336177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225666888688162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101257792664714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568405824974191,0.08871435379533486,0.1398396736306001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5718617880996002,0.13814359032004234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273850817108436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646616666249983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194549991693666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925563952090931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888366177764974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528536853790328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478960762400416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394970283863916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214344019706582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569838216355322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276288099423807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521218944815861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985993887830065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613208992911054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523188399352684
lonely,White743,2019/08/21,It is usual? I don’t think this is usual but I fall in love with any girl that treats me like a friend. I mean she only needs to smile at me and I start thinking about her  24/7 for weeks only to realize that she is only being nice or polite.,0.4883018867924527,2.1538325471698165,2.5704150943396264,95.51373584905664,82.01886792452831,4.994716981132076,14.373584905660374,5.6839178017228535,-0.9628686792452834,187,2,44,1,5,63,41,53,0.0,0.674,0.326,0.9694,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,9,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,7,10,0,7,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,5,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643974735287706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909478176003544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957346031113313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208982283890378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666066706160326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148050070622973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5584347562185514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323671955412456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136543874342907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5391194814159592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632528463942567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CerealAcorn3,2019/08/21,"Lonely sad boi hours This past year I’ve been in and out of this friend group. I am acquainted with most if not all of the group but I am almost never invited to anything they do. I want to be invited to these things, but I don’t want to be a jerk if I just invite myself. It got much worse over the summer, and I feel like I’ve been really lonely for most of this year. What should I do guys?",1.362159468438538,2.5755186046511653,3.1967774086378737,94.0254651162791,78.06976744186046,6.774750830564784,16.93687707641196,7.447530270364453,-0.13129368770764094,304,4,74,4,7,102,55,86,0.163,0.721,0.11599999999999999,-0.7442,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,2,19,14,6,0,5,6,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,9,2,12,8,4,9,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,5,7,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792488162514261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294869011961656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100545200217687,0.1992253501435596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545488279835426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303844838565012,0.0,0.0,0.2761259289396485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746315567282923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624218308584604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500212004023186,0.0,0.21508234729630768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662137266772979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786517708038882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526936328853494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289704378494005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28419316252748683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591672949335454
lonely,BadSheep86,2019/08/21,"Everything is going good but I’m still incredibly lonely I have friends that care for me. I have family that care for me. I’m social. I’m fairly attractive and get along with people well.

I seem to have “everything going for me” and yet I still feel so lonely. I just cried about this for the first time.

I don’t understand why I’m feeling this way. I’m away from most of my friends and family but it’s been like this for the past year and I’ve been fine until the past couple months. I just wish I had someone to hug and someone to be there for me right now. 

Im not depressed or anxious or stressed or anything. I feel happy most of the time. Im just really lonely. Why?",0.5468882978723393,2.776537460992909,2.4922650709219845,92.89031250000004,85.73758865248226,5.7945035460992935,18.741578014184398,7.1686216300943375,0.29391099290780165,526,14,116,8,16,175,77,141,0.105,0.594,0.301,0.987,0,6,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,11,16,0,1,4,0,9,1,0,0,0,24,25,12,0,1,9,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,5,1,1,3,3,14,11,17,21,2,17,0,4,0,1,3,2,0,6,13,74,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365828912564758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192879529256458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779061496239855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773528127813661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504980635936605,0.14940614348238934,0.0,0.0,0.1171495615603429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444831097304198,0.0,0.25644576450003576,0.0,0.20631988523122166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569433036794308,0.0,0.0,0.21016977741057605,0.0,0.0710622487797163,0.0,0.15460097252283886,0.11408296909430628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479054781365225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29383918433589257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664500820802515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856591367542803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596835075293777,0.09429570840981892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713472263007174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615610784095605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382299135529592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865021268402836,0.230490217614523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217243586103379,0.0,0.15580477796737266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586229366164804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159646182379296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079624141440014,0.0,0.0,0.12229386292633368,0.0,0.2454648501129012,0.0,0.15641059268306312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758923150048764
lonely,TheRedBankRedemption,2019/08/21,"I feel like I’m going off the deep end because of my loneliness It’s becoming more regular that I start crying and zoning out because there’s such an empty void in my life and I’m starting to get reminded of it more and more often. I have a new job I’ve been doing for a few months now and I don’t know why but I can’t interact with anyone there, but to be honest I don’t think I’d enjoy it or I just don’t think that initial barrier could be broken easily especially in that kind of busy environment. I don’t open up easily and all I want is a genuine and loving connection even if it’s just with a friend just so that I can feel recognized as a human being. I feel like my brain is eating itself from inside out and I feel like I’m constantly imploding and that it shows up as little facial expressions that make people concerned about me. I truly am a failure.",3.902540983606556,4.364715825136614,5.961871584699455,79.48084016393445,71.07650273224044,9.378688524590164,26.17896174863388,9.516144504307137,2.158843715846994,688,20,141,15,12,242,108,183,0.084,0.713,0.203,0.9762,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,8,0,16,5,2,1,1,33,33,15,0,3,7,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,12,13,1,1,7,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,4,17,8,19,28,5,18,0,0,0,1,5,10,0,3,10,99,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037800898982726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989381245653355,0.1901367740406565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921870721660028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604338804720416,0.0,0.13745544755762448,0.0,0.18910925822400945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616227062739526,0.0,0.0,0.15248232335289136,0.0,0.0,0.11370980512168327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481963061091756,0.3689726000925674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301009510329806,0.0,0.08994629565581537,0.0,0.09784227928335038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084185786592188,0.0,0.0,0.17927775125923234,0.09461442461235058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160143074383313,0.2523254821700576,0.17254916687287333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553807783202704,0.0,0.1149178829768325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374161659288932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627283348010108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193538033674649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437109298184492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206258655785864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015442041883875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534727904408407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Some_dude98_,2019/08/21,"many good friends and family, still lonely i am not even proficient enough in any language to write down how i feel. i've just been feeling like a pure waste of skin since i'm 16. i have never really had a gf (no im not some disgusting neckbeard incel-esque dude) and i just feel like i miss the touch of someone who really cares about me. i just want to hold someone real tight. i joined the military about a year ago, im helpfull to everyone in my platoon, i never call anyone names and when shit really hits the fan they all come to me for advice, help a talk. yet... i am still the one who keeps getting called names all the time (like literally all the time, and not in the way friends talk shit to each other) and i cant even tell them it makes me feel fucking bad because i'll look weak, people dont want weaklings around them so when i go home in the weekend i just keep thinking about quitting even though it's my dream job. it just keeps feeling to me that my efforts for anyone or anything go unnoticed. cant even talk to an army psychologist or something about it because i am afraid i can lose my job because of it. **TLDR**; i just dont feel appreciated in anything i do.",3.33424701561065,4.521720119834711,4.427713498622591,87.26409550045915,73.00826446280992,7.361248852157942,26.25436179981634,7.793537801064563,1.331919375573921,927,31,197,12,18,303,132,242,0.106,0.753,0.141,0.5959,2,2,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,3,23,18,4,1,13,0,12,5,3,2,6,46,35,12,0,2,11,0,9,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,9,8,0,5,7,2,0,3,10,10,0,1,2,10,27,8,23,32,6,23,0,3,1,1,19,7,3,3,15,122,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554224134985023,0.0866694999414318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648871255873702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672973361606688,0.0,0.1609170182074675,0.08703833225196952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163602695958645,0.17880378633319002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967348781871028,0.0,0.09968566959818836,0.0,0.0,0.08422242712692679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291774897683913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102521959407364,0.0,0.25831148885568456,0.0,0.0,0.09342589772133858,0.0,0.0,0.09217129436490394,0.0,0.2966205491762369,0.13969751270917385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510777178019163,0.09038918205674423,0.051082141779778566,0.0,0.11113282978398356,0.08200700796843989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553490473319333,0.0,0.09807387758545136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122234565401105,0.0,0.1940484139296195,0.2607143055993417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330024333835395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210434920746776,0.10938251663660974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526396166127188,0.09912605814867333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081649460419436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625323595726257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778320175521836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399318233153508,0.0,0.11128661021032724,0.1879068703185265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072431296493945,0.08087849509148769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568479294167485,0.07527011492660085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616263004116887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23575770786007305,0.08545755135392212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626487264628283,0.09606107122475577,0.0,0.11402396457907635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533761112552565,0.07760732936114477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629623410280659
lonely,TMovingOn,2019/08/21,"I loved her, I lost her, I lost myself I feel so alone, I want to die. I can't be with her but I can't be without her, what's the point anymore",-2.655857142857144,-1.2066629428571396,0.633928571428573,106.10232142857143,92.71428571428572,3.5,14.464285714285715,3.1291,-1.6605714285714286,107,2,32,0,4,38,22,35,0.249,0.627,0.12300000000000001,-0.4251,0,1,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,9,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,12,1,3,5,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,23,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102947557762141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297122226271127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109370086554839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514865229533043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6540965505454366,0.0,0.2704002705202238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832183924085017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671156354813294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28880325306761273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,buttersticcc,2019/08/21,does anyone hate the feeling where you know you’re not wanted My mom is sending me to massachusetts because i doesn’t want me anymore and i literally moved with her a month ago. i had my life planned out here and now its all ruined theres a school where i was going to graduate in february and do online college but now i cant because im moving and the school is only here in florida :( my life really sucks,0.9932142857142844,3.426324273809524,3.278857142857145,86.51614285714287,86.0238095238095,6.217142857142857,22.685714285714287,7.554174236665415,1.2341228571428575,325,12,65,6,10,111,60,84,0.147,0.8240000000000001,0.03,-0.8895,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,7,3,2,0,4,0,7,2,0,0,1,13,14,5,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,2,1,12,0,6,12,1,13,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,4,44,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674108430090128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089222588246369,0.1473012924321247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568378569126037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843536430456828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651813886186554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972530791866097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798726323114186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275534639213597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577552366145898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29759667999951395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467273408335018,0.16815013815441832,0.4478053671051854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160219601335524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495686769695228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42640679278064103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485103822776312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xLonesomeThrowawayx,2019/08/21,"Here, but not here. I honestly just wanna vent. This is a throwaway account because it feels more comfortable this way.

Ok so...
I'm the type of person who tries to be there for others. I'm awkward and shy in person (I try, I'm just not as good at it) but through text, I honestly 100% try and I feel like I do great. I've been there for so many people through the years. I've heard their stories, cried with them, felt their pain... even tried my best to help them fight through it even though I knew it wasn't my battle.

I've gone through my own motions as well. I have my own ups and downs and ocassionally, if I'm feeling comfortable enough with a person, I'll let it out. It feels good in that moment but later down the line... I feel so distant, even from myself. I know we can only be there for each other so much without being one another and beating each other's pain but... I don't know. I just feel so alone.

I met this person who gave me hope. But I got scared and I fumbled. I apologized but I don't think it's ever gonna be enough. It wasn't anything terrible... we weren't officially anything. We tried having that talk but honestly... they don't want me. They want to want me. I know it and it makes me so sad.

They're not over a past situation. I can only be there at a distance and it really sucks. It's like looking in a window and seeing everything you want... but you can't get in. I know I should just give up. Try to find whatever it is I want or need. I'm scared to because then that means they're just going to go find someone else and I have so so much to offer, I just wish they could see that. They say they do but like... there's too many mixed signals.

It makes me feel so inadequate and just not good enough. I know they're struggling right now and I am trying really hard to be a friend. But honestly... it's tough. It's hard to manage all of these emotions. It looks pretty good one day then just so cold the next. They reassure me and give me that hope again... and again it gets pulled away.

I don't want to lose this person. We've been decent friends, something I haven't had in a long time. But I won't lie, I'm emotionally tired. And I'm lonely.

I cry myself to sleep sometimes. Sometimes I stare at a wall and wish it was someone staring back at me. I eat alone, I sleep alone, I wake up alone. Day in, day out. I love with family but even so, I'm still alone. That's one of the worst feelings I've ever felt. Feeling alone in the company of people you love. It's like they can't really see me and that makes me question if maybe they choose not to see me. So then that makes me get even more down... the cycle repeats. Over and over again.

It's just so exhausting. I want someone to be here, I want someone to see me and actually care. Everytime I think I've found that and everytime I try hard to let it in... it's never enough. I'm tired of goodbyes. I'm tired of losing out each and every time. I'm not perfect, I know that. But I also know that I'm not a terrible person. Sometimes I feel like people use me because they know I'm good hearted then run off to play house or whatever with someone else, simply because that person is more attractive or funnier or has one small thing more to offer than I do.

It makes me feel so bad and I'm left questioning every little thing that's wrong with me. And I'm tired of waiting for someone to come and stay... especially if that means I've gotta go through this so many more times. I hate it. It makes me wanna turn into a cold hearted bitch but that ain't me and I know the world doesn't need more of that.


Everyone matter. Every single human being breathing right now, with a pulse, with a heartbeat... they matter. I can't pretend they don't just to spare my own feelings. Sometimes I wish I could... but I just can't. So, I'm left with this big heart that keeps getting shut down and out, keeps getting pushed away.

If you actually read all of this, thanks. That means a lot to me. I apologize that it's so long but I just needed to get this out and off my chest. Thank you.",0.6530081121708484,2.775434333726416,2.307257412398922,95.11828374455736,84.2004716981132,5.331246112378189,19.342266224341696,6.621015277851441,0.009545780634459877,3137,85,713,34,91,1025,284,848,0.17800000000000002,0.6809999999999999,0.142,-0.9833,0,8,1,0,1,0,138.0,3,5,15,5,56,55,5,4,21,1,46,18,8,7,6,167,152,76,0,25,44,0,17,5,2,4,7,2,1,8,62,48,1,3,35,3,1,9,25,22,1,4,16,30,100,33,86,120,24,81,0,4,9,2,53,42,2,13,33,461,162,3,0.0,0.0,0.08101779419487294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579582112828576,0.0,0.0331964539133253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04352806315682761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832028358434726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800218907769463,0.03191951418874399,0.034660078683458606,0.10121925386817524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04356339385095007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04232338687424002,0.0,0.0,0.035758182506557504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628655546851857,0.0,0.0911961043204277,0.08031377831251442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04247627260646642,0.06935448317418487,0.09338891935023506,0.0,0.1715684699784667,0.0,0.13708862468606473,0.07509842856974834,0.10492480983890316,0.03966568544176436,0.037307547500859586,0.0,0.03913302048157365,0.0,0.2518714336421242,0.05931115173917512,0.07971443305229184,0.0,0.07588088328076321,0.0,0.0,0.04551483645781584,0.06414282739315587,0.0,0.1301271842356951,0.07964256064611779,0.07077523431906728,0.1740879275144199,0.03320026102686994,0.04576619253231015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155751791855237,0.04098366933014781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757274788360414,0.02782405071831721,0.0,0.0,0.08245988235577009,0.0,0.04789829696128089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379403989899275,0.0,0.0,0.20532099581951405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020397799985244,0.08489593245208804,0.0,0.10140126229491182,0.041605080497702514,0.0,0.07347212793343379,0.06971782703716746,0.09288072372989033,0.0,0.03529129767547571,0.07493087224899063,0.0,0.16625410108410066,0.1262573805820418,0.04170353248677986,0.1356534445003048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610309473156765,0.0923399814924196,0.0320159601368924,0.0,0.04414758195881219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251612587414443,0.06314220456899633,0.08834158671069914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03962709245241836,0.0863358198733384,0.2537215623839678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042231765947702206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300398286610667,0.0,0.04152238632841405,0.0,0.0797793223527003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090059539196447,0.0,0.03301133485887217,0.08311981130580749,0.0,0.16539507165600906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046660275019840484,0.08308226335808082,0.0,0.21103359045831085,0.03195731349298105,0.16422236630928624,0.0,0.0,0.0442453656724724,0.033150860264930804,0.0,0.0,0.04339646996599717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033365092222935606,0.0,0.07643578463646927,0.0,0.0,0.05515633081185923,0.05319734116152053,0.04078449688292158,0.0,0.07261646110118407,0.190843854521532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22546678321416805,0.04515221404155823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03585230792774444,0.0,0.0,0.1958748276053105,0.0329496209241292,0.0,0.0,0.037323511675049006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320733131860006,0.040015269990426434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538592907973698,0.0,0.026731821420067955
lonely,fxckscott,2019/03/03,"I have no friends and nobody to talk to, I’m looking to make friends. Well as the title says it all, I’ll put other things, I am extremely shy and lonely. I suffer with depression, anxiety, bpd, insomnia and I’ve got memory problems. I’m a 22 year old male from the UK. I have kik if you would like to talk about anything or want to become friends. fx.uv that’s my username. Thank you everyone ",1.6446250000000011,3.8043962125000017,3.3550000000000004,88.82000000000002,80.625,7.0,25.0,8.07648339933343,1.5777499999999995,307,12,64,6,8,102,60,80,0.204,0.605,0.191,-0.2862,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,2,10,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,11,11,6,0,4,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,2,7,6,9,9,1,3,0,3,1,0,9,0,0,2,3,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044698697767626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259434212396713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23163624242295425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641543613171463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806447702288612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041113779235048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861230888580197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774453821469304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246610955426322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612489088890848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399999907133291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200819936414108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006884274602822,0.0,0.21084198008837413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667899875025222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371546978439305,0.0,0.1930961534691746,0.0,0.0,0.13933886294092865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237073575940538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857728935970533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489899920307643,0.0,0.0,0.13506270435999926
lonely,jkitjutiitgbjgjkig,2019/03/03,"I think a prophet was an asocial outcast and went to a cave and stayed there for a long time and finally he made up a god/religion to have something to live for and to cope with loneliness, suffering and emptiness. Then things snowballed from there My own experience of being very alone for a long time makes me think I have to make up my own “god” and something to live for. So i realized maybe that’s what happened with the said “prophet”",8.433837209302325,6.6842992441860485,7.476395348837213,79.7543604651163,62.37209302325582,11.390697674418604,38.94186046511628,10.125756701596842,3.5943348837209284,349,15,72,6,4,107,54,86,0.132,0.843,0.025,-0.8399,0,1,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,3,0,14,12,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,6,0,16,7,2,10,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,48,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143543983572284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245249947571425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267211789287148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301938446856086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655096078554996,0.3663168627400799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958362700067308,0.27630287584237473,0.0,0.207925203957302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687209750878512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186651360079352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059825950069264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749903964643476,0.265230961298104,0.0,0.0,0.24136712303540145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707686571290653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918595913390673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,deadflorist,2019/03/03,"Is being young glorified in mainstream cinema and music? The story of being young and having eccentricities which you share with a special person and then growing old with that person - this is all bullshit right? 

Being reckless (= smoking, drinking, rash driving, dressing in all black) with your ‘friends’ - does this shit happen? Or has mainstream media just romanticised edge cases?",7.362634408602152,10.830002145161297,6.330322580645162,68.08215053763442,67.87096774193549,6.713978494623658,32.913978494623656,7.793537801064563,3.0783784946236565,311,14,37,4,6,94,49,62,0.166,0.628,0.20600000000000002,0.3204,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,7,3,2,0,2,10,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,6,5,2,9,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,1,4,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910871905898546,0.0,0.0,0.3258512545473132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256989497834602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941440510874388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490397534575641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5808802418587125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28406462805690763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34144042644123784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Prince_that_is_fresh,2019/03/03,"I feel as though all this loneliness is self inflicted Like, I was at an old friend who I haven't seen in a while, (since I moved schools) and I told him how much I felt everyone hated me(and it was basically confirmed because no one has contacted me but him in the past 2 years), and how he was the only person who ever really contacted me. It felt pathetic, I felt so horrible.

No one ever messages me or calls me, they always message my sister or mother, never me directly, and I feel as if it's my fault because I never message them or call them. I only ever speak to people I know online,and can just be myself in front of a screen, never face to face.

I'm always told by my family how many friends I have, and how much they love me, and I believe them, because I have all these people in my life, but none of them are really close to me. None of them really understand me, and I feel as though I can't just sit and chat with them, and laugh at stupid nonsense and have serious conversations sometimes. The only time I have this is when I'm drunk with them, but afterwards, I always feel like shit.

I feel so lonely, is it my fault? am I the problem? I'm so lost, and I feel so empty. 

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lonely,lexiiir,2019/03/03,"Looking for friends! ☺️ Anyone around my age (18yrs old), who loves kpop, video games and art?? please i dont have any irl friends so...it would make me feel better if I could find someone. ",0.21842105263158013,2.5876734736842124,0.4161052631578954,105.61573684210528,90.57894736842104,3.04,18.12631578947369,3.1291,-1.1648063157894737,144,4,34,0,5,42,36,38,0.0,0.64,0.36,0.9408,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,8,8,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,2,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,1,2,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501594001008365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902366523487508,0.0,0.0,0.24219868664597916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240622518353368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172245945077188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188623081037417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756603093511902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24866572089991434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203989654485596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284690553169641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455524838385517,0.0,0.1816078662205284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854901707859269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986495614076416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23052279501125555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932696881125187,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PewdsForPrez,2019/03/03,"Made a discord for all of you! Hey guys!   
I read a post on here about making a discord server for all of us, so I have done just that.

We all live like a family and will look out for each other. None of you has to be lonely anymore! 

Just click [here](https://discord.gg/KsnYwvM) and join the server! 

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Hope you will enjoy your stay :)

Peace",1.2728192371475942,3.9197071940298542,1.7551243781094534,95.73859038142622,89.0,4.171807628524046,16.39966832504146,5.82211442006289,-0.5267067993366497,270,6,54,2,9,82,50,67,0.10099999999999999,0.664,0.23600000000000002,0.8902,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,4,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,3,13,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,8,3,10,5,5,4,0,1,2,0,8,2,0,1,1,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661062324039486,0.29842946361966305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435680474653279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25133287574113794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23152872154492415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431814571687209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439350567069819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998718388342702,0.0,0.2168682686769479,0.0,0.20624116365367295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323915536431061,0.16393912780012826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352157917474473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24566529503233364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26177567748083186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954251557111863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29842946361966305,0.0
lonely,Woodland_Corridor,2019/03/03,"A casual discord server for comforting warmth Hey you, what's up?
Loneliness is a funny thing, I wish it didn't pursue me as it does. 
I wish I could just be alone and get out of my hole alone, but I don't know if I can.
My name is Anthon and I'm a 19 year old male from Sweden. I gotta tell you, I'm exhausted. I don't know what the point of my life is, nothing seems meaningful. I've created a discord server with the purpose of just chatting about interests, daily life, whatever. I just want other people who feel similar to me to have a place they can be themselves and share their experiences to help and comfort others. It's nothing serious unless you want it to be, I know that it's so hard committing to something in a state like this. 
So don't worry, try to relax and engage with the lovely people I hope join this server. 

Server: https://discord.gg/Rkktmp",3.272389162561576,4.898715040229888,4.854844006568143,82.39241379310344,73.88505747126436,7.9599343185550095,24.497536945812808,8.634040054169528,1.6958157635467983,683,21,134,13,14,230,104,174,0.095,0.608,0.297,0.9881,0,2,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,2,0,6,12,0,0,9,0,14,4,0,0,1,28,29,11,0,7,6,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,14,8,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,20,10,19,23,0,8,0,0,0,1,14,5,0,3,3,88,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496742474357693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478172268655322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772750719808198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512939771285454,0.0,0.0,0.0853558349348336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881966985897925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512213584129642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131503503667162,0.0,0.0,0.16766725798144108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783220752652289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384721829221429,0.082472451423065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235837754341391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32395711538160993,0.0,0.17713858375847133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340643679518796,0.0,0.17637140244424285,0.0,0.15958081208571098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536790523038823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995883507821926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475481183125962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215042373747204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461148205473487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913801908226836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882482791075556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143560637565206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870864886793563
lonely,Sayans_itachi25,2019/03/03,"Make a discord server and start talking Around 2 months ago, I was very lonely and used to come here on a daily basis. I was really depressed. Then I got an invite to a discord server, where all members were from r/lonely. Since then, it's been a blast. We talked to each other daily and at some point you start caring for each other. I felt very happy when one of them pinged me to find out how my day was going. I made many cool friends. Even though the server disbanded recently for some reason, I have all of them on my friend list and talk daily.

So my recommendation for you guys would be to make a discord server and start chatting. Daily. It wont be a substitute to real life human connection, but It really helps. I am not as depressed anymore. And ping people when you see that they are absent for a long time. It really feels good to know someone is checking up on you. All the best!
**Posting from a new account coz I forgot password in my old account lol",2.168256578947364,4.423201395833335,3.5927192982456155,87.30315789473686,79.3125,5.708771929824562,21.042763157894736,6.8360192770164,0.55288125,756,21,146,8,19,248,122,192,0.073,0.779,0.14800000000000002,0.9429,0,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,4,3,1,9,10,0,0,11,2,13,1,0,7,3,33,29,15,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,7,12,0,1,5,1,3,2,2,3,0,1,9,4,21,7,24,16,8,28,0,3,1,0,17,10,0,2,15,103,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145782812495667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588463352238336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219747062817534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379150947304578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969856677100795,0.0,0.0,0.11802852312707103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836501164680002,0.0,0.23602610240311786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049882726142648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692802114248637,0.0,0.13155837553192745,0.0,0.12523159678996162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117189033592654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787025509587908,0.11492385540015355,0.10958548510445423,0.0,0.0,0.1356689579388065,0.0,0.14585777449822399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184000369966952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530128523454477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967795773095558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212562572132425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296493584815799,0.18292061321607225,0.13891433250984472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936613469716526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233244414833842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377691394685838,0.0,0.09284666637118318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499074615762187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295259124240333,0.0,0.13122497795951235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595601664563702,0.26333093388180306,0.14087690480677534,0.1352883421582609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918528108342712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334236798949253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609456104874195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29094527049482694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303886509066369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346190884474931,0.0,0.07989605975187546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833920682721068,0.0,0.22610772605894966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097333366118325,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yawaworht66767,2019/03/03,"What chance do I even have anymore So, I'm here on a throwaway because friends know my main account.

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Seriously, what chance do I even have anymore? What chance do I have not to be alone all the time?

I have a small circle of friends that's slowly dying because everyone is moving away. This circle consists of me and 3 other guys. Two of them, I mostly communicate with in memes. I haven't even met up with those guys since New Year's intentionally. Well, to be fair, one of them now lives like 400km away, but the other guy, I just randomly ran into at McDonald's last Thursday after not seeing him in almost 2 months.

And the other guy? I guess we're still pretty close. We see each other about every other day, but that's also gonna change soon, as he's gonna move an hour and a half's drive away in May. We're probably not gonna be able to meet up more than once a month then.

​

I'm the only one in this circle of friends who's still single.

Why? Probably a combination of a lot of factors.

I don't think I'm ugly. But I don't think I'm conventionally attractive to girls my age either. You see, I'm short, I'm extremely skinny, I look way younger than I am. No 18 year old girl that I know of wants a guy who looks 4 years younger than her.

Well, that's at least what I'm assuming right now. Might be completely wrong about that, but that's not the main problem I have.

​

What's way worse is that I have no means to meet anyone my age right now. 

Almost all the people I know my age, I know from school and haven't kept in touch with since. 

​

Going out on weekends? None of my friends are into that, and neither am I. I'm not gonna go to a bar or club on Friday evening alone, just sitting there and not talking to anyone because my crippling social anxiety is keeping me from doing so.

I don't drink alcohol for reasons I don't feel comfortable with sharing right now. I hate loud places, I hate crowded places, I hate not being able to breathe properly.

So, going to clubs isn't really an option for me.

Going out of my comfort zone? I've tried. I went to a club with 3 others like a month ago just to try it out and it was fucking terrible. The minute I went in, I wanted to go home again.

Every time I try going out of my comfort zone, I get reminded why it's called a 'comfort zone'.

I can't go out of my comfort zone, because it defines who I am. At least not in this regard.

​

I've been getting better at talking to strangers, and talking on the phone, because my current job requires me to do that on the daily.

But that doesn't help my situation at all. I'm still the same lonely fucker I was before.

I still get extremely awkward around people who actually are in my age group.

​

I can never get over past crushes because I never actually get to tell them how I feel.

It doesn't even matter if I think she likes me back or not, there's just always this barrier in my mind that keeps me from actually telling people how I feel.

I don't know if it's fear of rejection, fear of humiliation, or anything else.

​

What I actually think is, that I have a general fear of people my age not actually seeing me as one of them.

As I already said, I don't go out because it makes me uncomfortable to the point where I would rather just cease to exist than be stuck in the setting I currently am in.

I don't drink alcohol.

I look 14.

It always kinda felt like people my age never actually saw me as one of them, but rather as someone's little brother who was brought by someone because their parents told them to.

​

There was this one girl I liked a year back, haven't talked to her in a while. Maybe I should text her. Probably should, what do I even have to lose.

​

But I'm gonna wimp out every time I want to do it anyway, what's even the point

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lonely,notmasturchief117,2019/03/03,"I literally have 2 in real life friends.(17M) I just graduated secondary school/highschool and I literally have 2 friends to talk to. One doesn't really respond when we ask him out and the other doesn't have any similar interests.
No idea how I managed that.
Who's waiting to see Avengers:Endgame alone ? ",3.6473684210526334,6.460944526315793,4.67640350877193,78.45565789473683,77.42105263157895,8.010526315789475,34.06140350877193,8.841846274778883,3.4690140350877203,246,14,43,6,6,80,45,57,0.083,0.815,0.10099999999999999,0.2263,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,9,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,6,2,5,8,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,1,27,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405415502456814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235978430652665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073871456199317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540329819583228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711794413416044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322438311036772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280594834876846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742506817693585,0.21064011861787896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327669756402175,0.2620140393653405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642800205471192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bio-celestial,2019/03/03,"Ok with being lonely?? I don’t know,  I fluctuate from being ok with being alone. I grew up that way so I’m accustomed to it, but sometimes I ache for someone. I’m not sure how to explain it. I know there’s a difference from being alone and lonely, but I feel like I flip flop from the two all the time. It hurts.

Sorry for the random drunk feelings. Thank you for listening.",-0.1910389610389593,2.1173350909090907,2.004935064935065,93.15597402597406,94.19480519480518,4.877922077922078,17.38961038961039,6.574015621080383,0.05760779220779224,290,8,61,4,11,97,50,77,0.308,0.5820000000000001,0.111,-0.946,0,6,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,4,2,5,1,0,1,2,15,14,5,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,5,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,3,8,5,11,10,1,4,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159582264721168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602430023739368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25189184239318674,0.1779478728890363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666528906122529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737835102145356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169137441803958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105069018236933,0.0,0.2463535094888384,0.2788326136323533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23476164244645856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293259343281361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524469020047914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433219013960666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771374468441294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vc1232,2019/03/03,"Friends? I'm a 31 m and going through depression and health issues so I spend a lot of time at home right now and it can get lonely.  I'm looking to make friends to talk to regularly, if you're looking for the same just message me.",0.8681632653061229,2.8995354081632674,2.680979591836735,93.29616326530613,82.6734693877551,5.552653061224492,26.126530612244892,6.742157984588678,0.934784489795918,181,8,41,2,5,60,39,49,0.12300000000000001,0.754,0.12300000000000001,0.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,7,8,2,5,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,2,2,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24211301948559005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343579159472868,0.0,0.14686436205423678,0.0,0.15975692855509688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987986251386167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281968550337379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933977932493906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721103089301712,0.0,0.0,0.2389831432817473,0.0,0.0,0.1876379838542551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24005984850896586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22593939981026925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391302550503128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,greenaaa,2019/03/03,"I need advice with a best friend. I a friend who calls me best friend. She is a negative person. For example. She over thinks  and complains a lot. I listen to her no matter what. Even tho I am  really busy with university. She always says negative things about going to post  secondary like it is waste  of money and time. Yet she complains about her job almost daily. I told her change your job if you really hate it then . And she goes about post secondary. 

English is my 3rd language. I had to learn my alphabet and ESL in Grade 9 . I had to work hard to learn English and make it to university.  She tells me to know things because I went to ESL. My English skills are somewhat lacking. She knows that . Yet she says: oh well you suppose know that . I told her guess what you are born in this country and you supposed to know it too .  DUH!


She trys to compete with me on everything. I don’t like it that she is trying to become me . She cares about money and social media. And followers and shopping really expensive make up and hand bags . 


Whenever we hang out . She is always on her phone. I put my phone  away and try to eat and catch up on life.  All of our conversations are one sided . I only listen and give advice. She told me that she doesn’t have friends. I am trying to  be a good friend and try to spend time with her . But I cannot keep up anymore. 

I am trying to be her friend and it is not working. I am 24  female and she is 24 too . 


Lately, we just text about memes and super short text .  She keeps leaving  me on seen . I left her on seen too .  We reply once a week with “ word “ or meme. 

 she  says that she was super super busy with work. I just stopped texting her  for a while . I used to put my time and  energy to have a REAL conversation. 

I came to realize that  I wasted my time. She never changed and she never listen to what have to say . 

It is always about her.  Yet she calls me best friend. I am exhausted. I don’t what to do . 
We have nothing to talk about or interest between us . It is dry and lame. 



I am sorry for this long post. This was on my mind for long time. I want advice.  

Thank you in advance. ",0.10054563492063552,2.4268598680555584,1.9500529100529107,94.82166666666667,90.36574074074072,4.844973544973545,17.205026455026456,6.4566740036849675,-0.19033346560846545,1621,41,355,19,56,532,185,432,0.075,0.768,0.157,0.9902,3,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,6,6,0,12,18,25,1,0,8,1,33,4,1,3,3,67,62,27,0,4,7,0,2,2,7,0,2,7,0,1,24,32,1,3,8,1,5,9,10,5,1,1,11,11,82,20,57,49,7,48,0,1,2,0,74,18,0,7,20,255,106,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864967691587053,0.0,0.0,0.07468572134364125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618113143048093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396789971231252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007470392008755,0.0,0.0,0.04546609095008613,0.08237285092221278,0.0,0.0,0.2348158657049099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231846836681745,0.08530493358568578,0.07604398900019547,0.0,0.15780127285400905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631868442979936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049262436858634434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703184554226628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033672367306164,0.0,0.0,0.07154836194603971,0.04238815729341014,0.06255803905443515,0.0,0.0,0.08216336562783069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681316794340975,0.07363686911423181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802744982150912,0.13258847112196653,0.0,0.0,0.16395902229870785,0.0,0.08413469794169624,0.07897434144388568,0.08103640584314444,0.0,0.05268132152304063,0.07287655401938978,0.0,0.0,0.13201008002957276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340917517331104,0.0,0.0,0.09957162353793593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530920263899629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530354929417417,0.11504851101424335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156595266571313,0.0,0.0,0.079430184142832,0.05054046751824188,0.056724963008753425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512441169893399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214294341262526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499562832853373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848936240967675,0.14334244869056756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23725072781618414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602962553352825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349137367756418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623560804450016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994829084757604,0.06519024370639724,0.06866749562586077,0.0,0.0,0.09910141232343143,0.04779081171063479,0.0,0.0,0.21745445316162929,0.0,0.0,0.21380639666538306,0.0,0.2531902992781743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971611226324742,0.06441716296926142,0.0,0.0,0.0439919402010903,0.0,0.05982728179885687,0.0,0.06706052896238254,0.06914068824913051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289547091810272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JustALonelyBoy1992,2019/02/21,"I cannot find anyone willing to accept my rare disease. hello people. I'm 26 years old and I'm living with an extremely rare disease that prevents me from engaging in sex or all other forms of sexual activity. I am a virgin and have spent years afraid to tell girls that I suffer from this affliction.

I don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to live with this condition anymore. I just want to have a normal happy relationship like everyone else.

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lonely,ortus11,2019/02/21,Hello Would anyone like to talk sometime? Im getting really lonely and could use someone just to kill time with. Feel free to message me,2.8302564102564105,5.661571769230772,3.674615384615386,84.15371794871797,81.30769230769229,5.005128205128205,24.051282051282055,6.42735559955562,1.049835897435898,110,4,18,1,3,35,24,26,0.218,0.612,0.16899999999999998,-0.4005,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23805177287495824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718230120019558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214262944157338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787198279888025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677463015830524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766594087732156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663275235406906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21810210274777067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884636549423611,0.0,0.3367154767114069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736422129542909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985201477426924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940409939620261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24184714843399854,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rollyting,2019/02/21,"Do you like yourself? I'm unable to find a single trait that I like about myself. I'm alone because no one else likes me either. I like a few choices I've made in life, like not eating meat, not using a car or a plane, and voting in elections. Other than that, I'm just an alcoholic ugly disgusting person who isn't able to study or even get a job as a cleaning lady, just drinking every night alone. I wonder if other lonely people feel like this too?",4.248387096774192,4.671707548387096,5.5539247311827955,82.85088709677422,70.29032258064517,7.060215053763441,24.10215053763441,6.42735559955562,0.8222989247311823,354,8,69,2,6,119,68,93,0.161,0.6829999999999999,0.156,-0.1179,1,4,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,5,8,1,0,7,0,2,4,0,2,0,14,10,5,0,1,8,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,6,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,1,6,6,7,9,3,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,4,7,43,12,1,0.1889627593033917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019437224506253,0.0,0.3914168609036863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518994418242612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511156524352232,0.0,0.1933560773719459,0.15785413822630842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480812036966295,0.0,0.15920927461008846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554524879943499,0.13499503300288762,0.0,0.0,0.17270853865427493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872524258574787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751638117653285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346998518868705,0.5539059559079051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788011317812468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732874891786266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804605609862696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100298467069546,0.16499499279032115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163203153201923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492205185288465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WrongNumber17,2019/02/21,"Just needed to vent  

I am just a fat pathetic loner nobody who stuffs her face with sugar all day, can't force herself to do anything until it's too late, who can't even pick up her room. I am going to be a horrible missionary: I have horrible social skills, I don't have any friends or a social life. My relationship with God is nonexistant and I am squandering the opportunities he gave me. I am so lonely and I have no one - even my family - who knows me. I waste my time and money on useless things, I can't talk to my family because they think I'm this perfect person when I am the complete opposite. I lie, I cheat, I steal, and I do these things without batting an eyelash. I'm not worthy of going on a mission but I desperately want to. Oh and I'm ugly. I've never had a boyfriend or even a first kiss, never had someone interested in me. I'm not self-deprecating in public and I don't have depression but I literally don't have any friends. I'm in college, this should be the best time of my life but I hate it. Sorry just needed to vent somewhere, I'm feeling really down on myself

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lonely,DyingGravy,2019/02/21,"Lonely at work I don't fit in at work.

Some set-up: I work with a non-profit that has a small group (about 10 of us) working in our office and another group (about 15) working at other locations Monday-Thursday. We all share the office on Fridays. Most of us have teams we belong to, where we share the same job functions and responsibiities. 

I am a part of the group of 10 that practically lives at the office and, unfortunately, I'm only halfway a part of a team; my role differs from the rest of the team's roles and, ultimately, I'm left out of a lot of meetings/get-togethers/chats. It doesn't feel great. My work role seems lonely by nature.

Regarding the rest of the office...

They care about the latest trashy TV episode, celebrity drama, pop music, and drinking/partying. I don't watch much TV (neither do I own Netflix/Hulu/any other streaming service), care about celebrities, listen to pop music, or drink/party. I feel alienated regarding shared interests, and I really don't feel like forcing myself to partake in their interests just to be able to have something to talk about.

I forgot to mention that most people at the office live in the area. I commute about an hour and a half each way every day. Any after work get-togethers are out of my realm; I'm not ready to get home at 3 a.m., since most nights out are house parties or at bars.

I guess I just wanted to vent and put this all out there somewhere. Even now as I'm typing this, I'm sitting alone at lunch while the rest of the office is in another room talking about the Kardashians.

Work makes me feel numb now.

Thanks for listening 💜",5.808157894736841,6.096817640127393,6.225326852162255,79.86524807241034,66.86624203821657,8.903519946362723,29.902111967817632,8.6894789155246,2.2016713375796177,1265,42,243,18,19,409,173,314,0.07200000000000001,0.851,0.076,0.276,1,5,3,0,0,0,55.0,6,0,2,11,14,13,0,0,22,0,13,3,0,1,2,39,33,12,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,8,17,2,1,5,7,0,1,6,3,0,1,1,7,24,10,51,31,17,35,0,2,1,0,25,24,0,9,9,155,32,14,0.10518037056672144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893514316705268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305251754792514,0.2205815787693192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447679539401196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783263766057987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989110074150744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303672057010464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947064277961937,0.0,0.08861899859464767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127294227002493,0.07514087774889756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485720738422846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596172986913747,0.11586803631907275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550448756164296,0.0,0.10358147803600257,0.1213640258471249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437528819004868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142787803743536,0.0,0.0,0.05138581619316794,0.0,0.1857523884082664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942058977018115,0.0,0.0,0.07020871409224919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731967457508747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870465266316164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999441142501104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278001831429439,0.0,0.07291882550723823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573532343283933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738123868235547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575225906549216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700628943675097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097298791023881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690799953998104,0.0,0.0968359537893856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530380705486302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062038107689686026,0.08348728241259888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6125804997179256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,escaleraaOOOh,2019/02/21,"Alone in my own class and my ""ex"" is there, constantly around the people that should be my best friends. I (18 y.o. italian M) have never felt so alone.

So, i have never had good relationship with my classmates, but in the last period it just became unbearable.

All of them, and i mean EVERY SINGLE ONE, hates the fact that i'm a very good student. Every time i raise my hand to answer a question i hear them saying under their breath stuff like ""get a life"" or ""kill yourself"". Even people that i've known for 10+ years tell me that they hate me in class. Those people are the one that are supposed to be my best friends.

They hate me because im kind of the only one interested in school in my class and teachers always compare me with the other underlying the fact that they don't show nearly as much interest as me, and this increases their hate towards me.

I'd love to talk about politics or literature with someone, but the only topics my classmates chat about are football, local gossip or dumb italian music.

As this wasn't enough, 2 months ago i discovered that one of the girls in my class, whom i liked for 5 years, likes me back. We started dating, but from the beginning i got treated like utter shit. I think that the other girls in my class and her friends kinda changed her mind about me, picturing me as loser, and she totally changed her behavior. She also was a particular kind of person, very serious and, as i later discovered, anaffective. She never kissed me or even hugged me. And in the last period we were seeing eachother she was just trying her best to make me leave her. She wanted me to leave her so she would feel less guilty for how she behaved. That hurted like hell, still does.

The problem now is that i have to see her everyday and i find it very diccult to move one. My friends, even after i explained them how she treated me, still talks to her and act like nothing happened. They now spend much more time with her than before. This makes me feel so alone. 

I have no one to be with in class with (6 hours a day + extra activities) and i have to hear them laughing together everyday. That just hurt so much.

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I only have 1 real friend, but i don't see him enough to feel better. And i have no idea how to make new friends. I live in a really small city (50k people) and there aren't many activities for people my age with my interests.

What should i do? How could i feel better? Should i just change myself?

​

Sorry if my english is not perfect, i'm still learning. Thanks to everyone interested in my story, hope some of you relates and wish to share their story with me.

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lonely,sceneybeanie,2019/02/21,"Toxic people. Panic attack. Confusion. Upset. Help? I had a fight online with someone I cared about.. I’ve recently had a massive falling out with someone I thought was my good friend. Turns out that she is nothing but a mean bitch. I had done nothing wrong, she just started having a go at me out of the blue. I was trying to calm her but she wanted to insult me and make me feel bad. It worked. I managed to have my first panic attack mid argument. 

The reason I took this so hard was because I really don’t have many friends and she was someone I had known for a while whom I thought I trusted. I feel betrayed and used. I saved the entire conversation to prove I wasn’t any of the things she called me. According to her I am selfish, entitled, smart ass and I am rude to her. Out of all the things though, she mentioned that I wasn’t a nice person and that really hurt. 

I go out of my way for people, drive places for her, but things. I was nothing but nice and to have her throw it in my face- cut. 

I’m still trying to figure out what I did wrong. And I feel lonelier than ever before.  ",1.042021674140507,3.2687005919282512,2.691149103139015,92.31785967862484,83.43946188340806,5.3310164424514195,20.50242899850523,6.6274283507984215,0.2887460388639762,844,25,179,9,24,277,116,223,0.237,0.5870000000000001,0.17600000000000002,-0.9525,0,0,0,0,1,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,6,26,7,4,11,0,21,2,2,3,3,37,37,14,0,1,5,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,11,15,0,0,10,0,0,6,3,16,0,1,16,5,40,10,27,21,1,23,0,1,1,1,21,10,2,1,6,129,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045440476750955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26918789639670754,0.0,0.0,0.09878335290092513,0.07212027247935943,0.0,0.10067253015012156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080705876290815,0.0,0.12062425188768333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210715257799194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701756680158386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946226364891468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063385987205116,0.0,0.0,0.18281099741026247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447584298614065,0.09923225700958846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598192579559744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930025336475953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266525899982744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897239976768372,0.11994709625721385,0.0,0.128873549333044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405629931213424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27762102679249434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404159264279464,0.10330314787654304,0.123608074166782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158397890817202,0.12164170072284736,0.116816195320852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30072934673027146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373995621402358,0.0,0.09448198771928293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23579839537013295,0.0,0.11623832090130445,0.1878487933423001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314460242969552,0.16064854480776866,0.12868658304731456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218127946804792,0.0,0.0,0.06978191104402187,0.09390844323885908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086130604902633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25870537051952464,0.0,0.0
lonely,ohjongy,2019/02/21,"I’m so tired of feeling lonely I know I’m not alone in this world. I have great friends that will listen to my problems if I'm down, but I still feel lonely. I mentioned above that I have great friends, and I really do, but sometimes I can't help but feel, that if I don't reach out to them they won’t reach out to me. I’m almost always the one who asks if they want to do something. I know everyone has their own stuff to deal with so I feel selfish for wanting them to reach out to me as I do with them. The dating scene perpetuates this feeling even more. I've been basically ghosted the last 3 times I tried dating. The fact that they just abruptly stop talking to me takes a toll on my already low self-esteem and makes me question if I’m the problem. Maybe there’s something wrong with me that makes people just want to stop talking to me with no explanation. It's exhausting reaching out to people who won't reach out back but if I don’t then I’ll feel more lonely, sad, and unwanted. ",3.2860869565217365,4.296365724637685,4.15721739130435,89.83669565217394,72.91304347826087,6.87265700483092,25.87729468599034,7.0316486544052195,0.9360314975845414,783,25,172,7,15,252,108,207,0.23600000000000002,0.655,0.109,-0.9790000000000001,0,7,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,7,0,8,14,0,0,6,0,13,2,0,2,1,45,34,16,1,11,12,0,6,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,11,12,0,2,9,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,1,7,28,4,26,30,3,20,0,5,0,0,19,10,0,7,10,111,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390942031900274,0.13850202801681155,0.1475723334698971,0.0,0.1112725294548082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501776368829287,0.0,0.0,0.10282868902990157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786784560660428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832617861302687,0.0,0.0,0.12778297342906952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057018094378555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663606634199255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29487150413129165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963515678678417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469869824987619,0.10900628670766427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852915052981794,0.0,0.13434789602918534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061765202586976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542051572593068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25591954894492713,0.0,0.0,0.14980612762667944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566967405073049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950762035559555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059009189155916,0.1322605549157064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679546941407964,0.22360543449356912,0.0,0.0,0.15308673195182754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005469224361088,0.21497123498553067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797795681634323,0.15370083057829415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079263237141318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236628974255912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462107336620803,0.0,0.0
lonely,youworththismuch,2019/02/21,". people are fundamentally scum, filthy and parasitic creatures ",11.77375,15.756388875000004,9.57,33.57500000000002,97.75,11.6,41.5,8.841846274778883,7.860050000000001,53,3,4,2,2,16,8,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sweatertimebro,2019/02/21,"Painting So this is kind of depressing but, I'm a 19 year old married, and have a 2 month old child and no one wants anything  to do with me anymore. I want someone to paint with . I need a friend so bad I crave friendship and I dont get that anymore besides with one person. 
All my highschool friends are abandoning me due to differences in personalities and everything.  
I feel lonely. 
Super lonely .
I just want someone I can talk to freely without being judged and someone that actually enjoys stuff I  do. 
I dont have people like that in my life, people dont like my music taste, 
Nor like to go do shit. 
Plus its winter and it sucks so I cant just go for walks 24/7. 
Ugh",0.8212499999999991,3.2852086250000028,2.5402941176470613,91.09882352941177,87.75,4.964705882352941,21.970588235294123,6.522977012572876,0.5314970588235299,527,19,108,6,17,173,84,136,0.244,0.581,0.175,-0.8881,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,16,2,0,3,0,13,3,1,0,1,21,23,12,0,4,4,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,3,7,10,1,1,1,0,0,3,7,8,0,2,0,2,15,8,14,22,1,11,0,4,0,0,6,2,2,0,9,69,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.1309311260809592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266122313794798,0.0,0.0,0.1104109504925912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202682514817393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556091895618775,0.0,0.0,0.14017969328772312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717407411354817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058386072218052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784067369008477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731970560447488,0.0,0.07009858733314417,0.0,0.15250445855964234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971800630482642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476864445257176,0.19664689600957366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709367226430697,0.0,0.0,0.09948578069995176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815788954054973,0.0,0.1818349068790244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603396499867364,0.2343051403818681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772416633309734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410468763584676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535932074300926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784122525074788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374118427081913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129335645640466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640145082957827
lonely,SuperialCondon,2019/02/21,Unexpected So I met this girl who quickly became good friends with me. I slowly started to like this girl and we started hanging out a lot (like every weekend) and we eventually became somewhat sexual. So I went to her place tonight to tell her I liked her and wanted to date and before I said anything she told me that she got back together with her ex. The worst part is we’ve become really good friends and idk if I can even be around her cuz I will just be jealous of her and her boyfriend. ,2.122121212121211,4.433023686868687,3.2891818181818198,89.11377272727276,79.8080808080808,5.980202020202023,25.051515151515154,7.1686216300943375,1.1133103030303029,391,15,79,5,10,126,65,99,0.08,0.758,0.162,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,7,9,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,18,13,10,0,2,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,2,4,12,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,1,20,7,9,5,4,12,0,0,0,0,21,3,0,3,10,58,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414164430878587,0.1883827884097473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627193680922894,0.0,0.0,0.2337128531598625,0.18006932693757252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977013716219872,0.0,0.17829530709890554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32698744346014164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549863245428969,0.16924836207865598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31015414382854944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990805320387165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22915912081357676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210933080361754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355664003666683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20129493707550208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995652842092161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849614003186135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022078165684449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481638968819946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961698222075666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bereanmcm,2019/02/21,"I left her because I was lonely I left her because I was lonely sometimes when I was with her, now she is gone and has a new bf and I feel like I lost the love of my life. Why am I so fucked up",-0.7308695652173895,0.2885248260869595,1.9776086956521761,101.366847826087,83.34782608695652,4.6000000000000005,18.02173913043478,3.1291,-1.0208956521739134,146,3,41,0,4,51,31,46,0.255,0.612,0.132,-0.7365,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,0,4,11,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,5,1,13,2,3,6,0,7,0,3,0,2,6,3,1,0,4,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343295493922166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865620043661667,0.1959061134822934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535162296617949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5958916740752251,0.0,0.1936929491642528,0.13397229098334196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993485514394049,0.0,0.2474984135646485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648478334971464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712151474649919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474450542122156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lonelytexasguy,2019/02/21,"Lonely in East Texas Im so tired of being alone! I have been single 5 years now and I'm tired of it! I'm a single dad raising my daughter by my self . I just can't seem to meet anyone and it really suck. My daughter has been asking me for the longest time now when will i find her a stepmom. I don't even know what to tell her when she ask me that question.  Anyways i just wanted to tell some one cause i couldn't hold this in any longer. 
Just a lonely east texas guy here",-0.4758012820512825,1.5343686634615423,1.5188461538461553,99.6094871794872,88.32692307692307,3.8512820512820514,15.397435897435901,4.7782277997778095,-1.1338179487179487,367,7,88,1,12,121,69,104,0.182,0.818,0.0,-0.9535,0,6,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,11,3,1,0,4,0,9,2,0,1,0,14,17,5,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,14,0,9,12,3,10,0,2,0,0,14,4,1,3,6,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123864722397865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945187321428654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338687532870112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38341794957458497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065921141956565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544412129304728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874265567701036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304752393843772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22150640787446524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269887930555784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895799008871493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22972078764559106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137049406495682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668433272010188,0.21392850171331712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35847334556471383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957560042860382,0.4713862699957957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095320622509145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205574390636549
lonely,frostymuppet,2019/02/21,I just feel like I'm too damaged to get anywhere I have been suffering from depression for about 5 years now and I'm about 2 months away from turning 18 so I feel like I've been robbed of some good years of my life. Because of my depression I started isolating myself and this just made me lonely and made my xpression worse. I just need someone to talk to because I feel so empty. I spend most of my time just sleeping when I'm not working. I will get home from work and mostly just sleep until the next day when I go back to work. Because of everything I just feel like a big mess. I've got loads of problems with my emotions and expressing any of it. I've isolated myself so much these past years to the point im almost scared of people. I have no contact with anyone other than basic conversation because I'm just scared of forming any kind of relationship with anyone in any way. I'm just tired of waking up and being confused about what to do cos I feel like I shouldn't be alive ,3.6070462046204628,4.852036767326734,4.441207920792081,87.2069273927393,72.4158415841584,7.1688448844884505,26.33795379537953,7.554174236665415,1.2856860726072608,785,26,162,9,15,253,111,202,0.20600000000000002,0.733,0.061,-0.9813,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,19,16,0,3,3,0,9,5,3,3,0,34,28,12,0,3,9,0,5,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,5,0,1,1,3,10,0,0,5,5,21,6,32,19,5,21,0,5,0,0,5,5,0,5,18,99,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296521181051195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301486752143984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577619510798217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599085914252301,0.08674568681417624,0.0,0.2750772973452585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727545937276758,0.0,0.1943301185553286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268986410940834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138841124517486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852064149400229,0.322372487433965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178795297757673,0.0,0.06411382364341398,0.09462159573606664,0.09022629317464202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131599240973455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185663089055256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747663905227727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968265603174292,0.22045754429930267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134914312258279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004569285027272,0.0,0.08293001282088881,0.08364888291222719,0.0,0.0,0.1199771492622768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769209490181003,0.07820983685500177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664407733327466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794612501549243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211181796494719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258895632606344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257875215285844,0.0,0.09558548644631958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984911885127867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067424470756856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578175297394769,0.12966113093736314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227073756528806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954514409051567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24638607011061925,0.0,0.11496536039426394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794224641070092
lonely,rlabsher,2019/02/21,"No friends and wife is not speaking to me So I will make this short.  I just need to tell someone.  [M30]
My wife is not taking to me and really has not been for a few weeks now.  We are having some  issues and it's best to stay out of her way when she gets like this.  (This is not want I want to focus on). I work from home and rarely see co workers.  I have texted and messaged friends a number of times over the past month or more.  Just wanting to connect or catch up.  No one responding to me.  Ok.  So I had one person say something back and then nothing after that.   I just want to talk to people.  Why is that so hard? I am not a horrible person.  ",-0.7784590429845863,1.3419401605839454,1.1593552311435502,100.30680251419302,92.64963503649635,3.9203568532035686,16.370235198702353,5.46131890053228,-0.8352689375506892,490,12,117,3,18,160,90,137,0.07,0.7929999999999999,0.136,0.9065,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,3,9,5,0,0,4,1,12,0,0,1,0,25,21,13,0,5,10,2,1,1,2,1,0,2,1,2,6,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,2,4,15,5,18,18,4,17,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,3,10,86,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822780283928898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188651750168644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777712106151757,0.0,0.09391953075164312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103368095249074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803184486964088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762743173441945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782385351653524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999419837651235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348630733073606,0.0,0.0,0.1332930975540851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248888420307645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436261525098082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160555421419146,0.12462606852193844,0.31392685180344665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151617406164442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295594410841767,0.0,0.0,0.14324903079833815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231387588299264,0.13839149313678684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916050365479393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516053060400507,0.14448789421528835,0.15712209478111666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482212447039692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424119034069672,0.1426886912438018,0.14419623714911972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220949895696593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087069560224768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bot_number_1605,2018/12/02,"I kinda feel like shit Hi, I've been feeling a bit lonely.
I'm 13M and throughout my life I've been introverted,  only having a few close friends. 
I'm ugly and I have unusual tastes and opinions compared to most of the people my age, so I'm scared at having a girlfriend in the future.
Besides that, 2 years ago I had a crush and was rejected, which I didn't mind and respected. We still became very close as friends, or at least I thought, because my father died and instead of being a supportive friend, she started being really toxic and manipulative. She said she liked me for about a day, even though she didn't, and now I'm pretty sure she did it to watch me suffer because of what happened next: she found pictures of me as a baby on my mum's fb to mock me with. She sent me one where I was pretending to be a dinosaur(I was really young) with a side by side of a dinosaur from Jurassic park. She captioned another one with ""you used to be so cute, what went wrong?"". You could see she was manipulative at this point, because she never told anyone anything about this and would victimize herself if I ever retaliated(the worst thing I even did was call her a whore after she started annoying me). So I told the school, which didn't really do anything about it other than keep her away from me after that. So at that point I had lost my father, probably the person I've felt the strongest connection with in my entire life, and a friend I thought I could trust. I truly felt horrible at that point. The year after that, she tried to play it off as an innocent joke, so I got really pissed. I sent a message to some friends saying that she's fucking garbage, basically. So logically, one of my closest friends snitched and told the school, but luckily this time, the school also did diddly squat, so at least I got no repercussions. But I also took it very personally, because a friend I knew since we were 4 knew my situation, and still sold me out. Now, one year later, I had forgiven her(Oh, and did I mention she only said sorry when she wanted to be friends again?) and now she starts trying to purposefully irritate me. This Friday, I was doing homework on a school computer, when she started pressing my computer's keys and fucking everything up. So, I tell her to fuck off and she does for like 2 minutes. She then steals my wallet, I retrieve it and steal hers. A THIRD close friend, who also knew my  situation with her, comes and takes her wallet, gives it to her, and calls me rude. And I'd understand, if he took it out of context, but he WAS LITERALLY INBETWEEN US THE ENTIRE TIME. So, my dad died, I'm probably never going to have a love life because I'm fuck ugly, and 3 people who I trusted suddenly turned on me. Does anyone have any advice? Btw, I already know I should ditch those friends.",6.628048484848485,6.168892192727274,7.1145454545454525,76.70848484848489,65.25454545454545,10.096969696969698,33.06060606060606,9.558583805096642,2.8986606060606053,2206,81,427,38,30,725,254,550,0.131,0.74,0.129,-0.6458,0,3,0,0,0,0,77.0,3,2,0,1,29,42,10,1,27,0,36,12,2,3,4,71,88,46,2,7,6,4,5,3,11,2,3,3,1,2,26,34,1,1,13,3,1,7,6,20,0,5,42,11,81,22,56,37,7,66,0,4,2,6,69,27,6,7,35,294,107,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095593567451865,0.05529512798456968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883666339316029,0.1496531428866211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04241978865632177,0.06540971185451204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723354957286761,0.0,0.10266503352032898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586070266118983,0.0,0.0,0.19012798151023266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810159894180873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273916553288308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373389589534505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960894601265614,0.0,0.0,0.04022922773936718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947889233570714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917638531226527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240134560492457,0.05642528310731181,0.0,0.0,0.05606212992380701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630812886526288,0.044563496094934346,0.11978704583776867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839524026338391,0.4819378066747189,0.2306731384685856,0.0,0.059839521511089136,0.03545136438046495,0.0,0.09978020383944046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516145213013048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544522931083327,0.0,0.0,0.034281810145353496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218017799854395,0.09142553379180553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680939342115012,0.0,0.056299389489892215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298490320013019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622090097391324,0.0,0.06634066405838715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907821847936724,0.09488392331715484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649134513967494,0.10893369264538667,0.0,0.0,0.17690465938769984,0.0,0.0,0.06346176331792752,0.13451000159931256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984607350089372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867323031407875,0.04960620217058626,0.06245215744295623,0.2525230938715464,0.04970790425568933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403104080738617,0.051600467757461965,0.1402329863887511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982806755152446,0.17660841590729365,0.0,0.099631734582162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078683247946879,0.05879137168965678,0.0,0.04690116698848893,0.0,0.0545219049672181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04144176703150597,0.0,0.06128694905701775,0.09904375199781988,0.0727472723272748,0.0,0.0,0.1788171262693012,0.13861049836869427,0.0847023520761066,0.06785032679746791,0.0,0.06493863112482448,0.07503413193046607,0.053875338363295895,0.0,0.10293824485208823,0.0367926893136007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782586196586378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044312178307228216,0.06820153087581754,0.0,0.12050989244339852
lonely,throw-away-potate,2018/12/02,"I’m supposed to be living the best years of my life yet I feel so alone I’m a freshman in college and everyone says “college is the best years of my life and most fun I’ve ever had!!!” But the first semester is almost over and I’m miserable.

I see everyone else going out living life and I don’t have anyone to do that with :(( the friends I have talks about their friends when I’m with them. I’m always the one reaching out, it’s so tiring. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong.

I look fine on the outside everyday but I always feel like crying. Sorry for the rant :(( ",-0.7090882352941179,1.469120816666667,1.7162745098039238,95.33029411764707,95.0,4.4901960784313735,17.892156862745093,6.2272716619740125,-0.12668137254901926,438,13,97,5,17,148,71,120,0.11900000000000001,0.731,0.15,0.4337,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,3,6,9,0,1,8,0,10,4,0,0,1,16,22,9,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,5,11,7,13,20,3,13,0,1,2,0,6,5,0,2,8,61,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300666777544526,0.16859720558403465,0.0,0.0,0.2709019902881236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382375837267054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416677344365653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881278062958852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598681739660792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724925953291262,0.0,0.3110980041208501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646189887397809,0.11629435318378765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846569112874946,0.0,0.0,0.25153612446677265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251503700082428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946293011504726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34494170455818296,0.07952901850541855,0.0,0.2874860463364758,0.0,0.13669924395198282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030800867618794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129453963464691,0.0,0.0,0.12971936854375632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822256030514055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084122311591728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709856384413456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779809398807225,0.0,0.20965769777274312
lonely,sixthbusiness,2018/12/02,"How can I help him out? Hey, I \[20F\] know that a guy I talk with is lonely. He pushes away a lot of interaction. I try to talk to him and be engaged but I know that he feels like he has no friends or anyone that likes him. He's wrong, of course, but we don't see each other that often. Any advice for what you would want a concerned friend/acquaintance to do? Other than being friendly?

Footnote, this guy thinks there is no one out there that cares about him or thinks about him. I do. I hope you know that undoubtedly there is someone thinking about you too, even if your impact on their lives feels understated.",2.541396895787141,4.498939089430894,3.065218033998523,93.00252771618624,76.8048780487805,5.773540280857352,20.124907612712487,6.574015621080383,0.01890894308943114,480,11,104,4,11,149,79,123,0.084,0.706,0.21100000000000002,0.9548,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,4,1,0,11,9,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,1,1,26,23,7,0,4,5,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,10,6,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,3,18,7,15,20,2,5,0,1,1,0,24,4,0,6,2,75,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193181128178847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964890731586098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302511655868575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653064976810107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179388064281384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162102791560766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779265644275822,0.1256954309021272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078049452109135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484272216995402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179324947140257,0.0,0.0,0.17475348464699006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900849759955176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191607290620226,0.0,0.15536301412461806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958248957705547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922515842705556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020570628817394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907796881172336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828365001235385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33821612921377003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945537912857053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377715714828824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498656601522976,0.19236867756870388,0.0,0.0
lonely,ImAnonymousTeehee,2018/12/02,"No one to talk to I (M15) would not seem like a lonely person. I have a loving family with two siblings and many friends at school. But I still feel so alone. No one shares the same interests as me, I never get to talk about the interesting things I have learned or discuss thought-provoking concepts. The only time I had a stimulating conversation with someone about something I was passionate about was with my older brother once, which lasted for about 20 minutes. That is one of my best memories. That feels so sad, my best memory was when I got to talk about what I wanted to talk about. I don't know what to do and I feel like I'll explode if I'll have to endure any more years of this. ",4.0710869565217385,5.2763408913043515,4.841275362318843,84.93234782608697,71.2463768115942,8.128695652173914,26.84347826086957,8.548686976883017,1.7321426086956526,545,18,112,9,10,176,87,138,0.102,0.6940000000000001,0.205,0.9476,0,3,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,10,12,0,0,6,0,11,2,0,1,1,20,20,9,0,3,4,1,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,5,3,15,10,21,14,4,8,0,2,0,2,11,1,0,3,9,81,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399001373939873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076750056782182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33233110994021936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926660875471576,0.0,0.2401807621753279,0.11311642153474555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233124613296463,0.0,0.08272486704166808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663705260333002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870182105801328,0.1290662866878808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471151840513656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290587659731172,0.0,0.0,0.1605294863333196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211972745396217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862438902733448,0.32188099077402665,0.12042288876919828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825429529094632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024611642217504,0.0,0.14414461507292262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415894468575446,0.1218960292690594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644862134722432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090630986944626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519247364915382,0.0,0.0,0.1257023773168654,0.09232793478034984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546728394113277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339162584838748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247849652202248,0.0,0.0,0.10196423072144514
lonely,spanonx,2018/12/02,Aimlessly swiping on dating apps Does anyone else do this on weekends when they're lonely and does it suck as bad for you guys as it does for me?,4.282,4.962134533333334,4.813333333333336,87.27000000000002,70.33333333333334,7.333333333333332,25.0,7.1686216300943375,0.959,116,3,24,1,2,37,24,30,0.255,0.745,0.0,-0.836,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127031152700404,0.3116879727961398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25399357979196124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7986201656431484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541193517895783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012049798181835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Elynvalur,2018/12/02,"Feeling pretty hopeless and lonely rn.. I wanted to create a post and suddenly realised that I spend over 3h thinking about what I actually want to write. I guess I just need a few more days to finish the text, it's way more exhausting thinking all about the own situation than I've expected. Sometimes, all I just want is to lay in someones arms and cry silently. Especially now while I'm suffering from bad lovesickness in addition to a depressive episode. But apparently it's my destiny to lie all alone in bed staring on my phone from time to time just to see that nothing changed and nobody called or messaged.. That's an awful feeling. I almost shiver.. :(

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lonely,ThatWeirdDutchGuy,2018/12/02,"Impossible to meet new people My anxiety keeps me inside the house, I have no friends anymore except 1 guy but he thinks depression is fake, I have no social skills and I'm pretty ugly. What do I do? How do I meet new people when I'm not able to leave the house?",3.000454545454545,3.9632020909090926,4.790681818181817,85.20602272727272,73.54545454545455,7.6818181818181825,22.84090909090909,8.07648339933343,1.0425454545454538,205,5,44,3,4,70,39,55,0.298,0.588,0.114,-0.9215,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,3,10,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,25,7,0,0.2221503155023152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994438330711853,0.0,0.22031341940781848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191337741222098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163278268940468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199637387701417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5126632752347476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974574076088904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23522510814359154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291083180367434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080221148720027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22600673534591284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22645427060570397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234495213729234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ven56,2018/12/02,Loneliness I’m literally just sitting in a dark closet because I feel so lonely I feel like I am just a random statue that takes up space. If anyone would like to talk feel free to message me but why would you message a person like me ,2.9193749999999987,4.640508854166671,4.577500000000004,83.61750000000002,75.04166666666666,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,1.1063999999999994,187,6,36,2,4,63,34,48,0.083,0.72,0.19699999999999998,0.6745,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,8,3,0,3,4,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,5,4,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21449717321191444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18700105536054676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653287008773349,0.2191529288354598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496095516863419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26785530629420257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306490516235937,0.24656603242765665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768076370488433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358340125927455,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,deathdev7777,2018/12/02,"A sudden call Today, a distant friend of mine suddenly called me to chat with her as she was having problems with her mind,  we surprisingly talked for over 2 hours and I never felt so nice ever before but deep inside I know she wouldn't call me again and I was just being taken for granted, now I am succumbing to the hollow of bitter loneliness again.",6.3763043478260855,6.429471521739131,6.870833333333337,76.52625000000002,65.66666666666666,9.218840579710145,27.39492753623189,8.841846274778883,2.029779710144928,281,7,51,4,4,92,54,69,0.129,0.753,0.11900000000000001,-0.4102,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,2,14,9,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,2,12,3,10,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,9,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017372519117656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7262542426428582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445204367707316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276335657642443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316708729680575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23347561991801385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029273123253146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393827814099212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285037949265548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268531297192453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055557755212127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247237109025051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wisperjude1234,2018/12/02,Fear. Even though I've been alone to most part of my life. I am scared that I really might not find someone. Even my friends are starting to desert me since I perform poorly on my academics and they don't wanna do anything with me. Its tough. This life. ,1.198235294117648,3.6612875490196077,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,85.27450980392156,4.184313725490196,20.264705882352946,5.46131890053228,-0.30556470588235296,199,6,43,1,6,60,41,51,0.179,0.764,0.057999999999999996,-0.6705,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,7,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,9,1,6,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,31,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26950607828097817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413621536945426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437414216729399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928161910797758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378333975234944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201042817454192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36759757557071066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27604885264649914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817893849755907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166701514855938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605223643908685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525398663973566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048080992315747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841827567186928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25566163809826553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PapaBorg,2018/12/02,"Do you want people to play games with? I don't want to seem like I am shamelessly trying to promote something here but I am part of a small community of people who play video games, we are not a clan or anything like that just a group of people who look to have fun. 

We are almost all Europeans (mainly Swedish and Central/Eastern Europeans) , anyone is welcome of course but this means we play on European servers.

 We mostly play League of Legends (EUNE but we have West accounts too) but we will take any excuse to play something else since LoL is a soul-sucking pit of dung, 10/10. We have people playing paradox strategy games and other multiplayer games like Squad, Battlefield, Warframe, whatever. We don't take ourselves seriously and the ceiling is pretty damn high in regards to humor and jokes.

 Our main rule is just don't be a dick towards members. You can say anything you like, but that does not mean you should.

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We don't have a website, we are based on discord. [https://discordapp.com/](https://discordapp.com/) you can download it here if you don't have it. 

**If you don't want to play alone and instead want to be part of a group of idiots with nothing better to do than complain about work, share spicy memes and play games add Lil'Bibba#0001 on discord, we'll chat and I can set you up.**",4.647966432474629,6.955387270491805,4.4651990632318475,83.74412568306012,71.78688524590163,6.450897736143638,28.422326307572213,7.2636822038024595,1.5865162373145982,1050,41,189,11,21,321,132,244,0.092,0.6559999999999999,0.252,0.9905,0,1,2,0,0,0,51.0,12,8,0,3,7,22,2,0,8,1,30,1,1,0,1,43,40,15,0,7,12,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,8,20,0,0,3,16,1,0,8,4,0,0,0,2,24,18,27,35,6,10,0,0,1,1,35,9,2,6,4,125,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137848997433514,0.1462272596860847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297616792966334,0.17155778475920996,0.09601207206452417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987213057081818,0.0,0.23236991293665074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486851982176088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355378593786695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794370845266833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917192682556032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759075490317026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856160827229577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30758829281083866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354728338888127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057837495646277,0.0,0.3915254425139874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363804219742587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227765174025424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285314366404922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679143121224073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21738546049462246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21231026214167584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585677568379253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33310324730235336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278589306290184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155778475920996,0.0
lonely,theinfpmale,2018/12/02,Anyone here from PH? Im just incredibly lonely right now. Can we talk? ,-0.5930952380952377,0.9584792142857168,2.2442857142857164,87.28404761904763,114.0,4.723809523809524,11.809523809523812,6.42735559955562,-0.3554476190476188,55,1,11,1,3,19,14,14,0.20800000000000002,0.792,0.0,-0.4859,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016253987548256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6204375343656289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905241573769762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46167126405585796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FrienzyHHS,2018/12/02,"Questionnaire for my study on loneliness and social apps. For our study, we are researching the detrimental effects of dating apps for a person self-image and mental well-being and we noticed that a lot of people use said apps when they want to find new friends, but the digital environment on said apps is often hyper-sexualized. Our aim is to gather user data on the premise of aiding the user base, which is interested in making real connections online.

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This questionnaire will take about 5 minutes.

Thank you in advance!",8.14950354609929,9.45804338297873,7.968936170212767,65.83333333333334,61.97872340425533,10.521985815602838,33.751773049645394,10.504223727775694,3.9918070921985818,434,17,62,10,6,139,69,94,0.02,0.872,0.10800000000000001,0.8122,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,4,1,1,2,3,3,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,3,0,14,12,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,7,3,14,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,2,3,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23327951743331846,0.261615373049211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678203501054592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634171295888545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304197511901205,0.0,0.0,0.14371568931763792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169736744765708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079399155239137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451226388326911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926322761353938,0.1879933134795596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450606964561761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096028188577411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460683608214552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219473172252734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188023327046508,0.0,0.0,0.19822106172300424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595171296944651,0.0,0.0,0.1269906382115231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358226376940352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261615373049211,0.0
lonely,seanpeninsula,2018/12/02,"Difficult to move forward I don’t really see much of a point in trying to connect with people on a level beyond acquaintances. I don’t seem to be interesting enough for anyone I know at my university, so I spend most of my time in my apartment. I don’t really mind being a bit reclusive, but I am kind of disappointed in myself? I’m not sure if that’s the word I’m looking for, but I guess it fits. 

I’ve never felt like I was especially close to anyone. I’ve never had a significant other or any of the—usually physical—experiences that come with one. I want to stress that I’m not an incel or anything even related to that. I think I’m fairly attractive (I just happen to live in a majority white area so it doesn’t always translate well). I don’t blame anyone for my lack of experience or whatever. I know it’s just because I’m mostly too shy, anxious and unwilling to continuously put myself back out there. If I could get past those things, I know I’d have a shot. 

I guess my issue is being unable to push myself to try anymore. I think I gave it my best shot last year with tinder (friend made it for me), but it didn’t really work out. I’m not bummed out or anything. I think I’m pretty lucky since I don’t know exactly what I’m missing when it comes to sex and relationships. Maybe they’re cool; maybe they’re not. I wouldn’t know, so I can’t get too down about it. I don’t have a plan for getting past this and honestly I don’t know if I ever will. I don’t know what I’m doing anyway, so it’s not much of a loss. ",1.9272222222222235,3.4019291296296323,4.422716049382718,84.72722222222222,77.14814814814815,7.639506172839508,22.185185185185183,8.401726058763845,1.191862962962963,1194,33,261,23,27,421,163,324,0.10300000000000001,0.797,0.10099999999999999,0.3522,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,4,18,16,0,1,10,1,24,1,0,1,5,58,59,18,0,7,17,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,19,12,0,0,12,0,1,6,19,5,1,1,6,5,36,11,37,47,9,34,0,3,3,1,3,18,0,13,13,169,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880664713659162,0.0,0.0,0.07197410424462466,0.0,0.0,0.11956786915472573,0.1049637823977398,0.2220151298296434,0.0,0.1741928486427958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138360691912191,0.0,0.06451843158345487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107143110839804,0.0,0.11554870348777398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823417394167056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450377631647721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935991097701704,0.0,0.06990561747627108,0.09573737486768197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706157199152375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162197405241358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177089758287284,0.0,0.16588942345282426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331870355753793,0.0,0.09359301947647047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046834889846184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021496244868817,0.40716416999637106,0.08627285704819168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05170755684384437,0.0,0.09345771746034176,0.0,0.08887804803822782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014735808538264,0.0,0.0,0.21265886911523035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686715168459884,0.0,0.0,0.11249003666196687,0.1556075884134908,0.0,0.1632590207678004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171920056534649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207047616235785,0.07337539021912419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000520024532828,0.0,0.0,0.10767624529198376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639736121448863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034093931453272,0.0,0.0,0.11363140561060547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433992709550259,0.09635179015048376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755105961362407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212381408883879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975194240024164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703146846056374,0.2034519452566566,0.0,0.0,0.06171553333770645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437153769784768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242654525112865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516191208431952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770520042231192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815680319627633
lonely,gaddemmit,2018/12/02,"I was born in one of the most isolated places in my country, and its finally gotten to me. I live in the South West of Scotland. I've heard many call it ""Scotland's Arsehole"" and that can be taken quite literally because we're close to the border of England. I have friends, and a girlfriend, its not as if I have no one but, they dont live here. Can't say I blame them. It means I have to travel quite far to see any of them tho, so besides my girlfriend who I drive 107 miles to see every couple of weeks or so, I get to see them maximum 3 or 4 times a year. They all have friends in their immediate vicinity though, they get to go to eachothers homes and hang out and be happy. I on the other hand have no one near by to hang out with, and it's finally gotten to me. I have no friends i can just hang with and be dumb with near by, its good I have people on FB messenger but I want people to be actually physically with me, but I can't have that.

 It doesn't help that I still live with my mum and dad, who are so violently opposed to living in normal fucking civilization they pick the most barren, abandoned places to live every time we move. I live in a fucking forest right now. I have to rely on my car to go literally anywhere from here and that doesn't do anything to make me feel any less isolated.

I just want to move out and be closer to my friends, but my family demand I dont even move out the house at all. Probably to take care of my aging parents. As much as i love my mum and dad, i cant do that. I'm so tired of not being near people who care about me, volunteering in workplaces to get ""experience"" because no bastarding workplace will hire me so I cant even save money for a fucking deposit for a place to rent. I feel totally fucking screwed and I just want to get out of this place and hang out with people for real, in real life. I just feel so, so isolated. ",3.5991158714703,4.014570384810129,5.15221518987342,85.1829089581305,71.73417721518987,8.304771178188899,27.34420642648491,8.384062270229773,1.6284703018500486,1462,48,325,22,26,496,170,395,0.125,0.759,0.11599999999999999,-0.61,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,8,2,20,19,8,0,11,0,30,9,1,2,3,60,60,32,0,5,13,5,4,0,6,1,2,2,2,0,17,27,0,2,4,1,3,12,14,9,0,3,5,9,48,10,67,48,7,54,0,1,3,6,28,32,7,5,10,228,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.07593787730241522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058360534908646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403651646717745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948726802212782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794595545778528,0.0,0.15867863061036425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610270219029124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240119362066254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279439734858667,0.0,0.1311278576055514,0.0,0.0,0.07611966775826215,0.07335866243543565,0.0,0.11803939007456607,0.0,0.0,0.17048878980015264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404839679883416,0.287761153404857,0.16262406299585208,0.0,0.08845005163258539,0.06526895880489605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283732774149241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215889596849728,0.0,0.07805649827420501,0.0,0.0,0.08979002782750595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496423890913263,0.0,0.0,0.4122814485046776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023261296549699,0.0,0.051943253761351775,0.07889392341063574,0.0,0.08476520272683531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481205218660516,0.05720423068740248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624384725980192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819183636292938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640624011518719,0.0,0.0,0.21579321634209211,0.0,0.3252075703554609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389956772096949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553528537949252,0.0,0.17714488937700862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645503950148156,0.0,0.061882965859878125,0.0,0.0,0.18602951288890573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214451983752323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058508476531953825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645451597180186,0.0,0.09075109105000853,0.08943885323338753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769492344064366,0.0,0.06241986561856044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501114056545286
lonely,peachyygal,2018/12/02,"Just can’t connect I’ve been pretty isolated for the past few weeks but I finally hung out with someone tonight and it felt like I just had absolutely nothing to say.. luckily he talks a lot and didn’t seem to notice/care but it feels like as much as I want to I just can’t connect with anyone lately. My mind just blanks and I can’t carry a conversation without feeling like all of my responses are forced, like talking just doesn’t come naturally to me? I feel so numb and lacking emotional depth but I don’t know what I can do to fix it ",1.743944805194804,3.867730375000004,3.5523376623376635,87.72902597402597,80.07142857142857,6.929870129870131,25.36038961038961,8.00094639256281,1.5213285714285716,430,17,91,8,11,144,73,112,0.129,0.711,0.16,0.3648,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,0,1,28,19,10,0,2,9,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,4,5,11,4,13,15,5,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,9,60,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663724892730392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833091729583147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981321976597445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964199135248262,0.2792060411990097,0.187627036622299,0.21406528912759334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739382380849866,0.0,0.22043427193583576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818755048621956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613306644384548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731133123339267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365097195861962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875039556473257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865437322229406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880517975699427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540018782931078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778965723482668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557272290319305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31413098685968205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152595961774562,0.0,0.15674844776135188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837107009265908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nix-j,2018/12/02,"A quiet caress of loneliness I just watched my favorite band play 2 nights in a row. I traveled 5 1/2 to get here on my own. Being alone was never on my mind until now. At times I feel it empowering to go it alone. 

I get here and check into my hotel for the weekend and set myself up at a good place to stand in line to get a good spot for the show. I met this couple and we quickly became friends and hung out in line and in the concert. That’s great, but at the same time in the back of my mind I am thinking that this experience would be a lot better if I had someone with me. 

I consider myself awkward. At the show, I was standing near this girl and I finally got enough courage to say something but I am so bad at carrying on conversation. Needless to say; that didn’t last very long. 

Anyway, back to the cool couple I met. We ended up exchanging numbers to hang at a later date. This is where one might say that doesn’t sound like loneliness, but I’m getting to that. 

There is a certain emptiness, a void, that is ever present. New friends or old, I have never felt “wanted.” My thoughts have a tendency to spiral out of control and it makes me feel as if I am annoying the people I am with and their conversations (and life) would be better without me. 

That’s enough of that for now.",3.352816285998013,4.310337064150943,4.632869910625622,86.68898709036745,72.69811320754717,7.390268123138036,27.154915590863947,7.669130373188453,1.405566037735849,1002,35,214,12,19,332,144,265,0.08800000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.136,0.9014,1,2,1,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,1,3,13,15,1,1,17,1,20,1,0,2,4,43,36,18,0,5,8,0,3,1,2,3,1,6,0,1,15,16,0,1,5,8,2,3,5,3,0,1,9,12,29,12,42,21,5,50,0,0,1,0,14,22,0,5,23,159,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251897393764934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701732488532954,0.10153718439081492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151039058921776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639315367924273,0.0,0.2691127752919537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770815150866762,0.25130611403036823,0.0,0.0,0.11000094747023928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189554713361667,0.0,0.0,0.12297681353651264,0.0,0.11676227225794858,0.133215074010938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790730834305147,0.0,0.25413960194504803,0.0,0.06911234567573663,0.20399720563453275,0.0972606281853972,0.1340726999629248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991263446421191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589497482876056,0.05941128271017791,0.0,0.0,0.10761881226084664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338634924034576,0.0,0.0,0.08117395169850886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290063418550388,0.2455778206786814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875824043884852,0.11744928294936426,0.0,0.11412040244990193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760661647571475,0.0,0.08240439039507634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430732988300096,0.0,0.12705395646424275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901214990159769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030376415795018,0.09361939603214144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792117680904527,0.0,0.09654277267911293,0.14182062439379733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033892469017908,0.07172725525855213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722529208813486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277296027013272,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JanVesleyIsMyDad,2018/12/02,"Moved to be close now so far I moved into the city and this is my first night here. I moved for a few reasons (more fun than suburbs, more friends), but a main reason was that this girl I’ve been seeing lives there. This wasn’t just a girl, she was my on again off again ex of a few years, but as of this year things were a bit more on. I wanted to make it work. I would sleep over sometimes a few times a week at hers.

Just two weeks ago she was acting pretty shady. I asked her what’s up, and if she was starting to see anyone. We weren’t dating so it’s not like I had a right to tell her not to do anything, but I did have the right to know just to protect myself from heartbreak. She promises no. But she’s being very weird, still going out late and saying she’s with the same friend with weird stories. We follow each other on find my friends. I’m at family’s for thanksgiving weekend and she’s out one night late without answering texts. I wake up from sleeping around 3 am and no answer to old texts, so I call to make sure she’s ok (not irregular in the relationship). She doesn’t answer at first than answers, sounding wide awake and annoyed. She gets me off the phone quick.  I get what’s going on. 

I call her Sunday and say, “hey I think you have something to tell me, just tell me now so we can get this over with.” She says I’m being clingy for calling late at night and what not. Than tells me she loves me but she’s not in love with me and that she thinks we shouldn’t talk for a week. I say fine, but later that night see on find my friends (fucking common denominator) that she sleeps out that night. I try to confront her by calling, nothing really comes of it. This is all a week before I move to the city closer to her.

Now it’s my first night in my new apt. I didn’t go out, was tired from moving. I wake up from falling asleep on the couch, go to my bedroom and, idiotically check FMF, and see she is just two blocks away. 

I want to text her, call her, snap her, etc, to come over and sleep over. I’m in a new apt all alone for the first time. I’m anxious; lonely. She used to make me feel so safe and happy and now she’s so close, but I’ve never felt further from her in my life.

It’s 3 am, I can’t sleep, and I’m lonely.",1.506375000000002,2.8765535541666694,2.7583333333333333,96.66,78.04166666666666,5.466666666666668,19.08333333333333,5.6839178017228535,-0.4818291666666665,1726,34,419,8,40,556,209,480,0.098,0.799,0.10300000000000001,0.7626,1,5,1,0,0,0,61.0,4,1,0,5,22,23,4,0,19,1,28,13,8,6,4,81,63,30,0,5,19,1,2,1,4,2,2,5,2,2,21,34,0,3,13,1,1,14,15,9,0,7,13,11,68,14,71,45,13,93,0,3,4,3,60,39,1,1,41,278,89,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05499717681688295,0.0,0.0,0.06425760404237002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009067626450903,0.0,0.04338175102481101,0.0,0.05105591764797402,0.05523122380933277,0.058001619704585214,0.0,0.05829122967552922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052793832075852136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677346416407657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167630516684136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068887144791829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919409467651559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058488406845004864,0.0,0.031370691345841334,0.0,0.059570793851406026,0.0,0.1134119451672118,0.2110942117500159,0.0,0.0,0.19173637703362686,0.05735754597946813,0.09724436804917674,0.0,0.1410413558153807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604568793987503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034097086721509115,0.0,0.2099608586428073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043822646985593225,0.030310966088060887,0.0,0.05478490722667419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199205395897444,0.0,0.12424210275866772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297082568417189,0.0,0.0,0.047851213092578525,0.1198425979089448,0.0,0.3493376501048596,0.0,0.059531716160263225,0.0,0.06510345591217077,0.0,0.042041790192565424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311980721486339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03974619052453548,0.1275806123439386,0.0,0.06661072176361753,0.0,0.10596838214394684,0.0,0.1973556203903599,0.0,0.0,0.19776023669280304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31043790902745205,0.0,0.0,0.047763559527201516,0.06136189115704509,0.0,0.043914195658040035,0.0,0.04954744046272015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847458143193775,0.0,0.0,0.04986763261157017,0.2169124808762276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041218463038404,0.07950901041213003,0.0,0.0,0.0723552823721745,0.07130904329490835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04212297180355065,0.0,0.12121355251297662,0.0,0.0,0.0535850375617616,0.0,0.051191787230601034,0.0731888726367864,0.0,0.19906788778882475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980702134441169,0.0,0.04516787931167023,0.0,0.0,0.04407340744710712,0.0,0.0,0.07990702622411412
lonely,coffeedroplet,2018/12/02,"Does the person I’m looking for exist? All I want is someone who can relate to me and who I can relate to in turn. I don’t care if it’s romantic all I want is someone like me.

As a 15 year old teenager it’s normal that mentally change would occur over time but I feel as though for me it’s been much more extreme. The way I see it the current me has only been alive for roughly 3 years now and I’ve changed a lot over these few years. As expected I’ve drifted in and out of friend circles through my school years and I’m not necessarily lonely in my current life in terms of quantity of friends but I yearn for something more meaningful that people who I can make small talk with at lunch.

It sounds really dumb to say but honestly I don’t think I’m like most people. My perception of the world feels drastically different than most people my age who I talk and listen to on a daily basis. I feel over time my perception of life, the world and people including my aspirations and emotions have transformed so very specifically that I honestly wonder if anyone out there is like me. Maybe who I’m looking for doesn’t exist and maybe I should just widen my search a bit more but if I do will the people who I in turn meet really fulfill this void in my life? All I really can do is put myself out there the best I can and wait for someone to find me but I still can’t help but wonder if they’ll ever actually show up.",4.313780880773361,4.766523224489799,5.535893304690298,82.93329215896888,70.15646258503402,8.774507697815968,27.37844611528822,8.841846274778883,1.8707374149659857,1124,35,237,19,19,376,144,294,0.016,0.8009999999999999,0.182,0.9934,3,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,8,12,1,0,11,0,23,4,0,1,4,51,44,24,0,11,12,0,4,3,2,4,3,3,0,1,16,13,1,1,10,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,2,10,34,9,37,38,14,35,0,2,3,0,16,18,1,9,17,160,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.10281346956365278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366823280889644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056592474021004,0.0,0.11502282023529355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741872921790184,0.0,0.2229079828900279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110075893033776,0.0,0.0,0.09219883186914722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851271578812544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095301656589937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159815360527039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629460985921964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279748658795756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061873802153629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22325080598455369,0.15441667892755806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769470956192346,0.0,0.0,0.08957095895975281,0.0,0.0,0.07032677669355895,0.0,0.21169101976354152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061753189630496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744969492983668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322772703329333,0.0,0.0,0.11055470176984207,0.0,0.0,0.08012892960306328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652072270876603,0.09199387930247803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059131273920232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248363984802908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378430702777608,0.0,0.10662715297061573,0.08395608068410917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678065460200713,0.08110915165731934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413842901373539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936431942346528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750866609897614,0.10351295466907462,0.0,0.12286930934849265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291968489256677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869307579920084,0.1242848612851938,0.08362767418398159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285108679452759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484276138687701,0.0,0.0,0.2713864365492276
lonely,-arizonatea-,2018/12/02,I really want to love someone I want to love and be loved. I want to be close to someone. The loneliness honestly makes me feel like someone is choking me and I'm not sure how much longer I can take it. I can't live like this anymore,0.8085999999999984,2.760722659999999,2.7059999999999995,93.473,82.4,6.4,24.0,7.554174236665415,1.0270000000000006,183,7,42,3,5,61,33,50,0.121,0.48200000000000004,0.39799999999999996,0.9505,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,1,11,15,3,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,7,4,13,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056426996388868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048460693431904,0.14813607970102152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026085824690769,0.0,0.1831002740336352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614441131925612,0.0,0.1384125921609726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524314569971902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283838095635514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5270794422135064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543177904619927,0.0,0.15590686593073394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669140822095887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,05-7289,2018/12/02,"I have always felt lonely So first of al,l what i want to make clear is that i have a rare syndrome called asperger syndrome. It is like a slight version of autism and i don't like being that way. It all started during my diagnostication when i was 5. Everything was fine until i git devastated that i had asperger's and i was tormented for it. I felt lonely and i always felt ashamed of myself and who i am, i tried accepting it, but a group would not stop tormenting me. I have suffered through a lot including 3 car crashes, a dislocated pelvis. Salmonella,and frostbite resulting in a brain paralisis at birth. And i am forced to be in a group of people that i hate due to me not having the same ideas or just are straight up crazy. And thay have an ENOURMOUS ego. Which it made me different and they would always tease me no matter what, like ""oh ur lame cuz u watch anime"". And i have always been affected by people lowering or completely destroying my self-steem and the only trustworthy friends are the ones that are trwated the same way, one has multiple personality disoder and is a little bit distant and blah blah blah. I am a little bit better but i still have to be in that first group i mentioned because they are my cousins and i am treated like crap at school for being 'annoying' but i just let it slide until people harassed at school and being sent a lot of kys messages and it keeps getting worse gradually each time i ignore. And i always try to be a normal person. But get rejected anyway of any activity. The weak kid in P.E, the talk too much of french called me people but there are people worse than that and my only sanctuary is actually home or my other group of friend so i hope you understand...




Goodbye",5.0365243118085905,6.053184556213022,6.095742217648574,77.53370594288654,68.8224852071006,9.310213532287113,29.784409570362747,9.54385415503706,2.683947363004888,1372,51,260,29,23,457,182,338,0.203,0.68,0.11699999999999999,-0.9878,2,5,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,3,9,25,6,1,18,0,36,4,3,5,2,55,50,30,0,5,12,1,3,7,2,2,1,0,1,3,19,17,0,3,6,0,0,3,4,14,0,4,10,4,38,11,28,31,10,27,0,5,1,0,22,11,1,6,15,187,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.09452910672999312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030093049510147,0.0,0.0,0.06587350049618126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059049778799337586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567179444797614,0.2115093381548669,0.0,0.0,0.10813662362576748,0.1978259330451067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156416057497736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120634859566773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705863136832284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27902515335567524,0.0,0.0,0.164791589406955,0.0,0.0,0.14967981384501494,0.0,0.10121896972824056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563700643287708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716641178877372,0.0962116914884428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935207951112226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610064915949908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905400090753858,0.0,0.1892990712233109,0.19417418773053494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647072659905183,0.0,0.09165875854608348,0.0646600820715036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120905956485869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490998472902906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312804054627721,0.1473448210775266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357800596988991,0.16916264516695867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960709927649004,0.0,0.0,0.1010543561656208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856360522652627,0.0,0.07735883800136943,0.08098591016134123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785875671242445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056484457272660264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153390453494399,0.0,0.0,0.10084291046992172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713520303911564,0.15377847614848694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19743335175630208,0.1376243678796856,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Orochimaru331,2018/12/02,"when it's your birthday and nobody but your family says happy bday feelsbad
even my best friend didn't say hbd
is he even my friend? ha...",1.5720238095238095,3.9185502499999987,2.3785714285714303,94.63309523809528,82.21428571428572,5.161904761904762,16.476190476190478,6.42735559955562,-0.3830380952380947,109,2,23,1,3,34,24,28,0.0,0.531,0.469,0.97,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354795446396253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222850913985941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013614581189281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939607460194409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403003414466963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5084373189238608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bl00dlxtus,2018/12/02,please help me how do i get a girl to like me... we used to talk last year but we became seperate. now she's with me in 3 of my classes. i got to do this by the end of the year.,-1.8154651162790718,-0.7768153953488355,1.2257558139534908,105.42142441860467,86.67441860465117,4.3,15.401162790697676,3.1291,-1.516204651162791,130,2,40,0,4,46,33,43,0.0,0.87,0.13,0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,1,8,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,26,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276969637016896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330193385373987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959108674472869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479932003333043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015872216454818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807560215364133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061325136678486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973799927102085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195483171141291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765165224728979
lonely,NoxLupus18,2018/12/02,"Allways left I always lose my friends as soon as I make them. I can sit next to the same people for years but when I finally get to know someone really well one of us all ways moves, or if it's a group they fall apart. This has happened for 17 years... so many times over.
It's to the point where though I know it's not true I still hear my brain saying ""don't get close to that person, you'll mess up their life.""
And my new record(ruffly 2years) is about to end as their leaving for college next year. I don't know if I can make another friend just to see them leave. 

Thanks for listening I finally needed to tell someone that can't leave, since you are not here.",1.9140407673860944,3.5568611654676268,2.5102338129496395,97.6966217026379,77.63309352517986,6.072182254196644,20.216426858513188,6.816661863887847,-0.01610839328537228,518,12,123,5,12,160,94,139,0.078,0.825,0.09699999999999999,0.68,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,2,5,1,10,7,0,0,3,0,9,2,1,2,2,18,22,11,0,3,7,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,2,1,1,0,4,20,5,18,21,2,24,0,1,1,0,16,7,0,3,13,74,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940597897920792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137873393552235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467806453342467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645660434678222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880705861128937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031698321348924,0.0,0.13739087830405053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627167255172105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481930507165222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678200535570533,0.0,0.0,0.4176706074438857,0.14285874050888056,0.0,0.09287168110210126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470979828586621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755343981640484,0.13330506236972087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974765192162114,0.0,0.09749439545886388,0.0,0.12698894636722732,0.2796713890005519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909757854218603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115508178532053,0.1148075526658934,0.0,0.0,0.12429574056339435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423260084292804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456207863611287,0.0,0.0,0.10477645064918162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876567709743258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281347679212496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050040197615599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492360763616905,0.12105364048348187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918325746104176,0.0,0.07666990897115608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581601586093189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436660222399184,0.0,0.0,0.11822072568184795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540159153237435
lonely,throwawayy464646,2018/12/02,I just wanna be loved. I want someone to care. I want someone I can care for. I want to watch the stars late at night with them and talk about the vastness of the universe. I want them to hold me. I want them to look at me like I’m the only other person in the world. I want to feel safe with them. I want them to understand. I want to love and be loved again. ,-0.7051617440225044,1.2219004810126606,1.1270042194092829,102.61669479606188,88.49367088607596,4.017440225035162,15.106891701828413,5.033348758259628,-1.2390011251758084,274,5,70,1,9,89,40,79,0.0,0.608,0.392,0.9803,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,5,0,3,7,0,0,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,18,20,2,0,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,17,7,16,18,0,8,0,0,2,3,10,5,0,0,4,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31078629305543704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770635683260953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192621819570422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446030374038583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798683319664306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412670565995892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302737530255422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591541428180435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307938448149925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25827464881139023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250216836651905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866519988990307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7191675344321121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwitallawaybabyy,2018/12/02,why does everyone have to announce that they’re leaving the sub? just unsubscribe and move on. we don’t need to know.,1.652898550724636,4.370680956521738,2.27826086956522,92.38376811594203,87.2608695652174,6.544927536231885,25.057971014492754,7.793537801064563,1.643823188405798,94,4,19,2,3,29,22,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699407580615547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403944149993288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323256773270291,0.0,0.0,0.4476183648858316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493034534985409,0.0,0.3134547734726035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814551742263265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawaythoughts33,2018/12/02,Having more and more trouble with my loneliness I [F/21] have no friends. I attend a university on the other side of the country from my family and I don’t go home for Thanksgiving. I did not speak a single word to another person from 11/21-11/25. I am completely alone. I sometimes crave just a nice platonic touch. Like a caring hand on my shoulder. ,1.8352072968490845,4.621778955223881,3.5163184079601986,83.11172470978444,87.80597014925371,7.156882255389718,23.862354892205637,8.167268648758528,2.0804573797678274,278,11,50,7,9,92,52,67,0.14800000000000002,0.645,0.207,0.6428,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,6,0,5,2,2,0,0,6,7,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,3,9,4,8,6,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432350328062267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475064300839665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378888931662189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474712291673292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31241859296515306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560422328301017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834476912026699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324256543537291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190745974225834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893695567048357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32776744539763675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,archivesofmymind,2018/12/02,"/// As I’m nearing the point where I will have been depressed for half my life, I start to doubt the dream or belief that I’ve been holding on to to keep myself from feeling incredible hopelessness. I hover between thinking about the future and working towards it and keeping myself together in this god damn loneliness. I feel so incredibly alone, more so than I ever have in my life. I imagine myself talking to a therapist just so I can tell someone but I know I’d never been able to keep those appointments.

There’s this image of the old guy from Rick & Morty. I’ve never watched the show and I never will but this particular image struck a chord and planted itself deep in my brain. The old guy is sitting alone on a dining table and there was a caption that stated something like ‘coming home and realizing you have no one to tell the things that happened in your day’. It felt like the future I’m headed to.

Sometimes this feeling drives a desire to do something reckless. I’m going away in two weeks to visit family and this will be the first time we’ve all been together in 8 years or so. Some drama that I should’ve expected occurred beforehand and it ruined my mood. We’re not a very close family and had some major incidents that split us apart but I had secretly been looking forward to being together and was hoping that as adults we could move past everything and be a family. In the following weeks the idea came to my mind of ghosting my family for the week that I’m supposed to be there. I’m well aware how shitty that is to do and how worried they would be. I changed my mind and decided against it but what scares me is that I seriously considered doing this.

Lately I’ve been spending a lot of money that I saved up. I think I’ve just been trying to find any way to distract myself with fleeting happiness of having material things. Sometimes I think of how it would be good to plan for the future and save for if I ever have a partner or family of my own. I would have gone to finish school and have a good job or career or business and I’d pour all the love I have into this imaginary family. I sometimes wish I could skip the hardships and loneliness and arrive at this point in my life if it exists at all. I know it’s a lazy way of thinking and that I have to make it happen myself but deep in a hole you start to wonder if you’ll ever get out. If this were a time travel story and it indeed did have a happy ending, I would become my own friend and write myself letters from a future where I’m happy.

As hopeless as I am as a person somehow I’m still able to offer those kind words of comfort to a someone who doesn’t care for me and makes me feel worthless yet I could never hate. Maybe it’s sort of like that joke ‘take my advice, I don’t use it anyway'. There are three things I’d like to hear in my lifetime with absolute sincerity. I think I would be unable to hold back tears if I ever heard them and really felt that connection with a person. 

What is wrong with me? That’s a question I’ve been asking myself for so long knowing that there’s no real answer. What the fuck is wrong with me. I seem to desperately jump at the opportunity for someone to be my reason or inspiration or for them to fix me. The second path is the one I’m currently one which is continuing to be alone because I’m afraid and have grown tired of falling out. There is that saying that goes like ‘how can you love someone or be loved when you don’t even love yourself?’. I think the first step is to be able to love myself but I still have to figure that shit out. . I know I should love myself in order to properly love and be loved but I don’t.",4.813461241087027,5.221816165545093,5.7898548151542055,81.70887717992042,69.04037685060565,8.476836287620628,27.38320781191833,8.399286722034276,1.7585194524784509,2893,86,580,40,47,958,309,743,0.114,0.713,0.17300000000000001,0.9961,2,3,2,0,0,2,45.0,2,6,3,5,33,47,4,4,39,0,71,17,3,8,11,140,132,60,1,18,23,0,6,5,2,10,4,3,1,6,49,38,1,5,30,5,2,14,11,16,1,9,19,11,75,30,90,88,10,88,1,5,2,9,40,33,3,23,43,425,124,4,0.1635149544030984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326164033058093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935217923154394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905612825997693,0.0,0.0370652587202716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050954803156857485,0.0,0.05120922741495367,0.041910968920067175,0.0,0.03322573283773096,0.060196473473567824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060845588918689075,0.0,0.062339182318751976,0.05557146457146786,0.0,0.05765904681641934,0.04695121820490941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055338575793848,0.0,0.0,0.03515120611177664,0.0,0.04694506354219295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04827523859712491,0.0,0.0,0.03600002841232775,0.19721151688721594,0.0,0.0,0.048985565837459964,0.0,0.3082946931059395,0.0,0.11023743202781712,0.0,0.10466666586402833,0.0,0.049816568667088036,0.0927238244557482,0.0,0.0,0.042110416051817284,0.05038898016693071,0.028476604948252788,0.0,0.030976438930294583,0.09143239055923562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793700842905148,0.09639715610815344,0.1740647095103205,0.0,0.05381238828916286,0.05593783909435545,0.0,0.061431079172399164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054672943820256316,0.05413574821548789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061529493470814135,0.0,0.0,0.054087787157901364,0.1453396045318029,0.0,0.05675855421723769,0.11981805687260474,0.0,0.061483996925596626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549544800660973,0.13314191210329496,0.0,0.0,0.048235196377067885,0.04577045980166782,0.0,0.0,0.04633818896113665,0.39354301439692974,0.0,0.07276500118566527,0.0,0.0547575832005236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006899404889764,0.0,0.0,0.0579301730266415,0.0,0.0,0.16815041761714314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438762564672192,0.0,0.11080196490382092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203117536016878,0.0,0.09518330074598516,0.0,0.0,0.10304965640997578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105805702892553,0.0,0.0,0.06203860536333645,0.03491728894344232,0.05604020216786137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433445515836832,0.05456899825731064,0.055161954500906114,0.0,0.04961929109879429,0.0,0.0,0.05594858364058217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472758698621616,0.08392120034492763,0.16172047097122216,0.0,0.07715781755557641,0.0,0.08705550253812783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04098096534132382,0.04380904217094081,0.09527951824110904,0.0,0.0,0.0632844883253356,0.10863206999635122,0.20954756067405186,0.0,0.0,0.06356458990991824,0.06264546202161733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03700530687873367,0.0,0.05324345026656098,0.0,0.06556278569387082,0.04707480679020639,0.0,0.04497232068463768,0.0,0.08652703987369259,0.13116183335216092,0.0,0.049006527121655284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267804261816451,0.0,0.05910833098973198,0.03968027808638782,0.055352457800371915,0.0,0.19359388689121268,0.11918528908814062,0.0,0.03509942319574316
lonely,pigslut666,2018/12/02,I need friends ): Does anyone wanna be friends ? ,1.0983333333333327,-0.4367044999999976,0.1999999999999993,98.37833333333332,156.5,1.0666666666666669,27.66666666666667,3.1291,0.3608666666666669,36,2,6,0,3,10,7,8,0.2,0.35700000000000004,0.44299999999999995,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34150505547054383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42740766258736784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7546830237112946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621470982510298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AugustaBlox,2018/12/02,At the movies... I saw a movie tonight and I shoved my hand between the seats to make it feel like I was holding someone's hand. I didn't even mean to like it just happened  Why do fun activities have to remind me how lonely I am. It sucks!,0.7552941176470611,2.6273535490196096,2.2703529411764727,96.95258823529413,82.13725490196079,4.864313725490196,21.964705882352945,5.6839178017228535,-0.0854423529411763,185,6,44,1,5,60,40,51,0.08900000000000001,0.643,0.268,0.8748,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,3,0,5,2,2,2,0,7,11,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,7,3,5,8,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673537393715909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466921118641426,0.2891753097716393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35794610847413216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39551066638280985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701941640093829,0.0,0.0,0.44092469049184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429692511641433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652514918057669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,turtleleaf80,2018/12/02,38f single mom 3 kids... no family. Lonely Im not sure when I realized how lonely ive become. I have 3 kids 10 8 2 are they are great and I love them all but I have them 24 7 unless im working...and dont know how to meet people. Recently Id met a guy whom I clicked with and I felt like amazing about it but i was wrong about him and it was basically a one night stand for him and Im more lonely bc I fell into that pof trick. I feel like as soon as I say I have 3 kids guys are like that gotta be hard and thats it. //shrug...idk. My parents are dead and I have one friend and one co worker. I reach out to others and no response. I feel so lonely. ,-2.572109090909091,-0.8543604533333315,0.7570909090909126,101.77854545454548,100.2,3.793939393939394,12.818181818181818,5.565023196281405,-1.2966000000000002,492,9,131,4,22,174,90,150,0.188,0.645,0.16699999999999998,-0.0852,1,8,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,3,1,7,14,1,0,2,0,13,1,0,2,2,24,20,17,1,0,4,2,4,3,1,1,0,1,0,5,8,11,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,6,0,3,4,6,21,8,11,14,3,8,0,4,1,1,18,2,0,0,7,78,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909332568509287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900506794105836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287031142461624,0.0,0.163986253493032,0.11584736018000015,0.15569933084360965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528465575337105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878231782357573,0.0,0.3211284098319623,0.0,0.0,0.14526378913170745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5254828954468094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891190672982813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376700140461382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635601386065952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899201989909596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217646893509792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296520749804663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800598374740581,0.0,0.0,0.11242154331320076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601137461587955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895638972704074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528341761404608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729684617577302,0.0,0.0
lonely,emandm0821,2018/12/02,"Pregnant and Alone I'm pregnant, and I have no friends, no significant other, no family. No support. I don't know what to do anymore. ",0.6600000000000001,3.166710769230772,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153847,95.15384615384615,5.676923076923077,29.57692307692308,7.1686216300943375,2.3037230769230765,104,6,19,2,4,36,18,26,0.33299999999999996,0.4320000000000001,0.235,-0.29600000000000004,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572012326310014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377922783561263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41615264220756376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410573317601999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24260521864339854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500943646147658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PatentlyPoignantFawn,2018/12/02,"Feel like the walls are closing in on me, need a good conversation to help distract my loneliness I suffer major anxiety and panic attacks and lately they have been hitting me like a storm. I’m going through a rough time in my life right now which honestly isn’t helping. I crave intelligent conversation which I use to get from someone I care deeply about but they are dealing with their own emotional issues that involve me and it’s highly toxic. 

Right now I’m just sitting in my living room, wishing I had someone here with me. Romantically or not it doesn’t matter although snuggling someone I love would be amazing right now. That’s just not possible though. I need someone to help break me out of this hell I’m currently in. Does anyone out there have anything interesting to discuss or talk about?",4.683718797758534,7.001503026490071,5.19430463576159,78.5102852776363,71.71523178807948,7.560061130922057,31.48293428425879,8.384062270229773,2.6497413143148245,651,30,111,11,13,208,98,151,0.11699999999999999,0.645,0.239,0.9637,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,10,13,2,2,4,0,10,2,0,1,0,22,23,8,0,4,7,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,2,18,8,18,18,2,23,1,1,0,1,13,14,1,2,8,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130778895667068,0.0,0.0,0.10173761116547984,0.0,0.11973484183235478,0.0,0.0,0.1655282770237602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834786295757454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000503723863776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732881662775514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366892671764025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356962600034636,0.10394587082791276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601821404090467,0.0,0.08269151358131355,0.122039250262346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925785553375312,0.15372968762229902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186513551956596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641313508711333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027715874518874,0.14216877876384054,0.0,0.12847995891121472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131320241462651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577414492915484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071395425151376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403040093723795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727709164700369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931297558924635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694811058865115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295389384500715,0.0,0.08484274389407102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566605973622946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731885237270588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335966353748816,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Activated_Raviolis,2018/12/02,"I can't be with my family this Christmas. I'm learning that I was the victim to childhood emotional neglect. Ever since this realization, I feel like I'm so mad that I don't want to be around them. At least temporarily.

All my life, I wondered why I never really valued the concept of family like most people do. The answer is that they never really showed me any value. I grew up with a giant hole in my heart, a scar. Understanding my childhood, why it's made me into such a lonely adult, I really need space from them. I'm very resentful right now. I'm in the process of building myself back up, but that also means letting myself experience grief for all the things that never happened to me, and how much pain it caused me as an adult.

I don't have many friends. No alternatives to spend the holidays with. I don't know what to do. Can't leave home where family lives, no where to go.

Christmas is my favorite holiday. But I'm really dreading it this year because I know I'm going to be absolutely alone. Even if I did bite the bullet and spent it with family, I'm just going to feel alone with them. That type of loneliness that's there even when surrounded by people. That's the worst type of loneliness.

I feel very trapped.",3.41965306122449,5.159315485714289,4.888724489795919,81.83145408163266,73.73469387755101,8.328571428571427,24.494897959183675,8.982922981607832,1.8706693877551024,974,30,191,21,20,326,131,245,0.22399999999999998,0.706,0.07,-0.9916,1,5,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,4,0,15,12,3,1,12,0,16,3,1,3,6,36,39,10,1,3,4,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,1,2,17,9,0,1,10,3,2,4,10,9,0,0,4,3,28,3,28,31,6,27,0,3,0,0,7,13,0,3,12,131,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435152200300669,0.0,0.09401338773500703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994542503404438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046541014009108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039705480514833,0.0,0.0716640170739524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076740029440088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224015896322394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529569586342426,0.10634054019522007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149970920431152,0.4433037139908931,0.0,0.17832692922710094,0.08398551122393595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082723892553768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043766010210975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395869182109116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931020064297356,0.0,0.0,0.11792314103509363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921676273360028,0.0,0.0,0.1244799901502869,0.0,0.12021395772545672,0.08303672135020895,0.1148686087235848,0.0,0.10380840475186123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112389406189866,0.0,0.11918827340271212,0.0,0.12805825494388293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642076844720327,0.08716989778643719,0.27201057817051844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509305762361714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300381420988214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012500224738299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039634327556876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724756905904626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810222031839019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238501489161535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400006453667945,0.0693404488445747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216080507590487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274897520529832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570534788413104
lonely,chad2215,2018/12/02,"I can’t stay on this reddit I’m sorry :( R/anxiety r/depression are enough... but here I can’t deal, makes me feel so hopeless relating to every single person on here.... I’m gonna force myself to make a change, I’m only 20 man.... I can’t live like this ",-1.6359545454545454,0.3147105636363641,1.8948863636363635,93.72232954545456,97.9090909090909,4.931818181818182,14.147727272727273,6.6274283507984215,-0.34277272727272745,191,4,44,3,8,69,39,55,0.166,0.77,0.064,-0.6309,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,11,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,4,10,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016822035153646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044570159519162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967118689730972,0.2478839791652447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973770460849631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424861243625602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552165468608613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060582508817415,0.0,0.2541349906369281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38422097398281385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888686517257244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512981510589605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221714759058327,0.0,0.30675930486015884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ReraltofGivea,2018/12/02,"I think I'm settling into being alone. Just like basically every night for too long now, I'm sat alone, drinking and getting high and listening to music. It used to depress me thinking about how this is the direction my life's ended up going in, but I'm getting comfortable now. I've found a lot of new bands and genres of music, I've tried some new drinks, I enjoy it, or at least I convince myself I do. 
But anyway, this next drink's for everyone who uses this subreddit, I honestly hope that life becomes better for all of you.",4.7592587601078185,5.4873715566037715,6.123261455525607,78.13292452830191,69.28301886792453,8.698652291105121,29.293800539083556,8.841846274778883,2.3638668463611863,419,15,78,7,7,142,76,106,0.045,0.736,0.21899999999999997,0.9705,0,2,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,3,1,18,17,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,4,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,9,7,13,14,4,14,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,4,9,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338851467843114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066785577889585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446785001641768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408963595400022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807559295173416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448886179086034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782823834239638,0.15631340830093152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936357674761585,0.0,0.0,0.17093383911011342,0.0,0.0929696787580028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283756282631374,0.0,0.16247778294476045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23109122223180836,0.07991984375817895,0.0,0.0,0.1447684390738498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907494504577433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159847057540574,0.17397553899221596,0.15351435480544184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963857341412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106413815348344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28257151667620145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,soruoka,2018/12/02,"my insecurities self-esteem and that hollow feeling of loneliness.  

Something I struggle with for a long time was being alone. This year I became 25 and had my first relationship for about six months I was at a point where I had to give up on meeting anyone. I have broken my own heart so many times over and over. I worked hard getting myself in shape, and at the time I was focusing on me in life no one else. We met work and things just happened. She made a move on me. It didn't start as a like a relationship. We were more like friends with benefits, but we fell for each other. I never felt more happy and complete in my life. But because of various reasons and because I instead respect her privacy we couldn't continue that relationship. Now I feel like I had everything all of the things that made me whole feel ripped apart from me. I gave her 100% of me and more. It sucks because I still hold so many feelings for her. We broke up and got together quite a few times, but it hurts because I know it's over for good. She told me in the end that she couldn't give me what I wanted and without going into her personal life details and I get where she was coming from. She said that there was someone out there for me. But I feel this universe is very indifferent. No one is owed anything at all. And I already see that she's looking for someone else or is with someone else. That's something that hurts because it's happening in front of me.

I'm a 25 5'3 straight male, and I feel very insecure about my height. I have been told I'm good looking at times, but I don't know if people are just nice or they are playing me. I used to be on the heavy side, but I worked hard to improve myself and have come a long way. But even with everything, I have done to improve myself. I have an incredibly difficult time approaching a person I have an interest in feelings for. I still feel like I have so many things holding me back. And After finally having a blissful relationship and experience in my life, even though it was a short live relationship I guess I feel anxious about never meeting someone again. I'm scared that ill never be able to approach someone or that someone will never approach me.

I know I shouldn't dread about being alone or needing someone, but I loathe to have someone see the person I am and be able to have someone that can look beyond the outside shell that we all project. Someone that could break my walls down and I theirs. Someone with who I could press my forehead against and have that meaningful human connection. I hate this empty feeling recurring within me, slowly swallowing me a whole moment to moment. But I don't want to give up. I want to be able to put myself out there, and meet someone. I don't fear rejection its more that it never seems like the right time or the person appears uninterest or just feeling like there are so many things holding me back or that I will be ridiculed. It just feels so impossible While I feel like I can figure many parts of my life out, I fear ill be alone and never feel that connection again, its the one thing that burns my heart and lets my tears flow. My thoughts can't seem to wander away from this subject no matter how hard I try. I'm seating in tears hoping someone can answer if you can please.",4.9637689468592106,5.767331604006162,5.278097251585624,84.10356290536427,68.86132511556241,8.071107607410328,29.73092772422689,8.133680483312611,1.9159957071702445,2597,95,519,33,43,824,258,649,0.158,0.74,0.102,-0.9843,2,3,2,0,0,0,54.0,6,1,2,5,32,32,3,7,23,0,55,11,3,5,9,117,115,49,0,12,23,0,19,7,1,3,7,1,0,6,40,40,1,3,25,1,1,12,18,15,0,5,23,25,95,17,72,76,14,89,0,4,5,0,43,41,1,14,41,381,135,4,0.1351457781520458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997026833135973,0.0497122422678152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05089208719848365,0.0,0.0314990234599223,0.0,0.03707115341751932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04232463576694029,0.06927917423192402,0.0,0.13730601997287548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761074750198806,0.04723259237879689,0.0,0.0,0.07193527129490276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046100350887170634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289695611854952,0.0,0.0398996820168547,0.0,0.0,0.059508341252824275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809735407686522,0.04406616782478321,0.0,0.10138438212259963,0.31889090851314233,0.1287308945536331,0.04325371357136935,0.04934853136403938,0.0,0.038318309952292455,0.0,0.0,0.03480443098555766,0.0,0.04707206076543537,0.12964414502018026,0.02560215338649577,0.07556924451061413,0.03602947486332633,0.0,0.049626103701410115,0.0,0.07967264352937845,0.04795506462279537,0.12106407188812687,0.04447615886942476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676559854115067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04474341717020777,0.0,0.0,0.09645090044215504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742725853049289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04606523818902532,0.15909576640712694,0.15405926836569622,0.0,0.03977873269789702,0.07973317391662442,0.11348841631373352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525213531711785,0.0,0.2283610117958848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03595735691834352,0.047879524785653285,0.0,0.0334029606912683,0.2084655111676104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157827687605556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04878323595957538,0.0,0.031231022043406918,0.15733877422226306,0.0,0.04944982696514835,0.04258548110986488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452862781857337,0.0,0.04791472349578366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463174561459565,0.0,0.2418266480662057,0.0,0.03847125203928689,0.04285152769812997,0.0,0.045101500100605686,0.0,0.07179579186953218,0.08202109380611325,0.0469955069372028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962038434756079,0.06936121509785327,0.0,0.0,0.03188562578917358,0.0,0.07195172867142814,0.0,0.0,0.047094570206287316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496414164432963,0.0,0.04426001362059685,0.03576355064093833,0.1838773767927052,0.0,0.0,0.08609172171291174,0.0,0.030585037387791062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03890752022188804,0.0,0.07433961372420549,0.0797124814604499,0.0357574760596383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059028998185417,0.0,0.043425235816744095,0.0,0.0983877360731387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029009816733843587
lonely,MasterSlimFat,2019/02/06,"I recently was told that i have an abnormality in the memory part of my brain. I just have no one to talk to. So I'm here. 

I've lived a fucked life. I'm 19;

My parents did drugs while I was in the uterus

I watched my mom get raped

My dad never taught me even how to tie my shoes, let alone anything else

My parents abandoned me when I was 16

My first girlfriend cheated on me with 3 other guys

I've been diagnosed with depersonalization, derealization, depression, and mild schizoactive disorder.

But lately my biggest problem has been my memory. There's a lot of things that could have caused an abnormal hippocampus. But lately it's been driving me crazier than anything else.


I forget entire conversations i have with people. There are even people that ive met, and when they approach me, they are total strangers yet they know my name, my job, my age, where I live etc.

I even forget things I explicitly do. It's like there's someone fucking with me on a hourly basis. My keys are in my shoes, my wallet is in my pillow, or my socks will be tied together. 

And I know im the one doing it. Idk why. But i never remember doing it.

Since my ex was fucking other dudes, i thought she was just fucking with me. 

But now I have a full time job and i live with my girlfriend.

But I feel like I'm living a lie. None of them know how truly fucked I am. I should have told her sooner. But i didn't. And i cant tell her now. 

What if i get better?




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lonely,f4riez,2019/02/06,"I find it SO hard to make friends. Honestly, I grew up talking to people online. I feel its made me extremely socially awkward and just kinda out of reality in general. I feel like I'm from another planet tbh and it's so hard to feel present and connected to people when talking to them etc. I hope I've not servely stunted myself. I'm in my 20s now it's really sucky to feel so inadequate in terms of social skills. I get that sticking on here doesn't really help solve the situation but it's the only place I don't feel lonely I guess. Can anyone relate? ",1.5815789473684239,3.8820625087719303,4.262368421052631,81.42407894736844,81.80701754385964,7.659649122807018,24.41228070175439,8.59863814320734,2.047785964912281,442,17,86,11,12,156,76,114,0.113,0.7909999999999999,0.096,0.0184,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,7,6,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,19,15,8,0,1,3,0,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,7,12,4,15,14,2,12,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,3,5,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850295611779887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338217781303835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679514752890845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461074214750879,0.12606024232827934,0.0,0.0,0.16127763926288452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632951186583514,0.0,0.09219100679068193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943862405400033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161399350147382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827477542604145,0.0,0.0,0.1752606794392078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620751627621506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696698759599873,0.11778578820441934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420278270961405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446648239711529,0.0,0.18435902273445334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260845369696785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834400120812948,0.0,0.3597494568095142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836573890471645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,inarowboat,2019/02/06,"upvote this. just once i think? i dont post anything anywhere so have like no karma im even sure what kharma is oops im not using periods am i. there we go. ok yeah I just tried to post a post on r4r and it never occurred to me that i would need a certain amount of points to post there. seems like sort of a catch 22 but w/e guess I'm too lonely to try to not be lonely.... sort of anticlimactic after spendig an entire night working up the drunken courage to hit post but w/e/.

i have 9 karma and it says I need ten so do that and i'll be on my way thanks a bunch",-2.2364266966629174,-0.5072437165354309,0.6126659167604059,101.44154855643049,104.27559055118108,3.048968878890139,13.921634795650544,4.892091775363687,-1.3443892763404572,436,10,109,2,21,149,84,127,0.040999999999999995,0.809,0.15,0.8846,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,6,2,9,0,0,1,3,22,19,7,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,0,1,10,7,13,15,2,16,2,2,0,0,2,4,0,4,6,63,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211469186088815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725370443054273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723533677398953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366672484110295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217595061796572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180389072873838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384542716264714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831884832848766,0.11354270542805316,0.0,0.0,0.1381530349921828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678113381422293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916750190725766,0.0,0.7049652084547583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707274289577375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340206853510624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387501328693576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553749039592494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433060903424237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990114649722526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714808553453136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168538780832438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717561549741006,0.0,0.0,0.1045786218480128,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IndependentHS,2019/02/06,"29y independent female - social pressures are getting to me - how have you tackled this positively? Hello out there! 

This is my first every Reddit post - so yay :)

I am a 29y old from London. I was in a long term relationship between 21 and 26 - It was my first ever relationship and it ended quite badly! It was very toxic for a number of reasons which I didn't really understand or see at the time. He had a major drinking problem which I wasn't aware  of until we moved in together 1.5years later. He was American and came over here to be with me, so getting out of it was a little harder for me than just walking away (not sure if that makes sense). Anyway, it doesn't matter now, but the trauma really affected me. And I only notice how much it affected me now I am 'trying' to date again. 

To deal with the break up, I put all my energy into developing myself in my work, fitness, mental health, spiritual health- opened a business and I am doing well for myself. I developed my personality, and am just about to buy my 1st property with a healthy deposit so I feel like I am proud of myself. 

My issue is: I don't know where or how to meet people. Females for some reason just don't like to approach me, I try and pay compliments when I see fit females or women doing well at networking events etc. But that is where it stops! I don'talk about my work at all because I have experienced some people act funny around me so I modestly say I work in consultancy. 

In 2018 - I did try and 'date' again after the break up in 2015 - I met someone who was smart, and educated and successful in their career - so we 'dated/got to know each other' for approx 4 months. Nothing physical because I am not sure I am ready yet. But, meals, coffee, just being social and adventurous. I was trying to get to know him without too much emotion from sex getting in the way. A clear head because I am trying to date with the intention of marriage and not just fun! 

In the end, I ended it. Because within 3 weeks he had declared love for me and actually contacted my parents to ask for my hand. I had told him about my past and that I needed to take things very slow. I communicated on various occasions that I was looking for date for 1 to 2 years before the talk of marriage really solidified. And he respected that (from what he said) and agreed. I feel like I was open with all elements of how I was feeling with him. When I would get anxiety attacks they would usually be from him pushing me to the 'next level' so quickly. For example, he found out where I lived online, and send me roses and lilies. Which I guess can be cute and a little freaky at the same time. I went with the former after speaking to some gf's - but then the gifts and flowers kept coming. At least once a week. He also had something to say after everything I said. Everything. I couldn't understand it. It was like he was competing with me with knowledge. And I told him many times - you don't have to have an eho with me. Take me as I am and I will do the same. I am not your enemy. But he said, he just liked to share his opinion. (All theeeee time)! 

I was suffocated. And the pressure was too much for me to deal with. Especially as he wasn't listening when I was saying, please slow down. When things ended, he actually said to me - You are so independent, if you don't lighten up you will be alone forever. Which I thought was just a reaction to him being hurt maybe. Sometimes men can be really spiteful when they don't get their way. 

My dilemma - All my gf's are married with kids. And housewives. Which is a full time job and I respect them for it. But as a result, I travel alone around the world. All the time. I try and meet people when travelling. But 98% of guys I meet on my travels think this will end in a hookup and its not subtle. The girls tend to be with their bf's so not third wheeling. I end up just chilling alone, or talking to 'older' people - 50's and above. Which is lovely, but sometimes I just want to have a conversation with someone from my age range! 

My parents keep saying my time is going and I need to meet someone. My last single mate is getting married next month and I know in her culture she needs to adapt to the family home so I probably wont be able to see her as much! 

How do any of you independent single ladies deal with loneliness? Just having a good conversation with someone. I work from home so that is another challenge and adds to the isolation. 

I am trying to be 'open' to meeting people - but I dont want to use Tinder etc. I may be in the Millennial Bracket - but I like old school courting! 

 Help! and sorry for the long essay! ",2.5009780299497346,4.540753978237216,4.1747182496502395,84.61812069278203,77.22633297062023,7.074775895124098,24.3245893569615,8.037061389416179,1.4443673143686198,3602,123,717,62,84,1207,379,919,0.068,0.792,0.14,0.9974,4,4,2,0,0,0,115.0,2,7,6,11,55,33,2,2,38,1,84,9,2,16,10,156,135,76,0,11,33,2,4,6,4,7,2,11,2,6,32,63,2,3,15,4,3,14,19,8,2,3,36,20,120,25,124,80,25,125,0,1,4,3,91,46,0,12,66,528,152,11,0.05221118829558091,0.0,0.10190117644405926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222513501109284,0.0,0.041753268416593284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03550539843893054,0.05474798330528656,0.03994141613781265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295805399559083,0.04881041306402742,0.05939776413809464,0.049054130090917976,0.0,0.04359416136401801,0.1273098231130277,0.0,0.04442787570381472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059715690190876525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044975315622085656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148232764147766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119112383378075,0.05114708752268828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873055939870647,0.2774616943690065,0.0,0.11645855270780145,0.0,0.047228008960294485,0.04399017798911331,0.0,0.0938480988864246,0.0,0.04922006164831103,0.0,0.0791986367187731,0.07459936670130342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882162018424644,0.0,0.05724687307031005,0.0,0.0,0.19094733662979524,0.0,0.02967282151568507,0.04379226759928285,0.04175805686279711,0.0,0.0575165102489987,0.051697285043955515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358374211945397,0.11099610330593572,0.0,0.0,0.03499605894991304,0.0,0.10474415780110556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589315692790054,0.0,0.0,0.05449491568800746,0.05181154806484746,0.046407703116305515,0.0,0.0,0.11477561458686344,0.04255908699537183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530464958733924,0.10465865408698002,0.04610343581831032,0.092410517302619,0.043844248444500314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942452717953022,0.0,0.034851373613821734,0.05293395006167493,0.052453156303591916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052616597599401134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334894474748147,0.055492230351603535,0.15352492357429304,0.11614180366682562,0.0,0.0,0.11105438215073447,0.0,0.0,0.05009804331314517,0.05944278392794487,0.10957371849798683,0.055603211545944456,0.0,0.039708961425040636,0.0,0.0,0.11594869164937008,0.0,0.049841487047230335,0.1809833198123185,0.045588795740287694,0.0,0.05731220602296349,0.0,0.0,0.0500038858816886,0.0,0.05629249168940685,0.04995905592387119,0.0,0.05248666506403053,0.0,0.05553302555455048,0.0,0.0,0.13379129666413392,0.10736359465797664,0.0,0.11211055347539363,0.0,0.0,0.1986591852436492,0.16608173014519004,0.0,0.05284050997743793,0.12481667179872474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644546271472323,0.17695348164454267,0.040194723557808974,0.10327640052191472,0.058446150703958075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04365089127735887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841685414910432,0.0,0.07851263167144262,0.1258961262819778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069373587048632,0.033454821264425214,0.0,0.04144985146036489,0.21311334636485085,0.0,0.0,0.09978005575549408,0.0,0.24813578734202235,0.0,0.0,0.10870737668430218,0.0,0.0450937030855751,0.05750324756646045,0.08615939668367263,0.06159102320395424,0.08288562207651505,0.08376133184077156,0.0,0.09388825717873618,0.0484002946315155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050329722356340784,0.0,0.15204146764573725,0.0,0.0,0.07417866030601274,0.0,0.0,0.033622293451304686
lonely,lonelyaquariusdrinks,2019/02/06,"When you feel lonely just remember Somewhere out there is someone who loves you as much as you love the person who turned you down 

Wait nevermind, I'm lonely period. ",6.679354838709678,7.70646935483871,6.442096774193548,76.48314516129034,65.12903225806451,10.070967741935485,28.403225806451612,10.125756701596842,2.8366000000000007,134,4,23,3,2,42,25,31,0.129,0.6679999999999999,0.203,0.5994,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,4,7,1,4,0,2,0,2,9,2,0,0,2,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875546461226888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6381495204431514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598853355948678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086888878885437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004807397361361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29954494613129146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845392809764743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Last_Exit_To,2019/02/06,"Best friend is moving away So, I've been feeling very lonely and depressed lately. The reason is that my best friend told me that she will get married and move to a different country. That means that we can't see each other anymore because I don't have money to travel to see her. 

She has been the closest friend I ever had. We have had so many good times together. We have traveled together and told each other everything. She has been more closer to me than my previous girlfriends. She is basically like a sister for me. Her leaving just makes me devastated. Nobody will be like her to me. I know that whatever happens, I won't find anybody like her again. I just know that I'll be constantly lonely when she's gone. 

I feel like my heart is breaking. I want to tell her this but how can I? After all, she is doing something that makes her happy. And that's what I want for her. But at the same time I feel bad.",1.8654616048317507,4.196871945355191,3.1903595053206786,89.3441932700604,80.91256830601094,5.819844693701468,22.199884958297385,7.0608816371341465,0.7440338797814214,718,23,144,9,19,233,100,183,0.071,0.773,0.157,0.8833,1,4,1,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,0,2,8,15,0,0,5,0,24,1,1,4,2,29,41,10,0,2,4,1,3,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,0,8,2,1,5,3,4,0,0,8,5,34,11,12,28,7,18,0,3,2,0,24,4,0,0,12,108,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589628050444222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874357197146152,0.0,0.11441377190262453,0.08353181141041509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876076683429754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808003173254086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802316636951005,0.0,0.0,0.14316649098988465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395087955650501,0.0,0.0,0.12315313156074295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078584487696944,0.09789378507104393,0.0,0.0,0.12524233067592955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31760557540449463,0.0,0.07159217242140417,0.0,0.0,0.11493370578608232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211745893439339,0.14587027630095692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623804230182566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061547895911384,0.0,0.15457505966926974,0.14509428142821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677824479466081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293629175929751,0.13892623917431832,0.0,0.14926511851102028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912809966821245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088897968779954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183892792061089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549187755743852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976967954117593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598058156509956,0.0,0.0,0.2618748057638524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306355313408975,0.1616469054482799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LonelyHorse9,2019/02/06,"Valentine's Day sucks At my school everyone gives each other flowers, but I won't get one (like every year), because I don't have a single friend let alone lover. It's just a whole painful day of everyone socializing except me. I've been friendless for years now, and I don't think anything is going to change anytime soon.",4.233333333333333,6.023719952380954,4.495428571428572,85.27457142857145,71.69841269841271,6.944761904761903,28.473015873015875,7.554174236665415,1.6685453968253974,259,10,49,3,5,81,53,63,0.22399999999999998,0.6970000000000001,0.079,-0.8221,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,6,12,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,5,3,5,9,3,8,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,7,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337353426310051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571455600680126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757180009550354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387384170295227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291088520090287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014425829846687,0.4312918374484284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743590056331386,0.0,0.1179079426922641,0.21649182371115328,0.12825855444638207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230772028085304,0.0,0.11025534097720427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292590475363246,0.0,0.2401383263091819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283991571995727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23005128056241494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460596584551644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519625007640983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906597037263132
lonely,rainbow-like-asmile,2019/02/06,Selfish me Wish i could open up more to people. That i wouldnt be so lonely :(,-0.8335294117647081,1.1248812352941189,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,89.58823529411768,3.4000000000000004,14.382352941176471,3.1291,-1.3838000000000004,59,1,14,0,2,20,16,17,0.41,0.474,0.11599999999999999,-0.7795,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5110840698230801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437789018753518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7361068942914363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,quesndans,2019/02/06,"Extra rough. I do a pretty good job at suppressing my loneliness but it’s really tough today.  Something happened and I really needed someone to talk to and I realised that I couldn’t reach out to anyone when was going through my 1000+ friend list. Social media is a lie, nobody has that many friends. 

What’s worse is that I was so desperate I reached out to my ex and he asked if I had reached out to my friends LOL 

Why is it so hard to make and maintain friendships. ",1.7137894736842119,4.047110957894741,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,81.52631578947368,5.905263157894738,24.23684210526316,7.1686216300943375,1.0616105263157896,371,14,75,5,10,120,64,95,0.13,0.601,0.26899999999999996,0.9383,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,9,0,0,1,0,13,14,9,0,3,2,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,11,4,11,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,2,49,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339749188549265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050932195634743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5084836131328853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468024989260446,0.18400780878745268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939994061219656,0.0,0.19652381719825168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177034885824111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464396626042083,0.22241963468164316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266949983734186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319108579822586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810843635601376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363304554961516,0.1858822584426768,0.16889152839418056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763315124026944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079491575382831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795877317269825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356972409993825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,twynf224,2019/02/06,"Considering taking large pay cut for my social job. I drive fuel tankers and make decent money but the only person in my life is one friend overseas.

Almost every minute of each day is spent in complete solitude and personally I don't know how sustainable this is.

Recently I've been looking into jobs that involve a bit of comradery, team work etc. Things like joining the military, firefighters, even working in a hotel, just anything to do with people.

This would take a significant, almost 25% cut in my wages yet I'm at the stage where I'm starting to really consider it.

Anyone ever done something like this?",6.181438053097348,7.757322575221237,6.626714601769912,72.710514380531,66.61061946902655,8.835840707964602,31.82411504424779,9.188382445141503,3.0662575221238937,493,20,78,9,8,160,88,113,0.047,0.841,0.113,0.8625,3,0,1,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,2,0,6,0,8,1,0,2,1,14,17,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,2,0,1,3,1,5,3,12,13,3,14,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,2,7,49,11,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348653469569756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172829743004901,0.0,0.14326185048321813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006200554812275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253083498902334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227412901611418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815527619652025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415720062494995,0.11498529585860558,0.15747504666021084,0.1466789619958479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345020785258346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455164055681053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956757211473604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296544239035985,0.17010388968621298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619238078370414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620692480648664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179683950084312,0.13240385717919953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069260322248827,0.3040186488666179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152698975002076,0.0,0.17189360923264066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746359180482646,0.0,0.13402356159205694,0.0,0.0,0.12322232607452828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617891502957673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156581560176934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25348027302959714,0.0,0.0,0.12366907106651455,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BudgieBird15,2019/02/06,"New Hey everybody,

This is my first time on this subreddit. I just thought some of you would would want to talk, I guess :)",1.0175000000000018,3.5302024166666683,1.2966666666666669,100.015,87.33333333333334,6.533333333333335,20.5,7.793537801064563,0.6988499999999997,94,3,22,2,3,28,21,24,0.0,0.83,0.17,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,3,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249365718346938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208258670678791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689465722576189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070442804088753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032723926595758,0.2227524593235927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253187444022052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427363187730069,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dunfracow,2019/02/06,"I'm told I should have no reason to be lonely. She told me because people care I shouldn't be lonely. That because a girl I don't like asked me out and I said no it's all my fault. It is all my fault I already know that I am a piece of shit that no one will ever love or want or feel real compassion for. But just because a few people ""care"" by not contacting me or seeing me or doing anything I shouldn't be lonely. I can't be selective of who I want in my life either. Isn't that normal? to want certain people more than others? So it's just my own idiocy that causes all of this. She tells me I have no right to complain. she's probably right I'm just a stupid fucking coward and that's why no one likes me. I'm just a coward. fucking useless coward. whats the point. no one wants to be around me. they may care or whatever the fuck but they don't want to do things with them or talk to me they just leave me to wallow in my shit. there is no point. it's all meaningless without people. but it's all my fault because I push them away or something. I must be pushing them away or else why would they never text me or call or anything even when I keep crying for help and companionship. why did she abandon me? why did she do this? she was all I had. now, what am I?  ",0.034221411192216784,2.0542147335766465,2.140613138686131,95.98291484184915,85.97080291970805,4.821216545012166,17.52749391727494,6.079149491110277,-0.4152424330900244,983,23,228,8,30,329,122,274,0.22,0.7070000000000001,0.073,-0.9889,0,6,1,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,7,0,14,22,6,0,7,0,30,7,2,2,10,55,53,18,0,11,21,0,1,2,0,7,1,1,0,1,18,6,0,2,3,0,0,2,16,15,0,3,7,3,45,7,22,33,11,16,0,5,1,4,27,10,5,11,6,172,63,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982961083512817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163803126446037,0.08859939801482059,0.09304354014408878,0.0,0.18701623837358625,0.0,0.0,0.24268093412804356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162735407799033,0.0,0.3044207105738955,0.10224079919151323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093248316873751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314134969123088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573610103957332,0.0900271247829503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032342535347961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760310397755241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671029830294292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846343877960716,0.0,0.0,0.054696983865752495,0.0,0.0,0.10538385065250994,0.0,0.0,0.0702982819237019,0.09724692532328223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982626020982523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676072304530338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751452173254163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023245392163808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27599567756624066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816881332070795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730605175259593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132825781082434,0.0,0.10232948568238236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998962215593127,0.0946721852822828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930947711179483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043243802529277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662011321284584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999537082614443,0.08699026520704946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612076938410401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020305382557445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935155881837858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592275765677975,0.0,0.0,0.0959396827140198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070054036383258,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,N0TH1NGM0R3,2019/02/06,"I’m getting cabin fever It sucks only being able to see people at school and work. The only people I really spend any amount of real time with are my parents, siblings, and my kid. All my friends have gradually moved out of this small town and it’s really not good for my mental health mostly interacting with my 3 year old and not actual real life adults. I’m getting more and more depressed. I’ve been stress eating and all I really get to do is cook clean and watch Puppy dog pals and paw patrol. I need human interaction and I’m not getting it. I don’t know what to do. ",2.6964102564102603,4.486200735042736,4.504623931623931,83.60565384615388,75.83760683760684,7.073162393162392,20.247008547008548,7.908726449838941,0.8320947008547002,454,10,90,7,10,154,77,117,0.10099999999999999,0.85,0.049,-0.722,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,0,8,5,0,0,2,22,19,9,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,3,5,12,2,0,1,1,1,1,4,3,0,0,1,2,9,2,10,17,6,8,0,1,2,0,8,4,1,1,3,50,14,2,0.1709977671510366,0.0,0.1668691540149524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628434542599547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472801262817051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497340543487908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211245072258934,0.0,0.3573571026553973,0.0,0.0,0.1434248141521778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176263026546796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397590084826102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078077994354182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723255301841829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174356482053727,0.0,0.1267926776376535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943339170445435,0.0,0.0,0.2601030147457227,0.0,0.0,0.1898727841998231,0.0,0.0,0.23709664223143376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892657903867112,0.3286366448550817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305886949193836,0.1362630812638305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587736453036456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971017315338623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448841105953215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011695566324887
lonely,veqe33,2019/02/06,"I spent the first 10 years of my life alone Nobody liked me, I was hated by everyone in my schools and I have had a pretty rough life. Thing is... I'm only 14, and I know that sounds stupid but honestly I've been alone for all of my life and even today I have only about 2 friends. I've been in a lonely position for all my life but I still manage to pull myself alone, and its come to the point where it doesn't even slow me down. Yeah it sucks but I've actually gotten used to it by now and that is really sad, I mean I work almost everyday and I work super hard. I'm determined and strong and I work 24/7 to have a future, its just sad that I've never had a close friend or... anybody like that. even if I wanted to make friends I couldn't, I have an extreme case of social anxiety to the point where I can sit there just wanting to say hi to someone and I literally can't, its pretty sad if you ask me.",0.08212585034013742,2.058597382653062,2.3183673469387784,95.06472789115652,85.37755102040815,5.570068027210885,16.986394557823132,6.868970318607317,-0.2028340136054423,701,15,166,9,21,237,106,196,0.175,0.6459999999999999,0.179,0.598,0,5,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,6,11,15,3,0,8,1,15,4,0,2,3,30,29,15,0,5,8,0,2,2,3,0,4,2,0,0,11,11,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,7,0,1,7,4,24,8,19,21,2,20,0,4,0,0,8,8,1,4,11,106,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.12480149215674725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280626435606693,0.3973641840303696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783495160311682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955921601203352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101652933896856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534089962121414,0.0,0.0,0.12220369067677313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878255896151692,0.0,0.0,0.29642082888224786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456367773603217,0.12626419016440826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028460545552105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613279314512273,0.12496048767305057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853670896155942,0.0,0.0,0.13930892143783646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863609933157046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453112557774407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417934201955215,0.0,0.0,0.26021875609253664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192914961308767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017026911042219,0.0,0.12943078228597235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036701874983445,0.10836017464280212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213254676847287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496395706175397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122408677652732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045527889548096,0.0,0.0,0.15086482546222768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793147639807653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823565053688737
lonely,lonewolfe15891,2019/02/06,"Eversince my mother left me to starve in the downtown of my city I’ve been feeling like nobody understands the pain i go through and yet people expect me to act like them even though I’m not them. What can i do in my life if Im continually being alienated by everybody I meet and know as friends? I have a gf, but her mother hates my guts, and my only shit friend is movie back to german in 3 months. I am soon to be a suicidal nobody if i keep going downhill like this. ",4.375454545454545,4.321835787878786,5.7439898989898985,83.26931818181819,69.9090909090909,8.620202020202019,27.61111111111111,8.344100000000001,1.659759595959596,369,11,80,5,6,125,71,99,0.175,0.6940000000000001,0.131,-0.8294,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,5,8,2,0,4,0,8,4,2,0,0,12,16,8,1,3,4,2,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,1,16,5,11,13,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,4,1,2,8,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341199687769418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895472415686342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140303702777185,0.16111249687868448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484744698135429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256337959702494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265564243525535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436017567165711,0.0,0.0,0.20045373718546736,0.0,0.0,0.12394063558821095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24502960569465865,0.0,0.1592923983480965,0.3305350189824695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000898927518147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151914839341073,0.2399706159100713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634810769966848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23149442405151854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24668375235043324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215735804843032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23477567788030035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,someonepointless,2019/08/23,Does anyone else I blank out and have long conversations with myself in my head as if I'm talking to another person about basically anything that pops into my head and I do this every day. Does anyone else do this?,4.8585714285714285,6.1652086666666674,6.165238095238099,75.79642857142859,69.47619047619048,8.457142857142857,25.904761904761905,8.841846274778883,1.9784190476190475,172,5,31,3,3,58,32,42,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,6,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,7,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22711349061278466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302889515644162,0.4438440828310281,0.17823510810246787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968262628746145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37907872176392265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618662908704241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824864090440476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445676343906303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167532653119965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911802605905675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408683065145256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway292902828,2019/08/23,"people making fun of me Today in school, I had to sit in the cafeteria since the library where I eat lunch is closed for students. I sat at a random table since there were no other seats available so I ended up sitting next to a group that was quite popular. When I sat down, one of the people told me “Why are you sitting here? Don’t you have any friends?” they then bragged about how much friends they had and mocked me by saying “Who doesn’t have friends in this table?” I just ignored them but it still hurts.",4.264133148404993,5.07986872815534,4.239833564493761,90.8728155339806,70.45631067961166,6.662413314840499,26.36477115117892,6.1826913282559595,0.7734809986130369,401,12,85,2,7,123,77,103,0.087,0.8079999999999999,0.105,0.2111,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,3,1,9,8,1,0,5,0,10,3,0,2,0,8,14,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,7,1,14,5,13,7,1,17,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,1,6,61,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465724754785034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21766619686905295,0.0,0.0,0.1884072412087744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930420363545814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277217153852533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199259836243333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637405754261596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262306854221612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414492905467574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949472479927581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22625445644675546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916389483778804,0.0,0.21528452202862067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519292233373086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698788814088736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016341794363795,0.2032635720253529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194718201039626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,glml_,2019/08/23,"I tell myself ""I love you"" every night before going to sleep and sometimes, it makes me feel less empty",7.6454999999999975,6.5332285500000005,7.550000000000002,76.55500000000005,63.5,8.0,25.0,3.1291,0.8284999999999996,81,1,14,0,1,26,19,20,0.066,0.7490000000000001,0.185,0.5709,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,4,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32401314762522904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32082101178703953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253227217038527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640432151909564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436660731515586,0.0,0.25417157774904914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573333826568019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810519528177505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765981501298317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33281584668321024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shrouk-ahmed,2019/08/23,"Why is it always like this It’s always like this with me , the people that I wanna talk to ,they are the ones that never reach out or reply or uifeel like they don’t even care about me and it makes me feel more lonely",1.48117021276596,2.9486757872340448,2.5499468085106405,97.70875,78.36170212765958,4.7,11.75,3.1291,-1.6933787234042552,170,0,40,0,4,54,35,47,0.07400000000000001,0.723,0.204,0.7804,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,6,3,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,6,4,5,6,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5239155068215506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209827821836456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20793746156569987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918384509896774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46141948967932894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014663466475364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24281071809201574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133320475445567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21825845953991327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25304260647557386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28407857027806593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,david_2019uk,2019/08/23,"Don't wanna die just don't wanna live this crappy lonely life. Sat alone Friday night knowing I won't see anyone.

If it wasn't for the sadness it'd cause my parents and my one and only ex I'd be gone.

What am I saying, I don't have the balls. 

I'm not depressed, just lonely af and can't see a way to improve it.

Somehow got a gf but she's long gone. Believe me it was a miracle that won't happen again. Wating until i was 29 for it. Zero prospects on the horizon now. Zero social life. But now having had it ffs it's so much harder to not have it. 

Life is just grey alone. I know I'm preaching to the converted here. Not sure why I'm posting all this.. Just hey guys, another FA feeling shitty here.",-0.13355650154798582,1.895086348684213,2.4141640866873075,93.67944272445824,86.82894736842104,4.36594427244582,18.80959752321981,5.5289334501034215,-0.29977213622290977,543,15,120,3,17,187,93,152,0.146,0.7340000000000001,0.12,-0.722,1,6,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,7,0,17,3,0,1,2,22,30,8,1,3,10,2,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,12,3,0,0,3,1,0,2,10,4,0,3,8,5,9,1,9,18,2,11,1,4,3,0,8,1,0,2,6,78,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714679889398119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880453659866077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539318925779075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204589061829767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422348841814207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445849374776113,0.0,0.18611842956107652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067570912080207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434282801225304,0.0,0.0,0.1775669951602743,0.15858280307418285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971124884269524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800027433723752,0.0,0.0,0.15835354908601898,0.1587032845601159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182974375791395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829104803929235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152008689869735,0.13639015966089146,0.0,0.0,0.19912709875807175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717506007288259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261210113754805,0.0,0.0,0.28580896576885195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280651437138049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901840250919214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234549107949415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181934661756875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,laura_louisa,2019/08/23,"My sister doesn’t understand I suffer from social anxiety and hate meeting new people as a result, even though I want to
My sister is the most outgoing person I know ( and a school teacher) and every time I see her she talks about her boyfriend and all her friends and she doesn’t understand how much it hurts me to listen to how much fun she’s having. She makes fun of me for staying inside all the time and gets angry when I say I’m scared to go to things with her even though I’ve told her about my anxiety. 
My whole family always talk to her and ignore me when we meet because I’m too awkward to talk to and I feel so isolated. I’m so self aware of how boring I must seem.
Its worse because I can’t tell this to anyone because I don’t have anyone to tell it to which is making me feel more lonely
I just want to have a friend who I can feel comfortable around and I can tell them about my feelings but my brain won’t switch off when I talk to people
I just feel so lonely and I know it’s all my fault",3.1088992248062013,3.822045502325583,4.269767441860466,89.97968992248066,73.04651162790698,7.22170542635659,22.240310077519393,7.3011,0.5598124031007751,793,17,178,8,15,260,109,215,0.15,0.78,0.07,-0.9285,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,0,20,15,1,2,5,0,13,1,1,6,4,40,36,23,0,3,3,2,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,8,13,0,1,10,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,1,8,38,5,24,33,8,10,0,4,1,0,32,2,0,2,6,123,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727654134112064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886808523215536,0.0,0.0,0.1634891131684127,0.0,0.0,0.10407260641265542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21379747978483973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305076161938713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544328183685779,0.0,0.09849974871678786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102101406678388,0.0,0.2955601368348605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064514169462706,0.0,0.06107942901263552,0.0,0.06644131932670065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542211427524715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515207175903414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849878896169498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607354642874574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188116853692162,0.0,0.0,0.11291014994257835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620981076989978,0.10207926246242087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929696663752936,0.11704496590814766,0.1183167969025412,0.0931602717534112,0.1064283461400498,0.12196018968396015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917264044757035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460801427171254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758638062724136,0.3065473525377013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776682569182098,0.0,0.2297223717065384,0.0,0.1363395975108456,0.0,0.0,0.11171028247823367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434100014261115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791033785543516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305232313266083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913889684614325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_Nutzer_Nummer_Eins,2019/08/23,"My current situation Hello there, lately I feel like almost all of my friends, in real life and online, don't really care for me anymore- I am not a very social person and don't have tons of friends, and the few I have don't seem to be interested in me anymore. They don't have time to talk or do anything, whenever I write them on Whatsapp or snapchat I get no response or just a very short one. I am online most of the time, pretty  much all day because I don't know what to do outside. I am sad about my situation, but when I try to change it, it doesn't work.

Is anyone in a similar situation or does anyone have advice?",4.339384615384617,4.405266746153849,5.996730769230767,81.01201923076924,70.0,8.653846153846155,29.32692307692308,8.472884824447931,1.9891538461538465,487,17,103,7,8,168,78,130,0.047,0.871,0.08199999999999999,0.4986,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,4,6,0,0,5,0,17,1,0,0,2,19,22,9,0,0,7,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,0,1,16,5,13,21,6,11,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,7,7,74,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518033774840887,0.0,0.0,0.1555576698267324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081251386267667,0.21724459330418694,0.0,0.12783741784492084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946981435953935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838671061061152,0.0,0.16433662190873385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018602088271122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594528447895074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854815587320069,0.11097999144549184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400415512646425,0.0,0.08116244230545906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537469745556578,0.0,0.17523828287293558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972624314372784,0.0758947408173052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419798490492505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052672079434998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564308612767362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804383783389964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681899712633678,0.0995193231245448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142215542765268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523849910585285,0.0,0.1583567939496328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248621057221418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811682737674964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547047620314402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563552354321973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309453099143485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KushKenobi,2019/08/23,"Don't be sad that you've never been in a relationship - fairness and fairy tales don't exist I'm 21 and I've been through a few relationships that lasted quite a long time. I know a lot of you post about how much you wish you could find a girl to be with, etc. The truth is, the reason good relationships end is because of getting replaced by someone perceived to be better. Couples get comfortable together, and eventually one person gets the idea they can have things just as they are but with a different person. That is almost always the core reason. 

If that doesn't make you a little more apprehensive about wanting one SO bad, then I don't think much else will help you besides getting into a relationship and getting burned first hand.

For me personally, I didn't care less about what was going to be the end for me and my past lovers, I just wanted the loneness to be gone. One after the other, I let myself get brutally betrayed in the end every time. 

Now, well over a year since my last relationship, my mind is still traumatized and damaged from them, I now have extreme trust issues, I never can see a happy future for myself when sometimes I used to be able to, every night without fail I cry, sometimes I get so angry I smash things till my arms are bleeding and need stitches. 

The world feels more like a lie and even more lonely than it ever did before relationships. I was never this bad before. If I could go back I would've just skipped relationships and instead worked on myself, learned an instrument or language, or God damn fucking anything but relationships.",7.723824750830562,7.278848764119601,7.467140780730897,75.0340002076412,63.019933554817285,9.784136212624588,33.43044019933555,9.017664075816787,2.7714466777408644,1262,44,229,17,16,401,176,301,0.16,0.7090000000000001,0.131,-0.9574,1,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,5,3,5,18,21,3,1,21,0,30,5,2,5,5,48,53,22,0,8,10,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,10,12,0,0,9,0,0,3,9,11,1,4,7,3,31,10,29,36,9,36,0,5,1,2,22,7,2,6,26,168,41,3,0.07466095286460751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476215954160757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212389374758631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061439602682108935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740966420729784,0.12467755410372545,0.045512623888354295,0.0,0.12706194369753124,0.0,0.0,0.06603154555076636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612181733713555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922139129072427,0.082610924270669,0.08201155091351145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800480496973462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062369645834157286,0.0,0.19838233107952327,0.0,0.08326669817562359,0.04931285522285666,0.06753510628625647,0.12581014577784916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037750821078975295,0.05333779964443937,0.0,0.0,0.06823875832104563,0.0635065683660697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902284785276318,0.2730508644819739,0.0,0.08486308015058079,0.0626220649979167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947797263915198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004366291980431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428312802172512,0.0,0.07792663726612503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041031707141788325,0.12171728289858234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634588273838007,0.0,0.036475570299248895,0.07482988890642274,0.0,0.06607259384200602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347407222454897,0.0,0.0,0.04983676578892581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538627894804763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976878190965172,0.0553601505236078,0.17274938865279307,0.0,0.0,0.0700642465917819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177658170511615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712723275721761,0.0,0.19557319270252602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715045546507117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941111356985266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535277886179134,0.0,0.6412633783598349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949511304693875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617603117346019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325998307823227,0.0,0.14768318291743662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962433340116005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920283911877648,0.04783972391849444,0.0,0.0,0.08707080404566199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644830916604073,0.0,0.0,0.08807392879626495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671291630452612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585641116391922,0.07197049427916556,0.0,0.054354062893091235,0.0,0.0,0.05303699878763054,0.0,0.0,0.04807920578931408
lonely,20Tacocat02,2019/08/23,"Im so repulsive I don’t get it. If i ask everyone what im doing wrong, and they all say nothing, then i must just have a bad vibe.

I ask anyone to hang out and they say “ill ask my  parents” and they never get back to me.

They always say ill find someone but i get the same answer everytime.

Everyone is so nice to eachother except me.

Im always a third wheel, even in even numbered groups.

I dont get what i did wrong. They used to be so kind towards me. Did i say something?

They lie to my face about not being able to, or how their parents wouldnt let them.

Im o bombed on Snapchat, left on read, and just straight up ignored.

I try asking anyone for help and they tell me to ask someone else.

But theyre the closest thing i have to friends. They’re nice to me, but in the way youre nice to a stranger

What is wrong with me",-0.010814466333432192,1.9173360279329648,1.7959423698912111,98.96648632755071,85.36871508379889,4.662275801234931,20.03557777124375,5.750287758089431,-0.3039899441340785,635,19,154,4,19,208,97,179,0.10099999999999999,0.737,0.161,0.9479,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,9,0,10,10,0,0,6,0,14,3,1,2,3,26,24,15,0,3,9,2,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,2,4,28,5,21,17,2,15,0,0,0,0,25,10,0,2,3,99,33,1,0.10030598301844977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669252264322311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027255111354245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468862769049277,0.0,0.0,0.07712910942236198,0.08375130603669588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175578650576426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379277782929748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325023115508596,0.0,0.0,0.1916933305851932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167785128276353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749615366030525,0.0,0.20962294460145764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723298605788969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43339069701212335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445324581318158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108982744040891,0.10256966357463546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773621577715347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624629597352456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227558474584185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033312724199243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190693747345372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997786781262894,0.07722044623454997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767185032329068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663883806890862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810117821187701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663216378707758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796182204608456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290065384009848,0.0,0.0
lonely,kissmeallnightlong,2019/08/23,"How to move on? I had a friend who was into me and she was the sweetest girl ever, she would pick me up and and wait for me until I was done with work just to take me home. This new chick got hired at work and I started liking her I told my friend at that time I liked the new girl... she was  upset because I told her I wasn’t ready for a relationship and look at me now liking this new  chick... time went by and the new girl left more for another guy...  and now I’m feeling like a lonely dumbass, for letting go of something that could’ve been the best for a new thing... how to move on?",2.240358705161853,2.843981259842522,3.571601049868768,94.58938757655294,74.98425196850393,6.589326334208224,21.197725284339455,6.42735559955562,0.0025667541557301554,448,9,111,3,9,147,71,127,0.064,0.746,0.19,0.9429,0,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,6,9,0,1,8,0,10,0,0,3,1,17,21,10,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,1,0,0,1,6,6,9,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,12,2,18,7,19,7,2,24,0,1,1,0,17,8,0,0,16,76,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138264511237474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037935557505879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837673725444427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527780848471817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493641782155225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927302489302133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667131910919806,0.09419931432054073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374618201943254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749378865889081,0.0,0.10545881279619254,0.0,0.0,0.13056005751022196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322642306529697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326400057004549,0.13483364242794682,0.0,0.25767644968820064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072743169277337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280288172963657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.636745935878281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156604449155294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151065795530767,0.0,0.0,0.09332970446407056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914073531701767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876005336359417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377481060553289,0.0,0.0,0.2519917594653961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223359979599528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198825182877707,0.0,0.0,0.09366807316235064,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,marolj,2019/08/23,"[Academic Survey] Loneliness and Togetherness at Work Hi, I'm a PhD student at Stockholm Business School researching Loneliness and Togetherness at work.

In this post you will find a link to a survey which is a part of this research project.

The questions primarily target people who have felt/feel lonely at work. That said, most people have some kind of relationship to loneliness, especially at work, and even if you don't, you are welcome to fill in the questionnaire. To answer the questions you do however need some experience with being employed (either currently, or previously).

There are no right or wrong answers, so do not worry that your experience or idea of loneliness is incorrect. All input is valuable at this stage of the research project.

The form should take somewhere between 10-30 minutes to complete (more or less depending on how thorough your text answers are. You are encouraged to be as elaborate as possible).

Your participation is completely anonymous.

This link will remain active until the end of 2019. Fee free to share it with others.

[https://forms.gle/KXatu7obg1sprdTe6](https://forms.gle/KXatu7obg1sprdTe6)

Thanks,

\- Markus

P.S. This post has been approved by the moderator of this sub.",8.47401515151515,11.415433207070713,7.293825757575758,64.81073863636365,62.88888888888889,10.202525252525254,36.112373737373744,10.411451182825502,4.5346555555555526,997,47,138,26,16,303,126,198,0.098,0.8,0.10099999999999999,0.1753,3,2,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,8,0,5,4,9,0,0,11,0,20,0,0,2,1,29,25,13,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,0,9,0,2,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,8,8,29,18,9,17,0,1,0,0,17,10,0,11,3,103,20,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318481437110676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451842709665982,0.0,0.0,0.10031368747600147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29713076818322776,0.0,0.0,0.076793851229355,0.0,0.14582626280711194,0.0,0.13881332656631407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145126409051153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815709377018008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126152767498967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446858316302435,0.0,0.21058553600129096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121911434763035,0.29091341460258857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402752231492182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630596470126348,0.0,0.12970259538855325,0.14447032691153758,0.0,0.0,0.15370818603227634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419301403402955,0.0,0.0,0.13982843998844846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422746526006268,0.15423902140348444,0.0,0.0,0.16605425562984386,0.0,0.0
lonely,heavenhell23,2019/08/23,"Just hits out of nowhere Currently sat in a park in london, my boyfriend left yesterday and comes back at the end of the month. My family are on holiday and all of my friends are miles away and busy. I havent really had the chance to relax and enjoy summer this year and it just hit me how lonely i am and how much more stress is to come with nobody to help me as I begin uni again. I did a lot today that took my mind off of it but then I'm left to sit and think and I realise I may have a panic attack I'm so unbelievably overwhelmed by this lack of support",4.26227863046045,3.771623917355373,5.486965761511217,86.51148760330581,70.15702479338843,8.897756788665879,25.550177095631643,8.418075326091056,1.29004746162928,438,10,102,6,7,147,83,121,0.11900000000000001,0.747,0.133,-0.2977,1,2,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,1,3,6,0,9,0,0,2,1,23,20,14,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,5,0,0,4,0,12,4,19,13,5,25,0,2,0,0,2,10,0,2,11,73,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23496568360911585,0.1940483346118216,0.15881422414375254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558267195415041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293050150615894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470472668955266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956999386950144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138437414843996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488061659089552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559039358228515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085435190665472,0.0,0.16485588359150175,0.0,0.15182847848786127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423266989999813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231290747136307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365874653473522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343757694115512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234058659415074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577295080823015,0.0,0.2294702352524665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300307309421774
lonely,hilakila,2019/08/23,"Had a not so fun reality check that I actually have zero friends I know a lot of people but I actually have no real friends. I just try to surround myself with people, pretend like I’m tight with everyone when in reality nobody knows me and I know no one. Not really.

My sister, in comparison, has a lot of real friends. She has a place to stay. I hosted my birthday party at my house and I asked my sister to find a place to stay that night. Several of her friends offered. While today is my sister’s birthday and I have no place. It’s a massive reality check for me. It’s sad really, how I thought I was one of the popular ones. Like yea. I have never truly appreciated the value of genuine friendships before. Burned many bridges with the people in my life. And look where I’m at now. 

Just realising that being popular is honestly shizz. Having a one ride or die friend is worth more than how many followers or likes you get. Sad how I’m realising this after I lost a lot of my good friends. Hopefully, it’s not too late...",1.0498543689320419,3.5285083932038823,3.719716504854368,83.07042912621361,86.4271844660194,6.7911456310679625,23.28854368932039,7.9765259561132025,1.6213687766990297,803,31,159,18,25,281,109,206,0.142,0.6,0.258,0.9847,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,10,18,0,0,11,1,13,1,0,3,1,31,26,13,1,1,8,3,1,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,5,1,3,2,7,3,0,5,4,2,25,15,21,21,4,22,0,3,1,0,14,10,0,6,11,111,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.2059882372733388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866785937610943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980877475003204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953630663195614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085024784474868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646380492754474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892505929005042,0.0,0.055141526970359726,0.0,0.0,0.08852392409748787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482737762136507,0.0,0.1217817129866213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400996256179954,0.0,0.11905637911819672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454769008668875,0.1546879977540207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862900083018095,0.0,0.11521195343915218,0.2691850205810699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214006774909124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140077446874375,0.0,0.0,0.09904435517169408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28607293822258656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21950935008772315,0.0,0.3308079077850526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24026062355834404,0.13522627669312826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192328252980887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249882256844669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378884459935063,0.0,0.0,0.10004181648246864,0.0,0.0,0.07165633441936448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,youshallneverknowth,2019/08/23,"I suck at making friends irl :( Sooooo I just moved states to move in with my boyfriend, yes I really did that. I’ve never been one to socialize and or make friends very easily but I’ve always had my close group of friends, I now live about a thousand miles away from them and it sucks. Part of me wants to make friends so I can go out and have fun but the other part of me is like you don’t actually wanna go out and do stuff ya know. tbh I don’t even know where I’m going with this, I guess I just feel strange in a totally different place with no one else to interact with other my s/o. Which don’t get me wrong he’s amazing but I’d really like to talk/hang out with other people. Also I’ve never posted on here sooooo idk what I’m doing 😂 am I supposed to be like hey y’all I’m a girl and idk what I’m doing with my life",-0.1284925629290612,1.6915105271739144,2.1672768878718536,96.77291762013728,85.03260869565217,5.612814645308925,17.292906178489698,6.8360192770164,-0.2533543478260869,643,14,159,8,19,218,111,184,0.10099999999999999,0.715,0.184,0.9584,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,0,9,12,2,0,4,1,14,1,0,3,3,33,32,11,0,2,6,0,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,10,15,0,0,3,0,0,5,6,3,0,3,3,1,20,9,26,28,3,22,0,0,0,0,14,12,2,2,6,100,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.1366293922106635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196580619850954,0.1164993900724721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315438391120886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628046720025986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696024283728565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247516872552967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079317417393076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326849728996935,0.0,0.07314935469379139,0.0,0.23871242965026074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423660671303724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389147612262669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889307974161198,0.20520518448217084,0.0,0.12363124027595668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28037293546913644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29761657205266706,0.0,0.0,0.2159684162233714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974856134821447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032339925035269,0.0,0.09706518354005443,0.0,0.14628046720025986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409070973654671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938775767061213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272238439052246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602777521815856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253459358588444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552276836165948,0.08258142211546309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307876415803887,0.0,0.0
lonely,ComprehensivePizza8,2019/08/23,"not alone but lonely yknow that feeling when you have friends but still feel extremely lonely? yeah. i’ve been spiralling in and out of that for weeks. it’s just that the more i think about it, the more i realise that the only reason i have friends at all is because of school, because of proximity. sure, we share similar interests, but that’s just a coincidence. the saddest thing is, we rarely hang out outside of school and i just don’t know what to do. i try to make plans with them in the holidays but they all just fall flat. i’m just so tired and done with this shit.",2.3505770750988155,4.530608373913047,2.852490118577077,93.23233201581029,78.30434782608695,6.2687747035573125,23.49802371541502,7.348242739294969,0.7876956521739138,453,15,98,6,11,140,73,115,0.11900000000000001,0.652,0.22899999999999998,0.8787,0,5,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,1,2,1,9,8,1,0,6,1,8,2,1,2,3,28,14,9,0,0,10,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,2,10,5,15,12,4,10,0,2,0,0,8,5,1,0,3,69,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23542367812560916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771310390656191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326161326570945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22986862495250865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512368986086936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492313849816973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173059150176713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287881596014867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23371161641603366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600978958804659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23332952796389095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152934348052888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423613971795524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101406782591936,0.1456504950216364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612583756629971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432796014358607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233365155133707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MunzsterTV,2019/08/23,28 Male working night crew So as the title says i work nights and im looking for someone to message during my shifts. I listen to audiobooks all night and love tv shows/movies. Im looking for an awesome friend i can get to know and have some nice convos with during work. I love fantasy novels so if you have suggestions id love to hear them. Just drop me a message with your KiK and a little about you. I hope to hear from you!,1.9669943820224705,3.803820123595506,3.200435393258428,91.93188904494384,78.10112359550561,5.798314606741574,22.360955056179773,6.6274283507984215,0.4492573033707865,337,10,72,3,8,109,59,89,0.021,0.716,0.262,0.9764,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,1,3,4,6,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,12,14,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,12,6,12,14,2,5,0,0,2,3,17,1,0,3,3,41,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682704699555528,0.0,0.08576509217106296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700330272490536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630446271206796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546347767034231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021622056167126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452812306490258,0.0,0.0,0.2757005416014542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444734497541665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621497834956541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054398403332385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908942580410166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585240635570849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-maevelle,2019/08/23,"i feel out of place and lonely hey, i just wanted to get this out cause i have no one to tell.. i feel so lonely and out of place like i dont have anyone to talk to. i have a best friend (whom transferred) but i cant rlly tell her what im going thru as she is going thru something as well. i am surrounded by friends but they have their own worlds as well. we used to be a group, 4 of us until my best friend transferred and the other 2 has their own world cause they're closer to each other while i and my best friend.

im not feeling good as well physically but it's like people don't even care.. i don't have anyone to talk to in our school and even my family relatives. i missed the time where i always had someone to talk to.. but basically he's my ex soooo yep it'll be awkward haahahahaha. he was the only person thqt i was comfortable with sharing anything ( aside from my bff).. but now i don't have anyone.. it's sad rlly :')",0.6098743718592985,2.5289797738693487,2.699545226130656,93.43022236180904,82.91959798994975,5.387035175879396,17.487688442211056,6.508806274219699,-0.2808072361809044,721,15,166,7,20,243,109,199,0.084,0.6579999999999999,0.259,0.9922,0,4,1,0,0,0,24.0,3,0,3,3,9,21,0,1,5,1,20,0,0,3,0,25,30,17,0,1,7,1,3,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,0,3,0,0,2,7,5,3,1,3,3,27,16,27,24,6,17,0,4,0,0,25,11,0,0,6,115,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758851447167753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460201524401808,0.0,0.0965135826778414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692425435240125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957742222337872,0.2409630643788588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374543280322562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492809594673745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056359281703364,0.0,0.17790481215577825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624489683013077,0.0,0.06127531530154949,0.0,0.1333088031963201,0.09837107637080396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533706570973481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459670362819915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794737217662297,0.08919869856229938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130898421615773,0.10240663827817548,0.2450706991927753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186962477035078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937316226814907,0.09028987165015706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28280192217028816,0.2050203151890094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838842438945499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141076521331815,0.10129450593113637,0.0,0.0,0.06917631330252652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163534143206502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,aryamagor,2019/08/23,"It feels like I have no one to talk to. 18M All the girls I've become close to in the past two years don't talk to me anymore, cos I've been an ass. All my friends are in relationships, and I feel like I've fucked up my chance to have a close bond with someone for right now. It's hard feeling like I can't really talk to someone, I'm not the most important person in anyone's life, and I really want to be.",0.5490217391304348,1.8863104239130448,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,80.63043478260869,6.339130434782609,19.108695652173914,7.1686216300943375,-0.003069565217391545,317,7,81,4,8,108,59,92,0.14,0.695,0.165,0.0987,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,5,0,7,3,1,1,2,14,13,2,0,1,1,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,4,7,4,13,11,3,10,0,0,0,2,7,7,2,1,6,44,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794367577505027,0.12651244762131705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982610502170314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27445523880297623,0.3877753680645842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978826225049482,0.16726949373861422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208028452117385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779821469680944,0.2651839369536393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226047739889841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272086738584655,0.0,0.15798357572832972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318204188672021,0.0,0.0,0.19425415639212315,0.0,0.15451565553260407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30660761393042435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362808860685796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674509270639244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106718875992685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651481591846932
lonely,ali_A911,2019/08/23,We should make a group chat and just become friends everyone is welcomed Who’s down?,6.881875000000001,7.7068484375,5.400000000000002,84.845,64.625,8.9,34.75,8.841846274778883,2.784575,69,3,13,1,1,20,16,16,0.0,0.6859999999999999,0.314,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6197886929377396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5362397345216872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335729024937071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745977328412721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mental-mannequin,2019/08/23,Any other 30+ people here? Wish I had a crew of like-minded people to chat with.,-0.706666666666667,1.1645405555555577,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,87.88888888888891,3.6,9.0,3.1291,-1.913533333333333,62,0,14,0,2,22,17,18,0.0,0.828,0.172,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051736036916074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192424848594503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531217739786229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.62223024490424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160542459038651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bubbub1660,2019/08/23,I feel pathetic Recently got out of a relationship and I’m happier now but I still struggle to sleep at night. He used to help me fall asleep at night with shushes and sometimes would read to me. It was an every day thing for such a long time it became a need. I recently have turned to boyfriend asmr to fill the empty void and I honestly feel so pathetic. Like I’m sitting here relying on a video of a random person. Pretending that it’s real human communication. I’m not alone I have amazing friends and family. But it’s just at night where the empty feeling comes and my heart tries to convince me to throw myself back in a bad relationship. Ahhh I’m so frustrated with the loneliness,1.9024264705882352,4.540382919117652,3.776470588235295,83.12661764705884,83.77941176470588,7.51764705882353,24.676470588235286,8.472884824447931,2.1115676470588243,551,22,105,14,16,185,88,136,0.209,0.632,0.16,-0.8963,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,1,1,10,0,4,3,3,1,0,21,16,9,0,2,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,0,3,3,0,4,1,3,0,0,2,3,10,5,18,13,0,23,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,12,65,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592667615119494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318969496710475,0.13376658852962095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800459397700549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332059769112713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498174650680214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102939310920052,0.0,0.24301720961218656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237759336524766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813259013104358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984668427534526,0.10738372459150587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826930258101841,0.0,0.0,0.14177861503756106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879184716550432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510317183484467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988702822909246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025087587039133,0.18235123328858985,0.0,0.0,0.3163711996848793,0.3440058440704185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603232213958294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844933519971258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794193357034409,0.0,0.0,0.16748368619111098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643475849976627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341829410632704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877039075974668,0.17425977857866182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836786021771655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380682665251275,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AzraelNguyen,2019/08/23,"I f*cked up Everything started when I moved, I got here and my “friends” quickly abandoned me after I moved. I get moving on, but it wasn’t a check in text at all, I always asked them, and would barely get a reply. I didn’t make true friends with till the next school year. That was a great year and a half before they too abandoned me, and I sent a personal text to every single one of them. It became obvious I was “too weird”,”too awkward”, it sucks because I cared so much about every single one of my friends. Lately I just need one person, one person that I can text everything too, and vice versa. Suicide, that’s starting to become pretty clear",4.2115503875968985,5.198568759689923,4.81860465116279,86.0448062015504,70.70542635658916,6.973643410852714,25.96124031007752,6.937597516519254,1.0947891472868214,506,15,100,4,9,162,80,129,0.121,0.662,0.217,0.9403,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,3,0,9,10,1,1,6,0,6,0,0,1,4,17,17,9,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,4,0,5,6,0,19,6,12,10,4,18,0,2,0,0,11,4,1,0,10,72,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214820867629326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600161350742392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216096791961175,0.14885452038304306,0.11468831488979075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374177460644994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271168407379052,0.0,0.24226412238679945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123933391518061,0.0,0.14083454153077055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779631253571392,0.14859602428395952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520383229361581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996705892513633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.429751161023104,0.09907920702591536,0.09993806470821533,0.0,0.0,0.14334063634850971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653231358699496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530555138061347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712026653492915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364051049307582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079672384929386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474280380855113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574423058166086,0.0,0.0,0.17358850125391367
lonely,bigboydan16,2019/08/23,"Just a rant! I’m cool with people not wanting to talk to me, but I guess ghosting is becoming the norm nowadays. Instead of ghosting someone why not just tell them the reason why you’re not talking to them anymore.",2.9964285714285697,5.32075316666667,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,76.85714285714286,5.152380952380953,31.92857142857143,5.985473137389443,1.7070285714285711,171,9,31,1,4,54,32,42,0.05,0.9079999999999999,0.042,-0.08800000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,10,4,1,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27910768670475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31082261301988856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100321491005255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511144660845495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893618357830539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384587832588167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524132453523028,0.2459864101506009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659975301574794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079022450195482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,outofbutter,2019/08/23,"Love Just felt like ranting.

I've been lonely all my life. I have trouble forming connections with other people. I think it's a trust issue thing.

It feels wrong to experience love. For friends, for family. I instinctively repress feelings of compassion and love. I don't know what's wrong with me. I find it so difficult to love.

I wish I could experience love for even my parents. But it's so difficult to let myself have those feelings.

I've never loved a girl. I know what to say, I can pretend to love her, but I can't actually express love naturally other than through sex. But that's not what counts. I wish I could look in a girl's eyes and experience a shared moment of trust, something unique to us. It must be incredible to give yourself up to someone like that.

It's gnawing me on the inside. You have no idea. I feel like crying. I feel like I can't open up. I'm trapped, claustrophobic. I  sometimes have trouble breathing correctly; shallow, or stilted breaths.

This is my anxiety problem. I wish I could love.",1.9156060606060592,4.6074025050505085,3.420429292929292,85.23397727272727,84.55555555555556,6.330303030303031,26.936868686868692,7.645422480735847,1.8506626262626282,808,37,154,15,24,265,111,198,0.165,0.5660000000000001,0.26899999999999996,0.9794,1,3,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,0,0,4,26,0,1,5,0,16,14,3,0,4,34,40,8,0,8,6,1,6,4,1,1,1,1,0,2,16,5,0,1,11,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,2,9,27,17,21,32,2,7,0,1,2,10,20,5,0,1,6,100,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.08530201533346839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687034263433697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20937536601074974,0.0,0.0960185545212733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773514858667834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565186688232836,0.08240474938468208,0.0,0.2209919963479948,0.1248950511521322,0.08392973245074661,0.0,0.0798934645587081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753470024945771,0.0,0.0,0.083854059431573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867810123127653,0.0,0.09123596597859462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607927579493282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938522955041639,0.061742051750373735,0.17082137803571062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340450588713887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7100389524730166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741792836136573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097061264826514,0.0,0.0,0.06060083881448629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364198144077682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951394864038336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406434906489928,0.0672944326042201,0.08645322270388163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058072997708802275,0.056010416681363334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514650517597818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015602706393447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19114374844475507,0.0,0.0
lonely,RayDelMar_0,2019/08/23,"I Feel So Ignored... I'm a very lonely person. I have no real friends apart from 2 online friends whom I message; 1 of them quite frequently. I'm not sure what's wrong with me. I have severe social anxiety and as much as I hate to admit it, I'm getting more and more depressed because of it. Just when I build up enough courage to speak in a conversation, I am blatantly ignored... It astounds me every time (even though I should probably be used to it by now). In high school, I had a few fake friends, but I didn't know it at the time. The moment I'd open my mouth would be like taking a breath. Nobody listened or acknowledged what I had to say. Same goes for my parents. If they are having a conversation in the same room as me or in the car, as soon as I join in, and I mean to moment I finish a sentence, the whole conversation dies and it's silent. I don't know what's wrong with me or why I'm ignored. I'm trying so hard to be social just like they want...It really fuels my depression and makes me feel like a ghost, isolated...There have been times I had to hold back tears in conversations where I was practically deemed invisible.",3.3060708898944178,4.337845901709404,4.704731020613373,85.84843891402717,72.8888888888889,7.899044746103573,25.73051784816491,8.313332769828598,1.453040020110608,887,28,192,14,17,296,133,234,0.134,0.732,0.134,-0.0368,1,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,3,1,11,18,1,0,12,0,18,2,2,2,2,36,35,19,2,3,8,1,3,3,3,2,0,3,1,1,10,8,0,4,7,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,6,6,28,8,27,24,8,25,0,3,0,0,20,13,0,4,14,126,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654521089706387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709409629528777,0.0,0.08490092030064575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23991519571711956,0.0,0.14454575585732668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390859879995013,0.0,0.0919900114162463,0.0,0.11734543349884664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084353649098794,0.09949829057830008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228112163397384,0.0,0.07276558741238866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476329783496252,0.13750550850566653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715198408292512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530841072309959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412860580135914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296733342966433,0.0,0.0,0.15171161401140745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238335881569507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464872054605755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216098057197759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016231217928785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813640805940748,0.0,0.15852576420931527,0.08922331315248927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075729578173628,0.0,0.14095402276247002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734142756543146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839472249768064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126530673026032,0.0,0.10471768039789207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683725919847198,0.0,0.2436376140253292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945587754333747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202891276765154,0.0,0.11491669522622505,0.08214817088594388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567428074875014,0.1554958805603597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893716561145706,0.3045513180793001,0.0,0.0
lonely,aConfusedBurden,2019/08/23,"Porn or people I just wanna connect with and binge porn, no one really to connect to the way I want it",1.197272727272729,2.8907196363636416,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,79.9090909090909,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.4960181818181826,80,2,17,1,2,28,18,22,0.102,0.8370000000000001,0.06,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441041874495449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543597501810776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41985485314169785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38656161718889054,0.5202121745161691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shaal,2019/08/23,"Becoming cold and hard on the inside I am 40f and today 9 years ago my partner took her own life. Since then I've never been able to date or just be with anyone since then or even experience the joy of sex. I just can't move on. 

I have in that time lost all my family and friends to either cancer, suicide or old age. And the burden of being so alone is weighting me down. I now have the no one living in my life. I come home to an empty cold house.

Everyday is a struggle. I am only able to function because I have a decent paying job that give me lots of leawy. i work in an office which is full of women around my age I am just left out of my of the office talk. Because I look angry or upset me at of the time and the other women just don't know how to deal with that. 

I think I've just grown to hard now being alone and not having any real joy in my life for years. So it's not uncommon for me to go days with only saying a few words to people. Trying to engaged in conversation is meet with polite answers and then they wander off. 

I don't know what I want out of this post. I'm not sure how other widowers are able to keep going. To me my life ended when she took hers and I feel I'm just lingering waiting for death to come and collect me.",1.8847936507936536,2.978317807407408,3.8902116402116422,90.0716666666667,76.48148148148148,6.3280423280423275,19.894179894179896,6.655083550727371,0.10841798941798908,968,19,219,8,21,331,145,270,0.149,0.8029999999999999,0.048,-0.972,2,2,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,1,2,15,9,0,2,12,0,19,7,0,2,3,48,37,21,2,1,14,0,4,0,2,0,5,1,1,3,9,18,1,2,5,0,1,8,8,4,0,1,4,8,31,5,40,30,6,44,0,1,1,1,14,15,0,5,20,153,40,3,0.3401865991196238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051829814489643,0.0,0.0,0.234887147851737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711285096563159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928879327894865,0.0,0.0,0.10094606565458733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824972888364426,0.1252364572079754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536042197433226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313073783232908,0.1169058153829638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043478469595644,0.0,0.0,0.07489668011409448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092259020982717,0.10689921660599544,0.0,0.057336188659502185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760910753682533,0.0,0.0,0.1087793280047765,0.1288905892552902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316024890229292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374496534562115,0.0,0.0,0.13084322035231655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252756932428848,0.10079115997586133,0.0,0.0,0.12463843881865988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232045784386755,0.0,0.32037847396153424,0.0,0.0,0.10013033317668103,0.0,0.0952236883587192,0.0,0.12378461955709147,0.09640482712786584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052150593983292,0.0,0.0,0.0874576256932199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898953674352625,0.0,0.07683974788728051,0.1724848253504858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861418478070137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860157523170293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906894204092426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901766792367395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760391345537966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854563194310723,0.0,0.12403630830585904,0.0,0.10687394790907152,0.0,0.0,0.091143034111002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265927886100831,0.0,0.0,0.1322436944365432,0.0,0.10748570633014236,0.0,0.2519732191401224,0.07698812345579499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688362336387205,0.0,0.0,0.13808521030810364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255329858730903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604601091817995
lonely,PichaelTheWise,2019/08/23,"Alone and sad When I was eight years old I was raped at church camp by a counsellor. I repressed the memory until last year when everything started coming back. It was almost like having it happen twice, and its been almost 10 months and I still don’t feel safe around people. My (ex) girlfriend left about 2 weeks after I told her and I was too depressed to stay in contact with my friends so they all picked her side. I moved back home with my parents but I don’t talk to anyone and I don’t know how to meet new people because social situations are very anxiety-inducing for me. And anything relationship-wise or sexual is outright terrifying. I just feel so profoundly alone and can’t help but believe what he said to me afterwards. Who would want me now?",3.608540031397177,5.782020591836741,4.312517006802722,84.2842229199372,74.37414965986395,7.516274201988487,24.913134484563056,8.384062270229773,1.6700679225536366,605,20,115,11,13,193,106,147,0.124,0.8029999999999999,0.073,-0.8183,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,13,7,1,1,2,0,13,1,0,2,1,27,22,16,0,2,4,2,2,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,5,11,0,2,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,2,7,3,19,3,14,14,1,25,1,2,0,1,16,5,0,3,18,77,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098154006766388,0.32044094584484034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816843810134603,0.0,0.12730327239796696,0.13771401736330507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379064252310229,0.0,0.0943024645908486,0.0,0.0,0.17429167040361246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325862860239762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324116021830745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903258689312994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643991332200274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195192906060698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679892998815268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036908081166193,0.0,0.15517470672105949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501797477843631,0.12609951679334952,0.0,0.0,0.16807982900888227,0.0,0.0,0.07557762841830096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347846723116923,0.1644194912800505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494082918230324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232952738564646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177382108075587,0.0,0.0,0.21449622900483195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608775726579228,0.0,0.0,0.147153222932795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738870329389473,0.0,0.15769512882913558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949604021493728,0.16488748415678067,0.12354202216749323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434039207685005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782056788189032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764205080573202,0.09124488814423112,0.0,0.12408940389437055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989302028475646,0.0,0.0,0.19924087930527185
lonely,dilliciousbanana,2019/08/23,"I have an incredible job and house and life, but I'm so lonely I'm not a work a holic. I literally have more fun than your average bear, and I've been in several relationships. I was engaged. Then dated someone for 2 ish years and have been on and off in a weird relationship with someone for the past year. My life is great. I have an incredible job that pays WELL. I have my own house, great dog, supportive family, and wonderful friends. IM SO GRATEFUL! My family and friends are all in relationships though so I basically just go out by myself or as a third wheel. 

People tell me how lucky I am and i know I am, but I'm lonely. I want someone to share my life with and celebrate and talk to after a long day. 

*confession* sometimes I wish I could trade all my professional and personal success to have someone who loved me unconditionally.",2.6518863636363648,4.9564368060606085,4.5942992424242455,80.49144886363639,77.9090909090909,8.488636363636363,26.07007575757576,9.188382445141503,2.368098484848485,663,26,133,18,16,226,98,165,0.052000000000000005,0.593,0.355,0.9969,2,4,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,7,15,0,0,8,0,14,4,0,1,2,29,24,21,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,14,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,3,1,1,3,0,21,12,17,20,4,15,1,2,0,1,13,6,0,3,8,90,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920110832703943,0.0,0.0,0.08012902733413205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342580015822687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198582649698984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061242547031893,0.0,0.0,0.27396548159875644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28672868046633604,0.0,0.0,0.13420806587172252,0.0,0.24659192414829725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828289421803768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632779620949884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099546728688323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213775587633196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860780706654556,0.08613721600329036,0.10848767582789592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001842947863665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036372878804024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210962724840235,0.0,0.12288344623448832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409940074264325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998650210304273,0.10859734225402487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207203300126244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732840915268366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171296196196226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287790223272526,0.0,0.13474055639770402,0.09045328565112573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002197089457545
lonely,Dednugget,2019/08/23,"I got banned from the r/lonely group chat I got banned by accident. One of the mods told me to post something so they could try and add me back in or smth. This is so sad, Alexa play despacito.",2.520162601626016,3.402512073170733,3.2668292682926854,95.9828455284553,74.60975609756099,7.417886178861789,20.98373983739837,7.793537801064563,0.35201788617886104,149,3,37,2,3,47,35,41,0.26899999999999996,0.677,0.055,-0.8867,0,2,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,5,1,5,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879596358323323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29899973195747115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5990276053892557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537640645186337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35865782881472796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28830063957751645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578411709937043,0.0,0.2542540763728726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,boredshitless09,2019/08/23,"Say hi please :) Ive literally been alone for 7 weeks in my room haven't been outside once and its really took a toll on me mentally. Ive literally began to speak to myself thats how sad ive become. No i have no friends theyre all long gone because im too socially awkward to go outside.

Any tips on how to make friends from scratch because i dont go to school anymore and yes im unemployed with 0 qualifications.",3.631379310344826,4.393992540229888,5.527068965517241,81.26232758620691,71.87356321839081,9.018390804597699,31.74137931034483,9.2995712137729,2.6738827586206897,329,15,71,7,6,114,63,87,0.124,0.7170000000000001,0.159,0.6249,2,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,8,0,0,3,1,7,14,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,5,3,8,2,11,9,1,11,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,35,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918940311743534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735269395298189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030896433005446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24624913309068416,0.22307001444297944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367179661153935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312097057346838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295787205078389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363441113860759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874512129380976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348225978101282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354739686552947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151011179725001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22171236599927768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939296439588774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062186353893745,0.0,0.2044136022789308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589222633406548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224406178863273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620154269949687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,XDreamerXx,2019/08/23,30F looking for a penpal <3 Let's keep each other company? Virtual buddies persay! 😉,1.1762499999999996,2.5267241250000008,4.407499999999999,70.5875,120.25,6.6000000000000005,29.0,7.1686216300943375,3.615675,70,4,9,2,4,25,16,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5576161843805237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6415063599737433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5268147502017608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Drumlinethrowaway88,2019/08/23,"Just moved 10+ hours away for college, completely lonely I'm a freshman right now and I know nobody. The only person I sort of talk to is my roommate, who is gone for 90% of the day. Everytime I try to meet someone new i make some small talk but then we go our separate ways and never see each other again. I go to community 'parties' but I just hang out by myself because no one will make an effort to meet me, and won't let me in their circle to talk. Has anyone else gone through this?

It hurts that I see everyone out partying and meeting new people but I'm just shelled up in my dorm because I don't get invited. I don't know if I can last 4 years like this.",1.2296726677577752,2.9890433475177325,3.2853900709219883,90.82615384615387,80.06382978723406,6.3242771412984204,22.902891434806328,7.321109707123232,0.7958528096017452,516,17,115,7,13,175,96,141,0.066,0.884,0.05,-0.2952,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,2,1,22,22,9,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,6,5,2,0,1,2,2,18,1,17,17,2,25,0,2,2,0,11,8,0,3,11,73,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870452308568095,0.17394560542912654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950099881293886,0.0,0.0,0.20697588467669112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799670391557226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094851995886712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181793446103366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221894593905545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869586911052417,0.0,0.1929641667512144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718557891272715,0.0,0.18173830297846869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659820418834636,0.13838216826487673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735975128566743,0.0,0.08293922418419003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266406066565493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043467799823765,0.0,0.0,0.13093421300530758,0.32792264244922303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503801798185895,0.1291148981213116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769455589180194,0.1482333585730266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497946679658258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27056347458755936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143842409463893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093550910277607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526015342332185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347525629741376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093239117261956
lonely,people_repellent,2019/01/14,"I have no desire to leave home I work 6 days a week and only have 1 day off, and even when I'm on day off I have no desire whatsoever to leave home and do something. It's not like I feel bad at home but the opposite. I love being at home playing games or doing nothing and I have to struggle really hard to go and hang out with someone. I feel as I don't like people's company anymore because I feel uncomfortable around a lot of people.

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The strange part is, I work at the airport and I love my job and I don't have to do any effort to happily wear my uniform and head to the job. I work with people and I love interacting with the passengers. I only struggle when it's about having fun with friends and colleagues. I usually end making up stories to not leave home.

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Sometimes I think I feel sadder having to go over this process of denying any invite to hang out then being at home alone.

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Does anyone feel the same?",2.5739835416031696,4.472689994818655,4.000341359341665,86.60295641572692,76.51295336787564,6.406461444681503,25.860713197195977,7.285733465282438,1.2657506248095096,751,28,150,9,17,248,97,193,0.162,0.649,0.19,0.9321,2,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,5,11,0,2,8,0,15,5,2,1,0,32,28,16,0,2,4,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,6,0,3,17,0,0,6,2,0,4,6,3,0,0,0,6,20,8,30,26,3,25,0,0,0,3,6,12,0,2,11,99,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681563810709024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724674659670506,0.30556337966156244,0.11400540939028225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313016958665748,0.058611186233126986,0.0,0.0,0.07462049060031972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998893734257441,0.05109789335405327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217724285613416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335431703890093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424254584615579,0.0,0.0,0.055364485759876333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191784440437547,0.059883367846625235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476165805038478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952774032511983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508919414177906,0.0,0.08602686810428121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044895051055953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636334213899726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662702505854167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190364087780955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126355494760632,0.2269613481299694,0.0,0.05595269017317787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043069770630691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750276303788582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077244351778717,0.0,0.17433752365999844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369933946554074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102319296817873,0.06453125603447335,0.08290336709012787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526058409028455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371057306805987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231950024953076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723797892317131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307303810150252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30556337966156244,0.0
lonely,Darkness299,2019/01/14,Fuck the world I hate when I post something trying ti get some help but ppl just talk trash and shit on everthing why is the world so fucked up and can't lead a helping hand why can ppl just fucking care for one in there life damn,4.3270748299319735,4.347173408163265,4.024897959183672,95.29748299319729,70.0204081632653,7.34965986394558,24.49659863945579,6.42735559955562,0.3732802721088433,183,4,44,1,3,55,42,49,0.386,0.519,0.095,-0.9689,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,6,0,3,0,3,6,2,1,0,7,9,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,0,1,2,1,4,9,1,8,0,0,0,3,3,5,5,1,1,22,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299338538429768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.625472038051075,0.1178254985829105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265545670312836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023241608803787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929226547153588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281897523110308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159869324368206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314942309463661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736172077093781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126536662677412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311406472518854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069955404702497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Stoney_Returns,2019/01/14,"Hating life rn Handed in my uni assignments today and basically been given a free week of nothing to do, childcare paid for, work is all up to date and WOW I'm so bored, even nearly got my nose pierced... Just to add a bit of excitement to my day and say I did something, thankfully I forgot my ID. 

So yeah not even midday, off on the bus home and thinking if I had mates, could of gone to get a drink or something, but no I have zero mates. So now I'll probably go home and sleep, or muster the attention span to watch a new show on Amazon Prime... FML

Rant over my wasted day done.",4.651534828807557,4.257562016528927,5.682007083825265,85.1131404958678,69.33057851239671,8.897756788665879,27.20306965761511,8.418075326091056,1.5584772136953955,448,12,100,6,7,149,88,121,0.111,0.789,0.1,-0.5161,0,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,6,1,8,5,3,0,1,17,19,12,0,2,6,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,1,1,2,2,2,2,2,2,0,1,9,4,9,5,17,9,2,17,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,3,7,60,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133676364046465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186933994690672,0.0,0.0,0.26149773896484224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747077852352155,0.0,0.19860549721106244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678123192290649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059219388331078,0.0,0.11522035283365045,0.0,0.16214764217268066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016123801225402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40672434243327504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431994415707094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580507200518715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453203072599085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858523804048324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612249406113657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288384327730968,0.0,0.0,0.31215435498331096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665338574283452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990595815218314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217137697157088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262373639474512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759526270721954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nanuq5150,2019/01/14,"Hey y'all! Who is in/around New England? I'm just south of Providence, I've lived here a year now and havent gotten to know anyone. It's making things very hard as now when i do reach out I can quickly become over enthusiastic. Im looking to meet some folks around here to do things with and support eachother in thid crazy life. ",3.517352941176473,4.6783807352941205,4.11694117647059,89.76923529411766,72.52941176470588,6.616470588235294,23.894117647058824,6.742157984588678,0.5621552941176473,262,7,57,2,5,83,55,68,0.064,0.823,0.113,0.4937,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,9,11,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,10,10,1,11,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,6,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261591130172905,0.0,0.0,0.4649927690785275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884413902072401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339567324669357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28210806909934205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353202480972466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18447186722249048,0.0,0.0,0.2306176104569392,0.0,0.2193167521917157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433278802985658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25223930238998443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963722555071098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470190581246864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549233618840885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818470979862127
lonely,IFUSEEMEIMJERKINGIT,2019/01/14,"Can’t seem to put the pieces of the puzzle together right My whole life I’ve been fat so naturally I’ve never really had a girlfriend, but recently I decided crying at a jc penny because they didn’t have any cloths that could fit me wasn’t how I wanted my life to go, so I made some major changes in my diet and lifestyle. 

So now about 6 months and almost 100 pounds later I’m somewhat attractive now, definitely more attractive then I was at least. Also I started getting my cloths and fashion together so I can pretty much say I’m pretty happy with how I look but the dating game is still just as brutal as ever, some shit never changes I guess. 

It’s honestly pretty frustrating to put in so much work on myself and still seeing the same results, getting left on read, cancelled plans last minute, girls not even texting back etc... I don’t know what I’m doing wrong I just can’t seem to fit everything together right, I’m starting to think that maybe my personality really is just trash and that’s the reason no one will tolerate me and the fat thing was just one thing on a long list of reasons not to date me.

I’m probably just being dramatic and have to give it time, that’s probably the more logical thinking but I really can’t call it, I mean I’m really putting a lot of effort into making myself the best version of me that I could be but it’s just not seeming to make a difference. All my life I thought if I looked good enough I would get a girlfriend so now it’s really fucking with me that I was wrong, I’m just not sure where to go from here.",2.9835495538943766,4.60667643260188,4.583087774294672,84.05696587894866,74.64263322884013,7.917096696407043,25.12189534603328,8.617729084823388,1.7365094285025315,1238,41,250,24,26,416,166,319,0.102,0.752,0.146,0.9496,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,4,27,13,4,0,14,0,23,8,3,8,5,61,55,24,0,5,16,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,0,2,14,10,3,0,12,2,0,5,13,6,0,2,9,4,31,7,27,40,18,39,0,0,3,1,9,14,2,11,20,173,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120167651876283,0.0,0.0,0.0728352159629998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193630968837245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700335257326382,0.0,0.055520434760525296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558096800036586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300104109529793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269735074073405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454370878166274,0.0,0.10004514293161217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515735010034933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410814326697553,0.1015762856284581,0.060156302303555065,0.08238546017055022,0.0,0.0,0.08185522725920544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420034253783319,0.14275382532137632,0.08737052336451245,0.10352369743910013,0.07639208591477954,0.0,0.0,0.10033292253018113,0.0,0.0,0.0969544539035016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050054205291854316,0.07424090161200657,0.0,0.0,0.09895674754139444,0.0,0.19299371115471012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060135457939267,0.15296552463047408,0.0,0.0,0.0774314417593859,0.0,0.08618040960630417,0.12159083204902366,0.0,0.09150030913016648,0.0992108770824511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269776260866757,0.0,0.13390593584995605,0.0,0.14049026904631606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234339117780558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952598465123613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779778648645094,0.19639544135250964,0.0,0.0,0.274676287396728,0.0,0.0,0.09110286247517466,0.0,0.29173518493432765,0.18728714900723775,0.08992874996611147,0.0,0.0,0.15556059664571914,0.0,0.07242905251116956,0.0,0.0,0.07257754575072647,0.2487425599701768,0.0,0.0,0.09349047929601267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893125929773905,0.0,0.14547036096444302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584014016373777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101663861138627,0.11671848572360367,0.0,0.07230592950539284,0.0531084398410243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372029120790155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168557492204502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630602555959297,0.0,0.0,0.06469935107028997,0.19915946172052468,0.0,0.0
lonely,Flesticious,2019/01/14,"So a girl just uploaded a ig story saying this: I have a confession to make... i do care about looks a lot. So of you aint pretty you aint going to be my friend thats 4 sure, sorry not sorry...”
Well guys thats a proof to yall that looks are number 1 thing.",-1.8084261501210648,-0.07707038983050474,1.6971428571428575,97.90711864406781,91.8813559322034,4.727360774818402,11.818401937046005,6.1826913282559595,-1.1413360774818402,193,2,50,2,7,70,43,59,0.107,0.7070000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.6437,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,2,7,11,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,6,4,5,10,1,1,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569330483364973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469628245980555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321866343353978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24952180780059185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232367763308346,0.0,0.0,0.2142432674032904,0.0,0.0,0.1682134321185481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563768441740865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004022721562782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.564191685123804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375091007627578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741907083968136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265802511927487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,maroonbrownie,2019/01/14,Lonely in the busiest places. This weekend I went to an anime/comic convention. I went alone. There were literally thousands of people at the convention. 1) As a 25 yo I felt incredibly out of place 2) I've never felt more alone while being simultaneously surrounded by so many people 3) I'm never going to one alone again. It's really bizarre.,1.6744615384615391,4.433140215384618,4.1911538461538465,76.59134615384617,93.0,6.907692307692307,21.884615384615387,7.908726449838941,1.926569230769232,274,10,47,7,10,95,51,65,0.17600000000000002,0.8240000000000001,0.0,-0.8439,0,5,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,8,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,2,5,2,3,0,9,2,1,14,2,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,5,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5907014801505559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650779973948465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804601634857566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274548700180705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932548639913803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288259865117931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636018515586693,0.0,0.3972567772969161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179172630271193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524746726406391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jtaub32,2019/01/14,"Is loneliness a choice or mindset? I have plenty of friends and a group of brothers I love. In high school we were known for being a tight group and now freshman in college we are all still friends. However I still feel like I’m alone. No one hits up my phone to just talk. I feel like I am missing that one person in my life where can I just vent and express my feelings and tell them how I am really doing. I don’t know but I don’t want to pick one of my current close friends to do that to. I don’t feel comfortable to do that, maybe cus I am a guy and they are guys too. But every night I just get this sense of loneliness and feel I really have nobody there for me. I feel that I don’t have an intimate relationship with anyone and it sucks. I have never had a gf or a relationship of any kind but I blame that on the fact I am major homebody and going out is honestly a struggle for me at times idk maybe I have social anxiety or something but something holds me back. But sometimes I feel like I choose to isolate myself and not engage with others and it’s my fault that I’m lonely. What do you guys think is feeling lonely just a choice?  ",3.2083597754454445,4.0212808049792566,4.431769587503052,88.53882841103248,72.90041493775934,7.496314376372958,25.37979009030998,7.724431198458867,1.1314469611911149,898,27,199,11,17,296,126,241,0.153,0.711,0.135,-0.3744,2,5,2,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,2,0,12,17,1,1,10,0,26,2,0,2,3,49,45,19,0,1,13,1,9,3,4,0,1,0,0,4,11,16,0,2,12,0,0,1,7,6,0,3,2,9,35,11,23,41,2,19,0,3,0,1,24,10,1,3,11,142,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052230379222299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913432927569637,0.0,0.08902131268358425,0.0,0.0,0.08136731292693886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947992080169058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980451813792359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707138461076176,0.24940027888096475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697172213147305,0.0,0.060797553030339374,0.0,0.06613469871067637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456682778280465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294933462295007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117951617542197,0.06395288939764714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219426247972829,0.17055479351637073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050267944993605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23381488590347674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897502875670158,0.0,0.0,0.10920362142208473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236562200773136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160817599609667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909682738320032,0.0,0.0,0.2498716770989599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777077569886987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862266960416196,0.0,0.17917176705622426,0.11509107128268115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858635024000434,0.0,0.0,0.12165325175906655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935323072900082,0.1017108881746178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456400880424359,0.0,0.0,0.06785520136481621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863694712554788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FinesseQueen98,2019/01/14,"I just want a hug... Im a 20yr old single mom. My daughter is in her terrible two's now and I have no friends. I had friends but they were the go out party and get drunk friends that always wanted me to drop off my daughter to hang out and im not that mom. I live in a small town and dont go out much. So meeting new people is hard. I used to have tinder and pof and all that jazz but once the majority of people found out I had a toddler they ghosted me. Im kinda wortied about dating anyway as I don't have anyone to babysit so my daughter tags along with me wherever I go, i guess it'd be weird to bring my daughter to a first date. I digress, the point is I havent had physical human contact with anyone outside of my family (daughter, mom, dad, sister) in almost a year and I hug just sounds like everything I need right now..",1.5175468164794026,2.9460218033707903,3.4896853932584304,91.17909737827715,78.15730337078651,6.0949812734082425,23.664419475655432,6.742157984588678,0.6277583520599257,643,21,145,6,15,218,101,178,0.076,0.807,0.11699999999999999,0.8362,0,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,8,8,0,0,9,0,15,3,0,1,1,28,26,12,1,3,5,10,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,4,14,1,0,1,2,0,5,5,2,0,2,5,2,24,6,21,19,4,26,0,0,0,2,19,12,0,3,9,95,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577890880262367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282598784379667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896224972704188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589164506458953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186413519228642,0.0,0.1278269952839737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533712519025435,0.0,0.14867303146159036,0.3142813202425704,0.0,0.07084284474218404,0.0,0.2311854651696373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937329288374976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214665785346262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393979378475435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624491806485491,0.0,0.11973296000787036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764220368463153,0.0,0.0,0.09967800234549784,0.10054205062202827,0.0,0.1309585952505232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228425085861562,0.1444043591583175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880091425600317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818120037577094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579747692957948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245671271650686,0.0,0.0,0.11711063291312468,0.0,0.0,0.15995500958290926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731880055627242
lonely,antonio_hatez,2019/01/14,"Anyone have friends that just barade you with insults and expect you to cope with that without saying something back? It happens almost everyday just because I have different values than them. They treat me like a shit bag and call it ""jokes"". Anyone else feel me?",5.690106382978723,8.203010723404256,4.8095212765957465,81.50875,69.42553191489361,6.402127659574468,28.77127659574468,7.1686216300943375,1.8247063829787242,212,8,33,2,4,63,38,47,0.113,0.687,0.2,0.6072,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,2,0,3,6,2,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,10,4,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,7,4,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,1,1,3,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27896944829722203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895957326123985,0.2854502247271255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21421990013444545,0.0,0.16982697737118035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28447337939105755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910691389917461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232727703366631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086438639199356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523933599447287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463578114134909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610588277676713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154738367747695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859704824053963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447358078669268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685525566120568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WreckDotNet,2019/01/14,"If I had the money, I'd pay someone to hang with me. Fake enthusiasm is better than nothing I guess",1.3142857142857132,3.2208063809523857,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,80.42857142857143,6.104761904761905,24.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.1634571428571427,78,3,16,1,2,28,19,21,0.185,0.5760000000000001,0.239,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639215046233534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5778505357164728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5033194997666253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44444918390617294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Joel_Hay12,2019/01/14,"Text problems Help. I used to talk to someone every day for hours on end. Now I ve texted them and for 2 days all I ve gotten back is a seen on a good morning. Please someone tell me why this might be.

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lonely,jakesutton334,2019/01/14,"Looking for somebody to talk to. I'm looking for somebody to talk to, anybody will do. I'm a 14 year old boy, I know I'm a little young but I'm lonely as shit and wanna talk to people. Nobody at my school will talk to me due to the lies that were spread about me so this is what I'm turning to.",-0.6865245202558619,1.029273865671641,1.8801705756929648,98.63044776119403,86.46268656716421,3.8285714285714287,18.526652452025584,3.1291,-0.8462989339019193,227,6,56,0,7,78,42,67,0.175,0.825,0.0,-0.9161,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,4,14,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,14,11,0,6,0,1,2,0,5,2,1,0,4,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237538200694721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256909412894688,0.0,0.0,0.3781913607772876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23629002192064705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561124444508467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278956200814956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23114549288209954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7239691864478041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449327237548688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450094523674886
lonely,lefthandruler,2019/01/14,"Do you ever feel like there’s something wrong with you I’ve always been really, really socially awkward. It wasn’t that noticeable in elementary school because everyone’s still figuring things out at that age, but by middle school it became a lot more obvious. I’m a high school sophomore now, and I go through most of my classes without saying a word to anyone. I don’t want to come across as aloof, but I can never think of the right thing to say so I keep quiet. I have a few friends, but we rarely talk to each other or interact at all besides sitting at the same lunch table. Whenever I try to say something it comes out all wrong and they usually ignore me.

 There is one person who I guess I could call a close friend. She talks to me a lot and invites me places sometimes, and I’m really grateful for her. I can’t really talk about anything personal with her though, because I know if I do she’ll probably think I’m weird. Pretty much everyone I know has five or ten friends they can talk about anything with, and seeing them all makes me feel like a complete idiot who can’t even  hold a conversation without messing up. I know I probably sound like your typical dramatic teenager, but I didn’t really know where else to post this",7.006951450189156,6.407303774590166,7.302131147540983,76.13996847414883,64.53278688524591,10.95031525851198,34.34300126103405,10.389873798559362,3.4155924337957124,987,38,189,21,13,322,147,244,0.07200000000000001,0.8,0.128,0.9384,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,1,3,3,0,11,13,1,1,10,0,15,1,0,1,6,51,34,15,0,3,9,0,2,3,3,1,0,5,0,2,11,15,1,3,9,0,0,3,8,7,0,3,3,8,31,6,28,29,11,25,0,0,1,0,29,14,0,7,9,130,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957157813905462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668665156265476,0.0,0.15739020369571885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165899652961239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764862433600284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475305233613502,0.10026592984374906,0.0,0.0,0.07635254071067671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988635044612978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316252050408354,0.08650254616719043,0.0,0.18275656902688628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670650785361834,0.13663576560146462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164982650937992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434856708080341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053469052098416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010380373777499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500007876060281,0.0,0.0,0.21022234725191988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401595352679917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260191669057866,0.0,0.0,0.06383357294511742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702988389816765,0.0,0.07375552651561279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887505686204806,0.0,0.0,0.0648011653395786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670003455596135,0.09991269154973266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158682617038104,0.0972897929607193,0.20620999988896155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063141997524024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166724847615874,0.0,0.22814574728562065,0.0,0.2903471110330316,0.07620449638815999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748244479784736,0.0,0.14724084316829722,0.09458022686959863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637000867164391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307454148946033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270642580233066,0.12255131159029073,0.09395570298102658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492629471613208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053226133577432,0.0,0.056404879704580815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843672527195226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091121479014423,0.0,0.0
lonely,MontmajourLaCrau,2019/01/14,I wish I could cry on somebody I remember hugging my friend for the last after she moved. I haven’t had anything remotely like that since. ,2.43333333333333,5.084441222222225,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,81.22222222222223,6.562962962962962,27.51851851851852,7.793537801064563,1.921651851851852,111,5,21,2,3,35,24,27,0.099,0.5429999999999999,0.358,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28324496709311964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27481345564406257,0.0,0.37808446060341455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26592590195858845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805666563930447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815736525135505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658271505503665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899083289827219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847234796656999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958097919461174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shutupbuttercup1,2019/01/14,"Depressed and isolated I’m 20 years old and I haven’t spoken to and had a deep serious conversation with anyone since high school. At the moment I am currently unemployed and I go to school online but I don’t have any friends and it’s been so depressing. Plus, I haven’t dated since high school and that’s affecting me bc I really want to be in a relationship but I don’t know how to meet other ppl or where to start. I’m very socially awkward and I suffer from social anxiety disorder so that’s another major issue for me. I don’t know what to do.",2.407631578947367,4.2464046754385985,4.796350877192981,80.97978947368422,76.80701754385964,9.121403508771932,24.55789473684211,9.642632912329526,2.391343157894737,439,15,89,13,10,154,71,114,0.19899999999999998,0.746,0.054000000000000006,-0.934,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,0,11,0,0,2,0,17,18,14,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,11,1,12,15,1,13,0,3,0,0,6,6,0,1,6,56,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144248209669325,0.17643875194875067,0.12872097178675185,0.0,0.0,0.11765361884585734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28984988512484544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284433119969946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999981610642125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562791684639034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35555885115855074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562317972388194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849462296988531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656403917531788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779378517649164,0.0,0.0,0.18065182442594246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5108743593768721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27837829805300723,0.0,0.0,0.3430465098096043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190976370437079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883485291828648,0.0992460599393703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835605507372216
lonely,gor_jess01,2019/01/14,"I don’t know how else to turn to my name is Jessica I’m 21 years old and I’m from Pittsburgh, pa. recently I’ve been feeling very lonely like I have no one to turn to. all I do is work, sleep and watch my shows. I’ll go out on weekends with my one friend but recently it doesn’t feel the same. I’ve been feeling really insecure, fat and ashamed.. I’m constantly consumed with stress of bills and my weight I don’t like being in public. I feel like everyone is starting at me judging me. I try to talk to friends and family about it but everyone is so self centered on what’s going on in there lives they don’t have time for anyone else and it’s understandable. I wish I had one person to listen to me instead of whenever I talk about my problems they changed the subject and talk about themselves and it turns into me listening to them. ",1.6073022312373233,3.678952333333335,3.2534888438133898,89.96686612576069,80.26436781609196,6.852738336713995,24.603110209601077,7.928766900206844,1.3657089925625423,662,25,142,12,17,219,98,174,0.084,0.7909999999999999,0.124,0.7301,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,1,7,10,0,3,2,0,15,3,2,1,1,26,33,12,0,2,2,1,5,3,2,0,1,2,0,2,5,12,2,0,6,2,1,2,5,5,0,3,3,8,21,5,26,29,2,19,0,1,1,0,15,9,0,0,11,89,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984291772960491,0.13165278214980233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592496252769118,0.0,0.0,0.13885161373515015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21467315123566852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455546433334492,0.0,0.0,0.1211285621298714,0.0,0.25987281519303584,0.0917929978317892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854149660478915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604720450018285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061452534241251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883205888344865,0.0,0.11345867320973517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482822374055153,0.0,0.2612036403497676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219216498975967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294719686991708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231372964449397,0.0,0.2537359631010617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404267814182586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858239633966204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094560211298552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471844057549181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30982522661630946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749233206117909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872360059442611,0.4192793730100185,0.0,0.13376220782457787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601737873512597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646572077015025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775670193280013,0.0,0.0,0.0935419610586544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827430914322083
lonely,Veezkarma,2019/01/09,"18, gay, Indian & lonely I can say I live a life on comparative easy standards but that doesn’t mean I’m a privilege guy. So my road for life was obviously tough. Born gay in India means be ready to face loneliness and unlovable approaches throughout.

I was 6 when I was raped and couldn’t tell a single soul for the next 10 years. Growing up, being a feminine, bullying was a big part of my life. Which made me hate myself. More years to that I already saw depression knocking on my door. I was 14 and 15 and begging to die every single day. 

Things changed when I decided to come out at that very age of 15. Turns out it a big deal for people around here like I care. It gave me hope, confidence and unapologetic approach to life. 

I don’t consider myself much of complaining kid but there’s just things which gets wired in a way when you have to live life in so much for the most of your childhood. 
First, of never ever being able to felt loved for who I’m, first by parents then by friends. I can realise they do care and stuff about me but it will never be for who I’m. And you feel that blankness in their love.
Second, loneliness, oh my old friend, it is fucking lonely even before I came out and after I came out with a little unexpected support. That loneliness is just wired. And this is what I want to complain about. 

I fought everything I went through all alone and it made me a strong person. It’s been months I recovered a lot and finally was able to love myself, my life’s been changed ever since but the loneliness it grasps every night and there’s no one to complain about
I can go to my straight friends and they will never shut up about their relationship problems 

And for me who had to grow without a single day of feeling loved is paradoxically unpleasant.
When I say how much loneliness kills me I mean I literally mean I can kill to feel being loved by someone just for a single day for who I’m

I can go around fucking 30 men from grindr but the feeling never. I don’t know how to help myself here and I’m sure rest of our generation out there. Maybe we accept that it’s just how life is for us people. We learn to live with it. And with this I find life meaningless. ",2.2755102040816344,4.4207759727891185,3.4356122448979605,89.13260204081635,78.38775510204081,6.73968253968254,22.971655328798185,7.793537801064563,1.0499424036281173,1728,55,361,28,42,558,205,441,0.183,0.637,0.18,-0.56,1,5,0,0,0,0,38.0,4,3,4,3,27,33,7,0,16,0,32,19,1,5,9,77,73,31,3,4,10,1,5,1,3,2,8,2,1,4,27,31,0,0,15,0,0,10,10,16,0,4,18,8,51,17,62,47,13,60,1,3,1,10,39,22,2,3,28,253,78,1,0.1424501542629014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737676995488152,0.0785986437382965,0.0,0.0,0.07717234131440392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681083848049293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060729466405454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292502732265848,0.1452374260761367,0.0,0.150693374993752,0.061354097249411176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780284733850828,0.07342992703988388,0.061346054566190585,0.0,0.0739203850729834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04704349170562238,0.12885431995603625,0.12002039879126945,0.0,0.06401250670626239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405415628710622,0.0,0.06838724362983341,0.07802359054323843,0.06509843014707753,0.12116802844532887,0.0,0.0,0.1650849537309475,0.13169287220484732,0.037212163094534484,0.0,0.08095770543270008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052402435081095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032001789404356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04774066784102138,0.0,0.0,0.07074257256088358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759998994566854,0.0,0.03914343969475848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024670268297543,0.03479697496881541,0.07138623878485728,0.18867914403292574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055301354429798,0.32141706461903496,0.13478978026419408,0.0,0.0,0.07155516327958356,0.3103399573720136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685117703945125,0.0,0.15707588086208055,0.0,0.21973268148200134,0.0,0.07574867756018057,0.06683990996881957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473873710186685,0.0,0.04826395558375544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908701923488076,0.07712981770026353,0.0,0.0987570008187646,0.062190990071887886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815277965802125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764690775981667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328208020039593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891811982277444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060348776719366684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153567286510548,0.0,0.08082537347341949,0.067128792282228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225385678524089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463755278755903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747243112325318,0.0,0.0,0.08567499807669403,0.0,0.0,0.0587681479269573,0.04201039587024594,0.056535150972494966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602636007436756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865843268191386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173322893354392
lonely,tinydog360,2019/01/09,"Would you go to the movies or Disney land alone? So, when I go out to eat at restaurants, I often go alone. I do plan on going to the movies but I can't find anyone who's willing to go with me so I'll have to go alone. 


If I could find someone to go with me, then I'd definitely bring them. Disney land seems like a fun place to go but I won't have friends to come or people to share the experience with at all. Is it really worth going even though you know your going to be completely alone? ",1.2855659397715442,2.6472119906542058,3.162554517133959,93.5640394600208,78.62616822429906,6.250882658359295,18.430944963655246,6.937597516519254,-0.12689740394600202,381,7,92,4,9,128,64,107,0.1,0.7490000000000001,0.151,0.8346,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,1,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,0,1,18,24,10,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,4,0,1,12,2,0,0,0,0,0,12,4,17,19,1,21,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,5,3,58,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5164470280913546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716624562981594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073848763736976,0.13070525041074835,0.0,0.0,0.0995320939888339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755987477340047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823377698877936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194290446708406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278767739030761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631319472977017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7084802465634972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851072089571437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090333038419458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642461383507657,0.0,0.13024477395831802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986137314120126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348718189036006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562531628440293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247932777156195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855597961180348,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Xaizan,2019/01/09,"just needed a rant okay so sorry if this is against the subs rules but i just needed to actually get this out of my system 

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so i had a messy break up with my ex fiance 14 years ago and have been ""single"" since i had a few friends with benefits situations up until about 7 years ago now and have been completely single since and in that time till now my social circle has completely gone i can go days without even using my voice the only people i talk to are on facebook and even then its my gran 1 of my aunts, mum and dad and one of my sisters i was diagnose with Primary Progressive Multiple Sclerosis in october was at 2 family weddings in november and there is nothing on this planet that makes you feel more alone than  being a 34 year old walking with a  cane at 1 wedding nvm 2 then obviously the whole xmass and new year bullshit where everyone around you is full of ""good cheer"" then january 1st hits and its just me.....all alone...........again with nothing but my thoughts to pass the time and i'm sure most of you will agree being stuck in your own head is a scary place to be 

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anyway rant over sorry if the lack of grammar/spelling errors triggers any of you ",7.1816241134751735,6.182739527659577,7.261968085106383,77.87791666666669,64.36170212765958,10.556737588652481,33.20035460992908,9.725611199111238,2.894737588652482,939,32,186,16,12,303,146,235,0.129,0.777,0.09300000000000001,-0.7988,0,3,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,5,0,1,14,6,0,0,11,1,19,2,1,3,2,36,31,21,0,5,8,5,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,7,17,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,9,2,19,6,35,17,9,40,0,0,0,0,15,16,0,3,18,130,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.11694576655598984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212460430001722,0.0,0.0,0.12411726361135135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596914337578497,0.2912354760835973,0.08149476153685067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668229024848748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512982302262201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728636622857855,0.0,0.0,0.1216342595472982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830531511590115,0.0,0.0,0.1145114856817332,0.0,0.0,0.11297372690402112,0.0,0.06059429736712162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258746418741502,0.0,0.06261103280435858,0.0,0.0681073757757026,0.10051543038729537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298958688741125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999359271450672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771848808789725,0.0,0.11574144055173415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299778778874933,0.0,0.125751075221118,0.0,0.08120613947235042,0.0911431073721296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308140811669057,0.0,0.1252064514971002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826443970072086,0.13470427537889865,0.0,0.12216096681095845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683003331202368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294702232230258,0.0,0.0,0.09632220489333997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951389340499981,0.13975839575249924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350258668673548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379618065241855,0.0,0.11552070676521717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912354760835973,0.308690048004838
lonely,PotatoMan0410,2019/01/09,"Post-holiday season makes me lonely. Call me old fashioned but I /r e a l l y/ love being with family (ironically because I'm supposed to be an edgy teen).

After spending weeks with all my relatives, I go back home, far away from all of them. I love everyone in my family, especially those in my nuclear family, but I barely get to talk to them outside of non-school days. My sister barely talks to me at home because of school. My brother is *barely at home* because of school. My parents work away.

My friends, who I treat as my second family at school, never hang out outside of school anymore, so I'm confined to talking via text messages only. I dread not being able to talk and hear human emotions while I'm just at home, and I'm slowly dreading going to school, since it keeps getting more isolating from everyone else. I feel trapped because of requirements and deadlines because I'm always working by myself, and so is everyone else. Add to that my incredibly silent room and the increasingly fake solace I find in technology.

Life is lonely because the holiday seasons made me, basically *forced* me, to be with my siblings, parents, cousins, uncles, aunts and grandparents (my entire family) all of whom I love so much. I love getting to interact with so many people. I just dread getting to see the former two basically only on weekends and the latter [everyone else] during November and December of every year, and sometimes during the summer only (April - May)

I'm lonely, but all I know right now is I need to vent here. I know I can handle this.",5.0303019925280195,6.71774640753425,6.235678704856786,73.99605853051061,69.513698630137,8.870734744707347,31.423412204234122,9.339509955726095,3.1255698630136983,1229,53,205,26,22,412,156,292,0.094,0.7959999999999999,0.11,0.8338,3,7,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,2,3,9,13,0,3,7,0,10,5,0,2,5,37,35,18,0,1,6,6,1,0,1,1,1,1,5,1,6,15,0,3,4,2,1,4,2,7,0,2,1,3,34,6,40,29,7,33,0,3,1,4,24,14,0,1,15,129,40,8,0.0749484304026612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623630980885924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743287037154224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083303502952188,0.05763071668913172,0.0,0.2741272051636907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653072717799192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04833553728076941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782938928666754,0.08430689642005088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314728511353937,0.2864657483766659,0.0,0.0,0.35327354972069874,0.0,0.03789617835994879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068501507582732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790497141147595,0.0,0.15662984601201174,0.0,0.08518984037017756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447232814980411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007175464614343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661760861424748,0.0,0.0,0.08237939455703103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05293829288181327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705755384819673,0.07091801702423223,0.050028659277876315,0.07598594480699028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055095720022884806,0.05557331147545996,0.0578048499507061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786457700245662,0.0,0.0,0.17100497588053432,0.0,0.0,0.1664427248268158,0.0,0.0,0.05195980475374165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177987866603587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400555005260633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551108772393514,0.05972419542492523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199811612479082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412591409463504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409628374462947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321372607052418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060119110049384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912669992927057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04826433189849935
lonely,engineeringcat1,2019/01/09,I just want them to text me first Why do I always have to text others first? Even when it was new years I texted everyone first. Why?,-0.6039285714285718,1.601893607142859,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,95.07142857142857,4.228571428571429,10.571428571428571,5.985473137389443,-1.469957142857143,103,1,25,1,4,32,21,28,0.0,0.935,0.065,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22641644140585326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972539262407472,0.0,0.0,0.2600117590372475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6943671918134573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628045158282494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049690655020796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910720001569272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522923989063613
lonely,yeetlestopthirty,2019/01/09,"Barely slept in a week. Nights are the worst when you're stuck in your head. I wish my stupid heart would just break in half already and kill me because it hurts way too much.  Every vein in my body is simultaneously aching, on fire, and completely numb. ",3.9194897959183663,5.78329967346939,3.636479591836736,90.80941326530613,72.6734693877551,6.53265306122449,20.413265306122447,7.1686216300943375,0.15217959183673455,200,4,43,2,4,60,44,49,0.392,0.5670000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.9716,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,2,0,2,0,3,6,5,0,0,5,6,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,2,1,5,0,5,3,2,10,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29512502657427825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302802265484767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29706387529503303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28040417098605186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22532846432228115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744690491456015,0.0,0.0,0.31691590108655754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862984373421936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958810674627391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659806373568348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509729082788085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21228022698067006,0.21452302691229094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30754106769653583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998063177164828,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,candyslice,2019/01/09,"I’m getting used to being alone I’m 25, going on 26 this year and I have never had a real romantic relationship. I have tried to form them with men I have been interested in but it has never worked out. They always find someone else and fall in love. It’s like they just use me until they find something better. I’m not angry at them for finding what works for them, but I’m upset that I had to be a part of the process at all. It has made me feel like something is wrong with me, like I am not worthy of anything more than a situationship. :(",2.3799122807017525,3.680699973684213,4.151754385964914,87.8572807017544,75.57894736842105,6.470175438596491,22.3157894736842,6.937597516519254,0.5056736842105263,423,11,93,4,9,143,74,114,0.13699999999999998,0.675,0.188,0.8303,0,1,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,6,3,1,8,0,1,4,0,12,1,0,3,3,21,23,5,0,0,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,4,1,14,6,17,17,4,12,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,7,66,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804993228443681,0.0,0.0,0.14501315616356888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341584470813135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541346211424027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558680478019034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812013192011307,0.12450415134451792,0.0,0.0,0.47786047138436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105299855111908,0.0,0.09904613468369222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554301052080654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729258976272936,0.1649059426607737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26882768784210703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872595934477293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836638021021924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871092200166653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766508104435808,0.2683352508945667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832323971681148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30104026250684524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537527426231723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054550172637455,0.0,0.11222923993905412
lonely,Blossom187,2019/01/09,"Thats what i get for opening up I try to open up and be myself and honest with people but then they just see everything i have to say and then turn their backs on me, what about me is so repulsive? I must be unbearable to talk to",1.6818000000000026,2.8820801800000027,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,77.2,7.4,20.5,8.07648339933343,0.6013999999999999,179,4,43,3,4,60,37,50,0.027999999999999997,0.9259999999999999,0.046,0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,10,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,3,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217878954890648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376105886987258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186402990216783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901236906686322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33279478843908034,0.0,0.0,0.3334770806205962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336361097030828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28412275185394675,0.4551897578136838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,depressionplusplus,2019/01/09,"I miss love I miss the feeling of waking up next to a SO. I miss being excited about seeing messages from someone I connect with and seeing that replicated. I miss staring into my loves eyes and getting lost in them. I miss the sex that came with two souls bonding and just connecting on another level. I miss the touch of a woman, the feel of her skin against mine. I miss the smell that gets you going and implants 

I'm tired of searching for love and finding nothing.

I'm not perfect, I'm still getting my shit together, I'm still getting healthier, but I dunno, I still feel I can maintain a relationship. I want someone to build a life with. I'm a decent person. Does everybody deserve love? An eventual wife/husband/life partner?

I'm a weirdo too. When I meet people, I have to ease them into getting to know me bit by bit so I don't overwhelm. When I'm completely myself around new people, it seems to be offputting and weird, when really I'm doing shit to make you laugh.

I have all the friends I could want. But my other half is missing. The dating apps suck ass. A guaranteed way to make you feel like garbage.

Fuck, man. I just want love again.",1.7843231441048033,4.23178554585153,3.183273362445416,88.55506724890829,82.18777292576421,5.760069868995633,25.31720524017468,7.087006719466742,1.2529275458515283,906,37,176,12,25,295,130,229,0.168,0.644,0.188,0.8383,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,2,2,14,25,4,1,15,0,9,15,6,2,2,34,53,13,0,4,5,0,6,1,2,0,2,0,0,4,5,13,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,15,0,2,2,11,30,10,25,48,3,20,1,10,4,8,19,7,5,2,11,108,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846583294520513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057314106115804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24668240892075266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292151518881043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845383286247613,0.0,0.0,0.09020263523274703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886659837863196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22849748734904696,0.08071051735526984,0.0,0.0,0.10325858067800893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728545360740257,0.10444506141361554,0.2951280957481519,0.0,0.06420721466740494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620889937991454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979872530383178,0.05519466812103131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332732259735572,0.0,0.5098290361729008,0.0,0.1508255374969131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911352015519964,0.12015191327085376,0.0,0.0,0.10840411046599448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664752150740455,0.0986468237601822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237571342013796,0.0,0.0,0.12129460573324904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005547233440486,0.10284966849785147,0.0,0.0,0.2319377465067419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914494409655323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706698154695488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298500010608706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103617381129958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990960649045514,0.08967557949780854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,piratecapital,2019/01/09,Movies/TV suggestions I read on here few weeks ago about someone asking what do you guys do to pass the time a few said a lot of tv shows/movies...i was wondering if you guys could list some I should watch? Anything new or old I’ve been going through a 4 month patch of aloneness and it has really stressed me out.,4.593,4.721874107692312,4.544423076923079,91.42432692307692,69.46153846153845,8.346153846153845,27.01923076923077,8.07648339933343,1.2643076923076926,247,7,57,3,4,76,53,65,0.048,0.9520000000000001,0.0,-0.4005,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,11,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,5,0,7,6,4,10,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,5,6,33,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783704599519104,0.0,0.0,0.2428326575991643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294283304504492,0.0,0.21919098397496045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871993957563676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332505614489412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643098907093589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993318118164936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871458984429218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22644554662066224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460291735685973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345261592219309,0.0,0.15020281596792145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302772889926087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865949356228446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685762424620329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671709186501638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880718436161193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542648077919889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,trillnolife,2019/01/09,"I’m come to terms with myself Ain’t no one care about me bruh. I haven’t had a real friend to talk to since middle school and I’m a senior in high school now.

I feel like I’ve improved as a person and progressed each year but it never seems to be enough. 

No one really fucks with me and I feel like a spectator and observer in every social setting no matter how hard I try. It’s no wonder my one and only ex girlfriend left my ass after a month of dating and that was over half a year ago already. 

Man fuck this shit I don’t know what I’m doing wrong.",0.07863954227590497,2.0615170165289283,2.2780165289256225,95.30835346471711,85.44628099173553,4.714812460267005,15.092816274634455,5.8734145424116955,-0.7641257469802922,433,7,99,3,13,146,82,121,0.266,0.6409999999999999,0.092,-0.9805,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,3,0,6,0,7,4,2,1,1,20,19,9,0,0,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,8,4,0,4,2,3,10,4,13,16,3,18,0,0,0,3,7,6,4,2,12,61,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433293509765413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843008321249448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485479130288644,0.0,0.0,0.1392825137554617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707006693780546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623167477817802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635116960732631,0.2310242223985795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492209632107397,0.29896152183290314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448434123776332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083546108972125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886116693329077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567778793368194,0.0,0.0,0.15798814951316073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906024541152464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470609789362948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286980996636825,0.12297332190777052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118237931105146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403980205959902,0.1035834204842826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272799292669783,0.0,0.1471974500180577,0.0,0.0,0.16597352887647018,0.1337524990597148,0.0,0.0,0.1648236529271786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996113310963314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097776024014508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534703547433994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767837694265813,0.0,0.20824745687040264
lonely,ExemplaryGreenbottle,2019/01/09,"Are there times when your loneliness hits you harder? Tonight it's hitting me harder than usual and it's fucking me up really good. I hate this hopeless feeling, just knowing that I don't stand out to anyone, not enough for them to take notice and want to talk to me and if they do there's always some other guy who is more interesting, better looking. I'm seriously just here so I can lose over and over again and people say chin up it gets better. How many fucking Ls do I need to take before it does because this loneliness is just the worst as I drag my corpse along through life. I don't need to be told just wait and this loneliness will magically end. I stopped believe in magic when I was like five.",2.6725243770314218,4.761460943661973,3.62774647887324,88.50864030335863,76.88732394366198,6.341061755146263,23.599133261105088,7.321109707123232,0.9240849404117012,562,18,114,7,13,180,96,142,0.198,0.69,0.11199999999999999,-0.9302,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,2,2,3,12,12,3,0,1,0,11,3,0,1,0,23,28,12,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,10,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,3,16,5,17,22,4,15,0,2,1,2,9,6,2,2,9,80,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485802277366341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485666807293615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885145174092037,0.0,0.15194550270741902,0.2011813946973376,0.0,0.3158521297971919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626326991256909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581554221873777,0.18450518371185545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028773399086892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301605818419278,0.09329274404295357,0.0,0.0,0.1497716919762498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680723735206827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762957830163996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813455055345194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261256071851126,0.08723774726526334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499494690032312,0.1997683490121972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103669205412867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648070903524643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329722146684925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379435692073446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143931906908828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420019052096048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928817805699615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26851703123801296,0.14352363160733128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412257759373736,0.0,0.0,0.17062632966087393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666391247342005,0.0,0.10532215230567042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PeachyyAsian,2019/01/09,"I just want one friend All I'm asking for is one friend. Someone I can travel with. Someone I can watch movies with. Someone to do activities with. 

Instead I have no friends. I'm such a recluse. I've tried time and time again to make friends. I'm starting to wonder if there's something wrong with me.",0.7592213114754109,3.2599549836065584,1.5050614754098393,97.85300204918036,89.32786885245899,3.705737704918033,24.018442622950825,5.148860815047168,0.1094081967213114,238,10,51,1,8,73,40,61,0.084,0.696,0.22,0.8225,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,13,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,5,4,8,13,1,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,4,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771794841385636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6205405903554926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403345604983113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721302833538036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104035561340585,0.15458322455572004,0.0,0.0,0.14212504335495788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23417251506057735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632787995112064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843518412137093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177556175303642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21953983297575694,0.0,0.0
lonely,RandomWeaboo,2019/01/09,"I never wanted things to be like that. You met me at my worst.

I wasn't conscious at all.

I didn't think forward.

My realisation that I actually really loved you came late.

After I got better.

After you gave up on me.

Now you're gone. 

You don't seem too happy.

I wasn't able to give you what you wanted.

It wasn't even much.

Yet I still failed.

Today, I'm still not on my best,

But I'm working on it.

No matter what,

she's not comming back.

I love you, Sarah. It's almost a year now. I still miss you. You hate me. I understand. I hate myself too. I was dumb and hopeless. You were the light. I didn't realise you gave me something special that no one ever did. I wasn't able to protect the light that could light up my future. I'd give everything just to be able to talk to you again. You're awesome. Unlike me.

I'm so sorry. I'm a mistake.

Goodnight.",-1.6974034902168142,0.13612043715847122,1.0914930371937253,97.7514225277631,104.19125683060108,3.454186497444033,14.64639520535872,5.4233941145090725,-0.9234997708443502,652,16,151,5,31,223,95,183,0.22699999999999998,0.6809999999999999,0.092,-0.9748,0,0,1,0,0,1,34.0,0,12,0,4,14,15,3,0,4,0,13,2,0,0,3,19,35,3,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,4,0,0,3,12,8,0,1,15,3,37,7,15,17,4,26,0,3,0,2,21,8,1,2,18,105,47,3,0.43393774081990816,0.0,0.14115354625619114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484198841811494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122377910410082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517969623864652,0.1279275560595809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543639105492733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548799206978692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553726174908192,0.13084050999203908,0.0,0.0,0.12999842032729367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775150812198912,0.0,0.0,0.1156865507669048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397826471409842,0.0,0.28561578710112817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316689088081368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066668704089102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26109716876700595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633138967300684,0.0,0.1115598457111586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801581452552396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266387612670984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316802072268943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113554910543483,0.0,0.1619192579472604,0.0,0.0,0.3465432403590097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626090626718798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960963177280164,0.09268326089312688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710741309634236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058149727663336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063181498317898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053039478301476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931472259601111
lonely,bioacidshock97,2019/01/25,"Loneliness and Suppression Ay. Got no one to vent to, and figured a nice text block may be in order.   


My life is pretty... packed. I've got two jobs, a mother I look after as a full time carer, and I'm an undergrad (third year) on top of all that. Despite it all, I'm full of ambition, full of drive, and it's pretty difficult for me to stop working at trying to be better and better. Self-improvement is definitely my thing, yet there's always something so huge and impossible to overcome for me despite it all.  


Loneliness.  


It's something that started to be a huge problem after my last major relationship, about 3 years ago. It was great - we were together for two years, nothing special, but it was my real first experience of what a 'soul mate' was like, I feel like it started there, after.  


Ever since, I've craved human contact, emotional dependancy, and generally just having someone that close to me. Back then, when my life was arguably more chaotic, it really held me together. It was great. These days, that deep desire for someone to hold close is something that makes me feel so low when I'm unable to quench it. I'll get so depressed for days at a time over the most minuscule of things - from a date not going well, to feelings not being reciprocated, and so on.   


It's not like I've had nothing since - I've had a few FwB situations, shorter hook-ups and dates, but nothing like that one 3 years ago, and yet it's as if I wouldn't have the time to have a full relationship anyway. So, why does it make me so sad? 

​

I've never been sure, but the feelings that stem from my loneliness are ones I've never been able to settle. It's always there, and so, distracting myself completely from it and suppressing such feelings have been the only way forward. I have too much going on to ever address it, yet, even after today for example, where I've been planning to meet his girl IRL after talking for ages, that she's turned around and revealed she's hooking up with a guy before we were. I'm not angry at her, and we were planning to meet as friends.   


Still, a small part of me hoped that maybe something could hit off? That was enough, and thus, I'm here sulking like a fucking idiot, and my thoughts are spiralling into things far more depressing. All these feelings are suddenly returning, and yet tomorrow I'll forget it all, and end up forgetting for the next few weeks.   


Not sure if it's ever something I'll be able to overcome. Maybe it's because I'm quite an emotionally dependant guy? Maybe it's a complex? Who knows. It's fine when it's not all in my head, but during times like this, it pretty much paralyses me. It makes me feel so low and undesirable, yet I know that's not true, and I know things are fine in actuality. It's still there, though, regardless.   


It's an integral need for a partner - not just friends, but someone to be so close to, share warmth and comfort with, console with, and to make said person happy as fuck - all that cheesy, spunky bullshit. I love it, and I guess I still really miss it, even after all this time. Can't get my head away from it once it all surfaces. Nothing really does the trick except obtaining what I want. Without it, I can only suppress these feelings.  


r/lonely, how do I cope with this? Is there a way to finally file this need away? Even when I'm aiming to pursue a masters degree, learn all these things, and make myself the best I can be, I can still never get away from this hopeless complex of mine. Any advice? Similar woes? Load 'em on me, would be comforting to at least know some people deal with a similar situation to me.",5.463522727272725,5.936211488636364,6.070454545454545,80.03818181818181,67.63636363636363,9.013636363636364,30.34659090909091,8.97023862654752,2.3752568181818186,2824,101,549,46,44,920,300,704,0.127,0.731,0.142,0.9061,1,2,5,0,0,1,115.0,3,0,0,11,46,42,4,1,27,0,45,7,2,9,19,127,93,51,0,12,19,1,8,6,4,3,2,1,1,6,60,37,0,7,18,0,0,4,15,15,1,7,20,10,44,27,82,60,27,100,1,8,1,3,28,38,2,9,63,379,104,4,0.11690200919405228,0.0,0.05703974882791747,0.0,0.0,0.057117645205708736,0.10362657768691033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727183647415454,0.06333163906030605,0.07102436836665682,0.03974868749633163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203378642396046,0.0,0.0,0.16474992872495375,0.04494521456992034,0.0,0.035631189879736916,0.0,0.04973749979215805,0.0,0.06134072318416898,0.1033903271911282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612847662430821,0.0,0.0,0.046668370969193705,0.0,0.0,0.07539212486823912,0.06026041916453489,0.10068752922064514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230173603445326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149902576303793,0.051770240895647655,0.060395512687144624,0.0,0.11581901181534696,0.1586168401235303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057176298364317174,0.0,0.0,0.2364366734434976,0.041757409363178434,0.0,0.06403021847350895,0.0,0.0497183946505209,0.0,0.0,0.09031820231535284,0.10807402376602136,0.09161471227709514,0.0,0.06643810583283898,0.0,0.09349721595426012,0.12888487783678926,0.06439037138815075,0.11575136840981545,0.0,0.062222181285548364,0.0,0.0,0.11997518766356664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805503623857487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058003602924581635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849257400278466,0.04764537009823742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257134629689894,0.1713372502309348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049084122599821214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275431372839909,0.0,0.1950824972400204,0.0,0.17616567140012473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593642767520206,0.08668135855740981,0.13524305440607967,0.0,0.06216330650112679,0.0,0.0,0.2243412613726326,0.0,0.0,0.062248412261409834,0.11882374031650117,0.08890924579836205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329674196976284,0.0,0.04052256691974293,0.0510371626537751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839705557193075,0.0,0.05592971741875561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216983826530785,0.0,0.06653003978485207,0.11233563080510192,0.0,0.0,0.125509008518774,0.0,0.0,0.05560029051714197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097714548512737,0.0,0.0,0.09670255003735037,0.13140275633629536,0.0,0.0,0.14857603954314288,0.22499219498252054,0.0,0.0,0.08274384379888944,0.0,0.18671619110170307,0.04886765710584569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017876018694328,0.0,0.0,0.046980703410387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941612510586638,0.0,0.05742781524461815,0.04640356860946795,0.1704162541552672,0.0,0.05540471786140388,0.0,0.0,0.0396843952966709,0.06357790837306786,0.11419627645628908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03447591692463526,0.09279137355760596,0.046885870177487965,0.0,0.05255447281617958,0.0,0.05274294017663346,0.0,0.0,0.056344682602570015,0.0,0.042553027494739916,0.0,0.0,0.0415219166244773,0.0,0.07102436836665682,0.15056212227608765
lonely,RaccoonStuntDouble,2019/01/25,"Tired of being single 22M
I've never had a girlfriend before and I can't help feeling like I'll never be in a relationship. Any advice?",-0.8268965517241398,1.198070448275864,2.9478620689655166,84.2583448275862,103.13793103448276,3.6993103448275866,16.144827586206898,5.6839178017228535,-0.1514468965517244,109,3,20,1,5,40,25,29,0.324,0.6759999999999999,0.0,-0.7676,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33619355966569403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339601482747293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927541400520845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395781678806868,0.24578345353112396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306038940820697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808139251018625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306923247867213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693720232344351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954253144144548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Droacon,2019/01/25,"just need someone to talk to I really only made this post just to express my feelings since i'm too scared or uncomfortable with telling anyone i know. I feel like my life's at a lose. I have trouble talking to people one on one and i feel like i'm the odd one out when in groups. No meme but my ""best friends"" were only friends because of insult based humor, every conversation our friend circle had was just making fun of each other but it was mainly focused on me. I feel like I have better friends from the internet who if anything, they probably know me better than any real life friend or my parents. My relationship with my parents is superficial. We say we love each other but I feel like we only say that because I'm their son and their my parents. I've barely ever talked to them on how I feel during the entire course of my life. I'm hella fucking nervous and anxious when ever i'm talking to someone since i worry that i might say the wrong thing. I've been bullied through elementary, through middle school, even by my friends. And thanks to that, i having trouble trying to socialize so i just keep my mouth shut most of the time since I'm just so fucking awkward. Thanks to all those years in elementary and middle school of being a reject and being bullied I've became a loner and a loser. I've lost motivation for doing my best and dropped my hobbies. I've lost hope for my future and i have no willpower or motivation to better myself and look for change. I'm a pathetic, sad, loser who's never had a girlfriend. Still a sophomore in high school and I still dont have anyone that i can depend when i need help.  I've lied, betrayed people, let people down, disappointed people, and done things that i regretted that I wish I've never done and they still haunt me to this day. All i need is just some human interaction and closure.  


 Sorry if it looks like this post isn't going anywhere. All i'm doing is just typing down my thoughts and feelings.",4.447824005891015,5.719823760309283,5.324594992636229,81.56896907216496,70.41752577319588,7.192341678939616,27.77466863033873,7.447530270364453,1.5840276877761412,1561,54,292,16,28,510,181,388,0.20800000000000002,0.581,0.21100000000000002,0.7471,4,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,4,0,5,12,20,40,3,3,12,0,25,7,1,6,7,72,61,29,0,8,15,4,7,5,7,1,3,3,0,1,18,23,0,1,12,0,0,1,6,18,0,3,12,12,47,22,36,45,10,32,0,9,2,3,40,14,2,10,19,198,65,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04800360198774862,0.0,0.0,0.07974657637861916,0.0,0.0987163002531936,0.0,0.058089532777932475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606198418474277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481596423351218,0.18729328294138248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467483109337046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04552469255141566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447610052882387,0.08273092213715562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046624011139247225,0.12770534310173987,0.059475096419259375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249846877894883,0.20171796206297365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32722582625617114,0.13051858435721592,0.0,0.0,0.040117908163808634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04731497064765836,0.0745821816892714,0.0,0.07011177043866082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274361104248556,0.0,0.0,0.07758880568547401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218302958008464,0.14957935568041228,0.17243347482689714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185555968567328,0.0789721231013989,0.1541145875172438,0.0,0.06371020627004614,0.0667939388493923,0.047119354837315136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748848056665845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157024710677475,0.1088866771750394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435007769093089,0.16106056515939185,0.0,0.0,0.23514543237037705,0.0,0.0,0.19575279552229452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352113617220223,0.0,0.07610792963230095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034684290785353,0.04522174399434325,0.0,0.0,0.07578721299122403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840793840912285,0.07067287707292964,0.2143224626094065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517826432464187,0.0,0.0,0.07195758744051459,0.11962130938794314,0.0,0.0,0.07901969501720893,0.0,0.0,0.16911972986167947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269501842368824,0.06169874741396542,0.12997952537961766,0.0,0.0,0.09379368230081668,0.0,0.0,0.056040553252120894,0.04116158068095928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04792595773437005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117498474570119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716875436738685,0.0,0.0,0.07717905361676021,0.0,0.0454576279584016
lonely,dreamypast,2019/01/25,i dunno man *^(it sucks losing friends especially when you truly cared and the truly didn't)* ,2.1827450980392165,4.918430411764707,3.278823529411767,81.6480392156863,97.8235294117647,4.6196078431372545,17.43137254901961,6.42735559955562,0.4283490196078432,75,2,12,1,3,24,16,17,0.19399999999999998,0.342,0.46399999999999997,0.7979,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5999515049209205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546255470852808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6583113273220594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ActivistVictor,2019/01/25,"I often feel like i'm sinking on the Titanic I really haven't felt anything but alone for the vast majority of several years. I still live at home and my family constantly nitpicks me and talks about me in other rooms (as if I can't hear them). My sister is also a jerk and hurts me a lot, but if I dare try and call her out like she deserves for doing this and not apologizing, suddenly I'm the bad guy and everyone criticizes me, even going so far as to call me too sensitive for being hurt in the first place. My sister is even so bad that when I've told her I felt like I was on the titanic, in the desperate hopes that she would stop being such a jerk and maybe help for once, she had the gall to call me out for supposedly being offensive to those that died on the titanic, and did not change her behavior in the slightest

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MY ""friends"",   and I use that term VERY loosely, are little better, that vast majority of them make ZERO effort, some to such an extent that they blatantly ignore  my messages to them, and never initiate themselves. And the ones who do reply  don't seem to take my situation seriously when I tell them about it, let alone actually going out of their way to help improve it like I really need, (you know, like friends frigging SHOULD do). But again, I can't say anything about that, because everyone just criticizes me when I do, as if I'M somehow responsible for THEIR failure come through and downplaying just how much this is affecting me. And any new friends I  attempt to make always pull away and stop replying, and never initiate or invite me to anything, making it clear they're one sided clowns too. This has happened so often i just don't have any desire to keep trying.  The only thing I didn't feel that way about in the past several years was my cat princess, and since she died last year it's just gotten worse.

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I have no one to talk to, and i can't vent about it anywhere because the last time I tried to vent about my frustrations on facebook, my sister ratted on me and my parents put pressure on me to take it down, threatening me to never help unless I did so (part of why they are all blocked on there now, but no one replies on there anyways so I still never post)

all in all, I feel like this video a lot of the time [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Q9V7oI02J4](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Q9V7oI02J4) ... , depression constantly rising and pulling me down, and forcing me to put so much effort into fighting it i have none for anything else. and like the titanic, utterly alone, with all my distress rockets not being responded to. ",10.08436298657394,7.62710409330629,9.195328890176764,70.95027721433405,59.791075050709935,12.635912295952867,38.689172220612384,11.013438906972478,4.039671380276248,2070,75,385,40,21,653,225,493,0.19399999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0.102,-0.9951,1,3,0,0,2,0,79.0,0,1,8,5,37,26,5,2,20,0,32,0,0,6,10,82,58,44,2,8,16,4,5,7,3,2,0,2,2,1,23,27,0,5,7,1,0,8,17,14,0,6,10,7,63,12,63,41,15,67,0,3,0,0,41,29,0,12,34,287,86,0,0.0,0.0,0.06902449267125815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977190123637366,0.0,0.056564571095101136,0.0588549152283779,0.15327677088358116,0.17189490117129014,0.09620073878866146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328265270823424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645529641778554,0.0,0.118116982613334,0.08623547106218571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255694518407616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667666930344912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748253633335075,0.06092958789829864,0.0,0.15287291243593076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060921600862449424,0.0,0.1468178590085489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059087735764081925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343599503285366,0.0,0.0,0.13517543109060645,0.0,0.0,0.06668008953533104,0.0,0.107293083564538,0.10106229623327984,0.1358281437970726,0.0,0.0,0.06016483308043514,0.0,0.0,0.16394272998830348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039755860401986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003606822143779,0.06254831313006913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972040942125452,0.0,0.1422310496584272,0.0,0.07095023438192126,0.07025310429519019,0.0,0.0,0.15144071679530724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287009189535421,0.0,0.0,0.03887260601078159,0.11531248179534599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232853875611454,0.0,0.24189350149461755,0.07089231698886482,0.06245789065070807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026809379188053,0.0,0.0,0.1416430192390048,0.0,0.07106007269404227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399271462706508,0.05244708226653563,0.21821234979730628,0.06831366752638424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532755953918549,0.1917200679919208,0.05379507896791865,0.0,0.0,0.07853981569474316,0.07659615604878055,0.06752195563325558,0.0,0.0,0.0739001679861423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774196285103365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221093630022233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062580726083484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624914041855925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439200246649036,0.0,0.1598146648546818,0.0,0.05851046501346214,0.07950603551113923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129737650422196,0.1182706904948043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636372922312068,0.1137038393357598,0.06182312199273428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04699137750824616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824891113843495,0.0,0.0,0.06758771554530323,0.0,0.1440677058685278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610899714167457,0.0,0.058361530774053164,0.0,0.11228796787667752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382487234762882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720822263786444,0.050246175494028114,0.0,0.17189490117129014,0.13664778929384594
lonely,Bloodyhellgirl462,2019/01/25,"Are there posters here like me? I travelled around the world as a volunteer, I lived a pretty good life. Prior to that I worked as a Social Worker and I saved up for years to travel and volunteer. 

Now I moved in with my mom to help her out in her old age and have been entrenched with her medical issues. I canʻt remember the last time I hung out with other people, or just chatted. Where we live is remote and I donʻt drive. I love my mom and she needs me, I get that. Neither of us are really old, we just find ourselves in this position. I try to keep my head up with exercise and healthy eating. I just feel like such a loser. I went from changing the world to scraping for money on mturk and clickworker, and I just miss being around people.

I think I would do anything just to talk to another person in real life.

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lonely,JoeyJoJoHQ,2019/01/25,"Has anybody that grew up identifying as a ""capital-G Geek"" had an experience similar to this? I'm doing a bit of writing about the experience I had growing into (and out of ) a gatekeep-y mentality toward more attractive/sociable people enjoying things that I like. I was wondering if anyone has had a similar experience at all. 

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  When I was younger I'd watch anime as means of distracting myself from things that would otherwise make me feel miserable 80% of the time. When I grew up and and saw that some of the ""popular kids"" actually liked the same things as me my initial reaction was to just write them off. *""They aren't* ***real*** *fans because they don't consider anime their passion in life!"" ""What an asshole, he claims to like things that I got bullied for watching in middle school but still has a girlfriend and amazing social skills""*. That kind of mentality. Before I grew out of that kind of thinking it felt as though any stranger who wasn't like me was somehow trespassing in my territory, and it made me a little bitter. 

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I still use anime to cope with things that make me unhappy (if I even have the motivation to put something on nowadays) but I no longer base as much of my entire persona around being *""that quirky white guy who just* ***LOOOOOOVES*** *anime!""* and I sure as hell don't think it's okay to delegitimize people's enjoyment of something because they're more extroverted than I am or don't wear as many graphic t-shirts as I do.",3.0808904933814683,5.8302691768953085,4.283924187725631,80.79457460890494,79.25270758122744,7.592250300842358,28.005896510228638,8.548686976883017,2.522459542719614,1170,52,209,27,30,382,161,277,0.092,0.7909999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.7316,0,0,2,0,0,0,60.0,0,0,4,2,11,18,2,2,13,1,21,3,1,5,2,38,34,22,0,3,7,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,0,2,21,11,0,0,7,0,0,5,6,5,0,0,12,7,26,13,42,20,7,25,1,1,4,1,13,15,1,6,9,150,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.10768836084276563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391343068660925,0.26818132851084986,0.07504365096425984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716120534636545,0.0,0.0,0.09823733946206152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454001856151934,0.0,0.0939020583907864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047661676257496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288694751240536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238384798197061,0.0,0.0,0.05579766375519319,0.0,0.10595594111416737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825917133551964,0.0,0.0,0.1092665674858233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298308053943185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794540752729731,0.21565110889414815,0.1106024415019789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441843582531957,0.14732262878835792,0.11188036319097693,0.0,0.1202064906529498,0.0,0.0,0.22241922404942907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112196514876613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530093977760497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093498866426912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560558344759248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168286970052607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249072678950947,0.0,0.1699098693662194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625568989800458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400615647883872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665673025448977,0.14141916668573198,0.10842101197064312,0.0,0.06434757322059864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095309340658727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967284495028845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839142408971216,0.0,0.26818132851084986,0.0
lonely,jadegoddess,2019/01/25,Would anyone like to join a reddit chat for lonely people like myself? I just wanna talk to other lonely people so I won’t feel so sad and alone. Just let me know and I’ll add you to a chat room,-0.4806976744186038,1.5434041860465155,2.0337674418604657,95.79902325581396,88.5348837209302,3.44,8.6,3.1291,-2.0226613953488366,152,0,34,0,5,52,31,43,0.23199999999999998,0.619,0.149,-0.6193,0,5,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,5,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,2,5,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861745683056809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26071512039733713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853119982411667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491625763820628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812786176010985,0.0,0.3643249516825064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5169937844288209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996938927803994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26487182876324405,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sir_chill,2019/01/25,"Long weekend here........and It’s long weekend here where I live. I have  no one to hangout with, no one to go out on date.
Had a friend who was being strange so I stepped back. Had a girl who I met on tinder who said goodbye after few dates. 

I hear the thoughts of my mind that says.....all negative things from a 33 yr old failure to I will be alone forever. I feel the living pain in me from my past............... and .............I am just not going to believe the interpretation of my mind. I am lonely and I will accept the unpleasantness, I allow myself to be lonely. And if any actions I want to take, I will take. If not, no worries. 

I am not going to follow poor self pity me story. 

Why don’t you try to. For once step out from the stream of thoughts that tells you everything wrong about your life. For once don’t believe or follow your mind. 

You’d surprised to know that there are millions of people who feels that there is something wrong with them, there are millions who feel lonely, even in relationship or with people. You are not alone in loneliness. ",1.9138516746411511,3.987017071770339,2.9955478468899517,92.19858492822969,79.23923444976076,5.519712918660287,21.933253588516745,6.508806274219699,0.3186036363636364,804,24,172,7,20,257,115,209,0.188,0.741,0.07,-0.9754,0,8,1,0,0,0,62.0,0,6,1,0,10,10,0,0,8,0,20,2,0,1,0,30,37,8,0,3,9,0,3,0,1,3,2,2,0,2,11,8,0,0,8,3,1,8,10,7,0,4,7,5,27,3,30,23,1,26,0,4,0,0,20,8,0,4,10,124,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597954171377392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529017218065056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644054510525836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28261168120546504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283899068311285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127197674829272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902489666137772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689948916217923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21383790922764725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413579049696893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892777127322693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858813694792539,0.0,0.0,0.22149702028138687,0.22198621276141828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799165490128012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160761078687574,0.2671372633492737,0.16997621655941214,0.0,0.133456147350257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197279624761756,0.17390142555553695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465457127077335,0.0,0.0,0.11930352044803695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084082934791405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655475064998144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886010625998496,0.0,0.10962295686916602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332374011158113,0.0,0.0,0.19913957445077451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515221812167835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739762008710179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317240221816073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273705032533312,0.0,0.0,0.2742550350031292,0.0,0.0
lonely,NiceIceX,2019/01/25,"I want to touch another person so bad I think about this every day and it consumes my mind. I haven’t touched or been touched by another human in over a year. I want to hold someone in a tight hug or fall asleep in someone’s arms or lay under a blanket with them and watch a movie. And I want to go for walks while holding someone’s hand. I crave human contact so much I cry every night. I can’t handle this.

The worst part? I’ll never get a girlfriend. I’m a stone butch lesbian and how will I find a stone femme or pillow princess? Who doesn’t want or have kids? And won’t mind the fact that I’m disabled and can’t work? I’ll never find someone to cuddle and hug and hold hands with. :(",0.7079591836734735,2.699540476190481,2.119074829931975,97.32473469387756,83.01360544217688,4.464217687074831,20.6843537414966,5.2151,-0.29759646258503425,538,16,123,2,15,173,84,147,0.113,0.7829999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.7375,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,9,0,8,8,4,1,3,32,17,17,0,4,5,0,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,5,10,0,4,3,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,1,7,11,2,14,14,3,14,0,0,1,4,8,5,0,5,6,69,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32469867680705106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927386231268614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006990579912798,0.09985043998509048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608964152327508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830176742236856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089058236929247,0.0,0.08799160536699065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126617462157757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381546984001654,0.0,0.238823856133963,0.0,0.0,0.1452944089585322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676622736485867,0.0,0.0,0.13518873902218212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5247367836911326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992067245363386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652832950211196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271571203154693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970334554590646
lonely,urikaan,2019/01/25,Loneliness I hate feeling disconnected from people. I hate that none of my friends check up on me. I hate that I go days without talking to anyone. I just wish I had friends who understood this. I wish I wasn't lonely... ,1.7100000000000009,4.278218604651165,3.1314418604651166,87.92925581395347,83.88372093023256,6.2306976744186064,27.20465116279069,7.554174236665415,1.7403618604651163,172,8,34,3,5,56,31,43,0.373,0.491,0.136,-0.9203,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,3,1,10,2,6,7,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,24,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563930132287629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424656973909594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309264450482087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456087991089303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711498559164935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6624739187182087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506238311790413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797748855791456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5144115178797278,0.2156067945468605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pananab,2019/01/25,"How do you get over neediness? I've had several best friends throughout my life (I'm 26 now) and it always seems like they all leave me for better people. Because this kept happening to me, I've become kind of closed off towards people in general. Things finally started to change a bit last year. I made a few friends at work, but I feel like the same thing is starting to happen again. They talk/hang with each other more than with me and it just makes me feel like it was a mistake to even try to make new friends. The only person I connect with is my ex but lately he hasn't been texting me much. I've been anxious and irritable for the past couple of weeks and the fact that I can't even talk to him is driving me to desperation at this point. I even considered texting a few people that aren't good for me including a guy I know for sure only wants to get in my pants just because I need someone to talk to...I'm usually not like this but I think my anxiety is getting the best of me...any advice?

Note: I've tried to distract myself but I feel empty and disinterested in my usual hobbies :/",3.7451177130044866,4.804734484304934,4.873427690582961,84.9467334641256,71.86995515695068,7.727466367713005,27.83884529147982,8.07648339933343,1.689475560538117,862,31,178,12,16,284,129,223,0.11699999999999999,0.743,0.139,0.7431,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,4,8,15,0,1,10,0,12,1,0,4,3,36,32,10,0,3,7,1,3,4,3,0,1,0,0,2,11,10,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,3,26,13,29,26,10,24,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,1,17,115,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757424475548644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915999277193636,0.0,0.0,0.07486189288861572,0.0,0.0842150813170433,0.12436524368762256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421415841803416,0.12158074987308795,0.0,0.0,0.23105581280626095,0.09736164999933004,0.12018481861920755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645582779838302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180747592494727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181312391204365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669875601920936,0.1572901599501036,0.0,0.12059324870641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551552773251294,0.0,0.17254533946918882,0.0,0.0,0.0923344671657727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900192043329757,0.1946964306872339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463707398863128,0.060500093951949614,0.08973434892062493,0.1241812023206152,0.11656461499126873,0.0,0.0,0.07775662130627235,0.2151287951466229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416553109968968,0.14696580876210205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092548520558038,0.08162697926017534,0.0,0.10632123049332436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674499173432797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508903515494454,0.22895820632549374,0.09612238402282797,0.0,0.0,0.10406634955111048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021767508708658,0.0,0.12436524368762256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327505936827052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583812100051056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375425030671316,0.0,0.0,0.2654475864289709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627178601773716,0.07053832251489645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948161245943226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424871793776485,0.0,0.0649312609450828,0.0,0.08830392177202269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014353144846695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089143177340987
lonely,cdrizzle3,2019/05/05,Going through heartbreak and im sick in bed. I feel like I have no one. Can someone please talk to me,-1.7668181818181845,-0.06629904545454579,-0.035909090909092,105.11613636363636,107.63636363636364,2.2,19.13636363636364,3.1291,-1.0108545454545452,79,3,19,0,4,25,20,22,0.32899999999999996,0.5,0.171,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,3,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21516097047292973,0.3039990232366032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418387489416775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596458843060476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078926730552848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883504312521576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671046262437361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360550551277785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420252397247639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nosurprises_pls,2019/05/05,"dawning on me that it’s been over a year since i last hung out with anyone that isn’t my one friend (a family friend that i’ve known since childhood, though i would consider her more like family than a “best friend”, so in a way she doesn’t necessarily ‘count’), whom i’m close to, but hang out with rather infrequently.

it’s also been nearly one year since i deleted any and all social media, effectively ending the last vestiges of any remaining connections i had with any of my old friends from high school and anime conventions. aka my main friend group. the only people to ever make me laugh, dance effortlessly in conversation, and feel effervescent with joy.

but it is futile to try to contact them again. i have changed so much. i don’t even like anime anymore. i am completely disconnected from the realm of references and inside jokes that once made up my identity. our identities.

this fall i am going to college and starting from scratch. 

but for now, i spend every night alone. left with the sorry version of myself that lives for no one. that struggles to talk about the weather, when i could once make a whole room laugh. 

i sympathize with all of us left in the dust, who have fallen off the train at one point or another. i hope i can find a semblance of the friendship i once had.",5.872434210526315,6.730412587044532,5.90916751012146,80.1926581477733,66.85425101214574,9.251923076923076,28.79782388663968,9.354420925462401,2.319388866396761,1027,33,197,19,16,324,152,247,0.064,0.743,0.193,0.9890000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,1,2,11,14,0,1,14,0,15,0,0,4,3,33,23,14,0,4,5,0,2,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,12,14,0,0,5,2,1,5,4,1,0,4,5,2,26,13,36,16,8,36,1,0,0,0,17,17,0,2,15,134,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941846214848652,0.0,0.08448589214311729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553081064794694,0.11078012304170708,0.0,0.0,0.10477346607871188,0.0738708601601989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108700406341332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117605500010903,0.0,0.11076890148855392,0.0,0.0,0.08435055729859188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357191134682707,0.0,0.0,0.06977886728212274,0.0955637875181982,0.08901217973795207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918923607159755,0.0,0.053418312972476484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655947194422572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081131685813485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004164208519424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162188817611156,0.0,0.10493133912787066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223286080145886,0.0,0.0,0.22957161557296776,0.0,0.0,0.10322760535558312,0.0,0.09328826349855136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996577472285707,0.14104042647864495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766272334038002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914258142334864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085878679454694,0.3375319186951129,0.2863566482065902,0.08034932735320736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324234876563669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987059198594536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692043511896597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262176946134351,0.0,0.0,0.1076938431778712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826320122504723,0.07477751196920067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044521473625077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491508129910767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379767109337787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717273988745282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270803697480487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385769536773177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795113671028287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504861932490202,0.0,0.0,0.1360664477706982
lonely,LdnOwen,2019/05/05,[18M] Looking for someone to chat with! Just looking for someone to talk to and get to know them! :),1.2325000000000017,3.2899092500000013,2.4700000000000024,95.165,81.5,4.0,30.0,3.1291,0.7749999999999999,75,4,16,0,2,24,14,20,0.0,0.841,0.159,0.555,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870403126978897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090165853931983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6387541557141446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6444960044851468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056906994795471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HornyDragon50,2019/05/05,"Title Gender: Male

Age: 24

From: England

Looking for: Like minded people, gaming buddies, good conversation, friendship

Contact: Reddit for now

Interests: Guitar, piano, card magic, cooking, gaming, films, Tom Waits, blues, jazz and rock music.

Dislikes: Aggressive religion (or beliefs of any kind), people that take themselves too seriously and moths

Kids/Pets/Partner: No kids, two cats, no partner

Interesting fact about yourself?: Not really interesting but I have near 100 decks of cards. It's an unhealthy obsession at this point.",6.656428571428571,10.496145119047616,6.088380952380955,66.37328571428574,74.0,7.645714285714287,33.4,8.548686976883017,3.898765714285714,426,21,50,9,10,131,75,84,0.184,0.7190000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.7985,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,1,1,7,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,1,6,8,4,0,5,1,0,2,0,7,3,0,1,3,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22718540104086876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802098924236657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478922135592893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321428605052254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28054249787766405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33732488883839323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632170869901987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31581295162820505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401977392747326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511860801073716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32634696260713353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Overlordzavorak,2019/05/05,"What should I do or what is this I’m usually really fun with friends very close friends and family. There isn’t a time I don’t make them laugh but with other people I feel like they might be something wrong with me legit. Sometimes I just get super shy and just can’t be myself because I feel like I’m being completely judged or they might see me as a weird. Maybe I’m just meeting the wrong crowd but where do I meet the right one. God, nobody ever taught me how to approach someone as much as how to even say hi.
Perhaps overthinking this a little too much but I usually just go blank and things turn weird because I don’t know what to say so much to socialize.
Could anyone give me an advice? Anything?
Did you have problems meeting new people or talking to them?",3.5340752688172015,5.010692122580647,4.140403225806452,88.38393817204302,72.93548387096773,6.973118279569893,25.174731182795696,7.492282038375204,1.1324086021505375,609,19,124,7,12,193,93,155,0.11199999999999999,0.743,0.145,0.6757,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,4,1,12,12,0,0,6,0,16,0,0,3,1,29,29,15,0,3,10,0,2,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,2,5,18,7,11,20,3,11,0,0,1,0,17,4,0,5,7,83,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350918268557241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666441376466586,0.0,0.11376420342820792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854625279320007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449476952417587,0.0,0.0,0.1103777207184112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130979772485508,0.12505089933357624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303254807872591,0.0,0.13980207883281215,0.1975251148858736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21361614095194567,0.0,0.0722275273767608,0.13261760630285438,0.0785680594627797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597606876524206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507946075608354,0.13855823170125134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227989299915013,0.0,0.1388861083295584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933130930180758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048788767364363,0.0,0.0,0.1335182904935911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367867609256143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916839384521499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228219886188414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885635576174781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180608354383424,0.0,0.2198766174431889,0.0,0.0,0.1101637030219128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140923798562477,0.11713489784452455,0.10642808028588033,0.13672825775968867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111643394643644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184411582670153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061201758872043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037132148657176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30451560339258155,0.11406695177844345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30229933470524223,0.0,0.0
lonely,z_oey,2019/05/05,I need friends I just realized that I really have no one I can rely on. The people I seem to care about could care less about me and I’m starting to realize that. It sucks. I just need someone...,-0.09829268292683224,2.102641121951219,2.2860487804878065,93.27785365853659,89.0,6.206829268292682,20.39512195121951,7.554174236665415,0.7818936585365859,150,5,34,3,5,51,29,41,0.115,0.667,0.218,0.6728,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,11,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,3,5,10,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6151147884099286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408469852767008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23305791793785954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473467458725312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440924649246314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20912960696091054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324792828405515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27461539821425035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555913170966786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135129737260793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dzdcnfsd837,2019/05/05,"I feel the loneliest in bed on Sunday night Hi. First timer here. I lead a solitary existence. No friends, no relationship, only in touch with  close family. Minimal social interaction. No outings with work colleagues. You get the drift.

A few years ago I used to be a homebody without a job. Gradually I nudged myself to get my masters. Found a job and developed more interests. Essentially I changed my personality from extremely shy introvert to a confident introvert. I learnt to have fun by myself. 

I have now reached a point in my life where I travel, go to film festivals and concerts, eat at restuarants, attend talks etc. *ALL BY MYSELF*. My weekends are enjoyable. 

But every Sunday night when I lay in bed I feel so terribly lonely. And I don't know why. If I am able to enjoy my own company why do I suddenly feel the desire for a friend to talk to? Maybe I just want someone to acknowledge my presence and  to comfort me. But this is puzzling to me. I have learnt to be strong and face adversities by myself. I have overcome challenging circumstances in life without others support. Then why do I feel the need for a companion now?",2.6644230769230792,5.559934070754721,4.28811320754717,78.84186502177069,83.29245283018868,7.978519593613932,28.43686502177068,8.730908602173464,2.994643831640058,901,43,156,25,26,300,129,212,0.109,0.725,0.165,0.8862,2,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,6,7,14,0,0,13,0,12,4,1,2,1,28,25,11,0,4,6,0,5,0,3,0,2,1,2,1,2,8,1,0,7,4,0,5,6,3,0,1,1,6,30,11,29,22,5,28,0,1,0,0,11,10,0,2,13,111,32,5,0.1413775977757214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253227101920498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955875244623054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446645774805405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767339300013355,0.0,0.0,0.11911672369183833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327821689896485,0.0,0.28593904542767323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025571244524932,0.0,0.15501323871491138,0.21845596267845566,0.0,0.14772791938530785,0.0,0.08034814686396173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805909017423929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769743039393823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997183566825593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203279940640462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482969736166063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653465966627795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075240338269832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344546518960248,0.0,0.0,0.1336475271760812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178663092216216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411665683163946,0.11978877980772315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043362255555654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272679156078042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210485195162347,0.0,0.0,0.08338817013537275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827138763418483,0.0,0.0,0.2725659183689074,0.0,0.10292457497978806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104253772094574
lonely,lurkrjurkr,2019/05/05,"Anyone just want to talk? I'm 21, m, and just moved back into my hometown where I dont really know anyone. I miss my friends, and could really use someone to talk to.",1.6284761904761886,3.1665985142857167,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,78.14285714285714,6.9523809523809526,20.238095238095237,7.793537801064563,0.6770952380952378,128,3,28,2,3,44,25,35,0.054000000000000006,0.8170000000000001,0.128,0.3687,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39359276465828796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641767524856995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22471492125326512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298573010047468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744756994441145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467755810313832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991368058582472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606081507461494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384716695889431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524376937972436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430824318984925,0.0,0.0,0.16600650067617678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,baodb,2019/05/05,"LATE NIGHT RANT Any contact with a girl feels like a dream
And to have smone in Ur life who is yours and loves u back with how much love I'm ready to give sounds like such a far fetched dream 
All I want is a girl whom I can give hugs day and night, cuddle and kiss I mean at this point I don't even care about the sex all I want is for smone to love me 
And I just feel happy at the thought of smone thinking about me all day and at the end telling me all about it makes me feel so satisfied with life. I want smone so I can share with them every bit of happiness in my life.
And there are guys rejecting girls left and right and walking all over girls feelings and I'm just looking from here like if one girl had ever shown such feeling towards me how I would react but all I can do is dream.
Like I want smone to care for idk I'm just being over the top maybe I'm sorry",1.7299127399650942,2.839873125654453,2.4116020942408376,100.45202792321122,76.90575916230368,5.721605584642234,19.539616055846427,5.6839178017228535,-0.5382379755671907,681,13,174,3,15,211,102,191,0.063,0.713,0.22399999999999998,0.9681,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,17,15,0,0,8,0,14,10,0,4,7,43,39,16,0,6,5,0,5,4,0,1,3,1,0,6,4,14,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,7,19,14,24,35,8,22,0,1,1,7,19,13,0,1,12,103,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525377663242767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639939140114126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686816196880994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556397765070328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170253103210358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111037843801304,0.0,0.0,0.08280364111817404,0.11340151931038342,0.105627002461476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169463040025923,0.08956212330094684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405266674961365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413292021552888,0.0,0.2669107474499693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414192999412922,0.0,0.13621148069061315,0.0,0.2656510022155194,0.2449916979246264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527660377993728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33944550843946875,0.0,0.08368336512309643,0.0,0.12594788026006273,0.13656128362911488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215908085375897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352966464335697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849518416300537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851222267092433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706262954613092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033795693662784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957617788501044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033003387529393,0.0,0.0995272981917759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957785331616038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905703378457884,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chelseaahoym8,2019/05/05,"Surrounded by people but still lonely I’m 23, f, and use Snapchat and also have Instagram. 

I don’t like to complain, I could go on about how my friends aren’t good company for me and multiple other things. In general, I’m just looking for more friends, and JUST FRIENDS, I am entirely taken. It’d just be nice to feel close to a friend again, make someone else’s day, or just get to know somebody new. I like horror movies, video games, 420 related things, nature parks, me and my boyfriend work at a hardware store and I like crafts and diys, and cooking. :)",3.4655555555555537,5.2756135779816535,3.856269113149846,88.98625891946995,73.77064220183486,7.413251783893987,28.624872579001018,8.167268648758528,1.8644731906218133,436,18,89,7,9,136,79,109,0.086,0.624,0.29100000000000004,0.9828,1,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,9,11,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,3,0,22,17,12,0,1,6,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,1,0,2,3,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,9,9,11,13,1,10,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,1,7,51,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708416421247207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681651823261964,0.0,0.0,0.13474491943355524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453725457849456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564313106296054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6456864780312168,0.0,0.10915920857145137,0.0,0.11874180802583065,0.17524363261313522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482446981083302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30622328285192185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545164449837397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946483359869924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017894208681296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484828553073095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702880341048627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685468257400304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776124660419483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804515904269761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210618539942766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,icalledtheshitpoop,2019/05/05,"Ideas of setting up a legal/contractual caretaker for my cats in the event of suicide? I am a 37 year old mail. Basically I have a job and a decect upper middle class life, and despite a long spell of addiction/recovery, I have a life most people would be happy with.

Except socially... Since I was 5 I have been unable to relate to people or make friends. I have acquaintances at work but we all know those don't count. I have gone through times with people where I petend to be someone I am most definitely not (aka someone normal people will I can associate with/sleep with/invite to baseball games/go with to concerts or barbecues, etc.) but at the end of every day when I an alone, doing this makes me break down and cry and I am in a great deal of emotional discord/pain that literally hurts my head, shoulders, back, and gives me a headache and the most crippling depression with the inability to sleep without heavy medication. Plus I spend all night having bad dreams and I wake up wishing I had died in my sleep.

Anytime I become ""close"" to a person, especially a girlfriend, I start to show my true self and they become annoyed and frightened (not in a case od physical harm, just in a ""boy have I met a damaged crazy person"" sort of way. Nobody sticks around after I show myself.

I have attempted to solve it with religion, spirituality, meeting similar people, supoort groupsbm, hundreds of illicit drugs, dozens of psych meds, and 20 years of therapy with 5 different professionals. Not one thing has improved, it gets worse every day, and it has come to the point where living causes, unexaggwrated, a truly unbearable amount of pain.

7 years ago a friend forced me to take 2 kittens (littermates) and they have been my only friends ever. If they didn't rely on me to feed them, I would have killed myself years ago (I do know the correct chemical combination with no pain abd 100% success rate and I can obtain anything) but this is not fair to the cats and I cannot stand the idea of them being euthanized or separated because they are so accustomed to their brother/sister routine.  I know they will get over my passing as long as they remain toferher so that does not concern me. I also know a better life awaits them rather than beinf taken care of by someone who can barely muster the energy to play with them.

My question is, what are my options for ensuring they are together and in good hands for life when I am gone? Surely a program exists, a kind, openminded, and understanding stranger is reading, and/or a contract can be created? I should mention there is an amoubt of money involved that passes on to them and should cover them for the rest if their life.

Any ideas?",6.5858950656636495,7.172548772727275,6.843395384419233,75.07113795741428,65.22529644268775,9.612036210633688,32.725742700497264,9.536714749202195,3.0172975392069357,2133,83,380,39,31,689,282,506,0.141,0.7120000000000001,0.146,-0.6157,2,1,1,0,0,1,69.0,1,0,15,5,13,22,2,0,31,0,46,16,6,3,6,76,65,33,4,9,17,0,1,0,4,6,9,1,0,4,12,30,1,0,9,6,2,5,10,9,0,2,9,2,59,13,65,46,8,51,0,3,0,0,34,21,0,11,21,265,71,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198105915188192,0.0,0.0,0.08294391829306838,0.0,0.06404395380119714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446055323449326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590313978994404,0.07129263817316933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158042956630375,0.06686763844551027,0.04881907895531988,0.1768952038283239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082868356903313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165200538470717,0.08226936600717012,0.0,0.06898614516008543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796962330970813,0.10329641274890468,0.08256412909598349,0.06897710201974099,0.0,0.08311559689655745,0.08367179053559731,0.0,0.0,0.07008293219492591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928731866373741,0.0,0.0,0.09008485743727834,0.07093154863340234,0.0,0.08931595599841267,0.0,0.07244147676768659,0.13495015042805986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562044088976348,0.0,0.08368222498734477,0.07682483930281453,0.04551415691200055,0.06717150703017867,0.0,0.08829400657819722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525198263667529,0.0,0.0,0.08219032509152659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857326598813265,0.2712186859356253,0.0,0.0,0.07947201540071278,0.0,0.08860219831304121,0.08339621441169573,0.17605050902275796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828320558421617,0.0,0.0,0.070716531318322,0.1417454279704158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691473248809558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895639256758342,0.08067722250458928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515435705706318,0.07846630643410049,0.0,0.0,0.0840357465587244,0.0,0.054267675594115626,0.060908259100218215,0.2556482921096012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27760431248637396,0.13985428393830251,0.0,0.0,0.07570622049431902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971353984910639,0.0,0.08010668243890243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354613163231357,0.0,0.0,0.06624714809396418,0.0,0.24042854020326404,0.08163658265540176,0.20356730801881864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056684582484036634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876000029425955,0.0,0.07547917443846744,0.0,0.060213961041406576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158418875333693,0.0,0.053204922302564316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669821353121355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337132006954426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356775352396389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209380952664163,0.07719909208677858,0.0,0.05830284130463464,0.0,0.08161346734725174,0.11378018712865574,0.0,0.0,0.20628848376620976
lonely,dixielandmarvel,2019/05/05,"I'm a guy who got along great with the girls years ago, but few guys. I'm a straight guy but some stuff I like makes people wonder. I'm an odd guy. Problem was, the girls and I got married and drifted apart. Post divorce I have a buddy but not a friend, I lost my connection to gal pals. I've always like hanging with girls and I'm not  gay. 

I like country and comics and bad humor but also like Taylor Swift, flowers, knick knacks, chick flicks. 

Not trying to make sense, just kicking out thoughts.",0.27100424328147105,2.6859313267326748,1.1265417256011323,99.83527227722773,92.16831683168316,3.2817538896746816,18.105374823196605,4.65589566412798,-0.7842169731258841,388,11,84,1,14,119,66,101,0.129,0.65,0.221,0.8177,1,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,2,10,0,0,7,0,2,1,0,2,0,23,13,10,0,1,8,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,9,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,0,6,7,6,8,2,8,0,1,0,1,12,3,0,2,6,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477991912470556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333367229773235,0.13873563214094145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392155114475485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288178916554462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667040292238944,0.18382427687428315,0.0,0.6603695313918181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258302722445989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200931568688206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22259181736673747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115592018026264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968460751558114,0.0,0.0,0.15954144555740954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086997153554786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236777793006174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132011045988118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081537280468052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737091005784004
lonely,MyFeelingsWoop,2019/05/05,"I just want to do things with someone The one person who I could go out to eat with and go to concerts with and do almost anything with left me. 

He is now doing all of that with his new friends and new girlfriend.

I’ve never felt to lonely. I’ve been asking friends and people that are acquaintances if they want to hang out or do something and almost every single person says they’re busy. Then they post snapchats or instagram posts with other friends or just sitting doing nothing. I mean, I’m reaching out and trying to do things and no one wants to do them with me.

It makes me feel like shit and it makes me feel worse when I see that my ex is doing all that he used to do with me with someone else. I can’t even do ANYTHING with anyone because they don’t want to hangout with me......",5.6540740740740745,5.131182432098768,5.560864197530866,87.25388888888891,67.27160493827161,7.693827160493827,29.11111111111111,5.82211442006289,1.150155555555556,622,18,132,2,9,194,85,162,0.063,0.831,0.106,0.6506,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,0,5,6,1,0,1,0,17,2,1,3,3,45,33,14,0,6,6,1,3,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,10,22,1,0,4,2,0,3,4,2,0,2,2,6,17,4,24,30,3,16,0,1,1,0,17,4,1,6,7,94,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26971516751472724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416790882116673,0.0,0.22165214101688552,0.0,0.12590296857076114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082096645223648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075270488455486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780617221848315,0.11250370225482806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895158385346104,0.0,0.11346951703769365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619147833026038,0.0962118647600103,0.12930914385164932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121487706871914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307784057449028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632480870211215,0.0,0.0,0.0657954145103443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797932498949765,0.0,0.0,0.14670058354722934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386968172186137,0.2601399566911654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129224318680476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825185646963806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933667051588857,0.2351860743214409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579628926442322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709898532931084,0.0,0.0,0.10731855848032444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382419778169789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282194232689141,0.10367941386136052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789442047615443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143550166531376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631598107713174,0.0,0.0,0.31773927618749964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724535607095836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,loserthot,2019/05/05,"if anyone is looking for a friend... i can’t turn my brain off for even a second, so i’m posting my make a friend comment thing here because i’m paranoid no one will see it lol..


Gender: male

Age: 18

From: US, Midwest

Contact: i'll give out my insta, snap, phone#, etc. if we talk a bit on here

Interests: art (digital+traditional), anime, politics, music (alt. rock, shoegaze, noise pop, indie pop, punk rock, house, rap, rnb, j rock, jpop), exploring the ideas of transhumanism/posthumanism

Dislikes: excessive machismo, strong coffee, crowds 

Interesting fact about yourself?: i run an aesthetic blog 2 help with my anxiety:  [shounenmanga.tumblr.com/](https://shounenmanga.tumblr.com/) (feel free 2 msg me on tumblr if you have one too!)
 
as a disclaimer: i’m into guys so heads up if that’ll make you uncomfortable",6.472858077174621,8.803548568345324,6.401491170699806,71.67383911052978,66.9136690647482,8.795552648790059,29.90255068672335,9.339509955726095,2.793267625899281,637,24,106,13,11,201,110,139,0.08,0.795,0.125,0.807,0,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,2,2,0,1,7,6,0,0,7,1,5,2,2,2,1,14,15,7,0,4,4,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,6,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,11,7,13,13,2,10,0,0,2,0,15,6,0,4,1,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677632999956534,0.0,0.0,0.14329679397059705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492776152257483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22373824842427067,0.0,0.0,0.22877759413940185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285590529338444,0.13535902989004875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362236166837158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166678092447518,0.0,0.0,0.19659435222479324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029199613796323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103246016151689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736502650995575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23646991225244615,0.0,0.2313490547963978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209555963166065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735942276941953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777413822661788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962731037677608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330834523448415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472068801590578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361511111531851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291272904842369,0.0,0.0,0.2465141128992153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wastedmylife1,2019/05/05,"A friend called me and then said it was an accident I intentionally didn't pick up because it was late and I figured he was drunk or it was a mistake. Stupidly, I texted him and asked him what's up. Then he told me he accidentally called me. When he called I got this little rush like hey, someone actually wants to talk to me, maybe I do have some value. I should have left it there and listened to my intuition - it would have been better to fool myself than to again have to confront the truth that I'm not even an occasional blip on anyone's radar. My only consolation is that loneliness has been show to adversely effect health and shorten one's lifespan. I want to die, so anything that can hasten that is good. Still, I continue to foolishly think that someday I will be wanted.  All it does is cause me pain.",5.460000000000001,5.880880745341617,6.08030434782609,80.1456739130435,67.63354037267081,9.172919254658387,29.764596273291932,9.120678840339163,2.2708951552795043,644,22,130,11,10,210,105,161,0.185,0.7170000000000001,0.098,-0.9358,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,11,2,0,5,0,21,3,0,4,2,22,31,10,1,6,2,0,0,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,13,5,1,0,3,2,0,1,2,6,0,1,10,2,19,5,13,17,2,13,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,2,8,89,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.16571904502494106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874153495235484,0.0,0.1397467342075289,0.0,0.158758030525468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352020970124476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501912844902294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202131783447997,0.0,0.0,0.17445109992438007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624552130634066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860992858830374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216398171548783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120189467545515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243629012494902,0.13581992960010345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050987126186152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915634573387221,0.0,0.18450906051120716,0.0,0.0,0.0829650844920178,0.1702034541123407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706062142657821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507388663853095,0.1291551559250638,0.18069960471241198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153694988047265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388725928041846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561783456225615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649424241431354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881328802841024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226952552813095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004912966752112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063468917741425,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ANON-ACC04,2019/05/05,"Wow teacher....wow Last Friday our Spanish teacher told us we were going to have a little project with a partner but then she told us that she was going to pick our partners for us. This is the first time she's picking our partners and I know why. Everytime she says pick partners, I end up being alone and she just randomly picks someone for me. I can tell she feels bad for me because I'm usually to myself in that class.",1.7443398692810457,4.1016061529411765,2.9474509803921585,90.75241830065364,81.58823529411767,5.189542483660131,25.91503267973856,6.42735559955562,0.9842287581699348,333,14,66,3,9,107,58,85,0.087,0.885,0.028999999999999998,-0.705,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,7,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,4,0,13,13,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,2,19,1,9,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,21,3,0,1,6,46,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194605858060802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568871404194981,0.11454099282203815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642202550175814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950069707437672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982610471358813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135737433690555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326393144751493,0.15316210356278614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883233493443484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942418263783794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920552692063356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423130030331365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956494582325306,0.0,0.0,0.3590895461358343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6780551630475938,0.0,0.20694331060082455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954889108602414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-Dancing,2019/05/05,The 3 am lonely taco bell run is real. Stay strong people. We will get through this together.,0.6716666666666669,3.114045055555557,1.8277777777777795,92.645,98.44444444444444,4.622222222222223,17.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.10097777777777804,73,2,14,1,3,23,18,18,0.12,0.721,0.159,0.2023,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29274074476137146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884509198866042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6377595774152925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.597219775803578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Killin_yo_karma,2019/05/05,Pity party. Come thru. All are welcome.,-0.07761904761904502,-3.2817054285714296,0.4914285714285711,95.6952380952381,174.71428571428572,0.9333333333333336,16.61904761904762,3.1291,-0.9677238095238092,30,1,5,0,3,9,7,7,0.185,0.336,0.479,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kay11321,2019/05/05,3:46am question Anyone have discord or play games or do YouTube? I’d like to chat about it if possible.,3.1165000000000016,5.641849650000001,3.0599999999999987,90.935,77.5,6.0,30.0,7.1686216300943375,1.7425000000000002,83,4,16,1,2,25,19,20,0.114,0.6779999999999999,0.20800000000000002,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876551289319133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27085585964932324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6250119842174349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6210641061041869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rezthefatal,2019/05/05,"It's May 2019 Bear with me as I'm fairly drunk right now. It's May of 2019 and in less than a month I'll be thirty years old. I've never had a single person I could call a friend, I've never been on a date, and I don't have any family. I'm a fairly nice person and I can't understand why this is happening to me, it feels like I'm cursed or something. My worst fear is that I'll channel my loneliness into hatred and end up on r/foreveralone or r/incels and I don't know what to fucking do anymore I'm so lonely.",0.5628205128205153,1.8226784871794912,3.2943675213675228,92.28257692307696,80.36752136752136,6.047521367521367,18.53760683760684,6.742157984588678,-0.05346085470085527,401,8,96,4,10,142,74,117,0.177,0.747,0.076,-0.9089,0,3,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,1,5,0,13,2,0,0,2,17,22,9,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,7,1,0,3,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,8,3,11,16,3,14,0,1,0,1,4,6,1,4,9,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053364981277248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195314749424682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260352000773316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767394260114251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606089671331964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086802528543347,0.2490936251482649,0.11192720327660198,0.15814095091178562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710236173246376,0.20464546469556932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574955418556972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165468444877604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814621920336878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668891791852573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414558127393667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322820260337303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865692607369705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890418116445257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041516801394513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304454941127651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997446403073834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254977470556798
lonely,newsharks,2019/05/05,"I want a relationship, but I'm in one... Maybe I'm just with the wrong person, but I don't know if my boyfriend likes me any more. He hasn't even kissed me in like a month but we sleep in the same bed at night. I wish I had something sweet and nice rather than cold and distant... on top of that we moved to a different city and I don't have any friends since Im introverted and find it hard to find the energy to meet people. I've been lonely for months....",2.3880952380952394,3.0133029898989925,3.5135930735930763,95.0618181818182,74.65656565656566,7.273304473304473,21.21356421356421,7.447530270364453,0.21584733044733007,352,7,90,4,7,114,70,99,0.13699999999999998,0.644,0.21899999999999997,0.8439,1,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,6,0,6,2,1,0,0,19,11,8,0,4,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,3,10,6,12,9,2,10,0,1,0,1,7,6,0,1,5,50,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769949450524273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278394769562092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345171494311571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37228764015327537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157349129388763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824415816457396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199904306185477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192757458605083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989984038992137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20460633857031946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251229022287497,0.21646098865102686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112344409941448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380069695086607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119392242012271,0.17783022478690547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21865728850450025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684717107734534,0.0,0.20380956590692534,0.0,0.0,0.15678932969084802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201254093616641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23420180474171198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226729540132107,0.0,0.0
lonely,Theyoloboss2214,2019/05/05,I think I like being lonely Can anyone relate to this?,-0.2681818181818194,1.804562636363638,2.6459090909090897,85.88886363636364,104.45454545454544,2.2,5.5,3.1291,-2.03630909090909,43,0,7,0,2,15,10,11,0.20800000000000002,0.583,0.20800000000000002,0.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.655409803782731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457936894360929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6006095153163572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,uselessthoughtss,2019/05/05,"It would be nice to have a best friend Someone to share my excitement and sadness with. A partner in crime, a soulmate. Someone to think of me as their best friend too.",2.91,5.028847272727276,3.003030303030304,93.12454545454548,76.27272727272728,5.612121212121212,29.181818181818183,6.42735559955562,1.23329090909091,132,6,27,1,3,40,26,33,0.12,0.375,0.505,0.9661,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,1,8,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,7,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6452812367853921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750566855831054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5209879374110905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699593548570468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183974391098926,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Koiibitoo,2019/05/05,"Pretty alone as of lately Lately, my friends have been saying extremely rude things to me and bashing me for my homosexuality, I just want some people to talk to now...

PM me or something, thanks.",3.2183333333333337,6.0644163888888905,4.63666666666667,77.85000000000005,79.55555555555556,5.822222222222222,22.88888888888889,7.1686216300943375,1.0536888888888885,154,5,27,2,4,51,30,36,0.11800000000000001,0.647,0.23399999999999999,0.6378,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,2,6,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30171893442861364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250725662430686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6572417120693718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196412004610192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963764562657926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316687977053039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427182743325594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341514159805823,0.0,0.2682076687309905,0.0,0.0,0.1935395963181598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718276692159423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MrDarkendy,2019/05/05,"open ear open book. heya M24 here. Listen do you feel like you have a hard time making friends, or talking to people?

Not being able to socialize due work or other issues. I feel you, i'm in the same situation, but yet i'm happy and always in to talk some positive sense into ya. Feel free to private message me anytime, now i will reply when i have the time, i also have a job and other things, but i will always reply asap. i'm open to talk about ANY subject, no matter who you are, what you're doing, i just hope to make your day a lil brighter",2.3799122807017525,3.680699973684213,4.151754385964914,87.8572807017544,75.57894736842105,6.119298245614036,21.43859649122808,6.42735559955562,0.3369017543859649,423,10,89,3,9,143,76,114,0.033,0.748,0.21899999999999997,0.9738,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,6,0,1,7,5,0,0,5,0,9,1,1,2,0,21,19,8,0,1,6,0,4,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,13,6,10,16,2,13,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,4,8,58,18,3,0.19373970195211174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493356965487734,0.3224139043761801,0.0,0.0,0.1317496409449005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494608007346535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938818436010843,0.1384076817856115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968281313609155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623951530314216,0.17355271859344928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242723876558995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022139136832024,0.19225675966104488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465143220345544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25864551093295085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343147152301456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21777154236947935,0.0,0.19749322792420124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671619010988921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287120492456635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259423564433765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410448104498511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MurderMittens42,2018/12/01,"M4W Tried everything else Why not reddit. Used most paid sites. POFdotcom is free so used for years. Women here are to afraid to meet or who knows what. Half the accounts are fake. I've got a great career, lots of cool stuff. I'm in the center of the midwest which means nowhere but it's cheap to live and low crime. I did a lot of amazing expensive things the past year not just to have fun but to have out of this world pics to put on my profile. No difference. I'd be happy to share if I get any PM's share me your local profile or something and I'll share back if interested I have pretty broad tastes, easy going, humorous, honest. Cheers.",1.0935368956743012,3.477940694656489,2.138137404580153,95.28822391857507,84.80152671755727,5.325394402035624,18.656997455470734,6.742157984588678,0.012770585241729915,505,13,110,6,15,159,99,131,0.07400000000000001,0.607,0.319,0.9917,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,4,16,0,1,6,1,8,1,0,2,0,19,17,9,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,0,2,0,5,2,3,3,0,1,3,2,6,14,15,13,3,15,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,7,4,61,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399420969047207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823736502815922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21500343136264516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190848528394626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494792800702103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751512188976946,0.0,0.1169533943162689,0.0,0.16458652196503587,0.2268806997143442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190639005096436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309505656189392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171353559160036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499051971512113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241621795765653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644680856731656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093591814880092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20687259660611268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842475078431462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355766791676707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671562168336227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971574514817606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554674863231493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569060037314455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650399350630784
lonely,Dakota1203,2018/12/01,"Yikes It’s been about 2 years since I’ve hugged another person and about 4 since the last time I’ve had sex. I don’t have any friends or family, and I know that I don’t cross anyone’s mind. It’s gotten to the point where I get excited whenever my phone rings from anything, only being work at this point though. I’ve  tried looking for escorts and all that jazz but can’t find any( I’m not asking for resources, just stating my experience).  I guess I’m just looking for any interaction with anyone at this point. ",7.371714285714287,5.637698933333336,7.434285714285719,79.16571428571429,64.42857142857143,10.685714285714287,32.42857142857143,9.3871,2.5459142857142862,408,12,86,6,5,132,69,105,0.0,0.938,0.062,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,1,14,16,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,3,7,3,10,12,1,11,0,0,2,2,5,6,0,2,3,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354219486044874,0.18206435604196608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24280981490279255,0.0,0.1428812533028777,0.0,0.16231897297642398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698417423420243,0.16368125887625726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586930723362631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414475302945025,0.0,0.09071359288400427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127108923579156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542154385191924,0.14153019526471175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916079963961383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531503375222776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205210593112734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516054882405638,0.0,0.0,0.4924044454420445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872541605021149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170588871246847,0.0,0.101244027183107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178821825440625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640343181336694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118108985262788
lonely,HCyon,2018/12/01,"I feel like an Alien in a trenchcoat. Even around family, the wife, best friend. 
I don't feel like I belong anywhere, never have. Im tired of trying. I have a happy life but I feel like I'm just some stranger playing human. Like I wasn't supposed to be here, live this life, something feels wrong like I'm not actually here. Always felt this way, take pills for it, the pills are life savers. Doesn't get rid of the feeling though. I've studied psychology for six months pretty intensely hoping to get a grip of what this is but I think I'm just broken. I can't find a logical reason for feeling like this since I was in the single digits.

Just getting the thoughts out of my head. Writing helps to cope. That's all I've really found from my studies. 

Best of luck to you all.

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lonely,MasterJacobs,2018/12/01,"I’m tired. I had the world. I was in the military. I had a stable income. I got injured. I medically retired. I got a great job that was very stressful. Life wore me out. It became survival. Living until the weekend and then not living on the weekend. My relationship of 7 years ended, a partner who was closed off to me and who never even asked if I was ok as I transitioned though the hardest parts of my life...I miss her greatly but I know that time has passed. 

I pushed all of my friends away because they were not really my friends. I have only three family members. I seek direction, I am attempting to pursue a life where I am free from bills, free from burdens, working a job to pay off land, pay off a very small home or trailer... and to be left in peace to pursue my happiness. 

I have no one to talk to. I have a friend in town, we are similar but very different in many ways. We don’t really connect. I have my father. I have my mother. I have a brother who lives out of state. I feel so alone at times. I am searching for social groups that I can visit with, trying to meet people who are worth the effort. 

I wanted to share my experience. Not in great detail. I hope so greatly for a world that I can be happy in, people that I can be happy with and truly share with. I want a person who is actually invested in caring about how I feel. I want friends who value me. I have always over invested in others. I am now taking the energy that I used to pour into others, taking the lessons that I have learned in allowing life to beat me down, and I am leaning every single fiber of my being towards pursuing happiness. I know that happiness will come. I know that there is no option otherwise. The things that we work at conquering, the things that we lean ourselves against totally, they crumble before us. 

I have been to the deepest dark. I have been so alone. It was only in the darkness, when I reached out for others and found no one, that I found myself. I am thankful for this entire experience, life in general and this great sadness, I have truly learned that being happy while we are here is all that matters. I am hopeful for the future, I am hopeful for my happiness. I am so alone but I see the clearing in the clouds ahead and the valley I must traverse to get there. When I emerge into the light it will all have been worth the effort and the tears, the lonely nights, the feelings of dread and emptiness.

I’ve heard that the summit of some mountains is so difficult to attain that climbers individually plan each and every step, every breath, every thought absolutely consumed with the goal. How can I say I wish for happiness when I do not pursue it with everything that I am. 

There will be doubt. There will be hard days, weeks, months, maybe years. But I will persevere. I realized that I have always been alone, I have never felt the connection which I seek. I finally have myself, I have finally found myself, and the lashes of life be damned, I will continue to move forward. 

Step by step. Breath by breath.

I wish you all the very best. Thank you for being here.",2.9889851108140846,4.951148584843494,4.2340996549687615,85.10494078517921,75.50741350906095,7.0852506916166735,24.632401852600175,7.966352962830772,1.4233234217152098,2409,80,471,38,53,790,261,607,0.099,0.675,0.226,0.9985,4,6,0,0,0,0,84.0,6,2,2,15,22,38,1,3,36,1,68,11,3,4,9,81,103,33,0,10,10,3,5,0,5,7,8,2,1,2,36,30,0,0,15,2,9,9,10,9,0,3,21,9,89,31,72,66,10,71,0,3,1,0,37,36,1,8,26,363,125,9,0.0,0.0,0.057730891428724125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450845543535497,0.0,0.0,0.09845046561308723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055305910206786886,0.0,0.05558206013379925,0.0,0.0,0.03606292798779928,0.0,0.05034016207013687,0.0,0.06208398008533045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060316795262423034,0.0,0.0,0.05096045313228763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0381528203120248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061808821904589736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239753361120555,0.0,0.0,0.039074124821656286,0.0,0.19937686908365865,0.0,0.053168516759751344,0.11573819103323865,0.055770073208009766,0.0,0.0897380787399341,0.0,0.0568021547065939,0.1296121272203923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945951830499417,0.1828251504976181,0.0,0.03090826494636863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463010854812057,0.3261163943606952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038089495227579,0.05299506541754631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593415484769048,0.17627544280170934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741284881938024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753712531498834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427669516430813,0.0,0.25071555500206233,0.0,0.0,0.1567160973364715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997819123475325,0.05943341534077256,0.0,0.0,0.05959671767059454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047220346691062204,0.06287691736954311,0.0,0.0,0.0912545169622138,0.0,0.0,0.055516945925971437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017567389204427,0.08998654660419524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406369967498607,0.0,0.08202714630860686,0.05165557276355205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579785721184018,0.0,0.0,0.06351489174666387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047045807839962366,0.0,0.0,0.04714226063302701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030540240560929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776671777238003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896078284818874,0.047549961974984484,0.0,0.10893177302515593,0.0,0.0,0.07860555023374714,0.0,0.0581236599915253,0.04696583411298925,0.0689924655594721,0.06799485196252733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04016524552375599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116129027777521,0.051094595132208175,0.0,0.19525029834135785,0.1046809702591654,0.046957856779292505,0.04745397966116247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606042933013868,0.0,0.0,0.08613727306807407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619323115028215
lonely,MayFly1995,2018/12/01,"Loneliness within a friendship group Does anyone else feel really lonely when out with ‘friends’? I make every effort to take part in their conversations, relate to people and try to get to know new people but people don’t seem to want to know me at all. They even create physical barriers between me and them by leaning on a table whilst sitting so I cannot be involved, like they forget I’m even there. It makes you feel so excluded. Does anyone else feel like this? Please don’t say I’m alone in this! :(",4.89061224489796,6.205207653061228,5.402653061224491,81.26377551020407,69.40816326530611,8.048979591836735,25.22448979591837,8.418075326091056,1.6371265306122451,402,11,74,6,7,129,70,98,0.20600000000000002,0.708,0.086,-0.9211,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,4,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,17,17,6,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,9,3,15,16,2,10,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,5,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775026091935997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396719925384587,0.3512072561583482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29995938413671697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28633944222521873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263956331673232,0.0,0.14439879562605154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599713908919907,0.12243708935208512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324112052884647,0.0,0.08954130443835613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837682945593626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745957612306528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288009099210671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552417521940754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559266416277115,0.0,0.3564492066720561,0.0,0.0,0.188128666504513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979327083155843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629179799176652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602197166292314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885978158117273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163587954071326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108699235347712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,I_love_reddit_meme,2018/12/01,"...Not being worth the effort? So I don't have much of a problem of talking to people, making conversation, getting on with them. On the rare occasion that that actually develops into a friendship it eventually (whether that be a month or a year) turns into the other person not making the effort to see me/ reply to me / talk to me. 

I have a short tether for lack of effort by people because of this, so if I notice someone not putting the effort in when I am (messaging them, not even replying to me tagging them in stuff) I bring it up with them, if it doesn't get any better I go radio silent - no messages, nothing, just to see if they'll actually message me first or initiate any type of contact. And then I get nothing. And the friendship ends just like that. And it seems to happen with everyone, and it makes me look at myself and think - what is it about me that makes people not want to put the effort in?

I just want someone who will, endlessly tag ME in memes first, message me about their day or what they're doing or anything fucking interesting, and take an interest in me.

Anyone else experience anything similar?

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lonely,discoball17,2018/12/01,"I dont know what i want anymore.. Today I was hanging out with my friends I had lot of fun and stuff but now at home I feel so lonely and sad, how can I stop Overthinking my life over and over every night and stop feeling like a loser..",0.4782352941176456,2.281479960784317,2.2703529411764727,96.95258823529413,82.72549019607844,4.864313725490196,20.003921568627447,5.6839178017228535,-0.27563843137254906,182,5,43,1,5,60,40,51,0.266,0.578,0.156,-0.8135,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,15,8,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,8,3,6,6,1,10,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,1,6,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631887614179152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110270601999747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359673887986808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683713759683894,0.18958976616374315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050343534050362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662009245204872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584763177649834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874479580390203,0.12965279576253996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256192529638287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490440966130032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437443713563776,0.0,0.0,0.3038001996097269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515521835263629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652985009615827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jeffmcmeth,2018/12/01,"Uk Anybody from , preferably, the uk want to start talking?",5.2360000000000015,8.287782600000002,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,73.0,4.0,40.0,3.1291,2.3990000000000005,46,3,7,0,1,13,9,10,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.578902308292133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6573839551269711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824090100689048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Peonyy7,2018/12/01,Feeling down this weekend All my friends are out with other friends this weekend and I'm just home alone. Feeling really lonely and down.,3.837466666666668,6.9904548800000015,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,80.2,4.933333333333334,32.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,2.050733333333333,112,6,18,1,3,33,19,25,0.15,0.563,0.28800000000000003,0.5279,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,4,4,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264076492495836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416346141486824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6361726290995177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41297894525601214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26375212584985364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Clarity133,2018/12/01,"Looking for friends Hello I am a female at the age of 21 and I am looking for people to chat with and get to know. I play on Ps4 I suck but I usually play dead by daylight and Overwatch so I would also love someone to play with.
I really wish I had more friends and what better way than to meet people from all over the world. (: ",0.03557142857142637,2.1532519142857147,2.1510714285714307,95.22517857142859,87.0,4.642857142857143,20.17857142857143,5.985473137389443,-0.039571428571429035,254,8,57,2,8,85,48,70,0.086,0.5579999999999999,0.355,0.9765,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,11,11,7,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,8,7,15,9,2,7,0,0,2,1,6,4,1,0,2,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208291130487482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303572108825405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40246413262294,0.0,0.1360804901148689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314294078827414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374444645990719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350768568520268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611427005614149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685843700611722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068835646402898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868617690671521,0.0,0.0,0.20674237704244547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29951810528044664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502452142220768,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HotWrongdoer,2018/12/01,"Lack of joy It has been some time since I have felt real joy. I've been lonely for a few years now. I miss the best friend I've ever had.

I feel like I can't ever get ahead. I think about all of the great things I've done in my life and my regrets outweigh everything. I don't want to feel this way. I cry every day. I have panic attacks. My head hurts. My heart hurts more.",-1.3708871851040527,0.6095231927710856,0.7165826944140186,103.36431544359257,94.18072289156626,3.500109529025192,12.364731653888281,4.851557810540192,-1.6312313253012047,287,4,73,1,11,94,59,83,0.256,0.529,0.21600000000000005,-0.0057,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,13,1,1,3,0,9,3,2,0,3,13,16,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,5,3,12,6,7,11,6,9,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145496115146428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791473294676865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715847684086566,0.12162566305900595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299418115950975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411829088880681,0.15889614255650342,0.0,0.16949352765752165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071466170563914,0.13472952540597471,0.1810770389415302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570502240254474,0.0,0.09853107024228823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792236261512076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935488855860229,0.0,0.0,0.22348137129026246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40378136380110224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332074770486528,0.09213608937920267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212710312905228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465796902041004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156004513579432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529155235588554,0.12084156718233816,0.0,0.0,0.10996899182184072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123592186463084,0.14969484352409038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144649050152174
lonely,iTsKonec,2018/12/01,"Every weekend struggle. Every weekend I tell myself I’m gonna hang out with my friends I haven’t seen in a couple months and have a good time! But yeah right. By the time they invite me out it’s too late for me to find a sitter for my daughter and I don’t want to look like a bad guy my ex has painted me out to be by going out one night. So I stay home and after my daughter goes to sleep, message some girls I think are cute and interesting, always to always have them not reply, or just completely stop talking to me mid conversation. With my past and how this has been going now for a few months I’m about ready to throw in the towel and be a single dad for the rest of forever. No one seems interested in me. It almost just feels like I’m stuck, and the world has sped by me leaving me to far behind to find anyone to connect with. That’s my rant on this lonely early morning ",3.1414520773344314,3.838033165775403,4.533368983957222,88.18113944878651,72.95721925133691,6.823364870423695,23.475524475524484,6.67199483983844,0.5686103661044837,690,17,152,5,13,230,112,187,0.08900000000000001,0.77,0.14,0.8359,1,2,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,7,10,0,1,10,1,11,1,1,1,0,29,24,11,0,1,5,4,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,14,0,1,5,2,0,4,4,3,0,2,3,3,21,7,32,18,4,31,0,1,2,0,13,12,0,4,16,102,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232520581417328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697694635998992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334790936183844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535129104337654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699644945084827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793666122936486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27316168944444297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196539317311073,0.1158081756605795,0.0,0.0,0.2963229140753412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524227913797945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425654149010026,0.13596637191356326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050989525198864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626049973670614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828620238754903,0.17164627988170314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839308260537194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136127762207345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587820691049277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212499636124652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196937150568645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474800772133893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843718027429572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757472590099635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222253433153386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278285549055902,0.0,0.13552742625899286,0.0,0.1694678275334114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029423127971446,0.14168732036512627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387063560999778,0.0,0.0,0.18904999900720795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561400250055656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HyperNovaDeluxe,2018/12/01,"Just found out i was lonely... I kinda knew all along but i looked up the symptoms of it and cried because of how much I matched it. I'm almost always alone in my room playing games on my pc so i guess it makes since. Pretty sure i know the cause of it. I got my mom into video games and she got an xbox, it was fun until she stopped talking to me and would rather play those damn games than to talk to her own daughter. I honestly dont know what I'm doing here on this sub, i dont even know what i want to hear anymore.",0.8376315789473701,2.2864543421052663,2.3121403508771934,98.79031578947372,80.14035087719299,4.910877192982457,19.294736842105266,4.935628992294339,-0.6149726315789472,401,9,99,1,10,130,77,114,0.09300000000000001,0.725,0.183,0.9015,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,3,2,25,20,7,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,9,6,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,2,17,5,16,13,3,9,0,1,1,0,11,7,1,3,2,64,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656276828181158,0.1826182311971597,0.0,0.0,0.14671548713643684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748657829400377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748532298648407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181133064498554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368336266845826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133002496337189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646017562109262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332989368669928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28204442481714004,0.0,0.19424049236736146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987296839621649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907087694377326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806754388380022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176974740143497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065082479496728,0.0,0.0,0.12961824620718956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793846458931699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585683020218554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741455240038587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166183050087793,0.1832678920753896,0.0,0.28344470657542603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400031765447666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525533484745802,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JealousPepper,2018/12/01,"I could use someone to talk to Im in hs, not depressed, but super lonely and need advice. Dm",0.29050000000000153,2.113939049999999,3.0599999999999987,90.935,83.5,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.3584999999999998,71,2,15,0,2,25,18,20,0.307,0.617,0.076,-0.7662,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936991719426364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216746583356517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470083258540571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351900342973051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987376227084391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34136715270144125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32382749609753364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479673614562466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jhrepairtech,2018/12/01,Alone in south florida Basically the title says it all. I've been in Florida for three years now. Most of the time I dont like to complain or whine but tonight it sorta hit me just how very alone I feel. Haven't had a girlfriend since I moved down here. Have no real friends i hang out with. Dating websites seem to yield no results. I'm just not sure how to meet people or develop lasting relationships. It seemed like in my small hometown we all grew up together so I was like the popular cool kid. I turned 27 last week and I really dont have any social life besides work. I dont mean to complain I guess the overwhelming loneliness just caught up to me tonight.,2.2826521239954083,4.497156358208958,3.400149253731346,89.04433409873711,78.70149253731344,7.108151549942595,25.233065442020674,8.139509932561175,1.5439685419058562,528,20,110,10,13,170,93,134,0.174,0.721,0.105,-0.7781,0,2,0,0,1,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,8,11,0,1,5,1,9,1,0,3,3,26,18,7,0,0,7,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,4,0,0,4,7,4,0,1,4,3,13,7,15,13,3,22,0,2,0,0,10,9,0,7,12,64,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255176699072799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068666199739634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5525319132333065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945919010258584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141282658021255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311719663083036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561946056848838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099889381584734,0.230324998900945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711811884143352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702437807288772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894723907000266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886981750520972,0.10067358968680584,0.0,0.0,0.1687190742829257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497108834429807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861248569854018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999516859906934,0.0,0.0,0.16019348200602332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811094951483825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163476943422624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093284334158584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296642751160371,0.0,0.0,0.12605534386182202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144062484690009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011987194875114
lonely,gpeg9902,2018/12/01,"👏👏Me Review Mkay so I’m looking for friends cuz I’m just feeling kinda lonely, and want someone to talk to. Some of those include the Church(which I’m pretty sure will make 90%of the people here clock out and as long as you can respect that it is one of my hobbies we’ll be cool) photography kinda, and I just started playing the guitar and drums also Taco Bell is the shit.  Send me dog/cat or any other cute animal pics and I will appreciate it very much. Also I’m 16 and a dude. Lmk if you wanna talk",-0.25638364779874223,2.034022858490566,1.9716603773584929,93.51327672955978,94.0,3.95874213836478,18.3874213836478,5.6839178017228535,-0.26883069182389896,397,12,84,3,15,133,77,106,0.02,0.75,0.23,0.9663,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,0,0,6,8,1,0,5,1,7,1,1,2,1,20,16,14,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,3,7,6,9,12,2,5,0,1,1,0,7,1,1,5,3,50,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116491757738545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502543581833185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013773038639295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884911576051156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22777087113820274,0.21613216664291088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180139144526085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920197941014927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744055652687002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784330598654378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261845311689566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641941692357767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807500835174512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821730255058252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24257512303296705,0.0,0.0,0.4137403576011735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21236328301373888,0.15180783983188814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JohnMasko,2018/12/01,"I feel so alone I broke up with my girlfriend before college and now that I’m here, I feel so alone. There are a lot of people that I’m “friends” with but no real friends. I want to talk to girls but I miss my ex so much that all I do is think about her. I’m so lost I just want to restart everything.",-0.6419747899159667,1.0411779117647058,1.2132773109243722,103.66617647058823,86.05882352941177,4.473949579831934,18.537815126050425,5.288315135182226,-0.8032714285714286,230,6,62,1,7,75,43,68,0.2,0.67,0.13,-0.6019,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,14,13,7,0,2,3,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,10,2,8,12,3,2,0,3,0,0,7,1,0,1,1,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192804940154491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133195565713938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22530488485409916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535137800801485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873664528524252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736588143838945,0.21312850325906807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428671245648431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737975580311961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853412142726857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149591074732798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063265515730368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957280660060419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hedge-Lord,2018/12/01,"lonely discord hey you, yes you reading this
are you lonely? Well, obviously why else would you be on this sub?
Have you tried to join discord servers tagged lonely in periods of severe loneliness?
Do you always leave said discord servers because you feel like an outsider?
Well, I have the solution for you
A new discord server - a place for lonely people!
There are no ranks that make people above or more powerful than others
There are only a few basic necessary channels

ok I’m done just join my server I’m really fuckin lonely ;w;

*note* we’re mostly teenagers
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lonely,itscrabtime,2018/12/01,"Girl and a dream I have a crush right now, shes really fucking cool and shes into a lot of the same things I am. The issue is my uni's gender ratio is 30%f to 70%m and i would feel really bad about just being another dude to be creepy and predatory and ask her out, because i'm sure 100 other guys who are better than me have already tried at it and i don't just want to be one more on the pile. All of this is compounding on my social anxiety and my every increasing feeling of loneliness. To make matters worse I had a dream about her the other night and it was wonderful, just her and me having a conversation and hugging and kissing lightly. No sex, nothing crazy, just a feeling of being loved and cared about. It broke my heart and i spent the whole day wandering around in a loneliness induced stupor and felt pathetic as hell for it.",2.2304166666666667,4.2968827543859645,3.8974232456140387,86.15560855263159,78.18128654970761,7.31593567251462,23.55299707602339,8.278499904357787,1.4892014619883045,665,22,134,13,16,222,109,171,0.157,0.662,0.182,0.42,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,9,11,2,0,12,1,18,6,1,2,2,35,31,15,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,17,0,0,6,2,1,1,2,4,0,1,4,6,17,7,21,22,6,12,1,1,0,5,12,8,2,2,3,101,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183038400286807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178249802306452,0.13991500871866422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281629687824362,0.17098315557594046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152710596096142,0.11149175926418688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617567292636803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864747537765221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795284783634755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409784459433656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774332764962475,0.0,0.17560892893603158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908448863344874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109588460006032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167327479996562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089600071521126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554917158223399,0.16507086252819486,0.0,0.1220845607028678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163559132956058,0.0,0.17549373168846766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393512439477948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343358379514488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619226206554385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643953174325734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237740092669554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150803570989654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417443991892672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078768529242819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041969535856318,0.0,0.0,0.19834300845672856,0.0,0.0,0.18638674159590665,0.12992413523401658,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mallan627,2018/12/01,"Not even sure how to meet people anymore... The older you get, I guess the more difficult it becomes, you know?  It's not like I WANT to spend all my time alone... but how do you even meet people when you're a)poor, b) agnostic (that is, not really want to go to church) and c) you don't drink (ruling out bars and drinking holes)?    ",1.6576616915422877,3.4015724029850745,2.8545522388059688,94.485907960199,78.70149253731344,6.257711442786071,18.629353233830845,7.1686216300943375,0.04445472636815895,249,5,57,3,6,80,48,67,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.6523,0,1,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,2,2,15,9,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,3,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,5,9,2,5,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576191491099868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466827868945256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747132811526394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873401091445409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32858024253136164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995614410629938,0.0,0.14136441365958338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740146481451783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367007469268943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152157567467092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34488935774320256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934891964758954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344340741856085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450420269797295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934260524338199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lostinrealms,2018/12/01,"Maybe it’s time... I met some girl about 3 weeks ago that made me really happy because of the fact someone was actually there for once . She then just when ghost on me so now I’m lonely again . I decided to go threw tinder again like good old times and I realized how sad I was with myself I have no friends it’s Friday night and here I am sitting inside my car looking beat up swiping on tinder so I think it’s time I stop hitting up all these people and asking for people to hang out with me and just enjoy my Alone time ,hopefully eventually I’ll meet someone or a group of people I can spend my time with that are actually worth my time. ",0.6100845864661686,2.9655740075187964,2.6458599624060177,90.89856437969928,87.12030075187971,5.430263157894737,18.838815789473685,6.9077264865688965,0.2677823308270679,505,14,107,7,16,169,90,133,0.105,0.7490000000000001,0.146,0.7737,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,12,8,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,2,21,16,10,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,1,3,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,5,1,18,6,15,10,2,26,0,2,1,0,7,5,0,3,17,67,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.3156889644692874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433814474717037,0.0,0.0,0.16752402235727698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121423808055864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860118309670142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496750225741801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192614476154774,0.13566806677417412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218568086892644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065405834512148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790227870503665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582910298368192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305158152294565,0.0,0.0,0.1624994251731426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179123980361064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972921674102665,0.17225826910587422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364108569392021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362107036637164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27410017886431104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135230084149968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364274731675292,0.0,0.0,0.5659056911205763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297459412840915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GenericalToast,2018/12/01,i think i'm lonely i want to write a paragraph explaining everything but the amount of effort that would take would mean i have enough effort to kill myself right now. i dont think ive ever felt more alone than i do right now and ive been here before (history of suicide attempts because im a pussy). i just want it to end.,1.9684313725490201,3.724463294117648,3.4064705882352966,90.82578431372549,77.82352941176471,6.298039215686276,21.62745098039216,7.1686216300943375,0.5639039215686275,256,7,55,3,6,84,47,68,0.253,0.7090000000000001,0.038,-0.9577,0,3,0,0,0,3,5.0,0,0,0,3,5,2,1,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,14,17,2,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,9,0,6,13,3,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467122837898185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223684946336609,0.0,0.1845891280897175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542371431532945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921331725128036,0.22414385672858492,0.0,0.0,0.1962231337260536,0.0,0.0,0.19496024142377874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828419654865254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343186749426556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399978822043749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23629738986136994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705094041464012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23728322307580335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310230901965397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277996469098222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558986467677385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081978152643148,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ReignSigma,2018/12/01,"No family, yandere thoughts and feelings... wanting a best friend forever! I'm going to copy and paste a detailed description that I made about an hour ago. My circumstances are really complicated and I don't know where to turn to, if anyone takes the time to read this and message me, I really appreciate it! 

I'm trying to find a best friend, who is also yandere, and can possibly relate to me.   


I'm yandere over my partner and close friend, I've mostly been alone all my life (until I met my partner), but in the last year made close friends with another girl who I am very possessive over and extremely obsessive with our friendship and I try to spend 24/7 with, but the hours have quickly decreased, if anything vanished, as she's found someone else and we aren't in much contact anymore. It has really impacted my life because of this, including that I have a lot of family issues. For example I currently have to plan to get a restraining order on my parent, as she tried to beat me up IRL, threw things at me and a threat to my well being two months ago, then harasses me with emails and gifts mostly every day so I am not getting much sleep (if I do, I have nightmares about it every night, which is not fun at all!) And its something I'm dealing with on my own.  


I think I am pretty stable overall, but with the things that're happening in my life I can't tell much anymore and since I consider myself and have been told I have suffocating yandere tendencies it complicates things a lot. I have been absolutely fine mentally up until my friend situation. Obviously the relationship with my family has affected me mentally in some way or another, but I've had strong yandere tendencies from a really young age, its nothing new to me, but I think the loss of my best friend falling out of my life has made me very manic and I don't think I'll be able to rest until I find a friendship where we can hang out all the time and I can look after my friend as much as I can and they don't just randomly stop being friends with me. I don't want someone to replace my friend. I'm trying to branch out and look for something that is meaningful and where I am on the same level with another person and we can hang out as much as possible and support one another. I don't want a one sided friendship,  I want a friend where I can gift them, make them laugh and make their day easier like I have in the recent past. And hopefully they want to do the same for me! I can get jealous over my friendships very easily, so if you have other friends and are very social then it won't work... though I realize I'm writing this on a quiet, lonely place... 

Other than yandere related I'm into gaming a lot, I use discord as my main platform for talking so preferably if I made a friend I'd want to voice call majority of the time and play the same video games together, if not voice call is manageable enough. I enjoy anime, drawing, I do sports in my spare time and I absolutely love cooking for my partner and making crafts! I hope this helps, my discord is **Aise#2772**, so if you'd like to talk please add me!  

Just a side note: I am NOT looking for help! I don't think there's anything wrong with my yandere tendencies, if you think differently, that's fine, I am simply expressing who I am. ",6.09318244284346,5.923087562403701,6.778083538083539,77.70870112022656,66.28813559322035,10.344413442718528,32.794777828676125,10.030559657594573,3.086699795943864,2584,99,508,54,37,854,271,649,0.079,0.708,0.213,0.9987,3,3,2,0,0,0,73.0,4,3,5,8,17,36,3,1,28,0,53,7,1,9,4,116,100,59,0,17,20,1,1,2,15,1,4,3,0,5,24,48,1,2,14,7,1,5,14,7,1,3,13,7,87,29,76,82,25,69,0,2,3,1,55,33,0,18,31,357,111,3,0.05509088428755005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766948985432576,0.0,0.0,0.05705754158050658,0.0,0.04405616026096549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23107038255274065,0.0,0.0,0.109270707702093,0.038520827220716314,0.0,0.09067020744219928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03358289172658945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734434526669687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125079047754177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710581256206502,0.0567962826678527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057558248583479965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04602136471437733,0.0,0.0,0.05692361019067973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283289212523403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580434822947822,0.0,0.027855606391647227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070414036660127,0.0,0.0,0.060404311089151126,0.5107569665005679,0.0,0.08634813974354558,0.0,0.0313094191105413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871668703504115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385251694388728,0.0,0.0,0.10943535721169027,0.10850684761934656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750057013511632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03027650925334576,0.04490642357673079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556492832132135,0.05382924662969025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878740342335785,0.0,0.0,0.14050889925782908,0.04972167396124124,0.20851330701894236,0.11032077914900093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103730769516053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04397301824062818,0.0,0.20249069394869051,0.0,0.0,0.0532071193379446,0.0,0.051699062945016167,0.0,0.052861189283269945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466201791307123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117190743472234,0.0,0.10518096543191653,0.0,0.048103235205422736,0.057558248583479965,0.06047324746566909,0.0,0.1242133889534866,0.0,0.05604723485084977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055105792663234766,0.0,0.1411705246292762,0.0,0.05439560202015396,0.05914699253693152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04557174877615137,0.06192446215677438,0.05513067026532741,0.05615821877250662,0.0933566549603288,0.0848233084432877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605844607089591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251648263299645,0.0,0.0,0.041421488839094016,0.08855993196945054,0.04815186109633581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979980675038406,0.17650007089525596,0.05412651410082053,0.043736008412824656,0.12849575062890475,0.0,0.0,0.05264170080473415,0.0,0.14961237668250604,0.059923062359194125,0.05381578893036322,0.0,0.0,0.04758083583006327,0.0,0.18182299648548997,0.19496418545034574,0.04372857967786739,0.0,0.0,0.04953332112373392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04010681989060158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060233233656534636,0.0,0.035476723255591036
lonely,IExist4What,2018/12/01,"Abyss Lately I've been feeling nothingness. Like I'm a marble to galaxy. I so alone without anyone that can understand me. My friends have girlfriends and there living the times of their lives being happy. I also want a girlfriend but I'm starting to feel that I'm just unattractive and useless. My friends may seem to act like their making a attempt to help but deep down I just feel like their being selfish just to make themselves look good. On top of that, I don't really come from stable family and I feel as if somedays if I just disappeared from everything and everyone no one would notice. Even if someone did notice they'd just replace me. Because I was just me after all. Who would care about that? I've had people break my heart on purpose and then date my friend 3 times and yet I still put on this facade that I'm living a happy life. I feel as if the only way to survive and be happy in this world is to do bad. In order to do good you need to do bad sometimes is probably the closest phrase toward what I'm trying to express. I'm not trying to go down a dark path by doing drugs smoking or drinking because I'm still fairly young. I just wish there was someone who has the same struggles or even more to make me feel as if I'm not the only one in the world that has to fight against what this world is throwing at me. I know God gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers, but maybe God was wrong about me.",4.25396551724138,5.171214224137934,4.794655172413794,86.51336206896553,70.55172413793103,6.90344827586207,27.603448275862068,6.742157984588678,1.23436551724138,1135,38,226,8,20,362,154,290,0.125,0.675,0.19899999999999998,0.9715,0,1,2,0,1,0,18.0,0,1,4,3,18,20,2,1,11,0,25,4,1,3,1,48,54,23,0,10,20,0,6,3,5,3,2,0,0,0,13,8,1,0,9,1,0,6,6,8,0,2,6,7,28,12,37,41,3,36,0,1,1,0,18,16,0,9,14,156,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593759307357152,0.0,0.08179818914078034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152084730478098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080930868015595,0.12470536302183452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428753666450627,0.0,0.0,0.08811045250914093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020147638354056,0.11861944860950975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511806147004093,0.0,0.0,0.0977387900718438,0.091928187113654,0.0,0.09642626948527426,0.0,0.3103136741956034,0.07307323879812243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23707805391634165,0.0,0.0,0.09812218582738738,0.058131570502778424,0.17158552246732486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266564938505219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120956829631215,0.06856024349052507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621378748755916,0.0,0.11538322110284426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224772558754934,0.1499155238804039,0.0,0.27096160656064433,0.0,0.08589459611198551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048303779887892,0.0,0.10276017574343947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584387668930273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329068964986812,0.0,0.0,0.13862347119471574,0.15558643720157628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709123303959171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028175893856422,0.0,0.0,0.10282582224317892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552712042043303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311746018637702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733334288499384,0.0,0.10116360783283368,0.0,0.07239865630077202,0.0,0.16337168694044768,0.0,0.0,0.10693168214861447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192877415039092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889114953715564,0.0,0.0,0.1064834789734303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033101546858857,0.08118997684228718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762401293554145,0.09860018879553926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532227813594473,0.11183383685762137,0.0,0.0
lonely,Livin_Like_Larry42,2018/12/01,Feeling Empty Inside I made a post here awhile back about how lonely I was at the new University I transferred to. Weekends are still the worst times because I have nobody to hang out with. The only person I have here is my girlfriend. I recently opened up to her about my problems and she seems really eager to help me. She's introducing me to her friend's boyfriends and giving me advice on how to make friends. I'm making some friends on my own too. I got at least 3 phone numbers from people this week and I even found a gym buddy I work out with 3x a week. I'm trying my hardest to put myself out there and I'm joining a fraternity next semester to expand my social life. Despite all the progress I'm making I still can't help but feel empty inside. I know my situation won't get better over night but I still hate this lonely feeling I get on days when everybody is out and I'm stuck cooped up in my dorm room. Sometimes I just wanna go to the bar myself to try to socialize with strangers but that probably isn't the best idea. Anyway that's about all I have to say. Thanks for listening to whoever reads this. ,3.321326480665689,4.8803259515418524,4.455205580029369,85.58273984336759,73.62555066079295,7.1589818893783645,24.94591287322565,7.793537801064563,1.2777627998042096,889,28,179,12,18,291,131,227,0.133,0.778,0.09,-0.9139,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,17,12,1,0,10,0,10,2,0,6,2,35,34,11,0,2,4,0,3,0,4,1,1,2,2,1,5,13,1,0,7,4,0,3,3,5,0,0,5,5,31,7,35,28,7,33,0,2,0,0,17,15,0,2,14,120,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292639353363899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017162960574166,0.0,0.0806375649413608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882125648928742,0.1169922229838918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531061389823423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737067270020704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065647899007366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450398196154459,0.30660103953192763,0.0,0.13822323149583404,0.12689645320961634,0.07517861586659018,0.0,0.10579758701288353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306005792711789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733098089437388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932969424010592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269844422543782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343432427860504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516793872879384,0.2648967535444729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775828168362344,0.14068285908703249,0.12413721187492326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060602952288727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170732531275028,0.11550308961916066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668909582963492,0.0,0.1426218132527136,0.12657551532040398,0.0,0.1329794279550173,0.0,0.0,0.13231728139148044,0.0,0.08474290600313437,0.0,0.13061200703427456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519554558069186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042409501889433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868993055390015,0.0,0.26968862896780943,0.0,0.0,0.13082977024643566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169204923352032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217870180211846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713439718342782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962088909715412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221645496713967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963024959211364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,777thcostumer,2019/06/14,"Should I be concerned about myself for being depressive in reddit? I'm feeling like I should be. I came to reddit to try to fill the emptiness, turns out it doesn't work. Now I'm feeling stupid.",2.043461538461539,4.382476358974362,3.0381410256410284,90.64644230769231,80.28205128205127,4.925641025641027,22.57051282051281,5.985473137389443,0.39878974358974384,154,5,30,1,4,49,28,39,0.215,0.652,0.133,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,1,7,6,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670935475492608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517488592925029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129922087789781,0.2917565109442851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952051258494896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772724861830176,0.444215026816736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29731544703846435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Srules,2019/06/14,"Come join a virtual event on Loneliness + Social Isolation hosted by Confidist Hi all, this is Nicholas from [Confidist.com](https://Confidist.com) which is a place for private, moderated, one on one conversations with rewards. This week have been throwing a virtual event on the topic of loneliness and you are all enthusiastically invited to join!

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[https://kindvoice.confidist.com/community\_events/34](https://kindvoice.confidist.com/community_events/34)

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Feel free to send me a pm with any questions on how to get started or for more information.  Happy Confiding! \~Nicholas",12.470563380281687,15.57276507042254,9.808563380281694,50.03185915492958,53.225352112676056,10.75042253521127,40.256338028169004,10.793553405168565,5.1438878873239435,808,37,95,18,10,239,95,142,0.051,0.71,0.239,0.9813,1,1,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,5,1,2,5,6,0,0,11,0,6,0,0,3,3,20,13,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,2,7,7,22,12,6,18,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,3,9,66,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45433095603134205,0.5095173543640394,0.09505022270676372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204017967447712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067327213296308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277497071321889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605092400359346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879062834559803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828587649977058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942718516976487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603271271297089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421990756626269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657740210154206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138073808120297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424806562100886,0.11842894727671185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893182990537673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121172215455398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175618353676076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5095173543640394,0.0
lonely,frankendroid,2019/06/14,"between okay and not, weird vibes, anyone relate? I'm a fairly optimistic person, I've got a feel that time heals all wound and you can make it through most things if you remember it's only temporary, doesn't change the fact that things hurt a lot sometimes and I do that too;  anxiety and depression and all my favourite things. I have a really good support system, my immediately family. I have one proper friend who likes well enough and I'm acquainted with their other friends and we get along so the day to day isn't so bad. I'm fine. I'm really just okay. For the first time in my entire life I can say that! I'm fine! And I mean it, too. That's fucking awesome, it's a great feeling. 

I'm estranged from my biological family and I've stopped talking to someone I thought was closest friend. Through these constant and somewhat more recent experiences I've developed a harder skin about apathy in the last few months. No one really gives a fuck, and that's okay because to be honest? Most of the time I don't either. But obviously I can't help but crave the kind of intimacy that comes along with being able to truly be open with someone. I don't care about romance, or anything like that. I mean like, a real human connection with someone on the basis of trust and communication and commonality. 

So while I'm fine, and I'm not alone, really technically. I still feel unheard, unseen, ignored. I'm very okay with my own company. I don't mean it in a egotistical way, but I've worked pretty hard to get away from my parents fuckups and self improvement and I can say that I am my own bestfriend. I like me a lot, I'm very comfortable with my personality for the first time in all 17 years on this funky little orb. I just wish I could be myself around people and share that, and have them feel the same way. I want to be needed and supportive. 

So it's like, everything's pretty good most of the time, but every so often that longing hits me really fucking hard and its difficult to forget.",2.930039481105472,5.074887624365483,4.4016835871404405,82.99796249294981,76.30964467005076,7.626508742244782,24.650028200789624,8.515128840125781,1.7312562887760854,1580,54,310,32,36,525,194,394,0.09300000000000001,0.677,0.22899999999999998,0.9949,1,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,2,2,3,15,37,3,0,20,4,21,7,1,1,5,74,55,32,0,5,11,1,7,5,3,0,3,2,0,4,25,32,0,2,9,0,0,1,9,9,1,4,3,9,34,28,36,45,16,34,0,2,0,3,20,11,3,9,24,198,59,2,0.08373858298955585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672791774190203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405978678442943,0.0,0.0,0.058551964245330934,0.0,0.06890971881072795,0.0745450924712648,0.0,0.0,0.0786751552242774,0.0,0.06991821903333095,0.05104626295700617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537706624185402,0.0,0.08858431746308691,0.07213337452463711,0.0,0.09049165953509562,0.0,0.06685844464664742,0.0,0.0,0.1080089170162732,0.0,0.07212391882555681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652434096242281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055336778417047,0.0,0.07525883889601168,0.08191240233806993,0.1578825669990352,0.0,0.1693629744896648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424559918260825,0.0,0.0,0.19408866448558346,0.2322449118848845,0.08749990685897331,0.08032967914594114,0.0,0.14047190092295844,0.0669733944818852,0.09232208336915264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002664484941597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561282070443265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964388501288739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720084814329318,0.0,0.06825812157627735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591470376096326,0.2045522092474495,0.08392805907062229,0.0,0.07410601084622423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238309747530964,0.0,0.0,0.05589615438628196,0.0,0.0,0.2736475970472805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683933802958111,0.0,0.0,0.062091098239023326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348686201056908,0.06368696576862387,0.0,0.0,0.09298178661672968,0.0,0.0,0.05805378977406605,0.14623460143752762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038448692876218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531284015100973,0.2682254025603674,0.0,0.08268174840426185,0.0,0.09485949066599617,0.0,0.0,0.13318456442782325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735760476445854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285428887523344,0.0,0.08281959976669348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687374054499665,0.07000920494480628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900511032588876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730590104585747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668965809627072,0.0,0.0,0.0664790812032199,0.2441432057452804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381862015604889,0.04939118583911363,0.1329355789338101,0.0,0.0,0.07529104270714135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629523781290243,0.0,0.0,0.06096268573810663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392490196798637
lonely,the_fall_is_awesome,2019/06/14,"Lonely in a Relationship  

Mostly just a stream of consciousness trying to get everything down. 

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Funny how when you travel alone you don’t actually feel lonely. The world is filled with fantastic distractions, so even when you’re alone, you don’t actually feel it. I’ve been in some of the most remote locations in the world, no one in sight, and sure I’ve thought about what it would be like with another person to share that moment with, but at the time I felt completely whole, on my own. This time was different though. I was across the world from home for three weeks, not particularly long for me, and for the first time since I was a child, I felt lonely. Really lonely. I haven’t been able to shake the feeling since coming home. I have the overwhelming feeling that something in me, that’s been held back or hidden for a long time is now free, awake, and hungry. Starving for attention, starving to be whole. Perhaps I never truly have been whole because I’ve kept this feeling locked away. It’s awake because, when I was away, I realized that I was lonely because I wasn’t wondering what it would be like to be with someone through my experiences. I wanted to be with a certain someone. I had let someone into my life, to seed and root, and now without them sharing the experience with me, it felt empty and I felt alone. Alone is a desperate feeling that I’ve avoided for a long time. More that I’ve avoided being in a place with someone where their absence could make me feel less than whole. And now that’s where I find myself. I’ve let someone in to the point of seeing a future and without them, without the confidence in that future, I feel desperate and in despair. Without that future to hold onto, I’m lost. And it seems that nothing they do is enough to quell that feeling. I even fear that the feeling is pushing them away, which then self fulfills the prophecy of a painful end, alone again. And then one little text, or phone call, or facebook like from him - and it’s all gone. All the fear, pain, dread. The spiral stops. 

How do you get back to whole on your own? How do you make the spiral stop on your own? How is it that you can love someone wholly and still be willing / ready to walk away at any moment. So you’re never too attached. You always have the edge on the negotiation. You won’t be completely devastated if the deal doesn’t go through and your future turns out to be something else?",5.144579787234044,6.1920494234042565,5.2772739361702135,83.38718750000002,68.59574468085106,8.002659574468085,28.730053191489358,8.17850203761792,1.843154255319149,1919,66,372,25,32,603,203,470,0.19,0.723,0.087,-0.9949,1,17,2,0,0,0,63.0,0,11,5,2,25,26,0,8,29,0,44,4,0,7,6,83,76,31,0,5,11,0,14,3,0,4,3,0,2,3,26,24,0,7,21,1,1,8,14,17,0,4,20,16,42,10,64,40,16,73,0,8,2,1,27,32,0,9,36,273,68,0,0.061951365480211164,0.0,0.12091119223355652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208146554161533,0.0,0.0,0.05154849889995114,0.06712427861480169,0.07527768997331777,0.04212905292938672,0.06496140834506495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23282138873161776,0.09527355204941378,0.0,0.11329493215485426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325927073319684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336561581241595,0.1299096560638978,0.0,0.0,0.04946312430745959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386913753476804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472599125082204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175241643312665,0.0,0.05487052167599562,0.06401232118491923,0.0,0.08183658524487257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567789264650752,0.12120064594933,0.0,0.1394250193401431,0.31324471817052163,0.0,0.2379321045298115,0.0,0.05662242570529673,0.052695799829597885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473406303018985,0.0,0.03520838867218175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428454156448356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266989370738884,0.04375808155821267,0.09079892366786696,0.06209154341884871,0.0,0.1644750268626183,0.0,0.0,0.06762723364344221,0.0,0.0559135260886868,0.0,0.08270603503655559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556142447775147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944400601582925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395969712666318,0.0,0.13184124153395804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409354276175899,0.06472599125082204,0.0,0.058564064829751364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03968763108199862,0.0,0.0,0.06651258187443627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04936721741740067,0.05639819640261867,0.06462878528663185,0.0,0.0,0.10249361942595428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149471455896193,0.09538637563308007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947444049833781,0.10358823107994666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838842880080404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086690204004451,0.04918246415661202,0.18062169705597594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042060910566630624,0.06738529586004237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03654052046476107,0.0,0.04969364853946533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458324357392406,0.0,0.23887562233316384,0.06718361319496764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880169451312638,0.0,0.07527768997331777,0.0
lonely,savemysauce,2019/06/14,People avoid me and idk why There seems to be something about me that people don’t like but no matter how much I think i can’t find what it is. It’s super frustrating. I’m super chill and just a laid back person so idk why people find me hard to be around,2.5596428571428578,3.295281392857145,3.7771428571428594,92.91785714285713,74.35714285714286,6.314285714285715,17.571428571428573,5.985473137389443,-0.4699142857142857,202,2,47,1,4,66,41,56,0.19399999999999998,0.598,0.20800000000000002,0.6059,0,1,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,8,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,4,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926332813481805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893930464725185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450235914262041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206405570645955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033199420663218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106223316669126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5122698249361289,0.21506369055763627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422647214218372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961732699701733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782205279256994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44450321199070025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,disthree,2019/06/14,Bruh Why i still feel lonely even i with somebody,-0.08999999999999986,1.8011440000000007,0.5200000000000031,100.24000000000002,109.0,2.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.358,40,1,8,0,2,12,9,10,0.263,0.737,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510913002615855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345327134060662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454159561357781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6162688083152164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GeorgeHenry18,2019/06/14,"People only talk to me when it is just the two of us. As soon as another person comes in, they ignore me, pretend like I'm a ghost, and gives all their attention to the other person. They completely forget about me, and won't even hear me out.",4.707133333333331,4.64979598,6.0139999999999985,81.63033333333334,69.2,9.066666666666668,24.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,1.5596666666666668,189,4,39,3,3,64,41,50,0.159,0.794,0.047,-0.5984,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,6,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,8,1,8,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29124915805758106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23926037120424046,0.2912196557622394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345381633561295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26644682822388865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130488061485148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569651451278322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124433968451387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925595659802644,0.4850479442202837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324804536861845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713251788137809,0.0,0.33410371534639643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Croquettemina,2019/06/14,"Honestly, something is wrong with me Why do I always feel like I'm being disregarded every time I try to socialize? I just can't help getting upset by this to the point it ruins my whole day. This is why I've grown to hate people, and I know it's wrong but why is this happening to me? I try to be nice to people and acknowledge everyone and all I get is people ignoring me or lowkey patronizing me. Despite this, I still yearn to join chatrooms and waste hours upon hours just feeling like shit - because I'm oversensitive and don't know how to communicate with people properly. I've been physically friendless for 5 years, and trying to gain solace online doesn't work either. I don't know what to do with my life to be honest. I just hate life, there's nothing to look forward to. I hate that I feel lonely at all, why can't I just be independent? I can't even do anything productive anymore, or something fun. It's like I'm desperate to have people understand and appreciate me, but why? Why do I need that? How do I stop being such a loser? It's not easy at all.",3.7020833333333294,4.955297449074074,5.4629629629629655,79.94083333333336,72.19444444444444,8.733333333333334,26.92592592592593,9.188382445141503,2.19270925925926,843,29,168,18,16,289,109,216,0.223,0.627,0.15,-0.9575,0,2,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,10,19,4,1,2,0,22,3,1,3,3,39,40,13,0,2,10,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,10,0,3,8,0,0,2,7,12,0,0,1,4,22,7,22,34,5,13,0,4,1,0,2,5,1,2,11,106,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857669426262581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222304315267636,0.0,0.0,0.08482222475665839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283377242358715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647506906856879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808029196978731,0.0,0.08684542213799336,0.09849290749838432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563539715683262,0.1472740913665998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770522495040356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114918546359983,0.0,0.0,0.3052966845767736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908922972358629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20301689995077954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994253869143128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561032621812794,0.15107221825920747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655732798871628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642906082208922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890357163124687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572973224369777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743951609458999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580535842695496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507233167392446,0.0,0.15870486979896978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231610212205773,0.08617560221329522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060104061452978384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209944175700127,0.0,0.0,0.107305067281138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5580567886497863,0.11507993950285388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504007737501008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253934132131275,0.0,0.06637714147800614
lonely,ScaredSkavid,2019/06/14,"I lost 4 years of my Life to a girl who moved on in a week So when i was 14 i started dating this girl, Now im 18 and its over only to find out a week later she had sex with a guy i know pretty well. I thought i knew her but now i Just dont know if i ever truly knew her. It also sucks because i missed out on so much stuff already..",-0.9380892857142841,0.058341512500000185,2.1421428571428582,100.06000000000004,83.875,4.571428571428573,16.42857142857143,3.1291,-1.1768928571428572,251,4,70,0,7,90,58,80,0.105,0.792,0.102,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,1,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,14,12,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,6,0,13,1,10,6,1,17,0,2,0,1,7,6,1,1,10,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478492128781143,0.17961074733938207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691270971189476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632269017281109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316153217213548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527828349400168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22238709337714452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426041217156128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468661100563182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864003986710434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451749861799897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387118743743577,0.1651051959769558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081671706418633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284966660334728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897145036021115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571107003880447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830553344043934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603175507114099,0.0,0.20194035913561206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463359356205274
lonely,heyguysplzkillme,2019/06/14,"I’ve been feeling lonely for some time, I would like to have new people in my life :) I’m a 17 year old boy who recently got out from a five year long relationship (well, ended in January of this year) and I’ve been quite lonely since then. It’s been that long since I haven’t talked to anyone besides my ex and I’ve been struggling with making friends again. I’m probably not the best with conversations but I’m one of the nicest guys you’ll meet. I don’t struggle with depression anymore but I deal with anxiety due to loneliness. Please don’t be hard on me, I’ve been through enough trouble.",3.0318181818181813,4.738838338842979,3.8546198347107454,88.97829338842978,74.70247933884298,7.484628099173554,25.32314049586777,8.238735603445708,1.4129960330578513,473,16,101,8,10,151,81,121,0.20600000000000002,0.6829999999999999,0.111,-0.9039,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,2,10,0,2,4,0,12,1,0,1,0,14,18,5,0,1,3,1,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,6,2,8,4,16,9,3,17,0,3,0,0,11,4,0,1,14,56,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272404954656845,0.0,0.1649527221651682,0.11630043300231245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455101652763733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147690596947082,0.1432580972704903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731727480754814,0.17186132777726448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410045470540423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850463123625486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302772807487914,0.0,0.0,0.1646909098197002,0.0,0.0,0.1489972538304945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174824136724476,0.08125947887036095,0.0,0.0,0.2943901630141196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110252583679476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064065764612626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453329876431387,0.0,0.11270818461871968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531092039644925,0.0,0.0,0.18257824072716075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793297590862614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691034443768938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642288736977889,0.1785740686048996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751765472205999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34776436253763954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368817828973542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698721779436448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954888330214114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815466754798265,0.0,0.0,0.3213294137600601
lonely,buttmuncher789,2019/06/14,"had a friend she was amazing, spent all summer at the beach together and i ended up falling for her and she didn’t feel the same and we ended up not being friends anymore after that. it’s been a year and idk what to do about it. when i think about her i feel sad for a while. 
i suck at conversations so it’s hard to make new friends with girls and idk what to do about it.",2.1829629629629643,3.0588640246913563,3.3688271604938262,94.95472222222223,75.41975308641976,6.387654320987655,22.141975308641968,6.42735559955562,0.11454567901234558,290,7,71,2,6,94,52,81,0.20199999999999999,0.716,0.08199999999999999,-0.7340000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,5,0,7,0,0,1,1,14,13,8,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,5,3,9,4,14,7,2,13,0,1,0,0,10,4,1,0,8,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26969241755509943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817180519239245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27500309966722125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6303028687898241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436057378573052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815227414613354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626423301753377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742488241154725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512109993500669
lonely,inatillum,2019/06/14,"Emotions fading in For the past 4-5 of high school and such I have identified as as ace and gray so I've gotten to know a lot of people platonically which I've been happy with. Lately I've been getting the urge to be in a relationship. I'm not used to really having these feelings. Whether romantically or platonically I really enjoy the feeling of connecting with someone and getting to know them. I moved a bit again and really have no one to talk to. I just kinda sit around all day waiting for the next chapter of my life. When I do talk to people, it's either very rare or people just rant at me. I know many others have the loneliness a lot worse but I still feel very lonely and isolated. 

Not the point of the post but if anyone wants to talk I'd love to",3.275961538461541,4.65113698076923,5.1376923076923084,81.38230769230772,73.42307692307692,8.02051282051282,23.89743589743589,8.59863814320734,1.4981512820512823,603,17,123,11,12,207,95,156,0.09300000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.0655,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,8,4,0,0,11,0,8,2,0,1,1,32,22,15,0,2,11,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,4,10,3,24,18,5,17,0,1,1,1,6,6,0,6,8,83,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023369732678343,0.0,0.0,0.13028972185315527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978511810030316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438885437787424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463314192658615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200913004756914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293211328736578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580089879943154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463534824979028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24130372125835414,0.0,0.1650982903381942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337704097111028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488568133951908,0.1320938823522206,0.0,0.0,0.14838412237957485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555547791188878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565347959714726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917602349909316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971534912809805,0.3043987956055029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835569370850756,0.0,0.14017058453936962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812822033081148,0.0,0.0,0.15713380606918856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481221917116684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400872712712142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688175258815738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529112448168639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640639040544085,0.0,0.24152148945553084,0.08632578821276808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149151388314689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,0ch1ll,2019/06/14,"The race I lost: Life Life is like a race, and im the idiot that didnt care about winning and ran the opposite direction to help someone who couldnt make it. I picked them up when they were down and i helped them finish the race, they didnt care though. They kept running and i just kept looking at them from the back, making sure that they made it to the finish line. But i never made it... i was just left alone.",2.162561576354684,3.5132329080459823,2.8203612479474565,96.97862068965513,76.24137931034483,5.8909688013136305,19.32512315270936,6.1826913282559595,-0.3141842364532019,321,6,76,2,7,100,53,87,0.17300000000000001,0.743,0.083,-0.7982,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,7,2,6,7,1,0,7,0,6,2,0,5,2,17,17,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,10,1,13,5,7,6,0,11,0,1,1,0,10,4,0,0,6,50,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177287865342264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616493707995973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286749991164601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818175906510589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270781226669298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22840911990507065,0.0,0.29697502398625275,0.10270488549000326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765353132794145,0.0,0.2294844588498169,0.0,0.0,0.3978382879449486,0.2806524630897484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213780012662818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812221343892676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813374382707571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065441291029195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,notarobot4321,2019/06/14,"Miss having someone I've been staring at my screen for the past 10 minutes trying to put my thoughts into words since I feel so god damn lonely but it's almost like I'm not. I have a couple friends but they all live about 3 hours away since I moved away for college and the only person I know and talk to up here is my brother/roommate. I still talk to my friends back home almost everyday but it's just not the same as having someone here. I haven't found any friends up here; I tried during school but nothing stuck. Haven't found any groups or clubs that fit my tastes, haven't found anybody I'm interested in romantically. So I feel lonely but I still have some people. To be honest the thing I miss most from back home is having a partner. Not even for sex; just having that emotional connection with someone is all I want. Hell I haven't had sex in about 2 years (21 year old male), I just get bouts of super low libido; like I went 8 months without masturbating and sex because I was never in the mood and just felt like shit. Sex is nice but I really would rather just have someone to cuddle with, hold hands, and just have someone to fucking talk to. I could do with the friends being 3 hours away like it is now if I had a girlfriend.

I've tried dating apps, I've tried in school, I've tried at groups/clubs, I've tried bars and nothing. Kind of just wanted to get this off my chest because it's been bugging me for a little while now and reddit is usually where I go to get stuff off my chest. All my friends have their partners, hell I just went to one of their weddings, and I'm happy for all of them but it's a constant reminder of how lonely I've been and it wears down on me.",2.9629386243386264,4.276982060000002,3.6592698412698432,91.91587830687831,74.11428571428571,6.0994708994709015,23.53439153439153,6.238725200709706,0.3870359788359785,1331,37,291,8,27,421,164,350,0.138,0.733,0.128,-0.6951,0,6,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,4,1,25,27,5,0,11,0,30,13,5,1,5,60,53,23,0,6,22,0,4,4,8,1,0,0,2,4,11,13,2,1,8,2,0,5,9,11,0,1,14,7,34,15,44,35,7,44,2,6,2,6,19,20,5,6,23,184,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700505293989798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134154225364548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23504150647635694,0.1282427376227097,0.0,0.1016669155694755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090114411680293,0.0,0.06657972056369914,0.09226888218470207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380194988465657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055077970243271136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432846123593024,0.0,0.08006698552975673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27429680768098325,0.32213255718425016,0.07709223777369617,0.13070269684277508,0.0,0.047392167642318635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876966041069452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729291090297807,0.0,0.16424369594849025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683731924938147,0.0458286816849847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295956634181644,0.08357817400491785,0.07363444551551254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656069359961232,0.0886298285546992,0.0,0.0,0.0643151138093212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002892518958362,0.0,0.0875032398503768,0.0,0.05650687508697274,0.06342146316497471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960470184596997,0.057811771141984984,0.07281248428610226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382946759498057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342144121042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687892272618978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559811091298802,0.13796129210368194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353278212124063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318990539091038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546101279919772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107593472768068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540027033863023,0.0,0.0,0.06620193863668937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396959304196653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184173966088467,0.0,0.09837056093235988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460578131418318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038449050226715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059237499589428574,0.0,0.0,0.10740019225479952
lonely,kmsoof,2019/06/14,"I feel pathetic about myself It’s been six months since my ex left me, and honestly I thought I would’ve completely forgotten about her but I haven’t. I’m guessing I’m in the process of almost forgetting about her, idk why I keep thinking of her ig it’s because I either fell really hard for her or because she was the only person in my life who gave me the time of day to talk to me. Ig I just miss having somebody to talk to, I’ve tried talking to friends but I just feel like I don’t have people to hang out with. I want to cry at times but nothing won’t come out. I just want someone to hang out with and talk to. Pathetic right?",1.4835784313725495,3.119184514705882,3.1461764705882374,92.69196078431378,78.85294117647058,6.5921568627450995,23.833333333333336,7.492282038375204,0.8961098039215685,498,17,114,7,12,165,79,136,0.138,0.77,0.091,-0.7496,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,26,20,6,0,2,8,1,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,4,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,4,3,22,3,24,15,1,16,0,1,0,0,14,8,0,3,5,70,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014458602570795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715631003457444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463660886346516,0.17815186749444126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866428346246462,0.10958064020654594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182750910340303,0.12138678036680682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127533478221573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871797122625818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220980123485695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102760022247025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461233924156206,0.0,0.12001546588246365,0.08301152410081739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562394021893054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303731383696252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922745037220787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177971527832266,0.14836257679964546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885142502741756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510584853532169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055483064335997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396780000514792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5462825796260709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088741961388422,0.0,0.13489294180209627,0.1981567413262036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536062819343128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043966421754272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533211900057709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070221430328328,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rememberme32,2019/06/14,Anyone awake? So it's 11:30 at night where I'm from and I'm bored beyond belief. Got no one to talk to since I'm not in college for another 2 months.,0.4446078431372591,1.8221585588235318,2.712352941176473,95.8022549019608,81.05882352941177,5.7098039215686285,17.215686274509807,6.42735559955562,-0.4371254901960779,117,2,29,1,3,40,29,34,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,14,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456884928068407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971958454563981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33994102252028113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33926058385020563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988685557869988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28801616084224024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515951079880011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416287467610169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Senor_Stupid,2019/06/14,Family went on a trip without me My mom and dad went on a trip to Florida and took my brother and sister but didn’t take me because they didn’t have enough money to take me. I’ve been alone for almost a week.,3.0288405797101454,3.2325378260869577,4.7552173913043525,88.2803623188406,72.91304347826087,7.872463768115942,24.02898550724637,7.793537801064563,0.9565594202898556,164,4,38,2,3,56,32,46,0.06,0.94,0.0,-0.3612,1,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,9,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,6,0,6,0,6,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649800318760117,0.27406788642172136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131070320387553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734245658032966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494614339123901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099212968672093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39792460677800656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29400402804584475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226326468983026,0.0,0.0,0.4906132376197188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550855136496173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,twoglogs,2019/06/14,"How do you even find love? I'm 22, and my only ""relationship"" was years ago,  lasted a few weeks, wherein I was ghosted when I confessed I wanted more than an occasional hookup.
I haven't even kissed anyone in over two years. I've tried asking people out. I've been rejected by everyone I've shown interested in within the last year. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. 
I just don't think I'm the type of girl that people could love at this point. 
I just want someone that I can talk to. I want someone to care and reach out to me. 
I remember last year, a friend of mine had (amicably) separated from her boyfriend, and kept talking about how much she was struggling to stay single, because so many guys kept asking her out. I went to the bathroom and cried. I hated myself for feeling jealous that she had people who were interested. 
I just don't know what to do anymore.",3.777480106100796,5.102549126436784,4.820804597701152,84.3392705570292,72.10344827586206,7.4228116710875325,26.028293545534925,7.882392219407189,1.3914134394341293,684,22,139,9,13,224,106,174,0.11900000000000001,0.7390000000000001,0.142,0.2996,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,10,12,2,1,6,0,16,3,0,2,0,25,35,8,1,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,2,7,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,10,1,22,7,21,24,4,21,1,1,0,3,17,9,0,0,10,90,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686603923116805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307474302586901,0.09218388489399684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24650063716676154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036695078205834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441717538372447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526156116085683,0.0,0.14481736522145336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415492538245714,0.0,0.0,0.12597643502832326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666610298513818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049713821970005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185736912942438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053990842497545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016229264893794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490894642581648,0.3223956140619017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23797708408062945,0.0,0.0,0.13366258958759747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691577346518117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002684025605665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741986853815692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462910457468968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154419687327774,0.14934625134040086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22341106761911067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405212937042515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782523907613708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119320680242705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844761828501979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950904683194502,0.0,0.1287861359729123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332836198847383,0.0,0.10575213552076786,0.0,0.0,0.12221473571712425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414367184724114,0.0,0.3395962557367709
lonely,syd-knee-bee,2019/06/14,"Oddly lonely? Hey guys...22F here and I feel like I should have more “friends” in this stage of my life than I currently have. I love to be alone but I also want more companionship and partnership than I currently have, romantic or not. I don’t know how to kick myself out there, especially at this age where everyone has a close knit group of friends. 

Everyone my age is either out partying or involved in a serious relationship; I can’t help but feel...not excluded but invisible. 

Don’t get me wrong I love having time alone to myself but sometimes I crave that caring behavior from someone outside my family....honestly don’t know where I was going with this post sorry for rambling!",3.8073255813953466,6.2425416124031035,5.0676162790697665,77.87723837209305,74.73643410852712,9.26124031007752,27.80426356589147,9.725611199111238,3.0501519379844964,544,22,98,16,12,180,84,129,0.11199999999999999,0.6509999999999999,0.237,0.9665,2,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,13,3,0,1,0,20,22,10,0,2,8,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,1,17,6,15,19,3,16,0,1,0,2,10,8,0,2,6,69,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40091697864209613,0.0,0.15478113999598522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733620000467653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698889060517396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957284741584115,0.13827151093658488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990710987504953,0.0,0.1011214128124272,0.0,0.10999841007105204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297318774087052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127390398787856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670944853451458,0.09455831045097428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349371226754338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853665294839786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779929249330506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639935186745536,0.0,0.19142500232522144,0.2166623638675588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128600327920739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416026992079295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161554969336005,0.0,0.0
lonely,rsrnka,2019/06/14,"Why? Normally when I drink I go from bored, to happy, to introspective, to lonely, today we skipped to introspective and alone. What would cause skipping the first couple levels of drunk?",5.834270833333331,8.80344471875,5.532500000000002,74.39583333333336,70.5625,8.016666666666666,26.291666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.398779166666667,149,5,23,3,3,46,27,32,0.24600000000000002,0.657,0.09699999999999999,-0.5661,0,3,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,6,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330762451648489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303674589490772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558396193800301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150414366184995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735492105314402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827702958585668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34234469330412265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150955881621129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048352010807619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29019017504166145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284524187117745,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CHIPPENDALESIXNINE,2019/06/14,"Why are cowboys lonely? Why are cowboys lonely and why are they depicted in a romantic sense for this? I understand that movies can romanticize just about anything but I find it odd that we can find loneliness so attractive in movies and sometimes so daunting in life. Even the 'bad boy' in movies like Rebel Without A Cause is a loner but becomes super iconic in cool to the public eye. 

  
I think we can all relate to this imagery somewhat. I find comfort and enjoyment in being alone most of the time and very seldomly do I crave another person around when the opportunity is there. The downside to this is that when I do feel alone it hits hard and because I haven't worked toward building relationships there's not another option. I like doing my own thing and I usually feel like people are subconsciously judging or thinking they don't like me, no matter how nice they seem. The way I've always related to it being described is ""I love being alone, but I hate being lonely"".",5.715618729096987,7.162068521739132,6.21913043478261,75.68406354515052,67.58695652173913,8.922408026755852,31.00167224080268,9.265573868473778,2.87271872909699,784,31,134,15,13,254,109,184,0.146,0.603,0.251,0.9797,0,9,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,3,3,11,19,2,0,9,1,20,3,1,2,1,32,29,15,0,0,7,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,10,9,0,0,9,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,5,18,13,16,24,4,13,0,3,1,1,10,8,0,5,8,98,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190510309943845,0.0,0.0,0.11222186624764444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828439482867425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098574893766912,0.12006206178660395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261003582261248,0.0822149302381209,0.14895228621082998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854768118841926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890797454775424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638770329099412,0.0963504870116821,0.0,0.0,0.3698036462584375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081619129046504,0.13315527969682953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526200918886336,0.2635608507129611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172459683718813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350122809878077,0.11776246544935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447989025128637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277973148329745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338895391622893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960101396901306,0.1728373022051313,0.0,0.0,0.07864323641229251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040345311821376,0.0,0.0,0.148539220982019,0.1112811032879656,0.0,0.10705278618938892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650950609685888,0.0,0.0,0.13000896588339134,0.0,0.09818628563090563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pacstyleOG,2019/06/14,"Sigh Being good looking but lonely, am i the only one?",2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454553,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,78.0909090909091,4.4,20.090909090909093,3.1291,0.06238181818181854,42,1,7,0,1,15,11,11,0.245,0.528,0.226,-0.3071,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5362657082628359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5369022485998588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332475892669997,0.486262883617604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rayloche,2019/06/14,"Suggestions for Movies, TV shows, Books w/o romantic elements? Anyone have any suggestions for Movies, TV shows, or books without romantic elements?
When I am watching a show or reading a book and two people start falling in love it takes me out of the show and I can only think about what I don't have. When two people fight or breakup it makes me so sad I end up not finishing it.  
Anyone else with this problem? Either way, any suggestions for media of any sort?",3.7128409090909074,6.031094602272731,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,74.56818181818181,8.036363636363637,26.90909090909091,8.841846274778883,2.2598818181818183,367,14,68,8,8,116,59,88,0.128,0.772,0.1,-0.3972,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,14,10,8,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,10,0,1,3,3,0,2,0,1,6,1,11,10,1,10,0,1,1,1,5,3,0,4,5,42,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443289290290561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30386524390757474,0.22263694106340334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151600345660596,0.0,0.19245242036332214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611064553670984,0.0,0.14504123648966594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525709800213445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30127988389155264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079149971346008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173465153329942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379736247856338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337331928242196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922919356064098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245170472509727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247287361473107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20945760255056875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pussytiger_in_space,2019/10/11,"If you could have a magic wand and bring one person from your life (past or present) into the room to keep you company, who would it be and why? Lonely? Me too! Let’s chat about the likeable people we have met!",1.689651162790696,3.5988876744186062,2.5978488372093054,95.58421511627908,79.23255813953489,5.230232558139536,17.726744186046513,5.985473137389443,-0.460390697674419,162,3,36,1,4,51,39,43,0.055,0.858,0.087,0.3493,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,9,9,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,4,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,2,2,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038554368117797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33826950381006826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891602219551728,0.26880895964574136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578851498181599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632986327801854,0.263840413033937,0.3323004216717491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34340665408457505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27034712914066017,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,madduxkyle,2019/10/11,"I feel worthless. I feel like I am marketing it absolutely nowhere in life. The only people I talk to are my parents and my brother, I don’t really have any other friends I can talk to and even if I wanted to I’m terrible with conversations. I don’t know how to hold a conversation with anyone without just talking about myself because I don’t know what else to talk about. I just don’t know what to do any more.",2.7610756302521007,4.382729141176473,4.6939495798319335,83.03705882352945,75.23529411764707,7.680672268907562,27.43697478991597,8.418075326091056,1.9272857142857145,327,13,67,6,7,112,51,85,0.078,0.8490000000000001,0.073,-0.1027,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,1,0,16,16,4,0,2,4,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,13,2,12,16,1,1,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,1,1,48,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791022468018456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348892612091738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509526449867744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142820333655046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355405190968721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752259678550572,0.14660341646454508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585461985106115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383372668422008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494722797478926,0.10025616465264264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560728908726265,0.0,0.0,0.22786352059064766,0.0,0.0,0.14226808714781058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146399260143332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6597661811792037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210392906068598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781694063691385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MasterVVS,2019/10/11,"Does anyone else have a lonely tradition? On Fridays/Saturdays I'm going to start going to five guys and getting some food by myself. I've done it twice so far and last week I even saw a guy that looked like chubby Clark Kent. 

I'm in Northern England, just nice to be alone outside of the house with some music or whatever. Sometimes I'll walk into the city center and stuff.",3.5972000000000013,5.2732195866666665,4.389000000000003,85.85950000000003,73.13333333333333,6.6000000000000005,24.5,7.1686216300943375,1.0602,299,9,57,3,6,96,62,75,0.062,0.865,0.073,0.2023,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,2,2,2,9,8,2,11,0,1,2,0,2,5,0,3,4,32,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23835885103330415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092141131294865,0.23580880988954414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139978359840194,0.23551630215535385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922550343467889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200735145775635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278289958174281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024027445518495,0.0,0.2615912623988152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557557174025784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655542455508171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187597348768727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243629696643702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326224662291488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276174172908747,0.0,0.1628964754770534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26345879593944915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846069181932296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,camjams92,2019/10/11,"Successfully Isolated Myself Quit my job, destroyed my relationship, and now ruining, it have already lost, all of my friendships.

Because at the time, it’s what I “wanted” 

Now I’m sitting in agony and pain desperate for interaction and intimacy. 

Help.",6.071046511627905,9.068516511627903,7.262965116279067,62.13770348837213,69.93023255813954,10.811627906976746,38.656976744186046,10.686352973137794,5.486586046511627,202,12,29,7,4,68,36,43,0.321,0.529,0.15,-0.8271,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,4,3,1,6,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,20,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38259809667502775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134843051590352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23238936171451754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34405167168861644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378469965571044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689190541733729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687639337094569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722319133262397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216674195658926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044958632370022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,timmyturner247,2019/10/11,"How do you recover from a longstanding friendship that now ceases to exist? I was friends with someone for nearly 4 years and now our friendship is over. It ended kinda badly and now I have a hole in my heart that seemingly won't fill despite all the drugs and crying. This is someone I would tell about my day every day and looked forward to seeing, now I feel like an empty husk of my former self. How do I feel less alone without them and how do I stop feeling so sad and broken now that they're not in my life anymore. How do I stop myself from trying to reach out to them and attempt to fix things when it'll only end in more pain? They hurt me and they did it quite regularly so I cant go back. 
I would love any and all suggestions as I'm wallowing in my own sadness while keeping a smile on my face because I dont want to worry my family and friends but deep down I feel like my heart is decaying and I dont know how long I can keep it all in before I eventually break down :)",4.783550724637682,4.441116111111112,5.787741545893719,84.29146739130438,69.04830917874396,8.63913043478261,28.36111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.6377024154589366,773,23,168,9,12,257,125,207,0.124,0.755,0.121,0.2933,0,1,1,0,0,1,10.0,1,1,4,2,15,11,0,0,5,0,18,7,3,5,3,38,32,22,0,3,3,0,4,2,2,4,3,0,0,1,9,13,0,4,6,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,2,6,30,5,25,26,6,34,0,3,2,1,12,13,0,2,21,120,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341081963440905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805475695485171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284150799109833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995665566467633,0.1081152008521107,0.07893331736203775,0.0,0.11018284455668267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223402701388818,0.16701520602901165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035126923724276,0.0,0.15016237241962074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22937189963724405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090973373498274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206765045038015,0.0,0.26188756317051,0.18500930542062635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008075371574188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358974132405327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068824977470532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386171840091006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301857857344065,0.0,0.0,0.07116198726915632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145962153189767,0.1265204033700479,0.0,0.0,0.1145908227892476,0.10873542645322017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686595372747552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847975521879132,0.13778197790675534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772404431918275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318338602371753,0.11787897262367612,0.13508188731990342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942572824982434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165117864485662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317626142600876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602458520723953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791233127058877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637405602070722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481965178662685,0.0,0.0,0.1314990745174467,0.0,0.1839659373409697,0.0,0.0,0.08338458398689959
lonely,London_afc,2019/10/11,"24 No friends I'm 24 years old and I have no friends, when i was at school, my 'friends' spread rumors about me, and would cyberbully me. So i haven't spoken to anyone that i went to school with, since the day I left school. I have never had a relationship, I join dating apps, but don't talk/reply to anyone, i would like a relationship, or just a friend, but i don't know where to start. I struggle to talk to some of my family members, let a lone a stranger. I know that the only person that I will talk to, in the next two days is my mother, as I don't work weekends.

I used to really enjoy my job, but at I'm finding it really hard to care at the moment. I keep looking at other jobs, but never apply for them. I don't think the people i work with like me very much.

This is the first time I've posted on Reddit, just really needed to post this tonight.",3.207673992673993,3.538616049450553,4.783241758241758,87.78259157509157,72.57142857142857,7.605128205128205,22.309523809523807,7.492282038375204,0.6185040293040287,659,13,151,7,12,223,100,182,0.07,0.79,0.139,0.9437,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,3,6,10,0,1,11,0,15,0,0,1,2,23,27,10,0,3,7,1,1,2,4,3,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,4,1,0,1,9,2,0,2,3,2,25,8,22,20,2,26,0,1,1,0,12,8,0,2,17,100,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408775027769645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963160335865952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134368617312388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061368974058464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724273742697736,0.09980571750922852,0.0,0.0,0.3626131957634723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510977279901706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23287522651126485,0.10429339383520116,0.0,0.0,0.128969304350027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748562100567204,0.11998374029056386,0.0,0.11464862797467333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853246688315527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625526713595934,0.08700296184448861,0.1809931069847605,0.0,0.12478788689179945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312411744078325,0.0,0.0,0.08923911494411975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134582572847207,0.10245303924433644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22475040190976686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22550483202774785,0.0,0.0,0.2519493386127839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562500887224601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706133373062066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305083820453933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266478808901746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28293006115269703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518400212724696,0.0,0.0,0.06841941153071117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146199649919986,0.0,0.0,0.10134040298450156,0.0,0.0968142709887357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877140325375947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708436272391973,0.0,0.0,0.16670388133784614,0.0,0.0,0.0755603672901358
lonely,oxypation,2019/10/11,"My life feels empty For a couple of years my life has been feeling really empty, i have some friends but I still feel lonely when I am around them.

My life feels extremely repetitive, I wake up, go to school, go home, sleep and then repeat the same circle again and again.

I don’t really find joy in anything, not even the things that I used to be interested in.

I do drugs just so I can keep tolerating this empty feeling. 

I have a bad habit of crushing on girls that barely pay any attention to me, it always ends with me getting my feelings hurt. 

I feel like I’m losing my mind cause real life has been starting to feel so unreal, it feels like I’m in a dream and I truly do think that I’m losing my mind. I’ve started to develop some pretty bad mood swings.

The only thing stopping me from suicide is the hope of meeting a girl that understands me.

I don’t really know what I’m supposed to do, cause I can’t force girls to be into me. But every time I try to flirt with girls, I’ve always been rejected.",2.9362980769230766,4.2271092644230785,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,74.14423076923076,7.507692307692308,23.09615384615385,8.07648339933343,1.1147057692307696,789,21,166,12,16,264,116,208,0.205,0.648,0.147,-0.9311,0,3,1,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,1,2,9,15,0,0,8,0,18,7,2,3,0,37,42,9,1,1,4,0,9,2,1,0,5,0,1,4,10,7,0,2,14,1,1,2,4,7,0,0,3,9,26,7,22,37,3,22,0,5,0,0,7,7,0,3,15,102,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310972737789785,0.0,0.0,0.07482506339865838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905463922064965,0.09795119319108114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374309436265232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260649281599687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217475508143442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760138605745125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745508093916694,0.0,0.0,0.07267464200466234,0.0,0.09270612362272693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500716224077502,0.1572127785729737,0.0,0.0,0.1005666232347067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500991655287768,0.0,0.05748681768856005,0.0,0.1250666573956119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037037454441358,0.10928591711521736,0.0,0.0,0.11779079223332024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780088326107153,0.0,0.0,0.06047032997569087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310873470835898,0.10751147956994106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461937801791179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222200511807866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368376885656045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194139843850713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252397188026962,0.2114666225820857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135755921398206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101107725077967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576145397686345,0.0,0.08787114567009488,0.0919911013772784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035639347399953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619982530359654,0.07050362007363524,0.0,0.0,0.06416014124997996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470403631025206,0.0,0.0,0.11454647335243022,0.0,0.09503172307901206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085655561447485
lonely,MrzXanMan,2019/10/11,"Why? All my friends distance themselves from me. They all stay away from my every girl in my school avoids me. Fml why should I still try to make friends or if I dare, go after a girl. Please is there any reason why I should still try to make friends.",1.6788235294117655,3.780265509803925,1.344862745098041,103.58788235294121,80.17647058823529,4.08,20.003921568627447,3.1291,-0.847403137254902,195,5,46,0,5,56,34,51,0.031,0.759,0.21,0.872,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,2,10,6,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,7,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419992601864772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854101325023351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626988827741684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457399860183165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121545068426338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634558104547217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662322200034625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029013487199517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972153085274266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034125346857085,0.31519655881272496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679657240707384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.534213765198919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,i_want_cakes,2019/10/11,"Will someone DM me? I like to chat and nights are the loneliest ever I try to talk to most on this sub, yet I'm still lonely.

I want to have a long lasting relationship chatting, talking about whatever.

I'm a 30 year old dad. PM me or DM me :)",-0.3399358974358968,1.703979750000002,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,88.03846153846153,5.005128205128205,22.128205128205128,6.42735559955562,0.36022051282051315,185,7,43,2,6,64,40,52,0.11,0.764,0.127,-0.0258,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,6,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,6,5,1,9,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,2,9,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752188153366999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24801091052822466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864510916647072,0.0,0.0,0.2692587900334792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855255585549105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192676301726625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266592684457641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25779684905232475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429808629359795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891021732454793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657123642856207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945927442991014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959322015956792
lonely,rainisamazing,2019/10/11,"a lab I had high anxiety about ended up with catching two girls looking and my partner being at ease around me :) This girl with stunning eyes I got partnered up with in a lab wasn’t weirded out by me.

Not that I’m weird or creepy but I just have a brooding face and an overweight somewhat. I was worried about being considered the gross guy for some reason.

Somehow when she was done looking through a microscope and I was looking she didn’t distance her face away. She actually held it close at some point where I had to ask her to give me some room.

Some other points in the lab while seated and facing each other our knees touched and there was no awkward “move aways”.

Feels good to not have a girl try to keep her distance.

Also caught two girls eyeing me :)

While I’m overweight I still groom well and the weight is spread well enough.

So if that gives anyone hope I’d be happy.",1.7580857142857127,4.303597422857145,2.184785714285717,94.9834642857143,83.34285714285714,4.414285714285714,21.892857142857146,5.6839178017228535,0.08154285714285736,699,23,142,4,20,213,112,175,0.1,0.743,0.157,0.8728,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,13,9,0,1,9,0,15,9,6,1,0,30,29,14,0,2,6,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,1,7,6,13,3,2,2,0,0,3,5,4,2,2,12,8,19,5,22,14,7,24,0,0,5,0,17,16,0,9,5,104,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.14741703082543126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208061196547702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556382721904428,0.0,0.0,0.10562771777797687,0.0,0.0,0.13447931407212935,0.1412247908877062,0.0,0.2838598909286353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459129579592928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133798190819143,0.15608987308795594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638268289547412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898294117844055,0.0,0.1267056237793882,0.12081997422537025,0.0,0.0,0.14957747356527593,0.0,0.16081082762601195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960779766936806,0.0,0.15004100197868955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427295031455375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805680650610925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055751499208887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28560931013213503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553193289374115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064019856699908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256278901906102,0.0,0.2951358719564836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395570194166985,0.2716500159399419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534131974548915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_open_your_eyes_,2019/10/11,"Lonely, need someone to talk to I made a snapchat for the sole purpose of just talking with someone. Feeling lonely lately and would love to get to know someone.

sc: mollyoye",3.0290624999999984,6.041388781250002,3.3862500000000004,85.03375000000003,83.0625,4.45,33.0,5.985473137389443,2.0616625000000006,139,8,22,1,4,43,26,32,0.136,0.708,0.155,0.1779,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,7,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,7,5,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555801071346074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400697330352963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733922170015767,0.0,0.3024253435745225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419682098017529,0.2536800734954441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987906928455536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.681473717822918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309727829259518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044857421306666,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chill2max,2019/10/11,"Happiness diary I want to share a free non-profit ad-free app that might help you, friends and loved ones struggling with ups and downs.
The app allows you to take daily online diary entries as well as logging a happiness level. Friends and family can also keep track of their loved ones (depending on privacy settings) to see how they are doing each day.

Daily journaling is known to improve awareness and help to identify things that cause your mood to go up or down - allowing a user to do less of the bad and more of the good.

If you're interested, I get nothing from it other than the satisfaction that it is helping people. The site is: Happychart.org

Best wishes",7.6196914285714294,7.661031792000003,7.516685714285718,72.97720000000002,63.08,10.662857142857145,33.85714285714286,10.290406445055957,3.4819942857142863,534,20,92,11,7,171,89,125,0.038,0.611,0.35100000000000003,0.9928,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,2,1,3,15,0,1,8,0,8,2,0,5,0,19,17,11,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,7,13,20,16,4,10,0,0,1,2,13,7,0,4,1,66,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436254493975925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072745961422995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894456082253952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854447507135888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642108382213068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017909330466194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278940088790349,0.0,0.09431474985831363,0.0,0.1025942205723269,0.1514124148614676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843358332558338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629981789064093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045532196028472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258544253149329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150420901068324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321472793525608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24465134620047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515050261008726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385183144619534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871970066593266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357292943503198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993010317199948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647593820024197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162310020991009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075901927874871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Frangodeborracha,2019/10/11,"I discovered that my ""friends"" hang out without me I thought that i had friends, but today i discovered that they doesn't like me. They hang out without me, have fun and stuff and never comment about that in my presence. That really hurts me. They were the only people that i had a ""friendly"" relationship, but today i discovered that it was a fake friendship. In my absence, they talk about me as a undesirable company.

Now i have literally zero friends, and i have no idea how to make new ones. Loneliness is killing me. Im pretty sure that i will die alone.

If you guys have any idea how i make new friends, please tell me.

Sorry by the bad english",3.3241774891774867,5.368910912698414,4.142352092352096,85.76577922077924,74.79365079365078,7.43896103896104,28.914862914862915,8.296473431620573,2.065755555555556,509,22,101,9,11,163,73,126,0.281,0.568,0.151,-0.9721,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,4,0,5,12,1,0,5,0,11,0,0,4,2,19,14,9,2,1,5,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,4,0,2,5,0,25,8,11,8,0,12,0,1,0,0,15,4,0,1,7,75,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318854669066308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401686862758532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543558788504305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348492055673273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5340701226012724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368923338443966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800283402282866,0.31214190884379794,0.14933710368523334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295660334270136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754349539826589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845700743326325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662933612640864,0.26705146701237603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368389823526296,0.1051477345355584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584731196212726,0.0,0.0,0.1517604190158854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065313509871366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856849461654047,0.0,0.0,0.14843212076596324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476305897463385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582667559434189,0.0,0.0,0.13030193793193878,0.0,0.0,0.11112262816158502,0.1208393285067609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975754140838287,0.0,0.0,0.26209560157199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665421655795655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xXx_ozone_xXx,2019/10/11,"i have no friends in my town i have no friends around here. everyone at school ignores me for no reason. also it doesn’t help that we live 15 minutes out of town, into the countryside. it’s halloween soon and i have nothing to do and i’m really sad :( all of my real friends live far away. i have a group or friends who live more than 30 miles away, but it’s so annoying because i can’t always be with them cause they live so far away. i have many online friends but they live really far away, some in different countries. nobody here seems to even know that i exist. what can a sad boi do right now? :/",1.1156823821339972,3.2889994516129057,2.4041935483870955,94.8147518610422,82.70967741935483,5.750868486352358,21.635235732009924,7.010146845296331,0.48249205955335,468,15,104,6,13,150,79,124,0.172,0.722,0.106,-0.8343,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,3,0,9,9,1,0,3,0,11,0,0,2,1,18,14,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,14,5,17,13,3,19,0,2,0,0,12,17,0,3,2,71,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011284048620914,0.10416648842226003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114439082794122,0.0,0.0,0.4704731856661214,0.0,0.0,0.07631347495048363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860261472213202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079487011511112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826855281079329,0.0,0.0,0.1196225491365961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835998947291035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391091284978923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880007979372221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5527167202688263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269210363594766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012131287156655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249141108429,0.16039734431971425,0.1287141681793281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690991295916373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266969927671307,0.0,0.11396650141087415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Wirtox,2019/10/11,"Any one feel like this ? When i on my own I want to talk to everyone ,but i feel always stressed out to go to see them. And i dont know why but no one come to talk to me either. Can any one tell me what would  you would not go see this someone . Im 18 and its allready hard to have human contact .
I never had a girl friend and its getting harder to talk to them.so i need to find tricks to make friend and because people dont come to me i need to fight my fear and go to them .

And sometimes when i lm whit my sisters friends i would like to tell so much to them, also when i like a girl and scared to take a move to be rejected by this girl so i never do any thing .

Is my brain protecting me from the feeling of being rejected so every time i think about talking to someone anxiety come and fuck everything

Its kind of complicated in my head ...",3.078075506445675,3.418066121546964,4.439461325966853,90.09889732965011,72.86740331491713,7.580294659300183,26.13305709023941,7.492282038375204,1.0642813996316756,652,20,153,7,12,217,96,181,0.213,0.7120000000000001,0.075,-0.9835,0,2,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,1,3,0,8,15,3,3,4,0,12,3,2,1,2,31,32,17,0,6,4,1,4,3,3,3,0,0,0,4,8,12,0,1,6,0,0,7,6,8,0,3,1,6,25,7,27,26,3,16,0,2,2,1,20,3,1,0,9,103,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723259780875665,0.0907647145516887,0.0,0.0,0.2225378941231824,0.0,0.08344720358412303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649519317815371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177125509756136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818926829755043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556858850712959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190603872665734,0.10423224100936754,0.09803560027437798,0.0,0.0,0.12274724145055327,0.16546495845448486,0.07792798982003278,0.0,0.0,0.09969869959434123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528287575043213,0.1008442759295669,0.056990687198379075,0.0,0.1859809353823016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771577930723868,0.0,0.11194929648996907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782695684894814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135918068570636,0.05994845077523174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987542924013892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281288322638284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593658641220388,0.0801876021905276,0.16176539996767375,0.16826106676181193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22174975332468053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562351761189239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092098133208852,0.0,0.1738479875349299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484914451658932,0.0,0.10788459265004433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495272127788253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820158646404335,0.35070296102525705,0.1906844313203307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246903592293491,0.0698951502192737,0.0,0.0,0.06360641774242931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433921414455236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984292696277181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324655345267012,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bqrc,2019/10/11,"Friday nights Sitting here on the sofa, in what feels like an empty house, with my family a hundred miles away, feeling really lonely, messaged a few people 3 hrs ago yet no replies.  Anyone wanna talk for a bit just in general?",5.3434108527131805,6.611556209302329,6.465116279069767,74.2401550387597,68.30232558139535,8.524031007751939,28.286821705426355,8.841846274778883,2.475951937984496,179,6,29,3,3,60,40,43,0.152,0.759,0.08900000000000001,-0.4201,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,7,2,2,9,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28375938503862763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22382928915944514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007551376854665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494786709105269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30177247849443845,0.0,0.3237158196018489,0.22868760247012315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693655028871186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639022936963787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004028039919439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22192489467468632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507151882400085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572933663541706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,geieboewv,2019/10/11,"Finally had plans this weekend only to get ditched. Again. Title says most of it. I was pretty excited for some human interaction with friends I havent seen in a while. Or with anyone at all for that matter. Then day of I get a text saying one wont be showing because they had an opportunity to hang out with other friends. To me, that’s pretty rude. You don’t back out of plans with friends just cause u decided you’d rather hang out with other people. This resulted in the second friend ditching me too. I know its stupid to be so upset but I get my hopes up every time just to be disappointed. I don’t know why I let myself have expectations anymore because they always fall short and leave me upset. Just got out of work so I guess I’ll start drinking alone so I can pass out as early as possible.",1.767668845315903,4.105626703703706,3.4227668845315904,87.49598039215687,81.34567901234567,6.033986928104575,21.875090777051557,7.285733465282438,0.8108485112563542,634,20,128,9,17,210,106,162,0.114,0.76,0.126,-0.2692,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,2,4,10,12,2,2,4,0,14,1,0,2,1,29,24,10,0,3,6,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,1,8,11,1,0,3,3,0,4,4,5,0,2,5,3,18,7,27,13,3,24,0,1,1,0,12,10,0,5,10,90,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474596417387735,0.0,0.0,0.13235690779107884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775222343695838,0.11122369883914483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231309361701667,0.0,0.1939321507372518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340614602912387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258538217287996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558255984444357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402123449922956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425067788439774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4915806428260637,0.0,0.2493186201617069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722081580179348,0.0,0.17523079150909732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798992507514664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483868286627582,0.0,0.0,0.16842952153160445,0.0,0.16265730224330782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107788258900893,0.12097800632184942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027738033257596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932471290910212,0.0,0.3236576792133499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529937308657265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258879960469287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275354205252577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353368297809224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580303899883755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pressed2020,2019/10/11,"guys...I just told my parents I'm gay and they're being really mean can someone please DM me a nice distraction? my snapchat is: streetplug2019   


please anything",1.5928078817734033,3.2126380344827616,1.48778325123153,91.77482758620691,116.9310344827586,4.41576354679803,24.83251231527093,6.1826913282559595,1.3549270935960591,129,6,22,2,7,38,26,29,0.084,0.677,0.239,0.5859,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607786856587261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34519301448931394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518758822788288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6957140360207191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030119093421284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685052396463253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30280803218520785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FluffyPanda42,2019/10/11,"Most people who tell you to ""Live and enjoy life by yourself"" are living and enjoying life with someone by their side. It's human to need love. Don't you find it ironic or even hypocritical when the people who tell you to be happy being by yourself or judge you for needing another person to make life fulfilling, are in fact people who are enjoying life with a special other, who is often one of the main force behind their motivation in life. Some of them don't even know what's like to be alone since they always jump from one relationship to another.

How can you take such advice seriously when it's so often told by these people?

I've also observed the people who actually live a completely fulfilled life being by themselves are either surrounded by a very supportive family or a lot of good friends. Or otherwise are a very small minority.

I think some people just really need a special other in their life in order to be complete. Because one is complete as long as their wishes and priorities in life are met, and having a strong romantic bond and a loving partner is after all a human need.

So if you are lonely and someone tried to put shame on you for feeling bad about not having a partner, don't worry, don't blame yourself. They don't know any better. It's human to feel lonely and it's human to need love and company.",8.81720930232558,7.162891767441863,9.21437984496124,67.29389534883724,61.55813953488372,11.70077519379845,35.45348837209303,10.504223727775694,3.6847999999999987,1068,36,185,20,12,359,131,258,0.083,0.7120000000000001,0.205,0.9886,0,5,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,7,7,3,13,20,0,1,13,0,23,11,0,3,2,41,42,21,0,7,8,0,2,1,3,0,8,0,0,7,14,10,0,0,7,0,0,2,6,5,0,3,2,2,15,15,35,35,7,16,0,2,0,3,35,9,0,11,5,136,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.08514342033246698,0.0,0.0,0.08525969651132373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036469345914623,0.0,0.06977379863715152,0.07259899482040119,0.0,0.0,0.0593329963176067,0.1829784784663752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285011095226407,0.05318679410789312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716554041027776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744399152924302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525561277435095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225154103127924,0.0,0.08823244966305425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974492523003973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740913855186098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731811658634681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287925427549308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590064352251412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930180787706135,0.04262594598441822,0.0,0.2311300625741592,0.07721351011248613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417683539578268,0.2362396118720028,0.0,0.058240056814152064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234738712169169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736858725948804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629290120411102,0.07618334024430368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771035509780306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589458829728875,0.0,0.0,0.09367385452611668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217410695383099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785329465971178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901027336244037,0.0,0.0,0.06560114645466901,0.0,0.15252070267760534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559062811336281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337112018182502,0.0,0.05923702714010686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439807857656461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033320150074757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860661676816382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Unchainedboar,2019/10/11,"27 years old never had a friend that wasnt online, or a relationship of any kind Ill be 28 in a few months and i am feeling more lonely now then ever. 
To this day i have still never had a friend that wasnt online, in school i was bullied alot and eventually i just stopped trying to make friends in school. I would just go read a book in the corner and avoid all other kids, threw school i spent a great deal of time suicidal i would think about it almost everyday.

The only thing that kept me going threw school were my frineds online, playing World of Warcraft a had a few close friends that i would play with almost daily and 15 years later i still consider them friends but sadly we dont get to talk much anymore since they are all grown up now with wives and kids and dont have time for gaming anymore, now without them I really have no friends anymore.

I dont think ill ever have a relationship because even today i dont know what i am sexuality wise, I dont feel attracted to men or women the only thing that has ever gotten me excited is crossdressing (i know weird) and that just gets me even more depressed, forget the fact that i cant make friends and all that but im not even attracted to other people men or women so that just lends credence to the idea i will be alone forever...

I also have no career of any kind, i work retail just enough to pay my bills, as stupid as this sounds i think of the show big bang theory and think to myself how said those characters where at the start when they had friends and successful careers but no relationships, i have none of that, friends career or relationship, just nothing alone everyday.

i still think about suicide it truly feels like the way to end my suffering, it may be selfish but i need a way out",10.801274038461537,6.442142610795461,9.988181818181818,71.67919580419581,60.39204545454545,13.103496503496508,39.00874125874126,10.214889679676881,3.670244493006993,1397,42,283,20,13,448,175,352,0.174,0.6779999999999999,0.149,-0.8390000000000001,0,5,0,0,0,1,23.0,1,0,4,2,25,28,1,1,19,0,33,2,0,3,9,66,57,25,2,4,16,1,3,1,9,5,2,2,0,6,21,15,0,3,11,6,4,5,16,8,0,0,14,5,35,20,30,35,11,46,0,4,0,0,29,12,0,8,28,196,56,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547337746187996,0.1401196232203742,0.0,0.05409567609562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200182914710517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20125696754701874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041235759594906815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043625424058373566,0.06973901702817402,0.05826253295443318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963971373225085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059913385293859325,0.06989535994122201,0.0,0.13403663879474628,0.1835663055068863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261002220010132,0.04832559618743918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703611809290479,0.0,0.07068343331719135,0.0,0.0768884162810942,0.0,0.0,0.07457884308431653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636296280206142,0.07306819988334065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408837004792056,0.07435183766235652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03304792647500635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030711558626114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539935876753977,0.0,0.04972685285027439,0.05015790484260499,0.10434397685834787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490719473868109,0.0,0.07098204055929777,0.0,0.0,0.10289413005515954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046896520529091566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766329823672683,0.0,0.04333511437082915,0.0,0.0,0.29050162622935605,0.0,0.0,0.06434587845396901,0.0,0.0,0.2738413753813704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055956636854026784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047879473887425465,0.0,0.16206413527165975,0.05655424270658317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798528522670396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437048265772482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988065454254787,0.21672089917612106,0.0,0.0,0.07888867827461979,0.0,0.06411954340755116,0.0,0.0,0.04592650960144848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738689292772174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520735889239013,0.0,0.04924636021786175,0.0,0.0,0.14415918561454605,0.0,0.0,0.0871223147364838
lonely,GibMoneyForMe,2019/10/11,"Its my birthday and nobody ramembered. Just the title

I dont know what to think. Im just sitting in my room. With no plans,no friends,nothing.",0.3853448275862057,2.8265819310344824,1.4788793103448263,97.37280172413796,91.75862068965515,2.9000000000000004,24.49137931034483,3.1291,-0.020041379310344443,112,5,23,0,4,35,25,29,0.087,0.9129999999999999,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5736773387225522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5287320026761223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26901029512587443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696777957725007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31364471884105105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheThunderousSilence,2019/10/11,anyone want to talk? I’m sad and lonely and just want to chat with somebody for a bit,-0.07105263157894726,1.8189568947368429,1.778157894736843,99.2346052631579,85.3157894736842,3.8,14.76315789473684,3.1291,-1.3576526315789479,67,1,16,0,2,22,16,19,0.264,0.613,0.12300000000000001,-0.6124,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362607209042148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5661613185410861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168195763347344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6117506143214043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UltimateGriffin,2019/10/11,I don't know if I should post this here but today is my birthday but I still feel like I'm insignificant. Even my closest friends forgot about it. If you think it doesn't belong here I'll delete it.,0.4885714285714258,2.79634023809524,1.7336190476190474,97.59471428571429,87.09523809523809,4.312380952380953,17.923809523809524,5.6839178017228535,-0.5774247619047612,158,4,36,1,5,50,31,42,0.073,0.753,0.174,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,9,4,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,1,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28953433392474376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216492796212523,0.3131662975764229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386778233397621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409125965917783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141618023006539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419830154020028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500769034564061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808850255635741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155164466745422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RiftExcursion,2019/10/11,Talk Anyone just want to talk,-1.09,-2.1438266666666674,-0.6533333333333324,105.09000000000003,149.0,1.2000000000000002,3.0,3.1291,-3.0984,24,0,5,0,2,7,5,6,0.0,0.794,0.20600000000000002,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37804457425166427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8691298757764507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31889741126526755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dankfuzzbals,2019/10/11,"I really think I’m just here, floating around in life with no meaning. Even if I have loving parents, a great girlfriend and good friends, I sometimes feel as if everyone doesn’t like me or I feel as if I’m not enough and that my girlfriend will end up leaving me for someone better, even if she says otherwise. I just can’t shake that feeling of self deprecation, anxiety, loneliness and depression. I feel as if everyone else hangs out with me one day, and then throw me away the next. My parents, even if they love me, I sometimes feel that they think they’ll be better off without me.  Home doesn’t feel safe anymore and school is even worse. I can’t find solace in God even if I’m a Christian.

I have so much issues to work on, especially with the thought of me just being there, just existing with no meaning or purpose to begin with. I can’t find the reason why I’m here and it haunts me. The fact that I’m just like a background character in my own life disturbs me. 

Sometimes. Sometimes I just feel so alone, so awkward, so ostracized, so hated in this world that I think it would be better without me in it. Sometimes I feel like maybe killing myself would make me famous, like they would finally notice me, maybe be the center of attention. I consider it yet I’m afraid of dying. So, it just is still there.

I’m sorry if it’s too long, I’m just a 15 year old telling how I feel.",3.572023809523808,4.86956996428572,4.4021428571428585,87.24952380952381,72.57142857142857,7.476190476190476,27.97619047619048,7.957251820313856,1.6507619047619049,1090,41,226,15,21,351,134,280,0.13,0.725,0.145,0.685,2,1,0,0,0,1,34.0,0,0,4,4,28,20,2,4,9,0,18,4,0,3,1,60,46,27,2,11,21,2,9,4,3,5,2,1,1,1,12,13,0,1,19,0,0,3,10,7,0,1,1,10,36,13,28,36,3,27,1,1,0,2,15,13,0,10,15,153,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742106830782319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064571768146585,0.0,0.08370989826638832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514087494106735,0.0,0.0,0.07930394615789503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223955630932344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443607524645816,0.0,0.07270035068800694,0.0,0.08760201378558059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051192106898176,0.0,0.07476029449622178,0.0872158644933179,0.0,0.27875291807861324,0.0,0.0,0.16131062062663085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841122700871487,0.06030097923791888,0.0,0.09246466516132028,0.15429447694390316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521328939800991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707972932225872,0.0,0.09305994386437162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333526903132589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466794778765069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809985727177125,0.0,0.0,0.09338477118454362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937571721834688,0.0,0.0,0.11923951017629217,0.16494963211595956,0.0,0.0,0.07469828406912211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236274593471166,0.0,0.05634289001714271,0.0,0.1695980450821144,0.1838897700348681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062049476009792826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976869762400201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609888764432296,0.08857183132163543,0.0,0.05719693827650337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744983924080316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407382501423584,0.08678531975078912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712450389413137,0.0,0.08542524249109631,0.0,0.0,0.08805578794187785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151849066929539,0.0,0.41740757053438654,0.09448766862183228,0.0,0.0,0.06740821170850338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377617439251427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622554108711336,0.0,0.06701039815349033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761649486651939,0.0,0.0,0.16273229530281794,0.0,0.06144991431708849,0.0,0.08601880222963426,0.17988272767460467,0.0,0.0,0.054355882871132084
lonely,HeebersJeebers,2019/10/11,"[23M] Doing well career-wise but feel alone I don’t know if I have the right to complain given what I have seen from others on this sub but I figured I should let it off my chest.

On paper, my life should be very happy. I am doing my masters at one of the most prestigious universities for my field, which has also been my dream school for the last 5-6 years. I did not have to take any debt. I have excellent and relevant work experience.

Despite this, I feel like more alone and lost than I’ve ever been. I am in a new country and all my classmates are internationals as well. I am friendly with my classmates and they all seem genuinely nice and interesting but despite trying, it does not extend beyond the classroom.  I find myself eating lunch and studying alone. When I come home, that sense of loneliness really sinks it.

Unlike some of my classmates, I don’t have a girlfriend back home to talk to and the difference in time zone makes it difficult to talk to anyone from back home. I have always been insecure about my looks and height and so have never been very good at meeting and connecting with new people. 

I don’t know what I want from this post but I just wanted to throw my thoughts into a void. This has been making me feel very depressed and bitter and I was hoping talking to some people here might help.",4.397028340080972,5.737371107692307,4.9053036437246975,84.26706477732796,70.61538461538461,7.627530364372469,25.222672064777328,8.032893268588372,1.3731923076923078,1048,30,205,14,19,334,150,260,0.156,0.7140000000000001,0.13,-0.7482,1,3,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,4,12,16,1,1,8,0,30,4,1,2,4,48,48,21,0,6,8,0,3,1,2,3,1,0,3,0,13,16,2,0,9,1,1,2,6,6,2,1,11,6,32,10,30,32,6,24,0,2,2,0,9,11,0,7,11,150,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35729512499075206,0.0,0.09196009765477477,0.09568363459815683,0.0,0.0,0.07819938489936645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080405986631077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768454937719481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905654272127927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990435577629839,0.0,0.0,0.1201435197534534,0.0,0.0,0.10063140868198356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766685041421066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040180201630217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124855094479508,0.0,0.0,0.17443219759747006,0.08215123398710862,0.0,0.0,0.10510178970996244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884353561270353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645092127335453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241250240214364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707758268062402,0.0,0.3460429570704749,0.11421429008406793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639461682956712,0.09373488458779143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758843669223018,0.0812231660646152,0.056179916127815394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656540724735496,0.0,0.1255287671011005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351783668539848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219897153328211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868991936268775,0.2221224846315924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792243374954194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944374555561167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013179095150424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366765030125846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820364688725894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637935524401187,0.0,0.10468557827565303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646064786595116,0.27728176754295764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129183253486883,0.0670535159332035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807289995649229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28464453802225764,0.13565205128330066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20678556736319914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371648940613682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405191273435036
lonely,its--raining,2019/10/11,"In need of a person to talk about life Hello,

sorry people I'm new to reddit and I'm not sure if this is correct page to post these kind of things but.. 

I'm looking for an email friend to exchange letters sometimes when sadness and loneliness takes over :)

A little about me: 23 year old male, european, bi-lingual, in a healthy relationship with my girlfriend. 

Basically, I'm used to having someone to exchange emails with about life and how is it going but people simply disappeared over time :) I'm a good listener as well.

​

Would anyone be interested in this..? Text me.

​

P.S. Sorry about my English language, it's my second language.",2.9225068870523434,5.897320148760335,3.744429752066118,82.58452341597797,83.04958677685951,5.540716253443526,27.074931129476585,7.0316486544052195,1.73440782369146,522,23,86,7,15,166,82,121,0.08,0.7659999999999999,0.155,0.9139,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,2,2,15,16,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,1,0,2,5,6,21,14,1,14,0,1,1,0,11,6,0,1,5,53,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311908827275423,0.3714197769636176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686500003236236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807907388399867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685901408840581,0.12818980447675596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915296369238618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159021736515545,0.0,0.1531796951801385,0.0,0.0,0.12834196408735055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332438289381147,0.0,0.14760791031801798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037344398989345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191153280836486,0.13344864590601713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637260652738268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408638690848415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949564761671886,0.0,0.15115661183738507,0.3421700241565975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404411991213825,0.0,0.11491205473774785,0.1228420807081172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153603646412886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911866246041762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319993984912401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741600960853947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856880086669904,0.0,0.3714197769636176,0.09842000562796713
lonely,bye420,2019/10/11,"fml drinking at the pub alone lol, what has my life come to

gg",-1.7814285714285738,0.13193085714285854,-0.21714285714285708,109.08714285714287,97.57142857142857,2.8000000000000003,14.142857142857142,3.1291,-1.8146,48,1,13,0,2,15,14,14,0.111,0.611,0.278,0.4588,0,1,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5724575710795934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761246141875004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5414611765747287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904068074979829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DainWins,2019/10/11,"Have you ever been in a group before and you go through ice breakers (what's your name, what's your favorite color, etc.) And everything feels normal but eventually ""what's your biggest fear?"" comes up Everyone answers honestly.

Drowning, bears, heights.

People keep answering as it gets closer to your turn

Spiders, darkness, storms.

And then it's your turn
""What about you, Anon?""
Everyone looks to you, like they have for everyone else.
All waiting for another interesting tidbit that they'll soon forget.

And it comes out just as easily as everyone's.

""Dying alone""

And then there is a silence that can be heard.

You're no longer being looked at, you're being psychologically evaluated.

It feels like you've said something forbidden.

After they realize there isn't a punchline there's an uncomfortable chuckle and they move to the next person.

If you can relate to this at all; I'm sorry. I hope the person who will make you forget this fear is just around the corner. Please do your best to take care of yourself in the meantime.",3.7150734549138775,6.696771505319152,4.157811550151976,81.19833333333334,78.62765957446808,6.985207700101317,25.44174265450861,8.11559375814309,1.9722104356636272,825,31,140,16,21,259,118,188,0.12,0.6970000000000001,0.183,0.95,0,1,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,12,4,1,9,10,0,2,8,0,14,0,0,1,3,30,33,13,2,3,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,2,13,10,0,2,5,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,3,7,17,8,21,25,4,21,0,0,3,0,23,11,0,2,8,94,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688506433758968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385885340749137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176565752373714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246430999148067,0.0,0.1387010230935185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475297816154555,0.0,0.0,0.22770018858464655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716839115850205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040849807632548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740104681355254,0.0,0.11955254118834507,0.0,0.5051646041446712,0.11878310090310865,0.0,0.0,0.2974490476111245,0.13365512664800486,0.09442007038323416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905175802541405,0.0,0.07511350350193191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127156812034116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747602662930495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914015718242086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22197384278638346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822244196107748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047251410324646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056101335315654,0.0,0.12949551486841787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162789739646364,0.23080610427807505,0.0,0.14507958353517975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572100194956193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174854814944836,0.0,0.1479500405195909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937307159822076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875193013624707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheDragini,2019/10/11,Just looking for someone to talk to Just looking for someone to talk to because I've been trying to reply to people all night on r4r and no luck so now I'm sad and lonely,5.132432432432432,4.212308864864866,6.295270270270272,82.87912162162164,68.45945945945945,7.4,32.013513513513516,3.1291,1.4963081081081082,136,5,28,0,2,46,25,37,0.192,0.737,0.071,-0.6204,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,9,3,1,3,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,18,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188390173423843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190377531678301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900165808637137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142519920147561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5237034547659644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967952455660337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982038874912165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hugitoutboy,2019/10/11,"Hey boys, its been real but I hope ya’ll find the sincerity you’re looking for. After tonight I don’t know if I’ll be around the morning but don’t worry, there are lots of people who deserve to exist besides me. You boys keep pushing yourselves and be the people your parents want you to be. Its been real, love you guys. Keep loving eachother, see you in the next plane.",3.385720720720723,5.081259013513517,4.04972972972973,87.99504504504505,73.72972972972974,5.473873873873874,25.84684684684685,5.46131890053228,0.6825387387387383,293,10,57,1,6,93,53,74,0.046,0.7559999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.9274,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,0,0,14,17,4,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,8,4,7,12,1,6,0,0,2,2,13,2,0,3,3,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184716109737808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964828102853906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20545441662922445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609110314022772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688653113120335,0.0,0.0,0.11403479369446046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424502039231965,0.0,0.0,0.17640632660155628,0.3745478572095821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067516001564036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23040059822762846,0.0,0.0,0.2877042565004702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723534831630306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534805433982647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238696607767972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107230335894369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,daxinius,2019/10/11,"I have exam today and I am stressed Can someone be lonely even though they have friends to hangout with?

I will probably go to the movies with my friends tonight after exam but I still feel lonely.",4.487017543859646,6.31115963157895,4.255263157894738,87.11517543859651,71.10526315789474,6.119298245614036,31.08771929824561,6.42735559955562,1.6457614035087724,158,7,29,1,3,48,29,38,0.168,0.7290000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.3818,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,2,5,6,0,5,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,23,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189914789445565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676461057080367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123230562229314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843252277706526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35747649467155906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809287190876064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647833084009156,0.0,0.3797995173513603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257548651776849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31427900086867205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BeesWachs,2019/10/11,"Unrequited Every time someone likes me I don’t like them back. But every time I like someone, they express interest, then leave over time. I guess it’s just the worlds way of
payback but it’s a painful squeeze of the heart every time I think about it.",1.5766666666666684,4.168126399999999,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,85.0,4.933333333333334,24.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.6861333333333341,200,8,41,2,6,62,34,50,0.102,0.745,0.153,0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,4,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,9,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912166054536928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5230596516992396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22796426530518046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452211579790987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911623979431666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032966694108289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019539347463216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506738348837337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325967746903349,0.0,0.0,0.4826661544209131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425683563933313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,neonglowputty,2019/10/11,"Everywhere I turn I'm reminded that everyone else has gotten what I so desperately want I've always been dreaming of my future husband. It's something I've always fantasized about and couldnt wait till I was old enough to get married. I'm at that age now where all my friends are dating and marrying each other. Actually, the ones who wanted to wait a few years before they got married have already tied the knot and they're younger than me. It's really slim pickings where I live and I'm not actively searching for a mate because I know I'm not emotionally or financially ready to take care of another person. 

All my friends, however, they didnt wait for the right circumstances and they married before they were ready. But they're happy. Now they're all paired off and I'm left with no one. I've run dry out of friends, and I'm so lonely. I just want a man of my own. I'm the only one being smart about it all and it's proving to be quite a hassle. But I'll stick to it and I wont act out of desperation because I know that does not end well. It just really sucks.",2.8788383838383846,4.4960246818181835,4.409393939393941,85.21853535353536,74.9090909090909,7.7979797979797985,25.858585858585855,8.515128840125781,1.7136010101010104,850,30,177,16,18,284,123,220,0.085,0.79,0.125,0.8262,1,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,1,11,9,1,0,8,0,11,0,0,1,5,36,33,15,0,4,8,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,12,13,0,3,3,1,0,2,7,2,1,3,6,0,17,7,21,23,8,19,0,1,0,0,12,8,1,1,9,105,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.14659409664842962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657726884656518,0.0,0.24999193177167894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751989203711853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831467424124492,0.0,0.2556541359808463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316039464139966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145947245297776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549042973181493,0.16897848682712127,0.13305128183970194,0.1552185240278868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354267190464162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481812828262935,0.0,0.07848430998813298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201455142562758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991312452248066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511514513148168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632156342985206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264795877767452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763174518833686,0.0,0.30538105847267705,0.11424989449747484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116724579732494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977860117822193,0.0,0.0,0.1924709307420777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828797471727002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564752038412555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294755092140064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339738929889658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658128411263062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506678457797788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673744519423097
lonely,shame_in_you,2019/10/11,"I'm Starting to Feel Afraid of People Whenever I find myself loving someone and trusting them they hurt me. I can't stand feeling alone at the same time though, it's a constant cycle.",3.9333333333333336,5.9063101111111145,4.495555555555558,84.20500000000001,72.8888888888889,5.911111111111111,28.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.4689,148,6,26,1,3,47,34,36,0.125,0.6559999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.5529,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,2,3,6,1,5,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440136117788096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358942811531219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358962723466985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30358471543777954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555800422759161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997839053223213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302752610417532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814348389964904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351018417481361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263417436684909,0.0,0.19368292975656767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheCompleteFiction,2019/10/11,"A Discord Would you all like to join me in my discord? I'd just like company. 

I can post a link if there is interest. I'm not trying to be snooty. I just would like people to talk to.",-1.24707317073171,0.6685311219512222,1.7104390243902436,97.40468292682928,91.43902439024393,5.231219512195122,17.956097560975607,6.742157984588678,-0.08615512195121955,140,4,35,2,5,49,29,41,0.11699999999999999,0.607,0.275,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,5,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5674382385144742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684069455069645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707908078739238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31118332471694765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26285519737597995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5500525588541123,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wholesome_and_drunk,2019/10/11,It's my birthday today Today i turned 20. No one said happy birthday. I figured no one would remember so i told people couple days ago to no avail. Just wanted to tell someone on reddit because i dont really have any friends. 🎉🎉,0.06565349544073129,2.4362613404255318,2.8455927051671743,86.62000000000002,95.17021276595743,4.387841945288755,21.60790273556231,6.1826913282559595,0.7067775075987841,181,7,33,2,7,63,37,47,0.136,0.7190000000000001,0.145,0.3535,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,5,2,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175539197716869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477712774863478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874403345672404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251837223646282,0.0,0.14678442581342324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26674778504439983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584469850835366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422865032341213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30845793732157845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577905312576292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580763437324698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25782863591279565,0.0,0.21650157049907864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284638983259955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893413233572124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43148006308902587,0.21748341259987825,0.0,0.0,0.2475655591686513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424552442361912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168189186996407,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IamKogan,2019/10/11,"I hate when people tell me it's not hard... I'm 27, and for as long as I can remember I was always the person on the outside of the group. With ""friends"" I was the person they came to when nobody else was around, and when they were around I was always the object of ridicule. Even at my current job, I'm just the target for every single mean joke. With family I'm always the one left out of events. The last person I connected to and was with for 4 years had left me for another guy, and when he left her while pregnant, she tried to say it was mine. People constantly tell me I'm being pessimistic but all I see is a pattern of being the person nobody actually wants around. 

The only friend I have now is on the opposite side of the world, and she has a family so I step aside so I'm not trying to take away time from her kids. But when I try to make more friends, I become that outlier again. Out in public, nobody pays any attention to me. Online, I'm told I'll be invited to group things but nobody ever shoots me a message. It's always just me, sitting in silence, wondering if there is any reason for me to even keep trying. When I talk to people, the main response I get is ""It can't be that hard to make friends."" It is for me, and it hurts being in solitude.

I've always dreamed of getting married, having kids, and all that. I'm starting to feel like I'm just not meant for it. I'm starting to feel like a waste of oxygen.",3.174331899984076,3.9493690100334464,4.604328714763497,87.41142697881833,72.94648829431438,7.300589265806657,23.93709189361364,7.447530270364453,0.9154088549132022,1110,29,240,12,21,371,143,299,0.048,0.888,0.064,0.6687,2,0,0,1,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,0,20,10,2,0,17,0,23,0,0,3,3,41,50,22,0,2,10,0,4,2,4,0,0,1,0,7,11,16,0,1,8,2,1,2,4,3,0,1,11,6,29,7,44,34,5,39,0,1,1,0,27,17,0,2,21,162,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.09034001258500277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851497907955586,0.0,0.0,0.12590858138205605,0.0970731383757533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24723458729985914,0.0,0.0,0.08697742036752015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224200290168588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588133310369484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004087171740073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077334676228185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222900544501227,0.08373954202932785,0.07799857414471865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745432641274382,0.0,0.0936175758718782,0.13227144105306118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28609338931136025,0.0,0.0967334117015297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916639737529486,0.0,0.0,0.1658583388643852,0.09139881528148168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910363504103477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186657244916767,0.08228506539116663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546112005642631,0.0,0.0,0.3017495818803597,0.0,0.0,0.09045510461391666,0.0,0.0,0.0819261129991784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358929075193582,0.0,0.0,0.10084150035714863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273133160745334,0.07040758900060169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253990142297664,0.3233322734540668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518269396916468,0.0,0.0,0.10486962208063418,0.0,0.0,0.0736194915261462,0.0,0.0,0.07377042539055874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105036476711446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960500732956275,0.07440841561471513,0.16182955941357946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150282995487018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398132657113229,0.0,0.0,0.08845954293405144,0.0,0.2514098567541231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054603234285749085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039382375480208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059615374807669375
lonely,ThoseRedditBoys,2019/10/11,"All my friends are fake. They ask me to do stuff and I say yes. Then they backstab me. For example my friend today asked if he wanted to practice with him for a song. I said yes and texted him later and asked if we were gonna practice or not. He said he’s busy. Somehow, a video of him practicing with my other friend made its way to form another person. I just hate that. And how people are my “friends” but don’t talk to me and insult me and then call me annoying. My only true friend is at a different school. 😩",0.3836111111111116,2.5256171759259267,2.123703703703704,95.86666666666667,85.57407407407408,5.4518518518518535,19.185185185185183,6.816661863887847,0.09137407407407404,397,11,91,5,12,130,70,108,0.105,0.726,0.16899999999999998,0.6808,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,0,3,10,3,0,3,2,6,0,0,2,2,21,15,13,0,3,6,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,0,1,4,9,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,4,19,6,10,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,24,1,0,4,4,60,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829129537022475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501189165067047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388167816983928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768141561620242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6199839096797565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584539788904819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186271019453498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220624423508415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126589690721146,0.14013662287284212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053319008612583,0.12763077202134687,0.0,0.16242786190934688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372651449628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899849391677085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521289517011478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466314969422944,0.12739216921508673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Floppyfins1,2019/10/11,My life. Went too a primary school of 9 kids. 2 of which were my best friends they moved away wene I joined high school. High school was different i lived on an island and had too stay in a hostel during weekdays on the mainland. Went home on the weekends. I had friends and was kinda cool even had a girl that liked me. But then my dad died and I became different. I dont know how i changed but I did and most my friends moved on. I became social outcast had people too hang with but they would never invite me anywhere. My mum moved with me too a different school I was the new kid never made friends started smoking just too try. Moved again at the end of a school year same thing different shit. Haven't had a friend or someone close in about 9 years off life and its fucked me,1.4347724750277455,3.7416158364779903,2.009848316685165,97.31157602663708,82.45911949685535,4.999038105808364,20.67369589345172,6.2272716619740125,-0.01081087680355175,614,18,135,5,17,188,93,159,0.11199999999999999,0.775,0.11199999999999999,-0.4596,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,10,10,2,0,11,1,13,4,1,2,2,22,19,11,1,1,5,2,0,1,5,1,2,0,1,3,4,8,0,0,1,1,0,7,4,2,0,0,13,1,20,8,15,5,3,30,0,0,0,1,13,12,2,3,11,87,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035472841213534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092431165471116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173493681880574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980910846722442,0.4019080475404833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127103337677624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517793164753999,0.0,0.0,0.06351927092489554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715028909587601,0.08890746546623364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032174276358112,0.09646618860976353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285242784405218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135855201158894,0.04698372506534913,0.0,0.08491972876716011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099822589790063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40885327234300256,0.0,0.0,0.14834421532150988,0.09288142870327204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667205667885752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866450510202887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871695659310532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803303877234153,0.0814843915585744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806950623972327,0.10250425138324888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389096703108484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529300717119069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830080641089918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831629358734387,0.0,0.0,0.1238604450942329
lonely,jennie_867530nine,2019/10/11,Anyone Up? I moved across the country (USA) recently after living abroad for a couple years. And the hardest thing is not having anyone to talk to at night. Everyone I know is in other time zones so they're asleep well before I am (and I'm hearing from them less frequently anyway). It's so lonely at night and online dating is a fucking shitshow,3.4854228855721385,5.683305626865669,4.615746268656718,81.85904228855723,74.82089552238807,6.257711442786071,23.106965174129357,7.1686216300943375,1.1132606965174132,275,8,47,3,6,90,53,67,0.052000000000000005,0.91,0.038,-0.221,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,4,0,5,2,1,0,0,5,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,4,1,10,9,1,14,0,1,0,1,3,5,1,0,8,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34636340789374603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107551120182333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740501851607188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366662427000655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289736424252294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27915028066887104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611694868374594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870356451634548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26324173817947394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648566741297541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24455142126335305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990736054551868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454577084681207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442260621988012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22269160797623086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949603960090306
lonely,SQRT711,2019/10/11,I need girl to talk to and be online friends This is my first post here so here it goes. Hey I’m a 14 year old teen (male) and I kind of would like a female friend to talk to.,-2.1660975609756083,-0.4787568780487774,-0.016390243902437263,109.78517073170731,93.39024390243902,3.28,10.639024390243902,3.1291,-2.298106341463414,132,1,39,0,5,43,32,41,0.0,0.789,0.21100000000000002,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,5,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624279815664938,0.0,0.0,0.4767254393255825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32127736118068856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072787801951018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287645661687133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32374110851067256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954780337308067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495955320167715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916461396485687,0.0,0.0,0.19867754242175312
lonely,TheMilkMan7376,2019/10/11,I’m insensitive and can’t sympathize with others I’m a 100% loser douchebag and I will never deny that. I’m extremely judgmental and I can’t sympathize or connect with other human beings and I hate it. I’ve tried so hard but I can never date anybody because I just simply lack the empathy to care when they have problems. I will try and try and all I get to feel is...nothing. I feel like a hollow husk I feel like something less than human that can’t even feel sorry for other people. I feel like I will never find someone to love because of how my emotions work.,1.7101884057971013,4.017681982608696,3.744021739130435,85.2887862318841,81.34782608695652,5.920289855072465,23.49637681159421,7.1686216300943375,1.1244637681159415,448,16,85,6,12,152,70,115,0.15,0.6709999999999999,0.179,0.8169,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,5,8,1,0,3,0,9,1,0,1,4,24,21,11,0,2,3,0,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,6,13,5,8,17,3,5,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,8,58,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327219322142792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999073487916155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875470301690296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012254819399382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215144909826081,0.3573324472104721,0.0,0.0,0.15238675428439993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710871738482953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935591448623067,0.1646097957183272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244365251009882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047890751974716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857737052828909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599804145721576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155884925614368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953657966991666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126844823324974,0.12835568244048148,0.0,0.1866388146403437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395929561648408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138027464508815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iwfaahl,2019/10/11,"homecoming M16 have no one to go with to hoco 
social anxiety, have basically no friends and never even had a female friend. in 11th grade. I already know I'm not going it just makes me so depressed knowing how pathetic I am. I honestly don't wanna live but don't have the guts to suicide. all I do is goto school, get a shit ton of anxiety and feel everyone is judging me, go home and sleep bc I have nothing to do. 
im just really sad and depressed ):",2.2095967741935496,3.908973548387099,4.677083333333336,82.23562500000001,76.95698924731181,8.090860215053763,27.75403225806452,8.841846274778883,2.3287,352,15,71,8,8,124,66,93,0.32899999999999996,0.616,0.055,-0.9858,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,3,0,12,3,3,2,2,17,21,7,1,1,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,4,0,1,1,1,7,3,8,20,2,5,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,48,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216398563122926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30002823406034185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377971280416899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952060652952185,0.0,0.0,0.1873796476035689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991528318739499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030090179803401,0.0,0.10245289538539007,0.0,0.3343403326595065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670186821100347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118190440765118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155402104351432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315776166968266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308966617990421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124254784273208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816092315379546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328807997467331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562513536163047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846122682127293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012913546788873,0.0,0.0,0.1962392059630524,0.19989679441911334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21449893184830746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,still7looking,2019/10/11,when you thought studying abroad is fun. then the loneliness suddenly hits you as the post says. I'm international student in Seattle. I come from a very different cultre. so making friends or even dating has a different way from what I know... It feels bad man,2.9800000000000004,5.980140333333335,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,83.16666666666666,7.366666666666666,28.83333333333333,8.344100000000001,2.6596833333333336,208,10,37,5,6,66,41,48,0.121,0.75,0.128,0.0972,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,9,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,2,4,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24802689161531946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25588490256796337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6207144324184138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620074014968086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501989492086859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295024521299629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325258950109234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982852197518144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28449471204093546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23622851084368876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23582694319511635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450998789087952,0.0,0.2357868870509835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jay_L31,2019/10/11,"Shit sucks Relationship for 2 yrs
Followed by a relationship of 14yra/married 10yrs
Followed by a 3yr relationship...
After a month of being dumped for another dude....I hate being like this, being lonely AF!!

Common denominator.....THIS GUY!!!",4.824749999999998,8.283081975000002,6.410000000000004,63.35500000000002,79.25,8.200000000000001,28.0,8.841846274778883,3.34985,189,8,26,5,5,64,29,40,0.354,0.591,0.055,-0.9283,2,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,4,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675680843263401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526585033635063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25192763233738696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246632150976676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367432853505776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8218715343058179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26192842684220136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,brownhippy8,2019/10/11,"Anyone else get used as a pit stop? For lack of better analogy it's just Ive noticed that for the past few years I've been a 'temp' friend to a lot of people. A person to keep themselves social or occupied with until they find who they're really looking for. A lot of the times but not always they're  at a low point in their life and we connect and become close; only for them to find another group or another somebody and I get phased out of their life. 

I've been dealing with some mental illness for a while now and I feel its why I attract people when they're down and why I repel them when they're in a good place in their life. I don't blame them, I really don't. It just hurts when I think about it.

Anyone else?",1.816968325791855,3.3599889673202665,3.3450980392156886,92.04217194570136,77.62745098039215,6.2763197586727015,19.61236802413273,7.010146845296331,0.1759526395173454,564,12,126,6,13,186,88,153,0.065,0.815,0.12,0.8379,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,7,1,7,6,0,0,10,0,5,4,0,1,0,27,12,14,0,1,6,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,6,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,16,4,23,10,5,20,0,2,1,0,14,10,0,5,10,80,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751766333824094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29619147322563744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750762409838535,0.28942101242312496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598140727545648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490963575573012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560563280576527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359650884551516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141194820026163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25816989062453305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911672358351067,0.0,0.14757744625043834,0.0,0.0,0.11846003700076425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119348233698332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553490672330614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992723904647125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186006475054345,0.0,0.0,0.24014350036394985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423302432181304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607953816862431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074145116830914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482344540397134,0.19582718079517294,0.12331972574772998,0.14755904461565694,0.0,0.13351139608816354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095571229877436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396986206711154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118077607744545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049678361260888,0.0,0.0,0.08235444383124822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198047803549185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548827003505166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094980334741404
lonely,Ceelosgee,2019/10/11,"Dear someone who’s reading this; It’s time to be strong and move on from whatever is holding you back. I know you can find the courage to overcome whatever it is that’s scaring you from leaving your comfort zone. Believe in yourself, a wonderful future awaits you once you make that first step, which is the hardest but the one that starts your new journey. I believe in you, I know you can do it. It’s time you believe in yourself and show the world what a great person you are. Your actions can inspire others but only if you act. Our cementaries are full of ideas, plans, inventions and cures that never made it because of self doubt. Regret lasts a life time, I don’t wish it on no one. You owe it to yourself, now go be great, go find your happiness, live a little and fail because only when we learn from what we did wrong can we do right.",6.519047619047619,5.853574238095241,6.229285714285716,83.64904761904766,65.54761904761905,8.895238095238097,34.142857142857146,7.793537801064563,2.3167214285714284,664,26,135,6,9,207,96,168,0.10400000000000001,0.71,0.18600000000000005,0.9425,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,4,15,0,4,3,13,0,2,8,0,15,1,0,2,1,25,25,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,17,7,0,1,8,2,1,7,3,5,0,3,2,0,23,8,13,21,1,28,0,2,0,0,22,9,0,3,12,92,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537963664001196,0.0,0.1670834983660688,0.0,0.0,0.4632105134279925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505144614910768,0.11657095004955258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557723890899124,0.0,0.0,0.3021866003933343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588763047553208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547078445493498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506333976700525,0.11171048656849362,0.0,0.14511154328273998,0.0,0.0,0.0967993873530998,0.0,0.1373557329006096,0.12101380953738118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296758967193814,0.0914790278373163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456578251789727,0.0,0.0,0.10569804496261936,0.1323595315933732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594913225567585,0.1857313427555294,0.2084587670972934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966296539145747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708272493876106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703622642540787,0.0,0.0,0.13720659188605616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296848943888035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611832472258232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700160825976373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397372416032831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759572080059592,0.0,0.14862014891555342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983789185233312,0.0,0.0
lonely,anniemehtaa,2019/10/11,"People only notice me when they need me. Still in highschool so I guess this is teenage hormones, but it’s been this way for my entire life so I guess it’s just continuity. 

I was leaving the library today after school, going back to get my notes that I needed to study. On the way to, a bunch of my classmates were talking,  laughing, doing what friends do. They’ve known each other for a long time so of course they’re going to be social. I pass them and they don’t even notice me, but on the way back once I’ve evidently got my notes and stuff, one of them says “hi”. I thought this was actually going to result in something, but they just wanted me to tutor them :(

This example is a little childish, but it’s the first one that comes to mind. I don’t try to isolate myself and then throw a pity party, just nobody really reacts to my existence, even though my school is incredibly small and everybody knows everybody. Kinda unfortunate but hey, I guess one day I’ll find someone that I click with :)",4.338701298701294,5.4483927979798,5.241875901875904,82.67090909090913,70.51515151515152,7.6773448773448765,25.75901875901876,7.957251820313856,1.43024126984127,786,23,154,10,14,257,114,198,0.07400000000000001,0.846,0.08,0.4988,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,6,1,13,3,0,0,8,0,12,1,0,2,0,29,26,15,0,3,8,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,13,7,0,0,4,0,0,6,2,1,0,4,6,2,26,2,20,19,2,27,0,1,1,0,12,6,0,4,12,108,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.12499284177066307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969794821514701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103342023185193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260446555295549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919835395891308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706770508361734,0.1089493478379826,0.0,0.0,0.09895843690574152,0.0,0.0669193177904921,0.0,0.21838159758451206,0.0,0.1024415689050907,0.0,0.4233014170567764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039236804622187,0.0,0.0,0.1356239097107572,0.0,0.0,0.09047048272964607,0.0,0.12837518708536064,0.0,0.11335151928783027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932970775524094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994735350814845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291652078815484,0.0,0.13640673572631987,0.26038187890318315,0.09741469344080032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879826610774819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205476598894981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185862490229344,0.0,0.25925845934926256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056690160599302,0.10852631590620712,0.09860637329216346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228913963490947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466271011943133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295016630183416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584322286833433,0.10168547421720996,0.07468760760164138,0.0,0.12140995139882567,0.0,0.0,0.08696155652869013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554806810352485,0.30500460760510123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SwishBishhh,2019/10/11,"I hope you guys are having a wonderful day ❤️ Remember, you’re awesome and you deserve it.",-1.2065789473684203,0.25183557894737163,2.4098684210526318,86.24532894736844,114.26315789473685,6.110526315789473,25.802631578947373,7.1686216300943375,2.277094736842105,72,4,14,2,4,26,17,19,0.0,0.529,0.47100000000000003,0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930799799160796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499728424964313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513672717028489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147985626973927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928271423818879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ReaperCraft07,2019/10/11,"I have friends and some friend groups but i feel like a loner. 19m BS Architecture

I have 3 friend groups but i rarely see them because they have different schedule/course than me. When we hang out, we hang out well, lots of talking, lots of laughters. I dont message them or anything, not because i dont want to, but because i dont know what to tell them. Everytime i ask them to hang out, they are busy, so i dont anymore. I think they consider me as a close friend, and invites me to their birthdays, and i to them. But the reat of the days, im alone at school, im not saying i dont like being alone, i do, im a full pleged introvert 😂😂😂. But i feel sad that no one asks me to go out during weekends or go to watch movies or go for a drink. Maybe we’re all just busy people? Lol. 

Well, that’s me, lol.",-0.31342105263157904,1.5845931363636367,1.6999043062200982,99.37380382775122,86.38636363636363,4.8416267942583735,19.49043062200957,6.05967700443912,-0.3112568181818185,616,18,154,5,19,204,91,176,0.084,0.706,0.21,0.9705,1,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,9,0,5,9,0,0,6,2,11,1,0,0,1,30,22,14,0,1,11,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,10,1,0,4,2,0,6,8,1,2,1,0,5,30,8,18,21,5,16,0,1,2,0,23,7,0,6,5,93,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220962162866928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579097540413164,0.0,0.0,0.08778280920039735,0.0,0.19944975432416506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950806550461752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879527531104215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111450605349803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6250999453465861,0.1044989521745611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787417168304764,0.0762072292944738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32966125333340673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181874212587944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456755116509979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862470396871632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423010202789088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137917981303467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071673899230799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228440143536533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395364310068041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483066981972301,0.0,0.1079587947713016,0.08500458871743839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573973557775598,0.09323692433279726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835176618353636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291851305626417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182371806256795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dcn20002,2019/08/03,New app helps you find like-minded people to go out with! www.litty.party Seems pretty cool. What do you guys think?,2.928571428571427,6.011781857142857,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,87.57142857142857,4.704761904761905,11.761904761904766,6.42735559955562,-0.8126952380952379,93,1,17,1,3,27,20,21,0.0,0.67,0.33,0.8122,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33298491497180355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705333906604328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360737366459803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441982423512141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798997187933185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678626971413458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518657335069416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525759180844314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706477938896045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33166626826325296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23344367326158474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tnert10,2019/08/03,"It’s gotten so much worse I start school again soon and I really am not looking forward to it. Last year I was excited about being better friends with a lot of the people at my school (my friend group was mostly the popular kids there), and that started coming true. I started fitting more into the group and it was a really nice feeling. 

1/2 way into last year, I became very distrustful of my best friend in that group because of something personal (which has been mutually resolved). That’s when things started to crack. We weren’t best friends afterwards, she and 3 other girls became the head popular girls of their group.  However, they somehow booted one out and made her change schools. That’s when I really started to distance myself from them. 

After that, I didn’t really feel like I had a best friend at school. I didn’t really feel like I had any close friends at school. I just felt uncomfortable, I felt this weird vibe around them.  Everything changed again on our school trip.

Our school took a class trip on spring break to St Augustine (I live in FL) I was in a room with the guys in our little friend group. They played a prank on me that really pissed me off and pretended like they never did it. Some of them were nice afterwards but I haven’t even seen some of them since. 

Over summer, I was only contacted by one of the people in our group. We hung out for a very brief time, before he left with other friends. That same day, someone in our group canceled on me in favor of someone else, coincidentally in the same friend group.

Now, I go back to school with all of them in a couple weeks.  It’s not like I’m gonna get the silent treatment or be completely ignored, but I’m kind of pissed off. It’s worth mentioning that I (not to brag, but) was one of the smarter kids in the group. I always helped people out with answers or ideas for assignments, I always gave people food if they wanted it, and for the most part, was pretty nice and funny.  Nobody ever had a problem with me and brought it up to me, but knowing them, talking about me behind my back isn’t out of the question. I tried my best to make some friends, and instead, I got a prank pulled on me, I lost one of my best friends, and I went all the way back to square one. 

Since school is coming up again, it just feels like the only loser was me. All of my energy spent over last school year, towards making friends with these people who are all nice and pleasant and fun with each other?  Wasted.  Now that I’ve spent all summer talking with maybe 3 friends that don’t even know a lot of my school friends, I feel kind of bitter. I feel cast aside from my friends at school. Normally when I feel lonely I always remind myself it’s not personal, but for some reason, now it feels personal.",5.161145478374834,5.775344579816514,5.205792922673659,85.47403669724774,68.33944954128441,8.283617300131061,26.947575360419396,8.238735603445708,1.54015753604194,2176,62,443,28,35,680,229,545,0.07,0.708,0.222,0.998,2,2,1,0,0,0,66.0,7,0,11,9,25,51,4,0,25,0,26,4,3,4,8,92,65,25,0,4,14,0,10,5,15,1,0,0,1,8,29,35,1,1,17,2,3,11,11,10,0,5,30,14,67,41,78,32,24,87,0,3,3,0,61,39,2,13,41,302,96,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289247925523307,0.0,0.0,0.030754553707466062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040259842021857915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432571003848387,0.0,0.027568742814927476,0.0,0.03848314762026235,0.0,0.2373042588886032,0.03999784106991575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568411570628177,0.07791467329616222,0.04741755649281039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004060698649989,0.0,0.02916638635670968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03777968788786898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597413775326873,0.0409086055058453,0.0,0.0,0.04064531767627543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293696798174128,0.09692625617359346,0.08684619257591078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054686254629815634,0.0,0.5241108912323812,0.0,0.02362819811664644,0.0,0.02570241211419788,0.0,0.03617056726500992,0.0,0.0,0.04477986445213941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0464139017533976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03031336703278995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105352496855497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418976498752846,0.04970895917687721,0.11059324364359746,0.0,0.0,0.04913709942181653,0.0,0.0,0.11047326331641227,0.04532733527276663,0.03993450729504467,0.0,0.03797761334432403,0.0,0.04936843447823682,0.07689736266875545,0.0,0.04279299249671124,0.06037608300207156,0.0,0.04543459540214979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03324558176428703,0.0,0.03488031129478504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044310901967216994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322816649074236,0.0687913072663941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048974272435947666,0.0,0.15676661786790275,0.11846618785013213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460100879838032,0.0,0.04327422127730041,0.0,0.0,0.05066235496536839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383377457061586,0.04649883656163832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5492414247347205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482118168171183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766379986457648,0.03481641774958834,0.0,0.0,0.16005245382693326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270029061375304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030045483258502894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02637106365601151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05024664374257025,0.03070480922451628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463072966970198,0.026674879233954243,0.07179500661324499,0.03627677046261996,0.0,0.0,0.041924032010580106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04608814298995866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737025989117284
lonely,deongwu,2019/08/03,"lonely, but now in college so i’m starting college soon at the end of this month, and i’ll be living on campus. and im scared because i don’t know how i’ll make friends!! i spent high school only being good friends with one person, acquaintances with a couple of other people in my classes, but now we don’t even contact each other or hang out  even when it’s summer break (they’re also attending different colleges from mine, so we won’t really see each other in person anymore). i’ve been spending most of my break just at home using music, youtube, and anime as my escapism (so yeah, i have no social life at all). i don’t even have a friend group to hang out with, so i’ve basically spent almost my entire high school life alone. 

i’m using this new chapter of my life as a way to be friends with new people. i know that joining clubs and organizations is a way to meet new people, and i’m planning on joining clubs based on my interests (kpop and anime). but i’m scared that my shyness will get to me and everyone will quickly become friends with each other and i’ll just be left in the background. or i’ll just become the background friend that is acquainted with everyone, but has no close friends at all. 

i just want to be able to experience a good college life with friends, but i’m extremely lonely. i do not know how to socialize and maintain relationships, and it’s greatly affected my mental health. it’s even caused me to breakup with my first boyfriend just 2 months ago, because communication was awful between us. i have one best friend that is unfortunately attending a different college in my state. i also feel like i only have my family members to hang and go out with, but because i am going to be living in a dorm, that option will soon be gone. i just want to fulfill my expectations and be satisfied with my social life before my mental health gets worse and starts to effect other aspects of my life.",7.5691938178780305,6.495846420634923,7.777412976886662,74.73708020050128,63.62962962962963,10.285937064884434,34.97410192147034,9.276330184999452,3.0419555555555555,1529,57,288,22,19,500,167,378,0.09,0.7390000000000001,0.171,0.9895,2,5,0,0,0,0,38.0,3,0,0,4,24,19,0,2,10,2,27,8,0,8,2,67,51,32,0,3,15,0,1,1,9,4,8,0,2,2,15,32,0,0,5,2,3,8,7,4,0,3,5,2,33,15,47,34,7,50,0,2,1,0,21,20,0,5,18,190,48,10,0.07293149297397829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464936808695014,0.0,0.073030355281106,0.07553503173358203,0.0,0.11664657716373553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232844375342329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333750835738792,0.1610942081067269,0.06205932886258,0.0,0.07653710236064235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492073318861513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806973097965406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239577496160192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459565556096855,0.0,0.0,0.19268225310408302,0.0,0.0,0.13937833389421062,0.0,0.07134099458484656,0.06875332083921178,0.0,0.03687635419381774,0.052102273153011434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203549066659547,0.0,0.0,0.5071202150157462,0.0,0.07620738988507708,0.0,0.08289729632805397,0.12234295219065128,0.0,0.0804072284745991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504553320195125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411225308765789,0.07315623392336361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877852751892536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202437236455461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924028051089582,0.0,0.3090820219680502,0.03563064355508084,0.0,0.1287996889258292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048682337882454664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699558249510894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164264437696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131307113749906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988405342420825,0.11093537365130003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168454289039673,0.12736193313211125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046721781916739084,0.0,0.0,0.07830112960473957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603429493754014,0.14762112903249586,0.058116957428034126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303341782247196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032425722066322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772760622981368,0.1259787871954885,0.0,0.0,0.08603376829175736,0.1157792488823476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432342205224109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,neji1337,2019/08/03,"being lonely :c I have only had three real friends my whole life, and it is quite worrying to think about it. But still, sometimes I am okay with it but other times, the loneliness hits me hard. It feels like an empty hole inside my chest. It sucks.

After few of my observations in my high school, It was pretty obvious that confidence plays a huge role in the social life, you can find people who were unattractive but still getting much more friends than you, only because they are much more confident. As for myself, I am pretty anti-social. It sucks not having friends but sometimes I feel like I want to keep myself from people not because I hate them but maybe because somewhere deep inside I feel like there talks are worthless to me.

Oh well, good luck lone wolves. remember confidence is key after all :p",4.889846491228067,6.814041625000005,4.798684210526319,83.21912280701757,70.25,7.171929824561403,25.824561403508767,7.793537801064563,1.5153666666666663,645,20,114,8,12,199,102,152,0.14300000000000002,0.5329999999999999,0.325,0.9914,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,2,1,5,17,3,0,4,1,13,3,1,0,2,21,24,7,0,1,7,0,4,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,6,1,1,3,4,19,11,14,19,7,10,0,3,0,0,11,5,2,1,8,80,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491757796310312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668090455826651,0.2920176134605957,0.0,0.0,0.1245328171469578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158062999405987,0.0,0.07118659377537194,0.0,0.0,0.11428259191148435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205596789480612,0.1345216760278952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395882568478702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211079692268988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247911411470348,0.199699070066744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368845000483799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032333504203007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725316511543732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889214148046133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772366666897565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492188792627525,0.0,0.15508579784759105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434814207659808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789535845467726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889282335833014,0.0,0.0,0.2695154962728231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762371976413572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951503855104916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730545129607689,0.0,0.0,0.07945024781988783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803655777160936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250785319705287,0.0,0.0,0.15212166185728473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837158379883546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SarahJudith99,2019/08/03,"So lonely rn Im crying :( Hey everyone I´m new here and I´m just literally looking for someone to talk to to keep my sanity. I´m a 20 year old female from Germany. I love music, singing and I work with children. Ask away if you want and let´s have a chat! :)",-0.697457264957265,1.353909980769231,1.867179487179488,91.96670940170941,103.03846153846152,4.618803418803419,19.23931623931624,6.42735559955562,0.375082905982906,197,7,41,3,9,67,43,52,0.15,0.71,0.14,-0.1494,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,6,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,7,6,0,4,0,1,1,1,7,1,0,1,3,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584020184074445,0.0,0.2596922548081521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30361868353594273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26411749241094823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985655885357043,0.0,0.0,0.2456820871230164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282643556331008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321111742847753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24946693675096385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26695434841809285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900412867552232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234197653486328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221644324013932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303124387417692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122664230352133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779962091266857
lonely,dtquinn1,2019/08/03,"looking for a snail mail pen pal 32/m/usa hey,  i joined the army at 32, im finishing up infantry school at fort benning and i never get mail. its depressing. anyone interested in writing me????

shoot me a line and ill drop you my real mailing address in the reals. thanks.

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tomorrow never comes until its to late

\-quinn",1.922274305555554,4.7522334843750045,3.2239583333333366,84.61409722222223,89.15625,5.344444444444445,27.42361111111111,6.937597516519254,1.8075715277777773,269,13,46,4,9,87,50,64,0.161,0.7559999999999999,0.083,-0.644,0,0,0,1,0,1,22.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,8,4,0,13,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,0,6,24,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871406550971917,0.4341656225121375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491825191191967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389364244674344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387346909449234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333875940934247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297577407650124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152823719651766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002342952209885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755762388646327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066921931615232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080625864864835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447957483331174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341656225121375,0.0
lonely,sad_s0uls,2019/08/03,"I’m alone and hopeless I’m alone. No one wants to do anything with me and no one wants to talk to me. I have to start the conversations with people, I have to hold the conversation, otherwise no one will talk to me they will just ignore my message. I have to organise things if I want to go somewhere, no one invites me to places. I feel so sad knowing I’m never going to get a girlfriend or boyfriend (even if I was gay) because all the UK youth and early adult are too focused on being the king of their hill. Everyone does drugs, smokes, drinks. I don’t come across anyone who doesn’t do any of those things. I really am hopeless because everyone wants a girl with big tits and a big ass and girls want a fit guy who wants to f*** and make out 24:7 and I just want a girl with a good personality. A girl who will sit down with me in a quiet or public place at sunset and just talk. It’s cute but no one appreciates it. People want to go to dark corners so they can swallow each other whole, they want to have sex, do it all. Why can’t there be any girls who want to just hug and enjoy the simple cute things. 😭",1.3308622707764357,3.2089432274678127,2.8726433866562613,93.33072083495905,80.24463519313305,5.78142801404604,20.032969176746,6.782984794422108,0.10309613733905644,864,22,197,9,22,283,121,233,0.102,0.763,0.136,0.8766,0,2,3,0,0,2,25.0,0,0,4,1,9,9,0,0,13,0,19,8,2,1,3,44,41,16,0,12,9,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,8,12,17,2,2,2,1,0,4,9,4,0,5,1,2,19,5,28,35,4,21,0,3,0,5,24,12,2,4,4,129,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192788239086044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397735612726192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402002833426523,0.0,0.08711406021332706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906299145164038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118933062242353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926391184792514,0.0,0.0,0.1037028558881332,0.12276441454411985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699197724536385,0.0,0.0,0.20230822992476105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352618111142229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530767130039743,0.0,0.18048865433855216,0.08879065135133035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481840433911148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581780879199308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066261541821771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164603929693627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586686138483829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678049556059114,0.0924331871814098,0.2212030996431256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781686029968258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749285109544227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552596535414213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109867672413174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6243918581374803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552251356363464,0.11818931663202688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,snorkmaiden24,2019/08/03,"Why didn't boys ever like me?? So I'm a sad and lonely student that's never had a boyfriend, and I literally can't figure out why. 

I was a bit chunkier in high school but never actually fat, and decently attractive. I was a bit shy and anxious but had friends (lol). But, no boys ever liked me, even the 'loser' ones. Someone once joked me and a single friend should get together and he was practically disgusted at the idea. I was only ever laughed at, told I was ugly, a stuck up frigid feminazi etc. No boys ever wanted to partner with me on work or banter with me or had any interest at all. Yet girls who were (imo) less attractive and nasty got boys. It's been a while now but since all the boys I knew were shitty to me it's honestly impacted the way I am now. I can't find a bf and I still just have this lingering feeling like they're going to turn and laugh at me, or call me an ugly bitch or something. Call me out for not knowing sports shit or something, I don't even know. I just don't understand what I did wrong? 

It's low-key shocking to me that my old highschool classmates who were shitty people and tbh quite unattractive all date and i'm the loser virgin. Sorry if I sounded super bitter and mean, but I absolutely am jealous at this point.",3.0469455252918323,4.4322996381322985,4.573250972762646,85.1618998054475,74.0194552529183,7.474630350194553,25.690466926070037,8.07648339933343,1.4853877042801562,985,33,203,15,20,330,146,257,0.255,0.586,0.16,-0.9822,0,2,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,5,13,24,5,0,14,1,22,3,2,0,9,50,37,25,0,3,14,0,1,3,4,1,1,1,0,7,10,16,1,0,9,2,0,1,10,11,0,1,18,3,25,13,17,18,8,27,0,4,0,1,16,12,2,6,16,137,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.12112632101338827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440802038008027,0.0,0.0,0.14022386582419485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710207350615633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25348729401662456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843015882926182,0.16396438264974633,0.449106098576848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276041049298467,0.08867362628946697,0.0,0.0,0.11344634000942498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179452560364632,0.0,0.06484923979535097,0.0,0.07054206496339974,0.0,0.09927264781354468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114295701446638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011996457534615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364297098629605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192095161248234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520653356383766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146290039767494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302464001355654,0.13218713828660708,0.08410908071030207,0.0944012734007671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605138609244634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733652750218508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202028308000607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256192871836354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741066300956555,0.10267597911392308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516916963112817,0.19111217980413836,0.0,0.13894574055385625,0.0,0.0,0.09912493378088284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860501994114472,0.0,0.0,0.13501037955459674,0.0,0.12921661029119302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321106888535962,0.09852320471045596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240037319343184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036315506874557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570921474312342,0.0,0.0
lonely,stella_star851,2019/08/03,My friends don’t want to hangout with me It’s summer and I’m trying my best to make plans but I feel like my friends don’t want to hangout with me because they always say “I have to check my schedule” “I have to ask my mom” excuses etc. and I just feel like nothing good is going to happen and my parents are making it worse too.,0.6903018108651935,2.565544549295776,2.4924748490945703,95.25830985915495,82.38028169014085,4.620523138832998,22.818913480885314,5.288315135182226,0.06623782696177072,257,9,58,1,7,85,44,71,0.092,0.682,0.226,0.8244,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,13,16,4,0,2,2,2,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,13,6,8,16,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801686291379159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242443675872016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199344985926528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272327614449136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24148593975929886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189661102140423,0.3093752713639212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345779680366521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230578437120683,0.1816134006394034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914749819586861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156927234924605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890682225856782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535949589573028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077644413103974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404287028799183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219174439506318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700828848169434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554276310896884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206605151235933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LoLJustParry,2019/08/03,Just spreading good vibes For all the unique and beautiful people on this subreddit I just want you all to know that I hope you have fantastical blessed days and that you’re all cared about even if it’s not visible to you. And if no one has said it to you yet today I love you all and I wish the best for you if anyone need to talk even if it’s silly things I’m always free. And I know that even though I’m just some random person you’ve never met and that it probably doesn’t matter much I just wanted to make sure everyone feels loved and so I can spread some good vibes this weekend.,6.641801075268817,4.911830975806454,6.649032258064518,84.20188172043012,65.85483870967741,10.20215053763441,27.9247311827957,8.841846274778883,1.6628053763440858,467,9,106,6,6,149,73,124,0.016,0.657,0.32799999999999996,0.9913,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,6,0,1,11,11,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,6,35,20,13,0,9,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,11,7,0,0,3,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,13,12,9,18,8,6,1,0,0,2,12,1,0,8,5,72,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305970748661293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862091668664755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304237460512705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754753432408652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186314250599449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644883187654375,0.0,0.0,0.1757704676136296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300977905867208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085741853121109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827021507332597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021863316654229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320410149785221,0.0,0.12278690747757895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352231535785366,0.13639532125893974,0.1418722561248292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246481173759636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752657838408432,0.1606165457523588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983273613642692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497694114134732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336908006185342,0.0,0.0,0.14785066227098095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222070657632547,0.0,0.18072825437549966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436146405024489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169949268396727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153144765834034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,samema,2019/08/03,"I'm sick and alone I got to go home early today because I got sick at work. I thought I'd go home and see my family but they all left to visit other family members without me.

I'm trying to take care of myself but it's hard and I can't stop crying. Im really cold and can't eat anything because I keep throwing up. I wish i coukd at least fall asleep so I wouldn't feel this sad. I don't even know why I'm writing this here I just feel really loneky and don't know ehat to do nor have the energy to do anything.",-0.3146839080459785,1.4644795431034474,2.523103448275865,94.1905747126437,85.4655172413793,5.59080459770115,17.42528735632184,6.816661863887847,-0.12459540229885048,401,9,96,5,12,141,71,116,0.129,0.752,0.12,0.2393,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,8,4,1,0,1,20,25,9,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,4,5,1,2,5,0,0,5,7,1,0,0,3,5,14,1,10,21,2,12,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,51,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732811045725174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753612101431883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397936580957787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058212313567067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378048456879326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119832081563952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105056583783523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154470476710111,0.0,0.16919236652603958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901705042564266,0.0,0.26762371506090066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987551535700827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33564804911493906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807218445770088,0.0,0.0,0.1487114445511234,0.0,0.0,0.18389670570076527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817811288144276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143641643438782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332317927717846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987736220281274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579513838585346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282422686708198,0.0,0.0,0.15858885502241885,0.0,0.0,0.1135914603536009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096985989626502,0.0,0.19239646941542074,0.16127938279364365,0.0,0.12180254982995625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SatanicCircleHomie36,2019/08/03,Intimacy Issues I have intimacy issues and it's hell. I feel unworthy of love and feel like I don't deserve any sort of attention. I long for it and crave it but when it's put in front of me I can't handle it. When someone tells me they love me I shut down and don't know what to do. Combined with everything else I'm feeling... it's getting pretty dark.,0.5486842105263143,2.5926215000000035,3.175526315789476,89.21618421052631,84.0,6.43157894736842,22.657894736842106,7.645422480735847,1.0253736842105263,278,10,62,5,8,97,47,76,0.063,0.748,0.19,0.8922,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,12,13,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,3,10,3,8,13,0,8,1,0,0,2,4,3,1,1,4,37,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246864430002475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995806777625278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147190859220693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624039076829693,0.17067908693445216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482188334705105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49872500872244296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130002281697764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167205448216922,0.0,0.0,0.2114299814300679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312555896705865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24305983074755744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24017297908794766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024297256965533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881999333956133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Owl_Warrior,2019/08/03,"Can't find anyone to date I turned fifty recently,  I am young for my age, go out all the time and am a happy and sociable person.   There don't seem to be any single men anywhere near me.  I can't travel for health reasons and am unable to drive so I can only travel so far.    I look younger than my age and people say I'm attractive.  
I am relaxed and friendly, and talk to everyone.    The men are either half my age,  taken,  or gay.    There are a few old drunks,  who are obnoxious and aggressive,  but that is it.     I dated a man half my age for a while because he was the only guy who seemed interested.  
That was a disaster.    I am starting to feel like I'm going to be alone forever.   I was without a single date for over five years last time,  and I don't fancy that again.    I really do whatever I can,  I am in various meetup groups, and go to see live music in local venues all the time.   People like me,  but the men see me as too old.",3.195076923076922,3.605245841025642,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000003,72.64102564102564,8.461538461538463,24.743589743589745,8.617729084823388,1.4715128205128205,709,19,156,12,13,247,107,195,0.06,0.8320000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.7935,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,11,0,22,3,0,1,2,22,36,16,0,0,5,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,6,6,10,1,0,5,4,0,6,5,1,0,3,4,5,20,7,19,30,7,32,0,0,3,1,13,7,0,3,21,107,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411030960812478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775399133138566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079455417182923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965919422064556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140935936003735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011898274315205,0.11319939877150174,0.0,0.0,0.14482386724517782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242098296016735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701587724366789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156894135804841,0.0,0.16867697539652485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842893868684666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916096404491206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482500797736168,0.0,0.13991757428262624,0.0,0.13306125193738594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33254113549768705,0.0,0.0,0.24102245141857576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970377386666928,0.13835571256738832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150953696350194,0.16291685710808892,0.15645397333238115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600879089659772,0.0,0.0,0.2525342654422049,0.28850070645829845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215438784304398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735913125414372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771869874898675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723521912096201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274377150911775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203902720102294
lonely,ThrowoutUser123,2019/08/03,"I want to learn to live life without wanting love. How can this be done? I dont see me ever finding someone else to spend my life with, i just want to cut my losses and give up the feeling of love. I never want to develop feelings for anyone anymore. How can i lose feelings for the girl i cant be with and how can i prevent the feeling from developing for someone else? This shits too hard and im sick of dwelling, i want to spit in the direction of love and walk into solitude like the loner i know im meant to be. How can i achieve this?",0.6043623188405824,2.637195226086959,2.512717391304349,94.1166123188406,83.69565217391305,4.876811594202898,24.36594202898551,5.985473137389443,0.476550724637681,421,17,94,3,12,140,63,115,0.22899999999999998,0.6659999999999999,0.105,-0.9654,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,2,1,5,0,10,8,2,4,2,29,26,8,0,5,2,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,8,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,2,6,13,4,20,21,0,6,0,2,1,3,5,3,1,0,3,63,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702536610634726,0.10366069450718277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171246169168426,0.1737493164545492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24768972904585496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134101708879392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29984106913716235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549892205503614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221607143557835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328039665288689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32027349819041995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147498906168626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942843081975315,0.07242805377023727,0.0,0.13090853636545582,0.0,0.0,0.16585518513965788,0.0,0.0,0.4014075210807061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434047416276452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181370218882844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217773878539695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512255418245704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372120297419504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290887809996206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WizardsRUsx,2019/08/03,"18|F||Lonely| Hello,
I need some help. When I talk to people, they eventually stop talking to me. I admit, I can be boring, but how do I become more interesting? I try to do things other people do so I can have commom interests, but it doesn't work. If someone reads this, please help me. I'm so lonely, it hurts",1.3067972350230406,3.7142465000000016,3.4707373271889423,85.95467741935484,84.0,5.478341013824887,18.534562211981566,6.868970318607317,0.318494930875576,241,6,47,3,7,82,44,62,0.16899999999999998,0.598,0.233,0.5528,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,8,11,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,10,2,3,10,2,2,0,2,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,35,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29232232057478685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548237720872921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833493451849656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625958898717244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669966627533478,0.0,0.0,0.2905431888318735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26475529915229995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22426561634753744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212874015352982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254854190151644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584407057843066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970283898978712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926928655772342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ugly-lonely-girl,2019/08/03,"[24 F] I dont have anybody I am a 24yo girl and I am from Portugal. I dont have close friends, I dont have a partner (I have never had one actually). I feel very lonely. I dont have anybody to talk to, I dont have anybody to have a walk with. I have been marginalized and outcasted by other people since I was a kid, probably because of my ugliness. When I went to high school I was heavily bullied due to my looks, and I was the only one who was never invited when my classmates organized something, like parties. Bullism, marginalizion, loneliness and rejections led me to develop a severe depression, anxiety, self harm, bulimia, and I attempted suicide once. Due to my mental health problems I didnt start university, even if I have always had very good grades. I dont work atm. I live with my parents but they work all day long so I am always at home alone. People seem to not want to stay around me and that hurts af, I am touch starved and I would do anything to have human contact, I even thought about paying someone to cuddle me. I didnt choose to born with that ugly face. Its not my fault,but people dont understand that. I would like to have virtual friends, thats why I wrote my story, but please, if you are interested, dont ask for pics. That doesnt mean I will never show you pics, but dont ask at the beginning.",2.378221393034824,4.301101847014927,3.999328358208956,86.27844527363185,77.17164179104478,7.451741293532338,26.838308457711438,8.344100000000001,1.8697905472636824,1037,42,213,20,24,346,142,268,0.175,0.765,0.059000000000000004,-0.9778,1,3,1,0,0,1,39.0,0,2,1,3,7,12,0,0,7,0,39,3,1,1,4,35,52,15,1,6,7,1,2,2,3,3,1,0,1,5,8,12,0,0,6,1,2,3,17,6,0,2,12,3,40,6,24,37,1,21,0,4,1,1,17,5,0,3,14,143,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.07354072698713117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780504849935046,0.0,0.0,0.12541151945222964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765038014615615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062015059440828565,0.06708659417585443,0.1409033099138477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593890507964273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0486011227770452,0.0,0.06490766745627864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7948947990663432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954946042425994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038104403527245874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644627465804955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320859695735148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010441502938218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962223501380797,0.07559246891106097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067469949849132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363441693950733,0.0,0.06654447583427768,0.06669144420940255,0.06328362472994634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208939798143076,0.0,0.0,0.07594540071229737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436739721608546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025620002832441,0.10213210291380384,0.05731486118228583,0.0,0.0,0.08367863232454853,0.0,0.0,0.1567359126871195,0.0,0.0,0.08272291730564588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812510886962849,0.07210957557981011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626858989689493,0.0,0.06860513551466756,0.07861716961806704,0.08513562491935509,0.0,0.06233877232446273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385248991795275,0.05801599735427525,0.0,0.0,0.05334036835468757,0.08032399276481389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243187512487453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060571709275754074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982761566206715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845267139399703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436018680055776,0.04444942423983292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985970089456216,0.06800089838631931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972630987235038,0.0,0.0,0.10706750984038624,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iHaDaStroke69,2019/08/03,"Hugs Suddenly im in need of a hug, badly,. Its been so long since ive felt the warmth of someone, i can recall the last day exactly and it was 27.4. I just want to feel the warmth, and the emotions of someone. I do have a stuffed toy unicorn but its not the same.",-0.07105263157894726,1.8189568947368464,1.9851754385964924,97.75039473684211,85.3157894736842,5.203508771929825,21.780701754385966,6.42735559955562,0.17410175438596465,201,7,49,2,6,67,42,57,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,0,6,2,0,0,1,11,10,4,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,4,2,5,7,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561659894375985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978612404469805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451097896566266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551277854830567,0.0,0.2945770377757823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313976878895397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500837334315316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271509198234108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22748902697427284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537889274007836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5199029215333923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095915721110267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Farqualpatine,2019/08/03,"No one would notice... if I walked out my front door into the city, then just kept walking into the suburbs, then the wilderness and got fully lost, I don’t think anyone would catch on for at least 48 hours.
I’m barely a blip on my parents radar, I’m just sort of in their flat, depending on them and sometimes talking about things. That’s as far as my place in society goes. When I had friends, I still got the feeling that if I just walked away while they were talking to each other, nobody would notice until one day in a month or so someone asks “hey, what happened to that one guy”.
I’m not suicidal, but if I suffered a grievous wound and just slipped out of this world, I think I’d be calm, content, and grateful that I can pass from the desires of existence, with its immeasurable disappointments. I know that my barely visible existence would not affect anyone in its passing, and this knowledge is freeing.


Who can relate lol",5.949537920642892,6.310302386740338,5.886941235560019,82.16347061778005,66.56906077348066,8.349773982923152,31.924158714213963,8.00094639256281,2.1905093922651933,736,28,141,8,11,231,116,181,0.084,0.807,0.109,0.5717,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,1,8,6,0,0,8,1,11,1,0,2,0,36,24,18,1,8,11,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,13,11,0,1,5,0,1,7,4,3,0,3,6,1,16,4,25,13,2,32,0,3,0,0,11,16,0,6,9,101,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202440238857156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723368483121882,0.0,0.1479688426320376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156925905820176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963264657221139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167786628472844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519213502756573,0.0,0.0,0.15594176109116065,0.13926958423686486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550978163183555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655344015540557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192103435413622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257085475374668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586111882666021,0.0,0.0,0.32016180160895064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487613862744614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454553536979033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344239226199325,0.0,0.15576353538536994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577325030640518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227059789586088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531720783180304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463063319840124,0.20182892546595932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475109636286436,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RoughEnvironment,2019/08/03,"Why am I tearing up? I honestly don’t know. Most my life, I’ve always had very limited number of friends, who again didn’t feel that close in the moment. As I headed to college, most of my good friends moved out all across the country for different colleges. While unfortunately I found nobody among my peers at college. 

I’ve just graduated college a few months. I am not particularly fond of the country that I’m born and have lived in. Fortunately enough, I managed to find an opportunity to leave this place. I’ll be leaving next month. Being so detached, not having any good ‘lifelong’ friends in the college I went to, I was always looking forward to leave. 

One of my old friends, from 6th grade, has always been ‘present’. Despite our vastly different walks of life after 8th grade, we’ve managed to keep touch. Not as frequently, but with the occasional long ‘catching up’ phone calls. She’s definitely one of the few people I’d consider a lifelong friend. 

So, being free and jobless for a few months, I figured I’d visit her at where she’s studying for a couple of days. Especially because I might not meet her for a very long time when I leave. She was a great host, she put a lot of effort to show me around, also I hung out with 8-9 friends of her’s one night with an awful amount of booze (last night, lol). Given me, it wasn’t particularly the best experience. They were all mostly great people, sure. Although, it was very overwhelming. 

While all this, I got to see how my friend has indeed changed a little. Which is granted how it’s been about 11-12 years. Changed not in a way that I despise her now or anything, but I definitely felt a little out of place. Like it felt like I knew nobody around me, not even her. It’s also become difficult to be vulnerable with her, but to no degree to blame her about it. It’s just very subtle and passive. I’m trying to paint a picture of how this trip objectively might not be the greatest. Despite that...

I’m currently in a long cab ride to head to the nearest major city to fly back home. I don’t know why, but I just started to tear up. It’s becoming difficult to hold myself in control. So much so, the driver might actually even notice.

I always felt like there is nothing here for me (in this country). That I could just start a new life there, which is still true. But-... It’s just so overwhelming now. Maybe I will sob on September 20th. (Not heading to Area 51, but moving out of this place on the same day, hehe..)

I’m sorry if this feels too random. I feel like I have no one to talk to about this. Figured I’d just post here as a vent.",3.2574378178455845,4.951723998058256,4.360298196948683,85.64120550161816,74.06796116504856,7.001849283402683,26.242487286176605,7.7094869923839395,1.3805885344429032,2029,72,413,27,42,662,247,515,0.081,0.762,0.157,0.9931,4,0,0,0,0,0,82.0,1,0,1,5,35,28,1,2,27,2,31,7,3,4,5,71,53,28,0,2,22,0,7,4,7,4,3,0,1,0,24,14,1,4,13,1,1,10,14,6,0,4,17,9,46,23,72,26,17,76,0,3,2,0,26,33,1,10,37,273,70,10,0.0,0.0,0.06543109481471028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107239667290394,0.22316377213871294,0.0,0.0,0.04559627617188649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517640905185508,0.11937737044901515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155728516379101,0.0,0.040873036983657615,0.1481028393617173,0.0,0.0,0.0703648027408888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846551199756505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185994719693268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520223832675636,0.053533942004997975,0.0741895121505658,0.0,0.08648336242535894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010588737982113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928053854054593,0.0,0.08857174045767613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558773270051213,0.0,0.0,0.10170743241981374,0.04790050916075452,0.19313544681060152,0.0,0.06128245427943014,0.0,0.0,0.07351682699689799,0.3626184622510422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124766607581944,0.05362598300065121,0.14784564860835836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064378273239872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725658289267637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595970906067579,0.0,0.0,0.07369781569276007,0.0546546713903816,0.0,0.28398493128777136,0.0,0.0,0.14207812182422416,0.13102890639734655,0.13440336132928682,0.059206348456002277,0.17801133010932754,0.05630508453701095,0.0,0.0,0.05700348342696166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736070304968941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133882545599226,0.0,0.0,0.1605559296797436,0.1425270055683324,0.04928943993264539,0.0,0.0,0.06475727504942147,0.07130839958538476,0.12584370214307847,0.0,0.0643362507959537,0.07633683077986574,0.07035766037674755,0.0,0.18173916911504645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296800819583642,0.0,0.2101588310697317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421533317674394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674037352296483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053430141972909836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750569475586947,0.09491662218345673,0.0,0.05354618951897276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319379952134963,0.0,0.0,0.05389222292301328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03909737441951551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04552252568913912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129297620749025,0.0,0.053221142150816365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215599029581625,0.12100433085409475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04317797983241211
lonely,cum985,2019/08/03,"9048749337 Hey,

WhatsApp Messenger is a fast, simple and secure app that I use to message and call the people I care about.

Get it for free at https://www.whatsapp.com/download/",7.115747126436781,10.740451379310343,5.269655172413792,74.49919540229888,69.6896551724138,6.625287356321839,26.90804597701149,7.793537801064563,1.8312666666666664,146,5,22,2,3,42,27,29,0.0,0.721,0.27899999999999997,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5395448507718211,0.0,0.5387284042063368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760617532628991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663188125311905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563589557333786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kickedintheteeth13,2019/08/03,"Kicked in the teeth So when I moved home someone I really liked reconnected with me, I thought he was ready to reconnect. He slept with me then ghosted me.

Met someone new, got excited and got ghosted.

Tried again, he was using me to get to someone else - but at least I'm nice?

And last night I got stood up for the first time. I don't know why, but the thought going round my head is he walked in, saw me and left.

Just getting so difficult to keep putting myself out there and getting smacked down.",3.1889999999999996,4.763632500000004,3.5630000000000024,91.78150000000002,74.0,7.0,27.5,7.645422480735847,1.3485,390,15,85,5,8,121,68,100,0.043,0.866,0.091,0.4281,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,4,3,3,1,0,15,21,10,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,11,2,12,3,13,10,1,19,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,0,9,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502783642876166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301775547915614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819615906758348,0.0,0.10223791319377548,0.0,0.4316330272558672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462315666579124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044836260622976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989806430168213,0.0,0.0,0.09886504485839977,0.14663763065265442,0.0,0.0,0.1954553713854172,0.0,0.0,0.08788712790841452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119886616165802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374275865540276,0.0,0.16881834475787294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084317003054745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524471111720792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572708400719829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856315037826516,0.10489764559496373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213622621020293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537066804422064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232636592411187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,verysad1997,2019/08/03,Do pretty/hot people feel lonely too This may possibly be the dumbest thing I've asked but doesn't the attention make you less lonely?,4.996923076923078,6.799544076923077,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538463,69.76923076923077,8.276923076923078,24.538461538461537,8.841846274778883,1.8939846153846152,110,3,19,2,2,35,24,26,0.263,0.737,0.0,-0.7311,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48160034780179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604778269967078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438699367647139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571435859540884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.580759815162433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422460654763632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,deathdefyinggemini,2019/08/03,"If you ever need a friend, I’m here Hey guy, I’m lonely too. Sometimes it feels like my friends don’t even care. I just wanted to say, feel free to message me, I love talking to people and it also makes me feel better to talk to. It’s good to talk to someone at all, even if you don’t know them. I feel it’s better than being/feeling lonely. I’m always down to message/ listen 💓",0.3843674698795176,2.103992421686751,2.6731174698795184,94.37666415662649,82.6144578313253,4.15,18.808734939759034,3.1291,-0.6466855421686746,293,7,66,0,8,100,54,83,0.054000000000000006,0.64,0.306,0.9726,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,2,7,11,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,14,16,4,0,4,3,0,4,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,9,10,11,16,1,3,0,2,0,1,15,2,0,2,2,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513909914461867,0.15101589583553784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210298776593197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504320550968906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23974752896029536,0.16416991854383792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588390810572831,0.12965793206602408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804405617762221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522268916876946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970562938062992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997432652379319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866783120894167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380362982043606,0.0,0.12114732958851165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345740297425847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582371150289726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432973520267536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377759568509636,0.0,0.17950024397003295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43762922155099376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704869297926203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,handgunprincess,2019/08/03,I think I’m depressed but I don’t want to worry anybody. So lately I’ve been feeling really down..like I’ve been feeling lonely and crap and I want to believe that it’s only temporarily but this isn’t the first time I feel like every time things start to look up for me it all comes crashing back down. Also I don’t want to tell anyone because there are people who go through worse and I’m probably being a baby🥺 I don’t know..I just don’t want to get out of bed in the morning and I don’t want to do anything and I get easily annoyed by my friends and they did nothing wrong I’m just being a bitch I just want to feel hopeful again that’s all 😗 thank you for coming to my ted talk,-0.11392286716010602,1.9343988543046395,2.252925594078693,94.73067004285156,86.94701986754967,4.612543825477211,19.478379431242693,5.900188976854957,-0.16662555512271116,541,16,123,4,17,184,88,151,0.158,0.633,0.209,0.325,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,8,10,3,0,4,0,13,1,1,0,2,28,36,10,0,7,5,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,0,5,0,0,3,6,6,0,1,3,5,14,4,17,31,2,14,0,2,1,0,6,4,2,1,8,74,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109511611997704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588040395938007,0.0,0.12461048845152928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643705340550395,0.0,0.09230773061444378,0.0,0.0,0.1706049638231762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608797478294971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304227750308555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758272379014807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062616324807215,0.10817858476416914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880266405565152,0.0,0.0,0.11699115742479907,0.0,0.15822740712537234,0.0,0.08605874230485965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039993511330102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321963108051207,0.0,0.17081483960113758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397897175629135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715949093149062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529708936457772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516610500503956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497954751605447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632625678497184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700721176924032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717992395386003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217102804907817,0.13235277827923,0.13941248424367667,0.0,0.0,0.10060053856735728,0.09702750513726592,0.0,0.0,0.1765951430079285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5358889775345339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378019766901346,0.15431577407053632,0.0,0.16556028443500864,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tormentedsol,2019/08/03,You know what really sucks Not only being lonely but being lonely and poor at least if I had money I’d be doing activities I’d buy a pc a guitar I’d have stuff to do instead of just work and and watching videos on my phone the whole day my screen time is like 11 hours really sucks man,11.314677419354846,4.772609177419358,11.535483870967742,67.57322580645162,62.064516129032256,14.33548387096774,35.83870967741935,10.125756701596842,3.2877161290322583,227,3,49,3,2,79,49,62,0.145,0.7440000000000001,0.111,-0.505,0,4,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,2,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,11,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,4,1,4,7,2,5,0,2,2,0,3,2,2,1,4,31,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343453413070354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578489302582533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970014217484527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752555479832993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27636132538221825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655717342356528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159748246565971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118855533735289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056926615987631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645396656303421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mcmunchmunch,2019/08/03,"New to this group. Hey everyone. I'm just looking around trying to meet new people. I'm just here I guess. I know we're all seperated, but at least here I might not be lonely alone.",-0.1534210526315789,2.1234747105263203,1.6582105263157914,96.71047368421057,91.36842105263158,5.145263157894737,15.494736842105262,6.742157984588678,-0.3155957894736847,141,3,32,2,5,46,29,38,0.0,0.863,0.13699999999999998,0.5824,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,7,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,5,2,4,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,2,2,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151958526611949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709197291362599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29080197483223524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352556708698043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672527396969589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555619745079929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32284783349244034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.587850891672452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098527722647945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662124291918926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CJPsalm139,2019/08/03,"I don't know if this is the right place to post, but here goes: I don't want to be lonely. I want to be able to actually allow someone to hug me. Right now I can't even do that with my own family, the only people I've hugged in the past month are friends I haven't seen in a while, close friends, or family members that make me. (I don't like hugging people Aunt CAROL)  none of those were truly real, they were more of greetings or farewells. I want to have a relationship with someone so I can truly have something besides videogames, school, and food to focus on. I'm just feeling sort of.....empty, yknow? I just want to be able to cuddle with a girl who can actually motivate me to do things. This is draining and repetitivw, I'm sorry, but I just am so mad with myself for not being able to fix the one relationship I truly had with a girl. It wasn't romantic, it was simply a friendship and now she doesn't answer my text, and then my other friend who I (also) had a crush on, I've left her alone for around a month (a bit less than) and when I came up to her after a show she'd done to say hi it felt as if she was uneasy and scared of me almost. I don't want to be feared, I want people to come to me with any problem, whether it be a problem with me or with something else, but how can I do that if she's mad at me and thinks I'm ""creepy"" after I'd apologized profusely. I just need someone to talk to.",3.9403137689184176,3.663737518272431,5.279839424141752,86.99284145441123,70.82724252491694,8.150682908822446,26.02454780361757,7.594959193182576,1.107799409376153,1087,28,251,11,18,366,147,301,0.168,0.68,0.152,0.1583,0,3,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,1,14,14,2,2,14,0,34,5,0,4,0,55,52,25,0,12,15,1,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,14,19,1,0,6,1,0,2,10,7,0,1,11,4,35,7,42,34,5,25,0,1,1,4,21,12,0,8,11,176,49,2,0.3201000140538998,0.0,0.20824762582297002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684464190791658,0.11050902581553844,0.0,0.08532795519665133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255966208461696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498562588397774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648877005669225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203638015363698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191260617172296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919115024274734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913416246845385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047434678248944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011745367188752,0.12006716963728856,0.05395072834497491,0.0,0.10244873729242053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290220691984698,0.0,0.24730847681562626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586395321284831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592986728985424,0.0,0.0,0.05212823266349545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122308166610765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033385152370173,0.0,0.0,0.07911670148280536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230268459213318,0.08115016164901895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185722782866982,0.221917045394456,0.0,0.11147879495709064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021891098823664,0.0,0.0,0.2041949886656033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144796493495552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22911174733852574,0.0,0.18224244200351208,0.0,0.08485212634982132,0.10682531865563352,0.10798610118222952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27121970314406146,0.1642857529936262,0.0,0.11944191958639892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576142204116542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708867419486156,0.06836905464455531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776065635887567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Thedarkestlight117,2019/08/03,"You want to know loneliness? Quit social media, just keep your text and calls. Then it’ll hit you hard. Once you stop distracting your mind with apps, social media, you will realize the truth. Stay strong lone wolfs 💪",2.1563333333333325,5.0444633,1.7600000000000016,94.31833333333331,91.0,5.666666666666668,14.166666666666668,7.1686216300943375,-0.03408333333333369,172,3,33,3,6,50,34,40,0.225,0.63,0.145,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,6,0,2,1,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,6,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,2,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,2,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28810481423181955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527493290205491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250786245761626,0.0,0.0,0.1550612482106951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28488920705273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004785787598578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000992951473368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5752290283723428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007323942296085,0.0,0.2358884929116747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641829313579845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,esurks,2019/08/03,"Want to create a YouTube place for members here to vent, listen, and relax to Hello, I'm a music producer and I have an idea to create a place where everyone here can go to when they need a source of audio help, or something to distract them from their suffering in life, whatever it may be. (as well as this, I love meeting new people, and am in need of new friends) I think music is powerful in doing so, and the channel I have can help all of us. I'm just starting up this new idea, but I will be posting daily a new video of melancholic music that we can relate to and listen to together. If you are interested in this idea, check out/subscribe to the channel : [https://youtube.com/nkmusic](https://youtube.com/nkmusic) , and leave a comment on the new video that I can reply to so I know you made it. Think of it as the lofi hip hop radio, but for us. The most recent video is the start of this. Thank you.

Also let me know any feedback or ideas you have.",5.9603743315508035,6.0410578716577525,6.184385026737968,81.00245989304814,66.54010695187165,8.511229946524066,28.764705882352942,8.00094639256281,1.7155818181818183,750,22,149,8,11,240,104,187,0.034,0.84,0.126,0.9314,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,3,4,3,2,9,9,0,1,13,0,17,3,1,2,1,29,34,18,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,9,7,0,0,8,7,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,3,18,6,28,28,2,20,0,2,0,1,19,9,0,5,9,107,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234505321496243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852673653108481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034099733939848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921544488523646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562691702513651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480047663810476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5214273947621129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692371925297904,0.0,0.0,0.12227100407260295,0.0,0.11808067543134493,0.08156317559255202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422039961471694,0.10926492639527896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124601173868714,0.0,0.5576307873374431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005559771913423,0.0,0.2412929087290827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059281531273717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401730730632115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889804383389216,0.0,0.0,0.1634671339063531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063135631626733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798301388701066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778036239963333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810995319677546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382559778224283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,someotherrandomgirl,2019/08/03,"Tired of never feeling liked or loved back All throughout my life I feel that no one has ever reciprocated the feelings I felt toward them. I have worked so hard to grow as a person and to be more libeable and to put myself out there as much as I possibly can. Guys never show lasting interest, and I always feel like I’m being put on the back burner. I have never been in a relationship (I’m 20). This goes for friends too. I never feel wanted or liked or loved by anyone. I haven’t had a best friend since middle school and no one ever puts forth effort to talk to me. I just want to feel worth something to someone. I know that I am worthy, and I have worked hard on building my confidence and I’m more confident than ever despite feeling so lonely. Is there something wrong w me that I’m missing? I’d like to think I’m not hideous and I’m fairly tolerable. I’m just so sad and frustrated",2.7636065573770523,4.361633448087432,4.2565245901639335,86.27495081967214,75.17486338797815,6.628633879781423,24.22185792349727,7.3011,0.9968618579234972,703,22,144,8,15,234,105,183,0.182,0.6409999999999999,0.177,0.4732,0,2,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,4,13,15,1,0,5,0,12,4,0,0,8,35,34,17,0,2,6,0,10,4,2,0,2,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,10,1,1,4,8,5,0,2,3,10,18,10,20,29,5,20,0,3,0,2,9,6,0,3,14,97,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380621951224943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788283353124119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337559634093444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831053165287322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30593122659755123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990225204336486,0.16107867810333631,0.10824520452988463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420066114608404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116273596497735,0.0,0.0,0.2019804257365961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061957309738887315,0.0918957060580463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962948081284482,0.2203104247282484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20349909750657014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828746705192565,0.0,0.3477989137515582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278702478091385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984376044849218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270940343338557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33999548523320977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103735295472876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409586801925413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932572157060924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552169867344162,0.17358090889283048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061373439013104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223732082115443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957460321146227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299041318204008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641477649758562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326021745126672,0.0,0.0
lonely,maybe-weed,2019/08/03,"It hurts I don’t know if this belongs here 
but he’s gone and it hurts how much I miss him",-2.7769696969696973,-1.1268162727272717,-0.3936363636363627,110.94621212121214,98.0909090909091,2.9333333333333336,11.87878787878788,3.1291,-2.180684848484848,70,1,21,0,3,23,19,22,0.35100000000000003,0.649,0.0,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9191064350156022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23592111214467426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155702615224231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MeowmeowKat30,2019/08/03,"Need some encouraging words rn, feeling really insecure about myself Ever wonder what your life would be like if your born with a different race?",7.2395999999999985,9.820304359999998,7.221,65.55550000000002,65.4,11.4,28.5,11.20814326018867,4.162600000000001,119,4,17,4,2,38,24,25,0.10099999999999999,0.6559999999999999,0.243,0.5118,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,5,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437302660209512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841733940592628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474551325886132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999843616940449,0.20749125029453533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149161686684743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720793109141138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605785400756311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30170092201524323,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,__anathema__,2019/08/22,"missing my friend & could use someone to talk to So one of my friends died 2 years ago, I didn't know her too well but she went to grade school with me and we started to reconnect in high school. I'm really missing her right now for some reason, but I don't want to burden any of my other friends right now so it would be nice just to talk to someone rn.",1.1361038961038936,2.814357935064937,2.3389610389610382,97.88558441558443,80.03896103896105,5.43896103896104,21.38961038961039,6.1826913282559595,-0.030994805194805238,279,8,67,2,7,89,55,77,0.094,0.7120000000000001,0.19399999999999998,0.8633,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,13,13,5,1,3,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,2,0,10,5,12,8,1,10,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,1,5,41,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319041319290695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946844867657687,0.0,0.12519191275427896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698605148406024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910630711074608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266974288936139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450802849023785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117460554901296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474853274265038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793691294626282,0.18928183271236712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31443475953380146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726309128097913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31196868377231435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303044292315345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959395387850546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590002419538183,0.0,0.0,0.10858486796956594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552483591458167,0.17065927236986664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077685052925947,0.0,0.0,0.1185520910459409
lonely,Raizand,2019/08/22,"Been single for 5 years. Don’t know if I’m capable or deserving of love anymore. I had a 2 year relationship in high school with someone I genuinely loved. She cheated and I forgave her. I ended it months later because I eventually realized how incompatible we were. 

Another important thing to note is that there were a lot of outside influences that created a lot of turbulence. Rumors being spread, lies being told. After getting around to my parents, they weren’t on board with me being with her anymore. After I broke up with her, essentially they were right for the wrong reasons I feel. Everyone involved invaded my privacy in some way.

Looking back on it, she was also abusive. She used to complain about how I look (im on the shorter side and not skinny), how I didn’t take initiative like a “real man”, etc. I’ll be honest with you all, since then till now I feel like I’m not good enough for anyone physically. It’s strange because I’m happy with who I am as a person and lately I’ve begun to appreciate myself in some ways I haven’t before. I don’t have a problem with my own shortcomings because now it doesn’t affect me and what I want to actually do with my life. At the end of the day, sometimes you just secretly want someone to compliment you, but it just doesn’t happen. I can’t imagine anyone would find me attractive. Its something I’ve accepted.

On top of that, I moved to a more conservative country for education. Dating is common here though not as straightforward. I only have 2 years left here though.

Years later since my first and only relationship, I’ve been completely single. I got over here a few months after ending it but since then till now I don’t know what I’m supposed to look for in a woman. I haven’t hooked up with anyone since then either. I’d like to but I don’t see why anyone would be down to with me.

I had a major bout of depression last year after losing a few family members. Some were old and it was time, but others I wasn’t prepared for. The greed and fighting that happened after is what broke me. It made me feel like this is where I came from and I won’t ever escape. And going into the field of medicine, it just desensitzes you furthur.

Sometimes I feel it’s because my only ideas of relationships I’ve ever had (of all kinds) have been either abusive or conditional. It’s never the relationship itself that ruins me, it’s what comes after and the repercussions of what happpened that makes you lose your trust in everybody.

I’ve found people physically attractive but thinking about the fear of being disrespected always prevents me from even trying. And on top of that, there usually is a huge red flag that makes me walk away. I’d say its one positive I’ve taken from all this but it’s left my life constantly empty.

I’m happy with who I am and what I’m doing with my life. My life goals and dreams are what make me but sometimes I feel like this is the missing piece. I just might never find anyone to share it with. I might never have it in me.",3.8455932689892687,5.5322179696458695,5.150199849305731,80.61051092533458,72.50758853288364,8.014768038462918,26.44501453123318,8.656518465578396,1.9768425173119013,2388,82,451,44,47,795,261,593,0.10400000000000001,0.764,0.132,0.8734,2,1,1,1,2,0,58.0,1,6,2,6,26,32,3,1,22,0,50,7,1,11,8,100,89,36,0,6,19,1,5,5,0,5,4,1,0,3,40,31,1,2,17,1,1,5,19,14,0,2,21,11,66,18,76,57,20,78,0,7,5,2,35,28,0,10,48,330,106,2,0.0,0.1567923699044917,0.06456871399325166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052913125063958,0.05505561926513955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938108075105451,0.0,0.0,0.131238278329736,0.2313248971566424,0.0,0.0,0.05890198927296554,0.0,0.0,0.062165368576819736,0.05087776093975602,0.0,0.16133732394403136,0.0,0.05630260414554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567656145679595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699636436980453,0.06937405274400689,0.07150220869715444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042671756520588605,0.0,0.05698889292577874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581097110915472,0.06836742211009521,0.07379285739636267,0.043702183141603686,0.11970231981382627,0.0,0.0632246859862706,0.0,0.0,0.06237565049201721,0.07445542493607812,0.1672782167128103,0.14180754356428166,0.0,0.0,0.12094950495260386,0.05628097721955385,0.0,0.07254787634986766,0.0,0.0,0.03456913395861325,0.0,0.03760380385541212,0.05549711005125265,0.05291919337100207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702119015899648,0.1408704038856656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990827437713082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469364083476178,0.07147090262429545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890196593303125,0.07272647961750707,0.053934323663606426,0.0746384103685901,0.0,0.1437796453089467,0.0,0.1869407124904011,0.16162743428749612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666889531711811,0.14804621492351194,0.0,0.11250435678747236,0.11943524524680603,0.06260810421538411,0.13249945409873648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403838671018864,0.0,0.0,0.1056265366670007,0.07032425091553919,0.0,0.0,0.15309446971558052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943034749709259,0.0,0.04483596241661248,0.1509672407735183,0.0,0.0,0.07346978877235888,0.0,0.0,0.04587134564015944,0.05777381608675265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331216391975943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531167649050473,0.0,0.0680299234873303,0.0,0.28415115568176946,0.0,0.056505614739443474,0.0,0.052618056569426176,0.0,0.0669637759847405,0.05272593352498869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189336181902592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121248953655499,0.05093801072781014,0.1963203350614736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497487844218744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04395791547399951,0.04239666039780954,0.13001600652112927,0.0,0.03858207162710072,0.0,0.0,0.0632246859862706,0.0,0.04492253950199305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057146394556642124,0.07287277488577787,0.0,0.07805313541185706,0.10503937663466008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970474781897045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940052091416406,0.07234240584281403,0.0,0.2130444736176581
lonely,thespecialonej8,2019/08/22,"I need someone to talk to right now, I feel so insignificant and it’s driving me crazy! We can snap or use whatever you want to talk, but guys I am just in a dark lonely place right now. I can explain more if you actually want to talk. I need someone I can have a deep conversation with and that actually wants to listen.",1.1965584415584445,3.4224026818181836,3.462900432900433,87.02863636363638,82.78787878787878,6.8017316017316025,23.064935064935064,7.957251820313856,1.2110025974025982,251,9,55,5,7,86,44,66,0.11800000000000001,0.84,0.042,-0.6908,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,16,14,6,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,0,7,14,1,8,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,2,2,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.3999256545546924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360876990457672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028933451151511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038766804824636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408757898677194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499844361628299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34723954836417004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940972466285544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697664886816866,0.0,0.0,0.3625840907203383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,__hey-you__,2019/08/22,"Hey you, out there in the cold
Getting lonely, getting old, can you feel me?
Hey you, standing in the aisles
With itchy feet and fading smiles, can you feel me?


Hey you, don't help them to bury the light
Don't give in without a fight


Hey you, out there on your own
Sitting naked by the phone, would you touch me?
Hey you, with your ear against the wall
Waiting for someone to call out, could you touch me?


Hey you, would you help me to carry the stone?
Open your heart, I'm coming home.",3.3871861471861493,4.2605441111111135,3.0368253968253964,98.48000000000002,72.53535353535355,5.6571428571428575,22.223665223665233,3.1291,-0.3689001443001447,373,8,88,0,7,110,57,99,0.09699999999999999,0.853,0.051,-0.5848,0,2,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,14,1,0,2,2,1,0,7,0,7,3,3,0,0,15,15,1,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,7,20,0,16,12,1,14,0,1,0,0,27,9,0,0,2,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26879591996313523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267566418398493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017450641424146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26620256989479635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750624821228021,0.252522336619435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31193886630962664,0.3528864087043703,0.0,0.2640496586494052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762245033396417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230411099098651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25375250108643005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739941271009219,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,backwardthought,2019/08/22,"Today my boyfriend of nearly 3 years told me he probably never wants to get married. I guess it’s that simple. I have always seen myself getting married someday. He made me believe he felt the same. 

I told him early on in the relationship that I wasn’t going to move in with someone unless marriage was the next step. 

In February, we moved in together, after a discussion about marriage in which he said he wasn’t ready to get married. I was okay with him not being ready right then, but I asked him if he would be ready someday, and he said yes. 

I don’t know where we go from here. I don’t know what to do. All I do know is I have never felt so alone.",2.4648080808080803,3.957596585185186,3.88080808080808,89.09818181818181,75.74074074074073,6.390572390572393,24.124579124579125,6.980632752743323,0.8148518518518517,509,16,108,5,11,168,82,135,0.027000000000000003,0.8809999999999999,0.092,0.745,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,2,14,0,0,1,3,22,33,6,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,12,5,19,1,18,18,2,22,0,0,1,0,21,9,0,2,8,72,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693539713052626,0.0,0.0,0.13605898072529465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286602707178654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422730884443209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31400332031958633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562921565724668,0.0,0.1858606003257099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801320632395537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695934807538082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472344073844452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475847162397321,0.0,0.0,0.2522282954608481,0.0,0.17390184924296515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629864240737406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755557249650985,0.0,0.1396423553003764,0.3110836242020629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385471563211229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549946975987873,0.31249439918354144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644637721180804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615756129346072,0.0,0.0,0.1052993838466527
lonely,Peyday76,2019/08/22,13 F I’ve had a rough week anyone want to talk? Don’t be a pedo 😊,-5.6083333333333325,-4.725756277777778,-0.13888888888888928,106.745,111.77777777777777,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-2.778466666666666,49,0,16,0,3,20,17,18,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795199934294896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5512116569146369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044964402869727,0.0,0.5500990047054898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nona9298,2019/08/22,"21(f ) never been kissed. Never been in a relationship.   And I know Im not physically unattractive.  And thinking that if it's because of my personality just hurts too much .  My friends keep getting into relationships and keep telling me it's not that hard to be in one
But I don't feel something for anyone who's even a little bit interested in me. 
And I don't want to be the person who gets into relationships just because I have to and lead someone on and hurt them",4.2374068322981335,5.786951032608697,5.56832298136646,78.54934782608694,71.28260869565217,7.86583850931677,29.447204968944106,8.418075326091056,2.139985714285713,373,15,72,6,7,125,60,92,0.109,0.79,0.10099999999999999,-0.1735,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,2,23,15,8,0,2,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,2,2,9,3,11,11,2,10,0,2,0,1,10,7,0,1,2,54,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620910680913857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026248205550555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814445479761443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977183456945784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840344138990705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840372156229185,0.0,0.17366259446667404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488802520994225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558355707624097,0.0,0.17952174320406486,0.0,0.0,0.29544782284286897,0.0,0.0,0.09133776067347146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166573485732366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217423341461875,0.0,0.2563634063568338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261967927806835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902343693619225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5353015240649174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408185424662203,0.12794690070271067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526387860626114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649260190059814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802754979420296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,medicalresearcher611,2019/08/22,"I just want to go on a date or have a boyfriend My previous exes were jackass and cheated on me and I viewed that as a learning point on knowing who to date. Yet, it almost feels like I haven't been able to find another one that likes me? Maybe Im weird to most guys so they just view it as yup won't date her?

I would ask my friends on whether I'm able to find and they would always say yea you will find but when? People around me are already dating or in a relationship and I'm stuck as the lonely person that can't help it but be jealous.

I know it sounds selfish but I rlly want someone to like me and I like them. Rather than just me liking them and quickly hiding and dumping that feeling when realising that they don't actually like me at all",1.4066037735849086,3.300218591194973,2.8672704402515734,93.38543396226416,80.06918238993711,5.497861635220126,22.549685534591195,6.42735559955562,0.32040176100628903,592,19,133,5,15,193,94,159,0.166,0.706,0.128,-0.8597,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,5,0,10,13,3,0,5,2,12,0,0,0,1,33,23,19,0,5,10,0,2,6,1,4,0,2,0,2,10,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,6,22,7,17,15,2,17,0,1,2,0,15,8,0,4,14,91,32,1,0.306722490341565,0.0,0.14965845266110564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356913405257153,0.0,0.16923794761490302,0.0,0.12760884149529278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608126373748633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652402267411393,0.14337206198835062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508810709635482,0.10956130419303273,0.0,0.0,0.4205081991386397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848651758992935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715872984183755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185174413969307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027948099216702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565646170624554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685666592056192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495473468883885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407198392642968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392154874794332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632137741982146,0.133909123864142,0.0,0.0,0.14497594742156256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465258346961614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195901762946475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994248535715275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091287170915527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788685684048054,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RaZhar89,2019/08/22,"I just want to be loved... I've been using various dating sites, because I don't know how else to meet someone, when I finally met a girl who seemed absolutely perfect.

We really hit it off, we had similar interests and views on things. We were chatting often and were open about our lives and experiences. We greeted each other every morning, and asked how our days went. I poured my heart out to her, telling her about the hardships I've been through, and she said some really sweet things back to me.

I truly thought that I finally caught a break from life and found someone who I could be with...

But all of a sudden, her profile gets deactivated. I don't know what happened. Did I do something wrong? Did she deactivate it herself, or did the website? Did she grow bored of me, or did she meet someone better? I just don't know...

I hate myself... I just wanted to be loved. Was i stupid to think I could find happiness?",3.0826885474860326,5.172471916201118,4.0669797486033525,85.83052548882685,75.64804469273744,7.156564245810058,26.27129888268157,8.07648339933343,1.6367790502793298,719,27,143,12,16,232,109,179,0.047,0.789,0.16399999999999998,0.9654,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,6,0,0,2,10,11,2,0,5,0,20,4,1,3,2,39,41,12,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,9,14,0,0,8,1,0,3,3,4,0,0,17,3,32,7,16,18,4,16,0,0,1,2,26,5,0,5,7,103,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967064714142566,0.0,0.0,0.11488087066826723,0.0,0.09107403659098348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213387587588596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238570586030697,0.0,0.0,0.09635189229011372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480615094398408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258775790228683,0.0,0.0,0.14614376637279056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32732504751413466,0.13655066751368775,0.0,0.0,0.16381151698234614,0.0,0.0,0.07805634788283781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211564310014276,0.1590411444102096,0.0,0.14750348604892116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704201953628618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24632219887752596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055270093335719,0.0,0.0,0.13192465115465815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696821697534573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914214182377192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211545867872338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600991602564347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797633395788103,0.1150169133710393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305838816714967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851202211491725,0.09573073126575686,0.0,0.11860845286826273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290353081770437,0.0,0.0,0.1762422714537268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849709618625494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334756907443956,0.0,0.0
lonely,StrikeOva,2019/08/22,"Is sad to being able to be all day without talking to anyone Well, is just a thought, but aside of my family (that I live with), I could be all day without talking to anyone
I know is not a big deal, and also that does not really happens (I usually talk with a couple of classmates), but is sad that almost no one is interested in talking to me.

Also I know that there are people who actually does not talk to anyone, and if you are like that, well
I know you are a awesome person that can do whatever you try~~~",6.833428571428572,4.965715961904763,7.996190476190481,75.13714285714288,65.57142857142857,10.685714285714287,33.38095238095238,9.3871,2.8251523809523817,396,13,81,6,5,137,58,105,0.076,0.777,0.147,0.8438,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,14,0,0,0,2,21,19,7,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,2,2,1,1,0,11,4,13,14,2,5,0,2,0,0,11,2,0,2,4,67,18,0,0.1407327870793987,0.0,0.1373348992408953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409235574510425,0.0,0.0,0.22508791796407926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952109107786001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236367895179142,0.15571815212296392,0.0,0.18152201026644385,0.14508932392291646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463124207093963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267034676115416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444953883714553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320291778954874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875493107933855,0.0,0.12426962933529227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536417871815743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756639465041828,0.1228824413610815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015702707203024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5655784169559649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172611293618004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554832448414796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499728238955973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530713538253112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271322769366644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hles108,2019/08/22,"eating alone does anybody feel unmotivated to eat or make food if you’re alone? i move back into college today and don’t have any friends, and feel like i’m going to end up starving because i’ll be too sad to pickup food alone, go to the dining hall, or cook for myself.",10.568928571428572,5.611938035714289,10.290714285714287,71.15428571428575,61.5,11.914285714285715,38.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,2.9724928571428566,214,6,44,1,2,71,45,56,0.22699999999999998,0.684,0.08900000000000001,-0.7717,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,0,9,9,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,7,8,0,9,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,4,20,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5789655703980479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671527909654534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328134504585038,0.0,0.11358906304942905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306441608748987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813377256057918,0.0,0.0,0.16503892171515855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843476949280735,0.1331189056819091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506379174983501,0.0,0.14396319645704528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179877006079667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103465149908503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438112874495087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980463187531273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662531090419198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mamabear160033,2019/08/22,"Not lonley but just feeling sad I think since I found out earlier this year that there's a possibility I can't have kids, I've been feeling very down. They gave me pills to help with the problem and Im still young so at first I didn't worry about it but I started thinking of when I'm older and it hit.  I cry a few times and some days it gets stuck in my head. I try not to think about it but it gets to me.

Just wanted to share my feelings",-0.4423933209647508,1.5176517551020403,1.6110760667903534,99.38002782931356,87.57142857142858,4.3799628942486075,17.072356215213357,5.565023196281405,-0.8013183673469388,344,8,86,2,11,114,68,98,0.142,0.73,0.128,-0.5253,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,8,3,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,22,19,8,0,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,3,12,1,12,13,2,13,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,9,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24207252559799805,0.1421241934349688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342859572899552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745158730931494,0.0,0.24163074718215435,0.0,0.0,0.23027457420192124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261692028006066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477132884116217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380437370710577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484406612845977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086992815439465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229718224791744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598316246131388,0.0,0.17599244024463356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236238431245048,0.0,0.0,0.12850293163831186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496207377985672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818331576981511,0.12998338737389722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380237521594928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419148235160088
lonely,dxlta,2019/08/22,"Back to school season means being extra lonely. I go to a *really* small college where nobody from my high school went. I don’t start class for about a month, but almost everybody I know is already back in school and going to parties / hanging with friends every single night. I’m glad a lot of them are having fun, but it’s just a brutal reminder that I’ve never had those types of experiences, and that I probably never will. Here’s to another lousy school year.",5.328666666666667,6.268768088888893,5.862222222222222,79.75000000000001,68.1111111111111,8.222222222222221,26.11111111111111,8.344100000000001,1.7147777777777775,368,10,67,5,6,119,69,90,0.124,0.7120000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.6124,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,2,12,14,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,2,0,6,3,11,10,3,17,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,9,46,10,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166427657470317,0.0,0.1834084391397979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742776678076468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555987143432009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003265807319068,0.0,0.0,0.1625778015820543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840753245086914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891326470200068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175601920394102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134047148297596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129930455733122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104309590198167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266113953294095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563710149554401,0.0,0.0,0.15596965770101093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919425656294166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647348882956363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6728226530854037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176388871272901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407125450717712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702887184653398
lonely,MKatze,2019/08/22,"It's kind of ironic and sad to see posts in this sub that are hours old with no interaction. Just scrolling through new here and noticing a lot of posts with 0 comments, people come here to express their loneliness with people who understand and get no response, like talking to a wall. Then again I didn't have anything to say in the comments either so I'm guess I'm a hypocrite.",7.099,6.5326018000000055,6.511833333333333,81.77175000000003,64.33333333333334,9.1,36.08333333333333,8.07648339933343,2.666133333333333,305,13,60,3,4,94,56,75,0.162,0.804,0.034,-0.8221,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,2,2,12,9,2,11,0,1,1,0,8,3,0,2,6,38,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482990904709727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203944219196369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369517093653605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26081328416229643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23315684224215735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24654480682545798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566695964186426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128137517983816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286602956738169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26954812850918697,0.2484354601453974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282734214193237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534933583842365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827777142163007,0.0,0.0,0.188663776418874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029540107564424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24647121150917084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ex_Infer,2019/08/22,"Does anyone else like to tell themselves stories? I’ve been doing it as long as I can remember. It started out as a coping mechanism of sorts, when there wasn’t anyone around, or when I was lonely I’d just pretend I had a more interesting life. They were pretty run of the mill fantasies at first. Saving the school from a monster, all the girls in my 7th grade class swooning over me, standing up to my father when I felt he had done me wrong, the kind we all used to drift through when our minds were idle. I can’t say I ever really grew out of it, but it’s... different now. When I think about inserting myself into all of these worlds I’ve made it just ruins everything. I’ve created all these people in my head with backstories, passions and interesting lives, there just isn’t any room for me in their stories any longer. I am not an expert marksman landing an impossible shot, I’m not a naval captain who’d sacrifice anything for his crew, I am not a soldier with a troubled past, I’m a 24 year old alcoholic who lives with his parents. Thats not a person I want in my stories.",6.126039755351684,5.631421894495414,6.650963302752294,79.73528287461775,66.29357798165137,9.6519877675841,32.3868501529052,9.075114841892004,2.580723547400612,855,31,172,13,12,280,137,218,0.049,0.8440000000000001,0.106,0.9165,2,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,2,1,14,10,0,0,14,0,15,4,1,2,5,32,23,11,0,1,9,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,2,10,9,1,0,3,2,0,3,7,4,0,1,10,2,24,6,29,12,5,31,1,2,0,1,16,14,0,2,14,116,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741211835119294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257823322647483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23215337579669135,0.17009486435585627,0.13661047971065246,0.14778235956158087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344307842919066,0.0,0.0,0.14527476258633182,0.16988387112200107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867842344086034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016378466526098,0.0,0.0,0.14919733038368288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939376079567716,0.0,0.0,0.14120636186653693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703721518294213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728718372621842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725639460972508,0.08110314746145063,0.0,0.29317629775033666,0.1469118995965115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570808300845183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762080614321356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419752210321662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433229293757414,0.0,0.15847346718869645,0.11508907897069902,0.1449518253553419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888986703402356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634900721333408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805475843811528,0.0,0.0,0.1320162638198627,0.0,0.16800900856365655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750135168102994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450983521246388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063712548328994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433776538323773,0.0,0.0,0.09791584855384522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181503741448668,0.0,0.10690374091396908
lonely,NightOfVanity,2019/08/22,"I am too quiet and it makes me lonely I usually have nothing to say. When a friend or some other person says something to me, I don’t know how to react or what to say back. I feel like an observer in my own life, and I am lonely because no one wants to be around someone who can’t keep up a conversation.",6.41181818181818,3.8792413939393993,7.829393939393943,78.11409090909092,66.87878787878788,10.618181818181819,32.60606060606061,8.841846274778883,2.4326424242424247,236,7,53,3,3,83,50,66,0.111,0.8009999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.128,0,4,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,3,0,13,11,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,5,8,2,8,10,2,6,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,3,4,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22186825001935906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916430993916861,0.0,0.15192878104839289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601857990376747,0.1780505317307491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255509611899327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22152778452786973,0.0,0.0,0.13697072850993453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603908310043234,0.12176157866010988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663634928251888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391436722590769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888523871762146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176187193390989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5945950013526831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111724461721716,0.1918700444440452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27449251268977065,0.0,0.14700278187634205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,stinkyspaghetti1357,2019/08/22,"I moved away from my girlfriend and she started school again so we can't talk as much and I got hit with the lonelies for the first time since I met her I just want to connect with someone

idk if I'm just in love with being in love but I want somebody to love again",2.8734482758620707,3.4478096206896574,3.085689655172416,98.76577586206898,73.48275862068967,5.8000000000000025,24.84482758620689,3.1291,-0.04060000000000042,210,6,52,0,4,64,42,58,0.02,0.753,0.22699999999999998,0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,12,12,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,9,3,11,8,1,9,0,1,0,3,9,3,0,1,5,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23093214467554596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20907278556043946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658441829334408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6655177464429761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612407914312973,0.18068733354587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487572865367873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332385678601955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826099121644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397470325231493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756041196908475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332482459042648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899520805870701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AgentLucke,2019/08/22,"I feel like I’m always gonna be alone I’m 18 years old and the thing I would want most is a relationship. But at the same time I feel like I am so terribly unlikeable. A few months ago I found the first girl i could ever truly look in the eyes(other than my mother). It was truly the most wonderful feeling to have someone I could talk to freely and not care about who I was when with her. We even went on a date, and I felt like it had went great, but the next day she stopped talking to me altogether. It literally tore me apart thinking of what I could have possibly done wrong. I was as kind as I could have been and me and her seemed to have been laughing the whole time. I genuinely enjoyed myself but I felt so terrible that she didn’t feel the same. After that I tried to talking to her but she seemed like she wanted nothing to do with me anymore. Every now and then she would text me or strike up conversation but me being who I am, I just shut her out completely. She confused me so thoroughly on so many occasions that I couldn’t even process anything she said to me anymore anyway. This whole experience really brought me down, and I feel like I’ll never find anyone I can look at like that again. I’m terrible at conversation, boring, and am constantly very negative, especially right now. I lack confidence around most people and I just feel so hopeless. I know I might have explained all this in a weird way, but I just feel so incredibly down on myself. I feel like even if I meet new people, there is no way I’ll ever find anyone for me. I have nothing going for me. I know should try and find myself, but I feel like I can’t get through life alone, and I’m so scared as to what will happen to me.",3.683314285714285,4.698045845714288,4.704285714285714,86.2707142857143,71.97142857142858,8.114285714285714,25.714285714285715,8.488131031819089,1.4919999999999995,1346,41,290,22,25,440,169,350,0.153,0.7090000000000001,0.139,-0.8796,0,2,0,0,0,1,31.0,1,0,0,1,23,22,0,2,12,0,34,1,0,0,4,74,70,32,0,12,13,1,11,8,0,6,1,1,0,1,14,16,0,1,22,0,0,4,7,9,0,1,15,14,59,13,35,42,10,44,0,1,2,0,25,16,0,10,30,211,73,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072475501693044,0.0,0.0,0.16526678520256133,0.0,0.0,0.06638766770303649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825093474499935,0.11157531680765727,0.0,0.06565641141617773,0.07102573257908018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134631636036724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365325142565866,0.08621944379845534,0.0,0.25480792109589256,0.0,0.0,0.05145484566345539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164794793915993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809209219842973,0.1443405402963958,0.06722246182367585,0.0,0.0,0.07804522324010023,0.0,0.0,0.3630760940293851,0.2849927705106021,0.1532125845416639,0.0,0.21876664864047127,0.06786523997959497,0.0,0.08748034028064412,0.0,0.0,0.041684467610362715,0.0,0.04534376087390531,0.0,0.0,0.08796345120973093,0.0,0.0,0.07055377807191768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308399541233323,0.08769570529771202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635463766747521,0.31183210120654953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339989266684751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088965764307494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463947590113123,0.0,0.0,0.06368377570236079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061535255427814135,0.07705703154476032,0.0848524523625158,0.0,0.0,0.15311207901419274,0.0,0.08372113327697851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106260066491804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994581129338161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051112434317557284,0.0,0.0,0.08565943291813814,0.0,0.06813611443751809,0.07589398421659428,0.0,0.07987889162069405,0.0,0.0,0.14526687689178025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760173070543514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670398954029845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923849352197066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300573355377457,0.05112312675393775,0.0,0.0,0.09304676923674317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833781055018292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583113571116367,0.09411874184809138,0.12665953675270558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792333683791467,0.0,0.17815462575815322,0.0,0.0,0.08652363275472752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113354216520479,0.08723257796451506,0.0,0.05137904507942895
lonely,ImNotGoodEnough0,2019/08/22,"College Dorm Thoughts Its 8:30 pm in my single room college dorm. I wish I wasn't so nervous to talk to people. I had 2 classes today and there was this exercise in one of them where we had to talk to the person next to us and my partner was a girl. I wish I would've asked her out to lunch or something, but instead I am sat alone in my dorm. I just want some company. I really don't know how to start conversations, let alone keeping them.",1.804435483870968,3.4031799139784944,3.40826612903226,91.33239919354841,77.81720430107526,6.370430107526883,24.528225806451612,7.1686216300943375,0.8670870967741933,344,12,77,4,8,114,64,93,0.057999999999999996,0.8640000000000001,0.078,-0.0861,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,2,0,8,2,0,1,0,15,17,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,3,2,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,0,16,0,12,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,2,3,53,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287442516783989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350130935461074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397613856218856,0.0,0.0,0.11375252897063745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165429963653126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012893363088185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402571426678647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349605814271427,0.1807297073285144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259870926927655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593457450847662,0.0,0.0,0.14650374252244472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327304393877364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432150491358571,0.0,0.0,0.1961958291380404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24897525043215485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220840276317874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760408268898082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470348947524356,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wheresthewhitechina,2019/08/22,I’m fucking lonely af I try to make plans with my friends and they normally say they are busy but they are with other people an hour later. I just do everything by myself now :(,0.3558333333333329,2.7926095833333378,2.2957777777777792,91.42700000000002,92.05555555555556,5.102222222222223,18.31111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.30161777777777804,139,4,28,2,5,46,30,36,0.14800000000000002,0.799,0.053,-0.5714,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,1,2,3,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,4,6,0,3,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,0,3,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606887863255557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100659265178707,0.3710223570938983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39522839762094986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678903419399201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39321738309047816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782311191930509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191530696291085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724761671628633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,milliebojangles,2019/08/22,"Two lost friends almost 20 years ago and still lonely When I was 16 my best friend I had known my entire life ended his life. He did it in front of my house while I was home alone. 

A couple shorts years later my closest friend who I dated on and off ended his life as a way to get out of the military. 

I thought I would be friends with the first guy forever. I thought I would marry the second guy. He was the love of my life. Obviously things didn't turn out that way and I was unfortunately forced to move on with my life without either of them. 

It's been almost 20 years. I have seen therapist on and off through the years. I've gotten married, had children, gotten a job, have several dear friends, am part of a couple organizations and have every reason in the world to be happy. But I'm not. I'm lonely. All the time. I think about them. I miss them. I have a hole in my life and I can't fill it. I don't know how to stop feeling alone. I'm lonely even with everyone I have.",0.4478239763613345,2.6169589660194177,2.337994934571551,94.2528682988603,85.55339805825244,5.136006753904601,18.179822710004228,6.498293943080001,-0.1759161671591385,761,19,173,8,23,252,108,206,0.109,0.741,0.151,0.9169,1,8,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,3,5,14,0,0,12,0,21,7,0,2,2,30,37,11,0,2,4,0,1,0,5,2,6,0,1,3,6,11,0,1,7,0,0,3,5,5,0,3,15,2,28,9,26,18,4,33,0,5,1,1,17,13,0,2,15,113,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324360514939173,0.0,0.2106629596933617,0.2178879355615728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038925148032304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327790143645855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633227144284692,0.0,0.0,0.06947627045467941,0.0,0.08862617743895199,0.10051249313475658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053186663869210116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947361696072666,0.0,0.0,0.4063433813253979,0.0,0.05495685404343676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830707975546586,0.0,0.1119755304638687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551303426496417,0.0,0.0,0.12137385729929112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438374341923223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057809063574131965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457881471695616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148261003475329,0.0,0.0949370809886222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117991442280942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390931838554799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081516991474368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883350601835732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400398424179907,0.08794262293444262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213240990030445,0.06988282517145336,0.06740079402050032,0.0,0.16701645950392066,0.06133648825690904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441530767278002,0.1027542619770026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669880910940867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139833726315316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494463403192278,0.0,0.0,0.2709527882389827
lonely,bellabunzie,2019/08/22,"Anyone in the middle Georgia area? I’m 26, female, alone. Depression, social anxiety, and little to no self confidence. I’m looking for friends in the area to hang out with.. 
I’m into video games, movies and tv shows, golfing and bike riding, cars, transformers, Pokémon, huge final fantasy fan.. 
love shopping. 

I’m in middle Georgia (Macon). If you’re interested, message me. Thank you..",2.818676470588233,5.875112926470593,4.0678823529411785,78.00947058823533,88.85294117647058,6.249411764705883,27.388235294117646,7.554174236665415,2.4756364705882357,301,14,45,6,10,98,52,68,0.11599999999999999,0.659,0.225,0.8683,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,8,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,9,7,0,15,0,1,1,1,7,11,0,1,1,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32453010033315643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23970746183875294,0.0,0.0,0.2190975561962559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698829076299815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432532642636403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420889582002216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31405321539037323,0.0,0.0,0.2631302173812813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828053819424803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326886347294105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194149601951903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884852480611695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Raylx,2019/08/22,"man i don't know. 17m.

usually i'm a very positive person, someone you'd see without ever knowing and would think is friendly. But yet I often feel left out, replaced, unwanted to most. I have these nights like this one right now, i'd have a good day even without seeing someone besides family members. But i can not help but to feel alone and rather sad. I hardly understand why this feeling comes up often. I had a good conversation with my dad about college tonight and enjoyed it.

but yet here I am, just wanting to disconnect from social media completely and live a night away from everything that doesn't make me happy. I'm sad and I don't really have a good reason to be. I guess, PM me if you want to have a chat.",2.597129973474804,4.5793389517241385,4.140689655172416,85.24212201591514,76.72413793103449,7.220159151193633,26.3262599469496,8.139509932561175,1.7664748010610074,568,22,112,10,13,189,98,145,0.12,0.72,0.16,0.6004,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,11,9,0,0,6,0,14,0,0,2,1,36,30,10,0,6,10,1,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,8,1,0,1,6,2,0,1,1,6,14,7,14,26,1,15,0,2,2,0,10,5,0,5,10,75,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098972718472006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369701998251691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255812294813817,0.15285323781658752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401953453060327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628989411209922,0.13187125758110366,0.0,0.0,0.1310225340237529,0.0,0.13743351817433366,0.0,0.2211404641596066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263345284631532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668336773735744,0.0,0.0,0.1605990746844434,0.0,0.0,0.15519128906819227,0.13059509997498653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977168931255893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023970699186732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839628397298444,0.0,0.0,0.07122339166776087,0.0,0.12873119561914242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973128990203128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736194793376991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878797266308036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729420439752356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339387226412016,0.14989169094422652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449995100634753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23234420759403926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860987516744878,0.24704702433505976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341340974166046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176776225897762,0.0,0.0,0.1605620422821948,0.12028823830639668,0.17197603423088995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154866489965675,0.0,0.0,0.2810638825116824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356177865193664,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ohnoitssamrun,2019/08/22,"Released from psych ward to outpatient. Got mono & can’t attend. I’ve got no one to talk to and my narcissist mom doesn’t believe I’m actually sick/that I should still go to the outpatient program. I can’t work until I complete outpatient treatment. I can’t go to outpatient treatment until I’m not contagious. My parents are paying for outpatient against my wishes and forcing me to finish instead of going back to work. I have no one to talk to, my support system is literally my cat. And mono is miserable and there’s no fucking treatment other than rest! I just want to drop off the face of earth and I don’t know what to do.",1.947380952380953,4.477789928571426,3.746984126984128,84.22857142857143,82.25396825396825,6.7746031746031745,27.25396825396825,7.957251820313856,2.067577777777778,505,23,95,10,14,169,73,126,0.102,0.835,0.064,-0.6763,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,1,1,2,0,11,4,1,0,0,11,23,7,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,4,9,2,0,2,2,0,13,1,20,20,1,12,0,1,0,1,4,1,1,0,5,65,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.19735511647026627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191247903406292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550853989536384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22785297331982646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204269703650613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696577374578344,0.0,0.0,0.344809550816772,0.0,0.3234964094944864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114471675001644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368587033267127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740834078161086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245613676265902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150752939380744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294972876928957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251024902435735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928521320469902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325637211976565,0.0,0.0,0.294463347751507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,everythinghurtsme,2019/08/22,"Now that I'm in my late 20s and pretty stable it feels like girls just want to settle for me... I have a pretty stable job and have decent prospects. I make alright money and I'm pretty independent.

I've never had much luck with girls. I had a few sort of casual relationships in my early 20s but they've been few and far between. I have pretty bad depression and anxiety and all sorts of other issues but I won't get into it.

Anyway I've been trying to put myself out there, and honestly I just want something casual. I just want to have sex and mess around. I don't want to settle down, I don't want to start a family or whatever the fuck. Probably not ever. I'm in a pretty good place, I can do my own thing and it would take a lot to make me give that up for a relationship.

So I've been on Tinder and have met a couple of girls outside of Tinder but a common thing I'm noticing is that girls only want a serious relationship with me, and pretty quickly start talking about settling down.

It's depressing because it feels like I'm not physically desirable or something, and that the only reason girls want to be with me is for the financial security and stuff. I hesitate to call it gold digging but it sort of feels like the girls who are interested in me have already slept with a bunch of other guys in their early 20s and now that 30 is approaching their biological clock is ticking louder and they want to settle down and start a family. It feels like I'm not good enough to be the guy they mess around with, but I am good enough to be the guy who pays half of the mortgage on their house in the suburbs.

It's honestly depressing as shit. Settling down is the *last* thing I want to do, but it feels like the only way girls are willing to sleep with me is if I do.",4.959338842975207,5.050742936639118,6.188250688705237,80.08419421487605,68.66942148760329,9.354820936639117,27.243801652892564,9.218907990703514,2.0155355371900834,1398,39,288,25,22,472,149,363,0.107,0.6890000000000001,0.204,0.9801,2,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,5,0,13,25,2,0,21,1,32,5,3,4,3,69,63,27,0,12,15,0,5,5,0,3,0,0,0,10,23,26,0,1,6,2,2,2,7,9,0,1,7,5,29,16,49,50,9,36,0,3,0,2,24,19,2,8,19,203,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257482061374365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057243396742236274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322599145948155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247845259154632,0.045614598944726255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640799661064977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279602134791303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334835349185275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463514401756873,0.0,0.0,0.06768642466085781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108280522103162,0.0,0.1891770256507004,0.2672865384935335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917749964383559,0.03909466558242107,0.07178206366814414,0.0,0.188287125807844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22227515830111133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634173924537017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810123878432322,0.07425547936187746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060995000614338137,0.08440951099489431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278648519165494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361629149340793,0.0,0.0,0.09989685893481476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055007364283616765,0.0,0.057712149642069575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519244415645598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073073913299452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817958162958147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567633115986047,0.08067749586713137,0.0,0.0,0.0752230462127453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693589059879248,0.0,0.2410125696134783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768101103068074,0.0,0.0,0.07488227738636861,0.0,0.0,0.115212865744433,0.0,0.0,0.1588914345593256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566042924194217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626152198182402,0.060144102721212823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913766777152568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508034612913968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972206979809381,0.05939517182343005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053155832870992466,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Niagra1958,2019/08/22,"Anyone else? I'm lonely in my own home. My husband's napping, the adult children are in their rooms, doing their own thing. I'm lonely. It happens a lot. I've been crying off and on for half an hour. What's wrong with me?",-0.9364741641337382,1.185229212765961,1.0881458966565385,99.22000000000004,97.29787234042551,2.685714285714286,15.224924012158056,3.1291,-1.2923714285714287,171,4,38,0,7,56,38,47,0.23800000000000002,0.762,0.0,-0.89,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,5,0,6,5,3,6,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389794191649697,0.3501923824903189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754275475092064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855120152431818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30223352952852955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428316238286505,0.0,0.3365828993094392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905677919786621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22706239658599564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736810508037393,0.0,0.0
lonely,StickFigureHentai,2019/08/22,"Let's run together and bolster each other's moods If you're lonely (and, in my case, pining for a romantic partner), you've probably heard endless bleating about how you need to exercise more and improve yourself (usually told to you by happy-go-lucky people who are already popular and attractive).  

While 97.75% of that bleating is completely worthless, much like the platitudes it's usually paired with, there _is_ emotional value in being outside, doing moderate exercise, and having/watching/mocking another human doing that exercise with you.  

 

With this in mind, anyone up to run a(n embarassingly slow) 5k together tomorrow night or Friday in Santa Clara, California, followed by a pint?  Before you ask, I'm shite at running _and_ socializing, so if nothing else, you'll have a source of mirth.

 

Longest of long shots, I know, but hey, at least I tried, right?  Also, if enough of us lonesome awkward weirdos show up, maybe we'll outnumber happy-go-lucky people and _they'll_ be the out-of-place ones for once.

 

Whaddaya say?",8.390496314496318,9.169437140540536,8.382063882063882,64.92238329238332,61.37837837837838,11.916461916461914,40.6019656019656,11.567385478589935,5.340243243243243,841,44,124,24,11,273,132,185,0.066,0.857,0.077,-0.2882,1,2,0,0,0,0,51.0,2,5,1,0,5,7,0,1,5,0,12,3,0,1,0,20,19,16,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,3,3,2,0,2,6,11,0,0,1,4,0,4,0,3,0,1,2,2,11,3,23,11,5,20,0,2,0,0,17,9,0,4,8,77,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814228089623198,0.12184892733943105,0.0,0.4952731831064909,0.0,0.0,0.15977151712259996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653950433421126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424438541075429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965425711027698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597553329505434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728421841410667,0.17139390366702734,0.0,0.1574372528367552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731889075962125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837376692442078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580697763346604,0.0,0.07443948726426868,0.0,0.0,0.13484120926604087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153074503470971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384861444563494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120082808293482,0.11297921282768697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298738989029394,0.0,0.14620155669262844,0.0,0.0,0.16226733715553274,0.10324874820929007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112660802065135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427886940923014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012175214247895,0.0,0.12116944035946335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532036106164895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455945034334581,0.0,0.10344811887532136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328038382393388,0.0,0.3356244576878393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,joshi231,2019/08/22,"Its 2am and i cant believe my life situation I should sleep rn but i just cant. I had depression a long time ago and still have it but now its worse.
I have some desease that makes my eyes look like a frog or something and im tired of hiding behind sunglasses.
Its scary because half a year has past and still no treatment or diagnosis.
Two months ago i could atleast accept myself in the mirror but rn it got so worse for me to the point that i dont go outside anymore or when im outside i hide behind glasses.",0.2195553987297103,2.4636470458715607,2.186422018348626,94.32094565984474,87.71559633027522,4.821736062103035,21.228652081863093,6.297961479604792,0.2028709950599863,404,14,90,4,13,134,74,109,0.20600000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.091,-0.9253,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,9,4,2,1,0,16,13,12,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,2,2,12,2,6,9,1,14,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,12,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31410895761575697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570946743672555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800391329672378,0.0,0.0,0.1996149574699416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414593986018564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260011260797374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20764716096432792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069233508883144,0.0,0.14170260998148182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827576648265616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514356882754024,0.0865584973020346,0.0,0.0,0.15679383184118376,0.14878193345240007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182653354475912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141418972735329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913308066887078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748714333128714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991515291826756,0.17730242469299676,0.0,0.0,0.1363975640518864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829835234650847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331185907774022,0.2036359914666074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307371410865735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611118456079368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409455069394778
lonely,77honey,2019/08/22,4:00am. The only sound i can hear in this dark room is my ac. Theres no notifications or any messages from my friends so the quietness has been there for a while. Im feeling pretty lonely and almost pathetic at that. I shouldn’t be seeking to have someone messaging me all the time but here i am feeling this weight on my chest for that emptiness of needing someones validations and inclinations towards me.,4.194545454545455,6.632443000000006,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,73.54545454545455,6.997402597402598,31.779220779220786,7.957251820313856,2.452641558441558,329,16,58,5,7,105,63,77,0.12,0.789,0.091,-0.5029,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,8,2,1,0,1,10,12,6,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,8,1,9,9,1,7,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,2,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846005352080219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327612779677547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28741555753587644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958401034862074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32033126217799274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30700126007173506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074201928914274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615851787338947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891491038915524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816293470307154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572820785491826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34609762731050475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jezarr,2019/08/22,Is this normal So I'm a girl but I dress like a boy and I think I want to be trans but I like boys is there such thing as like a gay trans person,-3.907499999999999,-2.602476749999996,-0.7944444444444443,111.445,108.16666666666669,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-2.9601333333333333,111,0,34,0,6,38,25,36,0.0,0.682,0.318,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,6,5,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6508944826241069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351237084390294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877709900836674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950403064905982,0.28456134789526744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619416861121144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,boi7896,2019/05/26,"Anyone know the best way to make friends through the internet? I've tried discord, but the problem with that is I'm too shy to talk in general chats. I know reddit communities is a popular way to, but once again, I'm to shy to just talk to people. And I'm definitely too shy to approach people in real life soo... I'm kinda lost here. Any help appreciated.",2.8212499999999987,4.518011958333336,4.9872222222222256,80.68000000000002,75.25,8.133333333333335,27.277777777777786,8.841846274778883,2.1366777777777783,279,11,57,6,6,97,46,72,0.175,0.6,0.225,0.7572,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,12,10,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,11,9,1,6,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,28,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360903559735052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822569571222476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25248372198282343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587876617391466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126199694256305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644432739566173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993540147529732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626317400266644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059528626351824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562198487307401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335887804738258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302115542547019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738433979350278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38675327719276015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334440334291705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819373190854287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,softskii,2019/05/26,Hii Hi everyone im 20 years old and im really lonely i would love to have a friend which i vent to when needed who wouldn’t judge me and listen even when i sound ridiculous lol,0.4734615384615388,2.4225260256410297,2.433012820512822,94.98490384615386,83.61538461538461,5.951282051282053,14.878205128205128,7.1686216300943375,-0.3542871794871796,141,2,33,2,4,47,30,39,0.124,0.631,0.245,0.7328,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,2,4,0,4,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047257927797855,0.0,0.0,0.29618025991635305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394744862907585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6696204239058438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797511875982588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22983156528119025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252510953116809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856844496875914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22018683717233734,0.0,0.0,0.19960421024004085
lonely,sarv683,2019/05/26,"M/26 iternally friendzoned to give context to my title, I have been hanging out with a girl, and she has a guy.  Her guy lives in another city, i know i am  stringing along with this girl, even though i know i am not going to end up anywhere, its cause am fucking lonely. I dont have anyone else to hangout with. Everytime i hangout with this girl, it feels like my heart is broken into a million pieces. She somehow, brings up the boyfriend in the conversation, and i feel like such an idiot. I know she doesnt have many friends, and she wants to hangout with me, cause lo and behold, i am always available. it just sucks. 

I dont know what to do. I hangout with her, because , i want to have some human touch, but meanwhile, my heart breaks a million pieces. 

I hate this.",4.6381578947368425,5.307869657894738,4.855105263157896,87.32673684210528,69.52631578947367,7.132631578947367,29.673684210526318,6.742157984588678,1.4282821052631576,596,22,122,4,10,187,86,152,0.10400000000000001,0.863,0.033,-0.8757,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,4,0,7,0,15,3,2,2,0,28,29,6,0,2,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,13,0,0,6,4,0,3,4,5,0,2,1,3,24,3,20,28,3,11,0,1,0,1,15,6,2,2,3,89,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290702693932349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626543285292332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846183256819827,0.15893631212696074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945582491968495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186970085729197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363593343836345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958085052561766,0.0,0.13738815223724782,0.0,0.0,0.10245371183629312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686423862214732,0.22163208883595306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984347295686858,0.14340372164760745,0.0,0.14880293636739825,0.08815690675377794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071816230643509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314651588198902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367630205671218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34099430508801315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156524811289213,0.0,0.1369716826664144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726489970727942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240225440294305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829847588504733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DullVariety2,2019/05/26,"A downward spiral (22/m btw) I think all of my problems started in high school when I started playing video games by myself. I would spend 10-11 hours a day playing video games, staying up until the early morning, not sleeping enough, and then I would go to school too tired to function. The classic depression mixture. This meant I couldn't really socialize very well (think literally falling asleep/ being sleepy all day) which meant i was poorly socialized going into college. The real problem was that I had no interests and nothing to bond with people over. I couldn't bond over gaming because I was so socially awkward that I thought people would make fun of me for liking video games. To this day I still don't use discord very much, even though there are rooms designed for things I like. I feel like an outsider looking in, like I'm barely a person anymore. Does anyone else feel this way?",7.170179640718565,7.707341017964069,6.5385688622754525,77.92881137724551,63.97005988023953,8.356646706586828,35.26287425149701,7.908726449838941,2.7666411976047907,718,31,121,7,10,221,114,167,0.10400000000000001,0.754,0.142,0.6527,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,1,7,0,12,3,2,2,2,24,27,7,0,7,1,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,7,4,0,0,7,9,2,3,5,4,1,0,7,3,16,9,17,14,4,25,0,1,1,0,8,9,0,0,15,76,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255261317400511,0.08850259203273676,0.12968871406921487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715755813674471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448868088832188,0.0,0.10901690226608382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076464429352532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573526998184192,0.0,0.0,0.1307834595781192,0.0,0.0836000908908269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279979453285794,0.09042357977530097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438683925682675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337310329100081,0.0,0.0,0.1246486376394436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473481593009496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062892105447356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448827655243801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930455162568727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144994298010615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754991805501432,0.11051842102058433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422260069267831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406747093952404,0.08108572848607637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561967094677205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266641339508823,0.3870748592830383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791776519369404,0.13490968343241996,0.10108114140045917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408929405403595,0.16220538233707724,0.12435705931680704,0.1004846050559084,0.0,0.1454767273770165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931819500958287,0.0,0.2088715071969036,0.0,0.1004675373461348,0.0,0.0,0.11380408022709244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697408961122654,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ISAF_Mobius1,2019/05/26,"Didn’t realize Didn’t realize how lonely I was until I went to the beach on my own for this Memorial Day weekend and saw so many couples and girls that just wouldn’t give me a chance in general. Think it actually ruined what would have been a nice time if I could just stop thinking about how lonely I am. I did try using tinder to meet up with  local girls and got a handful of matches but the same thing that always happens happened. I’ll either never get a response back or they’ll respond a few times and then I’ll never hear from them again. Online dating has made it impossible for guys, because why should girls choose me when they have a thousand other guys to choose from. Definitely wasn’t going to try and cold approach and end up looking like a creeper.",8.422077067669175,6.549444046052635,8.249624060150378,74.59236842105265,62.48684210526316,10.52781954887218,35.53007518796993,8.841846274778883,2.943128571428572,613,21,116,7,7,198,104,152,0.05,0.878,0.07200000000000001,0.6187,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,9,5,0,0,9,0,15,1,1,4,2,32,29,15,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,5,8,7,0,1,6,2,0,3,6,3,0,1,10,5,11,2,16,14,4,22,0,3,2,0,12,5,0,2,15,83,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.17727456988436452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115619657478388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396858111223559,0.0,0.1107386338508374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504123108477984,0.20100403170184405,0.0,0.11715607785201175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089739832609548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491018133687207,0.17426542925953195,0.10324192232140328,0.0,0.1452906007149589,0.0,0.0,0.3597451684137409,0.3212837900869555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047447325468439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887502077177001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254917668529308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718916803456496,0.0,0.18417536591670866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802157535442619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187642078913569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068725047677042,0.23280159296159034,0.0,0.0,0.2118555482971788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24667128631868074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568964578809749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840122386199674,0.16392046294694096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904649935583176,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,annnsters,2019/05/26,Calling someone you love but it goes straight to voicemail. This breaks my heart even more than it already is.,2.862833333333332,5.92644095,1.1700000000000017,98.54833333333332,89.5,2.666666666666667,31.66666666666667,3.1291,0.866166666666667,89,5,16,0,3,24,19,20,0.0,0.784,0.21600000000000005,0.6059,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649395337060435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302170813272795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782793450017137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499268845429921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802597425134101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569849398554088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bittah__Samurai,2019/05/26,"i seem to push everyone away I dnt know what it is but I can’t seem to keep a friend for more than a month. Is it me, is it them? I dnt know what’s wrong..",-3.3760526315789465,-1.8995812368421063,-0.20494736842105246,110.06836842105265,98.21052631578951,4.092631578947368,10.23157894736842,5.6839178017228535,-1.9377010526315788,115,1,37,1,5,40,25,38,0.0,0.871,0.129,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,5,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042103650522985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30939420523876954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501585297474479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877984846552969,0.0,0.0,0.3558918642309803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584452406082889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5895305756709251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540123736740796,0.0,0.0
lonely,Prettybored7000,2019/05/26,"Quick fix for loneliness I have 0 friends irl, 0 friends online.  
My life is broken and I'm currently fixing it. But takes time.  


In the meantime I feel like going crazy alone. I feel I can hardly breathe.  


Tips? Anything ? Anyone ?

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M24, Europe btw.",1.1234515366430244,3.429085978723407,1.7615602836879454,91.73444444444449,104.10638297872343,3.791016548463357,22.243498817966906,5.82211442006289,0.5941130023640664,199,8,35,2,9,61,40,47,0.20600000000000002,0.628,0.166,-0.2824,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,8,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,2,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866482105748411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998780452548362,0.3363034506492298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352264199993813,0.0,0.2277565068158805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798844641904704,0.1977231361849334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42766058739563495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729364977127913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24792979241478302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954894448412729,0.1352148795371873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809511461896807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138566420828054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363034506492298,0.0
lonely,Just_Existence,2019/05/26,"help I don't know anymore. In the last 30 min or so I went through a shit ton of moods. I was happy for the past 2 years. A few weeks ago  I started to get lonely again. Now a person has entered my life who has got  similar problems as I. So the most natural thing for my brain was to develop crazy emotions for her without any reason. We were texting yesterday and all was good. When we stopped, and I know there is no reason for it, I felt sad and alone. The thing is I barely know here, there is no logical reason for my emotions.
This is my third attempt trying to describe how I feel but it just changes too quickly.
I don't know. I'm just confused.",0.9511134453781516,3.0299510441176487,2.601512605042018,93.71323529411768,82.67647058823529,5.356302521008403,24.420168067226893,6.5431188927421005,0.6990815126050416,506,20,111,5,14,166,90,136,0.142,0.797,0.061,-0.772,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,1,13,8,1,1,7,0,12,3,2,4,1,26,23,10,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,10,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,7,2,17,2,13,16,4,16,0,2,0,0,6,1,1,3,13,80,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923351844322626,0.0,0.0,0.16267766484341395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681332409404858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577172686000185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534262091392638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615975895475932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533663358865696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941956269175478,0.0,0.15081230900276352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820628518039284,0.0,0.0,0.1317432806715574,0.12562362506353575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720446470352734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052810431929372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452873494729757,0.12803341892367132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094353711310023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994156222361474,0.0,0.13714789943394887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502952527348088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4844838927168766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123060794220453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111175306169465,0.0,0.0,0.13131796859066738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087013176246282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664055704206188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599247829659016,0.0,0.0,0.1456059242826293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141035397357558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114825026894106
lonely,geturgrooveonmister,2019/05/26,"Haha I’ll probably delete this later I’m writing this in a fit of unadulterated SAD. Almost 18F in case that’s relevant.

Being homeschooled SUCKS. It sucks SO HARD. Everything, right now, sucks. I have. No friends. Is nobody around my age actually alive anywhere that isn’t caught up in school stuff?????? My household travels around so much that I won’t be able to go to college until I’m older, so there go those hopes, whimsically careening out the window!

The only friend I have is legitimately across the world from me and honestly? She’s hard to talk to a lot. We just don’t have the same values. On like, anything. My family is focused on their work and/or not at all interested in what I prefer talking about. Thank you, Mom, for telling me in intricate detail about how the world is falling apart. Only the best parents make sure their children don’t want to be in this world before they’re even out and exploring what it has to offer. Somewhere out there is a “#1” mug with her name on it.

I made the mistake of watching a vlog made by an animator I really admire (on YouTube, they make fluidly-animated memes) and it’s her and some friends messing around at a con. I never watch vlogs bUT I THOUGHT IT WAS AN ANIMATION.

It’s so painful sometimes realizing that I could probably have my very own group of artsy, character-writing goofballs to talk to, but I’m so inept in finding out where they’re hiding that I might actually die before meeting them. Of *old age.*

Anybody around here into writing??? Into making characters and drawing them or something? Into animation????? Character development? Maybe some roleplaying or writing together, something???? I like having artsy projects with folks. Can we be goofy??? Can I goof with someone? Can we like, make each other laugh and go through the Important Videos playlist together over Rabb.it or something????

Now, I *could* probably find some Discord server that has that kind of niche to it, but alas, I’m inept at everything and feel like I wouldn’t even be accepted. Hahahahahahahahahahaha

Go me. *(Waves cheap pennant with my face on it)*",3.9071401230348637,6.58516084935065,4.789367737525634,78.77066814764184,75.57142857142857,7.585099111414902,29.09261790840739,8.532816995589336,2.532454545454546,1657,73,289,34,38,536,211,385,0.086,0.7809999999999999,0.132,0.9347,1,0,3,0,0,0,81.0,3,1,5,2,21,25,3,0,15,1,29,2,1,7,3,69,52,20,1,7,8,2,3,4,3,3,1,0,1,1,23,26,0,0,8,2,1,8,8,7,0,0,5,5,34,18,54,37,10,53,0,1,2,0,29,36,3,10,13,196,57,4,0.09546367430768044,0.0,0.1863175506474444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559308011995847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855846992301804,0.3399316384324449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246511120797652,0.0,0.10018323654524527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152439951969612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990762221609388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610571308173552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715931898689789,0.0,0.08999465608784106,0.0,0.04826930209243533,0.06819926799995096,0.0,0.0,0.17450413769387849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126499388669288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170168242811701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103340240621207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948169686664696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941072644545586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655491684114625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115980208309094,0.0,0.18066007369001436,0.2548909755518254,0.0,0.0959060920319979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127187244109233,0.0,0.11180590157137277,0.0,0.0,0.07017678480729155,0.0,0.07362747077492643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017306746740548,0.0,0.0,0.14520885213781545,0.10158008015286044,0.0,0.1060011129545005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30877796127809154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115647424858627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152545625410446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661433496170437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088606144956531,0.2204778012456018,0.0944160148901274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928306759832176,0.0,0.0,0.08997338326880969,0.0,0.0,0.23019025592640205,0.08343945907668228,0.08789012535337422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578749400440131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876752906859742,0.05630694848518442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949869186286495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,stanlyyy,2019/05/26,"The feeling after traveling Every time after I travel, I feel sad and lonely.That's the reason why I hate traveling.I got insecure since I was a kid.So I afraid of meeting new friends,I hate people come and go.Why can't everything just stay at exactly where they are.",2.6355555555555554,4.761264777777782,4.573851851851857,81.50633333333336,77.14814814814815,8.023703703703704,25.61481481481481,8.841846274778883,2.2216859259259256,214,8,40,5,5,73,42,54,0.262,0.7090000000000001,0.03,-0.9153,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,2,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,9,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,5,0,0,2,2,6,0,4,7,0,10,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21513963461965752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210427224101216,0.0,0.2244614120535501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525647017758745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194008181421094,0.0,0.19974986215499613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931577069636536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412124876945944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314691295931456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25678713097043265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659782051100986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662028978302581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563267121510215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450725507595254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WorldLeaking,2019/05/26,"LONELY APP - All in one place, to help each other on bad days.  

Life  isn't always good, but you're not   alone! In our app you can meet  supportive people who actually care and   want to listen! Share what's on  your mind and get the help you need.   Meet new friends who really get  you, You're not alone!

We’re   here for the moments when you just  need a friend and some advice! We   have a large community receiving  support across anxiety, depression,   eating disorders and those battling  self harm.

If   you're battling with mental health, perhaps even  struggling with self   harm it can feel lonely, It can suck, and let’s  admit it: that’s  tough  to say out loud. We all know that, and maybe,  sometimes, we’ve  just  been made to feel a little afraid to say it.

Talk    to people going through the exact same struggles you are. We know  that   sometimes it’s sort of hard to talk about certain things with  family  or  even friends. This is a safe place where you can talk about   anything:  mental health, depression, self harm, eating disorders, a  bad  breakup or  a relationship, school or work...it doesn’t matter. If  you  want to talk  about it, someone else, does too. No judgments. No   bullying. Just  people who get you.

Look,   we made This app because we wanted to  create a community where you  can  always feel welcome and know that  someone is here for you.  Sometimes,  life’s too darn hard to go through  alone. We’d all feel a  little better  if we just felt safe and heard.

Talk about life’s struggles in a safe and supportive environment. No bullies or BS here. And we’re silly serious about that.  
Help    new friends out by sharing tips and advice from your own experiences.    It’s amazing how helpful you can be to someone out there, whether you    ever knew it or not.  
Open up or post anonymously – it’s totally up to you. However you want to talk? We let you do it just that way.

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lonely,emabeowndhb,2019/05/26,"Help You know when you feel so lonely
Like your depressed have anxiety but you don’t know so you just sit
More of that you don’t have anyone to tell they you think so you just let it stew
Constantly being people 2nd choice
Doesn’t matter if ema has no school uniform 
No friends
No confidence 
The only time they care is if the have something to brag about 
Like if I do well at a test
When my mental health is just plummeting
It feels like I’m screaming and people are just looking at me
Every turn a take people are there ready to tell me I’m not enough
When I go to my mum she tells my to stop self pitying myself
I’m struggling.
I’m sad
Lonely
Tired
Exhausted",0.6838235294117645,3.0938149782608733,1.8555924978687168,96.2173273657289,87.6231884057971,4.696334185848253,17.53793691389599,6.2272716619740125,-0.29613520886615463,529,13,114,5,17,167,86,138,0.237,0.588,0.175,-0.8724,0,4,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,8,2,0,13,14,0,1,4,0,14,3,0,0,0,17,28,11,0,3,9,1,2,3,1,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,7,8,1,0,0,4,19,6,9,26,2,10,0,5,1,0,18,2,0,3,9,72,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260021411028507,0.0,0.0,0.11516855161438815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793207857145606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799220736937713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186385333017162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701887059890793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877466424822968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656391224855158,0.11766833575515408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725397380873266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360807415136904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750782523880114,0.0,0.0,0.11040115209325453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103981509370154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842638848001076,0.0,0.2414058893380054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831430412960094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659882046294098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252688222986886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34256600799887865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666945751535475,0.0,0.0,0.17182769088787894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268012433972373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770432533031804,0.0,0.17218989174255514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123840873093828,0.0,0.4318894868140175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553904986708884,0.0,0.0,0.09604330018499653,0.1893090767264176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915638884555393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480934149670302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BreannaFolman,2019/05/26,"My shyness fucks me over 15 y/o F. For the longest time I have used my shyness as an excuse to not talk to people, particularly guys. I get so scared to talk to them, worry about everything that could go wrong, and ultimately freak myself out and never go up to them. I might even have social anxiety.. I don’t know. What I do know is that shyness is not cute, or a desirable trait, it makes me continue to be miserable. It stops me from reaching my full potential and living a life I know I could have. I refuse to accept that being shy is just a part of who I am. I know I’m better than this. I’m just struggling to figure out how to stop being shy, not even completely, just enough to let me have a casual conversation.. jesus. It’s bad.",1.7540319548872176,3.639542730263159,3.9377067669172967,86.16894736842106,78.9342105263158,7.237593984962406,21.383458646616546,8.192908349453996,1.0813011278195497,573,16,122,11,14,197,94,152,0.27899999999999997,0.659,0.062,-0.9863,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,1,8,11,1,3,6,0,17,2,0,3,1,29,29,7,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,3,6,1,0,2,5,7,0,0,0,0,20,4,20,22,3,12,1,1,0,1,10,5,1,2,5,90,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832725427748665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400631117102021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836004455428975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758812627319567,0.0,0.0,0.2678672864035512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332919232531105,0.0,0.22159279589594116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076166563177415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508091923771514,0.08764174344299512,0.0,0.1906708414461504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609753195532792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687610731458115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153435483188065,0.11848582888097095,0.0,0.0,0.14812512683347476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119735231277034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795480324744312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937809640065914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816554355498974,0.0,0.1162957889194711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679456576336676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099861849346382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804907570157737,0.0,0.1753673058906445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696600132920357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781558389891663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448809697234983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703568917114559,0.0,0.0,0.18340680968506615,0.0,0.0
lonely,icanhaznaptime,2019/05/26,"I do not move on well I was just dumped, for lack of a better word, by someone I had been seeing for about a month (no big deal) but talking to all day every day since the beginning of the year and having a very...mixed signal based relationship with him too. He acknowledges that part. 

Anyways, he called it off. And I just feel broken. I didn’t love the guy. But I felt a very strong connection with him in so many wonderful ways and I’m just really sad that it’s over and he’s already moved on (his FB no longer displays a big fat “single” on it and I’m having a meltdown)

I thought I was more over it than I am. And I don’t know how to shake this. I’m trying to focus on all the ways in which he would have been a bad partner for me. Many of which he’s already displayed.  I don’t know if I miss him because I miss him, if I miss him because I’m still trying to drown out the volume of the hurt I experienced from my last attempt at romance. or if I miss him because I’m really lonely. Maybe a combination of all of them. I don’t know.  My loneliness definitely does not benefit me in this department as I just get mentally obsessive and it makes the problem worse. 

Not sure what to do. I have a few good friends that are helping me through this but I really just want to cry on someone’s shoulder.  Got a good bear hug last night from the last person I dated and I swear he was trying to squeeze all the hurt out of me. For about ten seconds it worked.  Hopefully this passes soon because it’s draining. 

I’ve been sleeping alone nearly every night for the last 7 years and I just ache for some companionship.",1.660330284063555,3.5414254865671637,3.3128743379874837,90.55839191141071,79.2089552238806,6.471834376504575,23.045257583052482,7.4822170145007005,0.8648237843042859,1258,41,276,18,31,417,165,335,0.21100000000000002,0.654,0.135,-0.9712,0,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,4,15,25,1,2,20,0,20,5,3,2,5,51,44,19,1,8,16,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,17,13,1,0,8,0,0,5,9,13,1,2,11,5,37,12,45,32,10,39,0,8,1,2,25,17,0,7,15,185,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740796478916363,0.22888392645435446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865900370213171,0.2528724478602598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917193798822654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589524837457387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391598561307348,0.13376336314592052,0.10691615796899792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075367149785367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747532706889338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243678412385399,0.0,0.09957386092757824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012286771403099,0.0,0.05418201635448137,0.0,0.0,0.17396706136887255,0.08294302669330213,0.0,0.0,0.10268507721661332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951183243943165,0.0,0.0,0.1030032899112722,0.0,0.0,0.22203847378607386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709820375927215,0.3381363745250901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935985613497205,0.0,0.06922444742693022,0.21028287055468764,0.1041864461684952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451108569388387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277700482763611,0.22044577210318095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946417941823196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230330882505564,0.0,0.0,0.09055193143747484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923247441040668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993098324774656,0.0,0.0,0.11134125158245664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264012040268179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578653500209253,0.0,0.103780726029113,0.0,0.17573922799784375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281961053362583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774151833238816,0.0,0.0,0.08335481858506161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233084569539438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122835529196432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556817146081612,0.0611683860010336,0.1646337229476832,0.0,0.0,0.09324399656514457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124645498363124,0.07549908003899693,0.0,0.10568510154273407,0.07366964681870114,0.0,0.0,0.13356630996429952
lonely,DancesWithSquigs,2019/05/26,"Used to just be an introvert. Now I'm a lonely introvert. I (F/30) used to be totally content to be by myself. I'd lose myself in work and in my own hobbies - gaming, reading, jogging, whatever. It wasn't hard since I was already an introvert. Somewhere along the line everything starting catching up to me, including the depression that I had always struggled with, yet somehow kept at bay. What friends that hadn't yet left because I never felt much like hanging out like I used to, I eventually pushed away. 

Now I feel so damn alone and it's just... such a bummer, man. It's difficult to go through the steps of bettering your mental health when you feel like there's no one waiting for you at the finish line anyway. So what's the point, right? The idea of a relationship, platonic or romantic, seems so far off that it doesn't seem worth the trouble of appointments and doctors.

So that's my mini verbal meltdown. Thanks for being apart of it. If anyone wants to chat - I'm here.",3.4173949579831944,5.61729607407408,4.416781823840648,83.19820728291319,75.03174603174604,7.621661998132588,28.577964519140988,8.4952907291091,2.2927594771241826,774,33,144,15,17,251,121,189,0.18,0.769,0.051,-0.9685,0,3,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,0,3,17,13,1,1,12,0,9,2,0,3,2,25,25,10,0,2,4,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,11,6,0,2,6,4,1,6,5,7,0,1,6,4,15,6,25,15,3,27,0,3,0,0,8,13,1,5,11,99,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440589488094634,0.17517260859778122,0.0,0.13208369612077933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099411042518237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914066469389464,0.0,0.0,0.09676591759933392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039188580724926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672180453039376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247625498032495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266452001328106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605265761339699,0.11340328648123192,0.15241448569185645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226414800132396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902151218661995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219910638150424,0.0,0.0,0.1687323024055044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791971880410798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247056007019754,0.0,0.0,0.23265580371442685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775885143496186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997173582247934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669154618842492,0.0,0.1224294249196856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756576193609936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005981372190513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878211547442847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042644965399414,0.0,0.1355623739407877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890203359698832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313106721967939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235639334414796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594863433001333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461456897796506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41129899801873815,0.0,0.0,0.09362846841631686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155639978921915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,smashinggames,2019/05/26,I just want another warm hug from my gf but she’s an ex now so that can’t happen. and I don’t have any alternative friends that are girls I can hug. I just really want a hug. I thought these past few months dealing with a breakup was bad but uhhh now I’m just lonely with nobody to go to. not a good feeling,-1.0286928104575142,1.0356477647058815,1.4125490196078443,98.39258169934642,93.41176470588236,4.786928104575163,17.84967320261438,6.42735559955562,-0.2600934640522876,240,7,59,3,9,81,50,68,0.166,0.59,0.243,0.5975,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,0,13,13,4,0,2,6,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,2,7,6,5,11,1,5,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,0,4,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543724798232264,0.3321960990287186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645176949222325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326610504265499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601853716976918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447616031513745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004673340605373,0.2657197504971616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280148294417608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25286953629760395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30242479388791543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029524383938706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515065967575731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737178322980385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,redditmongolord2,2019/05/26,"Please add me on snapchat, just streaks or random snapping, lonely and bored :/ sc username: randomorangeman",12.180625,14.321680812500002,8.350000000000005,63.69500000000001,53.375,8.9,47.25,8.841846274778883,4.8145750000000005,87,5,11,1,1,24,16,16,0.314,0.583,0.10300000000000001,-0.5719,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sophiealicebear,2019/05/26,"I just feel like I'm annoying I'm a 29 year old female and for the past two years I've felt really alone. I live and work in a small village on a mountain that's really isolated from everyone. There's no way to leave the mountain except by car and I don't drive.

I have a boyfriend but it's been long distance for over a year now. However, he's never excited to see me when I talk to him and all he tells me about is everything he's been doing which makes me feel more worthless. I don't really have any friends here and I'm never invited to social events. When I talk to people I think they probably find me annoying and they wish I would just go away. I really feel like if I just disappeared no one would even notice.

I'm no longer interested in any of my hobbies. I used to play a lot of games, draw, watch anime etc but now I just feel tired all the time and like I have no energy to do anything at all... I just really want a friend or someone to think that I'm important. I don't know what I should do.",1.7447823860727103,3.1508607465437777,3.848072196620585,88.94607654889916,77.47926267281106,8.140194572452637,22.19380440348182,8.841846274778883,1.3181082437275982,790,22,182,18,18,271,118,217,0.14800000000000002,0.6970000000000001,0.155,0.6669,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,13,11,2,0,10,0,15,1,0,2,5,39,34,13,0,6,10,0,5,3,2,3,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,9,2,0,4,9,3,0,2,3,7,25,8,22,28,6,26,0,1,2,0,13,7,0,3,17,114,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136371668115585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250549124330072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437511950153802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916648144931327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414555301984399,0.08377390041857337,0.0,0.0,0.12119711572869132,0.11399190765664995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565281212371262,0.18122315147908952,0.12178233226386286,0.0,0.11592569358313486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959861675943345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208375172781496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970568085270798,0.0,0.0,0.134300879892077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589680805241365,0.0,0.11199840296850876,0.1122457596888751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078313267741194,0.0,0.0,0.08466393267064569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564729476680487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440348641625295,0.13309291662619993,0.0,0.08594727266804364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107919619839727,0.08793202685717502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675052751334582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062715525292207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107177232511673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292932035941467,0.10746762682725612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038917466523284,0.11086014685375917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254261690945065,0.0,0.0,0.07395901975784896,0.1457791820874608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123900221674401,0.0,0.0,0.1095454739951228,0.0,0.0,0.07481108634965998,0.10067641529152828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585499879569944,0.0,0.0,0.09233802892922252,0.0,0.0,0.1802011355803855,0.0,0.0,0.2450344385736077
lonely,the__day_of_night,2019/05/26,"There's no one for me to go to. No friends, but that's all my fault. I've ruined any relationship I've had with any person in my life. I'm an moronic freak that no-one should ever go near. I hate myself so much. I wish I could be different, but I'm not. I'm not a good man.

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And I'm alone because of that. Alone with my thoughts and feelings, with nowhere to go. My parents don't take me seriously, my friends don't talk to me anymore, and I don't know who to trust anymore.

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I'm alone, and I have to accept that.

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Here's a song I love. I just wanted to share it with someone. 

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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2q5CGLHJ-54](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2q5CGLHJ-54)",3.1182205513784496,5.973227338345865,2.6845413533834623,91.60826566416044,80.12781954887218,5.050426065162909,23.15238095238095,6.42735559955562,0.43412320802005055,568,19,112,5,15,167,72,133,0.21100000000000002,0.588,0.2,-0.1913,2,3,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,0,0,5,13,2,0,3,0,8,2,0,0,2,23,24,7,0,4,5,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,6,8,0,0,4,1,0,3,7,6,0,1,2,2,16,7,15,19,2,6,0,1,0,1,10,2,0,0,1,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30823893903063504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299536835182757,0.4821790380274966,0.13492540898705446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676912158168236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060474359910155324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920700577043155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364796066324487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973647254758065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050160956363097975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329085252813898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691412188637984,0.08320832712899627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794425763058964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452039485808522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007132418365375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953625646497801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292698439434732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722377839962257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015525335684948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662185443525586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650888980622404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405595322229367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458970610581919,0.07973710607087316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875757499752825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851359484120607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408068939417225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821790380274966,0.0
lonely,Talkandy,2019/05/26,It's too quiet now I just miss having someone to talk to. I miss the little conversations. Just some words here and there. I dont mean anything romantic I just want to talk to someone.,0.2387387387387357,2.6028329189189168,2.1231081081081093,90.824481981982,98.18918918918921,4.628828828828829,19.68018018018018,6.42735559955562,0.3917423423423427,146,5,29,2,6,48,26,37,0.162,0.8,0.039,-0.4867,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,6,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596382235434544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36977590675273897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162243662958327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436833836140487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5346619740626691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071907093261104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609624260976745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,etrinalyuno,2019/05/26,Company Anyone want to chat? I could really some company. Talk to me about you day or something,1.4566666666666668,4.094020222222227,3.7944444444444434,78.54500000000002,96.77777777777777,9.066666666666668,22.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,3.1532,76,3,13,3,3,26,16,18,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.0772,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716696966608216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243966562234556,0.0,0.0,0.3428035416190435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405223216377001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092104920053402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272369705716903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31351991850564553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,F-a-t-h-e-r,2019/05/26,"Haven’t been with anyone is so long, emotionally or physically. I just want someone to want me. I know this is just the same as 1,000 other posts here, but I just need to get it out. I yearn for any female interaction I get, but I never get what I want. I don’t even care about sex, I just want to hold someone and have them hold me back. *sigh* Oh well, back to drudging through life, I suppose.",0.5295799457994548,2.6785781097560992,2.2096747967479686,95.44819783197832,84.97560975609754,5.107859078590786,18.86720867208672,6.42735559955562,-0.20967100271002706,303,8,71,3,9,99,54,82,0.0,0.84,0.16,0.8462,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,21,16,6,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,13,2,10,15,1,6,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697977158570605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511271931917047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323902139896872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036487674454985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431237103385856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427556729889754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387661412875668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878259614944313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526631240259504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191273402390031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026197447000706,0.16669727142557286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069983734425507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662623637099186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5099300343195805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433206218550367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tralala0524,2019/05/26,"My birthday Im a 18 year old male. My birthday was on Friday which is same as my school’s sports day. Only a close friend of mine remembered my birthday. He then told everyone that day is my birthday but everyone else doesn’t seemed to care about it. Later that day, everyone forced me to take a picture with my crush (we had known each other for 3 years and she used to be ok with me), she then took a picture with me. I was happy at that time. After school we decided to had lunch in a Japanese restaurant. Two of my friends can drive so lets say friend  A drives car A and friend B drives car B. At first I was sitting in car A and my crush is sitting in car B. My friend then forced me to sit car B, when I sit in car B my crush sitting in the front seat seemed surprised, she looked at friend B, friend B then tell me and my friend to sit in car A. In the end, i sit in car A, while on our way to the restaurant, my friend that forced me to sit in car B said that my crush was not coming when she thought i am coming, but friend B told her that i was not coming because he thought i was not coming. When we arrived at the restaurant, there is only 2 tables left enough for 8 people while we have 9 people here. Then I make an excuse to leave and called an uber and went back home. I cried alone at home thinking what had i done to deserve this while eating pizza that i just ordered. 

Ps: I never confess to my crush before and i barely talk to her.

What should I do now? Sorry for my bad grammar.",2.6493642329778524,3.4892584811320795,3.568840579710145,94.10152173913043,74.25157232704403,6.285151763740772,22.945583811867646,6.0469075449839425,0.19791670768389347,1159,29,271,6,23,371,146,318,0.1,0.737,0.163,0.9812,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,5,0,0,1,10,15,0,0,16,1,22,3,0,2,1,40,41,22,0,1,6,0,0,0,10,1,0,2,2,1,13,20,3,0,9,1,0,19,5,1,0,2,17,3,47,14,39,21,3,72,1,0,1,0,33,18,0,2,25,172,60,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789114409582009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525342086409262,0.07085598759870368,0.05173091398849211,0.0,0.07221106935903902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665329942916243,0.0,0.08652217448448797,0.0,0.0,0.2924034142422199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321660945712418,0.16418635780052135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684299810942901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868347205016389,0.07089107391510079,0.0,0.07516229146361696,0.08768483687058475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432670169122029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218333168196157,0.0,0.0,0.6556395073165661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033687393329427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702464392930747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916652148667079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985630343757801,0.09220250197472284,0.08677685345065812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126246788227382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566458539243049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545058639762646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890480949295822,0.0,0.0,0.12908231700093675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176648566042002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613178063138317,0.0,0.08072292438690462,0.0674854421058543,0.0,0.1717691728673013,0.0,0.15450983685071815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499574254660978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380544873430022,0.06820863225293816,0.07417287960310312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437596059791427,0.0,0.13474144560412882,0.049483548630861664,0.0,0.0,0.16217801127480194,0.09428448816497637,0.0,0.0,0.08289756495791173,0.0,0.0,0.07329327521479452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735927961687813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866766027560022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929632470425134
lonely,DropDeadDevon,2019/05/26,"Another Saturday night alone So first, obviously it’s memorial weekend. I’m a delivery driver for a sandwich chain, I spent all night delivering food to parties, friends, families, all playing music, laughing, and having a good time. I’m finally off my 8 hour shift and just walked into my apartment. 

The silence really gets to me. I can hear some of my neighbors having fun, but it’s quiet here. I have no one to talk to, no family gatherings to attend, no parties to go to, literally no one to hang out with this weekend (or any weekend in the last year for that matter.)

I’m pretty used to being alone by now, but on nights like tonight, where I have to spend 8 hours giving that customer service smile to all these people having a good time, it really hits me how lonely I am.",6.04842531272995,6.266635019867554,7.129492273730688,73.8307211184695,66.35099337748345,10.154819720382637,33.334069168506254,9.994966539143718,3.339714643119941,612,25,111,13,9,207,100,151,0.11,0.6940000000000001,0.196,0.9239,0,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,6,0,8,2,0,2,4,17,18,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,7,5,2,0,0,4,2,4,4,1,0,3,1,2,10,7,21,15,4,28,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,2,18,74,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280927892371746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077120250756092,0.16608787423582802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986358552547818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735107479574472,0.0,0.13472819629101396,0.19152829483420167,0.0,0.122373304445248,0.0,0.08275330841214068,0.15194408660860534,0.09001785181087006,0.2657034723260423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785193512387469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119685259882207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911066055279571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738235463734316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44592062572426777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466110376147365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098091036236158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114165719268111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029400053906216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730952951028587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471935550131136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367998752600914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019992867156656
lonely,UnKindClock,2019/05/26,"I’ve been so lonely since entering university (2yrs) that I’ve lost interest in women. I used to get nervous all the time around attractive women. I remember in high school, even though I had no girl friends, I was actually sexually interested in women.",7.022101449275365,8.21762889130435,8.603043478260872,60.69340579710146,64.43478260869566,13.08985507246377,37.072463768115945,12.45797560212912,5.527646376811596,203,10,33,8,3,71,36,46,0.184,0.598,0.21899999999999997,0.4327,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,4,4,5,2,1,7,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.3025730101886673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27601838565786585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047911486413289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23955093518933984,0.0,0.16199311205990685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275945222882165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384661961599573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35123658191246465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31379641966262684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564841383330264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30463154702073664,0.0,0.18079798759421975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677915596125955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ItYaBoiAnonymous,2019/05/26,Why do I do this? I can't stand myself pushing others away but when i just want somebody and muster up my little bit of introvert courage to ask someone out they say no but you will find someone some day and even being male going home and crying im so over my 30+ rejections and no one wanting me i just grow more and more lonely.,3.1988571428571433,4.093261171428573,4.367142857142859,88.68785714285715,73.0,6.742857142857144,25.42857142857143,6.742157984588678,0.8849428571428573,262,8,56,2,5,86,55,70,0.226,0.7020000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9222,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,9,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,1,10,1,6,7,4,11,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373623952352425,0.0,0.2385475779376809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771932380878315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278897426600698,0.16374461211074512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769867496459767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320601656495576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429732399748108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546825833040513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742557649759169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544746833385283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204933363776345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019116147427598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302575988577233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995138101679837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22910542171073295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,issac113,2019/05/26,"Memorial Day Weekend... :/ Ahhhh yes, memorial day weekend. All of my co-workers earlier this week told me about their cauldron of plans they had for the weekend, and here I am, sitting on my laptop typing this post. It fucking sucks not having any friends to go out with, I also hate the fact that I'm quite not old enough to go to a local bar and meet new people. I'm just stuck here trying my best to make the most out of the day alone. There's a liquor store near where I live that doesn't card me, ahaha I'm almost tempted to get drunk tonight, but I'm resisting that urge because that just sounds downright depressing.",4.070985663082439,5.286627209677422,4.533333333333335,87.10055555555556,71.25806451612901,7.446594982078854,27.487455197132626,7.793537801064563,1.5323541218637993,490,17,99,6,9,155,87,124,0.128,0.836,0.036000000000000004,-0.8112,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,3,8,6,3,0,6,1,4,4,0,1,2,15,17,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,3,0,0,6,1,2,3,4,0,0,3,1,10,2,15,14,4,20,0,1,0,1,5,6,2,2,10,58,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096353571552853,0.21819882025171747,0.0,0.1684790814234363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326823124071492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842732358252304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109351194132526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076095486303256,0.0,0.18145661062105414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768664131015447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627692624537079,0.19476837102424868,0.11007053406713338,0.0,0.2394662694342477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800085997539294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186032490669554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062916833758987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034740780436685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107106989203293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605756450350385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177124044260886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22408193391577996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131181073460647,0.0,0.14303649957086248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899314451905895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533760576037017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nhkboy93,2019/05/26,"Hikikomori Neet Chat/Support Server This Server is for Hikikomori Neet people. Hikikomori is an extreme form of isolation on the social withdrawal and Neet spectrum that is a unique and distinct psychological condition that refers to the phenomenon of reclusive adolescence or adults who withdraw from society and seek extreme degrees of isolation and confinement. Hikikomori are those who are completely withdrawn from society have no friends do not leave their bedrooms in their parents house or single room apartments for more then 6 months and are withdrawn as a result of social pressure or mental and emotional trauma from society as a whole. Do not work do not go to school or have a social life do not communicate with anybody outside their family and do not go outside unless it is absolutely necessary such as to buy food. Please read the rules and info before posting in the server and if you have any questions just message me if you are or have been a hikikomori come chat in here (If you are not a hikikomori you will be kicked or banned)

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lonely,JCWithTheRojoT,2019/05/26,"Here we go... Hi all!!! I can’t help but feel like this is the perfect group for me. I’ve been single and sexless for 10 years this year. I haven’t even had so much as a hug. I’m so starved for female attention that even when I’ve been at work and girls touch my arm to get my attention or while talking to me, I get jumpy because I’m so used to not having any interactions with females. 


The things is, I kinda blocked myself off from even trying for a relationship or anything for awhile but even when I do have feelings for a girl, she either rejects me outright, says “let’s just be friends” or she’s taken (like recently) and there’s nothing I can do about it. I’m allowing myself to process all these negative emotions and feel the hurt and loneliness so I can try to move on and finally find what I really want most in life right now, which is a girlfriend. But, as pathetic as it may sound, this is one area of my life that I’ve always had an extreme amount of trouble with and it’s no where near easy for me to find one or even put myself in a position where finding one is even remotely possible. 

Again, I just needed to vent a little and this group seemed like the perfect place. Hope you all are well!",3.0735954343690537,4.351084670682731,4.117036567321918,88.88737476220675,73.77911646586345,7.4911012470936384,26.358275206087505,8.032893268588372,1.4177662650602407,949,33,206,14,19,308,143,249,0.139,0.716,0.14400000000000002,-0.4372,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,0,3,22,12,0,0,11,0,21,4,1,2,5,45,36,25,0,3,11,0,4,3,2,1,2,2,0,2,13,11,0,1,9,0,0,3,5,3,1,3,5,6,23,9,29,28,8,24,0,2,0,1,16,12,0,9,12,147,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410132421196214,0.0,0.0,0.08507891192441992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295465419877778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626573495842323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073161575552698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49580281141713894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977772773118573,0.08937842170838163,0.0,0.1370516024840264,0.3430441014851989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665947310422522,0.0,0.1307293486109597,0.0,0.07110274716742608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385842007160256,0.0,0.0,0.12426219898120053,0.0,0.0,0.13393256193493566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793318338172158,0.17673741553662567,0.1833668951096223,0.12539282481944047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297185177894055,0.09197005262063757,0.0927672853459066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004616768224717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25433278867008463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307130477886493,0.0,0.0,0.14104243132692568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576984206697125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080148501675881,0.0,0.12353077276214182,0.13432103742388374,0.0,0.10684303252423187,0.0,0.09949228506463363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389520653305556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055846820020146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831173506268843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988259914398046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805464413425543,0.0,0.0,0.07379296485740218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248867939035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910813791946342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113313856543304
lonely,tokyospirit89,2019/05/26,"How do I stop feeling like such a loser? I am 30 and have had an ED for my whole 20s.  It's not nearly as bad these days but as a consequence of isolation/lack of motivation to participate in life I have no friends.

For a long time I have placed so much importance on looks.  I always told myself, 'when you stop binge eating/reach your goal weight you will be beautiful.'  But now I am thirty I can see my face changing and I feel I have wasted all the years in which I could have been perceived as attractive.  I look at my face in the mirror and all I see is flaws.  I see how futile focussing on stuff like that is but by the same token there is SO MUCH pressure on women to measure up and it seems like if you're not beautiful in our culture you lack value.  

I kind of don't have the motivation to leave the house on the weekend anymore (I work full time).  I feel like everyone knows what a failure/loser I am, or I am just painfully invisible.  I used to go and read my book at the coffee shop (trying to read more for self-improvement) but I feel like even they think I'm a loser.  I just feel like my life is going absolutely nowhere.  In school I was considered smart and someone who would achieve something but now I feel utterly useless and invisible.  I honestly feel like life isn't worth living.

Sorry for the self-pity.  I am incredibly lucky.  In fact you could say I hit the jackpot, living in the country that I do.  Others are not so lucky.",2.569081632653063,4.3026976360544245,4.007284353741497,87.27819183673472,76.04081632653063,7.152979591836735,24.345034013605442,7.9765259561132025,1.2499794829931965,1131,37,239,18,25,374,159,294,0.139,0.669,0.191,0.9426,0,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,5,1,7,13,20,0,1,16,0,29,7,2,5,3,47,50,23,0,5,12,0,8,7,1,2,4,1,0,1,10,7,1,2,13,5,3,2,6,6,0,0,4,14,40,14,31,40,9,30,0,3,5,0,13,17,0,5,18,166,50,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430672910168538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048265850605356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459834167503298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071835990590562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617922659437882,0.0,0.0,0.06534330673766914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692120013268703,0.0,0.0,0.0968160297737072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35861463888626804,0.3619167404231188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827992655998475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151654907217982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169101931068752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550965467330116,0.05568306829957578,0.0,0.0,0.10728372460095016,0.0,0.0,0.21469688584517752,0.3465003699832345,0.0,0.17893562319882586,0.08966540784961846,0.17016731572931915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489643742853537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781209997992597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585830289281777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026957329124775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057408671932999,0.0,0.102541702317135,0.2422178364528524,0.0922383302599666,0.21139864824797933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584848654244151,0.07800143071185828,0.0,0.113419945977559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941686221998067,0.0,0.0,0.115987671916515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492205174844874,0.0,0.0,0.11816153570748715,0.0,0.0,0.0968160297737072,0.0,0.06878993314225304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750833555831848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338100941611416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312066149989015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737624926493255,0.0,0.0,0.07197513902336344,0.0,0.0,0.06524704640010386
lonely,unhappygrain14,2019/05/26,"Never thought I would end up like this When I was younger, like elementary and middle school, I always had a lot of friends. Everyone seemed to enjoy my company, and there was no shortage of people asking me to hang out. Life went on, and now I am currently sitting in my bedroom alone with my neighbor and childhood friend having a party next door. I wasn’t invited. So I hit up another “friend” who said they weren’t having people over. I soon discovered that was a lie. What happened? Why am I ignored and disregarded? It’s questions like that that keep me up at night these days. I also have been dealing with getting bullied pretty hard by two kids at school. I try to play it off like it doesn’t hurt my feelings, but I’ve still been feeling pretty down. Whatever I guess. I’m going to college next year so..",3.2366846361185964,5.298331666666666,4.201549865229112,85.16787735849059,75.10062893081759,6.80700808625337,27.709344115004487,7.7094869923839395,1.7310212039532793,641,26,122,9,14,207,108,159,0.08800000000000001,0.74,0.172,0.9083,2,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,8,11,0,0,3,0,15,1,0,0,1,21,29,10,0,1,1,0,3,4,4,1,1,1,3,1,10,8,0,3,5,1,0,3,5,2,0,1,11,4,18,9,20,16,1,29,0,1,0,0,11,12,0,4,17,84,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483453614938508,0.0,0.11454273771544304,0.11918066358064501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501914491966987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390277104997705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237291898913626,0.14766610776563954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686121466026862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686450413414555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484500682416682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331982524712015,0.0,0.07483291223652525,0.0,0.08140215942466293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778641523403367,0.0,0.1266597604595184,0.0,0.1283079165472888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533330313259096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731135950819647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116913796550364,0.2799040697873739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217708934765772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046950178001114,0.0,0.3046581369372962,0.13441371585648468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985983442090876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914372783814653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604528430015209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624662100155374,0.0,0.0,0.2899172641867042,0.0,0.1303932144573469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143854190655904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137103667381838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724526104759088,0.0,0.1399170458770514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327776833663309,0.12924478116778712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174804456910368,0.0,0.0,0.0922368400422981
lonely,thriftthreads,2019/05/26,"Wow. Okay. So everyone in my life forgot my birthday today - from my live in boyfriend who coattails off my paying all his expenses, to my sister a half country away who hits me up when it's convenient, to my parents who have completely forgotten that I exist, to friends that love to say we're a ""tribe"". Fuck people. Seriously. Also, reaaaaally?",3.9208333333333294,6.4147552500000025,4.979375000000001,78.36145833333336,74.625,8.016666666666666,30.979166666666664,8.841846274778883,3.006747916666668,272,13,46,6,6,89,51,64,0.102,0.718,0.18,0.7655,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,5,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,9,4,10,3,1,7,0,0,0,2,9,5,1,0,2,33,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488890989495257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924091622305037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263168723650734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973919062136097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404541544654153,0.28772547878664395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198296993065464,0.0,0.0,0.27482022448657883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808956240664498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455821122918301,0.0,0.0,0.21576646380612646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475011761677273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950079661737058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,amandabugpoopie,2019/05/26,"No friends family of SO Anyone else have no friends family of SO?

Wanna try to be friends?",1.6483333333333334,4.104466055555555,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,82.8888888888889,8.044444444444443,25.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.398133333333334,71,3,14,2,2,24,12,18,0.163,0.48,0.35700000000000004,0.7399,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508227544996632,0.300520651097502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450146291215027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5529945324870269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6798088751552444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991315403854096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jadoggyniehh,2019/05/26,"To be honest, I just need one single person Just one. Nothing more, nothing less. I feel like O dont matter to anybody. I just need a single soul that can make me smile and that geniuinely(hope I spelled that correctly) cares about me
I know what most of you are gonna say, ""just wait a bit more and that person will come to you"", but I really doubt it. I may be exaggerating, but still..
Right now, I just feel like Im alone on a desert island",1.3268742368742394,3.3708830549450566,2.746739926739932,93.37881562881563,81.08791208791209,5.8026862026862025,17.803418803418804,6.937597516519254,-0.103103540903541,342,7,77,4,9,111,59,91,0.152,0.779,0.069,-0.7339,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,22,17,4,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,3,12,4,6,12,7,5,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,4,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910999014565052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204251225532821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058529473015699,0.0,0.0,0.1739210352185331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366281026859657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417583431419745,0.28847822197308665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808923270561706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096027582399076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972786229564429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347714161393729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994161344801137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874615857577861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27362857560253995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525867663115868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934384393530232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242354174348046,0.0,0.16056088789042391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612395130710117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HashBrown831696,2019/05/26,"I’ve been trying to contact the suicide hotline for a couple hours, but nothing It’s been a rough couple of days. It’s hard to eat, and to breath, and to think. I don’t even think I can build up the strength to talk in person. Im a mess",0.13283018867924667,1.7100702075471723,2.1251320754717007,98.70618867924532,82.77358490566037,4.24,20.033962264150947,3.1291,-0.6555101886792452,183,5,45,0,5,61,37,53,0.149,0.7659999999999999,0.084,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,0,4,2,1,0,0,5,6,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,1,9,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5645691346012529,0.0,0.16453079305468604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610506552470333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850384040413066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285367128779665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25124104435266564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27557253902674284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447937746351912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22276026471895216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790590219386083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505516733709495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269401930879589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320920564231382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JMcCarthyy,2019/08/13,"why does it feel like nobody likes me? i have a group of 'friends' but they make me feel so lonely, i'd rather not have any friends at all. they all go out in smaller groups sometimes but i have never been invited, i only get invited when the whole group does and they can't really turn me away. they say they like me but i seriously doubt it. they make me feel as tho there's something wrong with me, as if everyone else in the group is so cool and fun to hang around with except me. and when i do get invited out with them i don't fit in at all, they all have little jokes that just go over my head and i feel really left out. they don't even check up on me or talk to me and they ignore me if i say anything in the groupchat

and before you say 'get new friends', i can't, i go to sixth form / college / high school (i think) with these people and i don't belong in sny other groups so i'm kind of stuck in this one

idk i just feel really lonely, they make me feel like i'm not part of the group and if i bring it up to them they say i am part of the group but then they never check on me or invite me out or anything, they just pretend to care. anyone else in a similar situation or can anyone offer advice on how to get out of the situation? preferably staying in the group cos i like them as people, they just make me feel really lonely amd left out even if i bring it up :(",1.1769360706860716,2.716129557432436,2.8824324324324344,94.67420997920999,79.43918918918921,6.1754677754677765,18.47920997920998,7.010146845296331,-0.08392474012473983,1063,21,255,12,26,352,123,296,0.132,0.773,0.095,-0.9125,0,6,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,17,0,16,20,0,1,9,1,14,1,1,6,6,62,40,31,0,6,20,0,7,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,8,19,0,1,9,2,2,6,9,7,0,1,2,12,50,13,44,38,8,43,0,3,0,0,35,30,0,9,11,174,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304286154459453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474937147673067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315289126707242,0.0975588784825482,0.15670743781718768,0.0847614142433462,0.0,0.0,0.08945749748979273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102083498136811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970778979367012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664633542480056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590795996322796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577703722153258,0.0,0.0,0.09098188134958987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370044671490676,0.13604303342151255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068829945769927,0.0,0.19898334298496065,0.0,0.1623384015577061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771791829271947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059972976561507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915162711340038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690245314662936,0.0,0.0,0.2325858613576487,0.09543030594894296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25422663998287964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687114335863485,0.09195910741020352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452005493026458,0.07241519338777401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621683467889007,0.0,0.13201999381334345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439883158320197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30287472084464684,0.0,0.09636252400980176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405098932814648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330105283920489,0.0941699335338384,0.0,0.0,0.10148637455899318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653009970802169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061009839206951424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356642863594513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591660357557708,0.10630399353109143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410250493555713,0.0,0.0
lonely,Smart-Unknown,2019/08/13,"Aight, I’m going to list all my problems I have right now. If you can help or relate leave some words! Who me? 28/M Red Head | Associates Degree | Single(3yr) | Employed | Renting | 100% Independent

-I fucking hate my job. It’s so stressful and I want to find a career not an hourly desk job. 
-I’m 20k in debt(with my car loan).
-Collections people call and I need to do my taxes from the last 2 years but I owe money dk wtf to do.

-I’m single as fuck. Can’t talk to girls anymore due to club/bar music being to loud, not dancing and tall friends. 
-I’m always broke and have like $40 for food/entertainment for the week. Which has me eating wayyyy less/shitty than I’d like. 
-Oh yeah, I’m the heaviest I’ve ever weighed at 185. Probably the snacks💩

-I have ADHD & take adderall
-I can’t be on my feet that long. I’m currently in the middle being diagnosed with Gout or Rheumatoid Arthritis. Waiting until end of week to make my next appt. My left ankle swells up if I’m on it for an hour or more. If I do use it to much I end up in excruciating pain and can’t even use that ankle until about a weeks worth of treatment. I can’t feel it tingling constantly. It feel like something is eating my ankle. I also am starting to feel this in my right ankle as well. We’ll see I guess.

-Zero social life. Haven’t posted anything on IG in months and deleted Facebook completely 2 hrs ago but I try to keep my LinkedIn updated and use Snapchat to find shit to make me laugh.

-I feel like I’m letting down my brothers. 
-My parents are weird. Haven’t seen my real mom in 23 years which is okay. My real dad and step mom are so fucked up tho. Step mom just doesn’t make me feel like she’s there for me or wants to help. My dad I respect but he sells cars, makes a lot of money, provided a great childhood for me but never gave me any guidance. We all get along, drink and chill when I’m home (they only live 30 min away) but I avoid them because basically they can’t help and I hate talking about how shitty my life is right now. 

-I have no passions or interests now. I thought that was crazy until I learned to accept it. Can’t do much when your broke, lonely, can’t walk for long and have to be up early the next morning every day. I spend my weekends in my room getting stoned, worrying about my ankle, scrolling indeed looking for a new job, go to the gym to only lift, telling people I don’t feel good or just answering super late, watching Netflix and YouTube videos and continually wondering why I can’t find help or when things might turn around. I need life advice but I’m stuck in isolation and can’t afford a life coach. There are no mentors that will go out of their way to help me. 

I just don’t have anyone to talk to so I wanted to get this off my chest. I just feel like complete shit and if 1 thing goes wrong, like literally anything that cost money then I’m fucked and probably homeless and careless and jobless if something happens. I’m helpless. END BITCH FIT!",1.1206158551504757,3.4181876737704933,2.5463200391485223,93.022807682897,83.7377049180328,5.084413995595792,21.399559579153408,6.402649217227678,0.2809243944213362,2331,75,496,22,67,754,315,610,0.168,0.698,0.134,-0.9838,11,4,3,0,0,0,85.0,2,2,4,1,25,38,9,2,15,2,42,21,5,9,4,91,100,51,0,11,24,7,7,7,1,3,7,1,3,1,18,23,4,3,15,7,11,9,19,20,1,1,5,13,64,18,66,87,8,82,0,4,5,5,32,29,7,17,49,276,82,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607877957860404,0.0618596705968009,0.05611493556587816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050623968611106386,0.05267377306055048,0.06858956311165401,0.0,0.043048705987838935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278028820552177,0.0442634386779094,0.0,0.1041871490462889,0.0563537393129221,0.0,0.0,0.05947593652287255,0.0,0.0,0.03858936517768585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464018432512478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327455093341312,0.06840884117757612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040825667734950916,0.0,0.0,0.06425195164148563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062013553704674165,0.0,0.12955103558717165,0.0,0.0,0.16820494106443215,0.0,0.0,0.0418115154779308,0.05726184640962951,0.053336121318656685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22405786947448925,0.1808967844440348,0.0,0.0,0.17357538233231695,0.0,0.0765471194779043,0.0,0.04890830341483105,0.2340931068204725,0.09922075573793736,0.0,0.10793090279964963,0.05309616383167328,0.0,0.06979258387822905,0.06973619359361427,0.0,0.055979277828352665,0.0,0.0,0.12499865167252365,0.06496788831129749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215577330573174,0.0,0.06349880090599848,0.0,0.12468284152395455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884575470900351,0.05626726229987152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160098756040905,0.07140936278315038,0.06702950788074252,0.06877968596863357,0.06473235109518667,0.17885318150861132,0.21648902819939686,0.0,0.05589835182346498,0.11204361489949173,0.053159188279254525,0.0,0.0,0.05381856599603085,0.0,0.0,0.1690229206754882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715525186880758,0.0,0.22242168430761747,0.05052843193694123,0.0,0.0930710481692352,0.09387782475858504,0.04882373777802465,0.061139135215059474,0.13464846631959326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629067581986,0.06735963010348213,0.0,0.07029129873128494,0.0,0.0,0.08777366897266907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606274728974736,0.0,0.13650425178178258,0.060573118580711086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410700339837096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162183114121301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050444875454510714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996073470072292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453017892514623,0.0,0.09746860549551413,0.0,0.0,0.044806704678372035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251420683024608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047596525398367416,0.15264341659600178,0.055330248715911086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411236835758952,0.0,0.0,0.05025608913602129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429790761163932,0.06885627821362783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402228827591492,0.0,0.0,0.1120145371959832,0.05024755293942428,0.15233529714214628,0.0,0.05691765416954667,0.0,0.057121768481226326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865019293166816,0.0,0.06428800887471621,0.0,0.0,0.06921268925643369,0.0,0.08153105099843264
lonely,charlize_0420,2019/08/13,"I feel so so lonely I am a person who LOVES hugs and cuddles and all that stuff. But the thing is, I have no one to do that with. Unless my teddy bear counts. My heart breaks every day knowing that I don’t have that person who used to be in my life anymore. I love him. He’s the only person who made me not feel lonely. I just want to be closer to him. Now I have this CONSTANT lonely feeling. Yes, I do isolate myself, but I have no one there for me when I’m not isolated. I hate it. It makes me so sad. It feels like there’s a knot in my stomach constantly. I can’t get rid of it. Maybe it would be gone if he hugged me again. Who knows. All I know is that I feel so so alone and it almost physically hurts.",-0.5379185520361958,1.328271512820514,1.83113122171946,98.27857466063351,87.07692307692308,4.439819004524886,15.586726998491704,5.5289334501034215,-0.9250530920060336,540,10,133,3,17,183,89,156,0.154,0.6970000000000001,0.14800000000000002,-0.4484,0,7,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,0,0,11,11,1,0,4,1,15,8,2,3,2,27,33,13,0,3,7,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,18,4,0,0,8,0,0,1,6,6,0,2,2,5,24,5,10,27,2,11,0,5,0,5,13,3,0,2,7,96,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559160092829562,0.16126336320875706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441746468674356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365234572424377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041680734463447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118813031392149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936454889664472,0.111235642676515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134940644212893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372639591382756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451110761946485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666853622762911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567140945702963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997900626588956,0.07606957038491835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28105958109132595,0.14733178223342336,0.10393425878842116,0.0,0.15642654381246368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101939864734415,0.11842062578941873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078666522725856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824490811205035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103443445720229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447907844773307,0.0,0.0,0.09183880979349246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060832439852404,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OverallJackfruit,2019/08/13,"just lonely In high school I had so many friends and was out all the time. Now 3 years later, I have about three friends that I see occasionally (maybe once a month each). They're all nice people, but they all have their lives and other big groups of friends that I'm not a part of. I'm finishing college in december and I'm just now realizing how I didn't put in enough work to maintain friendships while in school. My grades are fantastic and I'm very academically successful, but I feel so alone that it doesn't even seem worth it. Because I buried my head in books for several years, I can't even figure out how to relate to people or make friends anymore. I've met such wonderful people but it never goes anywhere because I just cannot remember how to make connections. The only person I interact with regularly is my boyfriend of two years. I love him and he's a great person but it makes me sad when his friends are constantly calling him and inviting him to things. I just wish I had that, I feel really alone and don't know how to go about relearning how to make friends.",5.7011377459749575,5.956949818604653,5.898139534883722,82.23264758497321,67.09302325581396,9.592128801431127,30.957066189624328,9.466822959209583,2.4930679785330945,861,31,178,16,13,274,123,215,0.061,0.685,0.254,0.9945,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,19,12,0,0,5,0,13,2,1,9,4,43,31,21,0,1,10,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,10,11,0,0,8,1,1,2,7,2,0,2,5,3,23,10,21,26,6,24,0,2,1,1,20,9,0,3,13,112,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326435277497063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138371114208202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369291803833941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468350695477345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136979333932925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604872134495572,0.0,0.14836254803930402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135770374791977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5206336411365224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382971919139713,0.0,0.0,0.12382480591843575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526491374947433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866420588206475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061723952045029985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917389758455557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013663164898418,0.0,0.2998775684380144,0.11386713482376913,0.11283289106130145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964667777411711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662223861957276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960902933485475,0.0,0.08541863320286434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162337306321246,0.0,0.23358980828649525,0.1961336928366141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290497233500565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195019263512235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722804330868567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22733226848732396,0.08949843329533066,0.10224498124007278,0.0,0.12688103168137171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461536103456543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549025750823792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109712884910473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266948364030636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915370513655794,0.0,0.12179799548413968,0.08176475718820131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169764895899534
lonely,500OMiles,2019/08/13,"Venting Kinda just here to vent in the hope someone will listen here, I guess it'll make me feel better.
I turned 21 last week and the only people who I get to speak to are the people at work. I work behind a bar and as a musician so I'm forever asking people about how they are but never the other way around, it's a strange existence.
I can't remember the last time I hung out with anyone properly, people will be around me because I'm nice but never ask about how I am.
Never had a relationship nor have I ever really been close with anyone, I struggled to even hug people until I was about 19. I spent my entire school life being bullied and in my first year of university my housemates had me evicted because I wanted to keep to myself and work hard.
Not sure what I'll gain from this, if anything. If you want to talk to me or anything similar I barely sleep so go for it. I always like talking to new people.
Much <3",2.9500701754385967,4.392471410526318,4.690000000000001,83.99833333333336,74.36842105263158,6.961403508771928,23.19298245614036,7.554174236665415,1.0463929824561404,728,20,144,9,15,247,121,190,0.079,0.81,0.111,0.7233,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,6,14,7,0,1,9,0,14,4,1,3,5,33,30,16,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,7,10,1,1,2,1,1,1,6,1,0,1,5,4,24,6,26,20,1,21,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,6,13,104,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017776364439396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683650910241968,0.0,0.19814862284394133,0.2143530356512761,0.225104975028054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678258569073993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647903993486747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951934846867979,0.10890360386508267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060875012870202236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240739290250712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290109124773956,0.0,0.0684228971545304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326279761894046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078497111142646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195787785957956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701205127481596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962749670391638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503810674252044,0.05881860971366758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803641794297223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850371754189472,0.0,0.27856668959751785,0.11627763649959545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156534649940726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007977986181549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712771876936515,0.0,0.0,0.12925850118987642,0.13638335610374466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184553389599358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048132123776115,0.0,0.10200976227775058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586233998040502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347027255492045,0.0,0.0,0.1935368745029764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020292758414362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095450664580424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202344202754058,0.09556345007388033,0.09657310463445637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26294561418221674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753002948175987
lonely,ollieprincess,2019/08/13,I sleep with many pillows cause it makes me feel less alone. Falling asleep surrounded by them gives me a (false) sense of security and comfort.,5.9026923076923055,7.930284653846152,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,67.84615384615384,8.276923076923078,32.230769230769226,8.841846274778883,2.6401384615384607,115,5,21,2,2,34,25,26,0.10800000000000001,0.716,0.175,0.4351,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308400959152294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273362323705947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103370001075258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990554318515093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776764984574625,0.4217484815811902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162903379121311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,graceszeppelin,2019/08/13,"I feel like nobody will ever love me and I will never have a relationship...(sorry I’m venting) I’m 18 years old and a senior in high school. I have only had one relationship my sophomore year with an abusive guy. He was mentally/emotionally abusive He was always telling me I’m stupid and fat. He would ignore me for days and fake break up with me because he thought it was funny when I was sad. I rarely saw him outside of school because my parents didn’t want me around him so it really doesn’t count like much of a relationship. The only other “relationship” I had ended up me finding out after it ended that he was cheating on his girlfriend with me (he had told me they’d broken up months prior but they secretly were still together). I’ve talked/texted guys for a few weeks or so but it never leads anywhere. I always watch my friends getting into relationships and being happy but I really just get jealous and sad, as stupid as it sounds. I try to give them advice and help them through rough spots in their relationships but I feel pointless doing it because I’ve never really experienced one. I know I’m young but I genuinely have this fear that I will never find someone and I will be single forever or that every relationship will be bad. I feel like I’ll never truly be happy and content unless I get myself out of this mindset that love won’t really exist for me",3.5793855286378933,5.554652309963103,5.028833627466714,79.99447136210492,73.87084870848709,7.369870046526552,25.435745227017488,8.18289091462,1.7257532809241132,1100,37,201,18,23,368,145,271,0.15,0.727,0.124,-0.7704,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,5,1,7,18,4,1,6,0,27,3,1,1,6,43,45,22,0,2,9,1,4,3,2,7,1,1,0,2,13,16,1,1,8,0,0,1,8,10,0,2,13,8,37,8,25,20,3,33,0,2,2,2,32,11,0,2,23,139,50,4,0.0,0.19519351371670446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049247551608943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707937166531484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332809790487395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877676102671447,0.15063870378451136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053122802447536525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265684950333908,0.14591339796124786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450973672613674,0.06940154058284252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926908370438955,0.12494851468216404,0.11769243072524375,0.0,0.0,0.1505721156480738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364001581598064,0.0,0.12910712544817268,0.07901824763784802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312146892830412,0.0,0.17537198480948946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055211879480301575,0.08703001122985586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526922166376676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207276610366038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868698773761269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574814465243804,0.0,0.060552529570100634,0.0,0.317649890452606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643503184998455,0.0,0.11163411906203964,0.12529447362202112,0.0,0.0,0.09146380165843758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21107716607477572,0.0,0.0,0.6190531429651314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667287092370854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979310381892675,0.0,0.0,0.092208149305409,0.0,0.0,0.06578198552559192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199632081931802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539376924074347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870949727217498,0.0,0.05592484083130298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048584844297355226,0.0,0.06607344794625393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058514349554151475,0.0,0.0,0.10608908943384784
lonely,Hopeless_MrLonely,2019/08/13,"Mr lonely. Just feeling lonely af. Phone is quiet as usual and no one to talk to irl not even anything on here.. I really want to go out and meet someone that I could potentially form a romantic relationship with but that's never going to happen for me seen as I have no friends and even if I did I don't have the confidence to even go out let alone enjoy being out... Like wise I get ignored whenever I post or try to talk to people online. Used to do the destructive and just be an asshole online because although it's nothing but hate and derogatory ganging up on me and dehumanising me its all I'm used to anyway and at least I'm actually being spoken to... How pathetic is that, so lonely I resort to being the piece of crap everyone treats me like just for a person to talk to... God I fucking hate myself so much.",4.387984665936475,5.049581325301208,6.289430449069005,76.8490525739321,70.08433734939759,8.927929901423877,28.343921139101862,9.095868883498916,2.323260240963856,644,22,124,12,11,225,102,166,0.174,0.652,0.174,0.0097,0,7,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,11,15,5,0,6,0,13,2,1,3,2,28,28,17,0,3,8,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,11,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,9,0,1,2,3,14,6,26,20,5,13,0,3,1,1,9,7,2,2,4,97,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.15852334618007866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824451646110974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336787809812774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902525106052214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969948989657795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32188110364281186,0.0,0.0,0.15522360852309747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213731083175205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550496755511215,0.15017821987804633,0.08487105365362395,0.0,0.2769645133500238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436499930904479,0.0,0.0,0.3207625418843623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661114996171371,0.0,0.15872530291021436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194161120426231,0.0,0.1252879613054035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587081013601548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100772549415882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261923546163595,0.14184111903826488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557785667614227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406672806477972,0.0,0.0,0.1744056418109797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763952001038646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917025476204376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102898112777494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806014593443115,0.17891073564711935,0.0,0.0958145473257184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,merceerisez,2019/08/13,(insert title expressing sadness) my best friends birthday yesterday and i always feel hollow the day after...i moved away from home. moved as far away from the pain as i could. feeling a little lonely out here and would like idk a reddit penpal thats experienced something similar?,6.203400000000002,8.526737139999998,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,67.6,8.200000000000001,30.5,8.841846274778883,2.9394,227,9,33,4,4,72,41,50,0.125,0.67,0.205,0.659,0,2,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,4,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,3,7,2,1,9,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183895742516175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558079029524619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545638709820756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367364044073615,0.0,0.0,0.15643857906924813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453029232032076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741017392726364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433190376903809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850820411550005,0.2431204139019355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156303271475674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581132264248945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674342629949972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231586583657815,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DemonFuzz95,2019/08/13,I'm tired of being the one who always gotta reach out to people and friends Is any of you going through the same? I try to make new friends but I feel i can't connect with people,0.17275000000000065,1.9669427750000041,1.8800000000000023,99.395,83.75,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.6854999999999998,141,4,34,0,4,46,32,40,0.053,0.809,0.139,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,8,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,7,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676745870656373,0.0,0.0,0.21876246810264846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626577929059071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970788747408172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282570977215487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21473276864195104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106933834686302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179876983629958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460432437692853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697391131330355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21840862697823826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,idkkkkkkk7,2019/08/13,"I hate myself for being the way I am School starts soon. 

I don’t know how I’ll get through 3 more years of high school. Last year I was a freshman. I thought I’m gonna make so many friends when I got to high school and that I won’t be so quiet anymore and actually participate in class.

I was very wrong.

I tried making friends. Every school trip we went to I tried talking to my classmates, but they just didn’t seem to like me. 

It’s always been the same. Before high school, I had no friends, I didn’t have friends in kindergarten and I don’t have friends in high school. 

I’m also really shy and quiet, but I want to have friends so bad. One of my teachers even said ‘you are very unnoticeable. You’re always so quiet, but you’re really hard working.’ I felt really sad when she said that, because she wasn’t the first teacher to say that.

I hated going to school everyday, because I knew I won’t have anyone to hang out with, apart from my one friend. But I want to have more friends. 

This year, I absolutely DREAD going back to school. I’ve cried so many times this summer, because I just don’t want to go back. I never cry, but I just hate myself so much for being the way I am. My heart breaks when I think about all the good times I could have with friends, if I had them. 

I’ve had 3 friends in my life. They were all girls as well. I would love to have guy friends too. I feel invisible and like no one would actually want to be friends with me, even if they knew me.

I hate it so much. 

I haven’t texted anyone in 2 months. I’m in my bed on my phone all day and I haven’t gone out with friends for 2 months. 

I’m slowly giving up. I’m trying to accept the fact that I’ll never have friends, but I don’t want to. 

Please help me. Give me advice, anything. You have no idea how much it helps me.",1.1720552032823583,2.8808608642297675,2.4495158522939207,96.99118537859007,80.0443864229765,5.421529280119358,19.820141738157407,6.1826913282559595,-0.2489313092129799,1393,34,335,10,35,447,163,383,0.12300000000000001,0.636,0.24100000000000002,0.9940000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,2,4,1,24,28,4,1,7,0,37,3,1,4,6,53,75,28,0,10,11,0,3,2,14,5,1,6,1,2,9,13,0,0,10,0,0,7,16,8,1,4,19,9,57,20,38,46,9,46,0,1,0,1,35,15,0,3,23,203,66,9,0.0,0.0,0.10861230711134978,0.0,0.0,0.0543803167969354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04450310556183998,0.0926101428697472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518962400352221,0.07782323425275138,0.0,0.04579502377434032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558248499271888,0.046465238258851335,0.1017707603245971,0.0,0.0473538603638851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04443181767318389,0.0,0.1222573310991946,0.03588950156789015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351230407513458,0.0,0.046887336224812136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028138198708045414,0.0,0.053432511770547295,0.0,0.0,0.047335670824541584,0.0,0.0,0.6019283017926985,0.0,0.029074710969763974,0.10676867152448163,0.09488115002551796,0.04667639161366143,0.044508209371313286,0.0,0.0,0.055102027238120604,0.0,0.0,0.04985126834238302,0.21977052937922198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594525220738122,0.07460174327705618,0.23518817385977375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282182310815335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030583661385022918,0.04536199471315781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039307082371859016,0.05437533890573616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022609532699245,0.0,0.0742933148818907,0.11284027606632538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883824014818964,0.0,0.12272696496530296,0.0,0.08584107551703614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312918482784885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108674245986059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069520140188562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058713608179921,0.044254935295119764,0.0,0.4505643524726483,0.0,0.05066146578370617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03938919770391743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447291817720868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03565812926136145,0.0,0.044179705805500936,0.06489966352733499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334763436179365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183378622005324,0.16411839786762694,0.08834440341355408,0.0,0.0,0.05003583166895216,0.05158789965181453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790640080459527,0.06084429373484826,0.0,0.10750989310096212
lonely,existentialshaman,2019/08/13,"Millenials have no friends [https://www.vox.com/platform/amp/science-and-health/2019/8/1/20750047/millennials-poll-loneliness](https://www.vox.com/platform/amp/science-and-health/2019/8/1/20750047/millennials-poll-loneliness)

Take a read at this article. I feel I hear a lot of friends also share the same sentiment of lacking a community and close friends to talk. We spend too much time at work and on our phones, instead of having real conversations with folks. 

A friend told me about this Online Empathy Popup, seems like a safe space to connect with folks on deeper conversations. [Empath.nyc](https://Empath.nyc)",19.23634703196348,24.93996936986301,10.168698630136989,43.828299086758,40.23287671232876,9.250228310502283,32.714611872146115,9.725611199111238,3.481184474885844,536,15,55,8,6,130,56,73,0.027000000000000003,0.722,0.25,0.9509,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,2,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,7,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,7,12,6,4,7,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,2,2,37,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965975181116728,0.0,0.40554295815814295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462611163636002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5783509077921664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978526688505024,0.21092596403162492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142957129107064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910394721665172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757307409870914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719559772085825,0.21301192848519235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036973711966566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407097146593681,0.15042002480984448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912572744650992,0.0,0.0,0.17882502312246634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624375513453058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,XMATIC_4,2019/08/13,"I was meant to be alone I was meant to be alone,nobody appriciates me for who I really am and I hate this mask that I have. Taking it off and being myself drives everyone away. So it's either be a fake person with friends or me without any friends. And I will rather be myself,alone.
I imagine someone that would like me for who I am and it just fucking sounds and looks impossible. Just had to get this off my chest.",1.256731266149874,3.4599606162790733,2.81806201550388,91.8779715762274,82.37209302325581,5.682687338501292,20.020671834625325,6.937597516519254,0.2803633074935403,327,9,71,4,9,107,53,86,0.106,0.7929999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.0935,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,0,13,2,1,0,0,16,20,7,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,2,13,3,10,8,1,4,0,0,1,1,5,3,1,1,1,57,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5199220245004914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706890732666341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358234063904763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398419113179704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878450138445124,0.23204608910068836,0.13113749846130035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478112120209741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226262563624299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107773596157745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916411696198304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079746632066105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267206622932566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887212780159803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24195570376563744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830368536170058,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kkk-123,2019/08/13,[M27] Copenhagen! Bored and looking for friends Hey! I have been thinking about posting it in a group but today i’m doing it. Feel free to DM if you are also bored and lonely and annoyed by that,0.17692307692307452,2.563649128205132,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,96.17948717948721,2.6,21.884615384615387,3.1291,-0.3081999999999998,152,6,30,0,6,48,34,39,0.239,0.626,0.136,-0.6038,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,8,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,3,5,7,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802254605505426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404070328971196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673394777384165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992669362065412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553595744644965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046557863682576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506808063426834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Deepy456,2019/08/13,Wish me luck I’m at a mental health walk in clinic right now and I’m waiting for my turn I’m hoping it goes well,-3.2044444444444444,-1.8981988518518504,0.06414814814814918,104.22066666666667,111.5925925925926,2.16,9.103703703703703,3.1291,-2.277305185185185,89,1,23,0,5,31,23,27,0.0,0.642,0.358,0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968236780805396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37079284031182497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762206269517116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31881482721211285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060669797854816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356611847854421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293017130762747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hoannel,2019/08/13,"Radio silence Someone I really like kissed me a month ago. We really like each other, I think, but our lives got really busy just after that. 

I haven’t seen him for almost two weeks, and our conversations online rarely last more than 10 minutes. I miss him, but he’s suddenly become so distant. 

This might seem really shallow compared to other posts on this subreddit but I have a habit of assuming I’m annoying and too intense when someone doesn’t reply. 

I just hope it’s not my fault. I feel so bad. so so bad",2.506633663366337,4.84738268316832,4.238108910891089,82.66666831683172,78.60396039603961,7.604356435643562,22.971287128712873,8.548686976883017,1.7467893069306937,405,13,76,9,10,136,73,101,0.14800000000000002,0.721,0.13,-0.7104,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,0,0,0,8,9,1,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,17,12,10,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,2,14,4,6,9,2,9,0,1,1,1,7,1,0,5,9,49,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717327782905434,0.0,0.20014159162037906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33376729980316155,0.0,0.22074143749678748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106060956569056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985482284820898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985166603870602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629212617478813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952934142007992,0.0,0.17648945183547768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212031181664,0.0,0.0,0.1595348514535901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142083994959055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121690431417433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195473941723286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386995179589327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806904651273954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524458944077716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032418494627834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sch098,2019/08/13,"God I’m so lonely Does anyone ever get so lonely that after a bit, they have a small panic attack of just shaking, breathing hard, and highly intrusive thoughts?",6.3229999999999995,7.51006996666667,6.780000000000001,73.17000000000002,66.0,7.333333333333332,28.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.9363333333333328,129,4,19,1,2,42,27,30,0.406,0.5379999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.8998,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362770333836348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844254822600845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36891411264221696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29571045272648194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30566218079412033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654589970165846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027041964381825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570242520763474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964687808732764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26826563875727033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IamFalconCeasar,2019/08/13,"The feeling of being lonely (my experience). Would love to hear your feedback and experiences. First would like to say it is just what i feel  and it may or may not match with you people.


This feeling comes suddenly it is like sudden mood change when you feel kind of sad and alone. This does not have any specific place or time, at this moment you might be surrounded with people still you will feel leftout though you are not.

There might be times when your friends would like or love to involve you in things and you feel like not joining them but then again you will feel like ""Oh! I am alone"".

It very difficult to explain to people that though I want to be alone but this loneliness also kills me. Yes, we might be much self dependent, our charecters grow and dependency and expectations from others reduce but there is another person inside us who wants to be dependent, who wants to be surrounded.

At times I feel I am like an alien here my thoughts dont match with people but I know there are people like me somewhere (may be far) but somewhere....

Thanks for reading this weird writing ,may be some of this were relatable with your feelings as well. 

Bye for now from your lonely friend😐.",4.253518863530509,6.349906517699118,3.9294783418723793,88.07600139729854,72.31858407079645,7.2357708430367955,24.72659524918491,8.032893268588372,1.2999946902654869,947,29,185,14,19,285,122,226,0.1,0.7509999999999999,0.149,0.8245,0,7,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,12,1,1,14,20,1,0,2,1,31,2,0,3,0,56,51,21,1,7,13,0,9,7,1,12,0,2,0,2,16,12,0,0,12,1,0,2,5,6,1,1,2,11,26,13,23,28,2,22,0,3,0,2,29,7,0,14,21,134,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906520591845521,0.0,0.0748076026698226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361355265777703,0.09808969542725256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895780948231964,0.08058041127313892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186153156390755,0.0,0.10963360360211227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830091857554257,0.0,0.0,0.4256907570829879,0.20048489598219213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956901008248234,0.0,0.0,0.14454469017307048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543159078558427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349326757135532,0.09741233171273776,0.05140967939641915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31990824995027106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885535224759896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977081925907009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876606262335368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242603224087917,0.08167955820626993,0.09773422297582424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356993932150162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743904402612021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758744500927402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470485821578339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612332241525784,0.0,0.0,0.06214689211793504,0.0,0.18381423786240766,0.07426398306911608,0.16363986899111108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252266580960324,0.0,0.0,0.07718411226008763,0.16552513012507653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410785196875467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935425263187234,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cookiesfam03,2019/08/13,"hahahhalaughthepainawayahaha I cant remember last time I woke up to a text, shit hits different when reddit replaces most of ur interactions :/.",8.484347826086957,11.792581130434787,9.41673913043478,48.03206521739133,63.78260869565217,11.556521739130435,33.23913043478261,11.20814326018867,4.815626086956521,118,5,17,4,2,40,22,23,0.159,0.841,0.0,-0.5574,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,3,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962277271848826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871523726988198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5380323401267684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875353086814825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769505494725816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Smokeduprabbit,2019/08/13,"So it's been a while.. It's been a while since I've had someone of the opposite sex to connect to and just bullshit and flirt here and there.. I'm a 28,M,Kentucky, if that matters, but I'm just finding myself feeling left out since I'm such an introvert. I find women eyeing me some days at work but I feel like I'm too hopeless to even talk to them, today was a major wake up call on how receded from interaction I really am, as I had an obviously wealthy (or well off) woman constantly eyeing me and making many notions to look my way, yet i couldnt muster up anything to urge me to approach her. She was fairly obvious, yet doing her best to hide it with a low bill cap. She was very attractive, but I definitely dont have the confidence to feel like I could win any woman over. Any advice? Or maybe someone to just chat with and help build each other confidence?",4.710369799691834,4.949696564971756,5.952121212121212,81.04848998459168,69.22598870056497,9.148228043143298,29.650231124807394,9.095868883498916,2.2994677966101698,680,24,140,12,11,229,114,177,0.094,0.7090000000000001,0.19699999999999998,0.9688,0,0,0,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,1,3,13,9,0,0,9,0,13,4,3,2,2,31,22,16,0,3,9,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,9,0,0,5,1,1,1,2,2,1,0,7,6,17,7,22,13,4,18,0,2,3,1,13,9,0,4,9,95,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927245010041722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355964674855817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425485604586676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178786024739635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688103202124575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871935631557901,0.0,0.13830523768443193,0.0,0.0,0.11171512453605076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20301719246310992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441279268187506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627617187948229,0.24750246503666615,0.0,0.0,0.31664712470494405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610836981167863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820834072870068,0.0,0.0,0.16925695515869454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454644998682575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156283392307135,0.17562190811686104,0.17402675194380327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109717052204093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865853015618447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935442004434573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923085843396082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641960607049821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429279094999901,0.0,0.13749711751692767,0.0,0.0,0.1557491445120248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610910686677118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bemaximus,2019/08/13,"Hit me up I'm really bored right now, just got off work and want someone to talk to and connect with.",0.9831818181818156,2.623453681818184,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,80.36363636363637,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.1987454545454552,79,2,19,1,2,26,20,22,0.105,0.8370000000000001,0.057,-0.2716,0,0,0,0,1,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,10,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988393863028949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194667248856834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258693919869304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42252934718178425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008195265502621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941339676932828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630444649739108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,boom_shaka-laka,2019/08/13,"Life just simply sucks. Just got off another 8-hour shift at work and about to ‘enjoy’ my next few days off. As much as I don’t like working where I do, I feel like I always come home more sad than I do going in. Seeing every young couple and family after another makes me constantly think, “it’s so common but that’ll probably never be me. I’ll never know what that’s like.”

I just can’t connect with people. I’m too socially awkward, and when I have tried talking to people in the past, I always get the feeling that they’re secretly judging me. This skepticism is kind of why I keep to myself. I thought working retail would get me at least some social interaction to feel better, but I only feel worse about myself.",2.745314685314685,4.823258076923082,4.295804195804198,83.856013986014,76.62237762237763,6.917482517482518,22.188811188811187,7.882392219407189,1.186437762237762,567,16,107,9,13,189,96,143,0.09,0.821,0.08900000000000001,-0.0378,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,9,10,2,1,2,0,9,1,0,1,2,24,26,9,0,1,5,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,8,0,1,2,4,4,0,0,2,5,18,6,18,21,5,19,0,1,1,0,5,7,1,1,13,71,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360780465148045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29750550856424623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546378970799715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219997284990447,0.0,0.1533004439512892,0.0,0.0,0.15696557673801415,0.0,0.09148807201878628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952330921036075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373314036601552,0.0,0.2869150517469184,0.101344931763445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823216455627894,0.0,0.0806224021653375,0.0,0.11345853485000933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422973142315843,0.0,0.13970368909710362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609183465194276,0.0,0.14772553406550445,0.07796263790674983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002000313680146,0.2079171361203032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469276314093372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428354550195523,0.0,0.21882261262995736,0.0,0.15086989714218424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789104958843301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542158136583562,0.1966959560945516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529492536283838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304418652802545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892171510931464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402182879483852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908982670530414,0.0,0.11262112678986627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631374155507627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800673592356016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098276737147297,0.0,0.14456762978823587,0.10077339258277213,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ehutch14,2019/08/13,Have you ever watch and gotten depressed because you know you will never get enjoy something like that? No? Just me?,2.928571428571427,6.011781857142857,2.873333333333335,86.93000000000004,87.57142857142857,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.031742857142857066,93,3,14,0,3,28,19,21,0.308,0.604,0.08900000000000001,-0.7326,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073865308209553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343103669640374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561236038792471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634501651882919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27712298334886865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463514088202445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889092061555134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881968046023591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,running-on-empty1157,2019/08/13,Just wanted to post Just wanted to feel like I was talking to someone who cares about me for a second.,7.2371428571428575,5.469703190476191,7.209523809523812,80.77714285714288,64.71428571428572,8.4,30.523809523809533,3.1291,1.3800095238095236,81,2,16,0,1,26,17,21,0.0,0.7559999999999999,0.244,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264146517112417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147029570918546,0.2987845016586603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432667202672455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400549945255656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35436599644086386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33615845116157234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4933672761143941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Akinyx,2019/08/13,"I can't even smile for 2 seconds It became harder and harder to ""entertain"" myself as a way to cope and try really hard not to have dark thoughts.
Even people that used to make me laugh easily, it feels like I have to force myself now to laugh or smile but it never lasts and I end up feeling worse and cringing at my situation.
I've been using streams and videos even sometimes in the background to not just have silence and feel desperate and focus on something else than loneliness, it became a constant battle in my head and I feel like I'm going to go crazy. I talk to myself or hear things that don't exist.

It's finally happening, what I feared the most. This is most likely the point of no return. Things that used to make me happy are almost making me feel worse, nothing works anymore. I just want to go back but if I can't then I don't want to go forward either.",3.7387092568448494,4.94757198870057,4.7200000000000015,85.47301173402869,72.05084745762713,7.254063450673621,24.34984789222077,7.61054688173877,1.1188369404606688,690,19,138,8,13,225,106,177,0.172,0.7190000000000001,0.109,-0.9326,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,1,1,5,0,10,1,1,6,1,36,31,15,0,3,10,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,0,6,2,0,5,8,2,0,1,2,7,17,7,21,29,3,21,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,6,13,94,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912246887491793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788144315297947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915280170044843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934662589589644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771923527006592,0.0,0.11420936530462082,0.0,0.0,0.2555061672651248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510198263149002,0.32599909163002283,0.18424048787977645,0.0,0.1412558737541138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293135738522232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402800210021476,0.13726719655053735,0.11551178783576277,0.0,0.13233751474112493,0.0,0.14533340002332926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510956457768633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899196008530816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25822072070400137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945239541967063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372877076548652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939608099847468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189723132868695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260718174111945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494258806614627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927021911774593,0.12753254658857788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364325576310048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133420951128234,0.0,0.0,0.10237004941582782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754700617418798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33410816569225554,0.0,0.0,0.15211335787268682,0.10235266145583168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387544229822008,0.0,0.2628173918551571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mystery241,2019/08/13,"Yup Sophomore in highschool. Fairly Chubby. Suspect main reason of my rejections is due to this. Not gonna talk about
Dating or relationships to anyone as it makes me
Feel
Horrible. Started exercising daily recently and will not date anyone till am skinny.",5.342500000000001,8.766297340909095,6.078363636363638,67.1575454545455,75.5909090909091,8.065454545454546,29.25454545454545,8.841846274778883,3.441587272727273,209,9,27,5,5,68,41,44,0.18,0.82,0.0,-0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,2,0,8,7,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,5,1,7,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5289932896251903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912657375605021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524995614349067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889267158535024,0.3734980597497253,0.4061226667624788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677429365299812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040407821013011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JujuBearSan,2019/08/13,"What Is The Most Important Lesson Being A Loner/ALone Has Taught You? I was lying in bed last night just letting my thoughts flow before going to sleep then I thought about the question for a while. Yes, being alone is well, lonely and painful. But it's not without its lessons learned and lessons *being* learned.

As a person who's mostly (if not always) on my own, I've learned to be resourceful. I learned to be independent. I learned that mistakes in decision-making that cause inconvenience in my everyday-living (like being short on food budget or transpo money) is on me. Which prompts on my being resourceful. If I'm buying 2nd hand goods for my living needs, I learned to be vigilant. I guess you could consider this as people/negotiation skills. I learned to clean and to cook (this is one is fun) to feed myself and keep the place tidy, ultimately living in a hygenic and healthy household.

But here's my favorite lesson that I've learned: I learned to let my loneliness **elevate** me to a more **well-rounded person**. I learned new skills, I picked up new hobbies and just began to learn, learn, learn. Nasty tear on my favorite shirt? I can **fix** my own clothes. Am I hungry? Let me **cook** myself up a nice meal. I have this obsession just learning something new everytime so that heavy thoughts of my own loneliness aren't occupying my head all the time. It makes thing ***a lot*** more managable.And your setting yourself up to be a living swiss-knife.

Other lessons I need to learn though, is to know when to ask help. There's a fine line between being a dependent person, and an independent person who knows how to ask for help when needed. I need to learn how to trust too. My loneliness/being a loner is a result of trusting too much, the wrong people and not wanting it to happen for the upteenth time which leads to why I choose to be alone.

So what about you guys? Has being lonely ever teach you something to make you a better person?",1.4737714987714978,4.194522716216216,2.4055282555282567,89.79816953316956,92.10810810810813,4.853071253071254,23.21375921375921,6.574015621080383,0.9152594594594592,1535,61,285,20,55,482,184,370,0.1,0.7859999999999999,0.114,0.6601,0,7,2,0,0,0,75.0,0,6,0,9,18,15,0,1,20,1,30,10,4,11,2,74,51,24,0,9,12,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,6,19,8,5,2,28,2,3,3,5,6,1,1,6,1,39,9,45,29,10,31,0,2,0,0,19,14,0,9,14,198,58,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983835151613296,0.0,0.0,0.0799071054651228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955568507340242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171696527019932,0.0,0.0,0.08493333814181843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865229070634536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667449440849572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686729911909047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612342146329495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457773721685867,0.0805478802176131,0.0,0.0,0.10579111866194688,0.09508771642974986,0.08492161843332434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985575097718833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873772101412187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535849629873796,0.0,0.0,0.10555439307505736,0.07827966966319698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946005861411733,0.0,0.04691684739924766,0.0,0.25439655648074866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164377790220077,0.0,0.0,0.12820547649884045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059526619879163,0.28482885534694125,0.0,0.2782476577134593,0.0,0.09012041589813274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507441066461782,0.0,0.10218582710190907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657715420914775,0.4192613285243601,0.10033399069975543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757887951534707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610230147378493,0.0,0.0,0.147861709657962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638000232254572,0.0,0.0943518834581184,0.2287183002956897,0.11199516807621346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664272063858116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269030602099122,0.0,0.08665479826434097,0.0,0.0,0.09257233456918887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104996952725999,0.0,0.0
lonely,thelifeofgreatness,2019/08/13,"Cure for being lonely I’m just trying to make some sort of decent friends. I just keep getting surrounded by people that only drag me down, and stomp on me. If anyone wants to talk or anything hit me up. I’m up for voice calls or anything.",1.5410204081632628,3.7395141224489836,2.9217959183673483,91.56963265306123,81.24489795918367,4.736326530612245,20.00408163265305,5.6839178017228535,-0.05399102040816306,188,5,38,1,5,61,38,49,0.08800000000000001,0.856,0.055999999999999994,-0.1513,0,2,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,8,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,10,6,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,5,0,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23491183949802055,0.0,0.5529347824197135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343053885076589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595627421879263,0.0,0.1755258285616436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986176963466936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425666870422564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555135847888811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329131519570621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700328371138279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22809555994722425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981585839177032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gannon_grush,2019/08/13,"Been sad and lonely for a bit. Recently I’ve just wanted to be in a relationship or just even talk to someone new. I never get messaged first and I hate forcing a conversation. 
Been wanting to be in a relationship because honestly I’ve forgotten what it’s like being in one. I miss kissing a girl and just having my hand on her thigh. I miss just talking to one.",2.3016829745596894,4.4787340410958905,4.641526418786693,80.35958904109589,78.45205479452055,7.4590998043052865,28.23679060665361,8.418075326091056,2.3050954990215264,287,13,55,6,7,100,48,73,0.185,0.6559999999999999,0.159,-0.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,5,0,6,3,2,0,1,11,12,4,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,2,1,6,3,9,7,1,8,0,4,0,1,8,4,0,1,5,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442713297313628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583814375486317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563177551200721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131067563417235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364987349364667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336618082259921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156246021475587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253385458033075,0.22857655977203564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207463101284142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336822540142407,0.5081882365810613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052902025311226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804514289648161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27918721744702224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WorldWarIIGaming,2019/08/13,"I don’t know anymore My ex girlfriend and I were long distance through discord for 4 months. We never met irl, we were supposed to next week during my trip to a country near her in Europe. We broke up two weeks ago because she said she lost the emotions, and apparently has been getting angry/upset when I message her or try to talk to her despite us agreeing to be friends post breakup. I only learned this through mutual friends who she talks to and is happy with regularly. I just want her to be happy but it hurts so much to know someone I really care about who used to care about me had such a 180. I feel like I can’t trust anyone to actually be genuine or care, it feels like I’m on a island with tons of TVs showing me others and the real world but I don’t feel like I’m connected at all, I just feel like I’m drifting further and further away even if I’m in the exact same situation as I was the day before etc",4.379687499999998,4.583177593750001,5.522916666666667,83.96375000000002,69.9375,7.8583333333333325,31.104166666666664,7.492282038375204,1.8588979166666664,726,29,153,7,12,242,122,192,0.054000000000000006,0.741,0.204,0.9856,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,4,0,0,1,8,15,0,0,7,0,13,0,0,1,3,31,32,13,0,2,7,1,4,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,0,7,1,0,2,4,3,0,1,8,5,26,12,26,21,5,22,0,3,0,0,22,10,0,3,13,101,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.12235671430943075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114536635806084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243472537623356,0.08767142042510534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780241191870985,0.0,0.0,0.07643293335271906,0.0,0.10669256400294433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835120870303783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086231858693879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410401435654774,0.0,0.0,0.13983632338514554,0.08281496109577909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25359170665421066,0.3582974688872881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937427619287164,0.0,0.06550797415820536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669472364695689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422618408794648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781555398826711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450251904195998,0.0,0.0,0.11096090996545556,0.0,0.0,0.13687146662922933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008032660995517,0.0,0.09217167980130862,0.0,0.09670388404772864,0.0,0.13334732516152367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536019540020056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008322951101395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271446207641747,0.0803242123117613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926891338269015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093688915967514,0.0,0.0,0.1062374712205919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155784775922184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851275175230213,0.0,0.12248196617868135,0.0,0.15082153503827586,0.10829153378076972,0.0,0.0,0.073954742164619,0.0,0.20115099173256315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hemightbegiant,2019/08/13,"Can you guys check out my blog? I started a blog to document my journey to a better me, and sadly none of my friends comment or anything. Care to check it out? [www.fattylosesit.com](https://www.fattylosesit.com). Thanks!",6.1582857142857135,10.043679685714293,5.345714285714287,69.20428571428573,80.71428571428571,5.085714285714286,27.0,6.742157984588678,1.4725428571428578,179,7,27,2,5,54,27,35,0.127,0.643,0.23,0.6483,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,6,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533146805692986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37972111480726944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377462483925907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317111900340049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251194463461727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038928830612013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952835587919766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,teammav41,2019/08/13,Need friends Hey I'm male and needing friends.,0.706666666666667,2.4502824444444467,-0.7238888888888884,108.2675,113.44444444444444,1.8,37.833333333333336,3.1291,1.2940666666666671,38,3,8,0,2,10,8,9,0.0,0.4920000000000001,0.508,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7214835547361601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6924315708034074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,firefrog124,2019/08/13,Hey I just need someone to talk to I just need someone to listen to me speak for a little while I just want someone to pretend to care about what I have to say for a few minuets just please message me I would prefer to have a voice call cause I have stuff that’s too long for text,3.259098360655738,3.5614574918032784,3.898483606557378,94.27428278688528,72.44262295081967,6.1000000000000005,25.08606557377049,3.1291,0.16299672131147558,221,6,52,0,4,70,36,61,0.025,0.856,0.11900000000000001,0.6293,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,9,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,12,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23914225916850296,0.0,0.2387803858675513,0.24058577456506805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347278398302883,0.0,0.20725778764569197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34730957736249485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570789856421866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624358440467995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5953054077451486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681005847417617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882394152238332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813599989147834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636748147615654,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nothateasy,2019/08/13,"it’s lonely in dis bih when joji said “and i keep to myself, fuck with no one else, and i know it’s my fault but i don’t care”.......i felt that",-3.6229411764705897,-2.166447999999999,-0.09682352941176477,107.86829411764708,102.52941176470587,2.72,6.8,3.1291,-2.7195105882352943,104,0,31,0,5,37,28,34,0.245,0.755,0.0,-0.6652,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,6,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,2,5,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172799571573593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34189413826435805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929651862186989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783652571945251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637796509411924,0.0,0.0,0.2249251213011441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277333217233918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893112792238401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,isitallan,2018/11/02,"A letter Sigh. This is my personal business but no one here knows me. I’m going to post this just because I’m afraid it won’t be read by anyone.  
For the person whose the letter was intended for. I’m not here to guilt trip you in anyway nor is it to forgive me. I just want it to be read. 


I never thought I would be writing you this letter, I never thought that I was going to have to say Goodbye. I know you don’t want to see me and hear anything I have to say. But I have to do this right and if you don’t want to see me ever again, I want to end it right. 

Everything went so fast and ended in a way that I wish was different. At this point, there is no way I can obtain your forgiveness, but I want you to know that I had no ill intention in hurting your feelings, my inflection and tone were voiced by a fool. There is no supernatural being that can take away what I have done, I know I am the reason why our friendship dwindled and I truly regret everything I have done. There’s no excuse for why I said the things I did, I’m fully at fault at this.

If you don’t ever want to see me again, then I guess I should just confess. I liked you/had a crush on you, it was pretty obvious and you probably knew, there is no point in keeping it a secret. Your entry into my life breathed life in me. It gave me an excitement for each new day, and I looked forward into the future with anticipation to each time I could talk to you. In my whole entire life, I have never felt so much more in peace. I was enthralled by the beauty of your personality. You had an effect on me. I was really hurt when you told me we should go back to being strangers again because I really liked you at that point. Although I lied about things, I had never lied about how I felt about you. When I’m with you, colors are no longer colors, they are spectral explosions that dance across my eyes and make the world so much more beautiful to be in and look at. I’ve felt nothing for as long as I can remember, and you made me feel electric and tingly. You made me feel wanted like I mattered like there was someone there who cared if I lived. There will always be a place for you in my heart that you will be fondly remembered even if you don’t share the same feelings I have for you.

Some things still remind me of you. I don’t know how to prevent the thought of you, and I honestly don’t think I want to. I don’t want to end our special relationship, but if you want to end it, I’ll respect your wishes but I prefer to end it on a better note. As time passed, it became clear to me that you have drifted farther away from me. I guess it’s time for me to finally acknowledge that our futures will take different paths. As much as it saddens me, it’s time for me to say Goodbye to you. My hope is that destiny will bring us together again. I wish you the brightest of futures and I hope that you find all that you are looking for. Goodbye~


Thank you for reading this. 

(Reual) sorry for everything. I’m sorry for existing. If you want to send this to your friends, go ahead. Nothing really matters to me anymore. I am a bit lonely I guess.
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lonely,idiot1012,2018/11/02,"A letter. Sigh. This is my personal business but no one here knows me. I’m going to post this just because I’m afraid it won’t be read by anyone.  Sigh. 

I never thought I would be writing you this letter, I never thought that I was going to have to say Goodbye. I know you don’t want to see me and hear anything I have to say. But I have to do this right and if you don’t want to see me ever again, I want to end it right. 

Everything went so fast and ended in a way that I wish was different. At this point, there is no way I can obtain your forgiveness, but I want you to know that I had no ill intention in hurting your feelings, my inflection and tone were voiced by a fool. There is no supernatural being that can take away what I have done, I know I am the reason why our friendship dwindled and I truly regret everything I have done. There’s no excuse for why I said the things I did, I’m fully at fault at this.

If you don’t ever want to see me again, then I guess I should just confess. I liked you/had a crush on you, it was pretty obvious and you probably knew, there is no point in keeping it a secret. Your entry into my life breathed life in me. It gave me an excitement for each new day, and I looked forward into the future with anticipation to each time I could talk to you. In my whole entire life, I have never felt so much more in peace. I was enthralled by the beauty of your personality. You had an effect on me. I was really hurt when you told me we should go back to being strangers again because I really liked you at that point. Although I lied about things, I had never lied about how I felt about you. When I’m with you, colors are no longer colors, they are spectral explosions that dance across my eyes and make the world so much more beautiful to be in and look at. I’ve felt nothing for as long as I can remember, and you made me feel electric and tingly. You made me feel wanted like I mattered like there was someone there who cared if I lived. There will always be a place for you in my heart that you will be fondly remembered even if you don’t share the same feelings I have for you.

Some things still remind me of you. I don’t know how to prevent the thought of you, and I honestly don’t think I want to. I don’t want to end our special relationship, but if you want to end it, I’ll respect your wishes but I prefer to end it on a better note. As time passed, it became clear to me that you have drifted farther away from me. I guess it’s time for me to finally acknowledge that our futures will take different paths. As much as it saddens me, it’s time for me to say Goodbye to you. My hope is that destiny will bring us together again. I wish you the brightest of futures and I hope that you find all that you are looking for. Goodbye~


Thank you for reading this.  I am really lonely right now but by you reading this it fills my heart with joy. Thank you.

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lonely,weirdplace0,2018/11/02,"Lost my job, friends don't care/have forgotten about me I've not long left my workplace of 5 years. I'm an introvert and have always been quiet and awkward, but at work I made friends with quite a few people. People I considered good friends, people I love to be around, love to talking to.

In the time I've been away, not one person has contacted me to ask how I am doing, invite me to the pub, attempt to make plans or even message for a chat.

Ever since, I've felt super lonely and depressed.

It's super depressing to think that people who I have spent the last 5 years hanging out with don't care. They've still got each other, they don't need me.

Over the past week I have tried reaching out to them individually, for a chat. Got limited responses of few words. I honestly feel like if I stop messaging them today, I would not hear from any of them again.

Now that I think about it, pretty much all the things we've done outside of work were arranged by me. The majority of messaging/chatting done outside of work was initiated by me.

But right now I need someone to reach out....

​

I don't know what to do about it. I know I'll start work in a new place soon, and I'm sure I will make new friends.

But I really don't want to lose contact with these people. it's getting me down...

I've had problems with feeling lonely before, but now it's worse than ever.",3.6590860215053738,4.691434433691762,4.6533673835125455,86.54671774193552,72.04659498207886,7.587168458781362,26.494802867383513,7.908726449838941,1.3949310394265235,1073,35,227,14,20,350,151,279,0.114,0.672,0.214,0.9873,1,4,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,4,12,14,21,0,1,11,0,22,2,0,4,4,45,48,11,0,6,9,0,3,1,4,2,0,2,0,1,12,13,0,2,7,3,1,1,8,8,0,1,13,5,28,13,40,32,6,34,0,6,0,2,21,13,0,2,21,142,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279863176971186,0.10781688209042643,0.12091311804583267,0.06766885582986971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858322157505624,0.09302655229477688,0.0,0.09349104651484057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467398333804943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291008638149427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714121981845673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366247557926784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572409897068081,0.18002137533890047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062847464849367,0.07108853881745282,0.09554328995783387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30751855199519035,0.0,0.05198882569012196,0.0,0.0,0.0834625936598335,0.15917128402005526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215275391338024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874634085160076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937399462819684,0.08111230541727857,0.0,0.0,0.1081157388366094,0.0,0.0,0.04861458501086128,0.0,0.0,0.08806145329238227,0.0,0.11132400468804733,0.1086247424375135,0.0,0.17961971954018405,0.09415688054955154,0.1328447323638971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314983338033433,0.14756785003026682,0.0,0.1922109030454721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742919962984323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499165055551867,0.3449316079935217,0.08688655196231697,0.10396468626386103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012354150904089,0.0,0.09521572215345256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583901224234617,0.0,0.0,0.06374737619709211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497929276212501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231405021187356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843128099139192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043227826520122,0.0,0.07946722151473308,0.08319314804404958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378511729842813,0.0,0.0,0.07998076530594238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610869708263155,0.12752142358578408,0.0,0.0,0.05802391807057015,0.0,0.09432195379039758,0.0,0.0,0.06755940367273297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586923996469321,0.0,0.07981931956347557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897720517621403,0.0,0.1014071585339514,0.07068763188975569,0.0,0.12091311804583267,0.1281597857373286
lonely,killhannahnow,2018/11/02,What’s life like out there? It’s lonely out here in space ,-1.5138461538461527,0.4529333846153882,-0.34730769230769104,109.12980769230772,99.76923076923076,2.6,6.5,3.1291,-2.8066615384615385,46,0,12,0,2,14,11,13,0.179,0.643,0.179,0.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8224361950830769,0.5688573679027734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,theneighborhoodcreep,2018/11/02,"Anyone else feel like this? I'm so tired of making friends and getting ghosted two weeks later. I don't blame them, but gods it hurts.  

Honestly, I'm at the point where I'd probably pay someone to text me every now and again. Maybe I could delude myself into thinking someone cares. To hell with dignity. It's no worse than taking someone out to dinner so you can have some company... right? 

",1.880116959064328,4.524308999999999,3.074385964912281,88.06125730994152,84.0,5.4830409356725145,22.91812865497076,6.937597516519254,0.9800690058479542,308,11,57,4,9,99,64,76,0.228,0.596,0.17600000000000002,-0.7883,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,5,6,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,11,12,5,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,6,4,9,11,1,10,1,1,0,0,3,6,1,1,5,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492295235351116,0.21236520759627928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113182138725164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548246182413245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314145429770034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462782828127646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479828729388807,0.1480685688681589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013070690361908,0.0,0.10828624620967214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187908883931728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125812329835704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834951266410514,0.0,0.2082233168972734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959303169410548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234643282119865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700127857497858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5268392335337546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583581367669005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328056182084704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23821807187755134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246561607657534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662536973244479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121847609874256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rthrowaway311,2018/11/02,"Fuck it, here goes Alright real talk. 

I'm not okay. 

I'm lonely. I'm not enjoying my work (where I have historically hid from my problems). I feel like I have no purpose in life. I've been single for 7 years. Few friends. I fucking hate myself. I find myself quickly outside any social circle I've managed to join. I feel like a constant fucking failure and I just can't pretend everything is fine anymore. My life fucking sucks.

I'm 30 years old and I've never felt loved, never felt real intimacy. A few months ago I paid a stripper just to hug and talk to me for a little while...

I just feel like I'm not enough... Not smart enough. Not strong enough. Not assertive enough. No attractive enough. Not motivated enough. Not disciplined enough. Not considerate enough. Not attentive enough... I am not enough. I feel like I have no redeeming qualities. ""Why would anyone ever possibly want you?"", is what my inner critic screams at me. And despite therapy, I just can't keep going this way...

I can't do this on my own anymore.... 

Idk what I expect here tbh. Thanks to anyone who read this. Sorry to waste your time.",0.9298247663551392,3.5141413457943926,2.5125175233644867,88.96027161214954,93.4859813084112,5.104906542056075,21.640771028037385,6.770275591412753,0.8367948598130841,864,32,165,13,32,281,117,214,0.19399999999999998,0.647,0.159,-0.8483,0,3,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,2,0,3,9,24,6,0,4,2,12,8,0,1,3,40,35,5,0,4,15,0,6,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,10,2,1,1,19,9,0,0,4,7,26,15,11,30,14,21,0,1,0,6,8,6,5,0,17,104,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574115346233646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050433481891448605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470998235927255,0.10371319099097756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014401300979652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7663035403906031,0.0,0.0,0.06708481074406243,0.0,0.0,0.06665305282908322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999645824390384,0.21192866296740226,0.1424164994322504,0.0,0.06778377112451141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572982620037444,0.2742505307146381,0.0,0.0,0.04214862450152428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322075183122342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591961103508225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476724542417933,0.1449294664576439,0.07433095483716079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693513405600011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919631493255359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143983791659821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782174529250771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360780298379314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096411399478211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741832147898121,0.1688277912087715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559998693555801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301956921347907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921905370656274,0.0,0.06827945995766177,0.08481201990634546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043245126364191866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04374334453358103,0.058867252641135084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692070319417441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399165297672637,0.0,0.0,0.05268337049800893,0.0,0.0,0.0955172679355755
lonely,practikalraps,2018/11/02,So lonely I'm depressed as hell. I have been searching for my soulmate for 17 years and I just cant find her. I am so lonely and I am running out of options. I put myself out there and i dont know what I'm doing wrong. I'm so very sad. ,-2.4923181818181814,-0.7543532545454532,0.8221590909090928,101.41323863636364,99.72727272727272,2.75,15.965909090909092,3.1291,-1.2813181818181816,181,5,46,0,8,64,36,55,0.33399999999999996,0.602,0.063,-0.9487,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,11,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,1,0,9,0,6,10,0,5,1,4,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364276258625114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577863029484378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570060121491169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466636408362808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926660412223205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32229013949170177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.427065391120644,0.0,0.2515368970429522
lonely,rific,2018/11/02,"Today, I came to a very depressing realization . I am 26 living and working in Japan. A kissless virgin for one reason or another. I was on the morning commute jammed into a train car with a ton of people. In front of me to my 10 o clock there was a girl. I'm 6' so I tower over most girls here. I didn't want to fall over so I was holding one of the... holder ring things. It was above her head so I had my arm awkwardly twisted back behind her head so I wouldn't elbow her. I'd like to note I wasn't touching her at all I know how that is in Japan. But she was very close. I couldn't help daydream her wrapping her arms around my torso and me reciprocating with the arm I was holding above her. You know, that kind of romantic hug? And then I realized I've literally never felt that before. I've never been embraced. I've only ever hugged my mother. Any random hugs with girl friends I've known usually left me slightly confused and anxious. How long do I hold? How hard to I hug? Where do I put my hands? And during the hug itself, other people's bodies are just so foreign to me I'm always surprised and then it's over. Sitting at my desk today thinking about how I have no idea what human warmth is like at 26 years old hit me like a ton of fucking bricks. I don't even care about sex anymore. I just want to hold someone. Fuck this is depressing. I'll probably delete this post later I can't bear to ever see it again.",0.4963126727200979,2.7249244899328846,2.5980339518357702,92.04687722068694,85.9798657718121,4.982392420055271,19.83853138570865,6.37848985222837,0.12938499802605552,1110,33,238,11,34,373,167,298,0.091,0.792,0.11699999999999999,0.8896,1,0,0,0,1,0,31.0,0,1,0,1,22,18,2,2,10,0,22,17,8,5,5,45,36,19,0,4,4,1,4,3,1,1,0,1,0,4,12,13,0,4,8,0,0,5,9,6,0,2,12,6,40,12,32,21,4,38,0,2,1,9,16,15,2,4,19,154,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762094855661067,0.0,0.0,0.08795539607956564,0.13562389855887422,0.0,0.14611698749524912,0.12827017649882094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151397085717948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994542058714075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005851437560824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366719170850398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479301011629876,0.1318703914626065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280009908986287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542761786120083,0.2339902334174227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124186345519332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992749142439407,0.23914484137696546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158629199677001,0.0,0.265479587260412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669363988289733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600871963806572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134687340367877,0.14216337634721696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405279063047395,0.0,0.0,0.1895664568627117,0.0,0.11420927904817113,0.11446151865116533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950942058811866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572020360478393,0.0,0.17528778602912515,0.09836863078877882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933565348116853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387163027633935,0.0,0.13945001663236012,0.0,0.0,0.13002207037734512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298269992534567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306695402271213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958906426915667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592751517516056,0.0828756241151543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451977265727881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244934961844333,0.2134375107583528,0.15257575126687375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416080437951346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329049292882587
lonely,Plastic_Karma,2018/11/02,"Sometimes it’s okay to be lonely Today has just been one of those days. 

I have surgery tomorrow to remove precancerous cells on my cervix. I don’t think I’ve ever been so scared in my life.

I found out two days ago I was passed up for a job promotion I was promised and worked so hard for.

My long term boyfriend and I broke up and I was kicked out of the house.

Today it hit me on the way home. Sometimes it’s okay to lonely. It’s okay to cry. In. Few months from now, it’ll all be okay. 

I stopped at my sister’s grave on the way home (it wasn’t planned, life just brought me there in the way home). Tomorrow is the anniversary of her death. I cried and cried and talked to a grave that just wouldn’t take back. 

It’s okay. I wish I had somebody to hold me like a lover does at this point to make me feel okay. But... I’m okay and ready to rely on myself. 

Just so everybody out there knows, you are enough. Sometimes you’re enough to get yourself though the dark. Trust in yourself....",-0.13372352285395905,2.099183106280197,0.9111352657004836,102.71056020066892,89.91787439613528,4.344035674470457,16.657190635451506,5.8734145424116955,-0.7933959866220737,761,18,186,6,26,235,111,207,0.149,0.711,0.14,-0.6258,1,4,0,0,1,0,30.0,0,1,0,3,13,17,0,1,9,7,16,3,0,1,2,25,27,11,3,2,5,1,2,1,1,2,2,0,3,0,10,9,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,6,0,2,9,2,22,11,30,13,5,36,0,5,0,1,6,16,0,0,15,112,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030820110274928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956863746357464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100731868157119,0.16050650049750306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889793645162787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571587524322431,0.0,0.0,0.11256274654102964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292040300961521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644160330996147,0.0,0.0,0.06501455727805919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147344317198107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744692083927925,0.0,0.0,0.14358659597230236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348710608624044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838875223754222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579074550087356,0.06079490505472705,0.0,0.0,0.11012513406615647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306440227021765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932650506144207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432349650823294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763564865484005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458575273468167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692218521870648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403708136996066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356309585834706,0.1000198403810879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973587389061643,0.1222612795731659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359083893848909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215594117812564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29632309751417146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309940385380512,0.0,0.0,0.09059351411956372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Asalyss,2018/11/02,"I feel like shit  I hate being so lonely, there's maybe two people who maybe vaguely care about me here, all my friends and family are on the other side of the world. I had a shitty day and I just want to call my family but I know my mom will only want to talk about the fact that I still haven't found a job.

I feel like such a looser, I just want to make some real friends here but the more I'm alone the more I become socially akward and everytime I open my mouth I say something incredibly stupid or embarrassing.

**Comment** ",0.30900393184796826,2.6776963944954133,2.1693643512450858,93.37653669724772,89.64220183486239,5.316120576671036,16.042595019659238,6.868970318607317,-0.13717352555701146,413,9,90,6,14,136,73,109,0.179,0.67,0.151,-0.7391,1,3,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,10,10,3,1,8,0,5,2,2,1,2,21,16,7,0,3,5,1,2,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,3,16,5,7,12,4,6,0,1,0,0,9,4,1,2,4,58,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478677855774305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863846286488492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723251098211966,0.0,0.1720643451343333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088376796786852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181880298142529,0.0,0.17066251265308266,0.2411275476012456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850390790387563,0.2607705669506659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666177672748117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747047695892095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274731037787944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648974061968387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265010175868913,0.0,0.3390886947893875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976522889752332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835128379240268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169984840161218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208836922341105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420650222015162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732320081816401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203184499173887,0.0,0.1299214128293015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477373819525013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564469121397882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485618065772478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986210145500085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kvshbvnny,2019/02/11,"Isolated. I just got out of a relationship of 1 year. It was getting really unhealthy and we were codependent. I had literally not hung out with any friends other than GF and barely seen much family other than GF, probably in about 6 months. 

Now we’ve broken up and she’s moved out. I have social anxiety, really bad. Even when she and I were together, I wasn’t working due to anxiety and OCD (and crohns), I was not leaving the house unless she was with me. I do not drive due to panic attacks. I don’t have money to get rides to places. 
I’m going to a local agency for therapy and I have an appointment with their psychiatrist in March, but I’m not very hopeful for improvement. I’m 19 this month, but I’ve been in therapy and on medication for years. I still struggle with anxiety. 
I graduated from high school last year and occasionally text 2 of my friends from school. I haven’t seen any of them in months. 

I’m working on going back to school, but right now my life is crap. My weekly therapy appointment is the only thing I look forward to. But even that, I dread in a way. Because I hate the Uber there, I hate to be in the waiting room with the strangers, and even my therapist makes me nervous. 
Sometimes I want to walk to get fast food or to the store, and I have too much anxiety to do that, because I think the passing cars are judging me for not having a car and license. Or once I get to my destination, I’m panicking. 

But I’m so lonely. This isolation is killing me. I love people, I love love and I love happiness and laughter. This lonely life is doing me in. I’m not happy. I think of suicide like every day. And these are all things my therapist knows. I don’t know what to do. I can’t even get myself to go to the support groups for depression in my area or to church. ",2.551202346041056,4.3009760743801655,4.3525317693059655,84.71331378299124,76.1349862258953,7.989656091708878,25.759264196214342,8.748949900417786,1.8828580645161288,1397,51,291,30,31,473,176,363,0.204,0.672,0.124,-0.9817,0,5,0,0,0,1,45.0,1,0,2,2,14,24,5,4,13,0,28,9,1,1,1,49,62,26,2,2,16,0,0,1,4,0,3,0,1,0,12,24,1,1,4,0,2,11,11,13,0,0,11,3,45,11,52,50,3,50,1,3,3,4,17,21,1,4,20,195,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169245942906592,0.0,0.2630661298078818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780286631009813,0.0,0.06610533969680832,0.07178105098153731,0.10481257830629433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055443299943822806,0.0,0.07404551725977952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271285220659473,0.0,0.07243312200816256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104451706250658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039548191251205,0.0,0.13283984740073387,0.0,0.22457791981692107,0.0,0.14657556750763467,0.0,0.06875776743425129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830325417251581,0.0,0.16975442464888546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083163527557696,0.0,0.08538724152025583,0.0,0.09919741174007722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511265930779583,0.0,0.09449332186141142,0.07007672352802655,0.0,0.09102942625815967,0.0,0.0,0.12144578568398574,0.04200041924230848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219283808587051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31036379404197834,0.0,0.057385396297935966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660535882944115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586041794284232,0.09137211248741707,0.1263951412438323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155485133408182,0.0,0.0653837783613697,0.0,0.10086683885758316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960051759123244,0.0,0.08981996675486734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926898027030345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014869407100142,0.0,0.0,0.09229921052257943,0.0,0.07341759519548942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610175689980043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763521245514146,0.0,0.0,0.08502616335649993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686554584163271,0.0,0.0,0.08987412439241341,0.0,0.09403682294432016,0.0975573185411106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949412963355856,0.19963473553969585,0.1142288057138805,0.11017173656387956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093394909293851,0.05070711579575393,0.06823869157879349,0.06895965242843849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517383061065634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660848713334578
lonely,_Random_Guy_Partying,2019/02/11,"I need some advice Hi, thanks for reading this on the first place, I have some trouble at university making friends. I have never had problems before getting to know people, but when I got to the med school the last years it was imposible for me to know people with my same interests. In my first year I didn't take it too serious, but now in the second I have developed some kind of anxiety when I get to the class, I usually sit alone because of this (I believe that the people in the class that don't know me think that I'm some kind of weirdo when personally I dont feel like that). What would you do in my situation?",7.349285714285713,5.6096996428571435,7.6777777777777825,77.42000000000002,64.47619047619048,11.257142857142858,33.698412698412696,10.125756701596842,2.9922317460317456,489,16,103,9,6,161,75,126,0.12,0.816,0.064,-0.7885,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,5,9,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,1,1,18,23,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,3,0,3,4,1,16,6,16,18,5,19,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,12,74,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570677462390242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647231132617624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296133755686466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979821676833703,0.0,0.13677309293446496,0.1810925700552551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837946073940764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127211672565288,0.11482865152849885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734411114553151,0.0,0.0,0.12418295984490994,0.0,0.16795412728559966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855394280234794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347601814497007,0.2650061850552001,0.13101994791806273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852668424863253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072914265348886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785396275304958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918248363106845,0.12396823943249415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342988791807501,0.14034703432874968,0.1679331848544297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380106499683616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607778466789717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626717430747672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067214354693625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085222732363955,0.0,0.0,0.14798259384552262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299208110713826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702617779597632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418107031974578,0.0,0.0,0.20701530262408185
lonely,Silentwraith28,2019/02/11,Movie night On my profile I got some free movies it might not be the best but its free. Just wanted to spend time with someone even if there not there.. but as long as u watch them u are not alone. So enjoy,-0.00977272727272549,2.0846484772727294,0.7147272727272735,105.61209090909094,86.95454545454545,3.5200000000000005,13.345454545454547,3.1291,-1.786821818181818,159,2,40,0,5,48,37,44,0.11699999999999999,0.711,0.172,0.4135,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,5,6,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,3,6,5,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,3,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37957953169131176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846151488163929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420672822924035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29312048963132353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243376022958598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887945491984017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439318547200305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105310392676962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137068803570165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21616895318854615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SOYBOYZz,2019/02/11,"People to text Hey I'ma 21 M, just want new people to talk to and text :)",-4.299999999999997,-3.092464333333334,-0.13888888888888928,106.745,109.0,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-2.778466666666666,54,0,16,0,3,20,14,18,0.0,0.777,0.223,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4922699394753423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7067214568985541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096763073532139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30063335184500595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,boopiebuns,2019/02/11,⊂((・▽・))⊃ Hugs for everyone out there who has no one to snuggle with (Ɔ˘⌣˘)(˘⌣˘)˘⌣˘ C) gather around my little eggies! (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡,-2.1020000000000003,-0.3485338666666635,0.91,99.225,104.33333333333334,3.733333333333334,16.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.6547999999999998,104,3,25,1,5,36,28,30,0.08900000000000001,0.769,0.141,0.3164,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5000522780164774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5367500935799772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5629936959826549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806378259923824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Esmeraud,2019/02/11,"Uni isn't what I imagined Last year I started university in a new country. First semester, I made a friend and a couple of acquaintances. I didn't click with anyone super well super fast, but there were at least people to hang out with often enough. Second semester, I went to having no one to hang out with. People I became friends with had made other friends and had begun shrugging me off. I wasn't invited to hang. When I asked myself they were always *busy*. This was not at all what I expected when I started university :( All those American movies hyped me up for university being non-stop meeting people, parties, and fun. Instead I've spent my whole last semester and consequently holidays afterwards lonely as fuck literally talking to myself because I had no one else to talk to. Why is it SO hard to make friends? Why do I seem so uninteresting in comparison to everybody else?? I feel so insecure now and am scared to go back to uni incase I have a repeat of last semester. Don't want another year of feeling hollow.",3.2554123711340215,5.911013871134024,4.8589793814433015,77.5029020618557,77.81443298969073,8.003711340206186,27.22577319587629,8.841846274778883,2.6212729896907216,817,34,142,20,20,274,117,194,0.142,0.698,0.16,0.4577,0,2,0,1,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,11,12,1,2,4,0,16,1,0,3,2,25,30,12,0,2,2,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,4,1,1,5,7,4,1,4,12,4,20,8,28,17,5,30,0,1,1,1,9,8,1,2,17,103,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232452504671922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155134474211273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438985357504966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619970982499926,0.0,0.0,0.103800854649857,0.0,0.08229013916385412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493665685231443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255377254400123,0.0,0.0,0.13948327745079905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365124686179004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482450147199498,0.0,0.0,0.4171793006433492,0.12479833659387797,0.0,0.0,0.07671931520137537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092671204298308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301105701884216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554662235729806,0.09010850269383143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037654084328346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294874349537607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807602846571166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515098320199664,0.0,0.0,0.12289204845151633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109668928106796,0.0,0.0,0.1128597253536692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21700362152963532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796220393173874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137441652449064,0.12513934536733742,0.24361936279395704,0.15071423967380382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738614123850858
lonely,hffuguhijgug,2019/02/11,"TO BE, OR NOT TO BE. Ive learned to disassociate from everything. its almost unnatural not to disassociate. I’m disconnected completely with reality, I feel like I’m watching myself and others throughout a third person or outside my body. I have trouble feeling emotions and when I feel a burst of emotion it’s a horrible sensation. I have ptsd, to the point I regurgitate, and have constant nightmares. I’ve decided to kill myself but I can’t because if I kill myself Ill just end up in hell. So exchanging one hell for another hell which is bleak. So I’ve decided this hell will be more tolerable. Therefore I literally have no friends, no family, and no romantic relationship. I can’t change that because I have trust issues and I’m pathetic. But I don’t want to be a jaded recluse but I never relate with others. I’m so inconsistent. Most females my age are getting engaged or partying it up, while I live vicariously throughout them. Maybe eternal torcher is an option for me. Anyways if anything resonates with you feel free to dm me and I’m willing to exchange numbers",3.5252663837812364,6.272752356435642,5.510933521923626,72.6845379537954,77.4158415841584,8.402074493163601,33.87647336162188,9.107695989026183,3.7516215935879282,864,49,144,23,21,297,120,202,0.251,0.631,0.11800000000000001,-0.9896,0,0,0,0,0,2,22.0,0,1,1,0,6,12,6,0,6,0,18,2,1,1,1,33,29,19,2,3,11,0,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,7,0,3,0,9,7,0,2,0,5,23,6,19,23,2,11,4,0,1,0,5,4,4,8,8,104,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808964254265807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760180448984581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381362030754491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465435261575954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645694799582346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757584093458814,0.0,0.17600021502255153,0.1813992927834778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776445310691419,0.1486759938556803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508636289971846,0.0,0.15824544573280586,0.0,0.3395044797937015,0.11992071565637585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968983976296694,0.0,0.08770101744394516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520441735400247,0.0,0.0,0.3714290790427261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200894156526002,0.0,0.14822530705084302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864003866275667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946559759709478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374770125057368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657070838088276,0.0,0.0,0.158683939515029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962218085254883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022107157066114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900941398337093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zionparkrivers,2019/02/11,"First time on here, the big day is coming up. The day of love, and relationships. I have no one. 22 years old, one good friend, who I have been distancing from, I am losing it all, I grew up and was so confident in school and had true friends, I got kicked out for lackluster grades, and stopped talking to all of them, it has been 10 years since that, not a day goes by that I don't regret every second, hour, day of the last 10 years. Suicide has always been the easy path out of this life cycle. Although, alcohol seems to make me less moody, puts me to bed good, 3 litres of vodka a week makes the doctor scream, haha. ",5.363333333333333,4.768228666666668,5.477619047619047,87.8507142857143,67.8888888888889,8.787301587301588,25.936507936507937,7.957251820313856,1.1289650793650798,476,10,108,5,7,150,89,126,0.109,0.6779999999999999,0.213,0.9463,0,0,2,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,1,2,2,11,0,0,7,1,12,4,0,2,3,16,18,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,6,7,1,1,1,1,0,3,3,4,0,4,6,1,9,7,17,12,3,24,0,2,0,1,7,7,0,1,14,67,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239123149437272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342227636351022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895420022479776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161261768230936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510752355536126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591055261482296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721012320491607,0.0,0.0,0.249255265670696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27059819085740905,0.12901426736096622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885776350200725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148910272094813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393795674851492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046452276790784,0.0,0.0,0.14558848766426524,0.0,0.21535122901354947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926761056533993,0.0,0.21861553338690065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621610091126912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731864699497836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325423628110694,0.0,0.1468504795820918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133437220752213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348623039693907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644685494937742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296547917225498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406110311133918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939307612088038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116348711484269
lonely,tallnut66,2019/02/11,"How will it end? I keep thinking about how my life is going to end. I know it's probably just the depression, but I can't seem to imagine any scenario where I end up living a long, fulfilling life. I think that I'm either going to kill myself once my parents aren't around anymore or I'll just die young from drug abuse or alcoholism. I have no direction in life and I'm on my senior year of college. After this year, I'm not going to have any friends and I'm afraid that I'll just fall deeper and deeper into this out of despair. I want so badly to love and be loved, but I just don't think it's going to happen. If I'm just going to end up killing myself eventually, then what's the point of waiting? Why should I keep suffering when I'm just delaying the inevitable? Like Neil young said, ""it's better to burn out than to fade away"" Not really sure what else to say. Sorry for the long post, but thanks to all of you who cared enough to read.",2.7652428810720258,3.892865557788952,4.111638190954775,89.21355443886098,74.32663316582915,7.1157118927973215,22.81440536013401,7.554174236665415,0.7782117922948069,742,19,163,9,15,245,114,199,0.196,0.6679999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.9393,1,0,2,0,1,2,20.0,0,1,0,1,13,15,2,1,5,0,9,7,0,2,2,39,35,15,3,3,15,1,0,1,1,2,5,2,0,0,11,8,1,4,6,1,0,6,6,7,0,0,1,2,15,8,30,31,3,34,0,3,0,2,8,11,0,4,17,98,26,3,0.0,0.13646058743912054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230843835992485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566425081481498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422017899393673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025279490630544,0.0,0.0,0.10820836140852601,0.0,0.0961642324394746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186072289161008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742604655258952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991979113638504,0.0,0.1195308786898378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356354306528995,0.0,0.0962118508384244,0.0,0.4080346241408136,0.11900398710121984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898199307470575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32727594889858225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184666742169207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20474123184496132,0.2548426291491323,0.0,0.06329579772937621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440492428770643,0.056267469246327736,0.0,0.10169943358400606,0.2038480885441692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078953680876492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265496094389487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788543908113964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887524599305826,0.0,0.11030342491626872,0.0,0.12417544198671962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520367414032735,0.0,0.07378245703223824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955542822860108,0.09158980011262748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104848724636008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892619207779982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085487246712806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603537036952833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22139367573305294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793172854173503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392527347145936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483346366317842
lonely,-KrunkMaster-,2019/02/11,"Damn So my story yeah. I move around ever three years because my parents are in the military. I finally was able to meet some real solid friends and we hung out for about 7 months. Things changed. Ya know? They were my ONLY friends. The only people I had, they never really opened up but I tried to and they were people. I got close with some of em. Eventually, I got into a bunch of trouble and spent the first month of summer inside with no phone to talk to anyone. When I got it back there was this girl: a girl I really love. We started dating and these guys had history with her. They’d already “banned me from friendship” because my mom found out something we did that they got I trouble for. They haven’t spoken to me in months. I really have nobody except for her. I fucking love her but I still feel so lonely. I really try, and people still refuse to hang out with me. The only person I thought was my friend refused to spend time with me unless someone else was there. The only other friends I like i can’t spend time with are my girlfriends friends. I already bake all of her time, we even fought about it, but let alone if they like me they still haven’t asked me to spend anytime with them. I’m just really struggling right now. There is nobody who wants to spend time with me. I’ve been sick or my girlfriend has been spending time with friends and I’m left alone every weekend for almost a month and a half. I feel stuck, and so sad all the time. What do I do? I try. I really try. And she makes me feel great but the sadness always comes creeping back. I’m 16 and I’m spending all my time locked up with no real hobbies. I’m just... lonely. Sorry for making an account to vent.",0.8341478696741831,3.2770246871345066,2.0424394319131203,94.92263157894743,87.21637426900585,4.4267335004177095,18.376775271512113,5.916634753146586,-0.2593329991645783,1321,35,276,10,42,419,166,342,0.16,0.7040000000000001,0.135,-0.7784,1,6,1,0,0,0,40.0,4,1,9,1,20,21,3,1,12,1,23,5,0,2,5,64,50,21,0,2,10,2,3,2,8,0,1,0,1,4,9,32,1,3,6,1,8,3,6,10,0,3,20,3,56,11,43,28,6,43,0,4,0,3,43,13,2,5,29,187,65,0,0.07978928959572225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989744799111298,0.16527528166092034,0.17609893031050786,0.0,0.06639108073036379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055790526478717344,0.0,0.0,0.0710293840519308,0.07459221500963496,0.0,0.0,0.12270607720038072,0.0,0.09727762072028244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844064887100274,0.06873140796018491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666537131192073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052700073267262317,0.07217398046236853,0.0672259177682383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103158665851392,0.0,0.0,0.08740526668244983,0.0,0.06786872896974386,0.0,0.08748483769412932,0.3698700432945869,0.0737639125237616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552591351200761,0.08796797346022066,0.0,0.07900394115400536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04385010689161694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669129660606276,0.08158995450138877,0.0,0.077962033167555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402589808398186,0.0,0.10651994075826447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344825163796734,0.2547481988843196,0.08480338759520968,0.0,0.0,0.061538418989897786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427334007225494,0.0,0.0,0.08859656367024044,0.0,0.0,0.16594754099158313,0.06966893005861574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163535931694025,0.3066903722192806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681396173534752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760520614842408,0.0614256932827837,0.0,0.08931757725705773,0.05647526984907196,0.0,0.19115948921751266,0.0,0.0,0.08341308959754544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413160861246896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053008458608342406,0.0,0.0,0.0633437833888689,0.3256804348821488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668676051588626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047061790272767016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138168650502762
lonely,RecklessAbandn,2019/02/11,New bed I have a new Queen Sized Bed And I Choose To Sleep On only one side so any girl I bring home will sleep on that untouched side. Two years in the making and that side is still brand new and never touched. :/,1.465,3.128669222222221,1.6463888888888896,103.29625000000004,79.0,4.5,15.694444444444445,3.1291,-1.3968888888888888,165,2,41,0,4,49,33,45,0.0,0.953,0.047,0.2584,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,1,1,6,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,4,4,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,6,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604901361779537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367302563616978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753383832296658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202006645508548,0.6837995181020632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599217438842397,0.1794909198822623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723468867719751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884723045214178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23054064314924236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197819745344465
lonely,shadowsMadeOfDusk,2019/02/11,"I'm isolated not because I hate people, it's because I hate myself. This is going to be a long vent.

Everytime I think about social situations, I remind myself of how much I just hate them, I hate talking to people, I hate having to be in a place with other people, because there's some sort of pressure to talk, either I have to say something irrelevant or react to something they say just to fill the silence. I always associate interactions with pain, because I am always certain I'll say something stupid, will talk more than I should, or was too quiet.

I feel ignored at the same time I feel like everybody is looking at me. So I have to keep myself in check, make sure every word sounds interesting or just doesn't sound dumb. When I try to express something I want to share, I just perceive the lack of reaction of everyone around and think to myself everybody heard it and there's something wrong with what I said, and since it always happens like this, therefore there's something intrinsically wrong in me, my existence is wrong, actually, everything I am is just worthless, nobody's ever going to like me, because there's nothing enjoyable in me.

So I just go on with this hopeless feeling of inadequacy, of not belonging, to a point where I give up. It's just too overwhelming for me, so I'd rather not say anything, not look at anybody, and stop showing up. I've been in my room since I dropped out of high school 2,5 years ago. Everytime I come in contact with anybody that knows me, it's all just blank, hollow, just a greeting and a false smile that's expressed to avoid being rude, and they do the same, just the socially mandatory, and then, nothing else. I can't let anybody in, there is something inside that I don't want people to see, I avoid closeness because of that. Somehow people notice it and are as cold towards me as I am to them.

Truth is, I felt inferior my whole life, I don't think I deserve to be loved. I hate when I express something personal, because it's my essence being shown, and there's always a blowback inside my mind making me regret what I just did. I fact, I always regret each and every decision and action I remember I took in the past. Even if I chose differently, I would regret it, because the problem is not the actions, I am the problem.

I don't know if it's my dad's fault for always showing disgust at everything I did and every predictable insignificant mistake, or my family ignoring me as a child while laughing during these large gatherings while I was alone, or being left aside by other kids during all my school life. Maybe it's just that, I can't believe anything other than my worthlessness. 

I just gave up.",7.835111806797855,6.854496366279073,8.020542635658916,72.90743291592132,63.05038759689922,10.496601073345259,37.09421586165772,9.565088089820216,3.4906994036970787,2119,89,383,33,26,694,229,516,0.151,0.74,0.109,-0.9709,1,4,8,0,0,1,64.0,0,0,4,0,34,42,10,4,16,0,37,4,0,5,7,97,72,31,0,14,27,1,4,3,0,3,3,9,1,3,24,22,0,6,12,2,1,8,11,31,0,0,10,17,71,11,58,52,11,47,0,8,3,1,29,26,1,10,15,276,95,2,0.0,0.0,0.06181673551678155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05615256796367305,0.0,0.0,0.06560754000493216,0.0,0.0,0.31625458625502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425702014564037,0.05639153185983795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30892195512135645,0.0,0.0,0.071369454414657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054567126457475294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066183277301324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291760638372175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04183955556328428,0.05730024796103157,0.16011567047503092,0.06052999123001476,0.11386292700555145,0.0,0.059717142415988425,0.0,0.09608919838176178,0.04525452484471997,0.06082226841440658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076742962784658,0.10800328457515304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601681924990581,0.0,0.0,0.3752474388125425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692871888477367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630499685264868,0.0,0.0,0.06962680960398103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882581173669294,0.06477576259627897,0.08948656297030785,0.09284323387934007,0.0,0.0,0.056059377392968235,0.1063896769244314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717240216039756,0.0,0.08456813631645788,0.0,0.06363975379655351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639615855237305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04656673223510883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215647395433974,0.07212004769095448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740480353850094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047109817722525,0.2195813317215028,0.05531144246117753,0.066183277301324,0.0,0.05988261697685356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212274815456888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175887523597248,0.0,0.06025672490114765,0.20150170478533727,0.0,0.12821943548965048,0.05047870533599723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480123216341086,0.07120376230199317,0.0,0.12914690968675446,0.0,0.3901358837335514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296024433330458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970302655601506,0.0,0.0,0.1527457839553542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176902622902375,0.0,0.0,0.036937667950321496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037993864756645,0.04300789920373988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472643838801843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072374961590654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044999309970118605,0.2077773162293564,0.0,0.04079286411159168
lonely,DementedCooki3,2019/02/11,"I've been wanting to post here for a while My first two semesters at university have been really hard on me emotionally. I am a naturally reserved person who practices the belief only speak if you have something to say. That being said its probably no surprise that I very few friends at school. All my friends ever do is go to church events at the local Baptist ministry in my small college town. I don't go with them because of my atheism. I feel like I have no social life, I spend hours doing school work because I have nothing else to do.

Yesterday I found out that my only friends went to a seemingly awesome party without me. Them knowing that didn't have anything going on, just like every other night. I dont understand what is wrong with me I think that I'm am a decent person but the shit going on around me makes me feel otherwise. I just feel so alone and so unbearably miserable and I have no idea what to do about it. ",3.696920289855072,5.498327750000005,4.649434782608697,83.57672463768117,73.13043478260869,7.297971014492754,28.571014492753626,8.021203637495839,1.9416388405797105,742,30,141,11,15,241,113,184,0.094,0.79,0.11599999999999999,0.455,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,2,8,9,1,1,7,0,20,2,1,1,2,25,37,7,0,2,5,0,4,2,3,0,1,3,0,2,11,6,0,0,10,0,1,5,7,3,0,2,6,7,25,6,21,30,2,25,2,1,0,0,13,12,1,2,9,102,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938387723987294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074754286079352,0.119804375435036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407694857214458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772628745911074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242398589342163,0.15138393469480446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173495191275713,0.11338911633222795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041424664042337,0.09614369224986996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144733379617259,0.0,0.14755958368325106,0.31192759250622537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059387494708584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205568863686546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253379579035068,0.0,0.0,0.15192398592359116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396142792212389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505755060114944,0.13149758815951035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983292720510375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262938367713778,0.0,0.12913275464939108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047076985035241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23501942933356404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889005438226292,0.0,0.14509956950801114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621513707811944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801601684603575,0.10702309856958953,0.0,0.2724034776294266,0.0,0.122516212261808,0.0,0.0,0.13814402417417135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718695293509164,0.0,0.10360595009563434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623317280427002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146471281544592,0.14010210852156774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111042263299063,0.07937853419031925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475663635289695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972993072781358,0.0,0.09797555073811984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714166459305186,0.0,0.0
lonely,thecomplicatedmind,2019/02/11,"Rant I’ll probably delete this soon. I just wanted to let this out. I’m so tired of being a second thought, a second choice, a side deal. It’s my fault. I have nothing special to offer, no humor, no beauty, no calm demeanor. Every time I start to make it to where I want to be, there’s always someone else. I just want that one person to go to, and vice versa, it’s selfish. I just want to be someone’s favorite, best friend, but you can’t force that, so where do I go from there?",1.1834313725490198,2.744488127450982,2.9437254901960803,94.14343137254903,79.49019607843138,4.925490196078432,20.15686274509804,5.033348758259628,-0.30683137254901993,367,9,83,1,9,122,65,102,0.147,0.693,0.16,0.0901,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,10,7,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,12,17,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,3,1,0,9,5,11,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668148307448786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283469373830994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891023372441892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738040647585146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890317075232864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405112221704746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24135214254589926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171290782843439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173666781093258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037431810216193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388511909546334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540457169180274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289353149531776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598250835641911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029329729531685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857194474883708,0.12381547471719273,0.2440502685560201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009677089187774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,P5LayerCake,2019/02/11,"Being honest with myself I'm a guy who's in his early 20's and has nothing going on. I don't work or go to school. I'm failing my mom who cares about me so very much. She thinks that i'm currently going to school and that I have been for the past 2 years. I wish I could be honest with her but she would only get mad and be disappointed at me. I can't handle that right now. The reason I'm not in school right now is because i have major anxiety that is too much to endure. All of the sudden I get these anxiety attacks that make me feel like I'm going insane and my head starts feeling like it's going to explode. That feeling doesn't go away for a while. It's gotten better recently though. I've only just recently started learning how to deal with it better but it's taken me such a long time that I've fallen far behind from all my friends. All of them are done with school, getting jobs, and all of them have girlfriends that they love and spend most of their time with. They don't have time for me anymore. Most of the time they don't answer my calls. Most of their plans don't include me anymore. No one calls me or texts me to see how I'm doing. I'm just so lonely.  I feel like I just annoy them now. I wish that I didn't have to lie about being in school to the people I care about. I wish I didn't fuck up and forced myself to stay in school. I wish I wasn't a piece of shit. Sorry for the long post. I don't expect anyone to read this but if you do thank you. I kind of just wanted to write down my thoughts.",1.1674403583706623,2.692706625377646,2.8360016668402963,95.05906344410877,79.42296072507553,5.290592770080217,18.060318783206586,5.727593064623523,-0.4903298051880402,1187,22,277,6,29,392,153,331,0.11699999999999999,0.7020000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.9723,2,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,8,5,17,21,5,0,10,0,29,4,2,4,4,51,67,19,0,9,11,1,4,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,17,12,0,0,9,1,1,7,12,8,0,1,8,5,47,13,42,53,11,40,0,3,1,2,25,12,2,6,22,186,64,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242310877844336,0.0,0.16105136994777622,0.05677488620584016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923734003994534,0.07628732942877063,0.0,0.0,0.04949698627486307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362443755612966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658225939511135,0.0,0.16557166895921074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482926124917426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371062404516312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309280378163414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422273322624004,0.17402163035524834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273266252772039,0.07506539199323926,0.12726636891611962,0.0,0.2768770302340696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039787490699925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333162935550449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057557290511183,0.0,0.0,0.08455426379283264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190063754771803,0.0,0.0,0.1437137212112791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328353477298101,0.0,0.054199681351907725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509703865053558,0.0,0.0,0.1193783927931414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791078808009097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502124275038082,0.12350807631862465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751180042423844,0.05629183155035138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776435761687857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121905300245516,0.0,0.0,0.08348412151178349,0.16034464146354238,0.0,0.0,0.1386837251958475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930546787022978,0.06470356007444503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334763570394865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089348326700668,0.11494342217216134,0.08654528357890749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475536201811983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05202781021800983,0.07977571876079105,0.06446141165422288,0.18938668108266088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699609457969352,0.04789214148030552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734905388372391,0.0,0.0,0.05911244123393175,0.0,0.0,0.057680075916761275,0.0,0.0,0.0522882573173051
lonely,Chad_Bonago,2019/02/11,"I feel like a walking contradiction. I hear everywhere that love is about the person, and lust is about looks. I want to feel love towards someone (romantically, I already have love for my friends and family), but I feel as if I can't have romantic feelings because I am so desperate for physical affection and sex. 

My friend said something about himself that I kinda agree with ""sex is like oxygen, it doesn't matter until you don't have it"" 

I feel as though as if I want to overcome the lust so I can love, but I can't love until I satisfy the lust/ fill the void of my low self esteem. Its fucking confusing because I feel as though I am only one step above a stereotypical incel: I have the same overwhelming physical desire as them but a conscious that flagellates me for having them and tells me I should love, not lust. 

TL;DR Cognitive dissonance is a bitch",6.362590361445783,6.750911885542173,6.949060240963856,74.80768674698798,65.68674698795179,10.495421686746988,33.46746987951808,10.355215969177356,3.4712428915662654,687,28,126,16,10,226,91,166,0.122,0.616,0.262,0.9813,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,0,7,15,2,2,9,0,17,13,0,1,0,27,35,20,0,6,6,0,6,2,2,1,0,2,0,2,6,5,0,0,7,0,0,3,5,5,0,1,1,9,26,10,18,33,1,7,0,2,1,13,17,2,2,4,4,92,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255384502499907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749441344258205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177983676917414,0.0,0.3919051187244609,0.09228654328879972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960899909399787,0.11942524961177972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559576200550928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622209089407865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847904777099324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6995424282991847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753601992788318,0.0982475575745407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279539110341535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288019529786025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476338839647573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945418081952422,0.09944942590335057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290941204940512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25383828347488474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523879593206756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lynflower89,2019/02/11,"I’m the cause of my loneliness. Nobody I meet ever keeps my interest. I don’t know if I’m being picky or if I’m not just ready.

It’s so hard for me to feel the connection I crave. I feel like it’s never going to happen. 

I’m slowly coming to terms with that. ",-0.5472316384180793,1.122018372881353,2.8450000000000024,92.17959039548029,85.61016949152544,5.967231638418079,14.918079096045195,7.1686216300943375,-0.2478158192090394,200,3,48,3,6,73,41,59,0.12,0.78,0.1,-0.0266,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,14,13,4,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,6,12,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636150649295156,0.0,0.30490573671657123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201776500401941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579462547648009,0.2528695413032409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116398027580365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130062118118322,0.0,0.3170791951463656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146164671060706,0.0,0.0,0.1945275026903856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729272821869541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27299625506518355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Liamhys2017,2019/02/11,"Surrounded by people, yet alone These past few weeks I’ve felt very empty and alone. This is confusing to me because I’ve been surrounded by people. I live on a close not college campus, with 3 other guys in my apartment. I’ve seen my girlfriend semi-frequently over that time...and yet there’s this feeling I have of being alone, as if I’m not really there with those people or they don’t care that I’m with them. I’ve felt this before especially when I was in high school and it made my life hell, I really don’t want to fall back into that hole. 

Has anyone experienced this before?",3.6462335216572512,5.0633090847457645,4.823333333333334,83.8340018832392,72.5593220338983,7.956308851224105,22.433145009416194,8.515128840125781,1.2609065913370996,464,11,93,8,9,153,78,118,0.129,0.8140000000000001,0.057,-0.8014,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,1,1,0,8,1,0,1,0,17,17,6,0,2,4,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,11,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,5,10,1,14,10,1,17,1,0,1,0,4,10,1,3,6,57,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.539483761316221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214058660923458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351045883201498,0.0,0.1058430036455549,0.0,0.2954920332209259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770269674999403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779235191726832,0.0,0.33342332434678595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192061996707755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834492244911652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263973412927147,0.0,0.0,0.15331813385861756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429254287145578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657491171142801,0.36111874562904106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224631588403543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572244319936153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124482662912933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432626189291372,0.10241124736654347,0.0,0.13927520649382005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,heaphonesnbikes,2019/02/11,"Better to have loved and lost than never loved at all? Hahahaha I'll laugh all the way to my grave. If you ever had Loved someone truly, deeply, passionately than you'd know losing that world you built together would leave you broken and shattered. Hopeless. I'm a grown ass man I just wish Disney fairy tales were true, knight in shining armor rescuing the damsel in distress and being in love happily ever after. Don't ever drop your guard and get lazy, do everything you can to keep a good thing going. Realize that nothing lasts forever and to keep everyone at arm's distance. 

Love doesn't last.",5.681261061946902,7.132913619469028,5.895741150442479,77.95122234513276,67.6725663716814,8.835840707964602,28.28429203539823,9.188382445141503,2.433514159292036,481,16,84,9,8,153,84,113,0.177,0.518,0.305,0.9709,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,6,0,3,4,15,0,1,4,0,10,8,2,0,7,21,23,6,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,3,2,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,1,8,10,12,17,2,17,0,4,1,7,12,6,1,1,7,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991116684542015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986078648090295,0.0,0.1403585000045963,0.13201414138572762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674331178082162,0.0,0.08348026441378982,0.12320331844867265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611229488195436,0.0,0.0,0.08072621817326847,0.2394678803096017,0.0,0.1555339822867328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433094394912892,0.16034642762814805,0.0,0.6628641807000463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328966311747375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094372185618215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445836528233906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758636176697194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659345646303602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891481885562884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434555697599072,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,badeulicious,2019/02/11,"Every morning right after waking up That’s when this feeling of loneliness is the most intense. I’ll just abruptly wake up way before i need to, stare at nothing, and wish to be dead. I’ll lay there for what feels like hours thinking about why i am the way i am, why my life is so empty and if this kind of life is even worth living. 
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lonely,ShiOwl,2019/02/11,"I just want someone to care I feel like I've lost all my friends and no one ever texts me or calls me. 

Could anyone just talk to me?",-1.6660000000000004,0.2457187333333373,0.3150000000000013,106.1625,95.0,3.0,14.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.6993333333333331,102,2,27,0,4,33,24,30,0.126,0.59,0.284,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,5,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,6,3,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331902820382749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34053980585346283,0.0,0.3400244964134745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662718452700815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016689736072841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686271344485058,0.2382517798225988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25766052995358113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629307845800191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36405359638866575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22598757958827734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825726531729473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26805389451943595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670637363709267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dannyp97123,2019/02/11,"Very fed up of looking for someone, someone can find me for a change next time. Been on dating apps and and constantly trying to meet new people and trying to start something up, but I constantly end up nowhere, and after being led on for the past 2 months, I'm just done with it. 

If anyone wants to date me, I'm right here.",7.625,5.393748469696972,7.471818181818183,80.67772727272728,64.3030303030303,10.012121212121212,32.60606060606061,7.793537801064563,2.1394606060606063,253,7,53,2,3,81,49,66,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,11,10,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,14,6,0,19,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,12,32,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027018912345658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273464658294855,0.0,0.0,0.4644830952368472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992772110179973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034662361095694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642400371747384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047041791083696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715392488714454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207561583239504,0.2285594059497085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515607669948605,0.14899165350166615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835321125785169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641853825319025,0.16544834991231933,0.0,0.0,0.152114525828246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531584951388133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918197993318164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773233990557595,0.12675958753454192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fuckminsterfullerene,2019/02/11,"Lying in bed awake again If I don't fall asleep within twenty minutes these thoughts start to creep into my head again... Why is it so hard for me to find companionship? I'm not physically unattractive by any accounts... My friends have told me I am attractive, and I believe them to an extent. I'm a young student in a large city, I ought to be living it up. All factors considered, I always end up chalking it up to a shitty personality, however irrational that is. My self-esteem is terribly low.

All around me I see happy relationships. Why has this evaded me for so long? I suppose  it'd be nice to feel loved for once.",3.509999999999998,5.2934131147541015,5.030295081967214,80.72740983606558,73.59016393442623,7.830819672131147,27.77377049180328,8.548686976883017,2.0927088524590167,488,19,94,9,10,164,86,122,0.129,0.7240000000000001,0.146,0.4939,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,11,3,2,0,2,11,19,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,3,15,5,18,13,3,16,0,1,1,1,7,9,0,1,6,63,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101878878915548,0.0,0.0,0.14794126496123894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366536781860003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24510402864354955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192684473573046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999967154791764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988364964685028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807836863533598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23158571484608376,0.194881811760798,0.0,0.22326876866749554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921003823052877,0.1925246501456204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634710972184144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23168334432757226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995601813843085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335669760921283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733589550324857,0.0,0.2269517965247981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539828066083012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271017161092153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787807369294486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926095566413972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,donutpoetry,2019/02/11,"yeet my heart is sad does anyone wanna be friends or......just talk about anything? 





please <3",0.9202941176470568,2.486255,-0.05014705882352821,102.99183823529414,116.64705882352942,1.7000000000000002,16.014705882352942,3.1291,-1.3314588235294122,73,2,14,0,4,20,17,17,0.14400000000000002,0.605,0.251,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907370610373607,0.0,0.34216801062382085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363869423585202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32124608525383297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927250582743213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564235897327314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33420432794625576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bdt1991,2019/03/28,LIFE Life is crazy I feel I have everything I ever wanted house car career but I feel I have no one to really talk to I have friends family but idk. I feel something is missing ..,-0.035675675675676644,2.290084891891894,2.6041081081081106,89.57264864864867,91.97297297297294,6.203243243243244,18.210810810810813,7.554174236665415,0.7703881081081088,139,4,29,3,5,48,23,37,0.228,0.6659999999999999,0.106,-0.4118,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,7,10,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,7,1,2,10,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,19,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703400596860819,0.0,0.0,0.2686001507676425,0.0,0.281742861845897,0.0,0.4533446285150348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309019791245669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448495183184295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42219368389029616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025183267064788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914602580222489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23008050106069694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24021597241819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627803135933878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Neonablaze,2019/03/28,"Been alone for 20 years now, cheers Just need to get this off my chest as I have no where else to air this. This is my first post so idk, how to best express this, but I'll try my best. The short version of my backstory (for context): I come from a really tiny place (a whole community of about 150-200 people. But in my village we're only around 40) where there weren't many people my age when I grew up. The few that were there pushed me out from their friend circle, but used me as ""backup friend"" when there were drama in the group. I pretty much grew up without any good friends. I met a couple others from a different school the last year of elementary, and we ended up in the same class in High School, which was pretty cool. We weren't best friends or super close, but we hung out a lot around the school (not so much in our spare time as they lived too far away). We all split after high school except for me and one other who ended up in the same class in college, which again is pretty cool. Which is where we are now.

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I guess the ting is, I haven't managed to find any new friends here. Growing up with little to no friends has left me very shy and I feel a lot of presentation anxiety every time I try to talk to people. I'm not good with words either which doesn't help. My friend has gotten a lot of new friends, and no hate, I'm really happy for said friend, but I feel like I'm pushed more and more to the side. I feel pretty shitty for complaining, because of course meeting new people is exciting and I don't at all expect her to be with me and only me. But everyone seems so close with each other here and it makes me wonder what it's like to be close with anyone. A couple days ago was my 20th birthday and I really wanted to celebrate it because 20 is kind of a big deal, and I haven't celebrated since I was 14, so I thought I'd ask my friend if she wanted to go out that day (My bday was in the weekend and I asked about a week before) try to find a party somewhere, have some drinks and just have fun. Nothing too big. And she was down for that and we were talking about it for days. The day before my bday I ask her if when she wants to look for places to stay at that night and she says she no longer can because it's too expensive to head out. I feel super selfish for thinking this, but I guess this is where I feel left out as her roomie celebrated her bday a couple of days before me and she went out with her. I mean, of course it's okay to not do anything if she can't afford it, but we didn't have to go out either, would've been fun to just hang out at campus too, watch a movie maybe, play instruments, anything. I didn't say anything cuz I don't want her to feel forced to hang out with me, I just didn't wanna spend the day alone, but I ended up crying myself to sleep that night. Felt especially bad when my parents called to wish me a happy birthday and asked if I had fun and what I were doing that day, and I had to lie and tell them I wasn't going to spend it alone and that I had a great time. 

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Idk, what I expected from writing this, but it was good to just get it off my chest. Even if it just ends up drowning in the other posts. 

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Tl;dr: Didn't wanna celebrate my 20th birthday alone, asked my only friend to hang out that day, said friend cancelled on me and I spent it alone anyways",4.663298754466915,4.3453295490753945,5.1127203969052495,88.94639940325433,69.29871977240397,7.99651667071436,24.96995455018561,7.11905507035037,0.7801470978038371,2615,55,597,20,41,835,269,703,0.12300000000000001,0.696,0.18100000000000002,0.9962,3,5,1,0,0,0,82.0,8,0,3,6,40,39,1,0,28,3,47,5,4,4,2,122,91,52,1,15,29,1,7,2,12,0,0,4,0,0,39,53,1,0,14,4,4,13,21,4,0,2,30,15,84,35,104,59,21,109,0,0,2,0,59,56,0,14,39,403,123,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042290453570471606,0.0,0.0,0.24705661068309506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507549130767367,0.17391210748214728,0.06488644363532363,0.0,0.03649665347931313,0.0,0.0,0.03335869282216203,0.0,0.11777938649352522,0.08494085119772503,0.223003701926016,0.0,0.044823437944216685,0.0,0.03983436630123845,0.08724745417082391,0.0,0.1217885298900861,0.0,0.1502004831407413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871542106252859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04109640238389131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836469562808192,0.05240523337991705,0.2461428122003651,0.0491850742483186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049844929935599816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04673588746455203,0.0,0.0,0.03985409139754845,0.0,0.1690212698556441,0.0,0.0,0.03151082570440827,0.0,0.04019622832156044,0.04558724340781775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447362402167126,0.03408275794327886,0.04580736752937578,0.0,0.08720888741980841,0.0405805828485221,0.0,0.0,0.4423109777639639,0.0,0.04985114594356306,0.0,0.08134103314275518,0.1200461603662037,0.0,0.05259847486771859,0.10511195380024532,0.0,0.0,0.10157256284812494,0.0,0.0471019847177979,0.04896239185688736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031977810507009666,0.10081269588093557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04968076382298442,0.0,0.03888856231603536,0.0,0.0,0.1036702292078127,0.0,0.0,0.0466156475010104,0.04781616428727094,0.04212722742380892,0.0,0.04006288452614372,0.0,0.0,0.12167945361778945,0.0,0.0,0.031845603612876465,0.048368641362800086,0.04792931384563776,0.05196823169002925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014205401225736,0.035375036514021525,0.0,0.13823067244454718,0.0,0.08954185485658135,0.0,0.045777318472704775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03232832081686781,0.10885274073553317,0.0,0.0,0.05297432627207963,0.0,0.0,0.13229947553056642,0.0,0.09968985987119963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138256336962464,0.1941456220769399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168931146652916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076287404662364,0.07587897401333529,0.0,0.1931330402169714,0.0,0.04343176664980041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039464728004979306,0.0,0.047742668762624785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085060883519135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669211125693817,0.041699082263327664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03056949745315037,0.0,0.03787499322253085,0.08345713053400244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971722379081189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04120457947546866,0.0,0.0393642733384927,0.11255816386455016,0.0,0.038268651925242064,0.0,0.0,0.04422599277322015,0.0,0.05326451768681518,0.05486209215763088,0.045989016268515384,0.05173752348645679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03389054673734069,0.0,0.17391210748214728,0.06144505187488064
lonely,mathboi69,2019/03/28,"Why does this keep happening? For the past two years I’ve been very very lonely. I had this great friend group and we were all really close until they suddenly stopped inviting me and later even talking to me. When we did go out I found that they had new inside jokes, interests... and I could never fit in with them anymore. It got so bad that I stopped wanting to hang with them but I was forced to because I couldn’t stand being alone. But, one day I cut all of them out, and they didn’t care, we stopped being friends just like that. I tried making new friends, and every time I do, I either end up losing them, or they stop being friends with me and start being friends with my old friends. 
This happened so many times i don’t know what to think of it anymore. 
I don’t know why this happens. It got to the point where I no longer have anyone to talk to. And I’m so emotionally and mentally drained all the time that I can’t even think while talking to people. And that makes it even harder to make new friends. I don’t know what to do anymore. Is it my fault that this happens? Will it get better? Am I doing this all wrong? I don’t know anything anymore.",2.500316455696204,4.179784210970468,3.02221729957806,94.50092088607596,76.08860759493672,5.7526582278481015,23.66434599156118,6.2581,0.3690204219409279,906,28,200,6,20,281,121,237,0.151,0.6809999999999999,0.168,0.8546,0,3,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,0,8,2,9,19,1,0,3,0,25,0,0,3,5,47,48,18,0,3,5,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,20,19,0,5,7,1,0,2,9,6,0,2,10,0,33,13,22,31,5,33,0,2,0,0,22,8,0,1,23,134,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924776745731818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418362039707915,0.060253171356975575,0.0,0.07091186690623938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719496687547212,0.052529394508348884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621175862637433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785766743318943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880099367932901,0.0,0.0,0.055573539410181394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540932914646804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693142756507284,0.07632244157375895,0.0,0.0,0.170746544916125,0.0,0.07260327153329163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944826881806253,0.4660316351635893,0.0,0.04502109322586503,0.0,0.048973293952012144,0.0,0.13783856668470826,0.09500446963601432,0.0,0.0,0.30480496953480546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659325841835331,0.0,0.0,0.1894305841024954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042099080616983114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640395463461096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256059357741393,0.08736445555206876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684068347285767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646083373760837,0.2496751427879079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042257613723,0.0,0.05839209180786392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226052230588031,0.059740522598395476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145999490735525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520371981048378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060992686866750676,0.0,0.0,0.2881731929218008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077843523093289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104305362419726,0.0,0.0,0.15074202139257625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058504845428964426,0.0,0.08417711108727606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220115395116995,0.050826229696054125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555128931377174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421509377504077,0.0,0.05549167138221645
lonely,TuzerX,2019/03/28,"I am the biggest Waste of genetic potensial. I would say i al pretty Lucky geneticly (no braging just realistic) in many ways. But i have seem to wasted it all through bad dessisions. I have closed more doors than i have opened, witch has not Been my intensions. I Get these moments Sometimes Where i Get this general overview of everything and i see things like im in another state of mind. I got this now, and rather than just break down and cry (as usual) i just laugh Cuz i am the biggest waste of potensial. Is this normal? To laugh over HOW depressing your life is? 
*Sry if not clear sentences",1.6938550724637658,4.421810095652177,2.380869565217392,91.648115942029,87.17391304347824,5.849275362318841,24.18840579710145,7.3011,1.2513884057971012,471,19,93,8,15,146,80,115,0.18899999999999997,0.688,0.12300000000000001,-0.7574,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,2,2,23,15,8,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,14,4,14,12,2,15,0,1,1,0,2,9,0,3,4,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465081347327043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962869635426904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582308968115843,0.0,0.0,0.20247919956770075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21128010940330852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24564543069136965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880197239396093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25393318614902144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604817135581712,0.11485112920279165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383402731197517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23736981197407625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23033433494007285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23916694415573306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694979723261265,0.0,0.0,0.18733307963191365,0.21401343584870744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325060332597363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561806710551825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589139808061628,0.0,0.0,0.1866002988667953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699832655973285,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,betteroffsed,2019/03/28,"So here goes... I’m 36 have depression and social anxiety and I’m also physically disabled. I live with my partner and her son which is great but I don’t have any friends even online friends, I think I’m quite standoffish and afraid of saying the wrong thing. I just find it very hard to make friends and in the past have neglected friendships not wanting to be over bearing. I feel like I just have to come to terms with not understanding people, it’s very lonely not having people to just chat shit with or a person even to send a text to ask how they are or whatever. There’s no real aim to what I’ve written just needed somewhere to vent.thanks.",4.649689922480622,5.745531643410852,5.0015503875969,84.73317829457369,69.7751937984496,7.903875968992247,28.286821705426355,8.167268648758528,1.7703705426356589,518,18,103,7,9,164,86,129,0.175,0.6779999999999999,0.147,-0.4988,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,11,11,1,1,4,0,9,1,1,2,0,29,21,11,0,2,10,1,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,5,9,0,1,4,1,0,2,5,6,0,0,1,3,9,5,15,19,1,6,0,3,0,0,13,2,1,2,3,65,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007550915898068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191149089121168,0.0,0.13399703578202715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375109593783646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088496001059953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508651810554764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313832550060029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856623512193096,0.12513444659424314,0.0,0.0,0.1600932043636069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059848935726088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311468441687896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690908998647346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855744019069555,0.0,0.1546696220711126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692076067285415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298790322309044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721018354115152,0.2428679874260402,0.15294308727045042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630438106255992,0.0,0.1993705988310564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929438217851298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979937748188635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855371510871426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612639331730225,0.0,0.0,0.11636862090729308,0.1122355518538208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234789413921945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28905093701598056,0.10331399507263303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915101275906345,0.0,0.0
lonely,sezzag,2019/03/28,"I just need to get this off my chest.  For the last couple years, I have been so lonely. Most of the time, I enjoy solitude, don't get me wrong. But, sometimes whenever I see people hanging out with their friends and laughing and seeming like they care about each other so much I just feel so overwhelmingly sad. I feel like no one could ever care about me enough to be my friend. There are so many people better than me out there, I don't think anyone would care enough about me. 

I've cut out the few ""friends"" that I've had because they were really, really toxic people. I always felt worse about myself any time I hung out with them. So, right now, I feel so lonely especially while I'm at school. Whenever I'm not in class, or sitting by myself in the lunch room, I'm hiding in the bathroom. 

I feel so pathetic. I feel like I'm never going to be able to have a friend. 

(If anyone took time out of their day to read this, thank you.)",3.3528721804511257,4.486300768421053,4.173383458646619,89.31368421052632,72.89473684210526,6.9022556390977465,21.46616541353384,7.1686216300943375,0.4461428571428572,726,15,156,7,14,233,109,190,0.12300000000000001,0.6829999999999999,0.195,0.9371,0,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,5,1,17,20,1,1,6,0,12,2,1,0,2,30,34,13,0,4,6,0,6,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,4,10,1,0,8,1,0,3,5,6,0,1,5,7,26,14,26,25,6,26,0,4,1,0,10,12,0,4,13,103,30,3,0.12112485914908368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007855859221974,0.0,0.0,0.08236905776977982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693866356205823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383658989698477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712509481009183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704845993535508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967083440110518,0.13402235281682007,0.0,0.07811551374157392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503087164335677,0.0,0.0,0.10956436962940193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062218409029127,0.1730632471559932,0.11629885969754833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743230628615114,0.0,0.12656547932239254,0.0,0.06883804877789873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873292652610094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752646378184886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280159587878366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890407082794934,0.0898125482915281,0.093418958486482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207733929541255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25191817887572643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115763725617534,0.0,0.15519137270036146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343996789833093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258482400647895,0.09652083065344023,0.1102675226377635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979558285307257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115154966664244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761191893528012,0.0,0.0,0.2118866382904364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345741752761828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343657945913207,0.0860436246975247,0.13243101898058232,0.0,0.0780004380575098
lonely,shadetree1975,2019/03/28,"Spiritual Exhaustion Id really love to make some friends but ive been trying for the past 2 years pretty hardcore without much luck. I find people to talk to online but i know i need to get back out in the world. Ive got an anxiety disorder and im going to therapy for that but that will be a years long process i know to make any progress. Im doing all i can but Ive been alone and isolated so long i am severely out of the loop with the world.

 I joined a discord server recently i got invited to from reddit here for older people. Im 43. The people there are nice but i really have nothing in common with anybody but im just sticking it out right now because i litterally have no other social outlet. Im married so i have my wife and kids and people in the house but its been this way so long and i keep talking about this and nothing changes and i know i need to make changes but right now i just feel so exhausted from being alone all the time that i dont have the energy to make them. 

But then Ill get lonely and it makes it really feel impossible to just exist and rest until i do have the energy to go try it again. Spiritual Mental and sometimes even physical exhaustion from this. 

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Anyway thanks for listening. ",0.8951113671274982,3.3555799166666698,3.1263543266769105,87.12688940092168,87.13492063492062,6.58494623655914,21.22427035330261,7.831003766801068,1.2388170506912446,977,33,197,21,31,332,129,252,0.18,0.745,0.076,-0.9774,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,16,9,0,0,12,0,20,5,0,5,2,46,42,25,0,2,13,1,2,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,12,15,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,5,3,22,5,30,34,5,29,0,1,0,1,9,10,0,2,16,134,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918852164823462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037070093099944,0.1125624686478531,0.06299542668231048,0.0,0.07086602777391666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123110591818738,0.0,0.05646983966148825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599249441143715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061684940778766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856830579466173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061184980995952674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367874806113928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466731671066112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157008256637383,0.0,0.09679661985996968,0.0,0.10529396285828174,0.0,0.14817840244889374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688911629340953,0.0,0.0,0.5003120558831002,0.0,0.0,0.0823388326196661,0.0,0.0,0.15273041139208934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459389370361985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360730157340845,0.0,0.3091751181223256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335495902255099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809787026870362,0.13737633898554066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777283191955706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884312211964491,0.25688761608616884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424377124115768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803433119262088,0.0,0.09146654044494257,0.0,0.0,0.15822069816490195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465193021779297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443039139024992,0.0,0.0,0.0916190382750029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489140720656773,0.0,0.0852864714541939,0.1059369526238233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401659939137807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578706728739028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352987655552799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929747232926442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125624686478531,0.11930865812678315
lonely,Blackflame6667,2019/03/28,"I Need Friends Does anyone like supernatural, fanfiction, Lucifer and pee desperation watersports being done to fictional chacters. I would like a long term reddit friend to talk about this stiff with in PMs ",7.925196078431373,11.160745441176472,6.877058823529412,65.94343137254904,65.17647058823529,10.415686274509804,34.86274509803922,10.504223727775694,4.6090509803921575,171,8,24,5,3,52,31,34,0.07400000000000001,0.645,0.28,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,5,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452592502395633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30695206760083743,0.3589488261042156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419919547279549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427268213559635,0.0,0.0,0.3104111859037971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26008378022720696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28192725965673443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491695381267145,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,idontknow282,2019/03/28,"18yo lonely extrovert I'm 18 and I only have one somewhat real friend Irl. I  have been homeschooled my entire life.  Up until I was 13, I used to hang out with friends everyday  after that they left me. I've been in my house most of the time. When I was 16 (which was the best year of my life) I started to go out again and I was genuinely happy, I'm pretty much a completely different person when I'm out with people. 
But we all faded away because they were pretty much fake friends. Ever since then I've slowly become very lonely again. It's getting so bad now that  I actually cry at night wishing that I had someone I could talk to about anything and a group to hang out with. And if you ask anyone I've lived with (including my mom) they would say I'm normally person who had no emotion and shows no emotion, which I am. I guess I've just been putting it aside but it's getting so bad lately that when I go outside and see people together (especially couples) I get very sad, for instance when I go to the gym and I see couples working out together. I have a few people I talk to online, since I was 13 and they're probably the reason why I haven't gone extremely insane. But it's gotten to the point where it's really bad and I feel really sad every night. I love being around people and meeting new people, I get energy from being around people.  I can't play a solo video game because I get too sad because I'm alone and not talking to anyone. I watch a lot of live streams because they help me with interacting with people, and making it seem more personal than a video or movie. There were some girls that were interested in me at 16, but I want a real relationship not a fun and games one.

 I went to NYC a year ago with my mom and that was the most fun I've ever had in my life, seeing all the people around and going outside and doing stuff everyday. I got my driver's license at 18 and every day I go and do something so I can get out of the house and see people, like go to the grocery store or getting something to eat (to go because I get too sad eating alone, same thing with going to see a movie)

 I know I will get better when I get a job and maybe meet new people there.

But right now it just keeps getting worse. I met up with some some people threw the one friend I have and went to a concert (I have never been to a concert) and that was the most fun thing I've done in a long long time but we all live far away, so we all can't really Hangout

 I meet new people but getting an actual friend or GF and keeping them is very hard, because they either seemed very fake or our interests are just too different 

Thank you if you read all of this I've never done anything like this before.",3.1852067301421703,4.2251605044563325,4.596252336854921,86.48051910786491,73.18894830659536,7.255701926003217,24.37811399504369,7.590005382236693,1.062571462110343,2117,60,446,25,41,706,229,561,0.126,0.769,0.105,-0.945,3,6,2,0,0,0,43.0,4,3,6,3,28,29,0,0,26,0,38,6,0,3,9,98,90,47,0,7,19,2,2,2,6,2,3,3,0,4,22,44,2,2,5,11,1,15,9,11,0,3,26,11,62,18,55,59,20,74,0,6,6,1,42,25,0,17,36,293,84,3,0.0,0.0,0.10102897265500012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045885925598334834,0.0,0.0,0.10722439982811333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238959943263447,0.0,0.08519521088691494,0.13824359574992054,0.04839262959277026,0.0,0.09726852114000484,0.0,0.12966307622898313,0.18933020824926133,0.057169598607415065,0.04404760372972237,0.0,0.05432343560897828,0.045781313703259205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427388005879539,0.0,0.0,0.04132957868314137,0.11455241908411737,0.05686064907833596,0.03338368891093245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816534481796714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594569506804666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059355966498677,0.0,0.11645573263351057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364753955356044,0.08722730481115684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026173583670602414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999648354758476,0.0,0.32453650135668993,0.0,0.2353507410309876,0.0,0.04140063669660822,0.0,0.0570242085904386,0.0,0.0,0.05510405621347506,0.04637064215030738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034696516822104465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945809638516565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136807694786788,0.09202097037010078,0.0,0.0,0.02844830362170238,0.0,0.0583923811842456,0.0,0.05624205964432463,0.0,0.1096879604819499,0.050578841141658455,0.0,0.13712646661581807,0.09161954701009734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04400815380432484,0.04671929863487721,0.0,0.03455306989270053,0.0,0.05200419346260627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125143695019686,0.0,0.0,0.0761054280573641,0.0,0.07984763330913712,0.14998284046844645,0.0,0.09715457137482217,0.05071802000236808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523048100559916,0.0393690801025366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306421458056681,0.13559576127411108,0.0,0.0,0.04893399192377287,0.0,0.0,0.10532579835092024,0.055810666785510527,0.0,0.0,0.052037415411166535,0.0,0.0,0.05177830468765299,0.1178382042045414,0.09948460158046936,0.053222318168219734,0.0,0.05557548223017983,0.0,0.04420642640460399,0.0,0.041165046270453816,0.0,0.0,0.20624721195710075,0.09424854286682256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563992202057656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043859720471646726,0.07970136889295774,0.0,0.0,0.03663903551603704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592577350318276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481854227163725,0.0,0.047657609495803936,0.0,0.0,0.06877979699049995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036835517267699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04470773208831642,0.0,0.17084386334449506,0.030531923262346862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597204298236343,0.0467092262005316,0.0,0.05952638636800427,0.0,0.0,0.0376850243864451,0.0,0.052752240515575616,0.0367718710674297,0.0,0.0,0.06666901961735462
lonely,cocoatoo,2019/03/28,"Hey 23 f Looking for someone to talk to, if anyone is up to it message me:)",2.5852941176470594,1.827688705882352,5.616470588235295,85.07411764705884,73.70588235294119,6.8000000000000025,34.64705882352941,3.1291,1.7556352941176472,56,3,13,0,1,21,15,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43718231264179136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250440897553548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297637831374091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502544190496802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ChazTKDkilla,2019/03/28,"Homesless, Alone, Scared I just got kicked out of home and have ended up alone. I don’t even know where to go from here or what to do. I feel so ultimately alone and turned to some bad things I have nothing and now I have no one ",0.4836734693877531,2.419547571428573,1.7177142857142869,100.20228571428574,83.48979591836735,5.552653061224492,15.922448979591836,6.742157984588678,-0.6556236734693877,177,3,45,2,5,56,36,49,0.28300000000000003,0.7170000000000001,0.0,-0.9118,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,10,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,1,5,0,7,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7302197555430459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622925789003406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20815517749539966,0.0,0.0,0.15522641672565038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188315837332492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356549508788734,0.0,0.18796444874106136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357410684196856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291591176980548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255050115310941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592535037397515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352928716270113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613475609785227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556308522662252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,srkate,2019/03/28,"No one wants me around I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I don’t know if they don’t want me around, or if they just forget about me. My boyfriend and his friends will be at his apartment hanging with my roommates and their friends, even though all these people know me no one asks me to come hang out. So I sit in my room alone and wonder what’s wrong with me. I don’t think I’m ever mean to anyone. I’m definitely an introvert but when they ask me to hang out I always do, even if I don’t want to because I don’t want to send a message that I never say yes to hang or anything like that . I’m not always loud and talking but I listen to conversations and laugh and act like me. My depression has gotten so bad from being so isolated. I don’t want to ask anyone if I can hang because I feel like that’s annoying. I just wish someone would think of me and actually want me around for once. I feel constantly left out

TL;DR: no one ever asks me to hang out. My friends all go out together and know I’m in my dorm alone and just let me be alone. What’s wrong with me? What should I do? ",2.4177221526908643,3.201282531914895,3.8105381727158982,92.36411764705885,74.74468085106382,7.061326658322903,23.18523153942428,7.285733465282438,0.566847309136421,845,22,203,9,17,279,102,235,0.174,0.688,0.138,-0.9005,0,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,4,0,16,13,1,0,2,1,18,0,0,0,5,59,47,22,0,13,12,0,2,3,3,3,0,3,2,0,8,22,0,0,10,0,0,10,12,6,0,3,1,5,41,7,28,39,2,30,0,1,0,0,19,14,0,7,8,136,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.09670422773741093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079033422044372,0.0,0.0,0.16491303030122878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858163901673556,0.0,0.08154826144653686,0.2646516106283942,0.37056869925281305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274172793052599,0.1208170362418762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536315901843873,0.0,0.10708848676001473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853519690755095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090506562015092,0.17927754294723106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021268669649674,0.07079480726613385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296859344144569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631902181305275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178441419231804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766901417158256,0.1013332400297084,0.0,0.14524114154342618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794551757167664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642959749960318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553490783734573,0.2014517644326281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870127622289472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880579015591929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396443684472908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965029186170236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269945163487055,0.09736214899248306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35069932707391743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139564834213268,0.0,0.10746630333573334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039555685038316,0.3250405369894864,0.0,0.0
lonely,koberwhite,2019/03/28,I feel lonely but I know it gets better If anyone just wants to talk about anything at all please know you can message me. And we can just anonymously talk about anything no matter what it is. Please pm me if you see this and need a temporary best friend :),2.3252941176470614,4.587303882352941,2.7330980392156867,93.63494117647059,78.80392156862743,5.648627450980393,20.003921568627447,6.742157984588678,0.16789098039215666,202,5,42,2,5,62,38,51,0.065,0.575,0.359,0.97,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,2,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,15,10,5,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,3,4,10,2,1,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,2,0,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291697984743373,0.0,0.4070114679316553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595246967537808,0.21871557685251344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504163790314732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910623387734039,0.0,0.12920334805157227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718177629163633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833688300859759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5429193539076613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970650218986989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975386064247356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586316268738858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,imsuchadisaster,2019/10/09,Anyone want to be my therapist for the night? I’m in a bad place mentally and just need to talk to someone who had advice for me.,2.5596428571428578,3.295281392857145,4.620000000000001,86.875,74.35714285714286,8.457142857142857,24.714285714285715,8.841846274778883,1.551514285714286,101,3,23,2,2,35,25,28,0.122,0.833,0.045,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305666370486263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365356285735105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28245252061049525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409101162378503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25083286513241315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31745606812369714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534341677107585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866264389395826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718993942523099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927731168849841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995283222181128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,aidandoesshred,2019/10/09,"Greetings from the back of the class Hi everyone, my name’s Aidan and I just joined this app about an hour ago. Today hasn’t been the best day ever and I feel like getting something off my chest. I live in a town most of you probably don’t know (or care about) and it’s one of those places where everyone kind of knows everyone else. Except for me. I wasn’t born here and didn’t move to this town until 6th grade (I’m in 12th now). And sure that’s enough time to meet people and make good friends, but I’ve never really connected with anyone here. Everyone here is the same. They either blast rap music and are constantly high or like radio country and drive big trucks. Me, I play guitar and listen to punk/metal. And I get picked on for it. I just wish I could find someone who shares my interests, or even someone who cares at all. I’ve spent most of my time here lonely and I’m tired of it. Can anyone relate?",2.3830851063829783,4.074604702127663,3.3031382978723407,92.30875,76.44680851063829,6.614893617021277,19.72872340425532,7.413659706084162,0.3199723404255321,716,15,157,9,16,228,124,188,0.037000000000000005,0.79,0.17300000000000001,0.9686,0,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,1,13,13,0,0,6,0,9,2,1,2,4,36,22,16,0,2,8,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,9,12,0,0,4,4,1,2,5,1,0,1,4,2,16,12,22,17,7,26,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,5,15,97,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110351304182128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910528050740771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050507215490789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433720428860038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278582080118725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763540056102395,0.0,0.10907826541148437,0.0,0.0,0.08810723446659485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412671347424196,0.0,0.0,0.14116279668085552,0.0,0.09023482534405483,0.12357869956611102,0.0,0.522176979481166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907810815783191,0.09759984518035714,0.0,0.0,0.12486627292148145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555063996282883,0.0,0.14275441366136907,0.0,0.0,0.11458860113117013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434429758543135,0.0,0.0,0.1345410983040418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226650512363714,0.15016323474985324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348919669741444,0.0,0.12063609644747827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119349987651716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520319221247732,0.0,0.0,0.10536813604303284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925758153702884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471364047706167,0.0,0.1427366134171558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729718807670936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752091618406829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315117832271192,0.10517512332288648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876074091286546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593259761601691,0.15702216285425286,0.1294977817829546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571038268019967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kristinalagemann,2019/10/09,"Being lonely is hard... First of all I’m F16. I don’t really know how to start but I just needed to tell someone how I felt.
I recently lost my best friend which is a whole other story. She was the one I’d always talk to about these things so now you have to listen to me:

Everyone tells you it’s totally ok to be single. And that’s true but I just don’t want to be...
Im so fucking jealous of my friends who have a bf. Someone they can always talk to. Someone how cares for them. Someone how loves them for how they are.
I want that so bad and I know with whom I’d want that but I’m just to fucking shy to do anything bc I don’t think anyone could truly love me or even be interested in me... I’m so scared of never finding anyone. It happend to so many people around me that I just always thought it’s going to happen to me eventually but what if it doesn’t? Who would ever love me? I know it’s  weird but still... 

Sorry if you read till here. I just needed to let my feelings out. Thank you though, for listening to the problems of a stupid teenage girl🙃",-0.8750806451612902,1.2458301535087737,1.5625976230899852,96.95931239388796,93.9561403508772,4.170005659309564,16.565365025466892,5.843745405466311,-0.5672446519524614,817,21,189,7,31,276,122,228,0.13,0.655,0.215,0.977,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,4,3,23,21,4,1,5,1,19,5,0,5,5,44,47,22,0,10,13,0,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,17,5,0,0,8,1,0,1,5,10,0,2,4,5,29,11,28,36,5,12,0,2,0,5,24,3,2,3,8,137,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864053728804027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045033322298066,0.0,0.09441687813543227,0.1021382039126563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579867803623582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204069840639052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697966844210815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160631808505226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578118410330277,0.1037841005106264,0.0,0.10963391812886128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801330929446324,0.0,0.11016330021290588,0.0,0.10486543283567712,0.09759327314082304,0.0,0.0,0.17728748182857906,0.21214075383897416,0.0,0.0,0.06520637135490487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145951206479133,0.0,0.1027797507251608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393315940880045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891655637621709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732399937460344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524647326855226,0.0,0.3106576259295039,0.0,0.0,0.11632297262931438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014864541331856,0.0884904701222987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777471988374765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954259121929068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978560806529336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476574405673012,0.0,0.07350198370691027,0.0,0.1132866698317499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486944554338142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388857339722754,0.0,0.0,0.1284360978295406,0.0812098078120671,0.0,0.09162727581054203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844388038876416,0.20056636151517448,0.10563229226497388,0.0,0.0,0.07622463332183864,0.07351735991223328,0.11272625551255652,0.09108653201386664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302048774040632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809718979955134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150423558417606,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Thatloser36,2019/10/09,"Feeling lonely after helping two friends to start dating More of a rant..

Its strange because it felt strange being a third wheel and though she said I did great because where she lacked I kept the conversation going.. Its strange seeing two people you know so well get along and well look like a couple. They clicked. We joked about many things and one thing lead to the other and she mentioned makeup (she doenst wear it but she knows a lot) so I played silly about not knowing the difference between eyeliner and mascara. 

This gives them more to talk because the conversations moved on. Hes a great friend and so is she. But them clicking so well..hurt? I want that. And I guess it hurt to see it happen. They entered some place in a mall and I excused myself to get coffee. I knew they were going to kiss so I left for a bit. They started dating. It makes me anxious. Because I want someone to take interest in me not because I need to be in one to survive. But the comfort of having someone to hold.",1.8906688963210705,4.5303490769230805,2.4816499442586424,92.3711036789298,83.87179487179488,4.4169453734671125,23.862876254180602,5.7926816847441245,0.4684113712374578,790,30,153,5,23,244,116,195,0.062,0.725,0.213,0.9833,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,6,2,11,15,0,0,12,0,7,2,1,2,0,32,32,17,0,4,5,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,2,6,3,0,5,2,2,2,5,6,8,28,13,22,24,6,17,0,2,5,1,25,7,0,3,6,112,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530902660191094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650615435883693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076073617914427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252618264986085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513694916564705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056066136123357,0.0,0.11500054728418045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507213743159326,0.0,0.12515255460984195,0.11489686008817135,0.13613913849235007,0.0,0.0,0.26409958582412674,0.1319431006964746,0.0,0.10591457765051583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028109685407284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564382435879869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197471783415414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013335778714366,0.0,0.0,0.0585148772321919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005788783504066,0.0,0.0,0.10182644200420482,0.0,0.0,0.07994918812410029,0.12143068960570885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729939465131326,0.0,0.08880991811418723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623221235900182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303528947427656,0.0,0.12513694916564705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393123804542155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908866239675319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296599138352733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955142638576695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005414290369536,0.09626873626028834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591432815031167,0.0,0.11767604140568083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340009923658763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412900494382778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230700467792937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CometeT3561,2019/10/09,hey someone wants to talk ? felling really lonely since 2/3 weeks and go nobody to talk,3.17625,6.225134125000004,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,82.75,5.7,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.8407249999999995,70,2,12,1,2,21,14,16,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.4201,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23781418083324324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680691116783393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461452946819435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545504365050242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6726668291610637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468120317137204,0.0,0.33565450637521976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Streta,2019/10/09,"I have reached a dead end in life Ok before I start anything I would like to say I am not feeling suicidal I just need somewhere to fucking spill the shits because I really just need to sit down and get this off my chest, and hopefully get some advice from someone who was at one point in my current situation. This is going to be a long one so please sit tight and get ready for cringe, quality banter, and some feels. I just need some sort of guidance.....

 

I would consider myself a generally above average looking guy, I have had a handful of girlfriends and have gotten laid on multiple occasions. I have the ability to have women gravitate towards me with just my looks alone as this has happened to me on multiple occasions during my time in university. I was in an face to face livestream with an IG model that was smoking hot and she called me ""pretty handsome"" and repetitively called me ""cool"" and wanted to meet me in real life.

 

So you've gotten some lays and got some looks, why the fuck are you on this sub kid?

 

Let me begin....

 

I don't know why but whenever I approach a girl that I am interested in I fucking fold almost every attempt. I begin to sweat profusely, I stutter, my legs begin to shake vigorously, and my voice strength shrinks. Every approach just fucking crumbles within minutes because I come off as too strong, autistic, creepy, or just downright become socially stunted to the point where it's impossible for me to rebound. I have social interactions with fems in my classes and university clubs and I have female friends who i frequently talk to outside of classes so I have casual socialization skills but whenever it comes to the point where I approach a hot ass grill I fold heavily.

 

Yet, there are times where my confidence shines when I least expect it to, for example; this morning when I was done parking my car I had to stand still in the parking garage lobby because it was pouring rain outside and I forgot my fucking umbrella so I was standing there just waiting for the rain to lighten up to the point where I can begin going to class. A pretty cute girl that was wayyy thicc approached me as she was unfolding her umbrella and exclaimed to me "" Hey where are you going come join me under this umbrella. "" I gave a semi confused look and looked over my shoulder just in case she was talking to someone else and looked back at her and responded "" Oh i'm going to the arts and sciences building. "" So we begin walking over to my designated building and I can barely keep my fucking shit together, at this point we go back and forth with some small talk and i'm actually not folding whatsoever. We reach my designated building and I say my farewell to her and tell her good luck in class. She gives a very sincere smile and at the same time has a dampened expression knowing that I will be leaving here. I'm pretty shook that I even made it to the building without stuttering once and we go our ways , as I begin pacing to class i'm thinking to myself that I should have snagged a number at the very least bc that was a golden opportunity. 

 

Every weekend there are very niche but nice hole in the wall clubs and pub venues that host music events or social gatherings and I attend these alone, I usually find a nice spot to sit down and smoke a weed filled blunt and just vibe to the tunes. I would love to bring a girl to these as most of the time they are free to enter and carry a romantic atmosphere but I always get left on read by female friends from class or get the usual ""i'm busy"" response. So again like almost every weekend I smoke my blunt and just self loathe about how I don't have the innate nature to go up and conversate with a hot fem without completely shitting the bed. 

 

The other day I saw a girl on IG and she was pretty cute and I saw that we had some mutual friends and went to the same uni so I hit her with a follow and she recently posted a pic of her in sweatpants and air force ones that were slightly dirty. I just woke up from a nap recently and I was feeling reckless so I commented ""scuffed af1"" just for the shits. Almost an hour later I get a snapchat from one of her mutual friends saying that I made her feel uncomfortable and that she was completely creeped out by my comment. I immediately unfollowed and deleted the comment and considered my chances with that girl annihilated. I have hit up girls in the dm's through instagram but almost every attempt ends up with me either getting left on read or unfollowed and I don't try to say creep shit like ""hey you're hot wanna fuck"" I just try to start a casual conversation and invite them to something that's going on the upcoming weekend. 

 

I really don't know what to do at this point in my life. I have highly attractive qualities about me; good looks, marketable job skills, a healthy figure, excel in university courses, I have a car, great taste in fashion, I know how to cook fire food, I know how to clean, I keep myself consistently groomed, the list can keep going on and on and I just don't know how to get out of this rut and i feel as if it's impacting my mental health. Approaching fems that I am attracted to scares the life out of me but approaching fems that I am not attracted to is as easy as dapping up one of the boi's from the gym.

 

I've tried tinder and even there I get left on read consistently or match with transgender women. The girls that do actually respond are fucking obese ( no offense to heavy ppl reading this ) or are literal NEETs. So I've concluded to completely eliminate internet dating from my life as it is non-functional and only further disconnects me from actually developing social interaction skills.

 

I look back at the former times I have had girlfriends and have had sex and they were just sheer luck.

 

I feel like I will be forever alone if I continue down this path and it breaks me to my core smoking that blunt every weekend at the pub I even begin to shed a few tears knowing I could be giving so much attention and deserved love to a fem. Yet I just get left on read, rejected, or stood up. 

 

I need some sort of guide to going up to women and begin to spit effective game. One of my friends that has women gravitate toward him on a consistent basis without him even trying tells me that his trick is just flirting with them for a little and then completely ignore them after that and they will chase after you. Whenever I try this strategy through instagram dm or with non-attractive test fems at uni, the fucking fem literally never chases back or even acknowledges my existence again.

 

I don't what what the fuck do to anymore.... I feel glad writing this all down as it makes me feel so relieved that I finally let it out. For anybody that made it this far down the lengthy read, thank you for your time.",6.2212212148422825,6.577046661327232,6.58835636145951,77.38473191785188,65.98703279938978,9.841636010775426,33.22346455020325,9.715165410769673,3.081954119475905,5387,218,1012,105,79,1745,493,1311,0.067,0.777,0.156,0.9991,4,4,3,0,0,0,101.0,6,5,6,11,61,66,17,4,66,2,80,37,14,10,2,194,186,100,2,15,41,0,15,4,7,7,7,5,2,14,56,78,4,7,22,21,1,30,14,25,0,6,34,33,158,42,173,136,17,175,0,1,11,14,95,84,16,30,57,693,214,16,0.0,0.0,0.1107501023713304,0.0,0.0,0.036967116111875815,0.0,0.0,0.15152544134086607,0.11754166102648468,0.0,0.0,0.03147765686422303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037517273875534864,0.0,0.0,0.031130932310191244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635598489367388,0.0,0.06918259648544899,0.04178035093570245,0.032190611558113355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725748218140427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977617920253024,0.15865647552086065,0.0,0.0,0.03020424042617657,0.0,0.0,0.024397271840319847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03871330591689502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03160217738906616,0.0,0.06701244420832356,0.0,0.0,0.1249320544851151,0.0,0.1912408427709128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302419994404573,0.027025816538834898,0.0,0.041441003256597934,0.034576007550299034,0.0,0.04574428260721549,0.0,0.14613712890223612,0.34973299151667675,0.1976465529526053,0.07258011923863363,0.2149970612172733,0.06346015213220857,0.030256170627048287,0.04170779648651657,0.0,0.037457726598351504,0.033453014595371734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040211605769829836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03996955628118122,0.0,0.03757380504363048,0.03725500827362152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03754051688401607,0.100875339231646,0.0,0.0,0.1455329574555006,0.0,0.0,0.04005659223276641,0.16440996939109614,0.07736763924036254,0.1336025205117476,0.07392746439697924,0.037915678237342,0.0,0.03347843014377457,0.2541419139899394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828624793534517,0.10738720848387036,0.025251871994701015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03812382266763319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0278094614078339,0.11220209919321543,0.029176889660795482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04028780030338958,0.1538078465702733,0.028771480345611826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04152606741594381,0.2145699188094231,0.0,0.03623075920948108,0.15394716509741993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22704190269671898,0.043058912824517695,0.04846983557669452,0.0,0.07470527981491693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033599125119028,0.037874509349809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03946502362275523,0.0,0.1941601662002209,0.0,0.04252259466763569,0.0,0.1928150113015126,0.06410660763357312,0.029123443609168083,0.0,0.0,0.05355265032793654,0.0,0.03021115056286485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04137996718624641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121915539766304,0.06613031427573854,0.034828854810834656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02423998759807356,0.0,0.0,0.13235414237446308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842070462447805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332897652286432,0.09364133306358023,0.022313161185590968,0.030027756467642518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035068862940200785,0.06827152578049407,0.0,0.0,0.10940054075519633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806202097889322,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hatylotto,2019/10/09,"Life is rough Man I thought college was gonna be cool, but its been three years and I’ve felt lonely and semi-depressed for almost the entire time. Now I’m set to graduate soon and I’m so ready to just get out, but I feel that the loneliness and the empty is just gonna stick around. Never really found a group of friends, occasional sex gets old after a while, and had a girlfriend last year that i broke up with bc I wasn’t even attracted to her that much. Just want to feel good for a little bit without having to smoke or drink... life is rough friends.",1.7362292490118565,3.763671286956523,2.7498814229249007,93.96798418972332,79.6086956521739,5.920948616600791,20.019762845849804,6.980632752743323,0.1967391304347829,438,11,97,5,11,139,80,115,0.10300000000000001,0.711,0.18600000000000005,0.8876,0,2,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,7,1,9,4,0,0,1,23,21,10,0,1,7,0,5,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,4,8,1,0,5,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,7,6,5,5,14,11,2,15,0,2,0,1,6,4,0,2,10,58,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103017844665672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869597414093088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22928427458581674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808874168108372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057367994716122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871431101099574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123819078171025,0.0,0.2016493469790573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302729053735213,0.3245173743815116,0.0,0.2194505287655013,0.0,0.0,0.17615237570436912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119196362799075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966825713144346,0.0,0.2104923033917661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438673023800153,0.0,0.16197813136993186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22037761329009425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134542329319464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673011487206155,0.12246265743267334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387352441663853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024489858057936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704882479378055
lonely,LifeonHardM0de,2019/10/09,"Didn't make friends growing up : can anyone relate? So a little backstory:

I was raised by neglectful parents in borderline poverty and went to the absolute worst school in my area with some of the worst people, so spent my school years with what I thought at the time was a video game addiction, now I realise I was just escaping the awful reality I was in (as I don't have an addictive personality now).

I didn't really know what *Friends* were, and didn't care because that was the only life I knew.

Fast forward 10 years (28m) and I've managed to somehow completely get my life together after escaping to university and experiencing the real world, coming back to my home town and buying an apartment and getting a great job.

The problem is; I feel **SO** lonely now. I developed good social skills and made good friends at uni (whom I've mostly lost contact with due to location) but everyone I meet now seems so closed off to making new friends as they already have a wide network of friends from school, and that makes me really self-conscious about missing out on that opportunity due to no fault of my own.

I have one really close friend I know through work and we do a lot together so I'm sure the problem isn't my social skills or personality, but I always feel like crap knowing how active most peoples social lives are around me. A lot of people I know of are doing things with their friends every night and partying every weekend and go on hikes and vacations and have a long a eventful history together. And all I can do is sit alone in my apartment most of the time feeling like shite as I've already tried hard to connect with some of these people and it's making me depressed.

It might be worth mentioning I live on an island with a population of under 65,000 so theres none of that 'join a club' or 'volunteer' available unless I want to hang out with pensioners, so would it be any different if I moved somewhere else? Would people be more open to getting to know me? My biggest fear is that this is just a ship that has sailed and I have to accept being lonely after turning my life around this far...",4.748796747967479,6.184685473170737,5.511707317073171,79.88821138211385,69.87804878048779,8.588617886178861,30.252032520325198,9.029198982220553,2.5591154471544715,1684,68,315,32,30,548,216,410,0.158,0.7440000000000001,0.098,-0.9711,3,5,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,2,5,20,29,1,1,23,1,35,6,1,6,2,76,64,33,0,6,8,1,4,2,7,3,5,0,1,2,16,32,0,1,12,4,3,7,7,13,0,1,15,5,36,16,54,42,13,55,0,6,0,0,21,29,1,13,22,217,52,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181555097890625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161697234860253,0.17392390902419674,0.0,0.06557107567096268,0.0,0.0,0.05358928730282439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551014502733608,0.0,0.0,0.14030418138383885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060595259068537424,0.0,0.048038065950804835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034572760530555,0.0,0.0,0.06788249720821192,0.0826242865450603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787359874102318,0.0,0.0,0.08233320001079106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583046425227597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327912030513173,0.07530040937535343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886761854241562,0.11953670945037813,0.11259490304385712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261853507866296,0.0,0.1235152012965445,0.0,0.0447860164145048,0.13219377971812585,0.0,0.08688146933181817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059272748060247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904663815208962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820061334128878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21654254197544687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698436646847375,0.07699911373718407,0.07898211158284674,0.13917040091603464,0.06973888449738856,0.0,0.0,0.08602365828845164,0.13399234793269085,0.0,0.07456606235508961,0.21040859763357408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835983801071212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375596968730052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610920252542827,0.0,0.07395202937158486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339949534019076,0.059933842059634986,0.0,0.0,0.08750229574063399,0.0,0.0,0.2731631681059209,0.13761687969327527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080919065798526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969597843017614,0.15145119934121584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392609626909997,0.0,0.07174002120215821,0.08220955141248844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409916548315689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427165028872969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235374409290276,0.0,0.0,0.06256141590382322,0.0919022607309042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535026083864635,0.08571590692727689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046480523848066495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305191347199988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057370106025036866,0.0,0.0,0.11195991915750117,0.0,0.0,0.1014941289359664
lonely,MrSpoonerus,2019/10/09,"Hi, just want to die, but find friends also would be nice Just would be happy to voicechat and tell what happened. English is not my native language, though, since I'm Russian, but I hope that's not a problem for you. My discord is  

**MrSpooner#5062**",1.0489893617021302,3.5581897234042583,1.2629521276595774,96.47187500000004,98.57446808510643,3.201063829787234,25.02393617021277,5.148860815047168,0.4283638297872345,195,9,37,1,8,58,38,47,0.09699999999999999,0.5660000000000001,0.336,0.9412,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,10,5,1,5,6,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333350470577626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028198691994207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666801327233674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22542723519924215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25801863790411284,0.3106034871308079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898017447902439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791924825776072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413620724593483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25502714508661395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28667075478154325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209843495652016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145419472432644,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-ImStillAlive-,2019/10/09,I can't take this much longer I lost all my friends when I needed them the most. Now I'm all alone with my suicidal thoughts. I don't wanna die but I just can't live like this,-1.1804999999999986,0.7862719500000033,0.5100000000000016,105.65500000000002,92.0,4.2,15.5,5.6839178017228535,-1.1056500000000002,138,3,37,1,5,44,29,40,0.22699999999999998,0.6629999999999999,0.109,-0.5334,0,1,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,8,2,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,8,2,2,6,4,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565236308402853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572615689593556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659550971551804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817582673743345,0.0,0.30396580032493936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757731524292191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25305232373565995,0.25524588118114266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765372043356172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588218697590973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732841283706614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,arthurceremony,2019/10/09,"Really struggling with being lonely It’s been about a year since I moved, and I’ve hardly made a good friend. If I happened to, they either leave, stop talking to me, or turn out to be crazy. I just wish I could meet people that’re genuinely nice and don’t have secret intentions.",4.241785714285712,5.395228178571434,4.830714285714286,85.36428571428574,70.78571428571428,7.742857142857144,22.92857142857143,8.07648339933343,1.0911571428571434,222,5,44,3,4,71,48,56,0.192,0.622,0.18600000000000005,0.1692,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,14,10,4,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,6,3,6,5,1,4,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648664060394032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948539448210754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274229537553692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397719871660869,0.0,0.2428920124913431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28710263738326386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565632692682031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881834540406786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879773002339077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370196579302333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242933464427087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22668875517453235,0.0,0.28345886826086064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179354977108275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949271104705197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118025351987921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460802346875365
lonely,OffTopicLee,2019/10/09,"I'm a social butterfly but... I'm lonely, it might sound cliche but I sit alone at lunch on a daily. I waste time with no one by my side and hide away from the crowd. I do talk to people but they're just peers I talk to from and time to time. I don't really have much friendships and they're all busy, I mean I'm not a priority to any of them but they're a priority to me. 
Whenever I get the chance to hang out with some people and I get recognize off the street or campus they'll say 
""Omg you're so popular"" ""you know everyone"" 
It is true I know that one kid from my chem class, I know that one kid from my AP class, I know that one kid from my freshmen class, I know that one kid from my sophomore math class. 

I like talking to people. I like getting to know people and making friends and all sorts but they really aren't my friends more like people I got to meet during the way. I don't have anyone close except for family but even then I feel as if I'm drifting apart from them. At school I don't hang out with a group of friends at lunch. I get my lunch try to see if I have anyone to talk to, if not I sneak into the building and see if any teachers would let me in and eat my lunch alone. I'm just an outcast no matter how many clubs and groups I join I feel  casted to the side. Volleyball team I got bullied, academic decatholon everyone has their groups that I try to mingle in with, community service programs, they forget my name, dance club, my absence will probably not be noticed. Many things and yet i don't have any actual friends that i can talk to. I'm in many clubs, groups programs and that's how I know many people but they don't really know me. I'm not close to anyone really and it depresses me to the point I feel as if it's worthless to try anymore. Sorry if this wasted someone's time. I just needed to let this out somewhere.",1.1020273899033306,3.020491678571432,2.791831364124601,93.42008592910852,81.1938775510204,6.065091299677768,19.754564983888294,7.1686216300943375,0.26742755102040805,1446,37,329,19,38,477,162,392,0.102,0.784,0.114,0.7798,0,4,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,7,1,8,12,0,0,13,0,21,5,0,3,3,70,50,32,0,8,22,0,3,3,4,4,0,2,0,4,14,22,5,0,12,5,0,4,12,3,0,5,2,7,52,9,50,41,5,32,0,3,2,0,31,20,0,10,9,200,66,12,0.0,0.0,0.07705364382519772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635576507729069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108667754313724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783071779601227,0.16563216267808573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418559039415028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680081975607293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079586991885268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521523853569181,0.0,0.0,0.1508994723189074,0.0,0.0,0.07443653217066143,0.0,0.11977376038479172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440174346887436,0.0,0.16501352253482546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263031714694558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471551412774659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148405437049546,0.0,0.11572771378352892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052706463712566334,0.3202124942337417,0.0,0.08601067045465745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376416243634019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804474095487214,0.058547895685139226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989656960980212,0.0,0.0,0.2675269542282259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284458472357488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464279375611141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851323165449349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20233538571027068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279222147894123,0.0,0.07991181215809558,0.12584191478895315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048985357231188,0.0669026159661288,0.0,0.0,0.08838934026966601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173255897534235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245756578930327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416902065006868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082612512021152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267483285847845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560909723528816,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RPendragon,2019/10/09,"Birthday Forgotten at work I don’t want to sound whiny. Especially since is not even my birthday yet. At my work, we have a dry erase calendar that shows the employees, holidays and other employees’ birthdays. My is at the end of this month and is not listed there. 

I want to assume good intentions and think maybe they wanted to not put it on there because I’m shy at work and don’t like to talk about my self. Or maybe they forgot on accident",3.6957142857142853,5.3650663636363705,4.599220779220778,84.47954545454547,72.86363636363636,8.664935064935065,26.20779220779221,9.23628265651192,2.116374675324676,352,12,71,8,7,114,58,88,0.076,0.8079999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.3818,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,2,3,5,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,16,12,5,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,2,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,9,2,12,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,4,46,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003553634186516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346425350483147,0.0,0.0,0.15172827975423453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267872756205304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122298741281256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615704080761089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336077917380544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309326370365594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396486702079453,0.0,0.0,0.19002724166401588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464070445014874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719567506823794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064854584183645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017179652132375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Buser21,2019/10/09,"Need guidance I seek guidance in almost everything in life. Can't decide anything on my own. Seek guide from family on career choice, college. Or not worse but, always search if anyone could provide suggestions on something, so I won't be wrong on any case so that I won't burden disappointment on anyone or I won't be singly responsible or something like that. I always fe nervousness when something needs to decided upon individually? More often, either case, I have f... Up during that. My question is why? And how to possibly stop this behaviour.",3.628333333333334,6.7455301414141475,4.910328282828285,74.55215909090909,80.91919191919192,7.34040404040404,26.431818181818183,8.344100000000001,2.571066666666667,440,18,68,10,12,145,69,99,0.076,0.77,0.154,0.8453,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,1,0,18,11,10,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,12,5,4,11,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,7,3,49,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205495049284985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34151374667904394,0.0,0.0,0.1395545070854454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869848105700322,0.0,0.16887599634121528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638489700493279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443568804794427,0.0,0.19346019884440366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449507424982122,0.10025859555555736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043314139137922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313511837039881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298898576851558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739579117688728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157049023206716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851763034758446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091335201487838,0.0,0.2243724291264019,0.0,0.0
lonely,JediSith22,2019/10/09,"I'm new here and need some advice Hey guys I'm new to this sub and just wanted some advice on my ""situation."" This might be a long story so I apologize in advance...

Short background

Im an only child so making friends have never been an easy task for me. So I have to make myself approachable i.e. inserting myself into convos sitting in the middle so I'll always be apart of the conversation. 
I had these 2 friends in hs who were basically my best friends, I mean we were chilling everyday and hanging out until things started to change and they became...let's call it like it is fake. When I moved away for college I missed my friends and would try to hit them up either on the game or even text and just didn't get a reply.



I try to find friends and I finally have a few over the past half decade or so...but lately my friends seem to be avoiding me. We usually do football on sundays and lately it just hasn't been happening. This has always been an issue of mine where I feel like things are going great and then poof it's either no reply or cancelling... Another thing is that I put a lot of bad thoughts in my head... not on purpose but I always make smthn bigger than it usually is. 
I'm just looking for some advice honestly

TDLR: Longer story short everybody seems to grow out of our friendship or grow tired of being friends with me and I havent been able to figure out why or what I'm doing wrong.",2.3784534412955485,4.379846803508773,3.631666666666668,88.54903846153849,77.45614035087719,6.3495276653171375,23.59311740890689,7.321109707123232,0.953558704453442,1109,36,226,14,26,361,163,285,0.069,0.807,0.124,0.9401,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,3,0,2,2,12,17,0,1,11,0,26,2,1,3,1,50,47,23,0,3,13,0,1,2,7,2,1,0,0,2,15,17,0,1,7,1,0,8,6,5,0,1,9,2,28,12,34,31,8,46,0,1,1,0,20,21,0,12,18,155,43,1,0.09720779143867828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849709862595302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24265400889237865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193084502692648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913299199414571,0.0,0.0811644454791354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201357987075158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926002354152667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283295404895282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642048294567314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915118011872405,0.06944526562682689,0.0,0.1064863840417644,0.0888461603073253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.525717489718192,0.0,0.05078705892307556,0.0,0.05524542802903365,0.0,0.0,0.10717193323479307,0.0,0.09625099651149044,0.08596052893556197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976323846459292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500109569453324,0.10145967888489037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193092456323915,0.0,0.0,0.0994015527754174,0.0,0.09498163348346583,0.0,0.0,0.08602583647242587,0.08163006240061596,0.0,0.0,0.08264258809764646,0.0,0.0,0.1946608668485666,0.0,0.0,0.10588778231728313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312210509653627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033164984475623,0.0,0.07207834563632705,0.07497264142776247,0.1877677814231286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393090573995953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279583621908914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772067936802498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698864491290578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092656304238776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880417510605323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374161174992405,0.0,0.0,0.07717212818663953,0.0,0.11172605641496527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199541899969733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412129771274646,0.0,0.05733567395756362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771491206865796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905362601024881,0.10628146000344373,0.0,0.0
lonely,yaboycreed,2019/10/09,"Does anybody play Apex Legends? Please, if you're on Xbox please hmu. Neither of my irl friends want to play it with me. Please, I'm desperate.",0.91,3.4918457142857164,1.047142857142859,100.0228571428572,91.85714285714286,4.228571428571429,24.857142857142854,5.985473137389443,0.4996857142857145,112,5,24,1,4,33,25,28,0.063,0.495,0.442,0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24697368314277554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804340713382164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9293824189913944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646138203820812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HypedForever,2019/10/09,"I need one of you! It could be YOU! Just one! Of course, that doesn't mean ""don't message me if you see that someone has replied to or upvoted this post because that's probably the one they need"". 

I naturally am really tunnel visioned and can only focus on one person at a time and devote all my attention towards them. I thought about which sub I should post it in for a little while and decided this would be it.

I recently saw a [post](https://www.reddit.com/r/MakeNewFriendsHere/comments/dffjw9/i_need_an_accountability_buddy/) that I thought was a pretty great idea and decided to see if I could try it as well with one of you. If you didn't wanna click the link because it might be a rick roll (it's not... maybe), the post is about having someone that keeps you accountable for whatever you decided to do for that day or week. 

If it sounds like fun to you (why wouldn't it), send me a PM/DM. I will reply to all of them, I promise, and I don't ghost! May the odds be ever in your favor. Oh yeah, I'm 21M so you don't message me expecting the princess of your lonely dreams",3.5280428807036834,5.1484010841121535,4.427822979659155,85.7383150082463,73.2056074766355,7.839032435404067,25.67234744365036,8.4952907291091,1.609005277625069,848,28,175,15,17,274,121,214,0.012,0.8370000000000001,0.151,0.9779,0,2,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,11,3,0,6,8,0,0,11,1,24,0,0,0,3,38,34,14,1,13,8,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,0,1,17,6,0,1,9,1,1,1,7,1,1,5,5,5,28,7,23,17,2,16,0,1,4,0,18,6,0,8,7,127,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022845237869265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098611042928164,0.0,0.0,0.08475694700311458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188796056674538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489429472119328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836054275494942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681477936190066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420662751740754,0.13172034774964456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203204358300868,0.14315814855034326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941900866332954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948969425188175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452780480860836,0.09995309519911487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475347319883512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034675283858026,0.1337044137438964,0.14169619599465286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419292353898117,0.0,0.12976433356088618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094541925552572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270852172777145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086703253031646,0.0766337940316744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922757369921426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541958382983224,0.0,0.11816503845838867,0.0,0.11858879407237947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933591112588776,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hagacchi,2019/10/09,"hi, new here (F21) So yeah, I enjoy loneliness from time to time, but at the same time I'm scared that my friend's will leave me. That I'm too annoying or something and that's why they leave me. I have strong opinions and I can be too much sometimes, but at the same time I can be shy and listen other peoples worries and be the listening buddy.

I think my habit is just to gain more people around me since for example I never had a best friend. I was the extra wheel. I was fine with it really and still this day I feel like I have multiple best friends and not just one. But still I look in the mirror and wonder why I'm like this. Like do I need to change myself so someone could possibly have a crush in me? Seriously my own mind is making me confused since I'm totally fine being single, but sometimes I get those moments where I would love to have someone to just cuddle with me. Simple as that.

I try to think I still have hope left and I'm still young and there will be time (hopefully) where someone tells me that only me being with them is enough. So I relate many of you lovely people, no need to rush. Give yourself the time you need. 

Oke idk what else to say but haha hi everyone, nice to meet you! :)",2.0367781818181783,3.797832736000004,3.2850181818181845,91.7505090909091,77.64,6.3054545454545465,20.563636363636363,7.1686216300943375,0.3751599999999997,944,23,206,11,22,306,134,250,0.14300000000000002,0.6579999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.9708,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,2,4,17,22,1,2,8,2,24,3,0,1,2,42,46,19,0,7,10,0,1,3,3,3,0,3,0,0,11,13,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,5,34,18,21,33,11,24,0,0,1,3,18,8,0,6,18,144,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907265235103086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390834481133075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781322947660746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813713424855559,0.0,0.0,0.06572715402276309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513743644373814,0.0,0.0,0.10530609587166588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738475780474194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153160784103746,0.07280855080293487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362193029450395,0.0,0.053246713456359084,0.09776676481311124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245044507333712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582788637531025,0.11073163683805433,0.0,0.0,0.14937249554176654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558346622618508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839656812884116,0.0,0.06802947849340572,0.10332645872711242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290573959222868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491971910654507,0.2267074584286736,0.07860362147012613,0.09843075643459738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906067262765814,0.07751143375849429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21196640911658726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489456661185275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528976619308838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104740443127724,0.10203533107572413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861133471982845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590583632497737,0.07845963582737828,0.20159434018392805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255598345989937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890787580763828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306068488965577,0.0,0.0,0.3565669620084458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919402700276818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392601925792806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052315993473076,0.0,0.10350027557559836,0.0,0.07239794379232461,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mauriceDeITaco,2019/10/09,"Feel empty and alone Basically feel like I have no one anymore. Nobody wants to hear me complain or cares to help me feel better. I cant find work, I cant make new friends, I cant find any dates. My family barely speaks to me. My friends never talk to me, usually just ignore me now. My best friend, the one person who I trust the most and feel the most connected to barely wants to hang out with me anymore. Its like, the people I care about the most always end up leaving me for something better. I feel worthless and empty. Nobody ever likes me. Whats the point? Why stick around when Im just annoying to everybody? I feel so god damn lonely all the time and nobody gives a shit. I cry almost everyday now cause how much I hurt. I just wanna love and be loved, thats the one thing Ive wanted my whole life and I feel like Im never gonna have it. Im gonna be alone my whole life, cause that what always happens. I end up alone again and again. Its just a cycle. Im just sick and tired of it... so sick and tired...",0.30566978193146355,2.449608686915888,2.1136682242990648,95.79019080996885,85.96261682242991,4.875077881619936,15.926012461059187,6.21433560688645,-0.5619838006230529,785,15,178,7,24,258,109,214,0.21100000000000002,0.604,0.185,-0.3957,0,5,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,4,16,23,3,0,10,0,8,9,1,4,4,44,28,14,0,4,6,0,7,4,3,2,6,2,0,1,10,12,0,1,9,0,0,1,6,8,0,3,0,9,27,15,16,24,8,21,0,3,0,2,13,5,2,5,19,108,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007413172341283,0.2794900437734717,0.0,0.0,0.14969486764162213,0.0,0.0,0.0611705785494504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841681708703966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007652629954005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943992811376122,0.15911081671016086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342451967388107,0.18481136957557426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880826457017786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934189462348644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136691204321715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847989257871708,0.0,0.31837773493548355,0.12852373501427425,0.0,0.0,0.16442935686552085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849053278877405,0.0,0.0,0.08629034389142573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954443073174136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013826635408742,0.0,0.060293061535386425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962956873196515,0.0,0.3886552345201035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524638854669087,0.0,0.0,0.127071793881357,0.17578439916480254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237073951401304,0.0,0.06004378998498967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612521482439204,0.0,0.13875335940049488,0.08687639238621422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828618099966404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236152735906714,0.0785427887987987,0.0,0.0,0.08503390128061822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923346375684397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924959591413778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230016861660485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976024270104348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524518494446889,0.20677363588799869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906963664026447,0.0,0.15916840910764846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116786661953238,0.20085683113544348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548627073847754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ladilla37,2019/10/09,"Happy Humpday! (Wednesday) 40 (M4R) Hi guys. Happy Humpday to all! Need someone to chat with? Send me a
PM. Let’s chat.",-1.9716304347826081,-3.5952106086956483,0.409510869565219,97.24730978260872,155.08695652173913,1.15,20.266304347826086,3.1291,-0.5556043478260868,88,4,17,0,8,29,19,23,0.0,0.7040000000000001,0.29600000000000004,0.8395,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35393083542756515,0.0,0.7610224883579727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655159519558922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650439996666066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028654867321314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gwyn_s,2019/10/09,"Should i just cut them off? Hi 18F, i started attending uni this year where i met some great friends in the beginning, i could talk casually with them and be happy to go to uni just to see them. In the past couple of months during breaks and in class i realised it seemed i valued my friendships more than they did. During the break no one contacted me to hang out but i did a couple times until i stopped after repeatedly getting rejected, no one even just messaged to see how i was doing. 

Class just recently started again but my closer group of 5 friends (including me) are split up. I only have class with 2 of them now but even then they don't show up to class that often or talk to me outside of class.

I cry everyday about my shitty family situation and how lonely i am. At the end of this year i could potentially lose contact with all my friends as we change courses and go our separate ways, at this point should i just stop trying and hoping things will get better? Of course i wished for all of us to get closer as they're all i have left but even then one of the friends that i'm closer to has said we'll probably stop talking after this year.",7.6168318376902056,5.8423027939914185,7.610823253999218,78.22386656262194,63.97854077253218,10.876160749122123,33.198985563792434,9.573946990214177,2.7353982832618025,913,28,189,14,11,295,131,233,0.136,0.738,0.126,-0.5439,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,4,0,6,2,15,13,1,0,6,0,17,0,0,2,3,37,33,17,0,6,10,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,3,1,2,0,4,3,4,0,3,5,3,33,9,37,21,5,45,0,3,2,0,24,15,0,5,23,136,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384735994302748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421348926322764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749866644811064,0.2598432708610977,0.12897900505226784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399817829552024,0.0,0.0,0.2326619701280169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069196615392696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36286980107572187,0.0,0.1840393828008463,0.0,0.1334635855751081,0.0,0.0,0.12945460821676047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499446383326875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662333234767283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275758369381524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313615688354837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372254180496682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386979916914967,0.08930226551674825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208950197409444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099869055080157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659729338266398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593686966044812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169213869681988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713511452451084,0.10689363807509088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319836168961474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621921921512686,0.0,0.0,0.2945020476235805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28313027823672793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800781320056703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846782892054942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797196371160802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124032266405498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320155406444534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502579046406413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22684151405508826
lonely,li1one,2019/10/09,"Feel Pretty Lonely Hi guys,

Some days I wander if I'm an actual sociopath, but then I don't think so because I experience a lot of loneliness?

I don't think I have any real feelings, everyone in my life could disappear today and it would not really effect me. I don't really have a moral compass. 

I basically have not much to live for, except getting degree and getting good money and living a somewhat rich life later down the track, I mean it is exciting in theory but the excitement is not there.

I have tried making friends but I don't really care about their lives as such, which makes it hard, I just want buddies to go out with, start having a social life again would be nice.

I try, but I can't manage to give a shit about anyone or anything. Everything I do is for my own benefit. I have learnt to be selfish because everyone else is.

Advice?",4.952469069392143,5.618840621301775,6.39116729424422,76.60540613232924,68.82248520710058,9.69575040344271,28.38138784292631,9.800150414767053,2.661669822485208,671,22,126,15,11,229,108,169,0.122,0.698,0.18,0.9091,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,7,11,1,0,8,0,21,4,1,3,0,32,36,12,0,5,11,0,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,6,0,2,2,8,3,0,0,0,3,19,8,16,31,5,12,1,1,0,0,6,4,1,5,6,91,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.13694377264309845,0.0,0.0,0.13713079001377707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543056088450072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812338565769857,0.0,0.11548126525862562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109014910337614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307780968834635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204366980839617,0.0,0.0,0.09050251990225296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722936510392196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681864478217744,0.12612133799990882,0.13727160733822752,0.0,0.0,0.14191213459853771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842014224783376,0.0,0.14663533864998204,0.13461922564322704,0.07975390010445975,0.11770380965001195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389507265053294,0.0,0.0,0.12570989309435265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973618899049923,0.0,0.0,0.3717471369666279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930523394713938,0.0,0.0,0.1873453771985034,0.0,0.0,0.15286266962719913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031601545863838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276807735218908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972851966300836,0.2697007858695821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404876431077115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430507846285448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932770011835332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983813718052644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301831165240985,0.0,0.0,0.1905524101580992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827714396715371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993756293381529,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mothdusterr,2019/10/09,"Just a vent. 2:46am It’s been a long couple months, weeks, days..I’m a 19 year old possible alcoholic musician, No job, high school drop out (recently re-enrolled; attempting to continue). I’m staring at the screen thinking of what to write, from the childhood bullshit; the reoccurring absolute trauma from the never ending, uncountable amount of emotionally, mentally, and sometimes physically abusive stepmoms throughout my childhood; to my current anxiety ridden, present self. Referring to my confidence, I’ve had body imagery issues since I can remember; being bullied through my entire middle school life because of my weight, not only by my peers, but my own family, my grandmother, my own father. 
My friends seem to be fed up with me for some reason.
I’ve spent up to a week straight in my room, stuck in my thoughts, pacing back and forth, writing in my journal, breakdown after breakdown. Sitting on my floor, in tears, head spinning, can’t stop. I throw all my emotions into my writing, not necessarily songs or poems or any of that shit, just writing what I’m feeling in the moment; the ugliness. Shoulders marked up, why? I dont know, that’s what’s been getting to me recently. Why am I so down? So lonely feeling? I have a good amount of people that know who I am, know my music and see us play often. But I feel so alone. I’ve been thinking it may be because of my downfalls which is why I’ve re-enrolled and taken time to focus on that, but i just still seem to always have this knot in my gut of peer anxiety. Typing it out seems so stupid and reading it back and knowing what I’m typing seems even more stupid, but I know it will come back, it always always does. 
Goodnight R.",5.944164420485173,6.966579355345916,6.234582210242587,77.33481132075474,66.76729559748428,8.824438454627133,34.01078167115903,8.976282227363876,3.0365083557951484,1337,60,234,22,21,429,186,318,0.159,0.784,0.057,-0.9879,2,3,1,0,0,0,58.0,1,0,0,1,13,8,3,0,11,0,17,9,5,1,2,50,42,16,0,0,11,1,4,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,17,11,3,1,18,3,1,3,6,5,0,0,9,8,31,3,39,28,7,49,0,1,3,0,9,21,1,9,23,149,48,6,0.0,0.11799297912689392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642701586897356,0.0,0.1031409344179182,0.0,0.0,0.2485902804604677,0.0,0.0,0.06772181089486623,0.0,0.1523658457296603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297261756389494,0.0,0.12141325185730012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061745864777243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578441457950725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101898780791406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714827153199899,0.0,0.1167139054598499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404141410720693,0.08820352783322173,0.0,0.0,0.06577553214315204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388070135063603,0.0,0.1510608339806456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769398010705269,0.0,0.052029510161726335,0.0,0.0,0.0835279083015225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022038397088959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521794605697417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039417817350392,0.098823615970765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736489663594006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034044960313683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813036682617258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035914055961924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948849643504541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768067671515602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449862513064484,0.0,0.0,0.07573954651103303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904030766215002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226811258422592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996128257490135,0.0,0.0,0.1023908669399454,0.19665807762389287,0.0,0.11281138485089685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157244709901245,0.07935705006116836,0.3626369667498969,0.10388978795422232,0.0,0.10222347103356057,0.08237846604727728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849297816045352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795294095306053,0.08325825182787906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762121698692286,0.0,0.0790600620085219,0.058069325375231885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978954761949727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976356623569632,0.12126876885969423,0.0,0.0,0.2695822915670503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413003934816679
lonely,NotesForYou,2019/10/09,"I have no one to celebrate New Years Eve with. I am an extrovert who loves hanging out with people. Ironic that I can’t seem to find people to hang out with me. 

My main friends all come from my brother and he was also the one whom I was supposed to be spending New Year’s Eve with, together with a couple of his friends. However I just found out that the house they will stay in is already full. And it just hit me so hard that all my current friends will go on this trip together to Sweden, just not me. I don’t have anyone to spend New Year’s Eve with other than my parents maybe. I don’t have any friends of my own, nor a boyfriend. My roommate moved out and now I am all alone in my apartment as well. 

I just started Uni this week but find it hard to really make friends in such a big group of people. I don’t know where this leads. All I know is that I am a 20 year old student who never had a relationship and doesn’t have friends of my own.",2.9921074964639334,3.6304243069306916,3.940113154172561,92.51277227722773,73.25742574257426,7.157567185289958,26.309759547383308,7.1686216300943375,0.9322591230551628,738,24,174,7,14,238,108,202,0.040999999999999995,0.8420000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.94,3,1,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,10,8,0,0,8,0,20,1,0,2,5,34,30,9,0,0,6,2,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,13,15,0,0,6,0,2,7,9,0,1,2,4,2,25,8,28,22,8,36,0,0,0,1,17,12,0,1,16,123,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295503754092806,0.1310071921805442,0.09493796418047602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073164983340833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300970609376762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226420746114027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135813314385988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170104252008752,0.0,0.0,0.13016709328636542,0.5503228867805199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746962269114781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212694276882046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369835107415055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048754743843394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714675254411694,0.0,0.07924453785932764,0.0,0.1192672110029184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617741262433874,0.0,0.0,0.09156189045420147,0.3439729354485553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245735502439046,0.0,0.1608914608146987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318212100756915,0.0,0.0,0.2469103174702909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605316788392487,0.0,0.0,0.12745765916938828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807552334118614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402852325700909,0.12653655575179104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952276387403466,0.0,0.1067408652667274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057994942572557
lonely,theturdchild,2019/10/09,"So... Lately(actually most of the time) I feel disconnected from my class, the girl I talk to a lot with  barely even messages me anymore, it’s kind of hard for me when messaging people first. Day after day it’s all the same, waking up feeling optimistic then slowly feeling like shit. Also, everyone is a mood killer at home so I’d usually go out, only to see people havin a great time with their friends and loved ones and going to sleep with the regret of not being able to do this one thing in the past that could’ve saved me from feeling this way now. Deep down I know I’m a good person even if I show to the world how “narcissistic” I am. It’s just that it feels like anyone barely gives a shit bout my existence. My reputation in high school has long been ruined so maybe that’s why they don’t fuck w me. I can’t really open up to my two friends bout it cuz 99% chance they’d just laugh at me, tho i still care bout them as much as they care bout me(maybe)",1.6527717535043642,3.6527102412060337,3.0223750330600367,92.04843163184343,79.7537688442211,6.199523935466808,19.016397778365512,7.273561745256523,0.1959487437185929,754,17,168,10,19,245,128,199,0.10300000000000001,0.698,0.19899999999999998,0.9525,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,5,1,13,18,3,0,11,0,9,6,4,2,1,25,24,14,0,2,4,0,6,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,11,7,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,5,0,4,1,7,21,12,26,21,5,28,0,2,1,2,14,12,3,3,15,105,32,2,0.12812372217166684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246049433085612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270643045231375,0.08958708556735206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612613475049519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229636663191707,0.0,0.0,0.16525840277929696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692490202615667,0.0,0.0,0.12242770715651753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32391601808552417,0.183063225439538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108981972627186,0.0,0.0,0.19797613985039045,0.11844831658955216,0.0,0.12290794906712682,0.14563132784498878,0.10746409936876876,0.0,0.14125685601073626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147736890020657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536974695484288,0.1285185399079487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342114043222436,0.07041344698074156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125189557747781,0.0,0.0,0.11338546230351634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892620684268813,0.11563666154402145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574349998403404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418567790059264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363990002302726,0.09744386418759128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230859031420595,0.1776497133454597,0.11187269223795593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207933721857763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966804703679696,0.10209801833658882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630343192437101,0.0,0.0,0.12821625159153366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231977003045213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029809946412479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511970789432477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941994548395846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251582594567489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111017878896534,0.0,0.0,0.10169864699149188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561173088976548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tetrion2468,2019/10/09,"Feel so alone Recently found out I'd been cheated on, although we are trying to work through it, I feel so lonely.  Why me?",0.6346666666666678,2.992156200000004,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,87.0,4.933333333333334,24.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.7515333333333342,95,4,20,1,3,31,22,25,0.306,0.6940000000000001,0.0,-0.8331,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,4,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201136147079396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102006208789974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447558161930337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005138033621268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753982849245616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660208290421431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29530576698449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,daveyjonescombo,2019/10/09,"Need to talk to someone How do i get over a girl that I had a crush on, but she rejected me, 
Whats the quickest way to get over it and just forget about it",12.139166666666668,2.813501249999998,11.888888888888893,73.94500000000002,64.27777777777777,15.511111111111116,44.33333333333334,8.841846274778883,3.8558666666666657,119,3,32,1,1,41,29,36,0.22399999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.0,-0.7964,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,7,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5480134262054958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38887761946617067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443700277954015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215380194111123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41628891213303854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cambud19,2019/10/09,"My family is mean to me Today I'm feeling so lonely and bad as never before. My father was very mean to me, yelled at me, cursed and accused me of various things, just because I closed the door too loud... I had no chance to apologise. I didn't feel I was angry, however he thinks I am too aggresive and I'm a threat to the family. I'm attending therapy, so my personality is work in progress. My father is seriously ill and stays at home, lately he loses it because of nothing...  I lose hope to regain peace ever again...",2.4807619047619016,4.230571552380951,5.142857142857146,78.9704761904762,76.33333333333334,8.476190476190476,25.0,9.150863307647796,2.1875714285714287,403,14,79,10,9,144,69,105,0.20199999999999999,0.648,0.15,-0.7433,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,7,7,1,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,2,14,17,7,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,2,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,4,4,14,1,11,13,1,11,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,1,5,52,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503689176540678,0.22638030700756614,0.0,0.1580018869807756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796019201590556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500893299328061,0.0,0.18777301187051265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625439907501348,0.18442433400881134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20945762382497016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41546180098188784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045247287649788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320956948311406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816709109145876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621305461500631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979125330767843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123437927413009,0.0,0.12335901150646045,0.11897766446505775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600502651561745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320727180274082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517886240783256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kenndrexx,2019/10/09,"It’s like I’m not even here (19m)
In college, more than enough friends, but so little of it feels real, when I have nobody around it all goes gray and I’m not so sure why, even when I have people around it can get to the point where I’m almost invisible, I get excited for things and have so much emotion but I wish I didn’t, there isn’t anybody to share it with so I just boil over. What should I do when my close friends say I’m cool, fun, and good looking but I just can’t believe that when I’ve never felt intimacy, I’ve never been in a romantic situation and it hangs over me, I talk to girls but none of them are interested, it’s so bad I’m losing the ability to look the opposite sex in the eye when talking, I don’t feel like it’s possible to connect in any way with so many people and I’m scared that this is just the start, what if I’m doomed to be like so many before me, what if they all throw me away for not thinking I’m good enough, what if that energy I used to bring that slowly dies in me each time I’m alone was what attracted those to speak to me and as that spark dies, will they leave me again, I can’t find that connection and it burns, there is so much that I am and it feels like even those similar to me can’t understand me, I’m starting to think compliments given to me are to be nice, I’m starting to wonder who really wants to speak to me, I’m straightforward and can’t understand when people make tiny actions that mean so much, I wonder if maybe I’ve received hints and truths and lies and if I have misinterpreted each one to get where I am, I cried so much but the tears are starting to stop coming as if my tear ducts themselves are giving up to, when I’m alone and see people I don’t know I think I can’t connect with them yet when I’m with others I’m this whole other guy I get to be happy, and due to this the things I enjoy don’t feel the same without others because I have felt sharing these emotions before and it put the bar so much higher so high that I may not reach it again, and I know at a young age like 19 this can all seem a little crazy to be thinking I’ll be alone when I have so many friends but it haunts me and something keeps telling me to be ready for when it all falls apart. I just crave somebody to hold and know but they may not exist, and I may be stuck in this state until the day it ends and the road looks so long from here, hope seems so shallow when it hasn’t given results.",2.9770833333333333,3.496341329545455,4.09780303030303,91.8062878787879,73.20454545454545,7.3060606060606075,23.18939393939393,7.2793139503082624,0.5548803030303033,1914,45,456,19,36,625,217,528,0.10099999999999999,0.725,0.174,0.9928,0,3,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,5,1,44,28,0,1,14,1,42,4,1,3,8,98,101,62,2,10,23,0,6,5,3,5,0,3,0,2,44,30,2,3,21,1,0,8,20,4,0,1,8,16,47,24,52,81,17,61,1,2,6,1,21,22,0,15,34,299,91,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517796302242581,0.2332688839061742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051054386029187215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366745852397408,0.0,0.0,0.07053655511838078,0.0,0.06268548560933411,0.045765750704780964,0.0,0.1277686220331077,0.08458516086742496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467149297039852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246767321583957,0.048417933886986765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583447163057973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890122533952254,0.06649522361598326,0.15514755396362326,0.0,0.1487613531713576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184311681430024,0.10726889522594972,0.14416983849319526,0.0,0.06861828070791323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401104251162294,0.0,0.15689684972128612,0.07201992578936868,0.0,0.12594069822665527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743372349935677,0.0,0.0799200039806001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932212036577682,0.0,0.07456760003298714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673117029521618,0.0,0.0,0.12377973755034362,0.0,0.0,0.07949484873381832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339217941214805,0.15049213815308465,0.0,0.06644006870729409,0.1891352822666029,0.08399105674179029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05011394211468759,0.2283464294997394,0.07542412726275942,0.08177998402466335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27594820287487504,0.0,0.1158067774028445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087357167965538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20819351829969826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097126959554458,0.08463712772745463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547231061701003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545314443468087,0.048095731970061686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059703602381846924,0.075164366807214,0.0,0.05982600604479048,0.1366930937334568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438878702487454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05779732162100633,0.0,0.0,0.21255726460085694,0.0,0.0,0.0627670594269069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075842385136087,0.0,0.0,0.12068680094445945,0.06561990220637695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975457392774337,0.1924231733164995,0.0,0.0,0.04377753215672367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631393020435008,0.0,0.06484172621739061,0.0,0.0,0.04428188406329038,0.059591987864074006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774458724808671,0.08381988887924566,0.08633391736266209,0.07237077140092034,0.16283385855554786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,its-anontime,2019/10/09,Big mood tonight boys You know that feeling when you’re so used to being left out of social activities that when you do suddenly end up in one it feels just really off? Like you know you don’t belong and things would be better if you weren’t there? Like you’ll still fake everything being good but it feels like there’s a hole in your chest the entire time? Yeah.,1.7167567567567552,4.122687905405407,2.368851351351349,94.55435810810816,82.10810810810811,5.8621621621621625,16.006756756756758,7.1686216300943375,-0.1900216216216215,291,5,63,4,8,90,56,74,0.026000000000000002,0.774,0.2,0.8877,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,7,0,1,7,7,0,0,2,1,8,1,1,1,0,12,14,6,0,2,3,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,7,5,7,8,0,14,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,10,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283226140736533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286542088345632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320186523437481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916021992345313,0.1844304224924178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165333774903384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28375730285807216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280492913814405,0.0,0.0,0.3783735860377037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493671951806147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653846839502962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631628461335758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616787856473096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151083896493954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053587965706525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296839985573103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339031904838465,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,failuresoul,2019/10/09,"I scare people away when I tell the truth. I had someone tell me I’m a negative person the other day. And it made me feel bad. I’m not always negative, I flip a switch when I’m around people. But when someone asks me if something’s wrong and I tell them, they turn on me. I realize I’m never gonna be able to be fully open with people, even the ones closet to me because it scares them. It’s kind of lonely here. Why ask if you don’t want to know?",-0.8437878787878788,1.1626413131313171,1.8113383838383856,96.77034090909092,90.41414141414144,4.512121212121213,15.320707070707073,5.985473137389443,-0.700650505050505,346,7,82,3,12,119,63,99,0.22399999999999998,0.74,0.036000000000000004,-0.9628,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,3,0,6,7,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,1,2,16,16,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,1,15,2,8,11,0,9,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,2,5,51,19,0,0.1681828755855573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399416253364424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971841611139128,0.3144565713062612,0.0,0.15801334785435014,0.0,0.14042567611053405,0.10252271993994183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846404133053153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110832031537842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503831522605244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513658424417936,0.09242891005964778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913870337086314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971300179698253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139650691038048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497904891963459,0.1468507998453875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367607964020152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850016094191656,0.12947539429764365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409977386662616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829346737086133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919861748841433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517588860430732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388157266268612,0.0,0.0
lonely,Briinykole96,2019/10/09,"Midnight Souls  Hi, my name is Brii. I run a support chat for people. If you would ever like someone to talk to or just have a good group. We welcome you. I am always available to talk.

[https://discord.gg/mxd3TKc](https://discord.gg/mxd3TKc)

Midnight Souls is a server/chatroom. It’s dedicated to supporting others. It’s a community that’s more like a growing family. We have many interesting things like venting/support channels, voice channels, NSFW, music, gaming, member polls. Come check us out!",5.875365853658536,9.560013121951222,5.308000000000003,71.61200000000002,76.3170731707317,6.694634146341463,28.931707317073172,7.908726449838941,2.643479024390244,404,17,55,7,10,123,60,82,0.0,0.69,0.31,0.9749,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,3,2,0,0,2,8,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,10,9,2,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,8,6,8,1,5,2,0,0,0,13,1,0,2,4,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671325352820386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302406196012005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169037472160274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893539795891124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684727704001179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29439177934054817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364164049951844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925180382982116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018896781843468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.683804426506283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322889105620939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344319720575706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416111855642589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268597050827164,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TimLockWood32,2019/10/09,"I feel quite empty all the time I dont quite know where to begin. I dont want to give off the impression that I am a “whiner” or “needy”, though I am to some degree. As of current I have been seeing this girl for quite some time now, 4 years, and things have shifted quite abruptly in the past few months. She no longer is able/wants to make time for me. Although I am understanding that she has her own responsibilities I believe it is more the latter option. She was quite affectionate and compassionate towards me for years and now shows few of those traits. Just to clarify, before anyone tries to shame me, I mean affection as in  simple things such things as hugging, holding hands, and talking. She no longer desires to do things with me in her free time anymore such as go to dinner and a movie or just on walks. I dont know why things have changed so quickly. I do not recognize her anymore, she is no longer the person i fell in love with, but rather someone who is consumed by their work. Im sorry, perhaps my post does not belong here for technically I am not alone. The feeling however is worse however.  I do apologize again for such a long rant/spew, it makes me feel a little better to voice my concerns to those who will listen. Am i being too needy or are my feelings justified? Thank you.",4.146842105263158,5.5226690625,4.691299342105263,85.42639802631581,71.265625,7.420723684210527,26.36430921052632,7.85451343220497,1.4010031249999997,1024,33,206,13,19,326,144,256,0.09,0.8,0.111,0.8169,3,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,7,15,9,0,1,10,0,25,4,1,3,1,35,43,16,0,3,10,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,14,7,1,1,8,1,1,3,9,1,0,0,2,8,33,9,31,39,7,29,0,0,1,2,20,9,0,6,16,151,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638249330279637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373275834024324,0.07182120943721257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740349988049673,0.1157254258538074,0.0,0.09084369427551196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865959663985536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988720593743763,0.0,0.3611461250374903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774458753877725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853426412461967,0.05837570243263945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109505878774959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289973082108777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294812114096724,0.0,0.09090016695669496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270493436388623,0.0,0.13712706183830725,0.0,0.0,0.11188751526293396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198669604239611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980537632773274,0.0,0.0896873919789078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983732524782695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5462539808091716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818511185137692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703068381482547,0.0,0.0,0.11498182267648392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255899315555937,0.0,0.09456682119260236,0.0,0.0,0.3411987525432205,0.0,0.10091765898658143,0.0,0.2395774152209081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697372214941338,0.0,0.0,0.1069306717293676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060584384285385276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268494766904747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477825683022535,0.0,0.10467607899604824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322910931526176
lonely,harrison_logan02,2019/10/09,"Some days are worse than others I know it isn't true, but I still can't help feeling all alone and unloved in this world. I would give anything to know what it's like to hold someone and say I love you.",2.9235606060606045,3.4295248409090924,3.002727272727274,99.65742424242428,73.31818181818181,5.866666666666667,23.75757575757576,3.1291,-0.21636969696969688,159,4,40,0,3,48,36,44,0.276,0.552,0.172,-0.3523,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,11,9,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,3,4,8,2,4,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33455643856082995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26582201795912475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083243755333362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333112521492987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30987497527357155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651682111678636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550521395514862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781367847256134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915426374668548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25688241287453484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736979997237602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579681497318558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291900302783133,0.2294676630180915,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cleardarksky13,2019/10/09,"Seeking I'm looking for someone to talk with, to get to know, and someone to get to know me. I'm a 35 year old female. I literally have no friends. I don't want to sound pathetic or anything. I'm just tired of not having anyone to talk too. When I was younger I thought I could deal with life like this. But the older I get the worse it feels. If anyone wants to talk I'm open for convo",0.002023809523809205,1.9585999166666683,2.097619047619048,96.64738095238096,85.54761904761905,4.685714285714286,21.238095238095237,5.82211442006289,-0.07363333333333255,299,10,71,2,9,100,55,84,0.157,0.7759999999999999,0.067,-0.7595,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,16,19,5,0,4,5,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,7,2,13,16,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,5,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28038309844932363,0.0,0.1649912237996717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600798377060804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670269648638187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137686276210764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490280535065792,0.0,0.31425284337624737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22037484880691635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161633928796755,0.09795227702890896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836624498659858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038695139315092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397594245401393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834535610135216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917152404762705,0.0,0.23044079635061795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365156130993734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043226756581979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291129280822182
lonely,ursinedream2884,2019/10/09,"34/m/CA...not overly dramatic. So..alot of the post here are pretty heavy. 

I'm living in a remote area and just kinda lonely because there's no one I have anything in common with here.

If your into a platonic friendship and enjoy.

Light horror.
Playing music.
Video games-pc.
Metal.
The weird and mysterious.

That's just the basics... If your interested we get dig deeper.

25+ preferred.  'pic available after chatting long enough'",1.7004868549172372,4.412805455696205,3.3597468354430404,81.79856864654337,95.70886075949366,4.456085686465434,20.00097370983447,6.297961479604792,0.7329602726387541,337,11,53,4,13,111,67,79,0.12,0.711,0.16899999999999998,0.6115,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,4,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,4,3,7,4,1,9,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,3,3,32,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32621164674700515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416478515203757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095974883684645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20710785937956525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500372851295614,0.35081036825004064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686176694632982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796511940874295,0.4032914733975239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hippityhoppitybip,2019/10/09,"I've started the process. So, I loved to read. I read all the time. I remember spending all my freetime in middle school reading Harry Potter and the lord of the rings an dune by frank herbert, but, that all changed as I got older.

 I started to turn inward as I felt more and more alone. Things just did not feel the same, and slowly I stopped doing things I would regularly do. I stopped eating, I stopped sleeping, I even stopped reading. After a while, I couldn't even pick up a book without feeling sad or overwhelmed, or I would just be daydreaming too much and fantasizing about having friends to even be able to focus on what I was doing. I was so in my shell, that I completely let myself go. I gained 50 pounds, would sometimes refuse to get out of my bed, and I just gave up in school. I did not socialize with others, and I felt physically repulsive to  the opposite sex. I was hopeless, and I thought about just ending it. 

I guess I first started to try and change when I walked on the scale at my doctors office and read my weight: 260 pounds. 260 pounds was a number I could not even believe. At such a young age? I had elevated blood pressure, and my cholesterol levels were through the roof. That's when I realized, I did not want to die.

For the next 2 years, I fought hard, and I fought long to get my weight down. It was not easy, and I would cry myself to sleep some nights when I realized I had gained a couple of pounds, but through dieting and exercise, I was able to lose 70 pounds, coming down to 190 (a bit high still, but I'm working on it). Although now is the time where some would say they regained their confidence, that is not something I could fully say. I still felt insecure. I still felt like I was not enough. I lost all of that weight, but something was missing. I should have felt happy, but I didn't. I began to try and socializing with others.

I found this difficult at first,
 ""what do I say?""
"" How do i act?""

These thoughts tortured me, but i eventually overcame them as I found my avenue in. I was funny, at least to some people, and this really unlocked a lot of doors for me. I became relatively popular with a niche group, and yet, I still felt like crap. I did not know what was missing, and then, I read slaughterhouse 5.

It was an assignment due for english, but I did not read the book. I had a vasovagal syncope related to my stress with the SAT's, so I had to stay home, and I decided to give it a try. 
275 pages. I read 275 pages in one day, and I felt completely different. I couldn't give a shit about what was in the book, but the fact that I read it, and the fact that I finished it was just so thrilling. I felt, almost, happy? I don't remember the last time I've ever felt like this, and it motivated me to keep on pushing. 

I'm a very lucky person, but I wanted to talk about hope.

There is hope, there is a way. Even if you feel like you are at the darkest point in your life. There is hope. I lived in a hotel with my parents for 3 months as we were homeless (I gained a lot of weight here) and I felt completely lost. I felt like I should give up, and I did. I nearly died, but there still was a way. I'm not saying this to make anyone feel bad. I'm NOT. IT IS DIFFICULT. It is not easy. But, you have to know, that you are LOVED. Even if it may not look that way, please, please, please, do not give up hope. 

I'm still struggling, I'm still climbing the mountain. I'm not there yet, and I don't know if I'll ever be there, but looking back, and seeing all the ground I've covered in 2 years is what keeps me going. It can be the small things. You played your rent on time? FANTASTIC. You got a haircut? YOU LOOK STUNNING. You went for a walk today? KEEP IT UP. Progress is not something that is immediate, rather, it takes time. Any small step you take today is something that you should be proud of. Anything that you manage to do NOW is BIG. It is monumental because you are deciding to take a small portion of your life back. 


It is not completely your fault. It is extremely difficult. You feel like you're lost and that you're stuck and that you are the only person on an asteroid that has been shot out of orbit. I'm not saying that to discourage you from posting here either. Posting here, for me, helped a lot. I was able to find support, and by all means, please do what is best for you. This sub, for me, helped. 


I hope I don't come off as rude, but I felt the need to get it off my chest as I've been posting here for a little and I just wanted to share my story.",2.416045234708392,3.9400468194594622,3.469791607396872,91.86386806543386,75.94054054054054,6.684637268847794,23.522403982930303,7.3759095455046575,0.7534594594594597,3488,105,780,42,76,1122,337,925,0.10400000000000001,0.7240000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.9974,3,1,4,0,0,2,146.0,1,20,3,15,54,49,6,5,46,0,85,19,6,4,10,171,171,64,2,25,45,1,22,6,1,9,4,6,4,2,51,39,6,9,33,15,2,11,25,25,0,3,58,32,122,24,99,94,24,113,1,10,4,3,50,43,2,20,58,543,173,19,0.11901841546135207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039726583636683466,0.04108906144730235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026978867943030147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02774014780219132,0.0,0.032647338299491284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101187661428782,0.033125135169231316,0.024184173792082344,0.0,0.0,0.044697665812250084,0.04163416139132623,0.0,0.043312428061483235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393713485293441,0.06834921753948907,0.16638472558815168,0.0,0.0,0.06335101341952064,0.0438972043138481,0.04357871357001843,0.025585677274908483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234821644294721,0.04144963745955902,0.0,0.0406067971555918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04059518399898552,0.0,0.0,0.03513832985382063,0.0409926129331554,0.0,0.1572210818456265,0.07177264714511444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002988116008572,0.0566845198577292,0.4571053736913762,0.0,0.0362602251770931,0.06749133559389357,0.0,0.08699836625530481,0.030651110849165306,0.0,0.06218220977461355,0.15223107891474072,0.04509393885809801,0.0,0.06345993292240779,0.0,0.04370406762849486,0.0,0.0,0.08446487759803466,0.03553904088470894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318369005547997,0.041916496833122416,0.039795058292057525,0.1970202357314175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057890362279118,0.0,0.0,0.06540940853709479,0.03233863125910194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040568131184529815,0.05604415108870797,0.11629277188407555,0.039762573183968974,0.0350318137902757,0.03510918413072675,0.09994549343363528,0.044383721056539115,0.12992265994279253,0.10118520068642776,0.0716125111620358,0.0,0.02648190550453159,0.0,0.0,0.04321531529383536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03166645457311126,0.0,0.02916407659949786,0.029416882329242056,0.0,0.0,0.04219247835921084,0.037230240127301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026883319512471502,0.030172956044520825,0.0,0.0,0.04405195516332448,0.0,0.0,0.02750412782161025,0.06928152641770742,0.0,0.17419530615624804,0.0375036242541975,0.0,0.11398674228321608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571518706045989,0.0,0.025415414861748854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988310897614869,0.0,0.0,0.15774703504045562,0.0,0.08030199369122216,0.031614089252167264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040723564376830085,0.0,0.0,0.07940291275840458,0.08088285748024289,0.0,0.12216825458110755,0.03923741872809346,0.0,0.08424184704796751,0.042285931659243006,0.22177927410284465,0.1326729661567379,0.04544506426324275,0.04147462983623265,0.0,0.0,0.04502022914450279,0.0,0.0,0.08948703640237557,0.03188749800346168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790705467059557,0.0,0.0,0.06299155159353187,0.11566765862709626,0.0,0.07521036093287901,0.0,0.0,0.08080569152428235,0.043152619674533085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032734219124143565,0.07020014509991955,0.09447127834198556,0.0,0.1932431550454924,0.0,0.03677708784238444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03824316844089441,0.0,0.028882274652783688,0.0,0.0,0.14091211256430347,0.0,0.0,0.051095971590053184
lonely,Adoom98,2019/10/09,"PARTY Would love it if everyone in this sub could get together for a massive party and we could drink and hug and play video games and board games and watch films and shit. 

You genuinely all seem like such cool people and it's frustrating that somehow, with such a huge number of lovely, kind and supportive people thwt we're all far apart struggling to find friendship and companionship. 

I sincerely hope that every single one of us manages to find positive outlooks and ways to improve our situations. I'm glad that this place exists for us, in the meantime. 

Thanks guys",8.133714285714287,8.491835847619049,7.193095238095237,74.66107142857145,61.95238095238096,10.428571428571429,33.6904761904762,10.125756701596842,3.349190476190476,464,17,79,9,6,142,76,105,0.066,0.545,0.389,0.9916,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,4,1,0,0,3,15,2,1,3,1,3,5,1,0,2,23,11,11,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,12,1,0,3,6,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,6,12,10,8,3,7,0,0,1,3,11,6,1,4,1,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819975240417115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729983531562023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879104003310076,0.1687465128476512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228138957595402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226492337100813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485932451742855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540119932873674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838991573967091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627663543461649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31877234077333466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966706026210495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448609904709408,0.0,0.1845068374615856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076776354742014,0.0,0.0,0.18127483215415666,0.0,0.19850302876198628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846180872737269,0.0,0.0,0.20040079022048185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258728382640725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248501820373058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017490353877735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544982220718898,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NailsOnAChalkboard21,2019/10/09,"I want him to love me so bad I don’t have any close friends that I talk to regularly. People only hit me up when they want to ride around in my car, need money, or want to vent about something after not having talked to me in months. I go to an alternative school, and I stick out like a sore thumb. I’m the “rich girl” from the nice side of town, who has her own car, designer clothes, ect. I’m extremely socially awkward tho, and have really low self-esteem. I have trouble holding conversations with my own family even. There’s only one person I feel like I can really be myself around.
I wait all day to see him. I wake up, and want to die. The day’s a blur. I don’t talk to anyone. I pick him up after school- it’s a 20 minute drive, and wastes tons of gas, which my parents have to pay for. But he doesn’t want to walk. So it’s whatever
He’s can sometimes be pretty nice. But most of the time, I’ll try starting conversations, and he’ll just kind of sit there. He didn’t used to be like that. He used to get so excited when he saw me. Call me beautiful, say he loves me. Now nothing
He finally opens up when I take him to the park. He hangs out with his buddies, talks about how hot the stoner girl in the group is, and only talks to me when I’m doing something he doesn’t like. I’m not allowed to hang out with friends, or touch myself when he’s not around, or talk to people I meet online.
He accuses me of cheating every single second we’re together, then plays it off as a joke. Even tho he’s uncomfortably touchy feeling with a freshman girl we know. They met a couple weeks ago, and they already call each other best friends. Even tho I’ve known her longer and been around her way more. She doesn’t even think of me as a friend. Guess it’s just my shitty personality :/
He calls her more then he calls me, starts the call with “hey sweetheart” and ends the call with “I love you”, hugs and play fights, and touches her constantly, bought her a stuffed animal for her birthday, and so on. Definitely wouldn’t be surprised if he was cheating 
Anyways, sorry for the rant. I just love him so fucking much. I want to leave, but the thought of spending the rest of my life alone makes me nauseous and sick. I really hope I fall asleep one day and don’t wake up",2.4554006536684305,3.938684798715208,3.554928998084076,91.46439620196102,75.74518201284796,6.800157782035388,22.56784627521695,7.475848149327749,0.6516201284796574,1759,48,396,22,38,568,230,467,0.081,0.778,0.142,0.961,2,1,2,0,2,1,60.0,1,1,3,1,31,33,4,1,21,0,24,12,3,6,1,71,62,39,1,10,13,1,5,4,5,2,3,1,0,5,9,31,0,2,6,3,5,9,11,8,0,3,7,8,56,25,59,48,12,55,0,1,2,6,72,22,1,8,26,235,65,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499280687647467,0.0,0.0,0.07593629876267953,0.08090926150276777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985938603217517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051266300008572865,0.0,0.0,0.2610775658207514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121824330280577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694369271977937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492009452318239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923171537955337,0.0,0.0,0.08112600055121491,0.0,0.1418539313255967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609347288700341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493880901182003,0.0,0.0,0.19370584485334694,0.0,0.061774360024598025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911856118081967,0.0,0.07414450712662299,0.052379057631385305,0.0,0.08031730307799044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22658409112949304,0.0677821685495632,0.03830611435133891,0.0,0.04166883706879304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076906650296882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282224006008152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763503820842792,0.04029416600273865,0.0,0.0,0.0776341595474852,0.0,0.0,0.05178732795382805,0.14327970119338698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646927844638368,0.0,0.04894095453546028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058522469740580285,0.0,0.053897849106079726,0.054365056940636695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035148993759541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993656077956307,0.16728704847798542,0.0,0.0,0.08141199410584228,0.0,0.0,0.10166022751078647,0.12803852177389918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459170957183756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090995034732642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058306155262864284,0.0,0.14840534121218768,0.058425693895234984,0.0,0.07648763336308041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473941499340565,0.0,0.1128889873900386,0.07251429568509844,0.08207453846928603,0.10379103083933464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055126710064126686,0.3535858678530396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046979809307855835,0.0,0.058207039937696374,0.04275285719997124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977874010890945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664802810936715,0.0,0.0,0.2594724242279292,0.05819715324048655,0.05881202243091839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,scaled2good,2019/10/09,"i dont think i exist i am in second year of university and i have, when i say none i mean literally, no friends not even one. i have never been in a relationship actually forget about that. I have never talked to a girl outside of a classroom enviroment. as i type this i cry and want to just stick a knife in my heart but things just aren't getting better. i also dont live in dorms, i travel by train for 4 fucking hours a day to go and come back from university. i have tried everything one possibly can to socialize, meet people, go on dates. nothing works. i don't remember the last time i truly smiled. days, weeks, months go by and i have no human interaction that's meaningful other than of seeing my parents daily. i know i am mentally ill but what the fuck will going to a doctor do? a doctor won't help me get into a relationship, and at this point idk why or what im writing but i just want to make sure that i exist. i walk around the city, alone, and see happy cheerful couples and groups of friends and it makes me tear up inside because even after trying to form bonds i have no one, i have no social value and my life is valued to nothing. im on tinder and a few other dating apps and i 1-2 matches every 3-4 months and they never reply. it seems insane that there are people sleeping with multiple ppl in a span of months and the most ive done with a girl is talk in a lecture. i try battling the negative thoughts in my head but all i have are. negative thoughts...",1.3449936748893094,3.4722078594771237,3.568827746152227,87.05714421252372,81.51633986928104,6.1706093189964175,21.635673624288426,7.359569317364363,0.8116022770398481,1159,36,240,17,31,397,173,306,0.12300000000000001,0.7240000000000001,0.154,0.8352,1,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,2,11,9,3,0,17,0,25,9,3,2,5,47,46,21,0,2,9,1,0,0,2,2,4,1,1,3,13,18,0,0,8,1,0,7,16,3,0,4,4,3,34,6,36,40,5,40,0,0,2,2,19,15,2,3,18,170,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.09460088453484064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040212031152344,0.0,0.0775240534460115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629845542016848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454200169692274,0.0,0.059094616454590736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573684672187933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350648713891241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072638856575261,0.10648564578409643,0.12503844855652346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844739158669816,0.0,0.0992047746572793,0.2272293467989341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805784491019592,0.0,0.0816773641646766,0.0,0.08712473669470128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497934686635088,0.17924164207576307,0.1012958272772786,0.0,0.22037627120579986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319599066009758,0.0,0.0,0.09948990930384226,0.0,0.0,0.11487610116403665,0.06497781963710013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954678143110162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942683193189987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327649317624852,0.07902023146842929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847262266603908,0.0,0.0,0.0856010884408524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294183594801452,0.0,0.0,0.10559767326388862,0.0,0.0,0.0976941944698678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23213325419709585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430169902408084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603589776964108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19707013387438896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764202311942372,0.0,0.0,0.13441400963370664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164101738652204,0.10928693452743128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20815770523091134,0.10981578069106204,0.0,0.0,0.07709174282907726,0.0,0.0,0.154499590929144,0.08825186762779569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701147360203506,0.19763922810177284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136618222217248,0.0,0.0,0.15583575278705802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440360089226385,0.06211617557343967,0.0,0.15392138732140714,0.05652734702896162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745067121287332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143571738388826,0.0,0.07776059471014338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747459265170608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057454009453012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242712423108311
lonely,rnawbary,2019/10/09,"Life is weird (Obligatory, i’m on mobile so sorry for formatting) 

I always feel so alone even though i have people surrounded by me, like friends and family. I know other people feel the same thing but i still just feel so alone. I just can’t connect with other people very well and i lose everyone that i CAN do that with. 

Also, feel free to comment if you feel the same way, that would be very appreciated. <3",1.9681481481481493,4.503715197530866,3.3619753086419775,86.98888888888894,82.20987654320987,6.562962962962962,18.876543209876548,7.793537801064563,0.7604172839506176,325,8,64,6,9,106,56,81,0.132,0.688,0.18,0.7454,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,10,6,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,17,14,9,0,2,4,0,5,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,9,5,6,12,2,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818303362913018,0.0,0.14741240178051315,0.15338124628960687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217513381069192,0.0,0.0,0.1761397158415678,0.0,0.0,0.17377436015234116,0.0,0.4660258425747952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424165404489561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130553639101504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020105779738395,0.0900566286838763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622339060497447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833834360877285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20634761724838535,0.0,0.0,0.14720993831157408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246379115681626,0.0,0.1811079176293588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041908833190323,0.0,0.14631631350942664,0.0,0.0,0.16573904288895974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094608986615885,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,slf_dprctng_hmr,2019/10/09,"please please help: does anyone else cringe at the thought of being with someone you're attracted to ? I’ll see/talk to people that make me think ‘wow, this person is so beautiful/lovely/attractive etc..’

And then in my head, I’ll attempt to visualize us together in literally any context - from just walking on the same sidewalk, to hugging, even sex. I’ll try my best to picture anything at all. But my immediate reaction is to physically cringe. I’ll tense up, flinch maybe, sometimes I’ll even shut my eyes really hard, as if the fantasy alone of sharing physical space with someone I happen to find attractive is so uncomfortable to me.

I’m not asexual. I’m not even uncomfortable with the feeling of attraction or romantic interest. In fact, it’s quite the opposite really; I find things to be physically and emotionally attracted to in so many different types of people, and I’m also very bisexual if that provides any context.

I’m just so repulsed by the idea of someone I find attractive feeling the same way about me because, I mean, in my head that’s just not supposed to happen.

Can anyone relate to this ? I’ve struggled with this for years and I’m exhausted.

PS. I'd originally posted this in r/mentalhealth, but got no response. I really really would love some feedback, anything at all <3",4.861172839506171,7.001414078189299,6.241504115226338,71.95460185185189,70.76954732510288,10.127489711934158,33.549176954732516,10.355215969177356,4.111706337448559,1043,52,176,32,20,352,136,243,0.07,0.789,0.141,0.9363,1,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,0,3,12,13,0,1,7,0,7,7,3,2,3,37,22,16,0,3,11,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,8,0,0,9,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,4,14,11,37,17,6,19,0,0,1,3,5,13,0,4,3,105,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973232544151775,0.0,0.09244959337455473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723126704860246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166796161589309,0.11845138976495136,0.1902667812983425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047197636094793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213207307639349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078303341403472,0.0,0.0,0.10116706104731904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657347415625694,0.13004051038343978,0.0,0.0,0.12893057539115468,0.22906882117459446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690712349215507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169837125913323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924601958955364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20445893969273005,0.0,0.10355972755777666,0.0,0.23728897680555325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748786004847537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050442049098332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433838338135283,0.0,0.07716749948758607,0.11720572650944867,0.11614115865362705,0.12592816707325896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602924509505119,0.10094217263600537,0.0,0.25380001820964004,0.0,0.0,0.11071801303757513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229605687428443,0.0,0.0,0.2962391075650026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212253309149734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938562305055677,0.0,0.11433669261738832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208558604699966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291923821046257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680308819885671,0.0740752697837989,0.0,0.09177777113667904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848847531291461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905905721150952,0.0,0.0,0.09538655883567837,0.0,0.09176218231727176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212275640240334,0.0,0.0,0.07444608472034654
lonely,regretchen,2019/10/09,"It comes in waves I recently moved to a new city for grad school. At first, I was feeling fine about it, staying busy, riding my bike. Life was good. Then I was struck last week with a wall of despair. I have no one to hug. I talk to my mother on the phone and that’s it, and she annoys the fuck out of me. She has nothing interesting to say. I have one friend here in town and when we met up we just sat in silence unless I would force conversation. I start worrying that I must be equally as boring at these people and will therefore die alone, always be lonely. It hurts. It’s like an endless well of darkness in my hear that won’t stop. Thanks for listening. Any thoughts or advice is appreciated.",2.1086511375947983,4.057535119718313,3.2953521126760603,90.89173889490792,78.08450704225352,6.059371614301193,22.19068255687974,7.010146845296331,0.5130286023835318,545,16,118,6,13,176,103,142,0.217,0.6409999999999999,0.142,-0.8795,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,1,5,14,2,0,5,0,13,3,0,1,1,18,23,9,1,2,3,1,1,1,1,4,1,3,0,0,9,9,0,1,2,1,0,3,2,6,1,3,6,4,17,8,22,11,1,24,0,3,0,2,13,11,1,1,10,81,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690785762027412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809912479243466,0.0,0.0,0.15915283706721106,0.0,0.0,0.13007087383242796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476307437912355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850915342137648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671239057788496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626950585056573,0.0,0.0,0.14777553974852814,0.17682700480525698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042908301788414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557637594616186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047596163543864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591143539819055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510040007420185,0.09344537418013198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329085744970066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847307732090316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183529732309403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25922042895850217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260326368437794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888570880248293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210641703361386,0.0,0.19357651536675727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538263456081084,0.20386949123849388,0.0,0.15991116341860134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373642579808772,0.0,0.17609668594000474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184784953046696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342610004273613,0.0,0.1719756458281529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424503708992893,0.0,0.1358734669928765,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LolaMoon-,2019/10/09,"I want to be numb From the outside looking in, some people think or say that I’m lucky... Ironically, I feel like that old school Britney Spears song “lucky.”  🤦🏼‍♀️
The older I get, the more introverted and jaded I become. Someone at a conference asked me why I went in reverse, if I’ve suffered any traumas. Would I know if I had or don’t people who deal with traumatic experiences often repress or neglect to acknowledge those experiences? It’s been a long time since I’ve felt happy and okay for more than a few hours a time... Patiently waiting. I know it’s a choice, and I’m choosing to want it and pursue it but gosh darnit... I’m not getting it right, clearly. I truly wish there were a formula to follow, I’d follow it to the T. Or maybe, if I could develop narcissistic sociopathic tendencies.... At least I’d be at peace and happy with myself... and maybe everyone else would be the problem. A weight lifted off one’s shoulders in a sense, no? Dunno.

Thanks for reading ❤️ 
May the odds be ever in your favor 🙂",1.7822899159663876,4.0675718088235335,3.931904761904765,84.17500000000005,80.91176470588233,6.630812324929973,24.420168067226893,7.793537801064563,1.483934453781512,795,30,156,14,21,272,128,204,0.098,0.7170000000000001,0.185,0.9639,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,0,3,14,0,1,14,1,12,3,1,0,2,42,32,14,0,10,9,0,3,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,10,8,1,3,7,2,0,3,3,6,0,1,5,6,13,8,19,19,5,19,0,2,1,0,5,9,0,13,8,93,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085705835253399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386514416132316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379864723350593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841484362199538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529028754115858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389541471129567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341564456395351,0.0,0.1417182083319002,0.0,0.2901546503161408,0.0,0.0,0.0749908640768661,0.105953925476946,0.14240251371616666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549735092164464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157611767340828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605717331774914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301648998174034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245761698043035,0.0,0.0,0.13125120891135725,0.12454449515320412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979981230282629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556282059397792,0.0,0.1004998627260646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564135088969468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191429022316185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483518595630269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665740219422314,0.0,0.11794343596336627,0.0,0.1500993829808332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268499095543713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566404271314288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365455094306518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950321643691252,0.0,0.0,0.17296351826604875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495619523768954,0.0,0.0,0.18060372479125952,0.0,0.1374864543015007,0.13382826277144025,0.0,0.17055116354295097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210712787348787,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cipherisms,2019/10/09,"You can change your life too! (Long post) Posts after posts, stories after stories in this community I read, it's like if I'm going through all these emotions all over again. Its honestly painful, and my apologies to everyone who are going through these stages of life. Way back 4 years ago, I used to be very much active in this community, and going through.....God knows what, it's a mess. It's not too long during these stages that I decided to chase after money, finding a perfect partner, friends, people to talk to, and drugs....just finding and looking for a way out. Day after day, it's just me trying to hide these negative feelings, ignoring it, numb it. I tried to talk to people about it, no one listened. I tried to hang out with friends more, didn't helped me neither, sometimes didn't even wanted to talk to me. Broken family, no one listened. Therapy, nothing. It's all inside me and I can never let it go. It's a stage of life that have lead me to questions my existence. Fast forward to a year in half later, meanwhile I'm doing well for myself financially. I decided to take a step back and really take a closer look of my life. I decided to go out in the real world, through embarrassment, awkwardness and struggles, to talk to people, network, and learned from the successfuls as well as the people who solved these issues themselves, massive research. I realized something that changed my life forever; 

If you think about it, everything you're going through are controlled by your outer world. You let it be, you are the one who decided not to gain control of your life. ""Law of correspondence"" stated; ""your outer world is a reflection of your inner world."" It is as though you live in a 360 degree mirror, everywhere you look, you see yourself reflected back at you. People treat you the way you treat them. The way you think about your physical body will be reflected in your health habits and your appearance. The way you think about people and your relationships will be reflected back to you in the quality of your friendships and your family life. In every case, your outer world reflects back to you, like a mirror image, exactly what you are thinking in the deepest recesses of mind. You brought to realities what you think about, believe, and expected.
At this point in time, it's important that you identifies firstly, your social life. Since this is what are massively shaping you as a person right now from actions, emotions, to behaviors. They're what makes you who you are.

To anyone who are going through difficult stages at the moment, I would love to talk to every single one of you personally. Please DM me and I'll promise you one thing at the end of the day. I'll change at least one lives this week (I'm off work for a week! :D), and just like me, you can then find who you really are and find your own true happiness again!

Best regards to r/lonely fam <3",5.121288990825686,6.669083126605508,5.420997706422019,80.4643405963303,69.11009174311928,8.679357798165137,30.13876146788991,9.120678840339163,2.6051366972477057,2284,90,417,44,40,725,237,545,0.063,0.83,0.106,0.975,0,2,2,0,0,0,95.0,0,39,1,9,21,25,0,3,24,0,27,13,1,5,7,68,58,23,0,5,6,0,1,3,3,3,11,2,0,3,41,19,0,3,23,1,1,14,9,8,2,8,3,7,62,17,81,46,10,90,0,0,4,1,64,34,0,4,34,293,103,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423570009731858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04278109849369435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352326239691833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893313104125029,0.06420856773675852,0.0,0.0,0.06796135002590374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417287494435567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372455496348174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183753656250459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764696053017625,0.054190639541634736,0.0,0.0,0.04041128785425098,0.0,0.10309989135768848,0.058463692228077825,0.05498800665065808,0.0,0.11535718291059095,0.0,0.03093634084788696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368334527506956,0.052042863940423116,0.0,0.0,0.0945408223149914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24340493379115485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513123638609293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503546197744882,0.0,0.0,0.041010175914453294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385993582897538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0336249872566612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512905326145268,0.3457271193821258,0.08967386481777068,0.0,0.10805273907417004,0.1082913815052724,0.15413681387261646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522072043829968,0.0,0.04084062622047665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061778142941890976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044977093935390115,0.0,0.047188677542904164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058707455378974586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487581424803325,0.0,0.06510382058034886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254502638495643,0.10684657582232827,0.0,0.06716138106896641,0.057838417247459126,0.0,0.17579135062172982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853979919560955,0.0,0.06120030418845995,0.06964049891014969,0.07839175005208085,0.0,0.0,0.0656884468973047,0.0,0.052250585633632586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048755524870655965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050611827771806964,0.0,0.0,0.06236912501310416,0.0,0.047102237606176565,0.06051229024498175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639625367775878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200512666185627,0.2458858911876116,0.0,0.0,0.06996894690817441,0.0,0.04064776283456492,0.19602037292317448,0.06011272077828656,0.0,0.035676734900957685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461924401420547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052843112957956524,0.0,0.05048299895336298,0.03608775919540527,0.24282405248843186,0.09815582258948832,0.0,0.1100230728469204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454249650915933,0.0,0.0,0.04346317841963195,0.0,0.0,0.07880065415701916
lonely,EvilOverlord95,2018/11/07,"No one actually wants to talk to me I'm so incredibly lonely and I feel so hollow and empty a lot of the time. I don't know what to do anymore. 
I've tried reaching out more and be more proactive, but nothing works. 
No one gives a damn. 
My few friends are bad texters who don't respond in a timely manner. When I'm at a true low point (like tonight), they're a bit worthless, cause they're not there. The new friend I made recently is acting weird and I think he's had enough of my clingy behaviour and me messaging him multiple times a day, even though he said he wouldn't when I told him that's what I'm like. Every new person I try to talk to online just completely ignores me. 
It seems that perhaps meeting people in person is my only shot. During the week I get home so late that I honestly don't have time for any groups or societies tho. 
Why is it so hard to find people who truly want to talk? Am I doing something wrong? 
I'm extremely insecure already and this isn't making it any better. 
It just feels like I'm being lied to when people say I'm pleasant to be around. Clearly I'm not, if no one will talk to me. 
I don't get it.... Maybe I should just give up 
I'm tired of it and I'm tired of life tbh 
Maybe I'll just have to accept that this is how it is 

Rant over ",0.9430628860190922,2.743657551094892,2.8608759124087584,93.32167321729366,81.15328467153284,5.821224031443009,20.392476137001687,6.844919456158928,0.2208993823694554,995,27,228,11,26,333,151,274,0.17300000000000001,0.6659999999999999,0.161,-0.3983,0,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,17,19,1,1,9,0,23,3,0,4,2,37,47,20,0,5,9,0,3,3,2,3,3,2,1,2,17,9,0,1,7,0,0,1,11,9,0,3,4,5,20,10,23,37,6,24,0,3,0,0,24,9,1,4,17,131,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.10507978012687348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882714279271075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464516737283406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678925270649953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958576948347703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990798832359341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523387700448536,0.11755826071422122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061663564490247,0.0,0.0,0.11290003715440665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944444941678048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126183624968568,0.0,0.07112137615229605,0.0,0.0907247274691801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889210668829304,0.0769263449561869,0.0,0.0,0.0984172256257273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638602090243906,0.0,0.11251631853554232,0.20659221457709964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645979273956473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080114426093692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591779053273997,0.0,0.12146730615341828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605730295056465,0.15782047564870966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154536573067323,0.0,0.10188906388627354,0.0718769852175423,0.0,0.2163573110215372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20799530385601447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332150343763342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188995001359392,0.08189520634043729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22395447961820386,0.18804338869505394,0.0,0.0,0.10179204988334146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632063820963307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242798088325446,0.08563115900986602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802748559607152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289703536511553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461952120064805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899675519604068,0.10579468393657562,0.0,0.2511554189441499,0.2475237751283616,0.0,0.10289249531471677,0.0,0.1462147929445698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702446432723172,0.0,0.08637409929996435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716411223558737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783920487863643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773076509788367,0.0,0.0
lonely,A_w_a_y_t_h_r_o_w,2018/11/07,"loner? Lonely? Depressed? introvert? purpose? Am I alone here? vent...

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I'm not lonely, at least I'm pretty sure I'm not.  I've been perfectly content to be alone/by myself ever since I was really little.  Maybe it's the fact I have a general distrust in most everyone I meet.  I was molested as a child and it's possible I've checked out since then.  I'm not weird or creepy or deviant or a pervert.  Model student in high school, athlete even homecoming king. 

I have friends, a lot, but only 1 I would call a good friend.  I'm married, I have kids. I'm mid 30s and relatively good looking/in shape.  Beautiful wife, great kids, Great job, home and no major life issues.  (I'm not saying this to brag or humblebrag...it is my life) My wife is extremely outgoing, wants friends always over, hanging out, new relationships, social etc.  

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I don't.  I never have and it's getting to the point I can't.  I just honestly want to be away from people.  I keep basically letting all my ""friends"" go to the wayside because I just want to be alone.  The less interaction the better.  Same as at work.  I can't wait to get alone time, even if I have to sit and do nothing.  I go to bed early sometimes to be alone.  I wake up early to be alone.   I am there all the time for my wife and kids and support and love them.

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Am I depressed?  I don't think so.  

Do I lack purpose?  Not sure.  

Loner?  Very possibly.

Introvert?  Most definitely.

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Was I a loner, who thought he was lonely then got married and had kids to think that might change me?  Am I a fraud? I enjoy being around my wife and kids, just not all the time.  That sounds terrible to write out.  I rarely speak to relatives and immediate family at all.   I don't and I'm perfectly OK with that.

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I know reading on here that many people would give everything to be in the situation I'm in.  People that love you and want to be with you.

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I don't get why I am how I am.  I can't imagine life without them, and I DON""T want a life without them.

I just don't understand why I feel like I do.  :(

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lonely,Lithium43,2018/11/07,"Love songs make me really sad, not because I can relate to the lyrics, but because I don't know what it's like to be loved back in the first place A song about becoming disillusioned in a relationship might make one of my friends sad because they've been in a relationship that didn't turn out how they hoped it would. A song about a bad breakup might make another one sad because they've been through one. A song about the pain of a long distance relationship might make someone else sad because they're familiar with it. 

All of these things make me deeply sad, but only because I don't know what it's like. I can't relate to anything in any of these songs and it seems like everyone around me can. I don't even know what it's like to have feelings for someone and have those feelings reciprocated. The only thing I know is loneliness and it kills me. ",6.965267973856207,6.290564023529411,6.630784313725492,81.16630718954251,64.64705882352942,10.143790849673204,33.594771241830074,9.444778638647367,2.6919869281045754,684,25,143,11,9,214,83,170,0.212,0.645,0.14400000000000002,-0.9482,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,7,16,1,0,11,0,17,3,0,6,1,28,33,6,1,2,3,0,2,4,1,4,1,5,0,0,16,6,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,8,0,4,3,7,12,8,20,25,1,10,0,5,0,2,7,7,0,5,7,90,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329296139137623,0.11301497808993305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869238363035117,0.09594556549245592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287488427144436,0.08999040501511517,0.3942040236310245,0.1190326995824321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003496627140516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118657156627696,0.0,0.0,0.1029868146205357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899192570697452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167619383402624,0.0,0.0,0.08326927166901531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704820203186603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924075527084045,0.0,0.23692860968890586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062019498110332,0.0,0.0,0.0953804319147076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454830450343502,0.0,0.35971436640934723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34300733340317624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219100160532344,0.16394055577903352,0.1146837438018828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260541711479945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904555907021316,0.0,0.0,0.3471407797987809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811734525361326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264046128859215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320626892505353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117231875496814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656263448534288,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,addi50,2018/11/07,"I'm so tired of being alone I'm a 24 year old male who's never had a relationship longer than 2 months. I was abused by my family for my entire childhood until I was kicked out at 18. I have BPD which only makes people want to avoid getting close to me. 

This morning I woke up to a text from this girl I've been talking to for a month and a half saying telling me that she didn't want to try and be together anymore. I have no family to fall back to. I have no friends who are willing to talk to me about serious matters. I struggle to get into relationships because no girl wants a guy who has problems, they just want to be taken care of. The relationships that I do get into don't last because the girl doesn't want to put up with a man who has turbo bipolar with a healthy dose of abandonment issues thrown in. Everyone leaving me repeatedly is only worsening my disorder because one of the cornerstones of BPD is intense fear of abandonment. Having a personality disorder that keeps getting worse is only making it harder and harder to get into relationships. I do not see a psychologist anymore because the last time I did, they betrayed my trust, and threatened to call the police if I did not admit myself to a mental rehab facility for fear of suicide or self harm. I was 18 at the time. When I got out of that facility, the first day home all of the locks at home were changed and my mother told me I had 3 days to find a new place to live or everything I own would be on the street when I got home from work. 

I just want one person in my life who won't leave me",6.249587685541506,5.400663392523367,7.213369983507423,76.97782297965918,66.1651090342679,10.169763606377133,32.58951805021073,9.478462496947786,2.7485468572475718,1243,44,253,21,17,420,170,321,0.19399999999999998,0.7390000000000001,0.067,-0.9925,0,2,0,0,1,1,17.0,0,0,2,2,7,12,0,4,21,0,31,5,0,2,2,39,55,12,1,9,7,1,0,0,1,3,5,1,3,9,13,13,0,4,2,0,0,2,10,9,0,4,15,2,33,3,50,33,2,37,0,2,1,0,30,16,0,3,19,174,46,1,0.0,0.10060665102868227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794306299018231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684194668090999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529196724438463,0.0,0.2070458895139595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21388699172607745,0.0,0.08670448710620865,0.0,0.086573284703649,0.0,0.08982547273626852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952223044177024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463266078390154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113690638509219,0.07631329082863772,0.0,0.16009466036032294,0.1910988642699678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760788770697638,0.07222597168637684,0.0,0.0,0.06560268054757863,0.0,0.22181467112567324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358235180305988,0.0,0.0,0.08407607602973073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555205104330384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862590503008201,0.0,0.07547354899303117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842897285365946,0.0,0.1798187663744764,0.0,0.0,0.05997574702146339,0.0,0.0,0.0749787144875469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335863131709367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557116793331934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555164859486982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654892492471784,0.08200838868707294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910069725580481,0.0,0.11507692694819133,0.1937378524033561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05886718168552129,0.14828349510057842,0.08871480509968037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812491677398071,0.0,0.08535985668722072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646541751551597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752530698161315,0.0,0.0,0.0676637466165128,0.0,0.08858157256046377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876829637153391,0.0,0.09287977630259407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649784866049086,0.07421669486959298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990255589226896,0.09759367439406418,0.0,0.08113690638509219,0.0,0.057649568760931615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004992358056153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061816834204088685,0.0,0.086532423925364,0.06031893820312996,0.0,0.0,0.05468044401369053
lonely,Just-Arie,2018/11/07,"Sober and lonely so let's fix that, shall we? Discord anyone? 17F4R",-0.06102564102564045,1.3430623846153864,0.6230769230769262,98.31358974358973,117.46153846153842,1.7333333333333334,12.025641025641027,3.1291,-1.6681589743589744,53,1,10,0,3,16,13,13,0.35700000000000004,0.643,0.0,-0.6767,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5644483565415566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8254683838873151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justheretodie,2018/11/07,"How do I explain to my hot roommate what it’s like? So over the last couple of weeks, I’ve been talking to a girl online and it’s been going great. She’s really funny, she appreciates my sense of humour, and when she was messaging (she was in another country for work, so convo was sporadic) it was quick and super easy. 

We have a vague plan to get together sometime in the near future (again, scheduling issues) and I made the mistake of stalking her on social media. 

She’s amazing. 

She has a masters degree in public policy. She works for the government. She runs marathons.

I’m so stressed out about this upcoming coffee meet up—we haven’t even scheduled it yet—that I’m feeling sick to my stomach. I tried to explain this to my roommate last night and his response was, “so??? You’re amazing too!” 

For reference: my roommate is a 6’3 triathlete with golden eyes and speaks four languages. I am an obese, objectively ugly dyke who took seven years to get a bachelors degree with a 2.x GPA.  

There’s such a huge gap in our experiences that I feel like I’m speaking one of the few languages he doesn’t speak. I’m so scared for this date and her seeing me and just turning around but nobody understands.",3.283351648351648,5.4402448076923084,4.287338217338217,84.17115384615386,75.28205128205127,6.850305250305251,26.954822954822955,7.793537801064563,1.7231284493284496,951,37,177,14,21,308,146,234,0.051,0.835,0.114,0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,0,5,16,10,0,2,13,0,14,5,2,2,0,24,30,16,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,10,13,1,0,6,1,0,3,2,3,0,3,9,8,24,7,27,21,1,25,0,0,2,1,26,10,1,0,14,115,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548280888486827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595772489189253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627565511012466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313191755508625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235936775711367,0.0,0.0,0.1885241066543915,0.13318201752278014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479867807750445,0.0,0.10594959206224064,0.0,0.0,0.2055341593295396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457920722364067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039224229699581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821556222840706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763997899498536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494718153938513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632636703518896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942859306074265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664389143042787,0.0,0.14855654416113978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900367537603374,0.0,0.0,0.1843790368767164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21354914393636826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984130865053358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20712497268228447,0.1265702999871126,0.202776806227596,0.0,0.1940749417403732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953884541159426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714391596548231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005155200625794
lonely,DeivaWithFlames,2018/11/07,"My birthday is on Saturday, and I would like to spend it with a guy my age. I am going to be 29 years old. I am alone and in a lot of pain. It’s been a very difficult year for me. If you are around my age and you live in the Chicago area, please message me.",-0.1227118644067815,0.925888254237293,2.4120000000000026,98.78681355932207,81.71186440677965,6.07593220338983,20.274576271186444,6.742157984588678,-0.08441288135593218,193,5,53,2,5,67,44,59,0.135,0.785,0.08,-0.5095,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,8,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,1,9,5,1,12,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,7,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095816317646956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26609414786116103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987800016181606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29596886809096445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460328078170924,0.0,0.26394387447325224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25412342876313226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136567946343144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31806236092161233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281144982756873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24663286563487075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233778629388286,0.0,0.0,0.3849777460051896
lonely,HopelessSoul22,2018/11/07,"I feel all alone and I keep spiraling more down I used to be happy... at least I thought I was. I had friends, a girlfriend (who turned into an emotionally abusive person), and I was looking forward in life. Now, everyone left. I just want to be happy and not alone anymore. I started doing dating apps again and I just see people that won’t ever be interested in me because I’m broken. My ex was right... I never am going to amount to much. I actually don’t see myself making it to the end of the year. I feel so empty and alone. ",0.8197222222222216,3.0700478240740736,3.4348148148148177,86.4666666666667,84.64814814814815,5.4518518518518535,21.962962962962962,6.816661863887847,0.7241518518518522,407,14,82,5,12,142,74,108,0.146,0.754,0.1,-0.5949,0,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,2,3,19,25,6,0,1,3,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,5,16,4,11,16,5,17,0,0,3,0,5,8,0,0,9,62,19,0,0.0,0.19554739381888436,0.16105686458222965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128001955042926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367699086562534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060787155072083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564966729523,0.14617793466227208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928964137685227,0.0,0.15770439055374433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690005688815607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751078658760365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379698573446593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513798581249252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466966215150282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931825982026095,0.0,0.11657381398218175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385934378944492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016659780581392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132461905224445,0.0,0.1272903121463619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441911486333688,0.14410802226687142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094468634108667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630336895541475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681734509329053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310246524439358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951794651400893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254301441459258,0.0,0.0,0.09734585438359313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628142583424437
lonely,Claire2209,2018/11/07,"It's interesting knowing that you have absolutely zero importance I could drop off the face of the earth, and I doubt anyone would even notice. Its hard to accept that you're just a nobody",4.587499999999999,6.7229560833333375,5.478888888888887,77.155,71.5,8.133333333333335,23.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.732511111111111,153,4,27,3,3,50,32,36,0.154,0.64,0.207,0.4728,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,4,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307969838318631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777255318050951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31247285847318235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237975809202541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599990359650961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5386184712485461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33607104153904604,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bingomama003,2018/11/07,"Bitter I keep thinking I’m ok like this. On my own and all. I can provide all the company and entertainment I need. And yet. There’s this deep dark that crawls out when I’m hurting. Wanting someone to see your pain and accept you for it. Wanting someone just to see you, and not just a mirror to themselves.

I’m fine, just. Bitter. ",0.4292371475953587,2.86659955223881,2.1073631840796025,93.21321724709786,90.7910447761194,4.171807628524046,22.369817578772803,5.82211442006289,0.29642752902155944,258,10,53,2,9,84,45,67,0.158,0.68,0.162,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,6,9,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,18,11,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,7,5,6,11,3,5,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,3,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321743266971706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671412178874401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683276178869972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22285282252562474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198046765878065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789963084850139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5093073500909471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925792723330251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545424540491193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lemonsmokey,2018/11/07,"What it is that makes me lonely I’ve realized now what it is that makes me so lonely, constantly and unforgivingly. I have no trouble making friends, that is not the problem, I have plenty. What makes me lonely is the fact that my entire life, no one has ever made an effort to get closer to me, or been excited by me. I don’t even know if this is too much to ask. 

My friendships are so one-sided, always me initiating the conversation, and no one ever making the first move. I’ve realized that if I ever stop making this effort for even just a little, out of pure exhaustion, they seem to forget me. I feel so isolated from them, and I fight the urge to cut them off completely, to see if they’d notice. Obviously I harbor some resentment. 

I just don’t want to try with them anymore. I want to meet new people, people who really care for me and want to be around me. But this is so hard to do. I don’t even know if such a person would exist. 

Well, I just wanted to get that out. Thanks for reading. Any advice is appreciated. ",3.117451923076924,4.453257379807695,5.0242307692307735,82.19576923076926,73.75961538461539,7.892307692307693,22.134615384615387,8.472884824447931,1.223215384615385,797,19,163,14,16,274,111,208,0.16,0.7240000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.8319,0,6,0,0,1,0,29.0,0,0,5,3,18,14,3,0,8,0,19,2,0,7,6,46,40,14,0,10,10,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,15,8,0,1,6,1,0,1,7,9,1,3,2,3,27,5,22,35,2,15,0,3,1,0,12,6,0,7,8,126,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204040681809835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252457702644407,0.0,0.0,0.0837902834085076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219596432688333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968728745279388,0.11518919724153275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562569172955745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291883645870294,0.1331514167124083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24414662308024204,0.3343644991684094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230110075277255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104806438672161,0.0,0.0,0.0951954422350268,0.0,0.12874928607047514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037625129729013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543125408323967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703025110297923,0.0,0.12349359073077848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165888148891302,0.4934809804712953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095782367091502,0.09057704899922084,0.0,0.0,0.11900161339270192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028085674013932,0.0,0.0,0.2504805945528993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084324441952112,0.10758640328741877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789991490681992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324813513315035,0.0,0.07893455050477366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981862361213452,0.1121701185218854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301308285428216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134396255476938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365475537048052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907011055547383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078489502474252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752825264860535,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,catwithhumanteeth,2019/09/16,"I'm so tired of all of this So I'm a freshman in high school and I thought it would be better when I got to high school but it's just as bad as middle school was, which was terrible. All of my ""friends"" never talk to me and I sit alone during lunch. Since I don't have many friends, I try to become friends with my brother's friends and he just gets mad at me for it, but I don't blame him. It seems like everyone on the fucking planet acts like I'm a nuisance and says shit like ""haha you're so annoying"" or something along the lines of that and I'm talking not just bullies and acquaintances, even my ""friends"" do this. I've gotten to the point where I don't even want to be on this earth.",3.0581879194630868,3.4835375369127526,3.842476510067115,94.05243959731544,72.95973154362416,7.033825503355705,26.309395973154363,6.742157984588678,0.7625216107382546,539,17,130,4,10,172,86,149,0.226,0.6659999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.9672,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,10,16,4,0,5,1,10,4,1,0,3,22,21,15,0,2,7,1,0,3,5,1,1,1,0,0,9,8,1,0,2,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,1,13,10,18,13,2,13,0,0,0,1,11,9,2,2,5,78,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487284350734134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167934324731734,0.0,0.15448577610518852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237119369532493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477801134079166,0.0,0.0,0.13366073390813674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403522773417879,0.12931622500536266,0.0730811983230775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187431164673098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29558047189124104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050139860678509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181572780912294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788359462370464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223121911666835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123769059788743,0.0,0.4246961754143351,0.0,0.1273409263509831,0.0,0.0,0.14358416476833366,0.11570966161393167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768597410160503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22485948061972388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104859632773996,0.0,0.16077076050189526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496891135461744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250447748562538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936629220893282,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Drekarek,2019/09/16,"23M I am boring and I don't know how to help it. It's been so long since I had a meaningful conversation with another person, let alone a date or any of that. I always try my hardest to keep the conversation going, even with my ex girlfriend who at the start wouldn't want to go to bed just to keep talking to me.   


Every potential relationship, friendship or date I ruined and I don't know how to get better at this, I'm tired of feeling lonely all the time, it' s been years since I had someone that mildly cared about me and I don't believe I have experienced true friendship, not even love.  


It just always feels like it's a tall order just to have someone who's willing to go out of their way and engage in a conversation to get to know one another better, to know that someone is having a good time with you rather than getting rejected over and over again, slowly trying to convince myself that I'm better off alone and that I deserve dying without knowing these things.  


I honestly don't know what to do or what I'm looking for. Maybe I just needed to get this off my chest somehow.  


Thank you for reading this far.",6.4326064610866345,5.610563740088106,7.018337004405288,78.4372265051395,65.78414096916299,9.504992657856096,32.132525697503674,8.59863814320734,2.389893098384728,887,30,177,11,12,293,121,227,0.096,0.727,0.177,0.9532,0,5,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,3,13,16,0,0,8,0,17,3,1,2,2,39,44,12,1,4,10,1,2,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,19,10,0,2,9,1,0,3,7,4,0,1,4,4,21,12,34,37,1,23,0,3,1,1,15,10,0,4,9,123,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379235014638971,0.0,0.0,0.1911477413270736,0.0,0.0,0.07810967810459983,0.2408843466554686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940944356873196,0.0,0.30475667316462657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710883342909313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920797960146147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172971823911574,0.0,0.09677566774539176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615473125054993,0.08205699380994366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400413241743676,0.0,0.19583511006349527,0.0963402771421909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698916276658588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041881466686419,0.0,0.0,0.37874886793866747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174535445601392,0.0,0.056115469070941865,0.0,0.0,0.10164870804650154,0.09645463178306403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036668811853124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539369601754665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516825889173746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783304466059858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029252781306017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489246450340965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233181379326508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002904324849698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919650271179953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129947693071646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232122748333947,0.0,0.105748927863598,0.0,0.0,0.07630879797969815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339531903496242,0.13201626110723144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559666765190539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774821869508801,0.09117161818408696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107222728146372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396696373192169
lonely,attntionwhoreptyprty,2019/09/16,"freshman life (stoopid vent, longer than my pp) ugh i started highschool two weeks ago and so far its been hellish. ive been a lonely extrovert my entire life and i thought going to a huge highschool would help me get over my lack of close friends but so far it hasnt. i havent made any good friends except the guys in my geometry class and a few basic bitches in my physics. i feel like everyone is trying their hardest to avoid me. i have noone to sit at lunch with because i have a different lunch period than everyone i socialized with in class so they all get closer & closer while i get more and more distant. some freshies have my lunch period during a free but i always feel pushy dming them trying do find them and i end up giving up to sit alone.
i have a friend from my old school but our relationship was iffy and we stopped taking the train together, and i havent taken any extracurriculars in years. i took up latin dance again but i dont think ill make any friends there.
i am an only child and my father is antisocial, probably autistic, and i hate being in the same room as him. my mom is fun but shes never home bc of work
i dm my cousins all the time but we never have convos, just send these bullshit instagram comedy videos. we stopped facetiming years ago. they are very busy.
i dont go to synagogue anymore so i lost all my friends from there.
i feel so isolated and i feel like a broken record with this shit repeating over and pver again
i just want a cure",1.9161495994804056,4.265838761744966,2.9288309157826404,91.18595691708164,80.84563758389262,6.395496860792379,22.70015154795411,7.601502580125103,0.9530492314353758,1173,39,247,19,31,373,169,298,0.171,0.684,0.145,-0.8677,1,4,0,0,0,0,22.0,4,0,5,2,11,18,4,1,13,0,23,7,1,2,5,49,44,24,0,3,9,3,4,2,5,1,3,0,2,2,4,18,3,3,7,2,1,5,7,8,0,1,8,4,47,11,27,34,9,45,1,2,0,0,26,18,2,1,22,153,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942695929241031,0.0,0.0,0.11349035807013755,0.0,0.0,0.09117815379326624,0.1187283418413614,0.0,0.22355156886036406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108672503232462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679808315441724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448628981696013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25685055108636673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970540941221359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094140514386069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216248829570262,0.15656591387316465,0.0,0.0,0.10015283372510056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233006818591657,0.0,0.17175085057525993,0.10511775547365038,0.12455206051279692,0.09190931103628393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085000186406001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818615815737018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734482100014469,0.0,0.10991624670667967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479717839142676,0.10706911488693437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961796058741812,0.0,0.0,0.10368589857038753,0.07314455069613557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833710440959326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690275069822504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498428292165686,0.0,0.0,0.08333944521753027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814423895632775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764638250873123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089936952503776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248083407663667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170155917215936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756028043477642,0.0,0.0,0.1832251930926495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238945229552336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021352722336979,0.0,0.08699314968427968,0.06389614915667749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174583039489302,0.14879332101492868,0.0,0.107042346837118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041380159802363,0.06463228349458562,0.0,0.08789732437939497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977450875650709,0.0,0.0,0.0778414767728518,0.0,0.0,0.14113002116473095
lonely,needadvicethrwawy13,2019/09/16,"Just need advice moving forward. Hi guys, I’m not totally sure what I’m looking for here. I guess I’m just feeling an overwhelming amount of loneliness. I’ve actually been alone my entire life and I’m quite used to this feeling; I usually have the willpower to just wait for it to pass. But I can feel myself breaking.

After trying unsuccessfully to find someone after searching through online dating apps and through real life interactions, I came to the realization that the vast majority of women around me aren’t interested in me. It seems like women are looking for things I cannot about myself; I wasn’t able to get a single date. And also that it was becoming unhealthy to spend so much time and energy thinking about finding companionship. It seems like I was searching for the tiniest grain of sand in the largest of oceans. I realized that there is a good chance that I could spend my entire life searching and still come out empty handed. Instead of putting myself through that, I figured I should try and find happiness in other places where I can actually see progress. I gave up searching completely, but sometimes, the soul crushing weight of being alone is just hard to fight through. 

Do you guys deal with anything similar? How do you cope with it? I just want to move forward and not have my mind so clouded all the time. Thank you for reading.",5.6130726024547535,7.425593332015811,5.6007863532348665,78.62461202413152,68.2490118577075,8.172165591845227,32.28812148949449,8.6894789155246,2.733060079051384,1095,48,190,18,19,343,144,253,0.09300000000000001,0.82,0.087,-0.5753,2,2,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,3,0,2,17,9,1,1,10,0,18,5,1,2,3,46,41,13,0,4,9,0,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,4,14,13,1,1,11,1,2,8,5,2,0,0,6,10,25,7,36,32,6,27,1,1,3,0,13,12,0,3,12,132,39,1,0.11753430490708967,0.0,0.2293930541240126,0.0,0.0,0.11485316246428205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434601867840317,0.0,0.09399214117022484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967207183667304,0.10463045008700002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298074055685232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442793331761485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124539647886582,0.12323248251135452,0.0,0.0,0.09384157861487732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117270744519973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828662821523966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222726761148394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061406823264415634,0.0,0.0,0.0985821985787406,0.0,0.0,0.12947728778986115,0.2327548811502257,0.0,0.12511745311511605,0.10528765110652873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24905386637466898,0.11484264898108976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739842870169846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867614269213254,0.0,0.0,0.2498407308868647,0.08640123777716173,0.08715019781683715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227983327263024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815443962447013,0.0,0.1250122008522487,0.11756611135921068,0.13377977051828896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365962379319584,0.213997633815277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958643513454137,0.0,0.11624443289750624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386304772405284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107746914135686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820979672657248,0.0,0.0,0.0780845695994489,0.0753112367572363,0.0,0.0,0.13707039675433286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959615575502706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151190235021608,0.129447431733636,0.0,0.06932477824303701,0.0,0.0,0.14312511945073886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Heavy_Duty_Spoons,2019/09/16,"Friday night got me down Friday night, I was at a bar with a couple friends and my coworker walked in with a woman he had gone on several dates with already. Being that he's a total piece of shit, he got completely wasted, ditched his date to buy cocaine in the bathroom, and then spent the rest of the night hitting on literally anyone with a pulse. My friends and I felt bad, so we kept her company and danced with her while she waited for him. While chatting with her we found out she was actually very intelligent, well traveled, and had a great career. None of us could figure out what she was doing with him. This is a man who constantly talks about disturbing things, sexually harasses nearly everyone he meets (including flashing his genitals), says creepy things to children, constantly breaks the law and his been arrested multiple times, and is so dumb that he literally cannot even change a light bulb (I've actually seen him try). BUT, he is very tall, handsome, and charming so he has no trouble getting date after date with very nice women. And because he is a master manipulator, they often stick around way too long before realizing the truth about him.

Meanwhile there's me who couldn't get a date if his life depended on it, and it sucks so bad because I know that I have a lot to offer. I'm kind, intelligent, very talented in several different areas, and have a great sense of humor. BUT, I'm average to below average looking and have a somewhat goofy personality. I'm the opposite or cool or charming and as a result I'm 30 years old and chronically single. It's a strange situation because I can see that I have excellent traits, yet at the same time have extremely low self esteem because nobody will give me a chance. 

I don't know how I'm ever going to meet anyone. I'm not good enough looking to get any dates on apps, and even though I'm very outgoing I can't meet women out and about because I don't have the looks or charm to immediately attract a stranger, no matter what I say or how much we have in common. And any women I meet through friends seem to really like me a lot, but have zero interest in dating me.

I just don't get it and i'm really sad. Is there something stuck in my teeth?",7.555481839176991,6.595541496535804,8.055424102456435,72.36465200503886,63.59584295612009,11.475498635313878,35.386206172580316,10.735267742514802,3.665592147806005,1760,68,335,39,22,586,224,433,0.10300000000000001,0.713,0.184,0.9924,1,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,4,0,1,2,21,31,4,1,26,1,31,5,2,5,3,69,64,37,0,3,10,0,1,1,3,1,2,2,0,8,15,33,1,2,7,4,2,5,10,10,1,1,15,10,39,21,46,44,11,53,0,2,5,0,50,22,3,11,25,218,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.17693017922760995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003878789066063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329546583392592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267745723354836,0.0,0.0,0.08070115443229789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513843716543809,0.27630875578248154,0.0,0.07713975721657318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589976277276707,0.0,0.0950488466211798,0.19592923286778954,0.0,0.07237973000854724,0.10030677095332258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947139881854079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366966986931967,0.0,0.11975203806428453,0.08200160568799028,0.0,0.08662364736216789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704192126636451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993972774996425,0.2101168402500442,0.0,0.18945159935134967,0.08696344222461655,0.051520677308776165,0.07603615606320394,0.14500834519780756,0.1998923996333479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440204417684396,0.09964198043857188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403150171405113,0.044288896507330484,0.0,0.0,0.08022581269139868,0.22837922993883786,0.0,0.0,0.1541413385774948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664101728701967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552175174268413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512597562172072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915545318093571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615036707095636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441831748485821,0.0,0.0,0.07223938879667241,0.08252786870511,0.09457174602942173,0.2048261146272316,0.09305488374941792,0.0,0.10189873600128684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697897697676873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286413812687226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204527917978933,0.0,0.08906695640029985,0.0,0.1057219886502442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154801972885592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904543071588772,0.0,0.0,0.3739946394474051,0.0,0.07195681385209711,0.0,0.0,0.08150870652175955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837811312854028
lonely,doihavetoleaveaname,2019/09/16,"31m4f a ldr gf experience Obviously, I'm missing something at home. I would just like a friendly ear, someone to get to know, flirt with, and just talk to. If this sounds like you lmk",0.8791666666666664,3.4459263611111126,2.2957777777777792,91.42700000000002,90.94444444444444,5.102222222222223,23.86666666666667,6.742157984588678,0.8405066666666672,143,6,30,2,5,46,30,36,0.057,0.7290000000000001,0.214,0.7184,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,5,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,4,5,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38218506351171294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018581901561081,0.0,0.20412755886554826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919095895842364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472158901897895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38175805788259215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310436010116186,0.30078427176635303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31403437491380765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775460601023716,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bsjfan0,2019/09/16,"Every day I think about old relationships Except that they weren't even relationships, it was talking to someone once that never went anywhere mostly because I ignored them. But now I replay those times and imagine how it could go differently. This doesn't even help, there have been more times recently where people try to talk to me and I just kinda stand there unable to keep the conversation going.",9.026666666666664,9.341446111111113,7.98277777777778,69.89000000000001,60.111111111111114,9.977777777777778,33.27777777777778,9.516144504307137,3.098211111111111,328,11,52,5,4,101,58,72,0.066,0.934,0.0,-0.5511,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,14,11,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,4,0,7,0,6,6,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,7,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768702266462467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723958312302495,0.0,0.0,0.1350866472503014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21884480500516107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27669736985256177,0.0,0.1764820566573231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380859004121217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039898769925535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618080819620586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155118602052573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979673736374747,0.22307182145998605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521563658620618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068199643005749,0.4497708796546535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747776777029264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367176993757125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421577115032526,0.0,0.0,0.24427973559332286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422119861497972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417478923372786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,samas123456,2019/09/16,"just so alone... hey im a 19 y/o dude from the uk

everyone  is moving on with their lives (second year of uni, relationships, jobs and the like) and all i do is sit around at home... im neverinvited out or anything and im just trying to find someone, anyone who wants to talk. im on my pc right now so i should be able to respond real speedy

im pretty much open to talking about anything, i just need some contact with someone but i guess my interests are music, pc games and sports so i know a bit more about them, but as i said really i could just talk about anything.

A little about me as well, 19 from south england, dropped out of school due to anxiety and depression at 17 so missed my final year of school. doing a long distance learing course rn on greek and roman classics and hoping to get my life back on track",1.6321967455621298,3.5953407218934927,3.1920968934911222,90.98980214497044,79.6508875739645,5.8818047337278125,21.805103550295854,6.9077264865688965,0.4805174556213019,638,19,138,7,16,210,107,169,0.065,0.8690000000000001,0.066,-0.2381,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,0,16,6,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,0,1,31,16,16,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,13,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,1,14,4,28,12,5,23,0,2,0,0,12,13,0,4,8,83,15,5,0.11381895824854045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788211474368482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707119152394492,0.0,0.0,0.0795848620299743,0.0,0.2809899139043877,0.10132300386165727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751975326811964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124260823555671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087517662853488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980321019589146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875889221077972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468310533454935,0.10402846583487904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946570798060195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538441457358318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416969535389425,0.11304790723976785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6147200316986019,0.0,0.1129477535083078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255192283048683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039369623743535,0.05560619378258637,0.11407649747824875,0.1005042253934424,0.1007261963762186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097153992647462,0.08367003048986248,0.08439531534650946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579479919287936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295508926279614,0.07291533915500839,0.0,0.0,0.12219896560290125,0.0,0.09720076844803133,0.1082678935735396,0.0,0.0,0.2303817245033908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928768679350164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744501017639973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727560137811842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713337052251203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233691257281027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659135482185998
lonely,whyamistillhere135,2019/09/16,"I have lots of friends but I'm lonely Most people see me as this bubbly, optimistic person, but I'm really not. 
I crave intimacy with people otherwise I feel so empty. I just feel nothing, I feel indifferent to almost everything. 
I want to have someone who likes me, someone to feed the ducks and hold hands with. 
I don't have anything, these thoughts I have -I can't even tell my own friends as I find it really hard to open up to people. I couldn't even open up to my therapist. 

The friends I have, they're not really my friend they're just people I hang out with, they don't know much about me except for my positive exterior. 

It's ironic really, that I'm surrounded my so many people but I'm alone",1.9572127872127891,4.122939951048952,3.906858141858145,85.24512237762238,79.55944055944056,7.722077922077923,22.1023976023976,8.634040054169528,1.5269544455544457,555,17,114,13,14,188,78,143,0.111,0.72,0.16899999999999998,0.8584,1,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,9,2,1,0,0,27,20,8,0,2,8,0,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,1,6,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,6,22,5,18,18,4,8,0,1,1,0,8,7,0,3,1,73,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438034045807123,0.1487353400731907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817775323700272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970443106839308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290662717168365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178386752132028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125578275284494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438070119093436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864521957118716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892360545663571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015997431342144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209101160878395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559671773370056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556894458419627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779645506855462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978010765967842,0.12539360878008074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679977336461282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443756927998687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433584314884664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552036482706386,0.0,0.0,0.1667408108086531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400929490708793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470415309935951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Plastic_book,2019/09/16,"40M new job new isolation I started a new job a few months ago, its with a smaller company and is outside the city. I never thought about the location or amount of staff when accepting the job but now it's hit me that I'm way more isolated than I already was. 

At least in my old job I was in the midst of people and activity, I still felt lonely but somewhat connected. There was a ""buzz"" in the city. Now I work with 5 guys and they are the only people I see all day every day. I now have zero interactions with women and some days I won't even see women on my commute. 

I used to think being in the city and seeing so many people every day was bad but this is worse. I'm feeling more and more disconnected from society and at my age (40M) I'm going in the wrong direction. 

I'm not sure why I'm posting this, I just wanted to tell someone",1.04330923430825,2.8720384245810067,3.5466381860006564,88.38898784094644,80.95530726256983,6.669865264541572,22.26125534012488,7.724431198458867,0.9656293789023986,654,21,144,11,17,228,106,179,0.139,0.84,0.021,-0.9699,4,3,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,10,5,0,0,12,0,10,0,0,1,3,28,27,13,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,6,5,16,2,18,18,9,29,0,1,3,0,6,8,0,3,18,92,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079439594355436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792745974913448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435983016322084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224278991018998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255345130751236,0.0,0.21061570449582756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319773121385414,0.0,0.12000816228476735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710336090189451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237578546823444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961255532722718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671830046636434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976429693759722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639851637131756,0.3621428138349035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311539698781869,0.0,0.0,0.09505907077032434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599530018748632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970403546795345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29879796428896865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059019987620254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884672098256872,0.0,0.09981564608114796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779979087608212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092450953042462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008731802736373,0.0,0.09922657813219868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794957508519856,0.0,0.0,0.07372121082307287,0.09920972410330096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278230599899992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099281443209722,0.0,0.12737353657750766,0.0,0.13665484991590046,0.0,0.0
lonely,Moose281,2019/09/16,"wish i could move on  this whole biological imperative stuff is getting really annoying. ive known for years now that i will be alone indefinitely, and i wish i could just move on and forget about this urge for intimacy and love. its not going to happen, and tgese emotions are just holding me back from enjoying the things in life that i do have access to. stupid hormones",7.438428571428571,7.623857842857145,7.754999999999999,70.63250000000005,63.42857142857143,11.0,31.785714285714285,10.686352973137794,3.269571428571428,299,10,55,7,4,98,53,70,0.13,0.706,0.16399999999999998,0.5729,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,9,2,0,0,0,15,15,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,9,11,1,9,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181169363329464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468066204088586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34198872120725976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24090825717051384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189305034915713,0.0,0.12171564156483852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938654838815272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127198861879487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329344388355765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552497588096849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720041335350186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24516917025142326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422825707830816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23910902132928585,0.4925613422811627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791607300113326
lonely,Zelda1433,2019/09/16,"I have no friends. For context, I’m 31.  I’ve always been very shy, but in high school I had a fantastic group of about five friends, and a separate person from that group who was my best friend.

From 2006-2010 I went to college 30 minutes away from my house, while all of my friends went away to college.  I never made any college friends because I didn’t live on campus.  I literally didn’t make one friend the whole four years.  I stayed friends with two of those people from high school.  The only way I coped with the loneliness was looking forward to when my friends came home for the holidays.

Fast forward to 2016.  My best friend and I parted ways because of wedding drama.  Haven’t talked since and never will.  That hit me hard.  Very hard.  It was my decision to end the friendship for many reasons.  I did what I had to do.  I still think about that person, all the time.  I think about what was lost and what will always be lost.

Fast forward again to 2019, now.  My maid of honor from my wedding (a coworker that became a good friend) doesn’t really talk to me anymore.  If I don’t text, she doesn’t either.  It’s been two months and nothing.  Another good friend, from that aforementioned group from high school, still talks to me but it’s rare and far between.  I have to literally beg her to hang out which makes me seem needy.

I had a baby at the start of this year.  My maid of honor and the other friend aren’t interested, even though I’ve asked to go out with them a number of times.  They never ask how I’m doing, don’t acknowledge the baby’s existence, just nothing.  The friendships are just disappearing and there doesn’t really seem to be anything I can do about it.  And part of me asks, why pursue friendships when they aren’t interested in my life now that I have a new little family member?

How did I get to the point where I literally have no friends?  I realized this suddenly last night.  It shook me to my core when I realized I have no one to call and no one to text.  I have my significant other, my family.... but friends?  No, I don’t have any friends.   And at this age, how the hell can I make new friends?

Sometimes it hurts so much I can feel it in my chest.  It twists and turns, like a knife.  Of course I changed when I had a baby.  It’s impossible not to.  But the very essence of ME, my personality, remains unchanged.  I just want to go out to dinner with someone, to TALK for god’s sake, to hang out and play video games, see a movie, have some drinks.  Anything.

The loneliness and the silence is deafening.",2.458379917184267,4.481520583333335,3.3159799861973767,90.80341614906831,77.29365079365078,6.604830917874397,23.65493443754313,7.586124646067393,0.9474264665286398,1970,64,421,28,46,625,216,504,0.096,0.6920000000000001,0.212,0.9974,2,0,1,0,1,0,72.0,0,0,3,6,24,31,1,1,25,0,43,4,1,8,5,57,71,29,0,2,10,0,3,1,16,2,1,0,3,3,26,23,2,0,10,6,0,12,20,5,0,7,20,5,57,26,65,46,10,62,1,3,2,0,39,22,1,4,32,282,83,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375974293255483,0.0,0.0,0.07662704553856639,0.059078004955987036,0.0,0.0,0.05587471089848591,0.0,0.0,0.09272698483386124,0.0,0.1580124956651292,0.0,0.10586764902235396,0.0,0.0,0.06868938275659756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825191433643445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753002598152328,0.06443860811044946,0.0,0.0,0.059600857496452435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519231408580312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990102638004658,0.0,0.0,0.037212418202175024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622575921302008,0.0,0.028487487392844856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6964574115730194,0.0,0.029435624888274656,0.0,0.06403929389641966,0.09451160192834072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094017695702102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858073132078733,0.056514190113436315,0.0,0.0,0.06500945872704267,0.060313750436783976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045925088024056496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03979501407094977,0.027525158906421446,0.056468057009147365,0.049749759631770085,0.0,0.047311892977902614,0.0,0.12300478533730835,0.0,0.0,0.05331081400119584,0.11282331323142092,0.0571204997021622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04497050917300658,0.0,0.041416805004549855,0.0,0.1303599733916484,0.10882815617353044,0.0,0.05287181270301361,0.0,0.10812060179953517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453349448501444,0.04284954583229593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202270401525908,0.0,0.03905946052917237,0.1475832499069675,0.0,0.0,0.053260053936586775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721864296198505,0.05792749425972056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105900830629442,0.044896143565059436,0.10258068633254183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04660550556601024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047737186077162735,0.0,0.055722268963293686,0.0,0.039878148727544,0.06005155623534272,0.08998731140278714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113767907399936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722015306185908,0.05535432854651933,0.0,0.06570528432604332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128236662656451,0.11007310967385224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946062366989564,0.033231130668297734,0.0894410514541015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445655432337353,0.050838605414653806,0.06290223956973696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256296576520746
lonely,SHSLAnthropologist,2019/09/16,"I.. really don't know. I just feel so isolated from almost everyone I've ever met. Every single person I've known feels distant and I just feel so, *so* isolated.

Every single one of my peers seems to ignore me. They all pretend that I don't exist or think that I'm practically brain-dead stupid and it hurts. If I ever display any intelligence over the IQ of 5 they all act so surprised like they didn't expect me to be better than a newborn. It just makes me feel so, so lonely. Maybe I push them away too.

After a while of just watching and observing the people that I'll be with for the rest of my years, I guess I sorta hate them and I push them away. I know a ton about these people but I bet I'm an anomaly to them.

I don't really know anymore. I'm just ranting. I feel lonely and I dislike the people that I'm forced to see and work with every day, and the only people who seem to really like me or my existence who are people online who feel so distant.

Sorry.",1.4527949183303048,3.3273193300492596,3.748270676691732,87.21909774436092,79.83743842364531,6.244127560280013,19.551205600207414,7.273561745256523,0.4856364532019706,756,18,157,10,19,261,103,203,0.151,0.792,0.057,-0.948,0,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,7,2,18,10,2,0,9,0,7,0,0,1,4,42,28,19,0,2,9,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,9,0,1,13,1,1,3,4,6,0,1,2,8,28,4,19,24,6,12,0,3,2,0,13,3,0,9,8,107,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849247393013666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726100179008005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725750323439136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24111896905125094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348731359915502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324591887034038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275483742315394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23214291660546185,0.3243416918857915,0.12261385601502794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892902310264526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135732943342827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668798419208002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137367642138356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156152761843586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537990594438966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565361632353648,0.0,0.12891321228166874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695195799374199,0.09759202561696592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447995653754182,0.11204279240925097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466124115841167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225325631344023,0.23363274391641234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364209065203193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222133384203613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341741934836252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263292733039579
lonely,Mcoyle777,2019/09/16,"Hi, im new here, I've been struggling with loneliness for around 4-5 years now, everyday I get up, I ask my self is this worth continuing on. I feel like I just need to talk to someone. I'm 24 male and from Ireland. Anybody out there open to have a conversation about anything really, sorry for... Sounding desperate but I really am feeling the pressure of having no friends, job etc thanks if you read this :)",2.351125,4.686373862500002,3.9450000000000043,84.59000000000002,79.125,7.5,27.5,8.472884824447931,2.18475,319,14,63,7,8,106,68,80,0.138,0.659,0.204,0.8353,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,12,3,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,7,3,13,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,6,38,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098429462678287,0.20660281523738253,0.2169660038796832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588335686227266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346959817645261,0.1657999335500954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930652512478734,0.0,0.12125363649552877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250689151113501,0.0,0.2303062775499189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338388857680945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208638787735142,0.0,0.2241469263728846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321455136925043,0.0,0.297356252169188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421128806525913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664292604249808,0.0,0.0,0.2597975916276993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24262323781241435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653929020911847,0.0,0.21367057698199168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494536553466673
lonely,IMTHEONE6969,2019/09/16,41[m4f] Hello I'm a lonely man who's looking to chat ..I'm in the u.s.love to chat Ang get to know a girl better ..we can chat about what ever from sex to school age open ..,-1.3928947368421056,0.5761455000000026,0.7266315789473694,103.38942105263159,94.0,3.04,12.86315789473684,3.1291,-1.7613852631578948,131,2,33,0,5,43,30,38,0.067,0.856,0.078,0.1027,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,7,6,0,4,0,1,1,1,8,2,0,0,2,15,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44756498037603903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577561871009588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643931208165156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781148774958022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249591807085247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121551999381881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Parzalai,2019/09/16,"I'm scared for my life I'm a 15 year old kid, and, in a nutshell, my life is in bits. I feel so out out of touch with everything in the world, I have friends but I'm never taken seriously, my whole teenage life I've been a fucking clown. Tarnishing my character for some laughs, I can't socialise well, to go out with a girl is a miracle. I have not a thing in common, I like games, coding, skateboarding and lo fi. I'll never find anyone like that around my place. I can't find friends that I can properly bond with. There are a group that I love but, as I said, I'm their clown and although they may care I can't ask them to come watch The Joker, I can't ask if they wanna come to a skatepark.

Alot of the time I think of killing myself, I've been in a sad state since I was about 11, wrong friends and a wrong mindset. I only starting thinking about dying at 13. But I'm religious, which os where most my resilience comes. I'm scared to die, not becuase I don't want to, but because I'm scared of what God will think of me. I could never do it myself, I'm too much a pussy. Sometimes, on a bad day, I pray that I get approached by a theif, or kidnapped my terrorists, so they can kill me. And when I'm angry I get agitated, I beg God to kill me, dumb I know. There's been a few times where my life has gone so low that I'm intent on killing myself, I'd have a passion for it and would want it so bad. I don't self harm, farthest I'd go is punching my leg and scratching it.

For a few months I've been documenting my days on notes, speaking to my self day and night. Exclaiming the wonders of today and the fears of tommorow, its ok but I know it won't be an essential stress ball, I so much want for someone to hug me man, to tell me it's okay, someone who understands. I don't want some school therapist bullshit, they say what you want and get paid. I want a normal person to help. I feel so fucking lonely sometimes, I feel so so isolated, I just want someone I can love other than family, because we're from Balkans, they won't understand.

I don't know what to do at this point, I haven't passionately touched a person not from family in years, I know it sounds creepy but it is what it is. I think my personality and body sets my path (I'm a boy), I'm short fat, seemingly ugly, and I'm a clown, plain and simple, about 8 years now I have been. I went with it because I craved that importance, that significance, but now I want tranquility and peace of mind, I'm constantly struck, constantly pushed so I can get out a reaction. The culture of where I am tells you that only two or so friends in the group are the clowns, the rest do their thing. I want to be with people who won't consistently want a reaction. I want love to be honest, a passion.

Schools has been a big factor in my sadness, the massive weight pushed upon me just makes me so hopeless in life. In the UK we have GCSEs, a big exam grading you for future life. I'm dumb, I'm fucking dumb. I'm shit at maths, shit at sociology, shit at science and shit remembering dates for history. I wanted to be a game developer, but it's just another fantasy, my grades are bad and I awake with the fear of unemployment, poverty. So now, I always have the army in the back of my head, crawling around just hoping that I'm dumb enough to go die. That's mostly the point anyway. The army is a quick way to die, not by my hand but by some kid's.

I don't know what I was thinking coming into this subreddit, I guess I'm just a bit worried about my life, and crying and recording isn't helping anymore. I'd just like a person, an actual person to read this, not even to comment but to appreciate what it feels to be right, to live the normal life, normal job, normal friends. Or to just see through the eyes of a kid enclosed in this capsule of deception and lies held down by the expectations of society and other. If you've gotten to the end of this little vent, thank you, very fucking much, I hope you find the better in yourself and are able to care and reform into a better person and a healthier human, I sure as hell am not.",3.5790363232023705,4.110478173708923,4.906375092661231,86.50919570051892,71.84037558685446,8.044675067951571,26.91919940696813,8.148292428227768,1.4704323943661963,3172,102,705,44,57,1059,335,852,0.218,0.624,0.158,-0.998,3,2,0,0,0,5,113.0,1,5,8,2,42,64,17,6,56,2,58,30,10,2,4,131,143,54,8,24,28,0,9,3,5,6,9,4,0,15,41,42,2,2,22,5,1,12,23,35,1,1,15,16,92,29,98,116,16,89,2,5,3,11,54,46,13,17,31,441,133,9,0.048575936896484366,0.0,0.047403107247830055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04041907083504668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093610524992536,0.0,0.0,0.04817427665769556,0.033965424524811286,0.0,0.0,0.08648576506909332,0.0908238874574786,0.0,0.0,0.03735189705975524,0.12167663487097435,0.08883432079965382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592293740659915,0.1060646840672144,0.05395691523090152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099052810164904,0.0,0.0,0.16737547371568345,0.0,0.10498666173472752,0.0,0.03878393295188317,0.0,0.05335838573051529,0.09398238213371392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165661338868565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04302386198834848,0.05019192798049569,0.0,0.03208394818955606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043656919888067684,0.0,0.0915861403166643,0.10932286784576647,0.0982458129538321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319257888827055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764824174201208,0.17963068367432314,0.10151568852221612,0.0,0.08282047311353143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351187099102725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049852925413926885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511885312981877,0.0,0.0,0.09649373167460004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04820412197973697,0.0,0.21496830820859625,0.0,0.13348032273904833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744849663288758,0.07119524730682295,0.04868585012678616,0.042893442232015036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315250387408277,0.0,0.032424815076735065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049047848822420484,0.0,0.03877284938930325,0.0,0.10712670851355124,0.0,0.11239427143826666,0.0,0.0,0.045585226153140784,0.1903764180423629,0.0,0.0,0.0509722744207476,0.0,0.0,0.07388837785065183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033676438363167964,0.2544878066206776,0.05075151519568434,0.0,0.09183992299508956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858908223488029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502706719074514,0.041483584695187696,0.046206839766177434,0.03862953471542864,0.14589896092226373,0.09832288296948516,0.038708732558746906,0.044221708565959424,0.1013505924024442,0.0,0.1994500046770841,0.040182516970653136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347470109255353,0.0,0.0960856873482266,0.0,0.03438229815430674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564357159396379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045782245652336837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491501983722861,0.04472219631133685,0.0,0.05640040672682758,0.06454338805083921,0.1556274947645109,0.0,0.0,0.056650038883353425,0.0,0.04604430834264917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04745163198817298,0.10113852686333057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04008023522325657,0.34381615368808743,0.03855731768467932,0.0,0.05915240470632594,0.04367560100543811,0.04503038016452772,0.0,0.0542332987982094,0.0,0.0,0.05267853145349975,0.0,0.04933122185046882,0.0,0.0345069518595462,0.10622032283595943,0.0,0.09384393221005607
lonely,KrazyKlingon,2019/09/16,"I went to see a friend I hadnt seen him in months and I thought we wouldnt connect very well. It wasnt all I could have hoped for but it wasnt too bad either, leaving me with a feeling I couldn’t predict, but I was happy I felt anyway",-0.06833333333333512,1.3857947592592588,1.9516296296296325,100.30633333333336,82.8888888888889,4.32,20.059259259259264,3.1291,-0.7144251851851848,183,5,47,0,5,61,39,54,0.03,0.68,0.29,0.9179,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,14,15,3,0,4,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,8,4,10,4,4,4,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564444810093182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24522190890369003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529643308881974,0.0,0.29489728802610954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23729135515722874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32695038961325124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30505386222488484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252110919823957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451518300806714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447464340729641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24383048814514205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534181307230901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761508035906765,0.2847167613533164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LemmiwinksHUN,2019/09/16,"(18/M) Everyone I know, who is in my age is an aloholic. I'm not. I'm lonely. All of my classmates are drinkers. All of the people in my age in my village are drinkers. Everyone who's not a drinker does activites with their boyfriend/girlfriend. I don't drink. I don't have a girlfriend. I don't have friends. I don't usually go out alone.

I learn in an engineer mid school. There are no girls there.

What should I do?",-1.224698275862071,0.5876487931034511,0.5007399425287353,101.15731681034485,107.04597701149423,4.014080459770115,22.67887931034483,5.985473137389443,0.34104655172413834,323,15,75,4,16,103,50,87,0.091,0.88,0.028999999999999998,-0.5638,0,3,4,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,13,1,0,0,2,9,17,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,12,1,8,16,2,10,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,48,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213080668046689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714871918636642,0.0,0.0,0.3039104602405867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5928822956738665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396854254018865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631269501842894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049607095426894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507666099514428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139725932481879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416780755209044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ainy_jaffri,2019/09/16,"Can you remember being happy? I think I can't remember when I was happy last. I guess when I was a kid I was happy and hopeful that future would be better than the hell I was in. And thinking that, I wholeheartedly studied in whatever circumstance I was and worked at improving myself. Now in said future, it's glaring that there  are so many people in similar situation, like a country of half-baked persons. Are you also someone who was born in jail? guarded by sociopaths who knew every escape a kid could attempt, and all you could do was wait until you're big enough to kill them yourself? Hey you, do you even want to be happy? the way you are now? Without first doing right by the person you used to be?",3.829836494440812,5.504063834532374,5.043217789404839,81.41196860693267,72.52517985611512,7.356703727926749,27.02485284499673,8.00094639256281,1.7945625899280568,559,20,103,8,11,185,87,139,0.062,0.737,0.201,0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,7,1,4,8,9,2,0,6,0,22,0,0,1,1,20,31,9,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,4,6,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,9,1,18,7,15,15,2,19,1,0,0,0,16,8,1,2,11,82,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542192949504095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276495724562635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304740786992714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913312651654684,0.0,0.09532966150180043,0.0,0.12160559915151226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276838642010525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158997531032144,0.0,0.0,0.6145746941075869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335384665313006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596815324447117,0.0,0.0,0.11764951882427795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705131299738821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632959008029595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000613593682364,0.25204957442843656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32699913724696394,0.12325839898223045,0.13729240453678007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223476723209349,0.0,0.0,0.122291697493564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496372464662456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465616263336896,0.0,0.0,0.08513051800932844,0.11456370710928768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913051326563744,0.0,0.105075124801216,0.0,0.0,0.1025290285595296,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HistoryAndSociety,2019/09/16,"I would honestly kill for one evening of intimacy I'm a 21 year old guy, but the last time that I properly dated was when I was 15. I know full well that the reason for that is because my mental health has been a disaster. But Jesus Christ I miss intimacy. 

I just want to be able to cuddle up to someone, just be together with someone that I care about. Like it's not even about sex, I just want that contact. That validation. It probably sounds pathetic, but I yearn to be intimate, but I've been too much of a wreck to do anything about it.",3.456418918918917,4.4737791801801805,5.129358108108106,83.00052364864867,72.51351351351352,9.153603603603603,28.289414414414416,9.516144504307137,2.376881981981981,423,16,91,10,8,144,71,111,0.162,0.7120000000000001,0.126,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,11,7,1,0,5,0,11,3,0,1,0,15,17,5,1,4,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,9,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,4,1,10,4,14,9,2,8,2,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,7,65,19,0,0.21801264657940556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940583225349285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289848583457875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22227842296893566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879905938789161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586679601307976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317372485829468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411986921792407,0.0,0.11981404903677415,0.1777094047225408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650996687455973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970547063032336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026438009248242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287675989105458,0.0,0.14773101153384582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350545064456138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415331063864252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694428159379031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712492743171322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571790149308695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601955154118372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486992904160066,0.0,0.0,0.14039299657174742
lonely,SuckMaBoaby,2019/09/16,"Are all guys evil? Im gonna be alone forever. Help. Ok. Not literally. But im so scared. I feel like guys just use me for sex because i get super clingy when i catch feelings, i feel like ive got too much love to give :( they find it so overbearing and just end up using me for sex until i cant take it anymore. I feel like ill be alone forever. I dont feel like im ever gonna find a guy that wants more than sex. Ive never been with a guy who hasnt cheated either. I guess i am honestly just looking for confirmation that there are still some decent guys left in the world and the younger generations arent all cheating scumbags? I feel so lonely id sleep with any guy just for the emotional intimacy it imitates",0.9583114035087696,2.903324348684216,3.1896315789473704,90.24308771929829,81.82894736842105,6.684912280701754,21.97543859649123,7.793537801064563,0.8960696491228073,559,18,127,10,15,191,92,152,0.127,0.664,0.209,0.9111,1,4,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,1,1,12,13,3,1,5,1,12,6,1,2,4,28,30,8,0,1,7,0,6,4,0,2,1,0,0,6,6,4,0,0,8,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,7,15,8,11,24,6,11,0,1,1,4,11,4,0,2,10,70,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21303120796944328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993760170115951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199383908176328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269288680732935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053266924166905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568591401608687,0.09108946020084398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302849214564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120067907216658,0.29388774805545603,0.0,0.0,0.18799552237587816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373186437743496,0.098657554740241,0.0,0.0,0.08225392410981891,0.0,0.11329451187412995,0.6109917290444091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893431814767828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332682431100936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117405546118856,0.0,0.0,0.20097797970191106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636324951745865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282093105326528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560234096941511,0.0,0.07931980875908222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296501352258992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291850084547136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213153330933033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732606031434512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764878493357888,0.0,0.0,0.0606601902611232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JakeMaynard21,2019/09/16,Looking for people to talk to Been going through a rough time in my life looking for some people to talk to so I’m not always thinking about all the negative stuff going on.,6.025428571428571,5.859902542857142,6.406428571428571,80.30107142857145,66.42857142857143,8.142857142857144,31.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,2.0275714285714286,139,5,26,1,2,45,27,35,0.10400000000000001,0.8959999999999999,0.0,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,10,6,2,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,20,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414958496363495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32989048830375983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499908454884724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874427098556164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40241994322084507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33224561876948666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665541557702298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596861975532689,0.0,0.0,0.16923631579632126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vainwin,2019/09/16,"have i gotten this whole “friend” thing wrong ? (excuse any grammar/spelling mistakes please)

you know how some people think of dating like in the movies/tv shows/video games etc. i feel like i must’ve gotten all of my expectations for friendship from there too because it’s nothing like that irl. im 21, work mostly from home and a bit of an introvert. i’v made it clear to those i know that im trying to meet new people, get out more etc etc. none of them try. none of them think “oh maybe i should invite her out” “i’ll introduce you to some of my friends!” when i ask to hang out and they have plans with another friend they don’t think “oh maybe we could all hang out!” or “let’s all get together”. they know how desperate i’v been to meet others that i’v spent countless months trying to do that. (going to local events, using meetup, friend/dating apps) and the thing is i try, i try so hard and a lot of the people i do meet just don’t put in the effort either so nothing substantial is made. but i just know, if these people who called themselves my friends actually tried to involve me in their lives like i do with mine, i’d actually meet people. i’d have a chance of making friends. how can they say they miss me when im a phone call, facecam, text, bus away. aren’t friends meant to try and involve you in their lives? aren’t they meant to keep up to date with you or at least think about you? when you’re texting each other and they just suddenly stop responding am i meant to be ok ? are they just naive and genuinely think im fine or simply don’t care enough to know better ? i like them, but i’m starting to feel that what i would consider a friend is no where close to what they think. and that to them i’m probably just someone to interact with when bored..",2.9103965517241406,4.4532025722222235,3.4441570881226085,92.48000000000003,74.66666666666667,6.6321839080459775,21.858237547892717,7.237678284180719,0.4613639846743292,1386,34,305,15,29,433,177,360,0.051,0.794,0.156,0.9902,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,5,15,4,18,20,0,0,10,1,23,0,0,7,4,69,56,23,0,6,12,0,3,5,7,2,0,1,1,0,18,19,0,2,16,1,1,4,8,4,0,0,9,4,42,16,44,42,19,30,0,1,0,0,45,14,0,8,17,187,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.14426633443494447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050266678601582813,0.07750931976232046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910321961659045,0.0,0.06944826138485881,0.0,0.0,0.04505964052377833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537433906350447,0.0806991570372105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509567962919032,0.0,0.07536418321303848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590173953437933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637690742625637,0.2473138549383172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475018058589057,0.052806932955643635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568700335655173,0.0,0.07723806054617913,0.0,0.04200922248194322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621588236142764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414563907285415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193758866388941,0.0,0.0,0.06570158904701108,0.0,0.0,0.20311660984668226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558601850995875,0.0,0.1805626598914369,0.0,0.13054164676922356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284232005683947,0.0,0.13988573013887898,0.04934074459924378,0.0,0.14852084840485802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900052951960244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139032845034393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185235781096595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25622668014558164,0.0,0.0,0.08113961163002174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969595362521208,0.0,0.0,0.07430786414579993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878244800690185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263036172201053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052319440772506005,0.0,0.0,0.0617986396149206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982154815023546,0.2841814747238612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351297617271517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384129680607754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252664937160745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381308142060826,0.0,0.0,0.052509125944773416,0.08081757456280342,0.0,0.0
lonely,nalasimbaz,2019/09/16,"Which song lyrics best describe your loneliness? Mine is from “Teach Me” by Keaton Henson. Goes as follows:

🎶 Mold me to the man that I should be
But don't consider that man to be free

How am I expected to behave?
When I'm alone with myself everyday 🎶",0.4063865546218501,2.850562411764706,2.0592717086834758,93.27529411764704,91.54901960784315,6.0515406162464975,19.050420168067227,7.447530270364453,0.6937596638655457,197,6,42,4,7,64,42,51,0.08900000000000001,0.764,0.146,0.6199,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,7,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.702432091607081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7117507686546614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tough_Translator,2019/09/16,"I went to my a new college in a big city and i feel alone-- at my own Hello i am kinda sad now so thats the reason why i make missspellings... Im a 20 year old and i study work and life in a big town i moved out from my towns college because it sucks... while the education  is great and i enjoy to make the lessons I haven’t been able to meet any new friends and I’m kinda terrified of talking to anyone in my classes. The reason why is because they al knew each other and when they are talking they talk about things they have done as kids (ofc not relatable) the only people i have right now is my GF (ldr) my hamster and a colleague of me 

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My old friends rarley care about what ive done and or always busy.. However that does not mean i try (prefer to Fighting Down as opposed to just give up lol)... I talked to my classmates friday but then again they dont share my intrests... we just talked about college matters and they do have geneune intrest to me... however i still struggle with socializing due the past + cynicism and anxiety 

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I think my CM's wants to interact with me (saying today for example: Dude speak up!) but my fucking brain sees it as a threat... idk why but that happend past year with friends leaving me 

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Also when i see a real couple holding hands i kinda die inside due the long distance 

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 i try to work on it but its hard any tips",3.5808676495509215,4.858784124555161,4.368073207930859,87.57860023724794,72.52313167259786,6.7758684968649385,28.68344348415523,7.07126945348624,1.440587053041857,1093,43,223,10,21,351,161,281,0.092,0.8490000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.8459,2,1,0,0,2,0,50.0,1,0,6,3,13,14,5,1,14,1,15,4,2,4,0,43,30,24,1,2,9,0,3,0,4,0,1,2,0,1,10,16,0,2,8,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,5,7,39,7,32,25,2,36,0,1,2,1,26,14,2,4,20,140,49,6,0.07931883537445689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215039213879888,0.0,0.06343124399184727,0.0659996251309691,0.3437676999566586,0.3855242674365436,0.10787905602678624,0.0,0.06067869195625991,0.0,0.0,0.05546157394860312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670405166691214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854605259172416,0.0,0.0,0.08087083898752319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776478267347608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823204282895946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941244735638631,0.16234141499900784,0.09296108432300254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04010598642966515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384460635428104,0.0733289851770001,0.0,0.0760898545017718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874492960204263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105409668848311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567795338490122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398719392584393,0.0,0.0,0.05602523916162272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019467328820812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589187706660144,0.0,0.0,0.08640146483617205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430336921086365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532132509431967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646354972243596,0.0,0.0,0.060325548545885926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143760695643832,0.0549896932758797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028219975913357,0.0,0.1631059465966368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773785201903276,0.0,0.06307752151470512,0.0,0.0,0.1264136846984144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085556380778289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334412439035789,0.0,0.0,0.08292126869891628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31876737664952515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526959097281428,0.05082430695375343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518498142700039,0.0,0.0,0.10770456518831703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046784304184016134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352935505352826,0.2147187350094612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549011367074907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855242674365436,0.1021574588219605
lonely,stolenghosts2,2019/09/16,"These things suck Looking for a friend to talk to regularly, I’m not the best at communicating but I try. I’m going through a lot, need someone to just talk to.",2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454593,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,78.0909090909091,6.824242424242425,26.15151515151515,7.793537801064563,1.327533333333334,126,5,28,2,3,43,25,33,0.132,0.8,0.067,-0.2579,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,7,6,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664050370240746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26974775113056937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842655387679994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931929854247831,0.0,0.0,0.2968297023793133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25888581632928714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958285374097961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5612573663605765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23195572758148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23704582491305534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PinkSpottedBeluga,2019/09/16,"I feel like an empty shell I'm not as lonely as I used to be. I found someone that listens to me and loves spending time with me, and I'm very grateful for that. But my loneliness and toxic relationships in the past have influenced me in some ways.

I recently keep finding myself feeling really empty, not in terms of emotions though. I feel the complete opposite of feeling numb. But the empty part comes in when I think of myself. It occured to me how invisible and forgetable I am. The only compliments that I usually get are about my looks. I'm not insecure about them, I think I'm good looking. The problem is that I feel like people overlook my character and treat me like an empty shell of a human.

I feel like I have nothing to offer but my body and it makes me feel worse everyday.",3.9401923076923056,5.480346737179488,5.288974358974362,80.29769230769233,72.01282051282051,8.276923076923078,29.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.496228205128205,625,26,117,12,12,209,86,156,0.09699999999999999,0.7559999999999999,0.147,0.5672,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,5,12,0,1,8,0,6,3,1,4,0,33,29,14,0,1,6,0,7,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,8,0,1,11,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,1,10,25,8,18,27,3,13,0,1,2,1,6,4,0,1,11,80,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924177926771724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349282814910635,0.15031130613764904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612618561672476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074134888639891,0.3072514326353831,0.0,0.0,0.13102937875932644,0.0,0.0,0.15718796322740874,0.0,0.0,0.07490021804752356,0.0,0.0,0.12024442523850212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742586519887325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801558195837633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407743075770465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938892137499305,0.0,0.09569459675650413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755876902481695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903251886983936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155246018594495,0.13685431907446152,0.09938848322595027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371771386673398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091840742962327,0.0,0.1415517160266463,0.1539160884425156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146933043636406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371991106774768,0.1408514782256275,0.0,0.08359496599060713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238178954105917,0.15789191407593528,0.11828785880562599,0.0,0.11379330796847648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609713116132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pupperh,2019/09/16,"""put yourself out there"" Recently, my relationship with my friends has completely fallen apart. Last year, i went out with a really nice group every weekend. Summer came around and i went on vacation, and once i came back, they had all grown closer together without me and i was left behind. I have been out once in the past two months and idk what to do.",4.8832835820895495,6.475942701492535,5.1345074626865665,82.11758208955227,69.74626865671641,8.942089552238807,26.832835820895525,9.3871,2.2538382089552242,279,9,53,6,5,88,53,67,0.062,0.846,0.092,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,14,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,1,7,0,9,2,11,3,1,24,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,8,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379654377258874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012021012125698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465833832821538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046954736712009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449012357361814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508346065214813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913892143790767,0.0,0.0,0.21211851864409487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558311292197644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158282396832281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636961108729214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626058399868526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506966286203922,0.0,0.1927665742889064,0.2096045030738228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907118386320528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619612744875819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819524330793144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572204654416855
lonely,Fallingtobed,2019/09/16,"Sharing music My intentions for this post is to ask you, if you'd be comfortable with sharing your music Playlist with me or the people who may stumble on this post.
I'm always curious about what kind of songs other people listen to but I have noone to ask about that.
Maybe we can make new friends or buddies who listen to similair type of music.
Sending all my love and best wishes to you all  because you deserve it <3,stay strong.
(my playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=LL-oRwmWHB37h1D6Fe9HUBeg )",7.576354679802956,10.271682333333338,5.533004926108372,77.5303448275862,64.74712643678161,7.270279146141214,30.81937602627258,7.957251820313856,2.2948962233169143,421,16,64,5,7,120,62,87,0.0,0.716,0.284,0.9829,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,5,0,2,2,8,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,2,14,14,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,8,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,11,8,13,11,3,6,0,0,0,1,17,1,0,4,2,46,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296193841704848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43359614697453214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413659640141942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24336797327077936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791677429442212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414913697211221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093015821614049,0.0,0.15479710544449254,0.0,0.2329778119277173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397343798930466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215447901837765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441980899365372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24717782565738475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666770951452903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nasaany,2019/09/16,For all of you who feels unloved I love you. You’ll figure it out don’t worry! Come chat.,-3.1804999999999986,-2.9121380499999976,-1.049999999999999,109.71500000000002,129.5,1.6,9.0,3.1291,-2.5007,69,1,18,0,5,22,18,20,0.251,0.5760000000000001,0.17300000000000001,-0.2244,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,11,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5108293651604152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998458803236972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5352186159748004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6022348718371707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dyingoftheelight,2019/09/16,"Is anyone else still up? Just lonely, bored and going through a ton of smokes. Would anyone like to talk?",1.2143333333333324,3.8684931000000002,1.1700000000000017,98.54833333333332,93.0,2.666666666666667,11.666666666666668,3.1291,-1.727833333333333,82,1,16,0,3,24,19,20,0.21100000000000002,0.682,0.107,-0.3527,0,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,11,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5683879010951959,0.41644823215047583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33953044083998546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23099056142776506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856720842258396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32458539620885873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266829757109855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887249933577771,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TodayImALittleThor,2019/09/16,"I went speed dating! After almost a decade of being single, I decided to force myself to go speed dating & it wasn’t too bad! I was nervous going, but after the first few chats, it got easier. I met 24 girls (4 minutes each) and I got two matches the next day when the results were announced on their website. Not amazing match rate but it’s given me a bit of a confidence boost, especially as I haven’t had a match on any dating site for over a year. It was also nice to just get out and meet new people.
If you’re in London and would be open to giving it a try, let me know and maybe we can get a few of us to go together.",2.991533996683252,3.4057819179104487,4.922636815920399,86.28844941956885,73.1044776119403,7.448092868988391,23.09784411276949,7.3871296695380915,0.7900192371475954,483,11,107,5,9,167,93,134,0.057999999999999996,0.802,0.14,0.9213,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,1,1,4,4,0,1,10,0,11,0,0,1,0,18,23,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,2,0,2,10,0,12,2,17,9,5,24,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,13,73,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732829763587796,0.0,0.0,0.1655759182282531,0.0,0.22433602510166034,0.0,0.14079949119024135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287612613266307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260423916284543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335285954055574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611461184057994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634768653842665,0.19861895706482333,0.3530098257119979,0.0,0.3311898143876792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137879649673098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172023382828487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800717760063528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996789526086026,0.2201975078263764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354075979361255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057175262653235,0.0,0.20225545336999534,0.0,0.2490528107837853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919352311817183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708069881576774,0.0,0.0,0.1333318880714771
lonely,tinyflowern,2019/09/16,"Infjs here? I'm hurting and another infj makes me feel less alone. 

Not looking to dump problems on anyone. Im a laid back stoner hehe ♡ would love a friend. As long as you are not toxic or other motives. Message me an tell me something ' w '",-0.05122448979592065,2.291876122448979,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,93.89795918367346,3.6163265306122447,21.285714285714285,5.288315135182226,0.14070612244897918,186,7,36,1,7,63,43,49,0.132,0.6890000000000001,0.179,0.5388,0,1,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,1,0,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,9,7,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,4,2,4,6,1,3,0,1,1,1,5,1,0,1,2,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29969215405454963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034216808470879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232890106999785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225018056070344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631031149895402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356065363849326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30976840787624105,0.0,0.31256102054294793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25607659675385736,0.24299151777565134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611608414922195,0.0,0.19315163268698032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768807142616871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227652937476654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25291547048754265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555472945486736,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,roemarie_2,2019/09/16,"My friends stood me up before hoco Yesterday was my last hoco dance (I’m a senior). I was supposed to go with this group that I’d been hanging out with for a few weeks. I recently got out of a toxic friend group that was mentally draining and the new group was really welcoming.

Anyways, I kept asking what the plans for and I kept getting told idk by two people in the group. This girl in the group, lets call her A, and I decided that we need a plan on Friday night. 

On Saturday, I sent A a text asking where we’re meeting up. No answer. I was panicking because it was 4pm and I couldn’t get ready for the dance that started in two hours without any plans.

I ended up going by myself because no one responded. The group all went together, even posted pics of them together.

Got to love inconsiderate people!!!",2.81775132275132,4.68983467283951,4.4376719576719585,83.85666666666667,75.72839506172839,7.591534391534393,25.151675485008816,8.418075326091056,1.7312860670194006,635,22,125,12,14,213,99,162,0.07200000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.106,0.8161,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,3,3,4,0,0,13,0,9,1,0,0,1,17,27,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,2,2,2,0,7,4,0,0,3,15,0,16,4,22,10,2,30,0,0,0,1,21,11,0,0,11,82,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497484074436855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161192221715812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061295926982841,0.0,0.14386792313970606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264154003995738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974771689817465,0.0,0.0,0.11167054207654528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612494042346356,0.0,0.17666641118439064,0.0,0.1921751664930605,0.0,0.2704448421190003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650198326311713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781634525056727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288769981332627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259419119337994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038493286892656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536483621708855,0.0,0.16329090905974433,0.0,0.15866273331223624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456764554218095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23442664256928944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192435710122668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831193074343026,0.0,0.1669383235410115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967011821751608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155565807386135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330317792263542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561945805922065,0.0,0.0,0.15673155102907865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297949233217696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Systematiq,2019/09/16,"How alone I am I just got out of the army after a 4 year contract, and I finally realized how lonely I am. 4 years of college followed by 4 years in the army basically ruined my ability to make friends outside of the “yeah it sucks but you’re cool so let’s chill”, and now I have nothing in common with just about everyone I know. It truly hit me when I opened my contacts list and only saw people from my old unit, exes, or people I stopped talking to a long time ago. I have nobody that I can even send a casual “What’s up” text to anymore, and I wasn’t really prepared for this. I know I should go through and clear out all of my contacts, but part of me just wants to hold out for the hope that one day my phone will vibrate and I’ll get a text to do something. I’m super introverted, and my time in the army changed a lot about who I am as a person, for better and worse, and now I don’t know how to either fix it or move on. I don’t even know if I want advice or if I just needed to say this, but I’m lonely.",3.0684362934362923,3.01875325675676,4.892483912483916,88.2291891891892,72.73873873873873,7.784298584298584,25.76705276705277,7.447530270364453,1.0339268983268983,781,22,185,8,14,269,124,222,0.077,0.763,0.16,0.9595,1,5,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,15,10,1,0,11,2,13,0,0,4,2,46,31,23,0,7,13,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,9,14,0,2,5,1,0,4,3,4,0,1,3,3,26,6,31,24,4,29,0,3,1,0,9,9,1,7,16,125,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505037640000266,0.14065128050651568,0.0,0.0,0.16433414974976604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735789122146082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033062015572756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785170070359492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232895015468996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209599926742674,0.0,0.0,0.15161587589471387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381510458872526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258796046591396,0.0,0.08289846667162558,0.0,0.09017575286573012,0.0,0.12690280274904828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759499867839716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488032794766848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225070883395348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404178562202169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489546314241949,0.0,0.0,0.10591338111780027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864097832790262,0.0,0.11765171010452208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224803514134316,0.0,0.16649735439938695,0.0,0.10751882128530213,0.12067559837969805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718240244666927,0.0,0.2200034413523919,0.13854442443059733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164799206230776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618066203418613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215183029154685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265512961466314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753284420397182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850433732433478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717521972931936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169816956623978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065346135123587
lonely,Zorstian,2019/09/16,"Scared Hey guys. This is my first reddit post and I wanted to share and vent a little about some things. My only friend moved out to Florida so I have no one to hang out with and I am DREADING the days after tomorrow because my job contract ends tomorrow.

I decided to take a few months to save some money so I wouldn’t be broke in college (and also figure out what I wanted to major in), but before landing the job I spent a month very sad and lonely because I had nobody to hang out with. My job used to keep my mind off that, but now that’s what I’m constantly thinking about and I hope everything works out well for me whenever I start college.",4.019791144527986,4.7438463007518825,5.0785964912280726,84.97239766081874,70.95488721804512,8.01637426900585,26.055973266499585,8.167268648758528,1.4954685045948204,510,15,105,7,9,168,85,133,0.12300000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.091,-0.6396,3,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,0,2,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,28,16,11,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,13,0,1,3,0,2,3,2,5,1,2,2,0,16,5,22,12,4,25,0,3,0,0,4,10,0,3,11,74,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775577949118178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21001546208116614,0.0,0.14658006141344587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615121451458044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109306196990468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257069859931666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481564086043054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652375715918725,0.0,0.0,0.1330871846942312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056388802313954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109245162644526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128226216284488,0.15311206905760175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264917240012112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393288779275431,0.0,0.27499161835421104,0.18308448027391766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672742716428355,0.1310110355748303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497688776102146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246170972790634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192608953313396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951763042705153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144414907191521,0.11037686762714707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877681327166742,0.0,0.14213204499617554,0.20320611374577624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488188761272334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540689438696842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,milesgmc,2019/09/16,"Everything is pointless I'm not suicidal, but in 20 years everything will be different and nothing will matter. Like it makes things pointless and unenjoyable. And I just feel that no one truly cares about me and I'm last pick for everyone, the disposable friend. Idk why I'm typing this out here but make sure you love your friends and family louder, just make sure they know you care.",4.914583333333333,7.131279069444448,4.823333333333338,81.855,70.80555555555556,9.244444444444444,27.277777777777786,9.725611199111238,2.6741777777777767,311,11,57,8,6,96,55,72,0.084,0.563,0.354,0.9840000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,1,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,4,2,20,15,7,1,0,5,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,8,4,12,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942225487339873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198711817712067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847336516167428,0.3475023515132439,0.0,0.1822528891620315,0.0,0.0977526905108069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29873021472821565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624827897041787,0.15758851787766748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445053200851974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448650508896865,0.0,0.3871447933833923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855038947416396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100438431233136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114699832932868,0.0,0.36441961692520597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843885448059705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444888671887196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244972053374948
lonely,geekeatschinesefood_,2019/09/16,"The moment I felt I’m not good at anything... I’m not a top student, not athletic, not social, not smart, not creative,.......I’m not good at anything 😭 😭 and I feel really lonely",-0.4291666666666672,1.8126344166666684,2.6235555555555585,89.07700000000004,93.72222222222223,5.102222222222223,21.088888888888885,6.742157984588678,0.7527288888888886,133,5,27,2,5,47,22,36,0.26899999999999996,0.674,0.057,-0.7404,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,4,1,0,0,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,2,2,3,2,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,14,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5765137012260696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711593690774924,0.0,0.3363310310573968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.587609243783105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440320793887208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570740982305602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WorthAward,2019/09/16,"I wish I could be normal Not have the need to drag people in my life, ruin theirs, drive them away. But I can't. For some reason, I have this need sometimes to interact with others in the hopes of making their day better, or just having some small talk. I know I'm stupid, but I can't help it. Should I stop trying to interact with people? I'm not needed here anymore so it seems pointless to keep trying.",2.430619621342516,4.089821975903618,3.5354905335628253,90.83373493975904,76.22891566265059,5.7067125645438885,17.881239242685027,6.1826913282559595,-0.2451363166953531,316,5,66,2,7,102,57,83,0.14400000000000002,0.7859999999999999,0.07,-0.7216,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,3,4,1,0,2,0,8,1,0,2,0,24,19,4,0,8,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,11,2,11,16,2,7,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,5,2,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963441000245586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986005993075272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695043847672368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877154087261306,0.0,0.0,0.13632407580792186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168507866661909,0.0,0.0,0.2099502879127164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878862724566073,0.0,0.0,0.11617016651091873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930554738725366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109930547269053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702118204958078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20710974218808711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930916986013129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21733617743669145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243447805966304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906246833815426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767250413354329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990106020808532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28702936930188466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430791764641088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,julesjules76,2019/09/16,"I’m just a fucking loser I’m 17 and I do online school because I had really bad anxiety/depression in public school. I just started my senior year and I feel like the dumbest person on the planet for not having anyone to turn to. I feel lonely all the time and I’m tired of it. I have like three friends that kinda orbit around me but dont actually really care about me. I’ve never had a boyfriend. I don’t remember the last time I had a genuine hug from someone besides my mom or my dad. I’m a fucking loser. I feel unloved. Uncared for. Unimportant. Sometimes I turn my phone off and shove it into a drawer for days at a time because I can’t stand staring at a black screen with no texts, no missed calls. I feel happy sometimes but I think it’s fake happy. Because when the moon comes out I start thinking about my shitty lonely life.",1.4484173126615012,3.6992568779069774,3.366899224806204,87.94308785529718,81.96511627906976,5.682687338501292,22.927648578811368,6.937597516519254,0.8665260981912146,661,23,131,8,18,222,102,172,0.253,0.6409999999999999,0.106,-0.9788,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,17,2,0,12,0,9,5,0,0,2,25,28,8,0,0,6,2,4,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,7,0,0,1,7,10,0,1,3,7,21,7,18,25,1,21,0,5,3,3,7,8,2,2,13,80,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.13224222087073695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947546148925512,0.0,0.0,0.12063628642155368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131486194163779,0.2478244265860333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837505524322288,0.0,0.13816566423811846,0.0,0.0,0.11673340445666068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739538859838157,0.0,0.11671810230349737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882152484859186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740800181798317,0.09681130554509901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469786337303254,0.2505612176584556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885145748255898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046208451947627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571762182483724,0.13241069578094097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871248499000334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104516833959411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832569173188395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362761472880095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351106701218434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742950232844384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148206636079899,0.0,0.2680538350026077,0.0,0.19183516569047268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366393665807645,0.0,0.0,0.23705809774815545,0.15575353175349926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948008704223349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726664228865008
lonely,lostgreenmoss,2019/09/16,"Drinking alone is no fun???? I love it but at the same time it also makes me crave so much affection. I get really stimulated too and I want to be held. I listen to and explore music that feels better than it does when im sober... And no one to share it with to truly feel it? Idk. 😭 the day i find someone who sends me music i feel and they feel mine ill be on cloud nine

Edit: also it's like nothing is enough
I get so annoyed when i come down from drinking
My tolerance is increasing and i often want to cross fade to induce myself but its not worth the risk ig?",-0.3562499999999993,1.8152458750000025,2.083333333333336,94.375,90.25,4.866666666666667,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.3208166666666665,435,10,98,5,15,148,80,120,0.126,0.639,0.235,0.9459,0,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,8,7,1,1,3,0,5,4,0,4,0,25,18,13,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,7,2,1,7,2,1,5,3,2,0,2,1,5,15,5,12,15,4,13,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,6,67,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083662784837801,0.0,0.3217740513726802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779311793908589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330247509117375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974724095601642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760577516375685,0.0,0.0,0.3941680781461393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787717950584733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068993425205334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387882105374287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022100420004625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731358585307511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982884951149567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157670092865094,0.0,0.13429209387552585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789362162109526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304177821332355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632769994730165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888382514299673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704628189976542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731219317321585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373274454443551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bonitogeneration,2019/09/16,"first post here (18M) this is my first semester as a college student and im lonely as hell. i felt lonely senior year of high school but i was still around ppl who were excited to see me. here i know a few people but i cant get on a close basis with anyone. main problem is i feel like im a really funny and likable person when u get to know me but i dont have many people on social media so i kinda have to rely on my poor social skills to make friends. it feels really discouraging to me as an empath going into the social work field, i just feel uncapable. it feels like im constantly embarrassing myself and as tho im back to being the weird kid after being popular towards the end of high school because of my twitter. if any of u relate lmk and any advice woul also be appreciated",1.768181818181816,3.603428848484853,4.504848484848488,82.35727272727277,78.69696969696969,6.824242424242425,20.696969696969692,7.793537801064563,0.9569878787878792,620,16,123,10,15,221,102,165,0.133,0.721,0.146,0.6652,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,10,12,1,1,8,0,11,0,0,1,0,24,23,16,0,2,5,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,8,0,1,7,0,1,1,2,7,0,2,3,6,15,5,22,17,2,21,1,3,1,0,7,9,1,2,12,81,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715685639162728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587741032769677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306103852817655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383111773077588,0.0,0.0,0.10672909959136853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218937562805453,0.0,0.07308491414113688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295604180306353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051226911598474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618852818822333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424835381130643,0.1713014181319691,0.11511490695285405,0.0,0.0,0.20395976763801005,0.0,0.0,0.09262808909664356,0.0,0.12527700971042047,0.0,0.06813725947521812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25334448871260884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5180147684807985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317787698146404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117146132031809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800286917689134,0.12155144358260775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623572404423734,0.10468487477258312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148231807106312,0.0,0.0,0.11472023834411398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361148402269675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426737570090773,0.09553822340630554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666437033525206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574572755980627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728264117463892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720637324066024
lonely,sbear1005,2019/09/16,"I’m at a loss So I’m a college student. I’m trying to be active and be a part of clubs and groups. When I’m in class, I try to talk to people. It just seems like no matter what I do, no one wants to be my friend. I’m really alone here at college and I just want someone to be my friend. I have a wonderful boyfriend who lives back in my hometown, but I’d still love to have someone to do things with here where I go to school. I really can’t help but feel like there’s something wrong with me. I’m really a nice person and I believe I can be a great friend to someone. I just don’t understand.",-0.4251879699248136,1.3768628345864684,2.0443233082706804,97.32633458646616,86.06766917293233,5.303759398496241,18.522556390977442,6.5431188927421005,-0.19178796992481206,459,12,114,5,14,157,71,133,0.076,0.642,0.282,0.9831,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,11,10,0,0,6,0,12,1,0,0,0,18,26,8,0,2,5,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,1,13,8,16,21,1,9,0,1,0,1,9,5,0,2,5,72,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691301309605847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556805045498326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398380995277347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256966960902784,0.1166619524672184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784968219818326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280747133127132,0.0,0.0,0.18003944355318924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945692292809757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956080966340674,0.0,0.14419738600588408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738513079430096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065668549355637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768385926143621,0.0,0.11321204662685255,0.14258774991981926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138435602500764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526888460096634,0.0,0.14866269639618526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150921028696296,0.12571674898822333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041203790754588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125480415870966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848963567148534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217407213902952,0.0,0.0,0.17000164173456025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263780214642254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709249104176086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854352666308407,0.0,0.0
lonely,jeffrey_void,2019/09/16,"Alone in New York I thought I knew what loneliness was, I was completely fucking wrong. I just move to NYC by myself and don't know anybody here. My mental state is taking a toll right now.",3.371491228070173,4.918563342105267,3.944736842105264,89.3414912280702,73.47368421052632,7.171929824561403,25.824561403508767,7.793537801064563,1.3002350877192983,149,5,31,2,3,47,34,38,0.226,0.774,0.0,-0.8162,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,3,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355489607876288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396902958810741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995173136870869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780527329924088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264989357559042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34434294460587206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129050622547371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766799434453065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24359509977525684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25720652810138145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542248473816769,0.0,0.0
lonely,icearrow80,2019/09/16,"Gay and lonely I guess Hey so I somehow ended up here and decided to make a post. I’m not even sure if anyone will ever read this but I guess I will just try it. I’m 18 and gay. I know u shouldn’t define yourself by your sexuality but it’s somehow the reason for most of my problems, which is not being able to express how I feel about things. I’m really bad at opening up to other people cause I never felt like I could. I was so scared of the consequences my words would have that i forgot that saying nothing also got consequences ( this sounds like something from tumblr and I’m really sorry about that ) I just learned to keep my problems, emotions and opinions which might disagree with theirs to myself which led to my friends never really getting to know me, which made all of my friendships really superficial. At this point this post feels like one big rant but I just wanted to ask : How do you decide who’s trustworthy and who’s not. ( I’m sorry for all of my grammar mistakes it’s 4 am and English isn’t my native language)",2.634597672064775,4.704962110576929,3.9967813765182174,85.90611336032389,76.93269230769229,6.302024291497978,23.447368421052627,7.273561745256523,1.007275,821,26,159,10,19,270,121,208,0.195,0.7490000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.9808,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,0,15,11,0,1,3,0,13,2,0,7,6,57,33,16,0,8,10,0,3,3,1,5,0,2,0,0,18,9,0,2,9,1,0,1,7,6,0,1,5,5,24,5,23,21,3,14,0,1,0,2,10,7,0,8,7,114,42,2,0.13471795686699312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773390143427716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419792778991774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594310408323567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248386681112164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383924514715277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075613264583744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153956893409726,0.1193201233760924,0.0,0.0,0.08897993995533778,0.12186010473478205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623489362729027,0.09624253530370044,0.12935036518912085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408275929309788,0.0,0.07038457218438539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077462568261042,0.0,0.2968140354514934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974350997960002,0.0,0.0,0.14807493183031428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974491665750998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747338813147402,0.08992528231079709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291446293368845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780558686885392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292655129772689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128837410120197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339646871888868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273520139311599,0.0,0.25804512639148386,0.0,0.0,0.2578137813284524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347544134593754,0.0,0.3452150912777331,0.13851249690330095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071331264834908,0.1348761765614527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371246492008948,0.0,0.3016114463820401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697008002560986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950062441422367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146464959374913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946014138205855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956997713113012,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,scrappy-boo,2019/09/16,"Micheal Jackson Whenever I'm feeling super down, I listen to MJ's ""You Are Not Alone"". Well today my roommate (I'm in college) decided to act an ass and say ""He's dead, and you're crying alone in your room.""

Time for a room change. I thought we got on well. Now I really won't have anyone to talk too.",0.1415848214285731,2.1856744531250034,2.5413392857142867,93.126875,85.71875,5.5321428571428575,21.642857142857146,6.868970318607317,0.5250919642857146,231,8,52,3,7,79,50,64,0.21600000000000005,0.674,0.11,-0.8028,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,9,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,3,7,3,8,6,0,10,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,3,27,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5385818470257123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180434784610228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27505506046371203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856076923982154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146836969190534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079529604814211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656843204755314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067696036422761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898539619552006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641811353960252,0.151613346789188,0.0,0.2464581428724742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675586581748673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,----travis----,2019/09/16,"I don’t have a title for this I feel like my friends are progressively cutting me off, one by one. At the beginning of the summer I had 20+ friends, now I have less than half that. When school started up my best friend since I was 8 years old just stopped talking to me. I would walk up to him and try to have a conversation and he would just give me the shortest possible answer and walked away. I thought it might’ve been because of my tendency to talk too much so I started talking less to avoid annoying people, that didn’t work, I tried restricting my personality, purging anything that might annoy or upset people, didn’t work either. I go to Uni next year, I feel like I may never have friends again.",4.292978723404257,5.411705992907802,4.8891418439716325,85.12350000000002,70.63120567375888,7.909503546099291,29.702836879432624,8.238735603445708,1.937059007092198,559,22,115,8,10,179,92,141,0.11,0.74,0.15,0.8335,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,7,12,3,2,5,0,15,0,0,0,1,19,23,6,0,2,4,0,2,2,4,4,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,3,4,0,0,3,4,5,0,3,6,2,20,7,16,13,5,21,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,3,15,81,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637305899267784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286469076039173,0.0,0.0,0.08620568873264091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840703628751795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430080383551992,0.2020547866065371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370296283659489,0.0,0.0,0.13565881056328075,0.0803697924591209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381771205842165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000393871579981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395679964615136,0.0,0.1090684939302978,0.0,0.15039718485167394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483919722632757,0.0,0.1916538554441727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607965955229345,0.123478721097399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942493624026846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431202225941319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698051561440034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018949878308095,0.0,0.0,0.11822984446432032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34099371154648445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226825725251574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202393408890275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590460521943948,0.0,0.0,0.20091528978929432,0.0,0.0,0.18213412871793294
lonely,crackwhoreaddict,2019/09/16,fuck dude fuck this,-0.5899999999999999,0.32178000000000395,-2.2299999999999978,118.175,124.0,1.6,4.0,3.1291,-3.4762,16,0,4,0,1,4,3,4,0.778,0.222,0.0,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawayyyy0401,2019/09/16,"[17] Literally just looking to chat I recently split with my partner, and I'm still not used to not having someone to text, so i'm just looking to chat with someone. I'm kinda shy so its been hard for me to message people directly.",4.642056737588653,5.079430936170219,6.337021276595745,77.53333333333335,69.42553191489364,8.819858156028369,34.815602836879435,8.841846274778883,3.0280836879432624,182,9,35,3,3,63,31,47,0.076,0.924,0.0,-0.3336,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,8,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,8,7,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,2,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29320895996275564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5497224733349398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22691824293791935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231829850204134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5546640040939554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26139330028607194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826941146386923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,korinstower,2019/06/27,"Am I invisible? I’m 25, my friends have joined the military or become criminals. I’ve always been a “oh well deal with it” kind of guy, but lately i’ve felt so alone. I have a girlfriend of 4 years but I work 14 hours a day so I don’t see her a lot. I try to tell her that I feel like I don’t have anyone and she assures me I have her but when I am around her I can tell I’m annoying her just by being me. I don’t know who to talk to or what to do, I don’t have a lot of time for friends with my work schedule and when I do spend time with others it feels like I’m invisible. I speak and no one listens to me, often I’m left behind. I’m sorry if this is a mess of a paragraph, I just feel like I need to at least write out my feelings since no one i know will listen. I am lonely.",-1.5078021978021994,0.13812948351648302,1.6392197802197828,99.51828021978022,89.32967032967035,4.7389010989010965,16.242857142857144,5.985473137389443,-0.7701832967032969,594,13,160,5,20,211,94,182,0.132,0.75,0.11800000000000001,-0.3452,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,9,11,1,0,8,0,19,0,0,0,1,29,35,13,0,2,8,0,5,3,3,1,0,3,0,1,7,8,0,0,7,0,1,0,6,3,1,2,2,9,30,8,19,31,3,13,0,1,1,0,19,4,0,6,12,107,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739766472057026,0.0,0.0,0.1264532840025404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626269691431543,0.0,0.0,0.13528773406359798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784167275814774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800968217611,0.1566769616969194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073674241105806,0.3257075266682368,0.1459174206305496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348271339776097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047665587251674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966228782726573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582559597505034,0.16704020959765473,0.0,0.1714315855459583,0.0,0.1651185525175718,0.0,0.0,0.22273824314423735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584031488567313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268567396996347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596098144645056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110239672766965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571321223992785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012075777432034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214972897260545,0.2656613053620193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723275938001595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317934339097964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366415175762396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127556201285456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786529944493272
lonely,Tuco__Blondie,2019/06/27,"Think I might do it This girl I've been looking after, caring for and loving for a while has been telling her friends how shit I am basically. I'm 14, I cry in class and my teacher asks what's up. I tell her and she laughs in my face and tells the class. I can't handle it, any of it. I just don't want to live its not worth it",-0.3100571428571435,1.1156178800000018,1.804571428571432,101.208,83.53333333333333,4.819047619047621,17.38095238095238,5.288315135182226,-0.9257047619047624,251,5,68,1,7,84,54,75,0.12300000000000001,0.705,0.172,0.7015,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,8,3,2,1,0,10,15,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,11,4,8,12,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,3,1,1,2,44,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684780583359798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23161220493691725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525969809234611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721410350708693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141053852270173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187672210648863,0.0,0.2080470624723459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360346732525596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628229160968645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543111545383104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6496315736089915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874778417998178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461289896264159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Molly_Idk,2019/06/27,Idk When I listen to the song Lost Boy by Ruth B that was written a while ago I get reminded of how lonely I’ve been I’m my lifetime,-0.4620430107526872,1.0618625806451618,2.523870967741935,95.37247311827957,84.48387096774194,5.423655913978496,20.010752688172047,6.42735559955562,-0.010492473118279387,104,3,26,1,3,37,28,31,0.22,0.78,0.0,-0.6369,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,3,0,3,3,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5909113837695733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34827729599686696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7276858261809411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,organization14,2019/06/27,"My head hurts from confusion Im so disoriented from trying yo make friends I don't know were to start to make friend

Context, I have not 1 friend, not an exaggeration the only people I speak too are my grandparents who I live with and thats it,I live In a remote village that is almost all old people(I'm 17) so I have to take a bus to go to the city but once I get there I have no clue what to do

My biggest hobby is writing and drawing but there's really no clubs or events for that sort of thing so I end up going to a coffee shop and draw, then I leave get back on the bus and sit at home and read reddit for the rest of the day

My work is impossible to make friends as well since I work at a supermarket that has only people with family's and that are in there 30s and shit so I can't relate to them on any level

I'm just confused right now and I have no direction in life, rant over",2.42058173784978,3.189063149484536,4.22974963181149,89.41845360824745,74.7216494845361,7.398527245949928,22.104565537555228,7.7094869923839395,0.6280998527245951,697,16,165,9,14,237,115,194,0.136,0.797,0.068,-0.9031,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,12,9,1,2,10,0,14,3,2,3,1,26,25,17,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,8,10,0,0,1,3,1,2,7,4,1,0,1,1,17,5,27,24,2,23,0,1,0,0,8,12,1,5,8,107,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968983195372568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165641842317467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494642530928488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640687371281456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240128421453426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092322299498386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619737427378349,0.0,0.1562017785839872,0.0,0.16991403518442086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153416988657198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994784456688598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002913352536274,0.0,0.16147182223719425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215425269264114,0.0,0.0,0.15828535477347835,0.0,0.0,0.1055872263668716,0.0,0.0,0.2639998630266492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993515894324745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686166421950484,0.15919898345343242,0.0,0.227383495200975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727119700516689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952764790027415,0.0,0.09576532466225976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766124735507695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344645700909146,0.12365735208353885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580780570349643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123957663850001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993126496617438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149199249714476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440694058398694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21765691602155973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cathalert,2019/06/27,Fortnite Loneliness I have an issue with Fortnite that no one ever wants to play with me. Its not like I’m weird or anything but its just that people always kick me from parties and all I’m so sick of playing solos and staying alone. I think its because I’m toxic sometimes but thats just me getting pissed off it happens to the best of us. Its just i was INCREDIBLY toxic before but I’ve changed in the past few months and now my friends think I’m toxic. I need a good understanding friend that likes me and doesn’t treat me like a toxic person.,1.6140773809523807,3.9710489196428576,2.905357142857145,90.85630952380954,82.125,4.8047619047619055,22.72619047619048,5.985473137389443,0.371604761904762,437,15,88,3,12,141,73,112,0.158,0.593,0.249,0.927,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,1,6,12,1,0,5,0,3,2,1,0,2,21,14,9,0,2,8,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,11,10,9,13,3,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,7,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968979467567267,0.0,0.0,0.16846478126363115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660915152582548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341908669212184,0.0,0.17228043238007829,0.0,0.2124716030527436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141781772692647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831386640759671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128436091822548,0.0,0.1057781506873072,0.0,0.0,0.16981569965679774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903666752348862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131795046504367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967384335355467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616034079059785,0.0,0.0,0.15012316656413113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719363621874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327309269089427,0.14036180707227022,0.17678219625408426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024030695491804,0.0,0.0,0.21579778206100486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25945922380162456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077030537009853,0.2435371153692045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941745964907324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Awoomie,2019/06/27,"I broke up with my boyfriend and want someone to spend time with We used to be together 24/7 and now he's gone, I just have no friends, I miss the feeling of being so close with someone and just want it back, if you have a lot of time to waste and want to play games or just watch movies/tv shows on discord hmu, I'm 19 from EU",7.185833333333331,3.709200361111112,6.717222222222222,89.65000000000003,66.22222222222223,10.155555555555557,33.72222222222222,6.42735559955562,1.670022222222221,254,7,66,1,3,79,53,72,0.157,0.701,0.142,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,20,12,7,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,2,12,9,1,8,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,3,4,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23987993986095085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577376355560527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410214874605996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652193988276093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5286497019601841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363815736017891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269435475074254,0.0,0.0,0.5520107729600702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,uktodk,2019/06/27,Is anyone else in a long distance relationship? o: Hello I feel very lonely and the only friend I have is my long distance boyfriend. I thought it would be really nice to meet someone also in a LDR because then we can fangirl over when we get to see our partners next and we can relate more about our relationships. I’m 18 and a girl and feel free to message me c:,3.00382882882883,4.604514337837841,4.368648648648648,85.70855855855856,74.54054054054055,6.554954954954956,27.1981981981982,7.1686216300943375,1.3365927927927927,287,11,58,3,6,95,55,74,0.053,0.82,0.127,0.765,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,13,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,10,4,7,10,1,8,0,1,1,0,13,3,0,0,5,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759638440515605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640262761914996,0.24035857418694465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299995797318593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596445933254852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372249879940697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123867290008835,0.0,0.12256022555490037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151981290186121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494822723332819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841136453071074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502802323679562,0.0,0.0,0.5037098958530045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693272192331564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876188513680465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623313965536195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355600068380654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664142714030022,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,madde0312,2019/06/27,"Need friends lol Hi, I’m new to reddit and I have no real friends or internet friends. Kinda hoped I would find some people to talk to here, I’m 18 and live in Europe, if you are lonely just like me, feel free to hit me up so we could talk. Have a great day :D",-2.047605363984676,-0.21796212068965384,0.3509195402298868,104.02492337164752,101.24137931034485,3.267432950191571,13.340996168582375,5.033348758259628,-1.4447302681992338,199,4,51,1,9,66,45,58,0.063,0.56,0.37799999999999995,0.9740000000000001,0,2,0,0,1,0,7.0,1,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,15,11,5,0,5,3,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,8,6,8,1,4,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,5,3,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931654339827896,0.0,0.0,0.15602807872457522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232961984388872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22112423320725028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5607552090785549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667342232450797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402960728437152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819723441144485,0.0,0.21363306279541705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939175823185094,0.0,0.23366235830898704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772728643808527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753750289766165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889164234626773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186370293188175,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Redvader123,2019/06/27,"I don't feel at home at my new place. I'm an 18-19 year old who is currently in India pursuing a bachelor's degree in engineering. As my family is situated a country away, during holidays I'm supposed to stay at my aunt's place. A few things to know about my aunt – she is caring (sometimes to the point of being overbearing), and is very near and dear to my mum. I'm no Christian, but she is the closest thing to a godmother.
With an alternative for mum, I should be able to feel at home, right? wrong. She is quite a pleasant woman indeed – but I haven't been able to forge a connection with her. Our perspectives and experiences are worlds apart –  unlike me and mum. My relationships with the others hereare no different. My convivial conversations with cousins tend to be curt and cursory. Ergo, I'm not able to find footing in this place – I'm feeling lonely.
It has been over a year now, and I have been getting hints that I'm not wanted here. Just today, when I told my cousin I have a month long semester, his face looked stunned for a few moments before weakly saying,""is it?"". He then proceeded to ask me whether I will be going to my actual home.
I am lonely even in my place of residence.",3.845809792843689,5.312455313559326,5.223333333333333,80.9662052730697,72.13559322033899,8.80376647834275,27.941619585687384,9.2995712137729,2.3991693032015062,938,35,185,21,18,314,138,236,0.09,0.8440000000000001,0.066,-0.7535,2,4,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,14,0,22,3,2,0,0,23,40,12,0,2,6,7,3,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,8,10,0,0,5,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,4,26,3,32,30,2,35,1,2,1,0,20,20,0,0,13,123,34,0,0.3684243003351403,0.0,0.1198429904276149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480899572953245,0.0,0.11538225265040278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450064795109514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521104279471412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830832624504318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111359189300976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012988693610085,0.11577254714430807,0.0,0.1862863961610605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122443786457834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416216359096161,0.0,0.06979467340726442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695596127174535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749212011211769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086813040533288,0.10312787408347036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802425385155172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186088283536022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886644252121354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5132333049801727,0.0,0.1160933496915146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062153121664927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184993987151844,0.0,0.10487744648334438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804144998325554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146035120547337,0.0,0.0,0.1308970945814269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317648958964906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640771933166574,0.11734840248225313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132954409686236,0.07243539929404627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427137873362482,0.0,0.1581687801004412
lonely,Pumpkin-webz,2019/06/27,"The older I get, the more fearful I get that I’ll be alone forever. I lost my fiancé of 9 years, to an accident 8 years ago. I’ve been on meds, I’ve counselled, I’ve handled it far better than I ever thought was possible. But since then, I’ve seemed to fall into a string of relationships where I’m told I’m amazing, beautiful, wonderful, ‘you would be the perfect girlfriend’, but it’s the wrong time in all of their lives to commit to me? I know for most of them, this has been true. But when it becomes a pattern, you start to think there’s something wrong with you. 

My most recent relationship came out of the blue with someone I had never expected to fall for. We worked together, we lived together, and being an introvert and not much of a people person, it was surprising I didn’t want to murder him. We meshed so unbelievably well, we communicated and supported each other. It was by far one of the easiest relationships I had ever had. But then after 2 years together, he decided to go back to school. And because of how his brain works, he believed he couldn’t be in a relationship, he wouldn’t be able to provide or give enough attention. Even though I am an extremely independent person and provide for myself and work insane enough hours that I don’t require much attention. I tried to be understanding, he still wanted me in his life, wanted to be friends until life was less hectic and we could pick back up where we left off. Somewhere along the way, things changed. His words and his actions didn’t mesh, it started to feel like he was manipulating me and the situation, keeping me in his back pocket. 

After a year, I told him he needed to give me a decision. He had made new friends in school, a lot of them girls, changed his social habits completely and then it came, ‘you’re amazing, you make me so happy, but I only want to be friends’. Ouch. 

I made the decision that I couldn’t be ‘just friends’ with him. My heart is devastated, and I feel a pain and loneliness I haven’t felt in ages. 

I’m turning 33 in a couple months. I’m an introvert, I work too much, I don’t drink a lot. I don’t know how to meet new people. I have an amazing friend group, tons of support, but I don’t find joy in anything these days. I wallow, I cry, I try to keep myself busy but the memories and the pain consume me. 

Anyone have any wise words of wisdom/suggestions for me?",3.8585714285714254,5.170424569002122,5.015822869275102,83.07026751592359,71.88747346072188,8.355256293600242,27.68219593569912,8.841846274778883,2.04053322414316,1856,67,377,35,35,613,227,471,0.102,0.74,0.158,0.9808,0,1,2,0,0,0,64.0,6,4,3,8,19,26,1,1,26,0,37,7,2,8,7,89,76,31,1,11,10,0,3,1,6,2,4,0,0,3,14,28,1,3,16,1,0,6,12,7,1,1,22,4,60,19,54,40,14,55,0,1,1,0,50,18,0,7,31,251,74,7,0.07371911151552779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534754440185032,0.0,0.0,0.07635076700930342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013152376660813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154611682637504,0.0,0.060664547501900125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700563390387574,0.0,0.04493848614381064,0.08141696685245879,0.0,0.08305619422988474,0.0,0.06519856341543075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229490882528982,0.0,0.16863004915674484,0.0,0.0,0.15597009035614345,0.0,0.07729308585924084,0.0,0.0,0.058858711966450074,0.08156879473202105,0.08097698241701003,0.04754272829758247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221666412634875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234309711240146,0.0,0.048690777894506834,0.13336631372915805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829544955879445,0.07454919558742887,0.052664947996468016,0.0707819077553672,0.0,0.06737793239088148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847760134436701,0.0,0.07703038624548335,0.1414361782478405,0.04189626993186599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847536500958789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735750208958358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259847525860723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104986700714466,0.0,0.0,0.08102819153522661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009603036083013,0.0,0.1041399771931046,0.036015434190332686,0.0,0.13019065212988684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047311854716163,0.1253467047802535,0.0,0.1395096115390788,0.04920807937489717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188531410968189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058841891490345626,0.0,0.16257608758079312,0.05466178709729359,0.056856723439843326,0.1423967545491133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04995397782852327,0.05606670621794918,0.15688466447268307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221509964617284,0.1287373693933466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310722173371493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278872908170428,0.3165869486414121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921535305848627,0.0,0.06711111042753909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609812108379232,0.08286337005314645,0.0,0.07514735052345861,0.062461963959547735,0.05675257363458105,0.0,0.0,0.10435753312175043,0.0,0.05887217768315892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731114827365115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048975702017331146,0.04723623001189102,0.07242865277163303,0.058524740038665764,0.04298620675809512,0.0,0.0,0.14088354043241388,0.0,0.1001008753389471,0.08018522435312697,0.0,0.0767441949317675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392576787270936,0.05851479937883036,0.0,0.0,0.06628233456183967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994523179183075,0.21467356469473955,0.0,0.0,0.05236794171599275,0.16120055164445374,0.0,0.18989076335995336
lonely,secret-throwaway-acc,2019/06/27,"I feel like I'm not like most people. But still I want a genuine friend. I just want to kinda put this out there as a way to feel a bit better

I'm usually quiet and introverted but a rather pleasant person. Seems like can't make friends as easily as other people though. A doctor evaluated me and apparently saw social communication disorder or some kind of austim (apparently maybe Asperger's) but I can't tell if it's like a proper diagnosis.

I have a few friends but they're all distant in one way or another. Having few friends isn't bad or anything but I'm not anyone's priority and it seems like no one cares about me most of the time.

I just want a best guy friend (I'm a guy as well), someone like an older brother (I'm also an only child). Someone true who cares and thinks of me. Someone open minded and I can talk to freely. Someone I can pour my heart out to. Someone Of course, if I had someone like this I'll return the favor with no problem. Recently I've been crying before I sleep just thinking about how lonely I truly am and how I want a single friend but have the perfect friendship for me. Girls and dating are something that's out of my mind for now, I'd want to have this perfect friendship first, and if somehow I end up not marrying I'd still have my friend.

idk. I just often fantasize about having my ideal friendship and what I'm needing/missing in my life and then realize how sad and pathetic I am.",2.5159230769230767,4.477962210344831,4.303448275862071,84.07522546419099,76.89655172413794,6.806366047745359,25.29177718832891,7.748469712250963,1.4434058355437664,1131,41,223,17,26,382,148,290,0.11599999999999999,0.5720000000000001,0.312,0.9967,2,4,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,6,20,30,0,0,15,0,16,4,2,4,4,66,37,33,0,11,20,1,2,7,7,0,2,1,0,5,9,16,0,0,7,0,0,1,8,4,1,3,3,4,24,26,26,34,9,22,0,2,1,0,17,7,0,14,19,147,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973807710842816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144240022555174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097599979403835,0.0,0.07176256260856785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281281446874574,0.0,0.0,0.07420531946584051,0.0,0.09151662184806114,0.07712603459115852,0.09520564286062226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778233075756813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579096869339647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994487220082966,0.08925835841438194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723804534884868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818727800769746,0.06229951072749911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741768157584859,0.0,0.0,0.4716223934735767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269398959239224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333874513504744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908109397687613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061595709035338286,0.29822886185943875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821024012217065,0.0,0.08760948298424942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610506340112067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181851875299697,0.06632358899727613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091440206769408,0.07614433727427862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344373090798797,0.0,0.08766545073498835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610475051775959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877692860516054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726831642223724,0.0888948598296028,0.4433327982041657,0.06713492948284851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928459078205746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009234722022217,0.07622130894202894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117553184919039,0.0856788015935623,0.0,0.050850133740567696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960443592765821,0.0,0.2571798381463573,0.13843907609529518,0.0,0.0,0.0784080715954747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lone_Fail,2019/06/27,"Looking for a friend 17M, from USA, preferably someone close to my age 

Love talking about anything honestly, it’s very ironic, I love talking to people but can’t make real friends. My interests are math, science, philosophy,video games (mostly pc), music, books. We could talk here or on discord.",5.990094339622643,7.926290603773588,5.8303301886792465,76.86172169811323,67.49056603773586,7.564150943396226,35.89150943396226,8.07648339933343,3.089456603773584,234,12,37,3,4,73,49,53,0.08199999999999999,0.65,0.268,0.8791,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,9,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,6,6,1,3,0,0,1,2,9,2,0,2,1,19,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899867551729689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930749705766909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736617304702471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030693450388269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365070971784191,0.0,0.16141787952919015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764873624763954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27524606510061606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489476325146586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.58310142867128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952824913444905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Johnny_Marks,2019/06/27,Surrounded yet isolated I feel most people here can relate. Lost a few good friends over last few years and havnt be able to make any new real connections,3.705057471264369,6.482628241379312,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,76.93103448275863,8.004597701149425,23.459770114942533,8.841846274778883,1.938508045977012,125,4,23,3,3,38,28,29,0.13699999999999998,0.685,0.179,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,3,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,12,1,0,0.3441365854239105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340246790346117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400579773776287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658790722308032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886454404038703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28051724841868897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756657353283551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22971384303484066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33236925865320976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385809774958384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917027752991054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161267805184254
lonely,-SadYeehaw-,2019/06/27,"I’ve drove away so many people that cared about me while i was with this girl, now that shes gone I am alone. Hey everyone, hope you all having a better week. My story is briefly told in the title I don’t really want to share the full story public. I am [19M] looking for a pal around my age to talk and listen to while I get my life sorted. I have no mental illness or depression i’m just very alone right now and to have a social interaction with someone who cares would really help me.

I live in Australia (UTC+10) but its Uni holiday and my job starts in the afternoon so I stay up late, timezones doesn’t really matter. If you are alone and need someone to vent or have a nice conversation about things please hmu we’ll go through it together. I’m also currently reliving my good childhood memories in minecraft so if you’re into that awesome.

Thank you for reading this and I hope you have a great day :)",3.5206677018633528,4.892191097826085,4.606366459627328,85.44608695652173,72.80434782608695,8.083229813664598,25.099378881987576,8.634040054169528,1.6101487577639748,718,22,148,13,14,235,122,184,0.055999999999999994,0.691,0.253,0.9909,2,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,4,0,1,10,11,0,0,8,0,15,2,0,0,1,23,32,16,0,7,6,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,9,9,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,4,2,22,10,20,26,2,26,0,1,1,0,19,10,0,7,12,94,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376360798497889,0.0,0.11263813532659048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253868530863407,0.0,0.0,0.13233372986228648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457086690209745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28721304936167835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083695358721733,0.0,0.1213143738104188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458873819103878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735885998841825,0.0,0.08004861444756338,0.11813876017777747,0.0,0.15528823052295604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944091558190708,0.0,0.0,0.2797927577462013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397724389904085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588855573640159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994869101290611,0.0,0.0,0.12437361767491835,0.0,0.11827898933108773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280035208090192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194422773549334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044388993932369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976480378277358,0.0,0.0,0.15461160916721148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088866788465887,0.0,0.2706974103586413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028560157882175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357939975541684,0.2386844307985746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969474546477564,0.1501279473766301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321033815249255,0.0,0.129676264159962,0.0,0.0,0.09357484793896263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458873819103878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621645623622705,0.08307730471937284,0.0,0.11298181661949608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005619074569654,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,laraib_sidd,2019/06/27,"It's getting dark everywhere. I am a 20[M] stressed about life. 
Try everyday to get my life together and fails.
 I feel to much Anxiety too i don't know why.
I have pushed most of the people away because
Of those anxiety issues.
Now it's just sometimes feels lonely.
Would love to have some deep meaningful
Conversation with you peeps.
So feel free to hmu.
Would be waiting. 🖖",1.598749999999999,4.34423693055556,2.6235555555555585,89.07700000000004,89.41666666666666,6.768888888888887,23.86666666666667,7.908726449838941,1.7375900000000004,297,12,58,7,10,94,58,72,0.146,0.722,0.132,0.2449,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,1,2,0,7,3,0,0,0,13,15,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,6,3,9,12,3,5,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,2,2,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36269782794875055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272403129752608,0.0,0.0,0.14450851016496874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595913251459174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24770630497307136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247427225490621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028101572720693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348825081608158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139543278626708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742650915414045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434634356576627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344566728581887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27154942680665445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094699224122425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390820043817327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33679876146990834,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ronin_savage,2019/06/27,I just want genuine real people in my life I have nobody I’m 18 my love of my life left me for my best friend since elementary school and took all my friends with them. Please I have nobody and all I think about is her and killing myself and I’m tired of this bullshit mindset because I’ve tried suicide but by ODing but have miraculously survived and I don’t have the balls to do it again because I can bear putting my pain onto others but this life has grown pretty meaningless and shallow and I watch everyone else be happy and loved and i once had that and it’s all ruined and now all I do I work two jobs and smoke all day,2.5375988896599573,4.201831656488552,3.376682859125605,92.06482997918111,75.94656488549619,5.985010409437892,23.359472588480223,6.574015621080383,0.4713145038167941,501,15,109,4,11,159,84,131,0.146,0.649,0.205,0.8422,1,0,1,0,0,2,1.0,0,0,1,3,4,9,1,0,1,0,12,7,0,0,5,25,19,15,2,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,6,13,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,3,0,1,2,1,20,6,9,16,6,9,0,1,1,2,6,3,0,0,3,73,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068780083551778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807497709505138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943342539955432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417508705237477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214223461718774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621979489919599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806338910280044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838716151444189,0.0,0.18773240621426174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843643239914367,0.0,0.3595626975993005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30629646085667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071004077295744,0.0,0.0,0.18055785648694544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763889960019665,0.0,0.0,0.18626426062890372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263165444711168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058128694455452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313980494246916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173128038830224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403660039288427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856089312669943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872793039572608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502908301250246,0.0,0.0,0.18852737779480128,0.11520564833036495,0.0,0.16575855531763678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008519296801786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353342124284837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fluffy_lulu,2019/06/27,"What do you do for yourself on your birthday? It's my birthday tomorrow, and although I'm meeting family for morning tea and friends for dinner, it somehow ends up being one of the loneliest days of the year for me. I'm not sure why exactly I feel like this. I want to do something special for myself without other people, but don't have a lot of money or ideas at the moment. What do you do for yourself on your birthday?",5.577529411764708,5.563123458823533,6.449411764705888,79.1023529411765,67.35294117647058,8.211764705882354,35.82352941176471,7.554174236665415,2.706576470588236,334,16,62,3,5,111,58,85,0.044000000000000004,0.8690000000000001,0.087,0.3646,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,0,2,13,12,5,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,9,4,15,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,6,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794799638113786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27185373738628904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893514597156928,0.0,0.15519580414054074,0.2192747725827877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23713759515752866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464928034663777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995317458749205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26094557414672875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798742891931968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127904192646756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23629393269400475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892830631963151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103850211307893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276961535424586,0.0,0.0,0.2958748555609025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765638975907754
lonely,notesfrombelow,2019/06/27,"anyone wanna share some music and crappy art? hi, so um yea, like pretty much everyone else here im pretty lonesome and thought id see if i could meet someone cool.  
anyway, i like to draw and listen to a lot of different music, mainly indie but im good with whateva. if that sounds cool with you maybe we can chat and be internet pals and save the world fro- er wait im getting ahead of myself

[tunes](https://youtu.be/bKgYHagaA58)",2.2409638554216897,5.003966409638559,3.2855542168674714,86.29001807228919,83.69879518072291,6.211566265060243,20.34819277108434,7.554174236665415,1.0315551807228922,344,10,62,6,10,110,64,83,0.045,0.708,0.247,0.9457,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,18,8,9,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,5,7,8,5,4,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,4,3,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408147714470894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607914734128886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040699808280935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823335378563767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924343167640536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521661864632033,0.0,0.0,0.1689142190031816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6525989382376578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967754487175805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121238875016198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023207387282712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480429307770051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097668266853483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047970559840186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063491336750988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987912184159375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Softcute,2019/06/27,"Virtual friends Since I was young I’ve been trying to make virtual friends to fill the loneliness. I’d spend hours and hours on different social virtual games trying to talk to people. I just wanted to talk to people. 

I’ve met some truly kind people, but it’s not the same as a inrl friends/relationships. But sometimes I think because I spent so much time with virtual friends I’ve stunned my real life social skills. So because of my lack of real life social skills I would continue trying to make virtual friends. 

But because of my desperation for understanding I’ve been deeply hurt and used by “virtual friends.” But I know real friends do that too. 

Because of these negative feelings I cut off all of my virtual friends and tried to focus on inrl people. But I feel so painfully lonely. Maybe I should try making more virtual friends? What if I can only connect with people virtually? It almost feels like that at this point. 

Anyone else experienced this?",3.96854556803995,6.741632983146068,4.773408239700377,78.45283395755307,75.91011235955057,7.77578027465668,29.551810237203497,8.680891452615391,2.8069053682896383,773,35,129,17,18,249,98,178,0.157,0.6679999999999999,0.174,0.3851,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,5,14,1,0,3,0,7,3,0,4,1,34,20,13,0,5,8,0,3,1,8,2,3,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,1,2,1,2,4,0,0,5,4,14,10,22,13,6,11,0,2,0,0,15,5,0,3,6,76,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085095576255263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343910576031482,0.0929615264230102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212277122475246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479141759713168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579157650537896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762436225256247,0.06481607949369114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5607696330090145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869754827435635,0.0,0.09712616776219517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447921857194838,0.049861719260878234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281676959155478,0.04432510301988642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168487233913724,0.0,0.09114843996682934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666954968297363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900270911528741,0.09654095627783063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31449675145251343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576725698877496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30980487629694103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740788518002072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505111387478157,0.0,0.0,0.27745721759349823,0.0,0.0,0.08973228168080083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584741023720385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058134819380023676,0.0,0.0,0.05290420859338536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079916785350472,0.0,0.0,0.09445101587701883,0.0,0.07835983529357425,0.0,0.0,0.05351370705423862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445054637502744,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bebo1005,2019/06/27,"I want a friend who thinks Im really cool and doesn’t get sick of me I just want a friend or a big group of friends. I’ve always dreamed of having a group of friends like in That 70s Show. Kinda like a family. Like people I could just hang with who like the same things as me and don’t get sick of me and just wanna listen to music, go to shows, make music with me or chill at my place whatever. Anything. I’ve stopped going to shows cus I always end up going alone and feeling so uncomfortable and sad.",1.8578089304257543,3.3615864112149545,3.2728348909657328,92.7733852544133,77.41121495327103,6.250882658359295,19.365524402907575,6.937597516519254,0.0554390446521289,394,8,90,4,9,129,64,107,0.142,0.619,0.239,0.8316,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,6,1,4,2,0,1,0,22,15,9,0,4,5,0,1,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,2,4,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,3,9,9,15,14,1,11,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,3,6,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860433100391235,0.0,0.0,0.2989343909633672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478208230429945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342055787787225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909955022057426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933990880183916,0.0,0.09082671760291086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5551291675102682,0.0,0.18769933285615387,0.0,0.3062649286339396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403206278277185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35103409444199873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119904937778271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453336239461525,0.0,0.18767592836813968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150760747592526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017937199760895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933870570918832,0.1151001480327076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119017714137192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kitkatmegan,2019/06/27,"Lonely rant I just graduated college and now I’m back living at home with my parents. I’m dead broke. I’m miserable here, I feel like a loser. I always thought id be able to move out of the state when I graduated, reality sucks. I’ve been dating this guy for a year and a half who isn’t my boyfriend but I wish he wanted me more and I’m constantly longing for his attention and being sad over him. It’s complicated. I only have three friends in my life, all of which are constantly busy and I’m not super close with any of them. My dad is dying of cancer and it fucking breaks my heart seeing him not acting himself and sleeping all day. Fuck cancer. I’m not ready to deal with it, i don’t wanna lose my dad. I get irrational moods like getting angry when I hear people talk about their healthy dads like everything is normal, while I’m going through this. Lol saying it sounds so ridiculous. Overall I am very lonely and frustrated with my life. I’ve been spending my days and nights by myself feeling like I’m wasting my youth but can’t do anything about it. I hate where I live I just feel stuck. I struggle with social anxiety and I’m scared to start job searching, especially because my resume is shit and my degree is far from impressive. I’ll never get a good job and stay broke with the same problems all my life. I want to travel more than anything but can’t afford to. I want a toned body but I can’t motivate myself to work out consistently, I hate working out it’s torture. I hate all my clothes but can’t afford new ones. It’s a small and first world problem but it’s just another thing that adds to my frustration and hating my life. Sorry for the rant I just don’t have anyone to talk to. I know people have bigger problems and I should be grateful. I just can’t get my mind in the right place.",1.4000336927223709,3.7203153611859854,3.007842991913748,90.01764049865231,82.71967654986524,5.650700808625338,21.94346361185984,6.961326702584282,0.6575589757412397,1433,47,295,18,40,471,193,371,0.31,0.5920000000000001,0.098,-0.9985,5,4,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,7,14,34,12,3,10,1,24,12,4,1,5,64,58,25,2,10,14,4,3,4,1,1,6,3,1,1,14,26,0,0,7,1,1,4,12,25,0,4,4,7,48,8,36,50,7,40,0,8,1,2,20,15,4,0,22,181,62,8,0.09329575346848516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762954065276444,0.0,0.0,0.0634443116062763,0.0978287321183048,0.07137099604168437,0.0,0.0,0.06523456005948026,0.0,0.15354891158237424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717386756140851,0.0,0.05687222537451221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363055008140183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20163913115160667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033608564411825,0.09618382522322058,0.0,0.0,0.09682626260041348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384820747256341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151940853221606,0.13330100983851756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935732024013573,0.0,0.0,0.07208006769962885,0.1725008414677432,0.19497272218824985,0.0,0.05302212669762249,0.07825205162232299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237746387126576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684409658825191,0.0,0.0,0.10515109468781184,0.11055591706169404,0.0,0.0,0.09358324759966397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516327909310207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05127290621154182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26359019903203984,0.18231837037666845,0.0,0.16476371914022347,0.08256380597346066,0.0,0.10437408400171903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420211537345048,0.0,0.0,0.09915862119418156,0.0,0.0,0.07195543657565863,0.09010562006250024,0.0,0.0875517446025084,0.09141002983505507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321961706332313,0.07095562458044527,0.0,0.0,0.10359389341870827,0.0,0.0,0.12935905684833604,0.0,0.09747420538565724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678143086078495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796740637027499,0.0,0.0741925277754911,0.09340532479773817,0.0,0.07434463647246183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957667502393977,0.0,0.0,0.09336313054587686,0.0951032716498447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443695777213173,0.06603521449560161,0.09944085980241456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753297820506583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997518531527473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061981553052121115,0.0,0.0,0.07406640701718788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697876733322398,0.16508475781600473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728551220292566,0.0,0.0,0.1358408393442364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007940641227433
lonely,itchy_hands21,2019/06/27,"What lonely activity do you genuinely enjoy doing, despite the fact that it leaves you feeling quite alone? I’m currently enjoying a whiskey and a cigarette at my local bar, passively listening in on early stage Tinder dates on a lovely summer night.",7.740606060606062,9.44300881818182,8.634545454545453,59.28015151515154,63.09090909090909,12.23030303030303,37.39393939393939,11.855464076750405,5.59681212121212,204,10,27,7,3,69,40,44,0.126,0.642,0.23199999999999998,0.7512,1,3,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,4,6,0,11,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508992535766634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201299211638336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609809164048526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929272985600452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085536853989665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630564758603231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,literallysubhuman,2019/06/27,I am very close to killing myself I’ve gone through 5 years of what seems to be never ending loneliness. There’s no way I can stand another lifetime of this,2.4489583333333336,4.5773018125000045,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,77.75,6.766666666666668,26.291666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.4875291666666668,126,5,26,2,3,40,28,32,0.207,0.723,0.07,-0.6738,0,0,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191948287239633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35407851402764257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44228746337409997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083280980746487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639365722453926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298530042136236,0.0,0.31731967145069995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574394652316907
lonely,txsweetone,2019/06/27,"38F USA Hi all, I’m a divorced 38 yr old. Don’t have many real friends. Just wanting some causal chat. 

Please , no one under 35! We will have zero in common.  

Prefer USA time zones. 

Please message me only.  No private chats. 

Pics get first response. 

Thanks :)",-0.548333333333332,0.4727355102040818,0.4514795918367334,99.0985799319728,122.46938775510205,1.6333333333333333,16.32823129251701,3.1291,-1.140021768707483,196,6,38,0,12,60,45,49,0.075,0.6859999999999999,0.23800000000000002,0.8588,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414486479031765,0.0,0.0,0.21930724014093855,0.0,0.14830358436972993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877864791039357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978602070327305,0.0,0.19234887234984896,0.2158860652581508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6231795647901116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230914486260223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613374192859459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551931910006776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674262329905741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hide_my_secrets,2019/06/27,"I just want to be somebody's favorite person. It's that simple. I just want there to be somebody, anybody in my life that is as excited to talk to me as I am to talk to them. Sure, I have friends. But they never come to me with their problems or just to talk anymore. I am always a second choice. Or even a third or a fourth. I'm not desperate for a boyfriend, but seeing everybody I know happy with their person really hurts. The knowledge that there is not a single person in the world that would choose me over anybody else really is the most depressing thought for me and it has come true. Is it too much to ask for someone to just want me as their person? Even my toxic friend has been moving on to different people and leaving me behind. It's just times like these that make me want to die, loneliness is torture for me.",2.41259481037924,4.356886107784433,3.5196646706586847,89.65801996007988,77.1437125748503,6.369500998003992,23.10938123752495,7.3011,0.8624813572854295,648,20,133,8,15,209,88,167,0.131,0.7070000000000001,0.162,-0.3178,1,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,5,0,10,11,1,0,8,0,14,1,0,1,3,33,26,10,1,6,12,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,4,10,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,4,0,2,2,1,21,7,26,21,3,10,0,2,1,0,15,5,0,4,3,104,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116809746349531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922202862907676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123897998154185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418547263202939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120911511236344,0.0,0.14569519643196052,0.14667016075297687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727182683363364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544304816942786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169188263656392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494401149753272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028270491265258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715072276368305,0.0,0.0,0.14864512941730776,0.0,0.0,0.0991565325205184,0.06858395148123328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370661784881422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149204713729671,0.10319752029758744,0.0,0.1082718798049868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732376677363867,0.4903074303996515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343273930439602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986564958563386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186692663351612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894590199815085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230914000438596,0.0,0.0,0.3385031627411279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144827270584587,0.08185834725965369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33120568148863266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972392266162823,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chose_empathy_always,2019/06/27,"Experiencing loneliness deep for the first time. Figuring out why.. Im trying to figure out what it all is. I went through a break up 2 years ago and completely turned my life around and now live for me and not for someone else. Im not desperate to be loved and have a relationship like the old me. I am full and so thankful for how much better I am for myself since those 2 years ago.


But, the past month or two, loneliness has crept in hard. It is confusing and I am struggling with this feeling. I feel a lot may be because I used to live in a major city so many of my friends are there and especially with pride month, we all used to be together and have fun and now I live in a state that doesn't come close to the pride Im used to.


I think as a queer person, Im feeling no connection in my community in general living here but I think being pride month its hitting much harder. I miss hanging out with people who are like me and know my culture and ect. I am on a dating app that is basically hook ups which I am not about but trying to find good people on there for friends who aren't gross or double my age has been a challenge.


I am just venting. I was informed of a social group for my community AND in my age group so I will look into that. I am hoping that will be my saving grace and I can get back that feeling of community and inclusiveness because they past few weeks I am feeling very alone in all of this.",3.0234213759213726,4.129040101351354,4.487002457002458,86.85701474201475,73.66216216216216,7.67911547911548,25.27886977886979,8.150884317080207,1.3018972972972978,1114,35,246,17,22,372,150,296,0.05,0.778,0.172,0.9867,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,6,13,20,0,2,13,0,30,3,0,4,3,59,51,24,0,1,9,0,6,2,2,3,1,0,0,1,15,25,0,0,12,0,0,3,6,4,0,2,3,8,32,16,40,39,10,43,0,1,1,2,14,19,1,6,21,175,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920174558153404,0.0,0.0,0.1046878719758654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998217990526458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772389174909229,0.0,0.12323424291570508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939659845215779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707103403422202,0.10597992651554897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443894713857329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25554414674739057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238482645859496,0.08597816610140135,0.0,0.0,0.1561875329087686,0.0,0.05280986379963935,0.0,0.0,0.08478068402260369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054737273702612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003947449194394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367327961117068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555064653667514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139543600546171,0.09876467025441484,0.0,0.3570201808442151,0.0,0.08488131757859889,0.0,0.0,0.08593417130330079,0.09122818989205264,0.0,0.0,0.10247874203071954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24204206366683104,0.0,0.14861011713583508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606592572648232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929836291298662,0.14015158831940713,0.08825871548820291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852154878995364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836140021010642,0.0,0.0,0.10303781506172313,0.08564432739177939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567023401375336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930604177700306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295353169013958,0.0,0.0,0.05894026590814989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725268301337215,0.10994546394554662,0.09873997837556392,0.0,0.0,0.26190068719596465,0.0,0.08340116858822172,0.0,0.0,0.08107987319913527,0.0,0.0,0.09370170376431104,0.09120852157553233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301837604434533
lonely,doubleapple94,2019/06/27,"Just looking for some intimacy 25 M. I am a very simple man, it doesn't take much to make me happy. All I need is some intimacy, just to feel like I'm important in someone's life. It doesn't need to be full on dating, just an online friendship with the possibility of taking things further if the stars align.

 Forms of intimacy can be physical or emotional. Involve me in your life decisions. If you feel sexy in an outfit share it so I can compliment. Tell me what made you excited today. Tell me something new you learned. Let's give each other some care and attention so we don't feel the pain of FAs. 

Reach out to me if you're interested, I'll be looking forward to reading your messages.",2.615301003344481,4.803569615942031,4.454347826086959,82.03429765886291,77.47826086956522,7.724414715719062,27.282051282051288,8.617729084823388,2.18503723522854,549,23,108,12,13,186,91,138,0.0,0.7709999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.9827,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,5,0,0,5,8,0,0,6,0,11,3,0,2,1,26,25,7,0,5,7,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,5,14,7,15,20,8,11,0,0,2,0,13,8,0,7,5,70,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511418314781689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423239723163744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754090476943229,0.1297076653905049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741704604314148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932757322146033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856590687689702,0.2564846986356832,0.08870184182402907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30493208497642904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179800513126614,0.12119379847287842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334686894582532,0.2692512975020224,0.0,0.1753533545024001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319437632112654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046834586999712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816107640527875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383658066921746,0.1397750137631943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730235016214824,0.0,0.3173857361134965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206214799633923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209919664602727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980736016219193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,theloneluca,2019/06/27,"I need someone to talk to Hello Everyone , 

First of all I hope you're having a better day than I am. Moving on , the past few months have been a living hell for me , everything started going downhill , everyone started ignoring me , me and my girlfriend broke up due to my depression and lack of motivation to do anything and I just can't take the loneliness anymore. I try to hangout with friends and I participate in a lot of activities but the conclusion I came to is that loneliness is not governed by being surrounded by people , you can be in the most crowded place in town and still be alone ( which happened to me a week ago while attending a football game in my hometown ) . My biggest issue is that I feel like I am a ghost , everyone seems to forget about my presence if I don't start talking to them first and most of the time when I text people they reply once in a blue moon after a few weeks , it really makes me hate myself as I try to give my heart to everyone when they're having problems , I try to be always there for them and listen to their problems and provide mental or even physical support but nobody ever does the same to me and all what I get is typical responses ( Man up , stop being a crybaby , etc ) . 

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Sometimes I do wonder whether I'm a ghost or do I exist ?

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Sorry for the long post and for the long rant but I though you are the only ones who could help me with my struggles , thanks !",8.21769230769231,6.3497934519572965,8.50334519572954,72.59716397481522,62.879003558718864,11.49312893512182,37.629619490829455,10.214889679676881,3.7263165069805626,1124,45,212,20,13,373,162,281,0.152,0.758,0.09,-0.9533,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,4,5,9,14,2,1,19,0,23,1,1,2,3,44,43,22,2,7,9,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,13,0,2,5,2,0,4,3,8,0,3,2,3,38,6,38,35,10,39,1,2,1,0,18,12,1,9,23,164,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878227966969975,0.0,0.0,0.103731444106477,0.0,0.0,0.08333784230456694,0.21703803856113685,0.2434010840247525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993278714302977,0.0,0.0,0.08241988083330302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857987158041587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145518192151488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996644211554656,0.0,0.0,0.0645923552080252,0.0,0.08626424396188037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764721890891801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170045119800144,0.06615211481830273,0.09059686536349604,0.0,0.3828135242729597,0.0900137838393903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050641899342791896,0.07155148957181355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703853400206855,0.0,0.0,0.07738030219866134,0.0,0.05232739315081172,0.09607879261227237,0.05692098132003925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856764869719852,0.0,0.0,0.09888334664571492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868538064827695,0.06713247733148718,0.0,0.0,0.09947753903714553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453687649064712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048931178363011966,0.0,0.08843961156900731,0.17726987392746088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514907714849533,0.0,0.0,0.06685492936360743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093372372749863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994358953206616,0.10645001202805282,0.0,0.07426442896575147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666290578628933,0.06786831962518784,0.07617317585785079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561026583463668,0.1388711641167007,0.0,0.10464173675235572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592179337230976,0.0,0.0,0.191671593313516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416251900899804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117829031618774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486188124948503,0.0,0.09905687704489734,0.112116478397231,0.21267286573800145,0.0,0.0799847368661411,0.08373492779202749,0.0,0.10470483128975064,0.0,0.0,0.11365587868569775,0.0,0.0,0.07530487180659554,0.1610032500296327,0.0,0.09221021826351368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840279333110824,0.0,0.05840178793663554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399811479234045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067825577456185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861494478743282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434010840247525,0.0
lonely,castpearls,2019/06/27,"I have no one to talk to. I don’t know what to say. I used to have someone who thought I was smart, worthy to talk to, would agree with me. Now I just get constant negativity and telling me I make assumptions about any and everything- even things that aren’t assumptions. I’m tired of living like this. But, I also don’t have the capacity for adding in a consuming friend. I just wish I was understood better by my spouse. I have no one else. It’s pretty sad. My life is so unhappy, with the exception of my child. Otherwise I’d be done with it all. I’m tired of always being unheard, wrong, and not understood or cared about.",1.5899697153240453,3.8103180393700806,3.2719685039370066,89.00427013930954,81.20472440944881,7.372259236826168,22.367655966081166,8.384062270229773,1.3391240460327078,489,16,106,11,13,162,83,127,0.183,0.6559999999999999,0.161,-0.4675,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,3,0,14,3,0,2,1,21,25,7,0,2,6,1,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,1,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,6,1,15,5,18,16,1,3,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,75,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953059029625454,0.15558520193035744,0.0,0.0,0.12715515188667426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537165860903133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064207999943933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206267274987005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913489795143456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620067185195166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350079936688978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804866010311403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446294276509067,0.0,0.0976911305203314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027612091917606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207193420963068,0.09135066442537787,0.0,0.16510980419098675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481289888767172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534096377242116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902293813640833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869673733232852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843046286389872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30058041430635285,0.163431769154377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422348974994245,0.0,0.0,0.1484439659841637,0.0,0.42981991834920413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149365778393462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502172935631814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282767174384053,0.20443703969576196,0.0,0.0
lonely,cet050490,2019/04/15,Non gamers? So came on here cause I’m lonely. I have virtually no friends due to social anxiety. I was looking through posts to see if I possibly had something in common with some people. But it seems like everyone on here is a gamer. And I don’t play any video games whatsoever. Never had any interest in them. Not even lame phone games like candy crush lol. So now I feel even more lonely reading through this subreddit :(,2.0996296296296286,4.864347666666671,3.156654320987656,86.85794444444447,84.67901234567901,6.696790123456791,24.14938271604938,7.908726449838941,1.6494434567901233,335,13,64,7,10,107,64,81,0.172,0.659,0.16899999999999998,0.1906,0,4,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,1,11,12,5,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,3,6,5,9,8,2,10,0,3,2,0,6,4,0,3,6,39,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32672186042916057,0.0,0.1837711216108031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747528862340832,0.0,0.24677678357815405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31733209653668315,0.0,0.0,0.22954485010380266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146474935221235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855968897954979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23472315977491476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172811812750568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527598070483245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654145441412924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27081708334212146,0.2300687126783421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24028955606228974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142786268965864,0.21869140619417435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24487867438113425,0.0,0.18493659327371176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,notaveragehuman31,2019/04/15,"Do you think chronic widespread modern loneliness is causing the increasing suicide rates? I really wonder myself. I had a doctors appointment today and they have recently started a new protocol of asking all patients if they are suicidal in any way. Caught me off guard, but I knew there had to be a reason they were suddenly being pushed to screen for these kinds of thoughts or intentions.",8.97021739130435,9.667650333333334,8.409963768115944,65.49146739130438,60.15942028985507,12.117391304347828,40.43840579710145,11.698219412168324,5.360649275362321,319,16,46,9,4,101,60,69,0.11,0.89,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,3,1,13,16,4,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,9,1,7,8,2,12,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,3,6,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526681634375898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271976072988019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24965585905970986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487486169543006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25307541022578284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23471716510730645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568943475043856,0.24987241744188224,0.23996002150356266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201588905230866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5316645806255693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572200411244227,0.0,0.1929364347384733,0.0,0.0,0.230361350477886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929036637177678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26355261016223586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UniqueUsername7BC,2019/04/15,"Why? Hello everyone I’d like to get an opinion because I don’t know what went wrong.

I’ve never been successful at making many friends; people seem to like me at first but once they realise my only personality trait is being boring people stop talking to me. I’ve always liked to listen to people talk but that’s probably because I’m insecure about my accent/voice (I’ve been told it sounds Spanish) and have social anxiety because of it (my dad used to make fun of me for it a lot). I’m only good at Maths and will be studying for my PhD soon, pretty oblivious to other aspects of life.

At this point in my life I’ve tried to learn a few more social topics of discussion, to the point of reciting conversations I’ve heard word-for-word, but I never really get any reaction. I don’t like being the center of attention so I don’t really resort to party tricks or large displays just to get attention.

Pretty unsuccessful in the dating area too, I can get a few matches but never any reciprocated interest while talking. Is this because there’s something wrong with me? (Please feel free to check out my post on truerateme). Once I overheard my friend asking a girl if she likes me and she pointed towards her open mouth and pretended to gag. I feel like this is how most women feel about me and I don’t know why, I just want some harsh feedback so that I at least know what’s wrong.

I should be revising for my exams right now but I’m a bit too sad to revise.

Thanks for reading. Even if you don’t have advice upvote or something so that I can feel like someone is listening.",4.161086956521739,5.457750652866245,5.329889227360841,81.16594156743284,71.13375796178346,8.008640265854334,27.02797009138743,8.456263369488248,1.8860192744392137,1251,42,239,20,23,415,167,314,0.124,0.7090000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.9497,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,2,14,22,1,1,9,0,21,3,1,4,3,44,47,19,0,4,11,1,4,7,2,2,2,4,0,3,12,8,0,1,11,2,2,1,8,7,0,1,5,8,31,16,37,36,8,28,0,1,0,0,24,17,0,9,16,148,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049295692483704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705513835832715,0.0,0.0,0.12594973943585613,0.0,0.07084290243791065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657357863121527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258056486296081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110114776123136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061165014824734965,0.0,0.0,0.08848845933186363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729635674157424,0.13231467905183236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877013362994797,0.0,0.0,0.14309345495978282,0.0,0.19353006546201004,0.0,0.0,0.0776730431982317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526805716847892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308199113734517,0.3166963566818765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872982716282333,0.0,0.0,0.12362969065654955,0.09388737362074503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426905560752268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972435267288733,0.0,0.14086120884841352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260284048189105,0.08085949175531426,0.0,0.10165295606388053,0.26262619947717675,0.0,0.0886904058887202,0.1884260343395596,0.09984431906419483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926304929074828,0.0,0.11865082279400953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908453342067973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430450778786906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887991528402118,0.0784642824940124,0.14258437255703127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742228821882552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232982165863052,0.0,0.08525864037107693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848845933186363,0.0,0.06287300992952909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998136063160767,0.0,0.0,0.05462108344924313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584616375933933,0.16712399806763442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037485091874296,0.0,0.0
lonely,Zachm1214,2019/04/15,Lonely Joke I'm so lonely not even duolingo sends me emails,0.8024999999999984,3.2773742500000047,1.5,94.995,98.16666666666666,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.243466666666667,49,1,9,0,2,15,11,12,0.342,0.516,0.142,-0.4754,0,4,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AllyAska,2019/04/15,"Not going home It’s “Semana Santa” and everyone is going home for the holidays, I don’t have a home to go to. I’m stuck in my house with only my plants as company. I’m generally ok with being alone, but today I just feel lonely. I would like to play online with someone or just chat...",1.84,3.2930430000000044,4.823333333333334,81.855,77.33333333333334,8.133333333333335,20.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.3177333333333334,220,5,46,5,5,80,46,60,0.102,0.738,0.16,0.5423,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,12,12,4,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,3,9,9,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24096825704825836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231905791234524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764118704179828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966825038342418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7001385890551061,0.0,0.0,0.2684613700088893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366718035227108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695037004840722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713424208704186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053691356773664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527681560775825,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,angryybaek,2019/04/15,"Life is just kind of ‘eh’ now So about 3 years ago I moved countries to work and left all my friends behind.

Well it turns out that after 3 years, work is mostly all Ive done. Im only 25 but I have no one I can call an actual friend here and its starting to suck. 

Also, 420 is coming and every year since Ive been here sucked. I used to get together with my buddies and smoke and shoot the shit, now I just look at the whatsapp group messages where they make plans to hang out, and me far as fucking fuck from then just reinforces the fact that am alone here.

I do have a gf but she doesnt really fullfill the friendship part that I am starting to crave.

It kinda sucks, just wanted to share since I have no one to actually talk to right now.",4.657628205128205,4.240147967948719,5.1635897435897435,88.91474358974361,69.32051282051282,8.215384615384616,25.666666666666664,7.3871296695380915,0.9362743589743584,577,13,133,5,9,185,104,156,0.155,0.728,0.11699999999999999,-0.7653,0,1,1,1,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,15,11,6,0,6,0,15,4,1,2,3,24,29,12,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,6,1,2,2,1,15,5,18,27,4,21,0,0,1,2,10,7,6,2,11,89,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.3002807833790117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638327029011016,0.0,0.0,0.15934749177188987,0.0,0.1230378744022804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710326745481795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253255241005146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574471929913881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962956433387868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377361498072045,0.2844731365953989,0.08038294387364821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661899184725246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602164192776628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716402518036555,0.0,0.1086724129233763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919954144794474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269947939549152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352363125636446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851240616964176,0.1170137427257672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661008905702693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985635219669293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139142171118715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793005756000295,0.2545410707151586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779887487478128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366290800410487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735017706213892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288141472469195,0.0,0.0,0.09074772903603943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383342194837076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224016702279291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972329359347268
lonely,LonelyShadow09,2019/04/15,"Wish I could find someone Hey, I’m 17 years old. I’m just a guy who just wants to find someone. I’ve got problems with certain emotions and I’m not very good at conversation. I really don’t want a girl who will just cheat on me or will just not really care for me. If any one has any advice I would appreciate it. If you want to chat hit me up.",0.5455451127819515,2.1308967500000016,2.928496240601504,93.40447368421052,81.5,6.448120300751881,20.06766917293233,7.447530270364453,0.3136037593984966,267,7,66,4,7,92,52,76,0.142,0.723,0.135,-0.3634,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,21,16,4,0,9,9,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,7,3,7,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,2,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976046326053158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275029713181211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617425170961606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145424529396404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274675065846811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696463228702085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696104723074949,0.1617318338468098,0.0,0.0,0.20022714999723104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121932839490183,0.0,0.13702783360826706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934948687476304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590914590845204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426765185217083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685064243494255,0.3578194202380935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325401828991629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364953334645408,0.0,0.0,0.1302214611154406
lonely,yifftusome,2019/04/15,"Wish I had someone to talk to It's very hard to get a girlfriend when you don't have the courage or knowledge to flirt with one. I think many of you feel the same. I just wish I had someone to talk to on a daily basis, doesn't even matter if it's boy or girl.",1.9909322033898318,2.224635508474581,3.3625000000000007,97.2264618644068,75.27118644067797,5.9,23.224576271186447,3.1291,-0.1916813559322037,201,5,52,0,4,66,40,59,0.098,0.8029999999999999,0.099,0.2512,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,10,4,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,6,2,9,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,1,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002247201770607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015851326269415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344905262995741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305963874599031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609819256970679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443341767767073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43621966946152585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41380643155718383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649433618172843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123971972354537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5920370742553203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jameslilly02,2019/04/15,"Shyness and dating I am a heterosexual male Highschool junior with a scrawny build who is diagnosed and being medicated for major depressive disorder and general anxiety. You can look at my profile pic or check my post history and probably find a picture of me. As a result, I have very low self esteem, lack of confidence, and difficulty being around strangers. I’ve been approached by females and even a couple males in the past purely based on looks however their attraction quickly faded as they realized how introverted and socially inept I am. Unfortunately, it seems our culture disapproves of females making the first move and puts the pressure on the males which can be extremely oppressive to more confident females who get called sluts and more introverted males who just get overlooked. I want to be clear that I place the blame purely on myself and my own social maladjustment and I harbor no bitterness towards anybody but myself. I’d really appreciate it if you commented your own thoughts because I am probably biased.",10.801427684667908,10.534102575419002,10.492923649906892,55.25783364369957,56.76536312849162,14.212538795779018,45.028553693358155,13.205437297517054,6.5822099317194285,847,45,118,28,9,278,125,179,0.153,0.775,0.07200000000000001,-0.7819,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,3,2,1,5,6,1,1,10,0,12,3,0,3,3,30,20,17,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,7,13,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,5,0,1,2,3,19,1,17,14,6,18,0,2,2,1,19,9,0,3,5,90,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455647014270805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658067272607915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072217892417452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960482605357342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194620532820608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149503951182364,0.1785261090860814,0.0,0.0,0.201586828727885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161746372299745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607615895925026,0.1496131689861889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379203546804385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29540902037105193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740890200087388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771921210540129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869447645695502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679082819847682,0.0,0.0,0.18376911818631592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684553786085984,0.0,0.3792814431581206,0.0,0.0,0.17681947871378875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268056040393325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012496093022385,0.18349313238870246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35859834504067184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963815607344435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451288588188655,0.10374532848568603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mccutcheon417,2019/04/15,"I've faced many rejections in such a short period of time, I'm trying not to be bitter or hopeless It's exhausting though. I meet guys out, or on bumble, or whatever, and they always want something, until they don't. It's hard to not think that theres something wrong with me. You know that sinking feeling when you can tell they're losing interest? I just want to find my person and never have to date again. Thanks for reading me complain on the internet.",4.0479047619047615,5.6786938222222245,4.764285714285716,83.805,71.8888888888889,7.80952380952381,26.190476190476193,8.418075326091056,1.7870476190476192,364,12,69,6,7,117,70,90,0.172,0.688,0.14,-0.7329,0,0,2,0,0,1,11.0,0,2,2,1,6,9,1,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,17,11,8,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,3,9,2,12,10,0,12,0,3,0,0,9,5,0,3,7,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033198445039846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173571946585987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22005069299793126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383907015320802,0.0,0.0,0.2156740764010048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231564895948605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26934936362414713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440933112703605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568930435482547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102227416640824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408256069631623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37069831959983945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043524853726772,0.22165987863981165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426957729164462,0.23654592341663086,0.0,0.14038935673471822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346054417526076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840135070378516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632337609829317,0.0,0.0
lonely,NewPortBox100s,2019/04/15,Went on a date Saturday.. But.. I went on a date last night for the first time in years and she just told me she still has major feelings for her ex and she doesn't want to lead me on. This hurts. I could have seen myself with her. Back to being a sad boy all alone.,-0.8833497536945814,1.1064191379310344,0.6621182266009882,105.07327586206898,90.3793103448276,4.0039408866995085,11.733990147783251,5.288315135182226,-1.696869950738916,202,2,53,1,7,64,44,58,0.16399999999999998,0.836,0.0,-0.8137,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,11,3,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,4,2,10,0,9,5,2,17,0,2,1,0,8,4,0,0,10,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982045305559434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213973425437702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22988550421430626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558405071925198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24490973191469706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082307674794268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346981413973228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27019907217607536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22993809750036015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678919820820727,0.0,0.0,0.2751256580866309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698262309327666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5338206242222637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541492169215756
lonely,hermerlin26,2019/04/15,I feel like a worthless idiot because I don't have a life I'm so tired of my life honestly. I've been lonely for as long as I can remember and I'm starting to doubt it will ever go away. I'm so miserable and sad all the time and things like social media make it worse. Watching other people have friends and relationships and go places makes me wish I could just lay down in a hole. It's always worse after weekends because during weekends I don't have school or anything to do so I just sit in my room alone and study. I just feel so hopeless and alone and wish I could fit in. I wish I could party and I wish I could spend time with people and cuddle someone and just be happy,3.4072027972028,4.210435069930071,4.510076923076927,88.19742307692309,72.42657342657344,6.838881118881121,24.789510489510487,6.742157984588678,0.7879879720279721,537,15,115,4,10,176,80,143,0.221,0.593,0.18600000000000005,-0.7709,0,4,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,9,12,1,2,4,0,14,4,0,2,2,33,28,18,0,8,5,0,2,2,1,1,3,0,1,0,5,12,0,0,3,2,1,2,2,7,0,0,1,3,15,5,13,21,1,19,0,5,1,1,3,8,0,2,10,73,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25442251266575794,0.0,0.0,0.10220152347202646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107577965316288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539958065232228,0.0,0.0,0.14974784154703366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922680014190198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110364038585097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420958165524087,0.08774730709018398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489548268512836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396103102158664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075113931513607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351203991962447,0.12001368971625595,0.0,0.0,0.1086976257128734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397534286056176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030491966892278,0.0,0.1283275954729564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318697409757498,0.1391385299786598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243070192366972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520619300408015,0.1040705315683975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693725954711284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160049764333405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324229031034755,0.14117104303265848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5649778525760336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503414820178305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,boreddude101010,2019/04/15,"Where do you even meet girls anymore? 25 and it feels pretty damn depressing realizing I'll probably be alone the rest of my life. Let alone when I do like somebody they just apologize for hurting me and ignoring me from there.

God it sucks being alone",1.917946428571426,4.7512541875000025,2.817619047619047,87.075,90.45833333333334,6.909523809523809,23.523809523809533,7.957251820313856,1.8600559523809528,203,8,38,5,7,64,41,48,0.308,0.545,0.147,-0.8402,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,5,6,2,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,1,3,4,1,2,0,2,0,0,5,1,2,0,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7492301637303866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391413648829683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20768943041448198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592675530014258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219252235521791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581402636134999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465771221423751,0.17032095249233295,0.1178064989268801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453212305843198,0.2599845749079621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MonsterMash1987,2019/04/15,"I dont know what to do with myself.. Im 30, never had a college education and became a father at a very young age. Im struggling right now, mentally. Im so lonely lidving where I am, i have nothing good in my life except my dog.

Me and my long term partner broke up a few years back, i had to move away from the area because I had no where to go, I ended up moving back with family about 400 miles away.
I dont have a job because i was a house husband and raised my two girls. They are teenagers now and i miss them so much. We talk when they're not busy.

So now I find myself in a position where I have no friends and my family aren't the easiest to deal with.

Im struggling to find any motivation to do anything, i search for jobs but there isnt much around, i love photography and drawing but I end up posting my stuff on instagram and then feel deflated by the amount of likes I don't get.  It's shit, when I had my family I didnt care about anyone's validation but now I seem to crave it, I feel like i am in a hole that I cant get out off.

I just feel like I needed to rant and get it off my chest, might make me feel better, it might not. 
Now I look forward to another day debating with myself if I should spend my money to get out the house with the hopes I find the courage to talk to someone or sit at home with my only friends who live on a website called youtube. 🙄😓",1.8097241080456463,2.7815666877076453,3.7444778275314192,91.52582550917231,76.47508305647841,7.095247724974723,23.385959843998265,7.586124646067393,0.7569265058500649,1067,31,257,14,23,363,158,301,0.092,0.7909999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.9194,2,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,2,2,20,17,1,2,15,0,23,4,2,2,1,44,41,19,0,4,9,2,4,3,3,3,1,0,1,2,8,18,0,0,10,0,2,4,12,6,0,1,6,5,44,11,42,32,5,48,0,3,1,1,15,24,1,6,23,172,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230850122164375,0.0960773554063158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406669979152893,0.0,0.07540000279525429,0.0815661459328262,0.0,0.0,0.1721703999437613,0.1409087511226817,0.0,0.11170814323643273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103533391749215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355990874910623,0.0,0.09341833262979758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059090885766838575,0.09446189642052223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476887356770785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230604436380205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259129180872435,0.0,0.1853144806033552,0.13091459145957474,0.0,0.0,0.25123221880712754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157931176525498,0.0,0.19148222734364054,0.0,0.05207289924769452,0.07685114599971955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190787558032562,0.09100482366185432,0.0,0.2114471155735033,0.0,0.0,0.39588517436233545,0.0,0.1818483975864399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05035499414265905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471782033165137,0.13429081483901242,0.0,0.0809070201521076,0.08108570926399669,0.07694236729845542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269561659605212,0.0,0.06116075162845527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233698197866988,0.1944004121419793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194766872344879,0.1347106117473236,0.06793916825639287,0.07066725596459629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791716556422037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968534308150337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775192848223043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824770054034297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341243975603002,0.0,0.0,0.09405228811236817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763401279799304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157379244192824,0.10488930869531964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472902578788262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950482744544118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560065665443085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590038361684186
lonely,jadekinsjackson,2019/04/15,"Just read this article... So many people complain of being lonely, yet they are also glued to technology [Human Contact is now a luxury good.](https://www.sbs.com.au/news/insight/human-contact-is-now-a-luxury-good?utm_campaign=Feed:%20sbsnews-insight%20(SBS%20News%20-%20Insight)&utm_medium=feed&utm_source=feedburner)",18.258455284552845,23.049819073170728,13.052195121951218,25.82674796747969,41.19512195121953,15.222764227642276,42.9349593495935,13.5591,8.250798373983741,286,12,21,10,3,81,33,41,0.193,0.807,0.0,-0.6444,0,2,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,13,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449510686804033,0.0,0.6637601612622533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138262538565483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105440155657234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123525141027594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063867282891591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,riverdesert,2019/04/15,"Just a brief rant Every single healthy, functional, reciprocal and caring friendship I make always manages to end tragically. I have found so many people throughout my like who really do care about me and lessen my loneliness but somehow I a l w a y s end up having some sort of fight with them that damages our friendship and slowly ends it.

Loneliness always ends up coming back to me. It’s like a curse.",6.149870129870131,7.095496974025978,6.660155844155844,74.74166233766236,66.27272727272727,9.276883116883116,30.984415584415583,9.3871,2.850789090909091,325,12,56,6,5,106,59,77,0.245,0.5660000000000001,0.18899999999999997,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,1,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,4,7,7,2,9,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,3,7,37,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260954504224087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067495917386367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995721583773068,0.0,0.0,0.16879525977269036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6942210874296977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509797470933074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485120620992565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146445608313045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079945257107511,0.1986645280387405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584841400086892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255318409853346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Luppip1,2019/04/15,"I get so worried about being lonely again...I'm messing my new friendships up. I'm in college and have not had a friend for several years. I tried but, no one really wanted to hang out those that did were bad influences. Finally I get some friends by finding were the (nerds) hang out yes I am too. Now I'm getting socially anxious because, I know what it's like to be lonely to the point of despair. So I just nod my head and have become the ""yes man"" with no critical opinion of my own. Even worse when a conversation naturally flows to me I TMI trying to impress them. I know I'm supposed hold my tongue and slowly go into the friendship but, I just get so nervous and it spilled out of me (the good, the bad, the ugly.) I have no idea what college friendships are even supposed to be like. They say they're fine with it, as I've unfortunately explained I have social anxiety. However, they're starting one by one to talk to me less over Discord (it is a communal group.)

 Just for the record I do not spam and I'm very respectful of everyone's time IRL and ONL.

 IRL no one asks questions about me anymore. But, I'm still going to them because being part of a group with wonderful and people in it they treat me with respect even if it is only courtesy. That makes me cry with joy on occasion and want to be a better person (I just don't know how to start.) I'm scared about it all coming to an end and, I'm afraid that's where it's going.

I want everyone to be happy and feel secure about my company. I'm doing my best but like that saying goes ""sometimes your best isn't good enough.""

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PS: I hope you guys are all putting yourself out there and finding finding good people to populate your life. I can tell you they're hard to come by.....but, unfortunately for me like a shooting star they're there for a moment and then gone.",2.4386217008797644,4.33523148387097,3.8101270772238536,87.82382697947216,76.90322580645163,6.659628543499513,25.520039100684265,7.5764669431780325,1.2872731182795705,1440,53,297,20,33,473,187,372,0.152,0.607,0.24100000000000002,0.9934,1,4,0,1,0,0,55.0,0,4,4,3,22,31,0,3,16,2,24,2,1,3,2,58,56,24,0,5,11,0,2,4,2,0,1,2,0,3,15,24,0,2,11,0,0,10,8,10,0,4,5,4,37,21,46,45,9,34,0,3,0,0,25,12,0,6,16,193,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295776911899572,0.11546378127295255,0.0,0.0,0.07269260908064278,0.1073493476610066,0.09423763798824772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883401288741474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586810702604481,0.11585071460347968,0.10494583373948682,0.0,0.0,0.19944230431725,0.08404043850772051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370841862563176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437869724207537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416249110959174,0.09818453056528807,0.0,0.18828609609676986,0.0,0.0,0.181597782163066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048046665136202635,0.0,0.0,0.10409344441499337,0.2605488842350661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146829621958341,0.0,0.19858313126443397,0.0,0.16201189316750447,0.23910325400324434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408806436066998,0.0,0.10115413196202894,0.08512226463084195,0.0,0.09752137995127064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437963561237472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726980534330262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666705809264087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711780820788124,0.1856944523832965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634288295961184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177415166444787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575611474850658,0.07226954597476325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290103718146207,0.0,0.13175446430682616,0.08297073132739183,0.0,0.0,0.08982778794559491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955247208131451,0.10644790851788638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087439659901608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113277710566253,0.09513495871077383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073493476610066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372869461691708,0.0,0.0,0.09398053119213433,0.0,0.13451604430689332,0.0,0.07588577675970908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763761760558367,0.08305460355996151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055408884436844094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902924570421995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840422232576902,0.16814171625239102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030487787526419,0.0,0.09650083299216054,0.0968369202755775,0.0,0.0,0.11546378127295255,0.06119192734221856
lonely,TheBetterHighground,2019/04/15,"Its just a deep dark void I just wish I had someone to talk to, but all I ever do is complain and push people away. I must be the problem so maybe I shouldn’t interact with others. Maybe Im better off alone because no one cares to listen to me and Ive grown tired of listening to others. All my good deeds go punished so whats the point anymore.",1.1044980694980708,2.9333670945945967,2.884208494208494,93.21310810810814,80.75675675675676,5.3096525096525085,21.382239382239387,6.1826913282559595,0.16632664092664085,271,8,60,2,7,90,57,74,0.228,0.617,0.155,-0.7506,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,4,13,12,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,1,2,8,3,9,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379987439847737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22789530066530586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159003538158102,0.0,0.0,0.1400811501671078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032353676367567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23429173742111856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786310603501354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305980281798104,0.1927414888727645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24821847786605855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617207555699033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571531820738732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593112046215812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723094061964549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198831745721778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470490672848306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470084753272248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26411602162684794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26425338285405553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Loveyoself2496,2019/04/15,"Just want someone to shower with all my love 💕 I’ve been single for nearly 2 years now and I gave up on dating apps almost 8 months ago. The guys who do hit on me IRL, are usually all fuckboys who just want to get into my pants for the night. Mind you all, I’ve never, not even once in my life have ever had a one night stand. And I’m quite happy with my company these days but every once in a while, I’d crave someone. Someone I can call mine. Someone I can surprise with flowers or even better, surprise him with a bouquet of donuts! It’s so on my bucket list to spoil my man with all things nice and take him on cute dates and just show him and tell him how much I love him and how much I appreciate him and how much I adore him! I don’t mind waiting for now cuz I know that he’s so gonna be worth the wait 🥰",2.5791154562383625,2.8772905195530747,3.939231843575421,93.38843808193673,73.97206703910616,6.6370577281191805,22.1792364990689,5.985473137389443,0.0720275605214149,629,13,154,3,12,208,109,179,0.0,0.774,0.226,0.9911,2,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,13,9,0,0,6,0,9,3,0,4,6,37,22,16,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,6,13,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,24,9,21,16,8,24,0,0,0,2,18,9,0,2,14,101,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255525089771696,0.0,0.14182883156266754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526627118803635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462704520507488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134404170835747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709958835216284,0.12811862675943192,0.119335142830316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739994008124278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024273546214727,0.0,0.15077504533703584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783990078166042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004228575916682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556655481948196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860256558830006,0.0,0.11305317096760065,0.0,0.312358113564902,0.0,0.10923905933168088,0.0,0.0,0.2658331511384634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016772150047536,0.09597678546561283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064820919778796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800337250646992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064932735304494,0.0,0.12379683730471268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409722007886254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599296423053408,0.0,0.16708215076847746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120947844964876
lonely,Chaser_Grave,2019/04/15,"Ever felt like nothing happens in your life? I’m currently in my third year of college, studying to become a computer engineer. I’m an introvert with a tiny group of close friends that I value a lot. I don’t like to drink alcohol and I’m also not a “party guy”, but I enjoy hanging around with my buddies, either playing some games or just wasting time. I wake up early in the morning, go to college, then back home. If I have some free time I like to listen to music, browse the internet, play some games and do some miscellaneous stuff.

Seems pretty standard for a college student right? The thing is, if you replace “college” with “school”, that’s exactly all I have ever done in my entire life. Two decades compressed into few lines of text. And when I look at those around me, I feel like the useless one; the dead beat. 

My best friend is currently working as an intern in Samsung and getting a nice pay for it. One of my lady friends is working in a project to automate production lines using state of the art tech, and getting paid 2K for it. My ex girlfriend studies nutrition and has published an article that has received international praise; she’s also sort of a “web celebrity” were we live and has become the “poster girl” for her college. Another friend of mine has published a scientific article detailing advanced uses of polymer materials in engineering; is currently developing a boat that runs on solar energy AND is an extremely talented guitarist that plays on two different bands. Finally, another friends has just won his debut fight, having a chance to get some sponsorship.

And me? Well, once a week, I take my dog to the pet shop to get cleaned up. And that’s it. 

All the people in my life have accomplished so much, while I feel like a waste of skin. The more time passes, the more I fall behind. I feel lonely, like a little kid who’s trying to play ball with the grown ups, but just can’t keep up with them. While they have so much in their lives, all I have is regret. Just this constant reminder that I can’t never truly find a group where I could fit in, and that all I’ll ever be is just fodder. The friend that trails behind. Am I that one character in a sitcom that never leaves the couch? 

Can anyone give any advice to help?",5.600133004926107,6.341290457471267,6.12088259441708,78.84969827586207,67.41379310344827,9.064860426929393,31.627668308702802,9.140100540675403,2.7004564860426936,1779,70,331,31,28,577,235,435,0.068,0.706,0.226,0.9976,4,2,2,0,1,0,50.0,1,2,3,8,18,28,1,0,34,0,28,7,2,2,10,62,51,25,1,4,12,1,5,6,7,0,4,1,4,3,19,21,2,1,6,11,4,8,6,4,1,6,5,7,37,25,53,44,17,56,1,3,1,0,32,26,0,11,27,232,56,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860575949345473,0.0,0.09690312288266886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502421833432355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166155190390171,0.19015956798903932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340149509381561,0.0,0.0,0.16143848888764853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972284761077736,0.0,0.0,0.2002850163024599,0.0,0.0,0.09515695799496708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798657623178036,0.0,0.07239595468537299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473521932082392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279116777429568,0.0,0.08882617660067141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460599616279803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754276992983325,0.1295553049422186,0.08706143262738608,0.09932913231881717,0.08287455802540866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203278802941,0.0,0.18949406691752102,0.0869829359937365,0.05153222620981628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978169419818187,0.08018287811789304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060776991675890776,0.0,0.09095359588757068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059537761191021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960108645414101,0.0,0.0,0.19213756514342129,0.26579294597240744,0.0908793495484457,0.16013392473533788,0.0,0.0761434745141125,0.0,0.0,0.07708794548889084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331191114220825,0.0,0.13986703535258968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700432142314145,0.0,0.0,0.09656504265572616,0.1843295135623752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628620596247778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224823924619772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743525447781638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917671112522957,0.0,0.08254636819383013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380024275137267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817569898909151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023989627826176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861853101690415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061561816364036084,0.0,0.1771509972144774,0.0,0.0,0.156626757372284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727333579951686,0.0,0.08152697755457006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320237662578025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058391199195856315
lonely,ailedgari23,2019/04/15,"Empty feeling So I had a boyfriend and we broke up like ten months ago, it’s been a while, I know. We have spoken a few times and every time we speak again he’s more different than the last time, everything I loved about him it’s gone, and still there’s a spark of hope in me that wishes he’s still in there but it’s not, the last time we spoke I was so disgusted by who he had become and the worst thing it’s that he encouraged me to do things he do just so that he wouldn’t feel bad about doing them. Because of this I decided to get over for real but now I’m left with an empty feeling and I don’t want to become one of this girls who search for love desperately but I have feelings :(",2.3127818181818185,3.1577267266666667,3.573515151515153,93.73009090909092,75.06666666666666,7.054545454545455,20.96969696969697,7.348242739294969,0.2743333333333333,539,11,131,6,11,176,88,150,0.17800000000000002,0.685,0.13699999999999998,-0.9153,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,4,0,1,0,12,9,1,0,8,0,11,2,0,0,0,26,25,12,0,4,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,13,10,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,6,6,15,5,17,18,3,19,0,1,0,2,20,5,0,1,14,89,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743534120698346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887279259373433,0.10138898253306697,0.3673814646840817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377217863713232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013433617938345,0.0,0.14948042540770054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33639170955068065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689692461563242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519630904879834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140679405577387,0.2711509558325966,0.0,0.0,0.1807104715818445,0.0,0.0,0.0812570369272974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002260778383009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275746515882486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270479760500185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931203432829116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656515920763174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22099527698770904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38793721285687605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981016393412995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912632897897548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ramenodules,2019/04/15,"Things are not getting better at all, I think I should visit a therapist Hey. I'm 22/M recently moved to a new city. I've been feeling really lonely lately. I feel like I'm turning into a hermit, shut up in my room on weekends. The few times I do hang out with people I feel like a shell of a person, I just do not feel at ease, it feels like I can't grasp any foothold with how to connect with people. I've also started feeling jealous and insecure when I do go out because I keep hearing about everyone's normal social lives with drama and fun and how they regularly go out drinking or hang out.  

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I'm down in the dumps, I keep telling myself that eventually I'll be able to make some friends, get into a normal relationship with someone who desires me. Having a social life is such a basic prerequisite for doing anything enjoyable. I keep reading about how the happiest people are people who invest in relationships and I'm so bitter.

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I was treated very poorly by my exes and my old friends, with everyone treating me like I was worthless. All factors removed, AT LEAST they have friends to hang out with and I'm so bitter about that. It's painfully obvious to see from my social media and from how quiet I've become that I don't have any friends. I'm quiet, shy, introverted and not quick witted. 

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I don't know why I can't express myself clearly anymore. I want to scream or vomit out the thing that's blocking me from just letting it out. It doesn't really feel like I'm living life.  I'm going to try get some help. It's been too long like this, this is no way to live life. I hope things get better.",3.4060919292188165,5.322331921450154,4.670508200258958,82.63262462235652,74.1963746223565,6.662106171773846,27.53139835994821,7.447530270364453,1.6540806214933097,1330,52,245,16,28,439,166,331,0.128,0.732,0.14,0.493,0,2,1,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,2,2,16,26,4,1,12,0,23,6,0,5,4,62,57,18,0,6,7,0,7,6,4,1,5,4,1,1,16,24,1,4,10,4,2,9,9,9,0,0,4,14,29,17,42,50,6,40,0,2,1,0,20,20,0,5,16,155,45,1,0.05962212610579876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04767979270592641,0.0,0.3876032923546308,0.434684455112715,0.0810901805635295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912912815375133,0.0,0.0,0.04906392965069383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03634509468152786,0.06584795401130766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054618507997871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584069852032108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394299308834585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102716882475733,0.17037623521218692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425562692104647,0.0,0.12460040031109736,0.0,0.1016538847750822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719846932537238,0.0,0.03996345434823755,0.0,0.0,0.05921822414441676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898465546215276,0.0,0.0,0.032766761254444214,0.0,0.06725635520435927,0.0,0.0,0.0609676634658117,0.12633861271281974,0.1747701551122585,0.0,0.15794228903822236,0.052763705404739694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039798232149017364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336888440815994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057583420921964175,0.0,0.0,0.11683404921535866,0.0,0.0,0.06256339182689329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344214584901775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533790046390442,0.052059740782972964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963826069987185,0.0,0.0763909213903343,0.0,0.058869656662588477,0.12802370095963822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0475111152036324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233174752042047,0.05051763396833106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042200847731083305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052112366168052884,0.0,0.0,0.0692258837838005,0.11883087391180565,0.038203450972659474,0.0,0.0,0.03476614120072845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040479509926692685,0.0648517522786055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049194498171460495,0.035166674733221374,0.047325268521247466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053799695182002616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434684455112715,0.0
lonely,yoloswag66666,2019/04/15,When you realize you have no friends About to graduate college in three weeks and it makes me really sad to think about how I have made zero friends during my time here.... :(,6.2309090909090905,6.638140727272727,5.863181818181817,82.41477272727273,65.96969696969697,10.236363636363636,31.65151515151515,10.125756701596842,2.9325878787878783,136,5,27,3,2,42,28,33,0.19899999999999998,0.6559999999999999,0.145,-0.3167,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,6,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,5,2,5,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,20,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6569084796813922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022681093680211,0.2837774521395833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27234904502258783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724060189248499,0.0,0.0,0.24789661344068795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410134934848811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,the-salty-squid,2019/04/15,"Feeling Pretty Lonely Again. Every once in a while, I always get these HUGE waves of loneliness and a just a longing for affection in general...it's happening again now, and has been for the last month. I don't know how to deal with this. It's such an empty feeling, almost as if there's a pit in my stomach that I can't fill. I just want affection from my friends-since I don't have a boyfriend-but I'm too shy to ask for it.

I also just...don't know how to respond to affection either? like today I was hanging with a few friends, and the whole time we were all sUPER close to each other. My friend, who I'll call O, propped his legs on top of my lap and was leaning against me almost the whole day. I know for a fact, that O is totally okay with giving friends affection (hugs, cuddling, etc) since I asked him a while ago. Another person who was there was leaning on me, and me actually made me wrap my arm around him-which I didn't mind. I just didn't know how to respond to this so I just kinda sat there and did my own thing. It was kind of nice, but I also wanted to have someone wrap their arms around ME but I was too shy and embarrassed to initiate or ask for it. I hate that I don't respond well to this shit. I crave affection, but when I receive it, I literally blank and I don't know what to do. 

I'm not really sure where I'm going with this, I'm just kind of rambling. I don't know how to express my feelings when I'm lonely or longing for affection and attention. I have some bad coping mechanisms I use to get through this, but it's super unhealthy. I just don't really know where to go from here. I want to tell O how I've been feeling, but it's embarrassing for me, and I'm not sure how he'll handle it. 

Thanks to anyone who read my ramble!",2.27524359804012,3.46355269705094,3.9468503281871135,89.67436997319038,75.64879356568366,7.289599704169363,24.65831561431081,7.873277556716777,1.1253502634741608,1368,44,310,20,29,459,168,373,0.136,0.722,0.142,-0.3389,0,4,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,0,1,3,32,22,2,2,12,1,25,7,5,14,5,75,60,32,0,4,17,0,4,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,23,19,0,0,12,1,0,5,11,7,1,0,14,4,43,15,43,45,10,32,0,2,0,2,24,12,1,7,16,208,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.10084372123275406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160357406279844,0.0,0.20695767821977093,0.0,0.0,0.16527993523492862,0.08598612513872647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835969827148466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225686249689907,0.0,0.0,0.18398680781898213,0.2898233677009517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628354665526579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552042611379314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664495005311605,0.10653772214058213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525003178822668,0.0,0.0,0.08706736076886575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090047245638116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23951780478585574,0.0,0.10798047204546993,0.09913195321933446,0.1174595954840504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138212261709518,0.0,0.0,0.10202562945823436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152228289900746,0.3975459528501506,0.08423488039390567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504860974265556,0.0,0.0,0.18290309829652995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778163165937102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434268723894366,0.0,0.0824840109061298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005240489766634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023141772056664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513266806926984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336672316083098,0.0,0.13240290931845458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607575030035647,0.17096577735437152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755859449730546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479111332665075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032262952900892,0.0951404445737764,0.0,0.0,0.06865367915638322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025766094942104,0.0,0.09795305971368863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892515078235768,0.0,0.0,0.18285563104846025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291395413044387,0.0,0.0,0.2307480662373516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,elizayo,2018/11/27,Introvert advice please How do you maintain a romantic relationship if you are an introvert and the other person is an extrovert,6.977727272727273,10.106900409090915,8.545454545454547,53.38818181818184,67.63636363636364,13.490909090909092,38.27272727272727,12.161744961471696,6.966927272727273,107,6,13,5,2,37,19,22,0.0,0.792,0.20800000000000002,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840815202168114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325484217007394,0.0,0.5437806341857985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5318548359780806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AllenIversonFan,2018/11/27,"Love or loneliness? Been working with a girl for the past 4 months, and I think im starting to fall for her? Though, I don't know if this is because I actually like her or if it's because I'm so lonely that her warmth and kindness towards me is just something I'm not used to, and can't process correctly? ",4.1582307692307685,4.179118630769231,5.270576923076924,86.21817307692308,70.38461538461539,8.346153846153845,33.17307692307692,8.07648339933343,2.213384615384616,241,11,54,3,4,80,48,65,0.09,0.713,0.19699999999999998,0.8019,0,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,1,14,12,9,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,6,11,0,5,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,4,4,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.28979964931121777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620600210860421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32077830322966844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092483081873497,0.16320681476632576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508442519231118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680268046808331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370384307735672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28349124066033343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22862183141936585,0.0,0.0,0.2101967260403154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902862323777444,0.2917712833695759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25648652540371536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161975236305835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Stormy_succubus,2018/11/27,"Please read Hey , I want all of you to know you are wonderful people . I don't have many friends because I'm a cam model and people instantly assume I want their money and then in my area it's highly religious . Truth is I just want to spread possitivity and talk to people about the world but I'm kinda stuck , not to mention every time I try to talk about this everyone goes "" you're a model , you're so popular , you don't need to talk to me ."" And then they stop talking . I don't know where I'm going with this at all , just sharing I guess . Kinda feel like I'm talking to myself at the moment . ",2.356532258064515,3.7677299758064535,4.1863225806451645,87.13448387096777,75.85483870967742,6.895483870967742,22.07741935483871,7.554174236665415,0.7790058064516132,463,12,99,6,10,157,74,124,0.055,0.775,0.171,0.9013,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,2,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,3,25,21,8,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,5,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,15,5,15,20,2,13,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,5,6,57,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951412319590826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137543007594379,0.15598992313627272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254280985458863,0.11662400255885005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612456589829366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277728123965676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798354579956012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247988149828294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794330456298374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975445241972225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550727976447968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210459070183382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395256568986217,0.0,0.0,0.17919666499685316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329161540176385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364821681773832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6560605361190085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951908940893202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108342947804242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888627061608011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703488319562402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jean_phil12,2018/11/27,"I am Asperger and I don't have any friends. I would love to make friends! Hi! My name is [Jean-Philippe](https://i.imgur.com/Ikch3pp.jpg) and I am a 24 years old Asperger guy looking for friends. The main problem is with my social behavior. I am unable to decipher the emotions of other people (just imagine not being able to detect the moods of the people around you for example). I have an alteration of social interactions, because of my decoding difficulties. I have trouble understanding social rules, so I always find myself isolated. 

As a result, I find it difficult to make friends despite my desire to meet people. I tend to be frustrated by the inability to enter the criteria of ""normalcy"". It's tough to make friends when you are Asperger and it's easier online. I never had a lot of close friends in my life because of my condition. People have come and go but I want friends who will stick with me even if I am very different than your ''normal guy''. 

I am living in Canada in a small rural town just outside [Quebec City](https://i.imgur.com/Re6DDyV.png) and I speak French (my native language) and English. I am working as a freelance writer and translator and I recently [graduated](https://i.imgur.com/M3PdaDo.jpg) from University in Professional Writing.

Here some of my interests and passions : 

* Sports  
* Listening to country music
* History 
* Geography
* Traveling 
* Reading horror, fantasy, and biographies books
* Writing articles, short stories, and poetry
* Playing guitar
* Watching horror, comedic and thrillers movies
* Go hiking 
* Visiting museums 
* Spending too much time on the internet


I really want to meet new people and make new friends. We don't need to have all the exact same interests. I am very open minded and I love to discover new things :)

I can't wait to chat with you and thank you! 🙏",4.065262237762242,7.428244185897434,4.7998135198135214,73.28003496503499,84.7051282051282,8.477389277389277,30.80885780885781,8.841846274778883,3.8937410256410274,1454,74,212,44,44,466,182,312,0.134,0.745,0.121,0.5062,1,0,0,0,0,0,81.0,1,5,0,1,8,22,1,0,14,0,23,4,0,5,3,55,41,21,0,8,5,0,0,0,8,2,1,2,0,2,6,23,0,1,4,10,1,6,5,5,0,0,1,4,37,16,37,36,6,26,0,0,2,3,33,11,0,3,9,149,43,4,0.09368868760473953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795649333142544,0.0,0.0,0.06371152029321495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340279512345962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422350875378015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070450860814414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788473792627532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538716340272848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188049456387356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125952631409333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5790691811086697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649088044485318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553306088634894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617509075888937,0.0,0.0,0.08272882761131144,0.0,0.0786749014890559,0.0,0.0,0.07965077186237574,0.16911539682771734,0.0,0.2501517059229826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459886683813644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887196534804235,0.06946897473386425,0.07225849160515911,0.2714553548994669,0.0,0.0,0.09179502186076778,0.0,0.0,0.09831051750757072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247596973961253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964742110409771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371404109416492,0.0,0.06001937231555021,0.0,0.0925062763221908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28651145555518026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625595607429068,0.0,0.0,0.06224260103240744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054630627166791394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975332279055632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546059582940512,0.11052003067894034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820648040313436,0.0,0.0,0.0665537556146403,0.0,0.0,0.06033244311317041
lonely,Ray_The_Duck,2018/11/27,"Fake friends or stupid me? I'm not really asking for attention, but rather some help. I feel like I have 2 really close friends, but we as a group or separate unit, never open up to each other about mostly anything. Anytime we do, it doesn't lead the friendship anywhere and they end up just being closer to other people, which is sort of understandable because I'm also pretty close to someone else apart from this group. Though she and I used talk a lot, communications just halted, and I try my absolute best to make conversation, I went as far as to quit video games as a whole because I felt really guilty that I wasn't putting my share of effort into the friendship, but now that I am, it's really frustrating as she either never talks to me or talks with the same level as enthusiasm but it's feeling like the friendship is dying down again. And that's where the two problems inter twine. I feel like I don't have anybody else to talk with, as all of my close friends are extroverts. At times I feel really connected with each and all of them, but sometimes I feel miserable as they leave me out of the loop, avoid me, ignore me, don't text back or make lame excuses. No matter what I try or do, they never change that ever changing circle, and it's really come to a point where I question my friendships almost daily, and I feel absolutely alone in the world, like nobody is there to really connect with 

TL;DR When my friends talk to me I feel like I'm in Cloud 9, but when they aren't, I feel absolutely miserable. 

I want to know if it's just me being clingy towards my friends, or being selfish, or if it's them, just to give me some piece of mind.",8.290770010131716,6.262404541033438,8.314759878419455,74.51552380952384,62.860182370820674,11.448105369807498,34.09138804457953,10.047579312681364,3.0888186828774065,1310,40,259,22,15,428,163,329,0.154,0.685,0.162,0.6298,0,2,1,0,0,0,35.0,2,0,6,4,17,22,2,3,11,0,17,0,0,4,6,81,39,34,1,5,22,0,9,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,15,22,0,3,13,2,0,4,10,10,0,1,3,9,42,12,42,33,13,36,0,3,0,0,30,21,0,16,16,184,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809264233481999,0.0911139006327308,0.0,0.07035228818285925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239460413467999,0.0,0.08224324409631534,0.0,0.0,0.06764610662110443,0.0,0.10725552398428667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232264525685413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612836348659165,0.07578128577121311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913024895918851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698095765840075,0.0,0.07791831163647392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957696780826991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558559142267865,0.2513928295176613,0.08446825045034324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398401143544517,0.0,0.0,0.08439209189068572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058966708903922874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834787442993805,0.0,0.0,0.0931511176337657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489677318256495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479183020254808,0.0,0.0,0.11744584187204267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882804548506132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035515052194289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098967172910812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316328904340475,0.0,0.0,0.08950056461395675,0.0,0.08417865314474322,0.0,0.08843755534295891,0.0985503304333903,0.09357052910203266,0.0,0.0,0.3945060441587512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745395678453626,0.0,0.08700793216368477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535483924645057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864334089897618,0.0,0.051297991160427416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945631414247415,0.0,0.08593721897664687,0.09158340151710524,0.0,0.07598076306399762,0.0,0.0,0.05188898472196902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155221387886501,0.0,0.09821914820146296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RegularGuy8295,2018/11/27,"The strong one needs a little help I won’t make it personal.  I’ll say that I’m strong, I’m atlas I carry the world proudly. I beat the pain of others. Right now I’m a hair away from ending my life. I’m broken, I hate everything about me, and right now I need perfect strangers to tell me I’m worth something, that I need to live and have a right to be happy. Please no suicide hotline or advise. I never NEVER do this but please, before I eat these fucking pills and sleep someone tell me I’m worth a shit",1.1963888888888905,2.964643638888892,2.8257037037037063,94.03966666666668,80.2037037037037,5.060740740740742,20.059259259259264,5.6839178017228535,-0.17442518518518524,395,10,88,2,10,130,68,108,0.145,0.659,0.196,0.3825,0,0,1,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,5,3,9,3,0,7,0,4,8,3,1,3,12,16,5,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,6,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,1,0,2,12,5,7,14,0,11,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,1,5,47,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910962652282975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350472211232835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239598450560055,0.0,0.0,0.14056651820167484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263482961471566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146721253040488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894561869729016,0.0,0.15668943909424202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637736863584883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209882793065801,0.0,0.15906522849725233,0.14014041393754656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059375692471344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530357369777201,0.24480789143118875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754337605947374,0.0,0.16887450412123545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857606472402656,0.0,0.3484233282475741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066024847820031,0.0,0.12620947873459298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290955423968012,0.0,0.0,0.15882073832127064,0.0,0.13447118270688305,0.1221797269013832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359873914128127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774322929163794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,22glowworm22,2018/11/27,"Reassure Me Hey all, first post from your boy here. I just recently ended a two year relationship and am feeling some strong acute loneliness. 

My question is, how do I make friends? I’m a pretty active young guy, not bad looking, I go to a rock climbing gym, have good grades, am ambitious, and allegedly funny, but no one ever seems more interested in me than a casual level. 

What should I be doing more? 

I imagine I can’t hope for too much to fast, but a pat on the back would be great.",3.03548969072165,4.732858773195876,4.588234536082479,83.76317654639178,74.67010309278348,8.148969072164949,25.527061855670105,8.841846274778883,1.8906505154639173,379,13,77,8,8,127,80,97,0.043,0.629,0.32799999999999996,0.9793,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,4,6,9,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,2,2,18,18,5,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,2,10,8,7,14,5,14,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,4,8,55,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704354438174594,0.19224425354298194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392798275339324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826902146549853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641836369238524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958455620721327,0.0,0.0,0.17788606432417814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085306023355145,0.19311787478328254,0.0,0.2538449955994275,0.0,0.22797791407170165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22868439906763174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334710315870468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368976247509145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925594740964545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601939934823494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205102567590181,0.2342410816364537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25792614935914554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273383278831595,0.2471960578298545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960563289754836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491508531533286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355884289493625,0.0,0.0,0.1482696880661684
lonely,MrDingusAlingus,2018/11/27,"I miss my dad It's been 7 years but every time I have a dream about him it's devastating to wake up.

To anyone reading: I'm proud of you, even if it's just for everyday you hold on. Every attempt to better yourself is time well spent.",-0.27941176470588397,1.8166284117647078,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,88.41176470588232,4.968627450980391,18.303921568627448,6.42735559955562,-0.11634901960784386,183,5,42,2,6,63,40,51,0.126,0.645,0.22899999999999998,0.7096,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,3,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,3,8,4,0,6,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24521947648925765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31016803152090977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316358205093013,0.0,0.5909642873840212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507975971278409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089951199616047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31532383780699225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258410354077681
lonely,Vanirbarn,2018/11/27,"It feels almost clostriphobic Does anyone else experience this? The loneliness feels like its crushing you and you will never be able to escape it, like you will always be alone no matter what. Is this a thing other people feel or am I totaly crazy?",2.881594202898551,5.9045551304347805,3.8173913043478263,81.34898550724641,84.65217391304347,5.67536231884058,16.36231884057971,7.1686216300943375,0.4507797101449276,200,4,33,3,6,64,38,46,0.223,0.636,0.142,-0.6662,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,8,9,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,25,12,0,0.27724453508625113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776203539987607,0.2871417257723505,0.0,0.0,0.2306896627884039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938558251888288,0.2840697894392313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426185609719307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23160223382284284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27119835436967665,0.0,0.0,0.4205495016174453,0.19806355126169525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708953513615002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382807704195733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220645228631744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184188949882524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,callmebyyourwig,2018/11/27,"Probably spending birthday alone I’m about to turn 24 in December and I moved to LA last year in August. I’ve made some friends living here, but not enough for them to know my birthday and for someone to want to make plans with/for me. I don’t wanna just randomly ask people to take a day and spend it with me because it’s my birthday, because the embarrassing and sad idea that they’ll say they’re busy or just can’t when I’m basically begging anyone to hangout with me for my birthday is enough to make me not reach out.

I know I could “treat myself” but being alone and doing that just sounds even more sad. I know this is a stupid reality most everyone probably lives with eventually, spending birthdays not being appreciated besides the texts from close friends and family; I just wish society didn’t make birthdays such a big deal to the point I start feeling less than for not having a cool 20’s party with friends and a big social group and making me feel like shit when I already hate being the center of attention anyways. And I know that’s all perception, but I think I’m gonna end up letting it get to me when the day comes up :(",7.77363636363636,6.291143508771932,7.761180223285488,76.33629186602872,63.47368421052632,10.747049441786283,35.63955342902711,9.573946990214177,3.1169596491228067,912,34,181,14,11,295,130,228,0.166,0.723,0.111,-0.9409,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,12,12,3,1,10,1,13,1,1,5,1,51,38,16,0,4,12,0,2,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,7,16,0,0,10,1,3,2,7,6,0,0,2,5,22,6,28,29,7,22,0,2,0,0,10,10,1,4,11,114,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262117240628141,0.13964146733465194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848061674337124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829903040661165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542767996631428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900412220123634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010329284949589,0.0,0.0,0.16321733548239634,0.1304585202801625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207802925089187,0.2615019718071847,0.0,0.08357933289779962,0.0,0.0,0.12091563161234435,0.0,0.0,0.11929187245170195,0.0,0.12796616330025473,0.09040112750260036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932964753262073,0.0,0.06611260462100436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493333236663365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284972108714086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781751488588728,0.10314804588805304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293970491047506,0.0,0.06182168562133832,0.0,0.2234765663042125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973643438733028,0.3378691920877996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344933720819732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877278019568573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196224269526394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728658402170712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063071797126573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989282240831002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899291605888194,0.10721802988106234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956658096604307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514330670813552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108255328256471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764059334223191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463733524669455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551624596974366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148844612559247
lonely,gizmoos,2018/11/27,My best friend found someone better but she’s making her miserable. I’m having a breakdown in my bathroom because I miss my best friend so much. She got feelings for another girl and the girl turned her into a druggie whose high all the time. The girl doesn’t even fucking treat her right. They got high and kissed and now the girls manipulating my best friend and I can’t do anything. We don’t even fucking talk anymore. She never told me they kissed. I just want to talk to her again I feel so useless and alone. ,2.138716577540105,4.643106098039219,2.6028342245989333,92.91729946524069,81.15686274509805,4.885561497326204,22.998217468805706,6.1124844417494595,0.3638313725490194,410,14,83,3,11,126,64,102,0.131,0.5710000000000001,0.298,0.9713,0,2,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,2,4,7,15,2,1,6,0,5,4,0,2,2,17,18,8,0,1,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,2,19,10,5,14,5,9,0,3,0,4,21,5,2,0,4,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577968377782614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976054462313502,0.0,0.0,0.15109809903791774,0.0,0.0,0.12537757164747967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928759629509874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796706553782129,0.13474818312416945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012619147566818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540734662321858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705257559324713,0.35313401153679463,0.2817048507539553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437090648473299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219489770771329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170008269274228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200058852709303,0.0,0.11750780662291455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011281587598114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909235598164145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449190208961187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884111791153862,0.0,0.0,0.14558450455731425,0.0,0.0,0.16572164675074047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986463808256594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fatugly1,2018/11/27,"People assume i can get guys easily.... I’m a pretty serious pool player. It has brought me so much joy and I’m very passionate about my game. In terms of all the generic dating advice, I guess that would be “doing it right”. I have this hobby that gives me lots of confidence and that I’m pretty focused with. My friends seem to think that i must have to fight off tons of attention from guys because i hang out at bars all the time and meet tons of them through playing, and because im good at it. Well, i have had many good interactions with guys. I’ve made a few casual friends and I always am playful and polite and I try to always have a good time with them. But I’m still just as single as I was before I got into it lol. Even been rejected a few times. I’m so embarrassed to even bring up this hobby sometimes because I must look so pathetic. It’s a great part of my life but even being in this male dominated sphere and playing competitively with them can’t put me on their radar.... lol",2.9307352941176497,4.3315854558823546,4.306029411764708,86.89963235294121,74.34313725490195,7.452941176470588,24.02450980392157,8.07648339933343,1.1964568627450978,779,23,166,12,16,258,118,204,0.049,0.757,0.19399999999999998,0.9708,0,1,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,4,0,10,17,1,1,7,2,17,3,0,1,4,29,32,15,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,12,14,1,0,4,7,0,4,1,4,1,0,6,1,21,13,27,21,11,20,0,1,1,1,15,10,0,4,6,113,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178254932352476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244268043925577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24662618815278115,0.0,0.1147549850135237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26721908058689314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838329221326976,0.0,0.07045820543392042,0.1293689385253374,0.0,0.33933972303108073,0.10785897622993262,0.14868240549319395,0.14856227463261998,0.4005945193064628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567074621190018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952548242919629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113247504938568,0.0,0.0,0.11465220812637325,0.0,0.1276067451940526,0.0,0.13672575043943744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913680332941087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603903908515808,0.0,0.09349417600435532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743999534108925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557043561989388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516875766248964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277047113156138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337889339063524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769848605777943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641213319365594,0.0,0.0,0.23591191483330515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156033589485396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127271019127466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125434060047377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579988821082498,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,januskanus,2018/11/27,Available to talk with anyone (venting or otherwise) feel free to dm me - I don’t bite! ,5.632941176470588,5.632298176470589,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,67.23529411764707,9.15294117647059,34.64705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.8938705882352944,67,3,13,1,1,22,16,17,0.0,0.7959999999999999,0.204,0.5562,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5929436603882606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287759741388752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6815929720930444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwaway197500,2019/10/10,"Need advice. I've been alone pretty much my whole life, and by miracle I met this person in a mental institution. We have been talking for 3~4 months now and I'm totally in love with her. We were going out and planning on dating later on since we were focussing on our mental health. 

One day she tells me that she doesn't want to date anymore because she doesn't think she'll ever fall in love with me. She says she loves me emotionally and romantically, but that she wants to get over those feelings since she doesn't see herself falling in love.

I don't want to be insisting but I can't deal with the idea that she might get a boyfriend, I respect her choice but it hurts, I don't know what to do.

My apologies for wasting your time.",4.480671140939594,5.25933146308725,4.8720067114093935,86.67123154362417,69.93959731543623,7.570738255033557,26.980536912751678,7.554174236665415,1.262924295302013,584,18,123,6,10,185,93,149,0.07400000000000001,0.758,0.16699999999999998,0.9395,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,4,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,3,0,15,6,0,0,2,25,32,7,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,7,11,0,0,4,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,5,3,27,5,19,24,3,20,0,1,1,4,28,9,0,1,8,83,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452818070290352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531819286231142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667910046739327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015972264002556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538459268838764,0.15248052889572095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636990976508764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337858802904915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478372519815435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154545443220351,0.0,0.08405614876790711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721297294242692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583322135832662,0.16696342237514702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128310387960272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446759854595226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5339495324036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981009779025225,0.15690071226706406,0.0,0.0,0.11805401275438203,0.0,0.10872503149659114,0.109667502993509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022226319268113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291423734298319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504695661717566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176176539980882,0.0,0.0,0.11785879240685818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446922238459659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887807292460445,0.12927291897288815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476966764754063,0.0,0.0,0.08624288023975715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617093999535523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512736744600331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,XaV_1997,2019/10/10,I recently broke up and looking for someone to talk to. All my friends are asleep by now but I still need to talk to anyone really so here I am hoping that I will find help.,0.3801351351351343,2.4540815405405425,2.368851351351349,94.55435810810816,84.94594594594595,5.8621621621621625,20.06081081081081,7.1686216300943375,0.3799783783783783,135,4,31,2,4,45,30,37,0.047,0.7140000000000001,0.239,0.8314,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,6,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,7,5,1,4,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181291444465973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899402801421013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24508925752308414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126309739992733,0.0,0.0,0.3150785857651949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663912889266461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352202464764571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032241242009281,0.0,0.3132239852464365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26878591678346064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25333837184265884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5099510584393764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Steven_vertes,2019/10/10,"Depressed Im 18 years old just moved to san diego, have no family but one brother. No friends. Never had parents. Always bored and lonley and no one to talk to, sucks ass i swear",-0.2441666666666684,1.9707406944444443,1.1722222222222245,97.345,100.38888888888887,3.5111111111111115,17.11111111111111,5.46131890053228,-0.5273555555555558,139,4,29,1,6,44,29,36,0.42200000000000004,0.496,0.08199999999999999,-0.9343,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,3,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,2,0,4,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,0,3,16,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503979888649681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591906941875325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836901599839935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324978846644133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250561980476925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198411212647319,0.0,0.0,0.23209588070394016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157755668089622,0.0,0.40783611074750864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341473149604767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418762526920761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937891479369309
lonely,lacy98,2019/10/10,I’ve lost everyone... but not physically I’m still expected to go through the motions but after my fiancé betrayed me and relationships with some of my close friends became complicated and painful I feel so alone. My best friend is depressed and introverted af so I rarely see her. I’m so alone. But I have so many people in my life I can’t do anything about it.,1.2916901408450734,3.965451478873241,2.967732394366198,86.43131690140847,90.54929577464789,6.220281690140845,25.409859154929578,7.554174236665415,1.696908732394366,289,13,57,6,10,95,53,71,0.237,0.6,0.163,-0.6892,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,12,10,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,2,10,3,7,9,2,6,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,1,2,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959087132220274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970122820521114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512437942654241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062016517204546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287644839294433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105181487893345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699318603207773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606101238107218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910086207290795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26134197619012683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427220084518588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547468582517243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597527609388105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570344615930976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077707993933612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119143803674185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheUnlegitAlpha,2019/10/10,". Dude I just wanna share my feelings with someone bro I know I’m a good boyfriend and I want to show it. I know I’m very, very young but still that feelings continues to itch.",-1.6777702702702688,-0.4267135405405362,-0.0727364864864839,103.82170608108109,116.83783783783785,2.931081081081081,18.13851351351352,5.148860815047168,-0.6541324324324322,137,5,32,1,8,43,27,37,0.0,0.852,0.14800000000000002,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,7,2,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727290788311932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091464494553739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051225898858035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122956606731693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943475430381496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6082322983523856,0.2173973532959711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,i_Iike_throwaways,2019/10/10,"It's 4AM and I'm feeling loney I have no idea why. My day went pretty well. I have friends too, but they don't text if they don't have any work with me. I don't know why but I just feel very sad and alone right now.",-3.0042647058823526,-1.4188986078431365,-0.8410049019607815,112.44672794117649,103.7058823529412,2.5500000000000003,10.29656862745098,3.1291,-2.442237254901961,165,2,49,0,8,53,37,51,0.17800000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.136,-0.6292,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,11,5,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,2,8,2,1,10,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867356122867407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826913893784628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785469071519395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27996980357303725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389549254796106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125326830295799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215084944404986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28165844087870145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364304535619223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284322404230985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24892357377454846,0.2566449665474578,0.4996324939293423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015518586965305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alejo91168,2019/10/10,"I don't know what to do now. I need your advice. I'm losing it. My ""best friend"" doesn't want to talk with me anymore, her friends talk shit of me always, she doesn't listen to me, and every single time I need her support she's too busy talking with her other friends. Everytime I tell her that she's not paying me atention, or that we need to spend more time together (or even when I ask her to talk for 5 minutes) she starts shouting at me. I've been through a tough life (my father used to hit me and my mother, I suffered bullying for 10 years, my ex-girlfriend abused me emotionally, and I didn't talk to my brother for like 4 years now) and she knows it, still doesn't give me a single minute to talk and help me. I know this is something really small compared to other people experiences, but I really don't know what to do. She's my only friend, the only person I could trust. If she's gone, I'm alone.",3.4286396761133595,4.084984778947369,4.580526315789474,88.25406882591095,72.26315789473685,7.319838056680162,24.615384615384606,7.321109707123232,0.8937449392712544,708,19,156,7,13,233,103,190,0.085,0.789,0.125,0.8533,0,1,1,0,2,0,27.0,1,1,0,2,6,12,1,0,3,0,11,2,1,1,0,23,29,10,0,6,5,3,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,9,8,0,0,4,0,2,1,7,4,0,0,3,2,39,8,18,24,4,12,0,2,0,0,33,2,1,3,10,100,48,1,0.0,0.14043303568425144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582149909828028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275641000674707,0.0,0.0,0.09862249992891282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754519582200385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108051057244006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438493375166325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946327648252986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332494922528945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828480746024752,0.0,0.09986263210936064,0.0,0.0,0.11594043426678052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36628924565610105,0.0,0.0,0.11370021655881772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944497430898226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605535030444813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371788679511442,0.05790544848751525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259943322456486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636549053056373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802875817967817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217048218727893,0.10349167349238322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518606158119121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166446225572093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912465253580993,0.0,0.0,0.08389277950295711,0.0,0.09465441494233204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450104511508926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5715966207730352,0.10359628963315133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822604875177066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236775770259383,0.0,0.0,0.06990926125574826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526527454574768
lonely,looking_for-you,2019/10/10,"Am I too bad to be with? 19m
Nobody wants to stay in my life they just leave wether they were here for 4 hours or 4 months they just cannot stay.. can anyone tell me why is it like this and how should I right that, I really need people in my life for whom I mean something and be special... 
Need a friend or a partner",0.7537619047619017,2.074626185714287,2.1085714285714303,100.72476190476192,80.0,5.238095238095238,15.952380952380953,5.46131890053228,-1.0350476190476194,243,3,63,1,6,78,51,70,0.071,0.843,0.086,0.25,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,1,0,13,12,5,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,10,3,7,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,3,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612016072522268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924944693086868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811759216947287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22703923430678946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441126294395671,0.0,0.0,0.3256798520688737,0.11263207075179242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25112981851984545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840178866228651,0.0,0.0,0.3418906593892663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983006444414188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769228173947965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968831722554567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774839046830715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914580986543498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015054701821371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598072488223045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802994894426904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,snoodlesnoodles,2019/10/10,When Starbucks is on BOGO but you have no friends. So you get two grande frappes for yourself and you now feel like shit.,1.41,4.02019,0.8049999999999997,103.54,86.5,3.2,24.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.2369833333333329,96,4,21,0,3,27,22,24,0.21899999999999997,0.57,0.21100000000000002,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,3,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,3,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566121763181705,0.3625650636352636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39210077048941694,0.0,0.2651528953642528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479436263745167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5209514607091406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957632773645457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yourguy66,2019/10/10,"Social anxiety has scarred me, I have no one in my life. I used to have severe social anxiety and paranoia half a few years ago that I never talked or trusted anyone, all I did was think people hate me behind my back. I got over social anxiety half a year ago and now but I cannot communicate with people properly anymore. Eye contact is awkward ,I cannot talk to people properly, and somehow I have failed to see signs that a girl wants a relationship two times due non existent self esteem and confidence. Does anyone know like a way to recover from this after effect of social anxiety.",7.535250737463123,7.03217333628319,8.254115044247786,69.42890117994101,63.42477876106194,11.427138643067849,34.762536873156336,10.864195022040775,3.879597050147493,469,18,81,11,6,158,77,113,0.18600000000000005,0.747,0.067,-0.7768,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,1,1,5,0,9,2,1,2,2,16,16,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,3,2,12,2,11,13,2,13,0,1,2,0,10,2,0,2,11,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24286829680196306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191905889456448,0.0,0.1358581411121044,0.1915744151515851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533752976939392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988164110581305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956412004236628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135250131395979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752866043063835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676070891949401,0.06692682365078753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565581086459314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928285647513401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28491667956775607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707693630660199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916399404612273,0.0,0.14291136307292196,0.15476070001500014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5585797966203523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021615833560712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777822361454263,0.0,0.0,0.07988048301490565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382018292575712,0.0,0.0,0.11831613511749575,0.0,0.0,0.08080076956193638,0.10873698310263284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764352689064114
lonely,vishal998,2019/10/10,"I can't go on like this I'm 21M I need someone to date.... everyone fucking friendzone me
fuck 
this is depressing",-1.5637500000000024,-0.16037320833333268,1.5236666666666672,92.68800000000005,114.41666666666666,5.253333333333334,25.63333333333333,6.742157984588678,1.6533933333333335,89,5,19,2,5,31,21,24,0.34600000000000003,0.654,0.0,-0.8163,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,7,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32782029666097434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636907869628168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7037387610273771,0.0,0.0,0.216310398440572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859476495733492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822187503975411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32249105549116963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SALLY_LIZ,2019/10/10,"Is this a mistake? I mean I don't think I'm suicidal but I feel like nothing is going to change I tried to be nicer 
I tried to be more opened  but I just can't  I don't want to be alone but at the same time I'm  sacred of people I want to be loved but I'm not doing anything for it of course nothing is going to happen if I just sit around but I don't have the energy to do shit I'm just a 18 years old loser boy that cries all day about how bad his life is I
I know that suicide is not the right answer and I'm not gonna do it right now but I feel like I might do it soon and I really don't want do 
I'm just scared....",-1.0934707574304878,0.16367455704698486,1.8654122722914688,100.64458053691277,85.30872483221476,5.062511984659636,14.669702780441035,5.773587663045528,-1.102494151486098,475,6,133,3,14,168,74,149,0.195,0.6659999999999999,0.139,-0.9142,0,1,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,1,1,5,0,21,3,1,1,1,32,40,10,2,5,14,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,0,2,16,3,13,34,3,14,0,1,0,1,3,5,1,2,8,83,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895874787858434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424627398036484,0.1452248112530548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362109808392723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257528774971295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791962293515272,0.10520863324021976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497200008839288,0.2330874729651305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542685517772747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425981586710238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965477572078485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522713418522222,0.15939912337385398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723578237357252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777019309771563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306054391784845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130650254207758,0.0,0.17118282820249522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130973265035943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450851201269716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786329404681025,0.0,0.0,0.16332667805717613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745581923516706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568866076243263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453037461092464,0.0,0.0,0.09512537927762664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151602690196825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886638973778764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505364539133198
lonely,OnyxJuvie,2019/10/10,"I have no friends and my only friends are on the internet I'm 20, drifted and lost most of my friends. Few friends i have are on the internet and i've never met them in person, 1 is a childhood friend but he doesn't go out anymore...",0.6202000000000005,2.52552862,2.47,95.165,82.8,5.6000000000000005,28.0,6.742157984588678,1.1587999999999998,181,9,42,2,5,60,36,50,0.066,0.727,0.20800000000000002,0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,5,5,8,2,8,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22541379648857995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8780308810037281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291759736159196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481173969698055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753025417035193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286673431595276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984636706224932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,harshitmudgil,2019/10/10,"Will life get better I'm 19 M, 53 kgs and 5.11"" with thick glasses. I'm the funny guy of my friend circle but sometimes i feel too lonely. I've never been in a relationship and i even suffer from low self esteem.. Any kind words please",0.3398639455782302,2.655704244897961,2.2847959183673474,93.22746598639458,88.18367346938776,4.082993197278912,14.289115646258502,5.46131890053228,-0.9232068027210888,184,3,39,1,6,61,43,49,0.18,0.591,0.22899999999999998,0.2263,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,6,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,3,4,4,0,4,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109805343297259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743907767686989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491709737248445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687164419848998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396982615583474,0.0,0.1620927395440791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30719612513939776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32307747227422506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21913864154196705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392838076780289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405611648363293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330922270443378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236582525533932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068450309499001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,stingrayrodriguez,2019/10/10,"Does it get easier?  

22F here, new to here, new to reddit, new to being lonely. Over the summer I had a ton of friends, I was meeting new people on a weekly basis. Everywhere I go at least three people would ask to add me on Snapchat. I hung out with someone every single day. It all kind of fell apart and died at the same time, which happens to coincide with the time I moved.

I had an awful relationship with my dad and stepmom who I lived with. I spent almost every night somewhere else. Finally I was able to afford to escape and move out, and now I live alone in my own apartment. That was a month and almost two weeks ago, my dad hasn’t spoken to me since, and my mom was never in my life to begin with. I feel like I have no parents, no one who is there for me, and no one who loves me in the way that family should.

I had like two best friends. One of them, 21F, got a boyfriend about 6 months ago, her first boyfriend, and he has already moved in with her (he did after 3 months) and they spend every day and night together. He’s actually great and their relationship is great, she is happy for the first time and it is amazing to see, but I have seen her like 5 times since then. I come up with all these fun things to do with her and she straight up says no and that she doesn’t want to, then won't answer me for days. 

My other best friend was my ex, 24M. We had mutually decided about 6 months ago that we are better off as friends together. He was my closest friend, I told him everything. One night when I was talking about how lonely I felt due to feeling abandoned by my family and other friends, he absolutely lost it and said that he didn’t care about my feelings, my emotions, my life, or me at all, and that if I bring up my feelings again to him he cannot be in my life anymore. 

Since then I have had no one to talk to. I put all my thoughts and feelings into a giant Word document now. There’s no one I talk to on a daily basis. I started getting drunk every night for three weeks straight, I stopped this past Saturday because I was worried about becoming dependent on alcohol.

I have lost all interest in meeting new people, I am sick of people because to me everyone I know is a fake friend. Friendship is so valuable to me, I would do anything for any of my friends, but none of my friends will even listen to my thoughts or feelings or hang out with me anymore. In my opinion friends should care about each other and be there for each other. No one was excited for me for moving out and being on my own. Yet if any of my friends were moving out I would die from excitement and want to be involved in every step of the way, and chill at their place constantly. Someone was supposed to help me move because he had a truck but he ghosted me, and I moved everything by myself in my little sedan, taking about five trips back and forth, carrying everything down the street to the building and up the stairs, about one box at a time out of like a hundred boxes, plus it was pouring rain when I did it. No one wanted to help me.

I hate these conflicting feelings of wanting to be close with someone so bad but not wanting to either. I know I wouldn’t be able to handle one more person getting close with me and then telling me they do not give a shit about my thoughts or feelings or life. I want to learn to be content alone and to accept that I will always be alone. Sometimes I feel empowered when I think about how alone I am and how I am completely by myself in life, but other times it cripples me with pain. Is it possible to become content with being alone? If not, does it at least get easier?",5.410244897959185,5.091922004081635,5.828469387755103,84.4447448979592,67.73469387755102,8.795918367346939,30.42517006802721,8.192908349453996,1.9312312925170056,2823,95,599,33,42,909,284,735,0.111,0.7190000000000001,0.171,0.9943,3,9,1,0,0,1,74.0,2,0,5,7,29,42,2,0,21,1,62,11,1,4,6,124,110,55,3,15,17,5,10,4,11,9,8,3,0,1,29,57,2,3,20,1,2,15,19,10,0,17,32,15,98,32,114,59,19,117,0,5,2,1,63,47,1,12,57,436,127,1,0.0888865974068156,0.0,0.04337024851161358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181889082361187,0.047496370243732614,0.08900708766053228,0.23014927029566976,0.04904428527184238,0.0,0.036980384799663785,0.0,0.0,0.060445934287937174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815162008634457,0.0,0.0,0.036573048018438484,0.0,0.04154848488336158,0.0,0.0,0.03417415338181125,0.03710829801951849,0.08127666714543813,0.0981682633705402,0.0,0.0,0.09328100011118633,0.03930648605680389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906258100374258,0.0,0.0,0.03828396655437885,0.046597953121380514,0.04802741712726308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598675288399353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922502547243676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778526038691398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03712667322716707,0.049992729136867184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02935437963886805,0.0,0.18722697990688256,0.04246747648683034,0.11982831346253832,0.0,0.0837943733305599,0.0,0.2022468047653895,0.031750301473905514,0.04267253639520915,0.048685461358304906,0.0,0.07560689434649802,0.0,0.0,0.37770460565072106,0.0,0.09287915697209097,0.042634061833566585,0.02525815084936719,0.0,0.03554536594571739,0.09799778743826897,0.0,0.0,0.039301062267175564,0.047310717889558936,0.0,0.043878556345065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595788125927291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046280856480533546,0.04884974934944091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695808109354176,0.08685100331502127,0.04454386097431507,0.07848849398817379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703022110983846,0.0,0.040111812262056734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05205145429794706,0.14189686804503085,0.3306533512876125,0.0,0.0,0.034277411802524936,0.2146180741573733,0.0,0.16682810064610895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30115929403040026,0.0,0.04729080330596985,0.0,0.049349023700332416,0.0,0.042426157476472784,0.12324554955105735,0.03880617416987115,0.046433787871121485,0.0,0.0,0.05010314155975477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044677790518394746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543094073445957,0.0,0.0,0.0422757544799378,0.03534309495234274,0.0,0.0,0.035415554973335435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04562040745168452,0.1102918678555064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296998830232567,0.0,0.04395555882987559,0.0,0.03145719557067509,0.0,0.0,0.03715658775523093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03341582958819475,0.10716552004669587,0.03884540198446365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02952615284174802,0.02847747126739525,0.0,0.1058490444176004,0.15549146926498664,0.0,0.0,0.04246747648683034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682928993870552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728285436860331,0.07055404369097869,0.10694920032426512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451343271623679,0.0,0.09471373277510067,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Weirddatingquestion,2019/10/10,"I(m26) just want to be able to be comfortable with myself and open with others. I'm am tired of being shamed or misunderstood i grew up very conservative and the result is a lot of baggage about sexuality. At this point mentally I'm pretty comfortable with the idea of being sexual but I still have a lot of uncomfortable emotions and embarrassment about it.

I want to find a person or a group of people who are open about sex to talk with it about (online) and who can help me get comfortable just saying what I'm thinking. In the past (years ago) I met someone and she talked with me and it helped some but she ended up getting a boyfriend and moving and we ended up losing touch. I don't really know how to find something like that again.

One problem Ive run into is the fact that I'm not kinky, like at all. I like very basic stuff and Ive had people straight up shame me online because of it. I'm getting tired of it of being no enough. I'm so far behind the curve. Sometimes I just want to talk about porn with someone, as weird as that sounds, just to de-stigmatize it in my own head.

Anyways, this is getting long, I just, I dunno wanted to post something about it and see if anyone had suggestions.",3.8208172635445368,5.129142743801651,4.8177961432506935,84.46740128558312,71.97520661157026,7.5265381083562914,24.60146923783288,7.984000788550335,1.2650598714416903,952,27,192,13,18,311,129,242,0.128,0.754,0.11800000000000001,-0.6652,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,1,16,12,0,3,10,0,17,5,1,2,2,50,35,19,0,6,11,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,17,20,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,6,0,1,3,4,19,6,40,27,6,26,0,1,1,2,15,14,0,7,11,135,36,0,0.1218529367118628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080152762095766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520240657083285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428041922148332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706815284394888,0.21585106811786772,0.12590665696653516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274275320512785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546525205498206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250562676394637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335090985658735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755713355725993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669671872872407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785935695435158,0.0,0.0,0.1078360145017003,0.0,0.13632226740648276,0.0,0.20719001858034566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279910008897535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129510387596491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257070349474713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632241603865826,0.16895496720085065,0.10639728424992573,0.0,0.0,0.11519041154256085,0.0,0.11670143010716198,0.12396824355747195,0.0,0.11659680383468962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806211148038851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690234609203197,0.0,0.0,0.0971010142064554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20649119569647145,0.18761668775330534,0.12051567017955622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973119126619488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394924594753961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29382232446536666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807844163902553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801040509183261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108286851836404,0.2874880766935361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846929613697899
lonely,vikgunner,2019/10/10,"I’m just.. blank. As the title says, I’m just... nothing. I feel nothing and I can’t feel anything unless I’m doing it vicariously. When I’m with people who are happy I feel happy, but otherwise? I just don’t feel good or even bad at all. I just feel nothing all the time. I’ll drink a lot just because at least when I’m drunk I feel buzzed or sad at least. I’m sorry if this is the wrong subreddit, I just want some people to talk to, you know? Just to have some regular conversation like everything is okay.",-0.2652069425901189,1.9790032336448604,2.2785647530040047,92.33918224299069,91.42990654205609,5.300133511348465,17.923230974632844,6.868970318607317,0.13195113484646148,394,11,88,6,14,135,61,107,0.16,0.7020000000000001,0.139,-0.6553,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,4,1,7,2,0,0,2,27,21,9,0,2,12,0,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,7,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,8,5,9,21,7,6,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,6,4,53,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055776863329042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261484481066675,0.10412099979702676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732364429853255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281493682379574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350830982507008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181841297760048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326293366280468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636496983047695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386983227910496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344658082208098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452121037323849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916753378574738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23682903637327016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583080525832278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120195117013192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372864006722078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959763243495502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074507618825453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674819787364455,0.0,0.0
lonely,SirBruice,2019/10/10,"I haven’t talked to another person in weeks I’m so fucking lonely.

I live -mostly- alone (I share an apartment with my sister but she hasn’t been here in weeks)
The only person i’ve talked to for the past two weeks is my mom, and i only see her on the weekends.

I feel like i have no *true* friends anymore.
I dropped out of school in March, and have been trying to get a job since then but have had little-no success.

The last time I saw any of my friends was in september. I’m really bad at asking people to hang out because I feel like a burden, I feel guilty for everything and feel like I mess up every social interaction I’m in.

I’ve gradually become more and more isolated from my friends since dropping out, most of my friends went to the same school so we were almost forced to hang out.

My best friend as stopped contacting me, she only talks to me when I start the conversation which isn’t how our relationship usually works.

I feel like she’s replaced me with her new roommate and her new friends (who are some of my friends too). I don’t blame her either, I’m hard to love, I’m unstable and have a tendency to isolate myself from the world for weeks at a time. 

I desperately want to just talk to someone, but I don’t feel like I know any of them well enough, and I feel like they all just deal with me because of my best friend and the fact that we went to the same school.

I don’t know what to do.",3.008135277691593,4.172557931740613,3.981565311821285,90.23786456717345,73.77815699658703,7.23853552590754,24.92227738132175,7.686295010490155,1.0136430034129695,1106,34,248,14,22,357,143,293,0.131,0.635,0.23399999999999999,0.9915,1,3,0,0,0,0,30.0,3,0,2,4,9,26,1,0,14,0,18,2,0,1,3,44,42,17,0,1,6,2,8,6,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,17,0,1,9,1,0,4,7,5,1,1,8,10,44,21,41,34,12,38,0,1,2,2,38,15,1,4,23,156,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818800167598203,0.08086956670343101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619708914500768,0.08187595012602307,0.0,0.0,0.07743651882352155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299627683774418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519533992189046,0.0951963168180165,0.08623560822727114,0.0,0.0,0.16388481377679756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804992756870556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067974125418688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657875852519983,0.0,0.07017520829032081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763647941583263,0.33469145302082953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826086488307598,0.07218569630254497,0.04079470451103071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994627611749993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748449292925594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582382334702594,0.0636473797548204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288819880947555,0.0,0.0689479755016617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047219557017494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144887902426732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082446832470495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815499762228826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453825440346046,0.05413233646969643,0.1363566561172974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050021429428208836,0.0,0.0,0.08383101559894186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370699356406378,0.06222137010418896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918073493387458,0.0,0.0,0.07959492633521864,0.0661587585654306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526695288317514,0.0,0.0,0.06528017986073258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510379216233736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910606677815735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301265941643008,0.0,0.07627492198312015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859964649945608,0.0,0.046054879464123975,0.0,0.250531187241816,0.0,0.07020523677849466,0.14476588433357432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684474052968305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Vodikaloid,2019/10/10,"Does anyone want to chat? Sort of alone right now. Hi, it's me again but this time in a post to possibly find someone or a group to talk too? I can play games, or listen to you just talk about your favorite game! Games i usually play are Roblox and Minecraft but If you do like the project diva series I wouldnt mind talking about that. If you're into shows like Rick and Morty and South Park we can talk on that too.
I dont mind just listening, or well being there for someone. If you want to cry on how your day had went I will be here, I may not be the best but I wouldnt mind being a shoulder or someone to turn too.  If you just want to make jokes and all im not senstive to jokes so thats fine by me counting I laugh at a ton of things! Well, I'm easy to get to laugh so it isnt much of a problem and I enjoy just well looking at memes or overall videos. 
Sorry if this seems like a mess of a post but I just want to try to search for possible friends or mutals!

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I'm a 14f and my discord tag is 🌹 ♡ CatMom yes  ♡🌹#5400  and if you want to see my pet cat i'm willing to send photos of her.",0.7698425499231938,2.036209217741934,2.528617511520739,97.96768817204304,79.80645161290323,5.53026113671275,20.27726574500768,5.916634753146586,-0.2864960061443935,858,21,218,5,21,284,134,248,0.067,0.6709999999999999,0.262,0.9942,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,7,0,1,20,18,0,0,10,1,18,1,1,2,1,51,35,26,0,14,23,0,0,3,1,5,0,2,1,0,8,9,0,0,3,10,0,2,6,2,3,0,2,4,23,16,30,24,5,17,0,0,2,0,24,8,0,15,8,137,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147352344937433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820095026716613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308502803235342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883379902776412,0.07564014019662572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263827514515544,0.0,0.13745899638933384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719780783939988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061531953609277,0.0,0.06127739639318165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266896311585564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719008935087327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849118648313693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828970183255503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552780286408518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621913029656318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644459890456018,0.22465624222018832,0.0,0.0,0.11222741563806367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016209711746522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346221784668876,0.10677329600683463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981296118273266,0.0,0.0,0.1312927221341646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377082035950927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779199911210705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839074706339038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962988784583412,0.12757411761909393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917459599343792,0.0,0.34589331367754306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31636415862184397,0.1087258332281739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WholesomeOAPDR,2019/10/10,"I used to have so many friends in high dchool I used to be the sort of leader of the group and I was outgoing and ""savage"" as my friends said. I'm still friends with them but they all have their own groups now and now that we are in college I have no friends at all I just go to school alone every day and dont speak to anyone. This shit is so painful and lonely I have no one to talk to. I wish i could escape this eternal loneliness curse",1.5130789473684203,2.936992347368424,2.331776315789476,99.49555921052635,78.15789473684211,5.592105263157895,21.348684210526315,5.985473137389443,-0.17918421052631614,343,9,85,2,8,107,63,95,0.25,0.595,0.156,-0.9331,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,3,0,6,7,1,0,2,0,10,2,1,2,2,16,16,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,2,13,4,13,12,3,10,0,1,0,0,13,4,1,1,5,59,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199763770279307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486500586483435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399764372726113,0.0,0.0,0.1243905598608134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22605195435025816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250830322493798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5960692457608061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961719403826424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037865346480167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554834285156267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130699341242489,0.0,0.20523613122477488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347145084286573,0.0,0.0,0.1952031569433286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798682356278924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403287536205196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550282873731493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331698806210568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180054896157145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelyandstruggling,2019/10/10,"I've never really had friends. 20 year old I don't have any friends. People I talk to here and there but it never goes beyond that and quite frankly I don't like speaking to those people because it feels fake. I feel like everyone is an empty shell. I only have my mom and dog in my life. My grandma is crazy. Dad lives with his wife and kid in a different state. And the rest of my family lives in different countries whom I haven't spoke to since I was like 8... 

I'm so fucking lonely and uni doesn't start until January. I'm so lonely. Does anyone feel this way? I'm always crying and wishing I had an actual human being to connect to and go out to cafes with and watch movies with and cry with and relate with. I've never had that... 

I feel so fucking alone in this.
If my mom dies I'm screwed and I'm just going to kill myself. She's my best friend but she works a lot and I stay at home.",0.04939076630175876,2.1865063926701573,2.1288933841028097,95.2627451213708,87.1675392670157,4.938695859114707,17.058781532603525,6.351523495107088,-0.3156513089005242,695,16,157,7,22,232,108,191,0.248,0.6940000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.991,2,5,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,3,7,14,4,0,5,0,13,4,0,0,3,32,29,20,2,2,4,4,4,3,3,0,1,2,1,2,8,19,0,0,4,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,5,7,20,7,21,23,3,19,0,2,1,3,16,7,3,2,10,95,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.12272224340352475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302479729199872,0.0,0.0,0.10464122158131256,0.0,0.0,0.0855201539651231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793333048918961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666126950120955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197588200934338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762798129246776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305175621865465,0.2627819213782687,0.0,0.0,0.11005218999210034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201677224596645,0.0,0.0,0.11855400686677095,0.0,0.2543492878570586,0.08984196215921005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29148232511733696,0.2325235808843625,0.0,0.0,0.14294301014341415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614611996968642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913324766925972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882701157201724,0.1843178849749776,0.0,0.22209427877761512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691545644746914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945738824692036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909783332239302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196248582587586,0.0,0.0,0.09564507495122472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437034429668885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375974089525872,0.0,0.0,0.08056417328755118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402880558983812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901257761026929,0.13404192472766033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107999136869307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982131553418057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461617266430613,0.0,0.0,0.09155375163942524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098440910504924
lonely,karenyde,2019/10/10,61 [F4M] Looking for my second chapter,-1.7674999999999983,-1.1481827499999984,2.1950000000000003,86.45000000000002,126.5,1.6,29.0,3.1291,0.99255,30,2,5,0,2,11,8,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Deimosson_25,2019/10/10,Not alone but very lonely. Why am I feeling that I don't have any friends even though I have many. I feel alone even though I am with them. I feel like the odd one out. I feel like a freak. Is it something that I've done. Is it something that I'm doing? Why do I feel this way?,-1.5258064516129046,0.391943112903224,0.184112903225806,107.54616935483871,93.67741935483872,3.1,14.201612903225806,3.1291,-1.748716129032258,211,4,57,0,8,67,37,62,0.212,0.613,0.175,-0.6652,0,4,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,9,16,3,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,5,9,3,2,15,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37934452467378893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453783897219699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741032545413652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419174124883129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629918970146137,0.26166285483753715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148937291634836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894067471761124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856697865335026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124096775430017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819719946860659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598577189810043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110526204330169,0.0,0.14536375747240213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305010657896061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,marxofhot,2019/10/10,Need some true loyalty Ive been betrayed a lot and I seriously need someone right now I can't take the pain of not having anyone have my back. Dm me if you wanna play games like terraria or something and we can just talk for hours.,1.4250000000000007,3.656616500000002,2.904,91.341,81.91666666666666,5.506666666666668,22.1,6.742157984588678,0.5007449999999998,184,6,39,2,5,60,44,48,0.10300000000000001,0.647,0.25,0.8021,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,13,9,4,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,3,3,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,4,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22574196923726544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482492391890285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31793903745849644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577266249647111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744727800719424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478773580672807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435317273314932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757093789088917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735470218668459,0.24854321761436546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24274059343792614,0.2594920057629317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wanistmikkel,2019/10/10,"Trying I've trying to keep my mental stable for weeks. Doing everyday errands instead of sleeping all day, sometimes I do drawing or playing guitar. I'm used with being alone all the time, but when the lonely hits, it hits me so hard. This week has been hard for me. It's funny how yesterday in the shower, I was thinking, ""Fuck, I'm gonna make it through all this shit, I'm gonna fucking make it"". And today in the shower the ""I want to die"" thoughts is back. 

I'm starting to sleeping a lot again. And I constantly crying again. I draw depressed shit and sing sad songs and it doesn't help. I want to talk to someone but I'm afraid if I'm gonna disturb them. When I go to class and talk to people, sometimes it helps but no one's is close enough to hang out with. I know I'm a very closed person, and I know if I'm opened up I will spill everything and I don't like to look weak because I'm afraid people would take advantage of me, because it happened before. I don't trust people easily and it shows. The only friend I can be vulnarable with is starting to walk away since I confessed my feelings.

I'm fucking up my life till the point it affected my body. I can't focus and concetrate and remember things like I used to. Everytime I read a paragraph, couldn't help but my head starting to hurts. I would read it over and over and over again and I still couldn't understand it. And overthinking makes it worse. 

There's a few people who texts me which I'm really grateful for. I just wanna go home rn.

I know seeking comfort in internet is pathetic, but I know the only option I have is to keep trying. So I'll try.",2.393904051172708,3.999455937313435,3.7644296375266535,89.38319029850746,76.19402985074628,6.576759061833688,24.501599147121528,7.310402129719878,1.0019360341151384,1269,42,268,15,28,417,167,335,0.22699999999999998,0.696,0.077,-0.9956,2,3,0,0,0,1,39.0,0,0,1,1,13,20,5,3,12,0,23,11,6,7,3,61,67,28,1,9,9,0,3,2,1,6,2,1,3,1,17,21,0,2,10,7,0,4,7,13,0,1,3,5,33,7,34,52,6,37,1,4,1,3,10,14,5,5,21,162,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098319325896552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891902910603409,0.0729956631899926,0.0,0.11573745327097053,0.0,0.080778828569004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544633930279088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258610141232906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427665151559304,0.06122229259244586,0.0,0.08176346515143333,0.0,0.09852282875623446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808854055951494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531737531198798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04799969236322862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334303706438829,0.2632850387043685,0.0,0.0,0.10790233493735864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394669129654457,0.0,0.17007808987196954,0.0,0.09742603827401626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908896566663699,0.0,0.09522299043766468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016250196556583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687571073307651,0.0,0.0,0.20868519027161675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705219055141068,0.09275645419603096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971767663271394,0.0,0.0,0.08070648141522235,0.0,0.0,0.19010045539743112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566757469345637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432733577323786,0.14439778345427984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632513093794077,0.08288961507686576,0.0,0.0,0.0897399679006872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991229686963676,0.0,0.06081488280751213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753770435174373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488950375612168,0.07852745659005032,0.0,0.18999803309310234,0.0,0.08043426976875223,0.0,0.1877773024440875,0.0,0.20157680225086735,0.0,0.0758115871077616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137589085476191,0.15260301393103906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306757870641505,0.06082760494203941,0.0,0.07536418053496988,0.05535471399770919,0.0,0.08998297511420184,0.0,0.0,0.2578062007885481,0.0,0.0,0.09882595562197226,0.0,0.16397887377624362,0.0,0.07832757051809261,0.11198488845044137,0.0,0.15229497603227016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674224775962424,0.1348717486355821,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawayaccount2509,2019/10/10,for once for once could someone just love me and make me a priority for fucking once,5.91,5.978171764705883,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,66.64705882352942,9.15294117647059,34.64705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.701517647058824,68,3,14,1,1,22,12,17,0.0,0.7809999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21588663434885907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499737698878164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24404004257457065,0.0,0.18048928160496375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8638784644238162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291029267125805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Creepaface,2019/10/10,"a l o n e I'm 16. My family has lives way busier than mine and I struggle to find time to see any of them. Ill be wasting their time anyway. It's hard being in public and not having anyone to laugh with and share secrets with or just anyone by my side. Then again i'm an introvert so I perfer to stay indoors but thats besides the point. It's just too hard to be myself because I'm the one who wants to feel love and get love and give love, but I was smart enough to stop myself from giving into peer pressure and toxic people. Yet still feeling empty inside could be worse than at least having someone there even if they are a brainless prick. But it's too late to change my mind. Instead I get to watch all these jocks and stuck-ups and wannabe gangsters and soldiers get all the praise and not even appreciate it. Fuck that. Fuck them. Sometimes I decide to be myself until the day I borrow Kurt Cobain's microphone or die of old age or even die of a brain aneurysm in the middle of the night so I wont have to endure the pain of my untimely demise. Despite the hard facts I face almost everyday, I have heard from my family and a few of my friends that I guess I'm really smart guy, maybe I was a little funny and had a few unique things about me, but no one would want to invest the time to find out those things or even listen to me talk about my personal projects and ideas. Being ignored to the bone and an outcast to everyone, especially by my own blood, creates a terrible amount of depression that I wouldn't wish upon my worst enemy. It also feels like every time I want to make friends I just get momentary praise or I get dragged along by someone so they won't damage their social status or ego. Fuck that. I'm also tired of people saying that they have it way worse than me. It makes me believe i'm not allowed to be sad. Like I don't deserve to feel depressed, which is very meta and I dont know what to say to that. I remember back to some of my friends that I had where I would talk with them and do favors for them and when I asked if they wanted to hang out, the reply would always be ""Oh sorry. I'm busy."" or something like that. And the only thing you could reply to that was ""Oh ok. Sorry"" because if you even dared to question why they always reject your invitations, you can consider yourself dead to them. This whole life that I live is just a cycle of dullness that will never be cleaned, like a rust spot on a piece of a car that wont go away. And yet my cousins have such better lives than me and i'm not too far from their age. One is living with her german gamer boyfriend and their all hunky dory in love. One is  an aspiring abstract artist. One is a body builder that actually got signed by a fucking company. One is still in ASU but has a network of friends and plays Steam games with them when not at school. But I guess I wasnt born under the right circumstances to be a successful person. At best I'll be some coder or game designer that comes home late to a wife struggling with some mental disorder and a kid going through the same perils I'm going through right now. Its just hard not to think about suicide nowadays when everyone you know has much better and busier lives than you and your left with a community of hood rats and scumbags that all want something out of you. Its hard to find real friends and have someone to talk to and vent to and get support when I'm having a bad day. Not even one person to share a singular deep thought with. Even though I dont want to change for people, I hate who I have become. I dont know if being dumb makes me smart or being smart makes me dumb. I remember a lot of stupid shit ive done pretty often. It races around my brain like an earworm and it just cant be ignored. Believe me I've tried. Some days I just want to straight up die. I'm fascinated by existentialism. What does it really feel like to die? To eat a bullet, to burn to death, to fall face first onto hard pavement. And afterwards, do we go anywhere? Heaven? Hell? Afterlife? Ascension? Are there any gods to answer my questions? Anyone out there in the great unknown? I guess I'll never know. And I dont want to know. My life is for a very lonely soul, but I know I don't really want to die. I just want the pain to end. But it never will end, even if I try. So I dont know what to do anymore. Maybe one day I'll get lucky and be diagnosed with cancer or some other life ending disease, because then I wouldnt have to worry about if I want to be alive next week. I'll get an expiration date. I know fully fucking well that I dont have it the worst, but it dosent change the fact my only source of community are suicide hotlines. I need help. I don't know how I'll get help, but I need help. I don't care to text someone either. I want to hear someones voice. I want to see someone's smile. I want to hug someone as they hug me back. I'm willing to do anything at all for even just one person to adore the shit out of me. But no. All I get to be is  a l o n e",2.338101147167792,3.86594277351248,3.5399553631210097,91.26327232959869,76.15930902111323,6.34363254921216,22.38499308128376,6.976151619460117,0.5049397491407408,3918,107,861,39,86,1272,405,1042,0.188,0.636,0.175,-0.9821,1,2,2,0,0,3,92.0,1,8,16,7,55,71,13,3,48,1,79,31,10,6,11,183,167,76,9,30,44,2,11,6,5,11,9,6,2,6,45,52,1,3,27,4,2,8,29,31,1,10,10,20,105,40,129,127,26,87,5,7,3,11,70,33,11,30,49,564,150,3,0.0,0.0,0.03690126046339055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03786551654147922,0.0,0.0,0.06048009598336256,0.06292898281011172,0.0,0.0,0.051429983494673134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03750158236014023,0.07932182402644515,0.0,0.031117911867788763,0.03366270618616789,0.035351226132117185,0.0,0.035527739609242534,0.058153659632380936,0.03157332543770626,0.06915366102011124,0.04176287639791818,0.0,0.08520743790394368,0.0396837302012082,0.06688727547845842,0.0,0.042003115372309816,0.0,0.08442643439853792,0.0,0.0,0.038554155621235375,0.0,0.12000741105572825,0.03257363445857521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038321514113953,0.0,0.0,0.0975482709450398,0.0,0.06513872900099034,0.038380675290862885,0.1962261454696564,0.0,0.04333841506952416,0.0,0.033091511488359884,0.03869711416378984,0.2659081683765471,0.0,0.0,0.03869342567374884,0.0,0.0,0.1004766246064402,0.03907223629634101,0.0,0.2247836434819026,0.0,0.031860142786444084,0.07226628690604828,0.0,0.0,0.0712958330134903,0.0,0.0956001236979266,0.05402902610373675,0.0,0.0,0.10368463863878362,0.032164788038522275,0.0,0.0,0.14607600737684212,0.17479335823989015,0.19756388772648464,0.07254976276704787,0.08596285567204197,0.0,0.0302435160517518,0.041690352294467437,0.12497000327422472,0.03744205998847158,0.0,0.0,0.2032448829925005,0.03733375048596328,0.0,0.0,0.04261941636156071,0.0,0.07603829896184862,0.0,0.03793078337185786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04268769385263828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870355425158707,0.0,0.08531225887115024,0.0,0.04108530132281918,0.0,0.08012798493486806,0.11084481660196828,0.03789982009021934,0.16695341042727094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03214832940233744,0.1365153747315439,0.0,0.10096524182419672,0.0,0.07597900830706747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038107877464570825,0.0,0.038181620354602236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0277978301631639,0.05607758545882625,0.08749405947700511,0.0,0.04021589175268128,0.03548611897454493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03967970211272447,0.0,0.2306152751767076,0.057518893477370776,0.08047407198274495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864693449449761,0.13207180403835198,0.0,0.0,0.03574669590393431,0.0,0.0,0.03847069426048945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472124500501642,0.0,0.0,0.04304090353109985,0.07267434476551306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567236440118094,0.06458633843511671,0.0,0.060142830496786585,0.0,0.03827004730934095,0.060266134660336326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776315836590064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03854687337136357,0.22427928316203574,0.058222525588796974,0.03739926749003493,0.08465993055117743,0.0,0.040304967055772696,0.060397029634217836,0.03161441240806928,0.0,0.07906334440827356,0.0,0.08272532021612919,0.04291117119364436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118100319113663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536633710112117,0.024229849277794136,0.037152315915317036,0.03002029649279765,0.08819919036811752,0.0434619261948638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134679718147241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240144519112952,0.3122536025857322,0.06003039485210865,0.030332316376284543,0.0,0.03399955872450895,0.0,0.034121485684214505,0.042218267977216235,0.04348452983504495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03840221395117055,0.07707191773354483,0.08058649056756184,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheRandomstuffmedia,2019/10/10,"Got cut off after 3 months I'd been casually seeing someone for about 3 months, and things looked like they were going well, I was awkward but she said she didn't mind too much and was doing what she could to help me out with it. Then the uni semester started and she moved away, I went to visit her but when I got back home she told me we should quit while we're ahead. I just haven't known what to do with myself since, I feel like I'll never met anyone again.",3.0162244897959205,3.865266948979592,3.596530612244898,94.2127551020408,73.38775510204081,6.416326530612245,19.102040816326532,6.1826913282559595,-0.3137918367346941,363,5,85,2,7,114,73,98,0.031,0.847,0.12300000000000001,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,2,7,6,1,1,1,0,10,0,0,0,1,16,21,8,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,2,1,0,11,4,16,4,12,8,1,18,0,0,2,0,13,3,0,0,13,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645952390786113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967948629228709,0.16106205463238166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723701925933093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590942990163443,0.14963849238490548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904112522005955,0.0,0.3350491002901739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039683531487054,0.0,0.21010577639676156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046634613667746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589391243101885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149520984167244,0.0,0.3343784534746727,0.22262316842817811,0.15397743387789145,0.0,0.16154870936271049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278683021072276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992447274874381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669127538061382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326773880427768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747504695027636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825709052626293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915612740863814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014830920907895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832998024133213,0.19417181244029708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lynceee,2019/10/10,"Broke up with my partner of 4 years tonight After years of emotional torment plus my physical and mental health deterioration, I had to break up with the love of my life despite how much I still wanted to be with them. 
Tonight I’m alone in my bed and it hurts so much. I miss the physical touch and affection I once had (which had stopped a long time ago). 
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.",5.782317073170731,6.129614060975612,5.627951219512196,83.92314634146345,66.92682926829268,8.999024390243902,32.25365853658536,8.841846274778883,2.351592195121951,331,13,69,5,5,103,55,82,0.133,0.762,0.105,-0.1226,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,5,3,0,2,0,13,9,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,9,1,13,5,3,15,0,3,0,1,3,4,0,0,10,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035561757221864,0.0,0.0,0.2378309741877525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583066949908393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440895923294194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458273305492865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219687894365506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032183547306636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725313129312756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314164817552134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376139782526084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445521028976564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610569001123124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271133287549917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338554960730166,0.1919838253661749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051164874582499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390109661463093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544374349402089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957527933782948
lonely,n261212,2019/10/10,I don't know why I'm surrounded by so many people and yet I always feel so lonely and depressed. Idk if this is normal for me to feel any sixteen as I haven't seen anyone sharing my feelings yet. I just want to feel content in my life for once...,2.257641509433963,3.2667860377358484,4.049198113207549,89.63153301886793,75.41509433962264,6.054716981132076,24.57075471698113,5.985473137389443,0.5824754716981131,192,6,42,1,4,65,40,53,0.19899999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.025,-0.8495,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,11,6,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,5,7,1,7,10,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23978318656559255,0.0,0.0,0.19596765713789646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149740103749644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482031539556409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5828361120159784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158372453739934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035452526831052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921623931212333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823485499669109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30689505188185645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997830117336208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997201902641554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600314895412077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Diligent_Educator,2019/10/10,"Married with a family but lonely I feel so low energy sometimes. Everyday is starting to feel the same. Wake up, get ready, go to work. Come home, eat dinner, then separate. Anytime I want to do something with my husband he seems annoyed, says he's tired. My kids are the perfect age for not wanting to do anything with their mom. Loneliness isn't just being physically separated from people. It's being emotionally and mentally separated too.",3.4117499999999983,6.5191266750000025,5.082500000000003,72.8725,82.25,8.200000000000001,30.5,8.841846274778883,3.551475,354,18,55,10,10,119,65,80,0.182,0.6829999999999999,0.135,-0.6675,0,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,3,4,1,0,3,0,7,4,1,0,1,15,16,4,0,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,5,2,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,3,5,1,10,14,1,8,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,34,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024365765013735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961122759960926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24899206337638424,0.0,0.2737186939746428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22939422218450425,0.0,0.2460745890972757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271322949496597,0.0,0.13829267139578585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440844627424404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24522406263023955,0.0,0.0,0.28499056434604764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869758584766342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350945544284956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215226977593755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733087764795914,0.240664159840126,0.0,0.1722334954776522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27967734810601474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28705012525931395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715050043817435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,stereo88,2019/10/10,No friends to do something fun with There’s a horror night theme park thing in my city that I really want to go to. Unfortunately I have no friends to go with. I don’t know if I want to experience all the horror alone if I go on my own.,3.902820512820512,3.297864153846156,5.693076923076927,85.11858974358975,70.92307692307692,9.241025641025642,26.948717948717945,8.841846274778883,1.4939025641025636,184,5,46,3,3,64,34,52,0.262,0.5329999999999999,0.205,-0.5445,0,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,9,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,9,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075201396309217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904452690709217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588001553779474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062403673518681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317976721777855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786398189485056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021490517827205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285839429274354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972608175770767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502628625532575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,clynn005,2019/10/10,Lonely at work Bored at work and looking to talk with someone,4.195,6.232968500000003,3.84,88.905,72.33333333333334,4.800000000000002,28.66666666666667,3.1291,0.8405666666666662,50,2,9,0,1,15,10,12,0.315,0.685,0.0,-0.5574,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102865266739852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139746485716939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927043736749721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.711388242288476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,plzfukinkillme,2019/10/10,"The pattern I've created Lately, I've noticed I've have conjured ways to not be alone, yet I feel lonely. The people I talk to, just seem to talk to me in a condescending tone, I notice it and feel inadequate. I know this is my insecurities yet I'm right about alot of what I think. I feel it I sense it. Being sensitive to empathy, it's hard to ignore. I feel there aren't people like me and it hurts. Sometimes I wonder why I go out, it's to feel and not lose my mind being in a lonely state. I go to my family for comfort, yet I am an insomniac and they aren't always awake so I go to clubs, casinos, walmart, drive just to feel some sort of connection no matter how brief. I get recharged sometimes, other times I feel more lonely. At times I have friends family, yet when I'm sad and alone is when I hurt. Sometimes I can take it. Right now I just needed to vent.",1.6482692307692304,3.3083355164835173,3.82317307692308,87.91245192307693,78.45054945054945,6.747802197802199,21.81456043956044,7.645422480735847,0.7849769230769237,672,19,148,10,16,231,98,182,0.174,0.745,0.081,-0.9491,0,8,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,14,12,0,1,6,0,11,0,0,1,0,30,30,9,0,1,5,0,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,11,2,1,5,5,9,0,0,0,8,25,3,19,27,3,23,0,7,0,0,4,6,0,5,11,94,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629405811529802,0.0,0.0,0.10562323158783636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393331640002788,0.0,0.4492884192931568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807258447604517,0.0,0.06632027194749039,0.0,0.21642669737721107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371221116634198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27178117307330857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976223228199975,0.0,0.14319246988656278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062015874675686436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201202214493944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817197892049767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941234949510822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890412786581332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600673022904625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681004450771285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556029538962423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766370897716774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544216282264477,0.20405716171682434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133724294668213,0.0,0.0,0.14803804374563045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075809292685238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454250247203172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765968916325538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LesterBPearsonLester,2019/10/10,"I guess It's partly the fact that I know my place in loneliness. I guess its partially that I'm aware of my part in making myself unapproachable. I guess it's the acknowledgement that I run from those who want me, that fact which makes me feel as if it cannot be my fault. As if the tears which I swallow every night are the result of some other person for whom I am not responsible. Or the decision of another unaffected by my opinion.

I suppose the most difficult part of moving forward is admitting it's my fault. That I get hung up on people. I don't allow myself to move on because I'm afraid of entering a relationship that will fail. It's me who pushed the people who liked me away, me who decided to stay home tonight instead of going out and me who took those steps towards self-destruction. 

This is not a prison inescapable through outward forces. It is not one manned by others or guarded by any. This is a prison powered solely through the individual, with bars of arrogance holding me within.

I realize it's my fault.

I just want to move on.",4.997081043956044,5.925028062500001,5.918708791208793,79.09057692307694,68.85576923076923,9.212087912087913,30.241758241758237,9.424239791934726,2.6234412087912093,839,32,163,17,14,277,118,208,0.08900000000000001,0.825,0.086,-0.3491,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,1,11,0,10,2,0,4,2,34,25,7,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,28,3,2,2,7,1,0,10,5,6,0,1,1,1,27,1,30,22,5,25,0,1,0,0,10,13,0,10,4,122,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957234106578608,0.14760188363005192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225111801613978,0.0,0.0,0.0858075885248046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859858099626833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117381167837045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354266080199907,0.0,0.07999864257850263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651976971593561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119638804297008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735945639015912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687695074475019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792028790576665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488251748592814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209618624924893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538439637173904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572966107700113,0.0,0.195174158368232,0.12290849301552972,0.14706698133291587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112637825855665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684611507123738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003422715198364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639245358262666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605088426568662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ctlmk1724,2019/10/10,Good Netflix shows What’s the most interesting show you’ve found in your time spent alone,7.849411764705883,8.399286882352943,5.616470588235295,85.07411764705884,62.529411764705884,9.15294117647059,28.764705882352942,8.841846274778883,1.7462235294117652,75,2,15,1,1,21,17,17,0.10099999999999999,0.603,0.29600000000000004,0.5984,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5685511293995678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6019000878592498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604368466237586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32009968410586226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CockRoulette007,2019/10/10,"If I even try to talk about it, they tell me its my fault. Long time lurker, but I'm really feeling it right now. 

I never really had tons of friends. I've always been okay with having 2-3, I'm not a big group kind of person. I got my first boyfriend when I was a junior in high school. I got pregnant the end of that school year, so I didn't attend my senior year with the rest of my classmates. Me and my friends pretty much drifted apart (besides one) who is mostly too busy to talk now. I've tried calling a few times, but the calls would on to ever be 2-3 minutes max. I see her snaps of her spending time with all these new people. I really miss her. 

My boyfriend still hangs out with his friends from time to time. Even if he doesn't, he still has online friends to talk to (seige, of anyone cares.) I only really had one before I got pregnant, which was crocheting. Super time consuming. I work 2 jobs and I go to school so I don't get to do it anymore. When I am home, I have to take care of the baby. I understand, she's my responsibility and I love her. I can hardly remember when I could just stop and breathe and not worry about how I'm gonna get through the that of the day. 

I love my boyfriend. We live together, and are around each other 24/7. I'm really happy with him. It's just that we know each other so well and that we're with each other so much that honestly, it doesn't really feel like someone else is in the room. Like it's just me. Does that make sense? It's not necessarily a bad feeling, but a tad lonely.  

I have no one to talk to besides him. There are things that I can't tell him that I wish I could say to someone. Literally anyone, but I can't. I've tried talking to my mom about it. All she said was ""that's what everyone warned you about. That's just one of the many prices you'll have to pay."" My boyfriend thinks if I would have just kept talking to them, we wouldn't have drifted, but he doesn't understand. Before I was pregnant, we would like, bowl, go swimming, smoke weed. Once I got pregnant, my stamina was so low, I was sleeping 15 hours a day my first and third trimesters (when I wasn't working, of course.) My pregnancy never stopped him from seeing others. I'm worried he might actually make fun of me if I told him, or might tell his friends. 

Sorry this was so long, I just wanted to say a few things that I worried I wouldn't be able to say for much longer.",1.7307003433941794,3.388703143141157,3.061252033255016,93.47623734863548,78.20477137176937,6.083661666365442,21.570983191758536,6.883109765328512,0.30643976143141183,1863,51,427,19,44,605,219,503,0.061,0.7659999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.9966,1,2,1,0,0,0,73.0,4,2,2,5,32,24,0,0,15,1,44,4,2,3,5,73,80,29,0,13,19,1,4,3,5,9,0,4,2,1,31,23,0,3,8,1,3,7,16,5,1,7,19,10,72,19,47,48,13,49,0,3,2,2,52,11,0,8,34,279,103,9,0.0664301567878119,0.0,0.06482625035958324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527521205636598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588086521789259,0.09289902040823443,0.0,0.0,0.05913692355226135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546640612832018,0.0,0.0,0.11305434122837725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566523483429066,0.0,0.13545994436607905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607814944802636,0.0,0.0,0.0856839109967706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058133477869940976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055493871864679,0.0,0.058837401398839924,0.0,0.0,0.08775298408123948,0.060089880012826474,0.0,0.06347686161258183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007672498243897,0.047457717282585764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301091485570296,0.0,0.0,0.25661887173567344,0.0,0.0694140302360443,0.0,0.07550757797215485,0.0,0.2125210595741039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707161371643719,0.0595083722693224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018710791501855,0.06663486364208726,0.0,0.06542032309992678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592168027055577,0.0,0.0,0.06917678574656122,0.03650827687189481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973632572690859,0.0,0.05865904550052919,0.1175771966441792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991162021496785,0.0,0.08868529098897153,0.06734975235744434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094379696248072,0.0,0.0778021967523557,0.0,0.0,0.14650142637253952,0.0,0.10247006440804662,0.06415865937817684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074594893324034,0.18005917386156775,0.05052312769464184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460543063798784,0.058004250576521886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758335152566565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553411568779212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525241785545919,0.0567309909285813,0.06319029145804538,0.15848378096677762,0.0,0.2016925956182215,0.10587246843698614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647813185257781,0.0,0.11257211254461236,0.0,0.0,0.0743631218069142,0.0,0.0,0.10610241804415667,0.11107717124025353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049947210569416416,0.3203642621785649,0.1741886551806943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882664887549322,0.042565762137463006,0.0,0.0,0.2324157518408567,0.0,0.0,0.06347686161258183,0.0,0.1353051476067263,0.0,0.0,0.1383122720028407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03918222761946543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059728688893351076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076391401877777,0.0,0.0,0.09672389064175176,0.20238914644370867,0.0,0.14157023222325335,0.0,0.0,0.08555768594621453
lonely,ABoiledLettuce,2019/10/10,"I'm bitter. I have this hate and frustration building up. I can't reach out to other people because my words come up sour. I can't make friendships and the ones I've got feel fleeting. For the last few years I've felt this bubbling grotesque loathing build for people around me. I'm afraid of becoming an outwardly angry person and that makes the loathing worse. I blame everyone for not understanding things they can't know. I have a big fucking finger to point and nobody to point it at and I don't get why. Now instead of dealing with my shit I'm going to post something I'll forget for a while and regret when I remember it. Here, have a spoonful of angst, internet strangers, enjoy.",3.3838888888888903,5.5241640740740765,3.831574074074077,87.62958333333336,74.92592592592592,6.5740740740740735,26.805555555555557,7.492282038375204,1.4593333333333338,550,21,106,7,12,172,89,135,0.264,0.713,0.023,-0.9851,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,5,1,7,0,7,3,2,2,0,21,22,8,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,2,5,11,1,17,20,1,17,0,1,0,1,3,9,2,0,5,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308959542851954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852660866671952,0.21473969857531036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748971930212803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045536353163312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579228738343406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831287266256636,0.0,0.18668941037213235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797532943074358,0.10158498015205336,0.0,0.11050267191729753,0.0,0.155508530086172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196566466483228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685714599211696,0.15849159557891535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595755784315672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317551188190802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26959539929362497,0.1697743416860705,0.0,0.0,0.3676104409253183,0.0,0.1862162987518192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025850820779214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958614339708206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496866197158632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917488694677765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241512210737575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544858455044635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814727588480405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521064976556695
lonely,Nikki1234,2019/10/10,"On the right path to coping with loneliness but I may be in danger of abusing benzos Sometimes the pain is too much. Rejection is too much. I just want a break from time to time. I am mentally ill and doing the mental health work I'm supposed to but... I'm impatient I guess. I have only taken xanax a handful of times sparling but I fear I may not be able to control taking it to escape the sudden pangs of panic and loneliness when the sneak up on me. Don't know if anyone else feels this way, but sometimes I like forgetting",2.1877570093457948,4.239059224299069,3.8016915887850473,86.86421962616824,78.25233644859813,6.522990654205607,22.84953271028037,7.554174236665415,1.068899813084112,415,13,82,6,10,138,73,107,0.306,0.6409999999999999,0.053,-0.9881,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,2,7,0,10,5,1,1,0,18,18,8,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,9,1,14,13,2,12,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,4,6,56,11,1,0.18445592176779346,0.21855010483929735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897586931384364,0.1889968898434561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206883000867964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540892537700775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756419378757224,0.0932664563261202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031989935717236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606801929139855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137215066448116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090115846147248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717763692922523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27119265253940905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028704040657822,0.1962741058703912,0.21641928094595897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575243493396619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648632463081092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138687897346678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32267319401408906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087968817467855,0.1464125249828357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428610790637904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,VATSYAYU,2019/10/10,"I hate my life! I hate my parents for giving life to a loser like me!
Life sucks!!!!🖕🖕
I wish I could get death!",-4.40871794871795,-4.084492384615384,-0.7384615384615376,108.07512820512821,126.69230769230768,1.7333333333333334,8.179487179487179,3.1291,-2.544312820512821,82,1,23,0,6,29,18,26,0.447,0.33799999999999997,0.214,-0.8825,1,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213241103716525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482717288380573,0.26591846201895186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5473613217732439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5873902189583929,0.13542742723231455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078012255965104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318769871997554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BoozeandBooks,2019/10/10,"Feeling lonely after my best friend started talking to a girl. My best friend and I are in our 20’s and we pretty much hung out all the time throughout high school up until now. He and I were always single, and while we had some tough times wishing we had girlfriends, we got through it together by giving words of encouragement and reassuring that we’d find someone who’d make the journey worth it all. Recently he dealt with a nasty breakup with his girlfriend and I promised someone better would show up in his life. He found another girl to talk to and while that’s awesome I’m starting to feel desperate to find a nice girl for me too. I’m starting to go deep down into a depression but I can’t let him know because there’s no way I’m sharing my unnecessary insecure issues while my best friend is enjoying the time of his life. I could really use some words of encouragement from you guys. Please. It sucks to be the only one single when all of your friends have already found their lovers. 

TL;DR - Best friend finally found a good girl for him and now I have nobody to share my stupid insecure issues with.",4.313274600162647,6.051008589861755,4.61404174573055,84.71753320683112,71.3963133640553,7.686527514231499,27.972079154242344,8.313332769828598,1.8881528327460009,892,33,172,14,17,280,130,217,0.102,0.599,0.299,0.9941,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,6,2,1,5,5,27,2,2,9,0,14,3,0,2,3,38,33,14,0,3,1,0,2,0,8,1,2,0,0,5,6,17,0,0,8,1,1,2,2,7,0,1,7,2,26,20,29,20,12,28,0,2,0,1,39,9,1,2,16,113,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648014956362115,0.0,0.08782839281905368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068132364596796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434401271326516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430846441810928,0.09335288197880014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427532914517827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091247979799827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674134356219016,0.0,0.0,0.11562794297351217,0.1929467105090502,0.0,0.0,0.3471996210718579,0.40774919232512197,0.0,0.0,0.10125587255177378,0.05998809386919371,0.08853268834249513,0.08442022385894328,0.0,0.0,0.10451387598445804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152233805105068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220339418410748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058009063429405074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793489871237144,0.14911014125016675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045731969611152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759345974031527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152531516505843,0.08027766770188567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158652874630998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738515376063114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761983233484152,0.0,0.104220664986968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682507799088316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886910521404786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241324646458654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967869934847093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464607543430991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116373689563427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378290677386742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213805212592918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498168711687797,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dgriffin01,2019/10/10,"I really don’t think people understand. I’ve never been liked by someone in real life, a boy that is. I just automatically assumed it was cause I was ugly, now every time I look in the mirror, I see this monster. I’m scared to meet people, and no one shows any interest in me except one guy and he lives far away, I really have no intentions of being with him, even though he says he really likes me, but I think it’s because I was the first girl to actually show him attention. But the worst part is having no one to talk to about how much I want to find my true love, my mom says I don’t need a boyfriend right now, all the people I talk to says boyfriends are gross. Even though they have had over fifty boyfriends and keep going back to their ex. I really feel empty, I pray everyday for the loneliness either to be fulfilled or to let the filling subside. All my sadness had turned into pure anger and hatred. Now every time I see a couple or girls laughing with their friends, I want to scream and punch something or run into a car and just lie there on the ground. No one I talk to actually listens to me... I feel like no one takes me serious. I’m really getting tired of it.",6.669923928077452,5.269465560165976,7.274035269709548,78.68195193637624,65.59751037344398,10.522959889349927,30.871715076071922,9.516144504307137,2.440692669432918,924,26,195,15,12,307,138,241,0.207,0.6659999999999999,0.127,-0.9693,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,1,13,15,1,1,11,0,17,3,0,3,5,40,37,14,0,3,9,2,2,3,1,0,2,5,0,4,5,10,0,1,8,2,0,4,8,7,0,6,6,10,29,8,28,28,6,24,1,1,3,1,24,11,0,4,12,131,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.21031757216473046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732808929101684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124461665109838,0.08286123802268536,0.0,0.06568985227700541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069980457599324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923503740674693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234969985000975,0.0,0.18158588068595455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897397900401383,0.07698418328986452,0.0,0.0,0.09849122223038348,0.09166109835416722,0.0,0.0,0.08325556048009279,0.0,0.05630045788718005,0.0,0.06124282366732271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066999210153538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578255904161342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019249892830353,0.07611448788076225,0.15793913556082342,0.0,0.09515457061560537,0.0,0.09049175100835798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725813500727584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620789448158454,0.0,0.0,0.07921642889630133,0.0799031081760836,0.08311160620243249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651068055233601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166942121114522,0.0,0.22412286346548188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265513726039208,0.3451709498493762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202695059806687,0.0,0.25708662660212106,0.10788714433880646,0.0,0.1717424685003571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913051937776379,0.08295936286026774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102254877531495,0.2598416284144238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380972630753,0.21174845480843527,0.0,0.1256721271318124,0.12385493996844606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721257199672976,0.0,0.1121825691246578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711996975332684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,uhhi25,2019/10/10,"Lonely. I feel really guilty for feeling this way. I have a great family, great friends that I see at school, and two best friends. I am so rude to my parents and my sister sometimes, and I hate myself for it because they are so kind even if they are annoying sometimes and I know it’s my fault but I can’t seem to stop with the sarcasm and the unnecessary comments. 
With my friends, we joke about how I’m garbage and that I’m a horrible person, but it’s so true. I have no talents, I’m clumsy, and I’m rude sometimes, even though it’s not on purpose and I am so stupid sometimes. I get good grades, I’m just stupid in general, and I don’t think that I’m a good friend. 
I haven’t hung out with my best friends in a while because I’m too scared and awkward to ask them if they want to hang out because they have so many friends, and they’re so popular, and I am a loser. I don’t want them to feel like I don’t love, and care for them or that I don’t want to hang out with them, because I do, I REALLY do but I’m too much of a coward to do anything about it. I also don’t want to be a burden by asking them to hang out when they could be hanging out with someone so much cooler and better than me. Someone who is pretty and outgoing. Someone who isn’t me.
I feel so guilty because people are going through SO much worse, and my problems aren’t as major as anyone else’s, because I can actually do something about mine, but I don’t. People could do so much better than me.

I might delete this later. I just really wanted to find someone who could relate to what I’m saying, or if it’s just me. I am not depressed or anything, I just feel alone sometimes, even if I’m surrounded by people and people who care about me. Maybe I’m just being dramatic, who knows.",3.303208556149733,3.759928272727272,4.631565775401072,88.50193689839573,72.42245989304813,7.374374331550803,26.724705882352943,7.24861992348623,1.1405900748663105,1370,44,307,13,25,456,145,374,0.171,0.5920000000000001,0.237,0.9817,2,3,1,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,10,5,28,37,6,2,9,0,34,1,0,1,1,70,68,45,0,13,18,2,5,1,6,1,0,1,0,1,18,28,0,1,10,1,0,5,13,14,0,1,0,7,50,23,40,61,7,20,0,3,1,1,30,10,0,9,5,214,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.07473974948884968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932303547826704,0.0,0.061248141202962736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355276199500683,0.07847441163551637,0.1260523303761934,0.0,0.14320062523931198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801274122333896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607507178224384,0.13547337273780294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156175040998613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345009017201813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596593485452941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398022496020077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151758801660228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722012287942524,0.0,0.19362832614822745,0.05471514828234645,0.0,0.0,0.07000089626922704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550345129866082,0.0,0.040014555847949405,0.0,0.043527255015100325,0.12847832475087712,0.0,0.16887913569682386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561571403687864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975558679490237,0.08418254804310495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03741748349033405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912450130893545,0.0,0.0,0.07764915588068286,0.07694387638757214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124875354159558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252067096504341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504294523224824,0.0,0.0,0.21238848785003034,0.0668745011986774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791847800276798,0.0,0.07328526430701965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719449292062664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060906592734680326,0.07667888192085147,0.07751208801293505,0.06103146275509307,0.06972368716061375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595742139749145,0.05896190160539301,0.3787420603213267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403177652862149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04907509506271558,0.07524823676947824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481625769997348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258706820501009,0.06079272925398455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780506648241075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Firebolt_77,2019/10/10,"post-LDR loneliness I was in an LDR that ended a couple of weeks ago. Sometimes I feel super angry at him, sometimes I just want him back, sometimes I feel it’s ok because we are gna see each other again and maybe sort things out in two months. But one thing that i feel all the time, is lonely, without my best friend in the world.",2.1762254901960816,3.9838684852941166,2.885882352941177,94.55813725490198,77.38235294117645,5.121568627450982,20.15686274509804,5.46131890053228,-0.2440372549019609,259,6,56,1,6,81,54,68,0.19699999999999998,0.703,0.1,-0.8018,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,1,13,8,2,0,1,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,4,9,4,7,7,3,13,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,1,7,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765891901556269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318153352999642,0.0,0.12143762933394454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090604335768034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204240042306824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644247485515335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021823282581849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391049824464925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013497142120304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900891243300014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499103249457814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907897822956279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874596690137185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5910765220868908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646948599433194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616196918731375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946009260204628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175002472432906,0.0,0.15979564372760896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203301107608614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelynights123,2019/10/10,4 year of my relationship was a lie I am sick and I feel lonely. I did nothing without him and now I don't know how to live 😭,-1.3580000000000003,0.055991199999997576,2.4700000000000024,95.165,87.0,5.333333333333334,20.0,6.42735559955562,-0.09499999999999977,96,3,26,1,3,36,26,30,0.225,0.775,0.0,-0.7003,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,6,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23188428880924386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520371201807254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049563049053373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44004352697335136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923697623665688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420785139020097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953263564160601
lonely,charliefs00,2019/10/10,"yay to being everyones side friend.... I never understood why I can't fit in anywhere. My so called friends never invite me to anything unless I directly ask them if I can come and that really makes me wonder if I really want to be with them in the first place. It sucks feeling lonely when you're surrounded by 20 others. I haven't done anything with anyone in months. I spent the summer doing drugs in my room by myself. I'm so fucking over this shit, maybe I'm just a weirdo.",3.9237053571428575,5.132455031250005,5.123154761904762,82.75875000000002,71.60416666666666,7.985714285714287,24.130952380952376,8.418075326091056,1.4918827380952382,377,10,73,6,7,125,70,96,0.161,0.7390000000000001,0.1,-0.7238,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,4,7,3,0,3,1,7,3,1,1,2,15,19,7,0,3,4,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,4,0,1,3,1,14,3,13,14,0,17,0,1,0,1,6,10,3,3,6,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278978244151855,0.0,0.3360981611432342,0.0,0.19091065858860173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20852328993071725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591056060885005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089797825647576,0.0,0.0,0.23682109340939744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951333226098805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325572588692496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370262759339558,0.0,0.0,0.3155473778259717,0.18879070849638047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631309943237624,0.0,0.2051584075273823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630000745284999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31500177589163125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335808148299465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616468797966087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096206890848432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044953182007098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426957185727474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145920891079207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ohsekai,2019/10/10,"Alone on birthday Today has been a very shitty day, spent it completely alone and cried multiple times. I tend to spend my time in solitude but today felt especially lonely. I feel like a loser. Having little to no friends or people who care for you in general sucks. As embarrassing as it is to post this fearing I'll be viewed as pathetic, hopefully a friend can come along and someone can relate.",6.103200000000001,7.235676920000002,6.622666666666664,74.29800000000002,66.46666666666667,9.733333333333334,31.0,9.888512548439397,3.1162000000000014,319,12,55,7,5,104,61,75,0.331,0.488,0.18,-0.9372,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,0,10,1,2,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,15,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,5,0,0,3,3,4,5,11,11,0,11,0,2,1,0,4,4,1,2,6,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218027543514894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761643215299108,0.0,0.0,0.17541096827497876,0.21350431557407476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368022981619146,0.1313258172171422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22914265367216186,0.10296247590293947,0.14547476726711428,0.1955186884096983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31465121189716444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022525586306564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994843269799506,0.2040927962130652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117281415723726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502320147612973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253676336434398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374789556138678,0.0,0.3860387202801491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801775584260098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ezzzmoney1,2019/10/10,She doesn't.. Shes constantly on my mind and my intentions with her are pure. We have so much fun and love each others company. But I think she wants to drift away. I want my life with this mufuckaaaa 😔,0.4885714285714258,2.79634023809524,2.0145714285714327,95.58042857142858,87.09523809523809,7.1695238095238105,17.923809523809524,8.238735603445708,0.7268609523809526,158,4,37,4,5,51,35,42,0.0,0.789,0.21100000000000002,0.8434,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,13,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,2,5,8,2,4,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622693013866681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166798297079611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723497136148089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480050375880783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893303960174924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834489507082193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470669585826176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548554200519312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kawaiipiemarzia,2019/10/10,"Anxious, sad, lonely, and feel like I’ll never find love Hi everyone. I’m Julia. I’m a freshman in college. This first semester has been kicking my butt. I miss my dogs the most, but I really have been missing one of my best friends who pushed me to actually go outside and meet people.

I’ve struggled with social anxiety my entire life. I’ve always been seen as weirdly quiet and probably have creeped out a few people. I’ve always wanted to be a different person, someone who could hold a normal conversation, make friends easily and be a integral part of a friend group. I’ve never had that. I’m always seen as “the quiet one” who usually gets left out of things. I’ve always wanted to change but it never happens. I went to a too expensive college three hours away for the sole purpose of putting myself out there, to make friends. I should have known that wouldn’t be enough. I have made exactly one friend who I don’t even like hanging out with. I’m too nervous to go to parties and meet guys. That’s where another one of my problems comes in. i’ve never had a boyfriend because of my social issues. I’m not brave enough to talk to guys and when I do talk to them i’m an awkward quiet mess. I desperately want to find love but I don’t think it’ll ever happen because of my social anxiety. Everything sucks right now and I could use some words of encouragement :(",3.2537787723785168,5.130266014705885,4.553056265984658,83.48299232736574,74.51470588235293,7.377493606138108,26.89961636828645,8.18289091462,1.8372849744245523,1084,41,208,18,23,358,142,272,0.17300000000000001,0.6829999999999999,0.145,-0.33899999999999997,1,3,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,2,9,23,1,3,12,0,21,4,1,4,6,46,50,13,0,9,4,0,1,2,5,3,1,3,0,3,11,14,0,1,5,0,1,7,8,11,0,6,9,6,20,12,31,33,7,27,0,4,2,3,26,10,2,2,12,130,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.08967476971183161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058509097430477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635831432788122,0.1405965041468997,0.1038134632562444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633693884254957,0.0,0.0,0.1120348112563949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643652608100718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721110530277667,0.07915808652791274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673891472118414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600911632027773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899010357912698,0.0,0.060694769444179876,0.08312290348851283,0.0,0.08780814740269167,0.08258792439117084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04646409889190267,0.06564871243915718,0.0,0.0,0.16797793130150246,0.07816453757849062,0.0,0.0,0.3549833300393052,0.0,0.04801054466099623,0.0,0.10445035195761837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197796307439584,0.1625221818729303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049655619318572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591290670663588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984252267805868,0.0,0.06490707459379824,0.0897890142297722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658748866223794,0.0869518220263099,0.12267920791576573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834956326234509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003608854825529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24907757059793856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951167170760042,0.0,0.12741472153473732,0.08023783241981136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907670166151547,0.08792963911369737,0.0,0.09237831724431232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588693091506649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847652021867213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28102145693241365,0.07786103786982475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606700575300242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772097864373196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104993739777829,0.05888162428202697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936645249375637,0.1012076732212331,0.0,0.16260344624665032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851861661763766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,collosi,2019/01/08,"Post about love dolls After a lot of thought I figured the reason I'm so depressed might not be emotional attachment but physical attachment. Here is some background. 

I'm pretty hardcore weeb and frankly have relatively misogynistic views, such as prioritising fidelity and being against liberalisation of female sexuality. While I can imagine myself compromising on these values in a real relationship, I find it harder to imagine myself being in a real relationship in the first place. 

I've been working on myself a lot lately and trying to find solace or happiness in being single, and by myself. To this end, I've embraced once again the hobbies that I've neglected before I went to a phase of really trying to find a relationship. I've recently started watching anime again, reading novels and playing games. I've overall become a happier person. I feel this is indicative that some forms of happiness can be extracted from ones self, while we can grow more and more independent from other forms of happiness extracted from the company of a loved one. The question would then be: to what extent?

What kind of happiness can I not get while remaining single? Here are some propositions. 

Emotional affection. What is emotional affection in the first place? It is perhaps a longing to be number one in another persons heart. I don't fully understand it myself and I struggle with the lack of emotional affection towards me in my life. 

Physical affection. I feel that this is carnal. There is some overlap with emotional affection that I cannot deny, but I feel this is mostly carnal. These include how I like thighs of anime girls and have a fetish towards East Asian women.

With that in mind, to extract certain sources of happiness that cannot be attained while single, the idea of a love doll, or a sex doll, or an inanimate object in the shape of a beautiful ideal women that you can make love to seem to be a good source of physical affection. 

Love dolls are a relatively pricy investment. High quality ones are above USD1000. Therefore I'd like to have some discussion with other with similar or opposing thoughts before re evaluating my understanding. 

Here is what I think love dolls will provide. 
1. Physical affection from your ideal woman. This will fulfil your sexual desires that often distracts you from productive work. 
2. An outlet for all sorts of fantasies. For example, coming home to someone who is waiting for you st home, inanimate as she may be. However, I imagine it is not difficult to impart some imaginary personality on a visage that is so similar to a human woman
3. Company. I talk to myself a lot. So I don't think it will be difficult to imagine myself speaking to a love doll
4. Cuddles and hugs. But it's cold because they're made of TPE but I want to work with what I can get. 
5. A love doll will not grow old with you and will stay beautiful 
6. A love doll is loyal to you by design, because her personality is what you impart to her in your fantasies. 

What do you think about love dolls? Have you considered procuring one? Have you procured one? Have they helped you with loneliness? I'd love to know. 

Thanks
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lonely,TomaWy9,2019/01/08,"My coworkers forgot my birthday and celebrated the birthday of another colleague instead My birthday was a few days ago, I took vacation from Christmas until after my birthday. When I arrived to work, people congratulated to a colleague, who also took vacation for the same period of time and whose birthday was over 2 weeks ago, but none of them cared about mine that was 2 days ago... 

I am really disappointed. I don't make a big deal out of my birthday, but this year turned out to be quite unfortunate and I had to spend the day all alone. I was looking forward to have some nice chat with my coworkers and bought some snacks.

My workplace cares about ALL birthdays, they all sign a card and collect money for a present a few days before. I was sitting there the whole day with almost tears in my eyes while my coworker next to me was looking at her presents (which I also contributed to) and received congratulations from everyone walking by.

I ended up throwing away the snacks because I didn't want them to feel sorry for me or to explain why I brought them in the first place.",7.8140508021390405,7.535524602941179,7.549590017825313,73.96724598930483,62.774509803921575,10.359358288770052,37.663101604278076,9.800150414767053,3.6435941176470585,865,39,155,15,11,275,121,204,0.09300000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.075,-0.2073,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,3,7,4,0,0,12,0,12,3,1,1,3,26,26,14,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,10,2,1,2,1,3,7,3,1,0,1,13,4,28,3,33,12,10,39,0,1,3,0,11,11,0,4,22,116,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36771919499668265,0.0,0.13846313969726592,0.143211923462602,0.0,0.22115805471384284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144994127962582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299145719365503,0.0,0.0,0.0842915833100722,0.0,0.11766243623959333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819625835472468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458819362827762,0.14255617506604487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247122782502512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212835705428316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991634865543976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176172398079447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23223352480168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230010349890408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705777568627101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586295986696658,0.0,0.14446867604956434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470732276750058,0.0,0.0,0.08858295419132821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547883253860741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062967267162846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072587811138837,0.0,0.1504042547665869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815585904779635,0.0,0.11091642590298292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477231186840393,0.15437988097435154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066635647799324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904501727286844
lonely,bjarkiarnarson,2019/01/08,"Stupid rant I recently moved away from my hometown and started college, and im back home for my break. I havent really made any friends at school that I actually like and can be myself with, and the friends i left behind here are starting to feel more and more like they were never my friends at all. I know im young n everyone ive talked to just tells me im fine and this is normal stuff people go theough but i just want to feel happy again, its been so long since ive really been happy and it just sucks not having anyone to be a real person with. ",0.6940384615384616,2.9328213879310354,2.334827586206899,94.2160079575597,85.1206896551724,5.293368700265252,18.405835543766575,6.67199483983844,-0.025302917771883315,435,11,96,5,13,142,79,116,0.06,0.7490000000000001,0.191,0.9306,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,7,10,2,0,2,0,12,0,0,1,2,23,21,9,0,2,5,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,2,14,8,12,15,3,15,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,10,63,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.14342302217876218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994568709553693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276591805394944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808459987411215,0.11301204227841725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043760483446954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862645328901938,0.10499649757033212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406495417669352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352731316476686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129078745928967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742443798625582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762634510558074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077171476773691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968500828555174,0.0,0.0,0.14360574128786108,0.0,0.0,0.13006518801007516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906802480829594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620748772878384,0.0,0.0,0.11335351218630114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400090422581427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189156042051344,0.12832987980569144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728578872960553,0.18830746394100256,0.0,0.14511666501004186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487430449557485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157637668244388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805442499627205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824725071204402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813015670054786,0.12845960402714288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668762221643983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shareandtake,2019/01/08,How to deal with being alone? How to overcome being alone? Who do you talk to? Or what do people do to make it through being by themselves? How to find self happiness? I am content alone because there's no drama or other people to stress about yet some depression do exist being alone. That takes away a chunk of the happiness too. So how do people cope with being alone? ,1.7370833333333344,4.428512986111117,2.7716666666666683,89.44000000000004,85.80555555555556,4.866666666666667,19.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.25746111111111114,293,8,54,3,9,93,47,72,0.22899999999999998,0.687,0.084,-0.8577,0,5,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,0,11,0,0,5,0,11,13,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,13,8,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,3,1,45,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7840171554796219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224409627686496,0.0,0.0,0.092291264274366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608544898919946,0.13039950952802867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837570194615162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322333539583408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105983195537856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148824621312328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794190055563487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734267406421639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138330077174316,0.12168856916870514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dylanthestoryshitter,2019/01/08,Im losing empathy and growing bitter. Ive had one relationship that went anywhere. That anywhere was a brick wall after two years. Fell outta love in the first year but held on cause of her depression and anxiety till her medicine kicked in and she no longer needed me. I leaned on my friends who during the time between then and now turned into drug fiends slipping off the edge toward a life with no purpose but intoxication. I did alot of drugs last year but then i had to drive. Ive been working so much its been distracting me from how shitty my life is. I am irrelevant to my friends. The girl mentioned above gets cheated on by her new boyfriend and starts talking to me again. Only really depression fuel but it wraps up my investment in her happiness. I dont really love people any more because im not relevant. My closest friend had a hard break up and i dont care because im not that close and he killed his personality with weed and cigarettes to the point where he is his addiction. Ive been trying to find someone to watch movies with and to have some sort of physical relationship but its just not been working. My relationship with my family is strained i dont feel all that much empathy rather more sympathy which makes me feel like a prick.,3.875835284933647,5.991477270491807,4.610281030444966,82.70396174863392,73.42622950819671,8.254176424668229,27.60265417642467,8.976282227363876,2.2855326307572206,1010,39,194,22,21,324,145,244,0.18,0.7,0.12,-0.9464,0,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,7,17,4,2,10,0,20,9,1,3,1,37,32,19,1,2,10,0,3,1,3,0,6,0,0,2,9,15,0,1,3,0,1,4,8,9,0,3,11,5,28,8,30,21,7,35,0,3,1,2,22,16,1,3,15,131,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161997671333434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248543766791546,0.0,0.08154171357365275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995359372807916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867648224742757,0.10949817156676814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361309726096112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747710703862878,0.0,0.2472231066782588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048437329202577,0.0,0.10779107962294096,0.07614852927779414,0.0,0.0,0.09742211190806388,0.0906661282016356,0.0,0.0,0.24705549427808945,0.0,0.05568932321633895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134679489367188,0.09548447096689916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345409248745398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792699011717984,0.0,0.0,0.0868857746495222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057654861464542,0.05207490843965031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924790368919287,0.0,0.0,0.19240481939568116,0.0,0.07115022449532611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671308825553207,0.07903576958689798,0.0,0.10294611354760312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222872304882355,0.08106714963875618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389667895011726,0.0930710246125459,0.0,0.0,0.1007628127295407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656966435031193,0.0,0.0,0.3433160685339258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031408692630116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544555694627221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085673692973201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621539856847413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236819484747084,0.1159402436837131,0.10412377867501048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881079198859807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519882624228665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592305086299295
lonely,emanuelmacaroon,2019/01/08,currently in the last few hours of the experiment where i dont go out of my way to contact my “girlfriend” for 24hrs and i havent gotten a SINGLE text or call or anything. it really hurts to realize that i was never what she wanted out of this relationship. im incredibly depressed and ive had a suspicion that if im not right in front of her at all times (we go to college together and now its break time) she will just forget about me completely. the only reason its gotten this far is because i cant fucking live with the reality that im not ever gonna be a need in anybodys life. like u know if she doesnt contact me for 4 hours i get anxious and call her but apparently the want for connection is not reciprocated. ,5.932231543624159,5.14346902684564,7.591870805369131,73.80579278523494,66.78523489932886,10.939932885906039,33.39010067114094,10.411451182825502,3.2746704697986573,571,22,117,13,8,201,98,149,0.068,0.9079999999999999,0.024,-0.6178,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,8,0,11,2,0,1,3,27,22,9,0,5,9,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,8,3,0,0,4,0,16,1,18,15,3,23,0,2,0,1,12,9,1,4,10,81,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778044993035641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951753867552174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594272696038968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214230411315938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501911988729648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555870793170294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445845396145408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236714364256128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395640732427765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550337202730834,0.08222913085626557,0.0,0.17889531809630954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099924491086349,0.0,0.16848792223446338,0.0,0.5100206049140228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649674614850285,0.12829284538885172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116833537210023,0.07689219787745087,0.0,0.1389771581325639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116701770902109,0.12138791403418445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970124380742972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082726950399752,0.1618218578249226,0.0,0.16897662660199184,0.0,0.13440914065380358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835493027004339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566393630825226,0.12492787144585027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AdriannaGonzalez,2019/01/08,Just January And... It's just January and I'm waiting for summer to come because I hate school. Especially with no friends. ,1.5136956521739116,4.106860260869567,3.5829347826086964,79.61614130434783,98.56521739130434,7.517391304347825,31.83695652173913,8.07648339933343,3.5768347826086964,98,6,17,3,4,33,19,23,0.233,0.64,0.127,-0.4243,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165034849223713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472504566198559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011376813574997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5126089621166947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.525464733010788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,salic912,2019/01/08,"My life is definition of loneliness So before I start complaining about my miserable life,lemme put a few things on the table.I’m a guy that has a few friends,nice family and is doing pretty good at school but I still feel like an empty shell..All of the ‘friends’ I have are considered friends by me and no one from them had ever mentioned me as friend.I just feel like ‘a used condom’ but I’m scared if I lose this small amount of my ‘ fake friends’ that I will be  completely alone.I am not ‘a typical lonely person’ but at the end I definetely feel alone with so many fake people in my life.",3.4879166666666706,4.764572625000003,4.3599999999999985,87.55166666666668,72.75,8.333333333333334,24.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,1.485666666666667,465,13,100,9,9,150,82,120,0.214,0.6559999999999999,0.129,-0.8851,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,6,13,0,2,7,0,10,3,0,1,1,14,16,9,0,1,6,0,3,2,3,1,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,1,3,13,6,12,13,3,10,0,3,0,1,8,5,0,1,6,62,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075513036412426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029184269910913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286258500234722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602548424382827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491339457286013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554243374686583,0.0,0.2500889927442555,0.23556567701961495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.509511217292413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828475523866576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163246773933305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493567139847861,0.16109386719170574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444685296046925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671518450488813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171987303384506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429978603317395,0.14395773058060254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773160266644233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573943368468433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506317994042974,0.16685678521556946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166955151250254,0.0,0.13166503453570744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953200223417353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239435489054095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwawayaccount9532,2019/01/08,"A dream or a nightmare I use many people can relate to this. I was having a ""dream"" of just me and someone in bed, the sun is up. We lay there for an hour just enjoying the morning life. It was bliss. Then I wake up in the dark alone and sad. I just want it back. 

(This is the first time I have dreamt of something like this)",0.054999999999999716,1.8199465000000004,1.6271428571428572,101.20785714285715,84.0,4.571428571428573,17.142857142857142,5.288315135182226,-0.8964285714285714,245,5,62,1,7,79,49,70,0.07,0.753,0.177,0.7783,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,8,0,7,2,1,1,0,9,9,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,7,2,8,7,0,9,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,6,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35846536378773336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26613706635721746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944008126982107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408484271132515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444675821319761,0.169091761939178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509010055244988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399489508389619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29325770402447,0.2664522276682735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20181940335344212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29892773422567465,0.0,0.0,0.20414452301754435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alyto123,2019/01/08,3am squad What’s on your mind? Are you missing someone right now? Tell me your story friend.,-0.9586842105263179,0.5613014210526329,-0.0743421052631561,104.05585526315792,113.73684210526315,1.9,15.276315789473689,3.1291,-1.4692210526315792,73,2,16,0,4,22,18,19,0.106,0.723,0.171,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,8,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949025012917117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5161017764712442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365074568937055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330839789654065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.446755501405922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DripDropPlop,2019/01/08,"Got friend zoned by my first girlfriend Been dating this girl for almost two months. We weren’t really friends before going out, we kind of just hit it off right away. This was my first girlfriend and I was really excited (I’m 20 and not unlikeable I don’t think, I just don’t seek out relationships much). Out of the blue she just tells me that she’s “more comfortable when we were friends.” And that was that. Feeling super lonely, reddit. Cheers!",2.3124418604651176,5.030292569767447,2.719813953488373,90.88041860465117,82.6046511627907,6.2306976744186064,19.06511627906977,7.554174236665415,0.6086176744186047,355,9,70,6,10,109,59,86,0.026000000000000002,0.715,0.26,0.9704,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,0,3,4,9,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,16,14,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,7,2,11,8,9,6,2,12,0,1,1,0,13,6,0,1,5,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386330131981472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004221792784447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023331029122748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130387817324858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803204759490333,0.0,0.0,0.5181662933742197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270544443817477,0.0,0.1788015578619512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328036023188498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844366197360853,0.0,0.16434250997306735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28643684679243514,0.0,0.0,0.2400200478679941,0.0,0.19091923553196088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954015159445182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324838389215405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183858837294952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alexkplv,2019/01/08,"I just came to a realization what loneliness truly feels like Before i moved away i always thought that i will finally be independent, free to do what i want and while thats is true, i also learned what being lonely truly feel like. Before i move i thought i really enjoyed being alone thats because i was never really alone, i still have my family i talk to and see everyday, friends and all that stuff. But now im really alone, like no one except when im at school or something. I was walking home midnight, its dark, its cold and couple with some sad songs, its just hit me in the face, the feeling and i just cry like a kid.

Sorry for a long text and bad english, i just wanted to vent it out/ talk to someone because i dont really have anyone to talk with. Im thinking of talking to a therapist, but dont want parents to find out cuz i dont want them to worry about and the last thing i want is for them to feel sad because im a lazy worthless piece of shit",2.9617910447761204,4.077197517412937,4.606149253731342,85.90564179104479,73.82587064676616,7.549054726368159,25.34029850746269,8.021203637495839,1.3701068656716422,755,24,160,11,15,255,111,201,0.18600000000000005,0.685,0.128,-0.9496,1,5,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,9,14,1,0,8,0,14,2,2,2,3,40,29,14,0,5,8,1,4,4,1,1,0,1,1,1,13,12,0,0,9,1,1,4,5,6,0,1,5,7,22,9,23,19,3,18,0,4,1,0,9,5,1,2,13,106,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892685431553895,0.0,0.07445151533403252,0.07746611595872699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509722911653322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746990252888066,0.0,0.07773406720843946,0.1702574961276392,0.0,0.1584413769105808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648085269802524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301265830199027,0.10226526268353807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32733522911036744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776578010584991,0.0,0.18829531163150426,0.13302038629541066,0.0,0.10198578558654854,0.08509111786289236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192832568349737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338623737034396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022530890956112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588839480597673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193455612701973,0.0,0.0,0.08238999372858169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789974752252795,0.0,0.0,0.07180395693133987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308652795202782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033758089086913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385673062947869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422151098666744,0.07418812711575723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955651433288681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888277583817495,0.07167242687334466,0.0,0.10421709845406033,0.0,0.0,0.07434925994791687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657648017194764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29931891903191155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809551920306394,0.061851070296995485,0.05965430331139801,0.0,0.1478209667709898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27456203923700484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454690751922357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,loucienup,2019/01/08,"Feeling like im always detached Hello, new reddit user here. I feel alone in my house and outside my house. Sometimes i feel like i dont belong here.",0.8460000000000001,3.3816392666666717,2.6750000000000007,89.2425,89.66666666666666,3.0,20.833333333333336,3.1291,-0.18066666666666675,118,4,21,0,4,39,22,30,0.11699999999999999,0.667,0.217,0.4588,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523910636592609,0.0,0.0,0.2027709808100903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28560480772336705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696534725111687,0.3481867376857802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5623749082801087,0.0,0.0,0.2632288078482685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23811086907196516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353589213969397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410172804927257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,normarcl,2019/01/08,"Recently moved and haven't left my place for 3 days I recently moved for a job and feel like I've made a terrible mistake. First i'll start off by saying I haven't started the job yet. But the major reason I think I goofed up is I'm not sure I wanted this job and to leave my family behind.

Originally when offered it it took me a really long time to decide if I did and even when I accepted it I feel like I was more or less listening to everyone around me about it and I didn't want to disappoint anyone by turning it down. Even all the way up until I moved to where I am now I was just saying what I thought would make my Dad happy.

To be fair the job is in my field but now the type of work I want to be doing exactly. I also thought I would be happier out in a smaller town but not being able to drive really isn't helping.

Now that I'm here I haven't left my place in three soon to be four days and I've just lost motivation to do anything.

Sorry if this is long and let me know if this post doesn't belong in this sub.",3.355676359039194,3.2320215840707966,5.220758533501896,86.3845132743363,72.09734513274337,8.935018963337546,24.99241466498104,8.841846274778883,1.4214308470290766,802,20,190,14,14,278,119,226,0.076,0.836,0.08800000000000001,0.6656,4,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,16,9,0,0,9,0,23,0,0,5,3,42,42,18,0,9,11,1,2,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,11,9,0,0,10,0,0,5,8,4,0,3,9,5,26,5,28,25,4,42,0,2,0,0,6,16,0,4,21,133,37,7,0.10880642658408547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701246002861396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607998334302109,0.0,0.08953841817032654,0.09686078796186658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403422876312997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373123716187908,0.0,0.0,0.10396920339806763,0.0,0.0,0.10257301545949288,0.0,0.1100315970964688,0.15546266578444534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255069086863432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158264643460401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729306541982751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318943571106413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979716651673029,0.0,0.0,0.1152102953447866,0.2364370016938327,0.1112619430431698,0.0,0.10631464800817574,0.0,0.0,0.1925805271766972,0.0,0.0,0.118775067756342,0.0,0.0,0.102955271663195,0.0726291346406261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469320361120732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273591150259412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420647979324836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940836603509946,0.1118711282131974,0.21486643949335016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305447517970013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179988644753473,0.15402749751963982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254876938433434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697187647441358,0.0,0.17276029782394978,0.06344590233928442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088794344255473,0.0,0.11835014757155905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253054842979767,0.0863654769001676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921237443150045,0.0,0.0,0.15458592727289294,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ley_j,2019/01/08,"I hate love I just need to vent. I’ve gotten to the point where I find myself hating and scowling at anything romantic. I don’t like going out much because all I see are happy couples enjoying each other. I don’t watch a lot of movies/tv because almost everything has a little love story. Even music is starting to annoy me because soo much is romance. I hate love and relationships because it’s exactly what I want but I know I’ll never have. I’m 24 and have had no success in girls period. I’ve never had a real gf, only long distance with girls I’ve never met if that’s even considered a relationship. I kissed a girl once but got rejected almost immediately after. Lost my virginity to an escort and since then I’ve only hooked up with escorts. I don’t consider myself to look that bad and believe me I’ve tried and put myself out there, change appearance, listen to any and all advice given. but rejection after rejection after rejection you just kinda lose moral, start thinking you’re not good enough and never will be, and then just kinda give up. Loneliness is becoming more and more common that Instead of having high hopes, I’m slowly accepting the fact that it’s gunna be like this for the rest of my life. ",5.2728922594142285,6.229899330543938,6.577884414225945,74.50774712343097,68.24686192468619,9.154916317991633,28.74503138075314,9.354420925462401,2.612047907949791,976,33,171,19,16,331,144,239,0.17800000000000002,0.677,0.145,-0.9174,0,1,0,1,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,8,24,4,0,9,0,16,6,0,0,8,45,42,16,0,4,8,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,3,9,15,0,0,4,0,0,3,9,11,0,0,7,4,19,13,21,32,10,27,1,6,3,5,13,10,0,8,16,114,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096601168332337,0.0,0.0,0.22474430451052455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631347019151569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923475248632219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369903958405827,0.2736331605441297,0.1239382090579354,0.0,0.12643354772321722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187139143882329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416933134368832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595329173012513,0.0,0.14824054599869044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085612909284823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256707653682773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076516806368038,0.063777230500039,0.09412483889752436,0.0897526113707984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946031116685313,0.0,0.3323821469018905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185666254922917,0.0,0.11145981305341772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167319497591959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926432759425399,0.10965007871351236,0.11247395368183727,0.0,0.09931119727730592,0.09423656384236212,0.12554551143469228,0.12250142170140214,0.0954054584834316,0.30384888169383656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498927196934784,0.08320973205771215,0.3462040283965065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951067199435672,0.0,0.17069678287137466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106084203297192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281212789951753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773096491375285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24096463515299954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894248366118142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282957041537483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885983299098205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190606548794158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619003565388953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619028260483154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,arctic-owls,2019/01/08,20 It’s my 20th birthday... I don’t know why I’m writing this post. Just lonely. In a very woe is me mood that I can’t seem to shake.,-3.5112500000000004,-2.0492821249999995,-0.18774999999999945,107.80775,104.625,2.5600000000000005,12.65,3.1291,-1.9577325,100,2,29,0,5,35,29,32,0.249,0.7509999999999999,0.0,-0.7425,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,6,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919694961021962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088052690139749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836439447341945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43834948259262624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793842690391188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,moca__,2018/12/15,"Looking for online friends Hi! I was wondering if anyone would be up to chat :) I'm 21 years old and a maths honours student. But I won't bore you with math jokes, that's a promise! ",-0.9107017543859648,1.190129157894738,1.1642105263157916,97.99614035087721,99.52631578947368,3.5859649122807014,22.12280701754386,5.46131890053228,0.07340701754386014,140,6,31,1,6,46,35,38,0.0,0.62,0.38,0.9316,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,4,4,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,2,17,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130949141570414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34595010050304353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760184926449845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46986487310044295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4855932323561662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180867391306603,0.0,0.0,0.2883526243774119
lonely,eleventwentysix224,2018/12/15,I'm so sick of being lonely all the time I'm so limited in what I can do and I'm just sick of being alone all the time. ,0.5139999999999993,0.25825373333333346,4.026666666666667,92.91,78.33333333333333,7.333333333333332,18.33333333333333,7.1686216300943375,-0.1236666666666668,92,1,26,1,2,35,18,30,0.40299999999999997,0.597,0.0,-0.9213,0,3,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,2,5,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6640277862602051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7477078968918086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ChickenLegLicker,2018/12/15,"Feeling sad and lonley over such a small thing. Am I overreacting or is it normal to feel like this? Basically I don't have any friends. Awhile ago I got a mic to talk online in games and practice being more talkative and more fun to be around. I desperatly wanna be a funny and cheerfull person but my depression prevents it. Usually I always have people in the game's group saying they wanna add everyone to play again another day. Yet they add everyone, expect for me. 

I try to be non-toxic and as encouraging as possible and compliment people to let them know I appreciate having them around. I know nobody in this world owes me anything but it makes me feel utterly depressed and lonley. Why can't I just be as charismatic and funny as everyone else online? I don't blame them, yet I feel insulted and hurt, and lonley. I can't make friends irl either because im so fucking anxious and depressed I  cant look into people their eyes even. Ugh
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lonely,squidlips69,2018/12/15,"Weekends Weekends come and go and I might get out but it's usually by myself cuz I don't have a life or friends here. I'm not half of a couple and couples like to be with couples. Other ppl have kids or grandkids to occupy some of their time. Don't want to hang out in bars or drink -- been there, done that. ",-0.2490909090909064,1.905046742424247,1.5729545454545466,98.47943181818184,89.15151515151516,4.512121212121213,18.85606060606061,5.985473137389443,-0.3081757575757571,239,7,56,2,8,78,50,66,0.021,0.865,0.114,0.7945,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,1,0,16,13,8,0,1,5,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,7,2,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,10,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,5,5,40,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907064321350126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7671173142238329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364937021961316,0.0,0.2263882636687684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854590210711216,0.0,0.12073927536544088,0.0,0.1313384371712147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163231498577696,0.11290291112534735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24515867836279556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347552234293968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545220266180679,0.0,0.13630771052741614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CuriousGemini7,2018/12/15,"29.1 subscribers, kind of sad. :( I think Im the .1 lol. ",-4.229999999999997,-6.063727333333333,-1.6366666666666667,112.14000000000004,155.66666666666666,1.2000000000000002,11.333333333333336,3.1291,-2.2900666666666667,40,1,11,0,4,13,11,12,0.368,0.46799999999999997,0.16399999999999998,-0.5413,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6620785317851502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6382809054736135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39274610559113626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MissMaria86,2018/12/15,"When you feel lonely, does anyone else feel pain in their arms? Whenever I see something romantic or someone going out of their way for someone else, this sadness washes over me and my arms and chest hurts.  

Does anyone feel phyical pain when they are sad?",6.846737588652482,7.831701617021282,6.0859574468085125,79.33333333333334,64.74468085106382,8.819858156028369,30.56028368794326,8.841846274778883,2.4761687943262407,204,7,35,3,3,62,36,47,0.313,0.642,0.044000000000000004,-0.9463,0,2,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,3,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,7,6,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,4,7,0,5,6,0,7,0,4,1,0,4,3,0,1,2,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989086782620767,0.219005348982312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37409653958722494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571103294270247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242252213721189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147528699036175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288167060562488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548760467745294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032579819344296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622081397846176,0.16455009433808376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965954389940788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Theres_No_Light,2018/12/15,"It's so painful having no one I know this title is probably cliché, but I really feel so much pain having no one in my life.

It hurts even more when you had close friends in the past but they moved on with their lives; rather it be cause they found more friends or found their SO.

I wish I could form a closeness with someone, relationship or just even a really close connection friendship where we get eachother on a whole different level.

I've never had something like that in my life, but everyone else I've known has. It hurts.",4.181730769230768,5.7818775576923045,4.116538461538465,88.70346153846155,71.5,7.892307692307693,25.5,8.472884824447931,1.4867730769230767,422,13,87,7,8,129,69,104,0.185,0.672,0.14300000000000002,-0.4976,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,4,0,9,7,0,0,4,0,8,4,0,1,1,22,14,9,0,3,7,0,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,4,1,12,3,7,8,5,14,0,2,0,0,9,10,0,2,4,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419408232451618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761485979655454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669930562275657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352123343834854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111383884151085,0.0,0.0,0.15272873512907315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081713670746378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505006064758241,0.2469755100978133,0.0,0.08350694070909252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422123227065447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784087314236863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22579169921845604,0.07808707379344555,0.0,0.14113681104547254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987880166873742,0.117496764312032,0.0,0.12327423669078802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216616017030781,0.0,0.34015040071422176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258013670244772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232864800265613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047881749120654,0.0,0.0,0.17160246000337984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542727163072651,0.123048423682784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844953555959808,0.18380181198525136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lucatheoctopus95,2018/12/15,How do you deal with people not replying? It sends me crazy and makes me so so sad. I try so hard to make friends and I don't know what I do wrong. ,-1.6647058823529406,0.08726047058823383,0.5661764705882355,106.14279411764707,91.35294117647058,4.576470588235295,14.382352941176471,5.985473137389443,-1.1993882352941174,112,2,32,1,4,37,26,34,0.29100000000000004,0.631,0.078,-0.8142,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,8,6,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,2,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987838590698591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29884824701622764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465055515050783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125805181621052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5163970125992464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26816517109761834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626184238455145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.422915730282556,0.0,0.0
lonely,Vespid90,2018/12/15,"This is my last day on r/lonely. But, not because I've made friends or met SO.

 

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I am lonely and most likely, I shall be alone forever.

 

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Past few months with biggest, strongest attacks of loneliness, bringing me into an agony, taught me a lot. Most important, I can't look on my sides and check for other people. They have their lives to live. I've learned not look back long ago. But now I know, that only path forward is important and there is so, so much before me.

 

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So many books to read, movies to watch, games to play, places to visit, songs to discover, views to admire, issues to solve, things to experience. I am the one who is in control of my life. I am deciding, what to do next, what is worth my time.  
 

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I've been happy with being myself for a long time. And now I'm happy being myself alone. Learning this, was one of the hardest things to do in my life. And I must say, you helped me a lot [r/lonely](/r/lonely).

 

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Thank you. Thank you for posts you created and chats I had with you. You are all wonderful people. One of the most valuable on earth in fact. You brought me insight I couldn't gain any other way. You didn't deserve loneliness you are experiencing. No one has ever deserved such a fate. Even most evil and wicked ones of you. I hope it will soon change for all of you.  
 

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In a meantime, learn and experience as much as you can. Don't push it away. It's painful I know, but you can learn more about yourself than you think. Can you be truly alone, if you are with yourself?

 

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Goodbye, I hope you will join me on the bright side of life soon enough. Good luck!",1.4696393762183249,3.994419277777777,2.2667446393762205,93.99745614035092,84.61728395061729,4.892007797270956,21.180636777128008,6.339386263674448,0.23399506172839546,1282,41,265,12,38,399,171,324,0.077,0.768,0.155,0.9761,0,11,0,0,0,0,89.0,0,17,2,2,15,18,2,0,10,0,33,4,0,2,5,47,49,19,0,5,7,0,0,1,1,4,4,2,0,0,13,13,0,1,10,6,2,5,7,4,0,5,8,8,44,14,40,32,13,37,0,1,5,0,27,15,0,12,18,187,57,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052047847810277485,0.0,0.0,0.1824350006357236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453283915139512,0.4994212717738051,0.03992862996437013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679748571362186,0.055165250771463684,0.04514868173690485,0.0,0.03579249241951764,0.0,0.04996266165360293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211333264407959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585455214197583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0378667126602523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066892341579769,0.0,0.03878110831576338,0.05311163306540705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487027139358676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04536353659010327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924787004657845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250077227005749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039355837406691865,0.0,0.0,0.11663570324187865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128384468600093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453713020084155,0.04786106088015005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441772067013587,0.028685482441883813,0.0,0.10369392316729903,0.10392293883249376,0.09861265324018116,0.0,0.0,0.09983582816522307,0.0,0.05555813225975866,0.0,0.05952841532536056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046866241741620115,0.0,0.08632546222865026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062444720039480185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893609311074087,0.0446558691557005,0.06247755149013255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605069596967888,0.08141202548608256,0.0,0.0613453181124894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623332630908719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873150180836579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669301175577383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811489465210893,0.0,0.0,0.07801608792900178,0.037622593676535324,0.0,0.0,0.06847509168907978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046605720239306286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367457714816205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4994212717738051,0.0
lonely,Redbeard_The_Mighty,2018/12/15,Anyone in the UK around the Mindlands area on here? I know this isn't the place to arrange meetups but what the hell...If you want to do some thing over the holiday period let me know! I'm a male and 26,-0.2238636363636317,1.8173825227272749,1.7874545454545439,97.92118181818184,87.4090909090909,5.3381818181818215,17.89090909090909,6.742157984588678,-0.16909454545454494,157,4,38,2,5,52,37,44,0.0,0.875,0.125,0.6476,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300452876359302,0.0,0.0,0.3825198307202421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47229849136752794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393924570924828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489400304417631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854703991066485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534453633353875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kieerana,2018/12/15,Does anyone want to play heartstone? I suck and have a bad deck but would like to have someone to play with other than random people :P. (possibly help me with deck),3.0377083333333315,5.3122831875,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,76.5,5.5166666666666675,20.041666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.17440416666666625,130,3,25,1,3,40,26,32,0.105,0.5760000000000001,0.319,0.8201,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286369406476022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419601570075785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584031237540657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27451515154128725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008720633218474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28393290533560106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617101583407244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34701344442050897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415653301506748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29093513364146045,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pmoturtle,2018/12/15,"Her: ""What's going on?"" - Him: ""Someone just got in a bad accident, right in front of me"" - Her: ""are you okay!?"" >>That's all anyone wants, to feel a connection to another, in this claustrophobically and desolate planet. 

To feel linked to a kindred spirit, one that sends with breathless yearning, well wishes in each exhale.




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I'm high. And I've never written anything, let alone poetry. I have never read any poetry either. But who cares, this is anonymous 🤷🏽‍♂️ 

Just had this feeling come to me and I tried to put it down on paper. Not sure if I successfully moved the feeling / idea from my brain to the paper. I'll find out after I sleep off this high. My legs are twitching now. 

Ps. I'm sensitive about my shitty grammar, be gentle (constructive criticism ALWAYS welcomed)",2.026351838500357,4.834751397260277,3.4904037490987783,83.72456741167991,86.39726027397259,6.087382840663303,22.752703677000717,7.475848149327749,1.4031561643835615,608,22,108,11,19,199,107,146,0.134,0.76,0.106,-0.807,0,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,5,1,7,4,3,0,4,27,20,5,0,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,7,1,0,6,3,2,1,1,3,4,13,6,21,15,3,22,1,1,0,0,7,12,0,1,4,70,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798896514618402,0.0,0.0,0.14452334617420284,0.0,0.0,0.11811462662224766,0.18212829290023164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144754209185647,0.0,0.14293142994722388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502324488140844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938946135781638,0.0,0.0,0.17708773701667266,0.0,0.0,0.14961788475793256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35128995650689504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874880173159486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098711587202211,0.0,0.13891513718127507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670243972587392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960739894575861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760899670592029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846041547650588,0.0,0.0,0.26791967031868513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769631154603287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460564081115745,0.0,0.0,0.17373622418923929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832964607021626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738146576976886,0.0,0.14716631366566252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370003566009553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792358008370843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244640292559933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616746929279093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997340328076247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThisIsFineIGuess,2018/12/15,"What's the general age range, location and gender of this sub? Hey there,

So I honestly just dropped in here yesterday bc I was sleepless and felt like leaving comments for folks who might need it. I remember holidays sucking when I was in bad places in my life so I wanted to check in. 

Got curious about the demographic here so just kinda census, if anyone's willing, how old are you, what's your gender and where you located? ",3.2242682926829285,5.692502097560976,4.524573170731706,80.8800304878049,76.8048780487805,8.490243902439023,28.542682926829272,9.188382445141503,2.8627024390243907,340,15,62,9,8,112,62,82,0.042,0.826,0.132,0.7617,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,12,4,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,14,10,9,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,9,2,8,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,3,5,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995765229618136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626563858193368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30204064269976405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25159379034352725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330887438570073,0.0,0.0,0.2221931185498386,0.15368510449810932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33371360160035635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332528442585289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33009279202720737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286631711245695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563513390853983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554406195112655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Londondoofus,2018/12/15,"Lonely Londoners Hi everyone

I'm trying to form a group of friends in London whom I can hang out with and have fun since I don't have much friends around anymore and I'm very lonely.

Message me and we can hopefully organise something. Guys and girls welcome.

I live in West London and if you're here please message me quickly because I need to grab onto you quickly lol :P

Thank you :)",2.407894736842106,4.913615315789475,3.3307894736842094,88.10302631578949,80.05263157894737,5.905263157894738,27.921052631578952,7.1686216300943375,1.625505263157895,308,14,58,4,8,98,54,76,0.059000000000000004,0.621,0.321,0.9707,0,4,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,12,10,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,6,9,10,2,9,0,2,0,0,13,6,0,2,2,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267387913530449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400165594205693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435620374260165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25763088459620936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166113147360669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669635164312541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26779081463506216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23807701574954965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981997382569748,0.1999178118360994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959588311323082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303021692529051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756457005143006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482273858548378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830524487337087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246250932434525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KingCrimson87,2018/12/15,"Anyone up for a bit of chatting? If we're lonely we might as well be lonely together :P I don't care about your gender/religion/whatever, i'm open to talk with everyone :)",2.570476190476189,4.342568714285719,5.142857142857146,78.9704761904762,76.14285714285714,9.23809523809524,25.952380952380953,9.725611199111238,2.7108095238095244,135,5,26,4,3,48,32,35,0.196,0.5920000000000001,0.212,0.1543,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,7,3,1,2,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28051577193697874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379868225205369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40903177120070816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833465790520187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255906879417922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224548831305548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607107846363664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,adozenlostsouls,2018/12/15,"How do you form meaningful friendships/relationships? Not superficial ones where they run the moment you show any signs of problems. Talking to others is hard enough as an introvert, but I feel like I can never break past the ""superficial"" barrier. I mean, when I talk to my classmates it's always about what they saw on social media. Is there a deeper connection that can be made? Or do some people really prefer staying on a superficial level when it comes to relationships?

I don't judge anyone who wants a relationship like that. They are low-maintenance. But I'm the type of person who gives the people I care about my all. I can't imagine being friends with someone who'd disappear if I were to get diagnosed with cancer.",5.081474747474747,7.2241804740740765,5.89117845117845,74.68484848484849,70.18518518518519,9.057239057239057,27.828282828282827,9.573946990214177,2.8032222222222227,584,21,99,14,11,191,95,135,0.125,0.7829999999999999,0.091,-0.5677,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,3,0,7,5,0,0,8,0,13,2,0,2,2,22,23,8,0,4,5,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,9,3,0,1,5,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,3,3,15,4,13,17,4,14,0,0,1,0,16,4,0,3,7,73,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250428234791013,0.0,0.0,0.11646450588893995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975085885332792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461373227380278,0.0,0.0,0.14752764766560114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382803103163247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769601460090137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659556478802889,0.12235010399107132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231713382241433,0.0,0.08947768986916442,0.16429078329179708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341773587923144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734060456174046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205290358119204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655528294068205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320883488942768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116052034884709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348962177427484,0.2374639783562623,0.1495399799300026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387527020318762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971526826427502,0.0,0.0,0.5516161255550435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745807505936446,0.14511032625437587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254324633437852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27530893489303393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101517515682372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LAANAAAAAAAA,2018/12/15,"What are some symbols/images associated with loneliness? I'm looking to get a tattoo to remind me of the loneliness i've been going through for the past 3/4 years (and still going through) so that when/if I find myself in a better place later in life i don't forget this shitty part I managed to get through, I think i might even come to appreciate it some years from now",6.723648648648647,6.198745013513516,7.252027027027029,76.01966216216219,65.08108108108108,9.562162162162162,32.013513513513516,8.841846274778883,2.4980648648648653,297,10,57,4,4,98,55,74,0.135,0.7659999999999999,0.099,-0.555,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,12,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,13,10,3,12,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,6,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416789776619864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23539193720692256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804876795847652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497574940946127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855373496206559,0.0,0.3106033984358487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930137866796572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294721545359092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28988893234757684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959172739691163,0.2608605193102861,0.0,0.0,0.2855017455757448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21822823954788603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509594046022187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519449137542359
lonely,fjm008,2018/12/15,irk why. honestly I know I'm not lonely but I feel that way for some.reason because I haven't met anyone to fulfill that feeling for me i know I shouldn't feel like this but I know talking to Someone new and all will help I just have a sense of needing.to be free and.doing what I please but I feel restrained I don't know why. I just feel like a mess.....,-0.7837999999999994,1.3382769199999984,1.0075000000000005,98.97125000000004,99.8,4.1000000000000005,19.583333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.07346666666666612,279,10,63,3,12,90,46,75,0.07200000000000001,0.6579999999999999,0.27,0.9297,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,19,17,4,0,1,6,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,9,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,5,12,5,5,13,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,37,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280044577692258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244950395679982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5163171843794777,0.2917999847028617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688922463823874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489518351383421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955024253533504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724395627408128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241801985766161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997963296580133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304109109847673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415013222263186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621060896592818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685666656872827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ill_cago,2018/12/15,"Another failure Girl matched with me on tinder today and immediately started calling me cute and what not. Told me we should Snapchat and started telling me about herself and sending pictures. After talking about when we could possibly meet in person she proceeds to ask me if I think that a celebrity she likes would find her cute. I get annoyed because why would you be asking me that if you’re interested in me and just met me? I tell her that I don’t know and she asks me if I think she’s cute. I say yes. After awhile I look at my phone to find that she has unmatched me on tinder and unfriended me on Snapchat. What did I do wrong? Live I guess. I’m completely convinced that God causes this shit to happen to me because some how he enjoys seeing me suffer. That’s the only thing I can think of that makes sense. Even when I stop looking for women and accept that I’ll be alone, I’ll get one that comes to me every once in a while just to fuck with me. I don’t deserve this. I may not deserve love but I don’t deserve this.",2.923891831614164,4.47092634597157,3.8467967660998066,89.58966545860052,74.6398104265403,6.10214664064678,26.155840535266236,6.522977012572876,0.8984935043211593,813,29,170,6,17,261,117,211,0.096,0.81,0.094,-0.094,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,1,0,0,8,14,3,0,3,1,14,3,1,3,0,39,37,16,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,3,15,13,0,1,7,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,3,4,41,9,21,27,1,19,0,1,3,2,29,7,2,6,11,117,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424804198410649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425352112523346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858264831126565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772207074257225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047374863866108,0.0,0.0,0.14132167915365315,0.0,0.11850386535750435,0.14423890885987034,0.0,0.0,0.10983797964023401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908632977577296,0.0,0.1159081611183764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514718966452795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718070264212086,0.1437486773569479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154821466186266,0.0,0.12165217480014676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560454990252127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720946475326918,0.0,0.12147630928572085,0.0,0.2310473130650636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416176345772555,0.0,0.0918286493186568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650693171010748,0.0932205924384751,0.1046277353057324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012030238126635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508883942189242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094007163442908,0.0,0.0,0.10962500847868402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121302228518848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474467271498466,0.0,0.0,0.11501418658476367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057308060057004,0.2404834556516711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913950030729874,0.26444676906716297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039971496864372,0.13145346651894174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241349948364661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545072339608285,0.15041055366290149,0.0,0.0
lonely,whataredo_,2018/12/15,"Not sure what else to do I have basically gone through the first 17 years of my life on my own. Any friends I try and make just turn away after a few weeks without any explanation why. Anything that I do enjoy, I can never share with anyone as nobody is interested. Holidays like Christmas are usually the worst for me, as I look on social media and see people outside, enjoying themselves and laughing with mates. I've never been able to experience that. 

I've tried every support platform that is available to me in my area, with each of them letting me down. Went through 2 years of anxiety and stress to get a diagnosis for aspergers, just to get to the end of the road for the consultant to tell me he doesn't believe autism exists. Ever since then, have never been able to receive any long or short term support. 

Anybody I turn to for help abandons me. Reddit is the final place I try for support before I give up.",6.759831460674157,6.617952061797755,7.063235955056182,76.12642696629216,64.89887640449439,9.591910112359553,34.65393258426967,9.120678840339163,3.002845393258427,729,30,135,11,10,237,114,178,0.076,0.7609999999999999,0.163,0.9497,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,3,14,0,1,8,0,13,1,0,1,5,20,26,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,1,4,2,17,11,33,21,5,29,0,1,2,0,11,11,0,1,16,93,21,1,0.24942955873635256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544309798671177,0.0,0.09540646485729247,0.0,0.0,0.08720347349728334,0.0,0.1026296370321299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717364057589268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061230915647821,0.14051084889104568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418319511115594,0.0,0.1104602772125242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281165799438245,0.10507758052201653,0.0,0.0,0.1219949851119861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661894478758166,0.0,0.10608232761999617,0.0,0.0,0.09635432917146666,0.0,0.13031664961435852,0.11963778050378468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359368773576646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275293115887797,0.08808973692194645,0.060929341612457125,0.0,0.0,0.11036865519560128,0.1047290044494576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324808365439057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885631788130231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646152495871769,0.0,0.13030040025205372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938153227951946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316535426032504,0.0,0.0,0.1271310118633495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286035839899075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245745610700184,0.11754220361571803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900621419420044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540194460936063,0.2713077344043014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735570990273216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003867332962603,0.0,0.0,0.11561184993820725,0.11253569023674964,0.0,0.0,0.12022059685364173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606244579568954
lonely,ImPavlovinIt,2018/12/15,When you watch Dumplin’ to feel better about yourself But then you realize even Willowdean has an amazing friend and you have nothing 😭,4.353749999999998,7.6950968750000035,2.7716666666666683,89.44000000000004,80.25,4.866666666666667,33.0,6.42735559955562,2.05885,111,6,18,1,3,31,22,24,0.0,0.669,0.331,0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,3,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5113267964731847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381862700255342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292330071112818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466773469799907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5547506309868072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,revyx12,2018/12/15,30male nyc Please someone talk to me,2.255714285714287,5.171803142857144,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,89.0,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.1874571428571428,30,1,5,0,1,9,7,7,0.0,0.723,0.27699999999999997,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6848741828288453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5286433708879886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5014813457255474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,itsrainingpugs,2019/01/19,Anyone else feeling alone? If you have personal shit I’d love to compare and vent. I’ll be calling on my real number so please don’t be rude/troll :/ pm and we can set it up. US only ,-1.6116666666666684,0.34058249999999995,1.4650000000000034,96.43333333333334,99.0,3.6666666666666674,16.666666666666668,5.46131890053228,-0.5955833333333334,140,4,32,1,6,49,37,40,0.16699999999999998,0.625,0.20800000000000002,0.2479,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,6,7,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,1,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301963253048648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038621709854106,0.2987327511569013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29771045140226865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435569534534485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474190665890556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631399461046909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22174086339213656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545747500231632,0.0,0.32004005117157075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318536408882252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992772173863075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507050007307801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jay1313,2019/01/19,"I have lost everything and have never felt more hopeless and alone. Recent, my husband has a very serious mental health break, and have developed paranoia and PTSD symptoms.  I have tried to be there for him as much as I can, which has not been the easiest. It is so incredibly difficult to to spend your entire day at work, and then come home and have to take care of everything else, as well as a fully grown adult with a minimal grip on reality. I thought I was doing fairly well... Until his delusions entered the realm of infidelity. He now believes that I have not only been cheating on him (which I haven't), but that I'm on birth control (I'm not), have had multiple abortions (I haven't), have been screwing my boss for promotions (I haven't), that I'm trying to steal his money and/or identity, and so on. None of these things are true, and any attempt to convince him has resulted in accusations of lying, gaslighting, and being manipulative. He has taken off his ring, claiming that there is no way he will ever be able to trust me again. He has a doctor's appointment on Wednesday, which I had previously booked off work to take him to on his request, and he plans on asking the doctor for a reality check. But even if the doctor is able to help him (which I doubt), I have never felt more broken in my life. I don't want my marriage to end, but I don't see any other way for this to go. I have no friends or family anywhere near me, as I moved for work. My friends and family that I do have back home only ever talk to me when I initiate conversation, and I am too ashamed, embarrassed, and hopeless to talk to them about this when I don't even feel like they care. My heart is destroyed, I feel like an absolute shell of a person, and I don't think I will ever be okay again. I feel so lost, confused, and broken, and there is nothing I can do.",7.880014347202297,5.8774637127371285,8.160930974015624,75.2132855093257,63.634146341463406,11.392380041447474,35.25601785429619,10.056822442137396,3.217285860035072,1446,50,294,25,17,478,178,369,0.131,0.7440000000000001,0.125,0.1422,0,1,0,0,0,2,56.0,0,1,2,9,21,26,3,4,11,1,47,8,1,4,6,46,69,33,0,2,8,1,6,2,2,2,6,1,2,2,15,18,0,1,7,1,3,5,15,14,2,0,12,8,46,12,46,51,4,39,0,4,1,1,29,13,1,4,20,218,61,9,0.20015205381926213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364858252781013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611026010347774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355757588990278,0.0,0.0,0.07695228736902386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275141218991372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040683583038609,0.0,0.0,0.08620663584563443,0.0,0.0,0.11224377381644234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454075827357153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072961623790797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360067900770284,0.0,0.08863765570343188,0.0,0.0,0.1321985438686455,0.2715734874012873,0.0,0.0,0.1798837600938201,0.0,0.1886855432641813,0.0,0.15180433846101274,0.1429886672407522,0.19217735969997704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546369802821254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687551234568849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637613683894248,0.0,0.11859057373519576,0.06707885132541525,0.0,0.2007688293816768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068665740599904,0.09778418342534134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848961040533826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085309699217428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106364978833714,0.07356739467381747,0.0,0.15436960288813853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602564688516244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222465612651898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738252658518511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698352003262875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881300331141583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797476365600934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401731038543352,0.15048943524164665,0.1608746392348745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648606544819957,0.06412467715083373,0.0,0.07944918676556495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589010621740905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257320300984795,0.059027433551750164,0.15887138401048226,0.0,0.0,0.17996073367885454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185696184698181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JollyDove,2019/01/19,"I can't get used to a new environment I'll attempt to make this as short as possible.

I recently moved to another country and I'm struggling with loneliness.It just feels like nobody wants anything to do with me.

I chose to keep talking my old friends through Discord but we're getting more and more distant and at this point we barely speak anymore.  


The people here are just so different from what i'm used to and i'm having a difficult time adpating which has left me alone and always at home while everyone else is out there living their life.

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To be fully honest it's been a while since i've had an actual close friend,someone who really cares about me and doesn't treat me like a second option.

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I can't completely blame this on the move,however.I was always antisocial and could never get attached to people.

At this point i'm desperate for someone who understands me.

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I know that this definitely isn't as bad as what others have to endure and i'm thankful for that but I need to deal with this constant loneliness.

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What do I do?

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lonely,memesftwmbot,2019/01/19,"At a party and still feel 100% dead I’m straight up sitting at a party just feeling dead. I’m friends with everyone there, I could go talk to any of them, join in with anything and I for real just feel dead. Like what’s the point. It’s not forced loneliness, I literally just see no point...
Have a great day yall!!",0.6256493506493506,2.7096934696969694,2.211385281385283,96.00136363636366,84.0,5.58961038961039,21.549783549783545,6.868970318607317,0.3290329004329009,243,8,57,3,7,79,48,66,0.184,0.499,0.317,0.7903,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,9,2,3,1,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,9,8,0,11,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,3,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815609862408596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215588083020388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917055190263625,0.0,0.0,0.16895610496252236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25033412150645395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973964736216575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240591039300534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888986883208516,0.0,0.0,0.2888350339764477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799070851056074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953135465506146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981917913759629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876497911673228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921840601465552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057044540105352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,K1lo_n_stuff,2019/01/19,"K1lo- I'm looking for my surviving together friends help me.. Hey guys/gals, someone seems to have deleted the server in a rage. Now we cant seem to contact each other cuz we didn't friend eachother (lesson learned). we all met through this sub and other subs like this. I'm really desperate I finally found some cool ppl.

If you are from the chat plz contact me on reddit. Me and blue will try to get something going.

can you guys help me find my friends by getting this to the top? Any help would truly be appreciated! ",1.7523529411764684,4.353034725490197,2.8799019607843164,89.55455882352943,84.09803921568627,5.752941176470588,25.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.2493372549019617,410,17,81,6,12,131,78,102,0.07400000000000001,0.6679999999999999,0.258,0.9588,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,3,2,0,3,1,6,1,0,4,1,8,0,0,1,1,17,18,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,3,12,5,10,12,3,6,0,0,2,0,17,3,0,4,3,47,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350305147018072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311656639756689,0.19287143444627072,0.0,0.0,0.23137610994129865,0.4891081360894152,0.0,0.220501884874213,0.0,0.11992938033225745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089462020625282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243333241884993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309530447145043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772063888263194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351869023838628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842152964964914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178799321376024,0.16245601337123558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143270939986301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990486765261932,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kimsockjin1992,2019/01/19,"I’m surrounded by people so why do I feel so alone I’m living for the people around me. I’m living to please my parents, I’m hanging out with my “friends” to make them happy, I’m not happy anymore and I don’t think I have been for a long long time.

I’m so tired....

Idk I really need someone to talk to. 

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lonely,Username_taken9182,2019/01/19,"Homesick without a “home” I recently had to “breakup” with my best friend. Lots of drama on his end, which I don’t want to go into. Long story short, he gave me the best and worst year of my life all in one. He was my soulmate. He was “home”. 

Now, that he’s gone, I am back to that “I want to go home” feeling I constantly had before I met him. I don’t have family. I don’t have a town I consider home. I don’t have a house I grew up in. The condo I live in is beautiful, but its not “home”. 

Is this just me? ",-1.0911356932153389,0.5699638318584057,1.8665707964601768,98.4523045722714,87.6725663716814,5.5365781710914455,17.381268436578168,6.816661863887847,-0.2761970501474931,375,9,99,5,12,132,68,113,0.038,0.809,0.153,0.8338,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,5,0,14,1,0,0,1,12,22,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,7,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,4,6,2,0,1,7,1,19,3,14,15,5,19,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,1,7,69,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572994469023515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806965446838306,0.0,0.31589385296266403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264368763298445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330378267819384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188381029594124,0.0,0.07610043528046634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162806837001132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710722350962863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7548497359292805,0.0,0.0,0.17366389805645158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063069498207905,0.0,0.0,0.13289969420143358,0.13319321296263056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795495269378787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198686724347243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860667302931194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754486198419112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508256470864234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692103069365172
lonely,ratpride,2019/01/19,"People who have learned to cope with loneliness, what do you usually do when you suddenly feel very lonely? I always used to spend time with my pets, but one of them died last night and I can't really look at the rest of them without crying. Let's hear your coping mechanisms!",6.7588888888888885,6.510406740740741,6.726296296296297,78.89833333333333,64.92592592592592,10.903703703703703,29.11111111111111,10.504223727775694,2.7634888888888884,220,6,43,5,3,70,47,54,0.154,0.789,0.057,-0.6866,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,9,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,8,0,8,8,1,7,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,0,6,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302721115592607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30398888192416035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872152502243963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992943388692913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119091572992315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255822522988703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829881800141597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323941844790321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25970429466400274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187528028515017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185855615854414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728847215850604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137090492284384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390168545590924,0.3047930070011209,0.2283417259718036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667701054760601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,godmorgen8,2019/01/19,"B O R E D Hey, if you want to chat or voice chat add me on discord :/

My discord is namster#7033",-3.4795454545454514,-2.2044266818181804,-0.035909090909092,105.11613636363636,111.27272727272728,2.2,19.13636363636364,3.1291,-1.0108545454545452,71,3,19,0,4,25,20,22,0.33799999999999997,0.606,0.055999999999999994,-0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EmilyVerd,2019/01/19,"Ive never fitted in I have friends and all but we're drifting apart. Ever since I was young Ive had a strong need to be special and oh so unique. My friends do not have these feelings though. When they even just try to make me assimilate I get such bad anxeity. Today they asked if they could do my makeup and I had a panic attack because of it. They then didn't understand that I was mad at them. 

My friends are starting to get real annoyed with me and my bad habits and way of thinking. They won't be my friends sooner or later and I'll be alone. I want to rush this period of awkwardly having my friends be annoyed with me but maybe I can get better.

I don't like the things they do. They're just typical girls and I wish I was like that. They like horror movies and makeup and talking about their crushes. I just can't relate with them and I don't feel like I fit in anywhere.
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lonely,kewlnamebroh,2019/01/19,"It a'int easy being creepy How many lonely people here have tried to talk with and meet dudes or dudettes via social media?

I assume chicks get shamelessly creepy DM's all the time, thus, totally ruin it for lonely guys.  
It's uncanny how many old acquaintances—former gal pals and their friends whom (<- throwing my grammar dice on usage) I never knew—I'll witness over the social media spread who have obviously  become lonesome people as well.  
Point being, when I've reached out with polite, friendly, respectable messages, they're ignored or I'll even be called something along the lines of creepy.

Yet, I'm sure if I met these chicks out in public somewhere, it'd be A'okay; maybe make a friend or attain their number. 

I know the social media titan sites aren't meant for meeting people, but it seems feasible having grown up with social media being the greater social networking tool behind the scenes, keeping everyone in touch and talking.",8.320411764705883,8.987271982352944,7.0047058823529404,75.12117647058824,61.529411764705884,8.682352941176473,31.70588235294117,8.238735603445708,2.496341176470588,767,25,119,8,10,230,125,170,0.066,0.8220000000000001,0.11199999999999999,0.7007,0,4,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,1,7,10,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,4,5,29,18,12,0,1,5,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,8,9,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,2,1,7,6,17,10,3,16,0,3,0,0,24,9,0,6,5,67,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720090165154598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360971219932114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803234369041242,0.0,0.0,0.1273578774869766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089229744232978,0.0,0.06963500820688925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197139338489222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118468295556409,0.0,0.0,0.07324900026547303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896761857577054,0.2702566349883135,0.13390096054241307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279627550439474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985837260359196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772055152383425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599577236938253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133608445119673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6793275518248946,0.0,0.10260797390297027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561790588782187,0.0,0.0,0.21425608963238407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771854734944954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049059229081943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983766760499967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SorryTrain,2019/01/19,"kind of freaking out it's this cycle of desperately needing someone to be close to, but hating myself too much to act on it; isolating and hating myself even more. 

there's this physical ache in my chest and i can't push myself to do anything about it. i'm really scared that this is gonna get worse than it's already been before

i tried to off myself about 4 months ago because i was so fucking miserable and unmotivated and hopeless, and i feel myself slipping into the same state i was in before i tried to like, not live??? and i'm really scared. i don't mean to use cliches, but as soon as i start feeling like a living, breathing dead person, i don't know if i won't try again?

i'm so embarrassed about it too. i've told two people, and i haven't spoken to either of them much ever since.

is it worth checking myself into a psychiatric clinic??? i cant afford therapy. im not sure what im supposed to do.",4.341418439716311,4.704121297872341,5.960425531914892,80.23333333333333,70.06382978723404,8.394326241134753,27.368794326241137,8.344100000000001,1.8042007092198584,716,22,143,10,12,246,111,188,0.26899999999999996,0.679,0.052000000000000005,-0.9938,1,0,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,1,0,13,13,3,4,3,0,14,4,2,1,2,26,30,14,1,2,6,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,11,0,0,4,0,2,2,8,9,0,1,4,2,20,4,25,23,5,17,0,2,0,1,3,8,1,1,8,100,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290009157288043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059267673475922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975633134574334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871191591177235,0.0,0.24766553764363355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611921906833502,0.131637514124779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716565994409053,0.10396452660219414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453737779930913,0.07603185747504136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873555920186512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143882915000848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154398891919885,0.07997784005176184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219429462729288,0.0,0.2570060359239767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852157900480235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615827273923687,0.0,0.2139581970574629,0.1079064355894014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089010670838544,0.12706857382531433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864566609107336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913958532342661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203814483367279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330456519454268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030047682673417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371574867687187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642282126972746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905729659202629,0.0,0.29640986594471225,0.0,0.14215874502957554,0.0,0.0,0.12568861376003626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830445816488744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Haunter1575,2019/01/19,"Can you be my friend? I like art and discord and if pushed I do game... I like watching a lot of shows and movies and I am a good listener and unfortunately advice giver when its not wanted...
Like everyone out there I have my good and bad...

So.. dm me... If you feel like we have something in common...",-0.5909471766848817,1.6182256065573808,1.7549726775956316,94.552276867031,96.21311475409836,4.67832422586521,16.61384335154827,6.42735559955562,-0.24831293260473605,226,6,51,3,9,76,43,61,0.10300000000000001,0.628,0.27,0.8931,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,0,0,4,9,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,14,9,10,0,3,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,11,8,3,8,1,5,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,3,6,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27948996869317483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388100833391822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27329902313736754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446174781467463,0.20432874978635088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22097402165853666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797906301107752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5589287692160491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431592211892593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22018786420693826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686987078551997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hatefullllllllllllll,2019/01/19,"I keep looking up my old classmates on social media ... One is the high schools I used to go to was a very cliquey, suburban school and recently I’ve been looking up all the ‘popular’ kids from my school on social media even though I know it’s not good for me. 
And then I reminisce and get this nostalgic feeling through their posts that I missed out big time on the whole high school experience, and now I’ll never be able to go back. My high school experience was terrible, nothing like the ‘greatest four years of life’ that I’ve heard about. I don’t talk to a single person from my middle/high school years (from any of my schools — I went to a couple different ones). I’d do anything to be able to redo it. 

Now I’m about to finish college and I’m worrying that I might’ve just wasted those four years as well. I’ve tried to join various clubs and activities but no fruitful friendships/relationships ever came of them...I’ve been so lost and depressed lately...idk what to do

Anyway thanks for coming to my ted talk sorry for the long rant",3.8475,5.420558834951457,4.55358009708738,85.34745752427186,72.3009708737864,7.674271844660194,26.46723300970873,8.278499904357787,1.6425543689320388,824,28,165,13,16,264,124,206,0.133,0.826,0.040999999999999995,-0.9489,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,12,9,0,0,8,0,10,2,0,1,3,20,28,12,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,8,10,1,1,2,1,0,5,4,4,1,4,8,5,16,5,30,18,5,30,0,3,2,0,8,10,0,0,15,103,24,8,0.18091038822785507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061512633838246324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443691747372881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955446080769523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345664452766493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791914027889013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008695180177184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790892614503145,0.0,0.0,0.09450642544238437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974480260899565,0.08182190173364287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696507366866648,0.0,0.0,0.045736864018482135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0472591055240699,0.0,0.10281554271142278,0.0758695252051458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822835156645609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040073269357544,0.0,0.0,0.04971180907732178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389117868056568,0.044191838775725405,0.0,0.0,0.08005000033186715,0.15191916266583852,0.0,0.09874252971162507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595866643908246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976462208649424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679419834238952,0.0,0.09491751002111504,0.0,0.12258956106084193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898198648079695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663107183602738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931359159157526,0.09711502656696766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6408183993094126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844153582158955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125718413472412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540891729383984,0.0,0.0832789897015023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887176895082816,0.0,0.05274515110923308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141313916847261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812424499571764,0.0,0.07463500837827253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133008274052,0.08385287117542146,0.0,0.10098999388698784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186164042230408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747505379580077
lonely,BobdaPirate,2019/01/19,"Stuck in Life I moved to a (small) city 3 years ago, and have since grew increasingly lonely. I've been with my boyfriend for almost 4 years, have been through a few jobs, and adopted 2 dogs in this time. I've had terrible managers in 3 of the 4 jobs I've had, so I decided to try and start a business a year ago, but found myself even more lonely and more unhappy (currently looking for a job again). Outside of business interactions, I haven't made any personal friends. Every time I feel that I'm getting close to making a friend they start avoiding me, ditching on plans, and altogether ignoring me until I give up, which makes me feel like I'm being annoying and in turn makes me reach out less. I do not have family in the city, and do not have a close relationship with my family as is. So for 3 years the most interacting I've done personally has been with my boyfriend and my 2 dogs.

 I sit at home almost daily doing chores, or work on the computer, and hardly leave the house. My bf works 8-5 and comes home exhausted and falls asleep almost instantly, so even when he comes home, I'm still alone in a sense. I've noticed myself becoming more angry, more depressed, and not being able to handle my emotions as well as I used to, along with (basically) breakdowns every once in awhile. I'm cold a lot, so I take a lot of showers and baths to warm up and not feel so lonely, I'm always wearing sweaters and under blankets as well. 

I've been seeing a therapist who has helped a little bit, but its hard to fight this feeling when I don't always feel like I have support like friends and family. 

I've become increasingly conservative with interactions and decisions, and have a hard time busting out of the shell I've receded into. I'm not entirely sure how to break this bad cycle of sadness and loneliness. I question myself a lot, I'm self conscious most of the time, and just feel completely stuck in life. ",10.039133510167993,6.619369376657829,9.767968169761273,69.79628470380196,60.80371352785146,13.23635720601238,39.72219274977896,11.20814326018867,4.1831554022988495,1513,55,297,30,15,497,183,377,0.17,0.735,0.095,-0.9846,5,9,0,0,1,0,45.0,0,0,1,3,15,23,2,1,21,0,23,5,2,6,1,71,55,36,0,0,9,0,10,3,4,0,3,0,6,3,7,33,0,3,11,1,0,7,7,12,2,0,11,13,26,11,46,42,14,48,0,5,2,0,18,21,0,10,21,177,33,7,0.08269297693824705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660466929406932,0.0,0.24841521428365185,0.08564498521103206,0.0,0.0,0.1376143624177752,0.0,0.0,0.05623405998101482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904518165548204,0.0,0.182655792342106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027931352331152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246535499144328,0.08670201302002753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122333986570609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462362579619045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093018468885119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923586274334482,0.0,0.13934479917864726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23386673751269746,0.0,0.2508723227155672,0.1181517584950435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066858099053413,0.1916651665610737,0.0,0.04320366742347608,0.07932663854486999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22222999434208252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542735934856383,0.0,0.2488433947268359,0.0,0.0,0.09541659281512783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461800596266417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755992265431631,0.0,0.0,0.11681699026669715,0.1211988346452664,0.0828800871166451,0.0,0.0,0.06944127386969863,0.0,0.0,0.2109078355921749,0.0,0.0782460942115049,0.16559461268330786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878895477103216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414650232955507,0.0,0.08806532163242156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440863569133294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263505934766242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878131024897111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589559632396702,0.0,0.08626680961473703,0.0,0.0,0.0684044850489631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706102939061552,0.0,0.06603871820175704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383901027341086,0.07793715213311406,0.0,0.062174827389603775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601291978594552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928757594079872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614310323150285,0.08994621302271973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142018159412843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870183458955225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204029441592917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213006263809938
lonely,reaIIyin,2019/01/19,"Wish I was more than a second option [venting kinda] 

I don’t have anyone that I would consider or considers me as a best friend. In the past whenever I’ve opened up to people, I always end up being their second option, if even considered for anything. Just wish I had someone to hang with irl that sees me the same way i see them. Always get so jealous whenever I see people thrive in their friendships either in real life, online, or even in movies.",6.370568181818182,6.237954011363641,6.962636363636364,76.49145454545456,65.70454545454545,9.312727272727274,28.963636363636365,8.841846274778883,2.262833636363636,355,10,64,5,5,117,62,88,0.043,0.787,0.171,0.8894,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,1,4,3,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,15,12,5,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,3,12,2,12,8,4,11,0,0,3,0,4,7,0,6,2,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32686195862930106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733622466438733,0.0,0.1616307966116535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061228578638236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396322462111935,0.0,0.0,0.2594572791788721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174785209549166,0.0,0.10261745290172036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387319955886402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874980074572012,0.2723354687683606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356048677604745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695461280584086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664197197282955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559031432135087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517294879800024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952584309976812,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,darcyryan,2019/01/19,"Never had a best friend I should preface this by saying I’ve had friends, team mates, co workers, neighbours that I get along with, have gone out to social gatherings or just generally been social with. I just have never had that one friend that I could tell anything to and vice versa. I have a great wife and family, my brother has his own family and we’ve drifted apart. I’m getting the sense that I’m missing a best friend, and feel like I don’t think I’ll ever have one. I’m 38 and entrenched in my career and am busy with the kids all the time. ",4.7311630847029065,4.949146212389382,5.220758533501896,86.3845132743363,69.17699115044248,7.87307206068268,26.762326169405817,7.447530270364453,1.2240857142857142,434,12,92,4,7,139,71,113,0.147,0.768,0.085,-0.7286,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,3,9,0,0,6,0,13,0,0,0,4,23,22,7,0,2,3,2,1,1,6,1,0,1,0,1,5,11,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,2,5,2,9,8,9,15,4,9,0,1,0,0,16,3,0,1,5,60,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223089332355013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627654979491828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799702672470293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634180688789326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258724448748162,0.0,0.08739205286761563,0.12347545492103668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5341366377183491,0.0,0.18060137427729164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055443292625354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443988440144719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26660654037007875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23423891495747626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374476626984012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523730163985709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106797286835946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107475695193723,0.0,0.0,0.100783189516137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,elderforest,2019/01/19,"How can you have so much and yet still be so lonely? I’m 18 I’ve been in a relationship for over 2 years, and have a great family. All that aside I’m terribly lonely I have no friends, and every time I get social with people they’ll never answer unless I reach out. I’m just so sick of always chasing people for friendships, and the past year I’ve had 0 friends. Everyone I talk to tells me I just have to be more outgoing, but that’s not working even at my 2 jobs, and the high school I attend. ",2.3909433962264157,3.4331969150943418,4.16051886792453,88.83341981132078,75.13207547169809,7.186792452830187,21.740566037735853,7.645422480735847,0.6704943396226413,387,9,87,5,8,131,73,106,0.11900000000000001,0.778,0.10300000000000001,-0.1537,1,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,9,6,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,2,16,14,11,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,10,3,11,9,3,13,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,0,7,57,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995793442421906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284744614564082,0.0,0.1822208219576648,0.20665981141571466,0.0,0.0,0.20388460561768584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341867023123023,0.0,0.11299464114765145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384436979370601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22850616928826106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461933792611745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898684117406114,0.0,0.16680443588696292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645874039396406,0.2998753885923283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23219816488888384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188816140533422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220464892348709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271731105410018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383346814422512,0.18903368206882729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611155788445774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745060870697325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27854772264457683
lonely,pageraina,2019/01/19,"I think that I’m finally, truly alone. My best friend, we’ll call him Pat, is not my friend anymore. 

This may seem like, “oh whatever, you’ll find other friends and it’ll be ok”, but seriously NOBODY understands the level on which our friendship was. 

We were perfect. I feel like even trying to explain our relationship isn’t doing it justice...there are no words to describe how much he meant to me. 

He not going to college this semester, and being a senior in high school in his home town, I was sorta glad that I’d get to see him more often. It was really enjoyable for about a month. And then, 2 weeks ago, he stopped talking to me. 

I don’t know why. Or what happened. I don’t remember doing anything to him...I’ve tried soooo many times to talk to him, and it doesn’t work. He doesn’t answer. He ignores me. 

I talked to his mom, because she and I are just as close, and she said that he’s trying to find himself, and he’s shutting out a lot of people. Which is true. But he is also not friends like we were with everyone he meets. She also said that it might just be because our relationship was too complicated for him to handle at the moment. Which I guess I also understand. But then she said that we may never be friends again. And that’s where I panic. 

I can’t live without him in my life. I don’t want to live without him. He’s the brightest parts of my days and he’s the only person I was able to confide in completely. We know everything about each other, and now he’s gone...perhaps for good. 

I feel more lonely than I ever have in my entire life. I don’t like being left alone, with no real explanation (from him) and without any control of the situation. It’s so frustrating. I cry myself to sleep now- no joke, every night for the past 6 nights I’ve fallen asleep and woken up crying. 

If anyone has advice on maybe how to talk to him or something, pls lmk. 

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lonely,madscientist21,2019/01/19,"Alone again I have met this person last year, after the first semestre, 3months ago, she didn't even answers me when I messages. But I said il t's ""okey"" but, now, she only responsable me when she needs help. And the last thing people will always remrmber is ""that's so raven !""",4.072777777777777,5.418063500000002,4.097222222222225,89.73250000000004,71.4074074074074,6.881481481481483,24.61111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.8149777777777779,215,6,45,2,4,66,44,54,0.028999999999999998,0.898,0.073,0.5175,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,8,0,1,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,10,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678837469482474,0.0,0.0,0.3129900248898365,0.0,0.0,0.25145618632665884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996015021466676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570527783224401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025595607184512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926697591119637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240788766669517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22983815961545986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209508743890382,0.2638710390804969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28746320659443136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007695114776496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460811291895655
lonely,chero-cola,2019/01/19,My dog died and I just learned about it My English Bulldog Lily died a couple months ago and my shithead father just decided to tell me on my birthday. I don’t have my mother to fall back on  and my dad won’t care to talk about it. I’ve started cutting with the new knife he bought me. This is a confession and a silent fuck you to my dad in a very indirect way. Hoping someone could relate.,2.060923344947735,3.687041085365856,3.3688153310104525,91.77426829268295,77.17073170731706,6.149128919860628,25.12891986062717,6.868970318607317,0.8596041811846691,307,11,67,3,7,100,57,82,0.184,0.745,0.071,-0.8761,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,2,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,13,10,4,2,2,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,12,2,10,7,0,10,1,0,0,1,9,3,1,2,5,42,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222043454273198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926106394501878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553903095561439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999951465464972,0.2771614007685123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519936232315272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315731165677808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487921742106737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993799249960933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419239127253461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122385831819148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729745888605286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013336327856872,0.21893849519354452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667972294192166,0.0,0.19882657105338425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,uxaj123,2019/02/15,"I have a few friends but i still feel so alone Sorry for any English mistakes, not my native language.

Im introvert and i accepted that easily because i had always some friends around me and I didnt feel alone so often.

But now that i feel i need to talk about something so personal and private i dont see anyone who can i trust that much. I always feel like some of my friends dont really like me and arent even my real friends and even if they are, what if the things i said were to much for them and they would just reject me. I just fear so much to tell im feeling bisexual to my friends but telling that to internet strangers isnt a problem. I have one friend that is okay with gay people but he thinks that trans are fucked up, what if he would think about me the same? I dont want to lose him.

I just want to be hugged, like really being tight in somebody hands. I dont even remember how hugs feel like.

I just want to be feel cared about, I have friends and I like them but we never talk serious, we are just joking around and talking about not important stuff. Every time i try to go into serious talk they always joke around or just ignore me and being ignored feels so fucking bad. Last time i got with a guy on discord and finally i thought to myself that i find a new friend but he just ghosted me after 3 days. I feel even if i have friends, nobody really cares about me.  
I feel like i have no one to trust.

Why everything is so fucking hard to me even if it seems so simple and trival?",2.0476062004496534,3.719861702875402,3.2569897053603114,92.35925334279968,77.33865814696486,6.5539699443852815,23.094190036682054,7.3871296695380915,0.7451664655070407,1175,36,262,15,27,380,145,313,0.138,0.589,0.273,0.9947,1,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,5,1,31,38,3,1,6,1,26,7,1,1,1,75,53,31,1,13,21,0,13,6,9,2,0,1,0,2,13,19,0,3,17,2,0,1,11,13,0,2,6,15,48,25,30,41,7,18,0,2,1,6,30,7,3,10,16,182,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418181930490604,0.0,0.0,0.1709051046678226,0.0,0.0,0.04655855071180938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787232292061666,0.0,0.0,0.1828451078419384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716541883332179,0.04173563117249952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960926974267435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04415426382660967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209619007124149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226102448267176,0.0,0.05768471902238832,0.0,0.0615319312459758,0.0,0.0,0.07704216427940425,0.34617963334218665,0.14673423832739774,0.0,0.0750000657043639,0.06257577361267526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.476063032619405,0.1898843798277858,0.0,0.0,0.03891023973936581,0.0,0.05475771836266487,0.0,0.0,0.06779111834280173,0.0,0.0,0.0613311959854586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479079066677962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055808116434195164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069125689836076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765948271793047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098896760843572,0.05076593319636218,0.05280443207562156,0.06612392781772941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278731764922228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047465013456850856,0.05978100096567844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551176274634532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779281638284937,0.13158130476799068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755750345488897,0.0,0.06512589744938356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054557744259797855,0.062327968579476235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052707705233395415,0.0,0.07664096703887742,0.0,0.0,0.05467624090057579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837604985307073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011830829995052,0.11968286300937865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04548510666933308,0.0877392205623803,0.0,0.05435356582559432,0.07984498921567516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04648324378152258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114730026896328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617790173607706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727114944314376,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawaygirl2001,2019/02/15,"I’m gross, I’m ugly, I’m ostracized from society for a reason Everyone is making friends except me.

It’s easy for them. It’s casual, no big deal. I walk into a room and the conversations continue around me.  I speak up, I laugh along, I try to actively contribute. But no one has any interest in what I say.

Everyone else leaves but not before sharing numbers and social media.  People wave politely goodbye at me and continue their discussions. They are not interested in staying in touch with me.

I used to think maybe it’s because I’m an introvert but actually it’s just because there’s something wrong with me

I’m
Still trying to figure it out



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lonely,Pinkeyman,2019/02/15,"I just couldn't Just had this studie fair at school, where we could meet students from various fields. I was really stoked to ask tons of questions, but I just couldn't. I just stood there awkwardly. This really scares me, what if this also happens next year and I don't make any friends at uni. I don't know why but I just can't communicate with people I don't know well. I'm super extraverted and energetic with my friends but I just shut down when talking to strangers. I really don't know what to do.",1.7231283422459889,4.124295715686273,2.7185204991087346,92.08788770053478,82.0392156862745,6.846345811051696,21.037433155080205,8.00094639256281,0.9298117647058826,401,12,87,8,11,127,60,102,0.15,0.743,0.106,-0.5458,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,11,6,0,2,0,0,11,0,0,1,0,23,19,8,0,4,10,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,3,0,13,4,10,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,3,58,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785579221702594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124183104256214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079170089710353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757089156228872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436563860355689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667045233815114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666810162476415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845589097581754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365283708992428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418640477254222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491425303313845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274316352169575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22266444372827973,0.22508395437263554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875930137593168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996722404806724,0.0,0.20068433322782156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432203960243415
lonely,niiii01,2019/02/15,"No one cares I have a lot of friends that I talk to and hang out with but everytime I look around I feel like they always have someone else to hang out with. It's like no one wants to actively be there for me yet everytime I'm always trying to make sure my friends are okay. I just let them walk all over me. Recently my friend stopped talking to me bc she's going through smthing and can't tell me bc I broke her trust before. It's my fault for breaking her trust but we fixed things and it actually felt like how it did before I fucked up, but now suddenly she's just dropping me for no reason and this has happened before with other friends and everytime I try so hard to make things right but in the end I don't think anyone cares about me. I'm tired of trying, all I ever wanted was at least one person who cared. ",1.3460909712722289,3.392683424418607,2.4884404924760624,95.24233242134063,81.03488372093022,5.674965800273597,20.582763337893297,6.794906146795322,0.18579849521203864,647,18,146,7,17,206,103,172,0.139,0.616,0.245,0.9726,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,2,0,10,17,1,0,2,1,10,2,0,4,4,33,26,11,0,2,6,0,3,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,10,12,0,1,4,0,0,4,5,3,0,3,3,4,26,14,23,21,4,21,0,1,1,1,16,8,1,1,10,98,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.1201857218592443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495682613347613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611585403944147,0.0,0.0,0.10963789832420548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143985083469788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767073779451652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028838011118268,0.0,0.10908259416852607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114046480510238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062273048303416435,0.08798503658258126,0.1182522527822213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806103135218264,0.11385879871016455,0.0,0.0,0.06999427480448944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890937221977816,0.0,0.11032655194748377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593874007635647,0.0,0.1805082554141981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342280300504857,0.0,0.0,0.10470564222655508,0.0,0.0,0.16441959324631833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503678101219907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753796012841901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662828414405902,0.12160496183311248,0.0,0.0,0.10517737889700177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435248477543832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029666989340164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607619334522062,0.0,0.0,0.1979815784205855,0.10764666651990988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364314777037176,0.07891551370938757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155351084294535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25085126389670986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528510547432952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kertivian,2019/02/15,"Alone in the company of friends You know what's worse than being alone? Feeling alone when surrounded by friends. It just makes you feel more alone since it's not the loneliness created by the lack of people but the loneliness that is associated with people not wanting to spend time with you even though you are physically there. It makes you feel not wanted, alienated by the people that you hold close. Not being able to talk with them naturally since you have the feeling that you are not accepted. This sucks since I'm usually the one that brings them all together. I'm usually the foundation that creates the initial bonds from which the friend group expands and branches out but after some time it feels like I'm no longer needed. Like I was just a temporary piece that can get replaced once I'm fully used. I can see the friendship bloom and blossom while it feels like I'm sitting in the sidelines, not being allowed to part of it. They all find people within the group that they'd rather spend their time with instead of me making me feel like an outcast. This is not the first time this has happened. I've seen many friendships that I've built leave me behind and flourish. I'm getting used to this but I always have a hope that for once this won't happen but it all just falls apart no matter how strong we start or how  much effort I put into it.",6.363008555133077,6.835244148288979,5.851043250950571,82.39048122623575,65.69201520912547,8.856368821292776,30.12571292775665,8.660442795831766,2.141296768060837,1093,36,210,15,16,335,140,263,0.07,0.747,0.183,0.9877,1,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,8,5,3,11,11,1,0,17,0,15,0,0,8,3,56,47,13,0,6,16,0,7,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,24,11,0,1,10,0,2,3,10,1,0,2,2,9,21,10,25,40,9,23,0,0,2,0,20,8,1,3,15,141,45,0,0.10030101230330632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155263981744524,0.0,0.0,0.08345847718292049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624787266495746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550064387013747,0.2149651896917157,0.0,0.0,0.09167330813917447,0.08531598982639647,0.0,0.0,0.23247693989434734,0.0,0.1048062783137213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739170786126754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962153677561347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512281326381392,0.0,0.0,0.10620428970631396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960080328462768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008551136877452,0.101689483609168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373278482531997,0.07437192971338949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21363460926420452,0.06796656174732156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861622206218499,0.0,0.2781443714235481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083022069031174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992692078989548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489101015780709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099357275475737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061815435457817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985452353319434,0.0,0.2339453074937293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325574137031188,0.22093478926361784,0.0,0.11832027153222074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221530049227814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HamimMostafa,2019/02/15,"What do i do? What do you do when you know that your life will never amount to anything? When you know that you started nowhere and will end up nowhere, when you know that life whatever you do you'll never be enough, you'll always fail to meet expectations. What do you do when you know that you'll never be loved unconditionally, when you know in your heart that there's no such thing as unconditional love. When you know that the only time people interact with you is when they need something from you and will leave you as soon as their needs are fulfilled. What do you do when the very people that gave birth to you tell you that they regret doing it, what do you do when you agree with them. What do you don't even matter to the people you hold so close to your heart, when you realize that you're very easily disposable for them. What do you do when you know you'll never know what romance is, when you know hate yourself so much that you can't really expect someone else to love you. What do you do when you know that people will dismiss you everywhere you go just because of how you look. What do you do when everyone else around you is ""happy"" but you know that the chances of you ever being happy are almost 0.  What do you do when you realize that your existence never made a difference in the grand scheme of things, when life and living and the alive all feels pointless? Do you end it or do you choose to keep suffering?",6.250144736842106,5.9750354947368445,5.930910087719301,84.26689144736844,65.98245614035089,9.230263157894738,26.93530701754386,8.660442795831766,1.5626885964912285,1136,26,239,15,16,352,118,285,0.061,0.852,0.087,0.8976,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,47,5,1,26,11,1,0,7,0,41,8,2,2,7,44,65,28,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,0,28,8,0,2,15,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,2,2,53,7,21,52,4,34,0,3,1,3,59,5,0,2,28,186,81,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946835271082676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867762801109482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778109985284083,0.08417431068777816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05764006529671095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879021835660827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797772799179097,0.0,0.16749595372612452,0.09770095544564096,0.0,0.062452918600898764,0.08553072979728166,0.0,0.09035169146295986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781002733075492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373798589550365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131186212461527,0.0,0.09335383480953598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240970961276882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404514192182545,0.0,0.0,0.5716166383109165,0.0,0.0,0.1001204656584116,0.0,0.0,0.20036172556633655,0.0,0.0,0.0834941086552557,0.0,0.07940268178622918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25601969215044484,0.08947056085620733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950906381857401,0.14022319165092126,0.3646345852797465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191360645821843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622111033763284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060574580085667865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801164433903612,0.07279332996632756,0.0,0.0,0.06692676522404213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264554584361335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256367494533427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513598647861386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603613701868113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thanapon13,2019/02/15,"Life is hard and it get harder when you have no one to share with. So if you guys have something you would like to share but no one to share with I'm all ears (eyes in this case) no matter how big or small you think it is. It better to let it out.

just let it out here or if you don't like to share it in the open you could PM me😉😉😉 
 
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lonely,Hollusta,2019/02/15,About your heart We are responsible for the health of our own heart.,4.996923076923078,6.799544076923077,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,69.76923076923077,8.276923076923078,20.69230769230769,8.841846274778883,0.7662923076923076,55,1,12,1,1,16,12,13,0.0,0.8390000000000001,0.161,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40922744378963,0.0,0.9124324080442372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,eternally_alonee,2019/02/15,"Effects and dynamics of loneliness Hello this is my first post, I'm a long time lurker and hopefully I'll be able to spark some interesting discussions on here.

Loneliness is a feeling we all share and know very well and it hurts, by frequenting this subreddit, we learn that other people in this world are feeling the same way and therefore we empathize with them and in turn makes us feel less lonely and more connected to a community that understands us.

In order to deal with this soul-crushing loneliness many develop coping mechanisms:

- resigning (not trying anymore, letting themselves go)
- apathy (getting cold, ""I hate people"")
- hatred (bitter, outragous generalizations)
- empathizing (reaching out to fellow loners / communities)

However these coping mechanisms seem to have long-term effects on socializing with other people. For example recently I've witnessed a female (neutral, well hearted, trying to help) being literally bullied on an incel subreddit (""get out roastie"") and attacked for everything she said and spewed in the worst way possible. On the flipside we have females which complain about loneliness yet their negative and self-loath makes it harder for them to connect with others.

Recently I was talking to a girl on this subreddit and I genuinely liked her, I dedicated vast amounts of my day towards communicating my feelings to her and she described me as ""nice, appreciative, caring, thoughtful, supportive, open, interesting, expressive, helpful, positive"", the best guy she ever met with nothing to improve upon, yet she still decided to cut contact one day before valentine's day. Every message was swamped with sorry's of how inferior she feels and how she was lacking but I communicated very well that she isn't inferior to me at all and even if she feels that way there's plenty of time to improve upon that. But nonetheless, she hated writing so she ended up cutting it.

Many people are feeling lonely, but not everyone is open to make a change towards it. Even when given the opportunity on a silver plate, some just can't. Personally to me there's something romantic about the idea of an honest and loyal guy saving a lonely girl out of her misery and making her eternally happy and in turn saving himself. I know it's a naive idea, I know we're long out of that age, maybe it's not even meant to be but I can't help but clinge to it and I refuse to give up on it and remain dedicated to self-improvement.

But I'm not going to lie, it's so rough to fall over and over when you think it's almost reachable. But as they say, sometimes the only way to save yourself, is to help someone else. This turned out way longer than I wanted, sorry about that, thanks for reading anyway.",6.7865285662519685,8.417816342915813,7.151001932600554,69.30524187703831,65.24229979466119,10.00045899263196,34.857410315255464,10.194018383442646,3.979729846599831,2177,100,338,52,34,708,254,487,0.139,0.7290000000000001,0.131,-0.3459,1,6,1,0,0,0,73.0,6,1,4,5,24,37,7,0,18,0,18,1,1,9,3,94,57,36,0,4,13,0,8,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,28,37,0,1,21,1,0,3,8,16,3,2,8,12,42,21,73,45,11,60,0,7,0,0,52,30,0,6,21,245,70,2,0.0766513352973125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675524003781489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601752778672123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720195964674353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522464070040443,0.0,0.0804408473829479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781511448793137,0.0,0.08108694914020141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830131018003753,0.07902416094269091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403235495638691,0.0,0.06789033175174587,0.0,0.0,0.15188245214374355,0.06933552114818292,0.06458205593296895,0.07324363569739183,0.06888927765859264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713005276887608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519958664654123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009431805130132,0.07353094536253417,0.08712544056035561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517937461002154,0.0,0.08159677174977739,0.0,0.15135464886226832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908322013891055,0.20551109723594174,0.0,0.0,0.07613207128089355,0.0,0.0,0.0820568397763976,0.1730600550361334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263767078214164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838118362835651,0.0,0.037447970617768486,0.0,0.0,0.20350205898380244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046614460733171,0.15542484617734925,0.07700656894586068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354902351571636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051940928549608516,0.05829679453506052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125615383678816,0.066928989401784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641286347295815,0.07341079082872112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667207823724033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136789264020772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291297284690752,0.06095621838774649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978049683185245,0.15992811950032096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813638340534004,0.06494642765442807,0.05900994275729157,0.07581013057861058,0.17160978865618065,0.0,0.0,0.06121385538300005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698302693597096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061609439811003426,0.0,0.07057025111008433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911508061325163,0.0,0.06085259818882805,0.0893920200511456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040824502821625,0.2501239254553606,0.0,0.07979674329903114,0.1844042370653596,0.0,0.0,0.12649075839504156,0.04521094352597251,0.3042113106651423,0.0,0.0,0.20675626766275104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pKievit,2019/02/15,"Lonely I'm 44, and a full time carer for my disabled wife of 23years... I suffer from anxiety, depression and codependency... but right now, I have this aching feeling in my chest of lonliness... sucks, how do you make it stop?",3.220714285714287,5.600746071428574,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,76.38095238095238,8.009523809523811,27.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.3158380952380955,173,7,33,4,4,56,37,42,0.373,0.593,0.035,-0.9444,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,7,6,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,6,1,6,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926121928976804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420359690825401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594996492644565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425785949303161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382874080829189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290752257558946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992629360796518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bubblesbubblingblue,2019/02/15,"No one likes me I tried so hard to make friends, I tried so hard to meet people, I tried so hard to make sure everyone had a good time.
No one tries for me.
No one cares about me.
I’m so alone and I constantly think about how much I hate myself. 
I just wish I had a friends to do things with it breaks my heart.. ",-0.939673913043478,0.9647966811594236,0.5998369565217381,106.12410326086956,89.43478260869566,4.6094202898550725,14.422101449275365,5.985473137389443,-1.2005811594202895,237,4,65,2,8,75,41,69,0.225,0.534,0.24100000000000002,0.5244,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,3,1,9,10,6,0,1,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,3,12,6,8,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754721649789765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273905615484986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308715145702092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189188935434362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617931191546719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142104810166305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553118683409837,0.16727112078454906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007682518362502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277200685181678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261836667945559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245461317506579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34441825467770404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745726684232427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968011184070802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255777513406186,0.1085600560452974,0.0,0.0,0.09879249494844962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601110899089038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948292348777521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,N1trix,2019/02/15,I just want to be loved again It's been 2 years since my first gf and 1 year since my second break up and i just want someone to give me a purpose to wake up in the morning ,1.0151666666666657,1.6776508500000027,2.59,100.24166666666667,78.0,5.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,3.1291,-0.6159166666666667,134,3,36,0,3,44,31,40,0.0,0.8270000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,6,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,1,6,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841065524580589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32041036547031104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014547494145466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5525888013507434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830034146596104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940124764340496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.430179672848506
lonely,dj3232,2019/02/15,"Why do we crave intamacy so much? It's been about a year and a half since I was last in a relationship, and ever since then, I've craved the feeling of being loved by someone of the opposite sex. I have great friends and am I in no means alone, but for some reason it's not enough for me. Being in a relationship would not even be a good idea with my current situation with school. I don't know. I just feel like I shouldn't want something so much knowing that even if I had it, it probably wouldn't work out.",5.050124610591902,4.465895710280378,5.922009345794393,84.36781152647977,68.53271028037383,9.37632398753894,29.048286604361373,8.841846274778883,1.8347707165109035,399,12,92,6,6,132,73,107,0.076,0.807,0.11699999999999999,0.6134,1,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,7,0,13,2,0,1,1,25,20,8,0,5,5,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,2,10,5,12,11,4,9,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,2,6,67,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286486117387774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243562177222994,0.0,0.23323491534910615,0.15971033036500215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785499849668611,0.12613584357220828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641127182830165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809172945643553,0.0,0.19466009790324545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993168732642508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940675853911736,0.1439214989939165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862592169182742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935399167919193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232765007124272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595865970543676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903635711669063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815350207375407,0.0,0.3791227690333425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869005047929895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921076261809654,0.1984629526946586,0.0,0.0,0.14960030940774513,0.13592596257328182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414077239305147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931963579916372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853915272659144,0.0,0.0,0.12542449495877178,0.0,0.0,0.1137000630124264
lonely,General_Nup,2019/02/15,"A not so happy Valentine’s Day...      I realized on a particularly rough Valentine’s Day that my only friends are men, whose sole intentions are to have sex with me. I tend to put myself in these situations where I fall for men, who just want to use me and there’s no one to blame, but myself. The only way I feel validated anymore is by sleeping with someone new because at least when you first meet them, they listen to you.
     I don’t even want to be in love, I just want a friend. Just one friend. My best friend killed himself earlier this year and everyday I suffer from so much guilt and hurt. It’s an understatement to say that I would give anything to bring him back. Aside from this grief, I lost the one person I could tell anything to. 
     I know that its natural to feel this way, but it just gets so unbearable, sometimes I don’t even want to get up in the morning.",5.621714285714287,5.355915314285717,6.001857142857144,83.20164285714289,67.28571428571429,9.285714285714286,30.07142857142857,8.841846274778883,2.059114285714285,680,22,146,10,10,219,108,175,0.159,0.6559999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,2,3,13,13,1,1,7,0,9,3,1,2,0,24,25,9,2,6,7,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,3,12,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,6,0,4,1,5,24,7,23,21,3,20,0,4,0,2,21,7,0,0,8,102,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530320901692725,0.0,0.0,0.2245427029283358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490726349593238,0.0,0.08316726621856654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317625294905936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892930731423588,0.0,0.0,0.17597382913294246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022319997974728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796754915059847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160484108955094,0.0,0.0,0.4216259968693901,0.0,0.14255946716352552,0.13087735367443915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452336768191396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460525495473142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094104133744493,0.0,0.07497908535518542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893090194966085,0.0,0.12313459272160406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029271801558046,0.0,0.0,0.13176621878568864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773481794277154,0.2075243330228898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912656601683308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715115894645438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849566142875036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533545196632484,0.13652984883175626,0.0,0.11559781449989255,0.0,0.13493406378666858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924698692780188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783285586594293,0.0,0.0,0.3218829088422792,0.2165856625473112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691689515473806,0.0,0.0,0.08785729685166076
lonely,Flimityflamjam,2019/02/15,"I hate Valentine’s Day My roommates and me decided to host a single party, but obviously it turned into a couple thing.

I just can’t handle awkwardly standing in a party anymore. I could hook up with a girl but that’s not what I want. 

I just want someone to tell me everything is fine and I’m worth it. I feel like my generation is not for me whatsoever. 

Hookup culture does not interest me in the slightest. I want to know who the woman is before physical things happen. ",2.532009456264774,4.76067210638298,4.676950354609931,80.13388888888889,77.93617021276594,7.582033096926714,26.401891252955078,8.515128840125781,2.152694089834516,374,15,70,8,9,129,64,94,0.134,0.726,0.141,0.3981,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,19,14,4,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,13,3,9,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,50,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465208133463634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21152005259630066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846788284971045,0.2750448566780491,0.0,0.16031109609565766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753072306734794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22340427600970011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256876044519935,0.1775828994560228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981512820729254,0.0,0.0,0.2454175518964806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366109883130286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144178380496615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061782243472416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726657054281068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302859870939256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703795441916121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43985008042287865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SpicyMild,2019/02/15,"Just lonely I feel like once I graduate I won't be able to get a job and that I won't be able to get an internship this summer. I have a decent GPA, but I don't know anything. I have some friends but none of them are in my major or any of my classes so I just feel so alone. Everybody around me is so involved and seem so much better off than I am.",0.1910849909584087,1.524374582278483,2.7025678119349017,95.78759493670887,81.65822784810126,6.033273056057867,20.14647377938517,6.868970318607317,0.0813385171790233,268,7,68,3,7,93,53,79,0.069,0.7959999999999999,0.135,0.7178,1,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,13,16,9,0,0,5,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,13,3,8,12,4,4,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,2,50,15,4,0.5157530445298315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26708230557649665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536487810288984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122104053203304,0.2295647778133997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280708278300181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26078023595935257,0.18422703903222126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923476141150226,0.0,0.2694596788449401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559026573477785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172219258311636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598544293236172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956891551765614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27463008003290706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347611007051432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Warcraze440,2019/02/15,"[Serious]How do I navigate this artificial life and find meaning? I am married, have 2 children, a great job yet I am all alone.  I really  have nobody who I can relate to or even talk to on the same level.  I am not a negative person and try to see the positive things in life yet I am dying slowly.  How do you find your stability, meaning, and purpose in this existence.  I am not suicidal but I have lost interest in just about everything.  I am looking for a deeper connection with anything that isn't self destructive...I am managing that just fine on my own.",2.450967472894078,4.840614880733948,4.837848206839034,78.02681401167641,79.09174311926606,9.101251042535447,28.25771476230193,9.573946990214177,3.2169376146788995,438,20,81,14,11,153,72,109,0.042,0.8109999999999999,0.146,0.8718,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,7,4,0,0,5,0,14,2,0,1,1,17,19,6,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,13,3,11,18,3,8,0,1,2,0,7,6,0,1,2,66,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118871441687052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835505687713784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232571145316406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512568739699288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386675089541776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739718206774889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255543900755233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030178792023095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28900721270491325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179888783251349,0.0,0.22332741292867467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457035239758253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786347054327827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106163740988513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630268215234706,0.0,0.21342554827667248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237815000141836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644367295978325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591640320843534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889898841338816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,asuicidalferret,2019/02/15,"Today at rehearsal I joined another community theater recently.

We learned some be choreography today. 

I got a partner of the opposite sex. And we were told to do a a few lifts

But first a little back story. Back in college I was a competitive ballroom dancer so partner dances and lifts were normally for me. 
 And now I’m single and haven’t had a SO for about two years, nor had a date. 

And now back to today.

The first time the choreography said just of your hands on her hip to support her. And I did. The feeling of another human was soo foreign to me. 

Then we had to do more intense lift where I’m actually picking her up and I I miss the feeling of holding another human being.  ",2.0593487394958,4.413445397058826,4.250042016806724,81.89411764705886,80.32352941176471,7.121008403361344,28.096638655462183,8.192908349453996,2.2219491596638647,538,25,103,11,14,185,80,136,0.013000000000000001,0.915,0.07200000000000001,0.659,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,1,0,2,10,2,0,0,12,0,13,3,2,1,0,19,22,12,0,1,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,10,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,3,11,4,15,1,16,9,4,22,0,1,0,1,13,6,0,1,15,82,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.16137836704896796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202181438924722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814805718644348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723322356271847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813291960735355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226239897937933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574531603539974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202859502271647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632840395855252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573058134981304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766119770513567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642923532902592,0.0,0.470257482492946,0.1580192007961392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615435638854765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649358531383443
lonely,tantaco1,2019/02/15,"My friends really aren't. So I'm a male junior in high-school for a bit of context. I've never fit in with anyone very well. I dont have a best friend, and the ""friends"" I do have don't really seem to care about me very much. Completely disregarding the Valentine's day loneliness, which I don't feel because I've  never had a relationship, today was really rough. 

So I assume for the past week or so my ""friends"" have been planning a surprise birthday party for my 2 other friends who share a birthday. It was going to be during lunch in a teacher's classroom. Well today I learned that this was happening, yet I was never invited to tag along. Idk why, but this really hurt, as I've known these people for 12 years. 

These people are my friends in school, because we are basically all big nerds. I keep a high GPA, and take all honors courses. Because of this, I only see these people all day. There's about 15 of us. My hobbies do not align with anyone else's hobbies in this group. 

Idk what I'm doing wrong. I know for sure I can be a bit annoying at times because I'm relatively high energy. All these people are relatively nice to my face, but they don't initiate conversations with me, and don't include me in things unless they want to use me for my intelligence. 

Anyone who wants to talk, I would deeply appreciate it. Thank you. ",3.847518796992482,5.228736045112786,5.123315789473687,82.01971052631583,72.00751879699249,8.177142857142858,26.833834586466175,8.697196308434329,1.9169554887218043,1052,36,209,19,20,350,139,266,0.091,0.741,0.168,0.9638,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,1,2,3,9,20,1,0,12,0,25,2,1,1,8,33,41,11,0,3,5,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,1,17,8,1,2,6,0,0,1,10,4,2,0,6,3,27,16,30,32,8,24,0,1,1,0,19,11,0,3,12,134,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273016527558735,0.09902464938693577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356565934631914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014234012036914,0.0,0.2110235259500637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853644236103233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133087958034917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465659567058475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326770739482282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073484352845722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048866826035633776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.448008050471942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492581692317251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546322190593655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063335635897826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346091634923307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590288604148234,0.0,0.0,0.053113792959579985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104550068594133,0.0,0.22361670771075234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350319363085167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922589849195082,0.26800704974832945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476541121175015,0.0,0.0,0.1037610078989289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956206406332923,0.07701388356965606,0.08798235668350468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108716052315513,0.0,0.07266532491799965,0.07767992425712167,0.0,0.08897811403340082,0.0,0.0,0.06420691978217766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635471908254474,0.0,0.18321710721808868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116252535422105,0.08347060891250113,0.0,0.15948517891892633,0.11400794032421348,0.0,0.07752312289371283,0.0,0.1737916706811675,0.0,0.08720745541483238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865413040382039,0.1056665903902264,0.0,0.06223647905095105
lonely,fucktimesinfinity,2019/02/15,Hey y'all This might sound weird but I just want a guy to message me (27 f). I'm so freaking extra lonely tonight. ,-0.6841333333333317,1.3457979200000023,1.3480000000000023,100.24066666666668,89.8,3.333333333333334,20.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.6720666666666664,88,3,21,0,3,29,24,25,0.35,0.599,0.051,-0.858,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6321121956278444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6772370430736798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765423742785989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bankhead189,2019/02/15,"Happy lonely day Just letting everyone know, somebody out there cares about you more than you realize. ❤️ you are loved regardless of what you believe.",6.776666666666667,8.793533518518519,6.282407407407407,74.06583333333336,65.66666666666666,9.844444444444443,35.72222222222222,10.125756701596842,4.113311111111111,123,6,19,3,2,38,24,27,0.071,0.627,0.302,0.8442,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,4,4,1,2,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.427879747994878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872089760512794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449253880650242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36289414856885815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40428073686076393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087160536071048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883487299039778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427644673661514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GreyFox225,2019/02/15,"Does anyone want to talk? This may or may not be the best place to post this, but I know I will reach people who are feeling the same way as I am. So forgive me.

Basically all of this ""together"" stuff on Valentine`s today has left me feeling pretty alone. I guess its hard to get your mind on anything else when its in your face every second, you know? 

Anyway, I would really love to have someone to chat with tonight. And for more than just tonight. I dont care about your age or gender at all. I just want to meet some new cool people, and possibly make each other not feel so damn lonely. 

Shoot me a message if you wanna",2.3896536796536805,4.202273809523811,3.299494949494949,91.80863636363638,76.77777777777777,5.851659451659452,20.978354978354982,6.574015621080383,0.2166285714285716,484,12,103,4,11,154,93,126,0.147,0.688,0.165,0.1439,0,3,0,1,0,1,16.0,0,5,0,1,7,7,1,0,3,1,10,2,1,1,2,31,22,10,0,5,8,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,5,15,5,17,17,7,14,0,1,0,1,12,6,1,7,6,75,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642469610453652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585949743707198,0.0,0.1481238535689222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889786263187572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352099350293316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751835222433375,0.0,0.21095750663226634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036608121449427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165693459236426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27303873313801724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404205687206442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982892098088841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124376326472512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784550404076706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556945796468586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245613991192487,0.0,0.12015074114756835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817476945901245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384417166271585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495773079334065,0.0,0.18806066127725649,0.0,0.0,0.20292184561698345,0.17238930136631958,0.18312371047088655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531197902996453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251258245817376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20605580936541934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467639112305994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706180207937679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233616694686971,0.14287484093626918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278661368108383,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,governorslefteye,2019/02/15,"Small success to break up the ""fuck V Day"" posts I bought chocolates for this girl I like. We'd talked a little, but she was kinda drifting away. So I went through with it and she was really happy. And consequently I'm happy for the first time in a while. I hope she sticks around a while, she's a cool chick",1.565833333333334,3.4748297500000014,2.5825,95.54583333333336,79.625,5.5166666666666675,18.479166666666664,6.42735559955562,-0.2837208333333332,240,5,55,2,6,76,48,64,0.033,0.6509999999999999,0.316,0.9667,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,2,2,7,1,0,6,1,3,1,0,0,0,7,8,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,4,1,9,6,9,3,0,15,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,2,6,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413496185927936,0.0,0.0,0.25472124423787723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748465932653228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23061007877035225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250641229557982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5772134127976359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692781328540571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324529785866603,0.2717282167667349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596529997556865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368305936382675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791177672391707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808919845758854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513261013327403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LordNathan777,2019/02/15,"Most are my friends aren't going to be at school tomorrow. Tomorrow is ""Take your student to work day"" in which students have their parents sign a permission form that allows them to skip out on going to school to go to their parent/guardian's workplace. Most of my friends are going with their parents on said: ""Take your student to work day"". My parents wouldn't let me come with them and now I'm forced to go to school tomorrow. I'm the type of person who really needs friends and loves to be around people I'm friends with, so going just one day without seeing them is going to be difficult, especially in during lunch, in the mornings, and in the afternoon. I don't know, I just get really depressed when I'm not with friends. And the thing about is that our principal even said that even if we didn't fill out the form, it's still in our best interest to not come to school as over 100 people had signed and turned in the forms. However, my parents are still making me go. I know I sound stupid complaining over one day of not seeing my friends, but it's a big deal for me.",4.8844246031746055,5.501469069444448,5.067883597883596,86.20833333333334,68.9537037037037,8.578835978835981,28.85449735449736,8.634040054169528,1.9158608465608464,853,29,178,13,14,268,105,216,0.045,0.861,0.094,0.8553,6,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,2,6,3,11,13,1,0,8,0,16,2,0,2,0,33,43,10,0,3,8,4,0,0,6,1,0,3,0,1,8,15,1,0,2,0,0,11,8,4,0,2,4,5,23,9,38,34,6,38,0,1,2,1,28,15,0,3,12,120,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790214669336053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183598473567013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507636394943505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257459537215316,0.09021861248593108,0.0753719382213441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559860452726305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056584574793489,0.0,0.0457201832730349,0.0,0.3978700319402891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618603639003186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089484551909176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898088087022033,0.0,0.05841337470033167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488730086736165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859761493386628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858455829013424,0.0,0.0,0.12133635353200795,0.07641005594850328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212185250262063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648344415179234,0.0,0.0,0.3542577739253964,0.13946773135192778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977064815844795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159274074391908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581375267942193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518537636644256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843561853010765,0.0,0.12741614316252636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,trystinfields,2019/02/15,"Sad but true. Lately it seems that I've had a harder time enjoying things that used to make me happy. I've  slowly disengaged, without trying to, from friends and family and stopped going out...
Its like I'm starting this death spiral of misery and emptiness.. I feel like, well, hollow. ",2.981949685534591,5.8113242075471785,3.6625471698113214,84.53709119496857,80.50943396226415,5.79748427672956,22.040880503144656,7.1686216300943375,1.0657069182389938,225,7,38,3,6,71,44,53,0.2,0.465,0.335,0.8948,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,12,8,4,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,7,6,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706165518714245,0.0,0.14514719719296554,0.20507718511961104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217834269219407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314397775945194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30558288899249675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238184947457535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28048803409468337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916161467400116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613305080573535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318399573916254,0.0,0.0,0.2399967267005373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907112698496297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738818922807933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489628798168654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24792944241570036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581032567621638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27671757134392894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Zxycon,2019/02/15,"How to cope with loneliness on Valentines Day? Feeling a bit down after my break up a month ago and now it seems like she's moved on and everyone else seems to have someone to spend on Valentines Day. Anything I can do to occupy myself elsewhere?

Note: scrolling through IG every 5 minutes does not help.",3.136609195402297,5.772991051724138,3.235172413793105,89.08540229885055,78.13793103448276,5.935632183908046,28.63218390804597,7.1686216300943375,1.6648873563218394,243,11,45,3,6,74,48,58,0.09300000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.068,-0.3438,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,12,6,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,7,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23566488244442566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877644502851068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902453777370287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34290964038182875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23265196182837394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22208817761866134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22399474638702005,0.25403634748836257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344245416966308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781973546679205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988358081913445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220334394825868,0.2825623498757768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840497709405295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252585239202648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LonelyThrowaway1999,2019/05/17,"I don't really know what else to do My situation: My first ever relationship ended on a bad note more than a year ago. Before it, I tended to go from one crush to the next every couple of months, with maybe 1-2 months between them. After that relationship, though, I stopped falling in love with people. I don't really know why. I think it's a combination of my brain shutting it down every time and there not even being a good opportunity to fall in love again. This was nice the first few months, but well over a year later, it's bugging me to no end. I've tried dating apps, tried meeting new people, nothing works. I've tried to keep my mind off it but every time I'm reminded of just how painfully lonely I feel all the time. 

I don't know why I posted this here. Guess I felt a need to vent.",4.633536585365853,4.695504060975613,5.843804878048783,82.3755853658537,69.36585365853658,8.511219512195122,24.936585365853663,8.238735603445708,1.2662873170731699,622,14,133,8,10,209,103,164,0.11900000000000001,0.807,0.07400000000000001,-0.7187,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,4,9,9,0,0,9,0,6,4,1,1,2,21,20,5,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,6,0,0,3,5,3,1,3,2,2,15,6,22,17,3,32,0,1,0,2,6,7,0,1,21,81,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074834579043694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124118026664733,0.0,0.0,0.10317736211130864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535843541530992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416412498953956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129131265776396,0.0,0.2147883152068732,0.0,0.0,0.08008645503146157,0.10968026954018943,0.3064826160482357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130915399400325,0.0,0.1164218835191541,0.0,0.0,0.20627545935706829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891086737521401,0.10170125355281333,0.0,0.0,0.13357383650081173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777522700177243,0.0,0.0,0.1999124135496308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21887111146454533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218149239881862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224309525716465,0.0,0.2903489346802582,0.0,0.0,0.08990755423524682,0.0,0.11710689141721653,0.1289539283579806,0.0,0.0,0.11634551222858892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216416274298216,0.0,0.1290217282381408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812310945381534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612684511369842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535553798796178,0.0,0.0,0.2603606629663078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629343884985162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013729273447731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776940187503119,0.11913044510712445,0.0,0.21211077723777844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24696845885718396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902099813989492,0.0,0.21882392400743889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827361940395505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616589771543274
lonely,VeXedZenith,2019/05/17,"Just got back from vacation, home sweet home Went with a couple of close friends. I think we were all sick of each other by the end of it, but i didnt want it to end. They missed their home, their families, pets, etc, and were excited to be back. I walk into my house, no warm welcomes. Brother tells me to hurry up and shut the door, parents tell me i need to clean the kitchen, sister is nowhere to be seen, but she would just ignore me too. Hell, even my dog didn't care about me coming back (she's bonded with my mom over anyone else). Came to work, nobody talks to me as per usual. 
 
Its my own fault, i just don't know how to form bonds with people. Everybodys given up on trying to connect with me at this point. It's not nearly as bad as it could be, and I'm grateful for the few close friends that i do have, but sometimes i just feel like i'm all alone, drifting through life. I just want to leave.",3.183992673992673,3.8168767195767215,3.753015873015877,94.04989010989011,72.80952380952381,6.661945461945463,23.00407000407,6.297961479604792,0.2431852665852663,696,16,163,4,13,219,122,189,0.14400000000000002,0.708,0.14800000000000002,0.4436,1,1,0,0,0,1,29.0,1,0,3,1,12,13,1,0,5,0,13,3,0,1,2,35,29,10,0,5,9,4,2,1,2,1,2,0,7,0,8,14,1,1,3,0,0,5,5,5,0,0,9,4,24,8,32,15,7,22,1,1,1,0,16,11,1,0,7,108,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451609512065756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800141691582646,0.14360797175379084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233175107535722,0.1170256988269004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030289738033646,0.14289996196814655,0.0,0.0,0.12073331785616614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190439795847308,0.1550816618598121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708364736215884,0.0,0.2482759744674526,0.0,0.15631271583823567,0.09257273909630104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321280632651635,0.0,0.07086786791439566,0.10012858083639943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657074898677886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209679537626666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217683474521505,0.0,0.0,0.16172299335221707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702692335997663,0.0,0.0,0.1484066069806211,0.0,0.0,0.09899742163782144,0.06847389869114841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415082715380122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039250464730446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562837136640004,0.0,0.0,0.09716759682653467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249418649816186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861939953935593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265332861683496,0.2450077506143037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980729792934733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515777542249064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543637386458731,0.0,0.16533710722683478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992745187560886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020363647630337,0.0,0.0,0.0995639013200448,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AwkwardShyTeddyBear,2019/05/17,Slow day Just looking for some conversation to keep me occupied,6.763636363636363,9.839634454545457,6.936363636363637,64.9245454545455,68.0909090909091,11.672727272727276,38.27272727272727,11.20814326018867,5.641472727272728,53,3,8,2,1,17,11,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46650627525649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6429541122219331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6074388073898654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,drakesepi0l,2019/05/17,"Does any of you have a imaginary friend? I'm considering it. I know how this sounds, it's something a child would do.... but to someone lonely maybe it could help or something?",1.7985294117647044,4.410680323529416,2.6485294117647062,91.21338235294121,84.0,5.752941176470588,23.20588235294117,7.1686216300943375,0.8988470588235291,137,5,28,2,4,43,29,34,0.092,0.737,0.17,0.4137,0,2,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,6,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24323511548069485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855789037823034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130087575912068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27634319211434416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23974580808302856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657193761972294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593383004214335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30306166410547825,0.5507200964447343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254086079850224,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NuclearMissHap,2019/05/17,"Just lonely I have three kids,two with Cystic Fibrosis and have been married 17 years. I used to be an artist that enjoyed many mediums,I even apprenticed to be a tattoo artist. But for the past 10 years between care for my kids, hospital stays and life in general,I've kind of lost myself. I have interest but it's limited to movies and TV shows. My relationship has lost it's luster and I can tell my heart husband has been feeling the same way. The monotony is killing me. I've had people, mostly men try and talk to me and at first it's nice just to talk to someone but it always turns to talk about sex And I'm not down for that. I want something different but I know I don't want that. Anyone else feeling this way? How do you deal with it?",1.7711764705882374,3.895556705882356,2.8873464052287585,92.52905882352941,79.98039215686275,6.171503267973857,22.61830065359477,7.3011,0.7385445751633983,588,19,127,8,15,188,97,153,0.099,0.7929999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.5261,2,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,4,5,9,1,0,5,0,14,3,1,2,0,26,25,12,1,2,7,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,9,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,4,0,2,5,2,14,5,18,18,2,10,0,3,0,1,10,3,0,1,4,80,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330730326331776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182548120999433,0.16386528942486672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630574078913879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487890054593135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709087810011033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359944805022805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056310349600604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172895619785296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360348029525671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951562813888406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693680298890813,0.1665405581388499,0.08789232892676385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296198219977265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491609362667141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214204269645002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266951571629733,0.11087404259143127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717029819912398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550660276942056,0.12312050348951513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046212911072686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856325677404812,0.13978425248767098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858071609956632,0.17395590301055786,0.15622656438169416,0.0,0.0,0.1381265732582475,0.0,0.0,0.18865953329419075,0.2538870433435188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597697069582785
lonely,Jader14,2019/05/17,"Nothing helps One of the most common bits of advice a lot of you have probably heard is to just get a hobby.

The only thing that a hobby is good for is having something ""productive"" to pass the time with. I have a handful of hobbies, I'm an amateur athlete, and I'm in a band. Literally none of that makes a difference. It's all hollow and I'd still rather be dead.",3.832499999999996,4.302105671052633,5.70905263157895,81.20436842105265,71.23684210526315,8.71157894736842,28.35789473684211,8.841846274778883,2.1074926315789466,285,10,59,5,5,99,54,76,0.091,0.8690000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.555,0,0,1,0,0,1,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,10,0,7,1,1,1,1,9,12,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,10,10,5,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,43,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951029110101107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32969685182885233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155171758199485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777826149844126,0.0,0.0,0.2532964103919244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241875097653808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25674264571075506,0.0,0.0,0.20158188460086596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897692956892379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046374725838329,0.2296783870931338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255982587477953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324880567284317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411710572467962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062994609256024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609385857395907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,minlars0723,2019/05/17,"I was isolated from grade 6 to 12 I so isolated from grade 6 to grade 12 at school. no one wants to be friends with me, and I don't talk to anyone either. Because they don't like me. Everyday to school was so lonely and I always waited for it to end. I always sit alone , When a teacher tell someone to take a seat next to me, they would horrified by that thought and beg him not to or show that they was very disappointed. When we have to work in groups, no one let me join them and I will be left alone, the same when play games or go pinic with school.

one day to the musical class when people can choose their sear freely. All my classmate expel me when ever i sit next to them. They yell at me and disgusted me as if I am a monster. In 45 minutes .That moment haunted me. And then two boys hit me to get me away from sitting next to them

Seven years at school being isolated and always being rejected so manytimes. Now I am in university and I think things got better that today I feel like a normal person, not an ugly disgusting creature that people would stay away which I think it's wonderful",2.8645333333333336,4.358576097777782,4.021888888888892,88.49150000000002,74.6888888888889,7.133333333333333,23.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,0.9708666666666672,862,24,183,12,18,281,127,225,0.17300000000000001,0.735,0.09300000000000001,-0.9491,0,5,0,0,1,0,18.0,1,0,8,2,10,10,2,0,7,0,17,0,0,0,2,31,29,21,0,5,6,0,1,2,1,3,0,1,0,2,9,11,0,1,6,3,0,1,6,5,0,5,5,2,33,5,30,15,3,31,0,3,0,0,17,9,0,4,19,130,42,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24513581387951466,0.0,0.0,0.2954131696940832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274834553412087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237474056963824,0.0,0.0,0.07214094112528037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466497936208866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632159997724977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481698514981153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704823651648514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983789832838456,0.08454443482187546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143169422302123,0.0,0.06182945884302325,0.0,0.0672571909265323,0.0,0.09464990047062252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858027731815672,0.1210139816438122,0.0,0.1156330593430125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775781372657032,0.0,0.11595124926386605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24057732799243825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408860463371047,0.10333275309172843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790787106415589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002718438301406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613814854637698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897938902910578,0.09511981413453743,0.10343720858537926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862199061390013,0.15165914033520989,0.0,0.09395131406942653,0.0,0.0,0.11217555469780503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115604150245406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764556750704427,0.06980190954876228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833819638438546,0.08615528871086735,0.0,0.0,0.16813528555882926,0.0,0.0,0.07620916699299897
lonely,trevteam,2019/05/17,"Do you think we'll ever solve loneliness? I recently put together a [video](https://youtu.be/HyUFYi319qw) about the epidemic on our hands that is loneliness, along with the different types of people who feel the most lonely, and a few small ways we can get past this overwhelming problem.

Do you think we'll ever solve loneliness as a whole? It seems hard to imagine curing loneliness to the same level as malaria, cancer or diabetes. Would love your thoughts :)",8.767974683544303,10.16283997468355,7.4504810126582335,69.78787341772153,60.64556962025317,12.395949367088607,36.05316455696203,11.979248473330829,4.973468860759494,374,16,57,12,5,113,61,79,0.24100000000000002,0.644,0.114,-0.9012,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,4,3,0,0,3,4,0,1,7,0,7,4,1,0,2,17,14,4,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,8,1,9,10,4,9,0,2,0,1,9,3,0,3,4,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25889620495821897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482950178709035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529413175503118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946424555397942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22197836644248464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364740084238627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365512628886738,0.17179195645916315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371092531873871,0.0,0.2491054669766559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24467066451840336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255860239906456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31755794975841944,0.0,0.1967239601058836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966905457589323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766576561721159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760286140554903,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,myuncletouchesmypp,2019/05/17,Bruh Bruh on you biches so lonely you gotta tell everyone so you can get internet cookie points,2.6557894736842123,5.2230811578947405,4.262368421052631,81.4240789473684,79.52631578947368,8.010526315789475,20.026315789473685,8.841846274778883,1.7060315789473686,78,2,14,2,2,26,15,19,0.16,0.84,0.0,-0.5009,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5666499080026851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098251303554819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.56058953109625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183200246817055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TedCruzZ0diacKiller,2019/05/17,"Lost another friend because of my own insecurities I needed somewhere to talk about this because I’m super nervous right now and I have no one I can tell this to. 

So anyway, I made a connection with this girl a few months ago unlike any connection I knew I could..friends don’t come easily for me, and none of them showed me as much interest as this person did. We would always stay up super late having long conversations, watching rabbit (because we met on discord), and she even got me into her weeb shit. But slowly, that started to change. She told me this was normal..she always came off a bit strong in her friendships, and as much as I’ve doubted it I think she did care about me a lot. She told me everything, her biggest insecurities, but I let myself think the past was fading, that it was my fault that this person, and that this important person didn’t care about me anymore. 

A month ago in a brief message I said

“Yea I think I need a break
Text me if anything comes up”

And I unfriended her and left our mutual servers. I thought she didn’t care about me anymore and so I left. But, the more I think about things. The more I feel like it was all just in my head. Things weren’t bad they were just different, she still gave me her time I was just ungrateful and paranoid telling myself that she hated me over literally nothing. I really am such a fool, similar things with other friendships have happened before where things were fine but I overthought and managed to make some massive way I fucked up out of literally nothing and ruin the connection.

And I fear, I may have done the same thing again. I went to send her a friend request on discord the other day, I was blocked. (Assuming it’s because I left on such short notice without explaining myself and she thought I didn’t want to be friends anymore) I got through on iMessage, sent her a message explaining myself and apologizing, but I’m terrified of what’s going to happen I want so badly for everything to be okay. But, I don’t know if we should be friends for her sake. I’m not stable, can I even be relied on is a friend? Maybe it’s for the best she lets me go. But really I just want my best friend back.",3.5234305601590985,5.26135126682135,4.3253324494531,85.98518793503482,73.45475638051046,7.338707325157441,26.46741796486576,8.052868069273773,1.576964812727876,1720,61,344,26,35,552,204,431,0.14400000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.8768,3,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,4,0,2,6,22,32,3,5,18,2,34,3,2,2,1,67,78,30,0,9,15,0,1,1,6,3,0,1,0,4,25,24,0,1,12,1,0,9,10,14,0,1,30,3,74,18,44,39,14,49,0,2,1,1,50,22,2,7,16,251,99,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321658962618056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406102503433675,0.0,0.0,0.050695690482565135,0.07817083987842867,0.0,0.0,0.22179691488328093,0.0,0.0,0.06134725004049645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732336914821254,0.12449014564129054,0.18177684723153248,0.0,0.0634354755757054,0.0,0.15646857858178734,0.0,0.0813879015120271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526388323951486,0.2280221855867293,0.0,0.07886266794965753,0.128434253965894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059521092116516225,0.0,0.0,0.048077761404019766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788755242442284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628923009159308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847746168607052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399917710278916,0.0,0.0,0.08388804322091897,0.03769407611485626,0.05325762518887773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031731287932934,0.06891909649284958,0.0,0.0,0.08473551862210169,0.0,0.11924685365865632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318463854883528,0.0,0.0,0.07360143366119268,0.07650850081453839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040970030529652327,0.0,0.08409421073503284,0.0,0.2429922287795752,0.15246224758799354,0.0,0.036420742222171516,0.0,0.0,0.06597327714213949,0.0,0.0,0.0813787414287827,0.06337866147988366,0.0,0.07053980763536005,0.04976185389547096,0.0,0.07489421591407447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190081646945748,0.0,0.10960378349603253,0.11055387236220687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304192388875355,0.1430630275536122,0.0848742193561442,0.0,0.0,0.05051614649013652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116519491770211,0.0,0.1952792178038256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551564639687343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366420520138816,0.0709129104969281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652319657570912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276597239787282,0.0794590235472687,0.059534709372787466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991944259709149,0.1303177458582647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24763430712740025,0.1910712554754729,0.0,0.11836672351655228,0.043469961993843946,0.0,0.0,0.14246900599113468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191231134426054,0.059173309228922465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910741644329442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186231217878272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295727647942195,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mektafier,2019/05/17,"You know you’re destined for loneliness when you start talking to people then they want nothing to do with you. It never fails. When I want to text someone (especially women) they will talk to me for maybe a day or two. After that, nothing. Even when i text them first, I get nothing. So I just give up and rot in my isolation. 

The worst part is, I’m 27 (M).",-0.4331880448318799,1.8104164657534267,1.5461270236612703,95.7977210460772,96.67123287671234,4.298381070983811,18.96513075965131,6.1124844417494595,-0.05882465753424615,274,9,60,3,11,90,55,73,0.129,0.805,0.066,-0.7696,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,3,2,6,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,10,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,12,0,10,9,2,11,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,1,9,43,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153188210638526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449495576589354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667037127536024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465744536646046,0.21052355662105476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060805997371045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204744777554201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925909317771412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6317259464104581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23765100235175265,0.0,0.15214414433752824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859455617254831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533309302583528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527831262469229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437801314986574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588833472044824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,demigod0803,2019/05/17,telegram hi anyone here wants to talk to a stranger hahaha dm me at my tg demigod0803,1.937058823529412,4.583617117647059,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,83.70588235294119,5.752941176470588,26.14705882352941,7.1686216300943375,1.2803176470588236,69,3,14,1,2,21,16,17,0.0,0.8059999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5742070547632068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.660055110120537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843691875666014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lone_Moon_89,2019/05/17,"I think my best friend is slowly letting me go 20F


Background:
I never had alot of friends. I've only had 9 actual friends in all my life. Now I only have 3. I should clarify that my definition of friend is someone who hangs out with you after school and will message you first. The 6 other friends i had over the years usually betrayed or used me; so I ended  those toxic friendships.
 
Currently:
I only have 3 friends right now. The one I talk/hang with the most is my best friend Amy. We've been friends for about 5 years. I have told her everything, every dark thought, all my desires.
For the last couple months she has been spending less time with me, always excuses why she cant. She still lives with her parents and always listens to them even though she is a grown woman not a child. I used to believe her excuses but they are all the time now. She seems to only hang out with me when I say I need to drive somewhere to pick something up, and I'm always nice to get us something to eat or drink or just a little something. Then I ask if she wants to spend the night at my house and she seems like shes all excited, then she texts her parents to ask if she can and they always say no. 

(Shes almost 20) 

We mainly message each other through Facebook messenger. She never messages me first anymore, it's always me. 
She seems to only want to hang out when I have money, because I'm always  nice to buy her something and never expect anything back. 

She doesn't have a job, shes been searching, (though not looking really hard) 

I have never been so close to anyone like her. I love her as well as my other friends with everything I have and more. But it seems like no one loves me as hard as I do them. 



I spend so much time alone at home, in my room.
She knows this, she knows I barely have anyone.
I just want her to love me and I wish she wasnt leaving me behind.

Thank you for reading.",2.787781315458737,4.297728446753254,3.6893925429409333,90.73169250104736,74.92207792207795,6.21449518223712,24.107666527021365,6.6834051587181325,0.6706330121491417,1472,45,312,12,31,471,183,385,0.031,0.777,0.192,0.996,4,1,5,0,0,0,43.0,2,3,4,4,17,22,0,0,12,0,32,6,0,3,8,61,60,28,0,10,11,2,2,3,9,2,1,3,2,2,9,20,2,0,8,2,5,6,11,0,1,4,10,6,74,22,42,47,13,46,0,0,1,3,63,13,0,12,30,223,83,3,0.0,0.0,0.06704288491531324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879476299374163,0.07115417398470353,0.0,0.0,0.3429915807262159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681335607169125,0.09607556043157572,0.0,0.056535591412297664,0.0,0.12845350838582076,0.0,0.0,0.05282731621059356,0.0,0.04187987870896262,0.0,0.0,0.07740321579245478,0.14419625364989438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760170518179284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730144679771173,0.0,0.07029892344728916,0.0,0.0,0.06084925641724059,0.0,0.0,0.045376781628587125,0.0,0.05788409012033945,0.0,0.12348919831396725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687515037224598,0.0,0.0,0.4777084113456227,0.0,0.03589376845652492,0.0,0.03904472210055004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308634022236074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891334096487094,0.0,0.0,0.07927246212333611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817577137792301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551324320633039,0.05600100158015127,0.0,0.0727451111735364,0.0,0.07025207592634918,0.04852599617668745,0.10069244504909733,0.06885708630848728,0.06066480191157216,0.0,0.05769207000817511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601772220716764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054836989184181055,0.0,0.0505036062487169,0.05094139144616218,0.21194774330666905,0.0,0.0,0.0644718299761551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310801106177903,0.26125344415303026,0.0,0.0,0.1525700695830004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872022611055499,0.0,0.044012026249020765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586708204602227,0.0,0.10926859442857023,0.0,0.06952972189145636,0.0,0.2501735510835615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582106719433792,0.21155949870065466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486521403531462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521977141739172,0.0,0.06325123466665268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044021233319607916,0.13499801410410153,0.05454142372418272,0.12018142663459712,0.0,0.0,0.06564735588240721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263960726136185,0.11867230789160405,0.07566514427772787,0.0,0.1215660120296822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617710201254532,0.0,0.06199253925582879,0.0,0.0790034891144084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848320025754224
lonely,eddy_boi433,2019/05/17,"I feel alone This is a bit of a rant really. I have no friends currently other than 2 of my childhood friends which I hardly talk to anymore and everyone I meet just seems to lack on my type of mentality. People tell me I should talk about other things but then what's the point of me being me. Why do I have to lower myself to others to be able to relate to people. I know that people in similar mindset exist obviously but in my area its non existent. I've had women tell me they are ""open minded"" but the second I start talkin about science and get really into it I get ignored and they never talk to me again. I'm not trying to please them if they dont find what I find interesting but is it seriously that difficult to find someone to talk about this stuff with? I understand I'm a little different than others but I just wish I could meet someone like me. What's really strange is also that I've been called a ""pretty boy""  cus of the way I look but all I seem to attract are gay men and obese women (not exaggerating, this is literally my every other day) I've had more gay men try and hit on me than I've had women stick around for longer than a few sentences. I apologize if I seem so all over the place but I've never posted my mind before so I dont know how to properly lay it out.",3.7935555555555536,4.352372207407406,5.599999999999998,81.63000000000002,71.37037037037038,8.666666666666668,25.0,8.841846274778883,1.6282222222222231,1016,27,214,18,18,351,141,270,0.094,0.812,0.095,0.5255,3,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,0,11,8,0,0,9,0,19,3,0,1,5,46,34,19,0,6,13,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,6,21,10,1,1,10,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,3,35,5,35,25,6,23,0,0,1,2,22,13,0,5,9,152,56,1,0.10896243453482564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285222082719487,0.0,0.08713721953045675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806145597897122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969996681136316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271900632661938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895875748890848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126282839057897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699763762206482,0.0,0.0,0.0702717560376615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384255261689435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25540632352989656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180555060685686,0.10411827568057372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509468085564307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987690734316673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683682132572016,0.0,0.11385674957162048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760893893990844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197658088129934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053233541608553536,0.10920898486254843,0.0,0.0,0.09150100211886664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980850577299084,0.0,0.2200419943634194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807709366854431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266224973693725,0.0,0.11384255261689435,0.11960803231425697,0.10300472040674244,0.0,0.10435589228547673,0.11085396862424013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094123771168173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29758592417299673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464703436978555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771241719903223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473591850831404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503195098217219,0.1904759409942968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723897998110913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795668113419033,0.0,0.0,0.11343373711739915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648930874989276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832164914515502,0.0,0.12530142225493016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,masry02,2019/05/17,"I feel empty all the time. 19/M. I’ve never really wanted to be touched, in fact I remember hating being held by my parents, siblings, and friends. Even slightly longer than usual hugs made me uncomfortable, but now it’s like they’re the only things that make me feel alive. I recently immigrated to the United States, and of course I know no one. I’m just tired of feeling so empty and alone all the time, I just want someone to hold, someone to hold me and just be with me. It’s like going down a tunnel except it only gets darker and further away from the light. It’s like I’m slowly drowning and I can’t ask for help otherwise I’ll seem weak, I just don’t want to be so alone all the fucking time. 

Sorry if there was any bad grammar, English isn’t my mother tongue.",3.2182700421940917,4.5038943924050665,4.481708860759493,86.38222573839663,73.43037974683544,6.785654008438819,24.55907172995781,7.1686216300943375,0.9725426160337548,606,18,124,6,12,200,102,158,0.17300000000000001,0.66,0.166,-0.3091,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,2,0,7,0,8,4,0,2,5,33,26,10,1,4,7,2,4,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,6,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,5,13,5,16,19,3,13,0,0,0,2,5,4,1,2,10,73,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334199027918208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946090285531522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504794233451291,0.0,0.1512307875595186,0.0,0.13439804852023635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631507100947928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441643992548911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436023165066695,0.1488084382374545,0.08409694132757012,0.0,0.0914794362597595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891842685859978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789064135202256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884614942433398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359163444674248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230783834894676,0.10744458559107344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414520472377212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090732358302405,0.2448404445598868,0.0,0.0,0.1787312497656186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311753121309672,0.0,0.15893233247941566,0.0,0.1823406060022192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653539703323915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27276820872069224,0.0,0.0,0.18018579443565227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693719556078572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281577856518326,0.18500420796804692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727888356368668,0.0,0.28482185684875977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,asianzest_,2019/05/17,College I just finished my 3rd year of college. Just realized that I have made absolutely no friends my entire time here. I just go to class then go home. I go to a local university so I still live at home. I’ve seen all of my old friends move on. They all left to go to school out of state. I remember being really excited to make new friends in college and now I’m kind of sad about how things turned out. Everyone else seems to fit in and find friends but not me. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong.,0.7618610634648348,2.817702235849058,2.6398799313893657,93.29937392795885,83.24528301886792,6.496054888507719,22.84391080617496,7.686295010490155,0.9197849056603776,391,14,91,7,11,130,71,106,0.077,0.8059999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,2,19,16,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,2,1,12,6,17,13,2,23,0,1,1,0,5,9,0,1,8,53,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770804734124648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575178370205388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066665900860488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094398001106248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747441212019855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307088386039446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166219920160225,0.0905952918924394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791061385545164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556242596438138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598168661692235,0.11003627823773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752056767306183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920971822880375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729786078131143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560485010325923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673888075159956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683339722928395,0.0,0.15007000707316562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164657930766252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951664934958592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612328437332407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793055890325311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023370326736865,0.0,0.1061557021595015
lonely,wimpy_hasNOopinions,2019/05/17,"It took me a while to write this as I am not good at expressing feelings. 
 I want to start by saying that I have been finally lonely for almost 2 years now. So you can say that I suffer from chronic loneliness. :) 
It all started when I moved in Australia for my studies. I find it difficult to make new friends. I am very awkward and cannot do small talk which may come out as weird to other people. 
I do have a couple of ""friends"" but they only ask me out to parties. We never talk about stuff or do other things than drinking. 
I have tried to go out with guys but it hasn't worked. So I have never dated someone nor had a boyfriend. I have always felt like I am not pretty enough but after coming to uni I have come to believe that the problem is not my appearance but my boring personality. These guys seem to be attracted to my appearance.  After some time they choose to leave. And here I am. Alone again. 
I hope this is not very confusing. I just wanted to express my feelings as they are truly killing me. 😂",1.8866176470588272,4.039670700980395,3.2536862745098065,89.90258823529413,79.73529411764707,5.844705882352941,22.945098039215694,6.961326702584282,0.7403909803921573,789,26,162,9,20,257,126,204,0.147,0.735,0.11800000000000001,-0.5052,0,3,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,3,1,8,15,1,2,4,0,23,2,0,1,3,41,41,15,1,4,10,0,3,1,2,1,1,2,0,3,15,10,1,0,6,1,0,8,9,9,0,0,4,5,29,6,30,35,3,29,0,2,0,0,18,6,0,9,16,126,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339343945209007,0.1385278587433036,0.0,0.0,0.11129328186049918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250410795899206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506939247988418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456493195154486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799524506573822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131027103444664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820269176033695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525915770438676,0.0,0.12842393735117644,0.1465199673505704,0.12224789699260738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667460411497324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601496082266798,0.11218574223336453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26487316652225346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284699345093487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797797192179274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162520510855667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534500143907163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928122317152892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215836245669616,0.0,0.0,0.20631725028569697,0.12917956343045525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017252486568468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272754839183453,0.11678803514922748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360749730413174,0.0,0.12798363906118987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127316440681941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176378561173545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332855528698495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893422446604622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531152827359513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501132727337716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888596067421861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799249976061468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486045993890263,0.09080956526176764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220720606564228,0.15778207048499898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737383922525196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613260178571748
lonely,Renyolds,2019/05/17,"Just want someone to talk to I have my wife, and she is my best friend and the person I talk with all the time. That being said sometimes it feels like she is the only person I gives a shit about me. Don’t really talk with my family, don’t have any coworkers I share interests with, and any of my other “friends” seem to just get bored of me quickly. Not sure if it’s all because of who I am (granted: I can be awful about keeping in touch with people) but it feels like I have to pull teeth to get anyone besides my wife to interact with me at all. Nobody every initiates conversation with me... just makes me feel like maybe to most people I’m not worth talking to. I know I could be totally alone; my wife’s companionship literally saves my life on a daily basis. But is it wrong or selfish of me to want more people to interact with? More people that genuinely want to seek out a conversation with me?",5.94229508196721,5.330680743169398,6.828967213114755,78.69656557377051,66.70491803278688,10.161530054644807,29.77540983606557,9.642632912329526,2.4388583606557384,708,21,146,13,10,237,98,183,0.10800000000000001,0.773,0.11800000000000001,-0.4175,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,6,14,1,0,6,1,14,3,2,1,5,39,29,7,0,5,9,3,4,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,8,12,0,1,5,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,1,5,25,10,29,24,8,7,0,0,0,0,22,4,1,4,5,103,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875894980884035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221683586554788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367928205200686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167065489406901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059976809744054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696910298976378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288073637767547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630084844828154,0.0,0.2032271939235069,0.28713789639480525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701937703586865,0.0,0.1399940814935125,0.12852218993592365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908421244991428,0.0,0.0,0.07362982195691363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946313601975406,0.19636202834285948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943016139364758,0.0,0.1345971118904789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189494590271024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715289429844408,0.23396572002998786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582859162395882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744205720218868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219669109846104,0.0,0.0,0.13752465562273478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351760907612593,0.0,0.13250589875124605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627099361901342,0.0,0.0,0.4307400148982796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812260622466499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23706792190875345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648195513258286,0.0,0.0
lonely,mmyeahalright,2019/05/17,How am I supposed to keep going? I feel like I've lost everything. Me and my girlfriend broke up about 2 months ago. My friends have abandoned me for her. These friends have always treated me wrong and my ex saw that too. Yet still she hangs out with them all the time. I feel like they're just out to get me. To ruin my life. I don't know what I've done wrong. Everyone in my life is against me and everyone leaves me. I'm sure I have nothing to live for at this point.,0.3069545454545484,2.4060513500000056,1.407454545454545,101.16372727272729,85.5,4.836363636363637,20.090909090909093,6.1124844417494595,-0.2580999999999993,365,11,89,3,11,114,68,100,0.165,0.7120000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,6,12,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,2,15,16,4,0,0,1,1,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,3,3,19,6,14,13,1,13,0,4,1,0,7,6,0,0,7,54,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385493564921713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380678260078295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891617617093066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532567851307573,0.16612777700029654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692750825589072,0.26410821535587164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856233132208219,0.0,0.09657447037084553,0.0,0.1050523118575478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429972787689126,0.0,0.0,0.10158659542072296,0.0,0.0,0.19572535528448987,0.0,0.0,0.261124567383192,0.1806129581655246,0.0,0.1632225137312749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178137957183329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475424123718993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736484098094565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473933440758765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761835313172286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742152839871555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778526120029967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042004371869308,0.0,0.0
lonely,bonobo-no,2019/05/17,"JFL Such a 🤡🌎. I hate masculinity roled and standards. Why doesn’t personality matter at all? I’m tired of this life, and it’s only getting worse. I want to be a kid again, when I wasn’t exposed to the harsh realities of the dating scene. For reference I’ve never had a GF or even a female friend.",0.4895238095238099,2.6578360476190497,3.4660317460317493,86.24285714285719,85.34920634920636,6.139682539682537,20.11111111111111,7.447530270364453,0.6523396825396826,233,7,51,4,7,83,51,63,0.226,0.6829999999999999,0.091,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,6,0,4,2,0,0,2,9,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,6,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23013303804429405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26919417585779903,0.0,0.18203895660494704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439999618767939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24610460511883145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26872872162372136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26499476888680434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30423340116387604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004660865708203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055115315751041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144015702082362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550773283825189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,colorfulllgirl,2019/04/11,"I am happy with the little things but I wish I knew what real friends and family were like My mental illness prevent me from having real relationships because people don't understand my panic attacks and social anxiety. It is not like in the movies I am a normal person but my case is so severe that is a disability. I take medication and I can control it but eventually I have my downs when something triggers me. I don't have any friends or family close because I live abroad ( I came when I did not know I had this disease). I am married but my husband don't understand my condition. He thinks I am lazy that this is all in my head.  I just leave the house to go to the supermarket once a week because he takes me there. My days are alone at home because I depend on other people to take me out which I don't know anyone.  I dream of having a friend to take me to a coffeshop, doing hikes in nature, picnics in the park. I am human and I know that even though we are different we complete each other. I know that I might have something that someone out there needs. I talk to my therapist online. I am doing my masters online too. I am 26 female (mix of French, Italian and Portuguese) living in the west coast of the US.",3.831065759637191,5.064852816326533,5.226904761904766,81.83115079365079,71.85714285714286,7.56689342403628,27.488662131519273,7.984000788550335,1.7449002267573688,960,34,186,13,18,322,131,245,0.094,0.787,0.11900000000000001,0.7991,1,1,2,0,0,0,21.0,3,0,0,2,9,8,1,1,12,0,29,3,1,3,1,40,45,14,0,3,8,1,0,2,3,1,2,0,1,2,14,13,0,2,8,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,5,0,43,6,21,39,2,19,0,0,0,0,14,13,0,3,6,142,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140485250169172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488367918734219,0.0,0.08423958957949904,0.0,0.0,0.07699671954417221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527455851010788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26850643481133696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594508957266634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545610845243012,0.0,0.12350614483958812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101668064393687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150493549435656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273157321547495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761796617451772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25522953258209585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625823154973375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172221312251798,0.0,0.0,0.1130123285739792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104568355009086,0.0,0.0,0.127060815596981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420708027269669,0.0,0.0,0.11659853761097745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759570095087033,0.11036666847026794,0.194471547936053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093180088984272,0.11097254467767956,0.11681727060761295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165073433349346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078917743036317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727154850421227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919916545318322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268322514275134,0.09615035754703123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506756559461119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822498956611653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440143644532108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225092846919793,0.09330220426440812,0.1695476697214912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33117863653048263,0.08850827898414945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785491009395575,0.07315717700732544,0.07055885056871229,0.10818988912790704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22927241148768934,0.13245779956860684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883296199683174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662969577336866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,REBELDINE91,2019/04/11,"Who the hell would be interested in me??? I'm a 28 year old Native American who was raised in a white family. I don't really have much to offer but an ear and unlimited support in hopes it would all come back to me eventually. I have an interest in video games, horror genre type art and films, firearms, metal bands among other things. I use to be a musician in guitar, recorder and the Native American flute. I daydream of scenarios that would never happen to me in a million years. I create very dark art to help with my depression and mental illness problems. I don't see what people find interesting in me. I can be very perverted if I know you really well and I like making people laugh. But all of that never really shows in real life. I have been hurt a lot and survived numerous traumatic events. So I share my experience with people who are not sure how to hand theirs. I thought I could be people's savior....but I guess even saviors can't be helped......What the hell is wrong with me?......Trying to save people who just up and leave after getting what they want?.......Its always been a pattern for me....that's why I don't trust  a lot of people.....Anyway....I think that's all I will share.....Just wondering if there is anyone out there for me.",2.7711529933481147,4.785761089430896,4.360339985218038,83.71716186252775,76.3170731707317,7.562158167036216,22.15742793791574,8.438071523408619,1.3737463414634146,972,27,191,19,22,325,143,246,0.18899999999999997,0.633,0.179,-0.7069,0,0,1,1,0,0,62.0,0,1,2,1,8,18,2,0,12,0,24,4,2,3,6,43,38,13,0,8,6,0,1,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,12,12,0,0,5,8,0,1,7,6,1,1,4,4,26,12,27,24,6,20,2,2,2,0,12,11,2,7,9,130,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825290957919932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096834622718183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003821096043694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120688925276392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038735799766459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205420182820934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592925741618468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272619266019578,0.12264589414820315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890826039235505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679714329364106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433188742870012,0.0,0.11504624311031282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720271364638965,0.0,0.0,0.1292178047902166,0.0,0.0,0.1392738240998003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149908698813287,0.0,0.0,0.13775620833941482,0.0,0.0,0.0918928726804286,0.06355987004770983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121127915986855,0.0,0.0,0.08684218865270224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110933719921886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956378400150269,0.0,0.2006809599505004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651716627614432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509718261406056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448731024280467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808130785201612,0.2500345284896136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036721735318584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763496652028205,0.12261690327224925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643209017739659,0.08336227810646284,0.0,0.10328418787832014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832877863670574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236388883258797,0.0,0.21469083726556784,0.07673584570379044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169747544606914,0.0,0.11739424155725227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108697167912346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772560968620488,0.1422429903245597,0.0,0.16755916614298025
lonely,pequenodsastreanimal,2019/04/11,"Just another 17 yo girl who has a wonderful life and no real problems, but feels different (in a bad way) and alone because nobody seems to be genuinely interested in her (not romantically speaking) Sorry but... this bullshit is gonna be long. I’m 17. Really introverted. I’ve always sort of liked being unnoticed, because I generally can’t relate to how most people my age are (I don’t like drinking or partying), so I would just spend time with who I truly felt I was comfortable with. That means I’ve always had only one or two close friends, perhaps within small groups up to five or six people. However, there was always that one friend with who I would spend loads of time, just the two of us, because we truly matched and understood each other. It’s been years from that, and they all have found other friends and changed. And I don’t think I have. 

However, it’s not that I want to (change), because I am mostly ok with myself. The thing is that I don’t really seem to be able to create new friendships (although some of the old ones still remain), or even get out of my comfort zone and meet people. I’m referring mainly to the highschool environment (which is where I spent more “social time” these days). Most people just ignore me, and if they talk to me it’s just because they need something. May have something to do with the fact that I’ve always liked learning and mostly had good grades, while most of my peers are truly dismissive of highschool. You know, the “nerd” thing. People just talk to me when they need help, because they see me as a boring, the “only cares about studying” kind of person (which, by the way, couldn’t be further from the truth), I suppose. I don’t really know how people think I am. It has never interested me that much, but the fact that no one ever seems to be interested in me has me thinking about it more often than I would like to. 

It’s true that I don’t have any initiative when it comes to social situations, but it’s just how I am. I don’t like small talk. Sure I talk to people everyday, but I don’t feel like I have any real bond. I crave for deeper, meaningful connections. I don’t see why I have to force myself when I’m not enjoying social interactions, but at the same time I feel frustrated because I have very few people to turn to. Even when I’m with one of them, I often feel like they aren’t truly interested in what I am saying. However, I know it might be just my perception, because I am aware that my self-esteem isn’t really high. 

Idk. I have two or three people I can count on, but I feel like they aren’t enough. I would just like to find people my age with similar interests. I know maybe this will sound pretentious, but I feel as if I were an older person trapped in a teenager body. Most people my age seem quite superficial to me. I don’t like shopping, exposing my life on social media or talking about gossip. I like reading, listening to music (mostly indie rock), drawing (mandalas), watching films and TV series, staying in and doing all the above (as well as talking about all those things), going for a walk with my dog... I mean, it’s pretty normal stuff. I don’t have a really high concept of myself. I just can’t understand why I can’t find anybody who seems to share some of those interests and wants to get to know me. 

Sorry about all this “misunderstood teenage girl” selfish rant. If anyone got through this, I’m sorry for making you waste your time.",5.405857001554331,5.839986997032643,6.075099618482407,80.08969337289814,67.75370919881307,9.03032358343931,28.362159106966228,8.976282227363876,2.1214556733078984,2692,83,525,44,42,880,282,674,0.09300000000000001,0.721,0.18600000000000005,0.9972,6,2,3,0,0,0,99.0,2,3,8,1,32,40,1,0,19,1,62,4,1,4,11,132,110,43,0,14,30,0,7,11,3,8,2,4,0,4,40,25,1,1,32,6,4,3,23,8,1,11,11,14,79,32,71,83,21,48,0,0,3,0,44,19,0,29,34,367,119,5,0.05227241206813988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05413845436794497,0.0,0.0,0.17397933718526434,0.0,0.0,0.0710940654074465,0.054812181769013715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0365500859121615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043645280656786065,0.2549182177740029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058062865835934174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053295207877110735,0.0,0.11059456178719748,0.0450280544810219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033711381395194674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054613544995429114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051207063511662425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401137496291408,0.0,0.06905087035629379,0.047283389367701184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585830129113923,0.11203026487800276,0.05018971299427944,0.0,0.09555207527137843,0.0,0.0,0.05731400177683797,0.121156607689561,0.0,0.05462035568271528,0.0,0.029707616396532726,0.043843619194963095,0.04180702310661058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035037095954117574,0.11045734660912268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443367327347806,0.14363775315487146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384310104521584,0.2809142617046939,0.0,0.0,0.04625943976342442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03489224095741523,0.0,0.052514663812161744,0.1138799618498107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554527686635143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03842623741090166,0.07751866241439481,0.040315706678935546,0.05048502130542621,0.0,0.0,0.05121586534282098,0.0,0.0,0.054851103299346976,0.0,0.17710569619014466,0.07951104972584115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986301969932063,0.09128450795395038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317983534465639,0.0,0.05001763880575903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559814457285006,0.052286557725214296,0.1189948976418607,0.16743522841229527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041569120137578686,0.0,0.0,0.08330868937260505,0.2379342036616817,0.05453152597653834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875638129280052,0.0,0.213140565133576,0.0,0.08048371321809553,0.0,0.17554405711462126,0.0,0.055715436198902714,0.04174481580064386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983940575300345,0.0,0.0,0.0492661297556354,0.0,0.0,0.2520875086595613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418240363506506,0.1004821529573202,0.0,0.0,0.15240231920267466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685737392914764,0.15318765333609174,0.05441742444855728,0.06287727558563089,0.0,0.0,0.043130214366069626,0.0616632459385713,0.08298281523836559,0.0,0.0,0.046999176113578095,0.0,0.09433544287581004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668720109608628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853128705774565,0.0,0.0,0.033661719553532435
lonely,Krieger509,2019/04/11,Being single and lonely is the worst feeling ever. I was talking to a girl I like but recently I guess I’m friend zoned but doesn’t even feel like a friend since we hardly talk now. Anyone wanna talk?,0.9356097560975628,3.3933401219512227,2.573853658536585,91.21443902439024,86.8048780487805,4.255609756097561,15.517073170731704,5.6839178017228535,-0.5554234146341468,159,3,31,1,5,52,33,41,0.09300000000000001,0.585,0.322,0.8898,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,8,3,0,1,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,4,2,6,2,3,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742174015181996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645668253004136,0.2253781085607033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25196402639331944,0.17799886695521247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384998445132008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744761546443733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231970571870548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434524944070646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460139389964308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610646829908988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6007924416294235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xTobias97,2019/04/11,"Sick of loneliness I'm getting sick (literally) of sitting at home all day everyday watching the same TV shows. I've isolated myself the past 8 months or so and i don't know i can start living a normal life again. I never took the responsibility for myself. I'm afraid of doing anything alone. I want to go to school again but i'm afraid of getting bullied again. I want work but i'm afraid i will fail. I want to connect with people but i'm afraid of creeping everybody out.

All i know is, my life right now ain't fun. It feels like hell, it's just painful to completely isolate yourself from society and the world.

Any advice on how to get back on track? :/",1.6996240601503736,4.029427195488726,3.2864285714285733,88.42107142857144,81.55639097744361,6.2060150375939855,23.785714285714285,7.447530270364453,1.0994150375939848,519,19,107,8,14,171,86,133,0.27,0.68,0.05,-0.9872,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,1,4,5,0,6,5,0,1,3,21,23,8,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,7,0,0,1,2,11,2,17,21,3,20,1,1,1,0,0,6,1,1,12,59,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196091143811544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034547345115139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335873398279036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165508075061344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105182159647676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596576667201405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668888005485318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099327009998728,0.14033824979621307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307898611830275,0.0,0.1116425519991418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970474071320592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591884197756447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775056786171704,0.09597166981463558,0.0,0.17346194152666086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567981813445937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150823005141978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247151415299307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902820632652136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752617800243915,0.1361881928379711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776044934304835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880985634274576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904270400436916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182543611816691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34759985701526863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301216222977342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sheepsandfox,2019/04/11,Does anyone here have 0 friends? I just wanna talk to someone who can relate with my loneliness ): I have a long distance boyfriend but he’s all I have. I have 0 friends and it makes me sad a lot. Does anyone want to be my friend? I’m 17.,-1.7884313725490202,-0.03909101960784156,0.270980392156865,103.21274509803922,106.25490196078432,3.050980392156863,17.43137254901961,5.033348758259628,-0.8434156862745095,182,6,44,1,9,59,37,51,0.14400000000000002,0.633,0.223,0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,9,9,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,4,8,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730262851543021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466857781656474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6182557189735121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236059458379108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22677564537987704,0.0,0.0,0.17805324803248415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260107629227844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439818936647664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733213061592136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ben-tbh,2019/04/11,"loneliness fucks you up i don't know how badly ive been affected by isolation. like, in the past year my life has taken off a little, and completely randomly ive found myself in a small group of friends, but before that I had a couple of friends that i only saw in school. 

But i still don't feel happy with my friends ? like yeah when im doing things i do, i love life and love all the people who have helped me.

But when im alone i feel so empty and i hate this

its like i just struggle to be alone now. i hate my own company and every day I don't go out and do things I feel like things have just gone back to how they were before. Like I'm doomed to feel this way forever or at least have nobody forever.

bcs like even when I find people i still feel this way? even when life gives me everything i cant appreciate it?",1.5639393939393962,3.0588291818181865,3.26668181818182,92.5404393939394,78.20454545454545,6.966060606060606,19.68787878787879,7.793537801064563,0.43101787878787867,640,14,150,10,15,213,98,176,0.19699999999999998,0.588,0.215,0.7006,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,15,18,3,1,5,1,17,6,0,3,1,26,35,16,0,0,6,0,5,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,7,6,25,12,14,27,3,24,1,1,1,3,11,9,1,2,17,97,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413325144139801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958679678851783,0.09727859287983816,0.0,0.0,0.19827798484384487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215551649241005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289129310776786,0.0,0.07513746496324125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390373035312327,0.0,0.0981622878252372,0.0,0.1047091023025686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945475455482583,0.08323272194449884,0.0,0.0,0.10648541250361786,0.0,0.0,0.1277440621589052,0.2700393750888292,0.1077089707757642,0.0,0.11176426204564542,0.06621369085913717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402401376669228,0.0,0.230053354460044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809227805899077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516954013474087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402927556455018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468773091431165,0.34151701278148755,0.11677075878654734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103044797506317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860892769314864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121924531378037,0.16154275834374146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791144265252225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608550019637807,0.0,0.0,0.12179855599286568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322064946300832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495588476278188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502677638468187
lonely,Miltnoslrac,2019/04/11,Rough day Today is my birthday. Which only means that I take a little extra of my antidepressants.,3.741666666666666,6.717733166666669,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,78.44444444444446,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.9659111111111112,79,2,12,1,2,26,17,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990977838674751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648263711141473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.50518909054623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527232907958735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34870257012982586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396063476685416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,missjordgubbe,2019/04/11,"got no one else to blame but myself i keep having dreams about someone who used to be my best friend. it really fucking hurts when i wake up and realise it was just a dream and that we’re not friends anymore, and it hurts even more when i remember that it was my fault that we’re not friends anymore. i miss him. he was like a brother to me and i let other things get in the way of that.",2.6242570281124533,3.4545131325301237,3.453192771084339,94.94356425702813,74.30120481927709,6.497188755020081,24.676706827309236,6.42735559955562,0.4739574297188751,302,9,72,2,6,96,57,83,0.223,0.578,0.2,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,1,0,3,0,6,2,1,1,0,11,12,7,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,0,10,5,7,6,2,5,0,3,0,1,7,2,1,0,3,52,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994541240774751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134881103709227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823743817007872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301772553920554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667856119917047,0.18618395122571715,0.1052191731048178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107183288239252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43118927978571137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790067441443813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059372881624419,0.0,0.09839011302478018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646864559819888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901707476601484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281382352808007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706390560572297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379610617735144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393829965107854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985584663729616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CaCO3IV,2019/04/11,"Wish Today Was Over Already I wish today was over already. Happy Birthday...here's to another day of school, homework assignments, loneliness, and boredom. No, I'm not happy. (I'm done with sugar coating things). Everyday is the same: an endless cycle of school and homework- oh, and working out, too. I'm just so sick of everything.

Here's to being 25. I'm sure it's no greater than being 24. At least at 22 and 23 I kinda had my life together- school wasn't so much of a drag and I was certainly on fire for working out and strengthening my body. Everything just feels like a never ending chore cycle now. 

Sure, I've spent quite a few birthdays alone before, but today the loneliness has really hit me.
Whatever. Just had to get this off my chest. (Can't really post this kinda stuff on Facebook without looking like an attention seeker). I just really needed to vent.",1.9582243258749263,4.719467415662649,3.6290017211704,83.12371485943775,85.68674698795179,6.776362593230065,24.16982214572576,7.957251820313856,1.94089305794607,685,27,120,15,21,227,103,166,0.11900000000000001,0.762,0.11900000000000001,-0.0215,0,1,0,0,1,0,33.0,0,0,0,3,9,7,0,0,7,0,12,5,2,0,4,28,24,9,0,3,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,5,9,1,0,2,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,8,4,8,7,21,13,5,18,0,0,1,0,0,9,0,2,10,78,13,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306006515475688,0.2835479680364041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347159345904353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932170348508814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270538014797354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285494399997832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147325712448654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137896144397252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309278550137839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649601910409708,0.09178167667821903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712223474762978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27352540361373795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074481300784393,0.1255315750622018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788559777042517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444299275330076,0.0952616618999397,0.0990868804824148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304234444841515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366476532386426,0.0,0.0,0.2469107328073203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39006689869205097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707171309698416,0.0,0.0,0.24216998847639565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535225455733761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653342948296532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29547695715717764,0.12384411581160222,0.0,0.1870608483985848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Unknownsunrise,2019/04/11,"Do you ever stop feeling so alone? I have “friends” you could say but you know. 

I feel so lost, so lonely, so unhappy and just bored of everything- or more so just tired. I’m so afraid I’ll always feel like that. 

I feel like I’ll never find anyone I’ll love, or at least anyone that will love me. That terrifies me, all I want is to be one persons person. All I want. I feel like I’ll never experience what everyone else calls being “alive”.",0.7178021978022002,2.9165206153846164,2.6117472527472536,92.54575274725276,84.60439560439559,5.837802197802197,17.89120879120879,7.1686216300943375,0.1548716483516479,340,8,75,5,10,113,56,91,0.242,0.505,0.253,-0.163,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,1,9,10,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,22,19,10,0,3,5,0,5,3,1,1,1,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,6,11,6,3,14,4,5,0,2,0,2,10,1,0,2,7,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661773288336967,0.0,0.0,0.13350686616028765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438009050813915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638369141954261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810589750833531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403499775267866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451357899862862,0.0,0.15331640625718873,0.14420169588393558,0.1569504327245594,0.0,0.0,0.4056405284019676,0.3438755388070508,0.0,0.0,0.1466479678676937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396291244647645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817886811738501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23516261401038735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751496207163871,0.0,0.2896239387517503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474971450206417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872475713505528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801966896318992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759590991426512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414299540916888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441313698252287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892745852632668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Blacknisstf,2019/04/11,I feel so lonely :( No friends ever since I switched high schools. I Graduated and still nothing.,2.459803921568625,5.264304000000003,2.5847058823529423,86.62450980392158,97.23529411764706,4.6196078431372545,35.07843137254902,6.42735559955562,2.5248196078431384,76,5,13,1,3,23,15,17,0.374,0.488,0.138,-0.6525,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,8,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676307025961625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054984679822734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31399954899388244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42940568013254776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38997152891599896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113193470611198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33619532187173323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245680178126411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HouseCactus,2019/04/11,"My only friends neglect me (ADVICE PLEASE) M; 16; Sophomore in HS

So during freshman year I went to a new school and found a great group of friends. We would talk in group chats all the time, go to each other’s houses, the mall, movies, etc. Then sophomore year came around and the beginning was nice as usual. We still talked and I really thought we’d stay close as usual. Then around my birthday it seemed like we wouldn’t ever talk and i thought we were all just falling off. 

Apparently I was wrong as they just wouldn’t talk to me. They began going places without me all the time, even when they know I’m at home by myself. The thing is, I never did anything or said anything that would make this happen. They just always exclude me and I never get invited anywhere. 

Sometimes I get invited but it’s only after I’ve posted something about being lonely on my Snapchat or instagram story so it doesn’t feel the same as them inviting me out of the blue. 

So now I have no real friends at school to talk to or regularly sit with at lunch and stuff and I just don’t know what to do. I know this sounds stupid and I’m sorry for wasting your time but please help me.",2.8775641025641012,4.712348850427353,3.496076923076924,90.83642307692308,75.45299145299145,5.8765811965811965,23.238461538461536,6.508806274219699,0.515470769230769,917,27,189,7,20,288,136,234,0.095,0.8059999999999999,0.099,0.2627,1,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,5,1,5,0,15,10,1,0,9,0,15,1,0,1,6,51,36,23,0,4,10,0,1,1,3,4,0,2,1,0,10,19,1,1,8,2,0,5,8,4,0,0,11,4,31,6,28,19,6,39,0,2,1,0,24,12,0,4,20,128,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398039319843844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853974780726688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512897530071372,0.1894508624254774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170208519566025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867273624490032,0.07028129599905558,0.09625187537370733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053802940804553015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667057353466645,0.24663102328283304,0.0,0.11118728454841888,0.0,0.12094791973615192,0.0,0.0,0.11731488777711913,0.0,0.0,0.09409599604071864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132285223901468,0.0,0.10673561986565994,0.0,0.0,0.12278022316933501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543670156267624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198543749597486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102797986890119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413638813779913,0.1027692397670664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185573308905082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117342045295864,0.23360744748533746,0.0,0.0,0.10190918266598388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111528182617122,0.06816751063669353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121810955438344,0.0,0.0,0.21538058846848246,0.0,0.09686959257464034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191786204282799,0.10523995665832146,0.11911473164917455,0.0,0.1134164723198067,0.08497734324195058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181138243251985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276324764228034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069256148873154,0.0,0.0,0.1689516888326111,0.18614159302945474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23438614246912684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864102318689613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257324563287283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117798366569948,0.11634013847428235,0.0,0.1370461668953243
lonely,sarrod1022,2019/04/11,"I have no one Hello,

The person who I thought was my best friend left me recently. They claim they love me and care about me yet they’ve left me many times, only to come back months later saying that they’re sorry for leaving me. 

I don’t really have anyone to talk to or anyone who messages me. I even had to take a break from school because of my depression and suicidal thoughts. 

I just wish people wouldn’t leave me. I wish I had someone to talk to. I’m alone all day, wishing I could disappear. Looking around for someone who is nowhere to be seen. 

It’s just painful and sad. How can this be called a life?",1.827053333333332,3.8904061520000006,2.726900000000004,94.06528333333335,79.48,5.7666666666666675,22.416666666666664,6.816661863887847,0.4764266666666663,479,15,104,5,12,151,85,125,0.165,0.674,0.16,0.3182,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,8,7,0,0,3,0,12,3,0,1,1,17,24,5,1,5,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,6,3,19,4,13,14,2,13,0,2,2,1,14,3,0,1,7,67,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140789624727977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010047255413975,0.0,0.0,0.12101265506655925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452707983476188,0.0,0.08286586825328891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265738256559005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880676641064454,0.0,0.1385967221343627,0.0,0.0,0.1170975966459719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853454777630266,0.0,0.0,0.0876680502076056,0.0,0.1170822467521924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978503577633459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502450632716816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878750839021444,0.2953916639849302,0.0,0.09601624765872176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415275354018282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268835326479605,0.0,0.0,0.1378186733648227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085035310804494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211435677248003,0.1033861326788892,0.1446464384175225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424152555640934,0.11869485163880332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708465452005096,0.0,0.1342212822903379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810247342242417,0.0,0.13757539304220107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23035777661711224,0.0,0.0,0.15217022239819458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869289749346676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022076259823033,0.21852185079375824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158374174903089,0.0792658954849006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468962154785587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Thot_Slayer_Teddy,2019/04/11,"Just need a hug, ya know? I'm very big on hugs, they feel therapeutic as hell. Plus I'm kind of a big guy with the teddy bear complex to match.  But I feel like I'm the one always giving them out. Even if I really need one when I'm down, it's never a thing that's offered. I'd like to be the reciever of a hug everyone once in a while. Idk, is this normal?",0.11386243386243675,1.3143646543209897,3.053721340388009,93.77888888888893,81.46913580246914,6.603880070546737,17.74426807760141,7.447530270364453,-0.010010229276895988,271,5,70,4,7,97,57,81,0.073,0.716,0.21100000000000002,0.8866,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,0,3,7,1,0,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,14,12,6,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,5,6,11,11,0,9,1,0,0,3,6,6,1,1,5,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075408974937052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164742317545517,0.0,0.0,0.2383354914265176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522327180484956,0.1781886829811995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927039982615256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24696915116104184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597368995152971,0.13707700551587665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24371210945852784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698897358796857,0.19237130299742114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443827371947501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656286098129505,0.33803255704471835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978751563927446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570634117275085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580106910277712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,StabandDab,2019/04/11,So lonely I’m just laying in bed alternating between staring at the ceiling and staring at the clock just trying to make it through the night. No friends. No hobbies. No life. Anybody out there willing to talk to me about nothing to pass the time? Or at least acknowledge my existence?,3.2485534591194964,6.1441459622641545,3.6625471698113214,84.53709119496857,79.94339622641509,5.79748427672956,33.361635220125784,7.1686216300943375,2.4723106918239,228,13,39,3,6,71,41,53,0.163,0.785,0.052000000000000005,-0.6861,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,12,2,1,9,0,1,2,0,2,5,0,1,3,30,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530190422098661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32273956784407193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30500091703386023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428793063183256,0.0,0.4384317623007961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672589244496372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664365821136772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102220119349537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,whatonearthlmfao,2019/04/11,"I am alone at a Red Robin bar. Today is my 21st birthday.

I hope life looks up from here.",-2.3181666666666665,-0.5413951499999996,-0.009999999999999787,107.00833333333334,100.5,2.666666666666667,11.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.0548333333333333,67,1,18,0,3,22,19,20,0.10099999999999999,0.754,0.146,0.2263,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.507687426971118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868677600144769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462346164744872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116348618618577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646413580479741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MyBlankScreen,2019/08/29,I feel like I fall for guys SO quickly and I have no idea how to fix this. (F22) I’ll meet them once or a couple of times and be smitten. I’m always bummed that it doesn’t go anywhere and then I feel pathetic for getting excited. I met this amazing guy last week and I just found out he has a kid and it’s a total deal breaker for me. I don’t even really know him and I feel almost...heartbroken. I know this sounds like I’m crazy and pathetic but I really need help here. How do I stop from catching feels so quickly?,-0.21677197802197767,1.8694233392857167,2.0985714285714323,95.36181318681322,87.92857142857142,5.589010989010989,19.32967032967033,7.010146845296331,0.2472780219780217,402,12,94,6,13,136,74,112,0.10400000000000001,0.784,0.11199999999999999,0.1944,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,1,24,19,14,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,8,0,1,8,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,5,14,4,7,16,1,11,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,9,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314292277102627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880236508922553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446950050740552,0.0,0.0,0.2091479228716802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399235123191533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103044737075133,0.14492888622240346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224342087786216,0.0,0.0,0.1059901177970228,0.0,0.1152945169243446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017422813865084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359780939184797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290131942629232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298181235465267,0.1653644353732522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822204189288276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042399592738984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604771933275985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599247750912248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960666920332754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182939185432119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627284127061639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,datrealkid,2019/08/29,"Wassup I’m new to this but I’m going into 10th grade and I’m a boy and i live right outside NYC but... I am an ideal kid who gets great grades plays sports, has friends, handsome . I can gw any girl pretty much but I can quiet and my face gets red when the really hot girls in my grade try to gw me and my friends tease me about it. What should I do to prevent this??",-1.4667003367003346,0.5065811851851869,0.6842873176206545,103.27202020202023,95.17283950617285,3.439281705948373,13.536475869809205,4.851557810540192,-1.4705901234567902,280,5,71,1,11,92,56,81,0.03,0.649,0.321,0.9837,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,11,12,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,5,5,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,6,6,11,1,6,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,2,39,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21118456975798347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4798601387540807,0.0,0.32449899295459506,0.0,0.17649265522463287,0.0,0.0,0.3423823425211784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27422123636779383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22828989645004644,0.0,0.0,0.2999310123146325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31594087587190745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989462072364573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26520790340281475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21084298563585616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,m8dd8g,2019/08/29,"22M like 0 success with women I’m in college finishing my degree this year. I have many professional relationships, a few close friends and I’m very close with my family. Where the problem comes in is when I start talking with a girl it goes well enough but after a few days I get ghosted every time super annoying. Sometimes I’d hang out with them or even have sex but same end result. I mean I can understand if u aren’t interested or whatever I mean I’m blind in one eye have a bunch of scars and depending on the scenario I can be very type A. Those aren’t negatives to me but I can see how they might not be compatible with others. Weird thing is I’m not really sad when it happens just annoyed. Legit u could just say “not interested” or “fuck off” I don’t care but I feel like shit when I text one day and just get nothing back.",1.3443416827231829,3.5525521849710984,3.3005298651252453,88.51787251123959,82.0635838150289,6.850224791265254,22.32787411689145,7.984000788550335,1.1513419396274895,660,22,142,13,18,222,112,173,0.105,0.703,0.192,0.9416,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,11,16,4,0,7,0,15,5,2,3,0,37,31,15,1,3,14,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,2,6,12,0,0,4,0,0,2,7,7,1,2,0,5,16,9,14,27,5,23,0,1,3,2,8,9,2,6,14,91,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815576985948354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699269668033259,0.0,0.0,0.14356789332087624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306913910358026,0.0,0.0,0.21497140232361386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761649580004224,0.17221040100805868,0.0,0.11008123827784196,0.0,0.14042318754970648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571177536439927,0.0,0.08427127392235642,0.1190661340808729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876564124576548,0.15407991540456378,0.1741520811455325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473820824432209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284905537453853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897303755163098,0.0,0.3630959943234934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768061549091821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599204016354766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22587421988540826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947673322759032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067704269611935,0.0,0.0,0.1789367763057546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253939292158254,0.0,0.0,0.1328111237138747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108012517394744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483681156662391,0.0,0.11796696383196645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395971677322174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072540133318858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971842117423287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350505319567186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750336023344831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498526369885062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732735885570334
lonely,splasheart123,2019/08/29,"Those of you in college, how did you make friends? I transferred to A&M about a semester ago and it still feels like i don’t have any friends :( There is a game tonight and I REALLY wanted to go to my first game but have no one to go with so i didn’t get a ticket. I plan on going to the student org open house and trying to join some clubs but a few tips would be greatly appreciated :,)",4.1740243902439005,4.12186006097561,5.052341463414635,88.04997560975613,70.34146341463415,8.023414634146341,28.59512195121951,7.554174236665415,1.3652507317073177,303,10,70,3,5,99,60,82,0.055999999999999994,0.7829999999999999,0.161,0.8312,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,5,4,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,2,0,13,15,7,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,1,8,4,11,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,5,48,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22492937200899005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27493228320583724,0.0,0.17255510152509482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830094765413216,0.18127526884386266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158351175086505,0.0,0.0,0.3920850612118469,0.0,0.13257113608783067,0.0,0.4326268923286541,0.0,0.0,0.2797544344354653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29278732259331164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396684633238128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937656178019678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194397991797528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255535632674553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026408501847188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227599930214085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966520204346873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025295902699773,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,trash-monster2000,2019/08/29,Wish I could talk to people I’ve been shit at talking to people for so long. I want my social skills to be better but every time I try to talk to someone I freeze and say something wrong and people think I’m weird because of it. I have few friends in my life and I feel uncomfortable talking about sensitive subjects. I want more friends I can just talk to whenever.,4.491756756756757,5.3221722297297305,5.011729729729733,85.49137837837841,69.94594594594595,7.541621621621622,29.664864864864867,7.554174236665415,1.70483027027027,291,11,59,3,5,93,50,74,0.146,0.6509999999999999,0.203,0.3933,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,1,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,11,11,5,0,4,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,10,3,11,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,1,0,2,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151432424593453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728106518191503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295958284262793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403075766764222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420189310469416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573192561375763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762411597393208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473726219674976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463500106047036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243027280240846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093927434284134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975499536964148,0.14109919150671518,0.12820189677274255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6692471364836889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670483990576267,0.0,0.0,0.09710419966038536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306202754517253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644583417931968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914997382455139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207294540241672,0.0,0.0
lonely,andriniblu,2019/08/29,"The cycle continues So, I got to know this girl and eventually I wanted to see if she wanted to date. And she said no. I accepted that. But this happens every time I try and ask a girl out. It’s always no, and that just makes me feel pathetic. I see couples everywhere I go and I think “I wish I had that” but I know I never will.",-1.2291549295774615,0.8184889718309876,2.1367464788732384,92.38906338028171,95.90140845070421,5.656901408450705,16.959154929577466,7.1686216300943375,0.2822608450704229,251,7,58,5,10,90,45,71,0.09,0.856,0.055,-0.2846,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,20,17,9,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,14,1,4,13,0,6,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,4,41,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139900557424268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24042374476008035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845590516499249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668088141216024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003531845307376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615837929993225,0.0,0.2056862004361344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22741884787975336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826731155697837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166619227901908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834907889858186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446321504420172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098700770123913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478724320815258,0.0,0.0,0.14996070824998028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460482436548788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30337674919643176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957383560898517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CemDoruk,2019/08/29,"I don't deserve this I am not a social expert but I am still not bad at social interactions. I go out of my way to make friends, its not like I am sitting in a corner waiting for something to happen. However for some reason I am the lonliest person I know. 

Maybe I am annoying or unpleasnt in someway. But even then I am pretty sure that I am not as unpleasnt as some people that I know and even they are not lonely. 

Normally I would tell these to a friend, to someone I trust. But everyone seems too busy to talk or meet up with me. 

And I can't even feel guilty for being lonely because I feel like have done everything in my power that I can. I can't push any further beacuse I would be annoying if I did. I just feel like I am extremly unlucky . 

Something goes wrong every time. Not like in a major way. For example I wanted to build a friendship with the people from my course. I texted them to meet up on 5-6 different occasions. And not like major plans just to drink coffe and talk. However they had something else going on each time. And I actually believe that they were busy. They seemed to like me, it was not like they were random people. But after trying so many times I can't try once more with these people. I feel like I am pushing them when they don't want to meetup. And even if they wanted to do something they could try to set something up for once. 

I really don't deserve this stage of loneliness.",2.7394791666666687,4.415931211805559,4.249722222222221,85.96750000000002,75.4236111111111,7.300000000000002,24.5,8.07648339933343,1.3959833333333331,1111,36,226,18,24,370,140,288,0.126,0.753,0.121,0.3612,4,4,6,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,10,2,12,18,2,0,7,0,30,1,0,2,1,51,46,19,0,9,18,0,4,8,2,2,0,0,0,1,10,11,1,1,9,1,0,4,14,6,0,0,6,4,43,12,37,35,6,29,0,2,0,0,21,13,0,9,15,164,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.09299564046476028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480489005144043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956859965785627,0.058091863857679574,0.0,0.0,0.10736652570580607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608650348058776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956456304656544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752140904156344,0.0,0.0933542934058411,0.0,0.0,0.07960800026685891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517697664777057,0.0,0.08029141407414807,0.09105989267636788,0.08564635234740721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927391014866624,0.20423952284186805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725168400165073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831839778660476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427038308306523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474493191058848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724564629194895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361115589422517,0.09661569689565801,0.09573814621322924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337033980007142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029753315930089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26426638555835924,0.08320923086128612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695080349430096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104938017434065,0.09798067692867674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350871490499706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428556813880726,0.08074441793631919,0.3668195197544603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610391057746442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981582650468438,0.0,0.0,0.15319143905470806,0.08329334418475684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667044721594338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941002107953376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686250399535664,0.1512838571506985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353918034059696,0.10419176638421557,0.0,0.0
lonely,21natashaz,2019/08/29,I want cuddles and love. Instead I’ve got a big bed with too much space and this never ending feeling of loneliness,3.364782608695652,5.4014387391304375,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,74.65217391304348,6.339130434782609,28.89130434782609,7.1686216300943375,1.7277999999999998,93,4,17,1,2,30,21,23,0.162,0.623,0.214,0.3248,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,3,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441019398450741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25352882155412465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010247417922632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525436362021503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685952931032397,0.0,0.38671961454572706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957456121370942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,emus-with-teeth,2019/08/29,"A Rant and a Question I'm not sure why it is, but every day I'm becoming more desperate to have somebody love me (god it sounds so pathetic). My first week of college is over, and I feel really good about almost every aspect of my life right now, except for relationships.

I've never dated, I really just wasn't interested, but now I'm constantly running these hypothetical situations in my head. I'm conscious of my overthinking, but it's like I can't convince myself to knock it off. I just want to take care of somebody who deserves it so badly, it transcends the desire for physical affection. The confident person in me is saying ""why didn't you just introduce yourself to that guy you thought was cute, don't complain if you aren't doing anything to help it"", but I can't push out the fear that I'm undesirable, and would just embarrass myself. I don't talk like this in my daily life, but I know this much self doubt can't possibly be attractive.

Maybe I just need to be patient and wait for somebody to approach me, but then there's the question, ""what if nobody comes?"". What if somebody does come, and we don't connect? When will I get my next chance after that? I can't beat myself at this game, I never come up with a good enough answer. So maybe I should just take this shit into my own hands already.

Boys, help me learn your psyche. Would you be uncomfortable if a girl approached you and just tried to start a conversation? I don't know how you guys can do this, it's fucking terrifying.",6.195443163751987,6.118652347972976,6.827615262321148,77.12422098569161,66.06081081081078,9.937678855325911,31.60095389507154,9.627879704456738,2.7628348966613667,1189,42,231,22,17,392,160,296,0.14800000000000002,0.684,0.168,0.8308,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,7,0,2,17,18,2,3,9,0,26,7,3,2,3,55,48,22,0,10,19,0,2,2,0,4,2,2,0,6,20,13,0,1,9,1,0,7,14,7,0,1,4,4,35,11,28,37,4,31,0,0,0,2,26,10,2,8,16,158,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831702191482905,0.0,0.13038902693765544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723302351815882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865603797177694,0.0,0.13049496252311654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204687877570212,0.0,0.0,0.3053450031132455,0.0,0.12768558356681858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620139618665216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339985949152833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208761586736733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910449171577715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295931071087227,0.059743655778403786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050415995437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923410789751632,0.061732079656452915,0.0,0.0,0.1982087270388937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233987724812338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126302082209656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839609766985302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298718341702259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669153610892837,0.11545094140974625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664117420747192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23740888312157954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685888325323439,0.08761181034457174,0.1822597004360275,0.0,0.1256611550674096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317000770093188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332040998922812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26472543668932985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138861295866787,0.0,0.0,0.12685624260952572,0.0,0.10090530802155202,0.0,0.09396307305240532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326336814525295,0.0,0.1212863130363456,0.0,0.13281325487376502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363202966284695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136143690116816,0.0,0.1776784993468232,0.09497000382889237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938033441095968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022074808779599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969197403743631,0.0,0.09477830145243248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132363658656706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678704784968257,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,heyheypi,2019/08/29,"No Friends and I don’t want validation. I have always been a very hardworking person. I have done extremely well in my school and I have graduated with great grades. I made into one of my country’s top university for post grad. But my social life has been pretty much zero. I used to feel lonely, I tried to seek acceptance and then I finally stopped. I became confident and made peace with not having friends. I kept on doing what I was good at. However, I hate it when someone points out that I have no good friends. I hate being singled out for not having a social life. It’s this validation of belonging to a crowd that’s the worst part about being a person without friends.",2.8437412587412574,5.25014446969697,4.192727272727272,83.08793706293706,77.78787878787878,7.394871794871796,25.305361305361306,8.384062270229773,1.8735564102564108,538,20,102,11,13,177,83,132,0.188,0.6,0.212,0.5316,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,13,2,0,5,0,15,2,0,3,0,21,23,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,6,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,4,1,2,7,1,17,9,17,14,4,13,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,78,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419117454891195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273852667080368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546724017384891,0.0,0.0,0.16350031678411645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612526723157017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503741261411757,0.0,0.16455291624309815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947145888029689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108448416807988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824552371791229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971876625724757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113828359162066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162739422387545,0.0,0.0,0.2606454408743613,0.0,0.0,0.14109314825406766,0.0,0.1429439478431562,0.1518448413615408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105288257180532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042910446287139,0.12646231790220336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478291668814122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133357900498537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289074204586907,0.0,0.12315007212528264,0.08803379830623029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341971518873174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387540249346642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bigenergypete,2019/08/29,"THE CULT - A super social server, we've all become friends and have even arranged a few meet ups irl among us. Join us for regular voice chats, game times and movie times. We also have a MineCraft server! And an ethot. :) APPLY HERE: (please also read!!)

https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSd1LpLMdxejhWVKT4N6nfalYCnu-V2i5gcR6_edYKZnmkyY2w/viewform?usp=sf_link

We're a super social discord server and we don't take anything seriously.
Like, anything.
We're looking for new members to join our ranks who are social and willing to participate in our various games and just generally help make our
community bigger and better.

There's already 30+ of us, and we're a tight knit little community and we want to expand!
Please fill in the application form and I'll get back to you ASAP.

We host a MineCraft server which we're active on and have lots of builds, so if you have MineCraft then that's even better - but you don't need to have it in order to join us!

The rules are;
Just be social and not too much of a dick.
That's it.

Also we have an ethot.

See you soon!",4.503010471204184,7.5142041570680655,4.568007853403142,79.3218547120419,75.49214659685863,5.704816753926703,20.544764397905762,6.961326702584282,0.4743778010471207,858,21,151,9,20,266,108,191,0.033,0.805,0.162,0.9421,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,12,4,0,5,13,7,0,0,12,0,12,1,1,1,1,29,19,19,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,17,0,1,0,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,16,6,17,17,6,16,0,0,2,1,27,8,1,2,7,98,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066007708973293,0.2840592530553945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948702992411317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104419588529317,0.0,0.0,0.13076623289201156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943473719076094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564074381052431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147745963938217,0.0,0.0618604070929859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936268418565437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057845469281293076,0.11867038690682742,0.0,0.0,0.09942825984029532,0.0,0.0,0.1006615514137508,0.0,0.0,0.07903457247882067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703944379631083,0.08779393605771964,0.0,0.11435384962313673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25994072721693784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843451789883593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435144415588813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827856560943082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902392696336439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808287243762554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5696944029027429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983684834630327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sprinklesquiggle,2019/08/29,"It sucks that success is dependent on socializing. I feel pathetic. Some people are naturally smart and lonely but at least they can use their brain to their advantage. Unfortunately I am not smart or social. I have to depend on working hard and especially pushing myself to attend events. So far I haven't attended any events or networked with anyone. I'm too anxious and awkward to have a normal conversation. I can tell my friend feels bad for me and for some reason I feel even lonelier after spending time with her. I make an effort to sound outgoing and fun so she doesn't get bored of me, but it doesn't always work. She knows so many people and I feel awkward when she says hi to everyone. She invited me out of pity for something she is doing with her friends. She tried to make it sound like she didn't want to go herself but I still felt bad. Eventually she will get bored of me. Everyone gets bored of me when they find new people .",2.7148058671268345,5.257172945355194,3.9641299971239583,83.79665228645385,79.10928961748634,7.131320103537532,23.839229220592465,8.20500826718156,1.608951912568306,751,26,143,15,19,245,109,183,0.158,0.6729999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.6463,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,5,9,18,1,2,2,0,14,1,1,6,0,33,30,16,0,2,6,0,6,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,4,10,0,0,8,0,1,4,5,10,0,0,2,9,31,8,23,27,3,17,0,2,0,0,23,5,1,6,9,97,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503595068241,0.0,0.0,0.1021881586619864,0.0,0.0,0.16976134003044946,0.0,0.1050716668654592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25093688701253697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677500416557038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925134053422872,0.0,0.0,0.28717717916564245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039223408519613,0.0,0.1442819263539201,0.0,0.1373432588550627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321951080552896,0.0,0.2355282486952062,0.0,0.08540140728765648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346116210765501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258398179999893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341390460134935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061161699469468,0.15234930814287276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513085832540665,0.0,0.0,0.14723183837268475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125330740669976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545016888671336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950004039614638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063609003416759,0.0,0.11568451471865206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000511817417553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134183954764975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762313583213037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202287266354264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297842775512324,0.0,0.0,0.08863262388317167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187954269222933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,smallavi,2019/08/29,"do you ever get told it’s a two way street i would complain to my friend how hopeless and lonely i am but, they always tell me it’s a two way street with friendships and that’s why i can’t maintain them because i don’t put ‘effort’ but neither do they for me. it just seems like something to say to a person to avoid telling them you’re boring/uninteresting",3.968,4.570144466666669,4.734666666666667,87.83400000000002,71.0,6.533333333333332,27.0,5.6839178017228535,0.7878000000000003,285,9,61,1,5,92,51,75,0.11699999999999999,0.76,0.12300000000000001,0.3506,0,3,1,1,0,1,3.0,0,1,4,1,3,6,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,11,9,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,1,1,12,2,6,7,1,6,0,2,0,0,12,2,0,1,2,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375633430683986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419479468740811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106332015216976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990535016223366,0.0,0.12165858390814745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376255361019602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332243962197408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340863937103152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851778600499247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198498558992868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926530238398836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070559424386383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225055963026369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549364486099752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696633485602058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011793587149444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654154922980317,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,42_isthemeaning,2019/08/29,"Feel it with every fiber I feel so alone and can't really share it with anyone. Got really nice people around, but they have their partners, siblings, life-long bffs and I'm not the one they go to for support. I can't really share the extend of the loneliness I feel with anyone, cause I don't want them to feel obliged or pity me. 

At this point I've barely seen anyone for over a week (work from home or a studio, so no work collegues either).

My whole body aches, feels like there's a hole in my chest, really need a hug.",7.163333333333334,5.042184962962963,7.146962962962968,82.29433333333334,65.1111111111111,10.491851851851854,27.15555555555556,8.841846274778883,1.6279088888888893,408,6,90,5,5,131,75,108,0.174,0.69,0.13699999999999998,-0.3161,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,2,4,7,0,0,7,0,4,3,2,1,0,19,16,7,0,2,5,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,6,11,6,13,14,2,7,0,1,1,1,7,5,0,2,2,51,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696857903297353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584263815576224,0.0,0.0,0.15210948714092842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897967531864263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755293588710194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396436081761274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319820785019404,0.1220687280148048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971086951323066,0.0,0.1366594144430578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139537070010474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068970952278935,0.08347788059735035,0.0,0.0,0.15121353975413468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669707416079076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578514296105538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845893400057693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161526276314779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378517975530448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389992613142526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007828644141246,0.0,0.13706067071009476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076894930780644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487890900646878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,whataboutapples,2019/08/29,"Hey.. Anyone wants to talk? 17yo, not an English native speaker but I'm trying my best.",-0.03372549019607973,2.151441705882352,1.8905882352941177,91.60098039215687,102.52941176470587,2.266666666666667,17.43137254901961,3.1291,-0.7098862745098042,67,2,12,0,3,22,17,17,0.0,0.721,0.27899999999999997,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006951528594375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6013885283464179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606019397558061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890684499125986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380041816665559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gothicc_,2019/08/29,"I hope I don't sound like I'm bragging (I'm rly not) Okay so does anyone feel like it's soo much easier to find people to date/sleep with (maybe they just want to sleep with me honestly,, that makes me feel so shitty) than it is to find friends? When I try to befriend the opposite sex, which I usually find easier, they always end up developing feelings for me (even if I'm in a relationship, but that's only happened once and they were respectful and didn't say anything until I broke up with my then s/o). Idk what to say, it's really frustrating. I just wanna see if someone relates or has any advice.",4.324354838709677,4.766543854838711,5.775967741935487,81.25895161290326,70.12903225806451,9.425806451612903,27.596774193548388,9.516144504307137,2.235309677419355,474,15,99,10,8,161,85,124,0.10400000000000001,0.778,0.11800000000000001,-0.0771,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,0,6,9,1,0,2,1,5,2,1,1,0,22,16,11,0,5,7,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,7,13,7,16,14,1,8,0,1,1,1,7,3,0,4,7,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619012773927475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415116018075784,0.0,0.0,0.1156532176474186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189166779760018,0.0,0.1399528597691002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488291273063206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063126143514047,0.0,0.0,0.11232942288912444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579770280727767,0.12149781685037345,0.0,0.0,0.4663218326884047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139541665199764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503920606639538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891757098264756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661749149486365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352283526133655,0.0,0.17085785736801634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502078684584286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811186639090783,0.0,0.1293456589747118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179049057162864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895099500884173,0.0,0.0,0.18259119474414226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27049247900680745,0.0,0.0,0.13552351984251426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34038501431855633,0.0,0.14409949209065415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154661523572482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730773061668432,0.0,0.10031150648803548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,YeetOffACliff_16,2019/08/29,do you ever just feel invisible? honestly ever since middle school i've always felt invisible to everyone. and most people say they'd love to be invisible but when you actually are it's lonely as fk... it's like what's the point do exist in if no one knows you exist?,2.548333333333332,4.652378648148146,5.666444444444448,73.67300000000003,77.33333333333334,8.764444444444445,21.91111111111111,9.3871,2.099648888888888,213,6,40,6,5,78,43,54,0.10400000000000001,0.755,0.141,0.2869,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,10,9,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,4,3,4,6,1,6,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,2,4,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.27559687563848423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349923936443927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109221371640921,0.0,0.26986019766262564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279780728866934,0.0,0.271163253836094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552082217470341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797399127928686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25489109504779706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913721118799787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579140976978748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26697401611245963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245882114706276,0.0,0.2858196532190289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336170933796605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,3eve3,2019/08/29,"THE CULT - A super social server, we've all become friends and have even arranged a few meet ups irl among us. Join us for regular voice chats, game times and movie times. We also have a MineCraft server! And an ethot. :) APPLY HERE: (please also read!!)

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We're a super social discord server and we don't take anything seriously.

Like, anything.

We're looking for new members to join our ranks who are social and willing to participate in our various games and just generally help make our

community bigger and better.

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There's already 30+ of us, and we're a tight knit little community and we want to expand!

Please fill in the application form and I'll get back to you ASAP.

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We host a MineCraft server which we're active on and have lots of builds, so if you have MineCraft then that's even better - but you don't need to have it in order to join us!

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The rules are;

Just be social and not too much of a dick.

That's it.

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Also we have an ethot.

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See you soon!",2.95420745920746,6.001225469696977,3.649696969696969,82.45993006993008,84.7070707070707,4.864335664335664,18.221445221445226,6.490185161304077,0.04404988344988325,865,21,158,9,26,273,109,198,0.033,0.805,0.162,0.9421,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,12,4,0,5,13,7,0,0,12,0,12,1,1,1,1,29,19,19,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,17,0,1,0,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,16,6,17,17,6,16,0,0,2,1,27,8,1,2,7,98,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066007708973293,0.2840592530553945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948702992411317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104419588529317,0.0,0.0,0.13076623289201156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943473719076094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564074381052431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147745963938217,0.0,0.0618604070929859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936268418565437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057845469281293076,0.11867038690682742,0.0,0.0,0.09942825984029532,0.0,0.0,0.1006615514137508,0.0,0.0,0.07903457247882067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703944379631083,0.08779393605771964,0.0,0.11435384962313673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25994072721693784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843451789883593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435144415588813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827856560943082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902392696336439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808287243762554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5696944029027429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983684834630327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,triforcegemstone,2019/08/29,":( wanted to spend my birthday with my best friend but i was made to go to greece now. its too hot and there is nothing to do here. the people are too friendly and all the waiters pat me on the head. im too self consious to go swimming but i got a very small cuddly toy dog in a pink unicorn hoodie so. happy fucking birthday to me i guess.

gtg gotta drown myself in the pool :)",-0.7198863636363626,1.4454048750000013,1.2588636363636354,98.99068181818184,94.0,2.9090909090909087,18.522727272727273,3.1291,-0.8567499999999999,290,9,65,0,11,95,58,80,0.07400000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.207,0.9275,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,6,0,4,2,1,1,1,9,12,5,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,8,4,10,8,2,8,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,1,1,42,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26868343705271003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956100249038789,0.23669186353075994,0.0,0.0,0.2910108929241623,0.0,0.2047673391624884,0.0,0.2820414465236339,0.0,0.0,0.2725443826040937,0.0,0.0,0.2627564863044392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765519582907649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422579426015393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245663802321684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774961557839104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670909011199185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124822044197009,0.15101073763090808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,i-am-cookie-monster,2019/08/29,"I guess I’ve finally snapped and need to know there’s people out there lonely like me? It’s not even just that I have no friends blah blah blah. 
I miss the intimacy of a conversation that you have with family member or close friends. That real engaging shit that you can spill your heart out into. 
I live in a semi big town in New Zealand. And good lord it’s just so hard to find a place to belong to being this lonely. Fuck this lonely shit. 

Also. I have no idea how to deal with it. Any advice is welcome?",1.1510129870129866,3.3310128285714318,2.8546320346320364,91.59779220779222,82.61904761904762,5.7229437229437226,18.11688311688312,6.980632752743323,0.07585714285714308,397,9,86,5,11,131,70,105,0.252,0.608,0.14,-0.8633,0,6,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,8,13,3,0,4,0,6,4,3,1,0,19,11,6,0,1,4,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,9,6,13,10,0,11,1,4,0,1,8,9,3,2,3,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541445589845394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992091755612048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599069275000486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616671049445506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208241279953045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885197906528092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190641833884515,0.18277464983025613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30900227590995194,0.18487480072867954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773057252584514,0.0,0.0,0.2202963610386592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791394212606645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369727934339277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22574882060857246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990170526688832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769828397871046,0.0,0.17658267336081912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827983942641645,0.0,0.19313828746399309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863833737737494,0.0,0.20893259584741813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276167282218413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105454493160277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,newdaynewpeak,2019/08/29,"What does an emotional connection feel like? When some people describe their best sex encounter they talk about a deep emotional connection with the other person.  

What is that emotional connection they are talking of? Could anyone describe it to me?",7.244999999999997,10.711887097560977,5.963597560975611,70.56295731707318,68.26829268292683,9.953658536585364,34.640243902439025,10.125756701596842,4.68050731707317,205,10,27,6,4,61,34,41,0.0,0.7440000000000001,0.256,0.8762,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,4,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,2,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951989716208387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394175110721408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821502037021848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964573083195356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7698760584075526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535379137946825,0.16298234679327786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114570546146356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816266275587368,0.19920193014458007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36673852198195855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LoneDovahkiin,2019/08/29,"Tired (Rant) I think about suicide often.   Not in a desperate 'I need to call a suicide prevention hotline and have someone talk me down'  type of way.  It's more long term, almost every day.  For years now.  I'm incredibly lonely and tired of my life.  I've tried to change things, tried to fix things.  I'm a screw-up. 

  It never gets better.  Maybe it will someday, I don't know.  I doubt it.  I'm estranged from my relatives, haven't seen them for years.  I have very good reasons for that, so it'll never change.  But it doesn't stop me from wishing things were different.  I don't know what family gatherings are like. I don't have brothers or sisters to lean on, or parents to borrow money and get advice from.  And it hurts. It hurts being an outcast.

 I don't have any friends.   People don't like me,  they never have.  I'm not intelligent,  charming or funny in a way that most people would like.  And after a terrible childhood and years of being ignored and rejected by people,  I've developed near crippling anxiety and a tendency to avoid people. I can't overcome either of those things.  Honestly, even if I made friends tomorrow,  I'd probably end up ghosting them without really wanting to. Because I'm just fucked up in the head,  and it's another thing I can't seem to fix.  

I'm alone in the world, and it's unlikely to change.  When I die no one will know or care.  No one will remember me. I'm having trouble caring anymore. About any of it.  That's where the constant suicidal thoughts come from.  I haven't had a bad week or few years.  Life has been a long, lonely nightmare, and I would mostly like it to end soon.  

I'm writing this because I just feel so hopeless and alone, even more than usual. I guess I wanted someone to know, at least for now. If anyone reads it,  thanks.",1.9658655964746643,4.268123495750713,3.3769428706326745,88.31635544538875,80.3314447592068,6.3018256216556505,24.253147623544226,7.492282038375204,1.23276084356311,1386,51,276,21,36,453,179,353,0.212,0.685,0.10300000000000001,-0.9913,2,8,0,0,0,3,56.0,0,0,3,1,14,26,1,2,12,0,29,6,1,2,3,58,59,23,5,8,14,3,1,4,2,6,4,0,0,0,24,13,0,4,10,1,2,1,18,13,0,2,6,2,26,13,40,45,8,39,0,6,1,1,12,12,1,14,28,178,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168996822709608,0.0,0.0,0.08371026597849453,0.17316244930683067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369758003677527,0.08765868695166727,0.06395143496167296,0.0,0.0829057073747533,0.05845292844814196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979995815772673,0.10191984486357708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393470540333287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536182868044817,0.0,0.17046531601355544,0.0,0.26530345328475724,0.07201136689701855,0.0,0.09033860038914686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391311444019545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676043180980204,0.087341015985273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808416273617242,0.0,0.0,0.11042998897234804,0.0,0.07043403260706872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880776085782211,0.0,0.04226912776200457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917358639169155,0.07728402961838421,0.08735190801484519,0.0,0.0,0.07011715216948454,0.0,0.0,0.09209146094669923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579458443165203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898451961462988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837707813391468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809399059028525,0.16336498090417492,0.0,0.0,0.1479613333353542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910145170187917,0.0,0.0,0.08398436856393665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198607628985906,0.19342535529220065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329490838451135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282451562709967,0.0,0.0,0.2318223863909096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013164702734466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361956863402764,0.0,0.053554344302242485,0.08595158365605493,0.0,0.0,0.0946990436955122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610352005971209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166284231869367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698907901740699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27432447214324124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719205868972966,0.0,0.07696483637708501,0.0,0.0,0.2776904820356671,0.053565547572581605,0.0,0.06636663734436375,0.0,0.19216478389905625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351367792636367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920702256560717,0.06897623552381413,0.09861528947947504,0.13271072941417095,0.06705642768192997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613236239505404,0.08058447288911905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876974401047855,0.0,0.0,0.21533476985337036
lonely,MakeshiftSpaceship,2019/08/29,"Chat? 21 sleepless and looking for someone to talk to.
Hit me with philosophy, politics, what's your pet's name whatever I'm game.",1.2885999999999989,3.925411360000002,3.3675,82.05125000000002,95.4,7.300000000000002,30.25,8.07648339933343,3.1196,104,6,19,3,4,35,23,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5837890887936814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5890368490345003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5587717694058554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,captainkink69,2019/08/29,"Being Lonely If feeling alone and alienated is a common feeling? Are we either of those things?
If people can relate to us and we can't see it. Can that matter to you/me?
I think it can. Even more so for the generations before us we must know this hole of meaning and loneliness effected them and the lives they lived.
We can appreciate, understand, & make this hole smaller for the next generation by understanding its purpose for each person.
That hole is each person's burden to fill, but we can teach each other not to be a slave to it. That need.
We got what we seek we just gotta look in places we last dare to look.",2.3867473118279605,4.618224072580643,3.760967741935485,86.50311827956993,78.43548387096773,6.713978494623658,20.81720430107527,7.793537801064563,0.8501526881720429,491,13,99,8,12,161,82,124,0.063,0.893,0.044000000000000004,-0.5007,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,11,0,2,1,3,2,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,2,1,34,26,8,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,13,16,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,5,14,0,13,21,5,6,0,1,3,0,15,2,0,2,3,73,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844767338821144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299099143380635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151565466151713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764538888081595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012382395362248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245739310592664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788910257425174,0.14519010322366094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145632614794499,0.0,0.2991488496035213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889527923912978,0.0,0.0,0.1940229330698411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207238573830568,0.0,0.0,0.1894307226287357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348473024418452,0.3110518775975887,0.186095604761963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419371415279764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833381512251245,0.11413094818597118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708546483547357,0.4285085184223776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,catlover3800,2019/08/29,"How do you cope with the loneliness I’m lonely. I just got out of a 5 year relationship and idk how to be by myself. I have no friends. I have no job. I live far away from my family, but even if I lived close they’re crazy and I wouldn’t see them much to save myself from being sucked into the crazy. Idk what to do. How do you make friends as an adult? How do you put yourself out there? How do you get over the fact that you’ve spent your entire adult life with a man who cheated on you and now you don’t know how to function as a single person in society? How does everyone not just die from the crippling loneliness. I’m so depressed and I have no one to talk to about it. I’m so incredibly lonely. I crave human connection but I don’t know how to get it aside from sex and being in a relationship. I just want a friend I can talk to about my problems, someone to assure me that I’m not alone and that everyone goes through this shit. I want someone I can call up in the middle of the night because I’m shitfaced at some bar I can’t remember the name of and I need them to pick me up. Media portrays this impossible goal of friendship. This impossible connection between people where they help each-other judgement free and are there for each-other when they need them to be. I’ve never had that and I don’t think I ever will. Unless I find another boyfriend another man to fill the void I’m scared I’ll be alone forever. I’m scared to be alone. I’m scared to be without anyone in my life that really knows me and cares about me. Why is it so hard to connect to people. Why is it so impossible to find “your people”?",1.6609592030360538,3.48179876764706,3.36800759013283,90.45038899430745,78.97058823529412,6.622390891840607,21.850094876660343,7.601502580125103,0.7393946869070205,1271,37,282,19,31,423,161,340,0.17,0.7040000000000001,0.127,-0.943,1,7,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,8,5,1,25,17,3,3,14,0,27,5,1,10,4,56,51,29,1,7,10,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,6,14,16,1,0,7,1,2,2,12,10,0,1,3,2,40,8,51,39,3,25,0,3,1,1,30,17,2,2,6,191,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316337784342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238405357337896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463113625153442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028043131997716,0.0,0.0,0.06506426650203748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898770063475187,0.0,0.10882277897210234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193013560247837,0.0,0.11077339971741176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340394524337876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049702873793932,0.09654732639523296,0.0,0.2039784827444092,0.0,0.0,0.10061964206765793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951065167352269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473880723012123,0.0,0.1115285807223682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536520667116498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561300903761034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154178209851428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591736878564227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597521525384885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077924983775828,0.0,0.0,0.18849676553734296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124600459961622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846202514376567,0.158284329907975,0.08232010741269966,0.0,0.0,0.1001629531115352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232595499257957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221988468724604,0.09319631378073907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021303541026857,0.0,0.1072974977114646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837675498205588,0.0,0.0,0.229185486261743,0.120909207127234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205791001844473,0.0,0.08505345462724194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956127210739863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808713295903677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715780481911411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839105901809545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590936503988204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926222911632294,0.0,0.0,0.1028881004872408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873341924552681
lonely,meganval,2019/08/29,"Feeling different lately..... Been feeling different from majority of my friends, it’s not the same but I’ll just listen to metal or go on walks n runs. Was talking to a dude, but we kinda stopped talking which kinda hurts every time I think of it. I’ve never felt that way for someone. I honestly want to just leave, idk how I would do that because I don’t want to hurt anyone that’s close with me (sister,mom,dad). For now I’m just distracting myself. Overall life is beautiful and I sound pretty unappreciated knowing I get food,shelter, and cloths. Long live metal 🤘",2.667616707616709,5.051385360360364,4.291400491400491,82.26840294840295,78.27927927927928,6.55888615888616,26.30712530712531,7.686295010490155,1.6905783783783783,449,18,83,7,11,150,83,111,0.16399999999999998,0.6579999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.1603,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,26,17,6,0,3,7,0,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,3,5,10,2,11,13,2,12,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,3,6,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273268759204702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100500680895103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805064690639348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342508182964548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841480359908413,0.0,0.17484225274502804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019314077143148,0.0,0.1406881540698913,0.0,0.09513848021395464,0.0,0.10349026253740357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898784941266935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007607871236257,0.0,0.2054140244460436,0.1928150656130764,0.0,0.0,0.1286209201664078,0.0,0.0,0.16079551700842404,0.1611506457485008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132705083152658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404448951034306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852587244985675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429070557564856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224174741514235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927263063378687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668078931985384,0.0,0.0,0.10618257496710372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148117649666447,0.14454059895753926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935691042532288,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,universal140,2019/08/29,What if the girl I wanna get also feels as lonely as I do... just what if This also goes for you guys in the sub. Just think about it. What if she or he is as lonely as you are.,-1.2559756097560992,0.09947309756097587,1.6465243902439042,101.51417682926832,86.3170731707317,4.1000000000000005,10.25,3.1291,-2.0324195121951227,131,0,36,0,4,46,28,41,0.11900000000000001,0.8809999999999999,0.0,-0.6124,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,6,10,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,8,6,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,4,0,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7558402639453545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23894943139285665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469022884592226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679261175797283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30280864102004806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pinhead___Larry,2019/08/29,"Anyone ever feel numb? I feel like it doesn’t really effect me anymore, and seems more troubling than when I would be in pain over it",3.81111111111111,5.091405111111111,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,71.96296296296295,6.881481481481483,20.907407407407405,7.1686216300943375,0.5162740740740741,106,2,21,1,2,34,24,27,0.297,0.625,0.078,-0.7902,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,7,6,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37649952023435995,0.2654521650426278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434048857880668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38391340782325584,0.2712139212078641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547226385600893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039622808691469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432062348267253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456087608191987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696843984224915,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fox-Mulder-,2019/08/29,"Mourning the loss of an online relationship has made me realise how lonely I really am. I've been single for two years, and at this point in my life I only have one true friend. I can't rely on them to keep me company all of the time, they are loved up and have a busy schedule. We see each other socially once a fortnight maybe. The rest of the time it's just me, myself, and I.



I spend a lot of time playing a word game on mobile that has a chat function. In my experience it's very rarely used apart from the occasional 'Great word!' etc. That is until B came along in May.



We played several games consistently. B was on a winning streak and when I finally won a game I sent a message to say it was about time. From then on, we messaged almost every day. We were in different time zones so it was usually morning for me and evening for B. Chats would sometimes last for hours in between playing the game and I would always look forward to the next time.



B was becoming my substitute for a lack of any meaningful relationship in my life and I began to rely on them a little too much. I would feel genuinely upset if they were busy and couldn't make it to play, like something was missing. Over around two months there were only a handful of days that we didn't chat. Now, we don't chat/play at all. It's my fault, I got carried away with my emotions. B no longer wants to talk to me and I feel like something has been ripped from my soul.



It's been around two weeks with nothing, it's such an intense loneliness. For a while I felt happy and needed. I now realise how unhealthy it was, though miss it terribly and am riddled with anxiety over it. I'm hoping I get back to feeling regular lonely soon, as opposed to this hit-with-a-sledgehammer loneliness.",3.265750605326879,4.7970219632768405,4.3740476190476185,86.22114406779663,73.7175141242938,7.543018563357546,26.48466505246166,8.192908349453996,1.613320742534302,1381,49,284,22,28,451,192,354,0.105,0.7659999999999999,0.128,0.8516,1,5,2,0,0,0,39.0,6,0,4,3,17,23,0,1,21,0,29,4,1,5,3,55,52,21,1,9,2,0,5,2,1,4,2,1,0,0,17,25,0,2,5,11,1,3,5,9,0,4,20,8,38,14,51,27,9,51,1,6,2,1,27,23,0,5,29,198,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579238618864648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790857566426273,0.0,0.0,0.07184506079012577,0.0,0.08082132849179471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881003265385742,0.0,0.0,0.09926087618621006,0.08123769302569256,0.0,0.0,0.11668121160838844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083450913153786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626995343570225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038089994358087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884110010751525,0.0,0.0,0.11782675546105045,0.06978028264282382,0.0,0.08901398521783482,0.0,0.0,0.10334516409171607,0.0,0.0,0.16025818945088652,0.07547579060094989,0.101439774486023,0.11573350539080915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162428931018488,0.0,0.055197332603122505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449729521963799,0.11647858666989486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246550964398544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493346750426163,0.10404315441333688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939058396219904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611817714463707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924627120758946,0.1032296991742646,0.10588822680056524,0.0,0.0,0.08871869724854672,0.0,0.0,0.08981914919148858,0.09535250383067333,0.099967802380148,0.0705216436371254,0.0,0.10613879491445137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432816227193439,0.0,0.07766429861339373,0.07833752341511324,0.0,0.0,0.1123590944959088,0.0,0.0,0.10137323127045253,0.0,0.0,0.11251292167628274,0.07159061413148972,0.16070191423998767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987261771259576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768156579454784,0.0,0.0,0.22685534830733514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401646315090508,0.0,0.0,0.08418871277114508,0.0,0.0,0.11935349412297325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076960275875545,0.0,0.16266779050065322,0.10448973395474782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491680367543278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379977647499627,0.0,0.3696292957760875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30961167301808185,0.0,0.0,0.09124696473995154,0.11635763851933395,0.08717163254802042,0.0623146197588119,0.0,0.08474539425762033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515042472409308,0.0,0.0,0.06803460383826616
lonely,ObvThrowaway1277345,2019/08/29,"Ever open up online and delete due to harsh comments? Even the internet sucks some time, seems people don't understand there's a person on the other side, I've been guilty of this and I'm trying to change.",4.3582113821138195,5.6970880731707325,4.705853658536586,85.66577235772358,70.70731707317074,7.417886178861789,20.98373983739837,7.793537801064563,0.7507983739837392,165,3,32,2,3,52,37,41,0.19899999999999998,0.8009999999999999,0.0,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,3,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42046202267187693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625198576501956,0.35952707277921503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755500586471544,0.3470484283556167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36183441542780814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23176324895663916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698505618617878,0.0,0.0,0.4137718886442229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jmanj7,2019/08/29,"I finally started dating and now I’m confused and hurting I know this isn’t exactly the best place for this but I’m not a reddit expert and this is the best I could find. I’ve always wanted to date someone, I never really had any dating experience until one guy started talking to me and we began dating online. We’ve had a few fights and have broken up a couple times but he’s apologized for everything and admitted he was wrong. We got back together but something’s wrong and I don’t understand it. I feel hollow and worthless, that’s nothing new I’ve been depressed for a while but this is different.. He makes me happy and I’m pretty sure I love him, but something is off some how. Maybe I still haven’t truly forgiven himI don’t know. I keep having thoughts about what it would be like to date someone else, I don’t want to, I like being with him but these thoughts just keep happening. Maybe I just feel like I’m missing an experience or something but I’m just feeling awful and I don’t know why.. He makes me happy, I love him, he’s perfect but some how I don’t feel right. Maybe I just feel like he deserves better or maybe I’m afraid of not ever being able to actually meet him.",0.7277789529349548,3.188432327868856,2.8100052882072997,88.93531200423058,88.4262295081967,5.443469063987309,20.98572184029614,6.968188349444268,0.7327471179270226,944,32,188,14,31,317,120,244,0.122,0.615,0.263,0.9916,1,0,3,0,1,0,20.0,2,0,0,4,11,22,1,2,7,1,21,2,0,4,5,60,53,24,0,4,16,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,13,0,2,13,0,0,0,10,9,0,1,8,5,25,13,14,40,5,22,0,4,0,2,20,4,0,5,22,116,34,0,0.1009326744486539,0.0,0.09849573054855752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398407068924912,0.0,0.0,0.06863767975397021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761099644883554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184522956540333,0.08926674834304632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058652758078161,0.11168008450728564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693316460452895,0.0,0.0,0.10545316237416004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843162981039451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129938254347243,0.0,0.0,0.0907117796180316,0.19746304614509028,0.0,0.0,0.25517296444389714,0.1442126455868406,0.0,0.1105668113083496,0.09225063589649754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080725080131873,0.0,0.0,0.09993921631663892,0.08925443067966837,0.2148894175720944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080505155365099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942719725244402,0.0,0.0,0.16640987477851418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972424257171946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821913587292412,0.0,0.1347466878990764,0.0,0.4056017510287464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778455008368093,0.09748140593381398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684762330276676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839459236455389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545316237416004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026848158657437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466005578064606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861959524923867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103985504287172,0.23310871174468265,0.0,0.0,0.1428813329447632,0.0,0.08060496419474575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512785117871908,0.0,0.0,0.08112586046007175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025853844618085,0.05885465415007692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507447368299534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190654129304765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107603961667103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169967602842095,0.22070806966584186,0.0,0.0
lonely,seboobio,2019/08/29,"(17 M) Somehow I can never talk to my friends about serious things especially when my world is changing so drastically. I just need someone to talk to Doesn’t matter which gender, I just need a perspective :/",5.354649122807015,7.394290078947371,6.118421052631582,73.75728070175441,69.26315789473685,9.27719298245614,33.719298245614034,9.725611199111238,3.600761403508772,165,8,28,4,3,54,30,38,0.098,0.792,0.111,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682248810138606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689274935379087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5161971761110313,0.2684625004149028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29492897252771993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.559550677002595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312503891832453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SloppyJoe504,2019/08/29,"I feel it coming back I've been feeling pretty lonely recently and last night it hit me like a truck. I just out of nowhere felt so deeply isolated from everyone, like nobody cares about me and as if I was sucked into a black hole. I currently don't have a job nor am I in school. I have a total of 4 friends I constantly try to hang out with or talk to but they either ignore me 95% of the time (constantly leaving my messages on read) or make me feel like a burden to be around. It definitely doesn't help that I always have to be the one to start the interaction. I've tried multiple times to do my best and find friends online but it just doesn't work for me. Never had any luck with making friends or talking to girls. I'm hoping one day it can change since I'm only 20 yet it feels like it won't. It just hit me so hard lately and I feel like I'm about to go insane. If by chance anyone at all wants to talk I guess you can message me",1.6490477577169464,3.1036847376237624,3.355998835177637,92.16550087361679,77.86138613861387,6.535119394292373,20.793244030285386,7.285733465282438,0.3776205008736167,735,18,170,9,17,245,121,202,0.111,0.688,0.2,0.9626,2,2,0,0,2,0,13.0,0,1,1,2,10,16,1,0,8,0,16,0,0,2,3,39,37,15,0,4,11,0,7,5,3,1,0,0,0,1,9,11,0,1,7,1,0,3,6,4,0,2,4,8,21,12,27,28,4,24,0,1,1,0,13,7,1,8,19,107,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264192635362844,0.0,0.0,0.08388618951870827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625325942976686,0.0,0.0,0.10981283519711614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948530133911793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945432552248942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125769482524205,0.0,0.13049410406691433,0.10626011862470004,0.0,0.2666076428591597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955430069859405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178717749314852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118620520407845,0.2643762732522787,0.11844093461243292,0.0,0.11274498721072115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859132079687139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010595680262242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589034601318395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050258762758808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268280775752132,0.0,0.0,0.1225201655494667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241161995973847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055145962036104,0.1391507410589709,0.13061600511332785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013271202521465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468193911328033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095139615146994,0.0,0.0,0.11576108329455045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717819593299696,0.09381766182462163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549721895150726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338920458356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217989932043688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484267827205567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204121129941954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731188624857886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29744621306323604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385954448892355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675010127113806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275846029477327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980450811987169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,loneliestboi21,2019/08/29,Asked a girl out for the first time in 6 years She won't return my message and I constantly feel like I'm not good enough for anyone.,10.285862068965518,4.670814137931039,9.554482758620688,78.2137931034483,62.793103448275865,12.979310344827587,35.89655172413793,8.841846274778883,2.716558620689655,106,2,25,1,1,34,27,29,0.08900000000000001,0.818,0.09300000000000001,0.0243,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,4,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684407729539463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35890666601204874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148733752074506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966845735518723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411785910073248,0.2742673981702817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326556051966814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220078621450866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756041361738388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386265501568914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472272715753744
lonely,LilithsAthena,2019/08/29,"Am I just not that likeable? I never had many friends, but now that I have been in college for a while, without any family to fall back on, I truly notice how much my social skills suck. For some reason people simply don't enjoy having conversations with me, often grabbing their phone right in the middle. And the little friends I do have, often prefer spending their time with others. It's definitely exhausting to continuously having to be the one to show the initiative to meet up, or not meet up at all. I guess people in general simply don't enjoy spending time with me? Maybe it's me",6.231694058154233,6.822373079646018,6.995979772439952,73.65707964601773,65.99115044247786,8.935018963337546,28.532237673830593,8.841846274778883,2.2856786346396967,470,14,81,7,7,156,75,113,0.174,0.765,0.061,-0.9151,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,6,6,1,0,5,0,11,1,0,2,2,20,13,5,0,1,6,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,2,1,6,2,0,1,2,1,12,4,18,10,3,18,0,0,0,0,9,10,1,5,7,68,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580481043689221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871045336744626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909731428073387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35912181168919594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560279792495616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329378434197931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356292516586361,0.2334890548041175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084953423375476,0.0,0.17925043336266602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646025599285205,0.0,0.0,0.1574883607815667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222503830557538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389582057938688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984785462522483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369147276247483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710425688936586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240368383843271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,YaBoiiSloth,2019/08/29,"You guys ever feel like someone's emotional place holder? I'm starting to feel like the person that people go to before the get into relationships. They start talking to me a lot, lots of flirting, lots of attention, and then you stop hearing from them. A couple weeks later you see on social media that they're dating someone. Even if I'm not entirely interested in them it just makes me feel like they used me to feel better while they were single and looking for someone better. 

Of course I'm not talking to these people anymore and I wouldn't even if they tried to reach out to me. It just seems to happen a lot and it makes me feel lonelier than I already am.",4.175725190839697,5.7293351603053475,5.01212977099237,82.46063740458015,71.44274809160305,7.07206106870229,26.07709923664122,7.554174236665415,1.4384497709923667,530,17,98,6,10,172,78,131,0.053,0.8140000000000001,0.133,0.8283,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,6,2,5,7,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,3,1,29,23,8,0,3,6,0,5,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,6,0,1,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,16,7,18,21,5,15,0,0,2,0,16,5,0,7,12,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390849706920193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499484321369418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072482093983687,0.0,0.0,0.22293897977775404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394575503403956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177466810403835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649250811280095,0.11400768806073674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31864048716869714,0.2701225877072529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584913386830081,0.0,0.07162973527184341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247964518646844,0.11145410853267386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205286632477213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847259448835948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058393421607174,0.0,0.0,0.4286086229255673,0.0,0.0,0.16826136095608998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747563814236281,0.1100506525310644,0.1316818460984326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531657686104082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043517604967472,0.11473935702490284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847885582963692,0.3203722395997001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841928370449292,0.0,0.0,0.1053725809298067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260754312520785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557085407208266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885550646875447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109928411425244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,abhi2812,2019/08/29,"Joined a new school and I feel terribly lonely Dear Redditors,

I (16M) joined a new boarding school in India in Grade 11. It has been three weeks since school started and I feel terrible pangs of loneliness. Everyone here hangs out with their old groups and is generally not welcoming towards me. Even the other new students have a ""clique"" already and I've already been classified as a socially-awkward loner. I have 2-3 close friends but I really feel like I'm becoming a burden to them by tagging along with them all the time. This is seriously affecting my mental health as I'm unable to open up to anyone and there have been several incidents here which have resulted in me crying alone in a corner of my room. I don't know what to do anymore. If you have any advice, it is most welcome. If not, thanks for listening to a random stranger rant.

Thanks!",4.4356801125703536,6.269585579268298,5.303170731707322,79.5108724202627,71.25609756097559,9.19249530956848,29.688555347091928,9.661875296680813,2.9620971857410883,681,28,125,17,13,222,109,164,0.17600000000000002,0.733,0.091,-0.8909,0,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,3,0,4,12,0,0,9,0,14,1,0,2,1,26,24,10,0,2,5,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,6,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,4,14,7,21,21,2,19,0,1,0,0,9,11,0,4,8,81,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621779214891162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549727069935639,0.3302433086743093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175428811182452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839385731159188,0.10462555351430143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165255808717591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643627518215388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882993912837378,0.0,0.0,0.14297894105627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22697396038540285,0.10689649723745956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560462695764015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905087636896018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223334667664142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310220379769483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079296859045938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43354398489969104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570126827432379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585752270202473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543040252429211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904056722311414,0.0,0.12377640316496982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590967213909934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755204511005513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725110546532294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002505347765274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,athletictoker,2019/08/29,"I (m23) feel like no one really cares, including my girlfriend(21) I'm tired of pretending im happy with everything. I have a decent job, I pay my bills, and follow the motion of day to day life. Why dont I have any friends? I'm empathetic, compassionate, and love people, but my own girlfriend doesnt even ask me how I am doing anymore. She never wants to cuddle or makeout( shes never been very physical, but she uses to at least kiss me to make me feel loved since my love language is physical affection. In order for me to satisfy craving to be touched I have to ask her or bring it up and it always makes her sad and makes ms feel shitty. Ive seen how shes flirted with people in the past to now shes super reserved. I'm not filled with jealousy but damn I want a compliment. Ive gone from 265 lbs to 179lbs through diet and calisthenics, but my new 6 pack hasnt been touched :(. I dont think im ugly. Why cant I have friends, or an affirmative girlfriend. Oh and I asked my dad to send me a subway sandwich tonight on my break at work and it was just bread and cheese. I dont think he meant anythibg by it and I'm grateful he was willing to send me dinner, but now in hungry, sad, lonely, and I wish my girl wanted to hold me or visit during break. Its whatever. I'll keep smiling, loving, laughing, and moving. Wether I want to or not.",1.8179136690647475,3.619636446043167,3.64536115107914,88.73309208633093,78.42446043165471,6.4623884892086325,23.70992805755396,7.404127859558343,0.9685805467625896,1044,35,223,14,25,351,156,278,0.098,0.66,0.242,0.9935,1,2,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,2,6,19,1,0,6,0,24,13,0,7,2,49,56,23,0,5,13,1,5,1,4,1,2,0,0,1,5,14,4,2,6,1,2,9,11,4,0,1,7,6,37,15,29,47,2,28,0,3,1,7,26,7,1,5,10,131,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925886778280798,0.0,0.0,0.07566996890543415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035366446852186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120778192507113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345100887836446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352473260961796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912360351979954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349526550224025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000567571132096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879006126829568,0.07949399255949795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193965364084526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845298095793125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24038949940039994,0.0,0.1104220316736574,0.09890522585807753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859594366911883,0.05436273587026808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017156319764154,0.0,0.22282828586240708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826639130445173,0.0,0.0,0.17164235879953615,0.10746888563701824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540197594203021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622338970654062,0.15428642161169778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128481655969887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204679972235327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425994578920244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789281194602176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610479702644137,0.0,0.09181250112117956,0.2625285739977446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008145121025874,0.0,0.12795932632667809,0.0,0.0,0.08100861865328818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xXgluebabeXx,2019/08/29,"My boyfriend left me for my best friend. Well longstory short,  I was broken up with, about a month or so ago.   Well after a while, I had gotten over it. Last week, my friend left her phone at my house, and well, notifications happen.   I read messages upon messages of him talking about me, and all the I love yous I read, just killed me.  She doesnt know I seen them. 
 Yeah yeah yeah, another sob story on this subreddit, what's new? 
Just hmu if you feel like talking, I need something to do",0.8204295532646064,3.2702966701030936,1.7954896907216489,96.58711769759456,87.4536082474227,4.470446735395188,18.392611683848802,5.985473137389443,-0.3522295532646047,375,10,82,3,12,117,73,97,0.086,0.644,0.27,0.9559,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,8,10,1,0,3,3,4,1,0,0,1,11,11,6,1,2,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,4,2,19,8,12,7,2,15,0,1,1,1,13,8,1,2,8,54,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329716662731438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813382817380197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148546971056267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744154476273437,0.12354538157985942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26721956507428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292657105264215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954471297842874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132785794774232,0.0,0.0950410018691832,0.1409657715617518,0.0,0.0,0.375790540403625,0.0,0.0,0.08448770442358315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608132590011298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803571851135166,0.0,0.0,0.12822971638033473,0.0,0.16702248882580897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34596522998638346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331344401174309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779985165863587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387186803520752,0.0,0.4664702023058435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,noxthemuse,2019/01/17,"I'm lonely, but I dont want to see my ""friends"" I just flaked on hanging out with two ""friends"". I was excited to hang out with one of them, but then she invited another friend and I got really annoyed and frustrated by this. So annoyed it reminded me that I barely even like the first friend. I feel like their location friends, we have some similar interests, but I'm not interested in talking about my work day or about their work day. I'm lonely, I dont wanna stay at home in my bed, but I also dont want to go out with these so called friends. We never talk about deeper topics, so many elephants needing to be addressed. I need new friends, but I feel like i cant find people I relate to. ",4.4033255086072005,4.725350021126761,5.5210798122065725,83.58111893583727,69.91549295774648,9.128012519561816,30.56651017214398,9.150863307647796,2.3955796557120506,541,21,115,10,9,180,86,142,0.142,0.643,0.215,0.9315,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,3,3,9,18,3,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,28,19,13,0,5,8,0,2,3,7,0,0,0,3,0,4,10,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,5,0,3,2,3,22,13,21,16,1,17,0,2,1,0,16,7,0,2,9,76,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547463059127567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518884580571588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190861145641775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153990911916829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41976593677922397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788547224612702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073243398357902,0.17058178313340244,0.0,0.0,0.10911857210842783,0.1015514676719222,0.0,0.0,0.6456727180110502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785101574671022,0.0,0.09548558003666656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975601134833015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498100401397942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104080757105436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704954560935074,0.0920794725567909,0.11530578319865716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090047495316455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276868497986517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648308210202019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513686858966827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725184304277584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191928529148905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662483833519385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083640421786198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383193590017584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,doge-dynasty,2019/01/17,"Feel like I got ""snaked"" by my friends Im in my first year at uni and have little to no close friends. I did talk to this group of 2 people and thought I was kinda close with them even though we never hung out and just talked after class. There was another guy from my class as well who began talking to them and becoming close. This guy always seemed fake towards me as he would text me about tests and homework and stuff but completely disregard me otherwise. Its been around 3 months since we've known each other and today I just found out that they three are moving in next semester along with a couple of their other friends without me getting any consideration. I always thought I was in that group too. This just made me feel completely backstabbed and alone as I realised that in reality I didnt actually have any true friends. I really dont know what to do and I feel completely down, hopeless and alone.",6.040878274268103,6.610671423728821,5.752121212121214,82.48238828967644,66.40112994350282,9.148228043143298,30.215202876219827,9.095868883498916,2.2988463276836164,730,25,144,12,11,226,110,177,0.092,0.802,0.106,0.38,0,2,0,0,0,1,11.0,1,0,4,1,10,9,0,0,1,0,12,0,0,1,2,42,24,15,0,1,5,0,3,1,4,1,0,0,1,2,12,21,0,1,10,0,0,1,5,2,1,2,12,3,23,7,27,11,1,23,0,1,0,0,18,14,0,2,9,99,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.11774031392852627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499210704571104,0.0,0.0,0.20078658826887705,0.0,0.0,0.16409689874982014,0.1265156098537654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107407105997782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325220103327953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795083830890853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350069222512842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140488620921504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969043278439998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830179527926988,0.08619481306089254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262772039608956,0.0,0.1322902255289468,0.3728660701558016,0.0,0.06303642170958823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964975458702394,0.0,0.0,0.2389316701822116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032637621711293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663079532757675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894515679671415,0.12092640357594675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416516434816465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630439277182634,0.12823546989722318,0.0,0.0,0.0930553401188364,0.0,0.12831625967286167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364587587358142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729365754078142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983832392654397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980573926996332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138119276916066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909298979283693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854135289988114,0.1915706449537723,0.0,0.0,0.11436531555921453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084818964822763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630557206420952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570871363808111,0.0,0.0,0.07769683381676867
lonely,SMH-W,2019/01/17,"A cry for help For the longest time I’ve recognised I can’t stay in my home country. I feel cursed. Everyone here hates me. I need to move away, and start fresh. 

Last year, things were alright- I was a good student, I passed my exams, and I was starting to accept that although I had few friends, they were good friends.

Now, I’m here. I’m can barely move half the time. I’m struggling in classes, and most of my friends left me.

My family is— not helpful at all. I hear my mum talk negatively about me on the phone to her friends constantly.  She even said that I ‘can’t even speak properly anymore’

She’s right. I can’t. I’m too exhausted to talk in sentences, and when I try to I just stutter. 

Everytime I try to study my world starts spinning.

I have to get away from this country. I have to get away soon. ",0.2841881812966172,2.6296408554216875,1.6386402753872638,97.39359437751007,89.2409638554217,4.848651749856568,22.96500286861733,6.42735559955562,0.4384231784279984,626,25,141,7,21,199,98,166,0.09300000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.9075,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,0,10,12,1,1,5,1,11,1,0,0,1,11,25,6,0,1,2,1,1,0,4,0,1,3,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,6,4,28,8,21,19,3,26,0,0,0,0,17,11,0,1,11,89,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307470005105704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782115042444569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500548310234831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739507614719188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725483714540805,0.0,0.0,0.12821878236326836,0.0,0.0,0.12649695020928972,0.0,0.0678475786102694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414681613797516,0.0,0.14021144413397674,0.0,0.0,0.22509473204808406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132479147146099,0.0,0.0,0.15123537972877674,0.0,0.17988172213760018,0.0,0.13459772367569858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093780570019078,0.0,0.0,0.14579155880773387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852332022639839,0.0,0.09949590650410246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459259948167524,0.12763993086773326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28492886648581284,0.1430225356894682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402784919996784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21570440296783974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914604018005895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648780750460353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822045685402741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641024489203909
lonely,GrouchySanta,2019/01/17,"I found out my friends made a separate group chat without me they’re not really my ~friends~ just people I hang out with. If I wasn’t so awkward without friends (I like to hang out with people to make me feel normal), I wouldn’t be friends with them. But I found out by accident and I’m not too affected by it but it kinda confirmed my fears that they don’t really like me and they’re too scared to say anything. Idk it’s kinda shitty but oh well. I’m happier alone. ",-0.6329081632653057,1.5080586428571436,1.4885459183673468,95.29975765306123,100.32653061224492,4.898979591836736,19.39030612244898,6.6274283507984215,0.3849163265306119,369,13,80,6,16,122,57,98,0.22,0.644,0.136,-0.8369,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,5,10,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,28,11,7,0,3,9,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,3,1,0,2,7,3,1,0,4,2,14,7,14,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,3,2,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719545126459136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873625754141642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20338635542613,0.0913891952630978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963511907258032,0.5585670078669772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660400071496365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102359092622796,0.12064749294955047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708996565724905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25060916155549523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315774508611579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373425125770606,0.18095547928912534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250984784032754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34845999990837073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fiveninetwelve,2019/01/17,"I don't really know anymore I'm a non-descript human being in a non-descript country with a traumatic past, that has fucked me over mentally since a good part of 2013. I've tried making friends here on Reddit as well as other places by writing posts, trying to socialize, I think I failed again and again. So much that it doesn't even hurt anymore. I just do it again because the voices in my head get louder and louder, crying for help since I'm trapped. I have massive social anxiety and trauma, so I feel disconnected from every friend/classmate I ever made or met IRL.

Everyone ghosted inevitably. Maybe it was because I was bland and uninspiring at best, without an iota of charisma. Or that I'm a doll of darkness. I'm also heavily inclined towards deep conversations, small talk doesn't interest me as much, so I understand why they would have left. But they never gave me a chance. They never listened to what I had to say. Maybe I should have tried harder to try and understand their passions and interests... but I didn't know what to say anyway. Did they even care about me?

Although, it wouldn't matter. I'm extremely bad at starting/keeping conversations and tend to drift away when not talking about anything that lies out of my league... and since my interests are very specific, I see why that's a problem. I'm also quite unstable and lonely so I don't take it very well when people don't respond to me quick enough or are willfully ignoring me (which happens to me all the time.) so I end up cutting them off before they inevitably ghost. The only few people I chose to let stay are extremely toxic anyway and make me feel even more worse, but I kinda feel like I deserve it. The only best friend I ever had is also slowly starting to drift away. Am I going to spend my entire life doing this charade?

​

It's almost as if I want to make friends and look for that elusive connection but at the same time I don't think I have what it takes in me to ever achieve one.

​

And which is exactly why I'll always hate myself.",4.4613533834586505,5.995032416040104,5.1528897243107785,81.80768045112781,70.70426065162907,7.726015037593986,28.83884711779449,8.238735603445708,2.0776071177944866,1630,62,299,24,30,526,211,399,0.14300000000000002,0.7559999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.9457,0,3,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,7,5,28,24,3,0,13,0,31,4,1,4,7,56,66,35,2,6,11,0,3,1,3,4,1,4,0,1,21,14,0,1,9,0,1,3,12,10,2,1,9,9,44,14,43,51,10,39,0,3,2,2,25,18,1,6,17,213,65,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963255644108481,0.0,0.0,0.190787757444753,0.0661709681144431,0.1723300811744587,0.19326256745598716,0.0,0.0,0.0608362211557433,0.0,0.15773437928160886,0.0,0.0,0.06544209876091099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943225330403212,0.0,0.06639985003761059,0.09695510704326847,0.0,0.06766971061995912,0.0,0.16691265159838986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108078943497908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735421096693316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043533017890859,0.08217033190975798,0.0,0.15757605522161486,0.2158040857595327,0.06700303733829421,0.07598931292181851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063031921633095,0.056812502028720326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457625188212004,0.07351935606275006,0.04154840307768013,0.0,0.045195751843514216,0.06670159283759844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032347965640044,0.0,0.0,0.07851423311429383,0.08161534319874368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330376806146296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513289674622533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068525763764404,0.0,0.0,0.08740945298735182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640388076851956,0.08131945162478871,0.05617068743665075,0.0388517791404777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678076675032604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524824755472509,0.15925017771801075,0.0,0.15978661378413728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801422502641194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691969272268984,0.0,0.1226687897228768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388803321169062,0.120964321885005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611756180304428,0.07591537862038543,0.11026490629789468,0.0,0.08308644470029228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616273418170175,0.0,0.0,0.07609445204521535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458436757543551,0.0,0.0,0.05094559544714891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648255672982986,0.0,0.0,0.06337093493189372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735110142000029,0.0,0.0,0.1621309491980613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628803205681805,0.08476280946567805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958544002052687,0.1278379740754184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191250596353517,0.0,0.0,0.09274305022821074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596835844790008,0.0,0.0,0.16557615249315175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123250545768894,0.046905761877794515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300461350556656,0.0,0.2152761707311229,0.0,0.0,0.07665902754706849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104252099949559,0.056492105435654735,0.0,0.19326256745598716,0.0
lonely,himynameisx12,2019/01/17,"Vent I don’t know what’s the issue with myself is, but apparently I’m only good as just a friend than anything more. ",-0.7837999999999994,1.338276920000002,1.9515,92.20325,99.8,4.1000000000000005,14.25,5.985473137389443,-0.6343999999999999,93,2,20,1,4,32,24,25,0.0,0.688,0.312,0.8462,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141868040723991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38886127645151497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42215821446797896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5253319265159274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766097257272918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38279507256773176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,XXL_cereal,2019/01/17,"Lonely, sad and lost. honestly I just don't know what to do with my life. Ever since I got accepted into a new computer science school it went downhill. I have a couple people I hang out with but the rest just make fun of me, but that's besides the point. My love for building computers is slowly fading and I can't take anything anymore. I can't get a girlfriend and I mask everything when I'm outside but as soon as I come home or when I go to bed I just become sad. I'm quite good at Photoshop and making indie/lofi type music, but I haven't uploaded a single track anywhere on the internet because I dread the thought of anyone I know finding out, plus I don't know where to start.",1.9759750812567705,3.8919055140845096,3.793943661971831,87.31709100758397,78.36619718309859,6.622751895991333,25.007583965330447,7.61054688173877,1.3351412784398704,541,20,110,8,13,182,93,142,0.099,0.768,0.132,0.7572,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,8,10,0,1,8,0,8,2,0,2,1,28,25,14,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,3,11,0,0,6,0,0,4,5,5,0,0,4,0,17,5,16,21,2,18,0,4,0,1,2,7,0,1,7,71,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516235635110465,0.13759983012985955,0.0,0.16194103348819194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996108417845773,0.21733859887684928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695167738471744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774389595300175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780074159222388,0.0,0.0,0.17686175999957945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986208510555707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281441857122116,0.0,0.1118400372450504,0.1650577393444053,0.15739058155785687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739596558899436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32445117335992896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899828012036086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481904212896266,0.0,0.17761025358146068,0.0,0.26271710770414075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900605752999767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364290970297049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602973435577755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930991153194586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916153240770354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627863507289047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928865755971526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796125211246766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562289224392953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242588597106427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,john_1182,2019/01/17,"I just realised i have only made 1 friend in 15 years and i might have stuffed it up. Im 36. M. Australia.  
Im recently out of a 6 year relationship wich included 6 step kids who i no longer have contact with.

Im living at my mums and i feel so lonley.
I have 4 people who i talk to on and off every few weeks online and the closest is 400km away. 3 of them ive know for at least 10 years and the other  2 years.

Recently the day before new years eve i met  and made a new friend.  Ill call her jane. It was such a weird and uncanny feeling it was like i genuinely had known her in the past even her family and friends.
We chat every day and have met up 4 times and the other day she said things were moving too fast. 

When we talk about meeting up in the coming week or so its the highlight of my day and to hear that catching up next week is too soon it just crushed me inside and i dont want to loose the 1st friend ive made in person in about 15 years.

I feel useles and lonley as a person. Ive made 1 friend who i can physically spend time with in 15 years and i feel ive been over excited and willing to chat and spend time togther that i feel that pushing her away. 

Do i tell her this ? Do i man up ? I dont know. I just feel so lonley and only want people to hang out with and i feel if i say that i will seam desperate wich i probably am.

Thank you for reading kind stranger.
Typing this has helped a little.",-0.10313327449249954,1.8186686601941773,2.076704913209767,96.85129744042368,85.6990291262136,5.16940276551927,17.777875845837013,6.42735559955562,-0.3230245954692559,1092,26,264,11,33,367,154,309,0.049,0.838,0.113,0.9635,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,1,0,15,10,0,0,13,0,26,1,0,4,0,48,47,25,0,3,5,1,7,1,5,3,1,3,0,4,17,26,0,0,10,3,2,6,3,1,0,0,12,10,39,9,36,32,2,55,0,0,0,0,38,22,0,3,28,162,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585602056641937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180326198592944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616393048995198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268802118835488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176788345297402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779123922745426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573382178490604,0.0,0.14219173097617893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795482774161498,0.0,0.2986641652199429,0.06028284929655309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259684126688828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951051699024914,0.0,0.05655978705819323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27344262437155803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787135135785605,0.09274879108240816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04122500969319018,0.08457339721350828,0.07451126186142137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193789116964464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951645968326971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968520531306001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299421952107784,0.08974170799224186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835333291195564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055261016932444,0.11700035188899525,0.14735902594063638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097856840065342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844052993095309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663500687456428,0.09059518731265886,0.0,0.0,0.08026704685959273,0.06710432240893513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564685677228733,0.07375399303272819,0.07768803590877879,0.0,0.0,0.05605995973074286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761228041101498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954192733809376,0.0,0.2030595687676628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803767825728337
lonely,hfdif4098,2019/01/17,"Hiii Message me! 
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lonely,Lievrehare,2019/01/17,"Can someone explain this to me ? It's just my opinion, but I noticed that a lot of people committed suicide because of their ""friends"", perhaps even more because of loneliness and being alone. Is that because they were popular so people know that they committed suicide, or is that because of something else ?",6.863888888888887,8.90241964814815,6.5009259259259276,72.4991666666667,65.48148148148148,8.362962962962964,44.98148148148147,8.841846274778883,4.779237037037037,247,17,35,4,4,77,40,54,0.26899999999999996,0.607,0.124,-0.9254,0,1,1,0,0,2,8.0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,10,7,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,5,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370490267214953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5580886647244648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119855871366928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511720440057783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683090678636876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578559910267764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458425589414904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605796088523265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31735096890923803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939279504804413,0.17620179692992674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007117065526372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lostillusion7,2019/01/17,I really don't have friends (I'd like some) So I dropped out of school and that means all my friends kinda went with it I have been alone for like a year but its finally hitting that point where I feel lonely and am sick of only using my phone for dumb games or calling family ,2.1543103448275858,3.850074775862069,3.1753793103448267,92.95755172413791,77.10344827586206,6.708965517241379,21.944827586206884,7.554174236665415,0.6445199999999995,219,6,49,3,5,70,46,58,0.273,0.672,0.055,-0.9321,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,12,10,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,6,4,6,7,2,7,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,3,4,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776428920621245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27373261444871866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527154672285282,0.0,0.1355458175114118,0.0,0.0,0.29366098522783163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142252347133002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26193395820787624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29201020166754743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038816775848776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534157348446872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717344966427295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713042958571784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23152909327423984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24850645574560326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263029167970814
lonely,kugelblit,2019/01/17,"Is it too much to be paranoid? I'm pretty rational and know that I feel lonely because I'm not good at being social. But at the same time, I really try. Try being friendly, outgoing, interested, invite people to trips, anything. Somehow people just don't stick to me. I seldom get texts unless I text first, when I do is usually about school or something like that. I can have a wonderful day with someone and if I never contact that person again, they just disappear.

Is it too much then to be paranoid? To think, somehow, people see something I don't, that makes them stay away from me? I've developed resistance to protect myself. If I invite someone to do something, I know most likely I'll get the default no answer. It's even worst when getting ghosted. I'm 20 and a half now, having a hard time keeping up the enthusiasm, not really knowing if I'll ever stop being lonely, even for a while.",4.372997347480105,5.8459785632183925,5.770229885057473,77.53237400530506,70.83908045977013,7.882581786030062,29.47656940760389,8.384062270229773,2.361758267020337,706,28,123,11,13,238,105,174,0.128,0.7240000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.674,0,4,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,1,14,8,0,0,7,0,15,0,0,1,2,30,30,13,1,3,10,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,3,7,0,0,2,6,3,0,2,0,3,15,5,16,25,5,21,0,2,1,0,6,4,0,8,16,94,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319185803415827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064980557859516,0.0,0.0,0.09125685154290336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654530159989884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977533055122496,0.1354138839241061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569374781110484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733630773734814,0.0,0.0,0.11565926942284475,0.0,0.23463909641061936,0.0,0.0,0.12556279995729264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410344326316584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306187284454582,0.0,0.0,0.2468166469401152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462735135599607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992713995428794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200961530881457,0.0,0.11545928702541118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31135321772978497,0.13071387150377572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523005889967673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180566273463026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515062532191646,0.119292983682314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260217241444152,0.2536837646863944,0.3457433681861108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956224185935414,0.0,0.1251574405684875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592289370511596,0.0,0.0,0.1745846923264156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327544392322874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487542588912182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234525849053127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alovejr,2019/01/17,"Where Are All the Lonely People? I don’t really have any consistent or steady relationships in my life. I feel like I’m always trying to command my interactions with people so that when it’s over I feel like I’ve gotten the most out of it. 

I look forward to therapy but then I’m aware of how limited it is. It feels like the only time I have someone I can connect with but I remember it’s outside of my life & isn’t really what I’m looking for.  

I feel like all I will ever have is my career & until that is flourishing in the way that I need it to, I just hold my feelings down & try not to spill them all over the first person who seems interested in me. 

Starting my day early makes me aware of all the hours I will spend alone. I find it strange how people I used to have “relationships” with will tell me how attractive I am or that they think I’m all sorts of positive things, but they don’t want to hangout or actually spend time together.  Which only confuses me because what was the point of talking to me in the first place?

I feel bad saying to the few friends I do have that I don’t feel like I have friends. I can’t help that feeling because they’re all wither far away, have started families of their own, or really are just busy with school/work. Also I don’t want to sound like a broken record about my loneliness. 

I’m not sure where I land in this world. Somewhere between too much & not enough. I feel like my art is something worth sharing & following to its fullest potential, but I’m just a vessel. My own life seems pretty hollow otherwise. ",5.241106738809641,5.1980016760124625,6.033838334153143,81.89431874077721,68.06542056074767,9.49932775864896,29.667322511887196,9.276330184999452,2.28397445482866,1242,41,260,22,19,409,156,321,0.079,0.745,0.17600000000000002,0.9855,0,3,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,4,3,14,16,0,1,11,0,26,3,0,5,8,54,55,16,0,3,14,0,9,7,2,3,3,2,0,1,20,5,0,2,14,2,3,2,9,3,0,2,2,13,41,13,35,50,12,33,0,1,2,0,16,18,0,9,21,172,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.08080654239830536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857618639796637,0.0,0.0662197900418836,0.06890108161172956,0.44860039551717257,0.0,0.056310801983708185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779880039323807,0.0,0.06913940685491382,0.10095532728958376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340290814606417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556055482194737,0.0,0.0,0.07490261136548576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806196429174438,0.0,0.3768220281195756,0.35493899669813106,0.0,0.0,0.07568302584614041,0.1408691885170658,0.0,0.0,0.12795115326949347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05550300045578338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815470597630144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754646136912817,0.2831832111753943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907207922363082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527353260951777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087181070383976,0.06139947159079887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259551258172853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722214029255531,0.0723028542834847,0.0865144650327967,0.0,0.07827827184999063,0.0,0.0,0.08424329542717339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914259967866454,0.0,0.0,0.17780493825172164,0.09380286011117746,0.0,0.0,0.06585051731924145,0.0,0.08380391785140855,0.0,0.15076663010626928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016110861530246,0.06374797125419468,0.0,0.0,0.11722078128894578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804351210678362,0.0,0.0,0.06655618722106935,0.07237594272940892,0.0,0.09469567992675748,0.0,0.05501251211015458,0.05305863047450826,0.0,0.0,0.09656948741694348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243944221304264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715176479298351,0.0,0.0,0.09768204453689584,0.06572741128472318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028362836596132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DarthunterX2,2019/01/17,Discord chat So ik how it is to feel lonely and feel like no one is there to talk to you or have your back. So I wanted to make a discord for people who want to talk and make friends with each other. I hope this can help others to not be lonely as they were but help them become happier. Here it is https://discord.gg/Dyknvc2                                       ( idk if it would be able to be clicked though),2.094887218045109,4.065058263157892,2.7732330827067675,94.51763157894736,78.21052631578948,5.395488721804512,18.75187969924812,6.1826913282559595,-0.3232383458646617,292,6,65,2,7,91,55,76,0.11900000000000001,0.687,0.19399999999999998,0.8176,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,2,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,3,0,17,17,10,0,5,4,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,3,6,3,10,12,1,1,0,2,1,0,11,0,0,3,2,50,13,0,0.24898345317430806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145290665968026,0.0,0.0,0.274982662394588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517870300812732,0.17787382869697194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923639982923104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33377672063359226,0.0,0.0,0.24729674872988225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216407385809616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33239677676409995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871763161332634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726137764906423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002469366718561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446249785857175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937137832420759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687070145076778,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lost-disneyprincess,2019/01/17,"I wish I knew what I’m doing wrong Lately I’ve felt so alone. My best friend has grown distant from me and I don’t have anyone to talk to. I’ve stopped reaching out to people first, and now no one talks to me. I wish I knew why people don’t like me so I could fix it. ",-1.3520737327188923,0.3949757741935507,0.9965437788018434,103.6933870967742,89.64516129032258,3.542857142857143,13.695852534562215,3.1291,-1.6673115207373268,206,3,55,0,7,69,41,62,0.14400000000000002,0.601,0.255,0.8199,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,12,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,3,1,10,3,6,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23148600944474546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628140166628912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345569730137837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845227871137162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21460192227249664,0.0,0.0,0.1901150744068925,0.0,0.0,0.17268107582894549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521258094983229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919430761087286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514542346641665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099034423479517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686199206697487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592931745820275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168044577066602,0.0,0.5140444025458665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443699905196712,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kik-amy_sutherland17,2019/01/17,"Oh my god this chic 😍 Amy_sutherland17
Message her on kik 
She is amazing
You’ll have the best time of your life 
Just ask to cuddle 😉",-0.7992857142857126,1.1751890714285764,0.5011428571428596,101.44385714285715,104.71428571428572,3.6685714285714286,16.314285714285713,5.6839178017228535,-0.6608228571428567,106,3,24,1,5,33,28,28,0.0,0.627,0.373,0.9095,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5572764236361726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6255739803882048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210456209806725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34759281893263433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wellbeanblog,2019/01/17,"Would anyone be interested in taking part in a letter exchange? I’ve been meaning to set up a letter exchange for quite some time and I’m curious to know what people think. Some of us need a little reminder every now and then that people care, that we aren’t just floating by unnoticed. I love the idea of a handwritten, personal message landing on someone’s doorstep and who knows, maybe making their day. 

The idea is that anyone can send a handwritten letter or card (anonymously or otherwise) and they’ll receive one in return. From a likeminded person somewhere on the planet. A little message of happiness and support to remind us that we aren’t alone.

I’ve just started blogging about my own problems in my life (anxiety mostly) and I’d love to get something like this going. It would be like connecting everyone in a big happy chain. Where better to start than here?

Would anyone be interested?",5.440681713496087,7.422293814371258,5.954131736526951,75.2548364808844,68.94011976047904,8.491754951635192,31.409028097650854,9.057496981413335,3.0312601566098576,725,31,116,14,13,234,109,167,0.026000000000000002,0.763,0.21,0.9858,2,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,4,0,2,2,6,12,0,0,11,0,12,3,0,1,0,27,28,9,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,8,8,0,0,6,1,2,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,9,11,21,20,5,24,0,0,0,2,18,13,0,5,9,80,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579187678295096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029986768113748,0.0,0.0,0.27502843333088506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159573850601237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367681781206134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455601110233738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046701539960424,0.1252825682865316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850029886612155,0.0,0.07451363420566512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791410620558816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960176397074642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411080113387886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926078643680308,0.12810882178203162,0.2628161485409191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23666632795457315,0.0,0.08751788243839764,0.0,0.131719031156926,0.14281875912505518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721744717177673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888444827447842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419808773420517,0.0,0.18179228264751895,0.2289628472218547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545590975916868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945312043609656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109026989319584,0.10093596682746266,0.0,0.0,0.1856026577613126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878367121067218,0.0,0.0,0.09857946123858734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401089572137824,0.0,0.0,0.07645211593945664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31542175920807475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794133458282748,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Captaincrunchpunch,2019/03/19,"Any lonely INFJs out there? Posted this somewhere else but posting here too. Maybe some of you can relate?

So I am entering the last year of my 20s on Saturday.

It's been a doozy of a decade.

I am finally starting to understand why building a relationship with yourself is so important and how only then can you protect yourself emotionally.

I am currently on a solo trip. I am staying at a really awesome hostel with great people. I conversate with them and get my fill of human interaction but I still feel like an alien. I feel like an alien everywhere I go. Though I love traveling and it is my life source, I always inevitably feel a sense of loneliness.

I am simultaneously in a state of bliss because I am exploring a new place but at the same time a state of sadness because I am reminded how much I am utterly lacking in human connection.

I just feel like I was made to be alone.

I am an INFJ. I don't know if that means anything to anyone but basically I am really intuitive. I am dreamy, complex, hard to understand. I am in my head. Been told I am ""too intense"" ""too sensitive"". I constantly contemplate the nature of reality, consciousness, the cosmos, what life is, what I am, what people are, what we are doing here and where we are going after here. I fail at small talk and superficial interaction. I either go deep or go home. Which usually means I get bored with the interaction.

And for this reason, I don't connect. I don't feel like anyone truly understands me and I think people find me too intense to want to spend any amount of time around me. Sometimes I don't even have to do anything. I can just be trying to be as simple and normal as possible and ask them about their life. Be interested. Keep it basic. And by just looking at me they get freaked out or it's my energy or something.

But I also have a normal lowkey human side. I love going to art museums, observing architecture, trying new food places and loving the tastes, getting lost in the tastes. I love music, literature, traveling, learning about everything I can. I love simple things like a coffee and a sweet snack. I love just walking around, looking at the sky, taking everything in. Hiking in mountains..challenging my body.

I look around and I see people (especially when traveling) who just seem to be enjoying each other's company effortlessly. I can't find that. I want that so bad.

I guess I am just wondering if anyone has ever been so lonely but got lucky and found someone who got them? Someone they never got sick of? Someone they felt safe with?

I know I shouldn't need someone this badly but human connection is the essence of existence. I truly believe everyone craves it and I think loneliness is more common than we believe but people just ignore it or deny it or aren't aware that they are feeling it. I am so aware of it. too aware.

I guess I am just feeling lonely, and like any feeling it will pass and I will continue to enjoy my trip, have conversations, get lost in the experience that captivate all my senses and appreciate my short time here.

I am focusing on myself. I am really trying to develop a solid relationship with myself because I know no one can be responsible for me and my happiness. The last thing I want is to be in a codependent relationship..it was my relational model growing up and I am trying so hard to break that pattern. So I have spent me entire 20s either alone or in really shitty situations that I luckily got out of. I guess I spent my 20s learning.

I spent all day with myself and had a great time and saw many great things. I like my company...I just wish I could find someone who does too.",3.455771364897437,5.679903989971348,5.179949515622869,77.6584988857052,75.00286532951291,8.557820530313366,26.98194387592668,9.23628265651192,2.604604511756948,2867,111,519,72,63,973,287,698,0.08800000000000001,0.6970000000000001,0.215,0.9986,1,8,1,0,0,0,87.0,3,2,8,3,41,35,0,0,29,0,65,16,2,4,4,123,131,53,0,12,27,0,11,7,0,3,4,0,1,4,32,39,4,4,31,5,4,16,9,12,0,1,20,19,99,23,67,100,11,78,0,7,5,6,36,32,0,15,31,380,131,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528648211321715,0.0,0.04450839968925395,0.046310579925685526,0.0,0.0,0.11354477324353175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674873825666175,0.0,0.09160094317889457,0.14863797656353336,0.05203121710078979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294153160649064,0.10178286706109048,0.0,0.0,0.12541139828115594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182170900320295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060144791665785374,0.0,0.04443710332012979,0.0,0.0,0.035893771013622656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04870528710968402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649377709766723,0.0626059542359625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03676052458077921,0.05034439647596725,0.0,0.0531820713802688,0.1000407597708832,0.05444263481052094,0.0,0.0,0.22513236841740164,0.1590437613926916,0.05343886814774368,0.060968861240003974,0.15260681264263662,0.0,0.0672999348383007,0.061024365377843164,0.0,0.0,0.14539084861095794,0.0,0.15815406194681828,0.0,0.17805401642352314,0.18408411887624093,0.18393538450820832,0.0,0.0,0.059247268356869526,0.09971439738361032,0.0,0.05711951905903415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582790302798375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946996192853476,0.0,0.0,0.09176189893043872,0.09073478202951628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793527512776092,0.19033632604858586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021206539131034,0.0,0.12151106145209625,0.0,0.3013924215969153,0.052663427511350606,0.0,0.056426849820928736,0.0559143304047397,0.12125226272275645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04091385488992773,0.041268512336626186,0.042925643622315685,0.10750658794499186,0.0,0.0,0.109062902010998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03771421425740459,0.04232919705151741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292568559958467,0.0,0.11629817570083527,0.0,0.0,0.06274422384463818,0.10660688483747822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261964949561393,0.05722404453986655,0.0,0.17926242110006635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044350941670571034,0.050667492514907306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256012089773058,0.0,0.0,0.2357874181506704,0.042847012685576016,0.05504559867066696,0.0,0.039393883476488714,0.05932231270512633,0.044447269656168735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04184668318922548,0.044734502793719655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109269091019472,0.07132474236569386,0.05468212638403374,0.0,0.1298147680933795,0.0,0.0,0.0531820713802688,0.0,0.15114815772413534,0.0,0.0,0.17382081286524034,0.0,0.0,0.061297657002128525,0.0,0.09848275291937177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022124049677277,0.0,0.0640021085525355,0.0,0.060356987205399275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035840894189862665
lonely,Formless_Oedon,2019/03/19,"I've felt lonely all my life. Im a 24 year old male, I have no friends, I've had 3 jobs, no money, currently unemployed, but I have a girlfriend and i feel almost dead inside

Since 12 years of age I've felt this way when my dad left ""to get cigarettes"" and didnt come back, a cliche i know. Ever since that moment I haven't felt the same, I cant trust people, I struggle to open up or make my point heard, I struggle to form connections with people and I feel like every time I make a connection we grow distant and it fades or I indirectly push them away, I always feel so isolated.

I dont know why I'm posting here, I was just curious if there was a sub for this and there is, though i dont know what to expect from it I just need to let it off my chest.",1.133402597402597,2.49986911515152,3.166428571428572,93.3525,79.06060606060606,6.653679653679656,20.27056277056277,7.447530270364453,0.3398744588744593,584,14,141,8,14,198,104,165,0.11800000000000001,0.797,0.086,-0.7063,4,2,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,0,11,6,0,2,6,0,12,2,1,2,2,33,28,12,1,3,6,1,6,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,7,9,0,0,9,0,1,3,7,3,0,0,8,7,22,3,12,19,3,22,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,5,12,83,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424288288556743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835176357497718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363542364173672,0.10937072027049063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252373745979445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333991140597245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866062395698644,0.1198399820923325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575641745445515,0.10161344166186388,0.4097066565924147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989119681917164,0.0,0.07431245027974967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153639310260865,0.0,0.14114730324128194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345075916741605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453985274917428,0.14544596802782905,0.10046550789235616,0.06948933513181298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189887296696422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054662071386944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925277712946242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972170952405488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445901437736993,0.0,0.1362227902349387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353182124233636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29739194333048763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974616823985678,0.0,0.08293896754576603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129003327495018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834588535177227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319066797614106
lonely,AnchorsBoundToMyFeet,2019/03/19,"Such a wierd feeling I never felt before... So today I came back from school and felt something very special. This feeling inside myself, being so very helpless, alone and sad. I just wanted to lie on the floor and have some next to me. Someone to hug and to care about. This sensation was so intense, I got a stabbing headache. So I tried to think about people I know which atleast I love, but it did not help in any way. Don't get me wrong, I still have some nice people around me. But I still feel left out and alone, even with them. I am someone who hasn't cried in a long time, mostly due to my depression and apathy. But I cried, maybe it was just a little but still, I feelt something and it was strange. After this heart-wrenching incident I went to sleep.",2.3427819548872217,4.374524105263158,2.8508646616541355,93.96105263157897,77.6842105263158,5.395488721804512,22.04135338345865,6.1826913282559595,0.2109721804511282,592,17,125,4,14,183,95,152,0.139,0.7040000000000001,0.157,-0.0404,0,2,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,15,9,0,0,5,0,10,3,1,0,1,30,24,15,0,1,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,9,5,19,5,17,14,3,22,0,3,0,2,4,8,0,3,11,87,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829733144301536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928994166878674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161177415714967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504458082652368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624496327409145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562453325340836,0.13928289782465128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30011912132200924,0.0,0.0,0.11766190686426807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022955068226206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722221062533036,0.0,0.2623338549668407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137303448786336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925941674038847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618833894858999,0.09156673648975028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507722849139972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484270562805253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369190087070967,0.0,0.12089546281255548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329576853548498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724300636768186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536197676606586,0.0,0.14528617866632093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941620801374204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825651225507785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670855823435482,0.0,0.2314982502441173,0.21033795065689231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272905282934705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753410798100535,0.0,0.0,0.07965833139329072,0.0,0.12949021201153638,0.0,0.0,0.09274915492522147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254349492193126,0.08057605857736999,0.10843458010988608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663874611976178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936148048533007,0.0,0.0
lonely,Stephleesi,2019/03/19,"The downward spiral is beginning... Okay so that title seemed a bit over dramatic but it felt right.

I’m 25 and I have no friends. 

I moved to Wales a year ago. I’d always wanted to move to Wales and when I met my partner it seemed like a really good fit.

The only thing is it meant moving away from my family. I never had many friends, but now it feels worse. I don’t have anyone to talk to aside from my boyfriend and it feels horrid. I also found out this week that I will be finishing at my job in June. My job was my biggest source of joy, I really loved it. So it’s feeling too much right now. 

I don’t really know what I expect out of this. I’m just feeling extremely lonely. I love going out and don’t have anyone to go out with. I love chatting about my interests. I love exchanging make up tips... I’m just struggling right now. I can’t do any of this. ",-0.10990009990009852,2.074475692307693,2.094605394605395,94.77994005994007,88.78021978021978,5.506893106893108,17.063936063936065,6.980632752743323,-0.001415384615384152,664,16,151,10,22,223,104,182,0.08900000000000001,0.642,0.26899999999999996,0.9914,2,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,11,13,0,1,5,1,14,4,0,1,1,27,37,10,0,2,4,0,5,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,14,9,0,0,10,1,1,5,6,2,0,0,6,5,21,11,22,29,2,31,0,1,0,4,10,15,0,2,12,95,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816606614551838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758178428110413,0.10153294775350358,0.0,0.0,0.08297985433651614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706426992237042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464466668498807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332175604659209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503246620471433,0.0,0.24679406991693156,0.0,0.11716125810469233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379196960050904,0.1885494023609117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386970159684345,0.10234714004701316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421780856094484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706067385909978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961429572525428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405222455920769,0.0,0.08145132946125415,0.1237122144433682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890735544881688,0.08970097756494391,0.0,0.09411169409201857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280402360704956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345132598873433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126210388165892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221703929673243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756497973669131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807750069686616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106668846426979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719723529182715,0.0,0.09787952566050928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435190665826112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857883971778634
lonely,Criptiq,2019/03/19,"Lost all my friends 18M Tbh I've always been an introvert and I've always been antisocial but I could bear with the loneliness since I had some people in my life. But within the past month I have lost all of my online friends and all of my irl friends. I have been completely alone and It's just really hard. I just want people to talk to, even if it's for a whole day or if it actually becomes something. I'm a nice open minded person, and I know how to keep a conversation. ",1.2325000000000017,3.2899092500000013,3.2960000000000003,89.24300000000002,81.5,6.8000000000000025,21.0,7.908726449838941,0.8640999999999996,375,11,83,7,10,127,63,100,0.127,0.72,0.153,0.5598,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,1,3,23,13,10,0,4,7,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,10,4,9,6,5,6,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,4,3,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.1772355712154039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810423636257748,0.0,0.0,0.302245887384241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058575672033407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904258131406594,0.0,0.0,0.14500932343462786,0.0,0.0,0.1171303046624344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995873718767028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209590287678975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269644307281916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143279317542766,0.0,0.0,0.09981396840923186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828404777085092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965208236921709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338509873372075,0.0,0.14496788308062988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733774767927327,0.2518258036795526,0.15858416037989356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635084949649645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502384919818179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398204621027973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597981190558867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071245746145694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277298787910844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RayanJenkins,2019/03/19,"I guess I’m just the type of guy people like to talk to, but never listen to Hey there guys,

I’m at the point in my life where I don’t even expect a single person to read this fully, and I can’t even be mad about it.

So i have a girlfriend, that I like a lot, for now 6 months, friends I’ve known for years, and all those relationship are basically based on “Wow, you’re a good listener !”. And I fucking hate it. 

On one side, I can’t blame them. Whenever people around me start talking, I can’t help it but feel deeply involved in what they’re talking about, I just feel like it pleases them.

But I’m pretty sure, and I’m not even joking, it’s been MONTHS since I last had the opportunity to talk about myself.

I’m a huge video game fans, I watch series/movies, I read, I draw, I play the piano, long story short lots of interests I’d love to share, but hey ? Who cares right ? 

I don’t know how to make my point with people. I just want, once, even a tiny and sincere “Hey, how are you ?” would be fine, but no, I’m surrounded and I feel so alone, I’m just done. I can’t do it anymore. I feel empty. I feel like everything I’m doing with my life is pointless, it is a fact, I like people’s attention, heck, I LOVE it. And if it’s not for that, what am I supposed to do ?

Make sure to pleasure myself first ? I can’t. I first have to care about how my gf’s internship is doing bad, or how my friend Eric has trouble with girls.
See my point there 

Anyway, thanks for reading. Needed to get this out somewhere. ",1.1961294642857148,2.7226489968750016,2.9165178571428605,94.50812500000002,79.34375,5.821428571428572,19.24107142857143,6.5431188927421005,-0.13589285714285682,1149,25,273,10,28,381,161,320,0.087,0.628,0.285,0.9973,0,1,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,2,3,24,29,3,0,11,0,26,5,0,6,5,51,57,20,0,5,13,0,5,5,4,1,2,2,0,4,17,12,0,0,8,7,0,0,11,5,0,3,3,9,37,24,31,51,4,26,0,0,2,3,28,16,2,5,15,166,54,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919233110500207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498145134040384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525860746095358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996676633313718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952946742855803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800941279397024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530296394839636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607493250981725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421294762965103,0.13684103418782492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292956497763542,0.0,0.0,0.14798854142657164,0.08854094043740413,0.05003763470167327,0.0,0.0,0.08033016167161562,0.0,0.0,0.1055051683865045,0.18966139427009487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455637821049104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419487337444801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052634541330949317,0.07806808202347026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529513197617374,0.2339501627182465,0.0,0.0,0.08475642164735245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628461943541291,0.17287841747263075,0.0,0.12785894087485095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289078583437846,0.0,0.0,0.0710147428366397,0.07386632980783629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199551696701607,0.06489851645072582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655887924949991,0.08362561550230259,0.0,0.10513040378975473,0.27161038366118595,0.0,0.0,0.09743595189780596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873978731072406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282476084796484,0.0,0.08178993758740896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631897877993375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922472417182344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778888663589035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18053054199775745,0.0,0.0,0.3079160388344305,0.0,0.08817525466887671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564896170342969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803465659156048,0.0,0.0,0.06167491241668515
lonely,ghoulkingghost,2019/03/19,"I guess I learned to live with it. Since high school I ain’t had no real friends. Everyone and I mean everyone comes and goes quick. That’s been a reoccurring them in my life too, can’t keep a friend or a job or a lover for too long. (Even though I’m trying to change that.)

It sucks but I learned how to do a lot of things on my own but I still feel lonely, as if my feelings and thoughts don’t matter anyway because they go nowhere. Thoughts and imagination mean nothing unless you bring them into reality, but mine will forever be lost because I have no one to have a meaningful conversation with.",3.0318181818181813,4.738838338842979,3.9521404958677695,88.27911983471077,74.70247933884298,7.484628099173554,26.97603305785124,8.238735603445708,1.6003514049586782,473,18,102,8,10,152,83,121,0.106,0.802,0.092,-0.4019,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,1,8,6,1,0,6,0,10,2,0,1,0,31,24,14,0,1,7,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,10,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,5,2,15,3,13,17,2,10,0,2,0,1,8,4,1,5,3,72,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093631759879694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302661781925533,0.1490368492892139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142745814491878,0.0,0.0,0.3306459315740388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496286753899193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26734146505977313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832824443920647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059520430384988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279953585834646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169039891272356,0.15378342007247642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220540336872072,0.0,0.0,0.1527751550095698,0.1531125701895635,0.0,0.0,0.18886598936274626,0.14709091581810987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37692747125961296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601227646036215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723924231492963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692861295517544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751001190974504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311955253346914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381697675547753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494328271641893,0.0,0.16998607001800814,0.27470870097130096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746562826372532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,serial-creative,2019/03/19,"Lonely 19 yr girl Anybody want to talk? I recently got dumped by my boyfriend and am super lonely. I have a few friends but they have their own lives and own boyfriends. I'm a daily stoner that tries to stay productive and fight through the loneliness but I still wish for someone to talk to someone interesting, anybody  #lonely ",4.0375956284153,6.7361957377049215,3.850409836065573,85.5650136612022,75.22950819672131,6.689617486338799,29.83879781420765,7.793537801064563,2.1256863387978147,264,12,47,4,6,80,44,61,0.177,0.6409999999999999,0.182,0.0772,0,6,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,1,8,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,3,7,6,3,3,0,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982827776635544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275657777975972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512464664150233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28094046196762895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821651162641749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032726473158259,0.2272271683268652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45739117272938706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931781645034692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782400994866192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271971035755825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,needascreenname,2019/03/19,"A shaky upbringing makes me feel super lonely I feel like my peers don't understand what it's like to be completely alone.

My ""mother"" as I know her disappeared as she became mentally ill.

My dad was really emotionally abusive, he had his own difficulties in childhood so I forgive him, and he did come around when I turned 24, but it's so awkward between us.

Anyway, something about not even having a family to fall back on hurts so bad.

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Maybe the grass is always greener, because people with stable relationships with their families still experience loneliness.

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I don't know, the lack of stability in nuclear family makes me feel like I won't have a stable one in the future too.

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It's a weird loneliness.",6.863777777777778,8.185163970370368,7.3918518518518495,68.78333333333336,64.85185185185185,11.037037037037036,33.51851851851852,10.980518767755715,4.146185185185185,596,25,96,17,9,196,96,135,0.23,0.644,0.126,-0.9426,0,3,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,1,1,11,11,0,2,7,0,10,1,0,2,0,18,20,8,0,1,2,2,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,6,0,1,3,3,17,5,14,15,2,13,0,2,0,0,12,5,0,1,8,67,21,0,0.0,0.13648506256558954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193053772459106,0.0,0.0,0.0958499402052164,0.3744352345177481,0.41991690757475175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254633814203333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857643250484193,0.0961814801429685,0.07022068346208184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992287107052785,0.12077784059214022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957680468776148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608399827068063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268101802172842,0.3257815886764691,0.0,0.17473537433855024,0.1645880384564903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331666431885685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661430051496622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883268358899403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378466263877766,0.0,0.11572701604059385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608761537902705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805786900660236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986043560000544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379569041339942,0.0,0.0,0.1236743480723416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868132531432163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199340940375493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529708365381712,0.0,0.11992014601048545,0.13856319267918416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41991690757475175,0.0
lonely,keke477,2019/03/19,"About me... The truth is it different.im not gonna say in a good way or a bad way. just different.

I usually don't laugh at stuff that others find funny! or even better say I don't laugh a lot I don't smile a lot either! which makes me a little scary sometimes. people see me and are afraid to talk to me:))))

I remember as a girl when I was a kid, pink was never my favourite colour.

I never talk too much unless I'm with friends that I really enjoy spending time with.

I'm the type that when I saw my high school friends after 2 or 3 years, I had nothing to talk about with them!

I'm the one that's afraid to start friendship because I'm afraid that others won't like me.

I don't show my feelings so much so even close relatives call me feelingless but it's not true I do have feelings, I get upset, my heart breaks, but no one seems to see any of that.

I don't dance because of 2 main reasons:1. I don't know how to dance2.i don't like dancing.

I do like crowds but as far as no one accepts me just being there silent and not doing anything, I prefer loneliness…

(By the way English Isn't my native language; so sorry for the grammar mistakes😬)",1.4502892561983458,3.206579400826449,3.0842975206611563,92.54190082644631,79.37190082644628,5.887603305785126,22.15702479338843,6.782984794422108,0.4284148760330577,893,27,200,9,22,295,130,242,0.139,0.779,0.08199999999999999,-0.9154,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,1,14,18,0,4,12,0,19,1,1,2,4,35,34,18,0,1,13,0,2,3,2,2,0,2,0,2,12,6,0,0,8,3,1,2,16,5,0,3,4,9,29,13,22,27,6,21,0,0,5,0,12,6,0,6,12,130,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788604551902746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635158843295478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790805394260823,0.1575641649026359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430021434777217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319661079606223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502585550329216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707205207771411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069289549837573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812088658328875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969740235111896,0.0,0.06752134708129642,0.0,0.0,0.1083984236997604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531472580170713,0.0,0.1365466911529799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959885798950405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710256420964084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941698860233605,0.12953009459771508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197464863279341,0.0,0.0,0.08626714647614102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000911149839705,0.0,0.1993521125573764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400702734279488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627243641984629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089597125972651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827929589981807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464010836842822,0.0,0.0,0.205549960529589,0.0,0.1307954189871532,0.2059713767772353,0.11765311849139995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781935756786433,0.14467098770951625,0.09147508610441066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794620922857432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116290246430595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535952311006093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233703198149694,0.0,0.0,0.3077485343764921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322482052406645
lonely,ladyclimber12,2019/03/19,"Just want to get this off my chest.. About a year ago me and my boyfriend broke up. Ever since I have struggled with feeling like I am unloveable. We agreed to stay friends but he seems to have no interest in being friends and never reaches out. I get tired of putting on a happy face. I’m tired of seeing our friends have to chose one of us and the other feeling left out. It’s all so stupid. I guess I just wanted to be honest for once, I’m not ok, I’m not happy, I’m angry, and I feel completely alone. ",-0.10330697340043572,2.0906642336448584,1.5153271028037416,98.8583393242272,88.90654205607477,4.039971243709561,19.445722501797267,5.369823440869387,-0.4330209920920201,391,12,90,2,13,126,73,107,0.192,0.52,0.28800000000000003,0.9226,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,0,0,5,13,1,1,3,1,6,4,2,0,3,23,20,6,0,2,5,0,3,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,4,12,9,17,18,1,13,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,2,5,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706774837104405,0.0,0.0,0.17183102277585355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395175604557936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007360757184138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516647512528098,0.11852496357459713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845411557903025,0.0,0.17336053810392762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276676019238647,0.0,0.0,0.3532250627073024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025991560124371,0.0,0.0,0.08105444300104056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279587530425421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668698581588727,0.11242379661950927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678372323923776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220748050655873,0.15103673736482742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372411075728093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683623402682064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344343757157485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813745011237051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995673260231696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957140952952164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683954255447252
lonely,emoturtle44,2019/03/19,I haven't seen any of my friends since 2017 I got expelled from middle school (8th grade) in 2017 and ever since then I was lonely I'm homeschooled now and its really boring I just want someone to talk to ,2.0992857142857133,4.200781547619052,2.833571428571432,93.44892857142858,78.76190476190476,5.152380952380953,20.02380952380953,5.985473137389443,-0.07059047619047609,163,4,34,1,4,51,34,42,0.166,0.725,0.109,-0.3462,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,5,1,5,3,0,5,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,19,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346223281422483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31208621513841606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26655807066341936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27594036260985433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210257234720307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34917404158846604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5708006693088751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29233046002658625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27731033918850123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034990436965542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FeeblySquee,2019/03/19,"Feeling lost I'm 30 and a single mom. I've always struggled with building lasting and meaningful relationships with people my friends always tend to use me and the guys I've dated have been total mistakes. I got married pretty young and my husband ended up cheating on me and walking out on me and my son 6 months after he was born. I've had relationships since then but me having a child has always been a problem. I had finally came to terms with the idea that I would probably be alone for the rest of my life when I met someone. He made me believe that I could still have the family ive always dreamed of and he was a total sweetheart to my son. For a time things were really good and I had let my guard down, when out of the blue he broke up with me. He told me that the idea of being a stepdad scared him and he couldn't do it. I haven't been able to bounce back from this one and I feel pretty broken. As much as I want to find someone to share my life with I feel like that is something that is just not possible for me anymore. The worst part is he still talks to me all the time and I find myself answering and talking to him because I'm so incredibly loney and I miss him. I don't know why I'm posting this here. I guess I just needed to get it out. ",2.1628605604921383,3.65788840977444,3.6314695830485313,90.56197539302805,76.55639097744361,6.340123034859878,23.369104579630896,6.980632752743323,0.6569007518796988,991,30,218,10,22,327,138,266,0.12,0.774,0.106,-0.6131,0,1,1,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,14,1,2,14,0,26,2,0,2,3,50,46,20,0,7,4,4,3,1,2,1,2,0,0,2,10,22,0,1,10,1,0,2,4,9,0,1,15,4,36,5,33,25,9,28,0,3,1,0,25,8,0,1,18,152,46,0,0.11299572803964313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702949652050805,0.0,0.0,0.3760859905121088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206139935745553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688674005244577,0.0,0.06888114702453685,0.0,0.0,0.12730749112773865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923701047192934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021789429358212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000806761341624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106522316033511,0.0,0.17140210571576706,0.08072417068913508,0.0,0.12378129687987705,0.2065520966760392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730021918540566,0.0,0.05903560417402695,0.0,0.0,0.0947754556336474,0.09037300606950448,0.0,0.12447753368668835,0.11188353592230213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551168461389377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209949703700676,0.09210659969123082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554578761533495,0.15962444879016305,0.05520400508548316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233481851709744,0.0,0.0,0.1069192899935152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233923100914546,0.09019211207911533,0.0,0.08306486156424107,0.0837849005777242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656882967208893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236336211362014,0.0,0.07833701033368506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738570544458,0.10821867255779086,0.2299145562276567,0.12182850628872695,0.10812165132753487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238795680317453,0.0,0.0,0.24263024888770146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312843603181764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347123390002747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148182736598496,0.08698963191671379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047706874998254,0.0,0.0,0.11812766894989313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164337199232036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506934079821742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177743541497994,0.0,0.0,0.10797226046742277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759202915114128,0.0,0.0,0.06664780801614514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196106919457903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802689231935439,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zigzag69696969,2019/03/19,"I feel like my whole life I've had this disconnect Sometimes I'm with friends and I feel good, other times I feel so so alone and like I have no one to really talk to. I'm new to dating and I keep putting too much of my self esteem on the feedback I get from the person. I wish I could stop doing that.

It's not like I don't like myself. I just get this really deep stab of loneliness sometimes and I don't know why.",-0.9580797101449292,1.1111983369565197,1.380434782608699,98.82072463768117,92.80434782608695,4.8057971014492775,15.27536231884058,6.42735559955562,-0.5729159420289851,325,7,79,4,12,109,58,92,0.14800000000000002,0.657,0.195,0.5358,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,15,16,6,0,2,2,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,3,14,6,8,14,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,48,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966449103826156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159331848583027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880073205472788,0.1356409946452619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669074283412348,0.0,0.1983953009684314,0.0,0.0,0.15925139843940295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876247851009485,0.0,0.0,0.10434591613839647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410864935967404,0.3710376257457103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957406247050005,0.0,0.0,0.1833746937583068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286587663506793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657845065535726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908687370873734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432672736628655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980726484321813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375566557991442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873728080615712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260787095997871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071295164073716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713254000949249,0.21197968105642984,0.2183376345589589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jordanian_Nigaa,2019/03/19,"To the lonely person out there! To everyone who has fallen... To everyone who has lost some one... To everyone who has forgotten the people who love them... To everyone who has a reason to be depressed and sad... To everyone who has said time and time again how much they hate life...  I encourage you to get back up.  Fall down again if you have to, but get up. That's the beautiful thing about life, you fall, you get up.   Dust yourself off and look a bit farther than you are.  Think a bit brighter than you think! Remember the keywords that keep you going! Inspire!! Love!! Compassion!! Emotion!! Family!! Friends!!  And don't you forget it! Because someday! You're gonna end up at the end of the road! Thinking it's over, but it's not!!  Because you're gonna keep going, you're gonna do whatever you can to make your mark! And to whoever decided to stay and read this, thank you. Please pass on these words.  Be kind, and love on!! :D  -That Random Person Who Cares  P.S, I love you!!",0.259229102726124,2.6721683874345565,1.7440657158331838,94.28926701570684,95.49214659685863,5.56641993139556,19.675212132153817,7.0983637204850245,0.6542766203285786,746,25,157,14,29,239,104,191,0.04,0.667,0.293,0.9967,0,2,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,12,2,1,6,15,1,0,9,0,12,6,0,3,0,27,36,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,16,8,0,2,7,1,0,6,2,5,0,1,2,2,16,10,27,29,4,27,0,4,1,4,30,13,0,3,7,99,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536280477268984,0.0,0.13534603559588773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423967624675709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131860275097419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561607372610736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487564884740313,0.1966506560886634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5303924963454296,0.0,0.0,0.10465398589030626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576903175833955,0.0,0.1740004775424901,0.0,0.12618346829456445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960320207917132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973484365719813,0.0,0.11560385043988687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682474277200548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322368165378496,0.0,0.12118474054222607,0.0,0.4007773665611444,0.0,0.07410261263993864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160795947573618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522586363611512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696303159209518,0.19386603861857776,0.0,0.12185987988650485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104390050831432,0.0,0.0,0.1141407359538934,0.0,0.0,0.12575706091453992,0.0,0.10559960142889224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183260023840655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220664579962764,0.0,0.0,0.07375267479369968,0.2133995941077828,0.0,0.0,0.12946614737743325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheFumblingGinger,2019/02/17,"Just needing someone to talk to. Ex finance left me. We rented a house together. She up and left. I have no friends because she would complain that I wasn't giving her enough attention. I have family that don't really wan to be around me. I'd just like someone to talk to, please. ",1.0735714285714302,3.6002006428571462,2.701428571428572,89.94357142857143,87.21428571428572,6.057142857142857,24.07142857142857,7.447530270364453,1.3599214285714285,220,9,44,4,7,72,40,56,0.11699999999999999,0.746,0.13699999999999998,0.2878,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,9,2,7,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,1,30,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039327826720564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964710626450114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367043763227529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595942909274607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698925630776485,0.0,0.0,0.2197576588385079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26433147094136783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977995399030185,0.0,0.0,0.11191857129865157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698624285418799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514647661598319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675668354306126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882032203147443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36825709742925744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273426519672968,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,guywithausername_,2019/02/17,"Nothing to do, nowhere to go, no one to talk to. Every day.",-2.600769230769231,-0.9039553076923068,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,102.07692307692308,2.6,21.884615384615387,3.1291,-0.5597384615384615,43,2,11,0,2,15,10,13,0.0,0.8640000000000001,0.136,0.2235,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34597596823951193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519954538199669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048857958797109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147532667047033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635230132032048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311907743518045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ktpurple,2019/02/17,"Lonely on university exchange in new country I’m 2.5 weeks into a university exchange in Europe and I’m feeling lonely. I’ve made surface level friendships, but I’m having A hard time having more meaningful relationships cause I don’t have that much in common with them other than the friendship is convenient (ie we like going to museums). It’s difficult because I don’t drink alcohol (personal reasons) so I’m find it difficult to bond with people over that. In addition to those lonely feelings, I’m being pressured by my parents (dad in particular) to find a boyfriend and be in a relationship, which makes it harder for me to make friends (especially male) because of that pressure. How do I navigate this situation? ",5.521797362942401,7.9272334351145055,6.8896599583622455,66.8785704371964,69.61068702290076,9.649132546842473,36.33657182512145,10.018931242160765,4.476123664122137,584,32,87,16,11,198,90,131,0.14400000000000002,0.728,0.128,-0.0799,1,6,2,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,0,2,9,0,2,5,0,9,2,0,6,0,19,20,5,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,10,7,2,0,6,2,2,1,2,7,0,0,1,3,7,2,20,17,2,16,0,3,0,0,9,11,0,0,5,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159140907249455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413860882107957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033905684520189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395511011771294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021968079346875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361919079328096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296680818630592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252244542809987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736041205451444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672805562026174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734320115645486,0.26432011418143275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455456454116608,0.0,0.0,0.1912202574232544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984478829691448,0.0,0.0,0.13726153892182566,0.17287748582007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035669950442847,0.0,0.425134954850208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22254938327342266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544973125208592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881586936476713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,e-hamza,2019/02/17,"Should I start drinking? I never drinked in my life, not even a drop of alcohol or smoked no even one cigarette in my whole life. I always tried to stay healthy and workout. There are periods where I stop working out but I try my best to keep healthy.

These days I feel really bad emotionally, due to how my personal life is going. I never drinked but I feel like to get a strong alcohol drink (vodka maybe?) in the supermarket, and come home drink until I pass out. I want to remove all my feelings the good and the bad the memories and everything. I just want to be emotionless.",2.2016961651917413,4.6806561238938045,3.537367256637168,86.47354351032448,80.68141592920355,7.6604719764011815,25.34587020648968,8.59863814320734,2.015749852507374,454,18,91,11,12,148,72,113,0.106,0.68,0.214,0.9159,0,0,10,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,6,0,4,10,0,1,3,24,14,9,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,7,7,2,3,7,0,4,4,2,0,1,0,3,16,4,13,12,3,20,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,9,61,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27339072460850805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643017713564774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21359662712085492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423215332948885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018190762241063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249044631219199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6265085185764457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387992570535948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689648088626802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495597550587434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940232492884072,0.09137790826905358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668269488155728,0.0,0.07269338822676345,0.10728364029157897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830272516377092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369101443766395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710368179912864,0.06248966659826701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285013510724135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197301949650207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667415761988916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116848300316695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194150550047066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053434448870587,0.1363335172963594,0.0,0.10693729224205968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736830463591784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508875776670567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428053510012676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311896265321587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,buffspark900,2019/02/17,"I watched this video trending on Youtube, and it made me really sad because it captured exactly how I feel. https://youtu.be/n3Xv_g3g-mA

Give it a watch because it really made me more aware of the aspect of loneliness. Just last week, I chose not to go to a meeting because I didn't want to open up to the judgement of other people... I just thought I would embarass myself. I think I became more aware now and will try to be more open the next chance I get.",6.798750000000003,6.77248592045455,6.29218181818182,81.29827272727275,64.79545454545455,9.312727272727274,33.50909090909091,8.841846274778883,2.6294245454545453,363,14,70,5,5,112,57,88,0.091,0.884,0.025,-0.6614,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,3,1,16,13,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,3,12,0,10,6,3,9,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,0,4,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628232539510905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279641877966043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222316798847106,0.24277613637446985,0.14383044944465048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629290703826705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789383437271693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691520536578359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545289528217414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242573733814452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621626031083426,0.0,0.20091620750682232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182381526109344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927236603532867,0.0,0.20300445642441534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977983733997369,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jooooe_z,2019/02/17,"Alone A burning rage

To tear out the page 

That holds the chapter

That’s missing a happily ever after. 

So much pain

It just drives me insane. 

I’m tired. 

I am so, so tired. 

A companion has been so hard to acquire

It’s like I’m hardwired 

To be alone. 

To exist as a single stone 

In a stream

Where the water is a team

And everything and everyone just moves around me. 

Is this how it has to be?
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lonely,lonely172,2019/02/17,"My birthday ended a couple hours ago. The people who I thought were my closest friends forgot.

This was my 18th birthday. 
I'm not someone who's big on celebrations or important years, but all they had to do was set a reminder on their calendar and drop a text. 
These were my closest friends. Or so I thought, anyway. 

I genuinely don't believe, anymore, that good people like me. The only ones who stick around me are those that are more fucked up than I am. I'm not too excited about my future. The only thing that's keeping me alive is my family. 
And I'm so goddamn pissed at them. 
Living here day in, day out, is utter torture. I want to end it all. I do not want to exist anymore. But I can't do it because I can't do that to my family. And it hurts, man. But there's nothing I can do about it. 
I just had to put this out somewhere. Thanks for reading this, if you made it this far. ",0.921018306636153,3.001694717391306,2.7444508009153346,92.63487414187651,82.80434782608697,5.3954233409610985,23.271167048054924,6.5966054737557815,0.5945804347826091,684,25,149,7,19,227,105,184,0.162,0.716,0.122,-0.9337,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,3,0,10,10,3,0,6,0,20,2,1,1,2,25,32,11,0,3,10,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,19,6,0,2,2,1,0,1,6,4,0,1,10,0,24,6,17,22,3,23,0,1,0,1,10,12,2,3,9,109,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411126117014138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157480390099777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171313311500236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704094015629694,0.0,0.0,0.1793529748216073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614105875485805,0.0,0.20532917093951608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819907426941484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001409280201398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459800892277467,0.1471688836118953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335212858048714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677039654748615,0.0,0.1704165276161436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141495668779694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777234824472355,0.0,0.14056796708522046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062972772678254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274740327876574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078714791929938,0.2421428200961345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207250448110685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003023801109914,0.0,0.0,0.15923339692228894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488143964720709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465610567010779,0.0,0.0,0.10575897357483732,0.0,0.0,0.2527586611431594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778914778928496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251334537881816
lonely,ewizin,2019/02/17,What is worst.. That your best friend forgot you at the time she found love or when you are been concienciousness that this is happening and stay with her and later you are the bad one because you don't want yo make 2+1 plans?,4.441631205673758,4.829224510638298,4.328510638297871,91.93333333333334,69.85106382978725,7.9687943262411345,22.04964539007092,7.793537801064563,0.4736156028368792,180,3,42,2,3,55,39,47,0.085,0.705,0.21,0.835,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,0,2,1,5,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,8,12,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,7,3,2,9,2,5,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,1,3,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899149057390588,0.2116626069445038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643868595139442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807097393490289,0.26826196684888604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30704625031953786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133803728982744,0.0,0.23177261312033154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352858336303669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700912261473559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246726950162303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479985309781407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,electrodeathpunk78,2019/02/17,"Why do I feel bad? I met this girl at work. She was thick and tall which I like a lot the plus is that she also plays black ops 4 on ps4. Right as soon as we talked we exchanged PSN user names and added each other. We talked at work a few times and played once. I really never got to talk to her because we had 3 week vacation at work and I did see her online. So I messaged her friend to get info if she had a gf. Well a few minutes later I get a message saying ""I have a boyfriend"" and then deleted from friends on ps4.... And I'm like wtf. Why did I get deleted? Just because I wanted to know if you have a bf? But I felt stupid... And it was ackward at work (which I only saw her once after because the company closed). But I felt dumb and guilty but why? I was hoping at least we could be friends and play online. I messaged her friend to see what she said to her but she never wrote back. If took so much courage to talk to her and I was able to talk to her and get her screen name. Still lonely but I feel dumb and never want to talk to women (girls) again lol",-0.030463768115939868,1.8446935695652198,1.6918478260869565,100.00182971014496,85.04347826086956,4.355072463768116,16.97463768115942,5.148860815047168,-0.8908840579710141,811,17,199,3,24,264,119,230,0.07400000000000001,0.769,0.157,0.9629,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,5,1,0,4,9,17,3,0,9,1,14,0,0,0,3,46,35,27,0,7,9,0,5,2,6,0,0,2,0,3,7,20,0,0,6,3,1,1,3,5,1,0,16,12,37,12,24,17,6,24,0,1,5,0,44,11,2,5,14,130,44,4,0.105708858904732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453533627455538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128358747928757,0.08826248172346499,0.1933174177025073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439992222729363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068991505161166,0.0,0.2029941638226023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266816086705351,0.0,0.22091406322187304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454503115415223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499274865781946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809482432855082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328801780028568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986989165623592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770817431217278,0.0,0.2445875661953061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515296953920103,0.0,0.08039635062066466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771980184440235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027478792124888,0.10055333190351533,0.08406392744396518,0.0,0.0,0.16847254874994394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441923127101869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097886596432939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163968571547401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744643177649715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469964760821067,0.0,0.08479327035330064,0.0,0.09504495927895054,0.0,0.28615740960093605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078292330763125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DontSitInMyAura,2019/02/17,"33m bored in life 33m. Nearing the end of a toxic LTR. 2 weeks left until she and her kids move.
No longer have any social life.  Just work 7 days a week to keep my house. 
Just looking for random chats. 
I am a gamer and I enjoy fishing when I have the chance. 
Into all things nerdy and 420. 
Men/women welcome to msg. I do have a KIK but sometimes I forget to check it and people get offended lol ",-1.6045210084033634,0.2859363882352959,0.7990336134453813,100.1477941176471,102.76470588235294,2.8991596638655466,13.130252100840336,4.65589566412798,-1.4096218487394958,303,6,70,1,14,101,66,85,0.113,0.7709999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,6,1,5,2,0,0,1,12,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,2,9,8,1,11,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,6,40,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749370872748749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590332358937135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22784488546040746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134401175038881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29682901839928644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286533532146488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795001069354409,0.0,0.3634029630507327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160230684308264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734133278575407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834299123701264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622313791657434,0.0,0.0,0.254424305681462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090377499877474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41269677465222604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872792072780888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,C-0sti,2019/02/17,"I feel like trash So it happened recently. Last week i was hanging out with 2 best friends. We had a great time. But then when school started one of my best friend (bf 1)said that i annoyed him and that we shouldnt talk anymore. (he was the only one i could talk to about things like games and other things) The thing that made me feel lonely was my other best friend (bf 2), he is the guy that i stay with every day on the phone talking endless hours. Bf2 didnt want to tell me about the reason why bf1 didnt want to talk with me.
So last week i was depressed in some kind of way seeing that my best friends dump me like that. They hung out without me.
You will probably say that i did something to make them dont like me.,but they dont want to tell me. So remember that i told you that they hung out without me, a year ago when bf1 was annoyed by bf2 we went outside for a walk and he told me not to call bf2 but because i felt like bf2 wasnt fake i told bf1 to fuck off and called bf2 to hang out.
Now he doesnt give a fuck about me.
That's just sad... ",1.7395175438596482,2.8812465482456204,2.599122807017544,98.98885964912284,76.93859649122807,5.592982456140351,21.0,5.46131890053228,-0.3331421052631578,815,19,203,3,18,256,114,228,0.094,0.759,0.14800000000000002,0.8933,0,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,3,2,4,4,10,24,5,0,9,0,17,2,0,3,0,33,35,12,0,5,6,0,3,5,6,2,0,1,0,1,16,14,0,0,5,1,0,4,10,9,0,2,16,5,32,15,27,16,5,28,0,3,1,2,36,7,2,1,20,123,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314837844583656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093024773351528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717984182681466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937508526716764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156135367077992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489197187465095,0.0,0.0,0.060493486037143836,0.0,0.08079013098077005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986669662806674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903086683634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485658235936267,0.06701101115463846,0.0900630759278373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289879767692577,0.17343388209560787,0.0,0.08998187294204772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034152515457667,0.0,0.09287712477817857,0.08294736741757593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237448094870496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767866274945863,0.0,0.15291966028597725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22913064135460534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875618879991544,0.06261248290059483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712313190588295,0.07133941679818613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113267592807397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644241442470652,0.0926165603876256,0.0,0.10625754673995004,0.0,0.08922564270308321,0.0745938280944316,0.0,0.09493099365555367,0.07474675953286213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221211620936951,0.0,0.0,0.06639239268366091,0.09997872594542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015727736273123,0.1639713353793937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869504161141332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054695756668277584,0.0,0.0,0.2688908522245552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597768555347514,0.07445437664059222,0.1504820158804712,0.0,0.0,0.08695389322610979,0.08464025442204279,0.0,0.0,0.18084044062919272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604043702014575
lonely,Tunapower,2019/02/17,"Hey! I'm stuck at home with no human interaction for the forseaable future and I reaaaaallly need someone to talk to. What better than Internet people? No commitments and some of you guys are really interesting. Who knows? We may have similar interests! I really need someone to talk to, please give me a PM",2.7603571428571456,5.801787178571433,4.418571428571429,75.8514285714286,87.92857142857142,9.22857142857143,24.857142857142854,9.188382445141503,3.327185714285714,246,10,41,9,8,82,45,56,0.102,0.698,0.2,0.7381,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,9,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,9,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,2,1,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285600187559647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24790926256396276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25588597747513625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592260036572229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202617363705713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832446124490865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916257558784526,0.0,0.0,0.2836781437743429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311132943969817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43793319687623067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415431916867669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BrownBearBeauty,2019/02/17,"Feels I don't know, its just that when Im with a group of people, I just often feel like I should just leave. 

I came from a rich family so almost anything I wanted was given to me but that also means I didn't really encounter alot of problems. Which I think is the reason why I suck at communicating. I really like big groups of people but I often just stay silent due to me no know what to talk about or if I do, I don't have the guts to do it. 

I give life a rating of 7/10 would live again",0.5858333333333334,2.202440731481481,2.9349629629629668,93.25633333333336,81.5,5.801481481481483,14.503703703703707,6.742157984588678,-0.6274807407407406,381,4,91,4,10,131,70,108,0.113,0.813,0.073,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,11,5,1,0,6,0,10,2,1,1,0,25,21,7,0,5,8,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,7,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,4,2,15,3,12,15,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,6,5,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075298325298568,0.0,0.0,0.16573686743540955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705481828440618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370375255472469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953758146829742,0.0,0.2095825381294456,0.14805865287453607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881202598455447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238643720138246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277971466784722,0.0,0.0,0.2194466567256464,0.0,0.0,0.14638602448283097,0.2025026843003731,0.0,0.18300457234383988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257548050865653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28736057914770496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830920411400055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655378996680273,0.21308638257581908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089974803441956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657881233824134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279672435832174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222407686281662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18700989334076346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147223669618018,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mel1234321,2019/02/17,"What do you think? Hi guys! Please critique me. I made a list of some of my interests and things about me because I'm 21 and I don't do anything in my life besides study. I want to change that. How could I help myself? And why would/wouldn't you be friends with me after reading this? Please read the whole thing :( Soooo here goes I guess...

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* I like photography
* Being alone
* Walking through the park
* Reading on psychology/anything, even though I'm a History and Politics student
* Watching Real Housewives / Desperate Housewives... with my Mum (Company! OMG!)
* Sarcasm, often directed at the lower intellectual classes (jk)
* Human Rights. I'm really shy and struggle to find my voice, so without the law classing me as an individual with rights I'm pretty sure I would have nothing. I thank God everyday that we don't live in a state of nature as I would be the first to go... even though the law is not perfect.
* Recovered from a borderline drinking problem
* God! I'm a religious person, but also one of the most tolerant people you will ever meet. I use the bible to guide me when I'm lost and to prevent me from going off the rails economically and getting lost in the system. I don't tell anyone else what to do, and I'm kind of in love with John Stewart Mill's Harm Principle - everyone should be able to do whatever the fuck they want insofar as it doesn't harm anyone else. I don't hate anyone. I just love what God has done in my life, saving me from death and suicide and such. But I don't judge anyone and I DON'T think anyone is inferior to Christians. The world is for all of us. I hate anyone who looks down on anyone else.
* Skincare. It's like my own scientific experiment, seeing what works and what doesn't. I cured my own acne naturally!
* Nail care. My natural nails are long and almost look fake and I'm really proud of that, even though no one cares.
* Playing the piano. I couldn't afford lessons anymore after the age of 15 which was so heartbreaking for me. But a couple of years ago I chose to pick it up again on my own and I practice in my spare time. It sucks that I don't actually know if I'm any good though because I play... alone.
* Being anxious and depressed. I'm an expert at this one.
* Being an INTJ (if you don't know about Myers Briggs look it up! It's so interesting)
* Looking things up. Absolutely anything. God I'm boring.
* Self deprecating.
* Running out of things to say.
* Failing to be funny.
* Giving up on making friends because I always run out of things to say/do 🙃
* Sims 4... I'm very ashamed of this one.
* Easily ashamed and embarrassed.
* Oh, and I also really struggle to find a social group because I'm a freak. I'm a bit of a nerd. But also black; female; and sometimes get scouted for model shows (I was on TV! I got rejected though). So yeah, my personality and interests don't match how I come across. I was hesitant to add my race because I don't want anyone's perception of me to be distorted. This sucks. I'm so alone. The type of guys I attract end up hating me because I don't know how to be a girl. A few jocks ruined my life in my first year of college and I still cry about how they treated me every night; it's been 2 years now, and I attempted suicide after the whole ordeal; they were just nagging me in general and turning people against me for choosing not to sleep around. I feel realllyyyyy unfeminine and just unusual in general. But I guess I want to learn more about myself and how to be a functioning member of society... you know?  
 

TLDR: I'm a loser looking to change, and looking for some hobbies etc. Any suggestions would be much appreciated :)",1.3542653780232357,3.9577706567796618,3.2624719101123603,85.84112645210439,86.7824858757062,6.063378404113503,23.49177934361709,7.4535912281125585,1.351511946930744,2827,110,544,51,89,945,327,708,0.2,0.674,0.126,-0.9962,2,5,1,0,0,2,132.0,2,5,3,11,37,50,7,5,33,1,47,8,1,9,4,100,107,55,3,13,13,1,1,2,2,5,3,2,0,7,27,36,1,1,13,8,0,6,18,28,0,6,10,12,75,22,89,79,14,58,1,9,9,3,32,30,3,9,22,358,102,11,0.055478214922713605,0.0,0.05413873493585443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917809016504215,0.0,0.055553418433555546,0.17237609791718503,0.0,0.13309772528990127,0.046162319082833685,0.060110622690206825,0.06741210352432236,0.07545417715299492,0.0,0.0,0.06267459161661318,0.05501948176228233,0.31033326245366805,0.17053196190132458,0.13696153149339085,0.049387373345811184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291402932027305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056784196391388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312747508581783,0.0,0.1173771904788974,0.047789569779053145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044294840312352535,0.06138558959947029,0.060940214036321036,0.0,0.0,0.04778330521990856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677347549074543,0.0,0.054347529847251344,0.0,0.0,0.1390347892766248,0.0,0.04913723161492976,0.0,0.06187287464264075,0.10992851318683812,0.05018322158534026,0.046742788828175626,0.053011811825322636,0.0,0.05426833962922466,0.0,0.0,0.02805145239876933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141216673350806,0.09437948254440193,0.0,0.0,0.08572466245925235,0.05128871573200336,0.057970155036478135,0.05321975898358565,0.06305909607308549,0.0465324945310933,0.04437099650507731,0.0,0.12223101681324824,0.10986431009202302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431975463760468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0371858780321144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057772023624282125,0.12195750416344177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755771165694145,0.054207706996719895,0.0,0.04898828018477097,0.04909647440898951,0.2795263679376608,0.0,0.12112205029275384,0.0,0.100142509963748,0.0524948283669903,0.037032139256310326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040782871373417406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052062546507620364,0.0,0.05323284347407438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503738968764723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692321773740471,0.096882874752017,0.0,0.12179684037974385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056441289354688014,0.0,0.05308515918445361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664796843467071,0.06314635430899845,0.10662229524111773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947561848323621,0.0,0.08823700647808115,0.0,0.0,0.04420895450470302,0.0,0.057875877513482235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055518280626043436,0.0565530535773588,0.0,0.0,0.054869373132846136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443049741014108,0.0,0.0,0.11599575169819015,0.0,0.12136832529360145,0.0,0.05228756100695274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048490405143757576,0.05107688656758985,0.0,0.0,0.18428630423305928,0.07109640002067685,0.2725353224164184,0.0,0.03234979326542052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060344366865460276,0.0,0.0,0.06673346169958856,0.047915365137443384,0.0,0.045775337459928095,0.1308899542096046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050060459883421234,0.12387889143987105,0.0,0.05347901944077964,0.0,0.04038880120608625,0.0,0.0,0.15764052853339305,0.0,0.06741210352432236,0.10717845445650802
lonely,lonelypanda9,2019/02/17,It's a diffent case for each one of us. I hope this link may help in some way. https://youtu.be/n3Xv_g3g-mA,2.391833333333332,5.338455850000003,1.7600000000000016,94.31833333333331,90.5,6.666666666666668,16.666666666666668,7.793537801064563,0.5286666666666675,87,2,18,2,3,25,20,20,0.0,0.728,0.272,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363226586487084,0.0,0.0,0.4983660924592652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400091073900764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6035617940836131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982778863817592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,evyoedubtsepleledu,2019/02/17,"question i don't know if this is particularly a good place to ask, but is it possible to have no friends and not feel lonely? i like to do things alone, i can have a social conversation with anyone if I want to but I don't feel the need to have anyone in my life.",2.6344736842105263,3.2697281929824555,4.665745614035089,86.99230263157897,74.08771929824562,7.805263157894737,23.021929824561404,8.07648339933343,0.8526877192982454,205,5,49,3,4,71,38,57,0.134,0.691,0.175,0.3392,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,13,15,5,0,4,5,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,6,3,7,15,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,3,1,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844148168696602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840296555430589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25672479222141303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777037696058177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216425423096025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23033119563202414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091936308880233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939663064457384,0.13416136498637415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362103454901426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869106918514993,0.0,0.0,0.3095833372186109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076278590644411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799319610602644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182439756219148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197304675539162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,igavvedit,2019/02/17,"Stunning video on loneliness by Kurzgesagt (In a Nutshell) [Video link here](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n3Xv_g3g-mA)

Hey so Kurzgesagt just uploaded a video on loneliness that I feel this subreddit may like. It gives some good tips at the end to try help us break out of the cycle! I really enjoyed the video and I think this sub may too.",4.3923887587822,7.600632360655742,3.283981264637003,87.03918032786886,77.85245901639344,7.420140515222482,28.386416861826696,8.418075326091056,2.4100613583138166,278,12,49,6,7,80,48,61,0.086,0.69,0.22399999999999998,0.8395,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,8,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,2,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591802742134339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050487590272328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890224784151076,0.0,0.34014032936350835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718190144107338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812205962420865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597936702531854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25984801764102394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753290643051825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878041005710039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PlottingOpression,2019/02/17,"Never felt this before. Hi! I'm a regularly lonely person, I think it's due to my own nature though, and I enjoy it. It does help me focus on my studies a lot.

Yknow, while everyone around me talks about boys, or who they like, they usually ask me who I like. I just say, I like nobody, because it's true.

Lately, I've been feeling something over this person! I recently found out he likes the same music, and he introduced me into some new stuff, and so did I. 

Without being creepy, I think about him a lot. I always look for him after school just to see if I can talk to him, (usually I can't, since I just glance) but I don't mind at all. We joke about some emotional stuff (Not too serious) on a regular basis in the classes I have him in. I'd really like to know what's really going on though, hes still a huge mystery to me. I just really don't wanna see a future with us not being at least  good friends. Which is usually out of my own comfort zone, since people for me come and go. I know I'm going to have to make a bigger effort, without being too obvious, which I would if I could. 

Has anyone had this kind of, admirer feeling? I really do like him, but It's hard since I have absolutely NO experience in this.. ):",2.350708661417322,3.629567417322837,4.647251968503936,84.3641850393701,75.61417322834646,7.914645669291338,22.542519685039373,8.548686976883017,1.3214714960629923,940,25,200,18,20,329,141,254,0.045,0.775,0.18,0.9815,0,2,1,0,0,0,43.0,2,0,2,1,14,16,0,0,9,0,19,0,0,1,4,46,38,13,0,5,13,0,4,6,1,1,0,1,0,3,16,11,0,0,8,1,0,4,9,2,0,0,5,9,39,14,32,28,9,31,0,1,4,0,24,15,0,7,18,147,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812688127021881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405580763116433,0.0,0.0,0.09428372043623727,0.09901298794237468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456268852048505,0.0,0.0901229152803274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123340909966536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456174236145791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268389774506812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913622123961665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120301014917324,0.0,0.10360180377105564,0.0,0.0,0.10710410846420547,0.0,0.10169168246280327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161265311484658,0.08182698898770721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057589771437665,0.08883357037133152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948759319496555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099026919303163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102905652885769,0.11641241929524936,0.0,0.11947282432831495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104581563498974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893901465007588,0.0,0.0,0.18008439874673676,0.0,0.0,0.07069677183173999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694045806676936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168550480304834,0.1022900201940668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342572265816205,0.1849557338111181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27139856460595035,0.0,0.10457486325785577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422510337468136,0.0,0.107188127467842,0.16879556149358482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628333479012701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153587378488054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458108842644986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24248673624775866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025535947555062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572766983650342,0.2081150902097025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739853570609064,0.0,0.3499397772239762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041898799862464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523651550363186,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pikachuknows,2019/02/17,Another year alone Well boys today marks my 22 birthday and nothing has changed despite losing weight and getting a new job I feel I’ve done everything to try to fit in and be part of society but nothing works so cheers to another solo night of drinking and being stood up on a date ,4.74642857142857,6.025212214285716,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,69.71428571428571,8.457142857142857,33.64285714285714,8.841846274778883,2.943121428571428,228,11,42,4,4,74,46,56,0.025,0.7979999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.8351,1,1,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,6,7,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,2,8,3,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,24,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394995074357492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332249129214845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852952141988094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139849024698654,0.0,0.2023653767723764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565676767125872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445079564138528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079271891333556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499433991528795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311051798065968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951193560449396,0.0,0.19385714252985148,0.0,0.396429587750282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237011700075082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958094496467552,0.0,0.0,0.14025122593429112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515533456303279,0.1857362115687296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038944725594774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302786945994732
lonely,Hectormarq,2019/02/17,"Why can't i just find someone who loves me? Where do i start? Well i feel lonely (no sh*t Sherlock). And i've been alone for like... 5 or 6 years, and i really don't understand why, i'm not a bad person. Most people agree i am a nice fella, but there is something wrong with me, something i say, something i do, or just who i am (i feel like no one). I find the way to find people who calls me friend and say that they liked me, but i cant feel is  that much, never that much. I'm just dust, that desappear for people when the wind blows. I see how people talk and concern about others and i want that for me. There's not even someone who text me for asking how my day is going or talk me about herself. I though that if a show more concern for people and talk to them like a wish they talk to me, they would treat me the same way, but obviously they don't, maybe they can feel my desperation for find someone who cares about me and that drive them away subconsciously.

I have a good friend (usually she ignores me but answer me almost every time i text her) but she confuse me, sometimes she say that i need to stop trying and let the thing pass naturally (Things passed naturally for like 5 or 6 years). Then she say i need to try something like tinder, i dont want tinder.

Why can't i just find someone who loves me? What is wrong with me? My friend tells me the right one doesn't come yet but i really doubt it will just come out of nowhere for no reason. I just resigned to die alone. Loneliness is a weight too big for living.",3.66322102425876,4.119104342767297,4.45345013477089,90.10462264150944,71.61006289308177,7.440790655884997,23.318957771787964,7.2636822038024595,0.5999674752920029,1183,26,271,11,21,381,142,318,0.133,0.687,0.18,0.9467,0,4,4,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,7,0,20,24,0,2,11,0,22,3,0,3,2,61,43,24,1,7,19,0,5,6,3,2,0,4,0,1,19,13,1,2,12,1,0,6,13,8,1,2,1,10,54,16,23,39,5,24,0,2,1,2,36,5,0,9,17,179,73,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906801443488964,0.1635595214198789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381785628207088,0.0,0.07418643887203794,0.0,0.06592911914277835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062798777904011,0.0,0.08050598041744644,0.0,0.0,0.13603578320375556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092329908355997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819490297220778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254167914898044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521529818359045,0.0,0.0665280302455844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970017368693964,0.05640973907213999,0.0,0.0,0.3608445208798851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301516917976265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04487534394054663,0.06622872278645535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074295065063106,0.0,0.23145807477672786,0.0,0.06972399096236828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425307325206294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793269163381275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609080965220568,0.1170971306221357,0.06089957468397166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070120055985414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737080031228783,0.06894568107044757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116884993361752,0.08118503719680567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743224450788098,0.0,0.2511717585928527,0.0,0.0,0.06292167703613118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26761352458776194,0.24315207683211465,0.07809442711595088,0.0,0.055888987244466164,0.0,0.0,0.0660149139625107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538633752641217,0.06901537586649074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049163315174188,0.0,0.07757876081959589,0.0,0.04604278175852046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107218643017392,0.0,0.0,0.08220116369796446,0.0,0.0,0.08696436268722448,0.0,0.0931464622758111,0.12535109937029876,0.0,0.09615320003550268,0.07099540282421654,0.0,0.21375000546980194,0.0,0.09080122884169188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609161387840543,0.17266286975463274,0.0,0.10169656309223764
lonely,Shahhr,2019/06/07,"Invited to a graduation party Hi everyone. I was recently invited to a party to celebrate graduating high school. Only problem is, that:

1) I haven't gone to a party in years

2) The person who invited me is more a classmate than a friend, and she is just very nice.

3) I looked through the guest list, but it's all people I don't really know. Mostly people I screwed up being friends with because I'm so damn socially awkward.

4) if we gotta dance, imma kms.

I swear to you, I could probably extend this list to at least 8.

Still, do you guys think that I should go? I'm honestly baffled I was even invited. I've got 0 real friends right now.

The invite expires today, at 11:59. My choices are rsvp or don't go.

I'd appreciate literally any comments. I'll be cross posting this as well. Thanks.",1.2068194444444489,3.5815514875000005,3.880416666666672,83.07402777777781,84.125,7.305555555555558,25.76388888888889,8.344100000000001,2.1205972222222225,618,27,122,15,18,217,114,160,0.10300000000000001,0.6890000000000001,0.20800000000000002,0.9388,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,0,0,6,11,2,1,8,0,14,1,0,0,1,15,25,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,2,1,0,5,3,4,1,0,4,1,15,7,14,16,4,17,0,0,1,1,14,6,2,3,5,71,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486824315903705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193335836206976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466060355969044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127961483954927,0.0,0.0,0.17545726582859605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255942507324828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871153430981604,0.0,0.14685809559808746,0.0,0.0,0.18181317330191127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940051498819662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009130299974749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419498207602714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965167182515212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25459868278819475,0.16033034642935226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585769082160746,0.0,0.19797396591369312,0.1757000292174663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900033959616926,0.11763200033619416,0.0,0.1813031011091183,0.0,0.0,0.15681091193240074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858337587693604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717798568434585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663957617700205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905309506712216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765660829503426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405077293971288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515061507341984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509689008753686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824558796215758
lonely,RenaMelnikova8,2019/06/07,"I died a long time ago, now i'm forever alone I don't even know what I am, i'm 13 years old and male but I want to be more 8 years old and female. My personality started to die when I moved from my homeland and fully died when my childhood ended. I have no friends whatsoever and can never make any, i'm just nothing to the world. Unlike others I love humanity so much but I have trouble interacting with others because most my age are idiots, while I feel like children are just so understanding and innocent. I can't be friends with children cause people will think i'm a pedophile so I have dreams of being one again and I feel so happy interacting with the other kids. Now I feel its too late too do any of that and I have been on the verge of suicide for months. I feel so isolated that even now i think of it",2.498140321217246,4.084654118343199,4.199513947590873,86.45468934911243,75.8639053254438,6.958748943364327,24.497464074387153,7.7094869923839395,1.1152955198647514,642,21,138,9,14,216,97,169,0.16,0.6679999999999999,0.172,0.5003,0,1,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,0,17,7,1,0,5,0,16,1,0,2,1,27,32,17,4,1,4,0,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,6,8,10,0,0,8,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,4,20,5,13,27,3,25,0,0,0,1,11,3,0,1,22,95,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306467134723802,0.0,0.0,0.15264501324671778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045187256598487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984370532746011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140360767129354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588828807600762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053816848270053,0.0,0.0,0.19469102218172452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980864081323145,0.105290909305194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22773648541950955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689263645471851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809981998526952,0.0,0.16625517724818398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720042069570793,0.0,0.0,0.13042989272435893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301949874152408,0.0,0.09837973110488137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764022363928947,0.1566454958388148,0.10834394123526317,0.0,0.11367135711396745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141858753232245,0.0,0.3093086970241749,0.0,0.09987097584012533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021772658656031,0.128689718690059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043189063432941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161213792219682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887498419004806,0.0,0.0,0.0859405917849658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343157784571965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693069559353697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898204774090709
lonely,TedShock123,2019/06/07,"I thought working in Retail would help me make friends, oh boy was I wrong. I'm still relatively new with just under two years experience, but I feel especially in that time I've become capable at least to talk engage with customers and get good results.

My current job is fun and to a degree I really enjoy it, however even after being there a year in August I can't shake the feeling none of my colleagues actually want me there. I've had cold shoulders and small chat when I try to talk to people, yet people who were hired at the same time as me seem to be everyone's favourites, and I dont know why.

So much so as a till colleague in a big store occasionally we have to call using our headsets to other colleagues (Such as getting furniture out the warehouse, grabbing a barcode, calling for till colleagues, seeing what we have in stock etc) when they do it usually 3-4 colleagues lap at them to help, yet when I ask something simple such as can we have some till colleagues I get shit back, usually saying do it yourself or just ignored completely, even my manager gives me shit when lines build up and I've called 4 times yet when he calls suddenly 8 people turn up. I'm sick of it.

It doesn't help three particular colleagues I have to buddy up with (We joined their store as extra staff while our new store got pushed back) I've seen talk shit behind my back, even saying I'm hopeless and I'm doing things wrong (When in reality I'm doing it by the books), I've had two of them try convince me prior because I was rather tired working with Rugs/Carpets for 8 hours straight that I should look for something else. 

One day I just think I'm going to lose it give my notice on my bosses desk and just wait out my last two weeks, I'm sick of how I'm treated like ass. I just want to come to work and feel like I matter and I'm respected, not mocked and ignored.

Fuck I just want a friend there.",6.148091517857143,5.595245929687502,6.475803571428571,81.20312500000001,66.265625,9.189285714285717,31.566964285714285,8.418075326091056,2.1891683035714284,1503,51,308,18,21,486,206,384,0.138,0.7190000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.7266,3,0,2,0,0,1,33.0,6,0,4,4,32,23,5,1,10,0,22,9,5,5,0,54,58,30,0,6,10,0,4,2,2,2,3,2,0,1,13,21,0,3,7,2,4,4,5,12,0,5,8,10,38,11,50,46,7,58,0,2,3,2,31,19,5,3,37,190,51,12,0.0,0.0,0.08448680130787142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093794034967751,0.0,0.0,0.19971743342863246,0.0,0.052776621945063384,0.0956176508869288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536197659513718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745785414324033,0.09077448577831797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055835093989786304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146776517321328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232409247841852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655639852821256,0.17155015651345193,0.0,0.0,0.08272816898959587,0.0,0.08468905734489024,0.0,0.0,0.13132801244913134,0.0618507272646262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377856968694413,0.08003917233233886,0.1356989494533744,0.16610536645255813,0.04920378474758561,0.0726167987572325,0.0692436491173722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174092499158712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852610448480642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859144539751424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04758053284062201,0.07057192570875405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459443641994116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270299394152682,0.09685767588566532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05779091430674078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364416077643639,0.0,0.0,0.16723348572518845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856864955163716,0.0,0.0,0.0586669117885085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006506673943787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055463533849339344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769923591949096,0.0,0.0,0.06899077268231375,0.07881657811108653,0.0,0.0,0.2666105751450218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330262677458635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914061712545275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876228082519355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751800587120496,0.05547513651149071,0.0,0.0687325796772348,0.15145148252196589,0.0995076882678778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756039215978688,0.09417106881887986,0.2537198616048018,0.0,0.0,0.07477485276960688,0.19070497991245194,0.0,0.15319632377269812,0.0,0.06944696074631547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812240408946541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908757066108603,0.0,0.0,0.061501917379713965,0.18931702648480853,0.0,0.11150568130662372
lonely,dankesianfs,2019/06/07,18/F - Unusually anxious would love a distraction so in short im very fidgety anxious right now and nothing is distracting me from the source of panic and ive no one to talk to - i could use a pal who will gladly ramble/rant give me anything else to think about/chat,2.3738888888888847,4.434606388888888,3.699777777777779,87.77300000000002,77.7037037037037,6.542222222222222,25.61481481481481,7.554174236665415,1.3233525925925926,211,8,43,3,5,69,46,54,0.252,0.605,0.14300000000000002,-0.6836,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,6,9,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,6,6,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5563536789911724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263142782732604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965995847156947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20569876491307612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362122188738195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659773712294841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223780165395216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362702934797592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685603486502906,0.0,0.0,0.2889051488326733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028438590048276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791534583948395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777822676728392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126690337089948,0.0,0.20317066889465615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491914535351033,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,coronado_dutroux,2019/06/07,"Social outcast and corrupted thoughts after divorce I'm a divorced man, my life is work and more work to pay my debts. My relationships with women after divorce have not been worthwhile and this led for me to rely on escorts. As I have no time for friends nor entertainment I started using the internet more, reddit became something fascinating, it reminds me of old internet forums but more social and subs make it easy to be involved in specific interests. 

I feel this has caused my personality or ideas to be distorted, I am  interested in more ""deviant"" sexual interests. Not having a partner and depending on escorts has make this fetishes to develop more freely, with a wife or girlfriend you tend to keep some things for yourself to not scare or make yourself look like an abnormal person. 

It is a vicious cycle, my loneliness inclines me to do this and doing this makes me feel more lonely. I don't know if anyone related, I hope for your own good that I'm on my own this time.",9.043715846994537,8.094916868852463,9.105027322404373,65.99994535519127,60.639344262295076,12.06775956284153,41.09836065573771,11.20814326018867,4.798285245901639,789,38,130,18,9,260,111,183,0.098,0.731,0.171,0.9522,1,2,1,0,3,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,0,11,1,1,6,0,14,1,0,8,0,32,30,13,0,2,8,1,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,5,11,8,0,1,5,1,2,1,6,3,0,0,2,3,18,8,23,26,9,12,0,1,1,0,17,5,0,7,7,97,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237808764388712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979380176182325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699079102524198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522005566190026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467985132883399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383439949843438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757633174970649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556586119125454,0.0,0.0,0.09618644173259808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362183653036204,0.08550595531227212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697276119135372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673089669053166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365409983066225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056415118083373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790603314625146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752256014922286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568217982177904,0.0,0.13473898438679613,0.0,0.0,0.12388009146926413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627554358917445,0.0,0.0,0.13894636893623055,0.20411119603208194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116112808318372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25483336022701153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,puertoricanasian,2019/06/07,"I don’t understand my loneliness For context my life use to be pretty shitty. I never had my father in my life, my family was borderline abusive and emotionally cold. I never made friends in highschool and once I graduated I left my hometown and moved to California, which was because my mom kicked me out of the house but that’s another story. 

Now however I’ve really come into my own. I have friends, I’m in great shape, I’ve had my fair share of flings, and my family here in California really loves me. 

My problem is that when all the dust settles and I close my room door and lay in bed I’m just struck by an overwhelming feeling of loneliness. It only comes when I have no interaction with anyone else. And I feel like at this point the only way I won’t be lonely is if I have a constant stream of stimulation. Yet I know this isn’t realistic. I guess I’m really just writing this to vent, or maybe find some closure. 

I just don’t understand why I’m like this. On paper I should be a happy california boy living life. In reality I’m just a loner who constantly seeks the company of others and isn’t satiated when I have it.",3.4128070175438587,4.970140982456144,5.652631578947371,77.09675438596494,73.3859649122807,9.452631578947368,27.14035087719298,9.861636050157227,2.717603508771929,896,33,176,25,18,315,128,228,0.128,0.737,0.135,0.684,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,1,8,0,19,4,0,3,3,38,35,14,0,3,7,2,2,2,2,2,3,0,3,1,11,14,0,0,6,0,0,3,8,3,0,0,5,3,30,8,21,25,3,28,0,2,0,1,10,15,0,4,11,116,41,3,0.0,0.15420211953078242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646977481960346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100134008695188,0.13335029521041172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933599487892358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421907894437265,0.0,0.281283895101523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872055881983783,0.14639710419062832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453807546588988,0.0,0.13161178995716394,0.09297656425664948,0.0,0.0,0.11895138794860505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110146364882836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348678843651488,0.14337085547646694,0.0,0.0,0.13854318849545438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501713912010621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152501942449795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414043685003868,0.0,0.2757786055868716,0.12716584592291527,0.0,0.11492159390512766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746214420354067,0.12314760438530463,0.0,0.0,0.1307494814815843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242580890649507,0.0,0.13832495232001785,0.0,0.0,0.20075374614180466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860159408262784,0.0,0.19796429737978452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230303489940268,0.0,0.0,0.13240560620288253,0.0,0.1245324612983932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501252150252361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709738390656667,0.0,0.11240464277112938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330409905228886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743681998485254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DreamWarrior_V,2019/06/07,"My lonely playlist in Spotify For those of you feeling lonely, in that hole, no light just darkness and tears...your not alone.  
I named this playlist Dont Kill yourself.   
Many artists on it have actually killed themseves and left us to soon, some havent but conveyed their pain and hurt and loneliess in fantastic and inspiring ways through their music.  
I hope you all enjoy it. Stay safe out there...and never let the loneliness get the best of you.   


[https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1yRgbfjZzLtS6awMvB4Y0A?si=uQKB0SSOQAG6VwROLnmeg g](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1yRgbfjZzLtS6awMvB4Y0A?si=uQKB0SSOQAG6VwROLnmegg)",11.39775252525252,16.051431250000004,6.191515151515151,68.0878282828283,60.36363636363636,8.002020202020201,31.368686868686872,8.841846274778883,2.9751853535353536,522,19,69,9,9,134,70,88,0.16,0.5379999999999999,0.302,0.9604,0,5,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,3,2,1,2,11,2,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,17,7,6,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,2,9,5,10,6,3,10,0,3,0,0,7,6,0,2,2,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.21685052332352928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301485069553159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332017268109074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604352116267217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235896331647813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609856114758525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071038615337912,0.0,0.0,0.2378865632954327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916976210999517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24143806961816774,0.2272306665865671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22529189893616725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171386490569987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23645323227842655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23685242966843786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26729819434998753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638452420768316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,filetcakes19790421,2019/06/07,Graduation Party Just graduated college that I worked extremely hard for unlike high school. My parents asked if I was going to have a graduation party but I said no since nobody would come. I don’t have family nearby and all of my friends failed to show up for my birthday after saying they would and again when I wanted to celebrate my first apartment. It’s just shitty when they act excited and say they’ll definitely be there but then the day comes and all of them bring an excuse. Even shittier when they invited me to their grad parties and kept telling me I need to come. Didn’t want to deal with the hurt this time I guess.,5.671890243902439,6.511279065040653,6.043648373983737,79.1171798780488,67.29268292682927,9.402032520325204,28.383130081300806,9.516144504307137,2.3772447154471554,507,16,97,10,8,163,87,123,0.154,0.6659999999999999,0.18,0.191,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,6,3,8,4,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,2,23,21,12,0,6,5,1,1,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,3,9,0,1,0,1,0,6,3,2,0,1,4,4,19,2,13,13,2,18,0,2,0,0,15,3,0,2,9,68,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758970736263545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862298374510283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134271759356667,0.1939768387621755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242728703847788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773733157367449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004231560862126,0.0,0.0,0.1453660596019019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693133172217976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727105555792094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854757274096366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879331639664014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142101084987415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951260334472304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892094813022166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897599682016765,0.2992526438674068,0.0,0.1904202503216558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556415904216446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445347049569034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971316400727972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219542934213093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369771712117047,0.0,0.0,0.26731610028039515,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EmilyMMily,2019/06/07,"I'm not depressed any more and it suck not to be numb to the loneliness I feel.. Good news, I don't want to kill my self any more.. after almost 8 year living as a depressed shut in lump waiting to die I finally got help,came out,started living the life I want and can finally look in the mirror and see a person I love.

But it's so fucking lonely I have no one left after I pushed every one that loved me away so I could die in peace...I'm trying so hard to reach out and make friends, lovers and repair the relationship with my family but I come back from every date, family dinner or coffee social with the local lgbtq  community feeling like I'm grasping for something to grab on to and it's just not there and I'm soo tired trying.

I wish I could go back to being numb, a emotionless machine that didn't care that I sat alone in a dark room all day..why is this more painful?why can't I find some to touch me?I'm so tired I don't want to be alone anymore..",3.341859971711457,4.067046905940593,4.524271570014147,88.32465346534653,72.51485148514851,7.355586987270155,23.33946251768034,7.447530270364453,0.772308628005657,753,18,166,8,14,248,121,202,0.166,0.684,0.151,-0.4615,0,4,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,9,15,3,0,9,0,12,11,0,1,1,34,34,15,3,6,7,0,5,1,2,0,6,0,1,2,7,11,1,1,4,0,0,3,8,8,0,2,3,7,17,7,24,26,5,22,0,3,2,4,8,11,2,3,9,98,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573411725220893,0.2394067558799177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571932534851708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146217700544879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858881529155537,0.1777438439316244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783890924451272,0.0,0.0,0.09955973598378556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845583723532376,0.0,0.0,0.07453789132215051,0.0,0.19909337012746786,0.0,0.2399022836818488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475796649329916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791226031575092,0.0,0.11687885903535902,0.08256855066618153,0.0,0.2532188858851266,0.10563569197433093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892948482399102,0.10684948663136626,0.0,0.0,0.06568532616466828,0.09694087834649646,0.09243784193510884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353469008052177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746912592683132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786932000852316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557523348265234,0.0,0.08163576828957014,0.056465302176097215,0.0,0.20411400496152973,0.0,0.09705594589309356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862631529933606,0.0,0.07714884281902581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663653743998196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091776800100843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408692357819917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921002607672905,0.0,0.12057248290186152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178166514005031,0.0,0.08897716469590684,0.0,0.0,0.08180631130157813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656785445793746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693899854809087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451171684982167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858133656624248,0.0,0.1329083592210695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442808600408052
lonely,foreverlonely108,2019/06/07,"my birthday I turned 22 today. A total of 20 people wished me including my parents (I get that it isn't a complete ""lonely"" situation). It hurts me that my cousins didn't wish me, it hurts me that my aunts and uncles didnt wish me. It sucks that I don't have a big loving extended family. I have an extremely small group of friends, but everyone is scattered around the world so that doesn't help much. I'm lonely. And I'm afraid ill always be alone. I've never felt this alone in my life before. I see people who are surrounded by friends and families and are spoiled on their birthdays, it's beautiful to watch, but I want that too. I don't want materialistic presents, I just want real family and real friends.",3.698700384122919,5.219590598591552,4.900883482714471,82.9181882202305,72.59154929577464,8.262227912932138,26.993597951344427,8.841846274778883,2.006921126760564,563,20,113,11,11,186,86,142,0.17600000000000002,0.691,0.133,-0.5209,1,6,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,4,10,1,1,5,0,12,3,0,0,2,20,26,8,0,6,3,3,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,3,19,4,7,22,2,10,0,4,2,1,11,7,1,0,3,69,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721998970027218,0.0,0.0,0.10934269876956128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698174602278676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181926145231286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137779689936476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556679748354413,0.0,0.0,0.3716417353944436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261731136133801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30457847863702786,0.0,0.0686557058409954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808058912402325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28135180577087204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281796429882222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860162702555592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660063246691653,0.0,0.10135061421420807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591398824726248,0.0,0.0,0.18220471571962685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29914410431656185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471584814989436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477090648677864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456023439305935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293510507498722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232525051591666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533411125906816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dogsgonewild8888,2019/06/07,"Ghosted after finding out I have cancer I (F40) recently met a great man. We hit it off and things were great. Shortly after we started dating, I found out I have Stage I breast cancer which will require surgery and radiation. They said it will be about 6 months after surgery that I will feel “normal”. So my new “boyfriend” said he was going to support me and stand by me through this battle. Then a couple of days later he disappeared... Deleted me off Facebook, blocked my number, etc. I was so sad and upset when I realized he just ghosted me. Now I feel very lonely and like I have to fight this battle alone. As if finding out I have cancer wasn’t bad enough, now I feel lonely and depressed. I hate feeling so alone. Any words of wisdom?",2.3081250000000004,4.7590885625000015,3.149833333333333,89.57850000000002,80.04166666666666,4.951111111111112,24.18333333333333,6.079149491110277,0.6611616666666671,579,21,110,4,15,183,88,144,0.29100000000000004,0.595,0.114,-0.9848,0,6,0,0,1,0,20.0,2,0,1,1,8,15,4,1,2,0,12,4,1,0,0,25,25,13,2,2,2,0,4,1,0,3,3,2,0,1,7,11,0,2,8,0,0,2,1,10,0,0,8,6,22,5,16,12,2,24,0,4,0,1,11,6,0,1,15,76,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490766171086325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460096219345255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070910503725592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646675103612773,0.0,0.10868296031795396,0.0,0.14514803451852615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412861410209868,0.1879469430391916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408398110874052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30805271024870146,0.0,0.0,0.18477603476857615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577512283212443,0.0,0.0,0.3715929240089947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638091001622868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233149726791865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345129147374526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275991490431213,0.0,0.0,0.16511610116033165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639546861645785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206066510793856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928097142594465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123714119600893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195874678408396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390485700215348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ConciousGlitch,2019/06/07,"Scared and alone I came home late last night after my family had already gone to bed and as I sat in the kitchen looking for a snack or something to drink before bed, I noticed that my nose had started to bleed. I pinched my nose and grabbed a napkin to help with the bleeding. As I sat there holding my nose i started to get light headed. I decided to get some water and went to go get a glass. As I walked to the fridge I started to get a little dizzy as well and I stumbled. I caught myself on the counter and opened the fridge. Seeing a Gatorade I grabbed it and before I could open it I fell (feinted?) onto the kitchen floor. I think I remember feeling my body seize up, but I don’t know if that’s just because my memory is fuzzy. Also,  a couple of weeks back I was at a concert and got light headed and dizzy before blacking out, so I don’t know if that’s what happened again or if they aren’t connected. I’m terrified though. I’ve recently been struggling with some existential dread, and fear of death, and this experience terrified me. I’m afraid I may be seriously sick or hurt in some way, I mean what if I have a brain tumor or something which is causing these symptoms? I can’t do this shit it’s not fair. I’m only 19 and I’m just so fucking scared that I’m going to go to the doctor and find out I’m dying. I don’t know who to talk to and I just feel so scared and alone. It’s times like this that I really realize how lonely I am, and how much I wish I had someone who really cared about me. Why don’t I have someone to hold me and tell me it’s going to be okay? Why do I just have to sit in bed alone crying, terrified about what is coming? I’m not really sure if this is the place to post this, but I had to do something because I’m just sitting in the bathroom at work trying to hold myself together and act like I’m fine when really it feels like my world is starting to fall apart.",2.038934893489348,3.4388941386138647,3.671674167416743,90.54359285928592,76.67326732673268,6.67914791479148,23.876087608760876,7.348242739294969,0.8476264026402633,1488,47,333,18,33,496,185,404,0.21,0.727,0.062,-0.9969,1,5,4,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,1,19,20,2,7,17,1,28,19,8,3,1,69,71,41,2,7,18,0,5,3,0,1,5,1,6,0,23,26,5,3,12,2,0,13,8,12,1,0,13,14,46,8,43,54,4,49,0,2,3,1,6,18,2,13,17,209,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793331976835889,0.09920878028051136,0.07189437062111667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912887108735401,0.0,0.10960650451689376,0.0,0.2294992188316625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998605407190186,0.0,0.1003600484783889,0.0,0.10282361418136256,0.09166079213828647,0.09235382794828677,0.0,0.07744236877156427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177920567199382,0.09947453992577597,0.09875281468818313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330378861719713,0.0,0.0,0.09201821683294592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806945673947486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794113003354558,0.08475133775950294,0.10116442581376284,0.1363710281105517,0.06422580460303158,0.0,0.0,0.08216854065028684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311268872896789,0.1878797463478083,0.0,0.20437287027571746,0.0,0.07190261577985832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949979145671107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453019661911704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060259225872329486,0.0,0.090178752310043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624164746254336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482228976252144,0.0732818983944649,0.10141305264287903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176431347602086,0.09010513848355772,0.0,0.0,0.07549479997164765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792932542734817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066088106234591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436667131489994,0.0,0.0,0.10235370069300354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837430692101082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392815968189384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610099377622484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23037336795479146,0.0,0.08876709973430645,0.0,0.10184112009247208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27002190665815035,0.0,0.071640028851215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228282059969252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523468661796288,0.2076322018898536,0.0,0.0,0.2545315921163138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939847943858601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473130434919618,0.09344230673749154,0.0,0.07225959472498325,0.07857806325495308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760539019484134,0.08832798051720654,0.0,0.052422414165415814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061037364553581275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713597983908081,0.07211373460628971,0.0,0.08083244036407251,0.08333979236524962,0.1622446325878106,0.0,0.10338253778915094,0.0,0.0,0.06544952071558706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawaythep,2019/06/07,Being ugly ain't easy. Just as the title says. I'm also a dude so my inboxes are always dry af. Ive lost multiple people I care about and I guess I've just repressing my feelings about it. I keep trying to find new people to talk with but. You know. I'm ugly. Because apparently that matters in friend ship too. Happy cake day to me.,-0.4357142857142868,1.8118882857142853,2.648571428571429,88.54142857142858,94.71428571428572,5.085714285714286,17.0,6.742157984588678,0.22225714285714326,260,7,53,4,10,92,56,70,0.155,0.68,0.165,0.4112,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,12,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,8,3,8,10,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318129731647772,0.22181317632095607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250268710449464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717927205187405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191992351304694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478919345065926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243646281942482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595650356092726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936642983169475,0.0,0.0,0.28377586295973745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23694562679745215,0.0,0.0,0.14650358729880708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909999674164237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25746144602133114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696214487956106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119924980462498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426426038578167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809880863814028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,osuartax,2019/06/07,"Surrounded by people but feel completely alone This is gonna be long. Permission to not read granted. I just wanted to actually say it instead of just letting it fester in my head. I'm from small town Ohio where are men are men and we don't talk about things. I know that sounds dumb in this day and age and I know it's stupid that I still let that dictate my life but it's how I was raised and it's a tough thing to shake out. I'm a pretty old school good ol boy but I don't think that's all bad. We still have manners and chivalry and aren't afraid of a little elbow grease. I left my life in Ohio for a life on the west coast 7 years ago and I should be happy right? I'm one of those people who was closing their 20s and all I knew was Ohio. I wanted to experience something different. I was a likeable guy and always had a lot of friends growing up and through college and I was one of those weird situations that always dated beautiful girls above my pay grade. But I felt like I never really always fit in bc I was different. Everyone I grew up with was white and we were asian. I was athletic, a pretty popular guy, and was always one of the first people to be called to do something. I always felt like I was right at that border of being a solid in the friend group and just outside. Like always in 4th place in the Olympics. I was there but one will remember. But I was always friends with the popular kids in high school and college. But I still never felt like I fit in. I played sports growing up bc all the popular kids did. I had to work twice as hard but was always on the fringe of being good. Started varsity but was never really a stud.  I don't say these things to brag about cool I was a lifetime ago or to sound like a dick but to help frame it all. I'm 35 now, have a pretty good six figure job that people would be jealous of, I go on a bunch of outdoor adventures in some of the most beautiful places, I surf and on the outside life seems like it would be great. But the truth is I'm lonely as fuck. I've dropped from fourth to to be the alternate. All those great friends I've left behind, most have moved on and forgotten about me even though I think about them everyday. I have acquaintances here and I'm surrounded by people who enjoy having me around but I can't tell if the few that actually call me every once in a blue moon to hang out genuinely want me there or are just bring polite. I can't get a date to save my life and everyone always asks me why I'm single and I always say I have different values where most women in LA are pretty superficial and the ones who aren't are all taken. But really that's just an excuse bc I don't think I'm that good looking anymore and my athletic body has gotten a bit softer. So no real close friends and no girl and no potential for either has shot my confidence down and it's cyclical thing bc my low confidence keeps me in front of the TV after work most days. Which drives me further into a funk and further away from people. I'll talk to people the 10-11 hours a day im at work but then pretty much be alone all night and all wknd. So all I do is work a job I'm good at but really makes me stressed like a mother fucker. I have $100k in student loans that I feel are crushing me. Then when I'm mentally exhausted and broken down, I go home to be by myself...again. I'm in a hole and every passing day I keep digging it deeper. I think about moving but then I just realize I'll most likely just be moving my hole but then I wouldn't have the beach, the surf, or the camping to temporarily dull my feeling of loneliness. I'm stuck in a deep hole and I don't know how to get out.",2.2514580882201187,3.719577963589078,3.7631940058207967,89.82318884554256,76.25617685305592,7.015179474477264,22.089314095816047,7.737674255305718,0.7834438499803911,2870,76,634,41,63,951,309,769,0.114,0.684,0.203,0.9979,5,4,2,0,0,0,53.0,3,0,2,5,30,45,5,3,41,1,67,13,4,3,13,124,113,63,0,8,30,1,7,8,5,6,6,5,1,10,34,42,0,2,18,5,2,14,17,15,0,8,26,17,69,30,86,68,22,103,0,3,3,4,36,58,4,12,38,412,103,14,0.0,0.0,0.09965165539554624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052073529136552,0.0,0.0,0.10576262096768524,0.0,0.0,0.4248484489850214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050636410724342766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045452978494779896,0.04773289801066175,0.0,0.04797123485843168,0.0,0.04263179775838812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574276645539605,0.05671459356752012,0.0,0.0,0.10427307730952262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353397001340892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171429049544878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600361072315679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03372372334158071,0.0,0.08603814422429913,0.09757735954062742,0.0,0.049945107565105416,0.0,0.0,0.07745028594865004,0.0,0.14707278737072232,0.0,0.0,0.04343041854444968,0.0,0.0,0.19723873610111428,0.04720285237419601,0.05335202161415574,0.0,0.05803555734055482,0.2141276534814576,0.0,0.11258457212562832,0.0,0.10111208160415544,0.0,0.054352828464699375,0.04573847610835746,0.0,0.05240085336426891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034223502891484715,0.05394621355053805,0.0512159382361135,0.0,0.0502824354120264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515204902384537,0.0,0.1013355628156531,0.09076645824955057,0.0,0.0,0.08418141275509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095063523116233,0.10442175437225648,0.18032099360107975,0.1995572206783268,0.05117413014835431,0.0,0.04518525372580043,0.042876364037529965,0.0,0.0,0.04340819531520525,0.0,0.0,0.03408201155884171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145505905851912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280163220188185,0.03753394541782285,0.0,0.11813861850071382,0.0,0.0,0.04791503670836655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357741106239482,0.05437574196117288,0.17299314171468924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24778322750230375,0.0,0.1066907381543786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25972475730721073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051072416556382984,0.05811586423788005,0.13083778475724206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783943981194103,0.08720752977234494,0.0,0.12181154269359845,0.0,0.1033480569105549,0.0,0.04648183124344648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057392004968123536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861480859155554,0.0,0.0,0.03613953943427139,0.0,0.12232639024610162,0.0,0.058487453074217134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207793622332432,0.04462746635197018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568425863892442,0.1308651552925796,0.05016481464654377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090347054380902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04607244427816743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868507379778534,0.0,0.0,0.0725411281053862,0.0,0.0,0.032880063975087484
lonely,Mukilan1600,2019/06/07,You know what keeps me going everyday The fact that i too will die eventually and all these suffering would end,4.23,6.860714142857147,4.800238095238097,79.3489285714286,74.23809523809524,9.914285714285716,24.785714285714285,10.125756701596842,2.8506000000000005,91,3,17,3,2,29,21,21,0.28,0.72,0.0,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5337177884494434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554792443472381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922642208831928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570954328389694,0.0,0.0,0.28262231109272384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653135639466556,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blahblah0690,2019/06/07,"Wanna chat? F 37. Bored, any topic is fine",-3.706666666666667,-5.410410555555552,0.002222222222224346,100.39000000000004,154.55555555555554,1.2000000000000002,3.0,3.1291,-2.916733333333333,31,0,7,0,3,11,9,9,0.212,0.606,0.182,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cherry-coke69,2019/06/07,Drunkish as fuck ok maybe more drunk then drunkish. Tell me weird shit to fuck me up Yeah ice cream ninja husband can’t even hear me do awake things,2.253,4.563876966666665,1.6833333333333336,100.80500000000002,79.33333333333334,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.7399999999999998,119,3,26,0,3,34,26,30,0.36200000000000004,0.531,0.106,-0.8908,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,5,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,1,3,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22797902720481114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6382012007726967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890274060191981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467658527143561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543081556985413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016904824679634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293130934727481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,imno_one1,2019/06/07,"Advice  all my friends dropped me. I tried my best to hang out with new people but they bail on me. is it me, that’s why everyone leaves?",-0.7515517241379293,1.4073075517241378,0.6650862068965537,103.20728448275864,94.17241379310344,4.279310344827587,17.594827586206893,5.985473137389443,-0.585558620689655,105,3,26,1,4,33,26,29,0.0,0.843,0.157,0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,4,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,17,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598067648197676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864096126707065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518367324711084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28447513953338144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898771226123913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556157708791053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25526776625812264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499877898344598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33224875786966623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mooseemperor,2019/06/07,21 M bored and lonely I’m down to talk about anything. I love music and sports. But we can talk about anything you want. I prefer girls but anyone is welcome.,0.02124999999999844,2.360606125000004,1.2872500000000002,97.23275,97.125,2.5600000000000005,15.775,3.1291,-1.1436700000000002,124,3,25,0,5,39,25,32,0.09699999999999999,0.675,0.228,0.6652,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265339829921288,0.0,0.6245560949091603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424936966354212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6100200588106135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238259470724109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ontothesubreddits,2019/06/07,"Only teens Okay, so if you’re a teenager and want to get in some group chat with other people from this sub HMU, and we’ll work it out.",2.555,2.806189166666666,3.633333333333337,95.73000000000003,74.0,6.0,18.33333333333333,3.1291,-0.7686666666666668,105,1,26,0,2,34,29,30,0.0,0.887,0.113,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514503855362653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5116075999736309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663553946593586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967673093235906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897230220031152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lochinvar429,2019/06/07,"Anybody else feel like they could be in a roomful if people and still be lonely? I can feel isolated in a group because I feel my collection of interests is esoteric (individually I know lots of people like viking history, WH40K, cooking, pc gaming, etc etc). Then my anxiety kicks in at the thought of trying to find people of similar interests. I like being alone, but not being lonely...",7.652916666666666,7.6264895694444474,8.966111111111111,62.84000000000002,63.02777777777778,12.2,37.444444444444436,11.698219412168324,4.804461111111111,307,14,50,9,4,107,51,72,0.08900000000000001,0.794,0.11699999999999999,0.25,0,5,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,12,12,4,0,2,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,7,5,9,6,3,7,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,2,5,35,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22486335493908335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660906770054923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234993119256375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334688253434855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136986245628145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842762659085285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293362244630077,0.15510540834167585,0.0,0.0,0.1984371411020167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193195019968662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31821100214903525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458151549422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515559790461004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338654089476088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236328995134412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474053211430859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,winda544,2019/06/07,"first ever date in YEARS, got ditched i literally just feel like I’m cursed. all these years with no friends, no girlfriend. nothing. i thought I was finally going to change this. I was supposed to go on date with this girl I met online, we talked for a while, she seemed really interested and actually hit me up first. she knew what time we would meet and I told her I’ll be there. I also asked her to confirm an hour before, she said she will be there. even though the place is literally 2-3 minutes walking distance from her, she never showed up. I waited for like 1.5 hours until I decided to go home. she then texted me later saying “oh I fell asleep” like no sorry, nothing. how could anyone be that fucking careless.

i’m done trying",2.5236059113300517,4.7807957103448295,3.585837438423649,87.8011206896552,78.10344827586206,6.0738916256157625,23.46059113300493,7.1686216300943375,0.8969211822660097,578,19,115,7,14,186,101,145,0.07400000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.094,0.5994,1,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,2,0,0,2,8,7,1,0,3,0,10,2,1,1,3,19,27,8,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,2,0,2,1,1,5,6,0,1,5,1,0,5,4,2,0,2,9,3,23,5,14,11,1,26,0,0,0,1,21,5,1,1,19,74,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.15401427067057202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621246206758865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103547929644345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754491422996335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429730868165582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669577466705437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601028696476615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150959994726286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424181382905223,0.1427615972468402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980097775771093,0.11275009235340012,0.0,0.17288939032368658,0.0,0.26849144494352484,0.0,0.0,0.12193507460772685,0.14590651511259078,0.0,0.0,0.2690864693000935,0.0,0.12622693666102247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831117592245486,0.0,0.31085133856670505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23131572434364595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172424093505213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028743679768029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489335936195587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110662946619013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501275578702822,0.12550864196381625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367780063414726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667197942732332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685362260571134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506209727163595,0.12529528833410866,0.0920289294166325,0.0,0.0,0.15080839153106113,0.0,0.1071527018300616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211423327013713,0.0,0.0,0.20326803614548586
lonely,Sharptheavenger28,2019/06/07,"(26m) Lonely guy talking to new girl (23f) So I created a meme group on Facebook and one of my friends friend joined and ended up messaging me because of the content I share, yes sexual. Anyways, she hits me up and is down to have sex. Cool. She sends some pictures that tease but doesn't show anything. Today we texted and she actually came and brought me lunch. So during my lunch break, we sat in her car and talked. We have similar stories of our failed marriages and I met her daughters. We hit it off I think. It went well. Now it's after work, she's home and I'm not sure how to approach it from here. We're texting but I'm not quite sure how to approach it. Any sound advice? Also sorry if it's the wrong Reddit for this.",0.7855647058823578,3.0718077133333352,2.2471764705882364,94.66711764705884,85.2,4.862745098039216,21.490196078431374,6.2272716619740125,0.2067607843137252,567,19,123,5,17,183,104,150,0.11800000000000001,0.794,0.087,-0.7776,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,5,0,0,3,9,11,1,0,3,2,4,3,0,2,2,24,14,16,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,8,13,2,0,1,1,0,7,3,4,1,1,5,2,20,7,16,7,1,19,0,2,0,1,25,6,0,2,5,75,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.19462465108219676,0.0,0.0,0.19489044038982373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949208008568624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356260256034382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412211029168927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157676077621825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22810620589669275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664462550762888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081736678930354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747693627659368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000545614517996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262037563666132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514569210995436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212896846242846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22325672940782776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759396420686477,0.0,0.0,0.320604602815765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779308625902727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904578129568486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932049395090546,0.1848828597205738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519468088192933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805630970249568,0.0,0.0
lonely,TAHIRISMYNAME,2018/12/16,"Loneliness is good if you can master it. Tangible things like friends and love are temporary relief to the common problem of loneliness, the true way to master life is to find happiness in not having anyone but yourself.

Agree or disagree?

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lonely,royalcork,2018/12/16,"My only real friend My best friend is going through depression and I just feel useless and selfish. I just want things to go back the way they were but they never will. I don't know how to help him,, I've tried so hard but hes told me nothing brings him happiness and he just wants to be dead, we would hang out so much and have fun even though it was just is but now we have nothing to talk about, all conversations feel forced and I feel like a terrible person because I can't help him. I can't understand what he feels like to help him and every time I do he tells me I will never understand,, he does anything to take the pain away like drinking or weed and now of we hang out its really awkward if we are sober because there's nothing to talk about. 
He doesn't play video games with me any more or even want to talk to me and I'm just so upset,, I can't help my one and only real friend :(",3.8145087719298254,3.9621880473684246,4.558684210526316,90.57995614035087,71.15789473684211,7.80701754385965,24.780701754385966,7.492282038375204,0.8403859649122802,699,17,163,7,12,225,102,190,0.175,0.6409999999999999,0.185,0.0826,0,0,1,0,0,1,14.0,4,0,2,1,18,17,0,2,3,0,18,2,0,1,3,44,34,20,1,5,11,0,5,3,3,3,1,0,0,1,4,16,1,0,7,4,0,5,7,7,0,1,3,5,27,10,17,27,4,15,0,2,0,0,31,3,0,3,9,106,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861535086364815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513304859931268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861468446950674,0.08889309397655787,0.0,0.14094344596124356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213202945581136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995704001296315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116669730354108,0.0,0.0,0.11324886941251786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271199837537305,0.0,0.09740218189965602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338134063107089,0.16517644204207865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26794836301389985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140194883785422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306365118889395,0.10355935521122278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099503257708208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635334738381893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943626181569804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849829621956452,0.0,0.17832337524749114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327782894271146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833692652765671,0.1758455937471051,0.1230118497900206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094180970080838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631675534514851,0.07405951061107248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692055796381527,0.27875671236461025,0.10104384827276967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680281205516754,0.0,0.11358130618036323,0.0,0.06741019368008766,0.0,0.0,0.11046551281356104,0.0,0.07848819310945587,0.0,0.0,0.2406977230294278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456043779757416,0.09176185238851306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821224611319728,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,2Karl,2018/12/16,"It's (not) been fun Well, I guess that's that then. Don't stick around after the credits, there's nothing there. See ya. ",-0.7837999999999994,1.338276920000002,0.06350000000000122,105.73925,99.8,2.5,14.25,3.1291,-1.67,93,2,22,0,4,28,21,25,0.0,0.6829999999999999,0.317,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,2,3,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258393522617516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.526964419241215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589966634857227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811887791365748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301005981028192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Whatshappeningtome25,2018/12/16,"Why are women lonely? If you're a woman, if you don't have any girl friends for whatever reason, you can just go to any boy/guy and say ""I am lonely. Please accompany me for a few minutes"" or some versions of it, I am pretty sure 99% of the time the boy will gladly accept it. Speaking from my perspective, it will take a lots of guts to turn the girl down. I simply can't do it, unless I already know the girl has some serious issues. But, I don't see the same thing happening to a boy. Most of the time, they will probably be turned down. So, why are women lonely?",3.2682203389830486,3.81917137288136,4.962500000000002,85.75527542372883,72.5593220338983,7.933898305084746,24.07203389830509,8.07648339933343,1.151538983050847,434,11,95,6,8,148,74,118,0.073,0.7909999999999999,0.135,0.8156,0,6,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,0,2,8,0,0,10,0,15,1,1,1,1,16,22,7,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,8,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,3,10,4,13,18,7,5,0,3,1,0,14,2,0,7,2,66,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22143511657175785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27291360106786544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550306902469031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404063789931056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198686577916386,0.17744443121739906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943862531052054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027839310673933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059535604199805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202662301871285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041450335541813,0.21634719360301397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063135926505436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595741951870578,0.0,0.0,0.1599013524308911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912122700017767,0.0,0.15087258544375426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333106815643967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340148393896167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365244996846266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621318499092698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ResidentDoctorEvil,2018/12/16,"Everyone here says they're lonely and will do anything for a friend, but then when I talk to them, they drop it and it goes nowhere. Why not just have a megathread? What does everyone see in a friend? The only thing I ever cared about was age, and I don't even care about that anymore. It's also annoying how many closeted hopeless romantics there are. I'd never want or dream of a relationship because I'm not able to keep up with them. Someone somewhere should find a way to divide everyone into two categories called ""you're genuinely trying"" and ""the problem is you"". This here was my last hope and it's now blown.",3.143553719008267,5.320410132231409,3.9132231404958695,86.59892561983473,75.77685950413223,7.375206611570247,25.876033057851238,8.296473431620573,1.7384975206611577,490,18,96,9,11,156,90,121,0.17,0.696,0.133,-0.4488,0,2,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,1,3,0,12,9,1,0,7,0,9,0,0,1,2,21,16,11,0,4,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,8,7,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,2,8,5,11,12,0,12,0,2,1,0,10,3,0,2,7,65,16,0,0.16825412522694486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455276315544665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668628809929968,0.0,0.0,0.1384588088812043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025661530600164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180627379566565,0.0,0.3430925884369867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724031883064073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113026286994927,0.15219548899823115,0.0,0.4823220810794318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378122227694122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25998543955586817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711431060394422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955199731178367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714956863890812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058327445092303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976795391282164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796484405634942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099647462623295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064196314516287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338024336065609,0.0,0.0,0.13407675387084675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425611742995166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523629250442998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178056450891792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423350653824965,0.0,0.1643598320661271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924064237291924,0.13355229302026386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182317776225265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kittymagician,2018/12/16,"Holiday drama Home for the holidays never felt so stressful.

I don’t really have any friends from my hometown and I just recently broke up with my bf. Without school to distract me I Can’t ignore how lonely and sad I feel.

My parents see me and get mad that I’m so upset and ungrateful. Throughout my whole childhood they were barely around... and now when I’m upset they are all better... fml
",2.4060064935064918,4.87368198701299,3.794918831168832,84.99809253246755,79.77922077922078,6.447402597402598,25.209415584415584,7.645422480735847,1.5914428571428578,311,12,57,5,8,102,59,77,0.299,0.59,0.111,-0.9571,1,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,7,11,1,4,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,15,11,9,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,9,0,0,2,3,12,2,7,9,2,7,0,3,1,0,5,2,0,0,5,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854188764314704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427261583441278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411465573980313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378656287114314,0.0,0.2617973845913311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065726505017912,0.0,0.14245415454769533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27350128299006105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102930249411783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027578491522033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467366227731645,0.0,0.269219910929459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759475578603747,0.2172755699356709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123323325811878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044163455362163,0.0,0.2628355399664586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,user5300,2018/12/16,"I feel hopeless and alone I had a brief but intense relationship with someone, who then very suddenly broke up with me on account of their own personal issues. I now look around and although there are people interested in me, I don't feel like I'm able to make myself interested in any of them. I've been on a number of dates since but I've just not been able to engage properly. I guess I also just assume that whoever I go out with probably won't like me anymore once they know more about me. This relationship was the first ever relationship I had and I feel like it will be ages before I find someone again who can understand me and is kind to me. It feels terribly lonely.

On top of that, I've been dealing with some very stressful family issues (mental and physical illnesses and conflict), and a shit ton of anxiety regarding college and finding jobs. I realized I should do something about all the feelings of depression and anxiety and forced myself to call the mental health and counseling department at my university in mid October. However, they won't be able to match me with a doctor till maybe February. I really feel exhausted and feel like there is no help. It is especially when I am affected by these things that I miss my past relationship, because the person I was dating was kind and non-judgemental and understanding.

Help guys idk what to do.",7.178372093023256,7.456976992248068,7.8117984496124,69.69095348837212,63.96124031007752,11.996279069767445,35.029457364341084,11.602472056035307,4.3421578294573635,1096,46,193,33,15,365,149,258,0.222,0.6709999999999999,0.107,-0.9865,2,4,1,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,4,2,12,18,1,1,8,0,23,5,1,2,2,48,39,21,0,1,5,0,7,4,0,4,4,0,0,3,12,21,0,1,14,0,1,3,5,9,0,1,8,8,31,9,31,25,5,27,0,5,1,0,17,12,1,3,16,140,43,3,0.28834514074762635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995462018233432,0.0,0.0768631682932156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536152782819345,0.0,0.1470554956243849,0.0,0.0953202996570074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556276932841722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058590840492305625,0.0,0.0817868257177027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814420920758304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909039297272013,0.08278374906988564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837782326165763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694156262569286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060871221216976,0.0,0.34019058958287024,0.20599382616418765,0.0,0.0,0.17569482322043942,0.0817554098062492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546243961344174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588156028404053,0.09516900763286652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216580032935517,0.0,0.0,0.1288477798589514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063827501404846,0.0953793532689705,0.0,0.0,0.20017806156194687,0.0528223161593342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782782785819727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071243221620224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641575401619177,0.0,0.09656048336735892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372272158181156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235938810961967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917526879254538,0.0666340715184381,0.16784790327351665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362827693383128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061573760220744886,0.0,0.0,0.4127663613419136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866071444880836,0.07950736003430138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287593469340986,0.07399405887217549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009946150328956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385456634460658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011830703722536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586099593752328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_roseylynn,2018/12/16,"I really needed him today Today was really hard. I almost messaged him because he's been my only friend in awhile. I tried to explain that to him. I tried to explain that I guarded myself for years against it. I hate feeling vulnerable. I do it to myself. I'm flawed that way.

I got in a fender bender that I really wanted to tell him about. He would have been the first person I told. 

I have no one to vent to, no one to talk to. I keep it that way. Otherwise I end up relying on them - like with him. 

I've never felt more lonely than I do today. My ex-boyfriend showed me his new interest and I thought I could be strong but I'm losing my mind. My heart hurts so bad.

I'm all alone. But I choose it this way. Otherwise I end up hurt, more hurt than this.  

I'm not even sure if he remembers all the things he told me - but I do. I took them to heart, I visualized them. When he told me he'd love to have me fall asleep on his chest I believed him and I allowed myself to imagine it. 

I'm going through my life's hardest heartbreak and I'm surrounded by people every single day. Every day I laugh. Every day I smile. 

And every day, I come lay in my bed wishing I wasnt alone. 


The new girl is very pretty, she is everything he ever wanted and I'm happy for my ex-boyfriend. But I'm fucking broken and alone and it hurts so fucking bad.",-0.2946693589096441,1.8778256007067144,2.1987642604745083,93.70008480565373,89.81272084805653,4.9303987884906615,17.979707218576475,6.474141703775902,-0.06536539121655817,1027,28,229,12,35,351,136,283,0.19899999999999998,0.6809999999999999,0.12,-0.9783,2,5,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,3,3,6,20,3,0,4,0,16,8,4,1,5,39,45,15,0,7,6,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,1,2,14,9,0,2,8,1,0,4,5,12,0,3,11,3,54,8,28,30,5,31,0,7,0,3,31,8,2,2,17,144,68,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945053094848135,0.2775550797105601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917270287958356,0.05445439774122779,0.0,0.0,0.10064368926432407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694940313436631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132228935573244,0.0,0.0,0.23044039606805944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823873962143353,0.0,0.0,0.05900125289739954,0.08080359304770646,0.3010556251326943,0.0,0.08028354103488637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04516764911500644,0.0,0.08577027150979193,0.0,0.0,0.07598357636926567,0.0,0.0,0.06901570406086613,0.16516725642655647,0.0,0.0,0.05076797957640801,0.0,0.07144491388661336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950928503787325,0.08002163250709356,0.08819432846266093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21171163395416248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825160540094476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940011106632408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309602553908858,0.04364185237453767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993679422034887,0.0,0.0,0.08062330761413708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019726984184147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623664816649147,0.06889637142088377,0.17254986036830205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210638813566502,0.06793906476204857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192978634704785,0.07799902175910511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088015539911723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168018079159095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119284223816948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419194040537974,0.0,0.0,0.07179962045350476,0.07807786826302916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593465108898627,0.0,0.0,0.07091759748133836,0.0,0.0,0.2540215934423072,0.2560743252904049,0.09924829513945656,0.12129765258465075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370614366483748,0.1053776367864298,0.21271665553614807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102724447916323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345707147246353,0.0,0.0,0.057525230836088376
lonely,Pastor-Jay,2018/12/16,"These post make me feel like grandpa Before I was married, it seemed like there were women everywhere.  Dancing, Beach, or even shopping for food.  Then I got married, it was great to be with just one woman and doing everything for her.  It was like having the best of everything.  Then after 5 yrs she woke one day and said she did not want to have sex anymore.  That was hard for me, but I told her we would have to find something else to keep our bond together.  We never found something to replace that bond, and 15 yrs latter . . . she dropped the Mom she was leaving and going back home.  So now I have this huge gap in my life.  I used to own a Child Care which was great.  So I am used to doing dishes, Laundry and cleaning the house, and I enjoy being a gentleman.  To open doors, seat a woman at the table. I do Not Drink, Smoke, yell, swear, or use drugs.  So from what I know before I was married, and from my friends now, I should be the perfect partner. My wife left me in 2014  My ex says I was such a great husband, I ruined her for any other man . . . I am still trying to figure that one out.  I did meet a younger woman who I thought was great, but all she wanted was sex.  No communication, goals, plans, or desires other than sex.  That lasted 4 months. She wanted me to leave work hours early to go home to have sex.  I could not do that, and we split that night. I am older, in my 50's and I still like and want sex, but also to explore her body, caress, touch, cuddle, play games, go places, enjoy life  The women I have met say that is what the want, but they can not put down their phone.  It is either work, social media, or online games.  The women I have met say they want a loving and supportive partner, however it can not get in the way with their relationship with their phone.  I was on a date at Olive Garden. I looked around and saw this was the problem with most people, they are addicted to their phone and I am not talking about just Lawyers and Doctors.  Relationships seem to becoming a thing of the past.  So if their are any women in South Carolina who would like someone to not only Rock their world, but take them places and do other things to make them Laugh and have a good time . . .  I would very much like to be that person for you . . . or if you just want somebody to talk with.  I hope to hear from you.",2.712780664106617,4.271251454935626,3.474176643325052,91.99647842782923,75.22317596566523,6.021142986220918,21.276033431217527,6.4704718818221325,0.1825673819742484,1782,42,385,13,38,564,230,466,0.040999999999999995,0.7859999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.9974,1,0,5,0,0,0,74.0,4,3,11,6,18,24,0,0,20,0,47,16,1,5,3,84,84,35,0,17,23,5,3,6,3,4,5,6,5,12,26,27,3,1,9,9,1,6,9,2,0,3,24,12,63,22,49,51,6,46,0,1,2,7,68,18,0,11,25,269,89,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580442797397247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294355892867272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704963820454723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805817834195583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006769734990262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060522362646310675,0.0,0.0,0.08692790673832157,0.13395112375573767,0.0,0.08260023962648559,0.0,0.0,0.08742795541700568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802490712633134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628427319557261,0.0,0.0,0.05076079361967537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805619967696708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710485525092185,0.09127745164124933,0.0,0.06575126985008536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198655223179928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147714817587795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03979763538222012,0.05622972538527172,0.0,0.0,0.07193860014104174,0.0,0.09517523532559573,0.08630035600162267,0.06081037821711671,0.0,0.041122203948586684,0.0,0.13419641578839311,0.06601737494543591,0.06295077756944596,0.3471078018296547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050780405016145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871076348812329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790308924337895,0.07817579669598994,0.07751251035992099,0.09081961842181137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996017573284533,0.0,0.0,0.04325640802680136,0.0641583402170044,0.0,0.16668293280846527,0.08551755888835037,0.0,0.11118898891895704,0.2307194501689681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609573670053162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103794557839786,0.0,0.1050777374800669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218302961573624,0.06282477293766599,0.0,0.0578601714337777,0.0,0.06070523311905941,0.0,0.0,0.07386306468292006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000576638117225,0.05986174132562363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513664668711917,0.054566910269406715,0.06872566292380691,0.16446830545763358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538146490122116,0.0,0.0,0.0753138831956767,0.0,0.07912428465395017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900802013382402,0.0,0.0,0.07487028325749208,0.18777766803907076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433074351424119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802339135253341,0.06668988034898764,0.12118806727366067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257142182758429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931804054902723,0.0,0.0,0.059179372605626564,0.1265266256437074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458152451494372,0.0,0.0,0.06248615418435983,0.045895850908735415,0.0,0.0,0.07520982257829949,0.0,0.053438244461114816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393791421255314,0.0,0.06494316814084905,0.3249722526970212,0.0624755406625781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146021789584992,0.0,0.0,0.16773784615982168,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,--Loser--,2018/12/16,"I'm scared to post this but I'm doing it. Hi.. Maybe I shouldn't be writing here but I thought I should give it a shot. I don't think I will be able to sleep tonight again. It's currently somewhere in the 3 am area and I've been thinking about things again, about life and all, and I don't know what I should be doing. I have friends and family, there are great and I appreciate them and love them. But I don't know why I still feel lonely and feel like nothing has changed. I think I have felt like this for, I don't really know, a long time. Sometimes I think I just wasn't meant to be here in life. Every day is just the same, nothing happens. And I think it also has to do with how I am afraid to do things, even if it just is a simple hi or something small. Even if it just texting my friends, since we rarely text. I'd like to but I can't keep conversations. I used to have people which I texted, that I met online, but after a couple months they would not reply. I try not to think about anything but those thoughts sort of linger and I don't know what to do. I sometimes feel like doing something even if it could be dangerous, but not that dangerous. Just something that I would be surprised about, something I never thought I could do. I have been wanting to meet different people for a long time as well, outside of school, but I would just chicken out because I was afraid. I have been wanting to do so many things but either I can't, I'm scared, or indecisive. I realize that this year is almost ending, another year is almost here, and I haven't done anything. Nothing has really changed. And I'm scared that it will be like this forever. I am 16, I know I have a lot ahead, but I don't know anymore. ",1.4413334434897571,3.3898529185393262,2.613754130865832,94.97252148050232,80.20786516853931,5.6489094514210185,21.98744216787839,6.661559191721324,0.3020306675479181,1333,41,302,13,34,426,146,356,0.069,0.8,0.131,0.9714,2,2,4,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,3,1,24,20,2,6,8,0,57,4,1,2,2,82,89,30,0,13,25,0,4,5,2,8,2,0,0,0,24,14,0,1,21,0,0,0,15,9,1,0,12,4,44,11,26,60,4,23,0,1,0,1,14,5,0,10,22,213,68,1,0.0842744807088466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687774380127861,0.0,0.0,0.06739427177533337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836914105056175,0.0,0.0,0.08357763963468569,0.0,0.0,0.13870143394451867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137294123266302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830245238518952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345726307382136,0.0932481099780976,0.0,0.05435006820336695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880488954318652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624205323989494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464217591693155,0.0,0.0,0.16698749908990834,0.0,0.07100488472575206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944648017558929,0.0,0.12783512883364329,0.12041141171447495,0.08091671748388607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302205094875335,0.0,0.0,0.08084376106981411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291291249655588,0.0,0.0,0.07452364497008644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490703063251275,0.0,0.0,0.2778903037770541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905111603429215,0.20586127202947996,0.0,0.0,0.14916052692815754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164714981471203,0.0760610091351382,0.0,0.0,0.08544109603598593,0.08466504313213104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726708647635653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649976748796007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425909114063561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685062755361332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071165690094828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797678062699301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531203709747481,0.08529027367714813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971272131081208,0.0,0.08433534273094051,0.0,0.0,0.2595144501131149,0.1666992326278825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730170915586955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679646608597183,0.3239981063030518,0.0,0.2007135723959419,0.09828225483749964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057216840479105975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727860930737982,0.0,0.0,0.09941454439716492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577287911551253,0.0,0.07604461078278359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959851942776786,0.0,0.0,0.10854000505822543
lonely,Lovecraft99,2018/12/16,Just gone back home and I hate it I am 21. Just finished my first term at uni and I associate my home with being alone. I spent 2 years shut in here and I can't do it anymore. What can I do to get out and about. There are not many activities or clubs to join here and I can't drive yet. I get very isolated here and I don't know what to do. I don't really have any friends and I don't know any girls. It makes me panicky  just lying down in bed here.,-1.8562605042016784,0.025928107843141042,0.6710364145658296,103.22823529411764,96.35294117647058,4.4829131652661065,14.148459383753499,6.1826913282559595,-0.9893775910364146,345,7,93,4,14,116,60,102,0.145,0.7979999999999999,0.057,-0.8238,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,11,2,1,0,0,0,13,0,0,1,0,17,21,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,5,9,0,0,2,1,1,2,6,1,0,1,2,0,14,1,10,18,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,6,62,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581478272117091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33899709045713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471890217297602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165786254678907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201192027134727,0.0,0.0,0.19256992952942595,0.0,0.2604456722239243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460827698283213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5000361395469362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739625599984367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637630857517322,0.2527003758058844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967593060404148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565735124437665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605088262013519
lonely,meowpuppyOG,2018/12/16,Not Always Sunny in California I’ve become Mac’s mother in Its Always Sunny Un Philadelphia. All I have is TV. ,3.12409090909091,5.2961132272727305,6.936363636363637,64.9245454545455,75.81818181818181,8.036363636363637,20.090909090909093,8.841846274778883,1.821472727272728,89,2,14,2,2,34,18,22,0.215,0.785,0.0,-0.5667,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8332082099517524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.55295938265753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,epilithic,2018/12/16,"I don’t know if I genuinely like somebody or just want to have any semblance of a relationship with a person who seems good enough Feel like an ass for saying that but, I wouldn’t want to lead someone on and waste their time if I’m just a needy person. I guess I shouldn’t idealize people. ",6.703500000000003,5.357258350000002,6.7633333333333345,82.19500000000005,65.5,10.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.0085,231,6,50,3,3,74,45,60,0.154,0.662,0.184,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,1,0,18,11,5,0,7,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,6,9,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,5,3,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133574488368606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27552772105409057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482967299440482,0.19049964686214574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236590438189393,0.0,0.0,0.29375249082337856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654758487917033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605500529614254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486622627901247,0.4656688051612407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28628957310181885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205616308777656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427543047764913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259374124400147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548970461168007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31456213877018097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PeskyRat,2018/12/16,"Lonely for one person I hate it that I feel lonely because this one person is not in my life anymore. I caught myself a couple of times today wanting to share what I saw in a museum with him because I knew he would have appreciated it. And it’s not that I don’t have other people in my life with who I could share it, but I wanted to share those thoughts with him. I am not lonely but I feel lonely because he left a hole in the fabric of my life. ",5.292812499999997,4.033900156250001,6.648,81.59700000000002,68.27083333333334,8.513333333333334,26.49166666666667,6.742157984588678,1.095344166666666,349,7,76,2,5,120,54,96,0.134,0.778,0.08800000000000001,-0.6369,0,8,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,4,0,7,3,0,0,0,17,16,3,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,11,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,5,0,2,4,3,16,3,12,10,0,8,0,4,1,0,10,5,0,0,2,58,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683681831056072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814111917349337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651926816333773,0.2307691682326306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090977149585247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20591115574697896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266025183506634,0.0,0.4419391507911475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826531384035312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144590180617827,0.3642154546105724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557441634542094,0.12161380110655592,0.0,0.19769177452470604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24602977718420585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815599999432644,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,upkicktotheface,2018/12/16,"Alone in marriage I know it’s kind of inconsiderate to say you’re lonely when you’re married, but hear me out. My wife has feelings for another man. They’re already talking and she’s planning to visit him. We don’t live in a place with young single people and I truly have no one to talk to. I talk to her about it as much as possible, but that isn’t the easiest for obvious reasons. I’m not trying to be a pity party, I guess I’m just putting myself out there. If you read this, I appreciate you.",1.3591428571428563,3.2768049619047623,3.6764285714285694,87.40607142857144,80.33333333333333,6.485714285714287,23.833333333333336,7.554174236665415,1.0996476190476192,391,14,84,6,10,135,77,105,0.10300000000000001,0.753,0.14400000000000002,0.8096,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,16,11,8,0,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,6,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,3,14,1,17,10,2,9,0,2,0,0,15,5,0,2,2,56,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22024056296661232,0.2346638115491112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229813523709228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752188516248164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342571993467266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23967123757074746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144154254225928,0.1168665045480832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187773244731011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632171732402794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409668206784412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742426285657606,0.0,0.22217327841774315,0.0,0.0,0.23973015620123564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21377129988799207,0.0,0.0,0.21270686508194436,0.0,0.0,0.21863891678661634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910727371167456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127584031740063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437492903911514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,marpena2000,2018/12/16,"How many times will I do my makeup just to stay home? It feels like every night of every weekend. I am trying so hard to find something to do or someone to be with, but I am never successful. So many times I put on a full face in hopes I’ll have plans by the end of the night, and that way I’ll be ready to go, just in case! Friends give me false hope that they can make plans, only to ghost me. My post on snapchat to see if anyone wants to hang out is viewed and ignored. It really feels like no one wants my presence. My own best friend replaced me with someone new not long ago, but I wasn’t surprised as she’s done it to others. I just wish I knew why I’m so easily thrown aside. It’s confusing because I have plenty of “friends”... but it’s just people I know. They say they love me and say hi in the hallways, but at the end of the day no one is wanting to spend time with me outside of school. I don’t think that I do anything wrong to make people not like me... I just wish I knew how to make new friends. The worst is when you realize you never have plans when you stop being the person to ask first. It’s Saturday night and I’m sitting in my bed with a full face of makeup and no plans, for what feels like the hundredth time. I’m so tired of this feeling. ",3.04345996732026,3.361120216911768,3.9687745098039215,93.52295751633987,72.93382352941177,6.9267973856209135,23.93464052287581,6.42735559955562,0.3976439542483652,977,24,235,6,18,315,136,272,0.128,0.6779999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.9722,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,3,7,13,18,0,1,10,0,19,4,2,5,2,50,45,20,1,8,13,0,5,4,4,1,1,2,2,1,12,10,0,2,10,1,1,3,9,4,0,3,4,9,31,14,35,37,5,39,0,0,2,1,18,10,0,5,26,146,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775911539008359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922435503710356,0.0,0.08147003951009542,0.0,0.09255331148023342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035057364510061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038962730255376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384796577771318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013132061445953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537240526307404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682655974070842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023312330034035,0.2121807004627363,0.0,0.0,0.09048584453418558,0.08421087390008294,0.0,0.0,0.3059541563850824,0.0,0.0,0.09497154025295863,0.05626500002440196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868615990888451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930686972453726,0.19666223619310505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544087958918652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346909964952705,0.0,0.0,0.08761347072334205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935298278020902,0.0,0.1982533952353249,0.20074455676131006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527125708772003,0.19123309571974065,0.0,0.2787194263419155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341723532100441,0.07529532418640658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727075449530401,0.08644454630254335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481635033817733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995241456747688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342308319157552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574603976526513,0.0,0.10019509919534918,0.07889161060612046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677677945756743,0.07621641645252683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552273791500497,0.0,0.08276993131534566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343635094708616,0.0,0.0,0.23091496481442955,0.1137879964222682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721571827931065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518146632474454,0.07858301452210284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933371874845049,0.0,0.2276943503658543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824291824736246,0.0,0.0
lonely,DCrouchelli,2018/12/16,I miss being touched I used to have dreams about sex or lust but now in my mid twenties I just have dreams about cuddling or sitting with a your arm around a girl watching a movie. Shit hurts,6.6769230769230745,5.598241948717952,5.327820512820511,91.59634615384618,65.41025641025641,7.800000000000002,32.32051282051282,3.1291,1.197451282051282,152,5,34,0,2,44,31,39,0.237,0.64,0.12300000000000001,-0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,0,3,5,2,1,0,7,5,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,6,4,0,5,0,2,1,3,2,3,1,2,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604342740038469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.553693284782008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5309175332506532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44671086688920186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,StarblindMark89,2018/12/16,"I keep messing up and losing people No matter how hard I try. Some leave. Some believe that since they'll kill themselves nothing matters.

I can't even make friends, I go years and years without anyone at all.

I hate everything about me.

I hate that being gay means that numbers are against me.
I hate that being European means less people in my continent on these places.
I hate that not playing on pc but console means that places like discord have less people to play with. 

In October I failed my suicide attempt. And somehow, other than feeling like I had a high after surviving, I have been feeling worse and worse.

I don't know what I'm doing, other than making another mistake.. But if there's anybody out there.. I use discord as my main chat platform.

Maybe.. ",3.8964403183023855,6.201366813793102,4.140689655172416,85.24212201591514,73.9655172413793,6.116710875331565,29.77453580901857,7.010146845296331,1.7926816976127316,608,27,107,6,13,189,97,145,0.29100000000000004,0.609,0.1,-0.9828,0,0,0,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,1,4,6,14,5,0,1,0,11,1,0,4,1,29,27,9,2,2,5,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,6,3,0,1,5,9,0,0,2,3,19,5,16,22,6,15,0,2,0,1,3,11,0,4,5,76,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250339245630266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835646058279242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236865555456513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346205422752967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135675757103646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778660094971822,0.09027427647786948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762830706147643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181542181479739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319708487032586,0.4990321027596754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351022231799214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231789241854384,0.13980274879905938,0.0,0.06944620324739878,0.0,0.0,0.13380094831865255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346987464173145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136869522158665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686975467148408,0.0,0.12694935476455255,0.4129414518149483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124941036455547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628141064420234,0.0,0.2640464127647696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452938617744624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822141481085534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579268032915263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091376937838545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218101298163254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575508800324807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274820278280494
lonely,Pyruus7,2019/09/18,"So lonely it hurts. I'm 19, and in college. I should be having the time of my life, but I usually spend a lot of time in my room. I think it's ok, to an extent, I'm very introverted, but then I get so lonely. It's as if I can't decide if I want to be alone or not, and it's confusing the hell out of me.",0.4516438356164407,0.3760443013698662,4.005369863013701,92.3502465753425,78.58904109589041,7.4838356164383555,20.07945205479452,7.554174236665415,0.2051610958904111,226,4,64,3,5,86,47,73,0.24100000000000002,0.695,0.064,-0.9217,0,5,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,4,1,5,1,0,0,0,15,10,11,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,9,1,9,7,2,8,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,5,4,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726197875009775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796828950266287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851480152408373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541206702437115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058689802911512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305301528566623,0.0,0.0,0.4195769565935791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962428119544874,0.29685316102175435,0.21220540802745425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sp4cel0ver,2019/09/18,"how do i stop fantasizing i dont know im just so sad n depressed i guess. i want to be touched so badly and loved. im so lonely and sad. i just wish i were attractive. im sad and alone. i have nobody. i wish i were so many things. intelligent whatsoever. nobody knows im this sad. im all alone. when my parents die ill truly be alone. i dreamt abt my college tutor last night. he was touching me. sexually. romantically. again im making everything up in my head and ill never get any of it. its not even him as a person. i dont even know him. he just fits the look i like n then i cast, i project everything onto this fake image of him. god im so sad. im so alone. i cant feel any connection with anyone is this rly all there is to life? im so jealous of attractive people and all they can get in life. im small minded n petty n consumed with anger n jealousy. im so easily irritable. im all alone. everyday im just filled with this immense sense of doom n hopelessness like the worlds ending. its terrifying and bleak",-1.5148358281023668,0.32252535321101305,1.8033317238049271,92.35155480444232,105.10091743119268,5.047030420086915,16.746016417189765,6.7183091564049375,0.15851192660550462,789,24,179,15,38,280,113,218,0.315,0.547,0.13699999999999998,-0.9931,1,7,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,1,0,18,18,2,0,3,0,13,6,1,2,5,31,26,18,1,3,5,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,8,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,13,0,0,3,4,23,5,14,21,4,17,1,9,1,1,9,7,0,1,11,92,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182324474834374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357992004128979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042969173875949986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051310458145381946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052929141636394936,0.0,0.06377822598392655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404427107220788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442887384615997,0.0,0.0,0.08117789002619072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045949272257607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031072343997301525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421302445464018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769710437039296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306822453436398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8629333425816539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131843091086386,0.05009217252161918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681175349290937,0.06004539426917178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160481138614366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546348321135927,0.0,0.04102017084785708,0.062303417341366976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062049733626981775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04739612963926226,0.0,0.0,0.057669219100086974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823597821057448,0.0,0.0,0.04260358160671971,0.053658148764415166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137722942284182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04082645959089234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03624640914466792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133520097367222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ValWenis,2019/09/18,"if i have just one social interaction in a day, i spend the rest of it thinking about it just one social interaction makes me so happy",3.985555555555553,5.3091773703703735,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,71.5925925925926,8.362962962962964,24.61111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.7133111111111106,107,3,21,2,2,37,21,27,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.6948,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22253801354068625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673275065705893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303331892460801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676491817984426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7034994711982692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211033562945881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rgase,2019/09/18,"I really wish I had someone to talk to. All my friends are the casual friends that I would spend time with if they are around, but not people that I would go out of my way for or people that I feel like I can talk to. I just want someone to talk to and who will actually care. I know I could talk to my family but I also feel like with people I'm closer with it would be harder to talk to them about this stuff. I feel like I'm happy a lot, I have no reason to not to be happy. But then I also feel this huge amount of sadness right with me wherever I go and when I stop doing stuff I have too much time to think about it. But I feel like I have no one that would care.",2.267919463087249,2.496985355704698,4.000865771812084,92.9168691275168,74.63758389261744,7.302281879194631,19.59798657718121,7.1686216300943375,0.02191758389261756,514,7,130,5,10,174,73,149,0.07400000000000001,0.6609999999999999,0.265,0.9846,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,8,12,0,0,2,0,16,0,0,1,1,35,31,12,0,8,9,0,5,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,1,8,1,1,2,4,1,0,1,1,5,24,11,22,22,4,13,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,3,9,97,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.10761374421400026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637580661096344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816927139015316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22486803915690265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804663834537868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395866484086036,0.0,0.2787950094187701,0.3151255931231594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039836467645195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534510537077426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347823066858559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060604960910024284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550168551534224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375295189829108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106575621856371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472606302170029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22935506770297626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064581038069513,0.11338238493999915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417534274975403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868734726720888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219591004846908,0.0,0.0,0.2524799202776211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443179493571394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066058909047734,0.0,0.0,0.12860597433484558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504380860202813,0.08753218014177687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681228262045732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133484285410857,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hgigi11,2019/09/18,I didn’t realise how lonely I am until I broke up with my boyfriend Idk why I thought I’d be fine without him but I did and I broke up with him now I’m lonely af I used to hang out with him and his friends we used to go out to different places and museums I wasn’t a fan of the girls in his group but it was alright he was around and that’s all I needed to have a good time but now that it’s over I have no one expect one other friend who lives so far away from me. I miss having my boyfriend run errands with me going to my laser appointments going to places doing paper work I always had someone with me now I do it all alone and I hate it,-0.8589492900608491,1.0867921517241401,1.4081947261663288,100.15833671399595,89.55172413793102,4.239350912778905,16.8052738336714,5.5289334501034215,-0.7941237322515211,502,12,125,3,17,168,85,145,0.159,0.7140000000000001,0.127,-0.4404,1,5,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,1,6,11,1,0,3,1,13,0,0,3,2,26,23,11,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,14,0,0,1,1,0,5,4,6,0,2,7,0,26,5,23,15,2,21,0,5,0,0,12,11,0,0,5,91,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318530133174395,0.0,0.0,0.16323907130425744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464349970504067,0.0,0.0,0.18431936956147146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049683487687688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031393258776525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33448411447176396,0.16454808475059465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368902802777388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323222751884082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546640613763445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658758892774707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099366975375376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622430220441378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574652889432414,0.11439525384450873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388763763018692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702366654868873,0.0,0.0,0.1891123678624188,0.0,0.14282277257655224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheLoneIyStoner,2019/09/18,"Nothing but complete emptiness. I don’t particularly know where i’m going with this but I felt like I just needed to get my thoughts out there some how. Even if no one reads this it will at least help put my mind at a little ease.

I would say I’m a fairly average guy, there isn’t anything noticeable about me you could pick out of a crowd. Im 21, have a decently paid job, a car etc.. yet underneath I’m so incredibly lonely.
The one friend that I did have decided I’m no longer worth his time and cut all contact without giving me a reason, I’ve tried reaching out to ask why but to no avail. Also a couple of months ago my girlfriend of 4 years and I decided to call it off as we started to realise we wanted different things and kind of ended on bad terms.

I suffer from extremely bad social anxiety so engaging with people can be a really difficult task. I spend all of my free time alone and have got myself into a routine that is slowly killing my soul. Wake up, work, home, shower, get high, watch whatever show I find interesting at the time and fall asleep.

I don’t have any co-workers I can even try to befriend as I work in a lone position. The few times that I really pushed myself out my comfort zone to try and make friends I was left feeling like no one would give me even a minute of their time in the end.

Is it so hard just to ask for a couple of decent people I could maybe develop some sort of social life with? Not everyone understands how it can be living with poor mental health and like to make judgments.

I have no goals or aspirations, No particular interests or hobbies and can’t really commit to much due to my working patterns. I feel like i’ll never have friends or relationships again and that this is my life now just on a constant loop where nothing gets better. 

If anyone actually took the time to read this irrelevant nonsense then I thank you.
Hope you have a great day.",3.929546810891459,5.156406877284597,5.118533196568446,82.72827349869455,71.61096605744126,8.395710555762776,26.99449832152182,8.841846274778883,1.9582451324132788,1506,51,304,28,28,499,217,383,0.161,0.669,0.171,0.6629,3,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,3,1,5,21,25,2,0,19,0,26,5,2,6,4,63,54,26,1,9,13,0,4,4,4,3,3,1,2,1,13,20,0,0,10,3,5,6,13,8,0,3,7,6,38,18,45,40,9,47,1,3,1,0,24,20,0,9,25,197,51,7,0.0,0.0,0.08225259576313018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471592336874283,0.0,0.0,0.08729659406835069,0.0,0.06740480981090251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057318497923514074,0.0,0.0644798278181605,0.0,0.0,0.05893589039968044,0.0,0.06936156092535724,0.0,0.15759516484054928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075334779969698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745455841147339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606712294817641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837400598375318,0.09108501477592827,0.0,0.13459367304836836,0.1865253812446495,0.0,0.0543585665955422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806266310628978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930769452706386,0.0,0.09400301933013087,0.1670136099174113,0.0,0.0,0.08054046947912065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523674509418963,0.12043023972027055,0.0809293699426859,0.0,0.07703739259587067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536130692412848,0.0,0.13211046769538354,0.16171280424171955,0.047902618565370716,0.0,0.0674125400873072,0.09292744072797568,0.0,0.0834580333055554,0.0,0.0,0.07550518596463686,0.0,0.0,0.08959383919888023,0.0,0.0,0.056496240584427225,0.08905453860272179,0.08454739357100058,0.08371666295641565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104513469164983,0.0,0.0836424949652941,0.0,0.0932518055436917,0.0877726254818534,0.04632229263447567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915787872575489,0.0,0.1190697313388613,0.16471476905141078,0.08447837667954129,0.07442754641280636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252533270687752,0.0,0.08467828169399225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494213479764266,0.0,0.08510650707241027,0.0,0.067277604624728,0.0,0.06196112703985356,0.06249823055086795,0.06500783817377613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175256258879622,0.0959620575164691,0.0,0.0,0.17134649573584312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168688987810782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473237689923051,0.0,0.0,0.16862093527634928,0.0,0.16199049645684824,0.0866617507200914,0.0,0.0904934011321705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702892886017307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718413058812905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965923830073535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760075126729439,0.0,0.0,0.05599697482670341,0.0,0.0,0.06691498558866629,0.29489286792173586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364668960625797,0.1716773613934851,0.0,0.0,0.08774642475097261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049715044624764615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760565014196606,0.0,0.0,0.08125029469349207,0.0,0.24544967612544055,0.0,0.0,0.11975106810961103,0.0,0.0,0.05427848840190167
lonely,screwnutbolt360,2019/09/18,I just want someone to hold me and tell me itll all be okay. It doesnt feel like it will. I daydream about having a girlfriend who at the end a hard day just hugs me and makes me feel safe. I'm not good at dating apps and I don't meet alot of new people. It feels like itll never happen,-0.08727272727272606,1.2871239090909157,1.9303030303030293,100.81545454545456,82.63636363636364,4.4,15.545454545454547,3.1291,-1.3198909090909088,222,3,58,0,6,74,48,66,0.12300000000000001,0.735,0.142,0.3125,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,1,7,1,0,1,2,16,14,3,0,1,3,0,4,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,7,6,5,10,2,7,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,7,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783945920362604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449998861376752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195964496465493,0.39522939674955604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320125796089001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446108290379309,0.0,0.24779381963850355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27028144658327874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464348932661234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21334349848586834,0.267157689984404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917708727945671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23437604397881664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417747876414899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631554262622274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,themix669108,2019/09/18,I love meetings at work and try to make up as many as I can Just so I don't have to be alone and isolated in my little office,8.799,2.224471566666669,9.876666666666667,77.68500000000002,66.66666666666666,13.333333333333336,36.66666666666666,8.841846274778883,2.8166666666666664,97,2,26,1,1,35,25,30,0.13699999999999998,0.73,0.133,0.2263,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,4,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,7,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475132433608961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330660634036266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899766264610683,0.0,0.2884223441781185,0.43806979123889855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29335964222034905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31456548166923426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gizzledrizzle,2019/09/18,"SCREENLESS SUNDAYS!! We wonder why there is a pandemic of loneliness in modern culture while we spend our lives staring into screens instead of interacting with each other.

There is a direct correlation between screen time and negative mental, physical, psychological effects.

Furthermore, reducing our screen time and redirecting our attention to more useful pursuits can increase productivity and feelings of self-worth.

If this resonates join me with Screenless Sundays. 

I've already been doing this for a month and experienced great results.  AMA",9.90919327731092,13.306267717647064,8.719831932773115,54.17352941176475,60.05882352941178,10.974789915966387,46.26050420168068,10.914260884657429,6.654697478991598,456,29,49,13,7,141,67,85,0.07,0.797,0.133,0.7075,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,0,17,8,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,10,7,3,10,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,2,7,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437465162782125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575030815543279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34342837140108123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750590229505105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139173831578844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24863525786393956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249610368279613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632747463138637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26903482770393866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28107908936692244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378070082063145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway737479,2019/09/18,Feel like no one likes me I try to talk to people but they quickly tel me they are busy and stop messaging/ leave the conversation and walk away. I don't have a real friend,-0.9344047619047622,0.8222134166666706,0.8379365079365115,98.21500000000002,109.27777777777777,4.27936507936508,13.476190476190474,6.1826913282559595,-0.6751142857142858,137,3,31,2,7,44,31,36,0.23600000000000002,0.67,0.094,-0.6696,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,3,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32488867752808154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484589845203824,0.2470382162225529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671627374959606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661502356059206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378789482316483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343217271724443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23973284744622264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935939179253318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891026772615999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779393967293617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23477419637543426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,napricotcat,2019/09/18,"Sad to be alone, but scared of men I don't know if this is the right place to talk about this, it's my first post on reddit. Maybe point me in the right direction if I'm wrong..

I've been trying to buy my first house for over a year and today my home loan went unconditional. I should be celebrating with someone and it's made me realise how alone I am. I have one close friend but she lives in another state and timezone. I have work friends, and I have family close by, but they all have their own things going on. I'm nobodies most important person. I'm not sure that I ever will be. My first boyfriend, who I genuinely loved, raped me when I was 17 and I've been scared of men who show any sexual interest in me ever since. I haven't had sex in the 11 years since then. I've never been in a long term relationship and I haven't been on a date since 2014. I've filled my life up with other things and 90% of the time I feel like it's enough. Right now I feel this crushing emptiness, like no achievement is worth anything without my own person to share it with. It's so fucking illogical to be scared of loneliness and scared of closeness at the same time. Does anyone else feel this way? Has anyone worked past it?",2.43809523809524,4.039690746031749,3.3717460317460315,92.26214285714286,76.06349206349206,6.863492063492062,21.12698412698413,7.62386473244151,0.4975507936507939,956,23,217,13,21,305,141,252,0.16,0.708,0.132,-0.7701,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,6,7,16,2,4,8,0,23,5,0,2,5,35,35,17,0,3,7,0,3,2,2,2,1,0,1,4,16,14,0,0,4,1,3,3,7,8,0,4,8,3,26,8,28,21,7,43,0,1,0,4,15,19,1,3,20,134,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21901243699561931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190122392019194,0.11086897147719796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786021288338458,0.10833468506636193,0.08700823127296621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252657752179157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832532002573618,0.0,0.0,0.1092491741241505,0.0,0.0,0.191280864142374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967449541589936,0.0,0.160383467395387,0.07553479196580015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698061484709017,0.0,0.0,0.16337619422892152,0.09774731031652294,0.0,0.0,0.060089796987148676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605757822071718,0.0,0.0,0.12200025763778186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058107411322126615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468147042632489,0.10331039648257856,0.0,0.09336308302423817,0.09356928226822793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095427043332984,0.1000459497799241,0.0,0.0,0.10622176633765416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154685308288201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164657835406488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009329307164986,0.0,0.18464179279172466,0.11046718752928507,0.0,0.09995069070407152,0.0,0.10126180112703198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351634348105814,0.0,0.2708830413579431,0.0,0.0,0.4234237556424866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623872186168707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958617890928443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996509344891155,0.0,0.0,0.08498318532278859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048696918892714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330608149805235,0.0,0.10022134757419364,0.0,0.0,0.07178492604634253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392495134139133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801440274186887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192164561140328,0.0,0.15394796412655126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156010837991584,0.0,0.13617557647244807
lonely,btaf137,2019/09/18,"Never been in a relationship and I'm getting more and more curious. I 19 (M) have never been in a relationship and recently I cant stop thinking about it. I've always been pretty shy and I would consider myself to be pretty introverted. I end up always avoiding talking to people if possible because any time I do make an effort to try and get to know somebody I'm just super awkward. It's really frustrating and I dont know how I should approach this subject. Throughout high school I just figured ""This is just how I am and I'll just have to deal with it."" But ever since I've been out of high school and living on my own, I cant stop thinking about how it must feel to have someone really care about you. How it must feel to hold hands with someone special to you. Honestly, I just want to hug someone. I want to be able to develop a real connection with somebody but I feel like my lack of skill in social communication holds me back from this. Any advice would be very much appreciated.",3.0908021390374323,5.00010067676768,4.864474153297685,80.9314171122995,75.06060606060606,7.689126559714795,26.79857397504456,8.4952907291091,2.0096609625668447,786,30,151,15,17,267,106,198,0.049,0.7959999999999999,0.155,0.9476,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,3,14,9,1,2,4,0,21,2,1,5,5,50,36,15,0,9,8,0,4,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,5,8,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,4,19,6,26,24,5,18,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,10,107,27,2,0.12574095007084768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287260113816455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925308671287773,0.0,0.0,0.1710163157781638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966870290788368,0.0,0.0766505160778852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820127879225487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963339825645434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473674570133029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136915987148978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137398881443302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073520734591914,0.08982935985484339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138891329138244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657044348141223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820787549801042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143067678389804,0.0,0.1110315625935552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393306056676984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243406624121878,0.0,0.19395834475665005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717294251700884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417540282799636,0.0,0.2558475018191864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312072937792097,0.16110574479285233,0.0,0.12415401869371688,0.2699974462783432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25451310892127343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401421326973027,0.0,0.0,0.12817706366599918,0.3196196968506701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025012913253074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106581268441246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113944721672874,0.0,0.0,0.07332055916824591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536985124536861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374945246604353,0.14833054037493182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786455264924543,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,metalictea,2019/09/18,"Drifted with my best friend I want things to go back to normal but I just accepted the fact that it won't happen. Yk I was a pretty good friend in my opinion in the mornings ill go all the way from my station to hers just to see her and escape my shitty ass family and when i couldn't go to her station ill go to the station where she switches at. Then we'll go back to school. I gave her chocolate once when she was on the time of the month. I cooked for her bcause she was craving food one time. Ig ppl just drift naturally and it sucks.
I tried to talk to her but ik she doesnt want to have things back like b4. Ik this bcause i saw on my friends dm that she said to him she ignored my message bcause she didnt want to. He said maybe he wants things back like b4. She said "" i dont want to tho"" and that shit got my crying so much.",0.6408532643826739,2.3057893296703327,1.9413380736910173,100.21248545572077,81.52747252747254,4.94169360051713,18.398190045248867,5.5289334501034215,-0.6789874595992247,646,14,162,3,17,206,98,182,0.151,0.672,0.177,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,12,11,2,0,7,0,10,6,2,0,2,22,29,11,0,7,5,0,0,2,3,2,2,3,0,0,9,5,2,1,1,1,0,7,5,3,0,1,10,5,32,8,22,16,3,24,0,0,2,1,27,6,3,1,12,102,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38322034010632977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075370217910567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686064388148908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602322445753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117456122057968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065954325148145,0.0,0.2887830151130744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540481694896657,0.10450352470277872,0.09964919302267006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017805094026896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174065680977815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251714061868059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944973146939314,0.0,0.09159091617523983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207565313500772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268852950287954,0.08442810988986915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267568767969882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555522391962793,0.0,0.0,0.12609576627233252,0.09928527614351614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278939368599604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001439269544187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483241254208017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530351117899665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459113838941458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674438073040807,0.09889690725127144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tomobedient,2019/09/18,"Help. My dad has a biopsy coming up and I feel horrible/worried Hello, I’m 21 M and my dad has a biopsy coming up as they’ve spotted a lump under the skin beneath his arm. They’ve said it’s good that he’s not showing any symptoms and that the lump hasn’t changed size in the 6 months he’s had it. They’ve also said that the lump could just be fatty tissue or there because of his rheumatoid arthritis. But I’m worried sick and I don’t know what to do. Please help me",-0.14088235294117624,1.9895652058823536,1.8387254901960801,97.01926470588238,88.11764705882355,3.7921568627450974,19.284313725490197,4.7782277997778095,-0.5262509803921569,369,11,83,1,12,122,65,102,0.057999999999999996,0.8290000000000001,0.113,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,0,8,7,2,0,0,13,16,8,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,4,7,1,8,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,1,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916076805881265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523515330844124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656970193797488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369994027281142,0.3859727583547976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788737770112515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132788651191936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879099911375208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30033197583191634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312381786878628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882265896956476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459232352248231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262173185470367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328582238031159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455036985956056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jaal0504,2019/09/18,"I never had a girlfriend Hi everyone. I'm 17,5yo and I never had a real gf. I wanna change it. I'm in high school and I see many nice girl, but I'm shy and I don't know what should I talk at start. Anyone help me?",-3.6696000000000017,-2.667542759999998,0.04800000000000182,103.62400000000004,116.6,2.8000000000000003,9.0,4.935628992294339,-1.9454,162,2,43,1,10,58,35,50,0.057999999999999996,0.815,0.127,0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,10,10,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,7,1,3,7,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,3,24,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271388657785414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066894768474104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770242628760914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432254994774525,0.3063089658123357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932858418615126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939262437954271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471975037574662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329984425233448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934073992174632,0.2310230986736035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052018894463332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23302106029206726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cool_Refrigerator,2019/09/18,"Literally can’t speak up One of my biggest issues of making friends is not able to actually have a conversation with someone without them saying “huh?” or “what?”. Like I physically cannot project my voice loud enough for other people to hear me, especially in places where there are a lot of people around making noise. It’s so discouraging trying to have a conversation when I can’t even speak how I want to because I’m trying so hard to get the other person to even hear me. Literally any places that have loud music I’m so fucked. Any tips?",4.6005,6.248311180952385,5.8239880952380965,76.68455357142858,70.52380952380952,8.29761904761905,26.458333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.0005476190476195,434,14,81,8,8,145,70,105,0.111,0.823,0.065,-0.7823,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,10,4,1,0,4,1,8,1,0,3,0,11,17,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,0,1,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,9,8,2,15,17,2,8,0,1,0,1,10,7,1,2,2,54,13,1,0.17902366966900182,0.0,0.17470127712212954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24348446871627255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936902122747146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091311673925968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497930681149471,0.0,0.2364868908078705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831324309885726,0.16550449786001142,0.09353247847257576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037004419110099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035453735219276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868541993248539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746192216543065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219952200557482,0.0,0.0,0.2389993792912723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131107173670287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482249427326069,0.1563165630901306,0.3740832631166847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423668076047473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168617435677886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430906405658855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559279871411947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257242908636772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Allinde2019,2019/09/18,"25F - because Finland is cold and I need some warmth! Hey Reddit I'm Maija from Finland 🤗

I've been single for a while now and I'm looking for someone to feel special with, cuddle, watch Netflix with and then some 😜

In my daily life I'm a vet nurse and obviously this means I love animals 😜 Cats, dogs, rabbits, guinea pigs, birds, snakes..you name it!! I had two darling pet rabbits myself but they've passed away within the last two years.

I enjoy working out, Reddit, light gaming, reading, beaches and sauna (I'm still Finnish).

Who am I looking for? I wish I knew 🙃😂
What matters to me is that you're open, kind and don't take life too seriously.

Xx .. Maija",0.23714285714285666,2.651867000000003,1.9565413533834608,93.50293233082712,93.28571428571428,3.702255639097745,21.285714285714285,5.399115186594226,0.02773082706766949,513,19,104,3,19,167,97,133,0.016,0.802,0.182,0.9651,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,0,1,21,19,9,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,10,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,6,10,4,12,16,3,12,0,0,3,2,5,5,0,2,6,53,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204756316979387,0.0,0.0,0.13758137035893075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411800183089893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350262583202217,0.0,0.183971271560082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31882962691542466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790533447208598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369824301673556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24584765019203025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673497311646658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257557369105362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123035362970972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802400476006919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969429682190332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44094177763281467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25953772146840143,0.0,0.0,0.16430840102190833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533996182003153
lonely,TLunchFTW,2019/09/18,"Am I just a bad person I know we're conditioned not to think we're ""the bad guy"" but I can't help but think I am.
I'm only capable of thinking about myself. How things people say make me feel. How I can relate. I want to find love. Someone who looks forward to seeing or hearing from me every day. Someone to share my life with...  But people just saying things like ""you matter"" don't make me feel any better. Am I a bad person for not finding solace in these comments. Idk. I feel terrible right now. I can't help but think it's all self inflicted...
Some will say recognizing the idea proves that I'm not the bad guy, but I think it's perfectly possible to be self aware and still unable to change",1.163333333333334,3.329958111111111,2.904,91.34100000000002,82.47222222222223,5.7844444444444445,19.322222222222226,7.0316486544052195,0.2975505555555551,544,14,116,7,15,180,88,144,0.16,0.669,0.172,0.4545,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,7,10,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,4,3,35,27,9,0,1,11,0,3,1,0,1,1,4,0,6,7,2,0,0,13,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,0,9,16,5,12,25,2,6,0,0,2,1,17,3,0,2,5,67,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307368193732083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079973924762701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080414939142832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923016003167975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878375106676022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292592719158923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530484506352585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233059162970305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24191722969403945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376843467018127,0.0,0.16376391186063116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790492085688097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713650120522921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628594038530217,0.05968170324707129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258448884397316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025508904914456,0.0,0.16308685743398574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290895966592426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938213800821475,0.2133325794807344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771819378847006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043248426710222,0.0,0.29144203625990306,0.0,0.0,0.09734651582929396,0.0,0.25488117009874645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701326978663054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755794750180373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231670559173386,0.3913792413526975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720537340348399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pathless_Nishirov,2019/09/18,"How do you make real friends (not school friends)? I’m 14 and I feel like I’m leftout of everything. I see everyone in my class hanging out with each other outside of highschool and it hurts. I can’t ‘deepen’ my relationship with people past talking in school. I’m not the introvert type neither the spazzing loud type kid. Sometimes I really want to reach out to people and just talk or do something, but I’m afraid to do it because it may not be soon enough and I could sound awkward or desesperate.

Plus, the constant pressure and dissapointment coming from my mom because of this is making me go insane.


I’m aware that being a interesting guy is part of people liking you. And I feel like I can be genuinely interesting and talk about a lot of topics (not being a cocky smartass, but being somewhat of a Jack-Of-All-Trades in a convo). 

Please, help me; give me some advice. I just want to be a normal teenager with friends to talk to and hang out with.",3.7944563279857415,5.533947090909095,4.858096256684494,82.4369483065954,72.7433155080214,7.125704099821746,27.974688057041,7.793537801064563,1.7549881639928704,754,29,143,10,15,247,106,187,0.083,0.7490000000000001,0.168,0.9384,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,0,5,12,0,3,9,0,15,0,0,3,0,42,30,14,0,4,10,1,2,3,3,1,0,2,0,2,6,18,0,0,2,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,0,5,16,8,25,22,7,13,0,1,1,0,15,6,0,6,6,98,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311441160171968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636209224869079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560620306089255,0.0,0.1450285285621614,0.0,0.10715221600392263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386702146812128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823915994301924,0.12061530004488714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135716723007057,0.19175295194259576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31106063879867657,0.0,0.0,0.12874219818996796,0.0762721102027662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288460013727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995515520757999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366982332744674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966981669274716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409676441483735,0.0,0.0,0.17916650141181012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717992509046766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149295027296767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533153883527902,0.1281143888095243,0.27912370327757696,0.0,0.0,0.14731739923810172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275530398268794,0.08597551565785276,0.0,0.0,0.14408654204064011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27164637498588506,0.1069444524236041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331799364446616,0.1327327264410743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43147736895886657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831582806609526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sammyalhashemi,2019/09/18,"I just moved to Montreal, and I know nobody I just moved to Montreal for work, which is great I guess, but I know absolutely no one. All I've been doing for the past two months is going back and forth in between work, my gym, and my apartment. I am pretty lonely right now. On top of this, it feels like the one person I do know here has been avoiding me. I'm just really lonely right now, that's all. On the bright side, I've been getting more fit as a result of my frequenting to the gym because I have not much else to do. I also have been using my time to continue self-study in topics I'm interested in.",2.3013281249999977,3.5237039765625013,4.152000000000001,88.09300000000002,75.640625,7.307500000000001,21.39375,7.908726449838941,0.7555506250000006,471,11,105,7,10,160,78,128,0.094,0.736,0.17,0.8898,0,6,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,8,7,0,1,5,0,13,0,0,2,2,18,23,6,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,2,0,3,2,3,0,3,4,2,14,4,16,19,4,22,0,2,1,0,1,11,0,1,9,73,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149239530916325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566506634061355,0.0,0.11547880430190315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582499867142266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578484620682637,0.13533355805070138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897281441652812,0.0,0.1076611958168514,0.0,0.0,0.20885454057841266,0.2086857924631852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123282338647148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925491629469659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512065014923364,0.4026822912704654,0.13925771139561202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25673431059965324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808386874823636,0.0,0.16540874829362304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272514462712664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135794856189992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235556741337075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762370760371845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046201560981826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505204997940986,0.0,0.0,0.1636124153355887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27582422877845564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,brokenblueheart,2019/09/18,"💔😢 I’m 38 and I have accepted this is my reality, I will never be married or have a relationship. That doesn’t stop me from crying daily about it though.",-1.8028571428571425,-0.5174400303030264,2.3394805194805173,86.68636363636368,115.96969696969695,5.522077922077923,16.835497835497836,6.868970318607317,0.6680770562770562,121,4,26,3,7,45,30,33,0.16899999999999998,0.764,0.067,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5111360611964468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35888620203106697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4995833418484531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890313170881413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571780176348114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rubencito_,2019/09/18,"Have you ever vibe with someone on the first day only stop talking the next I have this thing that happens To me frequently I’m typically a loner, but I like to make an effort to talk to someone hoping to vibe with them to be friends or something more and our conversation starts off so good, but when I simply tell them I want to be friends, or if they want to chill he’ll I don’t smoke weed and I still offer if they want to smoke and chill and I always get turned down or told they don’t see me like that or ghost me. This is why I hate socializing with people because of this and then they wonder why i am alone  no one ever just want to have deep convos unless it’s with someone they know from there past fml :/",3.0977818181818217,4.137701893333337,3.9668484848484873,90.91009090909093,73.4,6.521212121212122,22.303030303030305,6.574015621080383,0.2982666666666667,564,13,126,4,11,181,92,150,0.11699999999999999,0.708,0.175,0.8677,0,1,3,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,7,2,7,7,1,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,2,30,26,17,1,7,10,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,21,6,20,22,1,16,0,0,1,0,19,4,0,8,14,86,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548537746357485,0.0,0.0,0.12491695241825307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915154851012907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681892330036504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27159532829024385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276971950770405,0.0,0.0,0.2319741250927615,0.0,0.07843469784713833,0.0,0.0,0.12591866094970006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275602598002725,0.0,0.0,0.1482184559417552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491091041831191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250538560084396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466880713566654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021034621605228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596608243831356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172933950393134,0.11417767392402152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331236203972775,0.1040785441554603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963107521559348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303466643765062,0.3816041052547545,0.11557441633201825,0.0,0.0,0.10626003551886858,0.0,0.11989090781567675,0.12551215272067762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413313660033839,0.1312168398908947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973711873490937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345193454225216,0.0,0.0,0.16329410121090449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35419308446547904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709309328273605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628053656625498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CHY4E,2019/01/21,"Iam in my bed crying. Gonna do until 02:30 I feel so lonely and unloved every night. It tears me apart. I don't get enough sleep due to that, what makes my days even worse, and my face even more distressingly. I don't have motivation for my school stuff (exams coming in a few months). Why? For who? For what?
I'am 17 and live with my two older sisters and my mum.
And dunno why I post this here. fml",-1.0443889845094638,0.9569350000000014,0.6546729776247844,100.92834337349396,102.6144578313253,3.3352839931153184,10.747848537005165,5.288315135182226,-1.629044061962134,307,4,72,2,14,98,62,83,0.23199999999999998,0.768,0.0,-0.9616,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,4,2,2,2,0,11,9,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,11,0,8,8,3,11,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,44,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940386956027475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542754527160455,0.14928870402911346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391859317931514,0.0,0.3057873786519716,0.0,0.19503613465175812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704579432209493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094138204974465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044055361265863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545180653423648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847691547744453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723303391887028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216986851552574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23427522438253456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316522211718817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649949947174679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261272533027088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177584966289636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359030376245621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yeehaw37,2019/01/21,just sad i feel invisible and i feel like no one likes me. i hate this feeling so much. no one texts me unless i text first and i don’t get included in any plans with my friends. even my closest friend has stopped talking to me as much as she used to. i feel like i don’t fit in and that they wish i wasn’t friends with them.. i don’t know what to do; i try not to isolate myself but i end up doing it anyway because no one notices. ,0.907812500000002,2.129322489583334,2.733750000000004,96.83625000000002,79.3125,5.633333333333334,23.458333333333336,5.985473137389443,0.15942083333333334,333,11,84,2,8,111,60,96,0.125,0.687,0.188,0.4513,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,4,8,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,17,16,8,0,1,4,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,2,0,4,1,4,20,6,12,15,2,8,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,61,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125321292977756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233947753562096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632233398250251,0.0,0.0,0.12171964431483692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727236229628104,0.2633089474100463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675419478836014,0.0,0.0,0.4271384015370761,0.0,0.0962822080553834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194498868911524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127916496334052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700995565724745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709438954717601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098116587217155,0.0,0.0,0.37463236425835017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407195454852185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481226895086168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511858989251295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916456156827508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192063979651385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,exhaustipated_,2019/01/21,If you just feel lonely then you're the lucky ones There are people that are literally lonely. Like lonely-lonely. Like nobody in my life-lonely. And it's fucking hard starting from 0 when you have nothing. So if you have people around you and you feel lonely yeah that sucks but if you can go out with these people then use the opportunity to meet new people. Don't miss those chances otherwise it will be fucking hard as you get older. When you're lonely-lonely you don't have those chances. ,2.3623863636363645,5.063372208333334,2.9323863636363647,89.5830681818182,82.125,4.74090909090909,18.102272727272727,6.1124844417494595,-0.14986250000000026,396,9,75,3,11,123,57,96,0.142,0.733,0.124,0.0526,0,16,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,8,0,1,6,11,3,0,2,1,10,2,0,1,0,14,20,12,0,3,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,0,4,9,4,7,18,0,11,0,4,0,2,9,3,3,4,9,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091272537160375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168724054459189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965251779091304,0.1120452409033322,0.0,0.12188119224813587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842237590301526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514777401619624,0.20954629448352516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20712447963667813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057778443845404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532201518604718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5947115688770193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179418809404713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522250376655647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheGoodWitch76,2019/01/21,"Lonely but not alone To those of you who are experiencing the loneliness of an emotionally distant partner, I hear you and I'm here for you. ",5.032222222222224,6.615810925925927,6.7194444444444485,70.93250000000003,69.37037037037037,9.844444444444443,32.01851851851852,10.125756701596842,3.3907185185185185,113,5,21,3,2,39,23,27,0.184,0.7440000000000001,0.071,-0.5171,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5452338655809839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5921750028409719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5933370019086225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,usuallastwords,2019/01/21,"How to tell people that I have no friends? In school I used to have a lot of friends, just because I was in a lot of stuff. I never minded having friends, and doing too much social stuff have always been exhausting so I never really took care of my relationships.

Now that I'm at university, It's really easy to not meet people, so the only friends I have left are the ones from school that kinda stuck on (idk why). So now I'm down to like 3 friends, but my family always assume that I have lots, and that I'm always going out. My mother is really worried about us to not be loners, because she assumes that they are always sad. It also happens with my friend group (the 3 friends). Although they all have other groups and girlfriends and stuff, They always refer to me as the ""popular"" one.

Have any of you found a way to finally tell people ""Hey, I'm actually not a popular person, I'm gonna die alone at my 30's and I'm cool with it""?",4.45328125,4.675050265625,5.891666666666668,81.32000000000002,69.78125,8.691666666666668,26.416666666666664,8.59863814320734,1.7051479166666663,729,20,150,11,12,248,105,192,0.126,0.757,0.11699999999999999,-0.5957,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,3,0,10,14,0,0,8,1,15,1,0,2,3,27,29,13,1,0,5,1,0,1,8,1,1,0,0,1,13,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,2,0,2,5,1,19,12,23,22,5,16,0,1,0,0,24,8,0,6,6,107,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0939952386418775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997593342307118,0.0,0.07702773541678484,0.4007332461309357,0.0,0.0,0.06550146947860452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743257165959722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820550877521793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996581764189108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080270909611536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551476451739426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056108218475581,0.5209206569408416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054741349155586864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517619459093609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465286697572618,0.0,0.0,0.04705749369118727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456655834649569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725658343093499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080689513316689,0.0,0.14857712892936206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053897859970393,0.07325633394265688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033021320765967,0.08410363618042349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851167763267465,0.0,0.0,0.10341252766573863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496365080787426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818695935967073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33079292796816023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837730725437697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701598965838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586210252757954,0.08319027376688752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764549939356142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691457011028239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781848152037502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EBAH_,2019/01/21,"lonely people of reddit what is worse? being lonely because you have no one, or being lonely even though you have people around you? 

i have had periods in my life where i have had no one to talk to and minimal human interaction.. after adjusting to it it still wasn’t great but i adapted quite well and i was okay.

but now i have a few people who i care for and they care for me, but they do not understand me at all, and i feel so lonely, like never before, i have nobody to speak to about anything in depth at least.. and having a few people around me has made my loneliness so much worse, which rationally makes no sense.. 

which one is worse for you? ",4.112510602205258,4.967736366412215,5.129414758269722,84.2122561492791,70.8320610687023,7.959626802374894,22.189143341815093,8.167268648758528,0.9867041560644618,508,10,104,7,9,167,75,131,0.191,0.6759999999999999,0.133,-0.7034,0,8,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,2,1,11,10,0,0,2,1,17,1,0,2,2,19,23,12,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,4,1,3,5,2,19,6,17,16,5,13,0,4,0,0,11,8,0,1,6,91,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904753405027436,0.2792018462704498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559456156216356,0.0,0.13344023878735126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31977201628757584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357655462737783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929169714558541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289197231955936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107649179481725,0.07661316471315968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838461743134174,0.1046769746116007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152789894690176,0.0,0.12094741090519795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31879101980795743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348703516375365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679483484615534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523474858101086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604405745517994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407250889772242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325266595465754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409978674287939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794316358837189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,clayton-23,2019/01/21,"23M looking for friends Hi everyone,

I have recently moved to London and I would like to find friends to chat and hang out with. I have WhatsApp and would love to chat and get to know people and meet up.

My boyfriend just broke up with me so I would like to find friends to spend time with.

Thank you,
Dale ",1.7628571428571431,3.7807921904761934,1.8034126984127,100.83464285714287,79.47619047619048,5.469841269841268,23.198412698412696,6.42735559955562,0.1832984126984125,240,8,57,2,6,71,39,63,0.038,0.6779999999999999,0.285,0.9531,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,16,10,6,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,3,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,7,14,7,0,7,0,1,1,1,9,3,0,0,4,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856316497572372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989835799364799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058968832613125,0.0,0.11403533092190898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995365836900734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132681481358476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328903812149724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699419909918456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319829369919968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131863257469613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551201318827676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095063256362744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727305552162935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651511582131757,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dramatic_Oil,2019/01/21,"I'm not sure what I want to say, but I am lonely It just hits me hard these days because my best friend (yes, I do have one, I know lots of ppl here don't, please don't be triggered) doesn't have time for me any more. He has that new posh girlfriend that he spends all his free time (not much in the first place) with. I got buddies that I play games with, online buddies to be precise, so I'm not all alone. It just sucks because with this guy we used to spend a lot of time together, talked daily. Now it's like talk weekly spend time together almost never. All thanks to that bi\*ch. I never actually spoke to her and have no idea if she deserves to be called that. I just hate her for existing, okay? I'm glad he found someone but I hate how it impacted our friendship.

​

Myself, I never had a girlfriend. Hits me sometimes too. I'm way too old to be a virgin... turned 24 in December. Not kissless virgin so at least I have reached that point. Sometimes I think about the only girl that wanted me. She was CUTE, don't know what she had seen in me. The only person to ever say she wants me. I kinda fu.ked that one up, I don't really consider that a relationship, well it was 6 weeks, thats all it was. She was depressed and I was too, so I told her about it and she got scared, cause I told her I sometimes have suicidal thoughts. Big mistake I guess? She dumped me the same day. Oh wow, when I put like that, she sounds like a total b.tch. So she can have depression and gets to cry out on my shoulder but I am somehow not allowed to have it? Uuum?

​

The other girls I kissed were, lets see, a drunk fat girl on a party, a fat girl that I met on tinder.

​

So who wants to talk? I dunno what about, maybe just tell me what's on YOUR mind and I'll try to make you feel better.",0.8612123076923055,2.9481257920000026,2.1941333333333333,96.45778461538464,83.08,5.01948717948718,18.94871794871795,6.163053881298487,-0.2534143589743589,1392,35,317,11,39,446,193,375,0.14800000000000002,0.696,0.157,0.6976,1,3,0,0,0,0,70.0,2,2,0,3,22,25,4,1,13,2,30,7,3,6,11,61,63,16,1,6,13,0,2,3,3,0,2,4,0,6,28,10,3,0,7,3,4,1,14,9,1,3,17,8,53,17,32,39,12,32,0,3,2,3,44,13,1,8,20,208,81,0,0.0,0.0,0.08241338849509239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456690872107803,0.0874672471367556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274512515280576,0.3078568357907097,0.05743054785686371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296283396899997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862761415023235,0.07469131067830699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623537256635039,0.0,0.0,0.08675590828622222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092767027901557,0.1089296605246562,0.0,0.14547750705049792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639205720909742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042701685717822783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183519313956452,0.0,0.09259772958681584,0.0652477373107788,0.0,0.044122908614345965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508864502356738,0.0,0.0930338720207982,0.08362118250534528,0.0,0.0,0.07565278842041262,0.1667585791998084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533651298787647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928256929389123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635833068965257,0.0,0.12377757315834965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359687052595604,0.0,0.0,0.05637265227846053,0.0,0.0848438163148163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527287881609777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620822526870111,0.0,0.19540475919094427,0.0815646823829652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861861802335394,0.0,0.11445430335124325,0.1284597559658222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374060370010142,0.08823481373635021,0.0927034066790036,0.07983484303658342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848980172688854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410238867701631,0.0,0.0,0.0906703035272572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431992275287025,0.08455161447999268,0.0,0.06729765198383007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155626920723883,0.0,0.2505768357814732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237725036677996,0.0,0.07959541507263761,0.0,0.0,0.2036389907824019,0.07381514551700984,0.07775245027062459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411370659518406,0.0,0.06704579536119917,0.19697956247244167,0.0,0.0,0.16139583047019704,0.0,0.05733765582741545,0.09185999184993833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293978344036096,0.0,0.0,0.1992489233293303,0.0670344073662309,0.13548528923313133,0.0,0.0759328761846638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078568357907097,0.0
lonely,the_lawren,2019/01/21,Creating a Whatsapp group! Anyone interested in creating a Whatsapp group for us lonely people? ,7.125999999999998,11.2214406,8.575000000000003,46.9425,76.33333333333334,11.0,40.833333333333336,10.125756701596842,7.046333333333335,79,5,7,3,2,27,11,15,0.132,0.47600000000000003,0.391,0.5983,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498073165871178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459802456254508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7738055301279249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ktlee508,2019/01/21,"Sick of being surrounded by people and feeling so alone. I’m a 38 year old mom. I became a mom when I was 19 and my kids are growing up. I got married 2 years ago to the most emotionally unavailable man I could’ve met. This isn’t the first time I’ve done that, it’s my 4th marriage, always looking for the same thing but didn’t realize until it was too late that I had to change me first. I’ve spent the past few dark years focusing on growing as a person but now I’m stuck... I’m surrounded by people but feel horribly alone. I have social anxiety and haven’t had a friend I can talk to in 5 years. Ugh... I know this is a bit rambling, but just want a friend I can confide in again",2.2654916512059344,3.2246436258503413,4.070797773654917,89.67907235621523,75.3265306122449,7.522325293753865,24.24799010513297,8.00094639256281,1.0880394557823123,531,16,123,8,11,180,93,147,0.102,0.7909999999999999,0.107,-0.0855,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,10,0,14,1,0,0,0,15,26,11,0,1,5,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,10,3,12,2,13,15,4,23,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,1,15,74,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393381555687552,0.0,0.0,0.3255998415461459,0.0,0.0,0.13079345652081978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202488020556544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716091730628185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628463175658176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550225780673027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085845004472465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768159493240158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895849656429628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674089818684853,0.0,0.0,0.24288695054524784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571803404760906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638671017353951,0.0,0.17731551859064446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199878377598204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681946340712968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649429296735996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005424668525744,0.21794948205538026,0.137250969169811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023392024384878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634219341498024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442908068304793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165790114066684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271387288952428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048970618300642
lonely,loveyeller,2019/01/21,"lonely is an uNdErStAtMeNt Hey. New to Reddit. This already feels like a happy place :')

I'm a girl who's graduating college soon and somehow made no friends along the way. Weird thing is I didn't really want to--I like being by myself. Always been super social and everybody's therapist and I needed a break from it all but now I'm lonely. I'm in my own apartment in a city that's far from everyone I'm close to. I don't have a car so I have no where to go. I haven't fallen into a depression though--I'm lucky. I'm not sad but I am a little desperate. My only company is guys who want to fuck me. 

My hobbies are not things I like to do. They're just things I'm good at. I like skydiving and rollercoasters and kids and my family.... But I can't have any of that right now. Sooooooooo I'm just bored. My controlling ex-boyfriend is the only person to call but I gotta be strong.... ",-0.364032258064519,1.8767010268817224,2.2202021505376344,92.39630322580645,92.49462365591398,5.771698924731183,17.655053763440858,7.24861992348623,0.3740217634408601,685,19,152,13,25,235,111,186,0.125,0.6809999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.9326,0,4,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,3,8,17,1,0,10,0,17,1,0,2,1,26,32,11,0,3,8,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,4,9,9,0,1,1,0,0,3,8,7,0,0,3,1,17,10,15,26,2,20,0,4,0,1,10,11,1,2,8,92,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806818616422444,0.0,0.14180722288802072,0.0,0.0,0.11589481995225333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402294336459512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19114608916812512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678677216122982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628483569406904,0.0,0.0,0.16066148905725774,0.0,0.08617198272701691,0.12175162866106536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166990478257967,0.15755513344980926,0.0,0.0,0.09685643474613134,0.14294437442940736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874750898781948,0.0,0.18142054370450875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330441165461703,0.17081058663118978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126022207308108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636795169846615,0.0,0.16459749265837328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592317302261304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880850536710213,0.17805781475359508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917859621219447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455419884606502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372678914272632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787651923832314,0.33966832090078153,0.0,0.1674416622848371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104211919139192,0.13527540415735112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chubbybubby17,2019/01/21,"Here I Am Years ago i thought i needed more people in my life to make me happy. Here i am, with a variety of beautiful souls. I chose to sit in my bed tonight, without them. I have so much on my mind ALL THE TIME. All of it is miniscule problems and issues. I have no go-to person. I did, but she betrayed me. Everyone else i've tried to confide in has shared my words with others. A secret will always be passed on. Even if it's me passing on someone else's. Whether it's tomorrow or next year. I feel so alone. And i'm unsure if i'm being narcisstic and craving attention. I'm exhausted with making myself happy all the time. I just want someone else or something else to create it for a change. ",0.7069051724137942,2.9128702206896584,2.836788793103448,90.86552801724136,84.72413793103449,5.556034482758621,22.85560344827586,6.9077264865688965,0.792456896551724,542,20,114,7,16,183,90,145,0.12300000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0.11599999999999999,-0.2673,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,2,3,28,19,11,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,1,20,3,17,14,5,17,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,8,78,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209407227044168,0.0,0.0,0.16601987885892805,0.0,0.0,0.1333803708503924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957351262357173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5356320081910992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058749946363734,0.0,0.0,0.15317114177095442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105123828649534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110076992260983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412793637217662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730895555115774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322287303193718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139996675005368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185479107243486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178371151234708,0.11885857375865533,0.0,0.0,0.1704782221647464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113011123217068,0.13996560420078133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533830699876506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716391228549481,0.12340485588831678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725831883634658,0.18694153623143533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883148819853798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454762553058173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545210809909048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645268387158047
lonely,-Thincel,2019/01/21,I hate browsing Tumblr and seeing girls fawn over pretty boys I browse tumblr for my daily thinspo and I get so sad. They're obsessed with Kpop idols and I kinda am too but I don't listen to kpop or anything I just look at pics of them because I want to be like them. I want girls to notice me and give me attention. But I'm just too fat. I just wish I could lose 20 pounds like right now. fml. I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life because I can't lose any more weight I'm so stuck. ,-0.3817278287461754,1.5483310642201855,1.592866972477065,99.82092125382263,86.9816513761468,4.0003058103975535,15.505351681957187,4.7782277997778095,-1.1358079510703365,382,7,93,1,12,126,69,109,0.171,0.6970000000000001,0.133,-0.6488,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,2,8,7,1,1,1,0,6,3,1,0,0,17,20,9,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,4,17,2,11,16,2,5,0,3,2,0,7,3,0,2,3,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213928673333638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536542624552354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590783489169373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260614547586315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067148792641632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168177315498364,0.2050598983710709,0.12148581728927715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104562684909972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098635585418,0.20886653942015368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795061636756947,0.4782897891320181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433693467140975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747270713071445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255149969532472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034056318484508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521646210037693,0.0,0.0,0.260304413638999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458156423562612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lolmon1,2019/07/13,"just wanted to share this with you guys! [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wvo2bH2f\_q8](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wvo2bH2f_q8)

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This man is absolutely right!

Since I started loving myself, I began loving my life and began to keep an eye over little things.

Focusing, moving forward and not letting negative energy hit me.

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I wish everyone here a good time.

First of all you are never alone, second start loving yourself and the way you are.

Feelings can be mean, but YOU are the person, you are the one who must control his feelings.

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Have a good night everyone, you are never alone.",8.82708333333333,12.539600041666667,5.778333333333332,72.63333333333334,64.20833333333334,7.183333333333334,27.333333333333336,8.167268648758528,2.232945833333334,508,16,66,7,9,140,68,96,0.013000000000000001,0.7659999999999999,0.22,0.956,0,2,0,0,1,0,47.0,0,6,0,2,2,6,0,0,6,0,11,5,1,1,4,18,25,4,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,4,0,2,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,3,13,6,5,19,1,15,0,0,1,3,15,4,0,0,10,53,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23783808114573174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732227320630084,0.4185571256037072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878055412815398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943113497065145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611302887966694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766595528229173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261137728358124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136899939191688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205741908128016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174113758837191,0.08110086288704281,0.0,0.1150799479761882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31088898676810955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250727967925926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203564125022773,0.0,0.0,0.17711274598614227,0.0,0.0,0.10775092640931376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780510070635371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100256520358636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805577505899317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949804091022928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254057688611634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628140126704837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695254894972605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772389543840904,0.09113888535784233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203749831196138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185571256037072,0.0
lonely,NickTz20,2019/07/13,"Lonely in NH Recently broke things off with my woman, who was step mother to my child for the past almost 5 years. It's tough. Things were looking up for me, I landed a great job, got my place setup pretty nice, etc. When we broke up she obviously was unable to watch my kid so I lost my job. I have no support from my family and I have like 1 friend that I actually get to hang out with once every other week. I'm at the point where I'm sitting here trying to fix things but I'm going insane. Wanting more than anything someone to talk to who actually gives a damn. I want to move on and meet someone and forget get, but who's going to want to be with a bigger guy that a dad, that just lost his job and is trying to get back on track? Things suck. Sorry for the rant I'm new at Reddit.",2.1333241758241783,3.2591630833333336,3.989285714285717,89.47879120879122,75.90476190476191,6.3597069597069575,19.470695970695967,6.67199483983844,0.044250366300366384,610,11,137,5,13,207,105,168,0.18100000000000002,0.72,0.099,-0.938,3,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,2,6,13,2,0,7,0,7,0,0,0,1,18,26,8,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,12,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,8,0,0,6,2,16,5,27,19,2,27,0,5,2,0,16,14,2,1,8,84,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.2544069247874266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052737898156938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726750475020108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023162844861658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537546716082825,0.0,0.0,0.10982607162740277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228830221471342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070861362266126,0.0,0.20430855407530396,0.12504425192964072,0.14816259311227456,0.0,0.10425334821717899,0.1437120871665392,0.0,0.12906766895975816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880588155591084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636827589947994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946174328521717,0.0,0.2845863352314884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854214608696988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589350101500218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881922222432938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443447552815233,0.0,0.0,0.13618871904043214,0.0,0.12322352762520836,0.0,0.0,0.13261350558686524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870557292606946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089141983718952,0.0,0.0,0.1459169166159643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479204092937752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477094065618364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463968044020406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769991133715037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306526286734916,0.0,0.10455945452900693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839415655416168
lonely,marla-s1nger,2019/07/13,"Regretting a chance not taken I left my job this week and was excited to leave but I didn't get to say goodbye to one of my favorite coworkers (probably didn't know I was leaving) so I left a sticky note for them. I really wish I left my phone number with it, but there's an age difference and I'm sure it would've given the wrong idea. I just really enjoyed talking to them and didn't want to lose contact. I'm sure they didn't enjoy my company as much as I enjoyed theirs, but I still regret not taking the chance. Even  if my coworkers are all ""single serving friends"", I wish I'd gotten to know them better before leaving. I don't normally feel this drawn to people so I feel like it was a missed opportunity. All I can do is hope I'm right about my suspicions and that it would've been a wasted effort lol",2.906686390532545,4.190142745562135,4.631479289940831,85.01159763313613,74.20710059171597,8.040236686390534,24.834319526627226,8.617729084823388,1.5953455621301782,640,20,135,12,13,217,98,169,0.132,0.58,0.28800000000000003,0.9856,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,5,4,7,16,0,0,7,1,13,0,0,0,4,28,30,12,0,8,7,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,11,3,24,11,13,19,4,7,0,4,0,0,10,4,0,2,4,85,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622882518328607,0.0,0.0,0.12080358195482778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270845504876006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021702426699876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812896154520204,0.0975805911688589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552981745812368,0.0,0.0713631258907149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566561821924433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419453957129958,0.0,0.0,0.13554542653921015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013361129457886,0.0,0.0,0.4338902335846068,0.44521935121323053,0.0,0.0,0.06673143130667272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281031752023444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004100534895804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383011517877189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255755247437596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469495584165663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726813002085234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500730098699696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664791206545175,0.0,0.1086225937735164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090816970351138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574706792700203,0.0,0.10269938407651903,0.1097866194821201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056487234001883,0.0,0.10956500892078813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31414566828256024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406056230362664,0.14934074488468976,0.0,0.0
lonely,Muladura,2019/07/13,I wish there was someone out there that would care about me. I can scream and cry whatever I want but there is no one even looking back to see how Im doing. Why do people pretend to care if they dont really want to put effort in me? I feel so lonely. Im screaming and crying and yelling. I ask for help. I scream for help. But literally no one cares enough to put effort in me. Is it me? Do I deserve this?,-0.7309090909090905,1.3475304545454598,1.743636363636366,96.81045454545456,91.04545454545456,4.5636363636363635,17.090909090909093,6.1124844417494595,-0.4484227272727273,312,8,74,3,11,106,55,88,0.249,0.552,0.19899999999999998,-0.7613,0,3,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,8,7,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,0,13,19,8,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,4,0,2,1,7,12,3,10,17,1,6,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,1,1,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144496017157155,0.0,0.0,0.12456539179069208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4954990138688754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558913333482005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898588176196022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738580007378118,0.0,0.10699723149350816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191035225607722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171658226649001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499682699311987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603635049594398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195461876300432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230805043481767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32570266880281346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037791749888688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909032248583266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725919992074884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910995926998933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461767413986789,0.0,0.186288103963807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150777421294138,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DullPiece,2019/07/13,"I feel so bad for not having friends at the age of 17 Is it normal? I feel so strange, I don't go out with someone from months or maybe a year, this is so sad",-1.529324324324321,0.07035816216216517,0.7742567567567562,105.98679054054057,89.0,3.7,17.35810810810811,3.1291,-1.2816432432432427,120,3,34,0,4,40,31,37,0.312,0.688,0.0,-0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,7,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,6,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305971229740049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004028769519384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059057422987869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22502438667631905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977794737252631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160391262759801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879415478183682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354824941087439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549752796016298
lonely,yaits,2019/07/13,"Nothing worst than staying in your room 24/7 I'm in my room 24/7 with no gf or no friends to hang with. Only thing I look forward to is breakfast,lunch and dinner. I feel like princess Fiona when she was locked away in that tower. But I know there won't be a Shrek to save me.",0.7300564971751413,2.7165542372881357,1.4450000000000005,102.21687853107348,82.89830508474577,3.9333333333333336,20.002824858757066,3.1291,-0.7939175141242942,216,6,52,0,6,66,48,59,0.07,0.736,0.19399999999999998,0.8269,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,8,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,2,7,3,10,5,1,10,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,1,3,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665994679886583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972934663042417,0.27875418536931684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30146239067979586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444004392509666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062874645051825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276641156274877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744010135707636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967596022153745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158941616455317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25922710337902805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,metroskies,2019/07/13,"Do you have close friends ? Hey everyone, posting this here until I can see my therapist, because I just need to let it out (also I'm French pardon my approximate grammar) also I guess mentioning that I have Borderline Personality Disorder might be important

So I've always been a shy kid, still am today, but I used to have some friends in my childhood. Some of them I kept, but we only see each other when I'm back home, which is rare, but yeah, not that close of a friendship. I didn’t really make any friends during high school because I was very depressed and got such severe social anxiety that i couldn’t go out anymore, so I had to stay home for a while and basically had to bail on any chance of making any new friends.

I don’t find it hard to make new acquaintances in general, just keeping them as friends is insanely hard for me.

All the friends I considered close all left me, for no reason, some day they would just stop showing up when we decided to hang out, or stop answering texts. Some were just not there for me when I needed them, or too toxic, so I decided to cut ties off. So here I am today, on vacation with literally no one to hang out with. 
""Friends"" I made this college year won't reply to my texts, or are too busy. We used to hang out a lot during the school year but I guess that was just temporary. 

Everyone I know has close friends, people they can count on, hang out with whenever, just normal buddies. I realize I have never been able to maintain a normal, long lasting friendship. I often blame myself and my illness for it, but I consider myself a pretty outgoing, open minded and kind person with nothing but good intentions, somehow no one sticks around for long.

Do you have close friends? Where did you make these friendships? Is there still time for me to make long lasting friendships?

Thanks",5.524224658209139,6.340491339943345,5.805850474196332,80.77367040275898,67.61189801699716,9.198620519768443,31.211848749846038,9.318704503766252,2.662771252617317,1445,56,277,27,23,461,181,353,0.11,0.7120000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9858,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,3,3,5,0,29,14,1,0,8,1,32,1,0,10,3,83,54,25,0,6,17,0,2,0,9,3,1,0,2,3,12,25,0,4,7,1,0,5,10,2,0,2,12,4,44,12,42,36,8,55,0,1,2,0,26,23,0,13,25,196,56,3,0.07903568701717187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640962070565026,0.06576402301516597,0.0,0.0,0.16124093226260522,0.0,0.060462084237947994,0.0,0.0783821639984022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035851798399616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077356473439618,0.0,0.0963588424458863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050971479666825525,0.0,0.06807332141576346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905817446524826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104397188973126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223718608149789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495649815967163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044917802309980825,0.06629138444723165,0.06321205895504657,0.0,0.1741334396231152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160090275272202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350554269397187,0.15855847650849433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025055009132206,0.0,0.08230350568918561,0.0434359466228557,0.1288492673432409,0.0,0.0,0.08587250519945637,0.08081934480668418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983228770651025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719331475908542,0.0,0.07478547805861274,0.2637846740306497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384437401916725,0.07980351334561589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172079209313582,0.06095719422319443,0.1526663180474468,0.0,0.0,0.15487638482311433,0.07583687329724291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071132539649855,0.06011020146101701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054793393856641295,0.13802182670966412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569434068065481,0.08040770753884527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050632284927630514,0.08126184962873709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997666955065287,0.12596241953558487,0.0,0.0,0.08928782971550972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056692971524425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424152632752961,0.12623600349294484,0.13215474666030289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276544182597439,0.0,0.0917665243019812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046086344687871414,0.0,0.1498331797839252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365229147185851,0.0,0.06521271907591755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614468441235755,0.0,0.0,0.1017927823045445
lonely,anonymous24132413,2019/07/13,"Why can’t I work up the courage to ask anyone out or anything? I wuss out and then I wonder why I’m lonely. I have friends thankfully, though. A few close ones. We bicker at times over small things, but when any of us are going through a bad time, we’re always there for one another. But this is something I can’t bring up in front of them. Not out of fear of judgement, just because I always keep this kind of stuff to myself. I don’t know why. 
I’m ok with being alone, but this is getting out of hand. This is gonna sound bad, but I’ve pretty much never faced rejection. The reason for this is because I’ve only asked one girl out, and we dated for a few weeks and then she broke it off. Ever since then I’ve been scared to ask anyone to be with me. It’s been 2 years and I just want to be loved or watch a movie with someone or cuddle on the couch or some shit like that. Sorry for sounding corny. 
I’m a sophomore in high school. 
I really just can’t take it anymore. I’m not suicidal at all, and I like my life. It’s just so boring. I don’t live in a big city I live in a town in the middle of nowhere. And pretty much all the girls at my school are dating some douche. I’m on the track team, but that doesn’t make me a chick magnet. I just want someone that shares my interests. 
Anyways getting back to the original point, I don’t know what to do. I have some problem talking to girls, but only when they’re around their friends. I saw this one girl. She was really nice and pretty. We exchanged glances and smiles, and I convinced myself that I would find her after this event was over. I never did. And I wonder if I could’ve gotten her number, but I’ll never know because I’m a tard. Is there some secret between guys that lets us just stroll over to girls and ask them for their number/ ask them out? If so please tell me because I’m tired of all these missed opportunities. I’m tired of all these long lonely nights. I’m tired of all this sadness. 
If anyone could tell me any confidence tips, that would be greatly appreciated.",1.6000595882990254,3.4226216314554034,2.796760563380282,94.46638678223185,79.16431924882629,5.402094618996029,19.843264716504148,6.163053881298487,-0.13241740700613924,1589,38,357,11,39,510,195,426,0.135,0.667,0.198,0.9823,0,5,1,0,0,1,49.0,5,0,5,3,17,28,1,2,16,1,30,9,3,3,9,77,64,33,1,9,22,0,1,2,2,3,4,2,1,7,23,25,0,1,8,1,1,3,12,13,0,4,7,6,44,15,53,48,13,54,0,6,3,2,35,30,1,13,23,232,67,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820348742813818,0.0,0.0,0.13181363616839675,0.0,0.0,0.10772735915610868,0.0830557594043845,0.0,0.0,0.0785523571527425,0.1661507557493105,0.0,0.06518085832783957,0.07051128919493962,0.37024066268054,0.0,0.0,0.06090552389646859,0.13226957265241107,0.19313613762407486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264811664811027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164753681393712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913023252016908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239403649149842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223907257322402,0.0,0.0827650893241781,0.0,0.045015333458282965,0.0,0.0,0.08732632697492444,0.0,0.07842767914441229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368686036869538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040308686887807,0.0,0.08248221335087752,0.13059078054245504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099482987270823,0.05594645785065472,0.07739337093059748,0.0,0.1398829926460986,0.07009596726807563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148767997154333,0.0,0.052871487259008934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645295721542798,0.0,0.18326865631371456,0.0,0.0,0.07433068463308284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146916633080319,0.12048144049162425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694582899673907,0.07487649978900318,0.0,0.0,0.2417468964197031,0.0,0.07579068813814305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014844481501105,0.0814382955165557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930032430664356,0.1603240308969438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130515437125778,0.06552109638932503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342241751196901,0.060977648629127974,0.0,0.08866608663759859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906734073835468,0.08663992944067428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059554031515154676,0.06366382676364428,0.1384613413768956,0.07292343925089342,0.0,0.0,0.05262181003819666,0.0,0.07782076928928261,0.0,0.09237282624296693,0.2731114156372608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055325675781104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343703449627387,0.0,0.06353531769348449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441680281449746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179387441228006,0.05766385715916631,0.0,0.0,0.1125331855414818,0.0,0.0,0.051006903760152274
lonely,Germanpaddyo,2019/07/13,Just wanted to say thank you  So I've been visiting this place for a few months now (different account) and I wanted to say thank you for all the advice you've given me especially regarding my confidence and self esteem issues. Not here to say that I've gotten a girlfriend and everything is milk and honey (I am still single) just here to say all your advice has helped me to greatly improve on my confidence and self esteem and has nearly gotten rid of all that self doubt I had just a few months ago. In regards to being single I have gotten a lot better when it comes to dating now that I am not a bubble of insecurity and low self esteem (had my first kiss just a week ago). Sorry if this is all messed up I just wanted to say thank you,5.272333333333336,5.355378100000003,6.328666666666668,79.37433333333334,68.0,8.8,25.333333333333336,8.515128840125781,1.5607333333333329,585,13,115,8,9,196,77,150,0.053,0.7829999999999999,0.165,0.9555,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,2,12,10,0,2,7,0,11,2,0,0,4,25,22,10,0,4,8,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,4,6,8,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,1,7,6,15,6,16,14,9,19,0,1,0,1,17,6,0,3,11,87,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428899211057116,0.22033341175200352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991554503036884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705620043643063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298461300840549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169483466647784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571248964024768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701911947154374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833022525713471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971601279429046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565839684146727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983981926892716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298461300840549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941621516526259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51860450488788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912126547541515,0.0,0.0,0.09925015457683574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432609310774007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199106610149989,0.0,0.0996899055219146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sammy1996x,2019/07/13,"I asked SEVEN different people to be my plus one at a wedding. All of them bailed/made other plans. An acquaintance of mine is getting married today. I’ve known her for awhile and was invited to her wedding. Sweet! This is the first wedding a friend has invited me to. All the other weddings I’ve been to have either been older cousins or family friends. 

I’ve asked seven differently people if they could accompany me to this wedding (5/7 received their own invitation to this wedding). Here’s each reason they can’t: 
Person # 1: got called into work
#2: got called into work 
#3: boyfriend surprised her to a weekend getaway 
#4: going to another wedding that weekend 
#5: is in Hawaii
#6: doesn’t have enough money to get a dress, pay for presents, etc.  
#7: straight up said they didn’t want to go. 

I feel defeated. 7/7 can’t find anyone to hang out with. I’m 22 years old; this is a time in my life where I should be flourishing with friendships. I’m just sad.",3.3744354838709683,5.363130247311826,4.296438172043016,84.96465725806455,74.48387096774194,7.015591397849463,27.75403225806452,7.865858978985527,1.7733774193548384,750,30,144,11,16,242,122,186,0.042,0.863,0.095,0.8268,3,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,5,5,3,6,0,0,8,0,18,1,0,1,2,21,31,4,0,4,4,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,7,8,0,0,4,2,2,4,4,2,0,4,7,3,16,4,25,20,7,22,0,2,0,0,25,9,0,2,9,91,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139183048840462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428820978870753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30560782468606434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338019443400148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050171836945762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415414290813359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688877932482271,0.18229022622914645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540863416943718,0.0,0.08264535361193215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939056026579742,0.13903069255935346,0.0,0.0,0.2525625034131657,0.0,0.17079201083144105,0.0,0.1857850787661031,0.0,0.2614521803824176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544973989919233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151353395128338,0.0,0.11075811427419616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266316353428592,0.14271844696305735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805407163252406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554786101087138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953091506880718,0.0,0.15493171791792473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640718772886923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379874460821481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525659708237993
lonely,HuffleCatXxX,2019/07/13,"Am I weird?!?! To start off I am diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I used to be extremely social and outgoing always dating. But i was in an abusive relationship for about a year and half, got out of it 2 years ago. The past 2 years I have become a recluse. I don't hardly leave my house, only for work, when I am at home I spend alot of time reading or online reading dumb stuff. I dont have any friends, wish I was lying about this, instead when i need attention I tend to go haywire and constantly post on Facebook. It's been 2 years of loneliness...I like it at times but feel its unheatlhy. I dont have the urge to go anywhere anymore to meet people...yet I want friends lol",3.1521386527141932,4.658042107913669,4.703649444081101,83.84650098103339,73.96402877697842,8.220013080444735,28.463701765860037,8.841846274778883,2.210605755395684,539,22,111,11,11,181,93,139,0.134,0.785,0.081,-0.696,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,6,1,13,1,0,1,0,15,23,8,0,3,3,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,6,5,0,0,2,2,1,2,3,2,0,1,4,2,15,3,19,18,1,22,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,2,14,69,21,3,0.0,0.1741385494704978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028238069139272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229301317240622,0.0,0.0,0.099946437525446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457573696811059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231973775452524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882521469691224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917413946049474,0.0,0.0,0.1684433826289943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445016873073014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743137846162395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271013996614377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705588063866594,0.0,0.11754744925902275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165862025784053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742554490453125,0.0,0.0,0.16958669773990587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562280835239425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180340976696081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897835291389796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177931826605106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030201857640046,0.0,0.1283308433548233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075916553646925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940248328832461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779361620380553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982010140490526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104027993573677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824851397584986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140186076153438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693717508861166,0.0,0.0,0.08668827309979807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901128676939445,0.0,0.0,0.10699783494521968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785822550531847
lonely,sottomatic,2019/07/13,"When there isn't hope, do some radio. For the dark and lonely -- No Hope Radio. A man named Noah podcasts from a winter apocalypse. Three of ten episodes up. Critiques and suggestions of course welcome: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CNSnr4SJ7Ww](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CNSnr4SJ7Ww)",13.095765765765762,18.653237000000004,5.3122972972973015,67.95961711711715,70.89189189189189,5.709909909909912,25.08558558558559,7.1686216300943375,1.7925531531531536,247,7,27,3,6,58,32,37,0.172,0.6920000000000001,0.136,-0.1446,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,18,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,winwinwindy,2019/07/13,"The art of being lonely I’m scared. I don’t want to kill myself and I know that I won’t. But for so long now I’ve just struggled to see the point in it all. Every week is the same, another weekend alone, another day watching the clock tick away in the office until I can get home and do just nothing. I have random bursts of optimism which keep my head  bobbing above the water but I feel like I have an anchor around my feet. If I didn’t say hello to someone first, they wouldn’t say hello back and any relationships I have feel fake and meaningless. I don’t know what to do to feel better but it’s gnawing away at my soul and in becoming everyday more isolated, scared of doing something stupid, and alone.",2.7695287356321856,4.4184328896551746,4.0149137931034495,87.79938218390807,75.27586206896551,7.040229885057474,23.117816091954023,7.793537801064563,1.028091954022989,559,16,116,8,12,183,92,145,0.20800000000000002,0.7240000000000001,0.068,-0.9665,0,4,1,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,1,2,6,9,2,3,7,0,14,3,2,0,1,24,24,12,1,3,6,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,5,7,1,1,5,2,0,0,5,7,0,1,1,7,15,2,17,20,3,18,1,1,2,0,6,8,0,2,11,77,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32412789596379954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641036073645432,0.32816151398099336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929853619363533,0.0,0.0,0.29403233919854405,0.12032187216757663,0.0,0.0,0.1728175838654397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383920162657363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091532210538426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318394079349297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373598346621988,0.11178786706267196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310005042273632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817532619416416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059150380603318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569601258780785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908477715156975,0.17311964944495126,0.0,0.17199236016099562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764472143738437,0.0,0.0,0.1384780472035485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014479756681376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792222543365058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799874050419927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24887506679979196,0.31332341875232017,0.0,0.1246926538497206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258324538840538,0.12046435814106425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358471124896065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229473946804004,0.0,0.12551715976758984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ArtsyTeacher,2019/07/13,Do you ever feel like you’re going through the motions in life and not living it anymore? I just got reddit not long ago so I’m really not sure how to go about this. I just woke up today and wanted to vent and so here I am...It’s odd feeling lonely when I’m sitting right next to my SO. It’s sad knowing he feels the same way and we are just stuck in this. Neither of us wanting to admit how unhappy we feel. He can be a mean drunk and get in some really deep dark places..I’ve tried my best to deal with it through the years but it’s warn me down and I look at him and feel empty. My poor decision after decision has brought me to this point. I yearn for someone else to talk to and escape but he has controlled every aspect of my life that I have no friends or family to go to anymore. Isolation is starting to become a part of my normal everyday and I sit and think am I slowly suffocating and not realizing it...,1.0342837764514383,2.9720575721649496,3.1725176342919177,90.50327455236031,81.52577319587628,6.146066196418882,21.55073250135648,7.273561745256523,0.6541072164948454,715,22,157,10,19,243,120,194,0.13699999999999998,0.797,0.067,-0.8977,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,1,0,2,12,7,0,0,5,0,9,3,0,3,2,47,32,20,0,4,10,0,5,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,9,14,1,1,12,1,1,5,6,3,0,0,4,6,20,4,26,27,5,27,0,3,1,0,12,9,0,2,11,104,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255495870191414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296599770683421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515115873974912,0.0,0.0,0.156929181874355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771774063228295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416541879533566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491843887418096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352641967683066,0.1259908309155015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096956975981334,0.0,0.3780503778988498,0.10682880390701577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553141911252165,0.0,0.07812657507657947,0.0,0.25495487465136457,0.0,0.11959788575673855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218127154551982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124390369073132,0.07305591105877697,0.0,0.13204334359015155,0.13233497103796305,0.12557287887662905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628889317539309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903361299698968,0.0,0.14651388109082247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193330330984104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136019256438193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159363983646807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770323252745144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670167071899735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584260372602143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093624755739834,0.0,0.0,0.1201916600809902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581686007903058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174298238814229,0.0,0.0,0.1015253711370054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987382653409206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640083639403667,0.1186950004948009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962965116954756
lonely,AtWorkThrowAway1k,2019/07/13,Today it finally hit me That I have no one that cares about me. I’ve been fighting for a long time and I’m kind of getting tired of it. Like for real. I just want a rest. Of feeling so unimportant,-0.4806976744186038,1.5434041860465155,2.0337674418604657,95.79902325581396,88.5348837209302,5.300465116279073,20.227906976744187,6.742157984588678,0.2333851162790692,152,5,36,2,5,52,33,43,0.221,0.606,0.17300000000000001,-0.5092,0,0,0,0,3,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,4,3,6,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301569576527927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373356118297855,0.0,0.0,0.35472993394139085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691830389300691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372096043471129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820251985465464,0.0,0.0,0.2865712791707533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194294015024598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685790425307189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882255291397373,0.3721844531416212,0.3069443205968205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099793854841335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwaway44335552,2019/07/13,lol I just flip between r/Depression r/suicidewatch and r/lonely every 12-4 AM and here I am again Whether I’m in an ironic “lol im horny and shit sucks fr” or a “I’M GONNA DO SOMETHING DRASTIC” mood changes hourly and I’m in a “fuck i don’t want to talk to my 1 friend about my problems because I’m like #27 on his list of friends and I’ll annoy him” mood,-1.1804999999999986,0.7862719500000033,1.2475000000000025,100.3675,92.0,4.2,20.5,5.6839178017228535,-0.2527750000000002,276,10,69,2,10,93,57,80,0.198,0.616,0.18600000000000005,-0.25,0,2,1,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,4,0,3,2,4,2,1,0,0,10,12,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,8,11,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,3,3,1,3,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513045477548606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039167003538141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474440629424444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24205578763700705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439219655414125,0.2655967004672446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28292461716131656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103245144725334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403562939015085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748995158475301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949009716316197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117131401571136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309143192159389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945218585716873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Element2498,2019/07/13,"Thoughts. Hey.
I'm TJ.
I've recently turned 19 and I'm now realizing that the real world sucks. I'm not in a good situation at home and I feel isolated from everything. I have friends, but they dont seem to be interested in our friendship anymore. What did I do?
And I cant seem to find any girl my age who shows any interest in me. I mean its probably because I'm a lanky babyfaced guy but I'm not ugly! I'm happy with the way I look but girls dont seem to be happy with it at all..
Recently I've just wanted someone to cuddle ya know... make each other feel happy and safe.
I just want someone to talk to who will listen, and so I could listen when they need to talk.
I dont know where this dreaded feeling of loneliness came from either, it just hit me like a brick out of nowhere. 
And yeah I've had a girlfriend before in high school but nothing to serious because I like to wait, and high school girls where I'm from dont like waiting.
I'm just lost and alone.
And i fear my own mind now because I'm not thinking good things anymore. Just bad things and I dont know how to fix this.
What happened to my happiness? It just fucking disappeared.
 I stopped making music, I stopped caring. I just gave up. But why? Why do we give up? Why do we feel? Why do we lose.",-0.04398365679264416,2.1898824906367054,2.0613346952672806,94.6946373850868,89.26217228464421,5.183929179434799,21.19952332311883,6.714681859716394,0.4012456928838951,983,35,222,13,33,328,133,267,0.198,0.655,0.147,-0.9484,0,1,0,0,1,0,34.0,4,1,2,2,14,22,2,2,6,1,17,2,0,3,1,64,59,18,0,4,16,0,4,3,2,1,0,2,1,4,14,18,0,5,15,1,0,2,9,8,0,0,6,7,27,14,27,48,4,25,0,2,1,2,22,14,2,3,11,127,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558666544119535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239153503584873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390673771715367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899816548643771,0.1511236361995732,0.0,0.07031771742150922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451433276860227,0.08425358979029123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597865465789514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842477933374292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742685081550594,0.0,0.0,0.09298922510972817,0.16713432782866616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552841685212122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384488419169611,0.0763962673590476,0.0,0.07927262123970663,0.0,0.1386234317761486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818232927771504,0.07307533201002782,0.35187307599059914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462035220855138,0.08289131511615011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624485369057607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111630455756105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939398798250665,0.0924492931037914,0.09020768413847544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032123425688513,0.0,0.0,0.09001555649385827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834394769396382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127404174137317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929211102843241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909630408524101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940586188928338,0.0,0.0,0.16318747925732113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726543820247894,0.0,0.22568795496903185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928870764219624,0.0,0.0,0.1400355601288042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817590822938186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328404459605021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980025970909338,0.05295023970405497,0.0,0.06560428325640623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898849643409873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974824948694408,0.06559314010800152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982669558235274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OmnipotentWielder,2019/07/13,"No family is perfect I don't usually make posts but today I'm feeling a little more ""heavy hearted"" than usual if that makes sense, In my household there's not a day that goes by without people yelling at each other, and usually weekends are worse as people are drinking and occasionally there are physical altercations. Anyway I think that's why I long for someone out there to just understand me, I want to meet someone that I can spend every once of my energy with and still not want to sleep because I want to be able to keep each other company for as long as I can. 

Have you ever been with someone, but the hole in your heart was still shallow? You still felt empty? That's how I feel with almost everyone I try to connect with. I just want to meet a nice girl, and have kids, and never out them through the household of a dysfunctional family. Of course No Family's Perfect. But I still wanna try my best ya know. 

Idk after typing it all out and getting it off my chest it all seems kind of stupid now, but I'm going to post it anyway.",5.206201923076922,5.614978370192309,6.080769230769231,79.96423076923078,68.18269230769229,8.9,28.98076923076923,8.841846274778883,2.162075,823,27,161,13,13,272,120,208,0.081,0.7909999999999999,0.128,0.843,0,0,1,0,1,0,18.0,0,4,1,3,14,6,1,0,6,0,12,5,4,3,6,48,30,15,0,6,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,11,15,1,1,7,2,1,1,7,1,0,0,3,4,21,5,34,26,6,27,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,3,16,120,32,1,0.11120585692526412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135660205790072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779005820619446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670368598691265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171857788579059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893940327486183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059206424436283,0.09369573072881557,0.10626196191439212,0.0,0.0,0.3145049545239729,0.0,0.1124580452470988,0.0,0.10677506205541593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058100470390969834,0.0,0.0632008512306061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635589517835262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884487523565537,0.0,0.1158037871693412,0.061115830681717574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145748346597667,0.0,0.1968273678692444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484615460504896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857688124843817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843060825885947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419227813753078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300894159257996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123763554486837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128616846517783,0.0,0.2826730850883914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552365639639098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125622282201227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541014940559942,0.0,0.0,0.15100295421617915,0.0,0.0,0.1157692189443856,0.0,0.0,0.3674326210741549,0.0,0.2623683826356916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003459889104948,0.0,0.0,0.10719847768569593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332826878899267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bi_and_broke,2019/07/13,"I'm so tired I'm tired of falling in love, on my face. scratching my heart, My head. Loving someone who doesn't love me. Never being the one someone has a crush on never being the one who is spooned to sleep. Never being the one who gets their hand held. I need love",-0.019821428571429333,2.235235232142859,1.6478571428571451,97.49714285714286,89.53571428571428,3.2,16.92857142857143,3.1291,-1.0070428571428574,207,5,45,0,7,67,36,56,0.134,0.589,0.276,0.9203,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,6,11,5,0,3,5,15,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,2,6,4,5,11,0,7,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,3,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836615499371206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735814985110584,0.0,0.0,0.2004260122728982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6106044430170996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541159888461434,0.39134245178845206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34383114216358257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925733552716082,0.0,0.2866153920543109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887920358985483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tamiaxoxo00,2019/07/13,Sometimes I feel so lonely it hurts Somedays I just feel so lonely that it hurts and I want to scream and cry. I don't know what to do about it and I don't think telling my friends would help. Does anyone else feel this way?,-0.16000000000000014,2.060239666666672,0.5591666666666697,105.30250000000002,89.83333333333334,3.2,16.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.3859416666666662,176,4,43,0,6,53,31,48,0.327,0.551,0.122,-0.9171,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,10,5,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,6,1,3,9,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438397396002694,0.25553639523676225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27395056820156005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824873602604786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833894402041467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783074007062906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926832745910788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671653534052248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5339686588229045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706190604329874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466597169751927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21798371160197832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980333750666992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710063746340782,0.1979594949028821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716426273781258,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Deadlydreamzxx,2019/07/13,30 f ohio Lonely and depressed 😔,-0.4357142857142868,1.8118882857142853,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,94.71428571428572,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.1874571428571428,26,1,5,0,1,9,7,7,0.659,0.341,0.0,-0.7003,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jr_the2nd,2019/07/13,I romanticized my future at a very young age and now it haunts me What now?,-0.061875000000000575,2.182736562500004,2.2800000000000007,92.965,89.625,5.7,14.25,7.1686216300943375,-0.3786500000000004,59,1,14,1,2,20,15,16,0.126,0.755,0.11900000000000001,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,6ixavet,2019/07/13,I’m so lonely My ex girlfriend just broke up with me. I’m so sad and heart broken,-3.189736842105262,-2.223891157894734,-0.0743421052631561,104.05585526315792,118.47368421052632,1.9,10.013157894736842,3.1291,-2.151852631578948,64,1,16,0,4,22,16,19,0.494,0.506,0.0,-0.9133,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,michellemsoul,2019/07/13,"I’m so desperate for a relationship. I’m a 19 year old girl who has never been in a romantic relationship. Lately I’ve been so desperate to have a boyfriend, it’s ruining my life. I’m on vacation and can’t fully enjoy bc I’m too focused on whether guys on the beach think I’m cute. I just want someone to cuddle me, hug me, and hold my hand. I just can shake off the desperation of wanting a guy even though I know I need to work on myself first. I could try things with a long time crush but I’m afraid that 1) I’ll be rejected and have to be constantly reminded of it bc he’s my neighbor or 2) if he is interested, it wouldn’t work out because he’s at a much more time consuming college an hour away from me. 

How can I stop wanting a romantic relationship and be okay with being single??",1.5521428571428544,3.2569246904761933,4.089904761904762,85.68842857142859,78.88095238095238,8.051428571428572,25.485714285714288,8.841846274778883,1.892104285714287,620,24,138,15,15,218,105,168,0.135,0.759,0.106,-0.5607,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,8,9,0,2,11,1,15,4,1,1,1,25,27,12,0,7,6,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,6,7,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,1,13,5,19,19,3,21,0,2,0,2,11,9,0,2,11,85,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691938319965146,0.0,0.0,0.10181293033393177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804876693090818,0.0,0.13335068568638225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031414725039956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206585488594925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307491567849045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447958394059672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178900234266944,0.0,0.18840414826091587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797010928459058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780612100766258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277781844464905,0.1238421050467777,0.12881496728820438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525782528125722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379461077667973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415142371459229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963494863047965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095967322060547,0.1070187139826608,0.16409483299504626,0.0,0.19477966658584048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339460139617415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295535524344849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24318292139234196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755444119297963
lonely,cdrv1901,2019/07/13,"It's funny how crowded this subreddit is, and yet its people still feel so lonely. I hope you have a good day/night wherever you are, anyway. The solitude is temporary, so I wish you the best. I hope you do well.",0.8337209302325591,3.1842928372093016,2.8570232558139534,89.8966976744186,85.74418604651162,6.2306976744186064,20.227906976744187,7.554174236665415,0.8354781395348838,164,5,34,3,5,55,34,43,0.06,0.535,0.405,0.9566,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,1,7,6,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,9,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,9,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230609319280348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853246632617166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565404208572745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25820306054507325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6115126505450221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888886354256226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134187135991729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245842825011464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767867100947933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35400282840685043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheNumber_42,2019/07/13,"I got stood up by my date tonight. We were supposed to go on a date. I dressed up really nice bought her flowers and she hasn't responded to me. It's been 3 hours and no word.

Is this some sort of joke?",-1.4566666666666668,0.5070454444444472,0.7083333333333357,103.34250000000002,94.55555555555556,4.777777777777779,18.61111111111111,6.42735559955562,-0.2992222222222223,155,5,41,2,6,51,40,45,0.051,0.833,0.11599999999999999,0.4215,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,7,2,7,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371295448755922,0.0,0.5225177677778917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6433862368649227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185319848020476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pompomimy,2019/07/13,"My phone is always dry haha/ 16F I just don’t know how to feel about it anymore honestly.  It’s always been like this, No one ever texts me no one ever calls me, Just recently my old phone got disconnected over problems with my Carrier and I was completely offline for 2 weeks. I got a new phone yesterday and after setting it all up I logged into my socials to find..nothing. Before this I didn’t really mind being so out of touch, but really this just put it all into perspective, and I kinda feel like shit over it, haha. It feels like everyone my age is always talking to someone, doing something. I’m just kinda there, stuck. I’m restless.",3.722913385826772,5.342594874015749,5.437015748031494,78.70198031496064,72.70078740157481,8.229606299212598,26.87322834645669,8.841846274778883,2.241510866141732,507,18,92,10,10,173,82,127,0.121,0.7709999999999999,0.109,0.1069,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,10,9,1,1,1,2,8,1,1,1,4,25,17,6,0,1,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,2,6,4,13,6,14,10,2,18,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,2,12,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971819174815584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577963997430629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353926361027557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247119369444896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682595806515196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878519186308878,0.0,0.15203838316825394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413555010504022,0.2273393618146449,0.0,0.0,0.14542553190369206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545128844275317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744382199830818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332023329309093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065781359445958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367141018464076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267230405018795,0.0,0.16696133182156514,0.0,0.21563688699362285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224874409552575,0.0,0.15995155813068362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386250812130954,0.0,0.15710395477693728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332623367866064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621946983713934,0.13481512433284146,0.12249223024287023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278882394023536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276300896874302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwaway90300,2019/07/13,Why do I feel especially lonely when I'm around the few friends that I do have?  Whenever I spend time with people (not very often)  I just feel like isolating myself even more after. I hate myself,2.531842105263156,5.068348236842108,3.951842105263157,83.65039473684213,79.78947368421052,6.957894736842108,20.026315789473685,8.07648339933343,1.110768421052632,155,4,29,3,4,51,30,38,0.168,0.6940000000000001,0.139,-0.2895,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,7,2,3,7,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391993510761382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25166810739694706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853225553738731,0.27220940723407583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943844540364245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761903118555783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615303660578605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641596806183376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222182880758702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143913860933399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438222030585017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Loozersnoozer,2019/08/01,"Anyone going to theraphyst because of loneliness? I'm reaching the point where I'm so depresed of loneliness and having suicidal though, I'm decided that I'm going to theraphyst soon, I just wondering what kind of treatment they gave to you guys? Mind sharing?",5.79031914893617,8.328113936170215,7.320159574468086,63.50875000000002,69.21276595744679,11.508510638297873,37.28191489361703,11.20814326018867,5.537897872340425,213,12,31,8,4,73,33,47,0.204,0.708,0.08800000000000001,-0.7929,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,9,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,6,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272377050335423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981083947292816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693939646647307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32178714576729595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384228157749718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32814312669924994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30721673030490937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554818389163161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192970071816492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352433357141944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheDollarstoreDoctor,2019/08/01,"I'm more embarrassed than sad about being lonely. I haven't had any friends since graduating high school. I went to a school for kids with behavioral problems (I was there because mental illness). A lot of the kids were toxic, mean, borderline dangerous not the best crowd. I was in some relationships but they were all abusive. My friendships included a lot of manipulation and toxicity. 

My only option was to cut everyone off. After being tired of sitting in my room playing Destiny for hours on end, I decided to hop on tinder. My first matches were covered in red flags so I was super close to giving up. Eventually, I matched with my current bf. 

Socially, he's polar opposite of me. Used to be a partier and still has so so so many friends. I know most of them, when we hang out with them is the only time I really get out of my shell and have fun.

 I moved in with him a few months back. He lives with his mom (expensive area, takes a while to get financially stable enough to move) and it's very noticeable how isolated I am. I don't know why I feel so embarrassed. It's a bit irrational, but that's how my thought process is. Maybe because in the past I've been questioned by one of my ex's mom ""why do you have no friends?"" and the anxiety of it being asked again never went away. Maybe because I don't want to feel like a huger loser. I don't know. 

I've even tried using that app Meetup and went to one of the groups, I just couldn't connect with anyone I didn't enjoy being around them. Eh, can't force myself to enjoy anything.",3.243159609120521,4.926160195439742,4.5737928338762215,84.14278697068406,74.08143322475571,7.778449511400652,26.61224755700325,8.488131031819089,1.8247958045602608,1208,44,244,22,25,400,178,307,0.188,0.727,0.086,-0.9808,1,2,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,1,4,4,16,18,2,2,14,0,28,2,0,5,2,45,47,17,0,3,4,3,2,1,4,0,2,0,1,2,5,17,0,0,9,1,1,6,10,8,0,3,14,3,35,10,44,27,10,38,0,3,1,0,26,17,0,6,15,164,40,3,0.0,0.12678981332037065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277073453534355,0.0,0.08186265521649502,0.0,0.0,0.07482415259035996,0.0,0.08806043284301715,0.09526193434880703,0.10004026902422204,0.0,0.10053978368524186,0.08228438431844014,0.0,0.19569762097096047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123008019686968,0.0,0.1168276300991952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477944290350837,0.1105703382353892,0.0,0.0706793531546441,0.0,0.0,0.10225301318324748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821533666466578,0.07644824377992272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910229828084363,0.0,0.0,0.2480278848832391,0.0,0.11181702384954888,0.10265411668797864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306235199104225,0.0,0.0,0.10538367824825168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643033483902915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522798711014956,0.0,0.09449213462206582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819528131821848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849173920610443,0.2150126392455459,0.11656568554876337,0.0,0.0,0.10784130370047318,0.0,0.0,0.2506585501582949,0.0854146721160227,0.2274702181211354,0.0,0.0,0.08253300951418947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218320379280486,0.0,0.0,0.1450260190162123,0.16277244687204634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215352544203167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239449086948256,0.0,0.0,0.11987612693677832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855359579636326,0.0,0.0,0.1148891110122414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166004547671332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852010017070687,0.0,0.0,0.10908361615809338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545863544152547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045849544345872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849542962414504,0.06239861878601698,0.1229927010903556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265303025656362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484523710388368,0.0,0.08829477853314519,0.06311750038581095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297599110015946,0.19312046459705207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vtslmr,2019/08/01,"Why is it so hard to find long term friends over here ? The titles speaks for its self. 
I decided it was time I stopped posting stuff on subreddits like This because I myself never really gotten to meet someone who would ghost me or even ignore this post at least. 

Is there anyone out there who’s tired of being ghosted ?",5.691774193548388,6.473597370967744,5.490483870967744,83.30572580645162,67.2258064516129,8.135483870967743,28.403225806451612,8.07648339933343,1.794825806451613,255,8,48,3,4,79,54,62,0.17300000000000001,0.745,0.08199999999999999,-0.64,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,8,6,2,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,8,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,5,2,8,2,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,6,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467990932130126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228791551996784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500371300606084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283308975521839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301026446969397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378959489958375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204940286240044,0.0,0.0,0.22108278384211613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267653717217129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47851688817821997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004104935096414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26061667914067504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167162285445595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088606544466241,0.0,0.0,0.2859840602261676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567201490391718,0.2871312688466475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254236371281457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774649163409368,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bruce0xj,2019/08/01,"A full Facebook friends list yet I’m too scared to speak to anyone when I need help While I do have people to speak to on a regular basis it’s vary rare that a lot of them know I struggle I do have a select one or two people who I will speak too when I’m not having a good day but as time goes on I find it harder and harder to speak to them because I’m too scared that they will get fed up of me like people have in the past.

I’m having a really bad moment and I’m too scared to speak to anyone about it that knows me.",3.0998319327731103,2.4700253697479013,4.724033613445382,91.47243697478993,72.61344537815125,7.472268907563026,21.201680672268907,6.1826913282559595,0.03471092436974832,405,5,102,2,7,138,65,119,0.155,0.784,0.061,-0.9009999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,0,8,8,0,4,7,0,9,1,0,0,0,10,19,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,7,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,1,5,11,3,16,16,2,13,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,9,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714915108854849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209706342426394,0.11834468095031063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520290500839729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743855203250314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999048408280316,0.0,0.10142905631631388,0.0,0.0,0.1628336858979554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012656304670991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338625970910186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484598690979416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504912668753718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439508160889389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315528865257448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853266225169994,0.40377239179417457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436972992718764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5830978103699676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295511757809628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320338891192284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964454946000225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,phillipinomilflover,2019/08/01,Need attention M4f. 29 m Dont get attention from my wife. Any women want to give me any attention?,0.03683333333333394,2.398530350000001,2.9400000000000013,85.85833333333333,95.5,8.666666666666668,21.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.4716666666666662,77,3,16,3,3,27,17,20,0.0,0.929,0.071,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5899832278680103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083978541801223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266370165238284,0.41613024455660796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216492854160576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25586018095292906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwaway10383891,2019/08/01,"The silence... The silence is killing me. Home alone everyday, sitting in silence. No words spoken for days at a time. I tried to scream to see if I could but no noise came out. I have become so trapped in my own mind that I can’t even yell.",-0.5257714285714279,1.6948284800000053,0.8837142857142872,101.44900000000004,94.2,3.6571428571428566,21.142857142857142,5.288315135182226,-0.29011428571428555,184,7,43,1,7,58,41,50,0.303,0.6970000000000001,0.0,-0.9382,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,7,4,1,9,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,3,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312498931152713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35322973984479183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658030426360238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553601333882265,0.0,0.0,0.20626542841493134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124627302420532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208179583918313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35384714545642226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229395335753517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548650009722865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864968349606089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714519418469586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alwayshappy503,2019/08/01,My sister 29f is in need of a pen pal in prison Before I posted her info I wanted to make sure it was okay first? She's very lonely and needs to talk to people. She's in for a non violent crime.,1.960151515151516,2.2268280454545457,4.343636363636366,90.0437878787879,75.36363636363636,6.775757575757575,16.939393939393938,6.42735559955562,-0.3636424242424239,150,1,36,1,3,53,36,44,0.272,0.644,0.085,-0.8832,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,7,6,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,6,2,8,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998516268990541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997364480535959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352181127776479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.522574445717466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442977163666453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374851103135582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321164174901343,0.0,0.0,0.28323177500545715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907525383440956,0.20784437942975215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kasper-the,2019/08/01,"No metter what - i’m lonely Some people say - you have home, family, you will be now finish your university, you have friends. 
But...
I still feel lonely, sad, and frustrated. I don’t have gf, i can’t sleep, i can’t eat. 
I’m in groupe of people - same feeling like alone at home. 
Prople give me promise - next time you go out with us. Next time i call you. Next time this. Next time never happen.
Ni metter where I am i still have same feel. 

I just want to stop have this feel. Soon is my birtday. I hope i will die before that “happy” day. Fu*k this life. F*uck this - be happy because your parents give life to you.",-0.5803098471986416,1.6202661048387128,1.1342954159592544,98.554337860781,97.62903225806451,3.5782682512733452,12.97792869269949,5.399115186594226,-1.1950903225806453,463,8,103,3,19,149,76,124,0.161,0.685,0.155,-0.2023,1,5,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,8,0,0,6,10,1,0,0,0,14,4,1,0,1,16,26,2,1,2,2,1,4,1,2,2,2,1,2,0,6,3,1,1,4,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,5,21,6,7,22,3,21,0,3,0,0,17,4,0,2,17,61,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114520467357835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718936159911385,0.0,0.10774846053277756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292981768093611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166258280767552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141665104428268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956888103021058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937068306595973,0.0,0.2561014092333265,0.09046085133995532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978300809070983,0.0,0.0,0.24294027776173596,0.0719638467365304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197397776443793,0.2695891137481861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540301910474282,0.1257670933806632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788778182415288,0.06186252834530714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766092633592947,0.0,0.5386680557014784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060196248519524,0.0,0.0,0.1755715193037174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006972000251854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267163434571822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022456117800719,0.10586408333755253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29534398169145915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231415954270375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468664467672077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KupoCarol,2019/08/01,"I keep ending up as a free therapist on dating sites I've found myself in a weird pattern on dating sites. I'll match with someone (or get messaged out of the blue). They start telling me about their lives. They drop hints about something, I'll pick up on them and we'll talk for hours. It's not a mutual sharing. They aren't asking me about myself. It is essentially me being a free therapist. I'll check in with them the next day, mention what we talked about the day before and so on. 

I've had multiple encounters like this (I haven't actually met anyone in a dating context). I'm not looking for it but people keep coming to me. I don't mind helping people but I'm kind of wondering if this is something I could monetize. If I wasn't lonely, I wouldn't be spending so much time talking to these strangers. But at the same time, I seem to be providing a service. 

Thoughts? I do feel like I missed my calling in becoming a therapist but I'm in my mid-30s now and have kids. Not sure I want to incur that much debt in order to go back to school. I like that I'm helping people but it would be nice if I got something in return for these hours. I know that you can rent a friend for activities but i would rather it be a texting/messaging only kind of thing. 

Would you pay to have a friend?",1.6400462695199494,3.721375075187972,3.1721804511278187,90.54174667437827,80.203007518797,6.197570850202429,23.012724117987275,7.321109707123232,0.856486871023713,1014,34,216,14,26,333,136,266,0.081,0.81,0.109,0.9046,2,2,3,0,0,0,29.0,2,2,6,0,9,15,0,0,14,0,22,0,0,1,1,40,44,16,0,10,14,0,1,3,2,5,0,0,1,1,14,8,0,2,6,0,7,2,8,3,0,0,6,3,32,14,36,27,3,36,0,2,2,0,25,17,0,6,18,141,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.11039473834582997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910038752561355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575761667900403,0.0,0.0,0.08698697494816253,0.0,0.0,0.12493887077628035,0.0962619644784212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551437896749404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744810361138323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032197209901993,0.0,0.0,0.14591392965762587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001961319117588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571999466085007,0.08081729627798744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403691094151745,0.17480186216368968,0.0,0.05910370924534609,0.0,0.06429215994390099,0.0,0.0904772628160865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165205763965928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281280842424775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011033207479395,0.0,0.2356068142068077,0.06217113669808519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658030697610684,0.0,0.0998924038291189,0.0,0.09499741816341613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422509517927848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632137487491874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031087262685748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603748375581348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352821460891625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448963547975904,0.0,0.10298573721806203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585136299312944,0.26126995653381263,0.0,0.0,0.08007122378347371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661999440776312,0.0,0.0,0.2727793810561598,0.09887718275040852,0.0,0.0,0.3940443045634863,0.07515594282220743,0.0,0.0,0.08980947357271196,0.1319294574322483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672469473191117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268041134619692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24108457078967965,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sud0nom,2019/08/01,"we don't talk anymore? Given that every relationship of any kind, takes effort from each side.  

We I stop making the effort to communicate, I received non. Its a feeling that I am always the one to initiate it. 

We don't talk anymore because I got tired of making the effort.

I wonder why this is?  Have you ever had this feeling? Are there people you don't communicate with unless they initiate it?

Perhaps a consequence of modern, constantly, connected life.",3.646666666666668,6.508484619047621,5.3285714285714265,73.48309523809526,77.80952380952381,7.542857142857144,27.190476190476193,8.515128840125781,2.6644619047619047,364,15,56,8,9,123,56,84,0.063,0.847,0.09,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,2,1,3,2,1,0,0,5,0,8,2,0,2,1,13,16,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,2,11,1,8,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,4,43,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566597765096234,0.0,0.0,0.1435665718358459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187420062790888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869475959270393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281421145133121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096711033180916,0.17787489581924865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349385854367534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884928303592014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198455192994833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911794409325194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281844026739352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305811608267766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636171358344988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266602902198885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650298528683134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587334584382571,0.33937515706340604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24264755013290726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049995324754293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289470177768701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,quartermaaster,2019/08/01,"Every year I'm given yet another reason not to trust people. Friends dropping me for apparently no reason other than they probably got bored of me, got what they needed from me or just got bored of pretending to like me.

I'm so tired of it. I'm lonely a lot of the time but I'm just done, I'm done being the only one trying. I'm done trying to make friends with people who inevitably will leave, start to ignore me, whatever. I'm so fucking done.

Everyone says to work on yourself and the good friends will come to you but they won't. I think there's just something wrong with me because I haven't had a single friendship last.

I'm gonna start my new job, start some new hobbies, travel more, whatever else, I'm gonna do all that and still be sad because I don't have anyone in my life to care for or who will care about me. It won't happen. And I'm just gonna have to learn to accept that. I'll never have a loving partner or kids or a close knit friend group. I'll just have to be happy by myself. 

Above is an x-post. Thought I'd post here to see if maybe just someone, anyone at all, has been through this sort of thing and got through it and things didn't turn out so bad. I can't help but feel like none of this will change but I want it to.

I want a family one day and some good friends I can trust, but every year I've lost another friend, every year I realise I shouldn't have trusted someone. How do I get over that? I feel like right now I can't trust a single person. How am I supposed to start a family or join a club or start a new group hobby or work with people or live with people when I feel that way?

I never want my happiness to be dependent on another person, but I feel like I'm living in a bubble and it sucks! I want to hope that when I start my new job things will start looking up but I really don't believe they will.",2.7805952380952377,3.503290573232324,4.13935064935065,90.57545454545458,73.82323232323233,7.071284271284273,22.98124098124098,7.1686216300943375,0.5951150072150071,1441,35,330,14,28,477,176,396,0.142,0.687,0.171,0.9295,3,2,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,4,3,19,33,2,0,14,0,36,4,0,6,4,67,87,30,0,8,23,0,4,4,7,12,2,1,0,4,19,14,0,1,10,3,0,2,14,10,0,2,14,7,36,23,41,57,9,39,0,3,2,2,22,10,2,15,28,202,55,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540713556556704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575911846497508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717405987628085,0.08348387974164358,0.0,0.0,0.07714827451793549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963037288023458,0.0,0.07243784439531534,0.058985453736797165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044160938121985065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802962426754788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720237120497036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308031568606394,0.06543113462588529,0.0,0.0,0.12910493808088233,0.0,0.13849278454419764,0.14675641846501988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174233290844013,0.06330436082636284,0.035775545938456124,0.0,0.0,0.11486775529101458,0.21906398184425604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055252887327368,0.14578657398863767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04589758598929417,0.0,0.0,0.06801147646340866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590244466945575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581655230926463,0.0,0.07250551219605521,0.0,0.0,0.04836616716718256,0.1338143954011644,0.0,0.12092998316760815,0.0,0.057502050902289686,0.0,0.07474893713293859,0.058215296763658574,0.06180167990487444,0.0,0.04570783011809322,0.0,0.0687926962090107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050773606902224204,0.10562482783611787,0.2645356920643803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280134324746377,0.05207859188258387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898887528016227,0.1195800747525842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311609204532648,0.0,0.07382801250746547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04386706480328203,0.1408081357099912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847757766543589,0.0,0.05445434942759855,0.0,0.0,0.05456599113039759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603788945934393,0.05271567245474164,0.0,0.0,0.3392704530685168,0.0,0.05468450568295829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647594639902805,0.04387624154874269,0.0,0.054361781832873934,0.03992852923502968,0.07870234560836188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929805402443546,0.0744815213126082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615541502954936,0.05435254826804494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970174563364732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748670495079956,0.0,0.1322876476217366
lonely,Fuck_ing_Throwaway,2019/08/01,"I'm Drunk, I'm Alone and Tired Maybe it's the drink, maybe it's me. I'm so tired, not physically but emotionally. I'm sick like a dog. I'm in my mid 20s and I'm lost. I have no direction in my life. I just want to lose sense of reality. I feel like the last 3-4 years have slipped me by and I have nothing to show for it. I'm a failure, I'm a no-one and I skipped the age 23 completely. I moved two states away from my family. Why? Because my mom is a manipulative narcissist and so is my step dad. She's quick to play victim and I can't be near her for more than 2 weeks a year. My younger brother is stuck with her. He's 3 yrs younger than me. He's a druggie. Does hard stuff like acid, cocaine, lsd, etc. He's a druggie and I'm worried sick for him. I can't help but feel Mom's responsible but than he is an adult. I saw my mom a couple months ago. It fucked me up. We got in an argument, I almost never argue with her but she was being unreasonable. I finally stood up for myself and all it's done is fuck with me in the worst way. I occasionally go to work and the memories and self loathing just hit me like a truck. I take 5 minutes to sob it out and get back to work. It's hard and really I just don't want to do it anymore. My boyfriend doesn't like the way my Mom treats me. We had an ugly talk about it. He wishes I could cut her out but I can't. She's my Mom for better or worst I wouldn't change that. This was hard to write and I'm crying writing it. I just wish I had the answers or I wasn't around to need answers.",-1.4818932806324092,0.4342822434782612,1.422737154150198,98.82778162055337,93.23188405797102,4.875494071146246,17.11627140974967,6.464625207383525,-0.4200289855072463,1174,32,306,15,44,408,164,345,0.243,0.6579999999999999,0.099,-0.9952,0,1,4,0,1,0,41.0,2,0,0,5,10,18,5,0,19,0,24,9,0,1,2,50,52,22,0,7,12,7,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,13,21,2,0,4,4,0,3,10,10,0,1,11,7,48,8,35,36,5,29,0,3,1,2,29,12,3,3,16,176,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840448834705503,0.0,0.09494025821193447,0.0981963649119514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402776557207776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440254641518785,0.0,0.0,0.08907874710999758,0.07290437270833429,0.0,0.057796354336959024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385327581707881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002982452428779,0.0,0.09940830146840524,0.0,0.0,0.07569945640232675,0.10490738268493886,0.1041462401277576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297038921644014,0.09702532399742596,0.0,0.0928794062070218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665044184066914,0.0,0.0,0.10574014814070913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938006679931199,0.0,0.09587932512719352,0.0677335232388689,0.0,0.10386162257445067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753038445610287,0.049535218920252304,0.0,0.053883694582633694,0.0,0.07582960660380132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547980779613128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355030818542713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728421930358544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696833314805029,0.23160112574804545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607008083180043,0.10349820995900302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050226502146916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5552117973123049,0.07567782322594566,0.10076987085284013,0.0,0.07030170098869068,0.07312465586516566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909744179078531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060738825961106864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890931845975008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085367543650341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128662610710201,0.07620608210029146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794428663389964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261728951946167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184483691918147,0.15051428604124184,0.07605225577144721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555284483932724,0.0,0.21805763490596014,0.0,0.0,0.1380481462166936,0.09628592031592173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211129909167046
lonely,AnxietyDrone,2019/08/01,"Birthday Depression Spiral I (25F) just had a birthday a few weeks ago and nobody really cared. I have a best friend that I live with and the past two years I’ve made a big deal out of her special day. This year we had a small party on her actual day, and then a surprise party with all of her friends the next.

When my day came around... nothing. I worked, we went grocery shopping, a quick birthday lunch (but only because I had a free coupon), and then I went to bed because she and her boyfriend were playing video games in the living room. I’ve gone back to alienating myself for the past few weeks and have been depressed because my friends only seem to want to be around me when we’re doing things for them. I was looking forward to my birthday this year. 

I went through a rough breakup a few months ago, have been dealing with cutting off an extremely abusive parent, and am working a new job that I hate. I know it’s silly but I really needed a day that was for me. Just one day.

I don’t do things to receive recognition or because I expect the same in return. I genuinely care about the people in my life and will continue doing things for them, it’s just sad to feel like the effort is a one way street. It’s not really the birthday, it’s the feeling of not being worth celebrating.


TL;DR
I go out of my way to do things for my friends and ended up being ignored on my birthday.",3.5552023809523803,4.848570496428575,4.3599999999999985,87.55166666666668,72.60714285714286,6.904761904761906,27.261904761904763,7.2636822038024595,1.328404761904762,1089,39,222,11,21,350,145,280,0.086,0.7809999999999999,0.134,0.8093,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,2,4,10,19,2,0,23,0,22,2,0,1,1,38,39,16,0,3,8,1,3,1,4,1,1,0,2,0,13,19,1,1,4,4,4,8,3,6,0,3,14,4,34,14,33,21,6,51,0,3,1,0,18,16,0,2,28,157,47,3,0.0,0.11587839807482217,0.09543983738299262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338967871040434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412755900122598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520306554360963,0.0,0.2384747505213572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263629777392894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118584879961449,0.1994296290545305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153683302099895,0.20165743096257455,0.16847201491550706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662281082732741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890242387330918,0.06986917791626444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022437762728212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558266074987299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965584110280598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705257376659912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374896725415528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907986119333798,0.0477807132619713,0.0,0.17272045606705244,0.0,0.08212835391590982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254183513393527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806396363942496,0.0,0.0,0.07251833094334219,0.0,0.0944569828394958,0.10401265758647413,0.0,0.0,0.09384286372076413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254521260555674,0.14876439912875405,0.0,0.0,0.10859662922401696,0.0,0.1867245731485965,0.06780301941422316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796180832948206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903451523267937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25989901579717506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553753547909354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768566609301608,0.1552600385671398,0.1569004042706942,0.0,0.0,0.2719880030898351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240083828224204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894224766074444
lonely,TheQueenoftheDucks,2019/08/01,"Just needed to tell someone, anyone My family basically knows the way I am, but I dont think they fully get it.

I'm not one of those people who thinks no one loves them. I know that my dad and 2 sisters do, deeply. 

Heres the thing. I always joke about having no friends, but when I say that, I mean I literally have zero friends. My dad and sisters are the only ones I ever talk to or hang out with.

I know that I should feel like I can talk to them about stuff, but I just can't.

And the truth is, I'm lonely and probably socially and emotionally stunted. I have no clue how to interract with other people, let alone in a way that would lead to a friendship.

But the worst part? I kind of wanna keep it that way. And I dont know why. True, I have a generally negative outlook on humanity, but why would I want to make myself suffer? I dont know and I dont think I ever will.

Maybe it's because I'm too selfish, and I dont wanna give any time or energy to anyone but myself. Maybe it's because I see too much of what I hate in myself in other people and therefore shun the idea of intimacy. Maybe its because I'm too far gone and I feel as if no one would like me back, so why try.

I dont really know. But these are the thoughts I cant tell my family. So to anyone who took the time to read this, thank you, that is all.",1.610356705450091,2.858706658450707,3.8510042865891023,89.44561849357012,77.48591549295773,6.910961420698103,20.798530312308635,7.586124646067393,0.5221621555419471,1017,24,236,14,23,352,139,284,0.159,0.726,0.115,-0.9324,0,3,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,3,1,15,15,1,0,11,0,25,1,0,4,5,59,54,25,0,9,13,4,2,2,2,5,0,1,0,1,21,13,0,1,14,2,0,4,14,5,0,5,3,4,38,10,25,45,4,19,0,2,1,1,21,6,0,3,8,168,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309129108179962,0.0,0.0,0.06675554334276844,0.0,0.0,0.05455731745507969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829038784253025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061689844214456585,0.0,0.14671745861423233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5641548128251158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090244918077482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514037813432548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512623232844015,0.0,0.08113067036660251,0.05731440161235243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396683126066925,0.0,0.0419154547909584,0.07696133985698272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920785264348369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056686029015967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130971352517611,0.0,0.08354439082945375,0.2645449670937138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203785334015481,0.0,0.0783900160526661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240827364351987,0.0,0.05355234802575934,0.0,0.2417973287835192,0.08739105289316777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058976299105023125,0.059487528949108574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174563884571229,0.061016479451813474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687835153891105,0.0,0.16685853195070846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649860231026074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802490140941941,0.0,0.05139566492534031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379997178883186,0.0,0.0,0.06393077378286735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817816326011483,0.06797633386277896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184106823206044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896733510810782,0.14024439874755992,0.07386252213538291,0.0,0.0,0.0532994555478621,0.15421924983595595,0.0,0.0636915174597641,0.09356237162107564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913548607438279,0.05446907278166501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732014219050298,0.19104209760670984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171779884050082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097352360381887,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gothmothers,2019/08/01,"Lonely for no reason I [19F] shouldn’t be lonely. I’m heavily involved with Greek Life and have multiple close friends I can always go to. Guys are always interested. Even though things in my life are going go, I always feel like somethings missing. I’m still constantly lonely. 

Four months ago, I left a long-term relationship with my ex-boyfriend [19M] due to his issues with drug problems. I feel so guilty. I thought I would be happier, but I’m not. I let him back in my life and I don’t feel any happier either. I don’t know if I’ve made the right choice. Neither one feel good. I feel lonely with him or without him. 

It’s a feeling I’ve known my whole life. I should be completely happy. I should feel fulfilled. I don’t know what to do. Does it go away with time ? Am I doing something wrong ?",0.7331481481481497,3.1584649691358067,2.2825802469135823,93.12461111111116,87.58024691358023,5.215308641975309,20.44567901234568,6.742157984588678,0.3716656790123456,623,20,132,8,20,202,97,162,0.154,0.711,0.135,0.3796,0,8,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,0,3,0,18,5,0,2,0,32,37,7,0,6,6,0,7,1,1,4,5,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,12,0,0,4,8,7,0,2,2,7,23,5,13,27,3,17,0,5,0,0,8,6,0,2,8,78,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107854915981861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119752228527604,0.0,0.0,0.08498935278878778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742098248002918,0.09610039822329368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103709699326269,0.1350568618335614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093691248992813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449348483434693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825468166358259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44234856488487617,0.08928433665238705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655772357938924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28411160070465635,0.10482565029704136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374790848722556,0.0,0.13304144739504728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044460330643787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736932450499062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578900599571034,0.12779851328471195,0.3531027423896683,0.06105795739411364,0.0,0.0,0.11060163245225127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118257243164222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975627906135187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468835427060267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958710549923235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849824004585986,0.0,0.13417964309082522,0.0,0.10673056317754244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242840192756466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980762407806472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302985634763457,0.0,0.12279028962062248,0.0992186034714419,0.07287570009290192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395335182877844,0.0,0.12047437057950755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878081372598813,0.13664386721258284,0.0,0.0
lonely,desilander,2019/08/01,"Confessions of an immigrant! In the US since 2002 and only visited home twice. i put myself through grad school and teach at the university for a living. My mom and grandma are now old & lonely due to neglect from my siblings and I have heard through the vine that my brothers wife verbally and physically abused them when they were living together. I work through good and bad and through health and sickness to support them and I am 39, gay, can’t come out to family, no friends, or lot of money.  Always been introverted and if I died tonight no one would notice. They found a tumor on my moms kidney and I am awaiting the biopsy results. I have given into binge drinking and sex to cope with the world crashing around me. She married at 19 lost her husband at 28 forbidden to culturally remarry and raised 3 kids through manual labor as she did not have an education. I want to go back bad but I won’t be able to support them like I do now due to the power of the $. I normally cry in the shower but feel like crying on a shoulder for a change.",4.35550724637681,5.631404357487928,5.354318840579712,81.25408695652175,70.6425120772947,8.418550724637681,30.22512077294686,8.841846274778883,2.421538743961353,830,34,161,15,15,273,137,207,0.138,0.7829999999999999,0.079,-0.8687,2,2,1,0,1,0,18.0,1,0,5,3,5,11,0,0,14,0,14,7,2,1,0,32,24,19,1,4,5,5,1,2,1,2,2,1,2,1,1,18,1,1,3,1,1,4,5,5,0,2,7,2,26,6,31,14,1,23,1,3,0,2,20,11,0,3,10,113,27,5,0.14092569519268114,0.16697390446311486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726146772237395,0.15269293186313648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545374670390533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836316077914772,0.2353341380313361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908069943351812,0.12139500799465867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30960051761662777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462586223121258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805353031633308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285220336197445,0.0,0.0712562658327798,0.10067734480393677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451775085769207,0.10887884252456374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009132021192085,0.11820178695329955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979742400721785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413599626571041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769835247864634,0.0,0.2488799414671223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383704364360176,0.11980998650226694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301009419521689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380772599305964,0.0,0.16044483802608614,0.14787781085115534,0.0,0.09549489824821883,0.1071803415490708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166924760683836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262432719878382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657519134933733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198416177192207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695162595936077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312162628350342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259558451720097,0.0,0.0,0.10010957050915632,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lgbt-jb95,2019/08/01,"A relationship born out of loneliness won’t help you So, here’s an idea. I was speaking to a friend the other night about how he desperately wanted a partner because he feels so lonely. It made me realise that while it may be lovely to be in love, finding someone through loneliness is unhealthy. Let me explain. 
As he was talking, I noticed how he sounded how he didn’t really know what he wanted, so long as it was something. Anything, anyone. The next problem, he really saw himself in a very bad way. I mean, he thought he was damn ugly and I think he’s decent looking, but his personality and life is so much more interesting. It is like he is blinded. 

So, my point is that he wanted someone so then he would feel less lonely. And it might work as a temporary fix. But to really find connection is about something deep. It’s about an actual care for someone rather than using someone to make you feel connected. Any other wise words like this to help us out, leave a comment below :)",3.348222975053897,5.485376455497384,4.669251616877123,81.59766861718512,75.02094240837695,7.216630736064059,28.51278102864181,8.124751697461798,2.1132270403449342,777,33,143,13,17,257,115,191,0.111,0.722,0.16699999999999998,0.9517,0,4,2,0,0,0,25.0,1,2,0,1,14,13,1,0,10,0,18,4,0,6,0,33,37,19,0,6,3,0,3,2,2,4,2,2,0,2,12,5,0,0,11,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,8,8,12,8,20,22,3,14,0,2,3,2,30,7,1,2,8,93,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.12514921860573286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721141454842178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967231444699672,0.0,0.10553521223914317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707973000633886,0.07817733533319939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075494954402156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453450580003764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23442833377710734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908224245290367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192066214333146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477368693241552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048043497527315,0.0,0.0,0.13579358692954754,0.0,0.13113982816698624,0.09058366911341076,0.1253086571211168,0.0,0.0,0.11349333182353613,0.10769401541104033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314933454952198,0.12134909984052825,0.08560494250035762,0.0,0.0,0.13969706901304935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360483288740142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427528166161694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639066430736113,0.12034982017539235,0.0,0.0,0.14600848037148276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197912258069882,0.0,0.0,0.12123355690119104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271373166304778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464722707537539,0.0,0.0,0.1376877937479367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346483667837864,0.1974594767547062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030789658470571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217461045968832,0.0,0.10181269152346042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426368193594547,0.11076303340416742,0.0,0.10581606166659348,0.2269277557752417,0.1017953982329188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336433363935973,0.0,0.0,0.09110200390683318,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,satansgrlfriend,2019/08/01,Talk to me! Hello! Ig you are feeling sad or lo ely or just want to talk to someone my dms are always open!! Hit me up! <3,-3.154285714285713,-1.7647364285714264,0.07971428571428517,104.46528571428571,109.71428571428572,2.24,12.742857142857144,3.1291,-1.815108571428571,92,2,24,0,5,32,22,28,0.133,0.78,0.087,-0.5374,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880454208870518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358035269640824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951417929249512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.749678323727231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27506875943566184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Here4TheBeer7,2019/08/01,"Two kids asked if I’m ever going to get married A little background, I coach high school baseball and love it. It’s my passion. I also work for one of my players’ parents which kind of sucks but I love the kid. 

Anyhow, today I’m at work, the kid is there and hanging out in my office because he was bored. He randomly asks me if I’m ever getting married. I’m a sarcastic person so I gave him some smartass remark back. The truth is, I’d love to get married and find someone I don’t despise being around, but I live in a very small town and I have no desire to move. I enjoy it here and that’s not going to change. 

After work I went to the bar in town, which I usually do because I have my vices, and I was having a conversation with a kid who is fresh out of high school. I’ve known her for a while as she’s friends with my younger relatives. She made a similar statement, as in “you’re going to be 40 something and hanging out here by yourself aren’t you?”. Once again I had a sarcastic remark, but you know that kind of stuff makes you think.

I’m new on this sub, so does anyone else have some similar experiences that make you think... “fuck, what am I doing”

I’m only 25 btw, just ripe enough of an age that all my friends are starting to settle down.",2.916261757054233,3.814924908745248,4.390170102061237,88.24153692215332,73.67680608365019,6.905663398038825,26.00940564338603,7.0608816371341465,1.043772623574145,973,32,212,9,19,325,147,263,0.09,0.77,0.141,0.9509,2,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,0,3,12,14,3,0,13,0,18,6,0,3,4,38,46,18,0,3,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,13,13,1,0,6,2,0,7,4,4,0,2,6,0,29,10,31,38,4,35,0,0,0,5,26,17,2,6,11,136,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475328864375937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284823368219985,0.1214030080065448,0.0,0.10547774648590076,0.22153701174870905,0.0,0.0,0.09110849457569878,0.0,0.14445604947923862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534257950782982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368798159901713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989799299060738,0.0,0.0,0.12242781111864688,0.0,0.0,0.21435491566482548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590213817491092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829414573644368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830841286325129,0.10953848704785424,0.1857122854217741,0.0,0.2020151376340945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503741327935817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467700729557563,0.06511686001264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875419620838525,0.10462539406436776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208149845646901,0.11211440947757756,0.15818077908121708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593196938570322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443461043058975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618382591191554,0.08028924550093933,0.09011401565285593,0.0,0.0,0.13156478839094707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345748932996507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23982851086148035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039288514788544,0.09121638587018037,0.0,0.0,0.08386506901859192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563823305759287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184221288571892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231096536186327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574369967571448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049569581606765,0.0977634385634798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983779861028596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25877786846380235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Liatin11,2019/08/01,Tried and failed many times. Since young I’ve always been the odd one out. Everyone seems to make friends so easily. And I try to too. I try and try. Tried being the idiot of the class. Tried being talkative and approach others. Nothing sticks. As a result I don’t have any long lasting friends. I’m 25 now. I’m kind of tired of trying. I guess there’s nothing about me to like.,-0.1768614718614714,2.114893207792207,1.3176948051948079,97.04416125541128,97.44155844155844,4.125108225108225,16.806277056277057,5.985473137389443,-0.3761593073593073,295,8,63,3,12,94,54,77,0.146,0.7120000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.0713,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,4,0,5,1,0,2,0,9,10,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,5,4,9,7,0,7,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,33,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186733746687065,0.0,0.0,0.10777124762801503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143360685922785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24488117621351305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174582636480077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503163373870056,0.0,0.1291816485678792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774249012383339,0.0,0.0,0.14024904918027306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578605454525312,0.16067297061425634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304130012277796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073895646903933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427345424706473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310955797886108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241045922887904,0.1821484547364212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7531785181626893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Polytopian-God,2019/08/01,"Just have a sad story that I need to tell someone anonymously. I’m sixteen years old, just left school recently. Throughout my entire school time I have been with and around the same few people in a small circle you could say. During the last two years of my school life, the people I hung around with began to change, drastically, I might add. Smoking, fighting and drinking all became common ground for them. And whilst I was tempted to join I did not. Anyway, after a while, I began to distance myself from said people. 

Time passes, and school is coming to an end. I have no good relationships or friends, and I’m considerably lonely. I have spent the past six months or so, following people around trying to make friends but failing. These were the probably the most challenging moments of my life. I spent my dinner times “revising” or so I said, in order to hide the fact I had no one to sit with and was just feeling sad and lonely. 

I’d like to add, I tried many times to be friends with them and would have done anything for them, but the feelings were not mutual. I felt like a tag along for the longest time. 

High school prom comes. June 14th. 

My gorgeous girlfriend was my only company and I could say my only friend at prom. I followed her around like a lost puppy, and said my greetings to everyone dressed in their best. I also spent the time with my old friends and it was a great night. 

After prom however, I have lost contact with ALL people from school other than my girlfriend, and recently I’ve began to truly notice how lonely my life is.  No one messages me, speaks to me, visits me or plays Xbox with me. 

I can’t really explain how lonely I’ve felt my entire life. And i doubt anyone reading could possibly understand the full context of what I’m saying. 

I joined this reddit a few moments ago, as the feeling of loneliness has still not subsided  and I’m stuck.

Thank you, if you read this. 

I’m just in a perpetual state of sadness, and felt like I needed to explain my emotions to someone, anyone.

Even if no one reads this, I just needed to write my thoughts down.",4.0691826923076935,5.821534047146404,4.518088554590573,85.10097898573203,72.05210918114145,7.022611662531017,25.99325372208437,7.645422480735847,1.4053896401985115,1643,54,311,20,32,519,196,403,0.126,0.7190000000000001,0.154,0.9405,2,8,1,0,2,0,50.0,0,3,4,5,17,28,1,1,21,0,26,6,0,3,3,76,62,30,0,9,16,0,6,4,7,2,4,7,0,0,8,31,2,0,11,6,3,6,8,12,0,5,26,13,50,16,48,30,8,54,0,10,0,0,31,15,0,9,34,210,58,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178767583086307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055741619058667084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747618784946037,0.0,0.05735978956490467,0.2482024823808994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314920175758904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373673693822028,0.12008625937668173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695698582526305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133056789397632,0.0,0.06828259383682074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840671145648782,0.06173634087985561,0.0,0.0,0.04603830225046919,0.0,0.0,0.06660438893168111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573208769901164,0.0,0.2007779914812612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692625738904547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846373208149445,0.0,0.07684801745880525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736452514318253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681740627131125,0.0,0.0,0.07573272422970813,0.0,0.19693370916195668,0.13621383897614667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521785403691419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046527423249119584,0.07066809836701969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394407372950727,0.0,0.0,0.055636424443476884,0.0,0.0,0.15505210543493342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541172574507036,0.0,0.0,0.07935754835857015,0.14628355352725106,0.0,0.1416980645615593,0.10602483996631366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653958575372491,0.24161709134468504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857987813756377,0.0,0.0,0.07515183233816215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091661700224127,0.0,0.044653650928638836,0.0,0.13764699003788464,0.07483514466376713,0.0,0.0,0.1989110980942252,0.16629233265027007,0.0,0.42326012162307697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811858016143935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566506076762382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060923663848570286,0.06417333611567064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055336550113614096,0.2438669577575525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464778657625228,0.0,0.0680898922677062,0.07256348316908369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495151491352087,0.0,0.0,0.08977314325393157
lonely,eckzd33,2019/08/01,just venting a little I have 2 people I consider friends. Neither of them genuinely care about me. They only hang out with me when they have nothing else to do. They leave me on read when I message them no matter what I say. It feels like no one genuinely cares about me and like it doesn't matter whether or not I die. I can feel myself getting the urge to do more destructive behaviors and Ill probably end up doing it. I downloaded grindr just for fun and once I get back home I'll probably end up hooking up with someone. At least then I won't be a virgin. Maybe sucking some dick will make me feel valid and appreciated and get someone to care about me. I'm just tired of existing. I push everyone away who I care about. No one would ever genuinely have feelings for me. I bet if I deleted all of my social media and just completely isolated myself no one would notice.,2.7392241379310365,4.862761586206901,4.113318965517242,84.9417025862069,76.816091954023,7.5683908045976995,26.392241379310345,8.472884824447931,1.9569206896551723,692,27,136,14,16,228,106,174,0.136,0.693,0.171,0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,5,0,13,10,2,0,3,0,13,4,1,1,2,30,27,12,1,3,8,0,4,2,1,4,2,1,1,0,5,9,0,0,4,1,1,2,8,2,0,3,0,5,28,8,21,22,5,17,0,0,0,2,10,8,2,4,9,101,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120175333644075,0.09835463113908977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5216496817537146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341108421878063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327500300377794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685210573857384,0.0,0.22657998169535806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570160807315095,0.0,0.12222315908177706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25869986412137225,0.09137868479524464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988226840040198,0.0,0.2004825501257697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283038154757332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354378584769082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249803952664304,0.12819907977505113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538068954097648,0.0,0.12850244307229164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273276600591893,0.14562599271525994,0.0,0.13621961059815246,0.2600246825213271,0.09728105827316406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867645110471346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758164891678825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794427155743146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171889347232914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038778766365464,0.21675487524393755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701333489629453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817267014015611,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,luvsicpart1,2019/07/22,What are some alternatives to drugs that can help to cope with the loneliness Never really been social or talkative but I'm starting to hate this feeling and I've fallen into the pit of drugs trying to distract myself from it. How do you guys cope with it?,4.319400000000002,6.1747967400000014,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,71.6,8.200000000000001,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.8996,207,6,37,4,4,68,41,50,0.221,0.7140000000000001,0.064,-0.8809999999999999,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,4,2,0,1,1,10,8,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,9,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6978617345105551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213640585855118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979232774104599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970614679381203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167675284965048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320609225859987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927545206546311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067141832543013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296782464658906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042810425701003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,archimedes1219,2019/07/22,"Nearly failing out of college and feeling really alone because of it. I am going into my third year, and things are not going well.  While the Existential Dread ™ might be part of the territory when going for a philosophy degree, I wish that I could keep friends or find a significant other. But that seems Herculean when struggling with depression.",7.666935483870969,8.939341338709678,7.77435483870968,66.93153225806455,63.03225806451614,10.070967741935485,34.854838709677416,10.125756701596842,3.8316,281,12,43,6,4,91,51,62,0.235,0.639,0.126,-0.8319,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,2,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,15,12,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,4,1,1,0,1,4,2,8,9,1,10,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,3,4,37,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603484952852311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323575264819134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007023333901136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165087578395268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710265827156994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297520247734845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421155673354815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42858629698491735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234334835069985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666689518475437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722144258626309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103714183864948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22884218850875154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26279153356237195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700225584107528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260161455229979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28906862888523005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187713773492185
lonely,ElvisIsMydaddyyy,2019/07/22,"I’ll be your friend If your lonely just like iam I promise I will try to be their for listen to everything you have to say If you feel the need to have someone by your side to share your interests,feelings and troubles iam here 💕💕",2.381530612244898,3.863348326530616,3.3956632653061227,92.53594387755103,75.93877551020408,6.53265306122449,24.494897959183675,7.1686216300943375,0.8150367346938774,184,6,41,2,4,59,34,49,0.102,0.708,0.19,0.5719,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,6,1,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,9,4,7,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,1,0,2,1,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008445596427592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510315859569769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445858160477939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21789770196439387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307103763020663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546846381263576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779023830461425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028111584843197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gloryboyzglo,2019/07/22,Dreamt I had a gf I had a dream that I was in class and this girl passed me a note saying meet me after class. So k did and she asked me out it was awesome then I woke up bit the dream kinda hurt cuz when I woke up on realized wow I'm never gonna get one,-1.2901092896174866,0.085216737704922,1.5290983606557411,102.20763661202187,86.54098360655738,4.722404371584699,13.44535519125683,5.46131890053228,-1.3810349726775957,195,2,55,1,6,68,45,61,0.052000000000000005,0.75,0.198,0.8313,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,7,11,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,1,9,1,6,3,1,10,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,35,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.411102397047361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800878610543607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297487151105197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47075632737348294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391586046075189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29798272552308674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497030299605243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwinguawayaway,2019/07/22,"Hi Gamers I’m just looking for some people to play PC games with, I’m lonely and would really love to enjoy a hobby I have with other people (: 
Comment what games you play if you’re interested",1.9226923076923088,4.23171094871795,3.945833333333337,84.13875,80.53846153846153,5.951282051282053,17.442307692307693,7.1686216300943375,0.3136615384615382,153,3,29,2,4,52,30,39,0.051,0.57,0.38,0.9447,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,5,5,1,0,0,1,1,1,6,0,0,2,0,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022910930520329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323718018967877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6642419941912913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068991309315889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403116189049938,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,panchxbartx12,2019/07/22,"The best thing for lonely people is to hang out with other lonely people. Sometimes you just need someone who understands you and your problems so getting along is easier. Try making friends here, you'll start with something in common and help each other. If we don't want to be lonely, let's not let others feel lonely :)",6.3229999999999995,7.51006996666667,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,66.0,7.333333333333332,26.666666666666664,7.1686216300943375,1.5021666666666669,258,7,42,2,4,80,48,60,0.18100000000000002,0.613,0.20600000000000002,0.5964,0,8,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,4,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,17,14,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,5,2,8,10,2,5,0,4,0,0,8,2,0,1,2,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638821985962273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714112660060425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942703359453151,0.0,0.1313727131803142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854223301618074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142511481998601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784542342215114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644765081071396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34864877674948075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24060454512437116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130535253915576,0.19357918197580484,0.24869136245811785,0.0,0.17797823606022392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705280000604025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071865046987172,0.0,0.0,0.2617692471876025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831225137954634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dean24k,2019/07/22,"I Feel extremely lonely, it's getting very hard mentally... I felt lonely for a while, but could live with that. Now it's getting worse. I don't have friends. meaning: I don't have anyone to say ""Hey! I feel like crap, let's just talk, or hang out"". Why it's getting worse? Cause it seems that life beats me harder and harder. In May-grandma got sick, couldn't walk for some time, had to look after her. In July my mom has had a surgery, not that fun of an experience. That's the only family I have btw. Has been sick since February myself. IBS (irritable bowel syndrome) - annoying shit. As I get stressed or upset I feel worse and worse. I try very hard to stay strong and not completely break down mentally. I'd guess the support from a friend or a girlfriend, would have made it easier. Unfortunately I don't have any of those. 

P.S. Sorry for a long bragging post, and thanks to everyone who read it.",1.8031431105854523,4.1970456123595525,3.1119988172678923,89.43728858663515,81.64044943820224,6.443997634535777,21.727971614429325,7.669130373188453,0.93516404494382,701,22,145,12,19,227,113,178,0.295,0.597,0.109,-0.9896,1,4,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,2,2,14,3,2,8,0,17,6,3,2,0,26,33,10,0,3,7,1,6,1,3,1,3,1,0,0,12,6,0,0,6,1,0,2,6,7,0,0,6,8,14,7,17,23,1,14,0,2,1,0,9,4,2,6,6,82,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291975073308977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525955002685794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125260485197628,0.0,0.0,0.12784617205488932,0.0,0.0,0.09735490481898397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651379388982548,0.0,0.11927549579209365,0.11494914639431927,0.0,0.18496148484058544,0.08711014611423072,0.11707639637710357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841283308640053,0.0,0.2548233106213149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975222872689898,0.0,0.13432477602208345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184590115253124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468645210139535,0.08612605703353574,0.05957111616055798,0.0,0.1076705395256633,0.10790833784091812,0.10239440513111818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537752440507246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282259209628786,0.0,0.0,0.2457629177078486,0.0,0.0,0.142808401144754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273680420451083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677969929353585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219676581559496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969673364505852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100473574232464,0.0,0.0,0.12516417717082384,0.1008656115386358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649586994542626,0.0,0.1299661246018569,0.0,0.0,0.13967574209246442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383700082038903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980064616325768,0.0,0.11226105332297684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110108134627467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827856307531422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121773055474354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002706574349988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970473465268495,0.08661888463058166,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwaway5672009,2019/07/22,"I messed up I messed up the perfect opportunity to finally get in a relationship. I've never been in one before because of my abandonment issues. I finally met someone who I felt like I could trust but I messed up and in the process probably lowered his self esteem. I feel terrible about it and can't even talk about it because I've never talked about my feeling since I was a child. I have a few friends that I know would listen and would give me usefull advice but when I try to talk about it my mind goes blank and I can't even say one word.
This is the lowest point of my life and I feel so lonely I can't even sleep at night so I just toss around.
Thank you for reading this.",2.331596244131457,3.9760444366197234,3.6503521126760567,89.96782863849769,76.46478873239437,6.705164319248826,23.805164319248824,7.492282038375204,0.8928291079812203,538,17,118,7,12,176,85,142,0.156,0.7240000000000001,0.12,-0.7237,2,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,12,13,0,0,6,0,10,2,1,0,3,23,20,10,0,3,3,0,4,1,1,2,1,2,0,2,7,6,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,4,6,22,7,17,13,1,15,0,2,0,0,14,9,0,0,7,81,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722491487347386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412089642740446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368400440852028,0.0,0.12820204941130905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202911450301969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985319876867065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22853731755301224,0.0,0.14465890344607255,0.33008515775262043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640089152409595,0.0,0.07871454415167338,0.1445284755791598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725172007490745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279975566789814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641684706860133,0.07360571906473741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521254150123647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23239925362765254,0.0,0.0,0.14138584287531697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041845970136527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242404851347107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624388446830777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070251759282574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175433203243975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981226784471907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717305958506228,0.0,0.0,0.12462895350484272,0.0,0.15077055249597918,0.0,0.12765520879579748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632886143351814,0.0,0.1387090940269054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228943609835152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405156386983426,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CRolKiNi,2019/07/22,"(20F) Summertime is here and I feel like I am wasting my life... How does one deal with this? 

Here's the sum of my situation: due to Universe hating me, non-emotional parents that kept buying me things, spoiling me, and bullying in school, I've never developed proper social skills and still talk like a <12 year old (I am 20). Add into a mix some unhealthy coping mechanisms, extreme sensitivity and depression that came out of all of this, and you get my inability to feel emotions - at least not often - which causes me to have memory problems and fleeting interest in anything. THAT is why I have no friends and likely never will. Oh yeah, I'm also a narcissist, or so I am told, even though I would love to smash my face in with a hammer whenever it shows up in the mirror.

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Is one supposed to be productive in their 20tieth year? I can't talk to my peers, so can somebody tell me this?

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THE IMPORTANT PART: So ok, I have my life analyzed, I KNOW why I can not be with people, and I KNOW I need to study constantly to be of some use to the world, but I constantly feel like a lost puppy. The summer feels like I am just wasting my entire life no matter what I do, even though there is nothing that needs to be done. There is this irrational desire for guidance. Studies start in autumn, if I finish these, there is a probability I might find a decent job to stuff the entirety of my boring existence into it and finish this properly, no failure on my part. Makes sense, right? But I feel bored. I feel like I \*have\* to do something, even though that mf universe won't tell me what. I'm a loser! What else do you want from me?! 

How do I control myself? WTFSSJDHASDBHKAJSD do I do?",4.078373493975906,5.5260629578313285,5.1922120481927765,81.49013734939763,71.5301204819277,8.20356626506024,27.737831325301205,8.726425361277474,2.088096722891567,1330,48,257,24,25,439,180,332,0.14400000000000002,0.77,0.086,-0.9686,2,0,1,0,0,0,65.0,0,2,1,4,20,17,1,0,14,2,32,5,1,6,3,54,55,22,0,7,7,1,6,6,1,4,3,0,0,0,19,17,0,2,9,1,1,1,9,7,0,2,5,6,42,10,34,42,6,29,0,3,0,1,13,14,0,6,20,189,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166038565055337,0.0,0.1941829010657912,0.21776979248350095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737406754678135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248896794787332,0.0,0.09205325632456716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367126186219494,0.100504254376084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238307413508966,0.07718020887866871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841754998761645,0.09170124747498776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485692634269474,0.20159641127933667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775579477065293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271854399212009,0.25606710994524,0.0,0.0,0.08190111771579023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923178842703681,0.0,0.04681706983069968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847046004495841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892323059441315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849366428647352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988072715406876,0.2626709556561218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781894637033696,0.0,0.08087573474737357,0.0,0.059814787400582575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506112182447528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288806292360425,0.13822416432626947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859823731243847,0.0,0.0940297038112876,0.0,0.12144292569771847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995003298468592,0.19407590212527773,0.0,0.06212368509533976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661379376207893,0.08574383156120544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652570394879687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906892194683922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072441204753103,0.0,0.09134521916680938,0.0,0.06898548306520788,0.0,0.0,0.06342580056590354,0.0,0.0715619637397163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025810104218152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404884221697534,0.15664465153185744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953232154505456,0.0,0.26412153383835857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562535996380599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773935137551926,0.0,0.0,0.05285378418008479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617165967311484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365575206631913,0.0,0.21776979248350095,0.11541067832759405
lonely,MekalAtaturk,2019/07/22,"It saddens me how many people there are out there that want hugs but doesn't have the ability to get one Like those old people in retirement homes or just lonely teens or middleaged people. Why is that we were born with this ""need"" when we're unable to get it, while it is not a need like food physical touch is still important to mental wellbeing.",14.825588235294113,7.367196264705885,12.593529411764704,65.3308823529412,56.941176470588225,16.541176470588233,44.29411764705883,12.161744961471696,4.922888235294117,278,7,55,5,2,86,53,68,0.136,0.75,0.114,-0.3834,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,1,0,12,12,6,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,2,3,6,11,0,7,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,2,7,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981971327852918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576830678554207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24736607327122956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24095861450659936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500199274952532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485209945889485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657106677046256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587716684881112,0.0,0.16710670796085106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128969568067898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693998818051275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545469531245336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22252369124933247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mabu8128,2019/07/22,"Life is not enjoyable anymore :( help I just graduated from college 2 months ago and I enjoyed every second of it, now I have moved away to LA which I have never lived in a city before and is very lonley. I miss my parents, I miss my friends, I miss my old life. I moved to LA to be closer to my gf and when I am with her things are better. But when she leaves I get so lonley and everyone I do meet does not even come close to my old friends. This past sat I drove up to visit one of my friends near college and spending the day back in my old college area with my old friends really hammered home how sad I am to be so alone in LA with a new job, new life, new responsibilities :/...what do I do? im always sad and live in a constant world of nastalgia :(",1.7387211538461536,3.0361912375000024,3.517500000000002,91.76519230769232,77.25,6.1730769230769225,23.55769230769231,6.67199483983844,0.487596153846154,578,18,135,5,13,194,91,160,0.099,0.747,0.154,0.8822,2,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,9,12,0,0,4,0,12,3,0,1,1,17,19,12,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,3,0,1,0,5,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,5,0,2,2,0,24,7,21,15,0,33,0,5,0,0,11,11,0,0,17,87,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615853371359103,0.0,0.0,0.1240335126255512,0.0,0.0,0.09964852417420722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876808330628162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251689320926617,0.09208676350580984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190551818604526,0.0,0.0,0.10591651080034656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316119714128136,0.0,0.12941620977060034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723421547072086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048013215932365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909924747698119,0.0,0.10090155813351308,0.11443421641610295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700999546434482,0.0,0.06256878456614612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802714841811368,0.0,0.12012736945653756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935954699939314,0.0,0.11884166348102307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680677969966522,0.0,0.0,0.2537665503955898,0.0,0.0,0.21149759887432976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558995642034328,0.2545683042322005,0.0,0.0,0.09236500693914404,0.34699002403707674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502664887133032,0.0,0.08115134375710542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297745298801775,0.0,0.114322876893143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672025276560103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956211302725585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881316433156402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DeadNDead,2019/07/22,Messing up my days and feeling even more miserable It’s just my fuckin life and it’s all just my doings and I don’t think I could ever make someone to be my friend,0.20916666666666828,2.3078449166666672,2.0144444444444467,96.65000000000002,85.94444444444444,4.711111111111111,20.11111111111111,5.985473137389443,-0.1165888888888884,131,4,30,1,4,43,27,36,0.09699999999999999,0.774,0.13,0.0534,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,11,7,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,1,2,5,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490112090481091,0.0,0.0,0.28191145423031205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887189796497972,0.3954073818964529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210250956592736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377240766550548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30875649615918765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29178639327611505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703772106577409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800940285054453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kurinko,2019/07/22,"Got in a bad mood and wrote things down to try to open up. **I can't open up to people so I sorta just wrote down things that came to my head about myself until i got over whatever I was feeling, I don't know which subreddit I should really be posting this since i just made an account just to post this. This might just humiliate myself but I'm sick of having no one to talk to openly.**

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I don't know how long its been since I've opened up to someone, not with just drunken incoherent

pleas and all that but something meaningful and actually asking for assistance with my problems.

I can't be open with anyone except myself, anytime I mutter anything personal, people shy away or

leave from my life entirely or maybe I'm just shutting them out because they now know to much,

something ridiculous like that probably. I'm awful at explaining my feelings with words (I seem

to be very high in Neuroticism), the only constant emotion I can make out is

Humiliation.

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I can't even say that I feel like I'm going insane because almost everyone feels that, when growing

up at least, I hate that possibly everyone has the same problems as me. When those shite self-help

companies have the same cut and paste responses to all problems to ever exist it absolutely

infuriates me, the most common being ""You are not alone, plenty of people feel what you feel"".

I'm trying to think why it angers me and put it into a short sentence but its not coming to me,

this will probably be a common thing I say throughout this because my thoughts are so disorganised.

I've looked through so many self-help websites and have found almost nothing of use, I can't identify

the problem so how am I to solve it, I've listened to a lot of Jordan B Peterson for a long while and

he has helped me the most so far so at least I have that.

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I'm scared of becoming resentful but I feel I am anyway, I hate most things I'm very irritated often.

I know I have the capability to kill someone and even enjoy it, more so family and friends than

strangers which is something I'm quite ashamed about. I think about murdering a lot, getting caught

up in violent daydreams and become extremely excited by them (not sexually so far), I also have common

extremely vivid nightmares; which have involved beating my mother to death, getting my jugular ripped

out messily with plier cutters and getting so enraged at my sister that it actually started to scare

myself, enough to wake me up. My dreams often are dystopian versions of life paired up with separate

dreams of me in the center of made up humiliating events or sometimes about insects attacking me for

some reason. I don't really know what dreams mean or if they're helpful in anyway but here they are.

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I've lost so much as a kid, I had a beautiful 2 story house in a nice suburb and a secure family,

I had many other things that weren't just materialistic but the point is that my family and I lost

many privileges when my father left to never return, its been about 8-12 years I think since then.

We moved to a little house that we could afford and if my family wasn't a bit of a mess before it sure

is after that. I've had to cope with so many shitty step-dads who made my life miserable until

my mum finally decided to go out with someone sane, that relationship didn't last long though which

really pained me because I thought I would finally have a proper father figure in my life.

I plan to talk to my father one day and ask why he left, which I think is because of me, i'd explain

but that's to much context to go over. I guess I feel quite guilty for ruining my family, which I've

only continued to ruin over the years, its not like they've given me a reason not to do so since

all they do is make me miserable, now that I write that I notice how selfish that is.

I never got to say goodbye to my father, it took me awhile to realise he wasn't coming back,

I don't think my mother told me for whatever reason maybe to ""protect"" me or something, all that did

though is make me more bitter.

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I can't trust my friends and end up isolating them, going cold when they ask whats wrong. I feel

so distant from them somehow physically as well as emotionally. Anytime I talk I feel humiliated, 

inferior perhaps? Anyway I don't feel like I'm even on the same planet as my friends, I don't

understand them and they probably don't understand me either, they say I'm very weird and mysterious

to them so I'd say I'm right. I'm almost always dissociated from them or anything really, I don't

know where I am or who I'm with, I mean that somewhat literally, I'm just so confused.

I often lose focus on what the date or time is, one day could go by and it feels like a week,

I've forgotten the year before which surprised me, I am just so lost.

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I don't know why I feel so humiliated and I don't know how to explain it either, that feeling might 

just be so ingrained in me that its become part of me, whatever it is its driving me crazy.

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I have these moments where my body goes cold and weak, objects seem unreal and I can't really make

out what they really are as they expand and shrink at the same time, at these moments I feel the most

confused, I'm completely lost in my surroundings and my body itself. It usually happens when I'm by

myself and am stuck in my thoughts for a while.

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If I could meet my young self I would tear him apart with my hands, I fucking despise myself for the

shit I've done, I can't trust myself to do anything anymore because of my fuck ups and the reactions

I got from them. I just shut down now when anything difficult comes my way, I can't trust others to

help me so I'm just stuck in that mode until I slowly get through it or the time passes and I

don't have to worry anymore. The only thing I know about myself is that I'm pathetic.

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What am I even thinking anymore? I really just want to die, I know it will be painful but everything

is painful anyway, I feel like my whole nervous system was designed just to feel pain: I have barely

been hugged in my life, maybe If I do so I might have something to live for. Its something so small

to ask for but I never ask anyway, so I stand cold seemingly forever. I am so cold.

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I want to scream. Can I even feel? All I do is feel without understanding. Everything I write still

doesn't feel like me. Does everyone just feel this and live with it, why can't I.

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My friend, possibly best friend I don't know, is probably going to die soon. He's always ill probably

because he smokes all the time, and I don't even care. If he died I really don't think I'd care, I'd

just have a lot of spare time on my hands I guess, I don't even think I like him. He actually asked me

if I'd care if he died (he probably expects the same thing as me), and I basically said ""not really"".

I'm just such an evil person, I'm pretty much this guy's only proper friend and that's what I do to him.

He's on anti-depressants and he lives in absolute hell and I don't even care. When I grew up and looked

back on all the humiliating shit I've done I told myself I wouldn't repeat it, yet here I am.

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One of my few early memories is back when I was nine perhaps, I was waiting for a friend to come over

and suddenly started crying for no reason. My mum, confused, asks me whats wrong. I really didn't

know what so I just stood there crying for ages till I blurted ""I don't want to live"" or something

along those lines. My friend arrived at that moment so my mum went to open the door as I wiped the

tears as to not embarrass myself, my mum hasn't ever mentioned that moment since, I don't know how

someone could forget something like that. My mum thinks there's something wrong with me without

me saying anything remotely personal since so maybe she does remember or I'm just so broken that its

easy to tell, I don't know.

​

I wish I could be close to someone, I say this but I don't respond to peoples messages so maybe that's

a lie, I really don't know how to be open and I wish someone could just teach me how.

​

I could actually have a future, I'm somewhat a musician, I'm in a band that's horribly failing and I

really just want to ditch it but I'm going to set something right in my life for once and turn it

around, god I'm for once going to do something right because unlike the doomed and hopeless I actually 

have a chance. I'm an artist as well and I could really do something with my skills, make a side career

out of it maybe, its not like I'm bad at art I just don't work hard enough, I actually have hope.

I really have a chance if I can just live through it.",4.896117199203762,5.319280787015948,5.9076340577479565,80.88460270065056,68.8633257403189,8.993075991709247,29.37335057152825,8.994212911058018,2.2362412998419825,6866,238,1386,117,111,2281,520,1756,0.196,0.7020000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.9997,2,1,13,0,0,2,219.0,2,2,16,13,113,98,19,11,54,1,135,24,8,20,13,303,300,133,7,32,67,12,24,10,8,9,13,10,1,6,99,77,0,3,68,6,1,22,55,60,2,5,46,42,223,37,190,228,40,181,2,13,3,3,102,83,5,49,80,937,322,4,0.0,0.0,0.11977936017720348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145463985732055,0.02118743707750389,0.0,0.016359574870371527,0.034043973940833284,0.3324796901062198,0.3728651324190431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086398519078625,0.01430411441335499,0.0,0.08417245388478788,0.018211200006806413,0.13387271130615566,0.02327296057052274,0.01922016513572844,0.04719085510398744,0.034161730268870774,0.09976390648850984,0.06777994235542502,0.034815054556029394,0.0,0.021468516040083003,0.0,0.02233390863413939,0.04544656218212248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02339752890399625,0.08342970826277292,0.0,0.0,0.07048809074268239,0.02144893178308507,0.022106910812092737,0.0,0.1306669525507326,0.0,0.044942435731588126,0.026386337786892197,0.0,0.017619712679452254,0.0,0.0849251646483721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035804378347316534,0.041869532522169586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04602307891566658,0.01811896223867824,0.04227540744767848,0.0,0.10809403318962077,0.037009325394869536,0.0,0.058643048362644966,0.03677113333633877,0.0,0.09642589840222447,0.0,0.21721873599769487,0.07307295758595428,0.0,0.04481961414838083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02243020825924617,0.12644114216240848,0.03782460969315639,0.04275206459767797,0.0,0.09301015486645887,0.0,0.06544580422994342,0.0,0.04507171253338537,0.020255794033489802,0.01809018952775953,0.0,0.018325587541232216,0.040394399270457536,0.02099493702604399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855997964598994,0.02161410136613085,0.0,0.02031856509016686,0.0,0.04720960722776613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022632804674757742,0.0,0.16864071346991405,0.016675307024317708,0.0,0.02166116728467211,0.04445350505047696,0.0,0.08669693706270437,0.0999432979676124,0.020503437842099882,0.0903201879342306,0.05431180003220365,0.03435770622344475,0.022886317283176742,0.08932557994817472,0.052175810232799665,0.0,0.058071147782269225,0.06827652990921558,0.0829613538828331,0.1233117363422818,0.044567665520758304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510540763760189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02174271216574217,0.06015343413651353,0.0,0.04733344395222383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01962918644507364,0.02329060001889729,0.0,0.04357239262052503,0.05544917508864814,0.062234335379548776,0.08707139658558379,0.0,0.0,0.022153099111383717,0.019528663741106612,0.05672964599976284,0.053587180988225236,0.0,0.0,0.019338618383465837,0.04612472408966607,0.03918458822092585,0.02081227527293544,0.13233760144151482,0.07829891616483273,0.0,0.020565085306468577,0.0,0.0435173927115548,0.0,0.0,0.18347523109565714,0.08413342628101253,0.0,0.02196332242831804,0.02317396222599295,0.052410881070184163,0.019459433584059858,0.11387842325667533,0.04096235037088332,0.0,0.0,0.05587026110209102,0.06402380464257973,0.0,0.04199793947166999,0.10153419158561122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399965708024712,0.18898695533302085,0.0202326437037596,0.0,0.028959351073856207,0.0,0.016337105822729552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01928062107491026,0.0,0.0,0.04932804501075299,0.017880450136531542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951357467416981,0.11797303698732227,0.040198090558025784,0.04872207427446314,0.0596436412208364,0.0,0.0,0.03909536557509664,0.02272864554137828,0.02777812300678749,0.0222515039740255,0.0,0.06388984151196749,0.0,0.01766840872073125,0.02253065974301455,0.05063787175062505,0.04826462663447181,0.01623793287879693,0.01640949117825902,0.0,0.03678686797495873,0.018963982313241957,0.0738375811960055,0.022839676579239385,0.04704942411037296,0.03943992373858569,0.0,0.014893048303034829,0.02077522808479087,0.0,0.02906434377668501,0.06710004388841846,0.3728651324190431,0.03952120022380997
lonely,raenivon,2019/07/22,"29/f/Tx Looking for some one to call and talk about nothing with. I love music, work night shift so hours are a bit off. Bestie is my mom but gets weird sometimes ya know. Don’t care gender. Pm me Kay!",-1.4901993355481693,0.4407330697674468,-0.022192691029898626,106.16279069767445,102.02325581395347,2.4571428571428573,13.119601328903654,3.1291,-1.8327980066445184,154,3,38,0,7,48,43,43,0.09699999999999999,0.799,0.105,0.3309,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,2,5,8,2,3,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,1,2,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135288150462561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932453522578672,0.0,0.2928016094247131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004095760472644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828168279912568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782794353620996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411608979065545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591933397874599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363445708246208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695012400235436,0.0,0.2755592703123422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460223516655106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840307493689754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308263450301896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090722167520452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kipperkin,2019/07/22,"Abandonment issues I have abandonment issues, and it makes me crave relationships. I'm a big romantic. Those together make my life a nightmare when I'm alone. I've been single for over a year now, and if think I would be more used to it. No luck though, I feel worse everyday. My best friend isn't good at social stuff, and I've been to depressed to talk to my other friends.",2.5159428571428606,4.6435284800000005,3.535238095238096,88.80000000000004,77.53333333333333,7.485714285714287,22.714285714285715,8.418075326091056,1.3176285714285707,296,9,62,6,7,95,54,75,0.225,0.591,0.184,-0.38299999999999995,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,3,0,13,13,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,7,5,7,9,3,7,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253151359783182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283042348694436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737461939107689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999930189836232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361556076292221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246976453291186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541292323485183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366127965148124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904312695178512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335661911995224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22176379052669185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24904153621501915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485763109660954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939660340197335,0.21374077022668767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187892471320135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217009983545087,0.15454055500458552,0.0,0.0,0.1400944117636078
lonely,WingBurger88,2019/07/22,I'm lonely and shouldn't be. I'm 31. I have a family but I'm still lonely. Bleh,-5.064499999999999,-5.264078449999999,0.13000000000000256,101.255,133.5,3.6,4.0,5.6839178017228535,-2.0182,61,0,17,1,5,24,14,20,0.294,0.706,0.0,-0.6124,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.763017880666495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6463773772210862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,godspeedsquid-,2019/07/22,"I genuinely don’t know why I’m so lonely I have friends, and yeah we hang out and stuff (don’t get me wrong. I do enjoy their company) but I’m 20 and I’ve loved people but I feel like I’m not loved back and I hate it so much because I have so much to offer but no one seems to want it...",-2.8610294117647044,-1.215295632352941,0.4237647058823519,104.13594117647058,100.91176470588236,3.896470588235295,12.682352941176472,5.6839178017228535,-1.3393635294117645,219,4,61,2,10,77,42,68,0.154,0.575,0.272,0.8504,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,0,4,8,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,14,16,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,1,9,5,3,16,2,3,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,1,2,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987333912421688,0.0,0.15754974732132673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306809367167039,0.1846379342415196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967912945551855,0.0,0.1350303373616381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551675299118464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420382860854033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626643759641412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466525469739976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799834502194154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513354943450765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917785514785028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352847057748228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958653434366038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244149910458846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332124446547898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825763433415091,0.0,0.0
lonely,OkOpinion5,2019/07/22,"I feel like I have nothing Over the past few days I have just felt so lonely that I feel physically sick. I don’t even know why. I have friends but I don’t even really go out with them. I have tried to make plans but they don’t seem motivated. One of the only people I could consider a best friend also recently got into a relationship. This probably sounds very toxic but for some reason im very jealous. I don’t want to be, I want to be happy for him because he deserves it. I think it’s because the lack of physical or verbal contact I have with people.",2.1543103448275858,3.850074775862069,4.294344827586208,84.9351379310345,77.10344827586206,7.398620689655173,23.66896551724138,8.238735603445708,1.3708993103448273,438,14,92,8,10,151,75,116,0.096,0.684,0.22,0.9431,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,3,5,7,1,0,5,0,12,1,0,3,0,23,23,6,0,4,5,0,3,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,4,16,5,12,18,4,7,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,3,4,63,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294939943745968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793339116494256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875911506906805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272041404999292,0.0,0.0,0.11528145351812948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23613048092120456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076664789056995,0.12770179524590425,0.17163174056293728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762095818430683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158993956977036,0.0,0.1429657934955786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028681078302934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19308484605751172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823844813509901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733010812000902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193195914139848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715191523008982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112824356732188,0.13595036755826634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064078839011346,0.24785084240338875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927268974383076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451430171449928,0.1837887422928704,0.17649787441211906,0.19191475179868475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627308030973016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145382574681644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136213907708884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949813147305649,0.2108673191736272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612975577225979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Schlagermager,2019/07/22,"What do you dream of when you sleep? Mine are very painful  \>be dreaming  
\>bike around on my bicycle  
\>the ground is very slippery and muddy but i manage  
\>come to some kind of old school building  
\>climb around in the gymnastics hall where i can do pullups with one arm with ease  
\>end up in some desert  
\>the desert is very hot  
\>tell my friends that the desert has scorpions and stuff, so watch out  
\>end up resting in some abandoned building  
\>then some time later we are in some kind of hilly forest  
\>one of my friends fall down the hill rolling backwards  
\>lands on some root  
\>i go after them and carry em up with her in my arms  
\>she has long chestnut hair  
\>get a bit red on the cheeks  
\>she kisses me  
\>lie together in some tent with her in my arms  
\>it's very warm and lovely  
\>wake up",5.772119106699755,8.233913477419357,2.915483870967744,95.39630272952856,69.06451612903226,5.801488833746897,34.503722084367254,6.297961479604792,1.761828784119107,699,35,132,4,13,182,102,155,0.035,0.816,0.149,0.9674,0,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,1,2,1,0,5,9,0,0,5,0,9,9,6,1,0,22,11,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,12,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,5,15,7,28,11,9,30,0,1,2,2,9,22,0,7,6,77,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29444142186579714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054899763878887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424577571434318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929501077521069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555399264375801,0.0,0.08640272664029533,0.0,0.09398763616827367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444296715456078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463535591613589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925931986944085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353548233270966,0.0,0.2241276515040892,0.0,0.17597293015368326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673704883130259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549656703359622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931725189151846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454690409838838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096432736556366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5458138198083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CyberpunkElectra,2019/07/22,"Is it normal to obsess over people from the simplest of action. I will never know what others think of me. Do people think of me like I do them? Pointlessly obsessing from the tiniest gesture? What do they think of me? My voice, My clothes, My name? What do the people who used to be in my life think of me? Do they remember me? Do they think about me? Who wants to be my friend? Who has a crush on me? (Probally Nobody) do they think I’m a punk, A loser, Lonely, Cool, Pretty, or do they just ignore stuff like that? I doubt anyone ever looked at me and said in their mind that they liked me. How come some people have best friends, That cared enough to say that they were best friends, Buy presents, Do stuff for them? I think of my smallest friends all the time, And I’m probally barely anything to them? I think, Who obsesses over me? Does anyone obsess over me?  Who am I? I only exist in my own head and nothing more. I wish I knew, But love and friendship wouldn’t be anything if there wasn’t mystery. I’m wishing for someone I can pour out to, And someone I can obsess over, and they would obsess back. I hope I find someone like that, But life is a ocean of people.",1.0535150925024332,3.331501156118144,2.1050843881856562,96.2056694255112,83.85232067510549,4.321259331385914,19.241966893865627,5.369823440869387,-0.38761655306718623,902,24,194,4,26,284,115,237,0.10300000000000001,0.701,0.196,0.9817,0,2,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,12,3,6,24,0,7,8,1,24,4,1,2,3,42,47,11,0,8,5,0,0,4,4,3,2,3,0,0,17,8,0,1,12,0,1,2,3,10,0,0,4,5,43,14,28,37,7,18,0,2,1,1,25,11,0,5,9,143,60,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033060613272516,0.0,0.16515487966599218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716103107696592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061701421111334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231096095558054,0.0,0.0,0.0864404832520063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781477081505458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368578893115103,0.0,0.0,0.09077005599830017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171579426856223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31011290889841164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298548212926788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966770652324418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514836001263406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175680945454713,0.19609887305716894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426662427917568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056753382962493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132236606859807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739417587855413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983192412248022,0.09628612971515578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631879326557163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478415973015853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208947997945787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367415247441788,0.0,0.09545344894966264,0.07980035723212221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550723255897738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297477521700429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5143889935547372,0.0,0.0,0.05851343244757815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666801849914044,0.0,0.0,0.0591875536179778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307893383962279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712839827263986,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justathrowayayyyyy,2019/07/22,"I’ll most likely be forever alone because of my body and I fucking hate it It’s nearly 4:30 am and I’m about to have another meltdown because I’m up late and thinking too much and shit. I’m just gonna get straight to the point. I have man boobs. Gynecomastia. I fucking hate it so much. I’ve been a big kid since I was young, but I’ve been working my ass off at the gym, and even lost weight, but nothing was lost around my chest area and it pisses me the fuck off. It sucks that I’m gonna be alone forever. Sucks that I’m only 14 and I can already tell I won’t have a girlfriend because nobody would want me. I’ve had girls grope me in that area before because they think it’s funny, but I felt like the most embarrassed person on earth when they did that. I just really fucking hate my body. I know it’s the first thing people notice about me when I go out in public. I just wish they’d notice something else about me. My stretched ears? My face? My outfit? Idk. Literally anything but my man boobs. But I’m stuck looking like this forever. I wish I had a girl that I could do stuff with. I wish I had a girl that I could cuddle, kiss, hug, hold, hang out with, laugh with, watch tv with, go on walks with, even go to the store with. Everything I do is alone and it sucks. I go to movies alone, I go to concerts alone, I go out for walks alone, and I just wish I had someone to do all that stuff with. I fucking hate it. I’d say I’m a nice guy. A lot of people like me. But no girl would ever love me in a romantic way, no matter what I do. Fuck, I’m only 14 and my only “relationship” was online with a girl I barely knew for 3 days. Oh fucking well. I guess I was dealt the shitty looks cards in life. Guess I’ll just have to fucking deal with it.",-0.11333712264746865,1.9113804482758605,1.839096248579008,97.86475022104335,86.69230769230771,4.757584943791841,17.729506126057853,6.052691113681939,-0.4759050903119864,1347,33,323,11,42,445,166,377,0.2,0.655,0.145,-0.9697,0,6,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,3,4,17,30,17,1,15,0,30,24,10,0,2,57,80,19,0,9,11,0,2,4,1,5,1,3,0,10,22,23,1,1,5,3,1,9,3,20,1,1,16,8,47,10,38,54,6,38,0,2,3,15,20,21,16,5,11,189,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150558517685301,0.07370621384016003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003683751544162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496381246238933,0.05945870268076321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286220710207885,0.0,0.056834749409369535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483808660406616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066553477943744,0.0,0.0,0.043075069537390105,0.06885922768196524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055795828217041994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823047051517859,0.060416844421200225,0.0,0.0,0.06002800154473392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641304297781878,0.0,0.0,0.0568129180760312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939822133457957,0.034895864865468154,0.0,0.22775530205709646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715699974926302,0.06613420502492483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637715883953286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036706927745313374,0.0,0.07534385689597878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471768966553325,0.13052404754371358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217627824466764,0.0,0.14582188702392532,0.056783847057497124,0.0602820450072071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819905207270974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408836102325433,0.15208540472485224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239411086932014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926097992835224,0.05831986654162063,0.0,0.0,0.06313967010902533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04278842223829175,0.0,0.0,0.07170920409742455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311537725326088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856063837960738,0.05525071848792824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056592323102674924,0.051419452422543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292085089424085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837882007055496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044373384649578684,0.08559474667547941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039395428142908466,0.05301607927153218,0.0,0.08133419971427175,0.060053687968449676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30722826814644144,0.0,0.0,0.048625095036539626,0.0,0.0,0.09489370138066243,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jackaflocka,2019/07/22,"What’s the highest number of times you’ve been cancelled on in a row? I’ve been trying to hang out with a friend for weeks and just got cancelled on for the fifth time. Five times in like two weeks. I wish I could say it hurts less each time it happens. The first two times I just brushed off, the third time felt like a knife to a heart, and each successive time has felt like that knife being twisted.",4.858795180722893,4.873610060240967,4.105686746987953,95.19322891566269,68.87951807228916,7.121927710843375,25.03373493975904,5.6839178017228535,0.3120862650602416,317,7,74,1,5,93,52,83,0.08199999999999999,0.725,0.193,0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,8,0,5,1,1,0,0,12,10,2,0,2,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,5,4,3,5,12,3,3,17,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,13,44,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084839608183196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147095405920953,0.0,0.0,0.13940002748496605,0.0,0.0,0.12661671775258132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310733639471514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449224758558382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420385958586414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544169079124208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401969890548405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303274906434123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6689363756042441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126678232403914,0.0,0.32018258410362205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26291643715933594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845902689973335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,namp123,2019/07/22,"Small It’s hard to imagine that there are so many people on this earth that go through emotions, heartbreak, loss, and everyday obstacles, but it all seems like my own life is crumbling to an extent where I can’t seem to relate to anyone around me. Nothing in my life is particularly sad or different than anyone else’s but I feel like that makes it worse. I work most days of the week and I try and remain somewhat social, or at least going to events and such when they come up but it just seems very normal. I feel like being another average joe was predetermined for me and it’s upsetting knowing that I lack the creative ability or passion for anything creative to separate myself from the rest of my community. I feel like my mistakes haven’t shaped me or added any character to my personality and I have become stagnant as a person. I don’t see a future or what a future could even look like. Seeing all my friends who just got into college and are doing things with their lives, really puts me in the headspace of “I’ll never be as good as them”. Seeing how many older people work the job I do does let me know that there’s places for people with no futures, but it’s just belittling. I don’t know how to describe the feeling of stagnation, but it’s almost like the world moves around you, and you go by unnoticed. Ever since I graduated I haven’t been contacted once by anyone in over two years. I don’t know what I’m missing but I feel like there’s a void, or something where if I had it then I would find a muse and run with it. Maybe it’s just part of growing up, finding joy in things like nutmeg in coffee or putting a air filter in the car. But it doesn’t fulfill me. I have a girlfriend and it’s the same story, she’s in college, progressing, perusing a passion. And I’m just continuing a routine day to day. I’ve tried drugs, I’ve tried activities, I’ve tried art, I just don’t know where my place is or if it’s possible to live the rest of my life with no purpose. If there is nothing that makes me feel complete in life, is it even worth the trouble of finishing the story?",4.5370889487870665,5.210020094339622,5.455336927223723,82.92160377358492,69.75471698113208,8.415633423180592,28.82210242587601,8.527137837955566,1.9652583557951484,1656,58,338,25,28,544,206,424,0.09300000000000001,0.763,0.14400000000000002,0.9773,2,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,3,4,23,20,0,1,22,0,27,7,0,4,4,77,55,37,0,8,24,0,7,8,2,1,5,0,0,2,26,19,0,0,17,1,1,10,11,7,0,1,4,11,41,13,48,46,12,52,0,4,4,2,13,25,0,17,25,230,67,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066913357875308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054783515285472185,0.08447411132176791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689881296374276,0.08254316897119117,0.06629395868414195,0.14343083575683407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897211401001548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939524689715555,0.08446555445520884,0.0,0.0,0.06432054931561856,0.0,0.0,0.15586347192613273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416798110795715,0.0,0.0,0.0704985381000447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342394334210692,0.0,0.06729748474233238,0.0906190787881856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641814868679482,0.07287106931721686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444011286190289,0.2302081218999271,0.0,0.0,0.14726063409618606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062240402498272965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735219509199112,0.0675698475976056,0.06443113574318671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216587418159104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799433004605382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136815500514545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237798708025082,0.22760744552461784,0.3148601025837128,0.0,0.14227178918774394,0.0,0.0676500521173048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754875838819146,0.16335025037457593,0.08093327821885007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562245696019814,0.0,0.0,0.062132784795247975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893162743716824,0.15459885213447588,0.0,0.0,0.08579369683424247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723855426776331,0.0,0.16755033718729848,0.14068364801369898,0.1683359622159143,0.0,0.0,0.09081921733276184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196996199124394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160875435935187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258750353494608,0.2200162054348536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664000702670049,0.0,0.0,0.08212070403506856,0.0,0.0620189703324136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704087641837608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877961897791287,0.0,0.07869534632262372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647037961460513,0.0,0.0,0.06462031697972738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729717779568682,0.0,0.08209745164848496,0.05722746327885884,0.0,0.0,0.05187795400720093
lonely,waitingintherain,2019/07/22,"The world is quiet here. I always had someone to talk to until now. It wasn’t always great conversation either but it was at least something. There was always someone around, either a family member, however irritating or a friend or SO or something. I then get into my 30s and all my friends are busy with their kids, as should I be, but I have things I would like to talk out and I was always able to talk them out with someone. No I don’t want a therapist. I don’t want someone who gets paid to talk to me. I want someone who I can text at 2am and tell about the fight I had with my SO or about my anxiety or my bad day in general. That’s all gone now. Pretty much it happened with the acquisition of the SO. My friends were already kind of dropping off with busy family stuff but when the SO came along he would get irritated if I talked to people about things that I hadn’t talked to him about. However he gets annoyed with my anxiety because it is “repetitive” (I have ocd). He begins to escalate and get visibly annoyed when I talk about my anxiety. If I don’t talk about my anxiety he then assumes I am fine, and I want him to know I am not fine. He doesn’t like me to over share with other people. He can’t stand my mother, who was my support system before. He says she undermines his authority with the kids because she doesn’t listen to what he wants. He’s right. She can’t seem to change her behavior in how she interacts with him and the kids. It got worse and worse until she told me that she thinks it would be easier on me and my marriage if she stopped being as involved so now she never calls and I rarely see her or talk to her. I really miss talking about my anxiety and my problems and the going ons of my life in general but everybody is just gone now. It’s 2 in the morning and I can’t sleep and I want so much to talk about all the worries on my mind. SO says to just get a therapist. If I could afford a therapist, I might go to just set some kind of an action plan for my mental well being but nothing replaces friends and family.",2.624353769676887,4.045939518779345,4.254217067108534,86.87821043910525,75.17370892018779,7.734769400718036,24.73598453465893,8.405096225971981,1.464448163490748,1609,52,346,29,34,540,176,426,0.135,0.7440000000000001,0.122,-0.8376,3,0,2,0,1,0,33.0,0,0,2,1,29,20,3,0,16,0,36,2,1,1,4,77,65,45,0,16,21,1,0,2,4,5,1,4,0,3,18,29,0,1,4,0,1,6,13,6,1,0,15,5,63,14,59,40,9,42,0,1,1,0,60,17,0,14,17,255,81,0,0.06576329198347433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257142801161318,0.0,0.21888130847092588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515436918265606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058543272492852134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549096018716598,0.08017738480063602,0.0,0.05595971778261105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715167389196175,0.07521568648820988,0.0,0.0,0.0695688430171831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05250663744103262,0.0,0.0,0.04241188286793637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598733669674686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323422501413266,0.0,0.2061516346895133,0.0,0.07474958869973389,0.0,0.05259691219023799,0.07250426157659595,0.0,0.0,0.05815426191437933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369646973455291,0.03614178541545218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046450557979527116,0.06425724526187668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627393062799265,0.06976446030760937,0.06640217789610127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668717285842117,0.0,0.050720704956007036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310165230393658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911839725813204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690491027742959,0.0,0.0629265889016041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04212964880994565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056161492029364414,0.0,0.10459521866104657,0.0,0.0,0.052404829308713305,0.059868431125242434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581078544645387,0.0,0.27860511943824523,0.1012555901452622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498105678347126,0.0,0.0,0.07528323559132051,0.0,0.07462740441257823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5814384732979986,0.057480015827984336,0.0,0.0,0.22906875209430155,0.08738041806656795,0.04213846209766412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283964371417393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23273336087997495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059129097347008185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678581523537684,0.1340368256927487,0.140149067352107,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rebaronidk,2019/07/22,"I don’t know how I’ve survived this long without a friend I used to be the talkative, annoying and hyper classmate who wouldn’t stop laughing and screwing around with her friends in class.  Now I’m basically invisible.  I barely talk and if I do, it’s just mumbles.  I haven’t had a friend irl for over a year.  And I haven’t had an online friend in about 10 months.  I don’t rely on my friends but having someone to talk with was really nice.  Someone to tell all my thoughts and feelings to.  Someone to just joke with.  It’s been nearly a year since I’ve done any of this.  And it feels like nothing.  I haven’t expressed my thoughts and feelings in months and I don’t know how.  I don’t know how I’ve survived this long.  I miss having someone to talk to.  Someone to joke with.  Someone to have deep conversations with.  Someone to get to know.  Someone to hug.  Someone to love.  What’s even more annoying is that when I get a slight chance at it again, my stupid past trauma gets in the way.",1.251763907734059,3.573348552238805,2.4149728629579386,94.02129240162823,83.37810945273631,5.047580280416102,24.061736770692,6.351523495107088,0.5617044776119399,773,30,166,7,22,246,99,201,0.115,0.7020000000000001,0.183,0.9527,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,11,18,4,0,8,0,19,3,0,4,1,35,35,14,0,2,5,0,3,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,10,14,0,1,9,2,0,0,9,6,0,0,7,3,17,12,31,26,2,22,0,1,0,3,14,10,1,1,12,106,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503539885770243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513584390606807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786828940144547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316632575948736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450685009731954,0.06832199864333374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694386331769903,0.0,0.14989675708724734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023501219493512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04672265974811196,0.0,0.0,0.16926876237594096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863147452380015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267063895493452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917648124542209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129487718192948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061266530758746426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911064878326388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7292846079467021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995553491957229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23060450374809885,0.08358961579824709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518477606696334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259833983233338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591098436180949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218918000517554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231722138748758
lonely,icehawk2233,2019/07/22,"I blew it I blew my one chance of happiness by not giving a woman the attention she showed me in the beginning and now that I picked it up and started showing the same and even told my true feelings she isn’t interested anymore.

It fucking hurts when things severely go the wrong way and you try to play damage control to pick up and salvage the pieces",4.611857142857144,5.857216471428576,5.210000000000001,82.64500000000002,70.0,8.457142857142857,31.142857142857146,8.841846274778883,2.502085714285714,283,12,55,5,5,91,53,70,0.177,0.6609999999999999,0.162,-0.3025,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,3,8,1,0,6,0,1,1,0,3,1,13,8,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,1,9,4,7,7,2,9,0,2,0,1,6,3,1,0,4,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27309173596229863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088493887598606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187841552594766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923467808988546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545739066581247,0.0,0.2641587289229248,0.15649836624431634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931350794330704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947878663587774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659694360100051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110882268804383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949073684292267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829427145625473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26312657360957903,0.0,0.18695725747957387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185748401658016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010724225696715,0.0,0.0
lonely,marojohn03,2019/07/22,"Why do so many people surround me but I still feel lonely? I don’t have trouble making friends, but it always seems like I’m last thought of by any of them. They never wanna talk unless I say something to them, but it’s really short conversation. I don’t do a lot with them, but they always want to make plans, just never follow through. It’s got me wondering if I’m the problem, like they don’t wanna ditch me, but they don’t wanna associate with me.",1.7663440860215085,3.8437275698924713,3.41204301075269,89.0047311827957,79.75268817204302,5.853763440860216,21.086021505376344,6.937597516519254,0.5128408602150536,356,10,73,4,9,118,56,93,0.10800000000000001,0.765,0.127,0.1901,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,7,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,2,24,18,8,0,6,8,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,2,15,3,12,16,1,7,0,1,0,0,11,2,0,4,6,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36873827052302505,0.0,0.0,0.15067940335280805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203557629568532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118921018500974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721471578698966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806141634132874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165018626027224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883761480746136,0.0,0.0,0.2958076468956609,0.22464347291072853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417864258184649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536130270050957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201848365752987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194737731098014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620627500577551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171463617672108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705801717459657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769510268364835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809454361545055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759067398681029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069137421768814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999380421711138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24028991983919565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lunarian7,2019/07/22,"i wonder if i will ever not feel this way I feel so jealous seeing people with friends and people being welcomed into groups. I feel so bad when all my coworkers hang out or even just order food without me. I don’t know why I can’t ever make lasting connections. 

I also feel guilty for feeling this way because I’m not 100% alone. I’m in a relationship with a wonderful person and I’m extremely grateful for that or I would be much worse off. But he is the only person I have. I just wish I had some people to talk to, even internet friends. Someone who would check up on me occasionally or send me memes. Someone who I could be there for and hopefully brighten their day. I don’t want to feel like I’m always going to be a social reject.",3.0466335540838863,4.549565357615896,4.7903476821192035,83.13046633554085,74.2317880794702,7.1525386313465775,25.828366445916124,7.793537801064563,1.4815823399558503,583,20,115,8,12,198,95,151,0.107,0.6990000000000001,0.195,0.8743,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,11,8,1,0,4,0,14,1,0,1,3,37,33,12,0,7,10,0,6,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,0,9,0,1,3,6,3,0,0,1,7,18,5,16,24,3,17,0,1,1,0,14,6,0,8,6,81,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016090779274182,0.0,0.10822322948013384,0.1126052734685405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299476922906355,0.08249581843729949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080498706676244,0.0,0.0,0.08727655553638203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876817478460344,0.24482718816659266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105610200672701,0.09667966949360243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364138775724102,0.0,0.2091110076575877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691107053403347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441307307090347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437374454272122,0.11031188726137353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611532730315182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033372349857953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948300854633052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292444658085977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814620281703413,0.2363296043747972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529360953082351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784036657316838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795173617972833,0.2293290798249862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877300454128193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798210498350927,0.21483706638461586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211413739891158,0.0,0.1556226449266343,0.1304531429227477,0.2935188918345457,0.0,0.0,0.13791267529810025,0.1922688805275934,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BasedDoomer,2019/07/22,Its about to rain At least there's that to look forward to.,-1.1515384615384612,0.9052296153846164,-0.34730769230769104,109.12980769230772,99.0,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.8089692307692309,47,1,12,0,2,14,11,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,maskedstrangerr,2019/07/22,"Fuck Everyday sober I have some realization of how sad I am. I’m talking to a fucking screen just to vent. I’m sorry. 

I don’t feel anything, I stay too busy, never get feelings but always try to make friends too quickly. Fucking fuck dude, life is tough. I thought it was getting better but I’m getting worse.",0.9051612903225816,3.42670491935484,2.4679838709677417,91.17197580645157,88.51612903225808,4.390322580645162,27.10483870967742,5.985473137389443,1.0237032258064516,243,12,48,2,8,79,46,62,0.24100000000000002,0.642,0.11699999999999999,-0.7607,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,4,0,1,0,5,5,0,2,1,10,19,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,3,5,2,4,17,1,4,0,1,1,4,2,0,4,1,3,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131233191645453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953548599095202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145903049992836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960493012480227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149780659624565,0.7169052595372112,0.3038614960086617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693353496181784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940729274391555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952167912477132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170175046099919,0.0,0.20663573232071528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582242706435395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539082252986429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162252462872512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975663711645681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,diddlydanggly,2019/07/22,"Lonely on Reddit and in real life Have you ever been lonely, sad, and have no one to talk to so you make a post on Reddit but no one talks to you on that either 
Yea same :(",1.0164912280701728,1.9786378421052648,3.3236842105263165,93.79412280701756,78.47368421052632,5.066666666666666,12.666666666666664,3.1291,-1.4247649122807018,130,0,31,0,3,45,26,38,0.301,0.6990000000000001,0.0,-0.8957,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,1,8,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,3,0,7,3,2,6,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31217047259971803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437603993682832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23036266002495975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46770901679519294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33051862721192643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928091231462063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5547704156229263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,asundaykindalove,2019/07/22,"the loneliness from not being understood by my friends hits different Two of my friends and I have this tradition of toasting to the birthday girl in our friend group, and when it was my birthday (which they forgot about until I reminded them the day after), all my friends could think to say was that I was ""smart and authentic"". Idk I guess I'm different from my friends in the way that I'm a little out of the box and don't really follow the latest trends, but it felt like they didn't understand my values enough to know that being called ""smart"" wasn't enough to make me feel good about myself or to make me feel like my friends were appreciative of me. So, like the dramatist I am, I spent the rest of the sleepover crying in the dark over the feeling that I felt so misunderstood and lonely even though I was surrounded by people I called friends.",18.613975903614463,7.57238612048193,15.593795180722895,57.17876506024098,55.26506024096386,19.491566265060246,55.35542168674698,13.023866798666859,6.600306024096385,680,23,135,12,4,211,92,166,0.095,0.691,0.215,0.9672,2,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,3,0,7,14,0,0,12,0,13,0,0,2,1,24,31,12,0,1,3,0,5,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,8,6,0,1,9,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,12,6,24,13,23,15,4,14,0,1,0,0,16,7,0,2,8,98,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25533275674553124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982375500293973,0.0,0.13733610851492267,0.0806319659943357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612528659848549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583722866923385,0.0,0.08257904600790998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965197472111545,0.08931919660489067,0.2400907387317605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6761679633439157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486657816107132,0.0,0.0,0.13773115548091547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871147931978418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832453901296494,0.12530973537922652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166912767730456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667786572102272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009539262320732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994263581801924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011214813292676,0.1228382315533799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213305164160873,0.13015734556225722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924048287988432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheSpookyGuitarist,2019/07/22,"What Struggles Do You Have? Hey guys,

I used to struggle with loneliness, too. I live in a house with a bunch of roommates, but no one seems to care about spending time with me. Fortunately, I have a couple go-to friends I talk to all the time, so I don’t feel lonely anymore. I was wondering what struggles other people have with finding a connection and what have you done to try and fix it? Maybe I can help and offer advice in some way.",1.8171843434343449,4.091279784090911,2.9733333333333327,91.16055555555555,80.70454545454545,5.729292929292932,23.41414141414141,6.937597516519254,0.7697308080808076,343,12,71,4,9,110,60,88,0.16399999999999998,0.7070000000000001,0.129,0.0937,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,3,5,0,9,0,0,1,1,15,14,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,10,2,12,12,3,5,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,3,2,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325574728439004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859830244622616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120309109002745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750245633784112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191207083017986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948226662734358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140239131894894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488806041524668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657971532884047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568783289941526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256998765197115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163886946041916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559568029617955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884027935793329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707767887607968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001224500790495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072362423675375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5881527788323905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073247295839615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870480053690103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732306259176285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196889249117605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885551077606848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337228254754086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ang2187,2019/04/06,"Hey. Chicky here. It's been a while, but I'm starting to feel depression setting in. I have kinda ghosted on alot of people because I am working on myself and people frustrated me. The one thing I did do to stay sane is DM a dungeons and dragons game, but last game was tramatic and hurtful. I feel very embarassed and I don't want to play. It hurts alot and I feel myself going down a hole I haven't been in for 4 years. And I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to because I've just kinda disappeared. I don't need a response from anyone. Just wanted to put this out into the Abyss.",2.296341463414634,3.7356090813008147,3.8850487804878067,89.11635365853658,76.07317073170732,6.220813008130082,24.49512195121952,6.742157984588678,0.8137551219512198,459,15,97,4,10,153,74,123,0.201,0.772,0.027000000000000003,-0.968,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,8,0,13,0,0,0,0,23,23,9,1,3,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,3,0,3,4,4,0,1,4,4,13,2,16,19,2,16,0,3,0,0,4,7,0,4,5,67,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28381397502182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24743222514507324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480008023526433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104693978329162,0.14498714118021533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534086018547375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345232080567705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543090451171966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915085916292406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048445967457685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375238125446014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813992161189133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040202713298452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364867870900544,0.2163171306311991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163123095565264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483060921778878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745456648440366,0.23940971007062475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774963052343507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069280405410652
lonely,lostintimee,2019/04/06,"What to do alone on weekends [SERIOUS] Hey people,

sorry for this post probably getting a bit longer. So I (M, 23) have been a loner most of my life, I have a handful of longlasting friends, but two years ago I moved to another city for a job and therefore rarely see them, and even if I am around they are mostly busy with their girlfriends or whatever. Back then when I still lived in the same city I slowly stopped getting to attached to them as I was always feeling like the third weel and wanted to explore life like I imagine it. Since then I have been travelling alone, living alone, going to clubs alone, eating out alone, selecting hobbies that are great alone and so on.

The thing is, I agree that this type of freedom with pizza, netflix and joggers is nice for a certain time and I never had a problem with it. But  slowly I am realizing that I often feel lonely on weekends, as I would love to do more things beside getting pizza, watching movies and playing videogames for the rest of the day, but then I realize you often need friends for certain things to actually be fun – I mean sure you can go to a club on your own (just an example), but anytime I tried it I ended up getting some drinks, standing at the bar watching people having fun and then left as it felt akward to dance alone.

So what can I do to fill my weekends that is actually fun where I can maybe also meet new people? I feel like I am wasting life at this point, working during the week, making plans for the weekend only to realize there's actually noone there to share the fun with. My colleagues are just colleagues, and otherwise it's really difficult to be welcomed into a group if you're always doing things on your own ... any suggestions are highly appreciated :/",9.91464285714286,7.115780702380956,9.327738095238095,70.93392857142861,60.42857142857143,11.861904761904762,40.07142857142857,9.784248007369934,3.844496428571429,1380,54,254,19,14,443,182,336,0.092,0.6920000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.9951,1,9,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,4,4,2,16,22,0,0,18,0,28,10,1,2,4,52,44,28,0,6,9,0,5,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,18,16,5,1,10,12,0,7,1,4,0,2,5,8,33,18,43,36,9,46,0,1,3,1,18,16,0,8,24,186,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.2542403037704252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698155856568471,0.0,0.0,0.6296060191860322,0.0,0.06944874773825795,0.14452156470806046,0.0,0.0,0.05905658534151261,0.09106302394847177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730916269555466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677732189738493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481065364056264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600689905509516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507360773457745,0.0,0.08886262215868307,0.0,0.0,0.07691760010658574,0.0,0.0,0.0573593392744011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317321098750233,0.12408208497071073,0.08338341749696115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134190207498572,0.0,0.18148866172012068,0.0,0.09871037043443527,0.0,0.0,0.0957453096772218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175496828368797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617881349030458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435576054984117,0.0,0.18402048217805075,0.12728210134456813,0.0,0.15336887412341366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837968564676899,0.0,0.0579687374480172,0.0,0.08724600871619125,0.0945980743558255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230093962153724,0.0,0.06439338468265605,0.06697909195212705,0.0838740323008649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604842565713735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806191285013232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209521582080426,0.0,0.08317210575902917,0.0,0.09363202458521633,0.08309753951428603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055634195620894514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920305788431524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183787388639852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721423329097484,0.0,0.0,0.0693533634000969,0.07260508822027124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184900890630377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23077995708349494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050639166679555175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896106324971,0.0,0.08483351993504445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051222570060320216,0.0,0.06966064964292064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322313158176017,0.0,0.0,0.06169115930942174,0.0,0.0,0.055924392624395663
lonely,sickwithsilence,2019/04/06,"Impossible to speak to people I’m 33 and have crippling social anxiety. My partner of 3 years moved out 2 weeks ago and I find myself at a very loose end. They have severe issues and by working together we thought we could’ve helped them heal, it did not. We invested so much time and effort into getting them better but to no avail, and they decided they wanted to face their demons on their own.All my friends throughout my life have moved away or are now married with kids, or we have simply drifted apart. I’m too embarrassed to get in touch with anyone as I don’t want to seem needy. 
I won’t lie, I’ve been here before, I know I can get through it. This has been the third serious relationship I’ve been in since I was 17 and I hoped it would be the last, as I felt I had learnt from my mistakes and did everything I could. 
I find myself now drifting through the days, only ever talking to work colleagues, my family (as great as they are) have different life outlooks to me, conversations always seem very forced and artificial. My sister has had her first child (and I’m so pleased for all three of them) and I feel like I’m being left behind. 
Nothing brings me pleasure anymore, all hobbies, interests and dreams, no longer stimulate me like they did. I’m simultaneously aching for human contact (almost exclusively my now ex partner) and not wanting to see or speak to anyone. They only thing keeping me going are my two cats.(I recommend anyone going through a tough time here, get a pet!) 
Sorry for the rant, I just need to vent. ",5.6249762365780684,6.2711030167224076,5.978137651821863,80.23133603238867,67.32775919732441,8.702763597958107,30.45256116880831,8.6894789155246,2.2815177257525088,1218,44,233,18,19,391,175,299,0.126,0.75,0.12300000000000001,0.5455,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,4,0,11,5,10,12,0,1,7,0,26,4,1,1,3,50,51,22,0,8,7,2,3,2,3,2,3,2,1,5,5,20,0,1,9,1,1,7,6,4,0,4,11,6,43,8,35,35,3,29,1,0,1,0,32,9,0,7,15,153,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354751428837693,0.0,0.11697116276194545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719762151748126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936148536051215,0.0,0.11584692603554544,0.24503471327554355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974948692022732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939910369243392,0.0,0.0,0.10331144404333276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865310586381844,0.0,0.0,0.07533460335447507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204453154206528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034614840808726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566388073847137,0.0,0.0,0.10498382788700993,0.0,0.11012072789940702,0.0,0.0590640701646451,0.08345109988565214,0.1121586231241756,0.0,0.2135295971968778,0.09936092256224874,0.0,0.0,0.09024929273458818,0.0,0.2441195026807321,0.0,0.1327748318352036,0.0,0.0,0.12878654325227631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829716900216893,0.0,0.0,0.11602148461543592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192223214304165,0.0,0.10382859907455047,0.0,0.0,0.0641972693660823,0.09521803674590387,0.0,0.0,0.12691746758269146,0.0,0.16501669458430196,0.11413768399597204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24830707619765205,0.08587086123287149,0.08661522375927194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208504847878174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776828224027631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809832992806403,0.0,0.0,0.12822539495917287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254132496026585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930846914324457,0.2126840030337139,0.0,0.13196523389093834,0.0,0.0966287694260105,0.0,0.0,0.11907595646151273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076238515152605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388971760435814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760524516785502,0.0,0.0,0.09273632866923298,0.13622898608447007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410914875297175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276561549177504,0.2066976781464916,0.0,0.09370019584733756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008224418403647,0.0,0.0,0.08298047375344234,0.0,0.0,0.07522362436196155
lonely,GubBlub_,2019/04/06,"Depressingly Lonely I'm going to this black tie event and my sibling is here with their spouse, and my parent is here with their partner, and I'm just here :/ sorry about the weird wording, wanted to he vague just in case. ",8.488604651162792,6.752669604651164,7.613604651162793,78.77063953488374,62.25581395348837,9.530232558139538,30.80232558139535,7.1686216300943375,1.7907302325581391,175,4,34,1,2,54,31,43,0.259,0.741,0.0,-0.8625,1,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,6,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,6,6,0,3,0,2,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362045249969347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878271283527272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5623526386941827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5669291581017549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987172509316234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,2-1-3-7,2019/04/06,"I'm so irritated about being myself 
I'm the dumbest piece of crap in the world, I cannot make a proper eye contact and I don't know how to talk to people. I will go to high school in a few months and I'm scared that it will be even worse. My mind is like an empty space, I literally have nothing to talk about. I am pretty upset about that.",1.4619999999999995,2.607687133333332,3.6023333333333305,91.4995,77.66666666666666,6.066666666666666,19.166666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.15113333333333312,265,5,63,2,6,91,54,75,0.247,0.6809999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9168,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,2,5,0,9,2,2,2,0,6,15,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,7,1,10,11,2,7,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,2,41,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860420858652921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008102119434453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976025509348803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479988633336922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761099719192565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801863770107374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28440901500704224,0.0,0.22482837002195655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702724420449044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952763045427546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28656228205212997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820033957499071,0.2850676937866158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527955084863989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870484280620524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dr_mlemo,2019/04/06,"it hurts it hurts, it really does...
checking my phone every 5 minutes or less hoping to see a message from somebody... anybody... 
looking for every imperfection on my body as an explanation on why i don't have friends anymore... 
hurting myself to feel something else other than emotional suffering...
crying myself to sleep knowing that I will never have the warmth of another human being with me...
the jealousy/hatred i get when everybody goes eat lunch with their groups and not a single soul dares to ask me to join them...
not having interest on anything people my age like, making it impossible for me to even try and get a friend...
getting my hopes up when someone starts talking to me thinking they might want to establish a friendship, but then it just turns out they want something from me, and they never talk to me again...
i just can't anymore, i don't want to be here anymore i just don't...
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lonely,teckman2,2019/04/06,"Dreams Of Her    I'm writing this not long after waking up. Sometimes I get those dreams where I'm with someone who i feel a deep connection to. I remember being with her, be it cuddling, talking to each other, or something in relation. 

   The only thing is that I never remember is what she looks like. The situation and what we did is in my head, but she isn't. It's one of those kind of dreams where I try to fall back asleep and revisit because it makes me feel whole. It's hard to explain but I feel the happiest in dreams like those.

   Then I wake up and it's like someone you deeply care about, and someone you love being ripped away from you. I feel I have a perfect connection with them and I guess that's why it sucks so much. In the real world, I don't know if ill ever find a connection like that with someone. 

   

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lonely,lilibuttercup,2019/04/06,"My loneliness is killing me ..and I.. I must confessed I still believe.. still beliiiieved  , when I’m not with you I lose my mind, give me a siiiiiiign. HIT ME BABY ONE MORE TIME!!! ",-0.3461904761904755,1.806516142857145,3.5421428571428564,80.05702380952383,101.85714285714286,5.761904761904763,22.97619047619048,7.1686216300943375,1.2729047619047615,135,6,29,3,6,50,27,35,0.21600000000000005,0.723,0.06,-0.7794,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,5,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,10,0,1,3,1,4,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,21,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748249852501758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191442487652111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680695238177458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721923122393967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359196248190258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22543771932216344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.531369474278075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939928076823268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FrogSlayer97,2019/04/06,"21M, London, No Social Life Hello, and thanking for taking the time to read this. Im a pretty lonely guy, all 2 of my friends live nowhere near me, and I know no one in my area. I don't even know where to start meeting new people. I get ignored when trying to talk to people online after a while, and meetup is my worst nightmare, I cant see myself turning up somewhere on the other side of London to meet a load of strangers at once without having a panic attack. I try to distract myself as im going to uni next year but im sure you guys can understand that spending 99% of your time on your own is not conducive to good mental health, I can feel quite desperate sometimes. If anyone would like to get to know me, or even have a drink or something itd mean the world to me, ive got a lot of interests so im sure we can find something in common. doesn't really matter how old or what gender or sexual orientation you are, I just need human connection",2.9157575757575738,4.111113404040406,4.576181818181818,85.76427272727275,74.05050505050505,6.694141414141416,23.806060606060605,7.0316486544052195,0.8814339393939394,746,21,152,7,15,252,134,198,0.096,0.805,0.1,0.4104,0,2,3,0,0,0,18.0,1,4,0,1,7,13,1,2,9,0,14,3,0,1,3,29,30,14,0,3,9,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,5,4,1,1,7,2,1,1,7,6,0,1,1,2,21,7,27,27,4,23,0,1,1,0,14,11,0,6,12,99,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330351970296718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553579574439364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670912715298172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737803060316746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060239362010293125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888926778664784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204512660670007,0.0,0.12448856855584516,0.0,0.06770843203389895,0.0999266541871996,0.0952849244035602,0.0,0.0,0.23592917234955094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663730196241949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147545999702943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964241139479032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415014724769156,0.058204431612007536,0.0,0.1052003547752684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128621062315407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297753672662686,0.0,0.0,0.12006230417053115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833874477483153,0.0,0.11506347692665606,0.1267037932665913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501447945725008,0.12687725930730945,0.08073046880130269,0.0,0.0,0.13978186718411673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651895058554407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120539120155925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671710657543936,0.11916946794955252,0.0,0.07632235876290226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949369457469596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144540035950074,0.0,0.1834353168401372,0.1178297645498163,0.0,0.08432594297881803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457085439692234,0.0,0.08957636843733233,0.09575799080637412,0.0,0.10968555269668352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893975112385293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177271450282127,0.12958709264729115,0.0,0.12402605566042668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484403610381196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463166836090115,0.0,0.0,0.07672046858665273
lonely,Tarquin12,2019/04/06,"21 [M4F] London - Looking for a girl I can properly connect with, be really cute with, and cuddle :) Hello there! :)

I'm 21, 5ft7, 60kg, study Economics at the London School of Economics (LSE), and live in central London.

As far as my personality is concerned, my female friends have always said that I'm quite cute, charming, loving and affectionate, so I'm hoping that's your cup of tea! I have always been quite sociable and popular throughout life, but deep down, I am fairly shy and introverted. I'm quite fun and enjoyable to talk to, however, so I'm sure we'd get on just fine! :)

In terms of my interests, I thoroughly enjoy reading books on history and economics, as well as non-fiction and detective fiction. I also like discussing politics, following all kinds of sport (especially cricket, football, tennis, chess and badminton), playing the piano, listening to music (mainly EDM, classical and folk), watching documentaries and films (mainly comedy and romance), binge-watching YouTube videos, going for long walks, cuddling, and so much more... I enjoy trying out and doing a wide variety of things, so I can almost guarantee that I would have great fun doing a hobby of yours that is not mentioned above! :)

On that note, thanks a lot for taking the time to read my message! I hope to hear from you soon :)

PS - I am perfectly happy to share pictures of myself through a private message by the way",5.742412280701753,7.6110925436507975,6.486599832915622,72.18003759398499,68.00793650793649,9.432247284878864,33.104427736006684,9.811843763644266,3.641607936507937,1099,50,175,26,19,361,163,252,0.008,0.639,0.35200000000000004,0.9987,1,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,1,3,0,4,9,27,0,0,9,0,15,5,0,0,3,28,32,24,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,2,6,17,1,0,0,8,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,5,19,27,33,27,7,19,0,0,2,3,18,11,0,4,5,112,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314090799268604,0.0,0.0,0.12230094371261314,0.2545060109252684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181561190701349,0.0,0.07990149327517143,0.0,0.08691568855821596,0.0,0.0,0.16860983258780854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280065971882274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723672807309544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037951420014046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592568091013014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080215236212612,0.07471563140266556,0.0,0.13504316962004428,0.13534142240454589,0.12842570568683087,0.0,0.0,0.13001867674850934,0.13802854384971325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124237918885946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353571955442292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879911219002244,0.3059499696216835,0.0,0.09797317948440527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547487390724548,0.0,0.0,0.15477696672790656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441381069808492,0.0,0.11498703348169755,0.1229222336993476,0.0,0.14080071050453116,0.0,0.0,0.10160228751583172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917681132381589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383187476490977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213915722599602,0.0,0.0,0.13750567191440066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863964071322067,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Notliftedbrows,2019/04/06,"Birthday tomorrow I moved to Europe a year ago and it's my 26th birthday tomorrow. I haven't been able to make new friends and have no one to celebrate with. I've always had a bunch of friends and family celebrating with me and honestly, I love it. But this year I feel alone and depressed. I wish I had people here to celebrate and party with me, but any ideas on what I could do to celebrate my birthday and cheer myself up?",5.626627906976744,5.519816779069772,6.4854418604651185,79.2002558139535,67.25581395348837,10.600930232558145,32.31627906976744,10.355215969177356,3.1378167441860465,337,13,69,8,5,112,53,86,0.055999999999999994,0.637,0.307,0.9709,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,17,11,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,1,12,5,11,7,1,9,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,49,16,0,0.2394398047660352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122489399539643,0.0,0.0,0.2479874264707321,0.0,0.0,0.19923309868818095,0.0,0.0,0.16282727798166902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911732007114411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622915299040326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257225383365062,0.0,0.1210679596508641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699811984122445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27029839486764906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161037721554696,0.0,0.1598279289618834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25448661934676553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312524554868993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225060846031855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599741234174606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27534395876624784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083827678539208
lonely,arthersleep,2019/04/06,"Wife left I have issue I won't go in to details as there are posts in full on other sub reddits. I am so lonely I have talked to neighbours. For comfort and had a friend round last night fo a few hrs my parents have visited and I have visited also speaking on line with my wife's sister in law. But I am just very lonely.  Aswell as grieving for my lost relation ship and best friend. Even when I'm with my kids I feel lost.
The split is very raw still. ",1.8890624999999976,3.3542914479166686,3.225416666666664,93.31125,77.22916666666666,6.0500000000000025,22.416666666666664,6.6274283507984215,0.3621291666666671,353,10,80,3,8,115,66,96,0.14,0.732,0.128,-0.0727,1,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,9,15,9,1,0,2,4,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,3,3,11,4,13,11,3,15,0,5,1,0,12,7,0,0,4,52,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179347955957668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23535663363762294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812765656650087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339721933801132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465395735443381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745732461557174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23407872268139515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280928773976174,0.0,0.0,0.24366908459204525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896325334056363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046140220101572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490243474570268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147878492610966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791016306222706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025904532292766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700910675443444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throughmyshadows,2019/04/06,"How do other people put their lives in order? Like many of r/lonely Redditors, I feel like I am on a dead end road. I'm stuck in a rut, I have the same routine every day, with very little variation. Basically, the most of the day I just use distractions like YouTube videos and games. Sometimes I journal, hoping that I can find a way to get out of this situation I'm in. The thing is, the deeper I go into my loneliness, the more intense my impulsiveness to distract myself gets. So when I'm trying to just sit with my emotions, I do become aware of things about me and my life that I didn't notice before, but I never get the chance to go deep enough in my unconscious mind and find a solution, a way to escape this rat cage. So I'm just wondering: how can someone escape from the prison of their mind? There are many things that hold me back (coming from an abusive family, no friends, no income and so on). How do other people sort themselves out? The only thing that could save is a miracle, and I'm tired to just wait for it to happen. I want to stop living completely at the mercy of the Universe.",5.3756237006237,5.270894518018022,6.2718018018018045,80.5127338877339,67.78378378378379,9.173111573111573,27.887733887733887,8.841846274778883,1.952558835758836,861,24,174,13,13,286,129,222,0.14,0.716,0.14400000000000002,-0.2635,1,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,0,14,8,0,2,18,0,12,2,0,4,1,37,31,13,1,3,5,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,13,11,0,3,4,2,0,4,4,2,0,0,2,1,21,6,30,28,4,28,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,4,10,120,34,0,0.0,0.15126351628099816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816739200943793,0.0,0.0,0.14099723679344595,0.10863449393639796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997308727537318,0.1338555334435479,0.0,0.0,0.10193103562221642,0.0,0.0,0.16466821545264326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360723977473938,0.1130743190583701,0.13191326432197775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756424088062057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203522879268222,0.0,0.06455184336484641,0.09120472587524628,0.0,0.0,0.2333691036460665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863455383537932,0.0,0.2001008886039768,0.0,0.1451112346901938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289475829480435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680129698097925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017438005624248,0.18711370242846684,0.1279550253381502,0.2254631057420243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588668841760924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578128438760348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846400827820764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534876241288475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709586291965888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701527293192032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833974632621462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435021060175197,0.0,0.0,0.1081711179310786,0.0,0.12626509065014355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673462119597688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392628795409046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673346349060273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667693829084533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026256684154308,0.0,0.10533794727206,0.0753008053028744,0.20267090123583406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384484980616699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rheasingh219,2019/04/06,"do my friends even care so i have a couple friends of mine living in another country (i moved like 2 years ago, but they're still my best friends), and i always feel like i'm constantly putting in more effort in the relationship. I always text first, I always reply when they text, even if they take hours to do so. i drop everything and talk to them if they call me, but they never reciprocate. My friend was supposed to call me on thursday- he didn't- he texted me at 3 am saying he'll call on friday. I got my hopes up, which I obviously shouldn't have, because surprise, surprise- he didn't. Not even call, he didnt even text me whole of friday, and now the whole of saturday either. I've brought this up with them before, and i dont want to keep doing it in case I seem annoying and clingy, but i also don't want to end the friendship because they mean a lot to me. ",4.006385767790263,4.69993291573034,4.845561797752811,86.74208801498129,70.96629213483146,7.731086142322098,27.192883895131093,7.793537801064563,1.3956951310861427,681,22,146,8,12,221,101,178,0.09699999999999999,0.768,0.135,0.8333,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,7,3,10,12,1,0,5,0,13,0,0,0,2,24,26,14,0,6,7,0,1,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,0,0,3,8,1,0,1,6,2,28,11,19,18,6,25,0,0,0,0,23,9,0,5,14,97,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291585258849716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284531539573547,0.2898140865126055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174121859259535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415472504088672,0.0,0.09879274817307274,0.0,0.1218400330457148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474205279875115,0.0,0.11837192650800585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546310787644155,0.0,0.0,0.12846270095230025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606860988896993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283034718342277,0.0,0.0,0.3067324390581649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434340437091942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058703766866024965,0.08294203055672741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875479995584313,0.0,0.0,0.3587950119757372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928559632998376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531372906284333,0.1143353441396173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319522269812764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344142002489835,0.0,0.10251863391075153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870426738830272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264671910643751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339617530300664,0.0,0.0,0.08954365801745691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671280253604285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464820230069396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923275662095924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569329285486356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271779705668996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729292731473147,0.09331697050336996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695785244550135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592435307566052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476474437085656
lonely,Trvs25,2019/04/06,"I feel like i can no longer enjoy things i used to After me an my ex broke up iv completely changed i distanced myself completely for everything that reminded me of her because it hurt to think about. I stopped playing on my PS4 because we used to do that together, I haven't really watched a movie or TV  since we broke up, we used to do that together too. I can't bring myself to go see endgame this year.
 We used to watch all the marvel films together I remember seeing Thor rangraok in Liverpool when we went away, I remember seeing black panther for Valentine's day, I remember how hyped we where to go see infinity war and how excited we we're for the second film, we left the theater grinning and excited and I just can't even think about it anymore. I know she went to go see captain marvel with someone else and it will probably be the same with endgame and that sucks man, it must not have been as special to her, just like me lol. 

I should be happy about that tho, iv lost alot of bad habbits. And I've been only productive every day all day, I keep myself busy all the time and I don't procrastinate anymore because I don't like spending time doing nothing and thinking, but it feels like it's for the wrong reason. I'm not the same person anymore, I'm fitter, I'm getting smarter and more wise and we'll rounded, my sense of style has changed,im learning and developing all the time, I'm even growing a beard but I don't know if I like who I've become, i don't like how complicated my life seems to have become and it sucks, I miss the happy feeling I had on the way to the cinema to see infinity war. I miss being happy inside. My life is better and I know i should be happy but fuck is it difficult.",4.413124223602488,5.01831218571429,5.549925465838507,82.37620496894412,70.0,8.715527950310559,30.360248447204967,8.841846274778883,2.3169763975155284,1355,53,277,23,23,451,167,350,0.11199999999999999,0.7140000000000001,0.174,0.9692,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,9,0,0,2,14,32,5,0,15,1,28,5,0,8,5,66,66,24,2,4,9,1,4,6,0,5,4,0,0,2,16,23,0,2,15,5,1,7,10,14,0,1,6,13,47,18,32,51,8,26,0,6,10,1,17,8,3,4,16,177,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470876502537475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802751374215082,0.0,0.06934266327022744,0.15187817448884455,0.18344276601276205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345032169190845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878551053186505,0.0,0.1741511384153565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067970694314235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937700022192017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109706506169256,0.0,0.06997258357662106,0.0,0.07463931999164099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597660387576218,0.1186608161158561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677770278721377,0.04338981070588771,0.0,0.14159642527299654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35362992697351203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889059506753214,0.0,0.08970745230585796,0.0,0.0,0.07381799832017819,0.0,0.0,0.13692510438736286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023326417120828,0.0,0.11732029702990668,0.2434420412270261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090658077957607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968800498197054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316270470062907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251541061925777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954114894575044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320348266135939,0.08538847128728295,0.0,0.0,0.28223586685331864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39707704757881984,0.07560492734472271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869920621820746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036736863517075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943290020001483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517423820121537,0.15964383760019632,0.0,0.0,0.1452800744049699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869115836462965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592063709635924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397499242103274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908013287022515,0.0,0.05348100067113453
lonely,sleepsw,2019/04/06,"Making/finding a group of friends is hard I’m not sure how to even go about it. I recently was pushed out of a group of friends due to some really tough disagreements with one of the members of the group, and everyone in it abandoned me and ghosted me online. It makes me wonder if they never felt close to me in the first place, and how I could have developed deeper bonds. I had to move out of my apartment because of the isolation, I would like to try and make new friends, have a fresh start w my new roommates, but I feel like it just wont happen. I’m in college and have joined new clubs and started talking to people in classes, which I hadnt previously done. But I haven’t had a “spark” per say that you feel with a close friend, the type of thing that makes you want to be around them. I’m starting to think its me that doesn’t have that spark, but people in my life who care about me, like family and bf, tell me otherwise. I want to keep trying, but what does someone need to do so that others want them around? ",6.035883116883112,5.020819185714289,6.015454545454547,85.9377272727273,66.66666666666666,9.35064935064935,30.04329004329004,8.296473431620573,1.7950952380952379,799,23,178,9,11,252,115,210,0.047,0.794,0.159,0.971,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,3,1,10,11,0,0,10,0,17,1,0,5,2,43,39,15,1,7,7,0,4,3,5,2,1,1,0,0,15,15,0,2,5,1,0,3,6,2,0,2,6,5,23,9,31,29,1,26,0,1,0,0,17,13,0,3,13,118,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363651238503748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656981727130388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280663065738001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028822078413756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099209044257868,0.1285411755533723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296327460273199,0.0,0.0,0.12002436967861707,0.0,0.0,0.11841257915023608,0.0,0.1270229323165198,0.08973478616496915,0.1206039234521302,0.0,0.11480395567349623,0.10684258387839908,0.0,0.0,0.3881794725857345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138624391498412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107524196264998,0.0,0.11252060500121198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164666671295716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872104635207015,0.18409800495339515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515340837661909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350202943026726,0.0,0.09313716168294076,0.09687707125918547,0.3639406134296544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511561653555172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741623310858575,0.0,0.1312342192677797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046806513090841,0.0,0.12402330749105935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988897493030824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642773215554918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667191730639891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838458893974135,0.0,0.0,0.10095940908940576,0.10978742496139636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344875130417287,0.08048489860163935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705599451853454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22226156365447752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621713402679028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922872290881842,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AkilaC,2019/04/06,I Lost My Only Friend I originally met her as a date. It devolved to friendship because I wasn't up to her standards. I haven't had many friends that were women. I became infatuated after meeting her once. I kept objectifying her and bringing up sex because I unconsciously wanted her to stop being friends with me. After she told me to stop two previous times. I don't know how to respect people. I don't know how to treat people right. I don't want to try dating again. ,2.211935483870967,4.726844655913978,4.150978494623658,81.8664677419355,80.93548387096773,5.870537634408603,25.429032258064517,7.1686216300943375,1.350927741935484,375,15,70,5,10,127,59,93,0.141,0.716,0.142,0.2663,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,3,0,13,17,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,7,0,19,5,13,9,0,13,0,1,0,1,13,3,0,0,9,48,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262896659364453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997942901005719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23701333419181106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353897054629889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186187726586366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296429011983746,0.0,0.16399918011364906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989865763122128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415004026579493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36055893298697933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573777095303146,0.0,0.0,0.20604728439555844,0.0,0.146401158473889,0.0,0.21064283632926767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543727396869054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nish-,2019/04/06,"I can't be around people, and I can't be alone When I'm around people I get social anxiety and act awkward and make a fool of myself, but when I'm alone I wonder why no one's reaching out to talk and ask what's wrong with me.",7.602115384615384,3.0753319038461555,8.392307692307693,81.20269230769235,66.5,11.169230769230769,31.76923076923077,7.1686216300943375,1.8256615384615391,177,3,44,1,2,61,35,52,0.23,0.657,0.113,-0.7068,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,10,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,6,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040083003298751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613766534092271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332093555639833,0.22746955943464686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712365430660674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241670791085466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648786282461472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337372240376046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480321409672717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556985611741395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955672164910672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263868078692443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660301239562513,0.0,0.0
lonely,IdONtkNOw-0,2019/04/06,Any advice? I came to a realization that I’m so clingy to other people physically because of the want I have for physical attention from a boyfriend and I feel bad because I’ve led people on before not trying to that’s just who I am. He physical connection with friends helps me feel less lonely but maybe it should be lessened I don’t know. Advice?,2.063804347826085,4.714266884057974,3.8491123188405783,82.82845108695652,83.05797101449275,6.928260869565218,24.56702898550725,8.07648339933343,1.8530420289855083,281,11,52,6,8,94,54,69,0.062,0.852,0.086,0.1297,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,11,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,2,6,1,8,8,1,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5113208314542198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791640277396173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21844893207364702,0.3189727022077817,0.0,0.22262664765492207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992333914010041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26457453737806563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213358821522687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536411907455224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378422276114358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628410690764953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627606238919546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762862882190056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431531222587253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,plan3tarium,2019/04/06,Just here I dont think anyone notices me. I used to like my job but the people weren't very nice. No one seems to care if I am there or not. No one praises or talks to me. Once I asked my manager a question and he putted gold balls into my feet.   No one invites me to lunch. I just sit and eat alone. I dont have friends. Social media is depressing. I tried to make friends but all the other wives just want to go to a bar and dance with random guys. My life isnt bad you know. It's pretty good but it's so hard to get over the little things. I dont know how to move past my dislike and irritation. I'm never happy. I think everything is unfair. I just want to yell. Makes me not want to be around people at all. Tried to make friends. Worked out with this girl once. Jeez.... cant do that again. I feel like people dont know how to talk to each other anymore. I feel like I dont belong. I'm just lonely. I feel like it will forever be like this. This feeling. I cant handle the unfairness of it all sometimes. How do you move on and not care? How do you let it all go? I like being different. It just makes me feel lonely sometimes. It's hard to shake it. I feel like I am just here. Waiting for nothing to happen. ,-0.9684405670665192,1.1179235954198496,1.2462224645583433,99.46066412213743,93.58015267175571,4.06298800436205,15.500981461286806,5.6839178017228535,-0.8500679607415487,930,21,223,7,35,309,126,262,0.17300000000000001,0.6409999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.2805,2,5,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,0,2,17,21,0,1,6,0,22,5,1,9,5,59,52,16,0,4,16,1,8,7,3,1,1,1,0,2,15,11,3,1,13,3,0,7,16,5,0,3,1,9,31,16,26,46,5,18,1,3,0,0,16,7,1,6,10,142,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594983804701051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230112418202906,0.05802666517599452,0.0,0.0,0.07387631101869595,0.07758194371496084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692909475854598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922221142802474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147685893739975,0.0,0.0,0.0867040886617841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4863026173226845,0.0,0.0,0.08491674833401368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745836540659047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517653013162394,0.2371446380099413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923473976273814,0.0,0.043357450631054006,0.0,0.09432721520607476,0.06960582848543781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217049614465012,0.07338541487877942,0.08834154753720072,0.14868068049227065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823521120478778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368229857896436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848601594283711,0.05861639983836733,0.2838038961458328,0.08317509831363921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157872768253867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640478010740765,0.0,0.0,0.06400493882324372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962857375231977,0.0944816162671884,0.0,0.17675757928415228,0.16870307158704864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922078917250445,0.17259888023411254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442794107447298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342517998038902,0.09296479331262934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554854127004595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459512405901795,0.0,0.0,0.1641531671093346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334041320285178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513308931284648,0.10634985026355168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268588857395667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167440132283079,0.0,0.06847323188250165,0.14684421813705986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041575887587024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sparkleinthesun,2019/04/06,I'm completely alone I have no one to talk to,-3.2654545454545456,-1.9371607272727256,0.5004545454545449,101.2706818181818,110.8181818181818,5.836363636363638,14.590909090909092,7.1686216300943375,0.01005454545454576,36,1,10,1,2,13,9,11,0.405,0.595,0.0,-0.5799,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.572113558558224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5791745667399558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37431644944880055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439933479540808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sashaxbelle,2019/08/11,"28 female and just need something mkre I want to be woken up at 3am and have him whisper wake up were going on a trip and well drive till the sun comes up.
Someone to sing foster the people with and let me hang out the window in melancholy listen to lana del rey. 
Move in together, not need material things just safety and eachother.
I want to connect and feel safe confiding my trauma and with you just so i feel as if you reallt know me..

I feel so lonely like no one is for this old fashion but free spirited heart.",5.4879559748427695,5.100853330188682,6.105660377358492,82.75427672955976,67.58490566037736,8.576100628930817,28.044025157232703,7.793537801064563,1.5636779874213849,407,11,84,4,6,133,79,106,0.068,0.7809999999999999,0.151,0.8067,0,2,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,5,2,2,0,0,26,17,13,0,5,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,11,0,1,4,1,1,6,2,2,1,1,2,5,10,5,17,13,0,16,1,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,3,56,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175513014735753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830938428065438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435311981659649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992754955057945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387960483735883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258251668570928,0.0,0.12338421607013154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26842295084938744,0.0,0.3745284154759596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650109814330055,0.0,0.1711358625133971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750878508603219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398660409370496,0.19442697180490426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778441620217335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979235847881317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270746993078312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Markuss_KR,2019/08/11,"Idk what to type in here Ok here i go 

(I am sorry about my spelling because english isnt my native language and im typing from my phone without my glasses.)(this is my very first post too i just had to tell somebody cause im phatetic loser in life)



Ok so couple days ago one girl messaged me pretty randomly that she has feelings for me and something like that.Note that i never met this girl but i saw her couple times. What i mean is that she was going in one school with my freinds and i am going in diffrent school (10th class and yes i know teen relationship is 2month joke) but we all together go street workouting. Soo i offcourse have had heard of her before and she offcourse of me . Ok so now lets get back on track. Soo she messages me and tells out randomly tht she thinks im cute nd would like to meet me. So we chat for a bit and i am getting nervos because i never ever had girl liking me and i do some stupid thing like for example say some cringy stuff and liking a really old photo of her but at the end she is really chill about it and we chat for a bit. Now she asks i lf i want to go out and i say yes and we are going to meet after 2 days.        Now  i am scared nervous and ready to skip it because i know that im going to frick up everything and i am aleready fucking crying to myself how phatetic i am.please fricking help me i need advice. If something happens im going to edit this",-0.11653061224489747,2.1931577380952376,1.8860238095238089,94.63189285714287,92.36734693877553,4.436598639455784,18.914625850340137,6.124889420169582,-0.04706639455782291,1101,34,236,11,40,364,154,294,0.066,0.792,0.142,0.9682,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,4,0,0,2,15,15,2,2,4,5,20,2,0,2,4,45,43,22,0,4,6,0,1,5,0,1,1,3,0,3,12,21,0,0,5,4,0,8,4,5,0,3,7,5,48,10,31,34,5,34,0,1,1,1,33,10,1,5,20,154,60,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985433321324605,0.08150981196522904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596261461821368,0.0,0.0,0.07070533583381734,0.0,0.16815907571334873,0.0,0.07824429497089368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077532059704364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944599313992955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348605847993093,0.10100484525835146,0.11860273800097662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144209130495825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317575858482917,0.0,0.0,0.08264043931202976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649364387071255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821423981444303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500805056121062,0.09608214594671943,0.0,0.4180670738830921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131276216795445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163342081783724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496619159241356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106871981760147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402704846094896,0.06494834684892035,0.2246152702118196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016257655314864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818116929666335,0.14183794904493569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648805187503036,0.0,0.12461797538035292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093557439903306,0.0,0.0,0.08806450307687808,0.09354814037991953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178134843821487,0.0,0.0,0.09872192938009024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624768432987248,0.09205989380147116,0.1861204652975161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157813113989126,0.0,0.10293262468997906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526292707289127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074002842001447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108875702733697,0.058919065153219825,0.0,0.0,0.05361789279187636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586994811067091,0.05423561346098262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863835102326488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531999207235366,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,POWERdog59,2019/08/11,"Which is worse? Which circumstance would be more depressing between being unable to stop crying and being unable to start crying?

Personally I can no longer get sad enough to start crying and this feels really bad. This is like what some would call being dead inside.",6.191170212765957,8.828526787234047,5.562712765957446,76.10875000000001,68.36170212765958,8.104255319148937,20.26063829787234,8.841846274778883,1.5442808510638295,217,4,33,4,4,66,34,47,0.455,0.509,0.036000000000000004,-0.9813,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,7,13,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,7,3,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757522585765487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171655457629389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7008424145514193,0.0,0.0,0.1831771654406979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975072593400108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753516344784708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111421270326456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103902545742712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570011320006585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624542243477822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301065740356665,0.0,0.0,0.17780630788467838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673458543065455,0.30215726018142164,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,embarrassed_hermit18,2019/08/11,"Anyone else alone due to their ugliness? I'm a grotesque, ugly faced creep who suffers from chronic loneliness. The root cause of my solitude is a combination of my ugly, mongoose like face, I'm short, creepy, old, low IQ the list goes on and on. I also have a penis condition that makes ""sex"" physically impossible so that rules out any relationships even if a female could get past my looks. It feels unfair bc I can't actually change any of these things so it not my fault. Im now an old friendless virgin and it's not getting any easier. My parents think I'm a closeted gay bc I never had a GF and so now I have shut out my family too out of embarrassment. Anyone else here suffer from long term loneliness? How do you deal with it??",2.1476255707762557,4.5177191506849335,4.0470958904109615,83.38306392694066,80.09589041095892,7.454977168949771,22.74703196347032,8.447377352677275,1.5875503196347025,580,19,115,13,15,196,100,146,0.243,0.727,0.03,-0.9857,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,0,10,6,0,1,9,0,7,6,2,4,1,18,16,9,0,2,3,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,2,12,1,13,14,1,17,0,3,1,3,7,8,0,1,10,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.1654051185699388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554830165128724,0.0,0.13554709678784516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34579235551151105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370331987493032,0.3473404567194931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412063208127695,0.17930589005793798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532996887684934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174744489269309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831868388119813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195150619009736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978716668551693,0.0,0.08570303343022156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711090550392952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308639574434876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280792129535793,0.0,0.0,0.14999996177610558,0.14233521860375375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314090349259145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072692820630372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557182464965589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882069251754102,0.0,0.16180455147688969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197689209916892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260661350362568,0.10860715982049812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jusvlogs,2019/08/11,"VLOGGERS... do you guys like/watch any vloggers?

if so, what bloggers do you enjoy the most watching and why?

i've noticed some vloggers are like my imaginary friends haha, i watch them and it helps me to not feel as lonely.",3.113604651162792,5.37651704651163,3.4211046511627927,89.68188953488372,76.2093023255814,5.230232558139536,29.3546511627907,5.985473137389443,1.2758883720930236,175,8,33,1,4,54,35,43,0.0,0.6679999999999999,0.332,0.9420000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,4,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,4,2,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,3,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821295086429861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977347525610854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205317162120128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107918871186421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780822452383481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053743428581147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723384093494326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743605319746294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lautomne,2019/08/11,"19F and lonely af If you are anything like me, you are:

-a sadboi
-eighty percent introvert & twenty percent fuck off with your extroversion
-antisocial
-probably pretty awkward irl
-completely single & never been in a relationship, nor in the foreseeable future 
-#aloneforever
-have one “best friend” that doesn’t even talk to you, so what’s good

Anyway, if you can relate at all, let’s be lonely together! I’d say I’m a pretty nice human bean :)",2.6287830687830684,5.5083792592592635,4.002231040564375,76.6736111111111,95.91358024691358,6.758730158730159,23.069664902998234,7.7094869923839395,2.2233590828924163,364,14,56,9,14,119,68,81,0.102,0.638,0.259,0.9474,0,5,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,5,0,1,3,9,1,1,4,0,8,1,0,0,2,6,10,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,6,5,6,7,5,6,0,2,0,1,10,4,1,2,3,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817096858077312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182928555582838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23328324460486696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23307043627628374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682271668090702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174335571284938,0.2055066977768183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186449185828138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22731009714187825,0.0,0.10860134339450828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144640028342178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506317839015061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523046766916874,0.2396699193512193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23865995715841146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677666094987912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867104195182631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,oneuglybastard,2019/08/11,"Dating profiles are a rude awakening No profile views,certainly no messages. Sometimes I kid myself into thinking I'm average looking but its apparent I'm straight up ugly..sucks.",4.931451612903229,8.453029161290328,6.084112903225808,65.24616935483871,79.96774193548387,8.261290322580646,43.233870967741936,8.841846274778883,5.726606451612903,148,11,17,4,4,49,27,31,0.182,0.736,0.08199999999999999,-0.2144,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5803217703221173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6834823917581768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44280747853522745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,disposablebestfriend,2019/08/11,I dated 1 of my 4 friends and we broke up. I dated my friend and we broke up due to irreconcilable differences. I (21f) never thought I'd feel so lonely. I have 4 friends. And he (25m) is one of them. We still send friendly texts occasionally but I want nothing more than to feel his touch. To feel his arms holding me tight against him. I feel so touch-starved right now. I miss having him tell me he loves me and that I'm beautiful even when I didn't believe it.,0.8518556701030917,2.9104713505154653,2.547639175257732,94.07403608247424,82.91752577319588,5.5294845360824745,23.1020618556701,6.742157984588678,0.4512729896907213,359,13,84,4,10,118,64,97,0.08,0.718,0.20199999999999999,0.9171,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,1,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,17,13,8,0,1,1,0,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,6,21,5,9,11,1,11,0,4,0,1,17,3,0,0,7,50,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23838665117422544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210638986804083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975154523951264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279399808431164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6538878965889927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096597560376247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318932047438392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302390846542606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337716286894805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069456505087608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897404721407855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493679715141012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797683686353754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479978688080327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,idrinkapplejuice,2019/08/11,"Starting to feel lonely for the first time in my life I \[26M\] have a close group of friends, we do stuff basically every weekend and sometimes in the week as well. Although I am the funny and nice guy that everyone likes to have around, I never had a real girlfriend and everyone around me is starting to get back together or dating someone new. A few days ago I was suddenly in a bad mood when with two of my friends. Didn’t know why at the time but my friends noticed and were surprised, because they have never seen me in a bad mood. Same thing a few days later where my other friends noticed as well.

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I realized that the feeling that gave me the bad mood was probably the feeling of loneliness. Having no girlfriend for basically all my life or having no-one that really deeply cares for me is making me feel miserable. I never experienced it before, but right now it is sucking all the energy from me and I feel kinda sad all day. I have a close female friend to whom I talked about my feelings, but I feel like she also acts kinda different now (although that might just be me overthinking, because I feel like the feeling makes me see everything in a bad light).

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Is this what loneliness feels like? Any advice or encouraging words are greatly appreciated.",7.115855379188718,7.296419683127572,7.106857730746622,75.02490740740741,64.10288065843622,10.070429159318053,35.05261610817165,9.784248007369934,3.372587536743092,1025,43,183,19,14,328,134,243,0.126,0.662,0.21100000000000002,0.9614,1,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,1,1,12,27,1,1,17,0,20,2,0,2,6,44,41,17,0,0,7,0,10,4,7,1,2,0,0,1,13,11,0,0,12,1,0,1,5,8,2,2,7,14,28,16,23,32,6,35,0,3,2,0,16,12,1,6,26,135,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845339701302234,0.07668353615886657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917988746396507,0.0,0.18746133056924125,0.2102317703190212,0.05882795674487381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401974403825278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651880364231802,0.28892005743437005,0.10546814141760012,0.0,0.07361137362438137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819999716531438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737023056656447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903817567405228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288616384333714,0.16532293854078234,0.07774721795299927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374070967601001,0.18540258004909652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358309806318357,0.0,0.0,0.3341767762503285,0.0,0.04519651398576288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537464625908368,0.0,0.08565586592766125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04754217095955006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220538322852198,0.16905246403924276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548864057840424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917706156660167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015937772485515,0.08354932672927635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697835683904247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326954242920316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846429025006713,0.055418816286034935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387679453881912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893514876095991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329738731100925,0.0,0.08555796991152516,0.0,0.12246067909424414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903020605452464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953132196692176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747163188653106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088624968051788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450509985287209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939096902260186,0.0,0.15556097311968786,0.0,0.07805941777561362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102317703190212,0.0
lonely,mo_nae,2019/08/11,"Am i weird??? Is it odd that i kinda like being lonely and by myself ? Its not like im really, super depressed or anything like that, its just that i more often prefer being by myself and in total isolation away from people",2.6959090909090904,4.7615813181818245,5.0590909090909095,78.38363636363641,76.72727272727272,6.218181818181819,17.81818181818182,7.1686216300943375,0.5728363636363638,174,3,29,2,4,61,32,44,0.244,0.561,0.196,-0.3941,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,5,2,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225834137929971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368297833614005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376298779390034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42342833647705097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5745356483532981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717641286619753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511258716976621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TittleMcGrittle,2019/08/11,"I’ve never been anyone’s first choice. It sucks, especially when I always put them and their needs before my own. I would go out of the way to make friends feel special and loved and I never got the same treatment in return. It fucking hurts.

My best friend (who I have been through crazy shit with and would go to hell and back for) stopped talking to me months back because she makes more money than I do so I can’t live the same lifestyle that she does. I was quite literally inconvenient for her. We were like sisters for 14 years. She was my number one and I was never hers.

I’m the disappointment of the family. My dad never calls me. He loves my sister more than me because she is his brother’s daughter and my dad adopted her as his own after his brother was killed in a hit and run. Aside from my mom, they all live together across the country in a beautiful home. Never once did they offer for me to move in with them when I was struggling hard a couple years back. I always try to reach out but again, I am not their number one priority.

Anything and everything has always seemed to go above me. It’s hard not to feel worthless after awhile. I care so much about my friends and family... I’d cross an ocean for them and they wouldn’t jump a puddle for me.",3.323235294117648,4.821573039215687,4.005245098039215,89.05610294117649,73.50980392156862,6.668627450980392,23.730392156862745,7.1686216300943375,0.7596627450980389,995,28,209,10,20,316,142,255,0.09,0.784,0.126,0.8835,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,8,3,9,18,5,1,11,0,18,4,1,2,6,37,35,17,1,4,3,8,4,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,16,0,1,3,0,1,8,9,9,0,3,10,4,45,9,32,21,9,35,1,3,0,3,37,7,4,1,20,150,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719251241459574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616909616974693,0.0,0.08964329492230667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25129027053868025,0.0,0.132810154617091,0.0,0.09269470174809684,0.0,0.11431937802120082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123366289089996,0.0,0.11106534260778797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053325745800095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953287655154844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790274009382903,0.0,0.20538631938782456,0.0,0.1101604776011111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926590959091763,0.0,0.0,0.2524861179501595,0.1007076093648717,0.0,0.0,0.1857288895888919,0.0,0.08712436876977875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195166705111364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926955558214327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661596304381612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051918951747108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321958741681534,0.0,0.19238120954650373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663414515863872,0.0,0.14542841094548725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758203435528306,0.08694997737336133,0.11577946638886699,0.08007893004209372,0.08077308582231732,0.4200825883910417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160110185066784,0.1476328218514914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950862913854824,0.0,0.11586458185095053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916930583601473,0.0,0.0,0.11181905422827702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107359476217232,0.0,0.11388133513661775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755692000481771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395894850867572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646663717176492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476699446489287,0.0,0.0,0.14029968411422725
lonely,NoPuddinNoMeat79,2019/08/11,"So I just wanna say what’s on my mind So I usually have these thoughts, in which I wonder if my friends really wanna be with me, and if they just do it because they feel bad for me.  I continue to think these until I reach a point in which I fully question my relationship with them, and if I’m just...secondary to them, compared to each other.  However, something eventually happens that proves me otherwise, but over time, I begin to think that I just misunderstood that, and I’m desperate for a good sign.  Please tell me this is normal",7.999714285714282,6.421679066666666,8.333333333333332,72.72000000000001,63.0952380952381,11.82857142857143,36.23809523809524,10.793553405168565,3.7174380952380943,422,16,82,9,5,140,67,105,0.081,0.8220000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.1531,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,25,13,10,0,6,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,19,2,15,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,5,5,64,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007812173640732,0.1465874125527768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158813777216199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857854260342138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169363338124927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264556842661528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428047128217497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356081490860385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639622861195597,0.22732053151942785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693798399897479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540503279363164,0.0,0.0,0.2581732587787402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912302640830598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512445875860853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018013532539268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081651088126206,0.0,0.1909051894880863,0.14021916100962642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648421643525676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607779139865509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Loneliness44,2019/08/11,"Having online friends but no irl friend's is depressing. I've been using discord for nearly 3 years and its pretty much my only form of communication with the outside world because I live in the middle of nowhere. I have absolutely no friends irl. Im 14 and have come to hate pretty much everyone I meet, everyone just feels so stupid and stuck up and I cant stand those kind of people. It feels like I'm not made for society. But I have a decent amount of online friends which may sound good but the people I meet online are so much nicer then people irl and I just wonder why that is. The worst part really is knowing that the people you meet online you will never get to talk to irl and that just makes me feel even more lonely.",3.8995732838589983,5.2645919319727925,4.632702535559677,85.65050092764379,71.85714285714286,7.250216450216451,22.88744588744589,7.686295010490155,0.9134136054421776,582,14,117,7,11,187,92,147,0.19699999999999998,0.637,0.166,-0.7627,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,6,12,2,0,6,0,12,0,0,3,1,25,25,12,0,0,7,0,3,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,4,11,7,13,20,8,10,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,2,4,76,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760756255746943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379807560978695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378184737483468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492265397445672,0.0,0.0,0.2746524113485384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180004449349109,0.10267029715734892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441365885409424,0.0,0.07508535512557174,0.0,0.0,0.12054164335242155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188918560303526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523727354914785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965745416490714,0.07898221511205354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021207598686682,0.0,0.1269033147263429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598696873282912,0.09593113302422576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169420242040047,0.0,0.11084216187498017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930202358533947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562975304828472,0.0,0.3985365999163013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924204189052221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206775334014768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551297969310995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412394636697005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296807781773523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558532005942714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254799370023943
lonely,ettenibyeh,2019/08/11,"All I want to be is enough. I have accepted a few years back that I might be alone all my life. I have accepted how lonely I am, but I still do the things I like, because staying home is even more depressing than being alone.    


For as long as I can remember, I’ve always been the second option, the one you call in case something doesn’t work with the first option. I do have a few good friends, but unless I reach out to them, I won’t hear from them.   


My romantic relationship is nonexistent and the last person I have confessed my love to after a few months of going on dates, turn me down saying my physique was not what they were looking for, but that I was a great person. Let me tell you that it can hurt one’s confidence. When did this appetite for beauty became the only criteria in a friendship or relationship as opposed to a real meaningful connection? Would you really like to spend the rest of your life with someone that is good looking, but treat you badly, or someone that is a decent human being but might not follow the Social media beauty guidelines?   


I know deep down inside me, I’ll spend this life on my own, but I still see myself dreaming. Like everyone else in the world I want to feel loved, I want to be appreciated, I want to be **enough**.",5.05294,5.613339444000005,5.74935,81.672425,68.56,8.65,27.225,8.660442795831766,1.8393399999999995,991,29,196,15,16,323,139,250,0.063,0.655,0.282,0.9964,0,4,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,5,3,2,6,16,0,0,16,0,31,5,0,1,2,36,46,15,0,5,11,0,1,3,1,4,3,2,1,3,10,4,0,1,7,1,2,2,4,4,0,4,5,6,35,12,30,30,10,24,1,3,3,2,22,10,0,6,14,153,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23655842695066526,0.0,0.0,0.09502552023085158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878145730810528,0.09535420854296472,0.06961670463918697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661338815148332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983623337623845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540142583601388,0.0,0.0,0.23600315243271125,0.0,0.07542958818164364,0.0,0.0,0.10912525837452072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057744149565815035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714047740763808,0.0,0.0,0.0882324676126796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490383854935615,0.19157505897924945,0.0,0.12590851586918292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871437073480904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455428839683572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222559988555416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276263578954874,0.09309017377048186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677966056305067,0.24199353345537275,0.16738052789251287,0.0,0.0,0.10106550352990916,0.19180245605261967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061441949970648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24230133420408584,0.0,0.0,0.09115524201650643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477296270781346,0.08685604838525737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943420862914152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998729890772878,0.07316096240972418,0.0,0.0,0.2452212122328709,0.1293690225566647,0.0,0.0,0.0908183082087693,0.0,0.0,0.09100450289625216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641493416283236,0.19352659465384675,0.08791856369145842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172453109306294,0.18240432007960247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981790487436387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587097996417416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421938430134274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694380663467421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314068535469249,0.0,0.0,0.08112608687657234,0.0,0.0,0.07354258187644992
lonely,k_g79,2019/08/11,"Fuck everyone honestly I am so fucking tired of ppls bullshit.. My best ""friend"" keeps acting like  a total dumb ass and now I fucking hate her guts.. And the thing im most pissed off at is myself for giving that bitch a chance to actually try and rip me out of my isolation.",1.4795151515151483,3.8494584363636406,3.2177272727272737,88.31992424242426,82.81818181818181,6.575757575757575,21.89393939393939,7.793537801064563,1.0996666666666663,214,7,44,4,6,71,47,55,0.36,0.46299999999999997,0.177,-0.9490000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,11,7,0,3,0,2,7,3,0,1,7,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,4,7,8,3,5,0,0,0,4,3,3,7,1,2,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2328127258647271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25036752903845905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22796661999406495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843208228324776,0.6616703768466268,0.0,0.2288608548669041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355413367522697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576996602675677,0.0,0.0,0.21205454619180614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655466316063468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849722709209732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742044413034698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619753318196479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blue7778,2019/08/11,"What’s a friend? Today I realised that I have literally never had an actual connection with someone ever, great",5.0005000000000015,7.993790050000001,7.190000000000001,61.32500000000002,73.5,10.0,30.0,10.125756701596842,4.3315,91,4,12,3,2,32,19,20,0.0,0.657,0.34299999999999997,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.40540557191416704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757856121205127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32096479399286904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580196151296654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204098249937152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519975427746453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937847166737878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HotTzup,2019/08/11,Dreading waking up for work tomorrow. Can someone tell me things will be okay to make getting out of bed not torture? Would be nice to wake up to something nice for once.,3.33818181818182,5.563379181818185,3.3606060606060595,90.5609090909091,75.36363636363637,5.612121212121212,29.181818181818183,6.42735559955562,1.332381818181819,135,6,26,1,3,41,27,33,0.081,0.6659999999999999,0.253,0.7388,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,1,5,2,2,1,0,4,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,9,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,17,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247635526883016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28716415119671906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581526462724638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645099969431812,0.33119164257237016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760167874157952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28580806399537984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31319324373685564,0.0,0.0,0.3056041959740425,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,11hortong,2019/08/11,"Why am I always so lonely? Everyone always assumes I'm fine because of who I appear to be, I'm tall (about 6'2) and athletic because I love sports and I'm in the army. I tend to be the clown of the group, the funny guy always making jokes. Hell I even do pretty well with girls and all that

But nothing ever feels right, I have panic attacks regularly. Get bad social anxiety and I'm so terrified of getting romantically involved with someone again as every time I do they rip my heart out

But everyone assumes I'm fine. I just want a relationship where I can open up properly but I'm just not able to be available like that",1.919725274725273,4.245954769841273,4.110634920634922,82.8544505494506,80.66666666666667,6.734065934065932,24.77167277167277,7.882392219407189,1.6180141636141645,495,19,95,9,13,170,82,126,0.12300000000000001,0.73,0.147,0.0313,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,10,11,2,1,5,0,8,2,1,1,2,22,22,10,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,1,11,6,13,19,1,11,1,1,0,1,9,7,1,3,4,58,14,0,0.17839037067295893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453052368636293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646814528889714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294479991056852,0.0,0.0,0.14894850814115976,0.2174902284053556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117825157389834,0.16136430331515442,0.1503015812055662,0.3409192878587988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019953144315332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640321177119096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663451346035358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139344816360306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715252426513201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610042743574245,0.0,0.1190769576481302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711703718756069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209302663632162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148713947031306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915244973702196,0.0,0.1523444018462813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818465176719728,0.1511495821725646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402085971676188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521926255804218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603943670572466,0.0,0.160969562685156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Missmarvelx,2019/08/11,Imagine being someone’s favourite person Yeah. I’ve never felt this way. I wonder what it’s like. I just feel like a burden to everybody.,0.4588888888888896,2.6750185925925933,2.2493333333333356,88.55400000000002,103.8148148148148,3.641481481481482,20.214814814814808,5.6839178017228535,0.3649170370370372,110,4,19,1,5,36,23,27,0.107,0.627,0.266,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796062367273806,0.27969680608683,0.3759136632820097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38254673349500107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30195878958720124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418538554880402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317275054096292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107646189296169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42457890579415297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,greekguy2003,2019/08/11,My experience I have two really good mates and I’m a very outgoing person. However I feel so lonely. I come from a loving family I’m 6ft2 built I have no reason to feel like this but I do. You know maybe there is a reason I feel like I’m not anyone’s favourite person more I’m just a tool in peoples lives to facilitate their day to day lives. But then you can say isn’t that what everyone is but idk I feel like it should be deeper. I just am so tired of feeling alone,-0.4678054298642529,1.6994938333333351,2.277843137254901,92.70644796380093,91.05882352941177,5.883559577677225,15.689291101055806,7.321109707123232,0.05707300150829564,369,8,85,7,13,128,66,102,0.127,0.7090000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.4129,1,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,10,2,0,2,0,17,22,7,0,1,6,0,5,3,1,1,1,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,6,12,5,6,20,1,5,0,1,0,1,8,1,0,0,6,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898285626156753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408411980264625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054648118306415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044729049582955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590480616658664,0.0,0.15960018493152622,0.15381118225853166,0.0,0.4124888490259356,0.3496810976198448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136849492415433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966756837991903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391328015699443,0.0,0.28814364435636497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725679115041812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391450384385842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311346413302135,0.28492717545375035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452342412150624,0.3355079386910079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297500775583175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752653468541847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938201109823713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462273535218386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,omyjoying,2019/08/11,So lonely but not alone I feel so lonely. I have been in a relationship for over 9 years off and on but I feel like there's no way to bridge the gap anymore. My boyfriend plays pokemon and other video games and every time I try to talk to him about it he denies that it affects our relationship. Every time I have broken up with him or think about doing it again I just get so afraid... I don't know what to do,0.7274712643678143,2.7654810574712663,2.2857471264367817,95.89229885057472,83.2528735632184,4.7862068965517235,16.563218390804597,5.82211442006289,-0.7008022988505749,320,6,74,2,9,104,62,87,0.17600000000000002,0.738,0.085,-0.8547,0,5,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,11,9,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,11,2,13,10,0,10,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,1,5,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607608502093469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496911175464092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242591462482301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546079415473602,0.17986664906872074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154097722999333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836783141338255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230035480715679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5406198596725178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236556391281185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132594315763832,0.0,0.0,0.29362166905670545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093730935868062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984565229048606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621335280581063
lonely,justgettingtired_,2019/08/11,"I'm just glad I can listen to music and come over here sometimes. A warm hug to all of you guys, and good week. Hi, I come here from time to time although I think I used to be more of a ""regular"". This won't be a very deep post. I just wanted to say that part of being chronically lonely is feeling that you're alienated from the rest of the world and nobody can really understand the way that makes you feel, and sometimes you feel that with more frecuency, and I think that is my case right now.      

And the good thing is, whenever I can't cope with those feelings, I can come here and just know that I'm not as alone as I feel. That some people can really get it, and it's also good to talk about these feelings without being judged from a complete different perspective. Instead of, you know, hurting myself or cry to sleep which were also things I ended up doing in this situation.       

It's late so I'm going to log off now. It's just good to put on my sad playlist and be here for a little while. Have a great week all of you and remember that you're worth much more than whoever makes you feel lonely is making you believe <3<3<3",5.642818302387267,5.198989767241383,6.018275862068966,83.70046419098145,67.27586206896552,9.379840848806367,28.190981432360743,8.841846274778883,1.8427562334217515,894,24,191,13,13,288,123,232,0.06,0.8170000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.9132,1,5,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,7,0,0,15,12,0,0,10,0,18,3,1,4,2,43,44,18,0,1,7,0,8,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,19,15,0,0,13,0,1,5,4,4,0,0,1,10,20,8,31,37,9,25,0,4,0,1,12,9,0,2,9,135,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729389113782245,0.0,0.18113358278182815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127595105929124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292667150296707,0.11874152878353475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440091609207778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832320069221045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030677974781352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400841792552329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591689782073911,0.0,0.06436315857665602,0.3799582944862968,0.0,0.12485963779903465,0.0,0.11213630471601196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123754799653155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244795861169202,0.0,0.1277520715971845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350726363953872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22678778477486206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325252282006561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263980707203853,0.0,0.07851399036422889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846316164274712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384854469907105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510299330345414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829131681309774,0.09671574333091824,0.0,0.0900617483272509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272988797236646,0.11333279803744195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240162884579253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102687157438401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047787693132908,0.14513334804091144,0.0,0.0,0.13207514877480042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178982949141782,0.0,0.09781251037995553,0.0,0.09344394345325203,0.06679837964312113,0.08989337995066549,0.18168625727114374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916993179862904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wuiwuin,2019/08/11,"care to make some new friends? I have been on the search for a decent platform where I can have a bunch of closely knit friends around, share stories with and just have a good time.
I made a discord group for that, one that's very friendly with a nice healthy touch of banter at times. A group that makes you feel like 'family'.

I am currently recruiting more friends and I figured what better place to recruit than a channel with like minded people who all strive for the same goal.

I checked the rules and there a as nothing against promoting so here goes =)

Before you join I'd like to have a dm sent to me with the followong:

Age:
What you're looking for:
Interests: 
(you can keep it formal, short and sweet if you want to)

I hope to hear from you soon =)

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lonely,CherryChann,2019/08/11,No parents/close family at 19 So my family doesn't care about me and it gets to a point where it really hurts me. I feel so lonely bc of it. I live together with my bf but having parents kind of is something i needed for the past few months. I just turned 19 this friday and none of them came to visit. My mom (who has bpd) kicked me out of the house twice when i was underage. (Because i didnt like her boyfriend who was just 3 years older than me). So i went living with my grandparents. It was kind of a hell since they live such a different lifestyle (rich and luxe etc). At 18 i got my own place and since 2 months i live with my bf. They dont really talk to me anymore. Even my dad doesn't. Idk what i did wrong but it hurts. How can i fill this gap? How do I get stronger and more adult-like without support of my family?:( it kind of gets me right now.. i also get jealous of people who do have a relationship with their parents. Someone to talk with when something is wrong etc. What can i do to make myself feel better?,0.9610515873015864,2.854887023148148,2.6251322751322768,94.56166666666668,81.5462962962963,5.966137566137568,19.082010582010586,7.07126945348624,0.11106772486772476,791,19,183,10,21,260,118,216,0.17,0.7909999999999999,0.039,-0.9838,5,2,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,4,1,15,15,2,0,6,0,18,0,0,3,0,23,32,15,0,1,5,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,13,12,0,0,2,0,1,4,7,7,0,1,8,2,34,8,25,24,6,19,1,3,0,0,18,7,1,0,9,125,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354794963406698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361029569413104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368647948253879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239890631740216,0.0,0.0,0.1315815497919013,0.0,0.0,0.1194906091339225,0.10651837103277913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915326313488184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224429398222856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23303261433351535,0.06900419870495468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29546682601339824,0.0,0.10565055084465656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183337506054679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355753127587455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120549156019111,0.22368350248937227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263812885273472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104079837663288,0.0,0.3690103965298062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973731441365337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235887589671815,0.16678055878968692,0.0,0.0,0.07746626736179359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320123865131403,0.0,0.09973240916043144,0.0724292294314216,0.0,0.10915326313488184,0.0,0.09876185215670903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385764682710802,0.0,0.0,0.11216615166211934,0.0,0.0892203635409298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284421288342244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852061846094697,0.16085862816087867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855604100270145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679447480659292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363788778344365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684859488846204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070936403275764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284521911135276,0.0,0.06727793503071157
lonely,FourWhoAreOne,2019/08/11,"She used to talk to me. She used to talk to me. She used to like hanging around and joking and laughing with me. She never had a romantic interest in me, but she was a great friend. We’d text all the time, hang out, and just rant to each other. Now she ignored me. It’s been over a month of constant ghosting. She finally called and apologized for the ghosting. And now she’s just ghosting me again. I know she’s getting annoyed with me. I know she hates me. I don’t know what to do. All of my friendships are falling apart and I never feel like I actually have someone there for me anymore. I used to have a bunch of friends. Now they all just do their own thing, invite other people they haven’t know nearly as long, and just forget about me and my existence. Im sorry if this post is horrible and all over the place, I just need to say something or I’ll just explode. I don’t expect this post to gain traction, I just need to rant.",1.3907608399236435,3.434912875647669,2.7394545950368148,93.51437414780476,80.86528497409327,5.513935096809381,22.593127897463866,6.5966054737557815,0.4441253886010359,727,24,159,7,19,235,99,193,0.141,0.6940000000000001,0.165,0.8064,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,3,1,14,11,2,0,7,0,13,0,0,4,6,44,26,13,3,4,10,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,14,0,1,5,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,3,2,35,8,26,22,7,24,0,0,0,0,21,8,0,2,13,120,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.14020231020977453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248316771265904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789777682244416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670429982772648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525746486897998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264444645237465,0.1026386928658331,0.0,0.15738471395282086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219999365145976,0.0,0.0750622421170614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839794174355026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418455088307954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518948792678966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158316102397282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403809261727209,0.0,0.0,0.127144439992016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467693519278326,0.0,0.0,0.21306066333732784,0.2216160841890916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960348028386598,0.0,0.1501057650056715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751944801707884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425305900552972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173209275874936,0.11060506458709493,0.0,0.16082808143166005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309548442538952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544872307825193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377579852935996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4963429525846145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,red-snoo,2019/08/11,i’ve lost all of my close friends I realized earlier this summer that i’ve entirely lost all of my close friend. The realization came to me after my graduation “party”. I had 3 close friends and i invited them all a few weeks ahead of time. Not a single one of them showed up. They all had good reasons that were out of their control that legitimately prohibited them from coming but it just felt like even if they could they would have come up with some excuse. It was so embarrassing. My mom ordered 6 pizzas expecting a crowd and it was just us. My one friend who i used to text about everything maybe responds to me once a day now. My other friend lives in another country and my third friend isn’t close with me anymore. I just didn’t notice myself growing apart from them and one day i look up and they’re all gone. I don’t feel like i can confide in anyone and i’m just so alone. I’m good at making “friends” at work or school. But they aren’t real friends. They don’t want to hangout with me outside of work or school and if they do it’s usually obligation. I see all these people posting about their friends all the time and how close they are and i wonder how it’s even possible to have that and i want to feel that. I just go to sleep lonely every night now. I used to look forward to nighttime cause it meant i’d be playing games with my friends or communication with them in some way but now it just serves as a reminder of what used to be. just needed to say all this somewhere. Hell even the other day i posted on the make a friend subreddit and nobody replied. On hinge i had the single greatest connection i’ve had with anyone on any dating app ever and they ghosted me out of nowhere. I don’t know what i’m missing but at this point i just feel like a background character.,2.44638777888778,4.4385595412087975,3.4618181818181815,89.88924242424244,77.21428571428572,6.5000333000333015,23.942390942390947,7.463857097105799,0.9589369963369964,1419,47,300,19,33,455,170,364,0.061,0.754,0.185,0.9928,2,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,15,6,21,23,1,1,12,0,22,2,1,10,9,82,51,26,1,8,18,1,4,3,11,1,0,1,0,0,21,28,1,1,9,4,0,7,7,6,0,4,14,8,47,17,46,33,14,48,1,4,3,0,34,22,1,8,20,207,68,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222968826174863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399159344283107,0.08325299775238829,0.0,0.0,0.0787389009549751,0.11103021708269192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080718450433407,0.0,0.08156094454518491,0.0,0.13678421100990187,0.0,0.0,0.08904869034530039,0.06339076509734988,0.0,0.0,0.15361039109981126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731973538652733,0.07181768325412458,0.0668940473813064,0.0,0.07135546456651827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043409686843297,0.11344017684964652,0.07623203324973113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6747475657382055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04512223453377517,0.13318618644581318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043633634548445724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163657436102134,0.0,0.07010759130900332,0.0,0.13334427669603938,0.0,0.17333891225421533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059940897899329,0.0,0.07976334908078589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298693093817237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058870681839945725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450720293293535,0.0,0.0,0.09039218721817344,0.0,0.0845535080268991,0.16140113001510165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550427723831785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505431427445967,0.08950638222967275,0.15207768935360644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036934515461968,0.0,0.08163169275940943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313840744319765,0.0,0.16070476363873307,0.06326785310535454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794527367286349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259219048428216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550288848319677,0.2057163972979296,0.08744281435373508,0.0,0.09365892598770782,0.06302037163600044,0.06368619947689874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610092269871297,0.11560159114535012,0.0,0.0,0.05640021300232375,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,devilcastlevania,2019/08/11,Why am I like this I'm nothing I have nothing why does she still love me but I'm a coward and run away bc I'm scared of what my family will think we had bumps but I still love her what should I do?,-2.180780141843972,-0.43711202127659377,0.5203191489361707,105.28416666666668,94.74468085106385,3.984397163120569,12.088652482269502,5.46131890053228,-1.5933517730496454,153,2,43,1,6,52,33,47,0.151,0.654,0.195,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,6,12,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,3,2,9,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22828771509746734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126334416398953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290599260413699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870775808226106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385978859886598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662917400681539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432653753272875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880882951045582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569177745675264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385033265980047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Zamasuwhiskey,2019/08/11,"25 M/ US Just looking for someone to talk to online. I don’t care what you look like etc just want an online friend. My interests are gaming, film, comics, etc",2.1545833333333317,4.209811125000002,2.9512500000000017,92.90208333333337,78.375,5.5166666666666675,20.041666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.07221666666666637,124,3,26,1,3,39,28,32,0.0,0.672,0.32799999999999996,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,3,6,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28464613974705194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6227267039672082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569644537398724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639493438221315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688875773729938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23655123607904446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243970864567899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358233223244099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646696355998804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nitroidz,2019/08/11,"Yeah it’s just me Girlfriend broke up with me, my good friends are far away. I wish things were better",1.9871428571428569,4.0607850952380975,1.4288095238095266,103.52035714285715,79.0,4.2,20.02380952380953,3.1291,-0.8427333333333338,81,2,19,0,2,23,20,21,0.095,0.439,0.466,0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320394317005365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066954554884292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552750380761969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856960947305613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30550052633659674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5287989544037978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Agnamenima,2019/08/11,"I broke down because of how alone I am I have accepted the fact I have no friends  and it hurts like a mf.
The only person I considered my friend had his birthday dinner and only invited me after I messaged him if he had any plans. He told me to go to his house but it hurts knowing that he was doing his own thing and only invited me as an afterthought.


I broke down and cried. No one ever messages me to ask how I’m doing or to make any plans. I’m completely alone.",2.075075757575757,3.4271507878787912,4.135239898989898,87.4561931818182,76.47474747474747,7.374242424242425,24.49621212121212,8.07648339933343,1.3295545454545454,364,12,79,6,8,125,61,99,0.22,0.71,0.07,-0.9446,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,3,2,15,15,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,0,16,4,9,11,1,6,0,4,0,0,14,2,0,2,4,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39212706148778464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25746862634804635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697520033033054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153989488876699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984833408917425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794333447534968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123777125153292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29251410485572543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075867464021664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184332688340112,0.4053111630681874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403741798856514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248516374132164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636297133979593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827838738763372,0.43192636336969065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652943655357426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576624223052876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088963243495115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,the_oracle_42,2019/08/11,"Lifelong feeling I don't belong anywhere. I'm so painfully lonely. All my life I've felt I don't belong anywhere. Not with my family or partner or at work or even in society at large.

I feel like I'm an isolated freak who can't connect with anyone. I'm so sad, I just want friends and a feeling that I am loved and belong somewhere, anywhere.

What do I do to cope with feeling so out of place in this world?",2.23843853820598,3.6694443720930248,4.020033222591362,88.12313953488373,76.20930232558139,6.309634551495018,28.564784053156142,6.868970318607317,1.4180086378737546,320,14,67,3,7,108,54,86,0.17800000000000002,0.653,0.16899999999999998,-0.5820000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,1,18,16,8,0,1,5,0,5,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,5,8,3,10,15,1,7,0,2,0,1,4,7,0,3,1,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970815433481155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616443381355968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657104708012707,0.0,0.5700631367138518,0.20135928505445247,0.27062771126949176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776265485544666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908451589657752,0.13770149511924767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25438768970317593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29991659610435495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944814346340451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624704667772644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051958520395885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mantha065,2019/08/11,"I don't know how to meet people to make friends. I have no opportunities, but want to learn how to make some. 20 year old college drop-out, stuck living with my toxic family, jobless (sort of. working part time at my dad's factory helping out in the office six hours a week), suffering from severe depression and social anxiety disorder. I have a sparse handful of friends, several of them very close, but only two do I regularly talk to and occasionally hang out with. Obviously, given my major anxiety I'm a definite introvert, but I can survive conversations with strangers for the most part, despite being extremely uncomfortable with doing so irl.

The main problem is that I don't have any opportunities to meet people my age and make friends, or find a potential romantic partner. I'm not attending any school, I never leave the house except to go to work at the office (my dad and I are the only people \*in\* the office, and everyone else are 30-40 year old factory employees, not the kinds of people I'd like to talk to), so I have zero physical, irl opportunities to talk to people. As for the internet...I've tried Bumble and Tinder. I must have seen hundreds upon hundreds of profiles and only ever matched with one person, but a week of texting them made me realize they weren't my type. I'm in several Discord servers, and that's where I've made another tiny handful of friends, but never anything more. Obviously it's Discord, 95% of people there are there for videogames and Youtube (including me), so it's quite limited in terms of ""meeting people."" And that's it for the internet, those are the only places I know where I could meet someone I want to date or make friends (respectively).

So. I'm kinda fuck-outta-luck. I have nowhere to go in real life and hate going anywhere in my town anyway, and I guess I just don't know enough reputable places to meet/befriend people on the internet. I hate my life and desperately want to change it by meeting people, but given my situation, I don't know what to do.",6.99997626394493,7.1244201357702375,7.744192974127699,70.54806254450513,64.35248041775458,10.93230477094707,35.94694991692381,10.637119530657019,3.9437895561357714,1604,71,283,38,22,537,187,383,0.127,0.754,0.11900000000000001,-0.8182,2,0,0,0,0,1,64.0,0,0,3,8,13,16,2,0,17,0,23,4,2,8,6,66,50,28,0,6,12,2,2,1,6,1,2,0,0,2,9,21,0,1,7,0,0,5,10,5,0,4,7,3,32,11,51,40,9,37,0,2,1,0,23,18,0,7,15,182,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614996326940772,0.08183961696593997,0.11941225961030645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422644880157445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256391447180927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231458415677488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722220406299756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944920560320263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519867788966527,0.0,0.0,0.08064393892212306,0.0,0.0,0.07059843906617941,0.0,0.07457773830987167,0.0,0.0,0.07357624425864033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713340081358614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30149655442140194,0.07215366327629692,0.0,0.0,0.1330685917836106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597812894308174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411151136008822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231359927556965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686107366288787,0.09005634508727743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127446905003446,0.17157147656820146,0.0,0.0,0.08264104153928926,0.0,0.0,0.11025452572906057,0.038130069955923176,0.0,0.06891737924198531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770087789019665,0.20838926989419326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039009890974615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379546076436133,0.0,0.05288701113839418,0.23743458640434034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169035690443454,0.0,0.4869748330003131,0.06814807333667305,0.1630860680719979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468092437287616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301313155228703,0.0,0.08883515059618059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898824460299113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26451440526104336,0.0,0.0,0.08772866877606945,0.0,0.07955960539914535,0.0661294000448619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881948910329592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04551012941184824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298913459090995,0.0,0.07624107432765509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439736769196543,0.1381033266406694,0.0,0.12521000593174006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136390303701376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052007220896136
lonely,whipnaenaedab,2019/08/11,"Physically, romantically and sexually lonely I recently turners 20, I’ve never been in a physical relationship, I never had a childhood sweetheart or a high school fling, all relationships I’ve had have been LDR because I’m so mentally desperate for love, I get taken advantage of and used, I’m the lowest of low and that makes it worse for me because low confidence isn’t attractive, last time I kissed someone was 2 years ago drunk in a club, other than that it was 6 years ago, I can’t even remember the last time I hugged a girl.

I’m socially lonely, I don’t talk to people and I’m naturally introverted, but even when I do reach out no one seems to want to hang out or talk to me, I see my friends maybe once every 3 months, they’re more like colleagues than friends now.

Having no physical relationship had also meant I’ve never had sex, or anything sexual towards me at all,

I’m fucked.",8.62409090909091,6.6409895909090935,9.34909090909091,67.21863636363638,62.18181818181819,13.118181818181819,38.47727272727273,11.93303328291395,4.502604545454545,712,29,136,19,8,244,108,176,0.155,0.6859999999999999,0.158,0.1228,1,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,6,14,1,0,7,0,14,6,0,2,5,21,29,11,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,3,2,0,1,8,5,0,1,10,1,13,9,16,19,3,26,0,4,1,5,11,9,1,4,17,78,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461112526735895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110143690315836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423709884763752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692468664177505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337870919185276,0.0,0.11696190593567254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450410123759167,0.12833692844172045,0.07252776300294132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466710378697765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263137890050224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782047975405654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252905434632707,0.0,0.09266348236548616,0.0,0.13946343056689026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989799133341346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110804864642797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211998145480306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783885621393789,0.09406807992511547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624036544272603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706808311460844,0.44712244673903,0.15725609099657095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404933337415359,0.11062163186927068,0.12637658849174416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150959107735073,0.11762180457772192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231566462177443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189421178343694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989597904994732,0.0,0.0,0.08187968078062244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146952279304068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879116219835714
lonely,JMothership,2019/08/11,"Too old for this sh*t I’m 41 and too old to feel this way. I’m always the one who has to invite people over, I never get invited. My friendships don’t last.  I get taken advantage of, or people lie and make me the bad guy.  I’m loyal and I’m a good friend.  Why can’t I find friends who care about me?   

My best friend of 5 years literally stopped talking to me and I have no idea why. We didn’t fight.  No argument.  We never argued.  We were talking as normal one day (we talked multiple times a day...every day) then she didn’t answer my calls which led to her blocking me on all social media and blocking my phone number a week later.  She also had her family block me.  I’ve honestly got no clue why this happened.  

My heart is broken. I feel like I can’t trust anyone.  My husband doesn’t quite get It and I don’t blame him. He’s trying to be supportive, but nothing makes me feel better. I just want this awful loneliness to subside.",-0.09092307692307956,2.1764802153846183,2.2776410256410284,92.62569230769232,90.43589743589745,4.966153846153847,17.543589743589738,6.55674776486733,-0.013250256410256787,722,19,155,9,25,245,120,195,0.14800000000000002,0.679,0.174,0.3083,0,0,0,0,1,0,27.0,4,0,0,4,5,16,2,0,5,1,13,1,1,3,3,31,31,11,0,2,3,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,4,6,0,0,1,12,3,0,2,6,3,29,13,13,24,2,17,0,0,0,0,25,2,0,1,14,90,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970516857186784,0.1037423095503084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717794625811416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410114878147464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308421537677594,0.11026779915705212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273104549381222,0.0,0.1271178070358472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412215119783781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504682096139666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753557816834947,0.0,0.18912324050706453,0.08907018198067708,0.0,0.0,0.1139536812974742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889783695545722,0.0,0.19541775265933575,0.0,0.0,0.10457421870704647,0.09971660319373232,0.0,0.0,0.12345109054904616,0.11025258361871723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477443518793262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074659248862362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162943175610104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091150565004204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664474285680729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231913810876666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215823424189633,0.11963216397384555,0.0,0.2616577453262655,0.0,0.16897044676256684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287242982311948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261068855682331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270937965596981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423661759115638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148342484957535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006350154016023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727009026736212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464836216550561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353847475834481,0.09896380851994324,0.10000938881792212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375082423483317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028871902643407
lonely,Dredgen_saint76,2019/08/11,"I'm scared I'm scared to actually try my best to build a relationship and say the things I want, knowing I'll end up losing the person and feeling empty, because from my past experiences,  there's always Gonna be people, either someone's ex, or some psycho stalker or some random idiot, invading our lives, creating new problems,even threats, all that has made me go back into my shell, I'm just tired of the place i live in, because it's full of people who try to harm others and create problems. Relationships can't survive here, at least one of the two's gonna freak out and leave or won't be loyal enough.  I'm trying to stay silent, so i won't remind myself how bad it is here and Also stay out of trouble, but i just can't anymore, this place is the reason i started taking stess relievers, having panick and asthma  attacks due to stress, i fought back depression for years, only to figure out that this place, and the people who live here, that sick, poor lifestyle,and the hopeless dreams this place offers you, were the Reasons i went through depression, i want to move, i can move, but I need to finish my studies, i could leave now, but I won't get my degree.. i finally found a place to talk about all that, i just feel empty. I don't know what to do.",12.86878458498024,6.34146399604743,11.855212450592887,66.39412302371545,59.23715415019763,14.231027667984192,43.08745059288537,9.516144504307137,4.130921343873517,993,29,196,10,8,324,147,253,0.23800000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.9924,0,0,0,0,0,1,35.0,1,1,0,3,14,19,4,3,10,0,16,3,0,4,2,41,37,16,0,5,10,1,2,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,14,11,0,0,8,1,1,4,6,16,0,2,5,3,24,3,25,24,9,30,0,4,0,0,12,13,0,6,11,126,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0936930666308396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678010983433098,0.07988899708843474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521729639334113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922658338823993,0.0,0.14765334946131026,0.08016532895744863,0.11705505427837187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075781507763806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665711859918523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538858564446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503741214506373,0.09920521935452142,0.0,0.06341448208845188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391736188240014,0.0,0.0,0.09709227974402213,0.0,0.0,0.1051755600103459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527130853937204,0.0,0.0,0.05016188136708563,0.0,0.05456536892722344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553047256511326,0.0,0.0,0.203323963664732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543389056792826,0.0,0.0,0.10741195713392956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084810455564606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040893900250864,0.0,0.07119107701081027,0.0,0.09272820060887924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505966364138116,0.07302083250589735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165353982855858,0.19968619991218575,0.08383326328444027,0.5015562661309498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186973730492183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19743097732612494,0.0,0.2061601626857907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635194779719144,0.19224789063710826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134996535286687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795721080162563,0.20467029670472855,0.0,0.0,0.10998048785440738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721884622656277,0.07717015354104623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378556500116601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035073316587347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555587651443634,0.0,0.0937889766248074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325976877367246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890033302481509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182805519117996
lonely,toscraft,2019/08/11,"Fell like talking about myself at 2 am Hey! So im here cause I think im in a big level of loneliness: ive got family and some friends but I fell still alone most of the time, Im 16 and I never been in a romantic relationship or a best friend stuff. Im in a new school since 1 year and I force myself to meet peaple, cause in the former school I was hanging out with peaple that we'rent marure enough for me (they were very child like) and I didnt want to make them feel bad cause I didnt fit in there world. So for 4 years I was just going somewhere with peaple that were annoying me and I shut my mouth. Then this year I met a brunch of cool persons but they have other friends that don't like me cause im weird and all... thanks for reading this, I think i'll feel better if I was talking about it to communities who could maybe understand me
Sorry for the bad quality of my english, its difficult for me and im a bit tired",0.6808793969849276,2.617620743718593,2.22517336683417,96.83122738693469,82.76884422110552,5.7890452261306535,18.995226130653265,6.961326702584282,-0.02226452261306555,724,18,174,9,20,235,115,199,0.165,0.685,0.15,0.079,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,2,8,15,1,0,9,1,13,3,1,5,2,31,24,14,0,3,5,0,2,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,10,10,1,0,5,1,0,4,4,5,0,0,10,3,25,10,23,13,6,25,0,0,0,0,15,12,0,4,12,103,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137108562643686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634464645990547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271590517583153,0.0865642797524347,0.10685636758436508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402186687948764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814684467918655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113313688188663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226975370151354,0.0,0.09897913518477684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22685865334897826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055625772117966925,0.0,0.07828120267940179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6343439335654771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345331970548436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533367801291866,0.0,0.09833063289479843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548879999537783,0.09453024615041504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546244790510737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790351760416403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508330150445776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981135609263452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096489121977861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095653225464988,0.0,0.0,0.0781647231416432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204578326518393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573396995045732,0.0,0.09011201966520607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254312983292493,0.0,0.0,0.05707288370134653,0.11249524848484888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189344076677327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075880083082215,0.0577304086071586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908879621882904
lonely,hmmdttt,2019/08/11,I get so sad when I realize I am by myself and no one close to share any of my life with. Work sleep tv clean that’s my life,-1.5150000000000006,-0.14000383333333133,1.2900000000000027,103.625,87.33333333333331,5.333333333333334,13.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-1.1776666666666666,95,1,28,1,3,33,26,30,0.172,0.677,0.151,-0.1761,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,4,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,17,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129568323243921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404393868451325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6501162329000871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118484635735482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605397844467405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350364887342659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,-_Lucifer-,2019/08/11,". \-

everyone here is lonely, feels lost, or simply unincluded in their ""friends"" lives. we're all seeking companionship and a friend, maybe even multiple friends, but one is enough. 

sometimes you get the feeling in your chest, you know, that emptiness that feels as though it will swallow you whole. you feel the weight of your mental state on your shoulders, another Atlas holding up the world. 

other times you find some comfort in games, shows, and social media. sometimes this is enough to make you feel included, and a part of society.

then when boredom kicks in, the realization of having no one to talk to about your day is nothing short of heartache.

that feeling comes back, and even though it brings pain, it leaves nothing but tears and a lonely soul. sometimes all you can do is curl up and hug your pillow while sitting in the dark dreaming about a life where you feel loved

it sucks when you have a chance to make a new friend, but your lack of friends leaves you awkward and shy. then they never speak to you again and you don't know why. 

and when speaking to someone you're interested in, that hope for romance fights its way out. you try to hold it back but you can't help but be optimistic for something better.

one mistake later you are left heartbroken. and lonely once again.

if you're like me, you tell yourself that you're fine with being alone. that you don't need people and that you're happy playing games in your free time.

yet you still crave the touch of another. you would give anything to have one person who'd love you unconditional, for all your quirks and anti-social tendencies. 

and as we sit in the dark, dreaming, praying, wishing; looking for someone to call home.

we are by ourselves. lonely and alone.

\-",5.407804437564501,7.103901291021671,4.600545665634677,86.04971426728588,68.59752321981425,7.117079463364295,28.62861197110423,7.492282038375204,1.5796915376676988,1379,49,257,14,24,409,177,323,0.14400000000000002,0.6559999999999999,0.2,0.9769,0,10,1,0,1,0,50.0,2,28,2,2,17,28,2,1,13,0,20,9,2,2,4,51,43,31,0,7,7,0,9,1,5,2,2,2,2,1,16,19,2,2,10,6,1,2,5,10,0,4,1,12,33,19,37,37,9,40,2,5,1,3,53,16,1,4,19,172,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160233206539803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398673226167626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761188736561078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225218867528255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180793256594321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445191789566396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796797798132178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059654263941175685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191152583164258,0.0,0.12218955958267005,0.0,0.0,0.08838684912356902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273922516222807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454249696184807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573228562683966,0.0,0.04832695931769272,0.08873356042186667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984670065180106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062000193503703775,0.0,0.09278413408414897,0.09187247238204428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167016697618377,0.0,0.0,0.19588637133504752,0.10050053724048363,0.0,0.06533484624000194,0.045190385450710434,0.0,0.08167839544480851,0.0,0.0776759432104636,0.0,0.10097368884540872,0.0,0.1669680890777106,0.0,0.12348772820501792,0.0,0.09292777353464822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321733162406537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858690680492803,0.07134100436308602,0.08933620223759392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751075251172824,0.0,0.0,0.09850851720789258,0.2507191223559541,0.0,0.098425558627986,0.0,0.0,0.10016750578869624,0.0,0.06412722567055988,0.08076664179655252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429117854884232,0.15674836584910656,0.07121032233883093,0.274451910108894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386989666054856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434726866455482,0.08084828599151453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817597821605231,0.0,0.10787393217009596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628008136263808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342147604068378,0.0,0.1126389781678212,0.0,0.0,0.08346604581922347,0.10327193610519676,0.10636939414740508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570870307711789,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alx2f2k,2019/08/11,"Some of us MUST be Relateable. It seems to be a constant problem. You come on here to find similar lonely people. You try and talk, add each other on something. Talk once or twice and realize it just doenst feel right and never talk again.

I just find it annoying, there has to be another person out there that relates to me. Who could be a good friend that wants to connect and be comfortable with eachother. I'm just not finding them.",2.525238095238098,5.108520095238095,3.2214285714285715,88.59023809523813,80.1904761904762,6.590476190476192,24.809523809523807,7.793537801064563,1.5056523809523816,344,13,66,6,9,108,60,84,0.087,0.8109999999999999,0.10300000000000001,0.3612,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,1,0,7,6,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,2,26,13,5,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,6,3,10,6,2,8,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,3,3,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244053808346885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630433753583915,0.0,0.20862957806532048,0.0,0.15414292508718874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761707899158008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293607983289197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915789435520468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619298041949616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889999065705625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056028986814389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384369043380054,0.16857279086935836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847326157563505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487242528888205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175754829175446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486272365465086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655236231265328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107525813110282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23222774740876226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387195587637225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Privatefuckstick,2019/08/11,"Bedridden for 18 months at 23 years old. Lost all social contact. Well, title says it all. I've been extremely ill with no recovery in sight. Slowly but surely whatever social life i had faded away, and at present there's virtually nothing left and if there were, I wouldn't be able to go out and enjoy it. Sucks pretty fucking bad. I've been ill for so long and without any cure in sight i'm starting to let go of my dreams and the  person i was/am seems to be drifting away, leaving only this sick shell. Don't mean to be overly dramatic, it's an extremely odd sensation, can't find better words to describe it. Can anyone relate?",2.9503679653679638,4.902256071428571,4.236002886002886,85.09435064935066,75.5873015873016,6.8040404040404034,24.946608946608947,7.686295010490155,1.3736920634920629,499,17,96,7,11,164,92,126,0.20199999999999999,0.679,0.11900000000000001,-0.9056,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,2,0,2,0,12,5,0,0,3,18,21,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,1,0,3,5,4,1,0,5,3,4,4,18,11,2,19,0,1,2,1,5,9,2,2,7,55,9,0,0.1791861654596405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185273706798867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529113317524593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367026017944096,0.0,0.14961296354766845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584756019397692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377290899901756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565472260003458,0.0,0.0,0.20367125435503436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973227678193488,0.1946862930635436,0.1832299944166216,0.12656448782861618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585741177719907,0.0,0.0,0.1956028665918971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951862644099701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430246877341492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193395843613196,0.0,0.18802573829247768,0.0,0.0,0.13627915326991405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645844814676144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229674886175828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249603077956666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312435527273364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365315460480388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682889017846574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168880840364548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110988214158514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272906922986758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539001570680567
lonely,Katttie3,2019/08/11,"I feel so lonely and laughed at. Sorry I’m not sure if this is the right subreddit. Someone who’s meant to love them laughed at me, they laughed that I was offended at something or a certain situation from happening, and because of his political beliefs he enjoyed my pain. I feel so down. In that moment I realised I truly have lost him (they also became my ex) and he just see me and pain as a joke. I feel like I’ve lost everything. And I feel so alone. I can’t go nor do I want to go to anyone, so instead I’m just on Reddit being pathetic and a lonely. 

Thanks for reading. I guess I just need some advice or encouragement or something.",2.0054325699745554,3.9310901984732856,4.070553435114508,85.32252226463108,78.31297709923662,6.809414758269721,26.947201017811715,7.793537801064563,1.6649994910941481,500,21,102,8,12,171,84,131,0.196,0.588,0.21600000000000005,0.7274,0,5,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,2,9,18,1,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,2,26,24,17,0,3,8,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,7,0,0,4,5,20,11,13,19,1,10,1,4,1,1,11,7,0,6,2,69,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965448478886766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981269156733698,0.0,0.13883978414086842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213955847393845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583404024605872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560338901067184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511396686066567,0.12403052937693265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733871336649572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125640148289452,0.0,0.15352709523340394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481947743813634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790423753835852,0.0,0.1566942384222679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873325899460095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694770188888124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366189683701902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482661880901685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138348608599222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515043771310076,0.0,0.0,0.1471033533792753,0.2673144859792707,0.0,0.19434768235718133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636300019623692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984128707351833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240257458807507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sexypillowspodcast,2018/11/26,"I just recorded a podcast episode in my bathtub... It was a fun experiment as my tub is small and only fit for one. I enjoyed having the company. 

If you'd like to join me in the bubbles you can listen here: [http://sexypillows.libsyn.com/](http://sexypillows.libsyn.com/)",7.727045454545458,11.042331250000005,6.668181818181817,66.84727272727275,66.04545454545455,7.127272727272729,31.45454545454545,8.07648339933343,2.4839727272727274,221,9,33,3,4,67,38,44,0.0,0.711,0.289,0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,7,3,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6545842275953292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32692643866197435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534521500468818,0.5089398199247971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bluburro7,2018/11/26,"I don't have true friends, and i don't know how to find them how did you find your best friend? why they are best? did you share any passion and/or hobby whit them? tell me your story...",-0.2600000000000016,1.96540864102564,0.1596923076923087,107.8103076923077,90.79487179487178,3.12,12.928205128205128,3.1291,-1.9241733333333333,143,2,36,0,5,42,29,39,0.09699999999999999,0.557,0.345,0.9254,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,3,2,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,7,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,10,7,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,0,0,22,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251979774494404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5941984183520364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5175021599884103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374494640620118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558604520606087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474445641867573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554564896316706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,deathgoku016,2018/11/26,"Literally loneliness is me 24/7 I’m 15 (M) And I just started going to this new school at the beginning of October, literally ever since the first day of school no one talks to me,makes contact with me or anything. I take 10th grade classes and I go all around the school, plus it’s not like they don’t see me I’m 6’4. I just hate how I never talk to anyone about my issues.Another reason could be me being shy or depressed, I’m always looking down so that might be a issue too, I was wondering what I could do to maybe fix this, any help?",0.8678908554572259,3.0155655752212382,3.1196681415929213,89.4682337758112,83.51327433628319,6.244542772861358,20.921091445427727,7.492282038375204,0.7569002949852508,422,13,91,7,12,144,82,113,0.147,0.8290000000000001,0.025,-0.9083,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,8,3,1,0,4,0,10,0,0,2,3,19,22,7,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,1,2,13,1,12,15,1,12,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,4,8,60,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411437354636808,0.0,0.0,0.11535257144037618,0.17786930813639434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186075482439042,0.0,0.13958904545152026,0.15100450967939796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708676404334968,0.0,0.0,0.10939575640966663,0.0,0.14609998642912836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343785782180314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428513322243205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928065260054968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747211752519064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369779153710732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704712329451336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287146755678214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244444572683304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041370399462996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994805676578154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082724720266342,0.16382737415359902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149440384661496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440540407089825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150165020062156,0.13517121981114022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403176873787277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200632744659002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275388300377685,0.2726804474721807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395387510098293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DarthRalphWolf,2018/11/26,"Loneliness + Economical problems Damn, I can't resist. There's no one I can talk to, so I must write here.

I'm a poor son of a rich father. My life was always this way. And I'm not a teenager or student anymore. Years didn't change anything. Always been one of the poorest guy in the friend groups.

I've worked for a couple of years, but now I have no job, I'm almost broke, and feel like a slave of my family, again.

As this is not enough, other family issues happen. Some friends would possibly take my stress a little, but all I can do with my friends is talking about fun things. Not about our real problems.

Besides, I cannot even meet them anymore because I have no money to spend other than for most necessary needs.

Having a rich father is stopping me to leave my family for good. But I can't resist to have them in my life either. I'm so close to blow, but I guess I'm in this position for a long time. Don't know what to do.",1.5223589743589765,3.359200030769234,3.2185897435897424,91.2822435897436,79.46153846153845,5.974358974358975,20.576923076923077,6.937597516519254,0.3443846153846155,726,19,158,8,18,241,112,195,0.11599999999999999,0.71,0.174,0.9398,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,2,1,9,13,1,1,10,0,20,2,0,0,2,28,31,10,0,5,9,3,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,2,0,5,0,11,5,0,2,3,1,19,8,22,26,5,13,0,1,0,0,15,5,1,5,8,105,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402927122945335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227442400266959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654821702049104,0.0,0.0,0.11014536260857134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159239712840924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159326052692442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481000822271224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383005920536428,0.0,0.08840523184840178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785394765456543,0.0,0.0676774864256382,0.09562091918102301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102315130133687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226521258903913,0.0,0.0,0.14744847902302347,0.1325303989472074,0.11836119735324473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970236368477318,0.13282332194559784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355926901032897,0.0,0.0,0.14172552984856734,0.0,0.0,0.18908136666845785,0.06539129065909674,0.1341506925134648,0.0,0.11845112093043905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924647275206902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139751232763712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508933215559591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561486007238841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234813783700102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190278233123464,0.15332224134555858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006369134178356,0.21516363741825226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889225532843431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780477482402569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624218033353336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744281709608098,0.0,0.0,0.09508166081996876,0.0,0.0,0.1723872331335312
lonely,ghostathogwarts,2018/11/26,"There's no point in doing anything anymore I'm not going away to college until next fall, and because I live in a rural area without a car, I can't leave my house. Can't get a job, can't find friends, nothing. I'm two years out of high school and I don't have any of those friends anymore because they're away in college. I'm so lonely and depressed. I spend everyday alone in my bedroom. I chat with online friends, listen to music, read books, watch movies but it's never enough. I'm so alone and my life is full of nothing. I can't even change out of pjs most of the time because why get dressed, why put on makeup why do my hair if it's just me and my mom? Why even get out of bed if there's no where to go, nobody to see, nothing to do? There's just no point.",0.957188755020077,2.565595361445787,2.445277108433736,97.24209236947792,80.32530120481928,4.667630522088354,22.512449799196787,4.604124745555138,-0.18140032128514028,594,19,140,1,15,193,92,166,0.146,0.8540000000000001,0.0,-0.9464,1,4,0,0,0,2,20.0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,4,0,10,2,1,0,1,19,21,11,0,2,7,1,1,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,3,9,0,0,1,3,1,5,11,2,0,1,0,4,12,3,24,21,3,27,0,2,2,0,6,16,0,3,6,80,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458361016713627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070736455159974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23539994945673395,0.0,0.0,0.09766461066270037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230100060315541,0.0,0.0,0.21704108579408524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554909561619845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222004345879873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262952481568094,0.0,0.1567757796522616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847257261759144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750786707328278,0.0,0.18601826746404693,0.0,0.13489865364896786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539332627968033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694230406273264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777289317974288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566637728375973,0.0,0.0,0.08382812322690192,0.0,0.0,0.1047977762612521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899812276716525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915343472748264,0.0,0.12621892584459013,0.0,0.0,0.3416337703082227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243844093889565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930750245505542,0.0,0.0,0.11871343272585265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201118277598459,0.09457364303162463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920402969731543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593440054144642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283657115220847,0.0,0.0,0.11440455335209432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642687630453325
lonely,bla5tchillerzh00,2018/11/26,hi could anyone talk on the verge of breaking down,2.881,5.347857099999999,2.4700000000000024,95.165,78.0,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.5219999999999998,41,1,8,0,1,12,10,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5252096073718601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5997185220845781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6037321944314264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cousin_kim,2018/11/26,"I feel like i've lost everyone I use to have quite large group of friends we would get together for drinks, laugh, and play games. But over the last week I've never felt more  depressed and alone. Most people started to not talk to me keeping away. Then I realized there are only 2 people left that even try to make contact. Unfortunately I managed to mess up my friendship with one of them which has been my best friend for 6 years. Now I only have 1 even then I still feel like their going to leave me behind alone and hopeless. I don't feel like I have a reason to be around anymore. I miss everyone.",3.7818916437098267,5.080548933884297,4.183911845730027,89.01202938475667,72.05785123966942,7.03067033976125,25.014692378328746,7.3871296695380915,0.970679706152433,475,14,100,5,9,149,86,121,0.13,0.648,0.222,0.9359,0,2,1,0,0,1,10.0,1,0,2,3,6,13,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,3,1,20,21,6,0,1,2,0,4,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,6,3,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,4,16,8,17,16,3,15,0,4,0,0,9,5,0,1,12,63,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070040508522729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469856086276692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193932216810572,0.0,0.0,0.13924922899200934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553842982477806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765402317556462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519047610304656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578409802930255,0.0,0.0,0.2832441591967948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248199913007776,0.3176461679331234,0.14230592081217588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290150921525515,0.0,0.07743419464665295,0.0,0.0842317968011759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317368561272693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208118468256477,0.0,0.15693417939737234,0.16103181894011095,0.0,0.0,0.21722540498424125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617899488533193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893207556718324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143095550833978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043169276657404,0.2254424755779773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20550186251449212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764077311599095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238571910484047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049045957895346,0.0,0.11836159438334284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912648663394115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062562377130574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800682379695255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888602301736395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052849294863435,0.0,0.0,0.09544310400285906
lonely,tossitlikeadwarf,2018/11/26,"Is this feeling loneliness? I have trouble identifying and processing emotions, so I figured I would ask here to find people who would know.

I have an intense feeling of homesickness, the kind you get when you are somewhere you don't want to be for a long time.

Only it doesn't go away when I am at home, it barely subsides when in bed even. I have been trying to identify this emotion, is it loneliness? Does others have experience with this feeling and how to deal with it?

(I do suffer from depression and a few other disorders and Identifying feelings is an important part of my treatment.)",6.569111969111973,7.388912783783784,7.071763191763193,72.60486486486488,65.30630630630631,10.306821106821108,36.57786357786358,10.290406445055957,3.995143114543116,473,23,81,11,7,155,73,111,0.16899999999999998,0.7390000000000001,0.092,-0.9014,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,16,0,0,1,0,17,25,9,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,10,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,4,11,1,13,21,2,9,0,3,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266919980595805,0.0,0.18358129194955014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014450450315335,0.16829457991808888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22394113211298464,0.0,0.1709926524572952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395891620685578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905743866437944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113511254025425,0.0,0.0,0.39519303872484907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785887133639307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208652211008816,0.0,0.1110482420041206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599845902531496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034752180101507,0.10738471751057056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291961069025233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486077202240198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115951932168517,0.0,0.13546321832997074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393717623729055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326612875984091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524982291317858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27760790516160583,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,deeebh,2018/11/26,"so lonellyyyy hey guys! Just posting on here because its pretty self explanatory but I've been feeling really lonely! It's sort of the worst type of loneliness, when your surrounded by people but feel like you don't connect with them, or they don't care. I have probably 3-4 close friends. I really want to get to know people who are similar to me! (Or I could just get a dog...)

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I am a 22 y/o girl and I'm a senior in college. I like to travel, write, take pictures, and I love animals. I love to do adventurous things, like go to new places and try new things, ski, and scuba dive. I really value genuine and honest and just down to earth good people. I have come across so many fake and toxic friends/people in my life, so I'm hoping for a change. 

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It's a little hard for me to make friends bc I am pretty insecure, but giving it a try on reddit :)",2.0631144067796607,3.9478002090395488,3.924375000000001,86.63029131355933,77.98305084745763,6.910875706214689,22.926906779661017,7.865858978985527,1.1480398305084747,675,21,139,11,16,228,110,177,0.12,0.5770000000000001,0.303,0.9914,0,2,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,2,0,8,16,0,1,7,0,10,3,0,1,0,27,27,16,0,3,8,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,3,7,10,0,0,3,2,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,3,17,12,20,25,1,18,0,1,0,2,15,10,0,4,7,82,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26500146478526426,0.2971905027547109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454660616931884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468239914808085,0.0,0.12936618361780178,0.1053416636371822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763829619348773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366659406173608,0.08736371591727693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896128590284333,0.0,0.12778253918336438,0.11731132913772516,0.06949999883350427,0.10257071594818973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108593206584704,0.0,0.0,0.1095474630328317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146116751166235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720716696662253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637676224174996,0.17923356697053744,0.12256630757402558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207422801493427,0.0,0.08162925875539917,0.1239824620518311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23621611878939394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391208485971838,0.0,0.12776660580277516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711963449822285,0.2488249777488672,0.13184887405064485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350255508355132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757472498537312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194656137934568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248755503103413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605322456160065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212957552025244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971905027547109,0.0
lonely,kkachii,2018/11/26,"I downloaded Words With Friends in case I have one day And not just Words With Friends. Oh no. WwW 1, WwW 2, and Words CLASSIC. You know, just in case 😂😂",-2.1236363636363613,-0.511742303030303,-0.5722727272727273,108.96159090909092,108.3939393939394,3.412121212121213,17.62121212121212,5.46131890053228,-0.8687333333333331,116,4,31,1,6,36,22,33,0.062,0.763,0.175,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34157746488572377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8184054404576351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291079259015568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589014286437635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwawayspotted,2018/11/26,"I'm bad at titles Hello

i really just want to have some friends, but have no idea how to go about doing it

I'm 24/M/england, north east. and have never had many friends, just 1 or 2 close ones.

I don't drink (maybe i would if i had a good friend who i trust? i don't know, it's more a personal code and i don't have any real reason for not doing it), or smoke

all day i just play games on my pc, go to work, come home, repeat

I'm really really shy (at first, not once i know someone well) and for the past few years have just been feeling lonelier and lonelier as our conversations shorten and then stop.

I did meet my best friend on a website about 5 years ago, and we used to see each other every month or so (she lives in a nearby city) and while we talk every day on facebook, I haven't seen her in a year or 2 because of either work or money getting in the way. or she'll be out with her boyfriend. and i sometimes invite an other friend to mine for takeaways at my expense, but other than that we just talk on social media and that's it.

I'm really bad at describing myself and probably suck at initial conversations too.

i love games, my dog, and watching movies with people

I've tried tinder and meetme, but after 5+ years of having a meetme profile and maybe 5 or 6 months of tinder, i'm not even getting messages from anyone bar 1 or 2 people who then never reply again, maybe people are only looking for relationships and not friendships? no idea, i tried my best.

II always put on an act like I like being alone and not knowing people but it's really really lonely and i just can't tell anyone

all i want is maybe someone who could come watch anime or movies or play some games with me, I don't want a relationship im perfectly happy being single forever, i just want some friends

i just don't know what to do, has anyone else here had a similar situation? i really don't know what to say i'm already wanting to go hide in a corner just from typing this out.

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lonely,SirArthurConansBoil,2018/11/26,"It's Snowing Now I guess that's pretty fitting for me right now.

For some reason, I've been pushing myself to try to make friends lately but it just leads to ghosting every single time. Even on threads where it's a person specifically looking for someone to talk to. It just seems weird to me. Why post at all, in that case?

I'm not sure why I'm even trying to befriend people anymore, honestly. My group of friends from childhood all went and disappeared on me, souring me on the whole friend thing. Thankfully I have a great girlfriend who I can turn to for most things. But sometimes that's not enough and I still feel really lonely. Especially on days where she's too busy to really keep in touch much. Plus, there are some things I'd feel better telling a friend, but they're in short supply these days.

Don't know why I'm writing this post either. The odds aren't really in anyone's favor in a place like this, and I'd probably find a way to mess it up anyway. It doesn't help that I feel more comfortable around women than I do other guys. So I get ghosted before anyone gets to know me and sees that I really am just trying to make a friend.

That's enough from me now. If it's snowing by you, stay safe and don't eat the yellow stuff.",3.213735177865612,4.728950086956524,3.988559288537552,88.99762154150199,73.82213438735178,6.799130434782609,22.92667984189724,7.365786028017652,0.7646649802371548,984,26,205,11,20,314,144,253,0.062,0.738,0.2,0.9916,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,2,17,17,0,0,9,0,10,1,0,4,3,38,30,11,2,1,10,0,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,22,7,1,2,8,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,2,8,18,14,34,28,12,35,0,1,3,0,17,18,0,6,10,131,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461165937150904,0.14751355566978328,0.0,0.0,0.09390301239164613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975900814248347,0.0,0.0,0.09329191514433227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605674547787294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793633792907187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21798608043058876,0.0,0.13934220883679116,0.0,0.08887471394395492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000744950097984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964103505035663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074828997695421,0.0,0.11022194172223077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629634428286376,0.11620238037453205,0.10444562013587927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070361772823545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093758914553116,0.0,0.0,0.11594235782216618,0.0,0.1189904052519212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153409299775449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857988798219905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082261095869408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754278505823263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312923708073102,0.09210445071329723,0.11020819799669544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204878711429908,0.10731502273998288,0.1137294579105052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703026848893045,0.10845499153906396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900826526670616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405699111813457,0.09602855785877787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937614475234477,0.0,0.10432624932567927,0.0,0.0,0.11243177538822713,0.08423955862008202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207537997722644,0.0,0.0,0.09941730358456644,0.0,0.0,0.0847839428514539,0.09219755590578307,0.09711537964773928,0.0,0.0,0.21023639773880012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150849563510185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21484988039899608,0.11473616525131447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372818989207177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977846086743188,0.2855483699355178,0.11776897909198301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_RainMaker,2018/11/26,"Lost some close friends this summer... Looking for someone to run some PC games. Anyone else just looking for a partner in crime to play games with? I had a friend that I spent 3k+ hours playing games with nearly every night.. 

Well I primarily play steam, if anyone is looking for a partner for almost any coop game, csgo or rocket league, I'd love to play. My timezone is EST if that matters. 

I don't want to drop my emotions or baggage on anyone. I want to be able to forget all that and just enjoy some games :)

- 21M. ",3.60029411764706,5.167446627450979,4.074656862745098,88.55845588235296,72.92156862745098,5.492156862745098,25.495098039215684,5.148860815047168,0.5668980392156864,404,13,79,1,8,127,66,102,0.087,0.65,0.263,0.9616,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,19,13,5,0,4,6,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,0,9,1,1,1,1,1,0,3,3,7,9,15,9,4,9,0,1,3,1,10,4,0,8,3,46,11,1,0.1957510053027248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601635563654707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331173961938481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41062096303572254,0.20057003771621146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352484671004974,0.2201935336005605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492866463917585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024734822310431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927753091859224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931446299114273,0.0,0.2136853460602842,0.0,0.17667292491521794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836990579398416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585919155697648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309180293224229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600366251780875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Banana-Yvana,2018/11/26,"I'll never find happiness I thought reading post from people who are like mined would help me but I just see that no matter what I do I'll probably never be happy. 

No one wants to date me because I've been told that I'm too fat, too dark, stupid, that I don't matter, that I'm only good for a good time. Those who do, only want me because they see me as an object of their own sexual fantasies, a BBW. Even when I lost 40 pounds people ask me if I want to ""sit on their face"" and do inappropriate things to my ""fat jiggly body"". 

I'm not an incel, I'm not a ""nice girl"" cause I'm well aware that I can be mean and blunt but I'm tired of being someone's kink. I just want someone to love me who isn't crazy or infatuated with my fat...",3.1196273291925465,2.9592156521739166,4.907633540372675,88.55312732919258,72.60248447204971,7.6822360248447215,22.932298136645965,7.1686216300943375,0.5214541614906838,564,11,137,5,10,194,96,161,0.141,0.6779999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.4417,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,1,7,10,1,0,5,0,12,7,5,1,2,24,30,8,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,11,3,3,0,3,2,0,0,8,2,1,1,4,2,20,8,11,22,1,8,0,1,2,1,11,1,0,2,6,80,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216874066695045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540590101920712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892002541164122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622197568289173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044349867469324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389929583271371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551050542175613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237713818585707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019320533651098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429571620734576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600682769235786,0.0,0.13725279877653046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565326024298244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234577818323235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304933547551724,0.2313183882129897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108580447839236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564493594693206,0.0,0.16396158422158216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211523806949795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24236671275570634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577037568708622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010312645102545,0.0,0.0,0.12072983638188454,0.08867562171406441,0.1747867893178978,0.0,0.14531330488669109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587889409503227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367328654748976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802906652555562,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Alex925efk,2018/11/26,Isolated I did have a friend but I can't talk to them anymore for personal reasons. I'm just so lonely and I feel like it's making my depression worse. I just want someone I can talk to who I am similar with. I love my boyfriend but we share no common interests and it sometimes feels isolating. He also works until midnight or 1 am a lot of nights and I just feel very alone in the apartment. I am 19 and from colorado. I'm interested in food and dieting. I'm also studying to be a massage therapist. I like psychology and criminology. Also I just generally enjoy hearing people talk about things they are passionate about. I am very disinterested in video games though and I know that is a common one. Anyway if we have anything in common feel free to message me on here. ,2.376907894736842,4.874932085526319,4.495263157894737,79.75434210526316,80.11842105263158,7.484210526315789,27.26315789473684,8.472884824447931,2.347018421052632,615,27,114,14,16,211,98,152,0.12300000000000001,0.655,0.223,0.9524,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,2,1,13,12,0,0,5,0,12,4,0,2,0,28,24,17,0,2,8,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,10,2,0,6,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,5,20,11,16,22,1,11,0,2,0,2,16,6,0,3,7,83,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596009599085998,0.0,0.384431104988048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891481333489618,0.0,0.0,0.1318636933330434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801429577898566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32408820868095617,0.11447533754025645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376258935500149,0.0,0.1238008637719306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806018884882679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880635976028467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565701341193284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623013868959594,0.14462266608158653,0.0,0.10696130368393923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503741873786533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085826283125201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109009387506956,0.13991520333729734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475319136713806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577065353175888,0.0,0.15848124900344948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863840187503455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860507459342259,0.10645619587587936,0.0,0.1574347794699195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644292157900033,0.09451357943765544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665647510488615,0.0,0.163298035031807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,smokesumkms,2018/11/26,"Anyone down to play Xbox sometime? 21, male, currently in college. Enjoy talking about movies, anime, current events, memes, new music. I mostly play shooters, black ops, fortnite, pubg. Im down to play whatever though, single player or multiplayer. I just want a friend or two that I can play Xbox with after work and just talk about shit. PM if you’re interested and I’ll send my gamer tag.",3.152916666666666,5.982751791666669,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,79.69444444444446,5.822222222222222,22.88888888888889,7.1686216300943375,1.0536888888888885,307,10,54,4,8,96,58,72,0.045,0.7040000000000001,0.251,0.9246,2,0,0,1,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,2,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,7,9,2,2,9,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,4,5,27,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21477699076522525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23731500634885003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317910346357165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966619827038456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153005770718556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037941535102165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937753694069802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017881665047377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000556850945269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117394354872976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236198624684184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,adersha,2018/11/26,"I hate nights I like to think I’m okay with having no friends for the most part but some nights are way harder than others. Usually I can make my self fall asleep but when I can’t, I become super aware of how alone I am and i hate it. I don’t even have one person I could text or talk to and I want to not care about it but it’s so hard. ",-1.3966666666666685,0.3847824102564133,0.8002564102564129,104.76141025641027,90.28205128205127,3.97948717948718,11.230769230769232,5.033348758259628,-1.8218307692307687,260,2,71,1,9,86,58,78,0.21,0.644,0.146,-0.7345,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,2,0,1,1,8,1,1,2,0,15,15,9,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,1,11,5,8,14,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22796494252473745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430913911683119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22441421984413149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573789257253833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537889819565905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700544737925152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717304623902213,0.43462108580317305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753338449373047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692343542644778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131118722041076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915050798603904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383549245337209,0.0,0.0,0.19218933983311595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296200792977989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691403486886098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103596966398382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424172652205383,0.0,0.12982507979206598,0.17471105268158202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,damizon,2018/11/26,"Tired of waiting for someone. 2 years since my ex cheated on me and left me to roll over and shit the bed. I'm over it, not really since I recieved no closure for the tragic altercation of having see her on social media with her new boyfriend and realizing I gotta block her from everything. But I'm definitely happy in my skin and I've learned to be happy on my own. It's just getting to the point were I know I need to get laid or I'm just gonna lose my mind. I need advice. Anyone wanna help a nigga out?",0.30964831804281445,2.4114284587155983,2.8919495412844043,90.50715978593271,85.5137614678899,5.468195718654433,20.09250764525994,6.816661863887847,0.31923792048929656,398,12,88,5,12,138,75,109,0.177,0.7140000000000001,0.109,-0.7943,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,0,4,0,3,3,2,0,0,20,15,6,0,3,5,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,14,2,18,11,1,11,0,2,1,0,6,9,1,1,2,52,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768973895531225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145609818285892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181835300002105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139163433993488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307140720269312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356005262816304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118133162187777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198045678773901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22632712876167385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427000150150135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30001263329030714,0.0,0.19538706824675053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912432620238504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960152359958368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121059430198756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076627911978824,0.3346969540559091,0.0,0.0,0.20622408919053445,0.17141205294508194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23251940715535555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302775462036322
lonely,manslender33,2018/11/26,What do I do I have 1 friend and my family doesn't talk to me. I want to talk to people but I don't know how to without ruining any chance at having a 2nd conversation even. Nobody has ever approached me even to talk. I've tried changing things and talking to people through shitty chat sites but nothing works so what do I do? How do I meet people I can talk to?,1.5031168831168813,3.272528142857148,3.4116883116883163,90.19467532467534,79.25974025974024,5.9584415584415575,21.38961038961039,6.868970318607317,0.43264155844155816,285,8,62,3,7,96,47,77,0.10099999999999999,0.825,0.07400000000000001,-0.6136,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,2,1,10,13,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,10,13,0,4,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,1,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124076038212015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930137908938893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410203546470145,0.1650415007879402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200286487075184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096471390098653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027280475236462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175071031723823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794751382958476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.733254343569519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212153674652564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387534928555485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761701719409172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758806499531721,0.0,0.13282982151200698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,restlessRomancier,2019/01/11,"Do you want to experience some hope? I once heard an interesting thing. That loneliness is a product of laziness and I experienced that to be true. Of course it's something else when you have depression. I'm not accusing anyone here. But I feel everyone on here strives for something greater. Like the moments you see on sitcoms and such. I can recommend the subreddit r/socialskills. Get busy guys. Find something you have deep passion about. Even if it's just videogames. Fill your calendars with stuff to do. Maybe voluntary work or whatever. Just do me one favor. Don't end like the guys on this subreddit asking for female companionship. 
That is lazy and also really sad.",3.345860655737706,6.489053483606558,3.923094262295084,80.51693647540986,83.8360655737705,8.295901639344264,28.936475409836067,8.841846274778883,3.208998360655737,543,26,93,16,16,171,89,122,0.107,0.7140000000000001,0.18,0.7854,0,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,0,1,9,9,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,0,1,16,18,8,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,4,10,7,12,16,2,8,0,2,1,1,10,4,0,4,5,63,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587651209747164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881744930826034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855996291743351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709944076944985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584712541944835,0.0,0.1758394857173168,0.0,0.0,0.13112781346687136,0.0,0.0,0.18970482100736946,0.0,0.1942013544010112,0.0,0.0,0.10038320844116694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814536824504448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372422207715792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931536871401493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971860192048946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939843781781569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945101358187164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114289717297034,0.13452970295152794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718400382641534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820345527657476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585164508221872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272704281658072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189513489498386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709869215946525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453288879748996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tromblon,2019/01/11,"I dreamt that I was loved It felt so good. Like the best high imaginable. I don't know who loved me, but it doesn't matter. When I woke up and realized it wasn't real, I could feel the difference in my chest for hours. Between what that felt like and how I usually feel. And it just made me realize that in my 24 years of life I never experienced love, which is apparently the most important human emotion. How come I don't get to feel and experience this basic human thing? I feel like I barely qualify as a human at this point.  
  
Just wanted to share  ",2.337142857142858,4.236899857142856,4.1601428571428585,85.18485714285717,77.21428571428572,8.051428571428572,21.91428571428571,8.841846274778883,1.4580864285714283,432,12,91,10,10,146,72,112,0.049,0.745,0.205,0.9436,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,4,0,7,5,1,3,1,27,22,10,0,2,3,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,13,5,0,0,10,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,7,14,9,10,15,2,12,0,0,0,3,8,6,0,1,8,62,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812549791951539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148779699039478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789981875003432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804516513437986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428245985379766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894956942983788,0.0,0.0,0.3493219683545629,0.12338847624345906,0.3316692439960469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023707745721812,0.0,0.0,0.14486614053861407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824841310002743,0.0,0.0,0.17009065005359475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492029771837306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199454846843788,0.2531412095739518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676492976087078,0.1634282292491609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332093685900634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632726205301598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965888295912417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474495797997315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022247533776934,0.0,0.10187248014906622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122355966848796
lonely,RadiantSkiesJoy,2019/01/11,"I need friends! myself: when I was young I was really energetic but it all changed (when the fire nation attacked - love this line ) in high school. One day this one sir by the name Dan (pretend name Dan I guess) came to our class since it was a free period. (Fast forward) he starts reading a letter which he made up by his imagination, which goes ""there's this one boy in our class who everyone hates, his not only annoying, sturborn but a pain to deal with"" (just saying but I never did my harm to anyone, maybe it's just that I didn't know how to speak????). After this day I actually knew what people thought of me. Time went by and I kept becoming introverted, widrawn from friendships, talking much with people. This happened for years till where I literally never told anyone or talked to any new person. but I acted like I was interested in everything and did all the things my so called ""friends"" enjoy. Some of it even included ""bullying"" ( I just hate this, whener I see bullying I just want to leave so bad). Time goes and goes and alevels. I totally fk up and drop out of high school 1 after 1 year.did nothing for 1 year but gaming. My gaming addiction is became worse. O relied on games thinking I can make some friends there but I could not find any? All that matters to people are if your a girl or that you are a god at games. My gaming addiction got worse at the time of high school that in some test papers I kept repeating words like ""it goes from root to root"". I just don't know. My life's so fucked up. I decided to join collage and it's been 1 year and I don't know anyone in class. I just hate myself.i wish I could kill myself because I feel like no one really wants to be friends with me. I just can't take it anymore...

Existing  2 IRL friends: barely knows much about me accept I came out to a friend of mine saying I want to be a mtf, all he did was kept laughing about it(I just don't get what friends mean anymore, his been a friend of mine for like 7 years.) I told couple of other people they laughed at me as well. 

My parents: all they tell me is I need to see a doctor and keeps scolding me. I don't need a doctor I just need a bullet in my head. I'm addicted to gaming cause I wanna find a friend who will play with me atlest for few minutes. Sure there's many cool online communities but whenever I type instead of talk no one replies. They just leave after playing with their friends. I actually tried speaking to people but I just can't. All I say is hi, it's just impossible for me to even start a conversation or maintain one because I just sick at life.
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lonely,the_nasty_of_the_big,2019/01/11,Lonely when with people I feel lonely all the time except when I’m alone. When I go out and see how much fun everyone is having with their girlfriends or boyfriends and see their affection or see a group of friends hanging out I just feel so alone and I want to isolate myself and run away. I have no friends the only people I do talk to r family and my long distance girlfriend who I haven’t see in a very long time. I just feel like one of these days I’m gonna explode and just cry all day in the corner. Some days (like today) I don’t eat because of my sadness. I was really popular in high school and everyone knew me and liked me. Now I have no one and stay in my room all alone  after I come home from school. I wish I can feel that excitement of seeing my friends and doing something even if it’s just going out to eat. ,3.360689655172415,4.056070068965521,4.374195402298852,89.52784482758621,72.44827586206897,7.409195402298851,24.84482758620689,7.492282038375204,0.9633655172413792,648,18,144,7,12,211,97,174,0.125,0.7020000000000001,0.172,0.8923,0,7,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,11,12,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,2,3,37,28,18,0,3,8,0,4,3,5,1,0,0,2,0,4,16,2,0,5,0,0,5,4,3,0,2,2,9,23,9,20,25,5,30,0,3,5,0,10,11,0,4,16,95,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548269790182468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729366190595747,0.0,0.0,0.06961461294431052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837227363987452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544217155688048,0.22094660364133528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233708047733072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542732183358895,0.0,0.0,0.21824395922107406,0.0,0.0,0.10765659575852936,0.0,0.23096965836902544,0.08158374447180425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646894497726905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980377691333986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065744846634205,0.11455084651288908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673754987979238,0.0,0.0,0.20212493385664054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394935968484273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476831241856484,0.08685343871919607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158342329916525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315876422451817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311508450746029,0.4550088429312048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791592210119398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172087377289326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917887809754415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331806387884318,0.0,0.1082472407525122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422608413058754,0.06735749271100144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313231433684308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HentaiBaka100,2019/01/11,"I woke up crying today. I woke up late for class from a dream about my ex who never seemed to actualy like me. Now I feel too sick to even leave the house and I'm lying here trying not to cry.

We went out for a month, we never even kissed but it's the only relationship I've ever had in my pathetic life and it feels like the world is just toying with me now.

I must be an awful person right? I have lots of friends... I think. But In 22 years I'm still a fucking virgin, I'm still constantly lonely, and despite how much I've improved myself I'm still a fucking loser.

I looked down at my dick this morning and wondered why I even have the fucking thing. I'm be a useless virgin forever right so what's the fucking point?

I honestly wish I was born a woman at some points. Yhey don't have to put the effort into finding boyfriends, they just have to let them walk up and say yes or no. Why can't I have it that easy? Why can't a girl come up to me and ask me out? That's what gender equality is all about right? So why does the guy have to do EVERYTHING.

I just needed to vent... I'm literally lying here crying after I woke up. I'm a pathetic awful person and I'm probably not loved for a damn good reason.",0.6267923967923963,2.546341980694983,2.87415057915058,92.19894193644194,82.86100386100388,5.683457083457085,18.841847341847338,6.844919456158928,0.10018313038313087,939,23,211,11,26,320,140,259,0.209,0.669,0.121,-0.9807,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,2,2,20,15,5,0,17,3,18,11,1,2,5,39,45,13,0,3,8,1,2,2,1,1,2,1,0,5,10,14,0,0,7,2,0,4,8,8,0,0,6,4,25,7,30,35,5,38,0,3,1,9,16,19,6,5,17,138,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580407678566026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827662625320289,0.0,0.11074344518685066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377052685227848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968010602336972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030593352907364,0.09269816649432323,0.0,0.0,0.09210156099385196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363297224538164,0.07321105279562243,0.0,0.0,0.09366399385525877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791750587375483,0.3789609164186565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595456387956454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147036984637674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824706298315107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156008304931785,0.10851051566015724,0.0,0.10479177036075296,0.07238398269120683,0.10013217345785833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605659081549857,0.0,0.0,0.08712402243366762,0.09249134241005696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179779888480831,0.0,0.07533389211094392,0.07598691602907152,0.15807631982546094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793993434255764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896150487147414,0.0,0.0,0.19375165016428048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048974712001933,0.0,0.0,0.10301974874544753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536552982152328,0.0,0.11002414648233316,0.0,0.2625496427033824,0.0,0.0814954526539927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329307700090997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24551970176695526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680825262816925,0.06566443641981083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713815551150028,0.0,0.0,0.06957654709750365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949991047452056,0.3698856070580672,0.0,0.11784584839392892,0.0,0.11113415674240326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599314739036169
lonely,PandaBork,2019/01/11,Insert relevant title Why is this a sub? Pretty much everyone feels a bit lonely.,1.4800000000000004,3.761094333333333,4.453333333333337,72.04000000000002,105.66666666666666,7.333333333333335,18.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.3083333333333336,65,2,9,2,3,23,14,15,0.15,0.659,0.192,0.1779,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009112936216598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438421023064868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319925698757052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372846083807239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667836651861494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140125998618185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anonymousilluminated,2019/01/11,"My mom just asked me If I ever feel comfortable with any friend or family . I said no, I rlly don’t appreciate to much the kind of friendship that people have .
I think I was lonely all this time; that I could never talk things I would like to talk to someone cuz I never had any real friend or someone I could match with.
This is really driving me crazy and depressed.
I remember when I was 12y/o I dreamed about me dying alone, with no family , with no friend . Just me dying alone in a cold house without no one notice it.
This dream have been chasing me for so many years that I think It will become reality.
I don’t know why, in the place I’m living right now I feel so misunderstood. 
The society is not healthy enough for take it.
Should I go to a psychologist ?


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lonely,ChestnutSlippers,2019/01/11,"Friend group been hanging out weekly without even telling me. Me and my four best friends are incredibly close, or so I thought. We are always happy and kind to each other, I absolutely love them and I thought they loved me. We never had any arguments or issues with each other, always celebrate each others birthdays and texting/facebooking when we are apart.

As we all work full time now, a couple months ago we all decided to arrange 1 day a week we could meet up at a local pub. We were all pretty flexible due to having day jobs and living close to each other. I said I couldn't do Thursdays due to having my niece that night, but any other day would be fine, we thought maybe a Tuesday or Friday, but nothing was fully decided.

Over the past couple of months we saw each other around as we live in a smallish town, and continued to text and facebook and they would keep saying to me ""We will have to sort out our weekly meet up sesh soon I can't wait!"" I rarely go out so I was really hyped for it.

Then today one of them put something on Facebook ""Weekly sesh with the girls!"" and a photo of the four of them together. I was shocked and confused. I'm friends with one of the bar staff and asked him if they went regularly, and he said ""yes they've been coming here together every Thursday for the past 2 months.""

I couldn't believe it and I don't know what to do. There was no signs at all that they disliked me or wanted to cut me off, as far as I knew we were all good friends. There wasn't a single moment when I thought ""Maybe they dont like me as much as they like each other."" 

How should I react to this? I'm actually heart broken. I don't want to see or talk to them again, but at the same time feel like I can't trust anybody now. I don't want to make new friends because no matter how sure I am that they are real friends, this is always going to be in the back of my mind. It's really ruined me.",4.008913681738108,4.564255572519087,4.897366412213742,86.87303728714033,70.88295165394402,7.572871403405753,25.802407516147966,7.468242284971852,1.1226739870816205,1492,42,319,15,26,486,194,393,0.098,0.769,0.133,0.9053,1,0,1,0,1,0,42.0,13,0,11,2,16,22,1,1,14,1,36,4,1,4,7,89,62,35,0,10,10,0,1,3,6,4,0,3,0,1,16,41,1,2,9,2,0,6,13,4,0,4,19,6,54,18,47,34,16,61,0,1,2,2,44,21,0,8,37,228,70,3,0.0,0.0,0.08546476863221418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776337700300784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861899384693628,0.0,0.0,0.11911386182841985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796414972299573,0.08187482823910233,0.0,0.0,0.06734307992715799,0.0,0.05338753170791948,0.0,0.0,0.09867188647158744,0.09190907783418968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544181682558873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992494899227804,0.19380967134480687,0.0,0.16944422024001146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026422937063966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057845305255888615,0.0,0.07378934208857547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428272828869997,0.06256667329779675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40598132474846105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954667508260573,0.07345736622201507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322979915995593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378189861152293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914100410502002,0.0869089469299681,0.0778445106914909,0.0,0.09120036953789523,0.04813129586718495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283604744933556,0.0,0.1546682624424887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808748494846686,0.0,0.05845986643844631,0.0,0.1759703675247293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843013242993418,0.0,0.20971489811483898,0.0,0.06438086649450188,0.0,0.0675465594399226,0.08458463892472112,0.0,0.08218724536045423,0.0,0.08403470558625155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869200785813767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720871367429144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890996389501456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804139152282384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968442312848068,0.112211091308463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666159498446347,0.06964657885323168,0.0,0.0,0.06978936749617819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742282805713815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825424589085196,0.0,0.0,0.07039292825886721,0.07654817315926933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278112743229767,0.10213639457977446,0.0,0.08301494116749017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496963033111755,0.0,0.28100334445216296,0.0,0.0,0.08118689355238792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442332515895129,0.0,0.06375877741695472,0.0,0.0,0.12442765160775696,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,capotado,2019/01/11,"I am the cause of my own loneliness. I have a group of friends that care about me, and yet I still feel like they push me away or don’t care about me. I have a decent family, but the second I see they’re less lonely than I am I feel cut off. I don’t understand how people can just be so out there, and the thought of crowds terrifies me. I’m always so scared of what people will think about me, that I end up never opening up to anyone. I’ve never tried to actively pursue a relationship, even when I am interested in one. 

The worst part about my loneliness isn’t about myself being lonely, but my awareness to how my own attitude affects my connections to other people. How I push other people away, even when they’re trying to help, has always backfired, yet for some reason I continue to do so. 

And I don’t know why I can’t stop. I tell myself that it’ll get better, and somehow as time goes by I’ll get more extroverted and somehow I’ll grow to fully appreciate my connections, yet I’ve been telling myself this for years and nothing has changed. In fact, things have only gotten worse. 

So here I am, writing this post on my second account at 3 AM because I’m too insecure to fully admit I have insecurities, fully knowing that even if I receive help, I’ll only push it away more. And as immature as this entire post sounds, I would really appreciate some advice.

TL;DR: I’m lonely, help please?",4.863562672993275,5.383909925266906,6.161678529062872,78.69150158165284,68.9644128113879,8.949070778964018,27.354883353104,8.998388855275968,2.064750731514433,1103,33,215,19,18,373,143,281,0.163,0.7070000000000001,0.13,-0.9172,0,6,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,1,30,14,1,3,7,0,24,0,0,6,3,38,41,23,0,2,5,0,2,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,13,9,0,1,9,0,1,5,7,8,0,3,3,4,35,6,35,33,9,32,0,3,1,0,13,12,0,6,14,160,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684897353364355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989947975761679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361081338914485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370387555705416,0.0,0.0,0.07289285033083755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575587948418627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24383284302300925,0.1228382163592634,0.12649630003149798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059094695948928,0.0,0.0,0.2369378604031037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272627670905284,0.0,0.12092315123497377,0.08542562292158158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238466671677603,0.0,0.1249477874610596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404492371282672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143246123721933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841913867847609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444985524164728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473707476133375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102827090418213,0.18188694705065805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948992033115994,0.0,0.33159772833541745,0.0,0.0,0.13125931538065275,0.0,0.0,0.2290428612911156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660390003565583,0.12294476961823315,0.0,0.12838063230570895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197171433990716,0.0,0.09528715332662796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549411216870783,0.09997148081380322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090306238439545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944145037668808,0.07661992514458604,0.0,0.09493054800817312,0.06972613909335762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623694688049179,0.0,0.0,0.1244835684277367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789937852987712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185887951242562,0.08494386138024436,0.0,0.0,0.07700347842442827
lonely,throwway201920,2019/01/11,Old and alone? Late 20's just starting college. I have my reasons why I'm just starting college. But I really thought I'd be in stable relationship by now. And all my friends are no where near me or always busy. Or with their gf. And the girls at my campus are young and just immature 18 y/o just kids. Who just backs off and leaves if things dont go their way for an instant. This is just sad.....,0.141325301204823,2.3828280120481966,1.7216987951807248,97.50206626506028,88.1566265060241,4.765783132530121,20.34819277108434,6.2581,-0.022420722891566047,307,10,71,3,10,99,64,83,0.066,0.8690000000000001,0.065,0.2263,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,19,11,9,0,1,10,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,7,9,1,14,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,3,7,46,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26491515012740896,0.0,0.0,0.21283283189181174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966821568017364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29977701832300724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761813354127086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453679782604713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885355656458609,0.2708383917395389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684023479215573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386182128510554,0.26298861882677405,0.0,0.2746163604928111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620905543818033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699315666460244,0.0,0.0,0.20306397565883694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030294844350312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23080533332124245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LostNotDelirious,2019/01/11,"Had a bad day... And all I wanna do is drink and smoke but dont have anyone to do that with and dont want to do it alone.

Thats it, current mood.. ",-1.0629523809523818,-0.1933163428571429,1.7714285714285722,103.14190476190477,83.85714285714286,4.666666666666667,14.523809523809526,3.1291,-1.5434761904761911,108,1,32,0,3,38,25,35,0.184,0.816,0.0,-0.6228,1,1,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,1,8,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364418059289825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271394160530013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712322916470395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949837170961927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7614326426562736,0.3182247651012459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160219907662854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justfutaba,2019/01/11,"My ""friends"" don't care I was raised a Jehovah's Witness so I was isolated from everyone from birth. I never had any close elementary school friends, I had a close friend I made in my sophomore year of high school but he fucked me over and got his friends to bully me. I have one close friend who never talks to me unless I talk to her. I have to be the one always with any ""friends"" I have to say something first. Nobody has ever asked if I actually want to hang out, I have to pester them and so far she's one of two people I've ever hung out with in my *life.* I have people I follow on social media and snapchat, I snap people because I feel lonely and it makes me feel like people care, same with instagram. But I hardly ever get any likes and nobody ever says shit even though I go out of my way to be as nice and supportive as possible to all of these ""friends."" It just seems to me like friendship will always be a one way street.",3.1974889543446277,4.1589354793814435,4.2905743740795295,88.98237113402064,73.0721649484536,7.192341678939616,23.65095729013256,7.447530270364453,0.8132029455080998,729,19,160,8,14,238,106,194,0.121,0.716,0.163,0.7909,0,2,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,9,17,2,0,4,0,15,3,1,2,7,34,30,15,0,2,5,0,3,3,7,1,1,2,0,0,4,15,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,3,0,6,6,5,30,14,29,20,2,27,0,1,0,1,19,13,2,2,12,110,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.09517374907953513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623030526488866,0.0,0.0,0.198968176811036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117598378217813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945246945687094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887361499258985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644166556109757,0.35288045388018874,0.0,0.09319266294073343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862668180481972,0.06967438115711763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295769378966845,0.0,0.0,0.5274519498048903,0.09016352834015948,0.05095461683839257,0.0,0.05542769510548242,0.0,0.0780024522698336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736638104281168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030442168144734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688872650660599,0.14294249884104787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092283826522596,0.06510103225785427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504399860247899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643513474481853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704559325963001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994873182770976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511715824214012,0.0,0.19740810119451915,0.0,0.08878628510407642,0.0,0.0,0.10011160555259728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941802550854352,0.0,0.07508220547997829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067418805231886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677943082988438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958212578173574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527117479125907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057524837224847435,0.15482717026612533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280515754731553
lonely,uroncamera,2019/01/11,"Just a lonely guy... I’m done with the politics.  I’m done with the shit about I play games and you like sports.  I’m don’t with it all. Just be ducking cool. I don’t care about your age, I don’t care about liking this or that or anything else. I want to have a conversation whether it’s about sex or tv shows or games.  I don’t care if you’re married or a teenager (of age).  Just be interesting and want to talk to someone new. Don’t be shy. Awkward is ok though. Hope to hear from someone that kind of gets it!",-0.8322007722007712,1.232346198198201,1.109350064350064,101.23074324324327,91.52252252252251,4.252509652509653,17.838481338481337,5.773587663045528,-0.6575410553410554,392,11,99,3,14,128,62,111,0.051,0.648,0.301,0.9812,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,8,14,1,1,5,2,12,2,1,0,1,19,23,10,0,4,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,0,6,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,2,7,11,14,18,1,3,0,1,0,1,8,0,1,7,5,58,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546080390171586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5746641119642522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845299750128642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694842114305746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815878839099113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602930351418093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175278134705194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866057931810474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564659912628615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835759396159497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145427510653148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285463250732526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183777728052329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510096624188071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458972224800868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22163127405269828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ProgressIsALifestyle,2019/01/11,"Work, gym, videogames. Rinse and repeat. People often say that small towns are the least lonely places, and maybe that's true if you grew up within the community, but not if you move into it. I live in a tiny rural town, and my days have become crushingly lonely. There isn't a single meetup group around me, there were like 50 potential people on Tinder when I used to be on it, and there are next to no job opportunities outside of retail. This is compounded by the fact that I can't afford a car, or really even to go to a bar right now. My relationship of over a year just ended, and every single person I was acquaintances with, I met through my former girlfriend. I've never felt more lonely, and I don't know how to meet people - especially without money or a car. Right now I'm trying to focus on my own health and on saving money, but it's so fucking lonely and repetitive I want to blow my brains out. I created a meetup group where people can meet new people and play board games, but I'm so broke trying to get rid of my cc debt that I can't get games or snacks for the meetup. I also don't even have a table for us to play on, other than a tiny coffee table - and I don't know of any places where we could meet alternatively. That, combined with my usual anxiety, has prevented me from actually scheduling a meeting. Thanks for reading, I'm just super tired all the time and feel like I'm half machine most of the time. I don't know how much longer I can keep going like this.",5.6996189173343765,5.344319614617941,6.6435333203048685,78.9678483486418,67.13953488372093,9.208598788352553,26.01153019347273,8.671277953709913,1.6382474496775457,1168,25,235,16,17,391,167,301,0.064,0.789,0.147,0.9695,3,8,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,2,0,3,19,16,1,0,16,0,19,6,1,3,4,48,38,25,0,4,12,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,11,17,2,2,5,7,4,6,11,6,0,1,4,3,26,10,36,32,8,43,0,5,0,1,17,21,1,7,19,157,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.12268974933429895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005424709445183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549751016619897,0.0,0.09617950459473514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192216558544124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388537077703145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403510062186304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038141565672627,0.0,0.0,0.08108241263272528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135529186191866,0.0,0.0,0.16608073983215355,0.0,0.10592898137183683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357048548226688,0.08981817404340625,0.12071599710536625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623100695450884,0.13137255236427148,0.0,0.14290516207334852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364010668871062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124762953020229,0.11175041665285954,0.0,0.0,0.2072859981810348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426908177559145,0.0,0.11101773662257257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630795488830054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362608891128916,0.0924225560842165,0.0,0.0969670962515742,0.12142627088672155,0.1337102748370026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358104374516696,0.10977847591188504,0.2627123426800006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257593154941123,0.0,0.08054284172001032,0.0,0.0,0.1349819127081084,0.0,0.21473742559244247,0.0,0.09998179879555248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157509575570787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662285816073978,0.14450272872721534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071844148965715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123204666369516,0.1085862856777068,0.13846864729202,0.0,0.07415603491373311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119469539891276,0.0,0.09152951028055542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096296626858626
lonely,whitehoneyy,2019/01/11,No one listens! Do you ever start talking and realize no one is listening so you just stop talking???... ,2.9036842105263148,5.532547000000001,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,79.0,8.010526315789475,35.8157894736842,8.841846274778883,3.926031578947368,79,5,13,2,2,27,15,19,0.325,0.675,0.0,-0.7715,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564724952224711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5340844663063811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789354311968124,0.0,0.0,0.3294727530310838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6335012811614988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cat2917,2019/01/11,"Always lonely, looking for a male to talk to I feel pretty desperate posting here but after reading every one else's posts, I know I'm not alone. I am a 29 year old female. I find myself being INCREDIBLY lonely, especially at night. I miss love, talking to my SO until I fall asleep, touching them, waking up next to them, everything. Mostly I just miss having someone to share my day with. I have all of the girlfriends I need and I have a good family, I work with all women, but it's not the same as connecting with someone of the opposite sex. I just got out of a 5 year marriage, it ended really badly. I have a 1 year old son. All I do is work, and take care of my son, and I have no time for dating. It would be nice to connect with someone and share my day and here about there's as well. Any one else looking for an internet companion? Haha.",1.764741379310344,3.6462406896551727,3.9776867816091968,85.91411637931036,78.88505747126436,6.648850574712642,22.36925287356322,7.645422480735847,1.027897701149425,656,20,134,10,16,226,104,174,0.10099999999999999,0.713,0.18600000000000005,0.9551,0,5,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,2,8,13,0,0,9,1,11,4,2,0,3,26,23,11,0,2,6,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,10,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,5,1,2,1,4,22,8,25,19,5,20,0,4,2,2,14,3,0,1,14,94,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644795043512732,0.0,0.0,0.117656283534065,0.0,0.0,0.09615697648348503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806325047463392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416691523129618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238284669561186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362434255649965,0.0,0.1252385965399881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191357567125756,0.0,0.12708137120561105,0.0,0.13329951270854928,0.0,0.07149618352253148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923720991563611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859976879137266,0.11309064729011276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770984524852864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23748109031167824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761919006891026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484644753528806,0.0,0.0,0.1503807038135831,0.1326944974842892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296751421926482,0.0,0.19163285335896116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708445864692135,0.14385482521853712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143845264077987,0.0,0.09058458102614947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594237606380797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631534371136084,0.22730422952592266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245158658244478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713575025977186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588204148830944,0.0,0.0,0.10044663640220987,0.0,0.0,0.2731712547554208
lonely,The_spoder,2019/01/11,"So... Well I’m before I say my tale of “ loneliness ”,I have to tell everyone here all 50 of you I’m a 18m. First I usually try to brighting up mood when come to dark things like this topic which is me kinda thinking life has it out for me. 

It’s like every time I like girl it fails and it’s just hurts but always never let get to my head because I see people struggling out their in life and make my struggles seem small like the type small were you’re mom or dad fights with Store manager for smallest things like “warranties”.

Like I said I’m type of person who never lets this stuff get to me but with fact that my past experiences make people not like me so hard to make friend or it’s two girls I really like, just break my heart and it just made feel like every time I try with girl they seem to break it even further ( I’m personally not mad at them I’ll never be because their happy) and it made feel really bummed to point were my guard was down and my dog escaped my house twice. 

Nevertheless I just don’t really know what to do the thing I’m going to ask is what should I do or what your experiences with this types problems. 

Extension: if any girl want hits me up I’m fine.",2.405481927710845,3.8072107831325286,3.577146586345381,91.59102108433737,75.70682730923696,6.9077108433734935,20.482128514056228,7.554174236665415,0.396840803212851,931,20,212,12,20,302,137,249,0.083,0.774,0.14300000000000002,0.9294,0,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,2,4,2,10,22,2,2,3,0,14,4,2,5,5,45,40,14,0,4,12,2,3,9,1,1,2,2,0,6,21,12,0,1,6,0,1,2,6,7,1,3,6,7,29,14,26,29,1,24,0,2,2,0,21,11,0,7,18,123,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384071334808207,0.0,0.0,0.06852051806851425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941973597631334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284519282215275,0.0,0.08573966759294414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867961510704026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655128501625243,0.0,0.16978994284064644,0.09628086733108113,0.0,0.197125984878093,0.0,0.0,0.1018949578916268,0.0719832402775079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570673331799808,0.0,0.0,0.07784722469435001,0.0,0.10528628647178644,0.0,0.05726444969506275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107261305104282,0.09026151498352528,0.0,0.10340922596291376,0.0,0.0,0.11940154319300032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162639577194378,0.10786607776763396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537527333097639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060686439257038,0.1423400817045938,0.4430379173403574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906838280579483,0.20177502129929709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800934692233515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331378653428009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096187190228423,0.13970913022288226,0.17596016603599504,0.0,0.0,0.09525113391603207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641408193194864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364905120525824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584620149649137,0.08012870360289907,0.0,0.0,0.0802929825816646,0.18345694322226974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067326687535834,0.11534653587775735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806901903032781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008221707335366,0.06456318716915123,0.0,0.0,0.1175083833708186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368193767512224,0.0,0.0984282565934076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097333045432467,0.0,0.059431086593263786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059568833598876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thivu,2019/01/11,"Does anyone get lonely in their head? Even if I’m with people I can never enjoy myself because there’s this deep loneliness in my mind. It’s a weird feeling, because it’s just an emotional loneliness even if not a physical one? ",3.3489999999999998,5.4806096222222225,5.055277777777778,78.85625000000002,75.0,8.055555555555555,26.805555555555557,8.841846274778883,2.4182222222222225,183,7,32,4,4,62,35,45,0.273,0.6609999999999999,0.066,-0.8654,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,4,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,4,1,3,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22236806204559004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877259700753493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278302801409586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577314390848633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42010046872643003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608012510978512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615313395699688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32638185939646697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211111076259194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24527782467428896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154996326612382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22047610003947174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelygila,2019/01/11,How do I make friends? I apologize in advance for the unusual question. I need friends but don’t how to make them. Any advice? ,0.34660000000000224,2.7494411600000035,1.9515,92.20325,97.4,5.7,30.25,7.1686216300943375,2.2148,99,6,20,2,4,32,19,25,0.0,0.7609999999999999,0.239,0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,7,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594170549055415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501215893064226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.56833404394799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910284824880608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27272446628105795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120283735045013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,James-Avatar,2019/06/01,"I just want to help. I see so many people on this sub who literally just want someone to sit and cuddle or hold hands or whatever with them and just watch a TV show or a movie. As someone who hasn’t had a friend in five years I’d absolutely love to be able to do this for people who need it, I’ve been thinking of it as a sort of job/service I could provide for people. It seems weird to me considering the negative health affects of being lonely that nothing like this exists where you could just kind of hire a friend for a night, not that I could find anyway. Like “I just want to cuddle while I watch this movie then you can go again.” I guess not everyone would enjoy it as it could be quite strange or perhaps some people would get too attached to that person, I dunno, I’m rambling at this point but it’s just been on my mind the past few days.",6.1789265536723175,4.885382146892661,6.413333333333334,84.11062146892654,66.5141242937853,9.222598870056501,29.271186440677965,7.793537801064563,1.58066779661017,668,17,148,6,9,215,106,177,0.062,0.8540000000000001,0.084,0.3881,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,1,11,9,0,0,8,0,15,5,1,1,0,36,27,13,0,10,13,0,1,2,2,2,1,0,0,1,17,3,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,4,13,7,22,15,2,15,0,1,3,3,11,6,0,9,9,101,30,1,0.1427463281120278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455885310492083,0.0,0.0,0.0920595725231742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640023377054333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304675578266149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057091800355147,0.0,0.07457906480111269,0.0,0.08112602785648765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725117377872982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173267166384982,0.0,0.0,0.0956798547700354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141653704531425,0.0,0.0,0.1486483343318831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947729103999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883413430984972,0.0,0.0,0.14472237178346473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413309898920526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584459356291273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395775903167748,0.0,0.13696895171324955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626752226663078,0.39584932189593386,0.12464058772487505,0.0,0.0,0.13494141975663296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182829093997904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375034207588333,0.12995089593604467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24189700115995544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146608321008244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525864482509194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028057917970996,0.0,0.0,0.09192395518194024
lonely,throw9876awa,2019/06/01,"DD has no friends Sorry if this is in wrong subreddit...
I'm afraid my dear daughter (just turned 18 and graduating HS in days) has no friends. She's never really had any. I used to hope and pray it wasn't so, but it is. I've obviously failed this child and I need to help her but have no clue where to even start.
Only child, no real family around. She's managed to keep a relationship with one girl, but now this one doesn't want to see her anymore. She is not taking it well.  I am heartbroken for her - this should be one of the happiest times of her life, and she's crying in her room, begging this last girl to be her friend.
What can I do to help her?
Thank you all so much",0.9032267732267734,2.8071690979021007,2.5865784215784235,94.71085664335665,81.7972027972028,6.323476523476522,18.605894105894105,7.447530270364453,0.14534605394605382,523,12,125,8,14,172,92,143,0.177,0.647,0.17600000000000002,0.2134,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,8,10,0,1,2,0,15,1,0,1,3,22,26,10,0,5,6,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,4,9,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,3,2,1,17,7,15,21,2,12,1,1,1,0,23,6,0,2,6,84,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842801545434113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271006807804767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503047901476955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912956679668152,0.11231238427502094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502447489568285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641731814832544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036437225983142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334582340930447,0.0,0.0,0.17297030825228624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479257869226293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195554574833716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300734050951205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802033508337787,0.12913006588944104,0.13431526545183534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354025771438212,0.13244897125740285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822089925725314,0.11156499043553368,0.0,0.0,0.1869719950110574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387750538101368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494673889437936,0.12326431172187538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093917496714433,0.0,0.0,0.1603339812326365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154830285972834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942526130089812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040974051023254,0.0,0.0,0.10271821988411804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658182221598296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904057565682224,0.0,0.0
lonely,thepinktiger,2019/06/01,"Trouble with loneliness outside of relationships f/22 For some reason it always ends up being that I only really feel taken cared of emotionally and listened to in romantic relationships. My ""friends"" (girls primarily) make me feel lonely because they're dismissive and often when I want to talk about my mental struggles they get really awkward. My boyfriends never judged me like that for it. It was okay to be lonely or to need to talk to someone every day. I don't even know what my girl friends do every day, but it sure isn't hanging out with me. Because of this dichotomy I've been stuck in multiple relationships that weren't serving me, but they were giving me the help with this constant loneliness I otherwise feel. I'm not sure why it's so different. Maybe it's because in romantic relationships I have more reassurance that the guy won't leave (but they do), or maybe girls are just cattier? I'm at a loss to explain this and to deal with it accordingly. I meet interesting women sometime that seem nice, but they seem like they need any more friends. It's hard to be close friends with guys because it always turns sexual. I'm just missing talking to people who want to hang out and will let me pour my heart out on a regular basis. Is it selfish of me to want people around me who I can do that with?",7.2510714285714295,7.12483561507937,7.491111111111111,73.415,63.88095238095239,10.850793650793653,35.063492063492056,10.451354775682146,3.609401587301588,1053,43,193,23,14,343,133,252,0.11699999999999999,0.71,0.17300000000000001,0.9485,1,4,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,5,1,8,21,0,2,4,1,19,1,1,2,3,43,43,12,0,5,9,0,4,2,4,2,0,1,0,6,22,15,0,0,8,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,6,5,25,13,35,31,3,19,0,4,0,0,31,11,0,6,8,126,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905574397369516,0.0,0.0,0.06908211235896343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043327230701853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477040644909559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357392048578062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977861341316092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102941428215353,0.1047309310000946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613597717539912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427082307679698,0.08997523751529646,0.0,0.0,0.06709673946903122,0.0,0.17118154152032442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409513372715744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139410427569272,0.0,0.05307460653339796,0.0974507577590113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011726560513127,0.0,0.0,0.09100129852414816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038015845771499,0.0680911011506345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582912917169905,0.0,0.0,0.1075651378717768,0.0,0.10387879145265902,0.0,0.09925979042554657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780958991335757,0.0,0.20411402190456046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237501526873947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064978816830665,0.07834955457009275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772608970869791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085418650775058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015746612026335,0.10444755214029858,0.0,0.4362623258620162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849605566618801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607367357321702,0.0,0.1004713679971186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619997267651247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148761808822354,0.0,0.0,0.2449534640860041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049663489345392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975455166053547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916657617879972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ubebre4d,2019/06/01,"lonely and sad I’ve been so sad recently and I’ve never had any friends but I’ve just been feeling super lonely recently. Summer is coming up and this is when I feel super lonely. I don’t have anything to do because spring semester has ended and seeing everyone go out and have fun really makes me realize how shitty my life is. I only have one friend but she lives far away and neither of us drive. She also sucks at texting so I really don’t have anyone to talk to. I’ve also never have had suicidal thoughts before but it’s been on my mind recently and I’m so scared. I don’t think I would ever commit as I am scared of dying but the fact that it’s now a thought that occurs to me makes me sad. I also realize that me being lonely is entirely my fault, i don’t go out of my way to socialize/ make friends but I’ve been ghosted so many times by  “friends” that I’m scared to commit or open myself to people to develop friendships. I’m just venting at this point but ya :(",1.9915196078431376,3.7532860931372567,4.158431372549021,85.43460784313726,77.77450980392156,7.082352941176473,23.098039215686285,7.984000788550335,1.2783156862745106,769,24,156,13,18,265,105,204,0.23800000000000002,0.621,0.141,-0.9733,0,8,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,0,2,13,19,1,3,2,0,24,1,0,4,6,39,40,24,3,1,9,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,7,0,0,4,7,12,0,1,8,3,22,7,20,30,1,27,0,7,1,0,10,10,1,1,12,107,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942032714056657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339310724988805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574626354526213,0.0,0.10091464882744328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521561541572442,0.0,0.0,0.07475455986707118,0.0,0.10434972613602683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563552260147872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727134548723376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861443542662187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109265235594732,0.0,0.11717892569674768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401157187957483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789768169324543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938774923596353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661771710248835,0.0,0.0,0.10828518864244267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455709102306497,0.12432832100859645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382208761687215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891607706867388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309776199915471,0.0932662024507568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501671330633898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592568547702092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571207822242056,0.0,0.3632491794476512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683242865132372,0.0,0.09772082139178924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500659447183846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413812395602906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856594229782203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857682550806158,0.0,0.19471021649125056,0.07150696968902909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750967908339838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733857209333023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711335806007453,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,erindso,2019/06/01,"I'm so lonely I'm really lonely , tried to kill myself but survived , it's weird I just want love but it's impossible to get",-1.634444444444444,0.061751481481485015,2.2493333333333356,88.55400000000002,108.25925925925928,5.122962962962963,12.807407407407407,6.742157984588678,-0.12137925925925908,98,2,21,2,5,36,19,27,0.24600000000000002,0.424,0.331,0.7190000000000001,0,4,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27804514344479503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5887847973258198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803185109694981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34093188533622776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613192611272808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138970050260466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CharmsWay,2019/06/01,"I'm so alone I feel like crying I don't know if I'm the right place right now or not, but here goes.  Recently I started a new job driving a truck across the USA, and I've been with my trainer for about 2 weeks now.  And I'm miserable.  Not with the job, I love it.  But my trainer is making me so sad and lonely.  He wants nothing to do with me, only to yell if I mess up.  If i do anything right, he ignores me completely, and makes no effort to know me.  Every time I try to be friendly or pleasant, he blows it off and goes back to ignoring me.  
I've seen other trainees with their trainers out here, being encouraged, getting kind words and support, and getting along with their trainers.  Mine just wants me to be quiet.  I've never felt so alone.
I have family at home, a 1000 miles away.  I talk to them daily, and they all support me, yet I'm still so alone.  I hate this feeling.
I'm sorry if I'm wasting your time with this, I don't even know why I'm doing this post.  I only have 4 more days of training, but it feels like 4 years.  
I'm sorry, i don't know what to say.",0.8178861283643855,2.4351311695652167,2.790124223602483,94.56615942028984,80.78260869565217,5.424430641821947,21.387163561076605,6.1826913282559595,0.09889026915113908,819,24,191,6,21,275,122,230,0.18600000000000005,0.6709999999999999,0.14300000000000002,-0.8313,2,5,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,4,1,14,16,1,1,6,0,13,1,0,2,2,45,41,21,0,6,12,0,4,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,8,16,0,2,8,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,3,8,28,9,24,35,2,27,0,3,1,1,13,11,0,6,16,115,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690606046911776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774577458464308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159766895996692,0.09133444637689132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453851315897772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304741928492873,0.07660323854173431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845303387910897,0.0,0.10007722716966484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197516163953622,0.0,0.18017612841652828,0.1697128338495717,0.1140473750325166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176909138341928,0.0,0.12411523830921466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727060526762745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914597023852318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357415360756654,0.0,0.0,0.12369103507177676,0.26111340711988235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160597633016563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720353845191816,0.0,0.15857307216117514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161041665724527,0.11471841169924178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397256138963845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067500223294056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409976220941618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375835414865106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728086663631787,0.0,0.0,0.3043122738159001,0.0,0.0944585802800373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659288490553515,0.08407305690698957,0.0,0.094857818051719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695801494957473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547082103055207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852308305420133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064378619406758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011897888477878,0.0,0.095278107725969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718042593451688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649039066229922
lonely,fiscally,2019/06/01,"Tired of Constant Social Isolation I honestly cant take it, my male friends (very few) all have girl friends and a booming social life but im just as ive been for years alone in my room. I tried changing my entire life style in my first semester of college which didnt result in any changes. I'm honestly on the verge of completely  losing all hope of every feeling happy and having a proper social life, the only escape to stop me from completely losing it is drugs. I dont know what to do im 19 and i've only ever fucked a hooker. My constant anxiety makes meeting women difficult and now that im back home in my somewhat rural town i have nothing to show. Recently ive tried tinder, badoo, and hiley to meet women but none of them have yielded any results. What should i do to meet more people in my area? I'm 19 if that helps.",3.8560980392156834,4.834576864705884,5.275000000000002,82.47583333333336,71.52941176470588,7.784313725490197,27.696078431372552,8.07648339933343,1.810725490196078,657,23,128,9,12,221,103,170,0.15,0.708,0.142,-0.3784,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,4,10,1,0,5,0,14,6,0,3,3,22,22,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,2,1,5,1,2,4,7,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,2,16,6,19,19,6,19,0,2,0,1,14,10,1,3,9,78,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379094468064727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625610043863097,0.0,0.09143562682647023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190667268596914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25288134727919953,0.0,0.2506375375281275,0.2583262301513044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008138180811913,0.0,0.13861003610560554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811641200078807,0.1007042285322146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043498780978624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166715783520536,0.0,0.0,0.18468808163923253,0.11049812558650976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723565131325754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011450008433879,0.0,0.11989244061739585,0.11871442297934133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873196893534557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656873320911622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25327026814644765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674338407596815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978328012076864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146866194556502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818069627776375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286297729192696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801565181434165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655193736461016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992751863649836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986726542074076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737539650450212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622980672880214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861991892801153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696961636152767
lonely,Somber_Skeleton,2019/06/01,"Weird You want people to care about/for you, right?

Someone does, but you sort of expect it from them, so it doesn't really affect you.

Then someone doesn't, and you really want them to, even though they have no real reason to. All you want is for them to care.

Idk why I feel this way. I know certain people care about me, but I want that from other specific people. I hate that I feel this way.",2.090899470899469,3.7824502592592597,3.1994003527336865,92.73444444444445,77.27160493827161,6.110052910052911,16.509700176366838,6.868970318607317,-0.28791146384479793,305,4,67,3,7,98,46,81,0.11900000000000001,0.6729999999999999,0.20800000000000002,0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,6,4,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,17,15,6,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,16,4,9,15,1,4,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,1,45,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196640303114362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867803441718214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221538488227216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181008472758247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677381415964342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933709635851364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35335562226258194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338001344527425,0.2176807736347302,0.17468244144478134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145091133901723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879064015534663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692296773081924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008386767832413,0.2697127060828978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330564228556098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,barnicle742013,2019/06/01,"I am drunk and i need someone to talk to.. I guess the title is self explanotary..
life has been tough.",-0.4357142857142868,1.8118882857142893,1.7495238095238117,94.98714285714287,94.71428571428572,4.704761904761905,16.523809523809526,6.42735559955562,-0.35079047619047543,78,2,18,1,3,26,18,21,0.196,0.804,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073537857897576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32530395646388505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34149605347356504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804598100862218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902271644801331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37017705008472657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Flawless_Cub,2019/06/01,"An emotional breakdown! Sometimes, when I'm doing some perfectly mundane or normal stuff, like reading something, baking, watching cat videos and stuff, the loneliness just hits me hard. 

It's like I was perfectly content a moment ago and somehow some switch flips and I'm struck by how lonely my life is. Before I know it I'm already crying. And then I remember I have no-one to give me a hug or wipe away my tears. 

I just wish I had someone to rant to, hold hands, bicker with, cuddle with. Someday. Maybe.",2.3532146204311166,5.030128670103097,3.298575445173384,87.11959700093723,81.88659793814429,5.589128397375821,25.313027179006557,6.980632752743323,1.3089876288659794,399,16,72,5,11,127,71,97,0.15,0.653,0.19699999999999998,0.7901,0,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,4,0,5,5,1,1,2,21,12,9,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,6,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,10,5,7,9,2,5,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,5,6,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618931549800172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317862659060198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973411142350109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873003716986918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307209714660664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362686691193007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014911612644555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815612867318585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154334386707088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835868162333454,0.20523155385993355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101514369756325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579629384217016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009856468474367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379363285706849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796767148238468,0.1617003811618878,0.2077366361955857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808950448168938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415376171976032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justletmepostalready,2019/06/01,"I don't know what to do I'm a 33 year old man. I have had one friend in the last 20 years. I met this girl 3 years ago at work, neither of us work there any longer. We have hung out every couple months. Around this time I was feeling extremely lonely and one night had a strong urge to go to the store to find something to kill myself with, I went to sleep instead. This scared me enough that I started reaching to this friend to hangout more and talk more. We have become really good friends in the past few months.

Because she is my only friend I'm afraid of losing her and not having her in my life. I am fine when with her, but start getting anxiety when I'm alone. My texts to her start getting needing if I don't feel I am getting the kind of connection that I am wanting.

She went on vacation a few days ago. The day before she went on vacation we were supposed to hangout and she had forgotten and didn't have time anymore. This really hurt and I told her so. She apologized and I forgave her and then I apologized for being so needing recently. I haven't heard from her and I haven't contacted her since. I know it's only been a couple days and she is on vacation, but I'm still freaking out thinking she's never going to talk to me again.

Weekends are really hard on me and this one especially as I usually hangout with this friend for a bit. During the week I have work to occupy my mind some of the time and a little bit of social interaction from coworkers, but nowhere near enough. I have heavy social anxiety that I'm working on, but I'm not to the point where I can just start up a conversation with some random person. I don't know what my interests are because I've spent the last 25 years doing nothing but playing video games (stopped completely a few months ago). I don't have any pets. I haven't spoken with my dad in years and he doesn't talk much to begin with. Working through some things with my mom so we're not really talking right now and even when we did there just didn't seem to be a real connection. 

It's hard to make friends when depressed. It's hard to not be depressed when lonely. 

I don't know what to do.",2.9303401360544217,4.397094505668935,4.01379591836735,88.72763265306125,74.46485260770977,7.307573696145124,25.07165532879819,7.957251820313856,1.2694297505668928,1691,55,361,25,35,549,192,441,0.107,0.8059999999999999,0.087,-0.8687,0,5,1,0,0,1,34.0,5,0,0,7,19,22,1,2,18,0,40,2,1,1,1,61,75,30,1,4,12,2,5,0,6,0,1,1,1,3,17,28,0,1,9,7,2,5,17,10,0,3,16,6,55,12,52,56,14,66,0,6,0,0,47,19,0,6,42,241,72,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927629573274075,0.0,0.0,0.07507346439025721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858570677785584,0.0,0.11090293061849453,0.0,0.07188647071304864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452776096578743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883733843527295,0.08005490974329088,0.061680106680577676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582715161259941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600001881002387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040839526666206,0.0,0.140242100754377,0.0,0.12486388679939946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497944883091451,0.0,0.04787621033265806,0.0,0.06107244220621458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330203217962697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625073992275206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360142574891127,0.0,0.11361257100528005,0.0,0.0823907408403975,0.060797679261451736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947992112507056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759758546662095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019483666602338,0.07548284264552177,0.15934527680869393,0.1181712600261518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119888886287211,0.0,0.07264984929919041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810931081139104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04838485766900217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319002987765108,0.0848945337883948,0.17357250562725465,0.0,0.0532854289912451,0.10749465625293476,0.05590554449816683,0.0,0.0,0.06802304574472481,0.0,0.0695521135568873,0.0,0.07606169031578419,0.0,0.14735483306425873,0.11025748758278577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919593137170486,0.0,0.06329183514075983,0.0,0.0,0.06852254348919748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250474930466352,0.18574512781550867,0.0,0.07157101722451,0.0,0.0,0.06190250696346487,0.0,0.0,0.07257096600831622,0.0,0.0,0.06598838173110373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996103169150549,0.0,0.07253818332034632,0.14778036068341302,0.0,0.05580313705678962,0.0,0.0,0.20522338814791946,0.0,0.05788728139869213,0.06060140369166054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330454735674617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815636784549838,0.04644599616524602,0.0,0.0,0.1268012197676885,0.0,0.0,0.06926332157565238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719153446000809,0.0,0.07983290643973799,0.0,0.042754023477422805,0.0,0.05814376449246316,0.0,0.0,0.20158528551840732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638527556094544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23339250572631995
lonely,kokocrunchx,2019/06/01,"I just need a friend So basically I don’t have any friends to really hang out with or to even talk to. My mental health is also going down hill, I’m going through a tough patch in life rn and I just feel very lonely too. I do like making new friends online so I was wondering if anyone would want to talk maybe?",0.10772727272727424,2.3504900000000037,2.109318181818182,94.6339772727273,88.3939393939394,5.118181818181818,15.825757575757574,6.6274283507984215,-0.35847878787878784,244,5,55,3,8,81,51,66,0.064,0.741,0.196,0.8363,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,0,13,14,6,0,4,4,0,1,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,4,9,12,0,7,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,3,2,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674786121025735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029968846714328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454079027726558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598017771887065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175324456953764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5122734306194168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512190272935265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349315946509273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611141406721746,0.10797813695065653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753110307490475,0.0,0.22204209495376398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22273396652605584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388190412941053,0.0,0.21346037622059755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158966729257874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552914841376884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236283846168652,0.13036202953544085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396843847932113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570047094962214,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zari-bakari,2019/06/01,"deprived extrovert - would appreciate conversation i’m living in a setting where it wouldn’t be worth trying to socialize with anyone around me. i need to protect my sanity. the loneliness is driving me mad anyway. as days and days go by and i remain in my bed, i would really appreciate someone to talk to... about anything. maybe even open up to. if you’re interested, let me know please :) i’m a good conversationalist and expert listener.",3.6795694444444464,6.668473262500001,5.724166666666673,69.85527777777781,78.875,9.055555555555557,27.63888888888889,9.444778638647367,3.3738472222222224,351,15,57,11,9,121,60,80,0.1,0.6709999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,12,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,2,13,7,0,11,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789391534139213,0.0,0.21059322099456806,0.2278153416353455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300832759609355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902702108202705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454403073283152,0.21464628346437414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406421752856039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616866752660642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22597439447279674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25709732959172665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975500987257535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809137935614709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394335212106118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608693750735931,0.21683284095172345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20569183473408886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374699581616684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635841352803725,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CannyFlyingSean5,2019/06/01,"My close friend changes school Now he’s at a new school with new friends who is a lot better than me
And i want to join their activities but it’s not my business (it make me regrets) so i think they hate me",0.0259999999999998,2.079184044444446,1.2933333333333366,101.82000000000004,86.33333333333334,4.488888888888889,20.11111111111111,5.6839178017228535,-0.4784222222222221,162,5,41,1,5,51,36,45,0.115,0.698,0.187,-0.152,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,1,2,5,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,5,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,4,5,1,5,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,25,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282144610648965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27297096936070064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39872046884318624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254760017828186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937546764194488,0.0,0.0,0.17224298705825425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984312060643514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5222983390580542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653409248638424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219804433211845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,siriston,2019/06/01,"why every time i go to her she treats me like shit and i don’t deserve that so i go, i try to stay but she acts like distant n shit, i come back 4 times and each time she’s all nice and then she starts to get all weird and takes her shit out on me and now she didn’t even try rly to get me back this time i don’t even think she likes me like that even tho i would give her the fuckin world i’m not perfect so fuck me right (except don’t stay tight for christ) like why can’t you make up your miind and get it right and not fight can’t we just be chill and i don’t wanna constantly question myself i just want some reassurance that i’m doing good and i want someone to hold me and someone to tell me it’s gonna be okay, i come home n stare at reddit for 3 hrs and go to bed i wanna experience things with someone and be appreciated and idek maybe that’s too much cuz i don’t go out n do shit so i mean that’s the result back to the girl tho she treats me like shit like 3 times n i keep comin back but this time i didn’t and she didn’t rly even try and now i see her insta she’s w a dude w his arm around her shoulders. and this dude is the dude she was messin around with while we were tryna talk and be close again cuz she can’t make up her fuckin minddddd i would give her anything dude but never enough /rant i’m lonely",-1.2583108935128529,0.701551468438538,0.7105062073789128,104.0768591536982,92.45514950166115,3.832872879874104,12.572215422276622,5.201330872628262,-1.6025933554817269,1036,14,274,5,38,337,133,301,0.12,0.735,0.14400000000000002,0.3699,0,2,0,0,1,0,7.0,2,2,0,1,21,25,9,0,5,1,22,10,7,5,4,59,48,29,0,6,8,0,1,7,0,3,0,0,2,1,11,29,0,3,3,0,0,7,14,11,0,0,5,3,50,14,23,36,6,39,1,1,2,3,31,12,8,2,25,163,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297449613625939,0.1578845671236297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727518496859916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277661123539493,0.0,0.0958294907173454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162815193887762,0.0,0.23428411681289535,0.0,0.07471509902554553,0.0,0.0,0.08674416890815438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198144721095049,0.138991895305974,0.17013617125803254,0.20159116414217865,0.07437895820842891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895133505022124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882114354574757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30326538150805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183866012716473,0.0,0.08908904093079993,0.09659641560997824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518858522566884,0.0,0.06839399477678884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933973385722854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514611753067955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066494097681426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551338250012873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254099240163171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276679470282219,0.1890380482585094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667487287207335,0.07127607397889624,0.07750854223573453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891376965306432,0.056821326894200164,0.0,0.0,0.31025337613038056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061976660493625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460924706662847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600363312169173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598871392876945,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bilonely,2019/06/01,"18/M/bi 18/M who feels horribly lonely. looking for a guy who can talk to me like he's protective, and make me feel less lonely. Someone who can talk to me romantically (about cuddles, kisses etc), and make me feel good and pampered. PMs only.",1.0175000000000018,3.5302024166666683,3.2633333333333354,85.915,87.33333333333334,5.7,22.583333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.0428083333333331,188,7,37,3,6,64,33,48,0.15,0.644,0.20600000000000002,0.4767,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,8,8,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,3,4,8,2,0,0,2,1,2,7,0,0,0,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32418165365303586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44092502305050507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438060476875694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878158961321038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420100827416952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440954422570375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388058263391132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107293076040327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24628964968816386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672702686365997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Robben656,2019/06/01,Two days since my birthday and not even one person wished me a happy birthday not even a text message is that normal ? Anyone been there ?,2.649102564102563,5.435423653846158,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,81.69230769230771,3.466666666666667,20.2051282051282,3.1291,-0.31901025641025704,109,3,19,0,3,33,22,26,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340450829121825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158677019989512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44216083969093495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563173026611948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279560403602573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268159776623129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29226593726789724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768851161906372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269743069125387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849132511342907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,muneemaker89,2019/06/01,girlfriend troubles i’m 16 and i have been trying to get a girlfriend. i have been feeling like something is missing in my life and i think this is it. can anyone give me advice. i think this is the right subreddit for this.,0.3102857142857154,2.7241441555555603,1.6015873015873048,95.03000000000002,96.33333333333331,3.4603174603174613,21.984126984126984,5.288315135182226,0.10407936507936544,177,7,35,1,7,56,32,45,0.11800000000000001,0.792,0.09,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,5,15,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,6,1,3,13,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552627616060953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542068412454394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382486106084295,0.25972451270446084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994302939771548,0.34875608798346514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567903877105007,0.17761512069756666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104748778039868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27988320681440976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659040704894271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468306915487852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,infamlurker,2019/06/01,"Every get so lonely that the gender you're not into starts to look good? Yeah, that's me. I'm lesbian, as you saw from my other posts. Men are starting to look good because of the loneliness. Women aren't starting to look good anymore. Its weird. 

Might jump on a dick later idk",0.9053571428571416,3.3902059642857165,2.2800000000000007,92.965,87.57142857142857,3.9142857142857146,18.714285714285715,5.288315135182226,-0.3131142857142857,218,6,43,1,7,70,45,56,0.19,0.643,0.16699999999999998,-0.1384,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,3,2,1,0,0,3,12,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,4,3,3,8,10,0,8,0,1,4,2,3,2,1,1,4,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21354665929353564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126142382424288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814223994956444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249954152834894,0.0,0.0,0.5418185579415109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5424616894380121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22842806397531795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622387486150687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572289665202658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KarenCross,2019/06/01,"Lifelong singleness No matter what I do I just cannot get a boyfriend. People think they are helping with advice like 'just put yourself out there' or 'there's someone for everyone'. They don't understand that I have tried absolutely everything and I'm still invisible to men.

About a month ago I found r/insins and at first thought they were exaggerating when they talked about how hard it is for some women to find a man. But reflecting on my own life experience it all makes perfect sense. Some of us are just always left behind.

Then I look at r/AskWomenOver30 and see single women talk about trying to date as they age, and realize time is running out. I'll probably be single forever and it doesn't get easier, it just keeps getting harder the older you get.",5.040357366771158,6.771670013793102,5.582633228840127,78.516144200627,69.55172413793103,8.858934169278996,28.35423197492163,9.339509955726095,2.5284482758620683,612,22,111,13,11,197,105,145,0.055,0.8759999999999999,0.069,0.4344,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,5,2,12,2,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,2,2,29,24,11,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,8,0,1,7,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,3,13,2,17,20,7,18,0,0,2,0,14,6,0,3,11,77,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559131619520468,0.15928464052848054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951675383069193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717018160327482,0.16149408704988394,0.17577162799345844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423371128433611,0.1528445075835346,0.0,0.19702117810907796,0.0,0.0,0.3755231354197421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096724583135702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044264417758295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597170264667754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952340752902391,0.0,0.12692059803993294,0.08778762141706208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508946256546301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994469426620866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342711145225795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457465351416057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373657348447296,0.0,0.0,0.1806384179836545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431899328092896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522510381540481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350093404772649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888565702558722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513831141222867,0.0,0.1426540547836973,0.10477887966287906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439958852455205,0.0,0.0,0.1870639763780947,0.21614534892198936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Im_Very_Sad6104,2019/06/01,"Feeling very alone Just need to vent this will probably never be seen by anyone but I’ve been sitting in my empty house for 3 days without seeing anyone, it’s currently my birthday but have not a single person to spend it with. My only friend hasn’t even spoke to me for about two days, I made myself a brownie in a cup because it was the closest they had to cake at my gas station with a candle and  I ate it. I felt so so alone right now.",3.7925806451612902,4.1026897096774215,5.046397849462366,86.48959677419356,71.25806451612904,7.060215053763441,26.252688172043012,6.42735559955562,0.9605784946236552,345,10,73,2,6,115,70,93,0.076,0.862,0.062,-0.0608,1,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,1,1,13,15,5,0,1,5,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,5,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,8,5,10,1,14,5,1,11,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,5,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597931057758822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104166477253268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531236765710167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863077812740339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661073403513422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223595883477146,0.0,0.2131283972276051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714953926471813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25612644712891586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100357340461416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458978633221966,0.17119886596201775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882007864723622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938178135642408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393238839095332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956329085925636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688333307603768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21683486570445545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315054841957695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139735561336787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WhenOneThingEnds,2019/06/01,"I really need friends, I’m in a new state and I have no one close who is near me. I need people to talk to!",-2.604358974358973,-1.1228716923076885,0.951538461538462,103.67679487179493,92.84615384615385,5.005128205128205,12.512820512820511,6.42735559955562,-1.2013179487179486,80,1,24,1,3,29,21,26,0.08800000000000001,0.764,0.14800000000000002,0.3549,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,4,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228941240841888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6197842877363077,0.0,0.4036424519797383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28320232663578176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897422317044752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26773868524390365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359188444338051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,myztaix,2019/06/01,"How too deal with loneliness without the other significant gender? A 17 year old male here. I know some people would say ""you are too young to think about these things"" or ""Just wait, time will tell"" and etc. I've had about 2 girlfriend's in my life and neither of them collided well with my personality, i guess? 

I'm still young but, considering my past with an abusive father and having PTSD with depression due too bullying starting from 3rd grade. I know that I have matured at around 14 and was different compared too most people. Going through depression at only 8/9 years old and almost considering suicide at 13 because of the amount of pressure I felt. I handled my own up until now and have been known as the Empathic person of the school. Anyways. This isn't the first time this has happened, about a 3 years ago this started when I got sick with glandular fever and spent about 7 months home and practically being alone. I eventually felt too lonely but, I never actually felt as much as I feel today. 

I got glandular fever for the third time about 2 weeks ago and am currently home again. I felt lonely and got heavily depressed. I started thinking what made me feel better? Only too realise my ex-girlfriend was always there for me. 

At this very moment, I'm at home and I can't even exercise or express myself because of the glandular fever and depression. I may speak about this with my parents and see another mental health professional. I'm not the time of person too express my feelings in public or in front of my friends because of my empathic side and almost all the time I smile (or fake smile?) I can never tell.

I feel so lonely and even though I have my family, I just can't speak upon this sort of situation or feel comfortable because I know Ill be hurt more. 

I'm not looking for any attention. I just want advice on how too respond too this and/or possibly find a way too get rid of this loneliness. Just for reference, me being about 6'7 does not help at all. I stand out a lot, especially when I am depressed, it's obvious.",5.674791544333531,6.643897529262091,6.18846055979644,77.61654873752202,67.34605597964375,9.404932472108044,31.145918966529656,9.565088089820216,2.8517579565472704,1631,63,301,33,26,529,208,393,0.19699999999999998,0.759,0.044000000000000004,-0.997,3,7,0,0,0,1,43.0,0,1,1,2,37,15,0,1,14,0,22,8,0,3,5,75,56,32,1,2,15,2,9,0,2,3,8,3,3,4,14,23,0,1,18,1,1,2,10,11,1,2,13,14,40,4,49,37,11,52,0,9,2,0,21,15,0,13,33,207,54,3,0.0,0.09542780905446056,0.07859631069539155,0.0,0.0,0.0787036458088297,0.14278931558327998,0.0,0.16130017594863158,0.08341609363678107,0.0,0.0,0.06701648971578314,0.0,0.0,0.054770581154218734,0.08445416737991493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169848620430114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638796648162168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123189044299291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303414241144427,0.34684884192126225,0.0,0.0,0.08414810944201317,0.0,0.0,0.0704818937255424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898244054795858,0.10639302386054564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592680266808656,0.0,0.20361952221481708,0.0,0.3093276191654896,0.0,0.07361293327525605,0.06850805751297176,0.0,0.0,0.06222570783089015,0.0,0.0420793016470135,0.0,0.04577325562744563,0.0,0.1932477715618504,0.0,0.08872489341919702,0.0,0.07122206135809245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856112218311852,0.0,0.0,0.05398487472520163,0.0,0.24236730106591695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622071071109119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278953461262338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056888427118313975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763408025699554,0.0,0.0,0.06847300212280455,0.0,0.07620975711977278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116629458006651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428698653054647,0.0,0.059206836534196075,0.0,0.12423623107180115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902827471957454,0.0,0.0,0.12250998382799386,0.0,0.0,0.08943114997892973,0.0,0.07688541267499423,0.11167385289186564,0.21097564989543074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079777534111164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414801459907804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404936487894951,0.0,0.08151170152131777,0.06418067817593033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053135817967947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102181344543713,0.0,0.06432007533887904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809868400746276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079261190494366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05350780228451374,0.10321472697819273,0.07913103585257046,0.0,0.23482026366456585,0.0,0.07634336595981107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645468626944602,0.047505115884923364,0.063929626057682,0.06460506042568732,0.0,0.07241595131062865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763856382371273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057213952142936016,0.0,0.0,0.15559711759605102
lonely,SpeedDemon103,2019/06/01,"21 and all alone Hello first of all I'm a 21 male with basically no friends I do have best friend, two actually just people who knew me since first grade but really those are the only ones that are left and they have their own lives and we talk few and far between. All my friends I made in school I never really made the effort to keep out of, I dunno fear that i would annoy them, but in hindsight I never really made the effort to talk or spend time with them so just drifted away over time. 
Now it's been years though honestly it doesn't feel too long ago, I have no friends no relationship, I had a girlfriend but nothing about that relationship was healthy and I ended up getting really hurt a lot. I feel so scared to talk to put myself out and talk to anyone, a mixture of my anxiety and fear. I feel like I'm suffocating in my own loneliness and pain, I wanna cry out for help but is it fair when I made it this way for myself and my hesitance. I just want someone to talk to, I just feel like everything is welling up inside and it's hard to bring this up with my family, I already worry them enough.",3.3102244582043348,4.5067668903508755,4.545851393188856,86.35890092879258,73.07894736842105,7.996284829721363,23.93808049535604,8.4952907291091,1.309420743034056,873,24,188,15,17,288,124,228,0.2,0.649,0.151,-0.9325,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,5,5,12,15,1,3,7,0,13,1,0,4,5,46,28,19,0,3,9,0,5,2,5,1,1,0,0,1,12,17,0,1,5,0,1,3,6,6,1,4,8,5,30,9,30,19,9,29,0,1,0,0,22,13,0,3,14,136,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.09642342147467664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758829922645793,0.0,0.0,0.10233642117990717,0.10903829127068086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558868576293629,0.0,0.0,0.06908961531571578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928343955563028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369404716336544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853714904390296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751552838681789,0.10209620649944827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880324162391362,0.0,0.09314841918297297,0.2223754005829493,0.19984338539333302,0.14117847169571301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809392821467356,0.0,0.0,0.3053586408650509,0.0,0.05162367294560485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851353932656676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622965229322082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577717777316974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878260619436856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073563687558733,0.0,0.0,0.09654626368927008,0.0,0.08725023946666723,0.08744293804551857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840039575001418,0.0,0.3739822119499793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241532795971294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480998971767264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669555986785121,0.07514876780466431,0.1051398416088511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850178392485776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993304298120152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531985407444504,0.0,0.0,0.21216797541982396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989251395706681,0.10000007737473753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173590287062872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372062392915543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970950310267974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707943228164187,0.0,0.11523275356715056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652212642803704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828016316093961,0.07843005891165554,0.0,0.0,0.08884124118466834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003454303423596,0.0,0.07019114476112136,0.0,0.0,0.063629816367825
lonely,xDepressia,2019/06/01,"Lonely but not motivated to keep up with conversations.. I don't have any friends and when I try to make any I tend to isolate myself after a while because I start to feel demotivated to keep up conversations, anyone else got this too?",5.747333333333334,6.791421511111111,7.042222222222224,71.29000000000002,67.22222222222223,9.555555555555557,30.555555555555557,9.725611199111238,2.8272222222222214,188,7,35,4,3,64,34,45,0.231,0.769,0.0,-0.8591,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,9,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,1,9,8,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41936859323578857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156010916492744,0.3159345696628937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796346390760169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575816042255969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590784466232366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238225585763495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24661063292856786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5481401146550655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058218210098692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182472652465854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934513913841468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blaxk12334,2019/06/01,"Opinions Do you guys think not being able to do something when you’re young,will affect you mentally and socially growling up.

For example not being able to go outside when you’re young to play with the other kids and you stay inside your yard and just play by yourself with sticks.",5.293888888888887,6.942469314814815,4.971296296296298,83.46583333333334,68.81481481481481,7.622222222222224,28.314814814814817,8.07648339933343,1.895903703703703,229,8,41,3,4,70,37,54,0.0,0.9109999999999999,0.08900000000000001,0.5859,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,5,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,8,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,26,5,0,0.6489735314830517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844133067713601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212929138207472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32700633976564897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307733940915127,0.0,0.2498057652568705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458597179424863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791801728582696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Maelona,2019/06/01,"Pretending I am content with being alone but deep down that couldn’t be farther from the truth. For most of my life I have been alone, longing for companionship. I’m still fairly young - only 20. I barely have any actual friends. I have pushed away any that have tried to get close to me. Which I severely regret now. I try to pretend its my choice and that I’m completely happy with being alone. It’s so untrue though.

I just want someone in my life. Someone to hold and kiss. Someone to be there for me and to be there for them. Someone where we can just talk about anything together. I just need someone but I feel I’m to broken to even begin trying to form a true relationship. I suck at trying to meet men. I have no idea how to even try. Years of being alone has caused me to be somewhat shy and suck at trying to hold conversations

I’m not sure why I’m posting this exactly. I guess I just needed somewhere to vent.",1.7982852292020368,4.064001397849463,3.1364968873797388,90.01158743633276,80.72043010752688,5.851273344651951,21.617430673457843,7.0608816371341465,0.6126602150537628,724,22,149,9,19,235,108,186,0.188,0.7020000000000001,0.11,-0.9179999999999999,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,0,16,9,2,0,2,0,17,3,0,2,4,33,31,9,0,5,7,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,7,8,0,2,2,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,21,6,29,22,3,17,0,1,0,1,9,9,2,3,6,101,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.11026103891622303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680904264003177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367289193800696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298038192624383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615695589982564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607090491527425,0.0,0.0,0.11846689606025773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492564376178806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057130671565598326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729507952761449,0.0,0.05903212854927159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244702052752387,0.0,0.0,0.1202789720003158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755091327568968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961505116150254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999177634780293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675599357571469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859332834771106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821230136022973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130798221407912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127645494367123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786763854655074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023322172869336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649086658291737,0.0,0.0,0.0908163390177632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101119310086016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602729932111551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664388423532386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195506640319353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276126019452066
lonely,NotTehBeast,2019/04/12,"Loneliness is a big Enemy I have social anxiety , work a full time job and everyone I thought I was friends with left for uni 2 years ago or simply stopped responding to plans I try to make.

I always seem to ruin any friendship I can have because of the need for approval and attention ultimately driving me to jealousy.

I spend most of my days in work staring at a computer screen for 8.5 hours a day and then I get home and do the same for another 7hours.

I'm struggling at the moment giving people space and also being comfortable in my own head.  

A last point is that alot of the reason I feel this way is due to the fact of me being sexually assaulted last year as well as seeing everyone on social media having fun with that person. 

Life's hard for sure but I'm just tryna get through it. Thank you for reading",6.349972733469663,5.940655680981599,7.110143149284254,76.34424676209956,65.80981595092024,10.4346284935242,32.83503749147921,9.994966539143718,3.0984538513974096,648,24,125,13,9,216,112,163,0.10099999999999999,0.785,0.114,0.4939,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,4,3,9,1,1,11,0,11,2,1,2,2,23,23,11,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,4,7,0,1,5,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,5,14,6,25,19,5,25,0,1,3,0,7,10,0,4,13,80,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524858687684888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201422219779652,0.12695467436735702,0.0,0.0,0.10375627438611038,0.15998825608674408,0.1167195050435134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300834182780933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679658592759408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915840209774103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714653586677145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787911465450053,0.0,0.15942834549701124,0.14636390254888362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667728702477586,0.0,0.15658603182677333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304522769750534,0.0,0.15025570246006795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514072066148424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487380793942809,0.0,0.0,0.16577325161801676,0.0,0.10776827868344396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018450388503077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313247542416904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577633720716924,0.133222659306231,0.0,0.0,0.14423275049231193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261635127914078,0.0,0.0,0.156872575385577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215825706935291,0.13889860639971974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110621235692285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755958394219724,0.0,0.15950458271405113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380019056645532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047061826012475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112755666669482,0.0889677458035255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358845201186212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110698266949772,0.0,0.0,0.13718330453643646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215292502985928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965066755031165
lonely,Krullenbos,2019/04/12,"Today was my birthday, but only 4 people congratulated me So I turned 25 today and literally 4 people congratulated me, my mom, my grand father, some classmate and one sort of friend.

The people I used to call my friend didn’t have enough decency to whatsapp or text me. I told them last year I have a pretty severe depression and after that moment thing went downhill, they didn’t really invite me to parties anymore and now they didn’t even say Happy Birthday. 

I felt really lonely on my birthday today",8.149473684210527,7.708703947368424,8.836842105263159,65.54789473684211,62.15789473684211,10.547368421052632,32.68421052631579,9.888512548439397,3.2650631578947364,405,13,65,7,5,137,63,95,0.107,0.654,0.23800000000000002,0.9415,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,11,7,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,7,2,17,4,6,4,2,10,0,2,0,0,10,1,0,3,8,45,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174746851421396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683556956267546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915919681357778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789406539873979,0.0,0.11438338598525093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627941934088494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675960095412088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843527327838775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116435651460146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282566558389425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735086960077655,0.13171076691655936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601824524660583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618574831781197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188636592345676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771924058971816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956434721945111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505272394465126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924615757198698,0.1654803751458192,0.0,0.0,0.18836949960769486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495714318220207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053907471083687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115218806295038
lonely,The-Ghost-of-a-Flea,2019/04/12,"My worst nightmare has come true. I had an accident that left me temporarily bedridden and I don’t think I’ve ever felt more lonely before. I’ve been confined to the bed for nearly two weeks now, first in the hospital, now I’m at home. My mum helps take care of me and I feel like a fucking burden. My siblings won’t even come into my room. 
I’ve turned into a massive crybaby, I cry at every damn thing and I’m scared of everything. 
I long for honest human contact like never before. I feel like the compassion and care I get from my mum is forced and just out of obligation. 
I’m starting to grow bitter about all the walking happy people, about my sister and her boyfriend who walk past the room I lie in and go upstairs. 
I wish I had someone who could just be with me unconditionally right now.

I’m used to being lonely but this is something entirely different. I can’t cope with this at all.",3.026979742173112,4.746849635359119,4.436441988950278,84.74755432780847,74.74585635359118,7.036611418047882,24.77384898710865,7.793537801064563,1.312380920810313,708,23,141,10,15,235,111,181,0.113,0.7659999999999999,0.12,0.0671,1,4,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,9,16,3,1,8,0,12,1,0,1,5,30,32,8,0,2,3,3,3,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,6,14,0,1,4,0,0,6,4,8,0,2,4,4,21,8,22,24,4,29,0,2,0,1,9,13,2,0,13,91,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26779364403660777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320866158067384,0.0,0.0,0.27109339511141073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563451294613584,0.0,0.17284618378342764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440163252135104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039309553568165,0.1423358693130682,0.13257768775687978,0.0,0.1414197955032185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591260081173967,0.22482772285745264,0.1510846943322979,0.0,0.0,0.13384538964313195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454714087506512,0.08221106727174368,0.0,0.08942800974221324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750645625527172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054711935316825,0.0,0.15783907774536632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096578275511182,0.0,0.0,0.2306259200316115,0.0,0.0,0.13925350235489362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136124829149375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021237487881012,0.10908957935664276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343796144889587,0.0,0.0,0.1575389901582591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332569058238886,0.12113893948417533,0.0,0.0,0.11137610226235224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831076438567098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045391287639757,0.10082620826528256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711561682291657,0.15371217459378178,0.0,0.0,0.13590349393358586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262200360002458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094954744453468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,atevanhaelen,2019/04/12,"What keeps you alive? I've never really wanted to be alive, but I also dont want to die yet. My fear of death is what has gotten me this far. Is it the same for everyone? Is there more?",-1.13219512195122,0.8119421219512226,1.7104390243902436,97.40468292682928,91.1951219512195,5.231219512195122,10.639024390243902,6.742157984588678,-1.0351795121951215,141,1,35,2,5,49,35,41,0.22399999999999998,0.623,0.152,-0.6912,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,10,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27500113899163875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568937028072111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030254250414706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285925871434921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869612055001228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056568191892252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652218675688777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202986757988936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056592974651213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gibeedgimemna0w,2019/04/12,"16M bi-emo it'd be nice to have more steam friends Hello, I'm quite lonely. I have online friends who dont want to talk to me as much as I want to talk to them, I just want friends who I can really talk to and send asterisk cuddles with. Please message me if you want me as a friend, it doesn't matter who you are as long as you are kind and want to enjoy some internet snuggles with me :3",2.2237931034482763,2.6367956896551736,3.7638505747126447,93.90370689655177,74.86206896551724,7.179310344827586,23.69540229885057,7.1686216300943375,0.5527333333333329,303,8,76,3,6,101,53,87,0.10099999999999999,0.61,0.28800000000000003,0.9731,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,1,1,1,8,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,0,13,15,8,0,6,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,12,7,14,13,3,2,0,1,0,1,17,0,0,2,1,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190081778408584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.558754561515313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188279433257506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600057570561006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291166601222215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846838175852494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230719738043936,0.0,0.0,0.1158276045580333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359699649816245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5332141071852468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,redrolex,2019/04/12,"Alone. I hate life, there’s close to 8 billion people on earth and yet I still feel alone.",-0.9107017543859648,1.190129157894738,-0.07789473684210435,106.90140350877192,99.52631578947368,2.533333333333333,11.596491228070176,3.1291,-2.059224561403509,70,1,17,0,3,21,17,19,0.391,0.609,0.0,-0.7717,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7752882810268187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924864792735874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695268127398437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26436703607174017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594805920221145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989027564760422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vialive,2019/04/12,"I just want friends. I'm so lonely, it's super rainy over here so when it's a sunny day or a snowy day I want to go outside so bad but... I have no reason to. I have no friends to go outside with. I just have no purpose in the outside world.

I have like 2 or 3 internet friends and they have their own, so whenever they go outside or do something with their friends I just get super jealous and depressed. And I hate that feeling. I feel so fucking selfish and I want friends. At this point I wouldn't even care what kind of friends they were, I just want that feeling back.

I'm so lonely. I'm so depressed. I just want somebody to help my dumb ass.",0.39520681265207,2.5048602481751843,1.839153284671536,98.1442287104623,85.2043795620438,4.2372749391727496,25.191727493917274,5.2151,0.2724582968369829,502,22,115,2,15,161,69,137,0.261,0.47600000000000003,0.263,-0.5698,0,4,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,5,2,16,21,4,0,3,0,8,2,1,1,0,25,26,16,0,6,9,0,3,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,10,0,0,1,3,19,11,10,24,1,12,1,4,0,2,12,5,3,3,5,74,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961674585847174,0.1190282851428578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534531808442605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387362193043771,0.0,0.2455665059630945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415687747277134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624175392598652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.660830359205043,0.1317907024187491,0.07447961352261005,0.0,0.2430535385830777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074451254946346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555226556106364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845011158752425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964564894680786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476147520042878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657128568436806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974655474909834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204160398307145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ToxicTrash7,2019/04/12,"Here for you I'm a 21m who's here for anyone who needs to talk or just wants a friend to talk to everyday. I don't care about race, sex, gay, straight I'll talk to anyone who just needs to talk😊",1.6977536231884085,1.5708408043478281,3.216086956521739,99.31514492753624,75.73913043478261,7.0028985507246375,19.681159420289852,6.42735559955562,-0.383440579710145,151,2,43,1,3,50,29,46,0.063,0.815,0.122,0.3553,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,8,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,1,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445273027594684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25118482982548296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903404520903491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36535202323925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7920731898921419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531205106922107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yeastisrlytasty,2019/04/12,"Anyone else think of things they want to do, but can't because they have no friends? Title pretty much. I keep on thinking this, as a person who generally loves to socially interact but has no friends to do that with. I'll listen to a new song that I like, or play a new video game wanting to tell someone about it only to realize I have no one to talk to. Recently I've had an interest in DnD but have absolutely no one to play it with, I keep on thinking up what it would actually be like only to realize that that will be the most I can ever do.

This was just a sentiment I was feeling often and wanted to share.",5.412154017857142,4.676519210937503,6.936741071428576,77.89843750000001,67.828125,10.439285714285717,32.348214285714285,9.957137785484203,2.912215178571428,481,18,102,10,7,167,79,128,0.075,0.659,0.267,0.9832,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,4,9,0,0,6,0,16,1,0,0,1,24,27,6,0,4,5,0,1,2,2,2,0,2,0,1,12,3,0,2,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,3,8,9,20,20,2,8,0,0,0,1,14,4,0,3,6,78,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.16714903688772095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197661572504758,0.17550128833605497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441348697956708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308628347159152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493670411492286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660662753408396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646680751695858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044912002294741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673619826382909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545910161346782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259138707186147,0.0,0.0,0.33085541932734264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321337215002947,0.2605392749965314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955908394332126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742579904668101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912285366957172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746030536124499,0.1451288643711172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767205306329114,0.14971026803041704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379386053497648,0.3292567180518861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030842401055638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167564752874145,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NoOneLikesMe_,2019/04/12,"No one talks to me, so I started using my earphones most of the time in public... I have my earphones on most of the time in public, so people assume I don't want anyone talking to me.  


idk how to approach or talk to people unless it's asking for directions on something if I feel lost. I just ""be there"" and hope for the best, but nothing happens.",5.223591549295777,4.726674140845071,6.29024647887324,81.57931338028173,68.15492957746478,7.663380281690142,30.426056338028175,5.985473137389443,1.5684338028169011,268,9,53,1,4,90,50,71,0.08199999999999999,0.852,0.067,0.2474,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,14,11,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,9,2,13,9,3,8,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,6,3,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632549307147778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827266494617484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450232847271245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805471012940325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064659546636617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318987278878228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548714471949655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240307495084088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582123677093413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237318354542201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974462572626002,0.0,0.0,0.16525863525998036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5629881262000546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27228860826207263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165210918966744,0.0,0.0,0.13771279454093122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AJewWithGuns,2019/04/12,"Left a social situations without saying goodbye... again If you knew me you wouldn't think I belong here.
Everyone in my small town (200 people) think I'm a really friendly and outgoing person. 
I try so damn hard to seem that way, I spend all my time thinking up interesting things to say so I don't seem boring.
I'm 1 month off 30 and for as long as I can remember I have been terrified of people thinking I'm boring. 
Everytime I go to the pub or anywhere with alcohol I get drunk too quickly and run away,
usually home to sulk in my bed.
I feel like I'm drowning in my own loneliness and I dont deserve to be lonely,
I dont deserve to post here because I have friends and people 'love' me.
But I'm terrified of letting them all down and I dont even know how... 
I'm stuck in my own persona and I want out. 
I don't know what to do.",2.0815980629539936,3.318754338983055,4.407380952380954,85.98216101694916,76.23163841807909,7.769007263922517,26.767150928167876,8.418075326091056,1.7592811945117028,646,25,142,12,14,226,105,177,0.132,0.753,0.115,-0.5942,0,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,0,9,9,1,0,3,0,13,3,0,1,2,29,34,15,1,3,4,0,2,1,2,1,1,2,2,1,3,9,2,0,11,2,1,2,7,4,0,0,3,4,25,5,23,28,4,22,0,1,0,1,10,12,1,4,7,90,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449597188340944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743983587999028,0.0,0.0,0.08268591723757153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769131629224198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895900591384891,0.0,0.0,0.12961145071789493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858451569489134,0.09690245277558658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095928714954451,0.0,0.07086718632987872,0.0,0.07708830015018996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150831442742008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605967789888593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490902545704605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737509662162426,0.13870282137590234,0.0,0.06626767980583624,0.0,0.0,0.12003863015003455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242192398272768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082679054720002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821106136973517,0.11843709462058755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990724732684594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868955420137247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536555967086756,0.0,0.0,0.21573543749669388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469662064171381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246694640122854,0.0,0.13826962452898015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011431383553087,0.3476548803071821,0.0,0.0,0.07909376214816106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209180597669757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939016182437484,0.0,0.08000498504656815,0.10766606251771682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307537519285263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,freedomgoals1,2019/04/12,I've never felt lonely and empty like this I am 22 m life has no meaning anymore,-1.6833333333333336,0.17411955555555814,1.8277777777777795,92.645,103.44444444444444,2.4000000000000004,17.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.7923555555555555,64,2,13,0,3,23,17,18,0.204,0.561,0.235,0.1556,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714828808806077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564719372006743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357989254377359,0.23226323696733026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178651529631871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666685388188097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JustAnothetFakeName,2019/04/12,"I feeling so alone today. I got into a fight with my dad. For years I searched for love and approval from him, and for every step forward we always took 10 steps back.

By the time i was 18 i realized he was a drug addict for most of my life and the things he says to me (about me) aren't really what he means. Its the drugs.

Well he's sober now and I'm 23.... So id figured that I'd finally get that love I've always wanted from him... Well we got into a fight and he told me how sorry he was for the person I've become.

It just makes me feel really hurt and sad and honestly alone.

Mayne removed? I don't know.... I just wish i had someone who I could talk to about this.

I Need REASSURANCE constantly, I need to feel loved and for people to tell me im a good person and that they care....

But honestly I don't really have that....and it would be nice to hear.... Idk man... A hug and some cuddles would be really nice right now.",0.445686326368687,2.145813753768845,2.7258926209997334,94.17405977254694,82.31658291457286,6.199523935466808,17.5088600899233,7.273561745256523,-0.016011055276381914,703,14,169,10,19,240,112,199,0.10300000000000001,0.6990000000000001,0.198,0.9688,0,2,2,0,2,0,40.0,2,0,1,1,12,17,2,0,9,0,13,9,0,2,0,36,34,14,0,7,3,1,3,0,0,2,4,2,0,3,10,15,0,0,7,0,0,5,3,4,2,0,8,5,24,13,20,21,2,16,0,2,0,5,27,4,0,2,9,99,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260979397970593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519727656019751,0.0,0.0,0.20243492015042566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353664177012913,0.0,0.0,0.13434611797834736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402405165522193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145382888602447,0.0,0.09712274686218507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821365829933696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249022267556206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845204153280948,0.0,0.0,0.1332549341488287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355391117189993,0.0,0.0,0.10202912247431824,0.19457946032525814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710150335727267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302222987367396,0.0,0.1313962739766072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668522999591143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592067601585379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293650764999129,0.0,0.08119824027794972,0.0,0.0,0.1325058559066203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803948042325906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433255602065305,0.21242950315359613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117127598472729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038832162866324,0.0,0.096736102711017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306847213401513,0.0,0.0,0.13617037425173786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977727499369204,0.10632212038268972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808147944545302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093152972684433,0.0,0.11530418302743,0.11623594857346832,0.13515083618888532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174871723127822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874492954428407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398844686795359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728246567772381,0.0,0.0,0.078334676062009
lonely,piggdaddy-o,2019/04/12,"Why am I unlikeable? I used to have friends, but they all seemed to fade away. Even my girlfriend/fiancé ditched me. I’ve tried talking to people on tinder and bumble but it always ends up poorly. I’m not rude or anything. All I want is to have some friends again like I did in school. People who care about me and want to hang around. Idk I guess I kinda just came to rant. It sucks having no one and just sitting around knowing things won’t get better",1.3956521739130423,3.735654217391304,1.9784347826086977,97.26439130434784,82.91304347826087,4.114782608695652,18.98260869565217,4.935628992294339,-0.5589339130434778,356,9,76,1,10,109,68,92,0.10300000000000001,0.67,0.22699999999999998,0.9181,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,7,7,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,22,18,6,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,2,0,1,2,0,10,5,13,15,3,12,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,5,4,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379415767335993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187982516530356,0.3718719995385518,0.0,0.0,0.1962375142168871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472597492830864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388883174787549,0.21295392684858624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499425394105,0.0,0.0,0.13795474846999112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227404038606702,0.0,0.10912443812322822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300906565211581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478789480873695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204191388212344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415337512442353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896042941041962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138465423209776,0.0,0.1901447616760596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678794617654745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876201911541852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180704926228266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803941112388817,0.0,0.0,0.2463904521233436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884700689011865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Wolf545,2019/04/12,"I'm new at this I've never posted anything on Reddit before so I don't know how to do this but I'll try. I have only ever had three friends in my life and I currently have one friend on the internet who I've never even met.

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My first friend, I don't remember at all because I was around three when I was friends with her and she wasn't even that nice if I remember correctly.

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My second friend, however, was incredibly toxic and I was friends with her for five years. I was considered ""special"" by the teachers due to my undiagnosed autism and this person used me to get special perks at school. What makes it worse is they would constantly lie to me so much that I don't even know what was true and what wasn't.

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My third friend was only my ""friend"" because of ""friend"" number two. These two use me at the same time and this person really didn't even hang out with me or even try to get along with me, she was just constantly hanging around ""friend"" number two.

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Then it all got too much for me and I left that school to go to another one far away from those people, I was there for two years and didn't make a single friend. Then I left that school too and didn't go to another one because of my autism.

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Two years passed and I was still not at school, so I had spent those two years writing and one day I found someone who liked my writing and contacted them. Eight months later and she's my first ever friend to have not been toxic or easily forgettable.

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But I am still lonely with how she goes to school and studies meaning I can't talk to her all the time which is understandable, but still affects me.

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I'm lonely even in my own family with my mother always working, my sister always locked in her room and my dad just being a horrible listener.

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I don't know if this fits the sub but I felt the need to post something.",4.63092914979757,5.585894113157898,4.860000000000003,86.25038461538462,69.71052631578948,8.05668016194332,26.457489878542514,8.263242389622931,1.5149291497975712,1513,45,309,21,26,475,162,380,0.047,0.8140000000000001,0.14,0.9897,2,4,1,0,0,0,63.0,0,0,2,3,24,19,0,0,8,0,32,1,0,7,9,67,54,31,0,4,12,3,1,1,12,1,1,1,1,2,20,25,0,0,9,0,1,5,14,2,0,18,23,2,50,17,40,29,8,52,0,2,0,0,35,19,0,4,27,227,70,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277654571810535,0.3790661792799237,0.4251103611400574,0.0,0.09171298884013886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03598745815631087,0.07786095901614162,0.0,0.0,0.0410873662734227,0.0,0.0,0.07997530466988252,0.0,0.03721245078466282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451685095273954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028203324935251774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330622950960672,0.079115642206664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04122634928387037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04198928449091865,0.0,0.0,0.0743963135162117,0.0,0.04794954548146081,0.4054439816232016,0.0,0.045696010535427926,0.0,0.049707459238241485,0.0,0.034976230829253094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721013863722673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502922744150344,0.0,0.03088898892321445,0.021365096819775487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058382490940069025,0.0,0.0,0.04763663538454265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03490622109693757,0.0,0.06429565416107619,0.03242649713741641,0.06745715710257996,0.042236342781343375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853491113826928,0.06651984815076457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030318050434189538,0.07636965715521876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376574900043944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02801564312753546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990789691203918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212940463416146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037053722592834216,0.03366679474323064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477256246956523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03514987928210076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100060515433735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938189949504882,0.0,0.2563170647004305,0.04552623595783421,0.0,0.07554028547109125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03183719422977668,0.0,0.04456633250725367,0.031065740846041693,0.0,0.4251103611400574,0.11264710909567413
lonely,brokenvinyls,2019/04/12,"I wish I had close friends here. I think I can only get so close to someone. I hit a wall and I just can’t get to that next level of connection. I have a boyfriend, but it’s not the same as having a close friend to talk to in person. I’ve always been sorta on the outskirts of large friend groups...I just want to be on the inside for once. Even if it was just one other person not even a group. I want someone to study with or do art with me, just force me to get outside of my own head. I meet a lot of great people who have the potential of being that for me, and then I mess it up or I can’t connect with them enough for them to stay. I have people...which I am very blessed and grateful for...but I wish I had that person(s) here.",0.7026086956521738,2.0780446956521783,2.454006211180125,97.95131987577645,80.30434782608695,5.3453416149068325,18.953416149068325,5.773587663045528,-0.4684111801242237,560,12,140,3,14,185,89,161,0.02,0.764,0.21600000000000005,0.9856,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,0,9,6,0,0,9,0,15,1,1,0,0,27,24,10,0,5,10,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,21,5,24,17,4,12,1,0,0,0,11,9,0,5,2,101,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360655148477228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896456006465946,0.0,0.21601282951682027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790159560138833,0.0,0.2563044647958527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028637984652604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167823352268391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902271405919972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739102007385253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414829553572791,0.11080845863398288,0.12436777943933662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336732461818255,0.4283499560346862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771076198723405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429539930472246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143482901427428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047799207755836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492486908287787,0.19290201794202697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760902958034672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,part-time-goth,2019/04/12,"difficulty dating, 23F 23 F.

I am having trouble dating and getting into relationships. I do have a lot of social anxiety, but I have grown/worked through it a lot in the last 4 or so years. 
Nobody ever asked me out in high school or university. It just never happened. 
This had always affected my self esteem A LOT. I thought I must be hideous, annoying, ugly etc because I still did not kiss anyone till I was 21. It made me feel horrible, very unwanted and discarded. Because everyone eventually starts dating, right? 
I did not go on a date until I was 21. I did not get an actual boyfriend until I was 22, same age I had sex for the first time. We dated for about 3 months, until he broke up with me. He broke up with me because he was depressed and did not feel like it was fair to me. I tried to protest this and said I was happy with how I was being treated, but it ended anyways. 

Pretty soon after that I dated another guy for about 2 months, but he also broke up with me because I guess he realized he didnt actually like me but did not want to break up with me over the holidays? I felt like he just kept me around to have sex with, not because he actually liked me. This made me feel very bad. The day before he broke up with me we had sex and the condom broke so I had to get a Plan B pill on new years eve. The next morning he called me on the phone to break up.

Just last week I had things broken off with me again. This guy was so so promising though. I never felt like I hit it off so good with someone. He was caring and sweet and really seemed like he liked me. I did not feel any pressure or much anxiety around him. It felt good and I was always excited to see him and i would get sad if I didnt get a reply from him for a day and a half. We went out for about a month. We didnt have sex or define the relationship. He said he wasn’t sure if the feelings were there because he said he sometimes feels like he doesn't feel things strongly in general. And his Grandma just died but he said he isnt close to his family. I cannot understand how someone who would say things such as “my bed smells like you” or “i wish you where here now” would suddenly turn on me. He said he prefers to wait to have sex, which I am fine with, but even when I slept over at his house 3 times he never tried to cup a feel.
I re loaded dating apps today. I saw his profile on hinge and I am a bit confused, I dont know if its an old profile or if he is looking to string someone else along just to throw them on the side of the road.

I feel consistently abandoned again and again. I dont know if I can handle this. It makes me feel HORRIBLE that I am 23 and I have never had a relationship for more then 3 months. I mean 16 year olds have longer relationships then that. It makes me feel so ugly and unwanted. Like why would anyone EVER want to date some girl who cant keep a guy for more then 12 weeks? 

No one has ever told me they love me in a romantic context.

I feel like no one ever likes me. It makes me feel so empty and depressed inside. It makes me think maybe if you get a nose job, a brow lift, this surgery and that you will be attractive enough to the point where they will not leave you. 

I dont know how I can wear my heart on my sleeve again and again if everytime I do someone just leaves me to die and bleed out. 

Why do people leave me? I dont want to be abandoned. Its a constant fear that looms over me. I just feel like such ugly garbage. i am not enough for anyone, no one likes me. But they also all say its “them and not me” but I dont know if I can beleive that.",1.7063610468956405,3.1976658124174366,3.2702606918758264,92.68361428748352,77.7978863936592,6.4749752311756925,21.207253137384416,7.231253607405505,0.38510635733157184,2768,71,643,33,64,914,294,757,0.191,0.706,0.10300000000000001,-0.9968,1,0,0,0,0,0,68.0,4,5,5,3,46,45,2,3,31,0,68,14,4,10,11,153,133,64,2,20,39,0,17,14,0,7,2,7,1,5,32,42,0,5,28,1,0,3,30,17,0,5,43,30,102,28,78,78,13,102,0,10,3,8,68,37,0,21,74,431,134,2,0.0,0.0,0.1408436785742605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694623518594093,0.08006184898666358,0.0,0.0,0.03271608238418474,0.05044696330515752,0.07360721007839194,0.0,0.0,0.10091775860599962,0.0,0.0,0.08565523797808275,0.04497585058101684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040169389370683435,0.17596248082298346,0.0,0.04093760683126426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052523069823047885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04912513738060055,0.0,0.04905080055830308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198923480776483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062053243104836814,0.0,0.08287321440102001,0.0,0.09986004746482134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28191964272280423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040189280363000436,0.0,0.04261070170801012,0.09941986481390372,0.05365476479984711,0.031775844443966035,0.17407104270564552,0.0,0.04597065049150338,0.0,0.0,0.04535331703460526,0.05413651746212034,0.34055823738920643,0.13747763067668106,0.1385778778368283,0.0,0.0,0.04092188189977262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081124249636876,0.0,0.027341714667647118,0.08070386462682133,0.0,0.0,0.05299799384010875,0.14290778677888924,0.04254303638666678,0.05121341451210302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057009941460089336,0.0,0.05083028563484005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551185726963047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04774121540579885,0.042761898335693514,0.0,0.0,0.10575880366412148,0.07843126158582041,0.0,0.15282291430203934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32905392714217163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04039982952592777,0.0,0.0,0.12270282684610045,0.04342066575704457,0.09104466813630477,0.12845375187809194,0.0,0.04833241868530126,0.05240530545600204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536020471750888,0.0,0.035365988473001965,0.0,0.14841992490096434,0.04646441603050167,0.0511649562504896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009655702832773,0.0,0.09780064505904493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03335304185546504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04547898982999457,0.0,0.0,0.04894461624446434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03082015183887732,0.0,0.0,0.20660622130159684,0.0,0.04108521577408188,0.2288155659619325,0.0765171467556363,0.0,0.04868934172412195,0.0383370106803194,0.04379704530553196,0.05018865881868316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904153566375872,0.1630519565527106,0.0,0.0475814858637423,0.0,0.03405212324002412,0.0,0.038420276714220165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045342596476877835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588536204177096,0.03082659924286372,0.0472672999544969,0.03819353717497289,0.056106025750535096,0.0,0.045602142566178734,0.04597065049150338,0.0,0.06532633038573961,0.052329277245680116,0.0,0.05008364428707083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939068547345086,0.08512861752837278,0.0,0.0771810134119498,0.0,0.0,0.0445979511906351,0.08682260898109484,0.0,0.05532350445604246,0.0,0.0,0.035024259690156344,0.0,0.0,0.13670231955820106,0.0,0.0,0.09294274427508037
lonely,piney143,2019/04/12,Pathetic. I'm pathetic. My only friend is my ex who cheated on me 2 years ago. I just. My life is fucked and I don't know what to do.,-3.136451612903226,-1.6056846451612898,0.9118709677419368,99.56780645161292,105.12903225806451,5.060645161290323,15.877419354838713,6.742157984588678,-0.18287612903225808,100,3,27,2,5,37,24,31,0.384,0.534,0.081,-0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,2,16,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414899257385592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847910190908685,0.4604377930040917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737144187364753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517863694668316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787883108866615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207268910469201
lonely,fireykingeyboye,2019/04/12,"I always pretend that someone is holding me and staying with me and snuggling me and loving me at night with a body pillow. Yeah, that's basically it. I uh set up the body pillow so if it was a person, it would be comfortable, and I pretend to lay on their chest and talk to them and they talk back and tell me they love me",4.524705882352944,4.248803823529413,5.616470588235295,85.07411764705884,69.58823529411765,7.976470588235292,28.764705882352942,7.1686216300943375,1.4175470588235302,252,8,55,2,4,84,44,68,0.039,0.773,0.188,0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,4,5,3,0,0,12,6,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,9,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,13,3,7,3,0,7,0,0,0,2,10,3,0,1,2,42,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028439728077725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745129551415027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415678698085357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400408162236907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22877043393650215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285875149029254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655347746678632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259836383058956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391881262675601,0.2130739230143212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731738770849659,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nishbot,2019/04/12,"Feeling painful after a break-up I love her, but I screwed up. You don’t know how important someone is until they’re gone. I totally fucked up. I don’t know what else to say. I’ve never felt this lonely.",0.28604651162790873,2.5005892325581414,2.3081860465116293,93.83158139534883,86.90697674418604,5.300465116279073,22.55348837209302,6.742157984588678,0.6110595348837209,159,6,35,2,5,53,34,43,0.341,0.534,0.124,-0.9267,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,2,8,10,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,3,6,1,5,8,1,6,0,1,0,3,4,2,2,0,3,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985338471193286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069523560526424,0.0,0.3431278740880984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303795625745338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927985552293527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32253721081472125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27562306894799776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380263142832954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841921774317752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30279546828379833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Arya4prez,2019/04/12,"Even on my best day, I can’t feel completely happy I had a great day. A really great day. Things went catastrophic at work and I single-handedly fixed everything. My bosses recognized me in front of everyone, gave me a nice raise, the whole nine yards. And yet, right now I’m sitting on my couch with a glass of wine with no one to share this with. I feel like I’m a good catch but every guy I’ve gone after in the last two years has rejected me. Even on my best day, there is still a gaping hole in my life. Thanks for listening, I know I have a great life overall and shouldn’t complain, but sometimes I just really want someone to share my life with.",3.1961194029850724,4.36972741791045,4.253910447761196,88.43101492537315,73.32835820895522,8.345074626865673,23.101492537313433,8.841846274778883,1.3102561194029847,510,13,113,10,10,166,85,134,0.078,0.662,0.26,0.9767,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,7,14,0,0,9,0,6,4,0,1,0,16,17,5,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,2,1,2,7,1,0,3,2,0,4,3,2,0,3,4,3,16,12,17,12,3,23,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,11,69,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30255124182341275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113762252225438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718570603432081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041828458334448,0.0,0.12145186094950855,0.13774067315833047,0.12955194519956878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577226483814246,0.10298016882053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090545295015698,0.0,0.4767747813068238,0.0,0.14273030393692554,0.0,0.15344943163111172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922059321201158,0.11750078204228072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30545038513181344,0.07042398472156251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767918256338806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846912504278591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310257125082992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213709190119147,0.0,0.14256717759425194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511768315142998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271315385019278,0.0,0.0,0.09576627821197084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081275643639976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502289292573269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336276896846571,0.0,0.16093735819914814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494228502348403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282731499886207
lonely,OCD_Dragon,2019/04/12,My current state Being alone hurts my heart especially when i think about it and unfortunately the most thinking occurs during lonely/empty times. I am not willing to put myself out there because i am afraid it will hurt more than the loneliness i have built a tolerance for.,12.1708,9.357437280000003,10.915999999999999,61.32800000000002,56.2,13.2,41.0,11.20814326018867,4.5738,224,8,36,4,2,71,43,50,0.258,0.7020000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.8948,1,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,6,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,5,5,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207641594027961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879516601316107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670055563669565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6630977929697754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113421541853296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968968539968984,0.0,0.0,0.18059326732100853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thatkid86ed,2019/04/12,Empty house My wife recently attempted suicide and has been admitted into a mental health facility. Because I have to go to work my in-laws have my kids and my house is so quiet. I feel so lost and don’t know what to do with myself.,1.3268750000000011,3.5341196041666656,3.8873333333333338,84.29100000000003,82.125,7.173333333333334,22.1,8.238735603445708,1.443245,183,6,37,4,5,64,36,48,0.187,0.785,0.027999999999999997,-0.8356,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,8,12,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,7,0,5,10,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716210795861816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423525192643599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000278810752136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992584643262254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6497070168519898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472423418636652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073286322670844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837209906777997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277981777729037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079535173230188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049607813535542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nicki_05,2019/04/12,"Bad day :( I am posting this little rant hoping that I could get some support. I have no one that I can turn to and get comfort. I sound selfish, but I think I need atleast someone to reach out because I'm going to break. People don't like me very much. I get stared at school. I don't really speak to others  and I mess up my words because I am extremely scared of people judging me. (I got criticised for the way I spoke all the time by my sister and her friends so I never really tried again since then.) I don't have any friends at school so I roam around the place alone.  I truly believe that I am being treated badly for the way I look. My sister acts like I am annoying her and doesn't put effort in talking to me. She's nice sometimes but I feel like she pitys me and feels bad for me. My old friends are not speaking to me. I don't know if they still think about me since I moved to a different city 2 years ago. (We still live 30 mins away from each other)",1.84,3.2930430000000044,3.1458823529411752,93.8814705882353,77.33333333333334,5.976470588235292,22.294117647058826,6.522977012572876,0.2946352941176471,748,21,171,6,17,243,123,204,0.198,0.682,0.12,-0.9440000000000001,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,1,7,19,1,1,5,0,15,0,0,0,2,25,32,11,0,4,4,2,2,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,6,9,0,0,5,0,0,4,8,8,0,1,2,8,40,11,21,28,4,28,0,1,2,0,15,9,0,3,14,109,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111817842193976,0.0,0.0,0.12982826254373386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852445742751421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115910549761809,0.0,0.0,0.11777359556266097,0.0,0.31399442533360555,0.1528284732669596,0.0,0.0,0.14123029555219666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000844472097466,0.0,0.0,0.08084253836915391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096756715516358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267648370312971,0.08955245589745542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29054305402080066,0.0,0.19647584957670244,0.0,0.07124119567331462,0.0,0.10025652256653103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450415750562804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889092104862228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372394000125736,0.12563698485455865,0.11068930167655874,0.0,0.10526524014350892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332307694007967,0.09214913313270044,0.09294791819854778,0.09668022872939823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153725061233953,0.0,0.08494267186386119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738084542252238,0.0,0.13096756715516358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005385523046465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260147362154211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606091274467735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550056807026466,0.2537285582222448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20738716743830424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621148383420004,0.0,0.12397766511904072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021468912916526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224949228026976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075427174129356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064272598106905,0.0,0.0,0.07309454449971893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510669396928802,0.13634844504152085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342963905524884,0.0,0.19899930371421196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072344537521818
lonely,narupreso,2019/04/12,"How do you deal with shyness? I'm 18 (M) and since February I've been struggling with my feelings of sadness and loneliness. 
I broke up with my GF and since she was the only person I texted with it's like I lost everything. 

I have friends, I don't think I'm a lonely person but I do feel like I am. I never talked about my feelings with anyone but my ex and my afternoons felt lonely since I didn't have anyone to talk with (I can't stop feeling kinda pathetic for thinking this). 

To be honest I don't know what to do, I'm too shy to start talking with anyone or doing anything. I'm not even sure about writing this post, I feel like it isn't going to make any difference. I just don't feel comfortable making the first step on anything but once I get some confidence everything goes better but this time I just can't figure out what to do. 

Even looking at some other posts I feel like my problems are nothing and I'm only looking for attention but I really feel like I need to vent or anything. 

And I'm kinda used to this feeling of loneliness but this time I think it's different. 
I've never been as sad as I feel right now, some days my mood is just ""ok"" and suddenly I just start crying. 
I don't know if it's something temporary but I even wanted to go see a psychiatrist (haven't gone tho) since this hurt me more than I expected. 
I lost all interest on things I really enjoyed (playing videogames, football, watching YouTube, anything), started missing school (Not the best student but I never missed school) and even worse I stopped eating. 

I told a friend I thought I could solve my problem meeting people but again, I'm too shy to try and I don't know how to start talking to anyone without looking weird. I even downloaded an app for random chats (feel so pathetic about this) and I'm still too shy to even try meeting someone. 

Anyway, thank you if you took the time to read this. 

P.S: Sorry if there's any typo, I'm not a native speaker.",2.7378993729471475,4.583367236040613,3.9639295312033447,87.28309346073458,75.87817258883248,6.767273813078531,26.309047476858765,7.618777277803332,1.4469438041206335,1537,58,308,21,34,502,182,394,0.16699999999999998,0.674,0.16,0.2627,1,4,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,0,5,25,32,0,1,9,1,25,1,0,5,5,86,77,30,0,9,22,1,12,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,16,18,1,2,21,3,0,5,17,14,0,1,11,18,46,17,38,64,6,32,0,10,5,0,20,6,0,11,24,193,62,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623579977369907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979026929685668,0.0,0.2329113822246748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425620726307483,0.0625797444696816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05649454469119919,0.0,0.07772439455902247,0.045633088098840834,0.07294844180116086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478542027661713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240314914903835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804101451671344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718554432096535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935513531648781,0.2021982580891052,0.06793882362382095,0.0,0.0,0.06018676054522371,0.0,0.0,0.10933498665513043,0.0,0.036968160302304535,0.0,0.08042686001723942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574795517483279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666032015472587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284404368196796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825682149957905,0.0,0.15448153859684238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944630946391698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052466196946836095,0.1637189090307464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789425661044861,0.0,0.0,0.07535501315826554,0.0,0.10762936986877132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049054722080629734,0.12356639867969725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553330370011274,0.0,0.0,0.1354117940977969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077719738295679,0.0,0.0906588364258122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042698744402696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432218468657758,0.05638500417667471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341271581321881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995306551091644,0.05447300323810988,0.0,0.07920784308848006,0.2003316457951233,0.0,0.056507469532891964,0.11831379501730632,0.0,0.07397167629561555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666886240309421,0.0,0.0,0.22749055887929906,0.0,0.0651445051056052,0.0,0.0,0.04700850382145808,0.13601670262364854,0.0,0.056173987353645295,0.12377876261637814,0.0,0.0,0.067612348327892,0.07861479624294619,0.09608014152072827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111223605421898,0.0,0.0,0.041734930725449496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820823447005613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721084972149432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fright_In_The_Night,2019/04/12,"When You Find Out They're Just Ignoring Your Texts-But Responding to everyone else Quite painful. Maybe this only happens to me. But it seems people are shy around ms, but magically gain social skills around others.",6.594122807017541,8.941619289473685,5.4973684210526335,78.20991228070176,66.63157894736842,9.27719298245614,28.456140350877188,9.725611199111238,2.832077192982456,175,6,29,4,3,52,34,38,0.13,0.7609999999999999,0.109,0.2854,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5016187994654708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353586195420753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692157894196167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575063517341779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491428118307973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28304690300886115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142768776010991,0.29979249999120283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532387287676364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29966644536986764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564866061304653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871996718973841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Aswerk212,2019/04/12,I try and help everyone but i just end up alone and desserted I've been through a lot in my life and due to that I've grown to hate myself but see the beauty in other people's happiness so I try to help everyone and see them smile in the end. Well while helping one of my friends (I'll call her S) she was having some bf issues and I was giving her advice to my best ability (I've never experienced love) and she smiled and thanked me for being a good person well I walk home after the meet up with S and I get a text from her BF threatening to spill my blood all the over the asphalt outside. Then S texts me and basically says that it's better that we never speak to one another. Since S was my only friend I was heartbroken and alone. It's been a month now and Im still alone typing this very post.,1.6226315789473702,3.266429508771932,3.4162339181286576,90.87452631578951,78.47368421052632,6.665263157894738,20.756725146198832,7.554174236665415,0.5476297076023395,630,16,142,9,15,211,101,171,0.109,0.593,0.299,0.9914,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,2,6,11,1,0,9,0,8,4,1,0,3,21,15,16,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,1,7,13,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,2,6,5,22,10,18,8,4,20,0,0,2,1,21,6,0,2,11,93,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307559149772134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157551102700716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030966184492324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404235478620246,0.11834256106831115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366332274999945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370288618349621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25571911578648204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067599100121987,0.0,0.06990931019665844,0.12836110709152673,0.0,0.11223204741651996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244141572308305,0.0,0.13210798661449766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26906663409608106,0.0,0.1342206276289018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453591772298702,0.13966109308200952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451275430794777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375902541479885,0.1207672083768321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680450261919563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640240868347925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134392422450035,0.10176723622297433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927658221156283,0.11683623995003632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815135636812355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640972501831517,0.0,0.0,0.2132557701109787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068760244951184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685947538906627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319269819741747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816940946583353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040585500691286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406194497156137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yngmysterious99,2019/04/12,"empty All I want is to lay in bed with someone I can call my soulmate and just lay there, talking about our dreams and inspirations. Sex is nice but I really miss the feeling of being loved and cared for...",3.898699186991866,5.123444073170732,4.705853658536586,85.66577235772358,71.6829268292683,7.417886178861789,25.861788617886177,7.793537801064563,1.303725203252032,161,5,33,2,3,52,35,41,0.071,0.535,0.39399999999999996,0.9419,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,10,9,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,6,8,1,1,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446065482921037,0.0,0.4439337636499637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201584863409479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929782868028841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789374657776124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689250120234904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499694154692318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568185577913852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WildHuntsman,2019/04/12,"No love I'm a loveless creature. I've never been loved. I doubt I ever will be. 


I can barely fathom intimacy. I hate my life. I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm inhuman. It's as though I'm losing my grip on reality. 


I want something I can't have. I don't know why I don't just off myself. I just want something so basic to the human experience but apparently I'm not allowed to have even that. I don't know how much longer I can bear this burden. 


If you've read this far have a nice day.",-1.2565250965250954,0.7026298918918954,2.2787194337194343,92.84695945945947,92.42342342342344,4.973230373230374,16.937580437580436,6.5431188927421005,-0.21952303732303724,382,10,92,5,14,139,69,111,0.126,0.7509999999999999,0.12300000000000001,-0.3289,2,0,2,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,1,3,0,14,3,0,2,2,16,27,6,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,2,16,4,6,24,1,6,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,2,4,57,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441670363337533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764834491404275,0.202207854761124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186683953562525,0.0,0.0,0.11303028847685473,0.15969949018908347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207028832245572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685609130380305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578953544885011,0.10921204136611608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500879479340706,0.0,0.0,0.40351339492479626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643301619724355,0.0,0.17241049488501614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236039508132511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441893487474382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963031129334207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637034452391309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171319978267352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Milra,2018/11/14,"A day in my life I wake up in the morning, make breakfast, workout or take a shower, go to work, can chit-chat and have fun with co-workers, got friends to talk to and hang out with in my free time, come home, talk with friends or watch Netflix. 

I'm kind of happy of my simple life, and yet I am so completely empty inside. I don't know what is wrong with me. I could have had a great time all day but no matter what I always end up laying in bed at night feeling lonely. Something in my life is missing and it is eating me up inside.

Then I wake up again and the routine starts again.",4.51988479262673,3.867115274193552,5.212119815668204,89.2453225806452,69.64516129032258,7.408294930875576,27.39170506912443,5.288315135182226,0.7818285714285715,450,12,103,1,7,146,80,124,0.099,0.774,0.127,0.1199,1,2,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,5,0,10,7,2,1,1,20,20,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,3,0,3,11,2,0,2,2,1,3,2,3,0,0,2,2,12,8,20,17,1,25,0,2,1,0,4,11,0,2,11,65,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525570944586606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579348277074087,0.1922329465858699,0.0,0.0,0.14638545618640186,0.0,0.0,0.23648373325446784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876069286945712,0.0,0.0,0.1623885765241707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270435624394502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833026088824948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041987563367118,0.0,0.14663713694503702,0.20213767103764235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517335195630808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839092209455416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092481140955192,0.1007611990269542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885043749515866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223837033922346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720561484588633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114735276548346,0.0,0.0,0.12977199621037125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785205044559404,0.2947303091092389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381900064661802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669535795899938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045814376148524,0.0,0.0
lonely,cold_fck_,2018/11/14,What’s up? If anyone wants to talk send me a message ,-2.337500000000002,-0.6425264166666658,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,104.83333333333334,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.5159666666666665,41,1,10,0,2,14,12,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5742070547632068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.660055110120537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843691875666014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lin_wu,2018/11/14,"Feeling empty (and lonely?) I just feel empty... It started a year ago I guess. Doing the same thing everyday, no motivation, no ambitions. Just nothing. Most of the time I feel like I don't really have a reason to be alive. Even when I am with friends I would feel empty/lonely most of the time.

When a situation arises where I should smile, most of the time I smile because it's normal to smile in that situation. Also things that didn't make me sad/shed a tear, do now.

Everytime I make an attempt at trying to do something about it. I feel like I fall twice as hard back into the emptiness.

Could it be some sort of (seasonal) depression? I'm definitely not suicidal, but I think that I wouldn't really mind not waking up. Something like that?

I have talked about it with a friend but that conversation ended without really finishing it. So I just wanted to get it off my chest.

Do I need help? Do any of you feel this way? How would you guys deal with this?

PS sorry for the short formatting",2.1177551020408174,4.459495877551023,3.7646530612244895,85.52677551020409,80.0204081632653,7.185306122448982,21.53469387755102,8.238735603445708,1.2791722448979592,776,23,155,16,20,258,113,196,0.061,0.772,0.16699999999999998,0.9587,0,4,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,2,14,7,0,0,12,0,17,2,2,5,0,41,32,9,1,8,8,0,7,3,2,4,0,0,0,1,16,5,0,0,9,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,1,7,20,5,22,24,5,23,0,2,0,0,9,7,0,6,17,112,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735532759205428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587185676069466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002941806260997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179937420078347,0.0,0.080703426749553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105702264525697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364877889387596,0.1140269054510706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725782546219758,0.0,0.0,0.08744203386409125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016407356986678,0.1891582088146224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456764001736447,0.0,0.06916806358316045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584198951086233,0.13108644579582918,0.0,0.0,0.11859501207055795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873790917076008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940365066414135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767420743373289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367568206854974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816515662964034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297136273178777,0.1270313215415854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544363627104139,0.13611848300749171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976227500812799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383985141421332,0.0,0.14819923637605126,0.0937059884828274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481265464284218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064096868254975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759074378969927,0.08482986312645792,0.0,0.0,0.2315921931976922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988379842870495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808677300819683,0.10508464415828192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761877951567568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880914428125908,0.0,0.0,0.0852545147059175
lonely,brush48,2018/11/14,"I just want someone to love I pretty much get attached to girls pretty quickly if we have nice conversations. Recently I've been talking to this girl that made me feel so wholesome and good inside. But I feel like things are fizzling out. I've been lonely for most of my life and I just want someone to talk to whos in a similar position

Thanks for reading",4.6426760563380265,5.8006183380281735,5.238140845070426,82.79946478873241,69.8450704225352,7.933521126760564,31.10140845070423,8.238735603445708,2.2483949295774646,286,12,55,4,5,92,53,71,0.031,0.662,0.307,0.9641,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,14,13,5,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,7,5,10,10,2,4,0,1,0,1,8,2,0,2,3,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275554999712763,0.1607555719128165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175645687183466,0.0,0.0,0.1887375546087261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589395055871691,0.1099342530698715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030909005996686,0.21292100574943645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541686600957234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578560010209302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250826283314372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221818157519337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38132037042126143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617278926437839,0.0,0.20716978027800775,0.0,0.0,0.1494944415051119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654472979507002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tapchik,2018/11/14,"Relationship as an answer to all the problems I stalk people, I do everything I could to make them like me, I switch my interests just so they spend more time with me. For example, I said that I like CS:GO so we could play together even tho I hate CS:GO, I said I liked suicide boys even tho I listened only to one song by them. 

All the people I try to like me are boring anyway. I can easily say that they are boring people and I don’t want to spend time with them. But I still feel things to them. Or I made myself believe that I do. 

I feel like good romantic relationships will fix all my problems, but at the same time I don’t believe it. 

As you can see, I tell one thing and then opposite. I don’t know what is truth now. I lied to myself so many times. Am I that bad person? Can anybody relate? ",0.21304889442541253,2.339490360946748,2.4020242914979772,93.68376518218624,86.2189349112426,5.688072251635005,17.770476487075676,7.0608816371341465,0.06563195266272137,617,15,141,9,19,208,93,169,0.12300000000000001,0.742,0.135,-0.5829,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,1,1,6,0,11,15,1,0,4,0,15,0,0,2,4,25,26,13,1,5,4,0,2,5,0,1,0,5,0,2,8,5,0,0,4,2,2,0,3,6,0,2,3,8,37,9,14,20,5,8,0,0,1,0,17,1,0,1,12,102,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228600867559617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030280459555737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474425405634265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776468500421648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208628416745625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599525764383075,0.09607324552790167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528572905127467,0.11279627330176688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277213511228922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390723466173124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32850309203702904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724916355936575,0.0897671045276267,0.13634261538437767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225559730304616,0.10227885220315816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27969655544777955,0.11742361256269193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573602891474619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28876450850948715,0.0,0.0,0.2558444330594101,0.10694468025328936,0.0,0.0,0.10716393704974876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739669166094501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710037499544693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754231201711965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868638720114038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136677849913066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130376407702433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932037169002934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,invisiblecitizen,2018/11/14,"No one told you I need friends so fucking badly. I believe my lack of social interaction has led me into a complete utter lack of apathy for anything to do with my own life or future. I just want to hang out with people like I did when I was younger and enjoy myself. Locked in a quiet, repetitive bubble. ",3.2011475409836048,4.9078491147541,5.030295081967214,80.72740983606558,74.24590163934425,6.847213114754098,25.31475409836065,7.554174236665415,1.4587744262295086,240,8,44,3,5,82,51,61,0.213,0.64,0.147,-0.5531,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,12,8,4,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,3,1,10,3,10,5,3,8,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,1,4,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26392475783994623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677873215192888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613409619274465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362682127887521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24778703042132394,0.29649993830882426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265336130734905,0.15668730978148893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378093881323361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173277811249164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22234646537878786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32693306232270425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064611525462584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891686250791442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BlintSouthWood,2018/11/14,Wassup I'm lonely as fuck ,-3.4450000000000003,-5.083752166666665,1.313333333333336,90.99000000000002,154.0,1.2000000000000002,3.0,3.1291,-2.5534000000000003,21,0,4,0,2,8,6,6,0.667,0.33299999999999996,0.0,-0.7184,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rovie_Resonant,2019/04/29,I hate myself I hate myself. I have such a bright mind yet I can't seem to be able to speak to anyone. Their was a girl I liked and I blew it because I was so god damned desperate. I had friends growing up that stole from my brother and took my first girlfriend and yet I still wanted them to hang around because I had nothing. Now I have no friends no girlfriend and essentially no life. I just want to feel important in someone's life.,0.6635757575757566,3.0570700444444436,1.892020202020202,96.07045454545455,87.44444444444444,4.606060606060606,22.626262626262626,6.1124844417494595,0.2864444444444452,344,13,75,3,11,109,58,90,0.132,0.609,0.259,0.8054,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,8,7,3,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,0,11,15,5,0,2,1,1,1,1,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,5,3,18,4,9,9,0,11,0,0,1,0,9,3,1,1,6,54,20,0,0.22350338424925315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562787629796044,0.0,0.0,0.19896539745100808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724911771098667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130100266017195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011186446565795,0.0,0.0,0.3453563204937136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413266397951505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31573410015117,0.10919246395217473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22567470443889906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445752510676566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346908682046316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937369217849626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849009137254476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24832048365693865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263656173606437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SubZero9712,2019/04/29,"One truly is the loneliest number The last few weeks of my life have been extremely difficult for me and I have never felt more lonely in my entire life. I can’t help but watch as my life spirals out of control. The love of my life seems to be slipping away from me, while my career seems to be cruising at a steady pace to come to a sturdy halt.

My whole life I’ve learned to accept loneliness as a friend. I’m an only child, and had no other children to interact with in my life until I was 6. Despite being an only child, I have always felt the constant need to be perfect and successful to please my parents and to gain their love. I’ve never had a close relationship with either, and amongst many arguments I’m consistently made out to be blatantly disrespectful, worthless, and ignorant. 

Consistently being alone and being socially awkward because of it, I had very few friends, and was constantly bullied until I was a sophomore in high school. Throughout the years I’ve battled severe anxiety. While I got older and closed out high school, I became “that funny friend” to a lot of people, and I became someone a lot of people came to seek advice, lay down some heavy stuff, or talk to when times got tough. I loved helping other people everyday, however it got old very quickly as I soon found that while other people came to me for help, I was routinely brushed away when I was the one in need of help, or good humor.

Still to this day, (Currently 21) I constantly feel belittled by glooming shadows of anxiety as I struggle to come to terms with my life as it is falling apart. I feel as though my problems are inescapable and I have no where left to turn to. In the grand scheme of things, my career, my parents, etc. are all subpar problems when compared to my girlfriend, because if I lose her then I’m losing my whole world. For the last year and a half she has been my everything. My driving force. If I lose her then I don’t know how I will be able to function.",7.267441558441561,6.4717729064935074,7.334123376623378,76.76689935064938,64.0909090909091,10.08961038961039,34.83441558441558,9.255337874911486,3.0237818181818183,1559,60,294,23,20,503,193,385,0.165,0.6559999999999999,0.179,0.9258,4,3,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,7,9,26,1,2,18,0,30,10,0,3,5,57,55,35,0,6,6,2,4,0,4,1,7,0,0,3,11,24,0,3,10,1,0,7,6,14,0,3,19,6,44,12,58,27,12,57,0,6,1,3,24,20,0,9,30,210,55,6,0.07659408746442584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484685580358155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932837504498122,0.0,0.0,0.06373241659481915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718853452609827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392533299201327,0.0,0.0,0.09338208959539378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752064623231599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195804849320975,0.0,0.24831299400289455,0.08590678201880575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939684994379565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854226542554747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883782699775567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745654403367826,0.0,0.14708467104548775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398146347845778,0.17752920592549934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424348658329444,0.18377786624505496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535760917333606,0.16185171742675633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04209410736201113,0.12486880832036228,0.0,0.0,0.08321970014137392,0.0,0.378704683926792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570675755916633,0.0,0.13023510826353402,0.2073874631084274,0.07247517752639702,0.0,0.07765438277153021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358709066942703,0.11814816425655755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037261028157375,0.0,0.1038042718729179,0.11650650995692813,0.0,0.0,0.17009733966022889,0.0,0.0,0.21240278461128467,0.0,0.0,0.08407730726315614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658039489198935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223338539975618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503461135433694,0.0,0.13945676110974128,0.0,0.08652951719458879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807802644910168,0.06489792175139945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116813718970671,0.0,0.0,0.0800727705771542,0.08768190517189407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061563426171438486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050885708289592935,0.0,0.07525330204437516,0.0,0.044662628353841716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331237261540188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639628747982234,0.0,0.0,0.06143915687982784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102912664295014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986481621825792
lonely,freemufuqinwater,2019/04/29,"This sucks Having no one to talk to can make you insane, and very depressed. This past year most of my friends have gone off to college and I don’t know what to do with myself. 

The only thing I do is get up, go to work, and then get drunk until I can finally go to sleep. And the worst part is, i can’t even talk to people at work cause all my co workers don’t speak English. So I’m stuck there with my headphones in just feeling empty. 

I’ve recently tried to find a gf, but i think it makes me feel worse. I always start talking to a really cute girl for a couple of days, like good conversation and shit not just small talk. But then I’ll end up getting basically ghosted, and it makes me feel terrible:( anyways sorry bout the kinda long post just need to vent",5.028805031446538,4.5276603081761015,5.697484276729566,85.68069182389941,68.55974842767296,8.576100628930817,27.729559748427675,7.793537801064563,1.3994955974842769,595,16,132,6,9,194,107,159,0.15,0.7609999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.7441,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,7,9,2,0,6,0,11,3,2,4,1,28,30,12,1,1,6,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,8,1,0,6,1,0,3,5,5,0,1,2,4,13,4,21,28,4,21,0,1,0,0,10,6,2,2,12,81,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236868882107793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107481859920907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627230663675503,0.0,0.09484384999776052,0.0,0.12666565552751796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302546909358496,0.0,0.0,0.0971341149375246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230793112931431,0.0,0.0,0.1611009756480195,0.13441345799174428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362096568355792,0.0,0.2305039695852187,0.0,0.1671592558177036,0.12334996283714288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080822303628162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184784214678365,0.0,0.0,0.13014665030985828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944982670976389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904578937109202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965409537089676,0.11184848797737333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925553792837024,0.14038883830542906,0.10195537704175804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408462681507735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421270224269193,0.0,0.14520755433599786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095866291247248,0.0,0.0,0.1471697986753866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646256499726299,0.10409236671887546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47281657545334993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977025152320291,0.09423241101489994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998465248551416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134286440987715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412809169207625,0.0,0.14987036333383122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094704131004759
lonely,evancanopenertwitch,2019/04/29,"I am bad I feel defective like wrong, and I never was around good people, and I just can't talk to people anymore, even when I know nobody will glance at me, I get scared, a female in sight, I get scared, I mise well cry, piss my pants, maybe even shit and cum, my sense of humor is self deprecating and makes me look like a retard.",7.408260869565215,4.557461420289859,7.403188405797103,82.9508695652174,65.23188405797102,10.359420289855073,27.347826086956523,7.793537801064563,1.299295652173912,254,3,59,2,3,82,51,69,0.364,0.526,0.11,-0.9694,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,12,2,2,2,0,5,2,2,1,1,10,11,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,4,12,5,5,9,0,5,0,0,3,0,2,3,2,0,4,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104304097065261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888895510210474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716553247939185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23307515440935106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28029225682012343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728706327406312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217157102239289,0.0,0.0,0.17797063104213545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661127452445234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732565315420565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781818798386149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416350715494499,0.0,0.21316825638996809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365007931152006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942045927361515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248682111794476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22135513144065613,0.0,0.21780475552538908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054618899989615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077971173408267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319908839768725,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ryan_00000,2019/04/29,"Porn as a bandaid? I cruise around porn sites and NSFW subs here, messaging girls and hoping for a response, checking and rechecking my DM's to see if anything came in. Sometimes they're lovely, really attractive and into chatting, sexting a bit. It's never enough though. Deep down I think I'm realizing that I'm using this as a bandaid to cover my deep longing for authentic relationships, romantic or otherwise....",5.8580000000000005,8.095548066666666,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,68.33333333333334,9.266666666666666,35.16666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.951666666666666,335,17,52,8,6,108,57,75,0.015,0.813,0.172,0.9079999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,5,0,1,1,14,8,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,2,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,10,7,2,11,0,0,1,3,5,7,0,3,2,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238490353307487,0.24215520432128446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969750596650187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31111806966277744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810690653123349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27017693941561993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24072887433629706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24550839940118455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979836194570567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426278513559268,0.0,0.0,0.29204735702292045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167644822079754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690344385989114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742992399389771,0.26725797390523665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349376824262848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cafebonnie,2019/04/29,Just lost all my friends. I just lost my only genuine friends because I left their group chat. In need of some new friends.,1.6062499999999993,4.265183791666669,0.8049999999999997,103.54,86.08333333333334,3.2,28.83333333333333,3.1291,0.30343333333333344,97,5,21,0,3,27,18,24,0.149,0.55,0.301,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,3,2,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438371411058092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6250215723289024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929890186797163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5887367932471154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999512745983438,0.0,0.260441654789699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509042909365266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Anon694203,2019/04/29,"I'm lonely I'm not interested in sex, I'd rather have a good relationship with someone and cuddle with them, instead of having sex, but nobody wants me.",12.723999999999995,7.124347400000005,12.63,57.94500000000002,58.33333333333334,14.666666666666664,43.33333333333334,11.20814326018867,4.762333333333333,122,4,22,2,1,42,25,30,0.11900000000000001,0.812,0.069,-0.1101,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,5,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4906760959315384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6280785593862575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495674512275423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34505227140418704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hkatrina00,2019/04/29,I'm so fucking done with life Life is really fucking me right now I either wake up depressed or angry and I can never get out of it and tbh it would be no surprise if I tried to kill myself this year. it just seems I have bullshit after bullshit and I can't catch a break,0.5703954802259901,2.5172372542372905,2.645,93.613488700565,83.23728813559322,4.611299435028251,20.002824858757066,5.46131890053228,-0.18883276836158205,214,6,47,1,6,72,47,59,0.314,0.655,0.031,-0.9638,0,0,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,0,7,5,1,0,1,12,12,6,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,6,9,1,9,0,1,0,2,0,3,2,3,4,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422215353188592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28779420627073765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5199820904796821,0.1469301871332008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111374627172466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972797510911433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690061343257666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801620596263813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401674441044063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560196954591643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093556533492126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997765258917556,0.0,0.0,0.18110181420114746
lonely,DontSquat,2019/04/29,If I don’t get a girlfriend soon I’m going to go completely insane. I’m a 19 year old male with Aspergers and I feel like nobody will ever be able to understand me or love me for solely who I am as a person.,0.6794680851063823,1.9478500851063851,4.056329787234045,86.90875,80.06382978723406,7.253191489361702,20.26063829787234,8.07648339933343,0.8542808510638298,162,4,37,3,4,60,38,47,0.067,0.7829999999999999,0.15,0.5729,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,7,12,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,5,10,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,23,6,0,0.3216830159221647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372785219188951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29098070460182224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626525983434037,0.22981041085010026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806609884247534,0.0,0.3656397422731544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715807274280766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29033148121322244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375522123025693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808812016108915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33488336433584764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071533154619116
lonely,Koncons,2019/04/29,"I need someone to talk to I'm 17M who's feeling sad and exhausted. I'm from Finland, but i don't mind about where you're from.",-1.9800000000000004,-0.1462713333333312,1.1016666666666666,100.5225,95.66666666666666,4.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.08066666666666622,100,4,26,1,4,35,24,30,0.158,0.79,0.052000000000000005,-0.3716,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28314575485767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5654262410346286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152225345310726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744743332468917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450095546926472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelyat32,2019/04/29,"Single and lonely... Nobody wants me. They never even give me a chance. All my life that is what it has been, nobody giving me a chance and overlooking me. I'm 32 this year, a male. I'm gay but also lean towards women on occasion. I ain't fat, if anything underweight. Thin. I relate quite well to the rejection of weight. Overweight men and women are always complaining about being rejected because of their weight, how often do you hear skinny person complain? Well here is one complaining. Skinny shaming is a thing.

  
Everyone around me tells me I am attractive and handsome, I look good for my age. Most place me between 21 and 25. I don't think I am that attractive. I am introvert and find it difficult to approach people offline so I spent a lot of my time via online dating sites. I spent ten years on them. All of them. Looking for that supposed equal that supposedly exists. Sure I met people, many, all over the planet, they didn't stick around. Sure I have been in relationships, but the last one I was in was 2013. Since then I maybe net one or two dates a year. Sex is rare too.

  
 I've had many tell me how sexy, cute, hot I am. I have even had a slight few tell me that I might be too attractive. I don't think I am that attractive. But if I am, you think being attractive is easy livin and gets you plenty of lays? No. If it did I wouldn't be on here bitching about not getting what I want.  I've been on plenty of dating sites and hookup apps. I've had people tell me they want to date, fuck, sleep with me, etc. Every time I ask if they want to meet up and do so, they balk, they cop out.  


Offline? I've tried. I've tried Pride events, LGBT+ meet ups, I've tried bars. I've tried social groups. I've tried everything. Nobody wants to chat. They just push me away. I'm not a mean spirited person. I wear a smile on my face everywhere I go. I'm friendly, chill, live and let live. I wear my heart on my sleeve, I am involved with my community. I have a nice job, a place of my own, family and friends. I got issues, sure, I admit that. Everyone has issues, but those are kept in check and under control.

  
But its just... nothing. Nothing works. And I am so fucking alone. As stated earlier I often feel overlooked. I have met people from other parts of the country and planet and they said the  same to me. They said that people are shitty. That I am a handsome and respectable guy who deserves to be with someone. My family and friends say the same.

  
I know a lot of people out there find themselves in the same position as I do. But they always have something holding them back. Something that they need to change about themselves. They are the source of their own problems. Me? I honestly believe there are some of us, like myself who no matter what we do, no matter whom we speak to, no matter how nice and friendly we are. Nobody gives a shit. There is literally nobody out there for us. Some of us are truly made to be alone. And I am one of them and that hurts.",1.0267226890756298,3.447175327731096,2.420462184873952,92.84850840336136,85.63865546218489,5.282352941176471,19.088235294117645,6.742157984588678,0.1866033613445377,2300,63,481,28,70,741,261,595,0.11699999999999999,0.7070000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.9914,1,5,2,0,0,0,100.0,6,3,18,4,30,38,4,1,22,0,56,18,9,5,7,91,94,41,0,12,15,0,5,1,4,2,3,5,0,7,25,31,7,3,9,2,3,3,12,14,2,6,19,12,88,24,57,66,18,45,1,4,2,4,67,26,4,13,16,335,113,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419271903270141,0.0,0.05479351957017818,0.11402430485843805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638416689615729,0.12199042479723247,0.06405472972241351,0.0,0.06437456369443392,0.052685823911736235,0.0,0.04176770794695052,0.0,0.0,0.0771958995832087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248256162443205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684834206581749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641526315067572,0.0905104895745446,0.0,0.05772905379508415,0.13094305296539036,0.061579222872450864,0.0,0.12918463696127358,0.0,0.034644569679220014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524773501117667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174618694092848,0.12668687957227145,0.07159526169720051,0.1971850464861154,0.038940145001341964,0.057469332646787,0.054799803529032916,0.0,0.0,0.06784322059576335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722434253805273,0.08119371495017266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334953415888393,0.0,0.0,0.14302919711259707,0.06799316988856892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037655494542944666,0.055851008905522484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006391327801982,0.048396024502071054,0.033474250379295786,0.0,0.121004635496229,0.0,0.11507509597637848,0.0,0.0,0.11650246829899785,0.0,0.06483303300326362,0.0,0.13893223398427648,0.06883516322033073,0.07463577972712218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726863718603537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050804950394453735,0.05284501600379319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314890173060338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857172624866064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419791035634253,0.0,0.28500896199266823,0.1196538937576242,0.1431726687710652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556211315386203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287692767316868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356228672431556,0.0,0.0,0.13035190258444068,0.05448796511067254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033235694027076,0.0566784870406809,0.0,0.0685671071243297,0.06984508956546669,0.05805476090374843,0.10549642964034124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373115069877608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395496954518076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04552006517999944,0.13170998150702345,0.0,0.0,0.07990635571806559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23259484715458575,0.0,0.06693176315124956,0.0,0.2472547978180679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206735084791475,0.0,0.0,0.1668720158083274,0.12321114615038198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049881646688133975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323693112479446
lonely,ghostfan090,2019/04/29,"Whats the point anymore I really got tired of this loneliness and anxiety, i got tired of waking up in the morning feeling dead ,only to do the same things all over again ,I got tired of being a disappointment to everyone,even when i try to be kind ,noone seems to be there when i need them ,nothing goes right anymore. Each easter/summer has become the same , while everyone is having fun with loved ones, making happy memories ,im just here by myself with my sad thoughts, feeling miserable and lonely.I thought this year would be better but life always surprises me with more disappointment. I have never been suicidal but at this point i couldnt care less if i died tomorow or not. I guess im just rambling into the void ,but i have noone to talk to right now😞",6.0354958985831475,6.365531818791951,6.388814317673379,78.74520507084269,66.38255033557047,9.575242356450412,29.978374347501866,9.444778638647367,2.5387264727815064,607,20,115,11,9,196,101,149,0.191,0.68,0.129,-0.8752,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,7,11,0,1,6,0,13,6,1,1,2,29,26,10,3,4,8,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,6,2,14,7,18,14,6,17,0,4,0,1,3,9,0,4,8,80,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096898641618093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202259376601043,0.0,0.26452120454990097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472893365426066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794904084786405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597281825863974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841009658031805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880852314827882,0.0,0.0,0.1274343911488829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134865028535828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199885495099841,0.0,0.14691475985041336,0.0,0.0,0.14196776045645595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881105953698523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887740113954242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419847447848846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036562556474645,0.0,0.08902106825962705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988872303531465,0.10285803312492336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796572619693075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037045392959232,0.10142883332826563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25214293542018845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543597366387867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277831356055445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140898035937235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458778535009592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719240486335588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860068037063276,0.0,0.0,0.21175119793505984,0.0,0.459844639036237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905449569419966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473749378834202,0.0,0.0,0.08588162158368337
lonely,Hardsock71,2019/04/29,Daytime skype I work from home and get lonely. Would luv to skypechat.,2.10923076923077,4.975895692307695,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,92.07692307692308,2.6,21.884615384615387,3.1291,-0.5597384615384615,56,2,11,0,2,15,13,13,0.185,0.815,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34347285334489003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6594420946188143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786068550171942,0.0,0.0,0.4670096371494071,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Herpty___Derpty,2019/04/29,"Don't know what to do I just feel so numb all the time. I'm on pills for anxiety and depression. I'm 18 which terrible trust issues and push everyone away. I've never met anyone I'm happy to be around, yes I have people I love deeply but idk, I just feel uncomfortable around everyone. I hate myself I think Im ugly fat you name it. I can barely look in the mirror. I dropped out of highschool because of my anxiety and depression but I'm going to college and I have my GED. I just started a job.I just feel like I'm going to lose my mind any minute and fuck everything up. I hate being alone but I'd rather be alone than around friends and idk why. I can't sleep, I can't concentrate, idk what to do. I have no confidence I'll never amount to anything and I'll never be happy or with someone I love. If I didn't have a family I care for and love I would take my life easily without a second thought. The only person I've ever loved is ignoring me and same with all my friends. As I'm typing this I fell like a loser.              Sorry to anyone that read this",-0.34348965517241226,1.866780008888892,2.3300842911877417,92.17600000000002,91.13333333333333,5.592337164750957,17.980842911877392,7.0983637204850245,0.3215302681992336,822,23,181,14,29,284,122,225,0.252,0.551,0.19699999999999998,-0.8675,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,11,22,3,0,7,1,17,10,2,0,6,43,43,16,0,3,11,0,3,2,2,1,4,0,0,1,7,15,1,1,6,1,0,4,9,10,0,1,3,4,27,12,24,35,4,19,0,4,1,5,10,8,1,2,8,111,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302774929258969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755995130220687,0.0,0.1700897183071513,0.0,0.0,0.15546550503411016,0.0,0.09148355972978846,0.2968950042470293,0.0,0.0,0.10444801381325686,0.0,0.0,0.06776829055182193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334537528071865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915013716409776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055976373681008,0.0,0.21245568156078487,0.09991256098792778,0.0,0.10480132191527644,0.0,0.16863290178954887,0.07941997614916976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177956159431682,0.10277501071954546,0.0,0.0,0.12636111437729428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23668538010430945,0.0,0.2195150116132995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008283704332284,0.11603275190047828,0.1103192183396874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109620614805921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852276342707235,0.10862423806399828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335492564388344,0.12437095971065533,0.0,0.0,0.40134159680603004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225015872308827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572238153438489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454990729110111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707138319521825,0.09706948545180503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112002325080838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125043403868973,0.0,0.09419410588291616,0.0,0.0,0.12444587937334405,0.07868680314724183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358611621625972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123334216854589,0.0,0.08825667991391384,0.06482420747287461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031376741869978,0.0,0.0,0.1071640558327979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897208371579867,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WalkinAfterMidnight8,2019/04/29,"I don't feel a genuine connection to anyone other than my parents and siblings. I have friends, and I like who they are as people. But I haven't felt a genuine love or connection to any of them like I used to experience when I was younger. Everyone seems to have that best friend that they do everything with and who mirrors them. I used to have that, and I'm still close with that person, but there are no emotions. 

I don't know what changed but it's like there's something blocking me from feeling close to people. I'm so incredibly lonely and I miss being able to form friendships, but as soon as I'm out with friends, I just want to go home and be alone.",3.5827611940298496,4.852401753731343,4.16585074626866,89.06235820895525,72.50746268656717,7.151044776119402,28.32537313432836,7.554174236665415,1.4589874626865669,521,20,111,6,10,165,76,134,0.124,0.7020000000000001,0.174,0.6077,1,3,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,1,7,10,0,0,2,0,12,1,0,2,0,27,26,16,0,1,6,1,3,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,9,12,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,3,16,8,18,22,2,7,0,2,0,1,12,3,0,2,6,78,25,0,0.18134896897668007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878228398723908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233235176252684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680341568204656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031455459875796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918431631621635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399318119485424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732867113965499,0.16298475986721708,0.17739408979806492,0.0,0.0,0.18339097528289447,0.0,0.17412344953363373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203292907274455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306479825807738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819078021747392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966465066432034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657938378552722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636745248379228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136656884505327,0.0,0.0,0.2514490822475202,0.15834692475461984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509329036542722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961129622725493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482552088278985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132545658839844,0.0,0.0,0.10696432049221577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,monteleone58,2019/04/29,"Never feel appreciated or wanted M19. Anyone else just feel unwanted or unappreciated? It just makes you feel like your the only one earth . I’ve just never felt appreciated in life or at work or my parents. I’ve only felt appreciated on 2 days of my life, graduation and whenever I donate blood, which is why I donate blood frequently, the doctors make you feel like the best person in the world and how your blood is saving three lives, I genuinely feel like a good person when I’m around them. The rest of my life I just feel like I’m better off alone around nobody.  If anyone else knows any ways to feel appreciated please comment thank you",5.978231707317076,6.8937083983739855,6.907063008130084,72.92693597560977,66.64227642276423,9.402032520325204,25.944105691056908,9.516144504307137,2.08748861788618,515,13,96,10,8,172,71,123,0.125,0.6970000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.8122,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,1,3,8,9,0,0,6,0,2,7,3,3,2,31,18,9,0,3,9,1,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,10,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,9,13,9,10,16,2,14,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,5,9,52,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646885403389546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303880380092818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076392498151602,0.2502316975312193,0.0,0.2174070971413794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814662818658706,0.1079961331469146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875067403982279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249844830075014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401402146957276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432196439739723,0.3489408623783137,0.23448898055112966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024198481656055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710831422721937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587491407870818,0.2386265845386749,0.0,0.1078251288476646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301838610197322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18835710338529876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274471335223328,0.18573990445898486,0.0,0.0,0.13558840458313662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324301269338844,0.0,0.13403981480520427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242223353250123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202348257728246,0.0969250200271366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018503847745303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889733784536452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SamuraiPineapple,2019/04/29,"Feeling left out XPost from r/Vent cuz this might be a better place to put this

First time post, let me know if this breaks any rules. So let me preface this by saying I used to have a lot of friends. Had two friends specifically who were by my side all the time. They were the ones I could go to basically if I had any problems. But they've had boyfriends for a while now, and so I don't rlly talk to them as much as I did. Main point here is I'm basically a nobody. Yes, I have friends who talk to me and I hang out with them, and I'm sure they care for me. But I don't really belong to any particular group of friends nor do I think they really think of me as a super good friend or like a part of their group (still in high school, so cliques r a thing lol). Whenever I'm with them, I feel sort of like an outsider who's just there because he invited himself along or because its more of me wanting badly to fit in rather than me being a part of their clique. This has been going on for two years and ive never said a word because I don't want to sound like a pathetic individual which I already do lol. But rlly hurts cuz I can't rlly express this anywhere else except like by myself thru crying or smth (even tho I'm male lol I'm like hella soft so pls excuse me haha). So yeah, I just wanted to get this off my chest and thanks for reading haha cheers everyone.",2.717106979778212,3.5368271164383565,4.0979256360078296,90.44837899543379,74.06849315068494,7.068754076973256,23.493803000652317,7.2636822038024595,0.6452529028049572,1066,28,248,11,21,353,161,292,0.055,0.7170000000000001,0.228,0.9935,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,8,3,14,22,0,0,13,7,24,1,1,3,3,42,44,26,0,8,12,0,3,5,5,1,0,3,0,1,13,10,0,0,5,1,0,4,6,3,0,4,8,6,35,19,39,30,7,26,0,1,0,0,27,12,0,8,13,166,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138984992241783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244152254731405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184700526264772,0.20116844138502446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728775568786653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121542848322092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878275791662498,0.0,0.1208319396783244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918924858662775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265522821215764,0.0,0.0,0.10511154497912184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124054805968678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356757374432342,0.0,0.0,0.4249360380096242,0.0,0.057471461064577116,0.0,0.1250332479687615,0.09226438832183764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622306401332308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775932642989413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060454176357228426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951740383697075,0.2249688243906271,0.0,0.2687068992744289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351969546658967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166946496533592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086406540621219,0.0,0.08484025919379268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454014530430994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23824271132089525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492858973807775,0.0,0.10398736659173527,0.0,0.1053514284029568,0.0,0.0,0.10525697774161254,0.0,0.1105823085367072,0.0,0.0,0.11003168430323314,0.0,0.1409400885843142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463701251291273,0.08747793893372972,0.0,0.1113278119391586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784767239052814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367550422046792,0.0,0.0,0.17683074692217632,0.0,0.1012749852341054,0.0,0.0,0.07308038525548524,0.1409695724653065,0.0,0.0,0.1282860039225926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214911776491541,0.0,0.0,0.09500633697318027,0.0,0.0,0.1946459407181512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083762749277582
lonely,spicypickles_,2019/04/29,"Stuck in my head I lost a lot of my friends and it’s all my fault. I put myself before others and hate myself for it. I am a terribly jealous person and I am trying so hard to not let it overcome me but I fail. 

I feel like I am always the secondary character because I get scared of putting myself out there. I’m constantly outshone by my boyfriends charismatic personality and no one actually wants to hang out with me.

I’m very sad tonight",1.3866666666666667,3.7778076666666682,3.391111111111112,86.78000000000004,83.44444444444446,6.266666666666668,25.66666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.5018000000000007,350,15,71,6,10,118,63,90,0.29600000000000004,0.6509999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.9673,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,10,2,1,3,0,4,1,1,0,1,13,12,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,8,0,1,2,2,17,2,10,9,2,8,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,50,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.20989120092382998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896732535780446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111336196036416,0.0,0.1830208543487716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324296632843049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875305894405132,0.1536562305901286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617355737699668,0.0,0.11237264292159233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267324041338735,0.2123511670357037,0.22073849146617347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199382171903756,0.0,0.10507929982432526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23478986555951206,0.18285693716738408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457466536685561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756065403956586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324381541884918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215336855179922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602808669237186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746703101839398,0.126862262807164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nalga_,2019/04/29,"E friend So I been reading thing about people not having someone to text, morning text or just a friend to chat. I decided to dig out my og kik account and post it here for any one who just wants a person to chat about random stuff. Life, games, movie and stuff like that. I'll reply to you as soon as I can and will do my best to keep conversation going. You can kik my @ nalga.I.  Hmu if you want :)",0.9778571428571432,2.8008170238095254,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,81.14285714285714,5.152380952380953,17.642857142857142,5.985473137389443,-0.4961857142857138,306,6,71,2,8,100,60,84,0.0,0.8029999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,7,4,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,14,10,8,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,1,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,9,4,12,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,3,2,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163900446710888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529334316354992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724196857311794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697603506571782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422779650456594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023808075210226,0.11774917873559596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331997645230803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670914749230568,0.2104475464399167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23082853857803065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410831373623949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042136968162204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518156981245904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012159287220135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843172210522259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mgghostt,2019/04/29,"Inserting yourself into conversations Am I the only person, when people are having a conversation I eavesdrop and listen to what they say, and I think to myself maybe I should say something but I know if I insert myself into a conversation with people it gets shutdown or they talk to me and give me that sign that they don’t walk to me.Life sucks.",4.9535820895522376,6.563701671641791,6.0151044776119456,75.80414925373138,69.59701492537313,7.748059701492537,25.34029850746269,8.238735603445708,1.7266740298507472,280,8,48,4,5,93,46,67,0.055,0.945,0.0,-0.5023,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,11,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,13,0,7,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,2,1,2,1,39,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565734985801173,0.30416493548292994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425481200024578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185420500130539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411480045740459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396364434392389,0.2768555693519473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042977250402458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24409798273542002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548509500709005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316732298644447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sorae13,2019/04/29,"sad do you ever just sit alone minding your own business when reality hits you? it just dawned on me i have no friends, not even distant ones and I'm sad. what do you do to cheer up?",-0.5015384615384626,1.6638778205128233,1.3699487179487198,99.13338461538464,91.30769230769228,4.1456410256410265,20.620512820512825,5.6839178017228535,-0.2626348717948721,141,5,34,1,5,46,32,39,0.223,0.644,0.133,-0.5204,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,6,2,3,5,1,5,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935955758175398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147781416382434,0.4310960125114728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682063346334789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812123063052686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229445284766041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Elispereeeeeeeee,2019/04/29,"Feelings of Affection after a long time Hi everyone, this isnt a post searching for gratification but mainly to here how others deal with this.

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Im 21 in Uni

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After I moved schools my senior year of highschool I have been met with alot of bad luck socially. I do very well in school and money isnt that big of a problem for me as I am in school on scholarship and stuff. But making friends and connections with people have been a negative for about 4 years now going on to 5. I dont want to say it has anything to do with looks as I may not be stunning but i have heard good things. 

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I have spent the best part of the past 4 years playing World of Warcraft alone in my room which was mainly where I got the most of my social interactions from. Now despite the picture I have painted for you I do not struggle speaking to people as I am in stem and have to present research in front of large crowds several times a semester, I have a small presentation this tuesday and a very large one on May 8th. I also dont have trouble speaking to people when its casual but do find it difficult to talk to people below surface level conversations, I find many people to be dull. I say dull meaning I dont share any interest with people mainly because there is nothing interesting about me and after I quit playing wow a few weeks ago I have spent a large chunk of my time sleeping in till my next class or watching The Office till I fall asleep again. Life honestly is starting to feel pointless but thats a whole other story.

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Mainly the biggest part of this post is this,

After so much time being alone and mostly emotionless I met this girl at the gym. I noticed this girl back in freshman year but two weeks ago( now a junior going on to senior year) I asked her for her phone number. We went out last Wednesday and spent the whole night at a beach talking and drinking beers. Honestly the whole night was out of a movie and was just beautiful in my eyes. The girl is one of the most beautiful girls I had ever seen hence it taking so long to talk to her. Well over the course of the night she asked me how old I thought she was. She looked around 22 years old but she then told me she was 27. Honestly I was shocked as she just looked amazing and I would have never guessed. I understand a 21 year old and 27 wouldn't work long term although hell i would try if she would let me.

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We still hung out and laughed and drank for a good 3 more hours after she told me here age, we even spoke for a few more days after texting each day and things. Honestly i thought maybe there was something there, she was sending me cute photos of her ( nothing explicit just her smiling and of her cats and stuff). However today (Sunday) she texted me saying things wont work out and we should stop talking you get the idea, it felt so random.

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What this message showed me though was how badly I actually longed for affection, as corny as it sounds but I hadnt really thought of any other person the way I had thought about this girl and I only knew her for 3 days. I actually feel like something is missing now. 

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Has anyone else ever experienced this, I actually used to think there was something wrong with me because I didnt really show much emotion and now its like Im feeling them all at once.  She still has another two years on her masters program and I have another year till graduation and am already thinking of getting a pHD just not at this school but at least ill still see her for another year as I see her at the gym daily but it still hurts. ( I may start changing when I go to avoid her for a few days though)",5.876445731102653,5.984771474552961,5.952551741786895,82.49890278621928,66.71664374140303,8.798554108953649,31.212341255877927,8.428315365350997,2.178751601036435,2910,104,581,37,43,921,310,727,0.096,0.767,0.136,0.9868,2,3,5,0,0,0,71.0,4,2,1,5,42,37,1,2,35,0,60,8,3,7,5,105,107,57,0,8,19,0,5,2,1,9,2,8,1,6,31,38,3,2,17,10,5,8,14,14,2,4,35,22,86,23,97,59,25,121,1,4,8,0,64,35,1,12,77,415,117,16,0.0,0.0,0.123662935679508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488793385027369,0.0,0.0,0.08749756768287185,0.04661383093370429,0.03377999434870721,0.0,0.32037562097582306,0.3592908135255408,0.05745045617262508,0.1328796501536196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029535786099276533,0.043280745007125816,0.034760622315369256,0.037603314156239236,0.07897898966901717,0.0,0.0,0.03248060807110599,0.07053869459129214,0.0514992630323511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04432916846895205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04468522083012407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896742102248233,0.04354846396469859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851789301898272,0.041379954024931234,0.0,0.0,0.035286811895608235,0.04751527341021963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027899684582324936,0.07641853853747288,0.0,0.040362944595192136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543297653866258,0.03017687334610792,0.040557842488952216,0.0,0.07721474754778503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032635177728744705,0.0,0.044138203833176085,0.0,0.07201934946331245,0.0708592456648474,0.03378386838520396,0.0,0.04653306111950749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04159873077528654,0.0,0.045219706067502544,0.04768478070861994,0.0912547381704433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03443193246204554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043194133414783405,0.02983596321251133,0.04127349356310549,0.0,0.0,0.14952730028689232,0.10641503198513272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028196096937209262,0.042825594300720936,0.042436613723945714,0.046012671519748936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044895341101712775,0.06210377351757587,0.0,0.032578749384389497,0.0,0.0449236256671121,0.11892053531933235,0.0,0.08106247410929808,0.048091490350475316,0.13297400653877364,0.04498512914130393,0.05724698948403888,0.03212607164419799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914854534691094,0.040323673202970194,0.17570693032617568,0.036883082950681635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091012016800864,0.0,0.0,0.04041879093001582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04492834598437855,0.0,0.0,0.054121143285450674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077486359424358,0.0,0.17099999076587716,0.06732098073404558,0.0,0.0,0.04772013975457543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04227135817038605,0.08611845887302769,0.0,0.09755721547952192,0.0,0.0,0.059796585386138135,0.0,0.13493439694829995,0.03531524396972046,0.0,0.044159310329733456,0.09671133976954348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031759864014734976,0.1358063881976797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418883601173449,0.05413246512697797,0.08300284589535263,0.13413807361048952,0.09852392274692008,0.0,0.04003938891752085,0.08072588919038427,0.0,0.028678765971064182,0.0,0.08252634978493928,0.0439742169812886,0.0,0.03648253401852592,0.0,0.06970625398767176,0.024914749128164472,0.033528822431312395,0.06776612762360397,0.0,0.07595919833780641,0.03915769330476181,0.0,0.14148120936265235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061503687167650076,0.0,0.0,0.09002006864219389,0.046183740944960666,0.3592908135255408,0.27201723981068804
lonely,Garfunkelishere,2019/04/29,"Just wanted a good time I just can't do it. I can't take this shit no more. I just wanted to stream, have a good time, and have a good game. I was just lonely.  And these trolls just drill me all day. I have no friends, I do not smile, and i do not try to laugh. But these FUCKIN TROLLS MAN, do they not have a life? All I do is get picked on! That's my life! I hate my life. Why can't they just leave me alone?!",-1.874825918762088,-0.18490532978723093,-0.08067698259187495,110.86136363636363,91.65957446808511,3.418181818181818,9.609284332688588,3.1291,-2.4738595744680856,305,1,91,0,11,97,49,94,0.213,0.6559999999999999,0.131,-0.847,0,3,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,2,0,6,9,3,0,4,0,14,5,1,1,2,18,19,4,0,2,10,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,15,5,3,18,3,4,0,1,0,1,5,1,2,0,3,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22642961871996656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409950713398443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890917189289045,0.0,0.11422256560494826,0.0,0.0,0.5501169599420762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215846975539652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23149236178760846,0.0,0.0,0.463264016584157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244154728768828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437882994688502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25496405046637216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843205853957464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579014386338533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19727510335792087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,giacomoggg,2019/04/29,There’s nothing special about me and I feel like i’m mediocre in all aspects of my life I feel like the title kinda sums it up. I possess no remarkable qualities and no matter how hard I try to accept this fact it still makes me sad.,0.4359863945578226,2.775701204081635,2.5256122448979603,91.50093537414969,87.9795918367347,4.899319727891157,22.452380952380953,6.42735559955562,0.5972013605442172,185,7,38,2,6,62,39,49,0.198,0.585,0.218,0.2828,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,11,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,7,4,5,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624336729306494,0.5120793158573063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321054280571543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531471609827514,0.3501903942205785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392334995055848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438926210768602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862171673751925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433287685184995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,plastic_senses,2019/04/29,"Anyone else just scared of human beings in general but still really want to socialize?  

Years  ago I found it really easy to socialize but at that time I was  basically living with a crafted personality specialize for the purpose,  now that I'm no longer hiding behind fake smiles I really fear human  nature, I can't be myself because I don't appeal, I've tried being kind  but it seems indivituality is more important than humbleness.

Even  if I've become so scared of human nature due to contact though I wish I  could just feel the joy of having an relationship again, having someone  to be there by your side has to be a great thing and I feel like I  forgot what it was

Sometimes I feel  like I'm no longer human due to dissociating from the social dogma, it  just makes me more depressed, anyone else really struggling with  theirselves to adapt to this crazy world?",8.840015337423313,7.817589895705524,9.2961273006135,64.70406825153377,61.08588957055215,11.830981595092025,32.64493865030675,10.9516,3.536546625766872,695,20,118,15,8,234,104,163,0.179,0.626,0.195,0.623,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,10,12,0,4,6,0,14,0,0,1,0,21,25,7,0,4,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,3,13,6,20,15,2,12,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,2,10,81,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972246813636316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887406973854698,0.2767696929865153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233127234841324,0.1491630681607805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783435448801908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632690935011455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22565046172870776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920580196805021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197995648807502,0.2048710577039236,0.19297366461506493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808622877944866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489040362472876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064412087413578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196690745573902,0.0,0.11926038188537788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015354393096278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792911077403645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460913671593962,0.0,0.0,0.14500380702154078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704370783479487,0.0,0.0,0.12295347672665558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41302973329425385,0.11443583011927028,0.0,0.13357771223960588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785902486935267,0.0,0.0,0.14119395080242192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897278081050574,0.0,0.1326956835636813,0.0,0.07875452422896917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169681866308824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966183883737235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531224013218678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697415899038728
lonely,CloudyMountains,2019/04/29,"The worst part of being single? The worst thing about being single, and all your friends are in relationships? Having nobody to go to the movies with. All of my friends are going to see Avengers: Endgame this weekend or next with their significant others. 

I’ve been to the movies alone a few times, but man does nothing make you feel more lonely than being surrounded by people going together to do something. 

Oh well. Maybe by the time I finally get to see it I’ll have still somehow managed to avoid having it spoiled for me.",4.099393939393941,6.513658131313138,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,73.74747474747474,6.420202020202023,26.15151515151515,7.3871296695380915,1.3963212121212119,421,15,76,5,9,129,72,99,0.125,0.799,0.076,-0.743,0,4,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,0,4,7,0,1,6,0,10,0,0,1,2,11,18,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,3,6,3,17,14,9,11,0,1,2,0,7,2,0,2,6,59,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308169323563087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18849144702473666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890893066582688,0.0,0.0,0.2359519789442687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33282345553472026,0.0,0.11253370245870076,0.0,0.3672376009864653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377618061764558,0.0,0.21639073851826407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290723901360473,0.0,0.0,0.20667493349888472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332491108814396,0.0,0.14932605392515888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312509596354881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34327990526241897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581968613805112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201274586315166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309722038677936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251194222795543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936637443847033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EminGTR,2019/04/29,I just want someone to hug me and tell me that everything is going to be okay My pillow is not hugging me back nor talking to me,2.5596428571428578,3.295281392857145,4.620000000000001,86.875,74.35714285714286,7.028571428571429,28.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.4404428571428567,101,4,22,1,2,35,22,28,0.07400000000000001,0.727,0.19899999999999998,0.45299999999999996,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753028522646081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43865420085270135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773867124311134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413548004700808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39229965103150455,0.4266028187809869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878818152291719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Loose_Flounder,2019/03/27,"Do I have commitment issues? It’s been over a year since my last long term relationship, and i’ve had a recurring problem with my recent crush. I’ve approached her many times and tried to be friends with her and we’ve had nice conversations. I got her a gift for her birthday and I wanted to ask her out but I never did. This happened a couple months ago and I still think about her. I just sometimes have a problem where I go crazy about her and she’s on my mind for a week then I forget about her for a couple days. I get mad at myself and I don’t know if it’s a problem, but I beat myself up a lot. Should I be worried or just try to move on?",-0.13264285714285504,1.943257235714288,1.898214285714289,97.03803571428574,87.35714285714286,4.642857142857143,18.035714285714285,5.985473137389443,-0.4342857142857146,503,13,119,4,16,167,81,140,0.177,0.764,0.059000000000000004,-0.9474,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,9,0,11,0,0,0,2,28,19,12,0,6,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,5,0,26,2,17,11,2,24,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,3,14,84,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928633611623784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744170511397654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726875009129221,0.0,0.10861126889283544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011404804857588,0.0,0.08798788261645253,0.0,0.09571194590883626,0.0,0.13469379302529302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892543671580594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577750130300487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255437176057242,0.13727757673052013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490385811271855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317714974732784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707424877801379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004726767260986,0.0,0.13442418488940502,0.17899441571357882,0.0,0.0,0.12988907239899428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834402204435955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628570782006916,0.18081056471786006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931145571351564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656294810366634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449337363706784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791107416454676,0.0,0.0,0.09820190443559157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286802519997453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933326829487127,0.0,0.13508927787939282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102971257709884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084512684592946
lonely,Nickthethicc,2019/03/27,"I need a hug. Title says it all. I just need someone to hug me, or at least hold my hand and tell me everything is going to be ok.",-1.2010000000000003,0.2519862333333336,2.0766666666666684,97.985,86.66666666666666,5.333333333333334,16.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.5273333333333329,97,2,26,1,3,35,25,30,0.0,0.665,0.335,0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,1,7,5,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,3,4,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851809358486179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435724387877585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6355747093207657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408247849650132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631352604382677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745986534593721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LaHerietta,2019/03/27,"Can you be in a relationship and still feel lonely? I've been dating my boyfriend for almost two years. He's an awesome person and my best friend. My only friend, actually.

There are around twenty people in my phone's contact list: him, my family and all my doctors.

I actually had a couple of friends when I was in high school, when you sit at pretty much the same place with pretty much the same people around you for eight years, you eventually end up befriending at least one of them. It took me around two years, but I eventually got two friends and a couple of people I could sit with during lunch break. It may not sound like a lot, but I was pretty happy during that time, I always found being around people pretty draining anyway. I also joined an online community and had a bunch of after-school activities, some of which were pretty social (drama, choir).

My whole social life fell apart once I went to university. No one I knew went to study the same program (medicine) as me - some people went to the same university, but our university has faculties all around the city so we wouldn't see each other anyway.

I didn't really befriend anyone at my first program, but I eventually ended up talking to some people there. Also, I joined a medical students' organization and got a fair bit of socialization through it.

However, medicine wasn't a great fit for me, I had two major mental breakdowns within two years, so I decided to switch it for a biology program. It also meant having to quit the medical students' organization and having to deal with a completely new set of people.

After three years, I don't know anyone here. I don't have a single friend. Literally. I've been dancing swing for three years and met my boyfriend through it, but I didn't make any friends there.

And I'm just so sick of taking the bus from campus after a lecture and seeing other students sitting together and talking and laughing. I'm sick of going dancing (which I rarely do nowadays) and just standing there awkwardly with no one to talk to or ask to dance, while my boyfriend is dancing with someone else. I'm sick of not having anyone to talk to when my boyfriend and I have a fight. I'm sick of people in general and I'm sick of trying so I don't even try anymore.",6.422211760525851,6.797494533487304,6.901766743648963,75.2426625510748,65.55889145496536,9.248143542369867,30.74160596908865,9.057496981413335,2.5335877420500967,1795,61,325,28,26,587,199,433,0.115,0.769,0.11599999999999999,-0.5236,1,2,0,0,1,0,50.0,2,4,1,3,26,14,1,1,22,0,29,10,0,1,2,59,52,33,0,2,10,0,1,1,6,2,9,2,0,1,11,27,1,0,6,6,0,10,11,3,0,12,21,5,42,11,55,26,20,54,0,1,2,0,30,19,0,7,20,236,53,11,0.0,0.0,0.12576141579289188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452382534073542,0.0,0.0,0.15458948561601815,0.05361631197163077,0.0,0.0,0.04381901496909514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390367202719176,0.13516645187143556,0.0,0.0,0.2868106357500041,0.06023940906843005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762210872171022,0.0,0.07034794556916556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756042170275303,0.0,0.0,0.05144728480081541,0.14259547561385896,0.0,0.0,0.06643117988885534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595346610410957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053828409439230035,0.0,0.1141431882987032,0.0,0.0,0.042559686303360066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060744977185843714,0.0,0.0325810196054267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480963565480286,0.0,0.07065127271607557,0.29870078046754045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036620735644116234,0.0,0.10307147640652407,0.07104144497527723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859382950475591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808067729384222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03541260339832108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04551339034447455,0.03148040855992969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478158971053655,0.0,0.0,0.04301184972488881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298259459602609,0.06493681465923189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473645163850423,0.0,0.0,0.06223315241910046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862274657337697,0.1309914762869381,0.04900684548249469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573771268007274,0.05626344755439559,0.06732240537814006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32777531959474004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853612647776519,0.0,0.0,0.04127965808737536,0.0,0.0,0.06918066317973401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042631258784526,0.10269506141623794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705462531752999,0.05459681908902185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051459054928625236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048448212578031065,0.20716640228066474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0375734287704264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071591298486896,0.08749627829622274,0.0,0.31472538231072844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919978326238512,0.0,0.07194102703355984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489698769451253
lonely,amber54,2019/03/27,"Help! Drowning in loneliness I need help you guys. I'm 57/F/UK, in a committed long distance relationship but very isolated and desperate for new friends. Male/female, age unimportant, have kik and WhatsApp. Strictly no sex. If you're a bit mad, melancholic or otherwise dysfunctional we might get along. I have a great sense of humour and love to laugh. Pm me please. ",2.44716417910448,5.4088033432835845,3.225985074626866,83.86733582089553,90.19402985074629,7.456119402985076,27.595522388059702,8.238735603445708,2.72792656716418,292,14,52,8,10,92,57,67,0.214,0.435,0.35200000000000004,0.9433,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,11,7,6,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,6,6,1,5,0,1,0,2,8,2,0,3,3,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29937216818775625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118581183962292,0.0,0.14326621554215752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023234188485228,0.0,0.2715163331912739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676015711133376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24267197769653026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24749008189422644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908991788301552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332722588833094,0.0,0.2648389177839953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010061362647382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944046903604481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22625640241680736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ili0s,2019/03/27,"When youre locked behind the mask I have a problem, i cant express my pain or anxieties to people and get taken seriously. Because people somehow think im a strong person. Expressed suicidal thoughts to a person and the response i got was ”youd be the last person to commit suicide”. Kinda rekt me knowing ive built up a facade making me unable to seek help",4.6426760563380265,5.8006183380281735,6.235323943661975,75.65016901408453,69.8450704225352,7.370140845070423,31.10140845070423,7.554174236665415,2.2982540845070427,286,12,48,3,5,98,53,71,0.198,0.659,0.14400000000000002,-0.6246,0,0,0,0,0,2,4.0,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,7,0,6,1,0,1,1,11,13,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,9,1,6,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,3,2,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476780384521825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129579513330156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252899996631324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226187720502845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436703387079122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23265116241067524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836915024001415,0.17556631626905128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377017258289607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22918325174822496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986396279511142,0.5641937477748233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609294118051505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711892270869767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380090632929552,0.0,0.17099045690493764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,commanderhulk15,2019/03/27,"I love life. I want to live. It's sickening to see myself ruin what little relationships I have left. 

Incapable of talking and connecting with people- something apparently everyone else around me does as naturally as breathing. 

I know I'm a shithead, getting angry at little things, arrogant, personality which no one likes, and a boring person with no hobbies. Honestly, I understand and that makes it all the more painful.

I *wish* I could talk to people, I *wish* my didn't go fucking blank whenever someone tried talking to me, I *wish* I knew how to praise, to care, to humor someone, to talk like a normal fucking human being who was capable of being friends. 

Holy shit, I don't wanna die, I love life. I love myself and hate myself too. I love the people around me. I love the trees so green and skies so blue. I love being around people but it sucks. I like seeing them smile but I can't help them in that regard. I can't do anything for myself. Feels as if I'm looking out of my window at all the good things in life but I can't reach them. Holy cow, dude.",1.2392076210826204,3.8496749471153886,3.0721367521367533,86.75804843304844,87.99038461538461,5.5814814814814815,21.6460113960114,7.093109894594671,0.9468092592592594,831,29,158,13,27,276,117,208,0.145,0.6509999999999999,0.203,0.9139,1,0,1,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,3,1,7,24,5,1,7,0,12,14,2,2,2,30,39,15,1,8,4,0,1,3,1,0,4,0,1,3,10,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,3,6,32,15,26,32,3,13,1,1,5,8,21,12,4,1,3,106,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820383648112281,0.25379782370489345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689219812309678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587589911504067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862896622902792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831637792517724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938764854057738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080784257488328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048051401861490206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342204864677264,0.17571244836551494,0.04965067719190377,0.0,0.05400928842035795,0.079708942073504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382514259427337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369843327512985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052227501086886716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325333525201373,0.0,0.20137327523877901,0.1392845694330382,0.1904955156112217,0.0839156384560316,0.0,0.07980355553856325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146244751908945,0.0,0.06343508278643363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311189447435704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439663484774373,0.0,0.10112152115231086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26353490688711056,0.16595782214862542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202958310549967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145755796052968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754972795144293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610418413037452,0.0731608356307717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30553482268950605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627104131920194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452098308636589,0.0,0.0,0.09893241964973652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605276422009517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32784883591740943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SoggyGolf,2019/03/27,"It’s been so long since I’ve been affectionate toward anyone that I get excited when strangers accidentally brush my shoulder I moved across the country for work less than a year ago and have had a really hard time making friends (I work with people who are almost all 10 yrs older than me, don’t have old friends in the area). I did meet a guy I really liked, and poured all of my missing friendship energy into our relationship. He recently broke up with me, and I am recovering ok- have been focusing more on my career and hobbies... but I haven’t so much as hugged anyone in weeks now and it’s just so lonely. Any young adults who have moved around a lot have advice for making friends outside of the office? Feels like I keep going to events and classes and nobody is sticking.",6.3192470760233945,6.546970032894741,6.522982456140351,78.37698830409359,65.77631578947367,9.387134502923976,29.38888888888889,9.150863307647796,2.2830327485380115,623,19,119,10,9,200,104,152,0.069,0.764,0.16699999999999998,0.9236,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,7,12,0,0,7,1,15,2,1,2,2,21,22,13,0,0,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,11,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,5,3,14,9,18,17,6,24,0,3,0,1,11,9,0,2,14,79,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673007089068237,0.15176395880966198,0.0,0.17143827014411295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642608115762157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394226997339016,0.0,0.0,0.15240980829098982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656699461306487,0.12230973744474245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39682043666529404,0.0,0.08944816880464806,0.0,0.097300424100376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695210466236232,0.0,0.0,0.1533671192966457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217592949002098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728539445528046,0.0,0.0,0.1515120919681839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555338165590356,0.0,0.0,0.22856292458153984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639301739224662,0.12585625001872736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965209803984472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869281634389943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935814057113104,0.0,0.16904545967683862,0.18381137758533506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162353083779902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983170709065604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733127985505694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492802929939419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025117413623588
lonely,bigpapi69x,2018/12/05,"12 Rounds With Loneliness Go the full distance with loneliness. Accept its presence, but don’t give in to its attempts in demotivating your drive toward success. The lonely times will never end. Instead, they’ll just get harder and harder to get past. You’ll doubt your decisions, your goals, and plans, on **every step** of the way toward achieving success. You’ll be so beat up from the battles with loneliness after a while, that you may even miss out on the moment that you achieve what you’ve set out to achieve. Remember though, each bout you win against loneliness is a time you improve your chances at success. Each bout of loneliness prepares you for each barrier that’ll come on the journey toward achieving your goals.

After beating loneliness, you’ll be able to look every other barrier directly in the eye and not shift gaze. You’ll express a confidence which most aren’t able to express, as you can rest assured that you’ve battled the toughest enemy of all. Your own mind is the final boss which stands in the way of the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. Master consistently winning against the doubtful and lonely times that you go through **when no one watches**. Master coming out of every bout of loneliness an improved individual, rather than a demotivated one. Each win against your own mental barriers is worth more than the affirmation of a hundred people who have no stake in your success.",5.049563525630177,7.633136466926071,4.9756081881238385,79.29192184063614,71.49027237354086,7.582405684317376,31.40737607849772,8.456263369488248,2.7186090001691765,1140,52,189,20,23,353,138,257,0.191,0.633,0.175,0.4019,1,4,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,19,1,19,7,16,2,2,21,0,17,1,1,1,3,35,26,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,16,0,3,3,0,1,7,6,7,0,2,0,4,20,9,45,16,11,42,0,3,4,0,24,18,0,4,13,139,32,11,0.3341332327142069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287826193804924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959428681870094,0.0,0.0,0.11034592446108192,0.0,0.4222824894148171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301331206751395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745708232525695,0.16026552168476504,0.18989561625485332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029388093744713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836385480043273,0.0,0.16868965718187887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885207386480027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264173259231771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948398929453106,0.11582295613324982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925390864212274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641421023273118,0.0,0.2922536625358997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652194075067438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,liferuinedmypunkrock,2018/12/05,"stalked and broken i'm being stalked. i had to move to a new state, but i'm still being stalked here, so i cant go out, i cant be social, i cant let my guard down.

ive never felt so hollow in all my life. my stalker stole my past, my present, and my future. this is all i get now, a room by myself with the door locked and shades pulled.

i dont know how to keep going. the only friend i had here od'd last month. the loss of my single link to humanity is taking its toll. i dont know how to cope with this. ive lost it all. my home, my friends, my band, my career, everything.

i'm starting to see my existence as a prison that i want to escape from. i dont like the ideas ive been having, but theyre coming more frequently. 

i dont know how to keep waking up to this knowing that its never going to end.",-0.061830430496218725,1.4924085810055878,2.360046007229709,96.89625041077885,83.30167597765363,5.105619454485705,17.233322379231026,5.900188976854957,-0.6076108445612882,612,12,153,4,17,210,99,179,0.08900000000000001,0.84,0.071,-0.4793,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,7,0,20,2,1,3,5,28,40,11,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,3,1,8,7,0,3,7,1,0,6,9,2,0,0,5,2,27,3,20,31,5,25,0,2,1,0,5,5,0,0,14,100,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614431743251655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6320801721834352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941957738529288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211767303546233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945817946256954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833902574337024,0.0,0.07044323813017506,0.0,0.2298814062937075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524572918037767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522069350777558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23968663376794,0.0,0.0,0.29639670627553594,0.1099046452761576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378730606013965,0.09523458948922264,0.06587124719707642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718313977629574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762021525050784,0.14330321261447748,0.0,0.0,0.20797879402087155,0.1302198908584005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025444770508895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871072526903005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074422487813332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744245526449295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543354142020984,0.0,0.10767560787143028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137556445331973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952637186697997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,daOGmaorbil,2018/12/05,Feel like shit I don't have any friends to play games with and I would love to have a game with someone who has dark humor so I won't feel like shit while looking at the PC screen doing nothing,2.84,3.645272523809524,3.074761904761907,97.95357142857144,73.76190476190476,5.6000000000000005,23.523809523809533,3.1291,-0.17967619047619054,154,4,37,0,3,47,33,42,0.19,0.544,0.266,0.449,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,2,0,7,3,2,0,0,6,11,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,3,6,5,9,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,1,2,0,3,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892852437552954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28095035732979523,0.39695226331477257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146446305839021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714596455516408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23330055499084426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507452516028361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665777547471729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5703606942495194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353977256987993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197356816821442,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Poofy117,2018/12/05,"Anyone else have trouble explaining how they feel? This is kind of a rhetorical question, but anyway...

I have trouble telling other people how I feel. I have a decent number of friends who I care about but I can’t tell them how I feel.

This expands to compliments as well. I find it incredibly difficult to tell people something nice. It kills me inside, as if I’m just holding myself back. 

I love my friends, but I simply just can’t tell them that. ",2.0848275862068992,4.723270183908049,3.2650689655172407,87.14932758620691,82.79310344827587,5.778850574712644,24.791954022988506,7.1686216300943375,1.2981457471264377,354,14,66,5,10,114,55,87,0.132,0.57,0.298,0.9553,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,9,12,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,3,0,16,13,9,1,1,6,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,15,8,7,13,0,1,0,0,0,1,13,0,0,2,1,49,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129140624018474,0.1892383158321149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201639938423224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830534130575866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542860884929343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801567867080261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880472807179056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853844622708132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043338325270646,0.19232782519440514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669133208916592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25608372783695393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689680138827046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421845761633409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6457142110683942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605988139803787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zero5043,2018/12/05,"I feel like i’m gonna be alone forever and it’s my fault I’m getting divorced. 26 years old, my wife cheated on me for months and took the house and the kids. It’s been 8 months since I left that house but I can’t get over her. She was manipulative, never owned up to her mistakes, blamed me and my family for all her shortcomings when we gave her everything she has today.

I was so devastated I cant connect to anyone. I don’t trust anymore at all. No one likes me either. Don’t get me wrong I can make friends but often it’s just me putting on a smile and making everyone happy, they think they love me but they don’t, they think they’ll miss me but they wont. At the end of the day I always end up alone on my shitty twin bed at my mothers house which i had to move back into.

I can never go back to her because I can never forgive her. My kids beg me to but they are too young to understand. And all the while I’m as alone as ever.
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lonely,Rstwins,2018/12/05,"Need advice I’ve been seeing this girl for the past 6 weeks, it’s kinda long distance (hour and half drive) and it all started out well but now it’s fading away.

I think the world of her and she’s told me so many nice things, she was even the one who asked for my number and started making a lot of the first moves.

However, last week I went to see her after she cancelled on me two weekends in a row but she managed to make time on the Friday instead of the Saturday were I was able to make time myself and still see her. I got to hers and we spoke like it was all okay then later on in the day we went for drinks with some of her friends, most of them made me feel welcome but her best friend didn’t, in fact he wanted to talk to me about her and when I did he started laughing. I thought he was taking the piss a little by laughing so it annoyed me and we started arguing and then she came and overheard what I was saying to him and immediately jumped down my throat telling me to shut up and fuck off home. 

I wasn’t horrible to her in anyway shape or form and she didn’t want to listen to anything I had to say. We ended on good terms and she said she still wanted to see me so I continued messaging her but something felt off, so I decided to stop messaging her because I can’t keep making a effort with someone who isn’t making a effort with me and doesn’t text me (she used to send text first and she still does reply if I message her) 

It’s been getting me down because I thought the world of her.. and regardless of what happened I would have never said the things she did just because me and her friend had a argument.

Should I stop messaging her and let her message? Will she even message if I stop messaging her? It’s all so shit... I’m so upset because it’s got worse for no good reason.

Any advice would be appreciate ",3.081008951883625,4.097112571801567,4.132632413278628,89.7966808093995,73.4125326370757,6.933569563595674,25.166822081312947,7.1686216300943375,0.9114305110033571,1437,44,316,14,28,467,180,383,0.113,0.7509999999999999,0.135,0.8490000000000001,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,4,0,1,5,18,19,5,1,16,1,25,5,3,8,5,71,66,35,0,10,8,0,2,1,3,4,0,6,1,1,15,28,1,4,7,2,0,7,8,6,1,5,28,12,65,13,47,32,9,61,0,0,4,1,63,20,3,7,35,228,80,1,0.08950343038503401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492343259695908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608654018652298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736536970203748,0.0,0.08367362533502601,0.0,0.08409141911950099,0.0,0.0,0.2182418416876426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392832826625601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023680803745612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772230816429413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832505508291697,0.0,0.0,0.0876792874655112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927347329554348,0.0,0.0,0.118232343284718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045255623679853266,0.0,0.08593732918183625,0.0,0.0,0.15226314432532265,0.0,0.0,0.20745038487785591,0.08274447915190104,0.04676184825832229,0.0,0.0,0.15014246189094835,0.14316813914576196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914758789986746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897792383398383,0.0,0.0881428498361609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795547613604331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295724162752437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152332161163464,0.0,0.04372685509323094,0.08970595064064275,0.0,0.0792077193820543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609261584039663,0.0,0.08469030993273008,0.2987211739376865,0.09074243029153556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512798191964147,0.0,0.06636565953665427,0.06903056322439882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606498407958838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544115182676135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920244332110954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027651675098404,0.1423534404936553,0.0,0.0,0.2852905838747042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187398509138216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583596611562958,0.0689041134523754,0.0,0.0,0.25340395479262035,0.0,0.2144326653653474,0.22448662650061466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729544081019842,0.0719394670138046,0.07822994317990425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189242042110899,0.05735018420060883,0.0,0.14211145219105348,0.10438034005006823,0.0,0.0,0.08552436331814492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743184612908765,0.0,0.0,0.07730222671957017,0.0,0.0,0.15837432658503714,0.0,0.1435885061823571,0.0,0.08047433284601598,0.1659411533268488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121164205432823,0.12716133793331486,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Astaroth2000,2018/12/05,[20M] Ghosted I'm always trying to find a connection and just when I feel like I've finally clicked with someone I get ghosted. Not the first time this has happened and probably not the last time. Is there no one out there for me?,0.7253900709219891,3.1908811489361746,2.2777659574468103,92.6841666666667,88.57446808510639,5.686524822695036,24.854609929078013,7.1686216300943375,1.2336695035460992,182,8,38,3,6,59,38,47,0.05,0.892,0.057,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,6,3,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,4,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588159436318111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572746618254312,0.22221197213280608,0.0,0.3407366821860198,0.2842912374244205,0.2645763397456242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625091706433337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750577521438902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25354474365123525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196180691548095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077343378178354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33536117389999603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635490344672933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36274790507209775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21118043183845334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_Mac_Tonight_,2018/12/05,Thinking about dying Its gotten to the point where I just want to be dead..,4.596,5.354124600000002,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,69.66666666666666,6.0,21.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.11833333333333318,59,1,12,0,1,18,14,15,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6282204045481995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5722174205756824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878607939580496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35702990268217155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sameoldsometimesnew,2018/12/05,"Anger and Resentment Hi,

DEA feel the above when they think about their past and personal relationships? Do you feel like they have exacerbated the emotion of loneliness that you now feel?

My ex and I broke up about 2 years ago and when I feel lonely I run through all the things that he did to make me feel this way. I think that loneliness is a state of mind, and my ex made me feel isolated in a number of different ways:

1. Ghosting
2. Criticising my inability to cope with mental health issues
3. Avoiding serious conversations about our relationship
4. Making excuses not to see me/speak to me
5. Gaslighting

Breaking up with this toxic person was, for sure, the best thing to do. However, the loneliness has come from the above and has manifested itself in the form of a type of OCD where I replay the above list and view lots of examples where this has happened. 

As you can imagine, it makes me question my self worth and ultimately makes me feel like lonely. But it wasn't always like this. I never really felt lonely like this before. 

Any tips on breaking the cycle? 



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lonely,monkeyface0907,2018/12/05,"Idk what to write here tbh Honestly I just want someone to say im home to, just someone who genuinely enjoys me as a person.  I have friends, but I fall asleep every night alone in bed listening to music looking at Instagram.  I'm also only 15 and I just get so mad sometimes, but I don't know how to put it out.  Sometimes I just want to punch someone, but... naw.  I have my mom, but we don't really get along that well.  I just don't know how much longer this will last, I hope it stops soon.  (Not as in suicide fyi)",0.5496830692243542,2.467097045871561,2.5644537114261894,94.32589658048374,83.12844036697247,5.7984987489574635,20.91826522101752,6.980632752743323,0.3673045871559633,394,12,91,5,11,132,72,109,0.153,0.7140000000000001,0.133,-0.7371,0,1,0,0,0,1,17.0,1,0,0,0,12,6,1,0,1,0,6,1,1,2,0,23,16,11,1,3,10,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,3,12,5,13,15,1,10,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,1,4,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875222006208777,0.0,0.14479257069612012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254975713212174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398854964181057,0.0,0.18919138745088315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816166308479327,0.17983213473290524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955744573474968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901024422143912,0.14758699968241887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204370060753522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120537519612489,0.0,0.0,0.1330989716089691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991131732880094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770329419576058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809346622439013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820139943551583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599083446284482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398513915993594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602313268982263,0.0,0.3581433523864537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137317390735955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804882219512493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135862153957946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279350851591187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,koikoioi,2018/12/05,"Hard to be close with people albeit intention to do so I transferred schools a lot growing up and it kinda made me into someone who finds it hard to build genuine relationships with other people. I was on the chubby side so it was pretty obvious why I had no other choice but to invent 1 player games, but as an adult now I find it hard to let people into my world, however desperate I want them to.

I constantly feel the need to be closer with another person but I don’t know how, and I also am deep down scared that they wouldn’t find me interesting. I have some friends but I still feel very lonely because I feel vulnerable if I let someone too close but also feel lonely and abandoned if they don’t. I am now taller and much more fit thanks to puberty, but the problem remains.",4.410332167832166,5.5192433782051324,5.5986013986013985,80.18276223776225,70.34615384615384,8.236829836829838,27.643356643356643,8.575989854853784,2.009084615384616,621,21,118,10,11,207,95,156,0.174,0.7040000000000001,0.121,-0.79,1,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,9,8,0,1,5,0,14,0,0,3,1,39,23,18,0,6,8,0,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,8,11,0,1,8,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,7,19,3,17,14,4,18,0,3,0,0,9,13,0,5,4,89,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302884874347001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098015968091422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777153176296919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559594589437634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29121128235010746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947973000721983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124196230960667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869451256828452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791300408326018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29446753446611484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241035718020983,0.0,0.13624148643165007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584507445230723,0.10676258134457774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29946188562756365,0.12572159274156464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146483861306173,0.0,0.13777359065142858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458532208615758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415346644742486,0.14571986313227656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439949684156401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498609892946378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256145728528634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188021794042596,0.08492570828034478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299234930017989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xiaoyin903,2018/12/05,"I am trying this social experiment to assign a good night buddy to chat and say good night before you sleep every day. This is a crazy (not crazy) idea? 

I am feeling lonely as fuck at night. Why don't we just put our phone number, and sleep time, and we can assign a random person to chat with every night before we go to sleep and say good night to? 

Anyone down? I created a quick site to try this: **xq002011.wixsite.com/nightbuddy**",1.636703176341733,4.364126843373498,2.4226067907995663,91.13299014238777,87.79518072289156,4.463964950711938,12.364731653888281,6.1124844417494595,-0.8497855421686746,340,4,65,3,11,106,51,83,0.095,0.746,0.159,0.5632,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,4,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,4,0,5,4,3,0,0,13,8,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,8,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,3,8,3,10,8,0,13,0,1,0,1,12,3,1,1,8,37,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343269634422907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274076064089809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617613837656361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251672159321888,0.0,0.0,0.13070947684030082,0.0,0.0,0.0675640841917191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353282313304573,0.0,0.0,0.07594134548845265,0.3362312938513757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084472853420247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6269832708609545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667493385776045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432857954061722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252562789839316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40116016808050026,0.13621238639918348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791696931405481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144324471304885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057447429666908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Xbeeris,2018/12/05,"Talk to me please. Really been disconnected from the world for a good year now. No friends, no family, don’t have any interest or hobbies. I could go for listing to someone normal and maybe getting some advice to becoming normal myself.",4.647093023255814,7.290887139534881,5.616453488372091,73.9423546511628,72.95348837209302,8.951162790697676,29.3546511627907,9.516144504307137,3.304027906976744,189,8,30,5,4,62,38,43,0.08900000000000001,0.684,0.22699999999999998,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,6,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583848841229811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981238504828514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920274089671523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111151743328209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492684793392511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042876431214986,0.0,0.1381467830149713,0.0,0.15027407218157432,0.22178013569524602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656420587557121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181443399994317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902500721148975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693920728228084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240393642661905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252808239888227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027564939655804
lonely,mayagoesham1337,2018/12/05,"I don't even know how I can get out of this mentality anymore. Don't know where to ask kr who to talk to about this. I feel like a failure in my 30s. 

Being single since my ex left me for his new hot date 3 years ago. Unable to interact with anything human like, like seriously whats wrong with me ever since, I feel socially awkward. Knowing how my ex is happy blooming in his life doesn't make my situation any better (I know Im to blame for having stalked him). Yet after 3 fucking years I thought I would change, and here I am crying myself out everyday, alone, nobody to talk to about these issues of mine.

How can other people be this strong. Being able to achieve happiness alone in this world.",3.3180270793036755,4.784856418439716,4.556608639587363,85.22454545454549,73.46808510638297,7.113088330109607,24.8749194068343,7.686295010490155,1.2183418439716314,549,17,111,7,11,181,93,141,0.127,0.731,0.142,0.657,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,10,11,1,1,1,0,12,2,0,4,1,18,23,4,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,3,19,7,22,18,1,17,0,0,0,1,12,8,1,0,12,72,27,1,0.14738902981677118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065148198738624,0.0,0.0,0.30530116936901075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022959446059568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617031296449076,0.0,0.0,0.12128861317997773,0.0,0.13778884682216194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035361943047108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591805045821794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189992839806402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734906413493108,0.13332181565047316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904864404039198,0.105294752350822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625878307041953,0.07700468482139479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137967258556519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920544428661318,0.1538358542565862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240046249246784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013861215040284,0.0,0.10410523057103936,0.21602050518303376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838332189726792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485334757855256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423492434362151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218099526539133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438434570812834,0.16567144487232238,0.0,0.1502445547600018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369314383389987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701042616012508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470093798398014,0.16114676658711394,0.0,0.18982740572568085
lonely,neon_chameleons,2018/12/05,"feeling like a waste of a person I moved away from my home town 7 years ago and haven't had a real life friend sense... I went to college for a couple years, I've had a couple jobs.. I feel pathetic. I went to visit come colleges out of state to maybe transfer to (that isn't going to work out) I had no one to tell much less miss me... it just hurts to feel invisible. My grand optimistic plan of leaving and starting over got crushed,  I feel like I've tried but I just cant leave a lasting impression on anyone.  I'm scared of not being able to remember the last time someone willingly talked to me just because they wanted to. I'm scared of feeling like this forever",3.400510948905108,4.485979014598541,4.4814671532846715,87.33387956204382,72.72262773722629,7.523795620437956,26.838686131386858,7.908726449838941,1.4589976642335771,523,18,111,7,10,171,89,137,0.153,0.7240000000000001,0.124,-0.7123,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,3,10,0,2,7,0,8,1,0,0,0,18,23,3,0,1,5,0,5,3,1,1,1,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,6,0,0,6,5,4,0,1,6,5,12,6,22,15,2,20,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,10,63,15,5,0.13541721394623268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200391895561894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468686459825897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722893016457942,0.0,0.0,0.08254907672448568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664993915510635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996731431098651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423550610161652,0.2902262541024821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046230035779362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696072337656405,0.0,0.10830551659072196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583450683280845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496692829487826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438068962274138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207662065219224,0.0,0.28677455373386124,0.0,0.0,0.0956491829730205,0.19847403163933106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360447927196456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392706764945914,0.09954723355481787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176220879501017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182410879324146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413443607186625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340130539287974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27115250976831057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473856593117394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958490010197186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884322705708577,0.11836061374432084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896286644843571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919393992501126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987258132452027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510662280303386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858534456409147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744084919072301
lonely,1nd1fferent,2018/12/05,"How can we help each other? The only way you can truly appreciate a genuine human connection is when you find yourself without one. That's why I reckon everyone on here would make for really warm, caring and appreciative company. I'd like to propose a brainstorm on how to take everyone who feels alone, isolated and forgotten and make it into a real global community based on helping each other out and defying loneliness. ",9.388947368421057,9.256033157894738,10.296315789473685,55.08421052631582,59.526315789473685,13.915789473684216,41.368421052631575,13.023866798666859,6.192984210526316,344,17,48,12,4,119,60,76,0.10099999999999999,0.65,0.249,0.9227,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,4,0,19,9,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,9,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522308304401022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483021485977415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654199792685708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231395979909904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225883577334366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264753643927157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897985089503485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251256067559973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650269382354674,0.18522082257106048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771983629820127,0.15601600452179482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310947577733602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933082930071931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975421513500806,0.0,0.0,0.23476092650300265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300165990282998,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BlackwargreymonXOXO,2018/12/05,"'Snap chat anyone?"" So...and I'll prob regret this, but I'm very new to snapchat,like really new and want some friends to snapchat with.  Male/female doesn't matter.  Just want some friends on snapchat.  Private me for the name ",2.1481395348837222,4.825181488372099,1.4849302325581384,99.7339069767442,82.95348837209302,4.370232558139535,22.55348837209302,5.6839178017228535,0.008966511627906737,176,6,37,1,5,50,34,43,0.065,0.674,0.261,0.8744,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,4,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,4,2,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319120369925501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5124962998613046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6406597323295479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247690075873726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27366326562401866,0.3912562341865358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kraven239,2019/01/06,"Anyone wanna talk? (Not sure if people post asking for this on reddit, I’m new) I’m a m15, I know I’m really young like everyone on here is 18+ that I’ve seen. I don’t mind if you’re older and want to talk, I like to think I’m better at socialising with adults than I am people my age. Idrc gender of who I talk to, just pm me.",-2.13657894736842,-0.3522520263157887,1.6582105263157914,96.71047368421057,95.57894736842104,4.618947368421053,10.23157894736842,6.2581,-1.252832631578948,250,2,64,3,10,92,56,76,0.0,0.825,0.175,0.8766,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,12,3,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,7,4,11,11,0,8,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,6,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969434365559605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22688219249384145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463939685963213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319004941350144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333759614374541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371319448557427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450475043395851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23439131102049016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365010851268124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324297327123103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547329359789716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22873225451303936,0.0,0.0,0.585194579686678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550581774437647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314472573835654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fallen_muffin,2019/01/06,"Anyone? Lonely and depressed, if anyone would like to chat send me a message. ",2.592142857142857,5.591792500000004,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,88.28571428571428,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,0.046114285714285774,61,2,9,0,2,19,13,14,0.317,0.546,0.13699999999999998,-0.5106,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7539046263017847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643273438425903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26337776855060874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38296224779232896,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BraidedBerry,2019/01/06,"Home-schooled and lonely.   Okay, so my parents put me in a cyber school when I was in 3rd grade when my mom couldn't home-school me anymore.  I have been in this school for years, and three years ago I started to realize how lonely I was.  I literally begged my parents to let me go to a public school.  All they do I argue with me.  Most of the time I'll just shut my door and cry and punch my thighs (instead of cutting).  They say that this is the best educational path for me.  In their opinion, school is not a place to make friends, it is a place to learn, that's all.  I go to Girl Scouts, but we only meet twice a month for a hour and a half, and everyone there goes to the same public school.  They always talk about what they did in school that day, and I can never join in.  

  With cyber school, all you do is sit in bed all day and listen to your teachers over a microphone and watch them draw on a digital board.  The only way I can talk to my classmates is using a 'chat box', and teachers always have it locked anyways.  My parents think that this is the best path for me, but it's making me depressed.

  So basically, I only get three hours of socialization a month (none of the girls are my friends either).  I am so lonely, and I have no friends.  Plus, being a teenager, friends are so important to me.

  ",4.133952412425643,4.425363205992512,4.810200484688258,88.54970918704564,70.49812734082397,7.630667547918043,26.192773738708965,7.285733465282438,1.007802555628993,1004,28,225,9,17,323,133,267,0.075,0.8240000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.8722,3,6,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,2,6,2,12,13,2,0,18,1,23,1,1,4,5,36,32,21,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,11,15,0,0,3,1,0,3,5,6,0,4,4,3,37,7,31,25,10,31,0,4,1,0,29,12,0,2,14,161,48,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166037055067276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453181609340842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017221566269328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169674577751844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879967287514391,0.10427108035901184,0.0,0.06962794501988584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724671832956896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24982918436015705,0.0,0.04223591010603057,0.0,0.09188722408744453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217955368068454,0.0,0.15922353888169466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266505555640356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792354125527637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467960805358536,0.1290524926895723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234930336389088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444890224613472,0.0,0.0,0.2692919699243934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892257460919788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126719516362567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428774032583448,0.0,0.7363356060970851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240687593855259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721943771346207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299533262708472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179943297108918,0.0,0.0,0.04713884099316986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698203775156106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416755586712647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411747366393058
lonely,aliensfoundmycameras,2019/01/06,"Hate this feeling and highschool sucks Hi i'm 16(will be turning 17 in june) and currently a junior in highschool and i sadly have to back to school tomorrow, i'm not really look forward it. Ever since middle school i never really had a lot of friends except this girl i was friends with we we're bestfriends i guess but we eventually grew apart and i haven't seen her since 8th grade. Fastforward to highschool things haven't gotten any better in my freshman year i was very miserable and felt very invisbile to people i didn't make any friends in freshmen year just acquaintances, same with my sophmore year, now that i'm in my junior year of highschool i don't have much hope left i constanly just feel so lonely and i feel no one really cares much about me, i'm just a background character or an extra in movie that no one really notices and just ignores, but at the same time i want to feel like i matter to people, i want to feel wanted. But for the past few months i have tried developing friendships with people but it just never really worked out it seemed like most people weren't really interested in being friends with me or just didn't put the same amount of effort as i did. ",3.1906047600468237,5.530601133047212,3.986806476785016,85.34273800234101,76.29613733905579,7.154818571985955,23.89563012095201,8.150884317080207,1.4930103004291846,956,31,181,17,22,305,122,233,0.133,0.736,0.13,-0.4102,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,3,11,16,2,1,7,0,15,0,0,1,3,51,39,15,0,4,14,0,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,8,14,0,1,7,0,0,3,11,6,0,2,10,8,23,10,27,27,10,30,0,3,2,0,9,13,1,7,18,119,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713648982642796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318615686271426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567919586220572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029992119126324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785784367215407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27350323045198216,0.07728605678502361,0.10387277971869427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343281022132016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191759253125895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680845346040774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745026800794756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754129807813055,0.0,0.0,0.10570563526078136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084659092472236,0.0,0.0,0.09197343690638372,0.0,0.0,0.07221308596194391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635075016813913,0.0,0.15905411112654805,0.0,0.16687501359260104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316722184813847,0.0,0.0,0.14661539084219666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032730482446564,0.3000022708109675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875393601764458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158293377768928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189742264712561,0.0,0.09848586752153682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789804225746243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187207110603623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308245888141219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344925068752822,0.11767219067777765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852484060139753,0.19142765658513336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875861432709366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786655807762893
lonely,toejam814,2019/01/06,"Depression; come here often? 29 y/o girl seeks anyone on the planet to give suggestions on how to cope daily with depression. I’m very sorry to all of you who suffer, you must be so strong to get through each week. 
I don’t feel comfortable talking to the people in my life about it. Trying to numb it. Trying to keep busy. Unfortunately with this depression has come sleeplessness so I can’t sleep my pain away. 
What works for you? 

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lonely,H8tlife,2019/01/06,"Another day Just another day.  Same as yesterday.
Nothing good.  Nothing bad.
Just the tears.  The silence.  Sad.
I could go out, but I stay in.
And then, tomorrow, all over again.",-0.07628472222222271,0.31590421875000274,1.652916666666666,89.54486111111113,131.8125,6.4222222222222225,25.430555555555557,6.937597516519254,2.4207388888888897,133,7,25,4,9,43,26,32,0.209,0.7909999999999999,0.0,-0.5977,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,2,11,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5763169414301617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229451864933788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941054882179603,0.0,0.0,0.3544547870569804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617880976696558,0.2304945698216505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273683038308303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929070577405033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mehtmeth,2019/01/06,"School tommorow and im sad :( Tommorow school again ""sigh'. I think that school is useless because im probably not going to use any of the things i learn in everyday life. It just gives me lots of stress. I have many friends and my grades are good but i still feel lonely and depressed. Could anyone help? Is there something wrong with me or am i just really lazy and its a common thing?",1.1480263157894726,3.7481703815789484,1.6582105263157914,96.71047368421057,88.60526315789473,4.618947368421053,19.442105263157888,6.2581,-0.015201052631578447,303,9,63,3,10,92,59,76,0.266,0.65,0.085,-0.9446,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,16,11,6,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,1,8,2,5,10,1,6,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,39,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350266703936227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698762026898971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070923990482873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500273201749606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642250322732076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918286916985674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403132980073395,0.0,0.0,0.17421917305751186,0.10321451826750608,0.15232787356309954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217309706752073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923451368310859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827821660323918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440037706641907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841264792673648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580889564979329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163455607539211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5514043663944461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981410654601342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503590579324002,0.0,0.2080364028667732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413104316328153,0.11636989959677065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685481201763402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985646611201492,0.0,0.0
lonely,msmaru,2019/01/06,"does anyone else feel more lonely when seeing their friends or family? does anyone ever feel more lonely when they visit their friends?  i know it's me but as i get older, i can't seem to feel that connection anymore.  most of the time, i end up visiting since they want to hang out.  i am 29 now and i know not to be rude or seem like i don't want to be there.  to be honest, i'm surprised that some still want to see me but i also have great friends.  we've been friends since childhood.

we were very close when we were younger but today i just feel disconnected from everyone.  i feel guilty whenever i do see friends or my own parents because i know i seem really depressed.

i've been feeling this way for a couple years now.  i should probably post this in r/depression.

i haven't felt a connection to anyone for quite awhile and all i ever do feel is guilt whenever i see anyone. i know i just need to go out and maybe just have a drink to loosen up a little but i'm at the point where i'm content with life and i'm kind of just done with it.

have my own place. financially stable. basically just working till i retire. maybe meet a nice guy.

but if my life ended today i would honestly be fine with it. this is how i have been feeling for most of my life.. even as a kid. i have no ambition and can't really find joy out of anything i do anymore. i haven't since middle school.

i am a waste of a life right now.  i don't deserve this life.",1.1020750551876404,3.1050715695364235,2.832026490066226,92.68819426048564,81.64900662251655,6.1458719646799125,20.662693156732885,7.3011,0.4790075938189853,1122,32,252,16,30,371,143,302,0.084,0.733,0.183,0.9807,1,4,1,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,4,2,19,19,1,1,10,0,30,6,0,1,3,59,60,22,0,7,15,1,9,1,5,2,5,0,0,2,9,14,1,0,17,1,0,4,8,5,0,0,7,13,39,14,31,47,8,38,0,3,4,0,17,14,0,10,19,162,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826773886689745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932170427518972,0.23876159502449615,0.08746829758496745,0.07024954067724094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203876300625788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445665713308336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705246971778935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940999204893718,0.08735979801893322,0.0,0.08362689071338875,0.0,0.0,0.07131294443294972,0.0,0.1512191597214984,0.0,0.0,0.056383916523889424,0.15443817958086167,0.0,0.08157156372138591,0.0,0.0,0.08047615056367965,0.0,0.3453118477615376,0.0,0.08196544296184917,0.0,0.07802363978884642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32977059854747964,0.0,0.0446005902522076,0.0,0.048515876900113684,0.0,0.0,0.0941171153065166,0.0,0.0845264787488049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889630714584353,0.1876612773573851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014852110998109,0.04170586962810568,0.08555988475062068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715246979733491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329834465610636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947896452620206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919005788651241,0.0,0.08069914776575403,0.0,0.08175772468017446,0.0,0.09203976762911764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079801967168057,0.0,0.0,0.10937621951172667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290271642211886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639568286586717,0.2721049083414749,0.23314397993621636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118487103776013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817397658461541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977802364912568,0.0,0.16183534661343546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704364881695447,0.15105451793666924,0.06776013253960203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214799226384678,0.0,0.0,0.06064207190609619,0.0,0.0,0.054973371821777584
lonely,LakshmiDelia,2019/01/06,"Does anybody else feel like people only make new connections via people they know in the first place, leaving you stuck in some kind of rift? I'm 17. Not in high school as I went through a trauma a year ago leaving me unable to cope and dropped out. Don't recommend I go back, the school won't take me back anyway.

I have pretty much no social life. I don't think I'm a particularly weird person, I've been told I'm beautiful, funny, good at giving advice etc by people who have been in my life at some point who have now drifted away. But I feel circumstances have been stacked against me. 

Obviously the main place peoole my age meet people is school. That's not an option for me, my truancy record is through the roof and no school will accept me. So that's fucked. And I live in a small village where the average resident is a retired elderly person. Transport links are not that great and I need to wait until I can afford driving lessons. Until then my parents have to drive me everywhere, including the store for basic essentials, further isolating me from the chance of any random social encounters. People just say ""put yourself out there"" and do what exactly? Stand in the street waiting to be approached?

I've joined a few social/hobby groups and found them useless. I've noticed people tend to bond over mutual people thet know. Like they know similar people as they live near each others neighbourhoods, or somebody knows somebody as their step-dad is friends with their dad etc. So then they get talking about those mutual connections. I can't engage in any of that, due to my isolating circumstances.

I've been feeling so empty. I was at some guys house on a Tinder date the other day and we cuddled and had sex. I didn't want to go home that morning as I had needed that human interaction for so long and now that I had it, I didn't want it to end. Of course, with it being Tinder, we've not spoken since and on his Snapchat he's been out with friends etc. I feel like our night together was such a huge thing for me as I had been craving humam interaction for so long and so it was a significant event for me, whereas for him I was probably just some quick sex and now he wants to focus on the people in his life who he has an actual connection to, ie not me. I'm so pathetic. ",4.819958515127674,5.8543702505543305,5.363693584149921,82.51982833845938,69.33259423503326,8.568800514984622,27.852156498104574,8.841846274778883,2.039086774908805,1817,60,355,31,31,584,232,451,0.079,0.8320000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.6532,2,0,0,0,0,1,45.0,2,1,7,2,20,14,1,0,21,0,36,7,0,1,2,58,68,30,0,5,9,2,4,3,2,2,3,1,1,4,19,20,0,2,13,0,1,9,13,4,0,1,20,5,45,10,57,44,11,63,0,1,0,4,37,29,1,7,26,232,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.07761724700817674,0.0,0.0,0.0777232450625214,0.07050530412749885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817662276042808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472821541227627,0.12231904567579692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129518711612345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960391024079267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644347831424675,0.0,0.07044672632400517,0.0,0.2661164247705751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086644893739085,0.11364338811313468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765466184084504,0.0,0.08720889871145425,0.12290114109012575,0.07353125119047885,0.041555125437450456,0.07629973592177376,0.09040612865845823,0.06671238487943625,0.0,0.08769051060214839,0.0,0.07875475206337026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403586605135516,0.07978272138177872,0.0,0.0,0.09177573848955788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282619520240105,0.17484719095062484,0.0,0.0,0.16843771773025204,0.0,0.0,0.16853932686465414,0.11657419559294535,0.0,0.14046635733591806,0.14077658762984632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053091981246031185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846930492269141,0.11795227988209307,0.0,0.0768179323198085,0.0,0.07464067154403455,0.0,0.0,0.0905541114242544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060491946705983776,0.0,0.0,0.08831711815382821,0.0,0.0,0.49627236016651005,0.13889836970515232,0.16619977548678472,0.0,0.07518876295443808,0.0,0.0,0.08091835729987687,0.08575501058245441,0.0,0.0,0.07995727996617846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632515105421832,0.0,0.32198528480843114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579434400398318,0.0,0.0,0.2432357719725817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980239422505345,0.06392932886543767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284126277730365,0.050964497492740735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600160767835118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074005310818066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373217375454318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121962173270789
lonely,Rio-sa8,2019/01/06,"It’s so hard to make friends It’s so hard to make friends as you get older. Most people are already preoccupied with their own friends, even if you do start talking to them, you’ll never be important enough to be their actual friend. Most people are also so reluctant to make new friends if they already have a good friendship circle. Make friends online they say, yes it’s possible, but after a while of talking and you realise “why is it only me starting convos”, then you realise again, you’re just not important enough for them. 
Just really had to get this off my chest, have a good day folks...",4.372280193236716,6.118881686956524,4.579420289855072,84.98903381642515,71.26086956521739,7.545893719806764,28.42995169082125,8.167268648758528,1.9102270531400969,474,18,90,7,9,148,71,115,0.063,0.7559999999999999,0.18,0.9226,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,6,0,8,8,0,0,3,1,10,1,1,4,1,15,18,11,0,2,6,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,13,8,12,14,5,11,0,0,0,0,20,1,0,4,10,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.12697710196218148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28717848872631946,0.10405589426925957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391581066933522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688948436876831,0.0,0.08594218812103503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6031764069843398,0.0,0.1359633226663275,0.0,0.0,0.2182748196695016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233121632404524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474210269447633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035557929264358,0.12566947167900344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989611507860794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041587549975824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466893073659702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335738462990343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347562961786956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419740105258103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091689984537934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741190713861947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SuicideChick,2019/01/06,"DAE have no one? The only people I speak to regularly are my mum and sister. That's it. I no longer have any friends. The last friend I had was a horrible bitch and she never wanted to go anywhere with me. She'd either ignore my messages or say she's 'busy' but would then go out on her own or out with other friends. She also talked to me like I was a moron who didn't know anything . I only continued to speak to her because I was afraid of this very scenario; complete solitude. 

Anytime I've ever had a friend they've always  treated me like shit in some way, the same goes for a ""relationship"" that I forced myself to be in also because I didn't want to be alone, which was one of the **worst** decisions I've ever made in my life and continues to haunt me to this day even though it happened a year ago.

I've been in and out of education ever since I finished school at 16 meaning I've never had much of an opportunity to meet new people. I left there with only 2 ""friends"" because the other ones I had who would routinely treat me like shit decided I was too ""negative"" (I was actually depressed and still am to this day). 

My last shot a meeting people is to go to uni but everything is fucked up right now and I might not even be able to afford to go. I went last year but had to drop out because of various reasons.

There's a 99% chance that I'm going to be lonely and miserable for the rest of my life honestly. ",2.718609585991988,4.071577453924917,4.4403769105208495,85.91706929811545,74.80204778156997,7.279952515209973,25.36711678290548,7.893859768569023,1.3379518919721032,1106,37,234,16,23,374,152,293,0.17300000000000001,0.715,0.11199999999999999,-0.9625,1,3,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,13,23,5,2,14,0,28,5,2,2,5,40,42,16,0,4,7,2,0,3,5,3,2,3,0,0,13,14,0,1,5,0,0,6,8,11,0,3,16,3,32,12,39,18,8,41,0,3,0,1,23,13,4,4,23,168,45,1,0.0982874477285956,0.0,0.09591437084832236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712589208615286,0.0,0.0,0.10179615390351553,0.0,0.15720087287656218,0.0817830301534662,0.0,0.0,0.06683883487564123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088219484734283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23966046345697786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305251894648522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126774545334535,0.0,0.08465483470663139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298358645074816,0.2667198705992758,0.0,0.0,0.0883344204072467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796831915127859,0.09086516164225396,0.0,0.0,0.2792951078964131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869152654271162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540162108328158,0.2403521644491133,0.0,0.0,0.10678959954230983,0.0,0.13884666207172647,0.14405484680832245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300195953186204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706384452909017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426744980346983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225258317919821,0.0,0.15161067783449145,0.09492662948413064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980635484011036,0.22425609899885204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442042213362005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105586601629936,0.0,0.10552393581003124,0.0,0.08393694332673014,0.0,0.0781621234030681,0.0,0.09947214441773852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017813053296541,0.08130439243555405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849248271912851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899972742189616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656691836071586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109743787032864,0.11594496642057353,0.07801600110284332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111344874420994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964116572350765,0.0,0.0,0.12658778771332094
lonely,kjoe4,2019/01/06,Lonely and horny Guys I know this doesn't sound right..but I feel just as horny cause of this loneliness..any of y'all facing this problem?,0.7417857142857116,3.2818510357142903,1.047142857142859,100.0228571428572,92.21428571428572,4.228571428571429,14.142857142857142,5.985473137389443,-0.8899571428571424,111,2,24,1,4,33,23,28,0.22,0.78,0.0,-0.6833,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,6,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136516311358508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738093777629493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23321131135692075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566893625267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534794729293694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413339962226144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938871650885253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,theforgotten_one,2019/01/06,"Think I made it worse.. Got a small taste of intimacy with a girl a week ago for the first time in 26 years... I basically had to beg online for it. We spent one night in a hotel together cuddling, watching The Office, and then slept together. I didn’t have a single negative thought in my head the entire time I was with her. I think I made my loneliness worse because I’m not sure if I’ll ever experience something like that again. No matter what I do I never seem to be able to connect with anyone, online or in person. Girls always tell me I’m cute but it doesn’t seem to help at all if you’re awkward and basically have no personality because you’re dead inside.

It’s literally all I’ve ever wanted was someone to hold and to be affectionate towards. I’m tired of being lonely all the time and not having someone to experience life with. It’s the only thing I can ever think about. The mornings and nights alone are the worst. ",4.264971358428806,5.203534015957448,5.8670212765957475,78.75653846153848,70.54255319148936,8.337806873977089,27.227495908346967,8.617729084823388,1.911745826513912,737,24,145,12,13,252,113,188,0.182,0.755,0.063,-0.9722,0,3,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,12,0,14,6,2,2,8,35,29,10,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,8,10,1,1,6,1,1,0,8,3,0,2,10,2,14,4,22,16,5,22,0,1,1,1,8,7,0,5,16,97,22,0,0.1345386569794742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926040181425207,0.0,0.0,0.13934147389474116,0.0,0.0,0.11194694027402237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407255713963447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640270331040413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650937531642267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632092449403107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114438512897636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076028543266989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380754764644188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017842582016687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502863220538273,0.06572879199011201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546074604852274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376450630768493,0.0,0.0,0.2525108313533333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911668758571016,0.1023227111769622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349479317531261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24495788079107456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279883349285292,0.10357443110687746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268010920035503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759271623140813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938150553606118,0.25862081687873084,0.0,0.10680866552788623,0.23535171844785266,0.1546323947619438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793543856629,0.0,0.10791879538224644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742127708422176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866384840716442
lonely,johny2118,2019/01/06,How tall are you all and what country are you from? My height is 6'2 and I am from ghana and I live in Sweden.  Do you all like using kik ?,-1.753709677419355,0.1074341935483858,0.37443548387096826,106.18165322580644,94.16129032258064,3.1,10.975806451612904,3.1291,-2.114361290322581,104,1,28,0,4,34,23,31,0.0,0.907,0.09300000000000001,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,7,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,3,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678044868136609,0.0,0.6647803514114256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6502206885796862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lutzker,2019/01/06,"I have decided to change scenery Tomorrow, after I'm leaving school, I'm not going home.

I will be taking a bus to Tel Aviv.
No idea what I will find but I realized my situation won't change if I just stay home. Maybe I'll even meet a friend who knows.

I know there is an extremely low chance anyone from Israel will see this, but if you do, send me a message.",1.3512030075187975,3.1366607368421064,3.239022556390978,91.17815789473684,79.78947368421052,6.974436090225563,21.383458646616546,7.957251820313856,0.8249195488721801,280,8,64,5,7,94,58,76,0.066,0.8320000000000001,0.102,0.5466,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,15,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,9,1,4,10,0,6,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,2,2,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474041607414346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682191048091151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616874547016287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022672110781719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097838410074598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577176789182176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439705167916469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24982449366522466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432450171587078,0.0,0.0,0.2343282458054401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232891456990586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397075898747332,0.17635008146203998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24875418651844397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358798772700544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663925434582791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Wyodiver,2019/01/06,"Wake Up! I don't want to be single alone!

Wake up!  

Please, let's talk!

I'm Kevin, I'm a vet.  I have extreme shyness.  Yeah, I know, it seems incongruous with the military.  But that's me.

If anybody would just say hi, fair enough.  

Don't worry.  Brother Al Green just stepped in.  

Take it as it comes.
K



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lonely,Endurifys,2019/01/06,"lonely but not So not sure if anyone else has this issue
But I’m not technically lonely and if I look objectively on my past I haven’t been lonely but I’ve always had the feeling of loneliness and like nobody wanted to be around me.
I hang out with friends sometimes, some from my church, some of my old high school ones we even have plans next week to see a movie.. but again it’s like no matter how much I’m around people I can’t shake the feeling of loneliness and like I’m a burden on everyone they’re tolerating. ",3.4372196261682246,4.682188738317759,4.624380841121496,85.7304030373832,72.83177570093456,7.592990654205607,22.72079439252337,8.07648339933343,0.9997112149532716,413,10,87,6,8,136,72,107,0.19899999999999998,0.63,0.171,-0.6623,0,6,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,6,10,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,25,15,11,0,3,9,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,2,4,9,5,12,12,3,13,1,3,2,0,2,6,0,4,8,55,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250080511806828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495788635563178,0.212416398705017,0.0,0.3691045785430282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318319043289068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692810793824425,0.0,0.0,0.19809620492043853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096470983113287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601693067690214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903728947983395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638063646119265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038475953870293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409048649416328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239871580795966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204794482952898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753984430176532,0.0,0.14048047625914756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979034659159102,0.14372454910859567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098115582986064,0.16520141095608915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503759840911906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953898016946377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227842389432818,0.0,0.1662937731503994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sleepypanda18,2019/01/06,"What’s wrong with me? I’m really just starting to question everything. I’ve always thought I was a pretty well-rounded enough person. I was the ‘friends with everyone but no close friends’ person at school. I was always upset I never had a best friend but just accepted it and moved on. I’m now 22 and I have no one. I’m incredibly lucky to have my family but they have their own (rather huge) problems to deal with and there’s something different about friendships/romantic relationships that you need to fulfil yourself. I have none. I have one friend who keeps me busy when I need to be but we don’t always feel like socialising together. Every close friend from school has dropped contact, even when I attempt to reconnect and catch up I’m ghosted. Every guy I’ve ever started dating has either ghosted me or broken my heart within the first few weeks by cheating or wanting only sex. I’m just not sure what I’m doing wrong or how I’m meant to fix it. I honesty
just want someone to tell me exactly what it is that everyone doesn’t like about me so I can fix it and stop being so fucking lonely. ",3.0520506912442404,5.262622626728113,4.139195852534563,84.71165092165899,76.18894009216591,6.920645161290323,26.0573732718894,7.908726449838941,1.6584287557603683,878,33,166,14,20,285,128,217,0.217,0.695,0.08800000000000001,-0.986,1,2,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,2,3,16,18,2,1,4,0,18,3,1,1,4,43,36,17,2,6,14,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,10,11,0,2,5,0,0,2,7,7,0,3,6,1,22,11,19,28,6,21,0,1,0,2,18,7,1,5,13,112,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29103140961469115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235180488113585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201970023329864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180953777784825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046646339345392,0.0,0.07700520632713216,0.10546042751723506,0.1964606630438916,0.2228094634799176,0.10478168409092696,0.0,0.10990869312783284,0.0,0.05895034374034248,0.08329041683134078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916960553301396,0.0,0.0,0.45037759963005203,0.10778363199956642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544034784103495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815721915977405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362867964332632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391791467355895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391448349400215,0.0,0.17289689652346835,0.08991977349500864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158005952498056,0.08867034923430464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036001091135842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186118052394664,0.0,0.11155887178132816,0.0,0.0,0.1306051269069595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468919214944611,0.0,0.0,0.12517176945410585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23598635196052026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987845466902164,0.08975505899279779,0.0,0.0,0.16504302698227238,0.0,0.0,0.09747270225786604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988271305478717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190296069869054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925577671337156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753312454424627,0.0,0.0935197784091138,0.0,0.1048265209448276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549411259422315,0.0,0.0
lonely,spectral_kimbrr,2019/01/06,"No one ever likes me.. The only real boyfriend I've had was almost 9 years ago, right out of high school. We only dated 6 months..isn't that sad. At 26 years old, I should have accomplished more. And sure, there was a guy I really liked a few years ago and maybe he liked me a little.  But he would not date me for some reason. He would hang out with me and mess with me but he could not commit to me. I was dumb enough to let this go on for 3 years..I thought maybe if I let him sleep with me, he would realize I was perfect for him. Yes I was a naive 20 year old. I was left to wonder why he didn't want to date me. I thought maybe I was ugly, or not interesting enough. He would not tell me why, so I had to think about this. Maybe this is why my self esteem issues got worse.. And SURPRISE I'm like 3 years later still alone. I get so depressed when I have a crush on someone because I know they probably don't like me.. just wanted to vent here sorry.",0.6909807445442873,2.3376018926829256,2.3174069319640545,97.66514762516049,81.29268292682926,5.291399229781772,16.64313222079589,6.05967700443912,-0.6791463414634147,728,12,178,5,19,238,118,205,0.149,0.711,0.14,-0.2102,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,1,2,9,13,1,0,6,1,22,1,1,1,4,41,33,11,0,9,9,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,10,0,0,7,0,0,2,7,4,0,1,13,0,28,9,19,12,5,27,0,2,0,0,14,9,1,5,21,106,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021356600845814,0.0,0.10178800769074638,0.10527896737492334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061965028013879674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115942589143665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755118184186315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006369128861505,0.0,0.0,0.09194843969475087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053108042250759664,0.0,0.057770160118371064,0.0,0.08129896342754776,0.0,0.0,0.1006496949774622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739903388216958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609641564652668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586430017164532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104432567938866,0.20788846515344925,0.0,0.24830580422693824,0.10188022061168077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084852175949186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332960396260012,0.0,0.0688808168936393,0.15461913916384468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959612508167056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570019954279802,0.06511973108662646,0.10451335156982966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868087288093547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287544514495746,0.0,0.0,0.10604334407426283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172362628052667,0.0,0.08612789790401948,0.0,0.0,0.11378909426207795,0.0,0.0,0.08117799357327668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580412532618003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884676894552544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513335377142035,0.0,0.16139783366958935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991186178455995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275170526997029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023532283005444,0.0,0.0,0.10359025402979707,0.2888375870140555,0.0,0.0,0.32729703092137624
lonely,jasalhada,2019/01/06,"Lonely But Dont Feel Worthy of Friends 21F. It's been probably 6 years since I've had a good friend. Every night I feel so lonely I feel sick, like I've been punched in the stomach. I want friends or a relationship, but I feel so worthless and boring that I would feel guilty letting anyone close. Not that it seems to be happening anyway. I have a million acquaintances or 'fb message once every six months' friends, but no one who actually gives a damn.

I just moved from a big city to my tiny hometown which isn't doing much for me either. Before I moved I tried to reconnect with a friend who wound up standing me up.

I just feel so low right now and needed to vent somewhere. It's comforting to know a lot of other people are feeling the same way.  ",3.389746136865341,4.97789887417219,4.165182119205299,87.61258554083885,73.50331125827816,6.887637969094922,25.828366445916124,7.492282038375204,1.223502869757174,594,20,121,7,12,190,101,151,0.185,0.6609999999999999,0.153,-0.8006,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,14,1,0,9,0,11,3,1,0,0,27,24,10,0,3,9,0,7,1,5,1,2,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,9,0,0,2,4,6,0,3,3,7,13,8,13,18,4,15,0,4,0,0,10,7,1,4,5,78,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.13199363111914275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457649457648687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150957592776314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585229711556036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279237013342239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787384014913611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5225052583822903,0.0,0.0,0.12975311011334442,0.0,0.11344913998208335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960941183205205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433501094841657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831186720096733,0.0,0.0660808946645799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499267718615296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796273655592578,0.2875186033609358,0.09943119813236076,0.10029310701253506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693175352161745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404681182192422,0.0916552478450882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377181456639676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583247499420116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521794111099032,0.0,0.1155107606581417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313504803381173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188794638996737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183223176135898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977947930263808,0.10736258998397476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608437377284916,0.0,0.0,0.08710259791018941
lonely,eggwisepanda,2019/01/06,"Loneliness is getting to me I’ve been lonely for quite some time maybe 2 years or 3 , I tried to make friends but there isn’t any interesting people or even people that are interesting are already in a group and I just feel like shit everyday for not being able to form a proper connection with people , I really need help.",5.733571428571429,6.4000283492063526,6.473134920634923,76.70589285714287,67.0952380952381,10.109523809523813,28.448412698412696,10.125756701596842,2.7049079365079374,258,8,49,6,4,85,50,63,0.121,0.649,0.231,0.8324,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,2,0,6,1,1,1,0,11,10,4,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,4,4,7,8,2,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,3,4,30,5,0,0.2533337590870126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27956010269550385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227564336392864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732455862938678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809316042216734,0.18098168811024032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957250338490656,0.0,0.1323564331576514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169804278669569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376607830746965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691022513594593,0.0,0.2545078113744495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878437723826141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5268891925677425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26945163625781976,0.0,0.0,0.16229209305278094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600434631988787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772095217976144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719969931553939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313863497848388
lonely,SevenHeadedCrow,2019/01/06,"Anxiety and Partying I (19M) always tell myself I'm not the kinda person who likes to party, but my roommate has some people over and I kinda want to join. I was diagnosed with anxiety and just popped some meds. Something has me worried about how they will think about me and i geuss I'm just to much of a fucking wuss. What can i do when i act like an antisocial semi-arrogant asshole who wants no friends almost all the time. I can't hide from my weaknesses and problems anymore but i dont want ro change and try new* things. Maybe i just want to lose my virginity or feel accepted but i thought i was past these things. Oh well thanks for reading if you did ",2.071756601607348,4.233879447761196,3.4882089552238824,88.41299081515501,79.14925373134328,6.809644087256029,24.48679678530425,7.882392219407189,1.351580482204363,522,19,108,9,13,171,94,134,0.134,0.664,0.20199999999999999,0.7033,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,8,10,1,0,4,0,10,4,0,1,1,32,21,13,0,6,9,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,4,1,0,4,1,19,6,11,16,4,6,0,1,0,2,7,1,1,7,6,73,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731107580733397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384702645095676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644999691898527,0.0,0.1714469507949845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288032489506914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546592260770516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026098713285861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874115099796635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356388969700847,0.15982146034081368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891736847559227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340448875443667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367759543553302,0.0,0.19202672530763926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270840567318791,0.0,0.0,0.16696511925127264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503009987029993,0.11985073926539315,0.1509490177702164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654193820647757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292319820989438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308871054987764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511016068931763,0.15916137661837773,0.0,0.0,0.229702817416899,0.110772226542505,0.0,0.1372445633420008,0.10080562805312764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737173814842505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407867955497823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543665906449167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755643914562592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Solidus760,2019/01/06,"Thoughts Being lonely what a terrible thing to be. I’ve lived this past year of 2018 alone almost everyday besides work. I’ve had “friends” that only like to come around when you’ve got something
To offer, or talking to a girl you really
Really like knowing she can’t or won’t be with you. I’ve just recently picked up mountain biking and I gotta say I really enjoy it when I ride all those feelings they go away and for that moment it’s nice.  ",4.475750915750915,5.1216528571428634,5.496428571428575,82.66940476190476,69.87912087912089,8.704029304029303,27.25457875457875,8.841846274778883,1.9531743589743584,354,11,71,6,6,117,66,91,0.083,0.7609999999999999,0.156,0.7778,0,3,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,1,4,7,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,14,13,6,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,2,7,5,10,5,1,13,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,3,9,41,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23350575491339204,0.24151415585294655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758823167824075,0.0,0.0,0.2190893566375872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008722394210696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790769593460802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801617486976516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252705457102806,0.0,0.18650306906981165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281549357358556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278493727534044,0.0,0.20591073725076592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773512402571303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22260591128207646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481617917114071,0.0,0.2302466517151629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544177289112604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952078873245475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187429011306224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492084484992655,0.0,0.0,0.18512653822101352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697648458294969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016649214395753
lonely,mikeysoliz,2019/01/06,How old are all of you? Just curious. I’m 19. ,-5.466666666666665,-6.23050918181818,-0.2145454545454548,103.13151515151516,140.8181818181818,5.103030303030304,12.757575757575758,6.42735559955562,-0.2964787878787876,33,1,10,1,3,13,11,11,0.0,0.7959999999999999,0.204,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bop_my_pop,2019/01/06,"Just need to vent.. 24 F needing to vent..

Been feeling lonely more recently..
My best friend tells me that I give too much to my exes without recieving the same effort back. I'm described as bubbly and giggly by my friends, but when it comes to problems I chose to hold it in. My anxiety also hasn't helped me, along with the start of another stressful semester. 

All my previous relationship ended in a mess (cheated on or they just can't commit). Also doesn't help that I was cheated on twice by my exes, the same exes that told me that I'm the ""perfect girlfriend"" and  was told ""I don't deserve you."" My mom was cheated on by my dad, and my grandma was cheated on by my grandpa.. I think it's just a family thing at this point. My trust issue has becoming worse as of late, but I still try to open up. 

Sometimes I catch myself wanting attention and hoping to just have someone actually care for me. 
I'm just looking for someone to keep me grounded, to tell me that everything will be okay. 
Someone to message me that they miss me, after a long day. 

I'm trying to learn to love myself, but sometimes I just need a little push from someone else. I don't want to rely on them about my happiness, but I want them to be a part of it. I'm just hoping that this new year will be better..",3.871376068376069,4.720427761538462,5.201794871794874,83.49542735042738,71.38461538461539,7.777777777777778,29.05982905982906,7.984000788550335,1.875264957264958,998,38,201,13,18,334,139,260,0.13699999999999998,0.713,0.15,0.7076,0,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,4,4,15,21,4,1,9,1,17,1,0,0,3,41,42,14,0,9,13,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,2,4,0,0,3,6,9,0,1,7,2,37,12,40,30,7,28,0,2,1,1,21,13,0,3,12,147,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.11132832174043517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246389147622996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962572587956118,0.08727300276067124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772260416904208,0.0,0.0,0.12599545061735995,0.0,0.0,0.11972282323753455,0.10089693456669996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116314981860577,0.0,0.0,0.09827220023709697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357394541960527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530151115180407,0.0,0.10104346799279064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102530232840753,0.0,0.10754707748198283,0.0,0.057683673651348626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628012207269786,0.0,0.0,0.10943858326377663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121443224416143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293454487493466,0.0,0.0,0.22661985320164524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907276674598337,0.0,0.10140200307899112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869032771161398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434090087774927,0.0,0.10095965681135954,0.0958007898952273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296414925790434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361235524365714,0.0,0.0,0.08386395860815915,0.2537727735308911,0.0,0.11018184507154301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354051691900375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784508747875547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091617986332949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126429671242082,0.12248219503784265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866478253747839,0.0,0.2256615428146623,0.0,0.08074836805710559,0.0,0.09110664328059376,0.0,0.1306814215535061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942672955193602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579151967375,0.07309962917924318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180219412191842,0.0,0.1549094173254862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018669112619113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997171414737156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162600836237676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346556013615865
lonely,Queenielavreau,2019/01/06,I miss companionship. I miss the warmth of another. I miss having a best friend that actually cared. I miss having someone to check on and have it reciprocated. I miss holding hands with someone. I miss reading to someone at night. I miss cooking breakfast together. I miss being sung to and serenading back. I miss not being so lonely.,2.574790528233152,5.570256606557379,4.463169398907105,75.13588342440805,89.49180327868851,6.645537340619308,28.08925318761385,7.793537801064563,2.6205395264116578,267,13,43,6,9,90,38,61,0.26,0.545,0.195,0.3734,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,13,0,0,2,0,5,3,1,0,0,5,15,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,10,0,0,0,1,9,3,7,13,1,4,0,10,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.2634251671871442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830584917392262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075692987018997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28328824358815113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27522460649708497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855708548736945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533229680044779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27001578281092864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.68616480368336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Stepdad-father,2019/01/06,"Tears dried So I moved out of my parents house at 18. Moved across the country from them. Spent the holidays without them for the first time so obviously I didn’t get any Christmas food, presents or hugs :(. Today is the first day I can talk about it without crying. ",2.97176470588235,5.3943422549019635,2.9644705882352973,91.97611764705884,77.43137254901961,5.648627450980393,25.88627450980392,6.742157984588678,0.9308321568627448,209,8,42,2,5,63,41,51,0.035,0.8109999999999999,0.154,0.7546,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,5,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,0,6,1,9,3,0,11,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,6,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439979047088254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494005403936801,0.14642657425965352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862522362428963,0.2745462131167615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186227208209842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619818299278948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826301979844849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521088972825924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824918310424181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323929698903102,0.0,0.2152140703938616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377305383373007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ToungeBopGumDrop,2019/01/06,"I use people who don’t make me happy just to fight off loneliness. It’s 2019 and I’ve ended those connections but I feel lost. New Years resolution: say fuck it and go it alone.

I’ve had a very loving caring bf who I’ve tried breaking up with multiple times. Never sticks. I don’t love him. I pretended to because it was better than being alone. He’s the only friend/support person I have where I live now. No friends, no family, only him. It’s made it incredibly hard for me to make a clean beak.

Tonight I did it, and I was such an asshole. I broke it off. I’m trying not to be selfish but I know I hurt him so bad. 
And I’m lonely and trying not to leech back into him, I know he’ll let me if I did. Anyone else use people (especially potential romantic relationship people) to selfishly keep the loneliness away? I’ve noticed it’s a huge problem for me. 

One second I’ll be totally in it and the next I want to cut all ties and I hate myself. I know I need help but really I just need friends. Local friends. Jesus Christ I’m an ass.",-0.12310615989515128,2.1382605229357807,2.6565203145478407,89.88387614678898,90.55963302752292,5.866579292267367,18.79488859764089,7.310402129719878,0.5760833551769333,806,24,174,15,28,281,125,218,0.258,0.561,0.18,-0.9617,0,4,0,0,1,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,7,20,4,0,8,0,12,4,1,5,3,34,36,12,0,5,8,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,13,9,0,1,4,1,0,1,7,12,0,2,7,3,27,8,17,24,2,20,2,4,0,4,19,9,2,1,9,104,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514799910682348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488989375522221,0.1243947878330474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406492769706016,0.09335371535375317,0.10136893376326173,0.07400796702335971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073737356389385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237815020523671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141912941508156,0.0,0.10752967537509496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445076617919445,0.0,0.061386518350844764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751918788636937,0.11223788503771062,0.0,0.0,0.06899782412777977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923893802719036,0.10875592395463447,0.11986328420211807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137587857343215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299676274337149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791122563455824,0.0,0.0,0.20016467759653667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414585425642938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072037168624716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252898383461728,0.0,0.21914729897760898,0.11487728688929033,0.16207888730412154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004201227377506,0.0936357869271872,0.1172546654239674,0.12911665181899226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822152871299884,0.0,0.0,0.0822678434691369,0.184669458228195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525028891614745,0.10600703101398423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616913991151995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777757884616723,0.0,0.0,0.13034460250897156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965469192181288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777008313599184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707928113562096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472801016500611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971159706697665,0.0,0.1001726596204076,0.07160840071494504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818147961087693
lonely,calisthenics_lover,2019/01/06,"If our emotions cannot be 100% trusted, should the feeling of being alone, be ignored? Or is it a call to action, something’s broken and needs fixing?",4.9848275862068965,6.083604896551733,5.527068965517246,81.26232758620691,69.0,5.8000000000000025,31.74137931034483,3.1291,1.5304344827586212,118,5,20,0,2,38,28,29,0.314,0.64,0.046,-0.8322,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473777142119874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671045414319363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145663140015508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23129895229764905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391911605939089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521650560663415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LonelyGirlSeren,2019/01/06,"Please be my friend. I'm so lonely. I feel empty inside. 
I cant connect to most people.
I have a boyfriend whose always by my side and I got his friends but they won't hang out with me alone. 

I have no other friends. 
I've tried to connect with two other people. 

I feel alone in this world. 

I want to either make my social life better or express the way I feel.

I don't know how to do that yet. 

Can anyone please message me? 

I really need someone. Sitting in a room now and feeling like I'm in some dark hole all alone. I only have my family and boyfriend. 

My two best friends are a 28 hour flight away. Back home its so easy to make friends then I move to this shitty small backwards town. 

Im so alone. My mind is blank. 

Please dont bully me on here.
I'm already bullying myself. 
I will fuck with you back if you bully me. And hard.

Does anyone else have an inability to connect with people? 

Does anyone know how? ",-0.4339053713399253,1.812169549738222,1.3783129726585237,97.7804692650766,94.34031413612564,3.6673259647081635,16.49815784370758,5.3279370663704135,-0.7525813069614116,708,18,157,4,27,230,112,191,0.16399999999999998,0.605,0.231,0.9471,0,6,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,2,10,10,1,0,5,0,14,2,0,4,1,29,29,13,0,3,4,0,5,1,5,2,1,0,2,0,7,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,1,5,28,8,18,25,5,22,0,1,0,1,13,12,1,4,7,98,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361086082668321,0.11616718883068244,0.0,0.08759241408540283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208200338181028,0.10786074384502116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890388626688863,0.16189104630760334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047353931419644,0.0931020599591214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424358682209804,0.0,0.12337472789716927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793891552358922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923844068361302,0.0,0.212909098418644,0.07520434330537283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40665364525926295,0.09731968660943584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419340224828491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430053348411307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559359885784203,0.0,0.10366896511814784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137088090422903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570640749588056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743547548662649,0.05142921772795617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053602768034587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629189131004256,0.0,0.0,0.11188450858711932,0.0,0.0780557839499957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006197637751222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894124281578725,0.0,0.0,0.3466619362545256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743815028542803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730870080104099,0.08919425841750922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147088225230351,0.0,0.20566544021255675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062090506372602085,0.08355779751696897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Awfasse,2019/01/06,"Lonely and don't know how not to Sometimes I feel so lonely I can't handle it, yet, without a way to stop feeling this way, I have no other choice but to endure it unwillingly.

I tried making friends but can't connect with anyone.
Also don't feel like going to parties, hate them tbh.
I play video games, but it's rare those moments when I enjoy playing with others and even when it happens, as soon as The boss is down everyone goes their separate ways. Finding another hobbie is kinda Hard when you're poor like my case.

What should I do to stop feeling like this?

It May sound confusing What I wrote and I probably won't find a solution to my problem, but it feels good Just from expressing myself here. ",5.187777777777779,5.816560571428576,5.816666666666666,81.06611111111113,68.28571428571428,8.507936507936508,29.841269841269842,8.515128840125781,2.1852460317460314,560,20,107,8,9,182,94,140,0.201,0.625,0.174,-0.5012,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,11,13,1,1,3,0,11,0,0,3,0,31,22,15,0,2,7,0,6,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,2,8,4,1,1,8,5,0,0,1,7,14,8,13,18,0,13,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,3,11,74,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345168874879554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638207952944196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761582830864953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110063232007844,0.0,0.0,0.16073116000985446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252582894989524,0.2403374633360193,0.0,0.0,0.3074804394895876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129958059950208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559720100113936,0.14108594984037434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487468964580835,0.0,0.150682460697625,0.1660718235303472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244341233180134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24653564914268225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228098975236264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813580363445579,0.16095354829863104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663632629972316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812609528968964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420304857365038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005500523213463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214772774093453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AnonThrowaway1214,2019/01/06,"Over break, I individually asked three friends, who I considered myself to be close with, to hang out and I got ghosted each and every time. I know other people had a worse holiday season than me so I guess I can't complain much. It just sucks, you know?",2.3157999999999994,4.64227498,3.8859999999999992,85.01300000000002,79.2,6.4,22.0,7.554174236665415,0.8984000000000001,199,6,40,3,5,66,42,50,0.11,0.7290000000000001,0.161,0.3764,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,9,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,9,1,6,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,2,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381852390034656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047880139333893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794853524049506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893226578914783,0.0,0.3985058421793646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976141177079536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659261605912596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507902860239364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093797541194084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686517805883708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,acekib,2019/02/04,"Lonely gal looking for good conversation Hey everyone,

I love sharing stories with strangers, and was hoping you guys feel the same way. 

What's the most bizarre thing that has ever happened to you and how has it changed your life? Describe it to me in detail. I'm all ears (or eyes). ",3.5077777777777754,5.850126074074073,3.4812592592592613,89.3396666666667,75.2962962962963,5.801481481481483,29.31851851851852,6.742157984588678,1.4453896296296294,224,10,43,2,5,68,47,54,0.081,0.7170000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.8228,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,3,4,2,1,2,11,9,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,4,5,8,3,3,0,1,2,1,8,1,0,3,1,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34056614005428865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912100042790006,0.0,0.3076241313491016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278077243777675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27002507020136685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187677594352928,0.2846873923574449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197555947707651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273932776278623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27034558640544665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29056026928701595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138803119803992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555382165259405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,icndta,2019/02/04,"I don't know if I can continue like this This is pathetic. I am over 20 years old. Very introverted and unattractive. Only had a couple of friends who usually tolerate me because they have nothing better at that time. Never had a relationship or anything close to it.
Yet I have started to talk to this person. I grew to like them quite a lot. We got quite close but I am not good enough for them. Now they are talking how they should start dating again and i don't know how to handle it. I just want to leave and let that person to be happy without me holding them back.
What scares me though is that no one will ever care to get to know me like this person did. And even if someone does, they will just probably won't find me likeable enough.
I guess I will never know what love or genuine friendship is. ",2.065462962962961,4.2882642345679045,3.072330246913584,91.06923611111117,79.49382716049381,5.778395061728396,22.47067901234568,6.9077264865688965,0.6109864197530861,634,20,131,7,16,202,99,162,0.13699999999999998,0.73,0.133,0.0603,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,7,3,11,10,0,1,3,0,21,1,0,2,3,31,33,12,0,4,9,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,0,3,12,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,8,1,0,1,4,0,23,9,14,22,3,20,0,0,0,1,17,4,0,6,18,101,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862020457687104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149560216316353,0.0,0.08046260557968732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673838490397324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134577162139276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604937374013074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155092527704028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27277114980054656,0.0,0.08718110451153807,0.11939655760615847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064055699146027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197860237189887,0.0,0.06896166424350006,0.0,0.0,0.1107107014720419,0.10556803793977068,0.0,0.14540679313886026,0.0,0.0,0.1405105708786351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29016284151050603,0.0,0.0,0.1397630883528352,0.0,0.13497329148678666,0.0,0.193457496549673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122169807319616,0.11913016524236827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360454947472986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266522567026392,0.0,0.13850599549691778,0.0,0.08944287091225274,0.10038774457444387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457574475377616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423123666390224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807847389985256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171266639185126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214949404127227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118384885891832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685273464649324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218431498500107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968389949723966,0.0,0.07696703864644702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453732639117226,0.10890926376022518,0.07785376000262488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723796168652493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500011296865889
lonely,AmyCampbell2000,2019/02/04,"i latch on to people way too quickly with every single friend i make, i seem to latch on to them quicker than most people would. and then, eventually, they get tired of me and leave to make new friends. it's happened since i was in primary school - it's like all of my friendships have an expiration date.

even if they say they'll always be there and that i matter to them, even if i feel like i've found someone that i really connect with, even if i feel like i might have finally found a friendship that could actually last... that all changes eventually. they always find someone new, someone better, someone who's not a burden like me. i'm just desperate, and it really does show. ",7.157894736842106,6.470840578947367,7.257593984962408,76.8703007518797,64.26315789473685,10.306766917293233,33.285714285714285,9.606745405546679,2.882476691729324,539,19,105,9,7,174,79,133,0.047,0.747,0.20600000000000002,0.9628,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,6,1,7,8,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,2,2,26,18,8,0,5,5,0,2,4,2,3,1,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,18,7,13,10,4,11,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,6,11,69,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.12821061701805112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218641954585999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619737038870742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898553441427255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489843942403776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497393456767364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26033121239830553,0.0,0.11069563786271508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286213741639752,0.18771973332772185,0.0,0.14392338653271244,0.12008145817819656,0.0,0.0,0.2881088197339021,0.20301198172781884,0.0,0.06864206704003256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618133664579175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709448102195383,0.0,0.13911536772898506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567479114322787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753980187817629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937634116728778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25378056760338297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216851983726354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683343146324761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448084036119908,0.0,0.13296636259101327,0.0,0.11960592606708564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868117288622636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452807289736024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100515007514992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428551582217307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933305398355954,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ebolallama,2019/02/04,"Anyone want to talk on discord? I'm lonely and bored so I want to talk with someone, anyone is good, as long as you are friendly :)",-0.6105555555555569,1.5931211851851863,1.4647222222222247,96.58375000000002,96.4074074074074,2.7,17.86111111111111,3.1291,-0.8486222222222217,100,3,21,0,4,33,21,27,0.19699999999999998,0.486,0.316,0.5267,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732249465030343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614418350487126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838282569006529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994674343572871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867195569046915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5439754555169218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991862882430933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Permatheus,2019/02/04,You can message me if you’re lonely If you want someone to talk to you can message me. I promise you are cared about and loved more than you know,3.7925806451612902,4.1026897096774215,4.158225806451615,92.85733870967744,71.25806451612904,6.2,28.403225806451612,3.1291,0.6475677419354837,115,4,26,0,2,36,21,31,0.068,0.652,0.28,0.7783,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,4,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,9,0,0,2,0,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184112236583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794375942701833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589070965398784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308184746949159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40868275353671507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999042508237088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sunshine-Fox,2019/02/04,"I didn't realize I was lonely. Been in Canada since late 2015, away from all my friends and family. I live with my partner, but even his family is 4 hours away. For the longest time I thought I was fine. I'd stay in bed until 2 browsing YouTube, get up, eat, and call it a day. I rarely went out or made friends. I was fine being inside most of the time. When my partner got home we'd watch TV. 

Then in December I experienced an intense bout of brain fog/dizziness/lightheadedness. It never went away; I still have it. Now more than ever I crave human connection. I'm planning on staying with my in-laws for a little while in a couple weeks because being here from 8 AM to 6 PM is depressing most days. On top of that it's gloom/cold *and* I'm on a special diet which restricts my intake of caffeine/gluten. So I can't even visit a cafe like I used to. 

So that's that. ",0.6078729281767963,2.792533696132601,2.6080082872928187,92.48350414364641,84.96685082872929,5.3879558011049715,21.204696132596688,6.742157984588678,0.4141268508287297,673,22,147,8,20,225,119,181,0.038,0.8220000000000001,0.139,0.9281,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,2,9,8,0,0,8,0,13,3,1,2,3,18,22,11,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,8,6,2,1,2,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,10,2,19,6,26,9,4,34,0,2,1,0,9,14,0,3,16,94,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242208016250523,0.0,0.0,0.0917480939179732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801636351770266,0.15368518437732687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653390182971448,0.0,0.19413002418480665,0.0,0.1296320571735651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400694628549602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881782616834606,0.13614282686736595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28377052003275066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325637436330453,0.0,0.07863405866823737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037475284145373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097148974534133,0.0,0.14821976212133114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697792356283586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735304573459988,0.15084825019316694,0.1329010521252303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241402014507182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608081289906648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124501520618315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208423543955332,0.12019563965605468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948629796760557,0.17552449462574152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999032453706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207281944551728,0.0,0.0,0.2790442822981471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,megaronihex,2019/02/04,"Professional Cuddling? Has anyone used the services of a professional cuddler? Or used a cuddle-date app? Pros/cons/tips?

I am desperately touch-starved to the point where I dream of cuddling people while watching TV on the couch, and I wake up crying because it wasn’t real. ",4.388200000000001,7.22940942,4.829999999999998,78.245,74.8,6.4,30.0,7.554174236665415,2.1976000000000004,221,10,36,3,5,70,41,50,0.146,0.81,0.044000000000000004,-0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,3,3,1,2,0,5,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,5,4,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,1,1,21,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25164478190024586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193867596792493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953243490272352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495037263816905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402141694850949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096357685217445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6216620939359477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yew_nork,2019/02/04,Video to down a shot on Preferably electronic music related,7.120000000000001,10.639723,7.190000000000001,61.32500000000002,69.0,12.0,40.0,11.20814326018867,6.596,50,3,6,2,1,16,10,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ObeyySarahh,2019/02/04,Lonely and wanna chat Message me horny/lonely,4.942499999999999,8.430078250000005,5.230000000000004,71.81500000000003,79.0,3.2,20.5,3.1291,0.44885,38,1,4,0,1,12,7,8,0.294,0.706,0.0,-0.3612,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hogwartswonderlust,2019/02/04,How to make friends? I'm 20 almost 21 and have no friends. I graduated 3 years ago from high school and I  only had 2 friends then. I go to work three days a week and have online classes the rest of the week. I go to the store about once a week. I literally can go 3 or 4 days only talking to my mom. I have no idea how to make friends at this point because I second guess everything I say to people. I feel so lonely some times I just don't know what to do anymore? ,0.20117647058823707,1.9356063725490245,2.3860392156862784,96.12317647058822,83.31372549019608,5.2564705882352944,20.9843137254902,6.2581,-0.02289333333333321,358,11,88,3,10,121,65,102,0.078,0.7909999999999999,0.131,0.7285,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,4,0,15,16,8,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,1,2,11,4,11,15,2,15,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,4,9,51,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088460132930036,0.0,0.1591485391609365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576189259772002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688414098286732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499739917151333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428388198358278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036134942706097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911652670581196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709760255215601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508272501044084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792154338626564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179416121508725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734547384577279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121781532380474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614052274836526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925856166604686,0.0,0.2417515646736104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018419816153037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024314871578234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638997812273722,0.0,0.1608487795546024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774440337381784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267516717279474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824596320003975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570518775722262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234770386921392
lonely,sandwichscreams,2019/02/04,"Lonely insomnia I don’t even know what words I’m going to write here, I just need to occupy my mind just for a minute and reach out into the void for another voice. 

I’m lying awake, in bed next to the person I love more than anything on earth, more than myself. I can’t sleep and my heart is pounding with meaningless anxiety and all I want is to be held, calmed, acknowledged. But I know he’s not feeling well and he deserves the sleep I’m desperately craving... I just can’t help but feel like crying at the mounting feeling of loneliness inside. ",5.010233766233768,5.51505394545455,5.771298701298702,81.67409090909094,68.63636363636364,9.194805194805195,28.441558441558442,9.23628265651192,2.224155844155844,434,14,87,8,7,142,75,110,0.188,0.7070000000000001,0.105,-0.8099,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,6,5,3,0,1,26,19,6,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,4,10,4,15,17,3,7,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,53,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351844126578221,0.17157889529395806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456904123564508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463686720220751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481394086509156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402186479845421,0.16023063483872108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746743676662362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26578110394559984,0.1503348081988449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24652447336307184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095752697732884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024277202080489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264658725049952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630592417191326,0.0,0.0,0.2385317053009676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958387049650772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488978349381905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229024835895234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016608949494897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,coolguy69throwaway,2019/02/04,Does anyone feel like they will never find love even though they are still in their teens? I’m still young and have plenty of time but I physically cannot picture a scenario where I get a girlfriend I’m just that pathetic. This post is useless but I either wanted to be reassured or find out if other people feel the same way.,2.9715897435897465,5.168384953846154,3.7026923076923097,87.81147435897438,76.38461538461539,6.17948717948718,21.602564102564106,7.1686216300943375,0.6604871794871792,262,7,51,3,6,83,54,65,0.16,0.762,0.078,-0.7673,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,15,13,6,0,2,6,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,3,4,11,2,10,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,2,6,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822558685559793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22810073679585874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216001053427346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26358975667754353,0.18621181246072868,0.0,0.0,0.4764674565406926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618135385117458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734274944298282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352510973333851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201033019590595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807051909293096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496352082288116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163184557070596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560919780571905,0.0,0.15198988655174106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537409306441033,0.2068956158247545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bigwall79,2019/02/04,"Sick of online dating and dating in general I’m just so sick and tired of it. Nothing but dead ends and wasted time and money. I’m rapidly approaching 33, and just don’t have the energy to do it anymore. Nothing but emotional highs when I FINALLY meet a girl, and then slight depression when it doesn’t work out. I’ve got a small group of friends, and they’re all married, most with families. People all tell me that “my time will come” or “stop looking and it’ll come to you” or whatever stupid line they have. I’m tired of being alone. Thank goodness I at least have my dog who loves me, but I just feel like this is how it’s always going to be. ",2.5701161995898842,4.166296578947371,3.7645522898154486,89.60784005468219,75.69172932330827,7.242378673957622,23.369104579630896,8.00094639256281,1.0933669172932323,507,15,109,8,11,165,88,133,0.19899999999999998,0.633,0.168,-0.45899999999999996,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,7,7,1,0,3,0,11,5,0,1,2,27,22,18,1,0,8,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,1,8,12,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,1,2,9,5,11,17,4,19,0,1,1,1,9,5,0,3,11,66,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862420733600468,0.0,0.0,0.15154068837272044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806167953825164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137651853390948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686202750679165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486354125500306,0.1613066685470163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168908713450196,0.0,0.09208671684661733,0.13010850393965573,0.0,0.1995065321237026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070755778412647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350453591737413,0.1527558925340903,0.1456601723604358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242264756010768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897595914374726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293721176785385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437286077468474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349503313714512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626095914780244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226274460130235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918328023709968,0.1676741269540393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239443934176336,0.4186465389690501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258750554400356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LongGiraffeNeckedIdi,2019/02/04,"What can you do right? Every ""friend"" I've ever had ghosts me without a reason I have noticed yet. I end up looking stupid and writing them just for the same thing to happen again. Loneliness starts to wear on you when you haven't had friends for 2 years :) How do you guys deal with it?",2.479137931034483,4.255581741379313,2.7684827586206917,95.8747931034483,76.41379310344827,5.329655172413793,21.944827586206884,5.6839178017228535,-0.022721379310345124,223,6,49,1,5,68,48,58,0.149,0.802,0.049,-0.7281,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,1,0,6,3,1,0,2,0,7,1,1,2,1,9,10,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,8,2,8,8,1,10,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,0,7,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795618681514497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401739891639459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452866008346172,0.2284703815934933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190067994452444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684985372021721,0.2397925955350296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22771247198122144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30872608722697464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788054352363339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315756317682929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919338088844824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015169101421785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613958705757791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746230310040814
lonely,parksa,2019/02/04,"Just running out of ways to cope with loneliness and feelings of rejection Will try and keep as brief as I can. I'm a 26 year old nurse, I've always been very talkative and direct, a bit of a class clown. I can have a conversation with pretty much anyone - but I've barely had any friendships since college. 

I get invited to work nights out and things but friendships never turn into something meaningful. I talk to many colleagues every shift and have a laugh and a joke but it just feels very on the surface and that they're likely being polite. I invite people to do things but it never seems to be accepted. I went through uni and few different jobs and didn't really get any friends. I had an SO for 6 years until the summer and I think because we were so involved with each other I never truly felt the pain of my lack of friends. I have a mum and a twin sister who are there for me at least.

I just don't know what to do, I feel pathetic for literally crying about it. All I want is a couple of people to text me occasionally. I feel like there's something wrong with me but I don't know what. I get told that I'm funny and confident, that I have the balls to say stuff that others wouldn't. But then noone wants to get to know me deeper.

My self esteem is getting worse and worse, I suffer with anxiety and sometimes depression and self harm on the days my feelings feel like they'll explode out of my chest. 

I know there's people starving and experiencing abuse in the world and in comparison my problems are small but it's just hard imagining for the rest of my life I won't have friends to attend a birthday party or make meaningful connections with. I even consider the fact that if I died it would be so embarrassing as there'd be like noone at my funeral.",4.004777441659467,5.2439189634831465,4.964044943820227,83.86034140017291,71.44382022471909,8.061192739844426,26.051858254105447,8.502166056373571,1.658876318063959,1405,44,284,23,26,459,186,356,0.196,0.654,0.15,-0.9742,2,0,2,0,1,0,23.0,1,0,1,1,12,18,0,1,19,0,29,3,1,1,5,72,56,34,2,7,13,2,8,4,3,5,2,1,0,2,18,29,0,1,17,2,0,4,8,8,0,0,8,10,35,10,45,39,8,31,0,3,0,0,15,13,0,3,17,193,53,4,0.0,0.1203450473319327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451522367304018,0.0,0.0,0.13814355053756344,0.0,0.07770155076933101,0.0,0.0,0.07102081743984935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619167498338055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088924500929356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238639952189798,0.11157099388184503,0.06550490385897062,0.0,0.08748296898280143,0.0,0.10541468070385984,0.10612009553643184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708669945978564,0.0,0.0855779633996769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081441514558457,0.14512471112945138,0.09752410575700222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23542054968162726,0.0,0.2653333236181957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098768156025733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079356271464562,0.09028098771805668,0.0,0.0,0.2232831007576472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174261383582177,0.19848987540723784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677994432368565,0.10297707006549099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466638515210443,0.0,0.23501349224329654,0.0,0.0,0.09531751979756672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658169732238706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807872445713776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124966472311565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333424076131624,0.0,0.0971897467746899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506899501493328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077335028763412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246644006015634,0.21192144721101688,0.0,0.0,0.08402059570790132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638866395774004,0.10045633398098623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627451497395952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163893683863195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495854221870573,0.06508260708602377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970554604436315,0.0,0.06896005393541918,0.1104801007482076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761345447973264,0.1198184360790964,0.08062234635853119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941573512963388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073944910819866,0.0,0.20701908962412247,0.07215313698294244,0.11105196331380833,0.0,0.1308168109299776
lonely,FluorescentDrifter,2019/02/04,"About to sleep on a bench on campus. I have nowhere to stay. No friends to talk to about it or help me. Guess I am just throwing this out looking for commiseration or support.

I hope you all are faring better.",1.0492857142857126,3.4963225000000016,2.295523809523811,93.56614285714286,85.90476190476191,4.312380952380953,22.685714285714287,5.6839178017228535,0.11805142857142935,163,6,35,1,5,52,34,42,0.0,0.664,0.336,0.9347,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,7,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,10,7,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,4,0,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980545773885046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26037013667466075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712502988119175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258881369218828,0.0,0.0,0.3347231750098873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830003118363401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372495592249468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35920374500333296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382430616402862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708727998222089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,carolelii,2019/07/18,"~feeling left out~ Ever since the summer has started, I have felt lonelier than ever. I am busy with my new internship. However, the two girls there always talk about their weekend plans together or future plans they want to do right in front of me without thinking twice to see if I would like to go. We get along and it’s not like I don’t talk to them. 

On the other hand, two of my good friends who I went to school with moved in together to another city about an hour from me. I’ve made efforts to go see them. And this weekend in particular I wanted to make the trip to do something with them. Turns out they’re going to another city together for the weekend and I wasn’t even included. We talk almost everyday and I was really hurt to feel that nobody wants to do things with me when I’m not busy.

 I know this is just a big long rant of my feelings, but it’s definitely stings when you put yourself out there and have to listen to others make plans in front of your face.",3.9254343144292885,4.898408065326636,4.777692031586504,86.12609296482412,71.36180904522612,8.29877961234745,26.27458722182341,8.634040054169528,1.6514778176597267,771,24,163,13,14,250,119,199,0.03,0.8959999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.7617,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,2,5,4,10,5,0,0,7,0,12,2,2,3,2,38,35,10,0,5,7,0,5,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,9,15,0,0,6,3,0,9,5,1,0,3,5,8,24,4,37,29,0,34,0,1,2,0,16,11,0,3,16,110,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864342626013218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520626924898172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903658364570415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144871213841466,0.2504822917309608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002215066872906,0.0,0.13293922559529808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697056322968923,0.0,0.07233741092549711,0.0,0.23606276759267644,0.11613010785173986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635101661337784,0.0,0.14821973599553007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609165516779755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043256938237634,0.0,0.0,0.13528496426767184,0.0,0.0,0.12252897519702725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101017130821596,0.1848405665396819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715654267172146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372141891447847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918626298227654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869829403104736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824044761718755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401246032466538,0.2206626017529861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145320209886882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658999494046904,0.0,0.0,0.09799968719541334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333856443722539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198384312658464,0.08871684921979245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060008931281785,0.27050228410460864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24499435263857006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834986046043267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346639500087668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835498700889267,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,crazy_obsessive,2019/07/18,"Hello, fellow loners- I’m in a good mood today and hence no fucks have been given about my loneliness. I’m here to extend this energy to you in hopes that crush that shit energy. Go out there an embrace life, bitches! In the words of Tony Montana, “the world is yours.” Stop moping about not having friends and/or bf/gf and take charge. Improve yourself and pursue your dreams. Everything we else will come and take a place in your life. We all got one life- let’s make use of it. Btw, I’m not drugs-I’m actually in a good mood. For real, people, I want to make you feel better. I was in dark, lonely state of mind but have since ascended from that crap.",1.073961538461539,3.5795627615384653,2.2833653846153865,93.16350961538464,86.76923076923076,5.403846153846153,16.58653846153846,6.9077264865688965,-0.043423076923077016,509,11,106,7,16,162,95,130,0.16899999999999998,0.693,0.138,-0.6479,0,2,1,0,0,0,23.0,2,5,0,1,4,12,4,0,6,0,8,6,2,3,1,22,24,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,5,0,1,4,1,10,5,17,18,1,14,0,1,0,1,10,9,4,1,2,58,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.18181633469261674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478026918800895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604936728584339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564207900921898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744769739500615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420634346169283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394632548738034,0.17224499827218265,0.0,0.0,0.10588697473834904,0.3125439709580127,0.14901293797815154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505260132173867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051947071804412,0.3947988861143725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487331051745658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881248005711332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625170682284906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916719903363102,0.0,0.19465927464909727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206699239032056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124942915251986,0.1541214991694971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557674864033033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28017103267516524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660461227887894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609161365715398,0.0,0.0,0.1098932758156956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,discombobulateddude,2019/07/18,I feel like i just fucked up big time and now my anxiety is playing up. I just feel like i have no one to talk to about it. In my head i know it’s not that big of a deal (or i hope not) but i feel like an idiot because i may have messed up one of the few good things in my life.,-0.10791044776119564,0.2450558208955229,2.3165970149253745,102.32056716417914,80.34328358208955,5.957014925373135,17.877611940298507,5.6839178017228535,-0.8397438805970148,208,3,63,1,5,72,43,67,0.18,0.629,0.191,-0.0644,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,3,0,4,3,1,0,0,13,10,3,0,1,6,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,3,11,6,10,9,1,9,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,3,5,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767860664220407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087258929041138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382474822784738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35054379151682363,0.4952802080625363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136424241561884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383045162610935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23716883149026124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22952821120710476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700306715448734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632283316007697,0.3387021618334618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131901764353981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857443817746269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352840176720786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475260894207652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KChimy,2019/07/18,"I've been lonely my whole life My whole life I was lonely.. I never really had any real friends, just temporary relationships.
Maybe since I was young I changed schools every couple of years, no guys my age around my neighborhood, no girlfriends.. Even during college every person I knew that I could really be friends with lives far away from me that made it hard to hangout.
Now I have exactly 3 friends we're a group but everyone of them have other group of friends so we don't hang out much.
Sorry I feel so lonely as my friends are hanging out with their friends and I'm home watching Netflix.",3.3335335968379454,5.75770771304348,3.6733596837944655,87.34711462450593,76.21739130434783,6.616600790513835,26.976284584980235,7.686295010490155,1.6345652173913043,477,19,90,7,11,148,80,115,0.092,0.7509999999999999,0.157,0.8945,0,6,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,0,6,9,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,1,2,16,14,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,7,0,2,0,1,2,4,7,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,3,0,0,6,3,17,6,12,6,3,12,0,3,1,0,15,5,0,0,5,57,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935243077636575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242979987885183,0.0,0.0,0.1292128454097611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454872467103185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980556502033477,0.15217301388930618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908364828138527,0.0,0.2317479102175555,0.13141467288703407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953869928342225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6375265108399542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361751454588678,0.0,0.0,0.1231988015340504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795261117101792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942813332954305,0.0,0.0,0.1214404600429985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013308658154016,0.0,0.0,0.13816617610277201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109950059038593,0.0,0.1060706976747227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200848533138616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653789617433586,0.1762089563202232,0.0,0.0,0.14765447464025866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918649937187902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376525391006068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395224462668294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070920128106746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856404543293281
lonely,sadlysadd,2019/07/18,"I feel like I'm in a rut All I do is go to work, the gym, make dinner then sleep. Repeat for the entire week. I feel like I'm wasting my time and should do things every day to switch it up (go out to dinner, go to the beach, go see a movie) but also the other part of me just wants to lie in bed for 4 days straight.",-0.9243444227005853,0.4514388356164396,1.5702935420743669,102.3787671232877,85.30136986301369,4.171428571428572,13.16829745596869,3.1291,-1.6876442270058711,237,2,65,0,7,81,51,73,0.027000000000000003,0.888,0.085,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,0,4,3,1,1,1,10,15,4,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,12,14,2,15,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,8,37,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897754563233368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060885954486573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994257738900936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23998053315698825,0.3390663628034821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394713714246293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318738124743473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840521190024145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569818914092281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891040849067964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374797995340468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765716838719102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383764470551007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997065352261734,0.0,0.1903544988829623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727633548028589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FabianMty,2019/07/18,"I enjoy sadness For some reason, I like sadness. I like being sad and talking about sad break-up stories. I listen to sad songs, and I cry (but enjoy it). It's an addictive feeling. I look forward to listening sad songs at night especially when it's raining. For some reason, I think sadness is beautiful...",2.811781609195404,5.367484086206896,4.659310344827587,78.87505747126437,78.82758620689657,6.625287356321839,30.356321839080447,7.793537801064563,2.5040252873563213,239,12,40,4,6,81,36,58,0.336,0.485,0.179,-0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,9,7,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,6,7,4,6,6,2,4,0,7,1,0,3,2,0,2,5,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33680638742664104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33937239278166315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621685404480715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30187946533498483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594442597899634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899331953784584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6353140795579643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24832620356881074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796579134755526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sadgorl23,2019/07/18,"Turning 21 in less than a week and have come to realize that I have no good friends I turn 21 next Tuesday and I’m not even excited about it. I don’t have any cool plans to go out to a bar with friends or anything and it has me very down. My friends and family keep asking what I want to do for my birthday, but I really don’t know. I have friends, but I’m certainly not close enough with anyone besides my boyfriend. I’m starting to find that I have a lot of acquaintances and a tiny group of friends. I’m in college at a big ten university with a big party scene, but I’ve never really been much of a drinker. I have a job as a caregiver to people with cognitive disabilities, which means I’m alone with my client 75% of the time. I have no one to talk to at work besides the clients parents. I know that I’m not a loser but I most definitely feel like one. Would love to hear about what you all think.",2.770736607142858,3.693116505208337,4.13982142857143,89.80875000000003,74.05208333333334,7.985714285714287,27.255952380952376,8.418075326091056,1.5736014880952376,707,26,165,12,14,234,106,192,0.043,0.737,0.22,0.9878,2,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,3,12,0,0,12,1,13,2,0,0,3,36,34,11,0,2,8,1,1,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,8,13,1,1,7,1,0,2,8,1,0,3,1,3,17,11,29,32,6,17,0,1,0,1,12,9,0,3,7,105,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906964808476733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787836977368963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064026592565513,0.0,0.11844337786715325,0.0,0.1345565426312481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398426061091955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871973631857566,0.0,0.09506541204521583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568582824337114,0.0,0.07277610158039656,0.10282470722631297,0.0,0.0,0.13155080248197212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5560056797053279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179960018013528,0.12072293087158165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222128457839158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428298254070004,0.12793294895079568,0.0,0.0,0.15820199940662724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703176708063561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122365431953688,0.12990381699375636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567836211344576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580622876918433,0.0,0.11100886194630663,0.0,0.1530728052500858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950634469572481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981892071360185,0.0,0.0,0.09978399386182817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844124356176068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018754712415542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568670439883788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222550683565113,0.0,0.0,0.08392762725157002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31311232733162314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118758578397417,0.08489454011149121,0.0,0.115453184179148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047838613666054,0.0,0.0,0.10224482278711644,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PhdFisher,2019/07/18,"M24 Usually stuck at work with nobody to talk too I love fishing, video games, food, and travel. Im also a firefighter DM me for snapchat. Let's see if anyone wants to talk.",0.23714285714285666,2.651867000000003,1.9742857142857169,93.37571428571432,93.28571428571428,5.085714285714286,18.42857142857143,6.742157984588678,0.26739999999999986,135,4,28,2,5,44,32,35,0.057,0.8240000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.4939,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,5,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,1,13,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24191569724106216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21152076622661736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657941146919377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267607653092787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093351287715859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730254600736019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410598685291377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862892626843997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331700428783033,0.0,0.178427173335413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202295715396953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,YungTenes,2019/07/18,"Good memories ): In the winter of 2014 I changed school and city. I didn't like the amount of change but had no choice. Everything was different, the teachers, the kids,.. I felt alone and scared to talk to people. When they showed me my class I felt uneasy about everything but noticed a good energy coming from a girl in the front row. She was the pretty girl that everyone liked, to my surprise she came to me after the lesson and wanted to show me around the school, she also gave her number and said if there is anything I needed that I just had to call her. Me and her became good friends and this allowed me to feel better in the new school. 

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Only a few weeks later I started to notice that a girl (not the same girl) was trying to get my attention. Had no clue who she was but I liked the mysterious vibes she was giving me. I had so many mixed feelings and didn't understand what I was feeling. I didn't want it to end, but before I realized she came up to me and my heart started to race so fast. We clicked instantly and talked everyday. She was 13y at the time and I was 14y so everything felt so bizarre and fun. We were totally in love. I started to feel so many things when looking at her down the hallway. She made me forget about the bad things.

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Our love was like the love in books, pure joy and happiness. Sadly enough after a bit over a year we got separated. It felt like my world was ending.. but time heals so I got over it for a while. There is more about the ending but I don't feel comfortable talking about it.

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The actual reason why I am here is to talk to people or get some similar story's about what they have felt. I am 19 years old now turning 20 and got my diploma this year. I am still young but now that I feel like my school years are almost over I feel like life is almost over. Next year I am starting UNI and after that I go to the real world. Recently though I have not been able to stop thinking about 2014. For some reason I am so scared about my futhur and I have been feeling so alone. I still feel like there is so much more for me to understand as a younger person. Lately it's been pure loneliness and the thought of not finding that same type of love. Obviously this only so much of the story but I am so confused about life and the futher that I wanted to open myself to other peoples story's

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 *I apologize for not being* *word-perfect* *in English*",1.947096531864279,4.188682378323112,2.9736154584533203,91.51798422436458,80.02249488752555,5.955026918742957,21.22703559951588,7.127189543769624,0.5472891865948832,1909,55,397,24,49,608,210,489,0.124,0.7240000000000001,0.152,0.9735,3,2,0,0,0,1,65.0,4,0,2,2,33,27,0,3,29,0,38,8,1,4,4,84,83,44,0,5,15,0,14,8,1,0,3,1,0,6,21,25,0,1,24,3,0,5,10,5,0,0,35,17,66,22,57,47,13,59,0,1,2,4,39,18,0,7,44,280,87,7,0.05682504516243976,0.0,0.05545304696722938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380414873883248,0.11770721850267322,0.0,0.045442968086079734,0.0,0.2462796507690015,0.27619459873402225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04676217036105127,0.05058633780376009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744653912691507,0.0,0.0,0.0483539280708961,0.0,0.0,0.05025713460786437,0.06203823175972103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580247245317806,0.129985426602138,0.0,0.0,0.12022672609952445,0.04894974477407772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059370077600412324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099037034079846,0.05871546194486293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429876583652291,0.1532120594758105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25859205212126085,0.12178747085468357,0.27280477356507304,0.0,0.05193706180597666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04390288893188174,0.0,0.059377481460255635,0.054511761274032185,0.03229498269949417,0.14298645550874306,0.13634453904921062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049131723283833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733795211941616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410112606797998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027441982893584,0.22209477377973572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047718726183116435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051472874279607,0.05376923170481202,0.0,0.11522335350239862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354589313577937,0.04213505096041629,0.0,0.05488198271715348,0.06043408019633656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939138110260215,0.05962832589649725,0.0,0.0,0.08643601496127971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818599412555872,0.0496174375916733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781149990270089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467934198047094,0.0,0.11685122124979053,0.05610787667338077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054053630753886334,0.0,0.11378356683376292,0.23003991779504476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608842377715088,0.0,0.0907611089412553,0.047508282212887484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269527522846074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550407002425223,0.0364111944453334,0.05583031835558399,0.04511273843983764,0.06627028161825342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03858047557136714,0.06180933141424313,0.0,0.11831375211390585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055065176887967,0.0,0.04558162359542395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051275764688731136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27619459873402225,0.18296733001161186
lonely,lahooseherrr,2019/07/18,"Anyone else holding onto nostalgia? 26/f/obsessed with things that remind me of my childhood.

I didnt have a great childhood. But my God, I wish I could go back to a time when I was happy with being alone. I could keep myself entertained for hours. 

Now I just keep myself busy for hours by listening to the same music I did when I was younger, wishing i was still in the back of my moms car watching city lights turn into obstacle courses for the running man my fingers turned into. 

If I showed my old self what kind of obstacles, i would have cherished small moments like that more.",5.759436090225563,6.159725394736848,5.770200501253133,82.69973684210527,66.98245614035089,8.268671679197995,31.19799498746867,7.957251820313856,2.1065679197994984,461,17,88,5,7,145,78,114,0.092,0.746,0.162,0.8027,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,0,11,1,1,0,0,16,19,4,0,6,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,3,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,4,19,6,15,10,2,21,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,14,65,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565468190722633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858841907359435,0.1737754705248266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26082420483102275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27082395456946884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416792233930074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638771496669413,0.0,0.0,0.1869848442053152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805425907068226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340441118802753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014969410892671,0.0,0.1766125330972876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285810194523219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863373096443931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796690383558386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693002065082947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354429568842564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267485181896265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889525371200786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36895268061136405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900637720265216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047913209749428,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,foxesinthebox,2019/07/18,"Anyone been isolated so long theyve literally went crazy? Im constant getting negative or intrusive thoughts all the time, im incredibly paranoid doing most things and im literally having full blown convos with myself. Ive also been catching myself doing weird things like pouring water in the bin. I dont see myself as a normal person because im acting like the complete opposite to them.",6.703333333333332,8.277194888888893,7.88988888888889,64.14399999999999,65.3888888888889,9.648888888888887,35.23333333333333,9.888512548439397,4.072263333333333,320,15,45,7,5,109,54,72,0.16899999999999998,0.763,0.068,-0.7501,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,1,7,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,1,6,2,4,7,3,8,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,5,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187373559015196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404834246683087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081467443587522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600972828430906,0.19171586328628654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792176642650448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926887641751768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.766527694522098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733459352363085,0.0,0.0,0.15700118571233335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382293489130776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490650188622393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137182679394414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357250179237837,0.0,0.0,0.14084275289935955,0.10344848507675997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445971449526464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,usagi10,2019/07/18,"Hate birthdays Am I the only one who hate birthdays? 
I hate celebrating my birthday because I have no friends to celebrate with. My mum lives in another country so it make it worse. 

I remembered on my 18th birthday I invite 10 people and reserved a huge table in a buffet restaurant. ONLY 2 people came and I was crushed and hurt. 
Next year is my 25th birthday and I want to celebrate big time but again: I'm lonely.",3.544603174603175,5.597219086419757,4.801869488536156,81.24555555555557,74.18518518518519,7.097707231040566,31.32451499118166,7.957251820313856,2.4343107583774253,330,16,59,5,7,109,56,81,0.209,0.638,0.153,-0.705,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,11,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,2,0,11,1,6,9,0,10,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507026916311506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502998407880858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345852538713121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158463461866272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6074955893881354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195689334861588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111129857510105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690904854033498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181312846513159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898432253783533,0.311982889826248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28438769033021816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23234375879156405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959825992743735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097612677933114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901931665655266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320807683843048
lonely,MartinDewYT,2019/07/18,Hang out I have barely done anything this summer. Anyone live in stockholm that wanna hang?,4.353750000000002,7.6950968750000035,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,80.25,3.2,20.5,3.1291,0.0400999999999998,74,2,10,0,2,22,15,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041643011790483,0.0,0.4756603592475289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5915140869090357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104013374601729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nognig6969,2019/07/18,I'm stuck in the army and I'm loney (serious) I'm forced to see guys every single day and I haven't communicated with girl at all for the last year. Please help me out thanks,0.4247368421052649,2.437888578947369,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,84.26315789473685,5.905263157894738,14.76315789473684,7.1686216300943375,-0.5113368421052629,138,2,34,2,4,46,31,38,0.122,0.685,0.193,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,6,6,2,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,3,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25648985645237965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350875774907986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393795133370851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665764302693587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241864891983073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365658234354303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31692314129644644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36615766013921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25611200902780257
lonely,jade2319,2019/07/18,In need Just really need some friends to talk to about anything becasue i crave unhealthy amount of attention,4.295087719298248,7.688911842105267,3.6484210526315803,80.18561403508772,88.47368421052633,8.849122807017544,32.64912280701754,8.841846274778883,4.242880701754387,91,5,14,3,3,27,17,19,0.149,0.703,0.14800000000000002,-0.0094,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866500134729625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630082279318832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6967819455659101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30100066377752005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37765104828927626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JaneJeem,2019/07/18,"Am I the only one who fantasizes about cuddling and spooning I feel so pathetic being a grown woman hugging a teddy to bed. So desperate for minimal even nonsexual affection and attention. My heart feels heavy thinking about how lonely I am. I have a great job but thats it. Money and time but no one to share it with. All my friends are in serious relationships, some with kids. I see my family once or twice a month. I had one relationship that ended terribly and I couldn’t get over him. 

The only human contact I have is at work or when grocery shopping. I’m sick of being so lonely and I’m sick of myself. If I don’t enjoy my own company how would I expect people to do so?

I woke up at 1 am and I cant go back to sleep. All I want right now is to be hugged and cuddled. I’m so lonely I can’t take it anymore. Life sucks.",0.5813611615244979,2.730608206896552,3.4436479128856625,86.68456442831217,84.74712643678161,6.651663641863277,21.801572897761645,7.85451343220497,1.1859126436781606,644,22,136,13,19,228,109,174,0.185,0.691,0.124,-0.9065,1,6,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,1,13,12,1,0,6,0,18,9,2,3,2,28,31,20,0,5,5,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,6,9,0,0,4,1,2,2,5,6,0,4,2,3,20,6,17,24,4,14,0,3,1,4,10,6,1,4,6,99,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861730880946343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434919430589266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626892615415445,0.0,0.0,0.12399081267292315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769707378335706,0.0,0.18983913884113204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503612742904848,0.0,0.09807873897373254,0.0,0.10668863348355496,0.0,0.0,0.20696784353995468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224554247342603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862884275694563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259595515077474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984057064988926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999213540915905,0.38162263420539183,0.28554715157433674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014510981968322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030935090905397,0.0,0.16031640958130874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959278637222728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786090706039127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114608851396418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028681405478728,0.0,0.0,0.1094641519429046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072526582971452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666627900032494,0.0,0.0,0.13335469121980809,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cookiecookiemycookie,2019/07/18,"do you ever feel separated from the people around you i constnantly feel like im being left out when im around any group of peolple

not because of abnything specific like inside jokes but i just feel like something is missing in me that everyoe else ha s that owuld make them not nlike me or enjoy being with my as much as other people

i feel constantly confused wehn im around people i get confused so easily when people speak like i understand the language bt i dont know what any of i t means",1.9554545454545469,4.4639992,4.003454545454549,82.5517272727273,82.0,7.236363636363637,23.09090909090909,8.296473431620573,1.7498,400,14,75,9,11,136,65,100,0.081,0.705,0.214,0.9242,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,1,0,8,10,0,2,2,1,5,0,0,1,1,21,15,7,0,0,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,5,13,7,12,13,1,10,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,3,8,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805485123215727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889012875026787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887693463024071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157364809829784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066698953502862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164784661486998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317227337233039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29452186433199656,0.2080636624801221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608107903936671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718877306631869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002961616942414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582178855290146,0.0,0.0,0.28457269696554083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972032975238132,0.0,0.0,0.15862420283061776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704835474256827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038216841034313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210633234058884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515968293813073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheOnlyGodofRandom,2019/07/18,Attention And teen women out there who want to leave this subreddit with me? Message me if interested!,4.788333333333334,8.024366722222227,5.6200000000000045,70.80000000000003,76.22222222222223,10.266666666666667,31.222222222222207,10.125756701596842,4.375355555555556,83,4,13,3,2,27,17,18,0.059000000000000004,0.732,0.209,0.4753,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8736058342058945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866342018820944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,realnigga27,2019/07/18,"Surprise family visit This would be good news for most people but not for me.

Wish I killed myself in June now my sister and niece are coming and I'll be stuck pretending to be happy for people.


I just need a way to kill myself where my family won't have to find me and I I'd prefer closed casket.

So fucking tired of being alive and now I gotta put in effort into faking like Im when I'd rather be in bed alone and isolated",1.5217391304347814,3.1006274782608725,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,78.56521739130434,6.339130434782609,15.847826086956525,7.1686216300943375,-0.10611304347826113,336,4,72,4,8,116,65,92,0.27699999999999997,0.578,0.145,-0.9598,0,1,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,3,0,1,0,9,2,0,0,0,19,15,8,3,5,4,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,0,10,4,11,6,1,14,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,1,5,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854489533110505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817682379078929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978468522914823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928612345203709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19507728414938216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698693617624514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462630178948767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22792927540808575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669072441938787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308985231898812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646279674352892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925784393326308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212544015290166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425273652091212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749158137479936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426534986269705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498969399958024,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,normhiscock42,2019/07/18,"Calling the suicide prevention hotline makes me feel worse. I have a headache and a void in my heart. It’s my own fault, I should’ve appreciated the people I had while I had them. Why am I so fucking stupid? Why did I intentionally push them away? Why don’t the thoughts just stop? I feel sick to my stomach and my inadequacy makes my bones ache. I’m tired. I’m sorry for being such a burden, I never deserved to be loved in the first place. I hope things will get easier for you all.",0.7262121212121215,3.122591646464649,2.6456818181818207,90.78852272727276,87.08080808080808,5.3202020202020215,20.37121212121212,6.816661863887847,0.31227878787878804,379,12,83,5,12,126,69,99,0.29,0.595,0.115,-0.9572,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,1,2,1,4,6,2,0,7,0,9,7,3,3,2,14,20,4,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,2,18,2,7,13,2,9,0,0,0,2,5,4,1,1,4,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475003092204045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079172773144274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988544838889557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726213516752814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817907848625752,0.10273643853506266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23301969732832134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953081829521726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747554432385973,0.0,0.2625178487884855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166111862317244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632562179668514,0.0,0.2054472563744337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012271198811145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440009227194027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509256761144416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306390749224657,0.0,0.0,0.15611042994388347,0.0,0.2260090930846507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5323118445980127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003932608871785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mikeyoungstrong,2019/07/18,"I'm just flat-out lonely and looking for someone else to talk to Middle-aged guy really good looking, great personality. Just don't mix well with people. Had this problem all my life. Anyone else out there can relate in might want to talk with me. I don't do very well with men. For some reason I relate better with women.",1.9078348214285723,4.390618578125004,3.2788392857142874,87.83937500000002,81.96875,4.9071428571428575,16.955357142857142,6.1826913282559595,-0.23193928571428524,255,5,49,2,7,83,46,64,0.132,0.7,0.168,0.5429,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,14,10,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,4,5,11,8,2,2,0,1,2,0,6,2,0,2,0,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437887288428864,0.2107031547096748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187245001334826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34357276358470323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248162663874025,0.0,0.22671955045190495,0.0,0.20361658132848293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525007764175304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453727201184855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181522400824866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256533907469654,0.17955748986871056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677033648803807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317386706820931,0.211432844924128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742386614500125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305723413294602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967507855719832,0.1212921875360525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697912944049052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonely-new-englander,2019/07/18,I don't have diagnosable depression. I don't struggle to get out of bed. But I have no friends. This might be my last post. I just don't think Reddit has worked for me. Maybe it doesn't work for anyone. Maybe nobody lives in New Hampshire. But I have no friends. I spend most every day alone. I have long dreamed of meeting somebody wild and kind who wants to go on all manner of adventures. But I haven't.,0.3882694414019737,2.8056121204819315,1.427426067907998,98.26792990142393,90.44578313253011,4.463964950711938,19.59364731653889,6.1124844417494595,-0.1485807228915661,318,10,71,3,11,99,57,83,0.079,0.721,0.2,0.8833,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,1,0,0,12,1,0,0,1,11,16,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,7,2,0,0,0,0,10,4,10,14,2,9,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,44,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22213502434174245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996834170053466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832087772437798,0.0,0.18473000253061947,0.2176911448026624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807073717227805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314110867834289,0.0,0.11205615473128944,0.0,0.1218930641523122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334633448223964,0.0,0.17482858914001476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938842930298147,0.18980670759540397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309449266848648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275277759717531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714465470987412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054110987194015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421947797596053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742915119929308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650496580916087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122857790884009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vintolex,2019/05/03,"The more you isolate yourself, the more you realize how little you meant to others. It’s so hard to stay happy being alone and overthinking. It’s been 2 months now, and no friend has checked up on me. I haven’t talked to my friends at all and I’m just overall tired of it all. One day we will all be happy and not lonely.",1.6221078431372575,3.292121308823532,2.885882352941177,94.55813725490198,78.55882352941177,5.7098039215686285,21.62745098039216,6.42735559955562,0.18316862745098075,251,7,57,2,6,81,52,68,0.14,0.659,0.2,0.7759999999999999,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,3,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,3,13,8,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,7,4,7,3,5,8,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727845397438851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985973769254134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069768873329815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5607505245563642,0.2359387284401193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639781694437716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022916882940693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784746032566973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807303939054879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116966452887775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30271910763980764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KGelrr,2019/05/03,"I feel like giving up. I have suffered from depression since I was 14, since then I dropped out school and lost all my friends. I was at home, doing nothing for years. The only reason I didn’t want to give up was because of my family, how much I would hurt them. A year ago I met this amazing Korean girl, we talked and she became my first girlfriend at the age of 17. I flew to Korea and we traveled the country together for a couple of weeks. It was the best time of my life. Her interest started to fade away after some months and she left me by text just to ghost me after I asked for the reason. Apparently she got flowers from some guy 2 days after the breakup. It has been a week since then. I feel like life is crashing down all over again, I don’t want to spend more years here alone. I tried getting a job and go to school but I am too depressed, it even makes me so stressed I get physically extremely sick. Yesterday I attempted suicide for the first time, but failed. I don’t know what to do anymore.",2.3548435814455217,4.162842844660194,3.3655663430420724,91.31694714131606,76.86407766990291,6.519525350593313,24.06580366774541,7.3871296695380915,0.9004043149946059,790,26,171,10,18,253,128,206,0.168,0.753,0.079,-0.9747,3,1,0,0,0,1,21.0,2,0,1,6,7,13,0,1,11,0,15,3,0,4,2,25,32,11,2,3,3,0,2,2,2,1,3,0,1,2,5,8,0,0,5,1,1,3,3,7,0,2,10,2,31,6,29,21,7,35,0,6,0,0,16,9,0,2,24,116,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967836917563673,0.0,0.0,0.12814601814865276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270600611622268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566999302392432,0.0,0.11624754902131496,0.0,0.0,0.07542410229167755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298460420688706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369038800726079,0.0,0.07979502448896296,0.0,0.21313536059465105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172189425393983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664077048536865,0.0,0.1251222868468376,0.17678416723517387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104877943484816,0.0,0.0,0.09559278476562476,0.0,0.12928668120136413,0.2373844268311721,0.07031809079790326,0.0,0.09895745278115936,0.0,0.0,0.12251124760091832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411036131017553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245454537446014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278202594512383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799826976041007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443201374785538,0.0,0.17478702480830027,0.12089556304846585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506491308157642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259012554343492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875937584103232,0.0,0.0909551145138974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872139481676455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410154519685483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25442821450458153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25044088081997196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070499350639578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875760837591779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173124974667772,0.0,0.0,0.1353395378216898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944875239137413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429484986557845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840039274675374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595724102954186,0.0,0.1984960188103196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789359259125043,0.0,0.0,0.2390324239128569
lonely,ILOVEG15,2019/05/03,"So lonely and touch starved it hurts. Been sober for 1 week but this week, i've just felt so lonely and sad crying every single day. I want my drugs to escape  from this paiin. save me",0.09447368421052717,2.4329405526315817,1.3476842105263138,98.93678947368423,90.84210526315788,3.04,10.23157894736842,3.1291,-1.9305957894736845,143,1,31,0,5,45,32,38,0.355,0.496,0.149,-0.8964,0,4,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,1,3,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731234554758672,0.21906604241920904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939219359527245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28619576025369264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261468780208452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636353675113164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003525618266521,0.0,0.5449429654947991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,notmymain34,2019/05/03,"I feel alone, even though I'm technically not. I try to explain things going on in my head to the ones I love, but I just walk away feeling stupid and more alone because they immediately go on this schpeel about how they don't feel that way heres why and here's how.... It seems like nobody is truly with me. I post on reddit (with other accounts) and other huge social media sites trying to find a place where I'm not alone with the demons in my heart and mind and 90% of the time my view points and thoughts and opinions get bashed or ignored. I just walk around each day with this mask I've worn since I was little, and that's what people see, thats who they know, even my best friend and older sister, that's who they're friends with, that's who theyre convinced I am, and nobody knows me better than them. I opened up to my long lost cousin a while ago because he let on to having similar things living behind the scenes, I was hopeful, finally someone who kind of understood, but then he magically found a therapist who actually analyzed him correctly and gave him things that worked for him....once again here i am.  I'm so tired. I sound like a dramatic high schooler but its so taxing to live this way. I'm scared to open up anymore because people don't like what they see underneath this picture I've painted out of what everyone wants, even if once in a blue moon they get part of me.",8.740238095238098,6.030584357142861,8.133571428571429,78.30809523809525,62.57142857142857,11.190476190476188,34.404761904761905,9.075114841892004,2.662940476190476,1100,31,231,13,12,347,161,280,0.096,0.748,0.156,0.9649,0,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,6,4,17,15,1,1,9,0,9,4,2,2,1,49,35,23,0,3,9,2,3,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,25,21,0,1,11,0,2,4,4,4,0,1,8,8,28,11,33,26,4,38,1,1,4,1,23,22,0,5,12,144,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.10568375470289204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600012308963267,0.0,0.0,0.3364938850253164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074030529404634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964086629708479,0.0,0.0,0.10175004514375392,0.0,0.0,0.19805335796881546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365263830055335,0.09578125957815403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984360025096285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145904967350357,0.0,0.0,0.10348389787720942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427699046998076,0.0,0.0,0.11863575912899,0.09898290536019623,0.0,0.0,0.11874376140086175,0.16734236974813166,0.0,0.11316303663583355,0.0,0.1230971142763163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114554818362044,0.0,0.0,0.128334293662692,0.0,0.11442335558591638,0.0,0.10756488826090546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277626602528512,0.11903609282205607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074259660734567,0.0,0.15872759169664855,0.10854359009422462,0.19125919334827815,0.09584080168042763,0.0,0.0,0.1182206516962154,0.0,0.09774366237851984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935065493814232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23066882541598746,0.07338589482207425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727676732949772,0.0,0.15016114587733176,0.0,0.11314892618112768,0.0,0.10237712733683556,0.0,0.10372006671802994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842573333784418,0.0,0.17259983296920792,0.09859092519386632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958567303761926,0.0,0.0,0.11039672517376994,0.09176100316275992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574295432783558,0.2158462172573312,0.0,0.1064027676164088,0.08597694525368549,0.06314975073212828,0.1244732426267683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705520217905538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387728596794147,0.17192468345524606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977225893605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788426283780974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blackdogtattoo,2019/05/03,"Is loneliness why I'm unhappy? There's one person I feel ok with. Maybe two.
I watch groups of people and I want to understand how to do that. What they do.
I want to sleep with random people, groups of people, but I can't stand people.
I want to enjoy being alive, but people make it worse.
But all the time.
All the time.
I want to be with people.
This isn't making sense. It's becoming a stream of consciousness at this point.
I hate people. I want to he with people.
There are things I desperately want to say. I want someone who will listen to me despair and say nothing and run away into the night with me. I'd do the same for them.
What is loneliness? Amd what does it mean when you're lonely and can't stand most humans?",-0.1175714285714271,2.2044155666666683,1.7490476190476194,95.24500000000002,93.33333333333334,4.723809523809524,13.809523809523812,6.42735559955562,-0.5944476190476187,565,10,123,7,21,185,83,150,0.17,0.71,0.12,-0.9324,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,0,4,5,1,0,5,1,12,1,1,3,2,32,27,9,0,7,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,11,10,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,0,5,15,2,20,24,4,11,0,2,1,0,11,4,0,2,4,80,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125034724328038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224789038719129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478882111379784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054618728529702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822245419514588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986016033067382,0.0,0.12029898834771632,0.13043636966439162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123716749703185,0.0,0.1148976411236236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811416641968801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6641235514665781,0.10455588174341633,0.0,0.0,0.11319682764579456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904505422311128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983052316712038,0.0,0.10145874112530262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955262302710248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396474317154944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697253291390672,0.12465777431357508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943969832717508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805037602340672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202941233310916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MyangZhuang,2019/05/03,"Why are must lonely people male? at least on this sub, idk in general.",0.23714285714285666,2.6518669999999998,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,93.28571428571428,5.6571428571428575,14.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,0.034685714285714216,54,1,11,1,2,18,14,14,0.245,0.755,0.0,-0.4404,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6092485237234183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7929793416860463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,seb_kai,2019/05/03,21st Birthday Tomorrow will be my 21st birthday and I am spending the whole day alone— don’t think my life will ever be a happy one.,3.6366666666666654,4.873632851851851,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,72.33333333333334,6.881481481481483,28.314814814814817,7.1686216300943375,1.4770148148148152,105,4,21,1,2,34,22,27,0.0,0.861,0.139,0.5719,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288922244593984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052406760784609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769031861609686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164348896246249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035756658784127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870596217316211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5001748007904745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,scynthea,2019/05/03,"Wanna Hangout Looking to hang out with someone in the near future in the St.Louis area. (Missouri)

I'm 21 female, so I'd hope you could be within like 10 years of my age so we can connect easier.

Must have own ride.

Just thought I'd put this out there cause I'm lonely~

I'm nerdy and I like cosplay and anime and to read webnovels.

Animal lover, Star trek lover, video game player.

So if we have any of these things in common it'd be easier to connect, but even if not I am chill to talk about the weather or airplanes or other random stuff ect.

PS: yes I am single~",0.7510039113428988,2.9641070338983084,2.5500000000000007,92.94734680573666,84.59322033898306,4.986701434159062,20.09387222946545,6.297961479604792,0.12257679269882706,442,13,94,4,13,146,84,118,0.009000000000000001,0.84,0.151,0.9279,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,1,10,2,0,1,1,22,16,11,0,6,7,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,1,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,7,5,16,10,2,15,0,1,1,2,7,8,0,6,6,58,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013229401223638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041230700549723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363704123590581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553705584940667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940426796617857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28926841062073955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486059414171737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29761022809202603,0.0,0.0,0.2961283327881057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508406943442903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389043806209996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23795234346967484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668128123513065,0.0,0.0,0.2350292161342457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064534602860936
lonely,TsooSided,2019/05/03,"I just want to talk It might be weird since I'm just 14, but I feel really depressed, school holidays shouldn't be this lonely, boring and depressing... Right? I'm mostly just on my phone all day and the thought of me being on my pho ne all the time makes me even more depressed and makes me think of all the other things I could be doing right now, it makes me want to cry...",5.891923076923074,4.618266782051286,5.932948717948723,87.25788461538464,67.07692307692308,9.338461538461539,25.91025641025641,8.07648339933343,1.1521948717948711,291,5,67,3,4,92,50,78,0.203,0.725,0.07200000000000001,-0.9259,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,3,3,22,18,4,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,9,0,6,10,5,7,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414374995455389,0.0,0.2258266467249312,0.1325860088525879,0.0,0.5312129481928526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578766175454732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395049527070116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41169089877099385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180943340983716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170370217858854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511387646979119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806408077510868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006292338526874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524229736611384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365822512453869,0.13173125385902446,0.0,0.1632123771335293,0.11987889197469101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24251998386088405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yanuarazar,2019/05/03,"I started really think I am really really a failure despite how hard I tried 4 years ago, I was dropped out in my college years twice. From now on I entered my lowest point of life and I had such deep depression for the first time of my life. At the same year, I decided to work as operator at i-cafe (basically I did everything from cashier, mopping floor to cleaning toilets). In the next 2 year I open my business and try not to become a burden in my familly. And yes it didn't run smooth as I expected. A year later I finally got my first professional job as an art teacher, yet something really missing. I feel so lost and lonely. No friends, no people to hang out, alone at weekend. 

From there, I thought if I push myself a little harder I will get a decent job with great workplace and healthy people. So I can really change my self-destruct lifestyle.
Finally, I got the job I wanted as an artist at multinational edtech company and feel really proud of myself.

I thought I can finally leave my depression, but it's not that easy. The time and strength which allow me to get this point obliterated my social life even worse. Now I am in my first month in my new workplace and people started really think I am a freak and socially awkward. There was a time when I have a lunch and sit down next to a group of my colleagues. They glanced at me with very flat and odd face. I tried to smile at them but they don't respond at all. They always have so much things to talk about, meanwhile I just sit there and blank-gazing at my computer. There was also a time when we went to cinema. The same things happened, I just froze in front of them after the show.

At first, I think because it's my flat and serious looking impression, I also decline politely when they try to reach me. Is that considered as rude behaviour? I just can't accept every invitation because the same thing could happen and makes me even more sad. I don't know, after everything that I've been through, I'm still looks like a total failure. I'm losing hopes in myself.",4.842728026533997,5.7167681318408015,5.685820895522388,80.81680762852406,69.17412935323382,9.040132669983416,30.063018242122716,9.250403328903447,2.5204918739635165,1607,61,314,31,27,527,204,402,0.154,0.763,0.083,-0.9816,4,3,1,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,6,9,25,20,1,1,21,1,20,5,1,3,2,50,46,31,0,5,8,0,5,1,1,1,3,0,2,0,11,20,1,0,10,5,0,6,8,12,0,5,13,8,58,8,50,31,7,69,0,7,3,0,13,26,0,2,35,216,69,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135496615161227,0.0,0.0,0.08336971871653404,0.0,0.12874545895058626,0.06697923210480777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813939259837012,0.08890165601631449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515423662737813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426961316659087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386624049505039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633387498673416,0.0,0.0678214648733416,0.0,0.14468947008195154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140252822752267,0.0,0.0,0.2645387413446169,0.0,0.27387988267790064,0.0,0.0,0.06219111364034297,0.0,0.08411181557782375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876022403910628,0.08874727218421355,0.0,0.0,0.14236493134504036,0.0,0.07210872523368653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995082416501341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396399774501797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04423857022666287,0.0,0.0,0.08523378344388485,0.0,0.0,0.1705704005176034,0.03932634517654564,0.08067827360925846,0.0,0.0,0.13519295859692326,0.09005458410926323,0.08787103941865655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373179467294897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425124637845718,0.0,0.059173920675844975,0.0,0.0,0.07774366805942075,0.17121710396194992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674176522361371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521897310277116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609751937419814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397502357472532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411134349626466,0.0,0.061969856829046335,0.0,0.0,0.11395115626345426,0.0,0.06428431679116868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469974356878813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043416436008395,0.15473601760311062,0.0,0.12780987817417233,0.18775177284998232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860636499617525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664177409913657,0.04747870556211346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462072290371469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058602144436529724,0.0,0.0820324377753689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591843564298804
lonely,IronLanternGamer,2019/05/03,"I've been single for 15 years I've had a couple of romantic encounters since my last girlfriend, but I've been out of the dating game so long that I don't even know how to tell if anyone is into me or how to approach someone I'm into. I've always wanted a family, but I'm starting to feel like it's too late for me. But all of that aside I guess what I miss most is being touched. I miss hugs and holding hands, and cuddles while watching TV. I miss all the most innocent thing about a relationship because those are the things I enjoyed most. I know it's all my fault, too. 

I got my head caught up in a girl that had no interest in me. We were very close friends and we had a real connection between us and for some dumb reason I always thought she'd finally see it and she'd be mine, but I was naive and let my heart linger on her even after she moved to a different state. I don't know why I'm writing all of this down other than to get it off my chest. Not that this is going to help much, I'm still going to be the same sad sack sitting in his room feeling sorry for himself and doing nothing to help my situation. I think I need a therapist.",3.9825609756097538,3.882841727642276,5.3401463414634165,85.98656097560978,70.7479674796748,8.348617886178863,27.78211382113821,8.021203637495839,1.5234621138211382,899,28,202,11,15,303,144,246,0.098,0.764,0.138,0.9195,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,0,0,9,11,1,0,11,0,20,6,4,3,4,45,44,17,0,3,7,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,15,13,0,1,8,2,0,5,4,6,0,0,10,6,32,5,30,28,11,29,0,4,2,2,18,12,1,7,11,141,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420583079583926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170462877681356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866724270313296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094178376105067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196818779837015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214163143638494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712082996641506,0.0,0.14709155082172895,0.1039121725419728,0.0,0.15933744960209464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123771896509169,0.0,0.07599356964192094,0.0,0.16532941152119227,0.0,0.11633263395166787,0.0,0.16023368029213245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927748861074425,0.0,0.0,0.17236336833708335,0.19498913605811494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23981269534730665,0.11856420199381235,0.16407814101152746,0.0,0.0,0.1487362919517592,0.0,0.07106134448306879,0.0,0.0,0.1287219723605902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459429402727026,0.1069252264018643,0.10785209647767023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956677518764546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555818664948066,0.0,0.1495506579499042,0.0,0.15616286962805578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159077894766924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032082710560485,0.1634960848522885,0.0,0.0,0.12324247195136888,0.0,0.0,0.16282354033061042,0.10295289751856616,0.0,0.1161595352898547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271329696440631,0.0,0.0,0.1688829893712382,0.19326598779630294,0.09320087591384536,0.0,0.1154740129104427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749629258684227,0.0,0.0,0.12001455897278605,0.0857923775121555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124936588710154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366743212064753
lonely,indianThanos,2019/05/03,"I need help Alright, I have been feeling excessively lonely recently and i searched up I have no friends and this sub popped up. I just finished School I had 100 friends to talk to in school but 0 the minute i left school. These days after school finished they hang out almost daily and not once was I invited. I have this girl I've been chasing for 3 years who recently said let's do it to my 8-9th proposal but she replies only when it's comfortable to her, if at all (Surprise- Rarely). People tell me I'm enough to myself (Not my first sub posting this) but I feel lonely because even if I had a good/bad day with myself at the end I have nobody to tell about that. Many people will be like why is that a problem, Because I am a social being and I thrive off social interactions and that's why past 3 years have been very difficult with 0 friends, minimal interactions. I just bought tinder gold (Yes, I'm that desperate because I never buy subs) and I cannot go to therapy because its a taboo here",3.3261138613861405,4.880214123762375,4.346621287128716,86.38597153465349,73.60396039603961,7.426237623762375,26.981435643564357,8.07648339933343,1.6249594059405936,791,29,162,12,16,257,121,202,0.08800000000000001,0.805,0.107,0.4138,0,4,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,6,11,0,0,6,2,19,0,0,0,2,26,27,12,0,4,9,0,2,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,12,9,0,1,2,0,2,2,5,4,0,1,8,3,25,7,19,15,2,25,0,2,0,0,17,8,0,3,15,104,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218622727860964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188228948751003,0.2975310419369815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738667121138405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807423051966504,0.126080127261926,0.0,0.08059360207036065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339478775336135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103790848788185,0.0,0.0,0.2828189529818801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934724506634263,0.10234527618524686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178798484238994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257598004086374,0.124774557573691,0.0,0.059613210078830976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370996149847475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047689333119197,0.09410998020740684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994819301272229,0.0,0.09280233353665499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648268146351315,0.16918774812581688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686221772587067,0.0,0.0,0.1167574473025581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409616818826788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606974413007075,0.0,0.0,0.4939663446428829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487697229997551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807571459025292,0.2133031532816808,0.0,0.13954144408209973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067995713573327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020962531057495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571548174094345
lonely,FrighteningEpiphany,2019/05/03,"Am I the friend no one wants? It seems as though I might be the friend no one wants to hang out with, but the friend people want when things get tough. Over the last couple of years I have noticed that the people who I would consider my friends and whose lives I make an effort to be apart of have been leaving me out of hangouts and friend activities. Some of those years I was not able to hang out as much as I would have liked due to finishing college, but still made efforts to try and join up when I could. Now that I am done with school and have a lot more free time, it appears no one wants to hang out or invite me to do things anymore. Usually what ends up happening is these people won't invite me to anything, but I get to see all the fun on snap stories or posted on Facebook & IG. When I confront them on it and say, ""Hey you should of told me..."" that is usually followed by a BS excuse. Now I have considered the thought that maybe they don't think of me because I don't reciprocate inviting them to do anything. I invite them to do things or join me each weekend, but that is usually followed up with a maybe and by the end of the weekend I see snaps of everyone hanging out together doing other things. The only time these people contact me is when they have issues or questions. Other than that, no one talks to me which leaves me feeling lonely, used, and left out. If someone were to ask me, ""Do you have any friends?"" I would most likely say no to be honest. I am used to being the lone wolf, but its nice to be included on things and have people other than your parents/siblings who care about you. My life is pretty busy and making new friends is not that easy for me which is why I keep holding on to these people even though they treat me this way. Sounds like I need to cut the ties and move forward with finding some people who will appreciate me and want to include me in their lives...",7.539302325581398,5.56758335658915,7.156240310077517,82.0497093023256,64.27131782945736,9.943669250645996,33.38630490956072,7.984000788550335,2.2160273901808782,1497,46,319,13,18,471,184,387,0.068,0.7490000000000001,0.183,0.9944,3,2,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,4,7,2,11,21,2,0,16,0,42,1,0,5,1,65,69,30,0,12,12,0,1,3,7,7,1,3,0,0,31,22,0,2,6,3,1,9,10,5,0,4,7,6,46,17,56,49,8,51,0,2,2,0,31,19,0,13,26,241,77,2,0.07721359388137072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836608967109664,0.0,0.05250789160628764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765751372187185,0.0,0.0,0.12708041747958942,0.0,0.07218428721007973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047068690159415824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872440497833134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616487717869576,0.08543537300370939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901631452784227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677665194006414,0.0,0.0,0.05099885053989797,0.0,0.0,0.07378089786952173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03904151307533157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057182596537605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175852176730217,0.0,0.08068183185890765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827972606748636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059093129066908,0.0,0.06863098999209953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293938457441126,0.0,0.16351609431508102,0.08389279567603587,0.0,0.05453824483566837,0.11316798528348375,0.0,0.13636203603173505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564423633369444,0.0,0.0730613694771488,0.1030813469783952,0.0,0.1551428665324747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191142114507284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206583067374558,0.0567608758127866,0.057252901493140836,0.0,0.07457337011898565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790818840219501,0.0,0.0,0.2092877180701316,0.058724417524578965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747112872943885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394927912962093,0.07855398376542877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649689630823812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228066979623934,0.0,0.0781442792449858,0.12305847489150495,0.07029235592982347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542282752810255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166287581452797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620613619628928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564864041276937,0.04947535321090957,0.1517239279072353,0.06129896869967698,0.09004773505500183,0.0,0.0,0.07378089786952173,0.0,0.05242296181203401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337550782966606,0.2551195950178592,0.0,0.22771289103233824,0.06128855682607101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967325867167741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455096518127127,0.0,0.0,0.09944604582497277
lonely,FallenYear,2019/05/03,"I need someone to talk with Title says all really. I feel incredibly lonely but as always I'm totally alone. I don't have friends, I don't get along with my family and I feel like the meds for my mental illnesses don't work anymore. But I don't want to vent, I just want to talk with someone. I don't care about what, I just want to pretend there is someone out there who wants to talk with me.

So PM me if you want I guess? I'm really open minded, any gender/sexuality/age is perfectly fine with me.",1.832568134171908,3.3759528018867933,4.142955974842767,86.33715932914049,77.58490566037736,7.729979035639412,22.155136268343817,8.515128840125781,1.2166972746331235,391,11,87,8,9,136,62,106,0.212,0.684,0.10400000000000001,-0.7732,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,6,6,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,3,27,21,6,0,7,5,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,3,16,5,15,21,2,2,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,2,1,53,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121913925537094,0.0,0.0,0.13755745665837918,0.0,0.0,0.11242161257964717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395060144835885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855227445425394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584668656205186,0.0,0.1671790553080434,0.11810290083641685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772393994800285,0.0,0.08637160401972989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211593494065306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807658113143228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836305455557116,0.0,0.1666012215227866,0.0,0.16692361301701966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258087906069795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118133295416267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146716234613293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202191067989116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39862798775501257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875429127297779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035315559906787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawaaay1099,2019/05/03,"I just saw a meme that made me sad It was that “I’m alone, nobody care me” monkey. Someone on tumblr responded “I’m sad, he needs a friend” or smth like that so another person replied with a photoshopped version of the meme where there were two monkeys and they edited out some parts so it said “I Care.” 
It just made me realize that I don’t fucking have anyone who cares. Family members, sure. I’m 19 so I live with my younger sis and our mom but I need friends. 
I had a falling out with my best friend 3 years ago and we haven’t talked in 2 years (we got together after I graduated and he said we could talk again but he lied lol). it really fucked me up.
I don’t know how to meet people irl because I’m not in college and I have a babysitting job. I babysit my niece every day from 8am to 7pm. My oldest brother keeps telling me I don’t need friends because I have family but I can’t talk about certain things with family, you know? Its been way too long since I’ve been to a house that DOESN’T belong to a family member. 

It’s 4:30am now and I have work soon so goodnight lmao",0.5239473684210516,2.669163289473687,2.302764912280704,94.7966210526316,84.96491228070175,5.577824561403509,20.523508771929823,6.918507183188421,0.32310961403508776,842,26,191,11,25,277,137,228,0.076,0.7559999999999999,0.168,0.9691,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,4,1,1,2,14,15,2,0,8,1,16,2,0,3,2,36,37,15,0,4,7,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,13,15,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,11,3,29,11,18,25,4,19,0,2,1,2,26,7,2,2,11,112,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878185694609064,0.0,0.0,0.11541475067613638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685103253763092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791908915746924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586148187401778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694587774297822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34085124157210483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889730887169556,0.0,0.0,0.07186741335892753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389017474632164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202101833121312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443826840523064,0.20604275454311444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912606029657676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285829198637759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058366944752668,0.09905000512259048,0.0,0.0,0.12248532516558573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444231302959335,0.0,0.0984005940248352,0.09861791898282524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088808486685456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305132449998669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478865678681705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067502082915015,0.0,0.07725613443779797,0.09730217503528342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713891645678341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120035252199268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218153949822416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944199027660664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502771364473068,0.0,0.0,0.26870564832506905,0.09740053442688493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403355144854352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885740411850227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845321724598952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811272005393926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352308409828887
lonely,TheSuicidealist,2019/05/03,"Dreams The world is a mind full of dreams, connects inspiration to faces to chasing the gleam, the thing we can never catch, the life that will never hatch. Make a promise, keep yourself honest, bring yourself homage, keep going on it, it's still far away, like the myth of a yesterday, all we have is today, can't slow down, fade away, give up, no way. But that's all I ever wanted. Not to be a face for homage, turned dishonest, meaning something, gleaning nothing. I just wanted to be free, I wanted to live for me, I wanted a kind state of mind that leaves my heart upon my sleeve. Life's a roller coaster, I would ride it, but if I can't slow down I prefer not to try it. 

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I'm only 14 so don't kill me over my poetry skills pls",3.993046357615897,4.552055754966887,4.6778079470198675,88.4197582781457,70.9205298013245,7.099602649006624,24.37152317880795,6.742157984588678,0.7011769536423844,573,14,123,4,10,184,95,151,0.037000000000000005,0.818,0.145,0.9286,0,0,1,0,0,1,30.0,2,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,11,0,11,5,3,1,5,26,24,4,1,7,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,3,3,1,4,8,1,0,0,0,0,14,7,19,20,3,26,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,1,10,78,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873874257248572,0.18923499830444448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926362054778944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087116934701652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939514530040038,0.0885077553926551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454665389620892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768487407631075,0.1722976372099843,0.1621739750138623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649008152543147,0.0,0.0,0.22000038769545574,0.07608422527499838,0.0,0.13751680533686433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395428184271717,0.0,0.0,0.1696410050707455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144957889936122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24022477317552285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494318752554975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184434396589512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198923654378276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437012436400167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346337421882387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476185136407782,0.0,0.0,0.10573380164270384,0.16939489445464442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36742601058260493,0.1236151466155388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062963321922324,0.0,0.18923499830444448,0.0
lonely,harpyize,2019/05/03,I hate group projects Final project of my college career. Really big project where we’re supposed to showcase our work and try to get hired. Everyone was supposed to get into groups to table. Except that the number of people meant one person would be left out. That person was me. Not even sure what the organizers will do. I hate group projects because I’m always last. In early high school in gym class we paired up for some game and I was left to pair up with the gym teacher. I felt so embarrassed. Three people got into a group just so one of them wouldn’t be in a group with me. I don’t mind being alone. I just don’t like others seeing that I’m alone and thinking I’m a loser. I am. But still.,1.484988344988345,3.751564538461544,2.651076923076925,93.03558974358977,81.93706293706295,4.9322144522144535,19.323543123543125,6.079149491110277,-0.09969799533799506,551,14,115,4,15,176,87,143,0.142,0.831,0.027000000000000003,-0.9451,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,1,2,7,6,2,1,6,0,13,0,0,0,1,22,25,6,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,9,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,4,0,3,6,2,13,2,20,13,1,17,0,1,1,0,11,13,0,1,5,73,18,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525149462790484,0.0,0.0,0.1416052541062227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374151203298897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240376243814076,0.0,0.0,0.16261642034677587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340163555181733,0.18642632206964305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782638952318666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611028128316685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336039451980696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980687692617234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872123698494354,0.0,0.0,0.36980699665234,0.0,0.0,0.0831424447070369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183554575530174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306397761334987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359658702334164,0.2971931300328113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902309871618324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223350932745732,0.13561320923187525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359077542127412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603947442436347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904590574078672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554256779206586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389469531569468,0.0,0.0,0.12089257831887985,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,burr1800,2019/05/03,"My best friend is leaving and I can’t talk to anyone about it My best friend is graduating college tomorrow. She’s off to L.A. to start her career. She already has a job lined up and I couldn’t be prouder. 

I know after she moves I’ll probably never see her again. That’s just life; she can only afford to travel to be with her boyfriend and family. 

I’ve never loved anyone as unconditionally as I’ve loved her. She and I just mesh so well. It’s like we can read each other’s minds. We’ve been there to support each other through everything. We are goofy and comfortable around one another. 

I’m heartbroken. I’ll never get to go to a midnight opening of a movie with her again. I’ll never get to share our favorite restaurant with her again. I’ll never get to go to board game night at her apartment again.

We usually talk to each other about everything, but not this. I couldn’t possibly make her feel guilty or stressed for moving forward in her life. She’s already under enough pressure. I’d talk to my therapist about it, but I don’t think she understands just how much this friendship means to me.

I don’t know what to do. I’m just sad. I feel like I’m grieving her.",2.1485348922177567,4.3158094033613486,3.4187614176105257,88.98237668980637,78.91596638655463,6.4920716112531975,23.37303617099013,7.586124646067393,1.0447783704786264,930,31,192,14,23,302,122,238,0.11,0.768,0.122,0.0053,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,4,0,0,2,16,16,0,2,3,0,15,4,0,2,5,41,36,12,1,2,8,0,2,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,10,16,0,0,7,3,0,6,11,4,1,1,1,3,33,12,33,31,7,28,0,2,1,2,30,9,0,1,17,128,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501380147004242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884259534752628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849422262669002,0.0,0.0,0.1008929985026932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378781141141265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710630322892565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037180361128849,0.0,0.1068430198941354,0.0,0.1146120942715593,0.08096720477015865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512610319614816,0.0,0.17764002322039912,0.0,0.1288228317212706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246841379826683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457291663191837,0.0,0.0,0.12000637616423945,0.0,0.0,0.16010502580804295,0.11074041258601096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045801876743322,0.0,0.07565260748687576,0.0,0.0,0.12345604378003132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443697199989787,0.0,0.0,0.24091629603352074,0.08331494270008027,0.0,0.43705824694090745,0.0,0.0,0.1063580844856826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679935338011275,0.08619707520534273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277692221483624,0.0,0.0,0.12219529208306328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336659153687488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031405556673408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021974838125777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298259148434251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286122603169721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273285361181613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159173990991568,0.0,0.07262108201833957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798669100324785,0.0,0.0,0.12482350525319895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190260428003377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,calilover818,2019/05/03,"How do I get over getting bullied and feeling ugly? [what I looked like in highschool vs now](https://imgur.com/a/B3qG6Pz)



In high school something bad happened to me. It was by some older guys when I was 16. It made me an outcast. I was ridiculed a lot for my looks from this group of guys in my grade. Everyday in class they would pick apart my looks. They said I looked 40, that I was gross, that I have wrinkles, and that no one would ever want me. They would also say that I’m a slut. 



I met this guy when I was sixteen. I went to a party with his friends, I got wasted, and two of them brought me to a different house and had sex with me. I bled I felt baffled. The next day they told all their friends they were 18 and 19. I was already getting bullied and had slut rumors spread about me, so they thought I wanted it. They called me gross.




I just lost all confidence at that point I felt like damaged goods. I still hooked up with one of them after that because I felt like no one would want me after that. John would hook up with me when he was drunk but ignore me during the day. 

He left for the military but still kept in contact with me. I would send him pics over two years and see me when he was home. He cheated on one of his girlfriends with me.  I didn't know because the one social media I had he posted no photos but on every other platform he did. 



He would have sex with me then ignore me for a month. He implied I'm attractive enough to fuck but not be seen with. He said he only wanted me for sex and nothing more. He would never want to talk to me unless it was sexual. He said he felt no connection with me. He said all of this to me when I was 16-18 he was 19-21.
I haven't seen him in 4 years, but he still tries to contact me



I feel so ugly. Why would someone treat me this way? I haven't seen him in four years, but he still tries to contact me I think I'm damaged goods. Will any guy ever want me. Have been treated this way because of how I look? Why are men like this? I don't think I could ever trust a man.


Tl;dr: have bad experiences with men feel awful about myself.
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lonely,chrstl-nikki,2019/05/03,"People never seemed to like me? hey everyone,

so, this might be a really emotional post, and it feels so sad and pathetic to be searching for advice on the internet but, that's the reality of what my life feels like.

growing up, people didnt seem to like me and i always thought it was because I was weird. so of course in middle school, i tried to be ""cool"". it worked for a little, til the popular girl got intimidated and told everyone to hate me. but we've moved on from that. In highschool, people loved to talk about me, I never understood why, but I changed schools going into highschool so a lot of people from different towns knew me. Again, we're passed that.

But here I am in college. I'm 21 and go to school 1000 miles away from my hometown. my parents moved too, so I've started a whole new life down here. Yet, somehow I feel so alone. I made new friend my first year, but I'm only friends with one of them now who I am in love with too (but that's a whole different story). He's my best friend, and he cares about me, but he doesn't give me the type of relationship I want from him.

Besides him, I don't really have many friends. I have a couple girl friends I consider close, but one of them is always busy and I hear from her rarely, and the other one cares about me a lot but she is so misguided and in her own world that being around her too much is very toxic for my well being. 

I feel like I haven't found ""my people"" yet, and I don't know how. I moved into a single bedroom apartment after having some terrible random roommates. I live with my dog, and I don't mind it. But sometimes, like tonight, I'm really emotional about some things, like how I'm in love with my best friend, and I have no one to talk to because I can't talk to him about it and hes busy hanging out with other people. We hang out a lot, but I want to hangout with him all the time, but realistically that's not a possibility. 

I guess I'm just kind of venting, but I also feel so alone. I feel like I never have anyone to talk to, nobody cares about how i  feel. Nobody checks up on me daily. If I got injured or really sick and couldn't get to my phone, there wouldn't be anyone looking for me except my job. So if I wasn't working for a couple days, which happens often, nobody would noice I was gone. And that really hurts me.

How do I make friends? What could make someone so unlikeable? I love everyone I'm close to and I'm very compassionate and reliable. Why can't people return the same to me?",3.061403168114463,4.131146965048547,4.451254471129282,87.28801098620339,73.5242718446602,7.5181400102197244,24.038068472151252,7.94452939551167,1.0795825242718444,1937,54,423,27,38,644,214,515,0.10800000000000001,0.72,0.172,0.9923,4,2,0,0,0,0,69.0,1,0,2,5,36,33,1,0,18,1,35,8,0,7,4,93,82,49,0,8,19,1,7,7,7,3,4,1,1,2,20,31,0,0,14,1,1,10,16,5,1,5,14,10,68,28,66,57,14,55,0,2,1,4,41,26,0,15,25,292,88,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001997318077476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722744039293046,0.0,0.049118419303385764,0.1022145257458889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589410117144668,0.0,0.0,0.05467778747552653,0.0,0.0,0.05770713100416808,0.0,0.0,0.07488344637734325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891527818220275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786866828512655,0.0,0.06497536354627664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903973831332772,0.1359225241106857,0.0,0.039611518440023766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283439215558147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818090663875454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607143593455182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173944217138435,0.13163770570636765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05224474333226168,0.0,0.06734504918799879,0.3321764441466352,0.0,0.032089981732919125,0.058920701265641376,0.06981403585366858,0.0,0.09824810483417698,0.0,0.06766224955349996,0.0,0.05431446241989242,0.0,0.0,0.060640605168417,0.0,0.0,0.06922602648939546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575254159225312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609509492098905,0.0,0.0,0.06396060806152419,0.033755421891959625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676705722708977,0.2100506766541328,0.061560062842042386,0.0542359431423708,0.0,0.051578241915139086,0.0,0.0,0.1566540295096518,0.22173970819316816,0.05811811551338523,0.0819981020591117,0.06227133954094347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515806465226236,0.06201778643922622,0.0,0.0,0.19584267832361416,0.045151564509890725,0.0,0.14211518120371788,0.11864173282854194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648206653362865,0.04671350271113113,0.0,0.0,0.06820084594682163,0.0,0.0,0.2980715258281032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924304439574183,0.05882442085801697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967395984167123,0.0,0.0,0.06594325884857681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648425072120145,0.0,0.11183089752828146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204188581052759,0.0,0.060747023375106964,0.0,0.04347415993601917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197471765409792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040805439507586486,0.0,0.0,0.048761480509251484,0.035815128467323216,0.0,0.0,0.058690478644850615,0.0,0.04170088477603052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013576549507564,0.07245549433093271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522493158806887,0.0,0.11084595114086927,0.13714889535479988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943056247493178,0.0,0.0,0.04363177636683123,0.0,0.0,0.03955316482544748
lonely,Scotty2Dope4You,2019/05/03,"Really not sure what to do anymore but trying to keep positive. Okay so ive been trying desperately to meet new people and buils connections. A little backstory, im a music/photography/general artsy type. Im down in florida in the middle of true redneck county, like i walk outside and see 4 rebel flags and twice as many hunting dogs level of redneck. 

In high school (im 19/m, graduated last year) i was a quiet guy in the back with headphones in. I genuinely feel like i truly changed this past year, I'm more assertive, i dont let peeps walk over me, i can talk to people no problem. That change has happened in my room and i have had no chances to show it. I cant connect with people because theres nothing i can connect to around where i live. I feel like im the perfect antithesis of all things local to me. For instance, being a musician, i love meeting people with the same interests. Recently i met 3 separate people through my moms boyfriend who play, but all are older guys who specifically say they arent into the stuff im into, which i mean yeah thats fine and i have no issues with that. 

It feels like no matter what i try or do, no matter how good i feel about myself, i cant get it out and no one seems to even notice that im different, if that makes sense. I feel like i blend into the background despite being the type to always try and go a different path. Any advice on what i should do to avoid reverting back into my old ways? I feel like every passing day i lose more of myself.",3.6872905525846704,4.745941163398693,5.220819964349378,82.40550802139039,72.00653594771242,8.047296494355319,27.307783719548425,8.438071523408619,1.867920261437908,1180,41,236,19,22,399,175,306,0.10400000000000001,0.6990000000000001,0.19699999999999998,0.9855,3,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,2,9,19,1,1,12,2,21,1,0,2,5,44,38,14,0,3,5,1,6,6,0,1,0,2,1,2,17,17,0,2,8,2,0,4,11,4,0,2,4,9,32,15,37,30,5,38,0,1,1,1,12,22,0,3,17,150,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099498877337072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896757801214345,0.0,0.0,0.05636514751136532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220038498973482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378588406553258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274680402666038,0.0,0.050526379613469966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536425166754546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053454447266790286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319592020199892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714147349197198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054745251535622576,0.0,0.06983481330796393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514571325839847,0.2960679567929428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043304379733178425,0.0,0.04710587784803301,0.06952062873865082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641398336904524,0.07329558879809657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757333821966375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5371849542116212,0.0865111812970399,0.0,0.07367265674580048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756294315550904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847562878955854,0.0,0.2429627238471617,0.08307328934922488,0.07318962960377635,0.0,0.0,0.09272794506195796,0.0,0.0,0.07480761913048024,0.0,0.05532687706900544,0.08403313396742784,0.0,0.09028687291219267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707478043797482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005156708049832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953110584671001,0.09436596776537257,0.08697464439289193,0.0,0.05616552455482431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912382040818358,0.2873126895298463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931046208426576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05309872937478502,0.0,0.08183967179924119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591406962153765,0.0,0.08388479697184245,0.06604920591548505,0.0754560674538959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488434549157752,0.0,0.0,0.0781188318624299,0.0,0.0,0.0666204205650452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05506560465888504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250959149282724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579084477744522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675140194879527
lonely,Laurenschi,2019/05/03,"please send help help

it is very dark in my house

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i just took a shower and now all my family members are gone 

i feel like a person who said i saw a ufo but people dont believe me

there are no cars outside in the neighborhood

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send help 

am i the only person in the world?",4.031229508196721,4.52536749180328,4.865696721311477,87.33985655737708,70.80327868852459,7.411475409836067,25.08606557377049,7.1686216300943375,0.95824262295082,231,6,49,2,4,75,45,61,0.046,0.778,0.17600000000000002,0.705,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,10,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,4,3,7,1,3,6,1,10,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,0,2,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686529544462281,0.4134322689976931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166857310652932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993810261320104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037532542102886,0.0,0.08601849673567627,0.12153476966779395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342086386399624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629726680299425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311272801600843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293849986652851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794076577177433,0.2970869075558071,0.0,0.18674222225085774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618244188161229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890111466668828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036798023492186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134322689976931,0.0
lonely,Norbut,2019/05/03,"Make sure you make tea before u read it So basically im lonely most of my life. Im 19 and I have graduated high school recently in Poland. I didn't had problem with lack of friends in school. In high school i was that person everybody liked and nobody hadn't problems with me. 

Also Im kind of good looking and funny and so a lot of girls was attracted to me. But in general I only liked one other girl and she dumped me(she turned out to be very weird person wasting her life on Netflix and alcohol, that was good side of it xd). It was harmful for few months but today only hurting feeling that I have is loneliness. In my whole life all of my best friends had someone else as a best friend(literally everyone) so i was always that second one. 

In addition I have like 3 niche hobbies, video games Im very passionate about them. Always wanted to encourage my friends to them but it didn't went good all of the times. Since they're not popular(hobbies not games) and im living in the small village I don't have possibilities to meet one. Of course those interests aren't my only ones but most important to me. Since kid had a dream to make it come true.

I remember one time around 13-15 yrs old that i always texted to my friends but it always felt like i was only one holding the conversation and when I found that it has no sense i stopped texting to these days. That ""silence"" of lack of conversation with my friends in years was overwhelming.

I have a lot of friends that I really like and so they really like me and appreciate me but it feels like our ways aren't crossing. I think maybe i didn't find my ""soulmate"" yet.

My ""first lonely feeling"" happened during summertime 2017 when i was working outside my country with my dad so i didn't have good relations with my friends and also I wanted girlfriend. I had opportunities but it always didn't work out for me. Almost every time i look behind that and I regret it. 

In october 2017 my grandfather died. Seeing a dead body of your grandfather and trying to resuscitate him is hard time for 17 yrs old I think.

 my mental collapse happened since I was dumped by that girl(I was angry about it and it was that sparkle that started the fire but also it was just another thing to be depressed or something like that) and it peaked during vacation 2018. 

I had a physical work that my family forced me to in place i don't know anybody, knowing that all of my friends are having great time during vacation was terrible. Of course I tried to meet with friends while i had day off with different effects.

During that time I had suicide thoughts and so on it carried to school time for about 2-3 months. 

Never opened up to my closest friends about it. Nobody knows maybe there will be time when im gonna tell it to somebody else not only this subreddit xd

And so I managed to get out of ""teenage depression"" 2017 and 2018 was pretty rough for me. Learned a lot during that time. Right now I don't have problems with my mental health but occasionally when it is weekends or vacation time I don't have any plans nobody is reaching me and when im reaching them it will probably won't work out I just feel lonely with no contact with my colleagues. 

Maybe right now I have leveled up in existential problems because i think about whole reality, is this life even real, what i should do to regret life less, what could be that sweet spot of life but im not getting sad, depressed or something just some serious thoughts without existential crisis. I think i have handled that once so i stabilized for a while. 

I think that particular loneliness feeling is quite compound.

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I don't know what i want to get with that post, maybe i just needed to share my unable to solve life problems. Might delete later.

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Im not native english speaker so im sorry for any grammar mistakes.

Thank you for your taken time. Have a great day.",3.163824614352784,5.476553490740741,3.9682316118935854,85.57739436619721,76.26190476190476,6.904657575080112,26.65317832923467,7.923130178473293,1.6960145912512106,3093,121,593,50,71,987,303,756,0.125,0.665,0.21,0.9972,1,6,3,0,0,1,72.0,1,4,4,11,32,60,2,1,13,0,65,12,1,4,6,120,105,52,3,16,23,1,9,8,11,6,9,1,0,5,49,38,2,2,22,7,0,3,23,23,0,8,33,14,85,37,86,61,17,73,0,11,3,1,39,31,0,11,45,391,134,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04451059323412808,0.04170590566691891,0.0,0.0,0.09992114494378623,0.17327838496001371,0.09025431846272323,0.10121727554017666,0.0566461053748045,0.043673077443469384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03707683868924929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02538911676949734,0.0,0.03544061240469789,0.0,0.08741705168448208,0.0,0.0,0.046263147249432215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035877311338665466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033253694978423974,0.0,0.0,0.08058134466913205,0.0,0.1076178249411584,0.0,0.043225551160121035,0.04351480826103765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958553850202423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02750906743064724,0.0,0.035091456051588185,0.039797832168756785,0.0,0.0,0.039263392628591236,0.0,0.10529606103019636,0.029754373791383088,0.03999000134134068,0.0,0.038066840696078866,0.03542699897574532,0.0,0.045666469704550634,0.35396086013529443,0.0,0.06528035228848338,0.0,0.0,0.13973432289725538,0.0,0.09183732634989968,0.0,0.0,0.0736609381839751,0.0,0.037309724394770136,0.0,0.0,0.04427141533755246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800985651309093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044586595225992134,0.0,0.4498855064632405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043371490637306435,0.0915577890152139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059276566423542,0.16278253098892045,0.0,0.03677722541258724,0.0,0.06995009284962926,0.0,0.0,0.10622661322479426,0.0,0.0,0.08340398935027521,0.0,0.16736987330672845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394569454574298,0.04418348225039154,0.0,0.0,0.06648838366319723,0.0,0.0,0.030882537765098545,0.03212262170838652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740817843548593,0.044355302558097255,0.1693364621314382,0.15838140903247472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273338255467161,0.04351480826103765,0.0,0.0,0.04695349438860453,0.03988865796951679,0.042372461603984064,0.04490514902308608,0.19926448305860786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04429931440926439,0.04166071867762482,0.04740618975897597,0.05336340544173697,0.0,0.041123805021928334,0.0,0.04718070522111479,0.07113680161198851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860585870561018,0.033189217481035725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335856070594024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03528944191724871,0.06412755936489545,0.0,0.04662314686064732,0.029479693482840307,0.0,0.0,0.03482080325410769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04555773585473402,0.0,0.039254111599225115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036403453103341255,0.03834521570433415,0.0,0.0,0.02767004240879144,0.13343642192182667,0.0,0.06613001844303616,0.267147407080664,0.0,0.039478806520693834,0.0,0.0,0.056554482155368735,0.04530263920717936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873031254623925,0.07369777014094347,0.03305939299820963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03860945532809791,0.0,0.0930002420407864,0.0,0.0401485813627136,0.0,0.1212851760051926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121727554017666,0.026820878817358968
lonely,alucardi_,2019/09/27,"What is the point. When you're 26 years and you have.

* wasted your whole life on video games

* not had a friend for over 10 years 

*  virgin and never been kissed 

* never been in a relationship

* no education 

* short

* balding 

* unliked by most


* self hatred

* your only social contact is your parents


Why even get up in the morning.",0.5811923076923087,2.3859953500000017,1.5500000000000007,92.17038461538462,112.16666666666666,3.17948717948718,16.28205128205128,5.369823440869387,-0.4521410256410259,251,7,46,2,13,78,49,60,0.22,0.78,0.0,-0.9286,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,6,4,1,0,2,6,7,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,4,2,7,4,2,12,0,0,0,2,11,7,0,1,5,32,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772274922611794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730882068923148,0.0,0.14018981388811652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895273376208738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139007405165184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040748201616312,0.0,0.0,0.2979454454001426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25365580236128604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28808284348988705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799236431960879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735256461130994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24212343575049056,0.2995775796130557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455876579622517
lonely,patchouli_bitch,2019/09/27,"The only ""friends"" I've ever had are guys that wanted to fuck me. Almost 23, female and never really had a platonic friend in my whole life. Pretty much only social interaction in adulthood has been with the few male sexual partners I managed to attract.

I've kissed 7 guys, blown 5, fucked 3. I've had 2 boyfriends.

But hanging out with someone platonically? Hanging out with a girl? Only like twice since turning 18, and hanging out with someone briefly twice doesn't really make it a friendship. 

Having guys want to fuck me, yet being unable to make friends, makes me feel like that's all I'm good for.

What do I even have to offer in a friendship?

It can be really hard for guys to find a girlfriend or a sexual partner, so I have value there by being a willing partner.

But, most people have enough friends so why would they need me around? 

Some guys are desperate enough for a relationship or sex that they will overlook my extreme shyness, extreme anxiety, autistic traits, neediness due to loneliness, etc.

But, no one wants to be platonic friends with that kind of person.

I legitimately have no idea what it's like to actually have a friend.

I crave platonic female intimacy even though I don't know what it's like, how it's formed, what the unspoken and inscrutable social rules are, etc.

Also I'm bisexual and it kills me to know that I'm never going to get to have any experience with a woman. Women aren't as desperate for sex as men, they aren't going to lower their standards for me.",5.274268292682926,6.517234641114987,6.082458188153312,77.01330400696867,68.44250871080139,8.806202090592334,30.37787456445993,9.120678840339163,2.636759024390244,1190,46,215,22,20,391,150,287,0.105,0.731,0.16399999999999998,0.953,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,4,0,11,18,4,0,13,0,28,7,0,4,4,41,48,16,1,5,5,0,2,4,10,3,1,0,0,14,15,14,0,0,5,0,0,5,8,4,0,3,4,2,18,14,35,37,11,17,0,0,0,6,30,7,3,5,9,146,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.08889846182865352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122144161510434,0.0,0.0,0.07285100070638953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061949732436448524,0.0,0.06968968527775438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109649273116627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825707649723225,0.20319659819036945,0.12033867858197468,0.08240331462914753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911127910079776,0.0,0.0,0.04606186260659677,0.06508039636596535,0.0,0.0,0.08326187935497177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222923185647456,0.2526557709453913,0.04759492090845386,0.0,0.10354613294611728,0.07640864149791647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451006483094733,0.0,0.0,0.08160587310426806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283850131018894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078638854696033,0.09486450030671112,0.10013010593466387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434517882486443,0.17802343468041673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242577455925524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696747787602167,0.06754797841255736,0.14052071589563653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173033109906365,0.20785229658878485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315585083275599,0.07954321940840597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267936927604037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750790456187511,0.0,0.0,0.09780510987714447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535716872775998,0.0,0.0,0.18572578323809644,0.15437400118791084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950327703631031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908841425126516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119580017675986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220173388506476,0.10170761207379037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471337262072578,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,galaxy_comickarma,2019/09/27,Hi I’m new to the lonely sun reddit. I am lonely and hope to change that with in the next year.,-2.1346969696969715,-0.32501840909090873,0.6790909090909096,103.25530303030304,96.72727272727272,2.9333333333333336,7.333333333333332,3.1291,-2.4729575757575755,73,0,19,0,3,25,18,22,0.201,0.6829999999999999,0.11599999999999999,-0.2732,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940872021871569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638956391225309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510891408413642,0.4967232589573159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007711150755492
lonely,babi--,2019/09/27,anyone want to pm? i’m lonely and getting sad. i just want to get my mind off of it,-3.2601666666666667,-1.717365349999998,0.5800000000000018,102.77833333333334,102.5,2.666666666666667,11.666666666666668,3.1291,-1.8913333333333333,63,1,17,0,3,23,17,20,0.252,0.631,0.11699999999999999,-0.6124,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499675356576195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5229905976407615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053714187835651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5904263610661185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ISpitGlitter,2019/09/27,"Alone In Vegas I moved here after a family death. It was pretty serious for me. I’m out here by myself and I’m not sure what to do, or which places to go to. I have never been this alone in my life. Does any one have any advice or recommendations? Any help would be appreciated Thank You:)",0.4397142857142846,2.6987904,3.092857142857145,88.15500000000004,86.66666666666666,6.095238095238094,13.571428571428573,7.447530270364453,-0.22835714285714204,224,3,50,4,7,78,47,60,0.165,0.6659999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.3156,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,2,8,11,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,6,2,9,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248694487728348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766673970974217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4694660685617907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013785311677408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693554456839348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078182917324266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424379514785716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625397288293559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445798889212268,0.0,0.0,0.17748182127794285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593446876102146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404251898503385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341135703609583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688426562826876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118624931141287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634698081426615,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fingcheeseeatinghog,2019/09/27,That happened So I found myself texting myself because I have no friends,3.55846153846154,6.78508061538462,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153847,89.0,2.6,37.269230769230774,3.1291,2.1902615384615385,60,4,8,0,2,18,11,13,0.154,0.629,0.217,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35475588160392496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6380863449035029,0.4496189096604654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146230824504902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PUSSY_DESTROYER_5000,2019/09/27,"I can’t take it any more (I’ve had a bit to drink so I’m sorry if there are typos/formatting errors, I’m hoping autocorrect will pick up my slack)

I can’t take it.
People, friends, dates, just always seem to flake on me.

Friends I have known for 10 years leave me sitting alone in a bar

A guy I was seeing for 2 months and was really starting to fall for suddenly doesn’t want to know anymore

Am I doing something wrong?
I try. My best to always be nice to everyone. I take an interest in their lives and hobbies and whatnot but I don’t get the same curtoseybextented to me.

Now I’m drinking alone in my bed depressed as fuck like I do most weekends and I can’t do it anymore

I wish someone genuinely cared for me the way I care for all of the people i tey to let into my life.

I do my best. I just want to be loved in any way. I can’t go on like this any more",-0.6075115633672539,1.4717121063829808,1.9712303422756712,95.48847826086958,90.17021276595743,4.971692876965774,18.812210915818685,6.498293943080001,-0.05332173913043459,668,20,158,8,23,229,107,188,0.098,0.6779999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.9775,0,2,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,5,15,1,0,7,0,20,6,0,1,1,20,40,8,0,5,4,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,1,4,5,3,0,3,4,0,2,6,3,0,0,3,1,26,12,24,33,8,20,0,1,1,2,5,8,1,4,9,99,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638808969053708,0.0,0.0,0.21200191285213527,0.0,0.0,0.2598942742740265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526787130604665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673816208709588,0.0,0.13907986653177648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597707566564206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972317152048283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495927526026393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172921263508545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968466140896656,0.11777252593617593,0.06655744338805543,0.0,0.07240022412127946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613883117470148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652972514349647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700117126993969,0.0,0.0,0.13489050681749454,0.0,0.13026769735879795,0.0899812525199412,0.12447530586592932,0.0,0.11249011437089916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497691240355988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168366154192596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663615722823908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161104479767442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151551207135258,0.11597355668854313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793944656841488,0.09807314725834068,0.0,0.14260573123306994,0.09016922985084068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28735043580330755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649130126693888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027906535507835,0.2022368385695732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649535226595073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392839516084879,0.0,0.0820367412670593
lonely,reversiblechicken,2019/09/27,"All busy Anyone else in a situation where your friends are all married with kids and living their lives and you're the one left behind?

Of course you will get them suggest things for you to do to make yourself less lonely, but they don't understand, how could they?

They seem so ungrateful when they wish their lives weren't so busy and full, having no idea of the pain of being alone, dinner for one, Christmas parties alone and new year without a kiss.

Tired of the sympathy smiles turning up to work events alone and being the subject of how they can fix you.

Loneliness sucks.",7.604303030303029,7.387624945454547,6.256363636363638,82.86121212121216,63.18181818181819,9.151515151515152,31.06060606060606,8.344100000000001,2.074878787878787,464,14,89,5,6,137,76,110,0.22699999999999998,0.633,0.14,-0.9062,0,5,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,8,1,6,5,1,0,6,0,10,4,0,3,2,18,17,11,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,12,2,15,12,4,9,0,1,0,1,15,5,1,1,4,63,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5140406668253068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156801313358399,0.1695137637409945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320911050093575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820465183444108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278192370821015,0.0,0.08643604743052613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676265045232696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797520333651842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382620650498109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043309244897108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978386231812294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421408524004965,0.0,0.17604079325615646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506111914211043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596251513893894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991158966859174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014998931394628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995220310402255,0.0,0.17222982244954665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024888235241014,0.15947913397894165,0.0,0.12044295325808925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065385221884574
lonely,Supersoldier152,2019/09/27,"I don't know what to do anymore I have IRL friends that barely talk to me.  Online friends that can as nice as they are toxic. And I have a crush who seems to have forgotten about my existence in the blink of an eye. I just don't know. I honestly feel as though people would only miss me because I was of use to them, no profound legacy of friendship or anything just, what they could get out of me. 

It hurts.

And I can't stop thinking that way.",1.2598924731182812,3.2114855268817237,2.5238709677419378,95.37247311827959,80.82795698924731,5.423655913978496,22.161290322580648,6.42735559955562,0.2684322580645162,346,11,78,3,9,111,63,93,0.132,0.727,0.141,0.4419,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,12,1,1,1,0,15,20,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,14,4,14,17,0,4,0,2,1,0,7,2,0,2,1,57,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610769475573003,0.0,0.0,0.21663537732302232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047702163747124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018667080966225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310898852995315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067783353892698,0.0,0.13753920103917158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818185473635273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893547149014196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200216313430905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825069797089099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23965629562441834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009189401802887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159336477898047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868235127975795,0.2586454390299281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22736668668066115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089585460439941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870078864911799,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SomethingWitty5972,2019/09/27,"I’m a lonely antisocial Two years ago I changed universities and cities and so the 4 friends I do have still live back there. A few months after I bought my own car and I try to visit them from time to time. Recently, I’ve been visiting less and less. I usually go there when there’s a new movie we wanna watch cause I love going to the movies with them on the same day the movie gets out. Now, it’s been months since I’ve seen them and Joker’s around the corner and I made plans to go watch it and then remembered I have an appointment that weekend. I don’t know what to do. I work now which is a big change. I’m a teacher and it’s killing me lately I haven’t socialized with my own adult friends in so long and I get really envious of them. They go out. They drink and dance, they hook up while I’m just living back home and dealing with a bunch of kids day in and day out. I COULD miss work on Friday so I could catch the movie with them have a bit of fun and still make it to my important appointment. I have missed work before to do that (Avengers Endgame). And I did have my birthday this month and spent it teaching and crying in my car. Lots of excuses to go, I know right? Just excuses. But also, I have my excuses to stay. Cause socializing gives me anxiety. Seeing them after so long, trying to talk to them and staying at their place. Hearing about this night out of the other one sometimes makes me feel like complete shit. Like I’m not cool enough (because I’m not (22 year old teacher living at my parents). Idk. I probably need to meet new people, I wish I could but it still gives me anxiety. I feel like no matter the decision I take I’ll still regret doing it.",1.3355578427336354,3.4464862363112414,2.695015232606014,93.3990893371758,81.44956772334294,6.271189790037052,20.577109921778508,7.447530270364453,0.5197867270481682,1312,37,293,20,35,424,173,347,0.08,0.858,0.062,-0.5718,1,2,1,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,11,4,21,15,3,0,16,1,19,3,1,5,0,54,51,27,1,7,6,1,2,3,2,0,0,1,1,2,14,27,1,0,6,3,2,11,5,7,0,2,7,8,46,8,39,41,10,64,0,4,4,1,31,17,1,1,37,188,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774884789705205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014095616075851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419448223160255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780797173174467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348858074558804,0.0,0.05346666896055522,0.0,0.07463400591697088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575564883673417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020286543815636,0.1855692504222989,0.0,0.09196134959577366,0.0,0.0,0.21008579982538786,0.0,0.09634435611514884,0.16969539030979786,0.09042425733659704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592155200606133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062697301004127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869673867057312,0.12531883389845044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552770593983532,0.0,0.09164879627032588,0.16827717109168566,0.2492355870601199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885455920690624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797940447583237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970371524361709,0.0,0.09640528342281753,0.0,0.09893971416815762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855074542316747,0.0,0.232346294785439,0.1552396324580923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456716219072394,0.07916091036751009,0.08299249548711067,0.1170930449994572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002576210016785,0.0,0.0,0.06503520537319815,0.0,0.16942004036741404,0.0,0.0823090729218989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203597319442698,0.0,0.059433973527130625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739060445198243,0.0,0.0,0.060806464174859534,0.0,0.09163736845584627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456527216914593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618871186549215,0.0,0.08660218035420031,0.0,0.09935734158399503,0.07490311414200848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989281747092227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003215715157807,0.07255389516796447,0.0,0.0,0.17881681642958272,0.0,0.0,0.08674656806710893,0.0,0.0,0.1869725159230868,0.2801784844375293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594634701632009,0.07049727290206721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228779310678232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190974779898416,0.0,0.08567907120733986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659921054365764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086116601634093,0.0,0.0,0.19155986443420966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129636026316398
lonely,lodisco2001,2019/09/27,Eventhough I have friends I still feel lonely often :'( Am I the only one?,-0.2566666666666677,1.3784685714285736,1.4014285714285712,93.32690476190477,113.28571428571428,1.866666666666667,18.952380952380953,3.1291,-0.5775904761904758,56,2,10,0,3,18,12,14,0.32,0.506,0.174,-0.3818,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180164879678017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859259281831824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42619342741042987,0.4783455237271904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5022810249872558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawaay-748,2019/09/27,"College has been the loneliest I’ve ever been I am currently a sophomore at a pretty big state uni and I have never felt more lonely in my life. I was the fat kid most of high school and never had a ton of friends. I have since lost it all because I found that the gym/running really helps take my mind off things. I had my 6-7 close guy friends in high school and that was about it. I moved to college and didn’t make a single friend freshman year. Fortunately, I had a few people from high school go to my uni and we will occasionally hang out, but they have joined greek life and have made tons of new friends. I’ve never been in a relationship and never had to make new friends until now and it’s a struggle for me. It feels like the only people who care for me is my family, and we are not the closest. I regularly have thoughts of just moving far away from here and living and exploring on my own. I want to be apart of something but it’s so hard for me to talk to anyone other than strangers, people at work, etc.  Just needed to rant after a bad social experience last night..",3.935127055306428,4.594641286995519,4.8653991031390165,86.65923467862484,71.10762331838566,7.5610164424514235,25.180568011958147,7.554174236665415,1.031244783258595,849,23,184,9,15,277,131,223,0.075,0.797,0.129,0.8823,1,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,1,2,7,11,0,1,13,0,21,3,1,3,6,38,34,15,0,2,5,0,3,1,5,1,3,0,0,2,10,15,1,0,5,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,15,3,22,7,30,17,9,37,0,2,0,0,15,17,0,1,15,129,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400449653818925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943842751442487,0.0,0.08837043581883088,0.0645179549307861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790904941570552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180375162132738,0.0,0.09573666757405884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353002112556538,0.09977479008189072,0.0,0.05351494958735432,0.07561079673210798,0.10162122328423852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160460704874153,0.4088514673576331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060150260660359826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479641004759548,0.0,0.0,0.09481019520434024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094108212155936,0.3354714546115129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627221967703208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951323312352405,0.051707174836031086,0.0,0.0934570270084918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553484509804003,0.0,0.0,0.10014661821145314,0.14129557623192987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686636216582407,0.0,0.0,0.22497841120429232,0.0,0.07847764842575007,0.3265156292684072,0.20443829288974044,0.0,0.09932193571078073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804946836284444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012454439764909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767544979574463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780263012889784,0.0,0.0,0.11363056611851907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213415798921394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875504127992922,0.0,0.0,0.10788866715992501,0.0,0.08147937997386956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064501609813704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957711836860124,0.08506869726996491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031416513110511,0.0,0.0,0.0840236702248294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062426084053007966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077051434974262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815629966385403
lonely,DantesCristo,2019/09/27,"I feel like I am existing until expiration Anyone else?

This year has been toughest in my life. Wife filed for divorce even though I tried all I could to reconcile our marriage and has successfully managed to find a way to keep me from my daughter (she basically moved back in with her family in another state while I was away for military training, then filed and left me out to hang and dry and without any custody of our daughter). I had to drop out of graduate school so I could afford the child support she has so “graciously” asked for even though her family makes significant more income than me and who are paying for everything for her anyway. 

I had to move out of state back closer to my family and try to be closer to my daughter and thankfully found a place to stay for cheap rent. But I am so incredibly lonely. I’m going to therapy, mainly for grief, but I have little to no heart left to try and make new friendships as I am afraid to even share any part of myself with anyone again, and have no idea where to start with even looking to make friends. My work is unconventional and odd hours. I found a job that pays just enough but it’s not what I aim to do for the rest of my life. 

I just wake up and feel like I am just here existing until I finally expire. This whole process has left me wondering who I am. I feel homeless and lost. I miss the intimacy I had with another person and the loss has left a void in me. 

Maybe this is a cry for help, or just a vent. I just don’t know anymore.",5.375874587458746,5.398181785478549,6.124174917491755,81.13728547854788,67.77887788778878,9.769636963696373,29.044554455445546,9.586721724236666,2.3157049504950487,1183,37,248,23,18,389,160,303,0.087,0.82,0.094,0.5057,4,2,0,0,1,0,22.0,2,0,0,4,20,13,0,1,10,0,25,4,2,3,1,48,45,27,1,2,11,4,3,2,1,0,2,0,1,2,8,20,0,1,10,0,4,4,5,6,0,0,8,4,40,7,50,34,7,39,0,5,1,0,21,18,0,2,14,182,48,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896116751087625,0.19885324926178696,0.0,0.0,0.0940355706155317,0.1326001467166477,0.09715389186968816,0.0,0.0,0.08864353214134363,0.0,0.08908614134602763,0.1458208486883673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141148010417546,0.0,0.1041548850841151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792096140389338,0.0,0.0,0.09797400013863247,0.0,0.25050982266255634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521774809742164,0.0,0.2681624581417324,0.0,0.14383092579696136,0.13547829130715494,0.0,0.1038702439053146,0.08666340231398141,0.0,0.0,0.20792960823104895,0.0732573925814932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388816735272578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236168994937316,0.06355558336041273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337821220482828,0.0,0.0,0.10703979397841483,0.0,0.0,0.09409382830164724,0.08428002273613071,0.0,0.0,0.052110375850165036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41208711853276736,0.0,0.13394778409193628,0.09264814018460236,0.09503415547067176,0.0,0.0,0.07962458832513795,0.0,0.10350680112376401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898784703821891,0.0,0.09525903910325817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155647108802965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157736657829804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268039346970433,0.0,0.0,0.08279282281812142,0.09906630721079304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596250370603863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671138053402842,0.1010650841165098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076001655136566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729715402264554,0.10843448336186083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631956343787054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312886557175446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752633899548953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586270417902742,0.0,0.09140271678313633,0.10282781824865796,0.06902980264883626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061060717644549636
lonely,Leftindedarkness,2019/09/27,"My tired soul spoke out by writing, tired and lost. I'm Moroccan male, 24 years old. I felt this is the place where I can share my life story and current situation with many other suffering souls around the world.

From a family of one sister and two brothers. A very traditional family and a humble one, beside the problems that my mother has with my father's family and my father too, life kept going on and kept growing. I was kind of used to waking up early in the morning in fights and screaming. My mother screaming that we don't live like others, we need and need and need,dad goes to his damn hard job as a mechanic for earth drilling machines. Getting paid 7 bucks a day which is nothing. I remember going to school with holes in my pants and clothes and my camarades would make fun of me. Run away from house because of the problems and forgetting to bring my books, then I get hit by the teachers and would hide the truth why that happened.

My sister couldn't sustain the pressures and she lost her virginity, she got beat so hard from my family, after that we accepted the fact and she started to do things like how others may call that (slut), she was forced and i knew myself sister, she was lost and not one was there to save her from that path. She needed many things and couldn't find them.

In 2012 my father passed away from stomach cancer. We suffered during that period of two years, we saw his pain and the death into his poor eyes, we wished him to pass away because it would be as a mercy on them. I quite school because I needed to support my family, and my sister got married because she needed someone in her life to save her from the unknown. my youngest brother kept going to school as he is younger than me.
Tired and pained soul wondering places in another city, seeking a job in restaurant. And then days passed and my mother and brother kept dealing with life with my little support. Renting apartments with low quality and bad conditions. 
With these misfortune and troubles getting bigger and bigger, lately my mother collapsed down and her health is now in danger, I'm afraid to lose her also as i lost my father. God help me keep writing this...
I die everyday a thousand time, seeing my mother skinny body lying there in that sad dirty corner of the room. Getting kicked out of this place soon because of the unpaid rent. I do fight my demons whispering into my ears to end this misery, to hold up my breaths as much and long I can, so that my beats will stop I I'll go, go for ever, been forgotten. I wish I could have someone to cry to them and relief myself, tell them about my suffer, somebody to help my mother and give her some of her dignity as a human being. I don't need any money myself. I wish only that my mother would get help and a place to stay, for me  i need prayers and thoughts.",7.1664428312159725,6.481511814882031,6.9180036297640655,79.30499092558986,64.24500907441015,9.414882032667876,31.704174228675136,8.433251757073789,2.305248275862069,2234,70,425,25,29,705,262,551,0.18899999999999997,0.731,0.08,-0.9963,5,0,0,0,2,0,56.0,6,0,4,8,13,37,4,2,23,0,28,20,7,3,3,98,78,45,2,19,1,18,3,2,0,6,11,5,3,2,22,51,1,7,7,1,6,11,5,25,0,6,21,11,81,12,75,45,2,68,4,10,3,2,63,35,1,3,23,284,103,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049308657950997134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041930215607823736,0.06465480870557287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054889557896709636,0.0,0.0,0.17379190277536674,0.0,0.05148266645647008,0.187933686383803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848921831536897,0.0,0.0,0.06296070470614422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04922967222464355,0.0,0.06772948589840781,0.07952987255614365,0.06356769310735029,0.0,0.0,0.06399227865423733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461154819322814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577407057801284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906329583505192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920228292148009,0.0,0.056355183726548436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107134099215462,0.05914890475191108,0.1752110747306716,0.0,0.0986286257641888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452482566087291,0.0,0.1104686564267856,0.0,0.0,0.06554060435698561,0.0,0.0,0.12398612845180867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114617565676316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237403194169667,0.05480532772720452,0.0,0.06420833141562625,0.0,0.0,0.06955400654227911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420622271247452,0.06024691879866278,0.06179848873741998,0.05444600227337832,0.0545662502787288,0.0,0.06898061836056305,0.2692322082229615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041157842866341915,0.1250250405091164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04532643928582447,0.3657547740489998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059163446968870076,0.0,0.06470071937756237,0.0,0.1253451463336686,0.04689442696942344,0.1312189878274223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576820108561209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799861872015313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558190689965468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984759603015675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720651565075666,0.04913421798822416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930726838655589,0.0,0.0,0.10448689444610333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043642538021258136,0.06572026059039365,0.0,0.051549661831888464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399397423738316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389265960626218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192696295016949,0.0,0.0,0.04895033671104235,0.03595384265438953,0.2126037551154236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204637132701489,0.0,0.0,0.053253555123047455,0.0,0.050875109679451115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563763215076948,0.0,0.21271432588856987,0.0,0.06686652537144115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520305964065766,0.0,0.0,0.07941271331274152
lonely,Tjman461,2019/09/27,My crush laughed at a joke I said. It made me feel great other people laughed too but the big thing was my crush did.,1.9644000000000013,3.2348712400000004,2.029,102.7795,76.6,5.0,20.5,3.1291,-0.7557999999999998,91,2,23,0,2,27,22,25,0.113,0.6,0.287,0.6059,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24691775780797884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5383930434703972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620760854956868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385512482043212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645201226364145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244292693945669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,aakasa,2019/09/27,I just want someone to hug me while I am crying my heart out. I just can't fake it anymore. I hate my lonely life. I hate that I don't have any friends to lean on.,-1.3105263157894742,0.27162768421052874,1.157105263157895,103.68723684210528,87.94736842105263,3.8,17.394736842105264,3.1291,-1.188442105263158,124,3,34,0,4,42,28,38,0.349,0.494,0.156,-0.8625,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,4,7,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,4,7,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,22,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21379422847530694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117878452408909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34533982171981564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428949431735273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6207849848571577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725506100257957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206113443798745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26637944332102753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854338476097208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mikester_part_2,2019/09/27,I miss my ex She left me idk why but i feel like i cant live without her,-5.420789473684208,-5.0090837368421015,-1.316447368421052,112.96111842105265,123.21052631578951,1.9,10.013157894736842,3.1291,-2.4960631578947368,55,1,18,0,4,20,17,19,0.141,0.6759999999999999,0.183,0.4118,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,10,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330222858016677,0.3292351169469189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007206296795433,0.0,0.0,0.2251506198837123,0.0,0.4069436713604423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158502249541018,0.0,0.0,0.44424806157520097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,junkaccount1987,2019/09/27,"Sometimes, I feel better when I’m alone. I have such great support systems. Great family, friends, counselor, etc... Sometimes I feel as if I don’t connect though. It’s a hassle to explain how I feel sometimes. 

It’s as though the music I like is the one constant thing that makes me feel alright, and like I have someone...something to hang on to.",3.1339303482587053,5.244510776119405,3.5590298507462705,89.4351616915423,75.56716417910448,5.063681592039801,30.56965174129353,5.46131890053228,1.3083353233830843,270,13,51,1,6,84,45,67,0.027999999999999997,0.635,0.337,0.9678,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,2,0,9,12,8,0,1,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,8,8,6,12,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843863539255209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574538915619312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238819052477293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985515492013579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678317180633111,0.0,0.36007115320194755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754625620964675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925594614159983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395384108167006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883702934522355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063836679931934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705690903006842,0.5282314310830114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202739153564536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827584030450015,0.0,0.3498289729734264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xx_Lovren_xx,2019/09/27,"Glasgow, is anybody out there? 20/M Any other lonely folks in Glasgow looking for a friend for anything, I'd love to hear from you. Need some socialising so I don't just end up talking to myself all the time. If there were a few of us we could even form a group! I'm open to any and all.",-0.6901612903225818,1.4351424838709723,1.5163709677419348,97.99455645161294,91.90322580645164,3.745161290322581,19.04032258064516,5.148860815047168,-0.5453290322580648,222,7,52,1,8,74,51,62,0.040999999999999995,0.833,0.126,0.7345,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,2,11,9,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,2,10,7,5,6,0,1,1,1,8,4,0,2,2,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147228353772489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25092966716906223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434601033375945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700755980230501,0.0,0.0,0.2014019916803738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23558652693787685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436758869934438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560626246901991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752093206831261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261001624179328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450894828687292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780590145061986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667906999300423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,liamjsge,2019/09/27,"Looking for people. (M16) Hi, I'm looking for some new people to talk to, preferably people who won't stop talking to me after a few sentences. I haven't had any luck so far while looking, but I'm willing to give this a few more chances. Tell me few details about yourself in the comments if interested.",2.331500000000002,4.661874483333335,3.4533333333333367,88.11500000000002,79.16666666666666,4.666666666666667,30.0,5.46131890053228,1.2609999999999997,239,12,45,1,6,77,44,60,0.03,0.821,0.149,0.7179,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,9,7,5,6,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,3,4,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476408878010315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23242464300544435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6103824737214364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340031755044744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5039157945161116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256354362911416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38948369243010017,0.21177031463451929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nifa28,2019/09/27,"What's so great about turning a year older? It's my bithday tomorrow. And again, I dread it.
I no longer find my birthday exciting anymore. Why do we celebrate turning older anyway? I used to be very excited when my birthday is approaching. Reminding everyone and counting down my birthday. But now..... mehhh.

Tomorrow will be no different than today anyway. Same old same old. I will still be a sad, boring, dull, bitter me anyway. What's so great about that?

Just writing it here cause I want to say it out but no one to say it too.",1.133235294117647,3.7710485980392185,2.9110196078431367,86.30358823529413,92.43137254901958,6.249411764705883,24.44705882352941,7.554174236665415,1.8216658823529408,415,18,76,9,15,137,65,102,0.15,0.73,0.12,-0.2848,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,0,14,9,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,14,11,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,0,3,11,4,8,6,2,15,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,12,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929922081156622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999091502785288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331694967476108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859498907057061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778620714045921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42909726150547695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.408402677762516,0.0,0.13186688365466445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30950954411560544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540885716230352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445928729449332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423340687177846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807305020605887,0.0,0.16056646065480218,0.1147808943030911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755974135476157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531686307864254
lonely,CPL_McSnugglePants,2019/09/27,"Self isolated veteran seeks support 39 m veteran who has become so self isolated due to issues in service that I've become agoraphobic and it's terrifying. I don't like the feeling of dread I get when I even think of interacting with society. I have a lot of self hate in me due to things I have done and the moral issues arising from combat. I struggle to find peace in this life and I have heard from my therapist over and over that I am not alone in this, so are you in a dark place, do you feel alone in life, reach out and let's talk! Let's find connection in the stuff behind the masks we wear. I can offer you an ear to listen, a shoulder to cry on, and support and encouragement in whatever you are going through. 

​

I am a night owl and usually up until the wee hours so hit me up on chat or DMs and let's figure this whole life thing out because I can only stare at these walls for so much longer.",5.12868686868687,4.9077276984127005,6.095036075036077,81.96688311688312,68.31216931216932,9.624050024050023,29.35113035113035,9.339509955726095,2.2253661375661373,721,23,155,13,11,240,112,189,0.138,0.778,0.084,-0.8832,0,2,0,0,1,0,16.0,1,4,0,0,6,7,1,2,10,0,16,6,3,0,0,22,27,16,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,11,13,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,6,19,4,32,21,3,27,1,0,1,0,16,19,0,2,8,108,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483741038095564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299187261503679,0.14569961555935687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309393644445701,0.26485478756759256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171174452364265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270605900890892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919716328366867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125673630426514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191848782879536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264623755349638,0.0,0.06814567099255535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838292051351873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808382506556653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25030262749223176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678377968954914,0.2540806843132294,0.0585802968373975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194028391844097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814513076824132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252419987850652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119435505304074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527685221591858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752661315856581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535238885437827,0.13726434333890655,0.0,0.2721371253857365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963763646621185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922077776774058,0.1593212036169365,0.07683129296602821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206015436031593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387141117912435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569961555935687,0.0
lonely,WinningWithKilo,2019/09/27,"A Quiet Whisper of Wind in the Night It's 3:30 AM, the TV is playing YouTube, the Misfits podcast, filling the air with talk all whilst being alone. The bedroom window is open, curtains blowing in the breeze. A subtle whistle as it blows through the cracks in the framework, almost as if to speak to me. 

I reach out but theres nothing there. It's just me, in this half empty bed, hoping that when I wake up itll be full.

It never is.",2.8928733766233736,4.362819034090911,3.6605844155844167,91.20909090909092,74.56818181818181,5.0285714285714285,27.34415584415585,3.1291,0.5789883116883119,337,13,69,0,7,107,65,88,0.044000000000000004,0.884,0.07200000000000001,0.3506,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,10,0,7,1,1,0,2,10,8,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,7,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,13,5,2,14,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,3,4,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053006108839784,0.4192009526301986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020100123823048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121696554339765,0.0,0.0,0.3798322857296679,0.0,0.3883704115335154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32532428508226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EADARh0,2019/09/27,"Ya girl needs some advice 😌 I don’t feel worth it and beautiful enough. I constantly compare myself to others and I’ve told myself that I’m going to be alone forever. I have talked to guys and girls, and met up with a handful of people who I know I feel fully comfortable with. But I’m always worrying about how people perceive me. The only thing I like about myself is my personality , and that’s basically the only thing I think people like me for. Any tips on trying to stop this? I feel like a major little bitch but it’s starting to feel like it’s taking up way too much of my life (hence the reddit post 🙌).",3.625,4.625247690476193,5.3223809523809535,81.83928571428572,72.09523809523809,7.822222222222222,22.73015873015873,8.167268648758528,1.1557206349206353,483,11,97,7,9,165,80,126,0.059000000000000004,0.8170000000000001,0.124,0.7679,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,1,0,5,0,4,2,1,1,0,20,18,8,0,1,2,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,10,7,0,1,7,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,5,16,5,15,15,4,10,0,0,0,0,9,4,1,1,7,62,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398550851261398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380428050804125,0.0,0.0,0.1396343591435015,0.0,0.0,0.11411900312626068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181346885604716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733963090427188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394063952218712,0.2397721399027775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537233660784786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616184842138199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222596630189574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853170909184105,0.3279409950589097,0.1681933142291764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336230547777376,0.12443165864425705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552596107771645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490224633020925,0.14652836335738514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071904161483014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877933038714475,0.0,0.0,0.140299684475109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261749431509012,0.1348822156670878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229757993252706,0.1075281793846116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603530870704781,0.0,0.11393441937780975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320262524501886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704228574914037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,airbear13,2019/09/27,"nobody likes me this is somewhat of an exaggeration i guess bc i do have significant other somehow. im not sure how. i am extremely grateful to have them, but i really need friends as well and in this are a i have been hyper unsuccessful. 

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i know how it's supposed to work: ""put yourself out there"", get to know some peeps with common interests, then talk to them i guess. but for some reason this final part does not work out. i do not know if its because of how i look or some weird vibe or what, but i cant sustain any type of friendship after a while and i get ghosted, and it ends up with me just feeling more worthless as a person than when i started. 

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i have borderline personality disorder so clearly this is a big part of the issue. i just cant figure out how to function in a normal relationship. things might go ok for a while, but then when a relationship i managed to start begins to stall or go backwards, i can meltdown quite a bit and become very depressed and angry with that person for ditching me. over time ive made improvements so i no longer have epic freakouts at people, i try to realize they are not bad just because they talk to me less for a week or whatever. i also know i shouldn't make one person the subject of my whole social life, but no matter what i just can't seem to figure out a way to just be like a normal person.

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i want to be a normal person, make some friends, and be able to keep them. i want to not worry about whether or not they are going to ghost me and just focus on having fun. most of all i want to be important to them. how do i do this and make some close friends ?",4.050390523301221,4.906561425149704,5.1237776620671704,84.19244077063264,70.97604790419163,7.605102837802655,27.395990627440767,7.7425588080867325,1.4973760999739651,1292,43,265,15,23,426,169,334,0.11199999999999999,0.713,0.175,0.9539,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,7,3,20,14,0,0,15,1,28,1,0,10,3,83,54,36,2,9,24,0,1,2,3,2,1,0,0,6,13,16,0,1,10,0,0,4,12,4,1,1,2,2,39,10,45,46,14,33,0,2,1,0,21,13,0,18,17,204,52,4,0.08204448810206619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656109474933652,0.0,0.2666855057422909,0.2990790997822173,0.05579306533478209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685037205646678,0.10002711687522543,0.09061169120067153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957133167133806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066479738134351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403009136607282,0.0,0.0717976844261668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266706436419684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041484158345445464,0.0,0.0,0.08987572641291748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016210396251207,0.0,0.08572971754392247,0.0,0.13988331991312344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807625068436048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862212605507562,0.08563312975135348,0.0,0.07292491074163522,0.0,0.0,0.1803580200486697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795044829026073,0.08016558531900106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889670657339357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763247839490647,0.16429599868206066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703623649334738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060834948345748124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24115853593738484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559546846600125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769237087507567,0.0,0.05687931768551983,0.4298284944437628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247737138224567,0.0,0.0872644121522069,0.0,0.0,0.052559799947368785,0.08435539825912149,0.0,0.17617015185816978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469022059264653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363402351403876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614302191861045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732595907956373,0.0,0.0,0.13188850349293416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450671228728652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047840800796610655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570282187966123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769529507809616,0.14517589434596154,0.06512309579884205,0.06581113950824452,0.0,0.07376784795067116,0.0,0.0,0.0915997409883724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945872896688282,0.08332016020187352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990790997822173,0.0
lonely,neberyx,2019/09/27,"Not gonna lie, all I need right now is someone to say something nice to me. I'm not afraid to admit it. I desperately need friends and support, and I didn't realize until now that I've completely isolated myself from society. All I do is sit and imagine, imagine what it's like to have friends that check up on you, imagine what it's like to have a bunch of people leave supportive comments on a Reddit post. I don't think I can handle the isolation anymore but anytime I try to branch out I'm reminded why I isolated myself in the first place. Could someone literally just say whaddup to me? Lol",3.880416666666669,5.254560208333338,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,71.91666666666666,8.666666666666668,32.5,9.150863307647796,2.9185000000000008,475,23,93,10,9,159,76,120,0.09699999999999999,0.759,0.14400000000000002,0.6617,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,3,8,0,1,4,1,9,0,0,0,2,19,18,5,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,0,6,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,2,13,7,15,15,3,13,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,6,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391366187698167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050099525542032,0.0,0.0,0.15611515070853918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631809751783155,0.0,0.0,0.30213267515794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703850999243376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105259862506552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899666963679481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355561917074096,0.0,0.2042876995814389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726411770219525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669819325609478,0.0,0.3109873174224878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313446248247645,0.15052889011758055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437712660591059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528801465130585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275233790797258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764358147388931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,celestialcyns,2019/09/27,looking for a friend to be real with :c 34/f looking for someone to hang talk to :c feeling down and lonley.,1.3169565217391297,2.8449817826086985,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,79.0,4.6000000000000005,28.89130434782609,3.1291,0.8864956521739127,83,4,17,0,2,29,18,23,0.222,0.609,0.168,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,7,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092603672281392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070129209797035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6673941450021704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523026659880997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366967212837772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193970343506761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GuysonC,2019/09/27,"counseling? I have been thinking of going to the counseling center at my college.  I dont have any close friends or family to talk about my problems with.  Maybe if I properly vent I can start improving my lonely life.  

Joining reddit has made me feel better but it is not a permanent solution.  Also I feel I would bore people if they had to read all my issues.

Anyone have experience with counseling?",3.227899999999998,5.97378770666667,4.900916666666667,76.62337500000002,78.6,8.55,26.70833333333333,9.188382445141503,2.951833333333333,318,13,53,9,8,107,58,75,0.11900000000000001,0.802,0.079,-0.4594,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,1,1,15,16,5,0,4,5,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,2,12,2,8,12,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,1,40,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321138297925406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280326531604293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767936485291672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22473932179986905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29781459923687464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24856798245099715,0.2395519483189124,0.0,0.2569709327840697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632447334277814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441636129981594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652244387626647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948514982994998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404446803687953,0.0,0.0,0.2552872826081285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616762524210866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431486020527468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541784002721113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986010726226231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042436987864988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282319335187262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051219365551,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Maxbop,2019/09/27,"I lost the last person that truly cared about me My girlfriend finally broke up with and she was the last person to actually care about me. I saw her recently and we talked and it was so jarring seeing someone who used to care about me so much no longer give a shit if we ever talked again. 

I have no friends no family no one. I'm only holding on for her at this point.",1.8089610389610409,3.6543366493506495,3.4116883116883163,90.19467532467534,78.61038961038959,6.477922077922077,21.38961038961039,7.447530270364453,0.6414727272727281,290,8,63,4,7,96,55,77,0.198,0.64,0.162,-0.3428,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,1,7,7,1,0,3,0,3,1,1,1,1,10,12,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,2,12,4,10,8,1,10,0,2,2,0,13,4,1,1,6,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.17579623082315712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5510116854279294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295211211933144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982534688216452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734082456051946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918013199587628,0.0,0.0,0.17281218420999953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936856017621527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966503274990401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242782784058532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207139821606147,0.13700893340042006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145925783618018,0.0,0.0,0.17029592825230674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787215992837796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355281075125784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491698696343092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526368791297643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895886027087267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555880572321857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheUnknown_Person,2019/09/27,"Hi Hello everyone, I'm just wanted to hello to the new community and don't mind me at all",0.29050000000000153,2.113939049999999,4.830000000000002,78.24500000000002,83.5,8.0,20.0,8.841846274778883,1.5764999999999998,71,2,15,2,2,28,18,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5330611780135601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5632817291734232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387867276211206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290415417747708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ShatteredGlasz,2019/09/27,"Casual friend Hey, 25m new to the boston area. Looking for some one to casual chat with after work most days.",0.6484848484848484,3.149439000000001,2.824545454545458,87.87348484848488,90.8181818181818,6.56969696969697,11.87878787878788,7.793537801064563,0.17295151515151552,86,1,17,2,3,29,20,22,0.0,0.726,0.27399999999999997,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,5,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,3,9,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380302625813966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049532454204655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44014991963662775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062226554362791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35517432101639884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381583914309863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Chi4eva,2019/09/27,So everyone knows. We are all in this bullshit by ourselves. It doesnt get any better. You can have aquientences and people you like but the lonely feelings never go away. Fuck this bullshit life.,2.7108333333333365,5.732535083333333,2.6235555555555585,89.07700000000004,87.05555555555556,3.991111111111112,23.86666666666667,5.6839178017228535,0.6663400000000004,157,6,26,1,5,47,33,36,0.28800000000000003,0.598,0.114,-0.8565,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,2,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,7,9,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,9,1,4,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596042278446876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586682624263264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337628331244139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647800822916938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930251157636665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35292326938387203,0.19944949244846946,0.0,0.2169582727201944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098007353126301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26964249573625604,0.1865045839620023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944304237608485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646585424098697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tylrdurdn978,2019/09/27,Just a little off. Bleh :( I don't know. I miss having someone to talk to.,-3.5337499999999977,-3.3531268749999987,-0.017499999999998298,102.3125,130.25,1.6,10.25,3.1291,-2.05245,54,1,13,0,4,19,14,16,0.175,0.7290000000000001,0.096,-0.2942,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33630178626153545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6133165558532844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184879399379725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918477071334613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AhmedMD,2019/09/27,"Bone crushing loneliness New here. I think the title says it all. I recently relocated for a job and I don't know anyone here. Making friends is harder than I thought because it's that everyone is engaged or married age. It's tough. I had a small circle of friends back home and I guess I'm the only one trying to stay in touch. I'm quite comfortable with spending time alone but it's been 4 months now and I think I could use some social time. I'm not expecting anything out of this post, but I needed to vent.",1.1121428571428569,3.4972178571428607,2.769166666666667,90.79375000000002,84.71428571428572,5.785714285714287,23.035714285714285,7.1686216300943375,0.930571428571429,405,15,84,6,12,133,75,105,0.069,0.8420000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.4304,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,2,1,21,17,6,0,3,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,9,4,9,13,2,13,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,8,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747305011790354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140069713751516,0.0,0.1648478358142495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403515788281102,0.0,0.12211435658271068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994071803106508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141613758353107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30953636969947385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206771314324647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093917535843367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987885522353097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100916644445936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337164080762908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598950106253831,0.0,0.0,0.14853613314178066,0.0,0.19347211659049274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574328787480255,0.15235381391368252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918529835881248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21306697374528727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977936860142712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930399650950344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420292594416772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351646665554005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567163396130314,0.0,0.15903319375560204,0.23361859424448497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600540465764252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730137833382413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sumimasen28,2019/09/27,"Met up yesterday with a group from the ""Meetup"" app, and it actually went really well. My high school friends and I grew apart, and I always commuted to college. So I've been pretty lonely for several years now. I was sort of subliminally familiar with the app called Meetup but never thought about it until I just downloaded it about a week ago. 

There was a meetup at an outdoor beer garden about 30 minutes from me. I was nervous, but with 8 people going, it seemed like a good sized group. Large enough to fade into the background if I wanted to, but small enough that I'm not overwhelmed and I can stand out if I wanted to too. 

Anyway, this isn't a paid advertisement or anything, but it felt really good to just be out with other people, having a drink, chatting and having a nice time. It wasn't too intimidating either. Since, I mean, we're all here because we downloaded an app to meet people. Why? Because we didn't really have friends to begin with. So everyone was friendly and inviting. 

It was sort of an eclectic group, people from different countries and some big age gaps, but everyone got along. Even if I don't get anyone's number or meet my next best friend right away, it's nice to just have a friendly conversation with people and being out in public, in the real world, after spending how many weeks / months / years sitting alone in my bedroom. 

Anyway, I can't guarantee, every meetup would be a success, but if you're lonely, I think it's worth looking into that app.",5.921614035087721,6.592647705263162,6.442543859649124,77.0736403508772,66.68421052631578,8.85964912280702,29.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.2913508771929827,1176,38,212,18,18,383,161,285,0.049,0.7490000000000001,0.203,0.9945,1,5,2,0,0,0,40.0,2,0,0,2,18,17,0,2,16,0,20,2,0,1,2,54,36,24,0,7,17,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,13,22,2,0,5,4,3,3,7,4,1,0,14,2,18,13,37,18,6,38,0,3,1,0,17,17,0,10,17,147,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.10950951492289536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947533508474253,0.0,0.0,0.11622499669647125,0.0,0.0,0.09337516246854742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846610443522274,0.0,0.09234664050122936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543340476878682,0.0,0.0,0.1368152700541276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177668727326196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458810262969035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724492619491225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993185632951552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319043626170979,0.0,0.07411956318982503,0.0,0.09454931181494662,0.2144600462147193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774779766174536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335004416876621,0.0,0.05862977372459331,0.0,0.0637766197402084,0.18824787503032506,0.08975175185888032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185654900442402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05482451432718861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423566139007128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137724096323666,0.0,0.12223934303548654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895721013941643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655017824723042,0.0,0.1193461345960524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889924778770831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141670234108346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772974170380968,0.21567101347408424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583437671041713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357157626309207,0.0,0.10215992442861524,0.0,0.12677548032952668,0.0,0.09282868143709436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719053768826818,0.0,0.08908931742397469,0.06543577666802823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323792974730281,0.0,0.18003055782607347,0.0,0.10089831991531298,0.10402809804913653,0.10126015476988726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971712782139588,0.0,0.0,0.14453065901428158
lonely,eaf000,2018/12/27,"Could use someone to talk to right now Hello, I’m an 18 year old female, currently a senior in high school. I don’t have any real friends. I mean, I have acquaintances, but they never text me outside of school, let alone do they ever want to hang out. Even though I’m shy, I’ve been told that I have a nice personality and I’m good company.  Sometimes I even initiate hanging out, but our plans never fall through. People pretend to like me, but in the end, I’m sitting alone on winter break, wasting my time on the internet. I wish I knew what it was about me that repels others so much. I’ve played sports, I’ve had jobs, I just never seem to make any friends.",2.16277777777778,3.9997582592592593,3.4819444444444443,90.13625000000002,77.51851851851852,6.277777777777778,23.10185185185185,7.1686216300943375,0.7387407407407407,515,16,110,6,12,168,91,135,0.08900000000000001,0.732,0.179,0.9306,2,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,2,1,8,6,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,2,4,20,22,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,5,0,15,6,14,15,1,25,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,13,64,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242324307374252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288935847151025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497519015513417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863770185125132,0.0,0.0,0.2067710632076343,0.14158889875207775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24186690630967436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128859504646145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538084805893205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553302837583004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006089359457026,0.0,0.07647186943238199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044839221176321,0.0,0.0,0.17050531490935758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506638400824888,0.0,0.3621730540523511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425022434614392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851708343777483,0.1366745608464562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816358703904814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336743979015662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168301938577833,0.0,0.1424975760934879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326260049278212,0.0,0.15481058950918386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581159831378871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378835775364255,0.0,0.09127296850639637,0.0,0.0,0.14956959358289695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519028011338674,0.0,0.0,0.09232450552587483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799999344930142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079915728168233
lonely,captainbollo,2018/12/27,"Need Friends Anyone here from the Phoenix, Arizona area? I need some friends and people to spend time with. It’s hard to make friends as an adult. I’d like to start off chatting/texting and getting to know each other before meeting. I’m simply looking for a friend and only a friend. ",1.8523896103896118,4.594384472727274,1.8488311688311685,95.8018181818182,86.0909090909091,3.1428571428571432,26.038961038961038,3.1291,0.2403506493506491,226,10,43,0,7,67,43,55,0.023,0.677,0.3,0.9501,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,8,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,9,8,2,4,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,3,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579236011755314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774233910841038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8054567377920651,0.0,0.10893586658839592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678057102805468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458953658690757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186558124161764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509266682965122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391794856843083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092093620165755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857833580491545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455192296310168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758173832098226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158162285771022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iiKxndii,2018/12/27,"I am very lonley Uhh 16 female. My best friend got a girlfriend who doesn't like other females, and blocked all his old female friends for her. Just broke up with my boyfriend after an on and off relationship, and now I'm lonely af so pm me? I need a friend I can talk to while I play video games 🎮👾 😝",1.0151282051282071,2.7259853076923086,2.4319230769230766,96.9222435897436,80.53846153846155,4.94871794871795,20.06410256410256,5.46131890053228,-0.3859743589743592,235,6,56,1,6,76,55,65,0.133,0.642,0.225,0.8220000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,9,6,7,5,2,7,0,2,0,0,10,3,0,0,5,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30970178744324844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6840082878973478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360279875985787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417679342974785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882177360901486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096703512300431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31683979468085244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371998089727949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24349826763697646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Inside_Violinist,2018/12/27,"somewhat lonely I'm in my mid 20s, female, out of school and working. I have a close knit family and am engaged to marry someone who I truly care about and love. My deep, dark secret is that I'm so lonely because I don't really have anyone to call a friend. My fiance also doesn't have many friends either, but he seems content with it. Me on the other hand, I'm completely and utterly embarrassed about it. To the point where I have a fictitious social life to co-workers, family and occasional friends (friends that have drifted apart, and I hang out with once in a blue moon). I would love to make friends, but it seems so difficult to form a meaningful friendship after school. 

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I'm just so lonely and I wish I had someone to talk to.  ",5.640748299319725,5.987131850340138,6.2725170068027225,79.18319727891156,67.23129251700679,9.254421768707482,31.29931972789116,9.150863307647796,2.621919727891156,590,22,112,10,9,193,88,147,0.14,0.667,0.193,0.8605,0,6,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,8,14,0,1,7,0,11,4,1,1,0,24,22,13,0,2,4,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,7,12,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,2,12,9,19,20,3,14,0,3,1,2,13,11,0,3,1,74,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212258066977003,0.0,0.15191299761914562,0.17036547391914475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980352017047612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546819478670924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431658655049132,0.0,0.14294922498092547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470031833458478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643472255954273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5416135227541118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903154978719288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530825367772575,0.0,0.09358850450890883,0.1421467423039161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931467184448785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253986224721515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981946816393355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837916439721185,0.0,0.2552763099325393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429222242086736,0.2375919511561165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126921644729878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612298269387031,0.0,0.0,0.2041430811017012,0.0,0.0,0.09959822475635294,0.0,0.17036547391914475,0.0
lonely,readyheartsx,2018/12/27,My bf cheated on me and got another girl pregnant Please someone. I’ve been 41 days no contact and it feels like I’m going crazy ,1.0377777777777766,3.3422631481481524,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,84.18518518518519,5.0814814814814815,27.51851851851852,6.42735559955562,1.2049851851851852,103,5,21,1,3,34,25,27,0.242,0.612,0.147,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510030701978764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773824361510715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747424081039995,0.3072674223404343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444388413429528,0.0,0.3439946225160855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101277994023129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472126630346105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36442695550479776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MiserableSlip,2018/12/27,"Feel frustrated on how ""unfulfilled"" and lonely i am. I just can't feel happy. I have this huge brain fog. Can't focus. Sometimes it gets so extreme that i feel like punching someone. I have realized i have no one to talk with. There are no women in my life, and i hate it, not because i am sexually unfulfilled, but because i crave female company. It really feels like hell. ",1.9725,4.476158356164387,3.971489726027397,82.84161815068494,81.87671232876713,7.485616438356162,25.56335616438357,8.472884824447931,2.174535616438356,292,12,55,7,8,99,51,73,0.259,0.655,0.085,-0.9108,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,0,8,2,1,1,0,12,14,5,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,4,10,3,4,14,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056477259891177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798631407212629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070440520113934,0.3581990177181928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309799484157641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668738860560178,0.0,0.2475134888815487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707620986479847,0.24495786363515584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988021891233465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606042824606806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241655964950024,0.0,0.2479478503386152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015024647116836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gwhbdwuufsw,2018/12/27,"Should i wait? I am currently in a pretty lonely situation, although i have one friend who i know for nearly 13 years, many (including myself) would consider him a false friend and despite my hard efforts in my new schol its hard to make new friends and peole rather get the impression that i am annoying. I am actually a quiet person (not shy) but realised that being quiet would not gain me new friends, but neither does being talkative (like many others are). I am also fetching for a relationship with a girl but that is something for the future. So how can i get friends without being the type of annoying guy? (We dont have clubs or anything like that in my school, so forget that).Thanks for the help in advance!",8.06463492063492,7.447523844444448,7.926984126984128,72.58000000000003,62.407407407407405,10.677248677248675,37.06349206349206,9.957137785484203,3.666460317460317,569,24,100,10,7,183,87,135,0.096,0.715,0.19,0.8956,1,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,3,5,11,2,0,9,0,16,0,0,2,0,20,21,11,0,4,8,0,2,2,5,3,0,2,0,3,7,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,3,0,1,0,4,15,8,13,15,1,12,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,1,8,76,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.1383239130562314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335444146596102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166451032197612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404311669939636,0.0,0.1661255735873387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5475640856236265,0.0,0.14811315215663715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035109330830908,0.0,0.0,0.2539536334815254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500953736595907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790004339059026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850013596505567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461673636898547,0.2874169410624457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106982945521863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605094144752747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376737616527254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442069160044042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521824476690858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345479341896578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932874720088847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912320427982183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050092184697976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663834672575292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013849676098576,0.0,0.0,0.09127995099570813
lonely,6Chapter,2018/12/27,Feeling lonely lately and just found this subreddit Seems like a great add. Wife and I are at wits end and she cheated on me 7 days before Christmas. Just feeling down,2.293125,5.122662062500002,2.64875,90.32125,84.625,4.45,23.625,5.985473137389443,0.6413500000000001,134,5,24,1,4,41,28,32,0.151,0.599,0.25,0.4215,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,5,3,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,2,3,4,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065580927881679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23234044842859986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31908693397282545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36432056284946895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950108338178707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971922845336875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063934355893929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760067717981201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279707759655138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,moonpowderandme,2018/12/27,"It’s the most wonderful time of the year. Can someone please tell me when I’m finally going to meet someone who gets me?
Being alone at this time of the year is like flicking sunburn with an elastic band. ",4.128455284552846,5.410266073170731,4.705853658536586,85.66577235772358,71.1951219512195,7.417886178861789,30.739837398373986,7.793537801064563,2.016164227642277,163,7,32,2,3,52,34,41,0.044000000000000004,0.764,0.192,0.7778,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,7,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972178185699876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143652509173535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993171817577405,0.0,0.16309355417282506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402006712466593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150105349041157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4863031348301143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508273353303302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33467290773078123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112103300199281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696028256373503
lonely,miss_moriarty,2018/12/27,"I know I'm not the only one who's lonely after christmas. I'm lying in my hammock and I just want to have some drama-free contact with somebody. Just chat a bit. Hit me up :)

No flirting, no sexting, no suicide threats. Just have a meaningless easy going conversation. Go!",0.7225000000000001,3.2525954716981147,2.8012971698113245,86.77854952830191,94.28301886792453,4.159433962264152,25.49292452830189,5.985473137389443,1.0655301886792463,212,10,38,2,8,71,43,53,0.348,0.515,0.136,-0.9324,0,2,0,0,1,1,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,9,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,5,8,2,5,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712142467953958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905960571846226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372055516674256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29247501750414256,0.3282643664291161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721192148641922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545790356155901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Aphrothena,2018/12/27,"New friends? I'm a seventeen year old girl from America. I'm a student and my search history definitely shows it. I like music and musicals. Hamilton is a recent obsession. I love stories. Making a real connection, texting all day and long phone calls are the best in my opinion. Everyone under 25 reach out to me and make a new friend.",1.7014930555555523,4.476615468750005,3.9614583333333333,79.32659722222225,89.625,7.844444444444445,28.98611111111111,8.515128840125781,3.2196027777777783,266,14,46,8,9,91,51,64,0.034,0.6679999999999999,0.298,0.9559,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,2,1,10,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,5,7,2,10,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,8,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25455111266173364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476802546027477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564307386263058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317758895975283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374801562478385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850226468023993,0.0,0.0,0.21465742521198145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891931754622476,0.0,0.3238205495829094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685307362396207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545252745058891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760856862058356,0.0,0.0,0.2394981327670263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620029305417998
lonely,ZoidbergZero,2018/12/27,"Just woke up I had one of my shitty Dreams again , i was with a beautiful girl which cared for me and loved me for what i am. Then suddenly i wake up and realize it was all just a dream. It hurts so fucking much, waking up in a empty bed with absolutely no one aroun you  but the craving for love light up like a big fire within me. Im a loser who will never have a girlfriend or friends. I just sit here all day Long thinking about old Times where things were better. Usually that is ok for me, i can spend time on Programming or Gaming where i can forget the bad Things. But then i have one of my shitty dreams again and i suddenly would like to cry again :( But why am i even writing this here, do i want attention? Its not like anyone here could change anything in my life :(

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Just some Thoughts Peace out",3.000157553290088,4.409741759036148,3.677951807228919,91.43688137164044,74.18072289156626,7.035403151065802,23.01019462465245,7.61054688173877,0.7629671918443006,636,17,140,8,13,201,107,166,0.187,0.591,0.222,0.7354,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,15,13,1,0,8,1,15,6,2,0,3,29,23,11,0,3,10,0,1,3,2,2,1,0,1,1,10,6,0,0,4,4,1,0,3,4,0,3,6,2,19,9,19,14,4,27,0,2,0,3,9,12,1,3,17,105,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186297824105693,0.2039534007094068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736305670953084,0.0,0.13812440523318908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014586890810532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844770404877186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113197816988882,0.0,0.17756067465873948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401277876345924,0.0,0.18437288324910997,0.10824791974358668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086186271824436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967876330192213,0.15517254980459075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968449899217726,0.0,0.18130438402608595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855583700137964,0.24600581220517395,0.0,0.0,0.14853998607153582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302978313906388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338741668700078,0.0,0.12945454028797132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761279894819512,0.0,0.3412139590943413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230211875168072,0.1075500674532552,0.0,0.1332523729615641,0.19574675774205053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486059470090288,0.0,0.09900095785512628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145649669004646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923423318341325,0.0,0.2039534007094068,0.0
lonely,bluberrycupcake,2018/12/27,"I feel like I don’t have the right to say I’m lonely but I have a husband who I love. He’s great, he’s funny, he’s loving. But fuck, I’m so lonely. I only talk to him and my mom calls once a week. I had to quit my job two months ago because I was cutting, so I don’t see people anymore. I’m so desperate to talk to people, it makes me physically sick. I haven’t had a friend other than him in years. I try to find friends on here, but they always stop responding. I spend so much time alone, isolated in my house. I live in a town of maybe 500 so there’s nowhere for me to go just so be around other people. I feel trapped. I know if it weren’t for him, I would never speak. I can feel my body physically longing for other people. I haven’t had a friend since 2013, if those were even friends. I’m worried the loneliness is going to drive me to cutting again because it gives me something else to focus on. I’ve started playing YouTube videos on every tv in the house when I’m home alone just to hear people speak. I guess I just miss people ",0.8203428571428582,2.52678212,2.6961269841269875,94.81600000000002,81.13333333333333,5.352380952380952,20.49206349206349,6.1826913282559595,-0.04619365079365112,807,22,189,6,21,269,119,225,0.19,0.643,0.16699999999999998,0.0315,2,7,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,15,15,3,0,8,0,16,5,1,1,1,20,37,13,0,3,8,2,3,1,4,1,1,4,1,0,8,2,0,1,5,3,1,3,6,6,0,1,6,8,31,9,24,29,1,24,0,3,1,3,25,10,1,3,12,110,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979231116195883,0.0,0.0,0.2288228195421372,0.0,0.0,0.09191812673076584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955445475370786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833983500599416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468039036371476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270491304552192,0.0,0.0,0.1128000579693956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922817399892902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296299382403984,0.0,0.09307395452875786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756764008836147,0.07891827655197901,0.0,0.0,0.10096564231451888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413888446003952,0.1021257763080112,0.0,0.10597085779109328,0.12556288547749464,0.0,0.0,0.12179122924063453,0.12169282563241668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245053309103776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080829205494244,0.0,0.0,0.2549302068914268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962232682590166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071025863836979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053969026908806464,0.0,0.09754516315062116,0.09776059882653272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940315185351656,0.0,0.07373816863847107,0.0,0.11097983476899198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937864758840645,0.08817440901656384,0.0,0.08120660343384528,0.0,0.08519964027242305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764468842024008,0.0,0.08401580168584645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595071185984508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749618964005384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433896713806822,0.0,0.08784849315349649,0.0,0.0,0.08802859915911547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138017304611247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850435720819622,0.0,0.0,0.07818973503721051,0.0,0.0,0.09235609528322676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757979725709747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441471000946228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500044017535155,0.0,0.10791106852680593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861067114738118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218549581063572,0.0,0.07847321347545619,0.0,0.0,0.07113769379641383
lonely,187onmyheart,2018/12/27,"i know this is not the place for this but where else? long story short i dated a chick that i thought no chick could be better then her.. then I dated a chick I liked more... after that I got too picky

I am afraid I am too picky and am starting to worry i will be by myself. how do i fix this?

Im writing this post today because i started to feel like the inner child in me was like slipping away or some shit and things got a little more dole. dont worry though I love my live, i just want someone to share it with.",0.8232142857142861,2.3469477500000018,2.3690714285714267,98.02592857142858,80.42857142857143,4.48,17.45,3.1291,-0.9653957142857146,396,7,95,0,10,129,75,112,0.16699999999999998,0.682,0.15,-0.6139,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,1,5,0,11,2,1,1,0,15,20,8,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,17,6,9,12,3,17,0,0,0,1,8,7,1,2,12,67,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673001594010646,0.0,0.0,0.11466652770315425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636281102475514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018583636027705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045663169428606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713685810385206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511109668578734,0.13438162333943934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008881022377499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318473209785493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337710687090228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756945195557529,0.1885297483696131,0.16609938718640482,0.16646622991433946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697713154406458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652877302751895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015175343154705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930861795376182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938001333290042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662821334133025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249680212675611,0.0,0.18481134618025985,0.14933366254234284,0.0,0.0,0.17830071454203758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109486855890405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820577362011603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gtxdtomlow,2018/12/27,"Beat this Ive spent the past two years in complete isolation other than having my family and a couple days different.  Only watching stuff like live streamers and porn on my phone high.  And having no contact with anyone as i start to hesitate on pushing on.  Im not moving anywhere physically or mentally its been 2 years..  Try spending so much time alone as a kid that you end up growing up, but without anyone else, so you forget how to be yourself and love yourself again or be around anyone.  Now i just spend my time hating myself in fear and regret of my reality.  All while my parents are reaching late 60s and my high school class is  graduating. Love is really a feeling that when its evaporated, so is your reality.",6.866368613138686,7.106759751824818,7.539844890510952,71.50713959854015,64.62043795620438,10.061678832116787,33.91332116788321,9.827888789773867,3.356402189781022,574,23,99,11,8,191,98,137,0.14,0.737,0.122,-0.1925,2,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,10,6,1,1,4,0,10,3,0,1,1,19,16,17,0,1,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,1,0,3,3,3,3,0,1,2,2,13,3,16,12,2,26,0,1,1,3,9,10,0,2,14,72,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133068493928462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267539014721159,0.1596047163731386,0.0,0.1386682759182742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332182335801299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235648100542805,0.0,0.10045872779767463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274643825612906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012580082398287,0.0,0.13796593602435714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684604068166476,0.17528449439630653,0.07876196439733922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379057122801398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291589978523091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682582705196118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571528246913384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610132673066795,0.0,0.13754771499707036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811769134909729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569794667633777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555879945769042,0.11450883246513427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847006219766218,0.0,0.0,0.17296408944576636,0.0,0.14870003794120407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979021528444318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576475001845721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025476859357934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831931903486048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166141483241827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575756743535047,0.0,0.15216460170183144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501566680156672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062147452148027
lonely,Lball1997,2018/12/27,"Desperate for love I’ve gone all but about 3 months without being in a relationship so I crave love more than anything at this point, but I feel its very desperate of me rather than just waiting for the right girl to walk into my arms. So desperate that I’ve been doing a lot of considering getting drunk/acting more drunk than I truly am on NYE just to get a single kiss from a couple girls at the get together I’m having. I am not really attracted to the girls, but I haven’t had a kiss in my entire life. I just want a little bit out of something. I realize that’s stupid, but I’m curious what people think I should do to cope as well as their thoughts on my plan.",6.355909558067836,5.001861589928058,7.1801849948612535,78.95194244604319,66.19424460431655,10.820554984583763,30.648509763617678,9.957137785484203,2.5784955806783145,527,15,113,10,7,177,89,139,0.133,0.687,0.18100000000000002,0.8022,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,8,7,1,0,9,0,10,7,1,0,1,21,23,8,0,3,10,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,2,1,1,4,1,0,2,3,1,1,0,4,1,13,6,25,17,6,14,0,0,0,4,7,11,0,1,1,79,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403776087291604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24415841209722255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474548802842957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307977719901192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505300967591637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796448674883146,0.0,0.22414736748806047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013186309379249,0.4036900675897717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850837764958374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504474063450674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141334613698795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327036403103574,0.0,0.0,0.2401070952838204,0.0,0.19098847569015687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721700236065626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330033539266354,0.0,0.1775462367381572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845275206286768,0.1319094520419583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108041583609254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155822635212392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DeziKidoT,2018/12/27,It’s a funny thing when you freak out that discord is down but realize you have no one to talk to anyway. You have 0 new messages. ,2.727857142857143,3.505276071428576,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,74.0,7.028571428571429,24.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.8604428571428571,102,3,23,1,2,34,24,28,0.223,0.711,0.066,-0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6133666731449705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43034836416122135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104552879571959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219206189976593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jibbz97,2018/12/27,"Feeling Lonely and Lost / Advices I'm currently doing research around mental health for my university project and I would like to know - What advices would you give to the youth (15-24 years olds) when they're feeling lost and lonely?

I want to try show awareness and help others through a typographic poster.",6.768454545454548,8.667082890909093,5.648863636363636,79.05329545454545,65.54545454545455,7.6818181818181825,33.75,8.07648339933343,2.6358181818181814,249,11,41,3,4,74,43,55,0.162,0.677,0.161,-0.2732,1,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,11,5,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,4,1,6,7,0,6,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,22,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507426230294805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053117324289445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332293417919898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212436130154632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24515145577041314,0.0,0.0,0.1545880358367424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674953518574886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267534068443355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5035250165427193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324232133379661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420099066894217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565842601260847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603296468184414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276692788213495,0.0,0.0,0.14851970367299527
lonely,GD_BB198,2018/12/27,"i’m so much younger than everyone on this sub, why do i feel this way? i’m 14, and i’m already feeling lonely and depressed a lot of the time. i’m too young to be feeling this, i’m too young to be depressed, so why am i like this? being around my family doesn’t help, i just feel irritated when i interact with them. i have only 1 real friend, the rest only contact me to ask for help with homework or something. if anyone is willing to help, i’ll be glad, but this’ll probably go unnoticed.",1.7603775620280473,3.42072572815534,3.881100323624597,87.62083063646173,78.12621359223301,6.907874865156419,26.97842502696871,7.793537801064563,1.5771518878101398,382,16,82,6,9,131,68,103,0.081,0.774,0.145,0.5174,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,15,21,8,0,1,4,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,4,8,3,11,16,3,8,0,3,0,0,8,2,0,3,5,50,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747722719751066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146319193743422,0.0,0.0,0.16737159762023074,0.17576695001418907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32387096508381225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965465739229944,0.0,0.0,0.1772421000429895,0.0,0.3802604662268873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145258521958599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685222698865302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37806382847492986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185374629910223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159842088248437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821132558547347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859850019607512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027100151758013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140001682330129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474173691486933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963200135398253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923611661826527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393053155357704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,soykatty,2018/12/27,How can I make friends? I'm from Ecuador and I have been living in US for four months. I'm not getting how to make friends here. It seems that people are too busy. I really would like to have friends to hang out. I have been feeling so alone lately. Thanks for your answers.,0.06892857142857167,2.441872321428576,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,93.64285714285714,3.5142857142857147,19.5,5.148860815047168,-0.5990642857142858,214,7,49,1,8,64,40,56,0.042,0.69,0.268,0.9205,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,4,0,11,16,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,6,5,8,13,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573001184220163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561443456471247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5758126985721909,0.0,0.1297952088722399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802415610203425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137108565083267,0.0,0.21936957232124227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316599202975455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829565886085385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172231126638674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915158495551346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261627137070507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287223539910268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988325145797969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764786148566173,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wereallmad_here,2018/12/27,"Alone for the first time in 7 years So a week or so before Christmas my girlfriend broke up with me. I was with her for 7 years, she's my best friend and has been my rock through many hard times. I managed to get some time off work to stay with my parents for a few weeks. I just realised how lonely I am. She was my best friend. She was most probably my only friend. I have no one to talk to or text about how I'm feeling or to meet up. Who do I talk to now when the only person and want to share my thoughts and experiences with doesn't love me anymore? 

Sorry for the wall of text

TD;LR girlfriend of 7 years broke my heart, just realised how fucking lonely I am. ",2.2490909090909104,3.4504221489361697,3.0502256608639584,96.02454545454547,75.73758865248226,5.694648613797551,22.747259832366208,5.565023196281405,0.001107801418439358,517,14,122,2,11,163,81,141,0.13699999999999998,0.713,0.15,0.6288,1,5,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,10,12,1,0,5,0,10,3,1,3,0,20,17,12,0,1,5,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,5,2,21,7,23,12,5,17,0,4,0,2,17,5,1,5,11,83,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608708397827751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404160453435528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217094269174828,0.0,0.3260100022125949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193858328254692,0.0,0.0,0.078537467068397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321201732604139,0.0,0.0,0.3600133297450055,0.14359633738463068,0.08115139774949781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391415415883845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840619979726521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401877337155192,0.0,0.0,0.15747613337832342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052528832196991,0.23626476763584026,0.0,0.0,0.17247108528594615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562462786529342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746764447298268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387468369510276,0.0,0.16555679534671078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24969022906339625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331145379248835,0.271715430680931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916152693467291,0.0,0.24918621507623764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307914112832868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000744566683819
lonely,_Emanate_,2018/12/27,"oh god help guys I (m,20) fucked a classmate, wtf am I supposed to do now .-.",2.760625000000001,2.5619788125000014,3.9250000000000007,95.42,73.375,6.4,28.5,3.1291,0.5602,55,2,14,0,1,18,15,16,0.35700000000000004,0.435,0.209,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6116704356149629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6551221789571235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434796599992745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pentaghasting,2019/03/07,"here it goes again... I never really expected to post this anywhere, but I’m in a pretty deep spell of loneliness and I can’t see any other way of helping myself than talking to other people who might feel the same. I’ve always been an introverted person, but I’ve tried really hard to break out of that the older I got. I hated my shyness and awkwardness. So I fell into a weird spiral of using alcohol to bring out my confidence. Those few years were the most social I’ve ever been and to me it made sense. I was halfway through college and single and I knew this was the only way to get me out of my shell so I could meet people. And it worked, but obviously not in the best ways. It taught me nothing about actual socializing which is what I needed. A year and a breakup later, my friends started to dwindle. Sure I met more people when my husband came along, but there was always this emptiness that still lingered. I’ve learned to define it as a missed connection. Someone I aspire to meet, but just haven’t yet. That’s how I keep myself hopeful. This isn’t to say that my husband isn’t a great friend and partner - he’s better than anyone I could’ve asked for. But I don’t think it’s right to be in a relationship and put all of my grievances, happiness and sadness into one person. He doesn’t deserve to be burdened by all of that especially since he has his own issues that he has to deal with. I guess all I’m trying to say is that I miss talking to people who aren’t in a relationship with me. I miss having friends who got me. I feel like I can’t ever connect with people. And my lack of people skills (sans alcohol) doesn’t really make it any better. ",3.097927898312516,4.641882689349113,4.618257725180803,84.24882204689901,74.17751479289942,7.137584922200308,24.64869603331141,7.793537801064563,1.296794521148367,1311,41,261,18,27,439,173,338,0.132,0.723,0.145,0.8674,1,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,5,13,19,1,1,14,0,24,2,0,4,8,56,51,22,0,5,8,2,3,1,4,1,2,2,0,3,26,21,2,1,5,0,0,4,11,8,0,1,13,6,35,11,43,34,11,32,0,4,1,0,30,11,0,4,13,185,61,4,0.0,0.0,0.0953843009662428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891778256327712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626621139896884,0.0,0.0,0.13293890134760092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683450613982506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137769145465534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257657373873427,0.1728937151450101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179339757083924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560816810592664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007700432777624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683056380328044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884487257837396,0.06982852105966111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22655092552303985,0.0,0.05106734320270573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635003255347513,0.10776339509023904,0.10767632554527427,0.0,0.0,0.10405058557361732,0.08755966077111166,0.09650222371359447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551591916788879,0.0,0.0,0.0970821078804623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201961587692672,0.0,0.08687959208454837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047752909677251515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248798506394648,0.06524505458860277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369121670791563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247613254527588,0.07538640141387191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378825658257632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623404229026901,0.07433891658164099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065813891283146,0.1706930406624831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361198500076208,0.09944105522800004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825998152102272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785243340170896,0.0,0.0,0.2098815175124001,0.0,0.08347306658690687,0.0,0.15546032230412654,0.0,0.0,0.0778895226657179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085506446384669,0.0,0.0,0.1992759339269445,0.0828183968978681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918389248020472,0.0,0.07805869474042346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212281117738033,0.0,0.0,0.1571262723200793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626305770279226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327238770304104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441966024127573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327545391861317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711589876355924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588820147705165
lonely,Lonelyaccount5423,2019/03/07,"Lonely for a long time I just wanted to start by saying i'm sorry if this post jumps around.

I grew up in a small town with a very overprotected mother and I was also the fat kid in my school.  I was bullied quite a bit and was quite angry and depressed.  I was also became very shy and introverted.  When I got older about 14-15 (still fat) I saw all my friends hanging out at night and having girlfriends.  Because of my overprotective mother I wasn't allowed to go out at night and hang out with them.  Just before my freshman year of high school I moved to a new state and suffered a mental breakdown.  I attempted suicide and luckily survived.  While in high school I made a couple friends and one of them introduced me to a girl she knew and we started going out.  The relationship was on and off for a few months before it just ended.  For a few years in my 20's were rough with a lot of drinking/drugs and just not caring about anything or anyone.  In my late 20's I stopped doing that stuff.  I started getting my head right and I learned how to love myself.  I'm currently in my early 30's I have started going back to school and have lost over 100lbs.  But I can't seem to find a girl to at least like me romantically.  I've tried online dating and even the relationship reddit for my local area.  I'm a nice guy and try to be friendly.  I try my best to send out a lot of positivity in the world (I grew on Mr. Rodgers).  I'm still really shy, but I try my best effort to put myself out there.  It just feels like i'm never gonna find someone who I can cuddle with and watch movies and make her laugh uncontrollably till she snorts.              ",3.0433763242745293,4.429555281437132,4.293652694610781,87.15962690004608,74.02994011976048,6.695347766006449,23.6245969599263,7.1686216300943375,0.7805715338553663,1280,36,270,13,26,421,180,334,0.081,0.8029999999999999,0.115,0.9327,2,2,3,0,0,1,28.0,1,0,2,8,17,16,0,1,18,0,14,5,3,4,2,56,39,28,1,2,10,2,2,2,4,1,2,1,0,5,6,30,2,1,6,0,0,11,4,5,0,1,12,6,41,11,50,25,9,69,0,4,2,2,23,30,0,5,28,177,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906427757941587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516772282700672,0.0,0.07669579515263808,0.0829679070018279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166517447396871,0.0,0.05681395592124727,0.0,0.15861295288551147,0.0,0.1956156476909964,0.0,0.1017504422471909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502378033501764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312421058475248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027316609786013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080826030476873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254768348194705,0.0,0.0,0.061557830413269385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047124804099035834,0.0665822169552148,0.0,0.0,0.17036652586248946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160186503404795,0.0,0.04869323985172009,0.0,0.15890340579496012,0.0,0.07454068645916198,0.0,0.0,0.09228281689238753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565025819468327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694218408484795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513384635495984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106578641861804,0.0,0.0,0.08247921375288438,0.0,0.0,0.10173899039127836,0.15847089591467578,0.0841167882671631,0.08818825021393394,0.062211834275589975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392384605182844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439148303209467,0.09905702645957357,0.0,0.0,0.07188171334923144,0.09001330074173225,0.0,0.17492408380082228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315484427664843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925999577742315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369190852629353,0.0,0.19825969678576175,0.0,0.0,0.059706412635371776,0.0,0.0,0.20012419741728035,0.0,0.07959243221917804,0.0,0.07411651249735925,0.0,0.3772941733866481,0.0,0.0848459304448845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896819790047696,0.0,0.0,0.10432995502360272,0.2638702277533586,0.0,0.14885954534271734,0.07791951170188206,0.0,0.0,0.10669189171309136,0.10194585421074218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054345766080337865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531071785990056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537997947272781,0.054971872427272216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003570196890435
lonely,BrassAngel,2019/03/07,"No Man is an Island Unto Himself But I See a LOT of Ocean I've never had many friends. Not more than 2 that I can think of, actually. Never really had the knack for it. Small town. Small school. Nerd. All that. Now I'm older, not quite ancient, but older than I should be when looking for others and I don't know how to do it. I'm of the mind that in order to go out to meet people you need a guide, someone to go out with to... meet people. This makes it a Catch-22 for me. The main issue is that I have literally moved half-way across the country and have no friends or family here that I can lean on to meet anyone else. Sure, I've gone to some of the local gaming stores but no one seemed interested in new people. ""Just put yourself out there."" Yeah, I think we all know that it's not that easy for introverts.

So, how does one go about making friends IRL these days? I'm not religious, so church is out. I don't drink and don't like a lot of music other people like (I'm old, remember?) so bars seem to be out. What else is left to me in an area that I know nothing of and know no one in?",0.2721794871794856,2.171250341880345,2.281730769230773,96.06951923076923,84.04273504273505,5.267521367521368,17.014957264957268,6.42735559955562,-0.43586837606837614,836,17,200,8,24,279,125,234,0.124,0.836,0.04,-0.9495,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,1,1,0,1,11,8,0,0,11,1,17,2,0,4,5,44,38,14,0,2,9,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,17,11,2,0,9,3,1,6,13,1,0,3,3,2,14,7,35,32,7,34,1,0,2,0,11,17,0,6,12,132,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.12236586124141585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767797441377846,0.1284803472163891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086836355253342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973260133134513,0.0,0.0,0.12283778525637815,0.0,0.0,0.2095001758292619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820972915376556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29063586812338943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137918611110185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130878121806613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756517131309948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624028603894256,0.0,0.0,0.1225217537948602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529886716939199,0.0,0.0,0.21320995355660013,0.0,0.0,0.16740212415674324,0.12712921703632735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661157910632506,0.0,0.0,0.13327333002693462,0.0,0.09297761045067947,0.1934222265394433,0.1211057182446565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031834038516938,0.0,0.1315792702431778,0.0,0.2549094205099056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477279548201888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260549916766787,0.0,0.13337130613118225,0.0,0.0,0.0803302170505361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204626783601867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690480595922055,0.09992229775889902,0.22830686714058085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624541313803393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818178689268752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069404336843388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953143706335066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hydrogenchlorine,2019/03/07,"Moved been living for 8 months situation gone from bad to worse So I moved to another country been for 8 months 0 friends. Imagine not getting a call for 8 months. In my home country I didn't have many friends now I have zero. My heart is dying and my mind is getting darker. I am trapped
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lonely,xKumata,2019/03/07,"I finally got the courage to have a bday party. Tomorrow is my 17th birthday, and since I was about 10 I haven't celebrated my birthday apart from going out to eat with my parents or soemthing like that. I never went out with friends, or had a party.

The main reason I never really wanted to have a party was because of the fear that Noone would come. But in the past year, I met so many people and a couple of them became my close friends (or so I see them as close friends, but they probably don't think of me the same). So this year I decided that since I have friends ill make a birthday party.

I organised everything, I invited (2 weeks ago) 6 of my closest friends and they all said they'd come. Two days ago 3 of them cancelled on me with some excuses, and then a couple hours later the 4th person also cancelled on me. Since it was just me and two other friends left I decided to cancel the party. (this was due to the fact that they're from different groups and it would've been awkward idk).

I was already heartbroken that my closest friends aren't really that good of friends as I thought they are.. And one of my friends (who didn't cancel on me) asked if I wanted to go out somewhere with her anyway. So I accepted.

We were supposed to go out an hour ago.. 2 hours ago she texted me with an excuse and that she cannot go anymore. Fucking amazing.

Now I'm alone, not going out anywhere and my birthday is tomorrow and my parents are out of the country. Could it get any worse? ",3.0791000000000004,4.62643597666667,4.1136666666666715,87.83350000000002,74.23333333333333,7.133333333333333,27.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.619733333333333,1163,46,240,16,24,377,146,300,0.109,0.715,0.17600000000000002,0.9683,3,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,7,0,9,17,1,2,17,0,23,3,0,2,4,51,44,24,0,5,8,2,0,1,9,1,1,1,0,1,14,26,1,0,6,0,0,8,8,3,0,3,14,2,42,14,35,27,4,46,0,0,1,1,30,16,1,5,23,165,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302941779283792,0.0,0.0,0.08848778259074758,0.09428272457431827,0.06832456889953575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581006262250382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847313287502676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987279934910653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052082083096379336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719417988261446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821512228454801,0.1890705766860704,0.0,0.05510030573569536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926430487322726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742418759164589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678597558494006,0.0,0.0,0.09614126560924686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935929215519434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5940812137599998,0.07898585909339774,0.04463771837512174,0.0,0.2427813216756875,0.07166116374413012,0.06833240465790827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524170357445377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928284076057472,0.0,0.0,0.04174058801736997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703038751272235,0.08662050793312688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178977971377998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789485689246281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973710734127947,0.0,0.08156003697330813,0.05923180518854529,0.07460098176089787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211638687980914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946727063232736,0.08784427661231313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127090228169502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808285606956667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202506555392567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474508528761004,0.0,0.06782806087711528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669206102790264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078684299644176,0.0,0.06853304071157815,0.0,0.0,0.07920168625636492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870684060232565,0.12138510778090965,0.0,0.0,0.1100382697015944
lonely,juliandude,2019/03/07,"Hey you! You're not the only one. As the title says, you are not the only one. It may be hard to accept the fact that, what you are going through may not be only your problem but, instead many multiple people out here. Many people like to validate themselves with superficial relationships. Many of these relationships are simply not as true as they seem. So with that said, learn to embrace yourself being alone. Do things you enjoy to do! Such as;visiting new places,taking on a new hobbys,going to the local pub, just overall enjoy who you are alone. Cause as depressing as it seems, we all die alone. So enjoy the little time we have on earth. Sorry not sure if this helps in your situation, I'm writing this while in a local bar sitting in the back just minding my own business. Cheers loners and may we prosper in life! May we find peace within. 🍻",2.7820317574882694,5.3542641717791435,3.786221580656804,84.99496571634792,79.06134969325154,5.7984843016961385,21.8581739444244,7.048011613610866,0.8217725730783112,672,20,122,8,17,216,103,163,0.142,0.672,0.18600000000000005,0.9298,0,3,0,0,0,0,24.0,4,7,1,0,8,10,0,0,9,0,14,2,0,1,4,34,19,11,1,2,9,0,1,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,10,8,1,0,5,2,0,1,5,2,0,2,1,3,13,8,22,11,2,18,0,1,0,0,20,11,0,7,6,89,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160502940886507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296336913913404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375555701818925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533071249136773,0.0,0.13897048047164795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238518652949774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220065765020505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995105177952005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975255663716641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945798578384442,0.06541838662774455,0.13420628008364102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072707750669071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520415725349005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258649275041376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147267740325007,0.3055184711859852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856633706679464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281273700779886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875240556322512,0.0,0.0,0.12737269788430178,0.10648527533192274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438010629423127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051291484553747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498937768618199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620227164309286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895939982295077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808008862256216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ineedfriendsplz222,2019/03/07,"In a new city with no friends. I moved 600 miles away from my home state to be with my fiance. I dont regret moving, and I'm so happy to be with him. 



Unfortunately I have no one outside of our relationship. I have no friends. I have no one to hang out with. I've never had a best friend and my general friends from my home state have stopped talking to me. 



My fiance has friends. He gets calls all the time. He complains people call so often he cant finish his hobbies. 



I thought I could make friends at work. One of my co-workers was crying in the bathroom and in thought we were friends. I was comforting her and when she said she had no friends I told her I was her friend. She told me that she meant people she actually hangs out with. Oh. Okay. I mean, I gave her rides home a few times and I've invited her to hang out but I guess I'm not really her friend. 



I just dont know what to do. I'm so lonely and I dont have anyone. I don't know how to make friends as an adult. I'm not in school anymore. My work is pretty limited. I dont have hobbies or any talents to share. I dont know what to do. ",-0.4505110579796785,1.5953039832636016,1.6619411237298287,98.35032949790798,88.6652719665272,4.753197848176928,19.832785415421398,6.1826913282559595,-0.1807574417214588,848,27,208,8,28,282,114,239,0.128,0.718,0.154,0.858,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,0,4,7,20,0,0,6,1,26,0,0,3,2,39,45,14,0,2,5,0,0,0,11,0,0,1,3,1,3,15,0,2,7,0,0,6,15,3,0,3,13,1,42,17,28,29,3,25,0,2,0,0,40,10,0,3,7,134,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.07594954252423201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05292615576538941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771851147744171,0.054419606731979264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312258541734598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167637410182611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894352156654828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062139849811656676,0.0,0.08549112539979446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456073033098944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6614325025319171,0.0,0.04066226113609716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573704040403989,0.0,0.0,0.0828500528246412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342054668460224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831778383238748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390246608247733,0.0,0.0,0.08477822396112944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165439091320689,0.0,0.0,0.06002625842965509,0.07516740212046233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821613705352455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079131827437403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917972429620658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985903072936102,0.0,0.0,0.08355885128832577,0.0,0.0,0.07403287559577255,0.0,0.0,0.07876675617649348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506824236931902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255572657324047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357452056857443,0.09076503180849192,0.0,0.0,0.14873723448781526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998056816467366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KyrellVasqarya,2019/03/07,"I don't even know I don't think that I'm ever going to find love. Every time I've asked a girl out, the answer is always no. The one time someone did say yes, she backed out almost immediately after. My friends always tell me that there's always other fish in the sea and that I'll find someone some day, they mean well but I'm just so tired of hearing those words.

Recently I suddenly had a crush on this girl I barely knew, like it came to me by surprise. She was visiting a different country (a country I used to live in) so I sent her a casual text suggesting some places to go to. As soon as I hit the send button though, I just suddenly realized how much I liked her. She is not only beautiful but smart as well and this just made me like her more. It was sort of getting pretty bad though since I was starting to write a song about her but I stopped myself when I realized what I was doing. 

I told some of my close friends about this and they agreed to help me out. I just found out today that she's already taken. I just feel so down, I really thought that she was 'the one'. I didn't know where else I could express my feelings and that's why I'm posting here. I just really hate myself for actually thinking that it would work out this time. I hate myself for still liking her even after hearing this. I don't know what to do, I don't know if I should just give up on love (I know it's a bit cringy) but at the same time I fear that if I do I might miss a really good opportunity so I don't have a clue as to what I should do. Anyways, I hope that you are all having a better day than me. ",2.0397121755186234,3.2722704340175994,3.7654675790159686,90.56079396111654,76.33137829912023,6.928684696426632,21.72053872053872,7.526774132740827,0.5811022265667432,1242,31,286,16,27,417,167,341,0.10300000000000001,0.705,0.192,0.9826,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,3,29,22,2,1,16,1,27,3,0,3,2,63,64,22,0,7,14,0,2,4,2,4,1,4,0,2,23,11,0,1,18,2,0,6,8,5,2,2,16,6,55,17,36,42,8,41,0,1,0,2,33,15,0,9,23,205,78,1,0.0,0.0,0.0967927326322194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993219953073528,0.0,0.10945591861629664,0.0,0.24759594109256414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927269620673752,0.0,0.0,0.07626909701318305,0.0828174541743325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772332016012077,0.10828710608531532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344412373427372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919318100839047,0.0,0.0,0.12793551751011098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362986998580699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285846354416618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102487154108822,0.08972080997622968,0.08356978172634671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161356008436683,0.10030440257595792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131123218746825,0.0,0.0,0.10875401977654324,0.15326409719837158,0.0,0.05182139667414063,0.09514972797485564,0.11274113134456215,0.08319380397777745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585432495081811,0.0,0.0,0.2235831362410187,0.0,0.06648331835461949,0.0,0.0,0.09851560913332563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725543944407671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383209068907625,0.0,0.08758441643778601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904125767853887,0.09385365012168524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804431063275843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522230716636284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291425574495806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442409037147554,0.07543659495289658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362986998580699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499424688929513,0.10090938837782114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062623698420167,0.0,0.09793573126139488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887791418122032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204895939196243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680825642534483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020545246395013,0.0,0.07921129885203848,0.08292522610643116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866942832311981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271107432870067,0.19490251204978049,0.07874382867897117,0.2313482126213264,0.11400148799887845,0.09401819174732526,0.0947779465929074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566618950773101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836302369669588,0.0,0.0895013286639049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220971160682828,0.0,0.0,0.07045998372705442,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheLastLollipop,2019/03/07,"Just checking the waters. Hey  Everyone, On reddit just trying to see if anyone would be up to  Talking. I'm 20 years old bisexual male I like to write Poetry so I must be some sort of cliche when I say I'm kind of depressed. I play playstation   Often in between work and school I don't know what I'm gonna find on this app But if you're down a talk that I am to Thanks for reading!",1.4091738382099803,2.8146735662650606,3.393321858864032,91.85301204819281,78.39759036144578,6.1886402753872645,21.49569707401033,6.868970318607317,0.3385986230636835,298,8,69,3,7,101,65,83,0.046,0.85,0.10400000000000001,0.5422,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,14,13,6,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,4,13,8,1,8,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,5,4,40,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464902788841306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274494403439907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523372310851973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24136191983217545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27499592965385755,0.1451300090066155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290148574067033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771047632328912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641488197536566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000491331339347,0.0,0.2672603833677905,0.2104354630557909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245107524385857,0.0,0.24312695011042265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792911906863387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192251460802288,0.0,0.0,0.18759297742923986,0.0,0.0,0.17005715957958933
lonely,Buddy1430,2019/03/07,"i’m slowly dying i really cant bear this. i have the urge to talk to somebody, literally anybody about absolutely anything but i’m so anxious about talking to people i’m just in a constant conflict and i can feel my mental health deteriorating with everyday that passes",4.079999999999998,6.777836607843138,6.435058823529418,67.09376470588236,75.07843137254902,8.00156862745098,31.768627450980397,8.841846274778883,3.344949803921569,221,11,34,5,5,78,41,51,0.135,0.865,0.0,-0.7487,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,7,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,7,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559215277956792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592627319459718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404616253598932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32697648074742697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593008512242345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348878428677051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175004949594337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841888773312332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018317643585645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064572046553649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bateson88,2019/03/07,"I spent an entire day surrounded... but I still feel lonely. Today was the day after my bday. After spending basically 4 days alone I went back to work and got to go out for my colleagues going away party. I had some decent conversation and drinks for the first time in a while and I felt pretty satisfied. But I kept finding myself having a hard time feeling like I was welcomed...

  I then went out with 3 friends for my bday. We got a few drinks... had some laughs, and some fun... but they each left for their significant others while I went home alone.

I should be happy, right. This is the most human contact I’ve had in months.

I don’t know why I do this to myself, but I constantly think others spend time with me out of pity. After we part, I can’t help but think it was  just due to convenience they decided they could show up. I always leave other people’s company feeling... just weird. My self image seems to be shot...and confidence is essentially nothing. I didn’t used to be like this... how can I get better if my mind doesn’t let me...",2.111826923076922,4.251761913461543,3.4429230769230803,88.90207692307693,78.90384615384616,6.275384615384616,20.015384615384615,7.365786028017652,0.5088800000000004,810,20,167,11,20,264,126,208,0.07200000000000001,0.715,0.213,0.9885,0,4,2,0,0,0,40.0,2,0,4,3,5,11,0,0,7,0,21,2,0,2,0,40,40,14,0,3,8,0,5,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,7,12,2,1,10,3,3,5,4,3,0,1,15,5,32,8,23,19,7,34,0,2,0,0,13,10,0,6,21,116,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705706119739885,0.0,0.0,0.10868821497265976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272394778075313,0.10044048349936904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552480671863087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115629855092876,0.0,0.10429127525871863,0.0,0.0,0.252721726203926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25592024511037625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981396742530565,0.09331659502023276,0.12541788935612444,0.0,0.11938641296374546,0.11110725903293008,0.0,0.0,0.10091846257887327,0.0,0.06824475890495472,0.0,0.14847132306491564,0.0,0.20894116684394884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390498639845952,0.11701192120775016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755337222658133,0.0,0.1310248141032857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178659831983211,0.0,0.0,0.13831015206901906,0.1419215078008074,0.13357014853353302,0.0,0.1276309125774705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189128365947989,0.0,0.10426147119327477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533561679893365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145121851598833,0.0,0.09055705380430963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288983553249714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155072786278934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891363328688345,0.13626754335346844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431513505314699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739498714013035,0.0,0.0,0.22850073531470164,0.0,0.1238146642172187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281572525000295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632645336848548,0.1178663059729776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095094587862843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LonelyNation_,2019/03/07,"I want to listen to you all! Hello 

I have been lonely after my dad had passed away 5 years ago. Back then I didn't know I was lonely and I didn't know what I could do. I didn't speak to anyone about it because no one would understand what it's like to lose a father (at the time).

Since then, I have been seeing that lonliness spreads far beyond Social Isolation only. And, I realized that all of us just want to be listened to and not talked at all the time. So, I have made a website where I want to display stories of people who want to talk about how it feels to be lonely and how it had got them there. 

I see loneliness all around me, and instead of giving 10 tips on how to combat loneliness I want to hear what you are going through. 

If you are interested, please drop me a message here or email me at - [info@lonelynation.net](mailto:info@lonelynation.net) ",4.493333333333332,5.6300861176470605,5.0667647058823535,83.96877450980394,70.17647058823529,7.549019607843138,24.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.0275490196078425,680,17,139,8,12,218,101,170,0.14800000000000002,0.7559999999999999,0.095,-0.902,0,11,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,3,1,1,14,6,0,0,5,0,18,0,0,4,4,30,36,13,0,8,4,2,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,10,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,10,7,22,2,25,22,4,20,0,4,2,0,19,9,0,2,9,106,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506319051659654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188183864066428,0.0,0.0,0.15127293705908354,0.0,0.0,0.15965399478099024,0.13066499830217568,0.0,0.10358720966605847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356745689570263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592126500476907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301148867854046,0.09657463056876288,0.0,0.13590783446940835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152245969477075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677719223919811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301878084520113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901072105406708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079103482349186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514836433112845,0.1292387472443575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780745043570486,0.0,0.0,0.1865311366100717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708230034997414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056711773830166,0.0,0.0,0.17322133036727635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731651674196965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817406389479025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690219883263186,0.20440379934222264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011429658896609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071276591193325,0.0,0.0,0.10942877701124204
lonely,i-hav-questions,2019/03/07,"There is so much unfortunate stigma around being lonely I know this probably goes without saying, but I find it super annoying. Whenever the topic of being 23+ and having never kissed or dated a girl comes up ... it always going into such idiotic predefined paths.

- just take a shower bro! get a haircut!
- just be confident bro!
- just treat women like people bro!
- uggh stop watching anime
- etc.

This advice all just echoes the same old bullshit. They assume someone who is lonely has horrible hygiene, horrible attitudes towards women, or is some basement-dwelling anime weeb.

I don't watch anime. I make 55k/year at a corporate job. It's not much but I graduated college late (at 22 yrs) so 1 year out of college this is fine for me. I dress well, I carry myself properly, I speak alright. I shower and brush my teeth.

People, for whatever reason, just can't process that it's hard for someone to connect with others. Simple as that. It doesn't make me a 300 lbs anime weeb in a basement nor does it make me some scumbag that treats women like objects. ",2.672862502758776,5.487972847715735,4.342312955197532,79.18597439858753,81.94416243654824,6.268726550430371,24.80887221363937,7.586124646067393,1.8147693224453767,829,32,134,14,23,277,131,197,0.19699999999999998,0.6829999999999999,0.12,-0.9606,3,4,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,1,11,13,2,0,8,1,12,2,1,4,2,31,20,10,0,0,11,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,4,14,7,0,1,4,0,0,2,7,4,1,0,0,6,15,9,17,17,7,16,0,2,2,1,11,8,0,5,8,92,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518745669383504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917286574466987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959458190080905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544313028089883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688655306686802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999412985673784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385597424024656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366485833323324,0.0,0.10188727797244357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059702164802656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779048075045807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852597722876012,0.0,0.20223231920595572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517142030143687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590064654858581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26357851671846666,0.0,0.13826951170446727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881211045127151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485762643683346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932909799456813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184326664170707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256830443729931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30380172244454245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988363984767136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479402899430784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119159670174202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281667701488246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23089708251258356
lonely,notevennone,2019/03/07,"I’ve been replaced I’ve known this kid since pre K. For over a decade, we were the best of friends and we shared endless amounts of time together. We shared so many things, from card games to cringed pre teen phases. Hell, no matter how stupid, if one of us introduced a concept to the other they’d love it. We fought now and then, like all friends did but we stuck together through thick and thin. Shit, I didn’t realize it then but the reason I hated change so much my entire life was because I was content. There was nothing I wanted. I was a stable teenager (yes it’s possible). And then it all fucking disappeared.

One by one my friends drifted away, I was none the wiser. But soon I was all alone, but of course my best and closest friend would still be there for me right? Apparently not. I couldn’t even get him to talk to me today. He... doesn’t care anymore.

And now I’m alone.

I have no one.

No one wants me.

No one cares.

I’m in a real deep pit for the first time in my life, and for the first time I need someone to dig me out.

And for the first time,

there’s no one to call
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lonely,excusjime,2019/09/15,Does having a pet make you feel better? I'm thinking about getting a pet for emotional support because I always feel lonely and unloved so I want to know if it's a good idea.,2.755833333333332,4.436347361111113,4.167777777777779,86.555,75.3888888888889,5.911111111111111,28.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.3780666666666668,139,6,27,1,3,46,30,36,0.138,0.561,0.302,0.6642,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,10,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,3,3,10,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638589973749029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330590184632146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804559784184065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775030726076094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35670346475704595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32067834770465536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567567758181465,0.0,0.0,0.2659748815976025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579759785468539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427409091584115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167184251043086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35985004370731594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318980067659628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703832893566796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kacsirka,2019/09/15,"who's lonely/sad/desperate here and also likes stand up comedy? especially the comedy that reflects on being lonely and sad and useless.

​

kay this sounds like i wanna make friends but in fact i just wanna lay it out that if you are like that, hey, you are not alone.  
and now, you are welcome to go fuck yourself. or yourselves. since you are obviously assholes.

also im quite drunk

alright",2.707066666666666,5.579290640000004,3.708000000000002,83.32066666666668,82.6,6.0,24.333333333333336,7.3871296695380915,1.4855333333333345,318,12,55,5,9,102,56,75,0.203,0.57,0.22699999999999998,-0.1808,0,5,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,1,5,10,1,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,2,16,8,9,0,3,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,6,6,7,7,0,7,0,3,0,1,8,4,1,2,4,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664559626625244,0.0,0.4114802800252646,0.0,0.2787538532666723,0.3126133580592263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987675298562044,0.2378436040011972,0.0,0.0,0.14621347465054335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778976576223381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37706997180753454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173090296544702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736401935992564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128178651586468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126133580592263,0.0
lonely,DeniseReades,2019/09/15,"Where? Am I the only one that constantly wonders where all the lonely people are when you're not online? Allegedly many countries in the world are undergoing a loneliness epidemic but whenever I ask people at work if they want to get drinks or do any friendly type thing, which takes a huge amount of courage for me, they're all like, ""Oh, yeah, later. Maybe."" 

I don't think I'm doing it in a creepy way, I usually start when there's a group of us hanging out and laughing and I'm like, ""Jesus. This shift. I feel like I need my weight in tacos and margaritas after this. What do you guys think?"" and they're like, ""omg that sounds amazing! We should definitely do that on -insert day-!"" then I bring it up a few days later like, ""Did you guys still want to get drinks and tacos?"" and they're like, ""I wish! I totally forgot about that! Next time though.""

I've literally straight up invited everyone to all my plans. I'm like, ""Going to that dog park later that -name- was telling me about. I heard it's awesome. You should bring your pup!"" or, ""Goin' to -venue- later this week, they're having a ticket sale! We should all go! It would be amazing.""

I've tried personal invites, group invites, puppy invites, literally everything and people are like, ""omg yaaaaaaas, but not that day."" Trying to get them to actually agree to a day and it's clear that I'm the only lonely person there. 

So where is this loneliness epidemic? Because it seems to exist in my heart and the news but nowhere else. 

Like everyone is always like, ""Put yourself out there!"" and I'm waving a flag on the side of the road with my weekend plans and an open invite and I'm still alone.

What really gets me is that these people are always asking when I'm getting lunch and taking their lunches with me or seeking me out for conversations so it's not like they don't like me. 

Whatever. People suck. I have dogs.",2.26439603106126,4.694892112021861,3.287080816796092,88.65075064710959,80.06557377049181,6.36629278113316,22.199884958297385,7.573540080772713,0.963706010928962,1467,46,293,23,38,469,184,366,0.049,0.732,0.21899999999999997,0.997,0,5,2,0,0,0,74.0,3,4,4,3,16,20,1,0,16,1,23,6,1,0,6,53,56,27,0,9,10,0,2,12,1,4,0,2,0,4,25,21,5,1,5,5,1,6,5,3,0,1,4,4,32,17,31,47,7,50,1,2,0,0,24,21,1,6,34,172,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.08887034121258268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432016132223046,0.0,0.0,0.15155363541155115,0.0,0.0,0.06193013631964624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702747000613302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555149008803613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841338461586116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23492823862165216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842616852088888,0.0,0.0,0.07607657855368005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404092691843004,0.08184706851512494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460472921862855,0.06505980994858196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035978964149947,0.0,0.2378993277337476,0.0,0.1035133789367643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034552777288648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791736628909837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5339013653929782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232981144812123,0.09149118903325297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752661144255327,0.0,0.0,0.09685306077213306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171080438392083,0.13852436543666138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31567936596564,0.15903611613882598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154963654245177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834122137119172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290592236314012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445920417560526,0.0,0.1454558615184559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694531524804018,0.0,0.07959844011442077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050228826884324,0.11670685205906728,0.08947496510336064,0.0,0.05310314637127672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365993270657664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954495923419852,0.0,0.10029978868533236,0.0,0.10742987350636456,0.07228644234152512,0.07305016880934849,0.11089767517374316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472501360063573,0.0,0.09876059475119316,0.06629941664881657,0.0,0.0,0.06469290230134471,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alexpartyman,2019/09/15,"Always feel jealous and insecure How do I stop being like this? I feel jealous of the smallest things imaginable. Some girl I talk to and like, posted something about going to the fair and asked if anyone wanted to go with her. I immediately felt jealous like some boy would want to go with her even if they are just friends. I hate being this way. When girls give me  attention of any kind I immediately catch feelings for them. I almost feel controlling and want them to always be with me and talk to me. I never want them to hang out with friends or talk to other boys, but I don’t say anything to her because I know it’s irrational and you shouldn’t be like this in any kind of relationship. How do I get comfortable with her being around other people and trusting her, I literally have no clue how.",2.9133333333333336,5.228851331210191,3.9748025477707,85.20751167728237,77.0891719745223,6.7344373673036095,23.842462845010616,7.793537801064563,1.2596763481953288,637,21,124,10,15,206,87,157,0.10400000000000001,0.705,0.191,0.9144,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,4,1,8,15,4,1,2,0,12,0,0,4,1,42,29,15,0,8,5,0,5,4,2,2,0,1,0,4,7,14,0,2,8,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,1,6,25,10,22,21,2,13,0,0,0,0,23,3,0,6,7,89,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235541782594524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365815248151168,0.0,0.0,0.19335103434138054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994034716664626,0.0,0.1169877965604258,0.12655495136411413,0.13290294247496418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666106797484918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944756662201529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389712860733077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28752694897633096,0.0,0.1364984948479894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21966911283723767,0.0,0.07427414796735578,0.13637542459724292,0.2423830312066353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035624322243226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29608116992913897,0.07812890705799294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778140750468516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964464532871436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855772255150813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615257793744204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262954668947054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305349228798076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944379892448708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885439045159896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34279500169617994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444658700912772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354049965982364,0.1128421413724436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098830971362482,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,w-san,2019/09/15,"Anyone here plays video games? Want to chat about it?

The only steam game i have at the moment is monster hunter world",1.652898550724636,4.370680956521738,1.2521739130434817,99.74028985507248,87.2608695652174,3.066666666666667,12.014492753623188,3.1291,-1.7305246376811592,94,1,19,0,3,27,22,23,0.0,0.845,0.155,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5877617818943149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6393084325363787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958032027249304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ohhwhyymee19,2019/09/15,Very alone and trapped trapped in abusive relationship I’m stuck there’s no way out I have absolutely no help no one to talk to or anywhere to go. I have a toddler and I’m married so if I just up and leave that’s illegal. I’m so depressed,-1.3314957264957281,0.5623915769230798,1.413333333333334,95.22055555555555,104.3846153846154,4.618803418803419,25.008547008547012,6.42735559955562,0.9346982905982903,190,10,44,3,9,65,35,52,0.47600000000000003,0.478,0.046,-0.9772,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,6,6,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,26,4,0,0.0,0.4021479148576832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515286419544675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923352006747511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289575532767145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275008199360761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35938847586309386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22999446730043496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644016441343137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272806641808038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28005058253540666,0.0,0.2694095785229233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Stillinlimbo,2019/09/15,I'm pretty lonely. (38m)Girlfriend left me and the cats and I'm very lonely I live in a small town where i don't really know anyone we just moved here.,0.2325000000000017,2.5502272500000025,2.2800000000000007,92.965,89.0,5.7,11.125,7.1686216300943375,-0.5795875000000001,120,1,26,2,4,40,26,32,0.16,0.737,0.10300000000000001,-0.2023,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28529017297370834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423169970975704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433042053025506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36028042413750244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336502026920829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150929894023094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26138174006174963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366510915038627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,deadclams,2019/09/15,Do any lonely people want to Discord chat tomorrow for 30 minutes? I live in the PNW (Pacific Time) and would love to Discord chat with someone tomorrow around 6 pm (PT). If you're interested send me a PM. I'm' 23 M.,1.9465909090909117,3.82615047727273,4.522727272727273,82.22909090909094,78.31818181818181,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.5546545454545457,167,8,34,4,4,59,38,44,0.161,0.672,0.16699999999999998,0.0772,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,4,0,6,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970658592143888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888797956822692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857373068959796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942647297835584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302849525803763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37013271486115595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547246420119116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25765927200403416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103182674752952,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nexilious0,2019/09/15,"I don’t know how to feel anything. I feel so alone. I don’t feel like I have any reason to live. My family love me but it doesn’t make me feel anything. I have no real friends who care about me. I have never been anything but used in relationships. I’m at the point where I don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m in a void of loneliness and sorrow. I don’t know how to pull myself out of this. College feels like a waste of time, work feels like a waste of time. Sleep is all I can do to mitigate the feeling of wanting to end it all until I awake next. I don’t know how to go out and make friends to meet a girl. Growing up feels like it’s just meant to break me down worse then I ever have been. I don’t even want to cry. I don’t feel sad, I feel a dreadful sorrowful anguish. I don’t know how to help myself, how to fill this gaping hole that has sucked most of my will to live out of me.",-0.29824999999999946,1.3789576750000023,1.8210000000000013,99.818,84.75,5.0,17.5,5.985473137389443,-0.64045,685,15,177,5,20,229,95,200,0.21899999999999997,0.611,0.16899999999999998,-0.9478,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,11,15,1,2,7,0,21,2,1,9,4,42,49,12,0,2,3,0,11,5,2,1,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,18,0,0,4,11,6,0,0,3,11,26,9,30,45,3,23,0,3,0,1,8,10,1,1,13,112,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085207980085176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125420185854024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586757945049709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068305062709427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509624718170595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280425159658852,0.0,0.0,0.06920640459477655,0.09477978650547804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877754827088732,0.0,0.5827807869016272,0.3742753614352939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190601060406226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059549063155218185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702320311363217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28792258254322245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25595182681543377,0.0,0.1850458615649935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456831800192196,0.0,0.13988333716620344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081303229199452,0.0,0.11143504524606956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905125814316487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926292874259213,0.0,0.10773160677489907,0.0,0.11249483682810046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485597812685618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219647931445647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904965431590698,0.0,0.0,0.12360427971529565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628131145417164,0.0,0.1067800845080888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wolfqueen2426,2019/09/15,"I lost my best friend. What should I do now? I had a best friend of 5 years and I messed everything up. I started to distance myself because I was becoming fed up with being stuck in a constant cycle of not feeling appreciated. So I stopped being friends with her and said hurtful things to which I apologized for but never got a reply back. She was my best friend we could talk about everything and had a strong connection, but I often felt that I was giving 100% while she only gave 50%. I constantly had to comfort her about her problems and always had to start the conversation. Even still I miss her. She actually moved away so I don't see her at school which makes things easier to deal with, but I miss having someone that would respond right back to me when I texted them and someone I could have 3-hour conversations with. Even though she had her bad points without her I feel lonely and have major regret over the whole situation.",5.642666666666668,6.660758155555558,5.731111111111113,80.69000000000003,67.44444444444444,8.666666666666668,28.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.1447222222222218,748,25,142,12,12,236,109,180,0.13699999999999998,0.66,0.203,0.9518,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,5,13,18,0,0,6,0,19,1,0,1,1,29,35,14,0,6,5,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,7,11,1,1,3,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,15,5,34,9,22,14,5,22,0,6,1,0,26,8,0,1,13,115,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.11789529738181125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052544342886842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350705569232886,0.18579427667523746,0.10087315568810984,0.07364600674544622,0.13342760303098866,0.0,0.0,0.3803549077625031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26111017663100383,0.0,0.19291745096341992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245520918962788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959066114441214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715646301702127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217257482883735,0.0,0.11599867515175034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733568797114873,0.0,0.0,0.11589408802019928,0.0,0.0,0.09662456712908854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897569894754635,0.0,0.12933197805111782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318808072970125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806430936275155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840426829171667,0.0,0.0,0.09317783034734878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918831357849542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142065959560528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560097656561864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031729740528051,0.11492008502367868,0.0,0.0,0.12226841445773695,0.09627169612378883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357979948491196,0.0,0.0,0.20472760049716254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102301941430847,0.0,0.096480793342661,0.10100442384883487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710428453119947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605245387923734,0.0,0.1186973907735414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348825269276881,0.0,0.1164586669438931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582153338497177,0.0,0.0,0.07779910739845405
lonely,purplecreature_1,2019/09/15,It seems that I’m not good enough for anyone The man i loved only pretended to love me. But he didn’t. Most of my bosses have treated me badly and talked badly about me. My parents disapprove of me. I got dumped by a friend the other day because she doesn’t need me anymore. Why do invoke such hatred from people? I never meant to harm anyone,1.1121428571428569,3.4972178571428607,2.825357142857144,90.39089285714287,84.71428571428572,4.642857142857143,17.32142857142857,5.985473137389443,-0.2232857142857143,270,6,53,2,8,89,56,70,0.185,0.6459999999999999,0.16899999999999998,-0.0915,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,1,9,11,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,11,5,8,8,2,2,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,2,36,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23052908959797386,0.3250705121801819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881740188366685,0.14170006982849814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991176823460056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401841867751716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795911898826042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496900474859452,0.1859124277663141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195924954681217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235959003714224,0.17928066503760134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678958211260312,0.0,0.0,0.2581095048518288,0.0,0.0,0.1611523662706253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116148061467375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683543761275453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975101676970556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GuiltyEnigma,2019/09/15,"Am I just being jealous? It's been over a week now since my boyfriend and I have had any sort of alone time. However, him and my mother are inseparable. They always do everything together even if it means leaving me at the house totally alone.

The other day my boyfriend asked me to go to the beach with him to car shop. It wasn't anything romantic, but it was just time I got to spend with him. My mom invited herself to come along. 

She also had a fit when he jumped on me when I was laying on his bed. She was mad at JUST me for several days. Now that they've been hanging out though her mood has improved. 

My boyfriend won't even step foot in my room anymore either. And there's hardly any cuddles or hugs. It's a chore to get him to hold my hand. 

I feel like I might be reading into it to much and just hurting my own feelings. But I can't help it. Maybe it's my depression making me reason out why I'm being left behind ALL the time. They aren't really alone to often. They take my brother around with them and his friend for the most part. 

Just now she called and told me ""we're going out to lunch after your brother's game. You can come if you want but you don't have to"". Like do you really want me there? Wouldn't want to be a third wheel on your date with MY fucking boyfriend.",1.988676328502418,3.5866873555555583,3.148260869565217,93.39978260869567,77.2962962962963,6.325281803542674,21.73913043478261,7.079830092131019,0.3996714975845413,1006,27,229,11,23,324,149,270,0.10099999999999999,0.8,0.099,0.2374,1,3,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,6,4,0,18,10,3,0,9,0,26,6,2,2,2,46,44,16,0,6,12,4,4,2,1,3,0,0,3,0,10,18,1,1,4,4,2,8,6,5,0,1,10,4,46,4,34,27,7,36,0,2,0,3,32,15,1,7,15,162,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014237977586413,0.0,0.103317871028301,0.10750129318091428,0.0,0.0,0.17571521060919001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812756285003365,0.0,0.0,0.10631717270788256,0.11501169367068577,0.1207806754544546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192340329248015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225815623599468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666412645791083,0.0,0.11127619248030164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706652750530873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611289540563804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306506028459891,0.09229753789256843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981638980626913,0.11943947739898104,0.06749949695050013,0.0,0.14684995271819168,0.0,0.10332971997057726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573410098399894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659725195666362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907465962605168,0.13830682477893042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679974605534362,0.1403716642380207,0.0,0.0,0.126237128426386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623923014278266,0.0,0.12979459198092635,0.1407321508899819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705637550376346,0.0,0.15131261287003805,0.0,0.0,0.09497381196135814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399065107133272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923080780457494,0.0,0.16553233384671626,0.13283484678769825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595453136315908,0.0,0.10687213853178762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713919725023122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693426231325264,0.0,0.22600540955888615,0.0,0.0,0.12345216701222204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286091712053249,0.0,0.1036331143461374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657915550218315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Aangenamekennis,2019/09/15,"Bf on a island for 13months all my friends work far away. Im still in this small place My bf of nearly 3 yrs had to go work on a island for a year and a bit. I will not be able to see him in person for this time. I have kept the same friends for 22 years, however they have moved. 

We are all working trying to be adults. However I am alone all week and on weekends. I do see people at work... but it is not place for socializing.  It has been hard to find people i can relate to in my small town even though I am very out going. 

More and more I have chosen to youtube binge ,landscape, build and edit videos. This is most likely my age influence too. I am 30 now. I have these times where I feel so lonely it is distracting. 

I want to talk to people but just over the phone. Just to talk to someone I could relate to. All these chat apps are so full of people searching for ass that it demoralized me. 

This is my fault I don’t talk to friends too much. ... It is because i am a bit different .

What can i do? Is reddit a place to find like minded persons?",0.6195271096616395,2.479375569506729,2.385603342845496,96.01295862209541,82.54260089686098,5.310150835711375,18.656543008560945,6.351523495107088,-0.2538322869955154,804,19,190,7,22,265,121,223,0.1,0.8420000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.8853,3,3,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,1,4,11,8,0,1,8,0,28,1,1,1,4,26,35,9,0,2,6,0,2,2,5,1,0,0,0,3,13,6,0,1,3,3,0,3,3,3,0,0,3,4,24,5,32,28,12,32,0,1,2,1,17,20,1,1,11,134,37,5,0.11781439917451005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202018658105206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069050623731744,0.0,0.0,0.07181856422306326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257245620473405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406521109593452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309097162073075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781529952070212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059570500149245365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21536045291539965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730693376529198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391327616953694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553856055401643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725976816087275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511632880299705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895895805632692,0.0,0.0,0.12521806132271135,0.08660713929177516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267106806852922,0.2057419780919276,0.3692729148621922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776564532080564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200969432412752,0.09982375809838637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408673136782728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28408425397904324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575204901257907,0.0,0.13739704719391532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998824349922136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720921784099976,0.06948998509895378,0.0,0.09450360456278388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430811430470612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173722074315613
lonely,Qeeeuuu,2019/09/15,"i want to communicate but i don't want to really! yeah..i won't call myself ""lonely"", i enjoy being alone -at least right now?-, but.. sometimes -a lot- i feel like i want to talk with someone and share my thoughts and feelings with them, communication you know?  but -again- i don't want to communicate with a real person and when i do i regret it and would want to end as soon as possible..i don't feel this is the right time to have relationships? i don't feel i'm ready/capable -rn- for people? -idk what i'm saying honestly -, anyway anyone feeling something similar to this?",1.481428571428566,4.085074385964916,3.5260651629072686,84.28578947368423,85.84210526315789,6.415037593984962,21.30075187969925,7.7094869923839395,1.1964857142857137,456,15,88,9,14,154,70,114,0.068,0.7190000000000001,0.213,0.9259999999999999,0,3,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,26,24,10,0,7,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,6,13,4,14,20,2,9,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,1,7,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182199953573386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300727891193908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963387887819018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581280862848154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447519162874856,0.125677206081401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668097200683516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859455732331329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956080132604466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196070281626907,0.15360646425313226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023535099899284,0.11269878757873178,0.0,0.0,0.1888721279557564,0.0,0.3004692533220356,0.0,0.13989855912173574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905635371214246,0.1354317276227344,0.17398927156725058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139774555944734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966074390110664,0.10258030380580924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5188105514997934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496844397417813,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AyanamiPizza,2019/09/15,"I don't know Hi, I'm new to this site. I just wanted to share how I feel with someone. 

I'm a 21 year old guy who has had a pretty normal and boring life. I have always been shy and introvert, and i have always had difficulties making friends and meeting new people. 
Now i'm studying physics at university and I have a pretty active social life. 

However, I feel really lonely. I tried to explain my feelings to my friends many times, but it seems like they do not really understand. 

I have overcome my ""social anxiety"" in many ways, but I still fear not being accepted. I have always had good grades, and I feel really anxious about failing an exam because I fear people judging me and thinking I am a failure. However, I cannot concentrate on studying and I have a feeling that everything I do is pointless.

I have never had a girlfriend, I'd love to have one, but I am not able to get involved with a girl. Sometimes she's not interested, sometimes I'm too anxious to talk to her. I feel like I'm going to be alone all my life. I feel like a loser. 

Sometimes I think there's no place for me in the world, I'm pointless. 

Sorry if my english is bad, and sorry if I'm being too whiny, I just don't know who to talk to but I wanted to share...",3.185588479071697,4.371076303149612,5.047306257770412,82.68652507252384,73.37007874015748,7.5520928305014525,27.935350186489853,8.032893268588372,1.8313811023622049,967,37,193,14,19,332,125,254,0.207,0.669,0.124,-0.9692,2,3,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,2,9,18,0,2,10,0,26,4,0,2,2,45,53,16,0,5,12,0,7,3,3,0,3,0,0,2,5,11,0,0,15,0,0,1,9,7,0,1,5,7,34,11,20,45,1,17,0,3,0,1,21,7,0,3,11,126,39,3,0.10010598066817827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367960558808413,0.0,0.0,0.24988858571650624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658080120903807,0.2261825282410064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358431242832291,0.06102367666520156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996880055366277,0.0,0.0,0.2252941187419518,0.3543161417180149,0.14303146518293455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546832646812255,0.0,0.05230124317714013,0.0,0.05689253575695551,0.08396414708838458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912065950135704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003125795533088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121234438944964,0.14672017681822214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903495559514612,0.0,0.0668215194316883,0.20298350428514744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772079036292515,0.1933659598583512,0.0,0.0,0.0980826065426084,0.0,0.0,0.10504438707276346,0.0,0.0678344032639004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880176495372448,0.0,0.10458944332636494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036875421784422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923913637285079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113272508261464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040908812955952,0.08481947256396156,0.0,0.2970221237523781,0.2241208991213504,0.0,0.0,0.07994476547377401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092279062785858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828774061966206,0.0,0.0,0.0583726023585863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796538974454172,0.0,0.0,0.10421385630259816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809020210923285,0.0794594679045432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446496944680725
lonely,cvltbaby,2019/09/15,"I'm too much Ppl always leave me because I'm too much and I don't even get it like even when I try making my personality less ""extreme"" for the sake of others the same thing still happens. Like they think I'm interesting and fun at first and wanna be close to me but then they end up getting sick of me. Sometimes I can get really hyper active and stuff but it's not as bad as when I was younger. I just hate knowing that any relationship or friendship I get into won't last long before they realise I'm just a weirdo and annoying 😂
It didn't used to hurt so much when I was younger because I could invest in my hobbies but nowadays I can't even focus long enough to work on those so I'm just here running around in circles with no real end goal.",2.8307383966244717,4.020109183544303,4.182974683544305,88.52399789029535,74.25316455696202,6.532489451476795,25.19198312236287,6.816661863887847,0.8286818565400842,593,19,129,5,12,196,101,158,0.124,0.7390000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.0275,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,3,16,8,2,0,3,0,9,1,0,2,0,25,24,17,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,6,4,0,1,3,0,17,4,17,18,6,20,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,13,88,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803012876114764,0.0,0.0,0.10463521123288612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697474247974753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847297829062035,0.1875924622612722,0.0,0.13092995328281934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285071940317364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725619603008739,0.1589863118907021,0.0,0.3048841994393246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087966053966849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32155777963867377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606456746664558,0.0,0.0,0.15191235161952718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471839604005542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845615822150067,0.12542259074486936,0.0,0.16292352011508138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034382683814218,0.0,0.0,0.2723358819569713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270778529948847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393310633171574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435121085439045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513495928293918,0.09857149337200244,0.0,0.0,0.16519616678165816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217894262712856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287882523372433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614153375902114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222276405800658,0.09859211397902068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446596720708658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289216161727782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201740990622253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,busdriverflix,2019/09/15,"I love this girl so much So I'm 17 and still going to school. I fell in love with multiple girls in my class. I asked them all out and got rejected everytime. But all this is 2 years and longer ago. Recently I fell in love really bad with this other girl in my class. I didn't ask her out yet. One of my friends unfortunately fell in love with her too. He approached her and they became friends. Not more. I think he went into the friendzone because thats at least 2-3 months ago. I don't want something bad to happen to him but I genuinly hope he gets rejected (don't judge me pls). Last week I started to approach her too. In class I tried to make eye contact with her and it worked quite sometimes. Also I started getting near her. I talked to her and that stuff. I didn't tell her that I love her. I'm so lonely and depressed  Because of my previous rejections I don't think I could handle another one. I thought of suicide before and honestly do everyday. I even attempted it one day in the past. Only me and one really close friend know that I'm suicidal. I just hope that she likes me too so bad. 2 months ago I started exercising in the gym. I'm quite thick but also have a decent amount of muscles. I already achieved something I lost about 5 kilograms. I couldn't handle another rejection what should I do? I'm afraid of myself because I think if she rejects me I will fall into a really deep depression and eventually kill myself. Btw my greatest fear in life is to die lonely. I'm just in a constant state of wanting to kill myself and generally sad and full of hope and imagining beautiful times with her.
(sorry if there is bad english in this text it is not my first language)",2.2823185483871,4.373063217008801,3.791743951612904,86.85761592741937,78.12023460410558,7.195051319648094,25.612261730205283,8.17850203761792,1.65681297653959,1331,51,272,25,32,440,165,341,0.23,0.626,0.14400000000000002,-0.9913,0,6,2,0,0,3,33.0,0,0,2,7,16,32,2,2,6,0,16,8,1,1,2,50,50,24,5,10,9,0,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,3,15,23,0,0,6,2,0,8,8,19,0,5,6,2,54,13,38,40,8,50,0,11,1,5,34,21,0,5,21,176,69,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22744257439790835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438075592887438,0.13679122003245892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936424415748492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991169569525535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856446331231888,0.15640870780453714,0.0,0.07277685737483537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242389625330914,0.0,0.06828604960308869,0.0,0.0,0.055157596799695834,0.0,0.14732791121661484,0.0,0.08876313241448895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564895282861862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624122939942123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274890236756996,0.0,0.0,0.19823297177351226,0.0,0.08936826172992803,0.0,0.0486067511702014,0.0,0.06840345392190585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563091081915263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548417055469975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924507444404887,0.0,0.047003195632083855,0.06971561334406634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040998359194785,0.04178398818852313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336241282274436,0.0,0.3859555850377052,0.0,0.05708968539750425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365330700182376,0.0,0.06287190918678941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318202144698321,0.0650468512471526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164483979310615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819361838193668,0.0,0.0,0.16437163539338298,0.0,0.08444722282492761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655750916110924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168514664483172,0.08458801767922927,0.09574005298490716,0.18160855322326264,0.0,0.06830167210939915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790752198982984,0.1871044894348893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874306038210341,0.07475403879031696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440602102337035,0.0,0.06789858574489692,0.049871262024984285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806696332910091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089163706964004,0.0,0.06860429858881004,0.0,0.0,0.07928403695870084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226440061911615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507634151660242
lonely,FizzB00m,2019/09/15,was gonna blow your minds instead i typed these letters in this order,1.24642857142857,3.911835071428573,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,91.14285714285714,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.4210285714285713,57,2,11,0,2,17,14,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kena77,2019/09/15,"I've been so lonely lately that I paid an escort to hang out with me It was honestly the best time I've had in awhile, well worth the cost",0.29763440860214985,2.010225645161292,2.143225806451614,98.1015053763441,82.87096774193549,5.423655913978496,13.559139784946234,6.42735559955562,-0.9527505376344084,109,1,27,1,3,36,27,31,0.087,0.614,0.299,0.7881,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,2,3,4,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5591750054200002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6010584510930819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106990100355423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790805536087454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LumpyResponse,2019/09/15,"I have 0 friends. Does anyone want to be my friend? Do you guys think two lonely people becoming friends leads to a good friendship or a sore one? 
I'm M23 ( not sure if seeking friends is allowed here)",1.056750000000001,3.579201175000001,1.6900000000000013,97.195,87.25,4.2,25.5,5.6839178017228535,0.5183499999999999,157,7,33,1,5,48,35,40,0.134,0.48100000000000004,0.384,0.9185,1,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,7,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,1,8,7,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,6,2,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,17,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835462942220886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659157299723579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070276265153354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7440849191124551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019496282398736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23840390251471166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631545486503663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692222694727235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22692644383953936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542781200326043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23520100309690686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201461720100192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,doktorstrange7,2019/09/15,"I wish I could talk a little more!! I am 26 years old, never been in a relationship. I have been liking a girl for a long time, sometimes it feels like she likes be back, but sometimes it looks like she is not at all interested and might be ignoring me. We talk to each other once in a week or two, most of the time it's me making her laugh. I invited her over to my home last weekend, she agreed to come over, but she did not turn up. I am like the usual shy awkward nerd and don't know what to do and don't talk much. Would feel good talking to someone.",2.8685084033613464,3.259013529411768,4.19276260504202,91.49653886554623,73.36974789915966,7.294537815126048,23.278361344537807,7.1686216300943375,0.5220999999999996,426,10,103,4,8,141,80,119,0.105,0.6970000000000001,0.198,0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,1,11,0,1,7,0,15,0,0,1,2,23,23,6,0,3,5,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,3,0,1,3,3,16,8,13,15,5,19,0,0,1,0,13,7,0,3,16,72,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685961129992507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091324898615314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133989666411668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368653826688927,0.10857117212070598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274696564681341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244359956561834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352164071623704,0.12388013903592245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712372320905747,0.15231915831532658,0.0,0.13449334255073275,0.12762096127252154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144468111692853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122175818362042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171931907239348,0.0,0.11721270677454387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947249389642412,0.16184871583134455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316457814797913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287681636086339,0.0,0.30061488060530306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886079011231759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772360186537124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653054664625251,0.14845776804358446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737930266983522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190540454259766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747640745640653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795888024109426,0.0,0.0,0.09786709916749753
lonely,Caboose727,2019/09/15,"I miss her... My girlfriend started a new job that she loves, and I'm beyond happy that's she's finally found a place that she can work at and not hate waking up in the morning. But her hours conflict with mine, so we never really get to see each other through the week. She spends most of her free time with her friend on the weekends, and never invites me or even let me know what she's doing. I get that she needs her ""me time"" but it feels like she's making ""me time"" a priority over me without end in sight. I just miss her so damn much, I miss my best friend.",3.2643067226890743,3.753118655462188,4.19276260504202,91.49653886554623,72.52941176470588,6.958403361344536,23.278361344537807,6.6274283507984215,0.4144529411764713,436,10,101,3,8,141,76,119,0.083,0.728,0.18899999999999997,0.9402,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,2,5,12,2,0,6,0,3,2,1,1,2,22,18,8,0,1,6,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,3,1,2,0,4,5,0,0,1,3,26,8,13,16,4,20,0,3,2,1,18,8,1,2,13,72,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803575689572012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713788668030102,0.0,0.0,0.1246388178312515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541564142207057,0.13481191189111516,0.0,0.20671867107807812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690686126861307,0.29158824070724065,0.0,0.19718264307715846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008815046016028,0.0,0.18630853243273487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583782235290605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872620147199843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370811928529733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192965110776723,0.0,0.09219243017410762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031492141608878,0.0,0.12596300790925566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872093950112688,0.13992342737080926,0.29108406567889183,0.18225384680094286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971580561021476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089017169476945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037459346848064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356738300897086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33010871206371784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513689162163257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190626531655935,0.0,0.13738052912783533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,r26B_rotor,2019/09/15,Outcasted I'm a (17m) who had people I considered as friends. A year later I they stopped talking to me. I think it's just because I don't act like them or do the things the like. Then in the same year I had a new friend that I considered as a close friend but a year later I started having doubts in the friendship. Because I have been noticing that I have to initiate everything or nothing will happen. Am I being paranoid or being selfish?,2.4593333333333334,4.369971100000004,4.0063888888888926,86.37625000000004,76.8888888888889,6.722222222222222,29.027777777777786,7.645422480735847,1.8797777777777769,349,16,69,5,8,116,56,90,0.165,0.7170000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.4423,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,1,7,0,1,9,0,12,0,0,0,0,10,16,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,13,5,6,10,1,13,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,4,11,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763491824602288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037144092147923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5253689560052993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044159305741366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214768820337623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189171803579834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174938739825817,0.2580628004967609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714291716411735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043664037475586,0.0,0.0,0.18950443607872794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218699716018005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058801902664146,0.14523957821493375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378999081378106
lonely,peach_sapphire,2019/09/15,"My anxiety is getting out of control I hope you’re all as well as can be... ♥️

I’ve been feeling really anxious and depressed lately and it’s getting worse day by day. I’m turning 27 soon (female) and I’m not sure if my experience with friends is normal for this age or whether it’s just something that’s happening to me regardless of my age.

I feel so lonely and unfulfilled. Part of me feels guilty for saying this, because I do have a few close people in my life. One is my boyfriend, who is my best friend. I then have a cousin who I’m really close to, but she lives a few hours away and I see her 2-3 times a year (she works on shifts as a nurse). I then have 2 friends from uni who I’m close to, but one has gone travelling for an extended period of time and the other lives away and is now starting to work as a nurse (again, shifts = hard to meet up).

The friends I have (or had) around where I live have either drifted or moved away since. I don’t particularly like the friends I have left in this area (one just ignores my messages then sporadically texts me weeks later as if she didn’t ignore my message about meeting up). I don’t feel that deep connection with any of them.

I’m starting to get to know 2 girls at work. They’re lovely and interesting people, but all they seem to wanna talk about is small talk stuff and stuff about work. I dunno if it’s just gonna take time, but I can’t seem to push past that friendship barrier with them. It’s been a few months now...

I don’t feel that close to my family anymore (they all live 6 hours away). My dad and I would always talk loads, but he seems disinterested lately. My brother is great, but he never initiates conversation and I’m always chasing him. My mum just talks about herself and makes everything about her. When I think about it, I’m pretty certain that my mum’s behaviour is the reason behind my problem with feeling lonely (even when I maybe shouldn’t do). She never seems interested in what I have to say or anything about my life. She’s always like “oh yes I did that once too” or “yeah that reminds me of that time when I...”. It’s exhausting and makes me avoid talking to her until I have to.

I deactivated my social media because it was making me feel worse. Now I just feel even more disconnected. I feel worthless and like I’m not a priority to anyone. One friend text me yesterday saying “omg sorry I forgot to reply”... it’s now mid September and I last text her early July. I haven’t responded because it just makes me feel like a worthless piece of 💩 on the ground that it’s taken her nearly 3 months to even remember I exist.

I know people get busy and I’m at the age where engagements/babies happen and people get caught up in families/careers etc.. But it just feels like everyone is so damn disconnected. I read the news everyday and more and more articles about loneliness keep popping up. What has gone so wrong?!

The more I feel empty and lonely, the more my anxiety builds. I’m convinced everyone thinks I’m weird and doesn’t actually like me much. I feel so misunderstood atm. Every little comment, every bit of body language that could be misinterpreted wrong... basically everything at the moment is making me anxious. I worry what people think about me constantly and feel like my brain is going at 100mph. I spoke to my friend from uni earlier and she said the travelling friend had sent her some photos. She hasn’t replied to me or sent anything for days. What am I doing so wrong?!

The last few weeks, I’m struggling to get out of bed and just can’t stop crying all the time. I’ve just completely had enough of how rotten I’m feeling inside. I feel like I need help. I don’t even know what I’m looking to gain out of writing this. I don’t even know anymore... 😔",2.8863690476190484,4.677203652116404,4.188303571428573,86.07388392857143,75.30952380952381,7.264682539682537,24.246362433862434,8.07648339933343,1.311452116402116,2955,94,608,48,64,972,308,756,0.129,0.7290000000000001,0.142,0.9523,0,7,1,0,0,0,94.0,0,0,4,7,44,44,1,2,23,2,49,6,2,8,8,129,124,59,0,12,29,5,17,8,8,3,3,5,1,1,36,36,0,8,29,3,1,11,16,18,1,4,17,25,89,26,82,101,22,95,0,6,2,1,61,36,1,16,56,385,125,5,0.0,0.0,0.0486879645580137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124543879243782,0.0,0.0,0.03392866777670231,0.0,0.07633537987197872,0.11272883634732775,0.0989600729021913,0.03488605455368333,0.0,0.08211469045299305,0.04441497729718416,0.0,0.0,0.18750289883861654,0.0,0.0,0.09124216773419963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052359188420759865,0.0,0.054469779288127226,0.05541941296563717,0.0,0.05569662382987607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052311424718773175,0.05391615826870269,0.0559587750243978,0.03983516825404114,0.0,0.05480466037253445,0.09652976684589444,0.0,0.04297240919589548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155237604650095,0.05564341928699657,0.16476790478811498,0.0,0.0840733071618832,0.09534900356890527,0.08968047419801088,0.048804520453249116,0.047034287546067394,0.0,0.4036350304262712,0.14257308693574264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083750909591064,0.0,0.1564008943235974,0.0,0.02835510506760525,0.0,0.0,0.05500674961869942,0.0,0.0,0.0882396939110987,0.0,0.044693955054976295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03344194713510315,0.0,0.0,0.049554593154423135,0.0982682896140136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044346820780541266,0.0,0.0,0.10967863669753017,0.08133822951061279,0.11256201506730336,0.0,0.054208438127615576,0.0,0.07048121467258693,0.19499996962652236,0.05000547607685022,0.17622426177635478,0.0,0.04189720450402176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04503000468742432,0.0,0.16651843506825095,0.0,0.05012380630300608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964756854482424,0.05302792055766334,0.03667678970252319,0.03699471859541261,0.07696047259378197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04888413878582014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313397327746964,0.13523402366617454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054028806104300435,0.04762811656460954,0.17294617722988093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050758694287289706,0.0,0.04774046441963471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049906085299219666,0.0,0.06392493332724236,0.051297885597995585,0.0,0.0,0.05651857130604196,0.0,0.047459272344988486,0.119029755198386,0.0,0.0,0.03975792956045456,0.1816813373096172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04127166077722681,0.0,0.0,0.0508592059176168,0.0,0.0384097484306493,0.0,0.05585066263859675,0.07062845501701058,0.0,0.0,0.04171243397968953,0.0,0.05215856128013631,0.114230143183585,0.0,0.0,0.04702316964273033,0.0,0.03751301370180046,0.20050884423214144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590745910050644,0.0,0.0,0.14546383378112146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054268804003315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004164227160428,0.0,0.0448594245665206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528958048188667,0.05066834054784635,0.10168961037934676,0.03544225994213866,0.1636491238814742,0.0,0.03212918808282697
lonely,Mrx-01,2019/09/15,"I have a problem FOMO (Fear Of Missing Out) Ok so here is my situation. It’s a bit different to probably many of the stories on here but I’m stumped if I know where else to post this. So I’m a kinky fun minded person and have yearned for a female who is very much the same way and who is similar in that regard. I have a female friend that is sadly taken who is like this, that is everything in a female I’ve ever wanted but cannot have. My biggest fear is that I’m going to end up with the exact opposite of that and never get to experience any of what I want to. worse yet the guy she’s with is about as vanilla as it’s gets. he has everything I have ever wanted in a female and yet he waste’s what I have wanted my whole life. Knowing my luck I’ll end up with some vanilla church going female who if I even mention something remotely fun she’ll tell me she “isn’t into that” and “isn’t that type of girl”. Better yet, the girl I end up with will probably be one of those dreadful “sex after marriage”types. Because by the time I find a girlfriend the only ones that will be left are the ones all the other guys don’t want. The female pool will have been well picked over. If it hasn’t already. So for me it’ll be a case of “this is what’s left every other girl has been taken”. The only ones left will be either “we get married first then have tame, mellow sex and don’t do anything remotely fun”, or worse yet “the completely vanilla type girl” who won’t do anything remotely kinky or be into anything I am and will shut me down every opportunity. These left over girls will be about as fun as wiping your ass with sandpaper. What’s even worse is every girl who has ticked every box and is into everything I am or does, wears what I love is either taken or doesn’t like me. Sadly I’m fucked. maybe in the next life I’ll be lucky but I doubt it. I hate not being able to scratch this unbearable itch.",2.3930968045112766,3.7836196340852166,4.0006320488721805,88.58824130639101,75.71679197994987,6.691760651629075,22.243186090225567,7.292943589461545,0.6712035714285709,1490,39,321,17,32,498,169,399,0.125,0.741,0.134,0.4735,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,0,3,17,25,2,4,22,1,54,9,3,1,5,53,77,26,0,10,13,0,1,2,2,9,3,0,0,9,32,18,0,0,3,1,0,2,10,11,1,5,5,1,27,14,43,55,8,41,1,4,0,5,27,22,2,11,17,224,59,2,0.0865103484715496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546632075444576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058830003526908224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357193689805204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273590546823248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651137303418648,0.094446894547119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070445444416253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038490136369466,0.0,0.0,0.0757057889304037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226829538252295,0.0,0.2298674733419249,0.0,0.0,0.11427853853386072,0.15650712600687358,0.2915547989920608,0.0,0.2332497689602729,0.08462372083955644,0.0,0.19469638667804887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906889123588938,0.07358565821606809,0.0,0.0,0.06683768063092127,0.07997742315276411,0.1355942594802809,0.0,0.09833164933628903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131769224889126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854110588228914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508765015779412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759749869608081,0.0,0.12220963508081704,0.08452917291341927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807896708508331,0.0,0.0,0.08770791501404482,0.08691127282081923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735079062807684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359506013486117,0.0,0.06672211393507263,0.0,0.09200473703799836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234486604118952,0.13159003663643254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755374994256622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285300016668293,0.0,0.18654557505233327,0.08277872000951063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724125632353456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659989276662315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561385766209333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504448798915542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138009758565354,0.2551302246718045,0.06866788789144818,0.0,0.0,0.07778319275110615,0.0,0.0,0.09658571460583247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644843076350381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hoIynight,2019/09/15,"I'm so fucking lonely. I have no one in my city that's a real friend to me, all my real friends live in different cities and I feel so fucking sad because theres so many things I wanna do and I have nobody to do it with, I literally stay in home and skip math classes because I have social anxiety and I dont know anyone in that class, like I said I have friends but not real friends, they dont care that I'm in none of their classes but one and they barely text me to hangout. I really wanna go outside and tall to people and meet new people but its fucking hard and I hate it sooo much, I just wanna be able to go outside for a walk with a real friend.",2.6193661971830977,3.2747668521126765,4.4902535211267605,88.1614366197183,74.14084507042253,6.806760563380282,25.46760563380281,6.742157984588678,0.8805076056338024,511,16,114,4,10,175,77,142,0.129,0.7559999999999999,0.115,-0.2454,1,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,6,13,4,0,3,0,9,3,0,0,1,25,21,14,0,3,5,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,7,10,0,0,2,1,0,3,5,6,0,2,1,3,19,7,17,19,3,11,0,2,0,3,11,6,3,0,2,79,26,4,0.11920584875939552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119214802018133,0.0,0.0,0.08335150112660718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533355795008268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153830746355845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454474028198853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794167338943517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027405886774555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604907152430793,0.330611658961815,0.0,0.0,0.1354948618996543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678502607352207,0.11769109638680725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957318575648715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551241697589524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058237956383840224,0.0,0.10526094840693667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085602054423054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763001483890719,0.0,0.0,0.1151297515504846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155393638196122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528465222728184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427294134789357,0.07636631915547708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339206003487733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215153508636878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705757393464948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919506906066649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ShadowWolf153,2019/09/15,I have nothing left The girl that I had something with basically told me that what we had is over and that we will never be more than friends and all of my other friends have left me for other friends now that we go to different schools and the new people I have met just talk to me because they are bored.,12.487142857142857,5.939342555555558,10.742619047619048,74.14821428571429,59.95238095238096,13.869841269841272,45.78571428571429,8.841846274778883,4.0560857142857145,243,9,54,2,2,75,43,63,0.031,0.821,0.149,0.8416,1,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,3,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,2,10,12,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,11,3,7,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,3,44,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437408117072373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24635964762039184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5465329009457351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340099403491226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123923570433372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186263667412386,0.2277360325163608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262553897159228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347325703027285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386410603504817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815295017861429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952621188287574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22531593958393364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nexistcsgo,2019/09/15,"I am back in 2017 again In 2017 I was a lone guy with no friends and had a crush on a girl. I used to just go to my class sit and wait for the teacher while others talked and laughed along in the groups. Then quitely exit the class go and go home. 

Majority of my human interactions were my mom and the burger King employees that I used to go to at least once a month. 

Things changed in 2018- Sept 2019. I had made a few friends, and was in a relationship 

But, it did not last long. 6th of Sept I broke up because I still loved the girl from back in 2017, and now I am again the same guy from 2 years ago.",2.6395299145299163,3.182620576923078,3.4771794871794874,95.86004273504277,74.0,7.008547008547009,22.905982905982903,6.937597516519254,0.23964957264957265,465,11,119,4,9,148,79,130,0.068,0.831,0.102,0.7506,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,12,0,8,1,0,3,0,17,17,10,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,9,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,7,0,11,4,20,10,4,28,0,2,0,1,13,10,0,0,13,77,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964012314322565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769582764884497,0.0,0.1097820205416156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051277794005173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782762735494441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094002767746252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566375175057807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064631624106767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467984935808211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593751850518328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253948220470438,0.17040679775819925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092082238311569,0.14374720411426994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917914191647957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154932755676304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335072162720016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382119146290726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447506121537566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964469625657866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31108222240120514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159729302914928
lonely,lifesabitch666,2019/09/15,I can’t win... Every type of relationship I have or attempt to have never works out. I’m tired of being lonely. I feel like I’m just going to die alone. I don’t see the point in anything anymore.,-0.2964285714285708,1.8163650714285708,2.5764761904761926,91.55185714285713,88.76190476190477,4.312380952380953,17.923809523809524,5.6839178017228535,-0.3438533333333331,151,4,33,1,5,53,32,42,0.264,0.6779999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.8316,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,5,10,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,6,9,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,19,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126266387750831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29935511695048944,0.0,0.0,0.24839768244920785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132737182218094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543225157355625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262495291661105,0.2156424397333708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154889936360238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474691686276963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328061267360524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853467949739021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240750470187303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24053619412836244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34693336067828634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975114852547592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hi28382,2019/09/15,"I'm worried I currently have no friends. I have a few people who occasionally speak to me at school, normally we make a few jokes back and forth, but that's it. I had a ton of friends while I was with my ex but I drifted apart from those people awhile ago. I've always appreciated being alone and for most of my life I've been friendless but lately I've began to worry myself with a new found habit. I talk to myself a lot, I sit in my room in pitch black besides my laptop screen light and mouth out words (without actually making any noise) and stare off into space as if someone is sitting next to me. I then imagine how someone would react to what I just 'told them' and 'respond' to them. I'm completely aware no one is there and I never do this in public but for some reason I get just as much satisfaction doing this as I would talking to another real human being. I can do this for hours on end while also doing something else like using my laptop or listening to music, frequently stopping to have a mini conversation with myself. I feel completely sane but this doesn't seem like a sane thing to do. I never really have real conversation unless it's a mandatory conversation with a peer or teacher. I also talk to my mother because I live with her and we sometimes have fairly interesting conversations but it's obviously different than speaking to a friend.

Does this seem worrying? Am I just overthinking everything?",5.673949275362317,6.534628061594201,6.807391304347828,73.56731884057974,67.29710144927536,9.466666666666667,30.18840579710145,9.586721724236666,2.8228275362318844,1139,41,203,23,18,384,160,276,0.075,0.807,0.11699999999999999,0.9268,2,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,2,0,8,7,0,0,10,0,22,2,1,6,3,54,35,26,0,4,14,2,1,2,3,2,1,3,1,1,13,16,0,1,6,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,6,8,34,7,37,25,7,30,0,0,3,0,25,11,0,8,18,155,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.11207512622412892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018058635695697,0.0,0.0,0.11894793967745562,0.0,0.1836878823721348,0.09556277486234263,0.0,0.0,0.07810060983673987,0.12042819040121515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831105850923662,0.0,0.07001030308416979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408319830801201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999176429267712,0.0,0.0,0.10050429932290668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594080576002514,0.0,0.10172128037480893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321801862969326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058070623040733974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592495492559602,0.26619394719026024,0.0,0.06000336404834275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131021912940813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295535987305298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112057160910784,0.11221790851183096,0.0,0.10141292905562703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763970201604304,0.0,0.0,0.1533239255190586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442652866517397,0.0,0.17715578703108995,0.1109209588445228,0.1221422002337622,0.0,0.11252670089033068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782400850894022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924234926620426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614444404051857,0.07357459935486772,0.11808291958017375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623235436775868,0.0,0.20910669604273335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462075398117146,0.08841563706103879,0.113587654513699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601810931773463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769315279088542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762999387878932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097422300083717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919183745643316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070941833549568,0.0,0.0,0.3499012978269408,0.0,0.16316951397508295,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Onlythebest99,2019/09/15,"A reminder of who I am. I reached out to a woman online a few days ago. She seemed similar to me. She was smart and funny and we clicked right away. She was very pretty, so I knew the hard part was yet to come. Posted my picture a day later and she sent me a goodbye message. It happened so fast I thought maybe I had said something wrong. It took my smitten mind a few seconds to focus. Oh...yeah.

In a way it was kind of what I needed. I was honestly starting to feel like an imposter talking to her. She said all these nice things about me and I shared some of my views with her and we synced up so well. I was starting to feel human, good, warm. But I’m not those things. I should have learned my lesson by now.

It’s not going to set me back though. I’m going to keep improving. I will be the most magnificent beast I can make myself. There’s always a chance I’ll meet that blind girl, right 😁",-0.4547619047619023,1.751657322751324,1.3435851851851872,98.89493333333336,92.17460317460319,3.870560846560847,18.142010582010574,5.414198509911553,-0.5799097989417992,690,20,159,4,25,224,121,189,0.039,0.762,0.198,0.9804,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,0,1,10,11,0,0,11,0,13,1,0,1,1,28,33,10,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,2,1,2,0,3,11,10,0,1,7,0,0,5,2,1,1,1,13,9,30,10,19,17,6,24,0,0,3,0,20,6,0,3,11,108,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523783730705936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363313493095958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393684952650222,0.12598593733664373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113711486661862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133167591290528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568891821729365,0.11705020010941962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623266388460344,0.13742458984311326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448867251438984,0.0,0.14677205902749876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563209251177697,0.0,0.17061833308052146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004591173789434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936715513738283,0.0,0.16460333949721925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543575279062772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148826423422653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774271063943968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569172797977109,0.1666882705933933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798437944689237,0.31170636447155137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915744159921376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613513073435087,0.0,0.0,0.2319392802902887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169161639409996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21770137215410806,0.0,0.16097591705860756,0.13007384975177433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820367340205868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518847503774506,0.0,0.1300517561911193,0.0,0.0,0.14731545020614376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913771441488527,0.0,0.0
lonely,FuckNiggaJenkins,2019/09/15,"I feel so bitter right now I feel guilty for even feeling this way so I just feel even worse. Why does everyone else have someone? I’ve gotten better with this bitterness over the years, but some nights it just creeps up on you, it really makes you shine the spotlight on yourself and pick apart everything it seems you’re doing “wrong.”",4.766718750000003,6.601438484375002,4.152000000000001,88.09300000000002,70.40625,7.620000000000001,23.7375,8.238735603445708,1.23625375,269,7,52,4,5,80,49,64,0.179,0.774,0.048,-0.8315,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,7,4,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,13,9,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,5,1,6,8,1,10,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,3,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899591009173746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067954034709729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740566095318002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121594374494663,0.0,0.0,0.22580316349922686,0.2123790917582857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779392723464259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773794381471104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217597794993824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138545376971066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180640464399552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21512663571588847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002236601543491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757090815163155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323191603315572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408188324911715,0.0,0.25836655160295424,0.0,0.15217510489286146
lonely,gugugagagege1639,2019/09/15,"Title I'm only 17 but no guy has ever liked me, I havenever kissed someone. I always thought its bcz of the way I look but maybe I'm just a shit person. I've got no one to talk about this to so yeah here you go",-3.4081632653061225,-2.3995170204081617,0.04753061224489842,103.44925510204081,117.16326530612244,2.7763265306122453,11.022448979591838,4.935628992294339,-1.6695975510204082,162,3,42,1,10,57,40,49,0.183,0.627,0.19,0.1026,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,1,5,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,1,5,2,4,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,2,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522064580021247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741745392917447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226074839167635,0.0,0.2424196203507388,0.0,0.0,0.3001201960784952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808109784874016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25453066691780163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304508283972459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053908288226309,0.2305239294253808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646583530435769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111314670827247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568186780155774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436231746221903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24063038391923636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405895118915943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,okwhynot2014,2019/09/15,I guess I like to listen to sad love songs and pretend I could find love,3.3493749999999984,3.2969601875000016,3.9250000000000007,95.42,72.125,6.4,22.25,3.1291,-0.25042500000000034,57,1,14,0,1,18,12,16,0.192,0.342,0.466,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210834552440306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675571315864749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44301274075757613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964698116149325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7259108033628724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cayennespeppas,2019/09/15,"i'm conflicted i wish i was someoe's go to. i wish i had someone to have the easy giddy feeling with. i wish it all.

but i also feel guilty, i have a great set of friends and i love my family to death and i know they love me the same way. but it just isn't enough, it's love in all in areas except in a relationship.

i'm conflicted, ive never had a actual relationship with someone all my life. I've definitely have gotten there with people but either they don't feel the same way or it's not the right time. and it hurts seeing all my friends pair up. Believe me, I'm happy for them, I dont mind being a third wheel at all. It just sucks seeing everyone around you fall in love and you are just there feeling like you're in a race where everyone can take the shortcut but you. 

and I know, I've read, said, and preached countless times that I'll find the one. I've had arguements in my head over it, as a lonely thought comes to mind and my army of self-assuring thoughts starts blaring that I'll be ok, that I'll find the girl of my dreams. 

its just hard.

i wish i didnt have to feel so lonely.

i wish i didnt have to convince myself that itll be ok.",1.7194800000000008,2.9291189880000026,3.3978,92.96590000000002,77.12,6.76,21.7,7.365786028017652,0.4474400000000003,897,23,215,11,20,299,121,250,0.099,0.632,0.26899999999999996,0.9942,0,4,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,3,0,10,16,1,0,13,2,21,6,1,0,6,52,51,15,1,5,12,0,6,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,13,12,0,2,11,2,0,3,7,4,0,2,10,9,31,12,25,37,9,23,1,3,2,4,16,13,1,1,5,135,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.09544008002014576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821176198039087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870640008432743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018871157439032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842472652758743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462253840464184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105501307708442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690690015628653,0.0,0.0,0.09219847672495003,0.0,0.2472566882835311,0.06986935554500824,0.0,0.0,0.17877745609553228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112227233430658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558280205793615,0.0,0.0,0.10782641321966513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411143251763802,0.08761086411367856,0.0,0.10037247486474304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469844521777127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749820780082146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908003681539812,0.047780834735106206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35307840774937066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750311269487966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543048604945053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627277478794102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780319179016235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978278886309652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100042525155398,0.0,0.08352188016139904,0.0930315487908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587014216475614,0.0,0.10202821302839006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573365526618636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922434999814824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353449794005361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528680936758746,0.11405759153940526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526043328547534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5623340442818281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Qi_ra,2019/09/15,"It’s midnight and I can’t sleep I haven’t been able to sleep for weeks. I wasn’t sure why at first, but I know now that the loneliness is haunting me at night. I lay in bed thinking about how just like today, tomorrow I won’t have anyone to talk to. It doesn’t change. I don’t know how to make friends anymore. I’ve lost that skill. I’m not sure if I ever had it in the first place. 

During the day I am fine, but now it’s keeping me up at night. I’ve been alone for a while now, but I only start to feel lonely at night. I realize that there’s really no one here. 

It feels like there’s a hole in my chest, and I don’t know how to fill it. I don’t like feeling this way. I’m not trying to be dramatic. I guess I just need to tell someone, even though I’m sure no one will see this.",-0.6091510611735345,1.0269463370786518,1.6576779026217243,100.79103620474407,85.62921348314606,5.079151061173533,16.630461922596755,6.139981653823899,-0.7246114856429462,600,12,159,5,18,202,95,178,0.12300000000000001,0.732,0.145,0.435,0,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,15,10,0,0,5,0,16,3,3,4,4,29,33,11,0,2,8,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,1,8,0,0,1,12,2,0,4,5,4,18,8,19,25,0,26,0,2,1,0,3,9,0,2,18,98,29,0,0.13655884068526994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143377495841733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354296755046733,0.09548511655833763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444611463889213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806915501097866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019582635552084,0.12352528954100099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071447589536072,0.0975576630713034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232313760251549,0.0,0.0,0.1055050215645888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504349587946554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137977210078665,0.0,0.0,0.2251475025552333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014725511602988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907010609879576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091154086554194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125665003734026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844536637006759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850716092378281,0.10385915191818408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267492344846786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748309013194559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108819715693455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733149236936962,0.0,0.1157058625624414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665705030152974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861152737151121,0.0,0.0,0.10976082338587162,0.11935844583347477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750139110680802,0.1341683676261729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944181356350415,0.0,0.0,0.0927144888675716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839405144514128,0.10953926489543314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322311334953615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tirisvale,2019/09/15,"A Long Lost Love A year, 7 months and 12 days. 
That’s when I broke up with the girl who thought I was her everything and wanted the best for us, but at the time I was blind. 
I broke up with her because she constantly wanted to spend time with me and always wanted to do stuff with me, no matter how small.
I saw this as annoyance and not love in the purest form, so I broke up with her. 
Waited a couple months and started dating another girl and it just didn’t click, and that ended mutually. 
A year has passed since the second breakup, and as each day passes my heart grows with more regret. 
I’m lonely now, and full of regret.
I want to talk to her but I know she’ll turn me away...",3.1437062937062947,3.8814923566433595,4.014972027972032,91.74707342657342,72.98601398601399,7.118601398601397,20.593706293706294,7.1686216300943375,0.21903692307692246,529,9,122,5,10,170,90,143,0.23600000000000002,0.7140000000000001,0.05,-0.9848,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,2,5,11,1,0,9,0,6,4,1,1,0,31,20,16,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,16,0,1,2,0,1,3,3,8,0,1,6,3,19,3,20,13,5,26,0,7,3,2,13,8,0,0,15,83,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213623136364056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791200512775908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049135998794664,0.0,0.0,0.1041305116071032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926543876520049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459613412840425,0.0,0.0,0.1890094895372879,0.0,0.22033001311979508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512961449977423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352233333513104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024229600480164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387840760990553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511706513967197,0.0,0.0,0.1864706118074059,0.0,0.3083441050698014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27269437805319763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413043746656818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090753657396812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554845439408988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729894225528727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356122923766611,0.19921346203984944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858035094573711,0.0,0.0,0.205475871669468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030171183845701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000543448278453
lonely,baabybloom,2019/09/15,"Coming to the painful realisation that I have no true friends. Today I realised that I have no real friends. I only have two and they live hours away from me. Everyone close by and near me is toxic. I was supposed to hang out with some today but they went out without me, and when I expressed how I felt they yelled at me and blamed it on me. This is very very difficult for me. I have very severe abandonment issues (I suffer from BPD), and this is my worst nightmare. When I say I have no friends I mean I have NO ONE. I’ve never cried so hard in my life I’m genuinely in a state of distress. I feel like the universe is punishing me. I’m so scared of forming friendships with new people bc my friends always turn out to be toxic and break my heart. I’m so scared. I’m in a shell and I don’t know what to do. 

I’ve been crying all night and I cannot stop. I feel so lost.",0.11663594470046235,2.228477698924735,2.011597542242704,96.41596774193548,86.52688172043011,4.833179723502305,19.609831029185873,6.1826913282559595,-0.13542980030721985,676,20,157,6,21,223,103,186,0.302,0.583,0.114,-0.9935,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,1,7,16,1,3,4,0,16,3,1,1,3,30,29,16,0,0,2,0,4,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,6,15,0,2,5,0,0,3,8,10,0,2,5,6,31,6,23,23,4,25,0,3,0,0,9,11,0,1,10,107,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047358188393984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473987265029428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721660291945106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436784492371313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916787483439002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686547926658662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426294367829045,0.09484946002371412,0.12747806625566538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41030479862468733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893401747552106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733067661574768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074970048932108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857526023622466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296580084280871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377793940203187,0.06486372085094938,0.0,0.11723654465094248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449319164073704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462323507944214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239883873707536,0.12822812697943375,0.0,0.12459374028361675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996700848142451,0.10097601939030378,0.1412744745540574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204458920532707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111900966044786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055824139040596,0.2658477870839098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999000844338392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109999628760656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251697011479564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444134195724361,0.12969500890719704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328642424705968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230772327912458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798357947880454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,clairehahaj,2019/09/15,"Best friend dropped me once we got to college. Hi. I’m new to this page but resonate with everyone’s post and figured I’d get some things off my chest as well.
I’m 19F who just started college a little over a month ago. I live in an apartment with my best friend throughout high school and two other girls. 
Almost as soon as me and my best friend got here she made new friends and I haven’t been on her radar at all since. The other two girls are never around to begin with. 
I feel like my best friend dropped me after she found better friends. I expressed to her how that made me feel really shitty and she didn’t really bat an eye to it. Now I’m left wondering if I was a means to an end to her and just a way to cope through high school since she seemed to suddenly not give a shit really fast. 
Tonight is a home game and I bought tickets to go with her but she bailed last minute to tailgate and go to the game with this new group of friends. 
So now I’m stuck on a college campus far away from home friendless and depressed.",3.033401162790696,4.149348697674424,3.3715552325581406,94.8238444767442,73.65116279069767,6.491279069767443,24.13517441860465,6.6274283507984215,0.4703081395348842,810,23,186,6,16,250,122,215,0.063,0.6940000000000001,0.242,0.9936,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,5,10,16,1,0,12,0,6,3,3,3,2,36,28,17,0,1,6,0,2,1,7,0,0,0,2,2,8,16,0,0,7,3,1,2,4,2,1,2,10,3,24,14,32,18,7,37,0,1,1,0,26,14,1,5,18,113,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454870326075388,0.0,0.09550939197712044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490851027011362,0.0,0.0,0.08961274315862418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003821195730529,0.08435594698616726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215073989855537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447845780352845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113977245338777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645408827131008,0.06813956210832504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457935598034067,0.5158329976672633,0.0,0.049832165296682635,0.09149728252583854,0.1084134171107884,0.0,0.15256835734375304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015486236095905,0.19134803314216148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774751126792284,0.0,0.0,0.10363075713600048,0.0,0.0,0.046597898758678175,0.09559591690486673,0.08422237526298049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050191259683554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389688994053016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761314854055609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356301269612738,0.2763560832132772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015766930496213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134776978296748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833088021732457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305950549739945,0.0,0.08683046031760333,0.0,0.0,0.09790630144145142,0.15779880779945718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751052531275635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336629990848114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863449957935916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570828336899509,0.0,0.0,0.08575816409928197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343564921604452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,scaryskellies,2019/09/15,"It hurts my heart to know you feel alone. I hope this doesn't come across strange or weird but I stumbled into this reddit by accident. I don't think I belong here so I hope I don't step on anyone's toes. 

I know loneliness can't just be fixed. And I am sure for a lot of people it is to do with a romantic partner instead of a friend. And though I cannot help in the former I hope that I can be a friend to someone out here.

I don't want anyone to hurt in the way that feeling alone and isolated hurts. And maybe I am not the right answer for you. But if you feel like you need a friend, please let me know because I want to try. 

I'm not sure the level of response will be, for this post, but I just hope I can help someone. 

Life is hard. I hope I can make it a little easier for someone. Anyone.",0.9287047619047611,2.2930206514285767,2.782857142857144,95.8904761904762,79.62857142857143,5.80952380952381,19.666666666666664,6.42735559955562,-0.13673333333333293,614,14,150,5,15,205,90,175,0.183,0.5589999999999999,0.258,0.9596,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,0,7,15,0,0,10,0,19,3,2,1,2,37,37,11,0,9,9,0,4,1,4,1,1,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,8,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,0,4,24,11,20,32,1,14,0,3,0,0,10,9,0,8,2,100,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22818227190204365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310764614271108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715168861947217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489192008492303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709856512184626,0.07869735926800019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553248917179794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868051014858252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305385268235733,0.1476740377795888,0.0,0.0,0.5470619602437111,0.0,0.0,0.3537813291892877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162093411290506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264467980582105,0.07780830999659141,0.05381795048691045,0.1104079037851204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365294217904788,0.0,0.0,0.07353175211934634,0.0,0.1106691670156556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168124076976488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637013540779322,0.0,0.0,0.12092111414002114,0.0,0.0,0.10550153294957056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407488245066654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800111918066873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20764644182597636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058521284329353,0.10823031115209132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479049015788203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299488479620199,0.08743880634838183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ace4thewin,2019/09/15,"I went to a party today! Normally I’m extremely introverted and socially awkward. I don’t have many friends and do get lonely because of social anxiety, but tonight I decided to step out of my comfort zone and go to a party. It was great! I was nervous the whole time, but I stayed for three hours. 

It’s been hard trying to make friends at my age, so I was thrilled to be invited by a friend to the gathering. This may not sound like a big deal to most people, but it was huge for me. 

I just wanted to say, if you’re like me and you’re having a hard time with loneliness, you’re not alone. All those people out there who are alone, I’m alone with you. Get out and go do the thing!",1.4607692307692304,3.2196623496503527,3.223076923076924,91.54692307692312,79.34965034965035,6.917482517482518,22.88811188811189,7.882392219407189,0.9798643356643356,528,17,120,9,13,176,85,143,0.11900000000000001,0.638,0.243,0.9749,0,5,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,2,8,0,13,0,0,1,1,24,22,10,0,3,7,0,2,2,3,1,0,2,0,0,7,10,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,6,4,12,8,19,14,3,17,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,3,8,77,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813001469777173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850080726585854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442777867285722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969877915411104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590343424040928,0.0,0.1618614441126434,0.0,0.17607053747578924,0.0,0.0,0.17078173307891276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775263455975989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254881376663468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135611990347336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033993360003106,0.157047907175748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517726097212332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478126289178992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318553645174594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31580936484475225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510659533061334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291104902022397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065103505041602,0.0,0.1468304722156916,0.0,0.0,0.10516935607506248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136613915761006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435971615515705,0.0,0.17294430427962051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,randomonkey27,2019/09/15,Been feeling lonely as of lately I’m not one to normally feel lonely. I’m used to being alone or with very few people. I usually enjoy my alone time. But lately I’ve feel like I have no one. No one to talk to no one to hang with no one to play video games with. Idk i don’t even want to necessarily talk to someone I just want to be comfortable with someone and hang in my room or in a game of league. I’m not the best at holding a conversation and I feel like I don’t even have hobbies or interests. I don’t think I’m depressed or anything. Just lonely.,1.0590454545454513,2.752489783333335,3.4145454545454537,90.01227272727274,80.33333333333334,6.363636363636362,21.74242424242424,7.348242739294969,0.6238333333333328,434,13,99,6,11,150,61,120,0.218,0.629,0.153,-0.8109999999999999,0,8,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,11,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,25,20,8,0,3,9,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,5,4,0,2,9,4,0,5,1,4,9,7,19,17,2,10,0,4,0,0,5,4,0,4,6,63,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126643240939557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421381267090645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584061118958989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130007596848511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993937946705873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052867019299406,0.21566843417241044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405421606364988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748694517631475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478927881046193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5114168241314625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464536341584073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255788232495599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24264567403386814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671863497857792,0.0,0.0,0.0880164915680882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036690210041224,0.16624317217253687,0.1245443694341884,0.17806102277864674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KHeartsSora,2019/09/15,Sad and confused Just need someone to cheer me up .. or talk ... or be friends I dunno okay ...,-0.8983333333333334,1.1540947222222258,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,101.77777777777777,2.4000000000000004,22.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.4351333333333329,67,3,15,0,3,21,17,18,0.188,0.523,0.289,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875955434330259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467961529877889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5347391251892448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5072638963798219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blairkittyquinn,2019/09/15,I've hid a rut. I'm one of those people who is a firm believer in the universe. I believe in signs and in fate. I believe there's gotta be more out there for as but I'm truly lonely yet again for the first time in my life and it eats at me. I feel cursed. I want so badly to believe in better for myself but I just can't. I'm scared. Too chicken to ever try taking my life and never would anyway but today is the first day in a long time where bad thoughts are plaguing me. I'm twenty-one and a girl. I had so many plans but I dropped them all in the name of intangible love. Oof.,-0.8652820512820512,1.0481502153846165,1.6776923076923076,98.47064102564106,89.15384615384615,4.082051282051282,16.358974358974358,5.2151,-0.8974717948717951,448,10,110,2,15,153,83,130,0.11,0.755,0.135,0.5223,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,4,11,6,0,1,8,0,7,4,0,0,3,19,17,11,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,2,1,13,2,17,12,2,22,0,1,0,1,5,10,0,0,11,73,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600457468900468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7017896126917454,0.0,0.1377250516702276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042897217852573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934433005666182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086109790778684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873863530421404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26491717971045675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199846589942215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378106679917116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054681480289605,0.0,0.0,0.15787949749378974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010379927633455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552248112783542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795927964353608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590669607087565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708492206570598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362730746770136,0.1816076071843193,0.0,0.14760795980711444,0.0,0.0,0.10572624231340527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184993545955823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062172386748624,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FunkDemon,2019/09/15,"So different I feel like I don’t belong here. My boyfriend always tells me I do belong here but I just don’t believe him. I’m too different and it kills me. I’m self destructive and suicidal. I dress in harajuku (Japanese street fashion) clothes and stand out a bit too much. I know. I dug my own grave. I like everything a normal person wouldn’t. I am asexual and 100% sex repulsed and I’ve lost many people due to that. I have one real life friend. Boyfriend is online. Does it get better? Or is this it? Does it get better in college? My town is too small to make friends. I’ve apparently been the weird kid for years even though when we are young we all do stupid shit. I was always an outcast, I always had social anxiety. Please don’t tell me this is it. If this is it I want to kill myself. I feel so alone. I feel like I am in the wrong dimension. I feel like an alien. I don’t belong here. I truly believe I was put in the wrong dimension. Or I’m getting delusional now. I just want out.",-0.5710004675081812,1.6401602028985534,1.6074302633629431,95.431332398317,96.7294685990338,4.989808321645628,18.27162225338943,6.6834051587181325,0.1656674146797572,770,24,171,12,31,256,112,207,0.242,0.601,0.157,-0.9796,3,1,0,0,0,1,30.0,2,0,0,3,14,18,5,0,7,0,20,3,1,1,1,27,35,13,4,5,6,0,4,4,2,1,1,0,0,3,10,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,10,0,1,5,4,31,8,10,29,4,16,0,2,0,1,11,9,1,3,9,105,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091318747472354,0.0,0.0,0.29142496483422226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931003084966561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630645264541064,0.0,0.20650391424023373,0.12745591039844575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439485161438764,0.0,0.0,0.2043296457088544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710933873305095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492337800204067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23612024384913535,0.25020914575753656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039465404518154,0.0,0.18298420365997586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583233210045416,0.0,0.06416030445799477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246083883105561,0.22814392660697885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127441565431595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792856522322843,0.1183616699190412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582141662994347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438585752354527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910981019421097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093666894504982,0.10193771647745016,0.0,0.12815156253629953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173615291929242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328820016666833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179107624446615,0.0,0.11983763563083065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900739230248387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770068977401516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040815235540125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470191609274864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771910749053534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552858770841119,0.0,0.07518031045799012
lonely,aka-OVP,2019/09/15,"I just want to spread some kindness. Feeling pretty isolated from the world.. Hey, so I'm pretty new to Reddit, made this account yesterday. I don't really know where to start with this post..  I feel emotionally and mentally unstable, and i have no one to talk to about it. It's just so exhausting..  I haven't always felt this lost, it all began to build up to the way i feel now around the year 2017. First i lost my job (the watch and jewellery store i worked for was shutting down, so all the employees got fired.) , then I got sick and lost so much weight. And when I'm already skinny from before, and then start loosing weight.. That just.. idk.. hits me hard..(It's hard for me to gain weight since i was born) And all of a sudden my friends just stopped talking to me (I don't feel like I'm a mean guy, maybe I'm just boring(?)), I don't go to many parties, I don't drink that much alcohol. I definitely don't have the energy for that now. I don't judge much, but i have standards for what i think a good human being is, so if I don't feel the vibe. I probably stay home instead of going out. So that might be a reason why my ""friends"" just stopped talking to me. Later my family started to ask me why I didn't have a job, and why i lost my job. I tried to explain them that it wasn't my fault, but they only said ""You're a failure, you should be more prepared! you should have known!"" And the thing is, we didn't get the warning that the store was closing, so it all came as a shock to us all.. I now don't live at home since my parents have already kicked me out like 3 times, and I don't want to live home anyways. I just get more and more  mentally sick by being home, but i miss my little sister so goddamn much (who is 12 years) So it's hard to not see her as often as i would like to.. And now this day today, i feel hopeless, lonely, anxious and just not stable at all. I'm still sick after going to the doctor so many times. I even tried to talk to a guy who i saw as a close friend about my sickness, and all he said was ""don't you think you're sick, because you're not doing anything) I feel like i have lost everything. So much more have happened, but i don't wanna make this post too long. Life have been hard and lonely.. But the main thing i wanted to do for this community is to reach out to lonely people, I want to be here for you. I'm a 22 year old guy, born in Norway, grew up with my real asian parents. I love music and playing instruments, i just love art in general. If you really need someone, talk to me.. I don't want you to feel this kinda pain. Let's go through this hard sh\*t together. I wouldn't mind being less lonely by talking to a lonely person. I don't care if you're 50 years older than me, or don't have any of the same interest as me. Let's try to make a friendship. I could really use it right now. I want to support you all. -OVP",2.390114942528733,3.302059472906404,3.832499178981937,91.6897996715928,74.96059113300494,6.85832512315271,22.728735632183906,7.123485893559443,0.524899770114942,2205,56,513,22,45,730,245,609,0.158,0.738,0.105,-0.985,6,11,2,0,0,1,102.0,2,7,2,8,37,32,0,0,25,0,53,17,1,5,8,99,114,44,0,16,21,3,17,4,3,5,10,2,4,5,26,26,6,2,16,3,3,6,23,17,0,2,22,22,73,15,66,77,21,62,0,12,3,2,39,18,0,8,38,331,99,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060862950936606514,0.0,0.0,0.1256929703429268,0.0,0.04738752317553703,0.0,0.0,0.038728411392337014,0.0,0.0,0.06433805150517284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046865552372227864,0.05069817430107902,0.05324119262103101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03471660240827523,0.0,0.048460829146993734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513639947647551,0.05806500793211562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0454704792471936,0.0,0.0,0.036728473461030295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058291428272223784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578997938878514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406184314780783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03761538320858735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118359378945832,0.0,0.05368802717566112,0.0,0.2303677765008087,0.0813711460860009,0.05468157831081589,0.0,0.0,0.04844221439939733,0.0,0.0,0.13199984889343044,0.0,0.05950875345649888,0.0,0.1294655223551357,0.047767523530413934,0.09109731343579427,0.0,0.0,0.16917036375408673,0.05036129313143161,0.0,0.2550830892494269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285046788725613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169544269594432,0.0,0.0,0.05930536339564875,0.03129860116324225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647184583507796,0.040225945434054285,0.11129289093948616,0.05707953704871794,0.10057697744430716,0.05039955455267251,0.0,0.0,0.3108419420511111,0.0,0.10280041397504792,0.053888104957916905,0.07603003454394035,0.11547808979730573,0.05721460694621209,0.06203597988927442,0.0,0.0,0.11478576934713808,0.06041566550841058,0.057503946151264924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932649190619154,0.042228203315742896,0.0,0.05500331604507325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976015246071949,0.0,0.03859125074740626,0.043313554040987585,0.06059953269257986,0.0,0.12647396812976858,0.0,0.0,0.03948242674644658,0.04972713204015699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090860065672785,0.11587861964010708,0.061402459127359914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482233535318849,0.10945218063462306,0.058554778220923975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04863556461181797,0.10834626551531068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538231392575171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094220372455825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048254121455809165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209299410121054,0.06070184119161656,0.045480881999338536,0.0952266274628321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462695021034137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746487681154388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567099475316999,0.07298338494718158,0.0,0.0,0.06641679224729473,0.0,0.05398258009426951,0.0,0.0,0.11599730836753552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850464893669173,0.04918709720455268,0.0,0.0,0.2015458991809779,0.04520479436120553,0.0,0.2080517358018477,0.0,0.0,0.15416737612208667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04146076911238411,0.0,0.0,0.04045612497216372,0.0,0.0,0.14669746798934707
lonely,jaspi412,2018/12/08,"bored hey, i´m from germany. text me if you wanna .-.",-1.865333333333332,-2.3335541999999965,-0.12999999999999726,101.93166666666669,141.0,1.3333333333333337,13.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.6366666666666667,38,1,8,0,3,12,10,10,0.174,0.826,0.0,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,br0kencross,2018/12/08,"Starting to feel like I HAVE to be ok with feeling like this Tonight I was supposed to go to a party with a couple of friends from work but when I got to the apartment I was too scared to go in. The thought of new people fucking terrifies me and I couldn't deal with it. I had a panic attack in the street and walked home, less than an hour after leaving the house. I'm starting to feel like my awkwardness is getting beyond the point where I can fix it. I'm an adult now, I should be able to go out, meet new people and make new friends, but no I can't do that and if I don't learn how to, I'm gonna be stuck feeling lonely forever, I can only make friends when they talk to me first but I can't seem to learn that I need to make the effort too. Sorry if this is abit nonsensical I'm just feeling super lonely and could probably do with someone to take me out for a drive or something hahah",1.6928124999999987,3.1092976562500034,3.225416666666664,93.31125,77.64583333333334,5.841666666666668,23.458333333333336,6.322622252153567,0.3964520833333336,698,22,160,5,16,230,103,192,0.159,0.693,0.14800000000000002,-0.7535,0,4,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,4,9,15,2,3,12,1,19,1,0,4,0,35,45,14,0,6,7,0,5,3,3,2,0,0,1,1,6,11,0,0,9,0,0,5,5,7,0,1,6,5,18,8,28,32,1,26,0,2,0,1,8,9,1,4,15,105,24,3,0.1278178370834682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541124206452571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205214227908664,0.1414280055987417,0.0,0.0,0.1317745775706634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231426946284653,0.2739392650549234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872178692742572,0.0,0.0,0.2962552315945012,0.11816553075447915,0.06677954438943517,0.0,0.21792546713323946,0.0,0.10222760069728112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821171222413982,0.0,0.12587482258461968,0.14748462284301658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353406340326599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733601661194774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25595819632495803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477530662345876,0.0,0.3703417906157099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721122479430623,0.0,0.14996669192597226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722558893419468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082917041991427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780924676613968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796795292251556,0.0,0.0,0.11636055837855575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829963857626364,0.09840041560138,0.0,0.14308160401449113,0.18094024592495167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610310636067418,0.10273513579407503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014730852533248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305290769985733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thenollocks,2018/12/08,"I’ve finally come to the realisation that I’m going to end up a sad and lonely recluse or dead in the union canal Sorry for the long title but I’m posting on reddit for the first time to share this thought that has become more and more apparent to me as I draw closer to my exams and adulthood evermore imminent that I have come to realise that I will either go through life bitter and alone until I eventually die at the age of 60 or so in my cruddy council estate flat that smells of cat piss, or the alternative, decide to save myself the troubles and end it all early then have my body found by some scummy little kids in a park or something.

I don’t have any hopes for the future. I’m failing most of my classes, I’m either hated or ignored by most people and I don’t remember the last time I had a conversation with anyone in my family that didn’t end In a shouting match. Even my friends ignore me until they need something. Eventually I got sick of trying in vain to get them to pay any sort of attention to me so now I just don’t say or do much and only really hang about with them because I don’t have anywhere better to be and your less likely to get picked on if your in a group. They haven’t really noticed. As for romantic relations...I have none. And I mean that with absolutely no exaggeration never once have I had something that could even closely resemble a romantic interaction no compliments or a little flirting or nothing however I have had on a handful of occasions been told , either behind my back or to my face, how repulsive I am. So y’know not all bad news! Well that’s my frustration at life vented so on that note, how’s your Saturday night going?",7.154049572351197,6.016695038575669,8.10794204922325,72.24052714260779,64.48961424332344,11.134159539186596,33.770116948856696,10.328600350310266,3.324330912899284,1336,47,255,27,17,456,182,337,0.171,0.728,0.10099999999999999,-0.9781,2,3,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,4,3,13,21,4,0,17,0,23,7,4,3,3,54,42,31,2,4,16,0,1,1,1,1,3,2,0,1,12,15,0,2,6,0,1,6,11,12,1,1,9,5,34,9,49,30,13,45,0,3,0,0,15,18,1,15,21,186,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905474109633353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169473368084854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712775289786684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581469694016713,0.1040412117597022,0.07595895786932927,0.13761807496593345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020431163980343,0.0,0.13840971644370328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21467491013413886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948814048152656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932186059322992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310930867324627,0.0,0.0,0.1646028188345239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746790617250535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650031570119225,0.0,0.105990214116798,0.0,0.1366245813047099,0.0962706626927287,0.0,0.1302034929426457,0.0,0.21245021421855126,0.0,0.09965919060716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302310847039408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376235726711166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684804664687166,0.10157091784405314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602649352293406,0.06087643539113451,0.24977687038008675,0.0,0.11027281978454437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573299389656668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160010529052716,0.09239413116628607,0.09610420445705176,0.0,0.0,0.1169347468971844,0.0,0.11956328485290682,0.14186531124184285,0.0,0.1327018418513724,0.0,0.09476884828412988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638644860873099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933857005261228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965221250164371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115485909464567,0.0,0.0,0.09909207973499153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28778448405380136,0.0,0.13948676042083427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892363193286463,0.1453180891608712,0.0,0.0,0.11906683814338467,0.0,0.08459962523238335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203619637634367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nouseratall1,2018/12/08,"I heard that the best way to get new friends is to find something in common. I couldn't think of a place better than this one! 21 year male London.

I have no friends. 

I moved to a new country all by myself for work and I can't make friends.

I mean I can hangout and try to make friends but here are the reasons why I don't:

\- I feel smart. It feels that I have solutions to so everyone's problems, except for my own.

\- I hate going out. The reason why is because I consider it to be an incredible waste of time. I feel that for every second I spend on going out,  I lose time that could have been put into resolving my financial situation.

\- Even if I would go out with someone, it gets incredibly boring not connecting, and on top of that I don't drink, I don't eat anything unhealthy, no sugar, not even soda. I work out, I don't comfort myself with anything. I try to stay as logical as possible and focus on goals. Most friends I made has discarded me over the years because I can't ""have fun"".

 \- I can't really connect with anyone whenever I talk to someone. I can have a laugh, Im somewhat good at making jokes but it I can never really TRULY connect as if I did when I was a kid.  I have no interest in sports, cars, brands, gossip, whatever. I think this is because I have been meditating for a very long period of time and started to let go of my emotional attachment to anything. I have no emotional attachement to money, films, celebrities, sports, cars etc, that MOST people are interested in. I'd rather stay home and work on  goals than going out.

\- I can't go out and meat people because I can't spend money. I need my finances solved.

\-When cutting out spending time with people and reducing the amount of money I spend as much as possible. I come across a paradox. That I feel lonely and need to do something about it.

When I think of making friends the vicuous cycle repeats.",1.9565173572228431,4.22798331914894,3.740755879059354,85.86684210526317,80.17021276595744,6.830235162374022,25.05431131019037,7.94452939551167,1.6043202127659577,1472,57,291,27,38,493,178,376,0.129,0.716,0.155,0.8571,0,2,3,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,0,10,9,24,2,0,13,0,36,4,0,7,2,59,63,22,0,9,8,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,1,2,14,22,4,0,13,6,8,11,17,7,0,2,6,6,47,17,55,52,9,51,0,2,0,0,11,20,0,5,17,203,61,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819233522002577,0.0,0.20545941585237412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293093726300132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733872269048704,0.07360509174560201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169032781379453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644779681285404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152808758548791,0.0,0.0851591913796862,0.0,0.18723217381550625,0.0,0.0,0.0928170453599052,0.10993767305129597,0.0,0.07012002555192863,0.07952434360324277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832273882509685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606546272591727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857931248498748,0.0,0.08696247815570833,0.0,0.28378957730872234,0.06980455782194267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216672334371704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834807149819492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989647839710271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510244090890005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365084810670935,0.0,0.09310665510694266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787488037987727,0.22221134989958694,0.0,0.0,0.09065561337850256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845421382816235,0.061179404448826524,0.12341946335960625,0.06418767724188115,0.16075701110283752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056394910079506574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309166168211418,0.0,0.08695163468468099,0.0,0.0,0.18764568910683765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963437380951342,0.0,0.08366336449777853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663117961282692,0.1711367933684502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354755128957498,0.0,0.0,0.14103128495511874,0.12814019727875545,0.0,0.0,0.05890655711865884,0.17741196822400396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689250491299695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998022939192827,0.0,0.0,0.1941149329972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300761438854773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866872757929088,0.0,0.06605954105631348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019389361085325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176474983080734,0.0,0.0,0.0591201240121453,0.0,0.0,0.10718738517054356
lonely,GotSuzuki13,2018/12/08,"Never met a person I like What I discover when I meet new people in my city...people from all walks ..all ages 30s-70s. If you meet them via a hobby, group, interest, etc (outside of religious services and bars) I find most people aren't interested in getting to know new people. The ones that are, soon prove to have numerous character flaws. There sketchy, either they're act strange about giving out personal info., like a phone number, despite knowing them for years. They might resent you asking them a simple question about something they brag to know about . I had one guy snap at me that his information isn't free. I just asked him if I could plug a cable into an electronic and if it would work. The cable was $4. when you gave me that attitude I said I'd take my chance on the $4 cable and never spoke to him again. This is a person I'd known for several years. These are just a few examples I have literally dozens and dozens. I feel as though I'm living in an alternate reality then the media, and pop psychology is promoting. everything tells you that people need one another and people are generally good and people need the same things. I find all of that to be ridiculously untrue. the people Ive met over the last 50 years don't need me and don't want me to need them.. everyone down to my ex-husband. I don't know that I'm lonely I don't feel lonely. Because nothing to me is more lonely than getting to know lousy good for nothing people who are so off  emotionally and psychologically , they are good to nobody, as told by the trail of disaster 99% of humanity leaves behind in their wake.. illegitimate kids affairs alcoholism drugs laziness recklessness addictions financial ruins perversions. I consider myself wholesome emotionally, and because of this I am I unable to like or be liked or get along with any other human being.",4.822478632478632,6.581771817663821,5.885698005698007,76.0194871794872,70.13960113960114,9.074643874643874,28.09971509971509,9.53975657930432,2.6905373219373216,1472,53,262,34,27,488,198,351,0.11199999999999999,0.823,0.065,-0.9213,0,6,3,0,0,0,46.0,0,4,8,2,12,16,2,0,17,0,26,5,1,0,6,52,53,22,0,10,8,0,2,4,0,2,3,2,0,7,14,14,2,0,14,1,1,2,8,6,0,5,8,4,41,11,41,39,9,27,0,4,0,0,40,11,0,8,18,179,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550059752813364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362135425721643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059573291583540834,0.0918597654569766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379463955475965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068043952077651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994415782239878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159209004025788,0.0,0.0,0.19708398687267306,0.0,0.0,0.09770090779000974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370876848443358,0.07873225488707329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858978607401707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601357752980052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373074260207782,0.08403712927665458,0.0,0.22043263628913445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674110336483676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24072258920794676,0.07140843394464202,0.0,0.09275931357399628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119431458077006,0.0,0.07735537540104817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293332538443244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598271376218195,0.13513022982248366,0.1692157497306047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811558091326426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808691996622908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5465982808970901,0.22947563533894386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813581667836238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333086015514267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896686604069983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744134953865619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586682737272895,0.0,0.07656920143137336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819978244368621,0.0,0.08606986036681298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370876848443358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167073382613639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377629236035846,0.0,0.0,0.062230916339206015,0.0,0.0,0.16924108272665386
lonely,chhevvy,2018/12/08,"Lots of acquaintances but no actual friends I have *a lot* of acquaintances and find it easy to talk to strangers and I've heard people say I'm likable so I suppose my social skills can't be that bad but I have absolutely ZERO actual friends. I haven't done anything on the weekend with anybody in a few years, literally every weekend is exactly the same: lay in bed and listen to music, do some homework and just chill.

I tried asking a few people to hang out sometime but either they're busy or say yes and then I never hear from them again. And in my class I don't really like anybody, I mean some are fun to be around but there's nobody I'd like to meet outside of school.

This sucks ",1.314,3.749211471428573,2.90964285714286,89.78660714285715,84.28571428571428,5.785714285714287,21.607142857142854,7.1686216300943375,0.7686428571428574,546,18,111,8,16,179,93,140,0.081,0.757,0.162,0.9312,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,5,7,1,0,5,1,11,0,0,0,2,25,18,13,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,2,0,3,9,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,2,0,1,2,5,11,5,17,14,8,13,0,0,0,0,12,6,1,5,8,74,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.3678326605077093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509205062424403,0.16777533640933193,0.17619094032420424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736183738695178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928668869042953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879133853597974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172255166017618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291217837846348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241568868780936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841506373232653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204553282582769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529550696629428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453571516343153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613181843710256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073660560670997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997525975304389,0.0,0.1907383805157068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921180849704187,0.0,0.0,0.1863984033221157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148240904865493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795653033687304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136638735818385
lonely,LuxLizbon,2018/12/08,"New Year’s Eve: An Ode to This Terribly Lonely Night New Years Eve has always been a night of dread for me. Last year I spent New Years alone depressed and working on a painfully hard paper that was due in January, crying in an anxiety fit as the clock and the world cheerfully welcomed the new year. 

2018 has been a horrible year for me. My depression, anxiety, and stress levels have skyrocketed, and I’ve decided to drop out of my master’s program to try to save my mental health. A new year of no job, (still) no boyfriend, and pain seems to await me as the previous years. I’m scared. 

My closest friend just wants to spend New Year’s alone. When I asked my other “friends” what they were doing, they just said they have plans (and I’m not invited). I enjoy my own company, listening to music, reading etc. on a daily basis, but I really hate being alone and feeling terribly alone on New Year’s Eve. 

But I guess this New Year’s Eve will be no different from the other twenty six New Year’s Eves I’ve experienced so far.  

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lonely,lelkeklelkeklel,2018/12/08,"lonely send me text i feel lonely :(  


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lonely,Narrow_Leather,2018/12/08,"Popular and yet... alone. It's almost worse.  
I have so many people in my life. Soooo  many.  Sometimes, it feels like too many, to the point where I'm starting to withdraw from exhaustion. They LOVE me, and all I . have to offer  
This is because there are so many people who think they know me, they like me, like my input, and it's really just my high-functioning social skills. It's because I'm so very good at reading them, at reading what they need, what they need to hear.  
I never bring up my baggage, my stress, my anxiety or actual personal issues, because I know that that isn't a good time for them. Nobody wants to hear that shit.  
So yay, good job, Narrow Leather. You're so very popular, and totally alone.",2.5254725274725303,4.6352182285714285,3.5285714285714285,88.94565934065935,77.42857142857143,6.87912087912088,22.91208791208791,7.882392219407189,1.1284725274725278,552,17,112,9,13,177,83,140,0.109,0.687,0.204,0.9539,1,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,7,1,10,13,1,1,2,1,5,4,1,0,3,17,19,10,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,11,4,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,4,20,10,11,19,2,12,0,0,0,1,14,7,1,2,7,67,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.11905123569396732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221621288228284,0.2527036940120589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933271844841548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310427052684853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616852254682498,0.08715450692223417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30697527271812697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27499842112077777,0.0,0.0,0.12889627088902805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733291759899165,0.12106295600470612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134092453305501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861699166945579,0.17880435818482898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101068354368214,0.0,0.0,0.4947422500830254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091809764142425,0.09409141915312837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915437968849178,0.10652286177796204,0.0,0.0,0.1153263673353894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24405954027678606,0.0,0.07815424585263411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522791697933142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436032941347575,0.0,0.0,0.12065791121566426,0.0,0.08634993186983547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974687190976012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817059528526828,0.0,0.0,0.07113728954427614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132020060571013,0.07195684756507091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243251169236516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,existentialist_stuff,2018/12/08,"Reinventing myself Hey guys,

I'm not quite sure if this belongs in this thread but I couldn't think of any better one. At the moment I'm constantly thinking about the things I would like to change about myself and I even have specific ideas how to do that but I completely fail when it comes to actually doing these things (e.g participating in class, telling people my actual opinion, etc.). I love creative writing and sometimes I imagine this character who is basically a better version of myself and imagine how she would act in certain situations and it frustrates me because I'm not her. I was wondering if it would help if I would pretend to be her. Maybe it's easier to overcome my fears when I just pretend to not be myself at all anymore...or maybe this is just a freaking stupid idea. What are your thoughts?",5.549390029325512,6.984500361290323,5.8925513196480965,77.91337243401759,67.96774193548387,8.733137829912026,32.800586510263926,9.095868883498916,2.9373870967741937,656,29,117,12,11,210,98,155,0.145,0.684,0.171,0.7698,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,4,9,11,2,1,4,0,14,1,0,2,3,35,23,13,0,8,10,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,14,5,0,0,8,2,0,2,4,5,0,1,2,0,20,6,15,14,3,11,0,1,0,1,11,5,0,5,5,89,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.2886528248280423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057522311009544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015681013777987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616062536815374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645571346586087,0.12740041238851327,0.15506748590672012,0.1598244199507748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649445638782521,0.09768475965228897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642555970541248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644156117344054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913243032367376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33391605764207377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225514121540436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334830709502892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29716539625016924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021902563207123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253335306538228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730696403067262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624274118515348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627419323803567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939143762694298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926874296551158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651276431567774,0.18953321245304572,0.0,0.11741392131331575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038829303264346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202479419076156,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KarmaTuck,2018/12/08,"How to confront feelings of being unwanted? Whether intentionally or not, my roommate and best friend has been making me feel increasingly unwanted recently. She makes plans to do things with people we know, and then tells me about these plans as if I'm not invited. I have to ask her directly if I can come, and her responses indicate to me that she is either indifferent to me coming or doesn't want me to come at all.

It's very hurtful, especially since she is one of the two or three friends I have at college. It's like she's not even aware I have feelings, otherwise why would she go on about these plans and not think that I would feel left out? As a result, I've been in a more sour mood recently.

Earlier today this happened - she told me about these fun plans but then said that I probably couldn't come because I hadn't been invited (which is total BS by the way, I KNOW these people, it's not like a formal invitation is necessary. And this isn't some formal gathering either, just a video game get-together).

I feel like I should confront her and tell her how I feel because I honestly don't think she is aware, or if she is, she doesn't want to ask me about it. At the same time, I have no idea how to do this and I don't want to create any unnecessary drama/tension between us, especially since we spend so much time together in the dorm. We haven't had any fights or even minor disagreements since the semester started, and I don't want to spoil it now. Not only that, she has other things to worry about, and I feel like my feelings aren't really high on her priority list. What do I do?",6.0180158730158695,5.644663313664597,6.741325051759838,78.59268461007593,66.48447204968943,10.633816425120774,31.242926155969638,10.25414643259724,2.869966321601104,1265,43,262,28,18,419,150,322,0.09,0.823,0.087,0.7269,1,0,0,0,1,0,35.0,4,0,0,5,13,14,3,0,9,0,35,0,0,7,2,71,65,27,0,13,19,0,8,4,2,3,0,1,1,0,21,18,0,0,13,2,1,6,17,4,0,3,7,10,45,9,31,53,10,26,0,1,0,0,30,10,0,9,13,189,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986315531316842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227437751518447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537497356617275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791937588532036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543342607423509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358435834243376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415973221538556,0.14693121708174076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890070281193774,0.0,0.053727236206919375,0.0,0.058443710346842585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093697765779156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865121396373303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100873899753048,0.11608861503700307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303125943465946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117309298883395,0.0,0.0,0.200960668551987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728681538418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559582899501338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968390779491003,0.07821093246802555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258619410533552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087392135118232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587897097208859,0.0,0.20307504252211855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781998548724397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551994410438382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278740384522547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976529124605622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663850015235438,0.1317855049712697,0.0,0.0,0.1199282619080503,0.0,0.0974759060918296,0.09826360250041197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045521346878124,0.0,0.1236982877614545,0.0,0.0,0.08484994965472896,0.2426198612892143,0.0816259297417519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279292598376278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443430950699012,0.0,0.14610259204874768,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lookingatyoursmile,2018/12/08,"I want friends Hello, I'm lonely and don't have friends
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lonely,painki11erx,2018/12/08,"Lonely af but don't know how to get through it alone. So yeah, I have an extreme feeling of loneliness. Im a 19yr old guy, I literally have no friends, have never had a girlfriend, i feel like nobody understands me and life feels completely hopeless right now. I have plenty of family and ive tried talking to my parents, they just kind of said a few things though and now its seems like they think my problems are solved.  
I dont know if my level of loneliness is making me depressed or if those 2 things are even linked but i feel like its ruining my life and dragging me down further every day.  
I've lost interest in doing just about anything, i hardly go outside of the house anymore (i used to really enjoy taking random late night drives to the store, but now I just dont have any interest in doing anything spontaneous like that).  
I usually go to bed at around 5am, and wake up at 12-2pm. I listen to a TON of music that reflects my feeling of loneliness and have a hard time turning it off even just to go grab something to eat, and i will play certain songs on a loop for several hours (battle scars and ncs enslaved to name a few). I also spend a lot of my time reading others posts about their loneliness, i guess its nice to know im not the only one.  
I just dont know how to do this alone though, how have any of u gotten through a similar situation?  
It's even harder to deal with it because everyone who knows me says im one of the happiest people they know, but thats just something i guess i naturally do to hide my feelings from others.  
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lonely,luggag,2018/12/08,"Can be just paranoia but... So there is this boy in my class and everybody hates him, but they hug him and take selfies with him and all but behind his back the situation changes. So I was thinking that maybe the same thing happens to me behind my back and on the real thing everybody hates me too. What do I do about this?",3.3303076923076937,4.7189814153846195,3.8215384615384624,90.81846153846158,73.30769230769229,7.046153846153848,25.30769230769231,7.554174236665415,1.021061538461539,252,8,55,3,5,79,45,65,0.10400000000000001,0.8370000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.2846,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,8,3,2,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,13,11,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,1,7,9,2,4,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,49,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042177970874618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780514682295551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324298810762945,0.0,0.0,0.5190031538460953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640596271749661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29917118406607884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954448721946104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762410604704514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492404427643065,0.16841822785951774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mrsirgentlemanguy,2018/12/08,"Alone for thirty-one years. I'm 31 years old. I have no money or fortunes, not even a car. I spend every day alone except when I'm at work. I have no family, my dad left us when I was young. I don't see my mom anymore. I live alone. I have no friends. I've never had a best friend. I've had many co-workers over time who said they were friends but never hung out with me outside of work. I've never had a girlfriend since high school, and the high school girlfriend I did have never amounted to anything other then some talks on the phone for a few weeks
before I was dumped. I've tried asking a few girls out in my lifetime but I've only ever been rejected. I'm a virgin. I've only ever kissed a girl, and that was in middle school, 19 years ago. I'm not looking to get laid, the most important thing in life I want is my own family. My spirit and soul is starting to crumble because I'm not sure I'll ever get to have my own and I keep thinking I will be alone for the rest of my life until I'm an old man and people see me as even more creepy and uglier then I already am. I've tried to stay positive for this long, but I'm starting to question myself and my life and if I really want to live this way anymore. I feel like I'm nothing to anyone but a small piece of dirt on the ground, and I'm slowly getting buried and buried, eventually 6 feet under.",2.2236581569115828,3.213999578767126,3.851432129514322,91.08989414694895,75.47260273972603,6.267995018679953,22.17683686176837,6.351523495107088,0.2864602739726028,1055,26,239,7,22,353,152,292,0.121,0.797,0.08199999999999999,-0.8315,0,5,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,1,3,7,9,1,0,14,0,20,6,1,0,8,39,44,22,0,3,10,2,1,1,5,1,3,1,0,3,6,13,0,1,3,0,2,1,11,2,0,0,10,5,28,7,29,32,11,44,2,1,3,2,18,16,0,5,26,142,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062965618335413,0.0,0.0,0.3768243259724505,0.10037550692980794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041375266876813,0.06360064047303271,0.0,0.07485149828305501,0.0,0.08503437677227701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544775584671057,0.0,0.07739940075562134,0.0,0.09545584792582773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866102348207215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015510963325444,0.24683284094724625,0.07663687181870242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149608061980365,0.0,0.0459915981845969,0.06498112038849932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082406933637607,0.0,0.14256695371253525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922063331444716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808485293240886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882720840941596,0.0,0.19274107312404093,0.0444379678324763,0.0,0.16063690863374208,0.08049584353777181,0.07638264270856254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221813893860872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653006935733243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806127210825576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727760375753592,0.0,0.1908923174011023,0.0,0.0,0.13835682081294431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305951062626948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189488536336512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058270657915073236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865228285669428,0.0,0.0,0.27616606081780043,0.14496507651993296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524221619209233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876248209123944,0.09695018050027464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572777130035056,0.0,0.0,0.07310939042446299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042911101161438,0.058282847811933436,0.0,0.0,0.053038918344323324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235103665502626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094124650775414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729993753679083,0.07219901220067028,0.07296181494461826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986576833692977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572382140277676
lonely,uh-oh-pathetic-oh,2018/12/08,want love I just want someone to hold me like they used to.,1.7361538461538473,2.7288780000000017,2.187692307692309,102.53230769230773,76.69230769230771,5.2,20.69230769230769,3.1291,-0.7221692307692305,46,1,12,0,1,14,11,13,0.0,0.462,0.5379999999999999,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471115326696208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565101623653246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285682512121861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436854461239418,0.0,0.0,0.5966756202720221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pizzzzzzzzzzzaaaaaa,2018/12/08,This season This is a really hard season for me for a lot of reasons from the past including medical scares and family issues and my boyfriend knows this and he's been really supportive but due to our schedules he usually only comes over once a week and that's usually Friday nights (tonight) but he's sick tonight and didn't come over and I am struggling really bad right now and I don't know what to do ,5.6844444444444475,6.109996950617287,6.315654320987657,78.63644444444445,67.14814814814815,10.924444444444443,29.78024691358025,10.793553405168565,3.1612943209876536,327,11,64,9,5,107,55,81,0.19699999999999998,0.782,0.021,-0.9397,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,0,6,2,0,1,0,15,11,9,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,1,5,1,8,9,1,17,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,12,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599356721004375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33000553775463626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057564119228733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159055685848085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999277126549324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054098169717456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284837275102765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296577693532094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975605070893172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399376272629788,0.0,0.1456818811329662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285548981711888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681341769799857,0.19694459227417724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358206338617995,0.0,0.0,0.19177427448253734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024892771263686,0.0,0.0,0.217367886034466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219290042400321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364930170486993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PsychoBalloons,2018/12/08,"I woke up in the middle of the night And I noticed my girl wasn't by my side
Coulda sworn I was dreamin', for her I was feenin'
So I hadda take a little ride
Back tracking ova these few years
Tryna figure out what I do to make it go bad
Cause ever since my girl left me
My whole left life came crashin'

I'm so lonely

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lonely,JimmyNo-Name,2018/12/08,"Laying alone in the dark I've lost all of my motivation for all aspects of my life, I feel more alone than ever,I can feel my friendships dwindling and the distance growing, I've taken to just laying in bed in the dark, playing something in the background to fake happiness to anyone who might be listening outside my room,  how do I deal with this extreme feeling of just, being alone",16.673783783783787,7.872433135135138,14.467027027027026,57.24216216216218,55.48648648648647,16.421621621621618,55.91891891891893,10.125756701596842,6.163427027027027,308,14,54,3,2,98,49,74,0.13699999999999998,0.6990000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.29600000000000004,0,3,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,2,2,12,11,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,4,6,2,13,6,3,6,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,37,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7153285804682487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097812775767933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373510619353944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082509877744844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492248496214017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450779634263355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261417528056638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513169324117809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24423151562174636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723785246321475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,imaspicymate,2018/12/08,Sitting alone in a crowded bar This fucking sucks.. ,4.526666666666664,7.697708333333335,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,76.77777777777777,3.6,42.333333333333336,3.1291,2.773133333333333,41,3,6,0,1,12,9,9,0.222,0.778,0.0,-0.25,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7460259888887377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6659168295685136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Herbinator791,2018/12/08,"Married, treated like garbage and lonely I (39m) am married and treated like trash, used for my money, then emotionally tortured. I could use a friend to talk to. Preferably female who is smart, funny, and easy going. Pm me if thats you. ",3.453666666666667,5.61127297777778,4.268611111111113,84.49625000000003,74.7777777777778,5.388888888888888,29.027777777777786,5.985473137389443,1.3437777777777784,184,8,33,1,4,59,38,45,0.111,0.584,0.305,0.8625,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,6,5,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933615740843109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413307347002353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28387416840827145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881795208973009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590137844480305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953249238795404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.634680104518853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,e2life,2018/12/08,"Hi everyone, I'm looking for random friends. I'm 25, live in the states, typical dude just hanging on. Anyone else wanting to talk, I'm here. ",1.7402380952380982,4.128544928571428,3.6428571428571423,85.56880952380955,81.85714285714286,6.590476190476192,30.76190476190476,7.793537801064563,2.3944619047619047,110,6,21,2,3,37,24,28,0.0,0.8859999999999999,0.114,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28024142833815696,0.410656339383281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33480830792471583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829716672266801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30964907417842685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539045863731011,0.0,0.3365623480154552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221395232044985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23639610806006914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HopelessCasper,2018/12/08,Always lonely Ive always felt alone. Im always the outcast. I dont know how to talk to people and no one seems to get me at all. I thought i met someone who did and for a short while I felt loved and important to someone. Now they are gone and Im alone again. I cant seem to connect with anyone. I haven't had a real best friend in years. When i am around people I feel like Im wearing a mask. No one really knows the real me.,-0.4884374999999999,1.2679270312500002,2.1665000000000028,96.62850000000002,85.97916666666666,4.673333333333334,16.891666666666666,5.6839178017228535,-0.6460258333333329,329,7,80,2,10,114,62,96,0.152,0.726,0.122,-0.2187,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,0,5,0,8,2,1,1,1,18,20,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,7,3,12,4,10,13,2,10,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,2,6,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941379563023585,0.0,0.0,0.35446565160538873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928956873992573,0.0,0.0,0.12640993651617727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902003979469414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642271963973473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179937050075481,0.10144469256322944,0.2726841720897037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097087008805654,0.0,0.07418903984509721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601524859350243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607876380694047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937393442816177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816037247465514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244549234017205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19688957747800825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232537427546977,0.09096871433287752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585425875804616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24063195623763994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413406833790725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127319875254323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144322192694143
lonely,chelsea_ahoy,2019/05/16,"I’m better with online friends anyways No matter how many friends or people I have around me I feel lonely, and maybe I’m not good with people in person but I talk so much easier online. I’m completely taken, I just want more FRIENDS. I don’t mind talking here, I prefer if you start a chat instead of message so I can reread what you sent bc I’ll forget 😂 I also have Snapchat, insta, just hit me up if you want. ☺️",-0.13218590398365393,2.0797729213483187,2.2823084780388183,93.11036772216549,89.4494382022472,4.58467824310521,18.20326864147089,6.1124844417494595,-0.13028988764044944,326,9,70,3,11,111,63,89,0.083,0.685,0.231,0.9216,0,2,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,10,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,19,14,9,0,5,7,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,13,5,6,11,2,5,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,3,1,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704107414109513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970791072598396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579656587078112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23211739621264485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193863575982696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5131232581248458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856867830679852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244490966298981,0.22241044800191376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235351968318903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274305226738014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069602218585649,0.1933043728728063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669706154253338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35588088904846005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611565829213918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FredricKawallski,2019/05/16,"I have been more or less friendless for long while and it’s starting to get to me. I have made a new friend since 2008 and it got worse when I moved to Illinois about a year, I work alone so that means for me I hardly see any people and as a result, have no friends here; I have some family and one close friend from California. I’ve been trying to do anything (Video Games, Photography, Family, Reddit, etc) To get over the loneliness, but nothing seems to work. I would love any advice to make the loneliness bearable. Pleas and Thank You.",3.9905660377358494,5.430127443396226,4.271839622641512,88.03530660377363,71.73584905660377,7.564150943396226,23.62735849056604,8.07648339933343,1.0669094339622638,423,11,88,6,8,132,73,106,0.113,0.7490000000000001,0.138,0.7017,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,3,0,15,19,11,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,10,5,13,14,4,9,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,3,6,56,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692296916959204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793624636261357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23553695556235496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251255253768036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314170633216413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265177686479105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013957896192106,0.0,0.1809590183865364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850802999127246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513544732986004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325903147403766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630189612569234,0.1638672969855384,0.11559913138680747,0.0,0.0,0.188644012407624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406315052150285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725852082915524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661710770814918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735138862662015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006134850023542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800220140919134,0.15765675414239533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325645490191266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257784022249855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944106497033536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757799112704714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25215450313918464,0.0,0.17648542376249887,0.1230222486182204,0.0,0.0,0.1115223738745762
lonely,strawsandink,2019/05/16,"I feel like I'm so alone without you. My best friend just died a few months ago and I feel like I have no one to really talk to and hang out with anymore. I have people I consider friends, but it's not the same as having someone you can talk about anything with. We were so close, we would see eachother almost every day. Now, I spend almost all of my time alone. My other ""friends"" haven't stepped up at all in the wake of my best friend dying and it really hurts. I just want her back, but I know that's not possible. I want my other friends to be there for me, but they are too busy with their own friend groups. 

Since she died I have been trying to connect with others on social media apps like this one, bumble, meet up etc, but nothing has helped me find new connections so far.  I know I'm a fun cool person, I just don't get why no one else sees that right now. Why won't anyone give me a chance?",3.8145087719298254,3.9621880473684246,4.3723684210526335,91.91574561403513,71.15789473684211,7.385964912280703,23.201754385964907,6.816661863887847,0.4319122807017548,699,14,163,5,12,222,117,190,0.131,0.693,0.177,0.8285,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,2,2,2,12,14,0,0,5,1,14,1,1,0,2,34,26,11,3,3,10,0,2,3,6,2,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,0,5,0,1,2,8,1,0,3,2,5,28,13,20,21,8,19,0,1,2,0,22,9,0,2,11,108,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953190297113591,0.0,0.2153519148248569,0.222737704856704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664105904076998,0.07518761242295906,0.0,0.0884881881743064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268408237734942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256926107653024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934807991083472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347980961989589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982767980276779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992459155279228,0.0,0.0,0.09059882687904372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874099484838252,0.15363918533656104,0.0,0.0,0.09828064999600084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498465370688071,0.0,0.05618008865075878,0.1031527611333262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207522295173803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511329755217828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819156583617955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760146489415516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582957561113819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385333222470494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031781220396458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185957287494995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454789777722086,0.09389121848792192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212241379561338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777319254535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183019884525052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713752865879841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889500883453253,0.0,0.0,0.10961349202698804,0.09110998512625652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285739485733842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270172133717508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300594381857126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268481898377218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405855115471987,0.0,0.0,0.10365527058701418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638636521142322,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,username890134,2019/05/16,"26 year old female looking to make friends Hey guys,

I'm currently a graduate student and I don't really have much time to go out and do things so I feel lonely a lot... İf you'd like to be my friend feel free to message me !",-0.621360544217687,1.4557346530612243,2.0439795918367345,94.95399659863949,90.22448979591834,5.715646258503401,20.41156462585034,7.1686216300943375,0.5272013605442174,174,6,41,3,6,60,40,49,0.053,0.7090000000000001,0.23800000000000002,0.8629,1,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,11,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,5,5,9,2,6,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,1,5,22,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31861420016128994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868392262774514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905956501472914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119653912089196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392558789661095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645765267290149,0.0,0.0,0.26785828989647986,0.0,0.0,0.2103093497919641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316101454962849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33060931467074417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183968156493756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931619721220676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371782252346466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028925101377977
lonely,3piecelinensuit,2019/05/16,"lost my friends lol I used to have a lot of friends from different groups, and then slowly they all merged into one big group. I had a best friend who meant more to me than anything else in the world. We used to party a lot, go out and do things, make time for each other, just kick it. I felt really loved and full of love. Last summer I had a really bad mental breakdown when I was staying with my parents, and since then I haven't been able to keep up with my friends anymore. I can't drink or smoke or do drugs anymore-i didn't think that would be a problem. But now it seems like all they can make time for is partying and each other. I try to fit myself back into the group and listen and enjoy them, and it works sometimes, but I don't have a place with them anymore. They act awkward around me. I'm supposed to go on our annual trip this year and I don't know if I should. They would have a better time without me. I am not mad at them, I am just very alone. I try to date but it's hard when you're gay in the south. My only close friend is leaving in two months and then I'm really going to be alone, for real. I try to make new friends but I miss my old friends so much. I love them so much. And they all love each other so much but I'm just not a part of it anymore. And I'm tired of begging and begging to be a part of their lives. It used to be assumed that I would be. Now I am an afterthought. I feel like I am starting over. My family is five hours away and my chosen family has un-chosen me. I don't know what changed. I thought we had more in common than drinking and going out and getting fucked up. On the upside, my grades are great!",1.1938455962305206,2.6977471123595507,2.6443276549474426,96.55808445088802,79.28089887640449,5.604784342152954,19.910837259876764,6.207218560251982,-0.18346418992388536,1276,30,306,9,31,415,171,356,0.073,0.745,0.182,0.9911,2,3,4,0,0,0,37.0,3,0,10,4,12,24,2,1,14,1,35,10,0,6,3,72,68,32,0,6,14,1,3,2,7,4,2,1,0,0,15,30,2,1,10,2,0,6,9,7,0,3,10,4,49,17,42,49,17,53,0,2,0,6,30,23,1,7,25,215,64,2,0.08176159842222999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693607159150043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432566069139253,0.0,0.0,0.06728282896182085,0.07278515706127643,0.0,0.0,0.07681771314492239,0.06286962234441652,0.0682675194983144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580375325436862,0.07231148951864276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649292992965492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542346828208193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019047897634758,0.09481749658026443,0.0,0.06830132406261362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415511679312696,0.0,0.04134112082343645,0.058410502249580935,0.07850395641616853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421816568582055,0.07558728025250701,0.04271706059008778,0.0,0.18586800232051334,0.0,0.0,0.09014245090430728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324233257172727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051870482609066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267346539620119,0.0,0.0,0.08986807248466744,0.06664661528929154,0.0,0.08657372728629557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988917410248447,0.0,0.07219698934875206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925244305273054,0.13902157431230305,0.2951721390479677,0.0,0.1637295055081656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239646067642599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526132780947458,0.0,0.1803125473512828,0.0,0.0,0.07896586124495765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579504376288201,0.0,0.055403775097701786,0.06218337991883605,0.0,0.0,0.09078657921506413,0.17707968696334658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542346828208193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823480754501451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306259889638946,0.15713572072398446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443268845271699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763403911591377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086431147824373,0.0,0.05787128018789198,0.08714698519126829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054318772954071455,0.05238953088031762,0.0,0.06490957628808226,0.1430275366480789,0.09397292976934248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653227506925622,0.0,0.07986920123360981,0.0,0.0,0.2118473087902956,0.0,0.06746188146562733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881526320958601,0.0,0.05952341742732085,0.0,0.0,0.17424328099287553,0.0,0.0,0.05265178872461365
lonely,devastated_coconut,2019/05/16,I dont believe in best friends Load of bullshit the world fucking lied to us,4.821249999999999,5.1344136250000005,4.662500000000001,90.1325,69.0,6.4,41.0,3.1291,2.385825,62,4,13,0,1,19,16,16,0.434,0.4320000000000001,0.134,-0.7882,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371379191663165,0.4071772059258402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547276868187991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997642622552359,0.35869546971340943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667106603919003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chuby1tubby,2019/05/16,"I (24M) moved to a new city on my own with no friends nearby. Suggestions for meeting people? I work from home so I don't really get out of the house to interact with other people very often. 

The only time I socialize is when I go rock climbing at a climbing gym every few days or when I visit my sister and her husband in the next city over. 

Everyone at the gym goes with their boyfriends; girls really don't seem to like being hit on at the gym. 

I like hanging out at my sister's house with them and their friends, but everyone is married and isn't interested in making friends.

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Has anyone had luck meeting new people in a city they have zero connections in?",4.444753550543023,5.274359172932336,5.61092731829574,81.15585630743526,70.05263157894737,8.617878028404345,28.311612364243945,8.841846274778883,2.152761737677527,522,18,102,9,9,174,81,133,0.057999999999999996,0.846,0.096,0.7913,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,3,4,7,0,0,8,0,9,0,0,1,0,15,14,8,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,9,0,0,1,4,0,6,4,0,0,1,1,0,15,7,23,11,2,26,0,0,0,0,18,13,0,4,9,69,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831990058513768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913044923760093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425719456172708,0.3233866588669216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39220804600876585,0.0,0.08840847966589008,0.0,0.09616946529500747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697376443150766,0.0,0.0,0.3905055477350969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534097446309648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295312659991202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985003947535413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268601182635815,0.17996334700523986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869654426518293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519396175614579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168084597973632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404807195644266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249460464929847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867132624716993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962108565963816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319140798954414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,little-planet,2019/05/16,"Friend needed ! Yo, I need a friend 
I’m 16 y/o male 
I’m British 
I literally have 0 friends 
DM @noahthack on insta",-3.0650857142857144,-3.388166879999998,0.434857142857144,98.306,137.8,4.628571428571429,19.571428571428573,6.1826913282559595,0.4677428571428566,88,4,22,2,7,31,20,25,0.0,0.605,0.395,0.8687,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8423394714980038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5389473209474779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DaKingHitman,2019/05/16,"Everyday I inch closer to the edge... I suppose a simple introduction wouldn't go amiss. I'm (21M) and I already hate my life with a passion. Sure everything seems like it's going great, I have a job, good relationships with workmates and my friends outside of work but honestly my happiness is a facade most of the time. Of course there's rare moments were my true feelings shine through my random and sporadic bouts of depression, but like sunlight in Ireland it's never there for long.

When I'm at work I feel lonely, on my way home I feel alone and just want to cry most of the time but don't in fear of being judged so I just keep it all in. Real man don't cry after all... 

Somedays I wish I could just go back in time and fix it all, do things differently. However there are days were suicide just seems like the easiest way out of it all yet I become scared of loosing out on things maybe getting better and thus my head is a scintillating mixture of depression, loneliness, sadness and self loathing.

I'm scared one of these days I will just say fuck it and walk across the road, or jump of the cliffs near where I live.

Also sorry for the long rant.",2.960714285714282,4.876937831168835,3.779435064935068,88.53772402597403,75.45021645021643,6.871082251082251,25.40281385281385,7.734863291789972,1.2805322943722943,913,32,188,13,20,291,134,231,0.222,0.611,0.16699999999999998,-0.9695,3,3,0,0,0,1,25.0,0,0,0,3,14,21,2,3,12,0,13,4,1,1,7,43,30,15,1,4,9,0,3,3,1,2,1,1,1,2,9,12,0,1,5,0,0,5,4,9,0,1,2,5,19,12,30,24,6,36,0,4,1,2,5,15,1,6,17,117,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544269611969952,0.13365776406459745,0.09685877398028636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313299000069017,0.0,0.0,0.13376635536112105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711986137567232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670361947123132,0.0,0.26608694047014564,0.15622339505268812,0.0,0.2086391341510324,0.0,0.0,0.12654351530466865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088538950750413,0.0,0.0,0.13629248256973622,0.1837241285389257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357619396866278,0.11197250998854293,0.06327964807870114,0.0,0.20650405739754674,0.10158882191357893,0.0,0.13353406089696576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289333657195705,0.0,0.11957987967317625,0.12430297707912005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149217403757573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019186075472416,0.10765608053093394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554989049000156,0.17751779099507015,0.0,0.10695024459128813,0.2143729041642777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168025650761193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341439464461426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207332953118977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378598720535406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300364159702824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963186438597158,0.2425223801787328,0.0,0.0,0.2205242713695743,0.126353471333468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558273916593955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248446390470467,0.0,0.11415316924136353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093208610885118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187628688932134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143908994386124,0.19227715672036094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928080564191814,0.0,0.0,0.17635206426710495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ohnew0rte,2019/05/16,"What am I supposed to do with myself? I don't know what to do with myself. 

I've got the worst paying job ever which barely pays all my bills and I've got just a little bit left to get something to eat for a whole month. I cannot save anything - by the end of the month I'm always left with nothing because I cannot save on the necessities.

I'm living in a foreign country all alone. You could say I ''ran away'' as soon as high school ended for me because I didn't want to live with my parents anymore. It's been almost a year now and I didn't really make much progress. I learned the language but not enough to work in an office or to have a serious job. 

My dad visited my aunt this week and we ended up meeting, which ended up in him trying to force me to come back to my old country to study. But guess what, it's fucking impossible there. I wouldn't mind studying at all if 1. I knew what I wanted to do in life because I don't just want to study whatever, and 2. If I could live there by myself and could afford it.

You see, in my country it's extremely difficult to get a job, whatever it may be. So of course the logical thing for me to do seemed to go abroad and start there.

And I just cannot live together with my parents. They always said they didn't have money for anything I needed. But that was a lie, I saw my dad's bank account balance once by accident and there definitely was a good amount of money there. It's much better to live alone but I don't have anyone now (not like I ever did tbh but I guess now it's more visible to me because I don't have anybody around me).

I'm lost. I don't think I'm good at anything at all. I don't see myself living much longer so even if I try to research some careers, in the end what does it matter? I want to die anyway. I don't even know what I'm doing and how I got that far with no money or help from my parents. Not like they would help me anyway, back at home they loved to remind me how much of a burden I am to them and now that I am gone suddenly everything is fine between us.

Well, it isn't for me. I'm conflicted. I don't know what to pursuit in life, and I'm stuck. My only goal right now is getting a better paying job and buying a car. But after that I don't know what I will do.

I told one colleague at work that I ''probably plan to quit'' because he asked me and I trusted him (which was obviously a mistake). Next day I was called in by my boss. They accused me of wanting to quit, and got mad because I didn't tell them. Thanks a lot, bitch.

So now at work they treat me like shit because they know I'll be gone in a month anyway. Honestly they don't even treat me like a coworker anymore and I hate it. I never liked this job but it got even worse somehow.

Sorry for the long post. I really could use some advice right now. I feel really miserable and don't have anyone to talk to.",1.457461789025306,2.8953711693811077,3.4094625407166137,91.64921510899522,78.34853420195441,6.28659483838637,22.068278626910548,7.010146845296331,0.4862494111751445,2214,63,507,24,52,749,240,614,0.128,0.764,0.10800000000000001,-0.843,9,2,1,0,0,1,57.0,2,2,10,11,35,31,5,1,24,0,51,6,1,5,8,93,103,35,1,16,18,6,1,5,0,4,2,2,1,0,30,25,1,1,11,0,10,7,25,12,1,1,24,6,83,19,73,69,17,65,0,2,3,2,35,27,3,14,35,344,113,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057631325907693536,0.0,0.0,0.059056622558779824,0.1221641012667973,0.0,0.0,0.09814663908661236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697803157517833,0.0824757272591661,0.0,0.14559833937405348,0.05250174605081349,0.05513523145491895,0.0,0.05541052915972405,0.09069884794940417,0.0,0.2516614430321357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104320155717124,0.06438725613871743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060221780905624536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05080318483125574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883523094987769,0.0,0.0,0.038035077457296416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120847920546031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161088722312335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060347863814761475,0.0,0.0,0.2611791517867645,0.060938672497779865,0.0,0.15581415497080378,0.10669556111992337,0.0,0.0,0.0530044341862019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0298203797939293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452298727813168,0.09243863822056048,0.0,0.033517804490647035,0.09893367658474736,0.235845179922763,0.0,0.1299389169642115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822725826908962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906164644344996,0.06231209698520807,0.059158415401432775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926262569060624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206019572417496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815666361120678,0.0,0.08331394181141746,0.14406512606020572,0.0591101237893296,0.3124649162106233,0.052192502997927805,0.0,0.0,0.06438000945198448,0.05013986151039042,0.0532287533312772,0.0,0.03936738966333525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954963111342473,0.0,0.1412238620316789,0.0,0.17341857329221627,0.0437304584874976,0.04548644887324413,0.0,0.0627223647537244,0.0,0.0,0.056589711910151635,0.0,0.0618861012591496,0.06280823590247064,0.039964122465066115,0.0448544202265232,0.0,0.0,0.19645986019204045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056483353626116034,0.0,0.0635868324736004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545791052108884,0.0,0.0,0.11334590784789746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007315193294151,0.05610032507144725,0.04690062046789452,0.0,0.059687545442001375,0.0939935511988408,0.05369015146500165,0.0,0.0,0.060538711122137774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540312706879239,0.0,0.06601956108186874,0.04174399532451727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04740321874029376,0.05154821494418565,0.05429780014541414,0.0,0.0,0.03918148340362245,0.03778987306002594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056354741983512674,0.0,0.0800825843066652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094168047187001,0.05093691285753344,0.0,0.0,0.17392985977401934,0.0,0.047307532636071466,0.0,0.053027115173745774,0.0,0.0,0.06584535336483965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880716915461832,0.0,0.06010227208290285,0.04189533900914668,0.0,0.0,0.03797904617302028
lonely,Leoram425,2019/05/16,"I use to be lonely but then I realized something. Who cares what the fuck people think? So who cares if no one cares about me, that I wasn’t appreciated. Who cares that I’m different, my fucking ancestors didn’t work for all of this just for me to “blend in” with society. Fuck the standards, I’d rather work on myself as a person then worry what the fuck other people think of me. And if I want to be different, then I have to accept the fact that their won’t be many like me. I signed up for this shit so I can’t complain about it. 

This is just a rant I had in my head a few months ago when I finally found happiness in nothing and realized to be grateful for what I have. I realized bringing value to yourself brings in good people into your life, and if you spend your life worrying why no one cares about you, then you will never progress as a person and you will always be stuck in that same place.

That being said everyone’s situation is different and I wish each and everyone of you guys find what your looking for, good luck and have a fucking great day :)",3.5494444444444437,4.764746722222224,4.6435185185185235,85.81583333333336,72.51851851851852,8.177777777777777,25.537037037037038,8.660442795831766,1.6227092592592591,836,26,176,15,16,274,112,216,0.16699999999999998,0.581,0.252,0.9790000000000001,3,5,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,8,1,3,9,20,6,0,9,0,18,9,2,1,3,35,40,20,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,3,17,10,0,0,8,0,1,2,7,8,0,2,6,2,28,12,28,25,4,21,0,1,1,5,17,9,6,4,11,130,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867079310345154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139069992337522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986493616837644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308319071745809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30659052214284715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693464948877586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715258366053836,0.0894019992407147,0.0,0.0,0.10725013200984916,0.0,0.4521463126785498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408674322753847,0.0,0.10784242178322838,0.0,0.0968531615465753,0.0,0.1041268895326249,0.0,0.0,0.10038737677138997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381805857136392,0.047787928567750014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214075601596546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917001274366112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807575198098586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544168491709781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093857034814301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256522809241664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034397747902717,0.1708182158809193,0.10219684071428238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304536081901957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004066591896557,0.0,0.10994921755089407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530349129077869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253530124717458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448156815134635,0.0,0.0,0.05769437713333955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826367369209717,0.0,0.11248350636122154,0.0,0.0,0.14242234205481485,0.19867367515056944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mr-needs-a-friend,2019/05/16,"why do i feel so alone so heres the the thing i have great days filled with fun and laughs and i spend time with my genuine super close friends but i just feel i open up to much i give so much love and attention and efforts to others and i just give so much to those i love and i know they care but i always feel empty and alone at the end of the day, anyone got any ideas why even thought i am happy most of the time and have healthy realationships",2.7462053571428555,3.662492281250003,3.156488095238096,96.85875000000004,74.10416666666666,6.3190476190476215,21.00595238095238,6.1826913282559595,-0.16249226190476174,353,7,86,2,7,109,56,96,0.064,0.62,0.316,0.9851,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,2,8,9,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,24,15,14,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,0,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,13,9,9,13,4,10,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,5,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510723559077929,0.0,0.0,0.1410257655533285,0.0,0.0,0.1152561581460346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850841439437505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280207208031398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860864380946649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011411565420232,0.0,0.0,0.11194377460756012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25709134385041993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094431118618138,0.0,0.0,0.3251724524392366,0.0,0.0,0.13555327970555844,0.18685869645331388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804207891669441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913288420198998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314496504584437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059351092549675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37377470009113306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259883667813962,0.0,0.0,0.1345527960561413,0.1976570697222342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305869151259192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jerseygrl94,2019/05/16,"I (25F) feeling lonely after a breakup that happened almost a year ago. My boyfriend and I of 3 years broke up last July. I was doing fine until recently. I really miss him and being in a relationship and cuddling with someone. I went on a few dates but I'm not interested in other people. I don't want to go get back with my ex either because while I did love him and our relationship, it wasn't a good fit long term. I know this feeling is probably natural after prolonged period of singleness after a long relationship but it really sucks sometimes. Guess I'm here to vent and wonder what people in similar situations did that was helpful when they were feeling this way. I fill my life with Netflix work studying and the gym but it just doesn't cut it anymore.",3.5517088280846667,5.650166597315438,5.273288590604028,77.6699948373774,74.30201342281879,8.074548270521424,28.240061951471358,8.841846274778883,2.513651109963861,609,25,109,13,13,207,98,149,0.124,0.737,0.139,0.5173,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,1,4,9,2,0,7,0,11,3,0,0,0,23,27,12,0,1,6,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,5,2,0,3,4,5,0,0,7,3,16,4,16,19,4,27,0,3,0,2,10,6,1,3,17,78,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411679573689524,0.0,0.15946862878994889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579359391512285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245553748797368,0.0,0.09707900050786132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415689317993225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320299087863219,0.0,0.0905070098929733,0.13357365408439215,0.0,0.0,0.17543486248396425,0.0,0.14082668413189614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674376388239902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752114859884691,0.1298122494246095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248492958201807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28186735121571804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437318278316487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081161520899587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717014035736411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404278380425747,0.0,0.15724288185579172,0.5129335762934052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900676755619732,0.0,0.0,0.1349343413916071,0.0,0.15750504546402258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393140021234574,0.12640742325934484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762889813905386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727028180896821,0.11593790136439287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510710411634606
lonely,Hypoplasia,2019/05/16,"isolation i know its such a typical depression trait. to hide in your room and feel nothing and everything all at once. that heavy feeling in your chest that makes it hard fkr you to breath. and the mind melting boredom that comes with not findind anything interesting anymore. 

id text and text my friends and boyfriend. but recently i just feel lile they hate me. i stopped texting them, just to see if theyd worry or text me. and not a text back really.

 ive sent over 10 messages to one of them without a reply and i cant help but feel annoying and pitiful. i used to be someone who was liked a lot. and someome who everyone wanted to be around. after highschool ended no one cared anymore.

the only reason im still here is for the bunny that im taking care of until i gift him to my boyfriend, but who knows, he probably doesnt even want me to come live with him now.",3.3101142857142847,4.914828668571432,4.119285714285713,87.7932142857143,73.74285714285712,7.2857142857142865,28.5,7.957251820313856,1.7612285714285711,687,28,141,10,14,220,115,175,0.187,0.715,0.098,-0.9231,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,4,0,9,9,2,0,7,0,8,2,2,3,1,39,26,15,0,3,10,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,9,14,0,1,7,0,0,3,6,4,0,2,2,6,21,5,21,21,2,17,0,2,1,0,17,6,0,3,9,93,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856107295442482,0.0,0.0,0.1184964600307006,0.1281869919505596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072405554629314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29362709040372176,0.0,0.0,0.24807965200715704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240235660784552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753773863193346,0.0,0.0,0.09510801702525563,0.0,0.0,0.13759437352854426,0.1294143431305053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912348690961539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125097238604853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899215547351275,0.1421662639528023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651750083164592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110808355535367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582728999884684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703491847176378,0.0,0.127151128968668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242027184417804,0.0,0.0,0.0961184654126433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539493747136228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816807041217816,0.0,0.0,0.1533510680247958,0.19515086754571787,0.10951546638009874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525207056096949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224754139836952,0.14805189709390842,0.1421787037321181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474618938643498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200736543101685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499541226338557,0.12038712533872445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826709092427682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436633311462646,0.0,0.0,0.16986517372763624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880703042411294,0.0,0.0,0.14623495399977987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rare_Spazz,2019/05/16,"Need a friend Has anyone else had an online friendship that despite you never knowing the other person you still felt like they cared more than those you knew in reality? I miss that.. all my old ones are gone now.. I dont know how I managed in the first place on how I became friends with them but Im looking for that again. 

I just wanna talk to someone... Im usually up late at night.. Its around 11:15pm here.

Discord is SpAzZ#3778 

Feel free to add me and talk about whatever.",1.1204385964912262,3.671793526315789,2.0301315789473726,94.60800438596493,87.42105263157896,4.4298245614035086,21.600877192982455,5.985473137389443,0.18414035087719327,375,13,77,3,12,117,79,95,0.05,0.804,0.146,0.81,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,2,1,9,6,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,2,2,17,15,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,4,3,12,6,13,11,2,17,0,1,1,0,10,7,0,0,10,54,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117275598876985,0.1922161334981684,0.0,0.16700183078270076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126847786447745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986324516597666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671390464591756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485509330302523,0.0,0.18012332423969593,0.0,0.0,0.15957060788469624,0.0,0.0,0.2898752171669894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40527567008429294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061977089809239,0.0,0.2116185095294575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165081778693394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575349191339662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910140476681987,0.14468700203386445,0.0,0.0,0.17604784366851806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968523523061277,0.0,0.12712113633003053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638031784135187,0.19599979131604375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895102214281154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981585952967666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015680395452001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661249255508887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,teeeeeeeeeth,2019/05/16,"Does anyone else feel like they’re always the least important person in a conversation? I’ve always noticed when I’m talking to 2+ people, the other people always look at each other. It seems like I’m always least valued and it really affects how I see myself recently. I moved to another city for school and I’ve never had a problem making friends but now I feel super lonely when it comes to going to school every day.",4.7238955823293205,6.075651530120485,6.2965662650602425,74.55802208835345,69.8433734939759,7.9429718875502,24.676706827309236,8.344100000000001,1.8037164658634537,339,9,56,5,6,116,57,83,0.075,0.773,0.151,0.7415,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,13,11,6,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,4,4,4,7,10,3,11,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,1,8,32,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5561184151827215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752050798172194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683097648900086,0.17120017342209204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439304845154224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775716414617896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621878586881012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395795824458717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407778365602748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896821435232315,0.11936684429391395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909084827218226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495927974310787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326034255130994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031083127591498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153173737378108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758682714892618,0.0,0.0,0.12886764180154633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022943081900967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316738997780816,0.14589375012972833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987950335861167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070400834683593,0.0,0.16497805886432051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33820152667744485,0.13314654790157104,0.15210954863817525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429804181653285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,firefighter2345678,2019/05/16,What is a real connection? Have you ever thought about how amazing yet truly horrifying it would be to have another who could read your every thought. The kind of connection where your souls melt together. A truly inseparable bond? The kind of connection where when you lay together and press your forehead against there’s it’s as if you melt into a single person? Where the touch and the contact of there skin in yours is more satisfying then the best sex you ever had? Does that connection exist?,4.4841269841269815,7.312321637362636,4.951135531135531,77.57442002442005,74.38461538461539,8.44004884004884,27.69352869352869,9.150863307647796,2.7788744810744808,403,16,68,10,9,128,61,91,0.036000000000000004,0.7859999999999999,0.177,0.9366,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,8,0,1,11,4,0,0,8,0,8,3,2,1,2,12,10,7,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,8,4,9,4,3,10,1,0,0,1,11,5,0,1,5,55,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470948180714093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24729537906134055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814373046029767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621493583729472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263096310541907,0.1985414689439212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907769827937146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057565321945527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23570923564286625,0.26821613038639885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741523573050704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739577849733506,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,eww_anxiety,2019/05/16,"I need friends. (First post) Hi all. I’m new to Reddit, so please be nice. I need to reach out right now. I’ve struggled with feeling lonely for as long as I can remember, and my heart is aching with longing for a connection with someone.

Do we have similar interests? Please message me if we do! It would make me so happy. <3
• Shaye Saint John (I find her really fascinating lol.)
• Lana Del Rey
(There are quite a few more but I’ll leave it at this.)

Thanks in advance for any replies. Bye loves:)",-0.3442959001782526,1.8064618787878783,1.1033986928104582,97.52411764705884,101.92929292929293,4.753654188948307,18.95484254307784,6.522977012572876,0.2000072489601905,382,13,84,6,17,121,79,99,0.079,0.722,0.19899999999999998,0.892,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,0,3,4,8,0,1,2,1,8,2,1,1,1,17,15,7,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,10,6,13,13,3,11,1,1,0,1,8,4,0,1,6,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207251372186887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820068209988457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750852620548488,0.16519874675902751,0.0,0.0,0.1500496339121869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674493698436244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301451068423276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564510352181892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437474257749176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752861606920927,0.0,0.1296396807869788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880151682633619,0.0,0.18757356555421745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263783790184904,0.0,0.0,0.18600379645408666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657101742388395,0.0,0.0,0.1244187760273498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000715835601747,0.16585811407271248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455730790367726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030351543927696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880660969610998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796440206109134,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BarbequeSaws,2019/05/16,"I feel like i need to vent Throwaway


I dont know where to start. I have a hard time talking about how i feel. Every day i see my friends ive had for years, but they always act like im a stranger to them. Ive never had a best friend, only an acquaintance I try to put myself in as many friend groups as possible, but i always feel like the third wheel. Theres no reason for anyone to be my friend, i rarely talk and im so fucking boring. Its like the saying birds of a feather flock together. Im a bird with no feathers. I have no clue what im doing with life and in just trying to stitch my life together as i go along. The closest thing to friends i have are my family. I still feel like an outlier, since i was the mistake child and ive done nothing with my life. I think i just want human interaction. Thats all for now.",0.42281523096129797,2.3152282977528102,2.4531835205992536,95.08766541822723,83.43820224719101,5.5285892634207245,19.4394506866417,6.691623216298621,0.022467166042446696,639,17,150,7,18,214,102,178,0.172,0.706,0.12300000000000001,-0.8746,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,9,14,1,0,11,0,14,4,0,2,2,24,26,10,0,3,4,0,5,5,5,0,3,1,0,2,4,7,0,0,7,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,4,7,27,11,21,21,2,14,0,0,1,1,14,4,1,0,12,94,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571973084466112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803308401764399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171169684105601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197255467699934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420520888841318,0.13079398197516984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402753514744697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520623666813576,0.0,0.2257125851910933,0.23918047943179546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43110814065996,0.1031720965320628,0.0,0.0,0.06342466422119235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997138382384206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821871763783344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133225999510021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364784417401635,0.2726098079873341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314454902067254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274974115868124,0.08607254533049666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708289313152712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487657783484415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581185965693642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218849228802323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474304755890613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874853678950996,0.0,0.0,0.0889304880546018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231640018280628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899082075758658,0.0,0.08912364054358726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939917469509795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414186180531067,0.07150856227657884,0.0,0.0,0.06507466498112434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153770053861654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582437675644605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186652847853255
lonely,butwhyistherumgone1,2019/05/16,"Telling anyone how I feel. This post isn’t necessarily for the benefit of others to read. Writing this feels strange like the closest I have come to telling anyone what I feel all the time. It’s hard to explain. I feel like my friends are not real friends. This is not what you might think as in the people I think are my friends talk about me behind my back etc etc. More like I have no real close friends but I still spend the majority of my time with a small group of people. I finish school in July but I have no plans for the summer unlike everyone else. I hate initiating ideas for meeting up or seeing people I general even though I enjoy it at the time. I think this is some sort of fear of rejection or awkwardness. Anyway, I was trying to go to sleep 40 minutes ago but my mind was racked with worry about why I had not been invited on any holidays or such in the summer. I’ve lied multiple times to multiple people when asked what I am doing in the summer that me and my friends are in the middle of planning something. It’s hard to explain like I said. In this group of about 5 I have one slightly closer friend I guess who I was talking plans with in a gap year but I can see these not materialising. Then two others are in our small group but hang out much more together. Btw I’ve known all of these people for 5 years seeing them on a daily basis. So yea I don’t know I guess I’m trying to tell people that I feel like a friend that fills in. I’ve often wondered who would be the first to go if someone had to leave a group of friends and I normally arrive at myself. I’m worried my parents will think I’m strange if I don’t have any plans. I struggle to talk to them or anyone to be honest. When they ask me how I am I always say fine or good I never tell them my problems. Sometimes I feel like I’m fuelled by envy and anger. I’ve always wanted to be someone else. So yea if your still reading then your probably one of the only people in the world who know this about me.",2.4515686274509823,3.98209320772947,3.866069906223359,89.03240409207163,75.85990338164251,6.416481955100881,23.287581699346404,7.048011613610866,0.7038285876669512,1564,46,335,16,34,516,186,414,0.122,0.742,0.136,0.7183,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,3,4,5,18,26,2,3,18,2,30,1,1,2,3,63,62,26,0,7,17,1,8,6,8,3,0,2,0,0,22,9,0,0,17,3,1,5,10,7,0,4,7,13,52,19,54,49,9,49,0,1,3,0,39,23,0,15,26,227,74,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200394785596582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164033013773715,0.0,0.0,0.09513295148323488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467260676342836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078232781653135,0.0,0.0,0.05378505790258382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602532953739179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686377403083185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601917358588502,0.046199447603909205,0.0,0.0,0.06683752063442418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871001528723423,0.2122043518949545,0.14991082156031374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949702900943386,0.0,0.0,0.4323280943408469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950517988067911,0.05866836948794005,0.0,0.0,0.15410939236224466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531785467741108,0.06905835141938563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896184350583818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688227321776983,0.0,0.0,0.07406395587088241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050359312492354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742028961298449,0.07062670430609581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514192198511084,0.0,0.05394757136926625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853337764420693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479602836889853,0.05319797645977103,0.0,0.0,0.07766805712796514,0.0,0.0,0.33944793462368705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699005586063184,0.0,0.07541488218995537,0.06692999730067263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993220195780698,0.15923039088055754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665357785802259,0.05562479887153598,0.0,0.07079027264937242,0.16721652065038192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999768729199336,0.0,0.11853202417256715,0.05384875053133268,0.06917954193017631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171980427562572,0.0,0.0,0.07312397162711146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686626625822955,0.2445476464789937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927729461777714,0.06872274162459621,0.0,0.1631470346285408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949790770512391,0.0,0.06832822359659572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041256654479900144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311644339665176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585472459181525,0.0,0.1420694975351841,0.0,0.04968846430579466,0.0,0.0,0.09008737128128956
lonely,GudshiLalaBoiyyy,2019/05/10,Anyone up for just random chat? Its 1:00 am here rn and I can't sleep so anyone wanna talk? (*yawns*),-2.884285714285713,-4.383769904761902,-0.3723809523809525,103.07571428571433,152.80952380952382,1.2000000000000002,3.0,3.1291,-3.0205428571428574,76,0,17,0,7,25,20,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7367257119128475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5271976905731222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234357335663518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheWandaringSnake,2019/05/10,"Join if you dare This Discord server will be an experiment but also just something i wanted to do for a while. This server will have no rules. Pure anarchy. Join, but only if you dare.

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lonely,lonelybrowngirl,2019/05/10,"Can’t seem to make friends I (24F) have been making a lot of progress in my life. I will be divorced this month but making a lot of changes. I am making more money from the year before, moving into my first apartment this month, moved to a different state, and fixing my credit. Finally,  I am able to live without being paycheck to paycheck. However I’m lonely as ever. I tried making friends at work but eventually everything died down. The only interest I receive are from men who want to date me. I want true friendship and it seems hard to find.  My old friends have moved on with their lives and are starting families. My own family is miles away in another state. I just want to make genuine connections with people and it doesn’t help that I have social anxiety. What steps need to be taken so I can take back my life ?",3.8582211538461517,5.682124187500001,4.623750000000005,83.83394230769233,72.75,7.6730769230769225,27.30769230769231,8.384062270229773,1.944846153846154,650,24,123,11,13,209,105,160,0.067,0.732,0.201,0.9694,3,2,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,1,3,4,7,0,0,5,0,16,2,0,6,2,28,32,8,1,4,4,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,3,0,2,5,3,1,0,1,2,1,18,6,23,26,4,26,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,4,10,84,25,2,0.11696774968400254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226508841496472,0.0894800083534523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989505117098873,0.08994097951869418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953093989924792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373636979554442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139405734590457,0.12220640310330876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580402611922764,0.0,0.0,0.10512307129194308,0.0,0.22053356907787894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813245244038868,0.10690640416172477,0.09949270812820996,0.0,0.0,0.2711069797644362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478012890942948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840101703884199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523556149825616,0.0,0.0,0.2065693318389777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988835959500548,0.0,0.0,0.4684612871011995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672508372069227,0.3729546207085319,0.0,0.08673010429771323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273797720001965,0.0,0.0,0.08895924440334918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109071001771774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296609262173216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192338907067873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279037525604069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794519094631359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941342407069896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697182788056173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275273669149725,0.0,0.0851539148491291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532339585818518
lonely,thisspookytown,2019/05/10,"talking to people makes me even more lonely It's so, so easy to talk to people. It's not very hard to say hi and keep the conversation going. But it makes me feel so much worse.

For me, talking to people is like quicksand: you become more trapped, more desperate, more isolated. I'm so tired trying to explain to people how bad my situation is, and all they can do is tell me to be positive or they tell me their situation is even worse than mine, which, in fact, it isn't. These things are not helpful at all.

I mean there HAS to be someone out there, in the world, that is going through what I'm going through. Where the hell can I find a person like that?!

Once again, I'm going to delete all the accounts I have on all the websites where I tried to communicate with people. Once and for all. I mean, I always met nice people, who are pretending to care about me, but they just can't comprehend my story, they simply can't accept me, even though they act like they do.

I really don't know how I will ever be able to meet people that get me and become friends with, since people in general make me hate them so much, due to their unconsciousness, and make me stay away from them...

Anyway, I'm curious what's your experience with people? Have you ever made friends on Reddit or other websites?",4.614863201094393,5.290458019379848,5.330373917008664,83.87739398084817,69.5813953488372,8.241130870953032,25.64158686730505,8.313332769828598,1.433552393980848,1011,27,208,14,17,328,129,258,0.107,0.7829999999999999,0.11,0.2539,0,3,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,10,0,21,12,2,0,6,0,22,1,0,7,8,40,45,17,0,0,7,0,2,3,2,1,1,1,0,1,14,9,0,1,7,1,1,5,6,4,0,0,2,3,34,8,32,39,11,21,1,1,0,0,29,11,1,2,7,150,48,0,0.09213300647935566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666204201208945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656199242046797,0.0,0.07692721201201037,0.0,0.20350733426750706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393574044870323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255894555760696,0.16667915814948664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012375927467332,0.0,0.0,0.046585216363063515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420789879198569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236346452029205,0.0,0.04813569323585448,0.0,0.20944524315274127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253307703876007,0.09096226954311708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175481216268641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189204941478949,0.0,0.0,0.050633890874777016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503459944369242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717847841366726,0.24599798899796,0.0,0.0,0.20071970754478227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545672144384152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623729000893395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5748608345886452,0.08044698752204897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059022763151137435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326786470048842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621337503594175,0.20712271900888848,0.0,0.0,0.07806399740705135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982015262204122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215906201554467,0.16105661717919872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120907561865176,0.0,0.09052021108114262,0.0,0.0,0.10589333763524927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251045272602043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601937929447641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778280949082526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PippLeGage,2019/05/10,"My loneliness might be manipulating my feelings a bit too much... I’ve recently developed feelings for an online friend of mine. Well, at least I THINK I have. I’m worried it could just be my loneliness making me desperate. Do any of you have this happen? Are you able to tell if it’s just you being lonely?",1.8527142857142849,4.462745699999998,3.8795238095238105,82.51500000000003,83.66666666666666,7.428571428571428,23.57142857142857,8.418075326091056,1.9316428571428568,242,9,46,6,7,82,46,60,0.23199999999999998,0.6890000000000001,0.079,-0.8466,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,2,0,10,15,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,10,2,5,10,3,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,36,13,0,0.2911865524120545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980168408525492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179002985780925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23248876803560894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29446534015298004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249700080740792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25749530663962256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436928483568205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089029162798788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405562037699427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875115914994729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545098813749626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865805851879832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618116807175451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957140785060565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SirSly404,2019/05/10,"How do I find new friends? My current social life is pretty shit. I have 2 “friends” but I am just the third wheel to them. They never invite me to anything or anywhere, never go out of there way to do anything with me. People at work think I’m a weird person because I’m too quiet. I just want someone to relate to and have the same interests as me play the same games I play. I feel lonely as fuck and I can’t seem to make new friends.",1.5005645161290315,3.0238346881720446,3.027620967741939,94.06143145161293,78.46236559139786,5.0801075268817195,22.377688172043012,5.148860815047168,-0.0008698924731187496,338,10,76,1,8,111,63,93,0.13699999999999998,0.6629999999999999,0.2,0.6688,1,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,5,10,2,0,4,0,7,3,1,2,2,19,16,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,4,0,1,0,2,13,6,12,16,2,9,0,1,0,1,8,2,2,2,5,50,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252080334136961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045220235887807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991007222464393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059843673632628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579846934117862,0.18267358211079646,0.0,0.0,0.1122979080284473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956733618451506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189633303598058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047952053979913,0.38167735867443375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369876349117896,0.17253251054889784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102535924757686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798832525839394,0.0,0.0,0.20282863740826507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142342674869698,0.16742177514639364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661102819206665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165467708468426,0.15684187565225266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385166187487305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,barniwantstodie,2019/05/10,"i don't know i used to want to be loved and wanted even though i always knew i didn't deserve it, i knew i wasn't enough. i am never enough, i hate myself. i am dying for someone to love me, but i don't want anyone to love me because i know hos self absorbed i am and i'll just ruin someones life. i just wish i was dead, you know? i am confused, it's been so long since depression kicked in and this is just not the right place for me.",0.11495464852607995,1.5814874795918392,2.2627891156462603,98.23379818594108,82.36734693877553,4.763718820861679,18.03174603174603,5.033348758259628,-0.7333573696145121,335,7,84,1,9,113,58,98,0.187,0.631,0.182,-0.6753,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,6,7,1,1,1,0,12,4,0,1,1,20,26,6,2,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,20,3,7,19,2,5,0,2,0,3,5,3,0,1,2,57,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352703442175013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061030979205375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514942868824596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856697473921232,0.0,0.17901930384131515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356460375071474,0.0,0.11392923788330185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029998744015512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843910235529032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183609245780175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526498562570278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670418783182054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303634589854862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021726670002872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730709453422586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994661509879778,0.0,0.0,0.14268703800580154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923035637682173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947236351542028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897757300867406,0.0,0.0,0.3052204807387358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835711088103752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dragon_mistress_UvU,2019/05/10,"I don't have interesting people in my life The title says everything. I feel like people don't want to be around me. Or that they don't actually like me. I never get invitations for walks or night outs, from my current friends, unless I make up the plans, and I never get phone calls or messages from them either. . Plus I feel like I have run out of Interesting people in my life. I once had a friend that we were having so much fun together, but unfortunately we had to cut ties some years ago. Ever since I haven't found one interesting person that makes me feel as happy and enthusiastic as they did. Not even my boyfriend (at least in terms of friend relationship). I feel alone.",4.307894736842107,5.80345832330827,5.300759398496241,80.747530075188,71.03007518796994,8.327518796992482,23.82631578947369,8.841846274778883,1.4889855639097749,539,14,109,10,10,177,84,133,0.09699999999999999,0.713,0.19,0.9233,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,3,1,4,12,1,0,3,0,12,2,0,2,3,27,22,11,0,1,7,0,4,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,3,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,5,5,22,11,19,16,5,18,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,4,11,76,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.15188654468973786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796942611346125,0.0,0.0,0.16120072458756246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855657132892205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589303996390725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280170042522507,0.14078932832523355,0.0,0.0,0.13988320805486515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31479406997048553,0.22238487208288216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706561209274107,0.3607515799285946,0.0,0.16263561669941906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568642591733967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21987257547805805,0.22812006932857146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778777637765292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441658957812202,0.0,0.2400852113263141,0.0,0.0,0.14606178563574584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657562742664174,0.10546871678457087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237128212100057,0.1359027423075883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710390581191706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377472472898525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875070884490675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180313736112372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022993168614766
lonely,andercrypt_256_XTS,2019/05/10,"Crying because I am so isolated sometimes, but I cannot show it. I have to keep my OPSEC up or else I will be used by psychiatry for $$$.

I'm extremely lonely it hurts to even think about it. Fucking psychiatrists put me on a 5150 and I have been forced to take pills because of my past trauma.

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I'm in Starbucks as I am typing this.",1.2048336594911966,3.1094536712328766,3.510019569471627,88.47191780821919,80.78082191780824,6.36320939334638,24.127201565557733,7.447530270364453,1.0627667318982383,270,10,59,4,7,93,55,73,0.266,0.7340000000000001,0.0,-0.9637,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,0,6,15,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,9,0,11,12,0,5,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27640070043585113,0.3099743738807158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31101313612755577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802153278490994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310328314217103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849111789167975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23583580269732535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730897836340973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22674456587477174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24352177729534194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564459192115601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25230038365357954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191803422584948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345775409330507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032446001905395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099743738807158,0.0
lonely,Asapsolis_,2019/05/10,"23 year old trying to find himself. I know I’m young & all but I’m truly lost within myself 
I have a happy personality in front of everyone but I’m trapped in a sad soul & It feels really weird sometimes.",0.006212121212122668,2.347641136363638,3.0927272727272737,85.95075757575759,92.1818181818182,5.660606060606061,18.696969696969692,7.1686216300943375,0.6174969696969699,166,5,34,3,6,59,34,44,0.262,0.573,0.165,-0.6474,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,1,5,6,1,7,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5907775645240922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605046136568797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378472555085374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24917406522597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902140957085406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982742246831954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976020987625521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28607379488955675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380453995838167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465038370768848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696328300693817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850942968699576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556138848535552
lonely,NolaGuyThrowaway1234,2019/05/10,"32M - Introvert looking for something I'm really not sure what to write or even how to go about this... I guess I'm going to start somewhere and just write about how I feel about love and life as a person.  🤷

So I'm 32, rock a dad-bod, live in New Orleans.  I'm from SC originally, but have lived/travelled/grown up all over the US and Caribbean.  I'm a man of many skills having gone to school for many things but settled on making a career out of my passion for food.

I've lived pretty fast and adventurously... and pretty much crossed all my bucket list items off. Now, I'm really just looking for somebody who 'just gets me'.  I thought I found that person in my ex-wife but it pretty much turned out to be a rebound situation for her.  I was committed to being a hard-working husband and she, well... was committed to being *HER*.  

I loved being a husband.  It was wonderful! 

But...

After beating my head against the wall for three solid years, the light at the end of the tunnel eventually became a train.  I found out while was away on a trip back to her home country she was off having the time of her life.  It was especially devastating after ALL we'd been through as a couple and *poof* over.

I booked a ticket to New Orleans, got on a greyhound and that was all she wrote!

That was now about 1-1/2 years ago now. I've pretty much done about all the healing that anyone can be expected to do in that timeframe. It no longer hurts and I can honestly that it's been a good long while since I even remembered her name.

But now I just feel something is still 'missing' in my life.

Now it's just kind of a matter of being alone or bored or miss being in love.  I've tried dating again but believe me... Its been IMPOSSIBLE to find what my heart is searching for *here*.  Especially in a social scene that's really not tailored to long-term relationships.  And even less friendly to *moderately* conservative hetero men.

And the things I'm asking for are so simple that it shouldn't be THIS HARD for me to find it.  Right?

I've had no such luck.  Yeah, I've met a few women here... they just wanted to party, drink, and do drugs... or they just wanted a casual fling.  That kinda stuff was appealing when I was younger, sure!  But now that I'm older with all of that out of my system, my priorities have changed.

I just want to find a 'home'.

It's seems like almost alien concept in this environment.  

It's really simple.  I want to find the love of my life.  Someone I find physically, intellectually, and spiritually attractive.  Someone who just 'gets' me.  Where, instead of worrying about disappointing each other or arguing... we spend all our time picking apart all the secrets of the universe together.  Someone to grow and learn with... whose mission is to squeeze every drop of LIFE out of this finite existence.

I am seeking someone I can honestly see myself with for the rest of my life.  Not just a lover but my best friend.  Someone who knows when to be there and soft and understanding... but also when to be real with me.  I would give ANYTHING to find a woman who understands how I feel without expecting me to explain myself.  Who hears and feels my feelings towards her and never questions my intent.  Someone who 'loves me for the monster I am' as one author once put it.

I want to be loved for ME.  All my scars.  All my graces.  All my falls.  

Love is hard enough... but being an introvert is harder.  Finding another introvert is even harder still!  I mean its not like they are crowding up the bars or anything. 😆",2.6302226720647752,4.855365634502928,3.93680701754386,85.58039271255062,77.59649122807018,6.723850652271705,24.119568151147103,7.7755630220614735,1.2875724966261808,2730,93,539,43,65,894,303,684,0.066,0.7559999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.9982,0,1,4,0,0,0,114.0,4,0,3,3,46,32,1,0,35,1,49,22,2,7,16,129,104,48,0,9,31,2,9,2,3,2,8,1,2,6,41,29,3,1,26,6,1,8,9,6,1,2,22,14,64,26,93,67,21,70,0,4,3,9,56,28,0,13,34,387,105,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182538315237012,0.0,0.05854390005957421,0.06055174361107973,0.0,0.04675415811328998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061305281356653564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04087984145381409,0.0,0.0962228480604425,0.0,0.05465655400197608,0.0,0.054929461605195316,0.0449557057261737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586963792658701,0.06135504139619171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184784575308421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469002131538891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598296336910434,0.0,0.057273097598263725,0.06780043071681363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05178232515626823,0.060409610267202166,0.0,0.15446139520421326,0.0,0.04925898774232017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478074142029308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740494055123415,0.0,0.07069568477888284,0.12820693835585004,0.09033928447909552,0.0,0.061090731382313385,0.056084617994411584,0.06645361388094019,0.04903737314759976,0.04675952008324877,0.0,0.06440540145206099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711852371667104,0.0,0.06000159619501987,0.0,0.06589390770188924,0.06928088971769303,0.0,0.0,0.1172896182980029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258761518701747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060881934409573735,0.03213064171649155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477718605456388,0.057125747980213686,0.0,0.103250711120788,0.10347874791954052,0.09819115972812699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693663938458868,0.0,0.03902560671773424,0.11854795394944438,0.0,0.06368514148468317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893473056118868,0.0,0.045091540991015255,0.1129310432658406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062262942347110994,0.039617158757000136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209815159710084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23791826291780424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877311957374187,0.06549378634599003,0.0,0.0,0.06654556929226693,0.1498158030649181,0.0,0.0,0.0627691524775808,0.06622904950835548,0.049928490192617865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591693453461525,0.0465887552420768,0.053224020022851135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04836256122091328,0.06571671424855177,0.0,0.05959734630293818,0.2972214406172638,0.0900178851529111,0.0,0.0,0.041381578974203456,0.0,0.09337988728946738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692803474531063,0.0,0.0,0.11020447822166583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768262894764942,0.0,0.0,0.04641440017615762,0.06818241315406494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0396936584673079,0.06359274879106087,0.0,0.12172752146892955,0.07032577332829472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241982163560304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256674013298747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056357834633879375,0.06340241713350983,0.042562960264330034,0.05937368827811819,0.0,0.04153160871115249,0.0,0.0,0.07529863331748217
lonely,AppleEatPear,2019/05/10,"Just something I need to say I’m a girl in high school, freshman. I’ve always had a bad relationship with my dad, and a few months ago, my best friend (a boy) abandoned me when I told him I was struggling with terrible depression. My entire life I’ve rarely ever talked to anyone, and now being in high school, the loneliness has gotten worse. Everyone around me has friends, and most people are in relationships. I really struggle around men because of what happened to me before, and all I want is for someone to love me. I mean, I want to have multiple friends numbers in my phone. I want a boy to tell me he thinks I’m funny, or pretty, or just whatever. But I’ve given up. I can’t see that kind of future for me.",4.853958333333331,5.175245923611112,5.809722222222224,81.90750000000001,68.93055555555556,8.9,29.19444444444445,8.841846274778883,2.132144444444444,559,19,114,9,9,185,92,144,0.154,0.6709999999999999,0.174,0.2975,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,7,12,0,2,6,0,9,2,0,0,2,23,23,8,0,4,5,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,2,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,5,2,20,6,19,17,4,15,0,2,1,1,18,9,0,3,6,72,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488597905828608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722753760695467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851001021443688,0.0,0.0,0.25083489223390204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763302153775143,0.08588213820178538,0.0,0.1198826883238772,0.0,0.14785002924912585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134397320030775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743847390070284,0.0,0.1346215763816938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265420138745538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458406746920808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29770530140132245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670996186073065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951118385483047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271541387659144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534649772370549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245299721170812,0.0,0.0,0.1044643813506144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767186288863147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433306103737791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025448586244568,0.0,0.0,0.3025153538672111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203734128557788,0.0,0.2851661164594462,0.11226703899916143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193713336039391,0.10846009268301504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945670108134406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323796024568054,0.12313962785028636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027336659784836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346215763816938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492927240388295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357376730229726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,afraid_of_vampires,2019/05/10,"I had a breakdown in front of a family member and nothing has changed Basically I am extremely lonely. I have ADHD and I understand I can be a little difficult for people sometimes. I always try to be the best person I can, but I can have my moments. 

I have been feeling much worse in my loneliness this year, and really seeing that I have no real connections with anyone- Friends, family or partner. Everything really came to the surface last week when I was getting everything ready for my older sister's (25) hens night. My younger sister(15) was with me helping prep food. I reminded her of our plans to visit my grandmother next week and whether mum and dad were okay with her missing 3 days of school. To clarify, my gran lives 430 kilimetres away. 

My sister said she is going to go with dad later in the year instead, and that she would prefer to be at school anyway. I just felt so rejected, that even though we had planned something fun, going with someone else seemed more appealing. Everything seemed to mount as I realised that I have absolutely no way of having anyone plan a hens night for me and that if they tried to find friends to go, there wouldn't be any. All my recent birthdays have been real punches to the gut, with family forgetting and no one contacting me to say HB. 

Anyway...I had somewhat of a meltdown. First it came out as anger and being rude, but it quickly turned into crying and realising that it won't matter how much effort I put into other people that I am still extremely unimportant.  Even though it is a very heavy thing to say, I did outline how I felt being dead wouldn't matter to anyone (not suicidal, just feel completely worthless). 
 My sister attempted to cheer me up but in the end I told her to grab something from the shops and that when she got home, I will be happy and we will go to the Hens night as if it never happened. I also asked that she didn't say anything to my mum or sister as I did not want to ruin the special night. 
Q
I have tried to tell my mum and sister how I feel before but mum has replied with ""what now"" in some instances and the whole thing seems to be annoying. My mum isn't a terrible person, but she can sometimes be so horrible. 

Anyway, its a week later, and nothing has happened. My sister has not checked in with me, and she must not have told anyone as no one else has checked in with me. I thought that even though the breakdown was completely embarrasing and shameful, that maybe my family would understand now how I really feel. It seems it hasn't made a difference and I actually feel more worthless than before. It hurts a lot that my sister hasn't checked in on me as I used to be her guardian while my dad worked away and I really put all my effort into making her happy. 

Tl;dr I am lonely, had a breakdown in front of sister, since then no checking that I am actually okay.",6.937903225806451,6.412394940860218,7.249304659498208,76.21729032258067,64.64516129032258,10.307383512544805,33.116129032258065,9.725611199111238,3.0141673118279577,2259,81,425,40,30,737,236,558,0.153,0.76,0.08800000000000001,-0.9909,0,5,2,0,0,0,58.0,3,0,1,9,25,24,3,1,21,2,58,2,1,7,4,92,94,49,2,9,16,16,8,0,3,8,0,4,1,3,27,36,1,0,16,1,5,12,17,14,0,3,23,13,71,10,65,53,11,61,0,8,1,0,47,20,0,11,28,322,98,4,0.0,0.0,0.12986584520989408,0.0,0.07996751029094426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321158874130524,0.05536616797237695,0.0,0.0,0.04524912016415274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610377335673076,0.0,0.05475631286208473,0.0,0.062205420671308874,0.0,0.12503204158374664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324037328113462,0.0,0.06982906679805842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522068507852339,0.0,0.0,0.07038993461874181,0.0,0.13953073304476574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309048144988559,0.04291245236598815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951958214587332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111703751751967,0.0,0.05893421893315313,0.0,0.0,0.1318460737454468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940415079385147,0.0,0.2509099553232352,0.0,0.1682217722416105,0.0,0.12777664865650604,0.0,0.06081586854134105,0.05659843772496419,0.08045978916193032,0.0,0.10281645626550126,0.0,0.03476412585961184,0.0,0.1890795661231753,0.0,0.053217691277460386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768126409528712,0.14166500255513154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460000299447663,0.0,0.0667445119787531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123187699286096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423854755052331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669002775938006,0.05875556954842229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656947645545327,0.0,0.06296125374101269,0.0444156117625335,0.0,0.06684783939694912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782833062631588,0.0,0.05131933996355242,0.0,0.07076547938671275,0.24977113388417346,0.0,0.12769282878289626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017773151933883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226017840617204,0.11619939430559605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378108788627874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147296448610853,0.1705075488755888,0.0,0.06569969754256366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329427171662322,0.15874456761841482,0.0,0.1346829885385857,0.05302334132300502,0.24230013148797636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504213575887115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637867554261621,0.1024506670083144,0.13161847107208655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053138505318783134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278337850264623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058158428120138786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841173214774976,0.0,0.196124069229328,0.05282490528144111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716262685044824,0.0,0.13552779358461994,0.07237583419638549,0.0,0.13853986623409847,0.0,0.05746873656622663,0.0,0.0549020299056224,0.039246702368125726,0.05281593276120618,0.1601218435595751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428894007019553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484415253871133,0.0,0.06780940280037373,0.09453545830716044,0.0,0.0,0.08569847197683313
lonely,kenzoblomme,2019/05/10,"update she doesn't respond anymore 
i dont know why 
i just ask her if she wanted to go watch a movie",0.4978260869565218,1.8223990000000043,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,80.73913043478261,4.6000000000000005,20.195652173913047,3.1291,-0.5256782608695652,79,2,19,0,2,27,21,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427101545901859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173249714000522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5231790185912134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25370015562352155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453304892751813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26329906247027085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028077550711899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,valiant491,2019/05/10,"Thank you all Well I'm not sure what to write but I just want to thank you all for sharing your stories with us all over here. It feels better to know that no matter how lonely I feel I am not alone because of you guys. The more stuff I read here, the more it eases my pain as I know I am not the only one going through all this in life. 2 months ago my ex broke up with me after a year and it was the first time in my 22 year life that I had a girlfriend. Before her I was not very social and had very few friends and felt alright about it. But after her, it has been so so very difficult to go back to my old life as I had made a great circle of friends when I was with her. These times have been the most difficult in my life where loneliness has hit me the hardest. Maybe I was just extremely lucky to be with her, but I want to say to you guys, when you get used to being social, and then suddenly lose a group of friends, it's heartbreaking to go back to being alone again. Anyways, I thank you all for sharing what you all have been through and I hope later on I can share what I've been though.",5.3970253164556965,3.8636075738396656,5.655116033755277,89.69507911392408,68.19831223628692,8.912658227848102,27.766877637130804,7.1686216300943375,1.0869890295358653,853,19,208,6,12,272,120,237,0.126,0.644,0.23,0.9785,0,4,0,0,1,0,16.0,1,8,0,3,17,23,0,0,10,1,21,5,0,3,7,40,40,17,0,3,9,1,3,0,4,0,5,1,0,2,14,9,0,0,5,1,0,3,5,7,1,2,13,4,35,16,33,23,10,28,0,4,0,0,28,7,0,3,18,155,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103722224192599,0.0,0.0,0.2423739543850901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799467945796923,0.0,0.07132815436829712,0.0,0.09956681421648862,0.0,0.0,0.10348575563949128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832745130478485,0.0,0.11234786206861934,0.0,0.0,0.09952856866542724,0.0,0.0,0.2712046958897746,0.0,0.061132847951133475,0.0,0.19949828302577824,0.0,0.0,0.12900383755230208,0.0,0.2317164120015042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621724114908305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861117162498387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33059023596698434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090415799098812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071760490413317,0.0,0.0,0.11755218060763024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933961928782958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278221611845057,0.0,0.0792889424548216,0.0889913083239597,0.12450679279354485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704157336035817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305097592534274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23855373326785004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394835122035542,0.0,0.0,0.11028045430488306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231810097856997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496164132120795,0.0,0.13645883760021776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074851325709287,0.10105899249802404,0.0,0.2896362871296835,0.13803095168525026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520596035185256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070108991553133
lonely,NeedHelp199,2019/05/10,God I am so fucking lonely I’m so touch starved and I’m very close to just paying for an escort to act like she loves me and cuddles with me just for one night so I don’t feel so alone. I can’t even imagine myself with someone else that loves me back it just seems impossible. I see all these couples together walking around and they look so happy. I see cute girls everywhere that I would love to talk to and get to know but I just can’t visualize myself with anyone. It’s always been this way and I convinced myself it would be different since I came to college but nothings changed. I have always been lonely and it ain’t changing.,1.9027692307692303,4.12665727692308,3.1053846153846187,90.6096153846154,80.07692307692308,5.538461538461538,23.07692307692308,6.67199483983844,0.6213076923076923,506,17,104,5,13,163,79,130,0.08,0.774,0.147,0.7758,1,5,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,12,10,1,0,1,0,11,5,0,0,1,25,25,13,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,12,0,0,4,0,1,3,4,3,0,1,3,5,18,7,12,19,1,8,0,2,3,5,7,2,1,1,3,71,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015368055606958,0.0,0.0,0.27340293427647305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487456956800625,0.0,0.0,0.14625188960636154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632796902489773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879026540288377,0.0,0.0,0.3475915956093375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178246513862426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164685984624126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724223605595814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085112225117388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306936857719889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188237565837706,0.08583413269920083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488851405690944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028884422890593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026322359752186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796123967231705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448312489582191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417393735729745,0.0,0.15763956290385248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132636277123208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26183385330343234,0.14956238021890672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359014175662959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920139219010816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204913808926988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555549014536053,0.0,0.1304048259278756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23341214175454544,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pondaa,2019/05/10,"M/22 Possibly wanting to try long distance with any females trans women out there ? Uh yeah not much to say aside from being a hobbyist,  playing games on the computer and reading books.  Uh if anything were to happen would want it to last a lifetime  (relationship wise) i feel like i need someone to have a deeper connection. Also i guess guys can work too but im very picky about the boyfriends. Thats all. Thank you for taking the time to read this. ~~",2.35551724137931,5.0611926551724125,2.9938045977011503,89.09415517241379,82.2183908045977,5.778850574712644,24.791954022988506,7.1686216300943375,1.2229733333333341,359,14,68,5,10,112,74,87,0.0,0.89,0.11,0.7311,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,6,1,5,0,0,0,1,13,13,4,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,4,4,12,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,4,39,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683620155285718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431686828365205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324953857687644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064510844360524,0.15040379126338144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23192425309255055,0.20845934791290294,0.1861723666000307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22741021632965305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161132379157734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285508772525766,0.0,0.0,0.18631380894392185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547649234842038,0.15610648694110754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373427052649043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211770733139452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22603211031067175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742314967254252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783827108288936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829353502064095,0.0,0.0,0.19382917816318548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276264791684008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293711218295013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371058880535462,0.2483539420584321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326948588404093,0.0,0.0,0.14955558249622364,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Verrid,2019/05/10,"Rough Day... (28M) I had a really rough day. My friend said not to talk to her again. My job wants me to quit. A plethora of other things. 

I feel lonely and  could use someone to talk to.",-2.3233571428571413,-0.6930920499999971,0.20857142857143174,103.745,107.0,3.2857142857142865,10.714285714285717,5.288315135182226,-1.6485714285714286,138,2,35,1,7,46,30,40,0.065,0.853,0.083,0.1779,1,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,6,1,6,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,21,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362407996713892,0.0,0.0,0.3816438306697071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960879190213786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22860069782536385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936210811337356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147110559511996,0.0,0.0,0.18955207207686345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814552301900953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507031469404244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756437266739221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657343190991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555504003805954,0.0,0.0,0.17452115886060315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MKister8157,2019/05/10,"A Mountain, slowly breaking me. So, this has been tough. I've always been an introvert with very few friends. Back in 2010 I made a choice that really messed up my life and most of the people's around me. I ended up in prison and my few friends completely abandoned me. Don't blame them really. A year and a half ago I was released on parole. I was originally from a small town and wanting to avoid the drama/shame of going back I chose to just stay in the city I was released in. So now I'm in a city where I literally know no-one, and have no family for support(also all chose to cut ties/also don't blame them) my parole is very restrictive and for good reason, basically requiring me to have supervision and prior approval to do or go anywhere or anything. All this adds up to my life literally consisting of going to work mon-thur and going home and doing nothing at home but watching Netflix or YouTube. The weekends are worse as I don't even have work so I can get that bit of socializing. Having this go on for 18 months has really worn on me. Ppl at work that I've talked to don't seem to take it seriously either giving my the whole ""stay positive speech"" or it can't be that bad. I can't seem to make even one friend. I was positive, I was happy to be ""free"" excited to live differently and be a law abiding citizen. But now... Nothing has changed. I'm in the exact situation I was a year ago. I see no hope of anything changing. It's crushing me. There's days I come come and can't even see a point to DO anything opting to just go directly to bed to get the next day here. It's the weekend again and 3 days... Just seems... Like too much. 

I just had to get that out.",2.829584541062804,4.193017446376814,4.545217391304347,85.2342512077295,74.53623188405797,7.893719806763285,25.531400966183572,8.515128840125781,1.5982850241545896,1309,44,281,24,27,443,170,345,0.079,0.784,0.13699999999999998,0.975,1,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,2,5,20,16,1,1,18,0,32,2,0,4,3,48,58,22,0,2,11,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,3,1,12,18,0,4,5,3,1,8,9,7,0,2,11,4,29,10,44,44,9,50,0,1,3,0,9,20,0,9,20,184,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744686417419669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106182891417655,0.07858922080430644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331706953655357,0.08407972705734393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452510621764984,0.07886105681502968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103113959617173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998292573512742,0.16271908024245954,0.09902808872119112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273557577223853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867921135901946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365387228853699,0.0,0.0,0.18714822754089447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903820962800976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891343070186375,0.0,0.14803727601011585,0.0906041869865313,0.32206561477869405,0.07921942744508215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054282763078773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894803047229462,0.0938092715658277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051906757577778635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342439089160305,0.046143061474186,0.0,0.08340028934325946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937002602089211,0.06304551042263942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538837382738545,0.0,0.06943095899597045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004476937544176,0.0,0.0,0.18125292545715446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400115732716592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547911655927521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928493206050292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151954385849253,0.09710940953181052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052741526539315,0.25794875144584906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106164750315488,0.0,0.09627896741439014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134035631972386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717972410533942,0.0,0.0,0.0710139719771004,0.07591461223910502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586080485144896,0.055708528713570515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105449051800141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062802180915587,0.0,0.09625170613117913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216442528610467
lonely,Headsup1958,2019/05/10,"Just moved to a new city. Feel lost and lonely. (M60, USA).   Lonely.  I would like someone to talk to.  I don’t want to take anything from anyone, nor do I want anything from anyone.  Not interested in meeting someone in a romantic way.  Just someone to talk to.  Male or female, any age, location, orientation, ethnicity or race.  Just a live person.

I’m a widower, 4.5 years now.  Full of wit and wisdom with a lot of life experience to share.  Just no one to share it with.  I searched for and found this thread.  I hope to connect with like minded people.",0.8100314465408829,3.3653098773584915,2.7509056603773594,87.92648427672958,91.73584905660377,5.468176100628932,21.21761006289308,7.0316486544052195,0.8592825157232706,421,15,83,7,15,140,68,106,0.10400000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.8043,1,4,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,21,11,6,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,1,5,7,19,8,2,9,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,4,6,50,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124132746282164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552709577162777,0.0,0.3004280068738537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855812066413787,0.0,0.0,0.09229717836302513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001445380906445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130236588239385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893265948712898,0.17835862222757354,0.0,0.16118523809875962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992628281888187,0.1551880885790725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431230461548376,0.0,0.0,0.19401001689123665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629725645425576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236931174173339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654952490229246,0.15938597125369952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463993982742696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724657398197246,0.293435788899313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153324055716643,0.14489092290233266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967043357019234,0.0,0.0,0.117549099740253
lonely,shaolin_shogun,2019/05/10,"Do you ever savour every time you get a hug?  I have human contact so infrequently that I savour every time I'm hugged or even touched. It feels stupid that hugging someone is such an event, but it's a rarity for me. I end up thinking about it for ages. People don't realise how lucky they are when they get into a relationship, it's the little things like that which make life so much better.",5.011898734177215,5.4738448734177245,5.508708860759494,83.7093924050633,68.62025316455697,7.838987341772152,25.92658227848101,7.554174236665415,1.2072663291139238,311,8,63,3,5,100,59,79,0.065,0.774,0.161,0.7719,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,2,1,8,7,1,0,5,0,5,4,0,2,1,9,11,6,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,8,6,5,11,1,10,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,2,8,42,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338827439225324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342224137045493,0.0,0.0,0.17466539354753058,0.2392083334954775,0.44561764929755854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337128420308018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27632630470263125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867874255354276,0.1291959228967123,0.2650463441204322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652107691432462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943996895417619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333492889433806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839181584666289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406591121594932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568748409930032,0.16944758456322434,0.0,0.0,0.30840348194006817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AdeptNail,2019/05/10,Anyone want to talk? Please message me I'm sooooo lonely.,0.09969696969696784,0.7184056363636415,0.8581818181818193,95.44060606060609,129.0,1.4666666666666668,12.757575757575758,3.1291,-1.4610242424242426,46,1,8,0,3,14,11,11,0.191,0.534,0.275,0.0258,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264994955373355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6695549238813235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4902642159444395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597712923192418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lovetacojohns,2019/04/14,Forgot how bad this hurts Got back with an ex and she's doing exactly what she did when we broke last. I guess I was just lonely enough to convince myself she was different. This is literally so horrendous lol I forgot how awful bad heartbreak feels. It's like a damn fire in my chest that won't go out. And I can't tell her how I feel (even though she's the only one I want to talk to) because it makes her 100x more distant. She fucking tricked me; she kept reassuring me that she changed and for me to forget and just want her as much as she wants me. Now that's in the fucking toilet. FUCK,1.9068475073313813,3.6713773387096817,3.175718475073314,92.37221407624635,78.03225806451613,6.121994134897361,21.756598240469213,6.980632752743323,0.4072193548387104,466,13,104,5,11,151,82,124,0.281,0.631,0.08800000000000001,-0.9834,1,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,11,14,5,0,4,2,7,4,1,4,1,24,22,12,0,3,2,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,11,0,1,7,3,24,3,11,14,3,8,0,4,0,3,16,3,4,1,5,73,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441711333812704,0.3130989273414668,0.11429445999625648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834354450409075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589108030773006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373118136309675,0.0,0.12383786468554185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960496411813424,0.13394558447573068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5200048985587455,0.0,0.0,0.10655702847657096,0.0,0.14995589320359282,0.0,0.20654552238100649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007159552138816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283244441400726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159998378987967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515354526203631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782949191840305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705062877073348,0.1425974584555925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070038762831553,0.16387781631868914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421167393798188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317660443906074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,maxdevader,2019/04/14,"is this normal? I'm a relativily social 20 year old guy but I have never asked out a girl (have done stuff with girls tho) is that weird? Don't know why I don't do it tough, I am just afraid I won't have anything to talk about, I kinda feel like a coward for avoiding akwardness because then I will never learn.",1.4113636363636353,3.1579855909090924,3.003030303030304,93.12454545454548,79.45454545454545,5.612121212121212,18.575757575757574,6.42735559955562,-0.1918606060606054,243,5,55,2,6,80,50,66,0.14800000000000002,0.78,0.071,-0.6934,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,3,0,12,0,0,0,2,12,16,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,6,1,5,13,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,6,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205471495031464,0.0,0.2505506213914736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337474571443306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742644898244628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551252965370747,0.19146444896813336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653693357403937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728978792703812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093481573479535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41340746123107264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26259022364093576,0.0,0.0,0.2812285487302917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731996632818114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068042067441984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541409363716266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418348774956113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258789647570708
lonely,alonealonealonealon3,2019/04/14,"ignored Me and my boyfriend have been dating for almost a year now, we're LDR but we've already planned the meeting and all in the very near future. This whole time I've known he is a gamer, and I have no problem with him gaming as long as we've spent enough time together. It's a bit hard for us to get a solid amount of time due to school/time zones, and that's okay because its what I signed up for. Recently ( I would say past 2 months) he's been excessively gaming to the point he's LYING to me and even asking his friends to lie for him. I get worried for him because he does not reply to my messages, just to find out he has been gaming the whole day. Multiple incidents like this have happened and I'm pretty sure throughout our whole relationship as well ( just happened to catch him recently). It makes me feel pathetic and frustrated that he completely forgets of my existence, that he is such a good liar, and that most of all he doesn't have a conscience at all???????? I've given him ultimatums but they go out the window because I love him too much (my fault) and he just keeps on making more and more mistakes. I feel bad because I wish he could feel the hurt and isolated i am.",4.876569847856153,5.169534112033201,5.364796680497925,85.21613001383126,68.87551867219918,8.584343015214385,29.344674965421852,8.447377352677275,1.890724260027662,935,32,198,13,15,300,135,241,0.18100000000000002,0.693,0.126,-0.9531,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,1,1,8,15,2,0,12,1,14,1,0,2,4,42,31,16,0,5,6,0,4,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,10,14,0,2,5,3,1,2,3,8,1,0,5,5,25,7,27,24,13,24,0,1,0,1,30,8,0,2,15,122,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254576373545451,0.0,0.13825820656922866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712718360155824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046100825932651,0.3054971283787601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678183209453618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313618782014935,0.0,0.0,0.1000321162815784,0.0,0.0,0.08080026841426806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096402010856666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945579248939387,0.0,0.08275141255146931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900478336822222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451078255974767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679704614412632,0.0,0.1309154124629042,0.0,0.07120394595073203,0.10508546528179184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158318161667265,0.0,0.112233262845312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341231848412623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113615563199584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061209292226993714,0.0,0.0,0.11087576346281533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307713416261245,0.0,0.16726116333733748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000352938653133,0.0,0.092100951324226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960138498926172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843747084306375,0.0,0.0,0.12746273787188428,0.0,0.11988350739994648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24741318211787225,0.13451221323777576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996338899758076,0.0,0.12679794587291848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808227201733484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191689771625028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070580125206826,0.0,0.0,0.10337555903419902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264878174846553,0.0,0.0,0.4196380747496614,0.14407479080872582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723584600305038,0.0,0.08900086087760602,0.0,0.0,0.08068123769021626
lonely,RedheadLostAngel,2019/04/14,"Always alone Whether in a crowd, family (estranged now), ""friends"". From preschool, I have always been alone, in the yard, I was odd. I preferred the company of older people. It's not the lack of humans, it's the lack of connection, the constant mayhem, the fake  words, empty gestures. It's so hard to find anyone with just similarities to share, and differences to accept, although we are all humans. And when there is one, he or she is not for me, because they are taken, by someone else or by the same loneliness I do. It feels like having been dumped on the wrong planet, for absolutely no reason. And what is the point of living anything without sharing... 
Thanks for listening.",5.5602044444444445,7.093557696000005,5.780266666666666,78.35857777777778,68.03999999999999,8.115555555555558,29.88888888888889,8.515128840125781,2.3541022222222217,532,20,92,8,9,169,88,125,0.191,0.728,0.081,-0.9237,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,1,0,5,9,1,0,10,0,11,0,0,1,1,22,15,9,0,3,7,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,5,5,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,3,8,6,18,11,4,8,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,5,72,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315069535514936,0.0,0.0,0.3466726869384543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566001567769588,0.0,0.17142705375792155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698804486645754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251165561475391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764681591628876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402203403877234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963826276430016,0.0,0.10533128067241987,0.1488216304764473,0.0,0.0,0.1903978668547303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609451153131754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866110191391285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017731117646211,0.0,0.18394763367146127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116091844852308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442070454219524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692679850845252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418446184387385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650622801041022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917902074532222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081005171232014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22776182111714285,0.0,0.0
lonely,egsSunnySide,2019/04/14,"What matters to you? I really value the experiences I get to share with other people. I enjoy living life. As of late though, my friends have ""moved on"" and I wasn't able to. While they went to college I had surgery and was forced to move back home with my parents. I am 22 now and constantly feel alone. I take no joy in playing games as I am really passionate about discussion and playing games just to play games bores me. If I got to talk about my experiences maybe I would have a different outlook, but being alone each and everyday and my discord server is dead; it kills my motivation to do anything. Why produce anything if it will just be lost to the void.   


How do you guys find passion to accomplish your goals even when you are alone and no one will recognize your work?",4.535998803827752,5.848197875,5.09251196172249,83.16349282296653,70.25,8.685167464114832,28.949760765550238,9.095868883498916,2.300992105263158,615,23,122,12,11,197,100,152,0.182,0.6559999999999999,0.162,-0.8135,2,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,1,6,10,12,1,0,3,0,16,3,0,3,0,22,22,16,2,3,5,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,4,10,0,0,3,6,0,3,3,3,0,1,6,1,22,9,19,11,1,12,0,1,0,2,15,2,0,2,7,87,26,6,0.15031554730013447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670447226173271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24739377542667165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558337744879893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243770605494784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704775389525225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928200133204876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940748971033216,0.0,0.0,0.07600405719179612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738568703657686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613341897024693,0.0,0.07853366941889736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022107476249015,0.0,0.0,0.1488360244038144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077874992262374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630188198643758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695624846389411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617231641694297,0.0,0.0,0.1327313821745078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640871764280188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101217104574602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195232764664894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185770504751177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690762663109848,0.0,0.0,0.10420987400543988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259197730006566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301858456902472,0.12081794306811472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476842620286628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934401829425105,0.1356364013506155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943150868402583,0.0,0.0,0.10677985203827284,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pajama_naminos,2019/04/14,"I'm new here Somebody DM me. 

I'm home alone and I dont really have anyone to talk to at the moment. 

I'd like to get to know y'all :)",-3.0322727272727263,-1.5694106666666665,1.215378787878791,101.0430681818182,95.06060606060606,4.512121212121213,11.280303030303033,5.985473137389443,-1.389842424242424,100,1,29,1,4,38,26,33,0.062,0.769,0.16899999999999998,0.5423,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39881144080929015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692465567129891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512935728342176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118068572195225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862518143642613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116217759043419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881234172679439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718983912851777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466826416266408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30950083975205617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,daydreamer782,2019/04/14,how to celebrate birthday alone and be happy? so my birthday is coming and i don’t want to end up again crying and  sleeping. Any ideas or suggestions would be appreciated.,4.215208333333333,6.782245937500001,5.532500000000002,74.39583333333336,74.0,8.016666666666666,29.416666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.804091666666668,138,6,23,3,3,46,27,32,0.124,0.584,0.292,0.7845,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,0,9,7,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546215871561044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23284272340711804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949459923271476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761086777862096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032634444268792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644895733524679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865262330347461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426457791365761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019555083279284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432300726613637,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,welt-scherz,2019/04/14,"Controversial (please read warning): Are you just ""unable to be on your own""? WARNING: Before you read, please believe me when I say this post is not, in any way, meant to hurt the feelings of or discriminate against the people of this sub of whom surely many have a very hard time and life that's filled with loneliness. If you feel uncomfortable reading this, please contemplate if you want to keep on. My apologies in advance if I've hurt anyone with this post. 




A while ago, while skimming through a magazine about philosophical topics, I stumbled upon a small article in which someone made a theory I still can't get out of my head.

The author, as far I can remember, believed most people nowadays who suffer from loneliness and the effects of it rather have somewhat of an inability of dealing with solitude. 
He went further and claimed that through such things as social media as a fake image that wrongfully displays the seemingly  constant activity and presence of people, humans gradually tend to lose their ability of being alone by their own. 
People, he said, can't be alone anymore because they think they need to be somewhere, especially online, all the time. 

He stated examples, such as many famous people and eremites who withdrew from society back in the earlier days so they could spend their time with ""important"" things such as philosophy, etc.. Comparing them to us nowadays, he believed many people who complain or talk about loneliness rather just have lost their sense of spending time with themselves.


I hope I was able to write down all the important aspects of that article as neutrally and well as I could. If not, I'm sorry for any grammatical or logical mistakes. 



My question is: do you, as members of this sub and as people who probably would consider themselves lonely, think there might be something onto that? Is the author completely right or wrong?



Again, I'm really sorry if this post made you feel uncomfortable in any way possible. I hope I could help you have a clean, rational discussion with yourself and thank you very much in advance for every comment.

Have a good day!",9.190053191489362,9.116009813829793,8.374978723404258,68.50300000000001,59.90425531914894,11.562553191489364,39.810638297872345,11.00357731598739,4.592189787234043,1694,79,271,38,20,530,205,376,0.139,0.777,0.083,-0.9742,0,4,1,0,0,0,48.0,1,9,8,5,16,17,0,0,18,0,24,2,1,3,3,60,46,30,0,16,15,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,20,15,0,1,11,3,2,4,4,11,1,0,7,6,31,6,56,29,8,40,0,6,0,0,40,16,0,16,14,192,51,3,0.07814559093135998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927135132550054,0.0,0.0,0.1618705294555226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594250446794629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749942785722985,0.0546412141546977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060089135786759285,0.0,0.047636826910605404,0.0,0.06649614218785102,0.2641299621701369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193416530944574,0.08444762206701617,0.0,0.18717868678225152,0.0,0.0,0.1007948826545776,0.08056467288884914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715299074252587,0.0,0.0,0.06584103075137099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853827636155255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04082784592131354,0.0,0.0,0.0655448140807754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000310011616229,0.0,0.08019992129910485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237934236293052,0.0,0.0,0.1552324085679024,0.0,0.0,0.16731294267515107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694593917928077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055196541914503065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742492738416999,0.08530514372291001,0.0,0.0,0.14788649524118908,0.0,0.2376820913067094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290012273283891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744600088148369,0.057943965496416124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792341931300188,0.0,0.0,0.25734117648630883,0.0,0.08809741218431204,0.224525624027192,0.0,0.08425416412979238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875409463017711,0.0,0.23450021471425106,0.0,0.05006206658284653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885237209527017,0.06673590767512673,0.0743343521359838,0.062144510442970625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114081104077248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965958884820225,0.0662125056041137,0.060160293747106526,0.0,0.17495518234779173,0.0,0.0,0.06240716986255905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365129463772582,0.0,0.0,0.06281046588825336,0.0,0.07194596093833941,0.0,0.0,0.10383291650541374,0.1001450785763024,0.0,0.0,0.1822692900090855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399952407759532,0.0,0.0,0.12895659317343913,0.04609229421376223,0.12405666540692124,0.0,0.0,0.0702622711554798,0.07244174570054432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551238569110109,0.17087987236611854,0.0,0.0
lonely,Praisexthesun,2019/04/14,"I miss being loved by feminine energy. So I’m in my early twenties as a queer guy and I’ve dated people of all kinds. but god do I miss being touched. my ex would do one of these things where they would constantly rub the back of my small body from legs to shoulder and it was the most satisfying and loving thing I’ve felt. I never was into the dom sub thing as I’ve considered messing around something to be neutral in. something about feminine men and women just hugging me, being so close to me, and being so sensually involved. I miss this feeling. I’ve been single for two years and honestly my depression has been up because I haven’t had this warm homey feeling. i remember people looking in my eyes telling me never to give in to my thoughts of that I’m useless,  and that this person loves me. im glad I’m not that guy that needs to be “manly to feel like a man” but I wish I was in love again because I am so lonely, without that feeling",3.6587776141384367,4.734797175257737,4.959646539027983,84.1854639175258,72.09278350515464,7.604712812960236,28.290132547864513,7.957251820313856,1.766089543446244,748,28,151,10,14,249,112,194,0.081,0.6759999999999999,0.243,0.9895,0,3,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,10,17,0,0,5,0,19,10,4,0,3,30,39,15,0,4,5,1,8,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,13,10,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,8,10,20,10,26,23,3,19,0,6,2,6,16,11,1,1,9,108,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189038559004957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052852369750363,0.0,0.16693382403835594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520904439589564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479649821035247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793146918828144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27692927301928816,0.0978177272560662,0.13146742968288674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134889555872598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711503409167894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147900198055665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258410113398873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668935991140641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498072773897695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943129519347851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152657479070924,0.21120672013139247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278248179251546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985015876805786,0.11955577064109472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551069226805374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081983292718973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967662542012142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728964165554834,0.0,0.0,0.1087014660912286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337537504650572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745454567682896,0.13198876269388124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945321597993448,0.0,0.0,0.08817384050220575
lonely,ShinyLaprass,2019/04/14,"Is adult life supposed to be lonely? On the weekdays I work, come home, have dinner, usually go to the gym, then it’s time for bed. My weekends are usually spent doing chores and catching up on stuff I didn’t do during the week. I’m single and I have a handful of friends, but I rarely see any of them. 

Just feels like I spend all my time alone. It’s been years since I had a group of friends that I see regularly. I’m 25. Is this just being an adult?",0.4437500000000014,2.431647541666667,2.1665000000000028,96.62850000000002,84.0,5.09,20.016666666666666,6.2581,-0.10727583333333346,348,10,82,3,10,114,68,96,0.047,0.846,0.10800000000000001,0.7622,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,6,0,12,3,1,0,1,8,20,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,3,2,5,3,1,0,1,2,2,3,1,1,0,0,4,4,10,3,9,14,2,14,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,0,9,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232565341298466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527012156036721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342932820382036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135388666966757,0.16041805583658525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469724449635121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761653481031568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22524124396353976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860580245236885,0.1097034394358677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578734192407869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574949102459198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570552112083301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618729906041326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946186321305736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011989380527635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347455564823246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460237899395498
lonely,NewEnglandSynthOrch,2019/04/14,"Tried to be social last week and things went bad Partly stemming from a yearly review I got at work, I decided I was gonna take it upon myself to be a more social person. At first, I started small by greeting people who entered the store. Then, last Sunday, I hung out at a local bookstore, hoping to talk to people more extensively. I didn't talk to many people, but I felt it was an okay start. Unfortunately, the next day was when things went to pot for me, as I had a family emergency and took a break from work. Ever since then, I feel as though I've been unable to socialize beyond a few really close people. I really need a break from the same old humdrum.",6.4142105263157925,5.54244305263158,7.435037593984965,75.5981203007519,65.84210526315789,10.006015037593986,27.27067669172932,9.23628265651192,2.0551834586466167,518,11,101,8,7,176,86,133,0.07200000000000001,0.878,0.05,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,11,1,8,0,0,0,1,12,20,9,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,11,2,12,2,20,6,5,30,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,15,70,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771300845790003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092089828692737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275251282338357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290407136695487,0.0,0.07128408562242251,0.0,0.13536359535991674,0.0,0.0,0.11991812436403892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275515681173445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400256606141902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298361987337914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293231745623136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453541399111138,0.0,0.0,0.1499345900502419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793554513659152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266837613569198,0.0,0.3909531072826713,0.12309892266883485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063171240194548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662070450194215,0.0,0.0,0.4311362552045349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957375174280445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599995259480656,0.2266299173124163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732264559057954,0.0,0.1385128369261822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663476198609486,0.095716651431504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308622594075005,0.0,0.0,0.2613810709076717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527127953545565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907869583809478
lonely,aconspiaringturtle,2019/04/14,"A lonely noob I have no idea how to write something that people want to read. Also, I’m lonely. Idk what this post is.",-0.11893333333333088,2.051380040000001,1.8200000000000005,96.85666666666668,88.6,3.333333333333334,12.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.5788666666666669,91,1,20,0,3,30,22,25,0.36200000000000004,0.59,0.048,-0.7579,0,4,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489227663257045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492549093547229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30248746027569684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178713391917305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364353475820865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33589835400559953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573512327553951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Peachykeengreenbean,2019/04/14,"I am asexual. I have pretty much accepted the fact that I will be single forever. I’ve never understood sex. I mean, I’ve *had* sex, plenty of times, and I’ve even had true orgasms. It has never been “mind-blowing” for me. I never really felt pleasure from it. I never think about it. I don’t go crazy when I go without it. I never actively seek it out. I have little to no drive, *at all*. This has ruined my past marriage and another long-term relationship of mine. 

I don’t understand why sex has to be such an important part of a relationship. I want a life partner. Someone who I can share in hobbies/activities with, learn things with, grow with, explore new places with, have adventures with, etc. I crave the closeness of knowing someone else inside and out — almost more than they know themselves, and for them to want to know me too. I want to be able to encourage and support “my person” in life to be the best they can be! I want to be there for someone through their lowest lows and their highest highs. I want to be devoted to someone who is as equally devoted to me.

I want to be physically close to my partner too. I want hugs, snuggles, kisses, hand-holding, etc. I just don’t want the sex. But I can’t expect someone to give up their sex life to be with me, and I don’t want someone to expect me to have sex just to be with them, either. I have been sexually taken advantage of before (mostly due to this whole problem) and it has made me feel even worse, as if my only potential value for a life partner is the sex, but not anything else I could bring to the table.

So cheers, /r/lonely. Looks like I’ve joined the permanent ranks.",2.7358318815331018,4.529580710365856,4.304181184668991,85.06817073170734,75.73780487804878,7.246689895470383,26.04355400696864,8.07648339933343,1.6288114982578397,1275,47,256,21,28,426,163,328,0.04,0.807,0.153,0.9693,1,2,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,7,3,11,18,0,0,11,0,35,14,1,1,8,63,61,15,0,14,8,0,2,1,3,1,4,0,0,4,12,19,0,0,12,0,0,6,13,3,0,0,8,3,42,15,49,41,12,28,0,2,1,10,19,12,0,3,11,189,54,1,0.08900154692108048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912219299464562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332588213458468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324068969278358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573376115616337,0.0,0.09340163253458583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106049309469707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869874404700587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985205026268631,0.11756936469558672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500185632056755,0.0,0.08545544235060361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537839371552924,0.1011632603134074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403502084612828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673876778887412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25145769871521195,0.04348166018385621,0.08920293156024448,0.0,0.07876356830980698,0.07473888380132848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421541566410272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694877629460284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898661909012537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542637763623374,0.0,0.3432173987843187,0.0859582486201221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768968699678599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638000217809757,0.08496204727112003,0.0,0.07771271782178893,0.0929876735188928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905465698524288,0.0,0.08516246048201215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05701666997250165,0.0,0.0,0.1911087069882505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524643313117708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099790072999364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912867303304674,0.05702859754207346,0.0,0.0,0.051897517741162885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265374915297972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724587649215837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031005279120924,0.09936704870890814,0.0,0.0857943152043132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070017992745573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,happyy420,2019/04/14,"someone to talk to would be nice, why does everything feel like its going downhill.... anxiety or lonely idk",4.391052631578948,7.3893420526315845,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,75.84210526315789,8.010526315789475,30.552631578947373,8.841846274778883,3.243400000000001,85,4,13,2,2,27,18,19,0.225,0.562,0.213,0.1779,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30799483458682725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523259080338749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618390694145714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357124153649325,0.28762399820994783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288120111443891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669445377189898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34112935630916497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236019178317794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632920615120437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860019300767088,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tetfima,2019/04/14,Similar Interests I just wish I had friends who like retro games and EDM and like making videos and watching bad movies ironically and fun movies but the somewhat friends I have just like rap and call of duty and DC...:( Anyone else feel like this?,6.407753623188409,7.450691804347826,5.268260869565221,84.60210144927538,65.73913043478261,8.742028985507247,30.55072463768116,8.841846274778883,2.223081159420291,197,7,38,3,3,58,33,46,0.04,0.579,0.381,0.9473,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,14,5,7,0,1,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,8,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,4,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960761597355892,0.2873233928146702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341389577669125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863401372699161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342548981952589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178876006699515,0.2003320791477777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43330353895659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5479961216893776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871825042474769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224691207978532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kill-devil-hills,2019/04/14,"I'm stressed I'm stressed. And always tired.
I work 14 hour shifts and I'm not sleeping well.

I hardly get any personal time.
I hardly even have enough time to eat most days.

I just wish I could come home it had someone that loves me with me. That's the biggest thing. I just want to come home to somebody. I just want to have somebody there. And I haven't had anybody like that in a long time.

none of my relationships have worked out in the past because of scheduling and distance.

I come and sit down long after everybody's gone to bed, stressed and tired and totally alone.

On nights like tonight, when I feel like I really need somebody, it really brings me down.",1.6308521303258168,4.116432285714288,2.152210526315791,95.42480701754387,83.28571428571428,5.651929824561403,22.40050125313283,7.0316486544052195,0.6029953884711778,526,18,113,7,15,161,76,133,0.175,0.755,0.069,-0.9037,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,3,3,0,7,5,1,0,1,24,22,8,0,5,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,6,12,1,0,1,0,0,5,3,3,1,0,3,3,15,5,15,18,4,26,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,16,65,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314537103608774,0.0,0.0,0.10560991104259566,0.0,0.0,0.0863118350122423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737094168137137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279981799055604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133750292396217,0.0,0.0,0.08185468568553829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298736785772828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311451485539919,0.0,0.08383129162029762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417596540446127,0.09067365124511198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663119080471479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273957409785824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25462777110290075,0.0,0.12499336042195115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602416085749404,0.0,0.0,0.22464531236112112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455275405332242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411162468112493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910842034289044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116214423518333,0.0,0.11082406589833067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261995121123504,0.0,0.0,0.1362675539515901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701443070122273,0.0,0.10754124995115573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43616880779718936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432184770222946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22202906116200055,0.29175810281439224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497246747465316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411881177923405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595492005538238,0.0,0.0,0.1848025743610459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,count_saveahoe,2019/04/14,idk I’m so tired of being alone. I’m just gonna drink until I feel tonight.,-2.9916666666666667,-1.459172388888886,-0.13888888888888928,106.745,106.22222222222223,2.4000000000000004,11.555555555555555,3.1291,-2.0579111111111112,59,1,16,0,3,20,15,18,0.375,0.625,0.0,-0.6801,0,1,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5451800203547318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156606012033413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26615798085454073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6050064619490083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ArcaneCauldron,2019/04/14,"Wishing for deep friendships Im just a teen and have a few friends, but they feel more superficial than anything.. my best friend forgot my birthday this year, it was honestly heartbreaking, I just feel like they're drifting apart from me.. I wish I could have meaningful, friendly relationships.

I try my best to stay connected to friends, but it never lasts long. I end up in a loop of loneliness. I wish I could socialize like a normal person, and it doesn't help I'm internet shy. I hope to make a friend through Reddit. I'm so lonely I've gotten to the point I've been questioning my existence for a very long time.",3.881,5.8409784333333326,4.528333333333336,83.97000000000001,73.0,8.466666666666667,28.66666666666667,9.120678840339163,2.450816666666667,492,20,96,11,10,157,79,120,0.12300000000000001,0.499,0.37799999999999995,0.9914,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,3,13,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,1,1,20,18,5,0,7,4,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,2,14,11,12,12,4,14,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,2,9,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171171478798583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849251305033514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167726593123712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202353174015826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727982517096626,0.0969807225500407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244054081386242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099120363731146,0.0,0.0,0.13483162504450052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663464869904755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065538999566564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326424106966231,0.0,0.0,0.24027117482418095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061501576717276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046997354178274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300740560725835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853275829490573,0.0,0.0,0.1283288131414371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207247193665893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574604265827745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383813072781341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469277384047027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915764753750618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216619010915664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200900107255413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683217256281207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741935640695081
lonely,n_serraaa,2019/04/14,"Lets chat Anyone have whatsapp, line, or instagram? If you do, lets chat and maybe talk.... Ive been feeling lonely lately, i can take calls too. (Serious pls)",1.6846551724137946,4.448609793103447,2.699568965517244,88.62107758620691,89.0,5.658620689655173,21.04310344827585,7.1686216300943375,0.9799586206896556,120,4,22,2,4,38,26,29,0.086,0.862,0.052000000000000005,-0.25,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273016934313641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319403959491547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436891316222374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366701493880216,0.0,0.0,0.6648273818397559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32658396599038875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444177666182357,0.26128491986273844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SordidStan,2019/04/14,"Holidays Easter has come and I see now clearer than ever that the majority of people I usually interact with don't have anything to do with me in their free time.

 I have managed to waste my first proper day of easter by sleeping until 13:49 and forcing myself to get out of bed just to end up lumbering around on the main street trying to feel like I'm actually a part of the larger human community outside of my four walls and failing at it. My evening was spent listening to Death Grips and trying to talk to the few people I had met over the years on sites like omegle etc. which also proved to be a wasted attempt at garnering conversation. I can't imagine the following weeks to go any better but I can still hope, can't I ?",9.558298850574717,6.575400151724138,9.703965517241382,68.53341954022989,61.27586206896552,12.701149425287356,38.64942528735632,10.864195022040775,4.03132183908046,582,21,110,11,6,195,102,145,0.06,0.848,0.092,0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,4,7,6,0,0,8,0,11,1,1,0,2,16,22,7,1,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,9,0,0,3,1,2,3,3,1,0,2,4,4,13,6,29,17,5,26,0,1,1,0,7,12,0,1,13,81,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.20240950253973536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658716529980433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105097284022575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068688121055384,0.184645497951033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834438713721523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786717598227428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337670905251691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371028837563144,0.0,0.2313252755528701,0.13699726388412994,0.18762095067358125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487649059918612,0.14817906162329114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642916974698736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836705232388057,0.0,0.117880111918773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060123202931235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266736967581564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461287641952346,0.0,0.2875942752343906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652848464172837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756723585605386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656438366823262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671428261284768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209467781224524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816456550263753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284410080532503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637776031235088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357003185256822
lonely,crystalfrozen2,2018/12/19,"Lonely/confused/lost/advice? hello, im a 14 year old girl, i struggle through social anxiety. I’ve always been bullied as a kid, for no reason at all. I just never communicated to anyone as a kid around other kids. i was shy. i’ve struggled through social anxiety, i went to school 2 years ago but now im homeschooled, girls never liked me 2 years ago in school, they always had bad things to say behind my back, which is strange because everything about me was on point and i also looked good. Now I had to be homeschooled because of this anxiety, i would always get panic attacks, so they told me i had to be homeschooled until i got better so i can go to a regular school again. Just a few weeks ago i had one of my closest friends online have a fight with me over something really unnecessary, so now im actually figuring out that im really lonely, all i do is go to the gym ( a gym inside my house ) I eat healthy , sleep, play video games , watch movies. Same thing over and over again. I have no one to interact with because i don’t have friends now. So if anyone wants to be online friends ( just to talk or etc ) that would help me a lot, I really don’t want to be like this forever. if I go outside , i feel like people are laughing at me. I always wear a black hoodie , and i always cover my face. Also, if anyone has advice that would be helpful also! ",3.2118387208898165,4.549670722627738,4.743826903023983,84.29093673965937,73.52554744525548,7.262843239485575,25.45637817170664,7.793537801064563,1.3745911018421968,1054,34,212,14,21,354,142,274,0.14400000000000002,0.695,0.161,0.9026,0,4,1,0,1,0,39.0,0,0,2,1,19,17,2,3,10,0,26,4,3,1,4,29,37,18,0,8,8,0,1,3,3,3,0,1,0,5,9,7,1,0,3,5,0,4,6,7,0,2,10,5,32,10,32,19,6,33,0,1,3,0,21,11,0,5,21,146,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.08256743624672674,0.0,0.0,0.16536038906178674,0.2250057465832331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298845106888966,0.3520126894716821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941799169928086,0.0,0.0,0.1774844427001402,0.0,0.0,0.07532109505246236,0.0,0.09625641773355907,0.0,0.06506008905812427,0.07064605659639409,0.15473293935773486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483092426156962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657744796154783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943628372275583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604227146420857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04278150404341218,0.06044560690167725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610909667808568,0.0,0.04420538350091143,0.0,0.14425793013892108,0.07096709555828061,0.06767057688875577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342498554253315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762891275871392,0.0,0.0,0.36557452245645067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400893916812045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105133256659228,0.0,0.09236212461806713,0.07193264146084337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305133408654513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878426463865181,0.0,0.1146682422320258,0.0,0.0,0.09927194307122934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865812051160375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998407095083912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626105518577671,0.08699346824526974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728549730256084,0.0,0.2568903868073637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467139288625825,0.17249906749165156,0.0,0.06513713365490156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690608848875394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800654479328519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242263192101952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084875641067142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981068048914823,0.0,0.06786926969877022,0.0,0.0,0.0784345849727121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803141637637503,0.0,0.0,0.1634587549163383
lonely,callmehalleluja,2018/12/19,"My New Year Plan I will be alone at home, drinking and smoking and hopefully I'll be able to cry for once.",1.3169565217391297,2.8449817826086985,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,79.0,6.339130434782609,24.54347826086957,7.1686216300943375,0.7373652173913037,83,3,20,1,2,27,20,23,0.198,0.698,0.105,-0.34,0,1,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,10,2,0,0.33877436301141606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508680710776281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721277301494725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318699030041886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33981830807363705,0.33647938229497115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271903908330997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607836402080257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21815958262556373
lonely,1realMatt9,2018/12/19,i just want someone to talk to theres nothing wrong with my life. Good family ok friends but theres just but this one girl that ive liked for ages. we used to talk lots. we even considered going out as a couple once but i decided it was too soon. but now she doesnt even want to know me. its made me cry almost every night. i just want someone to talk to,-1.047402597402595,1.0482712727272734,0.9322077922077908,100.84688311688316,96.012987012987,4.358441558441558,14.792207792207792,6.1124844417494595,-0.785379220779221,276,6,67,3,11,90,54,77,0.052000000000000005,0.757,0.191,0.7164,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,0,20,10,5,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,10,4,10,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,5,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852824586282507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083205292269306,0.20680908535833908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248705124374547,0.0,0.1586281498599833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774870589793509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545927772163597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699990300842843,0.15791448693766816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346993478556986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298281060680878,0.09198069354238574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600629993520271,0.0,0.17814849541141614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766814868462671,0.0,0.18065305224125805,0.0,0.0,0.2005046348298309,0.12757867922919205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190462585932596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539801951151755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260745052157907,0.0,0.0,0.3331449373054751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584700522161134,0.0,0.0
lonely,FAonceandforever,2018/12/19,"No one ever texts me first I feel like there must be something wrong with me, because in order to get *anyone* to talk to me, I have to text them first. Family, friends (I only know people from online), women on dating apps. The only texts I get first are from businesses confirming an appointment or asking for feedback. I hate that no one wants to talk to me and I have to reach out to them.",2.498351648351644,4.460269641025644,3.7326373626373615,88.14807692307693,76.94871794871796,6.508424908424907,20.117216117216124,7.447530270364453,0.5870600732600733,304,7,61,4,7,99,52,78,0.133,0.787,0.08,-0.6705,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,3,2,4,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,9,12,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,0,1,12,2,15,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,6,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493585125861735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937799634103007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635671015656633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749773406470094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195406290308404,0.0,0.10480761489273384,0.14808174774968202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5289399094032189,0.0,0.0,0.16014495937887852,0.0,0.21659176851041864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464729500758566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139163397667937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126713580398468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28091824354949285,0.3152934224060634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437027014915906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595752129797014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33320959214745743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225983631002335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266294787505011,0.0,0.0
lonely,imrevolting,2018/12/19,"I’m leaning on my friendships too hard I can feel it. I’m texting too much. I’m writing too much. I’m emailing too much. I’m being too much and I’m embarrassed by it.

I’m keeping myself busy, and I just want to share. I want to hear about other people’s lives, projects, and goals.

How are you all? What are some of your hobbies, projects, and goals? How are they coming along?

I’ve got a new task of figuring what dessert to bring to Christmas lunch. Something not too elaborate, a bit pretty, and most of all delicious. I’m sensing maybe some kind of gingerbread cake or flakey pastry to pair with post-lunch coffee. Will be looking through my favorite cookbooks tomorrow!

What are you all up to?",1.6201086956521742,4.160367876811595,2.395489130434786,93.2501902173913,84.0,5.189130434782608,25.29166666666667,6.6274283507984215,0.9398536231884059,549,23,111,6,16,171,83,138,0.028999999999999998,0.833,0.139,0.9315,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,1,2,10,3,0,1,2,0,8,2,0,2,3,25,25,8,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,8,2,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,10,2,17,21,11,6,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,4,2,69,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263344481546912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785836436096979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482476827217592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580886296120312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571365233021175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23365923971565314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427122966085915,0.0,0.2158868247868596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306307443269265,0.0,0.17409251119747002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082759318519274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6096019529284681,0.0,0.0,0.20022626241238456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437262206506523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855060519042486,0.21091403730124028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960132991958784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244559692028272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,maybecrazy77,2018/12/19,"Always lonely in a relationship I’m in a relationship I get nearly nothing out of. He’s always sleeping, tired, or angry, and I’m always sad, depressed, anxious and alone. I work alone, come home to be alone with our 1 year old, and then he gets home tired and wants to relax and not talk about things and then he’s asleep. Im also tired and work hard but I’m frustrated and I’ve begged him for what I need and he says I’m whiny and bitchy. I know none of this is ok and yet I’m paralyzed. There is so much more to this story, I guess part of me is too lazy and part of me is embarrassed to give it all. Any time I think I have support to help me stay steady and leave, either someone tried to have sex with me or they disappear. I have begun to feel worthless. I’m too anxious to go out unless it’s to take my 1 year old out (sometimes I can’t even do that) and when I can I can’t talk to people. I was never like this before, I was super extroverted. I cry all the time. I feel dazed and disconnected and I want to run away. Like, serious impulse. I’m lost.  I have 3 adult kids. They don’t understand and they’re mad at me. That hurts and makes me retreat more. I really want to be better, for me and my kids, especially the baby, but so far none of my tricks have worked, and neither has the shrink. Ambien is hit and miss for sleep. I need help. Anyone have advice/suggestions/comisery? ",0.7501251422070538,2.762681583617752,2.6770204778156987,93.26517804323095,82.99317406143345,5.81792946530148,18.299089874857792,7.0316486544052195,0.04375458475540395,1076,25,246,14,30,359,152,293,0.223,0.6679999999999999,0.109,-0.9814,0,5,0,1,0,0,40.0,1,0,2,6,10,20,3,1,5,1,21,7,3,1,3,49,50,32,0,5,7,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,2,3,9,27,0,0,5,1,0,4,8,13,0,0,3,4,33,7,32,44,11,26,0,7,0,1,19,9,0,3,14,149,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30827533372204696,0.0,0.07934345534205509,0.24766840343748334,0.0,0.0,0.06747067001637642,0.0,0.0,0.22417296690155825,0.0,0.06937453278319229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321723371158487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442599359352412,0.0,0.0,0.08774899359182102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546628999078834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898474351220903,0.0,0.0,0.08545508652879882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553160888257638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033375803382326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367312583195144,0.09517757484656547,0.056387063290759834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092982378490558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887855877771099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300555121748758,0.0,0.19904461906820176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062133904437748,0.0,0.10717092146367684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054526832243811885,0.0,0.0,0.10505602209876587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694440915322967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830660667651286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662278310370214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293559510103152,0.1471356592676916,0.07652193544488378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520097499148544,0.0,0.2082222008002814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488375388232528,0.0,0.06878427724464695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356067545485633,0.0,0.0,0.21304293125739807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890099888365401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857644643853525,0.0,0.08406587795953968,0.0,0.09812772488778644,0.0,0.0,0.10575166264724252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125897880920958,0.0,0.0,0.07459851313501792,0.15949304173789444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591508059910117,0.06357397199390158,0.0,0.0,0.11570795992293452,0.3421045562894438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736153841829946,0.0,0.0,0.10328794863727504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755615111479151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669253430521648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277844365300458
lonely,greenlantern3,2018/12/19,"Anyone else spending the holidays alone? This my 5th year spending Christmas alone. I usually but some Chinese food, watch some basketball, and then go to the movies. What are your Christmas plans?",5.388636363636364,8.943050212121213,3.718409090909091,83.09761363636366,77.18181818181819,6.936363636363637,32.49242424242424,8.07648339933343,3.029551515151516,159,8,24,3,4,45,28,33,0.098,0.8490000000000001,0.053,-0.1431,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6570026727990678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22177862681598734,0.3249869213905359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649619908749858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835335787637625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802598873839284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493273777507505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425259619877606
lonely,scaIIion,2018/12/19,"Just up late... And one thing I have learned that has never changed is the reminder that I am alone. 

As pessimistic as that sounds, well. I don’t know what to make of it yet. I am just reminded, sometimes constantly, and sometimes periodically, that I am..alone. 

Sometimes I savor it. Times like now....I’m not sure. 

Hope everyone is doing well",2.0723437500000017,4.847044046875002,2.8331250000000026,88.99937500000001,85.09375,5.7,25.1875,7.1686216300943375,1.24431875,265,11,52,4,8,83,45,64,0.14,0.755,0.105,-0.2887,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,2,11,11,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,2,6,5,5,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,38,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102235806011345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095021813100557,0.0,0.0,0.2140130511348052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892376221869104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670039593451927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088387064178573,0.0,0.2234000071590704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675331990222524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219457581359614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274220275939684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419838760486513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5876058190631152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866522454941301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157030787625015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547988542549775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35612709183716523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheoryCurry,2018/12/19,"I feel like im priveledged lonely I don't really know where to start or what to say but I always have this feeling inside of me coming back like im almost depressed or lonely. It was gone for a long while with brief comebacks of that feeling. When I feel that I can literally do nothing for hours or I might feel emotional as I am feeling right now, it actually feels pretty empty.

The thing is that I have friends, people who like me and people who do not forget me. People who admire me people that say hello first but not that much on my free time I have people contacting.

 But overall my interactions each day have always been positive. I've had relationships but still I have this feeling and I am feeling it now. My family loves me, they say they do but I do not know if I have gotten the affection I want. Some things I will not bring up have argued against this, actions speak larger then words for me. I actually don't know what it is or not, lately I have had my best friend talking to me more too like checking up on me you know just general talking. I still can not help but feel like I am lonely in some way and I think I push away people from me cause I find it boring messaging with other on my free time nowadays and rather spend it playing games, painting, netflix or whatever that occupies my time (when not socialising). 

I had one of my good friends tell me I have a wall up and everytime something gets serious I just joke it away and have always been doing that for the last 6-7 years she has known me.

I do not know if the things I have written here have any connections but I felt like venting all the thoughts that correlated in my mind and the thoughts that poppes up while thinking about my emotional state.

Thanks for reading.",4.048169761273211,5.440471597701151,4.7868965517241415,84.58237400530506,71.52873563218391,7.7676392572944275,26.89036251105217,8.263242389622931,1.6794306808134394,1388,47,277,21,26,447,166,348,0.063,0.69,0.247,0.9972,0,6,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,2,15,25,1,0,8,0,36,1,0,2,1,70,66,27,0,4,25,0,11,6,3,2,0,4,0,0,28,11,0,0,22,5,4,6,10,7,0,2,12,15,52,20,28,52,7,43,0,4,0,1,26,14,0,11,27,206,80,1,0.0,0.0,0.16515538348457462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473550532852048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123384725453512,0.0,0.0,0.05754504412589684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590080497473998,0.06506817000970562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880430637296371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692886898720856,0.0,0.07289332427857731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054573413935848,0.0,0.07288376896047549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037401526138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977295690127552,0.0,0.4278681782745024,0.12090622939985148,0.08124923599092412,0.0,0.07734187595405903,0.0719784071938733,0.0,0.0,0.19613345490042844,0.0,0.04421087414146968,0.0,0.0,0.07097591020442355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671953688870904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333444005570155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828099647785748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325268866274737,0.06897724421594527,0.09545594549391123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248048684019036,0.0,0.0,0.07488674299800846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637357363340103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976929371972152,0.08544288287906597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220602281582044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811959375145338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734124244436342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35199243774372485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860897728657854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846436971706378,0.0,0.054210249769770257,0.0,0.0,0.09085106815258943,0.0,0.07226569877402055,0.0,0.20188156399966856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514522417600034,0.0,0.0,0.05989503606871097,0.0,0.13515655651470876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602998343358613,0.07396230689845616,0.07790746124990967,0.0,0.0,0.16865489348408733,0.10844318050375487,0.0,0.1343589220890553,0.14802920271578696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991153886255952,0.0671680503459115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05449301924035693
lonely,hithereimokay,2018/12/19,"Ever just want to talk with ANYBODY? A stranger on the street, someone you just met, literally anyone? I miss simple back and forth",2.9800000000000004,5.980140333333335,3.2633333333333354,85.915,83.16666666666666,4.866666666666667,24.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.9780166666666674,104,4,18,1,3,32,23,24,0.084,0.86,0.055999999999999994,-0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679998528499458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40469073518028176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760667422609545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.445930653190751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230184589030873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31042424204116315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheHumbleTortoise,2018/12/19,"I'm the disposable friend. Recently it started to dawn on me that I was disposable for in my group. Sure I am part of the group chat and go to the parties, but if I wasn't there nothing much would change. People do like to be around me, yeah I'm there and might crack a few jokes and that's cool but I end up just feeling like background decorations.

 No one ever messages me, I had a short conversation with someone I had done my best to help with some personal stuff the night before. That was it, the first messages I've received personally in... Ages. And I realised how much I clung to that, that I had a chat with someone. How pathetic, I even instigated it and I never instigate conversations. I just wish someone would want to talk to me.

Anyway that's my rant, I just really wanted to tell someone this, anyone.",2.0293355119825733,4.432285092592596,3.495606390704431,86.97375816993467,80.79012345679013,6.774727668845316,24.344226579520697,7.928766900206844,1.4490583877995644,643,24,130,12,17,211,94,162,0.064,0.723,0.213,0.9702,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,11,7,0,0,8,2,13,0,0,2,3,28,21,10,0,6,6,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,11,9,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,2,7,2,20,7,18,10,6,16,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,3,10,98,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579136424154843,0.0,0.0,0.13468765961470458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874380095098867,0.0,0.1587783440826971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005365346174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483080034443356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400548111396746,0.0,0.0,0.09993117108690558,0.13685807139263212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650102073517097,0.10808761240004293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286943479514943,0.0,0.0,0.11689277416164215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598637153703836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014121331740786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783351884995713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050370064745045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244347595452796,0.0,0.11669065895430808,0.0,0.0,0.14198330600806974,0.0,0.1451749023369976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252371641441424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384143117475464,0.0,0.10489126536997853,0.2642158667909897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692563392819924,0.0,0.14938892442469745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127785980654781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708979140969513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320047852219742,0.0,0.0,0.14259695832932695,0.0,0.0,0.12160792869926168,0.13224147672019235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847944125441856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398570158137167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495609515330286,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Qdr-91,2018/12/19,"The question always is, it is me? or them? I'm very distant from the people around me. all of them are grouped up, and I'm left out, lonely, and isolated. I can't laugh with them or talk about what I'm passionate about. it's either that they judge or I judge.

if it's them and not me, it means one day I might find people to call friends.

if it's me, it means probably I will not. it means that till death I will be burden by my own existence. never to be relieved.

​",0.2754635463546329,2.3422181485148563,2.01071107110711,97.00060306030605,85.33663366336634,5.2568856885688575,19.082808280828086,6.574015621080383,-0.0736613861386135,367,10,86,4,11,120,61,101,0.163,0.775,0.062,-0.8614,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,5,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,2,22,15,9,1,2,8,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,15,4,12,10,3,7,0,1,0,1,10,4,0,7,3,63,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666673427812575,0.20400480607139435,0.2287847387178152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761199719578376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19225823389777044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142711006113305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208746542497375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546716002814494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045702853485362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6152869189424123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973875780299255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521563784963348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758559260226418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610637756621266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203001172112232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109203134422845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133493196358433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535338719568226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287847387178152,0.0
lonely,barakupara,2018/12/19,"Why are you lonely ? My reason is that I can either be connected deeply to a person, or have no connection at all. I avoid a casual friendship or date, cuz to me its only a waste of time. If a person wouldn't be 100% committed to me, I dont think its worth to have any relation. Do you think this is selfish ?  


What are your reasons for being lonely guys ?",2.2029223744292206,3.675850684931511,4.349520547945208,85.54884703196348,76.39726027397259,7.606392694063928,21.755707762557076,8.344100000000001,1.1750200913242017,272,7,57,5,6,94,53,73,0.248,0.6920000000000001,0.06,-0.9122,0,5,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,0,13,0,0,3,2,13,15,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,9,1,7,11,2,3,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,3,2,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529108147284226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193364955811313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697912508003626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072281041787057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758260792533638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5602955448931325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34917957747907497,0.0,0.0,0.15888128148077535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24586463204068704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ValleyOTomorrow,2019/02/14,"Idk anymore Numbness. I can feel it,
The only thing that I'm feeling. 
I wish someone was here,
Wish that I could be more,
Than full of despair. 

No, I did this to myself,
I don't let anyone in.
I don't feel anything 
Should I live or die?
I don't know anymore",-0.9450000000000004,1.0802645000000022,1.4371428571428595,99.00785714285715,91.5,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-0.6022214285714282,196,7,46,0,7,66,40,56,0.217,0.657,0.126,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,0,0,9,17,1,1,4,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,3,9,0,4,11,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640339091118658,0.16358427993515576,0.0,0.1925220934511328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679118055340774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428046488220179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548786183348738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285735879133737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392311885090971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658339943134765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793060524602328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982262879680209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542693498736024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5380651987286441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,92grocerybags,2019/02/14,"r/lonely discord chat hello to all you wonderful people on this lonely valentine's day! if you don't want to cry alone this year, come cry with us! link is below!!

https://discord.gg/NhCnBxM
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lonely,OddRamos,2019/02/14,"Hello good people Just here to collect some ears (eyes?) 
I know today is Valentine’s Day (gross) and many of us can’t help but feel lonely. 

But hey that doesn’t mean we don’t have love. Spend some time today doing what you love today, no matter what it is (legal and moral I suppose but I won’t judge). I’ll be grabbing my guitar when I press send. 

Be well, everybody

You are loved ",0.6064838255977527,2.859327341772154,2.023206751054854,96.19137834036572,85.70886075949366,4.017440225035162,15.106891701828413,5.033348758259628,-0.990646694796062,296,5,64,1,9,95,61,79,0.067,0.662,0.271,0.9612,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,2,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,11,5,2,0,0,13,17,6,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,1,1,5,2,1,0,0,5,9,5,2,14,2,7,1,1,1,3,11,0,0,2,6,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496148198169675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058129211059011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552528484747418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026890025268018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500901613640707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5666215436284788,0.0,0.0,0.21216637484261308,0.0,0.2279557790749617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508108624737645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220266984370594,0.0,0.5950889043985238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25172538011800155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815836663137825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kissmylifeaway,2019/02/14,"I'll send anyone a VDay message who comments on here I'm a 24 years old girl. Most of my life I was alone on Valentine's Day and was called fat/ugly until at 21 I was suddenly noticed by men and women as being very beautiful (I lost a lot of weight).

I spent last Valentine's Day with an abusive childhood best friend who assaulted me and raped my soul. 

I want to send some nice messages to someone because this day shouldn't make anyone more lonely or more traumatized.",5.078771929824561,5.5404638421052645,5.490263157894738,83.90100877192985,68.47368421052633,8.017543859649122,30.570175438596486,7.793537801064563,1.9512807017543865,375,14,74,4,6,120,71,95,0.20800000000000002,0.647,0.145,-0.7818,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,7,2,0,4,0,5,3,0,1,0,11,10,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,4,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,0,0,5,1,8,3,11,3,6,14,1,2,0,1,12,3,0,4,9,42,11,0,0.0,0.2594640701802725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22680473740297266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062419396395689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334925888549641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298135977981236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361045614227035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236859600496283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918899829752024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850382832664385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467716373795956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390504409453188,0.1861751202744905,0.0,0.0,0.14617568307294482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493184240227132,0.2297902706183953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855471776962364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068740708678746,0.12916434783547606,0.0,0.0,0.26666746264833663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102060269367153
lonely,Reid_ballantyne,2019/02/14,A date The buffet close by me is going to open soon and that’s where you can find me. Here’s to the 6th Valentines date alone. Let’s get drunk. ,0.3883333333333319,2.004867000000001,1.4762500000000005,103.47708333333335,82.125,4.266666666666667,13.791666666666664,3.1291,-1.6496583333333334,112,1,29,0,3,35,26,32,0.145,0.855,0.0,-0.5267,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5497200520852159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851162857184694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27730663094616725,0.0,0.3016501417243819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427506592322944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UnluckyScorpion,2019/02/14,"It sure is lonely today. Every human on earth is celebrating love and their loved ones and I'm just sitting here sipping on cheap wine, waiting for the next round of CS GO to begin. But it's alright. I arrived alone, I'll leave alone, and I'll be alone in between. It's alright. ",1.4163157894736855,3.6757519473684224,3.0202631578947354,90.32934210526315,82.15789473684211,4.5017543859649125,23.535087719298247,5.46131890053228,0.3490140350877189,219,8,44,1,6,72,43,57,0.14300000000000002,0.59,0.267,0.8859999999999999,0,5,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,1,7,9,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,5,7,8,0,8,0,1,1,2,4,3,0,0,3,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7234927154878148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618768279009047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233504298270596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246556433136863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42031567801381625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476405290202481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577864047048911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194600641054632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071627803722035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ienjoyeatingbeans,2019/02/14,"Reminder: if you're having a hard time today stay off social media I deleted facebook years ago but I have snapchat, and I'll be putting it down today. ",2.5669999999999997,4.955867033333334,3.256666666666668,89.525,78.66666666666666,4.0,26.66666666666667,3.1291,0.5606666666666671,121,5,22,0,3,38,27,30,0.048,0.9520000000000001,0.0,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934868125587133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965870641931281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328317993736004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374993900572297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35289248148737284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305828429975305,0.0,0.6276595988718904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320783888275527
lonely,SoneAnna,2019/02/14,"Birthday party My birthday is at the end of March. I know this sounds silly but I'm really hoping I can make some friends in time to have a party. 

It's been about 3 years since I've hung out with anyone who wasn't family, and I have plenty of online friends, but they live too far away to travel just for a party. I'm in a wheelchair, so it's really difficult for me to leave the house on a regular basis and meet people.

I joined Meetup, but I'm not that optimistic :( if anyone in Chicago wants to go to an awkward cripple's birthday party let me know, I guess, lmfao. Mainly just venting, though. This is really frustrating and it makes me feel so lonely.",3.4070149253731365,4.6330043283582105,5.046447761194031,82.74892537313436,72.88059701492537,7.748059701492537,23.84776119402985,8.238735603445708,1.4110770149253742,516,14,101,8,10,175,87,134,0.12,0.659,0.221,0.9474,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,1,1,7,0,8,0,0,2,0,21,20,10,0,3,7,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,2,10,4,18,17,2,14,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,4,4,66,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862171791970833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922922765394758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127505527679166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294272853733435,0.0,0.1034862652424272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162519013619748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631751271555052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225464821695691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328145515986104,0.0,0.2361593353713292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496030588270105,0.0,0.0,0.21671380762120354,0.0,0.20928684583317408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072554978272576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732348921613172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189098662184216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933465893039738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693034434469971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010852219883861,0.0,0.11934352770089952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071845983542145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317994496742017
lonely,Fizdip,2019/02/14,"Ever fall in love with someone that just gives you the time of day? Maybe you're on a train, at a restaurant, walking past someone and they look at you and smile or just acknowledge your presence and because you have experienced such a lack of kindness and/or appreciation from anyone in your life you immediately fall in ""love"" with them and begin to overthink scenarios of different outcomes if you were actually confident and more attractive.

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Same lul.",10.791296296296297,10.322581925925927,9.497623456790127,63.03680555555556,56.90123456790123,12.544444444444444,43.70679012345679,11.698219412168324,5.321293827160495,380,19,59,9,4,118,59,81,0.025,0.763,0.21100000000000002,0.9524,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,7,2,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,15,7,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,4,13,6,3,14,0,0,1,2,12,6,0,2,5,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.21894956188329898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431012567646241,0.27263013348520226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688243346596473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367718752949822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469797858991204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344154774266901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295255131139048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523301064934536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336434214178695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847685576563791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884115438705616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049994649567532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22540653587787296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418343013132907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802104021936023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083004379159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27263013348520226,0.0
lonely,SadnessSideAccount21,2019/02/14,First Valentine's day single in 2 years I was with someone from June 2016 to November 2018. That's 2 valentines days where I had someone to spend time with. Today I'm just studying and lying around. Fml,1.763249999999999,4.461178825000005,2.2800000000000007,92.965,85.75,4.2,23.0,5.6839178017228535,0.3575999999999997,163,6,31,1,5,50,33,40,0.096,0.904,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,7,1,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207162654701825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646880881701352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064450802708679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6105104114773752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007606159111716,0.0,0.34149339156598885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320017670067939
lonely,DrSuperZeco,2019/02/14,"Sad on a Valentine’s Day?! No one deserve love and good treat more than yourself. Be your own valentines. Buy yourself flowers, a box of chocolates, take yourself out on dinner. You deserve it. 

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lonely,nemofoot,2019/02/14,Worst day of the year Nothing we can do except keep our heads up and get through today. Roll on tomorrow ASAP!,0.8625757575757582,3.416704954545456,2.2881818181818185,91.71893939393942,90.36363636363636,4.751515151515153,20.96969696969697,6.42735559955562,0.4724969696969703,87,3,17,1,3,28,22,22,0.17300000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.0,-0.6588,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295409216627475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23931615698259334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470099181636931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40714258455466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395185597642441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341849849571925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29497403523963034
lonely,Ch3feroni,2019/02/14,"[OFFER] Let me make you a really decent Valentine. Hi, hello, let me start this off by saying if you’re expecting something elaborate let me stop you here because these, well they aren’t the best. I’m not an artist, or even a calligraphist for that matter.  In fact I am probably the least qualified to do anything related to art but here the fuck I am, lonely as shit and time on my hands.

Anyway, if you like what you see down below, send me a request and I’ll get to you as fast as possible. Even provide a small description about yourself so I can make it more personal to you. 

https://imgur.com/gallery/JELMw2d

Try it out, don’t try it out, the offers out there if you need a little pick me up during the holiday.

Enjoy! (Or don’t!)

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lonely,nandunnnn,2019/02/14,Sad Please chat with me 😭😭 because I feel so lonely and scared,2.391428571428573,3.0852867142857145,3.3557142857142854,95.93928571428572,74.71428571428571,5.6000000000000005,21.142857142857142,3.1291,-0.4106285714285711,50,1,12,0,1,16,13,14,0.48,0.40399999999999997,0.11599999999999999,-0.8023,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620726404111494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003241364260465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6519899644852679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5946578027371262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ImpurestClaw,2019/02/14,"I suck? If anything is wrong in my life, I blame myself first. So it’s usually pretty difficult for me to feel sorry for myself. I always believe I’m not doing what it takes to get what I want. But I’ve been trying. Really trying. 

And yet, I hate myself because I really believe deep down I am at fault. I’m depressed. 

Does anyone else ever have a sudden realization of their loneliness and go completely weak? 

I’m an INTJ. There’s something wrong with me. I usually find whatever is in my own head to be more interesting than the outside world. It’s difficult for me to really connect with anyone. But when I do l, I cherish it. I loathe artificial relationships and small talk. I’m a 25 year old guy with a solid finance job, a cute dog, living on my own in a cool apartment that nobody ever gets to see. I truly don’t mean to be arrogant but I’m extremely attractive. In a unique way. I know this. I appreciate it but hardly value it. I place much more value on what’s between your ears. I believe I’m quite personable with people. I’m not awkward and I can totally make people laugh when we talk. I’m good at picking up feelings and people don’t seem to feel uncomfortable with me. 

I ask people to do things and they decline. I ask girls out and I always end up ghosted. I have no friends in a city I’ve lived in for 8 years. I’m really starting to dislike my job. I’m unhappy. I’ve been in a rut. I take myself out of my comfort zone and talk to girls, ask them out. It just doesn’t go well. Ever. And I never connect with anybody. 

My parents are constantly calling to check in, see if I’ve met anyone. Every time surprised when I say I haven’t. So much of it makes me feel like there’s just something wrong with me,

I want to share my day with someone. And I want them to share it with me. I want genuine affection and connection. I crave it. I am so goddamn lonely and I don’t know how much longer I can take it. 

Please any advice helps. Thank you. ",0.471533138007679,2.805621878712873,2.9888765407152964,88.31890381895334,87.63861386138613,5.872216609416044,21.36370984037179,7.290443533043144,0.9088192160032332,1525,53,314,26,49,526,192,404,0.128,0.685,0.187,0.9747,3,2,2,0,0,0,51.0,1,2,4,2,16,27,2,1,10,1,21,4,2,5,5,58,62,25,1,6,10,1,5,1,1,0,2,2,0,4,17,25,0,0,9,0,2,2,9,12,1,1,3,10,57,15,49,57,8,46,0,2,2,0,26,23,1,3,21,201,74,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066259095843771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137369079713156,0.0,0.0,0.056133828856286816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315337831792826,0.08457770729278373,0.06792798365694176,0.0,0.2315069392661611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031902285678238,0.0,0.0,0.279001824125302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428827210672543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654747606708277,0.08920245323991301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323507392358693,0.0,0.07109639197213352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223619827433304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895624479918036,0.0,0.07311088806525308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240016241552876,0.06954821607890851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695011330439447,0.05897058288757062,0.0,0.0,0.07544516985217714,0.07021323299239086,0.0,0.0,0.06377451471630856,0.0,0.08625332312595277,0.0,0.09382511718658984,0.06923532090127145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173310760005897,0.0,0.0,0.0739446311443255,0.08149667637204037,0.08471558528730136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055328566080389975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638275135457981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907297902483163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830438831333841,0.0403276036139881,0.0,0.14577852888276374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101996388075856,0.0,0.0,0.08991634184937444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204150982667008,0.0,0.06366424443350484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661770648613247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165710426191967,0.0,0.0,0.2289068625473692,0.07207562146503288,0.08624256808044163,0.09061026507850076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397853628805932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779739108441997,0.0,0.0,0.2115232634925307,0.0,0.0,0.0886230671737942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656435628525714,0.0,0.0,0.13155628911308695,0.07514640098779769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994060685760076,0.12709524930416585,0.0,0.09240302503766386,0.05842619038863669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619202247012698,0.19904104494242886,0.0,0.07599688492483313,0.0,0.0,0.054839619237517866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813299481128324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208606845467008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182460129990366,0.0,0.1947501004142229,0.06552084371469045,0.0,0.0,0.0742183948329882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27075191908218244,0.0,0.10631330160103054
lonely,Quinquagintatuplet1,2019/02/14,"My diary entries from a year ago *February 12, 2018*

*My friend has been moaning about Valentines Day for the past 2 weeks because everyone will be happy and with their lovers. She has a crush but she always chickens out when she tries to confess with him. I told her to bake cookies and when she met up with her friends, she would give the cookies out to all the lonely people with the line, ""Here, this cookie will be your date!""*

*She's doing it.*

Pro tip: If you're single, bake a cookie for yourself. If you have single friends who are also lonely, bake it for them also. It'll make you feel better and the cookie will be your date.

Fun fact: In South Korea, there is an unofficial holiday held on April 14th called ""Black Day."" It is a day where singles dress in black and moan about being single while eating *Jajangmyeon*, noodles that are often dipped in dark sauce. I've heard that some restaurants in South Korea even serve the noodles free on Black Day. ",2.7128661327231107,5.238594554347827,2.80858123569794,92.17509153318079,79.0,4.74324942791762,20.55377574370709,5.750287758089431,-0.002267391304347832,754,20,145,4,19,228,117,184,0.054000000000000006,0.79,0.156,0.9740000000000001,0,4,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,4,2,1,11,10,0,0,11,0,18,5,0,1,2,22,25,12,0,3,3,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,8,10,4,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,18,9,22,11,6,26,1,2,3,1,26,12,0,4,14,99,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830692825168242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036754677492988,0.15798576357340122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157420471170972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792321785488476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938769198551791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897977810008648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428282890838625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540632301674248,0.0,0.0,0.1814274442019422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600319512999754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400756891587814,0.0,0.0,0.18213912184799266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211849961755124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673866723780675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125092317770733,0.1316308791696529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814274442019422,0.0,0.12890821681071254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523010209180525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348771019593555,0.0,0.0,0.12226905913994802
lonely,ABirdInFlight,2019/02/14,"Not looking forward to being questioned on valentine's day I don't want family members / coworkers asking me if I have a valentine. I don't like talking about my personal life in certain social situations, especially my love life. I'm upset about not having one this year and embarrassed that I've never had a serious relationship as a pretty 22 year old woman. Just want tomorrow to be over ",8.212534246575341,8.191572684931508,9.308321917808216,60.83179794520548,61.87671232876714,12.231506849315071,40.16780821917809,11.698219412168324,5.25461917808219,318,16,48,9,4,110,57,73,0.149,0.7020000000000001,0.149,0.449,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,3,0,7,3,0,0,2,10,13,3,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,1,6,3,8,10,0,10,0,0,1,1,8,4,0,2,8,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858546022838732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079133054194813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041997091384455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303008953391278,0.11423019746812453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963457103310588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110271642518425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033254053250253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453495082637389,0.0,0.1584390936817362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041582374047317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23787391076075926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26192630860006866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510298048055091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628178539795568,0.0,0.2383449452292096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879316384683391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758202872676689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011383853009715
lonely,LemonLordTheGreat,2019/02/14,"Valentine matching Okay so I’ve just had an idea for all those lonely people on Valentine’s Day. What if we just did a thing so we wouldn’t feel alone that day? Like just comment “Alone” if you don’t have a valentine and the first person to reply with “Valentine” is your valentine and you guys can message I guess. Disregard any race, sex, etc. It can just be more of a friendly valentine thing and us loners need to feel cared about. 

Just try it and see if it works out. ",2.851710526315792,4.608107894736842,2.952828947368424,95.04292763157898,75.31578947368422,5.171052631578949,23.453947368421048,5.148860815047168,0.09671052631578902,370,11,79,1,8,112,66,95,0.106,0.7859999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.2911,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,3,3,0,2,8,5,0,0,5,1,9,1,0,0,1,24,15,9,0,5,8,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,8,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,7,4,8,11,3,5,0,1,1,1,11,2,0,4,4,55,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479661639786192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470661479628226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204943797332372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789432831493447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411902344022476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21869798093137066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395306221928265,0.0,0.0,0.16708413462295674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382379012344702,0.2141342135514305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24413442407478156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565510033646312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035615646930482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149929424034499,0.1888323712609489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233348476618526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28735084427102625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682827328711076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601375701833759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744192404805904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kingshit1998,2018/12/06,Wanting to get more views on Snapchat Do you guys think maybe 10 of you could drop your snaps and we could get more views together? I really hate seeing my views only show 40 wishing I could be like the cool kids that get 100+,1.3082978723404253,3.57019131914894,1.884510638297872,98.294,82.61702127659575,5.4621276595744686,17.910638297872342,6.742157984588678,-0.2286391489361703,180,4,41,2,5,55,38,47,0.11800000000000001,0.753,0.129,-0.10099999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,13,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,2,3,9,2,2,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,1,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6163657426065955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033293427193375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25479490236453445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540578513282065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257173271289434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585202845318081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570932865599786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485072833988318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505687856646032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648852141934447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177855791111938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29591418146061904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tokyokyotonagoya,2018/12/06,"Where is the magic in the world? Just listening to Ghibli soundtracks and thinking about how I just want to cuddle, delicately kiss with somebody. I’m tired of tinder and all that shallowness, going to awkward dates that never get anywhere. Time is passing by and I seem to waste it. I do various activities but by the end of the day, I’m still not sure if I use it properly.",3.8159360730593583,5.689498287671236,5.319383561643836,78.59542237442923,72.97260273972603,8.702283105022829,28.605022831050228,9.2995712137729,2.6831022831050224,297,12,55,7,6,100,53,73,0.105,0.8320000000000001,0.063,-0.4666,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,2,3,17,12,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,11,12,2,11,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,6,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292854483363913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148913209433142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574813939231946,0.0,0.20205413906460296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27420427458946617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236583509977869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839242537813964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350799101466028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278072917525027,0.0,0.0,0.207310603361226,0.4086258889721186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070611047006242,0.0,0.0,0.20969898600651565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThreatenMe,2018/12/06,Loveless Man I wish I had someone to like or something like that. At the moment I don't really have someone I like and it kinda sucks going on dating apps cause if you're a dude and you're average or below average looks you aren't getting any matches I would like to meet someone but I'm not the type to just go and talk to someone and it's not like I go out a lot I just work and go home,0.023678160919541117,1.8868826321839087,2.557011494252876,93.94747126436785,84.74712643678161,5.2459770114942526,21.160919540229887,6.42735559955562,0.2306919540229884,307,10,71,3,9,106,53,87,0.02,0.826,0.154,0.8175,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,2,6,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,19,14,9,0,3,8,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,1,8,5,8,12,1,10,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,5,7,42,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242955036172976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494489847420534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406053161410796,0.0,0.40927074257484186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805891597676954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43977851486552105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118353430791204,0.0,0.0,0.15305878968507192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533463228892085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6101701753874618,0.13859925950586813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470481307696748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703064919113526,0.0,0.0,0.1310671710403553,0.0,0.0,0.12789125635811593,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,basedapplegoddess,2018/12/06,"Need a hug? Try a steambath I just tried the one at my gym and oh my God it was like being engulfed in a great, big, giant, wall of warmth. Highly recommend it. ",-1.834607843137256,-0.096736617647057,0.8494117647058843,99.06568627450982,106.35294117647058,3.443137254901962,14.490196078431374,5.46131890053228,-0.9069450980392156,121,3,28,1,6,41,30,34,0.0,0.5770000000000001,0.423,0.9485,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,3,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473422123276869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536914868467924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20978629963469544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31839943913931285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29097692131926256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.583077580477662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pollastrofumacanne,2018/12/06,"I feel alone... I'm 24, M, only child, in my life, since I was 14, I always had a LOT of friends, a lot, my family. Then at 22, I've been a coke addict for 2 years, I became an asshole and I ruined my life, now I'm clean from 6 months, ealthy and good loking, but without friends, without a girl, nothing, my old friends replaced me, and now I'm alone, if I want to go out  on Saturday evening, I can't, cause I don't have anyone to go out with. I don't want to beg my old friends for some attention, I'm too proud, I only hope my old friends seeing that I'm changed give me a second chance, becouse be alone is so... Devastating, it hurt so much... I cry alone every night before sleep. ",3.2056462585034002,2.9472088843537416,4.747346938775512,90.11789115646258,72.4013605442177,7.621768707482992,27.217687074829932,6.937597516519254,1.0135523809523803,514,16,125,4,9,174,91,147,0.153,0.625,0.222,0.8474,0,4,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,6,0,9,5,1,1,0,19,22,8,0,4,4,0,1,0,5,0,3,0,1,2,2,6,1,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,3,2,19,8,15,18,4,17,0,2,1,0,8,5,0,5,10,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268712351568166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821377824128719,0.0,0.0,0.09683737372477363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137551013611627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903069645012423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955418342746875,0.12311446962589645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783782094902207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686780564743598,0.0,0.09805505877141824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971258263270436,0.0,0.05884515841996508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495739891826464,0.0,0.0,0.11164217467038716,0.1322827226729732,0.09761391222931737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559146911622073,0.0,0.0,0.12458705642977234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644050859970156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978840051081228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289330083834384,0.0,0.08555259430684924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921462295200536,0.0,0.111669622764864,0.0,0.3663632848831139,0.0,0.0,0.17702426879236285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927396875722702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627062999467152,0.0,0.11646391681262575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372877236720917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437208073227133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494481975529749
lonely,enkhi,2018/12/06,"Been alone for a while, but feeling lonely lately I’m mostly looking to just get a little catharsis. I’ve had relationships, I’ve had a lot of friends. I’ve also pushed a lot of people away for any number of reasons. I’ve always got my dog. I’ve got family, just never wanted to start one of my own. I’ve recently gotten back into dating and realized that it’s gotten harder. Ill be honest trying to find single people that don’t want kids at my age is kinda difficult and has left me feeling like I might actually be alone for a very long time. Sure I’ve met people I could date if I gave up on feeling attraction. (This is not to say they are unattractive, I’m just not attracted to them).  At this point most of my friends have gotten married and had kids and now hang out with other kid people. I really like the vast majority of the life I have. I just wonder if I’m doing something wrong to feel so lonely right now.",3.9565323565323567,4.781296724867727,5.563597883597887,81.06893772893773,71.16931216931215,7.931786731786732,24.59137159137159,8.139509932561175,1.4093757427757423,727,19,143,10,13,248,115,189,0.135,0.698,0.16699999999999998,0.6944,0,6,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,10,12,0,0,7,0,16,2,0,1,2,35,36,10,0,5,9,0,4,2,2,1,2,1,0,3,6,7,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,11,6,13,8,23,21,7,27,0,2,1,0,11,12,0,9,15,92,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.13413232735010558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847155210966365,0.0,0.10991949774526506,0.11437022497468802,0.0,0.0,0.09347137868856673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913971879101435,0.1056913180263279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974342174298453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957654958631287,0.0,0.2779973784208817,0.09819500641371788,0.0,0.0,0.12562770409854712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238856985826374,0.0,0.07181246312000232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986420758154315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505069054801954,0.0,0.14934089017846414,0.0,0.09708569093324797,0.13430321023196418,0.13776198999746364,0.0,0.12163979053011335,0.11542420391987387,0.0,0.0,0.2337118130385481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458137668558177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060106681053369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314034020486514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38116480684678106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993560264501172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805461637923474,0.14132249819562634,0.1357162589338106,0.1475709111799925,0.0,0.11738238451120644,0.0,0.1093065348805659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581647839880944,0.0,0.0,0.09728850994875474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295459204510966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014877084081877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332019179612494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341145218874188,0.16214429655296425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905972277939888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028106743486747,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwawayaccount5215,2018/12/06,"How do you cope when you know nobody truly cares about you? I literally feel like I have nobody right now. I admit I am on very good terms with my mother, and this feels greedy but I want more than one person who cares about my existence. Everyone leaves my texts on read, or gives me one word responses when they do reply. When I express my sadness they don’t respond to my text or they change the subject. I just started college and have zero friends, I really try my hardest to socialize with people but I’ve always been socially awkward so it is hard. When I do have friends I’m the third wheel, when I was in a group chat once they would make plans and not invite me, knowing I was reading said chat. I’m also 18 and I’ve never had a relationship, never had a first kiss, let alone anything sexual, so I feel like a HUGE loser. Everyone else my age I’ve met has been in a handful of relationships or at least has had their first kiss. I’ve tried volunteering or joining clubs to get out of the house and keep busy but my emails don’t even get responded to. I feel like my existence is a big fucking joke. Anyone know how to stop feeling this way? (I don’t want to die or anything, by the way. I’m just upset)",2.041626928471249,4.026255322580647,3.507959326788217,89.11726507713888,78.43548387096773,6.571107994389903,22.879382889200567,7.586124646067393,0.9388602384291724,952,30,201,14,23,313,139,248,0.121,0.726,0.153,0.7494,0,1,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,3,5,4,16,16,1,2,10,0,23,4,1,3,2,39,48,23,1,3,11,1,7,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,4,8,0,2,9,6,0,0,6,5,0,6,9,8,33,11,20,37,3,25,0,2,0,3,28,9,1,5,17,128,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839029020998645,0.0,0.091413360168594,0.09511475927958962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992794269543885,0.0,0.18813415150976331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330925476553165,0.0,0.12092441886727613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863533626168248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549101790001076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755004245704335,0.0,0.0,0.21845547714761604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28899188725377506,0.24498844169185424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944634052512592,0.0,0.0,0.17663065452809887,0.1056773998259306,0.11944411483749574,0.10965620153437916,0.0,0.09587748414593028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239896497809883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189795160097695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160364063576116,0.0,0.0,0.1884647296970232,0.0,0.0,0.12103738039379312,0.0,0.11688932905836945,0.0,0.16753771597262138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763025576044344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632524864122914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121736012444955,0.1549183109461484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924789615720906,0.09981074925869024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286811034943221,0.0,0.0732296683181406,0.0,0.0,0.2454515009769566,0.0,0.0976197891445836,0.1087346233011311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23304852028270434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090893592710632,0.0,0.0,0.09556795904465193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521745420327696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431740627307708,0.134845548643511,0.18146730809383296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120227288221712,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,panzershark,2018/12/06,Anyone else resort to meaningless sex just to quell the loneliness? And then it leaves you feeling even worse after when they don't want you until they're horny again?,7.135161290322581,8.27548719354839,5.680806451612908,81.94120967741938,64.16129032258064,8.780645161290323,25.177419354838708,8.841846274778883,1.6885354838709676,137,3,24,2,2,40,28,31,0.289,0.669,0.042,-0.8352,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998965770539929,0.4394583315424829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582905857684362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832841448337227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21686452787612245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541427547309064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25297610013090177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370853406164329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SirGrimory,2018/12/06,Quick question How many of you are men? Ladies feel free to let yourself be heard if you are out there.,1.9871428571428569,4.0607850952380975,1.4288095238095266,103.52035714285715,79.0,4.2,20.02380952380953,3.1291,-0.8427333333333338,81,2,19,0,2,23,19,21,0.0,0.858,0.142,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670810026927817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5401348720488692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.535526356690832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5917208626428628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SkyR923,2018/12/06,"The money that I saved from no smoking was enough to buy myself a car! 

https://imgur.com/R1fqozT
(Srry about the black bars)


Pretty nice, ain’t it? It’s not luxury by any means but it is super reliable and fun to drive and I just got those new rims on it !

Stopped smoking back in August. Basically Half of my paycheck went to weed. Ever since then I’ve been stacking up to buy something really nice to reward myself, and here she is!

I was a daily smoker. I thought I would never be able to stop. But as my dad always says “you can do anything you put your mind to.”

Stay strong everyone!",1.7091246684350097,4.200030655172412,2.9451724137931024,89.84014588859417,82.9655172413793,5.638196286472149,19.26790450928382,7.010146845296331,0.3942660477453579,460,12,91,6,13,148,89,116,0.051,0.7190000000000001,0.23,0.9792,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,3,5,7,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,0,2,16,14,7,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,3,1,2,2,1,3,4,4,0,0,1,6,2,13,7,15,6,1,16,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,8,63,19,0,0.21880683245762766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206481285463616,0.0,0.0,0.1487961492771834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005937956224732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682489480201857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226085948681897,0.0,0.0,0.19792330688549245,0.0,0.20907930517406956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499981230091016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23834478596731856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093252596577556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875731820466994,0.21132500225925094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22260521108561365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199613014725615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017325974151246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400397543349574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099927289636705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844818956052288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23321897022439744,0.0,0.36586461891194216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370818401099758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283612582007024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543409590318366,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sguss314,2018/12/06,"39/M married and unbelievably lonely. Tired if being blamed for everything, and told what a horrible man I am. Been married a long time and it has always been the same.  I am THE problem.   blamed for every problem, and there are always many.  Feel alone and worthless.  Depressed unlike I can imagine.  Can I be loved, is there anyone that could love me.  Real love.  Looking to text with someone....  I don't know what I'm doing but i feel like I'm just not worth anything to anyone.  Please don't tell me to get a divorce....  Long and short that would make so much so much worse.  I just need to know i am not as worthless as I feel, or maybe confirm that I am that a$$ I've been told I am for years.  321-248-4644",0.5659191176470593,2.8781913680555564,1.9718627450980402,96.01235294117649,86.70833333333331,4.2215686274509805,19.58169934640523,5.5289334501034215,-0.2940648692810459,543,16,118,3,17,174,85,144,0.203,0.703,0.094,-0.9043,0,3,0,0,1,0,29.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,6,0,20,4,0,1,0,28,36,13,0,6,7,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,6,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,5,4,13,4,10,27,3,5,0,4,1,3,8,1,0,2,5,76,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408161381726887,0.0,0.0,0.24757833740666016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080479130132004,0.0,0.12242563823161283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187813257447872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813601544705752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534576006747655,0.0,0.13370554318645644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256688599504953,0.10628184230172236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772656838028476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352100974861425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268186607345953,0.0,0.0,0.2633148366072104,0.12492994793572425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028141882787429,0.0,0.09930562036146323,0.15083017407878035,0.1494601987388868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21872721496470696,0.1103116144080214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330559123607147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847070015757136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933366567936792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605296038362626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003217910396545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674941154635707,0.1709900740058736,0.0,0.28431362408542266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161008807969986,0.10568246119787678,0.0,0.0,0.09580347524187124
lonely,RipOutMyPancreas,2018/12/06,"Can someone create a r/lonely chat I almost never talk to any other humans directly on social media, it would be nice if someone created something so we could all communicate ",4.803958333333334,7.517227312500001,7.0075,63.82083333333336,72.75,8.016666666666666,29.416666666666664,8.841846274778883,3.3150291666666667,142,6,18,3,3,50,31,32,0.0,0.79,0.21,0.7096,0,2,1,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465006946518854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353133752621335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762781007991729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668809262862831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527356713912654,0.5863829566901425,0.266392055404894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781271178503105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24581094279302604,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jacepancakefox,2018/12/06,"Is it normal to want romance, but feel uncomfortable with wanting it from someone? I'm 21 and very lonely. I don't have many friends and haven't dated since a traumatic event several years ago. Since said event I've had a lot of trouble meeting new people, platonic or otherwise. I've found myself clinging to old friends, and it hasn't worked too well.

I wanna date people and be romantic. But when someone mentions a dating site or similar, I balk. Meeting and talking to someone with the expectation that we date is too much for me. It's scary. It's pressure. And it honestly makes me panic.

I've only ever dated people I formed close friendships with. As in, we have to be good friends before we ever go out. Am I strange or abnormal or bad? ",2.9458817733990164,5.307954765517245,4.318251231527096,82.55008620689657,77.20689655172413,6.901477832512318,28.977832512315267,7.957251820313856,2.1932660098522168,591,27,107,10,14,195,91,145,0.24100000000000002,0.63,0.129,-0.966,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,0,1,6,12,0,2,4,0,11,0,0,1,2,31,19,14,0,5,6,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,7,14,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,3,2,11,7,14,14,3,19,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,5,14,68,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381046773856162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008402233676136,0.0,0.0,0.13257180765954793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818546878886657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877566556018549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708234149294708,0.3611052242938115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854304925400089,0.13067516700216866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245307366543385,0.0,0.0,0.1039957352497478,0.15795374717035895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452875203129728,0.0,0.0,0.1504697538964236,0.0,0.0,0.15264802221442947,0.0,0.0,0.16348278758699775,0.0,0.0,0.11849067084584658,0.0,0.18279426031757645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32403015652200085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819866400714615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600631147812262,0.0,0.2577538460379289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960189840550949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522376078932082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854887595075568,0.1837862637454053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008025113747274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342210203444053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032818697465924
lonely,skezur,2018/12/06,32/M married and lonely AF - need to phone a female Love has left the marriage and trapped in an arrangement. Just want to talk on phone.,3.985555555555553,5.3091773703703735,4.097222222222225,89.73250000000004,71.5925925925926,6.881481481481483,28.314814814814817,7.1686216300943375,1.3559037037037038,107,4,22,1,2,33,24,27,0.182,0.648,0.17,-0.1027,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,3,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,11,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5775679406897061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797756211927124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941630523507482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272673563499511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135422165448609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,grizzlybearnia,2018/12/06,i feel like i’d be 10x happier if i had a dog slight exaggeration but i know one would definitely help.,1.625454545454545,3.4252515454545467,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090911,79.0,9.854545454545457,24.63636363636364,10.125756701596842,2.5473818181818184,82,3,19,3,2,31,19,22,0.0,0.541,0.45899999999999996,0.8765,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065934233198615,0.4331831233849668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40642978063841606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33323915077081984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962364697232842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108846768958041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307401681911278,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gothou,2018/12/06,"Married to a lawyer who travels often, mother of three teenagers, working from home in a middling career, crushing loneliness. Estranged from my abusive/alcoholic parents and siblings (gratefully but it’s sad). Moved less than four years ago for my husband’s job and far (~5 hrs minimum) from my friends. Husband is traveling every week. I have a flexible job (again, so grateful) and work from home. Three kids ages 13-17, was a young mom so typically much younger than other moms. Tried to join some organizations and signed up for volunteer roles that put me with elderly folks instead of potential friends in my age-group. Just overwhelmed with feeling invisible. ",7.710195652173913,9.546169008695653,6.741467391304347,72.33307065217394,63.26086956521739,9.923913043478262,41.33152173913044,10.125756701596842,4.683804347826087,536,31,83,12,8,163,90,115,0.031,0.828,0.141,0.9161,3,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,4,7,0,0,2,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,4,6,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,2,0,3,1,1,6,2,17,3,3,15,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,2,6,51,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290302932709228,0.20845271573477955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643408631865321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862483639553088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301395474641334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913088351458836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871207129061746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568882611733294,0.0,0.20731084648908055,0.14338665819384566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165836664234717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608249470006384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132428423614243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646003500795813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840023293294169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256079647930898
lonely,ShortSquid,2018/12/06,"A lil bit of a vent I have friends but im still lonely. Out of my group of friends I’m the least needed. One of my close friends talks to me alot, but mostly about whats going on in the group or whats happening with her (which i dont really mind cause i like listening to people when they need to vent) but i feel insignificant, like non of them actually care about me as a friend and just care as a fellow person. These feelings gave me an idea (im not exactly suicidal but) i wish i got a terminal sickness, so people can say their goodbyes and everything and then i can fade from existance. Plus when your dying you see things that you dont usually see. Idk exactly what i want or who i am, but i know thats just part of life and that i just need to figure it out.",1.311860940695297,3.083990779141107,3.271312883435584,90.96361554192232,79.85889570552149,7.291451942740286,21.296114519427405,8.238735603445708,0.9506796728016352,599,17,138,12,15,202,99,163,0.037000000000000005,0.722,0.242,0.9887,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,3,0,9,9,0,0,9,0,6,2,0,1,2,36,24,18,2,5,11,0,2,2,5,0,2,2,0,1,11,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,6,23,8,21,22,5,12,0,1,2,0,20,5,0,4,8,94,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.13227904641296614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798750631632795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27640827856781164,0.13924908353301846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068141346970775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177315038796937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182525719102948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707817067408012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189080745096408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703723688865803,0.0,0.10841319275448356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986804821573692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530215327467652,0.2928385052365717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449574862046424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957442763478888,0.13244756823844342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686872121941127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015299248515257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185343778252958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678943790702334,0.0,0.187949162487394,0.11835864193287865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683798243880657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779626721130994,0.0,0.0,0.2160345398437976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825187792861543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827171667012745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895143780673047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005462214734744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929120583638866,0.0,0.0799519897740387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558779312159954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sadsadsadpal,2018/12/06,"nobody wants to keep me I know other people have it worse, but just needed to let it out.

Nobody wants me.

Everyone just wants to fuck and move on.

Everyone just wants me to listen to their problems and tell them they're the man.

Whenever I ask if they wanna be serious they just say that they don't want a girlfriend but... 

Why not me? 

I make my intentions very clear when they happen, *very clear that I want a boyfriend 
* And not some fling.


I just want someone to hold my hand but no one cares. 

I guess I'm gonna be single for another year in a row.",-0.3939009287925721,1.862287824561406,1.3095046439628495,97.61800309597523,96.19298245614037,4.787616099071208,15.477812177502582,6.522977012572876,-0.3513203302373582,428,10,96,6,17,138,72,114,0.151,0.72,0.129,0.3356,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,6,0,6,4,1,0,4,0,5,2,1,2,2,34,24,8,0,11,11,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,3,18,1,11,20,2,6,0,0,0,1,12,3,1,3,2,62,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624284415560667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821334782189793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616419316182715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029832197891499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656752614433233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464950619971695,0.0,0.1401962557221335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091749304743198,0.0,0.0,0.0871293491407265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211772641052635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582657337319548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850275837097095,0.0,0.11755528149941775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743069770469467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991156208458301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170121430411446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607724300848488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343302907971458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857080689626672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616239410236284,0.6545763311818129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430575450767686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615656400099304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020944581503807
lonely,Yermo45,2018/12/06,"Im done i just dont try to reach out anymore. The few ""friends"" i have arr more like people i just talk to bc i can ive moved so much that i just dont make good friends anymore and ive given up on trying to make friends/get a gf. and the few times i have tried i just get hurt so im done i accept my fate and guess ill just say fuck it stay stoned",-2.5058269441401957,-0.8073083734939726,0.005739320920044477,108.46070098576124,96.59036144578312,3.0181818181818185,13.569550930996716,3.1291,-1.8656891566265057,267,5,77,0,11,89,50,83,0.196,0.7340000000000001,0.07,-0.8433,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,3,0,9,2,0,2,0,13,15,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,11,5,6,12,4,6,0,1,0,1,5,3,1,1,2,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32715821175089665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375878529115601,0.3866238674970859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548690606928286,0.15248711896615152,0.17235178930436454,0.0,0.0,0.13834633852855613,0.0,0.0,0.1817032785490983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657486204034045,0.0,0.3563334263809677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058280410922114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020142808233706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753082748803189,0.12125206237166672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435068793371635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311692709790794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580726087788595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257491227610832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617957290976807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359563507955071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rebornjammer,2018/12/06,Looking for online friend. Just hoping to find someone who wants to txt back and forth on the daily kinda casually just someone to talk to and share the day with ya know. ,6.2309090909090905,6.638140727272727,6.2207575757575775,79.85113636363639,65.96969696969697,7.8121212121212125,28.62121212121212,7.1686216300943375,1.5650121212121215,136,4,25,1,2,43,26,33,0.0,0.7509999999999999,0.249,0.8228,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,7,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,2,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669227127168157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238711137534898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31727192163519546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681929522465165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447799261379945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190774405823747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29150305057031256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5882468229979702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790111676992019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047471651204876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Graves28,2018/12/06,"Going to the theater alone is surprisingly easy. I'm trying to embrace my loneliness, so I'm trying to do stuff alone that I'd normally only do with other people (movies, restaurants, etc), and I'm surprised at how easy it is. I'd still rather be with someone else, but whatever.

It's also amazing to see just how dead movie theaters are, now that everyone just watches everything online most of the time. My movie starts in 3 minutes, and there are only 3 people in this theater (I'm one of them).",5.736116838487973,6.191544072164952,6.529432989690722,77.04439003436426,67.04123711340206,8.940893470790376,32.66151202749141,8.841846274778883,2.770850171821305,393,16,71,6,6,130,64,97,0.106,0.76,0.134,0.2382,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,12,14,7,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,3,11,13,2,8,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,4,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568603040171358,0.0,0.17637905711599058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842467629369184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24597894366913464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107513114606964,0.19822207723428792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534741540922545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21609866853601925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945488036042598,0.3354865111551601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058123927805608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575507833750062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868769166430848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611111772679298,0.0,0.17613680941280835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524845733378446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860834446924288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994869477484115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Motion_ambient,2018/12/06,"Why does my bitchy ex friend have a better life than me? I used to be friends with a really toxic person. She always had to be the center of attention and she insulted me for having mental illness, saying I wanted attention. She currently had a bf, her own home, and a job. She also has friends. 

I’m always kind to everyone, yet my life is terrible. I don’t have many friends who care about me and I’m super lonely. My ex gave me PTSD and I got ridiculed by my ex friends because they were best friends with him. 

Why do good things happen to people who don’t deserve it? I just want my life to end already. ",1.3056017369727044,3.5260902177419347,3.0703225806451613,90.0389454094293,82.30645161290323,6.073449131513648,22.44168734491315,7.321109707123232,0.9013630272952856,473,16,98,7,13,157,78,124,0.11599999999999999,0.612,0.272,0.9734,2,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,4,16,2,0,5,0,13,4,0,1,0,12,22,5,0,2,1,3,0,0,7,0,4,1,1,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,1,21,12,12,15,2,4,0,1,0,0,23,1,0,0,3,64,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144445186790087,0.1097483863859334,0.2283843703626981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836584068002011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402177392560386,0.12137498187059086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992227687822192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009703125861865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155125572877658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311358431081768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.636173835585906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510789184810905,0.1097609728076459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135823368387025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765990948694753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618655525454526,0.0,0.0,0.14291122610559134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908036737698718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913678676215124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830262642043506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514286217783913,0.11983006263974567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042271929116425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791754201651343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091363777187256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911741706113442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852871254125515,0.0,0.0,0.1618918870027009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476701092513754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hatesocialanxiety,2019/03/21,"Anyone else feel universally unliked? 19m here, no friends (had a couple ""best friends"" that were just assholes to me because they knew they were my only friend) to show for all the grade school/middle school/high school/ years (as well as a year and a half of college). My immediate family members aren't exactly the biggest fans of me and have always acted like I'm at the center of every problem. Only guy I talk to through text from high school (who is more socially reclusive than me) leaves me on read half the time. It's obvious my managers at work don't like me. One female coworker acts like I'm a fucking weirdo (stares when I'm not looking, rolls eyes if I say hi to her when I walk into work since she's the hostess and it would be awkward if I didn't say anything), other coworkers don't really seem to like me either. Thought my ex gf a couple years ago genuinely liked me (wow!!), but she then broke up with my ass without giving any fucks and straight up said she didn't like me.


I guess people liking or not liking you doesn't really count for shit in the grand scheme of things, and I'm obviously the common denominator in all this, but goddamn it is weird not having anyone ever genuinely like/care about you out of everyone on this entire planet.",6.376251428571429,6.1087511280000015,6.7142857142857135,78.73000000000002,65.72,9.542857142857144,31.457142857142852,9.04235418022936,2.4850342857142858,1002,34,195,15,14,325,158,250,0.11900000000000001,0.74,0.141,0.4712,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,2,3,7,22,3,1,12,0,15,5,3,0,6,32,29,15,0,4,11,1,1,8,4,1,0,3,0,1,9,8,0,0,4,2,0,3,11,7,1,3,8,7,26,15,30,19,5,27,0,1,3,3,22,14,4,5,18,121,35,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133298164632442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573212638788544,0.0,0.0,0.07006631361573015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408683861452956,0.10556999735840952,0.08478779201712032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280826567784613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812730227719654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280092174959075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607126882849926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931997001230718,0.08681016810157624,0.09845292528098824,0.0,0.0,0.09713081467224932,0.0,0.05209683374224923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388102810647712,0.19050562219451325,0.0,0.0988391223440564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350301707274935,0.1020193645538678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177211007507124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090976003322122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530326759787516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865221909012572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981816657282422,0.1567232402333031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714304562276466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858914515009727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306138298508724,0.0,0.13201179768828927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800845355860638,0.16387275036796434,0.0,0.4171016134419477,0.0,0.09379782933005394,0.0,0.0,0.1057624077927444,0.08523037646190383,0.0,0.0,0.10502967860464263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281442498808476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845087959170662,0.0,0.0,0.081797090567584,0.06007966280628965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263949091621303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932061787385532,0.0,0.15001923120205654,0.0,0.0,0.07319204269085165,0.0,0.0,0.19905058901038916
lonely,Mirabelaas,2019/03/21,"Have feelings for someone and it’s only making me feel even more lonely. Hi, I’m not sure if this is the best sub for this but I’m just wanting to vent a little since I have no one else to really speak to about this. Anyway, it’s very rare that I ever develop crushes on someone and recently I’ve started to fall for one of my coworkers. I’ve never really hung out with him outside of work and I’m pretty sure he has a girlfriend anyway.  Even if he was single, I’m too scared to ever tell him how I feel. I just really feel like shit because I keep thinking about him. I just feel so lonely. I hate it.",1.1419767441860458,2.9151840697674416,3.5125775193798465,89.02607558139536,80.3953488372093,6.16046511627907,20.82751937984496,7.1686216300943375,0.5692217054263566,471,13,101,6,12,163,78,129,0.21600000000000005,0.7090000000000001,0.075,-0.9629,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,14,9,2,1,3,0,5,1,1,2,5,27,20,8,0,3,7,0,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,1,6,12,4,15,19,3,9,0,2,0,0,9,3,1,2,6,68,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980447875684591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687885864655807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435873729298836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246274117613767,0.29097268333692416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066202865278128,0.1149020379123034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879331252465212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429593815251381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857687023716813,0.16120100171765553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735999591806797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404746687858426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797472788573852,0.12232384249016667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362912638640625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091090445149171,0.0,0.15880720719776026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610259694824841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509694532810354,0.1330460897845591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725534619891093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384130890999836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031740779229012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057869199150244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305790280139618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327074303980059,0.0948658734808624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709130554433725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,girllonelyyx,2019/03/21,"Am I the only one that feels alone? 24 f , just feel so alone, like no one is there for me at all. I just don’t know what to do? 
I can’t speak to some of my family about the way I am feeling coz they will never understand why I feel like this... I don’t know what else I can do ",0.06953846153846399,0.6483153384615434,2.5507692307692302,99.92923076923078,80.23076923076924,6.430769230769231,16.076923076923073,6.742157984588678,-0.7254,207,2,60,2,5,72,44,65,0.10400000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.12,0.2389,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,1,2,13,17,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,10,2,6,16,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858226889055242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592697593791164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22110219877249326,0.0,0.4743592248603787,0.1675544833989424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577926550757436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22916750893039936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089069269295374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178589656764409,0.17837723863049804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24416304249502754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616589124459426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163468301819185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ceelenes,2019/03/21,"It's so exhausting making friends when no one reciprocates! I can't tell you how many times I've tried.  I live in an area where people are moving in and out of all the time so I feel like no one is really trying to make any lasting friendships.  Meanwhile I've been here 4 years and still feeling lonely.  I feel that I am a good communicator and do well socially but there's only so much effort I can contribute if the other party won't reciprocate.  For example my husband and I tried to make friends with this couple.  We went out for dinner together, then invited them for a game night, then invited them to our halloween party, and they came each time and seemed to have fun.  Yet we haven't heard from them since, and I'm not about to just keep inviting them when they obviously don't really care so...?",5.3805625,5.832645931250003,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,67.8125,9.65,28.5,9.642632912329526,2.3776375,639,20,128,13,10,210,108,160,0.064,0.755,0.18100000000000002,0.9604,1,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,1,6,1,15,9,0,0,5,0,11,2,0,4,2,29,24,18,0,1,4,1,3,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,4,14,1,1,4,1,0,3,7,2,1,2,4,4,18,7,16,19,3,21,0,1,0,0,17,6,0,2,13,87,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063568128501128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860755366267984,0.16587465068759036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001485888975552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467848697796362,0.11622671651784015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513898313376695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645776625195702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460752665474536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261514562918542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794827645170647,0.0,0.143659422386479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257931722790525,0.16494347016702768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291513349819948,0.11959684485083345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267478937909373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048770732304246,0.12373408533736008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278968139506425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084484600546193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810807384414704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457994690224084,0.0,0.0,0.16584331967711322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992550390113972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219939071068105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845998633124324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313701950865229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627904141814085,0.15081649006596204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047678805449201
lonely,ricepuppy,2019/03/21,"General Loneliness Survey Hi Guy! I'm doing my senior thesis on loneliness, something that hits close to home and something I personally experienced a lot and still do. I'm a design student and I'm focusing my thesis on loneliness, with the goals of eliminating stigma, giving a platform for those who feel as if they are unheard, and rethinking the way we use technology in order to help alleviate loneliness. I created a quick survey with the goals of collecting everyone's different experiences with loneliness. It's a subjective feeling, different for each person, and I would like the project to elevate different experiences and voices. Thank you so much in advance everybody. 

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lonely,ramenwtea,2019/03/21,"I hope I’ll find somebody I could talk to on here (14M) (lmfao I know I seem like I’m 8 years old but I swear I’m not that dumb) Ok so, hi, that’s my first post on here so I’ll probably suck at talking lol, so please bear with me in here. My name is Osama, I’m 14 years old, people usually hate talking to me because (obviously) my name is like the worst name ever to be named after the terrorist. And like there’s so many shit that would make me seem really suspicious, even though I’m fucking human, and for the fact that I have been working my ass off in the past few months to have a better english language. Because I live in saudi arabia, and in here you’d have a pretty basic english if you didn’t care enough. (I’m sorry for any grammar mistakes) Btw I’m from a small country called Jordan in the middle east, if that makes anything better lmfao. So um, please hit me up if you’re interested in a conversation with my lonely ass 🍩",0.93272727272727,2.9482128282828266,2.9912020202020217,91.2501363636364,82.33333333333334,5.576161616161617,20.50606060606061,6.742157984588678,0.29528000000000043,732,21,160,8,20,247,117,198,0.201,0.606,0.193,-0.5941,0,2,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,2,0,4,13,17,5,0,9,2,11,4,3,2,3,27,28,13,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,1,1,2,0,18,9,21,21,3,25,0,1,0,3,13,14,6,6,13,88,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403516639182588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137926875110418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685884531100065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24459490949532164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411993775220221,0.0,0.14098571271424665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040535689961067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428802419043248,0.0,0.09133265971275252,0.12508220935964534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263854478673154,0.1176209280904602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783766518592435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365229074725286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734327688383913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599509152082674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266992257380567,0.0,0.12210380530911348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460599575562076,0.14019425272435096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037380556922154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29020327342197944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200394119682246,0.09586596597116814,0.0,0.0,0.3035799099070361,0.0,0.0,0.1324340504785529,0.1406805093129722,0.14908926685412782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858573200656729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517699029127606,0.0,0.0,0.1419424699483274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547931792924832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33343276525609666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135859433410099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229592373912085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066951320878463,0.0,0.0,0.09823017021758487,0.0,0.0,0.17809561915528627
lonely,RxLifestyle,2019/03/21,"You ever notice quiet or reserved people have the best drug connects? Barely talk to anyone yet some how met so many drug dealers I get all the drugs I want dirt cheap, now all the people hated wanna know where I grab? Yeah foh fiends.

Anyone else notice this???",1.5466285714285741,4.281962920000005,2.299714285714288,91.297,89.8,2.8571428571428577,13.142857142857142,3.1291,-1.256914285714286,206,3,36,0,7,64,41,50,0.115,0.733,0.151,0.264,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,6,2,1,0,3,1,1,3,0,1,3,9,6,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,2,5,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623883559088213,0.19224752452427255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19690448722572507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6527683173304547,0.0,0.15673949776436238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972067901295465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802812338926696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852442539645114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311569167667377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022580339684267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272324780472069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601558914278134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080864447508802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066812374057557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mindi7,2019/03/21,"Feeling like a third wheel I always feel like this. From the time I started making friends, since high school as I meet two of my friends when they were together, they were unseparable, when the other one wasn't around I finnaly could fell noticed. Now when am working I have the exact same situation. My two coworkers, when we three work I can almost never catch any of them, but when there are two of us I feel amazing, I could talk all I want. I feel like there are no people who are there for me, only so that they won't feel alone and I get that feeling but it only makes my anxiety worse.",4.451701680672269,5.235434033613451,4.7877205882352944,87.23099264705883,70.00840336134453,7.6306722689075634,26.639705882352942,7.645422480735847,1.2305873949579829,466,14,99,5,8,147,78,119,0.073,0.7440000000000001,0.183,0.8628,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,4,2,11,6,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,2,3,21,23,10,0,3,2,0,6,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,3,6,21,6,7,17,2,13,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,12,73,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912097673739315,0.14389232192855864,0.0,0.0,0.1156030915891919,0.0,0.0,0.094478963855268,0.0,0.10628309433291593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367951085820875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185282643053855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214911233180263,0.2977605313592402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21467803616943376,0.0,0.07258657358717628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678996900828575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362642003114506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854772407993225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715342194286104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817573893289824,0.0,0.0,0.0941443569052566,0.21132907648731344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631840386393643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060725556535006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492652091385733,0.1561661157682903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833724230822327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166879861919117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101274346817906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071510239193049,0.0,0.16711886747020435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194607455404522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022892427317905,0.0,0.1415842361792313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,uglychip,2019/03/21,Do you ever imagine how great your life would be if you were happy? I do and it's fucking tearing me apart.,-0.3949275362318865,1.8142240000000032,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,91.6086956521739,3.066666666666667,20.71014492753623,3.1291,-0.4605246376811594,84,3,18,0,3,28,21,23,0.0,0.7090000000000001,0.29100000000000004,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,6,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035172504454086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41240639594768336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918198296743633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47487499100675107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150891412035913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31689213358084783,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ToniT800,2019/03/21,"Today I had a dream of being loved, anticipated and special to someone. This girl had a super power, which makes her invisible to others because she dont like people. But just for me she would become visible again, so we can go for a walk or hang out in her cozy place, drink tea and enjoy sweet summer night air. She also had the ability to teleport.


After some time spending together she would take my hand and we would teleport to her favorite quite places where she spent most of her time: peak of a mountain, abandoned city, green heels...

After waking up I felt great and miserable at the same time. The realization of how does it feel to be loved and trusted made me realise how shitty my daily life is. More and more I question myself if it is worth to just keep on living like this. Is there any chance for a 33 y old guy to find someone to be so happy with? Maybe I just missed my opportunities when I was young and it is game over for me...",6.609574468085108,5.894602085106381,6.868595744680853,79.30300000000003,65.38297872340425,9.222127659574467,29.970212765957452,8.238735603445708,1.9488919148936168,744,21,149,8,10,241,124,188,0.07400000000000001,0.701,0.225,0.9865,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,4,12,15,0,1,8,0,16,8,3,4,0,33,27,16,0,4,6,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,7,11,2,2,4,3,3,3,1,3,0,0,7,5,23,12,25,14,5,25,0,3,1,2,17,10,0,5,14,106,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245260146664957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589220759036287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492301741497633,0.17197606830097714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362681053307055,0.0,0.1824979713673504,0.15254238081317822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873467931665762,0.0,0.1495117623906285,0.0,0.14232158665197087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884969811319023,0.0,0.0,0.17167742004577385,0.0,0.1541833039600609,0.0,0.16576255852529864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840751965187004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998680326103732,0.15214992672056168,0.0,0.13750006508724422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810795068959355,0.14734222736500066,0.10394162723935532,0.0,0.1564376337199333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612890075759138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339772901850447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795385555198027,0.0,0.3253801177782057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443753728434302,0.16562311447533534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638752927159911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707903948350287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723977242787756,0.0,0.14760054368604542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318484980281175,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ugin559,2019/03/21,30 m Bored looking for a friend to talk to. Bored and cant sleep. Keep me company?,-1.9450000000000005,-0.1525388333333293,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,104.0,4.622222222222223,17.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,-0.2623555555555557,63,2,16,1,3,21,16,18,0.21600000000000005,0.619,0.165,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39952152805550106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596352979753429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342461023720059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174881457544194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41563720123888026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ur_a_witcher_geralt,2019/03/21,Need a chat buddy Heavy gamer/nerd need someone who doesn't know me to talk to. Kik is same username ,0.012857142857143344,2.3718740952380983,0.6257142857142881,103.04428571428572,93.76190476190477,2.8000000000000003,16.523809523809526,3.1291,-1.2722190476190471,80,2,18,0,3,24,19,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795378376254625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.754307234379182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309730232964829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088293613350189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thr078902,2019/03/21,"A miserable counterfact about my life I can name one, maybe two of my friends whom I would save from dying if given the choice between saving them and saving any others.

There is not a single friend who wouldn’t let me die without hesitation if it meant saving someone else more important to them.",12.755714285714285,8.341868857142856,11.133571428571427,65.11142857142859,56.85714285714286,14.057142857142859,42.285714285714285,11.20814326018867,4.5891,240,8,42,4,2,75,48,56,0.152,0.688,0.16,-0.1333,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,13,7,3,2,4,4,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,7,6,6,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190663154408376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5552377771532695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22345880320157954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133338981776231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735330521428645,0.18894052122243213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26873594992753824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126239053334345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266487154152197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613049800318266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578568517161721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900216702528864,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Skyeisthelimit08,2019/03/21,"I don't think I can get close to anyone. So I'm a 23 year old girl. I've had a rough past and I'm trying to get the help I need. I'm dealing with depression and anxiety aswell. I recently broke up with a guy I was seeing off and on for 6 years, I was basically being led on and not exactly cared for either. I have been let down and left to rot by so many people in my life. My past and current life situation make it very difficult to find somebody that will accept me number 1 and number 2, well a guy that isn't all about casual hookups. Or even just some loyal friends that I can have fun. I have been through so much and just want somebody to enjoy life with. Why is it so hard?",2.836891891891895,3.256278635135136,4.613081081081081,88.34948648648651,73.45945945945945,8.082162162162161,24.259459459459467,8.238735603445708,1.1105735135135135,530,14,125,8,10,181,94,148,0.111,0.73,0.159,0.7365,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,5,0,16,3,0,2,2,27,27,13,0,2,5,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,5,12,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,3,1,0,5,3,12,8,19,19,4,16,0,2,1,0,6,8,0,2,7,79,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300273313947747,0.0,0.0,0.11884765842825397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329673798479636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523261283634498,0.14639575255189535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226422660128207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535039276316734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313191544120174,0.0,0.1776056393139458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365959780407857,0.0,0.0,0.15226060877728956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392796236594865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846739627321881,0.17380683882696302,0.3601665809238801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345694631386387,0.17232389164559034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249482244575047,0.12603132499581438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835594709681898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32451305838218586,0.1178364734037774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678258333303333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544486164075545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910544985078544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891053828169542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153991355035022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024385598531358,0.1002532854299842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528243201009087,0.0,0.15337236852912378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891147162938707
lonely,Indieisdead95,2019/03/21,"Any girls from the UK on here? I have 0 friends and feel like I'm the only one Reading the posts on here from everyone is something of a comfort because just knowing there are people out there in the world who know your pain can make you feel less alone.

Just wondering if there are many girls on here? And also girls that are in the UK? Most podcasts I listen to, articles I read and reddit content is from Americans, or it's all guys!

This is kind of making me feel even more alone. People in the UK claim to be lonely in anonymous polls and stuff, but where are all these people? Sometimes I feel like I'm the only person reaching out. Maybe I should just emigrate lol.

There must be someone out there who can relate?! ",3.7782517482517513,5.278184027972031,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,72.35664335664336,6.5986013986013985,24.88811188811189,6.980632752743323,0.8873412587412588,568,17,115,5,11,176,87,143,0.045,0.843,0.111,0.8919,0,4,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,14,7,0,0,8,1,14,1,0,2,3,27,26,8,0,3,6,0,4,2,1,2,1,1,0,5,7,7,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,8,5,17,22,5,13,0,1,0,0,11,12,0,4,2,81,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325177602007937,0.0,0.12554060471677034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675497655081292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095696413634788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368691118523744,0.0,0.0,0.1500056045102282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317504716747468,0.2242997964549253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128598675336025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543953019146572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347540348356845,0.1725493668927662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338958577665635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095770072433654,0.1591578420756408,0.15771222736276236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637689284154482,0.23878787069964424,0.16704278484468466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265002660801173,0.13707298141169116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503479442409542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31405435668296033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301262353131946,0.12085448860011595,0.15526187848494208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970991872149591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024320635094947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,failureofeverything,2019/03/21,Was university supposed to be lonely...? I feel so alone. Empty weekends fleeting. Time keeps flying. I’ve exhausted all the possibilities that I can do alone. I can’t take this anymore.,2.300909090909091,5.011754090909093,4.076212121212123,75.63431818181819,99.0,5.836363636363638,26.71212121212121,7.1686216300943375,2.2758121212121214,147,7,23,3,6,49,29,33,0.29,0.71,0.0,-0.8321,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,3,8,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,6,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7106432091051847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402376102773572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346872095602242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049402831520246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38676482939239415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579492468405351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000494370548328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sl33py_r3d,2019/03/21,"Where is my sweet embrace? I'm a student to become an RMT [m31]

I have a son that is 10 years old. His mother and I split 7 years ago.  I haven't really sought out another SO since...I was never a good student in school but I'm trying my very best at this college and am doing very well.  I'm told that my treatments are very good and students/clients feel great after the massage mentally and physically.  To end the treatment I usually squeeze the deltoids together with my palms (sort of a hug without the hug) people love the energy and feel rejuvenated. 

But wheres mine? I get treatments at school and outside of school yet I haven't felt the way my clients describe.  I'm so genuinely happy to be able to give people that break from their pain and stress that I long for, for myself.  I have a passion for what I am doing but I just feel so depleted lately... I'm tired. I dont sleep well at all. I'm up every couple hours.  My body aches all the time.  I was rear ended in Oct 2018 and everything just hurts even after physio.

I've always kept my feelings to myself up until this year. I met new people that made me feel that it's ok to express myself.  Anyone that I have been remotely attracted to over these past 7 years has gotten married or had a baby.  

I hide behind a tough demeanor but now more than ever I wish I could get my own sweet embrace.  I feel like the right hug from the right person and a peck on my cheek could wash away so much of this fatigue and pain that I have pent up in me.  I would probably cry from the emotional release to be honest.  Tears of happiness and relief that I'm not so alone just for that moment...

As I lay here alone in the dark listening to beautifully sad piano songs at 230am.....",1.976728826728824,3.998794028490032,3.451059311059314,89.26473193473196,78.8005698005698,6.305827505827506,22.03237503237503,7.348242739294969,0.7559071225071228,1348,40,281,18,33,443,193,351,0.111,0.655,0.23399999999999999,0.995,0,2,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,1,17,27,0,1,20,1,24,14,4,1,4,41,49,23,0,4,10,2,8,1,0,1,5,2,0,1,16,13,0,1,7,1,0,0,6,7,2,0,10,12,38,20,43,34,6,44,0,3,0,5,11,19,0,2,24,182,54,6,0.0962159629822952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528964584479512,0.0,0.0,0.19930144086692164,0.0,0.0,0.0800593889013611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008908264112926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727643844978938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039806445768893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062629718096494,0.0,0.0,0.10097271709673056,0.0,0.0,0.10687424453713397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364123455439854,0.1064611329830456,0.10568871738249168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276439203614914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823000804051244,0.17043756958297232,0.0,0.0,0.06354973611544733,0.08703284698532335,0.08106609857303977,0.0,0.08647270348737943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918980911003965,0.06873670317941012,0.09238241314088746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005377389816506,0.09229911898616087,0.0,0.16140276962820976,0.0,0.1060784388601687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484736344643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947533423077395,0.0,0.103001178358426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085357971163889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470062594571346,0.0,0.0,0.0851480994995482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683866311352123,0.09104187057850682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696306045014473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072980354257767,0.0,0.07420768217791501,0.09292597660791524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096246788283747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476113668589166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184902372974237,0.20011210203712734,0.0840120676534419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037370815218077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061638409636996926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643358133435799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29212707378957004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628544900007376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021506051641357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056104301763254316,0.11058609550821301,0.0,0.09193847587409283,0.0,0.06532432308329432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596828993613612,0.2381647380335944,0.0,0.07637175293090838,0.0,0.0,0.17301941158742173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064360902707313,0.09274875484028668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834905953178289,0.0,0.0,0.2478397023853529
lonely,hereforalol,2019/03/21,"Its late. I feel like if I tell anyone how I feel, I'll come across as a strange person.  

So I I rather talk to some interesting loners...

Talk to me. Say what's on your mind! ",-1.3928947368421056,0.5761455000000026,1.0371578947368434,101.16310526315792,94.0,4.092631578947368,12.86315789473684,5.6839178017228535,-1.3382273684210526,131,2,34,1,5,44,30,38,0.052000000000000005,0.787,0.16,0.5707,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,3,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,5,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206998356859415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718922261660824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191898096239526,0.2254902228305553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560508424878533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542036703703185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31870210154298795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756009377724257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510061947876344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073920744750934,0.2758795331949255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,loueykablooey,2019/03/21,"The only girl I ever had real feelings for just stopped talking to me. The only girl I had a real crush on recently stopped talking to me. I'd known her since my sophomore year of high school. I saw her in the hallway, wearing an oversized Metallica hoodie. I fell in love with her almost immediately. Due to bad timing we never got together, but stayed friends; I never lost my feelings for her. Just recently she texted me saying that because she's in a serious relationship, she can't talk to me anymore because it's disloyal. Now I feel empty as fuck without her in my life.",4.872589285714284,6.182708223214287,6.2003571428571425,75.54464285714286,69.44642857142857,8.457142857142857,34.535714285714285,8.841846274778883,3.1757107142857137,459,23,80,8,8,155,73,112,0.13,0.789,0.081,-0.3933,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,6,0,3,4,1,0,3,18,11,2,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,5,22,2,15,6,0,19,0,1,1,2,18,6,1,1,11,55,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506661624117574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535762353566863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929887629403744,0.1887984142217476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400767510396713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349006016252728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964190243191145,0.14316252400254492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385304957463095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361460597871047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937986700434876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904438125220836,0.0,0.139764217935119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23887006760607885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355509972167433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35252165453596096,0.0,0.0,0.3058046187818657,0.16625814250707874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314826348779764,0.0,0.15672324800187146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809906264619073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505663806815668,0.0,0.2589342707738925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734038492472934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029818720822999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927633291363224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972263774915256
lonely,CalmSoul7,2019/03/21,"I feel like giving up Loneliness just doesn't go away does it? A Sadness so deep that it hurts physically, my mind feels to scattered to adjust, my will feels to weak to fight, and even the very possibility of being whole again doesn't even seem like a possibility anymore. I don't feel good enough for love, I mean after all what do I have to offer? Sometimes suicide seems like a good idea but then I'm too afraid to try it, I was told that suicide is selfish...does it pass on pain to people who never really cared in the first place? My little sister died at the age of 13 so am I really to young to kill myself? Is it all that bad if I'm not here? How could my death affect this world at all? Oh yeah sure, ""this too shall pass"", ""it gets better don't give up"", ""you have to love yourself first"", all really nice sounding advice but that advice doesn't change anything at all. I also know that I can't make anyone like and or love me so I shouldn't try I don't want to seem desperate but it's so hard, it's so difficult to act like I don't care when I'm hurting. I'm not good at making friends regardless of where I'm at people don't want much to do with me it's been that way for a long time, I feel like I'm done with relationships considering people shut me out so often and so easily, people don't even act like they want to get to know me. Perhaps someone here can relate? Or perhaps none of you care but I definitely could use some comfort, loneliness is really hard to deal with and it's really hard to talk to people about it anymore.",2.1888888888888864,3.72858751851852,3.84,88.905,76.5925925925926,6.8987654320987675,20.641975308641968,7.662118739084242,0.5627271604938273,1212,28,268,17,27,405,157,324,0.213,0.614,0.172,-0.9581,0,0,0,0,1,3,34.0,0,2,1,3,22,31,2,1,7,1,28,5,0,5,7,53,63,22,5,8,10,1,8,7,1,3,2,1,0,0,21,8,0,0,13,0,0,5,15,10,0,2,4,9,25,21,40,53,10,34,0,3,0,3,17,17,0,8,18,169,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726512152394906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435036348271432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960559696967605,0.056265212824373516,0.0,0.06621844449671936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560249104772916,0.0,0.06718755766635501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116755387741598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461279752609639,0.0,0.08512465020095214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849456600254666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295914606479174,0.0,0.0,0.08351325228887192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041823455618076,0.08234687203065914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314512623934027,0.0,0.15944539469655658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343561328495088,0.11497294810342062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689236222063902,0.0,0.0,0.06216950563960285,0.0,0.08408259133553457,0.1543847948233584,0.04573191327300255,0.2024786402081675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625101422072834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172285672518868,0.09083876508435984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902610361175364,0.0,0.08844639950008511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751887700008257,0.08065024233446988,0.0,0.07121179495119381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787698519948825,0.0,0.1074262516430944,0.0,0.0,0.08765342310425517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812499090230794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915336098416371,0.0,0.062062010521856475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562380232412851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789324729750408,0.0,0.08407210696155643,0.0,0.0,0.18143153377936855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25774983904431154,0.0,0.0,0.08639269618857891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197655891599623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818041613978651,0.0,0.07958507399303913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603822674475458,0.0,0.07584029439481277,0.0,0.0,0.06467726395674893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046921634851826224,0.0,0.0,0.07689078124528098,0.0,0.1092652056375674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949865949141226,0.0,0.06639466446945617,0.14238662794856705,0.063871884889315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983983394113185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lead-simpson,2019/03/21,"Give yourself, and each other, a shot at happiness Hi, I just stumbled on this subreddit-I’ve felt lonely lately, and I like to use reddit when I’m not feeling great because you can find a community of real people who feel the same way. 

From scrolling, I see a lot of posts from people who are really down. And on every post, I see comments where people emphasize how down they are too. 

I know it’s not easy or possible to just “be happy” but this is a community for people who feel alone, so we should be there for each other. 

I’ve been shitty lately, and I could benefit from some love and positivity. I think everyone here could benefit from more positivity. When someone’s down, enforce that they’ll make it through their tough time, and trust that you’ll make it too. We all should come here to feel better. ",4.860109321058687,5.993654297468352,5.69536248561565,79.81287111622557,69.31645569620252,8.78342922899885,27.02186421173763,9.095868883498916,2.0716632911392403,641,20,124,12,11,210,99,158,0.09,0.698,0.212,0.9787,0,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,2,3,1,12,11,0,0,5,0,13,1,0,4,1,38,29,12,0,4,6,0,5,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,7,14,9,18,19,7,16,0,1,2,1,14,7,0,3,6,89,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898148729385288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876874295398148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722045013470354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239109354866113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22969928901680145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119679498539987,0.13745139840106088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909322452208544,0.0,0.13811510092106818,0.0,0.13147300245399027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799057310029506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585911624367081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062543325499737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905421884090759,0.0,0.3245300065807445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027608446364182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229306421551847,0.12982699100405212,0.0,0.19203717629327405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988999237511429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216520126431966,0.2755301743573827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637286937541465,0.09215168643240522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292539118845077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188058685585372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217096405159296,0.0,0.0,0.08387799188922004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423710332218868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417857582357115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,moviepopcornbutter,2019/03/21,"Feeling like I’m doing everything wrong. I’m not sure how to start, or where I’m planning on going. I feel kind of lost at the moment. I’m quickly moving towards my college graduation and am scared for what is next. I don’t feel like I can really share my inner most thoughts and anxiety with anyone, because I’m supposed to be the strong one.

People around me don’t realize how much pressure they put on me to keep things up. Weather it’s making sure the people around me are okay. Or me helping them with their future. Or just being a shoulder to lean on. I act as a role model for others, but often times find myself with no one for me to turn to or look up to.

Even someone who I felt/feel myself getting annoyingly close to, because he treats me like crap sometimes, invalidating my feelings and expressions, seems to leave me when I become too much or threaten to ruin his good mood.

Not sure what I was going for here. Maybe I just needed to rant.",4.48489730165123,5.366175910994766,5.4614659685863876,82.07518727345953,69.99476439790575,7.552315747080144,27.781312927909788,7.61054688173877,1.5900878775674587,753,25,146,8,13,248,121,191,0.166,0.74,0.09300000000000001,-0.9285,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,3,13,20,2,2,5,1,10,2,2,3,3,37,31,13,0,1,10,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,8,0,0,5,5,7,0,2,3,5,24,12,29,26,3,24,0,2,1,0,10,12,1,8,10,102,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262852030094637,0.0,0.0,0.09380458088993864,0.0,0.0,0.23885351232179464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355978366896204,0.1481641086301401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860838206268629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057023076671144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391650272762464,0.19168130127200173,0.1288102305348663,0.0,0.12261561293640005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009066387955701,0.0,0.1524872205232538,0.11252319168730414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992154244110774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924349114109505,0.0,0.13970221355948922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205120708685226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966246684210748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265675523473205,0.0,0.1464464759518085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954977690577816,0.0,0.13477713954802958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258596814730318,0.1972393227293372,0.09947453552375136,0.0,0.0,0.1426757988968224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818143535340855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860129370216004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348632395122639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594338992894407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343129675060497,0.0,0.0,0.12213004537118713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366944226902058,0.0,0.13268312934875875,0.0,0.0949558886284986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793196545340281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912689227397913,0.0,0.0,0.10650440904232374,0.07822709754400196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592256074975687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667787912296845,0.0,0.0
lonely,buddles88,2019/03/21,"I think I’m depressed It wasn’t until today when a few coworkers were talking about someone else who was difficult to work with because they were a bad communicator and could come off really strong. Someone else mentioned they thought that person might be depressed and they wanted to talk to them it without being confrontational and everyone simultaneously when “ahhhhh wow you’re so right” . It was at that moment I wanted to defend that person and also melt and cry at the same. I couldn’t even agree with everyone because I was just embarrassed or shocked I guess. It just took me by surprise. They weren’t talking about me clearly but this really made me realize I might be depressed and I don’t know if I’m in a funk or if it’s the real deal. I just know that comment hit me hard and unexpectedly deep. 

Of course I still have emotions but they’re rarely positive and my ability to maintain relationships has totally plummeted. I’ve tried getting hobbies, dieting, exercising etc. and nothing seems to fill this unavoidable hole of total and utter emptiness inside me. Part of me just feels like being completely isolated will lead me away from feel disappointed and accepting loneliness and my only comfort but I know that’s not healthy. Idk it just seems like my only option...

The only thing I can think of in most moments is why am I like this and that I’m just someone who isn’t likable anymore. 

Anyways I’m rambling and am just hoping I’m not the only one who’s felt like this. I’m running out of ways to help me get a grip and need help sorting this out without being in my head. :/

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lonely,RandomAttackHelpMe,2019/03/21,"So wow..... This is my kind of place. Yeah. Relate to much. I post on the FA forums, notice a pattern here?, but this sounds like my thing.",-1.808571428571426,-0.08477899999999927,0.07971428571428517,104.46528571428571,106.85714285714286,2.24,9.17142857142857,3.1291,-2.278322857142857,100,1,24,0,5,32,26,28,0.0,0.8320000000000001,0.168,0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43966228594308704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062683880428733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103697833396153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.480684009847872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411151148207599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043563707029842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804947194304442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,backwoodswarrior,2019/03/21,"I’m the only black kid in a school of mostly racist white people I smoke a lot to cope with the fact that no one around really relates to me, but then I’m just high with no friends. Super annoying never fitting in and always feeling different",3.3427551020408166,5.06331791836735,4.599744897959184,83.90329081632655,73.89795918367345,7.348979591836735,24.494897959183675,8.07648339933343,1.4768734693877552,194,6,37,3,4,64,40,49,0.17800000000000002,0.63,0.192,0.4215,1,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,2,2,8,3,2,7,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,2,2,25,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802426236705137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998213122219883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35188185873288885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029501061013597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26020902760259873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35584520688754145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286333316574356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25975910927410245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228222802869824,0.2561497882043164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334930825423471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576119768828544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408572008330974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SexyBanan03,2019/03/21,I’m so bored I’m super bored and none of my friends like me but I want to have a conversation with someone. I don’t know if Reddit is exactly the best place lmao but ig I’m just like super desperate,0.9831818181818156,2.623453681818184,3.45,89.92000000000002,80.36363636363637,7.127272727272729,22.363636363636363,8.07648339933343,1.0076090909090905,158,5,37,3,4,55,34,44,0.135,0.433,0.4320000000000001,0.9675,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,3,2,8,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,8,5,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,8,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641366394429337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416978536209507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430608427616996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321430169362751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620795710470496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747351955635898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26086318178987017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ieatmcchickens,2019/03/21,"Used to have a lot of friends and no bf, now I have a bf and no friends. Lonely sometimes and miss having people to text or vent to. I know what it seems like, I got a bf and dropped friends? It didn’t happen like that. I still have a couple friends but they’re either too busy to ever talk or hang, or they have their own life to focus on. I used to have friends I would vent to or text a lot and just have fun convo, but those specific people were kind of horrible and I held on to them because I’m nurturing and I liked being there for them. But they never were there for me so I did the self care thing and slowly distanced from people like that. Unfortunately that has left me with barely anyone to talk to or anyone that hits me up. I have a wonderful bf who I love so much, but I need girl talks. When he’s gaming with his friends and I’m sitting here just watching Hulu by myself, I get bummed. (We live together btw). I never wanted to be that girl that just is with a guy and doesn’t have a life of her own but I became that because of my choices to drop certain people. I don’t miss them but I miss having people to tell funny things to. I just want someone to care about my life like I do theirs. Anyone else ever feel this way? ",1.5775987387985388,3.213658110687025,2.994593428476602,93.88198639230008,78.58015267175573,5.47255227348158,19.788250912711586,6.0469075449839425,-0.1589998672419517,963,22,218,6,23,314,130,262,0.073,0.695,0.23199999999999998,0.9937,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,7,0,16,22,0,0,9,0,22,4,0,2,5,48,44,24,0,4,16,0,1,5,10,1,3,0,0,4,15,14,0,1,4,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,6,2,35,18,30,34,6,16,0,4,1,1,32,4,0,9,12,157,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753650156994309,0.10625688469962603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643385073993754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146604324254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474637558084907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663128840300037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876122011521126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243579989276948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807281829142404,0.0,0.05418099936563263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294146986432265,0.0,0.0,0.10268314983211403,0.0917050024649288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799163719223716,0.05699294276128454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112674573806237,0.0,0.21974736126553326,0.25332239809894713,0.0,0.09157242984581684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633066801820088,0.0935968045178498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623428733703966,0.07689511623645699,0.15996565754240802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35947607944209753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440812148893,0.1081857683792705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786796469858954,0.0,0.1025657933477215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281805602115035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500597620804182,0.09064176587694056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137792505491326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791337191685797,0.0,0.0,0.12233447575801265,0.08231531639789548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246243889248347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366826404976144,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Reaching_Reality,2019/03/21,"I'm starting to wish that the people I associated with just hated me Because then I could hate them them too. But that's not the case

People seem to like being around me when I do see them, and they always have nice things to say, but I'm never a priority.

It's like I'm the backup friend, or the consolation prize. 

""Oh we like you Thomas, just not enough to ever hang out with you, or to check in and say what's up. Because you're not *that* important to us."" That's what it feels like. 

And I'd rather people hate me. Then I could be angry and carry that with me.

I realized that I'm at my best when I'm angry. I'm focused. My drive and motivation is at its peak. I'm determined and nothing is gonna stop me. 

But I'm just sad instead. And my motivation just plummets. And then I feel worse about myself and just fold. And the cycle repeats. It sucks ",0.151880952380953,2.3394661722222243,2.4373015873015897,92.85500000000003,87.27777777777777,5.206349206349207,17.460317460317462,6.655083550727371,-0.15396825396825342,661,16,150,8,21,224,93,180,0.152,0.636,0.21100000000000002,0.8884,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,2,4,4,13,13,4,0,6,0,8,0,0,2,2,42,27,20,0,4,14,0,2,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,13,16,0,1,6,0,1,2,4,5,0,0,0,5,23,8,16,22,2,18,0,1,1,0,11,6,1,3,14,101,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407817272801895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344532306015062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964541846588687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910243245040146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573081841795136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649670193521698,0.0,0.0,0.14575685939205366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295054298485745,0.11511568709322033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449337824252582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4772657198047781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148919051858823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124278121096516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461446746887345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33513452138584543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562838442830951,0.0,0.0,0.1284046372880547,0.1466922855211641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405298576834695,0.0,0.0,0.1347170241201747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705168813564568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938269303247239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529860302407453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421148788531553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,spoolb,2019/03/21,"I just became very lonely irl [VENT] I hate everything around me. I've given everything my best shot. I've given everyone my best shot. All the effort, the love, the care, four years of friendship, all down the fucking drain. Why? Because some people are just born assholes. Some people befriend you as a fashion statement and for personal convenience. And you know what's fucking funny?  They think they can justify their actions through their self centred needs. They think it's all about them and always about them. The whole world, the entire universe, everything has to turn up just right for them to enjoy their fucking afternoon tea. I'm done. I cannot trust people anymore. I cannot trust anybody anymore. I look at everybody with suspicion and I have realised that I'm a terrible judge of character. I feel like I can maybe only trust myself now. I'm going to be lonely for a very long while.

* Context: I made some very very close friends (who turned out to be complete assholes a couple of days back) over the last 4 years & now I'm graduating college with almost no friends remaining. Biggest emotional drain on me ever.

I've tried to be nothing but the best version of myself. Turns out that's not how this shit hole of a world works. What I hate the most though, is how this one little incident has just overshadowed every other positive thing in my life. I can't sleep without thinking about it. I can't  eat without thinking about it. I have to see their faces every other day in college ffs. Fuck this. Fuck my life.



Thanks, this feels better than I expected.",3.2662205754141236,5.9707087432432475,3.6413034001743685,85.96298169136881,78.12162162162161,6.386922406277247,26.44027898866609,7.601502580125103,1.6908822144725368,1252,50,223,19,31,389,166,296,0.149,0.72,0.131,-0.7681,1,4,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,10,6,16,25,8,0,14,0,16,13,3,3,4,40,47,10,0,2,8,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,15,10,2,0,8,0,0,2,8,11,0,2,4,4,34,14,35,40,12,31,0,2,2,6,18,16,6,5,14,146,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840561979115101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346097764255251,0.09565778317162764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511186612575802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859320764779744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788644118049363,0.0,0.053818291871735695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27795195347879786,0.07808174276900505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001340360658004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925661323153556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768671753795212,0.0,0.11387426001444535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034717268497416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033856107002863,0.0,0.09930980375972108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985969059086627,0.1487694307080025,0.08436100266763667,0.23803714060585796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892800517153145,0.06307149585799009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364190022826715,0.4080946618976327,0.0,0.0,0.050174936385584915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432818312272433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851964581012416,0.07196482752718956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471794599752725,0.043132052622773386,0.08848570919080527,0.0,0.07813028202537033,0.07413795736996982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968151115106846,0.08353829464454161,0.0,0.0,0.08869509693793959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654629086262176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471274411672011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059824840345672314,0.06714543854165934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361907148536424,0.07708788073811014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539571357943604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035246675200732,0.0,0.09210149378396523,0.0,0.0906242525600437,0.0,0.0,0.08834970280640367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128183541775784,0.0,0.0,0.05865325808610729,0.2262802717087544,0.08674049148576432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059940360567193575,0.2880892645711581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913805985951479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966433223757703,0.09856810332816077,0.0,0.1702089985745831,0.0,0.06427321853318965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370650641799827
lonely,The_Biting_Bear,2018/11/17,"Don't worry. To all the fellow loners out there, I wanna tell you that you are great on your own. You don't need anyone by your side to drag you down, you can do great things by yourself. My only remaining ""friend"" has recently forgot about me and I have just been doing my own things. Finding a hobby or just good movies, books, games and TV shows etc is the best way I've found to cope. It's very hard to get used to at the start but over time you bond with yourself and learn to entertain yourself. I understand how nice it is to be with others but for some of us it seems this will never become a reality. Whether we ever find someone or not, this is what I've found to work best in the meantime. Best of wishes - The\_Biting\_Bear",3.5189017693715705,4.705600328859063,4.026955460646737,90.31723611958513,72.55704697986577,6.760463697376449,22.27028676021965,6.980632752743323,0.4713436241610731,575,13,123,5,11,181,102,149,0.026000000000000002,0.779,0.195,0.9822,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,8,0,4,6,9,0,0,6,0,14,0,0,2,3,32,24,9,0,3,8,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,16,9,23,18,8,13,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,4,5,92,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522430613472844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662015370333501,0.0,0.0,0.4737818026576125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783325773994112,0.0,0.13612449092107545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750855591510029,0.0,0.0,0.33000338676444546,0.11626621077726522,0.0,0.07862346810015881,0.0,0.0,0.1262217117440539,0.0,0.33182583329666177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348071735036624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158451835995382,0.11606517893876425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445246746549645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858817663898288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699809924490006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750750632863989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651577353203663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153264191151354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199954315844719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775042734489967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566627160056331,0.181017842503584,0.12997281722019402,0.0,0.12416788543311486,0.0,0.11944991286132667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730531112583353,0.0,0.0,0.10955663724660276,0.15282728429324052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ProtonRequiem,2018/11/17,"Deleting Discord made me realize how pathetic I am. When I don't lurk in servers that I'm inactive in. I realize how lonely I really am. It's pretty jarring. The loneliness that's setting in feels almost debilitating, my ability to do things I normally do is seriously impeded.",4.059230769230768,6.682854153846158,7.527538461538462,59.61746153846156,74.76923076923076,12.621538461538462,39.24615384615385,11.602472056035307,6.560418461538461,224,15,34,11,5,84,38,52,0.24100000000000002,0.631,0.128,-0.7437,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,4,0,9,9,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,7,0,4,8,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,25,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44779793593086337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226113582894197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423143641788646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381529623287939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549547730268863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864824828634032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970943246439188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,waaaffle,2018/11/17,"I want to be close.. The touch of another’s skin, their warm hands and arms holding me soft yet firmly. I want to cuddle. spend a whole day in bed cuddling. I want kisses on my lips, forehead, cheek, neck, and further below.

I want to be physically wanted.",1.1998666666666686,3.697738320000002,2.764,90.08866666666668,85.8,4.933333333333334,20.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.29813333333333336,196,6,39,2,6,64,40,50,0.0,0.785,0.215,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,10,7,0,0,9,7,2,0,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,7,5,1,7,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097599717880424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905130613832769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8711934421249852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32981133958471304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TwistedRunaway,2018/11/17,"Thought I had something for once... I've been quite lonely for some time but last June I met a girl and I really thought she was the one. We texted frequently and she seemed as interested in me as i was in her. But just this past month whenever i text I get no replies, no nothing. So i guess i just have to roll with the punches here? I dont know it just hurt a bit because I truly thought this was the best thing for me because she made me feel like someone was there but I guess that's gone now :/",1.6548322851153046,3.1540716320754747,2.6957861635220115,96.71263102725368,77.9622641509434,6.220545073375264,24.041928721174003,6.937597516519254,0.5152821802935006,387,13,94,4,9,123,70,106,0.134,0.722,0.145,0.5029,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,20,20,8,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,12,1,19,3,9,8,3,10,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,4,8,63,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284134542172693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661210464724474,0.0,0.20453750847794694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195726240213474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472971129218102,0.13384276730584654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788256187421993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41277395441302417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005618848386135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029625756545912,0.15271512961439945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915296712735577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727495406818053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954085953158786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976722994144012,0.0,0.0,0.19952147138727852,0.12695310419660633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884662693586267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926962240438065,0.0,0.0,0.12002110861520415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055626328905685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874091641113156,0.14423106441670794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446691277822484,0.0,0.0,0.4462045512599176,0.10924520173969574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,laneflowerpower,2018/11/17,"Dunno man I dunno why I came over to r/lonely, I think it’s because I feel like I can just dump these feelings and not have to listen to the same “it’s gonna be fine” bullshit. I understand that, yes, it will be fine, but I’d like a moment or two to vent regardless. I’ve got friends I hang out with when they’re around, and I’ve always been a moderately social guy. Never found myself having too much trouble with getting the occasional dates and all, but it’s been weird lately.

Most of the time I’m alone. It’s not like my roommates aren’t around to talk to or hang out, it’s just that I don’t care to make the effort. I sit at my computer with my headphones on and I shut off. Hours. A whole day, I’ll spend it like that.  This has only started lately, and I’m not sure why. I’ve lost the desire to make an effort to find myself a date or plans, I’ve been seeming to strike out way more than I’ve done before, and I don’t bounce back with the positivity I’ve had. I just look forward to going to sleep or the occasional workout. I’ve gotten a lot of self-doubt, mostly because of rejection and disappointment from people. I figure my best option is to lay low and go about my business, but damn if it doesn’t get rough sometimes.

Thanks for coming to my sadboi talk, back to normal life! ",3.2172329721362267,3.9657077279411785,4.613010835913316,87.48756191950466,72.82352941176471,7.04984520123839,23.13931888544891,7.0608816371341465,0.6343720588235291,1010,24,222,9,19,337,154,272,0.12300000000000001,0.726,0.151,0.8657,1,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,5,10,19,2,0,13,1,17,2,1,2,3,56,42,17,0,4,14,0,3,4,1,2,1,1,0,2,13,19,0,0,8,1,1,7,8,8,0,1,10,5,21,11,35,28,9,33,0,4,1,0,7,12,1,12,18,136,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489527428082662,0.0,0.0,0.10837486349951328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23189258907671126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030182098045105,0.0,0.15879315039221034,0.0,0.11082950515104993,0.0,0.1366848358787198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489663930305807,0.13279418055741993,0.0,0.0,0.11219514540012196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399770722643479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328658046104402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317122876441547,0.09304756040110723,0.0,0.0,0.11904221825611065,0.0,0.0,0.14280769704419286,0.10062751154131393,0.0,0.1360960143239469,0.0,0.14804327566516676,0.0,0.10416939151056083,0.0,0.0,0.128963728927116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826578718176224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29384566529209505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199639595860977,0.25452589744676696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937359218384662,0.0,0.14217857690061053,0.11073024400311368,0.0,0.0,0.17388004401581458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574558224168417,0.0,0.10045352003067906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127613140855391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990577306495324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029597502754874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185708016176264,0.13587467982670426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033977070732966,0.1327690979070867,0.0,0.0,0.12881633639128334,0.0,0.09218858306959536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275503916262795,0.0,0.0,0.20937313425000031,0.0,0.11991274961316087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345619111684661,0.0,0.0,0.0759473202177392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723113206967526,0.135590376237092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338298121789724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350529875612828,0.14541468254851514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonely_grrrl,2018/11/17,"I wish I never existed. The pain of going through life totally alone is honestly going to kill me. I'm reaching a level of desperation I didn't know was possible. It's become a physical weight on my chest.

Because the truth is that it is my fault I'm so alone. I understand the issues that keep me apart from others, but they are overwhelming and I don't know what to do. I can't seem to fix myself or my situation. My social anxiety is so bad that trying to have any kind of conversation with anybody is humiliating, much less trying to be myself with somebody over and over again so that some kind of relationship could build. 

Because let's be honest. Nobody has ever wanted to stick around for me before. Nobody has ever valued me as much as I valued them. There's not anybody out there who would, or could.

I wish I never existed.",3.8132447552447566,5.4587518909090935,5.593939393939396,77.5632167832168,72.51515151515152,8.470862470862473,25.41958041958042,9.057496981413335,2.1020629370629367,662,21,123,14,13,227,98,165,0.115,0.743,0.142,0.6757,0,2,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,2,0,9,10,1,1,5,0,20,4,1,0,6,28,32,10,1,6,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,6,1,1,4,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,2,1,21,5,22,24,5,14,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,4,5,98,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948705876885673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680526112450108,0.0,0.10890003742821762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267247951906056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188592259176043,0.17355474395490136,0.15721825597822608,0.12113234318753385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273153717764804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25753378025909546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180554853185472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858006880866126,0.0,0.12653033104499356,0.1574930556979053,0.29647852742729136,0.1564675208464029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556609791575775,0.10054848654324253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20929240297487806,0.0,0.2195835891564792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514741600655657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604821816053173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283438408197064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295932794610267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001129774144393,0.0,0.14511146567388736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932973635729075,0.0,0.0,0.14819501327641418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396378221806526,0.0,0.0,0.1733482120543737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273989979789658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112384167636344,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,deltatangocharlie,2018/11/17,"Ghosting sucks, I think I am a problem I think I am a problem, and am no use at all. I found my best friend here on reddit a few months ago, I thought everything was great, she got me like no one else, now it's pretty much all over, she told me shes taking a break from the internet and I was okay to it, but then she had been online, and anxiety kicks in, i let it pass a few days, today I messaged her on two social platforms, when it showed me she was online. She hid the online status on one and on fb she just said oh she was online only to check out a page.

I just feel so lost, i feel i am incapable of keeping friends.",1.27145053475936,2.428819875000002,3.2009358288770087,94.1344385026738,78.19117647058823,6.12192513368984,21.18716577540107,6.574015621080383,0.14065588235294113,477,12,115,4,11,161,83,136,0.14400000000000002,0.733,0.122,-0.2469,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,1,0,8,1,12,0,0,1,2,20,26,8,1,2,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,1,1,1,2,4,0,3,12,3,25,6,12,13,7,18,0,1,0,0,15,9,1,0,8,83,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995650442951492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380424332455586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936932742028714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637420654643825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074137562850354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217527041420166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824801351504142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785221503060132,0.27882777278181675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432096641385112,0.1989448555841094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603907141751919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452058262695967,0.0,0.08815791031366946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698060365037154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403208816749355,0.0,0.1326502416746461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24455283665024205,0.137239041246143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835807637175849,0.0,0.34532925014910576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716476277593203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394428768361734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567464256954334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312479314805497,0.0,0.14325577073965734,0.0,0.0,0.17104386144623449,0.17242605568041106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762717404023838,0.0,0.0,0.15584936889837672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rillow1703,2018/11/17,"Looking for some friends Hello reddit, I'm suffering with depression and just need someone to chat to regularly, so I don't feel so down. Can any one help ?",5.537999999999999,6.5300948000000005,6.38666666666667,75.99000000000002,67.66666666666666,10.0,35.0,10.125756701596842,3.655,124,6,23,3,2,41,27,30,0.191,0.6459999999999999,0.163,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,1,5,6,1,1,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060178563267848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38758741221060383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275353241880396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34767163899919834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30162790478632234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778896593520129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336719423965888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30493406267181417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38128656136308303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Britanniafanboy,2018/11/17,"Currently in my sophomore year of college I still don't have any friends. I've given up. All I have are my few high school friends who I only see weeks/ months apart.

Every day, I drive to school, take my classes, and go home. Or work. That's about it. I feel so socially isolated. I feel like there is no way that I can connect to people. I don't see why anyone would even want to spend time with me. I'm not an interesting enough person.

And honestly, it's probably too late to make friends. Everybody is all settled in to their social circles. There just isn't room for me to break through anywhere.

I'm always isolated and lonely. I don't know what to do anymore. I literally go whole days or weeks without any sort of meaningful social interactions.

:(",2.0346392617449642,4.501980328859061,3.405633389261748,87.23247692953022,81.28187919463087,6.678020134228189,25.41988255033557,7.865858978985527,1.6100365771812082,595,24,118,11,16,194,99,149,0.152,0.789,0.059000000000000004,-0.9164,1,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,8,7,0,0,1,0,12,0,0,1,2,19,25,6,0,2,5,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,1,3,7,1,0,0,1,4,16,6,17,23,5,21,0,1,2,0,10,6,0,3,11,71,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813007188765885,0.0,0.0,0.1930883791889488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079568498578945,0.0992684383365829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831172814921576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669253740922378,0.0,0.09376957529627,0.0,0.11961550273490056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356818089982532,0.10142310351517483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329056059359328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613691794581978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999866658373354,0.1424070743362721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780227738787082,0.0,0.16014788136267424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935917054878805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476580378580922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133187723275498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079742706454266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842383811831504,0.12396237002957218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530672300370098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287361609097557,0.22626276484713514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341603552827785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337709802207036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674346340157853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278360966089589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373734253042985,0.11268885245964383,0.22775888336615197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810547308393164,0.15850397729040128,0.0,0.1368536186339494,0.0,0.10335555242296236,0.0,0.0,0.10085112348148484,0.0,0.0,0.09142376135130592
lonely,kindofupset,2019/10/29,"Ignorance is Bliss I’ve been laying in bed for a couple of hours and it amuses me how the moment I stop obsessing over a hobby of mine, or somebody else’s life I get sad and lonely. 

My heart begins to hurt and my energy drains as I slowly begin to remember how nobody likes me, that I’ve been alone for my entire life, and how I lack the willpower to pursue anyone and change the fact.

I laugh at myself pitifully as I realise how I dedicate all of my attention into something to the point of obsession just so I don’t have to think about me and then my eyes become tearful as I remember how I refuse to become physically upset because it’s embarrassing and not in my nature.

My life is a joke so I ignore it to the best of my abilities. In doing so, I’m caught off guard by my own feelings when I stop focusing on something specific. I can’t, or won’t do anything about the way I truly feel but even in writing this, I forgot about it for a couple of moments. I feel horrible.",4.3165079969535425,4.737465707920798,6.1838613861386165,78.4030654988576,70.13861386138613,9.185681645087586,27.914699162223915,9.265573868473778,2.3045159177456207,771,25,152,15,13,269,115,202,0.158,0.753,0.08900000000000001,-0.8615,1,3,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,14,15,0,4,10,0,10,5,2,5,2,36,20,23,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,6,8,0,7,7,2,0,1,4,10,0,0,4,4,30,5,32,15,4,21,0,4,1,0,2,10,0,2,10,115,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627640362565296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225693287027523,0.0,0.13211501575307585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786686045293527,0.3546191079046072,0.0,0.0,0.16848227679764252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983552826933332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552804082365513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341149093122783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060385868428475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24352942257841295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387823787829941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024682850149327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810467723574068,0.0,0.17186695120864076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401934563254024,0.07843427259159287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176710161446594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637328179524011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471910685404988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684459427137717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287087811775776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743330264649388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,woolrose,2019/10/29,I feel so isolated I really want to be social but it all feels so difficult. I want to make friends and go out but the effort required makes me tired. I just want to be normal. And have friends to talk to or grab a drink with.,0.541875000000001,2.5541444375,2.4123333333333328,94.86600000000004,83.79166666666666,6.34,20.016666666666666,7.554174236665415,0.4974116666666659,175,5,41,3,5,58,34,48,0.16899999999999998,0.59,0.24100000000000002,0.509,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,2,1,18,11,7,0,4,4,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,2,7,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619753235648998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27043688422592216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132247822186948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519841577334556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570173912683534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26202035373081045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131971697413945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726067689028738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149466047547563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073664407520759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732037251991634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hhtah,2019/10/29,"Anyone else feeling drawn to other loners? I've been a pretty lonely person throughout my life, sometimes suffering from it, sometimes being rather ok with it.

I find that I'm more likely to want to be friends with someone who is in a similar situation as me. I feel a connection based on compassion/empathy to other people like that. But then if the person somehow becomes popular later on, having many friends and a social life that is considered normal, I feel like the connection I once felt sort of fades away.

It's almost as if I enjoy the lack of social life when in the company of someone who understands me. And if the possibility of getting a ""normal"" social life comes up, I try to escape it.

Anyone else feeling like this? If yes, why do you think that is so?",6.313605442176873,6.8271105646258565,7.316054421768707,71.70156462585034,65.80272108843538,9.798639455782316,32.65986394557823,9.725611199111238,3.261851700680272,611,24,103,12,9,206,89,147,0.062,0.721,0.217,0.9663,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,0,10,2,8,4,0,0,0,26,19,12,0,9,6,0,5,4,2,0,4,0,0,2,13,5,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,5,10,9,20,15,2,11,0,2,0,0,10,6,0,7,8,75,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188081201396404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021306289204569,0.2494244828003054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143560196214874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442556057148233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484740155883517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335589891728226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24617270317017614,0.17390761239539787,0.11686627488317985,0.0,0.11124605450120806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880746813565249,0.0,0.06359149236578435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34388593319751515,0.2378568063845573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234007375255944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385113219601893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962337602930973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843824242046899,0.21255511862237814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721629902202287,0.0,0.12382874666645785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681368148265768,0.0,0.3722218516645414,0.2062588387718685,0.0,0.2407601166839825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799058284913454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263705221000665,0.0,0.0,0.12671046126054994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179114424172507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982959595333308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Penguino-30-10-18,2019/10/29,"I wish I had friends I feel really lonely, like there's this pain inside my chest that doesn't go away, I don't really have any friends to be honest, and I hate a lot of things about my life and myself. So talking to someone would be nice but I get it if you can't or don't want to, hope you have a nice day and thank you for reading :)",4.2102,2.9262931866666686,5.253166666666669,90.79575,70.46666666666667,8.566666666666668,25.41666666666667,7.1686216300943375,0.7630666666666661,259,5,66,2,4,86,53,75,0.115,0.593,0.292,0.9114,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,3,11,1,0,2,0,10,3,1,0,0,12,18,7,0,5,3,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,1,12,8,7,14,1,3,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,4,2,44,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481539035405762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277083473184901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563043118207041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254619297555815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37449864909515374,0.0,0.12662484824199227,0.0,0.13774067820772842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23928363346110504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407214945289133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118840305405594,0.11840649154184238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060486548756473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578916944157758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24242893896593895,0.0,0.3105283387201295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535368165152565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480248177768755,0.0,0.2231356119791204,0.0,0.0,0.16101544176933727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295218442803234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787058938048429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216797151713334,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Topesa,2019/10/29,"I may be stabbing myself with my own values I work hard to improve myself consistently and I feel like I have enough confidence. But, I purposely hold myself back from pursuing any sort of relationship. I think it's a mix of not wanting to put myself out there and a fear that my inexperience will drag me down like the last time. I like being alone but it's not uncommon for me to feel an aching of loneliness.",3.428306878306877,5.452037580246916,4.947548500881833,80.20111111111113,74.43209876543209,8.579188712522045,25.151675485008816,9.23628265651192,2.148508289241622,328,11,64,8,7,110,57,81,0.171,0.695,0.134,-0.6187,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,15,9,4,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,15,3,11,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,6,48,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28293062472961433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185770803536337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005746734499725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28226650057100244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074018530549573,0.2762545984386948,0.19515883365228934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447143518402793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267700508985586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003837693262791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746199274642257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932915629696378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504180495668886,0.0,0.0,0.15929262807984962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611278055491158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887726132671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway-21342587,2019/10/29,"Don’t you just hate when it happens It’s when you somehow find yourself in a group of people, so you try to take part in the conversation, but everytime you say something you don’t even get a response from them - and after a few moments you realize they don’t care about your input and you just walk away?",7.363494623655917,5.812775887096777,7.315161290322582,79.42607526881723,64.32258064516128,10.20215053763441,35.182795698924735,8.841846274778883,2.7624021505376346,243,9,50,3,3,78,45,62,0.039,0.889,0.07200000000000001,0.4497,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,8,2,0,8,2,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,10,1,8,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,1,4,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31097084169797923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374607660480446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186121467097876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025138450806984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729257451533654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926885083555317,0.0,0.0,0.32677867885921114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584239692134498,0.0,0.2294629838140833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26321216642810463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25480804559010256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488591593566168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22471675532467594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,missieanne08,2019/10/29,Sugar baby in search of a sugar daddy In need of a sugar daddy for financial help... Willing to discuss arrangements,4.678571428571427,7.420699952380954,7.047857142857144,63.23464285714289,73.28571428571429,8.009523809523811,29.54761904761905,8.841846274778883,3.4810761904761915,93,4,11,2,2,33,15,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6705883712855273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7418296545006973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RockyRacoonDude,2019/10/29,"People scare me I’ve had so many friends leave me for various reasons, I’ve had people judge me, hurt me and made me feel sad so much. It’s happened so much times at this point that I have now reached a point I now find it very difficult to talk to people.

It was somewhat recently when I had met a friend whom I had believed was really cool only for them to suddenly block me out of the blue. I’m not sure what their reason was but, it reminded me why I’m so scared of talking to people. 

I’m scared the rest of my life is going to be like this and I’m scared I’m going to die alone. How can I learn to trust people and maintain friendships? Thanks for reading",1.781808510638296,3.323985425531916,3.2194503546099327,92.90875,77.72340425531914,6.402127659574468,22.388297872340427,7.1686216300943375,0.5561957446808514,519,15,118,6,12,170,83,141,0.22,0.645,0.135,-0.9308,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,8,14,0,4,4,1,11,1,0,4,1,16,23,10,1,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,5,1,0,2,1,7,0,0,9,3,15,7,15,13,5,12,0,2,1,0,8,4,0,1,7,72,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256733225421136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442099212297605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328417221665526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471963784933978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698785879617145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778188416950235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145488433288248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318821417123863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702451296510434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553140712286102,0.0,0.0,0.09040877713659426,0.06253336040498117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211148083378354,0.0,0.12976988821505472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881865244068131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734825153345814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44368850526872855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419989769598261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280326442878941,0.0,0.0819988003541338,0.2632065368425903,0.1263825893374493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5125933345941104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206366060583624,0.0,0.0,0.20575989782594264,0.0,0.11784336704331387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463666675351467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561176015855192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549829178786353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MediaIs,2019/10/29,"I was lied to. I was told that if I built a great life, I would find someone to love me for me.  Well, I have a house, a car, a great job, exciting outdoor hobbies, and a good body, and nobody wants me.  

I see so many complete losers in relationships, and I realized that I should have been working on pickup game, fashion, and fitness instead.  Nobody cares if you're well read, if you can cook, if you're a good listener.  You just need to be hot, available, and sexually aggressive.",4.781298245614035,5.169104831578949,5.614473684210527,83.01048245614038,69.10526315789474,8.85964912280702,31.62280701754386,8.841846274778883,2.3919122807017548,369,15,77,6,6,121,61,95,0.075,0.631,0.294,0.9714,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,2,5,11,1,0,6,0,9,4,1,0,0,16,16,10,0,8,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,4,3,13,9,6,9,0,4,0,1,1,1,7,3,0,4,0,50,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173116042226166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994677140787126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512450450992506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881114258721795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281865986120988,0.0,0.4313869224895332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22574194809879816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414221574253465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818610671278153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657246861932038,0.0,0.0,0.19834795015419893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506435950013044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569264408427997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100438229773912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589951230102922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576488395419933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694211845436293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539336461921199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35180717352955704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242803253314268,0.0,0.0,0.138976830557133,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThatElaMain,2019/10/29,"Wandering around the City It's a thing I've been doing for the past few months, I'll go on trips by myself, usually to places I'm familiar with, typically malls, parks, and restaurants. Sometimes I'll get lost but I can find my way back. Wandering around is calming sometimes but at the same time sad. I started wandering around my city to clear my head and also try to have fun by myself bc I don't have anyone special in my life right now, I do have friends though but most of the time they're preoccupied with their SO's and I can't really do anything about it. I do feel happy for them because they're happy, and at the same time, It makes me wonder how it feels like to have someone who cares for you, gives you affection when u need it, or someone who genuinely wants to be with you.

There was this one time where me and my friends were singing along to songs during a party and the time came where they left me to spend time with their SO's, and I literally had no one to hang out with at that time. I don't wanna tell them about it because that'll make them feel bad. Thing is this happens to me a lot, even on typical days. Honestly, It feels like I'm forced to look on the bright side, and the fact that I always get ditched alone with my thoughts.

At this point, wandering around is just a way for me to feel okay, I might get hurt or die from doing it but as long as it makes me feel okay then so be it",4.470851224105466,4.49812386101695,4.841666666666669,89.54061676082864,69.71186440677965,8.453860640301317,26.558380414312616,8.167268648758528,1.2648154425612046,1109,30,256,14,18,351,149,295,0.098,0.72,0.182,0.9839,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,6,1,20,18,0,0,12,2,24,2,1,5,2,52,50,24,1,3,7,0,6,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,20,21,0,0,9,3,1,4,4,4,0,2,7,9,33,14,44,39,5,43,0,3,2,0,15,20,0,6,19,169,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305300419914408,0.0,0.07957089532091847,0.08279278368230003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957339659876277,0.0,0.08188082599996302,0.3543078596826628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651010944839504,0.08307915959750231,0.1213097440322243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380261027197275,0.10144787739647892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416989862449625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326630489930816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571945686165521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018641017048853,0.14216703563348368,0.0,0.0,0.09094209032321944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374841594269814,0.0,0.1559554611203226,0.09545040372095782,0.056548698203529035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798838531286597,0.21184128036007815,0.0,0.0,0.102116708386731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651785375676512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081081025957948,0.0,0.07028048261566308,0.09722230270189958,0.0,0.0,0.08805523349061185,0.08355576067944928,0.0,0.10861707024565133,0.08459217241716999,0.0,0.0,0.1992530242624222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555481253855056,0.0,0.0,0.07942073050950862,0.0,0.0,0.07377871363864258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484887417829033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498494127223743,0.0,0.0,0.10395734321289482,0.0,0.09406058477893707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374287370447469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497329065409921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861370975947673,0.0,0.19681802088060416,0.0,0.07042730361633197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696823954035562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220805561869636,0.0,0.09775920466265853,0.07899266133401826,0.40613873879030304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755463193569186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095862687220263,0.0,0.05868825418853249,0.15795848823270894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790456507845167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mans_nothott,2019/10/29,"I'm 18M , just need someone online. Need someone with whom I can just talk and connect with. Hopefully they can be much more open then me . I consider myself to be funny, sarcastic. Love football ( soccer). Feel free to pm me.",1.1028682170542652,3.7268830465116274,2.8468604651162783,87.41664728682171,90.6279069767442,5.657364341085271,23.44573643410853,7.1686216300943375,1.3511736434108528,173,7,32,3,6,57,33,43,0.040999999999999995,0.6920000000000001,0.267,0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,10,10,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,4,8,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535866397999694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444627584659255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31301154224044403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549468646273836,0.5143136894025354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5877056868664612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787545015889336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,moskhow,2019/10/29,I am God Because nobody gives a shit about me unless they need something,5.419285714285714,6.865190928571433,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,68.28571428571428,5.6000000000000005,28.285714285714285,3.1291,0.9829428571428572,59,2,10,0,1,18,14,14,0.22899999999999998,0.637,0.134,-0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32640072768796585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136451565565059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970237677385269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496239466736216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122097320593304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Zingara123,2019/10/29,Feel kinda scared and lonely I’m desperately in need of $2000 by the end of the day and literally have no one to turn to. This is such a scary/lonely feeling,1.5528431372549036,3.205652911764709,4.100588235294119,85.84931372549022,78.70588235294117,6.886274509803924,20.15686274509804,7.793537801064563,0.6096392156862747,125,3,28,2,3,44,29,34,0.267,0.6920000000000001,0.042,-0.7988,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,17,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770799761657106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38053038400306816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43447421038283257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31856999394928304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911327869001049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301410508772476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673210993180705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ItsTeaForMe,2019/10/29,"Is it always up and down? I barely feel like waking up some days.

It wasn't always like this, I spent 3 days in bed straight after dropping out then got a job on the 4th.

I love my work, my boss is great, I don't work long strenuous hours and my paycheck is decent compared to other people my age. Why aren't I happy? 

I have people who like me but I'm too scared to text or call because I might cancel on them. My best friend lives hours away and I miss her so much.

My therapist said I sounded isolated and lonely. I never felt like that was the case till she mentioned it. 

I feel like I need to be on meds but I don't want to come off as some crazy person looking for recreational drugs. I just don't want to feel like crying all the time, I don't want to dread going to work and then dread coming home because it means it'll just be me and my thoughts. I feel like I'm losing a little piece of me everyday. 

My friends have forgotten me, my therapist forgets, my family forget me, am I really not that memorable? Am I not important enough? It's getting harder and harder to get myself out of theses moods. 

I read some diary entries by Ren Hang, a famous photographer. He said ""I don't want to answer any calls but nobody's calling me"" large mood.",2.187058617058618,3.820564976833978,3.7627535977535977,89.05402158652159,76.83783783783784,6.562372762372763,21.425236925236927,7.348242739294969,0.6283806949806947,975,25,207,12,22,324,147,259,0.141,0.698,0.161,0.8553,1,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,5,4,21,0,3,6,0,19,3,1,1,2,42,45,16,0,5,8,0,5,7,2,2,1,3,2,1,12,11,0,0,9,1,1,4,10,6,0,0,8,9,40,13,27,33,8,31,0,3,1,1,15,13,0,5,20,131,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678241541145675,0.0,0.0,0.0681531504942318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416014627184842,0.0,0.0,0.12218656761365378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517488254125378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30700798845356425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266160014453882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008714785787664,0.12926743386682182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162235763291311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035542234123612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447865441145434,0.0,0.20269731156578905,0.2863892303201799,0.09622707727734334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485970537605295,0.0,0.10472180201141396,0.0,0.05695743067988165,0.0,0.08015522311661809,0.1104930883120611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668623173091478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005289993053988,0.0,0.19739335404950484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099453051869738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427375801584266,0.10044693646773432,0.08849624388896463,0.08869169436033669,0.08415969948018204,0.11212073193907976,0.0,0.0,0.09045261389029048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091691427933814,0.1113220129068138,0.0,0.0,0.10631775989702973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367335448277675,0.0743119842051744,0.07729597143794813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896009028970818,0.0875083844582877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024728835098022,0.0,0.06420360548870233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066465867520785,0.0,0.1003378710672794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23272667752502066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956361817487302,0.05843918553124083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364498052730065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043311278386504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188844263425183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Woolgarfield,2019/10/29,"I'm super lonely but maybe I'll always be that way. I wrote an article about being a lonely black millennial a while ago. I'm quite happy that it's gotten a lot of reads but I'm also embarrassed that people I know have likely read it (I sent it to my friends and family).

Anyway, I think speaking up is the way to start getting the conversation going about loneliness. I've had friends and been lonely. I've had no friends and still been lonely. It has more to do with the level of connection you have with the people around you, than whether you have people to take shots with on Friday night. I don't know. It's just depressing being surrounded by many people and feeling like ""these people are only tolerating me"". Surrounded by people and yet, so alone.

Sigh.

Also if you want to read the article and/or relate, here's the link: [https://www.sorellamag.org/opinion-sorella/lonely](https://www.sorellamag.org/opinion-sorella/lonely)",5.5218292682926835,8.56072209756098,5.459939024390246,74.1739329268293,71.92682926829268,7.270731707317072,21.835365853658534,8.278499904357787,1.4227634146341461,760,19,123,13,16,237,97,164,0.151,0.695,0.153,0.0856,0,15,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,4,0,2,11,14,0,1,10,0,15,0,0,0,0,22,30,13,0,2,5,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,6,1,0,7,3,11,7,18,20,2,16,0,5,1,0,11,6,0,2,8,84,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204034507983743,0.0,0.0,0.14067698952070348,0.0,0.21724342913055636,0.11301989352932927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209158419277184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698857803792127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804668209216216,0.0,0.06867878881394676,0.09703565042777844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148214523168945,0.0,0.07096459710294184,0.0,0.07719426218001851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459158085133553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492951871733479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271753661779598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547622745347005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137708414992655,0.13645762327416752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274655082340766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330342119708794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5649967799287537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446994641347524,0.4075946913736856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961398566669677,0.0,0.10847252814088396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212585733521944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870331876766952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011495621723115,0.21562811066505053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway671026,2019/10/29,52 Married Man - I'm feeling depressed and lonely. Hey! Anyone want to chat? I could really use a friend right about now.  Thanks.,0.19500000000000028,1.3017551666666662,1.211666666666666,93.5,122.33333333333334,3.2666666666666675,16.5,5.46131890053228,-0.23119999999999985,100,3,18,1,6,31,23,24,0.192,0.496,0.313,0.396,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,5,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902876512111402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314693385654088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575743916000796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099160152029293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207495157871375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659604100664156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35454208311713564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822210823461987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35856262890283513,0.0,0.0,0.2448705438419607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,32Eyebrows,2019/10/29,"Feeling sad after watching a TV show I like A TV show I'm watching just had a Valentine's day episode and it brought up a lot of feelings for me. I've spent every Valentine's day alone. I've been in relationships. My longest ended on a Valentine's day because I said something's trying to fix issues and they decided to end it instead. That was nearly 2 years ago and I haven't been close to anyone since then. I haven't hugged anyone, kissed anyone, held hands. Nothing. I might be exaggerating a little but I just don't think I'm someone who's loveable. My self image is very negative because of things I've done in the past and I don't feel that anyone will every love me. My last relationship was the happiest I've ever been but I also regret it the most cause the end of it has caused me the most pain.",1.6448784783374393,3.861712670658683,3.3621345544205714,88.4545368087355,80.97604790419163,5.366537513208877,23.595984501585068,6.522977012572876,0.7034821415991548,644,23,130,6,17,214,97,167,0.129,0.773,0.098,-0.6112,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,11,0,16,5,1,2,1,23,27,8,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,8,5,0,1,5,4,1,1,5,3,0,0,11,7,15,4,13,13,3,21,0,2,2,3,7,7,0,4,14,79,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122703287543365,0.0,0.0,0.1416392463867291,0.0,0.10936470736741324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824953397290916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667318760633857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28097469330535274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645912989879224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399501273162815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633789420695236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370474397246248,0.2304477290169628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207445693645494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427390174049772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147539513872834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681267467015717,0.13706667180504034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626610640317192,0.12342873937216582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507780939177062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312222504824247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551933474904072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055025037299367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29365216996431603,0.0,0.0,0.13008744275565573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266761646243906,0.0,0.0,0.11312699380978335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587395712720673,0.1052823969552254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085542682433727,0.08762851092536103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928491821433356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283903706946677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880671723141537
lonely,pinkkittyears,2019/10/29,"What's wrong with me? New to reddit and this is my first post pls be gentle.
So, I'm a 20yo Female and I've recently cut off a toxic, co-dependant friendship. With my best friend. My only friend. I don't know how to make friends, when I've tried and met up with them and did somehing fun and gone to parties we just kind of fade away from each other. This has happened like 5 times this year. I am trying. My only friend right now is an online friendship with a 14 year old boy? We have become pretty close and he leans on me for advice and I'm always there to talk while we game or whatever. He's opened up to me and I'm the only person he's told that he's gay. So we trust each other, Hes like a little brother, but it leads me to question is there something wrong with me? That I'm getting along better with a 14 year old than my own peers? 
Tldr; I roughly remember a psych asking me if i get along better with people younger/older and that correlated to something.. if I'm remembering correctly, What is wrong with me?
Also ye I should probably go to a doctor but I guess I also just needed a little vent bc..i dont have anyone to vent to 😅",1.3821099887766548,3.1041627983539115,3.334188178077067,90.83127104377104,79.45267489711934,5.735054246165358,19.68742985409652,6.574015621080383,0.10562716049382724,892,21,195,8,22,301,137,243,0.05,0.789,0.161,0.9618,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,4,1,1,5,11,16,1,0,10,0,14,2,0,3,1,45,31,21,0,4,7,1,1,2,4,1,1,0,0,2,11,27,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,4,0,1,4,1,26,12,29,25,4,27,0,0,0,1,24,10,0,5,15,120,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632682691611647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402892373624734,0.09053774611463238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608173366609555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172166125896104,0.0,0.10222957133994896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017091430640195,0.0,0.0,0.11418825887207053,0.19246531232966524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137055030329916,0.0,0.0,0.12752325538630455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255282012264657,0.0,0.0,0.33626203707709906,0.0,0.11369634981944145,0.0,0.061838622321363286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986530342760145,0.0,0.09621937729575084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330775644174422,0.05979854223154703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063170939206666,0.2181102656289658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263080557225167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068044275104655,0.0,0.10508834245471814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34253000465237105,0.0,0.0,0.2482622827463847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543441161754368,0.09500776056564836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420887720447372,0.11069779914669672,0.11731442968002308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189090349553873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107435691393424,0.0,0.2465186129132227,0.09292223154722144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753286020266528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745649618297563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344736199821134,0.0,0.0,0.1039715953504281,0.0,0.1477482418885905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568964509494993,0.0,0.21020815009596244
lonely,heeeysunflower,2019/10/29,"This is indeed the saddest year of my life At the start of the year, I thought this year would be the greatest because most of our prayers were answered and thought that everything would then start sailing smoothly. But, halfway through and now that the year's about to end, sadly everything unexpectedly crashed and got blown out of proportion. Really hate to compare and I know I shouldn't, but I really envy those who seem so happy with what's going on with their lives huhu how I wish I could be as happy as they are
I also keep on hearing Christmas songs a lot, and I feel so so sad that Christmas this year doesn't really feel like something looking forward to. I really really miss my childhood experiences of Christmas coz literally Christmas gets sadder and sadder now",7.0572107279693475,7.869132268965519,6.72505747126437,75.54291187739466,64.24137931034483,9.478927203065137,35.42145593869732,9.444778638647367,3.355674329501916,629,28,108,11,9,197,89,145,0.166,0.703,0.131,-0.6015,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,2,0,8,7,1,0,6,0,10,1,0,2,0,28,27,16,0,5,2,0,3,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,9,9,0,1,7,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,6,14,3,18,17,3,18,0,3,1,0,5,5,0,3,14,76,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295990326918888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610646453218737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277895695307916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251081545845023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538980198253125,0.13817245294939304,0.0,0.0,0.14284343369310745,0.10091110907108164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737988168974061,0.0,0.08027728547362363,0.0,0.11297285800160882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007327043560949,0.0,0.13945800763049576,0.0,0.0,0.1592022985848284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255520790051441,0.0,0.0,0.07762890674829978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997711095992928,0.06900903819494444,0.0,0.12472890980539215,0.0,0.11861687122996092,0.0,0.0,0.12008817514287802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524511643809962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128591346652217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874339320505697,0.0,0.0,0.1999590772964254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242780691929885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243387858458685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006840329049597,0.0,0.0,0.4548112231662202
lonely,itsmealien123,2019/10/29,"I (25F) pretend i am hardworker girl and don’t need relationship but i feel lonely deeply Hi guys, before starting , english is my second language and I am sorry for my poor english! anyway I needed to be heard from someone who can understand me so much. I’ve never been in relationship for example in high school I was nerd , introvert and shy I couldn't make so much friends and when I went to university I wasn't attending lectures and studying for exams from home and also I was always saying I am hard worker girl all I need is career actually my thoughts affected by my single mom too! To be clear, I have never know my dad and I grown up in pretty conservative culture with religious mom and I’ve been hard on myself in order to make my mom happy which it looks impossible.So now I graduated from law school and working as an intern and preparing for to be prosecutor and also for last two months I started chat with a guy on language app and after a month he’s ghosted me it's made me so sad even I didn't see him and it made me feel so sick and creepy and lonely I noticed I need so much to be loved because of I am giving so much credit to someone who I never saw or even heard his voice only thing I know he was so flirty and I felt to be liked and it felt good until he's ghosted me I was sending messages to him overly and not be focused on anything due to wait his message but then I deleted my account and feel so lonely deeply in my life or I can't get my attention into my work which it’s one of most important things for me . I know it's not good mentality or reasonable but I hope you guys can understand me.",2.253035714285716,4.131902517857147,4.335738095238096,83.9259285714286,77.39285714285714,6.98,25.18809523809524,7.908726449838941,1.5006459523809523,1290,47,259,21,30,443,170,336,0.115,0.743,0.142,0.9399,0,6,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,16,13,0,0,3,0,26,3,0,6,5,63,58,39,2,6,8,4,7,1,1,0,2,4,1,5,12,22,0,2,13,2,3,4,10,5,0,3,17,14,51,8,38,34,7,31,0,4,3,1,33,12,0,5,15,187,63,11,0.0,0.0,0.09080469867659824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882626833707824,0.07742618070954632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657333584588004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672324172182538,0.0,0.07917984869077438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291908344643768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114868137549996,0.0,0.17868778446568215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189124527003184,0.0,0.04861549190759647,0.08926333767997212,0.0,0.1560941218731009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27640640989409904,0.0,0.0990548966069347,0.16671147205575926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831386436594937,0.0933380949972138,0.0924209902853328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341577195190145,0.07584927290191595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572492317972135,0.045460191354846184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813970177057493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398247994481754,0.17609488206889762,0.12422500268997147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377387891148307,0.0,0.0,0.3269418635176707,0.14854540598875934,0.0,0.2736138072393018,0.2759855997413284,0.21530082189696095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593958325963668,0.0,0.0,0.06305400565266471,0.07076974776519747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466667957505076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567228958446797,0.0,0.199804661379712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399817150198021,0.0,0.1883458760283533,0.07414988173187617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768422054801914,0.0,0.0,0.10416337256701744,0.13172445457586332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363836979888056,0.0,0.0,0.07387238113221249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089765195922092,0.19373948227497625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625953739181907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548498788429655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IndecentExposuree,2019/10/29,"Story of my life. 
Along the way of life, I've felt I lost something. 2017 spring break for colleges sucked because I lived in a tourist town. I worked and saw college students like myself come in and buy stuff for spring break. People from UGA, Michigan, and other universities flocked down to the beach. I just dont have a friend group. One of my high school classmates talked about all the friends he made at his university. 

I just got jealous. It sucks seeing people come to party and I have no friends. The few friends I do have are all online in different cities. I've been at this university for almost a year, about to graduate in 2020, and still have no friends. I did join a political club since I am a political scince major, but felt like an outcast and couldn't connect with anyone. I got drunk and tried talking to everyone which helped me lower my guard and mellow out, but I dont know. Maybe I need alcohol to make friends??

I just want someone to say ""hey man wanna go hit the club? Or go party or whatever"" 

I've gotten better at putting myself out there and saying hi. My approach is to pick the loner guy like myself in the room and talk to him. However, I still havent made any connections or friends where we go out and do stuff. 

The hard part for me is not meeting people. I feel like I'm just not a great personality to be around, but the political group was weird anyways so I dont know. 

At the end. I just want to be out somewhere with a crew doing something rather than at home. But I have no crew at my university. I dont want a girlfriend, I'd like to just be platonic and have some friends that are girls. And have a group of bros to chill with. 

I'm spending the semester back at home taking it all online, but I feel like going back and trying to make friends now.",3.2191816348093383,4.853567133704736,3.9632792238978034,88.69674094707523,74.041782729805,6.845874555758332,25.47123235039861,7.503015589744147,1.1129822495437516,1407,47,296,17,29,448,179,359,0.086,0.757,0.157,0.9806,3,0,3,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,0,3,19,22,3,0,21,0,27,4,0,5,3,66,59,23,0,7,17,1,5,6,10,0,3,2,3,4,8,26,2,1,6,4,2,8,11,5,0,1,12,9,33,17,48,42,7,42,0,1,2,0,31,22,2,5,15,187,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835370217241419,0.07827321306180893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315641279360464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05465636106906528,0.0,0.0,0.06958542796215769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021158580374805,0.0,0.04765003216142424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913258345378905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466833483602791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166814277004501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664457553864873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923298525837791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469216042499494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904742398267335,0.11168540292081318,0.15010564308716656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5435264347967268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769700593014595,0.0,0.12503498654581038,0.08617967284803997,0.0,0.07739787032193961,0.0,0.0,0.07002250544928543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523938622711294,0.08258799491618042,0.15681625709314925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591735645655174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042368553896807,0.2291314298374566,0.0,0.06902311685860292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532879088608299,0.0,0.0,0.14792749037854452,0.10435449727042974,0.0,0.07852951245137982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05796002795580817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296815390048571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464751810850385,0.0,0.16257399403498166,0.06825263063311933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857967962539816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432347464370112,0.0,0.07910943360955222,0.06228918062576488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466075978551496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662308601587839,0.12035394117537893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484893910481545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789656076242608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058772046535652815,0.18848363212346944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614086807515856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831521392899296,0.06204552737708489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056906691455831264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033714838714807
lonely,mvcourse,2019/10/29,"Alone even when I’m surrounded All of my “friendships” are so superficial it’s insane.  Yeah I get invited to party’s or to go out drinking or whatever but that’s the extent. But none of them are ever available or seem even capable of having a real conversation. There are times when I’m feeling down and just need someone to talk to and all I’ll get is a “damn, that’s tough”. 

It just feels like I’m filler when people need to get a group together and nothing more. Like I’m disposable/replaceable and it’s so aggravating.",2.52542857142857,4.732768066666669,4.350714285714286,82.57178571428574,77.85714285714286,8.009523809523811,25.73809523809524,8.841846274778883,2.146123809523809,417,16,82,10,10,141,64,105,0.146,0.743,0.111,-0.5819,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,11,4,1,0,4,1,5,1,0,0,3,21,18,14,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,10,18,5,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,4,7,51,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24906576939305186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23557980775015605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176708377314358,0.21752881366614404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431888176624813,0.171799659736058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769241587554217,0.0,0.13667088248121567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23497371874592976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566271982081777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307479855453051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671923173908246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27372000254744705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189248518147871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375875345810449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932895019867389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402263929868469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,epicv0id,2019/10/29,"Yikes guys Oof , I thought I was having a bad day ...
 it's  not that bad friends and it could always get worse . I say try to do some thing positive that makes you happy.",0.03557142857142637,2.1532519142857147,1.3082142857142856,101.26803571428572,87.0,4.642857142857143,17.32142857142857,5.985473137389443,-0.6437142857142861,127,3,31,1,4,40,30,35,0.281,0.556,0.162,-0.6546,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,4,2,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489992832167485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997211174686098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23892611348630444,0.0,0.0,0.19299095948874248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23119916774598556,0.0,0.15634534116608745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29630372788386633,0.0,0.3185563078044845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975114582649028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379749523286419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880785269195628,0.0,0.0,0.2375704158834667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031705443617625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30496047154776496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,scorpihoes,2019/10/29,Black hole of depression I’m going to be 26 this weekend and I can’t help but to feel heartbroken that I am still alone. I feel ugly and unwanted. I thought at this age I would have felt my first kiss and experienced the thrill of holding hands with a lover. I don’t want to grow old by myself with only my anxious thoughts to keep me company. I want to love and I want to be loved. I can’t live like this.,0.6191954022988497,2.6303120689655195,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,83.48275862068967,6.16551724137931,21.160919540229887,7.3871296695380915,0.5251747126436777,318,10,75,5,9,105,58,87,0.183,0.519,0.298,0.9127,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,2,0,8,5,1,0,0,19,21,5,0,5,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,5,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,3,6,13,6,12,15,0,8,0,1,1,4,4,1,0,0,6,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311743028058466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521594675075991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922471688959739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257195178217477,0.0,0.21431295083939256,0.0,0.0,0.1898590756491727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268532245456618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496104076870441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839592203758785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090472724155541,0.0,0.1970951597270646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029046115178772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342173545845789,0.0,0.0,0.16975836953904205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825275584864556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544015732987568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949583910831487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855927700237368,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bdguy355,2019/10/29,"Ever had a friend-crush? I’m not talking about romantically having a crush on somebody, but wanting just a platonic relationship with someone really badly? Like you see someone and think they’re amazing, and you would do anything to just be friends with them? I feel like such a loser, but I just get these friend crushes that I think they would be awesome to have as a friend, but then I get too shy and just accept that I won’t have any friends. I kind of hate it",6.661195652173912,6.174507076086957,6.5925217391304365,80.56986956521742,65.19565217391305,9.099130434782607,33.61739130434783,8.238735603445708,2.3862626086956515,369,14,74,4,5,117,59,92,0.191,0.495,0.313,0.9587,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,2,1,8,12,1,0,5,0,10,0,0,0,1,21,19,8,0,3,8,0,1,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,10,9,8,13,0,3,0,1,1,0,10,1,0,0,4,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988890740665767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507850094846975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720173846890294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947192940195865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914173094590128,0.12594755953001016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6810382478365121,0.0,0.18421719808635034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405809805941327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835875773170998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722609141089554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294122220013993,0.0,0.0,0.18927842463222705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048694063451486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29875399951725323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170191661265166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22592969774867666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398532057992294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504745455053496,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SebastianSilverr,2019/10/29,Will someone love me? I have come to the conclusion that there is no one for me. I dont know what else I can do but give up on ever feeling someone at my side. No one will ever look at me with romantic love in their eyes. Maybe I do try to accept this. Maybe I just.. idk.,-0.25900000000000034,1.4279564333333354,2.0766666666666684,97.985,84.66666666666666,5.333333333333334,18.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.3111666666666664,206,5,52,2,6,70,43,60,0.087,0.6659999999999999,0.247,0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,8,3,1,0,2,10,15,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,10,3,9,13,0,9,0,0,2,2,4,6,0,0,2,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891763216363014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573836684312576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345767452628506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973033158183081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104244306633153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067187441595575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069303061447725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441879797649907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39641687008181015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.441259612321864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976295958796887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721531277238316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910215547100233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,im-yeeting,2019/10/29,"I'm Going to Lose My Only Friend, and I'm Proud of Him I have a lot on my heart do please bear with me and my word vomit...
I go to a relatively large University, and I'm also the first one of my family to go to college. My parents fled a socialist nation so that I could grow up in America. Because of this, I've always had a lot of pressure on me, from being a young child to where I currently am. I was never good socially, and was always the strange one in any sort of environment. I love to read, and I love making others feel warm and special. 
When I was 14 I was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. My parents blamed no one but me, and this was a big reason I ended up not having an friends, as I was never confident or happy- it was usually just a facade. 
Once I got to college, it was mostly the same except for one guy. He loves to socialize, is super fit and is everything I'm not; maybe that's how we became friends, like the old saying 'opposites attract.' He only really hangs out with me, but I constantly felt as if he was better then me in everything, always feeling terrible at the end of the day. 
One day he said he would like to try out for a sport, and jokingly said he could be a cheerleader for our universities football team. I told him to go for it, and to pursue it and get there. Well, he succeeded. He made the team, and now I don't know how to feel. A part of me is happy for him, but another part hurts like hell. He was my one and only friend, and now I'll bascially have no time to see him since he has practices multiple times everyday. I'm back to being alone, and I feel terrible for even having these thoughts. 
Tl;dr I finally made a close friend and now after only a couple weeks I'm not going to be able to spend any time with him since he joined the cheerleading team.",4.45738665426645,4.547010090909094,6.1169797721460135,80.16925482445944,69.74866310160428,9.819855847477333,28.02557544757033,9.761364909221204,2.385555359218788,1410,44,296,31,23,487,185,374,0.14,0.708,0.152,0.7316,3,1,0,0,0,0,44.0,2,0,0,9,14,30,1,1,21,0,29,6,1,6,2,59,60,30,0,4,10,2,6,3,5,1,2,3,0,2,10,25,0,0,8,6,1,8,8,7,1,7,20,10,37,23,48,33,6,48,1,3,1,3,39,15,1,6,28,202,47,7,0.08062062201365479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349865049869905,0.0,0.06447228229689128,0.20124844769620545,0.0,0.0,0.10964957513642737,0.0845377516228446,0.06167455517209959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061992281914492776,0.0,0.04914558288596437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130238860572234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712225139607632,0.0,0.12873801303636825,0.08920518482937095,0.0,0.1039872632423124,0.0,0.0694384236058062,0.08182823429309828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281188327141991,0.0,0.0,0.053249160488824006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491323323631228,0.0,0.07600194738285873,0.0,0.1630568354750225,0.0,0.07740844013494191,0.08831595071108736,0.0,0.06857585989975093,0.0,0.0,0.3114364628982497,0.0,0.04212094750867185,0.0,0.229092786966617,0.06762075272554995,0.06447967625830134,0.0,0.0,0.07982709094965514,0.0,0.17164430253582064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553582525934153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630604330098256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443069854472917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816149083287075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901938540768256,0.0,0.13708153963056674,0.218289777019679,0.15257036374881974,0.05381489122350424,0.0,0.0809942509608225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435918760125055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459778095497303,0.0858583312720789,0.3277837197272981,0.2452624637829941,0.0,0.0,0.1790393198775916,0.17460855443705134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849723305257785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064243909893958,0.0,0.05164763487095752,0.08289142677567242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337734694332214,0.06411275450008509,0.0,0.0,0.06424419775776358,0.0,0.0,0.09107835512772476,0.0,0.13338042328043098,0.0,0.0,0.16436514269717606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400376846797515,0.14103159909009064,0.0,0.0,0.07703645925490217,0.0,0.05473611027065465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879222515235502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466900001839937,0.0,0.07248762133774649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057270576759852435,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ch3rries2,2019/10/29,"Does anyone else have “friends” who you feel like they are not really your friends? Let me explain. All my “friends” like me and we all get along so that’s not the problem but deep down I feel that we are different somehow. One thing that feels off is that we have very different outlooks on life and different life goals. For example, they all just want to drink, party, and hookup with chicks and I sometimes find this fun but usually not. I also take my studies and career way more seriously then any of them (I’m in university). I feel stuck in this friend group because they are now the only people who I am remotely close to and I have yet to find another friend group that I guess “fits” me better.  So I either stay friends with them even though I deep down I don’t want to be friends with them or I just become a complete loner with no friends lol. I’m almost at the point that I want to just become the loner with no friends because I sometimes feel so disconnected with my “friends”. Sorry if this does not make any sense lol I’m just kinda venting is or has anyone else been in this situation?",2.7951834862385314,4.923255261467894,3.438064220183488,89.8274633027523,76.66055045871559,6.5618348623853215,24.661467889908266,7.554174236665415,1.11248,869,30,179,12,20,273,115,218,0.071,0.672,0.257,0.9934,3,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,3,2,6,2,13,16,0,0,5,2,14,3,0,1,3,51,31,17,0,5,14,0,5,2,10,0,2,0,0,1,13,17,1,0,8,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,5,30,14,22,27,5,19,0,0,0,0,27,13,0,7,6,121,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753549649958843,0.0,0.0,0.06990734200663816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188931130845728,0.0916643448103184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224799560134053,0.1791380905681552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657718165160578,0.19309041337059754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731323118354687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916550596038274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739964725836674,0.0,0.0,0.1529984087174561,0.0,0.0,0.08563537839521691,0.0,0.0,0.14605137005326935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773810296829024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100330479192135,0.06245072109605325,0.0,0.0,0.15979510561954294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6753815608669839,0.0,0.045671773640226135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629967917450824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938980350726977,0.1234904223407206,0.08541505959237136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058351525210283126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059236020459314885,0.06648456641457845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060393983714305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826373191223461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364626150825738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600156759042005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982603687867527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291529325236735,0.09785617273040492,0.0,0.09317488905140896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572670358801788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058075969378587125,0.0,0.08588675704963174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627747351446564,0.07212817869675349,0.15468243158946893,0.06938754437285156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MacyPeridot27,2019/10/29,"Does anybody want to be my friend? All I want is someone to care for and someone to care for me. Even at a surface level, yk?",-0.3577777777777769,1.6000850740740766,1.905185185185185,97.43333333333337,87.14814814814815,3.6,23.814814814814817,3.1291,-0.11316296296296267,95,4,22,0,3,32,21,27,0.0,0.614,0.386,0.89,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,6,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6378443512280451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27373487158959564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066025697174266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416698139381517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300717228876204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689970887344595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,soyboymessiah,2019/10/29,"ive found a method that should let any guy ""get sex"" with a hot girl. follow me to the promise land. the future is now this method will work. i am a genius. i have seen visions of the future, a future where all of my glory is proven to the world

i am certain this method will work. i will make it work. because i am powerful. i am a god

i plan to soon get a few girls, and then i shall make youtube videos showing off my ""harem"", showing my new girls. but not only that, i will explain to all lonely men out there how you can create your own harems

i am a super attractive goodlooking male. so because of that, you may say my method only worked because of my extremely goodlooks

 however i promise, my methods will work for ugly people too. you have to read my entire method to understand the genius behind it

here is my entire method explained. click the link below to read my method. its all free, im not asking for money, all im trying to do is make the world a better place by showing ugly men how to actually get sex . life without sex is pointless and meaningless. follow me to the promise land. follow me to fulfill your divine potentials

https://old.reddit.com/r/WaifuHarem/comments/do13w2/waifus_4_whiteknights_dating_plan_explained_how/

this is the link to my livestream

https://old.reddit.com/r/WaifuHarem/comments/do1co5/how_to_watch_the_withawonder_livestream/",6.29222423146474,9.140890434599156,5.042652200120556,79.01037974683544,68.70464135021098,6.3708257986739,24.365883062085594,7.2636822038024595,1.0954313441832428,1111,31,182,11,21,326,119,237,0.062,0.762,0.17600000000000002,0.978,2,2,8,0,0,0,49.0,0,5,0,9,9,11,0,0,17,0,25,4,0,5,5,26,40,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,8,1,1,0,7,9,4,0,0,6,6,2,3,3,1,0,0,2,4,30,11,25,29,6,19,1,1,2,3,16,9,0,1,7,126,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.1368378249514177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953567302352761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108996366353845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564366756741999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401621487264475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374773618068074,0.0,0.0,0.21978283949616306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884322611705716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30293069994998817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338794161716836,0.09904394446638792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808006538277384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542864738297716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942817705217488,0.0,0.0,0.21329245067019384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721325974759452,0.0,0.14650362298104774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805227216285889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151128726032006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520249384848102,0.0,0.0,0.14597751960028113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517036756550455,0.0,0.5104215785596297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,superbug22,2019/10/29,"There's gotta be something wrong with me I'm not afraid of talking or being around people but I am absolutely terrified of taking initiative. I feel so alone, it's so hard to connect with people. My head aches, I wish I could drop my guard and be a little more care free. I'm so uptight and guarded. I wish I was back to my old self who could be louder. I can't even speak properly anymore, I keep tripping over what I'm saying, my thoughts are unclear and disjointed. I hate this. I feel so lame and boring all the time.",1.316035353535355,3.4528902500000065,2.9890909090909084,91.11954545454546,81.68518518518519,5.779124579124581,22.781144781144786,6.980632752743323,0.7095629629629632,409,14,87,5,11,135,75,108,0.314,0.564,0.121,-0.9759,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,2,2,0,10,1,1,0,1,23,23,10,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,7,0,4,3,0,1,1,2,6,0,0,2,5,15,3,8,14,2,8,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889029304471573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044706864392566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709518188915547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766302260988282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579242954585951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30664856241235483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683727306673434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419728101519745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202559530723865,0.18959475558270425,0.1970832603438784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170689486651431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924694688612986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150837581895306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26626570915449943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527138996171503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033433366858291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478378861583438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438638303285078,0.15435041831036184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245429944715155,0.1119771233988587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416614295852166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099600712041868,0.0,0.0
lonely,thecorkthatran,2019/10/29,"I just realized I have no friends. Literally none. I realized the other day I have no friends. Meaning, no one to contact if I wanted to “go out” , no one to talk to. I had a very horrible high school experience and have no friends from then. Never had “crazy” partying experiences and almost all of the amazing times I’ve had have been by myself. I had no college experience. I am an artist so my hobby is solo. I have no online friends either. I do not talk to any members of my family. I feel like this is partially my fault since I have been anxiety ridden almost my entire life. I feel like I lacked on life’s experiences due to some unfortunate circumstances in high school. I even served in the military for 4 years and lost touch with everyone. I’m 27 now. I’ve been reading about Buddhism and about attachment and I want to rid myself of this need to feel like I have to have an amazing life. My boyfriend sometimes talks about an “amazing” or “crazy” experience he had when he was young; his high school experience was “magic”. When he says this, I feel sadness and lack.  When I bring up to him that I  had a horrible high school experience and never experienced a crazy life with friends, he says I’m being “negative”. He’s right, I am being negative, but he’s had such an amazing experience so how can he relate to me? I want to transmute these negative emotions and stop carrying the loneliness around like it’s a crutch. I’m not sure what compelled me to post this, just feeling super down I guess. I wish I had more friends.",3.3175250836120402,5.342443578595319,4.7204180602006724,81.7022993311037,74.75250836120401,8.345819397993314,28.222408026755854,9.057496981413335,2.447733110367893,1206,50,236,28,26,401,143,299,0.151,0.6759999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.8675,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,15,19,0,0,12,0,29,4,0,2,4,46,47,18,0,8,8,0,6,4,6,0,4,2,0,0,9,12,0,1,8,2,0,3,15,3,0,2,14,9,36,16,31,31,7,29,0,2,0,0,21,12,0,6,17,163,45,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996499353706189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092164221463279,0.0,0.057283753782223966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665995840989881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482920449725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423103708891239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494581888761125,0.0,0.0,0.07155199663618286,0.0,0.5859838282677492,0.07059113484808305,0.0,0.18931039692535268,0.16048498654940255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471172111679662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04255659328311105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248985464481923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164635164283792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156263605933032,0.14633228086845834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174144814811701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156735220440355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055523306619194406,0.11550567431299595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148259598189624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171529114335355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490125567750218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394795786949535,0.0,0.11909674039268855,0.0,0.3031342456993282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194233023038855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405921560967088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260386210842522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057444860800922,0.0,0.0,0.18055951434443904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04366370850586358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178466042144139,0.1325002472209705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610944510067868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04822090366082085
lonely,inceleater,2019/10/29,"I only go to work and take online classes. I'm stuck in this cycle of working and school for the next few months until I move. Does anyone know any apps that'll help me not feel so lonely as I continue on? I don't get out much and my high school friends are busy being romantically invested with others. I've recently started crying myself to sleep every night, due to me feeling so pitiful.",3.91,5.442655384615384,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,72.07692307692308,7.2512820512820495,25.82051282051281,7.793537801064563,1.5221897435897442,312,10,58,4,6,104,66,78,0.147,0.733,0.11900000000000001,-0.52,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,9,13,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,1,2,8,1,11,10,2,14,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,8,34,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540167593080378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950456740898374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348659699646932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711113255516912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801485375558594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162227908365619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519310209829796,0.0,0.11170962316879343,0.0,0.1215161121314311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433158293109365,0.22590751033565035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750724854998015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706652619909708,0.2272517321032043,0.15717878242688973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273949032278923,0.2006510918562962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626161033118224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211116726605518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327848183972812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396962639868847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133950727839135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076242949929165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113200411578759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mnehorosho,2019/10/29,"tough first year of college need advice badly So im 18, in New York and I started college about 2 months ago. I had a girlfriend and she was my first one, right before school started she broke up with me, blocked me, and gave no reason why. Since then i've isolated myself from everyone, dont have any friends or people i talk to in college and at most i speak a couple sentences everyday. I mostly play videogames, browse reddit. I used to be a very outgoing happy person before the breakup, we loved eachother and did incredible things for each other. Now i spend every day thinking about her and why she hasant even tried sending a text. I barley talk to my friends from high school. They think we are still dating because I havent said anything to them. I dont know what else to do, my therapist here says all i can do is wait till the day she might text me, but I feel hopeless and not talking to anyone makes me extremely, I get high now almost everyday as being high makes me feel slightly okay, Ive done acid to try and burn her out of my memory but that just made me miss her even more. I've been depressed and suicidal before when my mom died when I was 11 but now i feel hopeless, my family mentally abuses me because of how I dress and that im emo, the only thing keeping me going now is reddit which im really happy exists and maybe hopefully one day I might wake up to a text from her telling me why she just blocked me and cut off contact. Even if I should just move on, shes made such a impact on my life in a good way and she has too for me that i cant wipe her from my brain and that just makes me hate myself even more. We shared so many experiences and we shared so much in common, she was basically a copy of me and she loved me for who i was, I just dont know anymore Im sorry if this is a sob story or anything its just my life has been so shit for years that i have more things like this happen to me but never as bad as this.",3.7649673202614413,4.261832686274513,4.735196078431375,88.02810457516344,71.40196078431373,7.613071895424838,25.405228758169926,7.526774132740827,1.0526071895424831,1528,42,336,16,27,499,207,408,0.149,0.75,0.10099999999999999,-0.9631,0,0,0,0,1,2,28.0,4,0,2,2,27,25,3,0,12,1,32,7,3,8,2,67,60,36,2,5,15,1,3,1,3,3,2,3,0,1,16,23,0,4,8,1,1,3,8,12,0,4,13,7,69,13,39,42,8,45,0,6,0,2,40,15,2,10,27,231,85,5,0.0,0.09082371802294388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490644294515186,0.06795009056439599,0.0,0.07675897541066397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212807323140575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760212272580434,0.05359900419603135,0.0,0.12616117513010933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800755580613615,0.09345643302282453,0.0,0.19568344477426505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557240457697776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481737209872141,0.0,0.1483085274161149,0.0,0.0660228956891657,0.0,0.07955585583276092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844474619296883,0.2695174980057557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403547115692318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20251979154637967,0.0,0.06458519888526967,0.07324720017439712,0.0,0.0749833631238993,0.07226357373430299,0.0,0.11627731320364415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040551930322092,0.0,0.0,0.11844702708380345,0.0,0.040049107961911336,0.0,0.04356484030484956,0.06429463216167458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778582136480303,0.16320148548151234,0.0,0.07568100734610947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24297085642751926,0.0,0.07613577632659292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312024997516582,0.0,0.0,0.06813454440481921,0.0,0.0,0.08425523871608516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082874796048989,0.03744979306184696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836837905957694,0.14506575305093927,0.1535035546001131,0.07771620504382319,0.07701031654989003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725027667459143,0.16263782183276887,0.0,0.08977748639038043,0.06118534204073527,0.08147220351625936,0.05635029327083772,0.05683875985962315,0.059121112236051786,0.07403394003749544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388691261683808,0.05829963160863865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053142970723545215,0.06693224657002038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04910719789716278,0.07881417433385868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546300719779216,0.07291652123186447,0.060959184884926826,0.0,0.1551580376390604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786853232893966,0.06340986240710339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580907011169067,0.10851369996542842,0.0,0.061216834418350234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384820016060321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483731429363232,0.0669999060550089,0.0,0.0,0.08900243936597467,0.15277865838696886,0.09823494169852086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040875155618575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620536481975417,0.0,0.06324845709907077,0.0,0.06084522308441024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750782135039852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872669804013147
lonely,SpaceJetta,2019/10/29,"Completely alone and old My kids hate me, my parents hate me, my sister hates me. My coworkers like me since they don't know me. I've spent 2 years trying to win my ex back. Instead, I come into town to visit and he's so awful to me that I end up in a local bar overly drunk humiliating myself. 

I just want a find a man here who will love me. I also don't want pervy messages from guys on here. I became exhausted with that game in the AOL days.

I wish I had the guts to end it all. My credit is so bad that I can't even get an apartment so I have to live in a hotel! Decent hotels are expensive so it's hard to save money. I am in such a bad situation. I will eventually become swallowed by depression and lose my job and end up homeless. I already know it's coming.",0.006593038821954167,1.9954646927710868,3.005461847389558,89.94070950468544,85.80722891566266,5.616599732262381,18.25836680053548,6.937597516519254,0.1515338688085679,593,15,133,8,18,211,105,166,0.218,0.6629999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.9579,3,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,12,13,3,0,8,1,10,6,1,0,1,17,23,9,0,3,1,3,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,7,8,3,0,3,5,4,3,3,8,0,0,2,1,28,5,18,19,1,22,0,2,0,1,13,12,0,0,8,88,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428308202962132,0.16438686679212494,0.11912746324448867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454508855764226,0.2487595367984412,0.0,0.16452042418866933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566407594836351,0.15618723914706376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607026801648416,0.0,0.12830355869462956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958170108733519,0.0,0.0,0.09839014818369676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615154735488086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778281991485245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749902600358286,0.0,0.0,0.13344361168000346,0.44121705660179067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478250331483576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373482036949205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277690068054526,0.0,0.13153905225076326,0.0,0.0,0.16665402020263054,0.0,0.0,0.13444696160959554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563139799343631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540829049466169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123225601031965,0.16744319173116712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011376320507286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572713780662064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713026953876928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592874232868294
lonely,crowbarhaircut,2019/10/29,40 and Alone I have not one friend. My family consists of two people that live in another state. I haven't had a gf in years. I push people away. Now I'm alone. I am afraid this will not get better.,-1.7092691029900315,0.16725162790698,0.8010631229235905,100.26046511627912,102.48837209302326,4.317607973421929,10.794019933554818,6.1826913282559595,-1.158379401993355,152,2,37,2,7,51,34,43,0.22,0.78,0.0,-0.7926,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,5,2,4,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5670472189052852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870519263720716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25719819596979593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421106264514341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25806820012921844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114994423232062,0.0,0.1430236656508599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417272612622288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550084897947924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795691271668975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674150743342048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628675106489536
lonely,whereisdani_r,2019/10/29,Getting married and no one to tell Oh well . Saying it in the echo chamber,0.532,2.9896492000000023,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,90.33333333333334,3.0,27.5,3.1291,0.5750000000000006,58,3,11,0,2,19,15,15,0.127,0.7509999999999999,0.121,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30486401434585325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39540682464746985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640368477855834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100203565120863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5246526618817825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BabyIamone,2019/10/29,"I feel so lonely romantically and i just want to be loves so bad!! I feel so isolated, specifically romantically. I have never been in a relationship, had sex, had a Real kiss with someone i liked, etc. and i know its melodramatic , but damn i feel like maybe i was never meant to find love. Like am i destined to be the bitch who owns 18 cats, and has no human companions? Is that my life! I literally just want someone to hug me and show me the tiniest bit of affection! Then i would feel somewhat okay i think. But damn its fucking depressing to see all these couples, and people in love and i am out here literally by myself and i have SOO much love in my heart to give and i just wanna share that with someone. But i can’t seem to find anyone who would be even slightly interested in me, I feel like the fucking grinch, like no one would touch me, even with a 9 and a half foot pole. I feel STINK. STANK. STUNK. Thats how i would describe it. 
ANYWAYS sorry for like ranting i am just SICK of feeling this way and don’t know what to do!",1.1487100762414997,3.4345157440758314,3.0314279826911203,89.66850195755205,83.50236966824644,5.944446733978982,21.49618792499485,7.255503002510835,0.6454659385946839,806,26,175,12,23,269,116,211,0.187,0.562,0.251,0.9286,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,12,26,5,0,7,1,21,13,2,2,3,49,43,18,0,7,7,0,8,6,1,4,2,0,0,1,11,14,0,0,14,1,0,0,6,11,0,2,5,12,27,15,21,31,6,10,0,2,1,9,11,6,5,2,9,124,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753819770678183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259010795944048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106523851782648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226997826808001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551103450350693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236737860143306,0.14648611361348884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924919504670938,0.158442396882089,0.0,0.0,0.2027063827289179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503555689065006,0.0,0.1063776189854641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140744027350007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188658083098555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832623132385967,0.3250570978394291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003370918104783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140582254603447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151830889412065,0.0,0.17105334541059428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514322411821964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687848370498401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621926418485968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905640485892098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883664903386258,0.1009518246773069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818750514396345,0.0,0.0,0.12413440777782248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105505452373759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081383628802798,0.08802083187548414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150977080930522,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ScroticMcBoogs,2019/10/29,"Perpetually alone I always feel alone amongst friends and family, even my own mom, like I don't belong in this place. I try everything, but I eventually, painfully force a smile and an interesting conversation.

People seem to stick around me, but I don't like myself, I don't want to stick around me any more.

I've suppressed this for 9 years now, and I feel like I could get some insight over here.",7.524350649350648,6.792492051948052,7.395422077922081,76.32741883116887,63.54545454545455,10.816883116883119,32.23701298701299,10.125756701596842,2.8178857142857145,316,10,64,6,4,101,53,77,0.113,0.6709999999999999,0.21600000000000005,0.8468,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,15,9,5,0,2,2,1,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,12,5,7,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,5,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409723863633169,0.0,0.0,0.17713860783472896,0.0,0.0,0.1447701086270477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790282088468236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699725339429397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140609514239789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913286439187308,0.0,0.2006904297585064,0.0,0.21528360465356186,0.1520861459903386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447556867632435,0.0,0.11122440080077962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31201674684329217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24933007593244924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22652622752269624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758868240264292,0.0,0.22242106415448565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380385866403885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453594771973186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255659633706683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709191529304998
lonely,rainbownomadic,2019/09/03,"Is it ever good to resign myself to just being alone forever? 19 M from UK in university, I’m kind of in a difficult spot at the moment, I’m in my second year and made no friends in the first and I’m ready to accept my current state.

I’m fine on my own, I don’t necessarily like who I am or have a decent self esteem, but I feel I can adequately occupy myself to ignore all of that and be content alone.

However I know I’d be happier with large groups of people who talk and do things etc, I’ve never really had that though and I don’t know what I’m doing, never been close to anyone at all.

I’m thinking should I just accept and embrace my situation or work to get myself out, because the solution seems so difficult to attain.

Thanks for any answers :)",4.117594936708862,4.357417468354433,6.404911392405065,77.28407594936711,70.51898734177216,9.357974683544304,26.559493670886077,9.3871,2.127646075949367,592,17,121,12,10,212,100,158,0.09300000000000001,0.7140000000000001,0.193,0.9509,2,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,5,12,0,0,5,0,14,0,0,1,5,30,28,11,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,8,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,3,1,14,8,21,21,4,17,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,3,8,84,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196747834437633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777815996199178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166593384608642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235059592682038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259578234492392,0.0,0.18326757223721588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244303606749848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233547477121336,0.0,0.0,0.1565319072136992,0.0,0.10585260611142094,0.0,0.0,0.16993523001214014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098164243696546,0.22269251552667704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989824342080233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917094886677832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125225067356647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404606053383302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979377421308966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444373146844767,0.2113609136264153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277361986307041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284600265607693,0.0,0.18653120909663465,0.0,0.0,0.13460157601052794,0.12982092634724024,0.19905811269292675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749865211469912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047079962757405
lonely,owsmeguy123,2019/09/03,"I have people around me but still can fill the void. I have a somewhat supportive family and some supportive friends, but I still feel isolated and lonely, I don’t know why.",3.766363636363636,6.097911090909093,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,74.45454545454545,9.248484848484848,26.15151515151515,9.725611199111238,2.6984424242424243,138,5,26,4,3,44,25,33,0.16699999999999998,0.593,0.239,0.3962,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,8,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,8,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25879274535415475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740546802124608,0.0,0.14699126286019876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460114032638456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976612634368206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201541095943168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643213478985841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6597865149729684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623197584574706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwingitallaway302,2019/09/03,"I’m in my senior year of college with no actual friends I feel so lonely and burnt out. I see people around me with friend groups, people to hang out with and people to call. My roommates always have friends around them, I cook in the kitchen go out when I hear them and talk to them as often as I can but as soon as I leave the conversation is over.


I talk to people in class and try got form study groups but it never works out. I feel burnt out talking to everyone with nothing working out - I do everything I can to talk to people around me (I show up early for class, I pick seats where there’s people around me, I ask people questions) but nothing works.


I feel like a failure. I thought for the past 3 years I’d make friends in college but I never have. I’ve been lonely, alone and by myself. Nothing works out for me. I want to give up on trying.",1.8395454545454548,3.692517500000005,2.913636363636368,93.76545454545456,78.54545454545455,5.3090909090909095,21.227272727272727,5.985473137389443,0.03641590909090908,664,18,145,4,16,212,90,176,0.105,0.826,0.069,-0.7431,0,5,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,4,10,7,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,2,2,35,20,15,0,1,4,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,20,2,0,5,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,5,27,5,40,17,1,31,0,2,1,0,19,20,0,2,10,98,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.09925223794459884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533870993173958,0.0,0.0,0.08462911967027835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362166373971245,0.09508315606669206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385513656808593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718625615089252,0.09140850151457393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427970923995704,0.07266014341275846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143170820746794,0.0,0.0,0.09756748450534662,0.0578029428969185,0.0,0.08134509807402822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463219414887398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769397964634704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049689342017727615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789081239928726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688680370084568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927744166842729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709169814423167,0.493580156940142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139361238966732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810480273870751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269958265601712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074471097339829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810597436379016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059989954028117215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961782474121868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309931047441433
lonely,killmeow786,2019/09/03,"I'm shouldn't be lonely I feel so lonely all the time. I shouldn't. I have a group of supposed friends, a girl who I think loves me, and at least half a family. Even when I'm surrounded by peole I feel so alone. I know I shouldn't feel like this. My life seems perfect. But I can nearly get out of bed in the morning. No one really knows how depressed I am. They think I'm getting better. The only thing I'm better at is putting on a mask. At this point I can't take it off because they would call me attention seeking. I don't want to take it off, I don't want to burden everyone. I just want to run away to Santa fe or new york or maybe even live my life touring the whole country. But I can't. Not yet.",-0.055669354838709495,1.781405445161294,2.119737903225808,97.11960685483874,84.87096774193549,5.165322580645162,18.719758064516128,6.322622252153567,-0.2443467741935481,544,14,132,5,16,183,94,155,0.096,0.75,0.155,0.895,0,5,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,3,8,10,0,0,8,0,13,3,0,1,2,27,33,9,0,7,6,0,3,1,1,4,2,0,1,1,6,2,0,0,9,0,0,2,9,4,0,2,0,3,20,6,17,28,3,18,0,3,0,1,8,12,0,3,5,84,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725828401964602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655837353216026,0.0,0.0,0.10157869890007896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947489250394295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015221137154787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352184488109393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012071573256287,0.0,0.0,0.15922617739908315,0.0,0.0,0.15708795125976374,0.0,0.2527658675767888,0.1190435493977659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874121674231576,0.0,0.174119047658761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831556640344976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353974130972461,0.08140908293323279,0.0,0.14714110539889774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039392644433675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740651240371135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609364076974477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291568782415827,0.12673286436500572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752323765660506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751345705900592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675017455040743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516975729256481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25057645285786795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110704398735596,0.21354501218388744,0.0,0.0,0.09716577766246086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948556135575384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604120162314994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837219808790465,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lil-Potate,2019/09/03,"19, generally depressed but always up for new friends So this is my first ever post on reddit and I don’t know my way around or anything so if this isn’t supposed to be here or anything like that, formatting, then please tell me and show me some examples on how to fix it. Also please note that I have a learning disability and I only need more explanations than others do and I’m great with writing.

So basically I’m having a really hard time right now after a really bad break up with my ex boyfriend of 4 years because he had been cheating on me with a younger girl and he still wants to be in my life and everything and I’ve tried many times to kick him out but he just keeps coming back, I’m also on nortripyline (Anti depressant) for pain purposes and dealing with him has been messing me up mentally and I honestly don’t know what to do anymore. I’m really hurting inside and have no one to talk to, I have friends but I’ve seemed to have annoyed them to the point where they don’t want me to talk about it anymore. But I’m always alone, my family keeps their distance and I just feel so empty.

Also, I’m just at a really low point right now, I have no motivation or anything, but I’m always looking for new friends and I really do try hard not to burden anyone but I will apologize now for anyone who wishes to comment or DM me, I’m just going through a really hard time but I’m a pretty good person..  thank you, also if this post gets deleted or something just let me know how to fix it",3.3563339920948607,4.573729418831171,4.918972332015811,83.64737154150201,72.99350649350649,8.083794466403162,26.37831733483907,8.587818076936951,1.7878572557876904,1183,40,243,21,23,399,156,308,0.129,0.715,0.156,0.8853,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,3,2,25,18,2,0,8,0,22,2,0,3,1,58,47,37,0,6,20,1,4,1,3,1,2,0,0,2,11,19,0,2,7,1,0,2,7,10,0,2,3,5,27,8,37,40,2,38,0,4,1,0,23,17,0,9,16,162,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461467158460332,0.0,0.2922214325332237,0.22804028175262986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811962421911085,0.12775297763268836,0.0,0.2255284313524233,0.08132397993691212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024519988153897,0.07627635372621007,0.055688243544269836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869294822975252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418144355664107,0.1573652653205044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263446765633603,0.0,0.0,0.08210263213254168,0.0,0.08611994623232287,0.0,0.04619107268785835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770523744150562,0.0,0.0,0.21173845431464186,0.0,0.04772843143647448,0.0,0.05191829729412376,0.07662297861366348,0.0,0.1007175523800046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24550436758340374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779580740429147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623983702295496,0.0,0.0,0.15061647770216186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341513954384556,0.06452567621064667,0.0446307039388354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671392908071539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261810693673396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920628378843911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677374601070838,0.0,0.17645955232821758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061903493464765987,0.0694784506224451,0.09720656115959443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976634946138167,0.0,0.20055741239904745,0.17271716447425575,0.0,0.17498279438607736,0.09293934809925268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35114033452648113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603077370096533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831647922018379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032838472156552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295502029840463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685296013011265,0.07984698249553994,0.08410602583331996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980687533588664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404605502354345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776531822772112,0.07251215335390637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505201252430332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058828656593791585
lonely,Feodel,2019/09/03,"I'm fucking broken. I'm 16 and i live in france. During highschool holidays I often had lonely moods or feelings sometimes even when I was with friends. Today was the back to school (don't sure if I use it well) and I meet some new friends but i still feel lonely. It's wird and awkward because I just feel lonely but not sad or depressed.

I so feel empty and broken and I just want to share my feelings even if nobody react or answer.",1.1720224719101109,3.5353318764044985,2.597853932584272,92.28914044943821,84.1685393258427,4.009438202247192,21.259550561797766,4.935628992294339,-0.06489752808988758,343,11,68,1,10,111,58,89,0.212,0.616,0.172,-0.6124,0,6,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,10,13,1,1,1,0,4,1,0,2,1,28,14,14,0,3,10,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,6,1,1,0,2,7,1,0,3,5,10,5,4,11,1,6,0,5,0,1,4,1,1,7,5,45,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729794377850665,0.0,0.13262868713170964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873927709984241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287405940952443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5500497894969429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33618817214952423,0.2011400115110951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921183461048363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21013051649344827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019251285757055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215182349295221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375172830065422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505720357242327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623097392095946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791067309353413,0.0,0.0,0.1283284564677587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956216100566688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AlexAzaria,2019/09/03,"I feel like I can’t connect with people I work with I have been working somewhere a little over a year. I have friends outside of work life, but for some reason, people at work don’t seem to feel comfortable having conversations with me. They seem to like me just fine but it’s like there’s a barrier put up between me and my coworkers. Perhaps I’ve come off too reserved or they just don’t think I want to be friends, but it gets really lonely hearing people have normal conversations right outside my office and feeling isolated for 8 hours a day. I’ve tried joining conversations, and it’s not as if I’m excluded, but it feels very tense when I join and I don’t want to make others uncomfortable either. I truly do not think I am disliked, but I just don’t feel there is a camaraderie between us. I don’t know if there’s anything to be done at my current workplace, the tone is probably already set, but I am planning to move jobs soon and I was wondering if anyone has felt this before and had advice on how to stop this feeling in the future. It just becomes so painful to feel like air all the time. It could be that we don’t have anything in common, but I truly don’t think that should be a barrier. Has anyone felt this way? Thanks for the responses!",5.5799737532808384,5.600935370078743,6.2517952755905535,80.4004225721785,67.34645669291339,9.135538057742783,31.89396325459317,8.841846274778883,2.477434435695538,1000,38,199,15,15,328,132,254,0.105,0.713,0.182,0.9558,2,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,2,5,12,11,0,0,10,0,30,2,0,3,1,58,54,21,0,8,18,0,9,4,2,1,2,1,0,0,12,11,0,3,17,0,0,3,10,2,0,0,6,10,25,9,26,42,3,26,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,8,14,137,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112260354384908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548916148812678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902666471512614,0.0,0.18715824294145875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255911161395533,0.09676450159597706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795683298715993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079349939182492,0.0,0.0,0.07333783782480206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163716242364079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40248991888069896,0.16247840851880618,0.21837165252281826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757144180670634,0.0,0.059412261100089014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816693991727948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198800311833124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128462377727526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249570210666284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032143959705032,0.2222248631006529,0.11397396724465525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590675323211735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208628125328308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141818196462594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100254331513795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365104402773048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260579232361155,0.0,0.0,0.11431665153685952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284980394905996,0.11691966543585587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711340586489853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704675179642626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950722192263435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469502174088503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185951311660377,0.0,0.0,0.06630909863220648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772061472343156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678713980026014,0.0,0.0,0.0938281534490496,0.13414606412534735,0.09026299122622508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123320866386072,0.3311483298625822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322980036269955
lonely,mirandanielcz,2019/09/03,"Hey, I keep getting new friends but loose them after one day. I always get friends but loose them so soon, idk how to make friends anymore, please DM me and stay friends.",5.802727272727271,6.103608818181819,4.075303030303028,95.23295454545456,66.87878787878788,6.6000000000000005,34.68181818181819,3.1291,1.3683454545454548,133,6,29,0,2,37,26,33,0.16399999999999998,0.47600000000000003,0.361,0.8893,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,2,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977628263241644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357075734578076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327930711464324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7345017265361387,0.0,0.2483484783745871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125452336885248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864845332004518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229545891182815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610532542694999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26089338522648464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533276034002937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,learning-new-thingz,2019/09/03,"Places to look at for positive stories? While I feel like it is valuable to share our stories of solitude to realize that we are not the only ones facing these problems, I think it might also be useful to share stories of people who were able to connect with others after feeling lonely - e.g finding a SO after a long time, making a great friend etc. 

Do you know any places to search for these things? Or if people are willing to share as comments here, that would be lovely.",9.457857142857145,7.25803893406594,8.583598901098902,74.04265109890113,60.75824175824175,9.979120879120881,37.035714285714285,7.1686216300943375,2.8352835164835173,377,13,66,2,4,118,68,91,0.047,0.664,0.28800000000000003,0.9763,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,4,0,10,2,1,2,0,16,18,6,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,5,8,16,12,1,8,0,1,1,1,10,3,0,3,6,53,14,0,0.21023196797959068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812242883856066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296494738748608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344642166082267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125991995486733,0.15018975993095302,0.0,0.0,0.19214821006011693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242469695808706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23178148688154376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553799156064028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270872032794696,0.0,0.0,0.1860486760477154,0.17654190482873114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974255910561966,0.0,0.14033147110436212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302289534393085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424586223490664,0.15989088506377694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914967518472951,0.0,0.439295321890416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116360090901872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966877796833985,0.13470815628651106,0.0,0.0,0.12258795116960135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815729205299505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934275820286705,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,theverbtotrust,2019/09/03,"No idea where to even post. Help. Plenty of subreddits that I could  ""technically"" post to, depression, introvert, sober (albeit struggling) but I am just going to leave this here. I'm tired of procrastinating and I know that loniness is killing me slowly. 

I'm probably older than most of you, early 40's.  I am female, an introvert for several reasons, I dislike being around a lot of people, I didn't like gossiping or small talk, I am very hyper aware of everything I do or say in public  and I don't drink or do the bar thing. 

I know I sound like a total snooze fest but I am actually a really fun and funny person, but I have nobody to laugh with or even argue with, and I dislike confrontation but at this point I would welcome the adult interaction. 

I  am not sure what I am asking for here, feedback? Recommendations for good subreddits? Anything is appreciated.",4.042569686411149,6.160880835365855,5.671254355400697,75.26695121951224,72.96341463414635,8.83205574912892,26.958188153310104,9.424239791934726,2.633994425087108,683,25,122,17,14,232,104,164,0.19399999999999998,0.639,0.166,-0.3009,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,7,13,3,1,6,0,16,3,0,1,2,27,22,12,1,2,10,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,2,6,7,2,0,4,2,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,2,19,7,18,18,3,11,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,6,4,88,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.17227227572536002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527291008402055,0.15715319555326815,0.16503599332341298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094849006984755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204896718895242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293667201368926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23319883821001555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865788925938876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032866485119968,0.14806882239762845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832740164741933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928604262060945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953093468657622,0.0,0.19403756671553635,0.0,0.0,0.1869246209435866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249174841715526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500833791952349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238684364754032,0.15414317800480745,0.0,0.0,0.16688223046317446,0.0,0.3381426404111706,0.0,0.19033412543394435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113092566508445,0.18150694061847636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038737631367662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943381648544836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455226321041146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638174381926354,0.0,0.0,0.14189180103339252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728172463896942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290051990025929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456595091418657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540509410301556,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UselessIdiot75,2019/09/03,"Need a friend? We can talk! Heyo! I'm Judah. 17 year old guy.   
I'm not feeling great, but I heard helping others helps you, so for any lonely people out there, reply if you need a friend.  
I don't expect to get any replies, but no harm in trying!",-1.423269230769229,0.5660074423076935,0.7873076923076958,100.99519230769234,99.57692307692308,2.6,12.269230769230768,3.1291,-1.7439692307692307,185,3,43,0,8,61,42,52,0.24100000000000002,0.562,0.19699999999999998,-0.4221,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,9,4,0,4,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,5,3,4,8,0,4,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,1,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362695543436175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483861537998107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120640395229213,0.0,0.1393263943585409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940095242895344,0.0,0.26404963354295297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574925272503279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39547145362557135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798299774420646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487848726755232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434282271605384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810544476391879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172960353995706
lonely,harlequinhoney,2019/09/03,"I rented a boat for my birthday I rented a boat for my birthday and I truly and concerned I’m going to be alone on the boat for my birthday and get lost at sea. I’m not sure why I rented a 12 person Duffy when I don’t have any friends hahahahaha like seriously I have 4 people invited, I only trust 1 to show up how . do I make friends I’m not ugly or stupid or a bigot like why is it so hard for me to speak to people or even look them in the eyes. Why are other people terrifying",0.3829906542056065,1.9860322056074795,3.581130841121496,88.4455280373832,82.0841121495327,5.775327102803737,20.04579439252336,6.742157984588678,0.22132971962616788,374,10,86,4,10,136,64,107,0.121,0.6729999999999999,0.205,0.8847,3,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,4,9,1,0,6,0,7,1,1,2,1,11,15,9,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,3,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,3,0,0,1,4,13,6,12,13,0,6,0,1,2,0,5,4,0,3,3,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216252909441595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419905561387285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790984419814106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32263535185635217,0.0,0.10908891811765163,0.0,0.11866534708698395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704299196366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040173984765002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753386666207117,0.0,0.22792889579670575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393750285646481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880113347075192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342650418558465,0.182315330779691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967906919576083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5652261656762647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HelpAhPanda,2019/09/03,Pen Pal Anyone want to be Pen Pals?,-1.5337499999999975,0.3452831250000017,0.8049999999999997,103.54,92.75,3.2,8.0,3.1291,-2.39865,27,0,7,0,1,9,7,8,0.0,0.843,0.157,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.764368906904165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6447791669696935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ssnapier,2019/09/03,"25 year marriage suddenly falling apart, I have no idea how to handle this much alone time. To make a very long story short, I have agreed to give my wife some space and after I laid ALL of my cards out on the table, I even promised I would not speak to her until she made a decision.  Since she has been my best friend since 1992, I find myself staring into a deep dark hole every day and I hate it.  

I could not deal with the stress of everything so I moved all of my stuff into the guest room, and I am actively avoiding her to try and keep my promise.  Hopefully she comes around, but if not.... it sucks to be me I guess.",2.5455813953488367,3.7841237519379867,3.436348837209305,93.40196511627909,75.04651162790697,6.710387596899222,21.427131782945736,7.1686216300943375,0.34947689922480585,480,11,110,5,10,153,91,129,0.106,0.7909999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.1154,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,2,2,6,0,8,0,0,3,2,30,17,9,0,4,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,4,10,0,2,3,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,2,2,23,5,17,12,5,20,0,0,1,0,12,10,1,4,7,76,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19959667793988514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155897664077469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224458797092645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600861981441312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386883244922075,0.0,0.0,0.1242865134182574,0.19868275123355625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728775223526104,0.0,0.16237237320858233,0.0,0.1732016012878336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613983458790172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889266595945153,0.0,0.0,0.184871694316722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122994880838379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902681261605074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141145187440534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175540205238325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712957126933811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054846888289954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823534726277928,0.12864008517209607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482765809806647,0.14166915961100127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188349659543843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075665727583496,0.0,0.2206148427700248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237482480179088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308421837733068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590116970794004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690061811413154,0.0,0.0,0.12410342103536827
lonely,key-va,2019/09/03,"Would you rent family memebers for occasions? Came across this [article](https://screenshot-magazine.com/the-future/rent-family-japan/) which talks about a service in Japan which allows you to hire actors or fake family members to take to occasions. 

I'm intrigued, would anyone use this?",10.980666666666671,13.324589288888884,8.615555555555558,60.01000000000002,56.111111111111114,12.222222222222225,32.77777777777778,11.855464076750405,4.768777777777778,238,8,30,7,3,70,35,45,0.08800000000000001,0.912,0.0,-0.5362,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,7,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,17,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22894416294219505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744885922360872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6173369691460269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461839159307003,0.2631729502950504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28279129544096204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651886628650533,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cdstraightguy,2019/09/03,Being accepted but not wanted. Im only accepted because im needed. Not because I'm wanted. I never knew there was a difference until now.,1.1338888888888905,3.7708437777777815,5.398055555555558,68.38375000000002,92.70370370370372,7.1444444444444475,25.26851851851852,8.07648339933343,2.988785185185185,110,5,15,3,4,42,19,27,0.0,0.826,0.174,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,7,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787863328390599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246039394563707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6711949956265764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23037200023553736,0.23962255537605698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362930292611436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665049128929929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fichtnmoped88,2019/09/03,"a poem i wrote about an unrequited love   
Until next month 

​

I've always liked

the way you say my name.

The manner it

drips off your lips

makes it seem like

I'm almost human.

.

Once I cought a glimpse into your heart,

but blinded by my own beacon

I couldn't see that

it is not passion,

not lust, nor hunger.

.

No, you couldn't yearn for me

for I exist

solely in my head.

.

Instead you're quite content;

say you enjoy my company

and just like that

I'll sit next to you

all day long,

alright.

.

Two camping chairs

one green and one blue

mark the tinge we've left upon this room.

If only I'd find the colour green

appealing.

.

You say you like the way I think,

but you don't like forests, or rain.

Nor the way I roll my R's.

I tried to rip out my tongue;

it only knows how to

say your name.

.

And don't worry, I won't

shave my head again.

You like my hair best

swaying in the twilight breeze;

still all I see in the mirror is

mists of gray smoke

gushing out of

my scalp.

.

You said you'd climb statues with me,

maybe even cranes.

Paint my nails while you're at it

and ask me if I've eaten.

.

But you wouldn't want to

dirty your white shoes now,

would you?",3.336311475409836,3.657848491803282,3.8501229508196713,94.62100409836069,72.27868852459017,6.591803278688525,21.807377049180328,5.602791699666715,-0.09134754098360663,888,16,213,3,16,279,145,244,0.026000000000000002,0.8109999999999999,0.163,0.9873,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,16,0,3,8,12,0,0,11,1,10,13,7,2,2,35,23,15,0,8,9,0,1,6,0,3,1,5,1,1,8,8,2,0,4,0,0,1,11,1,0,3,3,15,38,11,21,14,4,26,0,1,9,3,27,11,0,5,16,117,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495788034989795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383421411817798,0.13520852919005485,0.15163195720173928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666061072744895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095806589322947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804784027951724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242177460403874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405463204632672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25613846260705425,0.0,0.0,0.147875237540861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858061863130326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355833126219856,0.0,0.0,0.3657928002958136,0.0,0.0,0.11043409294673867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126266945476571,0.0,0.08329744157554297,0.0,0.1253670449568301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960516811212666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26542844512849123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289591728814995,0.16912013646930035,0.18981489401129525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272816741457702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187026518641659,0.3969480045988073,0.0,0.0,0.1988809114960236,0.11360296664534132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965643535133732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995957492443027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472335154235107,0.0,0.12190044982045285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360362196562938,0.29715443954408105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672900555377165,0.0,0.08864632842680342,0.0,0.15163195720173928,0.0
lonely,coolweenie,2019/09/03,"Feeling like I’ve lost everyone No one asks to hangout, no one texts first anymore, no one wants to play video games with me anymore, no one wants to do anything. Did I do something wrong? It seems like I’ve pushed everyone away yet I don’t know how or when I did that. Ive always hated being lonely but I guess now I am. I miss having a best friend.",0.05719219219218985,2.29262577027027,1.808558558558559,96.7407957957958,88.59459459459455,4.3699699699699694,19.033033033033032,5.82211442006289,-0.2706498498498497,273,8,61,2,9,89,50,74,0.20199999999999999,0.593,0.205,0.6369,0,2,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,10,1,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,0,10,19,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,5,0,5,3,1,8,5,5,15,1,6,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,3,6,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218976068164422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627808103490036,0.0,0.0,0.1505133993461052,0.0,0.1709894043920603,0.0,0.17184317772959706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194517796357466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495428789233595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248113855979996,0.13066577887333572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557700682147182,0.0,0.0,0.14131023011189986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148802709957325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805786236511037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005185817173718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871411399691475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965998474044533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957586151018768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650781684350927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080749187346012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157615908664212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199975471701278,0.0,0.0
lonely,LoserDaddy,2019/09/03,Sleep dude with supposedly cute voice wants a call. Im lonely lets talk and fall asleep together? Discord or facetime audio?,3.859848484848485,7.1584283181818185,3.897272727272728,80.18257575757578,84.0,6.56969696969697,25.51515151515152,7.793537801064563,2.090224242424242,101,4,16,2,3,31,22,22,0.218,0.665,0.11699999999999999,-0.3736,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456302965342069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714049799836649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462656954815041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367319254146376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350775252844441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574099065875025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mtThanish,2019/09/03,"Want a english speaking partner I want a native english speaking partner to improve my english skills. I hope i could find someone here, if anyone wish to talk to me message me.",7.08727272727273,7.707204545454545,6.935909090909089,74.72386363636366,64.15151515151516,6.6000000000000005,46.80303030303031,3.1291,3.733193939393941,142,10,21,0,2,45,22,33,0.0,0.674,0.326,0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26378917822712405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012116569990077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448090857338646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747046082688817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196514336635833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032275442089658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450358068116187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338307344125796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ShinigamiJooders,2019/09/03,"I'm a 21yr old guy, I've been through 23 Electroconvulsive Therapy Procedures and 33 Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation sessions. I often exercise in insanity, I'm a soul lost in desolation. It's very cold, grim, and utter emptiness. I'm staying afloat, I somehow, someway am able to endure this emotional turmoil while keeping composure in times of distress.",6.276775956284151,9.531534737704924,7.525819672131147,59.214193989071035,70.47540983606557,11.279781420765028,42.953551912568294,10.864195022040775,6.476014207650273,293,20,39,11,6,99,50,61,0.287,0.687,0.027000000000000003,-0.9519,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,6,5,0,7,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,19,4,1,0.3195494160017496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35945008282642665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164041613293484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28403020335113033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34882593545865725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353133580962316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405971600551712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654326062057499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633183421895194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636617341235744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cheesehug,2019/09/03,"Feeling stuck in the middle Ever since high school I’ve felt like I’ve never really belonged with any of my friend groups. First I was the only one in my friend group to go to a different high school so my friends that lived near me got closer while I was left out and it got to the point where they’d wonder where I was but then never invite me out. And the kids at my high school all lived an hour away so I never saw them outside of school and wasn’t able to get close to them.

That’s when I realized that I had to make my own fun so I’d spend 12 hr a day at school hanging out with teachers and going to any and all sporting events even if I was the only one there for a JV girls soccer game, at least those kids felt they had a fan and hopefully wouldn’t feel so lonely. 

After making it through high school I went off to college knowing nobody else at the school, something I thought was good for me, being a fresh face out of 15k kids. I met some good friends but then they all rushed frats and sororities while I focused on school tearing our friendship apart yet again. Then I made some really good friends I would hang out with a bunch, academic friends and partying friends. Then I even met a girl I really liked and thought she liked me too but I was too nervous to do anything about it so when my formal came around I asked a different girl I liked to go with me and she said yes. Only to get snapchats from her the night before in my friends bed and then snapchats of the Condom in the bed the next morning. 

After that I really relied on my friends and they helped me through it but then I transferred to my dream school and had to leave all of them and the girl I never got enough courage to ask out behind. 

Now I’m at my dream school and every night I just feel lonelier and lonelier. I talk to the girl from my old school all the time and it kills me that she did like me too and would be my girlfriend if I didn’t transfer. So I asked her if she would be my date to our biggest dance here and she’s gonna be out of the country. 

So for spring break I went back to my old college and had fun and all but it wasn’t the same because they can’t relate what I go through at my new school and I’m not with them anymore so I become just a distant memory.

Don’t get me wrong. I’m 100% sure I made the right choice to come to this school it’s just that nights like these where I miss all of the few true friends I’ve made in my 20yr. 

PS I’ve found ways to feel important and involved by helping friends here with their relationship problems because I know I’ll never have a girlfriend anytime soon so it helps but also makes me feel even lonelier at times.

Any tips and recommendations would be great!

Thanks for listening to me vent!!",3.0565823711172584,4.240287304195807,3.4814734103106204,93.79502764677186,73.68531468531471,6.649601561229469,23.96666124573101,6.926510163978652,0.556683802244268,2166,61,493,19,43,673,234,572,0.061,0.72,0.21899999999999997,0.9987,2,2,1,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,10,1,35,34,1,1,28,1,29,2,1,6,15,99,78,53,1,10,13,0,7,6,13,6,0,2,2,8,18,41,0,0,14,6,1,12,12,6,0,3,33,10,77,28,73,33,15,92,0,2,1,1,56,40,0,7,44,322,95,19,0.0479335524040292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03833244453958666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778937803887104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047537203855042336,0.0,0.0,0.03944522942516136,0.042671024142840304,0.1344342028314779,0.0,0.0450351503596423,0.03685794303708552,0.0,0.05843969728469579,0.0529388426822998,0.04078792262287476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05482321430614558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041290511069280965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030913175856747518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016072025127663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04004233233446338,0.0,0.0,0.049528173079590614,0.0,0.0949789778722856,0.04335864239710939,0.0403860852575578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118322168789165,0.0,0.09204745458535288,0.0,0.0,0.040772255188000636,0.0,0.05255666610665452,0.4073667805133869,0.0,0.07512990824006509,0.0,0.1089669698414337,0.12061316869352855,0.11501052201254325,0.05284691074574754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638654934150187,0.20257771939801011,0.0,0.04760883309097352,0.04720489363912205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303137378842817,0.0,0.05268605366112425,0.0,0.0,0.05075471093727425,0.0520799449386592,0.0,0.0,0.14050747492412866,0.0,0.08465240991229529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606765880850932,0.0959880553194717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848465531187984,0.04629452360468223,0.05097787677598087,0.13494717546987164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059639991323738,0.0,0.06496203127811366,0.10936687971557964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453127005151571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04586593608300217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282984431511353,0.0,0.0,0.05146269665071322,0.0,0.04093499184856021,0.04559578500928396,0.0,0.0,0.6306470830803867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03965112988027604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036901590462111264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517680587050603,0.0,0.0,0.038527173731664366,0.0,0.04413077497776256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610777275807723,0.055900879756413724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03804742277510531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886976660849387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198189287371995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620248138807015,0.05240781481868705,0.0,0.0
lonely,filipa16t,2019/09/03,"Looking to meet new people So I just recently graduated Med School and I should be feeling great but all I can think about is how lonely I feel. I've had a tough highschool, with people bullying me and ignoring me, and it really took a toll on me. Even though I started to study more and started having better grades, I think that left me a bit scared and never healed completely. I've taken the same lifestyle throughout medicine, but I've actually made some friends and acquaintances. As time went by, I started to loose these connections and held on to this group of friends that I thought cared about me, but realized that they would cancel plans on me a lot, not invite me to stuff unless I invited myself, would exclude me.. I felt humiliated and a weirdo. I then got a boyfriend who was schizophrenic and had a lot of issues and kept breaking up with me and it shattered me. All my ""friends"" started to get away from me cause they couldn't handle being there for me, cause I was so low after the breakup. And I felt really heartbroken, cause it all came in once. I spent all my days alone, I had no one to talk to, and I was going crazy and was very depressed for months. I've done everything I possibly could to salvage this relationship but I still couldn't do it. I eventually met my current and amazing boyfriend on tinder and it's been quite amazing on that aspect. It's been over a year, but I still feel very lonely. I feel I've grown a lot, changed a lot, and got happier but I'm stuck in the same social situations for the last year and I can't get out. I keep seeing the same people and feel like a disaster for not having made any friends in these 6 years or in highschool. I only have like 2 close friends that live far away, cause the rest I kept losing over the years, no matter how hard I tried to keep them.
I feel very lonely and I think I'm gonna move soon and start over. But in the meantime if anyone wants to talk it would be amazing! I don't know how else to meet new people and it drives me crazy and all this time spent alone makes me feel very depressed sometimes. 
I'm sure there's some other people that feel the same way but are too scared or embarrassed to speak out. 
I admit it, it's difficult",4.31410694955618,5.285218883668907,4.710953308796999,86.9698246373674,70.45413870246084,7.915392942195282,26.723605397993804,8.155646560271837,1.4713076279136894,1759,55,369,24,31,556,206,447,0.20800000000000002,0.6709999999999999,0.121,-0.9918,1,8,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,3,4,16,27,0,3,20,0,29,2,0,10,7,103,79,43,0,9,15,0,11,2,5,5,2,1,0,0,24,29,0,6,17,0,2,7,9,13,0,1,28,14,51,14,46,40,18,55,0,7,2,0,19,22,0,9,26,242,75,5,0.0,0.0,0.06969332887000748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793430367006768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048566454214068036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04993688471182341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419847503861812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316311189103857,0.07796958192575229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168277110042856,0.07281505870732856,0.293462417115294,0.07555040903316043,0.0,0.0748800521788096,0.0,0.0,0.05702118597323906,0.0,0.0,0.046058479048554174,0.0,0.1230238426935077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308505644171244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596602863914277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717068737567557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418558301048821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28888729662784274,0.051020786790056,0.13714429659826866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758855143236073,0.0,0.07462555385510006,0.0,0.04058829898846052,0.0,0.1142384451865102,0.07873821643700638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397619075729281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454147662117694,0.0,0.12695858588686232,0.0,0.0,0.03924927529198237,0.05821492057069628,0.0,0.0,0.07759549080051938,0.0,0.0,0.06978211728603594,0.0,0.06306309753522192,0.0,0.059972842954925776,0.0798980876845595,0.0,0.242866944437439,0.0,0.13515422337407867,0.04767183908172009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932891441774577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700489062011178,0.07590566457782999,0.0,0.0,0.05508169806604525,0.1379512318883043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605747143905567,0.04839445113047863,0.05431634460473665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24756004725009234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051267497832043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596146674998372,0.0,0.0,0.09150395671316926,0.0,0.07051631812958108,0.07667583384033325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430030625374691,0.07227847936648993,0.05691062432371261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027643616909355,0.0,0.07280130513282036,0.0,0.0,0.07063388664639929,0.0,0.2527489179187131,0.0,0.11406846260021705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817561281112469,0.0,0.0,0.0673102943647611,0.0,0.0,0.11480561119588388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728464824636485,0.07016748313888617,0.056697640405084515,0.0832884175662766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793476421718229,0.04848789956565523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23570817836879646,0.04212398311171503,0.056688010085387826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066204881412949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521991584861111,0.0,0.0,0.18396251243690412
lonely,Mika223,2019/09/03,"I want to be your annoying extroverted friend! M/19 I see a lot of people in this Sub who need a friend, I don’t know if I can be for everyone but I’d like to help where I can. If you need someone please message me, I know a lot of people have been burned online by people who “want to be your friend”. But I’m willing to prove that I want to be your friend and truly want to help you. I will do my best I promise that much. 

I am here to message you every day and check up on you, support you and to talk about philosophy, life, love and just about anything else you’d like! PM me and get the Over the top extroverted fool you need in your life! 


| Lifetime Warranty or your Money back! | 


(If this isn’t allowed I apologize and will promptly delete)",0.7675632911392434,2.750064664556966,2.6004905063291157,94.00681170886078,82.73417721518987,5.722151898734177,20.634493670886076,6.9077264865688965,0.2555936708860753,579,17,134,7,16,192,85,158,0.031,0.63,0.33899999999999997,0.9949,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,12,0,2,6,12,1,0,5,0,16,3,0,1,1,26,30,12,0,10,7,0,0,2,4,3,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,26,10,19,21,4,9,0,0,1,1,25,7,0,6,4,91,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234108573937178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531610839292075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738212735866608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671693111792266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527899159050462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635447888234982,0.14330081763885347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634595121066049,0.0,0.07835207220186212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010407319855169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483694352309294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118536180288942,0.14653354540217284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549948024902648,0.13535194387901658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024371007593524,0.33359803823502865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119067133614583,0.0,0.0,0.1646197914321144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950505197516438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706737038633384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018186989140568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053856987198833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35381996602479393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anonthrow123321,2019/09/03,"I’ve realized how lonely I am :( I feel like no one notices me and/or doesn’t care anymore. For the last few days, I’ve stopped taking my medication (not depression related) that the doctors told me I need to take in order to stay healthy  ... but a part of me just wanted to stop taking them because I don’t think I can continue with my new found depression anymore. :/

A part of me is scared that I’ve voluntarily stopped but a part of me is hoping something happens soon because I’ve stopped. The last little while has been really hard and all I do is sit and nap and cry and mope around but I feel like there’s no one to talk to because no one cares.",6.1663157894736855,5.232977210526316,6.725263157894738,80.68684210526318,66.3684210526316,10.006015037593986,34.03759398496241,9.23628265651192,2.7361609022556386,511,20,109,8,7,168,79,133,0.28,0.614,0.105,-0.9766,0,3,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,1,6,0,10,2,0,1,1,25,24,9,0,3,5,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,5,1,0,0,6,4,0,3,3,3,15,5,12,21,5,17,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,1,13,69,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378662712594684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675846053788828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931505893307052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445425675938395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317317159147692,0.07734154806680732,0.0,0.20658203743577488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274807191163295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127512240731332,0.1713485427849062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314913076791405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604906783190683,0.0,0.10742902794011654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911234452174295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955093685476448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171783586816238,0.12019611332250266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081157740497366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892268882301174,0.0,0.11582407900092714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653513234118966,0.0,0.0,0.24379235999058674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38960048042808704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768268711063397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006560424284693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232393804158624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278238360014166,0.0,0.4010498717280468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27050548058221074,0.09639097816587996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684294285957516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459324595313138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073472967193778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ndangelo1024,2019/09/03,"I’m so lonely and sad and it’s so fucking horseshit I’ve done nothing this whole summer. I haven’t interacted with anyone outside of family for 2 fucking months. I have a cousin who I play PlayStation with but he’s out having fun with his friends(going to each other’s house, playing basketball, etc) and I’m home talking to my self like a fucking moron. I’m going into my sophomore year and I have YET to find ONE FUCKING FRIEND besides one friend that found their own friend group. And what’s makes me sad is that I KNOW the feeling of being with friends. I’ve been to a friends house a couple times in my life with others and it was some of the best times of my life. And that was like only 2 times. And now it’s almost impossible I’ll ever get a moment like that again. I can’t even make any friends and socialize because of social anxiety and this ADD medicine that makes it even worse, but without the medicine i can’t focus in school that well. I’ve fell out of contact with 95 percent of people from my old middle school who I have known for years. I haven’t even made an effort to contact them. Then I just got accustomed to this loneliness so I don’t like being around other people which makes it WORSE. I have done jackshit this summer except self loathe and talk to myself. I don’t even know if I’m depressed or not I’m probably not because I’m prob just over exaggerating. I got off of Twitter because I realized that the community I centered myself around(Nintendo people mostly) I disagree with or just don’t like because of views and opinions and I feel like ever since I got off of Twitter I started having my own opinions which is good but now I don’t really feel any sense of community. It wouldn’t be that big a deal if I had some fucking real life friends instead of depending on the opinions of people on Twitter who don’t even know me. I’m just ranting because I have no one else to talk to except myself. I mean I have a great family who loves me a great living situation, I’m not bullied AT ALL, and yet I’m still fucking sad all the fucking time and it fucking sucks. I just needed a place to vent because I have no other outlet and school is starting soon and I’m just feeling like I have nobody",3.2121777431533545,4.9262159911308245,4.365114160723916,85.47716366033441,74.23281596452328,6.560819799844191,26.60160604063044,7.2228458231874715,1.3170679091508355,1776,65,349,19,37,581,189,451,0.115,0.685,0.2,0.993,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,2,26,38,10,0,16,0,32,12,0,6,4,81,74,28,0,4,19,1,4,7,7,1,3,0,1,2,30,30,0,0,12,2,0,2,16,15,1,3,11,5,43,23,48,59,12,41,0,5,1,9,29,16,9,12,30,238,73,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314803359331841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576939183881946,0.0,0.048242677479224866,0.0,0.0,0.044094800633167085,0.0,0.0,0.11227807753566672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306540677671867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618025466809555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977751115008947,0.0,0.0,0.06501471909193847,0.05431568116434723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906976523099173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526806677935356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033141211862218,0.2082610947361915,0.11408737218510667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889951780448173,0.0,0.12754527864293552,0.0901037954064514,0.0,0.0,0.057638027435865435,0.0,0.0,0.06914483013561809,0.3410537832032021,0.4664024839985592,0.032947579112811626,0.0,0.07167979990196681,0.05289387423286813,0.15131064425258836,0.1390533661055117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325687858933914,0.0,0.0,0.14553142952596215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397258333096317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362883030762673,0.2156642326680472,0.0,0.055685386246515096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691641272151004,0.059671308781097165,0.1683789649479009,0.0,0.0,0.06869360342883958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0503359250685132,0.0,0.0,0.04676008112165855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605102167023129,0.0,0.06617353705560483,0.0,0.128198446098386,0.04796191032519876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748785250217368,0.0,0.06588694166769833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799209401348792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177898706574712,0.04039948378535746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146799942323506,0.0,0.0,0.13157598435946494,0.0,0.0,0.05216599231567084,0.07088494744605567,0.0,0.1285686543800766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927199371918865,0.0,0.05036183320119636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206186468574806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708911814706738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670080518091938,0.0,0.0,0.07040708401683994,0.0,0.06079004697475534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853225030768942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122042811334207
lonely,PatheticGirl99,2019/09/03,"I miss having sleep overs with my ex boyfriend It’ll have been a year since we’ve had one this October. There’s nothing in the world that feels better than falling asleep beside someone you love and waking up to them. I can’t even describe it. It just feels warm and so safe. Just thinking about it makes my heart ache. I want nothing more than to go back in time and sleep in his arms again. We would always have our sleepovers at my place, so laying in my bed that he was once in with me reminds me all the more of how nice it was. I miss the innocent cuddling and simple things, like listening to his soft breaths as he slept. It hurts so badly.",2.767727272727271,4.451195469696972,2.9460606060606054,95.31409090909092,75.36363636363637,5.70909090909091,22.60606060606061,6.1124844417494595,0.17223333333333368,510,14,112,3,11,155,93,132,0.1,0.752,0.14800000000000002,0.7885,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,1,1,1,11,10,0,0,4,0,10,10,8,2,1,18,21,9,0,2,2,1,4,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,10,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,5,5,16,6,18,14,3,16,0,3,0,2,11,10,0,0,5,75,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415021305224446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093494225556618,0.1747525895448248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851044265280254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382373789731851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165168946146876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894717633557494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480155923709521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22405463496420916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225096908165254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889691627579602,0.0,0.13970604314082366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016484100702058,0.0,0.0,0.2228923530269493,0.14182371411812505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866873734239914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313099353454225,0.0,0.418892316998657,0.0,0.17733498121539687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904630348925678,0.13410779025888178,0.0,0.0,0.12204160235667301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344761845206845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867716882083473,0.0,0.0,0.134779123240598
lonely,ibleedhard,2019/09/03,"Friends?  I feel like an outsider when I am with my friends. They laugh at inside jokes I don't know about. If they are all going out to lunch I never get invited unless they bump into me. If they are planning a get together I never get notified. 

These people are not malicious. If I am there they share food and talk, but unless I am in eyesight I might as well not exist. 

I don't think that my ""friends"" hate me. The thing is, I think they just couldn't care about me.",1.5849713631156952,3.457962938144334,2.846323024054985,93.85225658648342,79.41237113402062,5.9605956471935855,21.087056128293238,6.937597516519254,0.3314774341351661,363,10,81,4,9,117,62,97,0.08800000000000001,0.768,0.14400000000000002,0.1048,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,6,1,6,10,1,0,3,0,11,2,0,0,3,22,21,9,0,4,9,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,4,1,0,1,7,1,1,0,0,1,21,9,11,19,1,8,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,4,4,63,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22541285753779824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111788193601871,0.15794454537761385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673391906453464,0.0,0.5124336359070503,0.0,0.3465263842077889,0.0,0.1256487960047004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827756940963688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150359358239453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801190537871533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23453829229163475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410317365534676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327383827878255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770129792144934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468803309213489,0.2833271524385016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987836995422225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,looktotheeeast,2019/09/03,"Being an only child makes me so lonely My moms cousin just finished from the states for the weekend, and it was the most fun I’ve had in a while. He’s way older than me but is so cool and just acts young. He’s an army vet so he goes with the flow and is just down to do anything.

We talked all night and watched movies and he’s so easy to talk to and it felt like having an older brother. He was smoking some joints and was offering me some and was offering to take me places and hang out with me and was just always talking to me about everything. He’s just super fun to be around and talk to and it felt like having a big brother to chill with that makes you laugh. Me and him would joke around and my parents would get why we were laughing because they don’t get our jokes LOL.

I hate being an alone child. It makes me so lonely. I wish I had an older brother or anyone to just hang out with at home. My parents do their best but sometimes you want someone who is more like you, and I got that this weekend for a while. Now he’s gone and I feel so shitty and empty. I don’t know if it’s weird to feel that way about a relative, but I miss him.",3.3172115384615384,3.5405339068825903,4.046009615384616,93.5505528846154,72.27935222672066,6.822773279352226,23.534665991902838,5.985473137389443,0.2498342105263153,893,20,213,4,16,285,120,247,0.09300000000000001,0.695,0.212,0.9898,2,5,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,3,2,2,17,17,1,0,13,2,22,0,0,3,1,54,39,30,0,5,11,7,4,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,10,27,0,0,5,4,0,5,2,5,0,0,12,6,28,12,27,22,6,28,0,3,1,0,33,9,0,5,14,143,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398608362219842,0.0,0.0,0.11567841973396101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720823743470287,0.0,0.11440422868898055,0.24752020335906785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474723800704302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589624665240875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494506674123973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058859040029298,0.0,0.2669681023050149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526774346668872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111895342285168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725660470279458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945158125208645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640350201540884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375910506781714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783971494706152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282226403700786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046383342484535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057333903264545,0.0,0.0,0.3087375703629856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524962983192466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779388627216145,0.0,0.137497476338034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452812705444993,0.44696625255533134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199947144579275,0.22070025296457854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254467930884993,0.0,0.15986979193262918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975161515829319,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,potatomanboi,2019/09/03,"Anybody here I could talk to? So if you know about Phillip Luna and what he did and why he got arrested, please, I want to talk.",0.16555555555555654,2.253401851851855,1.4681481481481493,100.56666666666668,86.03703703703705,5.0814814814814815,20.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,-0.1190888888888888,98,3,24,1,3,31,22,27,0.10800000000000001,0.767,0.125,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124365290974168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129737017422761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21505879143887235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.429550956668278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6290550796292382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308101953782432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35310470069885025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NoodleRNG,2019/09/03,"Well I just broke off with all my ""friends"" right before school started All they did was make fun of me all summer long in our group chat, for anything I did. So I just told them in done and left. I guess I really am the only one for myself. I don't think I've ever had a friend that I truely felt comfortable with being completely myself. And it's not the people's fault is it? Everyone else seems to make friends with meaningful connections. The common denominator is me... I'm not completely sure what it is, but at this point I don't even care. I just wanna be done with myself already.",2.8454621848739485,4.589937285714289,4.123268907563027,86.69599579831936,75.30252100840336,7.449075630252103,21.984033613445376,8.238735603445708,1.0854363025210088,463,12,96,8,10,152,81,119,0.061,0.821,0.11699999999999999,0.5184,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,2,0,7,10,0,0,4,0,14,0,0,2,5,25,24,4,0,1,6,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,2,1,1,8,1,18,8,13,14,3,12,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,2,5,71,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857628363637019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852609119928525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324144063620498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162965498424368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529939479224176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34453211311721765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062303253477074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118426522455027,0.15226944648337787,0.0,0.16085215314436718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162884934849758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901676643192412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544095700993013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828974329053974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489719620696103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22473102238222947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140687530591791,0.1280270269641077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670290802949004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591318234302011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784027918934977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437579270470285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036490386305098,0.0,0.15324666854688718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914900667563072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865458057440418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786283877470076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085215314436718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135417802510348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NukaColaRed,2019/09/03,"I'm always lonely No matter where I am, who I'm with, I feel like I'm missing a part of myself. I feel incomplete.",-1.1551282051282037,0.6863132307692368,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,89.76923076923076,5.005128205128205,16.358974358974358,6.42735559955562,-0.1993948717948717,88,2,20,1,3,33,18,26,0.282,0.5710000000000001,0.147,-0.5106,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,7,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363244828112639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302825206001974,0.37461573060292974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25618459156359663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5678502474029669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_jellymango_,2019/09/03,"I don’t know how to talk to people, I need advice. Today was my first day of my senior year in high school. I’ve known most of my peers for 4 years yet I have never been able to make a friend. I used to be super social, until I lost a friend when he left to another middle school. Since then I have had absolutely no social life. 

Today was rough I had no one to talk to no friends to sit with. This has been my life for the past 4 years, and I have no idea how to fix it.

I’m so incredibly lonely.

Help...",0.4140540540540556,1.8747814414414417,2.665126126126129,95.72525675675676,81.43243243243244,5.521081081081082,14.703603603603606,6.2581,-0.8568277477477477,384,4,96,3,10,131,71,111,0.134,0.7490000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.0146,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,3,0,12,2,0,4,1,12,18,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,7,1,12,4,16,10,1,19,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,1,14,60,14,3,0.1578948153198049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429298612459375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556648096537646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182909356911153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430524925042225,0.0,0.0,0.3659674279231712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583356642900256,0.16682454141228736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824402747308446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677486119361015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155317883896248,0.0,0.2230515551296416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236084279904088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539601529930433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707700488169501,0.12177821548123703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699361321063854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072846739351006,0.10946438413143672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195959654110393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130612222872543,0.0,0.0,0.32190776011115874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538197432095118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29933164553402203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637042467745614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050372528432589
lonely,NotTheEndButTheEnd,2019/09/03,"I’m lonely as fuck & I don’t know how to fix it. I’ve been single for over a year now and I don’t want a relationship. 

I just want someone I can talk to about everything. I don’t really have friends that I deeply connect with it’s more of a surface level friendship. I spend a lot of time alone. I just want someone that I can share music with and discuss it and vibe to it. I want to feel connected to someone. I want to share my poetry, my thoughts, my art, my passions with someone. I just want another soul to fill a space in my life where it feels empty. 

My last relationship was pretty abusive and it left me all types of fucked up which is probably why I don’t want to be in another one because I’m genuinely terrified of them. But, I do want to be with someone, like have a close companion. I’ve tried dating apps but I didn’t find what I was looking for. They were all surface level connections and it honestly gave me so much anxiety. The pressure of dating apps is weird and uncomfortable. I just want to connect with someone organically. I’m craving intellectual conversations and genuine connections. I guess I miss that part of a relationship but I don’t want the relationship. How do you cope with this? Sometimes I feel like my head is going to explode with all the thoughts I keep to myself.",3.166797362942397,4.987307935114504,4.727827897293548,82.37780707841777,74.61068702290076,8.122414989590563,28.7029840388619,8.841846274778883,2.3231465648854965,1037,44,208,22,22,348,127,262,0.10800000000000001,0.746,0.146,0.41600000000000004,0,4,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,2,0,10,13,2,1,10,0,21,5,1,2,3,47,48,14,0,10,7,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,13,15,0,1,7,1,1,2,6,6,0,1,8,4,35,7,33,38,8,20,1,2,1,3,15,12,2,2,8,140,48,1,0.0,0.11004909703044598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619696683275987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063679907647836,0.0,0.0,0.1947881849684644,0.07105390449882926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661954988040705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347568139127425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089065721747726,0.06635438587077895,0.0,0.0,0.08489178277247404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175982584868662,0.17173444389732298,0.0,0.0,0.05278655666368056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231917196519552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532296206295908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255712551249003,0.0,0.0,0.05104510772421527,0.07571061808356105,0.0,0.0,0.10091575340844502,0.0,0.06560477598600127,0.0907541774361669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799685997736068,0.0,0.0,0.07896432003670974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827840818287066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629387409788474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058134604318476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449362595490976,0.10014170040189513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059502109183781376,0.0,0.0,0.3988788245497473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721879067378717,0.0,0.091861934418493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465443307223779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474746802663925,0.054159805693514036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306027406206392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5478376962923833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381088429125096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059812481852864176
lonely,WhiteWxlf1999,2019/09/03,"20 and lost everyone. Me and my friends have split off, i'm not even invited to places anymore. I have never had a girlfriend, even my friends i played Xbox with are slowly not playing anymore as they're in a dark place too. This loneliness is killing me, i am waiting for hope to appear but i am feeling finished with my life lately...",4.009999999999998,5.477139393939396,4.397393939393943,87.04609090909094,71.72727272727272,7.098181818181819,32.89696969696969,7.554174236665415,2.189918787878788,264,13,52,3,5,83,49,66,0.114,0.742,0.14400000000000002,0.2392,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,1,12,13,4,1,1,3,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,9,5,8,11,0,8,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506687428405765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30014425953274065,0.0,0.0,0.2171118831529714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488578574791393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510886019234419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225673906090924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25137766442066994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563063078587341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048735352976987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24802997223580225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752407734508063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747787229481896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throw_away_posts,2019/09/03,Alone on birthday Just feeling lonely. I haven't done much today and not many people have reached out since I deleted my Facebook.,5.372499999999999,7.702931250000002,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,69.83333333333334,4.800000000000002,32.83333333333333,3.1291,1.517233333333334,106,5,17,0,2,31,22,24,0.184,0.6970000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.3818,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42256749879579136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41752816937985776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062983015794688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136504533174921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29992875157648025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828575316825746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33750384896827657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867386231697677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anonymous753741,2019/06/08,I want to die so bad I am so depressed and alone and I’ll never get out of this I hate myself and everything I do is wrong and I hate everything about my life and I can’t take my suffering any longer I need to end it so I can be at peace finally and genuinely for the first time in about 6 years. there rlly isn’t any hope for me this will never actually end until i end it and that’s what i’ve come to the conclusion i HAVE to do,-0.3333673469387719,1.3995734183673498,2.5605714285714285,94.15942857142859,85.22448979591837,6.777142857142858,17.963265306122448,7.908726449838941,0.36825387755102,337,8,85,7,10,119,61,98,0.271,0.6579999999999999,0.071,-0.9735,0,1,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,2,0,2,0,10,1,0,0,2,15,18,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,0,0,14,1,13,16,0,14,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,10,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.1758444035372525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866277577304584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24507766558607666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504553641138928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522210489506852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520175739955525,0.0,0.18701404274663344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787980654721656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238954357086917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739490105053514,0.0,0.15327384204524327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414449143879568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35581066898925257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897437189816773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272771132167013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361236774824478,0.2779551070177406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548427376580796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507319958715844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628372621874492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970150312612546,0.0,0.11603972287297032
lonely,LionRyan87,2019/06/08,"Abroad and alone So currently I live overseas and, unfortunately due to the stress of living apart, my partner of 3 years has become toxic. I’m not going to remain in this relationship anymore, but I already feel so isolated and alone. It feels like I’ve just been dropped off in the middle of a jungle with no one to talk to.",5.630781250000003,6.1450130156250005,6.506250000000001,76.91375000000002,67.28125,8.9,30.0625,8.841846274778883,2.3298875000000003,259,9,49,4,4,86,50,64,0.21,0.743,0.047,-0.8457,1,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,6,6,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,2,3,1,11,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037220782152653,0.2683550687557794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411691182579619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685730959317449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459181302396098,0.1737277704796811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820474231107405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880541655834913,0.0,0.4294646172125309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647849950468533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610842070618127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785617559635187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545879362551605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565998838327052
lonely,MythLoser,2019/06/08,My only two friends are now dating each other I’m happy that they’re happy but making friends is so fucking hard for me it took me so long to have even 2 solid friends and now all my effort has been made redundant because I’ll always be the third wheel.,5.44352201257862,5.045383037735854,5.994339622641512,83.55238993710694,67.67924528301887,7.821383647798742,28.9874213836478,6.42735559955562,1.3826402515723275,203,6,41,1,3,66,45,53,0.04,0.684,0.276,0.9259,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,1,6,11,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,1,4,5,2,7,2,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963772265916863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386804037782644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588079175024655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470166512014536,0.21818522013218455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5024689503662347,0.2114164499869933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088592963140885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233160943803114,0.15753690339651208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794944121660538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26221312372982697,0.0,0.0,0.23054512868729565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pequod47,2019/06/08,"How Do you make friends at later age ? Like seriously, I remember it being easy in my youth.  
Just go to a bar, an event, somewhere, people talk to you, you talk to them. You exchange drinks, words, phone numbers and bam - you have some pals. 

​

These days however, sitting in a bar by myself just feels Sad. Going to events and looking for people to talk to feels weird, Writing to unknown people on facebook feels.... wrong and creepy ? 

I don't know. 

How do you people around 30s make friends these days ? Is it all coworkers and gym-buddies for friendly banter or can you actually make friends with complete strangers ?",3.5234210526315803,6.306211605263157,3.3307894736842094,88.10302631578949,77.6842105263158,5.5543859649122815,27.921052631578952,6.816661863887847,1.4270842105263155,489,21,88,5,12,147,76,114,0.076,0.775,0.149,0.8823,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,7,1,0,5,9,0,0,3,0,7,3,0,5,1,23,17,7,0,0,3,0,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,5,3,1,2,1,4,0,0,0,4,12,5,16,16,2,15,0,1,1,0,18,5,0,2,8,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.147154597171561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338679649957866,0.18323296527639232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423991230447532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810615008949866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450116792000616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772212301261525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22874011644577624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660167322640904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140104754261945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287323031506022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367103512990897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663019100043804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30197138192018363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41817028538623774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708218379789269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36361098850816015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487114163886685,0.18323296527639232,0.0
lonely,savingtheplanet1,2019/06/08,"saturday night, money in my pocket, beautiful weather, gas in my car.. no place to go same old same old. happens every time


so basically i live in  horse shit small town in the middle of nowhere. full of bars and resturants and nothing else.

i dont drink. 

we have one piss poor bowling alley which is always empty

and no i dont travel. i hate traveling. 
and just because i have disposable income.. doesnt mean i have enough to travel anyway. that shits expensive.

so yet another saturday stuck sitting at home on a perfectly good day with no where to go.",1.684487870619943,4.421019254716982,3.281725067385448,85.01981132075474,87.58490566037734,6.424797843665769,23.609164420485172,7.7094869923839395,1.6768862533692723,435,17,79,9,14,143,78,106,0.191,0.6920000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.7097,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,6,6,4,0,2,0,7,5,3,0,1,11,13,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,2,0,1,5,3,6,6,4,0,1,1,0,9,2,12,12,4,27,0,0,0,0,1,12,3,0,8,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505560754411279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973073715577746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029897873915827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669094417010906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241192581518384,0.17725172751913335,0.0,0.0,0.15115165095086538,0.0,0.0,0.18695876821133856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524492482389281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056640613872297,0.1517633839954192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600041137394315,0.0,0.0,0.17864019736742834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814969709619043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977280504462787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709605065612396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979936960258465,0.0,0.1736162341334547,0.0,0.3797309257511083,0.0,0.12260922009727165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904316187119435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714633875855858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055072191376259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Azmodaeius,2019/06/08,"That sudden realization... Comes when you finally notice that everyone leaves you or claims to wanna be friends until...

They look at you. Your appearance. Your looks matter to everyone. 

This world is the worst. The people in it, pretending to be nice. Faking being “genuinely concerned”... give me a break. Why is everyone so fake? So you can feel better about yourself when you need a confidence boost?? Get real. People don’t care, people don’t listen, and people don’t stick around. 

What did I expect from a place for of anons? A real connection. To not feel alone. To feel like I belong.. but,,, tough. We exist for someone else’s benefit. Our “purpose” is to be used for something beyond what we do for ourselves. Maybe not the rest of you reading this, but it sure as hell is for me. I’m sick of it. Tired of feeling alone. Reaching out and getting nothing. Being left in the dark. Being strung along for a few days to be ghosted. 

My life should be forfeit... I should be the ghost...",1.2482200772200756,3.907967735135138,2.422461389961392,89.46280405405408,93.27027027027029,5.021235521235521,20.12065637065637,6.7097532225279775,0.6583629343629349,761,25,140,11,28,242,116,185,0.113,0.742,0.145,-0.6679,0,2,1,0,0,0,47.0,3,8,1,1,7,12,1,0,10,0,21,3,0,1,1,28,37,11,2,5,5,0,4,1,1,2,3,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,2,0,2,5,5,0,0,1,7,18,7,29,25,3,18,1,0,2,0,15,9,1,2,7,101,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791332497722637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996145219352357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918077315722725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739277142011028,0.0,0.0,0.1160804027834613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690650253144741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125713861466784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862955346165348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27254682627735105,0.09626974724137424,0.0,0.14761866318484376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411218800203474,0.0,0.14080894590943951,0.12927027984171474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268719703835678,0.14641283987200895,0.0,0.09518218154107946,0.06583499800520459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22632228140168975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353805621320606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991990171472644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293020619425617,0.15342065320688278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736915038005496,0.0,0.14079138824827644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479251437482562,0.3067637677587366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417836172531227,0.10374178893075163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700597997248042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488225315663876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638595849232705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159637288343834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lemonhead76,2019/06/08,"I am a mess I’m twenty this month and I feel like I’ve already messed up my life a lot. I drink far too much alcohol all the time, make terrible decisions. I think I’ve alienated most of my friends, or a lot of them have drifted away. And I’ve been single for about two months now after coming out of a three year relationship,  it’s really difficult. We used to do everything together, without her, everything feels so cold, like life has ground to an icy halt leaving me suspended in my own poor life choices. I’m waiting to wake up in bed next to her, and tell her about this awful dream I was having, but I won’t. I have no idea what to do with my life anymore, I feel depressed and lonely. I feel lost, I feel like everyday is exactly the same. Sorry for the rant, hope you are doing okay.",3.2192126789366067,4.313923349693255,4.6927760736196324,85.61110685071576,73.1717791411043,8.62351738241309,26.466768916155424,9.075114841892004,1.9422069529652348,618,21,133,13,12,207,110,163,0.18600000000000005,0.716,0.098,-0.9204,0,3,2,0,0,1,20.0,1,1,1,1,5,13,0,0,8,2,13,7,1,2,2,30,27,7,0,1,3,0,5,3,1,1,5,0,1,0,4,8,2,2,8,2,1,2,3,7,0,2,3,6,21,6,21,23,8,18,0,3,0,0,9,8,0,5,11,87,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335135932611738,0.0,0.0,0.158349106995336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423074089416781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481725973034453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123607304755763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359110152826118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056941118345476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25792616237042704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627741828946383,0.20502416774384646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086304529079677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425218382758249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198716756872972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193934054455788,0.0,0.0,0.405415992327788,0.210311640903019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566405624950984,0.2439867958165326,0.0,0.0,0.09578330468291776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290709530766253,0.0,0.10548454053835524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260740996587846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192587840512746,0.0,0.0,0.1540587671047412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062969346495895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542000930424815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194510878653443,0.0,0.0,0.08367245768128757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017270765210835,0.0,0.0,0.12393267335132248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832301660420587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240537872250708
lonely,Komkom1234,2019/06/08,I need a friend I want someone to be my friend.,-0.5154545454545456,0.7525920000000035,1.5727272727272743,103.37909090909092,83.54545454545455,4.4,20.090909090909093,3.1291,-0.8294363636363635,36,1,10,0,1,12,9,11,0.0,0.39399999999999996,0.606,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7722850426264478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705937173920496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42347703301715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947936771235083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RenegadeLegume,2019/06/08,"I've been lonely all my life, and I possibly will remain so. I'm coming to terms with that. For as long as I can remember, I have had no one permanent in my life outside a family that I've never really been close with. I don't have siblings. I grew up poor so going out with people and enrolling in extra classes and even just eating out with classmates has rarely been an option. I was also raised with English as my first language which made it difficult to communicate with everyone else because then not only was I socially inept, but now I had to speak differently from how I thought when I switched language. 

I didn't think of it much back then because I thought eventually I'd find someone or things would get better, but now that I'm a young adult I see that nothing's changed and that nothing probably will change. I don't know if I'll experience what it's like to have a circle of friends or a best friend who genuinely cares. I've stopped hoping.

It's much harder now in college because everyone has their own cliques and hobbies and support systems while I have literally no one. I've spent entire weeks with no one proper to talk to, and I think some of you can relate with the heavy disappointment that comes when no one chats you up on Messenger the entire day. The silence is pure torture and it just hits me hard every time I wake. (And now I realize why I like sleep even though I don't remember my dreams: it's the only time I don't feel lonely.)

Human life is about connection with other human lives. That's where we create and find meaning. Even ascetic monks have a community. But I don't have roots I can point to and say, ""That's where I belong!"" And if I can't point to that, how am I supposed to know where I'm going? Every day is aimless and I feel like a shell. I don't know who I am anymore and I've lost all motivation to do anything. When you're lonely, nothing matters and no one cares, and frankly I want to stop caring. It's dark and lonely and it's a miracle I haven't completely broken down yet.

I want to believe that things will get better, or that if I keep going while shamelessly reaching out I'll meet the right people who won't leave, or that I'll at least find something that makes me happy, but reality is much firmer than that and I don't want to delude myself any more.",5.7028313632781735,5.505982019148939,6.363144208037827,80.44648148148151,67.1063829787234,9.260835303388497,31.024428684003162,8.841846274778883,2.325071710007881,1839,64,372,27,27,604,219,470,0.106,0.731,0.163,0.9867,1,9,1,0,0,0,40.0,1,2,1,6,24,22,1,0,13,0,40,6,2,6,4,86,75,46,0,8,14,0,3,3,2,5,3,2,0,3,30,35,1,3,17,2,2,6,18,8,0,6,13,6,45,14,43,56,12,50,1,6,1,0,18,18,0,10,28,252,75,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597368800839465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056101526133289184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181593148032079,0.0,0.0,0.0678888938801607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343593433099852,0.0,0.15087019895054893,0.0,0.0,0.09294708999496036,0.08657664948230323,0.1459257024116257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523368846916696,0.0,0.17454406813692366,0.14212958905757705,0.08649767153383603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064088786310256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619293900927243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441613565157527,0.06891656330016115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346761936957224,0.0,0.1390163878492512,0.15766090937343427,0.0,0.08069895634130089,0.07777185150011233,0.0,0.08342702017068175,0.0589366477286328,0.0,0.0,0.2262052627264345,0.0701728281480691,0.0,0.0,0.12747563018210584,0.0,0.08620368786569471,0.0,0.14065668700273065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782074451599457,0.07390207903295727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193921203078824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332808766090733,0.0,0.0,0.13601636844643164,0.0,0.0,0.08735355922510894,0.0,0.0,0.17481250956640507,0.12091319018173625,0.0,0.07284731965039355,0.07300820832021919,0.0,0.0,0.09005640411449088,0.0,0.0,0.07806168184755938,0.055068111710950815,0.0,0.0,0.08986459867163472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193675238208068,0.0,0.06362760826428761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374774098924652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795141840946142,0.12548702085089408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438756800438885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597471032756804,0.09300419420054913,0.0,0.0,0.0889468878670144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285038512607973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690849437473933,0.07045291301612905,0.0,0.06560578766654528,0.0,0.0,0.06574029192425022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255766317885375,0.08409640745943958,0.06990035889847095,0.06351105559278092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379441845695776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361784813248596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663088349868503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961612255846212,0.1057228822641655,0.08105394871267092,0.1309885272192799,0.09621059248219266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597852227158692,0.0,0.06617498681653572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444168909826243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05860427192287417,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Regular_Personality,2019/06/08,"Now she left me for someone else. My girlfriend of 4 years has left me a month ago, our relationship was toxic this last year, but i would of never ever left her or given up !
Felt like she was my soul mate, the only girl could ever see my self with and all the rest of the sh*t a 23 year old guy would say.

I tried to reach out to rekindle our relationship, but her response was its to late, shes talking to someone now and she doesn’t want to hurt then, like bruuuuh, what about hurting me ?

Anyways, im out of the picture now, if this is what she wants im happy for her even tho im completely heartbroken.. i guess i just want to ask, has anyone felt like this ? 
Im not a social person and i just feel it will be impossible to meet someone",3.6701923076923073,3.8997205064102616,5.0170769230769245,86.87792307692308,71.5,7.778461538461538,25.856410256410257,7.554174236665415,1.0828071794871796,573,16,130,6,10,192,94,156,0.051,0.8270000000000001,0.122,0.8538,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,7,0,13,0,0,0,4,27,23,9,0,7,7,0,3,3,2,3,0,1,0,4,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,5,21,4,18,12,2,21,1,2,1,0,23,6,0,3,18,87,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980979996394244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737966278812902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345699903489904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603032949674408,0.0,0.0,0.08835713657051074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924465526724947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309330375088093,0.2002059712551932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595563711532445,0.0,0.21251184340653434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121910165716398,0.1095759210618346,0.0,0.11780513558511425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369387153008511,0.0,0.4781495128461045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020688713350274,0.12483513656233468,0.0,0.36071410621667793,0.0,0.0,0.16219624237863164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833188611811911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535180451773296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612448427783455,0.0,0.0,0.0841658516275687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662856142434764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376259632855641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800538817816528,0.0,0.0,0.08818581584822245,0.0,0.11544791171017785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128092085483966,0.2812987285475392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894847497784734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513438892608222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581956066868536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572267290101078,0.0,0.0,0.2137942313608261
lonely,Little_BlackSheep,2019/06/08,"Where do people go to when they’re alone? I guess I’m new to being social despite being 19, so I feel like if I want to go out I need to get a friend and so far it seems that my friends are either too busy or a guy, which I wouldn’t be allowed to hang out with. So I figured I wouldn’t feel so lonely if I wasn’t bored and stuck at home all day.

My question is, where are places I could go to alone without looking weird?",1.4688721804511249,2.1343603684210533,2.9933834586466186,97.77368421052631,76.89473684210526,5.428571428571429,20.939849624060148,3.1291,-0.5071203007518799,325,7,83,0,7,107,63,95,0.122,0.745,0.132,0.2299,1,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,1,1,23,24,10,0,7,5,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,2,3,11,3,11,16,2,14,0,1,1,0,5,7,0,6,4,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224411603065564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282968430577008,0.0,0.0,0.13152458117233345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062366228752912,0.14569494590932847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151274420909502,0.0,0.1065503563979883,0.0,0.347711809110789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22466316324572194,0.20193289785680268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456868576718895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963489827452993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125843523937098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121910145969422,0.0,0.19696675152027446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413864817170665,0.0,0.21307414097495544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22845973911647344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565953211063688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789138860402775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028923556590355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659111063768508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,daddypeep,2019/06/08,"14F metalhead alone :( Just very alone and feel like shit. I get told im ""gorgeous"" and ""perfect"" all the time and people are like ""omg how can u not have a bf"" ect. Ive been bullied all through out school by boys that said i was ugly and fat. I went through a time where i hung out alone at school when i started highschool, it was horrible i went to an all girls school i lost my bestfriend and after that i got bullied worse than ever. I was almost ready to take my own life at that point. I wasnt in a good place at all. I ended up transferring school about a month ago and its great so far ive had no bullying at all except just 2 people teasing me for being a metalhead that all but idc. The school i used to go to hasnt done anything about the bully to this day. But the point im trying to make is i feel so alone, i have amazing friends. But i feel unlovable and lost everytime ive had something special with a boy or girl something ruins it. I havent felt loved in a long time. I miss my old bestfriend it hurts me STILL. I just want to feel loved its just not fair. :(( thanks for your time",0.6394971264367797,2.6556562543103444,1.963620689655173,98.20178160919542,83.4396551724138,4.901149425287357,20.011494252873558,5.985473137389443,-0.22144885057471286,849,24,199,6,24,271,126,232,0.265,0.647,0.08800000000000001,-0.99,0,5,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,3,13,20,2,0,12,0,19,5,2,3,8,39,42,15,0,1,11,0,5,2,2,0,2,1,0,4,10,10,1,0,5,0,0,3,6,8,0,0,16,6,27,12,27,25,7,32,0,5,0,2,12,14,1,2,17,124,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876127917266272,0.0,0.09897070143608537,0.4094601509136389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133420182998588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374150996152468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114428329921683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754000053792435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940347472161397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989926801913804,0.07060897486421165,0.09489875402278668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636100723586788,0.0,0.05163810858175174,0.0,0.05617118753676065,0.08289955421593591,0.07904875651852003,0.10896783634738097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580675646766882,0.0,0.21352124323204907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981130060624614,0.0965732611238662,0.0,0.0,0.08746738989803536,0.0,0.0,0.21578391780135556,0.0,0.17840800321831735,0.0,0.0659742802733094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889052956974578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371251496250808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370418784452903,0.0,0.10326333950991796,0.0,0.18686530071545732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401635722712176,0.0,0.0,0.5001402030325615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145447613146254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521786766223409,0.0,0.0,0.06995714145183421,0.0,0.07893113488900345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431291552928343,0.0,0.0,0.09099557566942323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305299526883573,0.0,0.0,0.09444272465474188,0.0,0.06710364729845852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536319511806162,0.0,0.0815506477301876,0.05829646016543325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324526537823305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072306488619233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wokebutdead,2019/06/08,"One thought i started pondering upon  

Let me tell you the saddest story  
Love lost left broken and empty  
Put my heart in the hands of another  
Set a fire to the past and watch me burn

Somehow I guess it's better this way  
Looking back was it all just a mistake?  
Thought I could live in the arms of another  
But I guess I wasn't enough for her

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These are the lyrics of the song Johnny Cash by Wage War. It makes me ponder how lost and broken i have become just in a couple of years. The happy 14 year old me has eventually grown up now to be a 18 year old dumbfuck with huge trust issues and depression that I don;t want to admit. I sometimes listen to songs by Pink Floyd and Porcupine Tree and emerge myself in the spirit of numbness and nothingness which vibes out from their songs. I am speaking point blank bullshit right now and i also am very well aware no one in this flicking world cares. I find no meaning or purpose in my life and no one to talk to about anything. Sounds desperate but SOS I need help.

​

​

"" Forget my name  
Forget my face  
It was all just empty space  
Deadweight; no longer part of me "" Song : Johnny cash by Wage War

 \-",3.5240663615560663,5.3511270999999985,3.8040961098398185,89.34989702517163,73.65217391304348,6.2334096109839825,24.279176201373,6.8360192770164,0.7992173913043477,923,28,183,8,19,286,143,230,0.184,0.728,0.08800000000000001,-0.9633,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,3,11,13,2,0,12,0,11,7,4,2,2,38,27,14,2,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,9,11,0,0,7,4,4,2,6,7,1,3,7,12,25,6,28,17,4,29,1,3,3,1,11,15,0,4,10,119,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129611986053753,0.0,0.3304402339576906,0.3705779488420817,0.0,0.21319521952156828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365613353885254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816897124474596,0.0,0.0,0.11227362490628134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899085207460219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364742996995184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116589459496057,0.11248299485777044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875581599917488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504021706712847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291386059521517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239761958038324,0.0,0.0,0.1082171694192008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046559582757772,0.06813942742522909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610487191947622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045205952599776,0.10395251731280024,0.07180427611799578,0.0,0.0,0.08976615691188478,0.0,0.08536738348662444,0.0,0.22194412482046127,0.0,0.09175060064417542,0.0,0.06785771639107525,0.0,0.0,0.11073571002880317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537835439620298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133466071134449,0.0,0.20665892084115164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008605143542574,0.0970443670323251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609996900877467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021946874087004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681564778301411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054267550774294,0.0,0.07195428043327065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170910494222587,0.0888538503584489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141069766811994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387875854437066,0.05996070959958578,0.08069164070961335,0.0,0.0,0.09140303619998953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705779488420817,0.1963938706161618
lonely,Revan951,2019/06/08,"Does anyone else wish they could turn back time? I’m sure at least some of you do. Play your hand differently, make better choice and all that. Hindsight is 20/20 after all. I honest to god feel like if I was given a year or even two for better results I’d be so much happier with my life. Sure I’m young and things can only get better from here blah blah blah but with how things are right now they’re miserable. I miss the people I called friends, I miss the person I love. I miss having a reason to wake up every day. I wish I could’ve experienced everything normally. I wish I could’ve graduated with everyone else. I wish I could’ve gone to prom with that special someone. But I didn’t, all of that didn’t happen or it’s gone now. And all it’s left is a hole that just eats away at me. It affects my daily life so extremely that I wonder if it’ll completely go away. It comes and goes like waves but I really don’t think it’ll ever stop and I wish it did. Even more so I wish I could turn the clock back and play all it right.  Maybe if I could everyone else including me would be happier. It’s not even a maybe, it’s a fact everyone I know/knew would be happier if I played every situation right. But that’s not gonna happen. Alls I can do is sit alone and try to fight back against a fight I’ll inevitably lose. The only difference is how long I last against the loneliness. 

I’m sorry for rambling. If you’ve read all this way cool. I don’t really have much to say. I hope everyone who does has a much better day than I am having. If anyone ever needs to chat feel free to drop me a message. I really hate seeing others suffer this feeling so even if it’s just for a moment I hope I can help.",1.2780343137254917,3.143957558333337,3.158300653594772,91.27794117647059,80.3611111111111,6.679738562091504,19.199346405228766,7.724431198458867,0.469714052287582,1331,31,300,22,34,446,168,360,0.12,0.631,0.249,0.9941,1,1,0,0,2,0,33.0,0,2,1,5,20,28,3,1,14,1,31,6,2,6,12,69,66,26,0,22,17,0,4,5,1,5,2,1,0,1,23,12,1,1,6,5,1,4,6,9,0,1,7,8,38,20,26,48,13,34,0,6,1,1,14,9,0,13,20,186,61,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102357405881309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589921854789443,0.07026374057563542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885794699439385,0.15819106294528906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24259795565379555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002328952207043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907175222295736,0.07190014485498322,0.0,0.0,0.32851191301165056,0.0,0.0,0.08845109529259683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329367924821368,0.0,0.0,0.1200218274573862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016989329096457,0.17185818287319587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117397926600212,0.12406099678002665,0.11555569353873005,0.2621074537823592,0.06163127003484707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402155448910276,0.04899037666347096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052981289051164386,0.0,0.03582788724059851,0.0,0.03897305746687948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128224012775787,0.0,0.0,0.06770414462239903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596473631091343,0.0,0.0,0.13622196088855995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03768732121350278,0.05589821454396516,0.0,0.0,0.07450752057875443,0.0,0.0968738582777605,0.0670050860698155,0.0,0.0,0.06068719146703432,0.0,0.07671848390861133,0.0,0.0,0.061892098662043725,0.0,0.04577470281797039,0.0,0.1377866863020426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123272821973827,0.05084789107120097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671894653740947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430957061162233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04754164223893333,0.059877513006064476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685940935741961,0.0,0.13179373313142853,0.07050707230932289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568939931522898,0.0,0.05453401869557451,0.0,0.0,0.05464582373542249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708177573403234,0.0,0.0,0.0581038291678103,0.0,0.0,0.07676469825760239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733221875559611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926326235727315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111707807431534,0.04394043454861265,0.0,0.0,0.03998694654657503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04655828756848915,0.14918098254528106,0.06698833431573815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544320685961484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731508929801988,0.0,0.07436724362080344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742818657788233,0.0,0.0,0.0441603968855245
lonely,CuteStalkerEx,2019/06/08,Negative influences If,10.720000000000006,3.673349333333338,12.528333333333334,7.912500000000023,222.3333333333333,27.26666666666667,68.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,19.832466666666672,20,2,1,2,2,7,3,3,0.649,0.35100000000000003,0.0,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bavvarry,2019/06/08,"Anyone else feel like they’re just watching other ppl live from the sidelines Something feels so incomplete. I don’t like who I am very much and feel as though I’m not smart enough to live the life I truly want, because that involves having a healthier, sharper, wittier, more creative mind. Im painfully insecure however am great at being socially awkward :’). I’m watching all my friends live their lives through Snapchat stories and ig everyday, seeing everyone around me succeed while I do nothing and even worse can’t seem to start jack SHIT in the real world bc tech addiction and insecurities/fear. What the fuck bro. Is this NORMAL???? Do most ppl feel like this deep down or am I just depressed and lazy lmao.",6.384696969696968,7.750324439393939,5.863333333333332,79.14833333333338,65.96969696969697,8.896969696969698,35.12121212121212,9.150863307647796,3.2188575757575766,574,27,100,10,9,176,101,132,0.151,0.642,0.20800000000000002,0.8408,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,6,13,2,2,5,0,10,5,1,0,1,22,21,10,0,2,4,1,4,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,7,8,7,9,20,5,9,0,1,3,1,6,6,2,4,6,56,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791986798542432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129017662717683,0.14842720933826636,0.0,0.12895699880308886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830591864362218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247685636347779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101277404645312,0.0,0.0,0.1496801327093436,0.0,0.0956793216773545,0.0,0.0,0.13842088961160598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630088943154277,0.2929842887641494,0.2069774490517512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191924620840983,0.1339216565933222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970975955424266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647473401050574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231960556185256,0.21231529638193736,0.0,0.5116596539701338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626831078695726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648950001983408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419330192316162,0.1389980326368878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541423132615338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648835276180081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543545863899105,0.13187601020942802,0.0,0.0,0.14869773074141593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476675427020868,0.0,0.11152107203063258,0.0,0.0,0.10253335860277564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423251931240209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952549281569767,0.08544276869188845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476257308005803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,YouKnowWhatTheySay_,2019/06/08,"Don’t know who I am, help me find out? So over the years I’ve decided I was something. I was to act a certain way, portray myself a certain way. Every now and again I get hit by a wave of urges that contradict these actions. I don’t know who I am, and would love people to ask me character revealing questions and get to know me. Your opinion would be better than anything I can come up with. I’ll be 100% brutally and awfully honest about myself, so, should be fun. 

Bring it on!",2.4081060606060625,3.842897828282833,4.135239898989898,87.4561931818182,75.76767676767676,7.374242424242425,26.516414141414145,8.07648339933343,1.5915747474747477,371,14,79,6,8,125,67,99,0.061,0.733,0.207,0.9343,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,5,7,1,0,4,1,13,1,0,0,2,20,23,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,7,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,0,13,6,12,14,0,13,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,2,3,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972597841265055,0.0,0.2268969157481482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465332563204692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906933088364926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448988407143628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182846529546307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536072532297658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268040650792365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001538501430483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905122444005387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826146098542152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718857489997641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684658113122268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385296719049649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448221021134529,0.0,0.0,0.15629440944236772
lonely,hanerthememer,2019/06/08,"i wanna yeet out of a window tbh well, it's my brithday. but people just come and go. this year, it really shows that they don't care anymore. only a few people greeted me, but they weren't even close to me as friends. who wouldn't get excited and get all giddy waiting for all the wacky greetings from your friends? i did. i waited. they never gave me anything. even just a short ""hbd"" would've been nice coming from them.

i guess in this case if you lose touch to your old collegues, they'll just leave you alone. please don't get me wrong being as an attention seeker especially for a special occassion. i already felt being ignored and not cared about a few months ago. i just reached my breaking point today. ;-;

heck, even my parents never greeted me today too. i shouldn't be expecting more things sooner. i've already gotten used to these types of sitiuations too.

technically, there was this friend though that gave me the best wishes i could ever have today. a friend from the start that gave me the best company everytime. even though i got someone, i still feel this overwhelming loneliness and sadness. i don't really know anymore.",3.4686904761904778,5.9853632500000025,3.7723544973544985,86.33666666666667,76.22222222222223,6.521693121693122,24.637566137566147,7.62386473244151,1.3577343915343907,906,31,166,13,21,281,132,216,0.115,0.654,0.23199999999999998,0.9866,1,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,4,5,3,17,17,0,1,11,0,15,0,0,1,5,36,37,11,0,7,8,1,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,12,8,0,3,4,1,0,3,9,5,1,0,10,3,30,12,16,20,7,21,0,3,0,0,18,5,1,2,12,116,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900036200040577,0.0,0.0,0.11567004762179935,0.24649023677907606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151932266017896,0.0,0.0,0.09190570538269327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344091230706153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277368020616839,0.0,0.0,0.19241026612021775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916989681698242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950626336007227,0.10102379101388603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564703495559776,0.0,0.10723332536826377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34514445710871994,0.0,0.17504948792960293,0.0,0.06347210025544593,0.0,0.08932320676909775,0.0,0.12303156620741545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137813109621995,0.0,0.0,0.11825631586286064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494486238939377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914441409626811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172273839949893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719266471154215,0.0,0.0,0.08494005800147866,0.0,0.0,0.12401090636032648,0.0,0.0,0.15485404936795338,0.0,0.0,0.12259454614477447,0.10557666324495478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430941542024093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462875919598332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904989889895611,0.0,0.08919029713716235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419731335463152,0.0,0.2194562292807541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31758766412502204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645837156483343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004165523879782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843009533237576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933649587837663,0.12210797753415005,0.0,0.07192027827994582
lonely,Roman7734,2019/06/08,"Work Does anyone else feel like going to work and seeing your co workers makes you feel less lonely ? Don’t really have any friends inside of college and the outside friends are usually busy with their own thing which I don’t mind. I’m just genuinely curious if anyone’s ever felt so down and or lonely that going to work is kinda like a boost since you see your coworkers, I talk to most of them, they could be considered friends but not the kind to ever hang out side of work. Just good people to talk to when the store is dead.",4.892560646900272,5.653782433962263,5.121374663072778,85.31594339622643,69.0,8.321293800539085,25.52021563342318,8.418075326091056,1.4759423180592992,422,11,85,6,7,133,75,106,0.11,0.743,0.147,0.1117,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,3,5,6,9,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,2,21,17,8,1,2,6,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,1,5,9,7,12,14,3,10,0,2,2,0,12,3,0,4,6,52,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888905797699996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392329942841172,0.16406482615935455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784510061182922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012462257063688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376213044432678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896806475590522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192589154581538,0.11439182663669305,0.15374308774613016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711316494111597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820030600653598,0.13430348553233248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674335251493433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645591464068528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688327434321927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167847585946454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110090525406146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257882533227036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25519442882025195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245531161893806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574014318297172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063785350163568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176352744467855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662854921586264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,friendly-uris,2019/06/08,"physical pain isn’t nearly as bad The emotional pain of being lonely is the deepest hurt I’ve ever felt. It hurts. It hurts my entire goddamn body, and eats away at me until there’s nothing left in me but misery. And hopelessness.

I can’t do this anymore.",1.5676470588235285,4.122452333333335,3.4583333333333366,85.40750000000003,84.49019607843138,5.752941176470588,22.225490196078432,7.1686216300943375,1.0922784313725495,203,7,37,3,6,68,42,51,0.43,0.55,0.02,-0.9752,0,2,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,5,4,1,0,1,5,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,1,4,0,7,4,0,7,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916848607848944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886855344878615,0.0,0.1676838957754289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230758376791808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549828907545575,0.0,0.22590568766334534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166140337122247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928274140086874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6449750614030799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182013864364804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270092165158886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273926079026058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bobrossismyreligion,2019/06/08,"Oh my god this summer loneliness is killing me It’s only been for the past couple of years that I’ve been apart of an actual group that hang out and does stuff. But I don’t think it’ll be the same this summer. I got home from my first year at college about a month ago before mostly all my friends who are still in school. I also I just found out two of my best friends aren’t even coming home for the summer (one of them being the initiator for group hangouts). I’ve felt kinda depressed for a few months now but it’s gotten worse because of the lack of human interaction I think. I’m spending my days waking up at 12 or 1 in the afternoon, staying in bed all day and forgetting to eat until 4 PM, and generally just doing nothing. I barely leave my house because I don’t know what I would do alone with no money (I start my new job Monday yay, I think this will help). I have two friends in town that I’d love to hangout with. One of them lives 30 minutes away and I can’t drive on the freeway (yikes I know but it’s honestly so hard I just don’t understand; I will die). She’s also super busy and whenever we talk about hanging out she acts like driving all the way out to where I live is a huge hassle for her (which is understandable, I’m not blaming her, I’m just an idiot who sucks at driving). And my other friend is terrible at responding to people and hardly keeps in contact with anyone, which makes me super sad because I love hanging out with her. And I guess I just wanted to get this out because I’m feeling extra lonely this weekend because my parents are out of town and I’m left here lonely and afraid of ghosts.",2.962426035502961,4.2597267810650905,4.212544378698226,88.0151479289941,74.0887573964497,6.7384615384615385,24.538461538461537,7.1686216300943375,0.9272390532544385,1284,39,270,13,26,422,184,338,0.121,0.716,0.163,0.9606,3,5,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,2,4,15,21,3,1,13,1,22,4,1,1,3,57,49,18,3,3,10,1,4,1,4,4,0,0,3,1,19,23,1,1,10,3,2,8,7,9,0,5,6,4,38,12,46,37,9,55,0,4,0,2,25,25,1,4,21,180,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.10084314262705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160304847379976,0.0,0.0,0.10702717409480772,0.0,0.1652789869169558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225644791250765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970896079874002,0.0,0.0,0.3149699320954213,0.0,0.0879331674581041,0.0,0.10844702902829012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901667922282337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434171438544795,0.0,0.1332891353357977,0.0,0.08900501035335197,0.0,0.10724870059321903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043192484104988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574074150713966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825388357777733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225088134210492,0.0,0.09922084428010022,0.0,0.0,0.08789939061717099,0.0,0.11330496442602085,0.31935524068956234,0.0,0.05398992624580345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826489709145848,0.0,0.11383863953001698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514139685611908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926539392816744,0.0,0.20731321095759372,0.0,0.0,0.11923836831304192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254718372363347,0.09185170942399312,0.11432836908580217,0.0,0.11358390624905453,0.0,0.0,0.10942019620366844,0.11227721896607808,0.0,0.0,0.05048580775513542,0.0,0.1824989864125934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865334575562268,0.0,0.06897902777435748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164967075283936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980464399137276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915575665482236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004923044532236,0.07859333130968676,0.0,0.0,0.11474480332262092,0.0,0.09864797173970476,0.07164167233327226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458374024888864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314328528071816,0.11014473463355476,0.08252599229904435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182974758335282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305930289114431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864477114351775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189274375842373,0.21515734899499547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609515272957813,0.08202502562256789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531041887112284,0.07340846771508333,0.0,0.0,0.13309278076175207
lonely,ItsMoshy,2019/06/08,"21(M) Trying to come out of my anti-social shell i’ve been stuck in this aggravating cycle due to mental illnesses. after my past 2 relationships, i’ve just shut myself out of the open world. when i go to work, i tend to hide so i don’t confront people even though i really want to be more vocal & have conversations. i talk to the few friends i’ve made over xbox, but that doesnt really do much justice. like, i’m probably one of the most boring person on this planet (probably why my last relationships ended, lol). i’m just trying to make new friends & stop being such a loser.",2.9782051282051256,4.837986692307696,4.807188034188034,81.43642307692309,75.23931623931624,7.756923076923077,21.1017094017094,8.548686976883017,1.2737186324786327,461,11,90,9,10,157,83,117,0.152,0.72,0.127,-0.0224,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,1,0,4,1,7,1,0,2,0,12,16,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,3,0,9,3,16,11,4,18,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,1,9,52,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746024997539722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890955624983726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531087931729365,0.0,0.0,0.11417697901820822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671131275190832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824426184596907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090962278354655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445405170545027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635708719220609,0.11539002023107575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420920990836913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707708621121844,0.0,0.0,0.1669559612668387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713910775384853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502104802107226,0.11984416548992728,0.15094073826392634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727595834169491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148596781123184,0.0,0.0,0.37118878518212256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452449660696728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894389280666353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984088415553533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347306006907862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196139601709084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598551946308672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584918618994012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MayRose22,2019/06/08,"Alone and depressed 16f here... I’ve always felt like I’ve never fit in.. I’m seen as the weirdo who never talks to anyone. Having social anxiety and a low self esteem doesn’t help. I don’t like my looks so I never really post pictures online whereas my pretty older sisters do and have a lot of friends, etc.  I’m more into computer stuff but ever since I moved in with my grandparents (long story short my parents are divorced etc) I can’t really do that stuff because they think it’s unhealthy for me.. I’m so lost and I don’t know what to do. I feel like every friend I make ends up leaving me because I’m too weird and I can’t socially act normal. I try to be out there but I can’t... I’m more introverted. I’m very insecure about myself and looks so I try to keep to myself. I’m learning to drive soon but I’m not that excited because I don’t even have people to hang out with. My only friend that was a guy left me. Of course he did though.. cause I’m a weirdo and I ruined it for us.. and now I’m alone.",-0.25576570218771977,1.8702675871559684,2.294678899082569,93.54479887085392,88.7247706422018,5.005222300635145,17.55892731122089,6.490185161304077,-0.12433083980239967,786,20,176,9,26,270,120,218,0.17300000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.098,-0.9364,2,2,0,0,1,0,27.0,1,0,1,1,12,13,0,1,5,0,17,0,0,2,4,31,37,16,0,1,4,2,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,9,13,0,1,5,0,0,4,11,6,0,0,5,5,25,7,21,31,5,24,0,4,3,0,16,10,0,1,12,108,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24862610371998384,0.0,0.0,0.09987310599545178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182127052066076,0.0,0.0,0.08392653204698729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195042922551524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330205967364673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338014211282573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630938910575413,0.0,0.2677264180050997,0.07927751658035895,0.10857240944919773,0.10112896396696447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606898815833211,0.08574819439195623,0.11524592763383695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27820054766489266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884682252692674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045239520075098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066866093926674,0.0,0.0,0.06596437842734831,0.0,0.0,0.12709256915582734,0.1304110274990701,0.0,0.0,0.17591919689755325,0.0,0.0,0.10622121007077877,0.2015869734466552,0.0,0.13102499622655525,0.10204371234363656,0.0,0.0,0.08011977826649473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275710174453632,0.0,0.0,0.2777195208283323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760218496718315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091286880678508,0.0,0.0,0.1332771495346952,0.0,0.0,0.08321246452992806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495386935667674,0.1221118649634076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378632046895904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521562530495325,0.0,0.0,0.09928859554817734,0.0,0.0,0.2447073382150933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748072229800743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647414794503592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690924585503113,0.11792713054280435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298258412682118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437918688198856,0.0,0.0,0.09903586346928256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IsleOfPenguins,2019/06/08,Fuck man I legit don't know how to talk to people and there's this girl I've never liked a person so much. But lmao she just got in a relationship and I move during the summer where I'll still have no friends but I wont even have anyone to sit next to to make me look like I have friends. I've been crying all day she didn't even tell me I just overheard it. Legit I thought she liked me a few days ago because no one has ever treated me the way she does but nope looks like I still don't know what it's like to have someone actually appreciate you,2.185941230486684,3.08820272727273,3.696308539944905,92.5078971533517,75.44628099173553,6.369513314967861,21.7089072543618,6.42735559955562,0.11398549127640045,434,10,104,3,9,144,76,121,0.122,0.703,0.174,0.8233,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,11,9,1,0,5,0,10,1,0,2,3,15,18,7,0,0,5,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,8,1,0,1,4,2,16,8,7,13,3,14,0,0,2,1,13,2,1,0,14,66,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.16422094508481155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917364533800295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766811163896178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025843871472813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485211290165504,0.21705856446118546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726649503733633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223000389487006,0.15222254612911618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260031659454451,0.15557588073816905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459211762247775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496901172178415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41107540120901226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282632415732385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123309016065699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885929939596248,0.1237081303829918,0.0,0.12979102390350802,0.0,0.17897198274855314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403361886087325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666696248784425,0.14693913030255187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806740774559898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258651865352825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687836990469919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352603346497707,0.14708766596944498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359872806145634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357603578620278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,therykerwithin,2019/06/08,"everything is heavy i don’t know if there’s a format or something to post, but i’m on mobile so if this gets fucked up i’m sorry. 

i’ve recently turned 18, i’m male, and i’m from mississippi. i watched a movie recently and it shows a kid emailing back and forth with another kid and i don’t have that. i have friends i speak with and stuff but they have relationships and other problems besides mine so i lock my issues inside because i don’t want to burden anyone when i don’t understand then myself. everything feels heavy in the sense of hold my phone right now feels like i’m holding a brick and i’m covered in sand and i’m just being pulled into the earth. i’m rambling at this point, and probably not making sense, so i’ll shut up and post it now.",0.3762658227848093,2.745304537974686,2.278341772151901,92.79877848101269,89.06329113924049,5.438481012658229,19.925316455696205,6.961326702584282,0.4379686075949372,599,19,129,9,20,198,94,158,0.10099999999999999,0.8390000000000001,0.06,-0.7964,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,9,5,1,0,6,0,9,1,0,1,0,29,26,20,0,4,7,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,7,13,0,2,4,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,5,13,2,13,25,0,20,0,0,1,1,9,10,1,3,8,74,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368952572442544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915685121506432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203424448951474,0.0,0.11260039991483008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320194218312936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679465991823396,0.13196025756005084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271016116249255,0.17076581412987468,0.09650583543333123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927942133529419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015143983938874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090242298771701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232985329973618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461514813711362,0.0,0.35381134997413993,0.0,0.19915374702239555,0.1767470738342297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647670719331056,0.19831451882223966,0.0,0.15774539112355304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422024424009176,0.0,0.20677304490181675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114542013447616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091661077608447,0.0,0.19229457380483825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089495480293248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throw-It-Away54321,2019/06/08,I think I’ve reached my peak loneliness I have this one (and only) friend who I would text with and she always wanted to hang out but my social anxiety had other plans so we never did and now she doesn’t text me and I didn’t realize how much I appreciated her texting me until she stopped.,2.625,4.273018166666667,4.430000000000003,84.67500000000003,75.66666666666666,7.466666666666668,23.666666666666664,8.238735603445708,1.3185666666666669,230,7,48,4,5,78,45,60,0.105,0.7659999999999999,0.129,0.3506,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,15,8,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,14,1,4,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,4,38,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134124286028233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28814491253118385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910076355165464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27688944178916874,0.0,0.2905044643923254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25523548835337595,0.2864679403715577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839588265654697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31490576612568744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24134939316430826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221646314764519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675694260790296,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dadson231,2019/06/08,"The loneliness is really hitting me now. I (19M) just recently broke up with my girlfriend who I was in a long term relationship with. I thought that it was the right thing to do because I felt as if neither of us were getting anything out of it and we had talked about that constantly but it turned out I was wrong. She was my best friend and she was always there for me no matter what happened and I threw it all away. 

I’m home from my freshman year of college and missing those friends is so hard. It’s so weird to go from seeing these people literally every day to not seeing them at all and the ways we can talk is just never the same and I’m always scared that I’m going to grow apart from them. 

I also feel like my friend group from home feels different about me. I really like the idea of partying but I get anxious and awkward and never know what to say. Whenever I am in a group with them I feel like when I say something it just gets shut down or nobody responds idk I’m probably just imagining it. And this is even worse because my ex was good friends and whenever we would hangout as a group she would always respond to the things that I would say. 

Honestly I would say the hardest things are 1. Seeing everybody have fun in other places without me and 2. Knowing that I shouldn’t be feeling this way. I have a fantastic family and they are all very supportive of me in no matter what I do. I’ve always had the best opportunities to do everything and I always feel like I squander it. 

Well thank you for reading this. It is nice to have a platform to say how I feel with only a small chance of people I know seeing it.",2.337657657657658,4.2761620300300285,3.692753753753757,88.3576891891892,77.34834834834834,6.842402402402402,24.31321321321321,7.793537801064563,1.2251242042042043,1288,44,268,20,30,422,167,333,0.092,0.685,0.223,0.9951,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,4,1,4,3,15,24,0,2,14,0,30,0,0,1,5,59,61,24,0,6,10,1,8,4,5,5,0,5,2,0,28,22,0,0,13,2,0,4,8,6,1,0,12,17,43,18,40,42,8,32,0,2,4,0,32,16,0,2,14,197,71,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689021929186696,0.3479932853562636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449411328703344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883203192382413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858645905787978,0.0,0.0,0.1019774296597932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555880970878832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038964177270492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539435753942184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873903637311762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524619100349424,0.0,0.07047382789345076,0.0,0.07517399418895539,0.0,0.07885228730755643,0.0,0.2537580591238361,0.1792662534066976,0.08031152847705668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584931391485956,0.0,0.1311018928721311,0.0,0.09507382839537462,0.07015676841815859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396627076995613,0.0,0.0749287545060448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780386184266838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944240962730133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790595898636912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345728225281622,0.0,0.0,0.07402246580522184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290230938514049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636151668672163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597668311499168,0.0,0.0873903637311762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018257148208303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366681375911507,0.0,0.10716920510168457,0.0,0.08258853531693326,0.08980254470236178,0.0,0.07143167137783862,0.0,0.33258603970059136,0.08374241447988336,0.0,0.2666143231262084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439337506065311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491842248409513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446004451636126,0.0,0.0770083215729712,0.0,0.0,0.16670842643191458,0.0,0.0,0.06640413454907536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090980847130205,0.0,0.0,0.1006136478471336,0.0,0.0,0.06901520715364452,0.0,0.13278571108549553,0.0,0.0,0.07520616169441037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063000318261307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852405637692726,0.2376736980271564,0.09145177845908734,0.0,0.053864108543883266
lonely,CaptainAwkward43,2019/06/08,"All my friends are either in relationships, engaged, or married... and I’m all alone... My best friend and roommate just got engaged to his girlfriend today and as I was celebrating at the engagement party, all I felt inside was loneliness... He’s eventually going to move on and we’ll likely never be as close as we are now. I already had one roommate, a very close friend of mine, move out to be closer to his girlfriend and now I don’t see him anymore... 

At the engagement party, everyone in that room had someone they were close with and now that all my friends are moving on, I feel like I’ll be left behind...

My friend group used to be so close and tight, but now we’re all split up. Some of us have moved away or have become to busy with life... 

I don’t know... 

It just sucks feeling alone in a crowded room, where everyone is dancing with their partners and you’re on the sidelines....",5.149231168831168,5.5900349257142885,5.516259740259741,83.84955844155844,68.31428571428572,8.192207792207792,30.19480519480519,8.00094639256281,1.906428571428572,692,25,140,8,11,221,100,175,0.032,0.7979999999999999,0.17,0.9477,0,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,3,0,2,1,8,13,1,0,5,0,18,1,0,1,6,36,28,15,0,0,6,0,4,2,8,1,1,0,2,1,3,17,0,1,4,1,0,6,3,1,0,1,7,5,19,12,26,16,8,32,0,0,1,0,20,20,1,3,8,99,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26734874071143305,0.14242851921358055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279996705588094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126258892253322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425442363787717,0.0,0.0,0.13544773507206032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24665788306347064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052019214764968,0.09220540983414864,0.12392445187383902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498583783511371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335168620785305,0.0,0.10322657998769894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093178568339725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402315503283901,0.0,0.0911637592222922,0.12611112309831374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5487107002039668,0.0,0.0,0.09954433994597674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874590628824672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385695346627023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028495985622065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935795448468248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234031744461815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525157342815954,0.11147235044482537,0.0,0.10649369872120128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xoxogossipgirlie,2019/06/08,I have no one to talk to so I hope it’s okay that I post some stuff here So I’ve been having a rough time recently. I’m just getting out of high school and I don’t know I feel so lonely it’s always been like this. Even at time when I am surrounded by people who I know care about me I just feel so alone. I hope I can just post this on here because I just need to talk about what I’m going through and i don’t know who to turn to really. Sorry if this is kinda long I have a lot on my mind. The last two years have been so shitty and I have no one to talk to about what I am going through. It all started back in September of last year I was sexual harassed by someone I felt close too and it really hurt me. This person has done weird things before but he tried pulling up my dress in a car full of people and I have felt so violated and disgusted by the whole thing. Then in around October I got diagnosed with pcos and it basically mean that’s cyst form around my ovaries it can make having kids a lot harder and it just took away this kind of womanhood I had I’ve been struggling with this idea that I might not be able to have kids it’s difficult I’m trying to move forward. In October as well my grandfather passed away it was just a really hard time. I started hooking up with this guy in this time to kinda get my mind off things and then he started dating my best friend at the time right after we parted ways. It really hurt me because those two people were the only people I ever really talked to about my problems really especially my best friend. She had been my friend for years and then all over a boy we stopped being friends and I lost the one person I thought I would always have. In January i got into a car accident where I almost lost my life and nobody seemed to really care that I got into the accident. I still have trama from that car accident I don’t even want to drive it gives me anxiety to even think about driving after the accident. Toward the end of the last school year I told this kid I had know for three years that I had a crush on him and he told me he didn’t like me. I later found out he started dating someone soon after I just felt really stupid I still do. So I’m general my life is such a mess and I’m sorry for making this so long I just need someone to talk to because right now I am so alone. People who I thought were my friends just end up leaving me or disappointing me I’m just really tired of always feeling like this. I just feel so empty I feel like nobody is willing to listen to me but thank you for at least giving me a space to post this ;) I appreciate it.,1.7156600361663619,3.42761749186257,3.449403254972875,90.43316455696205,78.42133815551537,6.828933092224232,20.508137432188068,7.745696148679241,0.6254976491862565,2055,51,457,32,49,686,217,553,0.16399999999999998,0.711,0.125,-0.968,0,4,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,1,0,4,44,34,4,1,19,1,43,5,0,2,3,84,97,33,0,8,16,0,10,4,5,3,5,1,0,7,40,26,0,1,19,0,0,12,7,15,1,6,29,11,70,19,73,63,12,89,0,6,0,0,36,35,0,12,44,324,110,2,0.05791095666306367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798945787769981,0.11995657214441904,0.0,0.0,0.14455966528104752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044301723337984884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310605853184587,0.0,0.0,0.10881850019413858,0.04452995104387274,0.0,0.1059059450152113,0.0,0.04927795877676582,0.0,0.12154795239157028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808815976186725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058778401996948476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059263014921015225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258383744175212,0.0,0.0,0.1147489221141404,0.05238377576658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640759859200475,0.08274319802249792,0.16681080014183186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349637489003919,0.22370930731771915,0.0,0.06051216933971894,0.11110693306951744,0.06582426246027819,0.0,0.13895004693006785,0.0,0.0,0.05734095184406965,0.0,0.0,0.051876842298985364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118610524667849,0.0,0.11503729357136673,0.0,0.0,0.12398975370140833,0.06537442112672708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603053497864716,0.12730538911865602,0.14161547685846132,0.0,0.061319341424145,0.0,0.0,0.08180844264315389,0.11316947292065288,0.0,0.0,0.10249874859056243,0.0,0.0,0.12643330026419666,0.0984676488790578,0.0,0.0,0.0773120265170864,0.0,0.0,0.06308200898476744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061434373426914775,0.11694711534332802,0.0,0.0,0.061550182095749285,0.0,0.08588048115718852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772588894669113,0.04404389210991064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271192268456847,0.0,0.2007408284035485,0.10113122725691788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638806524870903,0.0,0.0,0.05541296448102013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33389317559837944,0.0,0.057180083274907326,0.0,0.0,0.09891128114032993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721795972288145,0.0,0.052719959962630215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720329695736906,0.0,0.0,0.12965314948889134,0.16395869276869848,0.0,0.09249552959550997,0.048416152851307334,0.0,0.060541105720969865,0.06629419030421607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327331666886006,0.0,0.05331662831294347,0.0,0.0,0.11542039908354194,0.0371070026877486,0.0,0.0919496617476827,0.16884172268904746,0.0665601256383203,0.0,0.11067280162216817,0.06434120367309848,0.07863547639837559,0.06299049129958477,0.11314117973739432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034157382661024714,0.045967021865985766,0.0,0.0,0.05206890486639778,0.0,0.0,0.06465551499482025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04113828206692255,0.0,0.0,0.18646378702858554
lonely,bludydawn,2019/06/08,"Looking to help If anyone wants to just chat, vent, or needs help going through something, just here offering a helping hand.  Im not judgemental, and im lacking pretty hard in the friend department.   Pm me if you wanna talk, i generally prefer snapchat.",4.900652173913045,7.318781456521744,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,71.39130434782608,8.078260869565218,33.23913043478261,8.841846274778883,3.2041043478260867,201,10,33,4,4,64,39,46,0.026000000000000002,0.653,0.321,0.9413,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,13,4,4,0,7,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,5,4,1,3,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,3,0,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817641403929448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083789226051985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773643406519124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23286549382727365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5227200540598144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5615844787263057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829379845239288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927507512844871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26446414054648043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012337295015528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893917744097606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533261360698171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jopi1028,2019/06/08,"21M California - I absolutely hate this feeling. I've been dealing with this encroaching void of loneliness for weeks now.  I recently got out of a 3 year long relationship, and that's a good thing for me because it was no longer a healthy relationship for me to be in.  But at the same time I had gotten used to having someone around all the time, and now even though I'm no longer suffering emotionally, or dealing with self harm (as a result of the relationship) I still just feel so sad and lonely, trying to make friends, but it never feels like anyone is actually interested in getting to know me or establishing an actual friendship and it's so awful.  I'd just like to be someone's first choice for once, I wasn't even my ex's first choice (she cheated on me a lot, for example /shrug and would always be on the phone with other people when she wasn't doing that, not wanting to spend time with me) -- Not that I'm out looking for someone romantically, I'm just looking for someone to actually want me in their life, and for us to be supportive of each other.  It's so painful to be alone, and it sneaks up on me so suddenly.  It's incredibly depressing.  I just want to feel better, and I feel like all I need is human interaction. /shrug  :/

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Not to mention people losing interest and stopping reaching out to me that I meet online :/ maybe there's just something wrong with me that makes people not want to spend time with me

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I mean I think I'm a nice person, but I lost contact with all of my friends from high school, retained no friends from college, and now I've lost all of the friends I made through my ex.

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So now here I am, alone in my room, sad and lonely for most of my days.  I really don't know what's wrong with me. :(

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I just don't want to be lonely.  I just want to feel like I'm special for a single soul out there, like actually feel like I'm special.

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Sigh :/ /endrant",5.327678416013928,5.787806331592691,6.038449738903395,80.19342743690166,67.9295039164491,8.994299390774588,31.36303307223673,8.959647251330699,2.441692863359444,1527,59,306,25,24,500,168,383,0.231,0.627,0.142,-0.9918,0,8,1,0,0,0,69.0,1,0,1,6,25,35,2,0,13,1,19,2,0,5,5,75,56,24,0,8,16,2,7,6,4,1,2,0,1,3,17,25,0,2,11,0,2,0,12,16,1,2,10,9,37,18,58,39,9,36,1,10,2,0,23,16,0,4,26,203,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.24094020438409716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278577230403479,0.0,0.0,0.05136044741274447,0.3343970295434925,0.3750153660857749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043159809568049316,0.0,0.0,0.054948660335489515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037627208869609186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459106823892768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03980775325095368,0.12727227949036968,0.05316396540976343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943272628891056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153804131262185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21847139010390468,0.17638644898082648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500712586310196,0.0,0.0,0.1907554518789757,0.0,0.03224895497469571,0.0,0.0,0.0517723066308594,0.04936741216490462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094101772917044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521623583182194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784529139379097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0435984499008427,0.180935369358804,0.0,0.0,0.054625004595398916,0.10366751935473753,0.0690548933762468,0.13476105226477075,0.05247669699854179,0.0,0.058406031701870635,0.0824043193082319,0.0,0.06201142440841378,0.06723701660875092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045768575152130536,0.047606405824759696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573549796869436,0.0,0.0,0.06568013906455589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837778597079574,0.053896206827993585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039542848630366716,0.0,0.06094635016733652,0.1988098220053746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062469363544163714,0.0,0.0,0.0643930162642768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919880182796105,0.04751920069586879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04929395527931159,0.05160516803105071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004521138251442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04100758898385076,0.039551120773905324,0.0606448565548305,0.0,0.14397022409904406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04190747027342881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424801262999547,0.053310895992642236,0.0,0.0,0.21844331297489472,0.0,0.04951236363860508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043847927469416334,0.1349739910510423,0.3750153660857749,0.03974911055353042
lonely,speedydinosuar,2019/06/08,Feeling like I have no friends or connections in high school. I’m going to be entering my senior year and at this point it feels like everyone has their own best friends. The grade above me just graduated and recently I’ve been feeling like no one will care when I graduate and that no one will care when I go off to college out of state. I just want to have a fun senior year with friends and a good time. I don’t want to feel forgotten or like I have no connections with anyone. I don’t know how to make myself feel better so I decided to come here to talk with others feeling the same way.,3.4542531876138436,4.6202173032786895,4.3983060109289625,87.67283242258655,72.68852459016392,8.373041894353369,26.67030965391621,8.841846274778883,1.7859970856102,469,16,102,9,9,152,75,122,0.075,0.599,0.325,0.9854,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,7,13,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,2,0,26,26,10,0,2,4,0,6,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,8,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,1,6,12,13,15,22,3,20,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,12,67,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049015897645561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744291449374384,0.13268570696957566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059227847823564,0.0,0.0,0.1292340190503509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433561660211937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551455830784498,0.3215355749283328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477288887270901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052633997092456,0.12583459764326022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585105885704104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245030499991958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293180284780908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014344578224152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033228499802008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182295762270966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813246598830807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518342090233406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058512658368015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748130226882116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697831256934515,0.11908356744445453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932235072640008
lonely,gr3en_chronic,2019/06/08,"Together and Alone In a relationship, but can't escape the feeling of being alone. I know it's my own doings being a depressive introvert, but this past year has been growing increasingly hard yearning for social interactions yet seemingly incapable. Sometimes I wish someone would just randomly approach me and ask if I was to do LSD or mushrooms together and go on an adventure. Taking them are the only times I've ever felt I've been able to loosen up enough to be who I feel I should be. I also wish sometimes my girlfriend would join me on those adventures.

No idea why I'm making this post even. This week I feel as though the loneliness has more or less consumed me. Maybe I shouldn't be so selfish seeing as I have someone I love and someone who loves me, but I can't shake this feeling.

Hope everyone else is having a good day.",7.049629629629627,6.873360506172844,7.381851851851853,74.19833333333334,64.30864197530865,10.656790123456787,35.283950617283956,10.25414643259724,3.585958024691357,670,28,122,14,9,219,108,162,0.156,0.63,0.214,0.93,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,7,10,0,1,7,0,22,2,0,1,1,30,40,15,0,9,7,0,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,8,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,4,7,18,6,11,27,5,17,0,2,1,2,10,4,0,6,7,88,26,0,0.13671732461289815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831958330223767,0.0,0.10933279509832576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781224303085045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817136403325065,0.0,0.11775443135523095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142097815301543,0.0,0.0,0.1412655431696526,0.0,0.09030050349502174,0.1236686473269168,0.0,0.13063926255985608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765135488810151,0.0,0.13127007176792166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776996062294921,0.11467200537576736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247186883386728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579115174432144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433721819801507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513626614032279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467854465277457,0.0,0.09125987580653368,0.0,0.13735092863106174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397968608670463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051215623074588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130937404820027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467832416038342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089460068647914,0.12446231758397265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393660952241792,0.34752043644006303,0.0,0.27043385979018925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279441342791697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432407728040074,0.0,0.07972097143338136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966639114257334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336612044362258,0.0,0.314436352198241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424012958665812,0.0,0.0,0.08804147459714502
lonely,Introvert487,2019/08/20,"I'm constantly bullied and have literally zero friends. Hello, glad to have found you guys. This is my third year in a college and I constantly get into fights with the hostel mates. Also, no one is loyal or trustworthy here.",3.8935714285714313,6.440724785714291,5.081190476190475,77.33464285714288,74.95238095238095,8.009523809523811,27.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.549409523809524,179,7,30,4,4,59,37,42,0.16699999999999998,0.595,0.23800000000000002,0.5859,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,3,3,4,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,23,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26312397537951404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7111258455466332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607627711923071,0.2542066056187165,0.0,0.1719038129315298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257899482591774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295822930068104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188356863502564
lonely,stillavirginn,2019/08/20,I hate being alone and miss having someone that wants to talk to me everyday. I’m hurting so much and feel so alone and I know I will never find someone else that finds me attractive on the inside or the outside. I hate myself in every way possible. I hate how I get so attached so easily because I never get attention from girls and actually finding one that wants to talk and likes me just for it to not turn out how I wanted makes me feel so stupid that I did this all to myself.,6.596363636363634,5.333406414141415,7.388565656565657,77.35618181818181,65.66666666666667,10.344242424242424,31.921212121212122,9.3871,2.637075151515152,381,12,77,6,5,128,60,99,0.214,0.703,0.08199999999999999,-0.9276,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,4,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,3,25,19,13,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,2,15,2,10,16,2,7,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,57,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.14949618012295432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173275500883946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338622433851304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279747296501746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290733591463791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491994726088865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200522480608734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007608506842827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537449141759358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399837072187415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419194238360947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748433181790792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225882387460933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261592078195948,0.0,0.23630679116845574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380886808618253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270429689461575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25960318112557645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462646082306999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666321229894492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710750656713993,0.12159902682140428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zth91111,2019/08/20,"Nothing Positive Currently living at home. Mom absolutely hates me for mixed reasons. Dad has mixed feelings when it comes to hating me. The amount of dislike varies with each day. My brother who recently moved out of the house hasn't talked to me in over a year and wishes to keep it that way. My only friend moved away and also doesn't have the time to speak with a depressed loser since they have moved on to bigger and better things.
It gets harder and harder each day when the past few years have been nothing but hell, physically and mentally...",5.925494505494505,7.084037153846152,5.521593406593407,81.9376923076923,66.88461538461539,8.250549450549451,27.357142857142854,8.418075326091056,1.7998835164835163,440,13,81,6,7,135,73,104,0.11,0.799,0.092,-0.0032,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,3,7,3,0,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,16,14,9,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,6,11,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,5,0,0,1,2,6,2,16,13,4,22,1,2,0,0,8,7,1,0,10,53,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665715491599336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880407665823694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007504244891286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364311282485938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428516628465646,0.0,0.13641324399317936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008214590484329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236469664947668,0.0,0.08274748750551858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127367139229725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588689643262462,0.0,0.0,0.1827503032184412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077622820448224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985324344761146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961070368927974,0.0,0.0,0.18549380526602685,0.0,0.5050015208019375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30394150558903216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045581746040793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511924978710349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284195173962834,0.15638203944703866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101432377092145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273005744981226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522123770321178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235318112749766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257153927557152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213022787799524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039842240757614
lonely,hiyajac,2019/08/20,He broke up with me and now I have no one So um I guess I’ll just make it simple. The love of my life broke things off for another girl and it crushed me. Im I’m so much pain. I haven’t slept or ate consistently or nearly as much in the past two weeks. I’ve lost 7 pounds. And I’m a wreck. I put everything into him and I was friends with his friends. I do online school and I’m almost finished and I don’t really have friends here since they moved. So I just feel so alone. And going through this alone is so hard. I’ve never been so heart broken. He was the only person I would talk to about anything. I’d go to him for everything and now that he’s gone it’s like I’m no one. I have absolutely nothing.,-1.451818181818183,0.5390580191082819,1.0224811812391472,100.44254632310366,96.19745222929936,4.383207874927621,15.4166184134337,6.1124844417494595,-0.7426280254777069,547,13,138,6,22,184,94,157,0.196,0.706,0.098,-0.9166,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,12,9,0,0,4,0,11,6,2,1,1,21,25,17,0,1,4,0,2,1,3,1,2,0,0,2,6,11,1,0,1,0,0,5,5,4,1,3,7,2,17,5,15,17,2,16,0,3,0,1,14,5,0,4,7,82,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573307864393776,0.3221483174238809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307865026226778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798156895160526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795467590237268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863672777795297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604683377799473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677376919137905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132530356231182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931739763088646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429462738130292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799072898297174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984997185827898,0.07598032069731818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977091883478862,0.0,0.14036491200301768,0.0,0.1038123164653492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529555025469786,0.2286535120253091,0.0,0.11994835486163875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922780330977858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077181718590626,0.11828168713361137,0.16548665019739284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148463595259805,0.0,0.13579603900570428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563428272358538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963154238559313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739683045929442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864962092335055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125002901828839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332207925045532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519226501398915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247505763325892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047855163461076,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,INTJ92,2019/08/20,"Tired of Trying I’ve been living alone in an industrial city for 4 years for work. Away from family and friends and having a life where it feels helpless. Nothing but work, eat, sleep, repeat. 

Online chat rooms seemed like the only way to socialize. I tried different apps but I keep failing to make friends. It gets harder each day how lonely it feels. 

I’m sure I’m not the only one in this. Do you deal with something similar? If so how do you deal with it?",1.3393306693306677,3.883660615384617,2.5484515484515486,91.5260939060939,85.7032967032967,5.506893106893108,19.261738261738266,6.980632752743323,0.3734747252747259,360,10,73,5,11,115,68,91,0.134,0.743,0.12300000000000001,0.1556,1,3,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,3,4,7,0,0,4,0,4,4,1,3,1,17,12,8,0,1,4,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,5,5,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,4,4,11,11,1,9,0,3,0,0,8,5,0,2,4,40,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765947964373814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702351339071182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168533598631801,0.3736004235692229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893062806279583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854038723922126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708109749390531,0.0,0.183231469699466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799758042579741,0.0,0.09466494421609513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610510988510777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279807308798054,0.08852088726859263,0.0,0.15999518400513574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094655930091375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385788099984792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277987311238453,0.27560820477197384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494969932143366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813220935887017,0.1847016506608176,0.0,0.13948986832588964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077059886433474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825267543109172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460339157522878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382117211148654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638187605828003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166812176128464
lonely,Lalayeeet2,2019/08/20,Help Im starting High School Tomorrow.But I have a psychological problem with school.I hate them.I want to burn them alive.My hands were shaking.I couldnt even hold a cup I think im gonna do something stupid,-0.30350649350649306,1.942468909090909,1.3432467532467527,96.6277272727273,98.54545454545456,4.3324675324675335,19.92207792207792,6.1826913282559595,6.233766233831872e-05,168,6,38,2,7,54,34,44,0.24600000000000002,0.653,0.10099999999999999,-0.7783,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,12,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734032106326353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592009315735846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759730152086037,0.2773847518670401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5671700171915252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25121244996418984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.531402914779532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211380687371697,0.0,0.0,0.1858250379180597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822310705304272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485112307210006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,artmxhti,2019/08/20,"What does it mean if guys stare at girls? being lonely is not the same as being alone. I love spending  time with myself but some days i feel extremely lonely. I wanna feel love for a person who isnt a family member or a friend...but no one ever approaches me :( there are guys staring at me but either way they are very rude or disgusting. I dont even use make up, unappropiate clothing etc..i am a normal gurl feelin lonely",1.6335163398692814,3.963256717647063,3.641568627450983,85.77594771241833,81.82352941176471,6.130718954248366,17.6797385620915,7.3871296695380915,0.448346405228758,331,7,64,5,9,112,64,85,0.263,0.6509999999999999,0.086,-0.9471,0,7,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,2,0,5,0,8,2,0,2,1,18,15,6,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,5,0,1,0,4,8,2,7,13,3,8,0,3,2,2,8,3,0,4,3,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206864874219713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741889075157776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646763322275925,0.0,0.24972802480990164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376403840771081,0.1407372468448515,0.19274294463681144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087274111590467,0.0,0.21547917275432885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462498170125195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219651502767247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846258100610371,0.0,0.1422324701558579,0.0,0.0,0.2321064487506239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877303489247867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443884368363782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605312666931426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424858778278786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840325965170144,0.0,0.17581321116991933,0.0,0.16913288553528094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,greysquirrel_aj,2019/08/20,"Noone to keep me accountable I just realized that I don't really feel lonely...all my life I wanted to have somebody to keep me accountable and to share my successes with. But I never ever had such person and probably never will. All the people I know either don't care about it or respond to it in a way that frustrates me and kills all the joy. Whenever I accomplish something that's when I feel the loneliest. 
Yes - I know how stupid it sounds.",3.8027597402597375,5.498699340909095,5.001493506493507,81.59545454545456,72.63636363636364,8.664935064935065,26.20779220779221,9.23628265651192,2.2650110389610387,354,12,67,8,7,117,57,88,0.165,0.6779999999999999,0.157,-0.1847,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,3,0,4,1,5,1,0,1,5,22,13,7,1,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,6,4,0,2,5,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,1,3,13,4,8,11,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,51,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570087269345448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22801756838183626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254914840597428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44811423778895504,0.2788852286572466,0.0,0.2770692341659985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780490418227705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888337755586392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475806162386126,0.22010342123242868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271781033241619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148661995076022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406075608940013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868121327030565,0.20008654203051293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Codec_Master,2019/08/20,I want to get out but I am burnt out 😂😂 I want to make friends but there’s no use if it’s only going to last no longer than 1 day and I’ve lost any sort of energy into socializing but I hate being on my phone 24/7 doing absolutely nothing besides stalking my ex who gave me a false sense of hope that I actually was worth something 😂😂😂,0.4835714285714303,2.0535302894736884,3.5495488721804516,88.9518421052632,81.63157894736842,6.448120300751881,21.383458646616546,7.447530270364453,0.6133406015037601,266,8,63,4,7,96,57,76,0.166,0.648,0.185,-0.1128,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,14,14,5,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,8,2,10,10,0,7,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,3,2,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.2754102559417264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919222370655744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201135903135093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804583406311714,0.0,0.1474505754012779,0.0,0.16039460295405494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27863811825085183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803124613575874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23005051464692666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080812186583052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838694629149108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27080187712312503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464433701124666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876921852437212,0.0,0.21727009420033996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437512252859273,0.0,0.0,0.33292646966889383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kazuya96,2019/08/20,"I hate my job Does anyone else feel more lonely at work? I’m around people but I hate my job and I’m miserable. I applied for something else I really want, but I feel like it’s never going to happen for me. I’m always so tired and lonely",-0.8684065934065934,1.2480676538461566,2.284065934065936,91.91807692307695,93.6153846153846,4.509890109890111,13.197802197802195,6.1826913282559595,-0.6558274725274726,186,3,40,2,7,66,34,52,0.358,0.56,0.08199999999999999,-0.9599,2,4,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,10,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,2,8,1,5,10,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,21,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914758407743026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054338509207374,0.22060120021112928,0.0,0.19166343447685028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884112557324737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597125259518479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772519348887445,0.1538109955749286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223604548043687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038986194933172,0.0,0.0,0.42513010097695136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42730581464806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518513735644257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660533157271356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926252505198295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379272603048218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574914025852214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474566957694515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699004048399262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674160881888255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cowtipper1738,2019/08/20,"Does anyone else ever feel so lonely that they find themselves getting excited when the mail comes to their house, hoping someone sent them a letter still? At this point I don’t even get texts or calls or snapchats from anyone other than my brother and dad. So I find myself everyday getting my hopes up whenever I hear the mail come. I never get anything and no one every wants to talk to me, but I can keep hoping right?",8.119512195121949,6.848962048780487,7.514756097560976,77.69823170731708,62.65853658536585,9.663414634146342,32.69512195121951,8.07648339933343,2.3697951219512188,336,10,62,3,4,105,65,82,0.045,0.8390000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.7040000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,17,16,8,0,4,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,2,12,4,7,15,0,12,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,5,5,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23184505975356096,0.16986896638924245,0.13642905136652436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928765415619504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856226386670549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508182746396447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849424872172858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095011322426436,0.1499643565770387,0.13968318553070871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382718121990311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030536871255111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464686692516445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685465042471164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939934204914672,0.0,0.19129660691270275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735961755038166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786560127995175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234195403693327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672284928313646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158168647976194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404712775484597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323981746166204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325377594816065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778580940674136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kobo-,2019/08/20,I'm sad and feel lonely and want to talk to someone But whenever someone tries to talk to me and get close I always push them away. :(,3.0642857142857127,3.925265428571429,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,73.28571428571428,7.028571428571429,24.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.8604428571428571,104,3,23,1,2,34,20,28,0.259,0.701,0.04,-0.802,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,4,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876376200187979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247824455286775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747887273941809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060614975704276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5857955732454109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5556970323825766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346974299812367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038939748979192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kingcyph,2019/08/20,"Losing or being blocked by a friend you've gotten used to hearing from daily is disheartening. I wanna apologize and make things right but I know I can't make you stay, mi amiga (my friend). Someone that I used to text good morning and good night to, that I used to share memes and dreams with, that I used to share laughs and tears with, I can't hear from them because I said something out of pocket and judgemental without thinking. I apologized and gave them space but they made their choice to shut me out of their life for now.

I admit, maybe I was selfish. I know you had your own things to deal with and here I was using you to vent sometimes. Maybe you felt that what I did was the last straw in a string of minor annoyances that stemmed from my overthinking, anxiety and codependency.

I don't know how long am I not gonna hear from you, but I wish i still was able to. Even if it's just a hello. But i understand, I'm not entitled to your time.

And i guess I didn't make you feel appreciated.

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I just know that without you, I feel lonely.",3.5797711267605656,4.888772760563383,4.1164289906103315,89.26084066901409,72.56807511737087,7.390727699530518,24.580105633802816,7.865858978985527,1.0635260563380275,830,24,179,11,16,262,118,213,0.102,0.727,0.172,0.9528,0,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,9,5,1,7,12,1,0,4,0,13,1,0,10,0,50,42,16,0,3,12,0,3,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,10,14,0,1,10,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,12,7,40,7,28,28,1,13,0,3,0,0,28,6,0,3,6,120,50,0,0.11307304955413353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251460195048255,0.13739613167029496,0.0,0.0,0.0865005734143655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892828150209786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165733490693671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746836828131767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434626263913385,0.0,0.10856785979403624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471991519139327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896806185030151,0.0,0.0,0.12456271205220418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823246342393054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485679636769535,0.09216962704550556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986683886743494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000660906540462,0.0,0.12649981948514188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699245348008203,0.2264314158120105,0.0,0.22719415265592624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611139722811024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656376649858367,0.10755836359378633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580642795130244,0.08704915779615591,0.11183213727942863,0.0,0.0,0.12052082597673924,0.0903002834363436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502414195534004,0.07245264446465788,0.0,0.0,0.06593380450439247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771303232112347,0.0,0.4882940505690597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002842666209705,0.2179967694980034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739613167029496,0.0
lonely,Sandor_Clegane14,2019/08/20,"Another day, another dream. Another night of dreaming of the girl I dont have. Its now been 7 years since my last true girlfriend, a girl I loved. 7 years since I graduated high school and I am still alone. Seems it will be this way forever now... These dreams ruin my day, visioning something I dont have.",1.5387142857142848,4.0707556333333335,2.8961904761904758,89.56500000000004,84.33333333333334,7.428571428571428,23.57142857142857,8.418075326091056,1.7136428571428572,238,9,50,6,7,77,43,60,0.09300000000000001,0.69,0.217,0.7717,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,1,3,10,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,2,7,0,11,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,9,27,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900067281773936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5771138155189749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23662992806214245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300218421402843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383300906335416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954241598235776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557763140825946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216251398002202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566886842815156,0.0,0.16701289346752307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035160170741372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141234610395458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465094628439313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562009021564087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23628133724403835
lonely,Timurii,2019/08/20,"Little vent about losing my friends. Nervous about uni So my situation not sure if unique or what. Today hit the feels. Anyone know the game Kerbal Space Program. I was a total nerd 5 years ago so I loved that shit. Today the sequel was announced and it looks amazing. Trailer is funny and it gave me back all these flashbacks when I used to do challenges with my friends and all that in map and everything else we did. Long story how they cut me off few years back but I peaked then, since I’ve never been as happy. I was about to message my old best friend from when I was 6 till 15 about what happened today. Until I saw our message history. It’s just me over 5 years on WhatsApp saying we should meet up for old times sake and either being ignored or an excuse. I never caught on that he just doesn’t care anymore. I mean he did bad shit to me in secondary but it was all I had so I put up with it. Since then there are more people I’ve lost. Every friend I’ve had has betrayed me or abandoned me. Maybe i dwell in being victim but it’s how I feel. After that in sixth form ...just ended couple months ago and they told me that we are over because only school friends not friends for life. Hurts. Got nobody to talk about what I love and it’s destroying me from inside. I’m a talkative person maybe talk too much but if I can’t say anything then I die. 

About to go university in less than a month and I’m so nervous. These might be the most impactful years of my life so I’m desperately trying to fix myself up to not make a fool of myself on arrival. I keep ruining my connections with people. Someone I used to talk to everyday, became kinda quiet with me. I told him one day he’s my best friend even though we barely talk and have little in common, wasn’t mutual but I was surprised. I have so little social experience how will I survive away from mum in uni for 3 years. I’m 19 but like a kid. 
I think I lost this guy because I would tell him EVERYTHING that was happening in my life and my opinions on everything. Since then I had learnt not to talk so much but  there’s so many other areas where I lack and might mean I’ll be friendless in. Uni for 3 years... 

I’m absolutely terrified and have nobody to talk to about it. I always care for everyone else but get nothing in return. Any advice for uni? I’ve booked the most social accommodation block and now I’m stressing that I’ll be overwhelmed. There might be parties every other day nearby and I’ve never been to one. 

How will I survive?",1.511811468448844,3.752349084148733,2.9952376029243446,90.76080530221913,81.64187866927594,5.422161503526198,20.209024111065983,6.638412140308013,0.26052417383598536,1966,54,407,20,53,642,238,511,0.159,0.7070000000000001,0.135,-0.9421,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,5,0,2,8,34,39,5,5,11,0,38,7,2,7,8,78,72,49,1,5,21,1,2,1,7,7,3,3,0,3,23,22,0,4,6,2,0,3,10,20,0,2,23,7,58,19,61,35,16,69,0,7,2,2,44,28,2,12,39,274,81,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509125027727665,0.11809281491391335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542547692632031,0.0,0.0,0.04529759160586661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605996140361776,0.04657578253036622,0.0,0.054814968531360336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258298876046595,0.10243910440636256,0.05561719075661265,0.08121058526787157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398077371918976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582819027897458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370352373001181,0.0,0.08591684147797761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913143809037776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128946231636244,0.0,0.058997350029351414,0.0,0.0,0.043995769653952334,0.0,0.1122448531677572,0.06364942254903916,0.17959633083639998,0.06515809139813843,0.0,0.0,0.067360789430353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602430810330684,0.0,0.034801365640058944,0.0,0.03785642211910805,0.0,0.053274698755430006,0.0,0.0,0.0659551112792331,0.11780732578472365,0.07090837796742556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130818149914314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059206691814610427,0.0,0.0,0.036607524098134635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114741989589094,0.032542645961787325,0.20028440093437586,0.0,0.058948414282137984,0.05593625047529389,0.07452038664532651,0.14542699624174826,0.0,0.12023759823200812,0.0,0.04446319033928645,0.06753284169175802,0.13383889533111587,0.14511726047457366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21199042597482715,0.0,0.0,0.1063361242500981,0.0,0.09793312559710682,0.0,0.15412294170925706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391480749484081,0.0,0.13979354603765726,0.0,0.09027433106959246,0.05066047409152187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235900870041652,0.058161934298491015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669621979574094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059430778991586,0.0,0.06741363134737433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367499475346541,0.16530329281597184,0.07487326962627422,0.0,0.13580253455379246,0.056439069107740915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630238473481056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627798400016286,0.0,0.0,0.32123516782330835,0.05822072817920222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042681476550382326,0.06544471995478968,0.0,0.03884126178726924,0.0,0.18941759646446846,0.12729884509807832,0.0,0.04522432423561838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506059563758635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04731836295530505,0.0,0.0,0.25737081985930443
lonely,MrFatCabbage,2019/08/20,"Making friends is quite imposible for me. I am male [18]. I did have 2 friends 3 years ago. None anymore. Have never even had a girlfriend. How is it even posible to have an at least semi-normal social life at this point, if noone even acknowledge my existence?",1.8592666666666664,4.520917460000003,2.764,90.08866666666668,84.4,5.7333333333333325,24.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.2039333333333326,203,8,39,3,6,64,42,50,0.0,0.871,0.129,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,2,1,5,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,4,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24490251421401266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739921247269812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5474342165975778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42690119311184704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514231543227734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441675917379666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308152659511634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611706639103965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938541451297132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816291759418523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791305625385478
lonely,arealzarkinfrood,2019/08/20,"Second week of working third shift. Next time I go in, the guy training me will be gone and the foreseeable future of my time at work will consist of sitting alone in a cubicle all night. No coworkers anywhere near me, a couple of walks around the place to pick up paperwork, a smoke break or two, and basically nothing but a bunch of data entry and reports to run.

Everyone I know works a normal shift and sleeps while I'll be up and wishing that I'd get some kind of notification on my phone. Weekends are harder to manage too, because I have to do some crazy acrobatics with my sleep schedule if I actually want to do anything during the day. I already feel like a ghost walking around and I can only imagine it'll get worse once I don't even have the limited interaction I've had with my coworker for the past week. 

I don't know why I'm posting this.",9.486566416040098,6.335499327485382,9.601470342522976,69.73473684210529,61.57309941520468,12.578446115288221,40.80284043441939,10.608840637214634,4.147761236424395,679,28,133,12,7,227,114,171,0.096,0.861,0.043,-0.8225,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,12,0,14,2,2,1,1,25,24,10,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,10,0,1,4,1,0,5,3,0,0,3,2,1,14,2,23,17,4,30,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,4,13,85,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.15083773437488202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008759779245998,0.1705715122305364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271976963841424,0.2751996148796241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422425703091876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710284377612653,0.0,0.09968467199199428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209183185845414,0.0,0.0,0.14769797632533188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815508675569383,0.11042462758222284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151258165569132,0.0,0.08784552497081836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304830859619253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096056112252682,0.16989493418921606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551494986658412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438663399744982,0.14505319657544455,0.15144549188402592,0.1483137999710517,0.0,0.0,0.16461169038930168,0.0,0.11755722524009984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475542726085483,0.0,0.0,0.16149244242970698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803504963408645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093626652319608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026167509947694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099214117054185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116921631435057,0.0,0.2479729864555694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947511628276205,0.0,0.17774753161026524,0.0,0.0,0.33758575677442937,0.0,0.15751973386367946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LetsGetIt660,2019/08/20,"I wish I wish she'd look at me the way she looks at him. I wish she'd comfort me the way she comforts him. I wish she would hug me the way she hugs him. I wish she would love me the way she loves him. 

I wish I had intimacy and closeness with somebody. Ive never had any relationship or any hope for one. I barely have any friends. I feel lonely in this world.",-0.03731012658227684,1.7452800000000008,2.003022151898737,98.29035601265824,84.44303797468353,4.9626582278481015,18.735759493670887,5.985473137389443,-0.4822544303797467,276,7,70,2,8,92,40,79,0.026000000000000002,0.54,0.434,0.9893,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,4,0,8,4,0,0,1,15,20,2,0,9,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,26,8,5,14,0,10,0,1,2,4,16,5,0,2,1,45,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23717007450887634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878150427650426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981753495892958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115466431200519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524812427708926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984750785852985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966223460071104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877670411378376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481326544715045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691079859759633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8021180237811478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516698084664172,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_e-bone_,2019/08/20,"Feel like crap I know that not a single soul will read this, I know that no one ever cares about my thoughts, but here goes my inner monologue:

It's 4 am. It's not that I can't sleep, I just don't want to. I feel really sad and crappy, there's garbage all over my bed and I suddenly got a flu and I'm willingly sleep depriving myself just to add to the awful feelings.
Yesterday was my first day of let's say University (It's only three days a week and very few hours a day and it only lasts one year so it doesn't really feel like University, but I guess it is.) The class was just starting when I got a sudden realization that I miss my high school friends so much and I almost couldn't contain the tears. We were a large group and we called ourselves a family. People always say that high school friendships last forever, but now that everyone is going to a different school, I know that very shortly I'll stop seeing most of them, I mean, one of them hasn't said a word in our chat group since graduation and he's also an introvert, so he won't leave his house to attend to the rare occasions when we reunite.
It's the hardest thing for me to make friends, I've been told before that I'm very selective with people and I also find it hard to open myself unless I get really close to someone or (in this case) I don't know them at all (I don't even trust my secrets to my mother, we have a very broken relationship) I've been going to music classes for over a year now and it still feels as akward as the first day. Nobody there really knows me and I don't feel like a talk with them would go well at all, and I know it's gonna be exactly the same with the one I just started yesterday.
I don't think I've had a best friend for the past six years and Ive never been in a relationship because I always screw it up. No one ever puts me first. Everyone around me has their ""bestie"" or ""favorites"" or ""one and only"" but I've never been that for anyone. The one who I considered my best friend had someone else in that position and she made sure to show it and I think I might have hurt her or something, or maybe she was just waiting for the moment to throw me away because she doesn't talk to me anymore and she doesn't care when I express that I'm feeling like crap, plus, the last semester of high school, she sort of started talking more with a different person and pushing me away. Our friendship might have been a little toxic, I know I treated her bad too, but I had gotten really attached to her and sometimes it seemed like a real, long-term friendship.
A couple different people from that group started caring more about me, but I have (amongst many) this problem that just makes me want to be alone and push everyone who gets close to me away or move to someone else and I also feel like I might overwhelm people with my problems or my personality, so these past weeks I haven't really been talking to those two either. (I know I suck as a human, I'm sorry)
I plan to study for another career in a more formal University after I finish the current one, and since the new one lasts longer, there is a slightly bigger chance that I'll make new friends (but there's also the possibility that I'll be alone for the rest of my life.) In the meantime, It's gonna be a long, sad year.
I get these kinds of episodes when I don't talk about my problems to a trusted one or when I've been spending too long inside my house without going out or going only to school and back home: the emotions gather up and the weight of my whole problematic life crumbles upon me. I get really stressed and angry and sad and I just want to yell and cry my eyes out when I am home alone. It feels like dying but I guess that taking it all out helps. Sometimes I write to help me cope, but I hate that I have to get to my lowest and be on my worst for my best ideas to flow (even though writing those emotions out really helps). I haven't written for about six months but I'm pretty sure it's coming back.
When I was a kid I didn't care about all the superficial crap and I enjoyed loneliness more that anything (I still appreciate it, but it's been taking a toll on me) I was very active and actually an extrovert, I used to be the one to make sure that the lonely or ""weird"" kids wouldn't be alone, being one myself. Now I'm selfish and I have not a single soul to keep me company or to trust my issues to.",5.201616911203459,4.861894499448733,5.991772326350612,83.17118999660761,68.17309812568908,8.961487575269274,28.02665168348741,8.44344225975766,1.7134707149520825,3449,96,738,45,52,1136,337,907,0.156,0.718,0.126,-0.9799,5,7,1,0,0,0,82.0,6,0,5,7,50,51,6,2,50,1,62,11,6,6,13,157,136,75,1,9,35,1,11,7,5,10,3,4,3,5,48,52,1,4,25,3,1,13,25,22,1,19,26,17,110,29,90,90,22,102,2,8,2,1,59,33,5,20,63,503,158,10,0.0,0.0,0.04044571782784143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0415025930878843,0.17170392633871392,0.0,0.13257871767121154,0.06897346730082415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04346017507706775,0.0,0.0,0.04110370212802274,0.028980293824435913,0.0,0.03410686429112241,0.036896092399825324,0.0,0.0,0.11682080069232575,0.0637394625173056,0.03460602146116346,0.05053069416886122,0.0,0.035267842572815775,0.0,0.13048635200414907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042321418998626466,0.0,0.16902951062001714,0.0,0.0,0.035702412638338774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04585966477749337,0.04552693564416778,0.1069180237122554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04301483044452877,0.1299080323284516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924631519371516,0.09324326631755374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054749926349491405,0.0749813021060641,0.0,0.11881146383472226,0.0,0.0,0.039071987083277804,0.0,0.18860895378390685,0.1776559432005943,0.0,0.0,0.03788126823496436,0.10576288652435396,0.0,0.0,0.16010696929019186,0.0,0.10827019396646584,0.0,0.11777475079869575,0.0,0.06629696118724693,0.0,0.09131578751694666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037127842808254485,0.04091974958710037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334196570252883,0.13137122444087693,0.08314825791759331,0.0,0.04081636549436338,0.09564718578589586,0.04436923954168772,0.046787952460268144,0.0,0.043259284335723784,0.0,0.03683947390559803,0.0,0.043160058479748936,0.18222290588159326,0.13513742499884296,0.0,0.04388576421787862,0.0,0.04238176270795007,0.05854965075433144,0.14174035805573867,0.041540191577350886,0.0,0.11003630686830464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03921759564695945,0.1106632030982398,0.04202015486804263,0.041638490016832834,0.045147291350482815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190427511791966,0.0,0.0,0.03308212935456757,0.044050975047783804,0.03046788052459615,0.0,0.06393205357181228,0.08005840285466159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370219238930248,0.12608745100527954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913057696007847,0.11493488950944125,0.0723788137867086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04672460028149475,0.0,0.04216589962406801,0.0,0.11897585186083755,0.0,0.0416650900212048,0.0,0.0,0.041457626381142185,0.04717508880221755,0.21241305435444974,0.0,0.0,0.08899586775385553,0.0,0.0,0.0394250274170507,0.06591969816461991,0.0,0.20972990018421808,0.03302742299907194,0.037731255404269054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856979794639445,0.0,0.08295268499156444,0.0,0.10535222708412416,0.031907471609607885,0.0819831193230158,0.04639586316834121,0.11734393040114148,0.0,0.0661983137581123,0.034651054936682586,0.04747672307337563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718825389431195,0.0,0.06232508509354984,0.16656527356235518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027535153414195386,0.05311437249538039,0.04072088777705859,0.03290382024376708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03960382127824075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04048712055583811,0.0,0.0,0.03579639125781578,0.0,0.1709881459709114,0.0733385000693109,0.0,0.06649162081805468,0.050470562131765255,0.037265300457876654,0.0,0.0,0.04627343706811119,0.0,0.03995286060108754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029442340788198063,0.0,0.0,0.10676051767884216
lonely,boredGhosty,2019/08/20,I’m thirsty Thirsty for friendship and human connection,8.189999999999998,12.270925777777775,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,69.0,8.044444444444443,53.444444444444436,8.841846274778883,6.364244444444445,48,4,6,1,1,13,8,9,0.0,0.7070000000000001,0.293,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,im_epsi,2019/08/20,"lately i've been feeling increasingly lonely and it worries me. i just have an urge to hug someone, some days it's stronger, and it's frustrating because i have noone to hug, and even if i did, i'd be too nervous and concerned about embarrassing myself. usually it ends with me just stuck in a bad mood, venting a bit online, or just crying hoping that noone will see me.
idk why i’m venting about it to reddit. i guess it just feels nice to talk about this sort of stuff. all but one of my siblings moved out, too. and it feels really quiet and lonely at home now.",3.2062280701754378,4.712252780701757,4.255263157894738,87.11517543859651,73.82456140350877,6.821052631578947,24.947368421052627,7.3871296695380915,1.0740947368421057,443,14,91,5,9,144,77,114,0.16399999999999998,0.743,0.09300000000000001,-0.7391,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,11,11,1,2,3,0,6,2,0,0,1,23,14,9,0,2,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,10,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,1,3,5,9,4,13,9,4,12,0,2,1,2,1,3,0,6,7,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855428866069072,0.13546213147996633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426046833446957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440962208633441,0.14331233346298305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968193372892079,0.0,0.0,0.14677300289778347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370805450167871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447983630203129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290293912692974,0.2207127794094904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250671770465539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23618274286130145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058078037830702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235864740383486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707910767241192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828473098332296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543866349162299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861054441009128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447419151767187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005173310507438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22567333436746345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,junkaccount0690,2019/08/20,"What's the point? I used to wish ppl cared,  I used to be jealous of the other kids that everyone wanted to be around. We moved constantly, I was extremely shy. My home life was hell. I never learned how to form friendships or even how to interact with other people. 

Now I'm almost forty with one long distance friend that I hardly ever talk to and a cheating boyfriend that makes me feel like shit. He likes to throw it in my face how he's the only one that's ever been there for me and no one cares about me. He has a huge family and lots of friends. I'm pretty sure he's embarrassed by me.  

Once I get rid of the boyfriend I wont have anyone. Yes I have my kids and I love them more than anything but they barely speak to me. I always try talking to them but they're getting older and have a lot going on and that's ok.

 I'm so tired of bending over backwards for everyone else, trying to gain their approval. 

I recently started working after many years. I was stressed about being awkward around new ppl and having them judge me. But then I realized no one can make me feel worse so fuck it. I don't care anymore. I've wasted my whole life feeling worthless because no one cared about me. So I really don't care anymore. Not caring was like a huge weight lifted off my shoulders. 

I am who I am and I accept me the way I am.

And the funny thing is now ppl want to talk to me and invite me out but I think it's too late. All this misery has helped me to explore who I am and I'm grateful for that. This is the only life I know and I'm used to it. I think I actually enjoy it",0.5399966733200294,2.6458870149700613,2.4073752495009977,94.32763639387892,84.53892215568862,5.02847638057219,19.756819693945445,6.286939319323684,-0.0001328010645376132,1229,35,273,11,36,407,175,334,0.175,0.65,0.174,-0.7499,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,5,3,18,25,5,3,11,2,24,10,3,8,5,53,55,24,0,3,6,0,5,3,2,1,4,1,1,2,19,18,1,0,10,0,0,4,8,9,0,5,5,6,47,16,36,46,6,32,1,1,0,2,23,12,3,4,18,184,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.08397813049263324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617253853553412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160539049118803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068862892878672,0.06017227600861244,0.0,0.07081666129220664,0.1532159659229936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245886903106104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5264382632683503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299584026264948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718886498469914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056839100730148036,0.15568495037158453,0.0,0.16446017279098074,0.0,0.0,0.08112583002859511,0.0,0.13053732412714505,0.06147834176329652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329731272622027,0.0795572794163919,0.08992129664831648,0.0,0.04890754286230989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708917026848505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057681446039772724,0.0,0.08632106967863197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047294064089824936,0.0,0.09707478712292864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235145061366906,0.12612767634681504,0.0,0.0,0.0761567506062243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632327285123814,0.07766879646855132,0.0,0.11488594355123025,0.08724716084529609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146378725769667,0.0,0.0,0.06637160403937632,0.08311331041988065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164670944850586,0.2915684756381088,0.13089875742934706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966031552749525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135062747461637,0.0,0.0,0.08754977315625108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055129603808878616,0.0,0.08496980502669682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833512976248621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091079865173115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857672603535872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110665361106112,0.0,0.0,0.20750538296736876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057171706443549214,0.1102822732294534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890858099750972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685259473351517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229739644386955,0.0,0.0,0.10151598174405592,0.0683071563018295,0.0,0.10479288489275744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607832287682963,0.09896002128493904,0.0,0.0,0.06264970953134451,0.0,0.08769829923785792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541716877950495
lonely,LeadingPlastic,2019/08/20,"Going to bed is the worst. It's when I lay down in my bed at night and look at how much free room there is that I start to get really lonely.

The silence. Nobody next to me. Just me. Laying there. Waiting for tomorrow. 

Another day that'll start off okay until I realize it's the same as before. Lonesome.",-0.6361904761904782,1.5289108571428611,1.851126984126985,93.01192857142858,99.15873015873017,5.05968253968254,15.823809523809526,6.742157984588678,0.0469314285714284,236,6,50,4,10,80,48,63,0.141,0.7809999999999999,0.078,-0.6361,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,3,11,8,3,15,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,8,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35951190973741803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29174317437027397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221112218381432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791268633018633,0.0,0.1948516107144241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879106870729624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252036856584796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36462870960092814,0.3217448925416565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964080531402724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853471073206656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anachronism1981,2019/08/20,"The crushing weight of a lonely existence I think the nights are the worst when I can't sleep and I just stare out my window wishing I was a thousand miles away, anywhere but here in my own skin. The worst part is you can never escape yourself.",2.1177551020408174,4.459495877551023,2.680979591836735,93.29616326530613,80.0204081632653,4.736326530612245,22.044897959183675,5.6839178017228535,0.14396816326530626,194,6,39,1,5,60,40,49,0.265,0.7070000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.9006,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,5,3,2,0,1,7,7,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,3,7,0,4,6,4,7,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,3,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375300012052124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770780459206751,0.0,0.0,0.3371345858752716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890359690960662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359512428855716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23019480400065725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374733471146694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131231980717545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,linzyfbaby,2019/08/20,"First day of another painful, lonely year at community ”college” tomorrow I live at home and go to community college due to me being poor & my parents not setting aside any money for my sisters or me to go to college (and also because I’m too dumb and lazy for scholarships). Living at home while having to watch everyone else move into apartments with their new best friends and party it up every night is horrible. I can’t relate to my peers anymore. All my old friends are tooo busy having fun at colleges that are hours &hours away from me to even just simply text me anymore. Everyone at community college just goes to class, and leaves to go back home immediately. I hate it here so much and thinking about having to do another year and a half with no friends makes me want to j*mp off a br*dge before 11 am tomorrow",11.441160337552743,7.674245563291142,10.736962025316457,64.98641350210973,58.55696202531646,13.571308016877634,45.320675105485236,11.20814326018867,5.018059915611814,661,30,118,12,6,215,104,158,0.131,0.753,0.115,-0.4404,1,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,9,9,2,0,2,0,10,1,0,1,1,18,18,11,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,3,10,0,0,1,0,3,4,3,4,0,2,0,1,13,5,27,17,3,28,0,1,1,0,6,10,1,1,13,79,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266229920100506,0.0,0.278190842931662,0.0,0.08730013184643981,0.2692270117232441,0.0,0.0,0.2546291374819871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061354646999255,0.09871327595867636,0.0,0.07825686256014466,0.0,0.10923858278259872,0.0,0.13472276844431985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279194680060757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724173613768402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479118547614344,0.0,0.10816237832123936,0.24533767838382065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919662211700387,0.0,0.0,0.2975491066588578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188772421493104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267447943118339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863150051072731,0.0,0.25284914503829475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593172527053132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22671684884399226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569202558730153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364434491414179,0.09437118479886353,0.0,0.0,0.12398641127005795,0.0,0.12047224808139755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470909343873658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660119286332606,0.0,0.14254643678795315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225820398289188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571953396763934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533996408051585
lonely,PeachyZE,2019/08/20,"Friends making plans I was recently in a call with my friends, and they started discussing their plans while I was in the call between them and some other friends, it was really awkward. It just made me a little sad. One of the friends in that call had asked me if I was invited to the other friends birthday celebration. I wasn’t. I have friends, yet I feel so alone.",4.740833333333335,5.827256972222222,4.776,86.46900000000002,69.55555555555556,7.982222222222222,33.84444444444444,8.238735603445708,2.4500411111111107,290,14,59,4,5,90,46,72,0.092,0.6759999999999999,0.233,0.9059,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,2,3,8,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,2,0,9,12,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,7,1,12,6,7,5,1,8,0,1,0,0,14,4,0,2,4,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853239435471104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212443711439375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984764340629509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227785339757045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7543182909154481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630916216714578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539728400194829,0.10861915031760667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026560466586184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424479336580364,0.0,0.16066975191855284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517647834380365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NostalgicAquia,2019/08/20,"school sucks (USA) high schooler here, it’s so fckin hard for me, i just can’t deal with anyone at school, I don’t think I’d feel a little sad if anyone died at school. There’s just too many stuff going on it’s hard to keep track, don’t even get me started on PE.. being forced against your will to take a class when you have to take all your clothes off infront of other people no matter what circumstances you have (social anxiety) (body issues)  because if you don’t pass PE, you’ll never graduate high school. I get it PE is important but it has never ever helped me in any way shape or form, I rather learn about health and healthy diet. This might seem like a dumb post because it is and I’m writing this at 1 am knowing that I have school in 5 hours and I’m not mentally prepared. Oh yeah, if you already couldn’t tell, you could say I’m *lonely* 

Good night // morning",1.7359509803921542,3.715609738888894,2.6338562091503266,95.03794117647058,79.3888888888889,5.34640522875817,20.588235294117645,6.2272716619740125,0.00485294117647106,683,18,150,5,17,215,119,180,0.105,0.805,0.09,0.0565,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,8,0,0,11,6,2,0,3,1,17,3,1,0,4,28,32,10,1,6,9,0,3,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,11,4,1,1,5,0,0,2,9,4,0,0,0,4,16,2,16,26,2,23,0,2,0,0,14,12,2,6,8,86,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303531559185305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198145716333781,0.0,0.0922241585818905,0.0,0.0,0.1685895600625103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469782803305892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390930230333092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625326762919666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428679494984653,0.0,0.0,0.12511693954413755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962536588339146,0.10904879718918427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095617313634275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596990547623907,0.0,0.06851412047065532,0.10111571952786604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21598699871827468,0.0,0.0,0.12814420748051011,0.0,0.0,0.08080539956825672,0.2547457140765301,0.0,0.0,0.11872227976244976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582798088522615,0.0,0.1071547227282122,0.0,0.0,0.06625381311262464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889702832572692,0.1208276676793545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222373358044705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149097128413515,0.12788968397635658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859587216551361,0.0,0.0,0.11313259483764312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357757937003549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545825729743772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587008486138993,0.0,0.6100399088120662,0.0,0.1097486414000454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228905254617614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532936951131541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800650311117554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812845435666422,0.0,0.10537028490988108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724670379672016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569085793263248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Thatgurl_overthere,2019/08/20,Feeling lonely and looking to just talk on the phone [18 F] Idk why but tonight I just feel really lonely and I want to just talk on the phone with somebody about life and such. If anyone feels the same way please just reach out.,1.6004347826086942,3.991299913043482,1.8501739130434809,98.18395652173916,82.47826086956522,4.5495652173913035,17.895652173913042,5.6839178017228535,-0.5606730434782605,180,4,39,1,5,54,33,46,0.12300000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.0011,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,16,5,5,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,7,5,1,5,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,23,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127327012088274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800287191780609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22352210721760515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657431907429456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34737346487620835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272970418325625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5087104084313285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866538440961083,0.2511879033028556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855521596255227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TATANB,2019/08/20,"Here goes nothing. I’m just feeling so empty right now. It hurts so bad. This aching feeling. I keep trying to fill this void with pointless conversations with strangers because at least for the time being, I can distract myself and feel a little okay. 

Sometimes I feel so pathetic. Not because I feel lonely. Because I question if my emotions are really valid. It’s like an endless loop inside my head. 
“You’re overreacting.” 
“Stop being so dramatic.”
“You’re just a crybaby.”
“What you’re going through is nothing.”
“You haven’t been through anything.”
These are my thoughts whenever I feel sad and just empty because I honestly think I’m overreacting when I feel this way. Why? Because I’m young and because I’m young I haven’t been through shit, right? That I don’t know shit, right? Yeah, it’s probably true. I don’t know what to think. I feel so lost in this circle of thoughts. I feel so dumb and pathetic because this is probably just puberty messing with my brain. 

For context. I’m 12 and I feel absolutely pathetic. I know that I won’t escape loneliness. Loneliness will always come back to me. I’m okay with being lonely sometimes but I don’t want to feel lonely all day. Like everyday was just the same. No, I’m not socially awkward. No I’m neither fat or below average looking. I have “friends” at school. I say friends in quotation marks because they’re not really friends. Just people I hang out with to pass the time at school. I have close friends and at the same time we’re not close. I’m trying so much. We kind of drifted apart and now I miss our little friend group. I try but they don’t try. It looks like they have other people now. They say they miss me because I changed schools and we live quite far from eachother but at the same time it seems like they almost never HMU now. 

I’m so tired of always being the one trying. Whenever you need someone to rant to, you always choose me but when you don’t need a rant buddy, you leave me. Whenever you need to vent, you come to me but then you thank me and leave. Whenever you need advice, you come to me, thank me and leave. Have you noticed I barely rant to you? Have you noticed I don’t ever vent to you? 

You told me that you felt like I actually truly understood you but then I’m always just the back up plan when your friend doesn’t want to hang out with you. I get it, she’s your best friend since.. forever but pick me first sometimes, will you? Only when you were rejected, you come back to me. 

And back to the beginning where I feel so pathetic. But I’ve been feeling quite empty for a long while. An aching feeling in my chest is hard to deal with. It‘s hard to breathe sometimes. A lump in my throat. Hard to swallow water even when I’m so dehydrated. Yet I still feel so dumb. I still feel like just a dumb angsty teen that is just overreacting. 

If you read this all. Thanks for caring enough. I know long posts are intimidating. 
If you’re lonely, feeling a bit empty and want to fill some of that void with some pointless conversations, I’m here.",1.3245204736509066,3.899977364548498,2.4793473741299827,91.6801943414987,86.3913043478261,5.573569556178253,22.127903823556,7.05792874025711,0.7784644490644488,2376,84,485,35,74,756,220,598,0.174,0.68,0.146,-0.9022,0,9,0,0,0,0,77.0,3,24,5,6,41,42,5,2,17,3,34,12,8,1,5,106,100,43,0,10,25,0,21,6,7,3,3,2,0,0,22,30,3,2,30,1,0,11,18,19,0,2,11,25,83,23,52,82,13,70,0,10,2,0,49,23,5,9,40,297,105,4,0.0,0.0,0.05244634163276817,0.0,0.0,0.05251796502041528,0.0,0.0,0.05381680169450734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887708385116066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04422669080194524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530311766999928,0.04487395258574767,0.2948563126684173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056400958808980876,0.0,0.05867447282177255,0.0,0.0,0.05999602135129034,0.0,0.0,0.0547955379215367,0.0,0.05685397192088638,0.18518261323135052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03466040102305573,0.05540765160049521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045470896401444,0.0,0.05553186605067695,0.0,0.03549737148833252,0.04861447883139613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619674430563145,0.03839468795291618,0.05160261928221558,0.0,0.0,0.045714575622355764,0.0,0.0,0.290657092127573,0.0,0.028078995188472303,0.0,0.030543924785286405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443206593324678,0.0,0.055156796873719854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575340090363695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777009131716917,0.0,0.05596605261289219,0.1181450755288999,0.0,0.0,0.17072124614895076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575394728181655,0.10773111201684196,0.04745689166206811,0.09512340740392976,0.09026276291577727,0.0,0.05866786910002295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03950798642320978,0.1594018289880456,0.04145064673080932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313753722664136,0.12237568445342785,0.0,0.0,0.036418290792989534,0.04087469506151136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451857457932431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514718470077071,0.0,0.11589013408979194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602055228370143,0.11432661061510227,0.053758492944148736,0.0,0.06885949993119317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769111655704472,0.0,0.08547869084649468,0.0,0.1631752371287545,0.0,0.04892647275018423,0.0,0.0,0.1103347827945435,0.04445755004391298,0.0,0.0,0.0547851879399958,0.04553707363983285,0.0,0.2126165594309274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583997429960873,0.044932347915805616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844062272433411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688739049547855,0.0,0.08533338460567015,0.12535411559637624,0.06177076339967781,0.0,0.05135464648106506,0.0,0.18244306785940387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950987208545026,0.04265944519547152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04849555469757782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lukethejew,2019/08/20,Lonely group chat! Made a post a while ago about having a group-chat to keep us all connected so here's the link if youre all interested in joining! [https://discord.gg/Rn9QmKJ](https://discord.gg/Rn9QmKJ),7.88625,12.104985125000002,4.492500000000003,77.1025,72.75,6.95,20.5,8.07648339933343,1.2410375000000005,172,4,26,3,4,46,27,32,0.084,0.8059999999999999,0.11,0.1984,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,2,2,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031224895583092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042167852500791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303104457537477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355399781465649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470273271471026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Big_Whale190,2019/08/20,"I'm confused with my self So I'm a extrovert and I am a part of multiple friend groups but no matter what I feel lonely. And I have ahd a decent life but yet I still feel so lonely and as if I'm unwanted and that I should just go and never come back.
I want to die but I ain't got the balls to do it so when ever I wake up in the morning I hope to myself that it will be the day it ends.",-1.6248913043478268,-0.035119793478259005,1.7219130434782637,99.10352173913046,89.32608695652176,4.984347826086957,14.634782608695652,6.2581,-0.8443686956521743,297,5,80,3,10,107,60,92,0.215,0.7090000000000001,0.076,-0.9167,0,4,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,6,0,7,2,1,0,2,22,17,14,1,5,5,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,2,11,2,8,13,1,12,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,3,8,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891070419460104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24523709436624055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836028963657339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954655232891728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25215275973729645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257520364891845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28789782836849803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995246278873612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179711980901093,0.0,0.2276943338755323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28276355973912604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108649760732966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957215067843655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30829387489670845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29699602028064204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273555331181054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791881680719375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Iamsoalonesecretly,2019/08/20,"What am I even doing Hi guys, I literally made a reddit account just to make this post and hopefully I’ll use this site to solve some of my clear underlying issues.

So right now I’m fucked up, it’s around 5 am where I am and I’m alone and in a state, again. 


Sometimes I message people, sometimes I make booty calls.

But ultimately I think I need to acknowledge how fucking lonely I am (excuse my language)

Life’s tough you know and it’s one thing acknowledging to yourself or other people when your sober that you’re lonely, but it’s another thing entirely to actively try and change it and it’s hard

People of r/lonely I reach out to you, help me, I think my life is lacking a meaning and good relationships, please say hi and have a chat with me and any advice is also appreciate,

Much love",1.5011944444444438,3.949042174999999,3.3641666666666663,86.7752777777778,83.5,6.305555555555558,21.38888888888889,7.594959193182576,0.9672222222222224,628,20,127,11,18,210,101,160,0.068,0.748,0.184,0.9658,0,7,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,10,8,2,0,4,0,8,5,0,5,1,32,23,16,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,12,12,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,18,3,14,22,3,13,0,2,0,3,14,8,2,3,3,81,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066672649514368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968802507311786,0.0,0.12330081229405634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485034188615626,0.1616752668473864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725636341293024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743900474007552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631061263367099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183701442449407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850810694548266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932214343834175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526663056821643,0.0,0.0,0.1381184931456875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334622076915316,0.0,0.0,0.15313940613484506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092793750146545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473544136059567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21780930225756664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915699306807727,0.14589253794057333,0.20583790630580187,0.0,0.0,0.16795147197594965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334291004012953,0.11432541113136993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447900363608904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206751163317136,0.0,0.0,0.16924762599392898,0.0,0.0,0.1476655596288899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553581114093946,0.0,0.1316722115378159,0.0,0.122613228920098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049836469831356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048658694093839,0.1975896399725568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046807498935738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316538873849584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,benianse,2019/08/20,"Past 5 years have been the loneliest of my life ... and continuing

My parents isolated me from a pretty young age and I grew up with trust issues and paranoia. That, plus social anxiety, gives me a real hard time talking to people and feeling close. I’m good at making friends, but I cannot for the life of me carry on a conversation about myself or how lonely I am. So I’ve got this... superficial relationship with all my friends, where I’m just there on the surface, but I don’t have anyone that I feel truly cares about me and actually enjoys me being there.

5 years of this and nothing’s changed. I’m majorly depressed mostly because of this horrible loneliness, and it’s not even getting any better. I’m about to head off to college across the country and I know nobody and god, talk about loneliness when you have to restart and you’re not sure if anyone even likes you.

And the thing is, I hate being lonely, but each time someone asks me out or starts to show interest in me I shut it down real quick because I’m just so afraid. It’s like I want this to happen. 

Being lonely is just this neverending cycle of feeling too shitty about yourself to do anything about it. All I want is to feel loved.",4.040901027077497,5.505611810924371,4.985994397759104,82.86570494864614,71.6470588235294,7.473762838468722,27.507936507936506,7.984000788550335,1.7312177404295053,953,34,183,13,18,311,133,238,0.171,0.637,0.192,0.5825,1,6,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,1,20,18,1,1,8,0,14,4,1,2,3,43,36,22,0,3,11,1,5,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,12,17,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,5,23,12,33,31,5,25,0,4,0,1,13,13,0,4,13,127,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.13513546551003258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417042498617363,0.0,0.10593600685025084,0.0,0.0,0.19365538340807228,0.0,0.1139563649899082,0.0,0.12945911168680846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883094789218092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247336534000824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411885041810622,0.0,0.14649235242030714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927170448572665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829280621343192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800764430592351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139769645679227,0.0,0.07234952844599192,0.1328416135526585,0.0,0.116149561256886,0.11075425524741288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245646559049317,0.0,0.12404992643802353,0.1367192797156962,0.14211933930040704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453603101376544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610440157631816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562353532244567,0.13530762637716928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498264613430965,0.0,0.09243576495023743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328742736935955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537644703240355,0.0,0.1321938134352598,0.09600385795669428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088286178037265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152386916657192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867455274966018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116183598019238,0.11733275291862626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801610350341887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051475815662725,0.0,0.0,0.2226082462075672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919992516971986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149636216123472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335692839571345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835178888444972
lonely,FauxStardust,2019/08/20,"Can someone talk to me? I feel so empty Everything that I cared about is long gone, and I can’t stop thinking about it. Would anybody be down for a chat? I just need to get my mind off of this",0.4171428571428599,2.100834761904768,1.9907142857142863,99.49178571428571,82.33333333333333,5.152380952380953,20.02380952380953,5.985473137389443,-0.30416190476190463,148,4,37,1,4,48,37,42,0.121,0.81,0.069,-0.2792,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,11,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,8,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672718060563716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237456017139841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213979543315945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820188041379085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187864099947643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637229875699752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671011173617773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30521615285849857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30116292667883665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28953395710902674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23081663601076624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25589239739603475,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Angeryreact,2019/08/20,"Can’t talk I’ve noticed after many years of no one coming up to talk to me (other than a couple people) I am unable to talk to people. This year I started taking a public speaking class which teaches you how to talk to groups people and how to do speeches. The first couple of days have been get to know you activities with the other class mates which was really weird for me. It wasn’t really awkward but just a different feeling. People were coming up to me and asking questions (even though it was just for class) and it felt kinda good. I seemed to have developed a habit where when talking about myself or telling stories to groups I rush so much because I just feel like they don’t care or their attention spans are just 4 seconds. Our fist speech was about us and our interests and I rushed through it in like 30 seconds and now I wish I said more but I pretty much booed myself off the stage (front of class). Anyone else like this too and what do you do about it?

Sorry for bad structure I’m really bad at writing",4.071470588235293,5.370127911764707,4.579686274509808,86.45158823529414,71.3529411764706,7.008627450980391,24.384313725490195,7.3011,0.9917631372549018,810,22,160,8,15,257,119,204,0.07200000000000001,0.789,0.139,0.9476,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,3,2,1,16,10,0,1,7,0,15,0,0,2,0,30,30,16,0,1,8,0,3,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,12,10,0,0,7,0,0,5,4,4,0,4,8,7,22,6,29,22,3,21,0,0,0,0,23,7,0,5,11,117,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843577018934647,0.12361493182426628,0.0,0.0,0.1127866724784612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146686295348434,0.07354399615459388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300549085581243,0.0,0.0,0.20784975476562967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669825194782552,0.0,0.07780596382145541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604821666196944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078331244189896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968480226009997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220033477777724,0.08618872296986763,0.1158379998631197,0.0,0.0,0.1026204692386626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303196787376608,0.0,0.0,0.10119119738508324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630326829001504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682297608714592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223149675206772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737572974173316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373549900775183,0.0,0.0,0.08175208976935186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345598635104409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273921072386232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351498711337057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318645890816176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476090374159525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983056330421667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505206047789575,0.08539306364313269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070993173253024,0.4848489038136954,0.1054489385886216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853297736539435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512093028927708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873565250765912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538268830024596
lonely,you_like_dads,2019/08/20,"Being lonely is weird I dont know how it is for you guys but for me I have tons of friends tons of people i talk to on a day to say basis, that was never a problem for me, but when it came to after school no one wants to text, no one wants to cool, no wants to even see how I'm doing throughout the whole summer, I dont understand people but that doesnt mean I dont want interact with them and be apart of there life, I havent even been thinking about dating cause anything I try just ends in heartache, this is my last year of high school so we'll see how it goes, I dont have high hopes though",8.326363636363638,3.7470328484848494,8.11509090909091,83.90263636363638,65.21212121212122,11.166060606060602,32.46060606060606,6.742157984588678,1.7446860606060601,464,8,116,2,5,150,82,132,0.11199999999999999,0.802,0.087,-0.3104,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,1,0,11,6,0,0,3,1,17,1,0,4,1,22,30,10,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,10,3,0,2,3,4,14,3,18,24,3,15,0,1,2,0,8,5,0,1,9,80,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538311251660798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646741940512914,0.0,0.13155369959970425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258861051215664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6003451334003249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342384284628085,0.0,0.0,0.16916587815040612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893944289562323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680030836847642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706064954848594,0.0,0.12719325220124378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037885698650098,0.10438662978733976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045311789125424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139495734453853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876837016544134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735546009303216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756244446678734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253687387178365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183907423220882,0.0,0.2592086974698906,0.20409572714374344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293040612209038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205617856207642,0.12581906861203013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694486519103102,0.0,0.0,0.1333157908947995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021342698499989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429752903537431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246694529617875
lonely,frankfurth_22,2019/08/20,"I feel like my boyfriend is keeping me from making friends Hi all,

I've been struggling with feeling isolated for the last two years. When I entered my senior year of high school, I struggled balancing talking to my boyfriend who was in college and my school friends and my friendships suffered to the point that everyone stopped inviting me to things. I've tried again and again to rekindle these friendships but I still am forgotten about whenever they make plans. I'm just about to start my second year of college and I'm still anxious about my loneliness. I'm in engineering, so I struggled my freshman year to make friends with girls because my major is very guy-heavy. My boyfriend felt uncomfortable that I talked to so many other guys, so I've become estranged from them too, even completely cutting off some that he particularly didn't like. I don't want to blame everything on him because it's not his fault, but I'm getting tired of becoming cripplingly sad when he's too busy to hang out because I have no one else to talk to. I feel like I need to break up with him and start this year fresh -- I've been so miserable I just want a new start. Yet I feel so selfish wanting to do this and I have tried breaking up with him twice before and haven't been able because I struggle to verbally communicate these feelings",7.482767154105737,7.337852102362209,6.630596175478065,79.8388976377953,63.40944881889764,9.776827896512936,38.22159730033745,9.23628265651192,3.368170753655793,1070,51,203,16,14,326,138,254,0.183,0.696,0.122,-0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,20,16,1,5,3,0,13,1,0,3,1,34,35,16,0,4,5,0,6,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,11,12,0,2,6,0,0,2,5,10,0,4,6,6,32,6,34,29,3,32,0,3,0,0,18,9,0,1,22,127,43,5,0.0984424981984894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121200242121483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400385327662612,0.21744401005189634,0.08376731533432016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321508641421026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223607537936997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502034162678988,0.0,0.0,0.0940660256892369,0.08847376977187528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488774247763585,0.14065468076548407,0.0945202361157824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22816928973293346,0.0,0.05143214224443469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494710064804746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400990421490436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750021555838845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024377497697845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428209629138758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713339589805373,0.09980524201220699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299386505381446,0.0,0.09507637819413473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670718449117452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930599802249809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992581275420412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903432071694508,0.0,0.15723261244934514,0.08230233645721408,0.0,0.41165389309980976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23737305334916825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654008215575868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314517020266635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336719886829602,0.0,0.0961640164854788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122537074618986,0.1741918079839479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169687063787137
lonely,MsTerious_1,2019/08/20,"I just went through my contact list and realized I lost touch with almost all of my friends and acquaintances! Reality hurts sometimes.  I wish it was because I'm a hermit and didn't make any effort to maintain friendships,  but most of the time it was because my efforts weren't reciprocated and they weren't contributing to the friendship so I stopped trying to reach out after a while. My contact list also reminded me of all the guys I dated who lost interest after a few dates., but I have to try to remember the ones who loved me.

Right now im trying to enjoy solitude and i want to learn to be okay with aloneness. I've been reading a book called the untethered soul which teaches you how to deal with psychological pain, but I can't help but think how nice it would be to have a few long term friends. I don't even know what I'm doing wrong because my friendships didn't end due to a big fight or serious issue! 

Thanks for reading my sweet reddit friends! I needed to get this off my chest, but I'll be okay. 

I hope you all have a good night's sleep tonight xoxo💋",4.370138888888889,5.364490921296298,4.939888888888891,85.29400000000003,70.3425925925926,7.797037037037038,29.677777777777766,8.021203637495839,1.8503188888888893,853,33,175,11,15,273,128,216,0.107,0.639,0.254,0.9892,0,1,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,2,1,4,7,20,1,0,12,2,17,4,2,3,3,35,32,16,0,5,7,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,1,5,3,0,1,6,7,0,1,10,2,23,13,24,18,7,19,1,3,0,1,16,4,0,4,14,110,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404680028105792,0.1452855461131108,0.0,0.1121801452684368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539374774095677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565362244535581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432393679657141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462030287355976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242445376578472,0.0,0.0,0.0926521963585988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32513495479124715,0.0,0.07328938641582489,0.0,0.0,0.11765840441294577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889712509092958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402528534182572,0.0,0.0,0.13932755597391286,0.0,0.0,0.15017033878937244,0.0,0.15152414886039306,0.14641362916255946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709303729927612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414148219375523,0.0,0.0,0.3062596862746605,0.0,0.12660623565290385,0.0,0.0936365535697644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401424767587736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316412587265923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505590098989952,0.0,0.14926552179828495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806316206167969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589074575321234,0.11979651669205227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403791561152085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387383796850908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727856309914228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129148996555686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988438155134537,0.0,0.0,0.08179714191240478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28571835443867744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273950989074437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003897152733504,0.0,0.0,0.1613126035767844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964935925398737,0.1533718068382039,0.0,0.0
lonely,Smoothyi,2019/08/20,"I crave companionship, but I also just want to be left alone. Everything is just so confusing. I want to be close to someone, yet I just want to be locked in a room by myself.",2.2325000000000017,3.783030583333337,4.167777777777779,86.555,76.5,8.133333333333335,23.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.4600111111111111,135,4,30,3,3,46,24,36,0.159,0.72,0.121,-0.5247,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,7,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,6,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769450214153123,0.0,0.2910526779289012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270970337806535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954354496002079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083757670634171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6440058318680459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ddpthrowaway747,2019/08/20,Im alone for the first time in basically 9 years. I’m in so much pain No longer with my partner and this is the first time in basically 9 years that I’ve been alone.  I have no one special to wish me goodnight or just talk to like a partner can. This hurts a lot. I don’t being alone.,0.2676190476190499,1.9141728253968289,2.36531746031746,96.80607142857143,82.65079365079366,5.469841269841268,20.02380952380953,6.42735559955562,-0.1765428571428571,220,6,56,2,6,74,44,63,0.254,0.63,0.11599999999999999,-0.8147,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,4,2,7,6,2,9,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,7,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6487005516430551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551769829466357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235037235735488,0.0,0.2255186460564026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199955172721067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749761991625138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347760784232325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147499426421126,0.0,0.2221570530639729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780976750460253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434830465520701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400871427034872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688954496215969
lonely,MaddinPlayss,2019/08/20,"I don't think someone cares It's been a few hard years for me since my mother died of cancer when I was 15 yo and now I'm 17 but it's still hard sometimes. 

Anyways in the time my mother was diagnosed with lung cancer, school went on for me. I think you would say that I'm in college (idk in Austria it's different) it was my first year and now all the attention was on my mother and not longer on me, wich was completely fine for me, but I was in school and had to learn new things and make new friends and so on but the main problem was that i never told a soul about my feelings and I tried to be always the nice and friendly one, although I had a bad day or smth, bc i didn't know my colleagues very well at this time. From a moment to another I had to cook for myself and learn by myself which I'd never done bevore and had to do all things alone and was obviously the most time alone but somehow i managed it and it worked out but I let the social factors out of the game as you would say. I had only a few friends and I needed attention because i got none from home. So I talk very fast and I have mind jumps from topics to topics which you could never imagine... So i was the ""annoying one"" sometimes. 

My mother died over the summer break and I got into year two which was pure luck that i got into it. But it was again a hard start. In this year I made a bunch of new friends bc i told them what was going on... The year passed and i have my new friends now, but as I'm on a technical school there are few to no girls in this school and those which are here are mostly those people who go partying all weekend and let their grades drop. I was never the person to go on parties bc i don't like drinking alcohol...

Year 2 passed and year 3 is also over, it was average - I'm now 17 with no new friends no new things that happend in my life - but soon starts year 4 and the pressure is raising (of course it's rising after that school I'm going to be an Engineer lol) but I need to tell someone about my ""childhood"" and as I don't have someone in my life i thought I would share this online.

Just to tell someone about it....
Thanks for reading and I assume that noone cares about my post and my boring story either...",2.054570755246328,3.41571302345416,3.2626534620132435,93.65360537537876,76.54797441364606,6.0455841095275495,22.15020760857368,6.4704718818221325,0.24998592750533044,1724,46,394,13,38,558,199,469,0.126,0.769,0.105,-0.6113,1,2,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,3,2,2,22,20,1,1,21,1,42,9,1,2,9,76,71,42,2,7,13,4,4,1,6,3,6,2,1,2,32,29,3,0,11,5,0,9,13,5,1,4,30,6,53,15,56,33,12,74,1,0,0,0,28,22,0,6,41,280,85,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706222034716165,0.0,0.1368832903420413,0.0,0.05284623214836818,0.05498601780259512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929336900141582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517621156672765,0.04028334021585852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475123179729065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928634987919369,0.0,0.0,0.0527615797119657,0.0,0.0,0.0426178107707666,0.0,0.0,0.06707244899181496,0.13716661349111026,0.06904225308511727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762544421669242,0.0,0.0647357910755248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033413348627906445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056209826656174564,0.0,0.0,0.30633152166690664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022506010013872,0.0,0.1585568783515263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759109166335105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628623685352884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03631726930279384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514787352074198,0.09335219076843268,0.03228462088972385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252895488097122,0.044110649310356666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672458898263764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799882263058288,0.20386790303140992,0.38293792702178575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955856134370521,0.05025879586002268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04581335496113247,0.05770077827244625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328886484426823,0.0,0.0,0.06323212451116705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610048389490149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510307336044787,0.0,0.33439560099157484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466421042973642,0.0,0.0,0.06736288974598201,0.2239662935401046,0.0,0.1307147642425035,0.0,0.09354721023263028,0.0,0.05277365052462495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311469152303643,0.11551821197307288,0.060839980527560324,0.0,0.0,0.13170703127566655,0.08468612485049762,0.0,0.05246220369946657,0.11559988820389396,0.0,0.0,0.12628951433503596,0.0,0.04486574830624805,0.0,0.06455309900398551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090501331172246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059416194504444686,0.06125923318448514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04810892057130611,0.0,0.0,0.14082955125359514,0.0,0.0,0.3404402275501056
lonely,tokencuban43,2019/08/20,"I’m giving up So, I want to preface this by saying I have depression and that certainly makes things significantly harder from a loneliness perspective. The one thing I want in life, however, is to get married to someone that loves me and raise a family. That being said, it seems like it won’t happen. Every girl I express interest in says something about not looking for a relationship currently or just flat out rejects me. I’m feeling more and more hopeless and it is not helping that I have suicidal ideation. Suicide is looking more and more like it is the only way out of this hell.",6.526679536679537,7.335941153153157,7.071763191763193,72.60486486486488,65.3963963963964,10.306821106821108,36.57786357786358,10.290406445055957,3.995143114543116,472,23,81,11,7,155,74,111,0.222,0.62,0.158,-0.9254,2,0,1,0,0,2,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,5,0,8,2,0,1,1,17,22,7,2,2,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,0,1,12,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,6,7,5,13,19,4,7,1,3,2,1,9,5,1,2,3,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166089144459289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247243195889907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178837828633254,0.0,0.0975035466531711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007487176731495,0.18498561782684092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705240123055953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925373495821074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620558940571995,0.1884196088309491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323866917471944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404178852151572,0.0,0.12871935706982476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306704913268368,0.1466602734566136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070334231872536,0.0,0.0,0.18343095227698866,0.30670144830180673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555041969147972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338910082097372,0.14845437747419554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218620126778564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562230006046587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274790370082141,0.15306403848298064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FlashFroth,2019/01/20,"My birthday is on less than 2 weeks and I'm scared I've never been as lonely on my birthday as I am going to be this time. Uptill a couple years ago I had high school friends to celebrate with, and last year I had my roommate and a couple of his friends. This time I am completely alone and just want to stay inside the whole day on my birthday, afraid that seeing other people would just make me feel worse. ",5.024999999999999,4.977477214285717,5.290571428571429,87.05442857142859,68.52380952380952,7.672380952380951,26.323809523809523,6.742157984588678,0.9827695238095236,322,8,68,2,5,102,58,84,0.094,0.7559999999999999,0.15,0.6145,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,12,14,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,2,10,2,11,9,2,15,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,9,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768061230938531,0.0,0.0,0.206576746436623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20912631037358065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44138957305941534,0.0,0.12863292031156975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085118249068796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30819914258735404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335570642402056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210736707844076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258364134909062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313874023587352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383312311477554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827800000377652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996907184918227,0.20186059263463654,0.15894098013520072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125940548291914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23260933927899466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764459171791178,0.0,0.15999194644851178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268602191690184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032631794706976,0.14168815116100014,0.0,0.0,0.2568868500593191
lonely,Lucious_Aldamar-15,2019/01/20,"We're lonely. Wanna join our discord? We're just a group of friends in a dead chat wanting more to talk to.
Much appreciated if you consider joining.

https://discord.gg/JmymJCE

(16+)",3.5537500000000013,6.7704943750000055,3.8685000000000014,78.7265,89.625,6.3100000000000005,28.275,7.554174236665415,2.39383,148,7,24,3,5,46,28,32,0.243,0.537,0.22,-0.2263,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292224115254646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5035472620829969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5505698855075911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040254882554408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gormrkonungr,2019/01/20,"I'm really lonely and I think no one will ever want me Hello everyone,

I'm a 27 year old guy from Belgium and I think I'm gonna be alone forever. I have really weird interests and I am a pervert as well. I thought I'd try to use this website to see if I can find someone who would like me here. I like old languages and mathematics. ",-0.5991019786910243,1.4933842191780826,2.7678538812785405,89.66523592085238,90.36986301369863,6.5321156773211575,21.80974124809741,7.793537801064563,1.2054243531202435,260,10,59,6,9,94,51,73,0.171,0.6809999999999999,0.14800000000000002,-0.3834,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,13,16,6,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,9,4,4,11,0,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,6,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237682993468768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075873361637519,0.0,0.21928804995746856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097502001839691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22723171959663285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242349761435301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816234441658768,0.0,0.15550873227650894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940350386118485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287425179767036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944465937065778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940965491031011,0.0,0.18218985806228444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580901562197672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982061473132093,0.0,0.0,0.1353594690944703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633956029330752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302349847171085,0.0,0.0,0.14778438657323364
lonely,Whatterson,2019/01/20,"Anyone have an Xbox One? I just want someone to play with me regularly, preferably with a mic.

I’m in est time and on weekends and on the evenings from 6pm to 11pm. Thank you. ",0.17684210526315525,2.1284227368421083,2.088684210526313,97.0082894736842,84.78947368421052,4.852631578947369,22.657894736842106,5.985473137389443,0.08945263157894745,136,5,33,1,4,45,32,38,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,8,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666041556979965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462965324899268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552806107057064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442393912573421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827068481861937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057247180867652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30924690942225713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Epigaulus,2019/01/20,"Honestly not sure how much I value friendship because I've had so little experience with it. Most of my friendships have only lasted a couple months at the most, and so I don't really know how much my quality of life would improve from long term friendships. Sometimes I feel lonely but honestly I don't really like people that much, or maybe I do, I'm not really sure I guess.

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What's your experience? ",8.238924050632914,7.411365772151901,8.69224683544304,67.9203955696203,62.164556962025316,11.950632911392406,34.939873417721515,11.20814326018867,3.9974531645569615,332,12,57,8,4,111,55,79,0.10800000000000001,0.6990000000000001,0.193,0.7003,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,2,16,10,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,9,5,5,8,6,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,5,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952019927962612,0.21891267063316314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982313695692644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934229396599212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524597672515816,0.0,0.0,0.091093706303617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846523788670195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990105691129393,0.14685347369322285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272514937571471,0.08801649323456001,0.1805664546610436,0.0,0.1594348754844419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099373725272144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380104143403294,0.0,0.3973123588357864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701889146850246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489943310043625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34624303619081154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818166739367625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395950881964866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797964793079536,0.0,0.21891267063316314,0.0
lonely,3ey0re,2019/01/20,Its my 34th birthday And I'm sitting at my kitchen counter by myself crying. I don't want to make it to my next. ,-0.6841333333333317,1.3457979200000023,1.3480000000000023,100.24066666666668,89.8,3.333333333333334,24.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.15326666666666666,88,4,21,0,3,29,21,25,0.17800000000000002,0.8220000000000001,0.0,-0.5142,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,13,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.62077164302735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37723041007463465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6010249493106398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33332985949985056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DickyLongflop,2019/01/20,"The worst thing about feeling lonely... Is that when you say it out loud, you realise how stupid you sound. And if you're the one going through it and you think that, what would anyone else think? So you keep it to yourself, which in turn makes you feel worse. It's a vicious circle.

Anyone else feel like that?",1.6127166276346614,4.1305563606557385,1.3495550351288053,100.90803278688526,83.75409836065575,3.4857142857142858,16.911007025761126,3.1291,-1.1423976580796258,242,5,52,0,7,70,44,61,0.19399999999999998,0.7490000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.8875,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,6,0,0,4,5,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,13,11,6,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,10,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,6,6,1,5,10,1,4,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,34,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170392664194999,0.464578650489506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787711936991765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34389140835981563,0.16196037167127506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884348523917946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015086502066969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075816704043503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132947297930385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362333246980242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802874470089396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150614843522119,0.2905308999674235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465934028767669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310350073232124,0.16104698906283302,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,use2losing,2019/01/20,"Am I The Only One? What is it about making friends that is so hard? I like to laugh, go out, be supportive, have conversation, do a brunch etc. However, it feels like I wear a ""please avoid"" sign. Loneliness is a pain that is indescribable and there is no cure. Especially as an adult. 

I have no friends and it hurts. This eats away at me daily because although I can do things solo it would be better to share an experience with someone who is genuinely interested.

I don't know exactly where I was going with this but amI the only one who has these thoughts/feelings?",3.1240909090909064,5.2961132272727305,4.361818181818183,83.38272727272731,75.81818181818181,8.036363636363637,26.45454545454545,8.841846274778883,2.082018181818181,445,17,89,10,10,146,77,110,0.109,0.7190000000000001,0.172,0.7215,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,12,0,1,7,0,18,4,1,1,1,13,24,6,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,13,5,2,1,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,1,2,8,9,9,20,1,6,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934534742756701,0.0,0.0,0.12551709481438755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210525027006488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106910743701467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296372557079713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014135056155104,0.0,0.0,0.20822237805116614,0.14709777383050335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31816165560971377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23403984142138154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844494338607017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22042436336954832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315938822480963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118847143995025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744243953316965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790515973944148,0.3131983599878336,0.2190962468397844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22602062972059506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744616903095926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23365728425033186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367933893909599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626820949343192,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,just-peachyyy,2019/01/20,"dooming myself >plans my entire future around series of opportunities of leaving everything and everyone behind as often and as distant as possible 

>cries knowing it only gets lonelier from here ",19.59516129032258,15.109766580645163,17.43548387096774,25.27322580645162,44.483870967741936,18.851612903225806,66.48387096774194,15.903189008614273,10.554651612903225,168,11,14,5,1,55,27,31,0.168,0.7609999999999999,0.071,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,8,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302663127727369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075231871197332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35450388305448177,0.333428511545872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383081198410584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203890450566156,0.0,0.0,0.39283264402062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821602154990263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182437880826185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,justinman247,2019/01/20,I feel like only spend my time doing meaningless thing but i don't know how to be productive. I usually stay up late at night and wake I early to walk the dogs and do chores and have friends over but at the end of the day i feel like I'm just wasting my time and trying to us my energy just to go sleep. I want to go outside and be social throughout the day but talking to strangers briefly causes more stress than i think it should. ,7.646318681318682,4.996557780219785,7.416565934065938,82.40968406593407,64.6043956043956,10.85824175824176,33.739010989010985,8.841846274778883,2.4377010989010985,342,10,77,4,4,109,59,91,0.099,0.764,0.13699999999999998,0.384,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,0,7,2,2,2,0,18,15,9,0,2,5,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,11,3,12,12,1,17,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,11,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129996699201898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674397881896745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364547071537934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096789750140024,0.29625356056631336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019366040620714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356770416367843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395098239805528,0.0,0.23389335578626425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025958634753302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457854148071824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769465249834533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074940008582095,0.21136136089218646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210013923970174,0.0,0.0,0.2375121485008894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666554615755225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775031264478027,0.13285782917407007,0.0,0.0,0.2418082100485405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077314163946664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494096143292708,0.0,0.22836040825789555,0.0,0.12229701624782738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nolan970,2019/01/20,Night time I hate night I get quite frightened when I’m alone at night I think it might stem from some sort of childhood trauma idk but it really bugs me,-0.12593749999999915,2.17686078125,0.5497499999999995,102.52025,97.4375,3.8100000000000014,12.65,5.6839178017228535,-1.2508575000000002,123,2,28,1,5,37,26,32,0.28600000000000003,0.7140000000000001,0.0,-0.7346,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801852287554621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133961737858164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267090209132694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28698725987843976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7616160831563707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877396304972229,0.0,0.0,0.17330704513869094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334330000659492,0.0,0.0,0.1577469440795387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,aiolinicholi,2019/01/20,"Am I just unlikable now? My social life has changed so much in recent years, and I can’t help but think it’s a ‘me’ problem. I used to have a ton of friends, a lot of whom were close, really good luck with girls, a close relationship with my family, etc.

In the past few years, all of that is different. Especially since I graduated college 2 years ago, I’ve seen those around me fade away from my life. I have 4-5 lifelong friends that will talk to me, but it feels like an obligation for them, and we rarely hang out. My family is so close to one another and I’m just like the odd man out. I’ve had 3 really tough breakups in the last years, and that makes me feel pretty insecure. Now whenever I start to like a girl, they stop talking to me after hooking up a few times. It’s like I can put on a good show for people, but once they start to see the real me, they back away.

I don’t know what I’m trying to accomplish with this post. I look at this sub a lot on a night like this (Saturday, alone), and it helps to know there are other people that have these same feelings. If anyone ever wants to talk, I would really enjoy that. I like a lot of things so I’m sure we could relate on something. Again, really grateful for this sub, and to read all of your stories.",2.9479366028708114,3.8297115568181823,4.266068580542264,89.22502392344498,73.58333333333333,8.133652312599683,22.985645933014354,8.532816995589336,1.0863818181818186,977,24,225,17,19,323,148,264,0.052000000000000005,0.718,0.23,0.995,1,1,1,0,0,0,36.0,2,1,4,1,12,16,0,1,15,0,16,2,0,2,4,46,33,13,0,5,6,0,3,6,2,2,2,0,0,3,19,17,0,1,6,2,0,2,2,3,0,1,3,6,28,13,36,27,11,40,0,0,3,0,20,16,0,5,27,147,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358840398737228,0.0,0.0,0.10934682386336304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070759325208432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738224955456854,0.0,0.0,0.09398668051262657,0.0,0.0,0.19838775251894195,0.08118285853611015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168737830785568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842953314330896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103063941312834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774722378364533,0.0,0.09550122014407064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905882320518514,0.0,0.16015001705341134,0.07542484532789638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313838774529318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710740218260032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415332301118323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604566312594668,0.08606004838553999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914553172571915,0.3094800610157314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865881316889294,0.0,0.0,0.2692755669590567,0.0,0.0,0.07047404235514253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761187612311088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990776709468493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243697677433197,0.07154229130696603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078601515484488,0.1463887912982491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111440686946868,0.10741064103887388,0.0,0.10102375482283743,0.0,0.10613491157592993,0.0,0.0,0.10560643233630602,0.12017072028553892,0.2705435261271376,0.0,0.1042454011911279,0.1133511118045279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413188637786055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733509801750229,0.0,0.0,0.10762333403259416,0.0,0.08127899582537138,0.0,0.0,0.14945710750605373,0.0,0.0,0.08826781965059467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950588497053063,0.0,0.0,0.25457845748799296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014123985710725,0.06765003058122747,0.0,0.0,0.06156330005641965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716804376236493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118537410940672,0.0,0.0,0.062272558121649016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499948360974251,0.0,0.0,0.27195472511586244
lonely,throwmeawaytoothanks,2019/01/20,"Sad. Stuck. Will anybody talk to me? Laying here awake at night because I don’t know what to do with myself. Have a list of video games to play or things to draw or goals I have, errands, and I’ve got no motivation. Sigh.

My boyfriend was supposed to come home tomorrow. Greyhound has fucked us over and I have to spend another $100 to get him home a day late. I had plans for this rare day off that won’t happen now. Bummed about that.

I have no friends to talk to.",0.5080599812558582,2.726681886597941,1.4738331771321462,100.20207122774136,85.8041237113402,4.764386129334583,19.127460168697286,6.1124844417494595,-0.3642082474226802,361,10,86,3,11,112,71,97,0.139,0.7709999999999999,0.09,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,3,3,5,1,0,2,0,11,1,0,1,0,8,18,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,2,3,1,1,4,2,1,0,4,0,10,2,16,12,0,10,0,1,0,1,6,3,1,2,6,52,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473241181387289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437805916806561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317607339463825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042257179231018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822280509332588,0.21805259850758832,0.12322927920092484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886421008640317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085738817147095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731819309925301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962476399923184,0.0,0.2660650255640121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213425192829518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791573257428771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566976553569825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28371552150061063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LonelyNam,2019/01/20,"Social Phobia I used to walk looking down(going to school etc..),and i don't want to go to supermarkets because there's too many ppl around,so I locked myself in my house I will just go out to my house to play computer games.My loneliness really affects my sleeping time,i used to sleep at 9-10pm and now i sleep 1-3 am(every day) and bored going to school,I will just go to school listen to teachers and go home eat and sleep,i woke up not eating. I just cheer myself to make myself little bit happy.I 'm really lonely and sad(I'm sorry it seems my english is bad).",1.5530747126436781,3.7961445948275876,3.235172413793105,89.08540229885055,81.5,5.935632183908046,20.011494252873558,7.1686216300943375,0.5185942528735632,447,12,91,6,12,148,74,116,0.142,0.835,0.022000000000000002,-0.8784,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,4,0,16,17,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,6,2,0,1,1,0,6,2,3,0,0,1,2,13,2,15,14,1,13,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,1,2,45,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090526311262763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040215823898398,0.07594462675521439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601234473713208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034571400402543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549589763427474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894295195107206,0.0,0.0,0.1049665317754036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248202628226943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249668843217523,0.0,0.0,0.2875040584410879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486487259168047,0.0,0.0,0.10461832408719234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316010489334733,0.12630758512778692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596220910500041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782538732360605,0.0,0.11341566371944645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986917994021464,0.12699665647133412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394604435684553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264533605824716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151993846887384,0.0,0.0,0.07348226797147127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mimi-upendo,2019/01/20,"At the end of the day... 
I just want to be loved. 

Feel like I'm loved. 

Lately I've been feeling so needy, hoping wishing praying that someone will call me. 

Someone will text me. 

Is someone thinking about me? 

In a good way?
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lonely,MAOSisloveMAOSislife,2019/01/20,"Lonely and Unhappy So, i hate so much this time out of school...

I don't have many things to do, and this month i'm feeling so lonely...

I have 2 close friends from my school. I would like to talk with them, but the last time they were online was in the beggining of the month. 

I tried to talk with 2 girls from school some time ago (i only ever had one female friend), but they saw my messages and didn't awnsered. 

But they must have plenty of other people to talk...

And that female friend was the only person that i could talk. She was from my school, but she gone to another school and we only talk virtually. And i think i don't have more interest in her. 

So, i'm here. Bored, lonely, unhappy, and i can't sleep...",0.7541581632653056,2.938255312925172,2.1210161564625882,96.21989158163271,84.3061224489796,5.3076530612244905,15.990221088435373,6.6274283507984215,-0.4473534013605445,549,10,125,6,16,176,74,147,0.133,0.804,0.063,-0.8844,0,6,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,4,0,6,10,1,0,4,0,17,1,1,0,2,23,24,15,0,3,4,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,6,12,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,8,2,21,5,16,13,3,13,0,3,1,0,19,4,0,1,9,85,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063243300024231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577317463707227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576661482724676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849745068419264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064798108028474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780084770496922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842121670695492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777148230675334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058599247226266964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160577510613485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147849383026336,0.0,0.08817364521072775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127808431349784,0.27367156770610074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315501435814099,0.10473166721345424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6069555706047822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003198925863605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820377093069747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968637155466869,0.07685614744710212,0.0,0.0,0.2098233227308851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143503019501575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520574671205569,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ian007i,2019/01/20,An escape U don't have many friends in real life.  Work is okayish but i don't really talk a lot on work.  If i make friends i quickly lose Em because i suck at keeping friends because im not good at keeping contact   but after all the shit everyday i go to my pc and start up my games. Where i can be myself and be what i Dream to be.  A soldier.   Something to live for. Something to escape to. ,0.17023809523809774,2.168594595238094,2.519047619047619,93.62595238095241,85.1904761904762,4.685714285714286,26.0,5.82211442006289,0.6997000000000004,302,14,67,2,9,103,57,84,0.207,0.6679999999999999,0.125,-0.82,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,2,7,2,0,4,0,8,2,1,1,1,12,14,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,10,4,12,11,2,11,0,1,0,0,6,6,2,2,4,45,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422151451110872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604765492078039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290891140263595,0.1666352240845808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145980189477976,0.0,0.0,0.3531745868379243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032671019986767,0.0,0.0,0.17542951712276803,0.0,0.0,0.2222612508639681,0.0,0.16890238686716025,0.0,0.0,0.1326139697751056,0.201420504435209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261302989757653,0.12727328317522246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039322107874516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058922103948306,0.0,0.0,0.14061986282553746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968366384024688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28926869308442554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,k3v1n28,2019/01/20,"New friend to text and talk to Hello fellow lonely people of Reddit. Would anyone like to talk and become online friends. I'm a good person to talk to. I like running, wreslting, lifting, I like star wars and lotr and sci fi. Also movies and TV shows. And video games. Anyone interested I'd be happy to get to know others.",0.91,3.4918457142857164,2.498730158730158,89.6157142857143,91.85714285714286,3.4349206349206347,14.936507936507935,5.033348758259628,-0.7557111111111108,252,5,46,1,9,82,44,63,0.079,0.622,0.299,0.9432,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,10,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,7,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,8,8,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,4,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223475086859048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31867658507856605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516744476736269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521174942515981,0.0,0.11905737011518686,0.0,0.0,0.19113409030164485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24258142876490424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252363367182178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339905006779592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008695445882248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579826032697409,0.19897514971136326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5494815155404488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187870067747598,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RagidyyMan,2019/01/20,"Feeling isolated. Hi everyone,  
So I moved to a new city back in September of 2018 to start grad school. I was really excited back then - new school, new friends, new things to do. Well, here we are in January and I've never felt this alone in my life. I've yet to really find a group of people I get along with in school, I've started to realize this city really isn't for me (maybe I'm just biased because my overall experience has been pretty negative), and I'm just isolating myself more and more, it almost feels intentional at this point which I hate. I literally just go to class, go to my internship, study, eat, and sleep. Nothing else. No new friends that I hang out with, a handful of restaurants that I eat at every so often (alone), and I'll walk around the city every so often just to kill free time by myself. I just don't know what to do at this point. I'm certainly an extroverted person, love making new friends, but I just haven't been able to click with anybody - they all have their friend groups and I don't feel a part of any of them - and I haven't found anyone, personality wise, that I click with. I feel like I can't make new friends anymore. Just feeling very isolated.",2.9839915966386563,4.762874079831935,4.222428571428573,85.98507142857143,75.00840336134453,7.9532773109243715,24.50504201680673,8.697196308434329,1.6151001680672268,933,30,195,19,20,306,130,238,0.055,0.7829999999999999,0.162,0.9699,0,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,3,0,18,14,2,0,6,0,14,6,2,3,3,42,34,12,1,0,8,0,7,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,11,15,2,0,10,0,1,5,9,2,1,0,5,9,24,13,31,29,4,31,0,0,2,1,15,11,0,3,16,119,35,5,0.08757177894824081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769048689940248,0.18139590544736875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955181264906021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684767347769748,0.06123222398588879,0.0,0.0,0.07795744955923091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467458505575686,0.0,0.05338294363498194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921558436526358,0.07315498434601453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475660014074973,0.08367858759118528,0.0,0.0856620035183004,0.0,0.0,0.22139461336889496,0.06256129637829204,0.08408264087911818,0.0,0.08003901946215071,0.0,0.0,0.09601793557369584,0.33828869592110394,0.0,0.045752640108570775,0.0,0.09953812013744613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645900166999364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688519856774466,0.0,0.04812715951008149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061854537276323986,0.04278314777269665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903694953130977,0.0,0.1169096849079172,0.0,0.08797762240060827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307494214045288,0.0,0.0,0.06754075455381015,0.5920415886175376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402748372477603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483170279338406,0.0,0.060711245207436,0.15292859915325385,0.0,0.0,0.16556727361302867,0.0,0.0,0.08909198181318621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830217199339773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658819465892998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763502223968943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396751173807495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058178798722950516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051063808538310634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225588889091596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873754622232726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EOE97,2019/01/20,"When you want to have friends but just feels it's too much trouble I think from all my years of isolation, Ive reached a point where I'm somewhat okay with not being around people (I see people as exhausting and sometimes I just don't feel interested enough in wanting to be  engaged with them), this has nothing to do with my opinion about them for the most part. It's how I feel for people in general (some people I feel this way much strongly).

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But at the same time I don't want to be alone, being alone sucks cus the only one who gets to see what you do and know what you're up to is just...well...you. Which also sucks.

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Who else feels this contradicting emotions,",4.122481751824815,5.387270043795624,4.2230729927007316,89.18643430656937,71.18978102189779,6.93985401459854,26.838686131386858,7.1686216300943375,1.1287786861313864,544,18,113,5,10,168,86,137,0.192,0.728,0.08,-0.961,0,3,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,2,1,9,9,2,0,4,1,12,1,0,1,1,29,28,8,0,3,5,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,7,13,5,20,24,9,11,0,0,2,0,7,7,2,4,3,80,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769158564707503,0.0,0.10690829830325103,0.0,0.2896965083856199,0.32488518900516705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900849613848262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167713568462354,0.15037826742249588,0.0,0.13813292540056246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379771931888856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328513616041443,0.0,0.06984519022199714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347009053137339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654854516660505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282749054635065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058879888410827,0.10167389654347224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447684397001394,0.0,0.370722953697558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637607023985872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21306017449520984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221844245245978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566031228342666,0.0,0.0,0.07795312822067789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365536303335476,0.10611337921614136,0.0,0.0,0.12019937823176105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32488518900516705,0.08608912102562549
lonely,dommotako,2018/11/18,I just want a hug. I'm going through a really tough and lonely time at the moment and I just want someone to cuddle with and for them to tell me that it will be okay. I have friends but they aren't the hugging type :( ,1.2807446808510647,2.6984693617021267,2.8010106382978712,95.90875,78.78723404255321,5.5510638297872354,20.26063829787234,5.985473137389443,-0.17784680851063814,168,4,40,1,4,55,37,47,0.203,0.64,0.157,-0.6459,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,0,4,1,4,3,0,0,0,9,8,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,6,6,0,4,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,2,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624480276792635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26661691447068736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005361546151588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974916175057253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41003956624681775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735529876354289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534090702176916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,theonlymexicanman,2018/11/18,"I feel like I'm wasting my life I guess this rant is just going to be a way to cope with my issues and I hope I get a response or something. 
I'm currently in my junior year of high school and education/learning wise I am really enjoying it. Apart from that, the thing that I like about school is that it allows me to talk to people, because like any other vacation I'd be laying lazily on my bed the whole day not doing anything, not having an incentive to do anything. Anyways (Fucking hell this is so inconsistent), at the start of high school I had a really tight-knit friend group and us always did everything, but the issue is that they all had PC's and would game all the time, and a lot of conversations would revolve around games and experiences they had and I'd always feel like I was in the backseat of most conversations. Slowly but surely I was being excluded out of conversations and other activities by them. They were still nice to me at school but we slowly lost contact, I guess it can be blamed at the slightly shitty person I am + my pessimism and Paranoia. I always used to question things, like say ""really"" or act like a smartass and I guess that caused them to isolate me. I had one friend in particular that I would always get into arguments with, a teacher actually liked our arguments because it actually advanced and helped many of our projects we worked on, but i guess that friend got really tired of arguing and now we really strayed off. That's what I think, at least, but they never told me why they started to dislike me (Ya i know life doesn't always smack info into your face), and i guess I wish they did. Probably the moment I realized that they completely didn't want me in the group was when I found out that they had multiple group chats that included everyone but me.
Anyways as the years passed one of my friends left and I guess the was the catalyst to me being pushed out of the group is the move of one the friends. He was the most wholesome and go-lucky of the group and I really think he's the one who held the group together, anyways he left and the group collapsed. 
I'm now in my junior year of high school and the group still plays games with each other, but they're more split up at school, they've all found a new friend group, and then there's me. My dumbass doesn't know how to start a relationship with anyone else, and i guess of course my dumb teenage brain thinks the majority of the other kids are twats (and some truly are). 
I'm now am completely alone with no friends inside and out of school, I don't text anyone, I just sit on my bed doing nothing most days, and even at school I seclude myself to the library during lunch. I barely communicate with anyone, I counted the amount of stuff I said in a day and the lowest I've gotten is less than 30 sentences. And Hoorah we finally got to the point of the title, I'm a lonely sack of shit and I feel like I'm wasting my teenage years, I only get to experience this part once and there's no one to accompany me or to create memories with. I am alone and I feel like shit for doing so. 
Anyways this is the end of my rant and thank you to anyone who read through this stupid life rant that'll probably be resolved and won't matter 
FR Thanks to who ever read all of it",5.5905003126954345,5.6727781219512226,6.133719512195125,81.04602095059415,67.32317073170732,9.350156347717325,29.01563477173233,9.127657967737557,2.1604994996873046,2592,80,527,43,39,843,274,656,0.162,0.716,0.121,-0.9846,2,4,1,0,0,0,54.0,7,3,10,4,22,34,7,0,40,0,47,10,4,4,7,109,92,46,0,6,14,0,4,9,7,5,4,2,2,2,33,49,1,1,15,7,0,6,10,9,0,5,23,6,78,25,76,58,17,64,1,2,0,1,60,31,5,17,34,358,111,15,0.0,0.0,0.1003143246963702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064659273183101,0.0,0.0,0.21383681529959545,0.0,0.0,0.0349524921278229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375507522823602,0.05266345995939036,0.08459256610150978,0.045755234321438736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266364814644028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057377313449861286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052800039605645235,0.0,0.0,0.10777992656308373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944262881133484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04293654383844237,0.0,0.04552348898382158,0.0,0.0,0.03394798129373657,0.04649255279409743,0.0,0.049113117534876564,0.046193326673701525,0.10055447081925836,0.0,0.0,0.1039537590772672,0.14687534245546804,0.0,0.05630414104477404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271079713548815,0.2779704838055948,0.04751674461266959,0.08056020742706163,0.0,0.05842148552261205,0.0,0.0822155625872233,0.0,0.39634585783033627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034451084306392765,0.16291484453825528,0.0,0.051049942147059116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729259185008748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05649413809865439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168844113697267,0.0,0.10891206149985902,0.2259947787125899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610713242262442,0.04369685362524918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05210963836971359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462807994834547,0.0,0.0,0.03964140782348668,0.049640635955699786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931789365873065,0.0,0.0,0.05473733289274516,0.174143521443078,0.03909059530764026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055659168006972584,0.0,0.03563299294831323,0.04487886615242637,0.0,0.0,0.04858784787700169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083175850082333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757767060928379,0.0,0.1028240816899516,0.0,0.19756175605806905,0.0,0.0,0.05518235831847484,0.0,0.0,0.04889139337706239,0.04087385736185682,0.0,0.4161412270177983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551888732349636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039568792930201324,0.0,0.0,0.10913958665704623,0.0,0.08209322886726321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058838563993454863,0.0,0.0,0.04844213093127702,0.0,0.0,0.04131187139858848,0.0,0.09464098837351258,0.0,0.0,0.06829326980703455,0.09880154243815598,0.0,0.0,0.029970663974073414,0.05907459151113039,0.0,0.049113117534876564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061825624046969264,0.04439148330707825,0.0,0.0,0.030315949803852025,0.040797444621302484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463788194639672,0.05738417859989424,0.059105314972496985,0.0,0.0,0.0374184520850454,0.0,0.0,0.10953527439740747,0.0,0.0,0.13239484685095415
lonely,hitrickzzz,2018/11/18,"Feel like she is fading away and I feel lost without her I have always been one to be close to the girl I am with and be very distant to others around me, I’m very sensitive and stupid things that wouldn’t effect others effect me in the weirdest ways. I also always seem to attract or be attracted to the worst kinds of people. Around two years ago I came out of a really toxic relationship where I was basically used for personal gain and screwed over whilst she slept with someone she claimed was her “friend”. Anyways for a few months after me and her ended I was in a really bad place convinced it was the end of the world and really kinda gave up, but eventually I bounced back and just got on with it. This was when I met my current girlfriend ( I didn’t look for a relationship ) it came to me, we spoke every day all day about the craziest of subjects. Things that really interested me but others usually found boring and I couldn’t get enough of her. She was perfect in every single way... she was different to any girl I had ever met... and so so beautiful. Weeks turned into months and before I knew it I was in Paris on New Year’s Eve with the love of my life having what will probably be my fondest of moments ever. In the second year of our relationship it has slowly gone down hill, we would spend so much time together which would normally be the problem but we just clicked, even if we weren’t in a conversation we were just happy with each overs company. I have always been down but knowing I got to see her at the end of the day or the week really made everything perfect, but slowly as time has gone on we have drifted, I ask her if her heart is in it and if it isn’t then we should break up because it hurts more not knowing if she wants it like before. But she won’t end it! I don’t want her too! I want to cuddle upto her forever and just be happy with her company. But she never acts interested in seeing me anymore, we hardly text, we don’t make plans and when we do she’s more than likely to cancel at the last minute and she makes me feel really bad for expressing my emotions by saying I’m crazy or immature. I don’t get why she doesn’t want to move onto someone she really cares about but also not ever see me? Surely if she acts like she doesn’t care etc she would want to end it? It’s really confusing me and I don’t understand how she feels :( ",3.6722815820543104,4.7650776508264485,5.016365997638727,83.72792561983474,72.07851239669421,8.341345926800473,24.572373081463994,8.759644201051973,1.5820131759149945,1869,52,386,34,35,624,221,484,0.08,0.77,0.151,0.9913,3,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,11,0,0,7,24,29,2,1,18,0,45,6,2,7,8,102,89,41,0,18,23,0,5,4,2,7,1,2,0,3,22,39,0,0,12,0,1,8,16,10,0,3,29,12,71,19,63,46,10,75,0,2,5,3,54,29,1,11,39,287,93,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330938931295405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142288592171582,0.17828111384130366,0.0,0.0,0.04856794825333843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082930180890487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715761981813392,0.06676792037681928,0.0,0.06710130167856239,0.05491745748003732,0.11926518593599465,0.04353687870684153,0.0,0.12154606696781628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337056777950862,0.14563459740229245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817968780658968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461854409556799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033772032363408,0.3162839503964413,0.07379579854539334,0.07965201364096504,0.047172138477274216,0.19381003420398826,0.12034861075592293,0.0,0.06418755753762145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444809180246573,0.05102235633142575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783081810425671,0.055178800265938834,0.0,0.07462784954478625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424195947895875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205552038241532,0.0639781588429377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846328681486009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645642839522421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437278517226291,0.07850096541780713,0.05821671142363918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504459533981642,0.1395685279562723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997468788645272,0.0,0.0779632048604645,0.0,0.06445920458474831,0.06757919054703176,0.0953466112002794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401328849833288,0.07590799964728401,0.05250180867973522,0.0,0.05508339253234554,0.06897773782602695,0.0,0.0,0.06997629080470448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04839593987845557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04951353257719898,0.062361059720387725,0.07461854409556799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700267969461343,0.06833915262406229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660270865179697,0.0,0.0,0.2300345778070104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679593266211683,0.0,0.0,0.17073712515862102,0.06501795065403279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102761717408135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731236501671027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948963519370638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329097974975544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768428993293491,0.06976681740956653,0.07435058438564572,0.0,0.06168382089215579,0.07865887653705439,0.11785771470411685,0.21062639481323892,0.113379507932631,0.11457739412417753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444530752025629,0.0,0.0,0.06884618842433354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220384055572847,0.0,0.0,0.1379761287267542
lonely,OldManJohn88,2018/11/18,"Get away Im a pretty lonely dude, kinda at the lowest point I have ever been. I work nights with all females and have nothing in common with them. Sleeping days makes it impossible to meet new ppl. This has been a really tough year on me, too. Recent divorce and my kids are grown and moved on. 
I would love someone just to chat with. I like normal guy things; football, lifting weights, exercise. I train to compete in races, be cool to have someone to brag to. I am straight so a girl would be great, but a guy friend would be pretty awesome too. 
Im in The South so be nice! You know we are sensitive! Ha
Would like to start on kik and go from there.",0.4359893048128356,2.8390531515151562,1.741265597147951,96.40836898395723,89.45454545454545,4.318003565062389,19.128342245989305,5.900188976854957,-0.2167411764705882,504,15,109,4,17,160,89,132,0.033,0.713,0.254,0.9868,1,2,0,0,1,0,19.0,1,1,1,2,7,10,0,0,6,2,17,4,1,1,2,20,23,7,0,5,2,0,1,2,1,4,1,0,0,4,3,8,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,2,11,8,19,13,1,22,0,1,0,1,12,11,0,1,10,69,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446450762758752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928774843695898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139260424061302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189446638682405,0.0,0.08043473613537071,0.0,0.08749574242783964,0.0,0.0,0.16973509302664924,0.0,0.3048778043593545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325939956045454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460922401313263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042853019940955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389497123097079,0.0,0.10276565062609457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636289926464767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868996427189352,0.0,0.1444756250260434,0.15084246754907596,0.14772324537956916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553651913982074,0.0,0.0,0.3132536191098824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986270283213871,0.0,0.15201123875084185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406542383870656,0.0,0.26088985578092405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896960341904537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228035612477683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187474788718386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208052025361136,0.0,0.0,0.4374586995271965,0.0,0.0,0.09914148292549643
lonely,brian8544,2018/11/18,"To anyone that is looking to talk or looking for a friend! Hey everyone! I saw people needing a friend or a chat, in any case hit me up! 

I can send my social media accounts in private chat! :)


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lonely,cherieblosum,2018/11/18,"All my ""friends"" went out with me last night No one invited me. I saw on Snapchat and Facebook. Reached out to all of them earlier yesterday because I wanted to hang out. Feeling like absolute shit and not sure what to do.",1.9290697674418595,4.5517000465116295,2.8570232558139534,89.8966976744186,83.41860465116278,7.1609302325581385,31.85581395348837,8.238735603445708,2.7175711627906973,174,10,35,4,5,55,35,43,0.161,0.727,0.11199999999999999,-0.5207,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,12,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,2,6,3,9,3,2,9,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,4,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283465093464771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940389460940654,0.26760707962930635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894072061411607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053407417819823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300569034840355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515272197549125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538317919435667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38451112093149614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530465215689964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094281198104407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472485644924799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chairman-koji,2018/11/18,"I'm the cause of my loneliness. I've secluded myself from my closest friends so much that I feel more comfortable communicating with them online rather than actually hanging out with them. I often come up with excuses to not go out with my friends. I try to tell myself to go out more and try to get more comfortable with socializing, but I feel so out of the loop because my friends have their group of friends and I always feel like the odd one out.",6.691704545454545,6.638852943181825,6.8285454545454565,77.4528181818182,65.02272727272728,10.676363636363641,34.64545454545455,10.355215969177356,3.362151818181818,361,15,72,8,5,116,50,88,0.05,0.742,0.20800000000000002,0.9371,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,21,9,5,0,1,3,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,13,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,14,7,20,9,4,11,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,1,1,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.20515720699649376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749308043997729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815616386639425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596733442776966,0.0,0.18109722495457592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189005598198017,0.15019058906104407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6497023745270427,0.0,0.10983813262841144,0.0,0.23896066358783696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270928733658108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545455392369435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245940879902527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430619930075565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375302077539604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854689884758051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,backup_sound,2018/11/18,"How do I get over my overwhelming sense of loneliness Hey, So this is my first time posting here so please excuse any mistake to the rules I make. I'm currently finishing my first semester of college and as every day goes by, I find that I have this overwhelming sense of loneliness growing and I don't know what to do. Like I see all these other freshmen that have found friend group and while I've made a few acquaintances I haven't found someone of a group who I can cling onto for lack of a better word. Like I feel like the people who tell me their my friends are just BSing me to not hurt my feelings. I'm on anxiety meds if that helps. Is there anything I can do? Thanks",2.2057357859531765,4.292278224637684,3.1717391304347835,91.22994983277592,78.34782608695653,6.854849498327758,23.658862876254183,7.882392219407189,1.1522836120401347,537,18,114,9,13,171,88,138,0.08199999999999999,0.7040000000000001,0.214,0.9534,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,6,11,0,2,5,0,12,0,0,3,1,19,24,9,0,3,3,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,3,3,18,7,14,21,3,12,0,3,1,0,11,3,0,1,10,76,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651460223175456,0.0,0.1423212412033576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309630587938455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453859162524193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998137913349105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674799087156474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881363485049912,0.1329080875009676,0.0,0.0,0.17003856406432089,0.3164936162177708,0.0,0.4079698127009764,0.2874704087089301,0.0,0.09719900716539814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469969842311797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916127763987904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022435450931358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726714443395122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760369692086794,0.1241841484349706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066501706877922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897775393801542,0.0,0.0,0.20421770397791925,0.0,0.0,0.1781763340367807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825099166884856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763236245813075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162608474448803,0.17128202125198286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848229698285752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LosT_ToucH,2018/11/18,"I have just joined this sub. Can I find someone to talk to and share something here ? An online friend ? I am joining this sub because I have only two people I can call friends or hang out with and we are all going to move to three different places and there is no coming back.

After school I moved to a new city far from home for college. The friends I had at school have all forgotten me. When my acquaintances go home, they post the stories of their reunions. Well I have stopped going to my home city because whenever I went no one had the time or will to come meet me.

As for girlfriend I never had one and think never will. I had some female friends who have drifted apart. I have liked some girls but got rejected everytime. Whenever I see a couple now I think Will this ever happen with me ? I have never even hugged anyone.

I have stopped going out because of the fear of being alone amongst a lot of people enjoying. My only female contact I like is an online friend I met last December. She is the most compatible I have ever found someone. But she lives in a different continent and I become sad thinking this will have to stop sometime after she finds someone.

All this has distracted me from the goals I set up for myself as a kid.

I am gonna move another new city next month. So the stream is gonna continue i guess.
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lonely,Xirsnanna,2018/11/18,"I'm lonely, and have been for a while, but I'm working on it... So yeah, hi. I'm lonely. I guess I wanted to write this out somewhere, because I think I'm getting into the habit of being good at hiding how lonely I really am or how ashamed I really feel about the state of my life.

I've found it hard to connect with people and keep in touch for most of my life. I know it's not all just other people, I got issues; I can be annoying, neurotic or awkward. I have shit to work through (childhood/family stuff), mental and physical health diagnoses that make me more likely to feel lonely, etc. 
To make it more confusing, I am actually generally a friendly, approachable person. I have a way of making conversation with pretty much anyone in my day to day life, I love to help make people at ease and make them laugh. But that's not the same thing as having people in my life...

Anyway with therapy, (and by that I also mean taking the time to do therapeutic things like time in nature), I'm continuing to find little ways not to see spending lots of time alone as a totally miserable thing. 

I'm working on me and I'm proud of it! And I seriously wish the same for whoever is reading this.",3.875672268907565,4.938180936974792,5.685966386554623,79.2325630252101,71.56302521008405,8.79327731092437,26.18487394957983,9.168548406835145,2.0903378151260505,925,29,182,19,17,319,133,238,0.168,0.67,0.162,0.593,0,9,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,4,7,18,2,4,9,1,12,8,1,7,2,47,39,18,0,2,8,0,4,2,1,0,6,0,0,1,15,12,0,1,7,1,1,1,3,11,0,0,3,5,21,7,37,34,10,22,0,5,1,1,8,11,1,6,9,125,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.110375533368612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714412222691825,0.0,0.09045114947999168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908662671451762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068948613350299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588854553391808,0.0,0.0,0.114800618002718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261435374842484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662665037730316,0.0,0.11437999147733614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337720309257263,0.0,0.0,0.12401533268439655,0.08738572625491732,0.0,0.05909342718474644,0.0,0.0,0.09486828439797908,0.090461522810746,0.0,0.12459945444731077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013211205752454,0.0,0.0,0.12022681711585333,0.0,0.0,0.07581283763718964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805369858989548,0.0,0.10053416776177057,0.0,0.0,0.0621603210081185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195615890939516,0.1105161503965972,0.11336232975517273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615901896394988,0.10208294452406916,0.0,0.37749701087760174,0.0,0.0,0.12320603096151335,0.0,0.0,0.11398465114411553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083146220270531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31365495319592185,0.0987601482349778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506987416527326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131370110302582,0.0,0.1449177158174301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013115912122463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610209712367038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947977077207562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504193866364405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934702895836833,0.0,0.22542860463608494,0.07247401589793499,0.0,0.0,0.197859759205626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671308687576327,0.1795571957956115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006678128483126,0.0,0.0,0.2470284250558793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,El_Pinguino_Maldito,2018/11/18,"Sometimes I wish I was a pet dog Pet dogs have masters that care for them and play with them, and give them treats and exercise, and they give the master unending love in return",6.294571428571429,6.195894028571433,5.732142857142858,85.13535714285717,65.85714285714286,9.285714285714286,28.92857142857143,8.841846274778883,1.9295714285714285,141,4,29,2,2,43,27,35,0.0,0.691,0.309,0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642329641810517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6853999190873012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224256814443756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533223808587972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108117255488293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_ASassyWeeb_,2019/08/26,"Lonely Abyss First time ever posting so please be patient with me ahaha. 
So, I have a pretty loving family and I have a really tight circle of friends. They love me and I know they do but I can’t shake this feeling of loneliness.. 

I feel like something is missing and I don’t know what it is and I don’t know where it comes from. Maybe from shitty bfs and friendships, idk. I feel off, I disassociate sometimes and I sometimes feel like I’m looking at the world through someone else’s eyes? Weird. 

I have a really close bff and he has been here for me for awhile and he’s a good friend but I STILL have this lame ass lonely feeling. It is so not cash money. This is straight up ghetto and I’m s i c k of it.",-0.5945088468578383,1.6136764832214752,1.4647864551555827,96.62376906650398,96.24832214765101,4.05137278828554,17.51098230628432,5.852544927426893,-0.3999154362416109,552,16,123,5,22,182,87,149,0.16399999999999998,0.589,0.247,0.9183,0,4,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,7,13,0,1,5,0,15,4,2,0,1,25,30,14,0,0,3,0,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,8,0,2,2,4,6,0,1,1,8,18,7,12,28,0,14,0,4,2,3,8,7,1,0,6,78,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455217750807278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112276958515754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528105718074305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925604171030652,0.0,0.4270908030281845,0.2413731201686315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369526545813205,0.0,0.0,0.2610361446428948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169391426635097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785253022625808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506534337281828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186210307751582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049392551207188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971701717502236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543891996965745,0.0,0.0,0.16179217719295294,0.1718667201381514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164470300165751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313732099182705,0.130053729253635,0.33416030371373495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134910996394216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985068365595954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lamby1999,2019/08/26,"Sad living alone So at the end of last year (Freshman year), something went wrong with my housing because of an error on my part and I was unable to live in the an apartment my friends are in. So I had to find a random apartment to live in with people I didnt know. My problem is, I feel really sad about not living with them because I want to live with my friends and I feel lonley. Im afraid we wont hang out nearly as much this year because they will all just be hanging out as a group all the time because they live together. Inb4 ""make friends with your new roommates"" Im friendly with them but theyre seniors and party and go out to the bars a lot, so I dont see myself fitting in there. So my question is, how do i try keep myself out there and not get left out without seeming like im annoying? How often does it make sense for me to try and hang out? How should I cope with this since its gonna be till may? Thanks guys 

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lonely,DefeatAnxietyyy,2019/08/26,"Send me your steams, let’s play some games with mic Lol
Don’t care who u are, let’s have a laugh.",5.4286956521739125,2.086219695652176,5.180000000000003,98.89,69.43478260869566,9.2,23.0,3.1291,-0.29940000000000033,75,0,23,0,1,23,21,23,0.0,0.5379999999999999,0.462,0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461626592423985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8949518878117144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UnkownRonald526,2019/08/26,"A Sad Truth Hello everyone today I will be telling you all my sad, sad, lonely life.....to start things off I am a ferternal twin and I have never meet my father or my older brother, my father died from 2 yes, 2 heart attacks, his last words were ""stop hitting me"", he died when I was 3 weeks old, later found out from cocaine. My older brother who was the first one born, died from decelling. I had to grow up my whole life not knowing my father or my older brother. Since I didn't have a Male role model in my life till I was 11 and when that man came into my life I was scared, he used to headbutt us awake, me and my brother, it got so bad we slepted under my bed, he was a abusive asshole who cut trees down for a living, he abused us for 5 years till my mom splittled with him. Another thing is I'm straight and I have asked out about 13 girls during my time in middle school and high school. Which now I'm 18 about to graduate High School and realized that women dont like me, idk if my game sucks or what but I have never dated a female in my life because they reject me, I am a virgin I never hid any type of sexual interactions with a woman, im a ugly twin, most people dont date twins. I have no friends. Another sad thing is I have a bunion due to flat feet, but my bunion make a click sound when I walk and its loud with no shoes on. My teeth are rotting outta my skull due to having very low iron I'm my body, I'm skinny, I dont have money, but yet I'm still alive wondering how I been through this much of my life and it sucked and I look ahead to my future not knowing what will happen next. 


Everything I have told you above is about my life so far, everything i told you was true, but I wish I could just start a new life were i had a dad and girls, money, getting laid, being strong, no bunions, and not being so so so lonely.

-Ronald S.",2.7140403489640117,3.4711126386768427,4.055938749545621,90.982643129771,74.01272264631044,6.733878589603782,22.687113776808435,6.7097532225279775,0.4146213013449653,1429,34,327,11,28,472,211,393,0.16,0.773,0.067,-0.9845,0,4,1,0,1,0,47.0,3,3,1,3,16,19,4,1,14,1,36,16,8,3,6,50,62,30,3,3,12,9,0,1,1,2,7,2,1,6,14,19,1,1,5,1,2,3,13,14,0,2,18,4,59,5,34,37,4,54,0,8,2,1,40,17,2,6,35,204,73,5,0.0,0.20202926678495592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057977126697196825,0.17879707898313754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797030205765202,0.09699121396673599,0.0,0.0,0.07118535005337193,0.051971376670488435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470039755581916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751035865607613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807012323821843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654473672551385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997588278320834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146593460061863,0.15324551641880366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251886407822923,0.0,0.09347900203751898,0.06586871401959532,0.0,0.04454283579809251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818715631447682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539175937109069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102898507888504,0.0,0.1801556724120752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209130560652204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370913496572568,0.06949516657563291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817516962043322,0.04165186362235226,0.0,0.07528276986418668,0.0,0.07159371979397329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690916289970094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985100887778553,0.0,0.0,0.06267310279980311,0.0,0.1972644681900705,0.08234095095731578,0.09067091579476984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946202041595952,0.0,0.05777179475087815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910590121040839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535631032767899,0.2588514206065636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052479400703357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206895275670174,0.0,0.0680856963448196,0.07127798490660253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451766008706519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992125518640006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971356480303135,0.0,0.0808128909255056,0.16293186920123726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510537705842624,0.07363396700180537,0.0,0.07034527814517033,0.0,0.0,0.06838736589326155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518548150826428,0.0980404007275468,0.0,0.09245669160208214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490218538539908
lonely,LoneStarr_,2019/08/26,"A Map for the lonely Hey. I'm new here. I found this sub a few weeks ago, and I can very relate to you guys.  
I'm wondering why barely anyone is fighting the loneliness. I did not do it either. But I am at a point where I can not continue like this.  
So  I thought, why do not we join together? In an old online game there was  a map, where everyone could enter with username and put a point on the  map, where he lives approximately. So maybe people who live close to  each other could meet. Why do not we do that too?  
Is that a thing?  
Sorry for my Google translator English. :D",0.9830392156862756,3.0056407983193267,2.9531302521008413,91.55277661064429,82.19327731092437,6.319607843137256,19.160364145658267,7.492282038375204,0.3997893557422967,441,11,99,7,12,148,81,119,0.11599999999999999,0.8490000000000001,0.035,-0.7462,0,2,0,0,2,0,17.0,2,1,0,0,8,3,1,0,10,0,13,0,0,0,0,18,18,5,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,4,0,10,1,8,12,3,19,0,1,0,0,10,12,0,1,6,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040441912224818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265269414975617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28895339801000425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290888796050335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840624635566748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917248091005036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840477256819912,0.0,0.3195706299478006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179217996624852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476608269994245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898803290069411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254504192494402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421192205459364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190831464788415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025627034836956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021750939690826,0.0,0.0,0.14365691956922175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930564384958686,0.0,0.0,0.145150036578137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898473463473859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623642455949725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway_q_q_,2019/08/26,"Lonely  

Sorry for my english (not my native language).

So I really need an advice on what I should do.

I'm M/19 and I don't know how to find female friends respectively a girlfriend.

I'm quite shy, quiet, insecure, socially anxious and have no idea how to smalltalk or properly talk to girls.

The last time I had contact with girls was 4-6 years ago in school. I chatted with them all day long but now I feel like I ""forgot"" everything and since we got more mature some things also changed. A couple of girls from my school days also had a crush on me which boosts my confidence on my looks for a little bit (as soon as I look at the mirror or at some other guys, I feel ugly again).

And since I always sit at home doing literally nothing in my free time (I'm an apprentice in a job where mostly men work and go to school in the evening so I can visit the university).

What can I do? :(",4.020333333333333,4.635476144444446,5.272222222222227,83.98000000000003,70.8888888888889,8.222222222222221,26.11111111111111,8.344100000000001,1.5331111111111109,686,20,144,10,12,229,117,180,0.127,0.773,0.1,-0.2244,2,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,2,11,6,0,1,11,0,11,0,0,2,1,26,23,16,0,2,4,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,1,5,5,8,0,1,5,1,1,2,3,2,0,0,5,5,21,5,22,17,6,26,0,1,2,0,14,12,0,5,12,96,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201063991473092,0.12882250797010172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23243389782480545,0.12092266491051977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641767309579925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865807878961724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373537285842415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080017704811936,0.0,0.18744617111771011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598628656669084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060941247745828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696213041563505,0.10382074407110993,0.0,0.0,0.1328251017216117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227831312511333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259197214857422,0.0,0.11623027717696607,0.0,0.0,0.14389533951971062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577357531136426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405508142794878,0.0,0.0,0.1442133816794065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986723101376475,0.11845988174506583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099882023875156,0.145654578869251,0.0,0.1286087146660248,0.2440740557475587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775720141370332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944397555285273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545718224841889,0.0,0.0,0.09309939604129573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412322494575811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404299225350044,0.0,0.0,0.1481412997282598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268027792978926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168073321462212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096547970106897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948122575642954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579887604037948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935850176173324
lonely,big_boi_gappy,2019/08/26,"too young to feel eternally alone Im 18 so I shouldn’t feel like i will never find a girl, but i do. I am not an InCell by any stretch of the word in cells are fucking losers Who have never and will never touch a woman or come in contact with them and like them I have more female friends that I can count and all my closest friends are females and I have had a few girlfriends but we always just end up just going back to friends again. Its like i am made only to be a friend and not a significant other.",3.5542857142857147,3.840955592592597,4.4123280423280455,90.90833333333336,71.77777777777777,6.912169312169312,25.61375661375661,6.1826913282559595,0.6287312169312171,396,11,91,2,7,128,73,108,0.071,0.7,0.22899999999999998,0.9672,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,2,1,6,9,1,0,7,0,14,1,0,1,4,25,20,9,0,1,7,0,3,3,5,3,0,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,2,3,12,7,9,14,3,15,0,1,0,1,13,5,1,1,11,68,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719878865824486,0.0,0.0,0.15842950701605324,0.0,0.0,0.12947971772389047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640719133405472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401424649005966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863943440358625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254568933795013,0.13602304674146198,0.0,0.0,0.1740237481590713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5884156724520967,0.17602334783759727,0.0,0.0,0.1082097011396899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056665608324036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27906202937564195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016273758151227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405486976200673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480910910678926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kindalastresort,2019/08/26,"So like, is this it? So I treated myself to a trip to the theatre on Saturday. I didn't realise the pride celebrations were on in that city, but like, fuck. The place was teeming with happy, contented people hanging out and having a blast with their friends. After the show, it was much the same. The place was so exciting and vibrant.

And then I remembered, I'm here alone. I can celebrate with no-one. I can enjoy this with no-one. The reality that I've just been to a show at the theatre on my own. Experiencing that electric atmosphere and feeling that it just wasn't mine to enjoy. I'm 26 and live in a small village. I'm so fucking worried that *this is it*. That i'm going to live and feel like this for the rest of my life. The thought of that is completely unbearable. I don't want to be here anymore. Whats the point?",1.0460526315789491,3.3924443571428604,2.9596115288220552,89.5924060150376,84.59523809523809,6.155889724310777,24.318295739348372,7.475848149327749,1.2304833333333334,644,26,136,11,19,215,90,168,0.07400000000000001,0.677,0.25,0.9898,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,8,12,2,0,15,0,15,3,0,0,0,20,26,12,0,1,3,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,16,11,0,0,4,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,8,3,11,10,21,17,4,17,0,0,0,2,2,11,2,0,6,98,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509908774363614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639228966059685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076304144618373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002595730982044,0.14147248565067402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299728570231447,0.3661506067934209,0.0,0.0,0.11254486470109458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108063403194643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987426162559846,0.290241983930356,0.0,0.3497277765570477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455746443153485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728888727797853,0.0,0.4137978591291549,0.0,0.18720211293901484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432909155412525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721349323054193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680307128236657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110881331563893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ClarityInMadness,2019/08/26,"Relationship Survey - Why are you single? This is a completely anonymous survey. It should take 10-15 minutes. I appreciate you taking the time to fill this survey!  
[https://forms.gle/3kzsAViPQfUJdLdq6](https://forms.gle/3kzsAViPQfUJdLdq6)  
I will post the results later.",11.617714285714293,16.416773628571427,7.9371428571428595,47.06285714285718,84.14285714285714,6.571428571428572,25.0,7.447530270364453,2.7110000000000003,227,7,22,4,7,64,29,35,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.4574,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085937026703647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732254862553998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183926418660445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5860127591303058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272375748463415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516442100964176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anonyminator,2019/08/26,"SMILE BECAUSE WORDS ASSOCIATE WITH FEELINGS You are awesome 
You are good
You are brave
You are not alone
You are not fucked up 
You are interesting
You have to believe in yourself 
You're gonna nail it 

BE POSITIVE 
SAY I AM POSITIVE 
SAY I AM NOT ALONE
BECAUSE MY FRIEND 
NOONE IT ! 

SMILE 
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lonely,nekomeowsss,2019/08/26,"I want to be a loner. I really want to be a loner. Some of u might think I'm  crazy because a lot of people nowadays want to have many friends while here I am, wanting to be a loner. 

I just really got tired of having so many people arround me and sometimes what they do affects me which I really hate. I mean the more people you talk with, the more problems are coming to you. I really want to lessen that. But whenever I try to be alone, do things on my own and try to live by myself, I start to get sad. I mean I feel lonely... 

I want to be a loner but I don't want to be lonely. How can I do that?",0.7695454545454545,1.9567132272727288,3.4824242424242438,91.46863636363638,79.60606060606061,6.315151515151516,18.81818181818182,6.980632752743323,0.07321818181818163,454,9,108,5,11,161,70,132,0.17600000000000002,0.748,0.075,-0.9087,0,5,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,0,4,6,1,0,7,0,16,1,0,2,0,24,33,7,0,8,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,1,21,1,17,25,5,4,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,3,2,80,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444965636229534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502008735713475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014171945583788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052061234288243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775477154577924,0.0,0.07286772129780382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154751630397668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376985114394583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315524583697868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185730618098927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28280294157073743,0.0,0.30384911331152353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479564474327743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290074414389216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345469171397684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573941885037461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794015857689315,0.0,0.09871812942243838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210132250795976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265818280049004,0.08936723834400484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030113405226853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893829965390389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5758443192551662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,el_broomo,2019/08/26,"my social circle is me and my dog I don’t know why I can’t maintain friendships? I feel like I put all the effort in and get nothing back. I just feel so alone. I would really love a ‘best’ friendship with anyone, a girl or a guy. To have a friendship like they do in movies? Or that you see online. 
Ahhhhh. I don’t know. Blurgh.",-1.0412857142857137,1.0559074428571442,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,96.0,3.9428571428571435,14.142857142857142,5.6839178017228535,-0.9347428571428572,251,5,58,2,10,85,49,70,0.037000000000000005,0.696,0.267,0.9448,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,2,3,4,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,1,12,14,5,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,12,4,4,13,2,4,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,2,3,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27338044983384224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456527887224897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029670876689732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770071977480717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669297693100979,0.18857134954513266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790694231073564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613595058411606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901283683034093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579126834106213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23823202362892776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25327441920402344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653502757973057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909798624944716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034001839952332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690715142052371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381806620612857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875078931616504,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,waitingforprototype3,2019/08/26,I don't want to be alive Why won't women give me a chance I'm so tired of being alone.,-3.419242424242423,-1.9286141363636384,0.14272727272727434,107.1007575757576,99.45454545454544,2.9333333333333336,7.333333333333332,3.1291,-2.62159393939394,67,0,20,0,3,24,20,22,0.27899999999999997,0.521,0.2,-0.2059,0,1,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895377567890841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534227496354563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5432581810916456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787897017519494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42650609100573217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MidnightPrincess-x,2019/08/26,"Hospital Boredom I’m all on my own & I’m currently sat in hospital waiting to be seen. I called NHS 111 & they requested I have an assessment with a doctor, who then called an ambulance. I’m absolutely terrified right now. Whilst I’m waiting to be seen (as it could be hours), I’d really appreciate it if somebody could try to cheer me up or keep me company.",6.212397260273974,5.694649657534248,8.015171232876714,70.10303082191783,66.12328767123286,13.32739726027397,37.42808219178082,12.602617957971056,5.02626301369863,287,14,57,11,4,102,51,73,0.08900000000000001,0.826,0.085,-0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,9,16,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,1,8,8,2,9,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,2,5,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5447434508423684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133771885240707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014153087486432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572995937659737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475601180095973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234394071353749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104141122642468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21467840792575815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067152184326154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CazMaster86,2019/08/26,"Sad Boy Hours So I just read what touched starved is and nooow everything makes sense. I have literally no one where I’m at that I can hold, hug or lean against. I have no one here. This also explains why I’m always trying to hug everyone when I go back home. 

I just don’t feel whole.",0.2827142857142846,2.502795366666668,1.7161904761904765,98.02500000000003,87.0,5.428571428571429,20.238095238095237,6.868970318607317,0.15030952380952425,222,7,53,3,7,71,47,60,0.17800000000000002,0.722,0.1,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,8,11,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,2,6,2,3,11,1,6,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,3,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23082388303404136,0.2401701242605211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219449772811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758061918535128,0.259409423762839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594415839922234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403975407358812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289527672271677,0.0,0.2842505083843151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266825548477215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911774604906201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28871633308149497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959664070316491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260451101886064,0.3222542686490947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Flebfleb11,2019/08/26,"Being around people doesn’t make me less lonely I don’t know why. I don’t think I’ve always felt this sad but I don’t remember having any real connection to people. I love my family and friends, but I guess my brain doesn’t make the right chemicals when I’m around them. No matter what I do I feel isolated and alienated from the people around me. Sorry if this is rambling.",2.3594805194805204,4.341591961038965,4.024675324675325,85.79987012987014,77.44155844155844,7.5168831168831165,20.090909090909093,8.418075326091056,1.1030311688311685,299,7,60,6,7,100,50,77,0.14400000000000002,0.7120000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.4559,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,9,2,1,2,0,18,18,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,2,12,2,5,16,1,5,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,2,1,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188039002182766,0.0,0.0,0.13230002163003446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195696891892004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217181074892434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834035247316977,0.0,0.0983698424432095,0.0,0.18679759208292213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030810917982854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143177061683984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069190669593561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558810836179034,0.0,0.2597259958017759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046274343384003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214394048456393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038614234722426,0.16614382100386418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778172735128484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465917216857204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555025249183892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,skdnsbbz,2019/08/26,Loneliness is really deteriorating my mental health How do you even cope with this? Especially when I have really bad social anxiety and am super awkard.,5.728717948717951,9.279941615384622,8.213076923076922,51.61525641025645,75.15384615384616,12.6974358974359,24.051282051282055,11.20814326018867,4.896758974358973,126,4,17,6,3,45,25,26,0.256,0.628,0.11699999999999999,-0.5657,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990276243104795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32637446958594224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581772971538795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154947957375077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939223417908347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5008246760311977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984602564464374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hidden_sirt,2019/08/26,"My [25M] girlfriend [27F] like to spend time alone Each time she want to spend time alone I feel like shit. I hate spending the night alone.

I can understand that she needs to be alone, but I can't figure out what the feelings behind it, what it brings to her.

And here because she didn't spent time alone for over two weeks I won't see her until Thursday night, I know it's not much but it's enough for me to feel like shit.",0.3923333333333332,2.5365057888888924,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,85.55555555555556,4.044444444444443,15.666666666666668,4.935628992294339,-1.2335333333333334,331,6,81,1,10,100,55,90,0.196,0.718,0.086,-0.8462,0,5,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,2,0,5,2,2,0,0,14,16,4,0,2,3,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,0,4,1,4,3,0,1,2,4,13,3,11,12,3,12,0,0,1,0,6,2,2,0,12,47,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7049945359455017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829890475918565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066793990448193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650784899855334,0.1945154031987121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344090399622252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481841313122584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995318604523945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007780136283416,0.1009453152550848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25551438691632017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084851266814935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794893760881949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31753489399039525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298798403352324,0.1417254605597869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802982869808268,0.0,0.10920246347871564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hapeten,2019/08/26,I don’t have teal friends. This is gonna be a vent in case you couldn’t already tell... being an introvert I’m very self-conscious about myself and what people think of me I feel like I don’t have friends I can talk to if I’m going through a hard time or (more recently) if I fall in love with somebody. I just went on a camping trip with some of my closest friends (still not very close sadly) and one of my friends was there who I haven’t really talked to much in a while and I got to know them better and talk to them a lot and hang out with them and then fall in love with them. I was thinking about telling my other friend about it but I didn’t know if that would be a good idea. I was scared he might tell somebody or think I was weird or not care very much. And I’m way too nervous to tell the person obviously. I did the best I could to get close to them. When we walked the dogs everyday I would stay by them and chat with them. If they were by themselves I would go over and talk. I think the reason I had so much courage is because I felt truly happy with all of them and I knew this person already. When we had to leave I wanted to say goodbye and give her a hug but I was too scared. I’m still mad at myself about that. All I had to do was hug her. It seemed like she might possibly maybe be interested in me but I might be overthinking it or maybe I’m overthinking overthinking it I’m not sure. Either way I have no one to talk to and if you have any tips on what else I should do I would love to know. (Sorry if my grammar was bad somewhere),1.7398115079365084,2.978610580357145,2.889523809523812,96.51103174603178,77.125,6.1682539682539685,21.373015873015877,6.605766666666668,0.058925396825396874,1209,30,296,10,27,388,152,336,0.092,0.73,0.17800000000000002,0.9858,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,2,9,2,13,27,1,3,12,0,40,5,0,1,4,71,69,30,0,14,18,0,3,2,5,9,0,1,0,2,12,23,0,0,13,1,0,8,9,7,0,2,17,4,51,20,40,36,10,33,0,1,0,5,40,13,0,16,11,207,63,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595513240849834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729633764548945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034946511531003,0.05136110937621185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842049909957421,0.07451676356064864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590366039451852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727081845564471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038430061298714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042601895580342115,0.060191839700226575,0.08089808131155883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254762950268276,0.0,0.0440197972021697,0.08082514170029781,0.09576819724365533,0.07066915626776771,0.06738647728585914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969109000906393,0.07547599441262673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511371982226577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891315101311905,0.0,0.0,0.08921395492888815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232554380055405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163064854436614,0.2281304738867709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929108734332296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681439474740582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858115155341913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418683356697885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584118576672452,0.14713655660445832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949849332209051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397595608510911,0.08662824585587425,0.08319171820245592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700301436916152,0.16870804937438655,0.0,0.0,0.0767026524212945,0.08789641460982647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431665414410176,0.0,0.08980469540524234,0.1345724173940364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940940748817325,0.0,0.0,0.33860517352586256,0.2945705836854956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159489902171332,0.0,0.0,0.04912980957804388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855777293460226,0.049695823967371225,0.13375550753558835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810529511782077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23940954073751225,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,aven1254,2019/08/26,"Ever since I moved Last year I ended a fairly long lasting relationship with my highschool girlfriend. I didn't think much of it, it was time for it to end. Besides I had my two best friends and we hung out every night and it was awesome. I recently moved and now they don't even talk to me. I live alone and I work full time.

I started college recently and I was SOO fucking excited because I thought this meant I could meet new people. Not having a SO has really hurt my mental health too. Not the whole ""I need a girlfriend"" BS. I  just miss having someone to cuddle and hug, and just someone to generally be there.

My first few days of college have been a nightmare socially. All of my classes, NO ONE has sat next to me. Literally a full class except two seats, I sit in the corner, so  naturally those seats are the ones separating me from the rest of the class. No one will talk to me. I work, do homework, come home and lay in bed. I'm so lonely. Please someone make it stop. I'm starting to lose hope.",1.373981191222569,3.7010828177339903,3.0056806986117337,89.94813591580834,82.89162561576354,5.661352440662784,23.51298701298701,6.980632752743323,0.8481940886699504,784,29,163,10,22,258,125,203,0.10300000000000001,0.789,0.10800000000000001,0.4906,0,3,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,1,5,10,10,1,0,10,0,17,4,0,1,2,28,31,11,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,0,7,12,0,1,3,0,0,3,6,5,0,6,9,0,26,5,18,19,8,30,0,4,0,3,10,6,1,1,20,114,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736495414980234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496438413736624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290546162382563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593202486818334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818548581194836,0.0,0.0,0.07930866508571237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21783859806446476,0.0,0.0,0.08122379036868631,0.11123787683215144,0.10361169375341148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460242410805344,0.0,0.0,0.09501013628532884,0.11368835366166405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307166143588096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335389508122685,0.12214186650477858,0.0,0.0,0.13164722043084714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048198437753795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858912810421016,0.10882895518998432,0.0,0.1375775059893673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208672969349377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239298190192552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614058064646628,0.09040073314111284,0.09118436238557667,0.0,0.11876996672488267,0.13078524751847864,0.11540365391118325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499930129695297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525534182430641,0.0,0.0,0.13498955926600953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878089775100887,0.0,0.24284584177088886,0.13202906721692131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172614404024413,0.0,0.0,0.12535746828493782,0.3125888116426527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740845958969691,0.0,0.0,0.1028125592083864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768520273316936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787973782757275,0.0,0.09762836869399738,0.14341535697084962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402573016567847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372971327145457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905444696572914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919183171357141
lonely,nonothrowawayiamnew,2019/08/26,"I am so lonely it hurts. I just can’t do it anymore.  I have no one, nothing, and am alone.  I have no friends and they girl I like, well she flirts with me or so I thought, but she and her friend tell me she doesn’t like me for no reason.  So now I can’t even have the thought of asking her out which sucks because I want someone.  I want someone to be proud I’m theirs.  I want someone who gets happy when they talk or think about me.  I want to be loved and feel needed.  I’m so used to getting used and am basically numb to it now.  I just want...someone to love.",-0.7244599303135892,1.1959001138211391,1.1713879210220668,102.31262195121953,88.51219512195122,3.839488966318235,18.541811846689885,4.65589566412798,-0.8811505226480838,426,12,109,1,14,139,66,123,0.11599999999999999,0.588,0.29600000000000004,0.976,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,1,12,14,1,0,1,0,12,3,0,3,0,24,31,13,0,5,5,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,2,1,24,10,10,27,0,4,0,2,0,2,17,1,1,2,5,75,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393180575211945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473971440625629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894533091814934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060108484621343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816613058862313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514981671855743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22965629659716455,0.0,0.15530199521251226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821523628584652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910730309165716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522240016761068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26828169759374515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020436235433012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261074163346535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071288492372253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281237395744074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037216143196259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946002112716107,0.1299057534476128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523359708707113,0.0,0.2359850272159664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567304435359361,0.0,0.0,0.43831759267408266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363270400842026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bleorg4,2019/08/26,"When someone says, “No drama,"" they actually mean, ""I don’t want to be held accountable for my actions, so keep your feelings to yourself."" Having to pretend you don't like someone just so you don't scare them away is a bunch of bull goddamn shit. I was accused of drama because I actually showed enthusiasm about a woman. I just can't seem to figure out relationships. I simply did not get that memo.",5.599350649350646,6.408241662337666,6.660155844155844,74.74166233766236,67.44155844155844,8.757402597402598,33.581818181818186,8.841846274778883,2.8939059740259747,316,14,57,5,5,106,58,77,0.183,0.728,0.08900000000000001,-0.7592,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,2,0,6,3,1,1,2,0,9,1,1,0,0,11,16,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,4,4,1,1,6,2,0,0,3,2,11,1,10,12,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,1,2,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.4926174912647722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371407607333132,0.0,0.0,0.15386241813834778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762245112845502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318700574373195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243472262272156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331126992337132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27494066859118904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709861727046489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007208554995199,0.2526992577789741,0.0,0.0,0.2297780504062002,0.0,0.0,0.2590878706091305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277201855768343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887372449433164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,imnotokay00,2019/08/26,"23 M I'm not okay s the title says, I'm not okay I haven't been okay in a long while, I have been living with a certain illness most of my life and at this point I feel like it is getting to the end, I'm a nerd a gamer and a comic book fiend I will admit that I'm scared to go out and when I do, it is to go to the hospital for bloods and check ups, gaming is my escape it makes me feel whole but I don't know what to do anymore",-2.798321775312065,-1.1552762621359207,0.4540429958391137,104.91118932038836,98.02912621359225,3.3312066574202497,12.211511789181692,4.65589566412798,-1.7481866851595007,327,5,92,1,14,115,63,103,0.105,0.8270000000000001,0.068,-0.3289,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,8,3,11,3,1,1,1,16,23,7,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,3,1,2,4,2,0,0,2,3,9,5,12,20,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,5,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29007293064686823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25906061492908833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957849381922133,0.20895595539676395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281471419649167,0.0,0.3324592710795382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607456555112402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659536615171215,0.14289655162623446,0.0,0.25827531531363795,0.2588457353665518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524031884947493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27649896855599915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326009464355772,0.292834974107102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32655626638310603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sleepyyaf,2019/08/26,Wished I had someone to talk to M27 just needs someone to listen but I dont wanna trouble anybody. Feels like I'm asking too much when asking for help,0.8291935483870958,3.3318686129032287,2.277661290322584,92.53649193548388,88.67741935483872,3.1,20.65322580645161,3.1291,-0.3317806451612899,121,4,23,0,4,39,25,31,0.0,0.7120000000000001,0.28800000000000003,0.8653,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,5,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5341277984431773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348043809292069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444388268410766,0.2040834782997775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147930480105602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956446102505912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000111525210707,0.2118214878261291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840963620491851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296115949524555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285076463872314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ruralnariyal,2019/08/26,"23M suffering from anxiety, depression and insomnia desperately in need of a friend. Just want someone to be a safety blanket for me, I'll return the favour, if possible.",7.135161290322581,8.27548719354839,8.725967741935486,60.10895161290327,64.16129032258064,13.94193548387097,41.30645161290322,13.023866798666859,6.593696774193551,137,8,21,6,2,48,30,31,0.275,0.47100000000000003,0.253,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34879095466583915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926983176834736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522561967700195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33807189374385066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5140010476660433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863143809253535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689237620923462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ukulelepopping,2019/08/26,Just want people to play Minecraft with Xbox Add me if you wanna play some Minecraft with me gamer tag is WII R VENOM 69 im gonna be on all night,-0.8913636363636357,1.1032488787878805,0.5002272727272725,106.17034090909092,90.51515151515152,3.3000000000000003,14.31060606060606,3.1291,-1.6822666666666666,115,2,30,0,4,36,29,33,0.0,0.816,0.184,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,4,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6369453009511208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.553365795404978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088032609213498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478029239845071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NiTro_Erebus,2019/08/26,"Hear me out... I understand that I chose to join this subreddit, but the amount of people who claim they have nothing to live for or want to take their own life because they don’t have or can’t find a SO is frustrating. I understand there may be other factors, but if you’re letting your love life, or lack there of control your life to such an extent, you need to take a look in the mirror. No one is going to want to be around you when you have this mentality, it’s depressing, and whether you like it or not, it’s very draining being around people with such terrible outlooks on life. 

Having a SO should never be the primary goal you are working towards in life, it won’t get you anywhere, it will just slow you down. It’s said very commonly, but the truth is you need to learn to love yourself before you can love someone else. You don’t have to immediately start faking a positive outlook towards life, faking it till you make it never really works in these instances, but even if your miserable, at least try and drag yourself out of bed to make some sort of improvement to your life; I would highly suggest getting a job, work is work, but try and find something you’ll get even a little bit of joy from. Retail is great, being forced to talk to people all day long, while very tough at first, can help you overcome anxiety, learn social skills, improve your communication, the way you express yourself and portray yourself, etc. 

Looking good is feeling good, maybe buy a new outfit, a cheap pair of trousers and shirt can go a long way, especially if you prioritize the fit of the garments over the branding.",15.202697391925687,7.505189755627012,13.177341907824225,62.1347445516256,56.58842443729903,16.13733476241515,49.989639156841726,11.20814326018867,5.4588946766702415,1278,48,244,18,9,403,174,311,0.111,0.706,0.183,0.9821,1,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,20,3,8,12,16,1,1,18,0,30,11,1,3,4,49,54,23,0,10,15,0,1,1,0,6,7,2,1,0,14,10,0,1,7,0,3,2,8,7,0,2,1,5,28,9,39,41,9,34,0,2,2,3,34,17,0,10,14,169,42,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097820732569597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519184012721935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056559230325834285,0.0,0.07895090554288757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129424373813306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406324150177386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983690931413092,0.0,0.07991326104111128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750770803125337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347679299131513,0.12256367127572886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04691351985402592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696026868719618,0.07892057896356451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542477055648412,0.0,0.10546064116563927,0.15564278633484022,0.0,0.10229281586851402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457239793762103,0.0,0.06219002148443195,0.098029596512941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207211851786383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487619032516544,0.4587441882376605,0.04532874630305074,0.09299224171950927,0.08192847280747803,0.16421883574554974,0.15582753227354598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512189509457837,0.0,0.12386581454257865,0.0,0.09321229347897056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935027381176759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759380307399846,0.1431188628079438,0.08960972575289836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902712143763385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287168928328933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929706981616547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594387186988749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825721644874664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457987287401952,0.07861414367378708,0.07142834926637233,0.0,0.0,0.06567179113667022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952148890349386,0.07457490008126008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259861857828272,0.0,0.0,0.19317929773717527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22966534911168665,0.10945081164093706,0.14729254585684676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701864845108927,0.0,0.0,0.06590988552053481,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,123zaj123,2019/08/26,"23M had to move back home and now hate my life So some background, I just came back from 4 years of college abroad and had a great time actually, not alot of sexual encounters nor did I have a girlfriend in college but the amount of interactions with girls was pretty nice for me. Also made alot of friends and went on some cool adventures all the time.

Skip to today, I recently moved back to my home. I live in a place where pre marital relationships are condemned and basically banned (obv muslim country). Dating here is incredibly hard and very secretive. Like 95% of your interactions with your SO will be over the phone. Even if you’re lucky and can see your SO often it will be mostly in private places with just the two of you. Its also really fucking hot outside theres not much to do anyways. It just seems hard for me to adjust after living 4 years in a western society.
With that being said,

I just sit and wonder everynight if I will meet a girl I will truly love and how difficult it would be. I dont accept the idea of marrying someone I barely know. I just sit and miss the times where I could like a girl in class or talk to a random girl somewhere and think about her later. It’s just weird that that is something I won’t experience here. I just want to be able to love someone that i think is super cool and do stuff together but the idea that i cant do that is weighing heavily on me.

I’ve talked to girls here but it all just seems not serious. I get tired of texting and calling all the time knowing that the girl is literally in the same city but we cant meet. It’s just all very frustrating. Which leads me to think alot at night which leads to insomnia and I hate staying up late. I also gave up smoking and drinking for good, due to the lack of booz and greens where I live, which makes me more frustrated. Sorry for going off topic haha. 

(Also I’m not religious at all)
Please feel free to ask me anything or even open a topic I’m just sitting here bored :)",4.678407692307693,5.2662402099999985,5.425500000000002,83.5661153846154,69.4,8.653846153846155,27.634615384615394,8.730908602173464,1.846807692307693,1564,49,324,25,26,509,209,400,0.10300000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.179,0.99,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,1,4,0,3,35,26,5,0,22,3,30,9,0,5,5,83,58,32,0,6,22,0,4,2,2,6,3,1,2,6,18,22,3,1,14,1,1,7,9,10,0,1,9,9,33,17,47,37,16,49,0,1,2,3,29,20,1,16,20,225,51,5,0.09434360992584458,0.0,0.0920657540582799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017862030891618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763675237243747,0.0,0.08819853982947383,0.0,0.0,0.2176332376484264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633537398223263,0.10790395633070612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532569571637829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057000819854698,0.09242082073990933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462612916048785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228615362688378,0.0,0.0,0.047702963886810015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728896389992644,0.08721914714376637,0.04929064229735239,0.0,0.053617647670201385,0.07913094390354318,0.0,0.10401416300544493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690266870400931,0.18628956556775952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926866612677745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300490412522027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036975614333855,0.0,0.1064237013147539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663768176263993,0.09218304465991764,0.0,0.24992140805874102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029758275706114,0.0892702048448903,0.06297509221563842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054465355464468,0.06935340861038264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853508690399707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971379847174393,0.10356095284423457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959813684345912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043893232469458,0.0,0.0931529331038645,0.10128972994997214,0.0,0.0,0.08974237750876497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517964240254439,0.17177375835660727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987406906716414,0.07263032013266868,0.0,0.10560994728687388,0.0,0.10055773536422168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800086185417522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165963997193144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135472743742875,0.0,0.0,0.22005007055589412,0.1084341011040844,0.08942671090093983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215999823486512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568671730190273,0.055646305492910164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745747158943958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231162053561964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701899364091395,0.0,0.0,0.12150838323098065
lonely,throwawayuk_91,2019/08/26,"How the fuck do you even start 28/m have a fucked up history.

A legion of throwaway. See the most recent post on this new one to see a scratch of the surface.

Please dm I just want to chat shit if I'm honest.",-0.4473913043478248,1.4348429565217415,1.5936521739130465,100.02308695652177,86.82608695652176,4.5495652173913035,17.895652173913042,5.6839178017228535,-0.6317599999999999,160,4,40,1,5,53,38,46,0.21899999999999997,0.649,0.132,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,3,0,6,0,2,3,1,1,0,5,9,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,2,1,6,9,1,7,0,0,2,2,2,3,3,2,3,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470978753569064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170739152853958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270092976698016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950177077187547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069777056498184,0.0,0.0,0.26783261763446586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761260194446668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456983738073379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870623011407379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197941567214538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649480303043913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,oopdupe,2019/08/26,Someone hmu im really bored and sad :( i just want a friend to talk to during the day,-3.4168421052631612,-3.4716505789473686,0.17621052631579026,100.56747368421057,133.73684210526315,3.6252631578947376,9.063157894736845,5.6839178017228535,-1.2922715789473689,65,1,16,1,5,23,17,19,0.344,0.47700000000000004,0.179,-0.6318,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109403137709283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725000484631906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207937685144851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088711307822423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40851552630221655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875257445027587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28437857255838145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,elysssesparza,2019/08/26,cake day damn. i just wanted someone to wish me happy cake day. i feel lonely now.,-1.1419607843137245,0.7679473529411779,1.1964705882352966,96.57745098039216,104.88235294117644,2.266666666666667,11.549019607843142,3.1291,-1.6651803921568624,63,1,13,0,3,21,14,17,0.23,0.48700000000000004,0.28300000000000003,0.29600000000000004,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5529750183745882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677259738723004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563780620298982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36325119429462893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528688616775185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930043034405421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Stardancer86,2019/08/26,"Feeling very alone tonight I think the only person I could call a friend has left me. We used to be so close and then that stopped for reasons that I never could understand. I have no one else. I spend every moment that I am not working alone and even at work I'm alone but around people. I have no one to share things with. No one to celebrate any good news with. I'm going to do a solo trip trip to Europe (which I am very excited about) and I will be there for my birthday. So I will be spending my birthday alone, in a foreign country but chose it that way because I knew I would be spending it at home alone and that there would be no one to spend it with. My friend was supposed to be a part of this trip too but not any longer. Sometimes, I wonder what the purpose in being is. Sometimes I tell myself to just give up. Right now, I'm just trying to stay focused on my trip and planning for my next adventure. It's just that times like tonight really suck and very hard.",3.0474422442244236,4.153440608910895,3.7402178217821778,92.23266996699672,73.60396039603961,6.376765676567657,24.85280528052805,6.42735559955562,0.6127652805280532,761,23,168,5,15,241,110,202,0.131,0.721,0.14800000000000002,0.8356,0,5,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,3,12,8,1,0,6,0,21,0,0,2,1,34,33,12,0,4,8,0,2,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,14,12,0,1,6,0,4,5,7,1,0,4,2,2,22,7,24,18,1,26,0,0,0,0,8,10,1,1,10,119,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5811023244920126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261952764693432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998947689334297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684049677042235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145836346567331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918842563109974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374088427586937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411667314979174,0.0,0.09454562518641696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056739064375850926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339341552550055,0.0,0.0,0.10764645224464076,0.06377413298804334,0.0941202674726555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052222436283906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256037525446087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192147177667452,0.0,0.0,0.05482237663189751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654680351768189,0.0,0.11934148109983693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041580198427104,0.0853442462624929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151745717272587,0.0,0.07779546208793957,0.09798144476314816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718875347057154,0.11537527970120474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583063997515674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219661820137146,0.0,0.0,0.11960581388314855,0.0,0.09381641526396096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808049080494163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455038213939989,0.07190257317730557,0.0,0.0,0.06543322522268721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618633528076989,0.0,0.0,0.11681933741591392,0.0,0.09691736985586798,0.0,0.27776634685900675,0.0,0.08907071210451308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169192752346507,0.1633871044620927,0.0,0.0,0.15942803904677244,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,therealmowgli,2019/10/19,Just damn Like does anyone else feel like any conversation you have you have to put in all the effort whether over text or in person. And then they don't read the messages or they bluetick me. And then like I'm not quite anyone's favorite person. I'm in a friend group but I'm like an afterthought. Like if they need another person to join then they'll call me. And then also people i thought were my friends that I've known for 5 years just stop talking to me and start excluding me from shit. I don't quite understand what to do or how to feel. Sorry for the long rant,2.0551617873651797,4.063537305084747,2.793636363636363,94.14003852080126,78.4915254237288,5.985824345146379,20.896764252696453,6.980632752743323,0.2863118644067799,454,12,100,5,11,142,73,118,0.124,0.715,0.162,0.5936,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,4,3,4,9,2,0,5,0,7,1,1,1,1,23,16,16,0,2,9,0,2,5,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,6,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,2,13,7,12,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,16,4,2,4,14,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790030591723794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876157709962478,0.16770624381384214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236611432558245,0.16387274875163546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331195630356607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996057293921346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360552964287414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617363182764022,0.11425790344280085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471314335983377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906818632428495,0.0,0.0,0.14153782303995666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859009511587032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087908969882516,0.4189483465153612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077928202615285,0.0,0.34022203416842445,0.15997871121066135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417142098382187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903462023946504,0.1132031208286156,0.0,0.0,0.13371318125877668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855004071857667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697086678603292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649842348458113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299317349613812
lonely,MinPadThai,2019/10/19,"I literally just want to share a pizza with someone. Weekends are the worst for me. I don't have a 9-5 schedule and I end up alone at home. I made plans for the afternoon and followed through with them with a friend but now I'm back home, alone and want to order a pizza but just really want to fucking share that pizza with someone else. I feel pathetic.",1.1337328767123296,3.4290616027397287,2.8399828767123303,90.95394691780822,83.65753424657535,5.8417808219178085,22.823630136986303,7.1686216300943375,0.8448095890410959,279,10,59,4,8,92,46,73,0.159,0.6970000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.6187,1,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,1,0,6,0,3,4,0,1,0,16,11,5,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,7,3,12,10,1,10,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,6,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702302401354872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455758528488402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963871191742604,0.0,0.20106452548585574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478367381270893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538827497322534,0.20986817841607747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554214469191407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21480346794432312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542917521869836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38469167321466896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016912278492608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Joseph_c03,2019/10/19,Girl from a party forgot who I am I was at a party last night and a girl started making out with me. She gave me her number and when I was messaging her she told me she couldn't remember what happened. I get that this sort of thing probably happens to a lot of people but she was perfect I'm every way and it really hurt. Any advice on how to cope?,-0.18173333333333366,1.9729820266666709,2.6066666666666656,91.21666666666668,88.73333333333332,5.466666666666668,17.666666666666668,6.937597516519254,0.1884666666666668,272,7,59,4,9,95,54,75,0.067,0.8009999999999999,0.132,0.433,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,2,1,14,14,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,13,1,9,7,1,8,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,2,4,44,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25056314631894056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436916674803252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21603843410608886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396485140205042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453489126146738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27449468613056915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901025937518086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799258056567175,0.0,0.0,0.17115721113562327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406255874981502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776401369074296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27645584338211066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426429460853667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29046516796014504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814899560906665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034894832680586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450129550029321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035281603969741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CookieTheCorporal,2019/10/19,"I just accepted that I was going to be the loner of the group In my circle of friends, everybody’s cool. We talk. We have fun together. But I feel like I’m the only one that nobody pays too much attention to. Sometimes I feel like I’m just wearing a mask with a smile carved into it, while on the inside I’m a hollow shell. The only thing inside me are things that I can’t tell them. I can’t tell them about how my father verbally abuses me without even realizing it. I can’t tell them how at one point in my life I thought about committing suicide. I can’t tell them about how one of my friends recently realized she was bisexual and how she wanted to die because of the fights from her parents. I can’t tell them. So I’ve just accepted that I’m going to be a nerdy, alone guy who never really talks to anybody. I can’t. And I never could.",2.4541404358353494,3.783827299435032,4.407380952380954,85.98216101694916,75.4406779661017,7.769007263922517,24.50726392251816,8.418075326091056,1.4661738498789345,660,21,142,12,14,226,94,177,0.114,0.746,0.14,0.3818,1,1,0,0,2,1,16.0,2,0,5,0,13,9,1,0,10,1,13,2,1,4,3,28,23,9,2,2,5,2,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,8,0,1,2,9,1,0,3,3,3,28,8,20,17,1,12,0,0,0,0,25,6,0,0,6,100,37,1,0.0,0.1603692903045017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401832429042773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250896442311696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080670887775151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047339634614076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893983310469187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368754814483738,0.1933901514474744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091443301991785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384665314302054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340191777244555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956027050594529,0.13225172600535173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949886149796132,0.0,0.20878270605291174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751528589274345,0.20588169587440616,0.0,0.0,0.1502917251830799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279508337117805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670958035015988,0.0,0.13364319035997171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338660073205028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805247622288314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175806757699696,0.5915154993872709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984292761502865,0.0,0.0,0.10745390216905454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983376958754737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047393106933736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,akramupio,2019/10/19,"how was my day ? Hello everyone, after 3 years of non romantic relationships, I decided to give tinder a chance, after one week of use, I matched this pretty girl who by chance had the same last name as me, then we talked about if there is any way we can met, I suggest that we can go to the movies, she approved the idea cause she were planing  to go watch the joker movie ( I have already watched it  alone ), so I sent to her the  program concerning the movie and gave her the oppurtunity to choose  day and time, she made her choice and I went buying tickets ... In the last moment she sent a message telling me that she can't come because she just had her period, I tried to call her then but she won't answer, on my way to the complex I taught about giving those tickets by free to anyone maybe I can make someone's day better, but i guess that nowdays people are afraid of free things and don't trust anyone who try to give things without  receiving money, no one accepted my good intention offer so I went to the show and watched the movie for the seconde time alone as always.",9.100804776739356,6.226991686915891,8.46090342679128,76.75289200415372,62.03738317757009,11.380269989615787,36.39460020768432,9.150863307647796,2.9977472481827623,847,27,173,10,9,268,128,214,0.034,0.81,0.156,0.9764,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,0,2,7,7,0,1,14,0,13,0,0,6,0,29,30,15,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,9,0,0,6,3,4,8,5,1,0,3,12,3,31,8,25,17,1,27,0,0,3,0,35,2,0,2,15,113,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784586732754241,0.14834727252224095,0.0,0.11185684920160688,0.0,0.0,0.09141727152278707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879937015200309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194751487622093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889275104408728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372684531656368,0.0,0.0,0.1380970358105287,0.0,0.1157998732817796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26008943126974016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845399362646315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868736237768351,0.1527997713368732,0.11275382881867972,0.0,0.0,0.14809022474482778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175554159034224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915741169950456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720128055035795,0.08973332576669446,0.0,0.13505339026909646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218701574098886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319710250166953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676403000384207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432792417831974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390242885335815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080500512223264,0.11749808163141275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861914870896808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567748769510553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825388141627664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610469055944865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134091645735697,0.10783194602320212,0.0,0.0,0.24923662714122305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129586093850766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656876038001529
lonely,cns102394,2019/10/19,"I’m in a new city and I have no friends, what do I do for my birthday I had tried to make plans with some coworkers but they fell apart. I don’t want to spend my whole birthday weekend alone. Any ideas for something fun to do by yourself? I need a good reason to get out of my apartment.",-0.0606221198156689,2.0071929838709717,1.3771889400921675,100.96435483870968,86.90322580645163,4.188018433179724,21.76036866359447,5.288315135182226,-0.25650506912442417,223,8,54,1,7,71,46,62,0.065,0.747,0.188,0.8271,0,1,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,10,11,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,9,3,11,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272525388138349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487234601362373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441198092518653,0.0,0.16508275196222366,0.0,0.0,0.2650230018541862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566948422208909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091430428754668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234289834986346,0.0,0.3051685089120951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32487267394414404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432513062229314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452479703423286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863689499496265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527723583981271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JuniperPep,2019/10/19,Anyone else? I want to feel loved and wanted. The most attention I get is from my cat. Im so alone..,-2.6231818181818163,-1.135362863636363,0.5004545454545449,101.2706818181818,109.45454545454544,4.0181818181818185,10.045454545454547,5.985473137389443,-1.3103999999999996,75,1,19,1,4,26,20,22,0.0,0.7659999999999999,0.23399999999999999,0.6369,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38569222584408747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603894801732829,0.3815659639475096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110909110590732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829571926564986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456268936388066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40225395991970586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361039149530578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393002138033097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FATWHITEBET,2019/10/19,"Come chill with your parasocial friends :) Here's the stream - Were watching documentaries :)

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lonely,4viley,2019/10/19,"Looking after stable friendships After some months went by, the more I thought about it I actually don't have any real friendships. It's more like I'm surrounded by acquaintances and hanging around with them a few times, but that's it. Even spending time with thme makes me feel like I don't fit in since they treat me like I'm the third wheel and it really hurts. That's why I'm sick and tired of it and looking after new people to connect with. And I've seen here many kind people around, so I just wanna give it a try.",2.826220145379025,4.5705277383177565,3.4933956386292837,91.19207684319835,75.35514018691589,6.250882658359295,22.16926272066459,6.937597516519254,0.4802053997923154,416,11,88,4,9,131,69,107,0.132,0.677,0.191,0.6213,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,18,14,7,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,3,4,8,5,15,11,4,14,0,1,3,0,3,5,0,1,10,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.18882615670406516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158529005109684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445085264606814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780361837574578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783841371067392,0.1382350253286556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562093409633384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714363419634385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014984132694434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836000782450441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249792089259371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916143198735525,0.1961766232364966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444827480128606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688159507092988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26829432907647355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22024311074444164,0.12395978746825667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600635630612935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361581525041124,0.22566050498660398,0.22239751117644652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137245515582735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937460464218766,0.1746018678460884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,floatingxaround,2019/10/19,"Lone wolf It’s been maybe 3 years after I dropped out of school and basically hit my low point and isolated myself. In a weird way I cut people off because I knew they weren’t good for me. And I am stuck in this pattern now. I keep cutting people off and I feel so damn lonely.

I want conversations that make me feel alive, people that inspire me and support me. I know these people exist but I just can’t seem to meet them. 

Every Friday and Saturday night I intoxicate myself so I don’t have to feel this loneliness but I just can’t anymore. 

They say it’s better to be alone than in bad company but I’m losing my mind. Its really easy for me to make friends don’t get me wrong but I am consistently disappointed in the quality of these relationships. 

Wish I could meet “my people”.",1.8751650943396208,4.112600333333333,3.7963168238993763,85.54466391509438,80.25786163522012,6.9938679245283035,21.887185534591197,8.07648339933343,1.1849147798742137,619,19,127,12,16,209,97,159,0.218,0.638,0.14400000000000002,-0.8686,1,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,2,5,16,3,0,2,0,11,1,0,2,0,27,27,12,0,3,6,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,7,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,4,4,28,5,17,20,0,16,0,5,0,0,9,9,1,1,5,82,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730892689754492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602063841216953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348809299430732,0.09847458234709024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287088535689574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289782450578199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361062107833157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450416623834591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248070480015364,0.0,0.08439909490146197,0.0,0.0,0.13549387333741722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358606650513198,0.0,0.0,0.08877932930625043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807243212701092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156612507612416,0.0,0.16229078113468184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631114996208729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159634473095518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5599648603544141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270952676263866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348802424286792,0.0,0.0,0.17343579089555392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284647846616648,0.0,0.16348925868558475,0.0,0.14706188697706238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833160934208406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528173298857863,0.1282246226878678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576547579253885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662095855330096,0.0,0.10402783459149198
lonely,peachy_trash,2019/10/19,"I'm obsessed with my colleague Theres a guy I work with and he is the most intelligent and mesmerising person I've ever met. I just want to learn everything about him and talk to him all the time but my social anxiety always gets in the way.

I think that feeling so lonely and desperate for his attention is ruining any chance I may have with him otherwise, as I always draw a blank as to what to say when I'm around him. It's so awkward. 

):",2.2693681318681307,4.083700483516484,4.147348901098901,85.58827609890113,77.13186813186812,8.066483516483517,24.561813186813183,8.841846274778883,1.8151417582417584,348,12,73,8,8,118,64,91,0.21,0.7120000000000001,0.078,-0.9307,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,2,19,11,10,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,12,0,13,9,2,6,0,2,0,0,12,2,0,2,3,50,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600874875914569,0.0,0.0,0.18800790062295505,0.0,0.21149746591054344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24611537042411444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500813736958736,0.0,0.0,0.24847184970252134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979066166804122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444325759588358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737470485154012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414014250199856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985866086062889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818245795812699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22221471888327707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177149700839415,0.0,0.0,0.16121086855366798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306814567525718,0.2194476401276886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127218955783824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Anarchy_music05,2019/10/19,"All I want is love... All I fucking want in life is to hold someone in my arms... For them to tell me everything is ok... And that they love me... I've tried my hardest to get girls to like me, but it never works... I fucking hate it... I just wanna love somebody...",-1.1448831168831184,0.8526611090909101,1.2051948051948074,100.41636363636366,92.45454545454544,3.8701298701298703,18.766233766233768,5.288315135182226,-0.5889220779220778,191,6,47,1,7,64,36,55,0.0,0.7240000000000001,0.276,0.941,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,1,1,8,3,0,0,1,3,7,1,0,3,10,12,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,11,5,8,12,2,3,0,0,0,5,7,2,2,0,2,31,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118214525421632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357800829123161,0.12313741242926572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326934078907114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647362095699675,0.11514540144147625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6381536952945013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177735163567876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969793719370696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20600196819524735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600168890736308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780301392020388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158389410923386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Reprogramme,2019/10/19,"27/F/EU Not really lonely? Looking for new people in my life I've got people asking me **every day** to hang out but I keep saying no to them because I'm just **not interested** and would rather spend my free time by myself...

I love my alone time but then I do end up feeling lonely like right now.. silly?

There's nothing I'd rather do than spend this saturday evening by myself.. but I feel **lonely**.. Maybe I been in the wrong company and need to get to know people more to my liking.. maybe I'm just stubborn.. who knows. What I do know is that I would love some people to chat with and hopefully get to know better. So this is actually my **first** Reddit post!

Some more about me

I'm a little alternative looking and some passions of mine are music and nature

I'm into metal mostly as of late but I can enjoy many different styles

I love animals and traveling and cooking getting to know new people and gaming

I love honest people who are passionate and driven in life, and my aim with this post is to make some new friends.. **I would love some new people in my life..**",-0.6518615518365607,1.0865938551401868,1.6247620082590757,92.27799717452729,110.44859813084112,4.046772440773745,14.789828298196044,6.018495889221684,-0.2967668767659206,831,21,165,11,43,277,117,214,0.037000000000000005,0.687,0.276,0.9966,1,7,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,1,3,9,22,1,0,2,0,13,11,0,1,0,45,41,17,0,7,10,0,2,2,1,3,3,1,0,0,7,14,1,2,7,4,3,3,3,5,0,1,3,5,24,18,26,35,8,27,0,3,2,7,13,9,0,7,15,107,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.09255780785301088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982337554825541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866992494608683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057818361655349614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388520491987725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061169008897960925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909580330193113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400703207476569,0.0,0.0,0.06264610242044473,0.0,0.07991339420838396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959158334305174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067752248885719,0.0,0.0,0.07327920430324765,0.0,0.14866224185233395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758584805062318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420530418674676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430511634567098,0.0,0.0,0.2606294562009807,0.0,0.10699249246426312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098149873791687,0.09267572532493512,0.09506245102533524,0.0,0.0,0.15929659164292467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42801938418606544,0.0,0.06331166832273928,0.0961608207025762,0.19057480322995216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703284700113186,0.0,0.36641853162214855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100905855263536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602888385411032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167602074278266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060761953694627974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099953535107239,0.0,0.07542680763412465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061307408431643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021315482407651,0.1037012213116638,0.0,0.0
lonely,aesztic,2019/10/19,"i think i’m lonely this is stupid but i’ve been sorta sad lately. i’m in a new school meaning all my friends are gone and it sucks so bad. i’ve always had trouble making friends and actually getting along with people. i only have one friend there and most of the time i’m just desperately lonely there. also i’m so self conscious about what i look like, i feel like i’m so unattractive and i think that’s what adding to be being so lonely. i don’t look appealing. i just wish i had more friends, i wasn’t laying in bed every weekend. this sucks, and i really need some tips on how to get myself out there. i constantly worry and worry everyday and i hate it. :/",0.4767840274796029,2.8454643211678845,2.4536711034778875,91.8246371833405,88.27007299270073,4.975354229282955,18.277801631601545,6.522977012572876,0.043603177329325504,520,14,109,6,17,173,86,137,0.311,0.535,0.154,-0.9802,0,6,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,12,16,4,0,2,0,10,0,0,2,1,26,30,14,0,2,3,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,7,10,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,10,0,1,5,3,14,6,10,23,4,11,0,4,2,0,5,4,2,3,8,67,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.16069919681742842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169066213347355,0.13702292099419452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749687612238515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795534087152126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874592065356578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326470641372798,0.11764396379240395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089104657125508,0.0,0.172071943771525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258262297648715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576074783238875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609039255536476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765713117733389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992194483249816,0.0,0.0,0.1793795202099452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210454100388307,0.0,0.15904429106675658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115881470031921,0.12524287609106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141650180934174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105495121181901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666004866899906,0.0,0.0,0.17179210121071656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21103438034653546,0.0,0.0,0.09602340729096104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936830153560466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33447122729515194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gracefvlly,2019/10/19,"feeling lonely the past year has been rough and I’ve lost nearly all of my friends. it’s been hard with everything in general. I can’t find any new friends, especially with my interests. I feel so alone in this world and I all really want is a best friend. I just want to mean something to someone. being let down all the time hurts so much. nothing is getting better and I feel so hopeless. I wish things were better.",1.907617135207495,4.368657566265064,2.9343775100401612,90.45034805890228,81.77108433734941,6.098527443105756,23.680053547523432,7.3871296695380915,1.0681603748326634,330,12,67,5,9,105,60,83,0.203,0.56,0.23800000000000002,0.5455,0,3,1,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,4,4,11,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,3,18,18,6,0,3,1,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,5,8,7,9,12,5,9,0,4,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901632661813487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486022958936988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268602971255752,0.3247739938984332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501568337051195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27851426539769225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678150488054018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255669377096363,0.0,0.09592798093218263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447735366884228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655693819338396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877523617524758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043061336715107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000037288725188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497353957418431,0.0,0.0,0.1773304512801008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617752412542473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527530430328087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176244511611122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555710773305256,0.14135096724351678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198147869300795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706372441379763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659436694161413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114097302216228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823799940935185
lonely,Fridersano,2019/10/19,"About videogames Even though I'm not much of a lonely person, I've noticed a significant change in my gaming experience which seems to be increasing over time. 

I'm 16M. I used to spend most of my free time on videogames when I was younger (10 - 13 years old). I just enjoyed playing Nintendo games, CSGO, Minecraft, GTA V, Garry's mod... My friends and I never got bored. And even when all my friends were out in summer for weeks, I was still able to enjoy playing singleplayer games and match-making games.

Now I have more occupations and so less time to play videogames. However, I don't enjoy videogames now more than before. Quite the contrary in fact. I have the feeling that now I only see videogames as a way of spending time with friends. The problem is that most of my friends now rarely want to play with me. And it's not that we have a worse relationship than before (at least I don't think so). They either have other hobbies or play a different kind of games, in which case they never make an effort to play with me.

As a result, now videogames make me feel very lonely from time to time and I have a quite pessimistic vision of them. 

(Sorry if the text feels like a weird semi-formal essay. I don't speak native English and I'm practising for Cambridge exams)",4.266611039794608,5.91144024390244,4.281424903722723,87.427567394095,71.35772357723576,6.804963628583652,26.768506632434743,7.273561745256523,1.237035772357724,1004,34,198,10,19,309,138,246,0.046,0.7490000000000001,0.20600000000000002,0.9876,2,4,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,3,3,15,21,0,0,13,0,13,0,0,4,4,35,27,16,0,3,6,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,7,12,0,0,5,12,3,1,7,5,0,0,4,5,24,17,32,22,10,30,0,2,1,0,16,8,0,5,21,125,31,1,0.1294891690644303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203714910917544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698237121907705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528862130759226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105274985123456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666525436847773,0.0,0.0,0.196420843779524,0.09250708825278836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001720432296272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035643175615386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484304325040852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326186725430809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287005170076744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518943847710692,0.0,0.19974005987309465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742427722828774,0.13587710051032315,0.0,0.0,0.0984823480789314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130649477969751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123903646900391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27545534087379303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390229076064795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318610272511614,0.1178820762431844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495252333321354,0.0,0.0,0.10341021768283266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297143099300254,0.12722245115338138,0.0,0.4530370548346958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183706659829988,0.0,0.10684212568099788,0.07637606686288642,0.10278247517864618,0.103868400757214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196052584585774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338677940832033
lonely,thiccnigward,2019/10/19,Waiting for some... I’m waiting for a girl to text me😕 really bored and idk what to do🤖,-1.1528571428571441,0.14088442857142702,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,85.66666666666667,6.104761904761905,20.02380952380953,7.1686216300943375,0.2344095238095241,67,2,18,1,2,25,18,21,0.213,0.787,0.0,-0.469,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Real_Name_Classified,2019/10/19,"I don’t know what to do anymore. I [19M] and currently at university and I’m just burnt out socially.
I don’t really know what to do nowadays, which is probably why I’m resorting to reddit because I can’t really talk to anyone, and everywhere I turn I tear myself apart. My social life up to this point has been kinda shaky at best. Everyone I’ve gotten close to in the past has either died or left me and I never knew why, maybe that’s just how people work. I’ve had the hope beaten out of me and every social interaction I have now is just a reminder of everything I’ve been through. I know it’s not healthy to dwell on the past but I can’t turn it off. Even now I’m surrounded by great people at school but I’m the broken one and can’t do anything and I fear the ghosts haunting me about my past will permanently ruin any chance I have for happiness.
I know I should learn to appreciate myself first but when I see everyone around me just leave me when I thought we were friends, I figured there was something wrong with me.
I’m just lost and alone and can’t seem to get out of my own head. 
I don’t want to give up because I know I could be a heart friend if I gave myself the chance, but the pain of the past just reminds me daily of what will happen if I try again.
I don’t expect sympathy or compliments or anyone trying to lift me up because honestly I’m too broken to accept them, I just want to share with people who I figure would stand the best chance of understanding my situation.
Thank You, I hope you all have a good day.",3.021283643892339,4.143806381987582,4.557406832298137,86.28478519668738,73.68944099378882,7.97536231884058,23.97567287784679,8.472884824447931,1.3187325051759828,1213,34,264,21,24,407,163,322,0.125,0.674,0.201,0.9828,1,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,2,1,6,18,22,1,3,12,0,29,4,2,1,2,61,58,21,2,10,18,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,9,17,0,0,13,0,0,0,10,8,0,2,10,1,45,14,38,42,5,32,0,2,1,0,15,18,0,10,13,176,54,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011028239240304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638359795129671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681084055532853,0.13651357222985006,0.0,0.08033130909828623,0.08690072994663323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785211084306415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048881692647316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794004206420238,0.0,0.0,0.06295554421022118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131208811093256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447577852875466,0.0,0.08224738822345799,0.1865563941276025,0.08773277781526002,0.0,0.0,0.10984740677343494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303383404970739,0.0,0.0,0.150838873126052,0.0,0.051001384022954094,0.0936440954426612,0.0,0.08187735988054314,0.0,0.10762420662454604,0.0,0.0,0.086323288649166,0.10391619261626546,0.0,0.0,0.10018424662103127,0.0,0.0,0.11567781828740613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939134309813469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682415417211985,0.0,0.0,0.1033633834031038,0.10606225938238524,0.0,0.06895049120020004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656159530263684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980704172443883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528903145315262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614849362399593,0.0,0.10387245099076428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727497657156567,0.20302812191745884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228057750474772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524873118699904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250732006628631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879464318410784,0.0777889196442158,0.08886777496386998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972673936876373,0.0,0.2985278201882969,0.0,0.07515111745653393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846166309144348,0.0,0.08987355320651827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749780020687784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255244931333424,0.21236073812055428,0.0,0.10162379673844674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515526938284484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617015081456755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106707785211748,0.0,0.0,0.0693450373580498,0.10672997553108976,0.0,0.0
lonely,crazyways,2019/10/19,"I have what they say I should want. The truth is, I’m crumbling in the loneliness. I have what everyone thinks I should want. A 15 year marriage, healthy and happy child, the career I worked so hard for, and financial security. But I’m so lonely, it’s suffocating. 

I’ve gone years without tenderness. I’ve gone to bed alone for more than a decade. We don’t fight. We just exist under the same roof. I want to be held again. I want to kissed and feel loved, even for the briefest of moments. I miss the passion. 

I should leave but I don’t even know where to start. It looks so perfect from the outside and is crumbling on the inside. 

Maybe I just want a temporary escape.",1.1405597014925384,3.615357141791048,2.2061007462686604,94.16273320895529,85.7910447761194,5.4395522388059705,21.061567164179106,6.9077264865688965,0.4484343283582093,523,17,112,7,16,165,81,134,0.09699999999999999,0.688,0.215,0.9286,0,3,0,0,1,0,21.0,2,0,1,2,9,11,1,0,11,0,10,4,0,0,2,26,27,9,0,8,5,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,4,6,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,4,14,8,14,20,2,11,0,2,1,3,8,4,0,0,5,70,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486946816681254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740551787658204,0.0,0.0,0.1982401264055526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489970589413124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084859922562397,0.1858464161769596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401643430491852,0.0,0.0,0.21967373766370546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421696726834338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872437778508421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20842482512687352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498318691219255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468436305187265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293414091863034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6118363100196462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998727092970164,0.0,0.15103579335952158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671991974093169
lonely,PikaaLuv,2019/10/19,Just feeling by myself. If anyone wants to talk just lemme know,0.5875000000000021,1.791742750000001,0.7199999999999989,97.025,121.5,1.6,12.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.5778666666666663,51,1,9,0,3,15,11,12,0.0,0.88,0.12,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894900795022124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539654771457472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847282623645096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5626723420560902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41290665129179105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Balmate,2019/10/19,"I went out the other day! I was just minding my own business until an acquaintance asked me to join her and her friend for lunch after school. 

We also got my best friend and we went and at food and just talked. 

It really caught me off guard because I'm used to just being forgotten about when it comes to everything. 

I know this was a 1 in 1000000 chance of happening but I'm glad lady luck was with me. 

Thing is though. I don't know how to make this happen more often as I like taking a break from being alone all the time.",3.1854357798165154,4.25241042201835,4.013658256880735,90.55424885321102,73.22018348623853,7.2848623853211025,20.9644495412844,7.645422480735847,0.5126412844036694,412,8,91,5,8,132,79,109,0.035,0.773,0.192,0.9508,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,5,0,7,2,0,3,1,23,22,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,2,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,0,14,6,16,13,4,14,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,6,65,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066029602705538,0.0,0.1595255048839872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648853330343074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160223965081092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093438177667291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183588744105527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864924335890807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792813583823477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412141563995944,0.0,0.3082382519318508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954379996188756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528021529568414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192599353259592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974567199599366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331556350552881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141972876604566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779313427920322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188620800589094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998547038511487,0.1603358960044848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252682866795815,0.0,0.1959898329404348,0.0,0.11631942827689433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228820699833294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36984321134284137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,katketkitkot,2019/10/19,"Friend is starting to drift away from me We used to be close but now it seems like they aren't talking to me as much. We're graduating high school and the chances of our friendship surviving isn't so high, they aren't interested in maintaining it. Thinking about losing our friendship just makes me feel sad. They're the only person I text and enjoy talking to. Sadly, they can't return my feelings. They think I'm annoying.

Well, at least there's something to look forward to. Uni. Hope I can make valuable friendships there.",2.339453846153845,5.224619330000003,2.632000000000001,89.89330769230772,85.7,5.0769230769230775,24.69230769230769,6.67199483983844,1.0329538461538466,423,17,78,5,13,129,72,100,0.138,0.578,0.284,0.9566,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,4,2,7,11,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,3,0,15,19,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,4,1,0,0,3,13,7,13,18,2,11,0,3,1,0,11,7,0,2,5,48,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789332885621772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300118640508395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273181285256008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450832174826943,0.0,0.20920259815043804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102902924048837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687571382470813,0.23564050987305865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28119362536317155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483690227613575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019320997559205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391353655381604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131682775439,0.0,0.1917491668339199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621528632261472,0.0,0.0,0.14908462921757545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385919931562297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699257303732156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181916242271933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938119704877526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wafflesarelungs,2019/10/19,"Is anyone else here ""too young"" to be lonely? I am literally 12 years old. Im constantly surrounded by other people but i find it really difficult to socialise with anyone except one person. Is anyone else here fairly young or has been lonely since they were fairly young?",4.105599999999999,6.876618360000003,5.537999999999999,73.16900000000003,75.4,8.0,20.0,8.841846274778883,1.8708,218,5,33,5,5,73,38,50,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.8422,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,5,4,0,7,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828474359480949,0.4716989007249503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24874580124038065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845763370872216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038288234206773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486368919588509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415380969797883,0.0,0.15597780262902156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595797505160144,0.20098671684509234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474609771014887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040956659762204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823015751671034
lonely,Southernmidnite,2019/10/19,"I’m sad I’m so fucking sad. I just need to say it. To someone. Anyone. So I’m yelling it into the internet with the ironic hope that in that vast void, someone hears me.",-2.2384942084942097,-0.7394615675675666,0.8227799227799224,98.57810810810813,110.62162162162159,3.1953667953667955,18.7992277992278,5.288315135182226,-0.3669042471042467,130,5,30,1,7,45,25,37,0.19399999999999998,0.732,0.073,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,1,5,7,0,3,0,2,0,1,2,3,1,1,0,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25273481782064844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334155459180742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073813441116905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359002221182308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26801120344950524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28744020000893883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6125122144587499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,insideMyMattress,2019/10/19,"I’d rather people stop pretending to like being around me I have a bad personality, i get it. I’m a pessimist, anxious all the time, and a downer. I just hate it when people feel that they are obligated to hanging out with me. I hate it. Idk if I’m being paranoid, butI feel people withdrawing from me, like they really don’t want to talk to me, but are doing it just to be civil or polite. It makes me feel even more alone.",1.0678661616161629,3.1558489431818195,3.64378787878788,86.35373737373737,82.29545454545455,6.1838383838383875,18.868686868686872,7.3871296695380915,0.4743898989898989,329,8,69,5,9,115,57,88,0.19899999999999998,0.732,0.069,-0.8573,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,6,5,2,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,1,17,18,5,0,3,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,11,2,9,15,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,5,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334680556328837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546614388964584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067238150502875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882170248754766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148888369921653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419387209431396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177731095955568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.445112913923195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025851795742876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504701925481111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688353798948527,0.19682882370975124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441039249547452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846195527845647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118477024386825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144473204339532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295907965387513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rae_27,2019/10/19,"A Voice Recording Hey, I wanted to make a recording to just get my words out there. It's not exactly super inspiration and uplifting but I hope that it connects with someone and makes them feel better. I had a really hard time finding the right words and they're a lot of pauses but regardless it's still out there. Even if no one listens to it, hopefully, it can just be a message that we deserve love and that you have to keep going. 

I also wanted to thank [/YourFlowerBoy](https://www.reddit.com/user/YourFlowerBoy/) for making a similar recording. I was having a really fucking shitty day but It made me feel a lot better and I thought I would try to make one for myself and maybe it would make someone feel better as well

[https://vocaroo.com/i/s09VDhWDcAJ7](https://vocaroo.com/i/s09VDhWDcAJ7)",7.129901185770753,9.663562833333334,6.575191040843219,70.26658102766802,65.59420289855072,8.206587615283267,27.76284584980237,8.841846274778883,2.3217304347826087,653,21,102,11,11,202,85,138,0.09699999999999999,0.6990000000000001,0.204,0.9589,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,1,1,4,8,11,1,0,9,0,8,2,0,6,1,42,29,12,0,8,7,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,10,10,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,4,6,13,10,13,22,2,7,0,0,0,2,7,3,1,5,3,77,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352594883365705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766582025107436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915529302331524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376372688734357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21533883982739066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974954034663816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124041237939588,0.07416862504842964,0.0,0.08067955743079416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716893501434767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28199808357822304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261812243511813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413798813957768,0.12812510624192894,0.13432668033000694,0.473799466210532,0.0,0.14261863955825987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239253659894776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818873644565378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123369239617834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405657408981697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337002669184375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069837215680818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270096676268801,0.08277844644670647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638202080895432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746423966383225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763974994971308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016896667927184,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sadinthischilis,2019/10/19,"Try to make friends all the time; nothing seems to stick. “Taking the initiative” sucks when you know that if you didn’t, there’d be no interacting with those people. This past year has been pretty difficult in terms of meeting & keeping people as friends. Social interaction, therefore, is slim-to-none for me, and it’s something that I’ve sorta gotten used to. It’s also one of those “oh, you don’t like me?? lmao me neither” kinda things. I can’t pretend I feel ok for the sake of other people’s’ comfort. The truth is I haven’t been able to keep a long-term close friend my whole life; 90% of the time they eventually ghost or conversations happen less and less, when “we should hang out” is only said if I’m the one saying it. What I’ve come to realize overall is that my life is empty and I’m apparently not good enough. Wonderful.",4.18479919678715,5.40265653614458,4.945963855421689,84.2411546184739,70.98795180722891,7.702008032128515,25.88152610441768,8.07648339933343,1.4297405622489965,659,20,133,9,12,213,113,166,0.102,0.746,0.151,0.889,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,3,1,0,3,10,1,0,7,1,14,2,0,3,2,27,30,10,1,3,4,0,1,1,3,1,2,2,0,0,12,8,0,2,5,1,0,2,7,2,0,2,5,3,13,8,15,23,7,12,0,0,0,0,15,3,1,7,8,80,25,0,0.16079295063616414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858606453084748,0.0,0.1742190948356987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850888939219955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614210067219196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130174712923885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726847043920223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134865498223743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421886752206857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858403250304668,0.0,0.0,0.08836760057069487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271456324936182,0.07855531371517402,0.0,0.0,0.14229670145393009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733054312736368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542851727452594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179149294106702,0.1222902845666571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534950654838214,0.3344207587515985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635842369061918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295091727018922,0.12786900810235216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463798632982778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390816403982125,0.0,0.12378626903253352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089628794878544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068236916445402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751932515720715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091678587554726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887348307784858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951958713796728,0.0,0.0,0.17437309599686254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354538840572294
lonely,SuicidallyHappy,2019/10/19,"Self Harm Kept Me Alive Tonight [https://ibb.co/2t8Wc5h](https://ibb.co/2t8Wc5h)

No idea why Im sharing this. I stared out my window for a while tonight. It's funny, I'm 23, have a good job, my life is going well from an outside perspective. Yet I feel so...alone. So disconnected from everyone else. I just feel no need to stay. For some reason, I just had the urge for pain or the end. Luckily a bit of pain brought me out of it, but this was not the first night. It has been happening more and more recently.",2.401771321462043,5.090745690721652,2.69032802249297,91.48042174320528,81.78350515463917,6.413870665417058,21.189315838800376,7.686295010490155,0.7685752577319582,400,12,84,7,11,122,71,97,0.102,0.7809999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.1406,1,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,7,0,6,3,0,1,0,15,14,5,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,3,1,1,5,3,8,3,10,9,4,13,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,8,52,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21150851966166911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295343869039155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059814450318456,0.0,0.1808767557345357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513929099051386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651776816785608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737079404911858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160619385991879,0.17128858037785516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805895254541197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305375485322402,0.22059075576248252,0.0,0.20265510332586806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424539056057936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514252459258349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164499500854126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346052363323545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997037515282094,0.201640886387554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304417477087445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21766948410908984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836167338199227,0.0,0.1842752079573999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,succulent-unicorn,2019/10/19,"Feel like I’m losing it Lately I’ve been worse then I usually am. It’s gone way past simply being sad. It’s like I’m looking through cheese cloth and I can’t get it off. I want to tear at my eyes until I can see clearly again. It’s gotten to the point where whenever I see a happy couple I’m filled with anger and sadness and hate towards everything, because I know I’ll never be good enough for anybody, and it’s like I’m seeing things like I’m watching tv. Like nothing matters, actions don’t have consequences, nothing really registers. I get violent. There was a moment in time where I would kill any small animal that walked into my yard because I could. I couldn’t make somebody love me, but I *could* control this things life. Tonight I took basically every drug in the house, just so I could feel better, because I don’t know if I can do this anymore. I want to just come to terms with the fact that some people simply weren’t built for happy relationships, and that I’m one of those people. Maybe if I get that through my thick fucking skull, maybe everything will stop. I’m thinking about hiring somebody, a prostitute or something, to just give me a hug and a kiss. Just so I can know what those feel like before I kick the fucking bucket.",2.8706012314378815,4.820758474103588,3.856358203549437,87.73525081492214,75.81274900398407,6.475986961245924,24.95490764215864,7.348242739294969,1.1480980079681269,991,34,197,12,22,319,141,251,0.096,0.747,0.157,0.9435,1,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,11,22,6,0,9,0,20,9,2,2,3,40,53,14,1,9,8,0,4,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,17,10,0,2,7,2,0,6,6,9,0,1,6,10,24,13,20,39,3,30,0,3,6,5,3,11,2,4,18,115,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273430690340553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607242761523712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559965850083572,0.0,0.09101237807725747,0.0,0.0,0.09459461761419226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921338318498487,0.0,0.0,0.1199611709882105,0.25618895847078577,0.11834568957849015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403595738174808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051498884788856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011573583940824,0.0,0.19225179062409534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224174921857534,0.1528199505149879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977597175657484,0.16764157559276394,0.10260273000893096,0.0,0.08971030805472753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22771505249022786,0.0,0.10559771873084384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234138126935139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183318769581556,0.0,0.1763420172022586,0.0,0.12065195432154315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554676671450207,0.31352220481324106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981679300956187,0.1196573257135295,0.0,0.0,0.09653270804360613,0.0,0.07139450945165378,0.0,0.2149050080482731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249169507490949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052559113716658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247671088836641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021023893493464,0.1483007869946086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110876862049796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851927918307574,0.0,0.0,0.11483159973004307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556922189983327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234058728223308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942069269368941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211472038721626,0.0685336130343838,0.0,0.0,0.06236738323599687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883296508220735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779782907197316,0.0,0.12617180995494034,0.08489734715077485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899813955114897,0.07597905785596233,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway21870945,2019/10/19,"i wish I could just disappear My “friends” who haven’t even tried talking to me in literal months are now mad at me because I gave up on forcing the relationship. We would only talk if I initiated conversations, only hang out if i suggested, etc... they didn’t noticed that I stopped for over a month. Now that they’ve finally noticed, they’re mad that I’ve stopped putting in the effort because apparently our friendships are entirely my responsibility. I’m tired of it. I’d rather be alone and just focus on my studies. Maybe I’d eventually find people who actually value me (probably not, but at least I wouldn’t be wasting my time and effort on people that I know never will). 
The worst part is, I’m the only person this applies to. They always have time for each other and will always reach out to each other. I was just never good enough.",5.368109313998887,6.4072937975460125,6.405041829336307,75.53442275515899,68.079754601227,9.117456776352482,31.38259899609593,9.339509955726095,2.8066490797546004,671,27,124,13,11,224,98,163,0.11699999999999999,0.802,0.081,-0.5673,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,2,2,7,5,2,0,5,0,14,1,0,0,2,26,19,6,0,7,8,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,10,8,0,2,2,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,3,0,20,2,17,9,7,25,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,2,11,89,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.14209563855844656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080940805615412,0.0,0.0,0.2423205571827975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775266119713497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625878636591047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045541254459804,0.16239510661284715,0.09617490013125203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951007793668576,0.1330861037542459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112498940608673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213186237076548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002417054827496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628613720581682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324511245180335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460884525051128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315588940062926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322318992037204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768286420750452,0.0,0.20189710301354014,0.12714218359162874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699362523147087,0.0,0.0,0.14637958948729152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633205858003274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24347515842887954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23407371835258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981425726811233,0.16735878607090296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886052457030332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744582588051793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343810023998476,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,violicorn,2019/10/19,"Would anyone like to chat? My anxiety is very bad this morning. I feel like I need to just mindlessly talk. To someone, anyone.",0.9987500000000012,3.5223680416666703,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,97.75,5.7333333333333325,22.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.4498666666666673,99,4,18,2,4,32,19,24,0.193,0.632,0.175,-0.1263,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26949299216148265,0.0,0.0,0.4926442885146088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941388193704416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812319181681446,0.2516686748952476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442121161523181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26121092015707703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984854309949823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831490639207309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29066763099980875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502493783823603,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ishowudawae,2019/10/19,I just want to be someone's favorite person I don't think I even break top five of who I consider my closest friend.,8.5912,4.888750520000002,8.791999999999998,76.55600000000003,63.8,11.6,41.0,8.841846274778883,3.5382,93,4,20,1,1,31,22,25,0.0,0.617,0.38299999999999995,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651435477889221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271204050150889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.482715842978993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468416897579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35423555253286104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32607751754628683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,darm0k,2019/10/19,"All my life I’ve been searching for real friends, friends that care and are there for me. I’ve failed. It seems like an impossible task. I like to think I’m that kind of friend but who am I kidding. When I get lost in the stress of work and school I forget them, too. I don’t know how to connect with people anymore. I’ve never been able to relate fully or just “belong” in a group. I’ve always felt out of place, like a stranger trying to fit in. It’s an immigrant thing. It’s a race thing. It’s a gender thing. It’s always something. I’m so fucking lonely it hurts.",-0.5214772727272711,1.6681047603305816,1.4023502066115725,98.4780707644628,92.30578512396694,3.686157024793389,16.653409090909093,5.148860815047168,-0.8411285123966943,440,11,101,2,16,144,78,121,0.158,0.685,0.157,-0.6186,0,2,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,6,14,1,1,7,0,5,2,0,1,2,16,15,7,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,12,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,1,8,8,14,11,1,8,0,4,0,1,7,6,1,2,5,58,20,3,0.17628281286404807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29336284404918656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748251817562791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973207634850158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925914518613655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40858699179101776,0.1629706199094098,0.09210049391668024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887143971388199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835714224677968,0.09688042375624614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451376402801224,0.25836863392966525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243351426512484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596017277144848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221230636380455,0.0,0.1841780195587996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064843425851828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840761790863038,0.0,0.1604812521120038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571112174175706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193136653831364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513434034723019,0.11295490849527365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119684458426945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833598728319515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RobertRanRepeatedly,2019/10/19,Hi. Lonely? Want a random friend? Message me.,-0.4125000000000014,-5.605077249999997,1.4150000000000027,88.48000000000002,196.5,0.8,14.5,3.1291,-0.9631,34,1,5,0,4,11,8,8,0.22,0.35200000000000004,0.428,0.3313,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7948460410490419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6068111493938331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wundering77,2019/10/19,"away I want to leave this city so bad. I'm so lonely here, all my friends left and my family is so toxic, and so is my job. All I have left here is my boyfriend, I love him so much but I don't think I can stand it here much longer, and he's in no financial state to leave. I'm not doing THAT great but I probably have a few options.  Only other problem is I have extreme social anxiety 😂 taking a class and I can't even speak when I'm there. It's almost over. Maybe I'll leave when it's over?",0.2018918918918935,1.6099232882882897,2.5588198198198207,96.48741891891892,81.88288288288287,5.881441441441443,18.307207207207206,6.742157984588678,-0.215116036036036,379,8,96,4,10,130,66,111,0.2,0.745,0.055,-0.9244,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,2,0,11,1,0,0,2,14,18,13,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,13,3,6,18,5,10,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,2,2,63,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953836173619536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716042745160206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684538532214715,0.0,0.14970410128803915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842286650800372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902366885497866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852311785935084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767372096863292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792293730857395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5695435604132655,0.3896097750498949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618210245742677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012624577362726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26360537730144895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636216863030892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331067771343272,0.17156140488242413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276899742186464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480776549395282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148852000918764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575302388738167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ur_favorite_commie,2019/10/19,"I can’t do this anymore It hurts so much to try and live only be to be suffocated by an endless loneliness. I don’t even think ive ever been so much as hugged even by my own parents. I don’t even know what love feels like but I want it so fucking much. It hurts to know I’ll never get it my chest fills with needles and even breathing hurts I can’t live like this anymore. I’m better off dying it’s so painful living I just want to be released  from the pain, it’s so overwhelming I don’t want to live I want it all to end.",-0.4248717948717946,1.5163265128205126,1.83794871794872,97.91538461538464,87.2905982905983,4.625641025641026,19.256410256410245,5.8734145424116955,-0.3386615384615381,410,12,100,3,13,138,62,117,0.174,0.672,0.154,-0.8215,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,11,12,1,1,2,0,11,7,2,0,3,16,23,9,1,4,2,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,1,1,11,5,12,19,5,5,0,4,0,3,2,1,1,0,5,65,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25548240804271816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391867443449732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368056762003006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140841194376808,0.0,0.0,0.34030129403826503,0.11651264137090812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651283179919576,0.09201922175327328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907931682494916,0.06729595739977565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136693135022916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157710980074956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585647005757628,0.0,0.4549531688267027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625268347456225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28406227716924515,0.0,0.09934333254684599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796296908507524,0.2741178958492065,0.0,0.14302411455590644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253385391255548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745099915534986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30389309040161816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,imurnurmur,2019/10/19,":/ Welp, another day, another ""we aren't actually dating hehe"". 😒😒😒 Is it too much to ask for an actual intimate relationship?",3.6062499999999993,5.4979871250000025,8.265,57.18000000000001,73.58333333333334,14.8,32.83333333333333,13.023866798666859,6.354733333333333,97,5,17,6,2,39,21,24,0.10300000000000001,0.897,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.5834386984053678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6269229313066952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794657025607357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278960771655604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219753060535424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209464192648305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,too_tired_for_life,2019/10/19,"nobody cares about me They don’t fucking care about me and I know it. They always ignore me, they laugh at me all the fucking time, they leave me out of almost everything, and the literally say “because we don’t care about you.” I’m fucking tired of this. I just wanna disappear and I want all of this to go away. I call them my friends but I still feel like I don’t exist to them.",0.997,2.9959167000000018,2.6175000000000037,94.10750000000002,82.0,5.5,20.0,6.6274283507984215,0.08099999999999996,296,8,67,3,8,97,49,80,0.081,0.73,0.18899999999999997,0.8278,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,6,0,5,10,3,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,2,15,14,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,2,20,6,12,14,2,7,0,0,0,3,11,3,3,1,3,48,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765546289970333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559330028695506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606981314646253,0.0,0.0,0.11423817283924295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135781361762624,0.0,0.5732047451578876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842432231962853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475579421266488,0.13387961963242245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447858805930391,0.5197488091789633,0.0,0.0,0.10650455181065947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299092541557936,0.0,0.0,0.19843105662275787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155487309361156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490291395419056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965902474036993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927528136172086,0.21539037687959925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053421930957258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Beccar217,2019/10/19,"I'm desperately lonely - I think my end is near The last person that used to speak to me has blocked me

I've no where to turn and I'm trapped

Humans need socialising even if it's just text

My end is near

I wish I was better but it's not going to happen",-0.2363157894736858,1.612646333333334,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,85.66666666666667,5.203508771929825,16.517543859649123,6.42735559955562,-0.5085298245614038,199,4,49,2,6,69,41,57,0.163,0.768,0.069,-0.4767,0,3,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,13,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,7,1,6,12,0,7,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654587016882748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5316884589732535,0.0,0.0,0.1982465564725747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058243064083276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654220718010117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446626958507344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255777235996915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620798154720803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923243034007956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264775239867682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592336382594195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451582307984337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,youdontneedmyname123,2019/10/19,"God's lonely man. ""Loneliness has followed me my whole life. Everywhere. In bars, in cars, sidewalks, stores, everywhere. There's no escape. I'm God's lonely man.""  

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lonely,Yvellle,2019/10/19,"i can't talk anymore. they all left and they took my vocal chords with them. 

what's the point anymore?",0.23714285714285666,2.651867000000003,0.6257142857142881,103.04428571428572,93.28571428571428,2.8000000000000003,16.523809523809526,3.1291,-1.2722190476190471,81,2,18,0,3,24,19,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,11,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7061902416605684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868375284971636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33657203550159515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861707454547394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39557254517191387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lvvur,2019/10/19,"Perpetual Loneliness I have felt lonely for 5+ years and nothing has changed it; relationships, college, friends, etc. It is really starting to wear on me and I feel like Im going backwards, like Im losing socialization skills I used to have and Im losing motivation/interest in EVERYTHING cause my lonliness is so overbearing. Every relationship I have has lasted less than a month, with usually only one or two dates. I feel like I am slowly becoming less and less of a person.",4.507219101123597,6.974975719101124,6.382457865168541,69.11840589887642,72.70786516853933,10.292696629213484,31.3497191011236,10.411451182825502,4.119931460674159,385,18,63,13,8,133,63,89,0.11800000000000001,0.763,0.11900000000000001,0.0258,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,2,0,8,1,1,2,0,11,14,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,1,3,8,4,8,13,4,10,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,1,9,40,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915556257410752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573397196575635,0.16202524730956036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081628508614927,0.0,0.0,0.1290457181488819,0.0,0.13765226547506926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488677122903494,0.2188381427282224,0.14705968410890433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833269802096748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704558010524105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4963242179034186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484759544363914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22448187155595892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34269853948691864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225256777265232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696321480669056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378663746723893,0.11648671767840475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373528261931672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811959594915744,0.0,0.0,0.3288776619381078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561295249033882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840895888473304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496171663142583,0.0,0.0,0.13228292234031458,0.1686864708740954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986314037035684
lonely,imkinadumb,2019/10/19,One year Tomorrow will be one year since my mom died. Today is one year since someone told me they loved me,2.2677272727272744,4.227049409090913,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,77.63636363636364,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.1987454545454552,85,2,19,1,2,26,16,22,0.131,0.727,0.142,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563176902217689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229016516071216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28925033493288743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020633592741762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085951762906166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925836683811835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341003464041895,0.23599209596060555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771251394378406
lonely,Priyasangria,2019/10/19,"I don’t know what to say anymore I’m tired of life. 

Don’t get me wrong, I’m not going to kill myself. I just don’t want to be alive most of the time.",-2.2931081081081075,-0.8831311891891858,0.7742567567567562,105.98679054054057,90.62162162162164,3.7,11.952702702702705,3.1291,-1.9827243243243238,114,1,34,0,4,40,26,37,0.155,0.647,0.198,0.1625,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635579931669315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152773302824744,0.0,0.2083410974162244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055766487275482,0.0,0.2014678439578841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25893280199640994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915264554547305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21376111773928,0.4213403721163645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216223815428489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008077555391392,0.0,0.0
lonely,atomic_rooster666,2019/10/19,Wisconsin?? Looking to kill the boredom PM's open,1.753333333333334,3.756916000000005,3.2094444444444434,80.06750000000002,111.22222222222223,6.2444444444444445,37.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,4.170733333333335,40,3,6,1,2,13,9,9,0.551,0.449,0.0,-0.8105,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7965363697903949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6045906148801348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fhanniee,2019/10/19,Discord chat? Anyone have one I can join? Or I can make my own. Lonely af f21 Idk. I’m having a rough time. Thought I’d give this a try? Message me if so :),-3.4542857142857173,-2.3987495714285707,-0.1542857142857148,105.07428571428574,116.14285714285714,2.0,13.571428571428573,3.1291,-1.730142857142857,115,3,30,0,7,40,30,35,0.187,0.654,0.159,0.2515,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,8,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,7,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613124304138122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956983421593096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449239603213427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501523344397914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.410229079601338,0.3013117533247602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508284695536831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sexbomomb,2019/10/19,Feeling alone in a group Have you ever felt alone in a group?,-0.7892307692307696,1.3575258461538446,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,98.23076923076924,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.5574307692307694,48,1,11,0,2,15,9,13,0.29600000000000004,0.593,0.111,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8261517581835851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607717999623432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201664473777394,0.0,0.382947020902616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,petcat18,2019/10/19,"Friends are the worst I hate being social. My friend group is such a wreck. There's so much drama and people who just don't communicate. Their situation right now is that I have one friend who all my other friends hate because hes really arrogant, but I like hanging out with him sometimes (even though he called all my other friends immature. But I'm not immature, just conceited according to him). I want to hang out with my usual friend group (the ""immature"" ones) but when my arrogant friend asks me to hang out I feel bad saying no, but I also feel bad ditching my other friends who I'm closer to and I would rather hang out with anyway. But I usually choose the arrogant friend because otherwise he makes a big deal about it and makes me feel worse. 

I just feel like it would be better to cut everyone off because I can't handle this stress anymore. But I also know that if I cut everyone off, I'll be extremely lonely, more so than I already am. I'm already borderline suicidal and dont think I'll be able to handle it. Being social with everyone is so mentally and emotionally draining tho and I don't think I could handle it either way. I turned down a few invitations last year when the stress of other drama got to me and it wasn't long before I stopped getting invited to things. I'm so scared that if that happens again I'll kill myself because I won't be able to handle the pain and loneliness of that again. But hanging out with people just makes me feel guilty anyway, and I'm already suicidal. I just dont know what to do.",5.91,5.978171764705883,6.580522875816996,78.1623529411765,66.64705882352942,10.06797385620915,31.37908496732026,9.861636050157227,2.869916339869281,1224,44,238,25,18,403,139,306,0.25,0.63,0.121,-0.9949,0,2,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,1,1,25,25,5,3,8,0,24,1,0,3,2,56,49,28,3,7,17,0,5,2,9,3,1,1,0,0,20,19,0,1,10,2,0,5,9,13,0,2,2,6,34,12,27,37,7,28,0,1,0,0,26,11,0,2,13,165,54,0,0.1594401305709555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639192232225828,0.12750421481346053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906088334263513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452749962415134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312584920804474,0.19438644745253195,0.0,0.06783590389768955,0.0,0.0,0.07050591936261599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140309989411026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364998524970268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218788681300766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686264558102905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967434341872252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265435126321585,0.0,0.0,0.2285278161258548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154430164143608,0.05695203056876753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5543237221684911,0.0,0.04165044378730758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637594187753554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049619045238928,0.0,0.0,0.15741411994663113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819844072805874,0.0,0.08762412604215734,0.06498249330304043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789439416489399,0.0,0.0,0.0705497491334926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964128784352535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033907544829802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05860342069310132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080407588178912,0.0,0.08482777014626787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105357111532487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051070715170814365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808050017076159,0.0,0.06339659564413834,0.07981369262859593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960869352067695,0.0,0.16252913434798902,0.0,0.0,0.07884518300412861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664954420688544,0.18263813087705952,0.0,0.0,0.17440162466427372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296246905256519,0.10216279775956373,0.07832455938210238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671253883757819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560077829192844,0.0,0.04702095998104477,0.06327807716001052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124155720161688,0.11326169419678052,0.0,0.0,0.051337108318838316
lonely,zac2294,2019/10/19,"Friday & as always watching the office. Anyone wanna chat? I’m 22 and not sure if this is really the place for this. Just thought I’d give it a whirl... looking for some friends to chat with. I love snakes, I have four. Snapchat or Xbox or really whatever. I apologize if this isn’t the norm or if it’s frowned upon.",1.1108571428571423,3.3563073384615407,2.7360439560439573,91.98538461538462,83.30769230769229,6.175824175824177,21.59340659340659,7.447530270364453,0.7983406593406595,247,8,53,4,7,81,48,65,0.031,0.8290000000000001,0.14,0.7915,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,14,8,8,0,4,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,3,3,7,7,1,2,0,0,2,1,6,2,0,7,0,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679411899013415,0.3489017035826077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515946246817356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24878698167229266,0.0,0.0,0.30890487808328737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27041040225767426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29062993164669315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364357737545198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125804368082677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30349409630184243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556429042478905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Thecraw-_,2019/10/13,"Feeling alone at a school dance Can't help it, last night I(16M) was at a school dance and honestly felt so alone, I didnt have anyone I really could talk to cause most had dates. And as I look at social media I see all the people I talk to in school with their friends or with their date. I had to force myself to stop cause I felt so lonely looking at everyone be so happy. I tagged along with my brother's group but got left out pretty fast, the only reason I went was to see the girl I like and to talk to her but another guy was more confident then me so he got to talk to her and dance with her while I was just kinda there, silently hurting.",3.506666666666668,3.8290444492753655,4.413188405797103,90.73253623188408,71.89855072463769,7.5826086956521745,22.57971014492754,7.3871296695380915,0.5572840579710148,506,10,117,5,9,164,85,138,0.08199999999999999,0.772,0.146,0.8991,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,3,1,25,21,14,0,1,4,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,10,0,1,4,3,0,4,2,2,0,0,12,7,19,4,21,7,3,19,0,2,4,0,17,7,0,3,9,75,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27558082072750584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950514670320652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930253993296323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733396235861478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622245712804508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127126429832167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726955507223542,0.0,0.2554805537121305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278718941847842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281017115101056,0.0,0.0,0.1317315615809741,0.0,0.1416246774154714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917461508340628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242320148035806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084462169453202,0.0,0.0,0.14454949601988398,0.0,0.0,0.06499713952984891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344195866484928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248500180920698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118371772969667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223391641829784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353505825159959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522950683253726,0.13678836295964852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039339525167268,0.21203299262112651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561860177664525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122827954076717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277334434621216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123330391283947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Transientshadow,2019/10/13,"I wish I didn’t care about making friends again Back in highschool, I’d keep to myself. I’d shut down and turn down any attempts my peers made to befriend me because at that point, I had so much, I figured it was pointless to invest in anything or anyone because over time, it would just disappear and I’d be alone again. But then, I let people in again for some reason and my trust was misplaced because once they got what they needed from me, they vanished. But now, I want it back so much. I miss having people around to help me escape the thoughts in my head, I miss feeling like I’m not some invisible being drifting out here for whatever reason, I miss feeling like someone wanted me around. But no matter how hard I try, I second guess myself or it just doesn’t work out. All this desire for companionship has brought me nothing but unnecessary pain and I hate it. I wish I could just go back to being ok with being alone but for some reason I just can’t. Sorry for this, I just had to put it out somewhere. I just don’t know what to do anymore, nothing seems viable except jumping off a bridge.",4.5078333333333305,5.407292904545457,4.933636363636363,85.8137878787879,69.95454545454545,6.775757575757575,27.39393939393939,6.42735559955562,1.1112212121212122,869,28,172,5,15,276,124,220,0.087,0.769,0.14400000000000002,0.8572,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,2,20,11,1,0,2,1,18,2,1,6,1,52,42,15,0,8,15,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,11,10,0,1,9,0,1,6,6,5,0,1,9,3,30,6,30,26,6,31,0,3,0,0,6,16,0,7,11,129,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491916187413926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180897223895255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930650961749847,0.08411742799016134,0.0,0.09899767470817004,0.21418722766321407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775126960881703,0.0,0.22000356796545265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265513743517277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605075552263848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165584873585132,0.1718864676313205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294444384573336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836997015547906,0.0,0.09621589574658693,0.0,0.13252538479000647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776628638664834,0.1187725738779789,0.12346378478330468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063538901078783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069292745002004,0.0,0.0,0.06611441837215061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301617417267464,0.0,0.11754622379195638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383194724543436,0.08030201551931622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687051494830322,0.08920184919957773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23086457918112505,0.0,0.0,0.12811690023934827,0.0,0.0,0.12800900707023824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680347256720332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137235617873428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209359791448044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710691495247924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951773569565476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019308549117104,0.0,0.0,0.13466739511845804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955057511398494,0.07014862368243575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167664890682462,0.1308532097212768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191358297605253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766809905328907,0.0,0.0,0.0875807394979228,0.0,0.0,0.08545855318501921,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dizaster_master,2019/10/13,Dante’s inferno These past years I have been living this life that seems to not take any stops or even take a breath. It’s completely exhausting and on top of it the crushing weight of loneliness just adds ankle weights to me already struggling to stay afloat. I’m always surrounded by constant reminders of how things could have been and what I should’ve done with these people and thinking about it just makes me angry and exhausts all of my energy. I have found the person who I believe is my soulmate and I think they may have felt the same thing but then from my lack of experience with women she doesn’t see what I see in her and moves into another person. Thoughts of her and the special moments we have had constantly flood my mind and prevent me from living normally and I’m not sure what to do or think. I tell myself I need to be confident and I keep saying next time I’ll grab her hand or next time I’ll tell her I love her but each day I don’t she drifts farther apart and doesn’t look back to see the crushed look in my eyes. I don’t believe I can move on even though it is the healthiest option for me to do but my heart is too set in it and I’m not sure how I can help myself. :/,3.5012275985663086,4.575354911290326,4.105107526881721,90.17071684587816,72.46774193548387,7.446594982078854,25.068100358422946,7.793537801064563,1.086708960573477,950,28,208,12,18,301,137,248,0.10099999999999999,0.785,0.114,0.7572,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,1,10,7,0,1,7,0,23,10,4,3,3,53,44,22,0,4,11,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,15,18,2,3,7,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,7,12,35,4,26,34,4,28,0,0,6,1,18,10,0,6,13,141,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191565370165125,0.0,0.09192687306992037,0.0,0.0,0.075129095586513,0.11584622766552975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495106465821074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489426327593629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583449293762325,0.2387757889514536,0.0,0.0882080069621162,0.0,0.0,0.07124942372272038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305775313868005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593987302874206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806906732435399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607658243755247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211338553579642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091742743034093,0.07405133792602091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819827171837968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803415608652868,0.0,0.0,0.19510888984491195,0.0,0.1855480505575144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971106288899642,0.0,0.07374518508946376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155168290364986,0.0,0.0,0.2348420951008484,0.0,0.0819183284131012,0.0,0.0,0.2349900482388443,0.0,0.10824536818466288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546412684217456,0.07659180705791109,0.19293094252904586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785685225243227,0.0,0.0,0.2641109261873494,0.10057537954962407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775526713354037,0.0,0.09236488329665853,0.0,0.11549600361146944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824915555896747,0.0,0.16613200439753106,0.0,0.19312596972264534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679387027639124,0.21237027960081806,0.10854446002111907,0.08770750334681553,0.12884167859991008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690658388170592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114446280290627
lonely,baconpancake69420,2019/10/13,"Male survivor of long term childhood assault TW: suicidal behavior, sexual assault, suicide idealization 






I’m just alive for my parents and brother now. I’m more lonely than I’ve been in a long time. I’ve just given up on dating, or hanging out with my friends. People act like they understand when I just need an ear. I spent so much of my time and energy helping people with their emotional needs. Walking friends and family away from the ledge. Yet no one can or wants to help me. I was raped and physically and verbally assulted by people who claimed to be my friends for years. Their words are my world now. I’m just as worthless as they said I was. All I do now is sit at home alone and eat like the fat short fuck they always said I was. I’m so insecure and jealous, I’ve given up on dating. Last thing I need to do put my bullshit on someone else. Besides that I’ve had my heart broken several times in the last year. Everyone leave me for good reason. I’m clingy and short, and emotionally wrecked. I’ve started cutting myself again. Riding my motorcycles nearly black out drunk. No one stops me. I’m not going to kill myself, because I care too much about my parents and brother but, I resent people for their love now. I wish no one cared so I could finally rest. I’m so tired. So so tired. I’ve taken care of myself financially since I was a child. I’m 25 now.",1.8419116536622224,4.22229128832117,3.3831487540901075,87.63551094890512,81.37226277372262,6.40704757110496,24.04681600805437,7.6298220110432995,1.291540045305814,1079,40,216,18,29,355,153,274,0.17600000000000002,0.675,0.149,-0.722,2,3,0,0,0,3,33.0,0,0,6,1,20,22,8,1,6,0,13,10,3,1,1,34,40,22,3,7,8,4,0,2,3,0,3,3,1,2,3,14,3,1,2,1,1,6,4,11,0,3,12,4,33,11,31,26,6,46,0,2,1,3,21,15,1,2,26,130,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592633276355336,0.0,0.0,0.08510121585397741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609098073024083,0.0,0.0,0.06234605392477049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128293552264488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165847906979935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046531319385134,0.08543786251445264,0.23009182064782835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772840122832677,0.0,0.0,0.09641602015208857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203755662491782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23705285443513624,0.09455183697661353,0.0,0.0,0.05812539158661925,0.08578364215647008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119668469874692,0.13710591218141147,0.0,0.10259043255090562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315243040397667,0.0,0.0,0.16673598739960405,0.0,0.10829474114542073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993305938116323,0.0,0.0,0.18102078705584032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230742222126748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036817945244113,0.2275074452944093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079131049600021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271291627091569,0.0,0.0,0.2836191719530716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028148926892525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051560091503802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457440082774088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554194103971505,0.0,0.08460315835144343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665750245361542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239096090869075,0.0,0.0,0.0855067034073672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22374508590248454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794714332842668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789125932715014,0.2351007499167408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064721606401525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032460276920418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761151045353473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172383838619867
lonely,Elkizor,2019/10/13,"Floating in Emptiness I feel so lost in this world. I have nobody around me to keep me from losing my mind. I don’t know what to do anymore. Every minute feels like an hour and I want it all to stop. I can’t keep going like this, especially on weekends when I have nothing but time. Why do I drive myself to be alone?",1.4467661691542304,3.138295492537313,2.8545522388059688,94.485907960199,79.1492537313433,5.063681592039801,20.12189054726368,5.46131890053228,-0.2907691542288564,246,6,56,1,6,80,49,67,0.15,0.778,0.07200000000000001,-0.6119,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,12,15,4,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,3,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,2,11,2,9,13,1,12,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,7,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483905257045436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378459339326255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349866559387315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206628465690848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242529507012758,0.17133389265691532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630035323898707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23618326496492745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263420871128741,0.0,0.0,0.13180375182001078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343366800997314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683073162938203,0.26180169504489564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242158932524237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23012240330951594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050779118378265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398462243789431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414573638474534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640837849969494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cooper3254,2019/10/13,I don’t no where I’m going in life Idk why I try so hard to find friends. I feel like I’m in an ocean slowly sinking into nothingness. I want to find someone to help me get through this tough time but I’ve been drowning in depression for 2 years. I just want to give up on everything and everyone. I have no goals and no passion. I honestly feel like a waste of space and an inconvenience to anyone I ever talk to.,1.4648863636363636,3.2248020795454586,3.45,89.92000000000002,79.3409090909091,7.127272727272729,24.63636363636364,8.07648339933343,1.3395409090909092,325,12,73,6,8,110,61,88,0.23199999999999998,0.5720000000000001,0.196,-0.5641,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,13,12,5,1,2,2,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,3,9,5,15,11,0,12,0,1,0,1,4,8,0,0,5,43,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572213379247259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366419487852787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203390978501974,0.0,0.2148551635127508,0.20208195394291814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22738326363064454,0.32126779263046595,0.0,0.0,0.4110202408758665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737196460144374,0.0,0.11747558431187632,0.21569796663817176,0.1277882412545384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142270316288985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071316429027787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881920456685714,0.21970208807064576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051587486608185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072705073259335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111266871141894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265935163686928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652463813776648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289342928358794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447969396781179
lonely,XBG4477,2019/10/13,Everyone leaves me I have no one in my life. Is anybody out there? Hello?,-1.3459999999999999,0.233183733333334,1.3066666666666684,94.60000000000002,111.66666666666666,4.666666666666667,18.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.3643333333333332,56,2,12,1,3,19,15,15,0.165,0.835,0.0,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5523908382273963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6121150257761366,0.0,0.0,0.4083228538842544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39172950368504506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UNknown_999677,2019/10/13,"I'm so lonely I feel like I have nobody. Im bored and all of my ""'""'friends"""""""" are so boring. They probably don't even want to hangout. I don't wanna Hangout with them. I'm so bored with my life. Im connected with nobody and wish I had real friends. I tried 3 times to get back together with a friend group and they all said they were busy. So I never tried again. They haven't texted me for a year",-0.4259302325581373,1.611774546511629,1.622139534883722,98.75018604651164,88.41860465116278,4.835348837209303,16.73953488372093,6.2581,-0.5201032558139533,305,7,74,3,10,101,51,86,0.133,0.726,0.14,0.3731,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,5,0,7,8,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,3,15,14,7,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,2,14,4,9,11,2,5,0,1,0,0,10,0,0,0,6,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751790805705652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438919119510081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015459961151078,0.15563645494493394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049452913770588,0.0,0.1138208304989692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706439856403391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387821962216752,0.10643349540688557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802406937827422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348857432432697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479679581988236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072310577204288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270336549427252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958200087026255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284971834449517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505237853252934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402921979440316
lonely,lawnguy85,2019/10/13,"Why am I like this Had to leave a benefit for my sister in law, left my family there.  I simply couldn't take it anymore, all the noise, the people...  I was on the verge of having a full blown panic attack.  Took a little drive to clear my head, didn't work.  Went home, broke down crying in the driveway.  Went in the house, sitting here in silence.  I physically don't feel good, that's how worked up I got.  I want to be social, I want to fit in, but I just can not.  Times like this I almost wish this life would end, then I won't feel this pain anymore.  I just feel like a lousy person...",1.7602439024390222,3.0663577479674835,3.2135040650406523,93.93098780487809,77.21138211382114,5.895609756097563,17.99105691056911,6.2581,-0.3732367479674794,445,7,104,3,10,146,83,123,0.16699999999999998,0.682,0.151,-0.6042,0,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,1,1,9,0,11,3,1,1,2,17,22,3,0,5,4,1,3,3,0,2,2,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,7,3,14,5,14,11,2,21,0,1,0,0,3,13,0,1,6,64,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007789894392607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170787069394793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818651922287849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560002065030564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415895730385495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507029111798125,0.0,0.2424918765903468,0.11420487254146468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408398919800554,0.12785560447691185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406371017999627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035381693031608,0.0,0.0,0.18445836032562554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926992765657725,0.17368966051289672,0.0,0.11291469254471853,0.2343003208609436,0.16022291848968148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010358683934165,0.18756267306298974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082762701756738,0.13958463287456985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295836063364053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019572671218673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932163507344304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776116741983476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885805541183794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29638586619609936,0.14424986732165498,0.0,0.18383248951412653,0.0,0.0,0.2327617136888545,0.0,0.0,0.11356080916162488,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lola482,2019/10/13,"Healing before sleeping Sleep can help with the pain, but I just wish there was something else that could ease the pain before sleeping!",12.353749999999998,10.16070354166667,8.52,76.72500000000002,55.25,9.6,40.66666666666667,3.1291,2.8469666666666664,111,4,18,0,1,30,20,24,0.19699999999999998,0.537,0.267,0.3274,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,6,3,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792403004115133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779193475750809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861539540038145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493647366561404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742342503761511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6690018203805069,0.0,0.0,0.17155286850359525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562546283690429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,staredeath,2019/10/13,Lonely hours It's Monday 3 am and I'm awake because a huge wave of loneliness suddenly hit and make me very anxious. The first thing that came to my mind was to text anyone but I can't just text anyone I know about this. I just need to know another human being read and know what I've been feeling. I don't even need one response. Just somebody to know that I feel this way. And I'm sorry I only come to people when I need them. I'm sorry I'm only seeking for people's attention. I'm sorry...,-0.15713352685050808,2.037570500000001,2.3956603773584924,92.40978955007259,89.28301886792454,4.770972423802613,17.587808417997095,6.297961479604792,-0.11837503628447045,387,10,83,4,13,133,66,106,0.08900000000000001,0.873,0.037000000000000005,-0.4208,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,22,24,6,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,1,0,2,3,2,10,0,8,19,0,9,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,45,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605106683050866,0.0,0.17889827614057055,0.0,0.22145371932237792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965329253684139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111816114617854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641048837254652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459327031130553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601400614806364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469833863071426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594969469092815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34811534777456593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570449210546401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989537446458693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522590100708537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730676592318628,0.24087518879340386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956953676838503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839980112003185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5318029134924382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105205319390935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066106615305528,0.0,0.12569637400129294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,somewhat--damaged,2019/10/13,"I’m in a really dark place right now... And I can’t talk to anyone about it. My mother has been ignoring me for over a year and my father is going through a midlife crisis, dating a homeless stripper and doing drugs until 5 in the morning every night. We’re losing our apartment because he hasn’t been paying rent for months even though I give him money every month. 

My anxiety makes it impossible for me to make friends. I struggle with ADHD which seems to be getting worse by the day and I can’t bring myself to talk to my professors about what I’m going through and why I’m failing. Everything is just falling apart, I’ve been crying every day, isolating myself from as much human interaction as I can. I just thought about cutting myself again but I stopped myself because I realized it’s not going to bring my mother back. It’ll just make things worse. 

My mental health is ruining my future. I’m wasting tens of thousands of dollars being in school because I know I’ll be stuck working at gas stations for the rest of my life. I just don’t see myself being able to talk to an employer and get them to like me enough to get a real job. It seems that everyone is more composed, well put together than me. It seems like everyone is smarter and more competent than me. It seems like everyone is better than me. I’m just silently suffering every day and no one knows it, not even my therapist. 

I just want to talk to my mom, man. This has been the worst year of my life and I can’t even talk to her about it. I don’t even know where this is going or what I expect from posting this. I guess I just needed to get things off my chest, and if you made it this far into my rambling, thank you.",4.714481658692186,5.230778087719301,5.550505050505052,82.95636363636366,69.29239766081872,8.323444976076557,28.70334928229665,8.296473431620573,1.896305263157894,1334,45,267,18,22,437,172,342,0.13,0.7829999999999999,0.087,-0.8703,3,0,1,0,0,1,30.0,1,2,1,5,21,15,1,1,10,0,26,5,1,4,0,44,60,17,0,4,12,4,0,3,1,1,4,0,1,2,20,12,0,2,9,0,4,8,9,8,1,3,7,1,46,7,45,48,6,37,0,4,1,0,21,13,0,7,18,188,66,7,0.0877347082728984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544006990629934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711681168831057,0.0,0.0,0.061346147957984876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674625751215131,0.0,0.1604467915171137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759421978193559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637245733325944,0.1697448861740886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174440767016933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065340661173782,0.0,0.2317917894740358,0.0,0.2956811027474272,0.2515028206292353,0.07885029862903423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778361797628757,0.0,0.1833510558241779,0.0841631266486046,0.1994466262345349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664967246106856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325789223417268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706316027328159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465010361783004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393923815344443,0.1285882404325388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815269688812878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301670230431579,0.17569079713000346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841595051546954,0.0,0.0,0.1027538299640284,0.14005801421097214,0.0,0.06449510546549685,0.06505417450190222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823330804019831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945130891781266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916640967644042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402559841206618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819761430328908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986130558661596,0.05620510069521869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492496149075352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887922087047016,0.06991320344252779,0.3194815333057941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335014461632597,0.0,0.09171936633427727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525891758903641,0.0,0.08077433184788255,0.0,0.1018667584568844,0.11657408345313225,0.0,0.0861989054246781,0.06965155830666818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05174820406726504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788840392522197,0.0,0.07916692795537171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387191253800242,0.0,0.17881832623180924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299655126469015
lonely,Throwaway12334567883,2019/10/13,"Hi I’m looking to make new random friends online. Sometimes I feel very lonely, and I just want people to connect to. I just want to find people who are passionate, and genuinely care about others. I feel like in most of my friendships, I give a lot of love, and often don’t feel a lot given back. I am not angry about this, I just long for people who I feel care about me as much as I care about them.

Here’s some facts about me:
I’m 20F

I live in Florida


Im Puertorican


I like watching anime, my favorite of all time is sailor moon, but i like shoujo and some shounen


I care about the environment and sustainable business


I like strategy games


Im pretty competitive and loud, I like politics a lot 


I love learning things about new people and their passions


I wish I had more spontaneous people around me, I wanna go on random road trips, and do stuff I’ve never done before.


Please dont contact me with sexual stuff, I’m trying to find completely platonic friendships, I just want to find a group of people who care about life like I do, or are trying to find something they care about. I suffer from depression and I feel like part of trying to defeat this illness is finding things to love or foster healthy relationships.",2.8250225509651834,5.1144971742738665,3.919758253653257,85.62280173191415,77.25726141078839,6.680930903842684,23.341331408984303,7.7425588080867325,1.225927872992964,973,31,186,15,23,315,124,241,0.08,0.604,0.316,0.9958,0,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,1,17,23,0,0,5,0,11,7,0,1,3,48,37,14,0,5,8,0,5,7,1,0,2,1,0,0,10,11,0,0,11,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,8,32,19,33,34,10,13,0,4,2,5,16,5,0,11,13,122,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189983304040458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062104906170241135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872684416555537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940845819436177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468275640937764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956457561275653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265277402638613,0.09465842706673357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419133549480767,0.11540004938137027,0.0,0.0,0.36909828172828585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240045279496576,0.0,0.0,0.07747915157538796,0.04590179809307703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448463216139307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057048183696417114,0.2762110406939197,0.0,0.07131881952009772,0.07147633238482894,0.06782401324991408,0.0,0.0,0.20599587303879127,0.2186863541888857,0.0,0.0539126592340541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937310377138553,0.0,0.062292558354570725,0.1560107161580848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746288695092669,0.0,0.3359623809221582,0.0,0.0,0.0886580100832102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216916604922914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671362760380598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062178451219487875,0.07988071646693283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491798764472114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731613048713784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709593924724518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450665570780965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664130723640024,0.14291556550964507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287816664796024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lovestartrek,2019/10/13,"God I feel alone Male 60 years old in uk recently separated after 15 years,crap job which I do so I can eat,live with a relative because I have no money saved ,no friends kids all grown and got own lives now, just feel like giving up this life but just too weak, but feel so alone and apart I look around and people are happy and I just want to cry and sometimes do in my bedroom.",6.055875,4.548778837500002,6.2225,86.07250000000003,66.875,9.5,28.75,8.07648339933343,1.5091250000000005,297,7,69,3,4,95,60,80,0.171,0.654,0.174,-0.1901,1,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,18,12,9,0,1,5,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,2,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,4,7,4,7,11,2,11,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,6,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44867000267290413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192822263632965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203895316338451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237927818806696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22163856598052908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32856239459322234,0.15474096255944902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734665507339502,0.0,0.0,0.20778498028962664,0.0,0.0,0.17323691069480704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305775279527881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149446885079139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299284367337465,0.1058211042757002,0.0,0.1912640911386844,0.0,0.18189165691346448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22728802430035025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016499122356994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138689665531856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142255401500217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277578434916488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948499249177254
lonely,devyproject,2019/10/13,"Lonely vacation The feeling when there’s finally a week off school after a lot of studying, although knowing you will be bored out of your mind and lonely, wanting to do stuff but you have no one to spend time with to do something cool, waiting till the week is over, considering doing stuff but knowing you’ll end up not doing it. Playing video games and watching tv. A small town. Crazy to me that my social life in school is better than ever before but when I get back home it’s like nothing has changed, it’s hard to tell it in details, hope people can relate.",4.517229729729729,5.798069945945947,4.8104391891891884,85.28701013513515,70.26126126126127,6.631081081081081,28.289414414414416,6.6274283507984215,1.3333684684684686,448,16,85,3,8,141,83,111,0.12,0.755,0.126,0.5736,0,4,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,1,5,8,0,0,5,1,12,1,0,0,1,17,19,9,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,3,4,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,4,7,5,17,16,1,19,0,2,1,0,7,8,0,2,12,62,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065135806807114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564831450063393,0.0,0.0,0.16177461905217666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350121098624495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200956562697624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545828211317098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248798658306172,0.0,0.0,0.20037588588400174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955662267502951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385709282380725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347998139972574,0.1816771767090735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010520497909576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919920513562716,0.08936367369040622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550891271993827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846933379623126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551314074648108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394883123203307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681114383822684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702421592322929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864601513725329,0.0,0.14081791835603585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41879084435212577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987692460943068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665997620958466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078887837669198,0.0,0.29344887449176305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,poppy1601,2019/10/13,"How do you cope with nobody caring? Hey, so I have a question for others on this sub. How do you cope with feeing like nobody cares/being isolated and lonely? It feels so suffocating to me, but I know I can’t always rely on others to make me feel better. 

So a little backstory on me: I’m 19, a high school dropout and haven’t had friends for years. I also have very bad social anxiety and depression. I just started going to a therapist, and that’s currently the only support I have right now. I’m really lonely all the time and it makes it worse that I don’t have a strong support system or anyone to even spend time with. 

It really hurts to see other people who have friends, because I don’t know how to make friends myself. Whenever I reach out to anyone, I feel like an unwanted burden. I hope that someday I can have good, caring friends, but right now I need advice on how I can care for myself when others don’t care about me.",3.1368253968253974,4.654865751322756,4.682730158730159,83.93171428571429,74.02645502645503,7.3680423280423275,23.182010582010584,8.021203637495839,1.238968677248677,733,20,144,11,15,246,100,189,0.149,0.584,0.267,0.9816,1,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,3,14,22,0,0,8,0,16,0,0,7,1,30,37,17,0,3,4,0,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,0,6,0,2,1,5,6,0,0,1,4,22,16,19,36,1,19,0,4,1,0,10,9,0,3,10,100,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177090241733531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963292867146945,0.1002297355719624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214914838621888,0.0,0.0,0.16845243833559045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057642499316906,0.07342936803109136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065342809459435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912550815928053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374929470835012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956060287153884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271978394064367,0.08605438635372364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722586048967263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845839475125816,0.1010334774123088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726925877207745,0.0,0.119640815712555,0.0,0.0,0.1289515322579493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239985161256673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769824926893885,0.12072939291995807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24121761638515765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931721618657926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161285033042647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350960183921595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493922204024195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433546480361576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057389563230897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190874699870027,0.09598850118357832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279057288422834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525996716813332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733859757307937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985966860671714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047869731079002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938950339763346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275580486923053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775702518318106
lonely,So_So_Cold,2019/10/13,"I’m worried about my future I don’t feel like I can make meaningful connections with people. I always worry that I’ll be a burden to the people I interact with so I’ve never really let myself be vulnerable, and now I don’t think I can. People fall in and out of relationships all the time and I can’t picture myself in one. 

It feels like I grew up not knowing how to walk. There’s this entirely normal part of human behaviour I just can’t understand. Everyone’s walking upright and in relationships and I’m here in my early twenties fucking crawling around on the floor.

The thing is, I don’t know how to get better. I want to improve, but you need practice to improve. And since you need another person to have a relationship it’s a catch 22. I’m just worried this is the rest of my life.",1.7064742418706622,4.046665062111804,4.081169163317502,82.67080014614541,81.60869565217392,7.018048958713921,24.377420533430772,8.124751697461798,1.746743222506394,629,24,121,13,17,218,95,161,0.067,0.8370000000000001,0.096,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,10,5,1,0,8,0,13,2,0,3,2,30,28,10,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,10,0,0,7,0,0,5,7,2,0,1,0,2,18,3,20,25,3,19,0,0,0,1,8,9,1,0,7,86,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122057992409318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381745843016315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058537267467674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973555582909868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016876651644672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483419391393868,0.20959100762687305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356127205019149,0.07663957188451433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123418854596006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000066180053198,0.10361162207739287,0.14333083823755804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791684347869788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175378401052577,0.11313652067897614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372524471900722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940107174085536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885118511014576,0.0,0.3050895312422889,0.12808421918594715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397349441255977,0.0,0.0,0.4724711128433138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134364422693708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745444670081443,0.09399315314382296,0.0,0.0,0.0855362316990276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270966513003156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652167695856151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469130371705106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,almost_a_d0ct0r,2019/10/13,"Being a background character in your own life You ever feel like you aren't even the main character in your own life? Whenever I'm with friends I feel like they are the main cast and I'm just some kind of comic relief character or a recurring side character that shows up every once in a while. I show up hang out but then its not super important to anyone if im there or not. It always hurts a little more when you get told, ""I didn't even notice you weren't there"". Sometimes I feel like my friends dont fully appreciate me and that's why I'm the background character.

I live with 5 other guys at school and I feel like the odd one out even though I was the one to get everyone together for our suite. It's hard because none of them understand how it feels to feel like this.

I feel like I'm completely alone in this and even when people tell me they are there for me it's hard for me to believe.",3.122158054711246,4.264259787234042,4.2716109422492385,88.35500000000002,73.46808510638297,8.137386018237082,24.06686930091185,8.634040054169528,1.3572784194528866,712,20,157,13,14,233,102,188,0.095,0.76,0.145,0.8649,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,6,3,1,13,12,0,0,9,0,8,2,0,1,1,26,23,14,0,1,7,0,9,6,2,0,2,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,8,3,0,1,7,1,0,2,4,9,23,11,20,18,7,18,0,1,0,0,15,11,0,4,12,104,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478092419061828,0.0,0.0,0.09221499461582183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749117866815895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755768374514644,0.0,0.0,0.12486144025638968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619754687451192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298856754612716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29279456933867465,0.10024724927690262,0.09337455538973582,0.10589771136227344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922539439783699,0.4750389530008679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124571391091048,0.0,0.11580262085565572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973383665395543,0.0,0.0,0.19855425331760046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864009003925932,0.0,0.11970964978066215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540682862788447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565574688458328,0.3248599837370902,0.11107542342154657,0.09786020466976336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617460929059235,0.0,0.11802464535671775,0.15019531477547282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683186471587286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216047197925008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960842194560584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686563712769472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888466519264207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589771136227344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537237889777688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000201745349316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheOtherCzar,2019/10/13,"Dating q girl but still feeling insecure in the relationship I'm dating this girl and I notice her flirting with other guys, a lot, we've been together for 3 months now, I always try to give her the benefit of the doubt but it keeps picking away at my thoughts, I just can't stop thinking about it, especially because my last relationship ended cause I was cheated on, I gave dating another shot but with a condition that if it doesn't work out I'll just be single and not worry about dating again. I always feels insecure, a lot, I don't know what to do guys, I need your help here",6.918461538461537,5.899772769230772,7.647478632478634,74.96557692307694,64.8974358974359,10.876923076923077,33.17521367521368,10.125756701596842,3.1042034188034187,462,16,91,9,6,155,81,117,0.126,0.733,0.141,-0.040999999999999995,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,8,6,1,3,6,0,7,0,0,2,0,25,17,6,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,2,13,2,13,12,3,16,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,4,11,62,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068226666225348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933289325715661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732225012896167,0.0,0.0,0.11239077095804137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939967057218612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329786646429903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644690298555894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686533836235066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651122956863624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357990765195873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387730040290166,0.0,0.0,0.1013254083241324,0.15028686653451867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134910406687789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471630692690836,0.0,0.0,0.1367086637976407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990745726267035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958906305743765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723881477926334,0.15414230272906498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118137408794733,0.0,0.1463698761906454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251757181685633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422418905668784,0.18723756785107226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,flandrei,2019/10/13,Newbie Hi. Is anyone available to talk with me?,0.1833333333333336,1.796965666666669,1.898333333333337,89.46750000000002,114.55555555555556,1.8,15.611111111111107,3.1291,-0.8614888888888887,37,1,6,0,2,12,9,9,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6563388743345849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7544662232580129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Unraveltheworld,2019/10/13,"I can feel my heart breaking So I had a massive...wayyy massive crush on a girl in my class and we were pretty good friends. I asked her out and she rejected me but I was all chill but later then idk how we became really really close and I thought she likes me(we were perfect for each other) but is too shy or is not in a proper position to date, so I kept quiet and we talked everyday. Today......today, I found out that she has a huge crush on my best friend. I....I don't know what to do....atm I'm just crying and....idk...help. I can't even tell my best friend 'bout this and guess what...even he has a crush on her. Who am I to stop them... but still...I'm just...it hurts...really hurts man",-1.77035714285714,0.08809462585034034,0.6055527210884364,101.6303698979592,102.74149659863943,4.08265306122449,12.247448979591837,5.985473137389443,-1.1143693877551015,518,9,128,6,24,172,91,147,0.139,0.626,0.235,0.9664,0,1,0,0,0,0,48.0,3,0,1,3,6,10,0,0,5,0,12,1,1,1,2,29,20,14,0,0,7,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,5,12,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,2,23,8,11,13,4,15,0,2,0,0,19,9,0,2,6,78,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666713657106032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741958756625655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958364758606433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355096489189629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901456889743346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547907748238288,0.4132250613779596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953606392886418,0.0,0.0,0.19639979898415424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126726186352884,0.1194999299026524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085658600819852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798016054675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710050063490751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137880503119133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292609218522467,0.2284264436151417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423777406811544,0.14905331069702202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432978333097819,0.1558279734749284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153749000932192,0.0,0.0,0.3379845531611869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IncurableAdventurer,2019/10/13,"It’s the only thing I’ve known. I’m 32, and I’ve never kissed a guy, never had a hug from anyone besides friends or family, was only once seen as someone worth pursuing. I guess I need to change, but I’m good with who I am (it may not sound like it, but I am confident and have great self-esteem). I should lose weight (and I am), but that’s not going to help my face. I don’t want to wear makeup, and I’m not feminine. Frankly I don’t want to wear makeup (I don’t have the artistic ability even if I wanted to haha), or be super feminine. I’m not butch, but I don’t like pink, dresses, or jewelry, and I would feel uncomfortable in any of those. I’m not an emotional person, but I am affectionate. I want affection, but every night for 32 years has been the same thing. Just me. I tried to really put myself out there recently (see post history for partial evident haha). I know I’m aiming for a small target (I’m a Christian who isn’t attractive and doesn’t want kids. Yikes haha), but I casted a wide net. Unfortunately it backfired on a few levels. One being reminded how deeply undesirable most everyone finds me. I know it’s their loss, but it’s a reminder that I’m alone.",1.4982412687099078,3.4114768319672173,3.974440484675696,85.46307555238776,79.86065573770493,7.522166785459727,22.084105488239487,8.456263369488248,1.3732821097647894,913,28,194,20,23,319,139,244,0.132,0.693,0.175,0.9128,0,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,3,4,15,0,0,11,3,21,6,3,2,2,47,42,20,0,9,18,0,2,2,1,3,0,1,0,3,13,8,1,0,5,1,1,2,13,2,0,1,4,6,23,13,16,33,3,14,1,2,3,2,8,6,0,7,7,117,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455849205417438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148231669762824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434590770989972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786679633527095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786498647465742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856578398750997,0.0,0.12573370164975678,0.1425967833553913,0.0,0.0,0.14068187103045898,0.0,0.07545576622983187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639459085975938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529563601028325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481151607258662,0.12516802978740404,0.0,0.1645278978252461,0.16439496428890327,0.1477623258407315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002651128200993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402710264895476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458136287866209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669515135323727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065302573469328,0.2301925647173296,0.0,0.0,0.1400433490132261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892633153283156,0.10112290665453863,0.22699406716987444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030290633512787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429222148256065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001854930854638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560131231036073,0.0,0.14734778242682492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891792585108685,0.0,0.1556806621604837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264430907308833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828512397710224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131817237543496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401020687928184,0.0,0.0,0.18172336865085065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600954542628864,0.0,0.0,0.09609998428815464
lonely,fuckthatnicknameshit,2019/10/13,"another post about loneliness I wanted to go to the climate protest so badly, but since i've lost most of my friends and the few that are left do not have the same interests is I do, I went alone. I thought it would be perfect to push myself to do things alone, especially if it is important to me. But as soon as I got there, almost everyone had at least one friend to their side, I felt like crying the whole time, it didn't make me stronger as I thought and I also did not have the courage just to talk to people.",5.2261993769470365,4.685703224299067,5.591168224299069,86.73977414330221,68.1588785046729,9.37632398753894,30.91744548286605,8.841846274778883,2.0772006230529594,403,14,92,6,6,129,73,107,0.18899999999999997,0.64,0.171,0.161,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,7,9,1,0,5,0,13,0,0,1,1,18,22,10,0,3,6,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,9,1,13,6,14,11,5,9,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,3,3,68,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940598719218646,0.4014308441307891,0.0,0.15497952691991612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032132303467961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618125421285821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21287709135170466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518150103530326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186075674760166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994544257845208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013939783100683,0.0,0.15499730064531522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056119236729787,0.0,0.0,0.09467950824253313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115525041437228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936111590806182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132197797666745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435455641485586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560411847954372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031102175962592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576682442802406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875022853614293,0.0,0.0,0.3077066114266261,0.1130046883666545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430659204237248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796519182626626,0.0,0.21636761953179173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766794933364174,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DemonioLaplace,2019/10/13,"Welcome to the desert of the real  Welcome to the desert of the real;

Where people entertain themselves, just to evade from the responsibility of taking care of others in need.

Where family members, even knowing your potential, still turn their back on you, because you are struggling.

Where family members have 2 faces and a fake smile. Where there´s a story behind your back and another when you are there.

Where people prefer the soap opera to reality. They prefer imagine than to ask.

Where people fake their empathy and worries about your health, but they only want is to feel less guilty.

Being lonely, even when you are with supposedly the people that should be at your side,  gives loneliness a new kind of meaning.

Because  loneliness is not being alone. It´s the absence of space where you can  share your negative emotions, from time to time, without judgement.

If it´s everyday it´s understandable that people get exhausted. But from Weeks to weeks or months to months?

There´s only one answer to this: F--k them all, but with class.

How?

You win.

You recover your life, you pay your debt and then say goodbye to everybody and move on.

Because if they only want the good parts, they don´t deserve a lot from you.

They only deserve memories.

Memories and the stories they will tell themselves and others, about what they did well and what you did wrong.

F..k them and their stories.

And then you go and try to build your own oasis, with the ones that truly love you.",5.3878216123499145,7.702990377358493,4.959802744425389,80.95754288164667,69.75471698113208,7.686106346483704,27.89451114922813,8.438071523408619,2.126396226415094,1170,42,199,19,22,356,140,265,0.127,0.748,0.125,-0.3432,1,3,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,20,12,1,20,16,0,1,15,0,14,5,1,1,1,40,29,22,0,8,9,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,8,14,0,0,8,2,2,2,3,6,1,2,2,2,32,10,34,22,5,30,0,1,0,1,40,13,0,4,15,149,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966599877013627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115518539891885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801557038538477,0.0,0.0,0.17768834075835074,0.0,0.21129881355200128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780211228292177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299684734112464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262795112277136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178442139537773,0.0,0.05842118093190132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603655894157024,0.110837796365533,0.06566481493930593,0.09691060710756548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281505785884952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031854169177833,0.06349850727379915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161027630012918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822912858391272,0.10428058430627858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585840816626087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444801514196169,0.12280217554239732,0.0,0.08567245102804454,0.0,0.11159056105270852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565876253388019,0.35149762917274513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512002850180806,0.0,0.4005091391897161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26302271538979505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918831233239724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227147569283356,0.0,0.0,0.12078891140747434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687271998009963,0.0,0.10098823733237222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347461870139493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844499599945337,0.12567581616639398,0.0,0.12028262578162376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629857000529255,0.0,0.1853606119487715,0.0,0.10388555448555452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137774352630396,0.0,0.0,0.11733785494440616,0.0,0.0,0.1263263341708143,0.0,0.0
lonely,Broomhandle111,2019/10/13,"Feel alone and used I feel so alone.

I have a good job, my own house and a nice car, I'd swap it all for friendship.

I'm 27, I work all over the world so I don't have any friends.

My family are deeply devote Catholics and disowned me when they found out I had sex outside marriage. 

I'm now Bi, so they don't want to know.

My only regular interaction is with an older male (32 years my senior) who loves to tie me up and fuck me. But this is just sex, he and his mates will usually have sex and go. I really enjoy this but it's sex but that's it.",-0.15634986225895275,1.52853903305785,2.092913223140499,98.01694559228649,84.28925619834709,5.686225895316805,17.521349862258955,6.816661863887847,-0.31642203856749296,417,9,107,5,12,141,80,121,0.07200000000000001,0.821,0.107,0.6255,1,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,6,7,1,0,4,0,10,7,0,1,2,20,21,13,0,1,4,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,2,16,6,7,18,3,12,0,0,0,7,11,4,1,0,6,62,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879907136502368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020610543611158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220888859919169,0.0,0.23823804646473065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583071585230755,0.1820126443705701,0.21779484477269784,0.0,0.0,0.1338885741700735,0.19759780058134854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27183384472072114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23378209221795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947153827624674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262496146977428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917326211000173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092199723286606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20347008817428608,0.2594639617520844,0.0,0.13895433358257367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150892869298429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170923089142074
lonely,idkokay123,2019/10/13,"I hate these lonely nights. It’s 4AM, I feel anxious, and I can’t sleep. During the day, I can somewhat distract myself. But at night, I can’t run away from these thoughts and feelings.",0.6008108108108097,3.0846593513513523,1.3284324324324324,98.71859459459463,90.62162162162159,2.9600000000000004,20.913513513513514,3.1291,-0.5363686486486485,144,5,30,0,5,44,29,37,0.28800000000000003,0.7120000000000001,0.0,-0.8445,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,7,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,3,6,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36223312259394097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30125282377820783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067869529562613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32425150076312864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165666569229639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6017998140940003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32087261573616216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545531798133762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lifekindablowsrn,2019/10/13,"Uni is shit. Movies and every adult on the fucking planet lied. Get ready this is a long one. 

I’m an extremely social, extroverted person. I love being around people, talking, hanging out, watching movies, clubbing, whatever. That’s totally my scene. In high school, I had a lot of friends, I was friends with pretty much everyone in my graduating class (around 155 people), as well as with people from around 5 different high schools. I thrive off of socialization.

Cut to now, I’m a first year uni student and I live off-campus with my sister, who’s a second year. Naturally, pretty much all of the first years live on-campus, which already makes it difficult to meet people organically. Adding onto that, it’s been tough to befriend people in lectures since everyone is so academically-focused, but I have befriended a handful. Only thing is, almost none of that translates to outside of lectures.

I’ve got a few people I text with, but really nothing substantial. I thought I had my in with the res people since I know someone who lives there, but if I don’t text to hang out, I don’t get invited, so that’s pretty much been given up.

Make things worse, I love to go out once or twice a month. Well, everyone who likes to do that lives on campus, and nobody I meet through lectures likes that scene. But honestly I’m so desperate just to be around people that I go along with pretty much anything they wanna do. I want to be authentic to myself and have fun the way I enjoy, but nobody seems to flow that way.

It’s tough because I see my friends from high school all partying and hanging with friends. I’ve got two high school friends who call me regularly, but every time they do, it’s to complain or talk or cry about their boyfriends. I do the best I can to be a good friend and help them, but I’m getting fed up of being treated like a therapist. Not once do they ask how I’m doing. Not fucking once. I’m honestly getting jaded at their relationship talk. I’ve been in two, one ended because he moved, the other ended because he moved and was cheating on me during long-distance for 6 months. Haven’t had intimacy in any form for a year and 10 months.

Here‘s the kicker. I was in a stupid, preventable accident around two years ago, and got burns on my face and neck. They left some raised scarring on my cheek, chin, and neck. I know logically that it’s nothing major or drastic, but I know it’s noticeable. I am a confident person, I normally don’t give a fuck about them, but on bad days, I can’t help but feel that they’re a hindrance. When I feel lonely, my self-confidence takes a hit, then I start thinking people are noticing or that guys see it and think I look ugly, then I think that maybe if the accident hadn’t happened and if I was with my regular face people would want to be around me, then I isolate myself because I start hating myself for being stupid and causing my accident, yaddah yaddah yaddah and the cycle gets worse.

I’m so fucking lonely. I know I have people to talk to, to hang out with if I initiate it, but I want people to want to hang with me and do stuff that I’m also interested in. I want to have intimacy with someone.  I don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me, if I’m just not people’s speed, if people just plain old don’t like me here, I really don’t know. This is such a shock from my high school experience, I honestly wonder if I made the right decision coming here. Just wanted to rant and type this out before I cry myself to sleep.",5.121213438735179,5.669965957971016,5.883010540184454,80.81534584980241,68.40579710144928,8.765480895915678,29.01515151515152,8.776555601660561,2.123072463768116,2741,92,540,43,44,898,276,690,0.14800000000000002,0.695,0.156,0.4245,1,4,0,0,0,0,93.0,0,0,8,3,27,43,11,0,28,0,47,16,8,5,3,109,110,52,0,16,30,1,3,4,6,1,0,0,0,4,34,42,1,1,16,1,0,11,13,20,2,9,18,7,72,23,83,83,14,75,0,2,4,7,42,37,6,17,29,351,106,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0409111880655054,0.0,0.04621481520712807,0.0,0.05093015939243942,0.036907940454458665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03138511501233987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03797937220864795,0.2465117427981858,0.04314612693191509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03853520389665624,0.1125359414702958,0.0,0.039272168459579336,0.0,0.04843394268686027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04712661096098916,0.0,0.0,0.047411077574069815,0.0,0.03975607979567746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139216666711096,0.029764385430748462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048219281907420884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175439578357876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777052821848064,0.1323013681092855,0.0,0.04514575985205966,0.0,0.0,0.046671932185459286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785141665107564,0.0,0.0,0.2139426994390748,0.21333507339430824,0.12056323796454152,0.04427344700193436,0.052458778493204274,0.03871032056205975,0.11073651965220913,0.0,0.0,0.04569798701797456,0.04081228535526472,0.0,0.0,0.04556579540669377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061869765354743075,0.2438119488185926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218442924742487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050144558474022285,0.0,0.0,0.09019063929078952,0.0,0.16301314157738353,0.08168658405231184,0.03875626920303599,0.0,0.0,0.0392369955106617,0.0833084213870291,0.04367037818225383,0.061613975186854374,0.0,0.046366141931346805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051486529110173,0.0981050830831794,0.13570886669325916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045219409384699066,0.08856866394447965,0.10508929302348716,0.04842902640994353,0.14745193121208322,0.0625479228108512,0.035100868491563575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44794626058640097,0.08059673517220198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781373540126944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059132630783968285,0.0,0.0,0.04955024826681388,0.0,0.03941377232255959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335427224968405,0.07355474138387487,0.04201527823451328,0.04814686583931919,0.0,0.047374624998282516,0.0763552420489077,0.0,0.04618558411160336,0.0940928207182218,0.0782093092519486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533360515189081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283328843454699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034700750917751516,0.14838173260756884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053586323505181895,0.06132301295209658,0.08871750150112259,0.0,0.036639734027081115,0.02691175016598379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525213647214246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333076928923682,0.07326702124509711,0.0,0.0,0.08299283712957363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05005015020401287,0.0,0.0,0.09406617844003157,0.03278523671787339,0.050460244106760414,0.0,0.14860269048421698
lonely,theamp270,2019/10/13,"I’m going insane.. I’m sick of life, I feel like I’m not real and people fuck me over all the time. All I got is my family in which I threaten and become extremely hostile to. I’m going to do something I will regret and if I can’t get help now I’m fucked. 

I’m not going to contact a psychiatrist or therapist. I get a thrill out of hurting people emotionally Becasue fuck humans.

I’ve made plans to do “things” I’m actually sick and need help.",-0.267771929824562,1.9387848105263144,3.2722368421052654,85.7027412280702,90.36842105263158,6.114035087719299,19.49561403508772,7.492282038375204,0.8635087719298244,347,11,73,7,12,127,58,95,0.278,0.623,0.1,-0.9617,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,8,4,0,3,0,5,6,0,1,2,16,24,6,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,2,1,8,2,9,21,2,8,0,2,0,3,4,3,3,2,3,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.18283105587484053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069184275094616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074869911595698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662123550311729,0.0,0.0947321112502254,0.13384615818524115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519618904811341,0.19577008341819008,0.0,0.3194337972031137,0.0,0.14984458264224332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511596679272208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005669660333342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233408928582335,0.09153199015923648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727944529322784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389210562403479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25977616833646844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325054319499806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423471848150524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753312203196087,0.1244700661222444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092479694447499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alliaaa,2019/10/13,"I feel alone My mom moved to another state to get away from my dad, they divorced 
I have no relationship with my dad
My sisters live over and hour away and don’t see me
I live with roommates 
I just moved 4 years ago to this city so I don’t have many friends 
Got into an argument with my boyfriend and he’s all I really have, i have no one right now
Generally feeling sad cuz i miss him 
Yeah,.. i dont know i wish i had family that lived close by, i envy people that do 
I realize im codependent on my boyfriend which is not good",-0.5665789473684201,1.6076983070175432,1.7617192982456125,95.96836842105265,92.24561403508771,5.847017543859649,19.003508771929823,7.3011,0.3929129824561404,413,13,99,8,15,139,76,114,0.187,0.7709999999999999,0.042,-0.9147,0,1,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,10,0,0,1,1,18,18,5,0,1,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,2,3,22,2,13,16,1,14,0,2,1,0,10,7,0,0,4,62,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210076142236706,0.0,0.0,0.1777114948020597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799230301133434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224216562029911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201097679796208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175614332216964,0.0,0.1735182173417955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256702719614966,0.0,0.08964667691679394,0.0,0.0,0.14391831454431908,0.13723311195782914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897778586802367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534247702538853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429925593987884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545411193401232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396141585447766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009596149930376,0.0,0.3647378270331301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627121008665307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895622572625535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992247588542582,0.0,0.0,0.18421930152657395,0.0,0.14653362721195934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673193935115371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731559455834596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049584937925228
lonely,baby-elephant_,2019/10/13,I just don’t understand I know I’m attractive and fun but I can’t seem to find anyone who I like who likes me back. I don’t know how to find people to date except on the internet (mostly tinder) and everyone I meet is way too shy for me. I need someone confident! Where are you hiding???!!!!,0.8718579234972665,2.7841647377049203,3.4635245901639347,88.33878415300549,81.95081967213116,7.3453551912568305,20.002732240437158,8.344100000000001,1.059948633879781,223,6,49,5,6,78,44,61,0.039,0.6920000000000001,0.268,0.9388,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,14,11,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,10,4,6,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365150331860046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22395627596128306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27830558894038043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324015878100435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32013105997720714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845838936903359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596108110221668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20191878638423846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651466176198104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24677848970546204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032055881430259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311837941163325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,garlicxbread,2019/10/13,"I don’t really have a title for this I think it’s healthy to admit that this crippling loneliness will always be a part of me now. I’m not sure what I want really, but I keep deluding myself by saying that I’ll know it when I see it. Somehow by a cruel contradiction, the better I appear to be doing in life, the more lost I feel. Like a stranger in my own skin. Always the black sheep, always the outlier. Not that I don’t like myself. I think I do. Nor do I think I am taken for granted. But it doesn’t exactly alleviate how alone I am deep inside. I know I am appreciated and that I am loved, but somehow, I am numb to the impact I seem to make in other people’s lives. Why does it feel artificial? How can I give and give without a second thought but when I receive it feels alien, like there’s some sort of ulterior motive behind it? Am I some sort of defect incapable of feeling reciprocation? What would others think of me if I told them this? How could I get anyone to understand? I’m just a burden trying to find any semblance of meaning or purpose to my life. Like a ghost, just phasing through people’s bodies. No, I’m not pinning this on anyone. This is all me. I want to truly feel like I matter. I want to feel alive. And more than anything, I want to know why the fuck I’m here if I always go to bed never feeling good enough. It’s not fair. My mind is always at war with itself. I could be in a room filled with the people I love and I will still have a cloud of dread over me. Maybe I should just make my peace with loneliness, accept that it’s here to stay, and that nothing or no one will pull me up from this hole. Just another statistic. I think I’m done typing now, all this might seem pretty incoherent but I don’t care anymore. I’ll go get some yogurt.",1.2551497454327674,3.215185625336929,3.377953728661278,89.1996589547769,80.88679245283019,5.955106319257263,20.00905959868224,7.054809383877858,0.3667142258161129,1381,36,298,17,36,470,174,371,0.184,0.659,0.157,-0.7902,1,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,3,17,20,3,1,16,0,30,8,2,6,5,80,78,20,2,10,18,0,8,5,0,6,3,1,2,0,27,8,0,1,24,0,0,6,13,8,0,2,5,11,46,12,39,62,10,23,0,1,2,3,9,10,1,15,11,209,73,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498200191944063,0.0,0.0,0.3815427022113619,0.0,0.0,0.062364697476375734,0.096164007908503,0.0,0.0,0.09094985764550256,0.12824896354337575,0.0,0.0754680063209498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110841996799625,0.0,0.10186709795583444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350258695006164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644301588461986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025443380596567,0.09384929389617593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947590502959877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245928286654005,0.13103266378655348,0.0,0.0,0.08381960200738832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478272141494725,0.09582746291641353,0.1759496581373937,0.1042397279545602,0.07692045831653621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151443140118245,0.0,0.0,0.15120122846290274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955237911939624,0.22401988698940228,0.0,0.08097999047597884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001102961988386,0.0,0.16554040012259805,0.0,0.1224318254476462,0.0,0.09213317885112836,0.0998970776067164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972878712761105,0.09259910428784138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073099100940616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799645836270684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621438264977003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931100654704096,0.0,0.1907366848640617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330017418769218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750119852593995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729300142531356,0.0,0.0,0.07307953455889563,0.16697533945317378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774870246609747,0.07323825958450532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643386084150591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938144478044259,0.0,0.0728060396565495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763108238414022,0.0,0.0622638246215852,0.0,0.0,0.09547143474572896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163674088030172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550471048554222,0.0,0.0,0.08840339911188227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514684967054084,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,M4cv1n,2019/10/13,"Lost-ish my only friend Im a 30M and for the last 8 years ive only had 1 friend to talk to. We met in college when i had a lot more chances to be social, but after graduation we moved to different countries and while I have been alone ever since, she had a normal life. Friends, family, relationships that sort of thing. We talk pretty much throughout the day everyday on watsapp but now she has this new bf who is perfect for her. She has never been as in love with someone as she is with him and she barely speaks to me now. I get that shes not throwing me away and is just happier giving attention to him instead, but it just hurts being stuck in the same rut for so many years while everyone else has been able to move forward with life and have experiences and make memories.",4.7379245283018845,5.081180685534591,5.602194968553462,83.21725471698116,69.18867924528303,8.875723270440252,28.478616352201254,8.841846274778883,1.9788888050314468,615,20,129,10,10,202,103,159,0.052000000000000005,0.762,0.18600000000000005,0.9766,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,6,0,18,3,0,1,3,27,24,15,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,6,12,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,8,1,19,5,22,14,4,23,0,1,0,1,25,6,0,2,15,94,25,2,0.15135583886824872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675900253482036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220379294626212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976119947138826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813463716915804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643838181737724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369100215416387,0.0,0.14462699025059034,0.0,0.14805505332157795,0.14268481456028398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35081143696565154,0.0,0.07907717882678597,0.14519431233589916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620295559243779,0.0,0.16349027877005975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337520987233465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381421023315744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522277756269654,0.128677321669767,0.1366045539050813,0.0,0.10103119774190628,0.15345106437412587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217346070726351,0.11126395679418792,0.0,0.11673495372668552,0.14618041233688386,0.0,0.0,0.14829658620346475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302258716292289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539833015352995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624995276030526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520311397989758,0.0,0.0,0.15428821703593987,0.12824331110480527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24330818005004146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055409391950082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949363956700969
lonely,throwawayimsad334,2019/10/13,"Downward Spiral Lately I have been a shell of what I once was. I feel so empty inside and really miss the feeling of another person’s touch. Tonight I went to a club and actually paid for someone to interact with me, and I think I’ve reached my lowest point because I haven’t stopped crying since I left. I feel so worthless and pathetic. I don’t know what I’m looking for by posting this but I just need to know that this part of my life will end.",3.1918894009216565,4.416788956989251,4.563471582181262,86.00806451612905,73.40860215053762,7.464823348694317,28.3394777265745,7.957251820313856,1.7372316436251918,355,14,74,5,7,118,65,93,0.16,0.809,0.031,-0.8271,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,15,18,7,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,6,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,4,5,13,0,10,13,1,9,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,4,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.21401153471269696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22996201493358834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133687223146919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24089792173913624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942404890307104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33266390797053685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24105026342666594,0.0,0.2473873144378793,0.0,0.23827718294212005,0.0,0.15490268547294098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416224866811765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261301072536766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23355429354507845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23748759715141785,0.0,0.0,0.1914900000676376,0.0,0.0,0.20731555386566725,0.0,0.21003503065567636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049337666877498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141262513760892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858177083965914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833500762176778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052276710012432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329934738925606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,newmestartingnow,2019/10/13,"life sucks I (22m) was seeing this girl I met through a friend. Things were great for about a month and then she started getting distant. Long story short, she ditched me for another guy. I already lacked a lot of confidence due to sexual anxiety (premature ejaculation) and this just made it worse. I always avoided dating girls or any chance at having sex because I didn’t want one of my biggest fears to turn into a reality, but it did anyway. I have absolutely no confidence in getting a girl now and when I do I won’t be able to keep her so what’s the point? My friends are all finding their girls and I’m just the loser who sits in his room all day wasting away. Almost certain I’ll never have a long-term relationship and die alone.",3.438877551020408,5.183314877551023,4.599744897959186,83.90329081632655,73.6938775510204,7.621088435374148,27.89625850340137,8.344100000000001,1.9384380952380955,585,23,116,10,12,192,109,147,0.179,0.691,0.13,-0.8285,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,7,8,1,2,8,0,11,2,0,1,4,22,22,10,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,7,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,6,1,16,4,14,14,4,20,0,1,1,1,15,9,1,3,10,77,23,0,0.1779450179259791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818623134828385,0.18429737316178885,0.1963667521644978,0.0,0.14806450979259114,0.0,0.0,0.1210087141843365,0.18659086660732035,0.13612745165644166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718520193325148,0.0,0.0,0.10847363130173364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475981553821768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846788347119814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002376168265144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263852263853448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749597588758185,0.0,0.18593785491311066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961850104644904,0.0,0.1761935442225844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816570801230834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568782862049788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149514825226711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128249086660828,0.0,0.16837587849209731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203401561401885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724216778690138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058014939990415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821555885280848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910463551885761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417991406678697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595039956598894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821876300795793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355308130525128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495658196918167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813411755347578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,donny-brasco,2019/10/13,"I’ve been feeling real lonely lately. So it’s my second year in school and I feel like I’ve just started it. Nobody knows me, my friend from secondary school used to hang out all the time but is now pretty busy with his group of friends. I just feel like everyone has friends except me. There’s this one girl in my class who I like and talk to occasionally but I don’t see it going anywhere and I get a really strong sense that she’s just pitying me which is making me a little insecure. I really don’t know what to do and how to push myself. I’m a talkative person but I notice that I stay quiet when first meeting someone for some reason. I know there are many people like me and worse than this but I really don’t wanna be lonely anymore. It’s eating away at my soul and I’m just feeling like a shell. I’m not even doing things I like anymore and my studying has gone way downhill. But anyways I just wanted to get it off my chest and I’d appreciate any insight",2.0184873487348725,3.8304582524752497,3.7411221122112224,88.22860286028605,77.86138613861384,6.073047304730473,21.618261826182614,6.937597516519254,0.5421476347634764,765,21,159,8,18,256,118,202,0.073,0.721,0.207,0.9811,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,14,14,0,1,5,0,12,2,1,4,1,39,31,16,0,2,12,0,4,6,3,0,0,1,0,2,13,10,1,0,9,0,0,4,4,4,0,3,2,6,26,10,18,28,2,20,1,3,1,0,11,7,0,1,13,106,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872825489097482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545778531607668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205892539482417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133431470785867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847741078610849,0.0,0.0,0.12264413271795747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595909049298142,0.2750802621160029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917462905407244,0.0,0.0,0.2974891779165481,0.0,0.1341153818964218,0.0,0.07294438618081375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116137679257811,0.0,0.14478463537312855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762325969813089,0.12864063629489025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567476653592314,0.13012697472445198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612757280970595,0.0,0.0,0.08697342880207372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898187970225242,0.11207045882845854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057831347470394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609064644020656,0.24667330691003603,0.13196539982475256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25979454388912265,0.10227850542936884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875072239335253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084694424216716,0.13680425383436642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316304264411036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527018102657972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484204372632898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085337774361632,0.0,0.0,0.07570428345490915,0.10187842808258654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307998364386597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265333165234022
lonely,MageeIsMe,2019/10/13,Lonely Day All day I wanted to go out and do something. I talked to 20 people and everyone said they were busy. I just wanted to go out but not alone. I needed up seeing joker and seeing it alone hit way different. I just like being around people and it felt like nobody wanted to be around me. It just felt so down and it was such a bad day.,-0.09458333333333258,2.1419042638888897,2.1161111111111133,94.14,89.69444444444444,4.311111111111112,12.166666666666668,5.82211442006289,-1.0482333333333336,265,3,57,2,9,89,44,72,0.083,0.757,0.16,0.6085,1,4,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,21,17,7,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,5,5,7,2,10,9,1,12,0,1,2,0,3,6,0,0,5,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735011541092208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32103478091166004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055437846395645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488621906015251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188389401987308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229743396057778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462587904776473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049528221571976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761842973259828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370029775878958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500135832334376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151958671006828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873732912332466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881426854953313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492929366643328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190610139280285,0.14312459426766178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kingbee473,2019/10/13,"Im 18M and I have lots of friends, but I feel lost in trying to find someone to be with me romantically. Im at university right nor, and I have found friends at a church. But I can't help but feel hopeless finding a woman I want to have a serious relationship with. I have never officially dated anyone in my life, and all my friends in other places seem to have someone.",1.2437987012987008,3.4228096623376665,3.794918831168832,84.99809253246755,82.24675324675323,6.447402597402598,25.209415584415584,7.645422480735847,1.3791051948051951,292,12,62,5,8,102,46,77,0.138,0.672,0.19,0.6385,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,2,18,13,7,0,1,3,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,9,3,12,10,2,9,1,2,0,0,6,7,0,2,2,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447919587027854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449216531949926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515659655934142,0.0,0.0,0.21087613554671067,0.4457730473088082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289124326783526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154913557155882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584593033506626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099471490325442,0.16350915550647815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483340922413894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009403105716599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20648673895129327,0.0,0.16424582320619274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508686822435865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32591532409907104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057710309037918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343918244814725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iman4476,2019/10/13,"Feeling Ignored When I went on beginning dates with my partner he paid a lot of attention to me and we even had a rule not to use phones at the dinner table when we were on dates, but now we have been together for a year and I understand we are not in the honey moon phase or impression phase anymore but he uses the phone ALL THE TIME and ignores me and I feel so unloved and angry and sad but all he cares about is his phone. I feel like I need to channel my anger somewhere else",3.458444130127297,4.212587772277228,4.407439886845829,89.16227722772278,72.26732673267327,7.751626591230551,27.299858557284303,7.957251820313856,1.445179915134371,379,13,84,5,7,123,68,101,0.2,0.708,0.092,-0.9393,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,4,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,7,0,6,1,0,2,2,30,17,13,0,1,6,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,1,2,5,1,1,1,2,5,0,0,5,4,14,3,11,12,3,13,0,1,0,0,13,4,0,2,9,58,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733660440210693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810387279538349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230266256657166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206110400943254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181235987151985,0.19692103904378253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346663576473848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343437550502962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438747821247197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073097613089174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28695645170969825,0.0,0.4761380295089352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555259308574456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750651927049674
lonely,Meh-AT-Best,2019/10/13,Why the fuck do I have this empty feeling all of the time. I just want a nice long hug is that too much to ask for?,0.4966666666666662,0.9537321851851852,2.3490740740740783,102.26583333333336,79.0,5.4,17.203703703703702,3.1291,-1.1652074074074077,87,1,25,0,2,29,25,27,0.171,0.5589999999999999,0.27,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,7,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262616046768296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23054737610789075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215282213506931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035107769192487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351834996500749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26587428875171604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26893737152118186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114335154133919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MomaGarf,2019/10/13,"im never anyone’s first choice I love my friends, I really do. I’m incredibly loyal to them and would even go as far as to take a bullet for some. But I know it’ll never be mutual. Everyone has someone they’d rather talk to than me. Everyone. Even people I’ve opened up to and they know nearly everything about me. I never get invited to anything unless it’s a general event. People I thought cared deeply about me rejected me. They wouldn’t even invite me to their birthday party, which seems like the pettiest shit ever but it really hurt me when i had turned to them specifically after I had the worst year of my life. 
I can’t do anything different or change anything slightly about myself without my friends making fun of me. Guys I don’t even fucking know will mock me for something I like when I’m on the verge of tears. (That was about favorite animal being a monkey). My friends enable every shitty thing people do to me, even join in. I can’t do anything in fear of looking like a bitch and risking them not wanting to hang out with me. 
My only genuine friend is leaving the school I’m going to next year and I’m scared for the future because then I’m not going to have anyone and he’ll probably just forget about me anyway because he’s leaving to deal drugs with a better friend.
I can’t vent to anyone because deadass they just tell me to “chill”. So fuck it I’m going to vent in a public forum that my best friend will probably find and get mad at me over.",3.2073937360178952,4.822724677852354,4.537063758389262,84.64953299776289,74.03355704697988,7.114317673378077,24.832774049217,7.793537801064563,1.3484827740492171,1166,37,228,16,24,386,154,298,0.163,0.657,0.18,0.4291,1,1,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,8,4,18,27,6,3,11,0,22,6,1,1,4,37,49,16,0,4,10,0,0,3,6,6,2,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,6,0,0,5,11,12,0,1,4,1,40,15,44,36,3,31,0,2,1,3,22,12,4,3,17,155,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893821021846812,0.0,0.2971780156318516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510545311450822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947455298749682,0.07984721099765173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204865280292417,0.0,0.0955065269968994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930769160821542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432561466338092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469861298821156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29815249083098205,0.08166535913113987,0.07606659189770136,0.1725368963626701,0.08113976079086868,0.0,0.0,0.10159250089928708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251623505751876,0.07679393722753032,0.0,0.0,0.4185105175576655,0.1669287565568554,0.09433737772078,0.0,0.20523766966758245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939350699219502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664889191766803,0.0,0.09752019742504013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885009961906914,0.0,0.0,0.1911914888075935,0.0,0.0,0.06376894134342581,0.13232187132609088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581425458916304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148315096287359,0.0,0.06026402562892496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088934428298388,0.0,0.09601607394725574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866363132578485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777079281463885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467882095419395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567409394585293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903881661770982,0.09137033974072367,0.0,0.08218946421335066,0.0,0.0,0.09267331336434634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649575932872991,0.06950359769104462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788092916609892,0.07256535964128683,0.07891056463453998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997943831704779,0.0,0.0,0.07167392994036552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820103683914692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325074187897684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702875564067611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413383781275107,0.0,0.0,0.1162774688139743
lonely,diggyhotdog,2019/10/13,"I like being around people, but not actually talking to them? I've noticed recently I like being in the company of people, but any interaction upsets/aggravates me. Anybody else have the same problem?",4.745571428571427,8.033102914285719,6.702500000000002,62.59375000000003,77.0,9.214285714285714,34.464285714285715,9.516144504307137,4.725428571428573,162,9,21,5,4,56,28,35,0.096,0.759,0.145,0.2047,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.31470962924138596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21930837638400869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870898622452425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26940407231374514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31511056531291964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671638963129941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471563172445041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30858517076458697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184259482772171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592101132210091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Crazycoolguy097,2019/10/13,"Sad boi I just feel bored and lonely. My life took a turn somewhat recently and it hit me hard. My ex broke up with me a month after we were mad in love and in hopes of getting married and living together..

Then we had a couple things happen where we'd be back together then fall apart all over again. The one breakup that really got me was when i asked her why she wanted to break up.. it was because she wanted to go to parties and have fun... she couldn't see herself having fun with me..  idk it makes me feel as if I'm the most boring person in the world. 

While she's out having the time of her life, I'm just.. doing nothing.",1.9470454545454527,3.4266759772727298,3.3036363636363646,92.75045454545456,77.10606060606061,6.012121212121213,20.333333333333336,6.574015621080383,0.098369696969697,487,11,109,4,11,159,90,132,0.134,0.774,0.091,-0.4754,0,2,0,0,1,0,17.0,3,0,0,0,6,10,1,0,7,0,11,3,0,1,1,23,29,11,0,5,3,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,6,0,1,6,4,19,4,16,19,3,24,0,3,1,1,14,10,0,4,10,76,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872653520754555,0.0,0.0,0.1634550842054462,0.0,0.12958218573130206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352073604575348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149660243964376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106032572473452,0.0,0.12080981576428912,0.0,0.17001359825531095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797710569367704,0.0,0.1904231517779779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111323959120061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002924002269502,0.0,0.0,0.1877053580619769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185492549515887,0.0,0.14189375362206785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696732926757315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039689882410804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404458602094208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561005435188085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617934759183115,0.0,0.2098896384899675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939271196196462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412236828544077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395269858859766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361758011793993,0.0,0.23121777181771205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507614640579616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918135625852395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,aweeheeheehee,2019/10/13,"Feeling completely empty I’m (20M) feeling completely alone. It’s not just weekends where I feel alone, it’s every day. I don’t really have any friends, so I spend most of the time by myself. I am horrendous at talking to people, but I thought I’d actually give it a try.",1.1514880952380968,3.3935635535714286,3.853571428571428,84.05809523809525,83.10714285714286,7.3047619047619055,27.190476190476193,8.344100000000001,2.2183904761904767,213,10,43,5,6,75,44,56,0.14800000000000002,0.7559999999999999,0.096,-0.3731,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,4,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2299164967425087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4880314572332287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021948145038822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940547266714685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194573598118147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850737679929872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573869063456626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202784106811795,0.0,0.0,0.2260137876787193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333884381764946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093459809338974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893703770541196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870440552469214,0.13738317208081066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996033168872886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hittintheyeet,2019/10/13,I feel cold and lonely. I don’t trust anyone. I’ve been backstabbed too many times and I’ve pushed everyone in my life away. I liked a girl and I started making what I feel like was progress yesterday but now she’s leaving me on read. I just want to spend my whole life in my room hiding. I fall apart and break into hysterical sobbing at the slightest inconveniences and I don’t even know what hugs feel like. The last time I got a hug was from my mom when I was around ten. I’m almost seventeen now and I just feel so detached from everyone else. I think the most human contact I’ve had since 2019 started was today when I arm wrestled my coworker for a bet. My closest friends feel like acquaintances. They all have girlfriends and I can barely talk to girls without making a fool of myself. I feel everything and nothing at the same time and I don’t know what to do.,3.347816558441558,4.930759187500001,4.062857142857143,88.32500000000002,73.60227272727273,7.074025974025973,26.20779220779221,7.7094869923839395,1.3281928571428572,691,24,143,9,14,220,105,176,0.066,0.755,0.179,0.9627,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,11,11,0,0,8,0,12,5,1,2,1,32,28,13,0,1,4,1,6,4,2,0,2,0,1,3,3,11,0,0,9,1,2,2,4,3,0,1,7,7,26,8,16,21,4,26,0,2,0,2,10,11,1,3,16,89,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314874735431596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999574351931054,0.0,0.0,0.1272602268036582,0.0,0.0,0.13431089513389505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942052943405344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944204059499922,0.0,0.0,0.2731991899599819,0.12847870449122162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43369395283811146,0.3063811660558461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104466511191446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433414446244056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712862001765127,0.11652737618290793,0.0,0.15136866655953898,0.0,0.0,0.20194663850924416,0.2793622992907729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908470980136633,0.14493389654610858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742712690790648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716914415512071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299365035280684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825382406322905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236851961256255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149017855953713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159976911712328,0.0,0.0,0.25007456860578564,0.0,0.13550459125896314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431854202085994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960411288162624,0.0,0.13780348461978076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NotCommunity,2019/10/13,"Looking for friends dgvshfvsjdfvsjds Feeling lonely just in the dark watching tv and it seems like my two closest friends don't ever want to do anything so...Anyone wanna be online friends or real life friends, i like jjba and im a teen.",6.061333333333334,7.183411577777778,5.731111111111113,80.69000000000003,66.55555555555556,6.888888888888888,37.22222222222222,6.42735559955562,2.6198888888888887,191,10,32,1,3,59,38,45,0.069,0.578,0.35200000000000004,0.9346,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,10,7,3,0,2,2,0,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,2,6,4,6,0,3,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,2,3,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623796427119396,0.0,0.19110435771176554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006407181062606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742176219329872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7176769877222288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25084674790915995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402993406472546,0.22691033567631275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950135429480323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643269978908578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141220336600247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22685360645822175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697445018360466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,75dwhite,2019/10/13,Gone I was just thinking that if i vanished off the face of the earth less then a dozen people would notice and only 1 may care about it.,10.610689655172417,5.076321103448277,9.554482758620688,78.2137931034483,62.10344827586207,11.6,35.89655172413793,3.1291,2.1620758620689653,108,2,24,0,1,34,27,29,0.0,0.882,0.11800000000000001,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,6,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,3,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911095948806469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5484011572367767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366342875605552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339394808491453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086440688713318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421749493042088,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Reusable_friend,2019/10/13,"I'm alone, go figure. Long story short. I'm alone because the person I fell in love with doesn't live here, all my friends moved away, and I purposefully avoid most human contact. 

I know. *Hot mess*, right? 

You're not wrong.",-0.4666919191919163,1.26575743181818,0.5303030303030347,99.96823232323237,111.04545454545456,2.8646464646464653,13.979797979797981,5.033348758259628,-1.1884868686868688,173,4,37,1,9,53,38,44,0.132,0.659,0.209,0.6862,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,3,6,2,8,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5753624008749418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609697510192767,0.0,0.0,0.1693232189549427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146008707241664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578604865407951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265260797767052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24527195048282416,0.24581365164695906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25069413186594963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29522067788219786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425340466044518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23721014686048736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036928771298933,0.0,0.0
lonely,opeeeeeeee,2019/10/13,"alone on my birthday I’ve been at college for 2 months or so now and i haven’t made any friends and it’s been nothing like i hoped it would be. I’m so lonely and drowning in my work and i am failing one of my classes already. I miss my two friends from high school but they’re making new friends at their colleges and i feel like they hate me. I also regret not trying harder on my college applications because i got rejected from the school i wanted to go to so i could be close to my girlfriend. But now we’re 5 hours apart and i dont have a car and neither does she. People here were friendly the first couple weeks but now i feel like friend groups have already been established and there’s nobody who wants to talk to me. I tried going to the lgbt center to make friends but i swear everyone there is into anime and isn’t actually gay. I told one guy i met there i had a girlfriend and he looked at me like i had two heads. I don’t fit in with anyone and i feel out of place everywhere. 
Today is my birthday and i just slept all day and ugly cried like a moron and my family keeps asking what i did to celebrate today and I’m too embarrassed to tell the the truth. Sorry this was really rambling i just wanted to get it off my chest",1.0522988505747115,3.1709880229885097,2.7378544061302708,92.6509195402299,82.5632183908046,5.399233716475097,20.777777777777786,6.605766666666668,0.2676651340996168,978,29,212,10,27,322,147,261,0.187,0.698,0.115,-0.9322,0,5,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,3,14,21,2,1,8,0,21,4,3,3,2,43,45,24,1,7,8,0,3,5,8,1,0,0,0,1,6,19,0,1,3,0,0,3,6,8,0,5,13,4,37,13,26,28,2,30,0,5,1,1,20,16,0,2,16,140,43,8,0.0,0.0,0.1027587287318504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906023020741118,0.2324048664257578,0.0842092885010844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160839028595986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362900973473616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984423570043753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419060129964843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407439673776393,0.11651371531253,0.11566836444255353,0.0679105278954296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214974257404664,0.0,0.12341215900062595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061975769098667,0.0,0.0,0.09926854899188184,0.0,0.1597302702581552,0.1504543196443926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895691010892989,0.0,0.0,0.488132425649598,0.0,0.055015502698712575,0.0,0.11969013600202287,0.0,0.08421894598810617,0.0,0.0,0.10426469007296092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396308122145907,0.1080693552917544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125644230086652,0.0,0.10458779785926466,0.1037004176191967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935964969592793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572241051186125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842644196229826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963849052586783,0.14057866541240946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405037019463928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170050308742937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103928968156876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427095636404234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300255606290593,0.0,0.11001728548000282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745861058895443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314076324938175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787601193997815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463707250787582,0.0920378430373138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962634794766754,0.10061975769098667,0.0,0.14298513212183828,0.0,0.20572783779187687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863280327054913,0.0,0.0844662277434005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766604884997457,0.0,0.0,0.07480291296010869,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,basuracuenta1,2019/10/13,"Everyone can not wait for the weekend, but I dread it 20 M college student

I hate the weekend. Everyone from my school are with their friends socializing, while I sit at home scrolling reddit and try to keep myself occupied. I love the week because I’m around people 

Monday can’t come soon enough",4.271607142857143,6.651838660714287,4.370857142857143,83.67414285714288,73.10714285714286,7.337142857142857,30.84285714285714,8.238735603445708,2.416568571428571,239,11,43,4,5,74,48,56,0.141,0.703,0.155,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,6,9,1,10,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,26,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23412989317912145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032518972223656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265552125864349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717541025887766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5026244158800632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031967353666046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25966263570473835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638151017906753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337706117175035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373719593906085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823343046181701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661747406445201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681001133692235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856288904259207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096646103791047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,espressoteric,2019/07/03,"Just a lonely girl here... Hey Guys,

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I started feeling down today so I thought maybe posting would help me process and feel better. I guess I just feel down because the 4th of July is tomorrow, and I do not have anyone to spend the holiday with. I really don’t have any close friends anymore. I’m painfully shy so it’s pretty much impossible for me to meet people. I just wish I had someone to talk to and share things with me. I’m 32 and have only been in one serious relationship. It feels like everyone I have gone to school with is married and has their own family. My life is basically go to work, come home and do homework for grad school, and then repeat. I rarely ever go out for anything fun or exciting. I feel like I’m doomed to be a crazy cat lady (yes, I do love cats lol). Being lonely really sucks…",2.1095227272727257,4.279363054545456,3.736117424242426,86.64417613636368,79.06060606060606,6.791666666666668,23.645833333333336,7.865858978985527,1.2922196969696973,644,22,130,11,16,214,109,165,0.10099999999999999,0.695,0.204,0.9564,0,4,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,7,13,0,0,4,2,17,3,0,0,1,28,34,11,0,2,5,0,5,2,1,1,2,0,2,2,3,13,0,0,6,1,1,4,2,5,0,1,4,5,17,8,18,27,2,16,1,3,0,1,11,5,0,2,8,79,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158500398745933,0.1777530295098403,0.0994792320438264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507601831143718,0.1022863007436586,0.0,0.1203805937731138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917435088570189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937773543695733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260121011375011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232371044673627,0.0,0.13978217054681946,0.0,0.0,0.1379050552649215,0.0,0.3698320023668515,0.2090129399101313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113019900427397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662749681308909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115009325279395,0.14484575419620033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805216169833496,0.0,0.1467363955519831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103325853453632,0.14293552103699295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202847558638406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146963558691817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753675615714227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991269161306814,0.1112567992897013,0.15565820434518013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141602381192136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010117856509674,0.1488250573373299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742861693536725,0.0,0.0,0.15705600069413586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960976969404208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239473237552736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035417086190268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757883317720608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718566002848276,0.0,0.0,0.11613443512540896,0.0,0.0,0.1386616548022118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822123360102473,0.0,0.0,0.10649766729296983,0.0,0.0,0.1039171011413143,0.0,0.1777530295098403,0.0
lonely,lastpokecenter,2019/07/03,"Lonely for attention? I can't help but notice a lot people that claim to be lonely here actually get reached out by a lot of fellow redditors!

Yet, I almost never see a response from them.  (Not me personally, but in the comments from others) Could it be people like to be lonely for attention?",4.998750000000001,6.340204232142861,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,69.17857142857143,9.171428571428573,28.285714285714285,9.516144504307137,2.769014285714286,231,8,39,5,4,80,42,56,0.177,0.741,0.08199999999999999,-0.6889,0,6,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,11,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,10,3,2,4,0,3,1,0,5,2,0,3,3,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.2858383142966413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29330747194735624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338651337517061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303360352596634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963316783248425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431012343397688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980439241599263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22591057105568346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334804513153156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40613440477294094,0.2557580781684377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23341167922400746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,veganlettuceroots,2019/07/03,"My Anxiety About being a Statistic Okay, so, I’ve always said I wanted to lose weight so I wouldn’t contribute to the statistics of just being another fat person.

Then I realized it. I’d always be a statistic, always part of some percentage of people that do this and people that do that. 

When I die, I will be part of the number of people that are dead. If my mom chose to abort me, I would be part of the percentage that was aborted.

The worst part of my realization is that people won’t see my name when they see the data, just see it as a whole number, not even knowing I was probably apart of it.

Numbers will always haunt me, the research and such, and I wish I could just choose not to be part of life’s survey.",4.711564625850336,4.827161244897958,5.871156462585037,82.06074829931974,69.20408163265307,8.982312925170069,26.537414965986393,8.841846274778883,1.7836884353741491,561,15,116,9,9,188,77,147,0.132,0.8190000000000001,0.049,-0.9349,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,10,3,0,0,9,1,18,3,1,0,0,19,25,10,2,6,6,1,1,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,10,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,5,16,1,15,10,8,4,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,2,3,92,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012835803058425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642437257490247,0.09223295855152447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626245205381306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251288781216818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963296368436511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626013500867109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515960701918364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488295102342934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120589911354864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6528082577650924,0.0,0.33434221715466744,0.10527392152095437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299909606318589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468624657195585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288227409785112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111318074847048,0.0,0.0,0.146817382573728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460806906199185,0.1386453986772465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564690442879683,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,immovable_object_,2019/07/03,"I need someone to talk to. I’ve been living on my own for a few months now, I live alone and in a different state than the rest of my family. Basically all I do is work (12+ days per 2 weeks). I don’t have anyone and I’m loosing hope. My depression has grown to new highs becoming an impenetrable wall that stops me from trying to do anything. I just need someone to talk to. Some interaction.",2.0034843205574937,3.6153355853658553,4.376132404181185,84.55231707317077,77.29268292682926,8.10034843205575,23.90940766550523,8.841846274778883,1.605457839721255,306,10,68,7,7,107,62,82,0.096,0.866,0.038,-0.5267,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,11,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,9,1,12,10,5,12,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21421195448992889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446192993765021,0.0,0.1702022363055724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284258335739025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333872749329137,0.0,0.17814108789136798,0.0,0.0,0.2160917660409118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497950681462287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852567071919754,0.0,0.20542737304535985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365266717565041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508853906464835,0.0,0.0,0.30672143080361874,0.0,0.19975625851454384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504902414254421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291789096266216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324818348491964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042297800293058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659053506387677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057361462058708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Stef_harz_ion,2019/07/03,Help me. My frienda rold me that they are not going to talk to me anymore if i keep being depressed Oke of the girls in this group of friends rejected me and after almost 2 years I still feel pain.They say they're gonna kick me out for always looking like I'm dead And I  make that girl angry because Im getting sad for no reason. (Sorry for my bad english),2.3179385964912282,3.6033335131578963,3.789473684210528,90.45464912280704,75.71052631578948,5.592982456140351,24.508771929824558,5.46131890053228,0.4518140350877196,281,9,60,1,6,93,59,76,0.26,0.6459999999999999,0.094,-0.9403,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,10,10,3,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,3,11,2,10,8,0,6,0,3,1,0,8,2,0,2,4,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254290440545438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21130358467882232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518463966829739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203447274365808,0.15480324872781998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21872349312978168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840283081686668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619820703243326,0.0,0.13267641018657195,0.0,0.14432347975130455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021478737919832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27430547737580513,0.0,0.0,0.2257190539656047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406528780619346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325085311641676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951106288968032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702166652679985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26109899207692555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019482138309688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842719841524191,0.0,0.0,0.2028017663049309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20411233921722116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353302922496826
lonely,AddisonNeedsHalp,2019/07/03,"Am I lonely now? So, I have a best friend named Peyton, and I just sent her something like this:

​

Me: Knock Knock\~

Peyton: Hello?

Me: KNOCK KNOCK\~

Peyton: Who's there -\_-

Me: Pey 

Peyton:  Pey who;-;

Me: HURRY UP AND PEY, I DON""T GOT ALL DAY!!!

​

If your wondering, yes, I am now lonely",-0.7726315789473688,-0.17068159649122805,0.7972631578947365,96.11484210526315,128.12280701754386,2.2217543859649123,14.326315789473686,4.604124745555138,-1.0017452631578947,227,6,43,1,15,72,38,57,0.078,0.6990000000000001,0.223,0.8854,0,4,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,11,3,1,4,2,5,0,2,0,0,8,1,0,2,4,29,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4698778720179009,0.5269527137575231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22755331225811756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983962726064678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752497384446802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342150591725727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593386356126673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692897162878592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351466105407353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5269527137575231,0.0
lonely,burgerbingbettuce,2019/07/03,"No friends over a long weekend I just started a new job and I’ll get the 4th off - my supervisor said that since pretty much everyone else on our team is taking the following Friday off, I’m free to do the same.  I’m gonna go to work regardless because it’s my only exposure to other people besides stopping by my mom’s house sometimes after work.  I’ll probably be the only one there, but at least I won’t have to spend 4 days straight alone in my tiny one bedroom apartment drinking cheap booze and watching some shitty YouTube video.  I literally have one friend and she lives over 12 hours away from me on a different coast and has a rich, happy social life so I hardly get to talk to her.  I don’t have any interests or talents or hobbies that I could turn into friend making opportunities, so I’m stuck sitting alone in my apartment every single day.  I’m so fucking lonely.  And I’m so awkward and off putting that no one would want to be my friend anyway if I tried - and I have.  The few “friends” I’ve made since moving always treat me like an afterthought and end up phasing me out of their lives pretty quickly.  I just wish I had someone to come home to or look forward to seeing.  Instead I’m a lonely, desperate loser who spends every evening drinking and getting fatter because it’s not like anyone will even see.",4.715555555555554,5.693615057034223,5.4528200253485455,81.99255492184201,69.53231939163499,7.6695395014786625,30.580692860160536,7.793537801064563,2.0354302492606675,1052,42,200,12,18,342,165,263,0.122,0.664,0.214,0.9833,2,6,2,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,5,12,19,1,1,11,0,15,5,0,2,0,31,41,18,0,6,8,1,1,2,5,4,1,1,2,0,7,12,3,1,1,5,5,6,5,5,0,4,4,6,23,15,28,30,6,36,0,3,4,1,15,18,1,5,15,123,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463281697587724,0.0,0.0,0.08621800269241489,0.0,0.0,0.07046340584901488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245171654440907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973519867158218,0.0,0.0,0.1263284476304242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892572413549295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273008672847786,0.0,0.0,0.13364934107322698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825816089744343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030112684021932,0.0,0.0,0.08655906718118846,0.0,0.09177428803071673,0.0,0.0,0.13687667104865306,0.0,0.17460430815042322,0.09901089515203998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002728483731368,0.09579264471391724,0.1624074921597713,0.0,0.058888173547506216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030268139392534,0.0928208650797346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393673111635797,0.0,0.1020422967788242,0.11956060271181612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282431121674393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318805540629363,0.10124448512663284,0.0,0.182992178763307,0.09169816523270073,0.08701254479945278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804531798676694,0.06916543937875433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135548213239013,0.0,0.11012893026556443,0.07617073370096962,0.0,0.0,0.10007435993856688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28085540985279184,0.1576114499629197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183527957176518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108323556628015,0.11171711521518272,0.0,0.0,0.1041641368545502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856390444072086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513935323204984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142681832061354,0.0,0.0,0.1056249214180012,0.08779471250662006,0.0,0.1024802881330556,0.0,0.07334095053637582,0.0,0.0,0.08662881147603894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790741229470509,0.08328376557801591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034943359878551,0.11270600975532605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061116245071027614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915493125669498,0.0,0.0,0.15086944678326142,0.0,0.0,0.07360684961005362,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BabieAlien,2019/07/03,"Superficial friends Hello recently my depression is going rocket sky high again.
And made me overthink a lot a bug problem what I have is that I feel lonley like 24/7.
I still have friends but they feel so superficial like if if leave or not talk to them I would be all alone.
And that hurts it's always kinda been like that been treated really bad in my life got bullied really hard and no I'm struggling.
I think I'm very open but maybe I'm not? I don't know I talk about my problems to my friends and they always listen but does that mean I'm open?

The text we have are usually the same and I feel bored by that I try to make things more exciting but it won't work.
I have a friend who is one I think they really do like me and out talks are never boring.
But I'm quite envious of her as she has a lot of people looking out for her wanting to spend time with her.

Idk what I am doing wrong tbh. Maybe I'm indirectly pushing people away. All I know is that I don't feel like I have a deep connection to 95% of my friends.

I just wanna have someone in my life that looks out for me too.",0.5070689655172416,2.6041574310344835,2.4231655172413795,94.21838620689655,84.60344827586206,5.7809655172413805,19.193793103448275,7.087006719466742,0.20071082758620706,852,23,196,12,25,283,124,232,0.196,0.672,0.133,-0.9471,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,4,2,7,22,1,1,7,0,23,2,0,2,3,48,46,16,0,7,11,0,5,5,5,2,2,1,0,0,13,13,0,0,9,0,1,2,7,10,0,1,4,8,34,12,21,39,6,19,0,2,2,0,20,11,0,7,11,128,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500166454160385,0.0,0.0,0.18478467482807293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432366006741547,0.0,0.09271191768429474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563668694187016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716991943755787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457617437549116,0.07932542029149267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289376105881638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310533566299131,0.0,0.08880706519830428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946805096036017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731752290677902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886825212543252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220469324193102,0.0,0.0,0.1175729883958622,0.0,0.0,0.15685855154634362,0.27123728046976675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864875582201876,0.0,0.0,0.18880071882942145,0.0,0.10506664291002896,0.07411858791567846,0.0,0.223104771709816,0.12095270657021985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563918991366347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524208106585936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539592470520097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124963405866568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810235895999775,0.0,0.0,0.213400957176774,0.0,0.10963642321031096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408196023768003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867492356595917,0.0,0.0,0.11608080835652106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677439118317404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737685746287312,0.14229706631174002,0.0,0.0,0.06474702904959828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538737158100703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229243981653078,0.09161780664117028,0.0654929661990198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083683452049174,0.0,0.0,0.07887806111002164,0.1214023937826194,0.0,0.0
lonely,Insrt_Nm,2019/07/03,"All for a girl My friends frequently dismiss me for a girl. All of them, one girl. A common friend of ours but one who recently said they were going to make no attempt to speak to me ever again so not anymore. I'm being left as they go flock to her who seems to have them wrapped around her finger and doesn't care for other people and their lives. I hate her but above that I hate myself for letting this happen.",5.078823529411763,4.940550999999999,5.200000000000003,88.06000000000004,68.41176470588235,7.741176470588236,26.411764705882355,6.742157984588678,0.9504588235294112,325,8,70,2,5,102,60,85,0.177,0.778,0.045,-0.9348,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,5,1,4,5,2,0,3,0,5,1,1,1,3,11,15,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,2,3,15,3,13,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,18,2,0,1,5,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191887733693294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675135855282572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22534084022787398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992189004136668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415132787532799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512173047677384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954439775926088,0.0,0.0,0.4364156635157139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401348485505439,0.22600413345376766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951614355359852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753009150292185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299532719569483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532248687140684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182269252980301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023710644555552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120493195449415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelyasamf,2019/07/03,"The only thing I ever wanted in life was to be loved I have never been so depressed and low In my life and I just need to rant. I can’t take this loneliness anymore. I just want to be overwhelmed with love.  Physical, emotional and spiritual, I want the whole thing. I just want overwhelming love that I can feel in my bones and in every single cell of my body. I want love that is big enough to drive out the black hole of despair of the universe that resides in my stomach. I feel unwanted in this world, I don’t belong here and I am completely alone. I just want to be locked away in a room with drugs and alcohol until I overdose and this all goes away.",2.2200497512437813,4.103644164179105,3.4709701492537337,90.0665049751244,77.50746268656717,6.854726368159205,23.106965174129357,7.793537801064563,1.0116189054726372,514,16,110,8,12,167,76,134,0.131,0.69,0.18,0.6189,0,1,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,2,5,0,11,11,3,0,3,27,25,9,0,8,4,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,8,10,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,3,18,4,21,20,4,18,0,5,1,4,5,14,0,0,3,82,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284852142278488,0.0,0.14812911172246013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418407840649547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687503899881661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886675821742308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995731672508378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318584727661246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586174034869738,0.0,0.0,0.16088207775136745,0.0,0.14778140768093895,0.0,0.0,0.1293728560971228,0.12050338542658072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446338596787665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020433182358489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5163368202144015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605004094978776,0.11030846536967108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877574272773133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753579944028002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900367873168102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5061534515591427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968052159093826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway4208976,2019/07/03,I'm bad company  suck so much not even I want to hangout with myself,-0.7240000000000002,1.4216889333333356,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,93.0,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.7823333333333333,54,2,12,1,2,19,14,15,0.433,0.5670000000000001,0.0,-0.7665,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5872287036269415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645250583047151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170086946515352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148263847663724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Meandisa,2019/07/03,"Somebody wanna talk? I'm just sitting in my room, being lonely and miserable. So if you wanna talk about movies, books or other stuff, I'm not going anywhere.",3.1950000000000003,5.739847166666667,4.436666666666671,81.06500000000003,77.33333333333334,5.333333333333334,23.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.9913333333333338,125,4,20,1,3,41,26,30,0.18,0.82,0.0,-0.6908,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767339526557443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5574191836047895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7827529451857069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RahulPrasad1001,2019/07/03,"No Friends in college I joined a college in another state where everyone speak a different language than i do. To make matters worse my college sucks.No friends , just people i talk with in class . Literally hating every single decision i have made soo far
I am extremely lonely and kinda really lost my mind today.",5.175789473684207,7.702106578947372,6.245473684210527,70.5903157894737,70.9298245614035,9.472280701754386,34.20701754385965,9.888512548439397,4.185465964912281,253,13,38,7,5,84,45,57,0.221,0.6609999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.7512,1,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,7,2,6,5,1,7,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,23,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782409331110351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27723260103140257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235674710273666,0.25355176705293314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100150305780911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26197660933474737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896591233477904,0.0,0.0,0.2510790715368993,0.17712211718261958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679262412482795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839591697882681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998897940396515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327699236232084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25151925642625955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27041268851828953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Micchigga,2019/07/03,"I just want someone to talk too My friends don't really talk to me and respond with ""k"" most of the time. I just want to talk to people and play Warframe",1.054545454545455,2.7125423333333347,2.645454545454548,95.68818181818185,80.21212121212122,5.612121212121212,23.12121212121212,6.42735559955562,0.3481393939393942,119,4,28,1,3,39,24,33,0.0,0.762,0.23800000000000002,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,6,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24740710062194826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220055433868675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514604292785335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27132786247534685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.772160604483226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672732742042505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777571487893645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gothgirl6789,2019/07/03,I have no one to talk too All my friends are busy if anyone wants to talk about Pokémon or D&D or makeup really anything that would be cool I’m not that interesting though,3.5124761904761925,5.518538914285713,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,74.14285714285714,6.9523809523809526,25.952380952380953,7.793537801064563,1.4182380952380949,142,5,28,2,3,45,30,35,0.115,0.746,0.139,0.2363,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,7,6,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781782652178135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440527347365863,0.0,0.2872252970920342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269662853954301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365145165267585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236001605220253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5610807229395874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429241981843923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586933557707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479437865584215,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Stuie1234,2019/07/03,"Anybody wanna be friends? I've always been shy never had confidence I threw my education away and not been able to get a job because of social anxiety I'm 42 now. I haven't had friends since school and never had a girlfriend, my heart's so lonely it feels broken. I've used the internet looking for somebody for nearly 20 years and that was around the time of my last date. I've only got my parents and i dont see a future. I feel very down and have suicidal thoughts and i'm just stuck at home so thought I'd write this and see if anybody wants to chat and be friends. I've used dating sites but nobody talks to me. I mainly like games, music, films and sport.",2.293223844282238,4.0969665401459885,3.418704379562044,90.88649939172753,77.02919708029195,6.026520681265208,23.82542579075426,6.816661863887847,0.7000710462287105,524,17,111,5,12,169,92,137,0.10099999999999999,0.8270000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.1832,2,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,11,1,1,2,2,25,27,13,1,3,4,1,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,1,0,0,11,5,10,4,13,14,1,16,0,1,3,0,10,6,0,1,10,61,13,2,0.16525432532666534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375048369197744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264191065539198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711138549226707,0.0,0.0,0.1552618784841417,0.0,0.0,0.10073750288394208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367683853285805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711510444413388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830252454489107,0.0,0.0863385643624347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216898023365106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958271711806528,0.0,0.0,0.16576356231674313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398941872600792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470433134222115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073491603621281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877201290903854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25490864659585666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568336105602632,0.0,0.0,0.1834953717443736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724619973794985,0.26337260347145275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670008560129598,0.0,0.0,0.1684559737026244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807614100450254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132825166974986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26238695044421545,0.09636112603805973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854533567671512,0.0,0.13635212522751522,0.097471282669599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641836743449082
lonely,Atinalittlegirl,2019/07/03,"Loneliness entry My friend, she got an Uber home after a night of partying and her Uber driver said to her, “all I can see is  sadness in your eyes”. Every night she’s numbed by beautiful sights and beautifully perfect but imperfect people that she’ll never open up enough to really connect with. And then the numbing dies with every Uber driver. Reality hits her when she’s finally all alone in the back of a car.",6.144683544303796,6.8879862531645575,6.8530126582278506,74.071417721519,66.21518987341773,10.370632911392406,29.7240506329114,10.355215969177356,3.090051139240507,330,11,59,8,5,109,59,79,0.155,0.7170000000000001,0.128,-0.3291,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,5,0,3,3,1,0,4,11,7,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,4,10,2,11,3,3,13,0,1,3,0,10,4,0,0,8,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539017748804168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885054466505673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544273046966096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533057902542433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41309939799319895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685501681987766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940251182521006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606908791840244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459057368536321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890750225665994,0.0,0.0,0.4601138947731526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699563490736091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704955809215304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331940718968009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535304749289106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Iamnoturdad,2019/07/03,"Does anyone want to talk throughout the summer? I lost all my friends, and my realtionship last winter for rumors that my now ex spread about me that aren't true, and just want somebody to talk with now.",7.884615384615383,7.105896051282053,6.538076923076925,82.9194230769231,62.84615384615386,8.825641025641023,29.756410256410252,7.1686216300943375,1.5287333333333333,162,4,32,1,2,48,31,39,0.109,0.7559999999999999,0.135,0.0176,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,4,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,5,3,1,5,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522543439826791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157067159389277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27872511403799355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940705389074429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938161587560695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5799363397390983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255755154573048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,meralhero,2019/07/03,"It pains, literally I have been a loner most part of my life. After breaking up with my girlfriend some months ago, I started getting this intense craving for human touch. Not sex, I long for a warm hug, my girlfriend in my arms. I hug my pillow and sleep and it's just getting sadder by the day. Sometimes, I feel an actual physical pain when I have this craving.",3.393004694835682,5.301081281690145,4.4813380281690165,84.01008215962445,74.21126760563381,6.423474178403758,28.734741784037556,7.1686216300943375,1.67226572769953,285,12,53,3,6,93,52,71,0.157,0.7170000000000001,0.126,-0.5147,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,3,8,2,0,0,8,7,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,0,3,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,11,3,8,6,3,10,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,7,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.26458737058012793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24034365750027095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485880014581015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709334065411632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833123254800346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191509744089763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399447841553828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641632511937656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5770107264198868,0.0,0.0,0.2936113652006737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27132950016987056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26815815293432393,0.0,0.19190982176735769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nofapgod9567,2019/07/03,"Thought I was the only lonely one but turns out there's 50,000 of us Maybe, I'm not as alone as I thought",0.8587500000000006,2.0680740416666694,1.8733333333333315,103.005,79.41666666666666,4.800000000000002,20.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.7852666666666668,83,2,22,0,2,26,20,24,0.08,0.823,0.09699999999999999,0.0926,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360133830057553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34933223036482625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23562457938116135,0.2644572993814365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5521028696589022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782203256294341,0.0,0.0,0.4182652486962212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,VFLinden,2019/07/03,"I have my prom in 2 days, and I couldn’t feel more shitty. I’m 16, male, and British. I have my prom in 2 days on the 5th of July, and nobody seems to have a date to prom - but by the same token, it feels like nobody really gives a shit about me. All through the past year I’ve really tried to be accepted and just liked by someone, but it’s been to no avail. Pretty much everyone else has a girlfriend - what am I doing wrong? I’m being respectful to people, I’m kind, and I’m certainly NOT acting like a typical “nice guy”. I don’t get it at all. I don’t understand the world come to think of it. In 2018 I nearly had a girlfriend, but she ended up distancing herself from me and leading me on. What the hell am I doing wrong?

I’m sorry if this all seems like a big rant fuelled by rage, but I had to get my feelings out. I’m just stuck in a rut and I can’t get out of it.",1.2564939550949925,2.189722248704662,3.612455958549223,92.07999654576858,77.80829015544043,7.011951640759933,21.156822107081176,7.554174236665415,0.4921615889464599,666,16,163,9,15,232,104,193,0.174,0.659,0.166,-0.4164,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,3,14,3,0,12,0,17,1,1,1,4,33,36,12,0,2,8,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,8,10,0,0,8,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,4,3,18,9,27,29,6,22,1,0,0,0,7,13,2,3,10,104,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566080924924274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21810523024056186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125760086327327,0.0,0.14976843178101432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161578006371374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25649931204103266,0.1208018662336734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650362746711288,0.1622118214798529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743114020068173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608695269669014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33044609964867105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243046563345198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614207979881332,0.11722953562345367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720309247495681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665382747234546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078764033035623,0.0,0.0,0.1735741111949252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327407700924447,0.0,0.0,0.1892885795527618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834957512275864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480475166689695,0.0,0.0,0.17603438953324485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697587905688932,0.0,0.1088919645185904
lonely,Bandito2929,2019/07/03,"Just Don't know what to do i'm 18(M) recently got dumped by my girlfriend. Ever since I just feel like i've lost all my friends, I never have anyone to talk to, I never get invited to go out yet I saw all my supposed friends out having fun, most nights I get high to numb the feeling but then I get bullied for smoking and I just don't know what to do, I feel like giving up",0.409756097560976,2.1789325975609763,2.3660365853658547,96.35564024390246,82.78048780487805,5.0756097560975615,21.22560975609756,5.985473137389443,-0.017297560975609638,291,9,69,2,8,97,50,82,0.127,0.69,0.183,0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,5,18,20,3,0,0,4,0,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,4,11,5,11,17,3,12,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,1,9,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476956706185861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106800237256566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204099779266271,0.3018029404089378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263887708424162,0.0,0.3310740533430632,0.2026293393390592,0.12004585534245395,0.0,0.16893848975175813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231741933711258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23217099220329654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639086056775308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305805353025243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32582442343460205,0.0,0.0,0.19822335923020368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856236739245607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473015203410905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977722813712118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LetsrockThisWorld,2019/07/03,"I hate that I am so lonely I am a twenty-two years old guy. I literally have no friends at this moment. Nor do I have a girlfriend. I know that a girlfriend can't cure my loneliness unless I know how to be happy alone. Sad as it sounds, I started to think that I adopted this lonely life already. I am so lost in this life and I feel so empty. I feel like I am just a ghost that people aren't able to see at all. I have nothing to do except going to the gym, reading books and writing on my blog. I don't even work at any places. No one would care about me. Because I have no purpose in this life. No excitement either. Nowadays, all I think about is taking away my own life. No one loves me or wants to be with me(as in talking with me, etc). I am so awkward at everything in my life. It's like I am just here to ruin everything I touch. I don't know what to do with my life anymore.",0.5701628853984886,2.252013209424089,2.6959773123909265,94.6333086096568,81.82722513089004,5.291564863292613,21.082315299592786,6.139981653823899,0.041690866783012925,677,20,159,5,18,229,99,191,0.198,0.68,0.12300000000000001,-0.9021,0,5,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,0,2,11,14,1,1,5,0,21,7,0,1,2,24,37,11,1,2,6,0,3,2,3,1,6,1,0,1,11,5,0,0,7,4,0,1,10,7,0,2,1,5,29,7,26,33,5,16,0,5,1,1,7,11,0,1,6,117,40,3,0.13571320011878024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055794636338506,0.1497628910535781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228962988470124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459102729311415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750701891695684,0.0,0.0,0.08272950714802632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836865233174814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513560922967452,0.08963728873678051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439405468581992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724134341092498,0.09695353728163618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485168176062097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712893913942685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437740491652025,0.0,0.14446922510314356,0.0,0.13398868832669195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375327673543924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5751494805602513,0.1326052288790227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814698952622174,0.0,0.12248646170429375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022047571921758,0.0,0.14240817410714635,0.0,0.18392555337142147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940864450768659,0.0,0.14179140904190587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574992603812086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814584964741593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960585015560802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203943677317548,0.10908112953082254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391907755454186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257207661680134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800471616378261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988008260228844,0.0,0.0,0.09640676356244687,0.0,0.0,0.08739485134444781
lonely,lookofftheedge,2019/07/03,"Lonely thoughts Nothing is worse than being alone with your mind at a bad time. All I can think about is how I am not where I want to be, all the mistakes I've made, all the time I've wasted, the people I've disappointed, the people who talk bad about me, the people who've rejected me, the people who don't want to be around me, how lonely I am, how unlovable I am, how off-putting I am, how much more I still have to do to get where I want to be, how I don't know if struggling is going to be worth it in the end.

I would feel so much better if I had at least one friend I can hang out with and have a good time with, but I can't even manage to do that. The very few chances I've had went wrong. Either they wanted nothing but to use me, or I simply wasn't interesting enough. I feel I can't win.",7.524891041162228,3.3926293502824865,7.8714285714285745,83.66491525423731,66.23163841807909,10.792251815980627,31.50040355125101,6.868970318607317,1.6232234059725579,613,11,155,3,7,204,89,177,0.19899999999999998,0.722,0.079,-0.9496,0,6,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,2,14,15,0,1,10,0,26,0,0,8,3,36,40,13,0,8,7,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,1,3,6,10,0,1,6,2,22,5,19,28,10,15,0,4,0,0,6,7,0,3,5,110,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450782987543185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280383947271648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491219107495238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319395854017608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213120231826006,0.15414515304391874,0.0,0.09853347545952224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086206570484387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525784366356613,0.0,0.07794157334271246,0.0,0.08478371600719012,0.1251270014038215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198666839400047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115986105968675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506315550609046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933225179593968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28628880300664233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101089759936401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136967798871434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996937526149953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913714518096892,0.0,0.0,0.15595768861992013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199070493004774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955899682022148,0.0,0.11843405026037528,0.2609681257017602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288455738561633,0.0,0.12309098775655625,0.35196624744000204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382934491933501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202946747558094,0.10597479693419727,0.16310738179141093,0.0,0.0
lonely,chainsite,2019/07/03,"I think I’m a very lonely person, but I need a second opinion. When my mom passed away at 11 I became very distant from everybody. That feeling of loneliness overcame me hard and I started to feel very anxious in social conversations. Before that life was very simple and I had strong relationships with friends at school, family and so on. But, when my mom passed away I started hanging with the wrong crowd and by 16 I had already been to jail twice. I continued my bad behaviour because I knew that the people I talked to would comfort me in my loneliness times because I always had something to offer them (usually money or alcohol).  Shortly after seeing where my actions led me I decided to cut off all contact with those people. I notice now in a lot of my relationships with females specifically, I have a very low standard and date the first girl that comes my way and shows me some sort of affection. It’s now at the point where I feel obsessive and very clingy towards the person, and overall insecure if that person is not constantly keeping me updated with their personal life. I have almost never had any close relationships with guys except for one friend I grew up with and has always been there for me. I am desperately seeking help and I know that reddit might not be the place full of processionals, but I want my life to change. I don’t want to feel anxious and insecure anymore. I want to be normal and live a happy and healthy life. I realize that I desperately seek affection from females and will try to get it at any cost. What do I do? Am I an extremely lonely person or is there something else wrong with me?",6.078536977491964,6.931351154340835,6.599901929260451,75.44081752411576,66.39549839228296,9.69266881028939,32.91334405144694,9.766711354998122,3.2175323472668804,1303,54,232,27,20,425,166,311,0.162,0.7140000000000001,0.124,-0.9252,0,4,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,2,9,15,1,3,12,0,22,5,0,3,2,61,40,23,0,7,9,2,5,0,2,3,5,0,0,7,11,24,1,1,9,1,2,7,4,10,0,4,8,6,43,5,41,27,4,44,0,3,1,0,23,21,0,9,15,169,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923022639706782,0.08648614260779043,0.0,0.09531041092581573,0.0,0.14373196191623655,0.0,0.0,0.11746785183728145,0.0,0.0,0.19514491893680974,0.08565490441584199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229315931879593,0.0,0.07211456163331052,0.10529956074562856,0.0,0.073493712929279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913670186363182,0.07439930185429658,0.0,0.09333427608808637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215027116770635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142106782818308,0.0,0.17468317744783193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346548256384404,0.0,0.0,0.1334570507361861,0.0,0.04512427170865358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551895327098308,0.0,0.09194147571435926,0.07736971762305891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789136368498921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767687933871687,0.0,0.0,0.0474661793755549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24402009937319655,0.0,0.0,0.07626546674599179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342789047251069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916239291704714,0.0,0.20230881012642332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404156731600129,0.0666131474087915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462334580712423,0.0,0.0983317529481256,0.0,0.0,0.05852591369018384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975486957736628,0.3770706807213559,0.09023729020228202,0.0,0.08164668337003514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781841592559769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741010480015098,0.06882496256118069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804238505047884,0.0,0.13298225168914368,0.0,0.0,0.1222649374864532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942018284165886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05534180941937071,0.0,0.0,0.05036249636072362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058638925717882685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512332296337628,0.4275811435309752,0.15282813683965912,0.06855574364467155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061354105723543585,0.18886202826006698,0.0,0.0
lonely,opemidwesterngirl,2019/07/03,"Tomorrow is my 21st Birthday, and I’m spending it alone. I’m In a new city for the summer working an internship that I worked my ass off to get. Most of the other interns here quickly cliqued up and I never found my place. So now I spend every evening in my apartment alone wondering why I care so much and feeling isolated and rejected.
I know that this is not an uncommon experience 
I haven’t felt like this since High school. All I really want is one person that I feel like I can trust and really be myself with. I haven’t found that here. 
I’ve been waiting years for this day. Counting down the minute until I could finally go out wherever I want and have the time of my life. It’s here now, and the few friends I care about are 800 miles away and can’t afford to come visit me.
So tomorrow I’m going to get mimosas in the morning alone. I’m getting a mani pedi alone. Probably going to dinner alone. And then going out alone. 
I’ve been casually seeing this guy. I can’t find friends but there’s always Tinder I guess. Just another warm body to make me feel a little less empty inside, at least for the moment. But he knew we weren’t going to fuck tonight and he ignored my texts. I just wanted somebody to share a bed with.  
The guy I wish I could be with just got on a plane today back home to England. I always want what I can’t have. The only guys I ever met that I truly connected with live 1250 and 3000 miles away from me. It’s torture. 
My life is weird. On paper and officially my life is great. I get to travel a lot, I excel in school, I’m getting all the opportunities I could hope for.... but I’m not happy. I’m depressed. Most days I’m either working or laying in bed. It’s the only place I feel safe.
I keep waiting for the day that everything falls into place. I’ll meet an amazing group of girlfriends so accept me and hype me up. Girls who want me around and make sure I know it. And a guy who truly values me. But idk if that’s realistic anymore. 
I’m trying to love myself and be happy with just me. But I don’t know how. I look for happiness and acceptance in other people. I wear my heart in my sleeve and rarely hide how I feel. It’s crushing to tell someone that you feel alone, and for them to not seem to care at all. 
I’m hoping that tomorrow will be a good day. That I can meet some kind strangers and try to enjoy this overrated milestone in my life. I guess we’ll see.",1.3345408163265304,3.349083810000004,3.1631918367346934,90.55865714285713,80.9,6.0016326530612245,21.00408163265305,7.127189543769624,0.5185224489795917,1875,54,404,24,49,626,231,500,0.087,0.696,0.217,0.9973,2,8,0,0,0,0,52.0,2,1,1,5,22,34,2,0,23,0,28,11,4,4,6,96,89,35,0,12,15,0,8,2,3,2,4,0,3,6,26,31,1,5,18,2,2,9,11,6,0,1,9,11,59,28,54,71,12,62,0,2,3,3,25,30,2,12,25,254,85,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711387839337681,0.0,0.0,0.10814654271696574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681431261090561,0.0,0.0,0.06444830819691925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785101125051236,0.0,0.0,0.12211232528204158,0.04996995783769928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218441341351595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877162087888545,0.0,0.0,0.055979388083404434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565727421704809,0.0,0.0,0.16764148695295214,0.0,0.05597204995106411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04292241263500501,0.0587832459967565,0.054753217658384784,0.0,0.0584049169615283,0.06356844095461857,0.0,0.0,0.19715220045636084,0.04642576535135837,0.0623964204957072,0.07118860924520416,0.059395711911621685,0.0,0.0,0.1425068342417858,0.10041551263825624,0.06007819144502272,0.16976161435672313,0.0,0.18466422838625302,0.05450688470074309,0.05197496534262204,0.07164691472773177,0.14317805240040235,0.2573840643299759,0.0,0.2075353163953564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700831478963573,0.0,0.06866091311030664,0.06518591118166712,0.12909083829579465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776223661521938,0.0,0.06767256005398957,0.10714325040190788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360516164136845,0.06349741755597332,0.06513269926386953,0.0573835244945823,0.0,0.05457158365542709,0.0,0.0,0.05524848048918905,0.05865209139593468,0.0,0.08675685948092858,0.0658852548849025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777193421751141,0.0,0.050120943843754866,0.06276355113780295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0440359620822091,0.09884903891190096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04505287114170496,0.05674296786362994,0.20368853585700464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006552805414183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326295007105645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153790578845662,0.10357030759733173,0.059160500175315524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053756805862468574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055062135110537744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061248211337233065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680032736042132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037893658386032,0.0,0.06159880294345834,0.0,0.0,0.0882419887752135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165111699044007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863944631441417,0.0,0.07473029680971115,0.0,0.07047417140479098,0.1419309937749206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04184863157336996
lonely,mschxrrybomb,2019/07/03,"i feel like i’m ungrateful i have a boyfriend, and i love him a lot, but i don’t really have friends. i have two good friends that don’t live in my state. that’s it. 

i can’t talk to the same two people about everything, and it isn’t fair to them to rely on them that heavily. sometimes i don’t feel satisfied in many ways with my boyfriend and it makes me feel like a shitty person. i feel extra shitty for enjoying when other guys/girls show a romantic/sexual interest in me because even though i won’t cheat, i like getting that sort of attention from someone. it feels like somebody wants me. i hardly get it from my boyfriend. 

 i used to have a huge friend group and everyone was so close, we hung out all the time, all that, but eventually it became so toxic that i had to get out. i feel lonely almost constantly and i’m tired of it; it’s been years. i miss having friends. i feel left out of the general experience of platonic relationships. 

 i know there are some people who have absolutely nobody, and i feel ungrateful for not being happy with who i have. i wish i could control it but i constantly feel alone and i don’t know how to fix it.",2.9237921727395424,4.5121318290598325,4.3917903733693215,85.51139676113362,74.72649572649573,8.345119208277103,25.13630229419703,8.99025400887824,1.8317641025641027,904,30,191,20,19,301,122,234,0.136,0.642,0.222,0.9732,0,3,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,2,1,8,16,1,0,8,0,20,2,0,4,2,45,42,15,0,3,4,0,10,4,4,1,1,0,0,1,19,14,0,1,12,1,0,0,8,3,0,2,3,10,33,13,24,36,6,17,0,2,0,1,15,10,0,4,9,130,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129705035873077,0.11684498234439918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877254578749369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24383143596644,0.1265345019680515,0.09007565254316206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451494341537483,0.0,0.0,0.10780202635316023,0.10139316071479816,0.11035723506543857,0.0,0.0,0.5133955954251771,0.2417906915617304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34865031031192617,0.0,0.17682757764055632,0.0,0.0,0.09462602821892276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200964050288882,0.10106238639781166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400317613284087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225766239156088,0.0,0.0,0.22046787147966795,0.0,0.09961998448338333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591346675792196,0.10182226494875957,0.0,0.07530660648191058,0.11437931230483092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642700108085045,0.09850795377076603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227382656586805,0.0,0.0,0.1211238533463768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955899640819658,0.0,0.11157946511880916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906784922795106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084269334581623,0.0,0.06578483447442372,0.12966720482288072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041275292402374,0.0,0.0,0.09743816099491574,0.0,0.0,0.06654272796580582,0.08954933877052444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973464202821694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265081858789522
lonely,PTFCGinger,2019/07/03,"Feels like I’ve been in the weirdest rut as of lately. I think it has to do with being in my hometown for 3 days in May (was supposed to be 6, came home early) around my extremely backwards, racist family sent me into this spiral, but something just feels .... off. 

I handled the situation with my father well. I established boundaries and he didn’t respect them, after countless attempts (and him taking me to his cabin where there’s no service and trying to force me to talk to him) and went to my high school friends house. I came home early and have just felt down ever since. My therapist is extremely proud of me for the emotional progress I’ve made the last few months, but the past 2.5 weeks have felt like 20 steps back. I got into a fight with a friend. I left work early because I was mentally worn out. 

What is going on. :(",5.5311042944785305,5.867356742331289,5.752276073619632,82.85369018404909,67.46625766871165,8.48319018404908,29.183435582822085,8.238735603445708,1.9031820858895707,651,21,128,8,10,207,111,163,0.092,0.742,0.166,0.9382,0,0,1,0,1,0,25.0,0,0,1,4,8,8,1,0,7,0,13,0,0,1,1,26,27,8,0,0,4,1,4,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,14,0,0,5,0,0,6,2,1,1,0,13,4,20,7,26,11,1,32,0,0,0,0,11,14,0,1,14,85,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360925552607272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755264257965875,0.0,0.09319213555215412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34970012894718294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098592737767108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196555988233134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828560609902307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411842055400362,0.0,0.1545979701731582,0.10921504914134644,0.2935709547966941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362241109939993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688327537615206,0.0,0.12226935519649235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152248525532276,0.3066953205466505,0.0,0.0,0.17639903131261805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246148052763338,0.17245142503739366,0.0,0.16610083603370315,0.0,0.0,0.1493755358956363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465550294431584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540636213569529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202461628024128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593798038357694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471924626241787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264610749982939,0.17183966521677566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769184921276928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494415174523485,0.12287639271474872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750147583399845,0.0,0.09795713046838296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379315308512306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262835969859052,0.0,0.1374543923761203,0.14171810808533988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129596064091987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,selfcontempt,2019/07/03,I just want someone to hold me I just feel like Im at a breaking point in my life and I just wish I had someone who could just hold me. I miss feeling cared about and I just feel detached from everything. I have just felt so alone for so long...,-0.2172955974842772,1.8174631509433965,1.2134905660377378,102.0955817610063,87.30188679245283,4.2880503144654085,20.154088050314463,5.46131890053228,-0.4644817610062893,189,6,47,1,6,60,35,53,0.109,0.6859999999999999,0.20600000000000002,0.6229,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,17,11,4,0,3,6,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,10,2,6,8,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638031138533269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596941851329741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336549457654585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22891724559601254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386367629983889,0.1819651303659975,0.2445618872181017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751308947293797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799094582560507,0.12443861480830487,0.0,0.0,0.22541065121222445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24078361759932604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43163051886342296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023476823278306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929043409054085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheBestGavinEver,2019/07/03,"My worst nightmares have come true 26 year old male here, single, hardly any friends.
I feel unbelievably isolated from society. My dating life sucks at the moment.
I feel at this age people are just used to be happy alone.
Most of my friends have moved out and are in stable relationships and I'm still living with parents on a shitty wage.
My two serious past relationships haunt me.
I keep myself fit, i do my best to put myself out there but no matter what, it's not really good enough. 
I hate being alone.",2.022006802721087,4.7556510306122455,3.2480612244897955,86.32134353741499,84.61224489795919,6.1238095238095225,18.37074829931973,7.492282038375204,0.6601605442176868,403,10,76,7,12,130,78,98,0.239,0.627,0.134,-0.917,2,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,2,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,1,16,15,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,2,0,1,3,2,4,0,1,0,3,13,6,11,13,5,17,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,1,7,51,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757065066135912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334348693100575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034537150700245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624137451075665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874123046328438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342067108240956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802649020283693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213154122469127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19308060938920302,0.16247936103768332,0.17907355407289954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612173971986115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811288138491408,0.0,0.0,0.16016039203478116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927764647091097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032605054107984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013991753637123,0.0,0.17314614330566908,0.12574489921805332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823353228245684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619560529618425,0.0,0.0,0.3894649038005994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448489719257115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718027713438006,0.0,0.0,0.1566526449991254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168017004522413
lonely,itsluhnet,2019/09/12,If you are nice people take advantage I used to think “nice guys finish last” was bullshit but it’s not.,0.46142857142857,2.9318599047619074,1.7495238095238117,94.98714285714287,92.8095238095238,4.704761904761905,16.523809523809526,6.42735559955562,-0.19507619047619013,82,2,17,1,3,26,20,21,0.106,0.6609999999999999,0.233,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5048069774973389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155754804708433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35344851310551684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833250068714855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266753213606673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403251725779577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ATTQ_,2019/09/12,"What is life...? I don't know anymore.. I am so lonely.. I just wanted to love and be loved.. But apparently this is something that i will never have.

My heart is so broken that i couldn't even cry, but it happend today after really long time.

I can't do it anymore.. I am in pain.. I wake up to nothing. Literally there is nothing in my life. I only go to work and that's it.

Every single day I pretend to be happy to my coworkers but i am dead inside. I wish i had enough strength and courage to kill myself. But I don't and it grows inside that i can't handle it anymore.

I just wanted to find someone who would love me.. I wanted a family.. But i have nothing and it won't ever change.

I am sorry for this post, i just had go get it off my chest.",-0.6057665903890168,1.4148307639751572,2.4464138607388044,92.61557698594316,89.18633540372672,4.631709709055246,17.79045439686172,6.05967700443912,-0.24863478260869565,567,15,128,5,19,201,84,161,0.10800000000000001,0.727,0.165,0.8842,1,2,1,0,0,1,30.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,1,0,1,0,23,9,3,0,2,23,34,12,2,6,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,15,5,0,0,2,1,0,3,7,3,0,0,2,0,26,6,13,26,2,15,0,1,0,3,4,4,0,0,7,99,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075323711526621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449032331304606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046252181530567,0.08833866834893947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415335931798747,0.0,0.09047184783237253,0.12390330739643088,0.11540881493418835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912948402311675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519426285886934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156469545392584,0.0,0.1556940809708202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581429150956962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231810165753402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154447290998901,0.0,0.07527883648306219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350145093788373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122010840681227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708805793103891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564490964678384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942986416687784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417698654152936,0.14575291364370144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118585728701193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775080996681456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160599510425336,0.10545138993440883,0.0,0.15333425092933428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987224121034299,0.0,0.12983793744184555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237729841573655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575164960769785,0.0,0.0,0.09972070132446263,0.0,0.0,0.09730434918268906,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Definitely_alva9,2019/09/12,"I can’t believe I’m saying this I actually miss my ex. It’s my loneliness talking, but I can’t help it. I don’t really plan on messaging her, but there’s a part of me that really hopes she messages me. She didn’t really treat me well, but she was the only person who showed love to me(between partners, not overall love). Just tired of feeling that type of loneliness, you know?",3.2149783549783564,4.64948064935065,5.199415584415586,80.64293290043291,73.67532467532467,9.28917748917749,27.119047619047624,9.725611199111238,2.5859281385281383,298,11,60,8,6,103,53,77,0.122,0.625,0.253,0.9263,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,8,12,3,0,1,5,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,2,2,14,5,5,10,1,1,0,1,0,2,16,1,0,1,0,40,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.2360666657642497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725467302702831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231561829932015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214538908155526,0.0,0.0,0.24026856915182215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294594621995173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366616334204161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398143086633706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619620727226737,0.0,0.0,0.2112241562299364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649161042186226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923744241620999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944359545272228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27803689835181045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175037482395304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,user483830,2019/09/12,"Ghosting & other complaints. I don’t talk to anybody - except family. 

I’m alone about 90% of the time and it’s starting to bring me down. 

I met a girl on here who lived in the same town as I do, but she just ghosted me out of nowhere and that really fucked me up. 

I’ve tried tinder and bumble, but that stuff’s just insanely vain to me. I hate it. On a similar token, I’m starting to become quite misanthropic, which kinda sucks. I can’t quite help it, but all these shitty encounters with people are making me hate them. 

It’s like ghosting is now just a normal and acceptable thing to do - disregard other people’s feelings because it’s more convenient for you. No — it’s sociopathic. How far does the bar have to drop?

I’ve tried to find a friend, but it’s getting harder and harder. I have no idea where to meet them, and most people have just left to Uni whilst people like me just work full time with people much older than themselves.",1.9849540517961584,4.246452190476192,3.3360345307713746,88.86223057644112,80.00529100529101,6.09534948482317,20.529379003063205,7.273561745256523,0.6065597883597893,740,20,149,10,19,241,112,189,0.20199999999999999,0.713,0.085,-0.9765,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,3,10,9,4,0,7,0,9,2,0,2,1,31,22,12,3,1,10,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,16,9,1,1,4,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,1,16,4,24,21,6,20,0,0,0,1,11,11,2,2,9,99,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635329276940246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356955346352595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202632214291707,0.166728002262611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210971269640595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423155303615593,0.0,0.07633199154361094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797846442099038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663449929255053,0.13956388995065733,0.07887251827681471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29809161496384506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011880628189374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042010826637186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402295058997698,0.0,0.0,0.1475068803301498,0.0,0.13330407765139582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076971774475807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097599327642814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791277811443634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5232975393189018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211378336276047,0.0,0.0,0.09671147650406443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137063525097196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281779164323713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133923568473988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029384872020623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760567767308886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498944649025927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099036723052106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SkishyTheSire,2019/09/12,"I heard yall was lonely, we can fix that. Share your snap, your bros and hoes gotchu 
Mine is-> ntwuntie",2.435714285714288,4.620770904761908,1.4288095238095266,103.52035714285715,78.04761904761905,4.2,15.261904761904766,3.1291,-1.4603523809523808,83,1,19,0,2,23,20,21,0.115,0.7829999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.0772,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sweetest-of-Sour,2019/09/12,"I’m really worried. This one, I dare say friend, has left a positive lasting impact on my life which I cherish deeply, but I am worried I have become to reliant on them. 

They are maybe the 1 in the 1 and half people who I feel comfortable around, but now two days without a message from them I am an emotional mess who is upset and scared they will up and cut me out of their life like people who have before. I don’t want to be a burden on her already difficult life, but lord above her messages turn a bad day into a semi bearable one.",7.491621621621617,5.114520504504505,7.950882882882882,77.59929729729731,64.67567567567568,10.681801801801804,34.81261261261261,8.841846274778883,2.7813445045045047,420,14,87,5,5,140,79,111,0.23600000000000002,0.614,0.15,-0.9323,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,5,0,2,11,1,2,8,0,10,3,0,0,0,12,14,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,0,2,16,4,13,12,0,13,1,0,0,0,14,9,0,0,5,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365914570429772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429155646103913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409428909619666,0.0,0.2038246101712196,0.15704125755436998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380432098211556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759761205626492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331568907941214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258541473660194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043556407413725,0.0,0.0,0.20051769054652935,0.0,0.39106634173236615,0.09016341578156056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540858634626825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501161723661783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25589202895200164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182295639005835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676418434162666,0.184770039761784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074098467565685,0.18028174855654536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885431257721442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790278661744335,0.0,0.0,0.3748456506553887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,raddudeee83,2019/09/12,"I passed my law degree Mum is super happy but I have no one to tell.

My only friend's dad died so I feel I don't want to tell her

Just wanted to tell someone",-1.274729729729728,0.3881879459459476,1.7310135135135134,99.12733108108112,88.45945945945945,3.7,11.952702702702705,3.1291,-1.7175891891891897,122,1,31,0,4,43,29,37,0.23399999999999999,0.6459999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.6837,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,1,2,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,7,3,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869030521226324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977733296747494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213578329523804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942775475511368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732418873114692,0.21024652517477727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234228328431444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7248672271034479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261051950460879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CultoftheMoths,2019/09/12,"No one said hi to me when I walked into class into class today. In my country we have fixed classes, seats and classmates. Today when school started again I decided I’d walk into class expecting nothing from my classmates and yet still managed to walk out disappointed. Besides the vast majority of people ignoring me, which I’m used to, what was sadder was seeing that I was the last choice and the weight on everyone. I sat next to the one person who said hi, but people started to tell me they wanted to be next to him because he’s smart, but they were mostly talking to him. But lil genius switched places with someone because he was talking with someone too much, so I finally had someone who felt forced to talk to me. His interactions were cold and unlike his usual self. This could have been my fault though because knowing what it’s like to be talked over all the time I didn’t want to risk it. Anyways after another bad experience where literally everyone except me had someone to talk to during a little walk we had I decided I’d separate from everyone. The very moment I did that I felt people feel relieved at the thought they’d get to sit next to lil genius. Someone even moved a desk to get next to him. 
Now that my place in the pecking order is finally evident (my poor treatment was never THIS evident) I’ll act accordingly.",6.202732558139534,6.795334728682171,6.706501937984495,75.70068313953492,66.05426356589146,9.395736434108526,33.56686046511628,9.354420925462401,3.0874953488372103,1072,45,191,19,16,350,144,258,0.10099999999999999,0.855,0.044000000000000004,-0.9343,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,3,0,12,8,0,1,10,0,20,1,0,1,2,32,37,11,0,4,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,12,12,1,1,7,0,1,6,3,5,0,2,19,8,29,3,34,14,4,44,0,1,1,0,27,14,0,1,23,130,41,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781420667013208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778864910054028,0.17059134324195085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447800758660489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161181589382801,0.0,0.0,0.2674045619398029,0.0,0.09124759863939967,0.0,0.0,0.04716613198824892,0.0,0.17913050716446238,0.2043715260766198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097471886480635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051265293295318586,0.07603719954110995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045572825011723536,0.09349297090632024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914389828628067,0.06857293043916593,0.0,0.07194475275157039,0.0,0.3968254401899348,0.0,0.0,0.08950649990294764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642046063850487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400977474462688,0.08145015796321296,0.1949194651540536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746489851495584,0.0,0.0,0.09440626396532864,0.07433359790392864,0.0,0.09731336684215293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39518726032478746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205081939257174,0.0,0.07449504669122839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748822931201717,0.08153249310094451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164899418268062,0.07405540975970358,0.054393426666789285,0.0,0.17684067009492335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056561222608724,0.10273683526031192,0.07696733765330185,0.1100401642029935,0.0,0.0,0.11359222521216104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WeenieBoi24,2019/09/12,"I will be your friend Hi my name is eoin im 17 and i wanna be your friend if you want me to I don't have too many and wanna make new ones and would love to talk to you wonderful people so please if anyone here would like a friend add me on 
Snapchat:itsreichan(don't ask about the name I was 13)
Instagram:eoin_wysey
Twitter:XxeoinwysexX
Or on here if you would like. I would love to make new friends so please feel free to message me",-0.21304761904761804,2.0708273777777784,0.6838095238095256,101.61,97.44444444444444,4.34920634920635,16.42857142857143,6.1826913282559595,-0.549809523809524,344,9,80,4,14,105,56,90,0.0,0.624,0.376,0.9898,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,11,2,0,2,0,21,19,9,0,10,4,0,1,2,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,14,10,10,11,0,4,0,0,0,2,17,2,0,5,4,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183102850668357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951864858814898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808684895214286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942648864853921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275841569625194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562733837424131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886971199397933,0.0,0.2135171557488696,0.16215008603332548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30893453275791577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083768295753635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087954269035984,0.0,0.0,0.3511235842613462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855056590398709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433444603855927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344386048710192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544560206235326,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cameformemes-_-,2019/09/12,"Plz HELP!! Soo.. i sarted college on this tuesday (10/09/19) and made 2 new friends straight away and we were getting along pretty well, but the very next day it was almost as if they never even knew me. They just started talking to each other and kinda just ignored me. I didnt really think much about it but then today (12/09/19) i got put in a new class and met 2 other people and the exact same thing happend. Im not even that quiet, (its almost as if they just discover something about me and just start hating me)

Any suggestions on what i can improve on to fix this?

(Sorry for my bad story telling skills)

(Btw no-one knew each other from before)",2.6329427083333314,4.806983492187502,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,77.359375,5.204166666666667,23.166666666666664,5.985473137389443,0.4540916666666668,509,16,99,3,12,160,93,128,0.087,0.802,0.111,-0.4497,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,3,1,9,5,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,2,30,14,13,0,2,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,11,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,8,1,13,2,14,6,4,17,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,5,10,69,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575858022732215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142071196028377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775441657066073,0.0,0.14908251541621065,0.0,0.0,0.1519336364614717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515053771957927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358623266819194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794795650944675,0.0,0.09328545830809347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428034388370481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628201512538952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967888209482362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286557525515685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894914702014927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125543117127395,0.0,0.13770943552274606,0.3448910788884433,0.1898908720915311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237846891499881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165042138109355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949293686865894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438425710804387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374571802040299,0.0,0.1998730768229167,0.2527584445478578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435124230708392,0.15606132723068086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862126185081252,0.11440818565710215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924534399560145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473231641857778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053867204110372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jouna_Nuke,2019/09/12,"I don't like to do this... Because it's a little embarrassing but today is my birthday, can i get a happy birthday from you reddit?",0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,4.0903703703703735,81.7666666666667,84.55555555555556,5.0814814814814815,23.814814814814817,6.42735559955562,0.9668370370370374,102,4,19,1,3,37,23,27,0.122,0.685,0.192,0.5915,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079111239512208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26389977547686233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5377003080445898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467718379664181,0.5062541604905645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787863949109044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,darthnicksdick,2019/09/12,13 year old guy. Experienced something pretty hard the first two years of middle school and now that I’m in my final year it’s weird. Need someone to talk to about it. So yeah. I have friends IRL but this isn’t something I fee like I can talk to them about. And nobody knows who I am online so that seems best. Hoping to here from somebody.,-0.2828961038961069,1.9771979571428557,0.8832467532467554,100.06448051948051,98.0,3.116883116883117,14.935064935064936,4.851557810540192,-1.1790000000000005,267,6,59,1,11,83,55,70,0.033,0.7170000000000001,0.25,0.956,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,6,5,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,9,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,6,4,9,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,8,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461058825376876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344586808044659,0.0,0.1820532476599268,0.0,0.0,0.1653585375181058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119226967022232,0.0,0.0,0.19172824940704147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21257942788658732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762492816703075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456392471009526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870004399655038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22458778920440314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774478418655166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21660911902855656,0.0,0.19484427317662895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134636562188008,0.3295404856300944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34405735315185376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090755659517302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134836340896255
lonely,Mysterygirl95,2019/09/12,"I just want to end it all. Why feel like this for the rest of my life? I feel so overwhelmed with sadness these past couple of days, it almost feels as if I’m sad but also can’t feel anything, kinda like my mind and soul have been stuck in this deep black lonely pit but my body is in the “real” world. Living life, going to work and coming home and staying in bed until I go back to work again. I just want to end my life, i don’t want to feel like this anymore it’s been SO long. Maybe it gets better for other people, but me? Nope. I don’t mean to sound so selfish, I feel guilty for being depressed and suicidal. I should be thankful for the life I have so why do I feel like this? I’m just better off dead. As much as it might hurt my loved ones, I feel like if they understood how I’ve felt all these years they would understand.",2.483288677614521,3.344528893258428,3.472471910112361,94.554161624892,74.6741573033708,6.1510803802938625,19.872082973206567,5.8734145424116955,-0.2503652549697493,645,11,152,3,13,207,99,178,0.191,0.633,0.177,-0.8421,0,2,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,2,4,11,16,0,1,3,0,14,6,1,1,2,39,38,19,2,7,8,0,9,5,0,3,4,1,2,0,12,6,0,0,12,0,0,3,4,7,0,1,5,11,19,9,21,28,4,19,1,6,1,1,3,6,0,5,14,95,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076240885825034,0.0,0.0,0.088456750771605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969784589244992,0.0,0.0,0.09102463644829427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850541602641198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565547840457415,0.0,0.12286551625650408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528284696572516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239059206326725,0.0,0.07133589117947231,0.0,0.09527035668734347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959396304227415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474318992090695,0.3160862772311406,0.10620531572162796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05779044921786641,0.0,0.12572722936631991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110953324287685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841293483613001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31251542965647583,0.2701983232958111,0.0,0.09767283584137933,0.09788855349183008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099832071053941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111250915266538,0.1204894049105703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734234870436892,0.11168706070480394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131289128280526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495387105368355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559211685739342,0.07668475796780344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590120484208656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178981735310406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099208696481492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183709936720406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515148024408095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957262986562446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962109557205376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105438832116895,0.0,0.0,0.07857592370724267,0.0,0.0,0.07123080288032907
lonely,Lon_Don1,2019/09/12,"I just lost my last friend. Ok. I’ve never had to that many friends. So when I found a group I was very happy. But, I still had severe social anxiety and depression. But during this summer break, I didn’t see any of them. Two of them talked to me over text. One of them I dated but it didn’t last when we saw each other after the break he didn’t look at me or speak to me, even though we ended it on a friendly note. I asked him why and he said that he thought I wanted to be left alone and that I should talk to him. I’ve never had the courage to. And the other one I was friends with until today. He was nice to me and understanding mostly of my anxiety and depression. But today I think he just had enough of it. I’m not fishing for sympathy, I just keep my head down and stay quiet. And he didn’t mind that. But today when I saw him, he blanked me. 

It’s a really bad feeling. That no one likes me anymore. And I bet no one would know if I died. And now I just want to die. There’s no point of me being alive anyway. I just don’t have the courage to kill myself.",-0.0101580459770112,1.84464232327586,2.065344827586209,97.47247126436785,84.81896551724137,5.073563218390804,16.563218390804597,6.21433560688645,-0.5852850574712645,817,16,199,7,24,273,120,232,0.217,0.665,0.11900000000000001,-0.981,0,1,0,0,0,3,27.0,2,0,3,1,15,15,1,0,7,1,17,1,1,0,2,43,34,23,3,5,13,0,1,1,4,2,0,3,0,0,12,14,0,1,6,0,1,0,11,5,0,5,17,8,36,10,23,13,3,26,0,3,4,0,26,6,0,4,18,141,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016062426579688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889685234540282,0.0,0.1775083311295021,0.0,0.11505960551176925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846204018959008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687096226154036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998538725757375,0.0,0.2408186691645433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027583376735849,0.11987857076393554,0.0,0.07662941050845354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058662658092268526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720877079109086,0.3585437568389772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350431067561303,0.0,0.0,0.11906889588590805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312295767512963,0.12835775882927747,0.0,0.0637609709724003,0.189141829144906,0.0,0.0,0.12605490928724825,0.0,0.0,0.05668098992360843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742668292177298,0.0,0.12664836962363654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762498734546492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714604822835654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896190568476836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144697241720556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967539154901088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743246987931007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036057257732836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245206793070812,0.0,0.0,0.13106836989443155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826669075530255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236607449004912,0.0926528691117576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650324594463893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434024710583427,0.11398801181276393,0.09210607271545357,0.0,0.0,0.3299171459248789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333363853584022,0.12077980003335816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572776953922653,0.13686194430074464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468904070762848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241652067937706,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,noimportaminombre12,2019/09/12,"to anyone who wants to be listened If you're going through a hard time and need someone to listen then I'm here for you. Please don't be afraid to tell me anything. We're totally strangers and there's a 99 per cent chance that we will never know each other, so what can you lose? 
Sorry for my broken English, I'm from South America.",3.4908695652173947,4.552011420289858,4.157217391304346,89.83669565217392,72.47826086956522,6.679420289855073,25.394202898550724,6.742157984588678,0.8430846376811596,264,8,56,2,5,84,56,69,0.125,0.8109999999999999,0.063,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,10,13,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,8,10,2,5,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22546626915054224,0.0,0.2653509136494377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832571734681758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888540830640758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772114483715597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607418413555004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390944257438595,0.2486952286490437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35395598883113377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27321293716869965,0.0,0.0,0.3609591481700087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28183767736450216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880246322982447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019082525406575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,garbagebonobo82,2019/09/12,NSFW I need to feel loved It’s all the same thing. Sometimes I think to myself I’m glad some guys are gay it’s nice to know a guy can be liked by someone. I’m not gay. But I need to get laid. Like once a year I just am jonsing. I’m an idiot. And will post regularly on those searching for something subs. But it’d be nice to be wanted.,-2.274122807017541,-0.5119329736842104,0.6984210526315806,101.33561403508772,102.42105263157896,3.5859649122807014,14.228070175438594,5.46131890053228,-1.1226456140350876,258,6,66,2,12,89,54,76,0.042,0.73,0.228,0.9259999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,4,0,8,3,0,0,1,14,19,3,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,6,8,14,3,3,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,3,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198866828907033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638159363383576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5169373683545799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434596712993873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25505998604960195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355970083356529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871127745066684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779969762840014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250002269492536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211766707012149,0.20095982409953464,0.2581732805385215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734220640974945,0.16726262557599084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539669898634289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809992903868196
lonely,TF1918,2019/09/12,"I'm losing the will to live.  

Got out of a toxic relationship with a best friend of mine who was essentially my pillar, but she masked my many personality flaws, lack of having any other friends etc.

I've been incredibly sick the past few days, emotionally and mentally exhausted, about to fall into that vicious cycle of me trying to hook up with random birds on the Internet just to feel empty again. This friend of mine likes me, but she's way too emotionally clingy, and I simply don't have the emotional investment for it now. I've started to hate myself, and even the stuff I loved doing are starting to become more of a chore. I can't sleep because I get nightmares. I try to talk to people on here, but they either don't respond, or being the fuck-up I'm , the conversation quickly evaporates. I've always been a bit of a temperamental person, so that's... kind of ...bad.

I don't know what to do honestly. Maybe looking for a few friends and trying to do stuff together and documenting my silly life, might be a good start. I like anime, Japanese, goth horror/S-F, supernatural stuff. looking to learn a new language, and other stuff.",5.747592954990218,6.471542940639273,6.8906229615133725,73.52188356164386,67.08219178082193,9.727462491846056,29.798108284409647,9.784248007369934,2.7765587736464448,900,31,166,19,14,304,139,219,0.107,0.7290000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.9387,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,2,9,17,2,0,15,0,17,5,1,0,0,22,30,11,0,1,6,0,1,2,4,2,3,0,1,2,12,10,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,4,3,18,12,29,22,8,16,0,1,2,1,15,5,0,3,11,116,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910116359325086,0.0,0.0,0.07438109953177245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913264404284444,0.06667609040235073,0.1207999091194888,0.0,0.0,0.11478593945859597,0.0,0.11941294310075785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054005423768828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691081167591124,0.0,0.0,0.12198588920476945,0.07224343735713618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530503284537699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380220892359786,0.10111861831011974,0.05714572783555182,0.0,0.0,0.0917414578694807,0.0874799416519006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798857872775372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139008283301934,0.06011153787704819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725723683264894,0.10687357550362317,0.0,0.0965831788722694,0.0,0.1837007075448196,0.12236651220755675,0.0,0.0,0.09871832524091613,0.0,0.0,0.11089258482536016,0.10988535860212154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022775564104216,0.11603325486127533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563839254546953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044141108639606,0.07582924803790006,0.19101009438462851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743152595454336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945744590668306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322558983292704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5008486454927159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791425821954947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278237162112308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681952571283189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ausernameiguessso,2019/09/12,You ever get that feeling that you aren't your best friend's best friend 'Cause I do. I always feel more for people than they do for me.,0.9440229885057472,3.0358190344827563,1.6075862068965527,100.75436781609196,82.79310344827587,3.8666666666666663,13.114942528735632,3.1291,-1.6304574712643682,108,1,25,0,3,33,22,29,0.20800000000000002,0.647,0.145,-0.4653,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,1,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,4,3,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493558297944932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6289864562738825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078515191736649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710756112083376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030520705549648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630604520328087,0.0,0.15656921488820805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775876483755276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lordbaddaz,2019/09/12,"Why? I suppose I'm not the only one who feels this way. Not knowing why you hate yourself, why you don't feel motivated, why you don't want to hang out with anyone but yet you want to hang out with everyone. I always keep finding reasons why i feel this way. Maybe it's because my gf left me or my dad died when i was young or my grades not being any good, or the fact that this cool friend i found on reddit ghosted me or even more so this post is just another insignificant rant that will not fix anything. I keep finding reasons just to make sense of this condition. 
But it never makes sense.",2.737868852459016,4.329503114754103,3.676196721311477,90.43560655737707,75.22950819672131,6.519344262295082,24.49508196721311,7.1686216300943375,0.845413770491803,468,15,101,5,10,150,77,122,0.159,0.782,0.059000000000000004,-0.8752,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,1,6,4,1,0,2,1,6,0,0,5,2,34,19,8,2,2,12,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,10,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,2,4,15,3,9,15,1,13,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,4,4,61,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342297135495925,0.0,0.0,0.09269721651634596,0.1429356065673349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953129127747365,0.0,0.11217362394229632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309487258722267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147091837704145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900331616060469,0.0,0.0,0.13025249453669707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677118124295776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491744243138869,0.0,0.0,0.1494596884192055,0.10531474726261167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433250969918585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458043409728174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423217365774788,0.0,0.0,0.07491381919326254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481039974572478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819793872376445,0.0,0.13694429018175674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513265121663297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923689198074553,0.10367184587964573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054975412277506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803040331205318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080136160759573,0.21639713377485387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6150044257075514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bythorsmight,2019/09/12,The only one-NF [only one-NF](https://youtu.be/nI7v1MCD0ag),12.0075,17.249854749999994,6.705000000000003,61.24000000000001,64.0,8.200000000000001,33.0,8.841846274778883,4.488850000000001,50,2,4,1,1,13,6,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6652330625261443,0.7466357696508297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nerviousbutexploring,2019/09/12,"i (26m) am so lonely. All i want right now is to get in a voice chat with a woman , even someone who will just put up with it, and masturbate so I don't feel alone cause apparently thats the only way I can feel a connection. I just want to go to sleep. Its 5am, i can't go to sleep cause the loneliness is so strong, I just want a woman to tell me i'm not disgusting, to tell me ""its ok, just do it"" and talk to me while I get off. I feel like a piece of shit for even wanting this.",-0.5194594594594584,0.7094055675675683,2.3462072072072075,98.01174324324323,83.41441441441441,6.241801801801803,17.406306306306305,7.1686216300943375,-0.27547639639639643,362,7,100,5,10,128,65,111,0.09,0.745,0.165,0.6277,1,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,10,6,2,0,7,1,8,3,3,2,1,19,20,6,0,4,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,7,4,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,4,12,3,14,19,2,10,0,1,0,0,7,4,1,0,3,64,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763839029908508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372224792997312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393233111966583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748163169679551,0.12942851073176725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893086113654636,0.0,0.20592716897247096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851093920999124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778861583441307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821267711216603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471893906110787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596930174980286,0.0,0.0,0.3626034328906264,0.0,0.15350549616431328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561828830547952,0.3167026638634007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274371089316089,0.1438050093560914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Deadsea2005,2019/09/12,"People who are closest to you wields the most power to hurt you. People who are closest to you wields the most power to hurt you. Sometimes I feel that if that’s the case, maybe I should just block everyone out so I’ll never be vulnerable again. Ironically, I find peace in being alone and yet feels lonely and craves someone close to be with. INFP here.",3.501304347826085,5.5718692028985535,3.9442753623188413,87.26684782608696,74.3623188405797,6.339130434782609,21.644927536231886,7.1686216300943375,0.5983797101449273,281,7,55,3,6,88,46,69,0.192,0.741,0.067,-0.8612,2,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,2,5,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,15,8,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,8,4,2,8,0,3,0,0,6,5,0,3,3,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280322830343493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25862787205539106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737083375253097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24737895178188504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5794956969815085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719150253960414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20875019679595372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752840627411891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293299099905587,0.0,0.2676903264714038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GenuineIsolation,2019/09/12,"I don't if i can do this for 30+ more years. I don't even feel anything anymore. It's as if i'm playing a videogame, i'm in control but i'm not really there.",-1.821153846153848,-0.44201676923076505,1.827884615384616,99.3233653846154,88.48717948717949,4.925641025641027,22.57051282051281,5.985473137389443,0.06340512820512823,122,5,34,1,4,45,28,39,0.0,0.951,0.049,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,8,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708841271885703,0.0,0.0,0.3907283332494499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5325400065529186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31360765512581984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400783005597377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041755685157699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057621977019458
lonely,guy3949,2019/09/12,"Tired of being lonely This is a throwaway

I’m going to start off saying I’m 19, well yes I’m young I know that but I’ve watched my friends go in and out of many relationships and it’s frustrating. I’m a sophomore in college as of right now. While I wouldn’t consider myself attractive maybe 5-6 I’m a virgin and never even had my first kiss. I have severe OCD, ADHD, and anxiety which makes me awkward in social situations, I dress and act normal I just don’t talk much before warming up to the people I’m around. I was bullied heavily from 5th grade through senior year of high school. I have been through multiple friend groups ending in the same way with me leaving cause it was so bad. The first time ended with cops being involved and harassment charges being placed, this is when we were only in middle school so like 11-12, not going into detail to give away me or others. This has obviously affect my self confidence in a negative way. I pretty much accepted I wasn’t going to find anyone in high school but I expected college to be different and so far it hasn’t ending only in a friend zone. I don’t know what I’m looking for here just to vent I think...",2.6498527037933783,4.612455724576272,4.242857142857143,84.65968926553674,76.5,7.037610976594027,23.94995964487489,7.957251820313856,1.3746874899112185,925,30,181,15,21,309,145,236,0.151,0.691,0.159,0.2789,1,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,2,11,14,2,1,8,1,19,3,0,3,2,33,37,16,0,3,6,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,0,1,10,13,0,0,5,0,0,5,8,5,1,2,6,4,20,9,31,26,3,41,0,1,2,2,12,20,0,1,15,117,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409815222053921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974036422585273,0.0,0.0,0.08202454084334035,0.0,0.0,0.10442906674249497,0.0,0.0,0.11021480775624846,0.0,0.0979473513264825,0.0,0.0,0.09982054050574254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205077176798714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256198146408853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117004342745929,0.0,0.0,0.07748088403156737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072174648179864,0.19956439498695114,0.0,0.0,0.2718958072973037,0.0,0.0,0.11253260472067077,0.26667555313897545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24788486571990065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893891170173327,0.0,0.0,0.12421232446219535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731080505416473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850924691909806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830405790030945,0.11893198633862845,0.11785173903795652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246988078447442,0.0,0.09047522725559896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149370168030558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843617006558313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132665593389198,0.0,0.12256198146408853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934449584476832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594498236780266,0.0,0.10018046395012628,0.0,0.09328809789232323,0.0,0.3561661355391369,0.0,0.0,0.12237791698935364,0.13252474605525935,0.0,0.0,0.13185920297808632,0.0,0.11958082008471092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303126661012955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428779547347116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516628441569162,0.0,0.0,0.068403287949045,0.134828387422571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622739585818265,0.0,0.0,0.10547405688720447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554256088511899
lonely,mrtxm3,2019/09/12,"Lonely (32M, Bham, AL) I'm not sure I'm in the right subreddit....  I recently moved out of my job-provided apartment, which had a minimum of two people on-duty that I could hang with, and into a house... by myself.  I didn't want to leave my apartment, but was told I needed to vacate for the next person.  There's no hard feelings about it, that's the way this program works....  but I'm really fucking lonely now.  I'm haven't finished unpacking all the way, but I still find myself drinking heavily most nights, and I'm afraid it'll only get worse as time goes on. 

I've got friends that I'll hang out with occasionally (even before moving out), but I'm apprehensive about the near future. 

I guess I'm wondering if anyone else is going through something similar?  IDK
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lonely,AlexBonham5486,2019/09/12,18 [m4f] Melbourne australia. Loyal Caring nice looking for a girlfreind hey add my discord if you want to chat Alex Bonham#1519,3.035454545454545,5.270473454545456,2.2169090909090907,87.00536363636364,109.9090909090909,1.7600000000000002,31.67272727272727,3.1291,1.3170436363636369,104,6,14,0,5,30,22,22,0.09300000000000001,0.55,0.35700000000000004,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7048128058523234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5805066763442396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077387735135564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelytruckergirl,2019/09/12,I Bet You I Am The Loneliest Person On The Planet If someone can convince me I'm not I will give them money.,-1.7487499999999976,0.09245495833333807,1.5,94.995,103.58333333333334,2.4000000000000004,18.5,3.1291,-0.7030500000000002,85,3,18,0,4,30,20,24,0.145,0.769,0.085,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6191472522129258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5635572843133433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5468636643392513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,growwingz,2019/09/12,"Im trying, but right now i feel hopeless this is my first time making any sort of post like this, but maybe writing things out will help somehow, im extremely shy and private however so i have no doubt ill regret this later lol

im 23 and will soon be 24 and havent done anything with my life or have any friends. i was severely abused and isolated as a child up until i turned 18, and as a result i have multiple disorders, and even though its been many years since ive been abused or mistreated, im still too scared to go outside on my own, too scared to eat without permission, and just terrified of everyone and everything in general.

Its taken a really really long time just to summon up the courage to make comments on the internet, or let myself have any fun with anything at all, but im still too timid to do something as simple as play a online game with others, so even though i have all the people in the world to talk to on the internet, i feel just as alone as i did as a child. it sort of feels like nothings actually changed.

after 5 years with very little progress in my recovery im starting to doubt ill ever be normal. i cant relate to anyone i meet, everyone seems so distant, like theyre from another world. ill never know what its like to be able to go to highschool, to have a career im passionate in, theres decades of movies/pop culture refrences i will never understand that everyone else knows. im just out of the loop.  and on top of all this im gay, which just alienates me from others further.

my life isnt all so bad though, i do have a boyfriend who loves me despite all my issues, and a really cute cat, but my heart aches a lot and i really wish i could be normal, i want to be able to laugh loudly with a big group of friends, and just be okay.

thats it, sorry this is so long.",3.3956111607586164,4.426145085790889,4.6664104855525785,86.21242676993349,72.67292225201072,8.20689107337901,26.41535100784431,8.626192665926032,1.718483149637574,1419,47,302,25,27,470,186,373,0.175,0.662,0.163,-0.7340000000000001,1,1,1,0,2,1,35.0,0,0,0,3,26,22,0,5,16,2,31,10,1,3,8,65,48,35,0,6,14,0,3,4,2,3,5,1,0,2,18,19,1,0,7,2,0,2,7,8,0,1,6,4,26,14,52,31,7,41,0,2,0,3,14,20,0,10,22,198,44,2,0.1390742737032048,0.16478027274476775,0.0678582147145804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201950247504595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186291276735133,0.07291575104355892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862198290560426,0.0,0.11444627736164767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806060470294129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356107049369047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551974548768114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969558324694596,0.0,0.0,0.07116063377743513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115385096443548,0.058089355029002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091857246140253,0.0629003213584906,0.0,0.1993371426307176,0.0624954948217523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548019724806368,0.049677344460961684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914825308291018,0.0,0.0,0.1074484388744439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903911471342648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240184197740902,0.046609277051693127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6760083638909196,0.0725787045577402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643158372081152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110643371592645,0.09823227243147577,0.13588933043695348,0.06969447918662693,0.0,0.12307635581516682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059117987079686574,0.06275998091965547,0.0,0.09283315762632302,0.07049974248232388,0.06985940039388219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726265353692764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626325996491234,0.0667227582360644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04820829515083724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659735526381783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818908186915658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938433492680774,0.0,0.0,0.1392376096801172,0.0,0.0,0.06330399775748538,0.0,0.0785571716832296,0.0,0.057521838180590375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535330852254948,0.0,0.0778411316161233,0.04921874336924337,0.0,0.1110648946289424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589131658138922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04619738387467017,0.0,0.2049596516921144,0.0,0.08109532740202167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047211151384694776,0.07563643680303125,0.0,0.07239061182136332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057375420420675775,0.04101480496016676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996427561699432,0.06703131848642946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955927253569115
lonely,Aireene,2019/09/12,"Forever lonely This seems appropriate for here, I hope I’m not wrong. 

So I have decided to never be in a romantic relationship ever again. (And yes I know I am young. 24F) 

I thought the last guy I was with would be my forever, but he had issues and I may have undiagnosed ones as well. Things were like a fairy tale when we were together, but he left after I supported him through most of his schooling. Said a bunch of things why. What sucks is I knew the day before that it was going to happen, but it still destroyed and devastated me. 

I choose the lonely path, it sucks but I can’t let my walls down again. I am sad about it but I also know it is the right path. I will not let myself go down that destructive path again, and yes it was very destructive, the heart break. One I don’t think I will ever fully recover from.",1.7908928571428575,3.815791303571431,3.4657142857142844,88.91678571428572,79.41666666666667,7.295238095238094,20.61904761904762,8.278499904357787,0.9653619047619052,641,17,140,13,16,213,105,168,0.20600000000000002,0.6970000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.9753,0,4,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,0,12,13,5,0,8,2,22,1,1,0,3,28,37,13,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,12,6,0,0,8,0,0,2,5,9,1,2,9,1,23,4,14,20,2,21,0,3,0,0,8,6,2,4,13,106,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542979000287358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410507500414554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921726920592477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063750253958385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924919480107067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676839376349078,0.1497563713158408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006815377349797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820357650641835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675825792162786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614156412689686,0.13804352169485826,0.0,0.0,0.18400016203297134,0.3463453757471749,0.0,0.08273625667658309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061379294910902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295129976662299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181940348703968,0.0,0.14462467542592136,0.16109141128336932,0.0,0.0,0.17139207159756642,0.0,0.15417062664966566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352437840444163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217730425332932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501832029055024,0.10851316771704957,0.0,0.13444563484032845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973216280006046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226672588341394,0.0,0.1528127747042741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030196400080373,0.1851585371257621,0.0,0.0
lonely,WeepAngel1,2019/09/12,"Just need someone to talk to I’ve never used this subreddit before so I’m really sorry if this isn’t the place for this, just let me know where to go. I’m 19 and my first relationship just came to an end a couple of days ago. We have been long distance for over a year, but she got shipped to California to do tech school since she joined the Air Force over the summer. I’m in Georgia so a 3 hour difference as well as class suddenly making her days impossibly busy lead to us having to end things. It’s almost harder that we didn’t end things because we had problems, I still love her a lot. However, I can’t just tell her these things because she gets stressed easily if I start complicating things like that and she cannot fail her classes or her life will literally be ruined. She knows I feel this way, but she hardly has time to talk and I care for her too much to let my feelings ruin her work. 

Tonight it just really hit me how lonely I am now. Not having someone to tell you good morning every day, not having someone to always make sure you’re ok, not having someone to basically be the perfect person for you in every way in an instant. It’s all gone and I just wish I could let all my emotions out with someone. I live alone in my apartment and I’m telling my parents tomorrow. I was hoping I could find someone to just talk to tonight, someone who doesn’t mind that I may be a bit emotional. If this isn’t the right place, please kindly redirect me to where I need to go because I’ve run out of ideas. I just need someone.",3.816754890678944,4.691155658227848,4.873843498273882,85.7027445339471,71.53164556962025,7.770771001150749,27.02186421173763,8.00094639256281,1.4990050632911394,1212,40,256,16,22,398,169,316,0.069,0.7709999999999999,0.16,0.9858,2,3,0,0,1,0,23.0,4,2,0,5,17,16,0,1,12,1,27,2,0,5,5,57,53,16,0,11,17,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,17,12,0,0,6,0,0,6,10,6,1,1,7,3,41,10,34,35,5,44,0,4,0,1,30,15,0,8,22,168,58,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990159793864187,0.0,0.07896347146518369,0.08167163229533887,0.0,0.0,0.06561498947222831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421071300302454,0.0,0.06710113931290973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609095885513393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019091692291983,0.08039953618292149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592112088449414,0.08725330302596494,0.0,0.15256790635898487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238833962449787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740607155787758,0.20953056513404356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288013504520255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797445098251324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207348314363032,0.06707536445940998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041199307010514094,0.0,0.08963202038310053,0.06614115580492162,0.06306880863868009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064000434732552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832237427975493,0.07765784429907224,0.0,0.0,0.08901947743812874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211699059344364,0.08667502533163739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24190857928901546,0.05569873268937717,0.038525340522006936,0.0,0.0696318025708037,0.06978558953437275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704104217445411,0.07117113987712695,0.0,0.10527475550250184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962266369884127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057968657749024,0.17541345888007698,0.06081905385090414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756089716490714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885452175275103,0.16477667924899575,0.08656084180830756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545509476612874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103508545136272,0.0,0.0,0.08466245288601403,0.0,0.06734308624147986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980706628871785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523097571334846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5345193771087889,0.0,0.0,0.08827348232526158,0.05581509136201414,0.0,0.06297496458128479,0.0,0.09032994299238943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743213909778533,0.0,0.0,0.1901457896596509,0.20677237319701164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955522430197251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04598190443444749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485475326763128,0.06810676416429143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518536134996602,0.0,0.0,0.07090153338409261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068117232852524,0.0,0.0,0.05740852753038495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05078105043635504
lonely,feelinblue352,2019/09/12,"I’m here for any one Hey everyone. Honestly I’m here for anybody who wants me to be there for them, need someone to tell about your day, or just want to brag about a big accomplishment. I’ve never been an outsider exactly, but I’ve always been the guy who wanted everyone to feel welcomed. Although at times I genuinely want to be alone and times I feel alone even when I’m around my girlfriend or friends. I’ve also had times where I felt like no one wanted to be around me when I was the one excluding myself. Everyone just keep your heads up.",3.985272727272729,5.192625481818184,4.683409090909091,85.97511363636362,71.45454545454545,8.40909090909091,27.38636363636364,8.841846274778883,1.9244545454545456,433,15,90,8,8,139,67,110,0.069,0.797,0.134,0.743,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,14,4,0,0,4,0,7,1,1,0,2,20,20,8,0,6,5,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,3,11,4,15,12,0,13,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,8,59,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179431529601361,0.0,0.12274761681524995,0.12771776471178126,0.0,0.0,0.10437992539819024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732811112628362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898973859305546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138011738621326,0.0,0.0,0.4400049809566133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552204858192246,0.0,0.14737653468191586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858765425456155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198136039674284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752722827782292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643087536429402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498851125036743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381248425462133,0.11838260848933932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120307595292288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300534005045497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415890444794382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685075208635373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526682342605329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Biki911911,2019/09/12,"Today is my birthday And all I've eaten today was a cupcake and a couple of pieces of beef jerky. My husband told me last week that I need to decide where I want to go for dinner tonight or he was just going to take me to Burger King. I told him where I would like to go, but instead he brought me a houseplant. So here I am sitting in my car all by myself crying parked next to a dumpster in a Burger King parking lot. Ironically, I don't even have any money to buy myself a shitty hamburger at a restaurant I never wanted to eat at in the first place.

Happy birthday to me. Thanks husband. I can feel deeply how much you love me.",3.4587878787878807,4.097689727272726,4.880000000000003,86.19833333333338,72.18181818181819,6.472727272727273,26.03030303030303,5.82211442006289,0.8174939393939393,492,15,102,2,9,165,87,132,0.081,0.789,0.13,0.7684,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,8,4,0,0,8,0,8,4,0,1,3,16,22,6,0,4,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,6,1,20,4,18,15,5,22,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,2,9,74,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101139723927727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21316810194554586,0.2116214871118541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713324473522373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724621885273002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741170368612194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387148260580156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32846930137861186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050838762977425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703880811482496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412106397207903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378763000555904,0.17387785074902404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162293364427905,0.1428505771448818,0.1485867218993776,0.0,0.20488982541820228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012825345416772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485191025106348,0.0,0.0,0.1773700152420631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36522712863615214,0.3681785051257693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272647642928365,0.0,0.15453550166402225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685594809960916,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Father-McKenz1e,2019/09/12,"I did my first step out of loneliness today YAY So I [26F] have been feeling really lonely for a while. I know this is a feeling that comes and goes for me and I had very bad periods of it (I got close to attempt suicide at least twice). 
I’ve been experiencing these thoughts again, starting two months ago, when I basically changed everything big on my life (not on me, things just happened). It made me feel lonely everywhere, specially because one of these changes was a break up with my SO, who was just as lonely as me and totally understood me.
Ok, so I’ve been locking myself in my place for these two months. But today, although I waked up in the worst morning of these two months (with my head full of dark thoughts), I managed to find some friends to spend the weekend. This is something that barely never happened before. I don’t have many friends, and where I live now, I feel that none of my friends care for me, so I’m feeling really nice, as though we might actually start a friendship now.
Also I had my first nice meeting with someone after the break up (tinder hookup). I feel now like I’m a nice person. 
Sorry the long post. I just wanted to share it with someone, and thought you guys were the only ones that could understand this feeling.",4.024085418464196,5.655649959016394,4.4102243313201015,86.31665660051769,71.95081967213116,7.267989646246765,28.825711820534945,7.85451343220497,1.762896721311476,986,39,195,13,19,310,137,244,0.094,0.747,0.159,0.9202,0,6,1,0,0,1,35.0,1,1,0,3,15,17,0,0,10,2,16,3,2,1,2,39,40,18,1,2,5,0,7,1,3,1,1,0,0,2,16,13,0,0,14,1,1,2,4,5,0,8,15,8,30,12,31,23,6,40,0,3,0,0,10,14,0,2,22,142,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.1040777529092458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454127664435216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529020969254875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905063735394331,0.06501456006325602,0.0,0.09075368177565107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873964281931356,0.0,0.2256490522417738,0.09187194789454596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515358644131141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958526641963337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37748803965859706,0.07619278526177521,0.0,0.0,0.09747873166769544,0.18143764304055424,0.0,0.0,0.2471990779309965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529999114430843,0.0,0.0,0.10560304496263408,0.18862544661779712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945654735051692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058613592461987774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753320303285264,0.05210517332244685,0.0,0.09417638085855704,0.09438437633070404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091746292679893,0.0,0.10812920453482247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314177199039127,0.0,0.0,0.2553877544712239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225721821714617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445414018415213,0.08111426422533889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312511560830668,0.1114294814196608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214390571150103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664903587508215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073315129135745,0.08210653993777263,0.0,0.11938908349703785,0.15097880875392453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666085831044047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085538463080725,0.0,0.10478583948851174,0.2540112420067138,0.0,0.0,0.20218877726766454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125528799231788,0.1110293314049438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799973377908685,0.06290658771704971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Flyingpressure,2019/09/12,"25M here, have never had a real friend irl Ok so I just want to vent and mostly I wanna know if anyone else is in my situation or can relate.

I've never had a really good friend in real life. Not a single one. by really good, I simply mean the *high standard* of wanting someone dependable. Someone to be kind to me today, tomorrow and in the future, and just be a good person in general. I've just never really met anything like that. I don't know why it seems I'm the one that's cursed. I can look on FB and find any number of people, photos either alone or with friends and a high number of reacts. It seems everyone else in the world can find a friend next door, meanwhile I'm left waiting for just one person in the world to show an interest. I did suffer from social anxiety disorder for the first 21 years of my life and overcame it through ccbt in my 22 year. After that I thought ""Ok this is it. I will finally have friends, a girlfriend, and have a social life."" Well, apparently I was too expectant as I can say 4 years after that that I have absolutely no one still.

I do have 5 good online friends. I added them through FB and chat with them on messenger. I thought this was really good at the time. I could keep in contact with these people and keep the idea in my head that people can like me and be friendly with me. However, it's been a year since I've known them and things are still the same for me. It kind of encourage me to think, ""Oh this is all I'm going to get."" I mean I love them but I obviously need physical people to touch/talk to/ have a life with.

My 5 online friends really are the best people I've ever met in my entire life. There's no question that their treatment of me greatly eclipses that of even my family, though that's not a particular feat. They are online and live on different continents than me, so it's not like I can ever feasibly see them. We all speak english (to varying degrees and the differences between them are so cute), so that's how we communicate. Thank god english is the most common language in the world.

I had two ""friends"" in high school. However I haven't heard from them in x years so I definitely wouldn't claim them as anything. I would only claim real friendships that last and make an effort. This was not that obviously.

Even at my last job, I tried making friends. It was a factory and it seemed everyone was having sex with each other, and I'm just over here, sexual and emotional needs left unmet. I don't know why I'm so different. I really don't but there seems to be something there. It wasn't just that job either, every job seemed to go that way. I always meet everyone with the same amount of respect until they give me a reason not to. I'm friendly and cordial to people and it just seems to get no results for me. And it does seem to be a particular problem with *me*, as I understand others can do that and make friends easily.

I use an online dating app and maybe get responses from <10% of the people I start a conversation with. And nothing has ever come of those responses. I really don't know what turns girls off about me, but the data seems to imply that girls in general do not see me as a sexual or emotional partner, or even as a friend. What a life right. I'd honestly rather be dead than accept that as its something I don't wanna keep living without. I know sample size is important but I really don't see any girl taking an interest in me for any reason. It shouldn't be this hard for a girl to think about giving me a chance.

As for who I am, well, I'm a fairly laid back person. I am a gamer, which I used to have shame about but now I realize its a totally common hobby (even among girls) so it can definitely be used as a point of mutual interest. I am fairly well kept. I keep a normal haircut, shave off my terrible cheek hair and well trim my chin hair. Slightly chubby but not obese. Overall I'd give myself a 4/10 but that's hardly a bad score and shouldn't factor in to making a friend or having a girlfriend. 

So tell me guys. Whats up. Even tell me how I come across in my text. I am being completely honest and 100% real. I had hoped somebody would appreciate that, but it doesn't seem to be the case. Let me know.. really anything. Idk I'm just kinda done with the whole thing. I really don't see a person being friendly to me irl of their own free will.",2.8447072072072075,4.4058707229729785,4.474954954954956,84.94639639639641,74.87837837837839,7.771171171171173,23.481981981981978,8.472884824447931,1.417167117117117,3414,99,703,63,72,1148,335,888,0.069,0.777,0.154,0.9974,8,1,2,0,0,1,107.0,2,0,12,3,45,51,0,1,52,2,76,13,4,14,11,162,147,60,1,18,33,0,4,3,18,7,7,3,1,11,52,41,1,6,31,2,1,4,27,5,4,6,19,13,88,47,104,108,15,74,0,1,5,2,62,38,0,21,34,487,140,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04177533948013135,0.0,0.0,0.03356230778240513,0.0,0.0,0.08228842378562379,0.0,0.030856492460805632,0.0,0.0,0.028203469508589738,0.0413284132006705,0.09957786276036863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031015454820629618,0.03367839805235389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04232954379656247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949080035754786,0.04229092945252634,0.0,0.0,0.032204557597464725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642581372336004,0.046227895650373454,0.0,0.035297805366047284,0.04127714759906439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739014969894475,0.09074385630455654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320585082313868,0.10945711319253147,0.033984338231451305,0.1156266916351296,0.0,0.0,0.03802465230404499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04418549042925796,0.07373170196850633,0.034309294944816576,0.0,0.0,0.4674457809687028,0.0,0.06322078994894566,0.11608025549414475,0.0458471071847033,0.16915721895744168,0.0,0.044469952406063135,0.0,0.03993841582128471,0.0,0.0,0.07226524264425399,0.0,0.041395786494545436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278497845905291,0.0,0.0400621817205116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04553378922162133,0.0,0.0,0.12008006702086753,0.14340792889172788,0.0,0.08400628376625804,0.1330037801100047,0.06575751558133808,0.0,0.0,0.0876491223441637,0.04124570853198456,0.17094063639851728,0.05911755894903371,0.0,0.07123384483096272,0.0,0.03387160126995692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036404299093757385,0.0,0.1076968471476438,0.0,0.040522359458732005,0.08787421291947818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981641840747597,0.0933275073636644,0.0,0.04289718589033018,0.0,0.0395201559860538,0.03870293157507046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093293211797194,0.03067691101914167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957445523131292,0.14087736170432458,0.0,0.0,0.03813001757082602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03859555773247854,0.0,0.0,0.045184911206128976,0.0,0.0,0.18364219309280985,0.2583990839604931,0.08294307687284404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03444623561831447,0.0,0.03207635175240472,0.0,0.040821607128755884,0.128568457330988,0.330478733578625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0333658833362249,0.04533871171217098,0.0,0.08223377975410208,0.06835215548490513,0.0621043670633167,0.0,0.0,0.028549623954262037,0.0,0.06442385073483009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030327222486164845,0.032420089613754866,0.0705098848698661,0.037135443400761116,0.0,0.0,0.05359413292606368,0.05169062792173042,0.03962935378572999,0.06404364956291232,0.023519912773944038,0.0,0.03823326999600412,0.0,0.0,0.027385108318776108,0.04387336368519,0.03940185275569418,0.04199060365710939,0.0,0.10451057903071558,0.0,0.0,0.047581761662850164,0.03201638574717338,0.0,0.0,0.14506557753475324,0.0,0.07279290103780431,0.04503306554841401,0.0,0.03888191377803056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730626236655245,0.0,0.0,0.1298734677828568
lonely,ScottyABurns,2019/05/14,My Name Is Scotty Everyone I know has drifted away in my life.  It's only me. I've tried to contact my cousins but they don't even talk to me. They aren't mean or anything....they just moved on and have their own life. Same goes with my friends. Every night I feel sad and alone and wondering what's wrong with me.  It's been like this since 2015.  And eating is the only way to make myself forget about it for awhile. And their are times where I think about ending my life and when I do think about it I'll try to do some hobbies like play video games or watch my favorite youtubers or watch anime and cartoons.  I don't wanna make this post extremely long. And I'm new to this please be kind. If you show me respect I'm gonna give it back to you.,0.8868037974683531,2.898921651898738,1.8536550632911395,99.3612420886076,82.48101265822784,4.709493670886076,18.10284810126582,5.602791699666715,-0.6247227848101269,583,13,137,3,16,182,98,158,0.076,0.75,0.174,0.9571,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,4,0,8,8,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,2,0,29,24,14,0,2,6,1,1,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,9,10,1,0,6,4,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,3,22,6,16,21,3,15,0,1,2,0,13,4,0,6,9,81,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767642564638142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035154166598314,0.13123588888758392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746396063291808,0.0,0.0,0.15116433744676436,0.0,0.0,0.1127269507340833,0.0,0.1437981439206338,0.16308398230950888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629666501177137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186041803343174,0.0,0.0,0.16372370484514345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772815820315746,0.0937966217653491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616510945028485,0.16676299912219236,0.0,0.0,0.15103895317439792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278491730582395,0.0,0.0,0.1859113546694464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813968501912327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483564885253346,0.0,0.16016369034157352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596068127457915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734611285589026,0.0,0.0,0.1634561692472693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411812718360133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717932891463802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21871887875568308,0.0,0.0,0.09951995472250584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23174956184146614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547113420704548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850860182424665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660255010612053,0.0,0.0
lonely,AlabasterCrashesDown,2019/05/14,"Checking in with you again I think I pushed the limit the last time, a few months ago was it? 

Before I could probe for, some kind of reaction. 

I sent you jokes after the first gap because I thought that's what you liked me for, and was the only way I could be re-approachable again. I wasn't trying to mock. 

I didn't register that you just didn't like me. I thought that wasn't something that was going to happen. I thought it could also be there, it just needed work. I thought we were just being stubborn and proud and it could all be amended some day when I got the maturity. I said something that was horribly boring, and half-wrong. You had no time for me any more.

I apologised, I told you I wasn't trying to re-establish contact. I was. You entertained me. I forgot something about you. You took that to mean something. You stopped. I tried to send you jokes. You blocked me. 

I waited again. I pretended to find you on a technicality to save face, to be incidental. You didn't like that, or you recognised the name. You shut it off. I started conversation. I didn't mind if you never answered, and you didn't. A few weeks I could tell you things. I didn't know you saw them. You did for that long, saw everything I wanted to say - well, not everything. You stopped it at one point, I don't know why. 

You were then completely blocked off. I knew any attempt would be pointless in a different way to all the others.

You don't hate me anymore. You are tired and bored with me, and my behaviour is now unimportant, bland, and just intolerable. 

I have thought about you less than any other time. I looked at your pictures so long that they don't look like anything. Everything else is closed off. I saw some pictures of you and I started to notice the small obstacles of recognition, and that scared me a bit. You had tanned facial stuff, linings on your nose. 

There was a feeling I had for a year and a half, or a bit more. I remembered a very distinct emotion when we were on the couch. I can only remember now the blood vessels in your face and the goofy teeth showing, and your smell. The emotion is lost, and there's nothing similar in my experience since then. 

When I said I was alone, I did mean it. If you wanted me punished for what I did, I think I did get it. You know those people were my only friends, the happiest point in my life, and I had to be removed. Everyone else since then has gone away too.

 I have gotten uglier, interestingly enough. I walk around with everything gawky showing. Projecting some form of pride, some interface to support the selfish way of doing things I only know. People talk to me only incidentally, and the best treat me sympathetically subnormal. 

I've looked at other girls. I've had shallow attractions. But they are the same as a television crush or that kind of thing. The fawning, the obsessions aren't there like I had for you and a couple before you. Either I'm emotionally different or people need to look at you for you to get attached. 

I have a career path, I think. It won't match my career ambitions but nothing really could. When you don't have friends you have to inflate yourself to  compensatory levels. It isn't good or compatible with low motivation and general mediocrity. 

I won't kill myself. That has gone away. Too impractical when I work in my own frame of motivation. I don't really know what's going to happen now.

I expected to make  friends in the school, I did. It was too big, I was too stiff, I was too much like myself. The year will be over soon. 

3 months are coming, and they will be lonely in a way that is different and before. I am 18 now. I am 5'10. I am scrawny, with my head bent gawkily forward, with a pointy and pinched nose over mishapen lips. I have a grotesquely angular head with big ears, one sticking out more than the other. I have hair which exposes the rot of the haid when short, and ridiculous when long. I am weak and weigh nothing. I have no strength. I eat like a child. I do nothing but pretend to be other people, people in stories and the talented people who wrote them. 

I will be in college, if this goes well. I won't be a romantically sad renegade kid, I will be an unpleasant physical sore. I will be one of the disfigured people you see on the streets or on buses, wondering who they, how their background has allowed them, how many of them they are. 

I don't know what you're doing now. I know you're probably more emotionally charged. Probably dealing with eating issues or something that's come from them. Your friends have probably changed since I last investigated. Incidentally, I see one of them myself around by circumstance. I imagine though, you still have people. You were lovable, and not in a way which was maintained by pretense or by the most convenient possible scenario. You were attractive, pleasant, and agreeable. 

There is benefits in being stale, myself. I don't know what I would or could do if I saw another man/boy touch you. I am possessive. You belong to me, in my head. There is nothing that should change that. It would be wrong and vile if someone touched you. Whatever's here now can be mended. I am sorry, this is irrelevant. This is not applicable. I will never see you again. If I did see you, I would wait for you to talk. I have nothing to say. It would be your turn.

I would only ask for engagement, if I could every wish for anything. You marked the end of my optimism. I am still young and that is a boring thing to say. But where am I going to live now again? I am only preparing myself for when everything gets very grey and very unseemly.

I can't say I love you. I don't know you and was never going to be able to, since whenever it was that point when I dissolved my credibility. I was obsessed and loved a version of you. I can't sustain that image as I am losing the depth, the microscopic detail. It's gone now. It's gone now and it doesn't transfer. 

The other wish, I have decided more specifically. I would have you answer what I should have asked you. Why did you like me? Was it your sickness? Was it an illusion I had made in that place? 

Whatever the answer, when can you perceive, the most discernible time it left you? The simplest answer would be the first disconnection, but that is an unsatisfying answer. 

I am just checking in. I am rarely emotional, in the way I used to be, only enough to talk for this. The next one will be different. More boring, again.",2.4420554984583767,4.823188359712233,3.6287455749685975,86.73016187050364,79.07194244604317,6.913075254082449,24.71674089299989,8.010603183788097,1.5017397967340416,5022,185,1004,92,126,1627,427,1251,0.09699999999999999,0.81,0.09300000000000001,0.8845,5,3,5,0,0,1,188.0,2,62,12,15,58,58,7,3,61,0,158,24,13,8,6,174,238,73,1,32,30,0,4,8,4,20,6,7,1,3,67,48,3,10,36,7,2,17,33,22,2,8,70,27,205,36,110,118,29,135,0,5,13,2,107,53,0,24,69,752,272,10,0.03948094161310256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034997472596311016,0.0,0.0,0.04089034868217272,0.0,0.031572894743926785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054518246825679,0.04139920968805223,0.0,0.0,0.039154485234716714,0.0,0.0,0.06497890190668716,0.07029281696272341,0.07381870174578617,0.0,0.07418728855726849,0.0,0.0,0.024067215558495926,0.0,0.1007861202119938,0.0,0.04143281244242083,0.0,0.0862059255345609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353120248124768,0.06801867063641275,0.041395016124990025,0.0,0.0,0.2521785542768365,0.04368491095538693,0.0,0.02546194116364363,0.04070311720078005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499672358247955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079771939616588,0.06596252126794214,0.22205372662639025,0.03496839570489282,0.08158873321454832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033264396108088005,0.037725731629902455,0.17741462288022705,0.0386199366963453,0.0,0.0,0.019962750349148524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03608486537681135,0.06716493753451333,0.0,0.0,0.12201151021429155,0.0,0.061881487431222175,0.0,0.0897517158295308,0.033114740664482945,0.031576515660652935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698257325613092,0.0,0.0,0.0389792560783502,0.12155650904092308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04120784557342225,0.0,0.0,0.043679812306745606,0.08222665039812709,0.1952792369526432,0.06436447373152179,0.0,0.0,0.04289615858231202,0.0,0.02788655665149167,0.15430715050216595,0.0,0.034862394768750964,0.10481817280445152,0.13261618970309394,0.04416907483130959,0.043098111595058365,0.0,0.07126618248940025,0.0373578215635495,0.026353835101281902,0.04002747801686711,0.0,0.08601263930261784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03986449627791765,0.0,0.06302662185084854,0.0,0.02902303482099505,0.058549235889841685,0.09135040828461223,0.0,0.04198842930705169,0.0,0.0,0.2272981697079332,0.04494931370443637,0.0,0.0,0.1337665390591914,0.24021628140904244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189689104029955,0.0,0.04124918089561989,0.0,0.11196675357742987,0.044508829548289434,0.0,0.0,0.12770139793008548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05058500432928314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944842099608846,0.0,0.07511083303743618,0.12558731767881032,0.0395273100606672,0.03995682069933587,0.12584479540360194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306361715486069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03345207370828369,0.151971788590279,0.0,0.04419568178357025,0.055889627362090535,0.0,0.06305906194367013,0.06601567005618825,0.0,0.0,0.0451962324144793,0.0,0.044802504672223284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095199856071371,0.03450808316279437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491753316368582,0.07589337964537457,0.0387898246791838,0.1567172878841516,0.09208661820768868,0.045377534503127516,0.0,0.037725731629902455,0.04386477882439377,0.08041490327467495,0.0429439272372743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034098857290150185,0.0,0.09772773482851757,0.04657376455866599,0.18802880259548974,0.03166922990834427,0.0,0.07099621596130917,0.0,0.07125081787637819,0.0,0.09080226882237076,0.0,0.04281539703519612,0.057485191420167676,0.0,0.0,0.22436902526715596,0.08633242366376123,0.0,0.050848863930642
lonely,onitbmg,2019/05/14,"Where did I go wrong? 17 in highschool, recently started at this school at the beginning of the semester. Have no friends, noone is interested in getting to know me, they've all ignored my attempts to make friends, which I have always been discouraged to even try  in the past, the day doesn't even feel real anymore, I come home asking myself if I even went to school because it doesn't feel like I even went. I used to talk to people online, but whisper changed how their app works and it made it impossible to use it how I did before. I'm just lonely in life now, I feel like I really need a hug.",7.017499999999997,5.749248416666667,7.15666666666667,79.37500000000003,64.83333333333334,10.333333333333334,34.166666666666664,9.2995712137729,2.791916666666667,470,17,97,7,6,152,81,120,0.122,0.7909999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.2738,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,9,10,0,0,5,0,8,2,0,6,1,20,26,5,0,2,3,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,6,2,0,2,4,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,6,4,13,6,14,20,1,18,0,2,0,1,5,7,0,1,9,60,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271791419330899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158099981013398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288928264840348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317278914876838,0.0,0.13005969198791933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616895626586301,0.13166228644071004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857227021515796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038102723564245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23184881415841155,0.21838475285984224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361750715883279,0.0,0.07985511475320482,0.0,0.08686523867291586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533158257663003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399952082116915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795882293319167,0.1493445259895291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446254729026675,0.10202511026608363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333250406817405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590768410351995,0.10596335952078906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739708774771616,0.0979163113199868,0.0,0.1509158293724705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30937425403664154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818435670621326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285088395002347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037716059427986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640177159494937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28337737567582816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127285593860776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167111826608588,0.0,0.0
lonely,nathanx2000,2019/05/14,"20m from the U.K. If anyone wants to talk just hmu 

Not got anything to do",-1.1105882352941163,0.7790076470588225,0.9132352941176478,103.65455882352943,90.1764705882353,3.4000000000000004,14.382352941176471,3.1291,-1.5761529411764703,58,1,15,0,2,19,16,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178884828945566,0.0,0.4918123281030985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779926783850886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803657954164601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525075201950408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sleepy3366,2019/05/14,"Looking for Superficial Interactions to Fill the void... *Don't know if this is appropriate to post here but I need some advice.* 

As of this point in my life I'm coming to terms with the fact that I have major issues with feeling connected to people. I don't know what it is and I'm still trying to figure it out...to summarize it feels like I'm trapped in a very boring simulation. I also have personal issues that I feel I should sort out before I even attempt to make any meaningful relationships.

**Anyway this isn't the point of this post...**

I'm pretty ok with being alone...in fact I enjoy it, but at times I feel annoyed that I don't have a close friend and I honestly get a little frustrated because of lack of physical affection.

\--

**What I'm looking for is some sort of interactive media (probably a video game?) that could simulate the kind of relationships I'm lacking.** I know it sounds creepy...but I don't care, and I am not willing to put any effort into real people right now... I think it would be unfair that I half ass it.

I see a lot of VR girlfriend simulators and such...it seems interesting to me but I wonder if there is anything similar available that is more catered to females? I also like the idea of roleplay...are there any online instances of this?

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**Any recommendations? Essentially I'm asking for a replacement for intimate human relationships until I sort myself out and I'm not so fucked up anymore**",1.1683536585365886,3.813375699275362,3.4100035348179603,82.60449098621422,92.73188405797102,6.3158713326263705,21.949098621420998,7.590005382236693,1.5244545068928947,1127,42,207,25,41,383,147,276,0.11800000000000001,0.738,0.14400000000000002,0.8201,0,2,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,0,2,10,13,3,0,11,1,20,3,1,2,2,50,48,15,0,8,7,0,4,2,2,3,1,1,0,2,20,13,0,0,13,2,0,3,7,4,0,1,0,8,23,9,34,42,8,22,0,0,3,2,11,12,2,10,7,137,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567415438752213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932802920981076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219947739506943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739565827487965,0.0,0.0,0.09741209618241536,0.0,0.1106641427220168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215997340779487,0.0,0.1007279485890362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069065339487595,0.0,0.0,0.10196911754140288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451237580020408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818521582655437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23941473924805445,0.08456673940431449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145581580790893,0.10943528278667564,0.06184577074178785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363035916568364,0.0,0.24710436764430585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232687863645766,0.19516652589560912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361138335740081,0.11566356575198225,0.11864230915012973,0.0,0.0,0.1988094696530069,0.0,0.0,0.10063773459960636,0.0,0.0,0.07901587267043031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777316375857733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413189462455455,0.10336001442377046,0.0,0.0,0.22380425745739765,0.0,0.2267400260107546,0.1204293843825129,0.12762769137648544,0.0,0.0,0.1189990296953514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473605338183295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812696157939941,0.0,0.10109114387948637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432912033136764,0.10776366449731403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453399837459424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584957558727193,0.0,0.0,0.0690251008153584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803684894884946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767132844110048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837205467307544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408982157418425,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,malaproperism,2019/05/14,I used to dream of being a superhero Now I just dream of being loved.  I miss the old me.  Wish I didn't care about it.,-2.529444444444444,-0.8023736666666643,0.5906481481481514,102.85041666666667,100.48148148148148,4.181481481481482,10.453703703703702,5.985473137389443,-1.4560296296296298,89,1,24,1,4,31,21,27,0.142,0.503,0.355,0.7485,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,4,5,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548955048341597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026818205812667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681756825792077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38534377607165227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5130683536716767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DatInsaneAsian,2019/05/14,"Feelings and Thoughts are my solace. For now. After years of having relations with my “family” all I ever wanted was to be alone. They never left me alone for the fact of their own good and to use me as a scapegoat so they could avoid whatever they wanted avoided. So, now I always have the great urge to leave even my grandmother and my uncle’s apartment and sit outside the apartment in the complex and be in my car to watch netflix or listen to music before, after and even off of work. I of course smoke some weed every now and then to rid of my thoughts and demons of my fucked up mental health.
I’m even fucking my mental even more by falling in love and spending the time with someone who doesn’t seem to care or want to try to converse or anything. Unless I’m the one who needs to take initiative on that, but I kind of have and haven’t. (Anxiety is the main reason) I try to talk to others but I feel I bum them down and my few real friends are always busy. I try to find the motivation to be more outgoing and do more things but that doesn’t fit anywhere. Been trying to do card conjuring for entertainment for others, yet even that I’m losing a grip on. I guess posting here is either a mistake or something I need. People tell me I’m a good person and I’m good with a set of skills. It seems as if I don’t know what to think or do sometimes. This is all I have to say.
Well, I do hope everyone has greater days and greater thoughts!",3.2877777777777797,4.438088333333333,4.256144781144784,88.5931060606061,73.07407407407408,6.881481481481483,25.284511784511785,7.1686216300943375,0.9848936026936026,1133,35,240,11,22,367,159,297,0.064,0.779,0.156,0.9858,0,4,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,5,4,14,17,2,2,13,0,24,4,0,3,5,60,52,29,0,9,11,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,11,17,0,2,13,2,1,2,5,6,1,1,5,6,30,11,46,43,12,29,1,1,1,3,15,12,2,11,12,176,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107549568290835,0.0,0.0,0.17761205346485476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164642646474407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782783352869078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081744308014784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881604061762892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521341325657493,0.0,0.0,0.06883056081954722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524633176541255,0.09654134814219753,0.08992272131680698,0.10198292615339348,0.0,0.0,0.10061341165503987,0.0,0.10792950099142223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754721782682657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245758464088589,0.19733614562106896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26855448569468643,0.0,0.11766770651668247,0.11757263458938401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344659332023264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600472422508014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111405140880866,0.058654772930300435,0.0,0.0,0.11300926291868076,0.11595999822828335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940103749279632,0.0,0.0,0.09632594931956208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511291196596005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827452887245114,0.08231501011533897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232147653754495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399157436690201,0.0931905430238828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221566950716343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214795300634193,0.0,0.10973388882842366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487417997805702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943218461942988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043006497893044,0.08216422597311265,0.10555646063802468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024597558331628,0.0857837120013588,0.0932847461093896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090516588117954,0.06838682421355516,0.0,0.2541897040572919,0.06223380156361684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28984450976313314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217849713430412,0.0,0.0,0.1888523530146941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596105279789492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776990634539459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872916324189024
lonely,ChickenPie34,2019/05/14,"Tired of only being appreciated for my body - not for who I actually am. It is the same story every time. They like my legs, my ass, my chest. But apparently nothing else about me is good enough to actually consider dating. Sex is great, I enjoy it. But I also enjoy connecting with people. But they never want that with me. It's incredibly lonely and I feel disposable and empty.",2.4987499999999976,5.166105819444447,5.456111111111113,71.97500000000005,81.08333333333334,8.044444444444443,21.5,8.841846274778883,2.0848,297,9,51,8,8,107,53,72,0.14,0.6409999999999999,0.22,0.8395,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,5,6,4,0,1,12,7,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,12,5,7,6,2,3,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,4,40,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.5013500518240755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054245496957062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853325849068474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458788207671284,0.0,0.0,0.2654227449965707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643006277458948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988479626026228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154563509131519,0.0,0.2832079449444741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254971913560142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19811948021221631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24648053621950494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953666342532688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808625951832951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978712145133302,0.295242475142366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151278794191242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,abr10,2019/05/14,"Looking for a conversation Dm me, 21m just looking to talk to someone about anything, I’m stressed out because of exams. Sitting in my rooms is so lonely 😭",1.285,3.9008864516129047,3.4195967741935505,84.34939516129033,87.70967741935482,4.390322580645162,33.55645161290323,5.985473137389443,2.0714451612903217,124,8,22,1,4,42,29,31,0.184,0.816,0.0,-0.685,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,7,4,0,4,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,13,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216473411183837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23826675014083445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6564537650775772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311773590331578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477327968710356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141612603650153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,canno2827,2019/05/14,Isolated and Ignored I wake up alone. I go to bed alone. I eat alone. I live alone. All my fiends end up disappearing out of my life. I always end up alone. I feel like a toy that’s played with for 5 minutes and then tossed aside. Just an invisible piece worthless trash plain and simple.,0.3853448275862057,2.8265819310344824,1.6823275862068994,95.91418103448281,91.75862068965515,4.968965517241379,17.594827586206893,6.6274283507984215,-0.139179310344828,224,6,50,3,8,71,43,58,0.285,0.635,0.08,-0.8625,0,5,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,9,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,2,8,2,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8842067770692412,0.0,0.0,0.14207434512603054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471577857436035,0.0,0.0,0.3024605410516864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863343048740204,0.1219809721801537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703888319331284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060294507160503,0.08341786792083719,0.0,0.15077184085168793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JedLeland,2019/05/14,"""Love Languages"" Last night some friends and I were discussing people's ""love languages,"" the primary way they express love. I replied that my love language is a dead language.

That's all.",4.10409090909091,7.3394544848484875,2.6456818181818207,90.78852272727272,79.9090909090909,4.512121212121213,35.52272727272727,5.985473137389443,2.1507636363636364,150,9,25,1,4,42,25,33,0.09300000000000001,0.47600000000000003,0.431,0.9485,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,5,2,3,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,2,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914464650448658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198669697196509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8945817450091602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23253962638477724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717904473838285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668881796644844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blackw0es,2019/05/14,"lonely :( went out with 4 of my friends today (2 of which i am extremely comfortable with) and yet i felt extremely lonely. i felt invisible because they were talking amongst themselves like i didn’t exist. like i wasn’t even there to begin with. it just sucks because i was having a great day until this happened and it completely ruined my mood. every time something like this happens, i go into a self destructive mode and tell myself that i am not worthy and not needed etc. i’m really tired of crying over something that’s beyond my control. i just find it funny how people only talk to me whenever it’s to their convenience. it’s almost as if i’m their backup plan.",5.175683760683762,6.3486941923076925,6.200256410256412,76.33696581196585,68.61538461538461,8.547008547008549,29.05982905982906,8.841846274778883,2.461188034188034,535,19,92,9,9,178,86,130,0.18600000000000005,0.667,0.147,-0.677,0,4,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,2,7,12,2,0,2,0,7,1,0,2,0,21,18,8,0,2,5,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,10,9,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,7,2,17,6,15,11,1,12,0,3,0,0,8,4,1,2,9,65,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742121718104333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121087218720306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241088049432108,0.0,0.1951292567246946,0.0,0.0,0.19110483813985266,0.11220034539256876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402960558658192,0.1149097305270618,0.0,0.14658256841516482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33408913548198604,0.0,0.15901122120663955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441368727475125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988747622473885,0.0,0.0,0.19180952698229128,0.0,0.0,0.30769340249103394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25498815278281817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900125027959874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231684482435266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061328719769322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114536971268761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149526350242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678709696195949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796711809698259,0.15206298784593347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144700184612453,0.1999602077308992,0.16490922603101132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127780844383122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,11_Francis_11,2019/05/14,Any Lonely Marvel Fans? looking for people to talk to that like Marvel,2.471538461538458,5.428191923076927,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153847,91.30769230769228,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-0.8028153846153847,57,1,8,0,2,18,11,13,0.128,0.45899999999999996,0.413,0.6808,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272834518924169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069685077575834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276358707315244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356023648480763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050249049701733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UnleashedWolf,2019/05/14,"A dilemma I want to have friends but I also like being alone. I'm tired to feeling lonely but idk if I could commit to having friends. Maybe online friends is ideal for me but even then it's a bit weird talking to a complete stranger. TBH idk how to even get online friends.

Please someone give me advice. Should I look for IRL friends or online friends? How do I find friends? 

Maybe I'm afraid of committing. I do want friends and a girlfriend but idk if I'm ready.",1.2818762088974864,3.75584587234043,1.8023017408123816,97.36136363636363,84.95744680851064,3.843713733075436,25.56673114119923,4.851557810540192,0.2886936170212766,368,16,77,1,11,112,55,94,0.14,0.433,0.426,0.9901,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,13,0,1,4,0,8,1,0,2,2,19,17,12,0,7,7,0,1,1,9,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,10,8,14,1,1,0,1,1,0,11,0,0,3,2,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821220704475533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588902214519535,0.0,0.10492475440582176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324210115039007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756616033362218,0.0,0.0,0.1047566792992664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331959991357246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634129352526492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991917966778658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8109505224496714,0.0,0.0685493039060757,0.12586398742864405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410023534750599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017932666365324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636265256196015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402391404227108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116974375250373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545777318142573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080108117733498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547764577086358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Zednix91,2019/05/14,"Share My Story Hey All, 

27, single dad to 2 young kids, high stress job that pays well so I can keep up with the joneses but it's killing me mentally and physically. Work out daily, fairly athletic, tall, average looking guy. Dated girls since HS, realized in the past couple relationships and most of the dates I go on the girls only are looking for one thing,  money. No real friends just co-workers, no family, all the hobbies I do I can't seem to find people that want to connect with me.  Wondering if there's something wrong with me... Generally depressed 95% of the time. Was homeless for 5 years of my life,  sick of feeling this way. Not looking for a hand out or a pity party, just a space to vent.",2.5811705685618733,4.760962000000006,4.0268115942029015,85.09951505016727,77.55072463768116,6.854849498327758,25.83277591973244,7.882392219407189,1.600109698996656,548,21,107,9,13,181,105,138,0.21,0.701,0.09,-0.9714,1,0,1,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,1,9,0,5,3,1,0,2,25,14,6,1,2,6,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,5,7,0,1,5,0,2,1,4,5,1,1,1,5,9,3,19,13,4,16,0,2,3,0,9,8,0,5,6,65,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909092188492046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860610663002544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626527923644035,0.0,0.08724003304320974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576959483424623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330187469885302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805691247081856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083903368793166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229510950386693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121662767683926,0.1533590622665208,0.1908869370359191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186818355123305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346635822749731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387699725789427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691572637532302,0.1312223764330631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470635696784922,0.119615625633267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638519810535512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524046867906846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707145986300325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272462114701784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328276277203168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976408715465879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462610236472764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060787560290836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176695815909943,0.13695206208735455,0.0,0.0,0.15513173580993184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871093204483205,0.2512183898149371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864243056188296,0.0,0.11110835160316716
lonely,suiweiStuff,2019/05/14,"just a rant I feel really alone but I shouldn't. I have people who care about me, but I think I talk to myself the most because it feels like I don't have anyone to connect to. I was recently on discord (don't even know why at this point) and when we were talking about random ideas we've had for games I brought up one of my ideas and the only response was just ""what"". It feels like whenever I start talking everyone just wants to get away as soon as possible. I'm uninteresting, boring, and just plain fucking too fucking weird.


I've been trying for years to connect with people but it never works, I always fuck up somehow, make some dumb mistake, or I'm just off putting. I've had literally one friend and we broke up because I thought he was going to exploit me or some shit. 

None of this is important and I'm just fucking whining at this point but I'm just tired of this. I just wish I could have a normal conversation with someone without me fucking it up somehow.",2.469954648526077,4.521412979591837,3.6474829931972788,88.30624716553291,77.36734693877553,6.192290249433108,26.19501133786848,7.1686216300943375,1.2166936507936512,768,30,156,9,18,249,109,196,0.174,0.711,0.115,-0.8884,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,1,16,16,7,0,4,0,15,7,1,1,1,46,38,14,0,6,15,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,8,1,0,3,6,12,0,2,9,3,20,4,27,27,4,20,0,2,0,5,10,11,7,8,8,108,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400849348143855,0.0,0.0,0.09962842379380073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372091784851499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249419711442277,0.0,0.0,0.1459776812812218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220769694255213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559799442915884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790832921482161,0.0,0.0,0.11441113357267355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162358671374607,0.1710762344934795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925063251885768,0.5534615686896875,0.06255616364293852,0.0,0.0680476898956276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703306148623964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580277026283522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699213802210626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992349035147851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234637573721596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173140677483389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622699489886073,0.09106323413499018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601719949496366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263749903278607,0.13498228987496694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036591485056022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670477731046256,0.0,0.1182230511810162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290540814717567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145037638680944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474846404811295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887133788665263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767208235223564,0.0,0.09505555907124584,0.0,0.13761681846670526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081291644034457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062231754943915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804146783935573,0.0,0.13768839010008266,0.1154194702255379,0.0,0.08716790410514456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771048818914904
lonely,tywrites,2019/05/14,"Lonely, not alone I’m not sure how to begin. I’m 20 year old gay male in college. The queer culture on my campus is toxic and isolating if you’re not the stereotypical white socialist clubbing type. I’m a writer, I was great at one point, and I wrote romantic poetry. I’ve come to feel so romantically alone that I can’t watch romance movies or even read my old work. Everyone just wants sex and I want something more, but my mental health issues keep me from keeping someone. I’m also really into my studies and leadership and I’ve been told if I acted dumber guys would like me. I just don’t know how to start feeling less alone. Ideas?",2.149092548076922,4.4839601953125054,3.8296875000000017,85.14271634615385,79.859375,6.750961538461539,22.346153846153847,7.882392219407189,1.2239331730769232,507,16,99,9,13,169,93,128,0.052000000000000005,0.789,0.159,0.86,0,5,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,2,1,29,22,13,0,5,9,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,7,0,2,4,2,0,2,5,1,0,1,4,4,12,4,8,17,2,12,0,1,2,3,5,5,1,3,6,52,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078231040395156,0.0,0.130702769146468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078893744056806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795046309303026,0.0,0.0,0.15617375701837485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652801728555614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019298425312275,0.0,0.16183112289992516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372889137449854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450366866320173,0.0,0.17058871448720528,0.0,0.290545652450899,0.0,0.0,0.08982225359769089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984844291800873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470890232329852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430052059749857,0.0,0.11075105539721572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545034632142843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348405431685845,0.0,0.10470373712557912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848203349189148,0.12582396237020269,0.0,0.0,0.11568354948186342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404010100033189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617375701837485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280208694086248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898613928923885,0.0,0.0,0.11610296248949452,0.0,0.0,0.10524988883012182
lonely,Throwaway28272827,2019/05/14,"Tired of being lonely and used. This has really been a long time coming but earlier today someone I follow on Twitter went missing and is suspected of having committed suicide. I don’t want to end up like that. I need to open up and get this off my chest. 

Some days I really just feel empty and lonely even though I have so much going for me. I have a good job, a great family and I’m doing really well in school and hope to go to a prestigious law school when I graduate college. So to be honest I shouldn’t feel so bad but I still do. I have “friends” but to be honest I know they really don’t care. And don’t get me wrong, I wish no ill will on my so called friends, I still care for all of them deeply. I only just feel as though when it comes down to it even though many have said “they’ll always be there for me” when it comes down to it they really just don’t. When they say they’ll be there for me I don’t expect them to be waiting on me hand and foot...all I want is someone open up to....someone just to talk with and I don’t really get that from anyone. I just really get upset when the very people who say they are with me end up being the ones to hurt me by ignoring me.

I feel as though I am pretty much cursed with being surrounded by people who just don’t seem to care for me all that much. From being cheated on by my girlfriend of 3 years with a mutual friend to having people use me for money and my intelligence. I’m just done with being someone’s personal bank account/tutor. It hurts so much knowing that I’ll  probably never end up having a meaningful connection with someone no matter how much time or effort you put into that relationship. I just want a companion someone who is friends with me....not someone who is out to use me because I’m done with feeling isolated among so called “friends”.",3.6230503978779858,4.383594925729447,5.026273209549076,84.85277851458888,71.89124668435014,8.346419098143235,24.31432360742705,8.617729084823388,1.4346785145888594,1425,37,302,24,26,478,160,377,0.145,0.644,0.21100000000000002,0.9841,1,4,0,0,0,1,32.0,0,1,8,1,31,25,1,1,9,0,40,4,2,4,4,68,77,32,1,8,12,0,6,1,7,4,2,3,0,1,16,25,0,2,10,0,2,8,11,10,1,1,5,9,45,15,55,58,8,44,0,5,0,0,28,19,0,4,18,220,61,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843064891567516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04910112366957925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058632757478944385,0.042806913527613885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340981086751192,0.0,0.21478920180315325,0.0,0.0,0.1814710977960428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452876283501988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372375911920068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658856744360494,0.0,0.0,0.09276244474512534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661994140368095,0.0,0.17753273657527113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712681985594829,0.0,0.14675318934673362,0.0,0.07981799824602985,0.058899204050776775,0.0,0.07742042630625241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974667207284166,0.0,0.0,0.15034902896841146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968488066391093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718477158414704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03430710977026045,0.0,0.0,0.06214460010211857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119447557329221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25810766078685193,0.05206900797794144,0.05415983164105865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04758450479223485,0.05340728740103408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605007780305904,0.0613154771364331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714414099671651,0.0757116070097116,0.0,0.0,0.07059289150858533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149038015216593,0.0,0.0,0.07539256046084337,0.0,0.0,0.06679756798217483,0.11168731661075007,0.0,0.14213760327675698,0.0,0.06392782105788591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164943867929316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215937320186746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681189058102413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644209231133765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759725431065853,0.0,0.08189447368944566,0.08071030031914045,0.06656260917808203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819487798904886,0.0,0.057940821112521676,0.12425694451062985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313835661746765,0.06509685352913835,0.0,0.0,0.08075227606083094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677715324861017,0.0,0.045220912987751306
lonely,0ysterboy,2019/05/14,"If you ever need someone to talk to. Hello.

It's 4:42 am in Italy, I can't sleep, for some reason. It's been like that in the last couple of years.

I'm a 22 yo male, recently got my University degree in Psychology. I got some friends, but I'm lonely. And I feel lonely.

I don't even know why I'm posting this, but I figured it may help someone who feels like me, sometimes. Or all the time, that's ok too.

Hit me up on discord when you want to, I'd be glad to chat and maybe meet new friends.

Reekee#7765",0.2472060050041697,2.0894919357798223,2.347939949958299,95.8781901584654,83.77064220183486,5.064553794829023,20.91826522101752,6.1124844417494595,-0.04774128440366976,387,12,93,3,11,130,77,109,0.087,0.715,0.198,0.899,0,4,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,1,6,1,1,1,2,18,17,7,0,3,4,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,10,6,11,11,3,13,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,5,9,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499942911480444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430868097796067,0.1839388736267954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563656117815232,0.1452710349894926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142105539792279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252701146323608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629911161479968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175411441058138,0.16575482847678105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986900053818138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428924913528226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077911757421045,0.0,0.196393661243924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947500783650073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090744359614532,0.2007804889502238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20349371127329,0.0,0.34459026343246085,0.0,0.20111524074836126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344250069736158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857318735868867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993924456122705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834889095060764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094870866527425
lonely,bayycon,2019/05/14,"Feeling a little burned Normally I'm ok, even though I don't have a lot of friends, but right now I'm feeling a little burned from someone who I thought was a friend. 

Recently, I went on a date with someone and even though she didn't want to pursue a relationship with me, she expressed interest in being friends. I said I wanted to as well, but now she's sending low effort one word replies to everything and I'm now realizing she wasn't genuinely interested, she just wanted to let me down easily. 

I should've known the second she offered to be friends it was just a cop out, and I'm a fool for believing it. It just sucks cause she's the first girl I've asked out and I'm not that experienced in dating norms. Still, I'm a little mad she just didn't straight up turn me down and not waste my time and emotional effort. And now I feel lonely because I feel bad and I don't have anyone to vent about it except for reddit.",2.589640052356021,4.25497847120419,4.016410340314138,87.52890870418852,75.80628272251309,7.288089005235602,25.026505235602087,8.07648339933343,1.3635154450261775,732,25,156,12,16,242,102,191,0.14,0.6890000000000001,0.171,0.621,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,15,14,2,0,11,1,12,0,0,1,0,35,31,13,0,4,9,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,6,12,0,0,7,0,0,2,7,6,1,3,8,6,21,8,23,20,1,26,0,2,0,0,20,14,1,1,10,103,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581831165516433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281095654755784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144188036739344,0.0835354850326122,0.0,0.0,0.15439192694994364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077306536291295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414633829950058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102112897245526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315854767790962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771567868244558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656220929450363,0.0,0.0,0.4234927243884846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012794253388236,0.0,0.0,0.4120363009657632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650256472313628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426555983756194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928587080984432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530588834900098,0.14712469521738367,0.0,0.1170274507828777,0.13035201047116687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23221923581282036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943661746750116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26927309567905106,0.10879077078591863,0.07990642185315798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905512364950554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424810217085611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321124812700775,0.12703315388869618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pearl_Dawnclaw,2019/05/14,"How is it that I have friends yet I'm lonely as heck This sounds ***so*** bad, but here goes.

I have friends, if that was the problem I'd be on the no friends sub. I actually have two friends I'm quite close with, but they're long distance (6+ hours of driving away).

But these other friends I have may or may not have forgotten about me. I text, no texts back. Calls (when I'm that brave) go to voicemail. I have no friends in college. My day is college, go home, college homework, maybe text one of my two long-distance friends, mindlessly browse reddit, sleep... rinse and repeat. It gets very boring.

Have friends, but lonely... wow.",-0.3501542776998612,1.6616189354838724,0.40615708274894935,101.75314866760168,105.61290322580645,3.1242636746143058,21.520336605890602,5.192301501255418,-0.2088158485273488,484,20,106,3,23,146,79,124,0.128,0.62,0.253,0.9718,0,4,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,1,7,15,0,0,2,0,13,1,1,1,0,14,19,11,0,2,7,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,2,0,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,3,1,1,9,10,9,15,0,14,0,2,0,0,9,4,1,4,7,61,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.12761764476600435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286752256849134,0.10055798885475828,0.109191756031968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335360108763382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433912847877156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8082922169771856,0.0,0.0683245984713247,0.0,0.14864501971564875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311781000773234,0.0,0.12878714267035324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23146371771757626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313811773641745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861660037124464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251341206102284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909542902858665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086955621235805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554965640954279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790316326982123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Reddituser8018,2019/05/14,"Im lonely, but in a different way, I have friends that are amazing, I have an amazing fiancé but i am still lonely I never did the whole high school parties thing, because i was never invited back then mostly due to social anxiety and my friends not being the partying type so they never did it. But I feel like im missing out, I want to go to a party with a bunch of people i dont know, get super drunk and do stupid things. I feel like I missed out on a big part of a lot of people’s lives but

I have no real way to get invited to a party as my very few friends never party. I dont even know how to begin the process of finding out how to be invited to a party because I am such a noob at this as I’ve never been too one.

Im in a very long distance relationship and between that and my friends going to different states for college ive been feeling lonely and I want to make friends, I want to get drunk with a bunch of strangers and have fun but I have no idea how to even go about doing that

Tl;dr I want to make friends and have a fun alcohol fueled party but have no idea how or where to go to do that.",4.062786010669829,3.5600646473029047,5.665480142264374,85.10440871369298,70.57676348547717,8.379490219324245,28.8325429756965,7.7094869923839395,1.5868800237107297,864,28,195,9,14,297,110,241,0.15,0.5760000000000001,0.27399999999999997,0.9907,2,6,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,13,19,1,0,15,0,23,3,0,6,5,46,44,22,0,4,8,0,3,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,8,12,3,0,8,2,0,4,11,6,0,1,5,3,22,13,34,37,7,28,0,5,0,0,9,10,0,3,13,145,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187600148505327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729252013649266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330088768489096,0.0,0.11622139853801346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991936907111016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344600962208133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592569951497512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460119567659604,0.13620382961930896,0.0,0.0,0.08712751813677291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418982844226748,0.0,0.1494138986578845,0.0,0.2167070367891431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071863371562872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152260664178007,0.3089098562457129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477889387610227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314430657853287,0.0,0.08417584216505378,0.08436175071107008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104394797074731,0.0,0.0,0.1272635617056228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676118446291806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459631447295103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323028643521576,0.0,0.13217603497549926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850345293944856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234595412337556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647641979028493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717428115305532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612858612347276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666257970105632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573101797632333,0.22490628544179625,0.15133290866131227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642963964129992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,astrenove,2019/05/14,"M20/Looking for friends to play video games with So lately I've been playing Elsword again, I remember it used to be far more friendly and easier to make friends in game just by running dungeons, but nowadays it feels like either everyone already has friends, or they prefer playing solo. If anyone is interested, I'd love to play with someone, I'm in the INT server (Gaia). My main is Chung (Comer Crusader), but I have the other two Chungs, an Eve (Empress), and an Ain (Erblühen). PM me if you'd like to play!!",4.74642857142857,6.025212214285716,5.282244897959185,82.12704081632656,69.71428571428571,7.6408163265306115,33.38775510204081,7.957251820313856,2.4984530612244904,399,19,74,5,7,128,74,98,0.0,0.6559999999999999,0.344,0.9895,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,0,3,13,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,2,0,16,12,8,0,3,7,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,13,11,9,3,7,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,3,5,44,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417886402760281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320383279770428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093649308740181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107864490980998,0.1565291894698499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6771222266131505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471608262437213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408800109688034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399364432707574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775149116951696,0.0,0.14625478753795146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482040992916398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564758844798795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403447755477864,0.0,0.0,0.18923701651359492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PickleStorm1000,2019/05/14,"Does anyone else feel guilty about sharing their problems with others? I just feel bad, like I’m waiting them down with my problems, even if they seem to genuinely care.",6.98322580645161,8.085814580645161,5.300161290322581,84.6702419354839,64.48387096774194,7.490322580645162,31.62903225806452,7.1686216300943375,1.9011161290322585,136,5,24,1,2,39,27,31,0.27699999999999997,0.521,0.201,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,6,1,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,3,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151922808320855,0.3099531444330739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525798734422846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30842502690122786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647250382362972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252704945403815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980235930686524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059122447184741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778915092053693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5789147733422236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753901001166515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sundazie,2019/05/14,"Coping mechanisms to deal with loneliness? Has anyone developed a way of coping with being alone all the time? I'm asking because I developed a really unhealthy way of coping when I was a kid and it's been a habit I can't get rid of. I was a homeschooled only child and had no friends. I started to daydream excessively about having friends to the point where it became more like imaginary friends. 

Now that I'm an adult I know they're not real but when I'm feeling extra hopeless and alone I still like to pretend I have those friends. I know therapy would help but I can't afford it right now. I'm trying so hard not to think about it but I really don't have anyone else to talk to except myself.",2.1497384305834966,4.387470211267605,3.738953722334003,86.32169014084509,79.28169014084506,6.592354124748491,23.523138832997986,7.7094869923839395,1.2726462776659957,558,19,109,9,14,185,83,142,0.126,0.72,0.154,0.7004,1,2,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,8,0,13,0,0,0,1,18,24,9,0,1,6,0,2,2,4,1,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,2,12,6,15,18,3,12,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,0,9,73,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439756154546258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322256599922291,0.17014782576722007,0.0,0.0,0.15524343875391394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012284750658294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120029837461564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872160290461988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396479314578623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5131893670645911,0.0,0.08675935932074212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875690792625118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130634209328508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825241785004509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225680011800953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629591380190586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698012780313306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901233711870807,0.21276424092375246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418141090456019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753793736776275,0.0,0.1326155213951624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347252729435372,0.0,0.0,0.1899037828248727,0.0,0.0,0.10640437500854856,0.0,0.0,0.09683076873264318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274366175674927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26362098139871404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796407349552653,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,unbannednow,2019/07/28,"Dying alone is scary I was thinking in the shower, if I died today my bills/subscriptions would continue to drain money out of my bank account for almost a year. My body would be undiscovered until the government wonder why I haven't paid taxes or my distant family wonder why I haven't called in awhile (probably the former). My bitcoin would be lost to the void and my stocks/real estate would be appropriated by the government. It would probably be a story in the local paper that no one reads.",7.9624468085106415,7.583495457446812,8.437744680851065,68.05300000000003,62.51063829787234,11.349787234042553,31.56595744680851,10.793553405168565,3.4808068085106383,399,12,66,9,5,133,64,94,0.14400000000000002,0.856,0.0,-0.9062,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,0,13,1,1,0,0,13,18,4,2,6,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,5,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,10,0,10,6,0,10,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,5,5,48,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745235180241848,0.16285239670742413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465731099043233,0.0,0.0,0.1605588098757755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263789422280932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823112962673482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164516794348705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106549355469517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33906091756838314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728175731174734,0.17897264064122945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075253425970518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490443819318962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837678531117828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410384233872539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5584911031767986,0.0,0.0,0.10125689347037793
lonely,sourturnip45,2019/07/28,"just needed to put something out there **i dont usually like opening up or talking about my emotions, but i have nobody else to talk to**

\*\*apologies if this is not the appropriate subreddit\*\*

i am not currently at full time work or in education and when i was i had a few friends who i wasnt necessarily close with and around 3 whom i was closest with. but not seeing them hardly anymore after seeing them almost every day for a long time has made an impact on me. especially as i am not particularly close with any of my family members. as a person who enjoys being alone i thought i would be okay but i have not. even at work i will go full shifts without seeing or speaking to anyone except myself due to the job i am in, meaning when i get home it is especially lonely as i am less busy so the loneliness becomes more prominent and overwhelming as i am less able to try and take my mind off of it. even when going into public places i feel isolated and like i dont want to make social interactions because i dont want to later on feel the punch of loneliness to hit me again because company has been taken away.

if i had to describe how i feel it would be that im just floating in a paralysed state all by myself, and people would only notice me if i disappeared.

i dont really know the point in this post. reading it back it makes no sense but maybe thats because i have been stuck inside my own head for too long.",2.7611458333333303,4.639855989583335,4.554188888888891,82.92970000000003,75.90972222222223,7.246888888888887,24.714444444444453,8.109356740369918,1.5184009444444442,1127,38,222,19,25,382,163,288,0.113,0.8370000000000001,0.051,-0.927,2,3,1,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,2,2,15,7,0,1,10,1,30,1,1,4,1,53,52,25,0,9,19,0,4,2,1,4,0,1,1,1,12,15,0,0,6,1,0,4,12,2,0,0,11,8,35,5,41,33,8,43,0,2,3,0,14,22,0,7,17,171,47,4,0.10457958477257157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472134766000846,0.10831291027182884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111770383211792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371484672167816,0.07312447726944328,0.0,0.0,0.09309800260711544,0.0,0.0,0.09825596244324726,0.08041524537758836,0.0,0.19125223261424287,0.11549993498061766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744518052512187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.490265977941393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736282371826658,0.11763795684185616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381476588574583,0.0,0.08811281065139757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858832517888527,0.0,0.15863574097784047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807979277744122,0.0,0.05463851668048538,0.0,0.11886997612745848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368276643235568,0.0,0.10732882518759576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490185042503114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296389750122528,0.0,0.10377910099212373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747420479858537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021846052020179,0.0,0.0,0.1850992831922273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895573174038112,0.13961536981895198,0.0,0.10506424935562568,0.11391782637316218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559556833185507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754443698575475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906455041239353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953748675611533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250231628356085,0.09131485960078012,0.10926340745735884,0.0,0.09886151071917394,0.0,0.1001583337448126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051313677715689,0.0,0.0,0.10460788549344224,0.0,0.06699635991862359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25000916729776457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660571665797733,0.0,0.08051047365416399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863083265906315,0.16811421767185786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302450865644483,0.12196239377525847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100267327633898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517963773453915,0.0,0.12336749732494648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081098778957352,0.0,0.15227036650255066,0.0,0.0,0.22287100946268934,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwaway23456444,2019/07/28,"Does anyone else ever come up with fun and exciting ideas but then realize that you have no one to do it with. I often think of these plans I really want to do like going on a random road trip somewhere or going hiking and camping in the woods. Thinking about how fun it could be and all that but then realize you have no one to do it with. Sure I could do it by myself and still partially enjoy it but that would make me lack of close friends a reality, like a realisation that I don't have any friends I'm close enough with to plan things to do together.

Well that's enough ranting for me, gonna go back to tackling it day by day with no improvement.",6.1806349206349225,5.095583444444447,6.7906878306878315,80.7266666666667,66.40740740740742,10.380952380952381,30.396825396825395,9.606745405546679,2.3677936507936512,515,15,112,9,7,170,82,135,0.07200000000000001,0.6809999999999999,0.248,0.9817,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,7,10,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,2,3,33,23,11,0,5,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,13,12,0,0,5,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,9,10,20,18,4,18,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,9,84,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501926267776053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285470106501638,0.18836845481875644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136360067093426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836410926197392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29356669094944365,0.0,0.0,0.23712651804180396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088188585928254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357689039690686,0.0,0.0,0.3799170710171997,0.0,0.0,0.16629614417960414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28407265172940105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134459347504911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753590214251444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963240249616874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271635368354968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491529882482056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777426811884108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681692661983534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326946157143774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213684514833813,0.2355978116786167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843512039121812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529656337718193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305964983583087,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nazifootmilk,2019/07/28,"Classic loneliness I guess I’m not really sure where to put this, and I know I shouldn’t be complaining to random people on the internet but as you can tell I really don’t have anyone else to tell. Today is my 16th birthday, woohoo! I woke up and my mom put up decorations and balloons and brought me donuts and gifts. I love her to death, but I got just a little bit sad after realizing I have no friends and I haven’t spent a birthday, nor have I spent any day in the past couple years with  anyone besides my mom.  I go to a public school and I’m surprised how hard it is to meet people. It’s really awkward just walking around the halls during lunch pretending like I’m going somewhere so I don’t have to sit alone and let every know how lonely and pathetic I am. I can’t even seem to make any internet friends because apparently i have “bad vibes”. I feel guilty for complaining when I was born into such a good life, an upper middle class family in the Û.S.A. I don’t know what I expect to get out of this, maybe a few happy birthdays would be nice haha.",3.4966877880184333,4.669974599078343,4.870803571428574,84.29763392857143,72.59447004608296,8.005645161290323,24.622407834101377,8.472884824447931,1.4836177419354832,836,24,172,14,16,279,133,217,0.174,0.6509999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.6684,1,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,10,16,0,1,10,1,20,3,0,3,1,33,39,17,1,3,5,2,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,5,13,1,0,6,1,2,6,9,6,0,0,6,2,25,10,22,28,2,27,0,2,0,1,13,13,0,3,8,106,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415958844945291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594226952366924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911891206908124,0.14008104529437834,0.0,0.12170565808586785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141516171963106,0.08334041611661422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925776702972188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127294838866326,0.0,0.08817009872027852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142081425499741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029920762759684,0.0,0.11518858950583108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888307653726944,0.0,0.06912739518563969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211251900070468,0.0,0.07142813425866024,0.0,0.1553969823852915,0.11467035976239237,0.10934376468584146,0.0,0.15060738536951254,0.0,0.0,0.14553604573755802,0.12247011128768374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22540556366692094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980072104423116,0.09656610378322032,0.06679222042410217,0.13702470977545714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339095250286533,0.0,0.09125856617152964,0.0,0.13734895756127471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320238760743229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051028330152326,0.18956243676416104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748734009708662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262750086304125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383632458722078,0.0,0.1244605314736328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885261132430495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389905058342979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295901780708958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971186710610308,0.0,0.0,0.08804021114816572
lonely,lonelybirthday2019,2019/07/28,"Lonely birthday... It's my birthday today, and I'm spending the day alone in my apartment... a few ""friends"" even backed out of plans to meet up... fuck man, it hurts.",2.1545833333333317,4.209811125000002,2.5825,95.54583333333336,78.375,4.266666666666667,26.291666666666664,3.1291,0.2781541666666669,124,5,26,0,3,38,29,32,0.307,0.6629999999999999,0.03,-0.875,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,2,1,7,0,2,0,1,3,4,1,0,3,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223936801575471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31359965631581954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630195970120278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693709267136558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150920234354941,0.37703654364545264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365954064168573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865795423577616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sako254,2019/07/28,HELP!!! I'm feeling lonely and i want someone to talk to and not judge me...,-2.2783333333333324,-0.7689404999999994,0.5025000000000013,100.95916666666668,110.25,2.1333333333333333,17.833333333333332,3.1291,-1.0188916666666663,56,2,13,0,3,19,13,16,0.127,0.51,0.363,0.5587,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252480618858486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311589499016234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.545026208783195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.517022423221121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794073059196487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,myrecklessaccount,2019/07/28,"Men aren't interested in ugly women. Idk where the fuck the idea came from bat guys wanting to fuck you means anything. Can you imagine- like seriously, imagine being a wet sock. A open hole that's used and abused for pleasure and they don't care about you at all.


Do you know how painful that is? Being just a fuck puppet? So many times guys use me. I've even liked the guys who are by society standards - ugly. But they used and abused me as well. I typically like men like rupee Grint, or just nerdy outcasts. They all hurt me.

It fucking sucks being led on to a relationship just to be used for sex. My sexual Health is at risk! All you men sit here and complain about being ghosted before you even met like wow, wish I was that lucky. I am a forward woman, albeit a bit ugly, but guys pretend to like me just to fuck me because I'm very much an outlier. I get used and abused and left hurt. I'm 32 years old. No one will ever want me.",1.5059128289473662,3.5963473489583366,2.9166776315789487,92.15003289473688,80.71875,5.500438596491228,20.521929824561404,6.5966054737557815,0.1801729166666668,729,20,158,7,19,237,118,192,0.214,0.6509999999999999,0.135,-0.9527,0,0,0,0,3,0,25.0,0,6,3,0,14,24,6,1,10,0,15,8,0,7,4,36,37,12,1,3,7,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,0,9,5,8,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,12,1,1,3,1,20,12,16,28,5,15,0,2,0,6,22,8,6,2,11,93,25,0,0.0,0.34670927014073954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026766924914247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945989364275045,0.0,0.08299993510404417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648916055954816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156055363930864,0.09944922476590312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288493994090145,0.08823113004390352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508739379993419,0.05096097984652803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863224370491478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368118242488264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883863224536625,0.11011155586950072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053605807228694964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059782350304519,0.0,0.0,0.28592069785371765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889094066098894,0.0,0.10625039636254316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170362352270619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235253633408382,0.0,0.06609608964598823,0.0,0.1037901614428228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472218754021108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687675534423064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212191524365865,0.0,0.08048127690172682,0.11506404139149384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770078615527642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216696907824633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281300040343375
lonely,Lonelyperson2000,2019/07/28,I M18 feel so fucking lonely I have a loving family and a bunch of friends but i have never ever had a romantic relationship and I just feel so fucking lonely. I feel like I have so much love to give but no one to give it to. I have also never had anyone to talk to about feelings like this :(,0.981344086021508,2.86375240322581,3.6658064516129047,87.18537634408602,81.41935483870971,6.068817204301076,20.010752688172047,7.1686216300943375,0.5125720430107528,227,6,48,3,6,80,35,62,0.21100000000000002,0.555,0.23399999999999999,0.4114,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,0,3,0,6,4,0,0,3,12,16,8,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,4,7,5,7,14,2,3,0,2,0,4,7,0,2,0,5,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666943587590393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698507165387114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772121273842826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846868421240417,0.0,0.3962326370259989,0.27991678594311337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135985020281606,0.3622319228836098,0.0,0.3758701179565194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142380210039792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536334789128339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401664876441694,0.0,0.3021962783596553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275392315750076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103343981778562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746531813798814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hamstrman,2019/07/28,"Is anyone else so lonely that seeing sexual content just makes you sad or numb instead of aroused? I often have questions that would be tactfully used on a throwaway account, but I'd rather not hide who I am (or have to build up karma and account age).

I have never had sex. I have never had a real, in-person relationship. Most people do not believe me when I say this.

It's come up a few times over the years with a doctor or therapist and yes, my best friend, as to whether I masturbate because I've always been alone. Certainly I must, for exactly that reason. But I almost never do. And even then it's usually just a necessity, not something to look forward to.

Because seeing nude photos or videos or sexual content just makes me sad. Or numb. It's disheartening. For the longest time, I wouldn't even watch a video with a man in it because I couldn't imagine it. Reality eclipsed fantasy. Sex is just something I didn't get to have. Does anyone else experience this? A sadness instead of arousal?

I've been trying to find someone to spend time with, to cuddle with, in particular, or anything else they might be interested in doing. And I keep getting told reddit isn't the place for that. They don't say what the right place is, though...",3.4998794704603853,5.579614265560167,4.700652045050386,81.80160442600277,74.39419087136929,7.246077850227227,27.658763090298358,8.11559375814309,1.9578854376605408,982,39,182,16,21,323,134,241,0.10099999999999999,0.807,0.091,0.1862,0,3,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,2,1,13,11,0,0,12,1,26,9,3,4,6,49,37,19,0,5,18,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,1,13,9,0,1,4,3,3,2,11,7,0,0,6,6,18,4,25,24,3,23,1,5,4,6,11,11,0,12,12,131,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141744971060348,0.125581628099703,0.0,0.0,0.10089228014777384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956595269003394,0.2484762293307468,0.09978095756774892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217442656570048,0.0,0.0,0.13661070482609738,0.1272476320442168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444879629287987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410767048679827,0.10610939184163666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038741811218998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017303822732046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860878382651162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082312305530052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936798327321094,0.0,0.1266994648092799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777531323949516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018220530762706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187475163952206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863036177707296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805535626296997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406162198983304,0.10587351692039562,0.25336733295744857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583120533359094,0.0,0.0,0.13801255647104665,0.0,0.12466836610920372,0.0,0.13018043564860682,0.0,0.10354947212125704,0.0,0.1928506399562156,0.0,0.0,0.19324602019777412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273734548585696,0.18669309752999666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078417732941692,0.0,0.0,0.11913054043086982,0.0,0.2121109469609227,0.0,0.0,0.11586251895673187,0.0,0.08232288549071562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472373439807392,0.13354314268111284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613471270201355,0.0,0.0,0.078083011336784
lonely,shortywannabeathug12,2019/07/28,22F Crippling sadness Need somebody to talk to.I am ok at holding a conversation. Hmu,1.5485416666666687,4.0084384375000015,3.452500000000004,79.80916666666668,102.125,4.633333333333333,36.583333333333336,6.42735559955562,3.031108333333333,69,5,11,1,3,23,15,16,0.17,0.7020000000000001,0.129,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6780593977755369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7350071109100076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,j4yla,2019/07/28,"im feeling better Last night I had a mental breakdown which ultimately led me to deleting all my songs from my phone (which is a big deal because im obsessed with music) but i realized i was trying to change my style and the way i act accordingly to these artists or what the songs talked about, Like trying to fit in with everyone or trying to dress and act edgy so people will think im interesting and cool. Last night i just thought ‘what the fuck is the point? who am I really without the music or clothes I identify with?’ And the truth is I dont know, I guess im a bit of a loser naturally but thats okay, and im not gonna try to mask it anymore.",2.944782608695654,3.8702895652173934,4.670260869565219,86.1584347826087,73.63768115942028,7.838840579710146,26.118840579710145,8.238735603445708,1.4505484057971019,512,17,114,8,10,174,86,138,0.077,0.765,0.158,0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,9,1,1,10,2,8,1,0,1,2,24,15,11,0,0,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,0,5,3,0,3,3,3,0,0,3,4,13,6,13,10,2,12,0,1,0,1,4,4,1,4,5,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286404909211543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907187148523774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472065193538145,0.14161305549799064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372192078379624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372845913670736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202272885184312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394637825368116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558681565232154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199176247967398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289354883952524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7005617657576501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128690013334046,0.21146689706351365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337124429758415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072024582664174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24345382133122764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992669665382268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226207594583785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309750148876884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425843635563764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311488502293049,0.0,0.10297767281779456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35226658615206513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296018165054724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503875162924594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,catmom199223,2019/07/28,I figured out that if I watch food network it feels like someone is talking to me. Just put me down now I guess..,1.6437500000000007,3.0480492083333366,2.8566666666666656,95.955,77.75,4.800000000000002,28.66666666666667,3.1291,0.5680666666666667,87,4,20,0,2,28,21,24,0.0,0.889,0.111,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,3,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,2,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054836249495112,0.29032598774054663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914099084606265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476857750358907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985422354525868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085354488044376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443339844176111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266418901550377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,James-Lum-,2019/07/28,"A genuine reflection of who I am and what actually makes up me in my life nowerdays I feel like my life isn’t propelled by me anymore and it’s just a series of reactions from other people 
Everyone’s out there doing stuff whereas I’m just here waiting for people to hmu so I can act do something 
My life isn’t me it’s reliant on other people taking time out of their life and what they do on their own to cater to me 
I have no alternative when everyone decides to switch focus to their life 
I’m just here, waiting for the time they can make space 
Let’s say I do ideally get a message/invite which would be better than nothing but it still showcases how for others I’m a passing thought whilst for me they are the centre point of where I can source any form of enjoyment in life from 
Which is quite pathetic rlly",2.525409181636729,4.49772086227545,4.084934131736528,85.60532534930142,76.90419161676647,7.088063872255487,25.50459081836328,8.021203637495839,1.5794873453093814,652,24,130,11,15,217,98,167,0.045,0.8809999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.39399999999999996,1,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,6,3,11,4,0,0,6,0,16,6,0,3,0,20,27,7,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,12,5,0,2,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,20,4,25,23,2,17,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,6,97,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.14985946653125198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443098411054462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522974298437299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581773759293533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934801431696065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764820690559486,0.1097084615462094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023254070116073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703289967808376,0.6508144668107749,0.07502519279436366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501464025848007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735190126659586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193925491883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517067198105893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633376546744764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221228269813392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822355815589936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263899020516655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579774051637778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546344712424575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191522893869497,0.17909257639271425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908975587307954,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,raviolipocketoli20,2019/07/28,"Ever feel like all the ""progress"" you made was all in your head? A embarrassing experience happened to me (20m) last night at a estranged cousin's quinceanera.

 I get dressed in my own style which is like a light blue button up long sleeve shirt, sliver chain, classy watch and khakis with leather shoes. This is really different from what I used to wear in high school. I wore only two shirts in highschool being from a poor family now I'm doing great for myself. What I wore was really different from everyone else who wore suits, nice boots, cowboy hats, and just really formal clothing. I really misread the dress code and given the oppurtunity I would've dressed nicer. For what I was wearing I looked good but I stuck out.

Anyways something unexpected happened and a couple of tables away I see people who I used to go highschool with. I had no friends in highschool and didn't get attention from girls. I had really bad anxiety and decided to go catch up with them to try and get out of my shell. 

I start small talk and catching up with the four of them but I really just talked to the two guys while one girl whispered something in the other girl's ear.

I didn't hear much of what she whispered but I could tell it was something bad just from the way the girl said ""that's the guy that..."", I just shrugged it off and continued my conversation with the guys. The history with me and the girl who wispered something was that I used to talk to her through IG DM to try and take her on a date, this was a few years ago and I don't want to be rude but she let her self go. The girl she was wispering to is really beautiful and she's really outgoing (opposite from me), she and I were making eye contact alot and When I waved to say hi she looked away at the last second leaving me hanging.

I could sense my awkwardness and decided to leave the table to my family's table. I had a bout of depression after and told my family I'd be going now and left the party somewhat early.

 I planned to go to a strip club just to have someone close even if I did have to pay for it but I just settled eating frozen yogurt in my car at the parking lot of a walmart like a fucking loser. The guy I was talking to invited me to downtown to get drunk but that isn't like me so I refused. 

I just feel like the same loser I was in highschool. All this after I lost alot of weight, put on muscle, got decently attractive, changed my style, made an effort to talk and I can't even talk to a girl like a normal person. 

Nothing's changed",4.247622811970636,5.183998138339923,5.066467532467534,84.48827272727273,70.58102766798419,8.470604178430266,27.500621118012422,8.759644201051973,1.8974912027103328,1982,66,408,34,35,644,238,506,0.113,0.795,0.092,-0.9004,2,0,4,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,2,6,15,21,2,2,35,0,31,12,8,6,4,67,68,29,0,5,14,1,4,6,1,0,0,6,0,13,19,28,3,1,5,2,2,10,6,10,0,5,27,17,61,11,69,35,11,53,0,4,6,1,46,25,1,5,23,272,80,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637080859576875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498006620225725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504775647348932,0.0,0.12001626930581105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205706678331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476409452383934,0.07952237278108681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190120246792921,0.0,0.0,0.15017692234492114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354056836976608,0.06003784935268161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493841863052707,0.06501019018150389,0.0,0.06867450633414639,0.0,0.07030228368520987,0.20325685788652567,0.0,0.0726788834076816,0.10268734853397564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055526293785702514,0.06644230997072248,0.15019565044718547,0.0,0.20422581984964527,0.060280831391858386,0.0574807043113504,0.07923651498634217,0.0,0.2846489112340517,0.12710814359043987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375896935970773,0.0,0.08100229039537551,0.0,0.0,0.07593420444292989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716667293115715,0.0,0.1521991108678914,0.07808655755629018,0.07349156060196968,0.0,0.21067121020720564,0.0,0.0,0.06360235628041347,0.12070476789052845,0.0,0.07845418524311959,0.06110098486292283,0.0,0.13600955330776834,0.047973532583726136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283244360119331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744477422674103,0.07041697286873158,0.06896084326245709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048700717717219434,0.054660088176111774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04982534855776145,0.06275378417314838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224882337670001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683321754291088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836447109621978,0.05715361022041637,0.0,0.07273589716240017,0.057270785917733324,0.0,0.07497569277561145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608948998075614,0.221314993395804,0.0,0.0,0.05086969029447146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403701351143117,0.34659649190745706,0.06281721979552501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867450633414639,0.0,0.09758951509052924,0.0,0.14041236059162235,0.0,0.0,0.1862168411151602,0.0,0.0,0.04239056674323032,0.05704676285460863,0.0,0.08751784113090533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105411936756981,0.0,0.0,0.04628168198759531
lonely,Hulk53,2019/07/28,"It hurts I've been very lonely and depressed for a while now. Past year it's really gotten me self destructive habits. Finally seeing a therapist on Wednesday for the first time. Is it just me or does anyone else feel like being around people going through the same shit as me? I have no friends or gf and I've tried to put myself out there but it doesn't feel right, everyone I try to talk to seems super happy and think I'm a boring person because I'm always so upset. I figured being around people who are going through what I am going through I can make friends and connects way easier, has anyone tried that?",3.5872131147541,5.3898041147540985,4.4499672131147525,84.88806557377049,73.42622950819671,6.847213114754098,23.67540983606557,7.554174236665415,1.1389383606557382,490,14,92,6,10,158,85,122,0.147,0.688,0.16399999999999998,0.7417,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,12,2,1,5,0,10,1,1,1,0,18,22,10,0,0,4,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,7,0,1,2,3,9,5,13,18,1,18,0,3,1,0,7,5,1,3,9,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314918740665953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22099356724263866,0.16191826078192725,0.0,0.2813566738193731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633234248135512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610920069218094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829128223574358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320120346758174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100243278656095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980731122218345,0.11289516498003488,0.0,0.17311184262902862,0.0,0.13441845296951152,0.0,0.0,0.2441839306267683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694326958980361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682236405174091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691721378251341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720445076710003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548485189337388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085551397714547,0.2191132997753893,0.13798386886978667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886168941302894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012367207503806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495496511614108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592777819323134,0.14386266714283066,0.1648575667058828,0.0,0.16221337079105255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701684187981946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834825745721574,0.0,0.10125789890811156,0.0,0.0,0.0921473406590376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32187171731739583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038956941994442,0.0,0.12543519325395955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176478793420823
lonely,TRILL_G214,2019/07/28,"Be long term internet friends with me plz Bruh I feel so lonely sumtimes. I've already found one or two nice people but I'm tryna find more. I jus want sumone who can rant to me n shit. I'm a good listener n I'm caring n loving. Plz tho, I'm jus tryna have more friends 😔. 14-20 only",-3.0272544642857144,-2.152906359375,0.3897321428571434,100.41062500000002,120.40625,3.0785714285714287,13.946428571428573,5.288315135182226,-0.9980008928571432,219,6,53,2,14,77,47,64,0.133,0.525,0.342,0.9319,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,7,13,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,4,6,2,11,3,2,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,1,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047361058363303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281551217292627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962868991300958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25239420371083265,0.0,0.0,0.3027819500280245,0.4267024089257314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316197805873997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443822267604069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24923428691079275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712498304452307,0.2100229432460823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914462032817633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834618801443653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26975640017784264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287920291306116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cccoricidin,2019/07/28,I’m so lonely I just want someone to tell me that that they love and care about me. Even a hug is enough.,-1.5337499999999975,0.3452831250000017,0.3133333333333326,107.065,92.75,3.2,12.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.9944833333333327,81,1,22,0,3,26,21,24,0.091,0.519,0.391,0.8508,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476374963565542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453652732135373,0.0,0.28998628543493776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962568987332877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372002947844538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837462745349967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589611911525668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ExZeroLance,2019/07/28,"Indifference to others from being lonely? I wanted to share what I think is going on with me and see if others have the same happening or if maybe I'm just being a little bit confused. So I've always had troubles making friends with other people and I've had some episodes in my life where I've been really lonely even without the help of my family, but I always had a vision that I should still give love and try to do good to other people even if I'm not in the greatest position at the moment. But lately I've been feeling like maybe it's not worth it to try so much for others, so I've started being more reclusive than before and I don't try so hard for others, but I feel guilty about it because I don't really want that to be the person I am, I still have a wish to love and help others but sometimes it feels like just stopping caring is the best, what do you guys think about this situation? Has it ever happened to you and what did you do?",6.358484848484848,5.0364442424242455,7.150181818181817,79.06527272727273,66.17171717171718,9.334141414141417,28.38585858585859,7.908726449838941,1.706418585858586,752,17,153,7,10,252,105,198,0.128,0.675,0.19699999999999998,0.9729,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,1,14,13,0,1,9,0,22,3,0,1,1,36,42,18,0,7,13,0,4,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,18,8,0,1,5,0,1,1,5,4,0,0,6,5,15,9,22,31,7,14,0,2,1,2,12,6,0,6,9,120,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211149282045566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099557156191167,0.0,0.11306154067050338,0.0,0.13943758126214606,0.0,0.14505828881045085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546857062509107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551714460247092,0.12018741322337745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525685537959175,0.0,0.2015473336182747,0.18984295779798027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026540854188054,0.0,0.0,0.12745983542988182,0.0755123863893442,0.11144402395554458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156097614295598,0.23499083659206105,0.0,0.11902432367408565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781182773018873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988176475205794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384914467531176,0.1298259433110958,0.1331694177149148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398385126744263,0.0,0.08869093857943973,0.0,0.26696908509652745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767383717797506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842289567032908,0.11601588871977594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023827821518525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587921052845277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935006928187708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141061521549485,0.0,0.0940452023120884,0.0,0.2122183495582049,0.11108424477371703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702738911141528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706275280161734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673889117128945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527925331559605,0.12808075697929386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dayemm,2019/07/28,"I’m not alone, just lonely. After being in an almost 7 year relationship, being single for the first time in my adult life, I really struggled with being alone.

I started dating for two reasons, one because I wanted to jump on that train before my anxiety kicked in and didn’t let me socialise at all.
But also in the hopes I’d find someone to fix the empty feeling I had inside. (Obviously the second reason wasn’t that great) 

5 months on, and it hit me. I’m not alone, I’m just lonely. I have lots of people around me who love me, I don’t need to be in a relationship to fix this feeling. 
I’m not missing being in a relationship. I’m just missing the routine of being in a couple. 

Once I realised this, I’ve found it a lot easier to cope. The fact that I just need to relearn how to be selfish. I’ve been so focused on how to make him happy and working towards ‘our future’ that I’ve disregarded my own future.

Basically it’s time I made myself a priority, because I’m not alone, I’m just lonely and that’s okay, because it’s just a temporary feeling. 

Just thought I’d share because it helped me quite a bit.",2.2094541484716146,3.9791288427947653,4.5401288209607,82.905826419214,77.16593886462883,6.501397379912664,24.98711790393013,7.365786028017652,1.2686103056768558,871,31,172,11,20,304,118,229,0.053,0.7559999999999999,0.19,0.9740000000000001,0,10,0,0,1,0,27.0,1,0,0,3,12,13,0,1,14,1,14,2,0,6,3,41,37,9,0,4,12,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,13,6,0,1,8,0,0,1,7,7,0,4,7,3,20,6,27,21,6,24,0,5,0,1,10,13,0,4,10,117,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775788454053347,0.4871862124406183,0.0,0.09404345708591473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996251064777176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468757409001146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867477527049673,0.0,0.10006763974696656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283870757545993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012047460504667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838396551885055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748287466317716,0.10002920181907213,0.0,0.1289406567451127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965273262727495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518576219495453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882377818174215,0.0,0.0,0.11680181907203052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025240709704026,0.08306327991141665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995603428699985,0.10613721404034496,0.1112745194106955,0.07849789449139477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386597990734737,0.0,0.0,0.17439555661517436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523853669817014,0.07968776938303514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815279747693815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508045246859953,0.0,0.0,0.07533659365755209,0.24182163432250864,0.0,0.3787702528858064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099640805308958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323680509823314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293945828018807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336005239487348,0.13714523165899456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487662126790953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936262677410833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561308958593393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572956157035128
lonely,birb95,2019/07/28,"I feel sexualized by all of my friends and I long for someone who just enjoys my company for me. Most of my [24F] friends are guys except for 3 gals I went to high school with but getting them to hang out or text me is like pulling teeth. Two days ago I went through a bad breakup and turned to not a close friend, but a more recent addition to the friend group who has a gf out of state as I’ve been feeling a sort of rift developing between me and all of my other “best” friends.  
I confided every thing in him. How I feel sexualized. How I’ve been abused by guys in the past. How I was seriously considering suicide earlier this year. We got drunk together and he was patting my head comfortingly and rubbing my back while I cried it out. Last night he invited me over again to play card games. Long story short he continued the affectionate touching and initiated sex. I complied, everything was completely consensual, but I still feel used. I just want to be loved for me but every single guy I’ve let into my life- even as friends- have taken their piece of me and I’m left feeling empty, lonely, and hurting.",4.318270547945208,5.637518141552513,5.265933219178084,81.68739297945207,70.7808219178082,8.762671232876713,30.12585616438357,9.188382445141503,2.493139041095891,879,36,177,18,16,288,137,219,0.155,0.672,0.17300000000000001,0.3645,0,2,0,0,1,1,21.0,1,0,2,1,9,17,0,0,8,0,11,6,2,4,2,39,26,19,1,1,9,0,7,1,7,0,1,0,0,3,6,16,1,0,5,3,0,4,1,4,0,1,9,7,28,13,31,15,7,30,0,2,0,2,22,11,0,3,15,116,34,1,0.0,0.137958227357678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321394286776092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953249084061933,0.0972196242998024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219293620458307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208146795677807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790004143684847,0.0750919179473439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690521830301804,0.0,0.1962055671295912,0.0,0.10464562947779996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29436899598252336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5397513638939689,0.0,0.06083327199053672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093124915646198,0.0,0.0,0.345871360202942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949745365971345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302156816148573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464769472421736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949112981824156,0.0,0.0,0.12650861141406686,0.11906422274673567,0.08224255214672363,0.056884998524494614,0.0,0.0,0.20608529886587906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508849842830822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926777926417808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115182615428552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149670089920506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783996680015485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865627910796224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298634921189446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736264615776247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735524503935556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664948990780892,0.11374155373037367,0.0,0.0,0.10056376209785138,0.0,0.0,0.06867727178106853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587562704942856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498129646626313
lonely,rouge_geko1500_,2019/07/28,"15m looking for people to talk to Dm at your own risk, I'm bad at holding conversation beyond small talk",7.553636363636365,5.304659818181818,8.544545454545457,72.9868181818182,64.45454545454545,10.618181818181819,35.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,2.924763636363637,84,3,17,1,1,29,19,22,0.237,0.763,0.0,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950500663539777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973163541927052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32801398289924466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7605800331242654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Thesepantsaretoohot,2019/07/28,"Student Loneliness. I just arrived at the place I wanted to study at. To say it's a let down is an understatement, but that's not the issue. Most of the people here are foreign students and none of them want to talk to me, they all talk while I'm not around it just really hurts. Pretty much all of my days are just me watching youtube, studying and crying in my shitty room because I'm so fucking lonely. I miss my friends, I miss my town and I miss my family. I never should have come here. I'm so fucking lonely. Please help.",1.4904797979797983,3.6706625092592624,2.9890909090909084,91.11954545454546,81.31481481481481,5.4087542087542095,21.855218855218848,6.574015621080383,0.4405814814814813,413,13,86,4,11,135,69,108,0.252,0.622,0.126,-0.9398,0,7,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,8,9,2,0,5,0,6,2,0,0,3,18,17,7,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,0,2,15,1,12,15,5,12,0,6,1,2,7,8,2,1,3,61,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892390701183269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958528877971548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311671857944548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23350643404936866,0.1370949202895279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039917569562934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423687180533442,0.3930490007932655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248623693869106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22756864173415925,0.0,0.0,0.2218757111990383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21737492626362856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562689435095342,0.0,0.1639528955746828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737449280009854,0.0,0.2220982732835788,0.23334629132253604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162677702855904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618260861961906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905018352583742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417235314934767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507674689340084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Yumaelu,2019/07/28,"Reddit knows!!! 'Recommended for you, r/lonely!'

Who told you Reddit?! How do you know that I don't have friends?! Stop spying on me!! ...but okay I'll click on that and look..if you insist. 

Hi, fellow lonely people, I'm Yu. I don't like to use the word shy, but I'm shy. I joined make-a-friend themed subbreddits but haven't posted anything yet. It's on my to-do list. I swear. I have severe social anxiety..like everyone apparently does today. Hey look, it's even present online! Not having anyone to talk to gets kinda dull doesn't it? Getting ghosted isn't very fun is it? I found it gets hard to reach out after doing it once or twice and then you get blown off or ignored. Then when it comes time to post, I hesitate. I surely won't hit the 'Post' button after I finish typing this. No way. I mean I didn't even put any thought into this, I'm just.. really freaking lonely!!! But not miserable. Just..bored. With life.",-0.30679723502304057,1.9685046720430108,1.8458755760368681,93.66024193548388,96.36559139784949,4.3775729646697386,14.707373271889402,6.1826913282559595,-0.4880239631336401,703,15,148,8,28,234,118,186,0.209,0.723,0.068,-0.9782,1,6,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,5,0,0,6,11,0,1,2,1,13,1,0,2,1,27,30,12,1,0,9,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,12,6,0,2,5,0,0,2,10,6,0,1,4,3,18,5,15,24,0,23,0,4,2,0,13,6,0,3,12,80,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539579096933367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083698109717572,0.0,0.12754026782681374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350671088055327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562928823602366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473357534453848,0.0,0.0,0.14809575954207033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699341433428542,0.23948358981245424,0.0,0.3238951413012397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883700873753896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035249870777444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947119140937148,0.0757183282771563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602984023520947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103454354827602,0.0,0.0,0.1688251837327224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650550259673842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744777404306036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453012219907038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580373191082028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928799673226472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750900587973803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798870356590336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129575231231575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607246565053386,0.0,0.0,0.12457187162948173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304156754473912,0.09037357976855462,0.0,0.1469086007676189,0.14809575954207033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385813744958008,0.0,0.1278796769248393,0.0,0.1230206684451828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BlakeD44,2019/07/28,"Poem in sonnet form I think some of you will relate to Falling into the pit of insanity
When I’m without you, feel like I’m drowning
I feel such pain, what inhumanity
If we’re together, still I feel longing

Got me staring at stars like Carl Sagan
Can’t keep my mind straight, all thoughts scattered
I believe in you, I’m like a pagan!
I feel so broken, my hope is shattered

Nothing gives me a feeling so tranquil
Your voice feels so good till you let it be
So I take you, like a pill to painkill
Used you, I’m sorry, only thinking of me!

This ain’t a joke, don’t laugh like Bob Saget
I gave you my heart, don’t smile and bag it.




I’m new to poetry and reddit so I’m looking for honest feedback. I’d also like to hear about how this makes you feel!",-0.1553773584905649,2.0739594213836483,1.9821981132075488,95.01103301886793,90.0062893081761,4.186289308176101,20.528616352201254,5.6839178017228535,-0.1011059119496851,584,20,130,4,20,195,101,159,0.195,0.674,0.13,-0.7891,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,9,0,0,11,13,0,0,5,0,8,3,1,3,1,23,34,12,1,2,2,0,7,6,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,10,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,11,22,12,15,28,3,11,1,0,2,0,12,5,0,3,11,71,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025791868711633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942547746301162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5322524841041452,0.10743068644789573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425710359337549,0.0,0.12613065170213295,0.12027171038764795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694879025559366,0.17819967118332375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493601372782296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366363878710358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537725711358585,0.0,0.4408050855433416,0.0,0.0,0.13308055748752146,0.12628036712548804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037905565542908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183977873346022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523683845837754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429257032107112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436989810130894,0.1600137077756012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833682021736712,0.0,0.0,0.12009275052561362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306618659467127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271340078902102,0.0,0.1193840160434635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987905102085226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495985316130633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vaultwanderer94,2019/07/28,"Just need somewhere to vent, maybe make a new friend Hello!

So, this has been eating at me for a while, and I don't know where to turn. I moved away from a state I thought I hated, to a state I thought I'd like, and it turns out I loved where I was from and this new locale absolutely sucks, and going back isn't an option.

I lost my favorite car, my soulmate, my entire world has come crashing down around me. I have a really terrible time making friends due to horrible social anxieties that basically prevent me from doing anything, so I just hermit myself at home, playing games on my computer. Something that used to bring me so much joy has been relegated to the only source of even remote happiness. I feel like I'm generally unlikeable as well, I say the wrong things(or stay silent) and idk, maybe I'm just an asshole or something.

I'm not sure, someone keep me company, or pm me or something. If it helps give something to talk about, I like PCs, keyboards, cars, video games, and metal.",4.459963181148744,5.73497801546392,5.0812960235640645,83.31329896907219,70.39175257731958,8.017083946980852,28.80559646539028,8.418075326091056,1.9987184094256265,781,29,153,12,14,251,124,194,0.10400000000000001,0.696,0.2,0.9595,0,0,4,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,13,16,2,0,9,0,10,2,0,3,1,30,32,15,0,2,8,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,6,9,1,2,4,4,0,6,3,5,1,0,6,2,24,11,21,26,1,26,0,1,0,1,11,11,1,5,9,94,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167848494514352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937650838971777,0.11832121902123098,0.0,0.0,0.12487663458744015,0.10220229859411024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449323520740225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600372080918965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778813155597348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720507324611405,0.09495345079759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537732370054426,0.0,0.0,0.12750276705064026,0.07553782082619324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414889218301432,0.0,0.13122459150205704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890891359685515,0.0,0.13332310546181222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813965049133017,0.0,0.0,0.07304579887436545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948045078431452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509081643845914,0.0,0.11995964810468515,0.0,0.17744162375633832,0.0,0.2670590068783729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412660454729424,0.09770673613882498,0.09855369670163344,0.0,0.25673742671734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010867271834391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514780933603852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569817204255423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354886033681647,0.11261720076039032,0.4092933089848829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166813589720098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526942695798102,0.0,0.0,0.10683085894806564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110369889314572,0.07750294690604374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891435022709595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147946130524584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950522373987975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532007750337608,0.0,0.0
lonely,tainfulspoon,2019/07/28,"It's so lonely.. It's so lonely to literally have no friends..it's so lonely to not have anyone to hang out with or talk to and to have fun with.
My problems with anxiety and chronic illness has taken so much from me but the worst is to not have anybody ( I'm lucky to have a great family, but friends would be nice too).. I mean I have been used to this for like 10 years but it's just so painful some times.😭

I feel like my family gets so sick of me some times and sick of me ranting about shit and complaining about my life.. I understand them tho, I'm sick of it too😭

Sorry to anyone who reads this I just felt like getting it of my chest.",2.3946762589928063,3.1365556978417284,3.838194244604317,92.30203956834535,74.75539568345323,7.2866187050359725,23.25251798561151,7.554174236665415,0.674331798561151,498,13,120,6,10,165,74,139,0.267,0.57,0.163,-0.9564,0,6,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,12,16,1,0,2,0,11,9,2,1,0,26,21,15,0,2,8,0,2,3,1,1,7,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,8,0,0,3,2,13,8,21,16,4,4,0,3,0,0,5,1,1,4,5,80,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566197911682675,0.0,0.0,0.28455650863393905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383646497760252,0.0,0.10288582401503496,0.14536646649583124,0.19537313172552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572084826509349,0.0,0.21262026238146034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22433790268131287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372425191166366,0.29823079334928393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164985073650625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958153564759144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651753385674544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470329977999373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035355040003244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088697468526974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22777969261148645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354986941021227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865108050429635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118303134382,0.0,0.17574176748735545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454666594228935,0.0,0.0,0.1310347315432825
lonely,chaosa1,2019/07/28,How many people here love Blue October I always listen to their songs when I have a crush or want a romantic relationship and feel lonely because of it. So I just stated wondering if this is a popular band for lonely people,5.4529457364341125,6.7482969302325575,7.013953488372092,70.30527131782948,68.06976744186046,10.38449612403101,28.286821705426355,10.504223727775694,3.29990542635659,180,6,30,5,3,62,37,43,0.139,0.63,0.231,0.6597,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,7,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,2,3,7,0,2,0,2,1,1,5,0,0,3,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29867616647044226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881332944480614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149651995079566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32396748658824404,0.0,0.0,0.36392019313001256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977031536295346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853792719525122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21171872714338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892672816264098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alwaysspecagility,2019/07/28,"Lonely at home but feel more isolated when outside. I don't mind things like nature trails, where I'm alone outside. I've tried going out to hang with friends or meet new people. I just end up feeling more awkward and isolated while out. Ultimately it's sort of a waste of money and time. I just don't know how to interact a lot of times, and it seems people either think I'm stand offish or flirting. No in between. So apparently I don't ""friend"" well.

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Been having issues with depersonalization/derealization I guess. Having to only go out on weekends for work and being able to stay in the other 5 days has it's pros and cons. Lets me be alone, but at the same time I want friendship.",2.8511285794497496,5.1256409854014615,4.109781021897813,84.36765861875352,77.1021897810219,6.259180235822573,22.947220662549128,7.321109707123232,0.931191353172375,553,17,107,7,13,181,95,137,0.191,0.7170000000000001,0.092,-0.9231,1,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,4,0,10,0,0,1,0,29,21,13,0,1,7,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,0,5,1,1,3,4,2,1,0,1,2,7,5,20,17,5,24,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,6,10,69,12,1,0.17299085530887634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35833270957548313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874355194523516,0.21020282399296486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156479049783387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321855139749482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493874847557842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673046113785348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966293792957189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905689302842046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352393268699842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805575085072602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507124997605143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689487004236046,0.0,0.08451459379829715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707063897207925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467144971248227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707564603156272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156734072889056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398601549823205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748437759105455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184385234593562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492743750100955,0.11084555501733978,0.0,0.0,0.30261707665863896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744943533675258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203448849968708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553955428920976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259394029760049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020282399296486,0.0
lonely,DJDevorunfree,2019/07/28,"Lonely Saturday night Hey everyone, here’s how my life is going. I’m 19 year old sophomore going to a local college, just had to move in with my aunt because my mom moved to Florida and my dad lives a tiny apartment where my brother moved into with him. I’m taking calculus 2 for my summer break and I’m failing terribly. I have a few good friends but I don’t want to hang out with them lately. All of my friends moved away for school so this last year was terrible. Didn’t make any friends at school (I didn’t really try that hard) and that’s about it.",1.6952727272727266,3.712542147826092,3.1603162055335967,91.02537549407114,79.69565217391305,6.616600790513835,23.49802371541502,7.686295010490155,1.0696956521739125,437,15,94,7,11,143,80,115,0.08900000000000001,0.792,0.11800000000000001,0.5267,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,6,8,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,2,1,14,15,6,0,1,2,4,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,4,0,0,4,1,12,4,16,11,2,24,0,2,0,0,10,8,0,0,8,53,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319084617354568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256809992135624,0.0,0.0,0.0925014853433754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499750513098505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517101686434885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247876070602206,0.1272753256719814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593245309007784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369128055215947,0.17117338143424424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718098672883508,0.0,0.0,0.13399237194259453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129002607044038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772026115049075,0.0,0.6451176956527926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424010818427613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922937394488418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721083074996546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071452329251902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409229657601498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103023938360905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950230219275301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543579647489231
lonely,agentofthenigh,2019/08/25,"Sunday is always the hardest. Recovered from a heroin addiction years ago. Trying to grow as a person, know my flaws, yet here I am. Lonely without human interaction.",3.6336206896551744,6.8816515862069,5.547844827586207,68.20038793103453,84.86206896551724,7.037931034482759,24.49137931034483,8.07648339933343,2.658234482758621,132,5,17,3,4,45,28,29,0.192,0.8079999999999999,0.0,-0.6908,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4633320928293602,0.0,0.0,0.3767525996899873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536488233644157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23357864544494236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37110911389365214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288559159800072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097019533610803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27369750236151524
lonely,Suh-Niff,2019/08/25,Why am I never someone’s first choice? It feels like I’ll always be left behind. I’ll always be the one to start a conversation. Nobody would actually call me on discord. I’d always be the one calling them. Nobody would text me on whatsapp unless they need something for me. I’m like a consolation prize for when you’re bored or when you wonder where my classmate is and I’ll tell you he’s in class or on the first floor.,1.5936781609195378,3.84683296551724,3.235172413793105,89.0854022988506,81.41379310344827,5.2459770114942526,20.011494252873558,6.42735559955562,0.15678390804597653,336,9,69,3,9,111,58,87,0.057,0.8440000000000001,0.099,0.5423,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,2,3,3,4,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,10,12,6,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,9,3,9,7,0,13,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,3,8,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.18880204776521145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.482955893747236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951157749397096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782592190140944,0.13821737576234944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291366078745055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020932416372767,0.0,0.0,0.1890425791766937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345801248251233,0.14921854871721973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622050523931828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392931298498825,0.14894521107392653,0.0,0.0,0.1369414090192224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910420605419496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745795750354465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981355841689334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748757856381293,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hampa_,2019/08/25,Never had a best friend I have never had a best friend in my 25 year old life. Always that friend I think is my best friend has other friends that’s closer to him..,4.5451428571428565,4.011949371428571,4.720714285714287,92.38678571428574,69.57142857142857,7.0,20.357142857142858,3.1291,-0.38128571428571423,128,1,30,0,2,40,24,35,0.451,0.48100000000000004,0.068,-0.9478,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,8,2,4,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108375184422135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5716507635978163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7014164305027094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825077890534786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800814543542525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905309127700755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634500899388164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116927422898733
lonely,nosygyal,2019/08/25,I hate my face and that's why I isolate myself Does anyone have any tip?,-0.6506250000000016,1.447755187500004,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,90.875,3.2,14.25,3.1291,-1.3836499999999998,57,1,13,0,2,19,15,16,0.33299999999999996,0.667,0.0,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631749670637037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734229058712528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46735416884269604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5272676630164029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819005800697077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,uselessbullshit123,2019/08/25,"Hi! Looking for minecraft friends :) So, my best friend and I quit talking a couple months ago and I've been pretty down ever since. It's like she took a bite of my heart or something. Anyway, I'm looking for some friends to play minecraft with later tonight. Comment or message me!  :D",1.190045454545455,3.842621163636366,1.2512500000000024,98.336875,91.9090909090909,2.75,26.875,3.1291,0.25249999999999995,224,11,44,0,8,66,45,55,0.0,0.579,0.42100000000000004,0.9832,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,6,6,3,2,7,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,3,6,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958474933128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362844191863772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24912776140038226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366398262179508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5218584702360148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26680765614602986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999849299205232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781440060610465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971515641139346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22906177425729224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394781698501471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624907470371926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333395288901082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096963390799534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501535178589291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FuckThWorldThrowaway,2019/08/25,"It's my birthday in less than a week and I just don't want to think about it at all I have no friends. None. No one to celebrate it with. My family isn't the same. They want to make a big deal out of it but I told them no, just treat it like a normal day because I won't be able to stand the fact that I'll wake up on my birthday alone with no one wishing me happy birthday. I won't have piles of gifts or surprise parties or shopping days with friends because I don't fucking have any friends and I hate it. I hate that other people can have friends so easily and I struggle to maintain my existing one. Who never gave me a birthday gift on my birthday ever so we're not that close anyway.

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Time to immerse myself in electronics to forget the pain...",1.8879107142857168,3.5862521125000018,3.2483928571428566,92.12875,77.875,5.821428571428572,25.80357142857143,6.5431188927421005,0.8481071428571432,598,23,130,5,14,195,94,160,0.146,0.607,0.247,0.9682,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,7,13,3,1,7,0,11,3,1,1,4,26,21,8,0,4,6,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,1,1,1,0,12,5,0,3,2,0,19,8,21,16,4,16,0,0,0,1,10,9,1,2,7,94,30,0,0.15408741407235255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958809064629326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695364877035238,0.1872330738058376,0.10478472545177453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878605148616719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987472694859023,0.15885735795294845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393808876993824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525990055874552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761902155277702,0.1424513313783786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640289175238414,0.0,0.3042588411611605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527932725983051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285454540167467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884171292036018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097294993515564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132408587671382,0.0,0.16395987254344851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682481150297846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108562115284594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873299316047823,0.0,0.0,0.08984961028374842,0.0,0.0,0.14723712741719525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817694981742223,0.0,0.12359962915930313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771929217374384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872330738058376,0.0
lonely,jrakes78,2019/08/25,"I'm 41 and lonely Like I said, I'm getting up there and I don't think I'll ever end up with a family again. It's really depressing to me. I had it all in my 20's, but my wife found somebody better. I found a wonderful woman in my 30's, who I still think of so fondly, but she found some one better as well. She still keeps in contact somewhat, but I'm realistic and know it will go  nowhere. She was broken hearted over the man she left me for. I really wanted them to be happy. I had a 3rd girlfriend for about a year, but she found some one better once again, lol. It was a friend from work. 

Me, I don't think I'm horrible looking, but definitely not a hot guy. Maybe I am ugly, that's probably the truth. No one hits on me, maybe it's my age and the grey, I don't know. What I do know is, that I'm not where I want to be in life. I thought I'd have a family and a significant other. I have a son, but it's only every other weekend and a month out of the summer. He's really all I got in this life. 

My job is great, I feel I'm respected and truly love what I'm doing. Friends seem to like me. I'm an easy going guy and value friendship and I try my best to be a good person. 

I'm not sure what I'm meant for in this life. 

There's more, but that's just a little taste.",0.2480069930069924,1.5344883741258748,3.1471244755244747,92.87514825174826,81.34265734265735,6.394181818181818,18.433006993006988,7.24861992348623,0.057383384615384614,969,20,242,13,25,346,139,286,0.046,0.628,0.325,0.9984,1,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,5,12,19,0,0,17,1,18,6,1,0,5,48,54,18,0,2,11,2,2,2,3,1,3,1,0,5,17,11,1,1,15,1,0,2,7,2,1,3,12,6,34,17,25,37,7,27,0,2,2,1,21,14,0,5,13,152,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984690513956423,0.2777218837772877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901539213829465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927084071643985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468190182170087,0.08819075385934719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973510697248073,0.0,0.05292535588732043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590701945702919,0.16173880070378796,0.0,0.05468684905390761,0.0,0.11897512664075813,0.08779398650641525,0.0837158357336711,0.11540135341374615,0.0,0.20728365962221426,0.0,0.11142539067772808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240369356392677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387090235437348,0.09303736674401793,0.0,0.0,0.17257513673149494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137265366475233,0.0,0.2217989870291202,0.10227499609834308,0.1049089367644709,0.0,0.0,0.08789819681279562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447065171415897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103143750798533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354826698451409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147236422755928,0.21278555995641624,0.07960784436727528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139563529092253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285422122953072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116687153805546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956713128131096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528954337824444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718253932538296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865221006860808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012089545263634,0.0,0.08309795083239271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106548112558635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347662627483623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941127833261116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351242118004705,0.07620253123820894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740539687483361
lonely,nonoriri83,2019/08/25,"All alone I have 2 kids, but I feel like I can’t fully connect with my wife physically and emotionally. I haven’t got  a lot of friends my whole life, for the past 15 years of so I have only got 2 close friends left. 

Now we are also getting disconnected, when I had kids we started to hang out less. I admit I haven’t been the best friend, family was priority to me at that point. But they were really close friends and we had deep conversations, I thought they would have understand. One of them has kids too. Sometimes I would kick off conversations online in a “crude” way, but hey that’s how I always talk, I thought they should know. But deep down I just wanted to to start a conversation going, and reconnect. 

But sigh..

I love and care about my family, parents wife and kids. And my 2 close friends. But I had always been used to playing the “class clown” / entertainer role since school time. But was always lonely inside. Going into adulthood I suffered from social anxiety (it’s an actual condition that gives me panic attacks) 


Man I just feel overwhelmed. I feel like I’m not a good enough son, elder brother. Friend. Husband and father.",3.1189432485322897,5.498982159817351,4.048832354859751,84.60890410958905,76.71689497716895,7.093803000652317,24.127201565557733,8.11559375814309,1.4759174168297458,899,30,173,16,21,289,132,219,0.096,0.675,0.22899999999999998,0.9878,1,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,3,0,4,1,9,21,2,2,8,0,19,2,0,2,1,42,40,18,0,4,10,7,3,2,6,3,1,0,0,5,4,16,0,0,8,2,0,3,4,6,1,1,12,3,31,14,18,25,6,24,0,3,0,1,35,13,0,1,9,110,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.11161398420525503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184585189211135,0.0,0.09146604198678226,0.2855087226785432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749694057533597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011863728533546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003002554011635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661343982611826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865703729517985,0.0,0.11818046077776448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564607495624413,0.0,0.17349506053366506,0.16341975288758748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5301973420545057,0.0,0.059756475435599685,0.10971939676166097,0.13000445912595174,0.09593273865335464,0.1829530634196362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285778084553928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426930991863315,0.0,0.08078679456665135,0.1117561790038805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723795569795386,0.10322834970757673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775037954374965,0.08698771786476175,0.0,0.13419499974381754,0.1270004517119317,0.0,0.10918435178439603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812181215246183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327187081529428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575410710311206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094612591344319,0.0,0.0,0.11659141345325283,0.0,0.0,0.11312028907690397,0.0,0.16191112802255514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193069037204864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816027342430961,0.06669327088724901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906892390881488,0.0,0.09878370475365132,0.0,0.0,0.06746163028692312,0.09078594414824563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769615552447386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249814003486834,0.0,0.0,0.07365406879828326
lonely,taw33323221,2019/08/25,"How do you deal with being a 'Disposable' person? Very rarely I'm texted first by someone. Most people like me, but in my friend group everyone seems closer to eachother than they are to me, I often see friends of mine going out or hanging out with me having no knowledge of the plans. All of my friends have been travelling with eachother or with outside friends and I've never known about the plans until they have been already booked.

I'm pretty unlucky in terms of dating,  although girls that I've hung out with in friend terms or if they are seeing my guy friends have flat out told me I'm a good looking guy just out of the blue. -

(Though for a long time i could never figure out whether or not they were just teasing me. I wouldnt say 'bullied' but i was quiet and was teased a lot in middle school so even now nearing the end of college my self esteem is low.) 

- in spite of my apparant good looks I have a hard time getting a girl to speak to me in the first place.

As of now i do have a tinder match who i knew already, (actually one of the people who used to complement me). Although i get mixed signals, most times I'm the one texting first (as usual), and i get left on read for days at a time. But the good signals are literally ""I want to go out with you, how about [insert day]"" and she does text me first the odd day. We still haven't actually went out since we're in different towns for the summer. I dont really know what to think of it all but it makes makes me as disposable as my friends do.

This ended up being bigger post than i expected but shit what can i do. If you're reading this far then sweet, I am extremely hyped for the Breaking Bad movie how about you?",5.174796511627903,4.955761305232559,5.524976744186045,86.0863023255814,68.21511627906978,8.391627906976744,28.827906976744185,7.734863291789972,1.540578372093023,1315,40,284,13,20,420,178,344,0.07,0.7859999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.9835,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,3,4,6,15,18,4,0,19,0,27,1,1,6,4,59,50,29,0,6,15,0,1,1,7,1,0,3,0,6,9,19,0,0,7,4,0,5,7,6,0,6,8,10,39,12,57,38,7,60,0,1,5,0,31,27,1,11,27,197,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.17732631659669265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052553895429984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586165665169647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254178441862963,0.0,0.0,0.17578541382977794,0.09366940060743828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492604782531157,0.0,0.0,0.0795094228375964,0.0,0.10648352626049608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094436451752922,0.0,0.0,0.06001007829073843,0.0,0.0,0.08681759315432272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30913108741329165,0.0,0.0,0.4913703218861453,0.0,0.1424068286413263,0.0,0.10327205879308138,0.22861919105695186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799250892834685,0.0,0.0,0.08138987217871496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049932536797019145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871620993907028,0.0,0.0,0.044388057018095686,0.0,0.0,0.08040543406809557,0.15259370601833264,0.0,0.0,0.07724322646524928,0.0,0.0,0.12129527699156345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401487744711013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313387668270095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597736979171315,0.07933267807896346,0.09492604782531157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701572649447208,0.09243405813871912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817628311679828,0.0,0.05820521081807729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225299669827655,0.0,0.09195196099167427,0.14480225798031987,0.08271264426418966,0.09478348719661657,0.0,0.0932632287417178,0.07515770737071449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698269589216443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255838055343958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821738702376957,0.08926637263293266,0.0,0.2119173892488731,0.0,0.0,0.08681759315432272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847112809595166,0.10006596036608004,0.07496639875642808,0.053589711430732746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422519021566881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ebonlocke,2019/08/25,"[28/M] I thought I had gotten used to my loneliness, but there's still a piece of me that comes home depressed every single day. I really do wish I had the mental skills to kinda just..shut everything off around me and truly live in my own little bubble. I notice that every day I leave work depressed, because the work culture there is the ultimate clique. It seems people who are pretty normal, and are part of the status quo are accepted with open arms, but the minute someone who isn't anything like that comes along, I'm treated like a pariah, and no one even bats an eye at me. And I've been working there a year, and not a single person has ever wanted to know more about me, or even have a chat after work, or something. 

I've struggled to make friends since high school, never really keeping any for longer than a few weeks. It seems the only place where I have made friends is online, but there's really only one person I talk to daily. I feel like making friends in person has become an impossible situation to me, and I just wish I knew how to turn it all off, and just exist until I drop dead one day without depression eating away at me every time I see my co-workers all laughing and talking together, and inviting each other out afterwards, and no one else pays me no mind. 

I wish I could just be this stone-hearted individual that just looks forward, never taking a moment to look around, because there's no reason to make stops, when it all just feels like a waste of time. 

I just really wanted to vent, since I've never really put myself out there like this. I'm not sure what to do with myself now.",9.629379807692311,6.40636954375,9.313125000000003,72.13475961538462,61.375,11.721153846153848,34.927884615384606,9.265573868473778,2.9918798076923068,1274,33,244,15,13,415,174,320,0.159,0.71,0.131,-0.6083,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,5,23,16,0,1,16,0,17,3,2,7,8,69,45,18,1,7,14,0,2,5,3,0,0,0,1,3,14,21,1,2,9,1,1,4,11,4,0,4,7,6,28,12,34,36,11,40,0,3,4,0,12,17,0,5,25,168,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054699430818096084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619220741503913,0.14321069096752878,0.0,0.0,0.07557253581776381,0.0,0.0,0.0980664232484651,0.08883555517878906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857747123293018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422182693348663,0.0,0.0,0.15562424490771293,0.0,0.207838958431948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230639860017007,0.06719419321146175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062548128127668,0.07275922317118667,0.2033131132210763,0.0,0.0722909447316492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134200319870273,0.11492739350525193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864346184871911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531738281559447,0.0,0.0849853494039085,0.08068415037076669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714954642856152,0.0,0.0,0.0442056776274252,0.0,0.0,0.08517040977095723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648552476176667,0.08061828708375775,0.07102671168041562,0.0,0.13509243889693973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611075598228934,0.1610755307971372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810608545971505,0.0,0.08121771617234498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611226090914545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881047924473117,0.0,0.09157724149171928,0.0,0.0,0.2180228286729287,0.12235083586308185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710465619035733,0.0,0.05576439086203064,0.21070157961741992,0.08403879589914559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183261732696158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086068121389026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25764771336571146,0.082701895719847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140581283365095,0.06409730354800848,0.14645234240423946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307544925073794,0.090413752406135,0.0,0.0,0.06815340168541738,0.0619237805283194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423651962551333,0.0672483344097925,0.0,0.08408946773540374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581024494237075,0.0,0.06047807450809856,0.12930327504369146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385742399923568,0.09380608710972313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874915782045087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947112272247123,0.0,0.0,0.09488680766546337,0.0,0.06452113449925671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27749326790460715,0.07753770657889765,0.0,0.2927928606150682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517983291399662
lonely,BriefDimension,2019/08/25,"Feel like I’ll never meet someone who wants an actual relationship with me I’m 22 and haven’t ever really dated anyone. I consider myself to be decently attractive, not a 10 but above average. My interests are...diverse, and I feel like no one ever takes me seriously because of it, and that the sort of people I’m interested in view me differently because of what I like and it’s making me feel so extremely lonely. 
I’ve always been really serious about school and just moved to a new country to start my masters degree, and am looking for someone who has a career, wants to get married eventually and have kids, etc. But, I’ve got a few tattoos (nothing that can’t be easily covered up but I’m really into them and want more) and am really into house and techno and going to raves often. I feel like because of this guys don’t take me seriously or are put off by these interests. It’s really difficult to meet people at shows that are serious about other portions of their life or who actually want a relationship and not something casual. 
I’ve gone on dates but things never end up working out and I am just suddenly feeling so incredibly lonely and upset. I had been seeing this guy but he told me today that he met someone over the weekend who he clicked better with, fair enough but this is just the same thing that always happens and I just really think it’s because my interests don’t seem to line up with what they’re expecting. I don’t want to change who I am but the thought of never meeting someone that takes me seriously and feeling this lonely forever is just so crushing and it’s really getting to me today.",6.207949354518372,6.487019367924532,7.672588546838796,69.86408639523339,66.0125786163522,10.971466401853693,33.089043363124794,10.771109862388434,3.758337106918239,1301,52,229,34,19,451,159,318,0.115,0.76,0.125,-0.1368,1,6,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,3,13,21,0,1,10,0,20,1,0,1,5,63,52,29,0,6,16,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,26,23,0,0,9,4,0,4,11,10,0,1,8,10,23,11,33,42,6,29,0,3,4,0,20,11,0,5,18,161,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.17606858410954535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501278921599777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307860973646305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199705742460468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978553944058975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543276066046903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425276042771714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990141261847099,0.09321352761805173,0.10061067594232306,0.0,0.16320456658352442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27368460928683563,0.19334327623456488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426451439968847,0.0,0.05126978758356135,0.0,0.07215109975727077,0.0,0.0,0.17864892433295312,0.07977453006212018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040930009393536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371968815279204,0.1762928932500173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575569796496054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021747952858005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588150763353802,0.0,0.0,0.20873209988850888,0.08712770098858777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656123374244308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611302590036624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508384291046198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068838187092934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40454662777951816,0.0,0.0,0.1937087195944812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129976806951956,0.0718876053700637,0.0821259835711492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057467053239836,0.06944991522627901,0.0,0.0,0.06385280318030351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034855000034357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986622404657254,0.05780446523989721,0.0,0.0716185711769855,0.0,0.0,0.1710216196125977,0.08620181705598717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26604806312838664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656757038252105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Npug78,2019/08/25,Really feelin it So my girlfriend of the past three years very suddenly broke up with me about a month ago. She was truly my best friend. It hurts not being able to talk to that one person everyday all day like I used to. I really don’t know what to do with myself.,1.882363636363636,3.745970690909093,3.503636363636364,89.53545454545456,78.45454545454545,7.309090909090909,16.454545454545453,8.238735603445708,0.4034727272727272,208,3,45,4,5,69,46,55,0.09699999999999999,0.703,0.2,0.7665,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,7,3,9,4,2,8,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,8,32,11,0,0.2830046274722498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508665267320341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969958965341266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251457233091675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864867316172848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30296230694997045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555319420483437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826176586704428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258915936267112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177125979252302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701599395633415,0.0,0.247108724711416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36260002221274096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274683995374356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444251329969741,0.0,0.23350845630686745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224570142094446
lonely,boatzmcgoatz,2019/08/25,"Wooooo I’m a freshman in College. I’ve been away from home for 8-9 days now. I have met a grand total of 4 people here who I like talking to. I have a class with 1 of them, 2 are my neighbors and the last I only see if I make plans. I am constantly in a state of making plans because I don’t feel like I’m ever invited to anything. I don’t want to make plans. My friends at home aren’t texting first or sometimes even at all. I just get blank snaps or streaks. It’s maddening. I don’t want to make conversation I want to participate in it. 

A step further. I’m on multiple dating sites and get few to no matches on any of them and then maybe a conversation. Sometimes nothing. After that I get ghosted. I feel like a girl who goes to the gym sometimes, doesn’t smoke, and enjoys cuddling isn’t that hard to find but I guess I’m the one lacking",0.4296772317534163,2.43623349723757,2.59819133469032,93.40225356208202,84.19337016574586,5.357487641756325,23.33847048560628,6.5966054737557815,0.5476342541436465,657,25,150,7,19,222,105,181,0.032,0.87,0.098,0.7184,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,4,5,6,0,0,10,0,11,1,0,4,3,25,30,9,1,5,5,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,3,1,6,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,7,0,0,2,2,4,18,6,24,28,4,21,0,0,1,1,11,10,0,4,12,90,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075422024233917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192346692600525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920166634596928,0.0,0.0,0.09031726526746166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010886488610832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555126511049622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785861252878257,0.1340196540697096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982880045844713,0.2116917807721564,0.0,0.0,0.13541601231172046,0.1260252451147331,0.0,0.0,0.11446843432016506,0.0,0.2322232375360031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321549386823125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272270578812476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29723412236431723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077058174181485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715120841508995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955931353790842,0.0,0.14884713578719466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421639950996397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003973888275947,0.11268273617305175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271583514785253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806473562938068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396035671273453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908579720995813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621667037837562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Raul_bitchboi,2019/08/25,How was your day? What did you do today? I'm actually interested to hear :),-1.032,0.6251738000000024,3.666666666666668,77.68000000000005,111.0,7.333333333333335,18.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.6543333333333332,57,2,12,2,3,22,15,15,0.0,0.682,0.318,0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.5188822797457728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429155845735703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5992873859975729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040086414007127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LuckeyDuke,2019/08/25,"Remember, this literally takes others in the spur of the moment the desire to see you. Asking people if they're still down meeting you after you made plans makes them flake!!",7.17625,8.074339125000002,6.875000000000004,74.27000000000002,64.0,8.9,25.375,8.841846274778883,1.8752,140,3,23,2,2,44,28,32,0.0,0.9009999999999999,0.099,0.508,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,5,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876192858945721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923290920750041,0.27676603627414303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874494222880541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696903664101632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304031944091813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311208133131695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117471079610352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jenya92,2019/08/25,"Looking for new friends Hello reddit, i am a 27 years old male from the Republic of Moldova ( it's a very small country between Ukraine and Romania) and i am looking for new friends from Moldova . I spent 10 years in Romania and most of my friends are abroad now so i feel lonely. It doesn't matter male or female, just somebody who likes movies, music, reading, video games, swimming or other activities. Thanks and pm me, if you are interested.
Short story: a 27 (M) looking for new friends in the Republic of Moldova.",4.395077319587628,6.430135350515464,4.9531829896907205,81.14668170103094,71.78350515463917,7.32422680412371,34.805412371134025,8.07648339933343,2.863640206185566,407,22,72,6,8,130,64,97,0.037000000000000005,0.762,0.201,0.9513,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,11,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,4,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,7,7,11,10,1,12,0,1,3,0,10,4,0,4,8,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219932976406894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5635185166626779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890847679131914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593727164082158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5283310662129044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134085807205145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182394778208508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787917577393474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045407893798066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348489607730581
lonely,delicatexdaisies,2019/08/25,"just wanted to let some thoughts out first time posting here. just feeling really lonely right now. i mean i have friends, i have family. 

but in terms of my ""love life"" things aren't doing so great. sometimes i wish i had someone to always talk to, regardless of how sad or happy i am. someone to love and cherish you, someone who can just be your pillar of strength.

i'm 22 and i've been single all my life. seeing friends having boyfriends, some married or are about to, and here i am, nothing.

people have told me to try going on dating apps, but honestly i don't even have confidence in myself. and not to be stereotypical, but i'm pretty sure most of the people who go on apps like those want to hook up. well, that's what i've heard from friends' stories. i've come to terms that i'd probably be alone forever - which i'm sure people will tell me i have a long way to go. 

the point is i don't even know why i'm posting, i don't want sympathy or anything like that. just wishing i had a shot at love like everyone else.",2.6668991596638643,4.17546832857143,3.8371708683473393,89.55390756302522,75.23809523809524,6.8459383753501415,25.210084033613448,7.510576382923642,1.1166974789915964,799,27,171,10,17,260,121,210,0.057999999999999996,0.609,0.33299999999999996,0.9973,0,4,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,2,13,19,0,0,4,0,24,5,0,1,3,34,47,12,0,6,11,0,1,3,3,1,2,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,4,0,0,4,5,2,1,1,6,3,19,17,23,36,7,23,0,2,1,3,14,9,0,6,10,108,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083040221515876,0.0,0.0,0.09707514526711908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960058682051225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004971050139436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745915885777562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541130890393107,0.0,0.0,0.1114790035696032,0.0,0.0,0.10998196757143082,0.0,0.05898964503230177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923572039127007,0.0,0.0,0.2704067156897214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19891128847069914,0.0,0.0,0.12862426260519474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419272640619952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411637602000353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929850513696486,0.16480876124514907,0.17099079300570275,0.0,0.0,0.1032454062111536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158858424562932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708306651165555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194381296041182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24264376285580705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028672458174103,0.0,0.22346683735509368,0.1186908819147114,0.12578527511275134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473898629076273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963180566225237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296739778065899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29655121450690564,0.0,0.11538528551888852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21991194035573608,0.0,0.0,0.09377140955957047,0.10197089784300266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750745677254035,0.0,0.0,0.09261947398050256,0.06802866370224821,0.0,0.0,0.1114790035696032,0.0,0.0792083007353458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643722366023234,0.09260374219451996,0.0,0.0,0.10489640718201186,0.0,0.10527257971164293,0.0,0.26831942053454383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Death_particle,2019/08/25,"Going on a vacation to a off shore island for a week Going on a vacation to a off shore island for a week. Something I have been planning for years and just kept postponing it 
Going on a vacation to a off shore island for a week. Something I have been planning for years and just kept postponing it


I'm in my mid 20s,
I always have been "" don't need anyone, can do anything on my own"" which idk if it's the right thing 

I have/had alot of friends but are always on the ""hi/bye"" basis. 

Those whom are supposedly close, always seem to realize my existence only if they need some from of help. Or I'm always the last plan. But I totally understand them, they have their own life some are married or gonna get married have their own group of friends etc 
And this is always the case ever since I was young. I am always the ""hilarious popular guy"" and it ends there. And I've never been take seriously.
And the friendship just ends there. They laugh at me or my jokes and it ends there. 

Example: I am quite successful in my career.  when I bump onto a friend/s and when they ask what am I doing in my life, and when I tell them what I do, most of them burst out laughing saying "" please don't joke, tell the truth"" as much as it hurts, I always laugh it off with them. As there is nothing much I can do. 


 I never had a best friend or significant other whom I can share everything with. 
I do literally everything alone.
I dont know if im just lucky.
Example: in my job(I work in IT) I am a one man department.
I don't have any work friends I could go for like a simple lunch with. This was the case for my previous job as well. I got out of my previous job ( which was literally the same solo department) 
cuz I was thinking I would make a good friend or significant other in my new job.

I was recently called back for reservist, only to find out I was posted out to another role. And again it's a solo role.

I go on my own dinner dates alone at fancy restaurants or at a bar or just going out anywhere. I tried calling some ""friends"" out but I have to always end up paying for them. 
To an extend I had to call out some ""friends"" I have to  mention "" it's on me"" only then I usually get an okay otherwise it's always "" let me check and let you know "" and they don't reply back.
The last time I had a meal with someone was almost a year ago

The only notifications I get on my phone is my work emails or someone asking some IT advice.
Been weeks without anyone messaging me saying hello.. and when I try start a Convo with someone, the conversation just dies off within minutes

I've tried everything under the books I could but nothing seems to help this feeling of loneliness.
I am/was diagnosed with chornic depression which doesn't help. I've followed everything my psychiatrist asked me to do nothing helps 

To an extend of getting used to doing everything alone. I get paranoid and very uncomfortable when I am with people socially.
Expect for work.

I deleted social media expect for the amazing reddit where no one judges and Twitter ( for OSINT) changed my handphone number as I didn't want people just coming to me for favours 


I've picked up aircraft model building recently and gaming (bought payday) It's fun but doesn't help at all.

So, for long I've been contemplating a vacation.
So I decided on this trip, I asked around if anyone would wanna join me 
Received the same "", I gotta check let you know "" And no replies back 
When I check back from their conversation, I realized I could need to pay for the accommodation instead of splitting it. Which I was okay with that. But it's like paying for friendship.
So, I thought of going myself, applied leaves booked the flight and hotel its for a week on an island anyway from civilization.

But idk what am I to expect. Its a place for group of people or couples on a honeymoon.
So I dont know what to expect. I am not exactly good with making new friends.
Do I just do everything alone?
Or try my best to make some new friends",2.985488235183123,4.803632155499368,4.379688661622357,84.69011981810294,75.10619469026548,7.402539766401873,24.953884182123517,8.21005641190726,1.5294133290563616,3109,104,622,53,67,1030,292,791,0.078,0.759,0.163,0.9973,5,4,2,0,0,0,92.0,0,2,13,11,33,34,0,0,45,2,67,7,0,6,7,123,113,56,1,18,31,0,1,2,9,4,3,2,0,2,36,37,4,2,14,7,7,13,15,3,1,2,23,3,92,31,105,80,21,99,0,2,0,0,60,44,0,26,43,445,128,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463770430727247,0.042070136466205,0.0,0.04752400686607401,0.1966156321117931,0.0,0.0,0.3554122478535422,0.0,0.0,0.032274205028280836,0.04976560511266685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995547203359247,0.0,0.039055266964143937,0.042249170909093824,0.17747355027749392,0.0,0.0,0.14597423577355162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961199734263404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453848969976673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050206040991981664,0.04088230583006962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367806092726693,0.052513225357903766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04087694671878188,0.04817056896739934,0.049255647546166494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124476633710736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814073362133752,0.0,0.052930080672848365,0.0,0.04292999124861928,0.0,0.0,0.2559221626692503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02399703661795236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04337728121907601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666722554776764,0.0,0.12397860130227804,0.0,0.18880698069292087,0.0796138438262329,0.03795783593558564,0.0,0.0,0.04699253776250127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905609166363674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05080656141548917,0.0,0.05126459084442113,0.0,0.18838560879170715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433038017570123,0.07737193553073922,0.0,0.05025294095713306,0.0,0.14559219307072085,0.0670443410261845,0.046372797788986835,0.0,0.0,0.0420003170408592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950391005579922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697766407115572,0.10557223827088462,0.07320765106110877,0.13751054345791766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661650840380007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431980523559648,0.14438087939738764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870768436019776,0.0,0.049585256895974365,0.05209646896343662,0.0,0.0,0.04545324756549854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047920404754953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372140280705683,0.0,0.0,0.040530301334761085,0.0,0.07548367355145963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641100748095372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039259131851222345,0.0,0.0,0.09675831955228384,0.12063728048751035,0.0730735497246188,0.0,0.0,0.03359220074675244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035683767585827995,0.0,0.08296369195522628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03153009782168604,0.03041024205177378,0.0,0.037677678979565817,0.027674116924068518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888801023644392,0.0,0.0,0.04940719323612529,0.0,0.04098991936033343,0.052270124638765694,0.03915920051516523,0.02799294470959184,0.0,0.1903464343542484,0.0,0.04267194560774184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04574943106578245,0.0,0.13820482843022722,0.0,0.0,0.06742797987627834,0.0,0.0,0.09168741994839452
lonely,Tiotots,2019/08/25,"Life is great...or not My life from the outside:
Mid 40s male, married to a lovely wife, great kids, in good health, decent income, nice home, active socially, active in sports.

My life the inside:
I have faked my through my life pretending to be what I think people want me to be so I don't even really know who I am. I have never really lived life to its fullest. I am afraid of failure most of the time. I have no close friends, I never kept up with old friends, and there is only so much that I can open up to my wife. Nobody knows the truth. So I feel alone.",3.2388793103448283,3.9040049568965536,4.102931034482761,91.47267241379312,72.70689655172413,7.179310344827586,22.25862068965517,7.1686216300943375,0.4603482758620694,429,9,98,4,8,138,76,116,0.061,0.701,0.23800000000000002,0.9658,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,5,0,11,7,0,0,3,15,18,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,6,0,1,2,4,4,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,16,7,14,15,2,11,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,1,4,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726453930828614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010024939347526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428582763703267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25757575834470303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398155702533592,0.0,0.3675628975880565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718862633039711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672083333029921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322204905535516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5887068330287033,0.0,0.0,0.14719443689373518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504484369286097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253975367328712,0.0,0.2571303931099787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491800238300478,0.0,0.0,0.12677879886497628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556508695758785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135777325942648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992421135307267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681120593276648,0.0,0.0,0.0972009955314291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832082812594252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jazzyjass00,2019/08/25,"Lonely land When you finally a notification, you hope it's someone hitting you up. But it's just a Facebook notification. All alone.",2.568749999999998,5.4823183750000055,5.433333333333334,66.79500000000002,94.41666666666666,7.4,31.0,8.07648339933343,3.4732000000000003,107,6,17,3,4,38,18,24,0.184,0.6970000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.1531,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193383826429088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5493006501294483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980409236356344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248666596302624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BangersAndBops,2019/08/25,"Ouch Let’s be honest, if I stopped texting, snapping, and dming everybody first they’d probably forget I even exist. I talk to like 3 people but I have to hit them all up first, always initiating conversation, always left on read. I’m starting to feel like nobody gives a fuck about me or should I say realize.",2.166714285714285,4.854735766666664,3.8795238095238105,82.51500000000003,83.0,6.761904761904763,23.57142857142857,7.957251820313856,1.663642857142857,246,9,45,5,7,82,50,60,0.13,0.748,0.122,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,2,4,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,10,11,4,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,8,3,6,6,1,7,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,2,6,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042897163125704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045903633806094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283734827212525,0.1735557978271841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41328788264661415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459335606731454,0.0,0.2330493970968891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639541285220013,0.24842176988569445,0.0,0.237375622792406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842343763698756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619295240388264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24300492152326855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319498579177566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719536011071051,0.0,0.0,0.20310803151569712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952653094916851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xemotrashpanda,2019/08/25,"Today's my birthday and I never felt so alone. Well I'm not the type of person who tries to seek attention regarding such stuff but I feel so lost. I just felt the need to vent.

I turned 18 today and no one cares. Not even my ex- girlfriend, not even my friends. Even my fucking parents forgot to wish me a happy birthday. They're just going on with their lives and don't give a shit about me. It feels weird because I'm a teenager and a high school senior, and I thought I had a bunch of friends but turns out they are all fake. It feels terrible not being loved or being cared about.

I may seem like an attention seeker but it just hurts when you're being left out. I've been walked over so many times in life that I have lost count.

Also the guy I've been seeing just dumped me over a text on Kik. I feel so miserable. Somebody please tell me my life isn't worth living 💔",1.608418514946962,3.492059530054646,2.5361041465766654,96.05308582449369,79.38251366120218,5.3987785278045655,19.507875281260052,6.2272716619740125,-0.1821357119897136,686,16,155,5,17,216,114,183,0.23,0.637,0.133,-0.9671,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,2,17,18,3,1,10,0,11,5,1,0,2,36,35,15,0,2,12,2,6,1,3,1,2,0,0,2,6,8,0,1,10,0,1,2,8,10,1,1,9,7,20,8,15,22,2,17,0,4,1,2,13,9,2,3,7,95,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125989188823753,0.0,0.1013504380434236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725686412736225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584308438717713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511230663187071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563253713474454,0.0,0.24337216045205165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583126771954848,0.11716504834626755,0.0,0.12157636519640258,0.07202677952281804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548819969213146,0.0,0.1349124354676534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339031520519319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135673113820744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376986335259538,0.0,0.17903424789360406,0.061916627472189865,0.0,0.223819767538757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766938238910595,0.0,0.1143838547520676,0.0,0.0,0.128490037536496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397286426650234,0.09774633136198728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587934327313841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140724919687429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066066426344956,0.0,0.1391176644593857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282632243113912,0.10099188911157296,0.11537535828742845,0.0,0.0,0.1300923036234828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508197586162008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077252728816844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061393422971666,0.07390056541364494,0.0,0.2402611180979692,0.0,0.0,0.08604517406686374,0.2757039461920016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395055229277448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573972065475874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cheeesychipss,2019/08/25,"Pushed everyone away years ago... As the title says, I pushed everyone away years ago. Only a couple of friends are still in my life. I feel so incredibly lonely and sad. I have just turned 30, but most of my 20s have been this way.",1.3956521739130423,3.735654217391304,2.6197391304347843,92.66656521739132,82.91304347826087,6.288695652173913,17.895652173913042,7.554174236665415,0.2806313043478261,178,4,39,3,5,57,36,46,0.09300000000000001,0.862,0.045,-0.2886,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,1,6,5,1,11,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153121502120851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401872484410671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592026360014581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476881774368579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184481643472425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098757888256228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546374560434565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781641875591765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862918057904728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870791850333732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25480603935587715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859435375245921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017096585583536
lonely,s7reak,2019/08/25,"I feel pressured... Hi! 22 M, and I feel pressured in all aspects in life.

Back story, I've been a victim of bullying from grade school to college. I'm an introvert, I don't like talking that is not interesting for me. I don't like having more friends because I treasure the quality of friendship, not the quantity. In high school, I discovered myself that I am good at drawing/making art. So when there had an art project/drawing, they're went to make them an art. I feel that I am used to have their grades. And every time that has a major event (like NBA Finals and a movie release, particular the Marvel ones), they talked about it, and no one wanted to talk to me because I'm not interested at it.

In college, I discovered (again) that I am good at video editing/photography/graphic design. So, when the project comes, they choose me as a member of their group, sometimes a leader. I feel that I'm used again 'coz after the project finishes, no one wanted to make friends with me.

One time, I had a crush on my classmate, and I'm happy that I make friends with her. But after 2 months, she is very cold to me. I've just found out that her friends influence her. They make sure that we will not be together. Also, they sent me very long messages on facebook citing that there are many reasons why should we go in a relationship. I was really upset 'coz I built a good relationship with the girl and because of her friends' influence, it pop like a bubble.

They graduated on time, and I'm still here at university. I deleted all of my social media accounts for not being jealous on their success.  It makes me toxic. And now, my family is questioning me when do I have a romantic relationship? What's my plan? Do I still have friends? What job do I take? I feel pressured, and depressed. Every night, I can't sleep because of overthinking. *""Why are the bullies is more successful than me?""* I cried a lot every time I remember my past. I experience more mental breakdowns than before. I don't know what to do in my life. I just want to be happy and successful and I don't know where to start. I don't have **strong** support system. I don't like my daily routine now. I just want to change myself.",2.111103359173125,4.526538239534887,3.531550387596902,86.7626227390181,80.55813953488372,6.42687338501292,25.136950904392762,7.635375032292933,1.44082842377261,1713,67,337,28,45,561,195,430,0.095,0.75,0.156,0.9857,1,0,0,0,0,0,77.0,2,0,9,5,21,32,2,4,21,0,35,3,1,12,3,59,66,19,0,5,9,0,5,5,6,2,2,0,0,1,17,18,0,0,12,4,1,4,14,7,0,4,7,6,65,25,44,54,7,46,0,1,0,0,35,17,0,2,29,231,82,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506065911090743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255802613863046,0.0,0.19837635033464596,0.0,0.06922827806790166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606425121665494,0.07008130833971084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936615144083862,0.0,0.0,0.07007212163844834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563874994086234,0.0,0.0,0.0795821402080677,0.07669554441505662,0.0,0.20568112393810972,0.0,0.0,0.08912192586591297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920305967023784,0.3771343745026404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04623669951364973,0.20471358784728966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321073580407367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595747090697488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073364300543713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942266579438825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149288192162805,0.19873306277863584,0.0,0.0,0.0719978266671328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916627582092505,0.0,0.0,0.2715300411469841,0.0824825890513465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198808500054992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493787776521329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634744132704699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22051672534334188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766386013200972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113775286069883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052118973402404366,0.08364789749235862,0.0,0.2620388814699001,0.09216090690504186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646739782183064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141512386557903,0.08293257302023767,0.0,0.0,0.0804635294836886,0.0,0.057584456907298014,0.0,0.12994260318052991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923222437294904,0.07667741522263813,0.0,0.06116986476495746,0.19617350368098005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897582126846052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405315634324395,0.0,0.1342550499498176,0.19194437786201965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541816938664082,0.1468229381824445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sdafadadasvedarve,2019/08/25,"Need help, i will go to a colleage's wedding.  

Hey reddit.

I  started to work in a new place couple weeks ago. Although i work in an  inferior position in the company, everyone is super friendly, especially  a colleage in particular, who is getting married soon. And he invited  me to his wedding, even made and given me one of those fancy cards  prepared by attendee's names.

Now  the weird part. I dont really know Mr.Groom, i cant actually say that we  are ""friends"". Moreover Im not really close to any of these people from  work, there is noone I can say ""I could hang on with him/her"".  And of  course there is the fact that I dont have anybody to take to the  wedding, while everyone is going to come with their  husbands/girlfriends/whomever.

I  feel like Im gonna embarrass myself under these conditions. I feel like i  was invited just out of courtesy and better to not go. Then again there  will be that ""wtf dude"" moment with the guy if i dont attend. Should i  just make up an excuse?

TLDR: I  have no idea how to act in a wedding as a loner. I dont know anyone well  enough to sit together on their table. Aaaand I dont have anyone to  take with me. What should I do?",2.531652542372882,4.239533097457631,4.362000000000002,84.80630508474577,76.07627118644069,7.262372881355933,25.783050847457627,8.07648339933343,1.591943050847458,905,33,184,15,20,307,139,236,0.07400000000000001,0.82,0.106,0.7933,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,2,5,11,10,0,1,12,0,24,0,0,3,1,31,41,10,0,5,5,0,2,2,2,5,0,2,0,1,8,12,0,0,5,0,0,7,9,3,1,1,3,4,25,7,32,31,2,31,0,1,0,0,19,12,0,1,13,126,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.10623080583429337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649704881013238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740279399954885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223366683160805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627705239481328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377249974751163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691515578001173,0.12045055462583887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6379104365234763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248057912889138,0.0,0.07190042738555452,0.0,0.0,0.20803912376646186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008489196041676,0.15553796562413322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682085845505812,0.0,0.05687440139818997,0.0,0.18560145334841133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778765155237274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296597886315044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288870516150155,0.23517307717408564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965225970067395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636614253202874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300513904075566,0.07266431326159928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071766408145628,0.0,0.10513682419060533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376576244604517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788382740637568,0.0,0.07546921272997366,0.0,0.11373461930168573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394758898200585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313829578172407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770510511108771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369703317816114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732022622019064,0.0,0.09787742955008824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377522251242408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,storiessa,2019/08/25,"Offering to read bedtime stories [EU only, because of timezones, sorry!] Title. Sometimes this can do wonders to falling asleep, so here you go! I have been told that I have a very calm and comforting voice :) I am not awkward about it. Please provide me a bit of info about yourself (including your age) and when you‘d go to sleep, so we can see if I can be there at that time ^^ I am mostly free in EU nighttime, most likely weekends but maybe also during the week. Also, please pick a story you want me to read, as I do not know what you‘d like to hear :) 
Please no chat requests, it always bugs out for me!",2.8997500000000014,4.616009475000002,3.84,88.905,75.08333333333334,5.8000000000000025,25.333333333333336,6.2581,0.8102333333333336,467,16,93,3,10,150,87,120,0.031,0.767,0.20199999999999999,0.9594,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,5,0,0,9,6,0,1,4,0,13,2,2,1,0,15,21,10,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,4,1,3,3,1,0,0,2,3,15,6,14,16,3,11,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,4,7,66,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782667016437636,0.14476697002253427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060578186689764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899432943606194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775597180201504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609037029597626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561596286774064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999764417604196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478831417188753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323211588036329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5729400046536209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34805818471315403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864113672508024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410765808084944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172072656948291,0.19475861647397846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145030936350516,0.0,0.0,0.16624726672821266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355337941193438,0.10261909742506352,0.0,0.13955787427264835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867606865290576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Anonymouse_pirson909,2019/08/25,Kill me now... I need to die...now...I’m nothing in this broken world,-2.611666666666668,-1.5614569285714277,-0.2842857142857138,105.41261904761903,118.28571428571428,1.866666666666667,11.809523809523812,3.1291,-1.971161904761904,49,1,12,0,3,16,13,14,0.48100000000000004,0.519,0.0,-0.8528,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.534400646587202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5696773389772509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818030703365156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940749880985562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,solohippie,2019/08/25,"Do you ever just have so many things to say but no one to say them to?  I always have so many thoughts and things I want to share, but I literally don’t have anyone to say them to.",1.4861666666666693,2.265635950000004,3.180000000000004,96.01166666666668,77.0,6.333333333333334,18.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.4564166666666663,138,2,36,1,3,46,23,40,0.07,0.8240000000000001,0.106,0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,6,1,6,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148029953300737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050575569542485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335131017248321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234508562849229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749303550508444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6158780689648841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430091982730641,0.0,0.0,0.20494371017589927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226463261295806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,somekidwithcars,2019/08/25,"It's my birthday today and I feel really sad and lonely. I came here to express my emotions and feel some type of comfort with all of you. Lately I been so sad and crying a lot. I wish I had friends and they would take me out or anything fun. I honestly just want a hug. Being on Instagram and snapchat makes me miserable, looking at everybody's life and seeing how much fun they are having. My mind is all over the place, thinking about how I would change my life if I could. I just have to live life day by day and willing to escape my comfort zone. Thank you for reading, you beautiful human :)
If I could I would give all of you the biggest warmest bestest hug ever.",2.953252525252527,4.567358911111113,3.968215488215488,88.47151515151516,74.7037037037037,6.686868686868688,27.08754208754209,7.348242739294969,1.3667037037037035,523,20,107,6,11,169,86,135,0.10099999999999999,0.636,0.263,0.9705,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,2,0,8,13,0,1,4,0,13,5,0,3,4,36,25,14,0,9,5,0,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,1,11,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,4,24,9,14,15,6,12,0,4,2,2,10,6,0,5,5,80,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387118998422947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192789656003772,0.0,0.0,0.17831590642951206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691655701835069,0.0,0.18515708988363805,0.21741667703487375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896092016552731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524736894456815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045969973357467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023033544608262,0.0,0.0,0.1616997224826979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901449165055403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35718029757502906,0.0,0.0,0.148843051191293,0.0,0.14154935743588798,0.0,0.0,0.14330511208787644,0.0,0.0,0.11251622996888963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019924476122822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391222938764335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611107855243954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860729468399402,0.0,0.10798492815594124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134321834806984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673740522386906,0.0,0.0,0.15518894750738807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800751800104984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597767627657859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942204585140027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938376126520167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35922414253704216,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Avaninaerwen,2019/08/25,"Weekends are the worst... When you are faced with wide swathes of time with nothing to do because you had no plans because you had no one to make plans with. I spend all week yearning for a break from the daily drudgery of work, but when it comes it brings nothing but loneliness.
Maybe the ""right"" thing to do is spend all this free time studying or doing something else productive,  but that still wouldnt make me feel better about not having friends...
Anyone else feel this way? Any suggestions for this situation?",6.814035087719297,7.706724736842109,5.117631578947371,86.57258771929827,64.78947368421052,8.017543859649122,31.62280701754386,7.793537801064563,1.950122807017544,410,15,78,4,6,117,66,95,0.031,0.835,0.134,0.9113,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,4,4,5,0,0,4,0,10,1,1,2,2,17,16,6,0,2,5,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,1,3,2,4,2,0,1,2,2,5,4,12,13,3,13,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,7,52,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123198398265416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521721661370476,0.2127964125206155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532040152944591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367928545019754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890104983552313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469860317533319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100221578370722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045585032111126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27726085927281474,0.0,0.20864611176383374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985560710118061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407317964120444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736067747934353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334450914873227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988499786779692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658564079217182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379757693991784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24220397898131205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648495913887187,0.16659127339816945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119614951072768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cokekitten_77,2019/08/25,"Struggling I live with my bf, yet I always feel lonely. I think I feel that way because I’m secretly struggling with staying clean, something he just doesn’t understand. And it almost feels like I just don’t want to talk to anyone I know, I don’t want to open up to them. Does anyone else ever feel that way? You’re lonely but don’t wanna talk to people you know? I need to get so much out, I just don’t like having serious conversations in person. I hate to cry, or be sad. So I just post on reddit all night hoping I get some comments.. then I don’t",1.8294827586206883,3.4445678103448287,3.5822758620689648,90.04031034482759,77.79310344827586,6.019310344827588,20.220689655172414,6.742157984588678,0.22822689655172426,430,10,93,4,10,144,69,116,0.19399999999999998,0.7,0.106,-0.9035,0,4,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,8,10,1,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,29,24,6,0,5,6,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,9,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,0,4,16,3,14,23,3,13,0,3,0,0,10,5,0,4,6,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378525882926728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609796826785905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22873486073182697,0.16759017600376538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970681597827097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966686858321154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431355562847147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663634984155426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795258632143504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33081056188572355,0.1168498258171136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091039786108522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614851333062498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245550132871892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978048830128776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598177676791907,0.0,0.14442960264020346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023802192632005,0.1212802925695334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349330240154607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339436422053638,0.1428173743831933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664865839543513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591920425552214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433697105659346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34198425138691424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26293235590951136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480491216884424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702754137505852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294802761788352,0.2596582499463677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DesiresToBeCute,2019/08/25,"Kind of miss speaking to people my own age. So I'm a pretty fucked up person to put it bluntly. I graduated a year ago and in high school I never spoke to a single person really. There were occasional moments where I was forced to interact with people that I secretly loved (but also hated). I remember in my high school gym class a group of girls kind of accepted me into their little clique. I had trouble communicating with them because of the pain. But it made me feel human. I am attracted (and relate exclusively) to women and I haven't spoken to a gal my age since junior year. So approximately 2.5 years ago. It's rather lonely. It does kind of make me a little crazy. I have absolutely zero interest in dating... I just want to speak to a girl my age. I think about it often now. 

I have never really had anyone that I can speak to about personal stuff before. I read stories online about people having friendships and I become so jealous. Makes me pretty upset honestly. Years ago when I was still in middle school I used to play video games online with my best friend Christian. He was really emotionally distant but I still cared about him a lot. I still do. Junior year he told me I was really depressing recently. He told me that he couldn't be around me if I kept acting like I was. At the time I lacked the perspective to really see how I was acting. So that was kind of the end of socializing for me. I said goodbye to him and haven't spoke to him since. He made it obvious that he wanted to speak to me senior year. I accepted that I just couldn't communicate with people anymore. All of senior year I never said a word. 

I look on Facebook and see all of those people. What's weird is that I consider them all my friends. Even though I haven't spoken to them in years now. We went to high school together. That makes us friends to me.",2.3775136612021868,4.663789237704922,4.172814207650273,83.25353825136614,78.75409836065573,7.236065573770492,20.8224043715847,8.256446698504663,1.2206043715846988,1455,39,282,29,36,490,174,366,0.066,0.818,0.11599999999999999,0.9498,0,2,0,0,0,0,40.0,2,0,4,1,25,27,3,1,13,0,23,3,0,7,7,49,50,18,0,7,7,0,1,1,3,0,1,8,0,7,17,13,0,1,6,5,0,4,8,10,0,1,20,12,56,17,46,27,8,51,1,3,3,2,41,17,1,3,31,197,73,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975943712887527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941977923809441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368823440795266,0.05195412028568782,0.0,0.0,0.0661450858374687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045294188162348974,0.08206140732960371,0.06322605789799779,0.0,0.0779760167228753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575647420781673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399673866512458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502272442934334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358044786295235,0.06581006809629765,0.0,0.0,0.04907618046293898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03756963776531025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722180622074793,0.0686915758980049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335845540378398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23551439602466706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094989834648916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03630050749251379,0.14894149265529144,0.0,0.0,0.062395488119369034,0.0,0.0,0.06316943136088671,0.06706101649859747,0.1406138732685715,0.14879272963368656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719202859796553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906322756036356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25756040944453656,0.19463454824115745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118495583891545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469465671360634,0.0,0.0,0.0743227284310286,0.0,0.238000808476884,0.0,0.07336487438794237,0.0,0.08417038526070016,0.0,0.14135761556460766,0.0,0.0,0.30079287746871586,0.11841913802635334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292779196974304,0.0,0.0,0.07574216504799468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780145075409159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850587243977224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047610119383900584,0.0730019479624954,0.0,0.04332645588140178,0.0,0.0,0.14199867723409135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937690452665263,0.0641736080547936,0.0,0.0,0.08765122206272337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887927415331263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827876149807691
lonely,deathornachos,2019/08/25,feels crushing It's been two years since I last posted here. It seems I've come full circle. Things were good for awhile. I guess it always fall apart. I'm a new college student. I didn't have many friends in high school. I don't have anyone here. I feel more alone now. It seems like everyone already knows each other. I thought it would be good that no one knows who I am. I didn't realize that it doesn't matter. I'm still the exact same person. I'm still the awkward ugly girl who bores everyone she talks to. I feel isolated.,0.4818479685452139,2.8934707431192703,1.6280799475753618,97.25727064220186,89.2752293577982,4.5821756225425965,17.87745740498034,6.1826913282559595,-0.2842377457404979,417,11,91,4,14,131,75,109,0.18899999999999997,0.733,0.078,-0.8326,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,11,0,0,0,1,16,24,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,12,2,0,0,9,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,5,3,10,4,3,17,4,13,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,7,51,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952027758268155,0.19127681123069407,0.0,0.14422659119929715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119816949386535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931066898406534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312534146798564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26292648017124914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391632064696274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29076628729058884,0.0,0.0,0.19094537757261884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313538644406696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905181048758043,0.1412891863622529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468154278425909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573202958906273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674056850038907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745464148438595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513473223257973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660046972328853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542182383965602,0.0,0.3155909402027559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338250060563315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27684724315316506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931816136370948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515446360724385,0.0,0.0,0.1376067063729084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932074357740026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313049104199796,0.0,0.0,0.1116204980121952
lonely,Princess_Mousie,2019/08/25,"This isn't what I expected marriage to be. I am so much more lonely since getting married last November. Most of my closest friends are/were online, but now our living arrangement limits how often I can use my computer, and I miss my friends. My husband's friends are all local, but he keeps them totally separate from me. I feel like I live in a tiny box, and I have literally started keeping a teddy bear again for comfort and companionship.",6.763214285714284,7.147422226190474,7.397714285714287,71.94728571428574,64.83333333333333,10.529523809523807,39.41904761904762,10.355215969177356,4.3358647619047614,353,19,61,8,5,117,68,84,0.046,0.758,0.196,0.9315,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,1,5,7,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,2,16,13,7,0,1,2,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,14,5,5,12,5,7,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,2,5,44,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261517128960654,0.17823863415253208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5782755658925967,0.0,0.13035036922050824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435236374446047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337099019102872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189021432102845,0.0,0.4406157206613917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340686989890864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063840968654894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659320738715886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154827956927494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nac45,2019/08/25,"I know I need to share this in order to b healthier with myself. Recently me and gf broke up amicably. I feel as though I've become very awkward, and this bad because we work at the same place. We have monthly meetings, and this past one, my co-workers and myself were responsible for setting up for an upcoming event. Afterwards they decided to take a picture. Now, I have had a history of being uncomfortable at these meetings, and I also hate taking pictures. However, the picture was posted later to social media and there is this empty spot in the picture and I feel stupid for joining in. I know 90& of my isolation is self incited and I really just realized how forlorn I really am after the break up. I feel as though no one has really reached out to me to see if I'm ok, and I realize that's all my fault. How can someone ask if you're ok if they don't know your situation? So now I'm going through an exceptionally unhealthy cycle of pushing more people away. I needed to say this somewhere, because quite frankly, I feel as though I've already shut all the doors on myself.",5.801321776814731,6.1612479765258215,7.087323943661975,73.43278439869992,66.88732394366197,10.121921271217047,34.22499097146984,10.035473477838034,3.49417905381004,861,38,157,19,13,294,131,213,0.145,0.805,0.049,-0.9665,1,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,1,2,2,12,9,2,1,9,2,12,0,0,2,2,35,29,22,0,5,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,7,13,0,0,10,0,0,2,2,6,0,2,3,6,26,3,31,25,4,28,0,1,1,0,13,13,0,3,9,115,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717016011512489,0.11389767830979725,0.0,0.15431804753819295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314868359205015,0.0,0.13381351306720496,0.0,0.11891940333109473,0.1736426132432092,0.15729785424184595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28805859404240675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094373465130711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406157656931704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348201085288319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368273258982728,0.0,0.0,0.2112135136404738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302250690598305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359613240704127,0.0987399584327176,0.0,0.14880440879104595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364043277179466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514871271171737,0.0,0.0,0.2737244049266966,0.0,0.14062806980136672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326253123751755,0.0,0.0,0.113494740821942,0.0,0.14858093324818047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600923100983139,0.0,0.14518493437271696,0.12067672479586675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417260982174374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197972034717801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751601274576155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073750250984132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,plantknees,2019/08/25,"Good, sad music Anyone know any music for a lonely weekend night? I’m all alone in my apt in the city... drinking wine.",0.4287500000000009,2.795221041666672,2.2800000000000007,92.965,88.58333333333334,3.2,16.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.9090666666666664,91,2,18,0,3,30,22,24,0.267,0.632,0.102,-0.5719,0,3,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693256615559536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308156832972018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31685229013129795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439134666758857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800798494141501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249038818380953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252496032318043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,raw_toast_07,2019/08/25,"Does anyone else feel this way? So I have been in school, and I’m in a little “friend” group. There’s probably at least 7-9 people I talk to on a day to day basis. 

But none of them seem like they’re actually my friend. Like, no one cares if I’m there or not, and I don’t dare talk to anyone about how I’m feeling. A lot of them only talk to me rarely and the others just talk awkwardly around me. 

I feel like no one ever wants me there or even likes me. 

TL;DR: My “friends” suck and I feel like no one likes me. Yay.",-0.05239234449760488,1.5627180350877197,2.011467304625203,99.10011961722489,83.56140350877193,5.1980861244019145,14.749601275917065,6.1124844417494595,-0.9612350877192984,392,5,101,3,11,131,70,114,0.09300000000000001,0.65,0.257,0.9618,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,10,13,1,1,4,1,3,0,0,1,1,20,14,10,0,2,6,0,4,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,1,4,14,11,12,13,3,10,0,0,0,0,10,6,1,5,9,61,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.13595947688815987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483622989246172,0.14275322071640978,0.0,0.12402730601172232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204942498720935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970404970569814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192278894807584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163867684366996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092021748480603,0.1260259325118971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817842565851307,0.19906523608125667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32292258800053397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083980626059875,0.13963858277236044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844771678480613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283227291621927,0.10596167407516498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658925773314717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021411901018408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100265268242412,0.0,0.1268347311558089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44793127534865496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217651246070894,0.11058837799835508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Aquila-King,2019/08/25,"I just want to love and be loved... I'll say this, and no one here will believe me, but I'll say it anyway because it's true...

Nobody has ever loved me. NOBODY. 

My parents were narcissists incapable of love, I just straight-up have no extended family, my ""friends"" have only ever been acquaintances, and I'm a 26 y/o virgin guy who's never even had a girlfriend cause I'm shy and have social anxiety issues...

I have absolutely no one... No one who even knows I'm alive or cares... Nobody in the history of my life as ever truly loved me... 

I'm just worthless trash. I'm tired of keeping hope alive for years on end, just to keep being stuck in the same place I have been. I should just die... Not that anyone will care...",0.9079109589041108,3.1471509383561687,2.8399828767123303,90.95394691780822,84.13698630136986,5.8417808219178085,19.39897260273973,7.1686216300943375,0.4230287671232875,551,15,117,8,16,184,89,146,0.166,0.633,0.20199999999999999,0.8808,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,0,4,0,15,8,0,1,5,25,33,7,1,3,8,1,0,0,2,3,2,2,0,1,6,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,5,2,11,10,10,23,1,10,0,1,0,6,14,4,0,2,6,74,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790835433443626,0.0,0.0,0.08949025199850526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801861123674804,0.0,0.0,0.1441955322591055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609789533571747,0.1314760913265387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282846749152252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335693002964485,0.0,0.0,0.16906608109626226,0.34730991659183114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206530890041082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888107494903978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672550429227578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271182163133008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335833335552548,0.0,0.2275183145675713,0.0,0.0,0.07033733795986237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039975633393324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5775583565591266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871010314083284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26017832221543136,0.09733853832425113,0.0,0.0,0.14211245724802332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371733012935144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035579913769927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046482934914894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710020004918578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548900748619626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241829507017108
lonely,someonerandomwhat,2019/08/25,"If I can't fix this I will have to let myself go... The past 2 and a half year I have been lonely. Today I have an successful clothing brand and I sell online. Obviously I work at home. Often I meet new people related to my company but my daily work is at home alone with my brother that works with me. This started 2 and half years ago.

I dropped my job at an advertising agency where I never had a real good friend, just job colleagues. So I don't miss that. My real friends where made in elementary school, high school and college. My friends from the time I was a kid are there, I can call them. But they are all with new friend's, and it's not like I would feel comfortable to say ""hey, dude, im lonely and I have nobody"". They actually don't know that, they probably think I'm going fine just like them. These are the real and deep friends I had.

I never made any friends on High School and I think this time was when my social phobia began. Everyone there where just stupid for me and treated me like I was a weirdo just because I was new. I just said fuck them and lived 2 years pretending it was ok. No one knew that too. Not even my parents.

At college I had maybe the best time of my life. I had a girlfriend she was hot, I was always at parties, I started smoking weed and that helped me a lot on hanging around with people. When I broke up I met some other girls, but never had a second long term relationship. 

Well, after a while I saw that almost 90% of my college friends where superficial friendship that depended all on smoking weed. 3 years ago o had drop it because it was fucking me up with anxiety and paranoia. Also, I began using other drugs wich I was never addicted, but I was on the path to it. So I decided to change my life and don't do any drugs anymore. Consequently my ""friends"" started losing their interest on me and i lost my interest on them either. 

So I decided to make money and do what I loved, Wich is graphic design. As I said I started a company and I am doing really good with my brother. 

The problem is as I work at home I just don't have friends anymore.

We as humans adapt to anything you know. And I thought I was adapted to being lonely. But this weekend I was trying to hookup with a girl that came to me on Instagram and I was feeling so good just because I was having a deep connection with her.

We was going on a date today. But she said in the last minute she would not go because had a personal problem. I know we are not going to chat anymore as we did in the last 3 weeks. I know that I am absolutely lonely again and I don't have no perspective on meeting new people or girl's. 

I know I'm doing fine on the rest of my life. But life without other people around and deep connections like love is not worth it.

I hope I can make it. But if can't, I will be happy to leave this place we are all stuck on.",2.596415850883215,4.009971740237695,4.162642054690604,87.53921504172236,75.23089983022072,6.982205685799949,25.09558212621464,7.616502295504843,1.1765670700429869,2221,74,473,29,47,742,235,589,0.14400000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.3661,3,9,2,0,0,0,62.0,5,1,8,8,27,43,3,0,24,1,62,11,0,6,8,100,105,43,0,7,25,3,3,4,10,4,7,4,3,6,26,36,0,0,13,3,3,7,19,13,1,4,38,8,93,30,55,60,9,81,0,8,1,4,52,34,2,9,42,340,119,13,0.0,0.0,0.058387955315739565,0.06522633062639707,0.0,0.0,0.10607592270015333,0.0,0.05991367395226764,0.06196849578288791,0.0,0.04784808293027818,0.04978548957734093,0.0,0.0,0.0813763958322059,0.0,0.045771750672225386,0.0,0.17801348958952665,0.0,0.0,0.04923710531400724,0.1065273413386404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589351217665014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279058863175521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109574150491402,0.06843251809614835,0.0,0.0,0.06329492331958894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877356635471227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0395188468015471,0.0,0.0,0.05717258269390115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060506288192420626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160384418247231,0.1106284897831486,0.0,0.0,0.17002113588951998,0.1505541576450114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369288110838069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04010450904492252,0.12643278603811073,0.18005083215010134,0.059427240326354526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462944064890433,0.0,0.1187491826420801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644120727966586,0.09754305716494258,0.0,0.06335405026207029,0.0,0.06118285445512967,0.16904604865946124,0.1169246816588265,0.0,0.05283325363646485,0.052949939767690066,0.0,0.06693733889854013,0.06531431579093341,0.0508675095931096,0.10800245709282276,0.11323004487012304,0.07987740735743394,0.0,0.06010985649620881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458625969174272,0.23114666766080885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04054409648600022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664369859425364,0.0,0.057116956253812814,0.1659214758274664,0.05224349043788647,0.06251229873938997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450962793696667,0.11450337382516385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430768384858666,0.038330275095247585,0.0,0.0,0.06423778620787192,0.0,0.0,0.17074342077054072,0.04758125949508313,0.0,0.18166125906017855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099176807799079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939919805598766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667658715032201,0.0,0.04750037554748802,0.10466655450442744,0.0,0.11342855665554713,0.0,0.0,0.04062238608912127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167612804209746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047994076922071915,0.0,0.0537966641418918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767646032249365,0.0,0.17423528812569095,0.0,0.0,0.08500667910750892,0.0,0.0,0.15412084815135893
lonely,highquarius,2019/08/25,"I don’t know who I am anymore I have been feeling so isolated and paranoid recently. Like I don’t know who to trust and who is *really* my friend. I see everyone fucking eachother over and talking shit/“spilling tea” behind each other’s backs, but being friendly to their faces. I just don’t know where to draw the line in the sand, and I’m so scared to open up to people because I don’t want to have my business out there. Plus, I can’t tell (besides with a few people) if my friends/acquaintances *actually* like me or if they’re just faking it and talking behind my back. I’ve grown so anxious about this this summer, I’ve basically become a recluse and I have completely avoided social media. I hope when the year kicks back up I will be back in school so I’ll be busy enough to not overthink like this, but I’m miserable. I’m so scared that everything I believe is a lie, and that I’m the butt of every joke. Anybody else feel this way or understand why I feel this way? 

It’s reached a point where I just feel that I am a horrible person who’s hated by everyone and who doesn’t deserve things like love or friendship because I have so much bad karma that it’s catching up to me.",2.215566778900115,4.144630259259266,3.576986531986531,89.0905303030303,77.68312757201645,6.558099513655069,25.86026936026936,7.520522993642371,1.3043925925925923,935,36,195,13,22,306,131,243,0.174,0.6709999999999999,0.155,-0.8745,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,18,18,2,4,9,0,19,5,2,0,0,35,37,23,0,4,11,0,5,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,19,13,1,1,8,1,0,2,7,8,0,0,1,6,23,10,22,32,4,23,1,1,1,3,14,11,2,6,12,129,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.12173355801539835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409268436673338,0.12371395975583195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836861836028309,0.10415723462138124,0.1520873289070194,0.13777154148757667,0.0,0.1405453967583812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079322402732854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042088109780566,0.0,0.0,0.12889538959491026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510341629441748,0.23839923404140945,0.1121131608985604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523001774642689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275604025838955,0.1153251523053633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231602992321698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390037241145115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567049995835693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24377729004512325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258763305906133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170225429635047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296556707988192,0.10892290952399496,0.0,0.0,0.11792476530706998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991512533400309,0.0,0.12317107595866116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24978390173117826,0.12624904856585062,0.09940596754569207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804940501363826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716226998588415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053132426885464,0.10903301591276132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287532959304977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986440596753046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357809456245408,0.19803425310271894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256335975926336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033197561192168
lonely,Trowit25away,2019/08/25,"I think im a psychopath A safe one not a killer.

But Its hard fir me to express myself and to talk to ppl right",-1.5174358974358988,0.2340170000000015,0.951538461538462,103.67679487179493,90.53846153846152,3.466666666666667,16.358974358974358,3.1291,-1.3209333333333335,86,2,23,0,3,29,21,26,0.054000000000000006,0.6990000000000001,0.24600000000000002,0.7133,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363638832022271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5261732424488732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300851515347343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159978597207888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915286430923545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121268579436677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,disappointing_cactus,2019/08/25,"Why am I like this? I feel that I should be living the life. I'm in my junior year of college and I have a lot of friends.

And yet even when I am sitting in a room with some of my closest friends or at one of the university parties I feel so alone. 

No matter how many times my friends try to comfort me and say they are hear for me it feels like a bunch of lies.

I just feel that everyone is just tolerating me because they pity me.

I hate it so much because I really should be happy and yet I can't stop thinking about how I would be happier if I just got over myself.

I dont know what to do anymore. I want to push everyone away and keep my head down for the rest of the time I am in school and then I can figure the rest out later.",1.805,2.5870241296296332,3.660185185185188,92.86583333333336,76.22222222222223,6.881481481481483,23.993827160493822,7.1686216300943375,0.6339901234567908,567,17,140,6,12,192,97,162,0.08,0.733,0.187,0.9427,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,13,9,1,0,8,0,16,2,1,2,0,31,28,14,0,5,5,0,4,2,3,3,1,2,1,0,6,8,0,2,7,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,6,27,7,21,21,6,21,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,4,11,106,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782180906241825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606974935839249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223940827563145,0.0,0.0,0.1975529084144436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899065474590977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702413022146656,0.0,0.0,0.30966723123560874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32772377692305016,0.11575950305605293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755689245233919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959605757455675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249175402701425,0.0,0.15997831962308434,0.16629705140709475,0.0,0.18262785078082544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402622671654672,0.0,0.0,0.08905148056234255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445176029558556,0.15832651214240231,0.0,0.14308193368110686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775834598800932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642804228745912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911608399329852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980069038501193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380526470873172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288585908864074,0.0,0.16399043173404707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354704659210618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038269801915428,0.0,0.0,0.1889705438583384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001271268215763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557381723294167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621348971773207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510667226934733,0.0,0.0,0.10434672983516922
lonely,DirtiestSpider1,2019/08/25,"Starting 2nd year of college The 1st year was the loneliest and scariest of my life. tomorrow is my first day of soph year. 

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i hope i get hit by a bus",-0.1463636363636347,2.1666149696969725,1.2870303030303027,97.59054545454543,96.27272727272728,3.852121212121212,24.78181818181818,5.6839178017228535,0.4976109090909096,126,6,27,1,5,40,26,33,0.099,0.816,0.085,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,4,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229225822817748,0.3621471475900561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922089812248429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25350981950999896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571184694035933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960176381787776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105120976206455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21095187258625853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621471475900561,0.5757774870581045
lonely,Fuzzy_Republic,2019/08/25,"Lonely heartbroken and alone. I am being pushed out by person I loved and trusted more than anyone in this world. She did not love me but I never cared. All this turned into awkwardness for her.
I am a depression and anxiety suffering sad piece of shit! Had just 3 friends and all left. Moreover she just left one day and I'm all alone broken and destroyed!
Cheers life!",1.5570422535211286,4.2967106901408485,2.302943661971831,91.19751408450705,89.98591549295773,5.656901408450705,19.77605633802817,7.1686216300943375,0.7397256338028173,293,9,56,5,10,91,54,71,0.435,0.442,0.12300000000000001,-0.9855,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,13,2,1,1,0,5,4,1,0,4,16,10,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,2,0,8,6,7,7,5,9,0,4,0,2,7,6,1,0,2,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553743399143429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817642969836472,0.0,0.0,0.1537167198470839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241407737898652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177813376518225,0.0,0.18934722971767784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698472644414269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777119914313085,0.0,0.1552789684720071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968270246552634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955358747709862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896876986833454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919551594113677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256618378937901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391219829280784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LonelyLuser,2019/08/25,Missing Sibling My brother is going to college and I’m gonna miss him. Anyone know how to feel better?,0.46142857142857,2.9318599047619074,2.873333333333335,86.93000000000004,92.8095238095238,2.8000000000000003,26.04761904761905,3.1291,0.5858761904761902,82,4,14,0,3,28,20,21,0.16699999999999998,0.705,0.128,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,8,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,7,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.476667482092021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6029170958489809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446930587646395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874315026433124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746499873857002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MessyPig,2019/08/25,"Moving on into loneliness I just recently left secondary school and am now starting college and lots of my friends are going elsewhere and i can’t help but feel like i’m gonna be lonely throughout my time at college, i don’t really know how to make friends on my own, all of my friends from school are from when i was younger and making friends just kinda happened on its own. i don’t know what to do or how to handle my situation i start college in a week any help or advice is appreciated",5.413633333333338,5.531773630000004,6.1320000000000014,80.78433333333334,67.7,8.666666666666668,33.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.500766666666667,393,17,79,5,6,129,64,100,0.047,0.7040000000000001,0.249,0.9734,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,4,1,20,21,10,0,0,5,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,11,5,13,18,4,16,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,4,8,54,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656185970211707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287100001750705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913590244630606,0.1290803538372848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5583826051763394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268661705752267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977785369368874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24221673035121494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859789161595265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631318995380445,0.0,0.0,0.08827284874948263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361068054655538,0.0,0.0,0.2412153259048469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203800369205945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575049948415855,0.0,0.17840319344590955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657227682449531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309586420416376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557774727480053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535802254717358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493343348583834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Monkeyman711,2019/08/25,"I was supposed to hang out with new freinds, I basically got stood up I met these new guys a month ago, and they asked me if I wanted to hang out. I said definitely because they were the cooler kids and I dont have a lot of freinds. I asked my mom to drop me off and she brought the whole family to drop me off and then they were gonna do there thing

I texted him beforehand asking if we were still hanging, he said yep. I pull up in front of his house and then he texts me never mind it's been canceled. It was so embarrassing my whole family was in there while I am frantically trying to get info on why it's not happening. After like ten minutes my parents say we have to go. I come back home after a really sad and check snapchat stories and there they are, all of them having the time of their life. They lied to me, and I would be lying if I said I didn't cry. I really got to stop giving my trust into people

And now I came here, telling reddit about how shitty my day was. Dont really know if anybody's gonna read this I just wanted to put it down.",1.371902654867256,2.992876411504426,3.22761946902655,92.048685840708,79.13274336283186,6.466902654867258,19.7070796460177,7.365786028017652,0.28298831858407114,823,19,191,11,20,276,133,226,0.12300000000000001,0.818,0.059000000000000004,-0.9243,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,7,0,11,5,0,2,6,1,19,1,0,1,2,34,41,18,0,7,6,2,0,1,0,3,1,4,1,2,7,17,0,1,2,1,1,10,5,3,0,1,18,4,39,2,28,19,4,39,0,1,0,0,28,11,0,5,17,132,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084080877693499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429909520975027,0.0,0.0,0.0940381294966504,0.0,0.0745505495989532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987412485706624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053472360898996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433649110327947,0.07887084831197941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28666016813712114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305797028038101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389464936628003,0.1173175347719658,0.06950367530342118,0.0,0.19562267942463588,0.0,0.0,0.12109233737223656,0.1081460114474589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267293034284055,0.0,0.0,0.14111324582447188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721072214837362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638133147301948,0.05974768273995432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397174597605653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348416873488602,0.14323167995039582,0.097615556874993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432226905177576,0.2362286143501017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357953137687699,0.0,0.0,0.08478469692490381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294132947355392,0.0,0.0,0.12232916577214968,0.0,0.235037983416547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34899470631529217,0.09725474404026524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766580005212774,0.10224499117627796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689215622554872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124807521780461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713118223149491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303100429299423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442667821834968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035318188654793,0.2730783910256349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687561979278892,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,A-lonely-londoner,2019/08/25,"Any one still up and want to chat? I downloaded reddit yesterday and already I can see it’s an amazingly wholesome place where those in need can find help from people who are suffering and have suffered from similar things!
I want to help as many people as I can, so any one with any worries or just wants to chat I’m here!",8.025948717948722,6.081655492307693,7.746153846153848,78.11717948717948,63.30769230769231,11.743589743589745,35.512820512820504,10.504223727775694,3.365666666666668,257,9,53,5,3,82,46,65,0.139,0.746,0.115,-0.5696,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,11,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,4,1,10,11,0,6,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,1,2,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24482153089583245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526052144539414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277064042719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974082714644462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22492524961395935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450201398748984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006681777473521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30761141639585937,0.0,0.23179032926853485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678900483591006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771729815468931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739001496533655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925659123866892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253036212190103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anonymous454547463,2019/08/25,"what should i do This is going to sound bad but i kind of wish i had no one who cares for me, and this is not me being ungrateful cos i'm really thankful to people who care for me, but i wish they didn't care for me because i don't care for myself and at this stage see no point in me living. I'm so lonely all the time and get drunk most nights. i want to commit suicide for myself not because i believe it will benefit others because it wont and i know that which is why i'm still alive even though i don't want to be. i don't want to hurt anyone by killing myself.",0.7720973514674334,2.1465496456692925,2.849735146743022,95.19510379384396,80.1023622047244,5.563063707945597,18.63206871868289,6.1124844417494595,-0.32341889763779585,443,9,107,3,11,150,74,127,0.16699999999999998,0.524,0.309,0.9707,0,2,0,0,0,4,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,11,1,0,1,0,14,1,0,1,2,19,31,8,2,6,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,11,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,9,4,0,1,2,2,19,7,14,24,2,8,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,1,3,76,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104254921910401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449314996320547,0.2726718510809745,0.0,0.0,0.1679858266099513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6080738358623661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984798382436265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789914543709824,0.0,0.08473756354520992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961575930407487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495822221452666,0.1552658007442459,0.0819420385196079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165896004333455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399212363558723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103473119359788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336789546698637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409486872910431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551795147691178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881423378691533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907229224903412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309235015076298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727221577030918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649102597226962,0.0,0.08694202210973259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638309895707475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454050770272252,0.0,0.3429177014954947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NonSalamander,2019/10/04,"Shitty fucking loneliness It's just shitty how yall are all lonely, like fuckin maybe message the people on here and see if they like whatever the fuck you like, like spriratic sushi dates or eating caviar. Whatever. Just fuck shitty loneliness",4.060310077519379,7.418882511627906,3.94453488372093,79.54687984496125,84.34883720930233,7.517829457364342,23.44573643410853,8.344100000000001,2.403266666666668,200,7,30,5,6,61,32,43,0.40399999999999997,0.44299999999999995,0.153,-0.9551,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,4,9,4,0,2,0,1,5,0,1,1,7,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,5,1,2,0,1,1,4,4,1,4,2,5,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670397415865758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7237938601093792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5099913945964003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621816806218936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092528380288891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796107795951024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iamIssy206,2019/10/04,"Huh I always think of myself as a loser outcast but the cool senior kid let me come to his house to kick it and smoke and he invited me to hang with his friends during class and they were all cool. Idk, maybe I shouldn’t be so low on myself.",2.09846153846154,3.1811742307692303,3.3223076923076924,94.39769230769234,75.92307692307692,5.9692307692307685,18.76923076923077,5.985473137389443,-0.3479384615384617,188,3,44,1,4,61,43,52,0.125,0.706,0.16899999999999998,0.563,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,1,9,6,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,9,3,7,2,1,5,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,29,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34466534304026936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35681501252326475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200263849451713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779558196770291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235693913625352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41614101790005376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26541631344478145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kindahungry97,2019/10/04,Hey what the frick is up What’s up guys just studying and bored. Message me about your day would love to hear about it. To anyone that doesn’t have someone to talk about their day!🤙🤙🤙,0.7614999999999981,2.70192415,1.2900000000000027,103.625,82.5,4.0,17.5,3.1291,-1.17325,146,3,36,0,4,44,31,40,0.053,0.8340000000000001,0.113,0.5255,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,8,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626647581169147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845291943354676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719547457831566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233873398811872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390407840767722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182888967214532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30193501526229155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668525505082019,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UwU-nanashi-OwO,2019/10/04,"I just need someone to listen. My life isn’t that bad, it could always be worse. I know that.   I just feel discouraged right now and I feel like I’m alone. I just want someone to listen and just...pretend to care. Even just pretend, for a little while.",-0.4183823529411761,1.8092548823529453,1.00997549019608,99.17613970588236,98.21568627450979,3.334313725490196,16.178921568627448,5.148860815047168,-0.8510607843137259,193,5,42,1,8,61,34,51,0.23600000000000002,0.633,0.13,-0.6908,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,13,12,3,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,6,2,4,10,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799208865333778,0.0,0.0,0.22488844053619628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256663179080225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755609115759059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579066562427396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851249238359804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733158779746181,0.1930827876373428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853474363900768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909015186180613,0.13204153229022594,0.2708841317969715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004036960350213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308113095430885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580021658208621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594137722545568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27543085259350203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GeckoGojira,2019/10/04,"Want to chat? I feel like an idiot, because all you guys share your sad storys here and my life is not that bad. I think I'm doing okay. I have a job, a place to live and no toxic partner atm. Still no friends or family to talk to. So I kinda hoped to find somebody here. If somebody just wants to chat I'd be really happy to meet you!",0.3015459882583187,1.9818110136986318,2.540156555772996,95.42534246575345,82.69863013698631,5.267318982387477,17.277886497064582,6.1826913282559595,-0.4453154598825826,256,5,61,2,7,87,55,73,0.128,0.627,0.245,0.8368,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,5,9,1,0,3,1,4,1,0,0,1,14,10,5,0,4,4,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,8,6,7,9,1,2,0,1,0,0,11,1,0,4,2,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044567731285886,0.1609441454234282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488945649588367,0.0,0.13349644820506776,0.18861594540447696,0.0,0.0,0.2413095028244847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398120209972734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26142131561124976,0.0,0.28105420636202866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622314389859095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619991175059119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648513859726412,0.12898683901516247,0.0,0.2331345028191316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27584471300912033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691379767889876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108467182474779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122092803326865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691733595110294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114516807242529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,its_all_skys_fault,2019/10/04,"Recently separated from my wife, and I've never felt so alone. I can't stop overthinking about everything. I dont have very many friends, and I don't open up very easily. I feel so lonely stuck in my own head, and I feel like every time I try to talk to her, I start to push her further away.",3.5646774193548403,3.8181807903225824,5.109838709677419,86.03475806451617,71.74193548387099,9.425806451612903,25.177419354838708,9.516144504307137,1.7369225806451616,227,6,53,5,4,77,44,62,0.12300000000000001,0.705,0.172,0.4652,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,9,9,5,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,3,11,2,8,7,1,11,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25003360260791085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22681776535906095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829371133901193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340293163379006,0.0,0.21696864293752946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441338139009833,0.1724672481300763,0.23179669424118274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651698042264184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477619035254469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794339615474632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447573780712121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619448043545436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23836863563311794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087510045921478,0.0,0.0,0.2018341288921344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940405967701056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077129227615215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390524591686528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983860642163068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lohockeyfan,2019/10/04,"Nobody likes me It’s getting to be really sad, I don’t do anything, I’m not good at anything and I’ll die alone I’m a loser",-3.7010000000000014,-2.7067417666666667,0.9133333333333342,97.42000000000004,116.66666666666666,3.333333333333334,15.0,5.46131890053228,-0.7130000000000001,97,3,24,1,6,37,24,30,0.433,0.48700000000000004,0.08,-0.9062,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067323218655486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6463388182430211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075741827089804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517637922358906,0.0,0.0,0.3293891050704774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185977751140249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25158205940413275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,OGPixel5,2019/10/04,"Lonely Friday So it's lonely Friday again, what are you doing today?",1.7469230769230784,4.5235994615384625,4.191153846153849,76.59134615384617,92.84615384615385,2.6,6.5,3.1291,-1.5489692307692309,55,0,7,0,2,19,11,13,0.345,0.655,0.0,-0.6461,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,d0ntknowd0ntcare,2019/10/04,"An interesting title but not interesting enough for redditors as they are smarter than Instagram users I think I have lived way too much and have done too many things that haunts me now for example I have killed some people that were close to me just because I wanted to get rid of my feelings towards them and it was a fucking mistake or maybe not coz I feel dead and empty all the time, its been a while since I had a good laugh and yeah I just found reddit is a good place to vent about dark things and yeah I am lonely too been lonely for some years now anybody wanna talk?",1.7091246684350097,4.200030655172412,2.334827586206899,94.2160079575597,82.9655172413793,5.293368700265252,19.26790450928382,6.67199483983844,0.05831777188328946,460,12,97,5,13,142,82,116,0.14800000000000002,0.626,0.22699999999999998,0.9057,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,8,10,2,0,6,2,12,1,0,1,1,23,19,9,2,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,7,2,13,5,12,12,5,9,0,2,0,1,3,3,1,3,5,71,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361538539658563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22856756184858176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307832503588349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258678731811447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24489492500816465,0.0,0.20648615579505872,0.11669267102409445,0.0,0.0,0.3746756290598483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471068899355602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972247015741272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22644478266644316,0.22438800742239584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419007986442272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484477721160667,0.0,0.23335624090884266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475982587658293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795225995242084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967714826442328,0.14311551889743399,0.0,0.0,0.13023887139317628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317393265321523,0.17728713477287308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383194385563972
lonely,toyeeta,2019/10/04,"Hate waking up. The last couple of days ive been having these amazing drams, theyre unlike any I’ve experienced before. I cried (not in my dream) because I was laughing so hard at something one of my friends said in the dream that I woke up, which was the last thing I wanted to happen. I know that the dreams are all in my head, but it just hurts how much joy and love I experience with these friends and lovers in my dreams, only to wake up to “friends” I’ve been clinging on to because I’m too afraid to find others that have more in common with me and risk ending up even more alone, and too much of a pussy to actually trust someone enough to not end blowing down the straw house that is my feelings down after falling in love. Whenever I wake up from dreams like these I just wanna fucking die because I know I’ll never find someone who loves and accepts me as much as in my dreams, and I won’t ever feel as happy as I did laughing with these friends in my dreams either. My roomates were fucking screaming playing fifa but theyre gone now, I’m going back to sleep.",10.473256880733944,5.931561623853213,9.489793577981654,75.5606536697248,61.20183486238533,11.633944954128443,39.63532110091743,7.1686216300943375,3.0026220183486227,846,27,176,4,8,267,122,218,0.09699999999999999,0.595,0.309,0.9963,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,10,24,3,2,6,0,12,11,5,1,3,29,30,14,1,2,7,0,3,1,5,1,0,2,0,0,13,9,0,0,7,8,0,3,4,7,0,1,9,6,22,17,38,20,8,31,0,1,0,6,10,17,2,0,12,120,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.11970407557571335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704472116543633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341691521908501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432238872361856,0.0,0.22432770483006054,0.0,0.10437951702819387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572731733353247,0.1347425645473072,0.0791092597573313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730768029202685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172908877085513,0.1267465085960805,0.0,0.08101956985163034,0.11095819206713672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199906395308656,0.0,0.0,0.12404697604882499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422854330356928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790850113466143,0.22680501535321346,0.0,0.0,0.06971377158158991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847291609537447,0.13057997000585592,0.10988441645170063,0.12110703085956198,0.1258904468059376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153980409809702,0.13131622056857362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482777453798306,0.19997791365731984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059928288524009214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321318810435443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705203172661338,0.0,0.09460738717811508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312148564998455,0.09329282909830948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668321678930815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275433601778307,0.0,0.20786858090683832,0.09443408593325177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149367256409046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235143649631019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Somethingnew3333,2019/10/04,Use to it I feel sooo isolated. 😞,-2.71125,-1.1246796249999989,2.2800000000000007,92.965,95.25,8.200000000000001,20.5,8.841846274778883,1.64135,25,1,7,1,1,10,8,8,0.315,0.685,0.0,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5052252623991296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8629875052593349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gamergrounds,2019/10/04,"Can I ask you for your opinion? I am making a kickstarter and I made that decision because i felt quite similar to what i think people on this subreddit feel. 

And a lot of what I decided to do with it is to create a weekly event to get people together.  The main aim is to get people that feel like lonely and like they have nothing going for them together. However not just people feeling that way. I want ot to be a space where anyone and everyone can have their moment. A time for them to enjoy.

My question was is if it was something that you would go to if the event was near you? Or is it something youd avoid?",2.887619047619048,4.3437625238095245,4.495428571428572,85.27457142857145,74.55555555555556,7.5796825396825405,25.29841269841269,8.238735603445708,1.563942222222222,482,16,98,8,10,162,76,126,0.049,0.852,0.099,0.7244,1,3,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,4,1,2,5,0,1,7,0,16,0,0,2,0,25,29,7,0,4,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,8,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,5,4,17,3,15,21,2,12,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,6,7,76,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320766091900646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658709197173594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514587785538548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804929396881704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865260928635978,0.13494339016795626,0.18136447406547104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19737494977892608,0.0,0.21470161521385975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456468573140355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058792358974475,0.0,0.17873273076582627,0.12608585609821246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812455012527285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238114760327902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160055704643266,0.2009082668119717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290834225736653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103338670315256,0.0,0.0,0.11014355261087684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141249373246527,0.14993246368925964,0.15151654207514076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418237100980204,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pjbyrne02,2019/10/04,"Uninvited was my invitation You ever hear about a party a good friend of yours is having that one of your best friends and a couple of your other friends were invited to but you weren’t? And when you approach the good friend about their weekend and how they’ll spend it,they say:”nothing much”? Shit like this is what confirms my suspicions about my loneliness. Just constant betrayal by my fellow associates",6.8568,8.176453080000002,6.3080000000000025,76.55400000000003,64.86666666666667,9.733333333333334,33.66666666666667,9.888512548439397,3.3748666666666667,331,14,57,7,5,102,55,75,0.177,0.57,0.253,0.5122,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,6,2,1,7,9,1,0,4,0,7,1,1,1,1,7,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,12,8,8,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,14,0,1,0,5,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248088832357143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23149387326907636,0.0,0.0,0.2370284677097424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377271106661026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6620180899207915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593522828202073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24143958614325745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465623781841196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574750942935972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554823050198887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515985996361844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035498540666186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198920002947431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Usual_Yellow,2019/10/04,"Sometimes I feel empty and like I'm not doing enough with my life.... I wouldn't say I necessarily feel lonely because I do have some friends and my family has always been pretty supportive of me, but sometimes I just feel like my life is so empty and like I'm not doing enough, you know? I don't really know what subreddit that would really fit in so I hope this one is okay. I just wanted somewhere to talk about it and see if others felt the same way as I did. 

I am 23 years old and am currently in school working towards getting my Masters in social work which I should graduate with next May. I commute to school which is about an hour away from where I live and I still live with my parents. I don't mind living with my parents and enjoy their company most of the time, but sometimes I can't help feeling like somewhat of a loser about it. I see on social media people that are my age and that I went to high school with who are already moved out and getting married and stuff. A friend of mine recently just got a job in DC and moved to an entirely new state and I'm really happy for her, but it makes me think about me and about how I've lived in the same town in the same house my entire life. I'm not close to doing anything like that and I don't know when I'll be ready for that. 

I also don't really have that many friends. I've never really been a popular person, but the few friends I do have I consider them to be really good friends. Like I hangout with my best friend all the time and we've known each other since we were freshmen in high school. With that being said, since I don't have tons of friends I spend most of my time at home. Personally I don't mind that. I love spending time by myself and I don't see anything wrong with it, but I feel like society makes it seem like if you aren't out partying or spending time with a bunch of people you're a nobody. Even if I enjoy spending time alone sometimes I'll be sitting in my room wishing that I was doing more, you know?

I also feel like I don't really enjoy the typical stuff and 23 year old should enjoy, like going to bars and stuff like that. I absolutely hate going to bars. They're too loud and there's too many people and I just get a lot of anxiety every time I'm in one. I also would like to date and have tried online dating, but genuinely get a lot of anxiety about dating, too. I don't really mind being single, but for some reason other people in my life keep pressuring me to date and making me feel bad about the fact that I'm not dating and not trying to date. 

I just feel like I'm simultaneously super busy and doing a lot, but at the same time I'm just not doing enough. I know it mostly stems from me comparing my life to others which I know I shouldn't do. I know people only post the good stuff in their lives on social media and I shouldn't compare myself to that because everyone is at their own stage in life. This was basically a long way for me to ask, do others feel the same way at all?? Sorry for such a long post lmao",4.847233049214034,4.623215521394614,5.871857626247486,83.3393982096201,68.90491283676704,8.850147770591509,26.08733456118559,8.441846121484758,1.4864061421167598,2378,57,510,32,37,792,232,631,0.068,0.726,0.20600000000000002,0.9986,4,3,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,3,4,6,28,40,1,1,24,1,54,9,0,5,4,121,104,45,0,13,24,2,10,13,7,8,6,3,2,2,34,39,2,1,21,3,4,5,21,6,0,2,10,16,75,34,70,81,27,71,0,2,3,1,30,29,0,16,42,351,109,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050490449730130636,0.053796999158131485,0.11695642416455695,0.04056402736644788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458745761630198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023443394282036,0.0,0.04557480640002557,0.0,0.045802367603049135,0.0,0.04070433621879827,0.0594352739197962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116027134085137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111579990183044,0.0,0.032199012137022705,0.0,0.041074101190797886,0.04658285433556196,0.0,0.0,0.04595729967858644,0.0,0.2218458506509237,0.1741355727986074,0.046807785898072767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636496969980883,0.0,0.10187975829885793,0.0,0.05541166366061797,0.08177862027257961,0.0389899457451182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05189543769203322,0.0,0.04813067711501001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0326761957395033,0.10301441316347693,0.04890037200727215,0.04841989550320441,0.048009074553006036,0.05625112399846608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837699835163428,0.04333137034142882,0.0,0.0,0.1875426399877536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660202206186212,0.30961916991043664,0.0,0.2152363635029365,0.08628469154457857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243368942667022,0.043998910750400896,0.0,0.09762330446628442,0.09884999427826603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767125325698485,0.0,0.0,0.10362738179094927,0.0,0.0,0.037599118504068864,0.047083195486560654,0.05184633409837165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231015665706404,0.0,0.06606872216657057,0.037076683348661404,0.0,0.0,0.1082625374901977,0.0,0.0,0.1689860676093969,0.08513349547558563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337832955101373,0.04959642521150018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498447384773341,0.050123270156816516,0.04813488862753755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04637255320493635,0.03876807336182265,0.0,0.1973510045195794,0.11654266570660828,0.04438030264924543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065325027892606,0.0,0.0,0.14908390600037574,0.0,0.0,0.19286056658867368,0.05457179802321107,0.0,0.0,0.0389319301461982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22322901851012686,0.0,0.05532108878599653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03918352131328924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03123712557551203,0.0,0.0,0.2274128207402699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619629916261785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028754099610031936,0.11608679200873698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451918744191326,0.0,0.0,0.05606026283845954,0.0,0.0,0.07098137485172189,0.0,0.0,0.06926141104409755,0.05330063251546553,0.0,0.0627869923066627
lonely,Biboomer97,2019/10/04,"I want to meet someone but I don’t know how I’m lonely as hell and I’m longing for that partner in crime that I can spend my life with but I don’t know how to meet someone and it’s becoming increasingly difficult for me not to be hurt by it. Sick of spending my nights  alone, it’s exhausting to constantly feel unwanted. I just want to love someone I have so much love to give and no one wants it.",1.909833887043188,3.2592222093023264,3.745614617940202,90.09058139534883,76.90697674418605,7.70498338870432,26.239202657807308,8.418075326091056,1.5632411960132897,314,12,73,6,7,106,54,86,0.308,0.531,0.161,-0.9459,0,3,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,0,17,16,9,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,4,5,0,1,0,1,9,2,13,15,2,5,1,2,0,2,6,1,1,0,3,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594343197210605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302722019902803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22531475485221705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054240171807807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000124879697384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232038850812055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291726259210716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726992904888325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451620572188795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763593250311647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327171196816006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566340877719968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412852003390532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5299848866023511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689366396761956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DrOx117,2019/10/04,Very lonely today Feeling very lonely today. Anyone want to talk?,4.013636363636362,7.149881727272727,4.791363636363638,70.50704545454549,95.36363636363636,2.2,14.590909090909092,3.1291,-0.2626727272727272,53,1,5,0,2,17,8,11,0.35700000000000004,0.447,0.196,-0.5457,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463577784291345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814895999305078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831900256557292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6679365072746217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5814193608153349,0.20781374244459885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EndlessMisery,2019/10/04,"Lonely 23 M looking to make some friends. I am looking for someone to talk and be friends. I am infj, if anyone knows. I love Binge watching television shows and movies. My favorite TV shows are black mirror, sense8, rick and morty, Hannibal, True detective, Criminal minds, mindhunters and few more.

I am Nhilistic and love existencial memes.",5.200564971751412,8.297429762711863,4.445000000000004,80.7084039548023,73.40677966101696,7.3231638418079115,33.56214689265537,8.344100000000001,3.103370621468926,272,14,43,5,6,81,45,59,0.08199999999999999,0.636,0.282,0.9382,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,11,11,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,5,3,10,3,0,0,1,4,2,5,0,0,2,0,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112375592641335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444580887787475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807877703360693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830883423460228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192105434670066,0.0,0.19200115071986093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29043321887733503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24371544487821634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311931937523996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SirKarlDilkington,2019/10/04,"There is only 1 person in the world I really care about...and she's probably going to die of cancer I grew up with mentally unstable parents. I don't really have a good relationship with them.  
I have no brothers or sisters. I usually don't see any family members. I used to have one sweet aunt, but she died of ovarian cancer when I was 14  

I was kind of a paranoid kid. I didn't trust other people. Things changed when I turned 20 and
I met a co-worker. I never felt anything like this. I'd catch a bullet for her. She makes me feel strong. There was nothing I couldn't handle, as long as I got her. She means the world to me.  
Sometimes she would invite me over for dinner and it was almost like I had a real family again.  
She replaced the sweet aunt I had. Hell, I see her as my 2nd mom. I love her.  

But this year, shortly after my grandma passed and my father got another psychotic episode, we found out she has ovarian cancer. And she probably won't recover.  
I told her many times I will do anything for her. I'll be there, always. I try to make her smile whenever I see her, I don't want her to worry about me  

I feel like life is taking the piss out of me. She is everything I've been looking for my whole life, why does she get taken away from me? Why her? Why so soon? Why ovarian cancer again? Is this a joke?   
I wanted her to meet my future wife, meet my kids. Dance with her on my wedding day.  
I feel broken.  
I have weird stress-related symptoms.  
I constantly feel tired, I have nightmares involving death.  
I look forward to getting drunk. It's especially great when I have soms oxycontin/klonopin pills left.    
I'm a mess  

And than I see her again. I put on a smile. I tell her I'm fine and I'll be there for her. I hug her.  
She leaves. And I'm alone again, alone with my thoughts.",0.003923423423426442,2.306992732432434,2.150304054054057,93.375365990991,90.5945945945946,5.56981981981982,18.789414414414413,7.083569544072883,0.3760225225225224,1381,41,303,23,48,462,189,370,0.226,0.6679999999999999,0.106,-0.9937,1,2,0,0,0,0,56.0,1,0,1,1,14,19,2,0,12,0,29,14,1,3,1,35,63,17,3,4,3,8,5,3,0,3,9,0,0,3,7,14,2,0,8,3,0,7,8,4,0,1,16,13,78,15,35,41,1,36,1,0,6,2,49,13,2,2,21,188,85,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953444969843153,0.19722893521773385,0.0,0.0,0.07922686338098926,0.0,0.0,0.06474975590046038,0.09984167791151713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670836820548872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894580286082276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707847429824333,0.0,0.10072529737326526,0.0,0.0,0.10289405142474477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061406073879622214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976371627148504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332366241068342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557348687510315,0.0,0.17952126252662026,0.0,0.19257512455972545,0.0680219205615514,0.09142174234850753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043988018819953,0.0,0.0,0.09949226218484626,0.0,0.054113121792540825,0.0798621832749841,0.15230495122561424,0.10497534516030167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991522157868876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081938989367382,0.10345184077396953,0.0,0.13450694485421713,0.13955234534640906,0.0,0.0,0.08426265724452581,0.15991395727066487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593564094224218,0.0,0.1271140746763959,0.09653349901806793,0.0,0.10371751410570833,0.0,0.0,0.09595475619669157,0.0,0.0,0.1115151581246594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343600767391806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136177083595487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452043799251819,0.07241562332428297,0.0,0.0,0.10572546445560466,0.0,0.0,0.06601038881486529,0.08313843882238911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053166704881275,0.0,0.0,0.09571780349882944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083760020130137,0.12199488220797007,0.0,0.0,0.10222573595228046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034974731209256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941704926304945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090689507113251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896528669857643,0.07159015191130172,0.0,0.08322248058464472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325689930031896,0.0,0.0,0.07559041391368228,0.05552088158404085,0.10943612736615914,0.0,0.09098242151844972,0.0,0.06464502529181525,0.1035670435205666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223555841686743,0.10486634165833088,0.0,0.11232105238799152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34366845468543106,0.10630462466891943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931796536336632,0.09669588867875448,0.0,0.06763830796179862,0.0,0.0,0.06131561366731704
lonely,CowdingGreenHorn,2019/10/04,"I got a girls number Hello r/lonely, this is very long but I have no one else to talk to about this so please forgive me for I need to vent. I'm a 21 \[M\] college student who has never had a girlfriend who is also a virgin, and kiss-less. I had come to a point earlier in my life where I had decided that I wouldn't let my lonely situation affect me anymore and in fact I would embrace being a lonely virgin and live my life out as such. Well that only lasted until I got to college where I realized the only reason I could manage such a mentality was because no matter what happened or how I felt I always had my high school mates to lean on. Well with them gone the weight of loneliness became unbearable once again and the sting of never having experienced an intimate moment with someone became painful. So, I started working out for the first time in many years, got a trendy haircut, learned about fashion and I made my first move a girl, and it went absolutely horrible. She was a classmate, and after I had approached her she blocked me on all social media and stopped going to class for weeks. I was devastated, I may be inexperienced but I understand the do's and don'ts when it comes to flirting with women and interacting with people in general, I was respectful and put the best version of myself out there but she was still repulsed. I felt hopeless at that moment, and I thought about suicide for the first time in my life though it was only for a moment. After this had happened I noticed another girl, far more attractive than the girl who had just curved me, but seeing how my previous attempt went I was scared to do it again so I let the semester pass on. A year later having overcome many more tribulations that tested my low self-esteem and anxiety, I had developed a more confident mentality, this is the state I entered this semester. I entered my first class with no expectation other than receiving a mental beating, and that's when I noticed that girl was in my class again, the one I was too scared to approach for fear of being rejected. She was still as beautiful as ever, I questioned if approaching her was right, I hesitated for a moment but ultimately I forced myself to take the first step forward. So, I sit next to her and I'm getting super nervous, I mean it was so bad that I tried to logging into my laptop but I couldn't enter the password because my hands were shaking so much. I calm myself and find some reason to start a conversation with her, and well I shocked  because of how great it went, we talked for a while and she was actually interested in who I was, she asked what my major is, where I come from, where I want to go, etc...  It was perfect but I still couldn't help but feel like it wasn't real, with someone as beautiful as her? No way! The next day I came in melancholic and expecting her to be gone but she was there! Sitting at the same place as before and not only that but she had saved the seat next to her so I could sit with her, OH MY GOD. So we walk out of class, we're strolling through campus enjoying a nice conversation and as she's getting ready to leave, I take a chance and ask if I can have her number. Not only did she give it to me but she's been actively messaging me with wonderful messages like I've never seen before. So this is where I'm at now, I'm shocked someone as beautiful as her would be this interested me and I'm scared because I don't know what to do next, I've never been in this position. Do I ask her out? Do I wait? I have no idea but I really like her and I hope she does too.",3.995153846153848,5.204960833566439,5.236276223776227,82.01133741258741,71.43356643356644,8.185314685314685,28.15559440559441,8.617729084823388,2.039454545454545,2816,103,558,48,52,937,295,715,0.14,0.69,0.17,0.9808,0,7,0,0,0,2,66.0,2,0,1,11,42,37,0,6,36,0,64,8,1,7,8,115,110,66,1,14,18,0,5,3,2,4,4,0,0,6,33,45,1,3,17,0,0,25,17,16,3,7,44,8,103,21,83,51,11,105,0,6,2,2,56,33,0,8,47,425,136,14,0.0,0.0,0.06305767214860679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051674848177865385,0.053767203570486616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775741954181183,0.04943245626515228,0.0,0.06408351519227265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122681985634434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395318151983848,0.15756169589593466,0.0,0.10997001283604034,0.0,0.0678124166285357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390557294009716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698759364183546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318414427675934,0.0,0.0,0.04167314890244949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056547490685447586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397989794087205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206595146211299,0.0,0.0584505186136805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271301354701147,0.03267271189010338,0.04616298429613201,0.12408648334297855,0.0,0.05905951782340513,0.27481942803481796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752028903197077,0.061987302026747126,0.07344759368454877,0.0,0.15504232342181076,0.07124137586987178,0.0,0.0,0.11428265156801776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04331196338971385,0.0682722757434613,0.0,0.06418007647179183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294565469952613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03551226456765418,0.05267214861197311,0.0,0.06842094245480572,0.0,0.13215220010649986,0.1369244340302181,0.09470701023334564,0.0,0.05705871987358852,0.05718473825815604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114294470650462,0.0,0.13102465682924574,0.0,0.0703877505276141,0.0,0.0,0.19535869614731832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867851756799581,0.04750153352106895,0.04791329556691301,0.1993489887398376,0.0,0.2748871431988404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713563518421358,0.0,0.06881587056060337,0.08757341578243276,0.2457238236377461,0.06875791753218964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044797860999599724,0.0,0.06751186983425006,0.0709309631865419,0.06108472725321981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649587577548389,0.07238674810103296,0.0,0.0,0.07354922703891115,0.041395830822499737,0.13287576432162562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518326614291414,0.0,0.0,0.19408113473573285,0.06539668472133167,0.0514920373092061,0.0,0.06741048001735117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263313828287676,0.0,0.06586973108457257,0.16425141034394694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147365270360706,0.0,0.15481162617206168,0.054023391823611176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068140837292541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716911934142404,0.1038747138210804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348668113583114,0.05129933206278537,0.07535834223769901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043871258893209086,0.0,0.0,0.0672694306219019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331646972283339,0.03811326506739855,0.051290618667228505,0.0518325183894769,0.0786870979421703,0.17429754433789885,0.1797041025789653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700752705576472,0.04704254334620511,0.0,0.0,0.09180529224934418,0.0,0.0,0.08322351640368025
lonely,TheInfectedDaniel,2019/10/04,"Just wanna get some late night thoughts off my chest I (20) have just been really lonely recently. Every day really I’ve been sad and I don’t know what to do. I’m at a point in my life where I really need to decide what kind of person I want to be but I don’t know what I want from myself and it’s killing me. After thinking about that all day I go home and..do nothing. I have no one to try and talk with, no plans to do with others, no one to really do anything with. 

I have people in my life who I know at least like me, but I just feel I’m not worth their time. If I open up to them about some of what I feel I’m afraid they’ll think i just want attention or something, I just want someone who likes talking to me. Lots of my friends are in relationships and I don’t want anything romantic (I’m asexual, which probably adds to that lonely feeling), I just want to experience having a friend like that.

I don’t know. I’m a pretty mediocre guy and I’ve come to terms with it. I know I’m not awful, but I also know I can’t accomplish anything with my life. I don’t hate myself, I just accept I’m just sorta ‘there’. If I were to have never existed, I doubt much would change to anyone. 

Sorry to anyone who read this. It’s 4am where I’m at and I’m super tired so I don’t know if any of this really makes sense. I’ve just been feeling alone and wanted to tell someone. I hope you have a good rest of the day/night :)",0.19174193548387208,1.990651851612906,2.584193548387096,94.34629032258066,83.70967741935483,5.806451612903228,17.741935483870968,6.968188349444268,-0.07812903225806432,1094,24,261,14,31,375,140,310,0.08900000000000001,0.6829999999999999,0.228,0.9912,0,5,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,3,4,16,17,2,2,5,1,24,5,1,1,2,69,61,16,1,14,18,0,4,3,2,2,4,0,1,2,17,15,0,0,17,1,1,2,13,7,0,2,5,4,41,10,38,53,8,23,0,3,0,0,15,12,0,10,12,167,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825658028395176,0.0,0.07586740556594743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451476891031573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267044627487584,0.0,0.2342094735453177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035974951702999,0.08172199782571338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835496649033128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993196223871996,0.0,0.0,0.09280094283519708,0.0,0.0,0.19187623931656575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465924617336833,0.0,0.04956559460306986,0.0,0.05391673681099883,0.07957235092251902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393609266596847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936643615842022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516222085026,0.09422719296976342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495946165841416,0.0987923768897379,0.3649660195366474,0.0,0.10701735237498873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010281971744244,0.1390458880610566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065497600088971,0.0,0.0,0.0633263789102407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697402747317806,0.0703448109661434,0.07316949691767577,0.0,0.0,0.17805790393876822,0.0,0.0910302046818518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285725664658473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577082679072839,0.08283671642618065,0.0,0.0,0.08968269747893329,0.0,0.0,0.0965167702335332,0.1022857720910945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489554914114573,0.0,0.30388035925523915,0.0,0.09367255736817699,0.10185474276979374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076587614992174,0.07303546547171709,0.0,0.10619905907685732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250562545215726,0.08292045318773805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157757173307868,0.0,0.07531608448027602,0.055319387622061005,0.10903896654562424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644104183854278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916969760318626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739283796449308,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,middleCman,2019/10/04,"Pretty sure im just as lonely as her I feel terrible.  I asked my favorite coworker to come to work early the other night so we could sing some songs together before work and I would bring my guitar.
Well I ended up giving into self negative thoughts plus I wasnt feeling all that great as I have bronchitis and I flaked on getting there early. I thought she was probably tired from working an extra shift and they offered time off and I figured she probably went for it . 
I know I am lame. 
I plan to speak with her face to face next time I see her hopefully this will by be Saturday.  
I cant stand being let down so im really kicking myself over this. It wont happen again. 
Anything else I can do ?",0.989428334714166,3.4311276197183105,2.9577879038939554,88.73422949461477,86.1830985915493,6.158077879038942,21.733222866611435,7.510576382923642,1.086611764705883,550,19,110,10,17,184,102,142,0.113,0.7509999999999999,0.136,0.5315,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,4,6,7,0,0,2,0,14,3,2,0,2,22,28,10,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,6,9,0,0,6,3,0,3,4,3,1,0,5,5,25,4,18,16,3,19,0,2,1,0,12,6,0,2,9,79,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141063359251234,0.0,0.1492878777994885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588377689534545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375581356743664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749885972046734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339986455338645,0.0,0.1414372634949298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148735018009175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343103409843992,0.15318846477730735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605794479359213,0.0,0.0,0.14121266269042093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860744156539802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449835521498888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776102704933274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329306155737336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983131253026712,0.14985752893693752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624613608070479,0.3443440074696013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023010127000465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272516448650967,0.0,0.1665906985160212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050521367590813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25355082947176866,0.1862321536526118,0.1835392838273988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357979972552196,0.1480335202435333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348766993826361,0.0,0.0,0.11343865048393904,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FernTheGreenWarrior,2019/10/04,"Surrounded, but still lonely I'm 18 years old, I have great friends and family. But, I still feel lonely like i'm missing someone important in my life; is there something wrong with me?",4.1853333333333325,6.358517628571434,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,72.71428571428572,8.095238095238095,28.809523809523807,8.841846274778883,2.435095238095238,147,6,27,3,3,46,28,35,0.26,0.445,0.295,0.4215,0,4,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,6,0,6,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942067919469246,0.0,0.15779999763842706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411167760821263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440757835418385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043548593177406,0.15246939649446142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274816316904625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644293526614588,0.24025895691949514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984643724814704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412169168073146,0.0,0.20097307404623868
lonely,thegothishere,2019/10/04,"Sigh I would date more...but i’m too afraid of getting hurt or hurting someone. I have tried a few “things” but I just got hurt in the end. It felt awful, so I just don’t do it anymore 😔",-1.5300000000000011,0.27640409523809595,0.8907619047619058,103.63757142857143,91.38095238095238,3.3600000000000003,17.923809523809524,3.1291,-1.1159961904761908,140,4,37,0,5,47,33,42,0.303,0.6709999999999999,0.025,-0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,1,4,0,2,5,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476117418890746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113904242770446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23972834662126566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044553134997233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996888989512081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8018507424216332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154986947358773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587380082787187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951377902446818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736283863558064,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,m-xt4pe,2019/10/04,"The difference between lonely and alone When I’m alone, I am safe. I am free to be completely and unapologetically myself and it feels so good to not worry about what I look like, sound like, and sometimes not even be aware of the world outside of myself. I have been living alone for a few years, since I turned 18, and have loved so much of it. 
So often, when I tell people that I am lonely, they tell me that I need to learn to love myself as if loneliness takes away my capacity to do so. When I say that I am lonely, every response that I get makes me feel even more so. 
I dont have the energy, the words, and frankly I just do not have the want to explain to anyone that I feel lonely because I am unable to relate to anyone. I spend my days alone, in and out, entirely. I am lucky to have physical contact (a hug, or even a fucking handshake) every other week. I am even more lucky to have a sustainable, out-loud conversation not involving work. And everyone around me has someone to go home to, whether it be there S/O, parents, siblings, best friend, whatever. 
When I say I am lonely, people will say that they are too, but its not the same. Its hard to watch everyone around me live their lives with other people and I only have myself to share everything with. And no one understands because they’ve never experienced it. I just want to be able to relate to someone. I’m tired of feeling more lonely in a room full of people that I care about than I do in a room where it’s just myself. 
It all makes me wallow deeper into my solitude and it’s making me numb. I cant connect to other people, I’ve stopped feeling emotions toward everyone around me. I care, but only so much that I cant feel it. Being alone has done so many great things for me, but I’m starting to think that it’s taken away my ability to exist outside of myself and how the hell am I supposed to say that to anyone? No one cares anyway. I would rather be lonely in my aloneness than keep trying to make the loneliness go away by forcing myself to interact with others.",4.490891765551961,5.094596582524275,5.56936353829558,82.31141495864797,69.8252427184466,8.142538655160015,26.667026249550524,8.167268648758528,1.6024161093131966,1600,47,320,21,27,531,182,412,0.13,0.741,0.129,0.5217,1,21,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,3,2,30,27,2,0,14,0,35,6,0,5,2,64,69,31,0,6,15,1,7,2,1,2,2,5,3,0,27,20,0,3,10,0,2,2,11,10,0,2,3,15,52,18,56,58,10,30,1,7,2,4,19,18,2,5,12,247,79,2,0.0740029712634673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598685606032876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523379448660668,0.0,0.0,0.1976350018964937,0.0,0.0,0.2085846825926297,0.0,0.0,0.09022304882292727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766155272050385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22635288372779444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775907074042977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04772579435187242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731735424078813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573073288536326,0.08673093117541278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324338214377883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955130583235033,0.0,0.1247013900229004,0.2121390311097162,0.06650909883247128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245087548678226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717451202584752,0.06841455446508332,0.03866349812516103,0.0,0.08411518793634093,0.062070181248605916,0.0,0.08158853707141138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629212658715801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423101401072081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577724109010855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230822744973248,0.0,0.196037938268777,0.0,0.062143857736739076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358114166836002,0.0,0.1975902318434154,0.07502739763552739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088013975393089,0.054872265503616915,0.05707565357685265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002926570801502,0.1125651886949346,0.0,0.0,0.08217154192687866,0.0,0.0,0.256521712155161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354005320419356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121602255474446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540495480563435,0.0,0.07319083083064466,0.0,0.052379683951484915,0.0,0.0,0.061869797609960385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055641024606719464,0.0,0.12936371739452707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04916428582068954,0.0474181158766164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505552919050688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05024315980528125,0.08049398224650657,0.0,0.0770397029402242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729773960412908,0.0,0.05936071975713879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053875044450938124,0.07515360950775993,0.0,0.052569587536594936,0.0,0.0,0.047655487210953966
lonely,eyeless_artist,2019/10/04,"would you like to be my friend? hey everyone! 

I'm a 22 year old recently married female.

despite having a lovely husband I still find myself really lonely. I have co-workers and acquaintances but no close friends outside my marriage. I'm hoping to find a friend on this subreddit who shares the same interests as me! I would prefer a female around my age but I welcome anyone who wants to chat. My interests include Anime, Indie Games, art, and horror. 

send me a message and I'll respond when I can \^\_\^",2.293125,5.122662062500004,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,84.625,6.116666666666667,25.70833333333333,7.492282038375204,1.8881208333333337,402,17,67,7,12,132,69,96,0.10800000000000001,0.632,0.26,0.9485,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,0,6,0,6,1,0,0,0,15,11,7,0,5,2,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,13,10,6,8,1,10,0,1,0,1,17,3,0,1,7,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881964998139764,0.0,0.0,0.2022003129478493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703938101664347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151986724755426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5264570395930884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255985447607773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096778970380017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050002407727802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383423406454203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550994180918192,0.0,0.22427063738450045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139210534085712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397143799082215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535862691616032,0.0,0.0,0.32270357829649515,0.0,0.0,0.1462689453073253
lonely,LaurelTree14,2019/10/04,"Lonely in College - Professors want to have a meeting with me about my health I’m a senior (21F) in college, and by this point I would have thought I would have deeper friendships. I made one good friend but she graduated, I have another good friend that I live with but she goes to live with her BF most nights, leaving me alone in our apartment. 

I’m currently dealing with a mixture of current stressors and long time issues. This week hasn’t been the best, I’ve cried most everyday and at night I lie in bed unable to sleep because my mind is too focused on how I’m probably going to die alone (I’ve never dated anyone, and sometimes I feel like I never will at all, even though I’d like to). 

I’ve never been good at concealing my emotions, and apparently I’ve been letting them slip through too much in my major classes because two of my professors want to have a meeting with me about my mental health. 

This stresses me out to no end and has only made the physical aspects of my mental health worse (when I get too upset I can’t eat, my stomach gets so tight I feel like I’m constantly going to throw up). 

I expressed that the thought of this made me anxious and I apologized for how I’ve been, but they’re insistent on meeting with me. I don’t know what to do because I don’t want to talk to them about my true feelings and problems, but I probably can’t get out of this meeting. 

TLDR; professors are concerned about my well being but I’m too anxious to meet with them in fear that I’ll be yelled at. I’ll have to meet them at some point but don’t know what to do",4.804065420560747,5.087512171339566,5.4470700934579455,84.59658644859816,69.03115264797508,8.289158878504674,31.003271028037386,8.07648339933343,2.0341674766355142,1241,48,257,15,20,402,147,321,0.135,0.72,0.145,0.0772,3,4,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,4,1,15,16,0,3,7,0,27,6,2,5,5,51,50,19,1,6,6,0,4,3,3,3,3,1,1,0,10,17,1,1,7,0,0,3,10,5,1,2,9,5,40,11,49,35,7,38,0,1,0,0,21,19,0,3,19,170,50,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631701325015505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938004270942606,0.0,0.21413795963912555,0.0,0.06626901140865063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332221519126434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994607071276473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241830304774407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410608794657324,0.0,0.0977090518466516,0.0,0.0,0.09836167661854736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697867259930502,0.0,0.10660932419821822,0.08394268114821736,0.0,0.0,0.06259811435759054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066484296583035,0.14376354021573567,0.1354148189812097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644614217885998,0.0,0.14854836384986586,0.0,0.10772584089880838,0.2384787801273641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30222476211444144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989206674211469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041719237039156,0.0,0.0,0.10035323407175836,0.0,0.0969140455727086,0.0,0.13890710103066986,0.0,0.16737644545283334,0.0838730543289951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26903570844649194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102218569385165,0.0,0.09569591720569888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967066429048421,0.0,0.21928939091482927,0.0,0.0,0.1778801775200359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422211662958922,0.0720807972115099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918636348223305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204367353482884,0.0906870502197567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484362824936243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937350791307833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856465162344216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617670187098997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931161358479016,0.15048181721910706,0.055264171220929414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092581582170017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770257497142854,0.0,0.07602293484781646,0.0,0.08521427133038706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965840080883934,0.1346511411796188,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,honeydew259,2019/10/04,"I'm feeling lonlier than I ever have I never had friends until 6th grade, where I met my first friend. I was never her number one of course, but it felt nice. We fell out soon after and I didn't meet anyone until 9th grade, where I met a guy I'll call A. I still wasn't very close with him, but I loved having company. In 10th, I met his best friend, B, and they're my two friends now.

B is abusive emotionally, and I'm aware that he's manipulating me, but I don't want to leave because I'd be all alone again. He hasn't allowed me any online contact with A, and I can only see A when B lets me, which isolates me. B could possibly support me, but he's more loyal to A.

A has manipulated me as far as sleeping with him, and I wouldn't call it rape because I have consent and I was also aware he was manipulating me. A has graduated and B was kicked out of school, so I'm completely alone at school. It was easier when I was younger.

I've tried to kill myself around 10 times, I haven't really kept track, but pills don't work. I can't afford therapy either.

I turned to Reddit because I don't have a family or anyone else I can talk to about this. Sorry for making it so long.",3.064859943977588,3.5293549444444423,5.034827264239032,85.36768907563028,72.96825396825396,7.992903828197948,24.347338935574232,8.124751697461798,1.137898879551821,914,24,208,13,17,317,141,252,0.15,0.6859999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.772,2,2,0,0,0,1,31.0,1,0,0,3,14,11,2,0,8,0,28,4,1,5,4,37,43,22,1,3,7,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,7,15,0,1,2,0,0,1,11,2,0,3,14,3,35,9,23,25,4,25,0,0,1,2,23,9,0,1,15,135,42,6,0.0,0.14934043488038642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26108522920463345,0.0,0.1007966027013332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571361418928218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762644994068374,0.12914602690772595,0.0,0.11220506072716148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305040685485792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227443249754214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25740814703852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215376759105998,0.0,0.0,0.100635140329223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529281688214437,0.14178149607530716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401317875402432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882219493332608,0.0,0.06373116662532431,0.0,0.12102111958874917,0.0,0.0,0.10721217644176333,0.0,0.0,0.3895222728167887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480246215269405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944798925979818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334614187801707,0.0,0.12888758535286515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115441563165747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375879754906774,0.0,0.08413473227288826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442438173944132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541005062499217,0.09586143936103768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209463038048675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074642229320378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551246449782104,0.10044001308089907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126134103255385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109490479044462,0.0,0.0,0.10065816367182352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303218948080074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013086504260208,0.0,0.0,0.14414124268700995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349673149129915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557497522673507,0.13709867300029965,0.12312577091923238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399873837253128,0.07434347215546802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176086082355968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BassRiffinFool,2019/10/04,"I can’t be the only one in this situation I feel like I have a decent amount of friends, but many of them hangout without me. It’s not on purpose, an in many of their defenses they all go to the same college so I get excluded because I’m not their living on campus with them. I feel like I take the role of the friend that is always there willing and wanting to hangout, but no one thinks about. It’s sucks I’ll be honest, but I’m trying to come to turns with being alone. Night like these just make me long for a friend group or even a person that talks with me and wants to hangout. That might be a bit toxic or super needy, so that thought makes me not want to go out and find that person. I don’t want to be a burden. I don’t know why I am typing this if it’s just a rant real quick or what I guess. Anyways I’m sure there a few other people who feel like this as well. If you are out there I’ll drink one to ya tonight. Cheers.",2.5715966386554605,3.0364028823529416,3.859523809523811,93.345,74.09803921568627,6.416806722689077,22.414565826330534,5.773587663045528,0.07403893557422947,724,16,174,3,14,238,115,204,0.111,0.6920000000000001,0.19699999999999998,0.9681,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,5,1,12,15,2,0,12,0,14,1,0,2,2,43,37,14,0,6,14,0,3,4,3,2,0,0,0,2,15,9,1,1,7,4,0,3,8,3,1,3,1,3,21,12,25,29,5,13,0,0,0,0,16,6,1,7,8,119,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525733859811606,0.0,0.0,0.1086657459724055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960967878291911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425762366300825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249628166259704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793366949376886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625695969079772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809871304679985,0.2798919113363641,0.0,0.0,0.1193617323362836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026927994340541,0.0,0.06823065073779445,0.0,0.1484406297446092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386543924649292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177175795193845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552090551465666,0.0,0.1153180367873445,0.11557272516345307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743467450159977,0.26480625975764444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385409686125965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225548361927388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654842521484578,0.09932360556480332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905383330399152,0.2280615459978924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864603496440987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467945816352274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308451860277295,0.0,0.09819140793583564,0.1049675500627462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368019087533622,0.0,0.10367807541228724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866563179409831,0.1420501779579404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081139508818539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742085273107924,0.0,0.11784193959563355,0.0,0.0,0.1258892026411678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bluntsbrewsbitches,2019/10/04,Only child Any only child’s feel a deep sense of a life full of loneliness and solitude?  I have friends but that’s all - I see them talk and grow older with their siblings and I envy that sometimes when i’m alone wishing I had someone to share certain conversations and things with that I wouldn’t with my friends/cousins.,1.9455952380952368,4.708132825396825,2.09077380952381,94.09901785714287,85.82539682539681,4.419841269841268,25.33531746031746,5.985473137389443,0.6734460317460313,260,11,51,2,8,78,45,63,0.11599999999999999,0.722,0.162,0.4215,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,13,7,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,8,3,6,5,2,5,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,2,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32848413386680475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568100503680387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603666138679372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24503853932649305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22402086808779176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824319165915779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25273701467493165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26873029485573474,0.0,0.31368128285425045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25492276518120044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070830965878096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647205953059186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,InfiniteTranquilo,2019/10/04,"I miss that feeling I don't have the emotional intelligence to know what the feeling is, I just know that I really miss that feeling. I used to have this girl friend who I would talk to a lot, and she was a big part of my life for about 5 years or so. But, it seems like at some point she didn't really wanna talk to me anymore. I really miss talking to her, she was ""my person"", like my best friend if that makes sense. She really left an impact on me and now not having her around or talking to her, just makes me feel actually lonely. I'm used to being alone, but it wasn't until we started to talk and then stopped that I feel really lonely without her around. Only makes me feel bad when I see when she post something on Instagram or snapchat (especially today on national boyfriend day). Now, she's in college and I'm just trying to get myself before I head off to college, so I feel like I lost a loved one basically. I really feel like I lost someone important to me. I don't know that feeling I used to have when we would talk and when she was just around me, but I do really miss having that feeling.",4.0597368421052655,4.585782692982459,5.3467719298245635,83.80173684210527,70.75438596491226,8.71157894736842,26.16491228070176,8.841846274778883,1.7083259649122806,866,25,185,15,15,290,105,228,0.11699999999999999,0.7390000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.6527,0,5,1,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,0,3,16,17,0,0,6,0,17,3,1,6,0,49,49,20,0,4,13,0,10,4,2,2,1,0,0,2,12,10,0,1,14,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,7,11,40,8,27,39,4,27,0,8,1,1,25,13,0,7,17,133,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.08633637127842171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163080006047912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774091989040657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362777745011242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387081940435654,0.0,0.0,0.07528355816346886,0.0,0.09284640202909283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705742589900417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951962398431627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447343406170948,0.1264095046870157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670722625064205,0.0,0.046223215542689294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079828154196123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458664721126217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612560071252453,0.0,0.06249072407695307,0.17289272543829692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193156310661285,0.07521613268508341,0.07984986102120065,0.0,0.17716818805547682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059951237347403076,0.06728730239056434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580706661073536,0.0,0.0,0.07725075082583252,0.0,0.0,0.08363508375549243,0.0,0.08473217302285584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396744121412088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050110636074572,0.08054201656773471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496243921511311,0.06811043204050922,0.0,0.0,0.0626212717098098,0.0,0.0,0.0739669489100542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266649348121271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386155952911849,0.0,0.0,0.06006700163827005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22923543148998224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528430676327575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569661274973834,0.0,0.0,0.05697337188717256
lonely,Throwawaymylife26,2019/10/04,"It's never going to get better for me is it. I've been single my whole life. 26 years now, and it's the worst feeling in the world. I grow increasingly more bitter and hopeless every fucking day. I can't keep living like this. People weren't meant to be alone this long. I know it's stupid. I know being totally undesired by women shouldn't make me borderline suicidal, but it's starting to.

If I had a gun near me last night I would have used it on myself. I joined a discord call with a friend of mine to play some games. He's never struggled with girls before. They flock to him, he's never even had to ask a girl out. He had one he met from his work over. I got to listen to it all. Their cute conversations. About how they were going to cuddle that night. I left the call without saying a word and cried myself to sleep.

I can't keep going like this. I've lost track of how many times I've been rejected in person before. I think it's around 30 or so. Most were nice about it at least, but I've had some brutal ones as well. In high school I asked a girl I liked to prom and all she said was ""eww"". Once during my breif college life a girlfriend of one of my roommates tried to set me up with a friend of hers. I swear to God the moment her friend saw me she turned to said to my roommates girlfriend. ""You really must hate me"". 

I don't wanna be labeled an incel. I don't hate women, but I hate the way they've treated me. I've seen they way they treat good looking guys. The light in their eyes, their flirtatious behavior. Then they interact with me and that all goes away in an instant. It's absolutely soul crushing. I don't know what else to do anymore. Dating sites obviously don't work. Neither do bars. I need more social hobbies but at this point I work so much I wouldn't know how I would manage. I don't want to believe it's too late for me, but it totally is. Everyone around me has had years of experience, and I can't even manage to get one. I'm so sick of coming home to an empty house every day. I hate it, and I'm terrified it will never change.",1.2092473118279583,3.1482613225806446,2.8501382488479265,93.03330261136713,80.93548387096773,5.70015360983103,18.858678955453147,6.7636006534598385,0.003977572964669829,1610,37,360,17,42,530,216,434,0.177,0.7190000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.988,0,3,0,1,0,1,52.0,0,1,8,5,15,27,8,1,17,0,34,8,2,5,11,59,73,22,1,9,8,0,1,3,5,6,3,4,1,7,21,15,1,2,7,3,0,6,17,13,1,4,19,11,57,14,54,45,17,48,1,3,4,2,44,20,1,5,22,233,78,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902207585282912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524294037294622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303397220216852,0.16071014989989002,0.0,0.08075629876127967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628047819894055,0.09684034767953494,0.0,0.07601903275125879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553660665222073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092758172793038,0.07404147252287009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441606618283067,0.11086600778331712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718032587273915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135431716757966,0.0,0.14483934175028498,0.08213241146131017,0.0,0.08407917870146249,0.0,0.0,0.043460756219664574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922276773009706,0.07946277930857032,0.0898144859040193,0.0,0.14654834781308926,0.07209385711512907,0.06874499882991285,0.0,0.0,0.08510764309587986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394458010876871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081476746186624,0.08621853537313856,0.0,0.0,0.09917899036676668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279913559731034,0.0,0.0,0.18895154811444295,0.07006370998803749,0.09695947928539113,0.0,0.09338890975939362,0.0,0.12142323269479145,0.1259778587675628,0.0,0.07589866194680038,0.07606628973078433,0.07217943157457753,0.0,0.09382858017059877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573747395903744,0.08714352650576754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318583456932844,0.06373355432871455,0.26517106481396896,0.0,0.0,0.16132338602488228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153784921613103,0.2329777147024323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059589449526403014,0.07505142588699673,0.0,0.0,0.08125399718353428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05506411949943118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352323938345387,0.06835380524298787,0.0,0.08698969898207204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601574085088219,0.08761893823048714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083844729579853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985743439246936,0.0,0.09401935991388408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550756386063267,0.0,0.0,0.05012027394797816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835689716301413,0.09349290654500417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423637014623889,0.0,0.0,0.050697699272750064,0.13645203873801506,0.0,0.0,0.07728266848121773,0.0,0.0,0.09596419866421477,0.0,0.08285626689634062,0.0,0.18772587796194307,0.0,0.0,0.1221180365910295,0.0,0.0,0.11070268578651976
lonely,RavenBlues127,2019/10/04,"Its a strange feeling. I feel alone, though I'm sure we all feel that at some point no?

Because i don't fear anything come from it, I'd like to share something..

I'm Joseph. I'm 20 and I'm in a poly-marriage. My wife has a bf and I've been given the ability to share my emotions and love with people. Its funny because no matter how much love i give, i still feel.. hollow. My wife is a sweetheart and our boyfriend is a tender soul that i care for, yet i still feel out of place. I love talking to people, I love giving people all my attention in the moments they want to talk but it feels like no matter what, people arent connecting correctly with me. It always feels like if it works, its temporary. It never seems to last longer then a week and im not sure what to say to tell people they mean more than they think to me. 

People tell me that I'm kind, that I'm loving, yet they still leave just the same as if i was crual and vindictive. They block me out as a relic of their past and through that i have learned one thing about myself.

I am a stepping stone. I will get you to a better place but you're gonna move on and i guess im ok with that now. I just wish i could have someone else to reach out towards. I need another person i can share my deepest thoughts with, someone to love even.. i want to find just one. Because if i can find one person that doesnt know every past sin and is willing to stay, i can start a new way of thinking with them i dont have elsewhere. 

If you got this far, thank you for reading. Sometimes i just want to let it out and i figured maybe if i stop crying for help in my notes, I'll actually find someone.",1.9913142857142847,3.2684703885714304,3.2427142857142885,94.07778571428574,76.54285714285714,5.914285714285715,22.785714285714285,6.1826913282559595,0.23519999999999985,1276,36,295,8,28,414,177,350,0.071,0.7020000000000001,0.22699999999999998,0.9934,1,1,1,0,0,0,39.0,2,3,7,2,14,23,0,1,13,1,21,7,0,1,6,72,62,22,0,11,12,2,7,3,2,3,1,1,0,2,20,21,0,2,19,1,0,3,9,2,0,3,5,8,47,21,41,52,6,35,2,0,0,6,35,14,0,8,19,187,67,3,0.0,0.0,0.07606797334885775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073271037136016,0.0,0.0,0.06486065959751337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173739068177435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414622321585513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255282278697626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894045656679974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947523866273869,0.0,0.0,0.06714703852266916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223674669096265,0.0,0.08562443475417339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091356840802127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065117237887619,0.0876832787020245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148525186439131,0.0,0.06567625229968506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771544188269575,0.2758970994051105,0.11137501717051547,0.0,0.0,0.2137347133842664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04072566724701559,0.14955352070167965,0.0,0.0,0.062343750433207515,0.0,0.0858707332224368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05224825409112804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839879191683824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117294869502137,0.042839291439805985,0.06353966869249818,0.0,0.08253781419158976,0.0,0.07970917489630364,0.0,0.11424732447151245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221176088452619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831127048774546,0.08491042166292362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284853319179797,0.05730223242930765,0.057798950802537816,0.06011985951069852,0.07528461332572088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846284910678504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488242252220705,0.32424436683034225,0.13612589845937528,0.16288235643017632,0.0,0.07368796288213172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797111259320504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061988983166214574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709627689815701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814039241903267,0.06000973231233717,0.07709456118771793,0.0,0.055173424096455384,0.08308434783323403,0.1867529557069116,0.0651697055953587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693393932703586,0.0,0.0,0.12530654388796286,0.13626350340550128,0.07176590385367371,0.0,0.0,0.05178652842763772,0.09989444837195333,0.07658549711868062,0.06188360735819485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793082106895754,0.06187309618138775,0.06252680273643785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963867399221855,0.0,0.0,0.05674854163801666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jackaroni3755,2019/10/04,"I feel shut off by everyone else in the world. I’ve felt very down and depressed for the last several weeks. I’ve been feeling this way pretty much since the beginning of the summer. I don’t really have anyone to talk to about it, so here I am. I really only have two friends, one of whom can be kind of an asshole, so one good friend who I can talk to about things. The problem is that he is in a very healthy long-term relationship so it is very difficult for him to relate to me about being lonely. I’m a high school student and see everyone around me putting themselves out there and it makes me feel bad about being a more reserved person. I spent the night alone at home last weekend during the homecoming dance because I couldn’t find a date, and I have spent every day after school lately in my room listening to music and not interacting with anyone, and I generally don’t have many interactions with people outside of school. This might mean nothing to you, but I needed to put my feelings into words somehow.",7.669049999999999,6.562627805000003,7.609000000000003,76.13200000000003,63.45,10.6,33.5,9.642632912329526,2.9271000000000003,811,27,156,13,10,261,126,200,0.061,0.878,0.062,0.0488,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,0,12,0,18,0,0,1,0,28,32,10,0,3,2,0,5,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,9,11,0,0,7,2,2,3,4,5,0,3,4,7,17,4,31,23,2,28,0,2,1,0,14,13,0,2,11,106,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354007536365355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680935652311427,0.0,0.0,0.10618618066326707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959540449680243,0.07271313940118489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692695786751375,0.0,0.10273732610239317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964472193619324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050014574493617,0.22795793525424515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412500516215767,0.0,0.1145293303656756,0.0,0.10902149606961224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431380084658447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004799883552104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602787689335912,0.11964947183831437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421374376191367,0.0,0.1944613384771849,0.13455517930114802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556072834686607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962159481298581,0.12093312505737222,0.0,0.12993295831572182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653924645233353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768592160797277,0.08844601779427815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193798322778807,0.0,0.11445420056616368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165700561719468,0.09071926036726344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269505080448539,0.10415235458626496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135257541071393,0.0,0.11413666939176835,0.0,0.23982251173915026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283007967684376,0.0,0.0,0.1280641211159785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621589543431833,0.09505223120696103,0.0,0.0,0.13475459530513045,0.0,0.09867122070647827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174854658378387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924559444794671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165210844359782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952601803343853,0.0,0.09468042048967128,0.0956807455958782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Supercargo428,2019/10/04,"Feel like an idiot About month ago, I picked up all my things and moved to university. I went well over 1000 miles away to a very large and notable university in the Deep South. At the time I was so excited to go make new friends and meet all the people I can. Now I can’t help but see how wrong I was. It’s been six weeks and it still seems like nobody has given me the time of day, I struggle so hard to get out and do stuff to meet people and make connections but I feel like nobody wants anything to do with me. I even went through rush ( the process of joining a fraternity, which can be a very big deal in the south) and was accepted to a frat but dropped after the first actual day. The thing is, i feel so self conscious when people tell me about how many people that have hooked up with, went on dates with, and can just casually hang out with for long periods of time. Like I feel like I was pretty like able and decently attractive back home, so I guess I just got my hopes up with how easy it all would be. I’m not the go to parties and get wasted type or the huge playboy type either, but It makes me so upset when I see people who can do that and when they brag about it. I don’t really want that lifestyle, but I get so mad thinking about how I can my have it either way. Lately I’ve been doing things that I’m not too proud of and all of it bc I just wanted to do something brave and make a name for myself.",4.7294528043775665,4.133187514950169,5.349845612663671,88.2429314051202,69.19933554817275,8.677037326558533,25.679304279851475,7.928766900206844,1.0664202071526288,1106,24,260,12,17,358,150,301,0.08900000000000001,0.733,0.17800000000000002,0.9764,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,26,20,2,2,16,0,25,0,0,9,4,61,54,32,0,5,13,0,5,6,1,1,0,0,1,1,17,20,0,0,8,1,0,8,4,5,1,2,11,7,28,15,38,40,6,48,0,0,2,0,10,17,0,4,27,175,45,4,0.10230933927878973,0.0,0.09983915683648087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069105627834988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419186890578358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961229920699275,0.07866956672676137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319621199887126,0.10547643640841982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757435369128144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692270396418408,0.21926943726941991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702427172578835,0.0,0.0,0.07904394173750381,0.0,0.16035722133273494,0.0,0.1162895104635702,0.0,0.08182612475725821,0.0,0.11270527167248652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916490723915867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857579353025799,0.0,0.1026246090902648,0.10161625861391922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154093909876246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998990519636588,0.0,0.0,0.09054054577457617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27316911365452584,0.10372561194292497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166233852429794,0.10873863644393407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988109974053007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35464206954369193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408537891793207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655419825223487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630545947407714,0.09313858000935324,0.10673095370558304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787627277588911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170437050640267,0.0,0.0,0.10695593515329273,0.11711971617924707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894228719963293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039093368502936,0.06555569353978953,0.0,0.0,0.17897219545012327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883183921159245,0.1810340971506246,0.08120839141174514,0.08206638076523254,0.0,0.0919883828693341,0.2845253475145414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267761922530584,0.11185920171220888,0.0,0.0
lonely,bondinspace,2018/12/31,"Today’s my birthday (new year's eve) and I just told my ex we need to go no contact permanently. I'm ending 2018 the same way I started it - missing someone I wish I'd never broken up with. We've tried to be friends since the breakup, but it's not working. I know it's best in the long term, but nothing to help you feel even more lonely than cutting out the person who knows you best from your life - and them being totally okay with it.",5.2789130434782585,4.448898630434787,5.951217391304351,85.16769565217396,68.1304347826087,8.229565217391304,31.44347826086956,6.742157984588678,1.6481104347826083,342,12,75,2,5,112,70,92,0.11699999999999999,0.6859999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.8791,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,3,1,3,2,7,1,0,4,1,2,1,0,0,2,18,12,4,0,2,4,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,11,4,10,9,6,14,0,2,0,0,12,3,0,0,9,46,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627257951646484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526527110204056,0.0,0.0,0.14561409765943642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147299669579706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703295943330156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252945178785716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477720725500138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242322006457595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571992751998126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510330701481535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347093122787434,0.17003508338894185,0.21292507349364664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154072524792733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250027099460845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236972942972474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679805321064494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560452376876362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897367032434694,0.21066237285815767,0.0,0.14968028102755934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499370681100998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535222059929921,0.0,0.0,0.16050009245121222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197130009110345
lonely,Hylotrupes,2018/12/31,"Watching ""The Twilight Zone"" on Rabbit if anyone wants to join. [https://www.rabb.it/hylotrupes](https://www.rabb.it/hylotrupes)

Probably not many people lonely enough to dual-stream TV shows on the internet on New Year's, but I'll give it a shot.",10.95990990990991,14.536695081081085,7.079459459459461,66.27342342342342,57.64864864864865,8.176576576576577,25.84684684684685,8.841846274778883,2.1225387387387395,206,5,27,3,3,56,33,37,0.0,0.9079999999999999,0.092,0.2858,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672937496771666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949895760505743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667105181871758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875642125900006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36920106507243466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650195489029637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121543015572149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254741652837241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24617089168184625
lonely,Dubjoix,2018/12/31,"Amazing new song https://youtu.be/IocaRZLByBc

It really captures how we may feel. Share please. ",9.541923076923077,11.731412230769234,6.554423076923082,53.859326923076935,119.0,7.453846153846158,26.32692307692308,7.1686216300943375,3.3745538461538462,81,3,9,2,4,23,13,13,0.0,0.546,0.45399999999999996,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019674919461273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.576789467594402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.655557614158467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825882360956629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Alosar,2018/12/31,"If anyone is feeling lonely on New Years Eve CEST https://www.twitch.tv/leffen is a great place to hang out right now. It's a gaming livestream but nonetheless, feel free to check it out right now if you don't know what to do.",9.36488372093023,7.846595372093022,7.0647674418604645,82.70552325581397,60.3953488372093,10.460465116279073,30.80232558139535,8.841846274778883,2.0125906976744186,183,4,37,2,2,52,33,43,0.039,0.778,0.183,0.7579,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,7,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,6,7,0,12,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,2,5,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414650517563236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492217547937591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807311492673233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978613392622776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335250240377048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607997666711292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5898254513582875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22238330365992506
lonely,TheSpood,2018/12/31,"Looking for some friends! Hey all! As a lot of you might be, I'm kinda lonely on new years and thought it'd be cool to make some long term friends for the new year!

I'm a 20 year old guy and I play Pc games and currently have smash for the switch.  I love making music, TV, comic books, all that nerd stuff. 

So if you wanna chat or just need someone to talk to this time of the year, have a discord/WhatsApp Cuz reddit chat sucks so just PM me! Not looking for anyone in particular just want to make some long lasting friendships!!!",1.3274812343619686,3.438081614678904,2.2396830692243554,96.65433694745623,81.4770642201835,4.6975813177648025,20.91826522101752,5.565023196281405,-0.19526422018348602,412,12,92,2,11,129,75,109,0.059000000000000004,0.769,0.172,0.9226,1,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,5,8,1,0,6,1,6,1,0,4,2,25,18,9,0,4,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,5,5,14,13,7,15,0,1,2,1,11,2,1,8,13,52,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143000812976598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683449753866478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195480706341926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155945688177085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30737460700096353,0.291668286862819,0.0,0.0,0.14764304585517654,0.15673867123217053,0.0,0.3477664960876246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423021400855472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287697630836003,0.0,0.3354518269687303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822313068038544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714506656160128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880389732954967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958466153134094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786993271724593,0.10126495956398454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024316122487831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473360625056454
lonely,airanium,2018/12/31,Celebrating alone I'm celebrating new year's eve alone. If anyone reads this.- why are you here on Reddit on new year's eve,1.765066666666666,4.403320440000002,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,84.6,6.533333333333335,16.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.357133333333334,101,2,21,2,3,33,18,25,0.136,0.612,0.252,0.6597,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,7,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5983531429333161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198081969046344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5579743921733215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889427350051054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606553391380549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720386170337678
lonely,random_dud_ondenet,2018/12/31,"Its 30 mins to midnight and im sitting in the living room by myself My friends didn't want to make any plans. They're all spending time with their segnificant other. Over the past 3 years I've been rejected so many times that I just gave up, it doesn't really make a difference if I try or not. Im trying to figure out if it's something about me or it's just bad luck.

Usually I can live with this lonely feeling but every once in a while (like this time of year) I just feel completely crushed and hopeless.

Of course that doesn't change my situation, nothing does.

And it's not like I'm really important either, I'm just another one of those guys who have this problem, I'm just gonna sink in with the rest of these posts.

This was the most real thing I said this year probably.

Happy new year.",2.9283356643356626,4.354052612121215,4.163636363636368,87.81776223776227,74.39393939393939,7.7435897435897445,24.207459207459213,8.384062270229773,1.3353962703962703,631,19,136,11,13,207,109,165,0.138,0.784,0.078,-0.8704,0,3,1,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,1,1,7,10,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,2,1,31,18,10,0,4,13,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,17,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,5,5,0,1,5,3,10,5,18,12,4,21,0,3,0,0,6,7,0,6,14,80,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972255802490538,0.14991817240066801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937530123419735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512449791768957,0.0,0.14990298633033308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937487598176494,0.0,0.0,0.12511539717321726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045972635984095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458145800299452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045949162437156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156434673855486,0.0,0.15219591037836322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30886769088265115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969738894747444,0.0,0.25249305716819603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086928585851665,0.1449507465314844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380828473424672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371850914119606,0.0,0.0,0.1522600715371151,0.09688124587510724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364825550958845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692725707378606,0.0,0.15414754963477814,0.1368044977511767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273296376570526,0.18318251621394185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599871714113793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070605139226804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100665108034203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498396795015172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501036422243407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941366421171885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746300159031562,0.0,0.08432834487742986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682760519620323
lonely,ufcfanatic123,2018/12/31,"26M looking for company on NYE Feeling lonely cause friends can't make it out for new years. If anyone lives close to me maybe we can go to watch the fireworks at midnight.

Live in bedford, UK.

Message me if you're interested.",1.16,3.7736293333333366,2.5438888888888904,90.18250000000002,89.0,4.777777777777779,27.5,6.42735559955562,1.2896666666666672,180,9,35,2,6,58,41,45,0.052000000000000005,0.795,0.153,0.5859,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,6,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,8,6,0,8,0,1,2,0,3,5,0,2,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287173956890333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360239638623624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539265142805706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25271827311039685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589966301783628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5776742988905118,0.0,0.2746833834724639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183431935211636,0.0,0.3286180276420709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31591724906015656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106430296552822
lonely,Carbuyerwantsadvice,2018/12/31,"Hello!!! I would like to meet some people here!

I posted once before but didn’t get much of a result. I’m into making short films doing a film course.

Really into Kratom and phenibut and medications to get high and control anxiety.

Don’t like bridge or chess much as I’m not good enough but do play a bit of bridge.

44 years old former lawyer. Very bored in life. Work out every day and do some climbing too...",1.0504878048780526,3.536751121951223,2.2860487804878065,93.27785365853659,86.56097560975607,4.743414634146341,14.297560975609755,6.2581,-0.6371307317073169,320,5,66,3,10,102,61,82,0.111,0.7929999999999999,0.096,-0.3218,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,3,0,17,11,8,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,0,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,9,9,6,12,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,6,35,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057525732781662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897352939254463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24343093947377606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25008541165431225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380042253143827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303927700298304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878660462237778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329904590356388,0.0,0.0,0.1870208429501458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23558531950810974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749382985604002,0.21786863479126004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883753750477513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246238446445143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278245475143104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339747439683972,0.2374610876333818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458278315676865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21354840479942264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284348843543965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839777188898107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232844861263107,0.0,0.0,0.15839503569769708,0.0,0.0,0.14358858327955468
lonely,Yukipsina,2018/12/31,"Another generic New Year post Nope, I ain't looking for someone to talk to... I feel like a crap but I am okay at the same time and nobody cares anyway.

If everything else fails I still have my kill pills to escape from this nonsense...

A soundtrack which goes with this: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mzDB5VHy0ME](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mzDB5VHy0ME)",8.506587301587302,12.920760611111113,3.5889417989418,83.07166666666667,72.51851851851849,5.307936507936508,22.529100529100532,6.868970318607317,0.8074211640211635,299,8,43,3,7,74,47,54,0.198,0.639,0.162,-0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,0,3,1,3,2,1,0,0,6,6,3,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,5,3,7,6,1,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,5,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31353596569209724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048585903573249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497828214725369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687291159990661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118743221798475,0.2136113795122524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308080573527822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608020844615016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25109141827993553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887837958118144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28636701667801456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533485134996887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387881801503613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403313093172424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435397308683226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255135275494173
lonely,imgimal,2018/12/31,"Happy New Year and I'm here!! Yoooo!
If anyone wants to talk, I'm here for u. I mean it.
I'm a 19 y.o boy.
If you're feeling like, you need someone to talk
I'm here for u . Just dm me :)",-4.487499999999997,-3.421211888888889,-0.5473611111111101,109.00562500000002,112.33333333333334,2.25,10.069444444444443,3.1291,-2.3373888888888894,135,2,41,0,8,49,31,45,0.0,0.746,0.254,0.8904,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,8,3,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285409192661399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526503584635213,0.23350150058360244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34793759769426924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968226016622405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560351572044983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423549210122726,0.0,0.3156734899622684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769387015236668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5254188376193618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927844293663624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048049926152265
lonely,so-innocent,2018/12/31,New Years alone I want to make a group chat on Discord for all of us that have nothing to do this new years. Anyone interested? ,3.185384615384617,4.538062923076922,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,73.61538461538461,6.7384615384615385,24.538461538461537,7.1686216300943375,0.7724461538461541,100,3,22,1,2,32,23,26,0.16399999999999998,0.6970000000000001,0.139,-0.1779,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256888754691126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21987987130418687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990652305630728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6074207329692034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017357708855434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782603219306305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547845022520304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050077792482338
lonely,Chiaretta5498,2018/12/31,"New year's eve at home, alone.. Thats not the first time It happens but It still hurts. I am 20yo (F). I havent friends and I havent a boyfriend. I have never had to be honest. I am so sad. Honestly i would love to go out and have fun with my peers but I dont have friend or a partner, because I am extremely unattractive and worthless. My physical aspect has never been accepted by others, so I am here, alone, in my bedroom. I will cut myself again because the mental pain is killing me and I need to cope in some way..I havent alcohol at home unfortunately. Sorry for my poor english, I am italian",0.1825066666666686,2.4276905040000045,2.3864000000000023,92.79586666666668,87.96000000000002,5.253333333333334,22.73333333333333,6.742157984588678,0.6464933333333334,463,18,102,6,15,156,82,125,0.327,0.551,0.122,-0.9848,0,2,1,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,1,5,13,2,0,4,0,19,3,0,0,2,16,23,9,1,2,4,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,3,1,4,6,1,0,1,0,1,1,7,6,0,1,2,0,18,7,11,18,1,15,0,3,0,1,4,5,0,2,9,73,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673544827307127,0.0,0.3813219378995689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443822496953775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575125754360674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658624201662866,0.0,0.0,0.2844538321413903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462217648210327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627895366122412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36931310213098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19707137473130504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036675060582126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614775667962378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551868945197825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649986373060152,0.2839619929693579,0.17779456750140032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958839662873249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060728700982088,0.0,0.0,0.1470139316332896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734393579799302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612149667220256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307717381314636,0.0,0.0,0.11854745654490725
lonely,Tropheltee,2018/12/31,"Well thats a poopy end of the year Woke up depressed, bc I know that i have no one to celebrate new years with me and im just feeling extra lonely because other people are posting themselves on social media having fun on new years eve. And thats not it, i got sick and i have a fever, my whole body and head hurts.
Oh well i guess im gonna start the new year sick and depressed.
Hope that you all are having a better time atm tho.",1.3992741935483863,2.897386279569893,2.9007392473118294,94.97110887096777,78.6774193548387,5.0801075268817195,19.151881720430108,5.148860815047168,-0.4544182795698926,336,7,77,1,8,110,64,93,0.138,0.633,0.22899999999999998,0.8178,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,4,9,0,0,5,0,6,5,2,0,1,13,14,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,4,2,1,2,1,8,5,6,11,3,15,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,2,11,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680841661578156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404535450898982,0.0,0.17640086000395966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735637038702751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065752689823546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802985392265288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701396536385526,0.0,0.17494588085406435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298372282953486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773304663127208,0.0,0.0,0.17000818599971018,0.0,0.3430816749909142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727720487359966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601358052542357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761300418005404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009807850784932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209500409233218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188564950243922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240573960497198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260273252758312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28557650286637265,0.0,0.0,0.17730443832669054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090708367881021
lonely,DrJC94,2018/12/31,NYE alone in London I’m spending NYE completely alone in London - how fun?! Depressing af ☹️,-0.07833333333333314,1.4703072777777777,2.5538888888888884,84.76750000000001,115.11111111111113,6.2444444444444445,21.166666666666668,7.1686216300943375,1.8274000000000004,73,3,13,2,4,25,14,18,0.34600000000000003,0.654,0.0,-0.7088,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8365042876167207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234141990774231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34782322064299714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_boourns,2018/12/31,"Happy new year From Australia ❤️

Hopefully 2019 will be less lonely for all of us",1.105882352941176,3.5459963529411773,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,85.47058823529412,5.752941176470588,20.264705882352946,7.1686216300943375,0.7097294117647066,66,2,13,1,2,22,17,17,0.102,0.602,0.29600000000000004,0.6361,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4802107854159525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480501000364751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356810403771794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5426250427329401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904975102861164
lonely,Iboredaf,2018/12/31,"Need advice on what's wrong with me Don't know if this is right place to post, but going to anyway.

So this regularly happens, so tonight I've been invited to 3 party's with separate 'friends' groups and I've said no to all and just gonna stay in by myself. I feel lonly and sad when I get no texts and no one wants to hang with me but when they do I always say no because I really don't want to. I know this comes off selfish but I don't know what my problem is. I love being alone but at the same time hate it.

I never let anyone close so no one really knows the real me, I think most my peers feel I live a perfect life lived by everyone and really I'm just happy with my own company, like on Christmas I spent half day by myself playing bass because I'd rather do that. This is why I hate relationships and only do Fwb cause I know I would never wanna hangout as much or talk deeply. Thing is I'm very out going confident person (with tones of insecurities) but I feel I have no one to fall back on, tell or trust. I'm so alone but I don't know if I want it to change.
 
I'm not really on social media so it's easy to hide that I don't go out much and my friend groups don't know each other so it's easy to lie and say I'm with one group to the other when I'm actually in bed ",0.5497074756229665,2.1113872535211264,3.0460563380281687,92.67906283856988,81.39436619718309,6.200216684723728,17.965330444203683,7.1686216300943375,-0.012922101841819966,996,20,240,13,26,346,143,284,0.163,0.6829999999999999,0.154,0.628,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,14,15,2,1,4,0,18,2,0,1,4,59,51,28,0,10,14,0,3,1,2,2,1,3,1,1,15,19,0,0,11,2,1,6,15,7,0,5,3,6,29,8,33,44,7,30,0,1,0,1,15,13,0,5,10,152,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.10350707904860168,0.0,0.0,0.10364843357240863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970894362842186,0.0,0.0,0.08825708277141937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741652200736248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815597539074044,0.0,0.12931615104421973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896106592498593,0.11220589239660876,0.09136820028543303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068405092840797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135253074558508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608935213008416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389576564908132,0.0,0.05541615838391716,0.0,0.18084268637890408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379559256371922,0.11291137091661732,0.0,0.20944040470190012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080454376741808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084617284208796,0.0749189735572563,0.05181947287649871,0.0,0.1873199953987846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573052184562884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594438606956146,0.07864808678689947,0.16361237921315386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28749771950306924,0.0806695026021787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926144966934896,0.11081849693379492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158383542381448,0.0,0.0,0.10149276252064543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072861870224187,0.2717995376124389,0.0,0.0,0.11387734985700028,0.0,0.09058150255457594,0.10089496857788227,0.16869908052635552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812298059803377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305438780965245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525345012174697,0.09270811747375424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046687397637426,0.06796409914020336,0.0,0.0,0.061849110672740126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751721809818859,0.18768498450915425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570988285008876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534767236204418,0.11596872009748825,0.0,0.0
lonely,nye_nye,2018/12/31,Happy New Year I guess 3 minutes into the New Year I finish work 1 hr ago and came home to no one. Thought I’d post here to wish everyone else who is lonely a happy New Year and good luck in the year to come.,6.454255319148935,3.0817800638297896,7.3835106382978735,83.98250000000002,67.51063829787232,10.251063829787237,29.88297872340425,7.1686216300943375,1.5107957446808506,161,3,40,1,2,55,35,47,0.086,0.622,0.293,0.9062,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,4,5,4,0,14,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,9,17,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974592935075832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611305417503575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523557771372054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054293182555814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219906503452212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115220129395213,0.0,0.0,0.19852242442509832,0.0,0.0,0.3836753233604792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076604492361872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221459069394465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211544727545524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259205422814367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430671813771089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20723343350393772,0.0,0.0,0.1311955499364957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46419917910797204
lonely,Donnie9191,2018/12/31,"My 'friends"" are having a NYE party and didn't invite me. They told me if they were going to have something they would invite me, but tonight I was in the area visiting another friend and I saw they were having one. I msgd them and now they're ignoring me. 

I fucking hate this. ",2.421250000000001,4.3418971964285715,3.738714285714289,88.20628571428574,77.03571428571428,6.622857142857143,23.7,7.554174236665415,1.0862114285714282,217,7,44,3,5,71,41,56,0.18899999999999997,0.7090000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.6523,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,5,0,1,5,2,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,0,7,14,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,6,1,14,2,2,7,0,6,0,0,1,1,9,2,1,1,2,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682290743292673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5426212940085517,0.3246481059259356,0.0,0.0,0.1995762207080824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467045746024643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379597544259947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27034540735646784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355549862219346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494588637827568,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Jadekay10,2018/12/31,"No friends and home alone for New Year’s Eve What can I do when I’m alone for new nears? My boyfriend is out with his friends for his college party and I have nothing to do. 

Any ideas of how to make a good night in on my own? I’m on a diet also so it kinda sucks, I won’t be ordering any food in or anything ",-1.7634428794992159,0.07580398591549553,0.7824413145539921,103.50383411580593,93.64788732394364,3.718935837245697,17.74804381846635,5.033348758259628,-0.9062594679186228,237,7,63,1,9,80,52,71,0.11599999999999999,0.722,0.163,0.6693,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,2,0,7,2,0,2,0,9,11,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,13,9,1,13,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,6,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554582347077097,0.0,0.17583776328802306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990515513113932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180942306127656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658794765486401,0.0,0.3397571116852001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844247091542239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22055732549448265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24821748328695306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677144607281134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247224814856374,0.0,0.2063422581198667,0.0,0.21098055829778076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159535531693682
lonely,Coconut_Vinyls,2018/12/31,"Being single during this time of year really sucks. Doesn’t help that friend said she’d ditch our NYE plans if her FWB calls I have other friends but they work or have their own families/ significant others/are working/etc. Other people I can think of, I’m not that close with them. If I knew of any cool events, then maybe I’d feel better. But after my best friend said “well if he calls, I’m probably just gonna go over there instead,” I just felt a lot of negative emotions. On top of feeling neglected when we already planned to spend NYE together, I hate this, but admittedly, I’m jealous that she has someone who she connects with so amazingly to spend it with. Any others feeling especially lonely during this time of year?",3.8528723404255314,5.909451822695036,4.4747695035460975,83.90875000000003,73.32624113475177,7.536879432624112,25.934397163120565,8.344100000000001,1.7505929078014186,581,20,110,10,12,185,98,141,0.145,0.639,0.21600000000000005,0.7853,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,3,6,7,13,3,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,0,24,23,10,0,3,10,0,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,1,7,0,2,1,3,5,1,0,4,7,15,8,14,16,4,13,0,2,0,0,20,4,1,5,8,68,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455695449388929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22746212901025256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551134854185202,0.1479129590387797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34154787255072483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812601274944685,0.0,0.0,0.1865203004687584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766194022294056,0.0,0.2536894573053032,0.0,0.1605796335694791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876348858485866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504812581258636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511796801090395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209954578325944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218412982255707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801820470546375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159453295832198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031638243671708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714023261353543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181730329029064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170456268739984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716264575304453,0.0,0.0,0.19504162994909854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503716604086976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175499166706626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21539818694882384
lonely,Tigster02,2018/12/31,"me time? i am an introvert. i might be able to fool around and exchange banter with others, but i’ve never EVER really been able to open up and converse about my emotions, personal experiences or even opinions. everyone is so opinionated and has a great idea on what they want to do and i’m here going with the flow. 

i feel like sometimes i’m just incapable of really thinking out loud to other people except myself. i could be feeling like shit and having an incredibly cruddy day but when someone comes and asks me about it i don’t why i have the instinct to just SHUT UP about it. i don’t know how complain about things that might really be very shitty. i just take them as they are like a coward. 

that’s why i love me time so much, i get to be myself and do, think, say whatever i want because i’m not afraid of being myself in front of well, myself. 

that led me to truly understanding why i’m so lonely, i’ve subconsciously gotten sick and tired of listen to people go on and on about the same damn thing that i’ve just trained myself to not say anything when someone is speaking anymore. of course, i give them my attention, it’d be rude not to but i never really give any response except for “yeah...i know right!... yup...etc”. 

i wish i was a kid again and didn’t have to care that i only had a handful of friends. i would be content and happy CAREFREE. 

happy new year you guys, i didn’t mean to post such a negative thing today but i couldn’t help but reminisce. thank you for reading if you did and i truly hope you have a good and prosperous 2019. :) ",2.86091041869523,4.502704360759498,4.348101265822788,85.53618792599806,75.01265822784809,7.140019474196688,23.54625121713729,7.882392219407189,1.1706040895813046,1222,36,248,18,26,407,169,316,0.13,0.6409999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.9894,0,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,4,0,22,20,3,1,11,0,32,5,2,2,3,62,61,27,0,8,16,0,3,3,1,3,2,5,0,3,14,19,0,0,10,1,1,6,11,7,1,0,7,8,39,13,38,41,2,30,0,1,0,1,23,11,2,7,15,177,53,1,0.20689946993098068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034936721910194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259433931275336,0.0,0.0,0.0851303173879284,0.09209219673674368,0.09671153750502018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630619982492377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054738993607343,0.0,0.0,0.08911278660723061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259619558839716,0.0,0.0,0.06671652086969693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163670278825163,0.0,0.0,0.11537380018897543,0.06832757428701933,0.09357620788538516,0.0,0.0988506550005238,0.0,0.10119369124405683,0.0,0.0,0.10461458863059664,0.14780902265916146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992500861617491,0.0,0.054048216789116525,0.19847682444177367,0.11758573676193194,0.08676872954962184,0.0,0.11405369800909985,0.0,0.10243150195999773,0.0,0.2202483330215394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934017672054403,0.0,0.0,0.10274892884558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678215883102087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370653778547735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162094516856175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336742475366926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268708870642988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194876415446554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604745827869817,0.0,0.15957362615850468,0.09991239866577144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867818506484785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343804137737726,0.09032831832957544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990762499489623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034777299329572,0.0,0.26509019680299833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834550842078001,0.0,0.1645347628257695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618966632943858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530524945836254,0.0,0.10231443308374366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778132621568151,0.0,0.0,0.095242617045998,0.0,0.0,0.2061822215142088,0.13257282609733528,0.0,0.0,0.12064474475821745,0.1189002522720491,0.09805825268727053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769482244992892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535686547922221,0.12203466794571527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301373554769414,0.0,0.2800418856881912,0.0,0.11896208981021425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348772360158727,0.0,0.0,0.06661823758498528
lonely,therrsamay,2018/12/31,"I feel pathetic 17F just about to finish my last year of 6th form. Reflecting on my time in school made me realise how lonely I am. I have people to sit and eat lunch with but no one to talk to if I'm sad, and no one who would turn to me. Worst still is that I'm an extroverted person, I constantly feel low because of my dry social life so I sometimes get dressed to go shopping on my own or just sit on a bench somewhere just to feel like I'm around people. I don't think I'm pretty but I'm not ugly either, and I take care of my body so I'm left wondering if it's just my personality people don't like. I spoke to my dad about it and he said 'boys your age are intimidated by intelligent women' which was nice of him but it's not boys that I want. I want a group of girls that go shopping together and go to parties, my sister had this in school and in uni and she's made jokes about how I never do. My mom has become my best friend. Watching films alone makes me cry. I lie in bed at night and my mind conjures up fantasies of being cuddled. It depresses me to think about sex, I just want to be held. I come from a boring English town so I keep telling myself that maybe things will change when I reach a new phase in life, after school. But I'm scared that my life will just be a constant cycle of waiting for a new phase to bring new friends, when in reality I'm just not as likeable as my sister. ",2.545294472968891,3.4268261827242554,4.054879190576866,90.35991467834494,74.54817275747509,6.934521292660827,23.316369676834803,7.1686216300943375,0.5990784053156148,1095,29,255,11,22,365,162,301,0.163,0.7070000000000001,0.13,-0.785,0,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,20,15,0,1,7,0,16,8,1,5,1,50,50,24,0,6,18,4,3,2,2,3,3,2,1,6,13,11,2,3,7,5,2,5,8,7,0,2,7,6,37,8,42,37,5,38,0,4,1,2,23,15,0,4,18,158,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236927401659473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658456170277517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613823621142527,0.11982545580359613,0.0,0.0,0.11385999886693007,0.0,0.0,0.12051474607982098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061903941720824,0.0,0.1147745236107905,0.09345981246572052,0.0,0.23449155361429186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917790852245415,0.0,0.0,0.09344756116223443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101863108716918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457671575833208,0.07750965974924287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676476878567886,0.0,0.05668475195912651,0.0,0.18498255959917514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643634892213827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843882992888898,0.0,0.0,0.11788136695681015,0.0,0.2299020839934977,0.10601146136140308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532333047909293,0.07242201187624467,0.0,0.10899894939173067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955016648561453,0.12706936075561215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367890705169995,0.3143587266592886,0.0,0.10181627195193507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470395764890808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256526749634637,0.18946927849164666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037957325836224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320466872025083,0.0,0.1086235573550508,0.3294116395700818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105981452886082,0.0,0.0,0.10730545068340744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664515269671673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157559019552403,0.0872050826824094,0.09483040320460873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208001040081212,0.13903988346496388,0.0,0.0,0.06326496819011401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801263825313932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919814924673941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176594290983583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770725406288638,0.0,0.0,0.06986795305741625
lonely,madigan2121,2018/12/31,"I would like some advice/comfort Hey so as you probably know I’m here because I’m lonely. I have never been a social person no matter how hard I try.Its always been hard for me to make friends. I barely feel any emotions. Social situations make me freeze up. I get very insecure very quickly and I feel like I’ll never be able to get over that. And honestly, none of this ever concerned me until I got into high school which I guess makes sense because ya know: cliques, stress, relationships, friends etc. I have a good group of friends but they all seem to be in relationships that take up most of their Time.  I just feel like don’t connect with anyone. I just want to be able to love someone and have them love me back. I want to be able to have a shoulder to cry on and be able to be a shoulder to cry on. The problem is that no one has ever showed any interest in dating me. I’m just sick of this constant state of depression and loneliness that I’ve been stuck in for the past 3 years",2.964883004926108,4.401795004926111,4.006400862068968,88.9364978448276,74.32019704433499,6.848399014778327,25.002770935960587,7.413659706084162,1.0275322660098525,778,25,166,9,16,252,114,203,0.177,0.6579999999999999,0.166,-0.6753,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,3,0,10,16,0,2,6,0,17,5,2,4,5,34,39,10,0,4,4,0,6,3,3,1,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,6,22,11,29,27,5,23,0,2,0,2,17,10,0,4,15,107,29,1,0.4254736012227511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850703004922078,0.0,0.0,0.14466831947147069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437525868223094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817907341055615,0.0,0.12968237910109956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494645266394796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336813861210165,0.0,0.0,0.0916149473201451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965013354862347,0.0,0.0,0.11862888355763515,0.0,0.19243261556467586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134917762214993,0.15197921286358934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24653988665384705,0.0,0.1111461979318004,0.0,0.0,0.0892167675618403,0.08507252666275016,0.0,0.11717678501620125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057038758169906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238405495338147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691458206803672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589868254178055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200326835100076,0.0,0.21300519950463395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407573543924686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207798088297092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154067392714876,0.0,0.09287678432646562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468312608258,0.1017801937263004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22839970933149975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076504998472238,0.0,0.09683379672057063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956253860486205,0.0,0.21685837764627466,0.09012560040050352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184464316885465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997579931912667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202426961026278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553014010449408,0.12547767682103506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556105971866395,0.0,0.0,0.06849776237187039
lonely,cordiallylogan,2018/12/31,"Let's be friends? Hi there, my name is Logan. I'm an 18 year old male from Georgia and I've made an account on Reddit to maybe meet and experience new people and things. Loneliness is something I go through sometimes, especially since my casual friend group is going through a rough patch and I've been out of their loop.
A little about me: I'm in college, studying whacky stuff like radiation engineering and physics. My favorite beverage is coffee and I play in a band for my free time! I'm also an avid gamer and artist when the mood suits me. If that interests you, or you'd like to get to know me, send me a message or leave a comment so we can chat. :) Some of you might know me from 7 cups or kik, same username across all social media.
(Disclaimer: I am not here for dates, hook ups, or other intimate chats. Just friends, please.)",2.7672727272727293,4.850669969696972,3.5751515151515143,89.0227272727273,76.57575757575758,6.581818181818183,25.54545454545455,7.554174236665415,1.2307454545454548,655,24,135,9,15,208,118,165,0.023,0.7879999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.9791,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,3,1,0,7,10,0,0,9,0,11,0,0,1,1,24,20,15,0,1,7,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,2,6,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,17,10,18,14,3,16,0,0,0,0,20,7,0,7,8,80,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558850638070784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903157222622953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509466614353051,0.0,0.10164888036746994,0.0,0.22114436329453988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384872513837694,0.0,0.0,0.20600955043083272,0.0,0.19894943240783497,0.0,0.1901030873571803,0.19499891010612527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840961275756231,0.0,0.0,0.1954603448717406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206396013993966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879059858501944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415660673053626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488249172958106,0.0,0.0,0.21356700614490146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094095089626986,0.0,0.0,0.1983280732605508,0.0,0.149780777407586,0.1924235097149256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272314123990206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925614209975358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344873110930673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528941128602494
lonely,diosadeceja,2018/12/31,"My best friend cancelled our New Years plans. No sympathy, or advice please. I just want to vent. My friend came home for Christmas/New Years and told me we’d spend it together. Today he just said that he was gonna stay 2 hours away, no apology or anything. I kinda expected it though. All my other friends have plans and I know they won’t invite me along. Anyone who will invite me I’m not close enough with and it will just make me feel worse. I was really looking forward to it and knowing he’s having a good time without me and not knowing how much this hurt me is really hard. I just wanted to start my year off happy rather than sad and alone like last year. ",2.0091965811965835,4.1290288370370405,2.882222222222225,92.8946153846154,79.14814814814815,5.931623931623932,20.014245014245013,7.010146845296331,0.2816039886039889,523,13,111,6,13,165,94,135,0.131,0.653,0.215,0.9002,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,1,3,7,9,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,1,31,23,10,0,4,10,0,2,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,8,10,0,0,4,0,1,2,6,2,0,0,5,4,18,7,10,13,4,16,0,2,1,0,13,4,0,3,12,68,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332358912224624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190521109556465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255461817054216,0.0,0.12069637614996273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780068025945522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539204316712725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677506606521023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154864340126145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416042913709714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399491226997857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230192902024888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613224797244504,0.1313869267773224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471213144687728,0.0,0.1444397632316002,0.0,0.15701257024103601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24181691334582064,0.11955509410347027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165523474982596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231653124806976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979029285212056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078188465788088,0.0,0.0,0.28330833999965743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609988998377246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792027968839292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951613664143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381331923188307,0.15633000971093372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410188947154426,0.0,0.08552407614962612,0.0,0.1390253920588478,0.14014884714038708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301876273517175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138401731146638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494685956578604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37780100479903217
lonely,kkmp14,2018/12/31,"I just got ditched by a 'friend' Sorry for the rant


I just got ditched by a friend that said she ""really wanted to see me."" Just 5 minutes after are the mreetup she text me that she's going to go somewhere instead. It's getting to the point now where I feel really lonely, and I don't have a lot of friends. And I also feel like I'm starting to rely on my boyfriend to keep me entertained. It's kind of sad too because I feel like I don't know what to do when I'm alone so I just wait for my boyfriend to come home so I can have human contact. I just want a loyal friend. I'm getting lonely from being alone.",2.0474999999999994,3.0272014772727296,3.6822424242424248,92.17336363636366,75.89393939393939,6.1890909090909085,24.56363636363637,6.2581,0.5454490909090906,473,15,109,3,10,158,73,132,0.126,0.711,0.163,0.7114,0,6,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,13,12,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,17,29,6,0,2,5,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,1,1,5,3,0,2,4,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,5,18,9,16,25,1,10,0,3,1,0,10,3,0,1,6,70,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34071906566691196,0.0,0.1315406635581041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002701060589144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169149111002735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495095982173328,0.2350199294339323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.508330805441953,0.0,0.1718759500236872,0.0,0.18696417213955047,0.0,0.26311149842566256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499446083503005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620412469794386,0.0,0.17128850938842766,0.09039807586084224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072065242544406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984146397622374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549393640204515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074991981352614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564653621132857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310753102224483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413038637617812,0.1164251603923443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940380805793637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dhumb_user,2018/12/31,"Regarding my own ""Acquaintances"" per say. To explain a little backstory to my situation here.

I'm sixteen and in high school. I have about five or so people I consider friends from time to time. We do a bit of the ol' hanging out before school starts thing in the hallway because why not. Note the group of us in the hall is usually like three people besides me. 


Now for the problem that has occurred.


They usually talk about Smash ultimate.

That's the problem for me. I don't really like Smash too much. It's nice but It's not in my interest to talk about. I know jack diddly squat about it because I don't follow it nor do I own a Switch. The latest Nintendo console I own is a Wii because I play PC. I feel disjointed from them because of this. Lately it has been only Smash or some Discord server I'm not in. I only have Discord for my friends in person so I can stay in touch over breaks and weekends. Take note that this never happens really.

I do have one friend, a really nice one too. Said friend actually holds intelligible conversation with me over Discord and in person. Meaning they've been the go-to friend on Discord for any feelings I have to release. They're not on often or they're busy consoling someone via Discord. I don't have access to anyone else like this outside of Discord. 

I'd love to have some interaction with someone who can be around for help in the future as really, I'm in need of such. But I'd like to procure it with someone more... Local... If you get what I mean by that. As in I'm not really looking for Discord DMs or anything of the sort. I'm just very... Starved for somebody's attention. 

I don't know how I could go about looking for friends of my caliber, sharing mutual interests at least. I have a couple things wrong in the ol' cranium which... Are not good for friend making I assume. ADHD and a case of the Autism spectrum. Make fun of the latter if you want, I don't think it'll hurt me more than my freinds ignoring me when I'm literally two feet away from them. 

Don't forget to mention they don't respond to my messages on Discord. That's not very fun.

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I'm not asking for advice on this situation but I'll still accept it if provided, this is more of a vent than anything else for me. Plus I notice this derailed after a while. I'm leaving the extra stuff in anyways despite what my gut says.",2.273333333333337,4.42989068577495,3.8745902335456495,85.92598301486203,78.44798301486199,6.649511677282377,26.177919320594484,7.715138304826218,1.5701009766454344,1847,74,365,29,45,614,219,471,0.11199999999999999,0.723,0.166,0.9811,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,2,2,4,0,19,27,0,0,23,0,30,3,2,3,1,57,61,23,0,8,19,0,3,4,7,1,0,3,0,2,26,11,0,2,11,3,0,3,17,5,0,5,3,8,43,22,72,55,12,47,0,1,2,1,34,27,0,12,19,247,69,3,0.0,0.0,0.08092191603078057,0.0,0.0996585998804458,0.08103242710897172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639120118876796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057982427543764266,0.08496549416293611,0.1364788638435069,0.07381999013471162,0.07752279777777213,0.0,0.07790987964421428,0.0,0.0,0.20219893774242206,0.0,0.07056226341221297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053159124195692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620811056261255,0.0917538899450439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854481523602716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385778789416498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484684359414465,0.0,0.04332439632835298,0.0,0.09425530322142192,0.06955276327770475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332946823796135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558224630130281,0.08761381726751127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877191627120794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911457842793224,0.0,0.09354194629227464,0.08780460127082232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205001904854696,0.08311168833826403,0.0,0.0,0.1392706429844315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484219747653516,0.0,0.11070490165276048,0.0,0.0,0.1806572124758324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060958722007155124,0.061487136275603364,0.06395614355065662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440958657221504,0.0,0.0,0.1123829719209073,0.1261349615083458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497819766086252,0.1448121731102954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586942435612779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656163660742378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887976600473813,0.1318890741995878,0.0,0.16784714212853968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864202250703886,0.0,0.0,0.2107838488624548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869407314676474,0.08838600954962983,0.0662232576773026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949282039082968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234856955709345,0.13330242908017886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018211529648586,0.05313438630751778,0.0,0.0,0.09670736700217114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100475268836327,0.0,0.09974742835228363,0.0,0.18265826297402205,0.1368420602587722,0.04891075630217425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482606189354503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066443683064032,0.0,0.0
lonely,TaMerLaTeup,2018/12/31,"Feel free to DM me Im a 21 yo french guy, and I would love to talk to anyone, about stuffs you like, things that you don’t, things that you wish for, etc... 

See you 😊",0.1488596491228087,0.8955073947368426,1.4605263157894757,107.15201754385969,80.3157894736842,5.066666666666666,12.666666666666664,3.1291,-1.941080701754386,123,0,37,0,3,39,30,38,0.0,0.695,0.305,0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,5,5,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,1,21,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073392871266687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307071274139853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993347724939676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936093611756387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203011474892481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448686130079175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676281164679698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362944413794883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394536407035625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23833799125499036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39400008256706176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409925904136058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106449985409784,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway12352528,2018/12/31,"Close friends I’m in high school and I’m kind of seen as a popular guy... everyone at my rather large high school knows me or knows of me and people have told me that they think I have a lot of friends... the truth is I have a lot of acquaintances. People in the hallway will say hey to me or I’ll say hey to people and they generally initiate conversations with me. But the thing is that the people that I talk to, eat lunch with, and study with aren’t really close friends. I don’t really have a whole lot of deep emotional bonds that most people have with their friends. I’ll see people that aren’t the most “popular” hanging out with their close friends all the time and I really wish I had that. Any tips to find close friends from a large pool of acquaintances?",3.3821397849462365,4.821019509677424,3.8358870967741967,90.56716397849462,73.25806451612901,8.263440860215054,23.884408602150536,8.841846274778883,1.3571827956989249,604,17,135,12,12,189,72,155,0.0,0.8190000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.9776,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,0,1,10,0,0,11,0,12,2,0,0,2,32,21,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,1,7,15,2,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,16,10,21,17,7,13,0,0,2,0,18,11,0,7,1,83,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914179168473845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908489274774567,0.0,0.1309108445988922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120523545842456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636840631960552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394853115822799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523362484306515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459218576202708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119094346779305,0.12791784037778256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968240954814615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840957654245778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236663309391424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850986929832562,0.0,0.2355637630904276,0.09273909013458542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354112743598067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773171153686577,0.07457104022965158,0.0,0.0,0.0678616001461397,0.0,0.0,0.11120523545842456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993313015118424,0.13383024328873716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,that-oneweirdo,2018/12/31,"Hey world I’m lonely! Anyone else just feeling super lonely right now but can’t seem to get out of it, even when around people.",3.3665384615384615,4.764211038461539,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,73.23076923076924,5.2,16.846153846153847,3.1291,-0.7179384615384614,101,1,20,0,2,32,25,26,0.127,0.727,0.145,0.126,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846832455928551,0.4171652286108322,0.0,0.362442817098684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34011500839357645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689135386888434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586329546076007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21271496007643675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822610907227475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34769715659597633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37064690626853386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,uselessth,2018/12/31,20[F] I feel so alone. The holidays are so awful and it hurts my heart to see all these people with people who care about them. My boyfriend never even talks to me or seems to want to anymore and he was all i really had. Ive actually begged him to let me come see him and tried to offer things that i thought would make him actually want to see me. But i guess not. I reached out to a few people but no one replied or if they did they didnt seem interested in talking. I feel so lost in every part of my life. I thought about trying to find friends irl and looked up adult community classes but there are none near me. I have no idea how people make friends. It would be nice to make some friends who also need someone during this hard time of year! ,1.9125529953917035,3.7564267483870992,2.887857142857147,94.0775,78.29032258064517,5.976958525345622,22.03917050691244,6.868970318607317,0.3207235023041473,586,17,134,6,14,186,99,155,0.125,0.742,0.133,0.5263,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,1,9,8,0,0,2,1,12,2,1,4,3,36,32,15,0,6,7,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,8,1,0,1,6,2,0,1,7,7,22,6,20,21,6,9,0,2,4,0,16,5,0,7,3,91,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.2475983670609597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139095453930838,0.0,0.10145163618480613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258131895492393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934444318917582,0.0,0.0,0.1092805313409989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379127067631373,0.0,0.10688685466555682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829065577267004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594973041520555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29404020707509143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975298925537835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364359128139648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033228918736868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358085830621138,0.1432119548056797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972516997127,0.08960650655570053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065322766497479,0.0,0.1384850509671776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25404446242141737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940666959201957,0.0978439308124855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596509356776141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737937380539114,0.0,0.3518010371580077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127115833445125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30327818772841736,0.2309811205483459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107489909905487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393402297195526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428159256744289,0.0,0.0,0.20142879394802116,0.07397435493060564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722621798861817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496531963915496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802384997254772,0.0,0.0,0.08169508190082106
lonely,kingjoe29,2018/12/31,"lonely in connecticut So a little bit about me, I'm 31, male, short (5'2"") but handsome- above average looking so people say, make around 140k. What sucks is most girls taller than 5'4"" won't even consider me for a long term relationship because of my height and societies image of a relationship. I personally don't care about height and love my height but it does have the limitation of dating pool from experience. I feel like all my life, I went through life hitting these checkboxes, get a job, own a business, make a lot of money, buy a big house, thinking this mythical woman would finally appear and be compatible, but she hasn't, its been almost the opposite....im so darn lonely.

I just want a good girl to love me, be consistent, to be committed and loving. I have so much love to give, and have been so broken hearted in the past, so I have been working on myself since my last relationship (6 months ago) and just hitting the gym every day, eating healthy.

I just don't know, I think the thought of going into a new year single and alonee and no one to share it with is just depressing. Just getting this off my chest...wishing and manifesting 2019 will be different.",6.092402306213965,6.7575821255605435,6.496582319026268,76.8558408071749,66.30941704035874,9.958872517616912,31.175208199871875,9.957137785484203,2.9496921204356177,926,34,174,20,14,300,144,223,0.10400000000000001,0.718,0.17800000000000002,0.9699,2,5,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,2,15,14,1,0,14,0,19,8,1,2,2,36,43,18,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,5,7,12,1,1,5,2,2,3,5,5,0,1,5,3,18,9,22,29,8,27,0,4,1,4,16,13,2,4,12,112,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098320365493616,0.0,0.12407039523819258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029943977470544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552977694568483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526937321013074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632679447965592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990682312292965,0.0,0.10671698936964603,0.0,0.0,0.12945167772590804,0.0,0.0,0.10842785955111683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678312763019572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183639257261666,0.0,0.10439314893616257,0.0,0.0,0.12120036060015757,0.0,0.0,0.06264879613634076,0.08851592735678251,0.0,0.13572906589453776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129467821246636,0.11885850984079965,0.07041661155837296,0.10392348753113942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468249870777455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142966779434093,0.0,0.0,0.13383589615487732,0.0,0.12295405249520312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809354028285178,0.10099702502668832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503191414487004,0.06053247326339845,0.12418279446680465,0.0,0.109649759753502,0.10404684334292896,0.0,0.0,0.10533742305684116,0.44730715558782014,0.0,0.16541168063461492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889774491079756,0.0,0.0910825492458254,0.0,0.0,0.11966574791221872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395949945585122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827889811696145,0.08589835060364727,0.10818683081286788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990745516818136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853219277103824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249337811973636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878336021982686,0.0,0.09836469672740476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308086887091315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485880250978707,0.0,0.0,0.14248169036518954,0.0,0.0,0.09020245144462824,0.0,0.0,0.08801673790825558,0.0,0.0,0.07978910857569281
lonely,sebasflo,2018/12/31,"I've been single for 10 years now... I (male29) have been single for 10 years now and it is slowly eating me from inside. I can't seem to connect to anyone and even lost all my friends 5 years ago. At first I didn't mind because I was busy with work and saving up for buying a house
But it costed me all my social contacts.

I'm also diagnosed with pdd-nos which doesn't help. I get stressed out when I talk for too long so I try to keep my distance but that makes my collegue's anoyed who just call me a boring man.
I also reduced my intake of antidepressiva (second try) last month but celebrating the holidays alone put me in a deep state of despair.

I've been dating lately but I can't seem to make any connection through dates who also call me boring. I tried to replace relationships with going to prostitutes or massage parlors but there's no real connection there. I just miss a genuine touch... especially hugs.

I just needed to rant, this problem has been on my mind for the last few years and I feel like I really don't have a future anymore.

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lonely,88alm,2018/12/31,Helped me through my dark days I’m  30f. A song that helps me through the tough days is kelis lil star. I suggest us who is all struggling listen and it will brighten up your day. ,1.0166216216216206,3.248656000000004,1.4120945945945955,101.41381756756759,83.5945945945946,3.7,22.763513513513516,3.1291,-0.403805405405405,140,5,32,0,4,42,32,37,0.10800000000000001,0.754,0.138,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6806361683328613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4716016520782639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677725996390577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231661648441925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,imogenl,2018/12/31,"I just want a best friend :( i’m in high school and i never have any fun. I’m in hard classes and all i ever do is study (but i still have bad grades, rip me). I have a lot of acquaintances, and 3 people that I would call friends. I think of one of them as my best friend, but I know she doesn’t think of me like that (she has a ton of other friends and her own best friends). I always ask her to hang out and she is always busy, and i know she actually is busy, but i feel like it’s not work asking her if i know she is just gonna say no. anyways, we are on winter break and i have done absolutely nothing—literally all i’ve done is knit, which is super lame bc once again, i’m 16. we hung out today and i asked if she wanted to have a sleepover, but she said no. idk i just feel like she doesn’t like me, which rlly sucks. I just really want a best friend and to do some high school things, rather than obsessively knitting. anyone have any advice?",-0.09061640798226024,1.847252907317074,1.858725055432373,98.33314301552109,85.78048780487805,4.898004434589801,15.659645232815965,6.1124844417494595,-0.7993902439024394,726,13,180,6,22,240,107,205,0.102,0.664,0.23399999999999999,0.9866,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,1,6,9,20,1,1,5,0,21,0,0,0,4,42,40,16,0,7,12,0,3,4,6,2,0,2,0,0,7,13,0,0,7,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,3,5,34,16,15,35,10,15,0,1,0,0,26,7,1,4,10,121,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.10128486500371917,0.0,0.0,0.1014231847591702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727245478529624,0.0,0.0,0.1411626288638395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257295222871707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910912083932473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666099652203435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356882345806005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598202826532664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124280815828175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388473575795968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495951088380437,0.14829636024570064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811311646806437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929761850863918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193213925143587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112215532954855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282780127127792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823924068505012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004987626865831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105338323212764,0.07033134346075161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195548375313887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649105483457526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987288344516698,0.08253862322469963,0.0,0.2100836950682521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288748021488739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895400665861585,0.13300992878530812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983815582023544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365553828747155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556095063298755,0.0,0.0,0.07373001821402674,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bodysnatchersss,2018/11/04,"I don’t think no one’s ever really cared about me? 20, F. Sorry if this is a complete wall of text but I had to get it off my chest and I don’t blame anyone for not reading everything, haha..

So long story short, my mom has a mental illness (that affects her a lot) and last Sunday, we had a dispute over something that made her completely burst out in anger and she kicked me out. I still live at home because I’m studying and where I live, that’s the norm. Luckily I had the entire week off so the next day, I just told her I was going to my boyfriend and then I left. No more details basically. He lives 200 kilometers away and we’ve had such a lovely time this week, just playing Kingdom Hearts and cuddling. 

What’s been looming over me this entire week though is that my mom hasn’t written anything. She hasn’t called nor has she texted me to ask when I come home. Nothing. I came home just an hour ago at 9pm and she didn’t even say hi. I don’t think she would care if I stayed another week. No one would. 

And for my boyfriend.. This is not as serious to some, but to me it is. I do so much for him - I always cook him really nice food when he comes home from work, I always offer to do chores when I’m there (despite not living there), I regularly send him little care packages and letters whenever we’re apart (weird candies you can’t find in his city/etc., silly stuff) and I show my affection to him constantly. But I never get anything back. He has acknowledged this too at times but still.. I spend so much time thinking about him and it’s not reciprocated. I have to remind him to hug me. Don’t get me wrong though, I know he loves me and appreciates me. He just isn’t that apparent with it. 

To top it all off, I have no friends. Only distant ones. I see people having such a wonderful time together, having picnics, going to the movies, chilling at cafés.. And I do all of that, but on my own. I’m so scared of sounding like I’m jealous and bitter about it because I’m not, I just wish I could do things like that with someone who genuinely likes me and thinks I’m fun to be with. I’ve kind of given up completely. I’m not destined to have a close friend that likes me as much as I like them.",1.237581699346407,3.2294297952069755,2.8359302832244038,92.8976862745098,81.11328976034858,5.910065359477124,21.52897603485839,7.0316486544052195,0.4636644008714601,1712,52,382,21,45,562,224,459,0.1,0.7290000000000001,0.171,0.9909,1,0,1,0,0,0,61.0,1,1,1,2,29,26,3,1,12,1,35,9,2,3,4,65,68,38,0,6,18,2,0,5,2,2,1,2,5,0,23,26,2,0,8,5,1,6,21,7,0,3,12,4,64,19,46,52,9,56,0,0,1,4,38,24,0,5,30,254,87,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954521404953944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056092055892285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226642341998258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054857236961628114,0.0,0.12912279963556328,0.0,0.07334440222278997,0.0,0.0737106207922857,0.06032669682890466,0.0,0.09565031606130499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011085479755972,0.08973109067169563,0.23996888990576346,0.0,0.0,0.13516327488382868,0.24677427054832665,0.08478148383490934,0.0,0.06263956449863255,0.0,0.0,0.050596686474126296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749754812441858,0.05181848226903196,0.07096662101223274,0.0,0.0,0.07050987976214175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170602619012212,0.0,0.09486753847764512,0.0,0.12122756251911294,0.0,0.12296777366608627,0.0,0.08917504359066325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929690049911218,0.0,0.0,0.3147851926667463,0.0,0.07726191623180674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169832816894844,0.04311656219024546,0.06395091946320244,0.0,0.0,0.08524108483263246,0.0,0.0,0.19164462129221696,0.07863205758351285,0.2771071767882907,0.06942979709850601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669924244391598,0.14161656679863507,0.07423558058119327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906372135927052,0.0,0.0,0.18377001284292896,0.0,0.0,0.17301933704830666,0.0,0.06050897609042229,0.0,0.08343729095656648,0.0,0.0,0.07527924491264062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948847561954732,0.05966821126440847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05439049813619937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847576867351617,0.0,0.1005199716664023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062390197362430365,0.07854667880392514,0.0,0.06251810905258416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647427525063,0.060398136110642126,0.0,0.0878234318562679,0.0,0.08362209854523786,0.12530779040021206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981167565308727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212170879867541,0.2010819997684395,0.15416237003024588,0.0,0.18298988753339204,0.0,0.0,0.07496667292636433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517259915496905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021884657609858,0.0,0.08508059955571164,0.05711583787932886,0.0,0.0,0.11146370531007738,0.0857777210424141,0.0,0.0
lonely,Broteh77,2018/11/04,"Sexting buddy M4F Looking for a woman to flirt and play around with. I’m 27 and work out. I’ve been told I’m good looking. Just moved to SLC, Utah and I don’t know anyone yet. ",-1.1053846153846187,0.9100507692307716,1.0673846153846152,101.30261538461541,92.58974358974359,3.12,15.492307692307696,3.1291,-1.3400707692307696,136,3,33,0,5,45,31,39,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,6,6,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,15,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523050095179896,0.0,0.0,0.3212206543007937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30265222316775925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830609845337727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6060229347458999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835116975017126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34479438217875924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626929976413512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dontfearther3aper,2018/11/04,"Let's chat Just hmu with whatever you're going through right now. Doesn't matter how small it is, I'm here for you ",2.152799999999999,3.470065280000004,2.9730000000000025,96.01150000000004,76.2,6.6000000000000005,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.14900000000000002,92,2,22,1,2,29,24,25,0.051,0.9490000000000001,0.0,-0.0191,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39237241732862255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.705984711136854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.589601114110808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fd231,2018/11/04,"I'm addicted to watching TV I watch a *ton* of TV, it's getting to the point where I'm running out of things to watch. 

TV helps me forget about the loneliness I feel. When watching TV I feel like I'm part of the TV show. It helps me and without it I think I would feel much worse. 

Don't get me wrong, I love reading books too. It's just that when reading books sometimes my mind drifts away and I start thinking about life, with TV your senses are engaged and it doesn't happen that much. ",2.4756553398058263,3.707980873786408,3.17882281553398,95.2037682038835,75.2135922330097,5.926699029126214,24.52548543689321,5.985473137389443,0.3707097087378641,382,12,88,2,8,120,60,103,0.075,0.76,0.165,0.8539,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,15,17,5,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,5,11,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,7,12,3,12,16,4,9,0,0,4,1,4,4,0,0,4,52,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211427223221948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822164585469311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941912348235001,0.13855339382190018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026551216273737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150374343368993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599927024751548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698814697023534,0.09475107878915123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504173073198995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958278156482856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28514182007250866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100220907265644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833394526083072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879923000440354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181524491106888,0.0,0.13727432509635806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884755397017386,0.2485425402846053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695477323571272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764516483865288,0.137772015890054,0.21204695310626198,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway69_420_swag,2018/11/04,"Anyone else actively snub people's advances to be friendly and have conversations? It's the dumbest thing. I'm lonely, and I'm often pretty sad about it. Even still, when a classmate or someone strikes up a conversation with me, I'll go out of my way to end it as quickly as possible. I'm *happy* that someone thought I was normal enough to be friendly to. Maybe they even wanted to get to know me better. So why do I act this way?

Well, there's a complicated cocktail of emotions at play. Anxiety, anger, embarrassment, and shitty self-esteem.

Foremost, I think, is the anxiety. ""This interaction has gone well so far. If I keep it going, there's a good chance I'll stutter or something and they'll think I'm a weirdo. Better cut it off now while I'm ahead"". 

Then there's the irrational anger. ""Fuck this. I've been lonely all this time; nobody's been there for me in twenty years. I don't want you in my life anyway, fucker. There's *me* and there's *them*, and you're one of *them*.

Embarrassment-- ""Fuck, everything I've said so far has been garbage. I've been pointing my weird face at this person for a good five minutes; they've had so much time to think about how weird my face is. I've gotta get out of this situation"".

I know, I need therapy. Or I at least need to start making an effort to not immediately run away from situations that make me uncomfortable. I've just been alone for so long, it's hard for me to believe I'm even capable of maintaining friendly relationships anymore. It's so goddamn frustrating because there are plenty of instances where people are really nice to me, and objectively I *know* that the interaction went well and there's no reason not to continue talking to that person. 

Anyway sorry about all the rambling. These are just some thoughts that I've been wanting to verbalize for a long time. Here's to making an effort and getting better. Good luck you guys.",1.8418699186991887,4.5246935663956664,3.309355013550136,85.94126829268293,84.88075880758808,6.098428184281842,22.83414634146341,7.471455274886353,1.2053082926829268,1502,54,288,26,45,491,183,369,0.183,0.687,0.13,-0.9526,0,5,1,0,0,0,65.0,0,2,4,7,35,31,7,2,14,0,21,6,2,5,2,45,56,25,0,7,8,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,0,3,20,12,1,1,9,2,0,7,4,15,3,2,13,2,26,16,44,39,6,39,0,3,0,3,19,14,3,7,16,182,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763114460056507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422646062469238,0.0,0.0934865398048789,0.06591297746701387,0.09658665460338416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856600799562647,0.0,0.0,0.05746367732366407,0.0,0.0,0.1062054989944295,0.0,0.25011184387127633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874714522715727,0.10603655968728473,0.08349169443503912,0.0974019746341674,0.0,0.18678540754227185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472020053096697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848902822865104,0.17429479199886055,0.14775027952084174,0.0,0.10714707783993573,0.2371975396458683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333815831753677,0.0,0.1003479075449186,0.08444381831476983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837879501203985,0.0,0.0,0.1554183813936154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658286203464497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684488337953468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876985659022652,0.0,0.0947028650180846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692963547799525,0.1397940858818325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236066329386472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387707974375298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307043473800423,0.16461886656890642,0.0,0.0,0.08911183739990752,0.10627074881182093,0.0,0.09590240901747177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060389212020165575,0.09692114573527053,0.0,0.10120640359020594,0.0,0.0,0.0896685506199159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833999437296786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191786227276788,0.0,0.0,0.1597425480906253,0.07257057053921731,0.0,0.10552306688481472,0.06672195843904484,0.0,0.07528094762472103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576743831248038,0.0,0.0,0.10780138386649768,0.0,0.06262614028468905,0.18120553532020994,0.0,0.14967334530455265,0.1649017841818664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680158358012015,0.14964792269163513,0.0,0.0,0.2542693587851506,0.08738552438664318,0.08506040089149446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070421196177461
lonely,cloudtheboy,2018/11/04,Heartstring laces Your heart is tied like shoelaces to another. Thats why our feet have souls ,4.153529411764708,7.350605823529412,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,79.0,5.752941176470588,26.14705882352941,7.1686216300943375,1.0879647058823534,77,3,15,1,2,20,17,17,0.0,0.857,0.14300000000000002,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5560096081116026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6283445649234742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25905161875677085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784649226831664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sleepingwill0w,2018/11/04,"Somebody to Love I'm lonely and i want someone to look forward to seeing every day, someone to hug and kiss. Someone to miss. I always fall for all the wrong people; the ones who I'll love too much, the ones who will never love me back, the ones who couldn't give less of a fuck. I want to love but I don't have it in me right now. I feel alone even when I'm with my friends. It stings every time i think about how fast you got rid of me and got over me. I miss the short while when things were okay, when i wasn't just an added stress. So I guess I'll keep going. I'll find someone else, but for now I'm alone and that's how it has to be. Relationships you get into just because you want someone to give you physical affection never work, for me at least. Things take time. And time is sometimes something I dont feel like I have. ",1.5084543761638756,2.9069875921787727,2.643888268156428,97.36177281191809,78.10614525139665,5.443724394785848,19.754562383612665,5.6839178017228535,-0.3908639851024209,645,14,156,3,15,206,99,179,0.111,0.731,0.158,0.8282,0,4,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,0,1,14,15,1,1,7,1,11,7,0,3,3,27,38,14,0,4,4,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,4,0,0,3,6,6,0,3,4,4,21,9,19,31,4,23,0,3,2,7,15,7,1,1,16,97,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23175738127315415,0.0,0.0,0.09309694017966312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603234201895163,0.0,0.06820380642541825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072156303338028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112790397038596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346521663373546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389871522579901,0.0,0.18853518201972316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314441898964445,0.07993037208821377,0.0,0.0,0.10226048655547612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644175521782446,0.10343549880642093,0.05845507941176769,0.21465978386313014,0.06358658979378233,0.0,0.17896865189692526,0.0,0.12325348776285795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944816268207936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054661158232700235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395487514335067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039208360744288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224804585300466,0.0,0.17258458360456844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274476774602356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756668579925655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012217597213502,0.0,0.09554882690319563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915753096252682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739972420538683,0.0861342220992991,0.11065671850407018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816341764032704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412328603606815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866229757938035,0.07169112634741633,0.0,0.0,0.19572240920464945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979772866583808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145331266967418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232823314124065,0.0,0.0
lonely,nooklppoooop,2018/11/04,"I have no friends anymore & it makes me sad I drifted away from my group of high school friends (around 7 of us) when I went to college in another country. I know people say that you don’t stay friends with people from high school but I can’t help but feel some type of way when they’re still close to each other, just without me. It’s not even like they all went to the same colleges...they just put the effort in with each other I guess. I’ve tried a handful of times to see if anyone wanted to grab coffee or catch up but everyone always said they were too busy or doing something. I figured someone would message me & take me up on that offer eventually but a year later and they still don’t care to message me. My birthday was last month & none of them messaged me either. I’ve never received any texts from any of them just to say what’s up...it’s always me trying to initiate it. I’ve even had to pretend to “go out with friends” because my mom was concerned about me but I was too embarrassed to say that they didn’t talk to me anymore. I know I’m feeling sorry for myself but I can’t help it. I’ve never done anything wrong to any of them & I’ve always been a good friend. It sucks so bad when I go on Snapchat or Instagram and they’re together. It feels so pathetic to be so hurt over this but I’ve spent quite a few nights crying because I just feel so left out. I was considering deleting my social media accounts but I enjoy looking at other things & I feel like that’s the only thing keeping me connected to so many people. Without that I feel like I’d be forgotten. Does *anyone* relate? 

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lonely,belamake20,2018/11/04,"Lets see if we have similar stories. Hi im Bela, Ive recently been kicked out of my house because a fight with my parents. Right now Im 20 and have no job experience. I have no friends to go to and am running out of money. Life sucks and I don't know what to do, if you want to help or give me any tips or just talk add me. Kik= belamake20",0.17370300751879594,1.666697986842106,2.61796992481203,95.63078947368422,82.28947368421052,6.448120300751881,22.69924812030075,7.447530270364453,0.6118932330827072,261,9,67,4,7,90,56,76,0.121,0.789,0.09,-0.34,2,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,1,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,0,15,15,7,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,1,1,9,1,9,13,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,3,1,4,2,39,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266976636329994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581908732252105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23399150216721426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481164781035367,0.0,0.0,0.2294702847853504,0.1359475222225328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603362019105425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27601412499220496,0.0,0.0,0.5167717691614577,0.0,0.2373772099227705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146256083537994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446065726522836,0.16895981297067098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26561237741318344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23618922115208416,0.0,0.0,0.20428248017208947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061795043802568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226647541648886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410911832449444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KillRun,2018/11/04,"Bitter loneliness and resenting a life not spent well I'm 33 and life is getting very lonely now, my friends are all settling down or disconnecting from everyone else. I'm finding it impossible to get a date, I've been trying dating sites for months, meet up groups, going out with the few friends left, etc but its all the same really i don't seem to meet anyone. I'm not awkward or shy and generally get on well with people but it doesn't make a difference. I see everyone else in relationships or talking about their love exploits and it makes me feel like worthless shit. I try to keep myself busy when I'm not working but at the end of the day i still lie in bed wondering how long this can go on, why can everyone else just seem to find someone with such ease and I no matter what I do just end up not finding that special someone. Going home after a shit day at work (having the worst month of my career at the moment) and not having anyone to talk to really sucks never mind not having intimacy - just being able to hold someone, many people take it for granted. I'm afraid of growing old alone. I've always felt extra aware of time, how I spent my teens alone, my 20s in a loveless/sexless relationship and how i missed out on so many things that everyone else just seems to experience naturally. I feel like i haven't lived or experienced much, I simply exist without happiness. I know I'm not a suicide risk but I still feel it eating me up inside, the loneliness and the jealousy of not having experienced all the love and fun that is supposed to happen in your late teens/twenties and now here I am, the clock ticking away not the faintest clue on how to break the cycle...",7.31657335223246,6.380692620481927,7.5939404677533675,75.40180368532958,64.06024096385542,10.462367115520907,33.38483345145287,9.627879704456738,2.928450177179305,1338,46,258,22,17,438,179,332,0.16399999999999998,0.711,0.125,-0.9268,0,4,0,0,0,1,29.0,0,1,1,2,19,23,5,3,18,0,16,7,2,6,4,65,49,24,1,0,22,0,4,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,12,15,1,2,12,0,2,4,15,12,2,0,4,8,23,11,42,44,9,46,0,3,1,2,13,20,3,8,23,167,35,3,0.08586703112965699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786469621734718,0.0,0.0,0.07144824856432054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008044934754784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067490231613074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075426295276104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971277166453344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786340957346109,0.2869235451682,0.0,0.152105405791523,0.0,0.09576443763416484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281985119806626,0.0,0.08399443303626586,0.0,0.0,0.13025085286428684,0.12268684839214207,0.08244581563312013,0.0,0.2354427325202276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268131049678547,0.0,0.13458593920269654,0.0,0.14640063779247894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593193204773055,0.0914070513284758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613163339282286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632256261980085,0.0,0.0,0.04719027469199484,0.0,0.09686175121887022,0.0,0.0932947805659146,0.0,0.12130084695335144,0.08390058819735002,0.0,0.07582216164442404,0.07598962047185683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499669613447858,0.0,0.11463382009494033,0.1741113844040304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670122350192486,0.0,0.13707649005686026,0.0,0.06312214786752805,0.0,0.06622594794174891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901030047812114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905877543559645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001723778530352,0.0,0.0,0.18437811318784875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842490656833929,0.23451036060086825,0.0,0.0,0.17628254702439822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826457048133074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714704395821994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392459527274084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456132112562607,0.13803333407337634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704624002194026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500697563760756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165961553541622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084929340494979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544095464028757,0.0,0.07748163983219276,0.0,0.0,0.08277275383683785,0.093119132417797,0.12502444266759055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,daisy0211,2018/11/04,Hi looking for friends to talk Hi. I am 35(F) looking for friends to talk to. ,-0.061875000000000575,2.182736562500004,0.8049999999999997,103.54,89.625,3.2,33.0,3.1291,0.8438499999999998,59,4,14,0,2,18,9,16,0.0,0.677,0.32299999999999995,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5535358389031377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6016466289984606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5758640541521828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,basementdweller55,2019/06/18,Just need to vent The past six months have been pretty good to me. I formed a group of friends who have really become like a family to me. I got a decent full time job with people I like etc..... but day like today kind of rip that joy right out of me. My anxiety is hitting me hard today and I really just got to vent because I have a tendency to hold stuff in because I don’t want to scare off the few people I do have in my life. It’s days like today when I’m just laying in bed thinking that it really sets in I’m 23 have never had a girlfriend never had sex. It feels like I’m destined to be alone for the rest of my life. Prior to my relatively good last 6 months I had been after who I thought at the time was the girl of my dreams. Time after time I would get my hopes up just to get disappointed. And that took me a while to accept. That’s life though you take you bumps and bruises along the way. Since then though there has been no prospects. Part of it is that I see a girl I’m interested in my anxiety kicks in and I can’t muster up the power to even talk to her. It’s so fucking frustrating. I fall asleep almost every night thinking about how great it would be to have a girl under my arm I wake up ever morning disappointed she’s not there. I just don’t know what to do.,1.3614470517448858,2.8838029711191338,3.182008122743685,92.80612891095068,78.85559566787003,6.349518652226234,19.12289410348977,7.1686216300943375,0.10213128760529466,1001,21,235,12,24,335,140,277,0.095,0.7240000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.9769,2,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,15,19,2,1,15,0,25,8,3,1,3,31,46,12,0,5,7,0,2,5,2,2,3,0,1,3,15,7,0,1,6,1,0,2,7,5,0,1,11,3,32,14,39,30,6,42,0,2,1,2,13,15,1,2,28,158,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016576133240492,0.1139440475972912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832483897882802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413023089857465,0.12150472234461293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190324755702133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226976220911328,0.07266494537356498,0.09951633883113953,0.09269375428651226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037138858934517,0.0,0.05562771287758453,0.07859590121062186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499857408489032,0.10170860004115527,0.11495829499294452,0.0,0.0,0.1845534561602231,0.17598069565802832,0.12129372104841117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985532894520572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927133561618038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917452770287356,0.0,0.0,0.11456538851690933,0.06046226170777876,0.08967823575489045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23312399435278824,0.2687428370641209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562844611301978,0.0,0.0,0.08157593583844526,0.16970321204674005,0.0,0.0,0.10324315289032428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913728736238426,0.10502332031422353,0.15254335529892193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192646263125387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143840759853685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395359941257836,0.0,0.0,0.11014583744327797,0.0,0.08766900882157917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100689177634713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259427181089038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827188127124788,0.08842719843880761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098842622329302,0.21618155735915576,0.08734091386105207,0.2566063226725443,0.0,0.3128486990486389,0.0,0.12223252203252667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489065777973323,0.08732607865949743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563053123679075,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lunadeluxee,2019/06/18,"I need advice on how to cope with my recent life changes that have left me feeling alone BTW this is my first post ever on reddit so idk if I'm doing this right

I recently ended a 1 1/2 year relationship with who I thought was the love of my life. Then a month later, my best friend moved away. Then, all of my friends at work quit the job I'm working at. Next 2 of my other best friends moved. I still have friends, but I cherish the close relationships to having many surface friendships.

I used to spend all my time with my ex. We worked together when we met so we shared a lot of mutual friends. We then after work, would plan to do something for all of our time off, whether that be traveling, hiking, going out, seeing shows, or going to the beach. I spent so much time with him, that when the relationship ended I became so afraid of being alone again. It was a toxic relationship that nearly ruined my confidence so I don't feel ready or attractive enough to date right now even though I no longer have feelings for him.

So I went out with my girls a lot after we broke up, luckily at that time I still had a lot of girlfriends in the area to hang out with, but my closest ones moved away shortly after.

Oh, I forgot to mention that I moved to this town only a month prior to dating my ex, so I never got the chance to really expand myself and figure out how to be alone in this town. It's a small mountain town so it's very hard to meet people unless you know them already, people are very friendly but also very flakey and keep to themselves for the most part. It's also very transient, people come and go with the season and move frequently. The close friends I still have here are amazing and I love them a lot, but they have very different schedules than me so it's near impossible to see them. So I've been left spending all my days off alone. I've got back into working out which is great, but I feel this deep emptiness like a void that I can't seem to fill. I feel like my life has turned upside down. I went from having all of these amazing people in my life to having hardly anyone. I know it'll get better. It's hard for me to want to go out right now, in case I run into my ex or any of his friends since it's such a small town. The times I have gone out, I've ran into his friends who I like but I no longer want to have contact with because I can't bare to see him anymore. 

I've never felt so alone or so sad before. I'm having trouble coping with this. I recently just left my job too to pursue another place hoping I'll meet new people, but it is a small staff and they are mostly guys, one who is even a close friend of my ex. I know I just need to meet new people and get out there, but it's so hard and I am lacking the confidence and motivation to do so at the moment. It sucks, because its summer and most of the stuff to do here is outside and fun for groups of people, I can do things alone and I do, but I feel insecure when I see groups of people having fun when I'm all alone wishing I wasn't.

If you have any advice, I'd love to hear it thanks :)",3.3076052449965485,4.080770850931678,4.319904761904763,89.5806507936508,72.63354037267081,6.966680469289164,23.317322291235328,6.937597516519254,0.5855506970324367,2404,58,532,20,45,782,262,644,0.08800000000000001,0.7120000000000001,0.201,0.9981,3,7,1,0,0,0,57.0,6,2,5,12,40,36,1,2,27,0,43,7,0,4,9,103,94,55,0,10,19,4,11,3,11,2,4,1,0,2,34,41,0,2,14,3,3,18,8,7,0,3,16,16,76,29,88,73,19,117,0,3,4,3,55,51,1,15,50,364,110,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605903090570857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563372651952199,0.054239042540803854,0.07861162722769778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684835109921254,0.05153881622058852,0.0,0.0,0.04874430777615054,0.034367326748860214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235744014602036,0.037793870352030634,0.0,0.059923646318716425,0.0,0.04182364322356607,0.0,0.10316129810508504,0.04346981829886114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519949453842864,0.04233899381067811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031698148736186836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051352041970083966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706589972819745,0.05078583333474585,0.0,0.06492717498752369,0.04445964083637555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911248730419827,0.03511328471362625,0.047192399767574465,0.0,0.0,0.04180757794825254,0.0,0.0,0.3797372491597127,0.0,0.05135844592535538,0.0,0.11173394908926594,0.0,0.07862064275060772,0.05418884312726014,0.0,0.04866694099262872,0.0,0.0,0.1761175663713532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539643443354833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048817755880768685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097549012497069,0.043687418928177166,0.0,0.0,0.08103585214014064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020720567385902,0.0,0.13886643045758873,0.07203767835647533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714474048883798,0.13308133330589186,0.0,0.0,0.04983111631428877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846327273036985,0.2611971883798769,0.036131435094392525,0.07288927327647274,0.07581613175279378,0.09494014472614112,0.05227234910409045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661160080092535,0.0373813379350174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322544085287683,0.0,0.2725993688362474,0.0,0.051352041970083966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04707280394970779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522778415831228,0.0,0.0,0.0314872102787629,0.0,0.14559122141506514,0.21107791970115672,0.0,0.12592334085729673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666704344106416,0.04474497018487191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04065798410125216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037838626108502534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775548720784396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626581603428786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04525138004489358,0.0,0.0,0.03265355486726389,0.0,0.04829033356997306,0.039020182074545134,0.14330090260005818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346187017456413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042450441746387096,0.0,0.20277246042996253,0.057980737081142535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112642108207633,0.0,0.0,0.056520903182835876,0.0,0.0,0.17891155038549034,0.0,0.0,0.03491526180683893,0.0,0.0,0.0316514526834482
lonely,yungcalabaster,2019/06/18,"Marriage isn’t what I expected. (Not looking for hookups or ANYTHING like that) just venting. let me preface this by saying I know there are a ton of people in this community who aren’t as fortunate as I am to have a significant other and I don’t want to seem like I’m taking what I have for granted. That being said, I’m a 26 year old man, I’ve been married for about 3 and a half years. The wife and I have been together for 6 years total. I’ve noticed that as our marriage goes on, I feel more alone than I did before. She goes to sleep way earlier than I do, and I end up sitting on the couch with our dog and watching tv before eventually taking a shot of zquil and going to sleep. She and I don’t speak the same love language but we’ve managed to understand each other’s and try to work with what we have. I know that she loves me and I love her, but we’re different than when we started dating. I mean, Obviously as you get older you change and that’s normal. I just didn’t expect to feel so alone in my married life. A few weeks ago we were talking before she went to bed and she told me that we don’t have anything in common anymore, all of the things we used to do when we first got together have fallen to the wayside. For example, when we met, I was in a band and playing shows regularly, and we would read together and go on random adventures and have long discussions; now those parts of our relationship have dwindled down to us barely enjoying the same tv shows. So I’ve tried to make an effort to pick up my guitar more, and to try and read around her more and spark some interesting discussions, all to no avail. It always ends up with me, on my couch, alone at night. I got off work early today and expected to spend some time together when she got home and we talked for about 15 minutes, she then took a bath and went to the bedroom to lay down saying she was tired. I went to go lay down with her and she asked if I would go to the living room because I’d be on my phone and keep her awake. So I’m in the living room browsing reddit and feeling lonely. Which is not unusual at this point. I don’t want a divorce or a hook up or anything like that. I’m not here to emotionally cheat with someone over the internet, I just don’t want to feel alone in my own home. Obviously you folks aren’t gonna hear every single detail about my life, I won’t bore you with that. But the gist is that no matter what I do, I feel like every day I’m moving farther and farther away from the closeness I expected out of building a life with the person I love. It’s becoming harder and harder to deal with, and when I bring it up, I’m met with what feels like annoyance. I don’t know. Either way, If you’ve read this far, I appreciate your time. If you have any advice, I will be appreciative of that too.",4.615809523809523,4.5111239435897454,5.693699633699634,84.01153846153846,69.39316239316238,8.805372405372406,27.825396825396822,8.505502328695277,1.7030473748473742,2197,65,480,31,35,732,253,585,0.062,0.821,0.11800000000000001,0.9829,3,6,0,0,1,0,53.0,13,6,0,4,19,17,2,0,25,0,40,10,2,3,5,102,92,49,0,13,16,1,6,5,0,5,4,5,9,2,28,49,0,1,12,11,1,11,16,4,0,2,18,13,72,13,82,65,17,74,0,1,2,4,60,33,0,10,32,323,100,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280863458014511,0.06604709980973779,0.0,0.0,0.30867245435901713,0.0,0.0,0.06199686253941102,0.0,0.0,0.050668189357910384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389219856318499,0.0,0.0,0.18394191214584307,0.06632817105675783,0.06965518936563321,0.0,0.07000298719388398,0.0,0.0,0.04541955947704654,0.08228854787324186,0.19020319032350472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881988695503561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04805168043940705,0.07681477103608743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784530040521001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381179301023771,0.13198445201730974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255528886444859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260417682148969,0.1064574685594118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337670985881988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03892750412664347,0.0,0.1693791035102655,0.0,0.17877324790328342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397625322025805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947577143035498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622638788879011,0.0,0.0,0.12284341598560808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618977034525046,0.15788221724660648,0.18200492447215755,0.0,0.13158436287429975,0.06593748831470078,0.06256819470036974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689865478133155,0.0,0.049734859353449665,0.0,0.0,0.08116136611416022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919051634314013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699209789155701,0.07300230049996516,0.0,0.08482817724754939,0.07818391232893307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068521276730761,0.0,0.051654663921862035,0.06505776126244682,0.0,0.0,0.07043441330941826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22358534647115413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079994015026782,0.0,0.0,0.07087444204383785,0.11850395886078854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782954507812389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912418963271792,0.0,0.06313062878965169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273734819785445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204191653725183,0.11977387564230906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949999436090601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689276128678965,0.08563631394239007,0.07062514293540613,0.07119586008671351,0.08278144706518571,0.15175870566529714,0.0,0.0,0.07756575321800308,0.08962429388230113,0.06435123635407733,0.0,0.0,0.13184075226530842,0.1182824184227789,0.059766052617023065,0.0,0.0,0.2072097822746317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848583893769233,0.0,0.0,0.10585709700359512,0.0,0.0,0.14394267966051166
lonely,itsboppin,2019/06/18,"I need a boyfriend/girlfriend/anyone.. I hate not having that one person to talk to. I just miss having someone I always knew was there for me to talk to. Even if it's just a good friend or anyone I miss that more than anything. If I were funnier or more attractive or anything I'm sure i could probably get some sort of relationship but I don't really have hope of getting anything any time soon. 

All my friends are in relationships and I hate admitting it but I'm so fucking jealous of all of them. Because once we're done hanging out or talking in the group chat, they still have someone to talk to and spend time with, but I just don't have that and it makes me so hecking bummed out that I don't..

Never posted here before just feeling really lonely and needed to let it out...",2.2593248945147693,4.388681556962027,3.454708860759492,89.05505907172999,78.36708860759494,5.9854852320675125,24.45738396624473,7.0316486544052195,0.9623758649789028,618,22,125,7,15,200,93,158,0.138,0.765,0.09699999999999999,-0.8562,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,11,13,4,0,3,0,14,1,0,1,4,36,30,15,0,6,14,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,3,1,1,1,5,7,0,1,4,1,16,6,19,24,5,12,0,3,0,1,14,5,2,9,5,92,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358158560242475,0.0,0.0,0.0928268472169372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908924026943478,0.0,0.3369914731892374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832110750683093,0.0,0.11615415715513115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089866864716098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396901519360025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015906680853353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902011218686765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092404542941015,0.12619499566085002,0.14263456120665494,0.0,0.0,0.1144923958736542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695372712110409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557846355528833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958375582307908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111693646573464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024307652449612,0.1052796720198933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537143786244733,0.09249809140761213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918931664058555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073231900147306,0.0,0.14717352164069036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174894872335526,0.0,0.0,0.2931066732504495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231317412665794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090116204838576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286526371388846,0.0,0.0,0.4388643602909117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919221070344694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,averyct559,2019/06/18,"Hey everyone could use someone to talk to I posted here the other day and got a message and it made my night. Im hoping that ill get that lucky again, if anyone is free and wants to talk id appreciate a message :)  I'm a 19 year old guy",-0.6116666666666681,1.364757576923079,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,88.61538461538461,5.005128205128205,18.28205128205128,6.42735559955562,-0.1386256410256408,182,5,43,2,6,64,40,52,0.049,0.6970000000000001,0.254,0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,10,9,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,3,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990068934058998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054223190493678,0.0,0.0,0.16592849511199434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458482578416617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344215669282347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057755019846528,0.0,0.0,0.25475406617019136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555435282816169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779135494697384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434506887304085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24144593283991295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699788809897457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464093277207757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217997999960688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41359425429710817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22221291137347116,0.0,0.0,0.1517542322333666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568405794239555
lonely,sadclicker,2019/06/18,"Isolated myself to fight alcoholism. Sober 7 years next month. Now what? I’m having a shitty evening so I want a place to rant, which I’ll probably just delete in a few days anyway because I’m fucking shit.

Yeah, so, like the title says. I distanced myself from everybody I knew, so I could get over my self-destructive habits. I overcame them. But now I’m the loneliest I’ve ever been. I have one friend who lives like 6 hours away, I work from home, I live with my dad but we don’t talk, I never go anywhere except to get my hair cut but I don’t really talk to the guy because I don’t know how to, I try to comfort myself with movies but most of the time they just make me feel worse because I look around and have nobody to discuss them with, I wanna be an author but I have too much anxiety to actually sit down and write, I’m slipping deeper into depression the older I get (26) and I’m reaching my breaking point, now there’s temptation to cut myself, starve myself, anything just to punish myself for putting myself in this position. I mean it’s my fault, right? Nobody forced that shit down my throat and I got myself into a situation where the only solution was to stay inside until my friends forgot about me. I thought I was in love last year but it didn’t work out, now I don’t believe in love anymore. I don’t think I’m making it to 27. I have a dream of exactly how I want my life to be, and it’s not even unreasonable or impossible but my outlook on life leads me to believe it’s just fantasy. It’s really simple stuff too like a successful career, marriage, daughter, cats, all that. But I’m absolutely convinced that I don’t deserve it.

I’m gonna stop because I don’t know where I’m going with it. Basically yeah, fucking lonely as fuck and I wish I was dead because killing myself would be 10x easier than fixing myself.",2.1140228571428565,4.141781194666667,3.881371428571432,86.31840000000004,78.38666666666666,6.632380952380951,23.780952380952378,7.6583078777640585,1.2001352380952386,1448,49,292,22,35,486,199,375,0.182,0.67,0.14800000000000002,-0.9488,0,2,1,0,1,2,42.0,1,0,3,4,24,23,10,0,13,2,22,12,4,5,4,56,57,22,2,6,15,2,2,3,2,2,3,1,1,1,16,15,1,2,7,2,0,4,10,13,0,1,9,4,54,10,42,42,4,42,0,2,1,5,19,18,5,2,20,191,70,5,0.0,0.0,0.1011973065992447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082492968928176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933105143541037,0.0,0.10284361781682187,0.0,0.0,0.08533716270036469,0.09231595766929317,0.0,0.0,0.09743058943966228,0.0,0.0,0.3160761154150483,0.0,0.0,0.2336712380504202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279688362066043,0.0,0.0,0.06687862527653321,0.0,0.08931759846981471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369871862989072,0.09380357459269406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052434387916818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602384126685691,0.2876099652400089,0.16253862118637372,0.0,0.11787144060052733,0.0,0.08293923644057268,0.0,0.0,0.10268038481015422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402065041218772,0.0,0.10212468649416884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147298935551428,0.0,0.11398281614383365,0.08453023067145672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649429598171615,0.15198934602430347,0.0,0.18313992802017925,0.0,0.08708279938038385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871885683407017,0.0,0.13844256814596795,0.0,0.0,0.1129608900592993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277322216161835,0.0,0.07623223452234783,0.0,0.07998067501687993,0.0,0.1102872876631323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027054365401106,0.07886935331455024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083455693480726,0.0,0.09803105096882174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180731645145688,0.0,0.0,0.10424823975947764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286714973564168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856016584074906,0.0,0.08246727050919954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818285518440067,0.0,0.2128953611522123,0.0,0.11656437216323748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053156606024303,0.0,0.08669875622780818,0.0,0.0,0.11871293991814875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670201902930415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644747240141098,0.0,0.08232708341753865,0.06046894060937619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040623425882382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233118157087028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925113784139613,0.0,0.0,0.1509912599055358,0.0,0.10568027204397384,0.07366628033219752,0.0,0.0,0.13356020637619712
lonely,TURBO_TARD,2019/06/18,"Petition to rename the subreddit Idea suggestions:

/r/Losers

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lonely,PeachezAndFire,2019/06/18,Hi Hey what's up?,-7.934000000000001,-12.3481034,-2.8149999999999995,119.69750000000002,183.0,1.0,2.5,3.1291,-3.727,13,0,5,0,2,5,5,5,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,grenlem,2019/06/18,"Nobody ever messages me :( Is it a normal thing to get messaged often? Because I never receive any texts. It's pretty lonely, just checking my phone over and over but never finding anything new. Also, nobody ever asks to hang out.bi only have to real friends: and one of them lives in London (I live further down south) and the other one (who I hang out with sometimes :>) is moving to Egypt soon. I really don't like anybody in my school either. So yeah, life generally sucks.",3.7153333333333336,5.937931366666668,4.924166666666668,79.79625000000003,74.22222222222223,5.388888888888888,24.583333333333336,5.985473137389443,0.9853333333333336,373,12,60,2,8,123,72,90,0.10300000000000001,0.8,0.09699999999999999,0.1172,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,1,0,2,1,4,1,0,0,4,17,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,2,0,2,0,0,8,2,12,7,1,18,0,1,0,0,8,8,1,1,7,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038644851064418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638656264601165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650424420925128,0.0,0.1874949937707332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225851510526392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628330386878272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330670816570407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495089189164868,0.0,0.10478346567149352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166030130588406,0.09798268439418442,0.0,0.3541934136154285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21316179747239167,0.0,0.0,0.3093659434481545,0.19370051442399436,0.0,0.0,0.1965046108143005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718070712650246,0.15253367074078927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040399547605241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282793221737393,0.1284828213895384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297576822523655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835734689562584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324206306628034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lakonalpharomeoxray,2019/06/18,"It hurts and I wish I had someone to talk to. So I've made a few posts like this over the years with various throwaways, on various ""make new friends"" subreddits. Little to no success unfortunately. I'll admit that I didn't really put in the effort then, or maybe I did what I could at the time. I'm just so bad at talking to new people, even online through text, much less so in voice chat.

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Socially, I had veered off the beaten path a long time ago. You could consider me a ""shut-in"", except that I can leave my house. Started work 2 years ago. Moving through different temporary positions. I'm on my 3rd one now. Monetarily I think I'm fine for the foreseeable future.

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Things at work are okay. I think I do my job well enough. It is people that I always have trouble with, and by trouble, I don't mean it like I don't get on with them. I think I just seem so uninteresting that it wouldn't be worth the effort talking to me. I would and I do try to engage with others but what is there to talk about when there is no common ground? No shared experiences, things to relate with, apart from vapid things like shows, or video-games, which I do enjoy talking about, I just don't want it to be the only thing I can talk about, y'know? Years of social isolation really doesn't help in gaining talking points, or experience. 

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What's more is that my colleagues primarily speak a another language. I live in a ""multi-cultural"" city and while being a part of the ""majority race"", I do not speak the mother tongue. It's an issue here being monolingual. I think I have a pretty unique perspective regarding that. Constant feeling of unbelonging. Having no tribe.

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It really does me no favors that I am a quiet person. (i guess no shit at this point..) I get called ""quiet"" all the time. It saddens me that it's the first impression I make on people, even in the times that I do try. The irony is that I could probably talk about ""real shit"" for days.

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Anyway, I will be 23 this year and I don't want the rest of my life to go to waste. I am tired of using dissociation as a coping mechanism for work. I want to save myself. I feel like trying. All I could ever wish for is people I can connect to, and vice versa. Just someone. It could be anyone. If you managed to make it through my wall of text, thank you so much for reading. It really means a lot to me. :) Drop me a PM if you want.",2.747452084568266,4.640301968879669,4.186544161232959,85.48749654218534,75.99170124481326,7.163090298360008,23.094447737601264,8.037061389416179,1.1968480932622012,1887,56,383,31,42,625,227,482,0.14,0.7440000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.84,2,1,0,0,0,0,99.0,0,4,1,9,23,23,3,0,26,1,43,4,2,5,3,58,73,21,0,15,12,1,2,4,1,3,2,5,0,1,34,11,0,0,10,3,1,3,14,7,1,2,5,7,55,16,57,54,14,50,0,1,0,0,25,21,2,8,28,270,89,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147764746221004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476273430526156,0.3100915752126333,0.3477575914990461,0.0,0.06001996850454139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040022763817921435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04779208354506823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058447307928710765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618549072391486,0.0,0.22850298651933976,0.0,0.0,0.03691434977193347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059802458956305676,0.0,0.0,0.050090139691005384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059143075855333,0.0,0.07561149602584956,0.05177585436385119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198123836798704,0.0,0.0,0.05788340677265179,0.04089147553530628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048687371882299366,0.0,0.0,0.04422262559740819,0.0,0.059809916737098526,0.0,0.03253018111884174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305509217364523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038366022438565885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604599576782025,0.06127541720989828,0.0,0.0,0.05974253161095003,0.056800767722952734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03145699785040176,0.0,0.0,0.06060772147106869,0.0,0.0,0.04042952183228951,0.1118561245848902,0.05736840649454269,0.05054298987299743,0.05065461778804912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048662458684063874,0.0,0.054160823130148285,0.11462221366095138,0.0,0.05750415995690885,0.12469986603211625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060835883202813565,0.08415434250983103,0.0,0.0,0.11056335620691372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03878655424483254,0.043532756280519454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061984141621666426,0.0,0.1587289613122065,0.04997879226407636,0.0,0.0,0.1082185074531756,0.0,0.05481903578051663,0.058232530423873476,0.06171320611756865,0.0,0.0,0.05754089546066132,0.0,0.0,0.057254381172112886,0.06515038973237099,0.1466747983607949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05210813709298636,0.0,0.0,0.1175097991906906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166956832722659,0.09699665406715388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405139820213927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368051622633726,0.0,0.05269788101956005,0.0,0.0,0.15210790455924936,0.14670548191110966,0.0,0.0,0.13350583178186365,0.06578768561558966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658435023784175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943602440764264,0.0,0.0,0.13504392489674968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146463758665869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164380083401553,0.0,0.0,0.125011784204847,0.0,0.0,0.04066086626834752,0.0,0.3477575914990461,0.14743987793997104
lonely,AceKazza,2019/06/18,"If you ever need to talk, PM me! If you're down on your luck, if life is kicking your a**, if you feel lonely just PM me. Me along with hundreds of other people on this subreddit would more than happy to talk/listen/help you through whatever you're going through! Dont ever feel like you're alone :)",0.8405854800936794,3.1666463606557405,2.3167681498829045,93.97360655737705,85.39344262295081,4.797189695550352,18.550351288056206,6.1826913282559595,-0.13452880562060887,232,6,49,2,7,75,41,61,0.098,0.7440000000000001,0.157,0.7142,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,14,7,4,0,6,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,8,3,11,6,1,6,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,5,3,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766599129316994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130673491051004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832579185463143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27013185025152603,0.1908334453991787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181273018646482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843584747248238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904759249619695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886775873478965,0.13050329783957068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806906795298612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851901537869904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294083199034297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975723182706825,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fjack6,2019/06/18,"I keep dreaming about having somebody to hold I have had these dreams now over ten times, they're not very interesting, all that's different about these dreams and my real life is that in the dream I have a girlfriend who I can cuddle and hold and hug and give my life and affection to...these dreams are very intense, I mean I feel good while I'm having them, and they feel extremely real, and then I wake up in the morning and I feel like crap, because its just a dream.

It's not sexual fantasies or anything like that, I just dream of having human contact, and having somebody to love. Anybody else have intense dreams like this?",6.540348432055751,6.465004056910567,6.036840882694541,83.07804878048779,65.34146341463415,8.654587688734031,30.579558652729386,7.957251820313856,1.9313168408826948,501,16,98,5,7,154,71,123,0.038,0.6579999999999999,0.304,0.9849,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,5,8,1,0,4,0,11,7,2,1,1,25,19,12,0,0,5,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,9,9,0,3,4,9,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,13,7,9,18,1,8,0,0,0,3,8,4,1,1,7,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366492985907478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286457966886415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048806294908768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629378603189347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201189497622752,0.15076440650203424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244529124838084,0.0,0.17700727300862695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875787993071572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29812242206537,0.30930509383486343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046854009812106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298804463167725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804111229929267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230569894437678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482541710467439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HeauxBaby,2019/06/18,"Just moved to a new sharehouse with one other girl, made me feel so alone At my old house I wasn’t really friends with the housemates but there were 5 people living there which helped me feel less alone I guess. My new place is cleaner and nicer, but reminds me how I have like zero friends. 

I’m planning to get out there, look for a new job and hobbies so I can meet new people more, hopefully become more confident and better with socialising but just at the moment it’s just so mad lonely.

Even considering moving back to a household with more people, even though they tend to be dirty and messy which I hate. And it’s not like I even made friends with the housemates at other places either. 

Felt extremely embarrassed posting this too, but decided to post anyway.",4.8928385899814435,6.504560510204081,4.712974644403218,85.07499072356218,69.74829931972789,7.522325293753865,26.28880643166357,8.00094639256281,1.5084476190476188,613,19,116,8,11,188,91,147,0.16699999999999998,0.631,0.20199999999999999,0.7458,1,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,17,11,2,1,6,0,6,0,0,3,0,29,18,14,0,1,9,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,5,4,12,7,15,12,5,17,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,2,9,80,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25672591097437986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530109141181088,0.0,0.0,0.1368803864237635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961357195670196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455807217266456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533410533556152,0.0,0.11900044007931805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872638390105629,0.0,0.06475277477949358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653228109871904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122363654851651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307339470374163,0.0,0.0,0.12309894097582508,0.0,0.14300844148770905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298988262544484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110022615128857,0.0,0.10944000655658484,0.0,0.10407716370954204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345472973944563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634541198817569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788024791808808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005265505707111,0.0,0.08398396615491062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25777014691420724,0.0,0.25897880266772805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373977341000388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793982060352299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176899192891408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,minutespiriting,2019/06/18,"Does anyone ever walk around aimlessly trying to cure your loneliness as if you’re looking for something, but towards the end of your day out, the loneliness settles in anyway? // am I born this way? Should I be less lonely? Do you feel like that? Hi all! 
Yeah, so as the title says, some days after work when I feel like ‘Oh I want to check this out!’ Then I head out happily trying out new things and visiting my favourite haunts by myself. I do enjoy it at first, but then when the time comes to head home, I start to feel that pang of loneliness. 


I’m also currently in an LDR with my British Boyfriend in London, I live in Singapore. He’s really truly my Best Friend, Boyfriend, significant other, soul mate and I just really really really miss his company. 


So what I do is go out till it’s so late that by the time I get home, it’s almost bed time. I also watch TV like a Monster and will continue the series even if it’s late. Lately I’ve been sleeping okay, but it’s really not about “trying not to be lonely” 


I really do try!!!


I go for dance classes, I talk to my Friends I usually don’t talk to, I try to be more social during lunch work breaks, I try to focus on my hobbies, get decent exercise... I don’t know what I’m doing wrong and I know it’s not going to fix itself as easily as others.., sometimes I wish it wasn’t that easy for me to feel this lonely .... 


Do you guys feel lonely easily? How do you cope with it? Has it changed? Or it comes out of nowhere?",2.0635863474274068,3.7305925364238455,3.9439735099337767,87.47452368823231,77.27814569536423,7.427610799796232,21.218033622007134,8.263242389622931,1.037754559347937,1134,29,242,21,26,384,161,302,0.091,0.723,0.18600000000000005,0.9883,1,8,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,5,0,4,14,14,0,0,8,2,19,5,3,1,2,39,40,25,0,5,10,0,5,3,3,2,1,1,3,1,23,14,1,0,7,3,1,8,6,6,0,1,2,8,34,8,41,33,5,46,1,5,2,0,17,13,0,5,26,158,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748380758116623,0.0,0.0,0.1557044661697426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807067165284411,0.0,0.0,0.08666377940253313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216475232286294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298534071983652,0.1677199839754223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556776908437026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519325320618501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622483668669594,0.0,0.0,0.06429997366712636,0.08806031482436058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461200827168301,0.13909635112794175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280742729606012,0.0,0.0,0.15042758368026007,0.0,0.101724639065829,0.0,0.16598188629516988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639362947446696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982215233648687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530367074615604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700405307342058,0.0,0.3294513552587984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268357809352908,0.0,0.08596346028599962,0.0,0.08175102881229115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402301589460957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741964979375322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774180923837782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742214859846236,0.09923794337978392,0.0,0.07494620435416997,0.09628346127752853,0.0,0.06890613502040442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564954463763092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467623821632756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702999263176895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965730633198661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721930048719294,0.0,0.05742063886553572,0.07727336103250981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194981414167196,0.0,0.0,0.14174660124353008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643895696554476,0.0,0.0
lonely,DeezNutshell,2019/06/18,"This is how sad and boring my life is... What a joke...I'm on a trip, all on my own, in Ireland. I'm in a school with many other students of other countries. It has been a week and 2 days. And I have no one, I repeat, NO ONE to talk with, absolutely no one. I'm alone again. I thought that going on a trip in a diffrent country would help me to leave my comfort zone and trying to talking with/meeting people. But I guess life/fate decided that It won't be like that. I'm still alone, I'm still spending my afternoon in my room or walking in the street of Dublin, sadly looking at the floor/sky. I'm even eating my lunch and dinner alone. No conversation, no laugh, no joy. Just pure loneliness, sad thoughts and sometimes, tears. It hurts more than death itself. I wonder if loneliness can kill people because I'm nearly the idea of leaving this world. It has been 10 years that I'm feeling alone and trying to fight my loneliness, even if I know it's useless. I want to change things but I don't have the power or the strenght to do it, I tried many times but it failed despite the efforts I put into it, so I gave up. 
I hate to look at the people around me, laughing or talking together while I'm here, alone and depressed. I wonder if one day...one day...things will change but...I don't have any hopes left, I wonder if I'm destined to spend the rest of my life like that, sad, depressed and alone. This is totally absurd and ridiculous but...I'm 21 and I have never been in a relationship or even...kissed. That's pathetic isn't it? Haha, I'm such a fool and useless guy. Hope your life is better than mine, it's so miserable, it's like a desert, the void. I would give EVERYTHING, even my soul, everything I have to be ""normal"" (Yeah, a person like me can't be see as a normal person) like everyone.",1.7387470109995211,3.622028981029814,3.160804240395347,91.73145982783358,78.97289972899729,5.967192730750837,22.5060577076359,6.923569853693429,0.5613461820500558,1390,43,302,15,34,454,174,369,0.28300000000000003,0.66,0.057999999999999996,-0.9975,2,6,0,0,1,0,76.0,0,1,0,4,13,30,4,1,20,2,27,6,0,1,4,50,55,28,2,11,12,0,1,5,0,4,3,0,1,3,25,16,3,0,9,0,2,5,12,17,0,4,6,4,31,13,33,42,5,35,1,11,3,0,13,19,0,14,16,188,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948102318875141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054148311954323486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088389269983524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04853918220796067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042259810869801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846719336654015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540562677688972,0.0,0.1371632646399386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147712838292434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103685052945934,0.0,0.0,0.0760859168382709,0.14312516851663826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04026122482736871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638437579761542,0.045253208431384494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771685648996863,0.07884211530724071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861404691868892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053371532231955,0.0,0.0,0.15817288120801604,0.0,0.0,0.08524112474472144,0.08988789831452018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809421111526157,0.0,0.04376028756646931,0.0,0.0,0.168624566968241,0.0865137245473087,0.0,0.22496838509123554,0.1945058537206808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337313279984234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614562385967406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061412368230706116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560328636546488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158261605939812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560762628673156,0.13905245072030165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004597718337347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854883692320611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058561638183477,0.0634514973197912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787520067208791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717862147814532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200073846468224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052899879990938224,0.0,0.0,0.12642806930876474,0.046430476442465216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621821865017157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696539237223312,0.0,0.06387105800298018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25905252973029524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312784577005745,0.0,0.0,0.05127644004763048
lonely,oddlyweirdlynorm,2019/06/18,"24 and can't talk dirty/flirt Flirting makes me feel gross and trying to have any sexually charged conversation makes me feel kinda dumb 😂 

Honestly though it makes me feel like an old prude I'm not against talking like that I just can't get into it without feeling silly...

But other people don't waste time telling me what they like or what they wanna do with me and I'm just like...hmm k 🙃

I don't mind when people get handsy with me either I just wish I could give it back and feel this keeps me from having that special someone in life and why I'm currently alone.

Is there anyone out there like me?",3.0022580645161305,4.5738385806451625,3.615354838709681,91.22803225806456,74.48387096774194,6.250322580645161,22.883870967741927,6.742157984588678,0.4660219354838708,480,13,103,4,10,151,79,124,0.10099999999999999,0.738,0.161,0.8217,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,8,10,1,0,1,0,9,2,0,3,0,32,25,9,0,3,8,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,5,14,8,10,24,1,8,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,2,9,60,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717265071214141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275474772983965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593642009106644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749568978755796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238375219507914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191861283260046,0.11845287115533955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325509212682055,0.15905760886556525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737727465868533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171147012373592,0.4050257095133938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33203326924697585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741825209590408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398702071054853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299000091926476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048810927347674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665394856973572,0.1449230143538869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629049719234215,0.0,0.09668365401053683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257237061979264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496154285520792,0.0,0.19067037780438006,0.1598324592065333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Martian31,2019/06/18,"Is there anybody out there for me? Not to be dramatic or anything but sometimes I feel like I’m gonna die alone. I’m only 23 and have only ever been in one relationship. I’ve been single for 5 years now and to this day, I still love him but the feeling is not mutual. I have had random hookups with guys but nothing more than that since. I always tell people that I’m SINGLE single because that’s how bad it is lol. I don’t even really know where to meet a guy and i fear that I might be “too” friendly to the ones I would be interested in. I don’t know if it’s my looks or if it’s because of my personality or what. Literally almost all of my friends tell me I need to pursue things with my ex still because the “spark” is still there supposedly. Im not one to wait around for people though, so I don’t get my hopes up about him. I just miss having a best friend and someone I can confide in and talk to and all the other stuff that comes with a relationship. My friends have dated so many people in the past 5 years and I haven’t even been able to move on because I’ve been single for so long it seems like no one wants me... can anyone relate?

Also side note: do you guys believe in fate? How do you think our relationships all work out in the end?",2.501804511278195,3.5487786165413566,4.1030150375939884,89.33474812030079,74.86466165413533,6.823759398496243,22.32255639097745,7.1686216300943375,0.5050381954887215,976,24,223,10,20,327,139,266,0.075,0.747,0.17800000000000002,0.9854,0,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,0,2,22,13,0,1,9,1,26,1,0,2,4,46,45,22,1,6,12,1,2,2,4,3,0,0,0,4,14,14,0,1,6,0,0,2,8,3,0,4,5,3,28,10,30,34,9,27,0,1,1,1,22,13,0,10,14,159,42,1,0.10048088825364476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006170951517888,0.10406789678041548,0.0,0.08035453003369468,0.08360814838316402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025857336396882,0.0,0.08268720950621335,0.08944929373114656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389734460228712,0.24500886739814215,0.0,0.0,0.1132075522834835,0.10544849304403278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865553880446289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480186034711702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042832981209234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899624268501459,0.0,0.0,0.13273335806741102,0.09089071606483888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306893463513877,0.10161231242785304,0.07178356664543463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105251400445828,0.0,0.052497116916806426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984756308615664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980019418085984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853660192093048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044333676391484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817977303003872,0.0,0.0,0.08892242415532113,0.08437863937469031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068792468471414,0.0,0.0,0.1018718495901644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659434357401508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679528237009933,0.0,0.07450530545136555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641412226391442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723538013859883,0.15284048671826556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592037748759903,0.20898238857407211,0.08773603589454786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437062997547653,0.0,0.0,0.32363661018519885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147402686787916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831188291042637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513713054450624,0.0,0.09937816777251453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24073250146744626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502657720853116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076273182988032,0.17564945041622276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675503733534141,0.06438409595249313,0.09872196253987084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059266231262045166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315128337025667,0.0,0.0,0.07137874007786563,0.0,0.0,0.12941279528003932
lonely,olibanl,2019/06/18,"My parents were wondering why I never leave my room and play video games all day. So I told them the truth. I feel lonely, my friends are busy or live abroad, I quit college I just don't have a lot right now. Playing online games gives me a form of social contact which I am not gettig in the real world. I really wamt to see people and make new friends but I just don't know where to start.",1.9460452961672488,3.543630085365855,2.937108013937284,94.86939024390249,77.41463414634146,5.661324041811848,20.25087108013937,6.1826913282559595,-0.08881045296167267,305,7,69,2,7,97,64,82,0.023,0.8440000000000001,0.133,0.6339,1,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,3,16,14,5,0,0,5,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,13,5,4,12,3,10,0,1,1,0,10,5,0,3,5,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704026166725087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152829635443535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35230236911282226,0.0,0.0,0.21871707202630086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530209048151833,0.0,0.0,0.2414176405441538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132697724019785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383629137406205,0.0,0.0,0.15219086338794854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758466077042994,0.22020250834588312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25316550914685154,0.0,0.0,0.15806555004839332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24250461974159354,0.0,0.2595123688526898,0.14606176774215002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470959375548172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181685397891314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23241590207880114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137861168930076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178624722599716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057333106932891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472548005268255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Stealthh_Mountain,2019/06/18,"I just finished my last exam for the semester I'm doing a pretty heavy course at university so I don't really get much time to go out places, nor does anyone else in the same course. I really enjoy helping people out with their work because it gives me the physical company I lack otherwise. Now that I have finished my last exam for the semester, everyone I spoke to at university has said, ""See you next semester"". Felt bad hearing that because it basically said they don't want to see me during the break. I don't really have any friends outside of university because I have no time to try, so this break is going to be a lonely one.",8.01506666666667,6.533604599999999,9.055,67.24916666666668,63.0,12.813333333333333,36.83333333333333,11.855464076750405,4.417853333333332,505,20,93,14,6,175,78,125,0.09300000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.099,0.424,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,1,4,4,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,8,23,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,4,7,15,2,14,18,3,18,0,1,2,0,10,6,0,0,8,61,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646996460283435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975647159922073,0.1754870953093047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300389952504258,0.3132151287586156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988016366378015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307471189016233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365651524654853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444675268937045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132323335552043,0.0,0.08948188370577755,0.16429848363255434,0.19467419736423386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303455213197054,0.0,0.11479915523679585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792169965029809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259036878934498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821483566834645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605747426600772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873755416940543,0.0,0.1789414521732129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424389798724144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291612319202935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32583535589880663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27296118309530604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997386715326727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628157825122425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101990975760156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468712599663052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,angie-dono,2019/06/18,17F chillin pretty anxious but willing to talk to lonely people. message me if ya need to rant or just want connection or anything else.,5.5440000000000005,7.703558000000001,5.805,75.70750000000002,69.0,6.6000000000000005,36.5,7.1686216300943375,3.009,110,6,16,1,2,35,22,25,0.25,0.637,0.113,-0.6486,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,4,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727433330721731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34435885011118456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34957158874249106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102845224264933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29010909689101144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257266392040359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363441774230599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24681992982587994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,swagmaster4376,2019/06/18,"Anyone want to be I tenet freinds. As the name of this subreddit implies, a lot of you guys and ladies are lonely, and I feel that way to. So if anyone has games or whatever, I have steam, vrchat and such, just dm me and we could all, or maybe few, play games and such together. I think it would be quite helpful for all of us. So. If anyone is I interested dm me, I have discord to if anyone has that.",0.9217857142857148,2.7308187976190506,2.833571428571432,93.44892857142858,81.26190476190476,6.104761904761905,20.02380952380953,7.1686216300943375,0.2733380952380955,305,8,71,4,8,102,55,84,0.061,0.8290000000000001,0.111,0.5095,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,2,21,13,13,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,2,8,9,4,1,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,6,0,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6917231456811828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746363013781407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505162186473406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24488411449704986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657723205299737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026127250142895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484645900274853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630535777015268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847165424702933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29749360209768594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458748091456213,0.19630984634383328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568790632013348,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fandooglemynoogle,2019/06/18,Feeling aimless I just feel empty. I know that there are things i want to do but i feel that i cant do them even if i can. I dont really know how to bescribe it. Like everything is so close in reach but it doesnt mean anything since i cant finish it. I feel like im floating through everything and that i dont make an impact on anything or anyone. I cant make friends and the ones that are close are drifting apart. I feel like i dont have anyone to talk to truthfully. The only person i truely feel close to is the person im interested in but Im scared of losing my other friend by getting close to her. I dont want to overstep and make everything uncomfortable so i dont say anything. I just want to talk to someone anyone. I wish i could be happier.,1.5675661375661392,3.1291334814814853,3.7092768959435642,89.07888888888891,78.38271604938272,6.603880070546737,23.917107583774253,7.447530270364453,0.9722737213403878,592,20,131,8,14,203,76,162,0.09300000000000001,0.6859999999999999,0.221,0.9588,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,7,9,0,1,4,0,20,0,0,4,1,33,37,11,0,6,7,0,6,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,9,7,0,0,9,0,0,1,9,2,0,1,0,7,22,7,15,35,0,10,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,2,4,86,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729198062194296,0.0,0.2439616207669076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788998262240835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5790822341229281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526975848166419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26643946065918706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997985368935404,0.14119422957778108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269636200194264,0.0,0.05162943501216094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32022806762118583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861790918947148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483555980405613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055443913262117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788959604043085,0.0,0.0,0.10764408279700688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696307204477753,0.07515715566583328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725718374447348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633067004856178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858572723776662,0.09893618127316142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817450259664003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372996855303963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885574139331407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565169792659636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748600046098839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136382631962076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Eccedentesiastx,2019/06/18,"Lonely Who do you talk to when you have nobody to talk to? I’m so fucking lonely, I constantly ask myself if its normal for a 24f to be this lonely. I’m trying not to cry as I type this, but my throat feels so tight to the point where it’s hurting. I don’t want to be weak but I’m so fucking sad. I feel like I can’t even talk to my best friend. She has enough of her own problems. I just don’t want to feel like such a burden anymore.",0.007878787878787818,1.4059087777777821,2.287878787878789,98.2518181818182,82.43434343434343,4.8040404040404034,17.060606060606062,5.033348758259628,-0.8618606060606062,335,6,85,1,9,114,61,99,0.22,0.591,0.18899999999999997,-0.5515,0,6,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,8,14,2,0,3,0,8,4,1,0,0,13,19,8,0,5,5,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,0,4,13,4,12,17,3,4,0,5,0,2,10,2,2,1,4,56,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832336364853428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752482416252313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928155249138954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052074535192463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085891346335635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621078635919656,0.0,0.1254228908327013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28804763522424603,0.2713199627897546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671127630494016,0.35110703170911506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328495975844427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554478141767586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605534889422204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951077230024967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170247005648066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578876980949445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892524727265675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400825721202544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CrazyWaffle23,2019/06/18,"Just being there I know me and lots and other people here have these periods where we feel very lonely I’m just saying that I’m here and that you don’t have to feel depressed because you feel lonely. I’ve been there and it sucks so just if you ever want some to talk/chat with I’m there.

My messages are always open.",0.472723880597016,2.7816469253731384,1.7658022388059709,97.31944962686569,87.2089552238806,3.9470149253731344,14.345149253731346,5.148860815047168,-1.0958940298507462,252,4,55,1,8,80,45,67,0.168,0.813,0.019,-0.8775,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,3,0,0,11,4,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,19,15,6,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,7,0,3,13,2,4,0,3,0,0,6,2,1,3,2,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28149482823339944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062260987045966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913794965795853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060140309462294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5131678129419643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592223792233906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287612736103136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23453639672322465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690317717553036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719147806015784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791350393919025,0.19953961320485086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chasingmtns,2019/06/18,"Functional depression I know it’s just the demons of my mind, but I truly feel I have no one in my life that can relate to how I feel. Tbh, I’m not sure I even know how to describe how I feel anymore. Empty...unmotivated...drowning...

Things that used to make me feel better aren’t working anymore and that worries me. My “good days” are fewer and farther between. Medication, therapy, religion has all come to this same result- hopelessness. I’m not sure what I’m seeking, maybe just someone to tell me I’m not alone.",2.00090909090909,4.496222970297033,3.6463546354635454,85.27387038703874,81.67326732673267,6.445004500450046,27.00360036003601,7.686295010490155,1.7874277227722768,404,18,78,7,11,134,66,101,0.17600000000000002,0.7,0.124,-0.6933,1,1,0,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,6,3,26,18,6,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,0,4,12,4,8,18,2,4,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,49,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969065772946908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770951298669099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681453437802267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377120835105666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226114192564392,0.0,0.16374974018497693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557220832968294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845207459776903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946330741580225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896952950893047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342871019628574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269063149526161,0.0,0.19100070051421086,0.0,0.0,0.1915255039301472,0.0,0.0,0.19196660754042308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882996702928773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610877272900246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583709620081834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661729176584107,0.0,0.21741834136665752,0.0,0.12630701998923302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420229944360612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840933927533702,0.19307569102051308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,YippieKayakOtherButt,2019/06/18,"I don’t think everyone (ie me) deserves a second chance I screwed up deeply a few years back and ever since I don’t think I’m deserving of happiness. I sometimes forget, and start to try maybe meeting someone romantic like, but soon enough I remember and just give up. Lately I’ve begun a mantra of “you don’t deserve it” anytime I think happy things. I don’t have friends anymore because of my screw up and I  just stay in. I do have kids but they are growing up and don’t need me as much anymore (plus I fake it for them). No real reason for this post I guess other than to wallow and whine and pretend people care when someone writes nice things. I don’t know...",2.37211111111111,4.261084970370368,3.4819444444444443,90.13625000000002,77.07407407407408,5.981481481481483,25.324074074074076,6.816661863887847,0.9562962962962968,521,19,107,5,12,168,86,135,0.121,0.688,0.191,0.8934,0,0,0,1,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,0,6,10,2,0,3,0,10,2,0,1,1,24,20,12,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,6,1,0,1,7,4,0,1,0,0,18,6,15,20,3,16,0,1,0,2,8,5,2,1,9,72,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241020151314006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256461533617389,0.0,0.0996084230752978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659936384195384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688380825870706,0.0,0.0,0.14780658341954994,0.0,0.15613773965181169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262440819124061,0.0,0.0,0.1567502144595996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000587061095996,0.0,0.0,0.3478892161097001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980153845902021,0.0,0.1843247222878525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983002797626064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415940441875468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011936837280915,0.12116061048017705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132824641406172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649407401627155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598739959213706,0.0,0.16800460637011388,0.0,0.0,0.18510276231041806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516793221180626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769001925114272,0.0,0.16160888681382662,0.0,0.11565687011596636,0.1741649314571989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711423172290975,0.3141044650535845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109393216881069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522561571344012
lonely,Neet_Novelist21,2019/06/18,"I have so much to say, yet one post. Jesus.. where do I start? 
Its currently a summer night, 11:31 pm, and I feel, absolutely, alone.
I have a few friends, and with them at least I dont feel as horrible as I do daily, but right now, everyone’s gone on vacation, and here I am, left alone, with nothing to do. 
I hate summer because I miss everyone, even people who’re just acquaintances, I miss the conversations with everyone at school, with teachers, with my already finished philosophy class..
I just want to go back.. back to a simpler time, I really do.
Its always like these during these months, thanks to my father’s death anniversary and father’s day being literally around the corner, it doesn’t help that a few friendships of mine went back to stranger status.. and honestly, I just feel alone.
I browers instagram, and couples or people having fun, I browser youtube to fill the void.
I honestly feel alone, with nobody’s support, and most specially, as a background friend. 
I hate myself for thinking this selfishly, people should enjoy their summer, enjoy a break from me (im a fucking mess of a person to deal with), and I don’t deserve anything really because of personal actions ive taken before..
I.. i dont want to be alone.. I want someone to talk to.. but.. I can never find the right moment, specially in summer..",4.686027368421051,6.340184667999999,5.636778947368422,78.08533684210528,70.32000000000001,8.623157894736844,29.55789473684211,9.134995656068208,2.67076,1037,41,184,21,19,341,143,250,0.1,0.68,0.22,0.9865,2,5,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,2,0,13,19,3,0,12,0,17,1,0,0,1,34,37,15,1,4,6,2,4,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,7,16,0,0,6,0,0,5,5,7,0,1,3,5,30,12,31,31,5,35,1,2,0,1,13,10,1,2,19,126,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250194303487292,0.11188044473138496,0.0,0.0843601221791994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343090035475367,0.09025380293581683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338755345796057,0.0,0.1236062416666113,0.0,0.08627084079921145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218014912468352,0.0,0.06538468991406374,0.10452308720706956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376440295179659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669635826194006,0.0,0.0,0.2906320356977889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050524322591216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926637021933921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665900549442752,0.093728443707565,0.0,0.0,0.05761921362410045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019263695440084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795597094030165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095127828570424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015468182032404,0.0,0.0,0.049531402192898887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092423314395425,0.0,0.07452935814828811,0.0,0.07819406594368443,0.0,0.0,0.09514259403783623,0.0,0.09728127331213468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870083958682059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210861981449642,0.17705027203001875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709843673373494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989916209116106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731638160411541,0.0,0.08062511584243402,0.0,0.1026066439548735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590285604467772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176055295620525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505006065874952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148911387764411,0.0,0.09334133286595032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496316813593417,0.0,0.0,0.05911818484348112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793978197240018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398455466624704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,drunkanddancing,2019/06/18,"I’m not good enough to be the girlfriend or the friend anymore - and now I’m very aware of how alone I am without him Three years together. Dated for the majority. Complicated, per the par. Today- told that he didn’t want to be my friend anymore. I respect that. My hearts already been stomped on by him before. It doesn’t really beat the same anyway. Now I’m hyper aware of how alone I am and will be when contact is cut. There goes three days of sleeping and eating. It usually takes 72 hours for this thing to work it’s way out of my system. 

I guess when you put all your eggs in one basket, what else is gonna happen?",1.3763581730769232,3.5192971406249995,2.723437500000003,93.07396634615385,81.5,5.500961538461539,20.002403846153847,6.67199483983844,0.13643317307692282,486,13,106,5,13,157,89,128,0.066,0.85,0.084,0.5096,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,8,5,1,0,5,0,11,4,2,2,1,13,20,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,3,0,11,4,14,12,4,16,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,2,10,68,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37023890737113296,0.1972426696000122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35452164873078795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520935225876937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527171545110175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289437673808528,0.14931330123589426,0.0,0.0,0.18468492207012507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27618624983831297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991759420777254,0.0,0.0,0.19690089863941607,0.0,0.15805809783397035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21180629475783685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602167738067234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111801160963215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796818248004463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450462845039915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886784600483496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438930546835168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874609197063725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942344795640166,0.17079254773536834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685549543086184,0.14747819851901056,0.1054247533836673,0.1418745104709909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229778923188988,0.0,0.13012394823807374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510190319648785
lonely,itzroby,2019/06/18,"Hi Its 12:20 am, the day after my birthday :p kinda living on red bull 😶 craving for a flowing conversation cuz I'm bored and lonely (*not horny*)",0.7101724137931029,3.2320888965517263,3.106465517241382,85.70383620689658,91.06896551724138,4.279310344827587,21.04310344827585,5.985473137389443,0.4254758620689661,114,4,21,1,4,39,29,29,0.153,0.767,0.08,-0.29600000000000004,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5897987601107896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8075502600902158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,uh-oh-spaghetti-ohss,2019/06/18,"I feel happy then loneliness ruins it Sometimes I actually feel content with me and who I am, and then I remember that I basically have no friends. I feel like a complete disappointment and failure because I don’t have friends. I go to high school, and before this year ended, I had a group of people to hang out with. I wasn’t really friends with them, but they let me hang out with them and I’m just grateful that I didn’t have to spend all of my time alone at school. Hopefully when next year starts I can find them and hang out with them again, but it doesn’t feel as nice as having close friends I can talk to. The problem is that it takes literally forever for me to open up to people, and I probably won’t become the most open to you until we hang out outside of school (I’m not really sure why, I just feel more open to people outside of school). The fact that I know I have no friends ruins my mood basically every time I feel happiness. It sucks that I get to feel happy, only to be followed by feeling like I don’t deserve it because no one really cares about me besides my family, which is good, but it’s different from people who choose to care about you for reasons other than being born into the same group as them. Does this happen to everyone who feels lonely?",6.894937388193202,5.680805178294578,7.334496124031007,77.82603756708411,65.04651162790698,10.574120453190224,32.63685152057245,9.661875296680813,2.7663001788908765,1008,33,206,17,13,332,129,258,0.11900000000000001,0.682,0.19899999999999998,0.9795,2,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,2,6,0,6,23,1,0,6,0,20,0,0,1,3,49,42,17,0,2,6,0,9,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,18,22,0,0,14,0,1,6,10,6,0,1,3,9,36,16,39,35,4,31,0,4,0,0,20,12,1,2,15,144,54,4,0.0,0.0,0.09186981123979897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750356866587392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477717752146628,0.1039733473417312,0.08010860516287319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919697568567709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987069547520782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835920874943788,0.0,0.0,0.08238501546827462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338259471076491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931938549273945,0.08995749811373517,0.0,0.0,0.08874947141211775,0.0,0.4284129424039016,0.13451129764374445,0.0,0.0,0.08604483117554551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636725427763591,0.0,0.049185737411977036,0.0,0.053503533653406765,0.07896253013953161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325018407589183,0.3006503447382335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946705724692492,0.0,0.09350506147648284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051738431365488856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626741096702952,0.0,0.091986852212774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012195620863486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379361070129738,0.07159985621264374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610671084895676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150188184653204,0.09008196367515407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093090186465413,0.09679449756568176,0.0,0.0,0.1066454620677826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811102361595901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310965537952158,0.0,0.06663477195519164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872849292821046,0.0,0.07078368379343478,0.07566843197796062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097908698628441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494925131731569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124977789696828
lonely,mypreciouswh0re,2019/06/18,It feels like my heart weighs a thousand pounds Feeling so lonely tonight.,7.170769230769231,9.513321461538466,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,65.15384615384616,5.2,36.07692307692308,3.1291,1.7762923076923078,61,3,10,0,1,16,13,13,0.2,0.5539999999999999,0.24600000000000002,-0.0622,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5674496031929795,0.4008722509651613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6649431896086502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27414036702997513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,harlesis,2019/06/18,"I just unblocked my ex to feel less lonely. He’s now on the other side of the country and we broke up less than a week ago, but idk, I have no one tonight and I feel like I’d rather have any kind of attention than no attention. I know that’s bad, but I feel so fucking awful right now. What the fuck am I doing to myself.",-0.607007042253521,1.3206742676056358,1.6656161971831018,98.92828345070423,88.01408450704224,4.676760563380283,17.325704225352112,5.985473137389443,-0.5594098591549295,247,6,61,2,8,83,50,71,0.312,0.647,0.04,-0.9675,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,4,1,4,2,0,0,0,13,10,5,0,1,4,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,3,9,2,8,10,2,9,0,2,0,2,3,4,2,0,6,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599048439053597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938661779200967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448104449468747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447534460500448,0.20946273059831044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5421188830918998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053235441184182,0.16113550758228912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324311475056933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868046961542005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503919056766137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351880191713835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dipper_Pines364,2019/06/18,"Dependability Is Dead Y'all wish you just had someone who you could trust to be there for you and not judge you when you cry and break down? I had that person once, they left their knife in my back....",6.939,5.6512509000000035,5.780000000000005,89.24500000000003,65.0,9.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,0.5765000000000002,156,2,37,1,2,46,34,40,0.153,0.723,0.124,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,6,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,6,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,10,1,4,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,2,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797954371367172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905225257178515,0.0,0.3996967767526003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39534845841794825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875122610139676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177193694940691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30830792799490625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184353353097096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sufjanjwg,2019/06/18,I feel terrible. I have no one to hug. So I hug my depression.,-3.6209523809523816,-2.8214249999999983,1.4014285714285712,93.32690476190477,120.42857142857143,7.580952380952381,18.952380952380953,7.793537801064563,1.7195523809523818,46,2,12,2,3,18,11,14,0.4320000000000001,0.28,0.289,-0.4703,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7136291182819079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189399027491338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614470940567179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sapper8282,2019/06/18,Help I know boring but I don't have friends. Anyone out there?,-1.5102564102564102,-0.466122538461537,-0.2846153846153854,104.82128205128204,120.53846153846152,1.7333333333333334,12.025641025641027,3.1291,-1.919697435897436,49,1,11,0,3,15,12,13,0.36,0.506,0.134,-0.4821,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5158773604460193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.57001189295598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945226290833407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054680754294833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CaptainZ3r0,2018/11/13,"Feel lonely instead having some kind of friends New on reddit, but I just want to tell this to someone... Is it normal to feel totally alone while still having some kind of friends?",6.8797058823529404,7.188729323529415,5.963529411764708,82.58588235294121,64.58823529411765,7.976470588235292,31.70588235294117,7.1686216300943375,1.943282352941176,143,5,26,1,2,43,26,34,0.11800000000000001,0.7040000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.3345,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,6,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,4,6,6,3,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852737014199111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785423879305803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256099086511237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5736586179970996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660225354085721,0.0,0.0,0.2698735981354705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23338017880718914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996745672874488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24074748516508346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246217790877676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway_17_08,2018/11/13,"Do you ever feel like somebody can like you, but as soon as they learn about you they are turned off? Was at a party this saturday, got pretty drunk and was just having fun with friends. You're probably thinking what the fuck I am doing here, but just to be clear I feel pretty loenly despite having friends with which I can go out with, never open up to anybody about how I really feel. Anyway, I remember noticing a girl there, she was really cute, black hair, short bangs, sort of like Mia in Pulp Fiction. But I just went away and was hanging out with friends and drinking. Later on monday, I was talking to a friend of mine (girl) who was friends with the cute girl I was talking about, and apparenly the cute girl had said that she found me cute. I was astonished of course, people mostly find me pretty average (although some have said that I'm attractive and others that I'm ugly). But then I started thinking, imagine if she knew me there is no chance that she would like me. Something similar has happened to me before, where upon learning a cute girl liked me, I started hanging out with her and she started to slowly get turned off by me. Also just to be clear about my personality, I don't consider myself to be a dick or anything, I think I'm pretty kind and understandable and loving, but I may have some weird tastes and hobbies. Don't want to confuse this any further because I'm starting to describe myself as an edgy snowflake teen, but it's just so hard to find somebody to find me attractive AND interesting.

Just wanted to get this off my chest and see what you guys think of this.",8.850326136885622,6.8026347331189765,8.212478180983005,75.74923633440518,61.797427652733106,10.814974735875056,37.00528249885164,9.04235418022936,3.146398989435003,1266,46,242,15,14,399,161,311,0.062,0.633,0.305,0.9985,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,2,0,20,24,1,1,9,0,28,8,3,1,4,66,61,27,0,4,14,0,5,5,5,2,0,2,0,7,14,21,3,0,17,2,0,4,4,3,0,0,15,10,39,21,42,41,3,31,0,0,2,3,30,16,2,8,16,174,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009037321418461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810582069216348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241538425543825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409475558846177,0.0,0.0,0.061050856816888585,0.0,0.08522075710886944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810942912633663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905919226742408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191740942465606,0.07154758594029956,0.0,0.0,0.27460741489042706,0.0,0.0,0.10980992874138874,0.3868804028243481,0.09258758650544817,0.10464907665498516,0.0,0.05691787588452955,0.0,0.08009955832610817,0.0,0.0,0.0991648081778674,0.08856281671582897,0.0,0.08971523753985962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104291405206123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446425441341787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038979794882708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724229229028866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402208570065472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943179386431081,0.0874476131735313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075565305953188,0.10797925143434402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283180369944613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345107059551858,0.0,0.190532249234249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980703632564387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710080032217415,0.0,0.0,0.28354835060491623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099446618230215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25668976082522177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178701185058536,0.0,0.10426027350616546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814279988408817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284058009633664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114409019625101,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ProustsMadeleines,2018/11/13,"Lonely, Abroad and Needing Advice... Hello everyone - I am new to posing on these threads but I’ve read responses and they’re really helpful. So I’m hoping you all can help me... 

I’m a female in my early twenties, which I guess should be prime time for making friendships, but I’m struggling with loneliness. I’m studying abroad until next summer in a relatively small city in a country that I really don’t like. I don’t speak the local language and very few people here speak English, so it’s very hard to meet people my age. My school program has less than fifteen people and we all live together and attend classes together, so we’re constantly together. Despite that, I don’t really connect with anyone here, and I’m very lonely. 

I do have friends at home, but they all have full-time jobs and even when I have the chance to talk to them (difficult to have long conversations because of a large time difference), I don’t want to constantly complain about how I feel, even though I constantly feel extremely unhappy. I can’t remember the last time I actually felt happy or hopeful, and I don’t know how I’m going to be able to make it until next summer. Embarrassing - but I cry daily. (At least.) 

I’m writing here partly because I’m hoping that talking to people online will help me feel less lonely :) I would definitely welcome responses and messages from anyone wanting to send one. Thanks for listening/reading. ",5.129328358208955,6.783099097014926,6.059134328358216,75.48847761194031,69.22388059701493,8.942089552238807,30.937313432835822,9.3871,3.0302188059701494,1130,47,192,24,20,373,148,268,0.114,0.687,0.19899999999999998,0.9803,1,6,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,1,2,0,13,15,0,2,7,0,19,0,0,4,3,40,43,23,0,8,5,0,5,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,7,12,0,0,6,1,0,3,6,7,0,1,1,7,24,8,26,37,8,29,0,3,0,0,20,8,0,5,19,118,31,5,0.10513146901462148,0.0,0.10259314836154408,0.0,0.0,0.10273325477519038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470207351268647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817433543259382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34082930809859074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548198211909072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984000902772777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887668753131774,0.0,0.0,0.100457623953598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947288874298005,0.0,0.10094269706996896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122431217081193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059748636596663574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158141657462249,0.0,0.0,0.11191440367778736,0.09417714631211993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21140222281273288,0.0,0.10545543531769784,0.3132578106503061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432676094522274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577775059449962,0.0856961789571683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136192536492471,0.0,0.09283301323771094,0.09303804178354352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035214385299138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795365215833493,0.0,0.10153662788997046,0.22361701997512395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123980422811098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384713595596915,0.0,0.291539693313167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031983816641173,0.0,0.2020497332876533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909346023849934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639865934405476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099062379032429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900138496937026,0.0,0.09679093181034268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329113452524223,0.0,0.1839090150819122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26023341658557897,0.12401852857452388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468237921878294,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,izgubljeniSlucaj,2018/11/13,"venting I feel very bad for past month or two. I feel so f...ng lonely. I used to feel ok for long period of time (from previous winter) but now I feel that my depressive state is taking me again and leading me into some hole blacker than I ever went before. I was in very fucked up situations in life, but I was thinking some days before for first time in my life how would it be to kill myself.  I am 30 years old, of course virgin, never had a girlfriend, don't have a single friend on this planet for 2,5 years, I live with my parents and spend all my time on internet (what else). I don't have anyone who I can complain about my state. In my workplace I am alone on remote place isolated from human dwellings, don't have any colleagues for year (tbh I like that I am not bullied but loneliness is killing me in my brain). I am so fucked up. Beside my parents I am alone 99,9% of time of my average day. I am in very bad state of mind

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lonely,NiceExample4,2018/11/13,"Great on paper I'm currently a junior doctor and I am unhappy with my life. However theoretically I shouldn't be.

Everything is perfect. Great job at a great hospital with great colleagues. The work is very rewarding. 

Outside of work I catch up with friends, visit my family, read, try and keep a healthy diet, eat relatively healthy, minimal alcohol and non smoker, aim to exercise when I can and have sporadically dated people. 

I just can't shake this feeling for several years that life is passing me by. I have even booked last minute overseas trips to see the world and have some spontaneity in my life however it hasn't helped. 

I'm not sad or upset, I do find enjoyment with things. I just can't help feeling that life is passing me by and theres not much more to life. Every time I try and find a fix for this such as dating someone new, taking a trip overseas, changing my appearance nothing seems to help. Yet there are thousands of people who cannot afford food, are unwell, or have had serious misfortune befall upon them and I'm essentially bored with my life which other people would dream of. 

I don't know how many much longer I sit and wait for things to change or keep trying new hobbies.",5.014314578005116,6.579861439130433,5.744731457800512,77.97308184143225,69.3913043478261,9.063938618925832,29.616368286445013,9.478462496947786,2.7522915601023006,961,37,175,21,17,313,139,230,0.044000000000000004,0.759,0.19699999999999998,0.9888,5,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,4,9,13,0,2,7,0,22,12,0,1,1,36,35,15,0,2,7,0,2,0,1,2,9,0,0,0,10,14,4,3,6,4,0,8,8,5,0,1,1,3,19,8,24,31,4,25,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,6,10,110,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221036556088293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221468059471681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746936148897998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743862627682901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934983985486691,0.0,0.08846489847709403,0.0,0.09436495735832752,0.0,0.09898227185695256,0.0,0.10617975310434727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919315740316746,0.0,0.12696335965019032,0.0,0.08112078623847166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46304033323712296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111327762439584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419378936434703,0.1866531545180429,0.0,0.0,0.05770386456827796,0.0855869533252432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.444976916767194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645095637841102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437044584207665,0.0,0.0,0.20281442504840108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074790596881099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837607954948288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502588558539032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366939093885609,0.095585754877767,0.0,0.1186172567674203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896401710813084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894503168073733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951130947385326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612248701612634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385917336733973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663391044195234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287881993700062,0.0,0.0,0.07458719142671208,0.0,0.0,0.06761492934792934
lonely,santy6221,2018/11/13,"You people know how it feels to have someone special in you'r lives? I mean, not even a gf/bf, but i dont know, a a best friend? Coz i don't",-3.1436363636363645,-1.5751083939393915,-0.143272727272727,107.84509090909091,102.63636363636364,2.64,12.66060606060606,3.1291,-1.9581466666666667,105,2,30,0,5,36,27,33,0.268,0.6729999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.8178,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,7,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679036231265564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.410867703500731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23154946046674899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725970669331553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708510117033585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853303406494725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30956144635646143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818756170376668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24304244251247065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29703846765115005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lilcolombian24,2018/11/13,";( my friends all left me because i messed up once even tho they all mess everything up with each other and forgive each other. my ex is accusing me of bad things which is why my friends left me. i made “new friends”, but it just doesnt feel like it. highschool used to be good, but now it sucks mate.... i feel so alone in this world and so far reddit has been my only solution. everyday in school i try so hard to act happy and make everyone else laugh, but on the inside i just want to go home and lock myself in my room. i used to be happy and had tons of friends. anyways theres my loneliness problem, but hopefully y’all can find someone. its hard at first, but step out of your comfort zones and act like yourselves. people will respect you. be kind and polite, but be discrete. find people with similar interests/passions. now you may be asking how are you giving advice if youre on here complaining about how youre lonely? well your answer is that im on here trying to give advice based on my past happy me so people avoid the deep hole of depression and loneliness and anxiety i dug myself into so just think smart. good luck and you are never alone you have people with you always.",2.5740600924499226,4.711317500000002,3.4936363636363663,89.12139445300464,77.38983050847456,6.494298921417568,22.59167950693375,7.520522993642371,0.9322440677966104,934,28,187,13,22,298,139,236,0.174,0.59,0.23600000000000002,0.9762,0,5,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,11,1,1,20,29,1,1,2,0,18,0,0,6,3,49,32,25,0,4,10,1,4,2,5,2,0,0,2,0,10,17,0,1,7,0,0,4,2,9,1,1,3,4,32,20,25,22,5,29,0,2,0,0,23,18,1,4,9,130,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21360494776562594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22639472594925436,0.0,0.0,0.09094276153322413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361089630093603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217670728100894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125732779620953,0.06662563228646205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413620932011148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130251640461264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218876606923726,0.0,0.0,0.10443670632369208,0.09822791005905672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105263598903779,0.0780808558697208,0.0,0.0,0.19978854353620684,0.09296684985933074,0.0,0.0,0.3377662860290318,0.0,0.0,0.20969275141550325,0.062115253854391636,0.1833440623333391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490418521849656,0.1958149234416564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963247880119764,0.10855527165563962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805808999484164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381463219660162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375001529579097,0.0,0.0,0.10679269734736573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034182153920867,0.07295571531856074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429556653941278,0.1055584491321532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639633253177815,0.0,0.08312428994684021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433509394388336,0.303087452539295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045812053766658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061306351703352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260587527006052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261119351319001,0.0700322587925995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840918518133533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879275183955446,0.0,0.0,0.06446542401508827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826994250480807,0.0,0.09862235164685418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,livinglikelogan10,2018/11/13,"Idk why I’m lonely I have a friend group that I hang out with frequently, I’ve had girlfriends, my most recent broke up with me about a 3 months ago and I can’t get over it. I know I shouldn’t be lonely but I am",-1.5825850340136078,0.2557650612244906,0.8398979591836735,103.58664965986395,92.26530612244898,4.082993197278912,12.248299319727893,5.46131890053228,-1.5215741496598645,164,2,44,1,6,55,38,49,0.16899999999999998,0.778,0.053,-0.3898,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,8,1,6,6,1,8,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233674455612867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689959415379637,0.0,0.2495285641860028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624788642230007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381219241216915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715766840062181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309636456670064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway26030202,2018/11/13,I've loved a girl for almost 4 years and she's never loved me back. I hate the fact that I'm attracted to people.,-0.9739743589743596,0.9124613461538472,1.85923076923077,97.16910256410259,89.38461538461539,5.005128205128205,12.512820512820511,6.42735559955562,-0.9497794871794872,89,1,22,1,3,31,23,26,0.122,0.528,0.35,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701824535272107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842621251544152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649837798760078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6673036707019571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851210332825617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25629048830990026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23806265725674697
lonely,8717171727483,2018/11/13,"I’m in a rut of self inflicted loneliness I really don’t know how I feel. I’m in a rut and I can’t get out of it. For the last couple of years thing have just gotten worse. I have a couple of close friends who I’m really thankful for, and parents and a brother who I love, but I am starting to shut people out, slowly, and I can see it happening but can’t stop it. I’m 25 and haven’t been laid or attempted in over a year now, and it’s been 3 since my one and only girlfriend. I want to be my adventurous self again but I feel so lost and I cant tell anyone how I really feel because I feel so embarrassed and ashamed of it. I just lie to everyone, giving subtle hints now and again but they just get missed. I’ve want to get help but there is just like this invisible barrier there in my head. I want to meet new people on Meet Ups and Tinder, but that same barrier is there just telling me No. I’m happy with my friends and at work, but then go home and drink by myself. I feel like such a mess, going nowhere in life. I fucking hate it. 
I honestly don’t know if this will be read, or if this even makes sense, but I just needed to write this down somewhere and send it out so at least maybe one person can see how I feel. ",1.6893483709273165,2.8186165563909817,3.5454887218045097,92.20389724310779,77.04511278195488,7.171929824561403,21.68922305764411,7.793537801064563,0.6286561403508779,948,24,228,14,21,320,133,266,0.134,0.718,0.14800000000000002,0.4326,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,21,16,2,2,7,0,18,5,1,4,0,58,53,33,0,6,18,2,6,2,3,1,1,0,1,3,15,19,1,3,8,2,0,3,7,7,0,2,4,8,26,9,29,46,2,30,0,2,2,2,20,16,1,4,13,148,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365188362110784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292865582237844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647486850278382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171971887494516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901808199387758,0.0,0.0,0.11431679294173044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629476486657024,0.08546758460101941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486009345700086,0.11060103955515044,0.18751374406730392,0.11476521851737954,0.1359831588596289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579322741204142,0.12735415400965827,0.0,0.11811523206085453,0.12278047965663555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018911584008649,0.0,0.12000410411221495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314970218060223,0.0975188538230723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450205164635137,0.11689566915782935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059621872215013,0.0,0.10797565846186097,0.0,0.07985758739018896,0.0,0.1201898828958667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870816531508142,0.0,0.11554465663910975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621361451454615,0.09098814561260823,0.0,0.0,0.13284100188945575,0.0,0.0,0.16588030576042326,0.10446105453931563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966781835450142,0.0,0.22992458526438456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066791812123687,0.0,0.24961171777453894,0.0,0.0,0.09896367498003304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467858253116531,0.0,0.0,0.10002058752309448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913330118747808,0.110144242666052,0.0,0.0,0.0794804725875983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169225232532712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709602757692153,0.0,0.12191873746913552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154082606172016
lonely,PeachyPropaganda,2019/08/16,Ravilonely Ravioli Hi I'm just a random girl that needs some friends. I draw from time to time I guess.,-0.41357142857143,1.522941809523811,1.0670238095238105,96.76339285714286,107.09523809523807,5.90952380952381,19.535714285714285,7.1686216300943375,0.8956571428571438,82,3,18,2,4,26,18,21,0.0,0.838,0.162,0.4767,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005558734353381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5711349604181007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38442668695170623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6046287882693004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Red_Jac,2019/08/16,I just want someone to hold me. I had a very bad break up with my ex. She was mentally and verbally abusive to me but not all the time. It's those times I miss and I want to break down. I'm honestly just crying typing this.,-0.8136054421768719,1.2157407346938776,1.8031632653061216,96.68052721088438,90.63265306122447,5.715646258503401,18.37074829931973,7.1686216300943375,0.19577278911564644,172,5,42,3,6,59,38,49,0.21,0.665,0.125,-0.6648,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,6,3,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,8,1,6,4,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,28,11,1,0.0,0.4070298308860136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28683528337136194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773543139357918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346199954540658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29107396760793736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006331200727898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834502854236007,0.4052487315060498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mellebow,2019/08/16,"Parents just stated to a group of people that im lonely Wel they were talkin in a group and asking about a show that was coming up.
They continue on saying who the brothers go with.
Brother A will go with e
Brother b will go with c
And me well it just stoped there.",0.730952380952381,2.8685768571428567,2.3785714285714303,94.63309523809528,84.0,4.447619047619049,18.261904761904766,5.46131890053228,-0.4385738095238096,208,5,45,1,6,68,42,56,0.049,0.909,0.042,-0.1027,1,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,1,9,5,0,9,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,0,1,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31435636390824245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28965697680202857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5733104696122829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36321694922760894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733753395919992,0.0,0.0,0.2331193479949161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26740630493920703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302336830275066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MopeyMoppy,2019/08/16,"Does anyone ever feel like they've truly connected with someone? Be it friendship or romantic relationship I feel like the people around me aren't on the same page as me or understand me. I'm not saying I'm above anybody I just feel like I've never really connected with anyone and haven't been able to fully be me around them. Hopefully one day I can meet someone where I can connect with, laugh and joke with, be interested in the same things and not have to worry disappointing someone.",6.245460992907803,7.081082340425539,6.8391489361702105,73.93333333333334,66.02127659574468,10.09645390070922,30.56028368794326,10.125756701596842,3.0937219858156024,396,14,70,9,6,130,58,94,0.031,0.687,0.282,0.9732,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,2,23,16,6,0,1,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,4,9,7,11,12,3,8,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,3,6,48,11,0,0.17988928215656794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25156553743603016,0.0,0.0,0.3202791997238197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160137051219808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742232306769285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627201545663807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27287227837955075,0.3855388173486908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867064674987834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636544501092395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874170422161933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189763316050492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471257807440525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524168047782456,0.0,0.0,0.1931337673516524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430551773980011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572588150254247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195104457703067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872710868612608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268629806354786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,csgo-is-trash,2019/08/16,Only person I had to talk to me left me. Long story short I’m very hurt right now. She goes to NC state now and I live close but I fucked up. I have issues stemming from my child hood that effected or relationship. We FaceTimed every day for the past year and now I can’t sleep and I have nobody to talk to.  Someone help please.,-0.8188537549407116,1.297482608695656,1.0505665349143634,98.70296442687749,99.72463768115942,3.6685111989459815,13.519104084321475,5.565023196281405,-1.0741710144927534,256,5,58,2,11,83,52,69,0.11699999999999999,0.792,0.09,-0.4491,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,0,8,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,11,0,8,5,0,13,0,1,0,1,8,5,1,1,7,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139336543853055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977857400469754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702121014650555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734697458712524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25130312974142544,0.0,0.0,0.24501644959966984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550549375015442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072872306697512,0.20774503978303566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853681619319967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240940103292565,0.0,0.20497333985724456,0.0,0.2576833647907011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25203204214920805,0.0,0.20047394058995224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23491803752066015,0.0,0.19890164646308248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773639123395654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369210144249066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117034066078608
lonely,Bramuzmiz,2019/08/16,"I have friends but i dont like hanging out with them I have 3 very close friends which I know since middleschool but I just don't like doing stuff with them anymore because all of them started to have some serious problems and they all come to me to unload their shit. Hanging out with them is not about having fun its all about their problems and im really sick of it to be honest.

One lost his closest friend a year ago to a heart attack and now he is messaging me constantly and getting on my nerves all the time.

One got schizo went to a mental hospital and is afraid to attemp anything new since then

And the last has epilepsy and is afraid to leave his house (not like he was very outgoing in the first place but now he has a reason that he can tell other people)

I know those are serious problems, and i may sound like an asshole when i say i dont give a crap anymore, but its really tiresome when all your friends are depressed sacks who are too afraid or too lazy to change their lives. Who just wanna meet up to vent their problems to me. I always give good advice to them, stop smoking, start to leave your house, try something new, be more compassionate with others, start going to the gym etc. but not once did they listen. They just keep repeating their stupid destructive behavior and wonder why their lifes are getting worse. Im really thinking about ditching them all and going my own way. Im feeling pretty depressing for a long time now and having ""friends"" who just drag you down more just doesn't help. 

Sometimes I wonder why im even friends with them in the first place.
I dont have much in common with them, i don't enjoy their company even on good days and to be honest I think they are just stupid people, like legit dumb. The problem is just that I have nobody else...

At least i have reddit to vent haha",5.6763058764439975,5.9692060580110535,5.430587644399804,85.43529382219994,67.14917127071823,8.239276745354093,28.332998493219485,7.84624498591911,1.5809513812154692,1451,43,292,15,22,448,177,362,0.237,0.636,0.127,-0.9926,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,19,3,19,39,7,3,13,1,34,5,3,1,6,62,56,21,0,6,16,0,1,5,6,1,2,3,0,0,13,22,0,2,8,1,0,6,9,20,0,4,5,4,45,19,39,47,13,45,0,3,0,0,46,14,3,5,29,199,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260736771445095,0.06586452403636214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061825482945793674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737587274489178,0.0,0.0,0.061144478857889525,0.0,0.0,0.08452961627521227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452940049678888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860200302281675,0.06400486999060659,0.0,0.08029441214898116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04791884988752063,0.0,0.12799295965465024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26124529898598337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062070054567445736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286672836262103,0.09815196394406853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03756948581315505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640303183233334,0.0,0.0,0.3444347313269613,0.0,0.07763979156119963,0.14255511277562735,0.08445544215072813,0.12464252248224562,0.059426353402870086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880486076225538,0.049803279249759184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146980382551846,0.0,0.0,0.32103702621445096,0.0,0.0,0.06604331650455819,0.0,0.0,0.08166922441914701,0.06056630825999235,0.0,0.15735085814270244,0.0,0.0,0.0524819263965122,0.1815018033670764,0.0,0.06561031034148386,0.06575521554332724,0.0,0.0,0.08110976011947077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487926303832261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462075495066175,0.0,0.0,0.14352328841960996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912954643748497,0.1006983507495198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302374709177096,0.0,0.15526022109757615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559217218214909,0.0,0.3554864301708857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427999075228968,0.07639516057596607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908818759093872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627026430806427,0.12292729478254524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057201556454727825,0.07348689494529033,0.0,0.15777469478589234,0.0,0.0,0.06212006703093586,0.0,0.0,0.08505838037373763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494350318211918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952198536450968,0.0,0.0,0.08665256129105353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050446398331964605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261439207109305,0.0,0.058977723577027824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887899556787026,0.1340925746484858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611553942582878,0.0,0.0,0.07572041248169079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784825834729706
lonely,bb98767890,2019/08/16,"Can someone just talk to me please? I've been feeling really shitty lately, and I would be really grateful if some kind soul out there talks to me",2.4057471264367827,4.860600379310345,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,79.6896551724138,6.625287356321839,20.011494252873558,7.793537801064563,0.9367839080459768,117,3,22,2,3,38,25,29,0.107,0.605,0.28800000000000003,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,3,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610861324089882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421010289210894,0.0,0.0,0.3705827059992257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606142021631998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209141913293768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783523049945042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5281007809101179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333698199740369,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,krypto1984,2019/08/16,"I’m lost and don’t know where to turn. Married. But ill health is destroying my relationship with my wife. 
It’s been a year since and physical closeness and six months since we shared a bed. 
We don’t seem to connect intellectually any more. Our conversations are factual only. 

I am missing a huge part of what matters to me. I’m trapped and frustrated and craving more from life.  And the guilt of feeling this way is killing me.",2.5885809906291826,5.2187565060241,3.6452208835341366,85.35396251673363,80.32530120481928,7.062382864792503,28.49933065595717,8.167268648758528,2.1200880856760373,342,16,68,7,9,110,62,83,0.255,0.643,0.102,-0.9477,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,0,1,1,7,3,1,4,0,7,3,0,0,1,16,15,7,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,2,1,8,1,7,13,3,6,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792099513340283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324906874377673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28012087099849314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915577368338459,0.0,0.14482961189566462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613956690794015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876749513075908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103477356778634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042701553529413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853781284992269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829334089422127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399085032739993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359907302013273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866457884051724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917844823191825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697051670469361
lonely,LikeYourGhost,2019/08/16,"And it’s Friday night and it’s kicking in... So, It’s the end of the week. I made a nice dinner, I’m watching TV, I have the candles lit, fairy lights on. It’s so cozy. I just wish I had someone to share it with. i’m just so lonely. Most of the time I am ok but I have this void in me and at tomes it seems to burn and it hate it. None of my friends want to message me or talk to me on a Friday evening as they are all enjoying there night at home with their partners. I feel invisible and like I don’t matter. It makes me so sad it turns to anger and I just want to tell everyone to fuck off but really I just want someone to make me feel loved, to make me feel seen. I just wish I had someone, a friend or a partner. I live on my own and have been single now for 10 years. I am starting to think that this could be my reality for the rest of my life. I don’t know how I can keep going through this every week. How can I survive being on this merry go round? I’m just so sad guys, and the worst thing is there is nothing that anyone can do about it. I just wish I had someone to share my life with. I wish I wish I wish. 


“At seventeen, I started to starve myself
I thought that love was a kind of emptiness
And at least I understood then the hunger I felt
And I didn't have to call it loneliness
We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger
Tell me what you need, oh, you look so free
The way you use your body, baby, come on and work it for me
Don't let it get you down, you're the best thing I've seen
We never found the answer but we knew one thing
We all have a hunger (we all have a hunger)
We all have a hunger (we all have a hunger)
We all have a hunger (we all have a hunger)
We all have a hunger (we all have a hunger)
And it's Friday night and it's kicking in
And I can't dress, they're gonna crucify me
Oh, but you and all your vibrant youth
How could anything bad ever happen to you?
You make a fool of death with your beauty, and for a moment
I thought that love was in the drugs
But the more I took, the more it took away
And I could never get enough
I thought that love was on the stage
You give yourself to strangers
You don't have to be afraid
And then it tries to find a home with people, oh, and I'm alone
Picking it apart and staring at your phone
We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger
Tell me what you need, oh, you look so free
The way you use your body, baby, come on and work it for me
Don't let it get you down, you're the best thing I've seen
We never found the answer but we knew one thing
We all have a hunger (we all have a hunger)
We all have a hunger (we all have a hunger)
We all have a hunger (we all have a hunger)
We all have a hunger (we all have a hunger)
And it's Friday night and it's kicking in
And I can't dress, they're gonna crucify me
Oh, you and all your vibrant youth
How could anything bad ever happen to you?
You make a fool of death with your beauty, and for a moment
I forget to worry”

- Hunger , Florence + The Machine",0.04195588235294069,1.5875878573529434,1.7419852941176472,101.49768382352941,82.92647058823529,4.8382352941176485,16.801470588235293,5.3872612403679225,-0.9558529411764708,2333,42,612,10,64,760,203,680,0.171,0.674,0.155,-0.7418,0,4,1,0,0,0,68.0,28,23,2,5,25,29,3,1,52,1,62,37,2,13,32,159,129,48,2,15,15,0,5,1,4,2,3,0,2,3,39,62,27,1,18,1,2,6,12,12,0,2,23,14,105,19,62,95,39,54,2,3,9,5,72,22,1,4,24,424,144,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673154445851243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04544616782148878,0.0,0.1069710533529598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061065147067022735,0.0,0.1085365847900398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641694335512475,0.0,0.0,0.1443900707274919,0.0,0.0,0.06636738474450438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197525092211988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757357228626536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537381856548396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756647177551862,0.0671574347795778,0.0,0.04292872867622778,0.11758379192527968,0.0547612746048279,0.06210571635631824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985906057201693,0.0,0.06240560214090862,0.0,0.05940445200198145,0.0,0.0,0.14252780414968105,0.1004302888001328,0.06008703196237626,0.1018719568864328,0.06234933578345156,0.07387656070510155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435548461105861,0.1149501137146274,0.0,0.0,0.06416932203015224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039100660191225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057770736339377085,0.0,0.06768251808413539,0.03571967218389407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292402846322796,0.09181608958799772,0.031753380606551286,0.0,0.05739196849117908,0.0,0.1091592277487839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346428882495737,0.061500047036244926,0.21692406442345635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963862615767401,0.1503849574506624,0.0,0.0,0.2439744377607088,0.0,0.062364664851200416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808488396489167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04505950068030417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0416376011150365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916920565422335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22028095005697196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200790002596147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052240694462277935,0.170426056618345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589967490198847,0.04164631146911965,0.0,0.15479682978632936,0.037899234445105914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444241579421678,0.044127486800363484,0.07069613362012411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227000073647704,0.0,0.0,0.11500759109336067,0.10318035795279844,0.10427048727408576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484477603230169,0.0,0.0,0.09463458596518738,0.06600579908600325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041854789607504266
lonely,Fallicacy,2019/08/16,"Have you gone off the deep end yet? Share insanity stories related to loneliness. I'll start.

21 y/o and haven't had a social relationship for three years, and have had roughly one conversation every three months since then; small exchanges count. I remember being soul-crushingly depressed the first week of it(as was the norm for at least a decade) and by the 100th day I was convinced I was a ghost and that this was indeed the afterlife. Now, post day 1000, I usually just laugh maniacally at the absurdity of it all, become slightly bored or annoyed with the loneliness, become consumed with abject horror at the past 15 years, or devolve into a full-blown rage.

With respect to the insanity, recently had a \~60 minute session where I rambled into the mirror the entire time about how many times I'd folded a piece of paper and unfolded it, talking about something that was catching my eye through a window, making sure to comment every single time I made a grammatical error or stuttered, and made sure to note how many times I'd noticed a failure in vocalization. I also kept talking about how strange it was that same person (me) was in fact the one doing all these things and not person A, B, C, D, ad infinitum. Ended up repeating many sentences word for word and thinking in the back of my mind that I have a vague feeling I've said that sentence before and try to stop myself, but the words just kept coming out. Also kept talking about how very strange it was that I'd been talking nonstop for 20-30 minutes, etc. I can't remember all the subjects.

Also worth mentioning that it was last night that I had a strange experience: I looked at my hands, and for the first time, I was \*certain\* that they existed and were part of my body. Usually when I wonder if any of the ""real"" world is real or not, I get frustrated and just shift my attention to something else.

I'm no authority on psychotic episodes but I've had them before. Unfortunately I have the dignity and self-discipline to suffer in silence; why can't I have the fun episodes where I knock on random strangers' doors and tell them God has sent me the codes that will save them from the government agents down the street?

inb4 don't do drugs kids",9.428709838729844,7.556484000000001,8.915711963995502,70.60696962120267,60.54394299287411,11.903537942242782,39.02250281285161,10.5429385540328,3.994645605700713,1768,71,321,32,19,566,233,421,0.12,0.8029999999999999,0.077,-0.9315,0,0,3,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,4,2,20,17,4,0,34,0,32,4,3,7,7,66,49,30,1,1,12,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,18,21,0,4,6,0,2,4,7,8,0,6,25,6,30,9,44,22,9,56,0,2,2,0,21,22,0,7,29,214,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22568819326811326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397223122746955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233561257338449,0.0,0.0,0.20779041361571268,0.16009680006031898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449285907897647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103475575561378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133740127259195,0.0,0.08102413320716766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909373147232433,0.0,0.07858514066740184,0.0,0.16663985806242382,0.0,0.10491522120296942,0.0,0.0,0.15851954698649276,0.0,0.0,0.09202053225104484,0.0,0.0,0.04756566347497965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600353037636899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04914877217157011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766812899954018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899684337609929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802652816583725,0.06279383500661515,0.2861229313299992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498597043948344,0.0,0.07508742614341543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882802619853149,0.0,0.0,0.10710167144817828,0.0,0.0,0.12749133400595994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187088098465752,0.08980243214536891,0.0,0.16428020023466655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009503598156876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141492138115048,0.0,0.0,0.0928848169316972,0.10099819415212703,0.21313062664482615,0.0,0.08948407772219771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813768192787807,0.0,0.0,0.07781738569161872,0.0,0.0,0.09589462523021293,0.0,0.14484254578847222,0.0,0.0,0.06658469299949453,0.0,0.0,0.07864846003301032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732361914303554,0.0,0.0,0.30244625532109104,0.08222313269364206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062497301070813575,0.06027758188047357,0.0,0.0,0.2742708930136649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638687582395074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072141821463721,0.07761930705477812,0.0,0.0,0.07545893757050945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488540822656296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201714349499166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115865336727573
lonely,CMDR_welder,2019/08/16,"Ever feel so lonely and wanting to change it, but just rather stay alone because all contact feels fake and weird? What the hell is happening to me :(

I have or had so many people around me that care so much, why dont i want to be involved with all those things anymore.. im broken how do i get out of this social isolation guys",3.2664179104477604,4.457486388059703,3.9016716417910473,90.95638805970152,73.17910447761193,6.554029850746268,23.84776119402985,6.742157984588678,0.6138382089552237,256,7,55,2,5,81,56,67,0.344,0.606,0.049,-0.9771,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,3,17,13,8,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,5,1,7,11,3,4,1,1,0,0,4,2,1,1,1,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23971731115352274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295409117936597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604379295813136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410926633440563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359835366344239,0.0,0.24484842880485294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712632355810917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093640665175984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340609454872791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092555052940415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291765853144799,0.204674665274004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500108407987165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23465878163673995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014586798662432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046157626343335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23593896320124366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24669996052296936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537682469911561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730360089878161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20885190551409086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,croskechlo,2019/08/16,"Anyone keen to call? Hi, looking to call someone. I'm in New Zealand",-1.2659523809523812,0.11850050000000326,1.4014285714285712,93.32690476190477,115.42857142857143,1.866666666666667,26.095238095238088,3.1291,0.3488380952380949,53,3,10,0,3,18,12,14,0.0,0.828,0.172,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639901717593014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7710369493303251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170450300199826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646379786280314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198949913074161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwingawayfeeling,2019/08/16,"Its Not Simple Wrote this for those friend finding subs.

It looks fun that you will come here make a long post about you and someone will read it. They will message you and you will become bestfriends.

Maybe if you dont have that courage to make post then you will reside to reading posts and messaging people with hope of getting a reply. 

BUT ITS NOT AS EASY AS THAT

The conversations never really go beyond 15 mins of late reply filled small talk. Theres also a catch to that too, it only happens if someone either messages you or gives a reply. Otherwise you just either keep posting every 3 to 4 days or keep messaging people.

Lets say, if you find a person you really find easy to talk to and you feel comfortable. But are they a creep? Should you really trust them? There are a million questions like that. After clearing those up and chatting for almost a week. All of a sudden everything is blank again. You leave them a daily message but get no replies. Then you stop messaging too because you know you've been GHOSTED. The word we all hate. But we are either at recieving or giving end of it all the times.

The purpose of writing this is that don't give anyone false hope that they might have a chance to make their life less lonely. The lonely is much better than being lonely+hurt. If you are only looking for a 10 mins small talk because you feel bored then mention that. If you dont want to chat to someone tell them you don't want to, give them a reason and say goodbye. Don't leave them hurting. Don't make promises you can't hold.

Some genius once told me ""Lonely people tend to fall for anyone who is nice to them"". Most of us here are really lonely so don't be nice to us when you know you can't stay.

P.s I HAVE LOST HOPE. I WONT BE TRYING ANYMORE. I AM BETTER OFF LONELY.
Please Don't DM me.",2.7467954545454525,4.8594363916666685,3.4145454545454537,90.01227272727274,76.75,5.696969696969697,21.464646464646467,6.574015621080383,0.3924722222222217,1431,38,283,12,33,450,182,360,0.11699999999999999,0.7340000000000001,0.149,0.9565,0,12,0,0,0,0,36.0,4,22,10,3,13,23,1,0,18,0,36,1,0,5,5,63,67,26,1,11,18,0,2,1,1,8,1,2,0,1,19,10,0,4,9,4,0,5,15,9,0,1,4,6,41,14,33,51,10,33,0,7,2,0,63,6,0,16,18,194,60,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143317610046191,0.0,0.0,0.06503392475038455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065050313083556,0.11372577927605935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914741731963488,0.08981479664876743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384706140085926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005251092221351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05244656782551235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061975714533794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720279858200557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851808334034702,0.0,0.07308781362994869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223864264248144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229830782299156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282990076070971,0.0,0.08497575804993479,0.3120494923651159,0.0462177001888492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191360617806752,0.0,0.0,0.08028956569188234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242316082828568,0.0,0.0,0.17411577582108242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456712907795158,0.0,0.0,0.08938592073494782,0.0,0.09173581710647354,0.17221850009661846,0.0,0.0831582146863977,0.05744079665578637,0.039730280100997266,0.0,0.0,0.07196824172469161,0.136581573716688,0.0,0.08877359422027155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21713477243837284,0.0,0.08169982253682177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627078667378513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059781717130623566,0.0,0.06272126377685758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660627569269723,0.0,0.12369951896775225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691372586832728,0.07100805335891418,0.0,0.08926816594541595,0.0,0.0,0.3115395824068409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110030304731673,0.0,0.16268989181730226,0.0,0.20839022786665928,0.0836135253682655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293425299417222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671398634177926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667943236376187,0.0,0.06798961820892574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609289316697492,0.07107983293552342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474200595764836,0.0,0.0,0.07770755300934873,0.0,0.055212937244539705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956429646134457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593275257831817,0.0,0.06523235615442131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TehSpicyNoodle,2019/08/16,"FOR THOSE WHO FEEL ALONE IN THEIR ""LOSTNESS"" I have felt alone for a really long time, which is truly amazing considering I'm living on a planet with billions of other people on it. Maybe it’s a me problem. I’ve said this before, but the same event, or the same feeling, can only occur so many times before it’s time to acknowledge that you may be the problem (and if not the problem, then maybe the causation). There are times when I’m happy. Everything seems to be working out, and I’m surrounded by one or two people that make me feel connected. They become my everything, although they don’t know it. The sad thing is that, for as much of everything as they are, they’re still, in the grand scheme of things, next to nothing. I have a theory, but I think I’ve gotten so used to leaving others behind that I don’t even LET myself get attached. Why would I? It’s always another fucking heartbreak at the end of the day, and if I can save myself that extra little bit of pain, why wouldn’t I? One huge problem is the other people though. Guys thinking they’re in love with me because they’ve never been friends with any other girl before. I know that I should be flattered when so many people have liked and continue to like me, but in all honesty, I am sick of it. You don’t know how irritating, how painful it is to have people think your friendship isn’t good enough. They always want something extra out of you; more attention, more time, more touching. Why can’t I be good enough? Why do I always have to end up being seen as some sexual object? All I’ve ever wanted was to find a group of people who could love and accept me for me. Forget my fucking body, because that’s not really me. I believe there are things that are more “you” than others. For example, your face is more “you” than your pinky toe is. As nice as that fine toe is, your face is what you’re putting out and presenting to the world everyday, whether you like it or not. My consciousness, this entity inside of me… that’s me. That’s what I want to be appreciated for. When no one is there to accept me for that, I find myself in places like this at 11 at night. So much on my mind that I need to get it out somehow, and so lonely that I’m typing it out on a fucking computer. If this is you, or this has EVER been you, understand that you are not alone in this feeling. You can feel and be lonely in many other ways, but this is not one of them. Whether that’s comforting or not I leave to you. I know it’s nice to be your own special little emo snowflake, but much like everything else, you’re not very special. You can see it that way, or you can take comfort in knowing that you’re not quite as barbaric and unlovable as you might think. Maybe you are, but maybe, just maybe, your feelings are entirely human and redemption from them awaits you. There’s simply no saying, and I certainly wouldn’t want to get your hopes up too high in the event that’s not the case. Either way, I wish you luck.",3.8089727064487313,4.88787827712855,4.578016073300462,87.05174049772877,71.73789649415693,7.57543192141942,24.78165158985907,7.900780265707199,1.1884754513336184,2324,65,484,30,43,748,234,599,0.10099999999999999,0.71,0.188,0.9954,0,7,1,0,0,0,76.0,0,24,7,3,22,42,3,0,19,0,55,13,5,4,6,108,100,48,0,19,28,0,8,5,1,6,3,2,0,3,53,19,0,0,25,0,0,1,19,15,0,6,8,12,67,27,70,76,20,58,0,5,2,5,43,30,3,16,29,353,120,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902703620862261,0.0,0.0,0.1528632091007848,0.0,0.0,0.0416435160712247,0.06421272884917148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465947289608607,0.06763187138247513,0.1563254916627188,0.06899355334438864,0.0,0.0,0.06685535500862677,0.06802092052895399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04889306235967796,0.0,0.0,0.03949304192602642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115597041950869,0.0,0.10847627906949342,0.12654915981560785,0.0,0.04044670976310755,0.11078542625188507,0.0,0.0,0.22014482225584767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857807458034912,0.0,0.058797484929551176,0.0,0.11193970577987906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047311845328108434,0.16983890396371898,0.09598200552971553,0.0,0.0,0.1027260123669824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060634630653971414,0.0,0.06518832619543789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470065064277565,0.0,0.060822532438077226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827230367706544,0.0,0.0,0.1296830798801026,0.0,0.06261936662909412,0.0,0.1495874451672119,0.12275187816749306,0.05407372554178587,0.05419315134656066,0.0,0.0,0.0668478305411588,0.0,0.11053824666677432,0.0,0.04087642445944504,0.18625526514495552,0.3076058787612476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649631794102209,0.0618322936474193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350495537994628,0.045406738882814976,0.047230040071141684,0.0,0.0651266448372427,0.05746712969390369,0.0,0.058758914519330005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598412513519814,0.046573784437866736,0.13032177271756018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25472571897001595,0.0,0.06398002493427507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343835968321677,0.0,0.061560477454672385,0.0,0.06513348797204238,0.0,0.0,0.07846046316598769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058250768454406174,0.04869841983560592,0.0,0.0,0.04879826079544142,0.055748207827436835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04714352436678275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489042481315844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460428861885256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220501760660666,0.15695375331515415,0.06016541168297161,0.0,0.1785400340418217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982001889144613,0.06375026879081225,0.0,0.05288943179683255,0.0,0.050527249069671605,0.14447756551999413,0.14582213776393746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102883040774435,0.0,0.07041996104171035,0.0,0.0,0.04458153956706142,0.0,0.0,0.043501275417434884,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TripsForLife,2019/08/16,"Watching Stranger Things season 3 made me feel really sad (no spoilers) Was I supossed to feel nostalgic? It made me sad instead, all the friendships, first loves that I never experienced... Hit me harder than the rest of the plot haha.",2.428571428571427,5.307322809523812,3.0452380952380977,83.9164285714286,94.71428571428572,5.257142857142857,25.04761904761905,6.868970318607317,1.6451047619047618,186,8,30,3,7,58,34,42,0.135,0.679,0.18600000000000005,0.3641,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,2,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,4,5,2,3,3,2,3,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367095163095726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30877413266351444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276285885786278,0.6869732556845393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799738883803256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325520042288192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411661611921079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hibiro,2019/08/16,"Just need to talk a little, seemed like the place to do it. I recently turned 30, and I feel like I'll be without a significant other for life. Haven't physically dated in about 10 years, and only had a couple short-lived online relationships in that time frame. Social anxiety and depression sure haven't helped me either, and only make things worse. I used to dream of being a parent, and as an only child needed to continue the family line. Now I just dream of having someone. At times, I feel as though I've come to terms with the fact I'll be alone until the end; Other times I just wish I won't be. Life is short, and it would be nice to share it with someone.

Just wanted to share this somewhere that seemed suitable. Sorry if it's not.",4.480671140939594,5.25933146308725,5.347174496644296,83.26452013422819,69.93959731543623,8.10765100671141,22.953691275167785,8.238735603445708,1.1101055033557052,584,12,118,8,10,191,93,149,0.09,0.772,0.139,0.7392,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,9,0,13,2,0,2,2,30,25,11,0,6,8,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,10,9,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,2,8,6,20,17,2,18,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,3,13,75,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397322609252856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372914617126385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806266625184873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644961925770589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280458789873754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167402263580738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014915160857233,0.0,0.15034007642386413,0.10620707902021914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964774133195746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21001450125145188,0.14526147696022398,0.1490024706144249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099235764458619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046803281826086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392017646020931,0.0,0.0,0.16507609113631405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532441421664628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678982122759046,0.1596117358427065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27068003594308365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154634911517112,0.2519285784713837,0.0,0.0,0.16641950785178594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401160233355262,0.0,0.0,0.11949216571687853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876713928539793,0.0,0.14606367120614527,0.0,0.2600651646846401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170600718522876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283997625904858,0.0,0.0,0.08768710724516415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095865794361528,0.1433087983378867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150343893391582,0.10560811954717354,0.0,0.0,0.09573608290058908
lonely,DanishwaffleSWE,2019/08/16,Thought I had friends but apparently not. I won't say that I don't have any friends because I do. But two of my closest friends that I would die for have started to be a little distant from me. I don't know what to do because I don't want to lose them. Please help.,1.1798275862068976,2.633553879310348,2.56503448275862,97.33341379310345,79.17241379310343,5.329655172413793,28.84137931034483,5.6839178017228535,0.7590027586206896,207,10,51,1,5,67,37,58,0.10400000000000001,0.59,0.306,0.9194,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,15,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,1,10,3,6,10,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905547073792715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030866153065964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580059423654891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5761996371591309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663030073935994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662320665539862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491609559586346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27811807642034553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728864452797561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769546537378754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759592623703328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735940050642653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428445627873638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466298067163545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765972061729031,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sleepmaintenance,2019/08/16,"I hate the world Being bitter and hateful is the inevitable end.  All your nieve idealisms erode in the face of the gut punching reality that no one cares and never will.  We might preoccupy ourselves for a moment with some semblance of virtue but it's only a matter of time before being discarded.  I think I used to be a good person.  I think.  But now I find myself chewing in delight on the sweet and savory taste of utter fucking visceral hatred.  I can't hide it anymore, I don't think I even care to.  There's no where left to go other than to become indifferent towards suffering.  Happy now to just sit and watch it all burn.",3.789756097560975,5.599952081300813,5.036268292682927,80.86269512195125,72.90243902439025,6.871219512195122,26.121138211382114,7.554174236665415,1.5253811382113822,498,17,90,6,10,165,88,123,0.205,0.612,0.182,-0.524,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,1,6,11,4,0,8,0,8,5,2,1,3,21,18,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,6,2,0,4,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,0,4,11,6,16,13,3,15,0,1,1,1,3,7,1,2,6,67,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625087521697768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855080582896386,0.16838738638121367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403518268176389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752692755601355,0.0,0.0,0.13070259377959367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808652666440113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294347799656366,0.0,0.0,0.1124638255246004,0.16597834958192215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065454687900287,0.0,0.3907451764376783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21500496340993236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099269903241842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262276654312662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409345165818154,0.15050209185898353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278742324191107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803942789515487,0.0,0.0,0.11538958634429185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091095814375126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TinyNerd86,2019/08/16,"Making conversation with telemarketers... Just realized I've been making conversations with telemarketers and phone scammers because I'm so lonely

What are some things you catch yourselves doing to feel less lonely?",12.65363636363636,14.656119363636366,9.796515151515155,54.21477272727276,52.33333333333333,12.660606060606062,40.74242424242424,12.161744961471696,5.978042424242425,181,8,20,5,2,53,28,33,0.183,0.8170000000000001,0.0,-0.7567,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,6,2,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36103354357252215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29946224898719065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7906704828579959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934683333943215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelythrowaway18-,2019/08/16,Anyone from the UK also super lonely? Hello I’m F18 and I’m new to Reddit :) I kinda made this account so I could post here in hopes to find another lonely person from the UK. I’m honestly looking for anything at this point. I haven’t had any friends since I was 11 because this one girl didn’t like me and then all my friends started leaving me out. After that I moved school and was finding it really hard to make new friends. But now I’m 18 and I’m finally ready to put myself out there again. Please feel free message if you want.,0.13405405405405446,2.5019714144144167,1.966270270270272,94.14562162162164,91.61261261261262,4.401441441441441,20.012612612612614,6.079149491110277,0.10300072072072064,421,14,88,4,15,138,79,111,0.053,0.677,0.27,0.9781,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,6,10,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,1,18,18,9,0,4,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,3,0,2,2,2,2,0,1,5,3,10,9,12,12,1,16,0,2,1,0,8,5,0,3,9,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959654669755264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870761737123388,0.18304266223709545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205726563759405,0.0,0.14364901267276686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064109011175764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393729321216233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826339915704243,0.0,0.0,0.1912232869437837,0.3190915901442899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045967028382282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563725681889688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337868147012098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483513015088265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528179596592646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465874626708126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517404959892104,0.11652097161864948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855309540881452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371846332183678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828720215740322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242012649038775,0.0,0.191615802734256,0.16501677859140662,0.0,0.16718139813380806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754822429110224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182838913443297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666527671535415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443988472539603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235553318636018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296073185283784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,YenBell,2019/08/16,"Sat in a coffee shop alone. I usually find sitting in my own company really nice and peaceful, but somethings changed recently and now I’m sat here people watching and I wish I had someone sat with me. Not even to talk really, just to sit and be quiet together, just enjoying the company.",3.680727272727272,5.991004709090912,5.6490909090909085,74.15363636363638,74.63636363636364,10.21818181818182,32.81818181818181,10.355215969177356,4.289836363636363,229,12,39,8,5,79,42,55,0.025,0.764,0.21100000000000002,0.8985,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,5,2,5,2,1,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115321777135439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31820048317855715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867179684251068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749205388468401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085328925647792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38539305890588144,0.0,0.29699808098930297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548620324169332,0.2315661459311199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417670626912531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33128242313539485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458985978260521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pavarana,2019/08/16,"i think i’m going to be alone i don’t honestly know why i’m posting here, for i am not even doing that badly and i should just get over it, but i honestly think i’m going to be alone once high school ends. my personal anxiety and personality i believe pushes people away, and i don’t know what to do about it. i don’t want to make this a pity party, and i’m sorry if it sounds like it, i just want to get some stuff off my chest for my own personal well being. if this does sound like a pity party, please someone tell me so i can work on it for i think i unintentionally turn things that way. that being said, it seems like i can’t hold any friends or anything more for longer than i’d say 5 months. i have never been close to my parents, and despite all my attempts it seems like it is going to stay that way. I have 8 brothers and sisters, but i am only semi close to two of them and even then i feel as if i’m the distant one. when it comes to friends, i’ve never seemed to be able to hold them for long, and they usually leave once i fuck up or tell them some things that have been going on in my life. my most recent friend group has been trying to keep me longer, but i feel as they are doing that out of pity for me. one girl that’s in my friendgroup in particular has really messed with my emotions recently. she was the first girl sense my ex that i have opened up to in a very long time, and she honestly made me feel like someone cared for me for the first time in a very long time. but then, she found her s/o and she’s now been radio silent when it comes to me, we barely talk in person and she doesn’t respond to my texts/snaps. i feel like i was abandoned by her, and now i am resistant now more than ever to open up to anyone, for i believe that i naturally push people away. i just feel lonely, and i don’t know what to do.",3.782596557514694,3.5602350629722928,4.9796379093199015,88.82354586481951,71.16624685138538,8.027246011754828,24.350230898404703,7.492282038375204,0.7854014273719554,1428,31,340,14,24,475,176,397,0.08800000000000001,0.763,0.15,0.9812,1,4,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,5,4,17,22,1,0,7,0,34,3,1,2,4,66,71,29,0,6,13,4,5,6,3,1,1,4,0,6,26,22,0,4,15,1,0,8,9,8,1,5,9,9,57,14,52,56,7,56,0,5,0,1,33,21,1,11,29,229,83,2,0.08230897859951718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049455747989514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597292794281439,0.0,0.06296614333904912,0.0,0.0,0.057552351615858185,0.0,0.06773327620791446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546639896802746,0.0,0.06872455908226392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854680658213025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391948928807155,0.0,0.0,0.1418037938568849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202914184285618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925865224388113,0.07290132443999962,0.0,0.0,0.10872860818103183,0.07445318342121891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808946344003468,0.11760310151521328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002395029837622,0.0,0.09024754663230368,0.19077513806921287,0.07609332440604233,0.08600608828087336,0.0,0.18711235739704715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696395496689828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316000204837396,0.0,0.0,0.13570458621762724,0.0,0.0,0.08715332385858446,0.0,0.0,0.05813726575052365,0.2412720561397441,0.0,0.0,0.21852256784419985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778827456987073,0.05494188235487113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656982414446737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696351696704866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531275186804854,0.11154938814428383,0.06259968720955841,0.0,0.0,0.09139438012386494,0.0,0.0,0.11412536418798593,0.2874761012311758,0.0,0.09035054157988756,0.0,0.0,0.07882924919517602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05272923933270216,0.0,0.16254037307571467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829468721458406,0.06545540342283421,0.0,0.08330108060935719,0.0,0.22479300842387265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948026092927931,0.0,0.0,0.09213816280682904,0.0,0.08773041962900636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422408824584884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615683918959622,0.14388335042212774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936485604256753,0.15822080998704124,0.0,0.0,0.14398508199795176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055882393565818235,0.08952853309808043,0.08040391212936883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065171140246064,0.13582705487635788,0.09709593626019256,0.13066607208939873,0.0,0.0,0.07400565667191142,0.0,0.07427105084341032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992191671565236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thebigbalbowski78,2019/08/16,"Being replaced I feel so hurt inside of me. I have so many things i have to worry about. I want to quit my job I feel like my managers don’t want me there and they treat me like I’m stupid. When I want to play games with someone they try to get away from me and not invite me to the game. I’m being replaced by my best friend by some other person I have no one to talk to. I have no one I feel like block my “best friend” so bad I’m so pissed and annoyed. 
Just wanted to vent.",-0.4995412064570921,1.2149486635514073,1.4372812234494496,102.083313508921,85.72897196261681,3.89090909090909,14.40016992353441,3.1291,-1.5152355140186915,365,5,94,0,11,120,58,107,0.228,0.5379999999999999,0.23399999999999999,-0.3094,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,3,8,14,3,0,1,0,7,1,1,0,0,15,18,8,0,4,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,5,0,2,0,3,20,9,15,16,3,2,0,1,0,0,8,1,1,1,4,63,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904726169417875,0.0,0.15023146044548474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776443983269699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27292936685262675,0.25707965143000355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780221800527917,0.0,0.09400438811235266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261548637377507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854970230366762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637096100912861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241765355939465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438462715003563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710524413636903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913744242572488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245149319648893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446184406656322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953544892894992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215856617621935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245022304247837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827245184422184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,whynotjoin54321,2019/08/16,"In College and Lonely? Join Discord Server! Hi all, we r a group of the college aged, tho you dont need to be in college to join, only 18+

Join now and talk about your interests!

[https://discordapp.com/invite/ZgtYqk](https://discordapp.com/invite/ZgtYqk)",7.302307692307693,11.458808333333335,5.70397435897436,65.74519230769232,81.05128205128204,4.651282051282052,21.884615384615387,6.42735559955562,0.6841076923076931,211,6,30,2,6,62,32,39,0.12,0.6679999999999999,0.212,0.4559,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,18,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6605703183593525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179246020028752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42866611441082375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45302455109992495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,meilinkikio,2019/08/16,"16F I feel like my loneliness is pushing everyone away? It’s so hard to make friends, and even when I feel like I succeed, my depressive personality just pushes them away? Idek.... I feel like I need another negative person to just complain about this stuff with because its so hard to keep up a positive exterior ;(
Anyone up to feed into negativity hmu pls lol",5.375373134328357,7.090255492537312,6.8957014925373175,69.49071641791046,68.70149253731344,10.733134328358213,34.295522388059695,10.793553405168565,4.234584477611942,286,14,50,9,5,98,50,67,0.215,0.532,0.253,0.4986,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,9,7,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,11,7,4,0,1,2,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,5,8,5,11,7,0,9,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340115763626648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563280180248913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644944067325771,0.0,0.0,0.11824620669250152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707158014883552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811957591334025,0.0,0.0,0.1853527529635868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942408728004607,0.4157303145222595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986567744612225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475294885188399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241512777668344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843011975366784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948074632697684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383103504207184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387454028072815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205655767761967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kakashi67,2019/08/16,"22M, moved to a new place and it gets lonely at night in my empty apartment Hey everyone, I posted this on the Needafriend subreddit, but I can post it on here too. I've been feeling really lonely lately, so I would really appreciate if someone could help me out. I recently moved to a new area for a job and I have no friends whatsoever here, and it gets really quiet and lonely in my apartment, especially at night. My girlfriend of 2 years also broke up with me a few months ago and it still hurts. We also shared a lot of the same friends and it seems as if they're all drifting away from me. I'm kinda introverted, so making friends in person is usually kinda hard for me. I would be really happy if someone would like to chat tonight. We can talk about anything, I have many interests! Or you can introduce me to one of your interests. I love learning new things too! I would really like to make meaningful friendships; I can also be there for you if you ever need to talk about something troubling you or if you just need a friend. If anyone would like to chat, please DM me. Thanks!",4.510945736434112,5.572326730232562,5.477209302325584,81.32294573643415,70.06976744186046,8.896124031007753,27.82170542635659,9.21078282632365,2.2306031007751943,857,29,169,17,15,282,120,215,0.1,0.634,0.266,0.9933,1,6,1,0,0,0,23.0,2,6,0,0,15,19,0,0,8,0,16,1,0,2,2,40,27,21,0,14,10,0,2,3,5,5,0,1,0,1,7,10,0,0,4,2,0,3,1,6,0,1,1,3,27,13,28,18,4,33,0,5,0,1,22,14,0,12,17,120,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100298585707407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24629444477239054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178311876099927,0.0,0.0844814446950343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645360465348872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196663825208385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286295968116763,0.0,0.09809720437714306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190860233385406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172632454493815,0.0,0.10727251060812906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928478793602596,0.0919642970423376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881165822590027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099009696261487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187542953610057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580633864915693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504652735581488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087278906244756,0.09265576791756903,0.0,0.13705433593249902,0.10408237354394728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194321405821317,0.2182252804301532,0.0,0.15224400193365345,0.0,0.2974525659442977,0.0,0.1926812191207904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956590610166792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963982589870595,0.10725913465121664,0.1126912015626933,0.0,0.0,0.19664215963187626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288370625114094,0.0,0.10136557913244512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934589277836268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396905346162764,0.07903363015541401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198539060825005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503041530245918,0.0,0.09451666728688574,0.0,0.0,0.06820355927402318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306684058584378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646379602298896,0.0,0.0,0.06611046601142648
lonely,wub_blub_tub,2019/08/16,"Woo Woo 21! Today is my 21st birthday. I spent the day on my computer mindlessly scrolling through reddit. Only about 4 people remembered my birthday, and my parents took me out to a bar for a drink because they felt bad. Times like these.. y'know? Hey listen if anyone's in need of a chat, slide in my dm's. Not like I'm going anywhere, let's be less lonely huh?",0.4793150684931504,2.94063480821918,2.2898767123287698,91.6474178082192,91.32876712328766,4.5638356164383564,20.9986301369863,6.2581,0.4089846575342473,283,10,56,3,10,93,60,73,0.076,0.768,0.157,0.7307,1,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,3,2,0,0,0,7,10,2,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,3,1,3,1,2,0,0,3,2,8,2,9,5,1,10,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,5,29,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334684357468548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308798198778793,0.16856195938477947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783303382916127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27088100757142297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26549930992458864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715076222258578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196629773947276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827569690754494,0.0,0.27018409724744097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050335631491336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030334279851914,0.0,0.0,0.3070389727141085,0.0,0.0,0.19170180121257147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132394162990908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123905942171415,0.0,0.262105414761638,0.0,0.3072201289197195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Retro-Link,2019/08/16,"An Outcry For Help Allow me to say that I am 27 years old, which by knowing this the more I go into detail on things the more sadder, and pathetic everything may seem.

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I've always dealt with mental health issues my whole life, early years though it seemed like it was just me being overly emotional, and a spastic kid. As time went on I grew to be more introverted, in-closed from the world. Some unfortunate life events happened right as I was in my freshman year of college and I ended up dropping out. At one point in time before leaving I was sleeping in every class and ended up making incomplete's and 0's. I grew more and more detached from everything, mostly staying in my own corner of the world, held up in my bed room finding an escape through games. For years every friend I knew, and had, was either from when I was in school or people I would occasionally meet online. The people I met was never really something I dived in and attempt to make contact myself. Everyone I had found that could put up with me, was always through other friends.

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As time continued to move forward, it felt like I was stuck, frozen in time. I constantly got bombarded by family, ""That you need a job, you need to go to college."" Which I tried, for years, and years, I did try. I got my GED, struggled to get my license, even though I barely drive even to this day. I went through a disability program to help get me experience in the workplace, to help me get use to being in that environment, and to have something to put on a resume. I ended up working in retail for a short time, and decided to try my hand at pursuing something through college.

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I managed to do a year of college, online courses, mixed with actual campus courses (which I absolutely hated) I ended up quitting during that summer, and decided to leave my job. At that time I had no idea what the future had in-store for me. The friends I had started drifting away, going down their own paths in life. From all the way back to the early 2000s I've always been on console, an xbox fanboy if you want to classify it as such. With my escape breaking beneath me, ontop of my life not having a direction I decided to use what was left from my grant to build a computer. While I made the transition I began to finally reopen my disability case from years ago. I had no hope in it actually passing the second time.

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After several months and many tests, and talking with psychiatrists I finally got in the mail that I was approved. (Keep in mind, I had been going to a mental health facility for my entire young adult life. When I first got put into in-patient there, and continued to do out-patient, that was what originally started the case at setting up some kind of future whether or not I could piece together myself or stay broken.) For awhile I felt relieved that I didn't have to constantly worry about the what-ifs, and what laid before me. I had hope that finally I could be in peace with myself. Time passed, constantly ticking away, I was alone.. What little social interaction I had left was gone. 

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I kept thinking to myself that one day I wouldn't have to be this lonely anymore. That things would get better. I had glimmers of hope, people from life times ago popped in and left just as quickly as they came. Entirely by my doing, my usual mentally unstable self, had developed into someone that feared abandonment. Because of years of taking antipsychotics, having dosages changed, pills removed and something else to replace it. I was no longer myself, I was paranoid, impulsive, and struggled with outbursts. Even my family couldn't deal with what the medicine was doing to me, at that point I had pushed what remained of my friends away that had wanted to reconnect again and my family that has only ever wanted the best for me.

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After 9 years of going for mental health treatment I decided to stop. I quit taking (slowly at first dose by dose) all the medicine I was currently on. When one day I completely stopped entirely. The medicine helped in a way to slow and stagnate my mind, it numbed it to the point that I couldn't think correctly, but also could never dwell on the inner demons that laid inside. 4 months have passed since, I can think clearer now, but now that I can, it's a never ceasing battle to deal with the madness inside myself. Lately my only reprieve from the constant bombardment is to sleep, to lay and try to day dream about good memories, to attempt to replace the bad. With all that has taken place, and the words that gone unspoken, and every detail, and moment, that continues to repeat endlessly within me I feel as if it's a form of punishment.

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I realize now that it's too late to make up for everyone that I had pushed away. I was given chances, a dangling rope to pull myself up, and I threw it away. And as such I accept the fact that I will continue to fall for however long this road leads. 

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I should be happy.. I know I should. I finally was able to fulfill my dream of having a pc. I finally was able to put together my dream set-up that I could have never expected having at all in my entire life. I have a loving family, and all the time in the world to spend time with them, and yet I continue to struggle to hang on. At the end of it all, I'm lonely, desperately wishing and grasping for air, struggling to make things right in my own mind.",6.711644144144144,6.839354147683397,6.919096525096528,76.20991248391249,64.95559845559845,9.725199485199486,32.80720720720721,9.430408475229573,2.9448727670527663,4291,161,775,73,60,1385,402,1036,0.065,0.86,0.075,0.7696,4,5,4,0,0,0,162.0,0,3,3,11,27,32,4,6,47,0,78,18,3,10,13,140,141,53,0,24,13,0,4,2,4,7,14,1,2,3,57,46,0,6,21,5,2,31,13,15,0,6,60,5,117,17,170,61,22,205,1,3,0,1,29,78,0,15,93,568,174,16,0.06880314842143252,0.0,0.06714194788583852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060989839731175034,0.0,0.0,0.035629655910359256,0.0,0.02751092646736336,0.08587459678790199,0.2981927302758814,0.3344134248476688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03411711763828548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160705700770991,0.026452687085592827,0.028723877511233325,0.02097088033498497,0.0,0.058546411715307424,0.0,0.036102329725682,0.03042539677510345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03934623621311936,0.0,0.0,0.03639230402898171,0.0,0.036069396042596895,0.1487035213545819,0.0,0.13733428862843156,0.0,0.0,0.08874467757874162,0.07093302488638792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02873810093946665,0.038697140661755176,0.15234791911248802,0.0,0.0,0.06816574595161358,0.031118193400885633,0.0869544300007735,0.06574435681082871,0.06183583334856279,0.033651340722622686,0.12972297001665564,0.03871133519399655,0.017394469572587973,0.0,0.06606181225907587,0.18842621506088397,0.031442415591529486,0.05852392289916584,0.0,0.037719550474709485,0.10631428359361944,0.0,0.07189361060994225,0.0,0.0977560370426942,0.02885440827631545,0.11005632615968723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030421198461592844,0.036621115441980594,0.0,0.03396443235317509,0.0,0.109701794087571,0.0,0.0,0.09223460015752467,0.0,0.0,0.10250557631487317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038835189909893986,0.0,0.035906305666411883,0.0682765083083084,0.030577699815340118,0.0,0.03582394568359307,0.03781241101464016,0.0,0.07761294827357823,0.07285259978792323,0.1121322331127726,0.0,0.1700919446831227,0.03361374293744504,0.034479414976958694,0.0,0.030444310622075987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031048763852302774,0.03255160131344575,0.09185327167301907,0.034877796709085564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867478187117965,0.0,0.10420734949916784,0.0,0.054918016649662435,0.0365634290825062,0.0,0.051016662752964126,0.1061304592843308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036098665166481886,0.0,0.06993419101475917,0.052327894763108666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715491599866794,0.0,0.035942323048368995,0.0,0.09756182160175796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833233544129706,0.0,0.07318061749313476,0.0,0.0,0.022038529342037202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587575128178873,0.0,0.02735751259044552,0.0,0.034816229713637445,0.0,0.06263580225733628,0.03588834460632997,0.03886398683931901,0.0,0.028457337683163338,0.0,0.06885283723237663,0.03506807261542943,0.029148342191412012,0.10593605014503957,0.0,0.0,0.048699222580551406,0.07333500166705371,0.0,0.0575225128813652,0.0,0.14385597899038965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051731404955446515,0.027650682242103125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856463186413705,0.06612941903862678,0.06759874399139236,0.0,0.220658180296401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342564284175073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942382940423197,0.037888473775307865,0.0,0.060872819350602125,0.05461273669398467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378120789591528,0.0,0.038408129055223186,0.03956011257286627,0.0,0.0,0.025044755746172823,0.034936468503133165,0.0,0.048875782579819116,0.0,0.3344134248476688,0.22153485891786068
lonely,whitelightsandcandy,2019/08/16,"My Mom She doesn’t care, she canceled another dentist appointment for me(16f), for another of her stupid patients. She says it wouldn’t be fair for her to not be there for them because they got use to her(she’s a caregiver for the elder). I just want to scream “what about me, I need you!!” But I don’t I know it would upset her. It hurts so much. I feel like no one cares about me and I feel so lonely I want to die. I feel so guilty when I hope the patients will go away, I don’t really mean it but I feel like she cares about complete strangers more than she cares about me, her daughter.",1.1947560975609726,3.1589077642276417,2.1261991869918693,98.07515243902441,81.11382113821138,5.726016260162603,20.819105691056908,6.816661863887847,0.1249788617886174,457,13,108,5,12,143,72,123,0.126,0.6859999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.8452,0,4,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,1,2,0,10,12,1,1,3,0,8,1,0,1,0,18,25,7,1,6,4,2,4,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,1,6,27,7,16,19,2,3,0,2,0,0,15,1,0,1,3,73,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207960125415938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371642918894115,0.0,0.0,0.09324654796940092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6238354184331206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603817586380663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875437756851987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093764716585078,0.21855763382607965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693400421720207,0.0,0.12234074503139668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192958022892586,0.0,0.0,0.16375308082901266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406601776352833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946275231081405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662462837075215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915172707754254,0.0,0.0,0.11244748284552443,0.1134222220203334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036536027258082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979938252777596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164456471733025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321133607782609,0.0,0.0,0.1804464151858304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866253423963328,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Simplydizzie,2019/08/16,Just alone I feel so alone my ex broke up with me a few weeks ago after we had twins i had to move back in with my parents til i find a place in 27 with a job my best friend busy with his life to talk to me so i sit there i have no one to talk to im alone at work i clean for a living no one notices me i feel like ill be alone forever,-0.9259059233449493,-0.04164491463414421,1.6419860627177698,104.15475609756099,83.51219512195122,5.173519163763067,15.372822299651569,5.288315135182226,-1.2764933797909412,255,3,77,1,7,88,51,82,0.203,0.655,0.142,-0.34,2,4,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,9,6,3,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,2,15,3,16,3,2,12,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,50,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648426227195815,0.0,0.0,0.6845971570395712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706714331185096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734198076097691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711085349189075,0.11805471996642032,0.0,0.0,0.1510356174823408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767183411061447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849848850742772,0.0,0.16398524728268027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672104798874837,0.0807328623602536,0.0,0.14591888499035638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563472732151714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881383588344953,0.0,0.0,0.22395551835162114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834907041228279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265120548888827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656435765303674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255367990012598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203040567225583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thamdzy,2019/08/16,"I want to have a bf but no one likes me I had 1 and a half year relationship with my last boyfriend, we broke up because he shared to his friends how we had sex. Then one of his friends, sexually harrassed. After that, I distanced myself from them but I can still hear from my friend (which they tried to be friend with) that my ex and the guy who harrassed me are still talking about me (sexually).

After what happened, people stopped talking to me except to my friend that I mentioned earlier. I tried to make friends and I always find it more comfortable being friends with gays. So I got many gay friends and actually as of now, they all got boyfriends. I'm happy for them since they found partners that will love them back but sometimes I get jealous. So I always end up crying at night because I want someone to care for me and love me genuinely. :( 

Btw, I'm the only girl in our group.",3.606171428571429,5.2844193028571445,3.9170000000000016,89.24350000000004,73.11428571428571,6.6000000000000005,28.5,7.1686216300943375,1.3734571428571425,698,28,144,7,14,217,105,175,0.092,0.604,0.304,0.9946,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,3,0,6,0,8,17,1,0,4,0,8,5,0,2,1,22,22,13,0,2,4,1,0,1,10,1,0,1,0,3,8,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,5,1,33,15,25,14,2,16,0,1,0,5,35,4,0,0,13,100,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.11014449349360934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783317563269347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678979125066755,0.0,0.13760857796615686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507812713302056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398200690089305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996900545085094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316081223717476,0.0,0.0,0.12375574175797152,0.6976224721669115,0.0,0.058969731854689476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054433453788715,0.0,0.0,0.11175869552962732,0.09981025577982797,0.12015183766745352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272122948969324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200382653538976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514240808986374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373852566382786,0.0,0.07534136558979301,0.114432106117242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592051738674088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296678732651922,0.08584245238266541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824960137712672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117976022204532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336693807627036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563408533545503,0.0,0.11163096661179517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027569123768092,0.09436407857231563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144069311111266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326216224194322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331468838983787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726843518694892
lonely,Mia18e_t,2019/08/16,"A year of depression left me completely alone. I am 18 years old and I’ve finished my first year of university. I went to study abroad so it made it easier to distance myself from my high school friends.  

I didn’t make any real friendships on university so when I came back home for summer the situation was pretty bad. 

The thing is , I don’t even have online friends. I’ve always had most of my friends irl. 

The saddest part is that no one cared enough to try and stick by me or make any effort to maintain the friendship. Not even my best friend cared enough to ask about how I was doing. 

I know mental illnesses are scary , people prefer to run in case it’s contagious. I’m also aware they don’t have the obligation to stay. I just wish someone cared.",1.971899999999998,4.40582744,3.0129166666666656,90.15937500000004,81.26666666666667,6.15,21.375,7.413659706084162,0.7503000000000006,596,18,122,9,16,190,103,150,0.158,0.642,0.19899999999999998,0.7383,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,10,10,0,0,6,0,13,1,0,4,0,15,25,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,2,0,2,7,0,16,8,16,18,5,17,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,9,77,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358246954269856,0.0,0.10314378298134204,0.10732015617151634,0.0,0.0,0.17541913484290214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057716301569665,0.0,0.0,0.09917623891243774,0.1076913709873052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535461507500002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751664775495846,0.39450547117380735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523114032888645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108869485932746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26653782178217045,0.0,0.1703777083028049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097087517188744,0.0,0.0,0.3985928066728638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627250086323914,0.12937560447970994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708830202487386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013514146967135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220422476702944,0.17218783836319354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299796430272377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534087593396066,0.0,0.0873989349838783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967077171711567,0.0,0.0894172119687089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121715088008598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680537591586745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053277744288705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449768488243349,0.0,0.0,0.10928277114998357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747355084272234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568735429030115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756770006994828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956404073320615,0.0,0.0,0.14831851158389003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491731069631547
lonely,NARIKR,2019/08/16,"Story time First day back to school. Saw cute girl checking me out. Waited a few more periods to confirm suspicion. Preform some low-key flirting. Hit her with that ""New Streaks"" icebreaker on snap. L E F T  O N  R E A D  H O U R S   A G O . . . .",-2.5656132075471696,-0.8522061698113212,1.4654481132075468,96.35590801886794,101.26415094339623,4.914150943396227,21.71933962264151,6.6274283507984215,0.5710018867924531,175,8,44,3,8,65,46,53,0.07,0.802,0.128,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,5,1,3,8,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,6,16,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831422863694579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213457914560802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238319826326588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812365574073377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042803331126449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905478319610276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,20991052205,2019/08/16,"I'm so lonely, I'm thinking of having sex with a married man. I have an old friend who is married. I reached out to him because i feel so alone and empty lately. He keeps encountering me to come visit him.  if visit him, I know he will expect me to have sex with him. I know it's wrong but I'm so desperate to be near another human I'm considering it.",0.17684210526315525,2.1284227368421083,3.3307894736842094,88.10302631578949,84.78947368421052,5.905263157894738,21.34210526315789,7.1686216300943375,0.6861631578947374,272,9,60,4,8,98,48,76,0.155,0.799,0.045,-0.789,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,13,16,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,1,9,14,0,7,0,1,0,2,12,2,0,1,2,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256312826321729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296836095837963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916598543243724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708341659596422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897384616563967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242910404578489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279459774628802,0.0,0.0,0.34558020793381344,0.0,0.3546652816234696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32991771430644484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145958931370198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437551739761902,0.0,0.0
lonely,hornymamabear,2019/08/16,Having a lonley day.... Somedays seem to drag on and on. Today is one of those days. I am either alone working all day or home with my kids. Super missing adult time! Just feeling lonely.,0.2791666666666649,2.6240574722222263,1.8277777777777795,92.645,99.27777777777777,2.4000000000000004,17.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.7923555555555555,143,4,26,0,6,46,34,36,0.21,0.662,0.128,-0.3595,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,6,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,1,5,6,2,7,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426872339261077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6401619797066528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673005958418169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318951071083358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420980372832186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012166308076589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929361664318632,0.0,0.31363128826546405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24088130664533314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sweirdoway,2019/08/16,"So many people in my life but no one knows me No one knows me

Except me

And I just discovered my mom would have really understood me

But she’s dead

And now all I have is her bipolar blog

I didn’t know she was suicidal

I had a dream the night before where I held on to her arm. My face against hers. Right before she died. 

An ending. 

I never got a goodbye or an ending

And I’m alone in a family with an emotionless father 

And an immature sister

My friends can’t know 

And the ones who can don’t care

My teacher knew but doesn’t know

I just wish my family had emotions

Because I’ve got so many

I took four ibuprofen and am going to cut

Not to kill. 

I don’t wanna die but I wish I weren’t here.

I wish things were different",-0.31842105263157805,1.8159943821656053,2.0632048273550154,94.98802212537714,89.25477707006371,5.598256788467985,17.18035534696614,7.0608816371341465,0.04392484076433112,566,14,131,9,19,192,93,157,0.187,0.6629999999999999,0.15,-0.8173,2,1,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,9,0,16,5,2,0,2,31,33,13,5,5,9,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,7,2,0,2,10,2,0,4,12,0,28,2,10,20,1,12,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,5,92,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342908379616863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904081644977595,0.0,0.2206658045948905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219915878125096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691375904255349,0.13546930379004146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585241741493846,0.22968428065438395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444677881572017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001766215972106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368996300893371,0.0,0.2074052623487717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345190945362135,0.0,0.35629451300926995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158418016199384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629140487971228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185869166162733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000340970460768,0.0,0.0,0.1216791031019838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635871964964465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989137844646157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306486540962907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073073021965997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418292991541785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614174187494196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144059370858338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473150692755556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921082400457417,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Farfalle_oasis-,2019/08/16,Ugh another year of loneliness I’m literally so tired of being deprived of meaningful social interaction for six hours a day. I just feel so isolated. And I’m tired of always being put with the rude kids that no one else wants to be partners with for projects or PE. And it sucks even more that I don’t have any friends outside of school either. I’m just always so alone with my thoughts,4.01017316017316,5.642182766233766,4.739675324675325,83.9390367965368,71.98701298701299,8.25021645021645,28.417748917748927,8.841846274778883,2.1668372294372293,311,12,62,6,6,100,56,77,0.317,0.624,0.057999999999999996,-0.9722,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,13,12,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,1,1,3,1,11,8,2,4,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,1,3,38,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23768985122704864,0.0,0.0,0.3819200534530861,0.0,0.0,0.15606594265671742,0.24064778875218104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480066862275713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171543373967032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515807136877142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604066273566688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730894114059145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22600847980251815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551321909856095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23070803934828496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322633842364769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23394345945275544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219511470260835,0.0,0.5275464637845462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536337455908307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778865052828566
lonely,NinoBlanco720,2019/08/16,"Today was the loneliest birthday Turned 31, I got 5 texts from family. Other than that it was a lonely day at work ended with pizza and beer. Alone. I am just not feeling it today.",1.3866666666666667,3.7778076666666682,3.3255555555555567,87.25000000000004,83.44444444444446,4.711111111111111,17.333333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.11353333333333325,140,3,26,1,4,47,32,36,0.249,0.7509999999999999,0.0,-0.8058,0,3,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,4,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384537489651617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075118507176435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894371166557968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080665839118235,0.0,0.16523379998152418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613621661109605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6195135085137621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35545143627203496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379055103853653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,forgotusernameoften,2019/03/24,"No one cares Not like no one cares about be but sometimes something I think is really cool will happen, like discovering a new song or an awesome moment in a show and I’m like I need to share this but then I realise I know no one who’d care. I put a lot of stuff on my sc story not because I think everyone should see it but I can’t think of a specific person who would but I still want to share it, although I try not to because I know it’s just as pointless,",0.969229922992298,2.5205904554455465,3.0401320132013225,93.25434543454348,80.08910891089107,6.073047304730473,22.113311331133108,6.937597516519254,0.4282862486248621,360,11,85,4,9,122,65,101,0.08,0.653,0.267,0.9622,0,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,20,20,9,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,7,0,0,3,0,3,11,9,9,15,1,7,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,7,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039954091796528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.527853397143051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490226292346985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260699809095618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896847865086872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529334475806831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671660866004374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796175280829,0.0,0.16667345941218373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508226991173941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068533535300907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348496704740102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055559857294513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751947704273518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285622707022876,0.17068052351450635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378181623401607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975564337327601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317361785639313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716670956272125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178886978167237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225919233305233,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EducationalArm3,2019/03/24,"My girlfriend and my best friend ditched me at the same time I am absolutely lost at words.. I don't even know what to think or what to do I am completely hopeless.. My girlfriend, who is my first ever gf, broke up with me a month ago. I tried so hard to reconnect and be there for her and love her but she said that she just fell out of love.. We were together for 2 years . She even insults me now on regular basis because she doesn't want to talk to me at all and apparently me even trying to be nice to her makes her pissed off.
My best friend (and only friend) for last 5 years started lying to me and not wanting to hang out anymore because he got into a popular group and a popular social circle. I just had a conversation with him after he AGAIN, for the 7327283th time lied to me and didn't want to go out with me. I called him out for his lying and he just admited it all.
He said that he just doesn't want to hang out because I am nowhere near popular as those other kids and because hanging out with me could ruin his reputation in that popular group. I was always there for him for f sake. For the last 5 years I've always done my all for him and he just ditched me like I am nothing.

It hurts so f much. I gave them everything I ever had and they just ditched me and got rid of me like I don't even matter at all. I have nobody else no other friends and nobody to talk to or hang out anymore. I just sit at home and cry while my now ex is going out with other guys after ditching our 2 year relationship like it was absolutely meaningless to her and while my ex best friend is hanging out with all the popular people... Wtf is even wrong with me.. I didn't deserve this at all I tried so hard for them I've done so much for them and gave all my love and efforts to them.. I deserve so much more but I have absolutely nobody.. ",3.46813186813187,4.040540545454546,4.6821428571428605,87.86804945054949,72.11688311688313,7.897102897102897,26.236263736263727,8.012643519586192,1.2946643356643357,1430,44,323,19,26,473,155,385,0.136,0.7,0.16399999999999998,0.9538,1,0,0,0,0,1,32.0,2,0,5,6,24,28,2,0,8,0,27,4,1,1,9,69,48,30,0,5,12,2,2,3,8,0,0,2,1,2,14,36,0,0,3,0,0,8,8,8,0,1,16,4,62,20,60,29,15,51,0,5,0,3,58,21,1,2,24,237,76,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998782232970264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501653831912924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897761044010976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002550690092346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284087980737236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213995395374372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946096089090128,0.0,0.0,0.07204525033681669,0.0,0.0991188351705508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468332769138476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537970659280603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29799660622064217,0.16324532321727486,0.0,0.0,0.08109733806966753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675378665576146,0.0,0.0,0.3485764212809244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256518209710937,0.0,0.14433823571143306,0.0,0.0,0.08934676892213715,0.0,0.0,0.16166554939310665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051299362280008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659836047714784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049590758516958926,0.1471070253720108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225268879706484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850208707284187,0.0,0.24432164611563315,0.0,0.06023251747641384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202466144910165,0.0,0.19899917169806366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658285044456407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862773156394182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255753987964251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687854697381304,0.0,0.0,0.17166816693693715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198314913342168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638687489676527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450548398372581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781890059221755,0.0,0.0,0.10523342844071787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379078598015453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289160207166807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865773230203832,0.0,0.2324333497259536
lonely,Alt-Shift,2019/03/24,"Relationship trouble leaves me without a shoulder to cry on when I need it most I feel pretty alone in general, hang around with people at school but not close enough to call them friends. When my girlfriend and I have a tough time I need someone else to be there for me but there isn't anyone and I end up feeling so isolated from the world because I've lost my only connection",5.161200000000001,6.059706720000001,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000003,68.46666666666667,8.133333333333333,31.0,8.238735603445708,2.1242,304,12,60,4,5,95,60,75,0.154,0.721,0.125,-0.3077,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,15,8,7,0,2,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,2,10,1,12,6,2,12,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23208513402882175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668588412290402,0.0,0.0,0.19948372136490986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660052136041792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288164845155681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24614754446685916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871947914695052,0.0,0.1984733577848204,0.2315403596887852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266088570864133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312800339049458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23727432884374697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446159381929916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33231331345196513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042722079742506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535276219465333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279756479509511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24058410702758495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267866229131461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986702878163167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066613404980607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160105527033037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,maysonisafag,2019/03/24,"Lonely, but content I have a decent amount of friends, and plans almost every week. They are genuine friendships, and I feel wanted and loved, but when I eventually have to go home I still feel lonely, like something is missing. Regardless of that, I still feel OK. I'm OK with the lonely, and I think that is good progress. Ive struggled with depression for longer than I can really remember, and had severe self esteem issues my whole life. About two years ago now I started to work on my self, and I'm so proud of me for how far I've come. Despite several set backs, Ive kept trying, and things have gotten better. I hope that things continue getting better as well. ",4.978294573643414,6.155753806201552,5.275968992248064,82.76573643410856,69.07751937984497,7.903875968992247,27.511627906976752,8.167268648758528,1.7712232558139536,527,17,99,7,9,167,87,129,0.135,0.5539999999999999,0.312,0.9859,0,6,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,6,9,17,0,1,2,2,10,2,0,1,0,23,26,13,0,3,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,5,10,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,3,3,15,11,13,23,2,15,0,5,0,1,5,2,0,2,11,62,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014878362597205,0.0,0.15831733183615773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157145960786304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27965853776059224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619174823718108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617389536121294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320860927232947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23982490491816405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214999738797755,0.0,0.08260230000499923,0.0,0.0898535870500154,0.13260930804203247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585902152241773,0.15703196793356508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650184714644444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167283533026544,0.07724114715768035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269414401382782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128484002600288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909989593344305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298718517770374,0.35722280998893896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171542535123525,0.0,0.0,0.11190612794324288,0.0,0.2525225444117283,0.0,0.0,0.16528359938057893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007323619531976,0.1013060282500181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734156919790287,0.0,0.15444367262922512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325325470027604,0.0,0.12682070220389408,0.0,0.14215359811544084,0.0,0.0,0.1765163703385642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151008780972926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181315820779033
lonely,BetteringMys3lf,2019/03/24,"I don’t know what to do I don’t know how to start so here it goes.

I play college football. Came to the current school I’m at basically due to tons of pressure from family and friends. Been here for one quarter and I absolutely hate it. I should be on top of the world, I go to a top academic and football school in the country and I fucking hate every minute of it. It should be great, I have tons of support from family back home but it seems like nobody here likes me. I seem to fuck up every conversation there with my teammates and I know a few already don’t like me (including my roommate). All I do is sit in my dorm and watch Netflix and play video games with my friends back home because I can’t connect with anybody here. I only have three years left to play and if I transfer I have to sit out a year, so leaving now I would have two years left to play, but if I stick it out for a year and see how it truly goes, then I only have one year to play football elsewhere. I’m just lost ):",1.433601503759398,3.1657031571428567,2.9367167919799506,93.69372180451128,79.33333333333333,5.754385964912281,23.90977443609023,6.5966054737557815,0.5294285714285709,773,27,177,7,19,253,103,210,0.081,0.731,0.188,0.9664,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,13,18,4,1,7,0,18,2,0,2,1,31,35,18,0,5,5,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,0,8,15,0,0,5,8,0,2,4,6,0,5,3,2,24,12,28,27,4,28,0,1,2,2,4,12,2,4,15,121,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372571239486335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912820619392288,0.0,0.07582128080556119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225831137760872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959209942742368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345099866922513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921923405510592,0.2299757861415236,0.0,0.0,0.07068838138080262,0.0,0.0,0.13713008949514488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456002534672249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495278371199605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506903294088968,0.0,0.0,0.13170113361240665,0.2702798483226469,0.0,0.0,0.18229828706338347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577615630258436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856707491971895,0.18919415586853375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517596865311109,0.09911526270065957,0.2264629178924977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803725383270039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114567093516334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150180745248973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835643464603933,0.0,0.0,0.4004852556954789
lonely,ExpertMistake8,2019/03/24,"Sex for Comfort? I don't really know what's been wrong lately, but I have an intense desire for someone to just let me hug them for a few minutes and maybe let me cry for a little. The problem is I don't really have anyone to do that with. I find it easy to get people interested in having  loose relationships with me.  Has anyone ever thought about  having sex with someone just for a hug? Lately I've just been thinking about doing it so I can have an hug. I tried asking for hugs, but there usually those short and friendly hugs and I just want something longer. Do you think it's a good idea to sell myself short like that?",2.6635146743020752,4.5077496535433115,3.8717823908375095,87.86754473872585,76.08661417322834,6.192984967788117,21.781675017895488,6.980632752743323,0.5700456692913383,494,13,100,5,11,161,75,127,0.08,0.604,0.316,0.9893,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,9,12,0,0,7,0,17,7,0,0,1,22,24,6,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,6,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,13,10,16,19,1,8,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,0,5,73,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415816153552401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149791848466613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975774920919372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626225353302484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789035865798307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346621157492433,0.0,0.09025473831182974,0.0,0.0,0.1448944931838714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950137083321268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493887515488736,0.0,0.3897390200109193,0.0,0.0,0.3532971321345237,0.0,0.08439691780011031,0.17314087021024022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355058130462744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976308986278593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529840734149487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133613061498705,0.0,0.0,0.1854688363596692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927410070953642,0.1329913799364416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138243289987916,0.0,0.13714419346475393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728590169222347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025970495086714,0.0,0.1018924182400543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887499224042714,0.0,0.0
lonely,_pareidolia,2019/03/24,Not sure what to do So I'm 18 with no friends irl my father is dead and the only person I talk to is my mother I don't go to school or college because when my dad died just before the exams I couldn't cope and basically refused to go outside. I spend most of my time gaming or watching TV shows as it gives me a feeling that I'm not lonely it's almost like I think that TV show is real and I'm part of something... I have GAD and EUPD which I got diagnosed with when I turned 18 getting help from people was extremely hard until I turned 18 since I went onto adult services instead :/ I really want someone to talk to I find it easier talking to females not sure why aha if anyone wants to talk to me they can msg me I don't mind if you are male or female or whatever age you are I just don't wanna be lonely ,0.7131751336898375,2.522160624999998,3.197647058823532,90.57676470588235,81.95454545454545,5.504812834224597,20.58021390374332,6.522977012572876,0.2595913101604275,634,18,139,6,17,220,109,176,0.115,0.782,0.10300000000000001,-0.4934,0,4,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,14,1,0,0,2,31,29,15,2,6,11,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,7,6,0,1,3,5,1,3,8,2,0,0,3,3,24,4,18,24,2,9,0,2,1,0,18,1,0,8,6,88,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541927224262808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766918568294936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938672107003964,0.0,0.13102903350854622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629050788662627,0.15981107004330725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785893173344073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073857664123868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896764822380455,0.0,0.080450278998034,0.14771547378969055,0.17502529945801454,0.0,0.12315506301502994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793940894963025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321222224049503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522879918098528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547993337615326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711176271037575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667496548719866,0.0,0.10675310984603324,0.13445288009022507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526749130378955,0.09864608658439314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558400180688337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737714724457885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047013450761202,0.11854439800439727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29025617533636544,0.0,0.0,0.4950659914260701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866672279589564,0.0,0.0,0.08978930251589387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349807256669319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164749305183714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427447008579756,0.13894659974108645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Thatcoolguy_2142,2019/03/24,Miss having companionship So to start off I have friends. So I'm not strictly alone. Although I do feel lonely a lot of the time especially at night when I'm just lying there for hours thinking. I go to uni and me and my friends sometimes go out. However there are days when I guess I want someone who I can talk to about things that I can't always tell friends. Just things that upset me or things that I like. I just miss being able to go home and talk to someone and see how their day is. I guess I miss companionship ever since I broke up with my gf a few years ago. Don't get me wrong sometimes I like being alone but a lot of the time I miss having someone I can care for who cares for me. I dunno I guess this is pretty common so I cant complain about it too much but I just miss being so close to someone that I can tell them what's on my mind without being worried about pushing them away. Does anyone here get what I mean? ,1.8413257688862323,3.4641062588832523,3.0654523738429416,93.72471782621679,77.78172588832487,5.447476858763808,21.74051955807704,5.900188976854957,0.03336512391758717,731,20,165,4,17,236,104,197,0.08,0.747,0.17300000000000001,0.9583,1,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,20,17,0,1,5,0,17,0,0,1,1,29,40,15,0,1,9,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,13,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,10,0,0,0,2,31,7,22,36,4,24,0,7,1,0,16,7,0,7,15,117,44,0,0.11243781886671872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966934231556034,0.0,0.0,0.2329033417479228,0.0,0.0,0.09355727250298213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786191372611144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056390320519466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292756998448546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502618284072052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839509299535593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170644435156073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685193959746344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606075398270734,0.0,0.11748823931605175,0.0,0.19170301077752652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715888015004275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278429994270515,0.0,0.11072860270986674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098628776893463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911812255720633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247774702195313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353014463621484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265473412828946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551527625967837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438968391299605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959838426329222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930097256669101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38107279620502943,0.0,0.22240775577353755,0.0,0.07958406690814122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074651947237486,0.1965512191739762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224096072202464,0.07204561428965345,0.0,0.0,0.1311267927643421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663187387310261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083860450345938,0.0,0.0,0.114186062920762,0.0,0.0,0.12293310414624617,0.0,0.07240626893147017
lonely,tinylittlelegs,2019/03/24,"I can't stop checking my phone I keep hoping someone will have replied to a message or reach out and make contact. Sometimes I even hear it buzzing, get up and check it, only to realize it's all in my head. I don't know why I don't matter to anyone anymore. I can't pinpoint what I did or when they all disappeared. Even the friends I had online when gaming have all gone. I can't stand the silence.",2.1764285714285734,3.7130323571428576,3.4185714285714286,91.92642857142859,76.61904761904762,5.7523809523809515,27.47619047619048,6.1826913282559595,0.9522333333333336,314,13,68,2,7,102,56,84,0.04,0.8390000000000001,0.12,0.7108,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,10,1,1,1,3,15,17,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,1,2,2,5,0,0,0,3,1,12,2,6,13,3,9,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,3,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27803795242779905,0.19603152851306813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37034516672908896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166024547969681,0.0,0.14647450950104912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877262777210751,0.0,0.31598174031800685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784569010507135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491934147762989,0.0,0.0,0.15407640009821824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871398974154664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322347434276445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375448437786697,0.0,0.2772793866501259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23439028275485066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529778056383321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway311731337,2019/03/24,"Sad life yo I feel disgusting, I feel fat, I feel undesirable and unwanted. I'm trying to work on this but when will it get better",-0.2616666666666667,2.028665703703705,2.7758333333333347,87.18375000000002,95.66666666666666,7.1444444444444475,17.86111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.1802666666666672,102,3,22,3,4,36,22,27,0.259,0.61,0.131,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40176081298328653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6890706755825594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373349118538819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208610720037766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084163741481751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307106067975352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cjh93,2019/03/24,Can’t sleep I have all these thoughts bouncing around in my head about how I’ve been alone all my life and doesn’t look like that’s going to change. I’m just plodding along in life always hoping tomorrow brings something different. These are not thoughts I want at 2am. 🙁,2.91,5.028847272727276,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,76.27272727272728,5.854545454545455,23.72727272727273,6.742157984588678,0.5242000000000004,220,7,47,2,5,65,45,55,0.064,0.831,0.105,0.4728,1,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,1,2,12,13,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,1,4,2,7,10,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716747279969581,0.0,0.0,0.218263476759338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335120944666048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774898899706079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27405880265336496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490771891844898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692064068437925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605336654908849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705555436541808,0.12815173534744884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202748840907333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26250009085108983,0.0,0.0,0.20193955619887116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164907165676493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471761951233176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Superfluous-Heart,2019/03/24,"So lonely I feel broken. Am I broken or is it my relationship? 
Backstory, I was in a relationship for 10+ years, he was good to me but I always felt like something was missing. The loneliness and lack of connection and emotion ebbed and flowed over the years. I spent a lot of time living on auto-pilot then suddenly falling off it and crashing hard. I’d sit in my car listening to music sometimes for hours, cry a little, feel too much and yet feel so empty all at once. I knew for a long time that I wouldn’t stay in that relationship. 
Then came the time to leave, I was so heart broken, and so unbelievably happy. I felt like I was escaping. 
I found a new love, or truthfully he found me. I was so madly in love, I don’t know if I ever felt so alive, so full with love. Not that I never wanted to not live before but now I wanted to live so much more simply to feel everything I was feeling. 
But Slowly over time the loneliness came creeping back. I feel like sometimes he’s distant or says something that is either not the nicest thing to say or is just weird to say and it throws me right off. Makes me feel disconnected. Makes me miss the rush and the passion and the intense love we used to have not so long ago. 
Am I feeling sad and lonely because he puts me in that place? Or am I looking for things to blame it on.. am I just broken and putting blame on every person I have a relationship with? 
Am I empty because there’s something wrong with me or is it the lack of passion in his eyes when looking at me? 
Our relationship is good, we’re in the stage where the honeymoon stage has subsided for him, not so much for me, I live for passion, I live to feel. He’s comfortable, he’s content. I need more. 
I stupidly thought he’d never lose that twinkle in his eyes, or the long kisses that felt like he kissed me with so much emotion it was as though it could be the last. 
I feel expected to be here, supper made, clean house, showered in case he’s on the mood, expected to be here. Am I being taken for granted? 
Or I am broken and looking for something that doesn’t exist? ",3.001105631789592,4.375748431603775,4.31006003430532,87.04614636935396,74.11792452830188,7.120526014865638,25.112635791881075,7.686295010490155,1.192417610062893,1621,52,341,21,33,535,177,424,0.17,0.638,0.192,0.9513,2,4,4,0,0,0,49.0,2,0,0,1,24,29,2,0,20,0,32,13,3,4,5,77,72,40,0,10,20,0,15,4,0,1,0,4,2,1,17,19,1,0,19,0,1,9,10,10,0,0,21,24,48,18,49,44,12,60,0,6,5,9,28,24,0,10,27,234,65,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067665542892204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056955752437497086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052633703795131735,0.0,0.08345277742886932,0.0,0.05824577447501799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657676935380413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054651629493783056,0.0,0.0751889379281966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399371963377415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061916801450159036,0.057671944599633235,0.0,0.06151830484862146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34610297101184234,0.04890058122326791,0.26289033302084125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010343868261786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482496076752342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286613025677555,0.0613176140414209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111339304236981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740930678042285,0.07898192809714935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03761824336946646,0.055795757589693934,0.0,0.07247849992584021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376454221762354,0.06860472469411523,0.3022123253313908,0.1817278701038344,0.17244188472682825,0.07657786506663739,0.0,0.05819360838053848,0.2471146215912641,0.06476889610667423,0.09138160290121436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127404097411844,0.05075469095572728,0.10558547680880276,0.06610928451145202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289684839722634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976776231613658,0.07151551670027227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762199555279808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674475715162619,0.0,0.05845579156832997,0.0,0.16330218660939036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107841319302884,0.13539728915903518,0.0,0.0,0.07295842465965295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095006776141444,0.0,0.06725162280590576,0.054341529094899095,0.1596546146932789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911868660288677,0.0,0.0,0.0807469812677785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483915743592745,0.0,0.0881589088235167
lonely,__frozenwaffles,2019/03/24,"i just want to be loved :( (13F) I've never really had a boyfriend before. which I know is normal but I hate it. sure, I have friends and life is pretty good from a technical standpoint, but it can't fill that one void. I want someone to hold me and touch my arm and kiss my cheek. I want someone to flirt with me or call me pretty. I hate being a teenager and having these stupid hormones that make me feel so lonely when I know I have so many caring people around me.

i have dreams about my crush (or any guy, really) holding my hand, etc and then I wake up and my heart just **sinks**. how do I stop feeling this way? is there even anything I can do? ",-0.11963398692810755,2.1199529407407454,1.4048366013071885,99.13470588235296,89.96296296296295,4.065359477124183,16.089324618736384,5.5289334501034215,-0.8217538126361656,497,11,114,3,17,159,87,135,0.154,0.58,0.266,0.9495,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,3,0,3,0,14,8,5,2,2,29,26,15,0,4,6,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,8,0,3,4,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,4,23,7,8,23,1,8,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,2,4,77,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410790533520444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380828653000306,0.14937515549527236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278312757917105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713397851239751,0.0,0.17108051144377004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871383239187359,0.11082852180097948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968669439431905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296397633355473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407403985122952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614568959222312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313301523187677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884058631782076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443399510914224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852018217603386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144359766594528,0.0,0.112005988271557,0.1701201064690257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294156077550743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440570899148696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137037804737708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632950724333355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341420318698737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499047026164134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28434818393828604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028604067748626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814695187762104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969135520620938,0.1331896716188688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DaBravefart01,2019/03/24,"Monoxide or drowning? Which is painless? Which is easier? Please don't try to change my mind, I just really need to know",0.8993478260869558,3.339923173913049,2.043804347826089,90.65092391304348,99.86956521739133,5.778260869565218,18.793478260869566,7.1686216300943375,0.901617391304348,95,3,18,2,4,30,20,23,0.0,0.6970000000000001,0.303,0.7808,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699665154321622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24415281635489755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485743733761587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32941199881016714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876623510102366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28460332799699617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016223140432465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,eevilhag,2019/03/24,"Coping with post-loss grief and loneliness in children and young adults - a survey Hiya,

I'm an Interior Design student at uni, and am currently in the process of designing a space to help combat grief and loneliness in children and 'young adults' (young adults is up for debate on whether I extend it to adults as well).

I posted a while back about this same project, but I'm still looking to understand my demographic far more than I currently do. The responses I received from this subreddit amongst others was overwhelming. It was incredibly insightful, whilst also saddening to have even a slight glimpse into how people struggle with mental illness, post-loss or not, in different ways. In order to understand in more depth those who would be using the space, I've put together a little survey (in 2 parts sadly) for people to answer. I hope this isn't too intrusive into the sub, and if not, I'm looking forward to getting more responses so I can make my project as reflective of the demographic as possible. Thanks for reading!

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[Survey Part 1](https://www.surveymonkey.co.uk/r/RB5QDGV)

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[Survey Part 2](https://www.surveymonkey.co.uk/r/RHGWWYC)

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[Previous Post](https://www.reddit.com/r/lonely/comments/azy98u/a_safe_space_to_counter_loneliness/)",15.489818840579707,12.99467771014493,12.571781400966186,51.01535326086957,49.67632850241546,15.567391304347826,50.02958937198068,13.624085052395262,6.880671980676329,1054,50,141,27,8,317,129,207,0.105,0.84,0.055,-0.8356,3,2,0,0,0,0,74.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,2,11,0,10,1,0,3,0,27,22,17,2,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,8,10,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,5,1,0,2,2,8,3,32,18,7,33,0,4,2,0,9,19,0,3,10,97,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576980183346591,0.0,0.3486241832079468,0.3909706550640221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247056790274007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112056056307306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083927821716153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603501523678498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188910365382213,0.0,0.0,0.10652595285224624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749520171252194,0.0,0.0,0.18013020983658187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715918902122074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808531452494298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484320838107502,0.0,0.14871078661996526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091110179026633,0.41087306892326936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781840637060967,0.0,0.0,0.10728154447879534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856520013539969,0.0,0.0,0.11212362136551733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987437109754646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22330731244845806,0.0,0.092631741759643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851320585183339,0.0,0.0,0.09643289637068757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761891132837668,0.0,0.3909706550640221,0.0
lonely,Alexinatorre,2019/03/24,"Overwatch on console (Xbox 1) Making a group for quick play called r/lonely
Let’s get some W’s this Saturday night ",3.16,5.145793043478268,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,75.08695652173913,6.339130434782609,24.54347826086957,7.1686216300943375,1.0217130434782602,92,3,18,1,2,29,22,23,0.0,0.882,0.11800000000000001,0.34,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5317498106881265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272073368554601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5325080025627915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476084846040992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886939631244914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dancaa,2019/03/24,"why am i like this things were going really great

buuut i had to be the one (like always lmao) to just go and ruin it !! i got jealous and people were misunderstood - and now i'm taking a break w/ one of the friends, so or central friend group isn't really hanging out anymore

to make it even worse its spring break and literally every single one of my friends are gone, the only one in town is the girl i'm taking a break w/

i've been hiding in my room watching movies for the past week and i'm just SO LONELY 

my heart genuinely hurts (which might be a weird thing to say) and i just need to talk with someone - about anything, their day, their interests, school,,, anything

im usually extroverted and this isolation isn't helping


sorry if this is whiny but i needed to let this out somewhere",2.8143761301989163,4.79922830379747,4.046871609403259,86.14962025316456,76.08860759493672,7.0459312839059685,23.311030741410487,7.957251820313856,1.2093132007233272,624,19,125,10,14,204,100,158,0.124,0.792,0.084,-0.6684,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,8,12,1,0,8,0,14,1,1,1,0,20,26,12,0,3,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,1,10,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,0,4,6,2,10,7,15,16,1,19,0,3,1,0,10,6,0,3,8,79,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089486044502737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409095343484082,0.0,0.0,0.2391264212198573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370153525395407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596421587055984,0.0,0.12241505722564736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33675748892008056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651459625731887,0.0,0.11620355166001413,0.16018531040783945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217211453472078,0.09738638839074368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555384478222464,0.0,0.1569406522708094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485712546723214,0.0,0.14196499011789038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698376070186022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541322052911869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546484832262489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39381538100013735,0.11050136661007297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869797232027622,0.1007274099104375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861559782900488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554229506010097,0.0,0.14704359810322368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310572252716892,0.0,0.0,0.16264287188868568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848350559923588,0.11678047394359788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930515405190769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001897840128998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165447458876168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311037320408513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806530032025778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MichelobMega,2019/03/24,"A Gift or a Curse? I’m beginning to realize that I have the strange gift of being able to help anybody through anything.

Now this has lead to me becoming friends with crackheads and depressed people, but that’s not what I’m trying to say.

I feel weird since I help other people but never get help myself.

Also, I hate not helping ppl because I feel that listening is my purpose... so, hmu if you need help through stuff?",4.415650406504064,5.768793573170732,4.849756097560974,84.63406504065041,70.58536585365854,7.417886178861789,31.959349593495933,7.793537801064563,2.214213008130081,331,15,63,4,6,105,60,82,0.16399999999999998,0.634,0.20199999999999999,0.5541,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,14,13,7,0,2,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,4,9,1,8,12,0,4,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,2,3,42,16,1,0.2003839914453517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602470055621057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648989511369297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215222128812085,0.22130837518074475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259043820634246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026403338800773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481617471669604,0.0,0.10469236498594936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783770592639868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6715658277628149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858219060039216,0.15454848748387992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27784205794138195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593533928218397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575970843462634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293917287550085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604757664073824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lipton_tee,2019/03/24,"I got dumped, and now I'm scared of relationships I got dumped over religious differences, and I thought I would be fine. I didn't really mind the end of my first two relationships, so I didn't expect the third one to hurt. But it did, badly. I was absolutely wrecked for two weeks, crying for thirty or so minutes every night. I'm slightly better now, but I'm scared of relationships. Every time I start talking to a girl I ask them if they believe in God, or what their religious affiliation is. I wouldn't do this normally, but the break up hurt so much, and I don't want something like that to ever happen again.",4.957786885245903,5.6820594918032805,6.026352459016392,79.01854508196723,68.8360655737705,9.378688524590164,28.364754098360656,9.516144504307137,2.33512786885246,486,16,98,10,8,162,76,122,0.203,0.748,0.049,-0.9481,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,2,7,10,2,2,4,0,10,0,0,0,1,17,20,12,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,5,7,0,15,3,11,10,1,14,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,3,11,66,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379486475364594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320640664859504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166249549237232,0.0,0.13050479713444832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620876919565769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416875620851306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306943302964567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347643572215334,0.2486512683482542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551443029524412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360343667002815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304867891506229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159319874893421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209034503981164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899349937632508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847355226450807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847503055654795,0.14457743511625645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999045072559423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945306916515758,0.0,0.0,0.4752725368111762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954665327169391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359886968438825,0.0,0.0,0.10444370225404558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186031098725907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714612908610116,0.0860434018584057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882892877374743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703469012059953,0.0,0.11836370272189635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048223649721822,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kanaryn,2019/03/24,"Feeling lonely the second I say goodbye to friends Some backstory
I have history of feeling lonely, back to elementary school and till second year of high school, I had friends but I always felt lonely and not important to anyone in my friend group, first year in high school I was all alone, second year I got some friends I still care about but then third year went by and i dropped out cuz of loneliness and depression and I’m still in third year of HS one year later, where I’ve gotten some good friends.

But when I hang out with my friends now, everything is nice and I think I’ll be fine in this world, 
But the second I say goodbye to them and get home, I feel so lonely and my negative thoughts take over, I almost feel like there’s nothing to live for anymore, and i don’t know if It’s because I’m still hurt about my loneliness in my past or why I feel lonely, I think it’s because I feel like I can’t talk to anyone online without feeling annoying.

Any tips how to cope with loneliness? And stop the negative thoughts?",5.1730283793876035,5.651640791262139,5.311359223300971,85.20649365197909,68.27184466019418,8.66855862584018,30.409260642270354,8.617729084823388,2.1237002240477967,817,30,168,12,13,257,107,206,0.209,0.598,0.193,-0.7873,0,11,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,12,20,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,1,43,28,22,0,1,8,0,8,2,6,0,0,2,1,0,3,14,0,1,13,0,0,2,6,8,0,8,8,10,24,12,27,19,4,33,0,7,0,0,11,12,0,6,20,107,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905507847289484,0.10245230859171657,0.0,0.0,0.0823101848306591,0.0,0.0,0.06726966269354796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810303734988488,0.13833570701803044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606413228327877,0.0,0.12060262995103273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085653806766956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520050037808978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890380384519739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501219597086552,0.14133834447120572,0.09497965953871378,0.0,0.0,0.08414214024334525,0.0,0.0,0.4585566508631606,0.0,0.05168213242441782,0.0,0.0,0.08297022986677065,0.07911614918869135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090309059085464,0.09922581458309032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589696155317008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436438695359933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665559423346752,0.0,0.0873490430432919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491735407725628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703142027699621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944312743758922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733187708967886,0.0,0.3003399572195624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23699528184411345,0.08270237376863282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437627067902018,0.07950894156729124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267691472777967,0.0,0.15706442676497953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170074516219,0.08926080378064187,0.0,0.0,0.09535630059733938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822112307810868
lonely,nscninetyfour,2019/03/24,"How do I overcome this?!!! 😭😭 Hello everyone. Please, I would like to hear your advices about this, because as most of people here, I don't really have lots of friends to talk to.

I'm a shy guy, and talking to people takes a lot of energy to me. Last year, I started to like a girl, we work in the same school, as teachers. This year I tried to date her. These three months where great, because I felt happy, and the last couple of weeks everything seemed to be working. 

She started to treat me in romantic way, and I did the same, obviously. She told her friends that she loved me. Last Monday I asked if she'd like to be my girlfriend, and she said ""Yeah, but I guess this is not the moment and the way to do it"". On Thursday, we talked through phone, and she got mad at me, because ""I don't talk a lot"". But I had already planned to ask her if she wanted to be my girlfriend on Friday. 

And finally, she said no, according to her, there are a lot of differences between us. 

Right now I really feel bad, because she gave me wings, but didn't let me fly. It hurts too much, I thought it was real, but it didn't. The shitty part is that she got me excited and then dumped me, and I have to see her everyday.  Sorry for the long post, I just wanted to vent. 
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lonely,Nutmeg3048,2019/03/24,I’m lonely even with someone. Like the title says. I’m in a relationship but I feel so lonely. Probably just being selfish. ,0.20249999999999704,2.044570916666672,3.4903333333333317,78.58800000000002,110.66666666666666,5.253333333333334,21.466666666666672,6.742157984588678,1.5217266666666671,98,4,16,2,5,35,20,24,0.34,0.595,0.065,-0.8126,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080882991260591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358530286731981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278857381581889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029160301200112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007967563373306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37094273984588855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395224744161282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xMakaveliii,2019/06/04,"Going 2 bed at night feeling like shit First of all, sorry for my bad english. I'm a 21m from the Netherlands. 

I've been feeling pretty shit for over 2 years now. Although i still live with my parents and sister, i feel very lonely. The only friends i have are people i met online. I spent my days mostly playing video games because i don't have anywere else to go or anything else to do. And my family keeps telling me to stop playing and do ""fun things"" they don't understand that i'm lonely and don't what else to do. Every single day looks like the same. I wake up, go to work, come home, play video games and go to bed. I feel really shitty everynight when i go to bed and start thinking about my life. I want to change my life and go out more but i just don't know how to change it or what to do. Its really depressing and its slowly killing me inside.

Thanks for reading this, i just needed to tell this to get it off my chest.",2.6298461538461555,3.844542035897433,3.7005128205128197,91.68615384615386,74.7948717948718,6.225641025641028,22.743589743589745,6.42735559955562,0.3754205128205128,727,19,160,5,15,235,114,195,0.13,0.759,0.11,-0.8393,1,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,7,15,3,0,4,0,12,6,4,1,1,31,37,14,1,2,5,2,4,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,10,11,0,2,7,8,1,7,4,7,0,1,3,5,22,8,24,34,5,22,0,3,1,0,9,5,2,3,12,96,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179928660741293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328912875125316,0.07540987313082234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26172854796043465,0.10656154449508802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955994146045072,0.0,0.10654757573368018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31002082572336115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042274244059292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661876557930966,0.0,0.2501973637145831,0.08837540797760042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522404234937156,0.0,0.0,0.09557475067480103,0.0,0.06463114528825968,0.0,0.4218289494807794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408694722580164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995534888730364,0.1368620768124981,0.0,0.0679854415226333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747540502999424,0.12087275545300193,0.0,0.1092344380328661,0.0,0.10388166857417268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172624144301883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608946035398472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408379243636256,0.0,0.0,0.1373605887300788,0.0,0.0,0.08576198663774835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585321430464005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373922017614035,0.0,0.15849813409124314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539643363046815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847845207223095,0.08755956206193502,0.0,0.0987915666721608,0.10342354086378773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624854499427745,0.11389162835754303,0.0,0.0,0.08218459927201109,0.07926564550874722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878204185186518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207019402070128,0.0729648527071505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005925470189277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796624430552904
lonely,MCUWallCrawler,2019/06/04,"My story. For as long as I've known myself, I never really was that extroverted guy that would make friends very easily. 
I was sent to a therapist months ago and got diagnosed with teen depression and according to the therapist, (not to brag, please don't take this in an offensive matter) I am more gifted intellectually than most people at my age, which gives me a hard time connecting and finding common ground with others. My therapist encouraged me to start working on myself, so I started reading books and generally break out of the cycle of depression. I can say in strict confidence that I'm okay, but I lost most of my friends during my misery (they weren't that great). I have probably a single friend left, but it's a point in time that I've been the loneliest I've ever been so far and I'm too reserved to meet new people. (About the more gifted thing, I don't want anyone taking this the wrong way. I don't reject people because they are ""dumber"" Or sassy shit like that.)",5.896824561403509,6.5617011210526375,6.54605263157895,76.33153508771933,66.73684210526315,9.912280701754387,28.464912280701753,9.928628108626363,2.6464385964912283,783,24,145,17,12,257,121,190,0.151,0.715,0.134,-0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,2,5,14,2,0,10,1,13,2,1,1,2,23,25,12,0,2,4,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,0,1,12,8,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,7,0,0,8,2,20,7,21,16,5,25,0,4,0,0,11,10,1,3,13,95,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845109324541946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934341748649908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145696768336076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23018318617834746,0.13562724145251706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208720680167062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213144082717645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097165816824773,0.0,0.0,0.12818591801160584,0.0,0.0,0.10687265460648432,0.14732277204690922,0.0,0.1323104211182287,0.0,0.0,0.1197023528581793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518468058288655,0.0,0.0,0.06528275228399509,0.0,0.0,0.11825451229853755,0.0,0.0,0.14586820294519942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919617181971574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665873430222468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306035385793642,0.12905650399974733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779176419734564,0.0,0.0,0.14668085776004575,0.12631944903915734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440710721053744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336618302163985,0.0,0.0856040253783847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626449549947577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716482919423667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891618728724013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093974665626133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654491034600389,0.08877495703190502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583640461402953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102551715125523,0.07881588182328139,0.10606583645800452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728107866078883,0.0,0.0,0.09492384150086147,0.14609869237496234,0.0,0.0
lonely,an_iron_giant,2019/06/04,"A word of advice from someone stepping out of lonely shoes. One thing to understand about social skills is that they are like muscles. The only way to get better at socializing is to socialize. Stepping out of your comfort zone, no matter how hard it may be, is your best bet at meeting new people. Good situations like this are self improvement places and specialty stores such as gyms, rec centers, hobby/craft shops. As strange as it may sound, role playing groups (the groups that LARP) are very friendly to newcomers as well. I've met people who say they've made a personality flip from an ""antisocial"" individual to a rather outgoing person. If you live in the US, chances are there's a group like that near you.

This might sound a bit like a broad stroke, but the best place to start in a lot of situations is to start small. Start with small talk. If you get anxiety from small talk, the best thing you can do is ask relevant questions ""What do you do?"" ""How long have you been doing that?"" ""What would you say is your most/least favorite part of that?"" Something you shouldn't do is be the only one asking questions, this is a conversation not an interview.

If I have any advice in the future, I'll be sure to share. I apologize if this is formatted like crap or hard to read.",6.153401360544216,6.627115632653062,6.09591836734694,80.44931972789117,66.14285714285714,9.472108843537416,29.802721088435373,9.3871,2.368504761904761,1010,33,199,18,15,318,141,245,0.049,0.75,0.201,0.9884,0,2,1,0,0,0,38.0,1,11,1,5,7,18,1,0,17,0,30,3,2,3,1,28,40,13,0,7,8,0,3,5,1,5,1,4,0,3,16,4,0,0,3,4,3,2,3,2,1,2,3,7,15,16,31,29,6,24,0,1,0,0,39,15,1,12,11,131,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378549997548945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090808913459754,0.0,0.0797672923043919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949592609807553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282790256301024,0.0922195297240986,0.113837300961063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055978126126426,0.0,0.10895494658004827,0.0,0.0,0.08745785573078697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868132854300937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547085572023228,0.0,0.09207350656939746,0.09227685768882404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864776738749887,0.0,0.09866406630886444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061541749280357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007059132199314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131392171454424,0.15860611061791471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291570374331936,0.0,0.1445772410660355,0.18209143026243704,0.21788272167576025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336155364713271,0.0,0.10429956071501972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584151484765075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877775191021767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23441071757868076,0.0,0.3188745102155973,0.08834877089684158,0.08027317439289876,0.0,0.0,0.22141138063888324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827450716198156,0.0,0.0,0.16761871220715174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385464946265036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855014581482543,0.1254255875287047,0.0,0.0,0.08603477849061746,0.0,0.082765738966245,0.0,0.0,0.09375246020929276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407137066650275,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AvNue,2019/06/04,Those with no friends? How do you make it by? Recently lost all my friends. Dropped my OG group after years because it was time and they were keeping me down always. But my new group dropped me bc I interfered w their drugs. Been on my own pretty much for 3 weeks now. How am I gonna make it? Since HS just ended for me I’m kinda bored,-0.9548399487836114,1.1470999436619709,0.5554417413572352,102.57659411011524,98.85915492957749,3.7085787451984626,17.72215108834827,5.565023196281405,-0.644814084507042,260,8,62,2,11,82,56,71,0.084,0.784,0.132,0.6841,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,1,11,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,12,2,7,6,3,12,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,8,38,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215486774543778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786789801961842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003271481267521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293737351390839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001647096423225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23018762774920376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827002679055246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34573376733864397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037538805452991,0.0,0.0,0.2501183089873645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634692458216769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255705179361739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142256315191879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100958414621282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077329945119247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667705025100485
lonely,Copperdoo62,2019/06/04,"Help? I don’t feel alive, I’m alone in a world of people so busy they don’t realize how lonely life really is. I do nothing to make myself feel my life is going anywhere and I’ve lost all hope. I’m numb and feel nothing. Nobody to talk to about whats in my head and nothing to do to fix those things without digging a deeper hole...",0.6557738095238115,2.473785569444445,2.8436507936507947,92.99500000000002,82.19444444444444,5.2253968253968255,20.007936507936503,6.1826913282559595,0.009076984126983769,259,7,58,2,7,88,48,72,0.127,0.76,0.113,-0.0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,6,4,1,2,1,12,15,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,3,6,1,10,14,1,4,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259415118565598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33091529958032306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398181367847785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238887032747472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462238721692042,0.0,0.0,0.2166759149978825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30817691574533385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381406078886193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561933409479838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6279732719475373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124035457175627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397548898918017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534373515601873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493166986369374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029244746324216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ghdftvbi,2019/06/04,"Can u be my chat mate? I'm 23m. Everyday I come to uni, study, eat then come home with no one to talk to. Could someone pretend to be my gf and talk with me? No sexual stuffs required. I just wanna have a feeling that someone still cares about me.",-0.8482479784366603,1.259212584905658,1.3892722371967672,98.58773584905664,92.96226415094341,4.538005390835579,18.892183288409704,6.1826913282559595,-0.18698167115902908,189,6,45,2,7,63,40,53,0.11699999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.085,-0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,10,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,1,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,8,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648700357371164,0.0,0.0,0.4475667841304483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074186828195815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658268317865164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135605110436185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605874200940129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760383116894734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402331569266571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746613613837928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29739382153893346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176137035403468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,eveeprofen,2019/06/04,"what do y'all do when lonely? Im curious what other ppl do when they're lonely o: 

I'm feeling hell a low but I forced myself to get some bubble tea and a melodramatic kpop song came up and awoke the feeling of joy I feel when I use kdramas for escapism. 
I don't have any friends I can rely on so it's nice imagining having a loving life. (I'm trying to socialize more but the paranoia makes it unbearable ;;)",1.5253488372093038,3.393776593023261,3.832732558139536,86.73072674418606,79.58139534883722,6.625581395348838,23.540697674418613,7.645422480735847,1.1587953488372091,321,11,67,5,8,111,63,86,0.19899999999999998,0.601,0.2,0.4838,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,8,1,0,5,0,7,3,0,2,0,12,17,8,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,4,7,4,6,16,2,7,1,3,0,1,4,3,1,1,3,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21383847481370594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596498750697993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47698987838136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429452121257236,0.0,0.16428844638487358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33966264726005624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221070916753258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838056473830919,0.0,0.20989947744314774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320544711488122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349259808710613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715859873564606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ausofbounds,2019/06/04,"Just request time off for my Birthday I have nowhere to go and no one to spend it with.

I have to use the PTO days sometime or loose them at the end of the year.

I don't want to work on my birthday, more for fear of somebody at work finding out than really wanting the day off.

I'm blurring the line between lonely and recluse.",1.7947826086956518,3.4414884057971067,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,77.98550724637681,5.179710144927537,27.44202898550725,5.46131890053228,0.6472202898550723,256,11,58,1,6,81,50,69,0.165,0.835,0.0,-0.8658,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,8,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,17,8,1,12,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,2,5,39,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765602227501687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585762568380345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285188340601887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26683207020374433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591884082877587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782921270971973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870271828022643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887406688054023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023524071541554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25214639398820504,0.0,0.0,0.344392971529738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250782834445284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800274697492386
lonely,test61a,2019/06/04,Just wanna talk Going through some downs been alone for the most part and just moved with no friends but today is just unbearable,5.372499999999999,7.702931250000002,3.3483333333333327,92.43000000000002,69.83333333333334,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.8338999999999999,106,3,20,1,2,29,22,24,0.11900000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.078,-0.0129,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,17,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285972332407286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31971967338693297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23518591992293225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398298030714194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481314541308028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326163445417469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922571053151285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sitonmytits,2019/06/04,"I’ve been too busy to realise how lonely I am I work two jobs as well as being a student.
Term finished a couple of weeks ago, and there are no shifts available for my second job for the next month. 

Suddenly I have all this free time and no one to spend it with. 

I can’t really afford to go places to meet people, or take up a hobby. I just feel kinda lost right now.",2.085485232067512,3.089753012658228,3.73487341772152,91.73665611814349,75.83544303797468,6.279324894514768,19.495780590717303,6.42735559955562,-0.05328016877637198,284,5,65,2,6,95,65,79,0.114,0.809,0.077,-0.23399999999999999,3,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,9,10,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,2,1,3,2,1,6,3,11,7,2,13,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,2,9,44,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182260961961872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27239645817958313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447736235938793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991129301185998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885966559578505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26873748156912863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19650067022830905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618180780875391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681975842815067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706720762980726,0.0,0.2572085082249714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771093170325495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023866763648472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509874110065455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355110321231354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24048471123392506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974729001763967,0.0,0.22134779892035736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922392650199626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Angeryaxolotl,2019/06/04,"I'm going to miss school I hardly talk to my family and when I do it's mainly about taking care of the house (groceries,cleaning etc.)
Besides school I don't really socialize.
In my entire class I got to know better only two people and neither of them want to keep in touch with me after school . 
I don't have any plans for holidays and I honestly can't imagine not talking to anyone for two months.",2.7886772486772458,4.653539296296298,4.5105114638448,83.33444444444446,75.79012345679013,7.097707231040566,22.682539682539684,7.957251820313856,1.27307619047619,317,9,60,5,7,107,58,81,0.036000000000000004,0.813,0.151,0.8714,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,14,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,5,1,0,2,1,2,10,3,14,13,3,6,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,41,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677749012894482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035485112251846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488049053332032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007585659471285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079165938911967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574780608356308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595137647231588,0.0,0.14910356944262582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700294521132195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151129788217564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570584706587627,0.0,0.0,0.10245599954579716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880511815909767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178695878466466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924576008053942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943060448504908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5660255223099669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003995437198185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017071803664025,0.29968766457563684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642262983535132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996011423025334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,idkifthiscount,2019/06/04,"It is just nice - having someone you can have a deep conversation with and don't have to worry about your weirdness I don't know if I ever have a chance to have a friend in my life. A true friend, whom I can whisper all the thoughts inside my head with. I don't know guys.. Millions people out there and I still feel lonely, left out and empty. 
If you happen to read this post, can you listen to this with me :')
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lonely,vforester,2019/06/04,It's my birthday and I have no plans Yep. It's my birthday today. I've been so depressed lately that keeping up with friends is nearly impossible and my relationship isn't helping. I took off work almost all this week because I expected to do stuff but now I'm just sitting at home being so incredibly lonely.,2.230421545667447,4.9016843606557385,4.251194379391105,80.10475409836069,82.44262295081967,6.108665105386418,28.386416861826696,7.447530270364453,2.0436679156908664,250,12,44,4,7,85,49,61,0.162,0.778,0.06,-0.7287,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,9,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,6,6,1,10,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,32,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890604792457533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597004893334744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486303362831395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302508749564606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348886221994385,0.0,0.28955871782774745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565824250972469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256314014337899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099226610894709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304571403471445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27362462343010396,0.0,0.3207220734537446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315529988547227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101545964584764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,slb19,2019/06/04,"I just want someone to talk to I’m a 28f and I work a lot. It’s pretty much all I do. Outside of work, I spend at home by myself. I have a sprinkle of friends but as we’re all older, they are all involved in their lives with their significant others. My love life is nonexistent. I’m on dating sites but I never get any matches. I would just love someone to talk to, to open my phone in between my shifts and see that someone cared enough to message me, that someone was thinking about me. Just something to make this lonely life worth living. I know I need to “love myself” blah blah blah and I’m working on it. But damn. Being alone all the time can really take a toll on a person. I just want to feel like someone cares about me because at this point in my life, I feel like I could disappear and no one would give a damn.",0.8733591731266159,2.9813680930232596,2.3378294573643434,95.32099483204136,83.18604651162791,4.752454780361758,20.60206718346253,5.82211442006289,-0.0942297157622738,640,19,142,4,18,207,98,172,0.121,0.657,0.222,0.9703,0,3,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,3,6,11,2,0,7,0,10,6,0,1,5,30,30,8,0,6,7,0,2,5,1,2,3,0,1,1,7,6,0,0,4,0,2,1,2,3,0,1,1,3,24,8,25,25,7,16,0,1,1,3,14,11,2,1,6,94,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260641135624263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277305327399119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419873620741184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482011434050564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718266941015237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576820277712053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308950684642125,0.17391207043609747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403975128172168,0.0,0.06359312250409291,0.1167638986147888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209402140244507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689354632292142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579210614150149,0.11893145186654006,0.0,0.2149601084278372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348109026965208,0.3295682873360245,0.0,0.08124833776391581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894774262268718,0.09025305188248764,0.09387715043693663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247990400807026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628028368695584,0.0,0.0,0.11506374155192882,0.0,0.0,0.12383192095874335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797626990036878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699423635580634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156603153029965,0.0937051868353596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151749494093718,0.19566614704429827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799258210142568,0.0,0.0,0.07097529288356891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358596914858598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658385144503287,0.0,0.0,0.17293128569909472,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FightingNomad,2019/06/04,"Been unbearably lonely I'm currently going through a divorce, (if anyone is interested, you can find my story on r/survivinginfidelity or r/cheating_stories) and have felt unbearably lonely for the past few months. Since my wife told me she wanted a divorce, it seems like no one talks to me as much as they used to, don't know if my depression is making me push them away without me noticing or if something else is going on. Seems like what few friends I have left don't call/text as much as they used to and it seems like I don't talk to my family as much either.",11.49410714285714,6.766908767857148,10.8175,67.37750000000003,59.53571428571429,14.057142857142859,40.5,11.20814326018867,4.182314285714285,450,14,90,8,4,147,69,112,0.094,0.792,0.114,0.34,1,4,1,0,2,0,12.0,0,1,3,0,1,8,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,3,0,19,23,12,0,4,7,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,3,1,15,5,15,20,6,10,0,3,0,0,12,4,0,8,6,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147560271489273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419548029224647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758415000928786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135570844649545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371006117893946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547170652462644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575802607088261,0.0,0.15000206251676892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267981603354593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654555515537602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090195672536938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831609441248214,0.0,0.0,0.2405411929077533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955090393546113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099845561800394,0.0,0.3619396972817495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868509053302868,0.0,0.0,0.1112114818502433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667043772834832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482241273086563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576117692944173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634705156779275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26382574546394805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568230197160716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834927535173457,0.0,0.0,0.09680181247758927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820514393645735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tonicssssphp,2019/06/04,"Slowly getting lonelier each day. Hey guys. I know it's not something uncommon,but I feel like I'm going away from sanity day by day. I'm an introvert, so I didn't mind being alone earlier, but it's been like an year that I've been getting noticably alone. I don't have ANY friends, family live away, alone, distraught and frustrated. Romantic relationship is a far away concept for me. I'm an Android Dev, (freelancer) also an uni student, but I don't go to college that often (no one does in my college) it's a big messy state I'm in. If you wanna talk to me, maybe leave a message or something.",2.8371900826446317,4.495869289256202,4.829826446280993,81.9865578512397,75.11570247933885,8.145785123966942,29.45537190082645,8.841846274778883,2.484979504132232,468,21,93,10,10,161,80,121,0.156,0.728,0.11599999999999999,-0.787,0,3,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,1,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,18,7,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,3,1,9,3,11,14,1,14,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,6,52,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891313352503023,0.0,0.1258919089836236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070537123969141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437150657807508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30457635312039816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776279566649982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484053286409306,0.0,0.07959830007355354,0.11246373085447084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162538518745325,0.0,0.16449507605910793,0.0,0.17893536420997258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587450157237567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651610863693802,0.0,0.0,0.16668927657892474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381882073291425,0.0,0.139008268477599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815355850444726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895335469874733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922825751806426,0.0,0.0,0.10667457068397784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901445239456886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24238535911840686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653144110895373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137588906237996
lonely,feliciafancybottom_,2019/06/04,"I hate social media I'm sad because this guy I like at work (and was dumb enough to let myself believe that maybe he liked me, or at least didn't outright hate me) has recently decided to start using Instagram again and has followed literally EVERYONE from work except me. I know it's dumb, but I feel so rejected. Isn't it wonderful how social media is yet another way to be constantly reminded of how invisible you are? I texted my sister about it but she ignored me as usual, of course if she wants to talk about a guy I get to listen endlessly, but if I dare look for any similar support it's radio silence. Not even a sadface emoji. God forbid. 

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I guess I'm just sad because I've avoided my loneliness by throwing myself into my work, but I recently got dismissed from my lab in grad school because of my mental health. So now my work has been taken away too, and now I have to face my loneliness head on. Fast approaching age 28 and still never been in a relationship, although I gave up on that years ago. No one wants the fat girl with a deformed face who's never even kissed a guy. I basically wrote this exact post two years ago, except without the part about getting fired. At least now I have a couple of friends, at least until I drive them away with my misery, which is already happening.

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Sorry for whining.  Just needed to rant. Back to crying silently in my bed.",4.493791208791208,5.874102435897437,5.55328021978022,79.56046978021979,70.42857142857143,8.390402930402932,29.40091575091575,8.841846274778883,2.424239706959708,1107,43,204,20,20,366,165,273,0.226,0.727,0.047,-0.9949,1,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,1,4,19,16,4,1,8,0,15,6,4,3,3,38,39,18,0,5,13,1,2,2,1,0,2,1,1,4,10,7,1,3,4,1,0,4,7,11,0,2,8,4,33,5,40,29,5,40,0,4,1,1,19,13,2,5,23,145,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708905571906675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022869612082037,0.0,0.0,0.21645682813564607,0.2427492754821173,0.0679271446758083,0.10474109138877626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187695794900764,0.07680756988159633,0.0,0.18267206861777174,0.0,0.0,0.11253937039578507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107943250444887,0.0,0.0,0.1105239758238489,0.1097220827688954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321082245666358,0.0,0.1319499295419718,0.0,0.0,0.0954470951047271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050506284406074735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717308396786803,0.0,0.10437452919425523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798894166693736,0.0,0.11003769806023407,0.2967139461820704,0.08833047165152819,0.0,0.0,0.19723708997987285,0.10251372363782398,0.10617608447179508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489573501552515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214206622819556,0.0,0.09760028919920083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388061360342706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035074365001817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066343132666908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406555479307572,0.15407929337520582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768657371931712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816877789195403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566492251819886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972543485460335,0.10724213951163572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010918092400664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036461119664076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181623947807294,0.07070111496484457,0.0,0.07977054416860785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335151737627765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802860481323595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757588842399938,0.0,0.0,0.08627100745624153,0.11001232456225422,0.0,0.11783285156205345,0.07928630419427278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628829649307268,0.10832408269388888,0.290878098080155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427492754821173,0.1286489656229329
lonely,FickleLingonberry0,2019/06/04,"I've lost the only real friends I had in quite some time. I want to start off by saying I'm an introvert, and I'm about to go for my 3rd semester of college this August.

For quite some time I felt like I was stuck in a loop where I could start out by having friends and suddenly drift away from them after quite some time, it happened during my years in elementary, middle school, 1st half of high school, 2nd half of high school...

And now, we begin college.

For the first two semesters I've got the chance to meet a group of friends that are attending the same careers as me, it felt like I've met them for a long time, we were there for each other, we could crack out jokes and laugh, it felt like I actually belonged somewhere after previously joining groups where I simply didn't feel comfortable with back then.

During 2nd semester there was a lot going on, I forced out my personality and humor to keep the friendship consistent (and it went horribly wrong), some started leaving the group for personal reasons, and I was getting ignored and got left there like if I was some kind of weird guy talking to himself around strangers.

I don't really get it, there was another guy that got treated the same but was able to reach out to them and then be in good hands again. I tried to figure out, apologize and fix what was wrong and now there doesn't really anyone in the group where I can talk to. All I've gotten was either ""Oh most of the time you get off topic when we talk."" (bullshit), ""Just move on then."", ""I don't know."", or no answer. I'm aware that one of them is scared of me for some reason even though he was a close friend of mine.

The upcoming semester is gonna be so awkward and depressing since I'm still going to be in the same classes with them and I don't feel like I could join in with anyone else since they think I'm some kind of weirdo/creep.",8.024931764705883,5.859883085333338,7.582007843137259,79.9924941176471,63.48,10.95686274509804,33.258823529411764,9.325443323948027,2.5772352941176457,1467,42,312,20,17,463,188,375,0.071,0.816,0.113,0.8656,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,4,1,6,5,20,25,0,2,17,0,27,1,1,2,1,64,61,23,0,5,5,0,6,5,4,1,0,1,0,4,11,28,0,2,11,1,0,7,6,8,0,5,23,7,34,17,55,31,15,58,0,2,0,0,32,26,0,11,30,202,45,7,0.08505164636977916,0.0,0.08299813800941733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918406700837181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189401773820547,0.08714546264440066,0.0,0.07571399726526623,0.0,0.0,0.07990882149340052,0.06539946613354186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372045673244812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325485839089252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710497369530592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617581028605816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600933584119455,0.06076091316069272,0.24498875518269544,0.0,0.0,0.07234488695348047,0.0,0.0,0.2628427640222419,0.0,0.1333079245528827,0.0,0.14501043194371574,0.07133728572694041,0.2040707136530171,0.0,0.0,0.16842900341375028,0.0752108899974201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972346809817946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559781118055475,0.0,0.17713640318831772,0.04674216055211966,0.0,0.0,0.09005741301732839,0.0924088626385237,0.0,0.0,0.20775969145836892,0.0,0.0,0.07526803061802696,0.0,0.0,0.0928439190359049,0.07230786826792984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039644003916264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763319673407124,0.06468560963818573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852763403031846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27138868538504224,0.0,0.09680739374386164,0.10897252507270797,0.17489451559966535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763648291637024,0.08515153539582193,0.2582304204507189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071120155308767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805999791768534,0.0,0.0679223546565961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050838749587724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054497660758793545,0.0835628107275128,0.0,0.24797149482720146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057744484948385376,0.0,0.08308310001570095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05016566464106844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884372828076765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598124734845084,0.0,0.054770471734376214
lonely,Ya_ding_dong,2019/06/04,Somehow I manage to mess up every time. I can’t take it anymore. No matter what I try I can’t seem to break this cycle of fucking up. I honestly don’t want to be alive anymore. I don’t want to kill myself but I have absolutely no reason not to.,-0.3577777777777769,1.6000850740740766,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,87.14814814814815,5.0814814814814815,20.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.2442444444444449,190,6,42,2,6,69,35,54,0.18600000000000005,0.67,0.14400000000000002,-0.631,0,0,0,0,0,4,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,8,11,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,8,10,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,1,30,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5883176236184141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499079013821385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742124643073056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281565728977826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049659248077793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700238830852829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22301486274793925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729564954890779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137967385029806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498981831055113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Silver-Moon36,2019/06/04,"No Hugs in This Family Hello, I just joined this sub due to what I just went through. If this doesn’t fit please let me know as I don’t want to break any rules or anything. 

About an hour ago I got into a minor car accident, it was totally my fault but it also didn’t help that there was a sign that was almost completely blocking my view. I am 18f and have had my license for about a week (short I know but this will come in later). After getting out and assessing the damage I see I dented their back driver door and put a few deep scratches in the paint. Well, being a new driver this freaked me out and after swapping info I get in the car and call my dad and then sit in the car and cry for a bit. Like, I could have hit the breaks a second later and it would have been much worse.
Well I drive home and have another short cry in the driveway for a few then go inside and see my dad getting off the phone with our insurance and my mom watching the tv. I start crying again because I’m really shook up but instead of asking if I’m ok or giving me a hug my dad walks PAST me to go inspect the car and my mom doesn’t even glance in my direction she just tells me to go empty the dishwasher.
Like, I know my family isn’t all touchy-feely but really? Your ONLY child is standing in the living room crying and you do nothing. Not a word? 

I lost where I was going with this but yea.. I just can’t wait until tomorrow to see a close friend for the first time in a month and get a hug.",2.9075460299194447,3.5561211297468347,4.276375143843499,89.98628883774457,73.46202531645571,7.39102416570771,22.275028768699656,7.520522993642371,0.6272012658227846,1151,25,263,13,22,382,173,316,0.132,0.747,0.121,-0.6735,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,1,2,15,14,0,1,26,2,24,3,0,0,2,49,50,28,0,5,14,5,1,2,1,2,0,0,4,1,12,21,0,2,4,1,0,14,8,5,2,2,10,7,36,9,33,34,6,59,0,2,6,3,19,21,0,5,22,178,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680095656291768,0.0,0.10934999766483083,0.0,0.0,0.08732877507830618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742610835492527,0.11450778589007828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898639157965699,0.0,0.10208909974227727,0.0,0.0,0.08396957345129888,0.0,0.06656850666736175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922026698031828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150741976223942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940678268069681,0.1144961867406051,0.0,0.0,0.08718888632412464,0.0,0.4798129404429882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212687055226774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589179511118255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288713896321217,0.0,0.0,0.08436917028741793,0.0,0.2282140864274823,0.10475647916317586,0.24824798195220316,0.0,0.08733879032160011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319577787710486,0.0,0.10953847859421888,0.0,0.10754194230814132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004363869297474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166641186327876,0.0,0.10670113200318812,0.0,0.0964273392143428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920684892247832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557920523201409,0.08716396973098166,0.0,0.08027601208343615,0.0,0.0,0.10546794204725207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478223435601068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305301818006629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424563577844627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987096911991375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977814053391646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991515511123176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610594923678301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729371564913592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544733409301426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367654624642853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441015058456244,0.0,0.08759523249292647,0.0,0.1963713693464431,0.10123131922097882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112861356975685,0.0775739455512835,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Retr0gue,2019/06/04,"A small, insignificant rant I've really got no one I feel comfortable venting this to, so I'm just gonna put it here... I'm tired of living and feeling like a loner, and I really do make my best effort to try and get into other things to take my mind off of it, but nothing works. Going to the gym was alright for a few months, but now that it's changed what seems like absolutely nothing, I've lost hope in going as often as I did. Gaming doesn't seem to work anymore either, and I notice I lose interest in playing my once-favorite games every single passing day. I just want to feel normal for once, make it where I feel like I don't have to force people into a conversation or to make plans to go out somewhere. Instead, I feel like an outcast, a stranger, someone completely devoid of personality and interesting human qualities. I'm stuck in this loop of loneliness and depression where I have no way of escape. I want to call out for help, but everyone I know doesn't seem to know I even exist. I see people on a regular basis every school year (junior year of high school right now) and yet, out of hundreds of people, I can't seem to talk to a single one out of fear and anxiety of feeling like I'm not worth anyone's time. I just want a friend that I know I can trust with anything, that I feel comfortable with telling everything, and that I know I can reliably say I can count on them. 

I want to know how to make it better too, where I can learn how to accept myself for who I am, where I can forget all my past mistakes and look forward, and where I don't have to make myself care so much about what others think of me. No one really does stay long enough to help me though, and everyone who does gets tired of hearing my problems over and over again...

I feel pathetic for having to spill all this emotion out, but I don't have anywhere else for it to go, so thanks for taking in my rant Reddit...",8.112590352336309,5.503549431876607,8.41021019204597,75.5214940269167,63.678663239074545,11.415151973385756,34.193406925752306,9.627879704456738,2.9148111598366846,1495,44,309,22,17,497,188,389,0.14400000000000002,0.665,0.191,0.9598,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,8,24,25,0,1,10,1,20,2,0,7,2,72,69,26,0,8,10,0,8,5,1,1,2,2,0,2,20,22,0,0,20,4,1,7,10,6,0,3,5,12,40,19,60,63,9,44,0,3,2,0,16,25,0,7,17,207,60,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041009817327216,0.0,0.07831477002251777,0.055216073700047184,0.0,0.06498371423647151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828717619032127,0.06984054094335923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063488260938023,0.0,0.08051286481443604,0.0,0.08353738879221674,0.0,0.0827961636699695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092765374398511,0.0,0.06801479111310481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821038733890473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596740644445996,0.08882806875964082,0.0,0.0815947756664734,0.0,0.052157441651551575,0.0,0.1330674386613065,0.1509141023724871,0.07097110487447955,0.0,0.0,0.08886065186176118,0.3194276606092257,0.22565825160231615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101027318614843,0.0,0.08251476048914279,0.0,0.17951672566196436,0.0,0.06315770842733076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900237218782459,0.0,0.10586081122148433,0.08343374357229097,0.0,0.07843277500985242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216992999233132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289822308933555,0.0,0.06972995334716248,0.06988395708394883,0.0663130056212035,0.08834469197552754,0.08620260687220405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26355786863190284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973489727558733,0.0,0.06303128959500302,0.0,0.0580503685270375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737161007438129,0.15154333558898594,0.08990528529057829,0.0,0.08409805642969563,0.16053173495188994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538363475236427,0.1642388454109372,0.06895157689876671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755614538701314,0.0,0.07938438082329295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176625194614968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743801091602461,0.0,0.0627983093303466,0.0,0.1598391195869904,0.06292705772712731,0.2875570264150661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690910232980632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841690943978128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187478123146374,0.06347127104096256,0.06902127765469811,0.07270287717884702,0.0,0.0,0.052462651671886976,0.050599333533392285,0.0775853948980168,0.0,0.046046719065866916,0.18152358063184787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361390586192906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630885522462706,0.06268090932878499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497889753328072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170525958297254
lonely,calebishot,2019/06/04,". I spent too much of my life pushing my dad away, who loved me more than anyone else. I built a comfort wall of friends, and occasionally felt happy. Then my dad died and its been almost two lonely years. So fucking lonely. I should be in college but instead im working 9-5 and spending the rest of my time in my room. I had a goal to keep me on task though. Get a car, and get back home to my high school sweetheart. I got a car, an awesome one too. A week later she was pregnant. Suddenly i felt my last connection to the life i wanted was cut loose. She was my best friend, and the last one i really had. And i just feel like ive lost my sense of purpose. The only purpose i had left to keep going through this nightmare was her. This was a month ago. I dont know what's next for me anymore. And im even more lonely than ever.",0.5058775252525258,2.4542758125000006,2.3699242424242435,95.48669191919191,83.48863636363636,4.8202020202020215,20.573232323232325,5.82211442006289,-0.1314055555555549,637,19,147,4,18,211,109,176,0.09,0.731,0.17800000000000002,0.9662,0,6,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,10,14,2,0,11,0,13,4,0,0,1,19,28,11,1,2,2,2,3,1,3,1,2,0,2,0,5,7,0,2,4,0,2,4,1,6,0,3,14,3,27,8,16,12,5,25,0,4,0,2,10,8,1,1,14,97,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430054377014875,0.0,0.14041456462435278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390650079751346,0.09804821909385487,0.1436765540873105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174551795310813,0.1078239721046544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715694404350652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553087505807127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434205007147365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713956257114777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261694872053013,0.12684107313361576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090171202272598,0.10017639887631677,0.2692749881763431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667417588680554,0.12963527524890284,0.146523009927624,0.0,0.07969280532482284,0.0,0.11215032903260268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149271569919565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815486544798462,0.1406565899394436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029330091778783,0.0,0.0,0.2492759273374091,0.0,0.0,0.07706370882587628,0.22860333877798156,0.0,0.0,0.1523543113794437,0.0,0.1980893989483599,0.06850659952035781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307158801224366,0.0,0.1265580708932228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192584473773967,0.0,0.10308112964962822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913032878468813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003947782287528,0.1066470382947539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983139464488066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191466331135308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776984286801078,0.0,0.0817660238583651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697894475420833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270803333203096,0.0,0.11247962228003816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208509389633914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029996979466644
lonely,saravve,2019/06/04,22f...just lonely and need some friends. Socially awkward but really into psychology and criminal mind shows. Love animals and good music. HMU,4.420000000000002,7.166433608695655,5.6996521739130435,62.39208695652175,104.21739130434784,10.535652173913043,30.68695652173913,8.841846274778883,5.493685217391305,115,6,14,5,5,38,21,23,0.21600000000000005,0.45299999999999996,0.331,0.7227,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34098248075503984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701797117830471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983315943962586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456331967703884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272521365396846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827372636386401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498962130587936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ksquared94,2019/06/04,"For this sub Just a small youtube playlist I've made for this sub. A lot of these songs have helped me out at one time or another (despite a lot of these songs being fairly old, I promise I'm only in my mid-20s xD) 

[https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLRixIPIYA-RxNPf7rmvk7z07wP7OJoUHB](https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLRixIPIYA-RxNPf7rmvk7z07wP7OJoUHB)",15.81159574468085,20.838435212765962,7.320159574468086,63.50875000000002,47.93617021276595,6.402127659574468,26.643617021276608,7.1686216300943375,1.0617276595744678,313,7,40,2,4,73,36,47,0.0,0.938,0.062,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,7,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751183361911974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397835064232003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6082702470981047,0.0,0.33849930890566343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753847036159089,0.0,0.242411784901392,0.2720750362361446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085992659511528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thxxta,2019/06/04,"Does anyone else feel this way? So I'm going to try and explain this as best as possible....

So I have two friends....I guess I'm not completely and utterly alone but they're nothing like me....i like them as people but there hobbies and interests allign with each other but not me, so I feel very alone when I'm with them or when they make plans without me....and it's going to sound ungrateful but I almost don't want friend's, they kind of treat me like shit sometimes and I feel like if i had no friends I would be able to be me and have no one judge me....but at the same time I want someone to journey thru life with, less of a friend and more of a partner, if that makes sense, I want someone I can do everything with, someone who feels the same way I do, and understands me....but I feel like I'll never find this person or this person doesn't exist, Everytime i meet someone new I poor everything I have into them thinking they might be the one, but I soon realize they generally don't care about me like I care about them, and that's heartbreaking, and I know I shouldn't do this but it's so hard not too and I can't help it, my self esteem is so low and its hard to find motivation to try and live a full filling life because I feel like every time something positive happens in my life it all comes crashing down not long after....I hung out with my friends today and I just didn't enjoy it all and I'm feeling especially lonely, just wish I had someone to talk too who genuinely understands",3.1463562412342228,4.271575464516129,4.2832959326788265,88.35972650771393,73.38709677419354,7.584852734922861,26.058906030855546,8.04050195162591,1.3710168302945296,1174,39,256,17,23,384,146,310,0.213,0.6759999999999999,0.111,-0.9874,0,4,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,8,3,15,22,1,0,6,0,21,4,1,3,3,73,50,34,0,8,17,0,9,7,5,3,3,1,0,4,16,23,0,0,16,0,1,5,14,4,0,3,3,10,37,18,27,41,9,23,0,3,0,0,22,7,1,7,16,163,53,1,0.08770782782152654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878267201937791,0.18167771665243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061327352521384035,0.0898670344347176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346587776537694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204395415572958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884795176869794,0.0,0.0,0.07555252748642334,0.09195998875961532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675371117923946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326863572223463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389762774723166,0.0,0.1576522804252054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104339915034646,0.1879754691616536,0.0,0.0,0.16032673133520142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27105140082495005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969275955731773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662006061335357,0.0,0.07755974248302634,0.0,0.15713797231002896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878870818710629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133420583193948,0.048201928412853916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585189785690664,0.2999473006606302,0.0,0.07744761884830363,0.07761866761766763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709131226662728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930441449655401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676456838320351,0.08470876665209894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841580262879521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886618805658307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060805564366021636,0.1531661844102607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988773975254809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149839278433597,0.0,0.09003082486344392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715727894526013,0.06752177087378321,0.08674528439884005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049622968947353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056199634581167,0.0,0.0,0.10228627946079917,0.0,0.08313676536768205,0.0,0.0,0.11909571559558435,0.0,0.0856778033357979,0.18261388388977906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236814345956732,0.1551970478417923,0.13923678252276822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085967348146306,0.08454721615881694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062305124423896074,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,urmombiggayyy,2018/12/23,"Loneliness during christmas time [M 16] Hey 
I'm just really lonely and bored, especially right now because og christmas time right now. So i'm looking for someone to talk to/be friends who is around my age.

I'm into:

- video games
- music
- programming/computer stuff 
- binge watching youtube for hours at a time
- memes and browsing reddit

If anyone is down to talk or be friends just pm me.(would be nice if you had discord but not required).
",6.9637037037037,7.706993518518523,6.461333333333332,77.592,64.4320987654321,8.949135802469135,37.18765432098765,8.841846274778883,3.32796098765432,349,17,60,5,5,108,61,81,0.09,0.836,0.07400000000000001,-0.0845,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,9,7,0,2,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,3,8,6,0,13,0,1,2,0,8,6,0,3,7,30,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684971303896589,0.0,0.0,0.2145211408008656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689769909909312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723573686894139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23731437991621496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023604795839832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437641148866132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115870816988905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417952570776088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758616813606076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873773093930549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42154790298594186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118356234824492,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawayneeds79745,2018/12/23,"All my life I was putting other people's ""wants"" first. And now I'm in my 30s, sad and lonely. Even my family fucked me over and don't understand what they did wrong.

I am suffering more than I can cope.

It's too late to learn lessons that should have been learned as a child.

I don't know what to do with myself.",1.2358706467661662,2.8750185820895524,2.326194029850747,98.27396766169157,79.59701492537314,6.257711442786071,18.629353233830845,7.1686216300943375,-0.10196318407960224,243,5,60,3,6,77,53,67,0.23800000000000002,0.762,0.0,-0.9451,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,3,5,1,0,1,0,10,2,0,0,1,12,15,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,3,0,10,0,7,11,2,6,0,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,3,42,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219012905791109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125947374437277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28205136392564617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065507848996856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223388952192734,0.0,0.3740493944086817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342127195369249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298836346149406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33334081135899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451982051102522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955811216257516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625429984634172,0.0,0.0
lonely,anongentry,2018/12/23,"DAE constantly flip between ""I shouldnt have to change myself to find someone"" and following the guidance someone else gave you? I've posted for awhile in subs like rate me or even just over in toastme, I always hear the same thing, shave my head get ripped.
Part of me is immediately repulsed by this, as it basically dismisses my positive physical qualities and tells me to change everything else. I know I'm not hot or anything, that's not one of my strengths.
But in the back of my head, I think maybe I have to in order to not die alone. Being torn between these is absolutely horrifying to me",7.648637681159421,6.9929820521739146,7.686739130434784,74.09039855072461,63.26086956521739,11.492753623188404,36.55797101449275,10.864195022040775,3.820188405797104,476,20,92,11,6,154,80,115,0.075,0.812,0.11199999999999999,0.5413,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,6,2,2,0,0,14,13,6,1,1,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,2,15,2,19,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,3,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924292126939069,0.0,0.0,0.15459762968127286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289474580917198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286609341177833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930962695813267,0.0,0.0,0.20078008619467214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928275056511924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104183858532151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227168818690734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669819764394069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981469853918765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707103909591196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813617652480845,0.0,0.20940623711584336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210893560004984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077081891306288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866576268243595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590056394980692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119957903072028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794175467059425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31484966081837445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623943910629316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343498499730925,0.1190509396023344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,the_river_wizard,2018/12/23,"looking for new friends i'm 19 looking for friends who like video games anime memes philosophy psychology science or just nice people in general to talk to 

i literally never get any message from ""friends"" asking how i've been or anything like that even tho i keep talking to them first i'm not that weird or anything i just haven't found people who have the same common interests as me i think but they all play the same games as me idk waht i'm doing wrong honestly  I have almost no onone to talk to ever because they never reply or ignore me and I’m overweight, ugly, and no reason to live.  
 I also always see my crush with her new boyfriend which happens to be my old friend now I have literally no friends . I always have to put my happy face on for my family so they don’t think anything is wrong but i'm really sad i don't have someone to talk to that understands me. i think it's depressing asf to be on  the most populated planet and having no one to talk to .

 here's my discord tag if u ever wanna talk i'm always online there : Fresh Potato#1000 

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tl;dr I never get invited to these social outings nor do I ever get texted first pls be my friend \^\^  


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lonely,KIDDKOI,2018/12/23,"too hard to get out there due to physical disability I'm 19 and in a wheelchair. I've felt like I've had pretty good luck with friends and getting to know girls, but due to my limitations it's very hard to go do stuff and I think alot of people don't want to deal with it. I have such a hard time getting out there that I just sit in my room and waste away. I've gotten to know myself but getting to know someone else would be nice. I'm just feeling if I wasn't like this I would be so much happier. I feel alot of people can't relate to someone who's disabled so talking to me is sort of odd to them, even tho im a person just like anybody else. nobody wants to deal with me, so I have to do it alone and it really hurts. I know i can meet friends but being inside all day is bringing me closer and closer to the end. I'm just venting at this point but if anybody wants to talk, hmu",1.3845618556701034,2.6718800721649494,3.1892654639175246,93.79307345360829,78.17525773195877,5.880927835051548,21.91881443298969,6.322622252153567,0.15693917525773182,690,19,164,5,16,231,103,194,0.099,0.748,0.153,0.9012,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,13,9,0,0,6,0,16,0,0,0,1,40,37,16,0,7,10,0,6,3,2,2,0,0,1,2,9,11,0,1,8,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,6,16,8,27,28,4,18,0,1,0,0,11,10,0,6,8,101,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803360444353596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521706433769078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595190865856471,0.2748031337654431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22266977079525496,0.0,0.11804285990005756,0.0,0.0,0.08802745328176552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347765658208132,0.09521230610424723,0.12796573288743374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593720867218449,0.0,0.27852455925809433,0.0,0.07574374663099487,0.11178547411419718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35816699668894264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267457223491448,0.0,0.1439608067491823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929797244285885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953355699603445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979730972550693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479341053636336,0.11637134648416353,0.0,0.0,0.1259887730008682,0.0,0.0,0.1355894704057713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537993320422586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22584841943783046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525689818868736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424418719074195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853977942103811,0.0,0.0,0.07771422989702181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099665481564976,0.2358286784678385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893507042690661,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mowglis_road,2018/12/23,"Lonely in NYC I’m going through a really hard time right now and don’t feel like I have anyone to talk to. I work a job with not very flexible hours and only have Christmas Day off - so parents usually come to visit me for the holidays because it’s easier (they live about 8 hours away).

My mom has been having major health issues for the last few years (high blood pressure, overweight, arthritis etc) and called me this morning to say that she wasn’t going to be able to come down after all, but that she didn’t want me to be alone so my dad (who I’m not on the best terms with) would still be coming by himself. Obviously I just want whatever is best for her health wise but I’m feeling extremely sad and bummed out because I haven’t seen her in a year and was looking forward to Christmas. 

All of this family stuff is also combined at a time where my boyfriend and I broke up about two months ago so I don’t have his love or support anymore. And most of my friends are out of town with their families for the holidays so I’m just feeling extremely alone and depressed right now.",7.951369863013697,5.857458589041097,7.714470319634702,78.75992465753427,63.566210045662096,10.951780821917806,35.5986301369863,9.3871,2.980789589041096,857,30,177,12,10,274,134,219,0.145,0.718,0.13699999999999998,-0.4275,2,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,3,13,12,0,1,8,0,19,5,1,0,3,33,37,16,0,3,7,3,4,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,7,16,1,0,3,2,0,7,7,5,0,1,5,7,21,7,33,28,9,38,0,4,2,1,18,16,0,2,18,120,28,2,0.12048197325815735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679999982706807,0.0,0.0,0.24956597766692,0.0,0.09634939048561042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948574300012353,0.08424379704751396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319677990007322,0.0,0.0,0.14688938524985434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528767955747706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302556538874175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31135365527675285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770090552654922,0.0,0.10377094702328613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436924815416068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271593635335277,0.0,0.1827579172727115,0.08607234576906418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308407367079558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694536382154826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792818296801633,0.0,0.0,0.256133407164711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729581966659098,0.0,0.0,0.2373009488278527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257518778821543,0.11955976778527047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820888872015912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05886140635439701,0.0,0.106387789719028,0.0,0.10117451337650156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087396847957819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110703093001045,0.09616756158958792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163196978847304,0.0,0.0,0.13378097322293775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718383718641925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578189372029734,0.0,0.09581210092720156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621705947687394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792303432103592,0.0,0.13672151547737846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683884632887307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050801499438986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769338115779597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269387197888918,0.09941024583096708,0.14212677881590055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771231146531454,0.0,0.0,0.08558693700590796,0.0,0.0,0.15517288124319026
lonely,toiletrollzz,2018/12/23,"I've never solved the problem of feeling lonely, I only solve it by overthinking until I get a headache and fall asleep Not that I do this on purpose, but its been on repeat.

I care a lot about what people think about whether I'm cool, stupid, successful enough or how weird I am. Being independent and loving yourself is hard. I'm a person of memory, emotion, feeling and nostalgia so I still finding it so hard to remove people who don't really care about me that much.",5.383840579710146,6.172463326086959,6.166086956521743,78.16514492753625,67.91304347826087,8.742028985507247,29.46376811594203,8.841846274778883,2.3664507246376814,374,13,68,6,6,123,67,92,0.124,0.609,0.268,0.9526,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,1,0,4,1,6,2,1,2,1,16,15,10,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,5,7,5,10,13,3,8,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,4,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543524273931366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25063850823471634,0.0,0.2302289483308352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253253770512496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365019234988346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641239511975228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991995348486451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943057194774746,0.2011005392489944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379572328046454,0.0,0.17184977713081673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946194548491367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089457329032365,0.1945547237000191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132052440462474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274191900267116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794149929798664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277177981654435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,suddenlyseymor,2018/12/23,Got dumped and feel worse than ever I got dumped and had to move out of my house. I’m back living with my parents at 24 with no job and no friends. What do I do? I have a teaching degree but I just left the school I was at because it was awful. How do you you combat the loneliness? ,-0.5164285714285697,1.4381751451612956,1.5675115207373267,99.59983870967743,87.87096774193549,4.188018433179724,16.921658986175114,5.288315135182226,-0.8313437788018434,217,5,53,1,7,72,44,62,0.295,0.675,0.03,-0.9438,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,2,0,3,1,7,0,0,1,1,11,11,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,1,9,1,8,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,39,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628940943268892,0.0,0.16353992717601035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426730304754985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356495407787278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072711054440659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291332380402758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095570732858638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662247606731437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29148509654684435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368946041059668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28513731583708296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29789124082996626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715119051255411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27339844978981936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,reallyoldbaby1995,2018/12/23,"Sad Having a very bad day. I know no one is going to read this and save me. I guess I'm just looking for a friend... These things weigh in my mind:


I have PCOS and the accompanying permanent hair loss and inappropriate hair growth. I neglected my dental hygiene most of my life and so have fucked up teeth as well. 


I'm nearly 300 lbs. I've only been dieting for a week, but I'm working on losing the weight. I know already it won't make me feel good about my body, but I would rather be healthier with a ton of loose skin than remain the same or gain even more weight. 

I can't drive; I don't have a car; I have worked before, but no more than 3 months - had to quit because of panic attacks. 

I know I've got some things going for me. I'm kind, loyal, and I try to make people laugh. But it nevertheless feels like my insecurities and loneliness crush me too much to ever make significant progress in life. I would like to go to school this coming year, learn to drive, meet people, volunteer. But finances get in the way too. I need to pull myself up from the bootstraps because I know no one else can fix my life for me, but on nights like these happiness feels like an impossible goal.",3.342245274319964,4.5572505020746865,4.369426002766254,87.58303711387741,73.02489626556016,7.513231904103272,22.93245735361917,7.984000788550335,0.8908006454587367,925,23,203,13,18,301,142,241,0.153,0.66,0.18600000000000005,0.9196,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,8,9,21,2,2,11,0,15,13,5,3,1,39,39,15,0,4,9,0,8,4,1,3,3,0,0,0,8,8,4,1,8,1,1,9,6,9,1,2,3,9,26,12,29,32,7,24,0,4,1,1,2,8,1,4,10,122,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134230617432058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540323284963188,0.0,0.0,0.09937731609447592,0.1451078325350893,0.0,0.10127785256280357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322051705178261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252579742740298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675850755173938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994265255413181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861205228530423,0.10766104056388122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805413318938008,0.17005682901477112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195510043785897,0.11003272270000372,0.062183405286797486,0.0,0.20292662624402055,0.0998289193676255,0.09519172950005356,0.0,0.1311147236424114,0.0,0.0,0.12669975227358282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394174750806145,0.26164266438098965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522035286589145,0.23259001544666486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994741498090036,0.1331537231274968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383417317993949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017698175204435,0.0,0.09500119017254614,0.0,0.08749391191990909,0.08825234369043418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169286774233833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130301821930154,0.0905206084449815,0.0,0.1396451513530895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502793968791876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659316893688993,0.1190529123964468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045530636025448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814413382499162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080724509063354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820454541201322,0.0,0.09447309464225374,0.0954712292929339,0.28987030549369003,0.1070139064415156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329697965206886,0.0,0.0,0.16909778608058873,0.0,0.0,0.07664543093812994
lonely,sageagios,2018/12/23,"Anybody around my age (26M) looking for friends in/around greater Boston? I’ve never had a lot of friends, and now that I’m 26 most of my friends are in long term relationships, or just married, some even have kids. So nobody is free to hang out. I would just like somebody to watch tv/movies/anime with. I’m gay if that matters. Would like to message/text first to see if we have stuff in common. Looking for platonic friendship only. ",2.675465116279071,4.8295541627907,3.009476744186045,92.6330523255814,77.13953488372094,5.230232558139536,27.02906976744186,5.985473137389443,0.8221674418604654,342,14,70,2,8,105,63,86,0.0,0.733,0.267,0.9697,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,1,17,12,5,0,4,5,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,4,7,13,9,5,12,0,0,4,1,6,4,0,6,9,43,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860179620137616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432025291513951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442049576419428,0.0,0.0,0.5025261102437966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184715001742155,0.0,0.0,0.19187212954934726,0.3641355795028544,0.0,0.0,0.1843261282887682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721906997434802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489558143831531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327753514227986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277139240805542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481982979368944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080345816791338,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BackUp123456789,2018/12/23,"My friends are kinda hitting it off, and I feel horrible (Background) I’m 16M, and I have good friends in two different high schools, but recently I’ve introduced two of my good male friends from one school into a big group from the other school. 

The problem is that as soon as the new guys met the girls, they’ve been all over the girls. The girls are always saying no to things for me, saying they just don’t want it at all. I’m not trying to say that I absolutely have the right to get what I want from the girls, but it’s ducking tearing me apart to see these two normally socially awkward guys come into my friends group, that I brought them to, and now they get pretty much whatever they want from the girls. Like it’s gotten to the point where I just want to cuddle some one, but the girls always shy away from me and go to the other boys. I want to know if there’s a good way to deal with this, or how I could approach it when my emotions aren’t so high, because if it keeps going on like this my emotions are just going to get way too high",7.251330275229358,5.039767435779815,6.9853944954128435,83.80891743119265,65.0091743119266,10.187889908256881,32.809174311926604,8.238735603445708,2.132941651376147,823,24,185,8,10,260,114,218,0.055999999999999994,0.77,0.174,0.9753,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,0,11,11,0,1,14,0,10,1,0,1,2,34,32,15,0,10,10,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,10,16,8,0,1,2,0,0,6,4,2,0,5,4,5,20,9,29,26,4,29,0,0,1,1,26,16,0,5,7,121,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963044827599716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576805673681303,0.0,0.0,0.06213653335837754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780501397678274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138405703811574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508696336678668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064967859907519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293185725342799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153965983227141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150082840330926,0.0,0.1597651003162601,0.0,0.1737901650190455,0.2564860712222653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20185654166336384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230888711927393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060145469566416,0.0,0.0,0.05601892006536867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995972236724881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493142557072832,0.0,0.0,0.09844613657935064,0.0,0.0,0.09987128744713558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814292719129329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635827213141893,0.0,0.0,0.10370104237322997,0.0,0.09753473751073047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064511915744966,0.0,0.0,0.0870489959635394,0.0,0.24318020510220076,0.0,0.30948054413414083,0.08122625681986859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390638967346898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771879970346954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920483880783715,0.0,0.2987169709478602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006093775255181,0.16181705685082287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,howling_at_the_moon5,2018/12/23,"Just looking for friends!! Looking for long term anywhere in the US friends!!!! That’s all!!!! I just want friends. Too much to ask for? Hit me up. DM me!!! Don’t be shy, I’m not!!! ",-3.0803903903903915,-2.656603783783784,-1.2299099099099102,111.20276276276276,127.37837837837836,1.6444444444444444,20.32732732732733,3.1291,-1.0892438438438434,128,6,34,0,9,40,29,37,0.05,0.731,0.21899999999999997,0.7696,0,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,6,6,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678134185496639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6639845773519432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535194336123818,0.4811300426513356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059048691655732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34459153364331097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689690932812364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hydraulic_excavator,2018/12/23,"I hate having my self-esteem depend on my romantic performance and desirability. I just read that rejection activates the same areas of the brain as physical injury. So, yeah, rejection quite literally hurts. 


I had liked this guy for a while, he seemed to send some signals and I got super excited... I was finally close to something, or so I thought. Then I got the courage to make a move, and, to no one's surprise, he rejected me.


That was the final straw. Every single guy I've ever liked has always, always, always rejected me. In fact, I've never ever called anyone's attention in a romantic way. 


I can't stop thinking what on the freaking earth is wrong with me. How can someone have a rejection rate of a 100%?? I mean, I know I'm below average looking, but I groom and take care of my personal hygiene, plus I'm conscious physical appearance does not entirely play a role in this. Maybe my personality is as plain as my appearance? I don't know, man. I try to be who I really am, never really forcing myself to be or act in a particular way to please anybody specifically, but no results. Maybe my personality is shit? But I've seen people with shit personalities in relationships, so... Maybe that does not constitute my problem in its entirety if that's the case? 
 

It stings to see other girls get tons of attention from guys. I can't help but compare myself to those girls, and highlight my flaws in an attempt to explain my awful luck with relationships. I feel inferior to others just because I haven't come across ""basic"" experiences such as kissing, holding hands or being somebody's crush. It makes me hate myself so much. 


I also think it's shitty and highly unhealthy to have my self-esteem and worthiness depend mostly on my romantic performance and desirability. But I just can't find my way around it. Do you guys have any advice? 
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lonely,jpaulp17,2018/12/23,"Legit wanna die and actually have friends All my friends are all talk and no do. Half of them are just friends online and ignore me in real life. I'm never supported in anything. Feel free to hmu, please",1.5277499999999975,4.1671862750000015,2.870000000000001,88.73500000000001,86.25,5.2,23.0,6.742157984588678,0.8413500000000003,161,6,31,2,5,52,33,40,0.19,0.541,0.26899999999999996,0.6529,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,11,7,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,3,6,5,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.26209930878553783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102180491878334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787478608990681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580417593538335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6225221591268695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897088717483632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714859261166765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948246547838321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057074724100026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30478601998406313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587770183332286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Taint_Of_Justice,2018/12/23,"Feeling a bit down. Hey guys. Is anyone around for a chat? It's almost 1 am here, I'm with my family for Christmas and I've gone for a walk. Found myself a mile from the house having a bit of an existential crisis. I just feel so alone even though I've been surrounded by love and my family all day.",0.28877232142857423,2.369419796875004,2.725714285714286,91.805,85.40625,6.1571428571428575,15.392857142857142,7.447530270364453,-0.034283035714286036,233,4,53,4,7,80,50,64,0.109,0.7979999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.2538,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,0,1,10,10,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,1,9,7,3,7,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,33,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23065186657316544,0.23856238948794184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105882469296265,0.0,0.0,0.20505110519853356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029424362064813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855000558233086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213715297876196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342874062060225,0.0,0.23293327533401054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25255551483003336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280724472680873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657810065900131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078905087909814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263075166027839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,E404-UserNotFound,2019/04/02,"Thought I was in the clear... Finally thought I'd hit an oasis. I've been single for all 22 years of my life. A great girl entered my life. We really hit it off. Started off as great friends. I asked her out, she declined. Fast forward about 5 months, and she said she'd like to give a relationship another shot. Was going great for a week following. She asked me to dinner tonight, and decided that it won't work out and wants to just be friends again. Was my only ever close female friend. It wouldn't be so bad, but my normal group of ""friends"" hasn't really been great. So here I am back alone. 22 years and counting. Just me my roommate and his dog. Fml, I'm sick of this. Didn't think i was being dragged along. Guess I'm wrong there... Hope everyone else's day went better than mine did. ",0.1914511575381148,2.5799932298136667,1.4827244494635818,97.46667278373802,91.85714285714286,4.914850367024281,19.11942405420666,6.574015621080383,0.058165217391304765,614,19,137,8,22,194,106,161,0.08800000000000001,0.7440000000000001,0.168,0.9154,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,2,10,13,0,0,5,0,16,4,0,0,3,25,34,9,0,4,3,0,0,1,4,2,3,1,0,1,5,10,1,0,4,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,12,1,19,11,17,14,2,23,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,2,14,78,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260525320979355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425546272641384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23939017279365685,0.0,0.0,0.0984507197568696,0.10690355977972686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323621686163927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257173792919646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695649605582047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158146440071573,0.0,0.12234256631538505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402556680444776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39567691956437856,0.0,0.0,0.12282247424767223,0.07276502516581118,0.0,0.0,0.5646344826797254,0.14104456879861368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716726703589915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086927723032645,0.06255124810583478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219601224791502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544674338107195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973760980523526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404451230878256,0.0,0.0,0.13746126637599762,0.0,0.0,0.12179024335478615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906235631023387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203941475322192,0.0,0.2032903735182901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551813620175582,0.0,0.10270164932063908,0.0,0.0,0.11868937556319847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321072832289366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399857578756642,0.0,0.16490019513804838
lonely,Niendy,2019/04/02,"Where to meet girls? Im 19 Im sad and lonely. I really want a girlfriend and have a lot to offer but I dont know where to meet girls. All I do is stay home, so obviously i need to get out and do things but what? I live in a small town in the Midwest and theres not much to do. ",-2.390000000000001,-0.7676128030302998,1.0365909090909078,102.32488636363637,93.6969696969697,4.512121212121213,12.795454545454547,5.985473137389443,-1.2924181818181817,209,3,60,2,8,75,42,66,0.07400000000000001,0.903,0.023,-0.4336,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,2,14,10,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,8,10,3,8,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,1,0,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308252471214109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747750483579108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831457384505909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6098128116262312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551314499565094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24925478716765465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23998087198302506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075052621958975,0.2093039997302824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083316667723706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30086854648777395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753156210535615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664936366200563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ceilingeater,2019/04/02,"it sucks I'm so lonely. Have no friends at uni, no idea what to do with my free time anymore so I just walk around outside aimlessly. It feels like it's never gonna improve. Bored sad and alone",0.13146341463414754,2.3894631219512235,1.4226341463414656,99.46809756097562,88.51219512195122,4.255609756097561,20.39512195121951,5.6839178017228535,-0.24176487804878025,152,5,35,1,5,48,36,41,0.326,0.478,0.19699999999999998,-0.7195,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,0,1,2,4,4,5,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40133938099938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843018554229552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449625224255133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593469183757312,0.2768343849995837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993861972467863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43744714006341534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931587239471667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29886853904452804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259578821219056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xxSCORPI0xx_96,2019/04/02,"Just Ranting I Guess... So I'm New To Reddit So Y'Know, Bare With Me :)

I Don't Quite Know Where To Begin With This, So I'll Just Dive Right In I Suppose... So I'm 22 And Struggling At The Moment.

I Haven't Really Socialised With Anyone In Well Over A Year, Whether That Be Going Out, Messaging People Or Even Posting On Social Media, The Most I Do Is Go To Work And Come Back Home,  Well I Say That, For The Past 2 Months I Haven't Been To Work (I Got Medically Signed Off By A Doctor For Stress) And I've Pretty Much Stayed Indoors For The Entirety Of That Time.

My Mum Passed Away Just Over 2 Years Ago, Followed By A Close Friend 3 Months Later, As You Can Imagine, It Was A Rough Time, But I Had The Support I Needed (Being Friends And Family) But That Just Drifted Away Shortly After, I Currently Live With My Brother And Sister And It's More Like A House Share Than A Family, My ""Brother"" Who's Older Is Unbelievably Manipulative And Emotionally Abusive, Always Has Been, But Since My Mum Passed It's Gotten Worse.

Because Of That, It's Pretty Much Go To The Job I Hate For 12 Hours A Day, Fake That I'm Fine, Lie About Seeing Friends And Whatnot Then Come Home And Freak Out About What My Brothers Gonna Say Or Do, If He Does Anything At All, Regardless There's Always That Anxiety.

On Top Of That, A Few Months Ago, I Woke Up One Day To Find That My Best Friend Of 8 Years Had Deleted Me Off Of All Social Media And Moved To Another Part Of The Country Without Saying A Single Word, In All Honesty He Was The Only Person I Would Really Go And Socialise With, To This Day I Still Don't Know Why, Maybe Because I Disappeared? 

I've Never Really Had Many Friends, But Coming To Terms With The Fact That I Have None Kinda Sucks, So I'm Posting This To Reach Out To Anyone...",1.5055528936138387,3.7088481440443246,3.0877113124204563,90.30308302762596,81.40997229916897,5.6755558882982715,20.83708916672905,6.885778809224403,0.4423131092311148,1384,40,288,16,37,455,190,361,0.064,0.795,0.141,0.9746,3,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,0,5,18,18,2,2,18,0,21,2,0,1,5,55,46,26,0,4,13,6,1,1,5,2,2,3,2,1,19,24,0,0,4,0,0,13,7,6,2,1,10,5,26,12,52,32,13,65,0,0,1,0,23,22,1,6,28,186,45,4,0.0,0.10278258133769536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537943141366329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436311329851986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096318373064123,0.06636223209074849,0.0,0.0,0.1213128933348968,0.0,0.07138648101365948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300581606176084,0.06670410818148473,0.0,0.10576194894678008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103701638451356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241780053593488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783648163764706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879058769144269,0.0759140448309574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758019095238546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729645130209949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355720304738516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928639855445453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351077081091793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720429154709349,0.0,0.06938056106038143,0.0,0.0955630613853091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564601254603084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740312883790409,0.0,0.085429627172392,0.10009592136401756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608432825207969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302383421930515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04238085034667666,0.0,0.07660036132417382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794918706318401,0.08715035342014046,0.0,0.0,0.08738981224438465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077250590001583,0.09219974217038523,0.1275400022723081,0.06432278468196641,0.06690565701837856,0.08378207399229848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878291088713631,0.06597601109281644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393998369544483,0.08281109312108306,0.06014036674362633,0.07574529238562895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616183406568852,0.17650846863227396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226752296005013,0.0,0.0,0.1667195972154445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740825965770028,0.0,0.2069572524150068,0.0,0.0,0.06912718462561895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175911185252011,0.0,0.0,0.17685798814214068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246217348090796,0.06927732534854851,0.0,0.0993699145526686,0.0906881856092664,0.0,0.0,0.09844097254031657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116729321981288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599432659055404,0.0,0.0782768715427666,0.0,0.0,0.08362229082089154,0.0,0.12630762926020028,0.0,0.0884039554991353,0.061623521990600026,0.0,0.0,0.16758923372221676
lonely,MiracleHwipp,2019/04/02,"I hate other people, so why do I feel lonely? I try to be fair and honest. I always try to think about where others are coming from, acknowledging that they have their own lives and issues. No one ever tries to initiate with me. I always have to do all the work.   
  
To me, the purpose of life is to build relationships with people. I just want to die because it's better than living with this pain. I'm 30 and it's been this way since I was a teenager.  
  
This can't be the main purpose of life, but I believe it so deeply since that's all I ever heard from my parents growing up and when I see them now. I hear it at work, people interacting outside of work and talking about their families and their friends. Meanwhile I'm seething because no matter what I do, I always fail. It's like I don't even exist.",2.8141538461538467,4.211510769696975,4.163636363636368,87.81776223776227,74.63636363636364,6.2890442890442895,23.6013986013986,6.67199483983844,0.6522447552447552,627,18,131,5,13,207,96,165,0.11199999999999999,0.7809999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.3894,1,2,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,5,5,11,8,1,0,4,0,13,3,0,0,4,21,23,10,1,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,13,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,3,4,22,4,20,18,4,10,0,2,1,0,12,3,0,0,5,95,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559941798709208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387007625696216,0.0,0.0,0.16067504786598233,0.0,0.12612885040906788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284773265218313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800888791627428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941939748308,0.2580016944050125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444203538899555,0.0,0.0721089840465547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018178719939843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079996521221902,0.0,0.0,0.16073424884888024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885002452447826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146234697380036,0.06967308899838418,0.0,0.25185826844864395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663767829860673,0.0,0.1517493740672562,0.0,0.15835390676077366,0.0,0.0,0.296607908306355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531120694800669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364341317436916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359404752688117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462623774480052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138010221323467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904728494781835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411633634671202,0.11319888032720625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868527631942445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114700137904711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DomesticatedAntelop,2019/04/02,"Does anyone know of a good app to make new friends and just chat to people? I've been feeling particularly lonely today. Moreso than I do on most days and it's just been so obvious how much I lack any real friends, so I'd just like to be able to talk to someone right now :( Any app suggestions would be good. ",1.7130208333333314,3.6585750937500015,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,79.3125,6.1416666666666675,21.604166666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.5261229166666671,242,7,53,3,6,80,47,64,0.10800000000000001,0.6729999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.8058,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,1,14,9,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,5,8,4,3,6,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,30,3,0,0.2376260388456524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231877099182503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615365144148184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324913674373314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207948147927448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015086510395045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671785763105509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986188945853645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059305649178285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160920796251374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861722612590476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468248015401194,0.0,0.0,0.22950070905870285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473997542698002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27047045516686297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293133880756944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133977158827893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909948089097632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22524169994224885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688027201718271,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ArksynRelay,2019/04/02,"The Pursuer My therapist told me that there are two types of people in any relationship: the pursuer and the pursued. I have always completely and without fail been the pursuer. Ever since I was little I've given everything I have to anyone who would take it, just loving life and making people happy and loving on people, hoping one day I might make a friend who would love me back.

In the end, I was taken advantage of and abused way too many times. I let myself be a stepping ladder for my ""friends"" to climb on and elevate themselves out of their issues, then promptly forget about and ignore, until a problem came up and they needed another ""boost"".

Finally I had enough, I couldn't take being drained dry anymore by those who were supposed to care about me. I gave so freely of energy I was already lacking, and never got a ounce of support in return. So I thought ""what happens if I stop pursuing? Do they care enough about me to pursue me?"" The answer is a fat fucking no.

Now, I have boundaries for myself. I won't be taken advantage of again. I won't set myself on fire to keep someone else warm. Never again. But I still search for a healthy friendship vigorously.

Yet somehow, I've never met another pursuer. With everyone I've ever met in all my searching and attempts, I can put in all the effort in the world or none at all, it ends the same. I've come to the realization that if I don't do all the work to hold a friendship together, it will inevitably fall apart. Nobody wants to put in the effort.

This realization has broken me. These last months I still searched, but each time I'd find a potential match I'd just feel so hopeless and pressured to perform (knowing the entire friendship depended on my performance) that I would avoid interaction entirely til it died off. Now I have no energy. No drive to try. I'm still as lonely as I was at the start and with nothing to show for my previously tireless efforts.

I even tried searching for other ""pursuers"", but I think it's too late now. I don't have the energy to try *at all* anymore. The weak and shallow ties I still have are fading fast as I wither away under the force of my own futility. I'm coming to the realization that nobody will ever care about me as much as I do them.

What is it like to be the pursued? I've always wondered. It must be nice.",3.843312576312576,5.5197786395604425,4.951474358974362,82.07422008547009,72.49450549450547,7.429181929181928,27.583943833943835,8.07648339933343,1.859760683760684,1831,68,343,27,36,602,232,455,0.09300000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.13,0.8798,0,3,0,0,1,1,58.0,0,0,4,11,28,26,1,2,27,0,40,7,1,3,12,69,76,30,1,12,9,0,3,1,2,9,3,0,0,0,20,20,1,5,7,1,0,9,13,9,0,2,17,3,48,17,60,43,13,67,0,3,0,4,18,22,1,8,35,260,68,3,0.0,0.1037496088373594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662959851338622,0.0,0.1457213502554038,0.0,0.0,0.0595468598393796,0.1836380174116863,0.0,0.0,0.17368090104757772,0.0612271314196304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226972622461212,0.06733169221481553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015045571518016,0.2678335179214417,0.0,0.0,0.15085811923426834,0.09180970783256034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647185574286394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908781219602264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314890018671631,0.0,0.1551123054691329,0.1809550631950188,0.0,0.057835523616894265,0.2376212987629547,0.0,0.08367162820405254,0.07869732260847838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04427524008097266,0.0,0.0,0.095922624999348,0.08003236277089673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530422444045198,0.08095196534561018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003332643768864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743299442487941,0.09321403400434188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697130203827645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139458361561573,0.0,0.07783134718759185,0.0,0.0,0.04812315686682146,0.07137675113164295,0.09877656527164587,0.0,0.0,0.08954062960283872,0.061849392953466566,0.042779589580610976,0.08776262878185616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23709112854085196,0.0,0.11689996175435713,0.08877665492161195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289209231143407,0.0,0.0,0.0698931451110899,0.0,0.06436997969234208,0.06492796408914693,0.20260541195760606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402049532062315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059335968521983966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821185879099408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837873966102179,0.0,0.1760530074535014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401149836125622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724342557690254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419311310997923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197860079931832,0.0,0.2797164777403538,0.07320783934385779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936715211570002,0.0,0.0,0.1316752065689831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166912862406699,0.0,0.05610779319124376,0.0,0.06951642859377519,0.10211912331920203,0.0,0.0,0.08367162820405254,0.0,0.17835163423392156,0.0,0.08553778875024813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051647808324106655,0.06950462095192719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440904917776743,0.0949599604132869,0.06374799581003511,0.0,0.0,0.18660991634465965,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sweet_slytherin,2019/04/02,"So much envy and jealousy I always feel awful and keep getting reminded of my loneliness every second of my life, I can't stand it when someone mentions someone's boyfriend even in passing and honestly it has made me hate ceetain people that I'm aware don't deserve my hate, but I can't help myself.
I can't even watch tv shows anymore because there's always something or someone I'm bitterly jealous of, loneliness is destroying me.",9.03343373493976,7.851221710843376,8.994066265060244,67.53760542168678,60.80722891566266,11.191566265060242,44.84638554216868,10.125756701596842,4.912231325301205,354,20,56,6,4,116,57,83,0.34,0.638,0.022000000000000002,-0.9807,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,5,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,8,14,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,5,0,1,1,3,10,1,4,13,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571167097910185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281834071308425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081374585923058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834729690180057,0.0,0.18080364336571994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850453989900527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211585251790772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42373181775198543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383699386603294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073989211271755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157320238524696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030528443970132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775035927648104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877158996078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454712105648936,0.1652039795139797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Artiscan,2019/04/02,"I feel incredibly lonely & sad after someone stole 8 million from my cryptocurrency wallets @19 This occurred about two weeks ago. It all started when I got into a car crash right after a series of events happened right after such as getting 8 million stolen from my crypto wallets, the business deal went south, went into a panic attack after = hospital for a day. This wealth was all self-made by myself; I came from a middle class family and it started when I was 15, became a millionaire at 17. Had the best time of my life; when I was 18 traveled to Korea, 2x Japan, Macau, Hong Kong for 1.5 months. Did all the stupid shit such as ordering shit of food or spending a retarded amount of money on stuff. Bought my first luxury car at 18 due to parents request; originally I was going to buy a civic. That luxury car saved my life from the car crash that happened 2 weeks ago and It still works. but I never flexed like buying a stupid amount of luxury clothing, accessories since I was low key with my wealth around certain people. I always wore Uniqlo outfits because I didn't need to show that I was wealthy.

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I used to have this ego when I was rich ""Haha, Fuck you! I'm rich, and you're not,"" but I would never say that, just in my head or ""Idgaf"" ego. Now what I have in life is about 10k\~. Man, Life sucks because I don't know; what to do anymore.  Since, the only skills, I know is finding loopholes ( Bug Bounty ), Importing products and selling them but that requires 40k capital since it's bought in bulk and cryptocurrency trading; I stopped since August, and I doubt my strategies even work now. 

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Surprisingly, I do have real friends more than fake friends, but most of them have moved on in life such as; having a girlfriend, going to college/uni, have a job/busy life. I had alot of people looked up to me as an inspiration/role model for being so wealthy at a young age. At the moment, I am lonely, sad, scared literally don't know what to do and have bad social skills due that I have an INTJ personality type. Lost all confidence in myself. I just feel really behind in life now. Huge Setback. My goal was having a net worth of 100 million dollars by 40. 

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I'm afraid of:

\- Failure

\- Change, well that already happened

\- Unmotivated due to achieving success

\- Scared of Life/Future

\- Judgement",6.876027088036118,6.805438616252825,6.7966465011286665,77.89524966139955,64.64334085778782,9.074455981941307,32.16695259593679,8.488131031819089,2.427558266365688,1829,64,338,22,25,581,238,443,0.168,0.7140000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.9656,2,4,0,0,0,0,90.0,0,1,2,11,19,34,7,5,22,1,31,12,3,2,7,45,59,22,0,2,9,1,2,1,3,1,7,1,0,2,18,12,1,2,6,2,14,11,6,20,1,5,20,4,39,14,58,37,10,68,0,6,1,1,13,22,4,5,35,212,57,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556039636862694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060375093985,0.0,0.06831706396529341,0.26687878795376113,0.1995305729871234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142505683361356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308992292803364,0.0,0.09340509652142193,0.0,0.0,0.06855336912193688,0.1000996122375168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861630305615478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390504654610178,0.0,0.0,0.0868550929560559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295025573482828,0.08464556771749189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422888491599166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740029739776508,0.0,0.08302844856677724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504152325146556,0.06983757829007023,0.09928042275838997,0.0,0.12686661686392098,0.07590377916398948,0.04289592538232967,0.0,0.0933231342274695,0.0,0.06566602949478813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781275662942984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426234012799545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147550195105055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536655185202315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639395863088884,0.0401118429477251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689466399500593,0.0,0.08962616070706304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655345899131592,0.087263505746275,0.0,0.060879038905968914,0.12664725623401787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062443754045155536,0.0,0.09633129554128927,0.09116672060132378,0.0,0.0,0.113841082748737,0.07169000261553543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345227042779053,0.05259789303510516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402326501119595,0.0,0.06529235679052721,0.16440075505403226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565232650121314,0.0,0.16855705049493236,0.27166894492689075,0.0,0.0,0.08369463786566597,0.06956641075909517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162271973973669,0.0,0.06556832086870429,0.06864257892820054,0.0,0.0,0.09398938004045533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787547375624803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020362939621821,0.0,0.0,0.07091145180858988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171767319659738,0.0,0.07382131172159348,0.1522223692195356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954530752783565,0.0,0.0,0.0583242907056598,0.0,0.1995305729871234,0.0
lonely,dataless01,2019/04/02,"Being an introvert is such a bad joke You feel lost at sea in a crowd and you start looking frantically for dry land when you're in that situation, and when you finally find it you breathe a sigh of relief for a while. Maybe a long while! But at some point that feeling of isolation creeps up on you and you realize that you're some distance from civilization now and it's gonna take time and energy to get back to friendly territory. At least that's how it is for me?

I wish I had a better sense of why I struggle to maintain relationships and keep in touch with people? There are several external factors at work to be sure but some part of it has to be my own fault. Am I not a good enough listener? Am I just too boring? Is it my personality? I just wish there was one person in daily life that I had just enough in common with to have an actual interest in the small eccentric things that draw the focus of my attention from day to day.

Just a bit of vent that spilled out of me at work today. Thanks for reading it.",3.6780542264752825,4.722979995215312,5.088019138755981,83.40080063795854,72.01435406698566,9.018309409888356,26.373524720893144,9.3871,2.02790692185008,805,26,173,18,15,270,122,209,0.087,0.785,0.129,0.7902,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,6,0,4,13,15,0,2,12,0,14,2,1,1,1,29,27,13,0,2,7,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,14,9,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,6,1,1,4,5,18,8,36,19,9,31,0,1,1,0,12,17,0,3,14,127,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.14660668068678448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155206475528216,0.12543908751458474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286973554477793,0.16401658216085185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937769608734033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31046369682137065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519256159014276,0.0,0.0,0.16457396792491286,0.13731112449958574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607039055342533,0.0,0.07849104729604457,0.0,0.0,0.1260091240654675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353485307236498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611469413152863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295233357509947,0.12615869523711748,0.0,0.16399812234657787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093021308613194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180242440609816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268874651728746,0.0,0.10415331678501202,0.26235701110518617,0.0,0.0,0.14201965911692765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502746228602787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129505751102566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697216207803584,0.0,0.0,0.16886927393103973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063363753863838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570571620337005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159373634274414,0.0,0.1129572466482094,0.0,0.0,0.13831525262572292,0.0,0.0,0.09980877237584214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760263454929852,0.0,0.14240423471277025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355627881932977,0.0,0.3455232965099443,0.0,0.0,0.21874423511219607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wE3zpZXSeQ,2019/04/02,"I made a friend today I've been feeling so lonely and alone, I've almost forgotten how kindness feels like. It makes me want to almost run away at times, because I'm afraid it isn't true - that I am so profoundly undeserving of it, that somehow it is just a mistake.

Now that I know it is not mistaken, I can't help but feel that I am unworthy. That I don't deserve this friend. I wonder what they want from me, what their ultimate motive is.

And even sadder than that, whatever it is that they want from me, I will give it to them immediately, as soon as I know what it is. Because I'm not good enough for such kindness. I don't deserve it. I just... I just want to give them the part of me that they seek, becauss whatever it is, they deserve it more than I do.

I just want to do one good thing in the world,

Be good to one person,

Before I fall apart and cease this pain.

I'm trying so hard to be strong, dear.

But it's not working.

I'll do my best,

even if it's not enough.",1.670820135746606,2.9823906634615374,3.4211877828054327,92.3267533936652,77.46153846153847,6.624886877828053,22.331447963800912,7.285733465282438,0.5348277149321268,750,21,177,9,17,251,100,208,0.161,0.6679999999999999,0.171,-0.1423,0,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,7,4,14,16,0,1,4,0,19,1,0,4,1,34,37,12,0,7,11,0,4,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,27,3,0,0,7,0,0,2,8,4,0,2,2,4,27,12,18,32,5,11,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,5,5,126,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668375276946941,0.13799454380679865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251816305150131,0.0,0.0,0.16244148258596172,0.0,0.11337585460416805,0.0,0.13982522125366995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753412573521238,0.0,0.17600508668974862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021076402873109,0.09518536300356784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20587893272893806,0.0,0.0,0.2556283539719985,0.0,0.33526152345587856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935521429483888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930672530182565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774940658649269,0.14644840863263398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509343135338963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260731617709423,0.08893750162483957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057124117540396,0.0,0.14177478859873524,0.0,0.0,0.14428393555103552,0.0,0.0,0.11633841581550512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851750836603649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769223838766749,0.0,0.1262941897539826,0.0,0.0,0.09045995978911417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929365731014391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449109318441028,0.09699896211854743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,unAestheticHuman,2019/04/02,"Not good enough for others? I can't stand this. Might just well to yolo, but need some clear overview I've been thinking all along, maybe the root of my problem is no other than my own loneliness. I'm not that bad myself in my eyes, but this loneliness feeling makes me think that I'm not good enough for others. It's not really like I want to be in a relationship, I just want someone to talk to. I can't even vent all my frustration, because all of these are related to my friends, and I don't want them to know I feel this way. REALLY. But if it's okay I want to be in a relationship too at least. AT LEAST

Some of occurrences in my head, ""They talked to her?, why they don't want to talk to me?"" ""Oh, she got messages from him, why I didn't get one tho"" Why? I know this is jealousy, really I know. The guy, the classmates that I used to talk before, no longer talk to me like before. This is so frustrating. I emphasized it here, I didn't friendzoned anybody. 

Really? what should I do? Waking up with no notifications are kind of worse. Like basically everyone will search for you only when they need you.",2.1221681415929226,3.929489845132746,3.5408938053097363,89.80266814159296,77.53982300884954,7.351858407079646,21.919469026548683,8.238735603445708,0.9980325663716824,859,24,191,16,20,282,119,226,0.225,0.688,0.087,-0.9865,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,4,0,9,13,2,0,5,1,18,3,3,3,4,39,38,8,0,10,10,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,16,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,13,4,1,1,4,3,33,9,30,29,10,10,0,0,1,0,19,7,0,4,4,134,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418799897000847,0.06876527218928828,0.0,0.1919785852095529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23311676556190136,0.0,0.07450706248334743,0.0,0.0,0.10779062487577644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407584380249736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715335899285298,0.0,0.05893629193543967,0.0,0.0,0.18923204055211207,0.090220976702376,0.0,0.0,0.11169532061445588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577113286831126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746971688722485,0.18598509175724848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533341558423162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529864182113655,0.0,0.11332842925094533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966895937352902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728790801138374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644002228564586,0.08579377377101842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793976442414288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890647306452985,0.0,0.0,0.24222208582232496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557985419024603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533445092015741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456260068791338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742785563214583,0.0,0.0,0.33267845100032034,0.08953986775411346,0.0,0.0,0.10142581935003914,0.0,0.3053686376641705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495858620318747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,eternaldebt394,2019/04/02,"I've always felt lonely, even with friends. Can anybody relate? I've always felt really lonely, and I'm not sure why- I always expect that people will abandon me, my friends don't love me etc, even if that's illogical at times.   


I feel like I can't discern whether my friendships are strong or not. Am I just a masochist? ",1.8342410714285717,4.2987459062500015,2.9100892857142884,90.48312500000002,82.125,4.9071428571428575,23.205357142857146,6.1826913282559595,0.5275919642857145,254,9,50,2,7,81,46,64,0.183,0.58,0.23800000000000002,0.6108,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,15,11,4,0,2,6,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,3,8,6,2,8,1,2,0,3,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5575063768241862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490813781388722,0.2950258436563696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292661707796525,0.15955301379082829,0.4288798198373095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34510142270203875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911187206409473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015716461868232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548347413593805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430763124787518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104938202783378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023043030726467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015281884031775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pitkidsandme,2019/04/02,Looking for friends I resently quit talking to my whole family and I miss having adult interactions and having someone that won’t judge me. I’m in my late 30s from Arizona with 3 kids 2 dogs 2 cats and 2 horses. I been pretty depressed since I stopped talking to my whole family that and having a incurable neurological disease that’s been recking havoc on my body has really sucked the happiness out lately ,5.294718614718615,7.245778493506499,6.272142857142858,72.95202380952381,69.25974025974024,8.769696969696971,32.31385281385281,9.2995712137729,3.263200865800865,332,15,54,7,6,110,56,77,0.172,0.7020000000000001,0.125,-0.4271,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,0,7,2,1,0,0,7,11,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,9,2,8,8,2,6,0,2,1,0,6,3,1,0,3,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208178738991345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122296190407074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748149184735318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358952825624542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116223579684215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485017707491067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693882388526596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224730567545432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144433538648003,0.0,0.0,0.12735400025996374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444635367690325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843945988455195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620260832182124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195698713645165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438979390837573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mymkz,2019/04/02,"Slowly app. You have to try!! I recently found an app called slowly whet you can chat with people all over the world.  It’s not a typical chat room.  You send letters or long text messages to people.   I have spent Houston this app. I really enjoy it.   I’m not a sponsor or paid by these people.  It has help my loneliness.  I look forward to new mail in the app and chatting with others.   I don’t work for the app either.   Try it!!!  

Hope you enjoy it as much as I do.   ",-0.5167548076923048,1.690790385416669,1.917083333333334,94.47086538461541,93.0625,4.620512820512821,16.759615384615387,6.297961479604792,-0.24091730769230724,351,9,77,4,13,119,62,96,0.028999999999999998,0.8290000000000001,0.142,0.8991,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,12,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,1,3,2,2,3,0,0,0,3,1,11,3,11,9,3,9,0,0,1,0,13,5,0,3,4,50,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26608285430115713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28571417339571903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746622919072234,0.0,0.0,0.2588162339924365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306064344489234,0.2188228374865384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915573911818574,0.0,0.0,0.25167124409334696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419632218697488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669351865165874,0.0,0.2572928022407681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538354776575591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897064412449249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thetechkid,2019/04/02,"Birthday was ignored and it seems like I don't matter So I've normally never been able to do anything for my birthday, but this year I tried to have something (albeit small) go on but everyone I contacted ignored and either continued the conversations about themselves or just didn't respond. I figured maybe they were busy but then it turned out that they weren't. Okay cool, that was fun. After that I had a few people contact me about problems they were having, and being a half way decent person I helped them cus thats the right thing to do. But now I'm having issues, no one responds or ever gets back to me on my issues. I just want to feel like I matter but when I couldn't get people to even pay attention to me on my birthday I just end up feeling like I don't matter. I know I'm not great with presenting myself either cus I've also tried reddit but of the maybe two people that ever responded they ended up ghosting me. ",5.050543672014264,5.63129269518717,5.8211898395721935,81.0831573083779,68.57219251336898,7.944563279857397,27.88279857397505,7.793537801064563,1.7054531194295897,742,23,140,8,12,243,108,187,0.132,0.782,0.085,-0.6996,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,5,0,13,10,0,0,5,2,17,0,0,0,3,37,28,15,1,4,14,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,2,6,0,1,1,8,3,0,3,8,3,25,7,19,18,3,23,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,3,16,107,34,1,0.1513757327082062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105511875620666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456932997052772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639859458626635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681479369631817,0.0,0.0,0.09998224379523343,0.2738560333176482,0.0,0.14464599966720149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530802375782489,0.21628570738608816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817514507415162,0.0,0.0860303173532028,0.0,0.0,0.1668922797140791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146396277081174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159938725946313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319214387901445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221863610152875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041545395735165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675029708247707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831607794276092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025761141178352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148346192328145,0.1321754509666062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484613246250014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292740486298566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780678178263492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653643458795045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056731050279527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205548371889618,0.1646533285506268,0.14787209510167376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892853291612961,0.12015501066339347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748100881573593
lonely,magentalime,2019/04/02,"I took a long walk through dowtown on a friday It ended in me completely breaking down in tears in an empty parting lot on the outskirts.

I walked and walked by groups of people, laughing, talking, being together in groups and all I could keep thinking about is that I have no friends and that for the past couple of months, it has just been me in my lonely and sad apartment, pretty much all the time. I don't have school or work to go to like everyone else, I just sit and waste my time hiding from the world, not that there's something else I could think of doing.

I feel stuck, I am way too awkward socially. I don't even know how to maintain a normal conversation. I would give anything to be invited to something or to get approached by someone, I don't know how to initiate.",8.3598801843318,6.2306621677419365,7.967004608294933,77.38193548387099,62.806451612903224,10.663594470046084,37.62672811059908,8.841846274778883,3.135608294930877,616,24,122,7,7,196,100,155,0.13,0.7929999999999999,0.077,-0.6249,0,2,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,1,8,0,15,0,0,2,2,25,26,9,0,4,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,3,1,16,3,24,18,5,25,0,2,0,0,7,10,0,3,7,89,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410790733157829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974974471535274,0.0,0.0,0.2737589871754097,0.1896931642310264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286429320933052,0.0,0.15184340506308808,0.0,0.0,0.11323334809620846,0.0,0.0,0.16381659592061604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668433098905168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324527676661151,0.0,0.08956941043967427,0.1644591922482092,0.09743230899711924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238219484737334,0.0,0.0,0.18843595880914601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375606989368135,0.0,0.0,0.1517174575335381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575067054634575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684037655346887,0.0,0.12602684062705902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679730864647557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565091959802885,0.16365720948696055,0.11885369734696195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441433471320938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350466294436012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475970744945862,0.1452590739693692,0.2639630830973113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779557241140694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970141809102015,0.0,0.0,0.19993404597974634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047420520076175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607970407041714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480908874982133,0.0,0.0,0.1217848149038906,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,streetcar_namedyikes,2019/04/02,I’m so fucking lonely that I’m having suicidal thoughts again... And the only thing that’s honestly keeping me from doing it is my dog. So I guess my life is now dependent on this fur ball surviving until researchers find a way to fix brains like mine.,5.837533333333332,6.060960220000005,6.4860000000000015,78.24633333333338,66.8,9.866666666666667,32.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.049666666666668,201,8,38,4,3,66,43,50,0.13699999999999998,0.7240000000000001,0.139,-0.2195,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,2,0,4,3,1,1,0,6,10,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,4,9,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,4,25,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689671418523696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020872553727893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30555835391606445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36410258827789205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29377938173801144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23345447662554994,0.1614742880873757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513736589736156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615327968830557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958132102571615,0.0,0.0,0.2623941914263783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26234962272948137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Liamxd92,2019/04/02,"The feeling that never ends... There are over 7 billion people on this earth and I feel as if it is just me, when im at university its packed with people and i feel as if its just me walking down the hallway, no matter what im doing, whether it be talking to a friend or hanging out in a public place, i feel alone... why do I feel so alone? what is my mind doing?... i cannot breathe with this feeling... its unexplainable and i hate myself...  ",0.5107692307692311,2.6580656263736278,2.4820769230769244,93.47542307692308,85.04395604395604,4.519120879120879,21.18791208791209,5.6839178017228535,-0.01952395604395596,336,11,74,2,10,112,61,91,0.10099999999999999,0.833,0.066,-0.622,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,4,0,8,1,1,0,1,21,15,11,0,2,6,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,6,10,1,11,14,0,12,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,3,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40157801944192295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717097009783453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.588153586813483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978210690318358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191404731920125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41882189402107817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957516379447691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952312390095107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26880762879544634,0.0,0.20255102856198573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155823932722478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493591549445284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheWater15,2019/04/02,"I need any advice on how to separate my brother and my crush Back in September my crush was talking to my brother a lot and I started to notice. The problem is she was ignoring me.and Eventually they started texting each other.By late September My depression hit a all time high and I was so sad. She was ignoring me and only talking to my brother and not even say hi to me even when I’m right in front of her.

The worse was October when I would just cry and cry and eventually i started crying everyday while my brother and her would talk and laugh and go out to eat after school.

By November there were still talking and I decided that I couldn’t take it anymore so I would just go up to her and start a conversation. Of course she didn’t want to talk so it was only small conversation. Eventually I told my friends about the situation and they decided to “help” ( as in let me stalk her on social media). November 29 was my birthday and I said that’s enough and I went to her. She notices it’s my birthday so she gave me a hug but then I asked her “why are you ignoring me” And we had a whole conversation and I told her to promise to it least say hi and she did. But she broke the promise. 

The beginning of December was disaster (sort of) as my crush gave a gift to him and hugs while I get nothing. Mid-December was when my depression bar was finally going down as she was starting to have a long decent conversation with me but at that point it didn’t matter to me what matter is my brother and her and that I must not let them be together. I started to eavesdrop my brother and my cousin and they were talking about her. My brother was telling my cousin that she is telling him that she like someone and brother and cousin instantly thought it was my brother(I only have one brother) but it sounded like my brother didn’t want to date her.

On January 2nd 2019 at 1:45 my crush was waiting for my brother while I was still in class around 2:20 I went to get water and I saw my brother by himself and for that very moment I knew that something happened ( i don’t know how the fuck I noticed but I did).so I’m like in class thinking did he rejected her? When the bell rung at 3:00 I go to this program and my brother and my crush go to(that’s when I first met her). I was waiting for them to show up and then my crush sister comes in and one of the counselor asked where is her sister(my crush) and her sister goes she started yelling at me to go away and that she needed time and right as she said that I was the most happiest teen in my life. Back then they used to sit next to each other all of the time but when she enter and 2 min later my brother enter they didn’t sit to each other at all and that was the most happiest day in my life and now they barely talk to each other.

But I feel like another Wave is Imminent.any suggestions or advice to separate them.",2.316970488630865,4.27416492991453,3.701725528140624,88.1824673439768,77.47863247863249,6.945008869537173,26.59329140461216,7.902280558234669,1.5679624254152558,2264,91,473,37,53,743,218,585,0.092,0.821,0.087,-0.0687,0,1,1,0,1,1,39.0,1,1,9,1,26,20,1,0,18,0,44,8,0,3,4,92,91,67,0,10,12,19,1,4,1,4,2,6,0,0,23,46,3,5,7,2,0,12,8,10,0,3,39,8,106,10,67,43,13,82,0,5,1,3,92,28,1,5,44,350,129,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219124373401562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895217653919,0.07629025933207527,0.0,0.0,0.07215369218588066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476762812233015,0.13603273932469376,0.0,0.0683559846410657,0.11188864555905098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267223530806347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23975479072938435,0.04692113953646362,0.0,0.12532803966993408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444681930670635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517565748736693,0.0,0.09610835833513937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0367872578388264,0.05197638970476439,0.0,0.07969985779805057,0.0,0.061885607734312,0.0,0.0,0.05621055224173047,0.0672610880546868,0.07602326645935882,0.0,0.2480910285870645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433725770726229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04876633351043733,0.07686995249937965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039984401585184105,0.0,0.08207112978803015,0.0,0.0,0.14879441521836312,0.1027784179868001,0.14217822776458985,0.0,0.0,0.06438613720906931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185394103401985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789424299130926,0.0,0.0,0.0773760703385107,0.0,0.0,0.0698106575922099,0.24849712048729644,0.0,0.0,0.0986017272472239,0.1660010167697555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877726033385204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961698134458498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426523068033812,0.1384138724930285,0.11571584465900145,0.0,0.07363223202102111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177998798026513,0.0,0.07416485014567495,0.06164531636306051,0.05601057242432195,0.0,0.0,0.3604759533199776,0.0,0.11620492818993072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470291935374068,0.409345591695359,0.12718265075007834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04661864850690807,0.0,0.057759568960814786,0.1272725742293434,0.0,0.0,0.13904158418599724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283720595622258,0.0,0.06003072917078407,0.08582590351421787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488975506539316,0.06565032780058247,0.08122867677943213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414385045032693,0.15504979973678346,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Anon_Kyle,2019/09/30,"My phone has been silent... My girlfriend of three years recently decided she needed to break things off, in an amicable way, to “have time for herself”. While I was by no means addicted to this girl, it would be a lie to say I didn’t shape some portion of my life with her. The relationship was lovely, but the break up blindsided me and frankly left me in shock. The worst thing I’ve come to deal with is having a silent phone... I no longer have anyone to share my conversations or day with. Only now have I realized how I took that aspect of daily communication for granted. My family and friends have been wonderfully supportive, but despite that I can’t shake the feeling of loneliness...

I do understand that the healing process of a breakup involves time. But no matter what healthy outlet I utilize to work on myself (exercise, school, reading, etc.), I am still left with the persistent feeling of isolation. Is there any advice someone can give as to how to accept this new reality and continue on without feeling like I am alone? Thank you.",6.718538461538461,7.375345328205127,6.843910256410258,74.93817307692309,64.94871794871796,10.3974358974359,35.22435897435898,10.317481424215053,3.67297435897436,829,37,150,19,12,266,129,195,0.113,0.713,0.174,0.8863,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,2,5,10,0,1,10,0,20,5,0,2,0,28,33,11,0,2,5,0,3,1,2,1,4,1,0,1,9,8,0,0,9,2,0,3,6,3,0,1,6,4,22,7,30,25,4,25,0,0,0,1,17,9,0,3,11,111,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717779708002585,0.0,0.15397863934100087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631982415215138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715513208279248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017879653130246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357352993584666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162163340618628,0.16245097842629658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573569296848596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485459236887477,0.0,0.2390211278145244,0.11257027584016628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174060966761713,0.0,0.0,0.1511585048959519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424073344580409,0.0,0.1112985619904402,0.07698227218568612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221590224898312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164333314833466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168384795874374,0.0,0.15218511123767905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984146618406195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761577192385592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558445650287367,0.16917457194845414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253084778139909,0.0,0.1594724203896309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351120204118253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258381054804979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881212104835828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507216785176116,0.0,0.0,0.20936917229754026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837643190079942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750695457383618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403918585811458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507421648358374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518948746923685,0.1708813382957478,0.11471511561588978,0.0,0.0,0.111935430840004,0.0,0.0,0.10147192973760877
lonely,Cozzybobozzy1221,2019/09/30,Can't sleep. Anyone want some company till I fall asleep?,1.0163636363636357,3.4081583636363675,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727274,101.72727272727272,5.836363636363638,14.590909090909092,7.1686216300943375,0.3073272727272731,46,1,9,1,2,14,11,11,0.133,0.867,0.0,-0.0572,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157191525761878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7380927306488718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350320409227241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cabahugma,2019/09/30,How Far Will You go to end your loneliness? How far will you go to find that dream relationship with the perfect someone? What would you be willing to go through? How badly do you want it? Describe in as much detail and passion as you can!,2.1099999999999994,4.5710170212766,2.8887659574468114,91.09400000000002,80.91489361702128,5.4621276595744686,26.421276595744683,6.742157984588678,1.0839140425531912,188,8,38,2,5,59,34,47,0.10099999999999999,0.705,0.193,0.6544,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,6,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,3,1,9,11,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,8,6,1,7,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,1,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28660067181931204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30401895392317796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313725660076018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5852332272313763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25232935363747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685236616411108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908358891034411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024586329450743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438360231412457,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yagirlisabella,2019/09/30,"college is lonely i just started college and even tho i go home for the weekends i feel so alone- even when i’m home my boyfriend works all weekend and my family is off at my siblings sports practices most of the day.  idk anyone here and apparently can’t seem to make friends either. i’ve always had a lot of friends around to spend time with but since i graduated high school everything is different :( all i do anymore is go to class or sit in my dorm and get so high that i’m paranoid to leave just to go to the bathroom. i have this issue (like lots of people) where when i get sad i just lay in my bed all day every day and then it hurts so bad when i realize i’m all alone and i start to think no one even wants me around. a lot of my friends dropped me at the end of senior year because i was so depressed i couldn’t even get out of bed to go to school by the end of the year and they thought that i just didn’t care about them. i swear i was trying, because i knew the one thing that made me feel better was to hang out with my friends. i went to every social gathering i was invited to and even made plans with my friends myself so they would know i love being around them but somehow they felt otherwise. i know this is mostly my fault, i just needed to say how i feel u know",3.1104742625795296,3.8071512600732618,3.974856371698476,92.15654713707345,73.02930402930403,7.06604973973395,25.35743204164257,7.0608816371341465,0.7877296703296706,1006,30,234,9,19,323,137,273,0.149,0.747,0.10400000000000001,-0.8855,2,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,5,3,27,15,0,0,9,0,17,1,0,4,4,55,48,22,0,4,9,0,4,1,5,1,0,1,5,0,7,16,0,0,12,3,1,6,4,6,0,2,12,5,40,9,36,33,10,38,0,4,0,1,14,13,0,8,18,157,47,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957231177147345,0.0,0.0,0.0786219764892402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370717259248244,0.0660685353044111,0.0,0.0,0.2523443134924933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889392580016708,0.11519858880232695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356737333519522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633729265772296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828117392573186,0.0,0.08138278089618081,0.0,0.0,0.09872034047473922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737747780145587,0.0,0.0,0.31204371700376377,0.0,0.15922122273345513,0.0,0.08492014433088182,0.0,0.08907532041129265,0.0,0.1433286287260138,0.0,0.09072374912742613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650077882961976,0.0,0.14809897737732386,0.0,0.21479990032539456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966451300865964,0.18955927938510894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115186156663916,0.0,0.0,0.0986214139750516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557851763440251,0.0,0.0,0.10004964684468352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046162293724716766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409921551790393,0.08527953339838996,0.17881455020794246,0.06307178754887577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006200336689293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805566552671227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550640800318831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514102396320489,0.0,0.19125475260748284,0.0,0.08601875449774618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078161838935839,0.0,0.0,0.09631909611766644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375885102188192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277394102623644,0.06054439640332024,0.0,0.07501329084497772,0.0550969868082621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415146885467894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557317478140526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759175848068347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878873163099726,0.0,0.0,0.06712189819722884,0.0,0.0,0.12169495371772827
lonely,Dietcoke_zilla,2019/09/30,"Help please! 23M. Been living with zer0 confidence for as long as I can remember. I’m hopeless at talking to people (of either gender). I’m straight btw. Just have a ton of social anxiety & don’t think very highly of myself... I know I need to “man up” & do something about it, but unsure where to start. 

Advice?",1.534700460829491,3.9987554193548434,3.0900921658986182,88.68370967741936,83.51612903225806,5.478341013824887,20.147465437788018,6.868970318607317,0.5276884792626729,244,7,47,3,7,80,50,62,0.096,0.784,0.121,0.1386,0,0,1,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,11,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,13,10,2,7,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23661836067684855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5247215132716899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523796779423807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230267896165446,0.25583631830008696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330749110462663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381582290045414,0.2142880508904368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954522537850068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787077479183496,0.0,0.0,0.2657992029343165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27429968407632344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468332760931557,0.0,0.18641274215740594,0.0,0.0,0.17138935442175413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462456801877995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551548168086803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979250977222826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_anoymous_,2019/09/30,"Im not happy with my life right now I had a girl who liked me and i liked her back and we had an amazing summer together. She didnt want to make it official because she was leaving for college. She left and stopped talking to me all together. So i started “fresh” at community college, i was depressed af and still am a little bit about the girl. I absolutely hate it here at my college. The people here are fucked; full of neck beards, weird kids and so many autistic kids that come up to you and start talking nonsense ( im not tryna be an asshole but i didnt come to college to feel like im in preschool). No one has any personality and making friends isnt an option since people come to class then they leave and go home, its not like a university where you are stuck there 24/7 and have to make friends. I am so lonely here and i really just want a girl to love but i dont think there is anyone here for me. I am stuck here for the next 2 years of my life before i can transfer. I really hate  my life right now",2.4233601553829054,3.8206020518867945,3.8008879023307465,90.02357935627083,75.65094339622641,6.686348501664817,24.734739178690344,7.285733465282438,0.8920634850166484,793,26,177,9,17,261,117,212,0.153,0.721,0.126,-0.0334,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,1,0,17,15,3,0,10,0,18,6,1,3,1,31,37,16,0,2,6,0,1,4,2,0,3,0,1,6,5,15,0,1,2,0,0,4,8,6,0,1,8,1,27,9,19,28,3,25,0,2,0,2,20,10,1,1,15,115,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015077061256813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241243583486144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062924614702814,0.0,0.07184809126005022,0.0,0.10029259298314754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867569141744334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045851924619793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151508850267027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381343667600971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059594991593487766,0.08420123405463638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212107045258916,0.10896229326876566,0.0,0.0,0.06698416621973803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546718126710155,0.0,0.23273029995175684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822603511073182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819362668469633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495994519296547,0.1280583168849197,0.0,0.2497500214374797,0.23032731402624254,0.11812952600396615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637581175123313,0.0,0.23602307605635825,0.11949441706189842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534846390463586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986690842990468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342250123939328,0.10291328278340207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101190241998666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013084370192303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749735643987456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668478448386255,0.0,0.09412541360029923,0.09853860898993827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946736707271367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552174663414869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903710955685847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589980251930234
lonely,supernova935,2019/09/30,Does anyone want to talk or something I’d love to I’m so lonely and depressed I’d just like some nice people to talk to I’m broken hearted and I’m also looking for companionship,1.2923684210526325,3.5210190263157912,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,82.42105263157895,4.852631578947369,22.657894736842106,5.985473137389443,0.5197157894736839,145,5,28,1,4,50,26,38,0.212,0.557,0.231,-0.0271,0,2,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,6,1,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,12,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25540158024750104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22331224705773509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27507453570746965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794844878959981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784572202535704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602897042455588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681919466941474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28824559441925673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141225169397866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458680794003688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133980455316505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883738118223451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LatteLeila,2019/09/30,"Shouting into the void I mostly feel like I’m shouting into the void in my life.

Is it better to express yourself and not be heard? Or just not express yourself at all?",1.2444117647058803,3.7189331470588254,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,85.17647058823529,3.4000000000000004,26.14705882352941,3.1291,0.5267882352941173,133,6,24,0,4,44,26,34,0.0,0.8390000000000001,0.161,0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,5,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,5,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.584976020897925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334435986863739,0.472521634003958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671835258597509,0.3231384907874463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,topasphia,2019/09/30,"Alone for my birthday It’s my birthday tomorrow and no one in my life is going to be here. Even my flatmates have made other plans, when a week ago we went out with another boy and I made a special effort to get him a card and presents. Most of my friends haven’t realized, and they in another state. My family are across the country. I’m just dreading another birthday where I sit alone in my room. I even made a dentist appointment to get me out of the house. 
I’m getting a bit jealous. One of my friends is having everyone visit her in a month from all over the country paying for travel and hotels. Other people have had parties thrown for them this summer. In all cases I’ve made an effort but it doesn’t seem to be reciprocated. 
The worst part is giving up the one day I can celebrate for another year. I don’t even need to be the center of attention, just some kind of event to mark the occasion like everyone else. 
I know I sound whiney. It’s not as bad as some people on here. My boyfriend is busy tomorrow so he’s letting me visit him later in the week. I’ll see my friends soon enough for non-birthday reasons. I’ve just been really depressed, I’ve been crying alone in my room for over a week and the fact that I’ll be alone for my birthday is proof of how alone and inadequate I am. 
I’ve never had a party thrown for me, last one I had many years ago, half of the people I invited didn’t show up without telling me, most of the other came very late and the few people there just sat not socializing, so I was just embarrassed the whole time. I’ve had my friend group of 12 years ditch me this year due to one of the members constantly organizing events without me, and me not noticing until it was too late. I now can only meet up with a few members one on one because they don’t want to risk being dropped too. 
I’m really hoping tomorrow goes better than I think because I don’t want to be bitter about other people’s birthdays all year. I really like celebrating with people because I know what it’s like to feel left out. The silver lining I guess is I won’t feel like I have to stay up until midnight to say happy birthday, or organize presents and cards, and go to awful parties and dinners because I’m obligated. 
My wish this year (not that I have candles) is that one day someone will organize something on my birthday, even coming over for coffee, or I’ll have friends I can count on enough that I can throw a party and they’ll come.",4.429977575757576,5.072017102000004,5.446690909090911,82.99901212121213,69.98,8.38060606060606,28.95151515151516,8.484438967287268,1.9871933333333327,1941,69,395,29,33,641,217,500,0.107,0.752,0.14,0.9667,0,5,1,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,4,4,22,22,2,3,26,1,43,3,0,6,6,67,75,24,0,5,14,0,2,4,5,3,2,2,2,1,17,23,1,0,9,3,1,10,15,8,0,9,16,6,52,14,66,49,15,76,0,1,1,0,23,27,0,9,39,269,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670963252158878,0.0,0.0,0.3409030148707827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27611631303261985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054965764850462624,0.16051878465909558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822177747305655,0.0718699176250127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752926190621475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341439060687315,0.0,0.07113944473561383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723117750414566,0.08491052570488751,0.0,0.056699761765521425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054992982680344214,0.0,0.0,0.13604112475790014,0.0,0.17392184655977014,0.0,0.0,0.12580783549490074,0.0,0.0,0.062059189805159336,0.0,0.06657181460626173,0.04702936264627509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543026228773845,0.0,0.10318124599015364,0.0631506682449111,0.07482604453664699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251977967799816,0.0,0.0,0.07007785140283875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538459627512581,0.0,0.07595962350679464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855239421244749,0.07235750436015953,0.053660689753945084,0.14851946999454554,0.0,0.07152509214704181,0.0673162040764385,0.04649806882670609,0.1286459385102824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24916185673067856,0.0,0.06674185167598293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05254532205894938,0.0,0.0,0.0488125234352174,0.050772583421342964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494852478426328,0.0,0.0,0.3568679098028028,0.05006710458126598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712880774411407,0.0,0.2738317138093859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265182203542016,0.06768477604367445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235110069495047,0.0,0.0,0.052458430340542116,0.05992966612447088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710596201313067,0.055778016810139865,0.05067957850730512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701666140889779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057538807893497364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04218156242024716,0.0,0.0,0.038386326832598336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431710336422888,0.07765713555215205,0.0,0.15841590452023802,0.0,0.0,0.0610255853116333,0.0,0.07349746527675444,0.07570189102385684,0.126916614402912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25435631989512764
lonely,OoMunchkinoO,2019/09/30,"My boyfriend fucked me over, and I’m feeling lonelier then ever Well hi. To start this off I’m 16f. 
At the end of November of last year I got out of a two year relationship. I took time off from everything. Friendships, I stopped caring about school, literally I pretty much stopped living my life for a long long time. 
A while ago I decided to start making friends again. I started trying to get my life together. I went back into therapy, started trying to be as social as possible for me (an introvert) and I got into a relationship. 
Well this guy had some issues, and I was okay with that because I did too. He was so sweet to me, but incredibly rude to other people. He put up a “front” around his friends. He tried to act tough. 
I really did feel like behind all that, he was a good person. I made excuses for his actions, and lost friends over it. 

Well one day he called me and said he didn’t want to be with me anymore. His friend was in the background calling me names, and he was just laughing at what his friend was saying. He said he had another girlfriend and all these things that really really hurt. 

The next day he texted me saying “sorry I didn’t mean what I said”, but he was with his friend when he said those things. He was trying to be mean to me to look “cool” in front of his friend or whatever, he did many hurtful things that I won’t say here, but I won’t forgive him or give him another chance. I don’t deserve to be treated that way by anybody.
But I’m so lonely. I lost friends because I defended a guy that ended up hurting me. I still have my closest friends, but I do miss being in a relationship and feeling loved in that way. I just feel so alone. I’m not sure what to do, I don’t want to go back to being the way I was when my other ex left me, that was so unhealthy for me. Any advice on how to try and stay mentally healthy at this time? How do I go about making sure my relationships with people are healthy ?",2.875971398391158,4.238212319899247,4.176808320468027,87.92662793532135,74.41561712846348,7.4399609978061285,25.65279921995613,8.049812674583475,1.368253823027545,1509,51,326,23,31,497,179,397,0.122,0.6779999999999999,0.2,0.9861,0,3,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,2,23,34,2,0,13,2,32,4,0,5,5,51,70,28,0,2,10,1,4,1,10,2,2,7,0,3,22,17,0,2,8,0,0,9,7,10,3,2,28,14,50,24,53,34,4,62,0,7,1,2,56,20,1,3,30,215,72,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641054223592276,0.0581521306273735,0.0,0.0,0.06794378912422383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04461154501380972,0.13757863474423593,0.0,0.0,0.06505946204403389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058399603899014385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088763122688688,0.0,0.07998062483759667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397375956136254,0.0,0.06688551432820553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846156032839226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620763238057125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934067889052672,0.0,0.0,0.05895876221658738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268117722394565,0.046866014069959806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561548219267153,0.06064790411641089,0.034274287765720134,0.06293132502674435,0.07456614886384577,0.05502376548801388,0.10493567262049357,0.0,0.0,0.12991239981700325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106845884753354,0.0,0.0,0.06847134495394605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347430837894473,0.0,0.0,0.07127666177683001,0.0,0.09267313122011728,0.03204977712335428,0.0,0.057927684034794064,0.11611124318140185,0.05508907797338882,0.0,0.14322445761601255,0.0,0.05920828056987575,0.062074108738544485,0.0875795620454916,0.06651003508654885,0.0,0.1429194128966393,0.0,0.0,0.06611129054970546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04822494845788421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976837024966431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044453548647176884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096020181205056,0.05728105309932921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395629106761419,0.0,0.06674072173840365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594803393506943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607878060826574,0.0,0.0,0.28172758075046644,0.0,0.0,0.24960973752054494,0.15650780387144522,0.0,0.06639263022116752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687288074771869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343596178756384,0.18573346415981484,0.06992290216367486,0.05238976610805993,0.10969226014811426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365803827105455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502149567836193,0.0,0.13074897216176884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475899515978992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288613030890319,0.22269693650722924,0.0,0.06408352889651216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738740656116874,0.15621521611526448,0.0,0.0,0.1769519733147724,0.060813623211393115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844909520083436
lonely,jobunnhei,2019/09/30,"I feel like I'll never be happy. Sorry for this rant. In highschool I was excited to date and make lots of friends. I seem to just become friends with outcasts who move away after a year. People forgot me easily and took advantage of me. Never got even close with anyone I had a crush on.
Then after dreaming for highschool to be over, I imagine college to be much better. Still no love, not many friends, not much of anything. Still feeling forgettable and unnoticeable. 

Life is constantly dreaming of something better to happen but it doesn't. I know I ""have control over how I respond to things and what actions to take"" but it feels so hard. It feels like I don't know how to. I feel like there's no one to talk to anymore since every response I get from a friend is dismissive or ""you should go to therapy"" ""you should take meds"" when I already have tried and they know it.  

Everyone wants to be happy so they try to show it in media and such but then it causes an idealization and expectation in people's heads that don't get met.

I'm hoping after college things are better and I'll be free but I feel like I'll be more alone than ever and miserable. Casually thinking of suicide. What is there in life? I guess I have family left. 

""Think positively""  I wish I could. 
""Be grateful for what you have""  I wish I wasn't feeling down. I know people have it worse than me. 
""You're young! You have time!"" Time runs out fast and I think I've already wasted so many years of my life when this was supposed to be ""prime time"". 

I feel like I'll never be happy. I'm sorry for this rant.",1.6099069247952364,3.976944778481016,3.0087565152643343,90.04514147431125,82.22784810126579,5.61638123603872,21.635889798957557,6.923569853693429,0.6008435591958303,1234,39,251,15,34,401,153,316,0.13,0.66,0.21,0.9737,0,1,1,0,0,1,43.0,0,4,2,6,15,23,0,1,4,0,29,5,1,5,4,60,64,24,1,9,8,0,9,5,4,2,3,0,0,0,17,14,0,2,17,4,1,5,11,1,0,1,8,9,32,23,42,44,4,39,0,1,0,1,15,12,0,5,27,168,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369684456402504,0.17835606934046086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014377402712741,0.05650561869758941,0.0,0.06650137780796307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592551982457495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925048806247471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441490014032627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301616900655197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732904651290052,0.09063751246066214,0.06452179407830204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337555376020557,0.07309906676449104,0.06808758252992395,0.07721931453396189,0.0,0.0,0.07618234712386694,0.0,0.32688774087594136,0.2886604902014763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497405557678629,0.0,0.08444185326271096,0.0,0.045927313236716304,0.0,0.06463272650632584,0.0,0.08902351200718231,0.0,0.07146177121376586,0.2580775813232737,0.07239166522936732,0.0,0.08293641059427828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026453496451258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764861357323472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780245786514451,0.0,0.17123968413382762,0.19740326884776702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870345955612507,0.07293597133212118,0.0,0.05394262732466229,0.16386133715353995,0.0,0.0,0.08976389728055123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858903506771311,0.1188122142498706,0.0,0.18698155358090127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476029228572396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807456510829052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356819581509147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684850885919427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062213013963869176,0.0,0.1809248014680438,0.0,0.0,0.12907311079383407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839519498209278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121521110687341,0.06495361222485681,0.0,0.0,0.09241554737655744,0.0,0.10737578362923562,0.15534317031605074,0.0,0.0,0.14136635451183874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978508849696472,0.10973206599150234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04766500236188546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185859588499918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235431640399017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408053728619038
lonely,Mitel_5340,2019/09/30,"Never had a BFF Feeling really sad here guys after contemplating.

I’m just wondering if anyone else has gone through life similarly.

I’m actually really social/confident/talkative and good at reading people but I can never seem to connect deeply with anyone for an extended period of time.

I rarely fall out with people either.

A friend asked to me a few months back if I ever get lonely...it kind of came out of nowhere.

Although he is my friend. He’s also loose lipped so I did not really confide in him, but everything he said was right. I have never had a close friend, the closest person would have been my sister...but even she has a BFF.

I know my true best friend was my ex and I miss hanging out with him alot but I wasn’t happy there for other reasons and I did stipulate that I can’t just be friends with him.

I just wonder if there is something wrong with me...whereby I will never be able to form deep connections with anyone?

If that’s the case then truly that is devastating to me.",3.5423413705583755,5.285725223350255,4.905276015228427,81.82410691624371,73.41624365482234,7.970685279187817,24.495241116751266,8.660442795831766,1.7306550761421309,787,24,151,15,16,262,120,197,0.11800000000000001,0.691,0.191,0.9644,0,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,11,13,0,0,9,0,21,2,1,1,6,40,34,14,0,5,12,1,1,0,5,2,1,1,0,2,4,14,0,0,6,1,0,4,7,3,0,0,11,2,22,10,22,19,5,24,0,2,0,0,17,9,0,8,11,110,26,1,0.12412438626870895,0.0,0.12112749584028168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926222685418096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26037197074443746,0.12718010207363165,0.0,0.0,0.11603954560075327,0.0,0.0,0.09544399129952057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026088552293452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419652307776008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368999743413886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819829864855149,0.11227761363527143,0.0,0.0,0.11155499479168628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276101921797088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794909646367581,0.0,0.06484986878028412,0.0,0.0,0.10410964616057443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290265721423167,0.0,0.13213271726662476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925644752368365,0.06821551656014553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767272481579443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907490090396308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829295148644737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210444144194184,0.10838062638907008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415797609043827,0.0,0.23855178069088265,0.1276205419715732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060015476693532,0.11807071553999075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299817947311032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652918044839873,0.0,0.0955570167184977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976647993460183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237792781515709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26921520423317946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817440270266914,0.13571053101223676,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fancy-Diesel,2019/09/30,"Getting used to being alone again. Recently had a very stark reminder that I don't actually have any friends of my own. The only friends I do have are all through one other friend and his actions, while they may not have been intentional, reminded me that they are his friends and not mine.

I've kinda spent the whole day over thinking it all but realised I can't let myself get caught out by a false sense of security again because that's how I get hurt so I've cut myself off from any contact with anyone, not like anyone really spoke to me anyway, just so I can get used to being alone again.

It will be hard for a while I think.",6.148091517857143,5.5952459296875015,6.291428571428572,82.525,66.265625,9.189285714285717,30.785714285714285,8.418075326091056,2.0282308035714283,501,16,105,6,7,160,85,128,0.122,0.7909999999999999,0.087,-0.679,0,2,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,2,0,8,8,1,0,5,0,17,0,0,4,2,19,28,8,0,0,5,0,1,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,5,2,0,1,5,2,16,6,13,17,4,12,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,2,8,78,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.1627264183511066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454106695404933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267948819322181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331944972215038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165079667882324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754158901277776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5153303749295133,0.0,0.3484852651810702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937751647793132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785120359666631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051576333066853,0.0,0.0814668648709092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299583228717718,0.12682281588154964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682594290094734,0.0,0.16464800965293164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369658058560054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880412984174797,0.0,0.1375883038732438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617324857331952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TRed-Tea,2019/09/30,"Its funny.... How  i try my best and i fail and when i need help i come to reddit for help, why would strangers even care about my story all of them are here to talk about their problems....

I told my story before but no one helped me and you know what i'm a clown for thinking that the internet is just gonna tell me how to be happy.

So let me put it simply, i'm feeling like shit cuz no one cared i need help and no one cares, i believe in god and i think that's something he can help me with but for some reason i feel completely alone i have trust in god but i feel dead now, very fucking dead",1.0727832167832183,2.4108242923076943,2.452937062937064,98.52569930069932,79.15384615384616,5.3426573426573425,18.741258741258733,5.565023196281405,-0.5709230769230764,458,9,114,2,11,148,86,130,0.183,0.555,0.262,0.8752,0,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,2,10,11,2,0,2,0,7,2,1,4,1,27,24,13,2,4,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,4,0,3,1,3,21,7,12,19,3,6,0,1,0,1,12,2,2,1,3,73,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530420945513722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119381451397266,0.1580654015100488,0.14723185914219594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42912296659041455,0.0,0.0,0.1208524686575032,0.14709754959968546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266409843472684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281342063717248,0.1002273969780846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970127036386006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493475615383414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470186819022969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771029406500324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346203157744347,0.0,0.06854147506562891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080552186360997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852043355358265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424419943888558,0.0,0.14103609850984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442475197660247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401169361241706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800661433450214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127645053376965,0.12262477345829127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979185614946114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405871525349808,0.0,0.09525168591378144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575878504952294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659520031279153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996621601837717,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Adam_AC,2019/09/30,"Really wanting to self improve. Tips please So I’m a 16 year old male from the UK currently at college. One thing about me is I’ve never really had a lot of friends throughout my whole life. I’m not a quiet person or anything I’m naturally extroverted probably because of my ADHD but I find myself becoming more introverted as time goes on. Feel like I’ve missed massive parts of my teenage years as I see everyone go out every weekend to concerts and parties whilst I’m alone everyday in my room with curtains shut. I’m so eager to go out I really want to genuinely i’d never turn down an offer to go out it’s probably the only few things that helps with depression it’s just no one asks. I’m always last choice. Of course, I’ve had few school friends when I was at school but I was never popular and never saw them outside of school and now I have college friends and I’m not hated at all like I kind of was in school but it’s not like I ever see them outside of college ever too. I lay in my room all day wondering what I do wrong and I can go days without a notification on things like snapchat and I just feel like no one even knows who I am. So I’ve come here to look for some help on how I can improve myself. I really need to fix my personality because of adhd I feel like I annoy everyone and I need help because I just keep doing and saying the wrong things and it’s painful to see, I am a little bit on the fatter side so I can help this but it’s probably gonna be the hardest thing I ever do. People say I could probably be really good looking if I lost a lot of weight and I’ve also heard that people treat you better if you’re thinner so I really am asking for your help r/lonely",0.9004251576015251,3.0472277604456863,3.411465327664565,87.4308792699018,83.3732590529248,6.453042075941943,22.26073889459024,7.669130373188453,1.0823437325905294,1342,46,283,24,38,466,175,359,0.09699999999999999,0.696,0.207,0.9918,1,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,2,2,19,23,2,0,12,0,19,3,0,1,9,55,55,27,0,7,14,0,4,6,3,1,2,5,3,4,15,16,1,1,6,2,0,5,10,8,0,3,8,15,38,15,40,43,11,44,0,3,6,0,23,19,0,7,26,181,53,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160333049827745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739426106462016,0.0,0.057093723537787036,0.0594054934711583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875114542614113,0.0,0.1334874291247232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056328498533434,0.07884901901813895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314215532021362,0.07794371279079522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149957436940656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570022672010856,0.0,0.0,0.09208639507545306,0.0,0.061491512616124726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047155036850847806,0.19373977097425907,0.06015248999022917,0.1364399754541172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829679306241476,0.15301157658039424,0.0,0.0,0.06525278548043886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547638779484905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622993296045157,0.059881865880770366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704867541698568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392693303267703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345823146848703,0.0,0.07434582231602266,0.03923625297258013,0.05819560573535198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050427664894026204,0.2092768938862266,0.07155550318432366,0.0,0.0,0.11990588973473193,0.0,0.07793494034569863,0.12139318241847248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587543253018647,0.22025369114727145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491595063304264,0.0,0.14513518373771145,0.05429832325828012,0.07596820644938676,0.0,0.0,0.07731270073901461,0.0,0.09899116421945964,0.1246769031083674,0.0,0.07836912821692707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078990536214793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27442079122846885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113550684116246,0.0,0.2890179938151696,0.17067522670275626,0.0,0.07447947009757716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23715487134206764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041630391860813167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765612653503694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842200140149628,0.0,0.0,0.08693860890384568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797088060441725,0.0,0.06882122916165599,0.07742370350625781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611617398350885,0.0,0.09195073822063976
lonely,kris_ny,2019/09/30,"Today is my 27th birthday Today I turned 27! I just wanted something special, but I live far from my family and I don't have much friends in New York. What would you suggest to do something fun? I don't want to drink alcohol... 😂",0.3245390070921985,2.69046829787234,2.2777659574468103,92.6841666666667,89.42553191489361,4.835460992907802,22.72695035460993,6.42735559955562,0.6155843971631199,178,7,37,2,6,59,36,47,0.10099999999999999,0.757,0.14300000000000002,0.4456,0,0,4,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,4,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770074440141113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25391867062417195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24435199005681404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025834101878776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22887956482369215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054283630700247,0.0,0.0,0.2503383052493777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990917671461777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913851958567028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28193666680344903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30576737585289193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841292214852863,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dp_deb45i5h,2019/09/30,"idontknow... idk, if i want to grow old, if It's just gonna be like this... *alone* 

idk, i have friends, i go out. but still i feel this void inside of me which just can't be filled with anything! like it just sucks everything and everyone. idk if i wanna live this life any longer. 

they tell me,""you're not alone"", but they have no idea how hollow that sounds to me. i haven't told anyone about this feeling because i know the reactions i'm going to get.

Dad: ""Man up!""

Mom: ""You have a loving & caring family, you're well provided, and yet you feel this. you should be ashamed of yourself.""

Sisters: ""hey, it's you who doesn't talk and creep around like an alien""

Friends: ""you have us. don't say that.""

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
""i don't want to wake up & pretend another day to be happy. i just can't."", i say this shit everyday and here we are, me pretending again to be happy!",-0.2545604395604393,2.0380364010989034,1.144395604395605,99.32560439560442,94.32967032967035,4.778021978021979,16.89010989010989,6.490185161304077,-0.2858087912087908,683,18,157,9,26,216,106,182,0.096,0.578,0.327,0.9949,0,2,0,0,0,2,53.0,2,5,2,0,12,21,10,1,3,0,17,12,2,1,0,28,40,10,0,7,10,3,3,3,2,2,1,3,0,1,13,8,0,0,5,2,0,4,8,11,1,0,1,6,22,10,15,32,0,14,0,0,0,9,23,4,10,3,9,91,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062031733030804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21572018332668866,0.0,0.06769597535237454,0.10438463702362348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696061957030156,0.0,0.08191942721651377,0.08861872290933466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060683466645208274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149570314122652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420015034854268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512227002184774,0.08946722003430037,0.0,0.09384488631827284,0.0,0.15100320500493505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538208978189575,0.7362433237345735,0.05200966115587664,0.0,0.11315071410429328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194114905384995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237744500529424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054708914121116836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031361506267501,0.1459022045652128,0.0,0.08790260613986016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984585270189678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658927961718255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104458759411843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832894721244475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218447327501516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949906944648594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001281904969297,0.08700923912489253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512227002184774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974384848790748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743184338330732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950550371630432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jallyan,2019/09/30,"Gap year made me even lonelier. Taking a gap year is the worst decision I’ve ever made. I already didn’t have a lot of friends at school to begin with - maybe like 4 or 5, but I didn’t talk to them outside school - but now that all them have moved to the city to go to university and I’m stuck here in this village I realise how lonely I am. I have two people who I consider friends but I barely hang out or talk with them. I can’t really blame them because of course they have their own lives but I feel really neglected. I had a third friend, who actually put effort in our friendship, but I stopped talking to him about a month ago after he broke my heart. I won’t get into it, but basically I found out he lied about a lot and the whole situation has triggered my AvPD to come back. I have never felt this way about anyone but I think hate him. Problem is, my sister is also friends with him and when she invites me to hang out with her and her friends (which of course I say yes to) he is usually also there, so I can’t cut him out of my life comepletely. I’m still hurt every day by what he did. But moving on, since he was the only person who gave me attention, I now have nothing to do. I play sports three evenings a week and I also have a job, however they only want me to work there once a week. I’m trying to find something to meet new people but there literally isn’t anything to do in this shithole of a village. My gap year has just started and I already feel like this, I’m worried that it’ll only become worse. I feel like I’m going crazy. The only person I’ve talked to today is my mom and the delivery guy. I need people around me.",2.2083594071634423,3.5858377723342936,3.899698435570194,89.17671109510088,76.17579250720459,6.80152326060107,23.343865788390282,7.447530270364453,0.8333393165911898,1285,38,284,16,28,431,176,347,0.156,0.746,0.098,-0.9682,2,2,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,7,2,22,17,2,0,15,1,27,2,1,4,3,53,52,24,0,3,12,2,4,3,5,2,1,1,0,3,13,18,0,2,9,2,0,8,7,8,0,3,11,5,49,9,40,39,6,42,0,4,0,0,40,11,0,4,25,189,62,4,0.0,0.0,0.0865728617042834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864033032510645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579800770971725,0.21283561535617312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620314610335669,0.0,0.07300473335670522,0.07897499355444157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821621632609,0.0,0.05407972750938478,0.097978542666774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641995736123444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057213716170990615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719059660035175,0.08024762875103382,0.07474605747047469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457062740754744,0.12675576243625547,0.08518013427855263,0.0,0.08108373326560038,0.0,0.0,0.09727121507845063,0.3427042281521914,0.0,0.046349829017016765,0.0,0.10083734704921753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784161409665849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758751265231313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512748234968884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497104378557038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880357644892405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266189710322848,0.1300247316462147,0.0,0.07833680655064851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084432566380598,0.0,0.1678882050639043,0.0,0.0,0.08912595526543131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390171855336104,0.07081131856002575,0.18857961611577395,0.0,0.06578091086418993,0.06842233405155923,0.08568132067903915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512425718235106,0.0,0.0,0.0944783821239524,0.0,0.2698864563360933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845110464509153,0.15492470829541016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488809629687076,0.0,0.08918289178735511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366596370650713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705495812570959,0.0,0.17956825710140198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338581132336251,0.09971916852389726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829699843008957,0.0,0.0,0.06279280232889148,0.0,0.07084776547213129,0.07416955732396377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670249982307642,0.2852224298103302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684487099629462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409127101261958,0.0,0.0,0.060231535664744935,0.0,0.0866614830179239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770683465762044,0.0,0.05232629612464202,0.0704176904301282,0.14232334602336102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904692222131467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645854415578637,0.09009420046318717,0.0904079751130677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138829576154493
lonely,simple09,2019/09/30,"Sometimes it’s hard to deal with the loneliness So I’m going on my fifth year at college and the loneliness has really been getting to me lately. I mean I’ve dealt with it for so long but I don’t know every once in awhile it feels like too much to handle.

It’s almost hard to believe that I’ve been here for 5 years and I’ve been on my own this whole time. I dread group projects, I notice that whenever I try to talk my voice always comes out as a whisper. It’s not even like I’m trying to do it, it just happens and I think about how weird that must make me seem. Everyone usually will just gloss over my comment or repeat it louder and continue ignoring me. I mean I can kinda understand why they do it but it still hurts you know. 

The isolation is such a weird thing. At the end of the day I chose to end up like this because talking to people gives me so much anxiety that I can’t take it for long. At the same time though I can’t help but wish there was someone, anyone who would just accept me flaws and all. I know I’m asking too much though I’m not an easy person to deal with and I get that.

I just wanted to get this off my chest I know this was a bit of a ramble.",1.3399251336898388,2.8370897607843166,3.044180035650623,93.88199197860963,78.84313725490195,6.361853832442068,19.826203208556148,7.1686216300943375,0.19594117647058829,919,21,216,11,22,305,138,255,0.12300000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.079,-0.8061,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,18,9,0,1,11,0,16,1,1,2,2,43,42,17,0,4,10,0,3,3,0,3,0,2,0,1,22,11,0,1,11,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,5,5,27,4,30,34,8,26,0,1,0,0,13,10,0,4,17,142,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556440816056893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960286735641225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828677875977005,0.0,0.0,0.08069593379499011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078908700805212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035162541773655,0.0,0.0,0.13002525822486782,0.0,0.0,0.1259956094060042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941374452717036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442859115959362,0.2379610925645828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443440747106933,0.0,0.0,0.0762258736702981,0.0,0.09723618958144538,0.1102772580312078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835373566408756,0.08244747458192671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088769818313727,0.1107098378966949,0.06558900714222142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205488395059008,0.0,0.2067657397372176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735552748841636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354661544428913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25370080162115105,0.0,0.13018521343140482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914750937361508,0.0,0.0,0.2042648379822575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703571403430141,0.0,0.0,0.2514262178232146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254514403951286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139273518504455,0.0,0.1229057181936546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000935300014084,0.10076978516634902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393329875819486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506307860610603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778479580455313,0.0,0.11414143019520664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216495141019493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677242837744276,0.18552110436642694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667192508149309,0.07394876519222261,0.22677548295662964,0.0,0.13459062712068676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670886783539495,0.0,0.0,0.12014376357822805,0.0,0.0,0.1271055707777517,0.0,0.06807060896931383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413773952709776,0.1288488735392463,0.13271346632820186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081982508438567,0.0,0.0,0.1486378937135985
lonely,FearfulMute,2019/09/30,"I don't have a single friend and it's killing me mentally. I'm definitely not the most social person, i'm a bit of a shut-in so i haven't had an irl friend since i was like 13 but i really don't mind and in fact i prefer online friendships (it's easier to open up when you don't have to face the person). I lost a good friend recently, they just kind of disappeared. I wish i had somebody to talk to. I have never had a best friend or anything like that. The very few times i actually managed to make a friend, they just replaced me with somebody else after a while, once they realized that i'm highly replaceable. I'd like to say that i am nice (my self esteem couldn't be lower so that feels like a lie), i want to help and make everyone smile, my life goal is to make sure other people don't have to go through the same shit that i did. I have nobody to talk to, all day i just lay down in bed and think about how much of a mess i am. I'm about to turn 19 and i think i might just kill myself on my birthday since there's no point in living a life like this. Plus yeah some of you might prefer being loners and blahblahblah ""there's much fun in being one"" but no i absolutely hate being lonely. Sorry for the rant.",2.927586206896553,3.5153941149425307,4.442011494252874,89.04163793103449,73.36781609195403,7.639080459770115,21.779693486590038,7.793537801064563,0.6394383141762452,948,19,219,12,18,318,140,261,0.212,0.601,0.187,-0.8657,1,2,0,0,0,2,25.0,0,2,3,3,12,23,4,0,16,1,25,4,2,4,4,40,41,15,2,5,8,0,1,5,5,2,2,1,1,3,9,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,10,7,0,1,6,2,30,16,30,28,10,19,0,2,0,0,18,10,1,5,12,144,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.11005886035773096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280988979438416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835764052075272,0.0,0.12312861888578798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273499194376704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942148012631682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077679336598155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057025914736383326,0.08057140819233959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356750608411485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409654988443557,0.09459610247196204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134877182424216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559532675569902,0.11916026403014188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495529131748067,0.11744498810661122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593223753326271,0.2754976848708033,0.0,0.09958847938374008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311476094894712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258483716688631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365762339104014,0.23928753525212804,0.11387756326123501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581533908364904,0.0,0.08698435006634404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010903717752405,0.07642393074655571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818876530139912,0.1969536007079124,0.0,0.0,0.10661534493230956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225096976540413,0.0,0.111358515022875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896886894924826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176561131117046,0.0,0.11576899431054087,0.18658869769756334,0.0,0.0,0.11496693880727782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625009765819695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629560114636853,0.0,0.0,0.18129962990373635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453216853116632,0.0,0.0,0.06576402983591792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267431542481358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305687469977683,0.06652168364135659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969361308361838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,caseyclasen6,2019/09/30,Music I wish that I had some one to share new music with...,1.0115384615384642,1.8242855384615453,3.0953846153846136,96.0246153846154,78.23076923076924,5.2,13.0,3.1291,-1.4683230769230768,44,0,11,0,1,15,11,13,0.0,0.647,0.353,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5862157458090569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112988173305136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.697985947013299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,greatscotttp,2019/09/30,"We could watch movies together So I’m thinking about starting a twitter account where I post a movie and a time (for example, “The Prestige at 8 PM Eastern today”), and everyone who wants to can watch it together. Like a virtual movie night. People can post photos of their cozy movie spot and snacks and stuff. And tweet commentary about the movie. What do y’all think? Would anyone want to join? I am insecure about starting something that would fail but I feel like I’d personally really like something like this, just to be able to chill alone together.",4.595523193096007,6.960053514563112,4.568478964401297,82.69267529665589,72.10679611650484,8.461272923408847,28.92017259978425,9.150863307647796,2.6439480043149945,444,18,80,10,9,137,72,103,0.064,0.7959999999999999,0.14,0.7882,0,1,2,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,1,1,6,6,0,1,6,0,8,1,0,0,0,16,16,7,0,5,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,4,10,12,0,9,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,0,9,45,12,1,0.19289337031044654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997793580448953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487552951531684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400966031649654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431788159541426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753268382624833,0.13780306229170086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769518292528013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101736108109173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372797543290665,0.16842705071094727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694770562099712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357243233790713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969974807648155,0.0,0.0,0.2730618406449249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208167596709472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24719656600402504,0.0,0.0,0.11247767543541452,0.0,0.18284036062451756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275470150079921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740518317747539,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Amlugonnen,2019/09/30,"The feeling of being lonely is suffocating This stared half a year ago. I realized how alone I feel all the time. How desperate I am for someone who'll understand and love me. No matter of how much time I spend with my family or friends, I just feel... empty, if that makes sense. I am a girl, freshly 18 and too self-conscious to go out and try to find myself a girlfriend, even though two of my best friends have told me multiple times that they'll help me. So here I am, in my little lonely shell, apperently too big of a coward to try and change it.",4.610982142857143,4.871920276785716,5.505357142857147,84.08964285714286,69.44642857142857,8.9,27.607142857142854,8.841846274778883,1.8289500000000007,429,13,92,7,7,141,78,112,0.136,0.6990000000000001,0.166,0.6808,1,5,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,10,6,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,4,1,21,16,11,0,1,3,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,6,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,1,4,15,4,11,12,3,10,0,2,1,1,9,4,0,2,5,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538209264319027,0.0,0.0,0.204912937671536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20763137481563526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20929907226654226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306780629284304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651537736195792,0.0,0.30011672313014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808313210365957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305716847538785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244271780756572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261468845495314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829768297230013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856735490379327,0.0,0.13206641526804347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544251924919932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640070563559207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763766795066942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943866262564003,0.0,0.3461037885218883,0.0,0.0,0.18905415931221,0.0,0.2686543335798638,0.0,0.19327070703304824,0.2059688336960553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740891703169516
lonely,SpaghettiInABag,2019/09/30,Am I lonely I have friends at school but I feel like a,-4.046410256410255,-3.632196153846156,-1.1923076923076916,111.32897435897436,125.92307692307692,1.7333333333333334,12.025641025641027,3.1291,-2.1712358974358974,42,1,12,0,3,14,11,13,0.134,0.46,0.406,0.5499,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120299973472683,0.4408644105182811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767786319850143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014893922414169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6245495454663558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FunnyBallsWasTaken,2019/09/30,"I Got Nuffin All of the people I thought were my friends from high school are now junkies or dead, meanwhile I'm in college completely out of my element, refusing to talk to anybody out of fear, and then get home and wonder why I'm so depressed and lonely. I don't even want any friends or Bros or anything like that, I just want a woman I can hold and to tell me everything else that's fucked in my life will be alright.

I don't know, I don't need anybody to reply to this, I'm just ranting so that my thoughts can at least go somewhere",10.367920353982301,5.214308424778761,9.629269911504426,76.34178097345135,62.09734513274336,12.715929203539824,44.17920353982301,8.841846274778883,3.879196460176992,424,18,94,4,4,136,74,113,0.19899999999999998,0.7120000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9239,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,1,2,1,9,2,0,0,1,21,23,10,1,3,5,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,1,4,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,12,4,14,17,2,9,0,2,0,1,7,6,1,4,3,57,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411953208054383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708615578079222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217695797653114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883116254754286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344797788309374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713746338706967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866041927686131,0.0,0.0,0.2336411450671853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208283934322017,0.1919503185833021,0.10847795239910908,0.0,0.11800074741636565,0.0,0.1660604441630361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193721852929656,0.2082695253886584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410785707775922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665500251805236,0.1014373871443812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395479700423098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394429593734345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21013234848272386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688489375421356,0.18147751572125576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296695900681333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24493076158475746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735351599091374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251655605415961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,imp3order,2019/09/30,"The hardest part is that my seclusion and loneliness is self induced I wanted to grow as a person and in doing that I left behind some close friends. It’s not to say they aren’t great people and that I won’t always love them, but we have different interests and different value systems. I’m a geeky stem major who can’t understand why people watch sports. I’m unable to hold trivial conversations for longer than a few sentences. I’m unable to smoke weed anymore or drink with other people my age. 

I wanted to become independent, but now I realize dependence is what makes me feel complete.",7.868702064896759,7.448445973451327,8.045265486725665,70.92624631268437,62.71681415929204,10.719174041297935,34.762536873156336,10.125756701596842,3.537119174041297,477,18,81,9,6,156,82,113,0.046,0.8240000000000001,0.13,0.8462,3,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,4,0,22,17,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,7,7,1,1,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,11,4,11,16,4,7,0,0,1,1,10,3,0,3,2,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660820162308609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794816734965487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044096077942532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092753238927999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41707608791253376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955306300361963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100923044274093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420937536083448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220058149909503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21686445184522604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014552015198929,0.0,0.13323360860605385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216145822022718,0.0,0.41512959110229786,0.1742817897448366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872880991701338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822486000587284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778917121365867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354568393811485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010668172809574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Shinjhuwa,2019/09/30,"Talking would be nice.. My life feels quite dull to me even though I have plenty of things I could so but before I try to do something.. I think of something else than another.. which makes social interaction difficult for me and various other reasons which could be explained in detail but I'd rather get to the point..

I only a few things.. one is companionship or at least someone I can talk to that would actually care.. which is why I'm here.. not really seeking companionship online because I tried that once... didn't work out.. I wouldn't mind trying again I guess.... I at least would like to talk to anyone who values other people no matter who they may be at least.

Also pardon any grammer mistakes English is not my prime language, however I am pretty fluent I think.",3.3969387755102036,5.820740496598648,4.3988775510204094,82.22647959183675,76.00680272108843,6.648979591836735,24.105442176870746,7.7094869923839395,1.4052258503401354,611,20,109,9,14,198,101,147,0.077,0.82,0.10300000000000001,0.5998,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,7,6,0,0,2,0,18,1,0,2,0,25,27,7,0,8,6,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,1,17,3,15,16,5,7,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,3,2,83,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.14557536746652394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929690323076406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144556923010853,0.15642523601468886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043081233157396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093699861233366,0.0,0.12693875688256462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520960341582652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23821161181478764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461835666925307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853009261719538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754284431610556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793889745969812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433543570493714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536822414524233,0.07288041431809472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995768978845974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506263835920424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588687831796201,0.10108628933194773,0.11345593550311404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342064422172106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102061356662904,0.0,0.0,0.1517667793277453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586682486648142,0.0,0.0,0.09556669439629167,0.1533789431120259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206730570325422,0.12639730478983535,0.2296876976824939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35970879798766625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982133235256531,0.19117337283222333,0.14656578050959418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038444530372198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460916387696922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860273303531706,0.0,0.0,0.3179134758512929,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LucasLeArtist,2019/09/30,"The only friends I have live thousands of miles away I live in a very remote area. It's rare I see anyone whose not immediate family unless I make the trip into town for groceries or something. Sometimes the quiet is nice, but after a while it gets very lonely.

The few friends I have are people I've gotten to know through my work, which is in emergency management, so I only work when depolyed. I often go through stretches of a couple months where I'm just at home, which might sound nice, but in reality can be quite shitty. My sleep schedule is fucked, so I'm often up at nights while my family's asleep, just sitting out in the middle of nowhere by myself. Sometimes I wish I lived in the city so I had places to go and hang out at night.",3.898230628431971,5.179145375838927,4.660512507626604,85.77495424039049,71.75167785234899,7.028920073215375,25.625991458206226,7.348242739294969,1.1681221476510055,587,18,117,6,11,189,95,149,0.11900000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.098,-0.7335,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,9,6,1,0,9,0,10,3,2,1,0,17,21,11,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,2,3,14,4,24,17,1,33,0,1,1,1,3,20,1,4,8,80,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745973995602276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439159864862686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700489194938567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28976004156271445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374724478543941,0.14207879649542374,0.08029378141649003,0.0,0.17468482784728392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415803283000026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844609538756461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071185518117675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258556296632762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303491364544195,0.0,0.0,0.1226694608125677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28844488869406903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337678972274677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654544613471643,0.0,0.1605675389488652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346232871228022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246660811648682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537954378904731,0.0,0.0,0.1183137970440982,0.3039956991673581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25361153082724824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672953158361426,0.0,0.0,0.22376821822711326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Theia13,2019/09/30,"Loneliness is suffocating This is my first ever post to reddit, I figured it might help a little. I couldn't sleep tonight but I randomly thought talking about it might help so here goes. 

I've always been lonely even when I was little. I've never been very good at communicating or socializing with anyone, so I would always blame myself for my loneliness. I was told and I thought over the years I would get used to it but it's only gotten harder to deal with. It's especially hard because I'm not that connected with family either. A lot of my family often doesn't talk to me very much. My dad hasn't been the best dad and just this year he completely cut contact. You'd think I'd be happy about that but he's still my dad. He actually would tell me quite often things like ""if you do such and such you really will have no friends"" or other things along those lines. My relationship with my sister was really good (probably the best it's ever been) but recently things have been very bad and I think she sees me as a failure now too. My mom is pretty supportive of me at least. My mom's husband really doesn't like me anymore but I won't go into that one. I lost my one last friend after graduation and I feel so disconnected (more than I've felt in the past). I actually joined a dating app, even if I just made some friends from it. but somehow it makes me feel more alone with conversations ending so quickly. Overall I've just always been lonely and it feels like it's only getting worse.",2.8210169701474044,4.889518501672242,4.317517651430695,83.83227300879474,76.35785953177258,7.506552706552707,22.445311532268054,8.401726058763845,1.3479564226433791,1188,34,237,23,27,395,158,299,0.177,0.7,0.122,-0.9551,0,5,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,5,24,17,1,0,8,0,28,1,1,3,3,55,48,22,0,6,15,7,5,3,3,7,0,0,0,0,20,13,0,0,9,0,0,1,8,5,0,3,16,6,35,12,24,22,9,26,0,3,1,0,28,7,0,12,20,167,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.18214237851644435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665597257127112,0.0,0.0,0.2329602253971565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255276545340348,0.06525461693814487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792200755043231,0.05688971118759476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958764800032738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097848897652192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621339769692533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265775189114585,0.0,0.0,0.12327982224649672,0.16883459415890742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759559489339349,0.0,0.14156291978764612,0.0666709971413092,0.0896060956887489,0.0,0.0,0.07938171927251601,0.0,0.0,0.21630668785040488,0.0,0.09751633404272968,0.0,0.05303842876757965,0.156552221662344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934559959250916,0.08360036564396227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510680716896616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607187280198689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367808191954001,0.18707120813465025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187464833288866,0.0793410998586505,0.0,0.08830583970889773,0.062294787028995234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800496152011346,0.0,0.21860090768281712,0.0,0.0,0.06860419996409008,0.0,0.07197755984067858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264781088638256,0.14195488089080438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908873593390526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937901432919705,0.09494450416857987,0.1006195285150066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992620273257895,0.0,0.0,0.17935807403986995,0.0,0.09214662376294942,0.1001955206965311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436749431578492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339183577481378,0.095132511898853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452901672436417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059034662771323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150021296365795,0.08156967223721331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600182930457354,0.11959706316619613,0.0,0.14817835863335252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917549982254723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060235046088922,0.0,0.2310073051824057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951055752332541,0.19888500940002926,0.0,0.0,0.12019575659679307
lonely,FallOutPanic,2019/09/30,14f Hello I’m F14 and I’m 15? In les than 30days. So someone hmu so preferably who doesn’t ghost pls hmu,-3.3375000000000017,-3.1081330833333354,-0.26333333333333186,104.07500000000002,129.83333333333334,1.6,12.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.850366666666666,82,2,20,0,6,28,20,24,0.102,0.841,0.057999999999999996,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,joeyfalgren,2019/09/30,Not sure if lonely or just sad So recently my long term girlfriend broke up with me. We spent a lot of time together and I enjoyed every second of it. She was my go to for everything. So when we broke up I realized she my only true friend. I was sad and I had no one to talk to about it so I kept texting her until eventually she blocked me. Now I feel like I have no one and I don’t know what to do.,-0.7331460674157313,1.1569651797752842,2.2001011235955046,95.14082584269664,88.21348314606743,5.807191011235956,19.0123595505618,7.1686216300943375,0.219372134831461,307,9,76,5,10,108,60,89,0.20199999999999999,0.659,0.139,-0.6544,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,18,11,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,3,0,1,1,4,5,0,3,5,1,19,5,12,6,2,10,0,5,0,0,9,2,0,3,8,59,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598341304364377,0.0,0.2771634519562724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559326031723605,0.2203157893875667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238263416512608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526666470937502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948454959005782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066508400067638,0.0,0.0,0.2729178137498073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621844249484865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41794971710892814,0.23454652683976224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30450056282651033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906564474966528,0.0,0.0,0.2478743512994291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982624943106418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,aridsoul0378,2019/09/30,"Been Divorced for a year now and the nights still suck I've been divorced for a year now and while I have gotten used to a large part of my new life, I still have yet to get used to the loneliness.  I miss having someone to talk to after I put my kids to bed.",4.596315789473684,3.273026877192983,5.2761403508771965,91.07631578947372,69.7017543859649,8.301754385964912,26.017543859649123,6.42735559955562,0.6830280701754377,200,4,50,1,3,65,35,57,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.743,0,0,0,0,2,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,5,0,5,1,0,2,0,4,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,10,8,1,12,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,11,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312003497332573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934888023344476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645686914539149,0.0,0.2570699861776221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966455397581893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753809207568489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23210472911051386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375306182221613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201790437816096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731847779199723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528110660977189
lonely,Hxxze,2019/09/30,"I don't know at this point I need some advice on what to do, basically I have been talking to this girl since the start of the year nothing special just friends and then i missed 3 months of school due to my mental health state so she was helping me out with the work i missed and just talking to me in general so i was happy for that period of time. I went back to school at the end of March and on the 2nd of April she asked me out and I told her no because she wouldn't really like me if she really knew me and that I'm nothing special (I have really bad anxiety and I'm really bad at talking to people) so after I told her that i was annoyed at myself for ruining my first proper friendship with anyone. I'm in my 4th year of high school and this was the first time anyone had went out there way to talk to me which made me feel special most people just think I'm weird or they just don't care about me. After a few days of silence from her she messaged me saying that she was sorry and that she shouldn't have asked me out which annoyed me. I was basically making her feel bad because of my stupidity but i never noticed at this point how ignorant i was being, after a few more days of silence we just continued talking like nothing had happened. I would talk to her about anything but in school we would never talk because of how awkward i was so I apologized for being awkward and for not talking to her, everything was going great once again. During the summer she started having problems with some of her friends so the only thing i could think of that would help her was just talking to her and it worked she had totally forgot about them so she told me that she cherished our friendship and that me feel special to the point where I was nearly crying but i never told her that. Towards the end of the summer we had arranged that on the 21st of September we where going to go out (me her and 2 of her friends) and to me at first this seemed like a bad idea, I rarely go out with people because i would much more prefer staying in and playing games but i thought about it and after a few days of considering it i agreed to go, a part of me was scared because this isn't something i do but another part of me was excited to do something different. I really enjoyed myself but for most of the day she was quite which isn't like her which worried me cause i was starting to think that i was doing something wrong or that i had said something that annoyed her but after a while she started talking and being herself again and at the end of the day she wanted to give me something so i said alright waited for to go and get something she came back with a card and gave it to me then walked away from me, it was a birthday card somehow she managed to find out that my birthday was the next day she made me feel special again so went i got home that night i thanked her and told her that i appreciate everything she has done for me. On the 25th of September she hadn't messaged me or send anything since my birthday so messaged i her asking if she was alright and she said that she was fine but i could tell she was lying so i kept asking her if she was alright and she kept telling me to stop asking her but i didn't and told her that she wouldn't stop if it was the other way about and there was something wrong with me but she wasn't telling me so i stopped asking after a while and then about 2 hours later she messaged me saying that she wasted 10 months of her life on someone who doesn't care about her and that she always gave me her all but i never gave i back, she then said that i treat her like i hate her or that i don't who she is and then she said that she does not want to talk to me anymore and that she wants to hate me but she cant so until then don't message her or anything. She said that i gave her mixed signals and that i am scared to talk to her and then told me to fuck off to someone else who's better, I messaged her saying that I should've gave her a definitive answer when she asked me out and that i was sorry for nor realizing i was being selfish and ignorant. I haven't messaged her at all but i don't know what do, i feel like i have lost something special and its all i can think about even if i try to distract myself i just cant I'm lost, i have lost my only friend and now i'm back to where i was 11 months ago with no friends.",3.5846120121993463,4.316409057860263,4.444013308380118,89.09796458030084,71.95851528384279,7.038580439453804,26.330075552782976,6.937597516519254,0.992192125875096,3451,108,752,28,63,1115,259,916,0.16899999999999998,0.759,0.07200000000000001,-0.9977,1,0,8,0,0,0,26.0,5,0,2,10,45,61,7,5,28,3,76,3,0,6,8,148,161,83,0,20,32,0,5,6,5,7,2,9,1,1,52,54,0,9,19,2,0,12,26,29,0,3,70,14,178,32,114,78,16,119,0,6,0,1,142,36,1,16,73,579,230,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040532065083452466,0.0367679652763547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034513226101654165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043493560858999816,0.03173074711990068,0.0,0.041135277685033576,0.05800511253945194,0.0,0.10239919478867872,0.0,0.2714359470595771,0.0,0.03897018051966522,0.1275768533928056,0.13853042219364367,0.12642377867689178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03668414073810079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744006717236051,0.0845796789138785,0.04260958765525948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662340137675356,0.0,0.04556190909613285,0.1605002360094053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04333594223624283,0.0,0.0,0.03629789540662125,0.042446649889335185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0346497548479565,0.0,0.1102122522284241,0.0,0.0,0.027395992417019337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745559517262437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486324542981404,0.02963206952823668,0.0,0.0,0.037910368342323794,0.10584413278394096,0.0,0.0,0.16022996226831598,0.03834597302933938,0.02167067326418104,0.03978971618778735,0.1414382693792559,0.0,0.03317394500886145,0.04572991619261856,0.0,0.0,0.03667907879840534,0.044154367576206714,0.0,0.08190236766628607,0.0,0.04408943930709484,0.0,0.0,0.05560399225212049,0.04382404761146914,0.041606065894185716,0.0,0.040847720321518066,0.0,0.0,0.04682389461593402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04559072203926108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02929731407939502,0.12158506452023575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583522635036768,0.0,0.0,0.07849544462211408,0.027687053436105776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04180031942221471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932262839783768,0.0,0.030491285722879926,0.030755596225278764,0.12796233139583854,0.0,0.04411258860255758,0.03892452707631792,0.0,0.11939849639429655,0.0472232616493254,0.0,0.04417298171229357,0.0,0.06309215522175811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983380375185727,0.0,0.08626738622491842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763105739455725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039689082740573714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044117223700694826,0.0,0.0,0.13286014279781036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23673188057210975,0.09895550577668896,0.08305392681021828,0.16791281050181536,0.0,0.03776024027289224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862247275309516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028877191879734,0.255455861528098,0.0,0.09286300824788234,0.11743407313214695,0.044210294808454585,0.0,0.10403302085492892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000637466278169,0.10876145412999826,0.03818759910030845,0.0,0.0,0.02755630571341466,0.10631034911934263,0.0,0.03292909671275144,0.04837260135513501,0.0,0.0,0.2774397124658876,0.0,0.028161008514429375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339483815736962,0.06584700714944622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535225773034473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060393318866806364,0.042123175481802895,0.0,0.1178598326980604,0.09069990830787322,0.0,0.053421265155615835
lonely,throwaway669573,2019/09/30,"living in a building full of people, but still lonely I(18f) am a college freshman and I’ve been here for about one month (with everyone) (two months with just athletes (really no one). I’ve always found it hard to make friends and I’ve never been the outgoing type. I would stick to one at a time, building a small group, and managing from there. All of my friends split up (as usual) I decided to go to an out of state university and it’s been a little brutal. I have my teammates, but we’re just a team, I feel like they’re all really close with their roommate/made friends, or have boyfriends/girlfriends. A handful of them also go home every weekend and spend time with their families. It doesn’t help that all my teammates or two floors above me and closer to each other so they often hang out/make plans and I’m not included. I had a real connection with this guy who lives next door to me (coed dorms). We hung out for a while doing homework one night, he was so easy to talk to, a good listener, extremely charismatic and funny, but also reserved. I thought he could be my one really close friend, that would lead to a few others so I wasn’t so alone. He messaged me the next day and mentioned he had a girlfriend which just made everything really awkward. I shrugged it off replying with a joke or something and I haven’t messaged him since. I see him everyday because we have classes together and he’s right next door. My social anxiety makes me overthink every little thing and I’m right back where I started. There’s over 200 people living in my residence hall, but I feel like I’m by myself. 

TL;DR : college freshman with social anxiety, spends most of my time alone, struggling to make friends.",3.1329090731897478,5.427211169184292,3.8678491375109663,86.34968521586592,76.2809667673716,6.929578013838808,26.085274339732965,7.941651935203635,1.6657025825942888,1351,51,256,22,31,429,178,331,0.096,0.768,0.13699999999999998,0.9596,0,4,1,0,0,0,46.0,2,0,4,3,17,13,1,2,16,0,18,1,1,5,4,57,34,27,0,3,11,0,4,2,6,2,0,1,5,1,12,26,0,0,5,3,2,4,6,4,0,7,10,6,32,9,36,20,7,43,0,1,1,0,31,20,0,5,20,167,44,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913562148101268,0.0,0.14775294962036875,0.07686779159015601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134131937875072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710347313624215,0.0,0.056314159926704514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375813480123254,0.0,0.0,0.059577636775169085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566873681279186,0.08827331434310018,0.08302543700520593,0.0,0.08708790431055446,0.0,0.09342048838233634,0.1319929778904291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012902064131546,0.3568638674884457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050036815982256,0.07748419409709148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914709990652348,0.0,0.0,0.08275458360617688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061920552941467775,0.0,0.09266495089797716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026467488618048,0.18517861512493852,0.24472043344569286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741245255105415,0.18499365840246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747411282048725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124936533138497,0.0,0.29474242053319705,0.08669263273839205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129963354137109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280897057808746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514898079518853,0.23672468605839145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778450503109348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361512092120825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764179204582278,0.0,0.0,0.18834011906424766,0.0,0.07111885117095898,0.0,0.0,0.06538723613171855,0.0,0.07377500921310842,0.0,0.0,0.09657592430398143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425176802266081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061373351721294524,0.0,0.0,0.07333962162541953,0.16160304872783268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804842161347744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174382465012363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124859771151542,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LoneliestPersonEver,2019/09/30,"Took me 20 years to make a friend. 3 years later. I still don't have another one. I feel like the biggest loser ever. I remember I had 2 best friends in kindergarten. I never saw them again after that. It took me almost 20 years  to make my next friend. I had no friends in elementary school, middle school, high school, and college. I feel like I'm the only person to ever accomplish this. At 26 I started going to meetups. After more than 10, I still didn't have a friend. I finally got a friend at 27 from a concert. Unfort, he moved to Saint Louis to be with his girlfriend about 1 year later. I thought after getting 1 friend, I thought it would be easier to get more. I feel like I've bombed so many times.  I wished I had friends I can hang out with even just a couple of times a month. I'm a big failure in life. never had a relationship with my parents. never really had a relationship with my brother until he realized I drove across the US to san fran. because I was desperate to get a job. Because of that we talk to each other constantly now. It took me 10 years to get part-time job. It took me more than 5 years after college to get my first full-time job. My life is getting better now. I work in Sillicon Valley for only $500 a month. I can even walk to work! I can even walk to a Costco! However, I feel as lonely as ever. I lvoe going to live sports games and concerts. But I feel like the biggest loser ever because it seems like everybody else always have people to go with.  I also lost of money from bitcoin. I could have bought a house(without a loan) if I sold at the top. Instead, I held and got nothing.  It took me more than 5 years to get my drivers license. If a genie wanted to grant me a wish, I would wish that I could live life over again with a friend. I feel like I'm the only person in history to go from elementary school -college without a single friend. I just need people to tell me I'm not a loser.",1.6996346597854135,3.608862180904524,3.547848702974332,88.78523360043467,79.20100502512562,6.111747928833356,22.31454570148037,7.113659591113569,0.7178513377699307,1500,46,314,18,37,504,179,398,0.057999999999999996,0.764,0.17800000000000002,0.9922,5,2,0,0,0,0,52.0,2,0,1,11,19,23,0,0,25,0,22,3,0,2,7,50,67,11,0,11,7,2,6,6,11,2,3,2,0,2,11,12,0,1,11,4,4,14,8,5,0,2,22,9,49,18,56,39,7,67,1,5,1,0,26,17,0,4,42,201,60,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825645794605589,0.0,0.0,0.04652460193390701,0.048408419790727804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061004281258862675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639356631041312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105379698377676,0.05145335528129635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286931253841574,0.0,0.09290015176906444,0.06437240263211841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04859991567827651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152772590079406,0.210499862677622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176498041316674,0.20781042849572448,0.0,0.06373071194109121,0.0,0.04948583283308285,0.0,0.0,0.4494786580478701,0.0,0.21276774642893465,0.0,0.13225467242458885,0.0,0.09305987515473184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146782359482651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319685912338426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232776682062921,0.1705358063671771,0.0,0.10274376500690376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350771769031055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766799322414449,0.058982950288749565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287360302664853,0.0618335767579576,0.0,0.04313794974141987,0.13461044406639286,0.0,0.06187253260065233,0.0,0.0,0.05582297173855317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03942264421606393,0.13274004840119438,0.0,0.0,0.06459933471460215,0.0630006663330922,0.0,0.08066603866248534,0.10159686438440196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03727005726482458,0.0,0.0,0.12492192996703988,0.06590387441842091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23551532954559776,0.0,0.052962697753754916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04117840138424162,0.0,0.09292140549827692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04676094736543749,0.0508497825642037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237302431857836,0.06784764733009625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231872449890503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998048391471404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034314653031177034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007040902926249,0.11216225157320836,0.0,0.08470796452492521,0.0,0.0,0.08265538899360098,0.0,0.0,0.2622512475726836
lonely,She-k-speare,2019/09/30,"Empty house I’m just feeling really isolated. I live with my brother in the suburbs, and he spends most nights with his gf. My bf is unwillingly/unable to drive to my place due to distance and his workload. I drive to his place if I want to see him, but it’s snowing really bad here right now and my car has no heat so I can’t drive it right now. 

I just feel like I live on an island with no life-raft. I just don’t want to be alone all the time. I know I have people to call, but it’s the physical loneliness that is the hardest right now.",1.2874358974358984,2.727270948717951,3.1935128205128223,93.00565384615388,78.82905982905983,6.731282051282051,21.1017094017094,7.554174236665415,0.4980776068376072,419,11,100,6,10,141,71,117,0.172,0.767,0.061,-0.9335,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,19,14,7,0,3,6,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,1,4,4,1,0,0,0,3,17,1,12,13,2,17,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,2,7,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202591965084072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332537155215726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973869259493912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781160846299967,0.13974313191057827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257065605465653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075016086500471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816444450905582,0.09556469269112247,0.0,0.34545271886210005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356582609255429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561067366919247,0.0,0.4087396114279335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506243101645086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011471349250665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558750733246622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406119990348686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23075055086083684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,XxPy7h0n70xX,2019/09/30,It's 03:45am and I really need to cuddle I have never had physical interaction with a human and it is crippling. I really need a cuddle right now. anyone else feel the same?,1.0870588235294107,3.713403,4.0678823529411785,78.00947058823533,92.52941176470587,7.425882352941178,18.564705882352946,8.238735603445708,1.7560776470588235,138,4,24,4,5,49,26,34,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,8,6,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,5,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526852748662532,0.37027648127536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30188659049145616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272456916122926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5359173318092827,0.2787185082977995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630185200147747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308616516583911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shadesofblue321,2019/09/30,"Loneliness is killing me Feels like a cancer that grows in your psychie over the years and finally drives you to decisions that are destructive - just to alleviate the sad,sad,sad feelings. I am an out going, friendly and happy person in general but deep down I feel like loneliness/inability to find a real long term partner over the last 8 years or so has finally fucked me up. 
I feel like I am walking around with this painful black hole at the center of my chest that never leaves me - even in my happy moments.  I tried drugs as a 29 year old (wtf) and realized that I am just trying to cope... I understand why people get addicted to shit because is just makes life bearable.
Nowadays when have a night of drinking  I wake up the next day with so much guilt because I spend entire weekends hang over and alone. 
Even after hanging out with friends I still feel shitty because I hate the long drive home alone. And then waking up alone.
I am stuck in this cycle of sadness. I hate it. 
Life is bringing me to my knees and I am really struggling to stay a float. 
I want to be happy and present and productive and passionate and excited about life but it's like chasing wind.
Never admitted all this out loud.
Life is breaking my heart. 
I don't want to be here.
Correction. I don't want to be here feeling like this all the time.
31,F.
😢",3.0099137931034505,5.200684057471263,3.84205459770115,86.88653017241379,76.24137931034483,7.108620689655173,26.583812260536398,8.07648339933343,1.7342961685823757,1053,41,206,18,24,336,148,261,0.20600000000000002,0.6409999999999999,0.154,-0.9638,0,3,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,0,13,22,6,2,13,0,17,17,6,1,5,45,36,18,1,3,6,0,6,5,3,0,8,1,1,2,10,17,1,0,11,2,1,8,4,10,0,0,1,8,27,12,35,32,4,51,0,1,1,2,7,18,2,1,28,132,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474783752633016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985481108172328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553684175923866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571925819142414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196747054119622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941276230262228,0.11142916397316076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692769022089148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29150357458569204,0.27457520679903524,0.0,0.2105148612769798,0.08782079173969004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847148959103604,0.08882988635343245,0.050200928316167764,0.0,0.054607843633595735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068557512519871,0.0,0.1897299100040224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386227991387746,0.0,0.0,0.09638201388620783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063048361068439,0.0,0.0,0.07832285064645313,0.0,0.10174111742537033,0.0,0.0,0.2714733125319063,0.2347136394075345,0.0,0.0,0.17006603420890104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641380988900429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063420827686642,0.0,0.1482147727313575,0.0,0.10218846785613607,0.0901701285270526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008260114887756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022421953071926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661387979822493,0.08389852066860616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936681484114068,0.06155510189609927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863081788843336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241480795081086,0.0767343412317952,0.0,0.0,0.10044986790731564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056028473677129716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047206725049432,0.0,0.0,0.10002883319769314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170021898452267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867025991736833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856285499261859
lonely,GreatGravvity,2019/09/30,"She only wanted to love me for the night ...and in the morning we got on that plane and left the coast. She held my hand and ran her fingers through my hair, but when we touched back down to earth her grip loosened and she quickly forgot everything that we were.

Now there is nothing left to prove that for a little while I was hers and she was mine.

I feel so lost and stranded. The ghost in my machine feels broken.",3.7932142857142854,4.83524236904762,3.6366666666666654,93.925,71.73809523809524,6.076190476190478,25.904761904761905,5.46131890053228,0.4762761904761907,325,10,71,1,6,98,59,84,0.121,0.828,0.051,-0.8119,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,5,0,4,4,3,0,1,16,13,10,1,1,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,7,17,1,10,5,0,14,0,1,0,1,11,7,0,0,6,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911074929704224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24440877032805255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27500953337398604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750116305449152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5909432492482833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27256271840460217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968626905551248,0.0,0.24544312843885324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552041943815761,0.0,0.26094084605433643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068282372910624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160401610934524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KinkyBlueDragon,2019/09/30,"Just got broken up with I feel lost and lonely.  Don't really know, where to go with all of that pain. I gave it my all and for a moment I felt like something might be finally good. But no, still alone, broke, unwanted.",0.5493333333333332,2.7325008222222245,2.3422222222222224,94.3,85.22222222222223,6.266666666666668,15.666666666666668,7.554174236665415,0.02313333333333345,167,3,38,3,5,55,40,45,0.36200000000000004,0.541,0.09699999999999999,-0.9136,0,3,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,13,10,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,2,4,2,6,4,2,6,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159259564494196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423568643143745,0.0,0.2928830027890115,0.33415272021162545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733593475003989,0.2558502545018008,0.2439656601847736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676401555141809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902549036783794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33298351727601744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235956619434268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245804830601064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541427732669614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23483210200476956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24360264829488645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,realdarkbuddy,2019/09/30,"Fuck dreams for giving me a glimpse into what it's like to love and feel love, and touch and feel the warm embrace of affection Those dreamy moments, where life is perfect and I have a perfect lover are the best... until I have to wake up in a world where I am no closer to solving my loneliness and finding someone with whom I can connect like that.

But thanks for the window into paradise. I just wish reality wouldn't feel even shittier in comparison.",8.891704545454543,6.975072034090912,8.410454545454545,73.94818181818181,61.61363636363636,11.072727272727272,39.04545454545455,9.516144504307137,3.5868090909090915,361,15,68,5,4,115,64,88,0.07200000000000001,0.489,0.439,0.9915,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,4,11,1,0,6,0,7,6,1,1,2,19,16,7,0,2,2,0,5,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,7,10,13,15,1,11,0,0,0,4,5,9,1,0,4,50,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799881140192221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621760880553228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404703361278853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438486022529013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24665051631251694,0.0,0.2559370193615175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844736678669813,0.2606881207305354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815913487959941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260571386658953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24563181713030996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30680461327086017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thatbigcookieinshrek,2019/09/30,"I feel like no one appreciates me A month ago I helped a 50 yo lady with her luggage onto a train and she called me charming. I think that is the only genuine compliment I have gotten all year. I feel like nobody thinks of me. I hate having to invite myself to social events but I feel like when I don’t, I won’t even leave my room. I don’t even know why I post this but I have nobody to vent to.",0.023678160919541117,1.8868826321839087,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,84.74712643678161,4.7862068965517235,15.413793103448276,5.82211442006289,-0.7747103448275863,307,5,72,2,9,105,58,87,0.067,0.748,0.18600000000000005,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,11,15,4,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,3,19,5,7,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,8,48,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891386369133161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787348109357613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818562639350004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32365714807160945,0.4572923084565328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106575936952476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301666168440386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726195558535715,0.0,0.0,0.22592683437460914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127237691769127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703090032189503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445842741508949,0.1622766469245015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434840506704444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750270152847054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734363238634554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253222550587268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374025622273944
lonely,AceOfSpades07,2019/09/30,"High school fuckin sucks 17 M Alright where do I begin. I have social anxiety, I am depressed, I love memes, cooking, no I am not emo. I am very tall for my age lol 6”7. No flexing. I am Mexican. I’ve got a plan after high school. I just wanna talk to anyone really. Preferably, people around 15-18 gender doesn’t matter",-0.0658119658119638,2.2650110000000008,2.475897435897437,90.1752136752137,92.84615384615385,4.735042735042735,17.991452991452988,6.42735559955562,0.15732478632478664,245,7,49,3,9,84,51,65,0.183,0.662,0.155,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,1,2,7,3,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,9,2,5,10,0,8,0,1,0,2,3,5,2,0,3,27,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195898158918048,0.0,0.0,0.1754544620075408,0.0,0.0,0.22337882705431386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21612363544956065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006897812753567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302377228513052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264720200580809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739616524157833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075069149106502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.507904399129169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25578916064224394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016861570767096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704160794737608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pricklestickle,2019/07/17,"Cutting off all my ""friends"" because I'm sick of always being the one who initiates contact. Title says it all really. I feel like I do all the work in my friendships. I'm sick of feeling like I have to beg for people's time and attention. I wonder how long it will take for anybody to get in touch with me at all. Or will I just drift out of everybody's lives forever? Out of sight out of mind.",1.2355722891566288,3.1666160963855465,3.2417921686747,90.2995557228916,80.80722891566266,6.559638554216868,23.62801204819277,7.645422480735847,1.1046397590361448,308,11,67,5,8,104,57,83,0.096,0.79,0.114,0.1423,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,4,17,12,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,5,8,3,17,9,4,10,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,2,4,44,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22964025947707334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823689129450614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790909527748421,0.3943251271419573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322405505021289,0.0,0.1441899119129549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696630530638363,0.0,0.24369835823845734,0.24423658400824336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27866451399487985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870134634880871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913321084381782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680200382535605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947304062808498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750513600238346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609281133855208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992921752511851,0.20091916899345344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SadDadVirgin,2019/07/17,"I like hugs too much Recently I fell for this girl, we were friends. I think anyways. She hates me now but that’s besides the point. Point is that I took every opportunity to hug her, it felt so good. I just felt so happy every time I hugged her. Once our friendship took a turn I realized how lonely I actually am. The fact that I only felt happy when I was giving her a hug. I felt happy being around her too but when I got hugs from her I just felt so good. I’m honestly in shambles rn, I wish I’d never have met her.I was content being alone for the most part but once I met her I felt really good. Now that I can’t see her anymore I just feel so alone. At this point I honestly think I’m stuck being alone forever.",-0.11670274170274195,2.00767630519481,2.3817316017316017,93.22513708513708,87.8961038961039,5.500144300144299,17.646464646464647,6.937597516519254,0.02185252525252501,557,14,128,8,18,191,82,154,0.077,0.517,0.406,0.9972,0,5,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,1,16,18,1,0,5,0,10,5,0,1,2,23,32,10,0,1,6,0,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,10,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,15,8,30,16,7,14,3,16,0,1,1,5,15,6,0,1,8,81,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0998697565586964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179822904233805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149447075361463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110491700560774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724529007438204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517465309357942,0.0,0.5895787044508813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906816793027854,0.0,0.0,0.0981745210725861,0.0,0.2575155610707557,0.08185120366183718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268307220085808,0.0,0.10104024972684318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049998494680212995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523218709586832,0.0,0.07893145392661692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797900258879327,0.0,0.07783471102307714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110825000834942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290235111717562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556207049706912,0.0,0.10104909091302663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155228468730184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115157143360456,0.0,0.0,0.05967568289081069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274085579119692,0.0,0.11131728947273507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768674983348487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EveryArcher,2019/07/17,I'm so lonely that is all,-4.472857142857143,-3.227983999999996,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,103.28571428571428,2.8000000000000003,7.0,3.1291,-2.5074571428571426,20,0,6,0,1,8,7,7,0.358,0.642,0.0,-0.4201,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dikkelul27,2019/07/17,"Quit college around January, lonely and need advice So as you can read in the title my life's kinda been going downhill since i quit college. I regret quitting a lot and i did it while i was addicted to drugs and gaming and it made me lazy. Since then i've left most of my college friends behind and have nobody now. I also quit drugs for about 3 months now and gaming doesn't seem as interesting as it used to. While i am going on the good path with my health and such with excersise and diet i feel lonely as fuck and have no idea where i can make lasting social contacts.",3.3866666666666703,4.789338606837607,4.406495726495726,86.6246153846154,73.1880341880342,6.567521367521367,23.256410256410252,6.937597516519254,0.7470615384615389,455,12,91,4,9,148,78,117,0.153,0.797,0.05,-0.8822,0,4,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,4,8,7,1,0,3,0,9,7,0,3,0,23,18,18,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,3,12,1,0,3,3,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,1,13,3,15,14,2,14,0,3,0,1,6,5,1,4,7,64,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231436539387173,0.0,0.1454956360958992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906895791250255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254553521887175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34533512984698905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752843190470452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503366647542553,0.13764834646675006,0.0,0.0,0.16923762235543705,0.12488362864546025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826533890858188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808105675360704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136693318678228,0.0,0.0,0.161771701399911,0.0,0.10516689290581377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265827382819363,0.0,0.1408853042943958,0.09938663236164504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884425304349755,0.0,0.0,0.11040160492914146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6334602998294526,0.14893239148594833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554577508762056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463301660827848,0.0,0.0,0.15177674467897811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285949684523719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mistears0509,2019/07/17,"A lot of acquaintances but no real friendships I keep ""getting out there' like people advise me to. I attend churches, functions, join clubs, go to exercise classes or paint classes... it is all the same. I make acquaintances, not friends. They might smile and act friendly at the function/ club meeting/ class... but they decline facebook invites, make excuses why to not meet for coffee and look uncomfortable if I offer my number. If I just hang back they all learn who I am and we all know each other, but it never goes beyond that. I am not looking for any flaming romance, just friends. The kind of friends you can text, or meet for coffee. 

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I haven't been able to make real friends for a long time. I keep going to things, joining things, volunteering for things, just to get out of my apartment or around other people. But it's the same everywhere. We are stuck on acquaintances, and I don't know how to break that barrier to start being ""friends"".  Is this unusual or just typical social situation for most people? I have to admit I'm not good at socially understanding HOW to get out of the acquaintance zone. Is this just the level most people operate at? Or does anybody really have FRIENDS anymore? Is it just me?

  
This makes me feel very lonely in these crowds of acquaintances, these smiling people who keep me at arms length. In many ways I feel LESS lonely in the woods than with people who I know darn well are being polite but distant. Or do I just interpret this all wrong?",4.640056100981768,6.733661931899643,4.789615084930652,82.32906030855544,71.25806451612901,7.576188249961041,28.617889979741307,8.321376580360154,2.1363628175159732,1185,46,211,19,23,370,149,279,0.126,0.753,0.121,0.3432,0,4,0,0,0,0,47.0,2,1,3,0,14,15,0,0,9,0,18,2,1,6,5,68,42,19,0,2,24,0,2,1,7,1,1,0,0,0,20,12,0,4,9,3,0,5,8,3,1,0,2,4,26,12,36,37,11,27,1,2,2,0,26,15,1,12,6,155,46,5,0.09660935576307107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467619660632503,0.1173909416730686,0.0656976747948591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581052120867596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600280900198275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428663124215862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454349826722332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976971861203138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5224810402887603,0.0,0.15142320294627734,0.0,0.10981064648726106,0.08103134401422564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576125030019445,0.0,0.10060377737903288,0.15928192612337932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719845129878481,0.0,0.0,0.08549623973118599,0.16225505430596435,0.0,0.0,0.08213381948650751,0.0,0.0,0.2579499806231676,0.0979467233057752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024872594147227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451109094234505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018605782027719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199251946760573,0.061890427125759824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859296365102322,0.0,0.1969621437947967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838059925472692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254888953491592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056333692257305674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057374646128114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971283625476316,0.0,0.07668400980936158,0.0,0.0,0.08686341314820209,0.0,0.08717491695213744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562716453617346,0.1173909416730686,0.0
lonely,FatherFondle420,2019/07/17,I have anxiety because I isolate myself and I isolate myself to avoid anxiety Gosh fucking gosh killing myself is sounding better every day,7.335000000000001,10.152869166666667,7.773333333333332,60.70500000000001,65.66666666666666,8.133333333333335,45.33333333333334,8.841846274778883,5.4322333333333335,116,8,12,2,2,38,17,24,0.451,0.455,0.094,-0.8393,0,1,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,10,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5911253930594742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355201583500425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34170211988577304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491688496405183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255231507672189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35718160517247843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274477155938921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,123abcdplusminus,2019/07/17,"People take me for granted I feel like if you show you are understanding the first time someone cancels your plans,then they will always cancel  plans on you in the future. I hate that people take me for granted. Like sure ,they can cancel or postpone when something important has happened,but telling me to stand by just in case their other friends want to hang out with them is just purely selfish.",6.4648648648648654,7.785353054054056,5.330648648648651,83.20489189189192,65.75675675675676,7.0010810810810815,31.016216216216225,6.742157984588678,1.7511816216216216,322,12,56,2,5,95,57,74,0.168,0.634,0.198,0.1548,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,4,2,3,6,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,11,11,3,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,13,4,10,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,6,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254095144188455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369745799079948,0.1935301667804728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304263927172009,0.0,0.0,0.20929575162792444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674564943745792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26469495369078033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756142564373772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295316859201656,0.2085511418611508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25531892614783874,0.0,0.40736438856343904,0.0,0.2367775036998105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796327689741493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820152190328594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597831391862603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tahax283,2019/07/17,So far I have wasted nearly every day of my summer. I have done nothing all day. I hardly speak to anyone. I feel worthless. I feel like a useless sack of meat. That's all I am. I don't know what to do. I don't even have the strength to ring up a doctor or anything. I've got a medical problem but I feel stuck with it due to anxiety and unwillingness to do a single thing other than sit down all day. I have regularly thought about suicide as my life is so pointless.,0.3875757575757568,2.5305665454545485,2.8189898989899014,90.8818181818182,85.56565656565657,5.216161616161617,22.131313131313128,6.574015621080383,0.5053555555555556,364,13,79,4,11,125,66,99,0.198,0.7609999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.9309999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,0,11,3,0,0,3,13,18,6,1,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,6,12,2,14,14,4,10,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,6,57,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482332312241713,0.0,0.0,0.15979211731004014,0.0,0.1880591029511667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421450354614957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339081298679585,0.0,0.23386352552705306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509406134208558,0.0,0.19254472786513874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466519266659945,0.16326047559944964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277474796337656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471623405291034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559303284502984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141611121122093,0.11164725568947167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302179553381431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927881534584132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21867046843142174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499725813430484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182387353164473,0.0,0.0,0.1814257348870356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,miyunez69,2019/07/17,"how does one stop missing their s/o too much okay so basically for the past few days ive been feeling hella off. like ive been crying every night because of this empty void in me. like no matter what i do I can't seem to fill it.

tbh it has always been like that but i never really cried over it, it just suddenly got worse x-x

can y'all like give tips or things for me to do while i wait for him to respond back (btw this happens like almost on a daily basis sksksksk)

thanks have a great day/night <3",-0.21255469301340568,1.924211174311928,1.8616513761467919,96.64938602681723,88.63302752293578,4.454763585038815,15.724064925899787,5.8734145424116955,-0.7185968948482708,394,8,91,3,13,131,84,109,0.10300000000000001,0.654,0.243,0.9505,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,5,9,0,0,3,1,11,0,0,1,1,11,19,5,0,0,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,1,11,8,11,15,2,13,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,3,13,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073197139337652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501799019246536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387836019295598,0.0,0.1100233900286113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39651367388279385,0.2327987694899085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579456628071186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206834451501086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125980786476263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313987562597935,0.0,0.0,0.14435219104730065,0.19898789839588266,0.0,0.0,0.15960433372431512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44088491880789743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267894128272248,0.0,0.13920294152214885,0.0,0.0,0.3387502310892215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223028734995603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172295561643656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562479355770408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643088700004929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089547432145972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661684674371094,0.0,0.0,0.11990775006825685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393199014983705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,callmegod23,2019/07/17,"Anyone up for voice chats? Hey strangers,

I'm 23M, Indian, a master's student in Literature. Summer vacation at the moment and I didn't wanna do any internship, because my area of interest is mostly research and teaching, and I wanted to spend some time preparing for my Thesis next year. So, I'm away from family and friends, staying in a small town reading and taking long walks. 

I'm here for another month and would like to have some random interesting conversations. I'm new to discord as well, here is the Id: God Himself #6650

I don't know if it interests you, but here's my interest of research:

Human Behavior from multiple view points, and how we can put them all together to get an insight into a certain kind of behavior. I'm currently skimming through various fields such as Evolutionary Biology, Molecular Genetics, Neuroscience, linguistics, Endocrinology, sociology and a few more. It's just in the beginning stages, I hope to do something along these lines for my Master's thesis and also go forward to do a PhD in the same.",7.695784267545926,7.921142393782388,8.616457842675462,64.5372444653792,62.88601036269432,12.614036740461614,39.30711257654264,12.079253325248375,5.266890155440416,834,42,137,27,11,284,130,193,0.01,0.867,0.12300000000000001,0.9509,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,1,2,9,10,0,0,10,0,10,0,0,1,2,29,22,16,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,12,0,0,2,2,1,4,2,0,1,0,1,2,12,10,28,20,8,28,0,0,1,0,9,13,0,6,12,91,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000805313440926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307203222953947,0.2360312919575714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739136302515666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114837661992223,0.0,0.0,0.13721556582594804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121991357435144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739075130091486,0.0,0.11760262685129515,0.0,0.12792643629116612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356970601905665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344013650629499,0.12370609363407242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099698411085514,0.0,0.0,0.1992016186950441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966834506348506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739774660751807,0.23939063792014245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278713371834249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262822229729729,0.0,0.0,0.22515549233023235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328880368660046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399208709375058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924310969651835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125445890961754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327666144226204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238705888004796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990073031621016,0.0,0.0,0.1449535285644345
lonely,HappinessTonight,2019/07/17,"I have a problem I always push my friends away. I don’t know why, but I do. It happens no matter what. I push people away and they don’t come back. I hate doing it and I don’t do it intentionally, but I’ve lost too many close friends from it",-0.706666666666667,1.164540555555554,1.905185185185185,97.43333333333337,87.88888888888891,4.340740740740742,18.259259259259263,5.46131890053228,-0.6570518518518518,186,5,47,1,6,64,33,54,0.23,0.636,0.134,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,12,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,0,9,2,3,11,0,7,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,32,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902244182342895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946129388529005,0.202402072381917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22674312024743384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40673053844248375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327670377321135,0.0,0.0,0.25987800306692377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466035768608715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873387617959191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668665875490175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824855349178817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518686543520756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375176200051013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TunaSuba,2019/07/17,I know she's using me but I don't care anymore. During the past week;,-2.867083333333333,-1.5039218749999996,0.5025000000000013,100.95916666666668,111.5,2.1333333333333333,11.583333333333332,3.1291,-1.829516666666667,54,1,13,0,3,19,15,16,0.23800000000000002,0.762,0.0,-0.5334,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611090885082651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740512383181256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555263689347353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438508738403769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015706734485007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37295777608250735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,badgalchariri,2019/07/17,"Turned off all birthday notifications on social media. I turned off my birthday notifications on Facebook and Snapchat because I didn’t want to have people pretend to care about my birthday. My birthday’s coming up soon, and people always forget about my birthday. For example, my aunt sent me a voicemail wishing me a happy birthday already when my birthday hasn’t even passed (although I am very grateful for her spending the time to do so). I want people to wish me a happy birthday because they *know* that it’s my birthday, not because Facebook reminded them of that. Even if no one wishes me a happy birthday, I won’t mind at all because I’ll at least know how much people truly know. I’m not sad, and I’m not lonely. I’m contempt. I guess this was just a place I could put this here. Thank you for listening. (P.S. I apologize if I sound really rude or arrogant in this passage. I’m not trying to come off that way at all).",3.4045372928176785,5.525459574585639,4.5986705801104995,82.24121029005526,74.80110497237571,6.292955801104973,29.54454419889503,7.1686216300943375,1.851643370165745,737,33,132,8,16,242,101,181,0.065,0.7190000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.9768,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,0,10,9,2,0,6,0,8,0,0,1,3,29,29,10,0,8,8,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,1,1,5,8,4,0,1,3,2,24,5,21,24,5,20,0,2,0,0,9,11,0,4,3,92,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944973247537998,0.0,0.10514792372987113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30812993949175443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128840138000128,0.0,0.0,0.2177089079599497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089420512935293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669291484188905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920810185296129,0.0,0.0,0.4035618166121965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208344900140075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759520099166474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289468843544077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562992151325112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504293888353062,0.0,0.13202719257821474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703428953746418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095428761424531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881580220380934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634226095814552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368593395071547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579527068000031,0.2749032115700755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426646207502828,0.14906970875468628,0.10030467834559237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435949334219009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,finallapdance,2019/07/17,Any PC/FPS gamers? Looking for people to play krunker.io with. 18+ only please!!,0.8520000000000003,2.9771142000000026,1.3066666666666684,94.60000000000002,107.0,2.0,18.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.7076666666666658,63,2,11,0,3,19,15,15,0.0,0.6759999999999999,0.324,0.6467,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670970035630892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533139447832232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105584332142419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742441280431021,0.0,0.0,0.5925616955068891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwdatazz,2019/07/17,"The shop is closed I haven’t been touched since December. I’m afraid to let anyone close. I was never the one for random hook-ups. I’ve been in serious relationships since I was 15 (now 36) lasting 3 years, 5 years, and 11 years, respectively. I feel like I don’t have it in me to have another serious long-term relationship. I’m pretty sure that I’m closing up shop for good.",2.1148051948051965,4.036145155844157,4.024675324675325,85.79987012987014,77.96103896103895,8.036363636363637,23.98701298701299,8.841846274778883,1.6897844155844155,295,10,64,7,7,100,53,77,0.037000000000000005,0.7759999999999999,0.188,0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,0,2,8,14,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,3,0,1,4,2,6,4,7,9,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,7,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23537155202276025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695143251119445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349645482913692,0.16035813248581632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827093472946127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829692667018305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295310879061372,0.0,0.10966246027272056,0.0,0.0,0.19864482276412251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312156067613088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210356982327394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22836201693512426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819836891980279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37136021048948936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21155599081250093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336450905270575
lonely,LoydDobbler,2019/07/17,"I've been lurking here and tonight is just shit I've been visiting this sub for the last couple of weeks and I have come to the understanding that most of you here are much worse off than I am. I actually have people in my life that care a great deal about me. I am fortunate that I have close friends (out of state) that I consider family, so I feel weird trying to go to you all for comfort or answers or whatever I'm on here for.  Fuck it, I'm alone, so fucking alone. 

I was a single parent for the last 20 years. I gave up dating and any hope of a relationship to focus on my kids while also working 65 hours a week. My kids are successfully out on their own now and I have a chance to finally let someone in. I've been dating off dating apps for the last 3 months and every week I feel more and more alone. I never thought about how lonely I've been for 20 years until I started dating again. This new world of people is shit. I'm starting to withdraw into myself and I've never felt so alone. Today is actually my birthday and I got stood up. I'm sitting at this bar my myself and I hate everyone here. I'm so lonely I feel like I'm suffocating.",1.3668613007545822,3.278693152892565,3.4828997484728745,88.83229428674093,80.28099173553719,6.357455982752426,21.265540783327342,7.423996415210882,0.6687389148401004,901,26,196,13,23,307,123,242,0.13699999999999998,0.755,0.10800000000000001,-0.6502,1,8,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,2,1,2,15,15,5,0,9,0,17,6,2,1,3,30,41,19,0,1,3,1,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,8,14,1,0,7,1,0,3,2,8,0,0,10,4,27,7,34,30,7,46,0,2,0,2,11,15,4,4,27,129,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.2205619580349869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681750779744174,0.0,0.09037366356000573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685034141683293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522072616789887,0.0,0.0,0.09734768550287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504287229128264,0.0,0.0,0.11650784160215005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952153854368191,0.10798542881569922,0.0,0.0,0.1065353075458742,0.0,0.17142300999815968,0.08073401584741331,0.10850685094790576,0.12379639330575873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731086636168843,0.20895094021597985,0.0,0.0,0.06422590829964589,0.0,0.09038402800433812,0.12459338268890215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157349375833643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122439415468206,0.11129160238455983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763534991679031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555987963458705,0.07982195833195571,0.05521073779221797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020311195203183,0.0,0.08307499219429253,0.0,0.17431980039293515,0.10914528804964677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548368602897975,0.0,0.0,0.1566931287055004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132992009416835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320052741040447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575259029039357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997742432810144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971692690296143,0.0,0.0,0.10711980072663137,0.0,0.0,0.07672603850759037,0.0,0.0,0.11764688441795901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719482346000322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822722685269154,0.0,0.11516634439687218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554883733491994
lonely,RyanOliverV,2019/07/17,"I wish I had someone, anyone Seeing as I'm here, it's clear I feel very much alone. I'm 20 years old and I've never had a friend or well anyone that I've ever felt comfortable enough being myself around, or opening up to. I feel like even my own family don't even know who I am, and I fucking live with them. I just want someone who truly knows and cares about me, someone who wants to hear how I'm feeling...fuck I just want a hug. 

Obviously I'm also a virgin and have never gotten close to a relationship which kills me, maybe I'll just have to settle and end up one of those lonely old men; not everyone finds the one. Besides, who wants a short, dumb, boring guy who can't even socialize...I don't blame anyone else at all it's my fault.

I wish I was able to talk to and make friends with people without stuttering or panicking like an idiot. Every time I come face to face with another person my mind goes completely blank.

 I'm moving away to University in September for a fresh start, but I've lost all hope of it going well. It's all fine imagining making all these new Uni friends in my head, but the reality I have to accept is that's not happening.",4.409125000000003,4.619926662500003,5.695,82.73,69.875,8.9,26.0,8.841846274778883,1.6769500000000002,909,24,193,15,15,306,142,240,0.077,0.73,0.193,0.9659,0,3,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,14,22,4,0,9,0,12,6,3,3,9,52,41,14,1,7,11,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,14,13,0,0,8,0,0,3,8,9,2,2,6,5,20,13,25,34,7,23,0,2,1,3,15,10,2,4,12,116,34,0,0.1062470428231736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003989393321613,0.0,0.08496572175969262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140928825041704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287120812626504,0.10886265106697376,0.0,0.09458239379378727,0.0,0.0,0.0998225941711504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832594115243824,0.0,0.0,0.09152241963605967,0.11139800296551634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875577095600086,0.0,0.09410334414826704,0.10978159686112657,0.0,0.21052550923494115,0.09610653299155686,0.08951771597590581,0.10152360253453484,0.0,0.0,0.10016025622902676,0.0,0.10744339443567956,0.07590290862203818,0.10201382287151377,0.0,0.09710787231290777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24625860518399645,0.19644735809596947,0.0,0.0,0.06038264290047225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520127653121904,0.09395390908228506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090401182091727,0.0,0.11974813906158514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552728672270903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754661107481855,0.0,0.11678119227080185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381387675594728,0.0,0.0938180853489221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598119804514564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184145221255365,0.0,0.10673943508905044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072792256241054,0.0,0.0,0.11292379214091272,0.07810380141646267,0.0,0.16388853869531397,0.10261405602585053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22297679753317032,0.0,0.143991491824126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365832174329975,0.09277081965371056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406956214629965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466513727906312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27006832379816753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520220376077058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853973484548145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195350508627773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766493741958911,0.25066903449226685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105770250983964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24435771159039524,0.1024183578469746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841961213199263
lonely,WillGuillaume,2019/02/26,"Missing a friend... Months back, I met a friendless little weeb girl here on Reddit. She was shy and very afraid of being abandoned. She lived in the US but was from an Asian household where studying took priority and friends were forbidden. She lacked social skills and depended on others to help her understand what was expected of her. It was clear she was still thoughtful and trying her best so I worked to help her learn how to socialize. We spent a few months talking nearly every day. We would talk about life, random things, and sometimes watch anime together. It was really nice.

It eventually came out that she had lied about something important when we met. After telling her it wasn't alright that she did it, i quickly calmed down and forgave her. But she was too embarrassed and ended up ghosting over it.

I still really miss her.",4.683896103896103,7.243336610389615,4.407792207792209,83.0531168831169,72.50649350649351,7.5168831168831165,27.233766233766232,8.418075326091056,2.0931610389610387,674,25,117,12,14,205,105,154,0.11699999999999999,0.685,0.198,0.9640000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,4,0,0,3,12,11,0,2,5,1,13,1,0,2,1,25,22,12,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,11,12,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,5,0,0,17,1,22,6,17,3,3,22,0,3,1,0,30,10,0,2,10,90,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314694391344828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942801142000545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555017568740704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102649132552785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143335279486966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405405023026405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641901594120085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292022566982876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076489888978738,0.0,0.17136215062154084,0.15097430751024107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27294167976007355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190622890273033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485755396689977,0.0,0.13162512613204594,0.1690989269475862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27308216410091685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748469124737793,0.1494399335893742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358838097711757,0.0,0.0,0.1357352767653292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995983067229788,0.11608099420524536,0.0,0.0,0.17799129961642998,0.205662214102152,0.0,0.0,0.1410725146503232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447204250197885,0.0,0.0,0.12145593569069625,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,911Dispatcher760,2019/02/26,Paying for companionship I am a 30 year old pregnant mother of 5 month old and always feel lonely without any friends or companions. Is it weird to rationalize paying for a “buddy”. Someone to talk to or eat lunch or maybe even watch a movie? ,5.8957971014492765,6.811577565217391,6.5508695652173925,75.40644927536233,66.82608695652173,8.742028985507247,30.55072463768116,8.841846274778883,2.5074289855072482,192,7,34,3,3,63,37,46,0.151,0.8490000000000001,0.0,-0.696,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,3,4,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,7,3,0,4,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,3,4,19,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377438343849728,0.0,0.0,0.19430095533682676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29236523377234186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188716878127242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446977504280062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22074833283234094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870464444371629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280608062828409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5996349603169994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420915694894248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296527540909812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754260919644201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399578727274835
lonely,Rjmnoodles,2019/02/26,Back to being alone I was with the girl of my dreams. I was convinced we were gonna be together forever. Our year and 5 months spent together will forever be the best times of life. She said maybe we could try again in a couple years. I’m praying sooner but with my luck she’ll find someone else. She was all I had to talk to and now it’s back to my circle of 1. She brought me leaps and bounds from where I was mentally before I met her. But fuck dude I’m just a wreck now ,-0.26464401294498074,1.8168431747572809,1.619635922330101,98.73845064724921,88.12621359223301,5.375080906148868,17.321197411003233,6.816661863887847,-0.2245268608414244,369,9,90,5,12,121,71,103,0.09699999999999999,0.787,0.11599999999999999,-0.0129,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,0,1,7,4,1,0,4,0,12,2,0,0,1,15,20,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,7,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,10,1,17,3,11,3,2,12,1,0,0,1,12,2,1,1,9,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482740167072328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686544092349867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039810998585672,0.0,0.2515676950693746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139413277071607,0.2652417663809321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025239005198525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909655354312504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161405706011925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931886508999447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408274612360394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415778670286488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913394366971996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280253020263525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031110267925625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926750559200973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978062870723265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275177951573214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087391548354293
lonely,Sanchez331,2019/02/26,"Don't know what's wrong with me. Just really bad with meeting new people Everytime I have a change up in my life, wether it was going to a new school, getting another job, moving, it's always a rough start cause I've never been good with new people. I'm a shy guy which is very detrimental when first impressions are everything. Been trying to work on it but that's a problem I've always had. I usually warm up get along with everyone after a while after they realize I'm just really shy, maybe that comes with some bad self confidence issues. I've got some friends but 3 good close friends. But through it all no matter what there's always that voice in the back of my head telling me ""you're not good enough"".

I haven't had a gf in about 3 years, even if I am a little ugly I'd like to think I got things going, I'm 20yo, I have a decent job, I got my own car, a little apartment, I'm fit, not super athletic or anything just fit, although I did just start going to the gym,  I got some money lying around, and I made it all for myself, didn't have anything handed to me. But what's the point of it all when you got a whole lot of love to give but no one to give it to? I just want someone to share my life and have fun with. 

Thanks for listening to my rant y'all. Much love, peace out!",2.061798201798201,3.395864652014652,3.556505161505161,91.66614635364635,76.47252747252746,6.868398268398267,20.83399933399933,7.520522993642371,0.4829501831501832,1002,23,228,13,22,331,144,273,0.14800000000000002,0.6629999999999999,0.19,0.9279999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,1,3,12,18,0,0,14,0,16,6,2,2,4,43,43,13,0,3,14,0,3,1,3,0,2,2,0,2,15,13,0,0,3,1,1,6,8,4,0,2,13,5,23,14,34,30,11,36,0,0,0,2,16,15,0,6,16,141,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461425240575557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033962537391042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228751900959987,0.08777962180292176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758213885234779,0.16466261212957628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129480433217222,0.10431133193076572,0.0849397341291369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188563290542874,0.0,0.06512787013617367,0.0,0.0,0.09422158899870213,0.08862008479183843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387361710547134,0.0,0.0,0.1523644190827274,0.0,0.10303439807029914,0.1891823759612039,0.16811899164300362,0.24811633995305402,0.3943183275776292,0.0,0.0,0.09763474888601914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119748458275724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291831387740316,0.19570108876728132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419089367506907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929567782448146,0.048173568430717614,0.19765682862925832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383069919947451,0.1779902646261849,0.0933027182555058,0.0,0.0,0.09906227647401553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048018280050359,0.07248624056455141,0.0,0.0760504855474124,0.28570083717434874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681750264598674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672099776543162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321387976943908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435195437366704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633815916862062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979382705048924,0.0,0.0,0.10286683205590208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354795000444486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958667654910434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618537768319089,0.09078251144032633,0.0,0.0,0.06550897929220667,0.06318229420368203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694652551779989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859980618921083,0.08135969860147271,0.05815996022845444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008929513032473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178583218263701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780941532835908,0.0,0.06349857976679174
lonely,HelenofJoy5,2019/02/26,"Maybe being lonely isn't our fault, maybe we just choose the wrong people Reading through some posts here I can see many of us feel that not having friends or having bad ones somehow reflects us. That it's somehow our fault. Maybe it is, but not because of our personality, but because we choose or attract toxic people. If you are a good and caring person there will always be someone there ready to exploit it, use you and get on with their lives, leaving you to wander what you did wrong. I felt it on my own skin. Every friend i ever had used me to feel better about themselves, made me care about and help them, and giving nothing in return. So they just take all our kindness and will to help someone and leave. So if i should choose between those people as my 'friends' or just being alone, i would choose staying alone.",6.746918238993716,6.6725116163522005,5.920125786163522,84.08446540880506,64.9119496855346,7.3182389937106915,30.24528301886793,5.033348758259628,1.2818226415094345,653,20,124,1,9,197,101,159,0.10300000000000001,0.667,0.23,0.9829,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,8,4,3,1,13,15,0,0,2,0,15,1,1,3,2,39,27,16,0,4,12,0,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,5,24,9,15,16,3,7,0,1,1,0,23,3,0,8,2,94,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442186430493757,0.0,0.0,0.09810262904174387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844196091254297,0.14374205442359625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427337739871673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404147569548806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664771764330658,0.09933622408698094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922803201548672,0.0,0.11320293260679043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27326881300779643,0.0,0.06159812513785536,0.11310086618241942,0.0,0.09888931362350872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580523886432144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277518797168513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496791311651829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410826782198544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156026768620343,0.0,0.11953256307435067,0.3553405823863139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312867290751727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989240421588698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24521200551629665,0.20589227125353127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129160517239217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793236735749275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395140344478516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997933573940521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566620514249993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864647439370618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28363947773242104,0.20365628871649685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375310534608098,0.2578112933470745,0.0,0.0
lonely,ExplosiveTumbleweed,2019/02/26,"I just want to love and be loved. That’s all I want. After 30 years of being alive (but dead inside) I don’t think it’s going to happen. Now I’m thinking about whether I put up with the pain of being alone for the rest of my life or I seriously consider ending my life.

I’ve been held back by social anxiety, depression, a medical condition and an alcohol addiction.

I feel lonely every time I see pretty women. I get jealous when guys talk about their girlfriend and feel insecure when they talk about the latest girl they fucked.

I’m utterly alone.",4.2225,5.5470565137614685,5.529254587155965,79.68819380733947,71.0183486238532,9.119724770642202,26.469036697247706,9.516144504307137,2.3542009174311933,436,14,83,10,8,146,79,109,0.251,0.616,0.132,-0.9313,0,4,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,8,9,2,1,5,0,5,9,0,0,1,16,21,8,1,2,4,0,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,3,2,4,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,2,3,13,2,13,16,2,12,0,2,1,3,12,1,1,1,9,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934303342649734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962404756659304,0.0,0.3675382851700886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573728504111976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364365582710128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282450066297684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715473952571946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949663547520045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794329289689681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403579315654082,0.09270246120515307,0.0,0.1008403962982117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568854072803292,0.15690517954373406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25065516781607383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32028401990849675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874708973147482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888033441194788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051517831820035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837117722797535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139271793610825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180872631856482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852310547318763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22738635977756225,0.0,0.0,0.1034637721184387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931151373710896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426231894705803
lonely,Lousses,2019/02/26,"I need some advices I think i am one of the worst persons with keeping friends. I tried all my years of high school, specially the past year, having conversations and show empathy, hang out with different people  and show me ""friendly"". But i failed so bad with that. The only friend i have is very busy in the last 2 years, and it's hard to talk with him.

I'm not shy and that awkward talking with people. But when it comes to ""friendship"", it seems like the other persons are not interested in me. I send them messages, but they don't answer me. I try to  invite them to some random thing, and they seems like they don't care or they are too busy.

Now, this is my first year of college, and i'm afraid that can happen again. And i don't want to lose my time with some random people who doesn't care about my interests or my feeling. 

Right now, i just need one person who i can talk about anything. One person who i can know their passions and thoughts, and share opinions. 

I'm starting to feel lonely and depressed with myself, and i don't really know what to do. Any advice can be helpful. And sorry for my bad english.
",4.435104166666669,5.186072897321432,4.720607142857143,87.81605952380954,70.02678571428572,7.223333333333334,26.540476190476195,7.0316486544052195,1.0751122619047622,875,26,182,7,15,275,121,224,0.146,0.7290000000000001,0.126,-0.7024,1,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,7,3,9,21,0,2,5,0,18,1,0,0,1,49,38,19,0,3,8,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,13,21,0,1,9,2,0,3,7,9,0,4,1,3,31,12,23,36,5,21,0,4,0,1,26,5,0,10,15,125,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208066307673216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683066880539867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929733909355538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866813053056736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23038246255037104,0.0,0.0,0.09732276585832954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097310008174474,0.0,0.0,0.1180406596186313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425275207177625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610122380224027,0.0,0.0,0.2618655480069729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990835394705133,0.0,0.101208408211954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757285013798585,0.11937018604593315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042233082613833,0.0,0.0,0.12418234436133545,0.09209425218043137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039320923267848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639636993097478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754733729361473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22967569531241336,0.08592682234227432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078527478203302,0.2349795261875781,0.3946011390671797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237825270942473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648479817567517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434237890803353,0.0,0.20570655392107812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647250967792487,0.07996823617364499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27242853221011865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505927724686147,0.07239339383648623,0.0,0.0896939606257856,0.06587988488056787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534127954319211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093220810948821,0.06663887342804832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910231577407331
lonely,HellNo90,2019/02/26,"Unhealthy way of coping with loneliness: Sex Lately my loneliness has gotten bad. I [21/F] have nightly cries and am getting night terrors again. I find that I feel my best when I’m cuddling and having sex with strangers from tinder.

Sex is easy to find. Every guy wants it, and it’s an easy and temporary fix to my problem. But it’s has become a obsession.

I feel so happy within the  that moment: a complete stranger sharing their warmth and intimacy. But when I get home I feel so much more worse and end up crying because I’m so alone again.

And because if this, I have been sexually assaulted. When meeting a guy who creeped me out, I said I’m going home. But he got upset and used his strength against me (I’m 97 lbs). I didn’t tell anyone because I am embarrassed for looking for sex in the first place.

And even THAT  didn’t stop me from seeing men afterwards. I’m desperate :(
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lonely,HowDidIGetHere6969,2019/02/26,Look at this please Hi. I'm lonely. Please talk to me.,-3.8375000000000017,-5.57373975,-1.6366666666666667,112.14000000000004,154.83333333333334,1.2000000000000002,3.0,3.1291,-3.3709,41,0,11,0,4,13,11,12,0.162,0.519,0.319,0.3453,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380427794916886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8837636912548372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32355651322938644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MedicalCoconut,2019/02/26,I fear my friend and I are drifting apart I go to college on the other side of the country from my best friend. We talk fairly frequently but I fear that she is replacing me with other people in her life. I have other friends at school but no one who I am as close with. ,0.7552631578947349,2.8505097017543863,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,83.56140350877193,5.203508771929825,20.026315789473685,6.42735559955562,0.06129473684210529,211,6,47,2,6,69,44,57,0.14300000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.171,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,12,4,9,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,1,38,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712309228110102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5816639118690932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5990414219703957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688503672147085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255329649940774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513472869204855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917906163762634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26156866290300346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773507188774554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwitaway9984,2019/02/26,"I can't seem to keep any ""friends""or be in any relationships for longer than 3 months. I (21M) have never had any real friends. When I was a kid I was suicidal, never told anyone except for 1 girlfriend but that didn't work out in the end. Friends? Anyone that I called my ""bestfriend"" has left me. I try to drown myself in positivity though, I smile, say hi to everyone hold open doors, and I even made an instagram account promoting fitness and mental awareness. I try with women, older and my age, but I get rejected every single time. Girls either ignore me, like my friends. I only find refuge in the gym, I can put my headphones in, talk to those folk (that I don't ever talk to out of the gym), go home and be on my own. I don't mind being alone, its just I am so all the time, but I want to move out. Far away, where there is no one that I know. I want this to prove to myself that I am not just a loser who no one likes, maybe I'll make friends in another state. Anyone that ever says ""oh you're young, you'll grow out of this phase."" I always thought that if I make something of myself, that would make me happy, but everyone I've studied and heard preach says that I have to find inner peace and find myself first. I'm so lost. Help me...

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lonely,Baron_Mayerling,2019/02/26,"Bitter loneliness There is more to loneliness than simply being alone.
I feel alone amongst family and peers.
Anxious and depressed, i wander about.
Foreign to the feeling of friendship and camaraderie.
In bed, alone and cold, without romance's flames.
Will the heavens show me no mercy.
Cast out and isolated, i endure this bitter fate.",5.034586466165415,8.520751456140356,4.5611528822055165,76.86473684210529,78.2982456140351,6.76591478696742,30.9498746867168,7.957251820313856,3.0192927318295752,271,13,37,5,7,82,45,57,0.36200000000000004,0.509,0.129,-0.9371,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,5,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,4,2,8,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8156057754241338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965478364605823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260890006045684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474595970861689,0.0,0.2654535850610008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530385456391685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AMystification,2019/02/26,I’m learning that.. Lonely comes in all shapes and sizes. I’m happily married but I am constantly lonely. I always have this emptiness inside me. While I have a great connection with my husband I still feel like I’m missing something. I know I’m not the only one and I don’t really know how to correct it. ,0.8291935483870958,3.3318686129032287,3.038951612903226,87.07842741935484,88.67741935483872,5.680645161290323,23.87903225806452,7.1686216300943375,1.3349935483870965,242,10,46,4,8,82,46,62,0.18600000000000005,0.6459999999999999,0.168,-0.0419,0,4,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,2,13,13,5,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,8,2,3,13,1,6,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,29,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819562962009417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918954324577911,0.0,0.3661842006961453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133635784678847,0.2420796174875683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735912069556493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724540583211547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554848839932665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296183762589567,0.2577161340012954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21708056885591112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608687910945211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27061175974492674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,njaccount987,2019/02/26,"35M: New Jersey - I don't know who my best friend is. I guess I don't have one anymore. Hello all, my name's Brad, and things lately have me feeling pretty ""bleh."" I'm 35, married, two kids, and...pretty lonely on a lot of days. As I've gotten older, I've slowly grown apart from a lot of my old friends, as we've all settled into families and many have moved to different parts of the country. I realized recently that I don't have a best friend anymore, just countless minor friends.  I guess this is what friendships are like when you get older.

I miss the kind of friendships I had in high school and college, where we could talk all night and spend hours driving around without there being a moment of awkward silence.  I miss the friends that saw me at my low points, and similarly shared their low points with me. Friendships now just don't seem sincere when I view them in comparison to the people I remember from my past.

I feel like there is a void inside me right now, and I am looking for something to fill it. I want to find someone to help me make my life better, and I want to return the favor.  I want this be online to start, because I'll be much more honest with you as an internet stranger than I would if you worked down the hall from me.  However, I want you to be from NJ, because if we gain each others' trust, I'd like to have the option of meeting you.

I've been down this road before, and I've had my share of conversations die out. I want to find one person that I really click with, and devote my time into developing a strong friendship with that one individual. So, if this message called out to you at all, let me [lend you a hand](https://www.reddit.com/message/compose/?to=njaccount987) in taking the next step.",6.325712974296203,5.9134929360465165,6.42686658506732,81.232576499388,65.86046511627907,9.102570379436962,30.895960832313342,8.371475516178862,2.0970546511627903,1366,44,275,16,19,436,185,344,0.049,0.721,0.22899999999999998,0.9957,2,2,1,0,0,0,58.0,2,7,2,6,11,26,0,1,16,0,24,1,0,1,4,53,45,18,1,10,6,0,2,3,5,1,1,0,0,2,13,21,0,0,8,0,1,5,5,6,0,4,5,6,46,20,45,33,12,47,0,5,4,0,29,23,0,9,22,182,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064728204151236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005394009181394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333252140006955,0.0,0.08607979803939653,0.0,0.2123225769428927,0.08946789164141547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329577695661092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076811188022784,0.0,0.0,0.06523989856283653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498821723271344,0.10569077825350053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536474339711608,0.0,0.10229917659799577,0.07226879878665579,0.0,0.0,0.1849170054793968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907802285536636,0.0,0.05285197931275427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228785197460872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780548560697154,0.10688120435976016,0.0,0.0,0.09962232566970652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534268178255372,0.055594947805688695,0.0,0.11411300397228215,0.0,0.0,0.10344306054223994,0.07145237338808479,0.14826515162740234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494900986156434,0.0,0.0,0.1720054064601375,0.0,0.0,0.06752515519925564,0.10256046814196967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751718162864027,0.0743643163550706,0.0,0.0,0.0977010591852558,0.10758491865169656,0.09493190519358068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061505125927338,0.0,0.20564611432967095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095465350706679,0.09656876614157812,0.07013167913678224,0.08832910122340858,0.0,0.0,0.1912579929617152,0.0,0.0,0.20583238775070054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480575322268205,0.0,0.09988339903601297,0.0,0.1145946782864144,0.08639017641688501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237942631963436,0.0,0.09209235972590588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571262816996679,0.07787799059248036,0.0,0.0,0.07160164255315833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605980896852799,0.08130866002943958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720627835354719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898727037593774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988187228478091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983342526762393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975147307221066,0.0,0.07364576080459971,0.0,0.0,0.07186123573117761,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Vinesy01,2019/03/20,"Want to talk about life? It’s one of those nights where I’m sat listening to music, deeply thinking about the future and life itself and just want to talk with someone similar, about how they’re feeling, what they wanna do later on in life etc... get a view on other people’s life. 

17...M",4.0915517241379336,4.968460741379314,4.713275862068965,87.09681034482759,70.89655172413794,7.179310344827586,23.12068965517241,7.1686216300943375,0.7412965517241372,225,5,46,2,4,72,45,58,0.0,0.9229999999999999,0.077,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,10,9,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,12,8,1,7,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,3,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730775686258576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238058270562515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792640621319787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6917920926935198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297794259420692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591979272417187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975132796021142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746448158519395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936096549960918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689292091107834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28884313731623257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ze_nt,2019/03/20,"Tired of it all.. I'm tired of feeling unloved and unlovable.  I  really try to be kind to everyone even though I have social anxiety, I keep telling myself that someone will eventually notice my efforts and good intentions, but that never happens. The only place for me to feel something remotely close to happiness and love is in my head (the amount of time I spend daydreaming is ridiculous). I am miserable and worthless, I don't know what to do. ",7.128674698795184,7.707273192771088,7.233397590361445,72.7691325301205,64.06024096385542,10.977349397590363,38.286746987951815,10.793553405168565,4.408230843373493,357,18,61,9,5,115,62,83,0.183,0.6509999999999999,0.166,0.1027,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,9,1,1,2,0,8,4,1,1,2,13,15,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,10,4,10,13,2,5,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569555960130226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551380627545015,0.0,0.0,0.19605011083332435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748169747284348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208807614860988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143243372929288,0.21840882136541687,0.0,0.0,0.2105650974404229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823658098922388,0.0,0.21365449028466607,0.11275686203191215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517524209710026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824086898708226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335890532246624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604213145625073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436049446845504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143808319676836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914645321569603,0.17384110194208335,0.1579510043115883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793288887033548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157990578323126,0.0,0.11963712117629025,0.4716287946887539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929794527081726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Silverking707,2019/03/20,"Lonely after a heartbreak She seemed so perfect for me, we talked every day and kept each other company. I don't even know what went wrong but she's done. I wish I could shake this empty feeling. It's been awhile since I've felt this lonely. It feels like I'll never be able to find anyone to break this loneliness. Not even my hobby is helping break this feeling, I don't know what to do.",2.4177857142857166,4.247735350000003,3.3221428571428615,91.60000000000002,76.75,5.571428571428572,20.17857142857143,6.1826913282559595,0.03848214285714269,308,7,64,2,7,98,58,80,0.20800000000000002,0.616,0.17600000000000002,-0.4436,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,0,2,18,18,3,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,8,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,5,4,9,2,5,11,1,7,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,40,18,0,0.2316197285277509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195389961353415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184929506160566,0.0,0.0,0.1493755634783417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23702739893600336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059652924697879,0.0,0.1951496109616078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513416824133611,0.16546918034003527,0.2223912622104949,0.0,0.21169623572918328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524982169781582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25458429083929823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131576997942636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863941354393625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108579018230348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915982329303876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616716419122506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471380884398714,0.0,0.0,0.2663512570247515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25323981287096464,0.0,0.0
lonely,ZiggieTheKitty,2019/03/20,"Dreaming of being held at this point. hi everybody, I'm some gay guy who's had too many online relationships but no real relationships, not that I haven't tried mind you, I've flown out to visit people I was in relationships in 3 times now, one found out he wasn't really bi, one found out he just wasnt all that attracted to me after all and the last just wanted sex and I wanted more then that so yeah, suffice to say every time I get close to something real something happens and I crave somebody just to hold me for one night ya know? it's gotten to the point where I'm having dreams where things went different just about every other day and while it's nice in the dreams it makes it so much worse when i wake up lacking even a basic relationship.",3.4155882352941163,4.9368642352941166,4.42171568627451,86.0702205882353,73.31372549019608,7.191503267973857,21.90032679738562,7.793537801064563,0.8265385620915033,600,14,123,8,12,195,101,153,0.067,0.838,0.095,0.6409,1,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,13,2,0,0,4,1,7,4,1,1,2,29,20,10,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,11,8,0,2,3,3,0,2,5,0,0,3,9,1,10,2,18,10,6,25,0,0,0,3,13,13,0,1,10,80,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520794401107487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803966766191808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726552356697179,0.0,0.2226374480188749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897305332701424,0.0,0.0,0.06902844108223354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082183498483502,0.11683530081971392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261095287208535,0.10769729689440907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819265158751889,0.133951260190473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340584463091376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712508210449948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398781483095545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268588440232177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915969570911269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497965311864492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007681725352418,0.08464091934286633,0.0,0.0,0.5673995574176205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050689445131234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342838073875044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877761757649916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540831344707875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970235919100909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585829444010482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247868243212195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346438965538627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jaeggeer,2019/03/20,"No one cares about me, everyone i love just leaves. Its been 9 months since i stopped talking to a girl really important for me, she was almost everything for me. We were not a couple, short like friends with benefits but i messed up everything and now i just miss every moment with her, her smile, her Laugh... In July i will go to a music festival and she prolly wont like to see me. Ever my best friend chose her instead Me and now i dont have anyone to go with
",2.4055,4.051069378947371,4.0707236842105265,87.02819078947371,76.26315789473685,8.118421052631579,22.40131578947368,8.841846274778883,1.4548157894736846,361,10,77,8,8,121,66,95,0.114,0.63,0.256,0.9544,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,7,12,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,1,14,13,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,3,1,19,10,12,8,1,11,0,1,1,1,12,3,0,1,8,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104346115461567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694158652990175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053919006877776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426166873380253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325266935165554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462939336813757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009247384256608,0.177060222160871,0.200807085205067,0.3777380769479507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247223402843188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23886588369827924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225182346086099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533709871168676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966834785048609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773951991641736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424029045743144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462730655696106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674621369913685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383803903641273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569459502987056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689104030919257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,oddly-,2019/03/20,"Lonely To be honest, I don’t have any close friend. My sister lives abroad, and, well, I guess right now I only have my cats and dogs. I mean, I am grateful for them but I just want meaningful human interaction. My sister told me that she is getting help for her mental health there, and now I am afraid to talk to her about my issue because I don’t want her to relapse. Anyway, perhaps someone want to talk? Give me a message or dm me, let’s be less lonely together, I guess?",1.2888659793814412,3.4560245360824817,2.9125876288659818,91.45754123711343,81.98969072164948,5.1171134020618565,20.009278350515466,6.2581,0.08663381443298945,368,10,77,3,10,121,63,97,0.047,0.7559999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.8873,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,1,1,0,10,1,0,0,0,14,19,5,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,21,3,8,15,1,4,0,2,0,0,16,2,0,3,2,53,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398740564742484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253847454948782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891308779033464,0.0,0.10746284758963057,0.19731349156513805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531743315939792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186354174977061,0.0,0.0,0.137867505820439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146835481261918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032865738999995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162518571363104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22405319099106208,0.0,0.0,0.2072838854846299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643405670980506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565537719206392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427773221187634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306464678931021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654252264980385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639581572118304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849371076552671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mochathedoggo,2019/03/20,"Alone in the bay area CA Hi everyone, haven't posted in this channel yet and thought I would give it a try. 
I'm 19 years old, and just moved to the bay area (California) on my own for an engineering school. I moved from a life full of friends and relationships, to nothing in an instant.
For now I'm staying with some relatives but it's been really hard lately. I've been here for a few months and nothing has gotten better. 
People are school are nice, but I dont think any of them will become more then just classmates. Each of them have their own lifes and friends, and probably arent looking for anything else.
I also have absolutely no spending money, so that limits me a lot. I've tried making friends - met a guy at the gym and we hung out a few times but it didn't really seem to work out.
I'm also gay, and I want to get involved with other gay guys but I'm not sure how. 
I would go to a bar but I'm underage here so that also isnt a possibility.

So I'm currently stuck. I'm best when I'm at school and distracted from my own thoughts and loneliness, but then I get back home and I'm just alone. 
Moving from feeling so loved to feeling so alone all of a sudden is killing me.",2.3755241935483866,3.791439052419357,3.9484193548387094,88.84012903225809,75.81451612903227,7.218064516129032,24.49677419354839,7.908726449838941,1.1301751612903228,927,30,207,14,20,309,135,248,0.127,0.75,0.122,0.1681,2,3,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,3,4,18,10,1,1,14,0,16,6,0,2,2,43,42,29,1,3,10,0,3,0,3,3,2,0,1,2,7,17,1,1,6,3,2,4,7,2,0,0,8,4,15,8,27,31,12,30,0,0,1,3,15,11,0,3,13,130,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320110546415285,0.0,0.2563575616215585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266558773627121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793319388222487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216549119911179,0.0,0.0,0.11801380256426855,0.0,0.0,0.11213853797705699,0.09450524488742017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523416644014332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926428427405317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021052672919854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805897578232096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24766950814920335,0.0,0.11165545887133824,0.10250579124025218,0.06072859649609036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116080239769716,0.0,0.0,0.09572178117050734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071850496432189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822007733599375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053796269686025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095078068660972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973193435794251,0.0,0.0,0.09084495432521604,0.09644150421448616,0.0,0.07132705612135676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529125602816598,0.3407123178942655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506198616801208,0.0,0.11212715537892128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740803364155673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046382512776364,0.10233828985020632,0.0,0.11520859287878825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690908472438412,0.0,0.0,0.11472310715989145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244312315265897,0.0,0.09727747964643366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389403304405572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071029849446972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846886267091801,0.0,0.16966309070600466,0.062308458708978075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450961070579873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630263015931453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779227309451048,0.0,0.0,0.15181454611463832,0.0,0.0,0.06881161237727626
lonely,mailliam_,2019/03/20,"Never getting attention (ramble) Hey. Im a here to talk about shit you don’t care about. So imma soft more in high school and for my whole life I’ve never gotten attention from anyone really. I had a girlfriend in kindergarten but come on. I have a few friends and when I’m with them, girls in the hall ways say hi or make a joke to them and even say hi to me the odd time but when I’m with myself, I will give a small smile or nod but I don’t even get a glance. I talk to like 2 girls online and at school they don’t even look at me. I’ve tried to be myself and I’ve even started some trends in my school but no one knows I did it. I even sat next to a super hot girl Is really nice and talks to everyone, and I tried to spark up a convo with her but she would respond in dead end ways like “yuh” or “cool” I’m not even a loser and looking at me you would think I could even be a semi popular guy. my friend always jokes about getting me payed and shit but I can’t think of a single girl  who would even consider hugging me, no matter how intoxicated.  I’ve talked to quite a few girls online and only one I thought could maybe turn into something but I think she noticed what I was doing and stopped without warning. The way my life is planned, won’t involve a family or wife so it bums me out that I won’t even get a chance at a relationship until that comes. Times running out and I don’t want to be Steve Carell in the 40 year old virgin. I feel at like I’m at a dead end at trying and don’t see a point and should face facts but if you could help me or got any suggestions I would like that very much, idk what to do differently 
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lonely,coheedfan17,2019/03/20,"Living on a deserted island with no life boat... well not literally 24 year old guy who graduated from college in 2017. For the last 6 months, I’ve been living in a studio apartment near my job. I started feeling lonely almost immediately after I moved out of my parents house, but I thought the feelings would eventually subside. I have my ups and downs like anyone, but my life has taken on a deeply permeating sadness.

During the work week, I usually get home, eat dinner/watch a tv show, and either go to the gym or study for the LSAT (I’m trying to apply to law school within the next few months). 

I talk to my coworkers a decent amount at work, but they’re all a great deal older than me for the most part and I can’t help but feel old and boring talking to them. I feel a bit envious of my friends and acquaintances who work in younger offices.

I hope to get out of this place soon—within the next few months—when I hopefully move into law school, or a better job near the city, but right now my life is incredibly boring. 

I’m hardly in touch with anyone from college anymore, but I am pretty close with several friends from high school. I tend to struggle with general shyness and anxiety, but I’d like to think I’m a pretty nice guy overall. I guess this is just not really how I pictured my life would turn out, and I feel like I’m plateauing while others my age are having new and maxing experiences. Everybody always says how they miss their early 20’s, so why do mine feel so...bland?

Any advice? Am I being unrealistic in thinking that my life should feel more passionate/fun/exciting than this, or is this just my rough wake up call in entering adulthood?

Tl;dr living on my own and hating it. Is this life, or am I missing something?",5.2878452160084874,5.923728122448987,6.109113437582827,79.03238470712964,68.067055393586,8.80196130400212,29.001987808110258,8.841846274778883,2.1954734693877547,1378,46,264,22,22,454,199,343,0.092,0.757,0.151,0.9783,3,2,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,3,4,7,20,2,1,18,0,18,8,1,2,1,58,45,24,0,5,16,1,10,3,2,3,6,1,2,2,10,18,1,0,10,3,0,4,4,9,1,0,3,11,34,11,44,38,10,47,0,4,0,0,16,25,0,9,21,163,44,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845839565885641,0.0,0.0,0.08667582638615302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202359939724427,0.0,0.0,0.05886274277473336,0.0,0.06621700945625178,0.0,0.08584276509981957,0.1210474203781641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655395206959419,0.0944994548072162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838589814792662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923800447768211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857094666355646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467081444489992,0.0,0.0,0.3063660204155121,0.061837403977448475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337497523976253,0.0,0.09044647899624432,0.0,0.049193185742797546,0.0,0.0,0.09543104300437606,0.09535393762473443,0.17141303156636728,0.0,0.0,0.0775394070082838,0.08545859058651831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801833261049823,0.09145379918520376,0.08682522502046128,0.1719442265963843,0.0,0.09987687819827562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717918942240555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705567237851149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36683293641479503,0.12686432085341695,0.0,0.229298202773784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818032499072114,0.18399595694164408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359873095024828,0.1841118764457534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165715328928767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611296185512297,0.09373441176865706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043520110035956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612220939990353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545158642976892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392047921737936,0.0,0.06883478703903165,0.0,0.2628054451131528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778645806075774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663695600414984,0.0,0.0,0.06126654614918092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048972969817083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391448741786438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109263731851734,0.0,0.06871777396777906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058767534216931275,0.09415078339542253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533195004242087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943200115177935,0.0,0.07782647956177148,0.0,0.07810557571459045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890468392401784,0.0,0.0,0.12297733845959542,0.0,0.0,0.055740830914059805
lonely,Videogamezfan63,2019/03/20,"Just cried so hard I'm tired of not being able to be productive, a mental block preventing me from doing anything. I just turned 22 yesterday and it's still the fucking same. I have a hard time reaching out due to bad experiences with human interaction, I'm tired of it all",6.671666666666668,6.4015206111111125,7.381851851851858,74.19833333333334,65.1111111111111,10.903703703703703,32.814814814814824,10.504223727775694,3.304414814814815,219,8,42,5,3,73,43,54,0.336,0.634,0.03,-0.9465,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,10,8,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,7,6,2,5,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,4,27,5,0,0.2420884197636447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992181421952996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213371846259434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659227615139285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368089276545376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380684311066426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337273461931708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24396818731775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333212474160688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116370438768228,0.5564900517462168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633226832631183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mo56789,2019/03/20,"Lonely in such a big city Living in a city like Los Angeles, it seems like you would never be lonely but it’s quite the opposite. It can be very lonely even when you are surrounded by a lot of people. It’s hard to make a connection with someone when everyone seems to have someone or just is not interested in getting to know you. Have to take it day by day. ",2.685585585585589,4.207227108108114,4.528108108108111,84.56531531531532,75.21621621621622,8.176576576576577,24.495495495495497,8.841846274778883,1.7263225225225225,282,9,59,6,6,96,48,74,0.083,0.8140000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.1238,0,6,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,1,12,14,4,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,3,11,11,1,10,1,3,0,0,3,5,0,4,7,42,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30888214204416753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817047435429607,0.0,0.0,0.22882789495771785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511540438458785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452187793812091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160877732293788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23399003081458386,0.0,0.21146013777490424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359243178241915,0.0,0.0,0.159850912089647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846972939351133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602128263626245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547103274710535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360167008941938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405811486108839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800548225488201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759132448536645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011562641539102,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,IruzaVisteria,2019/03/20,"Sup. I'm lonely I'll tell you some about me so you can decide whether or not to associate with me.

I'm a 13 year old female that goes by the name Patchwork.  I'm a southern bitch that curses way more than they should.  Instead of associating with my friends, I made an imaginary world and a bunch of imaginary friends to hang out with.  I care way less than I should and have shitty anxiety that I take pills for so I don't constantly have panic attacks.  I have nightmares every night and I'm always sleep deprived.  My dad killed my snake the other day and I'm really fucking salty about it.  I have too many pets.  Help.",1.4221257142857162,3.8403589440000014,2.71294285714286,91.5149,83.56,5.8114285714285705,21.728571428571424,7.1686216300943375,0.6932971428571428,488,16,102,7,14,157,83,125,0.166,0.722,0.111,-0.8073,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,6,10,4,1,6,0,8,3,1,1,0,17,17,8,1,2,3,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,0,15,3,14,14,4,10,0,2,0,1,9,2,2,2,5,63,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830172362072275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392692142391213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243779353767168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184771497340413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315652284645855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819566175259293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054378507171776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311110745078083,0.19810240471021245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363026553277242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370738557663037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276100865324687,0.0,0.2172506713952651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109132216116826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22485535165264964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514164842089077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727602509004255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443907768844428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111514371926272,0.0,0.18729394423804605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401778447320984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379920791407767
lonely,tmsgn,2019/03/20,"This might help y’all I watched a TED Talk a while back by Guy Winch called “Practice Emotional First Aid”. The most important thing I learned (and it stuck with me) is DON’T RUMINATE. As soon as you start dwelling on the negative, distract yourself for 2 minutes. That’s all it takes. 

It sounds too superficial to be helpful, but start making a habit of distracting yourself for a couple minutes every time you feel lonely. It has helped me a lot.",4.475357142857142,6.5829596309523835,4.261428571428572,85.88357142857143,71.73809523809524,7.6571428571428575,31.04761904761905,8.418075326091056,2.3758047619047624,355,16,67,6,7,108,67,84,0.138,0.77,0.092,-0.7053,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,1,3,4,0,3,7,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,11,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,3,7,0,9,8,3,8,0,1,1,0,9,1,0,3,7,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858026708083976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467367113493024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673649215577433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718072483274611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358820612424613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217809455140352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553490739268046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392569888259475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858892499681002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054297357291828,0.0,0.0,0.16129347411960476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25633692367896405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420614923724408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816797131855031,0.1942173433509224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053179124588385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089951721980376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,endomobo,2019/03/20,"Bleh I feel so alone, but I know there are millions if not billions of people who feel exactly the same, but whenever I download an app to meet people the only people on them are 14 year old girls half naked or sucking on a fuckin lolly pop with 👄❤️😈 next to there name, I thought the internet was going to bring us together, I have no friends even after years of searching, wtf am I looking in the wrong place, where do I find friends, I've had jobs I've tried just about every hobby there is I've put on a happy face I think I'm a decent human being I know I'm not owed friends by the universe but I just want to be able to keep track of days, or at least somebody tell me I'll never have friends so I can stop trying.",2.7195629370629355,3.408527634615385,4.085780885780885,91.02891608391607,73.93589743589743,6.6983682983682975,25.079254079254078,6.574015621080383,0.7017128205128209,565,17,129,4,11,187,106,156,0.106,0.752,0.142,0.7859999999999999,2,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,0,10,8,2,0,9,0,12,2,1,0,2,25,27,8,0,2,10,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,7,0,1,3,4,3,0,3,3,3,14,5,17,22,2,18,0,0,1,1,12,7,2,3,8,77,15,1,0.16009260931847205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658076618491457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324648887929076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573965858549277,0.0,0.13488492808843489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189526703222318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632174459492445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947486113302543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098431921131718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042155952948748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886721205372198,0.14229766697332885,0.0,0.0,0.17596542259599807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443747147355206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347328970271138,0.0,0.17026030622124932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679902630041765,0.0,0.0,0.1217576434359638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329641732861221,0.0,0.16726270276284105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093729024046233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384458986275904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992799691173444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258087979503523,0.0,0.1270956492808753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21738474594474225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257169732704307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442676883251623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503613653090394,0.0,0.2061887831174425
lonely,Pledeliop2,2018/11/12,"Turned into workaholic Hey there, just turned 20 last month. Finished my alprenticeship some months ago and Am working full time for 3 months now. I'd like to point out that I like my proffession and gives me some kind of sense of myself. My usual day starts by waking up at 5am comuting to work for 1.5h and working for 12 hours going back watching some kind of series and falling asleep at ~12am. This daily  from Mon to Friday. This is completly by choice and nobody expect from me to work this long. I just couldn't stand spending time by myself without having anything to do. I felt miserable after working since it's the only place where i feel normal and somewhat social. My weekends I usually spend by sleeping and laying in bed if you wondered.

Thanks for reading. Always enjoyed reading how loneliness affects people and thought i could share what it's done with me too.

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lonely,SoloHomoSapien,2018/11/12,"Remember We are all alone, and we are unwanted, but we are not worthless. I hope you all make it through today. ",2.4818181818181806,4.494315363636368,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,77.18181818181819,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.4060181818181814,86,4,18,2,2,28,17,22,0.23199999999999998,0.65,0.11900000000000001,-0.2382,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,12,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784214474774445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458801944073904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30834268579455976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5232780402552268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378567978360502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ratingthrowaway69,2018/11/12,"I think I've figured out why I'm so lonely...anyone relate? Hey. I've thought about this a lot. Everyone else seems to have AT LEAST one group of friends, commonly multiple circles.

I have, currently, my girlfriend, and 3 friends that I see once a year but otherwise don't really talk to.

This leads to me sometimes feeling very lonely - mostly from comparing my social life to others' social lives.

The thing is, it's not because I'm unlikeable, or ugly, or anything like that...it's because I isolate myself, and I don't know how to fix it. You see, when I was single, I was much more lonely, so I'd be a lot more outgoing and invest in maintaining relationships and making new friends so I wouldn't be lonely. But I've noticed this pattern; when I get a girlfriend, I stop putting in effort into my other relationships...I simply stop caring about them because all of my social interaction needs are satisfied by one person. I guess that means I have a pretty low requirement for social interaction.
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This, invariably, has always led to my girlfriend's perception of me going from ""wow what an awesome outgoing dude with a lot of friends"" to ""wow what a loser, he literally has no friends"", which, so far, has always led to them leaving me or losing all respect for me. Naturally, after this happens, I collapse mentally, because at that point they're my only and best friend. I go through a period of depression and then start being outgoing again, it's a neverending cycle.

The solution seems simple: just keep being outgoing while being in a relationship, right? Well, I don't know why, but I can't. It's like forcing yourself to eat while you're full. It just makes me miserable, it's overwhelming, I just want to be alone and for other people to leave me alone.
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Which leads me to today: I am feeling unbelievably lonely for some reason, but I have nobody to talk to because I pushed all of them away. My relationship is going downhill because I made myself into a friendless loser again. Why do I do this? Every time the cycle begins anew I tell myself I will never become a hermit again, but once I find someone awesome to date and spend, say, an entire 24 hours with them, I don't want to talk to anyone else for days. It completely oversaturates my social needs.

How do I fix myself?",5.1266250830442175,6.453943437070942,6.190121798184105,75.79038975418914,68.86270022883295,8.842371004650476,30.115080829703995,9.19923166143015,2.744749523879826,1810,70,316,35,31,603,209,437,0.14,0.669,0.191,0.9795,1,12,0,0,0,0,72.0,0,1,4,8,18,25,0,2,17,0,29,2,0,10,4,66,59,27,0,5,12,0,2,2,9,2,1,1,0,1,24,13,1,4,13,0,2,9,9,11,1,2,4,5,51,14,46,47,15,47,0,11,2,0,33,14,0,11,26,221,75,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722388331886486,0.0,0.0,0.126313668024227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614537318875987,0.07777092533151597,0.06246116516988151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131275457279354,0.0,0.0,0.2776162013332486,0.08382818010870206,0.0,0.0,0.07965483150623809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738750249293064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958216785829744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048950735266410514,0.0,0.06537458117969994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766705112685636,0.12681334448696632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395100189804295,0.07252794631321577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767570155983171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937337105729073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35185179505182995,0.0,0.039655844117424614,0.0,0.12941116075089434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361499371547926,0.0,0.06712019573496461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474852349417738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674654944749063,0.0,0.0,0.08342789097273097,0.0,0.0,0.16073925436369593,0.0,0.0,0.05361207314735563,0.07416410659147855,0.0,0.06702316394929626,0.0,0.0,0.08491531243175297,0.0,0.19358838612950732,0.0,0.07182063699441152,0.10133081346833817,0.0,0.0,0.08267990859392102,0.0,0.0,0.07649171444090555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579695927421737,0.11256125869093517,0.05854057006990933,0.07330696075223059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641532636539312,0.0,0.16166704703909074,0.10286679085316708,0.057727156004927865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052621131161124414,0.06627500265259546,0.0,0.0,0.0717522527417528,0.0,0.0,0.0772199753831103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630282418867336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862498777015132,0.07804025534350167,0.0,0.24447214852835575,0.0,0.06482019053613891,0.0,0.06036059368965167,0.0,0.0,0.12096868861776484,0.13819729399670802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868644262926144,0.06431181321496374,0.0,0.07506936306821181,0.0,0.05372407263760493,0.0,0.0,0.12691552335253062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302229676832693,0.06634199775251932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050426147379070176,0.048635159846578034,0.0,0.06025798600022495,0.044259269555417965,0.0,0.07194655095034441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262738630218086,0.08953834291812282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682453264286318,0.0,0.2054701898590072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048878623606684886
lonely,dumpnotpump,2018/11/12,"Today I am unsubscribing from r/lonely The reason I subscribed to this sub in the first place, was that I, like most of you, felt lonely and depressed all of the time. I had no energy or drive to get up and do anything. I wanted some comradeship and justification for these feelings. 

Today, I have made friends, I have gone to dates, I'm an active member in a social circle  and people seek out my company. So i just wanted to say thank you and good luck. I hope i never end up here again, and I hope you all  can eventually leave as well.

See you on the other side. ",2.9996491228070177,4.45436457894737,4.669298245614037,84.14675438596494,74.26315789473685,7.171929824561403,21.43859649122808,7.793537801064563,0.8174280701754388,438,10,90,6,9,148,80,114,0.075,0.708,0.217,0.9477,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,1,5,10,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,3,3,24,19,9,0,4,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,5,4,16,8,15,14,4,18,0,2,1,0,7,8,0,6,9,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662354595488893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439547440158668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933692068450674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237982337602444,0.0,0.1944122711750504,0.0,0.0,0.17222913480302296,0.0,0.0,0.15643531887020234,0.0,0.10578728953755996,0.0,0.0,0.1698303711200408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022160704347335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439677328608728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989213568882256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159119392345506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616483203186196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037393382555247,0.0,0.21154819754981175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818286109765646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101998944716664,0.0,0.0,0.16135011084234493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064025617753344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641610962063768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180675450840456,0.0,0.3838541726195983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238855553772737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205357286339427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mobc1990,2018/11/12,"I always end up alone During highschool year I was bullied and was a lone wolf.Dont have many good friends and communication skills is very lousy.I tried to change by making decision opposite or different from what I would do during highschool year,yet now I am still alone after graduating 10 years later...I am 28 now,socially still weird but did improve with experience and decision though...it’s still not enough.

At 17 I was diagnosed with mental health issue,took meds for a long time.After these years,I felt that meds doesn’t suit me at all.Deep inside to me it’s more of a harm than benefit,so I am not on them now.",3.828048780487805,5.647755747967483,4.6525284552845525,83.61391463414637,72.82113821138209,8.172032520325201,24.49512195121952,8.841846274778883,1.704486829268293,499,15,99,10,10,161,88,123,0.121,0.809,0.07,-0.5814,1,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,12,2,0,1,0,14,14,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,1,9,2,14,8,2,14,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,10,56,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33769845112101216,0.0,0.0,0.1356534679934248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246342112075952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547134482836415,0.0,0.1703309576390866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106916822361236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439560248696684,0.16845288511498238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947397399466692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653372947429112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259560609844636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674127259943542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329256112648306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442758325871575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882334807139356,0.1652861587662322,0.0,0.0,0.3621776810837754,0.0,0.1642952263041143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905863162180399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017549538684872,0.0,0.09506371717266096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113159150219865,0.11068621797113354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345162764432631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158113631244288,0.0,0.0,0.3149566427785318
lonely,veryhaunted,2018/11/12,"Lost I feel like I have no direction and can’t find a purpose or motivation for anything. 

Last week I had a dream with me and a girl in it, don’t remember any details other than the feeling of pure bliss. Then I woke up. This has happened a few times already too. 

I’m off to college in less than 2 years and have 0 idea what I’m gonna do or want to do. 

I got a really good small group of friends but all of this just creates some sort of empty hollow feeling on the inside. What do?",1.9539285714285728,2.9443949047619067,3.801130952380955,91.18741071428572,76.14285714285714,6.773809523809526,25.505952380952376,7.1686216300943375,0.921880952380952,375,13,88,4,8,127,76,105,0.059000000000000004,0.757,0.184,0.8104,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,1,2,20,20,7,0,1,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,3,6,3,15,15,4,11,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,4,6,57,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799801392038886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253448594919246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878532572258326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848568576875248,0.1812536114484507,0.0,0.0,0.2318903567244735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601910892998287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21280359356585007,0.20291857553582945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435879783820434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28641266493831513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681109127231126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395203571300603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769592284069199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253593544462105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287408946058492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794290156513726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964732117929605,0.0,0.20351438044589576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163383749291858
lonely,Missunderstood22,2018/11/12,"seeking interaction Hi, I (22f) don't know if anyone will read this, but I would really like someone to talk to, please, thank you",3.848399999999998,5.5868116400000005,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,72.6,8.200000000000001,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.7033999999999998,101,3,20,2,2,33,23,25,0.0,0.6579999999999999,0.342,0.8717,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27722278296767155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21789091147152406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369643167619385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352077348045522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965797803928201,0.0,0.2539904289080739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359298535875754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186695687936244,0.0,0.3650186003946088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28164268105193124,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gattsoo,2019/04/24,"Anyone in Ohio wanna be friends? I’m looking for someone I can play video games, watch horror movies, send art to, FaceTime, hang out potentially at nearby places, and have a good relation with. If that sounds appealing to anyone here, feel free to comment or message me. I’m 17 and extremely socially awkward. I’ll become more comfortable with time though.",6.017812499999998,8.163273906250001,5.811375000000003,76.19612500000002,67.75,8.870000000000003,33.1125,9.3871,3.363441250000001,286,13,46,6,5,89,55,64,0.077,0.7140000000000001,0.21,0.8662,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,7,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,6,10,6,1,7,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,2,1,24,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515683307905377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35662554313675593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327154151390605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24947723894138635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708391709839708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711606535149639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33736921181810425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32916314291444604,0.2735981538446303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31725460468399985,0.0,0.1882897376940492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gingdick69,2019/04/24,27 never had a gf I hate myself. I am so fucking shy and akward I can barely speak to anyone let alone girls. I turn bright red as soon as someone talks to me. Idk what to do.,-1.4676923076923103,0.4577545384615434,1.3699487179487198,99.13338461538464,93.35897435897436,3.12,12.928205128205128,3.1291,-1.588788717948718,133,2,32,0,5,46,33,39,0.146,0.71,0.14400000000000002,0.2327,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,2,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,6,1,5,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,0,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37621843818701295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25399351344644805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33581965415963216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586351135685481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714487120613387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801615298817146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077813550201941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919673575883411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951127284436156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fartconsumption,2019/04/24,"I'm such a failure How the fuck do people make friends so easily? I legit can't comprehend this and it's driving me nuts.

I've got no friends. I don't even have anyone to talk to at school and I'm fucking seventeen years old. All I do during breaks is stare at reddit and try not to look like a school shooter.",0.5788486140724949,2.60893532835821,2.584648187633263,93.57970149253731,83.77611940298506,5.619616204690832,21.51172707889127,6.868970318607317,0.4560891257995734,245,8,55,3,7,82,50,67,0.19,0.679,0.132,-0.4756,0,0,0,1,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,3,0,6,2,0,2,1,7,13,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,2,4,3,5,12,1,6,0,0,2,2,3,2,2,0,3,30,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501938791177432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532438656337925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386770733731497,0.4628067033857906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019213120639348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222865976228786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019353381519354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708082902768231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626534599346305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735302800371225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5066449495565645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118603629656667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699409675249382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118850080067135
lonely,mufflewoosh,2019/04/24,"Just sharing how i feel Im 17 yo and im lonelier then i ever was, i used to hang out with friends a year ago but now it has been 7 months without me hanging out, i never had a girlfriend before and im really frustrated about everything. i feel like no one actually care about me and intrested in me. i usually skip classes and go home so i wont be alone at launch breaks, i used to smoke a year ago but i decided to stop, also last year i was in the hospital for about 3 weeks and none of my friends came to visit me until i asked them in a sarcastic way to. this made me feel like i dont really mean something to them and i know i might be overreacting but that's just how i feel. I think my hard time having real friends is because im a shy person (ive not always been one) and me being in a diffrent school every few years. In general i just want one real friend who will care about me and be intrested in who i really am. I would like to hear what you think and what i should do. Thanks.",0.8352790697674415,2.532310051162796,3.2564534883720966,90.86235465116282,81.04651162790697,7.090697674418602,21.44767441860465,8.07648339933343,0.9222139534883721,771,23,180,15,20,267,120,215,0.086,0.721,0.19399999999999998,0.9771,1,1,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,0,13,12,1,0,7,0,21,0,0,6,2,46,40,18,0,3,8,0,5,3,5,5,0,1,1,1,7,13,0,1,9,0,0,5,7,1,0,3,7,6,33,11,25,24,2,33,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,1,20,122,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.09972492457252367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811745818641817,0.0,0.0,0.10584038325033393,0.0,0.08172312997361568,0.08503216401496627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553598753270597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229546581465487,0.0,0.08695810407866351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688074481359005,0.2083836819124075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976859191967645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243876853298913,0.08610140402656692,0.0,0.09184383251807936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668595067332154,0.1460123715358583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31581401035258866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807822815726019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154421091878784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151781274842422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025071898150469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415407978596548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056162204926669866,0.0833003482117573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497779592902129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669680692665528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131735240167784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840986053553724,0.0,0.0,0.0815689035023561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881698684831805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077444025259894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923035778783542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326343764018852,0.19640097544333213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342404387777583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867261036414908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543732255236049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408492212437873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096137428849344,0.0,0.0,0.05958914069848833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652263873021942,0.11255035960038202,0.0,0.060275654881479776,0.08111547577926959,0.08197248345312942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850971187751686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259446418627917,0.0,0.0,0.2632339131218807
lonely,willowfast,2019/04/24,"I hate spring break 14F
Its only the middle of spring break and it feels so much longer.  I want to go back to school.  All my friends are traveling.  I have no shifts at work this week.  My mom is at work.  I am so lonely.  Ive been feeling down all week.  My mind keeps going to dark thoughts.  I HATE THIS SO MUCH!!!",-2.049720279720283,-0.6036798181818135,-0.5584848484848468,108.1091958041958,112.33333333333334,2.636829836829837,11.137529137529137,4.713530739802397,-1.9196233100233104,236,4,60,1,13,73,46,66,0.196,0.72,0.084,-0.883,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,9,15,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,2,9,1,7,13,4,14,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,36,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185754748683096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260164247894047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726753881571631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25404016951214353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413195549557708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198656888090396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22567108156892285,0.2617602601248094,0.0,0.0,0.3285961329000688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998166632445352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261937258760633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774338730423418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182597050037947,0.0,0.3585561104821892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254210270599071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shyafricangirl,2019/04/24,"Lonely,sad n depressed Sometimes ending it all is not an option it’s the only choice u have!",0.08087719298245942,2.4279925263157907,2.406315789473684,89.09087719298245,97.42105263157896,2.533333333333333,16.859649122807017,3.1291,-0.6881719298245614,74,2,13,0,3,25,18,19,0.204,0.7959999999999999,0.0,-0.5562,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905390553841839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044383403293512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331564970004862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5632839826009878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AutumnGamerX,2019/04/24,"I hate winter and spring break. Summer’s even worse I hate spring, winter, and summer break. (Although I hate winter break a little less because of christmas) Why? Because all my friends are hanging out with each other, are on vacation, etc. And I’ve been sitting in my bedroom, trying to fill up the time i have. Don’t get me wrong; drawing, watching youtube, and browsing the internet is fun. I basically have an unlimited resource of knowledge and entertainment, and when I draw I can make whatever I can imagine and more! But it gets boring after a while. I have to do the same thing everyday even when my parents aren’t at work. When they leave I’m all alone with no one to talk to. Some of my friends will even tell me about how they had a sleepover or about how them and some of my other friends were doing something fun together. I love going outside and things but i never get the opportunity to since they never ask me. Don’t get me started on summer",3.577016129032259,5.616027064516128,4.359879032258064,84.50981854838713,74.05376344086021,6.585483870967742,28.29166666666667,7.413659706084162,1.6526247311827964,758,31,143,9,16,243,108,186,0.11,0.809,0.081,-0.5171,2,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,4,2,10,13,3,0,8,0,17,1,0,3,4,28,30,19,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,13,0,0,2,1,0,3,6,5,0,1,3,1,24,8,20,26,9,32,0,0,1,1,12,7,0,3,18,109,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573399258354848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057206065373415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332362966264204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769801469834542,0.2979462894951544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485175641539136,0.0,0.3142404476120122,0.0,0.08545655330551591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453663546037149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592160511402236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507063938483214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571132911494102,0.0,0.10037057869355932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319433030823776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189200079310327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669638248489707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438444050223806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157592153648984,0.0,0.0,0.10642994121617518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085862277355695,0.13142665055556432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979318907986213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767971648070473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208875161491666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356820704682488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946835454835956,0.0,0.15323596208303014,0.0,0.1644017899073777,0.0,0.0
lonely,samsonthehero,2019/04/24,"I wish I could accept loneliness I think that truly accepting my ever lasting loneliness would actually help me become a better person. I would no longer be obsessed and agonized with my own unfortunate condition and be able to focus more on how to be a productive human being. 
The paradox is that whenever I am able to improve that way, being lonely surfaces again: If I am improving and experiencing good things, then it sucks even more to have no one to share with and to love.
Does that make sense?",8.280000000000001,8.08783635483871,8.793032258064517,65.14954838709679,61.79569892473118,12.171182795698929,35.804301075268825,11.602472056035307,4.4343823655913965,403,16,66,11,5,135,65,93,0.203,0.535,0.262,0.8442,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,1,3,0,12,1,0,2,1,17,17,7,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,9,6,9,9,3,7,0,1,0,1,5,2,1,1,4,55,15,0,0.4620795254047194,0.0,0.22546148051105944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25516526603248346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043358948630707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446645064123987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218445329032086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259958427701106,0.20898869264032616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378519134744346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486108283021105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832824306877596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085224062334641,0.0,0.15422083565698447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655852256317476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173500917262024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349255219770613,0.14804095096293496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338860961737896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265684324947738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282480371382525,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chedmylife,2019/04/24,I (20f) think I will never get into a relationship but I don’t know why. I have friends I think. I’ve never had a best friend or a significant other. I’m almost 21 and I’ve been kissed only once and I think that was out of pity. I see my friends all go off in their 3rd/4th relationships and I haven’t had one. And it makes me feel like absolute shit. I don’t know why I’m not good enough but also I don’t know how to get into a relationship. I’m so desperate for one because I feel like I will never get to experience one and that makes me so incredibly sad.,0.13337326607818412,2.107886549180332,2.9650819672131132,90.51945145018915,85.14754098360656,6.376796973518286,19.22068095838588,7.61054688173877,0.4511568726355608,437,12,104,8,13,154,66,122,0.21,0.635,0.154,-0.8554,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,4,11,1,0,4,0,11,2,1,3,4,28,29,12,0,0,4,0,2,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,8,3,0,3,4,3,16,8,9,23,3,9,0,2,1,1,7,5,1,2,5,66,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790116681119485,0.0,0.0,0.11013022621548714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394947360168457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452285873804374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229587939955396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347111945006066,0.0,0.0,0.13926516587510018,0.19676651533899134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191936151984731,0.0,0.21585040790921547,0.0,0.07826631710286602,0.11550837862746825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270528430077841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456068511693575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838509800820911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31864170868262354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666143509447646,0.2799567032316909,0.1047380736973355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435614653755515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974061689818836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413619428147864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647256495291957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485318104154321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Robynnn182,2019/04/24,"Looking for friends, 20 F, Scotland I moved to glasgow in may 2018 and still havent made any irl friens where I currently live now, I never realised it would be this difficult as I never really struggled making friends in high school. I've gotten used to it a bit but last summer was pretty hard and I was lonely alot of the time but luckily I found a job last October so that has been keeping me busy. I haven't really clicked with anyone in work and I'm too shy to push anything further like asking them to go for a drink etc.

Im interested in horror, games (video games and Table top), reading, going to the cinema, random events/days out, travelling, animals and I enjoy going out for a drink however I don't really like clubs anymore. If youd be up for chatting and eventually meeting up then drop me a message! If you are only interested in chatting if your long distance then that's cool aswell (:",4.932509363295882,5.85608339325843,6.105112359550562,77.7117509363296,69.0,9.079400749063671,30.563670411985026,9.2995712137729,2.7239535580524348,716,28,133,14,12,240,121,178,0.087,0.708,0.205,0.9748,3,2,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,1,2,6,11,0,1,8,1,13,2,0,3,2,25,25,15,0,4,5,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,1,1,11,0,6,5,3,0,0,6,4,15,8,21,14,3,32,0,1,2,0,13,13,0,6,14,82,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316944701041256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045766112337342,0.10608064485072496,0.0,0.12484615165591252,0.0,0.14183035666610047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563034672979746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784176939570698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972402489714387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691991219752492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634451371944847,0.23442482191920094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586644894812884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590426414845538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029218898356934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387512826418066,0.0,0.15055087388465122,0.13484870690207232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24733126023822805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823776139561498,0.0,0.13396458532457448,0.13426045597623404,0.12739997480626744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355368033627658,0.10126902108916526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612459786529807,0.0,0.0,0.2340194861589175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153839070029218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543457719900858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175317983780284,0.0,0.2915720150708831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354076939869046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115749850627786,0.0,0.0,0.15860245263816253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846455976392903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310305648024901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110448233433025,0.0,0.0,0.1077719403277184,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,oggax,2019/04/24,"I get so angry (and depressed) everyday to the world/people Most of the time I'm angry. I hate people. I hate the world and how it works. I'm an intelligent person (I think lol) and I'm really aware of how everything works : the companies, the people being drawn into debts, the banks, the ads everywhere, the mold that every zombie people run into to fit in, etc... Yet, for a lot of people ''I'm successful'' (money, friends and other things you see at first impression). I've struggled all my life and I've always took the more logical path even if its the harder, because its was a necessity (and the logical choice) to survive I think. I've always been a person who think about what I'm doing, what I did and what I will do, and the consequences of my actions. I'm a very complex person to say. It's hard to find people having thoughts like mine. I have the feeling I see the world very differently from even ''marginals people''. I don't have biological family anymore. Mom died when I was 10, I had to go live with my dad, an horrible and irresponsible person. Been in child support families (I dont know the english term) a couple years and on my own since I'm 15...Fuck man, I went trough a lot a stuff...I will enter my 30s soon and I just dont want to not be lonely in these feeling anymore. I had a few relationships but I can't even see myself again with someone who's not sharing a bit of my point of view and it's difficult to find, trust me...Anger, sadness and loneliness are part of me and I understand it now. I know everyone's life is difficult and a certain struggle too, I'm not being like ''my life is hard, and only me, bla bla bla'', but I'm just tired to fight these feeling alone. I'm wondering if someone will ever understand me and/or love me for the way I am and the way I think and see this sad and agonizing human world.

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That's all lol I'm sorry I had to vent it....

 I hope everybody will have a great day and take the opportunity to be kind and positive to the people around you. Peace",2.4744843205574902,4.203320685365854,4.404912891986067,84.34597560975612,76.29268292682926,7.612543554006969,24.15331010452961,8.418075326091056,1.5207505226480844,1571,51,325,30,35,536,197,410,0.145,0.711,0.14400000000000002,0.6014,2,3,0,0,1,0,68.0,0,2,0,6,17,25,3,2,32,2,30,5,0,2,4,64,69,29,1,4,9,2,5,2,1,4,4,1,0,7,19,26,0,0,18,0,3,6,7,11,0,1,11,11,38,14,33,50,12,33,0,4,5,1,19,13,0,7,14,206,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811389538752921,0.0,0.0,0.13037407125800166,0.08488380525156676,0.09519442007193336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538894012197876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974122032602474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047756714140197234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552945671963808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668421985358925,0.0,0.050524276173585014,0.0,0.06747607316374876,0.0,0.08130689653554424,0.08185098669854246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836330889410049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737232799247267,0.15523297026943092,0.07086505874177608,0.06600673235834548,0.07485938607231402,0.07040897114656833,0.0,0.147708219625088,0.0,0.11883660071426913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320681147342307,0.06663788576380736,0.0,0.0,0.06052703522095585,0.07242615635900948,0.04093059704172074,0.0,0.04452371137455946,0.0,0.0,0.08637261748233305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403585527410891,0.15469352367803793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781154037803023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158140745914147,0.08610971379991468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660063638591018,0.07654814137523837,0.0,0.06917765028394482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320757467106464,0.07070694773014521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175350727806464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958281845686511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483703245551304,0.0,0.4345012672649963,0.2736217561759499,0.0,0.0,0.0740587575216421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018805739414725,0.0,0.0,0.0841102677469008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230090904620526,0.0,0.0,0.24971455071377666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480552648324804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275828419788754,0.0,0.0,0.08769774534320872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380067875694118,0.08968314371000276,0.0,0.08890186748840229,0.0,0.0,0.058903629200691136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204711599701501,0.2007942258241097,0.0,0.062195002991680966,0.04568200142630985,0.09004290248639919,0.0,0.0,0.08704113269970923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631141096986321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928113722256687,0.04620829432999981,0.12436887784617436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262405927518968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495883838490427,0.11406819568615832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519442007193336,0.05044984645579866
lonely,TombstoneBlues65,2019/04/24,"Extrovert/Introvert I’ve always loved to spend time at a party (more so with people I don’t know so I can just be the freak I am when there’s no one to keep up appearances for) I’ve always been a very sad and lonely person, I spend a lot of time alone but I crave going out and being in anyone’s presence. Trying to find parties and stuff but I dropped out of school a year ago and didn’t have many friends. So idk what to do to find more friends and parties when under 18 in Australia",1.1154807692307678,3.0079472788461565,2.648692307692308,94.59630769230768,81.01923076923076,5.313846153846153,20.015384615384615,6.2581,-0.034869999999999735,383,10,86,3,10,125,68,104,0.105,0.708,0.18600000000000005,0.9106,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,0,0,17,14,12,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,1,3,0,2,2,3,3,0,1,2,0,6,3,16,10,3,16,0,2,0,1,4,7,0,2,6,57,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994331968339234,0.0,0.0,0.22192598480731415,0.0,0.0,0.3565906728565991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982721441805874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39168994853201616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310992133204715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177835703011955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045893010403087,0.0,0.0,0.11776084188793864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821703434709426,0.19339304068240026,0.0,0.0,0.21724288895876312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451994021656248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855244773369836,0.1870981039433443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685940739691964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452954966494704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24989287315892075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547977846092305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768006754143303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379871359358292
lonely,BloodMethTears03,2019/04/24,"I'm 16 and an extrovert who knows a lot of people, but i can't help feel lonely. I am a very social person who can't walk 10 minutes on the hall in school without saluting like 3-2 people. My close friends are quality people who support me and they're really really good friends i consider. But i can't help feeling sad and lonely and i don't know why, maybe it's because sometimes i just need someone to share my stuff, i play the guitar and love movies and TV shows and my friends too and it's great to talk to them about that, but i just want a more like close relation with somebody like a girlfriend, got me? Someone who's there to spend time with and share things together but in a closer perspective, and maybe because i don't have that i feel lonely.",5.412435897435898,5.182431782051285,5.844358974358977,84.03397435897438,67.71794871794873,8.984615384615385,30.794871794871803,8.515128840125781,2.120248717948718,602,21,126,8,9,194,90,156,0.086,0.613,0.301,0.9914,0,6,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,17,0,0,8,0,8,1,0,0,0,29,19,14,0,2,7,0,3,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,10,14,0,0,5,4,1,1,6,4,0,0,1,3,16,13,12,18,2,9,0,4,0,1,17,7,0,1,4,74,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715370008333654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328542690741923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557989321696726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287549493956796,0.12277410586336937,0.16924274668737238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578590907304664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872760030621972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249882788861044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305067304548548,0.13854666435433596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084381721134372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138239912631667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31926866720569785,0.13403697525466438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668188673398385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535795612233466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648173657783285,0.26013309910110155,0.0,0.15182300953952918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572955429009454,0.0,0.17419868330899635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233836493455418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198367405379187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895115561033743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665990331304772,0.09054280025434357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851679442432224,0.0,0.0,0.14797591470680962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,soliduterus,2019/04/24,"Why am I so stupid? Married my high school sweetheart.  We graduated in 2004.  Dated for three years (03-06), dumped her after hearing from her girlfriends that she was blowing guys when ""out studying.""  Two years later, she convinces me to give her another shot.  I leave behind a girl that I'd only been dating for a few months even though she made me happy because I'm still in love with sweetheart.

A year in, I find out she's messaging her ""friend"" coworker non-stop...some pretty racy stuff.  Tell her I'm done and she immediately deletes social media, phone numbers, etc. to ""show she's serious"" about me only.  I believe it.  We continue to date into late 2010 then marry.

Nine years and one three year old later, I just find out that from June 2012 to January 2013 she'd been sleeping with that coworker.  The only reason it stopped was because he moved.

Why am I so fucking stupid?  I've given this woman so much.  My heart, my money, my sense of trust in people.  She's smashed them all.

I just want my unconditional love reciprocated.",2.8848984771573605,5.401295294416248,3.8251040609137057,85.18242766497463,78.28934010152284,6.173502538071066,24.063197969543147,7.365786028017652,1.1727829441624371,811,28,152,11,20,260,127,197,0.076,0.7759999999999999,0.147,0.9496,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,2,0,1,0,10,13,4,0,4,0,8,5,2,2,1,19,18,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,8,10,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,5,0,5,7,1,31,8,22,10,4,30,0,0,0,3,32,9,1,0,20,93,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344141043025074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562818829985641,0.0,0.0,0.1444216254570985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117869203704274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296117505641467,0.08466558519201962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23431920053780425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990361167738866,0.11850580905656588,0.0,0.12296760615142252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692420514024122,0.0,0.13645628574859306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447483784005608,0.15190092159447893,0.0,0.13543545274902846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459929086798695,0.1357303710469815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23138557857872136,0.12129260828876595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231677110661803,0.1362413369067232,0.09423139376330628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450955028675735,0.0,0.08686209069578749,0.2924734845282015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886797049899006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041115504086306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179646572713025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973098533876395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827848522074425,0.13066939331885752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236943402039056,0.21433832257656035,0.0,0.0,0.1467421997573405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120401361396537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594200661295507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521900879714054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560737142472107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23133569306851776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41273761936147774
lonely,cattolovesdoggos,2019/04/24,"First time on my own in 13 years. I'm lost. I'm 30 and had always kept myself in relationships even if they were unhealthy because I have codependency issues and being with someone even if I had to be someone else for them to like me was better than being alone. After a therapist finally made me aware of it, I left my SO and have been alone for almost 2 years. While I love that I'm finally getting to know myself, there's this emptiness that I feel and it hurts so deeply I find it hard to move. When I talk to friends or family about it they suggest I try dating again, but now I'm terrified I'll slip back into old habits. I don't know what to do.",4.769215328467155,4.488723905109492,5.817217153284672,83.8575045620438,69.07299270072993,8.893795620437958,27.34397810218978,8.472884824447931,1.6291029197080291,513,14,112,7,8,171,91,137,0.135,0.804,0.062,-0.8272,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,3,10,6,0,0,1,0,12,1,0,1,0,17,24,12,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,8,2,18,4,17,13,1,20,0,2,0,1,8,5,0,4,15,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282211584092451,0.3368126483743143,0.0,0.0,0.13529764102960906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250306713083509,0.0,0.09912048774955314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380799089730228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358328566380552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147937800291652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328641257516354,0.0,0.08221630568857644,0.0,0.0,0.35624443119784555,0.1486150089873559,0.13830892385345148,0.0,0.0,0.12562567088521112,0.0,0.0849526776642473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565918591756646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740684839892418,0.0,0.0,0.16971393065468268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872328499748666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666722396392862,0.0,0.0,0.07943897780698571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774989645978734,0.0,0.14675438359765694,0.1538576610842145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281987530147275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062313270846538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745733749466852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27554378728523765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306930880661636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879310745148775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481435949422533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110395881561313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942032874827832
lonely,tacobellerina-,2019/04/24,"My life is a mess. I can’t have a functioning relationship (platonic or romantic) without manipulation and abuse. All of my friends are in happy relationships and I’m just home alone. I try to go out and get ignored. I feel like I’m never fun enough, smart enough, pretty enough. So why even try",2.5731578947368448,5.119925877192987,4.262368421052631,81.42407894736844,79.70175438596492,8.010526315789475,25.28947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.1591894736842105,233,9,46,6,6,78,45,57,0.174,0.563,0.263,0.7903,0,1,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,2,12,9,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,5,5,5,9,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,28,5,0,0.0,0.2272439073934571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864019980488667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5945217926680806,0.0,0.12667778240448666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697654448563707,0.13701729795926798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817916420720922,0.0,0.10020417550609494,0.0,0.10900065259765168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416772215748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238449484955086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354694044841356,0.09370060477265013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792295279712742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512291663627895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118288341889654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604303618266155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306378100654188,0.0,0.0,0.18488206721426464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BelaLugosi-isnt-dead,2019/04/24,"This is a post just to reassure myself that I am living. I have never felt a connection with any person in the way that my expectations were raised to believe from the media, and I am 26. This causes me to feel significantly isolated and often wondering if I am the only person alive that has these thoughts.

(In context, I do have friends and family and on the surface I am relatively outgoing but I struggle significantly with social anxiety and don’t open up fully to anyone in my world because I haven’t yet met anyone who I have similar interests to or feel would understand and connect with my emotions).

The way I make it from day-to-day is by trying to consolidate my thoughts and feel happy in the fact that I am being true to myself, as I am the only person who truly knows me and I find solace in that.

A cathartic feeling for me is by realising that every single minuscule moment, every action, every random event, every fucked up feeling and emotion, is a complete fucking miracle, happening purely by chance, and will never happen again in the same context in the history of the earth. Every moment is an individual moment to you. Own it and make it your story, because even if it makes you feel fucking terrible, it’s a moment you’ll never get back and that feeling is life itself.

Even though sometimes i feel so isolated that it causes me to hit such an emotional low - this is what makes me, me (cliché I know), and that low makes me feel more part of this earth than any basic, mundane happiness that every other ‘normal’ person is experiencing.

It’s fair to say I have embraced my depression and am making attempts to nurture it to grow and better myself and the people around me - because although we are all selfish beings at the centre of our own world, just because you feel at an all time low doesn’t mean others don’t have a right to be happy.

(I’d be interested to hear other people’s views on coping with feeling isolated and also whether my writing just comes across as a pretentious way of hearing my own voice).",10.370423076923078,7.469661497435901,10.52701923076923,63.003605769230795,59.66666666666666,12.826923076923075,40.2724358974359,10.9516,4.45347435897436,1624,62,274,30,16,549,187,390,0.095,0.757,0.14800000000000002,0.9624,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,5,0,2,14,20,3,1,22,0,35,4,0,8,8,76,71,28,0,5,8,0,12,0,1,3,1,4,0,4,30,25,0,0,20,0,0,3,7,10,0,0,5,18,41,10,46,58,9,42,0,4,1,3,21,23,3,6,12,221,71,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897635421741331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030251687470708,0.0,0.05641711883691965,0.0,0.0,0.10313281672572863,0.0,0.0,0.06565147265964273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670776102044647,0.0,0.17982470613692775,0.0,0.0,0.08308888995750963,0.0,0.06522422934547642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515192920768796,0.0,0.06352748529056366,0.07732351289368389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512288773704124,0.0,0.06351915770588883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24887016555871025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097419890808494,0.0,0.3728158897580289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952317508202767,0.0,0.4101819835727303,0.0,0.07080977161306258,0.0,0.0674044562467577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697762355464533,0.20453687798199516,0.038530354933073066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043045848110818,0.235518772372702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623900838849678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106008892355432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052090486359306416,0.0,0.0,0.06512095135478974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953647031467339,0.0,0.0,0.08033333534711064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063731661585874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225751078321316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217755464039796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986203984876285,0.0,0.10225533742841376,0.2575760957535963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063032423190109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298050145626444,0.0,0.058647474302819864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517693287221934,0.0,0.0,0.07293878791365832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709755961231265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245716488352567,0.11709555753073195,0.04300312861829859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05007014042003564,0.0,0.0,0.07677440589095659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561350257693367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997670286449199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523885567703484,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dynamicsystem,2019/02/07,"I feel like I probably have brain damage from my extreme brain damage and isolation hahahahahahahaha 

being a sixteenth year old closeted lesbian with social anxiety disorder is soooooo fun 🙃",10.629677419354842,12.637957290322586,11.39048387096774,41.00572580645164,56.741935483870975,13.94193548387097,47.75806451612904,13.023866798666859,7.746922580645162,160,10,18,6,2,55,28,31,0.344,0.509,0.14800000000000002,-0.7717,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,3,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455687265566587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6553742018807774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364216360588021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842236371720388,0.20970463879820894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340854601339206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080202698154471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31648517028421336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992264987942483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902977908658425
lonely,JellaH88,2019/02/07,Filling my day... I bought a case of caulk & I'm literally re-caulking the entire house.... filling my day with filling the cracks. ,1.9534666666666685,4.638514480000001,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,84.2,4.933333333333334,28.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.401133333333334,102,5,19,1,3,33,19,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306524372032297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6317066066956768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5651148148361588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dhdicjneksjsj,2019/02/07,"I feel like everyone hates me I’m a student that goes to university. You would think that it would be easy to make friends surrounded by so many people, but somehow I make it hard. I live at home with my parents who hate me, my mom especially. I wish I could move out but I don’t have money. Can’t get a job either because I’m terrible with interviews.

That’s not surprising considering I find it hard to hold conversations with people. I don’t like to talk about myself. I just go through the essence of living, wake up, go to school, come home, eat, work, sleep. Even then I barely have motivation to focus on studying. I don’t interact with people because I somehow make things awkward, like idk what to really say to them. I can’t remember the last time I actually held someone or the last time someone touched me affectionally. Idk what to do to escape this cycle, because it will be another very long few years if I don’t do anything. So many I’s. Oh well.",2.5675974403723103,4.745562586387436,4.240479930191974,83.56001018033744,77.586387434555,7.595229784758581,26.84147760325771,8.515128840125781,2.0228950552646894,758,31,152,16,18,254,115,191,0.11199999999999999,0.7490000000000001,0.139,0.7352,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,2,8,10,2,1,5,0,16,3,2,5,0,30,31,7,0,5,7,2,4,3,1,3,0,1,2,0,12,6,1,2,5,0,1,4,7,4,1,0,1,5,24,6,22,24,2,16,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,4,10,94,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.11968824771345946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860872496899411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093011179530023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429804311641624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565170894022656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792566867353802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550108746329974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100885704519233,0.0,0.0,0.11719688081012933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620152869734438,0.08762084788995911,0.0,0.0,0.1120994473507751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947587217149828,0.0,0.06407931663174668,0.0,0.13940910736693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197397739862494,0.2421820349833056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24605495525988666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171073221333352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999514715929543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976109353190348,0.0,0.21660356196938493,0.10854097344319333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456085386139977,0.24869474322160284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436456457977238,0.0,0.13035703893254286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618778715277916,0.0,0.0,0.2550892207874667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857242877776098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893800704747195,0.0,0.0,0.0975358281030734,0.0,0.12412787110376527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273810483507508,0.0,0.20784109549959812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858104537765487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148289706945751,0.0785888656919323,0.0,0.0,0.14303585314353615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119870616782092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102766560184172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410409051951927,0.0,0.0,0.08929031772410824,0.0,0.0,0.17425341256256344,0.0,0.0,0.07898227533228812
lonely,lydia18514,2019/02/07,"Coping with loneliness in a new city I moved to a new city to study and have not managed to make any connections, my course has very limited contact hours and I’m still trying to get a part time job. I just want to go back home but I can’t get out of my tenancy agreement. Any tips for coping with the loneliness? I try and keep in contact with home as much as possible but I need actual connections in this city, even just someone to go for a coffee or lunch with. Thanks.",2.6955927835051554,4.3085396288659785,3.9799871134020637,88.12400128865983,75.3917525773196,8.148969072164949,24.496134020618552,8.841846274778883,1.6558051546391752,372,12,80,8,8,122,61,97,0.075,0.8290000000000001,0.096,0.4773,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,19,13,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,8,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,19,13,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,49,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.18697895964263406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605961066780389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733251169376665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655337597064334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021153600810154,0.0,0.21778721268091167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843911196657512,0.0,0.1886924491985676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013851837044787,0.17030743610412769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789790673332385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036459216952864,0.14085181099403166,0.14207277009906813,0.0,0.3701068414741103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748967527854748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160059857891284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234639803791706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301609788797135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640425332265947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172648745097898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26017460101391104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809429211245696,0.11301366523793535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kittenwithagrin,2019/02/07,"After feeling happy in a relationship, shit goes downhill I don't understand how or why I end up liking and falling in love with someone who ends up not caring about what I'm trying to say. At the end of the day, they claim it's me. I didn't do enough of ""X,Y,Z...."". It doesn't matter whether I was truly trying or putting my needs aside to make someone else happy.... All that mattered was that in that moment or two, I lacked at something. I'm the one that needs to go to therapy to fix myself, or the one that needs to take things less seriously, or the one that needs to have sex more often, or the one that has to put my duties aside in order to make them happy, or the one that needs to spend more time with them after I'e finished a 12 hour shift. And the worst part? Knowing that you really gave it your all, and really enjoyed your time through the ups and downs, just to have someone criticize you and then ignore you. I can't understand how someone can say they love you one day, to loathing you and never wanting to hear from you the next. I just really can't. Sometimes I feel like a leaf blowing in the wind, where occasionally someone will recognize its beauty before letting it float away, and the rest of the times it'll just be swatted away. It's in the moments of silence that I realize how alone I feel, and how little my words matter to anyone. It's not the first time, and I know that it won't be the last. ",6.9675440313111565,5.212662075342472,7.213463796477496,80.49445205479455,65.23287671232876,9.9866927592955,32.15851272015656,8.418075326091056,2.2192320939334644,1114,33,237,12,14,363,146,292,0.094,0.805,0.1,0.7845,0,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,8,4,1,10,13,1,0,19,0,18,4,1,6,3,55,42,22,0,7,13,0,3,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,23,11,0,2,8,0,1,4,9,4,0,8,4,6,28,9,39,32,10,41,0,0,0,3,20,16,1,8,22,174,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271926955819784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259686035794061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822040963744814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617784105400986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127509831983392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547040621133707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747853342816703,0.0,0.2378735480526654,0.09250162925523917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579720083575675,0.06395555278387688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614857966272501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087822555629808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858980521223318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089940645964388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816254060940537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839946639766578,0.07297353999436977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154376756925668,0.0,0.08747324700856225,0.08972599060458795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159677277340634,0.0,0.11951516283906713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319024268472129,0.06904598438640933,0.0,0.09520917822212607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639803384206509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694514539650237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999153753639682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720529955050579,0.0,0.0,0.0961146553580583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238524170410566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189450938587528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792645378922031,0.06891950636599374,0.08854095653861256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731047435254298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023778386534117,0.0,0.059475385710186464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880731643220252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156105835102432,0.0,0.0874513780668418,0.18639408549853548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052803235599916384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078096668080237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rosepetalshampoo,2019/02/07,"I feel like I don't deserve affection I'm just tired of hugging my pillow every night pretending it to be a person. I can't even imagine a person who'd want to he with me, to lay there and hold me. I feel so undeserving of love, of even affection. It's been so long, I don't think it's going to change.

I'm just a shit human, who no one will see other than just a friend ",0.8417039586919088,2.106257783132534,3.5354905335628253,90.83373493975904,79.60240963855422,6.670567986230638,20.290877796901885,7.447530270364453,0.4154660929432019,288,7,69,4,7,102,53,83,0.205,0.616,0.179,-0.5154,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,4,0,7,4,1,2,0,13,16,3,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,3,6,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,3,8,4,9,12,0,3,0,0,1,2,8,0,1,0,3,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26429409884209903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330029564929148,0.0,0.2104981930527676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25264988206640265,0.17848338664816674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302321277901524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198795270559647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220575906830072,0.0,0.0,0.2210976154277764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254873738131692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23445481624694695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929581208321362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362955352968644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908750147964172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25645377978341233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008526782518612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28715053136874724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736015725955892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,moem1191,2019/02/07,"[27M4F] phone call now Hi all,

I'm back from work. I feel lonely and I miss having a friend to talk with. I had lots of male and female friends but sadly all of our connections were lost due to overwoeking.

I have an interesting job and stories to tell. I'm just looking for someone who's willing to chat with me to keep ourselves company and have a fun talk for a change.

I am married and that shouldn't be an issue. I'm not cheating on my partner. I don't want to do that as we are doing well. I'm just looking for a fun talk.

PM if you're interested.

Thanks,",0.11638655462184745,2.3107335378151284,2.2023109243697507,94.41254201680674,87.57142857142858,5.080672268907564,21.10504201680672,6.5431188927421005,0.27367899159663844,437,15,99,5,14,146,80,119,0.086,0.677,0.23800000000000002,0.9702,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,2,5,13,1,0,6,0,13,0,0,0,2,20,25,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,3,3,10,8,16,19,3,4,0,4,2,0,15,1,0,2,3,64,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094564362246752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21372781478666272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214210895058382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058328816189094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234231128178249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846413775987106,0.20770681138023936,0.18604338989647975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515335627637356,0.0,0.2284854172227279,0.17794696326094153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734677310267646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047037568231856,0.1829452263034122,0.1927035367982356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345582709985888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881938607608807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237939041476936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,artlocen,2019/02/07,"Tired Tired of feeling frustrated and alone. Married with a kid. Still feel alone every day. Like I have no place. Watching all of these people belonging. Where do belong?

Not even sure why I am posting here. Just sitting in my car before work, crying. I guess I just had to say it. 

I miss livejournal. Or, the livejournal of over a decade ago. Probably the last time I felt like I belonged somewhere. And, when I had something on my chest, someone was always there to listen. 

Sorry for taking up your time. ",1.5465413533834609,4.286766789473685,2.334323308270676,90.41276315789476,91.63157894736841,4.8195488721804525,21.52255639097744,6.5431188927421005,0.7110451127819548,395,14,72,5,14,123,74,95,0.22899999999999998,0.7070000000000001,0.064,-0.9308,0,2,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,8,5,1,0,4,0,6,3,1,0,2,13,13,4,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,6,11,3,11,9,1,16,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,2,9,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929541944483128,0.0,0.0,0.3722351793631344,0.0,0.0,0.14952687174650114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291358777604055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973947528949396,0.11589324304434932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186918033232319,0.0,0.15140710278534314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172596214706416,0.0,0.1725425765911001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979625583983667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648151823239547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558712414828906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458308357851075,0.0,0.18775085984969386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210531612827415,0.0,0.193749683790104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290663698316666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226134110101858,0.13834376034240511,0.0,0.20116223101511035,0.0,0.0,0.1435106448683004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936747511741446,0.0,0.13511391220521754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095719402634237,0.4130831660575358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215355106244594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082555681616925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nightly_crawler,2019/02/07,"i’m so fucking lonely lately i’ve just felt like crap, i’m so so fucking lonely, i can’t stand anything anymore.... i don’t know what to do",-1.9209677419354807,-0.08830374193547996,1.2925161290322578,96.83877419354843,102.54838709677419,2.4800000000000004,19.103225806451608,3.1291,-0.6964245161290323,108,4,24,0,5,38,20,31,0.28,0.64,0.08,-0.7386,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,3,9,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,8,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547672356211478,0.0,0.0,0.29437732695172186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434722528988732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6614222931948938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965963929025023,0.0,0.4035295624816475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476644403592906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Caweee,2019/02/07,"Shittiest thing that happened on your birthday? It just makes me sad remembering the things that happened to me over the past years. Like last year, for example. Might wanna share yours?",4.648125,8.062587562500003,3.3862500000000004,85.03375000000003,79.625,6.95,26.75,8.07648339933343,2.1538500000000003,150,6,25,3,4,43,28,32,0.19399999999999998,0.69,0.11599999999999999,-0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,3,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279787880604231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24334207167162625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584684492865302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927132028728656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166935147172199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28498098924411824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33817668056662786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966605861056611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38448750292418504
lonely,riarklelights,2019/02/07,"idk  I had this crush and well he didn’t like me back. Said nothing for 2 months and now I don’t really like him but I still have hope because we’re close friends. Anyways my other friend said to him that me and him (my old crush) are gonna get married someday and he just started laughing. 
  So yeah that sucks and I’m pretty lonely but too young to date anyway ",-0.02947368421052232,2.2782076315789475,1.1924210526315804,100.04994736842107,91.10526315789473,3.5663157894736837,18.12631578947369,4.935628992294339,-0.7380957894736846,284,8,64,1,10,89,57,76,0.10099999999999999,0.583,0.315,0.9674,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,10,13,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,2,10,7,3,8,0,9,0,1,0,0,9,1,1,1,10,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699851737439875,0.0,0.15617439244113715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958719992395629,0.0,0.13385156915272944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254459928038041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503283504112277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044927954222536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458264817467831,0.0,0.2688340694456301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606429166999588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412539079472555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874011572655052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133648605550476,0.0,0.20459804880677646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303505128465753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ColorfulRuin,2019/02/07,"Opinions for an Official r/lonely Discord Hi all,  


I wanted to check with the community here how they would feel about having an official Discord server for the r/lonely subreddit (as in it would be linked on the right of the subreddit page along with where you can see the chatroom on PC)?

​

Truth is there used to be one up until around spring of last year under a different moderation team, and it may be reinstated as the official r/lonely Discord server by the current moderation team, but only if the community here wants a Discord server.   


The server is currently (\~2k) large and intended to be a place for the lonely folk to have a place to chat, share creations, and/or seek support in separate channels.  


Please share your thoughts, including if you \*\*DO NOT\*\* want, or feel like there is a need/ought to be, an official Discord server for the subreddit. (:",8.139182389937105,8.410580779874213,8.072327044025158,68.65427672955974,61.9559748427673,11.59496855345912,36.53459119496856,11.20814326018867,4.35150817610063,700,30,115,18,9,226,93,159,0.09,0.762,0.14800000000000002,0.882,3,8,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,1,2,8,6,0,0,19,0,15,0,0,3,2,27,24,10,0,7,5,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,5,5,27,15,2,17,0,1,1,0,10,11,0,5,7,83,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158454289187917,0.2420636111942311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734034860922915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081334746835836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145450184444272,0.14231663775431838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238384948565598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973246095595465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477127016977388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499077541073395,0.15150921860651587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162669493671672,0.2186742548667896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701254157959475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587456645774125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22606269432485876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581515703444165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205465651542728,0.0,0.0,0.3525000704093842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830280736870384,0.0,0.2420636111942311,0.1282855865717454
lonely,killyourtvset,2019/02/07,"I just can't find anyone again Got out of a relationship a while back, and despite going on a few dates, and talking to tons of new people, I just can't find a connection again. Nothing feels right. People always say to give it time and eventually it will happen; but when? I've been indescribably lonely since the breakup. I just want to love again.",3.4229901960784335,5.540299632352943,4.2741176470588265,84.60519607843139,74.73529411764707,6.886274509803924,23.098039215686285,7.793537801064563,1.0872862745098049,277,8,54,4,6,89,48,68,0.05,0.84,0.111,0.6124,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,11,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,3,1,7,8,2,13,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,9,36,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087949745123765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880539973585845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563589303760225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220684266431832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413041955780725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315905840847202,0.13720367369499525,0.0,0.19308439559452512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134855459265476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788958478154088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316345199889624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23164752242590414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33473832399309017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25919307654434376,0.0,0.20617004482991685,0.0,0.19198564836087187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970384396841884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404301251147354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077304483226585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239486200780185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,medrolific,2019/02/07,"It's becoming harder to shake this feeling. I'm 33 and male. I have a career. I'm physically healthy. 

Every day, I'm lonely. I feel like I've been by myself for so long that I don't know how to talk to people outside of work. 

I've been in relationships for most of my adult life. It took nearly two years to recover from a devastating breakup. 

I tried online dating, but that has only made things worse. I've been ghosted over and over, and while the dates I've been on have seemed to go ok, a meeting of any kind is the last time we talk. So, I've deleted the dating apps. 

My work schedule doesn't help things. I work night shifts from 7pm-7am several days per week and every other weekend. 

I don't know how to get out of this rut, and I'm tired. ",1.6971428571428575,3.432387490445862,3.289303912647864,91.45377388535034,78.55414012738855,6.014376706096451,21.405368516833484,6.868970318607317,0.3536591446769788,584,16,130,6,14,193,97,157,0.109,0.8109999999999999,0.081,-0.6513,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,3,4,5,0,1,6,1,11,2,0,3,0,17,24,11,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,9,7,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,2,0,1,6,2,10,3,21,18,1,23,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,2,15,70,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517572282624175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705312152905595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184560805412026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28539888410860864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712746161052494,0.12099619156479592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848753986326728,0.0,0.09625546583405777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352347988880675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637021119638044,0.18615992150609864,0.13805713561975458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962928958797625,0.08274441616984121,0.0,0.0,0.14988492729327976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602596444607209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893994613529486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881163248103986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741811440156047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183733461248025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418583103815606,0.0,0.19133709132222415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27226239732700525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250405117159436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987595641012542,0.19466305158090047,0.0,0.0,0.18817354879184187,0.1149894298682995,0.0,0.16544745893977347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585641006455568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36990471954103576,0.0,0.17259997439985725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906713124176604
lonely,solarpoweredJJ,2019/02/07,"I just want to vent Hi guys. I don't know how to feel.

I'm a guy, 24. I work a good job at an upper class bakery in a nice area, and have really awesome co-workers who I get along with. We joke constantly and recently the topics of conversation involve how cute and attractive we are comparatively. I learned my supervisor who is younger than me is jealous of how good I luck and I've gotten the role as the 'cute guy' at work who rakes in all the tips.

But I feel so lonely. I'm single, and I don't feel attractive at all. I literally have my co-workers tell me this through our shit talk, and I apparently flirt by instinct with customers, but I feel so empty. I feel misunderstood but I can't say I understand myself either. My friends say I could date anyone I wanted to not be alone but I don't know... I feel that my self esteem is low for some reason.

I'm just really sad... Thanks for reading this you guys.",1.8224743230625573,3.626235417989424,3.917310924369749,86.77915966386557,78.41798941798943,7.198381574852164,23.2869592281357,8.124751697461798,1.2114367258014305,710,23,155,13,17,243,108,189,0.084,0.745,0.171,0.9013,2,3,0,0,0,0,25.0,3,1,0,2,7,17,2,0,8,0,12,1,1,4,2,40,29,16,0,3,8,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,6,11,0,0,11,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,8,29,12,19,26,5,11,0,3,0,0,21,8,1,2,3,97,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755279570698026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286498034057132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352219079281262,0.0,0.10603928028267973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029213067175005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260993656996872,0.0,0.06938859554065549,0.0,0.0,0.22279218956609895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260175807728307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317950504847296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597959802280686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284757160071542,0.0,0.17016506316504404,0.13655247629794728,0.1311354629865918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123427910010087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855149615578866,0.0,0.1363292305513086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674895809198083,0.11608321930501875,0.1222751059155956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826159160732174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667148185596685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867537962591336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,japirate,2019/02/07,"Group of uplifting girls? Hi everyone, I'm new to reddit, but my husband is a big part of the NoFap community, and he and a bunch of guys created a group chat to hold each other accountable.

I have no friends. I'm just in the weird space after university, and I work with a group of four 50+ women, so I haven't made friends that way. I've tried bumble, but the girls on there are (no offense) all the same. I don't drink, so it's really difficult for me to make friends that way.

​

I've always wanted to be in a groupchat with girls where we can share funny memes, talk about how frustrating men are, and just have eachother's backs. 

Would anyone be interested in that?",3.744306569343067,4.915165218978103,4.739861313868616,85.48132481751826,71.99270072992701,8.39970802919708,26.10875912408759,8.841846274778883,1.7403115328467151,533,17,113,10,10,174,90,137,0.096,0.73,0.174,0.925,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,1,9,9,2,0,9,0,11,1,0,3,1,20,16,9,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,5,8,1,1,0,2,1,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,7,5,17,12,5,12,0,0,0,0,19,7,0,0,3,71,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353376832394174,0.22596834558966675,0.25341613219708364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458259180317974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036527601735506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430367972995894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992824375920248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483385280800937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650140756975705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733898913735395,0.13921152147302446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142290763450774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258438321879461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360513544490712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762793418586538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159458501265165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301064721739376,0.33108117015318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182991259174136,0.0,0.0,0.14815089179060753,0.0,0.25341613219708364,0.0
lonely,adrianmarshall167,2019/02/07,"Just sitting in my car Pretty much every day, sometimes multiple times a day, I end up sitting here in my car, playing whatever music comes to mind first thing in the morning, staring at my phone hoping that someone gives me something to do; that a girl will text me out of the blue and ask if I want to spend time with them and talk. Or a friend will ask if I want to hang out. Meet some friends of theirs maybe? Anything. 

But that girl doesn’t exist; those friends are absorbed in other things that are definitely more important and they have a right to be. They have lives and I have mine. It just happens to be empty. It probably always will be, and maybe that’s what life was always meant to be for me. The same album is gonna loop at least 4 times before I decide its time to slink inside. 

I’m at 3 now, so the only adventure I’ll be having tonight is making the trip from my car to my apartment so I can plug in my phone and do the same thing tomorrow night. If anyone understands, it’s all the people in this subreddit. Thanks for being around, for reading and making me feel comfortable enough to not be embarrassed posting something. ",5.9955269400203335,5.842857281938329,6.034977973568286,82.89567943070149,66.48898678414096,8.922941375804811,30.23686885801424,8.384062270229773,2.0318379532361908,901,29,181,11,13,285,136,227,0.008,0.8390000000000001,0.153,0.9829,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,4,1,7,9,0,1,11,0,23,1,0,2,1,34,39,14,0,6,8,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,2,16,12,0,0,4,2,1,6,2,1,0,1,2,3,21,8,30,26,8,36,0,0,2,0,16,15,0,6,12,129,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222688652073896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356616132290586,0.0,0.1101178747812,0.11912321367687492,0.25019685826721183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386622467217718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526928335416148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725984752879207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851986741975272,0.13826607781981862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274442927838098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766059686243067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382248643927162,0.0,0.0,0.31015409177589764,0.0,0.0,0.1283669952812172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833165918583342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290792314283584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451708980362976,0.0,0.0,0.11816059394881835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864434322727135,0.0,0.26886916314645193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511442885419347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836900348911057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557577842344414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017719044967586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927700774759145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815723493611414,0.1361373832319244,0.14427458897190307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338506428382705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427679271333725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338053293267975,0.20603377275031626,0.13234589364073931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075549706386224,0.0,0.12319834930149336,0.0,0.0,0.2667010854352905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121130827166181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393055416331207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785443654080816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MysteriousBrown,2019/02/07,"This is what a lonely face that feels empty looks like http://imgur.com/a/1cZ2r1d

People post their fake smiles in pictures sometimes. There's nothing fake about the tears I cry. 
This. Is. Me. Vulnerable. Sad.  Lonely.  So lonely.  ",4.048258258258258,6.242630162162168,1.6403603603603614,90.6243843843844,112.24324324324324,2.7255255255255246,17.624624624624623,5.033348758259628,-0.2981627627627628,184,5,27,1,9,49,32,37,0.48,0.414,0.105,-0.9509,0,6,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,4,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599765573552338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173228068266708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20457980695318315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516440346417369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018013468879666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903081112781282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010461760214661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141538679671166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PlatinumDonut,2019/04/03,"Has friends but Still does feel like outsider Im 17yrs male and I have good friends, but Still feels like no one wants really hang out with me, usually if I ask someone hang out with me they usually answers""yeah, sure(like that way they dont want to) or ""im kinda busy this week etc"" and it takes like month before we hang out. Now im mostly by myself at home",1.207567567567569,3.4870283378378417,2.2093918918918938,95.69760135135138,83.18918918918921,5.8621621621621625,20.06081081081081,7.1686216300943375,0.33578918918918976,283,8,63,4,8,89,54,74,0.049,0.715,0.23600000000000002,0.9491,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,18,9,6,0,3,4,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,8,6,8,9,2,15,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,4,10,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505928457755097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707157579719198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096667729206802,0.0,0.18879056528865854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965249386600807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162898957228325,0.2301584891294328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24890793397875885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351105591359752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161581513159254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5219987278582681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23609416416237824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285766089035561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915544874162952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319525506892394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648690257845433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572855757538029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182082273249264,0.0,0.12111596573888313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548250116632969,0.0,0.19002435907153972,0.1278618733056252,0.1292127697352436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KevinIsSoCool,2019/04/03,In a perfect world you would.. Respond to this message with actual concern about me and have the willingness to put in time and effort to get to know me..to understand that I’m an awesome guy who could be your best friend if you gave me the chance..we could talk all day about nothing or vent about our frustrations..we could talk about anything without fear of judgment..we could truly be ourselves and be comfortable together..we could meet and leave the world behind us..okay I’m done being melodramatic..I’m lonely and sad. I prefer to chat with females but I’m open to any human contact..thank you,3.9791304347826113,6.168375826086957,4.183695652173913,85.55032608695655,73.34782608695652,7.034782608695654,27.15217391304348,7.908726449838941,1.7250173913043478,480,18,89,7,10,149,78,115,0.043,0.8059999999999999,0.151,0.8797,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,4,0,3,4,8,0,1,5,0,12,0,0,0,2,23,19,8,0,8,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,8,4,17,7,2,8,0,2,0,0,17,5,0,2,2,55,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.1654217986527518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152757421770258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949607376133674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789511644587397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.676718080334484,0.0,0.0,0.10932289461496483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734722919287735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907510549717352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096656090792852,0.0,0.08856438302146437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167846106902011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316079199957487,0.0,0.0,0.17949148740722204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265383233123767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040899512956814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724988317730442,0.0,0.15606627039963628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884532755246367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764706788033147,0.2039051942707948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340602706289722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204183095590501,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwaway64934,2019/04/03,"If someone told me they loved me, my first response would be, ""Why?"" But that's all hypothetical. It's very unlikely that anyone will ever say that to me.",2.41,4.759872000000001,4.043333333333333,83.885,79.0,6.666666666666668,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.2003333333333337,120,4,24,2,3,40,25,30,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,5,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622612122894193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392768773930526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190386658734445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385198977015089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29827475282235755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31779989257361524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35840030617519425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30947621663959635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33844691459722626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664425707526911,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yeetnik,2019/04/03,"My loneliness About half a year ago I had gotten a feeling that I was always the one that texts first to start a conversation, so I decided to not start any conversations for a day. No one texted me... I decided to keep up the act for another three days... Still no texts or anything like that. After that I kind of gave up trying to initiate any conversations. Now, half a year later I am still not talking to anyone, except when I really have to at school. Any ideas on how to start a conversation without the feeling that you are annoying the person who you are trying to talk to?",5.552857142857139,5.901837192982459,6.701779448621553,76.02078947368422,67.42105263157895,10.373934837092731,29.44360902255639,10.290406445055957,2.8687609022556395,456,15,89,11,7,154,68,114,0.09,0.8590000000000001,0.05,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,7,3,1,0,10,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,14,4,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,1,0,6,4,2,11,2,20,10,0,20,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,16,70,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474891265674645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452591725259847,0.0,0.0,0.35614798675535786,0.1830555811264501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206588026486423,0.0,0.14365915121466713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251709861825412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653925732308134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849216644889673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197072280821308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516898614014826,0.0,0.1817914808776484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852878150331351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365911013979681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243088408495886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183628182222652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667774549795826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37069215666673205,0.0,0.2788293138049623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28063120218336923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23704795270397294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682826657284966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248392760775283
lonely,MasterCrastinator,2019/04/03,"Should I (re)contact an old friend? As per the title. I had a friend back in high school, around a decade ago, we were good friends but life happened and we went our own ways. I am lonely now. He seems to have friends judging from facebook but yeah its facebook so I dont put too much value on that. For the past few years I have been wondering like what the hell, should I just send him a message? I am afraid I guess of what might happen or that he wants nothing to do with me. We were going through puberty and it was a time for me when I had huge anxiety about everything and made poor decisions. From my side, I am completely on good terms with the guy. I honestly don't know if he sees things the same way though. I am not perfect, far from it. But I accept all outcomes, however of course I am hoping for a warm response.",1.7715458579881656,3.76930081065089,2.703339497041424,94.49394415680477,79.35502958579882,6.355177514792899,22.98853550295858,7.413659706084162,0.7469079881656815,643,21,144,9,16,203,114,169,0.10400000000000001,0.6759999999999999,0.221,0.9599,1,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,4,0,0,1,9,15,1,1,11,1,19,1,0,1,2,31,31,12,0,5,7,0,1,1,4,3,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,5,0,1,4,3,3,0,0,8,2,22,12,19,20,6,23,1,1,1,0,15,8,1,7,10,100,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479761598687384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163303172502624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537126318909626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692961225349922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943864151993142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782205924778119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666740156536736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469944241104377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642279304068494,0.2550920260491269,0.0,0.0,0.16751819367915907,0.1505695629166027,0.2689434860731525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066641426906206,0.0,0.15103616573414966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357167164162843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740893772712624,0.07429192193871527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388882715377296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613183328400326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178624090090827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145911733628249,0.0,0.15956802071289575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516450744819973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528686508570378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389923251924142,0.12117716756601965,0.13843546493857156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010261048620648,0.0,0.14940438561423233,0.0,0.08867109306629123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969265441619179,0.24140633067133885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096700052054578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490943544546846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792572327371396
lonely,mxcxexa,2019/04/03,"Hope you all are having a great day where ever you are :) I'm 25 this year and I've never been in a relationship before. To be honest, I've always been okay with that and I quite enjoy being alone sometimes. I don't know, recently I've just been feeling lonelier than usual. I'm not tall, pretty or slim but sigh, is there really no one out there for me? Am I that bad?  I don't know....",0.12750677506775074,2.1766396097561014,2.7852845528455283,91.32136856368568,85.82926829268294,5.595663956639567,15.208672086720867,6.937597516519254,-0.2488173441734416,296,5,66,4,9,103,60,82,0.154,0.669,0.177,-0.4115,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,1,12,0,0,0,3,15,18,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,3,1,7,5,6,13,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553555463324653,0.0,0.0,0.20515264619286988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586225848269327,0.0,0.0,0.2097992608598424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590069076462038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302217278646586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466509056519427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718266119041309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24488371435921555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709992175361934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901576139357705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670713445266121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508340156150777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622404859581223,0.0,0.0,0.15794878049506356,0.0,0.2434422915389908,0.26470668337295555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24384817133967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715443546504761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877266699678755
lonely,Untitledexistence,2019/04/03,"First time for everything, I'm not sure what to do or how to go about this but I need advice. I am lonely. Hello. Hello everyone, I tend to lurk and read post on reddit from time to time but this is a last resort approach as I don't know where else to go. I don't know where to start or how to say this but here goes.

I am a 26 year old male, from the uk (Yorkshire. Caucasian. 

I am currently in full time employment on a temporary contract and my contract ends in September 2019 but so far I am currently 11 months into the contract. I work as an assistant (support worker) and help adult with housing needs. But as it get's closer to the the summer it will get close to the point where I will not be sure what else to near the time when my contract ends.

I do enjoy my job, I have my own place and space. I don't have kids, I don't have any family. I have around 3 friends but I don't always see them as we all lead busy lifes and that's ok.

I have GAD (generalized anxiety disorder which sometimes effects me getting a full nights sleep from time to time), Mild Depression, and I am partially dyslexic. None of these effect a persons intelligence but from time to it can be challenging in the terms of life. I tend to hide it, very few people know little bits that I've disclosed overtime but i'm rather a private and guarded person and it takes me a while to trust people but when I do feel like I can trust a person I do gradually open. I rather strict on keeping to myself at work and keeping a work life balance separate to my private life it's just how I roll.

Despite myself everyday trying to do my best with my job and my hobbies outside of work. I find that when I am at home I feel lonely, empty like I am nothing although I know I am not. I can't articulate entirely that feeling but it's always temporary. I'm not sad or depressed yet I feel like shit in myself sometimes. 

Overtime I have tried everything from counselling, stress courses and i'm out of options. Everything i'm trying to do in the aspects of improving the quality of my life is fine but it's just the other things when it's not about work or my hobbies. Yesterday I was off work because I had a spiral of anxiety which lead to me not being able to sleep, It comes in phases I am go weeks and months of sleeping and feeling fine then the next I can go from not sleeping much and in rare occurances not being able to sleep where I am so exhausted I just can't function. Eventually I do sleep and I am back on track. 

Everday I feel lonely, I feel nothing and I've learn to be alone ever since I was a child. I can even feel this way even when I am around people. I'm quite ambiverted as a person so I do enjoy my own company mostly from time to time but sometimes I just want to connect and it's not easy. 

I haven't dated a girl in over 5 year and haven't got lucky in that aspect if you know what I mean but that being said there's a lot to life and I wish I had someone to speak to sometimes or to share good moments with. There's times when I don't really have any friends to speak to except the ones I have. I just don't know how else to go with this I just don't know sometimes it's hard to reach out even when we do speak. Yesterday I spoke to a friend and I was honest and it turns out I wasn't alone. 

 I've not had an easy life, my past is rough and dark. I've had to fight and persevere through some of the worst circumstances and situations to get to where I am now and I'm at a point where I feel like I am managing but I guess I just wanted to say hello on here. 

Thanks for reading fellow humans. ",2.3071735967864484,3.716012931125832,3.8502942134404528,89.50275865812617,75.98013245033113,7.017044837694062,24.297578981652368,7.696955130343263,1.0547737487786346,2813,90,620,39,61,935,279,755,0.09300000000000001,0.773,0.134,0.9873,5,8,0,0,1,0,53.0,2,1,1,16,44,35,2,1,31,1,66,15,7,8,4,126,119,67,0,8,40,0,11,4,4,2,8,7,1,10,32,40,0,3,21,2,0,9,24,11,0,2,11,19,86,24,94,100,15,101,0,6,1,0,31,43,1,12,51,422,118,17,0.10763869408912173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259164305022974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114812249446761,0.0,0.0,0.08956401623815112,0.0,0.0,0.07319800306870035,0.0,0.08234330635811649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958212584676831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04138375580723321,0.0,0.03280777442524524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056480084333419535,0.0,0.05875678788398469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04636060198822479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270904949443702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168163440262835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348774755238656,0.0,0.09533593410591734,0.0,0.0,0.10664151342174516,0.04868268061757276,0.0,0.05142669247852653,0.14510807649636218,0.0,0.05073609059438584,0.0,0.24491411060555285,0.11534565684674487,0.0,0.0,0.04918990817904795,0.045778709102477284,0.0,0.0,0.12474208206589515,0.0,0.112473550076604,0.0,0.1529338759638164,0.04514111485935217,0.04304424832245391,0.0,0.0592880784164206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482115637548396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036073973860822735,0.0,0.05398519324702936,0.0,0.0,0.06210030056557034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681479496048868,0.09567421700566013,0.0,0.0,0.20704393946719427,0.0438699510138795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26609937511329457,0.10517365778299044,0.05394112458843008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0457552842592224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058625046613755886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591617868889424,0.0,0.039563412611190736,0.0798127277821433,0.0,0.0,0.05723748614907065,0.05050581137876592,0.0,0.10328223001014547,0.0,0.056474351334628616,0.0,0.036469382413043636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137665654008705,0.11193467625880868,0.1879719117212896,0.056229762797462834,0.0,0.1017533578148278,0.0,0.05154405742707436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572435003362638,0.10766782264841868,0.0,0.034478051839888245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119452354584022,0.08559860984050445,0.0,0.0,0.04288705158016348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055244786336443016,0.0445199200290474,0.06049520102033248,0.3231492884000891,0.0,0.04560095810047398,0.0,0.2661435519210563,0.0,0.0380936108447992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061649880202951764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107355723805037,0.10144819532737742,0.0,0.04046545107712853,0.0,0.0,0.04954962390131512,0.0,0.0,0.03575518273937072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34520743471948306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961941154560076,0.05853999496993281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04440659772975361,0.06348809059616392,0.0427192925995695,0.0431706338661771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188959303547685,0.0,0.0,0.23508675380261984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931578992018418
lonely,girouardryan,2019/04/03,"Relationships just aren’t worth the pain (I’m whiny and probably deserve this trust me I know) I was lonely and sad until I met her and then she brought me such pure joy for so long it seemed meant to be and eternal. We were inseparable best friends, we did everything together and we’d do nothing but talk about each other when we were apart. We had a physical relationship that she was more than encouraging but I knew she’d felt guilty at times and had never been in any relationship let alone a serious one so I took things slow. Then suddenly it was ruined accidentally in one night when her parents found out and her separated us. She might’ve been hurt initially but I know she’s carrying on and the fact that she can even do that and that she never breaks down and reaches out like I do just hurts so bad. Her parents have so much pressure on her to stay away and they’ve probably convinced her to hate me cause I’m the sinner that deceived them and all that but it just feels so unfair, she was head over heals for me a month and a half ago to have her not give a shit? It’s just too much. I know it’s all about her religion but I promise I couldn’t have treated her better. We were just too happy and comfortable the universe couldn’t let that balance last. I just want another late night phone call with her I’d always answer for her, talk her down late at night when her anxiety got bad. We’d talk about our future and I’d wake up in the morning exhausted but with such a smile on my face. 

Now I’m weak and alone and haven’t done a productive thing in weeks. Probably gonna flunk out of college soon . I wish I realized I was too young to fall in love at the start of this.",2.3644601901920552,4.286002236994221,3.4617471564422893,90.123053328361,77.20809248554913,7.239082603020698,23.01100130523961,8.155646560271837,1.0917168748834607,1338,41,294,24,31,431,177,346,0.185,0.669,0.146,-0.9583,3,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,9,0,1,2,25,28,2,1,13,0,31,9,4,1,6,63,54,34,0,4,13,2,2,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,17,28,0,0,11,0,1,3,7,15,0,3,22,2,50,13,36,23,7,52,0,6,0,1,46,20,1,1,28,204,67,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652630312575307,0.0,0.0,0.2021912122513872,0.0,0.0,0.08122021006802509,0.0,0.0,0.06637885878176329,0.10235369302103836,0.07467218332771837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170879125798,0.0,0.16300229306643518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024367710805284,0.0863290382689186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967179195018597,0.0,0.0,0.10027343285959102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988999030520893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447117555972802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877265145134726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049355077946863744,0.0,0.09372191200633057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702547416184124,0.07541405231892027,0.0,0.0,0.09363741012794788,0.0,0.0,0.07806847074999174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390877396965284,0.0,0.09637069984897116,0.10017709440054356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898928803547867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609334350666911,0.07956603079403883,0.22021902396868756,0.0,0.0,0.1996278166025599,0.0,0.04768782674976995,0.0,0.0,0.08638270442917195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809778037147553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354989489144227,0.0,0.0,0.07791220597789063,0.0,0.1435107007593119,0.0,0.1505673130375101,0.0,0.0,0.2748040640963623,0.0,0.0936604316114271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322875424774359,0.0,0.1038650354668956,0.0,0.2167710310915633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157236522286952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143932017783869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888614306338757,0.0,0.0,0.1001963364277486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908960104775351,0.10404038790624393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23536818498224296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969688386418265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569177861268176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844946413369512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741407029575901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757352418550595,0.0,0.07829769361966442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224788611533523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Thravik_,2019/04/03,"I can't connect with people easily. Before I get into this, I'm just going to make it clear that I'm in a relationship that has made me happier than I've ever been, but that's not necessarily my problem. And I may say a bunch of random shit that's all over the place because as of writing this I'm not in a good mood so keep that in mind. I'm not really looking for advice, just letting my thoughts out there but any opinions about this are welcomed. 

Lately I've been feeling somewhat alone. Doesn't have to entirely do with my relationship, but life has gotten us really busy. What my problem comes down too is socializing. I've always been an introvert, I have been trying to socialize when I could or wanted to. And it isn't like I rarely done it, I've helped people with their issues for quite a long time and had some conversations with people somewhat often.
 But I have a hard time talking to them. I'm not the type who gets too nervous about talking to people, I just find myself in so many situations where I can't connect with others, having this feeling of rejection during conversations in groups. Like what I say doesn't matter and stuff like that. It isn't that I want to be selfish, I'll admit sometimes I do that unintentionally, but overall I just want to feel included. Like I matter.
 It's something I didn't really get, due to a bunch of shit growing up like neglect, being pretty much disliked during my years in school, and other traumatic shit.
I always get the feeling like people don't want to talk to me.
And I wouldn't really blame them. I'm not the easiest person to talk to and since they don't know me well, they wouldn't know how to react compared to a best friend they've known for years.
People say I should make friends, socialize more, etc. But it's never been easy for me. I've only had a select few friends. I have tried being more social but it hasn't gone well.

At this point I'm questioning a lot about myself. I ask myself why do I care about this kind of thing, how would that even help me? Most of the time I just try to brush it off, trying to not let it get to me and move on but I can't help it. It's like there's a looming loneliness behind me that I can't shake off and it's only more apparent whenever I try to socialize with people. I honestly don't know what to do about it. 

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lonely,JonTheStampede1,2019/04/03,"Lost soul searching for something Dont have much friends, hoping messaging people and chatting would help. I’m into music, writing, philosophy, and video games.",8.801153846153845,11.548654500000005,7.180000000000002,66.74000000000002,61.69230769230769,8.276923076923078,39.92307692307692,8.841846274778883,4.266676923076924,131,7,16,2,2,39,25,26,0.16,0.659,0.18100000000000002,0.1645,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,1,1,1,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522340808865162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298120434610002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586389914467831,0.0,0.0,0.3832537006065132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212201860963176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836571644540726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26751208398604537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970598140022792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741093492252837,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,psychotic_jimmy,2019/04/03,"Morality and Emotional Self Contradiction A long while back, I promised myself to never get a significant other for reasons that have changed over the years, though it's kept so since then- My current reasons being to avoid becoming like my parents, and to avoid hurting anyone on accident.

That being said, it's become a nearly unbearably painfully isolated world of mine because of my moral alignment.

My parents are pricks, and in a most literal sense, do not love me. My father does meth, though I don't see him at all often anymore- and my mother smokes weed, and having done meth during my gestation in the womb, has likely caused me permanent mental issues and prevented the chemical bonding that causes the connection between the mother and the child(which to my knowledge, occurs immediately with birth). In short, I don't love them either, due to circumstances that arose from these issues.

These all wouldn't be so big of issues if I weren't so isolated from the friends that I have. They're great friends that support me well as much as I can support them and more, but I live at least a town apart from the nearest, and no one yet makes enough money for me to ride out and not come back. It'd be magnitudes more enjoyable if I could maybe play video games, play D&D, or even cook with my friends more often.

And I've even had my chances with romance. I'm a moderately good looking person with a scarily high metabolism, so I've been made clear by a couple of girls that they'd like to have gotten with me, one having even been my largest crush at the time. It never happened, though, which is my problem. I pushed it away before I could appreciate it.

Each night, I sleep wondering how happy I might be if I could be with my friends more, or if my entirely screwed moral compass were a little more lax and I could pursue romance even a bit. Or even, if my parents had been a little different. But instead, I think up characters, and placebo them in while I lay in my bed, faking an embrace of any sort with blankets and a few pillows arranged to vaguely feel like another person in my bed. Artificial and fake love, we could call it.

I'm in a hole- I just don't know how to get out.",7.27818341423113,6.996041862232782,7.07648662604565,76.9297211607973,63.86935866983373,10.077083548487039,34.93142621088506,9.54385415503706,3.1505700919136643,1748,70,325,29,23,554,222,421,0.10300000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.163,0.9838,6,2,3,0,0,0,51.0,1,0,4,0,23,32,2,2,23,0,36,9,3,8,5,75,58,39,0,12,14,6,1,4,4,2,1,1,3,4,18,27,1,4,7,5,1,3,10,9,1,2,12,4,47,23,47,31,15,44,3,1,2,5,26,26,2,14,19,240,65,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789688444453206,0.0,0.05516651461301993,0.08506468181843717,0.0,0.0,0.08045235291573935,0.0567231832087407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621785709979262,0.12475736898661895,0.0,0.04945191101872742,0.17918826136322802,0.06902981411279026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856545428906619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283579242004788,0.0,0.0,0.166671615049401,0.08581752181406305,0.06988039891338019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238511170054937,0.08976120748892452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475641140487071,0.0,0.0,0.07099140338159365,0.08301713393392486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125260962420473,0.0,0.08382188552826263,0.0,0.26790533265475874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041018295263769065,0.05795438488499114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250702135928963,0.0,0.08476698111635209,0.0,0.0,0.06804223798835604,0.0,0.08943854431969245,0.0,0.0,0.07173692164443961,0.08635708722357106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571104762267999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684399539226006,0.0,0.0,0.25401443398602563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04458315423649746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853066711518193,0.16261338905966918,0.07163321572509164,0.07179142295699327,0.06812300322923112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196503936991242,0.07676067317899571,0.054150323508061614,0.0,0.08149909424895564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817530411705523,0.08605882798447356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963483943428685,0.0,0.12513432781717218,0.0,0.0,0.0761285681210207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994227347588792,0.0,0.08632073678314782,0.0,0.27023292823642736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416671873558795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762388565832798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681619060811256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716667976987017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646446366982409,0.0,0.08462912361008076,0.0,0.0,0.0671058967701024,0.0,0.08118172260327408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411514776870733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051980430224837504,0.23910920901564986,0.0,0.047303553235664965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729394421604713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879745809925477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05224064014363766
lonely,Taylr404,2019/04/03,"more ranting than anything, if anyone can offer advice it will be welcomed. Ive recently broken up with my girlfriend and I'm feeling more alone than usual with a breakup. the reason is I am forcing myself to be alone as for at least 4 years I've basically been in and out of relationships one after another. they weren't short relationships either. the shortest being 8 months and the longest being 2 years. but I realise I did this as im really afraid of being alone. im just in my second year of uni struggling with work which is why I decided to end the most recent relationship as I couldn't handle everything along with my health. now I am alone though its not any easier to do work or be happy im just constantly alone and constantly sad. welp rant over lol ",3.98239514348786,5.717747675496688,5.337367549668873,79.20861203090506,72.2450331125828,8.212141280353201,26.490618101545248,8.841846274778883,2.1233704194260485,613,21,113,12,12,205,102,151,0.177,0.7490000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9372,0,5,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,4,5,0,2,5,1,18,1,0,1,0,22,20,11,0,2,7,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,1,12,2,24,9,5,19,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,3,12,81,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168196645674436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5918450966124409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777204936876711,0.11984206565685886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991358224177304,0.0,0.0940501749585231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470117875517403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122620227676024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271565589734018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778799296075879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216628510886779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148394787320844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703554562196237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912244534484346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744523858023734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321651132668829,0.11750820928334715,0.22569335755544545,0.3681111019790079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947976146338535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228844103665064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258732752202934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312811836731883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640762314989396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079526163677066
lonely,KALALEX007,2019/09/02,"Loneliness, Productivity & Daily Routine Thought I am creating this post in order to gather opinions about the daily routine that focuses in the context of life balance of loneliness and productivity.

So my context is this (the question comes later on)

I am a very social person when I want to socialize, but there are certain days I like to be alone (it just happens randomly like one day or maybe week  like a personal need). 

In my daily routine i do the following, 

Work which i am super fond of and i love doing passionately.(+social)

Physical training, what ever type i feel like doing (alone no music no nothing). I mean okey there are people around (not gym) but i focus to myself when doing so breaths, rhythm etc... I might skip some days due to fatigue as it is logical.

Then afterwards maybe out with friends or home with family and pc (gaming time)

So the question is this:
I have some tasks/objectives that i need/want to complete, which obviously need to be after work. I really would like to get on with them but when ever i am home and there is someone next to me i just don’t feel like doing. But once i feel loneliness or alone like there is nobody at home I instantly get productive and motivated wtf is that?

I am not shy or I don’t want to do it in front of other people or get distracted or disturbed by the people in my house.

I just don’t feel like it, like for some reason i get bored of it suddenly. But when i am alone i can spend hours long doing those things.

Interestingly waiting for the internet tsunami to hit me with the powa of knowledge!",3.9207920792079167,5.8401632970297035,5.220628382838285,79.22032871287131,72.79537953795379,8.280343234323432,27.631551155115513,8.954980946260402,2.34153000660066,1241,47,230,26,25,413,149,303,0.11,0.7,0.191,0.983,0,4,0,0,1,0,40.0,0,0,1,4,18,19,0,2,10,1,30,4,1,2,4,56,50,25,0,5,16,0,4,9,1,2,2,0,3,2,17,12,0,1,12,2,1,3,7,4,0,1,1,4,31,15,37,44,4,36,0,1,0,1,11,10,0,14,30,167,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775171375690384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873522412487423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112165800325251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849717191059585,0.09554411065675013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630662469578254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162982633827652,0.0,0.1648577708493457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590569264977684,0.0,0.1843046247512564,0.19530177491955888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040389353945613,0.0,0.19043876086856365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058261770429463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742210937650339,0.0,0.08974097329030914,0.10514742605010567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436514595140752,0.4006770246317684,0.0,0.0,0.08064383943409875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224497371002105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830970776153709,0.0992631709889258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667052163075372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270681822551948,0.0,0.0,0.09691377154928074,0.0,0.0,0.08743806828128865,0.0,0.0,0.0970464530405629,0.06174948680513384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895263466871356,0.15913580536008928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727373164503661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041644490760144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058377791623705724,0.09369293389314408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578341630842052,0.07721095270095846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054021315124481,0.0,0.0,0.07234404185381993,0.05313643322106222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518867716261551,0.16124582128166814,0.0,0.07309595912804187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268195073506053,0.0,0.0,0.0647334540024819,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kazed5522,2019/09/02,"21M Just need some people to talk to. I’m happily married and in love but I’ve been miserable at making friends the past few years. I really don’t like overloading my wife with everything that’s happening, and I can’t beg for her attention constantly. Really all I’ve ever wanted at this point was someone to talk to on a regular basis.",3.0074019607843177,5.021489250000002,5.31529411764706,77.14049019607846,75.61764705882355,10.415686274509804,27.509803921568626,10.504223727775694,3.5111098039215687,271,11,51,10,6,95,55,68,0.061,0.757,0.182,0.8135,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,2,12,10,3,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,3,10,8,3,9,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,1,5,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28664167909970445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399343640480471,0.0,0.0,0.23839014621983465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493196451543386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345602398066584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958805048658248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393990330161082,0.0,0.17705684292690255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966799674999412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532117224746885,0.18389137589509846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507475645069701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398526678020731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474598241144225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263967881287625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645168310962745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081269726737405
lonely,ob7456,2019/09/02,"The Lonely Feeling The feeling of being lonely has become more substantial for me in the last few years of my life. To be honest its probably my own fault. But I don't know. I have been struggling with some mental health problems which doesn't really help when it comes to making friends with new people. I start conversations with people and within a couple days we have stopped talking. Then my family, I have never really been close with them, but it has become more apparent how different I am to them since I stopped drinking alcohol. I can't really talk to anyone about my day, and it can be so frustrating not being able to share simple stuff, I know I am rambling but I guess I sort of just needed to get this out",4.914642857142859,6.235206892857146,5.631428571428572,79.62357142857144,69.35714285714286,8.742857142857144,26.142857142857146,9.120678840339163,2.1085857142857134,575,17,105,11,10,187,91,140,0.14,0.7809999999999999,0.078,-0.8273,2,4,2,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,2,0,5,9,1,1,4,0,17,4,0,2,1,29,27,9,0,2,5,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,7,10,2,2,4,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,2,2,19,3,18,21,5,16,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,3,11,82,26,0,0.15475957713370828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539092256314636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082114946712867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418395882034378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331167235123348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712385285242467,0.0,0.19961424862172586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169081920780248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516054680046798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589355607201115,0.0,0.15650218440761415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195668653957734,0.0,0.08085549158637245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048512196178126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450219360904594,0.0,0.0,0.10373208236084658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010363256018698,0.12614971084957882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931126611397214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330321946456132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596125390976812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475226549316316,0.11936012651081605,0.14946776396370035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145816094730005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668569993146995,0.1480840145795338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29742884387192303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801872144634646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953962523841078,0.0,0.0,0.25877187231784576,0.0,0.1617883119268221,0.17716268991366535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24877977182296626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996600936820618
lonely,madeincade,2019/09/02,"(M13) Hey guys, I’m brand new here and hoping to be able to talk to someone. I’ve got a lot going on and really just need someone to care a bit Pretty much the title. I’m looking for anyone, my age or older, to just listen to me for a bit. Maybe talk back about themselves. I think I’m starved for human affection tbh.",-0.21014705882353013,1.9030968088235305,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,88.26470588235294,4.576470588235295,17.323529411764707,5.985473137389443,-0.3370352941176469,245,6,54,2,8,84,48,68,0.051,0.772,0.177,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,12,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,11,10,4,6,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,3,4,28,3,0,0.21040346042030836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711899165000594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178727363268675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594121695209912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145203505540625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957713530650935,0.0,0.16827886802002082,0.0,0.0,0.20833250540102974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897811087483048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668591528745908,0.0,0.0,0.17887749795039914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113785561394156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546707527413652,0.15601149988909208,0.0,0.2032089731808823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405596065687915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478984443376682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565483384581818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33822866308883004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481804171796166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,heartbrokenhobbit17,2019/09/02,"Stranger Things 3 I haven't watched it yet. Because I have no one to watch it with. The first season I watched with my ex husband. The marriage was already done, but we were still cordial before we separated.

The second season, I watched with my ex boyfriend. 

It sucks so much. I have no SO to enjoy new things with. I don't even have any friends besides 3 close coworkers who all live back where I moved from. 

Sometimes, I'm alright and manage to do things alone. But other times, the lack of human contact, the quiet in my apartment, and knowing I only have walls and screens to look at are overwhelming.",3.6223076923076936,5.642068880341885,3.596931623931624,90.11334615384621,73.87179487179488,5.705641025641025,29.648717948717948,6.2581,1.3061117948717946,477,21,93,3,10,145,76,117,0.10800000000000001,0.79,0.102,0.3209,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,1,7,5,1,1,5,1,11,0,0,0,1,15,15,7,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,8,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,3,3,7,13,3,12,12,3,15,0,1,6,0,10,6,1,0,8,69,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401510134329243,0.25587816976337363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768192919425014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782964064433226,0.0,0.1413479315572892,0.0,0.19730726759845574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372870921192701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315025787204498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723147803707328,0.0,0.0,0.17914488854198976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743160989758406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047485459096692,0.0,0.19471533858976325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464448315425279,0.1704536999509554,0.0,0.0,0.22394486823139595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571234824538686,0.1763502430361423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293288174549506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517447417248667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462139344518353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352073007378678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MoFlavour,2019/09/02,"Just gonna talk about this girl I really like because I've got no one else to tell and I need to let it out I've got to say, she's so beautiful. I started liking her like 1.5 years ago and usually crushes end like in 6 months, but she didn't.

She's got this perfect smile and such a good sense of humor. It's so heartwarming when she comes to school. One time she was absent, and my day at school went so slowly and was so depressing. I hadn't realize that I actually liked her so much that I'd be sad when she didn't come to school lol. I know this sounds cliche but i can't help it. 

Is this true love?! Like with other girls, I'm like wow she'd be nice to fuck, but with her it's so didfrernt. Like I want to talk to her and get to know her instead of lie fucking. 

She isn't even that hot, she's like a strong 7/10, but her personality is like adding 10 points on the hotness scale.",2.202076583210605,2.9162865567010314,3.621502209131077,93.77927835051548,75.18556701030927,7.398527245949928,21.589101620029453,7.7094869923839395,0.42639882179676025,688,15,173,9,14,227,108,194,0.085,0.5920000000000001,0.32299999999999995,0.9953,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,13,23,2,0,3,1,13,3,0,0,2,23,30,18,0,2,5,0,2,10,0,1,0,2,0,3,12,11,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,4,0,2,9,4,24,19,18,16,1,18,0,2,0,3,24,5,2,0,20,95,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.11816876825424814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734115503040192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381683661027914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862085539613007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780946157269006,0.0,0.10429675402728854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115720788313004,0.0,0.10725197295872706,0.0,0.0,0.07998042445765008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22389604672418326,0.06326580981514313,0.0,0.0,0.10156660603635978,0.2905460947377668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811657200470991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309849282063588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382523947182406,0.0,0.5915965688226036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929066837566394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665484226777517,0.0,0.08901688747951374,0.08978852100344993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411076277029768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573326092622122,0.0,0.0,0.11447151048723216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757492740340739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962975804875298,0.0,0.3676560877423025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857098628873263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946590568086932,0.10584014300992567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060998429282903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336623133645625,0.0,0.07142346733872668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225391893073326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779795708286973
lonely,iz_5,2019/09/02,"Paranoid or overly observant? so... I have never used reddit before but I feel like I want to get this off my chest, because my irl friends will give me the most basic advice and scoff at my sadness (call me paranoid etc)

I am feeling like a second choice; every group or event I join, I am always stuck with people no one else wants to talk to: sad, troubled and awkward people. I am all of the above but I do not show it. Unlike those people, I actually want to make friends and I hate complaining about stuff. I have never made a really good friend that I could be silly, open and close to. I went to a lot of university schemes and summer schools and all of them were terrible. Many people say that I have fake innocence due to my duplicity; this annoys me because I am just trying to be myself but peoples preconceptions of me and what they want me to be come in the way.

These places made me realise that I have never been sought for friendships, I always was the person forcing people to be my friend in a sly manner. The people that I became close to were also people that were the outsides. IDK maybe I want to fit in with the ""normal"" people, looking at the silver glass seperating us can be quite annoying.

I sound stupid but if anyone feels like what I am feeling, please comment.",4.1163408521303255,5.581143984126989,4.894536340852131,83.5943233082707,71.46031746031747,7.0512949039264825,25.167919799498748,7.475848149327749,1.2398619047619044,1012,30,192,11,19,327,143,252,0.192,0.63,0.177,-0.8594,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,2,1,4,20,4,1,12,0,23,1,1,4,5,44,43,16,0,8,9,0,4,3,4,1,0,2,0,1,13,13,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,11,0,2,9,7,36,9,27,27,5,21,0,2,1,0,15,12,0,5,9,140,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.09279425909963927,0.0,0.0,0.09292098365246808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604355009253712,0.1582452269225742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648923639765952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593213272041923,0.0,0.08091470487722123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709766400337197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191173520386139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592173872536236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943560973663433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605064133159717,0.0,0.0,0.08011754361642617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923217264013831,0.2037972436800062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29386562315865233,0.0,0.049680673115790386,0.09121912638325412,0.0,0.07975709737560148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388182604745228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936871671117393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985176800037046,0.0,0.0,0.08084223602986791,0.0,0.17995317809509925,0.06347340641105709,0.0964064763253632,0.09553082597238548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200181327909708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931681470263373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443553938372787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.593311767015252,0.08302904189309611,0.0993489567286371,0.10438041798636816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011400680879238,0.0,0.0,0.06091717819736778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756194954592578,0.0,0.09623629765442823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088554594527798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642985206858115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455996274600415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438172951223476,0.08212734953422626,0.0,0.0,0.2804331394808357,0.07547812654376193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814951185575966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bakewellroyal,2019/09/02,"Suddenly Alone After Break-Up I was broken up with one week ago. It’s a holiday weekend now, and not only has it been really tough to do anything besides going to work, but I’m just left alone on this precious day off. I know it’s totally okay to take time to grieve and have some alone time, but I feel like I don’t have the energy but to lie in bed all day and think about what went wrong in the relationship. I’ve come close to meeting up with friends, but in the end, I cannot seem to summon enough energy to be social, even if it’s just with one other person. I keep thinking if we hadn’t broke up, I would be spending a relaxing weekend out of the city with him and his family. No he’s gone and I’m just here all alone waiting for this grief to subside. 

When and how do people find the energy to continue living their best lives post-breakup? 

I’m just so sad and overwhelmed with all that has to be in the done in the aftermath while it seems like he can just pick up where he left off because the split doesn’t affect other aspects of his life at all.",4.7407795791652285,4.438125340807178,5.545739910313902,85.85523628837531,69.13452914798206,9.014004829251467,27.019317005864092,8.617729084823388,1.5864863056226288,833,22,186,12,13,273,129,223,0.147,0.695,0.158,0.6094,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,2,13,14,0,1,10,1,18,1,0,3,5,47,34,17,2,3,12,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,1,11,16,0,2,7,4,1,4,6,7,0,2,6,1,12,7,35,24,8,38,0,5,0,0,13,18,0,5,18,124,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697184907748392,0.0,0.0,0.5466702981610122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858930292941796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804397145615709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848064801060514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366920360089383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020259567700527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350377451507528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687466555243785,0.13634677420964972,0.0,0.08715630213000436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439724171725472,0.0,0.06672138436814504,0.0942700510800214,0.0,0.0,0.12060623564235938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194959021131116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499415943227075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728937487626555,0.0,0.0,0.07252007308029476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28674316260328536,0.0,0.09320507607948868,0.12893497287871658,0.0,0.233040758480362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883485014970354,0.1003591850011717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914823144365434,0.1152196940309546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637825452703158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453498285776889,0.0,0.0,0.14167235018296967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402572507416264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451346373397755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921518272037128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691053342100421,0.0,0.0,0.15389028418270748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584788290196293,0.0,0.0,0.12232538824277528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606621044542084,0.0,0.0,0.09373841099877857,0.14427417870676934,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mr-Mars-Knows,2019/09/02,"Alone on my 18th Sorry if this isn't the right place to post this I just feel like I need to tell someone. I've been meaning to write this for a while but like everything I've put it off. This is my first post on anything ever. I mean I do have a Facebook and Instagram account but they're completely blank. I only have them to follow people from school and stay in the loop, so I apologise if the formatting is wrong or I ramble or whatever. 

My birthday is soon and I wasn't planning on doing anything. I dont have any friends and it'd be really sad throwing a party for one. For most of my other birthdays I've stayed in my room and cried. I've seen all these people I know go out with their friends and have fun and I get incredibly jealous. I think how fun it would be to have a bunch of friends you could just talk to, go out and have fun with. It makes me miserable. 

But why does it affect me so much? I did have a best friend a while ago. I used to hang out with him every weekend and we had fun and we laughed a lot. It was nice but it wasn't when I was happiest. I've always been happiest when I'm alone in nature. When I take my ridiculously long walks along the canal and I'm surrounded by wildlife. Not a person in sight. All my worries just fade away. I dont care what anyone else is doing I'm just there completely content with life. The same thing happens when I look at the night sky but this is a much more intense feeling. When I see the moon and the stars I just feel so small and so insignificant. I just think about how huge the universe actually is and I feel overwhelming happiness at the fact that there are billions and billions of stars and galaxy's out there. I remember a time when I was in my garden staring at the stars and I just started crying because of how beautiful everything is. 

This has gone a bit off topic but I've spent the entire summer in my room crying and feeling so lonely. I haven't gone out once by myself. And just thinking about this has made me realise that my problem isn't having no friends its having enough confidence to just go out and do the things I want to. It's okay to enjoy life without having another person to tag along. People may judge me if I go take myself on a date but honestly fuck them chances are I'll never see them again.

So here's what I'm going to do on the day of my 18th. I'm going to wake up early. I'm going to get the train into the city and I will go shopping. Mostly for new stuff for uni and then I will have my favourite food at my favourite food place. I will then come back home and go for a long walk and enjoy nature. When I get back home I'm gonna grab a chair and sit myself in my garden and stargaze. Hopefully it wont be cloudy. I will do this on my own and apart from the intense anxiety I'll feel getting the train on my own I'm going to have the best birthday ever. I'm so glad I've realised that I'm allowed to be happy without having friends I'm just sad it's taken me so long to realise this.",1.4573925616515382,3.3167308894154846,3.0040319168875698,92.6343537633545,79.75829383886256,5.934495407931026,22.103221142260427,6.921425479487867,0.4923173427584549,2355,72,522,26,59,773,262,633,0.133,0.7020000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.9741,1,4,0,0,0,0,40.0,2,1,4,4,40,35,3,2,33,1,57,6,1,8,6,107,117,61,0,9,25,0,7,2,6,8,2,0,6,2,30,43,2,0,13,4,3,19,13,10,0,4,15,13,65,25,71,88,16,96,0,5,6,1,19,39,1,10,35,358,95,1,0.0,0.0,0.06641828959682157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060332489081439275,0.0,0.0,0.14098255287517367,0.0,0.0,0.05663269156431649,0.0,0.0,0.04628421217613737,0.07136850695749677,0.05206692673277887,0.0,0.0,0.04759024320016848,0.06973713764889597,0.11201777154108973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394610017259901,0.10467031635438016,0.0,0.041489710890055966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285287015606754,0.0,0.07430562373834798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939332264144714,0.0,0.0,0.058629029456514936,0.14272255526533156,0.0,0.0,0.05434163792332,0.0,0.22428736774616226,0.04389409215252026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956115226500015,0.0,0.15953534298117358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056856721342240735,0.0,0.0,0.07032581198955005,0.0,0.0,0.12313120164724045,0.0573448213858573,0.0,0.12233872909939475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064838963718404,0.04862321039077185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789314998826101,0.16460067907213374,0.0,0.3155052734546433,0.06292183920761013,0.14223747746405235,0.0,0.386809676071893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018663541724925,0.14490564705806638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654263962748564,0.06760051172526205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03740486751135982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961478215356844,0.06650290565440177,0.0,0.0,0.18069708459254785,0.05715459020123188,0.0,0.0,0.05786352621794081,0.0,0.06440151800638264,0.04543163693111193,0.0,0.0,0.1482780394301376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006619344463673,0.05046680335743485,0.05249329072024977,0.06573430354349707,0.0,0.06387118751829303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248336743196009,0.04612029188702769,0.05176390286259788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155600121952705,0.11885750267116955,0.14221974167732462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036837019363112,0.0,0.0,0.06512574555323357,0.0,0.06842069231865854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04360199458664233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710050873312684,0.058124222266576785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888195831677893,0.10847254360653573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057668360656685375,0.0,0.0,0.07618937285588667,0.04817434063716455,0.1450891888506888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791423198246003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234768408635916,0.05470532442187459,0.0594888257976704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043418644917857,0.13083334764267318,0.0,0.0,0.039687257931788934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058783357269187285,0.0,0.0,0.040144486633778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614149947505541,0.0,0.0,0.13121787957477304,0.0,0.0,0.06911984401991868,0.0,0.04834899766651552,0.07441465942625082,0.0,0.0
lonely,SrnJnd,2019/09/02,"My dog is my only friend At this point I never get invited anywhere by my friends and always chill with my dog. I try to hang out with people, but most of the time they simply change their mind last minute... I really want to meet new friends who have the same interests as me and feel the way I feel.",4.096451612903227,4.482034935483874,4.5388709677419365,90.12830645161293,70.61290322580646,8.135483870967743,23.56451612903225,8.07648339933343,0.9035354838709676,234,5,53,3,4,74,48,62,0.0,0.807,0.193,0.8931,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,6,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,11,4,9,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091154780538465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26585955588114824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25414636851096795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5824995622188347,0.0,0.13130250953766193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485650741862305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537580439657181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383079419981405,0.24272306207491395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911375390087496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742312319895918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375753450632783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099979870693584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654468445362726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062742093794284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482329954972193,0.19948335658212402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blackonblank,2019/09/02,"Loner Was really excited for this semester cause I’m officially a senior but I’m all alone. My best friend and i got separated into different classes so i have nobody to pair up with and do stuff. Everyone here has their own “friend group” that they hang out with. Whats sad is that i got 2 close friends here with me (i was excited to get closer w them as well) but they just exclude me and stay with their own group of friends. I have always invited them when they were alone to stay with me. Its so sad that i gotta actually say it out, say how i feel to make them realise and not them caring. It really shows their true colours. I thought i could rely on them for fucking once, but no. Its always me whose giving and giving and im tired of it. Now im going to spend the whole year by myself. Im really anxious if the teacher asks us to partner up and do projects too. Damn. I hate this feeling. I hate how they never ever understand. Fml.",0.8236785379568907,3.120692520618558,2.811977507029052,90.60825679475168,85.1340206185567,6.207685098406747,20.673851921274604,7.520522993642371,0.7705340206185567,735,23,158,13,22,246,114,194,0.18899999999999997,0.64,0.171,-0.5016,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,12,1,12,16,4,0,3,0,10,2,0,4,4,35,29,17,0,2,6,0,2,0,5,1,1,2,0,1,13,16,0,0,4,1,1,2,3,6,1,0,6,5,30,10,23,21,5,18,0,2,1,1,26,8,2,1,6,110,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.1160692631923624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463740203870405,0.0,0.0,0.19793688823884129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436948015947753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111937835882916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482124641103713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126828134773425,0.12218517568860328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496471397733387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426803466409303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758894829978674,0.0,0.11365322714591898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202802915605068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675741009038543,0.10995904230399067,0.062141765874315975,0.2281980995610202,0.06759691399745035,0.0,0.19025597393648924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348592355219027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854300865351937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939404426441947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173463534558464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666828824708984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285899599090761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917332184332009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25355057092410976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361589940556931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442587193443336,0.0,0.13670518803452195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382178062731425,0.14307138389776514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694224751304383,0.0,0.0,0.13279338417815534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659410742667318
lonely,Luce0205,2019/09/02,"Just moved, feeling quite homesick I just moved to Ireland. I'm really missing my friends, my girlfriend, my parents. I suppose I'm just looking to talk to people about anything really. Anyone who's interested in just chatting.",4.2360000000000015,7.548100600000005,4.935000000000001,73.93,80.5,6.2,38.0,7.554174236665415,3.7611,184,12,25,3,5,59,27,40,0.106,0.7090000000000001,0.185,0.5174,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,5,5,0,3,0,2,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987674422669785,0.0,0.23392910437564565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437349100407107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21962546665482996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387143024323935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6042657602202492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156470007698352,0.0,0.0,0.197076280121826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30235499358588397,0.0,0.0,0.36421990554966777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284845943733861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MemyselfandI-1,2019/09/02,"Very lonely don’t know what else to do I’m 18 and I’ve always surrounded myself with friends and family in my life. I love being around other people and going out. I’m my most happiest self in the company of other people. Now everyone I know graduated high-school and is off to college. I got accepted to the college of my dreams but in order to go I would have to study for the first semester at my local community college. I knew it was going to be a hard couple months not being able to start a new chapter somewhere else like everyone I know. I’ve managed ok for awhile but I’ve gotten to the point of loneliness where I don’t know what else to do. Besides my parents I rarely see anyone or go out. My sisters in college and I have no other siblings. When I do go out it’s always by myself. I truly enjoy alone time and my own company, and I’m embracing this period of time to work on myself and get to know myself better as a person instead of mindlessly go out with friends everyday.  However I have no friends anymore and I can’t help but feel incredibly sad, especially seeing everyone’s knew lives. I’m happy for them but it hurts a lot to see. I’ve deleted social media but it in a way it makes me feel more lonely because I feel absolutely isolated from any contact to people. I know plenty of people who go to community school and absolutely love it, but for the most part they knew friends who go there. I have a job but all my coworkers are several years older than me and we don’t really talk. I go to the gym, tried dating websites, and talk to people at my local college but I can’t seem to find people to go out with. I’m just looking for advice on how to meet new people, I feel like in my tiny town there’s nothing left to do.",3.2785833333333336,4.50324591388889,5.376111111111111,80.2666666666667,73.19444444444444,8.333333333333334,26.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.055166666666667,1379,48,273,27,27,481,167,360,0.08199999999999999,0.763,0.155,0.9832,3,5,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,2,3,9,17,0,0,12,1,20,3,0,2,1,56,60,24,0,1,11,2,5,2,4,1,1,0,0,2,14,22,0,0,16,2,0,10,8,4,0,1,6,9,38,13,55,50,7,50,0,4,4,2,21,24,0,5,16,179,52,10,0.08024823543172911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841764690571103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311297030574108,0.0,0.0,0.13354592086261172,0.0,0.0,0.0545715519228242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958468620416449,0.056111432078275535,0.0,0.0,0.07143794314814454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048918579481989764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097304293568367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879314615937617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011113104236429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300418837527874,0.0,0.0,0.07565089445497626,0.0,0.16230367609587654,0.057329355426782885,0.0,0.0,0.07334543336523651,0.0682591080633987,0.0,0.0,0.247998350520796,0.0,0.04192639088930505,0.0,0.4560692151716289,0.0,0.06418184469057371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542573882695008,0.07188665658702352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537887006496841,0.08478666666747918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590739576314863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963399116013102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646139891236948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871899425997416,0.0,0.056681701907699174,0.07841046867400167,0.0,0.07086066210204449,0.0,0.0673883067281056,0.0,0.0,0.06822418006000035,0.14485433115485774,0.0,0.05356632028843964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405337590878189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500849167674038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700034620362217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910616870854814,0.08690101883910765,0.0,0.3894381557724814,0.0700696638602508,0.0,0.0,0.07586052100495064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140907449107252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243099701145733,0.19184236159506632,0.07305497962410391,0.08371641104512786,0.09065766428577512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180297012406285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680011407397888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900098378178396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358678283891156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448328422562433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621319850627021,0.0,0.06369731403780816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842167114616997,0.0,0.0,0.057006044016345424,0.0,0.0,0.05167723257628574
lonely,candela270,2019/09/02,"It’s so scary to walk this life alone I’m going to university right now and I get no help from my mom or dad or any family at all. None of them care about me except for one uncle who texts me every once in a while. My mom helped me move some of my stuff into my apartment but doesn’t want to hear from me besides that. I only have a little bit of money in the bank and haven’t found employment in the new area yet and am scared I’ll run out of money for food. My mom has a lot of money but starts yelling at me if I ever ask her for any financial help and she starts complaining about how she doesn’t want to pay anything. The woman my dad married hoards all of my dad’s money and time all for herself and to me it’s like he doesn’t even exist. I still have a good 2 years left of school and I’m accumulating alot of debt. I may not live on campus next year and I have no idea how I’ll make ends meet with my apartment rent. I have 4 friends that care about me and I’m thankful for them. But they are it. Every guy that comes into my life uses me. I have no one to ask for advice if i need it, no one to guide me. I’m just scared",1.5546536301227398,2.3591604545454565,3.3154108591637232,95.00959226128565,76.86561264822134,6.274932390264199,18.849386311628876,6.339386263674448,-0.32840237154150165,877,14,221,6,19,294,133,253,0.129,0.778,0.094,-0.7313,4,1,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,12,9,0,2,8,0,13,3,0,4,4,41,34,20,0,5,10,6,0,1,1,1,2,2,1,2,10,14,1,0,2,0,8,5,10,3,0,3,1,2,34,6,37,32,8,33,0,0,0,0,26,15,0,8,14,142,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280674587285315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195611458641576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700647577571994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499737981380067,0.0,0.2158418514728528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603070858241314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353977850770959,0.0,0.0,0.09944143867122096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224567885211099,0.0,0.0,0.07624710826251517,0.10442219452224956,0.1945265542279989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882666800876717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959064720091546,0.12657412935963774,0.08918874771173718,0.0,0.060312696300394764,0.0,0.06560727857360722,0.09682569277199964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430386488811332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301094013230585,0.0,0.2321312303204797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031784020482498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542602444248288,0.0,0.16307753662720434,0.0563982098577561,0.115701324024642,0.10193573790525574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981430589426643,0.0,0.0,0.07705717422747344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056062079903631,0.0,0.12269457467750285,0.0,0.08559738371113806,0.0,0.11149278395038686,0.12277187362738155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293995660485707,0.2346756318344465,0.08779741059353441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858522880924024,0.0,0.0,0.2311513907848683,0.11683156103738672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634182173713188,0.0,0.09219062622460723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321513146835509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628174948237687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731406032535596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970319602694357,0.0,0.0,0.13617914342386864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486793004552866
lonely,Brooklyn_native99,2019/09/02,"I meet people but never make any friends. What is wrong with me? (19yrs) Ive always wanted a nice group of friends for as long as i can remember. But no one ever wants to stick around, no one ever includes me in anything. Maybe i was cursed at birth or something 😐",0.9505555555555568,3.2333770185185173,2.123703703703704,95.86666666666667,84.37037037037038,4.340740740740742,20.11111111111111,5.46131890053228,-0.23519999999999985,205,6,44,1,6,65,44,54,0.264,0.6759999999999999,0.06,-0.9138,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,3,12,7,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,6,3,9,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668071150552213,0.0,0.0,0.16074128795268247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451428494214867,0.21042148492611512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276246047921961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652413470779532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091820712439814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778036377317106,0.0,0.2374677731310285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230491051974346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203440123583483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387080953124253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677637685266554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197096547718256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788370453905928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584360332896137,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rami-_-Wazzi,2019/09/02,"Just moved in to france for studies, knows absolutely no one So it's been like 2 weeks and i'm alone in a small house paid by my parents that stayed in lebanon, i have to do 40mins to get to my university where i'm in an amphitheater for 5h with a 2h pause in the middle where i do nothing with no one, and when i get back home i'm lonely. Idfk what to do since i've had no opportunities to socialise in university and everyone already knows where they belong.",6.0778125,5.013875322916672,6.893833333333338,79.83450000000002,66.60416666666666,10.18,31.7,9.3871,2.4068025,365,12,81,6,5,122,62,96,0.126,0.818,0.055999999999999994,-0.6824,1,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,14,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,3,1,0,2,3,0,6,2,17,11,0,16,0,1,0,0,2,11,0,0,4,51,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25688752939545684,0.2737107369113963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072217392122806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23700629379242397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591741561491949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24879746206678116,0.0,0.0,0.2861969411427157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726250534238889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211764632060851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636199739582695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379944866135653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361473486253547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754114484084627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517557590205632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643703245950206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198957223188418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,howdoimakeathrow,2019/09/02,Title I think me and my only friend are going to lose interest. We have a Minecraft server so I hope that saves our friendship. You probably didn't read to this part. Anyways thanks for atleast admiring this mess of a post.,2.367209302325584,5.0986629302325595,2.8570232558139534,89.8966976744186,82.48837209302326,6.2306976744186064,24.879069767441862,7.554174236665415,1.4387339534883723,178,7,34,3,5,55,39,43,0.10300000000000001,0.556,0.34,0.9147,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,1,0,1,2,8,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,4,6,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,23,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25406265528556365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688859108486813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266144870326926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678902888240733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500992987891764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35610403935219875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149399114694049,0.0,0.3545474923889119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32893117291912466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027537012758649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107087931560378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tallwhitey,2019/09/02,"Solitary Confinement I'm 24 Years old and somehow I found myself in a situation where I have virtually no human interaction every single day. It's true, I'm self employed so I don't go to work to see people. I don't keep in contact with high school or uni friends. I just live with my parents but never talk to them so I just work online, go for a walk, buy some food etc. I don't chat to strangers or have small talk with anyone at all while I'm out so most days I don't even speak a word out of my mouth to anyone. It's starting to feel like solitary confinement but the issue is I don't know where to begin in fixing this because it's almost like the desire to change isn't there kind of like how you get stuck in the same routine. This is not a lazy problem it's more of an issue where things would be fine if I was at school or work but I don't want to just randomly go out of my way to find friends in fact I've just become so awkward and have bad anxiety and a bad perspective on the world at this point (which I didn't have before) There's just been this big explosion to information on the internet so all the stories in the world just makes me depressed. It's depressing to listen to divorce stories and how guys always get screwed (well there goes another thing I shouldn't do.) You learn about how corrupt the world is I mean why couldn't I be part of the family who owns the federal reserve (yeah that's ridiculous of me to say that) but I'm sure that would make life a little easier so why stop at a billion dollars? Why stop at being the 2nd richest person on the planet? First is better than 2nd. What is the point of seeing all these attractive women but I can't have any. I mean sure I'll admit I'm not attractive and a bunch of other issues but that doesn't change the fact that I want a women. I'd rather just not exist at all than existing to see what I can't get. I hope the sun explodes tomorrow to kill us all.",2.3862851003926835,3.807488885085576,3.8421693709713294,89.59109283544491,75.79706601466992,6.913565977624657,23.151885604208346,7.5764669431780325,0.8524255908720457,1530,44,336,20,33,506,199,409,0.12300000000000001,0.745,0.133,0.4841,2,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,1,2,1,5,27,24,3,1,25,1,31,4,1,5,11,78,61,25,1,11,21,1,1,3,2,3,1,3,0,6,22,11,1,5,9,1,2,4,18,9,1,2,5,7,30,15,49,49,14,47,0,2,3,1,25,30,1,10,15,220,52,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926952756113966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702548305578019,0.0,0.0,0.06295063332235305,0.09706749885140033,0.07081563796535424,0.0,0.0,0.12945390268347126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545838203585837,0.056429686368020586,0.10223606308893324,0.0787700754163445,0.0,0.0,0.08187045895147457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585313251147896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939971623997843,0.0,0.15946045344736226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323978847005943,0.061141474966672785,0.0,0.07799404276903897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872665619639718,0.0,0.04680606855028911,0.06613187833071049,0.0,0.0,0.08460711339442398,0.07873981829739225,0.11193576065903492,0.10149799957036963,0.14303838426897972,0.0,0.14509168787071375,0.0,0.1578286392211333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165864847737884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780506831759593,0.0,0.09194269116704104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898564392658847,0.0,0.0822802849891118,0.10241476015756017,0.09639719397080858,0.05087393710447111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538478212832599,0.13567477435252714,0.09277925114363136,0.08174082282419556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358211075521762,0.0,0.0,0.20167128381492486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139553080084199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713642541989273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278779978741072,0.10024406452680652,0.0,0.0641762385658815,0.08082837231613232,0.0,0.0,0.1750167504189303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857678969590728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073615214555995,0.0,0.18737114435581734,0.22129841895543245,0.0,0.09657048240479096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405232540616638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655213756573303,0.0,0.0,0.1547849832312816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449186801651842,0.0,0.0,0.1488081856230566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299851381941895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113500626814628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920012415378058,0.07347759259776092,0.0,0.0,0.08323136073376547,0.0,0.2505895185375724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021757345440348,0.0,0.0,0.13151784941377062,0.0,0.0,0.059611911415389435
lonely,whatetherealdances,2019/09/02,"the heck should i be doing? [vent] 17/F. i need to establish that i have friends- i have good friends, so i guess i shouldn’t be lonely. my issue is that i’ve not once felt wanted. my friends are all attractive, they constantly talk about the guys and girls they’re chasing, and who slid up in their dms, and all that stereotypical high school bs. i’ve never had a BF/GF, not even sure if i want one it’s just the offer and the being desired by someone that counts in my head.

 i remember once this girl told me she had a crush on me and it was revolutionary, i finally thought “hey, maybe i’m not a complete waste of space. maybe someone actually likes me?” but a few days later she completely backtracked and was like “haha no how could i ever like you just wanted to be your friend” and whenever anyone brings up that she said that she goes out of her way to make sure we all know she was never attracted in any way to me and that it’s an outlandish thing that could happen. try not to let it get to me but that stuff hurts. 

i guess i wouldn’t take as much issue with it if i wasn’t surrounded by beautiful, sought after people but it’s just rough to always be that one person to shrug off the “any S/O in your life?” questions or not get asked for a number or snapchat at parties. 
never want to take photos with anyone and i’m always pressured to and it’s not like i can straight up say “i don’t want to take photos with you because i’m butt ugly and you look like a goddess”. and then when i look shit they’re like haha you look so funny why can’t you be normal in a photo for once but no that’s just my face i’m sorry it looks like that. 

so sick of not being wanted. hate hearing the “kissless virgin” circle jerks and hell dude, i’m never even looking for sex but it’s just sad that no one’s ever wanted to kiss me. think about cutting everyone i know out of my life sometimes but at this point i don’t know if it’d make it better or worse.",0.9047549530761216,2.949725104622871,2.5816597149808835,93.98279197080292,82.62530413625304,5.276816127911019,18.788147375738614,6.42735559955562,-0.11719840111226933,1522,37,340,14,42,500,198,411,0.136,0.691,0.17300000000000001,0.9313,0,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,7,2,1,16,29,5,1,14,2,29,10,4,3,11,82,69,32,0,18,24,0,2,7,4,3,3,3,0,4,29,19,0,0,8,0,0,2,20,9,0,3,10,10,45,20,42,45,5,36,1,3,5,4,34,19,4,9,20,220,74,1,0.0,0.0,0.07504426245501672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279755499602615,0.0,0.0,0.10459060560439212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754190517975716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718920345443803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687812306092755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801266667958741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612584268670285,0.08310263878173943,0.0,0.12279834856657522,0.0,0.0,0.049594769629178366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015847427866839,0.13912267643307832,0.0,0.073482181003103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383699957370124,0.0842412636611447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376540226173396,0.0,0.0803551751674638,0.0,0.0,0.0645008926864553,0.0,0.0,0.16943019663730888,0.07614405961603761,0.06800328180616985,0.0,0.0,0.0759237959548364,0.0789225904401944,0.0,0.08667299238435625,0.0,0.0,0.08125010652501195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232408857888777,0.0,0.0,0.1605292852570695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678830085765758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863646128125566,0.10863487147292178,0.26298953762370586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32288727198535283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266400132600068,0.0,0.15451473930339493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653106794316753,0.0570211015581813,0.2372431033590743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534663184696111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456910987413199,0.1563302808555482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331345613828842,0.06714696869903995,0.0,0.0,0.07269628179709169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614669615391314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711381831580567,0.0,0.07315044122531976,0.06115474512132343,0.0,0.0778278963478043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893774989996342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303158999950507,0.0,0.07605703463522505,0.08608435007266281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803322261632877,0.0,0.0,0.1449565253413335,0.0,0.17345989740619794,0.06181009400456545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051089593423697885,0.04927504225098795,0.0,0.06105078744445494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073482181003103,0.0,0.052210716863367576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31750732916312857,0.12208083545084425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939117241216357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836866748827813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sadanddeeplydepressd,2019/09/02,"Anyone have some time to talk? I just need some kind of human interaction to get my mind off things. I’m goi g through a lot and have no one to speak to. Tell me about your pet, about your kids, your hobbies, literally anything to help me get close to positivity.",3.4129245283018865,4.709013641509434,4.4944811320754745,86.43908018867926,72.9622641509434,7.564150943396226,24.57075471698113,8.07648339933343,1.0658716981132073,205,6,46,3,4,67,40,53,0.040999999999999995,0.8490000000000001,0.111,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,7,1,11,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,3,1,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365931769259268,0.0,0.2784461547044087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535642435110621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22679940785816305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35235582544102617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876664327697911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34165291724242075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508938919561829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292853670112007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719655464943911,0.2957465509866116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479514744996107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730377081845615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JonathN420,2019/09/02,im really lonely tanks for coming to my ted talk xd,-2.337500000000002,-0.6425264166666658,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,104.83333333333334,5.7333333333333325,6.0,7.1686216300943375,-0.7117999999999998,41,0,9,1,2,16,12,12,0.179,0.5770000000000001,0.244,0.2516,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5002430647610083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6272825252158407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720272295807401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667646625097398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_iMthedrama,2019/09/02,"This is the end I’m not here for support, or looking for help, I just thought I should tell people who actually want to listen. Maybe it will help someone feel less alone in this world.

My name is Ray. I’m a male, 30 years old. I work a regular job, and sometimes I get side jobs in carpentry, or construction. I just moved to a new home with my girlfriend and two kids, and have some work to do here that the landlord is going to pay me for. The project I’m going to be working on this week is a fence for the backyard, and I’m going to make some money off of it. Enough to really help pay bills I’m backed up on and get my kids the things they need for school.

Once I get the money, I’ve made the choice to just end it. Everyone is better off without me. They make it known, I’ve been told I don’t do anything for anyone, that I always have an attitude or seem unapproachable. Tbh I’m just super depressed. I’m in crippling debt, have debilitating migraines I suffer many times a month that don’t allow me to work or do anything when I get them, if I’m at work or out when it’s triggered, I have to stop immediately and take sleeping pills, as that’s the only thing that helps as pain killers are no use for my migraines. My girlfriend who I’m living with now, was seeing another guy for two years behind my back, just about two years ago and I found out about a year ago.  

Now I’m stuck in a house, in a town, where I don’t know anyone. My girlfriend has tons of family out here and is constantly going places with them. I love my kids to death, but I’m literally always at home, or at work. Nowhere else. No friends, no one calls me to hang out or to visit me at home. I don’t have a car anymore (debt) and I can’t even do what I would normally do to get rid of some of my anxiety and feeling of utter loneliness, which is to smoke some weed but I don’t know anyone out here to buy. Usually I feel a bit better about myself when I smoke, and I get a plus of having it help prevent my migraines. But the weeds not important.

The worst thing is after all I do, I get treated like I’m worthless to everyone. Constantly talking negative about me behind my back, I’ve seen text and heard conversations about me when people thought I wasn’t around or within earshot. The way my girlfriend looks at me and treats me, actually hurts. When I try to show affection I get shut down. I’ve told her I need love, a random hug, or a kiss on the cheek, to lay her head on my shoulder when we are watching tv, and nothing. I would say there is someone else, but tbh I just think she has grown away from me. I have no one. Even my kids got brainwashed by her and are growing distant from me. As I was writing this she came into the room, I attempted one last time to speak to her and it became about my “attitude” and how she’s tired of me.  I told her about my plan to off myself in a week and she tells me “how about I just go now”

Crazy how plans change. I just swallowed a bunch of pills, melatonin, Advil pm, Aleve pms, Benadryl, some regular aleves, and to be sure I’m taking some gabapentin, and muscle relaxers. Goodbye everyone. Wish things were different.",3.2162320785597416,4.195185595384615,4.2540785597381365,89.19530441898529,73.04615384615386,7.439607201309329,25.522094926350245,7.768660622080223,1.1399404255319148,2447,76,544,31,47,796,276,650,0.092,0.8029999999999999,0.105,0.8799,6,1,2,0,0,0,76.0,1,0,4,12,40,20,0,0,29,0,44,18,4,10,2,101,105,47,1,9,25,0,3,1,5,4,9,4,6,6,24,33,1,3,11,3,8,12,15,6,0,6,17,12,80,14,90,82,13,82,0,4,5,4,49,36,0,18,34,357,104,12,0.0,0.0,0.12787532854838224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615831889473907,0.0,0.0,0.06785853105349028,0.0,0.0,0.1090350878399122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870299830510948,0.05012230368227719,0.0,0.06497782332049,0.13743845306451968,0.0,0.1078340727081894,0.05832632218152097,0.0,0.0,0.061557807484929374,0.15114155123154502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589349821802993,0.07153041809878545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690282247083476,0.0749369513593768,0.0,0.0,0.06931103402378645,0.0,0.0,0.14160679164276416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056431923107948034,0.0,0.0,0.06845402186449953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946641303106942,0.0,0.11606181127360934,0.06769924645895901,0.0,0.08655013677519137,0.0,0.0,0.1878203155875375,0.0,0.0,0.06176603425088657,0.0,0.09938601343387636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183884384545992,0.05062026933980045,0.0,0.27385023422041305,0.0,0.18618145210319328,0.0,0.05240199796715413,0.0,0.0,0.0648746907616353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724199727113582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958198581619895,0.0,0.19716445962269608,0.0,0.0,0.07560080500462925,0.0701400715396574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003615782649625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201570156893565,0.05340720708204967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03200956002330438,0.0,0.05785499449765565,0.0,0.11003990082244497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182679681973235,0.061996216133175124,0.08746966436989925,0.06642657613689368,0.06582323020974801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052297108167324385,0.06963695058014717,0.0,0.09716388511798428,0.0,0.06327922409286216,0.0,0.0,0.0641952828053949,0.06286780949792463,0.0,0.06875178355222457,0.0697762203823641,0.13319330067669755,0.049830597307477284,0.0697174585989342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090846062000009,0.0,0.06845402186449953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041973524288093776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05210380426731097,0.0,0.06630931859494613,0.052210626908511464,0.059646570026290084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556690310466473,0.0,0.11102906459327344,0.0,0.06480054553287783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477730737079626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435084934601402,0.061751434076542634,0.0,0.09852514878172594,0.05266216110244292,0.1145340114900914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174113205479892,0.041982304915432436,0.0,0.10403046478438983,0.07640999456653826,0.07530512537678093,0.0,0.1878203155875375,0.0,0.044483497833373464,0.0,0.19200934441662504,0.0,0.0,0.05658788542737465,0.07216056704896638,0.0,0.03864514916645913,0.052006397398120116,0.1051117190454495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534428999986233,0.06315854248845765,0.0,0.2861942320977544,0.0,0.0,0.0930864675847736,0.0,0.0,0.16876986004164474
lonely,McG4yz,2019/09/02,"Thru I'm 33 and not a single friend to talk to, hang out with or anything. I've tried to make friends thru school, work and family yet nothing has worked. At this point I'm just accepting my hermit/shut in lifestyle. I've even tried to make friends online just to end up being hit on(married so a no go) or ghosted. I figure that I must be the problem but I can't figure out why. These days I feel like I'm just in the way, wasting space and what's the point in my being alive. Then I think back to ways I've treated people in the past and figure I deserve this. Just wanted to get this out there, not expecting a response or anything though a nurse or doctor that would be willing to do a FREE endometrial ablation procedure for me would be most helpful. Way I figure it there is nothing I have to pass on and my becoming pregnant would be terrible so I want to do all I can to avoid it. Thanks for reading.",2.3329787234042563,4.012053095744683,3.6797340425531937,89.60875000000001,76.55319148936171,6.614893617021277,25.04787234042553,7.413659706084162,1.0968340425531915,714,25,152,9,16,234,109,188,0.083,0.7709999999999999,0.146,0.9202,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,12,11,0,1,9,0,18,1,0,2,2,40,31,14,1,8,11,0,1,1,3,5,1,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,7,1,1,3,4,3,0,0,0,1,14,9,26,19,3,25,0,0,0,0,5,13,0,5,7,105,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23721449221500146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082757495706876,0.0,0.0,0.15918098168445655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295234709591764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752382995785251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765697768517886,0.0,0.0,0.0951969365092279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587355167979046,0.0,0.07287678843955303,0.10296696679490043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340649532839756,0.0,0.07530231704841871,0.0,0.08191277118879799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660773808647127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041495638861378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241665919334686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27659449619558085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375890163343962,0.0999220465565708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27250010711655165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137913568972106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416965609180388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586791488612974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158467587389184,0.0,0.13269614006512545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235310224699833,0.1416076340839882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571050384132305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002398603458094,0.34321260917533003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005549560317514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098576629103344,0.0,0.0,0.3071588402299115,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bwowie,2019/09/02,"How to be ok I (19F) left my old friend group a while ago because everyone kept forgetting about me, and excluding me and I still see them having fun together. Nobody even talks to me anymore.

I feel like I can’t connect with people, I don’t have any friends other than my mum and my boyfriend and he’s away for a month which leaves me by myself all the time. I have nobody to go out with and do things with, nobody to chat to. I feel stupid and I feel like I’m missing out on doing fun things with people and experiencing things. I can’t seem to make new friends and i constantly want to reach out to ex - friends or ex - boyfriend just to have someone to chat to but it’s not the same. 

I don’t really know what to do. What do I even do with myself?",1.2159704641350189,3.0861829177215228,2.633189873417724,94.9449324894515,80.58227848101266,5.9854852320675125,20.659915611814352,7.0316486544052195,0.2421859915611813,583,16,136,7,15,189,86,158,0.026000000000000002,0.84,0.134,0.8765,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,6,11,1,0,4,1,14,0,0,2,1,32,26,12,0,1,4,3,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,8,16,0,1,5,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,5,22,9,26,24,2,15,0,1,1,0,13,6,0,2,10,93,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425641065513862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936839266516804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949792344591235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511029758153406,0.0,0.0,0.09803911050531854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737976747963534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21245043899846366,0.0,0.0,0.1536778179913863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24395804525622095,0.22979076953591196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970205175478674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140212299244496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838673157064404,0.0,0.0,0.17029337746237888,0.17473983316779573,0.0,0.0,0.15714464084008162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735377947871702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837118463899327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553284539911232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876168128464722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229954390865363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030303820833966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815890327140084,0.14641155356868496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362688401966282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843725787952268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926726244098513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205404547977186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377996092424656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486038048559982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,natsu-kaze,2019/09/02,"Is there something different about me? I don’t really post much but I just gotta get this out. I am incredibly lonely. I have been for almost 8 years now. I feel like I’m generally pretty well liked and most people tend to remember my name after meeting me. But I can never seem to get any friendships to stick. It seems like everybody has people that they can just fall back into and just be with. Every time I want to be with another human being I have to text 7 different people and try to come up with something interesting for them to want to do with me. But it never goes the other way. It feels like nobody ever reaches out to me. I know I can’t be the only person who reaches out to others because otherwise nobody would have any friends. But it just seems like everyone else speaks a language that I just don’t. I don’t think I’m socially dumb, I just can’t make friends.

I just started college and I was really hoping this was going to be a fresh start for me to meet a bunch of people also looking to make new friends. But even when I meet nice people, it’s always just me reaching out to them over and over again. It can’t possibly be this hard for everyone and I don’t know what’s wrong with me.

I don’t know if I’m just ranting or asking for advice, but thanks for listening.",2.9288220551378434,4.365945766917297,4.521428571428572,85.2069047619048,74.41353383458647,7.472681704260651,23.94486215538847,8.11559375814309,1.3002726817042602,1018,30,209,16,21,342,135,266,0.05,0.72,0.231,0.9937,2,2,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,0,19,16,1,0,5,0,27,0,0,2,3,57,56,16,0,5,17,0,3,5,3,2,0,2,0,2,15,17,0,0,10,0,0,3,10,3,1,0,3,6,29,13,36,45,3,26,0,1,1,0,17,8,1,8,18,149,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565284686984958,0.0,0.0,0.10826577736293798,0.0,0.0,0.0864628982342156,0.08996384923380679,0.0,0.0,0.14704954933638253,0.11337242540687678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010768722442776,0.0,0.0,0.08313700355444131,0.0,0.06590847074658683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313513133593876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259231381188937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031973168629752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141172268729509,0.09780002110962266,0.09109510289896654,0.20662508909513425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933664878767524,0.1544807794943398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505979149985248,0.0,0.11297565614942212,0.0,0.06144664224688861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968535810505317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073867774423704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825848119442667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264107938923761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079291119413163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434083291534378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794800643567372,0.0,0.16677640993911452,0.10442221286198966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222953605507978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747812556107377,0.0944055293440558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188817119779775,0.10354832232931407,0.10999611256435003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852787705952976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247799551676745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29528302161066144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021392527129063,0.0,0.166470909910857,0.0,0.0,0.1530546756054479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099541648118967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927842815965785,0.0,0.0,0.06304518451191428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340585075420256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754303012380105,0.08582000138500899,0.0,0.0,0.09721216007375832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680478918675909,0.11821139021452598,0.0,0.06962523048676543
lonely,SilentAdagio,2019/09/02,"Why ""others will not love you if you don't love yourself"" is bullshit and why you need to stop saying it Aside from the fact that if it was this simple then this sub and all related subs would have no reason to exist of course.

I barely ever had any social interactions throughout almost my whole teens and I used to think I was mentally disabled and would never be good enough for anything throughout my whole life because of it. I was so depressed I was not even fit to go to school for a year. When I was 17 I started to be with my extended family a lot more and subsequently got some actual friends in school, and my self esteem and confidence skyrocketed, even if a bit too high sometimes. My self esteem is low nowadays though mostly because of serious work/sleep-related stress and being brought down with sadness over not having a relationship after vividly remembering moments of physical intimacy and emotional connection (plus shared interests we partook in together) with a girl I knew in the past.

Here is some good further reading.

[https://i.imgur.com/d6ZMOQG.png](https://i.imgur.com/d6ZMOQG.png)

[https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/emotional-fitness/201001/you-dont-need-love-yourself-first](https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/emotional-fitness/201001/you-dont-need-love-yourself-first)

Chances are you are probably not very lonely or depressed to begin with if you give this sort of advice.",15.345488372093024,15.312638734883725,11.729883720930236,49.259011627907,47.69767441860465,12.693023255813957,41.03488372093023,11.602472056035307,4.876032558139535,1188,42,155,22,10,345,139,215,0.16899999999999998,0.7609999999999999,0.071,-0.9716,0,2,0,0,0,0,69.0,1,5,0,0,8,14,0,1,7,0,20,3,0,2,4,43,32,19,0,7,9,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,3,8,15,0,1,4,1,0,2,7,7,0,0,9,2,19,7,26,17,10,22,0,5,1,2,18,9,0,11,11,118,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.10170171499661697,0.0,0.0,0.10184060402358827,0.0,0.0,0.10435925285863176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087180028504879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857625177114862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706062675948324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377904209753938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795255871726366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442853931085768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172312003058793,0.0,0.10768503271136867,0.0,0.13766998596446753,0.09427112963262677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824743651748638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772955213421901,0.0,0.0,0.08051855293572975,0.0,0.0,0.0999753829998106,0.05922947982038966,0.17482619431318636,0.0833526392151934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011201798678126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361224146786602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860239984857886,0.3762431840879231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502721165508083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23182893520764966,0.0803793311220842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994878545581406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236460943880006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424618300997956,0.0,0.0,0.10715344106858364,0.0,0.11189110818486712,0.11805865542261547,0.0,0.0,0.08287832081430245,0.0,0.2109483196772096,0.0,0.0,0.2174441647751586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042932451233303,0.10623710627755883,0.0,0.0,0.10307424720971976,0.0,0.07376602275324645,0.0,0.0,0.08713089797300523,0.11938134413967574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677867353896856,0.10239363634834167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25072279618467586,0.0900108732673732,0.0,0.08599074820901333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880810340210412,0.23271130598529904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587193077531737,0.0,0.0,0.14806692586938794,0.0,0.0,0.06711296229233203
lonely,VSAUCEHEREMEME,2019/09/02,I haven’t talked to anyone in a while Could someone talk to me in reddit chat? i feel lonely,-0.9051666666666698,1.2225601499999996,1.1700000000000017,98.54833333333332,97.5,2.666666666666667,11.666666666666668,3.1291,-1.727833333333333,73,1,16,0,3,24,17,20,0.14300000000000002,0.857,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230748105192885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689078515850544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336254282732914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914918991641267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7427536038282222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Azh_950,2019/09/02,"Scared to go out I’m 19(F) college student and I commute to college. I live at home because it’s cheaper and college is really close. I tend to make friends with only a few people at a time but lately I have had very few people. I work multiple jobs each semester and am billed as a contractor so i get to make my hours but i still do have to drive out to a location for my jobs. I don’t like dorming i tried for a week before getting my money back and leaving. I am scared to go out a night. Because of this I don’t like going out and leaving my home, especially at night. I get home from doing school and work and I don’t want to drive back to school to do a club or to meet anyone or to try to hang out I want to stay home do my homework and be in my space. My mom also has had a ton of health scares and has almost died a couple times. Because of that I think I am particularly more nervous to go out than I would be if those event hadn’t occurred. I don’t like pushing myself outside of my comfort zone but I know I need to or I will rarely have any friends. I’d like a boyfriend at some point but studying on campus around lots of people isn’t exactly pulling people in to come chat with me. If anyone has suggestions on how to get out more and become ok with driving back to campus at night or even just hanging out with people at night I’d love to hear it, if not thanks for listening.

TL;DR: I get panic leaving the house at night but I want to make friends on campus how do I get over my fear of leaving the house at night to make friends.",1.7127686663789383,3.2084277854984933,3.3158254208027635,92.34501132930515,77.79154078549848,5.93703064307294,23.603905912818302,6.5431188927421005,0.5074340958135521,1211,39,274,10,28,401,147,331,0.085,0.784,0.131,0.9242,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,12,18,0,6,12,1,27,2,0,6,1,57,54,27,1,8,14,1,0,4,4,2,1,2,6,0,5,26,0,0,2,2,2,12,7,6,0,0,3,2,35,12,61,47,8,55,0,0,0,1,11,26,0,10,20,181,40,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430732307046263,0.0,0.0,0.05934309686024353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046312249379848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037741449710977,0.0,0.0,0.06605972432098033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711811894589927,0.0,0.1357072054014537,0.08195550549145299,0.06314446344369448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392252900184381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210833764792193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770148722007411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901284669997332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350320432617764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293277486095586,0.0,0.23261972855329235,0.0,0.168693583817474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887828617239509,0.08363638027184654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977416110239353,0.0,0.07307868332297389,0.17124921134260224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727746267017974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04078207929535034,0.0,0.08370842604068507,0.3142968588036525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501464393345842,0.0,0.06552590398572775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308790998422807,0.06697447295582187,0.0,0.19813427963935246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869100277846759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502335159135922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178279471143389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05643756365500181,0.0,0.08706561140044226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572280227394747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014934758186883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04753873276326544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22288165294120724,0.1502023492124793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909450291208561,0.059261592121817225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831958894034089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04754867760119903,0.0,0.0,0.0865410844991066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100763000093175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122832555052591,0.13130715969032564,0.0,0.059524164419599124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804676955168456,0.0,0.0,0.052714333397591066,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kaelat-ve,2019/09/02,"It’s getting dark again I can feel myself slipping into a bad place again and I don’t know how to stop it, nothing seems worth it anymore. I could use someone to talk too.",2.2325000000000017,3.783030583333337,3.184444444444445,93.605,76.5,4.800000000000002,25.88888888888889,3.1291,0.29862222222222234,135,5,29,0,3,43,30,36,0.214,0.7859999999999999,0.0,-0.7481,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,8,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343371653176385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814850857523796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691666819439537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704604037996697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176133768322831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852749468242528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234802913232909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522236119219363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069057122019868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856447078943494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28185138766120954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709681051587247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911675436062464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,koreanzuzzle,2019/09/02,"Self disconnected Do you ever feel like your are socially connected but self disconnected ? It’s a weird feeling I have had for awhile ,I just don’t understand myself anymore",5.463440860215055,8.45909448387097,6.330322580645162,68.08215053763442,71.90322580645163,10.58494623655914,32.913978494623656,10.504223727775694,4.5817655913978514,143,7,22,5,3,47,27,31,0.069,0.812,0.11800000000000001,0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,1,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128389658821525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853401493896863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189992736696179,0.22535561955217756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411162061619088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6581606765788205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215588048440569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283917720196253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,psychimreallylonely,2019/09/02,"Im extremely lonely Im a freshman at my college and I have extreme social anxiety and Im getting more and more depressed every day since I can't find anyone to be friends with. Im 8 hours away from home and no one wants to do things with me. I leave my dorm room open to meet people and I try to go out to find friends, but at the end of the day I end up eating one meal a day and eating that meal alone. I need help",0.02669030732860378,1.6330917872340436,2.291843971631206,97.23388888888887,83.25531914893618,5.028841607565012,20.01891252955083,5.82211442006289,-0.2581569739952716,324,9,80,2,9,110,59,94,0.121,0.7929999999999999,0.085,-0.057999999999999996,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,15,8,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,10,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,9,2,14,7,2,14,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,0,6,45,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657087462093327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826155200643013,0.0,0.0,0.09895328786459984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296164156133847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738039003953799,0.0,0.12188999965167635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896182786632945,0.0,0.0,0.2506874364116912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923575583069748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586913758044697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21867426351546845,0.0,0.07393777120151952,0.0,0.08042843795557478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485711881004906,0.0,0.14195497034992116,0.0,0.13936758504997926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6114586789623148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984805489266728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493445261941267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179370444907765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811136902383608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706587580015833,0.0,0.0,0.14426067115117594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401885221375357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608202656931203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347149909153546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,YourVirtualBoyfriend,2019/05/31,"Just got “dumped” So, I’ve been talking to this really sweet and cute guy for a while. To me, he’s perfect- exactly my type and his personality is amazing. The one downside is that we’re states apart. Luckily, he’s coming to Florida (where I live) for vacation, yay! I loved complimenting him so much and after a while, I guess he got a little distant. He told me that he didn’t want a relationship with us being so far apart and that he was beginning to fall in love with me. I completely understand his reasoning with stopping whilst ahead and I respect that but, I feel so lonely and sad. The thought of him being near me but us not being able to talk makes me sad. Ahhh what to do? It’s difficult finding someone else, let alone someone as perfect as him when you’re a gay male in a semi-rural town. ::(",1.7064742418706622,4.046665062111804,3.714709535988309,85.298129338692,81.60869565217392,7.2664961636828656,24.377420533430772,8.313332769828598,1.7450662038728535,629,24,127,14,17,213,103,161,0.136,0.6970000000000001,0.166,0.311,0,3,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,0,3,7,15,1,0,8,1,10,3,0,2,3,26,23,17,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,10,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,7,2,19,10,19,12,1,20,0,3,0,3,22,9,0,1,8,83,26,1,0.16600206228464584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719280729243353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299607783109927,0.17405000398404916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867342211943665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393563049500362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172287754724015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655340275720381,0.0,0.1828699868445222,0.1643681404688533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697483556698705,0.0,0.0,0.16637767671574466,0.14658286229610834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29964668473024003,0.0,0.11080766560214003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203061622130493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248729357121534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449465977889219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063451718252833,0.17067776763304762,0.0,0.17822409035616207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813060173534543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138785157150268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26685233923607626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178709484371548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586220843750734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281400121547652,0.3993600832671952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791231730061242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Nessanemesis,2019/05/31,"I haven't been in a relationship for almost 4 years Yeah been feeling isolated for a long time. Yet can I can't find anyone to be with. It's like idk how to deal with this loneliness.  Everytime I wake up "" yup another day of being lonely"" 
My sister says I need seek God first and but i do try. But like I don't know.",-1.0601470588235316,1.0328826911764717,1.8120000000000007,94.18300000000004,97.08823529411764,5.661176470588236,15.623529411764707,7.1686216300943375,0.08813647058823547,245,6,57,5,10,85,53,68,0.10800000000000001,0.742,0.149,0.3686,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,9,1,1,1,0,11,12,4,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,2,7,2,9,8,0,8,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,8,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295605636895891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30954867581548634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641452921415865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038310707589096,0.30434387820452136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926475608536666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26981245242456164,0.2511016228534269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223720658876528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884449634831527,0.0,0.0,0.2612475522882648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889111623475707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169401983241483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23475923924408845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721366841378549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004251370341976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010264465259444
lonely,IAmTheBugman,2019/05/31,"Any teenagers in London on here? This is probably a long shot but I might as well give it a try, since I’m lonely as hell. I’m a 16 year old guy that lives right on the outskirts of London. If you’re relatively nearby and around my age, drop me a message and we can start talking away. I can reveal all about myself :p",1.4143137254901958,3.0327161176470585,3.0594117647058816,93.31401960784315,79.0,5.7098039215686285,20.15686274509804,6.42735559955562,-0.007566666666666499,248,6,57,2,6,82,56,68,0.171,0.7490000000000001,0.08,-0.8201,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,8,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,1,9,7,1,12,1,1,0,0,5,6,1,2,5,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186927128541186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24470056487409625,0.0,0.0,0.2582578448387997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26368895941397963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721734009903674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427231703433095,0.24325924233881754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916031529923924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884392439312936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963660258038877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347451421584853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273827280807764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945607528200052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209373073301911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662478003543254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24714920955392294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177013047202712
lonely,TinkleButters,2019/05/31,"Does anyone else feel like everyone hates them? I'm shy but confident in myself (if that even makes sense). I do have anxiety but have learned how to live with it. Although, there is something that i have always felt and i cannot shake it: almost everyone (especially strangers) seem to hate me. I am friendly but I keep to myself although I can walk in and everyone is looking at me and saying something or even laughing. I don't think I dress weird, I am pretty casual but not slobby. I am short and curvy but I doubt that is it. And I am not a raging entitled person that is overtly mean to anyone. I always thought it was my anxiety but even with that under control, I still feel like people just hate me. Anyone else feel like this?",2.5236059113300517,4.7807957103448295,3.7485960591132996,86.63422413793106,78.10344827586206,6.6256157635468,24.15024630541872,7.7094869923839395,1.3209211822660103,578,20,112,9,14,188,79,145,0.139,0.649,0.212,0.9202,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,7,13,4,2,1,0,16,0,0,3,0,33,31,16,0,1,11,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,10,7,0,2,9,1,0,2,4,7,0,0,3,6,21,6,10,28,0,8,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,5,4,82,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645934891803845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016372998698524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932201918867416,0.0,0.0,0.2649108512856857,0.2587942858103972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164290878088834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051561895234358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109951037475498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25023641383585377,0.0,0.0,0.3620212435575305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156526312398944,0.2706608579973966,0.1212564372356676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756991834608364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37405023438290985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225071827969683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509404622896367,0.0,0.11151475807362096,0.0,0.10605024704615117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429832675366851,0.0,0.0,0.13756482775679238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755230826512897,0.11026994924805204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848045908147446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042941284559148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496799687142925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444558930703207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008538868835974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092035297327947,0.0,0.10025869169504163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,saltstorm100,2019/05/31,"Why is it so hard to make friends? I have a lot of ""friends"" at work. When I leave, I don't want to hang out with any of those people. I had one really good friend, but he recently got a girlfriend and it's not the same anymore. I can't tell him I'm sad because I don't want to him to feel bad for me and I am genuinely happy for him to have someone. But it's so hard to find anybody I can really talk to about stuff without them getting on my nerves. *sigh*",0.4446078431372555,1.8221585588235318,2.596666666666668,96.63166666666667,81.05882352941177,6.101960784313726,22.117647058823533,6.937597516519254,0.3242470588235293,351,11,89,4,9,119,69,102,0.172,0.7170000000000001,0.111,-0.5173,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,4,8,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,0,15,16,7,0,2,4,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,2,1,1,2,3,14,5,17,14,2,6,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,1,2,59,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877596845182307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780105528919944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581134305013467,0.11543628916746955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957495816780862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730778927908155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389131329076203,0.0,0.09893637619277244,0.0,0.0,0.1588319500342694,0.1514539886778685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158455936364889,0.33927104854372986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005121778719706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099294503265846,0.0,0.0,0.12640385930932793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831989513899086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312831473926101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426265378768127,0.0,0.18697694336028453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604499384008621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216779765885142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220592078112768,0.16551499515652174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338697803011667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087415026897104,0.0,0.0,0.18254290962251707,0.0,0.13786134011841053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwin_rocks,2019/05/31,"Not sure what to do... I basically have no friends. Never really ever had a best friend but have a couple of acquiantences that don't really care about me more or less just want something from me. Married with 4 kids. Wife is never happy with anything I say and do and puts me down with sly comments that are probably passive aggressive but when I tell her that, she says she doesn't do it and I'm just whinging. She has plenty of friends and better relationship with the kids so I feel if we split then my loneliness will probably be the death of me, but I'm miserable if I stay. 

I'm the breadwinner and work is fairly full on along with running a side business, so it would also make their lives hard if that income stopped. I feel like I have social anxiety. I would much rather never go out to social occasions because I never have anything to say or share when others always seem to have a bag full of funny stories to relate to every topic that comes up. It makes me feel incredibly uncomfortable. I feel like I may have depression. I see other people when out having huge laughs and so much fun, but none of it seems fun to me. I don't actually know how to have fun or what it feels like to laugh out so loud. It's almost like I've heard the funniest ever stories and jokes before and nothing can make me genuinely laugh anymore.  Seems to be the easiest way to describe it. I have zero self confidence and my will to live is probably quite low. 

So yeah...I don't know what to do. There seems like there is no way out...stuck in an underground cave with no light and no direction to go.

I have zero motivation for my work, would love to just quit and be a hermit working from home in my business so I don't have to deal with idiots or office politics. 

No one knows I feel like this. My wife knows minor parts but again, if I've ever said I feel depressed she writes it off and says no you don't. None of my family know any of it. I've joked about wanting to die first out of my wife and I, and other KMS jokes but mine have a serious background whereas she thinks it's all just a joke. 

How much do you relate to any of this and if so, have you had any sort of diagnosis that can help out me on a path.

Thanks for reading. I know there are others out there that feel similar pain that may be worse than mine and I only wish I could offer you something to ease your pain or loneliness.",3.4872153775952555,4.674223201232035,4.6115006844626985,86.09485997033995,72.63449691991786,7.8751768195300045,24.61607346566279,8.344100000000001,1.3647294547113846,1877,54,395,30,36,616,217,487,0.146,0.645,0.209,0.9904,1,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,1,5,1,9,28,36,2,1,14,0,47,3,0,6,9,101,84,46,2,13,22,3,9,6,3,7,2,7,1,3,27,32,0,1,20,5,0,5,19,9,0,4,4,18,52,27,57,68,12,40,0,4,1,1,39,18,0,18,20,283,79,5,0.0,0.0,0.07073776012023347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258618790534893,0.0,0.0,0.057968568932275234,0.060315762046234615,0.0,0.0,0.14788282797452248,0.0,0.05545306565072005,0.0,0.07188854537238852,0.0,0.0,0.11930277489193153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044187967414009786,0.0,0.061681886782009025,0.0,0.07607160710496784,0.06410968065149436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390627251550842,0.0,0.0,0.06244193048258687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787571121289981,0.08020651234409744,0.0,0.0,0.07473186967329813,0.12486749039860795,0.0,0.07523102372788283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670843961003046,0.06107420477031567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833516619688268,0.0,0.2932165907695273,0.2071415577713196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165819356887324,0.0,0.0,0.16801197746720695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823931186552813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716474606530098,0.06493494439958139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858712940397696,0.0,0.07271130095929766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390248133225917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21248363738523815,0.0,0.12801633494092374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542318412174675,0.0,0.14515876219987728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986090046130147,0.0,0.22362863177785916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955412084616676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911969525237274,0.05513033481905175,0.15426452994637818,0.0,0.0,0.07849736090804715,0.0,0.05025400141351812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344627361126592,0.0,0.0,0.07287038780849879,0.0,0.15419966589237946,0.07250754313686042,0.0,0.09287524423035497,0.0,0.0,0.07782490561375004,0.0,0.0,0.06895261802576341,0.23058123561141106,0.0,0.0,0.05776349267535101,0.2639611446811986,0.0756207167594044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477846256570931,0.0,0.11160949509517262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726248522252238,0.0,0.060603152661486616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831901321972628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633576431229169,0.06673714400581096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046447336606900605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855105147358688,0.11507508463523072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335753851726065,0.0,0.0,0.1583162222747735,0.0,0.07387139030183866,0.15448003041400374,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,penguintoes37,2019/05/31,"Just nothing You ever just stare at the lock screen of your phone, knowing you have literally no one to talk to. No one to share a funny moment you want to share. No one to tell a story to or what happened that day. No one who cares about your well being and feelings. No one that wants to hang out with you. Just sitting there realizing you literally have nothing. Anything you do have is empty and shallow. People who don’t care or won’t lend an ear when you need to talk or just need advice.",3.0948,4.646035479999998,4.035,88.39750000000002,74.2,6.2,23.5,6.6274283507984215,0.5735000000000001,388,11,81,3,8,125,60,100,0.114,0.736,0.15,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,9,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,0,1,19,17,6,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,0,1,5,0,4,9,5,13,15,0,8,0,0,2,0,17,2,0,3,4,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341175852526347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603437552725218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618643862768734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444695334753488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052263755201646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972905652455551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569272017703074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975273189879045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631685316273677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405551165869466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6012570980655632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302834901898148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28527108797317097,0.1551077727523908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934089138795087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955776041885886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,engiuser,2019/05/31,"Loneliness paradox (22M) I was/am an introvert, and I am at the highest social point in my life right now than I have ever been. While it may not be much by other people's standards, I have gone from having no real friends to some of the best ones, actually 3-4 of them. But I realized that the more I try to be social, the more lonely I feel. Previously, I kind of had the thinking that it's just me for me, at the end of the day, and I didn't know how fun it could be if I were social. Now that I have seen a glimpse, it leaves me wanting more, and that's why I feel lonely more often than not.

It's not like I could have fun with just anybody; yes I do have my type, and I don't...I basically want someone intelligent to discuss intelligent things with. It eats me that I don't have someone I can talk to whenever I want (I'm single), and that it would just feel like I'm putting my burden on someone else if I told them all this.

Life seems too hard sometimes.",4.959059866962306,3.9224604536585375,6.1835476718403575,83.92299334811533,68.85365853658537,9.210643015521065,29.85587583148559,8.296473431620573,1.8020731707317064,743,23,172,9,11,252,112,205,0.121,0.78,0.099,-0.1258,0,4,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,1,9,10,0,0,9,1,22,3,0,1,2,37,36,10,0,8,9,0,4,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,16,7,1,0,7,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,7,5,28,7,19,22,9,14,0,2,1,0,9,6,0,6,8,126,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.14028818440358498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086634956039902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22955995308088706,0.0,0.0,0.09271275324162212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710149105910875,0.12009231578624124,0.0,0.12732792921822894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003837367222504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806682396086344,0.10270155926932123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106795595859148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287799534319627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497030234115065,0.07900626443226606,0.0,0.0,0.15222017345559335,0.0,0.0,0.20308266592650348,0.14046690976916387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567950999447144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974149146608577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996644876136118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589885558964027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451764354799435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636293756810348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276952118379605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087292302398376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43963302162009343,0.3654199617229233,0.0,0.14218146665765544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155481522776393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550718561094712,0.0921150530054803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736802017502922,0.0,0.09760302034498614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25437859862938456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297202647194222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212236932842092,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Silent_Sorrow_V2,2019/05/31,Hey Anyone want to talk? I'm 18....I get nervous when I talk with people out of my range of age....,-2.5628787878787875,-0.8595503181818174,0.6790909090909096,103.25530303030304,97.63636363636364,2.9333333333333336,11.87878787878788,3.1291,-1.8834121212121209,71,1,19,0,3,25,18,22,0.10300000000000001,0.833,0.064,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422250997163059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25571016050385936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393133646395729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7867803922137814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886820914850031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,XxXxXxXxXxthrowaway,2019/05/31,I think I need a relationship. Every morning u wake up feeling so lonely and depressed because in my dreams I am with people having fun. I would give anything to have a girlfriend.,4.184901960784317,6.491452000000002,5.141764705882356,78.38460784313726,73.11764705882355,5.7098039215686285,31.92156862745098,6.42735559955562,2.047286274509805,144,7,23,1,3,47,30,34,0.187,0.606,0.207,-0.0785,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,8,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,4,7,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161618902630688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342032918706413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33090883118678754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237030495558512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426185115593664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685573478069787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848776533492887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26635424187866663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124844420538652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24617830981089564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27292295292560936,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CanBoysBeWaifus,2019/05/31,"Titles are hard, I really just feel alone. Hello random void of people. I'm sure someone is out there right? This will probably have some random rambling but I just need to get it out of my system. I'm 25 and I really don't know how to make friends anymore. I have one friend who I talk to on a regular-ish basis, and I have my husband. I used to really like interacting and making new friends (at least online), there is some really great people in this world. I feel like all ties to those people have been long cut and there is no remaking a tie to those people though. 

I really wish I could hold onto a friendship, have a group like I once did but I feel like i'm becoming too old. People my age have their group, they have their ties and thats that. The last group who really accepted me and I really loved those people, I stopped talking to them because I couldn't be in my abusive house anymore, so all my time was spent out working, or just napping in my car. We lost touch for months while I saved up and moved out. I tried to mend fences and rejoin the group but by then it felt like everyone ""moved on."" I understand life happens and people move on, I still am sad that I could not spend more time with them. 

Since then though I got married last year, I have moved across the country and been adjusting to a new life. I've lost 40lbs since new year and i'm trying to improve myself, I'm trying to better myself so I can be healthy and happy. A new place, a new me, same old mental health. I've been depressed for longer than I remember, I've developed insanely bad anxiety, and I also might have bi-polar disorder. I never really let out my feelings to anyone. I try to stay positive. I try to find people to play video games with on a weekly basis but none ever stick. I will keep trying but I am losing hope. At least I have my husband and his family and my friend, I know a lot of people are less lucky than me. I am appreciative to my life that I have and I hate to sound like i'm complaining but there it is. 

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If by any chance you like video games, D&D, or just need to talk you can message me.",2.741797235023044,4.248685529953917,4.036783410138252,88.20660368663599,75.036866359447,7.3563133640553,22.07741935483871,8.052868069273773,0.9604919815668204,1656,42,352,26,35,544,204,434,0.105,0.672,0.223,0.9965,0,1,0,0,0,0,55.0,1,2,5,5,17,30,2,0,12,0,37,5,0,4,5,79,67,34,0,8,14,2,7,7,4,3,4,1,0,0,14,24,0,4,12,6,2,5,6,9,0,1,10,8,60,21,46,48,11,51,0,5,0,1,31,20,0,11,31,229,74,1,0.0,0.07522133583131467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575305516663127,0.0,0.05077027603760093,0.0,0.13757558516315688,0.07714326665051263,0.04317312028327643,0.0,0.04856713736555169,0.0,0.12592345678782696,0.044391363650574285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300872698146245,0.038700891611983736,0.07011605151651185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056148810352062976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137789799794077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054680985510150534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727612369106407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057427337848060124,0.0,0.06066424457133525,0.0,0.0,0.05984959288790395,0.0,0.12840309435243527,0.09070979550310404,0.06095717001599937,0.0,0.058025676480386174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619860971207606,0.0,0.03316917062332201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05077609859340984,0.0699942901769602,0.0,0.0,0.05614106253825968,0.0675827526928211,0.056871596321527815,0.06267995402033391,0.0,0.06748337336989031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305659936090419,0.0,0.07325510624732923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05642987930855031,0.0,0.0,0.06978123936094728,0.1035002373037985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649194329056317,0.13452756141786146,0.2171146992688358,0.0,0.0,0.0561837150737512,0.0,0.07102535702534503,0.1386064242843197,0.05397410607130615,0.05729920849004307,0.0,0.08475570539814811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397964244684935,0.06734933606145545,0.0,0.0,0.050674463254602016,0.2699051796168747,0.0,0.09414913938132524,0.04896484238957776,0.3065791616826916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323718467027432,0.06761124352226344,0.04302021824550014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961230393776334,0.0,0.06633006942761854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684493801395376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253695492910041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191803383775093,0.05421727887982894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503367752324873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379205897889442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766835501289238,0.050700545634450235,0.05307770824853757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983544571946137,0.0,0.0,0.15308456860494551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247506839258776,0.0,0.07403918873597791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25861973505470554,0.0,0.0,0.06609187413208738,0.0,0.054832108719479786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509251862201886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300655024416121,0.0,0.0,0.04621906005368162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714326665051263,0.0817666824310967
lonely,witch36,2019/05/31,I just want someone to hold me and tell me things will be okay even if it's just for one night. I just want someone to hold me and watch a movie or tv with me or something. Maybe go to the park and look at the sky or just cuddle in bed and listen to music or something. Play with my hair hug me tight and softly kiss me and tell me things will be better. Even if it's just for a night and just want someone to tell me that they love even if it's fake. I don't know.,3.4237142857142864,2.611984847619045,4.158809523809524,96.41535714285715,71.95238095238095,7.0,22.261904761904763,3.1291,-0.2899523809523812,359,5,95,0,6,115,54,105,0.027999999999999997,0.78,0.192,0.9337,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,9,7,0,0,4,1,5,5,1,0,0,29,13,14,0,6,13,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,6,9,0,3,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,6,13,6,11,9,0,6,0,0,2,4,6,3,0,7,2,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526092765075233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34785008815771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976989359842724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647844618494043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741894362484295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844197246631586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636495472952388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294861518159593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895815691647625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462323382244343,0.2702960546209596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603189258656879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332570697641473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106342530535173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,renegadetoast,2019/05/31,"The only people that even remotely care about me are all 600 miles away I moved to a new city/state almost 4 months ago now and I regret it. I love the city and the state as a whole, but due to some last minute issues, I work +60 hours a week just to scrape by. I've had 12 days off in the past 4 months and I don't have the time or money to even attempt to have a social life and meet people or really do anything. I had so many plans to break out of my rut back where I came from, but everything has just been amplified and gotten worse. I have no friends out here and no outlet to meet anyone. I'm tired, I'm physically and mentally burned out, but I have to work my life away to keep my head above water, and no one could care less. I come home every night to my two cats, and they're really all I have here. I was so excited for this move and to get my life on track, but now everything has gone wrong and I have no friends or family or any real support system to help me. Sorry for the rant, but I have no one to talk to and I feel like even if I did, no one would actually care.",3.683147699757868,3.272643101694918,4.934285714285718,89.71059322033899,71.37288135593221,8.607263922518161,22.365617433414048,8.192908349453996,0.7055481840193703,836,13,206,11,14,279,132,236,0.13699999999999998,0.722,0.14,0.5753,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,14,11,0,0,10,0,19,8,1,0,2,39,33,25,0,4,12,0,1,1,2,1,5,0,1,0,3,17,1,1,1,0,1,5,7,2,0,4,8,1,23,9,29,23,5,33,0,1,0,1,8,10,0,7,16,134,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.10931297457548043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929680341166797,0.0,0.11216940004238099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617577838226003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832527872307479,0.0,0.0921809029320374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048835990208792,0.08613458506616978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281182406598822,0.34262808751893675,0.0,0.0,0.0964932045867048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943690240686525,0.0,0.0,0.07224205574411327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195961507691173,0.0,0.0943796210387156,0.0,0.20134831030455652,0.0,0.10560018118179587,0.0,0.056639441363104275,0.08002536339747952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308896964442902,0.0,0.058524548931069176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496232809791967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508300562818249,0.0,0.1123627406296729,0.0,0.11031472707544683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691722394130215,0.0,0.09956634943550544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130925779320508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23736393472682255,0.05472611895852767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011002164952898,0.0,0.0,0.113568218526862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128873482395784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882268676409846,0.2381138658940452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818725227051128,0.0,0.10512088672676434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22771798212799765,0.08519439798729153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069334309283268,0.15531773608592836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750050091293086,0.14352262771662694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418779022436056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539448137664627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711619350641395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900354672481352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531833691597788,0.12874770057933216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094248740693186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985372551557466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506359934758246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310022776136598,0.0,0.11415545807776464,0.0795740568562111,0.12247361115866598,0.0,0.0
lonely,alex-illustrations,2019/05/31,"I've never felt (M)ore alone... I've never felt so alone in my life, this feeling just came over. I no longer feel the connections to those I held close, I feel unwanted and worthless to those around myself. it's like I have no worth and silence only confirms what I feel....",3.898333333333333,5.2002912407407385,4.097222222222225,89.73250000000004,71.77777777777777,6.881481481481483,24.61111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.8755333333333333,213,6,44,2,4,66,38,54,0.212,0.6809999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.6995,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,16,9,3,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,6,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,4,6,7,1,5,5,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4900759330492582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061704638071674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705982268343292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785121095264053,0.0,0.4543308580251889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711193118865578,0.11558690374944593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649486820022329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799388823390078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,divergedinayellowwd,2019/05/31,Back again I just lost my only real friend forever for some reason.  So I'm back here again.  Probably for what little remains of my life.  Woot.,0.91,3.4918457142857164,2.732857142857142,87.93714285714289,91.85714285714286,5.6571428571428575,17.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.6146857142857143,112,3,21,2,4,37,23,28,0.073,0.735,0.192,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492500026207901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24742187479249034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261997779095065,0.0,0.3209714144510073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34958720049073755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243562113924822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452802033074925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645109568525797,0.0,0.3292670361428089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,emotionsare,2019/05/31,"Being lonely even when you aren't alone I'm a 30-something woman who is very fortunate in many respects. I have been married for eight years; I live near my mother and siblings, whom I am close to; I have several close friends, some who have been around since before I was a teenager... and yet, I am sometimes incredibly lonely.

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I struggle with things that are difficult or uncomfortable to talk about. For example, my husband has depression and anxiety, and when he is having a hard time, it's hard for me to know who I can talk to/be open with. When I feel upset, I don't know where to turn, and I often wind up internalizing my thoughts and feelings, ultimately leading to feeling very alone. It used to be that I had my grandmother. Our relationship was rocky in some respects, but another thing that it was was brutally honest. I knew I could tell her almost anything, and she'd be a sounding board. But, when she passed away two years ago, that openness and honesty void way never filled by anyone else.

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Another outlet I feel I no longer have is creating relationships and interacting with people online-only, often anonymously. When I was a teenager, I dabbled quite a bit in talking with random internet people. The physical disconnect made honesty and openness easier, and I got quite a lot out of those relationships. However, as I've become older, my online life has increasingly been tied to the real me/my identity (thanks a lot, social media), which has stripped the internet of many of its anonymous qualities for me. That's why I'm here tonight, on a throwaway account, just typing my thoughts. I'm not looking for a solution, I just want to type what's in my brain and put it out there, which I'm hoping will allow me to feel less alone.",8.397499555713523,7.762234827794561,8.331021858894616,70.01253421005867,61.749244712990944,11.53445885907233,37.89959125644214,10.843485225782073,4.162566945086192,1412,61,245,31,17,458,186,331,0.083,0.775,0.142,0.9653,1,7,1,0,0,0,58.0,1,1,0,3,16,13,1,2,13,0,32,2,1,4,1,57,54,21,0,3,6,2,7,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,20,24,0,0,10,0,1,5,5,7,0,2,14,9,35,6,35,34,7,36,0,3,1,0,23,17,0,10,13,173,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334113015345254,0.0,0.0941452720226065,0.29212234073441845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037365506638036,0.2284838990242944,0.0,0.19717177652569776,0.07192337965154089,0.0,0.0,0.06573945005361753,0.09633237338311428,0.07736866006724816,0.08369579819259082,0.0,0.0,0.08833284252695965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383530235541598,0.08000224529675197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264311573076244,0.0,0.0,0.10495498752330758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750655838648712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097741588032112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853982962788164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062097887455799215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376911890552684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263793924693593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519464424823638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844301045931975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338091519032447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333947692524144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640757103324574,0.0,0.0,0.08301946295944164,0.0,0.07895129495483559,0.0,0.0,0.1598611873333331,0.0,0.08896194034038372,0.0,0.19063863802952524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251234352678547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036024538082874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451388315873244,0.0,0.19999906194499745,0.0,0.10701286925784703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028198802240826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621338241694543,0.0,0.07777251732835708,0.0,0.0,0.09583933379576767,0.0,0.07237951585047,0.09298603407241453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828784532993408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22670390193463244,0.08217572404127706,0.08655898260743265,0.0,0.0,0.1249225320872969,0.0,0.0,0.14927930410867316,0.05482255048788317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226439693131796,0.09184175480481407,0.0,0.0,0.0812012151929497,0.0,0.15514910580150665,0.05545414976950616,0.0746269742126099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483646454517259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284838990242944,0.12108879506474785
lonely,ItsCryptillian,2019/05/31,"Lonely 🅱️ here looking for frens I’m a Pan girl turning 17 in 10 days, just left a one sided relationship and working on getting a 3 foot lizard.

I’m looking primarily for people around my age who are chill I guess, idk how this works lmao.

I have pretty bad OCD, I may repeat myself a lot or ask for clarification on something you say because I get anxiety about misunderstanding people (which I do a lot).

I have great friends but we don’t talk or interact much outside of school so I wanted to make some more that I could chat with I guess? I will warn you I am really awkward sometimes and have a hard time understanding a lot of jokes. I love in a hole and I can be really anti social :> probably wouldn’t feel too comfortable voice chatting cause I have phone anxiety which recently got suddenly worse. I have processing issues which means my brain can’t always process words, especially over the phone. I may ask you to repeat yourself about 4 times sometimes. It’s really embarrassing for me so I’m trying to cope with it. Maybe someone can help me get over that fear lol

Since I’ve finally been feeling more active and upbeat I wanna form some new relationships with people who specifically share my passion for animals, though you can HMU either way.

I am also an artist, I dabble in a TON of different medias likeee;
-Digital art
-Character designing
-Sculpting
-Making poseable art dolls (soft sculptures)
-I want to start doing aquascaping
And probably more stuffs.

I like memes as well, especially animal memes :)

Annnddd I like playing video games, I mainly play Ark at the moment but I used to play a ton of overwatch, ended up leaving because of the sexism though :,) I personally don’t want to play games with people atm, I just haven’t been interested in playing much lately. 

I currently have 3 Guinea pigs (a teddy, sheltie, and American shorthair), a betta  (elephant ear plakat), and a bunch of red cherry shrimp. I am planning on adopting a Chinese water dragon within the year (aka a huge ass commitment and gonna cost me a small fortune). I love pretty much any animal besides mosquitoes, ticks, and earthworms (trying to get over my childhood fear of earth worms is proving difficult). I plan on owning small freshwater crabs and possibly more lizards later in time. I plan on taking these animals anywhere I end up going, so no I will not be dumping them once I move out of home :P they will dictate the rest of my life if that is what it means to keep them for their lifetimes.

Anyway sorry this was SO DAMN LONG. It’s 12:30 AM and I can’t sleep so I just decided to post this. If you got this far, congrats! You earned: my discord

Here it is :>
Cryptillian#1920

if you wanna strike a conversation, show me your pets or art idc. Or just say hi, hey, or whatever and I’ll show you my fur/fin babies :3",3.001489644184808,5.622501319702604,4.189871216144454,82.13467936802975,78.5539033457249,7.262931492299522,25.59227296866702,8.306716005460428,1.9913514604354756,2242,86,406,46,56,731,307,538,0.099,0.715,0.18600000000000005,0.9949,2,2,1,0,0,0,77.0,1,9,4,6,21,26,2,4,23,1,36,10,5,5,2,67,70,32,0,10,16,0,4,2,1,7,1,4,2,2,20,19,1,1,8,18,2,2,8,9,1,1,5,11,62,17,52,55,20,50,0,1,3,4,41,25,2,17,23,256,82,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701673621478939,0.0697302967642513,0.0,0.0,0.0569884948321118,0.0,0.12821718877888613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460188890490403,0.15668783311568746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997149021934536,0.10217031093219273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355117566609833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608813280602644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690938456889726,0.0,0.0,0.05404560488735748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755565486087183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844807673265084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860196091876635,0.0847460066694025,0.0,0.0,0.09180141545336096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474551400431942,0.0,0.17513314731479654,0.0,0.04762682605884114,0.0,0.13404884397045644,0.09239242421799568,0.18463554789979134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507047560606321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056170971522590575,0.0,0.08406062398946572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746791636218364,0.0,0.0744874093938887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945327393367313,0.08873462455618991,0.09105153542791808,0.0,0.0591921021562739,0.08188322360945885,0.0,0.0,0.07416247274046517,0.140745792795136,0.0,0.0,0.2137373702477536,0.15126984686273892,0.0,0.11187748412396646,0.0,0.08419075854272373,0.18257072739236735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906867185434045,0.18481318401684493,0.0,0.0,0.08093686468130959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924680395532328,0.056786664227039485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23239208546977044,0.07317300930775983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447459643023393,0.08025951876178841,0.17051430407546075,0.1807062876506668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105785923596566,0.0,0.08274474421365367,0.17994479651726186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328603869023975,0.0,0.08481248661255911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932219804193752,0.0,0.08386290508820234,0.0854259770137996,0.07100548802155593,0.06451516942394732,0.16576540121202835,0.09380990789550672,0.0593157587298607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959336801452486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300896343917041,0.0673571818883053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467083360120655,0.0,0.14659753210917847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379263561789445,0.09115292934111187,0.0,0.08724123720286278,0.0,0.0723783531023652,0.0,0.0,0.1482864519996955,0.06651843174620811,0.0,0.0,0.07534840748554568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201826727981906,0.0,0.08540178874282524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053965987732516166
lonely,cosims2,2019/05/31,"Im 22, I found out I have autism this year. I dont really have anyone other than my mom. My whole life iv felt alone. Growing up not knowing why youre different from the rest of the boys was hard. 

I dont feel hatred towards anybody because of how alone I am. Iv always felt that I was born wrong. My dad cheated on my mom and left. So shes the only peson i can go to in real life.

Iv went on dates with a lot of really nice girls. They will make some guy happy one day for sure. It just really hurts me because things do a complete 180 when i tell them.

I only tell a girl I have it because i want a relationship with her. But i dont think anyone wants a lonely autistic guy as a partner. A girl did tell me that she didnt want to tel her friends her boyfriend is autistic. That made me really upset

Making friends is hard for me too. I was the weird kid so i never really had friends growing up. I wad more just the kid they kept around so they had someone to make fun of.

I just wanted to post this. I feel slightly better typin that out.",0.21829970104633745,2.240385843049328,2.267830717488792,95.35283725710018,85.18834080717487,4.972272047832586,18.70870702541106,6.21433560688645,-0.2054243647234677,805,21,185,7,24,269,125,223,0.105,0.746,0.15,0.8819,1,4,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,4,1,10,14,1,1,12,0,20,5,0,5,2,33,38,8,0,4,5,3,6,0,4,1,5,0,0,9,10,6,0,1,7,0,0,4,6,6,0,1,13,6,35,8,24,24,5,21,0,2,0,0,29,10,0,2,6,119,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071104339500927,0.0,0.0,0.08319626142698967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982490343616144,0.0,0.0,0.08900863097232045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285139228209893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842938513143626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483329232107473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448262063748385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446396314422143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35154811827456456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111172980660013,0.0,0.19200424835605434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962935604646336,0.23174652737558946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568242794824947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800348088037886,0.0,0.10643682793355054,0.17913541756708584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703695193768724,0.0,0.1080019074986375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054949624504122975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863495060691383,0.0,0.14124596721725474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500441920278658,0.0,0.09460905671892833,0.2002240528626984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23420450722115685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711527418690822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775301958877568,0.15208753375767506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095758833889452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380582054003388,0.3202675733899021,0.0,0.0,0.10734741588789308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471771121474557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423550812315644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26217619715779616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642617549987352,0.06406691431624426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23589704904228814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268791199119734,0.09022170441963816,0.11163066373489194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931886316220306,0.0,0.06438762821760864
lonely,Razvann232,2018/11/01,"How do you find a friend? I've been going through a rough time during the last 2 years of high-school mostly because I dont really have anyone to rely on or to hang out with. There's been moments in which I found no sense of living but to end it all. I feel very jealous on the lifestyle of other people mostly because I believe they are having more fun than me and I get excluded from everything a typical life of someone my age seems to be like. I can't really put my finger on any of it. Usually I try to be nice, not to annoy anyone and participate as much as possible, however people seem not to like me or hanging out with me more than once, which makes creating a connexion with someone literally impossible. I am willing to make a change the only problem is that it is very hard to ever find out what I am doing wrong, since asking others doesnt really help me...I honestly have no idea what to do, and I've come here seeking for help.

​",5.669779756326151,5.3438749845360825,7.0417900656044985,75.98873008434866,67.19587628865979,10.147328959700095,31.03842549203374,9.800150414767053,2.8303979381443303,753,26,147,15,11,259,122,194,0.134,0.735,0.131,0.1003,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,0,4,10,2,0,8,0,19,2,1,3,2,30,29,9,0,1,5,0,4,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,10,10,0,0,7,0,0,5,7,4,0,0,3,4,16,6,32,23,6,20,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,6,10,105,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437768627656089,0.16124106394819593,0.09023833382602384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556929245832773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240535395155107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617814025825572,0.0,0.0,0.14950378560461042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403755563660682,0.11430649206816215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551959145592376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752992550071666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200317987088013,0.0,0.0,0.11925927392164147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709545902892379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24256483341308185,0.0,0.0,0.14549512664954206,0.1025211724519374,0.0,0.06932856999449019,0.0,0.07541461555762967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887021508771582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778876559038882,0.14020139177196111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979846799042648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816555421071432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372763204183078,0.1296578491604196,0.0,0.1171736528757756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715220922636987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754737246464447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131769775551611,0.0,0.100921850605923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399042340850247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959563673098702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697285946094775,0.0,0.13339687517122684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550267893520581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342961856091485,0.0,0.24160425740855815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976811489566213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248670350197934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737653643664462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009237627771663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614671227835546,0.21897741588685155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508305452626802,0.16124106394819593,0.08545235017356295
lonely,adodoinflight,2018/11/01,"It starts with you Does anyone else dislike this statement? I’ve tried a lot. I’ve gone to therapy, I’ve been involved in social situations, I try to be active, I try to hang out with friends, I try to gain new friends, I try and try and try. How can it start with me if no one else is willing to take a supporting role? 

Loneliness is a feeling of those around you leaving you to dust, yet they’re the ones telling you that it really begins with you. And yet, they never make an effort to be involved in your life or to engage you in social situations. Does it truly start with me? Am I just going about things the wrong way? Or am I just one of the few in this world that has to go about it alone? ",3.3228082191780857,3.960337034246578,4.409479452054793,89.45298630136989,72.49315068493149,7.4838356164383555,24.87397260273973,7.554174236665415,0.938996712328767,541,15,123,6,10,177,81,146,0.08199999999999999,0.7709999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.8823,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,7,1,2,8,5,0,0,7,0,10,1,0,2,1,21,21,7,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,3,2,1,16,4,24,16,2,20,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,4,8,86,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890922256939186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702951007354494,0.12753010943834164,0.0,0.11080111418599617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784204292616116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079507172085963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629337413544123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923242211566048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147377418791712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179150571153422,0.0,0.0,0.08791400547895943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581652875136566,0.0,0.0,0.08308201089293539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599584003628978,0.1202100230577512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530241161299234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973609655962857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27980996213775666,0.0,0.2537547928745297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264292992544761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412425237884024,0.0,0.0,0.09358293007385028,0.0,0.10878875617940502,0.0,0.1423377001569473,0.0,0.08268966926128007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5915296313801828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879530477814087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360840146354492,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sander_Bracke_1999,2018/11/01,Why does it feel like i'm alone? So i have been getting feelings for a girl i like but she wants some time to forget about her ex. But every time after she and i hung out i just feel so alone. No matter what i do i just want to be with her again. She doesn't always have the time for me and i understand that. I could hang out with other people but the problem is that i have no other people near me to hang out with. Does anyone have any idea of what i can do about the feeling if being alone?,1.2294444444444466,2.5308400925925945,2.747407407407408,96.73833333333332,78.62962962962962,5.170370370370371,16.62962962962963,5.033348758259628,-0.8745259259259264,382,5,92,1,9,125,61,108,0.171,0.754,0.075,-0.9106,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,0,0,27,22,8,0,5,6,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,4,17,2,16,18,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,7,71,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5492692106091868,0.0,0.0,0.1470942947942763,0.0,0.0,0.12021578636123492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236079915902788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411436519703252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094009995836033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894393730654426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575391089991052,0.12629095749301836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235973455866273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995619806089996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273058614731554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24511260896764164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915363459681232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092437807497752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840331801070755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853767631960846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951555705890222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,irahknami,2018/11/01,"WHAT CAN BE DONE?  I've learned that loneliness is 10 times worse whenever there's nothing on the agenda and boredom hits you. I would like to know what can be done during these periods of loneliness and boredom? I'm open to all suggestions, tips, or ideas. If possible, I'd also like to know what you do to combat these feelings and how or where you engage yourself/energy during these times.",5.789200000000001,6.843686853333337,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,67.13333333333333,9.733333333333334,31.0,9.888512548439397,3.0290000000000012,314,12,57,7,5,100,51,75,0.192,0.7190000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.8253,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,1,15,14,8,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,3,6,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,5,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672009026005573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5546579870962663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702668357131298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059281145083608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978710708912203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647956408165112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260033594504477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30551387939904284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31604672887259433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761740486047551,0.19251194656776,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,knowstalgiaproject,2018/11/01,"Meaningfully Connecting Through Our Stories Hi All,

My name’s Randall, and I’m Founder of a startup called Knowstalgia, where **we believe that our life stories are what truly define our mark on the world – but many of us find it difficult to gather, preserve, and share those memories with one another**. Stories are a great way for us to meaningfully connect and deepen our understanding of one another – loved ones or strangers with a common experience. Knowstalgia is an interactive platform to build those bonds.

I am **looking for individuals who agree with this challenge** and would like to be involved in helping shape this (with potential follow-on in helping test the early product). 

**\*If you are interested\*, please feel free to e-mail me at** [**knowstalgiaproject@gmail.com**](mailto:knowstalgiaproject@gmail.com), and I will setup a 20 minute call to listen to your insights. Looking forward to writing that next chapter together!",6.175728476821193,10.030060662251657,5.7187384105960275,67.50949834437085,78.13907284768213,7.523311258278147,34.04006622516556,8.395991825355821,3.7277573509933775,764,40,105,17,20,235,109,151,0.019,0.77,0.21100000000000002,0.9865,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,7,2,0,2,1,8,0,0,7,0,8,2,0,1,1,24,15,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,10,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,4,13,8,22,12,1,14,0,0,2,1,23,9,0,2,6,72,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35563680813503445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910575016281153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34631830961856336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588083589708166,0.0,0.0,0.08574425537665073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499216580812197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696148475573998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22733050517772735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977868746943117,0.08284775073381444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848073596598742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305169989642156,0.0,0.0,0.17192652500951192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034922755630456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447334285708157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614685680318088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765377559624419,0.4079653987818824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346039447298335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046408100486135,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CanExplainEverything,2018/11/01,"Love We gotta take care of each other.

Think about it.

Find a way to be there for the people around you.",-1.214057971014494,0.7916412173913088,0.2260869565217387,107.0968115942029,93.34782608695652,3.066666666666667,7.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.578785507246377,80,0,21,0,3,25,23,23,0.0,0.72,0.28,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,4,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772458560347598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320625727650685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873188333366473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824696915162807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937893145390037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31862290217306005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715352170988131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363695356048613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ibael,2018/11/01,"All of my friends have better friends Someone told me I was the kindest and funniest person they’ve ever but if that’s true then why am I so alone? I have a handful of friends but I don’t have any close friends anymore. I feel like I’m incapable of making deep and meaningful emotional connections to people now a days. I have a small group of coworkers that I’m friends with but they all seem to be better friends with each other than me, and it makes me feel lonely. They post each other on social media all the time, but never with me. At work all of my coworkers (including the ones not in this group) take selfies with each other but no one has ever asked to take a picture with me. It’s not intentional to hurt me, honestly I feel like the odd one out that people just include to be nice.",4.260107284020329,5.11277580124224,5.0697346132128756,84.78405985319031,70.49068322981367,8.339017504234898,28.92207792207793,8.575989854853784,2.0068583850931683,628,23,129,10,11,204,89,161,0.08199999999999999,0.632,0.28600000000000003,0.9902,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,3,5,15,0,0,8,0,10,1,1,3,8,38,22,11,0,1,9,0,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,9,13,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,2,4,17,13,20,18,7,15,0,2,0,0,14,7,0,2,9,93,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722544631216174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010152736701772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139999742285036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238654672767101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343631194301971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544867805635313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903967671408005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23969964731672536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098121546279346,0.1893097155904537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6141944670556204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418392421994726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946128046866842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688363637687446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218874748080717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693472706731939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371148343642715,0.11569001638125645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689412569121147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061898578964708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506254250859753,0.11226306188697056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992403505446804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725922919579435,0.0,0.0,0.12660518990935454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955663864826972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645834901392933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JelloJordan,2018/11/01,"Does anyone else feel like this? Whenever I meet a girl that at least tolerates me, I'll later think and imagine what our future could be like and how nice it's gonna be to have someone to open up to but nobody's ever actually been interested in me before.

I just feel like I have so much love to give and I want somebody to be close to me and tell me all their worries and hopes. Every time I've tried to further a relationship its ended in rejection or its ruined a perfectly fine friendship.

I don't think I'm a bad person. I actually sorta like myself. And Im still young but I've seen how being shut down over and over has turned people to anger and suicide and I'm afraid that'll happen to me in time.",3.107962172056133,4.192593194630874,4.8189017693715686,84.63938377059183,73.4295302013423,7.565832824893228,23.61256863941428,8.00094639256281,1.1228201342281876,562,15,119,8,11,191,94,149,0.136,0.624,0.24100000000000002,0.9387,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,1,0,1,1,6,15,1,1,4,0,11,1,0,2,3,29,25,15,1,3,4,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,11,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,14,10,17,16,3,20,0,2,1,1,9,12,0,3,12,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.3298343850738787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816698906828728,0.17315792120561302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110586264139832,0.0,0.0,0.1438044345930684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493076106858493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789086071676033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411757351406734,0.0,0.14968163361358494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286792397567567,0.14238769180741434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090043872173535,0.2414637112294072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211781175649267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944394084083829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785266039618366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254631198186266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33025458989229184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252685176696168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423261567652223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716159534565478,0.14756210805388675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144008124454009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319104263960694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496163057529267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485584761119853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771127346736648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657356243705095,0.0,0.0,0.1970876153942159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147382166705805,0.18382076309433729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967911055325004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162517573926872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KitCyanide,2018/11/01,"A lack of attention I'm 20, and in a serious relationship. We've been together since middle school, on and off until a few years ago when we decided to take it seriously. I love my partner a lot. There's nobody I'd rather spend my time with. But I don't think the feeling is mutual anymore. They never initiate intimacy, I literally always have to ask for a hug or a kiss or to be cuddled. Lately they've been snapping at me and I feel as though I get no affection. I brought this up not 10 minutes ago and the response I got is 'I'm just tired' when I asked if they wanted to come to bed with me, the response was 'i just don't want to engage with anyone right now.' I told them they can sleep on the couch, then. My heart hurts. I don't like that i said that, but i also feel I'm being taken for granted... i don't have anyone else in this world that I love or trust as much as I do them. I really don't have any friends, and I have this overwhelming feeling of loneliness and emptiness taking hold over me. I just want to feel love the way I used to...",1.999242650722472,3.3264936502242186,4.057810164424513,88.03606253114101,76.62331838565022,7.4667663178873935,23.59965122072745,8.167268648758528,1.16713971101146,816,25,184,14,18,280,126,223,0.133,0.753,0.114,0.7106,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,5,0,10,13,0,1,11,0,18,9,2,2,1,39,45,21,0,6,11,0,5,1,2,0,1,1,2,1,7,11,0,1,8,0,1,2,8,4,0,0,8,6,32,9,27,35,4,25,0,2,0,6,16,11,0,5,12,125,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457264163802141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110840779413777,0.11532881006517805,0.0,0.0,0.0942548017343659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745694514742038,0.19382889872909054,0.14201516615654372,0.0,0.0,0.2591502142320971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193942229430703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578503220460835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504092396165056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708434401794496,0.0,0.07241435365989972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108534911158674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424523774295505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837739206358694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635023577722942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771443103925802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117835325155111,0.3752838919444839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188916241616,0.0,0.10689918822411043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879263925563143,0.0,0.0,0.14880776522376551,0.0,0.11836621578113282,0.13184320512595565,0.0,0.0,0.1402736488095643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465384463096097,0.0,0.13870311043032585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20842443282430667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881121418087165,0.13617675653866118,0.0,0.08082053149151361,0.15930377410736773,0.0,0.13244111861544494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970850154265356,0.0,0.0,0.2452549444286829,0.11001662027379892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925579608853555
lonely,itryokay,2018/11/01,"I have a crappy personality I'm competitive and annoying and sarcastic. I've never had a SO and I think it's because I'm just not good at being likable and friendly in the long run. I don't mean to, but I know I can be a know-it-all. I always say the wrong things and the only people I can really be myself with are my two best friends, but I honestly think they get annoyed by me too. I'm not antisocial, and I can usually make people laugh when I first meet them, but I haven't created a real friendship with anyone in so long. I just cant get past surface-level conversations anymore. I used to be able to, but my personality just makes me unattractive. I'm not sure if this makes sense.",3.530625000000001,4.316461923611112,5.759333333333338,79.419,72.125,8.815555555555557,27.594444444444445,9.120678840339163,2.1333744444444447,543,19,114,11,10,192,86,144,0.179,0.67,0.151,-0.0297,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,2,7,10,2,0,7,0,13,0,0,4,2,30,27,14,0,1,11,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,3,0,2,1,1,20,7,9,22,1,11,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,7,77,23,0,0.16770103142761325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954069239730224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663143605647972,0.11726046041738512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222899221357493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599188615184588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264641166221625,0.0,0.0,0.25913080176115805,0.0,0.17523373463221945,0.0,0.0,0.14065966863993729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432820222351012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29682027113947496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358252220933472,0.0,0.0,0.1826755864666769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934137387762595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754419129859665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008961026489416,0.2325255593256688,0.2928601442245326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088048819279813,0.10743357496285948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336259121777286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580562374603405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114131135651014,0.21491209893590613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381953979185246,0.0,0.0,0.14483984688357593,0.1846989934942548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335475171713747,0.0,0.0
lonely,Shu-Bro-Ki,2018/11/01,Halloween is just the anniversary of getting dumped 1 year flew by fast when she cared about  me. The last 2 have gone by slower than ever. Here I am again... still nobody. ,3.0527272727272714,5.207024575757579,3.003030303030304,93.12454545454548,75.96969696969697,5.612121212121212,20.090909090909093,6.42735559955562,0.05420000000000025,133,3,27,1,3,40,31,33,0.081,0.836,0.084,0.0258,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,5,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197810795458879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611486125882557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663525349915687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155598415643271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071316406596071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32829827719689825
lonely,lonelyboythroway,2018/11/01,"Just another one of those days... \*hopefully this post doesn't break any of the rules of this sub that i haven't read...•

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Woke up at 0600hr to go to work taking photos of clothes on a white back drop  - thats what i  do as a side job:  take pictures of things and people. after i was done with that i met with a friend to grab some coffee and edit the photos i took. I've known my friend for years - since elementary. and while we're old friends we dont talk or see each other too often. shes busy with med school. after the coffee kicked in i headed out to my main job at a retail store in a shitty mall. its 1100. i see my favorite manager as i walk in the door. he cracks a joke at me and i joke back with him. its a slow day at work and for once i dont have to deal with annoying customers. one of my cute co workers is in as well and smiles at me. after mindlessly doing inventory in the back for hours, im finally off work. it's 1600. i grab some food on my way out the mall and head back to the coffee shop i was in earlier this morning. i down four cups of coffee over the course of a few hours. i sit and edit, trying not to cough a lung out as im recovering from a mild cold i had last week.

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\*this feels more like a greentext but whatever\*

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I get a text from my girlfriend who's not my girlfriend yet. we'll call her my lady friend for now. she's asking me if we're doing anything for halloween later tonight. I tell her im tired and dont really want to do much. i havent seen her in a while and im starting to miss her. maybe thats why im lonely.

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I honestly feel like such a fucking loser just for submitting on here. reading back what I wrote i feel so entitled and pretentious because i actually realize i have all these wonderful people around me but i can't help but feel lonesome at the end of the day. idk what the fuck is wrong with me. maybe im depressed. at this point i don't even care if anyone reads this. i don't even want anyones pity or sympathy, just someone who'll listen to me vent. 

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If you're still here at this point thanks for sticking around to read a random dudes clusterfuck of afterthoughts. all of my love goes out to you. ",1.2865469348658998,3.252460288793107,2.8252988505747147,93.17180842911877,80.8103448275862,6.020996168582376,20.655938697318007,7.123485893559443,0.3738022605363991,1730,48,388,22,45,566,230,464,0.109,0.778,0.113,0.2762,3,2,0,0,0,0,68.0,2,1,0,5,22,24,3,0,26,0,24,9,3,0,2,56,52,26,0,6,13,0,6,2,6,2,2,1,1,0,23,25,1,0,8,8,3,3,11,9,1,3,9,12,51,15,73,41,9,68,0,5,4,3,29,31,2,11,31,249,74,13,0.0,0.0,0.05730487163872802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181300340197864,0.3567724609685665,0.039933440830131374,0.061575857419290364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212053620760541,0.0,0.048323767883701234,0.1045512826817582,0.05489778534211321,0.0,0.0,0.2257706077453645,0.0,0.03579680493603634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059962428992066864,0.0,0.05987169303352951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361382527768575,0.060540511767286725,0.0505777642448676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009369685746041,0.2064676553748705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201087084344075,0.0,0.0,0.07757156184103411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876781981669672,0.08390299861739853,0.0,0.06432783323948074,0.0,0.0,0.0710077061840469,0.0,0.1814760091576275,0.10857635572829727,0.030680180255214105,0.0,0.03337345627307233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053283666508748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0393605792586125,0.0,0.0,0.058324878141906435,0.11566003577287633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805834727838005,0.0,0.1165464115280276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047866827497719706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737787731754997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05299951768222872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798966386511073,0.0,0.0652276671477075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04316793164601041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616195817616718,0.06253774512781196,0.07958402489946888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142183454605567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111023840083504,0.0,0.056240101672640166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349543126745873,0.0,0.03761925695689133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943049427391647,0.09358875733524344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04857601348969999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04975554211208374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041564220085323934,0.0,0.046896013673882235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830430495413673,0.04719907141511991,0.05132621672385389,0.054063960525298035,0.0,0.0,0.03901274391196438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749309022220057,0.0,0.0,0.06524306591773144,0.039868849798006666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927232446110354,0.04661133560512218,0.047103797393932334,0.0,0.052798747902238034,0.0,0.05298809126578408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368224908289502,0.1282524465061375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420403976595379,0.3567724609685665,0.03781548511335145
lonely,MrPoliceOfficerSir,2018/11/01,"How many of y’all are at home right now with it being halloween? It’s a sickening feeling. I don’t even like halloween or any holiday for that matter. I think holidays are just another method for getting us to spend money. But I’d like to be hiding out with someone, talking about how corporations took over holidays. Someone that can be real with me and admit they actually like going out on halloween and I care about them so I say well let’s go trick or treating. We smoke a joint cause they know I like having my senses dulled when I go out. We just shoot the shit all night, getting candy and getting high. But I’m at home sat in front of my computer and I have no friends. ",2.301055586749019,4.4389430583941625,3.679124087591243,87.45524985962946,78.27007299270073,6.55115103874228,25.13700168444694,7.61054688173877,1.3325782144862433,537,20,108,8,13,176,92,137,0.092,0.6759999999999999,0.23199999999999998,0.9588,3,0,2,1,0,0,11.0,3,1,3,0,11,12,2,1,3,0,10,1,1,3,1,28,24,12,0,0,6,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,12,0,0,4,3,2,5,2,4,1,0,2,2,17,8,19,18,1,18,0,1,0,0,11,10,1,2,7,72,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.16588486518529458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559843446214756,0.17824841962938265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331524254859731,0.17462565746759395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227621413531108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595160941486671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313331766244339,0.0,0.2664369059710381,0.0,0.2898262121340027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960284405848556,0.341025905727835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934215777319966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382539785914972,0.0,0.33219240079433565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723422923292066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952327882896494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348484008542585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451697843052044,0.0,0.13518217539912164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449139443585215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880624686682384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366308199402163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089221677100832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188864173054422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044759876731604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284063862723835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pogeonlover,2018/11/08,"I feel really lonely I’ve lost all my friends as I got older and now I just have meaningless relationships with people and I just want to talk with someone. So if you are interested, message me please. Thank you. Have a wonderful day.",1.7880000000000005,4.557609466666668,3.59277777777778,82.6625,87.66666666666666,7.4444444444444455,23.055555555555557,8.344100000000001,2.0032222222222216,186,7,35,5,6,62,36,45,0.153,0.557,0.29,0.7464,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,9,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,8,3,4,7,1,3,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309012730805773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922735363227042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24329776138445555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518613386250238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437601600884677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831811449704525,0.0,0.0,0.3456753022757832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173864402337344,0.0,0.0,0.3380942049707911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668212083466171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531117687241927,0.0,0.28992571808117124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857413720470917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415051656406662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Euskaltano,2018/11/08,"Are you looking for a way out of your lonely depression slump? Give traditional stoicism a try. I know that not all of you are looking for solutions, and are just on here to vent and talk to somebody. But for those of you who are looking for help, I wanted to share that my study of traditional stoicism has been really helping me to break out of my funk. It won't solve your loneliness, but it will give you self mastery and dominion over your own mind and emotions, and will make it so much easier to deal with being alone without descending into depression. And it's equally applicable whether you're religious minded or not.
If you like to read, start with the classics: Meditations,  by Marcus Aurelius, and the writings of Epictetus. If you're looking for other mediums other than books, there are several great YouTube channels and podcasts. A great podcast is called Stoicism on Fire. Lastly, I'd love to talk to any of you who are interested in it. I hope it helps you like it helped me!",7.043422459893048,7.393109171122997,7.0047058823529404,75.12117647058824,64.24064171122997,10.222459893048127,36.25133689839572,10.018931242160765,3.6368117647058815,793,36,142,16,11,253,112,187,0.098,0.716,0.18600000000000005,0.9688,0,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,10,0,0,4,11,0,0,5,0,13,1,0,1,1,31,25,15,0,4,10,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,14,13,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,5,17,8,32,20,4,11,0,3,4,1,26,7,0,4,4,105,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239499575326853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349582713401182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403895276499092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174298796030466,0.2368345829641041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465429119095586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637799827014929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031596517376525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686183647346572,0.0,0.0,0.13655554369994038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555922122005469,0.11207019821351172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343383386825608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618175774524434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408732231420283,0.0,0.09177359348284182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776452126794948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106871311381932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752413607218272,0.0,0.08807764801217888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342885293832927,0.15532109697783816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731395680597768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210135730945683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933446006970106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109335356971803,0.1091307256682388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253249443813273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,titanshift3r,2018/11/08,"I’ve become chronically depressed and so lonely I could 😵🔫 I wake up every morning thinking today will be a good day or better at the very least but I’m almost let down. I go to work having to work next to the girl I was in love with that shot me down for another guy. I start off ok with talking to her but every once in a while she makes me want to go home and blow my f****** blow my brains out. Today was one of those days. It’s not just her, I’m dying to be loved, I don’t have any friends and when I do find some they don’t last long, I quit school just to go to work early and lost all contact with all my friends.

The only thing that helps is all the weed and hydrocodone I’ve been popping but sometimes when I’m at my lowest even that won’t help, I feel so lonely every single day. 

That’s not even all of my problems, I gave social anxiety and I’m so depressed and suicidal. ",0.365786746659392,2.1553598082901573,2.3726152167984718,96.14442596127628,83.04145077720206,4.892173438778293,18.44805017725661,5.750287758089431,-0.4450974093264253,685,16,162,4,19,229,112,193,0.14300000000000002,0.6970000000000001,0.16,0.5815,1,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,6,9,13,0,0,6,1,15,5,2,1,4,32,31,17,2,3,8,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,7,11,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,6,0,1,5,1,21,7,23,20,7,25,0,5,0,2,16,9,0,3,13,103,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269697093396559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622687146640008,0.1329585788941158,0.0969999917456188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003823958463554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214237519668063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154831117150166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123774842825488,0.0,0.0,0.2453223289898211,0.0,0.21842156778583496,0.0,0.13159612719309288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749753973786854,0.0,0.3204979177835912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411279194073133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589091811747695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959273755351288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21618638398996165,0.10635200266800043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554978534642436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699798233271484,0.0,0.12718856045379873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033571537125328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965937046236278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122120881322024,0.0,0.0,0.13841480825062036,0.0,0.2288799814875206,0.0,0.0846385351285474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485092910536414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503554912467056,0.08592149014877051,0.09643546230724544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132839745876375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486509846858002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832617186032658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925441813406088,0.0,0.0,0.12540629460379926,0.0,0.08974815564087724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386962442644333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019152915361637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423884305782894,0.08124692863426633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24037903068413674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462148785971198,0.07478864447086872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769309879200732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kbaz1409,2018/11/08,"I have nobody... my friends don't want to talk to me Hey guys. I'm 18 years old and the most lonely I've ever been in my life. I mean, I do have some friends but they rarely want to talk to me, do anything with me, or ask if I'm okay. I've put so much effort into my friendships and no one wants the same with me. I'm nobody's best friend. I'm basically just the friend that gets asked about other friends' whereabouts. I'm constantly feeling hurt, confused and unwanted.

I try to remain positive but it's so fucking hard with everything that goes on in my life. I feel like such an attention seeker talking like this but I don't know what else to do at this point. The only person who I really have a meaningful conversation with right now is my ex-gf and I just don't know what to do. I feel like I'm going to be lonely forever and it hurts so much. I feel like this all day, all night, every day. Thank you for reading and I hope anyone else who is going through something similar feels better in the end because I know how bad it hurts.",1.3257514198339884,3.2771133532110137,3.0191218872870245,91.90659021406731,80.60550458715595,6.170729576234164,21.390126692878987,7.2636822038024595,0.5649612931411094,813,24,180,11,21,269,120,218,0.14,0.62,0.24,0.982,0,4,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,3,10,22,1,1,7,1,14,3,0,1,3,42,40,15,0,6,7,0,6,4,5,0,2,0,0,2,13,11,0,0,11,1,0,3,4,8,0,1,1,6,23,14,21,38,8,20,0,5,0,1,18,8,1,6,13,108,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379225267596376,0.10813267880647387,0.0868459913830532,0.0,0.1973212272786334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811699064344129,0.06433291833736325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075206156969022,0.09333678581195373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404542087609887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612218477124094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632124845281888,0.0,0.09347233957346343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546209614890187,0.08891746006770168,0.0,0.09484770199416484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668073472977198,0.2261818380700993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076788870609242,0.0975650458039242,0.055137477617375856,0.0,0.11995550110617535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044958554075894,0.0,0.0,0.09453828088899674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481967955644587,0.0,0.0,0.3389309461596853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399718402990466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908443125963214,0.20623551752381133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495812813882085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516016171487776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903708178669396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074081970554348,0.0,0.07151298256876107,0.08026382600031225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214875024544876,0.0,0.0,0.09976431765844916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609143127524404,0.0,0.0,0.10556316853776727,0.0,0.06760817313289386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012597977381064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124569825037498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544741643038241,0.0,0.097162089289345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165107229102788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674114074811715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796082834856455
lonely,TehSaucySloth,2018/11/08,"Friendship in college I'm 22, female, and am having trouble making platonic relationships with other women. I have no trouble making friends with men, but i have a boyfriend and many guys ive met are seemingly only interested in me because i play video games and i am of the opposite sex. My boyfriend is amazing and im so glad i have one companion here, but he really is my only sorce of personable, face-to-face social interaction. It's actually kind of worrying because i'm not really sure how i would be without him other than more lonely because he has helped me learn patience and acceptance.
Since moving away from friends and family for school, i have not met a reliable girlfriend who cares about me as i would like to care about them. I have made friends sure, but it usually ends up blowing up in my face. I think it's because i'm introverted and get anxious when opening up to new people, especially in groups. All the friends i've made usually would want to go out drinking and i couldn't always afford to or had the energy to. They seemed to loose interest in me and ghost me when i would try to actually go out with them because of all the other times i couldn't make it. I'm in college though, so a lot of friendships in general are superficial because everyone's schedules are packed, they already have a friend group, or theyre more interested in partying than getting to know a new personality. So, i'm not entirely surprised i'm having trouble finding real emotionally invested relationships, but that doesn't make it suck less as i watch groups of girls having movie nights or shopping trips. I want to do that so badly! But, most of the time i would rather be at home playing video games or watching horror movies with some close friends than going out to bars or clubs (i've yet to meet a girl in real life who shares these interests with me, maybe im not in the right town). I feel like i need to put myself back out there and try to meet more girls on campus, but after 4 years of doing that with little success i'm kind of burnt out. 
So, now I'm at a point in life where i'm about to graduate and i feel socially empty when i never expected to. I thought i would have college friends, but i just have acquaintances who will forget all about me once I'm no longer in their classes. It's saddening because i feel I have so much to offer in a relationship if i just would open up more easily and not have the expectation that the relationship is most likely to go the negative way so many others have gone. That's a lot more difficult to do in practice than to say though, so if any of you kind people could lend me some advice or insight that would be wonderful.
Thank you for reading my rant, seriously. This is my first reddit post where i've expressed feelings about my personal life, and it was not easy! Makes me appreciate all the stories various people have shared on here.",6.666443661971832,6.5278961021126785,7.162781690140848,75.32367957746482,65.09154929577466,10.550704225352113,33.94718309859155,10.198262852665088,3.3239971830985926,2318,92,441,49,32,762,260,568,0.11199999999999999,0.701,0.188,0.9947,1,2,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,2,5,2,30,39,1,0,19,0,47,7,1,8,7,107,90,44,1,19,25,0,4,3,9,9,3,1,1,9,22,27,2,0,14,11,2,8,14,8,0,2,8,7,51,31,79,67,18,66,0,1,2,1,53,37,1,17,22,300,73,10,0.0,0.0,0.12469386730340125,0.0,0.0,0.06243207779061526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050364950110526,0.0,0.05316118022477103,0.0,0.0,0.043447049347157006,0.0,0.0,0.07217694705645128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002628626764307,0.0491270801210255,0.05334506197101744,0.27262511387376115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302792019746441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101056523280456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258738482779665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186708569883027,0.05658713161572922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104915304256485,0.0,0.0,0.060229332476931685,0.0,0.12921779894651012,0.04564266997190493,0.0,0.0,0.058393843505030574,0.05434437416435355,0.0,0.0,0.3455260724410905,0.0,0.06675925128506256,0.0,0.14523949566472552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632606474838487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042823783621752966,0.0,0.0640863754935531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802324216678125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995932410368624,0.035111997119133945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538112513351447,0.09363954428025603,0.06403406113784509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863313258630006,0.0,0.12090757514493085,0.21323367935446932,0.1295478457691578,0.06418558784113004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790442514303308,0.046966132080052576,0.04737325305483305,0.049275519342061834,0.12340975013193616,0.0,0.0599559656629416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804022999635502,0.043293177161478534,0.09718168404872347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328787999451322,0.16735753535726838,0.0,0.0,0.06039622630238292,0.0,0.0611884781743283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422659165554552,0.0,0.0,0.06390678717445851,0.1454404713044953,0.08185849650983155,0.0,0.0,0.2743736425073745,0.0,0.05456128200844821,0.0,0.05080749296258728,0.0,0.06465958263973333,0.0,0.1163251984943634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052850052770376715,0.0,0.0,0.1302545943626606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043019109228405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882086572096784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04093781042552865,0.1255422143467055,0.05072112470243962,0.0745089598696798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675355033675854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073051110461196,0.0,0.07536736220793963,0.050712509517702314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061587195947279565,0.06928543498698009,0.0,0.0648828862544511,0.0,0.3630821290868924,0.0,0.0,0.04114274186377583
lonely,damarisamanti,2018/11/08,"Talk to me, let's be friends. Tell me about yourself. I want to learn about you. 

Tell me what you enjoy to do. What books do you read, what movies do you like? Tell me what songs make you feel your loneliest. Do any songs make you happy?

Tell me something sad. Tell me the last time you cried. What scares you?

What makes you laugh? Could you make me laugh?

I want to connect with a soul, someone, somewhere. I want to talk to you. 

Tell me anything. ",-0.532,1.6114164666666717,-0.2699999999999996,107.685,101.0,2.4000000000000004,14.888888888888893,3.1291,-1.6619111111111107,342,8,81,0,15,99,45,90,0.106,0.6659999999999999,0.22699999999999998,0.9013,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,12,0,0,2,8,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,4,0,11,15,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,23,6,9,12,0,2,1,1,0,0,21,0,0,0,3,47,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953002209217093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532353985412826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189063950428299,0.0,0.1539375573310358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085915483133516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827206099193996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918197294667046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423306232885493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330296854673535,0.0,0.06846547994250632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741789982202249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017824058565398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403049046182394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874043550445015,0.1078868623748814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527895616580476,0.7349328819921849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171694560302632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24797516896874586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EllipsisMark,2018/11/08,"Why is it that in this world of international and instantaneous connection relationship are so hard to start. Like I get that people that people want to be isolated sometimes and just watch or play something, but why don't people want to hang out with other people.

Namely new people. You meet somebody, online usually, you chat for like 45 minutes, then they never reply again. Ever. 

There are literally sites and apps built for the purpose of forging relationships, but none of them work. Don't stop them from demanding more and more and more money, even though they advertise how free they are non stop. Sure, you can ""make a profile"" for free, but you can't use even the most basic features without paying $30 a month. Again, won't be so bad if they actually worked.

Whatever. I'm an angry nerd with no social skills. If you want to try and be friends then feel free to contact me. ",5.433232931726908,6.9611712590361465,5.656807228915664,79.14476907630524,68.33734939759036,8.424899598393575,27.68875502008032,8.841846274778883,2.1123309236947785,703,23,128,12,12,223,111,166,0.11199999999999999,0.7040000000000001,0.184,0.9031,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,6,3,11,10,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,3,3,31,21,18,0,5,8,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,2,1,2,5,1,8,2,0,0,0,3,13,11,17,17,5,17,0,0,1,0,19,4,0,4,14,85,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.14396099691502387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231753969608724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487486937050527,0.13344284118188013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459197295662552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397576875835733,0.0,0.07707458735651905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215147489115225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441444013971057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847263131565613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775131157832874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137786972430402,0.14247846379485032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5113687604867866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31676861065235873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038094224461654,0.0,0.11357027810729108,0.14590384621410238,0.0,0.10441741493117336,0.0,0.0,0.2466713749067518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903851683521512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494042668751486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001583146187078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274123553294451,0.1624755500259326,0.0,0.26103835335969394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26623280796570914,0.0,0.0,0.14220673907239448,0.0,0.21479674738318227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,davis1908,2018/11/08,"Hi, i’m 17M looking for anyone to talk to Any fellow lonely people want to talk. Just PM me :)",-2.005714285714284,-0.14806204761904596,1.7495238095238117,94.98714285714287,98.04761904761904,2.8000000000000003,11.761904761904766,3.1291,-1.5784095238095242,71,1,16,0,3,26,18,21,0.105,0.7140000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.2023,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020378262651265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105606195241323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729748735866858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30791829361036976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7139832999914516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619716942194614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Shini_TheCreator,2019/10/14,"Today is one year since she left me ...depression and anxiety consumed me for months..was on a brink of suicide from everything that was happening...
Today I'm just an inert assembly of particles without any aspirations or  purpose, waking up to work and going back home to play games or lay on bed til the next day...I've lost every motivation in life, I have noone and nothing to look forward to...I dropped all of my hobbies and activities...I feel like I live to die...at 22. I feel like I am losing my mind...I just wish to disappear.",4.793282967032964,5.670611432692312,6.20236263736264,77.05692307692307,69.28846153846155,9.78901098901099,32.164835164835175,9.957137785484203,3.199114285714286,415,18,80,10,7,141,78,104,0.121,0.763,0.11599999999999999,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,1,1,14,12,7,1,1,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,3,0,1,2,3,9,3,16,10,1,17,0,3,1,0,3,7,0,2,10,44,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556604959142184,0.0,0.14125417711164448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198187152983488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190818098192758,0.0,0.15903588374489178,0.0,0.19163406432536345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155572761151159,0.0,0.16594849736867792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672578223857667,0.2638231984585687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493894285863277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328241731290594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852156389047059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061911876421104,0.0,0.13042138517031215,0.1804180466029302,0.0,0.163046369364198,0.0,0.15505667635162504,0.20657236363681455,0.20156362374526207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644047340296727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637380045838276,0.0,0.0,0.1771734346795593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512134453577442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274161184224652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197345896097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500468563258006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233452778737347,0.17799277549831474,0.0,0.1344249558218185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890638473316703
lonely,Libss231,2019/10/14,"Finally admitting I’m lonely I try not to say that I’m lonely even if it’s in my head because then it’s real  But, recently I feel like I’m just kidding myself. Every year or two I move to a different city and in the last 2 weeks I had moved. Because of moving around a lot  I’m fairly good at talking to people but I never seem to make it past acquaintance, or if I do make a friend they move on when they find someone better.

Recently my only friend who I had considered a best friend of a year out of the blue started to ghost me. Which really really hurt. Especially since he used to say how I was one of the greatest people that he had met. 

I feel used and completely humiliated by him. Worst thing is, if he were to message me I would act like nothing happened just so I don’t feel completely alone.

So now I’m left with no friends. The only people I speak to in my day are my parents or people I go to college with.  I’m trying to make new friends but I feel like I’m just going to get used again.",2.11944474986256,3.3899409719626163,4.317542605827382,86.52896921385378,76.19626168224299,7.465200659703133,24.27047828477185,8.124751697461798,1.2921828477185269,784,25,172,13,17,272,117,214,0.113,0.685,0.20199999999999999,0.9726,2,5,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,11,15,0,0,9,0,10,1,1,7,1,37,35,16,1,4,13,1,4,3,5,1,0,3,0,1,8,6,0,0,7,0,0,7,4,4,0,2,6,8,24,11,25,28,4,31,0,3,1,0,21,8,0,8,19,107,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966683966021647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566646095320654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173236908680244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009890501660344,0.08510896511636075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179384954279808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206137362925255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054146347329616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063560015746164,0.0,0.08107921160242293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946302051557656,0.13749564367933664,0.0,0.10541693364372,0.08795387194238166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717411937395135,0.0,0.0502770008450448,0.0,0.1093811884601402,0.0807144388483924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509722117360258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876130910013717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301783954605052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844153803964254,0.0,0.0,0.10455583523371756,0.0,0.0,0.14104158918155638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818126026536691,0.0,0.0,0.1927058737909263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091155337522423,0.0,0.0,0.07421968580870497,0.09294100805858532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233674516295633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520897292385774,0.14637682469437147,0.0,0.0,0.10685372206938937,0.0,0.09186388097547372,0.2668592954946165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953254504692084,0.12329676019358732,0.0,0.1900340461431952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305434482523433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876055676242989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796037132427047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153666021534392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811316983700938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734725590538265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393195027907314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066977953264675,0.0,0.09400421851233473,0.0,0.0,0.2493394249496105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719112605204045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836011548786967,0.0,0.0,0.12393989612734638
lonely,saveme69,2019/10/14,A boyfriend I’ve never had a real boyfriend only ones who play pretend. I’ve got about 6 months till I’m 20 and I’m hoping to get a boyfriend before then. I ask myself why has no one ever asked? Is there something wrong with me I just don’t understand. How am I supposed to be in a successful relationship when I’ve had no experience. I just wanna love and be loved. I’m sad because i don’t think I’m good enough. I have so many friends that are guys and they just see me as a guy too. Why have no of them ever wanted to date me. I think me being too picky is the reason even tho I haven’t had much option. Everyone who I have ever liked has hurt me. They have hurt me in ways i can’t forgive but I still would. No one cares to check up on me either I feel so alone all the time and just want someone to care.,-0.7143207354443284,1.3530497640449468,1.5530949948927493,98.33845760980593,90.68539325842696,4.359959141981616,16.517875383043922,5.852544927426893,-0.6780426966292129,630,15,152,5,22,211,105,178,0.11800000000000001,0.721,0.161,0.8255,0,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,1,18,15,0,0,7,0,21,2,0,2,5,30,41,13,0,5,6,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,6,2,1,0,9,4,0,3,4,2,23,11,15,33,4,16,0,3,1,2,14,4,0,2,12,104,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408566719449158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24206274081811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892005716941966,0.0,0.11016433468289476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639943674011754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377092738506816,0.0,0.08550975577505616,0.3513228194969877,0.0,0.12370840697186793,0.0,0.1266406412718155,0.0,0.0,0.06546089201654667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000235708409562,0.0,0.0676396003508155,0.0,0.0,0.10858826689109627,0.10354419334853636,0.0,0.0,0.2563794429311559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285869709764205,0.0,0.0,0.2771877947682336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324957445576973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336926422850909,0.0,0.0,0.13125618315757756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333693541686992,0.0,0.09517094163784236,0.0,0.09985062358306276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631844855732836,0.09846321137435622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735838351248054,0.0,0.1331105616382693,0.0,0.13899589321898834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316605200534117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969443320423634,0.09966771780917487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339012341391593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659106166183008,0.0,0.0,0.07549150374111133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477659732581707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272245152877656,0.10276250289019688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336422593841217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196751623641873,0.14154856831191304,0.0,0.0
lonely,12cookiesat12,2019/10/14,surrounded by good friends but feeling more alone than ever. i can literally be in a group of my best friends and feel so alone in the world. i hate it. i hate loneliness. why can't i just be happy that i have friends? why do i always have to feel as though i have nobody and i don't fit in anywhere? it's not fair. life's not fair at all :(,-0.6429429429429447,1.4185938648648673,1.4896396396396412,99.02728228228227,90.08108108108108,4.910510510510512,19.033033033033032,6.42735559955562,-0.18592012012012002,262,8,65,3,9,87,49,74,0.35,0.45399999999999996,0.196,-0.9484,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,2,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,2,11,14,6,0,0,4,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,9,6,9,12,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140103477279001,0.0,0.0,0.16630795690066127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975136724757384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807939726246265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031810248634356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632574928920337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676415797280668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276546672893595,0.0,0.3946607422843611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411741815404396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637138495146536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360703403560818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,A7366373Throwaya,2019/10/14,"I guess I've never experienced true loneliness until now From highschool to 19 to now I have always had a relationship and friends. I would always avoid them in favour of being alone because I knew I wasn't - I had people who were on the sidelines waiting to make plans with me. I was selfish. 

 Now I have no friends and recently broke up with my boyfriend (19-now) and moved to our spare bedroom. We haven't talked in days, I just sit in my room and sleep to forget the feeling of loneliness. I have no family because he pushed them away by sleeping with my sister years ago (long story) and no friends because I thought he was all I needed. He wasn't abusive, these were my decisions, regardless of how idiotic I was.

I am now more isolated than ever and I have no job to get him to move out (it's my apartment). It's been a solitary, confined, hellish time and I just want to get back together so I don't feel alone.",4.16534678436318,5.263337699453555,4.924043715846995,84.83216897856244,70.91256830601094,8.035140815468685,30.47036569987389,8.384062270229773,2.141284489281211,721,30,147,11,13,233,108,183,0.184,0.696,0.12,-0.8883,1,3,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,2,1,11,10,2,1,4,0,19,2,2,2,4,34,30,10,0,4,2,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,12,0,3,5,0,0,3,9,5,0,0,12,3,28,5,25,16,2,27,1,1,0,0,15,9,0,1,14,104,32,2,0.0,0.1822493944991525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635053850576054,0.0,0.0,0.3186184972162964,0.0,0.0,0.25597810099967405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451724645584907,0.11827668821373602,0.0,0.2812984102812933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920000307195748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913735291776327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450060936075594,0.0,0.15555019024141598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565186402211802,0.0,0.1607273041706061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694480703567475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264081224290055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612425171318715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026748316714324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269687716505732,0.0,0.11405423378375908,0.11863406543668414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663816068183436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187689909828148,0.16514316385670422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078585376077086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363322908800158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211445576455005,0.08969261956873581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072594971449432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926802405159257,0.0,0.0,0.09905386682237158
lonely,elonsnusk,2019/10/14,"I’m desperate for touch I’m incredibly single and even though I’m usually very independent and happy and whatever, I really crave someone to hold me and to have someone to call mine. I know I’m still young and I have all the time in the world to find that special someone but I’m just feeling very lonely and I don’t really see myself finding someone, ever.",1.91,4.431124444444446,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,82.33333333333334,7.488888888888887,25.66666666666667,8.472884824447931,2.2656333333333336,288,12,53,7,8,100,45,72,0.078,0.833,0.08900000000000001,-0.0664,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,16,11,8,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,2,6,11,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,5,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661525614602526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271775740025475,0.1741726561699735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735915350533192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35197474155559555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049732407748151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582054005781716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467051441021813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343755919470492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6525885506303265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377081775552734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917956841285904,0.0,0.11227755495940044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120668134765157,0.3177481182197205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anon263883949,2019/10/14,"I feel very alone Sorry for the rant. I don’t have many friends and the ones I do have aren’t really mine. I don’t know if that makes any sense. I just don’t feel included with anyone. I wish I had a best friend or even friends that would want to be with me. I have issues with codependency, I think. In the past when I’ve found anyone to be with me I’m attached. Idk how to fix this. I just wish I wasn’t so lonely.",-0.5229032258064521,1.3127376236559165,1.4864623655914002,100.96969354838713,86.74193548387099,5.0103225806451634,14.676344086021507,6.2581,-0.9520830107526884,321,5,84,3,10,106,57,93,0.113,0.6679999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.8965,1,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,2,0,20,23,6,0,5,4,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,2,14,4,9,17,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407061554899916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399172417239005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755453075838052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067778781924972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014089321828098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992553687162774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160405899785152,0.4566902361305041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056551407027412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828622665572588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152353854933316,0.19976430480616952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351717872520694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809384145515295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262267662628927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205664729416448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262531721988611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625759268010335,0.116217360675929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531650007647306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996923042979462,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DrownNextToMe,2019/10/14,"Just another lonely soul I've always struggled with depression most of my life but these past few months have been brutal to say the least. I'm waiting on getting my admission for Med-school, so I'm free most of time but I can't help but feel so demotivated and low. It's like the days just keep on passing by and I have made no progress. A friend on mine told me that talking about stuff makes you feel better but I don't even know where to begin or how to explain how I feel. I guess I'm just lost??",1.4658490566037763,3.37417898113208,2.6817358490566043,94.71562264150947,79.94339622641509,5.749433962264153,20.97735849056604,6.742157984588678,0.16618792452830178,396,11,91,4,10,127,76,106,0.192,0.645,0.163,-0.1343,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,10,10,1,1,3,0,5,1,0,4,0,25,22,11,0,0,8,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,4,4,10,5,12,18,4,11,1,4,0,0,7,5,0,4,6,55,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697705818834816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302645450442984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810908290272094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716895818343844,0.0,0.1831915934110876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048127896922386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32263090040189124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432556766704276,0.0,0.11112296462693856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23430458223039635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425631864045932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905071680922306,0.0,0.0,0.11689014297629514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023088375800653,0.10391072963861292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321788047962699,0.0,0.0,0.2012546266971885,0.1419737828215007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23625323217977426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697689897549288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303889700168856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691414788088939,0.0,0.21525599452237665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223522052808405,0.2434818333082472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709540393718953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402260889107655,0.0,0.0,0.2032366374238056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Im-incredible-weird,2019/10/14,"No one seems to care Im an emotional mess.

I actually have a lot of friends, but still feel lonely around them. I often feel like I annoy them. 
Seeing that some of my closest friends meet other friends more often than me and seem to  have lots of fun, while I’m sitting alone in my room is really depressing. 
Am I a bad person for not being happy for them?

I already talked with them about it and they’re saying that they’re there and stuff but it doesn’t changed that I feel that way. 

I’m just at a point rn where I feel as if nobody really cares about me. Everyone has someone they’d choose over me.

I know there are people who have it worse than me. Yet telling that myself makes me feel worse. 

I’m pretty desperate for love.
I’ve always been.
It just has gotten worse lately.

Just needed to get this off my chest",1.5101050420168072,3.6746756547619057,2.662927170868347,93.57226890756304,81.14285714285714,5.619607843137256,18.21568627450981,6.794906146795322,-0.04112296918767466,642,14,139,7,17,205,106,168,0.203,0.62,0.177,-0.6534,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,5,0,13,14,1,0,4,0,12,2,1,1,0,28,31,8,0,2,7,0,5,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,13,5,0,0,9,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,7,22,9,20,27,4,15,0,2,1,1,15,9,0,8,5,94,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.12716281113231753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496085079158382,0.14379924946643485,0.0,0.10842754766832476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600265939970147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880259289347154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26571747133098705,0.0,0.13784967012800525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223497231984624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658011405026256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451585769251168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329440792031651,0.09309279352271288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30202928849196803,0.0,0.06808108727465681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871638023732666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140756108179875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161443228438738,0.0,0.14699425610225722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366240746950609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215681463815964,0.1176089826990278,0.0,0.08698228607771127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662249092455406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830076778848753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033987052358664,0.11378081440805535,0.0,0.0,0.12318414825819005,0.0,0.0,0.13257112540177612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669585963827308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036269669299415,0.0,0.0,0.10383942178736917,0.2372568846561805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041041404425724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406495572080188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917265750515912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473745830582028,0.11389583148426195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343323868774627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983880873695136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Grahauk,2019/10/14,"I feel so detached from everyone in my life. I wish I had a place and people to call ""home."" I don't know if it's just in my head or not, but it's seemed for a long time like even though my few, long-distance friends care about me, they don't really take any happiness in being my friends. I recently realised that the person I've always thought of as my best friend, doesn't see me as his, and it hurts. The other few people message me every once in a while out of guilt or a desire to try and help me, until they realise I'm beyond help. When someone tries to reach out to me I push them away, either ironically out of fear of pushing them away, disbelief that they really care, or just by being myself. I have no friends in person. I think my father and grandfather only care to an extent out of familial obligation.   


I can't bring myself to care about myself enough to even try to improve. I wish I had one person in my life who deeply wanted to be in it. One person who couldn't live without me. No place I've lived in a very long time has felt like home, and I think it's because there's nothing and nobody in my life, not even myself, that really cares if I even make it back home when I leave.   


It's so cold and lonely.",5.250711506392442,4.436689326848249,6.0782351306281255,84.18071011673153,68.1828793774319,9.054919399666481,27.306559199555306,8.192908349453996,1.511279266259033,955,23,210,11,14,316,128,257,0.068,0.6629999999999999,0.268,0.9963,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,5,1,18,17,0,2,8,0,12,4,1,1,0,36,32,22,0,7,12,1,2,2,4,0,3,0,3,4,13,11,0,0,7,0,0,3,10,4,0,2,4,4,38,13,39,24,6,31,0,2,1,0,21,18,0,6,12,148,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178253327927256,0.0,0.0,0.0586657266159656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210471149887978,0.06633536442928344,0.0,0.05258864571765095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053375906009954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809006670478466,0.0,0.439783838122183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891387076985146,0.0,0.2279188542503867,0.0,0.07268516533157156,0.08243351335355327,0.0,0.0,0.08132652519439698,0.09707635822889624,0.043620085718253834,0.0,0.08283155463346932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26660417232478234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183471723648523,0.0,0.0,0.08853665370484923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564828545851155,0.0,0.25960385165435323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235250999014684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04741106369439732,0.0,0.0,0.09134617857375828,0.0,0.0,0.18280256531538885,0.08429313363790912,0.0,0.15235382114783433,0.2290354586714519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057585078509568975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277721817596101,0.0,0.0,0.0918734319552769,0.1169159118446814,0.06561129229889376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961581538561275,0.3013062740023569,0.1802650211023096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579796267870126,0.0,0.08518000970629118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874504598179494,0.07853585451672118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309525476638136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648633839929891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055509779227132,0.08475863535378057,0.06848777259122046,0.10060803520229426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571251017603529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118077579012126,0.05088355979859847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840967202260693,0.08316002248201998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,notonegod,2019/10/14,"""Just go out and have friends"" Hahaha, everyone hates me as soon as they meet me, so how do I go out and have friends?

lmao im gonna rope soon anyways. when i die no one will be there but my family so its whatever",-0.3953191489361707,1.4434367021276628,2.1355744680851068,96.49400000000004,86.23404255319151,7.164255319148936,20.038297872340426,8.238735603445708,0.8011480851063832,163,5,42,4,5,56,36,47,0.11800000000000001,0.708,0.174,0.431,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,9,3,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,9,9,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,4,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429282366045103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31573456069439737,0.0,0.0,0.3114946052939032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.510569959982363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755754672567309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32622556972062466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569149247718559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390404437902187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NAS_Dakota,2019/10/14,"Friends are supposed to help with things, not make them worse. I'm friends with this girl I met a while ago. I'd like to say we were close. I say 'were' because I want to distance myself from her. 

This whole thing happened yesterday, it was me, her(will call her Kate, not her real name) and a couple of our friends (I'll just refer to them as friend 1, friend 2 and friend 3) We went out to a restaurant. After we had ordered and our food came, Kate starts joking with friend 1. I'm right across from her and sitting next to friend 2 and 3. She asked friend 1: 'Oh did you know what Dak did yesterday?' Mind you, I told her not to say anything about this particular thing to anyone until I was comfortable. She goes on to tell our friends EVERYTHING I told her NOT to say. The next thing I know, all of them are staring at me, then they all burst out laughing. That thing was overly embarrassing to me and again, I didn't want anyone knowing but her. 

After they had their round of laughter all there was next was teasing and they kept on making fun of me. I left early because I didn't want to be made fun of any longer. 

Now it being a day later, she's still joking about it. Not even helping me out with how I'm feeling. So I've thought about distancing myself but they're all I have besides my boyfriend. I'm just wondering if I've done something to make them want to embarrass me they way they did.",2.1140323886639654,4.0497499052631625,2.7621929824561424,94.7827226720648,78.01754385964912,5.6477732793522275,22.89136302294197,6.490185161304077,0.3509622132253707,1093,34,241,9,26,340,143,285,0.028999999999999998,0.7829999999999999,0.188,0.9882,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,6,2,10,0,12,20,1,2,5,0,20,1,0,5,4,53,47,16,0,5,10,0,2,1,10,0,0,4,0,1,13,19,1,1,7,2,0,2,7,3,0,0,23,7,48,17,40,22,5,34,0,0,2,0,53,11,0,2,19,157,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567142152934751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058051510604950785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193791739314132,0.0,0.07024858528231746,0.0,0.07980527852664662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040761105564282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871677849484258,0.09763546319189093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445537252097284,0.0,0.05505372644973838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735860992422485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638314970168541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767210642225347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04316339393933195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322437843788647,0.0,0.6595322273236917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548848602854917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144374757971905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074404387066514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274993470282833,0.0,0.0,0.04170530242758397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807749603967539,0.1709465298709219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619488431914317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723617362401218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716470035581863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290172494396105,0.0,0.2715444902102746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571858149663103,0.0,0.0,0.0604221853391879,0.0,0.06817304941739816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746132652863864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28356543661832245,0.0,0.0,0.06777072212733308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314090869352085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20140328479027855,0.0677592110006707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913473276231163,0.0,0.09530760325660488,0.0,0.0,0.09257531234807537,0.0,0.0,0.08699480236302584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,aliyva,2019/10/14,"Anyone else spent a birthday completely alone? Today I turn 25 and it's the first time I'm spending my birthday alone. I saw my family at the weekend, which was nice, and I've caught up with some friends during the week to celebrate but on my actual birthday the only other person I'll see is my cat. I do love being alone as I'm introverted but I can't help feeling like I'm supposed to be surrounded by friends? Anyone else spent a birthday completely alone? What did you do? And did you prefer just being by yourself?",3.1424893162393173,5.101625278846157,4.574358974358977,82.84841880341881,75.05769230769229,7.314529914529915,26.94017094017094,8.167268648758528,1.9023773504273505,415,16,78,7,9,138,67,104,0.153,0.7020000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.6035,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,1,5,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,0,0,10,21,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,7,3,10,5,9,11,1,10,0,0,2,1,7,4,0,1,6,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.14921971884300425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6334814410158836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21383877101042276,0.31335212442393656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206499248704995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554761353996147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415150083430645,0.0,0.07731672794057347,0.10924011786209006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006657679118538,0.0,0.0,0.23627833279143454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249346002371243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470491143502406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800873994126872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162962051305681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351656026250858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218507925859579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891640165108187,0.0,0.1449423707456481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632397244028754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265650724903072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,darknight286,2019/10/14,"Anyone up for messaging? Hi
So quick intro
I am a 30y/o guy who ended up being at a place all by myself because of a change of residence for work. 
The place I stay at is a vacation town but ironically has quite a secluded community. So even after weeks of trying to meet new people, here I am sitting by myself at home after work. If anyone feels up to messaging and getting rid of their loneliness, feel free to message me. :) 
Looking forward to hearing from someone here.",2.6746980676328502,5.015926445652177,4.942318840579713,77.83553140096619,78.02173913043478,7.567149758454105,27.613526570048307,8.515128840125781,2.4620903381642507,371,16,65,8,9,129,65,92,0.04,0.87,0.091,0.6956,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,10,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,21,9,1,18,0,0,1,0,9,10,0,1,7,50,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987334833458315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021961040486993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259796239685601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920223048266266,0.0,0.0,0.1410927396940363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160234586969611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160663995359177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151550297691074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407631228376192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427637062910068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938540204767311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631369113061807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480958928035988,0.0,0.44637089427251664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272091430335904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099792204628126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22768847071700826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503266694509534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135155375425454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110330404690747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheBooksDoctor,2019/10/14,"What am I doing wrong? All of my life I’ve been considered ugly by most people I know. This hadn’t been a problem until high school and college came along. That’s where I realized I was in serious danger.

But here’s the thing. In recent years, I feel like I have really improved myself. I’ve lost weight, cleaned up, and improved my personality. But results don’t seem to follow.

Here’s my clincher: I go to a university with over 2000 girls on it. Even say that half are taken already, that is still 1000 girls. Not one has any interest.

I’m not trying to sound entitled because I know I am not entitled to be liked by any girl I find interesting. But statistically...shouldn’t at least one have shown SOME form of interest? I’ve been working at this 2 years and I still don’t have any answers.",2.1984493670886067,4.5363485126582335,3.8701107594936737,84.90428006329117,79.69620253164557,6.987974683544303,24.431962025316448,8.07648339933343,1.546732911392405,627,23,125,12,16,209,102,158,0.10099999999999999,0.74,0.159,0.8499,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,1,0,3,0,17,2,0,1,1,24,27,7,0,1,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,1,4,8,6,1,0,7,0,0,3,6,5,0,3,8,4,15,5,18,18,5,18,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,3,8,84,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995673345708792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689431069683416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102416434121025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068388962660192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194466443957726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144083993292618,0.1291959501876364,0.0,0.0,0.16528936850943168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277857681599037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910730354772118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877574355682398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773641499545638,0.17670380086399695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741405642250165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450909713854085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537539126780192,0.15790717921667372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304457091186082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585415844459655,0.0,0.1785629602689802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381547648272155,0.0,0.18302514342431,0.0,0.16463480948305112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888466513211474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014561105538338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278211786041013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202209094830577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165756459478492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977259945445412,0.0,0.23291694511679856
lonely,Ghost_Condamned,2019/10/14,"A huge mass of darkness is falling upon me. I have some things to say.
One month ago I felt super well, my mind was clear and I felt confortable helping people, because my huge sense of empathy.
It worked pretty well and I was satisfied.
A little back story, I am a trans girl, but because of some technical problems I found myself unable to transition and go on hormones.
I faced a lot of hate at work even if no one knows me and my story, and the transition part, of course.
My family is not helping at all, they just ignore and kept saying that I am strange and that this feeling will go away.
I have this feeling since 12,and now I am in my mid/late twenties(let's keep it vague, I don't like to talk about my age).
I tried and tried, over and over to keep my mind focused on other things, on my music, on my work, and helping people.
Dysphoria started kicking so hard that I have now these huge panic attacks, everytime I watch my image in the mirror I am unable to recognize myself, I see a distorted version of myself and I am panicking a lot.
I feel sad all the time, and honestly enough is enough.
I feel just like garbage, I can't stand it anymore.
I tried to get confident with my actual body and once I posted some pics(nothing explicit) I just received hate, from the girls and from the guys as well.
I feel nothing and nothing, I feel just this huge mass of darkness surrounding me and I cannot stop.
At work we have this cutters to do some little works, and sometimes I think ""now I WI go to the bathroom and slit my throat"", and sometimes the courage fades and I start to cry.
I don't feel human anymore, I want to end my life and I know that once I will find enough courage I will do.
I don't feel hatred, I feel bad for myself but I did nothing but tried to exist as myself.
I don't know what to think anymore, and seems that there isn't any solution for me.
Sorry for this dark post, I don't care, i wanted to throw away things from my chest, but I can't stop these dark feeling.
I can't face my sad gaze, I can't stand and image of a stranger at the mirror and my life is a total mess.
I helped people, but now I can't help myself.
I cried again today and I leave the work because I feel ill.
These dark feelings are still with me, and smiling is just a momery carved in the past, a past too far from me now.
Again, sorry for this post, but I needed to say these things, sorry and have a good day you all.",3.4650086058519776,4.316796562248996,4.365568559954102,89.1062530120482,72.33333333333333,7.2175329890992534,25.272748135398736,7.33818517376401,1.0022299942627657,1880,55,407,19,35,608,204,498,0.17,0.684,0.146,-0.9509,0,0,0,0,0,1,65.0,1,1,1,7,22,21,3,1,21,0,36,8,5,0,6,89,73,37,0,5,13,0,15,2,0,3,3,3,0,4,24,30,0,6,22,0,0,6,14,10,3,2,7,20,80,11,51,63,15,60,0,2,2,0,17,26,0,8,25,285,104,6,0.0,0.0,0.06263065862232592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056891912610704386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04364476577165098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909486646066053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730142912668859,0.12059890112950945,0.04935064491479887,0.053587821722848775,0.11737104048604312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128978107854028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543603467369898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099796554915792,0.04139094694894056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056844645198436176,0.1989460410585233,0.0,0.04239044490925145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060503420785480475,0.0,0.3894175084355477,0.04585037810506482,0.12324619531757852,0.0,0.05865957897208205,0.0,0.0,0.07037032327944702,0.0,0.0,0.033531527793129706,0.0,0.10942533263471996,0.053831342444096535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354853053274669,0.0,0.0,0.05749289104485818,0.12672940449268436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509331861561434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409269697368762,0.0,0.0,0.1058153485495394,0.0,0.0,0.06795760997021555,0.0,0.06562864635689193,0.09066480670363332,0.0627104492861392,0.1286509275894799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912749422602668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960749849988318,0.0,0.051228057292119225,0.0,0.0,0.047588836629584214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463306947286979,0.0,0.0,0.1366997274089682,0.0869803867059139,0.0,0.0,0.07530168623245366,0.0,0.06950094836801553,0.12253460732900688,0.13348349742427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440079392989348,0.06529437989206302,0.0,0.06141182439398778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311611465799327,0.0,0.0,0.051143343872268376,0.05842728238067926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05309055986176936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269518019427682,0.2155335810792016,0.09085421202855797,0.0,0.05125442460937064,0.10731511315390356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051585647861277936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055400534003887,0.08224821588918167,0.0,0.0,0.037424015557621634,0.0,0.0608353655432911,0.0,0.0,0.17429668717213925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571033982329457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311723738247525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803438857779565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HHuskie,2019/10/14,"I can't keep a relationship. It's not about self-pity, i know it's my fault and i have to live with that. Honestly, i feel like I've struck out WAAAAY to many times with the people i fall for. They always care and want to be with me. To hell and back, some of them have really, seen my worst sides. But i can't feel. Anything for them, past the initial ""This person is giving me attention"" feel. I love the feeling of being wanted. But I'm so. Scared, that I'll do something, that'll drive them away. So i always break it off. Even after what i feel is them proving to me how commited they are. I had someone love me. And i couldn't accept it. I just want, well i don't know, advise. Just something to really let me know, i won't ruin this again. I really just want them to be happy. (Anyway i guess, thank you for coming to my Ted Talk. And to anyone out there that needs it. You are loved and will always be. Good night.)",-0.2720962199312673,1.9064137061855675,1.6738402061855702,97.45928264604817,89.77319587628868,4.6766323024054985,13.753436426116838,6.21433560688645,-0.8541883161512027,705,11,164,7,24,232,105,194,0.095,0.695,0.209,0.9611,0,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,7,0,13,16,1,1,4,0,20,3,0,1,2,40,44,11,0,6,6,0,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,12,0,1,11,0,0,3,6,5,1,0,2,6,33,11,23,33,2,15,1,1,1,3,17,5,1,2,7,114,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285902085228025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204158413834684,0.0,0.1083236021816844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367451737112765,0.10121845447393044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342096807044599,0.0,0.0,0.11339107314442827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694304452524115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33279063877977044,0.09403938726337342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262753695322379,0.0,0.1104083906878069,0.0,0.0,0.14500973990839178,0.0,0.0,0.14012688745588708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700238643665765,0.0,0.0,0.21702788399818596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460472836635107,0.0,0.0643097447568044,0.0,0.11623527241054755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564145918659169,0.0,0.0,0.1334562597337155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760497562240447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235296330647935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565958960439833,0.09125847176793372,0.1149377697710894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25298441761264057,0.0,0.0,0.1413257004821124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317886416878079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373230161051946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153309822724433,0.20267663610238096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580245827728203,0.0,0.12119094203090768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675686957061176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31056467844909325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835481407860406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheLoafLord,2019/10/14,"Slow and Painful Spiral I've been doing pretty bad. And it's been spiraling downwards moment by moment. What little friends I have are slowly focusing me out of the picture, so now I just feel, well, here. There's this weird paranoia that won't leave me now, and I keep checking my phone just hopping to god that I'll see something, anything. But it's always nothing. 

I'm starved for human affection to be honest, and I miss what it feels like to be wanted by people. I know people tell you that this whole ""get it done before 21"" cliche is garbage but I genuinely feel like I'm slowly being counted down by some sort of internal timer. I'm scared, I really don't want to die alone but I swear that's how it'll end.",3.546150470219437,4.9063379724137945,4.361943573667713,87.267868338558,72.72413793103449,6.9278996865203775,25.595611285266447,7.348242739294969,1.1688620689655176,566,18,114,6,11,182,96,145,0.122,0.716,0.162,0.7069,0,1,1,0,0,1,17.0,0,1,0,0,9,10,0,1,1,0,13,1,0,2,0,21,26,9,1,2,5,0,3,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,13,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,3,4,12,5,12,18,2,10,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,2,8,68,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566427641303671,0.0,0.0,0.15719667987663433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554651676182536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774041498329744,0.0,0.0,0.1607571135920613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960692653551868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333088175635946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732715820311855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865710781270376,0.2699291531885591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595922161058406,0.0,0.09870296905270567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792088937923294,0.0,0.0,0.10382556120140347,0.0,0.0,0.20003913675416712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845936628166188,0.18934759851694052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127395721825554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010243351622725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619468578268225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921996873379081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210270710378496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891420046742248,0.0,0.1505448817787145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543994369349028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512451813336526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228599715065649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986188271597694,0.0,0.0,0.21092257525236932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,g3nt1em3n,2019/10/14,"Do we really need friends? Do we?

I've tried making some online, many didn't last most died in the first few weeks. I don't think there is a particular reason for this. Also there is no one to blame. Not everyone is meant for everyone else. And I've truly experienced that. All those shit they show on movies ain't true (maybe in a smaller percentage).

Also the topic of online friendship has lots of loopholes to begin with, it's very easy to desert someone online than face to face. It also makes it easier for people to be creeps; This is one of the   reasons why people don't open up that easy. Now I know what you'll say, you gotta try hard. And I ask you to what extent? I know it's not entirely impossible, I've had some luck in the past but the odds are very high.

I don't know, if it's just me. Cause I've been alone most of my life, and it's easier to blame myself. I've done that a lot, didn't help much. So at one point I stopped. And you know what, life's been decent for me. I don't mean to say that I don't have any human contact, I have some friends. But in a sense I've adapted to live with myself and most of the time enjoy my company. I know that's edgy and I've debated about it for a long time but that's the truth. 

Maybe I'll make some friends in the future that give me a sense of companionship, maybe not. But until that day I'll do just fine.",1.237519623233908,2.822095598639457,2.9478911564625854,94.06789638932496,79.40816326530611,6.291784406070121,18.450549450549453,7.1686216300943375,-0.016292621664050433,1062,21,253,13,26,352,142,294,0.067,0.797,0.136,0.9673,0,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,4,1,1,10,9,1,0,14,0,25,5,3,6,3,50,41,16,1,2,10,0,1,0,3,2,2,2,0,1,21,11,0,1,10,1,0,0,12,1,0,4,7,4,24,8,33,31,13,24,0,0,0,0,18,11,1,11,13,156,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447711887282835,0.0,0.26517558357253074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516509172470692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333186885337664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354611870056898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128356101776617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471406538203588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311192179962427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233473951316334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123483675470028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401788913549593,0.0,0.0,0.2561886840441207,0.0,0.0,0.10603171928989044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901435722018026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408681768486294,0.1167824141432884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30372562967501576,0.09009778282671936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561430882167301,0.0,0.0,0.0976011855793672,0.09781674498493807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793956086515698,0.0,0.0,0.22134155448958087,0.11206141563459376,0.3331307191151154,0.1204010170045864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125324225229245,0.08195757743436458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469666050701265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055146572159888,0.15325700803198358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044878296238506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080919752966736,0.2272892234751709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579789312367522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345881740498424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936528335380858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240913751105384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082401041913049,0.0,0.0,0.1289034097152897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008702930324844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239983888119785,0.0,0.0,0.08866156229205872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997373293539128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,The_Governor101,2019/10/14,"Discord Server  

Hey mate!

We're a small discord community looking for new people to be a part of the family!

pm me if you want to join!

Cheers mate!",-0.375,1.8074115000000008,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,100.66666666666666,5.066666666666666,19.333333333333336,6.742157984588678,0.6405333333333334,115,4,23,2,5,40,26,30,0.154,0.626,0.221,0.3331,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443028720518424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946411410300501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538823647214642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089119892819041,0.0,0.3258053969315968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771897402367917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ariesv123,2019/10/14,"So my ex started pushing me away emotionally because he said he felt weird that I didn’t have any friends friends that he was upset I would hang out with...that’s mint.

He’s right though, it is weird for me not to have any friends at my age",4.52470588235294,4.2488038235294106,4.459607843137256,93.36823529411768,69.58823529411765,7.584313725490197,30.72549019607843,6.42735559955562,1.1775960784313724,189,7,46,1,3,58,37,51,0.11,0.718,0.171,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,3,6,3,5,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600566900966537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487265105119969,0.0,0.0,0.16137952093999908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977903608235092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541863632928279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6135989958941487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260815740376333,0.2518228630047477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873802407114208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601000231563325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880595914979364,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,randomspamaccount17,2019/10/14,"Been feeling down lately So I just want to start off by saying that this is just a vent. I’m working through shit on my own, but any comment will be appreciated.

I’m in love with my best friend, and recently we had been meeting up to be with each other and do all the mushy like “cuddling” and shit like that. Keep in mind that I am under the age of consent so no sex. And just recently she has completely cut me off because she fears that her and I continuing will result in the split of our friend group and us being together throws off the entire dynamic of our group. 

She was the only person I could ever truly relax and be myself around and for a short time I found peace with her and she was my home. And now that she’s cut me off from her I just feel even more like an empty husk of a human being than I did before. 

I found that when I was around her I could literally just lay for hours with her and be at peace with the world and now that she’s gone I just can’t deal with everything else. 

And I’m not mad at her for her decision obviously, I respect her and her decisions wholeheartedly. I just can’t deal with not being with her and just seeing her is painful because it makes me think of everything I’ve lost with her",4.913020833333333,4.698752906250004,5.723812500000001,84.42327083333333,68.765625,9.014166666666666,26.832291666666666,8.648137234880735,1.569835729166667,968,25,214,14,15,318,132,256,0.1,0.677,0.223,0.9907,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,4,0,0,3,17,18,5,1,10,0,25,6,2,2,3,56,41,19,0,3,11,0,2,3,2,2,1,1,1,2,10,28,0,1,7,1,0,2,5,8,0,0,11,4,42,10,38,19,5,31,0,1,1,3,34,17,2,0,15,164,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920289026046518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24094442179525286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499157630967254,0.0,0.11515568972167535,0.0,0.14202027274827062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189071737913264,0.0,0.0,0.2160996620096225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790381567552529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305068023870543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938405458130125,0.1224135491478653,0.0,0.0,0.2432513908245737,0.0,0.0,0.15228364552856455,0.13685362311967922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967642746085525,0.20911093089737712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574682049075149,0.0,0.13327258991618382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202873415867156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526579055474345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834590910085728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772845971225526,0.0,0.12214042540484238,0.0,0.0903336903389878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664451676386105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292440879948096,0.1440004454496246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816475881160887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672436964239428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761968630089352,0.0,0.0,0.10784032698725972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778281837224215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957871268429339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671386952875322,0.0,0.0,0.0789118929139588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278508305166595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982102053448024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852170397344323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,29-31-33,2019/10/14,"If anyone is feeling down and needs someone, feel free to message me, I will talk to anyone about anything, maybe i’ll be able to make someone’s day a little less lonely I am assuming you can just click my user name and directly message it, if not I’ve created an email to message 
E: lesslonely@hotmail.com",8.041638418079097,7.210746949152543,8.280000000000005,70.72757062146893,62.5593220338983,10.578531073446328,38.31073446327685,9.725611199111238,3.760046327683616,246,11,43,4,3,81,47,59,0.064,0.853,0.084,0.2804,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,9,4,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,2,6,7,1,3,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,3,1,26,6,0,0.2936319018099776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106285060546263,0.0,0.24163403613013726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893682851062808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969382244132165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942963054820337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600157454724496,0.0,0.2949927121781924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772433459578025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975867150641137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236010200096104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Shnig1,2019/10/14,"I shook someone's hand at work on Thursday and I'm still thinking about it I'm actually worried that there is something very wrong with my brain. I haven't physically touched another person in... I don't even know. Months for sure. I hugged a couple family members on Easter. And that might be it since this past Thursday. I was talking to a maintenance worker for a minute and he offered to shake my hand as he was leaving. I have been constantly thinking about it since, just having someone else's skin touch mine no matter how minor. I don't normally interact with too many people at work, sometimes I will literally go the whole day without speaking a word, and I sure as hell don't talk to anyone at home. I didn't realize how much the isolation is getting to me until I shook that guy's hand and have been obsessing over the sensation of it all day at work on Friday and all weekend.",4.970809523809527,6.025749428571434,5.740928571428572,79.87748809523809,69.0,8.804761904761904,31.72619047619048,9.075114841892004,2.7203047619047624,710,30,134,13,12,232,107,175,0.126,0.77,0.10300000000000001,-0.4576,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,9,9,1,4,7,0,17,6,5,2,4,24,24,11,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,8,8,0,0,4,1,0,4,7,6,0,0,5,7,15,3,24,16,4,23,1,0,0,1,9,9,1,1,10,89,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.14424864301337248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549996295448415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335749450900036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501331449814166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973829954397814,0.0,0.0,0.16355734966453986,0.0,0.19066023132302914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348262729427713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763212281968432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934926660441554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722858882087415,0.0,0.08400814175811429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636265203787746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827309314414575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123668063964781,0.0,0.0,0.15651748259184406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986383341562262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681110152304698,0.0,0.0,0.1179865885358156,0.0,0.10866293534148186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482985166343953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411086137220097,0.1024781035980047,0.1290686163129905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24455247271343625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25049072537184724,0.11379720101061895,0.14619537428765633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804731677685733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786326548142799,0.0,0.0,0.2376203561206835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894310836459276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196499086831893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503305821030506,0.0,0.1424908800170227,0.0,0.3228388938428852,0.1501159359220592,0.0,0.0,0.1616153277613556,0.0,0.0
lonely,TexanCarolinian,2019/10/14,When does it end? I havent left the place I live in a week now.  It's getting worse and worse to the point where I can no longer recall the last time I spoke with someone at all for any reason.  Is this kind of existence even worth continuing just to appease possible hurt that may be caused by my exit?,4.16357142857143,4.44007801587302,4.787420634920637,88.79160714285715,70.42857142857143,8.204761904761906,25.273809523809533,8.07648339933343,1.1122095238095246,237,6,54,3,4,76,55,63,0.184,0.7559999999999999,0.06,-0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,2,1,7,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,1,8,4,1,14,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,7,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683379860096272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23691674823503955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018226371277921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426645621696696,0.0,0.0,0.15232650197474665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049272767792328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24689023366065901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24016181104165926,0.0,0.18799122307987956,0.0,0.0,0.2505761594805988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364725607509854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409554065479172,0.0,0.21801640697116556,0.2599965111045112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23712225636090756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954089231649761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448005539797642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499451387736154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4700558235592161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bigblackglock14,2019/10/14,Someone to talk to First post on here and Ive been so alone since me and my girl broke up a while back I have no one and was hoping maybe someone would be nice enough to talk to me and maybe we can be friends maybe not who knows,1.4761764705882356,2.515749117647061,1.8766176470588256,104.31727941176472,77.43137254901961,5.1000000000000005,18.63235294117647,3.1291,-1.0579058823529413,179,3,48,0,4,54,38,51,0.131,0.72,0.149,0.2695,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,10,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,6,3,6,5,1,6,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186105685635169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230403623215733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809742312353614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795407187167678,0.0,0.0,0.16307641337666354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096456051058867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160015787335248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6361611528032103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303022645171487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215198937390955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746038408670561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35768718480920497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33930899480608284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994198436329156,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,captainpointless,2019/10/14,"Staring at my ceiling It's moments like these I wish I had someone to talk to. No one really responds any more. The one person I thought was actually into me seems to be ignoring me.

Idk. I've been staring at my ceiling for a couple hours now. No one had responded to my messages. Perhaps I'm not actually important to people.

Anyone else feel like this sometimes?",1.2916901408450734,3.965451478873241,3.7987183098591584,80.47357042253522,90.54929577464789,6.220281690140845,29.635211267605637,7.554174236665415,2.5673312676056343,289,16,50,6,10,100,51,71,0.13699999999999998,0.759,0.10400000000000001,-0.1007,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,5,3,8,2,9,4,1,6,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,5,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.4225645997974861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723406545000345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138866262754969,0.2218398414089703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23956393821509514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086612773095928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947384317964502,0.1546746202316291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321850713255192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115514708659937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44013786267505145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010061075888853,0.1890479766719817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387017002750277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710235960735575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344802229772794,0.0,0.21413369490893647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402234882473785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188456998462312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489755460434384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,joastisameme,2019/10/14,"i dont know anymore hi! i am a student and i am lonely. im not sad, or depressed. im just content. im not happy or excited. i have friends, and they talk to me, but never out of school. sometimes they dont talk to me at all. i feel like a background character. i dont even know how to talk to people anymore. i use to be super popular... this whole loneliness thing is starting to get to me.",-1.7034751131221704,0.21897372941176485,1.6752941176470593,94.69728506787331,99.94117647058823,4.497737556561086,21.832579185520363,6.297961479604792,0.4964660633484166,297,13,68,4,13,106,52,85,0.106,0.722,0.172,0.7652,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,3,9,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,2,2,16,14,6,0,0,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,12,6,10,13,2,4,0,3,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,47,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29895662712643306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298188869100697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.529944365945702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995521842891718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621089227418681,0.10767769247563257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644946085233235,0.0,0.0787473885094942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044915151121242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884253342433515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566860923458845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363643171893207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116248112162536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449346752231553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254135350472733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907049465869918,0.0,0.10668365569973688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634401998060756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013473441489154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301776706195872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827864590326674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tropicalsadness,2019/10/14,"Pets are important I never truly understood what made animals so special until I I had to deal with loneliness and depression. 

I struggle so much with meeting new people and connecting with them. More importantly, I struggle with knowing their true intentions. I’ve been burned a few times and it’s definitely made me pessimistic about other humans. 

With animals, there’s no need to guess how they feel about you or what they want from you. When my cat jumps on my bed and cuddles with me, I know he’s doing it because he genuinely wants to be close to me. It’s just pure and innocent. I don’t know if it’s possible to find that anywhere else. 

I finally understand the reason why people develop special bonds with their pets. If you deal with loneliness, I suggest you do some research about animals and consider adopting a  cat or a dog. I know there’s many reasons why some people can’t own pets, but it can be a big help for the loners out there. 

I love my cat ❤️",3.690059523809525,5.680511560846566,4.87507605820106,81.15007440476192,73.60317460317461,8.746164021164018,29.27281746031746,9.354420925462401,2.801161111111111,771,33,145,19,16,254,111,189,0.091,0.782,0.127,0.831,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,5,0,11,7,0,2,6,0,10,2,0,6,3,45,24,16,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,9,16,0,0,10,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,1,26,4,21,17,6,11,0,1,0,2,18,4,0,7,6,99,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927895761493354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313856414659805,0.13110358075946002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715709416649235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696507887131128,0.0,0.0,0.1667453950586426,0.1391228393489074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768329346763075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020273030770488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33461614726584965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738105371807915,0.2880612774102642,0.0,0.15432332462742332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111896413320521,0.11286637560712875,0.11739850898269892,0.1470113441001281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165826194682602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716008824806027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130071882462073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182588213713995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875848404387564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846242120511353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956210441436005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747028701751403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cweelvin,2019/10/14,"I hate feeling intellectually lonely I’ve had a pretty hard week, a lot of unnecessary depressive episodes. I really want to change and be determined to be smarter and better, and deep down I don’t want to be lazy and selfish...but it’s so hard to take control of my life. 😔",4.02809090909091,5.246078672727278,5.863409090909091,77.51511363636364,71.36363636363636,9.136363636363637,30.113636363636363,9.516144504307137,2.689454545454545,217,9,44,5,4,75,40,55,0.221,0.48700000000000004,0.292,0.5402,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,9,10,5,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,4,1,7,6,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397445108493676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867622464417319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040345527563181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23347718396335956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706406624668027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4856613330126031,0.26763122535353395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914688498037991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230458946101638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275781535771688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365809478184466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038152611167041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197750529950681,0.0,0.2174406507229497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mreok,2019/10/14,"you know that you reached new whole level of loneliness when professors/assistants asks if you have any friends in class im literally the only student who work in his lab course/expierment alone and i swear to god a professor and an assisten once asked me,""do you have any friends?"" i said yea(i lied),but deep down,i felt like shit tbh",4.23,6.8607141428571445,3.86373015873016,86.0632142857143,74.23809523809524,8.644444444444442,29.54761904761905,9.2995712137729,2.8020285714285715,273,12,52,7,6,82,52,63,0.14400000000000002,0.72,0.136,-0.128,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,1,1,4,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,7,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,7,3,4,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,11,4,1,1,3,23,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453756796450985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322224836703395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429728455528701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22747851007094094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36608464109783023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25591218124559745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020398057001026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157462064669156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22881695754600204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523100225363357,0.0,0.18018687542477466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22536334733317706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431930040395618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26451057496970976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724791835830187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,B1G3AST,2019/10/14,"Hopefully there is a light to save me from my darkness. The one

At first glance I thought that you were just another one,
Another that glances and looks away
But the sun shines so bright upon your your lovely face
Our eyes meet like two lovebirds as if they were here to stay

I take another step
transfixed on that smile
Hoping that its not an illusion
Because you can see those pearly whites from somewhere close to a mile
 
As a second step is taken,
I feel my heart pick up speed
As we get closer
All I feel is anxiety

Your tall frame resembles a tree
Long and lanky but calming and sedating
You take one step closer to me
I feel as though my vision is fading

As we stop and meet
Happiness is all I can convey
For you brought light into the darkness
I want to keep it here to stay

The soft crisp morning air
Brushes our arms and legs
While my arms start to shiver
But you come in close and start to warm my face

Now we are closer than ever
And death do us part
For you brought light to the darkness
And warmed a fading heart",2.3119565217391305,4.5190646763285045,2.6977077294686005,94.15583695652175,78.56521739130434,5.879130434782609,21.46111111111111,6.961326702584282,0.4050369082125602,816,23,173,9,20,250,120,207,0.07200000000000001,0.787,0.141,0.9104,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,6,9,1,1,8,10,0,0,11,0,11,9,8,1,3,35,31,20,1,4,6,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,15,0,2,4,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,6,18,30,10,26,25,3,34,0,0,8,1,19,15,0,3,12,116,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430465724569576,0.10774160952656292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232307316508538,0.0,0.0,0.08585427469204149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132050795017325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273971278975219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21363760771396276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197977593782412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358267387100934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992595706340509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33379028197827565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797702263273298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518436028731827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880692354065505,0.0,0.0,0.12463826817022465,0.1182694644474782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271128850121227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863088792572205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251513885798454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122306152002136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993734343018712,0.3002317154593148,0.0,0.11774788523432675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178711529056665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837380793671258,0.11181060019423827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375794426284669,0.0,0.16941222756552562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307061459069894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CoarseRoughSand,2019/10/14,"This sucks. It's not my best friend's responsibility to fight my lonliness, but we've become distant and I can't stop myself from feeling abandoned.  They're the only person I have to turn to, but I can't turn to them because my mind keeps antagonizing them.  I hate feeling this way.",4.662321428571432,5.920214874999999,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,69.89285714285714,7.742857142857144,28.285714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.7859785714285716,227,8,44,3,4,76,40,56,0.317,0.59,0.09300000000000001,-0.9433,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,0,6,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,10,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,10,2,5,10,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,27,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600925872483063,0.2900465500241361,0.0,0.0,0.27560671174274803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655802325133572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290193413529026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592859127982705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23343145339365004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651744375235552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997366806749548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293123368215683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956464786170307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5713169769314107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845797063332447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HoodOracle,2019/10/14,"If a tree falls in the forest..... Sometimes you've gotta face reality.  It's BULLSHIT 😤 AND IT'S YOUR FAULT! Exactly as I've stated! Now, LET'S ARGUE! LOL LET'S AGREE TO DISAGREE & ALL THAT JIZZ AND JAZZ!  DID ANYONE EVER SAY TO ANY OF YOUS... that ,Hey, jerk off (lol) YOU create the reality that you prefer? Going back to the title, I've heard your tree fall, so obviously you're not alone. There are over 7 Billion people on THIS planet a ALONE so how dare you give up on yourselves? Even your point of attraction led you here to reading something from someone that at least  gives a shit enough to Tell you the truth!  Are we here to Just wallow in an ocean full of loneliness and if so, do our lonely ass corpses ever or even bump into one another?   God loves you. Yes you. And you and me. Then back to you. Then do forth because I can guarantee my third testicle that someone's craving the ,""the lonely"" Life that you're trying to escape, and it's probably a group of celebrities, lol. I can honestly say that I've felt like ending my life because the noise of loneliness was drowning out my verY own thoughts until I realized that, fuck, that noise wasn't nothing but my VERY OWN THOUGHTS! ACKNOWLEDGEMENT AND ACCEPTANCE gives us the power to create that happy social life that we prefer, and when I did it,  I realized that I was neither shy, not lonely, I was socially lazy, lol. Have a great laugh and upcoming week. Love and your Best interest... the H.O.😂",2.4693554006968625,4.750086954703832,3.661158536585365,87.07027439024391,78.40766550522649,6.748083623693381,23.4904181184669,7.83500028581142,1.2621101045296164,1144,38,226,19,28,371,163,287,0.106,0.684,0.21,0.9888,1,8,1,0,0,0,53.0,4,13,0,2,16,20,4,0,15,5,15,10,3,2,6,38,27,23,1,4,7,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,17,14,0,0,9,2,0,4,4,8,0,3,10,4,29,12,27,14,8,28,0,3,0,5,31,12,3,3,12,148,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24776104922456074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959805153283874,0.0,0.08133931991886452,0.12542215901733425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836345231921396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839463598420528,0.0,0.14582704160911994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552396120229373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593950270374064,0.12358973937383134,0.0,0.15800336645253465,0.21638929846455784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484494798492954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057808631838044,0.0,0.34422420324271596,0.06797746901252275,0.0,0.0,0.1318711254558767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732772396829173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24461991569823574,0.2534535443413566,0.0584357047925114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590650015049734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476961114423108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810512483668125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292294015803058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307069287601977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896047338914482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964298347248326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023832395788545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277857759184466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24385591843326546,0.20269137211625554,0.09208209518173266,0.11829795681028045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454494968478756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991493557370068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120775623397619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387684274841175,0.0,0.0,0.1973825682571525,0.0,0.0,0.09594442066528616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dr_Fluffybuns2,2019/10/14,"I worked with 500+ people and not a single one has messaged me first I used to have a call centre job that I quit 3 months ago. I was a floor walker so I knew everybody there (which was a lot) and treated everybody kindly and made people laugh. I made around 10 - 15 friends that I hanged out with after work drinking but it seemed I was always the one who initiated it but that was fine. After I quit I sent some people a few messages for updates. They'd either send small replies or leave me on seen. Now 3 months out and I've come to realise not a single one of them has messaged me first or even tried to contact me at all, not even to say hi. I checked through my messages and they never even messaged first when I was working with them. Not only that, I realised that the only person besides my boyfriend that does message me at all is my friend from high school that I haven't seen in 3 years.

Is there something wrong with me? Do people not like me? I don't understand, I thought if people want to be friends they'd talk to each other. I find I'm always messaging people with funny stories or conversation starters and people usually respond, but do people not find me interesting enough to not do the same with me?

I've been trying to distract myself from the loneliness with projects or spending as much time with my boyfriend when he's home as I can, and I know I could message somehow to talk to them but why would I at this point? It doesn't help knowing they're not really interested.",4.2950055370985645,5.302752166112956,4.700996677740863,86.88799557032118,70.5282392026578,7.195127353266888,28.286821705426355,7.2636822038024595,1.4094070874861575,1186,42,242,11,21,375,156,301,0.084,0.8390000000000001,0.077,-0.4873,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,6,8,11,12,0,1,10,0,23,1,0,3,3,59,38,21,0,4,18,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,14,20,1,0,8,1,2,4,12,2,0,6,13,3,41,10,35,20,12,33,0,0,2,0,31,12,0,9,18,174,55,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558536499767097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067394705993196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594958364369565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858790201207204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316890222649059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708697232697817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449117604614315,0.0,0.0,0.09458181810413616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976151124411133,0.0,0.1913102337478453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648910878734433,0.24637503514509546,0.0,0.0,0.22378186610912384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471513906816348,0.1020099176637047,0.09684708710168992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581054664333198,0.0,0.0,0.10054151578364813,0.10612223322422504,0.0,0.0,0.10223204998342647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047169241154254346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208298856574588,0.0,0.1827150680801598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412988526044705,0.0,0.07097504031639135,0.0,0.0744649775704937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962734544047536,0.1468605916198589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5354825000122456,0.08430335714388056,0.0,0.0,0.09127054766747836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538469641865434,0.0,0.0,0.061852124421504735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678009028395097,0.0,0.09771331556266773,0.0,0.08789509894999666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432857307083883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520576821029938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664957089743668,0.05629882850123975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110163558383942,0.0,0.0,0.10051150345140976,0.0,0.08338782576798456,0.10633570678517126,0.0,0.05694743567695766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712096620050189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086770235122465,0.0,0.0,0.06858604170921367,0.10556179407045813,0.0,0.06217475515188524
lonely,_PinkHoney_,2019/10/14,"Heya, reddit chat me if you’re interested in a voice chat before I sleep :) it’s very late but I’d like to hear someone’s voice before I go Otherwise, dear Redditor, have a wonderful day!",-0.0430701754385936,2.27325960526316,2.716842105263158,86.8645614035088,97.68421052631581,6.743859649122808,19.491228070175442,7.793537801064563,1.3457754385964915,147,5,30,4,6,51,31,38,0.0,0.621,0.379,0.9417,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.538365039811377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401349321821616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797836322752207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565388059309614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568459343876279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454802031868614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165690208136445,0.0,0.2680343328404574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26101409470353576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34305784686784024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FineappleFilms,2018/12/20,"21, married, and lonely. Man, I feel like shit for even saying this. I'm married a year and a half, and since about 2 months before I got married, my wife started dealing with some pretty nasty depression.

We've talked and talked about it, and she's working on it (genuinely). 

But 1-3 days a week, my wife just shuts down. She's just walled off and is just gone. She's there, but not. Get me?

I moved an hour away from everyone I know to be near her. It's just far enough to be isolating.

I don't blame my wife at all, in some ways I blame myself for how much socializing I need with certain people in my life to be happy.

When she's gone, there's no one. I can't talk to the people in my life about this because I don't want to violate her privacy.

I'm with her to the end of time, and we love each other to death, but I don't know how to deal with this.",1.4380720720720712,2.6498611675675683,3.061081081081081,95.08315315315315,77.86486486486487,6.446846846846848,20.44144144144144,7.0316486544052195,0.12513333333333287,656,15,161,7,15,217,105,185,0.098,0.763,0.139,0.8663,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,1,13,8,2,0,6,0,8,4,1,2,2,32,21,13,1,2,8,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,13,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,4,0,2,3,2,25,4,28,15,6,25,0,2,0,1,20,12,1,2,10,104,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335919451509802,0.0,0.0,0.0995029974555001,0.0,0.13889601587727218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526932210584558,0.3365642491892193,0.14058905972067998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445726108360962,0.16865938425059818,0.0,0.10781133866946507,0.0,0.0,0.155972483366566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253358151748927,0.11661096392336635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528051325596536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305492922435878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376050496849973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074786933883636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941298490456334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305872043063585,0.07974553582270548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732071430678545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028797989553711,0.17348679372756426,0.11999223395516215,0.12103237401120608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110608321625633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22632513181371666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606276529594988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980640117118206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167552414955488,0.1350248703844,0.0,0.0,0.1663916003755532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553445880937815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935923128876316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518025168859508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627680371064117,0.12956373107603608,0.1309326081086781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883279230427413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511424485329914
lonely,onthescanner,2018/12/20,I'm always lonely Can you recover from being chronically lonely? I feel like something has died in me,2.311929824561407,5.213185105263161,4.890526315789477,71.280350877193,92.68421052631581,6.743859649122808,22.12280701754386,7.793537801064563,2.2034070175438605,83,3,12,2,3,29,17,19,0.35700000000000004,0.539,0.10400000000000001,-0.7269,0,4,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534748466321379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5656129640015075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755630203828093,0.3893405428148585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26625429684877594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195594729631155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,the_homie0,2018/12/20,"Not invited Again, and of course they post their fun together on snapchat. Why do i feel so empty on the inside, and is there any hope that i will ever be that person you want to invite? Am i boring, am i annoying? What did i do wrong. It was like 6 hours ago when we were hugging, wishing eachorher happy christmas, and now youre having fun without me. Does anyone know how to cure this awfull feeling?",3.723416666666669,5.058565175000002,4.655000000000001,85.4366666666667,72.25,6.833333333333335,25.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.2078333333333338,314,10,61,3,6,102,67,80,0.11,0.622,0.267,0.9165,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,2,0,7,10,1,0,1,0,11,1,0,1,1,14,17,6,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,11,6,6,12,0,9,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,7,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23471793814808506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006442326831806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851454155128817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317171239942398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395152447077435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26776879895098504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818709721852577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26299350435369834,0.2607621232193166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455201585851632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936168500347772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312020304909813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535930103121596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156178392009895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389293257861001,0.0,0.3044922923863015,0.2552454789357393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28950331230234216,0.0,0.0
lonely,huythang,2018/12/20,"Help me out I feel lonely, no family, no friends, no lover. The only thing that can make me leave my rent room each morning is the job.
Every night after working hour, I go home, total empty. My heart broken, little by little.
I am sorry about my poor English. Just cant express how shitty I feel right now.
Thank you all for reading this nonsense post.",2.1337888198757757,4.461346188405798,3.3035610766045562,88.93434782608698,79.8695652173913,4.522567287784679,20.002070393374744,5.288315135182226,-0.047610351966873576,273,7,51,1,7,88,58,69,0.26,0.5670000000000001,0.174,-0.5303,2,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,2,2,9,9,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,2,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,10,3,5,9,3,11,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,4,33,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833413790604621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513838298802936,0.0,0.22005499014381372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812088269429626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366978871163027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25786266518150225,0.14585587062516936,0.0,0.2182752970962512,0.0,0.2142968362247851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159391279530038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304120005123193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43619423353248304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452528539914251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420730798058187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549821077167204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084051898630553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21766362740197534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583325938825213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435906913923187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034120890476215,0.0,0.0,0.14456692040453795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841884272123613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kremor,2018/12/20,"Would you use an app for lonely people? This has been in my mind for some time. Some sort of dating app (but not really) that would match you with people and groups based on your interests, and maybe also your location.

However I want to emphasize that **it won't be a dating app**. The focus will be on having quality conversations and connecting with people. For that reason I'm thinking in bare profiles that highlight the person's interests and not how they look.

Creating and joining groups will be also part of the experience. You will be matched with communities the same way you would with people, and the app will have tools to organize events on the internet and IRL.

Because the point of the app is to help people deal with loneliness, it could also have a tracking system or achievements, some sort of general steps to guide you out of loneliness. However, IMO that last part would be really easy to mess up (I don't want to gamify peoples problems), so I have doubts about it.

Just some random thoughts, what do you think?",4.068020833333332,6.5985005937500025,4.6106250000000015,81.00520833333336,74.3125,8.433333333333334,25.25,9.150863307647796,2.3289875,822,28,146,20,18,261,108,192,0.066,0.847,0.086,0.2757,2,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,8,1,1,7,6,0,1,11,0,24,0,0,3,0,43,32,14,0,8,5,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,10,13,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,1,13,2,27,15,7,16,0,1,1,0,15,8,0,9,5,109,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284585933842414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345854709800282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931081587972716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114732199411634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339234195106554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176731732704517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159923027456534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496920455331056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754364302008873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823921309311074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965185355113708,0.0,0.5694933968612624,0.11954378895190487,0.0,0.0,0.12942339970239022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310035665697973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754150145041536,0.14076540839143942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545171034749987,0.0,0.10869057220317783,0.07983282636188853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824554777519625,0.0,0.0,0.16150512773292486,0.10867211067725098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890253281913549,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,perfect_snow,2018/12/20,"Can't Connect with Men. I left an abusive relationship a year and a half ago, and although I'm happier and doing well in every regard since the break up, I'm chronically lonely and terrified of getting hurt again. I have had several romances since the breakup but they have left me feeling empty inside. Now I find myself feeling desperately lonely yet increasingly withdrawn from the dating world.   


I'm 32, and I am finally emotionally and physically ready to be a mother. The desire to be with a man and have his child quietly overwhelms me day to day. I am a beautiful woman who takes care of herself. I'm also a bit of a romantic and in possession of a very healthy sexual appetite. Yet I find myself feeling more and more alienated from men. Sometimes it feels like all the good ones are gone. Everyone I work with is a woman, and most of my friends are either women, gay men, or couples. I feel incomplete without a family of my own. I dote on my nieces and nephews but I don't get to tuck them in at night. I know I can have children without a man, but the desire to make a family from a place of real love is a dream I can't shake.   


I worry that because I was with someone who was abusive for so long, I no longer trust myself around men I'm attracted to. There was one guy, a very old friend I care for very much, who I confessed feelings for this past summer and was rejected. He was seeing someone else. He was the only person I've been able to have feelings for. So that certainly didn't help.  


I'm too emotional of a person to have casual sex, and as time goes on my celibacy feels painful and sad. It's just getting more and more intense. I'm not getting used to the feeling, it's just getting worse. Sometimes it feels like it's too much to bear. But I won't settle. I would rather be alone than be with someone I wasn't certain was just as crazy about me as I am about them. I intimidate a lot of men. I'm smart, I'm funny, I'm outgoing, I do well for myself, I'm strong. I tried to make myself less of all of these things when I was in a relationship and now I'm on full blast, all the time. But all anyone ever wants is to fool around. I can't connect with them on a real level. I don't know if it's me or them.   


It's strange. There are men who pay attention to me. I get asked out fairly often. Sometimes I agree to go out, and then I feel nervous, uncomfortable, or bored around them. Yet I'm horny and lonely and want someone to love. I have fever dreams about baby making sex and I have to take cold showers and every time I see a happy couple my chest hurts. I just don't know what to do. 

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lonely,Jraggs1999,2018/12/20,Finals has me dying I’m just about finished with my first semester at college and I haven’t made a single friend here. I’m super lonely and most of my attempts at starting relationships fall flat. Most of friends back home don’t talk to me and haven’t even made an attempt to visit despite only living about half an hour away. I honestly have given up.,3.5124761904761925,5.518538914285713,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,74.14285714285714,6.3809523809523805,25.952380952380953,7.1686216300943375,1.3286666666666664,284,10,52,3,6,92,51,70,0.034,0.7809999999999999,0.185,0.8996,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,4,6,5,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,9,11,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,3,0,6,4,11,8,3,12,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,6,37,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23120092411430115,0.1892208735415473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553929220769759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625339857136918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695693854963157,0.0,0.2093161231262897,0.0,0.0,0.38024268662076505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468390126815579,0.0,0.2423399265890449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172937721305384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656950286960494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715546601423236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641985855058073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417719053776173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779035040716536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cmor1210,2018/12/20,"(M/25) Looking for someone to talk too Recently went through a divorce 4 months ago and haven’t really had the motivation to go out much since then.

I tried to reconnect with people of my past, but they were either busy with their lives or moved away.

I find I devote a lot of energy in my job as a science teacher, but outside of that have little to no social interaction whatsoever - and really just want people to talk with.

If your in the NY area, I’ve love to meet up - in any case, just send me a message on chat here :)",7.371714285714287,5.637698933333336,7.996190476190481,75.13714285714288,64.42857142857143,11.447619047619051,33.38095238095238,10.355215969177356,3.100295238095238,408,13,84,8,5,137,79,105,0.022000000000000002,0.804,0.174,0.9507,1,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,1,2,1,4,2,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,1,0,17,9,8,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,1,9,2,22,6,3,18,0,0,1,1,13,9,0,3,5,57,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584035770797672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256787144045452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697125563748435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161453076407767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914782509482424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804335251568004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101224348554727,0.185123079861038,0.0,0.17605157104180205,0.0,0.0,0.17823528540438066,0.1892155613503947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673390830959847,0.2228227117721032,0.1541154481387697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013279755112773,0.2906871383657283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686118339929619,0.0,0.20700216930064028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342304350252374,0.0,0.0,0.21370979781898009,0.17763412277594962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370143421521691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233727257963172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365585888481992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434585404173446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,foxfira13,2018/12/20,"Bad breakup Hey guys, I was recently dumped for being to clingy. Apparently I'm to much of an attention hog. And I am. If anyone would like to talk to me, doesnt matter about what just to show me that attention I now lack hmu",0.9074468085106382,3.0697784680851115,2.8887659574468114,91.09400000000002,83.46808510638297,7.164255319148936,20.038297872340426,8.238735603445708,0.9402970212765962,176,5,40,4,5,59,38,47,0.195,0.754,0.051,-0.7248,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,6,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,8,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105012429734577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707765263924669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396951145008185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694819650517394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264395741107725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384615611386463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569233962266908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154517157819594,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,firelits_,2019/08/17,"I wish I was born a male so I could have the opportunity to fix my life, but I’m done and think about ending it. I’m from the Arabian gulf, I don’t have gender dysphoria or want to transition. I just wish I was conceived a male. 
Parents got divorced before I was born and my mom got to raise me on her own while handling abuse from her family, because “she must have done something wrong for him to divorce her” Throughout my life I saw my mother being beaten, and when I reached 10 years old. They (her family;uncles and aunt) told me that I had a father who had a family of his own, I got to meet them. My two brothers and sister. 
I’m 21 years old now, and my two brothers hate me cause I don’t follow their strict religious beliefs meanwhile they use drugs, smoke, and have assault charges, as for my sister she’s a compulsive liar who enjoys disrespecting other people to see their reaction.
I became a shut-in since I was 17, the only contact I have nowadays is with my depressed suicidal mother who brings up my father as an asshole in every conversation we have. I agree with her, because his an alcoholic dead beat dad. However, it gets repetitive and stressful. 
If I was a guy I could have bought a house for my mother by now and beat the shit out of my uncle for laying his hand on her, drove a car without her family taking the keys from me, my brothers wouldn’t give a shit about how I dress. I’m tired of this bullshit and I want out.",5.499442086112797,5.4041689381443305,6.251518091772791,80.73069132807764,67.52233676975945,9.183828582979583,30.176066302809787,8.841846274778883,2.226623852840105,1135,38,230,17,17,374,157,291,0.196,0.6970000000000001,0.107,-0.9890000000000001,2,0,4,0,3,0,30.0,1,0,5,4,8,11,6,1,17,0,24,8,3,3,1,33,48,19,2,9,5,14,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,8,15,1,0,2,0,1,4,4,9,0,2,16,3,55,2,30,27,2,22,1,1,2,0,46,6,2,2,12,158,63,1,0.0,0.14031504528142613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265610179632998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438236968151316,0.0,0.1007715165598417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216557775207326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910651068489864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199984981781836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423811390627241,0.0,0.0,0.13733617116015145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104889986620222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977872854541384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33492352575232337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061872520961283685,0.11360468679769185,0.0,0.0,0.2841474627355314,0.0,0.0,0.1172600250040428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692082425023252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366473147092213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729509576270046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869870494551395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485356234845867,0.0,0.0,0.09006805300560461,0.0,0.0,0.1314976837800195,0.0,0.0,0.08210144338706796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436992060992264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24312448203334355,0.09796293202502528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116986095907842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135656196590925,0.0,0.0,0.12953845381367246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904136015168733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758823828879376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361128782418157,0.0,0.11316079580239018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313693292199136,0.0,0.0,0.10228174935769976,0.0,0.0,0.13970104841636508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27236733541457914,0.11415811288606692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947987147314574,0.0,0.15252448817925762
lonely,anonpotter,2019/08/17,"Anyone else feel the urge to talk to someone but the thought of actually engaging is exhausting? This is me 24/7. I don’t always engage when I’m with another person because I just don’t want to. Maybe that makes me shitty, I don’t know but damn, it really is just mentally exhausting for me to try to communicate. I’m lonely but sometimes, the majority of the time, I just want to ‘be’.  I don’t want to feel like I have to respond right away or as if I have to engage.

I’m really just tryna say it would be nice to have silly goose time sometimes but to also just be in the presence of someone without actually ‘talking’ if that makes sense.",2.739398601398605,4.4913869538461615,4.903706293706296,80.9549300699301,75.61538461538461,8.111888111888112,26.433566433566433,8.841846274778883,2.1185384615384617,504,19,100,11,11,175,68,130,0.128,0.7190000000000001,0.153,-0.1154,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,0,5,0,14,2,0,2,0,24,26,10,0,6,13,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,3,10,6,20,21,1,6,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,3,4,68,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.3263623885061005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372462305041558,0.13913923859418464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534324156909284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692310608022985,0.17133517701848153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710734283180394,0.0,0.0,0.10193488289673017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968965094192562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910145788915554,0.11946097359850065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189894814263493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169454251124324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232393762709783,0.0,0.16799352051957675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851697955648107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600879779915854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142489844786312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280373767625035,0.0,0.13297891160060749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833674886751034,0.0,0.3307668657696814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688078908791787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275285917090518,0.19501297565025155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353042660228906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958895197997839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119272587673708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878726820657992,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lil-tripper,2019/08/17,My phone is just a watch I pay 100$ a month for And get scam calls with,1.961666666666666,0.5216696111111148,3.2300000000000004,103.965,75.1111111111111,7.2,18.0,3.1291,-1.1354000000000002,55,0,18,0,1,18,17,18,0.298,0.7020000000000001,0.0,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7307200706835947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738778408666784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5711948340181598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,s0ciallychallenged,2019/08/17,"flaked on again consistently since i moved back to my parents' house between semesters, people that i have made plans with constantly bail on me. even on the rare occasion of me actually getting invited to do something, the people that invited me themselves have bailed. it's getting really old and it's not like i have a million friends to go hang out with, i just get ignored.",4.8581904761904715,7.198496342857148,5.142857142857146,78.9704761904762,71.28571428571428,8.666666666666666,34.52380952380953,9.2995712137729,3.4993809523809527,304,16,53,7,6,96,51,70,0.065,0.889,0.046,-0.0798,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,9,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,8,2,11,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.24348404036205934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185642754912968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696297570711088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479783266354747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276943946864594,0.0,0.3910732561100779,0.0,0.14180127695674802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28789899765828136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189711796888453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360907199632909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26518776183370035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26181691545073565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770493619667046,0.0,0.0,0.3459551811571737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984136108058347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063957860985898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920836252261333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,turndowntheheat,2019/08/17,"Anyone else finds it difficult to form simple sentences? I speak like 3-4 sentences a day if any at all. The other day i wanted to explain something really simple to my dad and i kept tripping over my own words like a mentality handicapped person. Even the way i say thank you to the cashier sounds weird. 
I watched a documentary about prisoners that had been in solitary confinement for a long time having the same issue so i know that's because of me not talking.",4.666805778491169,6.5146281685393275,5.411268057784913,78.91202247191012,70.68539325842697,8.231781701444623,30.69181380417336,8.841846274778883,2.679480256821829,373,16,66,7,7,121,69,89,0.087,0.799,0.115,0.1027,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,8,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,8,3,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,4,10,3,10,5,4,9,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,6,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351236167942935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840847023894968,0.26143375637841976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555385169900744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32910434185093235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314706535131767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685257345022459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23320464441988306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26631278442941964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402250701708679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493091202401129,0.0,0.0,0.22580181896528195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571335772702648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278920848118472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345714227285746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029074063121935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642876064503345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050818106346124,0.0,0.23491002221400725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487813992840453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049547905724805,0.20252807556154226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mrlonely82,2019/08/17,"Lonely Loser I'm so lonely. I don't have many friends. All I do is go to work and then come home. Sure, I have friends at work, but no one wants to hang out after work. I've only had a couple girlfriends in my life. That's mostly due to my depression and anxiety. No body wants to deal with that. Its pathetic. I'm pathetic.",-0.9147826086956528,1.2149923768115976,1.6372318840579716,95.61410869565219,96.2463768115942,5.078840579710144,17.044927536231885,6.742157984588678,0.01491188405797139,250,7,57,4,10,85,48,69,0.39299999999999996,0.586,0.02,-0.9827,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,1,7,0,0,1,0,6,2,1,0,2,11,12,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,1,0,5,3,9,11,2,9,0,4,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,34,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586782019535652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553597393795283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803280619202246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254372672203114,0.0,0.0,0.23700999871403414,0.1980068467989437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552301379810834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065371595748315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306018225182501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238050573635715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23307582233829244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557817161472447,0.17484428854369208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667180690297852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27119416490159165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502095395201409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sex4life37,2019/08/17,Howdy Hey what’s up wanna chat?,-3.441904761904759,-7.481599000000001,-1.1942857142857142,107.78095238095241,181.85714285714286,0.9333333333333336,2.333333333333333,3.1291,-3.287723809523808,25,0,6,0,3,8,7,7,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,imreallynervous101,2019/08/17,I can’t stop crying I don’t know what’s wrong with me i’m so upset no one will talk to me i’m so alone I tried to apologize to someone but they won’t even respond to me,-3.515000000000001,-2.1124891666666645,0.23571428571428754,104.05928571428572,107.33333333333331,3.352380952380953,13.142857142857142,5.288315135182226,-1.365371428571429,133,3,37,1,7,48,29,42,0.29600000000000004,0.6729999999999999,0.031,-0.8037,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,7,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860894503685748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40948322929198017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24621881890220976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487109140883447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526065499929872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158567527048545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31166222090469825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996278363178294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25309432671657395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075783048514397,0.0,0.0
lonely,RTXSophie,2019/08/17,"Anyone else ever listen to sad songs when they’re lonely, knowing full well they’re gonna make you feel worse? I just moved into my own place for the first time, away from friends and family, and the isolation is killing me.  Music is somewhat of a safe haven for me but goddamn, I don’t know anyone here and I’m not great at meeting new people, so this shit kinda sucks. Sat on the floor listening to sad acoustic music feels so good and bad, anyone else get that?",2.9692741935483866,4.857336612903229,3.5351478494623656,90.42272177419355,75.34408602150538,5.940322580645162,21.302419354838708,6.6274283507984215,0.3461193548387098,367,9,74,3,8,115,74,93,0.32,0.591,0.08900000000000001,-0.9823,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,7,12,3,0,4,0,3,1,1,1,1,17,15,8,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,7,1,1,1,5,6,5,10,13,3,13,0,3,0,0,5,7,2,2,5,42,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897573650904135,0.3807582001582058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456984061662725,0.0,0.15513934885864245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31043234085921745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807118955240993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516034432087574,0.0,0.1878971028321237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804557180135634,0.0,0.0,0.143552421888696,0.0,0.09707540297058877,0.0,0.0,0.15584435318450138,0.0,0.20485058254037886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556561699020875,0.0,0.20422705191151452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240262282861642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748122716651995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794515515670248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881373794763906,0.0,0.1941265970101097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072608242495007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834434426748853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670609392225201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935108935642167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Miro37,2019/08/17,"Feeling lonely on vacation, crying like a baby I’m in bed right now, I’m drunk and I can’t handle the pain i am feeling right now... 2 days ago I met a sweet girl and helped her and her friend get to their hotel safe( they were drunk).
I know I shouldn’t talk to girls because I can’t understand pain and now I want to kill myself, I really want to stop feeling this, it does bring me down and I don’t want it...  I need help",1.6725345622119825,2.5200628279569908,3.421536098310291,94.19516129032259,76.63440860215054,6.604608294930878,19.737327188940093,6.868970318607317,-0.00556405529953885,325,6,80,3,7,109,58,93,0.221,0.578,0.201,-0.7884,0,2,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,2,0,3,8,1,0,3,0,6,4,0,0,0,17,20,5,1,5,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,0,1,2,3,5,2,2,5,3,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,4,16,4,7,17,0,12,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,0,7,43,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002874792461573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380295951669835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308695588621316,0.13097749772662642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777271223261053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30806815611602595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569083264214464,0.0,0.10610715455997488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722564882097752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469113726785275,0.0,0.11161401703925196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992204616500234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059009761610934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322082791651288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010589504857598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34687880835213386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979395284779578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632376056486918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114258684165267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593666584019104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mydogisnamedtofu,2019/08/17,"Can anyone dm at the moment? Just feeling extremely alone and I don’t know what to do with myself. Maybe someone reading this feels the same way. Just trying to get through the day...  (F, teenager)",1.1298198198198186,3.7152371621621607,1.8041891891891917,93.11096846846847,96.29729729729729,3.547747747747748,22.382882882882885,5.46131890053228,0.3076882882882885,153,6,28,1,6,47,32,37,0.062,0.897,0.040999999999999995,-0.2006,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808877425495707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571458656440491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23717433583486136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719003217442761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213906470113493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021109031751184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694636646665533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678588384199682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116012763154799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249684436244378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919102284647377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bitchsandwitch,2019/08/17,If anyone needs someone to talk to I am going live on mixer? Its not a self promo i just wanted to see if people would like to have a discussion there if they feel lonely! My username is dirkathirsk if that is something anyone is interested in?,3.6062499999999993,5.4979871250000025,4.823333333333334,81.855,73.58333333333334,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,1.1745249999999992,194,6,35,2,4,64,37,48,0.051,0.831,0.11900000000000001,0.5191,0,2,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,11,4,0,7,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,6,10,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,4,1,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631841383017822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747141707862856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823617452906505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618141082014357,0.0,0.2924674482505021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24559049559423346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296216270301968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639341504752905,0.0,0.34552774965324895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28063598903765063,0.25498421155453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662167373918329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953582099888076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23528445450180624,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mark-JoziZA,2019/08/17,"Is it selfish to be lonely? I'm brutally lonely. I feel so selfish though, because life isn't so bad if I can post online about it from a smartphone. I drove past a beggar who had a big smile and a sign that said ""Stress less. Smile more"" and I felt almost sick being so depressed knowing I have a house, car, income etc. and this guy has nothing and is standing in the cold late at night trying to get a few coins, in a million times worse situation than me but powering through. 

I almost feel obligated to suck it up, just live my shitty unhappy life and if I'm not going to enjoy it, at least try make money to give to charity or to help others. It just sucks because I already feel shit about life, and yet I feel I have no right to feel shit, which just creates this vicious circle. It feels spoilt to feel depressed and lonely.",2.7932142857142854,4.483012845238097,3.9804761904761934,87.89785714285715,75.30952380952381,6.2285714285714295,24.5,6.868970318607317,0.8744357142857138,650,21,132,6,14,212,105,168,0.309,0.613,0.077,-0.993,2,6,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,10,16,6,1,8,0,10,6,2,1,0,28,29,15,0,2,8,0,8,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,12,7,0,0,9,0,3,3,3,15,0,1,4,10,11,1,19,23,5,17,0,5,0,0,5,7,4,5,5,87,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754006712439652,0.0,0.1517500396829087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481838639944755,0.16765442900229768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368810903609383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336438052644233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4867182188311592,0.0,0.1320349364956725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184535200231518,0.1319158906940326,0.07815233461887043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616040919825076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217268765457927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867261060202095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557405884487191,0.0,0.15512170111766727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913904635675008,0.0,0.0,0.12142731830364058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179161513693301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904750651859334,0.0,0.1319483232388254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127260485013945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170033121399696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743614363966495,0.13080723644755993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823121431078621,0.0,0.15457141732599014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752174057153634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510673662853534,0.0,0.0801854776097719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672586170209451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013844136145995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MangoDragon1,2019/08/17,Does anyone else here lack close friendships? I'm talking about friends that almost never send you a text and never ask how you're doing and when you want to hang out with them then you have to initiate it. Does anyone else get this?,3.467173913043478,5.529261586956526,3.2602173913043515,92.17119565217396,74.43478260869566,5.469565217391305,20.195652173913047,5.985473137389443,-0.03393913043478314,187,4,37,1,4,56,37,46,0.047,0.8009999999999999,0.151,0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,11,6,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,4,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351772025514181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284375227502881,0.4812812709689652,0.0,0.0,0.2195613113954666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110531064064853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923888480839468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814513568678444,0.0,0.12270405024001305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36227523134633793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877063896058974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852582856766554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Fr3akyy-Love,2019/08/17,"Anyone wanna join a server to have some fun and make new friends? If youd like to join you can pm me, its a small group with people who you can talk to and have fun with.",1.1404385964912258,2.133370763157899,2.3921052631578945,100.47307017543864,78.21052631578948,5.066666666666666,15.298245614035089,3.1291,-1.3416070175438601,131,1,34,0,3,42,27,38,0.0,0.636,0.364,0.9393,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,6,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35730917912933724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948040700796999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249653048936362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411022891830949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935354068474791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35426910500569164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107294531143497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sadlifu,2019/08/17,"I dont hate being alone.. i hate feeling lonely I have always been a loner. Ever since I started third grade in primary school when the bullying started. It stopped when I went to high school but the damage was already done. All through high school I was a loner until I met a few friends. We were pretty close but that all changed.. and I was back to being alone. I am well in my thirties now and I dont have friends.. My best friend is my sister.. but when she is dating that friendship gets put all the way at the back burner. 

Weekdays are fine. I work a 40 hour job and go the gym 3 days a week so that keeps me pretty exhausted. Too tired to feel lonely.  Its the weekend when I start to really feel alone. When my parents and sister are busy with their significant others and I am alone at home.. doing.. well not much. 

The bullying has left a lot of damage that makes it hard for me to go out and make friends.  I did that before and I had friends or.. well sort of friends I guess because they only had time when something was bugging them and they needed someone to talk too. Friends with loads of other friends to keep them busy. 

I only ever had one boyfriend. I met him online and we met up and dated for a bit. It was long distance so we grew apart and broke up. I have been alone ever since.. I stopped counting when it was 10 years.. I dont think I even remember what it is like to have a relationship... I dont think I would even know how to start let alone have a relationship. It would feel to awkward. 

I have learned to be alone. I am good at being alone..I fear I have become too good.. I just wish I would stop feeling so lonely.. 

I have accepted that I will never find someone to love. I have accepted that I will never have children..  I have accepted that friendship is just not for me.. I just wish that that lonely feeling would leave and stop tearing at me. I wish I could turn that feeling off and just be happy with my life the way it is.. But that feeling of loneliness is always there..  I don’t know what to do anymore.. 

I dont want to be lonely anymore.. 

i am sorry for any mistakes I made, English is not my first language..",0.9207168542474236,3.2169899130434843,2.2803829449399906,94.59796011768556,84.65217391304347,4.7572782888899265,21.275346751973103,6.071614231061593,0.12310754214729425,1660,54,357,13,49,533,185,437,0.168,0.611,0.221,0.9873,2,18,1,0,0,0,64.0,3,0,5,3,30,35,2,2,17,0,61,4,0,4,8,83,99,30,0,11,12,3,9,1,8,6,3,0,1,1,24,21,0,6,18,2,0,5,11,14,3,3,19,9,61,21,37,66,8,56,0,8,0,1,29,15,0,4,35,263,85,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208356429078615,0.06405651209637289,0.0,0.0965998159874581,0.0,0.0,0.03947407633152725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513441957768138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926940447196616,0.0,0.0353850252093401,0.06410855531098153,0.04939387906874063,0.0,0.060916939444263025,0.0,0.06337249194492127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061406224961533536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04634595389032648,0.0,0.0,0.03743563220948566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059402423820317914,0.34015434261091404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667923648989236,0.15752100632454175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531922121750851,0.2348032069220487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053054075488320036,0.049374905918510716,0.0,0.0,0.3587768891892684,0.0,0.03032725836000425,0.0,0.06597910588141072,0.09737444951747612,0.0,0.0,0.06394551858915659,0.0,0.0,0.06179230782919661,0.051998876142417716,0.11461915530871185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266007595536314,0.058226059446059235,0.0,0.057164784522659835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760287429766936,0.10319001029292932,0.0,0.0,0.06380242963605323,0.0,0.0,0.06146358757674623,0.06306843636023099,0.05935717949274635,0.0410004434337809,0.02835892252070835,0.0,0.0,0.051369932097984634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04934964091094406,0.052389850787509566,0.054925649981374114,0.07749389347971009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04267135997915359,0.04304125217381655,0.08953913515470878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039334274837661984,0.0882949998172131,0.0,0.0,0.06445452953556285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810971099554765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058353453677993786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03718651310235169,0.0,0.0,0.12464190630248155,0.0657561449971087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624055067292235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096034462571374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836638298230264,0.04468755895176429,0.0,0.06497907122885054,0.16434438527726314,0.0,0.0,0.1941201834065166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04665612852503899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438858462726207,0.0,0.0,0.03384778038408839,0.06671670008639814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313866862519528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03423773367128264,0.09215030717827448,0.046561950465082484,0.0,0.15657417153966433,0.053810322056771706,0.0,0.0,0.2002541941465246,0.0,0.0,0.042259042027990565,0.0,0.0,0.16494021911210954,0.0,0.0,0.037380483996556635
lonely,gargraghav,2019/08/17,"Looking for Netflix partners I want to buy Netflix subscription but cannot afford it as whole. I can pay 4th part for the whole deal and looking for 3 other people to share with. It's something around 800 INR.

I don't have any friends, so I decided to ask you guys. Is anyone interested.??

I am sorry, if this kind of post are not allowed here.",2.6821739130434783,4.54928642028986,3.9442753623188413,87.26684782608696,76.10144927536231,6.339130434782609,27.44202898550725,7.1686216300943375,1.3976550724637675,269,11,54,3,6,88,55,69,0.10300000000000001,0.8370000000000001,0.06,-0.4197,2,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,11,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,10,11,3,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636782941406993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607801598129974,0.0,0.0,0.2046963246286031,0.21496388378104972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23705917195907314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776519193738904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276778350432526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394482658440548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861852148117581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490037979671081,0.0,0.15941220278308252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202200071360196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701988860774734,0.0,0.2574002299651652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356252152240885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134420411317144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,basketkasket,2019/08/17,"How I find acceptance (for now) 4 years ago, my only friend convinced me to get Instagram. Besides her, I initially filled up my home feed with fashion and makeup  companies, wondering who people typically follow on Instagram.  I almost never used it back then, but over time, I made more and more use out of the explore page. It wouldn't be for a while until I figured out people followed each other on Instagram. They follow hundreds of accounts and almost none of them are the entertainment stuff. There's a group of people I've known since we were little and I've grown an emotional attachment to them",6.923928571428572,7.759347107142857,7.191071428571429,72.00392857142856,64.53571428571428,10.32857142857143,32.964285714285715,10.290406445055957,3.5651999999999986,484,19,80,11,7,157,83,112,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.9072,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,3,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,4,1,24,12,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,9,1,0,6,1,1,6,3,0,0,0,2,0,13,4,16,8,5,22,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,3,9,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219030865373964,0.0,0.4116180362926934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580401996820298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311940491156468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785107246352645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879228595777095,0.0,0.10738115696803452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616376049518112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599546693484813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944778447233312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851772377007725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631513937587946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274667255839917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001688014959926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352831482593429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984643568166065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35502457026494666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22288896375325748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235484632099095
lonely,fullfuckinsend,2019/08/17,"I’m an extremely outgoing, friendly, productive 21y/o F in a relationship but as of recently I’ve just felt so... alone Okay so hear me out. I’ve always been super outgoing (still am) but have always only had a *few* female friends. It’s really hard for me to get along with girls, and so the byproduct of that is having tons of guy friends. I love them to death, but they aren’t people I can hang out one on one with.

The only female friends I have, really, have moved out of state and a few are still here but we aren’t as close as we were.

I’m just really not sure what to do? I need more femininity in my life and I’m really not the best with making new friends from scratch. I’ve kind of just felt like I’ve been in limbo recently :-/",1.882570719602974,3.378294587096775,3.9051612903225816,88.30081885856079,77.3225806451613,7.866004962779157,21.60049627791563,8.617729084823388,1.1291836228287848,571,15,130,12,13,195,89,155,0.113,0.6629999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.9686,2,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,2,2,9,12,0,0,7,1,15,2,0,1,1,27,25,13,1,1,9,0,4,1,5,0,1,1,0,2,3,13,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,6,5,11,12,24,19,5,16,0,0,0,1,14,8,0,0,6,85,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326324215821495,0.0,0.0,0.23019537780206836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451638157544573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26562786435248203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.534348724615436,0.0,0.07226923389573027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696374484141485,0.0,0.0,0.12391225404032755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590260978247808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404446168224538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977032147506048,0.06757873001084813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484393859084092,0.0,0.0923331784049732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701784962393666,0.0,0.10256642006970464,0.0,0.1335953882888153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874655384023004,0.2104051714093928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589731149034418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35445878836244604,0.0,0.2731589931388704,0.14850955158649026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209334464649487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303699109954392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Beary_3,2019/08/17,"Discord for all If you’re looking for a good chat, tons of laughs, or memes galore.. I have the place for you. We have many different sub channels(sports, art, food, and music to name a few), voice chat channel, and all kinds of fun. We are a reddit based friend group that recently moved to discord, but unfortunately not everyone made the move with us. We are looking to grow our community and welcome anyone and everyone! We would love for you to join us!☺️
(18 years or older please!)",5.6158064516129045,6.378761064516129,5.934569892473121,80.12185483870971,67.38709677419354,9.210752688172043,29.478494623655912,9.2995712137729,2.3489655913978504,381,13,75,7,6,122,67,93,0.065,0.727,0.20800000000000002,0.943,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,6,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,1,2,19,9,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,9,7,11,7,4,7,0,0,2,1,15,1,0,3,3,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954093272612904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935615028427144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540554819065629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240220270011454,0.0,0.14313454696802996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539069698095978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292400090390666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111502873858414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720804007499976,0.17530132545100896,0.0,0.18782867033297196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938127356302899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935615028427144,0.2033642952887532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292590087734426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44569968706586816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160626701885994,0.0,0.0,0.11930397533427008
lonely,Bospas,2019/08/17,Hobbies What are some of your hobbies that get you out of the house?,3.7371428571428567,4.765244142857141,3.3557142857142854,95.93928571428572,71.85714285714286,5.6000000000000005,28.285714285714285,3.1291,0.5158000000000005,54,2,12,0,1,16,12,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124770800293442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9109679788282716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,makebills,2019/08/17,"A big pathetic mess. Each night feels much harder to breathe and feels much lonelier. God knows how much I ‘ve always wanted a best friend and every potentials of mine have gone off to be somebody else’s and it’s fine. Honestly, at this point I just want someone to be mine, even if I’m not theirs. 

I am extroverted and can be a little shy sometimes but I have to be worked up. I have tons of friends and I still feel alone. I feel so out of place at times and I’m always the last one to know about everything. It sounds pathetic and petty I fucking know. But, there’s more to it than that for me. I’ve always been telling my friends how I’m always here for them yada yada yada. When it’s my turn no one seems to give a single damn and probably just passes off every single sad shit I say as a self deprecating joke. What is it about me that I don’t have? I feel more lonely than ever. It’s freaking ironic really.",0.3785089915775117,2.6780749319371786,2.2905804689278426,93.4312178465741,87.63874345549738,5.415979968131119,17.728431595720465,6.895973343053719,0.06097386751650325,716,18,157,10,23,237,112,191,0.20199999999999999,0.6920000000000001,0.107,-0.9663,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,13,14,3,0,6,0,13,3,2,2,1,30,31,16,0,3,6,0,5,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,10,10,0,0,9,1,0,2,3,7,0,2,2,7,19,7,23,25,10,18,0,2,0,1,9,10,3,2,6,107,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359215021072087,0.0,0.0,0.4367973397452447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772467795451554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963130986244506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866805132341816,0.11871098616703865,0.22114493181965536,0.0,0.11794696213083547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317857515397564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041791329220029,0.1213260893072205,0.0,0.1258940712239794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163725514078322,0.10697531610610328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315335148685347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894219258858514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315662572154135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785858528063606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711427778724244,0.0,0.12406097300695446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149521331435874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407350382332915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043645836649545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194728395627298,0.13690835856810066,0.0,0.1347124476999162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119631535480916,0.0,0.1297963181556714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480569005996232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470654199562733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652509622777451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427476968181932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481345211324316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554178208996443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,eightysevenpoint2,2019/08/17,"what's love I'll give you a cookie if you read through this.

I'm 17. At this age a person is usually loved by their parents and/or other members of their family. In a few cases this person is also loved by an s.o. and/or friends.

Relating the above with me, I would say my life has always been devoid of love. I didn't know this would affect me. I don't know what to do with this emptiness.

(If you want to know why or how or if you find yourself doubting my claims, pm me. I'll probably tell you more.)

I want to know how you guys deal with this void. I want to hear your stories; success stories, before-after stories, suicide note drafts, anything honestly.",2.3142230576441136,4.2533016691729335,3.371597744360905,90.63052944862156,77.42105263157895,5.937092731829575,23.865288220551378,6.816661863887847,0.7572310776942359,514,17,106,5,12,165,82,133,0.071,0.723,0.20600000000000002,0.956,1,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,7,2,1,3,8,0,1,5,0,9,5,0,3,0,22,23,8,1,8,5,1,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,3,9,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,19,7,14,19,2,4,0,0,0,4,23,2,0,6,2,66,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174980779901988,0.12667955362085656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528418572789055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569573121567887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352248992216066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914864188768652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176236613584154,0.0,0.0,0.14604672048110526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074591179385038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159052630980726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346782071415419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753473636270464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496261328602665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904941167729592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658679106885435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641452346995068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522856196640874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107087355627065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665306853877472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330683336658879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767571987858387,0.0,0.2693931105850743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737690909131245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163001359543079,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TravisHarned,2019/08/17,"What’s wrong with me It seems like in my life people have a natural ability to not like me. I can’t put my finger on it but people just seem to just look at me as a fuck up, maybe it’s because i’m an anxious wreck all the time so people sense that, Is there anyone else that feels this way? I just feel absolutely alone.",0.3914285714285733,2.2399358571428607,2.47,95.165,83.28571428571428,5.7142857142857135,17.142857142857142,6.868970318607317,-0.25014285714285656,250,5,60,3,7,84,54,70,0.212,0.6970000000000001,0.091,-0.904,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,4,0,3,3,1,0,1,11,10,3,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,7,2,8,10,1,7,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,2,3,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22698673977882905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475917726979641,0.0,0.15324384370954414,0.22455836121006725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359971169820373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308253821187867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216307644619055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026126332847557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480128641552526,0.214143912597144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404169634606146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017865985405155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558200225158011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203193170515716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990354715631836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277956896790538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396136358649178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396203018095728,0.0,0.0
lonely,Timelymanner,2019/08/17,"I’ve realized the thought of dating and the act of intimacy fill me with terror. I’ve been alone for so long, and I’ve had so many bad experiences I start having panic attacks when the realization of spending time with someone hits me. Years ago this wasn’t a issue. I had social anxiety, but dating in it self wasn’t a trigger. I had to just deal with shyness.",4.387397260273975,5.289344452054795,5.945095890410961,78.443397260274,70.23287671232876,8.579726027397259,29.668493150684927,8.841846274778883,2.337352876712329,287,11,56,5,5,98,51,73,0.20600000000000002,0.794,0.0,-0.8883,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,2,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,10,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,7,0,5,0,9,2,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,8,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254242483189316,0.0,0.0,0.26338119387939485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454108391202424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893063525215434,0.0,0.0,0.2123323663520008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621752063373393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24875711170114675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654262414998069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505013516412212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578233076466765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29836975480597644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652934699271705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592298633402094,0.2154700900085628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999695838396718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188816048156735,0.14828611289411192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637627816964823
lonely,brownishunicorn,2019/08/17,"Wondering how to deal with having nobody to talk to? I recently had to move back to my hometown after living away for sometime. I have no friends here, no old connections, nobody to talk to or catch up with. It’s a small town and pretty much everyone I ever knew has left. I work Monday to Saturday and don’t have the time or money to join extra curricular classes or volunteer anywhere, not like there are many options like that here anyway. I’m just extremely lonely. Sometimes I just sit at cry about what my life has become. Is this part of being an adult?",3.8112436289500518,5.707162275229366,4.9388379204892985,81.22479102956169,73.03669724770644,7.780224260958207,25.87257900101937,8.515128840125781,1.9250236493374109,444,15,81,8,9,146,83,109,0.13,0.7959999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.6568,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,1,1,15,13,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,7,3,18,10,3,17,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,5,10,62,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344887832729195,0.15013935234162865,0.0,0.0,0.2156442519333914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144788914672293,0.0,0.20129974663094305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661969039792186,0.0,0.18657490484342515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508538398364052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21214556643083535,0.0,0.13791466537229075,0.19078385413460125,0.0,0.17241409790017234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795833187234552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207525592544676,0.1435351874184068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048876997242656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114425737114068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864494021237966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279115445864067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862251720356796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313877793223856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385499556378488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211746155277833,0.14214825870497766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cheesylumpia,2019/08/17,"I'm becoming too conscious and I'm starting to hate it I don't wanna spread negative vibes here but this is some sad shit.

Alot of people tell me that I'm wayyy too skinny to be healthy. They tell me I'm underweight (I'm 15 and I weigh 43 kilos) but I can't help but to think that I'm fat.

okAy, i started to starve myself before i ended my relationship with that one guy who caused all this. He basically told me I'm not good enough and I was too fat. That's when i started losing weight. The relationship was too abusive that's why i broke up with him which made me more skinnier than before.

Up to now I'm still conscious even though the new guy I'm with right now says that I need to gain more weight. I don't eat anything, but sometimes if i get too hungry i just eat one pack of biscuits and i vomit that before i go to bed. 

I just wanna be pretty. I realize my mistake but I can't stop it.",-0.482319587628865,1.6932849329896908,1.7910391752577333,96.04313608247423,91.42268041237114,4.547298969072165,17.55381443298969,6.152001189255117,-0.33969294845360753,703,19,162,7,25,236,104,194,0.184,0.721,0.095,-0.9644,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,14,8,2,0,3,1,9,10,4,2,1,30,28,12,0,5,9,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,13,7,8,1,4,0,0,1,6,6,0,2,4,3,26,2,17,22,6,14,0,3,0,0,13,3,1,3,10,101,39,0,0.0,0.15705039015257796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907757471063928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463913545928048,0.3383715401348711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616563559257466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27126402617701234,0.0,0.0,0.1174001924652133,0.1369598574555234,0.0,0.08754820042696036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925204305214616,0.0,0.07533137065675932,0.1111768741195626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26249120526241543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308659454774142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884564910310765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828984234700246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542226639891685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828434252699808,0.0,0.12801787264956493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963898102145062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189366464706288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485127296450844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28461875976051176,0.0,0.11319720272161835,0.0,0.10540929151504667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606094301005936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109560214386426,0.0,0.2814592810244535,0.0,0.10585481346270087,0.11081795738819228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317095493374773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493285815755239,0.13022996312040894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665745925603966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32282102890640235,0.0,0.0,0.11960599797862954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Irakles,2019/08/17,"5 years of emptiness I shut down completely around 5ish years ago, i was 15 when my parents put me on ADHD medication. I never realized the effect the meds had on me, I kept taking them even though everyday I was more and more suicidal, I never thought for a second that it had anything to do with the meds, I took them for almost an entire year. I think my brain is trying to block out that entire year from my memory,  I cant remember why I stopped taking them but thankfully I did, I do however remember the first time I actually felt something once I had stopped, I remember it felt incredible. But I also think the damage had already been done.

Since then it has been better, bad thoughts were still around but they werent as intrusive. I even had a girlfriend for about 7 months, but in all honesty I didnt feel anything for her, I only went along with it because I wanted to try to feel something for someone. I havent had a crush or attraction to anyone since before this happened. same goes for friendships, Ive had many really nice people attempt to be my friend but I've always pushed them away. I finished high school without having any friends or doing anything outside of school. Spent weekends by myself playing TF2 sometimes chatting with people online but eventually I've stoped talking to all of them, even one of them who was the only person in the world who knew that I was going to kill myself (now that Im thinking of it he is still the only person who knows how serious I was)

after highscool wastnt much easier, I expected that maybe college and work could be a new opportunity for me, that maybe I could be normal. but i continued to pushing people away who wanted to get to know me. there was another girl who I could tell was interested in me, but i didnt give her the same chance that i gave the other girl few years ago. she would always try to talk and flirt to me and I mostly replied in one word answers or just enough to not be rude, she was very nice and I didnt want to be rude but once I didnt have class with her I stoped talking to her completely. There was also this situation that I kinda find funny now, this guy at work is the kinda guy that I would like to be friends with if I could have friends, we joked around sometimes and it was all good but once while we were working together he just came out of nowhere and went ""hey when we get off, you wanna get lunch?"" immediately I replied ""NO""  he looked disappointed and latter i felt really bad, that could have been my shot at ""being normal"" and my anti-social lizard brain kept me from it. havent heard from him after I quit that job. 

For the past 3ish months ive been talking to a therapist, this is the first time in 5 years that ive had anyone to talk to, to really actually talk to, not just one word response or just enough to not insult someone, im talking about all the things that i cant talk about to anyone else. its pretty difficult for me but im sorta just forcing it out of me. And I think that maybe I am beginning to wake up from this poisonous slumber that ive been stuck in. since ive started it ive been alot more, lets call it, ""emotionally expressive"" a month ago I freaked out and punched a few holes in my door then tore off my shirt (my favorite shirt too) like the hulk and then I crumpled to the floor face first sobbing for maybe 10 minutes straight, i know that sounds scary/kinda hilarious now but I felt really good after. also a few nights ago I had what my therapist described as a panic attack but i feel better and more capable now.

ok final paragraph i swear. Man Im not sure why I wanted to write this all down in the first place but i feel alot better then when i started writting. sorry if this is difficult to read, i was sobbing though writing half of it Hahaha. When I started writting it was from a very bad place but now I do feel alot better. idk if this is the sorta thing that people post, but i feel like this needs to be shared. I think I was gonna write something about loneliness on here but i honestly done feel all that lonely after typing this all out. anyhow Thank you for reading, it dose mean quite alot to me.",3.952280304224466,5.203050986778846,4.777180800756621,85.10572903530897,71.58413461538461,7.619199243379571,26.139344262295083,8.035763501944215,1.4714719183480454,3279,104,662,45,61,1061,325,832,0.107,0.743,0.15,0.9908,4,2,3,0,0,1,72.0,3,2,7,16,38,46,6,1,33,1,79,10,6,2,10,145,133,54,2,19,34,1,11,3,5,3,3,2,1,7,51,31,1,5,30,6,1,8,16,19,0,9,54,14,107,27,101,62,24,99,0,5,1,0,61,35,2,18,58,472,158,11,0.0,0.0,0.09040764959215243,0.0,0.05567033146748985,0.0,0.16424748559493615,0.0,0.04638503276201319,0.0,0.05111774441604789,0.1111316372997925,0.07708763001105932,0.0,0.0,0.03150071208901853,0.04857290821621243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971687630929006,0.047462609639550235,0.11435777139538005,0.12370984515103275,0.0,0.05269823601793405,0.0870425398227308,0.0,0.11603140814646586,0.028237607943515857,0.0,0.03941681498602904,0.0,0.0,0.16387303001829814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342188046652633,0.04730018682517576,0.052980302900566184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713597597627828,0.0,0.0,0.1849226993595392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480746981578801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03869628811033055,0.05210628591107791,0.0,0.09572651458249977,0.0,0.09178620919160124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639534168480843,0.033092617965163405,0.17790646122737228,0.05074375040225184,0.04233768874211336,0.15760669688112822,0.0,0.0,0.14315379282881865,0.0,0.07260437655521039,0.044436514145256886,0.026325996849243763,0.07770579540139448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173260200161376,0.04096260441185537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048941990498217514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014387528819208,0.0,0.0459676761911101,0.0,0.05124869605153955,0.0,0.07637247606500548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047367629476964525,0.0,0.06789212084231595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03889901557886034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046963481440585465,0.18614766740012464,0.05045849988153247,0.10290713348737532,0.046664784092739116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092191160436723,0.0,0.034052176771939134,0.03434735448376687,0.07145313530630933,0.04473830865729688,0.0,0.043470284881175485,0.09077192135844088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799502344520196,0.09416744724956888,0.10569045408874662,0.0,0.054349168700703145,0.05143536635742104,0.0,0.044219820156752486,0.12845603656871582,0.08089358758048812,0.0967937645541636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04436390187820285,0.0471263718717644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0465666461267453,0.0,0.09853880966495047,0.09266955218207606,0.0,0.1187008539978039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742220597445475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376116109774996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495470840194208,0.052068139299380714,0.0,0.0,0.07849736833712412,0.1069833718218966,0.09162776088899993,0.05185395593302421,0.09836136102184838,0.0,0.07398600241574929,0.07745493468674618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066901285064687,0.0,0.043658163597153056,0.0,0.0696571201668725,0.2978564989360724,0.04048768005026855,0.08529459117454538,0.0,0.10756738332690878,0.06154887674222776,0.1484071069435908,0.09102273246577099,0.07354936963917466,0.0540217420555535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514657137615996,0.09434928215800337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644139956249596,0.10928823077723852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858823623023656,0.08359723441866056,0.0,0.0,0.044652986958990594,0.0,0.10116942863219826,0.0,0.0,0.06581198139398202,0.0,0.0,0.17898002540719174
lonely,bellmme,2019/08/17,"I don't know what to do. I feel so alone all the time, I literally never had a friend, or just someone I could count on. I cry everyday with the thought that I don't have anyone.
I swear I have already tried everything to have friends, but people just don't seem to like me. I feel ugly and disgusting. I had times years ago that I wanted to kill myself, and I was getting better in the last three or four years, but now everything just seems to come back and I don't know what to do. I can't go to a psychologist because I live in Brazil and it is extremely expensive. I just don't have any clues on how to get away with this.",2.501804511278195,3.5487786165413566,3.969932330827071,90.28888345864664,74.86466165413533,7.726015037593986,23.82631578947369,8.238735603445708,1.0750757894736849,488,14,114,8,10,162,76,133,0.184,0.762,0.054000000000000006,-0.9582,0,1,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,2,0,5,0,17,0,0,1,2,27,29,10,1,2,8,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,7,0,1,2,7,2,0,2,4,2,18,4,15,24,1,17,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,11,81,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926365486875088,0.0,0.0,0.18608047658466872,0.1982666285540378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217949078716395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562710711173494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880274265403186,0.13815257245863738,0.0,0.10952312918631033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890056155560012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547669200262585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344920952191886,0.0,0.19735539105598615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229456205936931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168972477017964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27762003383684736,0.0,0.18773683023137225,0.0,0.10210870409581596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987745410131881,0.0,0.19748019683720466,0.14645230883424407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777605544845755,0.0,0.15864895366569276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857000537322145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455824087524628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271235614689011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223097916738382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426352601940695,0.2095301502115565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198186946402315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597205189885196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313988786827844
lonely,a-biss-doesnt-care,2019/08/17,"Love doesn’t exist I’m saying that love doesn’t exist and that it is just more of an obsession. Like ur dependent on someone else, I mean I can’t really explain but if someone want to prove me wrong tell me because right now I believe that love is just a 4 letter word nothing more nothing less",4.417295081967211,5.007322491803283,5.446024590163933,83.17920081967216,69.98360655737704,8.067213114754097,30.004098360655732,8.07648339933343,2.0205377049180333,236,9,47,3,4,78,44,61,0.092,0.69,0.218,0.8029999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,1,1,11,12,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,3,12,3,3,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,2,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077308358094092,0.0,0.0,0.2416973859595742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920898007532696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480658762077458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5808543836238047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336817493739504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116870447374687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374308752713273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320406706825285,0.0,0.17059971843855065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635344371580117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875052156614411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653301730119462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345505492333699,0.0,0.0
lonely,gsdowner03,2019/08/17,"No reason to push forward. Never really opened up like this on an open forum. Guess I’m feeling kind of hopeless so fuck it right? Not sure how long this will be, probably will be a TLDR at the end. 

I’m in my mid 20’s (M) I always wanted one thing when I was younger (16)- to enlist in the Marine Corps. Turned down relationships, turned down money from family to focus on that. It was hard enough to focus on it when I had lost my brother not long beforehand. He and I were never close up until recently it started to change before he died, we never got that chance. I still think about it, obviously. Some days are worse than others. Back to enlisting - I was over 300lbs at 16 which took years to get in the shape I needed to. All at the same time was trying to get a tattoo waiver. After over 4 years of waiting from starting the process of talking to them I finally enlisted. I served 2 years and around then my mental state was shit. I started drinking every weekend, spending those weekends at strip clubs wasting money bc of my mental state. I ruined relationships & had my closest friend walk out on me because of that. Eventually lead to me cutting & having suicidal thoughts which caused me to be separated from the Corps. 

During that whole time I lost multiple friends, ruined those relationships lost the only thing in my life I ever worked my ass off for and spent years working towards. This ultimately made me feel worse. The downward spiral didn’t really stop for awhile. I did cut more, I drank more. Lost more close friends, pushed people away. Gained weight back and ultimately still feel like shit. I feel a huge emptiness in my life losing something I wanted so badly. And I feel like I fucked it up, that I didn’t try hard enough or something. Now, I find it hard to find something worth waking up to. Some days I really wish I didn’t. 

The only positive thing that’s happened since I’ve been home is that when I came home, I got a German Shepherd puppy. She’s the most amazing dog and I believe is the only reason I’m still here & she holds me up quite a bit. I love her and value her more than myself. 

Still, I feel so lonely. I understand that people work, people are busy, in no way do I expect to be talking to someone all day or everyday. But, those who are “in” my life now, I just have had my limit of trying reach out and try to talk. I don’t want to sound selfish by any means but when nobody ever reaches out, it adds so much to the empty feeling. It sucks

TL:DR - I’ve fucked up friendships, I’ve lost friendships for no fault at mine. I lost what I worked so hard for in life & now feel empty and don’t want anything else. Some days I wish I wouldn’t wake up honestly. 

I don’t know what I’m looking to get out of posting here. Not looking for advice, or some inspirational talk or anything. Just wanted to get that off my chest I guess and feel a little less lonely in doing so.",2.9443717728055065,4.828274812392428,3.950750086058523,87.43415955249573,75.40275387263341,6.36917039586919,22.97972461273666,7.1686216300943375,0.8017366333907057,2290,66,457,25,50,739,268,581,0.155,0.752,0.092,-0.9828,0,4,4,0,0,1,75.0,1,0,1,15,30,35,8,0,19,0,33,17,6,6,9,87,92,29,2,10,11,1,14,3,3,3,4,1,2,0,33,22,3,4,19,4,5,7,16,23,0,1,28,17,62,12,80,57,18,103,0,12,2,5,21,50,7,11,47,297,95,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053800149969470204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045811056909540175,0.23861289568123004,0.0,0.037440012463583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061290158036772,0.049011570820301616,0.0,0.0,0.051726985831552635,0.0846694318564118,0.04596951496307291,0.033561666490566744,0.0,0.046848656632944484,0.06202933231436964,0.0,0.0,0.06010696408293555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296947177943629,0.0,0.05655774511538857,0.05824201707957855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202643018003452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713950371246548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053933984084677686,0.0,0.0,0.045992278049175835,0.0,0.048763332488767686,0.1137752660617971,0.0,0.0,0.09960272644989338,0.04638710969602194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190195864836479,0.0,0.2505420085018735,0.07866412832618044,0.0,0.0603112285887518,0.10064049280566023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760853879844322,0.1526953360596938,0.115058087383592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880667300262649,0.0,0.12130092635283064,0.0,0.0486858968580373,0.0,0.1972776821439667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045144530080707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733241991768725,0.03025737373457991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555090893383752,0.08069283777878526,0.0551806413351206,0.0,0.09744577083192486,0.09246645751867616,0.06159365445006799,0.3606011948189751,0.0,0.04969024860710964,0.05209538033523586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997219552115648,0.0,0.0,0.1109671293114066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04047254294286195,0.04082337492337628,0.12738789533727274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03730741481572967,0.12561785610376372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450683074792613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05272849180549554,0.0,0.05935975043577114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058558902598403566,0.0,0.0,0.10581097596834177,0.11321360972877445,0.054361222625405166,0.1773288304300053,0.0,0.047017579078912505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302852002905772,0.0455429462795821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04664882559789716,0.12715454695401274,0.0,0.0,0.11690689950710036,0.0,0.1758713799706133,0.04602933596934025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060222399648768465,0.0,0.05188969013130281,0.0,0.0,0.1770079197100652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973041049849194,0.035277703678256465,0.0,0.04370836615054389,0.06420726903406984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116931449791616,0.14951781788057628,0.1197703789397262,0.0,0.057315305797005986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236746929957385,0.0437009421107348,0.0,0.06704345553604363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146813091711682,0.12662351635137165,0.0,0.0,0.16032588546862445,0.0,0.11221366854356604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181720428078198
lonely,icedoutrolex,2019/08/17,Want to connect I have a decent amount of friends but not really the type I can just talk about anything with and have a deep connection. Just about surface level guy stuff. Don’t have any girl friends because I’m not super outgoing especially with the opposite sex. It’s hard to get to know people when I’m constantly with others like in high school. It’s a lot easier for me to talk one on one. If anyone wants to talk just add me on snap @cclunan12. I’m 16 so preferably people around that age.,3.5186999999999986,5.17522207,4.5070000000000014,85.01350000000002,73.3,8.200000000000001,25.5,8.841846274778883,1.8330999999999995,397,13,80,8,8,129,70,100,0.079,0.7829999999999999,0.138,0.731,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,18,12,5,0,4,7,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,4,4,16,12,2,11,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,2,4,48,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740472578713409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128196224183615,0.0,0.166274529242444,0.1798723078821263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317120849201366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835030456143856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122152856964969,0.0,0.10556570301567153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000667951275632,0.0,0.0,0.18100211535238775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134828179401206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110444646641796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871415203867168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717804317981226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27383618568868506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801598013173105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944198093185913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044910380710229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313053021130308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872138736646332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23835523684784365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,needfriendos12132213,2019/08/17,"In College and Lonely? Join Discord Chatroom to make friends! [Join the Chat Discord Server!](https://discord.gg/sbMPzMP)

Talk about your major, your classes, your dreams, and join now!",8.286111111111111,12.699506407407407,3.649907407407409,80.91708333333334,77.51851851851852,5.662962962962964,36.37962962962963,7.1686216300943375,3.3498962962962966,151,8,18,2,4,38,21,27,0.20800000000000002,0.5,0.292,0.4898,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,10,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5945684567068867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136944551200741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6185518224595911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CuriousWillow3,2019/08/17,i feel like i don't belong anywhere I feel like I don't belong in this big city I live in and I can't connect with anyone. I don't belong anywhere.,-1.1105882352941163,0.7790076470588225,1.9544117647058847,96.1898529411765,90.1764705882353,3.4000000000000004,17.323529411764707,3.1291,-0.9061529411764706,116,3,27,0,4,41,17,34,0.0,0.8079999999999999,0.192,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,16,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040827046133423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439783293421147,0.6213659073108972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249270870707557,0.0,0.3840126866237001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,selfhatred3,2019/08/17,I started to catch feelings for a guy and I guess he’s taking it to his advantage I’ve told him I didn’t want to have sex until we got more acquainted so many times countless amount and our second date he asks me if I wanna get in the backseat after we messed around a little and the whole time I wasn’t really comfortable with  it and you can tell. Anyway we got in a argument about that time really told him I wanted to just wait a bit  and I felt pressured. This morning he suggests I go to a bonfire with his friends before summer ends which is all well and good he said we could drink and since I live too far to get a Uber and he will be too drunk to drive me home I can stay a night when his friends parents aren’t there and we have the house to ourself. He’s mentioned this a few times and I guess this time I lost it. Then this 25 year old man says “we can just cuddle no sex if you don’t want I’m serious.” At first I was like yea okay cute and then I was like yea.. he’s fucking manipulating the fuck out of me rn and now suddenly he wants space ignoring my messages saying I attacked him. Lmao truth hurts no fucking way am I letting another fool take advantage of me that way. Drunk sex I’m so mad I could kill,1.3316379310344857,3.1055647356321856,2.8926293103448266,93.69342672413794,79.80459770114942,6.189080459770117,21.602969348659002,7.1686216300943375,0.4555222222222217,960,28,221,12,24,315,149,261,0.16899999999999998,0.6970000000000001,0.135,-0.8871,2,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,7,2,0,4,13,25,6,1,12,3,18,10,0,1,2,42,45,20,1,9,4,1,2,2,2,1,0,3,1,2,10,22,3,2,2,3,0,3,6,13,1,2,11,5,37,12,22,29,6,34,0,2,0,7,38,8,3,4,22,134,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736746136069548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964066392779287,0.10463863549725756,0.12733555405165686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524345318673584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219763022626667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873261922210365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964794420019422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913599468841963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659473569450965,0.0,0.10746952612440196,0.0,0.0,0.09520686832278512,0.0,0.0,0.1729523500392902,0.31043005578109545,0.11695671068365653,0.0,0.06361190901380091,0.093880851221414,0.17903991451202228,0.0,0.2466051308815809,0.11082744493098824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227405240598842,0.0,0.0,0.1291511983336308,0.11982245810740585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383300845073675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445512790049038,0.0,0.10936584696125667,0.11218240196283086,0.09883548023728464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218387707076875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347857881612057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050379145185066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745080271037465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428406276717198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340934490740226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647024255676917,0.17802108743292105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258894029663826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922402057081937,0.1193015693632856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831356531693026,0.0,0.09783100082728867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263339048549272,0.0,0.0,0.2139061775691044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26407482429979384,0.17768828108565649,0.0,0.0,0.1006377379711108,0.0,0.0,0.12496488630078804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207869567540616
lonely,NAC825,2019/08/17,"Anyone want to talk? Just looking for some conversation, and possibly try to make some new friends",4.984705882352942,8.388226588235298,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,77.23529411764707,8.105882352941178,32.029411764705884,8.841846274778883,3.3738470588235305,80,4,13,2,2,24,15,17,0.0,0.773,0.22699999999999998,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879842238152035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182043740326915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458612351978804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749217868719377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977799042628126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643137100906816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310399219001402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796279784257068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429275003925057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SoozlesNoodles,2019/08/17,"Loneliness solution Hey so I just watched a video on loneliness and it's effect on our brains. What are some ways people can avoid loneliness /fulfill their social desires without people?

Not lonely, just curious",4.4658333333333315,7.8505916944444465,4.450000000000003,73.84500000000001,90.38888888888887,7.955555555555558,31.0,8.344100000000001,3.969033333333333,175,9,23,5,6,54,31,36,0.337,0.609,0.054000000000000006,-0.8774,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,9,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,2,1,3,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648511753507138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5773724023437052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244774642072008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33052680481616314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40140429427842617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xAurelion,2019/08/17,Im searching for a place to eat alone without being strange to anyone else. Any recommendations?,4.707647058823528,8.042353000000002,5.0779411764705875,73.79573529411766,77.82352941176471,5.752941176470588,32.029411764705884,7.1686216300943375,2.427964705882353,79,4,12,1,2,25,16,17,0.121,0.784,0.096,-0.1048,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660297400240257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403332583294667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24711489458785796,0.3621138338478769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616301789816547,0.29523158017921824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817471613559667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692418246854015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406779446658458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gunner1340,2019/08/17,"I'm truly lost and hopeless. I started feeling alone about 5 months ago and after that I became deeply depressed. Tried talking to people I had been friends with on discord but end nowhere and get betrayed by them or get in a group and they'd start talking behind my back when I act afk or away. I have been betrayed and kind of bullied one could say, that now I don't feel sadness when it happens it just goes by like a cold breeze on a summer night. I have thought about suicide multiple times but never actually tried because I always thought back to my parents and if I went out like that unexpectedly and knowing that if I do this they will be sad for along time. I don't have any close friends or friends in general. I have no girlfriend and I'm I was useless most of my life. I don't have the self confidence needed to change the bad things about me and no one's word can change that to be honest.. I have fallen so deep in the void of depression there is almost no hope for me to escape it.. Honestly the only thing keeping me of suicide is the fact that if I die my parents would be sad and I don't want to be the reason they are sad...",5.020308716707022,4.941922834745763,5.434285714285719,86.12584745762716,68.53389830508475,7.929297820823246,31.26392251815981,7.1686216300943375,1.7118193704600482,903,34,193,7,14,289,132,236,0.23600000000000002,0.605,0.159,-0.9758,2,1,0,0,0,3,15.0,0,0,4,1,11,19,0,0,9,0,27,1,0,1,2,41,45,21,3,8,9,2,2,2,4,2,1,1,0,1,12,14,0,1,6,0,0,3,8,10,0,2,8,4,28,9,28,29,1,28,0,9,0,0,15,9,0,9,18,136,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.12090201218338192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982395623640083,0.0,0.12406126741306805,0.1283161191655726,0.0,0.0,0.103089170272978,0.0,0.0,0.08425170865413828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640185601101807,0.19053263701812195,0.1034457503294918,0.07552422024060358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621254177834961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891873774757022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341827645971265,0.0,0.1285817098513857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973271138316704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528837416300606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28715902386742553,0.0,0.12945829633435274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955845705549844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230540253569192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101220787308672,0.0,0.12901583149952395,0.06808853065967277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750951854735231,0.121056039811714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524419823922146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889046903068914,0.0,0.0,0.09186532973696022,0.09555416908099904,0.0,0.0,0.11626549160448835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790664515676995,0.09422645558238976,0.0,0.0,0.2751377485447392,0.0,0.0,0.08589203108543107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738297125074186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098524943784501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292477568334321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753846644951719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710383750323973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991615213188463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646184383585218,0.0,0.0,0.19671492012701156,0.14448638684076526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823086855178995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307549233133076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485035237902615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880102625408634,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Sisterkittie,2019/08/17,40 [F4M] Starting over and looking for good conversation 🙂 Platonic or more ❤️ let’s chat.,1.1684210526315797,3.3662861052631605,4.262368421052631,81.4240789473684,82.6842105263158,8.010526315789475,30.552631578947373,8.841846274778883,2.899189473684211,72,4,15,2,2,26,19,19,0.0,0.828,0.172,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879012309272943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5948262831244179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884803632663252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41172929998631375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RealCasper21,2019/08/17,"“Friends” People need to start realizing that we  are going to be grown ass adults soon and we won’t have time to hang out/go out in the future. All my “friends” want to do is fucking do nothing. We all work 40 hours work weeks come home each day to sit at our computers and do nothing. Can we fucking, for once, do something to make us feel alive and connected again. Like holy shit... sorry for the rant",3.4622222222222234,4.655860592592596,3.8058641975308665,91.82138888888893,72.7037037037037,6.881481481481483,25.84567901234568,7.1686216300943375,0.9145456790123454,312,10,69,3,6,97,60,81,0.079,0.782,0.139,0.6597,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,6,0,0,2,2,6,3,0,2,0,10,4,2,1,2,17,19,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,10,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,3,11,17,3,16,0,0,0,3,9,3,4,0,9,39,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119634962252298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817043734417607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048858515533646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30709105257690616,0.3674626472153275,0.0,0.0,0.2258963013921089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935176898490908,0.0,0.19571822353512655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709400609956287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266005717783366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736270738233198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813915264323285,0.0,0.0,0.21165091811562886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778083940435834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400308345602286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299925863787014,0.0,0.22247242763299305,0.14066873252049186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158865112970891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390589639844706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722161585960325,0.0,0.15941671617329628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893692227856132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AnonymousPlayer_1,2019/03/10,Lonely I recently had a relationship end i know i'm not the best and i can be hard to deal with...but this person was my everything and it ended really quickly now i just feel lonely when i didn't before. Even when i was by myself before it wasn't a problem  now it is different. Is it horrible that i get sick of hearing people say you'll get over it or find someone else?,0.97623417721519,3.0105643924050653,3.795427215189875,85.43972310126584,82.29113924050633,6.987974683544303,21.26740506329114,8.07648339933343,1.198378481012658,293,9,61,6,8,104,57,79,0.21600000000000005,0.755,0.028999999999999998,-0.9233,1,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,0,0,9,16,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,4,10,1,4,9,1,9,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,1,8,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641930457068688,0.0,0.22457768178595391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062252508483296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235823463343566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787678561731446,0.0,0.3790773920593597,0.0,0.0,0.14134365029757515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923275895245632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820381072884692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559028065363532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361022860136048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917001603507002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411912810872364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760769558265867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835925738157468,0.1868547855118144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476716981532586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709258840671515,0.0,0.2112971924831384,0.2297537485152627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017978628181835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181319797558504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gab6e,2019/03/10,"Looking to connect Hi,

27 guy here, looking for a girl friend that i can talk to time to time and exchange small stuff.
Being introverted, into geeky stuff is a plus.
(Don’t be 30, divorced and with kids - can’t relate to that).

I love travelling, beaches, sports, adventure.

Looking forward to meet you new person:)

P.S. You can message me privately. ",3.1589285714285684,5.952454000000002,3.8319642857142884,83.87375000000002,79.3125,6.1571428571428575,29.455357142857146,7.447530270364453,2.0961857142857143,272,13,47,4,7,86,49,64,0.025,0.8270000000000001,0.149,0.8442,0,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,5,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,0,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,9,9,0,7,0,0,3,1,13,3,0,0,4,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373484129088846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354736781598388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5991126867843548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463681100414245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22968266165607146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765039028095486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5444812591884647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19114623328534605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27734301709221004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yung_hunt480,2019/03/10,You know what i always say? Hating everyone starts with hating yourself ,4.727499999999999,8.177250083333337,4.449999999999998,73.84500000000001,89.83333333333334,5.7333333333333325,22.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.9948666666666683,59,2,7,1,2,18,11,12,0.423,0.5770000000000001,0.0,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158570332731409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36272340610823095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7495514558078145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861785226463125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30187260567497914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686823439472906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,toomanyca,2019/03/10,"Feeling lonely after death of a parent One of my parents passed recently. I have been grieving and I'm doing very well in that sense. But I cant get meself to feel happy or comfortable around people. I hang out with old friends, we talk about the subject and I am completely ok with it. But I still feel distant and detached.

I also feel pretty uncomfortable meeting new people, knowing that if I hit it off with them I'll have to at some point, tell them about the whole thing.. 

I used to be able to relate to people very quickly. Now I just feel like I'm floating.. or suck? 
I'm supposed to be doing self care things. But I just end up staying at home for 5 days eating crap and feeling like a potato ",3.300672215108833,4.7227017816901435,4.3191933418694015,87.08861075544176,73.43661971830986,6.290396927016642,25.585147247119078,6.574015621080383,0.9394563380281687,551,18,110,4,11,179,94,142,0.125,0.685,0.19,0.8437,2,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,2,0,10,12,2,0,4,1,9,2,1,1,0,27,24,11,2,1,8,2,6,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,10,1,0,7,0,0,2,1,4,1,1,1,6,14,8,22,20,2,20,0,2,0,0,10,8,2,4,11,75,20,0,0.14352467016646306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147766268780854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277673854452635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463329666525488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048288599841556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256153875765333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468615685534792,0.0,0.0,0.12712025738842825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354223140199061,0.2050681060890126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088680414227146,0.0,0.0749857163996715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278468022259722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396694646327404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788774052290959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402378082644326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861702080559835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060499789149126,0.0,0.09725603095245444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187343224405656,0.0,0.0,0.2985058045563738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567720458045945,0.0,0.0,0.14601618760961513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417132968441589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972753255109333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297820183243527,0.11461898699331192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535969326192358,0.12544688783140026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907028268165667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395923313029385,0.0,0.2368457680135238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290459150996061,0.0,0.0,0.16024016867939372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AbracaFuckOff2,2019/03/10,"I don't feel so good. I know I'm being an edgy teen, who can't hold their hormones so they talk in the third person, but I feel so lonely. 

I never desire to be in a relationship, but I just want someone to hold and talk to. I'm not close to my parents at all, and I don't want to be. I haven't come out as being bisexual yet, and I don't ever want to. I know they won't accept me.

I have so much anxiety while asking my friends if we can hang out, that I flat out don't ask them anymore. It's getting out of hand.",0.7723352165725039,1.4756033898305103,3.523333333333333,93.15434086629006,78.66101694915254,6.261393596986817,20.738229755178907,6.42735559955562,-0.0005340866290017843,392,9,101,3,9,140,70,118,0.113,0.754,0.133,0.0728,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,4,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,13,1,1,0,3,29,26,12,0,5,5,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,10,0,2,5,0,0,2,9,1,0,1,0,3,19,3,15,21,2,14,0,1,0,0,14,8,0,1,4,72,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166361113144046,0.0,0.21566812024037346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066032422253008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873279491412826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671070537665328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199149761167775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801391269648097,0.0,0.1136171585619242,0.0,0.0,0.18240040262422225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23902756650616194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986274180320467,0.0,0.16772340571653116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414705746014308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988317239635424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334774060965853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425847796387607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34958232554946506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848017485610762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,glwqq,2019/03/10,"I miss my friends I miss my friends so much, I miss playing on the PS4 with a full party, I miss going out and playing football with them, I miss just hanging out with them going anywhere doing anything. 

I don’t know why today I’m crying in my room missing them it’s been about 3 years since I last got in contact with them. I just feel so alone i had such good friends until my mental health started to get worse and I pushed them away. I’m no where near healthy enough to get back in contact with them, I wonder if they think about me. ",1.9166071428571383,3.7119131607142855,2.5797857142857157,96.51521428571432,78.10714285714286,4.48,23.7,3.1291,-0.09637785714285796,422,14,93,0,10,131,69,112,0.177,0.642,0.18100000000000002,0.544,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,7,0,10,12,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,16,22,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,0,0,4,2,0,4,2,6,0,0,3,1,23,6,18,19,3,21,0,6,0,0,12,11,0,2,6,62,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094862873284434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644745464160854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003530353363934,0.1555298547188812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217939740583145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899455934938246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227162619747816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468809984077096,0.0,0.21135098255235615,0.0,0.2299045414924896,0.1696508907656045,0.16177037481224898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499900358746696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115995083313499,0.16487355907219392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383627387086825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868857829781973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731629498460646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316471873666128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296037072080453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917242536759797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251335323712936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934854689333733,0.0,0.0,0.20612605025684805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302524931065639
lonely,throwaway94639251,2019/03/10,"How to learn to stop worrying and live with isolation.? I’ve never been in a real relationship. The closest I’ve ever come with a few have stopped before they even began because I psyched myself out and let my anxiety convince me that none of it was real or that is was going to end very badly. 
I’m currently in a really isolated spot, from a potential romantic position anyway. I have some friends, and they’re great when they’re there, but outside of them I just don’t have he means or time to see other people. 

I’m trying to move into a bigger city and start school in the fall, hoping that’ll open up some doors, but I can’t help feeling lost and really lonely for the time being. It’s not even like all my friends are in relationships or something that I would be jealous of. I just feel like I’m missing a big part of what life is supposed to be. 

So in short, I’m asking for advice. Anyone have good ways of feeling less in need of a relationship and trying to forget that you’re not in one? Any ways of opening yourself to the possibility of one more? 
Thanks. X",3.713738479262673,4.940935474654378,5.197070852534562,81.95846342165898,72.13364055299539,8.005645161290323,26.465725806451612,8.472884824447931,1.7829725806451608,846,28,168,14,16,285,132,217,0.139,0.726,0.135,0.5134,1,3,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,10,14,1,0,11,0,18,1,0,1,3,41,37,14,0,3,9,0,3,2,2,2,1,0,1,0,9,13,0,2,5,0,0,4,6,5,0,2,5,4,12,9,31,26,8,33,0,3,1,0,10,16,0,6,13,114,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375208122470295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612019606035386,0.0,0.0968799883948075,0.0,0.0,0.08855030435348914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839220309246905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573991248720707,0.07719915427622194,0.0,0.10776213010927144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090899741883584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216630225680764,0.0,0.0,0.16729032048290302,0.11455399939241526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192100424775262,0.09047232771299098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568498436419404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719729764753953,0.10622042949509623,0.0,0.13962210638456196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488476655993818,0.0,0.0,0.12578304890239295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949896262479954,0.08945025584445501,0.12374075314806972,0.0,0.1118262885729334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824356864025486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794913240147996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459929948191746,0.0,0.09390266778533132,0.0976733161510267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716303850892529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713981949518922,0.0,0.08779689664769791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276865516914816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882902772929737,0.16225888465527724,0.0,0.0,0.40789499358846665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816741338681648,0.10091644951209093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749439875584452,0.0,0.0,0.08963712388497477,0.0,0.0,0.2117550277026869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659398197224123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769072534611025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196179892990388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449205558983146,0.0,0.20104340009284735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861004300998882,0.0,0.08996210505898251,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lonelypoopbandit,2019/03/10,"Venting some feelings. I'm 22. When she left me two months ago I lost not only my girlfriend but also my best friend. I've know her for three years. Didn't have many friends before I met her. I liked her family more than my own and all her friends too. She says she'll contact me when she's ready, that we might be able to try again. Now I just wait, day in and day out. I hope she doesn't change her mind again. I hope it wasn't a lie. 

None of the people I used to call friends want anything to do with me. I'm trying to be social and meet new people, isn't working out. I miss her. I miss her family. I hate being back in isolation and stuck with my family. Hopefully I can find a job so I can move. I hope she'll be willing to fix things. 

She helped me see my self worth. She helped me realize that nice company was far better than isolation. But now she's gone and I'm back where I was during all those dark teenage years. I feel hurt and I have no one to turn to expect my physiologist that I only meet once a month. 

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People tell me to move on. I can't just forget someone that meant everything to me. I don't know what to do. Suicidal thoughts are starting to come back. I just want her to care for me again. And I want to take care of her as well. I don't want to be alone again. 

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lonely,LonelyXTeen,2019/03/10,I’m speaking to this girl but talking is hard I just can’t keep conversations going this is why I’m lonely it annoys me so much ,0.562738095238096,2.6585821785714288,3.2214285714285715,88.59023809523809,84.35714285714286,5.161904761904762,20.047619047619047,6.42735559955562,0.1969619047619049,103,3,22,1,3,36,23,28,0.289,0.711,0.0,-0.8201,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871873483337332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526711647931737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491553050722149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37147137896150223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061603944347755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559764292727679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,vibewithtam,2019/03/10,I tried I tried to be social and hang out with friends yesterday but all that did was give me anxiety and all there was was drama. I dont feel like i have good friends. They always let me down. Ill continue to stay to myself ,2.082446808510639,3.699295063829791,3.3031382978723407,92.30875,77.08510638297872,7.253191489361702,22.388297872340427,8.07648339933343,0.921514893617021,176,5,40,3,4,57,35,47,0.155,0.6609999999999999,0.185,0.3889,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,8,10,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,8,4,6,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331948440427783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439452238373716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284571013506881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417054904795066,0.2002144282875581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330490688072693,0.0,0.0,0.2688464020601298,0.0,0.2350648325450992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865800120453089,0.0,0.13691857374337907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856849649483756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29871483971325113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805498778507387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Top-Shotta_202,2019/03/10,18M Im just really bored.. but question Its 4am.. no ones up.. and females that talk to me and/or i talk to.. just never seem to know how to text.. like they’re either boring in their texts or just not “enthused” and use 2-3 word responses.. Its just me i guess.. if they dont wanna text.. y text me? ,-2.8435384615384613,-1.636307353846151,0.1569230769230785,102.84307692307695,114.84615384615385,3.230769230769232,11.153846153846152,5.369823440869387,-1.4626923076923082,222,4,56,2,13,76,48,65,0.14,0.81,0.051,-0.6927,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,20,5,6,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,7,2,7,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,5,2,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506262408773264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295706389013154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231560705233437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441658432476888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615986264419195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23073915600875736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272604515504594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351400429695398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165663446089232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723540865882784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809247129717208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25838773027085604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,VirGun,2019/03/10,"I feel like I'll never find a partner, I will always be that friend who you never even consider a relationship with I don't know if it's fair for me to post this here, as I do have friends who I love very much and whom I know care about me, however, when it comes to finding a partner, it's almost impossible for me to imagine myself with someone else.

I don't know why. I haven't had any romantic relationships of any kind in over two years. And it's not like I never socialize, or that I don't meet girls, but for some reason, girls are almost never interested romantically in me. And I wouldn't say I'm ugly either, I would consider myself decent at least, and I'm confident in myself. Maybe it is that I'm terrible at reading other people, but almost no one ever shows interest.

And I don't help myself either. Every time I like a girl, I already assume that nothing is gonna happen, because it hasn't in so long. The very few girls that do seem interested are always girls with which I know a relationship would not work for some specific reason.

I have a lot of girl friends, but I know none are ever interested, and at this point, my brain automatically assumes no one ever will be. I'm just destined to be the best third wheel in the world forever lol

I feel like just out of pure coincidences, I'll never find a partner. Maybe the type of girls I like are very specific. Maybe the type of girls who could like me are very specific. Maybe just out of bad luck I haven't met anyone. Maybe I am too much ""like a brother"". Maybe I'm just unlikeable and I don't notice.

Who knows?",4.128461321287411,4.9484321397515565,5.656070016939584,80.5803331451158,70.77018633540374,8.711688311688311,26.43760587238848,8.97023862654752,1.8852124223602489,1247,38,256,23,22,424,144,322,0.085,0.728,0.187,0.987,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,2,13,21,0,0,13,1,30,2,1,2,9,63,50,15,0,5,13,1,2,7,6,6,0,1,0,11,20,13,0,0,17,2,0,1,19,2,0,4,2,3,34,19,30,38,11,27,0,0,0,1,30,13,0,12,19,175,54,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317337489264213,0.0,0.08512592564768293,0.0,0.12837334541344525,0.0,0.0,0.10491571198110301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393809264483637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440869105569749,0.0470238376463559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095368742548763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611376937215938,0.0,0.0,0.0786493872246937,0.0,0.0,0.06644929317131852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061590025679251224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444058481358149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050950252913702414,0.20933268193180948,0.06499379033644052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800861957724202,0.11021768540731212,0.0,0.0,0.2115137308068176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879455456818022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821466121663121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05170532655165117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032945583437565,0.2543648118009718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638070066037891,0.0,0.0,0.06826648653177557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558168288346046,0.06962187601037471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46498508518750103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134135749197816,0.0,0.2974756785957272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401792564163491,0.0878244192733956,0.0,0.0,0.1045441422161334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347917412466868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292224879134353,0.0,0.07387881167032474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716089098777744,0.0,0.0,0.15862556779592998,0.0,0.24845852438532864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134483674083532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022537321155199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863453164088421,0.06536048506188598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044980963558866015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535458655778353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25459436717708545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960686590115596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561588502384401,0.0,0.0,0.10959610794391818,0.0,0.0,0.04967564104298868
lonely,CrankOnReddit,2019/03/10,"My Life Feels Empty...Even After All I've Accomplished Hello, everyone. I'm new to the sub.

I'm 19, and my life on the outside to most looks like it's going pretty well. I have a fantastic job at IBM, finally purchased the 2017 Mustang I've wanted for a while, and am finally moving out on my own next week on the 16th. 

However, I feel like nothing matters. I have all of this responsibility, opportunity, and reward for my work over the years...but without a love in my life I feel empty, purposeless, and dead inside. What good is of all this success if I can't share it with someone special?

My relationship history has been extremely rocky. I've been cheated on, left and ""ghosted"", and treated like shit and abused. Despite never truly connecting on similar interests and other traits, with most of my relationships, I've still given it my all, and fought tooth and nail to show my love and affection for my partner. At most I've ever gotten from someone was 3 months...

People tell me ""Oh, SOMEone will come along. Just you wait!"" Well, I know it's childish, but I'm tired of waiting. I'm in my prime, right now, and I don't want to ""go it"" alone...

I'm sorry if I'm ranting, here. I'm not trying to be an annoyance. I'm just simply sharing my story, and trying to connect with the others on this sub. 

I'm confused on why my effort keeps falling short. I don't rush things and I put a lot of effort into my relationships...

...I don't want to live if there's no one to share my time, love, and efforts with...

(I am humble guy, and don't usually brag on myself...but it's not like I'm *unattractive*...)[http://imgur.com/a/bdAxQKe]
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lonely,Saitono,2019/03/10,"Lonely Rant Just wanted to rant a little. My wife left me about two years ago. During our marriage she showed little to no affection towards me and only saw me as a room mate. Which confused me because why would she want to go through a marriage with me in the first place. We never had sex or sleeped in the same room. She eventually came out and said she wasn't attracted to me anymore. When she left she started dating and within a few months marrying a guy that worked in the same area as me. This destroyed my self esteem... I use to be a firm believer in karma and tried to treat everyone with respect. But when my ex left me, one of the things she said was she wished I was more selfish. I moved away and now I find it difficult to make new friends. People my age are all married and starting families of their own and because of my age I feel like I've missed the opportunity to have kids of my own. The people I work with now respect me but I don't fit in to their social clicks. I am a bit socially awkward around people I don't know which doesn't help as well. I want to be in a new relationship with someone but I hesitate because my last one was so miserable and I feel like they will just leave me eventually anyway. As a man I feel worthless and I struggle to find motivation to do things at home. I have a beautiful dog that keeps me going but sometimes I wonder if she would be happier with a different owner too.",3.4487021943573666,4.784685882758623,4.646771159874612,85.22579937304076,72.93103448275863,7.755485893416928,27.31974921630094,8.296473431620573,1.7364482758620692,1126,41,233,18,22,371,156,290,0.14400000000000002,0.748,0.10800000000000001,-0.7937,2,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,3,5,12,19,1,4,17,0,19,2,1,4,2,49,40,22,0,7,8,2,3,2,2,3,0,2,3,4,8,18,0,1,8,1,0,4,6,10,1,4,9,7,48,9,39,25,8,43,1,4,2,1,31,22,0,4,19,169,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314316499546224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420674431541736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353954675351192,0.0,0.0,0.0987219697028064,0.0,0.0,0.1921593015247592,0.0,0.0,0.11838420056730185,0.0,0.0,0.11471532299304525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201784752248078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978162070175818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040422307949523,0.0,0.0,0.09905590876464143,0.0,0.15938811676331927,0.15013203588943316,0.0,0.0,0.1920743596773706,0.08937723776297081,0.0,0.0,0.08118113526598768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194337512963294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040413477594546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042994881302743,0.0,0.10539937772641486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933960066671934,0.0,0.0,0.05774679280248385,0.0856506249147425,0.0,0.11125987135405407,0.34249478720285825,0.0,0.0,0.10266924518370682,0.2106266782992907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013876800236843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838703283787839,0.11167871641712032,0.0,0.0,0.0810407678044095,0.2029653068862806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424038696985853,0.07991471624238539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853853833032885,0.0,0.10978162070175818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128118533857334,0.0,0.0,0.19990188420891766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961674986572384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515146796594813,0.21422265007344787,0.08903020103170144,0.0,0.10392243899180892,0.0,0.14874607783736996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984781437158454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396150975686762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133942394644706,0.0,0.10264357713300344,0.0,0.0,0.0907515673308352,0.0,0.0,0.1859289049291904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447556875913844,0.0,0.09481437077002902,0.0,0.12083173554332448,0.0,0.1139499882290316,0.15299255266246842,0.0,0.0,0.1492853596986071,0.0,0.0,0.06766523082330847
lonely,zipperjuice,2019/03/10,"Dating apps suck. I get plenty of matches, and a good number of them start conversations (i'm a woman, obviously). But the conversations always fizzle out/don't go anywhere. So many of the people I talk to on there are bland, asking me how I am and then asking no follow up questions about anything, so I end up essentially interviewing them while they don't reciprocate. A lot of them seem to have no sense of humor (or mine is so weird it doesn't vibe? maybe i'm just a weirdo). And twice I've had plans to meet up with people and they've bailed. 

Maybe I'm not crazy hot, but I'm decent looking. I don't know what i'm doing wrong. Maybe they get the vibe that I don't want to just hook up, which is true.

I'm in a new town and I just want people to hang out with :(. Everyone I work with is twice my age. I've never been so lonely in my life- and I've been very lonely before. I've never had a lot of friends, but I've rarely had no one at all. After work and on the weekends I am constantly alone. 

well anyways. rant over. ",0.8145075757575775,2.826795004629634,2.77057239057239,92.68621212121214,82.75,5.4087542087542095,17.225589225589225,6.574015621080383,-0.28099259259259224,795,16,180,8,22,266,117,216,0.14400000000000002,0.778,0.078,-0.9192,0,5,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,5,3,12,10,1,0,10,0,17,1,0,1,5,32,36,18,0,2,8,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,11,0,0,3,1,0,3,10,5,1,3,5,2,18,5,27,31,3,27,0,2,1,0,15,12,1,5,12,112,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565110471184976,0.0,0.0,0.12505009768969194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367267815874937,0.0,0.28099448513960806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788242585515466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240591427275888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310890214640406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360483570092847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611068971328788,0.0,0.15703659812649928,0.0,0.08541106990328179,0.12605287391252706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825933256421941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615153671474203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620249701466962,0.0,0.0,0.25553578353258977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236654547949427,0.4529478462968898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23181985356163815,0.14514727894122448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018377697870862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125684351583521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683548579871098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681484660412846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063732949364126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079429697125812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400179485937655,0.17728530418001726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512527773524058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882018220652194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431428868659206,0.0,0.0
lonely,BizarreOtaku,2019/03/10,"Name says it all. (22m, awful at conversation) Strange and lonely. (Asperger's) I'm not gonna sugarcoat anything.

I'm a weird cretin obsessed with Star and Marco from *Star vs. the Forces of Evil* and on the particular Pokemon *Gardevoir*. I sit around doing nothing all day cooped up in a messy room doing nothing to my heart's 'content.' I sometimes play *Doom* and enjoy watching stupid videos on the topic of *Terry wads*, also listening to various forms of metal music and filling myself up with romantic fantasies completely detached from any possible reality. *(Marrying a Gardevoir, e.g.)*

Not gonna pretend that I'm perfectly happy wasting away on burgers, soda, fan fiction, and useless entertainment, but that's what I do from day to day for the most part, except when I and the family go out to shop.

So yeah, that's me in a nutshell.

Anybody relate?",2.70809523809524,5.708532305732486,4.236542311191993,78.00462845010615,85.81528662420382,6.557355171367911,29.13224143160449,7.793537801064563,2.680687837427965,680,34,107,14,21,225,109,157,0.109,0.772,0.11900000000000001,0.556,0,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,1,4,12,2,1,9,2,3,2,1,0,3,21,10,11,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,5,11,1,0,0,6,1,2,2,7,0,0,0,3,7,5,25,8,6,19,1,3,1,0,4,12,0,1,4,68,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797963096988331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289197362976836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850157685232853,0.2001461885382598,0.0,0.0,0.21123499788889472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357297675604652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349898635638279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194952594414015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777595645068324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393355026169027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664243953170929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314605132687592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434687637166476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534618180151552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879368083574695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22236242091935804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thatalbinok1d,2019/03/10,The idea that someone would love me seems ridiculous I feel I summarised pretty well ^,7.470625000000003,8.4418298125,5.400000000000002,84.845,63.375,6.4,34.75,3.1291,1.779575,71,3,12,0,1,20,15,16,0.11900000000000001,0.429,0.452,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242470532660087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519368550450874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36132385913406784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407291259057138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644558910499198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33920807727036895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599551124949252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28439113492481466,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cappedman,2019/03/10,"Just sad Not much i just got off a breakup, lost love for the girl at the end, don’t know why it hurts so much",-1.8797435897435903,-0.21827923076923209,-0.4099999999999984,113.43833333333336,91.30769230769228,3.466666666666667,12.512820512820511,3.1291,-2.19708717948718,84,1,26,0,3,26,23,26,0.268,0.599,0.132,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,3,2,3,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31603666414535586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28538159882839625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38198325511313697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609897381559369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895112470819105,0.0,0.32204403614050875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5246076019963579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219746051450699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MissTrist,2019/03/10,"...I'm extremely lonely Hi, my name is Trista and I've been extremely lonely for a while now but recently it's gotten so much worse, I'm 16 and go to an online so I haven't had any type of social interaction outside of my family for about 3 years now, I literally never leave the house and I have about 3 friends over the internet I talk to occasionally. On top of that I'm a massive introvert, I don't know if it's because I've been so alone for so long but I feel like I'm terrible at being social around people irl, even my family members who've I've obviously known my whole life. I also very recently got broken up with someone I had an online relationship with because he found someone better irl and I've felt so...awful these last couple days...just fucking awful and I just want someone to talk to or someone to give a shit...I just want some friends ",2.1961652542372896,4.113897694915259,4.524375000000003,82.3285963983051,77.70056497175142,7.588841807909603,24.621822033898304,8.472884824447931,1.7327855932203384,680,24,137,14,16,237,102,177,0.14,0.741,0.12,-0.7659999999999999,0,5,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,13,8,1,0,7,1,9,2,0,0,2,25,24,15,0,3,6,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,8,2,13,4,20,15,3,16,0,2,0,1,12,6,1,3,10,77,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077472662808807,0.0,0.10869718086731474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243196669961187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099984972933013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571419907816284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021241306237225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503956702672509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977553488850915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562712882692869,0.0,0.06872650426606315,0.0971030671660688,0.13050692356845878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903201479045816,0.21002678565303465,0.12565816879810018,0.0,0.1303892554591832,0.07724789386433213,0.0,0.10870964673221177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568363253988044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469945594095974,0.11079498568895894,0.0,0.14392231074435582,0.0,0.0,0.0960060873954826,0.06640487189759585,0.0,0.0,0.1202871427101618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991868312495801,0.0,0.1048318178419538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423155309100832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684141584807995,0.14592990645262527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952250162301974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771117603959618,0.4606668011593061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21849872721226327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121503043941585,0.16034123418090562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517526265661557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851664825364174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752963902097767
lonely,livrwort,2019/03/10,"App for friends? I thunk I put this in the wrong place earlier. I don’t know if it’s appropriate to mention an app so just delete me if it’s not. I found an app for making friends - called “Thaw” and decided to try it. It’s not a dating site - it’s for meeting friends. It asks you about a bunch of interests and then “matches” you with other people who like those things. You can get in touch and meet if you want. I live in a sort of rural area and I’m old, so I haven’t had a match, but hope springs eternal!! I think if you are in a city or bigger town and probably if you’re younger you would have better luck. I am lonely often and I know it’s my fault for being awkward about friendships. I have a lot of friendly acquaintances but not really good friendships and I would really like to have at least one! So I’m trying this app and I’ll certainly post again if I have any luck! I do know that I might be too anxious and weird to contact someone if I do get a match, but what the heck. I’ll deal with that when and if it happens. It sort of feels good to make an attempt.",0.4405362318840602,2.4326786695652203,2.153586956521739,96.69139492753624,84.04347826086956,5.398550724637682,20.45289855072464,6.6274283507984215,0.09346376811594226,834,25,197,9,24,273,121,230,0.092,0.721,0.187,0.9709,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,6,0,2,10,19,0,1,12,0,17,0,0,2,1,49,33,27,0,12,16,0,2,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,18,12,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,2,2,23,14,22,26,3,19,0,1,0,0,18,10,1,17,9,130,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125421803300898,0.0,0.0,0.16820981963160828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919742979837205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168619382565494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520392115665226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350498356478914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528616663775585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325650809240036,0.4601459583002404,0.0,0.15558377120909098,0.0,0.0,0.24977338695603846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316680228242779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478870792339345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24548763600498535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548588800288792,0.0,0.13147767797754192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658584481320784,0.0,0.0,0.1987781429189366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795486435078387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562410460280543,0.0,0.10089561582475744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322556754930627,0.0,0.15556437125463693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426009729836087,0.0,0.16053480534641293,0.0,0.0,0.14968135725500512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077286439483274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615888850645066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891972231822804,0.09540638650738904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218088530586412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782257299683388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154254209934611,0.16279413208382115,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bo_jacki,2019/03/10,"26F just venting. To make a long story short, I'm wheelchair bound. It's not permanent but it's not at all temporary, as in it's going to take a while to get back to functional walking so my chair is necessary atm.

I find that this is a deal breaker or deterrent or guys just get really fucking creepy about it.

I'm open to dating but no one seems to be open to the idea of me. Not seriously at least.

Everyday I consider accepting this fact, but it hurts too much. My other option is to keep trying and the rejection hurts the same.",2.1254128440366955,4.0871296605504615,4.1417339449541295,84.78250917431194,78.08256880733944,8.396697247706422,24.661467889908266,9.120678840339163,2.0750946788990823,419,15,87,11,10,143,74,109,0.139,0.816,0.045,-0.9131,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,6,0,4,1,0,1,2,24,14,9,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,2,4,0,1,2,4,5,0,1,0,0,5,1,14,13,4,13,0,3,0,1,2,6,1,4,5,59,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714759677440296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509186514109653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244895180957336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22500497566972075,0.2543166296404984,0.0,0.13832097543461894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409888419549701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5210961136473469,0.2747513868212124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21633125651143134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538755401065005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246099114477375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891555384357646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492358272747365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591829251444062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156803629377875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299479527068785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524204590599073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,a_clift,2019/06/20,"Dear Stranger Dear stranger, 
  the odds that these words would find you in an entire world full of words are so small, it could only be described as fate. Ergo, these words are meant for you. They were written for you, and depending on what you believe, God or chance lead you here. Either way, you're here. 
   There are few things that connect all of us as human beings. We all are born. We all die. We all breathe and sleep and eat and cry and laugh and love. 
      And we all feel alone at some point to some degree. Ironically, in that sense, none of us are alone. We are united in our perceived lack of unity. So next time you're feeling alone, know you stand with millions of others who are also feeling alone. And we are connected by the miracle that is sentience and the power to think and feel and it is beautiful. 
  Dear stranger, I feel alone. But I want to help you. By creating patterns out of characters on a keyboard identical to yours into a screen similiar to the one you are reading on, my words have touched your mind. Even if only for a second. And we are connected as human beings here and now. 

    Dear stranger, 
   I want you to know that I love you. Not in the way that I know the lines of your palm like mouthing the words to a childhood song I've heard thousands of times. Not in the way that the beautiful curve of your smile is carved in my heart and I know the sound of your voice and I know your favorite color and I know your favorite song and I know all the quirks that someone will fall in love with, if they haven't already. I don't know you, but I love you because you share this existance with me. If you are reading this, than you are alive on this planet at this time and you feel the things I do because we are human together. I love you like a mother loves a long-lost child. I love you like someone loves a flavor of ice cream they haven't tasted yet. 
    And I stand with the dreamers because I believe, that 
                                   someday
is the most powerful word in the english language and I believe that someday we can all find love for one another when we put down our guns and break down our walls and recognize that we are all the same. We are all human. And that is beautiful. 


So, my love, if you feel alone, take comfort in it. It means you are human and ergo: 
not alone.",3.2578728070175416,4.776724831140356,3.556578947368422,92.1243859649123,73.71491228070175,6.5578947368421066,24.7280701754386,7.054809383877858,0.7892701754385967,1777,55,382,17,36,549,186,456,0.037000000000000005,0.746,0.217,0.9981,2,7,0,1,0,0,51.0,17,27,3,3,12,20,0,0,24,0,34,17,5,2,9,101,67,39,1,9,11,1,8,3,0,2,0,5,0,6,27,42,2,0,21,4,0,3,7,0,0,5,4,18,68,20,51,57,18,42,0,0,3,10,68,24,0,9,12,273,95,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741968933392491,0.07217876989782089,0.05230633034029564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685854355558247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196153603510752,0.0,0.0,0.22107546236434286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222254275275017,0.0,0.0718470347885198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788262762785455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692817107451482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0432010172378549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23150387568595926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956248573296592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750816718937265,0.043841248588700685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875698808386013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586435833843544,0.0,0.0,0.05788355293195969,0.0,0.0,0.0713999802811136,0.0,0.5903279559279878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124790997614862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604289939437177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956158665898883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864358922114993,0.09949065702089056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061831200963690186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575257328139092,0.0,0.0,0.13085034091184006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545470675834457,0.0,0.11083907460148104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917827757958677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690763378933271,0.041910465908272215,0.0,0.0,0.11441886571436168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735426664012234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715804122348753,0.15575221628896976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0464635902446491,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bakedfob77,2019/06/20,"If your feeling lonely try this! Hi all I would like to start by saying I am a lonely boi as well, but when I get down about it I like to ride my motorcycle, it is an incredible escape of everything on my mind weather is be over analyzing decisions or dealing with my forever alone self... F's in the chat pls.

But I'm not here to tell you that I have found my happy place, but to tell you about the incredible world of two wheels.

I would like to encourage you to give it a shot.

Now I know your saying, ""but that's complicated, I can't even ride a motorcycle"" or "" that's too expensive and dangerous"" 
To which I say, it doesn't have to be.

But first I would like to explain why you should ride a motorcycle the first reason is because you are completely free of all of your daily duties and responsibilities in the general grind that is life. No  worries about weather somebody is going to call you today or how much reddit karma you accrue. Reason two: There is no thinking about anything outside of what you are doing on the road and the feeling you get from smelling the fresh breeze and seeing the world in a new fresh light. In the truest sense of the word, freedom, is what I can explain it as the freedom to go where you please how fast you want to get there and how long you'll stay. It's an adventure everytime you go for a ride. 
Reason three: you will meet an encredible group of people who also love riding motorcycles, and who will love to meet you, since it's mostly a solitary activity riding a motorcycle other people who ride them love to chat with people about it and even ride together. Not to mention you don't need to feel bad about riding them alot as they burn far less fuel than pretty much everything on the road.

Now that you've made it this far you might be wondering how can I even start riding a motorcycle to which the answer is if you are in the United States you should take the msf class which is a motorcycle safety course where you will learn how to ride a motorcycle safley and fluently, the course is only a couple hundred dollars and it will fill out one weekend of your month, but you will be doing it with other people who are usually as confused on what to do as you, so there is a great bonding over the time you spend with everyone there.

You also might be saying that loud obnoxious motorcycles isn't my speed. well the good news for you is you don't have to ride a loud  abnoxious motorcycle if you don't want to there are many options out there including scooters and small quiet motorcycles, big loud motorcycles, fast motorcycles, slow motorcycles and motorcycles that you can ride around the world on.

Just some food for thought if you'd like to change your life in an encredible way.

I'm open to answer all of your questions so don't be shy 😉",8.132504895104894,6.5016694309090965,8.236,73.69184615384617,62.87272727272727,11.516083916083915,33.6993006993007,10.389873798559362,3.1447594405594392,2217,69,441,42,26,726,228,550,0.051,0.765,0.184,0.9978,0,5,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,35,3,2,35,22,1,1,38,0,54,6,0,9,4,83,84,39,0,12,16,0,3,5,0,13,2,8,0,1,32,19,1,1,18,3,4,17,11,5,2,6,3,14,55,18,70,61,9,68,1,2,1,3,66,30,0,16,23,317,87,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161816441990403,0.0,0.14148329642992452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279526722777938,0.07874839747743154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386063281728793,0.05392456125298047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903278290014402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357923923079398,0.0,0.0927489130254684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787960933491463,0.0,0.0,0.0911986570006803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528152772826952,0.0,0.0,0.08452758156196584,0.15900477851999795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341845156159674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048852574281,0.10696651302811094,0.09699212324506436,0.0,0.0,0.13865052445722234,0.08485915427709155,0.1508220348355109,0.07419627987285415,0.0,0.09752776307710778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416760532981057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861545250630741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496421354876915,0.21608610499630376,0.0,0.0,0.07828455776394455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23951654982118226,0.08370324902293913,0.0,0.08968483225143692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768474040370364,0.08931965835985248,0.0,0.0706081458053164,0.0,0.13005695778543486,0.06559217142056216,0.0,0.08543548272116044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059942970233215986,0.06727802365276314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24530885994737495,0.0,0.09242215728839953,0.09710281543584907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999589950087257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909575064376884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728556804921889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813886379298193,0.0,0.0,0.07049138444803152,0.0,0.09228335702071506,0.0,0.0,0.07317525180058637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522527281014856,0.09428688081313437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651111614444083,0.0,0.15463635497943254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668177095429181,0.0,0.07022757551134047,0.051581896460467264,0.0,0.08384999524589082,0.0,0.0,0.060058718560498985,0.0,0.1728256655310698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742649293888103,0.0,0.10435232167267082,0.07021564707836048,0.0,0.0,0.15907281783513072,0.0,0.07982163710548963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593139241153656,0.0,0.08983570101332977,0.0,0.18851891928799425,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gnirut52,2019/06/20,"Lonely army boyfriend lol So my girls joined the army somewhere last October. She had her basic military training back then. So would only see her once a week. Back then it was cool, did not have any rough periods. Over time I grow pretty attached to her, because well she’s my girlfriend and I love her. Now somewhere in April her advanced training camp started. In the beginning everything was cool, no problems whatsoever. But now I have been working very hard to finish my examens ans projects for school since May. This is where things got hard for me. Also had wrist surgery so unable to work out to relieve some of the stress. Now with all this work and her also wanting to see friends, which I absolutely understand, the moments we get to see each other where rather short. Right now I am missing her very hard and I need her. We text daily, but most of the times it feels like a monologue. And I know and understand that army training is very demanding and she does not have a lot of time to text and/or talk. So I dont mind. However lately i have seen her look at my story on ig and being quite active there while I am have a monologue over text lol. This really makes me feel ignored and very very very lonely. I know this is probably a sign that things are not well and she is not interested anymore but I am just trying to ignore that for now. Does someone have any suggestions kn what to do to keep my mind occupied with other stuff so I dont have to think about it ?",3.0063155196719187,5.259573027681661,3.528389081122647,88.83025631167502,76.50865051903115,6.6344226579520695,24.890554914776374,7.662118739084242,1.2565623734461102,1171,41,233,17,27,366,157,289,0.09699999999999999,0.8029999999999999,0.10099999999999999,0.3007,1,5,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,0,5,22,16,0,1,11,4,27,2,1,1,1,47,49,22,0,5,9,0,6,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,17,15,0,3,7,0,0,2,7,7,2,0,8,13,35,9,27,38,5,35,0,3,5,1,21,11,0,4,23,163,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581347813751299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344718301752356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980538213658518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205194539803696,0.0,0.06027106322556875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304598643573285,0.0,0.23175299459210424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885920290002053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998466050428044,0.07063371917577584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638776729799926,0.0,0.051656204715420144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907645847940839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657079541215868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788140742896222,0.0,0.0,0.10867422724131444,0.08059335439789958,0.11153120035489872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048303552198783184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830270408193069,0.0,0.0,0.08405689440395041,0.08923526238886599,0.0,0.0659974003957789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996637766244347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331186047568522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529477134392017,0.0,0.07519612441988813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058771778248313,0.1066000483788232,0.09460653843196612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051618614326056,0.0,0.0,0.06333952481510967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443560102043254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006309457814523,0.2363630184579587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178741051094393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377338228420944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998165733395192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132568085661321,0.0,0.11318405217212504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794690538033201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137147626009796,0.06335277509067369,0.0,0.0,0.17295805495450728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712716319794636,0.0,0.0,0.205857144814612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894753587447658,0.05831688966148805,0.0,0.07930864097974517,0.0,0.1777944528140344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593858239632027,0.0,0.0,0.07023537722336493,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shrek_lover20420,2019/06/20,"I need friendss Helloo, uh I'm very lonely and I have 1 friend that doesn't talk to me often and I just want a friend.  If anyone wants to talk please hmu :')",-0.5564705882352925,1.4707548235294112,0.9132352941176478,103.65455882352943,89.0,3.4000000000000004,11.441176470588234,3.1291,-1.9576235294117648,120,1,30,0,4,38,27,34,0.073,0.578,0.349,0.8593,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,6,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294348831634613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070221028853362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433029199545139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601862542385679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5274740733876985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707401486736757,0.3870770553425279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wearethewildyouth,2019/06/20,"Pushing away new people because i'm too anxious but then i feel lonely Everytime there is a situation with new people, I am too anxious to be friends with them even tough they are often very nice. I just keep pushing them away and then i feel lonely. 

Does somebody know how i can change this?",3.5231578947368436,5.6390009649122845,3.968280701754389,86.91663157894739,74.43859649122807,5.963508771929827,27.18947368421053,6.742157984588678,1.2337115789473685,233,9,44,2,5,73,41,57,0.193,0.677,0.13,-0.2407,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,9,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,10,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,2,5,9,0,8,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485722743720642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039535287974511,0.0,0.0,0.13104720285980626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274158057478195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812670023463626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198943479590329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173963654653887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608970708951878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108029642428487,0.0,0.0,0.11814503296238163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152497776684855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980741909240351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416417150825069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737748210457385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_HoneyCatt,2019/06/20,Validation I am a 24 year old sex worker who needs validation.,4.195,6.232968500000003,7.773333333333332,60.70500000000001,72.33333333333334,11.466666666666667,28.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.065566666666667,50,2,9,2,1,19,11,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159186269374596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7301133693181199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480652165945366
lonely,Liamsutton87,2019/06/20,Can’t meet women how do I meet women? Ones I come across are taken not interested what I do?,0.5259999999999998,2.4079316000000013,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,83.0,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,-0.20299999999999985,72,1,16,1,2,26,15,20,0.149,0.851,0.0,-0.3855,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7859624550761027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6182742265457496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,juuhei1,2019/06/20,"You're going to be okay. I have more faith in you then on myself, i know you'll fine your love someday, you'll find your joy, you'll realize one day that after all that time it finally paid off. I wish you the best i can. You can do it champ, keep your head up high!",-0.2279096045197733,1.5206523389830515,1.6449999999999996,100.78298022598871,84.9322033898305,5.289265536723164,14.918079096045195,6.42735559955562,-0.852900564971752,204,3,53,2,6,67,43,59,0.0,0.632,0.368,0.9753,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,9,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,8,2,1,0,1,6,14,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,14,7,6,9,3,11,1,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,5,35,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306499988282058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20319621864005688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34514740883751976,0.28797129596596377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906342210720735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233561132077605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332892249191354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800516333692214,0.0,0.0,0.1731560504915063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28436596223534194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135018280240622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372177995869748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623187554723608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,whoabhee,2019/06/20,"Looking for inspiration: Movies about people going on with their daily lives?  I'm alone and lonely and have never lived a basic ""functional"" life. I'm curious about movies (or even short videos) that showcase basic functional living (and not the drama!). Waking up on time, cooking, cleaning, going to work, eating, resting, leisure, talking to friends, and all these things that are taken for granted. I also feel the need to watch someone else go through a functional day, perhaps to get inspired to do the most basic things?",7.736520146520146,9.192318934065938,6.793131868131868,73.37270146520147,62.956043956043956,8.264468864468865,34.946886446886445,8.344100000000001,3.097569963369964,417,18,61,5,6,127,67,91,0.046,0.805,0.149,0.8793,0,3,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,5,0,3,4,1,0,2,14,13,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,5,5,2,0,3,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,3,14,12,3,10,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,2,3,41,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198742965547238,0.0,0.1697727763579533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691314901197452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172314774513433,0.17734579711578705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021929258356325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073430731646031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640191135839037,0.0,0.11091572915698758,0.0,0.3619575771287293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995071513668454,0.0,0.0,0.5623829172188585,0.0,0.17827490081692687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574145546563666,0.1637355138713764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471790920530943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987743836756204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063522371746967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820796293512625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379131661297385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455378143221313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bluelemonadk,2019/06/20,"hello ~ would any lonely person like a pen pal? 🌸 hello c: i was just wondering if any lonely person would like a pen pal. i made a throwaway account in case people thought this was a bad idea haha and im not sure if im allowed to post this here. there’s a community specifically for pens pals but i didn’t get much luck and i don’t think they would understand me as much as this community might! everyone on here is so sweet and going through the same shit of being lonely :c so we can relate! i am very lonely myself and i only have my long distance boyfriend to talk to. every now and then it makes me sad that i have no one else. i tried making internet friends but im tired of always checking a dried out phone! so here i am wondering if anyone wanted to go old school and write letters to each other c: we can exchange all sorts of things like trinkets, postcards and anything a pen pal friend would send. i love giving things to people so having a snail mail pen pal would be really cool! and just so you get a rough idea about me ~ im 18 and from europe. i adore pink and blue, classic rock and animals!! because who doesn’t love a cute animal pic, i even have two adorable pets of my own :) so have a lovely day and if anyone would like to message me please feel free.",1.8930681818181831,3.759333988636364,3.405303030303031,90.24045454545455,78.43181818181819,6.066666666666667,21.227272727272727,6.996647511020387,0.4586318181818178,999,27,213,11,24,329,156,264,0.107,0.639,0.253,0.9945,1,8,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,1,1,0,15,25,1,0,12,2,24,5,1,4,2,51,42,27,0,11,9,0,2,4,7,7,1,0,1,2,9,16,0,0,8,1,4,3,5,7,0,2,5,6,23,19,20,28,6,12,0,5,2,3,27,3,1,9,9,131,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287343140384991,0.0,0.0,0.13545997468632404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928233486351682,0.0,0.08196058539156484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831600862753095,0.060713955392844236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423240595769586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320126530897412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578347360588896,0.0,0.08391552635441524,0.0951700616040626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05035969081138002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389818092083038,0.0,0.1040715839744854,0.09554338111873023,0.11320756358501473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224867811956224,0.4303312922505748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946340121817336,0.0,0.0,0.08814100731818132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696729798777448,0.09424194113649788,0.13296474325255073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056576325519774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643183273146212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451124185772394,0.0,0.06749011463960525,0.07574869098720419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380972866004655,0.17393008918295014,0.0,0.1093285854887856,0.0,0.0,0.09538725677733023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638049650764599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079839205674036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223581306804663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386984203737103,0.0,0.0,0.08005301930163164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323368383215114,0.06381831271953241,0.0,0.07906960738985082,0.0,0.11447313458276565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762043630780551,0.0,0.09729267613848258,0.10368492638661836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217869821848138,0.058745421900155866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160193479302736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42450894324989497,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jnbarnes14,2019/06/20,"I feel like I'll always be lonely. I'm 18 now and I've never had a girlfriend, nor any female friends to be honest. I've finished college now and I'm about to go into a job in engineering. I wish I could go back to school and change who I was. I'm not desperate in any way but i feel like I've left it too late to find a relationship. I've got the rest of my life I know but I wish I had a relationship now because having a relationship now is much different than having one later in life when we're older. 

I guess I just wish I had someone to go through school and college with, someone I could love and do things with in life as we are young, active and have all the time in the world right now.

Sorry for the rant whoever has stumbled across this.",1.5217391304347814,3.1006274782608725,3.4800931677018667,90.594798136646,78.56521739130434,6.339130434782609,22.05900621118013,7.1686216300943375,0.5369925465838503,588,17,134,7,14,199,91,161,0.051,0.777,0.172,0.9631,2,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,9,0,15,4,0,0,2,26,30,11,0,5,4,0,2,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,5,2,14,5,20,21,3,28,0,1,0,1,8,10,0,1,16,86,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588482083153486,0.0,0.0,0.17307302119071366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784982302118646,0.0,0.07757234351040118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461696715523927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320258268735966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329524648242139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868603962371347,0.18181936186571354,0.0,0.0,0.11630708029905253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831547359063647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169627053674228,0.0,0.10177597461311017,0.0,0.14018369930790578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627912304060773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993500724170347,0.0,0.1435471040833947,0.0,0.13826092763976164,0.0,0.2696480047682297,0.12433892960915968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485094267149575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354571248080276,0.0,0.09814547974395577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623003265896349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40986680301707984,0.0,0.1086735009527014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25757397762436424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156423742935398,0.0,0.0,0.14244949112034902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454134321288691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420233930838249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010076330415507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390045519490665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HmmmLi,2019/06/20,"(20M) (uk) Hella Lonely even tho I have some friends so maybe I am just greedy.... But dam I feel bad. Just came back from a festival   I felt the same way before I left you know the classic ""why am I alone"" stuff I am sure we all deal with at night but since being back I just sit in room all day with the feeling rather than just at night haha so just seeing if anyone wants to talk or something I love chatting about music mainly Rock/Metal but I am in to most things try me if you want haha. Also this is my first reddit post lmao.",-1.4086166744294388,0.5062821858407139,0.5135444806707028,101.97364229156963,103.24778761061948,2.7329296693060092,11.257102934326973,4.4396938790447145,-1.769803539823009,409,6,95,1,19,132,82,113,0.046,0.723,0.231,0.9736,0,3,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,2,0,1,14,8,0,0,4,2,7,1,0,0,3,28,16,10,0,5,12,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,4,15,6,11,13,6,16,0,1,1,1,8,6,0,5,6,66,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932707499079228,0.0,0.1492312303656885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304814220485955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869817594070949,0.15581080437112216,0.0,0.0,0.15879060023907718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134310979060805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034743213022002,0.19238578878674484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325355102359042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887103365243094,0.0,0.17917400083389212,0.0,0.0,0.15872960567922004,0.0,0.0,0.14417372825433508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255548146482807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027513338615067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684219990377127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874739235656576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502399994160935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787199348979425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870329285225173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154364976418671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366080257220662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362277440220254,0.0,0.0,0.17587686892979384,0.0,0.0,0.14998932647124374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239747945820003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266953299947884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22013376487084832,0.14812161815322902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838568814313096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Elli_Avelio,2019/06/20,"(14F) searching for friends I’m a bit scared to tell ppl my age cuz I’m quite young, I have a hard time starting conversation so plz forgive me if I’m awkward. I want to talk to ppl so I can work on my flaws and get more contacts, and maybe even make a good friend :)",-1.1575862068965534,0.9004238448275856,0.6650862068965537,103.20728448275864,95.0344827586207,3.589655172413793,19.31896551724137,5.148860815047168,-0.6955586206896553,205,7,52,1,8,66,43,58,0.09699999999999999,0.627,0.276,0.8874,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,9,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,4,5,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30864171558674025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672463693467245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43683588570452253,0.0,0.147702208986973,0.0,0.0,0.2371203674577674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532490335890036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870844034239234,0.0,0.2840161603604904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006926141854376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28303800960323355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001007513761172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272283621593883,0.24709749180071866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648481334082283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667473147069995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581332420866616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,as978539167,2019/06/20,"I want to make a friend of a foreign girl. I'm from China. You can come and see my introduction. I'm from China, and I'd like to meet some foreign girls, because I've never had a foreign girl before, and if you're interested in me, I'd like to make friends. In my country, we use social tools is called WeChat, it can be directly across translation barriers, hold down the text can be translated directly, I hope I can teach my foreign friends use WeChat, more convenient so that I can share with you dribs and drabs of life, I have a lot of interesting things to share, such as the city of my life, I can use small images or video to show you see, it will be more interesting. I'm 21 years old. I'm an architectural designer. I design plumbing. My simple hobby is watching movies and listening to music, I have a lot of things to share with you, I hope someone to become friends with me, I will contact you through WeChat, teach you how to use, I am a patient person. I hope my friends can reply to me.",4.018048090523338,4.911183930693071,5.0500141442715725,84.55534653465348,71.07920792079206,8.345685997171145,28.785007072135787,8.634040054169528,1.9737442715700155,782,29,165,13,14,257,101,202,0.0,0.775,0.225,0.9913,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,6,0,0,3,16,0,0,9,0,18,2,0,7,1,29,36,10,0,5,2,0,0,2,5,2,2,1,0,4,5,10,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,28,16,26,30,5,9,0,0,3,0,24,5,0,8,5,102,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092454702919548,0.14661444406341445,0.11296239768108506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555490255691527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435431941433395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128203433235392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955588510706976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753369784227705,0.12971209971717707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257224525428608,0.0,0.0,0.17722633205073854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023867287208844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930116810989074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591415508020685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115727313628364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532421368387892,0.11248056117877296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176389408780084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586213263784861,0.0,0.0,0.07830072388710478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548810456562765
lonely,Fuckedificarenow,2019/06/20,"Why do everyone I love not try. My family just disagrees with everything I say. My best friends hardly ever talk to me, I feel like a nuisance for just striking conversation. And every single person who I had even the slightest thing for just hates me now.",3.387500000000003,6.106554416666667,4.379000000000001,80.76600000000002,77.75,7.173333333333334,26.266666666666666,8.238735603445708,2.119911666666667,204,8,35,4,5,66,40,48,0.09300000000000001,0.6579999999999999,0.249,0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,5,1,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,8,4,4,4,2,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842976538201992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789299267960321,0.2450487113218527,0.2282488011746141,0.2588609451974024,0.2434715775490184,0.0,0.25538473765093395,0.0,0.13697750052445365,0.1935342932935146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930021429988432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426773016412387,0.2674621971687767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235029880125546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445019693825407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236543438794228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543420335800215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774284783526568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799769721430963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392643403051093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24444925604766754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,melanieirene,2019/06/20,"Need a friend? Hello, my name is Melanie & I just wanted to let everyone in this subreddit that my DM’s are always open if you need a friend, someone to talk to, give advice, or just listen & be there to support, I’m that girl! PLEASE don’t be afraid to reach out, I’m very friendly. 😊",0.9490710382513649,2.8805557377049205,2.4963114754098363,95.2732103825137,81.78688524590164,5.3781420765027335,20.002732240437158,6.42735559955562,0.0010961748633881996,224,6,51,2,6,73,46,61,0.0,0.7340000000000001,0.266,0.9434,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,14,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,7,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,2,0,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987504637631504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870949614255194,0.4654159196164238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522613181342889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978024784974554,0.0,0.0,0.2060311635496112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196213632740036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318504974805581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23575778262961056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819776420942142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437234304594779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262751767051818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772113632016616,0.12667949873221718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bloohunnidz,2019/06/20,Bored as shit 16F hello i like dogs and ducks nd anime gyals. boys hmu if u wanna talk (preferably under 18 🐵),-0.19014492753623105,2.0698696956521734,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,91.17391304347824,3.066666666666667,12.014492753623188,3.1291,-1.5883507246376811,85,1,18,0,3,28,23,23,0.218,0.687,0.095,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509040089073844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7372803192483414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5773076366910367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BeppermintBarry,2019/06/20,"Surrounded by friends, but rarely ever feel anything but lonely I've had the same core group of 2-3 friends for close to 4 years (5 for one of them) and I love those guys to death but I am constantly enveloped by a feeling of dread and unease. I constantly say/do stupid things that sound great in my head but just make me cringe immediately after, idk why I do it, I just keep doing it and beating myself up over such stupid mistakes that I never learn from. This whole roundabout way of keeping my self-esteem and confidence down have practically stunted my mental health so much I can't even talk to coworkers without wanting to crawl in a hole and die over things I can guarantee they don't remember 10 minutes after. This ESPECIALLY applies to my dating life which I must've left in the womb because I haven't seen a glimpse of anything resembled a dating life. 

I get it's stupid of me to be complaining about loneliness with what I have, after how long I've lurked here I can guarantee many people here would kill for what I fell into and I'm sorry but I really needed to verbalize how I've been feeling, a way to get this all off my chest in hopes to better understand what the fuck is wrong with me. Any help or advice would be more than welcome and I hope anybody who read this all has a fantastic day.",6.164137931034483,6.085766103448279,6.4320153256704975,79.93951724137933,66.1264367816092,9.718620689655172,31.57624521072797,9.3871,2.6139734865900377,1047,37,207,18,15,337,160,261,0.212,0.614,0.174,-0.9335,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,2,11,19,5,2,9,0,18,8,3,3,4,43,35,16,3,7,9,0,3,0,2,2,3,1,0,1,17,11,0,2,6,1,0,1,5,11,0,1,3,5,27,8,39,28,6,28,0,1,1,3,12,13,1,3,12,141,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250855957965768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704820094918145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106754123820984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780310287477046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132105554223085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766571685201645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825530256328832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284960858752862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845464949014009,0.11578839824813095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941704401896761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779362589623206,0.11833911923556545,0.13375529082872675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112663149296367,0.0,0.12674567403527784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137068042331884,0.13606397238112825,0.0,0.0,0.08579945883838361,0.0,0.0,0.25427689712138885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22755452658312986,0.14161923640555174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907846445165045,0.0,0.18082828887772087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328093238852395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553005625128256,0.0,0.08544473536634208,0.12977759227031524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899954267441388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409884824267674,0.09491453420883167,0.09872581392788538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673991080886825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874296914915686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804024520810994,0.0,0.08200366838089959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500539734682047,0.0,0.0,0.10179519492319274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353776307674825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432917949064855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288605659189842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700824722854947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332583492415883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550102238318943,0.20320978227365355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550514858056535,0.14291368672081148,0.0,0.12339283540013772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186301836790095,0.13995403449128718,0.0,0.08243141283868594
lonely,kc4594,2019/06/20,Thanks a lot for kicking me out of your chatroom!! They were talking about eating pasta and drinking wine. Why couldn't I mess with them?,2.649102564102563,5.435423653846158,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,81.69230769230771,5.005128205128205,24.051282051282055,6.42735559955562,0.7982974358974362,109,4,20,1,3,33,26,26,0.0,0.79,0.21,0.6802,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364715598838154,0.0,0.4559111614259455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787925711025187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581180036057733,0.0,0.4102046296643628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020415845067723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,asunayukkii,2019/06/20,"new to reddit, can't sleep :( 22/f/east coast. it's a few hours past midnight here and i can't sleep.
someone talk to me please, about anything.",-0.41000000000000014,1.8136790000000045,0.7083333333333357,103.34250000000002,92.33333333333334,3.0,17.5,3.1291,-1.158,110,3,26,0,4,34,26,30,0.0,0.8240000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.5727,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25937714369148457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104018067281331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044155523020225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008875699532816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34598747791313306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6308416485021703,0.0,0.2670621717021872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533403512326971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sohrvbr,2019/06/20,"I can't shake off the loneliness I feel Hi everyone,

I am not sure how to start this...I guess I just need somewhere to release how I feel before I drive myself crazy. 

I want to begin by saying I have a few close friends but all of them live on the other side of the world. I never get a chance to talk to them properly due to the time difference. I just feel so damn alone and depressed all the time. I miss having someone I am comfortable talking to about anything and everything from morning to night. 

I have been suffering from depression for many years now and most nights I just want to cry and cry and cry. I really do not see any point being on this earth. Nothing makes sense to me. I have a hard time expressing how I feel to my friends because I just dont want to be a burden to them. I am not sure what to do. I feel like I am going crazy. 

It would be really nice to just be able to message someone where I get the sense that they actually look forward and want to talk to me too. I dont really feel like I have that person in my life. I am not really sure where I am going with this. I just feel so confused. My heart just aches.",2.6440416666666664,3.7110993208333376,4.065000000000001,89.66666666666669,74.54166666666666,7.666666666666668,23.75,8.167268648758528,1.0955000000000004,887,25,201,14,18,294,118,240,0.237,0.657,0.106,-0.9889,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,4,0,17,17,1,2,10,0,22,2,1,4,6,46,45,12,0,6,12,0,8,2,2,1,1,1,0,1,7,8,0,0,7,0,0,5,8,8,0,0,1,11,37,9,30,39,4,26,0,4,2,0,14,11,1,3,14,138,44,0,0.10186527007981022,0.0,0.09940580935602897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550169884460894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927187676322337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382643779217136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209612316139845,0.0,0.0866798421062631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356826478742612,0.0,0.0,0.17547281571019624,0.0,0.0,0.10642752631585654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23877067576118596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733663090150547,0.09154993643720144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605429888287883,0.14554513859731955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740170995186706,0.0,0.10644079856545027,0.0,0.11578476094485267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122160793850064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912512736133809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071083550672802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719504527713035,0.09953245109491346,0.0,0.08994889973873414,0.0,0.08554117144319691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679958587750588,0.1032753954745766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553180703402881,0.07856477608025403,0.0,0.0,0.19118731085452254,0.0,0.0977424739631045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894482470705924,0.0,0.0,0.09629560599047192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610300016897629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810073513400281,0.0,0.0,0.08117343171263203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726202255466548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210076246015742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880204345728039,0.0,0.0,0.2456263365069017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819537448701872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403311021248555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236216520731856,0.0,0.0,0.06559789414732914
lonely,IdooPhotoshop,2019/06/20,"Idk whether or not I want a relationship Whenever I get into a romantic relationship with someone it feels great, then eventually doesn't feel like anything, I want to do stuff with whoever I'm with but I don't think anyone I've ever dated has been up for showing affection, doing things, or any of that. I just want a girl who I can snuggle up to and just talk, and be with. I have friends, but I don't want to be romantically alone. I want what I can't get. I'm a teenage guy, and I play games, hit me up if ya wanna talk.",3.8110038610038615,3.945756792792797,5.689781209781213,82.51297297297299,71.16216216216216,9.225740025740027,29.37065637065637,9.23628265651192,2.1838818532818527,408,15,93,8,7,142,69,111,0.10800000000000001,0.705,0.187,0.9379,0,1,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,1,1,28,25,10,0,7,9,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,13,4,14,21,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,3,4,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590940544474295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863311528957494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226283763737307,0.0,0.15565993503671618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711031614512316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128673038919736,0.13513366078574107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461420799397482,0.0,0.19765324909824025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085460476071385,0.0,0.18729497821733088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241246126843224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061672417275581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027194881663578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165392887569914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040741528248632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566737754298013,0.12120404417093915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5578479285498035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HeartShapedSlut,2019/06/20,"Does anybody else feel like their loneliness is their fault? Maybe it’s my lack of effort? 
Maybe I’m not interesting enough? 
I think maybe im starting to like being lonely because I just like being at home 
I don’t have the energy to do much these days 
Don’t even post on my social media anymore because it seems like a waste of time",2.730343137254902,4.675615661764706,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,76.20588235294117,6.298039215686276,21.62745098039216,7.1686216300943375,0.6119921568627449,267,7,54,3,6,86,49,68,0.209,0.632,0.159,-0.5856,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,1,2,7,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,7,5,6,10,3,6,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,7,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348520466033053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237860367721602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582233855366193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073193902480036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629796925043335,0.0,0.0,0.20158881733933495,0.0,0.1288606640817313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098647621434271,0.139378347730615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569961910276945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073976887712767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812609260023135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5880077471533761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434197844395376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868503528241939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761027099817056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887826629954064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809166336524228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501118756487134,0.0,0.0,0.11376345560146958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,noahm458,2019/06/20,"Afraid people don't like spending time with me. Does anyone else feel like the people who you spend time with only do so because they feel bad for you? I only have a few friends but I'm always the one to initiate getting together. And I'm afraid to make new friends because I don't want to put them in the same situation. I wish people would ask to spend time with me, or even message me first. I feel like people are just friendly to me so that I'll just leave them alone.",3.5448979591836722,4.525250224489799,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142857,72.26530612244899,6.824489795918367,25.22448979591837,6.868970318607317,0.8112081632653063,374,11,81,3,7,119,59,98,0.126,0.7390000000000001,0.135,0.7088,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,3,1,5,9,0,2,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,16,16,5,0,3,4,0,3,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,2,3,0,2,0,3,13,6,10,15,2,7,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,1,8,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605936842391733,0.0,0.0,0.12902096608715752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084204014396048,0.15887560034817202,0.0,0.0,0.14495862301459092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946724287119796,0.18904425814310974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569260429318175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953135218362713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241457573828096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23520647752614804,0.22154742801697574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189255066274366,0.0,0.0,0.3593930825315011,0.0,0.08101158645872766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641844007107426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22726102798918502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350265060448552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497563176670961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507154880195252,0.23585772003046634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299917362992023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558764660387023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429207860724255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712473070732153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145743042568967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830944657385486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014900079744856,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThermiteV1,2019/06/20,"How do you any drive to move forward and find meaning in something? Hello all. I am an international Student living in the U.S and I have been living in the U.S for the past 3.5 years. During my time here, I have never managed to make a single friend which makes me question my own ability to engage and communicate with another human being. The only people I engage and have conversations with is my on-campus coworkers and once I leave my shift and then that's it, I am all alone again. No one to talk to during the day but my own thoughts. The friends from where I come from has become distant which makes the famous statement, ""Out of sight, out of mind"" relevant in my case. I am an underweight and unfit individual with no drive to improve myself or make my life better so that I don't feel lonely anymore. But I guess I have found some sort of comfort in being lonely and spending time with myself. Sometimes I feel that I observed everything wrong in life and did not learn the basic skills to survive and get out of this loneliness like most people I see around me. And I wish I knew the answer to the question of, ""How do anyone get the drive to do something about their lives and find meaningful relationships along the way?"" I guess I might never know.",6.045218579234973,6.526251336065574,6.326131147540983,78.68007103825141,66.37704918032786,8.637814207650273,29.38142076502732,8.447377352677275,2.084007978142076,1002,32,186,13,15,322,137,244,0.061,0.794,0.146,0.9671,0,5,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,3,8,10,0,0,15,0,18,2,0,6,4,59,36,19,0,1,4,0,2,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,7,22,0,0,15,0,1,6,6,3,0,1,5,4,31,7,33,28,7,27,0,2,2,0,11,12,0,9,11,139,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488966803701188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200191833879497,0.12644386075361688,0.0,0.0,0.11958789349369815,0.08431581857270125,0.0,0.0,0.10734619364701513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331766315005713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066476115485654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387327902395696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776733341703593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837400056744087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219427735179894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22042496595462008,0.0,0.0,0.13221520154849795,0.1863273058123955,0.0,0.12600134541921468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656758906498795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627034893598897,0.0,0.0,0.12768207790215608,0.0,0.0,0.17034546855886892,0.05891172802090406,0.0,0.3194362276159405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219656298735541,0.0,0.0,0.13135238895840592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279216030633495,0.1217564502887797,0.0,0.0,0.1281627454359264,0.0,0.0,0.18600513378494246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284190633829321,0.08171150012641426,0.09171030759435754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511200353830467,0.16719687782082282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27016553933687204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294631359625329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609061324166246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566441069557926,0.11926162406667848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969216355864139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573100103225893,0.1406281378033752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571474074103274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866677071376385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318407409044488,0.0,0.07765277065399227
lonely,dclyfe1,2019/06/20,"22M4F anyone in hawaii? I've been alone and depressed for over 3 years now, I dont talk to many people, I just drink and go home.  The navy doesn't make it super easy for a regular 9 to 5 but I just want someone to come home to, plus I move to Virginia in january so I'm gonna have to start over...again",0.3753431372549052,1.7356901617647085,2.3652941176470605,98.29049019607844,81.20588235294117,5.7098039215686285,18.686274509803926,6.42735559955562,-0.3425666666666665,233,5,60,2,6,78,52,68,0.098,0.843,0.057999999999999996,-0.3233,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,9,11,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,12,9,0,9,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635989757943007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796158616127827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924063370074914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921189425147047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982876402448464,0.2493260964446757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464574851351175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5105950945564642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988957455328502,0.25803649391415306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705073122772967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644744534236584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156482556859061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014579240547307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456811419592932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011851246332936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389819217003535
lonely,pineapple1678,2019/06/20,"Why can I never get close with people? I used to have so many close freinds, then it all fell apart. Now I am just sort of acquaintances with a few people. Hangout every once in a while, talk but not really in a close knit group of any kind. Why?! I am funny and charismatic, just am never able to get into the high  school cliques.",2.0794527363184048,3.928126223880601,3.0306716417910486,93.22322139303483,77.80597014925372,6.257711442786071,18.629353233830845,7.1686216300943375,0.09326069651741252,255,5,56,3,6,81,49,67,0.0,0.8640000000000001,0.136,0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,3,16,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,9,8,2,14,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,5,36,5,1,0.2356214732811427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023068163577636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985212535101764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462049897434431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24894702303808824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453635060131188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388831916544969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634516115949815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25092917919141394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32670052412578404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094514921654173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384615101906161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893836150406043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350130122636773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42522346212095136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,violetcloudssss,2019/06/20,. . . helloo.. is anyone else looking for a conversation?,4.042083333333332,3.238202375,6.100000000000001,56.07833333333335,150.25,6.066666666666666,27.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,3.5971166666666665,41,2,4,1,3,14,8,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076720033540288,0.5973888070696061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870513772379922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896030093860133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mbs98,2019/06/20,"Why am I like this? It’s hard hating yourself as much as I do.
I lay awake criticizing everything I have ever said, felt, and done.
I hate thinking this way.
I hate thinking at all anymore.
I hate every bit of myself.
I hate the fact that I hate myself.
I hate the irritating sound of my voice.
I hate that I love hard and fast. I give it all at once and never stop until every ounce of strength and breathe I have left to give is fucking taken.
I hate that I want you so much.
And why?
Because of the way you look at me?
Because it feels good to be wanted?
To be wrapped in your arms.
I hate that I can’t help but think of you constantly.
It’s probably because I’m lonely and because I am alone. 
There is a distinction.
It is unfortunate the human species does not do well on its own because people like myself often are alone.
and it’s torturous.",0.6276857142857146,2.892433182857147,2.5893571428571462,92.08289285714287,85.74285714285712,5.3285714285714265,21.32142857142857,6.742157984588678,0.4497142857142857,657,22,142,8,20,219,95,175,0.266,0.649,0.086,-0.9846,0,4,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,0,1,5,19,12,0,5,0,14,4,2,0,6,24,39,12,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,13,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,13,1,0,4,8,28,6,16,33,6,14,0,1,1,2,10,6,1,1,8,96,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734351229285974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011975065467034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24623734649296145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819931123318815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730286933025386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069791412459317,0.08267392847810916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307715506731349,0.13613434608483269,0.0,0.07260683041774643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040848719393636164,0.0,0.07756891983239046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468698330530979,0.0,0.1549979637427125,0.0,0.06776094102956075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473993115647554,0.7976118850702998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415033330703622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777613877581354,0.0,0.0,0.07893763861505454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784137237464836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291410852336154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187765998791971,0.0,0.06230850173861245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603632890388703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600806139272623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710287041257032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684766098122732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754218568442709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155296605665403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530142922632756,0.12825112874075448,0.0,0.0,0.0726378994149273,0.0,0.14579677725235846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tn-rt,2019/06/20,"Late night contemplation Funny how i always bring on how lonely i feel to my ONLY best friend without him ever getting the hints and asking me out. Even though he hangs out with his friends, people he just met, tinder dates...on a daily basis",3.979130434782608,6.168375826086957,4.542826086956524,82.9755434782609,73.34782608695652,5.469565217391305,20.195652173913047,5.985473137389443,0.2504086956521734,192,4,33,1,4,61,41,46,0.047,0.6990000000000001,0.253,0.8979,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,10,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,3,6,4,1,8,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24075225544440976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704918161386522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036422050303073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110490990059126,0.26172263487148056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629790200481094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470833841177296,0.0,0.1511670757750577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326385678317153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715239560083139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200544600749312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059042238638755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842729518951821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789113459880532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ChildishCrispino,2019/04/18,"Lost a best friend of 3 years. It's all my fault... So let's get some context shall we? I'm 15,  I was huge friends (basically brothers) with 2 kids my age. We went to the same school of course,  we had almost the same taste in our future, music,  clothes,  girls,  that sorta thing. This group was named ""Trimigos"" (almost makes me cry saying the name now).  We did literally everything together.  Got pizza,  went trick or treating, went over each other's houses,  fucked around in each other's neighborhoods.  I think you get the gist of everything. So around this time it would be the beginning of March.  I've just come out of a terrible breakup (might do that one soon idk), I wake up and get ready for school and I realize that one of my friends (lets call him T) took ""Trimigos"" out of his instagram bio.  We all had it in our bios for whatever reason. I text him and ask if everything is okay and he responds like ""yea just pissed"".  I thought nothing of it so I brushed it off my shoulder.  I didn't see him at all at school which I normally would see him around 5th passing period. So I thought maybe he was sick or just wasn't in the mood for school. I text him and ask him if he's pissed at me since it was passed on to me by a friend that he was.  I found out that a rumor was spread to him that I ratted him out for burning his ex's painting when she wanted it back.  I was quick to deny it because the only person I told was our other friend in our Trimigos group. So no I'm pissed cause T is pissed at me,  doesn't wanna be friends and I end up texting my other friends girlfriend (lets call C).  So C and I get into a small fight over something small I think and at the time like I said I was pissed so I ended up being a huge dick and saying (fuck you and fuck your relationship).  Worst. mistake. ever.  I didn't mean it as I hated her relationship.  I meant it as I didn't wanna be involved in it but that's not what T took it as when he saw what I said.  So now him and I are not friends and on ass terms and it's my fault for being a dick.  I want him back and I want Trimigos back. So T if you see this since I know you're in this sub hit me up.... I'm sorry. - Chris",1.1244115200665412,2.8357166397379916,2.7301060511540847,94.91164483260557,80.20087336244542,6.108629652734457,20.51174880432523,7.07126945348624,0.2262237887294658,1663,44,394,20,42,546,200,458,0.11900000000000001,0.805,0.077,-0.9620000000000001,0,0,1,0,2,0,65.0,9,4,0,2,25,31,11,0,15,2,33,16,10,3,4,76,75,34,0,12,11,2,0,2,9,4,1,4,0,3,32,31,2,0,10,0,0,8,8,17,0,2,31,10,68,13,53,31,11,62,0,1,4,6,65,33,11,10,23,258,100,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988075518665742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998675425152001,0.1399285934380928,0.0,0.0,0.17263955213091742,0.0,0.04562111689080142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853883948295264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283782935328974,0.0,0.0,0.07688019609260241,0.0,0.06446711121023911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220705006591758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257015661486113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676960964868996,0.0,0.0,0.20178121300864216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205702353870391,0.462562971273547,0.20756215359620125,0.15640100753740174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985552871530004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388794908761889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635407676040824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04112951853394765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22958362820937744,0.0,0.07312504154287948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169553233410427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049955566681749705,0.0,0.07518576387913525,0.08152153418358084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939227767109401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332626125732049,0.07180997142570214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142559116844846,0.05691837837762966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534646670687914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694688409643945,0.0,0.1606980055341855,0.0,0.0,0.14237792009789482,0.1190298413603704,0.0,0.3029639691020601,0.17891081252999466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381507195754382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057614664351429964,0.0,0.0837760546007644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971965943382041,0.0959075285249708,0.0,0.11882750112068335,0.08727836344675413,0.0,0.0,0.0715118044418406,0.16629760906681976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242581916952448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812931272144486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632685679310663,0.0,0.0,0.048193817010239316
lonely,pragmaticsooicide,2019/04/18,"I hate my life I’m in love with someone who told me they’ll never love me back. I’m not interested in finding someone else. I’ve always just been a place holder. I’m alone all the time. I feel like a burden to my friends. I don’t feel like anyone cares about me even my family. I don’t want to exist anymore but I can’t do that to the people I care about. I try to talk to my friends but they don’t really care. 

I’m not looking for answers. I just need to vent.",-0.8833974358974359,1.0255354038461597,1.85923076923077,97.16910256410259,89.19230769230771,4.620512820512821,17.320512820512818,5.985473137389443,-0.5122794871794873,358,9,88,3,12,124,59,104,0.071,0.6729999999999999,0.256,0.9597,0,1,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,2,0,6,12,1,0,4,0,7,3,0,0,2,15,23,2,0,2,6,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,3,17,10,12,20,1,6,0,0,1,2,9,3,0,0,5,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712120230806699,0.0,0.0,0.13755173952361685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394378736713336,0.11558908036537288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711371906702734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056358073577203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809587198152015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091861537903643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558402092940725,0.0,0.16717210704648164,0.2361959845358161,0.0,0.0,0.15109097874851415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25543726302368497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321008517746952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676383144018487,0.161524909084521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881934774388285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29839870958513176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225757843793779,0.12749779769321187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460562012219908,0.0,0.17271448982871188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059022630997631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801344278257992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132870473353485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639399461069773,0.0,0.0,0.15796145160704006,0.0,0.1122351094183424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750452991427397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,drunkcj,2019/04/18,"Thinking about creating account on dating app Age 18 Male
Average looking guy
I just feel too much lonely these days . I broke up with my ex 1.5 years ago. i haven't found a girl since then who is into me. I don't get much time from my studies to go out and interact with new people . I miss being close to someone whom i can talk to. i was thinking to create an online dating app. Is this the right choice ?",1.5946428571428584,3.570797511904765,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,79.83333333333333,5.628571428571429,21.214285714285715,6.6274283507984215,0.3531,317,9,67,3,8,104,67,84,0.086,0.86,0.054000000000000006,-0.3818,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,15,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,10,0,12,12,2,16,0,3,1,0,8,6,0,0,9,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395729205900285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429806085793054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136653708092602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963307629729706,0.0,0.0,0.14120189806616412,0.0,0.15359738214005675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676040646253505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22695387357800526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973505913786923,0.0,0.0,0.2610228638438826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873671778701224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308041636842009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356535222988266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289939930956953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21722813931781612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34634879352224474,0.0,0.0,0.15759323770140124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404129408237515
lonely,cyfous,2019/04/18,"Just need to vent So ill try to keep this short

I got couple of bad grades recently and my mom started being unfriendly with me (as always) bc of that. She is usually my only friend, but not she just always brings up those grades and tells me how of a failure i am and how i should study harder and how she wont pay me for my studies and i should drop school and start working. 
Basically lots of things that hurt me. A bad thing is that i have noone to vent to. If not her i spend days in my bed crying. Thats what im doing now and shes telling me that im manipulating her like that so i can make her feel bad, and honestly i dont want to do that. Im just really feeling bad. 

Sorry for the vent. Needed to get this off my chest.",0.9557412398921842,2.450856654088053,3.014128481581313,93.68108490566038,79.94339622641509,6.3038634321653175,18.90431266846361,7.1686216300943375,0.037121832884097206,564,12,137,7,14,191,92,159,0.237,0.691,0.07200000000000001,-0.9843,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,0,3,0,13,2,1,5,0,30,25,16,0,6,7,1,2,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,13,9,0,1,2,0,2,1,4,5,0,0,1,2,25,3,17,20,1,13,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,2,8,92,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314246724624697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644503166383957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387160187383025,0.15275520547225807,0.0896847352548841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298189912833375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062981047015574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744045319727928,0.0,0.07265516772371404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122213460067973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887082134873694,0.0,0.4506387481749105,0.0,0.0,0.12360641730694688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793961550191335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822718674162402,0.0,0.0,0.09282625817171256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628700029401415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062282952587261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057643909768179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890879193377595,0.0,0.1373088615439026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074012908189462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567069276824122,0.19686034152888326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430960218404543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847758017526221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944152852078972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531592804192726,0.0,0.08202351339636699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124020278853536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nik4566,2019/04/18,"Party So there is a Friday office party with team tomorrow night 
I'm the shy person
Introvert who can speak among them. And I don't want to attend the party 
Because I feel good at home",1.6642105263157916,3.985217789473687,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,81.63157894736842,5.905263157894738,17.394736842105264,7.1686216300943375,0.346294736842105,148,3,28,2,4,50,33,38,0.078,0.655,0.267,0.8307,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,4,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930216147931391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24304919398766398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031764604999129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821670709852171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510910802671145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197163178031844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835209512460247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mariahasnowifi,2019/04/18,all i want is to be loved i want someone there to cuddle me and hold my hand. i just want to be wanted.,-2.1225000000000023,-0.3896982499999968,0.8049999999999997,103.54,94.0,3.2,12.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.8582333333333327,78,1,21,0,3,27,17,24,0.0,0.593,0.40700000000000003,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,8,8,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387454429579606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180116327364757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8855055766732901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,qvinns,2019/04/18,"I feel lonely I have a boyfriend, very few friends and I just want to stick with them, I’m too exhausted to try to meet anyone new, yet I feel very lonely",-0.17772727272727096,1.9941353939393949,1.215378787878791,101.0430681818182,89.0,4.512121212121213,17.340909090909093,5.985473137389443,-0.603781818181818,120,3,29,1,4,38,24,33,0.21899999999999997,0.644,0.13699999999999998,-0.4256,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,1,4,5,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727247687284837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39443149896158414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30134364017157056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37670269210485396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26481129672957543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6436470637286469,0.23005547138876675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dntknwwhoiam,2019/04/18,"lonely with a good life i am 19, 20 in 12 days, i have a boyfriend of 3 years, and supportive parents. i don’t have many friends since i left high school. i didn’t have many during high school either. i always feel that i never fit in. i am able to get along with anybody, yet nothing defines me. i like broad ranges of music, tv, books, everything. i can be extrovert one minute, and quite introvert the next. i like to go and party, but i also really enjoy being by myself or just doing nothing. i feel like my mood changes a lot but i am not bi polar. i wish i had a girl best friend but these days i feel i can’t trust anyone. i see people going out and being with friends but i don’t have a group to do that with. i don’t see my boyfriend often. i like to talk to certain people but when they don’t reply i feel very lonely. right now i have no one to talk to which makes me feel sad. i feel lost and lonely.",0.37684615384615583,2.3019136974359,2.311987179487179,95.85259615384615,83.8205128205128,4.925641025641027,17.442307692307693,5.985473137389443,-0.467569230769231,701,15,162,5,20,233,108,195,0.155,0.6779999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.7585,1,6,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,6,19,0,0,6,0,21,2,0,1,2,32,36,13,0,1,9,1,6,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,4,11,0,0,6,2,0,2,9,5,0,2,3,9,31,13,18,30,3,19,0,5,2,1,9,9,0,3,12,105,35,3,0.12163931518515465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727491640649404,0.10121365455642226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505303743241062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276529567374463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286782666682832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689459064990746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932157314009616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36902695566056615,0.08689915107295887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819346995180487,0.0,0.06355152170665351,0.0,0.13826085199768373,0.10202528643908802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570372299098894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321614718605033,0.0,0.08591744561719693,0.2377073006413164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278368159427245,0.10341339590734366,0.0,0.0,0.08119518743085287,0.2466463471045837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381573869670856,0.0,0.12936479166735565,0.0,0.0,0.2334324071012563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485189603936226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506606447068525,0.0,0.0,0.16865877066252905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937838457867368,0.0,0.0,0.07792526006028748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387931054219553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24621096196095946,0.1938615710146826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062129850715963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803485338101262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553814786092094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036517412739167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398792093796713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833173087763581
lonely,Swallowteal,2019/04/18,"I am not handling my life well Me and my fiance work differing hours. We hardly see each other. My parents have a lot going on and are always stressed out and sad. I go to work, get home, turn the xbox on and stare at the games before turning it off again and crying myself to sleep. I wake up and help my fiance get his morning started and then go back to bed because I work night shift. I wake up and play some games or crotchet before getting ready and heading to work. My fiance works weekends so I spend those alone too. I have been taking half of my lunch break to hide somewhere and cry because I feel so helpless and alone. I can't be happy if the people I care about are unhappy and feel better not burdening them with how I feel. I don't want to do this anymore. No matter how I try to line things up in my head I think I will always feel lonely. I don't remember how to hang out with my fiance because we see each other so little. I don't want to feel alone anymore. I don't kbow what to do and I just want to be ablw to feel happy. This thick, tight sensation from my head to my chest won't ever go away and it makes it hard to breathe.",2.7114370982552787,3.7442191611570266,3.842589531680442,91.4591368227732,74.33057851239671,6.204224058769514,22.9485766758494,6.139981653823899,0.3299359044995413,895,23,198,5,18,291,130,242,0.16899999999999998,0.755,0.075,-0.9622,1,5,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,1,6,13,11,0,1,4,0,17,10,8,4,1,47,42,23,0,4,5,1,10,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,10,22,1,1,8,5,1,5,9,5,1,1,1,13,35,6,30,37,4,27,0,3,3,0,8,13,0,4,8,133,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034962393077937,0.0,0.0,0.16255258598668726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374154543791536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177211659642552,0.0751086966267806,0.0,0.17863162452801604,0.0,0.16623432855358525,0.0,0.0,0.08638864886339997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958968692813452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145903754187672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205318760875487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835574776044441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963349471191154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309887152202611,0.0,0.2220516503572892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796104690355607,0.17500140551921714,0.0,0.3007388014227429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547180423777238,0.0,0.0979794468345608,0.0,0.09619359474490677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899317600798828,0.0,0.09789946522233353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304272286222457,0.0,0.0,0.06520112204426584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166460585179907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846035623837373,0.0,0.0,0.06771793647972303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110650639491729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567415202022716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977489894853868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913730773224255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189033133700116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344203612101001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489322007687641,0.06258840493350906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631725392072539,0.21249220313451808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728398368992664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782465481369747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35555536481880223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bobsburglars,2019/04/18,"Feeling lost I feel sad and alone. There's no reason why. In fact, I shouldn't feel this way. But for some reason I can seem to shake it. What do you do? How do you make these feelings go away when they feel like they're going to overwhelm you?",0.022371794871791195,2.1562759807692338,0.951538461538462,103.67679487179493,87.26923076923076,3.466666666666667,14.435897435897436,3.1291,-1.5703564102564105,189,3,46,0,6,58,41,52,0.24100000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.8105,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,1,1,3,5,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,15,15,4,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,8,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,5,7,1,5,13,1,7,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24062153300988215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827961460107453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.587359578349583,0.16597502578136147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640744839452112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350362709307694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536132367674125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508060965801354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777433423178368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115025022748265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441099260449093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096397020098859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,plsgodwhy,2019/04/18,Anybody wanna chat? Send me some music recommendations! What song I’d stuck in your head rn?,1.1973529411764725,2.8321285882353,2.7263235294117654,83.08595588235295,116.05882352941177,4.052941176470589,16.014705882352942,5.985473137389443,-0.0008705882352937344,74,2,13,1,4,24,17,17,0.15,0.85,0.0,-0.3923,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,probably_justin,2019/04/18,"Anyone here feeling lonely? If you have iMessage, drop your numb, lonely group chat.",4.610714285714284,8.111728642857145,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,84.0,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,0.046114285714285774,67,2,9,0,2,19,13,14,0.475,0.45,0.075,-0.7906,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.810329530029674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5859744471919298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,newbiiie,2019/04/18,"How do you make friends as an adult? I graduated about two years ago from University and I became so focused on school and getting a job that I had no time for friends and my social skills really suffered as a result of this. Now I'm in an awkward time where it feels like everyone is part of a friend circle and no one really wants new friends, how could someone like myself begin making friends?",10.711923076923078,6.95754121794872,9.980769230769235,69.81423076923079,59.89743589743589,12.964102564102564,41.384615384615394,10.504223727775694,4.15066153846154,317,12,61,5,3,102,59,78,0.102,0.636,0.262,0.9416,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,6,9,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,5,0,12,11,9,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,6,7,9,9,1,10,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,9,41,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649627505739455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409566229571239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869608105692127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926633376010552,0.12612360973896472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6819902069398489,0.0,0.09223734896233657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519343010691424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250170138611068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23568999249746736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050802651558655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963129641704193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118076776529846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261981841548589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867271944778612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996514704568803,0.14958579977125602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588933518666092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245857471843454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041306718474236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368903531743277
lonely,OutcastedNobody,2018/12/29,"Any other adults here? What causes a grown adult to be lonely? I never once felt lonely when I was a kid. It's like my biological hardwiring is all fucked up and backwards, I'm only becoming more immature as I get older. ",2.6959090909090904,4.7615813181818245,5.0590909090909095,78.38363636363641,76.72727272727272,7.127272727272729,22.363636363636363,8.07648339933343,1.3791999999999995,174,5,32,3,4,61,39,44,0.21600000000000005,0.7290000000000001,0.055,-0.8053,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,2,5,7,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,4,1,3,4,2,6,0,2,0,1,3,2,1,0,4,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511227462733164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078402325135699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793518041752117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545662634302768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413929787170413,0.19293331507853428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041132729595008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848111420029541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39327065175879017,0.0,0.2808537260008213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,moonlightreverii,2018/12/29,"no friends literally I just have no friends that’s it & as an extrovert it sucks 
ya ever feel just stuck in life? & like, I feel closer and closer to getting out of this rut but I really don’t know when it’ll come. I’m hoping it’ll be college which will be September 2019 but if it isn’t I have no idea how I’ll keep existing",1.4931963470319616,2.789845739726033,3.7029452054794514,90.18446347031966,77.90410958904108,7.606392694063928,23.125570776255714,8.344100000000001,1.128718721461187,261,8,62,5,6,90,51,73,0.129,0.738,0.133,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,9,1,0,1,1,16,19,7,0,2,5,0,2,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,2,5,4,5,13,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,2,3,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5702569787621999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22668485584485645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23803889433399994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661182962162196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40662602408365134,0.0,0.13748770179877093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613724361042912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970701270575361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339043838937437,0.0,0.0,0.1446231854477056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858742611523112,0.12856431124033368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858392419325502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,perainooo,2018/12/29,"No friends Okay I feel kinda pathetic but I don’t know where else to turn.

I’ve never had a lot of friends. I’ve never been the best friend either, but rather than the back burner friend for everyone. I’ve had a couple of really good friends over the years, however time tells everything and they turned out to be toxic individuals. 

I’ve struggled a lot with depression & bipolar disorder over the last  7 years & while things are getting a lot better, I think the friend thing is really what is still getting to me. I’m in a great relationship with an extremely loving and caring man but I hate not having someone else besides him, I come to him with everything but I miss having a friend, I miss having a girl to come to and talk to and do girl things with. 

I feel like at this point I’ve been trapped into this cycle for too long and I’m used to kinda being alone & idk where to even begin with making friends. There’s a couple of really nice girls at my job I talk to, but idk how to proceed or if that’s even a good idea. 

Idk what I’m really trying to get at, I’m just sad and lonely and I miss having a girl BFF any help on the matter would be appreciated ",2.346808931041295,4.140148668049793,3.917249555423833,87.4182019363762,76.84232365145229,7.080102746492789,21.019758940920767,7.957251820313856,0.8401261015609562,923,23,195,15,21,307,126,241,0.163,0.5579999999999999,0.278,0.9923,2,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,11,26,1,1,17,1,17,2,0,3,2,44,41,16,0,3,11,0,2,1,8,1,1,0,0,5,8,16,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,4,2,15,18,32,33,5,26,0,6,0,1,22,12,0,7,13,124,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320089301968164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925073373948384,0.0,0.061195230467245315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919556184741701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443732431741672,0.07958746941177493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174922013948954,0.0,0.0,0.15503415963995199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914101218229074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750691839074589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313455762782267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034760245715978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887304238968675,0.0,0.0,0.08598781842280273,0.16175162912607968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100172630617652,0.06428776522320749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5561988135165862,0.0,0.14104574981260984,0.0,0.0,0.15095608139876512,0.0,0.09921258159395792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884496202227195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603173598113194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158600434697697,0.0,0.0,0.08929964918283002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494552976130071,0.07335259570842237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0439638101948808,0.0,0.0,0.07963694469811261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22951488138627035,0.08121808769279948,0.0,0.060067987803776174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388092774004684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506817018560263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305956162682025,0.0,0.0,0.09661391590264028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624691995672632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186489080607658,0.0,0.0,0.09407546442391176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446586115819427,0.07865386994295945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793529787483951,0.057660963896471226,0.0,0.0,0.05247298768976298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109624918702448,0.1957631811553203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777211262025319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392521155600757,0.0,0.0,0.11589922023429168
lonely,RewindTimeEverybody,2018/12/29,I cried cause my sister found out I had no friends and told me she will be my friend Basically everyone hates me cause im different and don't go outside.,2.0073958333333337,4.026065781250002,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,78.6875,8.016666666666666,26.291666666666664,8.841846274778883,1.9900291666666663,123,5,27,3,3,41,26,32,0.20800000000000002,0.622,0.17,-0.1027,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,8,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,7,2,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.541425109640997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894696121845942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753273214761741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518092339014901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889413348578307,0.4071972044920157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976721343731844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601761765001651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846519987458686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518092339014901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Communisy_Comit,2018/12/29,"Just alone Can't say it any other way
Met a girl on reddit and got a nice relationship building until she blocked me.

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lonely,danmathe123,2018/12/29,NYE new friends So I met this girl on a dating app and I am meeting up on NYE with her friends and her. Now I have a few worries firstly I'm so worried about kissing her caused I'd like to. But I feel the more I think the more stressed I'll get. Then I also am just worried in general cause I don't know these people. Can anyone give some advice ,-0.8971052631578935,1.195077184210529,1.1924210526315804,100.04994736842107,92.94736842105264,3.5663157894736837,20.757894736842104,4.935628992294339,-0.3967800000000006,270,10,64,1,10,89,55,76,0.142,0.6970000000000001,0.161,0.3481,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,2,0,12,12,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,10,4,7,11,4,9,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,1,6,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20020558260010102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638418218450702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432562999915649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42093474898489736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035930792146307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427014245948672,0.0,0.0,0.3165783226674713,0.0,0.10704092567844664,0.19653879698621296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259625000893315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009362804332117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978736075912818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420374402586166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346884308495563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127831840072868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6241943165938216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cinnamon-sama,2018/12/29,"Does anyone else feel like being ""choked"" when lonely/bored? I have no real friends or people to talk to besides my boyfriend  (and I try to hold myself a bit when it comes to my problems because I have the feeling I'm putting too much pressure into him, being the only one I can rely on) but I was okay until not that long ago. I used to distract myself by reading, gaming, watching anime and other stuff since I've always been introverted and honestly, I was happy. But since two years ago or so I don't enjoy doing any of that anymore and that feeling of ""no pleasure"" and being constantly ""alone with my mind""  (I can't express it any other way, sorry) makes me feel super suffocated, and in some occasions I even freaked out, crying like a baby and feeling the urge to run somewhere, only hoping to get rid of that oppressing feeling. Recently, during those attacks I even had suicidal ideas which scared me so much... I want to know if someone here feels the same and knows why it may happen. Is this anxiety? depression? simply loneliness/boredom? or something else? 

Thanks for reading! <3 

By the way, sorry for the mistakes since English isn't my first language. ",5.6425151515151475,6.823802463636365,6.113636363636362,77.35378787878791,67.54545454545455,7.866666666666666,31.93939393939393,8.021203637495839,2.4811757575757585,922,38,155,11,15,298,143,220,0.193,0.638,0.16899999999999998,-0.8155,0,3,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,2,8,19,1,3,8,1,16,0,0,2,0,41,34,19,1,5,7,0,7,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,13,12,0,1,10,3,0,3,6,8,0,3,4,8,21,11,21,26,5,19,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,7,12,111,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523683585081894,0.0,0.0,0.11405541173829795,0.0,0.0,0.09163211791086236,0.0,0.0,0.14977640194687353,0.0,0.08424467631413746,0.0,0.1092135694307176,0.07700136892437817,0.11283520954593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528212310579578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713066208494771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022705415828405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486220753003756,0.0,0.11900508804872012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209662120325732,0.0,0.0,0.09484977239173427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637038919570184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398919952940887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547193009702966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38977456752418266,0.07867271755346328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367154905450586,0.0,0.0,0.08508164813210355,0.0,0.0575353252084434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738242560744567,0.11722920958202207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937813284415464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431676540047988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104270998133955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760219802406006,0.0,0.0,0.09745641080075483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350872785954936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119400257645716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619078483352106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462297672142286,0.16750876285811725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634622239351463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537394269508517,0.0,0.11070519116976782,0.0,0.0,0.22030791012972065,0.12534539638921555,0.0,0.0,0.1087343165041106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025348937272048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732875143050673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330783823718317,0.0847789538553225,0.0,0.2465499485983869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606580924805505,0.12045795049844915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851362347989951,0.0,0.10138752526888507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476707176207195,0.0,0.10757529669962024,0.0,0.0,0.09511191108353473,0.0,0.0,0.06495407919151723,0.1748228550244472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099369920182703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091634455250502
lonely,gaurdianxasari,2018/12/29,"My best friend forgot to tell me happy birthday and I feel sad about it. It’s been a lonely 24 years, but I think next birthday might be better. Thanks reddit for always keeping me company. ",1.3645945945945923,4.038148702702703,2.6041081081081106,89.57264864864867,89.0,4.0410810810810815,18.210810810810813,5.6839178017228535,-0.09880108108108088,150,4,27,1,5,48,33,37,0.085,0.584,0.331,0.899,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,5,3,4,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625370869849191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33111772866751543,0.2790509186118705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953588868128746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437691997712785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358758467543862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28044778793126096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33471580213378843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355580401834572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757775165133491,0.2904875075199761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021718376307067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318389384544014
lonely,Sabrina-Spellman,2018/12/29,"My only friends are children. I am a mom to a one year old, and I babysit two older kids who I've been watching for years. Most days, I only talk to children. My child can't respond with much more than ""mama, dad, cat, dog, help, that,"" and etc. The kids I watch can talk, and they're great kids, and I love all of them. 
But damn am I lonely. My adult friends all live far ornate busy with their jobs and I'm the only mom out of my friend group. 
I have a fiance, but I feel more lonely around him than I do when I'm alone. We have had a rocky relationship. We had broken up, and gotten back together, then I got pregnant.  I've caught him talking with other women, trying to get chicks on reddit to send him nudes or whatever. Turns out he did it a lot more than I had thought. I feel worthless, I feel like a failure, and I feel all alone. My best friend is my one year old son. I can't even rely on his dad for companionship. I am just sad. ",1.044310441094364,2.6786044221105563,2.5377470686767194,96.5593397543272,80.15577889447236,5.226242322724735,19.095756560580682,5.82211442006289,-0.4046518146286995,716,16,171,4,18,233,117,199,0.13699999999999998,0.7340000000000001,0.128,-0.4404,1,6,0,0,0,0,34.0,2,0,2,1,5,13,1,0,8,0,16,2,1,0,3,29,29,12,0,0,4,5,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,4,15,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,5,0,3,9,6,30,8,20,20,11,19,0,4,2,2,38,7,1,3,11,107,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662143009983536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440935169314816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882334563848252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487299030496874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288426349242403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333290061185952,0.08488573140773271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599327128027236,0.09181415503190693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971745161421452,0.0,0.0671459869796586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278855910354667,0.1416928915783035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861437227690816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753549304288894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278799816747968,0.0,0.11348482409172933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926244326876282,0.11599361198714965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010403097101724,0.0,0.0,0.09447641285449088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697186001022958,0.0,0.17417589646594045,0.29323396980293603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798154317740116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30989663766590875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202990337088108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725611281165653,0.13979200398185107,0.12554460143149745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482864882078754
lonely,TheRoamingElk,2018/12/29,"Learning to be single again Hi all.....My GF of 3 years and I (28M) recently broke up.  It was really amicable, and neither of us hate the other, but I guess I didn't realize quite how dependent my life had become on her. 

I've literally just been sitting here making lists of ways I can improve myself as a distraction (because apparently that's what one first thinks to do when they have a breakup and have nothing to do). TBH I just have no idea what to do with myself or my time.  It's really hard to mentally balance making a good long term life decision with terrifying and complete, but temporary, solitude.

Anyone else have any similar experiences? Also happy to just chat if anyone else is on here and interested. ",6.581086956521741,6.6851172173913085,7.896920289855075,69.1697282608696,65.23188405797102,11.537681159420293,34.64130434782609,11.20814326018867,4.091373913043478,568,24,102,16,8,196,98,138,0.10400000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.125,0.6261,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,2,9,6,1,1,4,0,14,2,0,4,0,24,19,13,0,1,7,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,1,12,3,15,14,3,13,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,4,8,74,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362134880304244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583079238306293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23819852690158605,0.34904808929913905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103832081441738,0.18811699855465888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858861467066334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845790724626465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661621709346985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448833008364152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286540298937295,0.0,0.0,0.18763859159922025,0.0,0.0,0.18132031561476847,0.15258295028918686,0.16816641218127498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228275289914595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24061937820182794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073740775085245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22739427798680056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165339526951595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343700701693634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154205657402721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811677839491446,0.0,0.0,0.2182365582126793,0.0,0.16818112701584753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914110604215026,0.0,0.0,0.0993212656673495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048869933722765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135200669537607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968745777910488
lonely,-_-_-SETH-_-_-,2018/12/29,"Im so fucking conflicted Im a 19 year old from ohio.I have alot of issues with anxiety, paranoia, and basically any other issues you can think of. My girlfriend and i recently broke up and now all i think about is her how much i miss her smile and everything i fucked up. Well really it was her but i cant help but think nothing matters and it was all my fault. If i wasnt so fucking insecure maybe we wouldve been ok but im crazy and her ""friend"" is too important. He was texting her sexual things she shot him down but im still the bad guy for saying she doesnt need to be around him. Now all i think about is how fucking shitty everything is, i havent had real sleep in a month. Shes all i ever think about. When im at work when im at the gym when im in public and even when im doing nothing. I lay in bed for hours looking at the walls wondering if ill ever be happy again wondering if that year was just a complete waste of time effort and emotions. Cause i dont want to kill myself but god i just want to die ive never been good enough and always felt like the only reason people kept me around was for convince and im more convinced now than ever. Someone please talk to me ",1.5061604278074905,3.044613913725492,3.4606506238859183,90.89610962566849,78.49019607843138,6.518716577540108,21.39483065953655,7.348242739294969,0.5650392156862747,928,25,209,12,22,314,139,255,0.172,0.693,0.134,-0.8217,0,0,0,0,0,2,16.0,1,1,0,2,26,18,5,1,8,1,24,6,1,4,8,52,42,26,2,6,10,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,5,14,0,2,9,1,0,0,6,10,1,0,11,3,30,8,27,29,8,32,0,2,1,4,20,12,4,6,21,139,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061689464385230326,0.0,0.0,0.05041696200145508,0.0,0.056716019203897176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199859407537687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061902845021028864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616102396183985,0.0,0.0,0.07773317625218898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694442383680984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689018292416552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339623019923993,0.0,0.07660525315426286,0.0,0.04896801282876171,0.2011885097347412,0.0,0.0,0.13326244017804595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118492488492527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057279493500170524,0.27416069776184243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218415194827762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340912002783331,0.0,0.07892218704858259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496937100230889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301183553719902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7207441465165958,0.15476340017647902,0.0,0.0,0.0820236556606392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03622049841320362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225796371813115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448244223376849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059176924706576074,0.0,0.05450058708279752,0.054973019688093545,0.057180453531380265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227645693994753,0.0,0.07779625415798512,0.0,0.0,0.05638593811943775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051398545342727316,0.0,0.0,0.08138219652003854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438624515835247,0.04749524731882026,0.07622708813592287,0.07320317262510348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895819119075753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419239465122843,0.0,0.06281760909853636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920738334253028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959000127643738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049254559248946526,0.23752591529920625,0.0,0.0,0.043230961077491435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745803210307622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665973207855888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080084587937338,0.05397396757936149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548598049121117
lonely,Radium-Kiss,2018/12/29,"Outcasted Chronic depression and BPD, but I try to be sweet. College student and full-time worker. Busy, but not occupied. Very haunted with severe PTSD, but functional most days, lol. I have many, sometimes conflicting interests so there's something to talk about with everyone. I volunteer a lot on counselling sites and at the hospital. I'm here because it's lonely being on my own. Been recently ganged up against and betrayed by my main friend group. People bounce me around as they see fit and I've gotten sick of it. I'm not really able to commit to being friends because of that, but I'd love to try and connect to see if it'll stick. I'm a solitary person, but still friendly albeit shy. Medical issues abound that I don't have the heart to deal with. Open to phone calls or messages - voice actor and damaged vocal cords, so I apologise in advance for inconsistencies in my voice. PM me if you want more info or my contact. 18F",2.967412773506801,5.650491926966296,3.907504435245418,83.73391780011829,79.16853932584269,6.893435836782969,27.345949142519217,8.032893268588372,2.101680898876405,745,32,133,14,19,239,125,178,0.136,0.654,0.21,0.9518,0,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,2,7,9,0,0,4,1,8,5,1,0,1,29,16,19,0,3,11,0,0,0,3,1,3,2,0,1,5,12,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,5,13,6,25,10,5,14,0,3,2,1,14,10,0,6,3,82,18,3,0.17143416554239718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526127534864786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900935224049816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591533016318185,0.0,0.17505345050756455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056085438018604,0.17674109702526344,0.14765599557672315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638126918255258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973488331116645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031503115910655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789327288317544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574719700037148,0.1547260276387116,0.0,0.0,0.1738073362037277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270188599501668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885086481260447,0.14968970082760027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003973654661142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098251162691523,0.0,0.16927055650128384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732216685621094,0.0,0.0,0.1936718102677384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319783961500746,0.16955277328169316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369075460526978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779228845220434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327850903382264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414511406107182,0.10111631254297657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kiru_ine,2018/12/29,"No one cares how I am I have some friends and I'm close to my parents but I feel like No one cares how I am. I ask, ""How was your day?"" or ""How have you been"" and then genuenly listen and try to help with their problems but I never get asked how I am or how I've been and the few times I am asked once in a blue moon I tell them how I actually am and they don't really listen they just respond with the equivilant of somone responding oof or k to a text. I just wish people I cared about unconditionally would care about me the same way.",0.5945920745920787,2.273367666666669,2.6778399378399382,94.8083216783217,81.73504273504274,6.305827505827506,18.32867132867133,7.348242739294969,-0.013266666666666538,415,9,104,6,11,140,71,117,0.065,0.7190000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.961,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,4,0,11,7,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,7,1,29,25,18,0,3,7,1,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,4,20,6,9,21,3,7,0,0,1,0,17,2,0,4,5,74,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.1566292194514632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45015006692405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.654580057779359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351211140957857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115588771893002,0.11466443259772414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400536311609088,0.0,0.08385696623315991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758276966922756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841438154409895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379094977996725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093203292342554,0.21752397910242155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822123063936418,0.0,0.0,0.11127359704821388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358111077713935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028232798539204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028799006018186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359145304341696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089720061438745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740098537253322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457223088718186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140177775088225,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,micossa,2018/12/29,"Have you ever felt bad because you're jealous of people having fun together and then felt even worse for feeling jealous? I swear. I can't stand this fucking shithole I've been in for the last couple years - and it gets unfathomably worse around New Year's Eve. All these people going to cool beaches, feeling loved and what not, and you're just watching, sometimes in the last bit of social media you kept hoping that a random angel'l come to save you from this miserable loneliness and then it hits you: you're just another jealous worthless scumbag. Fuck holidays.",5.857403846153844,7.873747625,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538463,67.94230769230771,7.507692307692308,32.230769230769226,8.07648339933343,2.5824461538461545,459,20,74,6,8,140,74,104,0.278,0.563,0.158,-0.9513,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,5,13,5,1,3,1,4,3,0,0,2,20,17,7,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,4,2,0,2,2,8,0,0,4,6,6,5,10,12,2,15,0,2,1,3,6,3,2,2,9,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875988671540424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926454793023598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937929751342274,0.10905962718483968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531935626438568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541119462528961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795643126300894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816593170320044,0.16183100169164913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180920813657949,0.0,0.3435562313571729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33079200498411243,0.09347116388113652,0.0,0.10167657994936764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769433548953606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916650450089233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146993145696634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278883086715108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480622205296115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237245477717606,0.0,0.0,0.17694291708994805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646416324363464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23041959837729675
lonely,blklionhart8,2018/12/29,"Didnt know it would be like this. Im in a relationship and I feel lonelier than ever in my life. i have no ""kindred soul"" and if i start to be myself I get into an argument and im banned from poon for that day or two and poon is the only thing left that makes me happy. doubt anyone feels the same but fuck it. who knows",0.02692152917504842,1.7373965211267617,2.4924748490945703,95.25830985915495,83.78873239436619,5.74728370221328,15.77665995975855,6.868970318607317,-0.4402410462776665,247,4,61,3,7,85,56,71,0.187,0.757,0.055999999999999994,-0.8151,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,4,0,6,2,0,1,1,18,14,7,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,7,2,7,10,1,7,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,3,4,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773340828634906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470619995384366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699002494919212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425864726726975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22177013262039208,0.1253301899548488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553624065205681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5182346663860006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636694201284308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606361252755831,0.0,0.16943811085032326,0.11719586070868025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012532809364574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182443611746794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575470820307657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979207929306342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593691616044335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343331217989545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040766385082634,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rastarachael,2018/12/29,"Holiday Blues How many friends of yours got engaged or announced pregnancies this Christmas?  

For me it was 3 pregnancies and 2 engagements. Holidays suck when you’re single. ",6.628505747126436,10.132190931034485,5.6765517241379335,71.58195402298853,70.72413793103449,10.763218390804601,40.70114942528736,10.504223727775694,5.847473563218392,143,9,20,5,3,43,28,29,0.081,0.562,0.35700000000000004,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134189095360766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5314901916702056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6737352591998982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,imnospecial,2018/12/29,"I can't stand this anymore I'm really feeling sad and frustrated I know some people, especially before I went to travel to a completely different country and language.. I think I had some friends back home that still remember me maybe even miss me but after  I traveled which was 1 and a half years ago.


I don't know anybody here, I mean I know some people who are studying with me (the language in class which is for masters is in English) and I don't know anything of the language of country I live in. I know some people, who can actually speak my native language, 2 guys. But still I don't think they're actually my friends, they are just people I know.

And don't think I'm socially anxious, sometimes I am, but they always tell that I'm funny and interesting and smart, and they have a good time hanging out with me.

But it's been two months since I interacted with someone except the market cashiers, I really feel awful and lonely, I started drinking a lot, and it doesn't do much for me, I'm only 23.

I am really sad. ",3.5635182926829247,5.093844678048782,5.005899390243903,81.99323932926829,72.95121951219512,7.66158536585366,28.91006097560976,8.278499904357787,2.07783536585366,809,33,157,13,16,271,109,205,0.10400000000000001,0.782,0.114,0.4538,1,2,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,1,6,10,1,0,7,1,18,1,0,0,0,38,37,14,0,0,6,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,9,14,1,0,13,3,0,4,6,5,0,2,4,3,29,5,15,33,6,18,0,4,0,0,12,4,0,5,9,106,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.24842909239808356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283296811467805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105913659104954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379900019998512,0.12623530947492198,0.0,0.0,0.10474702632865043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787647292178732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831255558990176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345885254096634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298867510914655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469359997077407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407240149477135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872108792588516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966845006271111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676298030490587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260349492624884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768005711305666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197243263952872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123974728894688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821554867293404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787771906705836,0.13865374651246334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159991973852228,0.0,0.09357119013484727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680811930869974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529813762638858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446315015259909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419228140525486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529379613344766,0.0,0.0,0.1297538979180961,0.10785055279947536,0.0,0.1258909040264373,0.0,0.09009497078301472,0.0,0.20330442737118185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125516096887106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24468267707263916,0.0,0.0,0.07422254869564415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434169985944656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799707998178093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196917972811696
lonely,gofigure29,2018/12/29,"Hey!!! Lets get to know each other! Hello! I'm a 29 year old female, and I'm interested in getting to know someone for chatting and conversation,  preferably someone my age or older please!  I'm into binge watching TV and movies and listening to music.  I'm from the U.S.   I love having fun ... ( Who doesn't) I love life and my family.  Well if you would like to talk more shoot me a message!!!!",0.7094805194805218,3.1888407922077966,2.8909220779220814,88.05066883116888,89.12987012987013,5.157922077922079,20.687012987012988,6.742157984588678,0.5964659740259739,299,10,59,4,10,101,57,77,0.031,0.708,0.261,0.9627,0,0,0,1,0,1,21.0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,13,15,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,6,6,8,13,2,6,0,0,1,2,11,2,0,2,5,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373023319166537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630300777951153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766810938113118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574041371353541,0.17779961673429853,0.12297929321967432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543802266836754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641412672554373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763166010175774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42656868387386176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232565980550746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263294845839463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881701565965197,0.0,0.0,0.16210155723473016
lonely,Mainemountains,2018/12/29,"Just lonely I was dumped in July, I did see him in October but it was because he was begging me to have an abortion... Which I did. 

Since then I haven't had any desire to meet anyone; so I spend my days and nights alone with my kids. I miss adults, I miss touch but I'm just terrified of shitty humans because that is all I'm meeting.

 I'm 33 in college and it doesn't start back up til the end of January but even then I only meet 19 year olds which I'm unable to bond with due to age differences and life experience differences. I want to meet people but I don't. Does anyone get that? 

I don't want to make the effort or deal with the heart ache when I realize they're a piece of shit too. I am out of touch, I don't know how to socialize at this point or where or how to meet people. I feel too old for most people but also not old enough for other people. I just don't fit into society enough for relationships to work for me. ",2.2868666666666684,3.2652106200000013,4.065000000000001,89.66666666666669,75.3,7.333333333333335,21.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.6289833333333337,724,16,167,10,15,245,113,200,0.174,0.8109999999999999,0.015,-0.9852,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,13,5,2,0,5,0,15,3,2,3,1,31,29,19,0,3,12,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,8,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,6,4,21,0,28,23,5,25,0,3,1,0,13,10,1,4,15,109,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676214600479173,0.0,0.1133202806417324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636327569022483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816483893948836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089612859030189,0.0,0.17276234209588512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138706924877034,0.14609014161024805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961001069585089,0.0,0.0,0.12400573470490595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550728867304245,0.2928353012944592,0.0,0.09359386073449337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386132662301298,0.0,0.0,0.07164957443065922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740342581731208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791939332741918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787656720690259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008941060073273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458822239407293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297918581966384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460821272933717,0.0,0.0,0.10777193794220527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929576077824608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339556608165054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152136585523957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291938582208005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545666146629066,0.11721864388675675,0.0,0.0,0.144448927776367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100298504603418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671608546867627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316187472373207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125244260414238
lonely,JinTheYellowJesus,2019/05/09,"I just I'm done with trying to get into a relationship. So I had a crush on one of the girls in my class from the start of the semester. She's very passionate, hard working and super funny, at least to me. So we were grouped up for a project and not to sound creepy, but I was like super happy to get to know her more. Me and her were the only ones doing any work out of 5 people so I got to know her, but of course, like with most people, not as well to be friends. The group project ended; I didn't ask her out. No problem, I have till the end of semester to do it; I didn't. As fate would have it I met her again in one of the awards ceremony. She said hi. I said hi and that was it. I don't even mind it anymore. I've been alone for 22 years. I'm used to it.",-0.19344298245614056,1.2709945204678377,2.172277046783627,98.5240296052632,83.32748538011695,5.444590643274854,17.705043859649123,6.322622252153567,-0.5187517543859652,577,12,152,5,16,197,98,171,0.077,0.747,0.17600000000000002,0.968,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,5,7,10,0,0,10,0,16,1,0,1,0,22,29,12,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,0,1,6,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,1,3,13,4,21,9,31,14,3,14,0,0,0,1,19,8,0,1,8,106,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757376491932494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165940273434909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700354626625631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028555897556962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545610868782086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037132173545765,0.0,0.0,0.11324319435487365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246428515838474,0.0,0.17915439797917834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712675361315185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825150756700685,0.15358835342621124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845234434594635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752670588370833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311881455705205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34854329287719465,0.13039785322043745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377280646514421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405751768880253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840765279664,0.0,0.0,0.3261824327386894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135542824255025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640544032446268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808048020139808,0.0,0.14146681201329722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415698043156506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496398831648421,0.0,0.0,0.12179540475934572,0.0,0.0,0.1104102129357874
lonely,SamPreetPunjabi,2019/05/09,"I would like to be more social and make some friends. I’m an Indian immigrant living in America. I am trying to neutralize my accent. But because I have an unattractive accent I’ve found it hard to make friends. 

I think I may also have depression but it’s not been diagnosed. 

I feel lonely living in America.",2.166714285714285,4.854735766666664,4.2728571428571405,79.69500000000002,83.0,8.095238095238095,25.23809523809524,8.841846274778883,2.633809523809524,246,10,43,7,7,84,41,60,0.149,0.7509999999999999,0.1,-0.4404,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,2,0,12,13,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,7,3,5,8,2,2,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657661638680408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746810662276295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248870498590506,0.26218708510013394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061321916625449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832320866380308,0.3991513154675277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23140197086808234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620100759512373,0.0,0.4561986228301025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448582164032205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633224218274188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551958782426116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753808001059712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350152257819968,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwaway776326,2019/05/09,"Will be super lonely for the next 4 months Hey, I'm a science student (22M) from Europe. Literally the only friend I ever had, which also happens to be the only girlfriend I ever had, is going home for the summer holidays and we don't have enough money to live together. That means I will be super lonely for the next 4 months, with nowhere to go and noone to talk to. 

To be honest, I'm fucking terrified. I used to live that way basically since I was a little child, never really had anyone beyond my parents. But having someone close, someone who I can talk with everyday, someone with I can take a walk every day changed my life. But every summer, it all goes away and I'm alone. All day. I need someone to talk to, to take my off it. I'm going to sleep now, so I won't be able to respond until tommorow. Thanks",3.4470883534136547,4.481716018072294,5.301385542168674,81.69296184738957,72.55421686746988,7.220080321285143,25.88152610441768,7.492282038375204,1.3935959839357437,633,20,123,7,12,218,95,166,0.068,0.813,0.11900000000000001,0.8593,2,5,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,2,6,8,1,0,8,0,18,3,1,1,5,18,33,8,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,6,8,0,0,1,1,1,4,3,3,0,0,4,0,13,5,23,21,3,25,0,2,0,1,11,5,1,0,15,82,19,1,0.12736216274110188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190879018120832,0.0,0.10185147552937716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890545855063623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966094440128786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473228055996925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427611711834764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159916016368609,0.0,0.0,0.23041273564150425,0.2146162303888299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839969099827058,0.1177442671676,0.0,0.0,0.21714855644388106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262593989195463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277546337053315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995966209067154,0.0,0.12765034630727634,0.22492624616676526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873473272248588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331852638807546,0.0,0.0,0.09443742987242276,0.09822955153421592,0.0,0.270902209934791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372932784692876,0.0,0.0,0.14142060942821727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159146274651398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105355297143714,0.0,0.12745414217185572,0.0,0.4316541887387831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915209919291726,0.3071066460549549,0.0,0.1172579678057887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000001605920244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109415656318306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bamma2178,2019/05/09,Horny guy Whos horny ladies pm or tell ur sexy stories i. Love whale tail,-1.3952083333333327,0.3335315625000028,-0.9724999999999984,111.53416666666668,108.375,2.1333333333333333,11.583333333333332,3.1291,-2.238266666666666,59,1,15,0,3,17,15,16,0.0,0.631,0.369,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6189762910845612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5642036011998777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.546390563121555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PolaroidSilence,2019/05/09,"Suicidal? I kinda just want a restart. I've been thinking, for a long time, and I just want a do over. I've just always been in such a bad part of my life, well not always but y'know what I mean. I just really want to restart. I just feel like if I die then I'll be able to get 'another chance' so to speak. I don't even care if I don't have any of my memories. I just want to be a whole new me, with better experiences and a better life.",-0.02922902494331225,1.4014920408163292,2.6240136054421757,95.64400226757373,82.6734693877551,6.396371882086169,18.03174603174603,7.3871296695380915,-0.010296145124716105,332,7,86,5,9,116,57,98,0.141,0.664,0.195,0.0758,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,10,6,0,0,6,0,8,2,0,0,0,21,17,7,2,6,10,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,2,12,5,10,13,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,5,56,13,0,0.18167924664852056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30234337446514314,0.0,0.0,0.12354811776782387,0.19050653101630527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169458220431242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32136105930647946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852341002452297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855437456729693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199974289535644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777171647364413,0.0,0.0,0.09186248595606344,0.12979169010693306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491990783947647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984616263525653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566508496029844,0.08875930293924904,0.0,0.0,0.16078041617145974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790196069645533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546694852818434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967409196070068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638837756602972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872760809853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164127253659177,0.0,0.0,0.10593862974655184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286365072810667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633514615374026,0.0,0.0,0.2028383907431316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mlsbeerclub,2019/05/09,"A lonely boy I'm Aaron, 28 almost 29. I'm lonely, never had a girlfriend.",-2.9450000000000003,-2.618145499999999,1.4574999999999996,91.7375,129.0,1.6,10.25,3.1291,-1.6437,56,1,11,0,4,21,12,16,0.33299999999999996,0.667,0.0,-0.6124,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7922460170997144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6102018095594597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hippywitch,2019/05/09,I’m about to get rid of a huge stuffed animal given to me by my last boyfriend who ghosted me and I’m afraid to lose the feeling of someone next to me in bed. He gave me a huge sloth stuffed animal and he’s been on the other side of the bed for 5 months. I think I’m ready to give it away/donate it but am afraid I’ll make myself feel worse when it’s gone.,1.371382113821138,1.9684020731707363,3.1229268292682946,97.01455284552848,77.04878048780488,6.442276422764228,20.98373983739837,6.42735559955562,-0.08005528455284594,278,6,73,2,6,93,54,82,0.078,0.841,0.08199999999999999,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,14,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,2,7,0,13,10,0,10,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306517613147045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299182222651453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044937836185614,0.312963621698504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659329548676275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649843431534821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21777085507795688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604053884450901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34696491491411874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27642605592646463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904441569398385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324711974950106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,panic_at_the_13,2019/05/09,"My heart hurts so bad I have felt so lonely for the last 3 or 4 weeks and it’s only getting worse. I feel so alone in the relationship that I’m in. I’ve been going through a major depressive episode for the past month or so and my partner has seemingly distanced himself since then. We live together, so it’s easy to tell. We haven’t been intimate in weeks and kisses a few and far in between. I miss him even when I’m in the same room as him. I miss our emotional connection, but recently I’ve been wondering if there ever was an emotional connection on his end. Our relationship is complicated but long story short he is very close with his ex who he had an open relationship with when he started dating me. Last week he told me he loves her, and he also said he didn’t love me but rather “cares for me”. I just feel like recently he’s taken all his emotional energy from me and poured it into her. Things aren’t even physical between us right now so I have no idea why he still wants to be with me. 

I’m just so sad every day and I hate going home because it feels so much worse to feel alone in a room with someone you have strong feelings for than to just be alone. I think I just needed to shout into the void for a moment, so thanks for listening.",4.612668918918917,4.77841011969112,5.6211944980694994,83.59310448841704,69.42471042471043,9.409362934362935,27.770511583011583,9.354420925462401,2.0515113899613904,987,30,214,19,16,327,144,259,0.136,0.725,0.139,0.5934,1,5,0,0,0,0,17.0,5,1,0,1,23,15,1,0,11,0,16,4,1,0,2,43,45,27,0,4,11,1,6,1,1,0,0,3,3,1,7,17,0,0,10,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,10,9,31,7,30,33,5,39,0,6,0,3,35,16,0,5,22,137,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323587267992149,0.0,0.08328441863059284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695641137994363,0.06348559649355727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106182385609682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716466716845232,0.0,0.08969961252501303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35144605542498475,0.0922412255938844,0.0,0.0,0.13757308461508214,0.09420477530270156,0.08774633790880917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632932568554402,0.07440094059150769,0.09999517163130653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441126791937074,0.0,0.11837558029737658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282125562030876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341188153504876,0.0,0.0,0.10446554986278993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148897455698872,0.1175666045958563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978353802116888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087980300962233,0.0,0.09196161150045157,0.09216471549137856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798917947785368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312724572250124,0.0,0.0765582820823542,0.07722191949613484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920667991095154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941782834809486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566050529480906,0.33543705520457456,0.0,0.0889389403338104,0.09906538683130546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480935479674853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861495096331398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824140242376906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737141012898025,0.0,0.08317003169909416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102699222162088,0.0958823780190905,0.0,0.0,0.06918906093789767,0.06673167023951472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951465178258853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527316035082234,0.0,0.0,0.08593022216568051,0.0614271978569961,0.0,0.25061560773445224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397432500119206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294040281815552,0.0,0.0,0.21226453949242835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,20190505,2019/05/09,"I don't understand how people do it. I have never had any friends or even been on a date, and I am almost 25. I see awkward people all the time dating or socializing, yet I cannot seem to do it. There's always this wall there. What little opportunities I have in my town (about 10k people), I take, but none of it works. Part of me wants to move to a city so there's more opportunities, but I generally dislike cities. Way too many people everywhere (seriously, an average day at Wal-Mart in any city near me is like Black Friday at my local Wal-Mart), I hate driving as is but having intense traffic would make it 10 times worse, and there's a lot more crime. I wish I could get over these so at least I have more opportunities, but I can't. Even then, I don't see it working as the clubs or events I go to see 0 results. I'll just get more of nothing.

It just keeps beating me down. Sometimes I will have little up ticks, but most of the time, just pure loneliness.",2.9309212730318244,4.0996944874371914,4.467417085427137,86.66280067001676,73.97487437185929,7.31671691792295,23.819430485762147,7.793537801064563,0.9565032495812398,749,21,166,10,15,251,119,199,0.142,0.7759999999999999,0.081,-0.9348,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,6,15,8,1,1,7,0,19,0,0,3,3,30,33,16,0,4,11,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,2,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,2,4,21,5,21,28,10,29,0,0,4,0,2,15,0,7,11,113,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557647133352444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096730876586385,0.0,0.0,0.19772595759242853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160736230600585,0.0,0.0,0.09375768750777162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920434481491724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231976554243428,0.0,0.15190947471506852,0.0,0.08262246456337427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353206172268085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292198924921152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102503253784936,0.2914167071702657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359636896893765,0.0,0.0,0.0970418798856319,0.14739189567322775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451529721716498,0.0,0.0,0.11212555736435707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949545735469515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743172550800896,0.0,0.4031510901610973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34754568375498696,0.13234794773199246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819599252518453,0.0,0.0,0.1437839461583427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930721779561883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543156956712694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134508481319212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857485380923538,0.11539540264497815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717913788522468,0.0,0.0,0.21167587258399145,0.0,0.1481540309936947,0.10327335621340253,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Crescent998,2019/05/09,"I feel like my friends doesn't really like me. I feel like I just get on my friend's nerves.
I met, and became friends with her a few years ago because we have a lot of classes together. 
But in the past few months she seems that she's become progressively more annoyed with me.
She tries to avoid interacting with me in conversations, and when I do converse with her 1 on 1 she seems really disinterested and distant no matter.
I have severe trust issues, and barely have any friends, those that I do have I am overly attached to, because I don't have anybody else. I'm probably clingy and obnoxious, and they just stick with me out of pitty.",5.471904761904758,6.073369960317464,6.0048809523809545,80.06303571428572,67.65079365079364,9.157142857142855,30.035714285714285,9.188382445141503,2.372209523809524,509,18,101,9,8,165,75,126,0.11,0.726,0.16399999999999998,0.785,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,1,3,10,1,1,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,23,17,8,0,0,3,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,23,8,15,16,4,11,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,3,8,69,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839511826330838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151319086914167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785170024296685,0.1973455959405556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492699412568866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069888868189748,0.2553078541079911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5522120929359531,0.0,0.09335650827360067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650265544222105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618921189816255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519131767637016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262614527847736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705768247943756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265465500745704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289427535384751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32533960901677,0.0,0.20186528834083875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131664726428698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506847806915473
lonely,cc88grad,2019/05/09,"Its okay to feel low and hopeless but never lose your dedication and aspiration for things you want As someone who has not been lonely all his life but through stages, I hope I can give some word of advice and tips to you friends. Loneliness, depression and anxiety are little shits that will pull you down in life but you can never accept that they are an inherent part of you. Dont lose hope on having friends, girlfriend, or boyfriend because loneliness, anxiety and depression have been a part of me for more than 80% of my life. But despite that I had success finding friends and finding love. 

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One suggestion I can make is if you live in North America (US or Canada) is to get a part time job as a server or to volunteer in homeless shelter or summer camp. I had severe depression a few years ago but I dont really wanna describe in detail. But 2 years ago I became a server for an agency (where you get 1-2 shifts per week) and you travel to different venues for work. I met a ton of people that way and due to such a relaxed and social work environment, I finally lost my anxiety to talking to strangers and my depression. I met my best friend at the banquet hall I work at and he told me he used to be introverted af before he started working as a server. My last gf I also met at work during one of the shifts. 

Please guys dont give up. Hope you find happiness in your life :)",5.498235294117649,5.889568145454548,6.209005347593585,79.35915508021392,67.54545454545455,9.525133689839572,31.812834224598927,9.478462496947786,2.7907240641711235,1100,43,214,21,17,361,152,275,0.16899999999999998,0.642,0.188,0.8518,3,2,0,0,0,1,29.0,1,11,1,10,3,25,1,0,12,1,19,6,1,2,3,40,37,26,0,6,12,0,1,0,6,1,4,0,0,1,7,11,0,0,5,2,0,2,6,11,0,2,9,1,33,14,36,26,9,33,0,10,0,1,35,16,1,9,13,146,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338572477985479,0.15128385030157554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824020032993891,0.0,0.09245749900088608,0.10368807068210756,0.0,0.0,0.19583690154583905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052017771079146916,0.0,0.0726114925426312,0.0,0.08955097225753887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939863003847069,0.0,0.0,0.08915407949106224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30002642000393603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04314656904319777,0.0,0.0,0.09347735110572017,0.2339764974511385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26371005785534474,0.0,0.08916519762220994,0.16371701349398673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449238159548424,0.0,0.0908378079172003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542626498224647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467912940545619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955720432341746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410908759357304,0.0,0.08552537073144438,0.07534997415650636,0.0,0.0,0.19093000748411945,0.09315027313593303,0.0,0.07701572201836393,0.0,0.05695996522838891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162704300894568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564673428745632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772196588117363,0.0,0.0591586645488181,0.0,0.0,0.09366922803110378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466604910823239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640119720000886,0.08759236794661042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869855220361504,0.07230177118125239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060398633044065765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858686121309096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669098081820732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04975794368212021,0.0,0.0,0.0815386585518345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264423644742234,0.07369969942174658,0.0,0.0,0.05033119467473155,0.0677327987660623,0.06844841471674076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106146118635273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368807068210756,0.10990239220444856
lonely,PoetOfSeagulls,2019/05/09,"I guess I'm just meant to be alone. I always hated being alone. Always. But I can never avoid it. It hits at random times. It's almost like the world is just trying to make it clear that I'm just as expendable as I always thought. The only friend I have ignores me whenever he feels like it, made me lose all my other friends, and sends mixed signals more often than not, but he's all I have. Without him I'm completely alone. I know he's going to leave, too. That's the worst part. No matter what he throws at me I'll take until the time comes where I get that very last text/call/hug. I always took anything from anyone as long as I wasn't alone. Now even when I'm around people I have that hole in my chest that can't be filled anymore. I'm about to give up. Maybe when he finally leaves I'll learn that I'm just one of those people that are meant to stay alone.",1.9472612612612643,3.2855207351351368,3.061081081081081,95.08315315315315,76.78378378378378,5.798198198198199,18.279279279279283,6.079149491110277,-0.3983801801801801,676,11,157,4,15,217,110,185,0.147,0.787,0.066,-0.9382,0,6,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,13,9,1,1,4,0,11,1,1,2,4,30,33,10,0,0,8,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,2,6,0,0,6,6,5,0,1,6,1,17,4,20,23,5,24,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,4,12,90,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506541204001708,0.5950586928151634,0.0,0.0,0.3824561235483301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395949192176533,0.08034749642963745,0.0,0.0945608479147443,0.10229394740859712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733559647425412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898448543574087,0.12048057782954727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589673759931763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058101769784803775,0.08209147423008381,0.0,0.12587790071095067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755781527041378,0.0,0.060035547436870035,0.11023180334871698,0.06530580004900167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658593035555973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344948583920032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631513364237106,0.09366669846743936,0.0,0.24334544743881995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122780976796657,0.0,0.0,0.10169142092199714,0.0,0.12855450138742938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873028566625904,0.07670308114967099,0.0,0.11544218454893773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862540313116657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786575017363383,0.0873939639884412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443594900887164,0.0,0.1593277604506889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247839367123095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639775328655279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912254235782914,0.1340094775966694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766884504093245,0.07801610692606313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948124924552972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110768798409937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Zaiabbas,2019/05/09,"How do people deal with loneliness I am a guy, 26 years old, I live in a metro city in India. I have been introvert and lonely pretty much all my life...never had any friends in school or college, acquaintances here and there, but no real friendship.

Never had a girlfriend or any sort of romantic relationship..I've been living on my own since last 8 years and this loneliness has become unbearable now. I keep myself busy, have become a workaholic and all but still, everytime I see people with friends or their partners, it feels like something died inside of me.....as if I've failed in my life. Crying doesn't help either.

Are there others who feel like me? How do you deal with this?",4.079937062937066,6.164883007692312,4.3590909090909085,84.85954545454545,72.76923076923076,7.18881118881119,24.125874125874127,8.00094639256281,1.372692307692308,541,16,100,8,11,169,89,130,0.18100000000000002,0.6729999999999999,0.146,-0.73,0,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,1,7,6,0,0,4,0,12,1,0,2,3,24,16,12,1,1,7,0,2,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,3,12,4,10,12,5,12,0,2,1,0,11,5,0,5,9,67,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21359834926951068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468980875821541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251170993350606,0.0,0.32382266863582193,0.0,0.0,0.162992783228012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881808411587886,0.22439265977195536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242672401765838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555038843754611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526709671343527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395929804320056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280164584586301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185768105684556,0.15345309125440634,0.0,0.27735550703315914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544959248802805,0.0,0.12112640270185547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647972310094502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775696123347926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977599506995152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787569297249219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861259280911606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894267072024185,0.12514826960458947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991312643993952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090452408328073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254200852697808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226970251316184
lonely,sharknadoexpert,2019/05/09,"Finally realizing For whatever reason my singledom has really hit hard today. I feel so alone and do unlovable. All my roommates are in relationships and I haven’t been on a date in like 2 years. No one has asked me out, complimented me or flirted with me in a while. I’ve started to spend more time doing things by myself because it feels like I’m meant to be alone. Everyone tells me I’ll find someone or to not look cus that’s when it happens or it’s not the right place yet but I’ve been told that for so long it’s starting to be meaningless. I think I need to face the facts that something is wrong with me and I’m supposed to be alone for the rest of my life.",3.2997857142857145,4.219257978571431,4.620000000000001,86.87500000000001,72.78571428571428,8.171428571428573,26.857142857142854,8.548686976883017,1.6445142857142856,527,18,117,9,10,175,91,140,0.154,0.807,0.039,-0.9329,0,3,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,12,2,1,1,2,22,26,11,0,1,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,7,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,4,4,13,4,18,18,3,18,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,3,13,75,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324739763005307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021114562362276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446773203559932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375478140296687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733032430859854,0.12242930608203305,0.0,0.18773135918975944,0.15663232988307474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154507385108038,0.0,0.15351704928458118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104621411574935,0.16744893079401774,0.0,0.0,0.1516602085020606,0.1439106295430425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707132387132128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612715998492065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904889603942553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097862913232958,0.17620056273505988,0.0,0.18399106954114772,0.0,0.14635208455929946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452042619429007,0.1319317396632998,0.0,0.0,0.2425981767870641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978804574010604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385297889716713,0.109809258003539,0.0,0.0,0.09992930145578674,0.0,0.16244209745980726,0.16375478140296687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873700860693433,0.0,0.11035895445631967
lonely,NiMeNiX2,2019/05/09,"I cut off a friendship with my ""best friend"" months ago because I'm toxic. And this would be the last friendship I'll have, I'm not a good person, I have to be alone, isolated, for their own good. 

I always ghost people because of my social anxiety and selfishness, I'm not good at making friends, so people out of pity get to me to know me.

I told her that we're not friends anymore bc of my toxic behavior, she didn't understood, she got mad at me, and she doesn't talk to me no more.

It's for her own good, even if it hurts. 

But in the other hand a voice in my head tells me that ""I want to be alone"" and that's why I had to break up with her.

I don't know what to think.",5.530955598455599,3.2600899527027027,6.369227799227801,87.05608108108109,68.39189189189189,9.808494208494213,29.25096525096525,7.957251820313856,1.5152208494208486,515,12,129,5,7,172,85,148,0.214,0.6409999999999999,0.145,-0.7596,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,2,13,2,0,5,0,10,2,2,1,0,19,22,7,1,3,5,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,2,23,8,21,13,4,11,0,2,0,0,15,7,0,1,3,83,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381334244950851,0.0,0.0,0.3227846740488329,0.0,0.0,0.12966260373566432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920911936560638,0.0,0.1545409633489866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899843992452677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353341668842195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292389642888207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36118038996965307,0.0,0.08141446736571196,0.0,0.0,0.5228094705026027,0.12463106385254903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992599482036474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681867245139584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127960476335194,0.12702181775972324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401738242956908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438159765188515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160650699038726,0.13606428411017835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884852238218058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524982667809206,0.13620182677249726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998492333798432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890173818352442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191225984122184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406118605315684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069678576605052,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,conservatismwillwin,2019/05/09,"Why do people complain about notifications? I don't understand those people who are like ""oh my God I just took a half hour nap and woke up to over 100 texted and snaps""

I get so excited whenever my phone goes off but then it's almost always just a ""trending on r/__"" or a useless email and I immediately get so disappointed because I thought it might be someone replying to me.

Feel free to DM me I'm so lonely",2.1435240963855406,4.300081349397594,4.379141566265062,82.14533885542173,78.87951807228916,7.523493975903612,26.037650602409638,8.472884824447931,1.9228325301204825,324,13,66,7,8,112,63,83,0.172,0.718,0.11,-0.8172,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,13,9,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,4,0,1,3,1,9,4,8,8,0,7,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,3,3,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872629656847942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23870222673124986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487578468073955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505216123602233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29975974704245056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28251319563471256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015219147562266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30432807878325113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977647511231609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430674884145027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277459860295621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187276732581997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986460484101756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588592489021357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SimplyHollieFace,2019/05/09,"My friend group made me lonely My boyfriend has ADHD and I believe he's on the autistic spectrum. I am part of a large friend group who I've been friends with since school but when I started dating my boyfriend, they started to lose contact with me more and more. I still go to parties and hang out with them every so often but not as much as I used to. My boyfriend considers my friend as his friends because he doesn't have very many of his own. 
Recently one of the friends told me that they have made a group chat without me and my boyfriend and made most of their plans on there. She said to me that they found my boyfriend annoying and they didn't want to invite him to things. By accociation, I've stopped being invited too. 
I had gone through such a lonely time for years because they've left me out and now I finally know why, I cannot fucking stand them right now...
Im so pissed off and sad that they'd just push us away like that just because ""hes annoying"".
I've felt so lonely for years because of people like them...I feel like I have no friends anymore.",2.916856118791604,4.6140494746543785,3.08678187403994,94.40414106502818,74.99078341013825,6.112544802867383,26.8020993343574,6.691623216298621,0.8746520225294425,844,32,186,7,18,257,118,217,0.145,0.705,0.15,0.2736,0,6,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,8,2,14,19,4,0,5,0,13,2,1,4,0,31,29,17,0,1,6,0,2,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,6,13,0,1,4,1,0,4,6,9,0,1,11,3,36,10,28,16,6,26,0,5,0,1,31,8,2,2,16,118,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477426703830792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121586563584274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536217583518387,0.0,0.0,0.2734456801806464,0.0,0.0,0.1263469214991276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448543598101866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056702943411045925,0.08011508487672994,0.107675005165455,0.12284733334544845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295916970231173,0.6064906070959586,0.10367453008973596,0.0,0.0,0.06373353338989222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113383997868285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616309394503529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184385468447426,0.0,0.0,0.16436242758034966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545949365062448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31833766465474805,0.0,0.11369554701534952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243811460287546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759910970372709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214400972824631,0.0,0.07774593629510218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072782619743833,0.0,0.0,0.09576963270949487,0.10667381099268024,0.0,0.0,0.11349484932552835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276596803045603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875098982602048,0.0,0.08955766010213317,0.0937566902848631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450292221458303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539156942079226,0.0,0.0,0.10715758041035196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489439507741785,0.09685567076117783,0.0,0.092529838837354,0.06614493218671283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119174520978112,0.0,0.0,0.1081019895127352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443301667087918
lonely,ThatMikeGuy429,2019/05/09,"I have 405 friends on facebook but I no one likes me. I am 22 no matter where I go, no matter what it is, people don't seem to like me. They don't hate me, but no one wants to spend times or talk to me outside of where we see each other unless it is something work related. It follows me everywhere, and I don't know if I need to finally have my first relationship or keep trying to become friends with someone, but as the days turn to weeks, the weeks into months, and the months into years, it just does not seem to be getting better...   

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What can I do? What am I doing wrong? What about myself do I need to change? And will it ever end?",2.7295555555555566,3.741217103703704,4.009814814814813,90.3591666666667,74.25925925925927,6.5851851851851855,23.12962962962963,6.742157984588678,0.515829629629629,499,13,111,4,10,164,81,135,0.13,0.759,0.111,-0.5828,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,3,5,7,1,0,3,0,15,0,0,0,1,27,28,11,0,4,9,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,3,0,1,2,8,2,0,3,0,1,18,5,16,26,1,18,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,5,13,84,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732077706226883,0.1942468675563402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655232872370072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138279335920195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911022191188105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309619381949348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989418158343775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158812472224247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460212761823993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511833830353676,0.0,0.13597646333068236,0.0,0.0,0.2470142049346731,0.0,0.08352002414172159,0.0,0.0908518740904718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782822345577185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209052543661496,0.0,0.0,0.08785463559296351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619861613909775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25519675740202524,0.0,0.0,0.2370676820155913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166499553003564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082649336445977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162934578323688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738737528611546,0.2910602860135321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544848967044246,0.12306770226906315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848906203501528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321539722664056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085341503841484,0.17388130061921395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428931256623356,0.0,0.25645939905058984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637966638746647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747813378748707,0.1942468675563402,0.10294431790573537
lonely,hicoyami,2019/05/09,26 I'm 26 and I have never been in a relationship with a girl. What's wrong with me ? I am probably going to die alone.,-2.8555555555555543,-1.4626543333333313,1.3752592592592627,94.8206666666667,110.85185185185185,5.122962962962963,12.807407407407407,6.742157984588678,-0.36360148148148186,91,2,23,2,5,34,22,27,0.33299999999999996,0.667,0.0,-0.8402,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40381426526580266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046500862706031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158666012946127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007115304877505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203734119867076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.418601970438609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262896423477664,0.0,0.0
lonely,killbilly35,2019/05/09,"When you’re laying down at night thinking about all the relationships you’ve ruined and all you can really do is laugh? Um so yea. This sounds much more cynical than it is but damn I have no one left. I get either too obsessive or too distant or too jealous and I can never just be normal and chill. I always worry that everyone literally hates and therefore I go off on them and end up distancing myself. I just wish I could be someone that people want to be around and check up on, and want to actively hang out with. I guess I’m just wishful thinking",2.7478378378378387,4.788221126126128,4.153414414414414,85.05498648648648,76.47747747747748,7.322882882882882,23.71261261261261,8.238735603445708,1.4483974774774782,439,14,87,8,10,145,79,111,0.198,0.706,0.096,-0.9269,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,10,7,4,1,1,1,10,0,0,1,3,30,21,12,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,6,1,1,0,1,11,1,14,17,5,16,0,1,0,0,3,10,1,3,4,66,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224709162389973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428085050265827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652789021291832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334748782733906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978048458146216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081530434823096,0.0,0.11764731619668775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280424550869596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437736805706716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491460517331055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521745683863405,0.0,0.15965719457395516,0.0,0.0,0.1942628186071008,0.20282371442554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027385813658413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435131596166615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326145120265185,0.0,0.0,0.22224893117651995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539705649609216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652845084865962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441971545551503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760975601541518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022649245635025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,openbook999,2019/05/09,"To the Girl I met here and Ghosted, I'm so sorry Ive got some issues. Sometimes because some of the things I post I get really embarrassed and ashamed. when I hit a really bad low I will delete my accounts, including the discord I used to talk to you. I feel horrible about it, we voice chatted and I really enjoyed the conversation, it was one of the best Ive had in a long time. 

I feel like a horrible person for ghosting on you. It wasn't intentional, I wasn't thinking straight at the time. Ive tried to get my account back but I'm doubtful I can. Ive scoured through what I could remember from you post history in order to find your account and at least be able to tell you I'm sorry. But I had no luck (reddit is a big place).

This is what I remember about you, if you see this please message me so I can explain a little more in detail.

Your: Australian , have painted figurines, enjoy collecting boardgames (and have a mass effect edition of a game that has signatures on it). You use to do fieldwork but now you work retail. 

IF you think this is you, please message me. Ill remember the account name when I see it, I CAN see it in my head I just can't make out all the letters. 

I feel like a fucking idiot.",2.123307776560789,3.9237698393574303,3.799191310697335,87.98319003285872,77.51405622489959,6.936911281489596,27.38243884629427,7.84624498591911,1.6532232931726911,946,40,199,15,22,316,132,249,0.136,0.763,0.10099999999999999,-0.5786,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,12,0,3,10,13,2,3,16,0,23,3,1,5,1,35,44,14,2,3,6,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,13,7,0,0,11,2,5,0,4,7,0,1,7,7,41,6,24,33,6,25,0,1,3,1,26,15,1,6,9,139,54,2,0.12492957854020087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606313445474507,0.10431097976908596,0.07615591152368119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110588513544982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974610285202433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950444587127388,0.17849943174245925,0.0,0.0,0.11418337149559865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549538227200665,0.13054109701810646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099917596492791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821378976652756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039402227247865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206856327596614,0.125212257875174,0.0,0.11055874570350732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339146376965992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465551562174536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908368922282308,0.13052481966914614,0.2742703231776092,0.0,0.0,0.2392960050327141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400992610526152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245625767605508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986580982284416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355854761731043,0.2796968700810263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041366298228588,0.10919395813820668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299766079582871,0.1600996589865448,0.0,0.0,0.14569488380769752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481898323588549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157980886933642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909502210813655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jcant96,2019/05/09,"It sucks that I still miss my ex. It’s been a couple of months since we broke up but I still think about her on the daily. If anything I don’t miss her, but the relationship we had. Sucks. I don’t even know why I’m typing this but I’m sure I’m not the only one... idk",-2.057580645161288,-0.271911032258064,0.7550806451612893,103.45262096774192,94.80645161290323,3.745161290322581,10.975806451612904,5.148860815047168,-1.8022645161290325,204,2,56,1,8,70,42,62,0.19899999999999998,0.75,0.05,-0.6956,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,13,4,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,9,1,4,11,0,5,0,3,0,0,6,2,2,1,3,34,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502246990751237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364490127467152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083616787885944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671095860631657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242706740550923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604652279580796,0.2312598588340295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264586864034044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515308488978356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4856633256583425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28658351894162953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483655490545848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743769737379692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Wellingtons-Rogue,2019/08/27,I don’t have enough karma for forever alone I recently made an account to join the forever alone subreddit but I didn’t realise there is a karma threshold to post there :( if any kind people could give me an upvote I would be thankful.,3.569565217391304,5.657084434782611,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,74.21739130434783,8.078260869565218,28.89130434782609,8.841846274778883,2.569104347826087,188,8,34,4,4,62,36,46,0.131,0.653,0.21600000000000005,0.7506,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,5,10,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,3,5,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5726711601908567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880064798436195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207357449667744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28566346347180993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652115475155676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878969781360234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615989800342311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916668358297736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26477817392440184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729769952864933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545329100991533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639363895093856,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,XDYaboii,2019/08/27,So I’m gonna kill myself I’m in love with my bestfriend and she knows but refuses to go out with me because she thinks she isn’t good enough and she’s only going to hurt me but what she doesn’t realise is that by not going out with me she’s hurting me more and this has been going on for so long now I just can’t take it anymore and I’m gonna have a final talk with her today and try and convince her for the final time and if shit doesn’t work out I finna end it all. I’ll update what’s happening in the comments but be prepared for a suicide,0.6153958944281541,2.0591601290322608,2.6999120234604104,95.783504398827,80.7741935483871,5.154252199413492,20.14369501466276,5.565023196281405,-0.2701193548387093,432,11,104,2,11,146,74,124,0.16899999999999998,0.745,0.086,-0.9323,0,0,0,0,0,3,1.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,2,0,4,0,9,2,1,0,1,24,23,13,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,1,2,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,1,0,16,3,16,19,3,18,0,2,0,1,12,6,1,1,8,70,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840062460385376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310372134818752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433374580397553,0.19171285777162386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40650093429575895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217875986954995,0.15562250612373044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640727856397056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397249726179024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052729908732339,0.0,0.10196816563223357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419743807762344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745747812494233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111185447351807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045458063528797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295111122410986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950330929288715,0.1491303659856752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888681295819856,0.0,0.0,0.10819011426918733,0.0,0.1758706288373168,0.0,0.0,0.12596976981839508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507563964412744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,embrace_and_thrive,2019/08/27,"It IS hard to find true friends but WORTH a try :) Believe me, I've been there too!

There was a time in my life where I was TERRIBLY LONELY. I lived with my brother but we barely talked to each other. Had friends at work but somehow couldn't make them more than colleagues at work (couldn't hang out with them much, let alone share personal stuff).  


Felt so miserable inside and since I am an introvert, part of me enjoyed being alone but there was also part of me that was breaking apart because of this lack of real support system. It was so bad that I had PANIC ATTACKS.  


I just want to encourage you. Though it's not easy, there are steps you can follow to get you to a better place. 

We can't expect an instant result, we have to bear some inconvenience and give our effort some time until we can see the results. We also have to risk the possibility of having someone hurt or disappoint us.  


It's a long process, but we will get better at it.  


Here are the steps, but this is just a nutshell of the whole process:  


1. Find a community or a group you can join. What worked for me was taking a short course related to my hobbies, like writing or photography. This will help to make conversation a lot easier as we learn similar topic together with other participants. We probably have homework or assignments we can discuss with each other.
2. Detect different types of people. Some people talk a lot, some people don't. Some tend to be dominant. Some like to throw jokes. 'Mark' the ones you feel you can relate to or ask a few things. Who seems to be an expert? (you can ask more about skills). I personally would 'mark' the ones who seem relaxed and approachable. If it's a long term community (for example a church community), I will find a couple of people who seem wise and mature.
3. Expect to get hurt. If that happens, MOVE ON. There was a small group that I joined in the old days. I was so happy at first, they seemed caring and the atmosphere was positive. But I was still emotionally unstable. I was still seeing my therapist at that time, but I was terribly judged by one person, who happened to be the leader. She said harsh things that eventually made me cry uncontrollably. I decided to quit right away, and a friend who invited me to join this group was so upset with me because I didn't tell her that I quit. I was crushed! But at that time I had a supportive online friend who comforted me. It was a long story, but I finally managed to move on and keep pursuing new communities or friendships.

It has been quite a long journey, but believe me, at the end of the day, it will be worth it.",3.865316205533596,5.542368209486168,4.851405138339923,82.81145553359686,72.43873517786561,8.22205533596838,26.28636363636364,8.841846274778883,1.946917944664032,2038,69,401,40,40,665,248,506,0.151,0.667,0.182,0.9468,1,4,0,0,0,0,67.0,11,7,3,11,21,33,1,5,33,0,52,1,0,5,1,82,80,35,0,9,22,1,3,2,4,5,1,1,1,3,35,24,0,1,11,2,2,9,6,13,0,4,24,6,54,20,52,43,19,49,1,5,2,0,53,19,0,21,21,295,89,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274524142115767,0.0,0.11794004173235255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787428797926088,0.0838901365919331,0.06928135651971988,0.0,0.061569996859406326,0.08990269756296362,0.0,0.0,0.1661599344197872,0.0,0.1304344500951659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075183060625019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815921419771542,0.08100016026908989,0.09511267268277562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704282669853331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294781329855246,0.06531194054580287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03728526681456718,0.0,0.07080216749509714,0.08077879781371006,0.2021916534561385,0.06272338662655477,0.0,0.0,0.2278860193721849,0.0,0.11557865170887224,0.07073833059699274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304164518183273,0.07849782682957446,0.06605674586621223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942650970265502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788084407805927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554368855187072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540436278562201,0.05208489246747301,0.07205148560747082,0.0,0.06511395814771052,0.261031068476733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538258247407932,0.0,0.06977477152427276,0.09844432817648432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674835076835503,0.05420754045123002,0.0,0.0,0.07121875621938198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737794801763233,0.0,0.14990482811590866,0.0,0.0,0.08651825052376289,0.0,0.1597069272520896,0.0,0.20448871286964168,0.19316132638374867,0.07704282669853331,0.0,0.0,0.08313100931920674,0.0,0.0,0.07950442050218368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352953768581361,0.0,0.08393250500218286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297373810776488,0.07014382791659432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752280351610098,0.2685212779341784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099866534712156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062479842301245085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777805705747085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441490050788159,0.0,0.16735903735188365,0.0,0.0,0.05544346231447843,0.11853917829449992,0.06445219548813029,0.0,0.0,0.0856180696167918,0.09797944043569833,0.0,0.07244938385533334,0.0,0.1719940423976349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006476348906092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870039560012302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0434938875595056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232831324325708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105125765489833,0.0,0.0,0.05238293086933722,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BobaTndhousebsh,2019/08/27,"I'm so lonely I'm 13, I turned 13 in April 9th, yeh. 
So lemme explain it's a LOOOONGGG ass story.
We moved a lot, eventually I was old enough to be in a online school and went to first grade or whatever (never went to kindergarten I think?) And did about 10-11 years of online schooling until we moved because my grandfather died, it was wayyyy to expensive and we had to move to where we are currently, so where my grandfather died I went to a public school, it was amazing because even though I had grade 10 social anxiety I still managed to have someone talk to me, etc, we became friends (I never talked to anyone until the end of 6th grade tbh) then seventh, and in the middle of seventh we moved, and I'm back in online schooling lonelier than ever and I hate it. I can't go to a public school yet because it's 'dangerous' and I could get shot, but I honestly don't care, death seems better at this point.
I am so fucking tired of being lonely.",3.6293303571428592,4.764964343750004,4.815863095238092,84.96187500000002,72.22916666666666,7.569047619047621,26.73511904761905,7.957251820313856,1.5599556547619051,742,25,150,10,14,245,108,192,0.133,0.7829999999999999,0.084,-0.7555,1,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,6,0,0,2,13,10,3,0,7,0,14,3,1,0,3,23,29,17,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,13,0,0,3,0,1,8,4,5,0,1,9,0,21,5,24,17,3,32,0,2,0,2,13,9,2,3,15,100,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225896733940412,0.0,0.0,0.07518639003159049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268273810925314,0.0,0.1966450290340163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510017282123744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096324177155996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585271494985221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319510206056545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523828756382258,0.11110562951516696,0.11992264183287342,0.07102152486188326,0.09726563607974023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146364175670678,0.0,0.0,0.08307621111610697,0.0994083162019153,0.0561791752814784,0.0,0.0611108942032714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616207934567508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141684005535523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571428863046044,0.0,0.0,0.16586513389031793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283301648698843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164913831322717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5441226432025003,0.0,0.09788985930897988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961170994371376,0.09110850387082337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587235636400442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285458456212274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889988678019526,0.10564615284393676,0.0,0.0,0.1235881313062768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696007234244199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29903984187046945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924479415912357
lonely,SamuelCiv,2019/08/27,"My ex was my only friend here, now that we broke up, how do I make new friends? Hello everyone.
I recently broke up with my partner which basically was the only person I hang out with. I’ve moved about one year and a half ago to the place where I currently live from another country. During this period I barely made any friends. All my friends are in the country I left, I talk to them often, but I would also like to have friends here. As I said I mostly hung out with my partner and sometimes with his friends. Now that we’re not together anymore I don’t see myself hanging out with these people. My co-workers are either too old or too young compared to my age (I’m 28) and, due to my shyness, I am seen as the “weird one” at work, so nobody would really hang with me. I don’t really have money to start attending sociable places like a gym or a class and I don’t think that going to pubs/bars alone would help me make any friend. I like playing games like Yu-Gi-Oh! but I would have to travel to get to places where I can play and I really can’t due to my work schedule. I don’t want to end up lonely with no one to hang out with. How do you make friends? Even in the country where I used to live before I had trouble making friends, but mostly thanks to school/university I managed to get a few good ones. There were times as a teenager where I really didn’t have any friends though. I don’t want this to happen again, but I don’t really know what to do. Any advice?",3.4614782069179446,4.124200449511407,4.60198231735691,88.10676438653637,72.19218241042346,7.802016441755858,25.368233286800066,7.957251820313856,1.2034415697223508,1146,33,254,15,21,377,154,307,0.065,0.7170000000000001,0.21899999999999997,0.9941,1,3,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,1,1,2,20,23,0,0,10,0,27,0,0,8,1,46,47,19,0,6,8,1,0,4,12,4,0,1,0,3,8,18,0,0,2,5,1,8,10,5,0,5,8,3,41,18,41,35,5,44,0,3,2,0,23,18,0,5,22,169,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789872573755234,0.07165193114336033,0.0,0.0,0.08371668668759423,0.0,0.06464063580485134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198717960661444,0.08475850116875372,0.0,0.0,0.08016277381948315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878134914612295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159240068966753,0.0,0.0,0.05338820757456142,0.0,0.0,0.07723762102077023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6244994052437184,0.0,0.08446187200649488,0.0,0.04593820128666837,0.06779732768965349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147871275203152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054179411264662164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044422682242277765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878232733119838,0.0,0.0,0.15796005400508206,0.0,0.14275076022069613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648438186417895,0.21582166230364466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591071281814626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806722154124393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848186872527185,0.0,0.21909309752762185,0.12295145319185878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603813692387125,0.0705786362118316,0.2533540210184643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589124998322328,0.0,0.07981100211054461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688892708049573,0.0,0.0,0.0818054320230595,0.06441195567904819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994406721366967,0.0,0.05721269900785195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496901086511313,0.0,0.07441845641170676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179333257682612,0.07941618753546396,0.0,0.04713328947457848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981215480339135,0.0,0.0,0.09535260473627358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765381042616306,0.0,0.0,0.2296804991403823,0.0,0.0,0.05205260589961147
lonely,Soul_Absorber,2019/08/27,I switched schools and now my friend group is gone I have no one currently,1.16,3.7736293333333366,0.7083333333333357,103.34250000000002,89.0,5.666666666666668,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.211,60,3,14,1,2,17,14,15,0.134,0.6709999999999999,0.195,0.25,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5356567549098727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4698110865253648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7016761246453245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Prinnykin,2019/08/27,"Dating as a 34yr old woman Would a guy be willing to date a 34yr old woman? Dating is really tough because guys typically want women 10 years younger. 

I have no kids, never married. It’s just never happened for me. I’m attractive and healthy. I don’t know what else to do. 

I feel like I’ve completely missed the boat, like I’m a failure of a woman.",0.9287500000000009,3.2061554861111112,3.3255555555555567,87.25000000000004,84.41666666666667,5.822222222222222,22.88888888888889,7.1686216300943375,1.0082722222222222,273,10,55,4,8,94,53,72,0.13699999999999998,0.6970000000000001,0.166,0.2764,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,2,8,14,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,5,11,0,8,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,10,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632098596272522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516684806611661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005155337777617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136714804068903,0.1714785649845526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753378826085919,0.21225907935024196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191504536077747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345345512414833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702542095300949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037454026463689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537703372955537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157680878489046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051150410810942,0.0,0.0,0.15457242835865825
lonely,Rdj1993,2019/08/27,"Loneliness in the the evenings I’m so lonely and tired of being single 

I know people will say you’ve got to love yourself and all that ... but when you’re a 26 F and never been in a relationship it tends to get very lonely and sad lol

Would just love to be able to tell someone about my day and just kick back and chill in the evenings .",1.15466800804829,3.145248169014085,2.3262776659959776,96.4498591549296,81.39436619718309,5.183903420523139,18.593561368209254,6.1826913282559595,-0.3474241448692159,264,6,61,2,7,84,52,71,0.17800000000000002,0.6779999999999999,0.14400000000000002,-0.2287,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,5,1,5,3,0,0,2,13,12,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,2,2,9,6,2,7,0,3,0,2,5,3,0,0,4,40,4,0,0.25756436376515524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805109723604125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610770686034632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340237666239034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456674949021213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059977506554057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155063843529805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649237885644078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864951567505051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856269945693173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765277359114729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048255199426415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823344959026375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512260653962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29603234689951363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212517574428564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296633413615326,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NishasLabyrinth,2019/08/27,"I'm everyone's last choice I'm the person people only contact when they have no one else to talk to. Their last option. People don't reply to my messages unless it's 2 am or something and all their more interesting people are sleep.

Even a few days ago a friend I saw as close told me they're looking for new friends to play with because we play to much
 And I put up with it because I'm so desperate for a friend.

I feel so. unwanted.",1.9313043478260887,3.611918869565218,3.645,89.41250000000002,77.69565217391305,6.339130434782609,23.45652173913044,7.1686216300943375,0.8096478260869562,344,11,74,4,8,115,65,92,0.079,0.737,0.185,0.8723,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,3,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,0,1,12,11,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,9,6,12,9,4,9,0,0,2,0,12,2,0,2,6,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558023844036005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24148757798022705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277410443958231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546502294530546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082570233996504,0.0,0.0,0.18926775174083604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015193115969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590933673197273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32291273644886304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663318840027868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456068394684685,0.0,0.0,0.19130065517931533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421975406207035,0.15064384953437354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41195774988230505,0.17295017143466274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911861178723295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982165821691212,0.0,0.0,0.15248668487964914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920400520828065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926775174083604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AcidCreamClapton420,2019/08/27,Had my first friend for two weeks and now im friendless again so yeah i made a friend at work. Well actually i didn't because she asked for my phone number and we started hanging out which was unbelievable. But now obviously she got bored of me and I'm friendless again!,0.49722222222222,2.896272796296301,1.8277777777777795,92.645,98.8148148148148,4.622222222222223,20.814814814814817,6.42735559955562,0.3996814814814815,217,8,45,3,9,69,42,54,0.11699999999999999,0.645,0.23800000000000002,0.7419,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,8,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,5,0,8,3,5,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,7,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.2884185885901253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763035901191213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016729922679225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513985335968321,0.0,0.0,0.456689395922477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23638195834266604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31924961154276643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796608440117269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091950186789488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887138316223645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370760176768584,0.0,0.2657390185828073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21516721904397232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tired_thanyou,2019/08/27,Being lonely sucks I wish I wasn't myself for a day and see how different life would be.,5.422631578947367,4.304579684210527,6.725263157894743,80.68684210526318,67.94736842105263,9.705263157894738,24.26315789473684,8.841846274778883,1.4212736842105271,70,1,15,1,1,24,18,19,0.254,0.609,0.13699999999999998,-0.3182,1,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,4,7,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050894465308555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942549230011232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33414161472508297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769736047589258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5440043585191985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360536285189327,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mmmbop666,2019/08/27,do u ever purposely sleep/nap all the time bc of the social interaction you get in your dreams? i often find myself just going to sleep bc i know i might have a good dream around a bunch of people having fun or doing something cool or something :) sometimes ill wake up in the morning but then go back to sleep till like 3 pm so i can dream,2.3686190476190454,4.0905751000000015,3.6257142857142886,89.84761904761906,76.57142857142857,5.80952380952381,20.238095238095237,6.42735559955562,0.1242380952380948,267,6,56,2,6,87,55,70,0.026000000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.235,0.899,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,1,6,4,3,0,2,11,10,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,9,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,4,6,38,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933714622281496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702843400113107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964875286913702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985347431991604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348825504957807,0.0,0.2469017643245879,0.1821934615877696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937818976852205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612250516538026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304356269610185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059269288349278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6521293021525704,0.22142798701094069,0.0,0.3344524604010509,0.21483569980423567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666247266708056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,asrarbw,2019/08/27,"I am God's loneliest man You know guys, no matter how hard I try to socialize or how REAL I be to people I am with(REAL doesn't mean straight up abuses etc.), I always end up being lonely. In the past 5 years, I have been rejected by so many people that I have started to think I am destined to be alone forever. Even the idea of approaching a woman now throws chills down my spine and makes me think of those terrible nights of suffering. It's a terrible terrible feeling to be honest. Loneliness these days is being associated with smart and intelligent people, and I think that's just a bunch of feel good bullshit being thrown around. It's a disease nothing else.
This is it, you guys. I am going to visit a therapist tomorrow to see if help is available. Wish me luck. Good night. I hope no one feels lonely ever.",4.147587991718424,5.549857708074538,5.546847826086958,79.19099637681161,71.29813664596273,8.844927536231882,27.702380952380953,9.2995712137729,2.4258443064182202,645,23,122,14,12,217,105,161,0.237,0.607,0.156,-0.9333,0,6,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,8,13,0,0,7,0,17,1,1,3,1,26,31,8,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,5,0,0,9,0,0,4,3,7,0,1,1,5,16,6,18,24,2,20,0,4,1,0,9,6,0,4,10,83,24,0,0.0,0.1693831713067425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806252619877913,0.0,0.0,0.11895343370428604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726391909769605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219680076382857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194239942692176,0.0,0.12661934104372768,0.0,0.15943719982287285,0.09442314543828872,0.12931470169875256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168532679589836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124695805167426,0.2398146416070257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831039944840735,0.0,0.0,0.12806328464864875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582247957021957,0.0,0.0,0.14199065535768204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613834368183283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856658945261354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954263176000514,0.14493810161925313,0.0,0.1557243832665369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26831488527938874,0.0,0.13717312394382505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687279435015644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364706489141532,0.2973295448510981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32543753521066443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391990357708386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572881179167005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011871955392168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598654802962898,0.0,0.27480728030466106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705985321396708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439592397364813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206098126513693
lonely,gilbertdathing,2019/08/27,im so alone PLEASE JUST TALK TO ME,-5.049999999999997,-4.736202111111112,-2.0349999999999984,117.66750000000002,125.66666666666669,1.8,4.5,3.1291,-3.3926,27,0,9,0,2,9,9,9,0.198,0.517,0.285,0.2543,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120936089540549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5340830544368094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427496993744678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974143812958763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LilianDahl,2019/08/27,"I have no friends in college and I feel so lonely. I’m just turned 18 this week and I now realized now much I have wasted my childhood. Compared to others, my life is extremely mundane and boring. The only family member I have is my dad and I feel so damn lonely.",1.9377777777777752,3.890175740740745,4.136814814814816,84.6396666666667,78.62962962962962,6.542222222222222,23.76296296296297,7.554174236665415,1.2648340740740736,206,7,40,3,5,71,36,54,0.294,0.655,0.051,-0.9305,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,9,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,9,1,2,9,1,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,30,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863917030347828,0.0,0.4144881185298816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166667945498565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28950535864530186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30130375039966834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117268186373847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44582402954363387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32877532630566997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,_Eviltwin_5,2019/08/27,"I am lonely and depressed and feel guilty about it My (divorced) parents love me, I have friends and a relationship.  Not everything is perfect, but it is at least okay. 
Still, I feel terribly depressed and lonely.
 I feel like I will never have a happy future, a stable job, marriage and children. 
I feel like I will fail at everything I try, included studies. 
I am depressed. My anxiety grows each year. 
And I feel guilty about it because I recognize I am privileged. I don't know what to do about it. . I'm not ugly, nor stupid, nor poor. 
What more could I ask for? 
I feel like I will never be able to be happy, no matter how good I have it.

My boyfriend doesn't believe in marriage, is pretty unstable himself. This will definitely be a big problem in the future. Still, I doubt I would be truly happy with anyone. Or alone. 

Currently I am on vacation in a 5 star resort and I keep feeling suicidal. I suck. 

Maybe someone can relate.",1.9350000000000025,4.4492872928176785,3.7162955801105007,84.53764779005526,82.14917127071823,6.49292817679558,26.17707182320442,7.734863291789972,1.810369944751382,724,31,135,13,20,242,101,181,0.33299999999999996,0.475,0.192,-0.9883,3,5,0,0,1,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,6,23,2,1,6,1,24,1,0,1,3,31,37,12,1,3,4,1,7,3,1,5,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,1,8,0,1,1,9,11,0,0,0,7,27,12,13,27,3,16,0,6,0,1,10,7,1,2,11,100,35,2,0.12555373216025742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003580149358054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604826144691976,0.0,0.0,0.08779008879613047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737579106183878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653638977728319,0.0,0.0,0.141456061395867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024443872979716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244177366018313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22567919742850975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443861761344353,0.2690868340263294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700250201751616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530851367954874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009628476402708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124592705910368,0.1115979259895628,0.0,0.0,0.06900104768151613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840176347085767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331714521961525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261355995235738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366955676811945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394125612815198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773328298846912,0.0,0.1201379652754608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479772116754474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638126982212533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005347453750982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733540478798886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524274257338423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918976901408808,0.0,0.0,0.0808524870704002
lonely,TerminallyBlonde,2019/08/27,Anyone MW Indiana or NE Illinois? Like the title says :) just curious if there are any of you around me..,2.41,4.759872000000001,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,79.0,8.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,2.225,80,3,15,2,2,27,20,20,0.0,0.698,0.302,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42053410216020615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324005801288528,0.0,0.0,0.5505082817593815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30211964734313324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917775489264787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bagelbater,2019/08/27,"Have there ever been any sort of meetups to try getting people out and connecting with others? I've been feeling pretty lonely as of late since I'm stuck working overnight. It doesn't help that I deal with anxiety which mostly comes from unintentionally isolating myself. Don't have any friends, want to have friends, want to find a girl who loves me through all of the bullshit, etc.

I was interested in trying out group therapy sessions that are relatively local, but everything is on some 8 or 10 class schedule and they're not open for several weeks which bummed me out because I don't want to wait for that. I was hoping to be able to join one just so I could hopefully, possibly find some people that I can relate to a bit with their feelings. I feel like having a real life person who knows the struggle and is going through it themselves would be helpful. We could hang out, comfort each other, help each other through all the bullshit, push each other to try new things and just live the life we want to live.

That's really all I want. Like having people online that can relate is a bit comforting, but I just want some real life connection - someone that wants to really get better. Accountability buddy, I guess. I'm 25 around the Los Angeles area in case anyone wants to get to know each other and shoot the shit.",8.84452380952381,7.47631900793651,8.333333333333332,72.72000000000001,61.3015873015873,11.0984126984127,35.285714285714285,9.928628108626363,3.302985714285714,1058,36,192,17,12,336,145,252,0.095,0.713,0.192,0.9775,0,2,0,1,0,0,23.0,2,0,1,2,8,14,1,1,10,0,23,5,1,0,4,61,49,10,0,13,7,0,3,2,2,1,3,0,0,2,19,21,0,1,7,0,1,4,4,3,0,1,5,3,16,11,33,39,14,20,1,1,0,1,15,11,1,9,7,129,35,3,0.09974095576160596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565454036200508,0.0,0.07630155815462736,0.0,0.0,0.06974119536124793,0.0,0.0,0.08879059693843387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080116087019378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882127700083443,0.21778258202123088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591800172083787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927007436041188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282854577954514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123753100513724,0.0,0.09022140476385514,0.0,0.0,0.08964073970457744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512960723404037,0.0712549587252766,0.0,0.0,0.18232285321268016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411923000655686,0.0,0.15633159818791054,0.0,0.056685083690548185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987590766619053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056278059367205,0.0,0.0,0.19813054852113646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096300416704786,0.0,0.11251214250932967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113499602347534,0.09745678574968608,0.0,0.1761461825530346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002010672175585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963304365997939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758705294028818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744346050270104,0.08708995538302626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244294126722416,0.0,0.10147240953041434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270540874617039,0.1277932205480443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267888987628533,0.10238265777324053,0.0825067493005978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451018814517344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427090304528416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406247542388408,0.0,0.06626345906617846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031526853815299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706383992580069,0.0,0.08000617843025325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261260370349898,0.0,0.0,0.07085311326522159,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,amunoriginal,2019/08/27,"Someone said that no one really wants me I have a lot of insecurities with being wanted and needed. I love to be liked and needed and because of that I create a lot of superficial friendships and when those friends start to drift from me again, I get sad and paranoid. The same happens with love. I'm afraid that just because I'm a woman, people will only want to fuck me and then leave. I'm afraid of feeling lonely forever, I'm afraid of never being loved for real. 
So, a few days ago, a friend of mine told me that no one truly wanted me, only to fuck me. They told me I was too accessible to people and because of that it's easier to approach me. I thought that was a quality of mine and to be told by someone I care that no one wants me for me made me feel unlovable and worthless. I felt like I wasn't good enough to be in a relationship. He told me something else that seemed to be a ""only desperate people want you"". This made the following days worse, I can't stop feeling lonely or crying.",4.494242081447965,4.881983710784319,5.742745098039213,81.83966063348419,69.73529411764707,8.237707390648566,27.457013574660635,8.139509932561175,1.6584597285067877,783,24,160,10,13,263,102,204,0.20600000000000002,0.618,0.175,-0.8055,0,4,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,0,5,20,2,4,10,0,12,5,0,2,1,35,47,13,0,8,2,0,4,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,11,11,0,1,6,0,0,3,6,11,0,3,12,5,26,9,24,28,5,13,0,4,0,5,15,1,2,4,11,111,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292959486496873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171869499067604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688591598962598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515594408758473,0.13521935735796442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757590081444735,0.0,0.0,0.10832222101622832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902265204137306,0.0,0.10065770751884004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198998630364336,0.1938358955430792,0.054771779503027015,0.0,0.0,0.0879303334130842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270493776679307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100476100596858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243383248227432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825334677086915,0.2838521030949094,0.1983941676579459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546713426014627,0.08085494754206256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311602282794512,0.2391944337896059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803744623031976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932478677885575,0.0671597634032932,0.0,0.0,0.11255318446193227,0.0,0.0,0.09972176226341264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543753112768526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776521232239812,0.08070683793370799,0.0,0.0,0.07420250724706058,0.0,0.0,0.0876464644150857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322700464344956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006960155998136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710051684328896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683546807454464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,FewSwordfish4,2019/08/27,"Please, I want you to treat me like how you treated me back then. You said so yourself that I have to ""be myself."" Now you're completely away.. The outgoing side of me was a forced facade, that when I'm doing it, it looks awkward. You told me to be myself, praised me for moving forward. Said that everything will get easier if I become myself. But I'm a real quiet one, and now you avoid me. Things and tasks got easier, but now you're ignoring me and I feel shit everyday at work. Why? Why?",0.9192545454545459,3.17043198,2.9414545454545475,90.1657272727273,84.2,6.436363636363637,19.090909090909093,7.686295010490155,0.6804999999999999,378,10,80,7,11,127,64,100,0.127,0.735,0.13699999999999998,-0.5688,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,5,0,2,7,8,1,2,3,0,6,1,1,1,0,12,16,10,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,5,5,19,4,7,8,0,12,1,0,1,0,9,4,1,1,9,56,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051965735114269,0.16793823396816954,0.0,0.0,0.24120867893899656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289911286551801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628630949487816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043099294152556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141064229161502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467663107795506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670055196489016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834033043154677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321275599740793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799535607364786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397406349780607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485901445618556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415502058980716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418728489765327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509708283677766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086931875854142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881960088875455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941490239755391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899980355746804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sluggs42,2019/08/27,"Don't worry about love and friendship, just find something you enjoy. Hello lonely friends, I have some kind words to share. A recurring trend I see here is people talking about how others make them feel and I say this, focus on making yourself happy by finding something you enjoy. For me it was riding motorcycles. I'm a 19/M and I have been through the ringer of loneliness and depression and self harming but I've never felt peace like I do when I'm riding. I say to all you who need it, you are responsible for your life. You can find joy by taking risks and finding something you enjoy. Dont seek out love or friendship, find something you enjoy and stumble in to these relationships naturally. I hope atleast one person takes this advice and seeks something that gives them fulfillment.",5.008761261261263,7.1074238851351375,5.0862162162162186,80.56396396396397,70.28378378378378,7.095495495495496,28.54954954954956,7.793537801064563,1.928011711711712,637,24,109,8,12,199,99,148,0.138,0.63,0.23199999999999998,0.9467,0,2,5,0,0,0,15.0,0,8,2,0,6,17,0,1,3,0,10,3,0,3,2,28,24,12,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,8,9,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,3,5,18,13,14,21,2,8,0,2,1,2,23,3,0,3,4,71,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346829967254865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882554757229906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808190903389634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388663683780635,0.0,0.12131634687193844,0.0,0.577410589560323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761812509248284,0.0,0.0,0.1212069652025962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450251489842396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549461004545434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157465931538026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924513337545953,0.06172849878642276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280726172439133,0.0,0.1686799527071022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368733528706676,0.09744933700669968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561840580538352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875955655722247,0.11032443074777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565321031347094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095806478696446,0.0,0.0,0.10068503339046267,0.0,0.13181118452659574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4863541494758589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999978514472127,0.10155578974955773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831512144368612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Kilderkin0,2019/08/27,"Can’t deal Huddling upstairs with the tv off but there’s no power in my room for a week, no IRL friends, they all abandoned me, not even 8pm and I have nobody to turn to and I’m 35, can’t go on like this. Moved Melbourne to fix this but ended up more alone",-0.43649425287356536,1.3124144310344832,1.4041379310344837,102.21298850574713,85.72413793103449,3.8666666666666663,18.287356321839077,3.1291,-1.0159747126436782,199,5,51,0,6,65,49,58,0.193,0.693,0.114,-0.6297,1,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,9,6,2,9,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789164139959056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771814060098431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32403976808015245,0.0,0.0,0.2416443956903474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826593891138691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079243599537479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873873055189496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888469612559095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979462009024974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934675642938066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LinkedinDogpark,2019/08/27,"I don't understand No one on reddit seems to like to respond to dm or chat messages. Even the people claiming to be looking for chat, friends, or responses. Not even a no or thank you.",3.0674774774774782,4.683971783783786,4.209189189189189,86.8518018018018,74.4054054054054,7.095495495495496,31.25225225225225,7.793537801064563,2.1238900900900903,144,7,29,2,3,47,29,37,0.0,0.7090000000000001,0.29100000000000004,0.8713,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,6,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,4,1,21,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997946739764479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923131257088601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484323898333416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177196386113565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563805010132132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623010178324371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444366367384879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483348650371413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938768442826107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,drsmith032,2019/08/27,"Validation through sexuality I deal heavily with depression. Suicidal thoughts, intrusive thoughts, and just plain sad and loneliness. My best way to cope, I've found, is through some type of sexual validation. I comb ""dating"" sites looking for someone to sext or share nudes or something to make me feel whole. I don't know why that's what makes me feel better, but it does. Maybe it means I'm a shitty person who feels dominate from getting a woman to send me naked pictures. Most days I need alcohol to fall asleep, that way I can numb my brain into quieting down just long enough for me to fall asleep. It could also be because I'm so self conscious and unhappy with myself that I seek this sexual validation. These are just rantings from a depressed, drunk mind, but this seems to be the best platform to get my thoughts out there. Even though they may never be read, I still typed my felt words.",5.594329388560162,7.0442007751479325,5.472914201183431,80.9084640039448,67.87573964497042,9.1836291913215,30.651380670611445,9.516144504307137,2.733934516765286,717,28,135,15,12,223,117,169,0.165,0.769,0.066,-0.9524,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,9,8,0,0,4,0,9,7,4,2,1,36,28,10,1,2,7,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,11,7,2,0,12,2,0,3,2,4,0,0,5,6,17,4,20,18,6,15,0,3,1,1,8,5,0,6,5,84,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517193890985528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611436493677728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851103052275007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047515752556524,0.1284153635713306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620883970944665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159283656044951,0.0,0.0,0.09364035677605284,0.14969221679063505,0.2501167376724892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270632851616499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150027801062266,0.0,0.09590156007048108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22024861179021427,0.0,0.13941234196774693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592015323172562,0.0,0.0,0.1517193713721095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979673270731064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849519255609174,0.12192930655077125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384087846569825,0.0,0.1458703752806241,0.1581626117934699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660805435729996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766208480440717,0.11198524061764926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267808309711211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523676329320218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321823241766164,0.1514726284314626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302534582144335,0.11178010672499858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159548877365227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882246654717252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426557778487744,0.34581171929031324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050198786305046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101813337107826,0.16210779084258312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,breadandbunny,2019/08/27,Someone chat me now. Hi. I want someone to talk to.,-3.325757575757578,-3.5578496363636365,-0.2145454545454548,103.13151515151516,136.27272727272725,1.4666666666666668,21.84848484848485,3.1291,-0.5792060606060603,38,2,9,0,3,13,9,11,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8619031525471195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088090162734716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999969063888048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anonmute,2019/08/27,"What’s the point of me going to school if I don’t have any friends there I want to do homeschool even though I know it will just bring me into a deeper depression from staying home all the time. Or at least that’s what my dad says. 

I’ve only been to school for a week so far and I’m done with it. I have selective mutism so I can’t talk to anyone and nobody talks to me. I haven’t had a friend in a long long time. I feel so lonely. The little self confidence I had has plummeted throughout this past week. I’m so ugly and have no personality.

I’ve been thinking about killing myself but that will only stress out my dad and brother, I have no way to win. I really just want to drop out, I mean Keanu Reeves dropped out and he’s doing great. I wish I could miss tomorrow but I know I can’t.",0.9358552631578974,2.680783356725147,2.655317982456144,95.06087171052631,80.9298245614035,5.912426900584795,18.874634502923968,6.9077264865688965,-0.04512602339181315,618,14,147,7,16,204,100,171,0.132,0.731,0.13699999999999998,0.4058,0,2,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,1,10,9,1,1,7,0,19,0,0,0,1,26,32,14,1,5,6,3,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,7,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,5,2,21,4,18,24,2,23,0,3,0,0,11,9,0,2,8,94,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105494176008235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084709722038152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385921777910493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361381970684352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875253675819026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246234519211622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843872846541111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397071433536652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881643353762322,0.0,0.0,0.17103211255175316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560871169929344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162910305568588,0.0,0.17051151964265387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554816867359934,0.0,0.27457152449936506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898277894706926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359677316610127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808977897027248,0.0,0.13545411833925744,0.0,0.0,0.1466486268576418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993806802572053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336613615127062,0.0,0.31400104237741033,0.0,0.0,0.1618351227038993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534865460449513,0.0,0.0,0.1777016596180284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493763143763403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940147014160984,0.15241509671843284,0.0,0.18091588369733244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830001782286983,0.12313550598413316,0.24887293404390515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839261583775207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Suicide-doll,2019/08/27,"My friends never understood what I was going through. I’m a 16 year old girl and I have wasted my life with depression. My friends never knew I was depressed, not like they would care much anyway. I’m going to see them tomorrow and honestly, I’m dreading the thought of speaking to anyone. I wish I could isolate myself for the whole of this week and get it over with.",3.4933333333333323,5.286768767123292,4.1878767123287695,86.70775114155255,73.65753424657535,7.0584474885844735,28.605022831050228,7.793537801064563,1.7983077625570782,292,12,57,4,6,93,52,73,0.16699999999999998,0.623,0.209,0.5562,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,1,8,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,2,14,17,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,2,11,5,9,10,2,9,0,2,1,0,6,1,0,0,7,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940446382413667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23243431100171486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201839440193346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927067095857583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522637244304381,0.0,0.11910681321531218,0.0,0.25912533691784034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102451793837752,0.11137640097781147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758685016457522,0.0,0.3516546375453833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239219977009287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166546849227805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809855985414792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286669606439224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545244182073357,0.2621584254298946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194592696340868,0.0,0.0,0.14680754430303253
lonely,MarosN0rge,2019/08/27,"I just wanted someone that would be nice to me. I know I'm not perfect, I don't try to be. I just try to do the best I can with things. 

I just wanted someone that would be nice to me, someone that would be my friend.",0.45908163265306,1.4634091428571452,2.432397959183671,99.44206632653062,80.0204081632653,4.9,20.413265306122447,3.1291,-0.6376163265306118,164,4,43,0,4,55,24,49,0.057999999999999996,0.6920000000000001,0.25,0.8751,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,0,1,12,14,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,5,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569571069246563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891720765983603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345642762391617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.622387009763562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266881366596664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324769215671301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28884015093631604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5218075863448278,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LifeInDminor,2019/08/27,"All the lonely people Watched this earlier and it is dead on. 

 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-Gil9l8yIE&list=WL&index=6&t=0s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-Gil9l8yIE&list=WL&index=6&t=0s)",55.368461538461546,71.46344161538462,15.083461538461535,-1.5009615384615245,-21.0,8.753846153846155,29.57692307692308,8.841846274778883,3.9179538461538472,203,3,9,2,2,31,13,13,0.39399999999999996,0.606,0.0,-0.7998,0,2,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9943618723591954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603993020704673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fishdruid22,2019/08/27,"Rough Week I am feeling especially down this week. Without getting into specifics, feels like I'm being kicked while on my knees.

I am sick of needing and wanting others and relying on their opinions, actions, and etc.

How did I get so dependent on others to be happy? I should have known better. The only true person I can rely on is me.

Fuck those people!",2.890525210084036,5.451066161764707,4.163277310924372,82.51617647058826,78.55882352941177,5.650420168067227,25.890756302521005,6.868970318607317,1.3927579831932777,281,11,48,3,7,92,55,68,0.09,0.7290000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.7088,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,2,5,1,0,1,0,9,3,1,2,1,15,17,6,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,8,4,9,13,1,10,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,2,4,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24435992938241505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081412727263674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794054840317008,0.19738476277990646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554297053990225,0.28870482349909465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29412050891083963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498347961059246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486878445315546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21013432895486375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915477368128932,0.24124959850258546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629655859299917,0.0,0.4432533772496717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26633792610765705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nataliapsg,2019/08/27,"Why do people still feel alone when they actually have ""friends"" Sometimes I think I can trust them some things, wich makes me feel rather lonely, why does that happen?",7.1080000000000005,8.490045133333332,4.813333333333336,87.27000000000002,64.33333333333334,7.333333333333332,25.0,7.1686216300943375,0.8500000000000005,134,3,25,1,2,37,27,30,0.13699999999999998,0.762,0.10099999999999999,-0.0516,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,8,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,8,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.28356296389422864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009519726669697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542874405791252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29385071495141185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450043757560392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569578474443773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19396358594830626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201450732453796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873898344873221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320565817863769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304762364822733,0.18619114332796566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244042881781469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,loonsandlollies,2019/08/27,"21F | It’s my birthday in a couple minutes... I can’t remember the last time I had a really good birthday honestly... idk if it’s the fact that I never get shit from anyone or that no one cares but I just really want the day to be over with already tbh. So it’d be great if someone could distract me by talking, playing iMessage games or really anything til I go to bed",0.8357692307692304,2.8748222564102583,3.4919871794871824,87.39259615384617,82.84615384615384,6.464102564102564,25.134615384615394,7.645422480735847,1.4755846153846155,288,12,60,5,8,101,60,78,0.071,0.723,0.20600000000000002,0.8908,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,1,5,0,6,1,1,0,2,12,10,7,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,7,5,8,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,4,5,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599812912063454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473118928597205,0.0,0.19387188934414498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24020143202777935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881007963166806,0.26067772690015273,0.0,0.15193715174977546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308693572513114,0.0,0.13389218815006804,0.1976031342291426,0.0,0.2597406728668701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203867352038967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817028371447871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596430281057976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452778212959795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266879461925433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418314869695516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961607666494366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935967850356414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737541056692007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895808429980133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,attemptnumerodos,2019/08/27,I feel so fucking shit I'm sat at home slicing up my arms realizing that there's no point to any of this shit anymore. I'm perfectly alone and normaly I'm good with that but sometimes you want someone to give a shit about you.,1.130625000000002,3.2891258125,2.65816666666667,93.1035,82.54166666666666,5.506666666666668,26.266666666666666,6.742157984588678,0.9730366666666672,181,8,40,2,5,59,38,48,0.26,0.629,0.111,-0.8413,0,1,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,2,0,1,3,6,4,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,7,8,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,4,2,7,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,3,4,0,0,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23963480871473494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734299181206002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22946191172089306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169901948873288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390253751250046,0.0,0.22195606440754231,0.0,0.1940664435622948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320880751642241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187242421146603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7125095986049522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960433584585865,0.0,0.22883587505219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647101970063222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MajorityBacon,2019/08/27,Left alone again. At this point I'm stating to really feel it like a punch to the face. All of my ex's left me for someone else. And the most recent one really hurt my pride. I like to think of myself as a decent looking guy with a good personality. I know I'm not amazing but I'm not terrible either. I keep my hair cut my clothes clean and I will 100% listen to anything my girl wants to say. My last relationship was with a girl I thought was gorgeous but just like the others she left me. But this time she didn't leave me for her best friend or someone she had known for a while. She left me for some guy she met the week before. Some greasy 14 year old guy who doesn't even brush his teeth. (Not joking/exaggerating. Turns out I he's a guy I used to game with) so I'm starting to think clearly there is something wrong with me and I'm too thick to see it.,1.157906010230178,2.9078713315217435,2.675741687979542,95.15672634271105,80.25,5.633759590792838,19.51918158567775,6.522977012572876,-0.14997979539641948,671,16,160,6,17,219,110,184,0.065,0.738,0.19699999999999998,0.9794,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,6,13,1,0,10,0,7,3,3,1,2,31,26,10,0,1,9,1,3,3,1,1,0,2,1,7,6,8,0,1,6,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,6,8,26,9,21,19,6,18,0,1,2,0,23,8,0,4,12,94,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597866267200136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009642162416314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035036469436459,0.0,0.1276499337974999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016116331068573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803397179082953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061503036126889066,0.08689709322078061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397600768130056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202287038605017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817567758410881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021431904146796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081160519768716,0.0,0.0,0.06684820341814507,0.09914992884151444,0.0,0.12879542138368852,0.5286333686190147,0.0,0.0,0.17827625363462535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214397019030563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763697671847354,0.0,0.08242399609708366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620824300369533,0.0,0.0,0.11498574711803808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558468294362776,0.0,0.12010130489180765,0.13059200965327192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967301749657008,0.0,0.0,0.09692849009679197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612431271402265,0.0936416700150192,0.0,0.0,0.08609489450725005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587943172437235,0.0,0.0965657421935166,0.07092718322092438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230551212184205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050548253683488,0.0,0.0,0.07174432065016123,0.0,0.0975694108826408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299034648651695,0.0,0.07832987590988268
lonely,lilsluggerr,2019/08/27,"i have friends but also i feel like i have none ive always felt kinda dramatic when i felt this way but recently ive realized its kinda universal! which is great but it makes me feel really bad for everyone who experiences it. i felt so alone surrounded by friends for only about 2 hours today but it messed it all up and i wouldn’t wish that on anybody.

i saw so many of my friends pass by me with someone they’ve talked poorly about and i can’t help but think, ‘do they do that with me?’ i saw friends who, all of a sudden, didn’t seem that interested in speaking to me. when id greet them with an inside joke they’d shake their head, in the presence of their other friends.

whenever i feel this way i always feel guilty, i think that maybe subconsciously i wanna be popular, i wanna be everyone’s best friend. when i really think about it though, i just wanna be someone who someone can see and they’ll smile. i wanna be someone’s friend. some persons friend. i wanna go up to someone and be like, “hey! im not feeling great, can we talk?’ without seeing the boredom in their eyes and hearing their voices as they lose all 5% interest they had in my emotions within 2 minutes. 

i feel nothing but guilt seeing friends and i don’t know what to do about it. i want a best friend and i want to want a best friend without feeling like the worst person in the world /:",2.8639130434782603,4.571271478260872,3.968260869565217,87.9854347826087,75.15942028985506,6.9739130434782615,25.405797101449274,7.7425588080867325,1.2915449275362318,1072,37,222,15,23,348,134,276,0.094,0.561,0.345,0.9982,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,10,4,12,29,0,2,8,0,22,2,2,1,3,54,49,21,0,10,10,0,10,3,11,2,0,3,0,2,19,11,0,0,16,1,1,3,8,6,0,0,7,19,40,23,35,34,9,23,0,1,6,0,32,11,0,4,10,151,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659740006308037,0.0,0.059143581010950325,0.12307670258295833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175120923497775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328406931712706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319194471097738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133863131315802,0.0,0.07234437555262284,0.0,0.0,0.2617650318212729,0.10567013925335517,0.21303165578828848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6285310126668827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04203160590031671,0.0,0.0,0.16307624438831492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590146862975503,0.0,0.08335518861983274,0.0,0.04957198145344743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283298742336909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988651424720007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04064496695007255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839532053894001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273923809177422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049367034410479856,0.07498103699249778,0.07429999175558308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096396990094253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624781642170212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915322494781434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475780810575546,0.0,0.07302385581634174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768030436896608,0.06732789696100101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133186626371545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118888061958504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216644636660775,0.07266261636510736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010281936778857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086569537737294,0.11740763513443185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504718027331011,0.1425842873779868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Grailstom,2019/08/27,"Running out of hope I just don’t know what to do. I know I’m not entitled to love. I know I don’t deserve love. But this loneliness is eating away at me. All I want to do is hold a girls hand, make her laugh and listen to her talk about her day. But through my 20 years I haven’t even been able to get anything approaching that. It’s no one’s fault but my own, but I just don’t know what to do at this point. I do everything everyone tells me to do. Ive hit the gym to make myself fitter. I’ve tried approaching people more, be more sociable. But I am just terrified that no matter what I do it won’t matter and I’ll always be alone.",0.9219761904761904,2.2846208642857126,3.0357142857142883,94.07761904761908,79.64285714285714,6.9523809523809526,20.238095238095237,7.793537801064563,0.4668809523809521,491,12,121,8,12,167,79,140,0.158,0.737,0.105,-0.8146,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,18,4,1,2,1,24,32,7,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,3,1,1,4,1,0,3,8,1,0,1,1,2,19,4,15,27,4,10,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,1,2,81,28,0,0.20608948634605487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344655451741704,0.0,0.0,0.17148296212445152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959408730053702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362785647315936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291066933538678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088099482868386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612016205533226,0.0,0.0,0.19692733597456705,0.185219941601042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767325058594893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469336122955575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530455679604115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720076153961449,0.0,0.27513266489415983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396515695859152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428765007460342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482117860591466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564692259396369,0.18013129482826354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992123315979427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155691864137495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327148722976333
lonely,poppyqueensssy,2019/08/27,"Life translated to words Playlist that mixes Andromeda by Weyes Blood and Satan in the Wait by Daughters - check.

Long duration bus that will take 2 hours to take me home - check.

Some kind of melancholy that's taking over me over the past months/year - check.

(Also, I'm kinda hungry)


Ok, so this is poppyqueensssy's lonely feeling. This is a feeling. We don't compare feelings. We feel it. I feel lonely. Keep it in mind, please.

I am poppy. I just turned 21 one week ago (woohoo!). I'm in the last semester of college. I have a girlfriend. My friends vanish like all the time.

I never really had friends outside school. My parents were/are over-controlling to the point I grew up all alone in my grandma's house (zero childs besides me).

My relationship with my parents was always... cold. I kept myself in my room. They mind their business. They got a new child that isn't atheist, and that's cool. We are in separate worlds, and that's it.

 I always lived distant from everything and everyone. My friends lived near downtown, and me in the ""countryside"", but we used to make efforts to see each other. We studied togheter from middle to high school.

Finishing high school, we stopped seeing each other as frequently as before. I choose to attend to a college in the next city. I spent a year following the routine: wake up 10 am-1pm, play some games (OW, TBoI, Ori...) 'till 4pm, take a shower, go to college, arrive there 6pm, go back home 11pm, arrive home 0h30am, surf the net 'till 4 am.

I was lonely as fuck. I lied about having a girlfriend. I lied about going out with my friends. I lied a lot. I didn't live, so I just didn't have stories to tell, then I lied.

I had two girlfriends before this one. One lasted one month and the another one day.

Everytime I messaged my friends to go out, they did the same thing (and still do):

""Allonz-y, my friends!"" 

""Yep, California here we come"" 

""Okay, see you there"" 

Then, when I'm in the location:

""Sorry bro, I forgot it"", ""sorry bro, this happened"", ""sorry sorry sorry...........

The second college year was were I first met my girlfriend (she was gf of some other guy then). She was just like me. We had so much fun together. We were the best friends I could imagine. I never had this kind of approach with another human being before, besides a friend that lives across the country (we used to talk by messages). I loved it.

She told me everything about her. Everything. The tastes in music, food, games, the stories, the fucked up cheating on her boyfriend, everything.

Later that year, she broke up and we started dating. Later on (when we were already a couple), she said she was already in love with me, even when with the other guy. And I felt for her too.

I finally got a job, and her too, and I thought of asking my best friend to be my gf. She said yes. I was so happy.

Bad trait of personality? I am a jealous person. Can't control it very well (but I see some r/selfimprovement lately).

I think my passive aggressive gf is the only person in the world that keeps me in reality. She is my sun. She is my ruin. She is the heavy. She is my hero. She is everything for me.

Everytime we find a point we disagree, I fight to win (for I am a proud person - another bad trait of personality), and she gives up and ignores me. I hate it. She is everything to me. And she stop talking to me? This is hell. At this moment I regret everything. At this moment I know I'm wrong. At this moment, I swallow the pride and come back to her.

She's there. Like she doesn't care. With her ""conquer me back,, motherfucker"" face. It kills me. It really does. Because she knows that my pride vanishes in front of her.

There was a time we ""broke up"".

She became so mad that she decided to don't talk to me anymore. We would see each other, but she would be silent until I asked her a question. Now picture that. She said ""I will be silent because everytime we talk, we fight. If I remain silent we'll get along just fine.""

Picture that.

I asked for a time. We didn't fight for the rest of the day. The same day I kissed her and hold her hand. She asked me about the time. Well, she turned from water to wine after the ""brake up"".

And everytime she goes out with her friends I think she's going to cheat on me. ""She already did this"" I think. I know that my mind is fucking me up. But it happens all the time. I just try to keep it cool, dying on the inside.

I think I don't just think I will lose my gf. I think I will lose my only friend. This is double damage. Fatal damage.

Sometimes I feel suicidal. I don't have the courage, keep calm. And I know my case isn't that hard to manage. But we are talking about feelings.

My third (listed) bad trait of personality is laziness.

I never finish my projects and always push them to tomorrow. I tried to write dozens of novel books, tried to make a rock band several times, even tried to build a Minecraft house. My projects just don't evolve.

I know if you read until here, you will say that I need to find friends. 

I'm very introverted and I have social phobia. My mind turns every small talk in hell.

I tried tinder to make friends. I am very lazy, and people turn away.

All my gf's friends hate me because I am very defensive around them and I know stuff that they what to keep in the cult.

My friends are missing and I am too proud to try to call them again to go out. It's been years of rejection.

Well, that's the lonely and sad and melancholic side of my life.

It took me 2 hours to do so.

I'll use 2 minutes to write a couple of things that I like:

Music: Idles, King Gizzard and the Lizard Wizard, Grimes, Interpol and Alona Chemerys playlist.

Games: TBoI!!!!!!! and Skyrim, Submachine Series by Mateusz Skutnik and Cards Against Humanity.

Movies: Amelie Poulain, Pulp Fiction, Friday The 13th and Interestelar.

Books: Stephen King, H.P. Lovecraft, George Martin and Tolkien.

Anime: Bokusatsu Tenshi Dokuro-chan, Another, Revue Starlight and Devilman Crybaby.

Favorite color: purple.

Favorite food: grandma's lasagna

I have a dog, Bob Dylan.

I am trying to learn how to draw.

I want to do something meaningful with my life before I die.

I want to be remembered forever.

And that's it. My life.

(If you think I should post this anywhere else, just tell me. Sorry for the inconveniences.)",1.2346821790637073,3.791474788003288,2.3493009082152945,92.57430610501345,86.65817584223501,5.130168093292048,21.28885490866152,6.669647774433549,0.47470196389993896,4815,161,981,58,151,1526,464,1217,0.16,0.7090000000000001,0.131,-0.9936,4,9,2,0,3,0,288.0,21,4,8,16,46,85,17,0,57,6,78,20,4,8,7,171,171,62,5,11,16,5,10,4,24,9,4,4,5,12,55,72,6,15,31,11,4,15,15,39,3,11,34,25,195,46,130,122,19,127,3,16,7,6,148,51,5,10,64,630,250,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031755342763443085,0.0,0.0,0.0371023088751834,0.11859626265906573,0.028648014277842113,0.08942398496838151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502561180853186,0.0,0.0,0.0355272540304999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031890481381426035,0.13396042641872968,0.0,0.03365732725903817,0.08263810652262434,0.08973329786254178,0.06551296045608739,0.0,0.12193253038761045,0.0,0.07518903870225238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036579765954229265,0.0,0.036524412957649216,0.0,0.0,0.061717491011071,0.0,0.0,0.08035813059646005,0.02860212407700615,0.07927597155258727,0.0,0.06930951943878529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435820761457855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03134935810467949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02992591060168728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047322125279889216,0.0,0.03018281669695831,0.03423085868879275,0.2253707608006937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679395195341972,0.0,0.03439614698296838,0.039242857966181016,0.06548400119236776,0.030471423432424267,0.08663575898510584,0.0,0.4151568356769607,0.09935465626058236,0.018716283380010783,0.0343651346085197,0.12215581390615815,0.0,0.05730259951314064,0.0,0.0,0.07094173061078654,0.06335714857954075,0.03813474763552417,0.03209079072597828,0.07073651584557601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756989212062063,0.10780157728972296,0.0,0.0705577994412025,0.08267094424084187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035549264165604194,0.15920772096363872,0.03963335946121359,0.07460925815418917,0.11812584631551275,0.05840181514560416,0.040410432068229536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121269900542873,0.07000614746624564,0.0,0.12653111362708458,0.03170264172727737,0.0,0.0801545944183551,0.0,0.030455831286388433,0.06466415670917723,0.0,0.07173732884305571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468596152634314,0.0,0.028593950242946583,0.0,0.026334370753195162,0.026562647475514924,0.08288780050260271,0.03459852845657143,0.03809866444140229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137454458788174,0.05449072309801528,0.0,0.0,0.07955544319850613,0.0,0.03419755354985545,0.024835481995340296,0.18767802198091252,0.0,0.03932341008753179,0.06772951252744717,0.0,0.03430897965623462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04013048255095261,0.0,0.03583316216522134,0.0,0.045898861603393584,0.0,0.0,0.03846099788661658,0.04058100567923517,0.0,0.10222896418252833,0.028488259464002044,0.0,0.10876578589094403,0.14273332888679724,0.0,0.0,0.040470321898737005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036517514092992656,0.0,0.027578655708792556,0.03543032568367921,0.2406086359246293,0.025356034909666147,0.0,0.02860866768095575,0.059900046342592016,0.0,0.0,0.04100929997125878,0.03918505941760855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773915807848823,0.17276127881848768,0.0626225797264824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04759904044983716,0.1606796218629716,0.0,0.028439831933709362,0.12533371304445465,0.0,0.0,0.03423085868879275,0.039801190871082234,0.17025248197798096,0.15586258410805914,0.03499432271260301,0.0,0.0,0.09281992276247283,0.0,0.1182324507742337,0.042259218955720525,0.0,0.02873542505180103,0.0,0.09662879940349366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05089592743626562,0.039167338405609584,0.0,0.11534569380728785
lonely,ehmiram,2019/08/27,"Grad school loneliness I have no one in my lab but me and a part time technician. I have one roommate whom I never speak to. My boyfriend lives states away. I spend every waking minute alone. Eat lunch alone. Spend the weekends alone. Study alone. Work in the lab alone. Because of my research I am only in one class, and in there, I am, of course, always alone. One more year and then maybe I’ll be in medical school. But who knows, I’ll probably be alone there too. Why is it so hard to make friends in graduate school?",0.4775080906148865,2.953085359223305,1.0646990291262135,99.65950809061493,93.46601941747574,4.688414239482201,17.546278317152105,6.42735559955562,-0.2279612944983822,404,11,89,5,15,122,65,103,0.21100000000000002,0.7509999999999999,0.038,-0.9343,0,7,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,7,4,1,1,1,8,9,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,4,0,2,10,1,11,7,2,13,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,5,52,13,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7939263806317421,0.0,0.0,0.09112006500529024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288708948160596,0.0,0.0,0.06675552669184225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205480544023118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226585754734716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460620015458012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809834368451197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018315331664233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669824574722584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309795095573482,0.0,0.11001627337388044,0.0,0.0,0.11031855978392896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445991053309895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968238929655149,0.08328635040082392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858732089303868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180689703161787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33248614957961903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385544149035141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881462737144746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797236851290014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052005424394764
lonely,Muminum,2018/12/12,"Can't make friends... I'm too ill to go out or to work. I'm on disability. I have a boyfriend taking care of me because I have trouble doing it myself. But since he started playing WoW, connecting with people I feel so lonely... Can't talk to him much when he's playing and him chatting with people reminds me that my world revolves around him...

I wanted to play WoW since Burning Crusade was released. Couldn't afford a PC  or the monthly payment back then.

Now my boyfriend could pay for me.

But I'm too ill to play :( I used to try playing Final Fantasy XIV. But I wasn't able to play consistently enough to make connections. Same with WoW now... I play a bit occasionally. But I can't sit long enough to really get anywhere... 

I have a good chance of getting healthy enough to play in the matter of months or years according to my doctor. But I have been lonely before I have been ill. Partly because I was a poor, neglected and unhygienic child and teen... Partly because I'm a weirdo.
Bad enough for a guy to stink and be greasy but so much worse for a girl. I haven't been allowed to shower more often no matter how badly I wanted to.

I'm getting impatient... There's always a reason why I have problems making friends no matter how hard I try... I wonder whether I will be able to stop being lonely and friendless even when I'm healthy some day. But until then I can't even do anything about my loneliness :( But maybe I'm just to weird to make friends?

And I feel guilty for feeling like that. I have a boyfriend and a chance of getting healthy again. That's so much more than other people with the same level of disability have...",2.591944444444444,4.706821712962963,3.6269382716049385,88.29522222222225,77.24074074074073,5.924938271604939,25.306172839506175,6.88968998030894,1.014988395061728,1281,47,255,13,30,412,151,324,0.18899999999999997,0.6559999999999999,0.155,-0.95,3,6,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,0,1,20,27,0,0,14,0,27,4,0,9,0,53,53,29,0,5,13,0,4,1,3,1,4,0,1,3,5,13,0,2,5,10,2,1,9,10,0,0,6,5,32,17,37,41,15,25,0,4,0,0,13,6,0,6,18,170,37,4,0.20584096896492188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563808787751828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469478933545888,0.0916210515992291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913949966464244,0.17186861110269214,0.18821811620132506,0.0,0.08757775184270572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123625128830702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493429322059017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217363214320192,0.0,0.0,0.06637519809194299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053434769821388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253774914002961,0.0,0.13595601866891718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561190681066428,0.07352641467875527,0.0,0.11274436003699835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385483330175469,0.0,0.21508682102296714,0.0,0.0584920831348782,0.08632481935457585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019074607731562,0.0,0.0,0.09219653845292453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050281750003653584,0.0,0.0,0.09108139004820716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748008903308091,0.0,0.1033974601159739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643002975904059,0.0,0.2269751948319915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290571033301812,0.0,0.21405631512781964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848100393467543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659334977890878,0.10581939943045464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702737766296645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284764864551233,0.0,0.0,0.08604613350156691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738339571847869,0.08272358686834004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975250617111432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889025360620738,0.0,0.0,0.12141033665111943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286972898810966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161287512729663,0.0749273384802857,0.0,0.10488476643060572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627741762607303
lonely,turnsoutimdead,2018/12/12,"Everyday I have to see my crush with another guy I go to a small continuation school it’s basically high schools for fuckups this girl is unlike any one I’ve ever met, I asked her out last year and she said no we’ve been friends ever since. Last week she started dating a kid who’s a year younger than us and really immature but she’s happy and I’m happy for her. It just hurts really bad to see her with someone else I don’t think she even realizes how much it hurts for me because she makes out with the dude right in front of me. Last night i got drunk and unfollowed her off social media because it hurts to see her face on my phone all the time. I’m lonely I’m in pain and I’m tired ",2.0809234234234246,3.4523813716216267,3.810540540540541,89.7099099099099,76.5,7.365765765765767,22.46846846846847,8.07648339933343,0.9165252252252248,545,15,125,9,12,183,93,148,0.214,0.7120000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9721,1,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,5,0,4,4,1,2,3,19,19,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,6,10,1,0,2,1,0,2,2,6,0,1,4,4,20,3,18,15,2,25,0,4,3,0,21,9,0,0,14,68,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866938893936806,0.13672484858020098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189666052359957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886985696330964,0.15896856137000476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892376690623724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612109105217652,0.2358896888615481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073866980065246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410340589271751,0.0,0.10428446231037797,0.0,0.0,0.12910618881115538,0.0,0.27760427528950904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776375526654056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41875424205253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188547435276178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703606037122591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585134767400308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236179253794688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835535719535118,0.0,0.13874371141713046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706181372699164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113519930152452,0.1240303540956241,0.0,0.0,0.2639224420479496,0.3117108525587902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785961198696004,0.0,0.0,0.13291576139494649,0.11047867210322096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229041925999637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354838106364626,0.0,0.0,0.07603121548442643,0.1498636466887312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684261611423256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459065997869926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793323529068965
lonely,Fckdnthhd,2018/12/12,"What happens when you go to the hospital for suicidal thoughts? I'm at my breaking point. I'm fucking hopeless so I want to go to the hospital for help. I have no clue what to expect, I'm broke, will I have crazy medical bills? Will I be in debt just for going to get help? If I have to stay will I lose my job? Anyone ever gone through this or has any solutions i need help now. I've been in therapy and it hasn't helped I dont want to wait another day I can't live another day like this wtf do I do?",0.07923832923833274,1.820115891891895,2.6968058968058948,93.7008353808354,83.77477477477476,6.91924651924652,22.703521703521705,8.00094639256281,1.0440018018018016,388,14,95,8,11,135,68,111,0.213,0.6509999999999999,0.136,-0.9083,2,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,1,0,2,0,14,2,0,0,1,11,29,5,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,2,4,4,4,0,0,3,0,13,1,14,22,0,15,0,3,0,1,5,4,1,2,6,57,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191300661756788,0.3673881246741587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224916349483786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259563620938995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531251449609225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846254598332854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619533425387469,0.09152559429157978,0.0,0.2986806524812916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491325277099552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696843862503827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384154018848852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558529117157998,0.0,0.15468930363950886,0.0,0.0,0.1959843399565012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764778777486672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989555921934506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656040293708683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672117182616144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162115563915025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033638695981207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907528895749693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066542833686293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MusicMaster3104,2018/12/12,My wife shows me no affection I am not here to bitch too much but I would like to find a lady who would be willing to talk to me about my problem. I have been with my wife for 12 years and we have little to no physical intimacy. This is killing me inside. Every day I feel less of a man and more worthless as a human being. Ideally I'd like to find someone who won't judge and will listen as well as share details from their own personal life with me. So I guess I am looking for an intimate friend but no bullshit. PM me or hit me up on chat if you are willing to help. Women only please.,2.69047619047619,3.4586105873015884,4.479523809523811,87.88214285714287,74.07936507936508,7.504761904761906,25.904761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.2581809523809526,458,15,103,6,9,156,88,126,0.17,0.632,0.198,0.3284,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,1,1,1,1,5,10,2,0,4,0,15,1,0,1,0,20,20,11,1,5,5,2,1,2,1,6,1,1,0,4,3,6,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,3,18,6,19,10,4,5,0,1,1,0,17,3,1,3,4,78,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428971332850654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18850527332673572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131264700760542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089770569537189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285608467998462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24646787034984766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996396830548234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24752816588008306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802971341039296,0.21860994775888976,0.22423992237036325,0.0,0.0,0.1878799408104516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446999650695018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015954399640226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535561787875544,0.0,0.24559239255614315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408291401788987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895688193838244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982865554999333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116344591772886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178679713334315,0.0,0.0,0.14407715327904408
lonely,firefox2343,2018/12/12,I hate being lonely I feel like on one right there that I feel safe talking to or the fact I get to clingy to come gurl they all leave its fun to get your heart ripped out all most every time it finally fells something.... Is this my heaven or hell ,2.551346153846154,3.746544519230774,3.0953846153846136,96.0246153846154,74.96153846153847,5.9692307692307685,18.76923076923077,5.985473137389443,-0.41082307692307696,193,3,45,1,4,60,42,52,0.188,0.625,0.188,-0.0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,1,7,2,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,3,11,8,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,2,7,4,6,7,3,7,2,1,0,0,3,3,1,3,3,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509492353518816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454524526769564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946036368407058,0.20812143030557986,0.0,0.3191304454638014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044088102674368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28762145498946645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345219524075598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084693206834787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232585356908006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740821382416876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487885142980039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427491619556675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341546408085823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987296435773802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,billietherat,2018/12/12,"But, whos fault? It' just the worst godamn feeling in the world because i have friends that i can see when i call up and organise it. 
But when im in such a state i just cant, its taken me three days too put away laundry. 
Getting on the phone, even buying milk is too much right now.
Im sure they all assume that if i havent reached out im probably doing okay. 
Some weeks i work 75 hours. I really have all the symptoms of being okay, so i understand why. 

Why is it when i need friends the most i become the worst person to be around. I want them too check if im okay, but i cant expect them to when i havent given them a reason to believe im not. And it convinces me no one cares. Fuck depression is a trip. 

Still sitting here thinking though, is it my fault im alone? I feel like up until my diagnosis i had been a really good friend, but now getting out of bed is really hard. Maybe im just a bit forgettable. ",0.2666666666666657,2.1167187474747493,2.514434343434345,94.6683181818182,83.74747474747474,5.778181818181817,19.4959595959596,6.961326702584282,0.14639111111111092,704,19,167,9,20,239,113,198,0.153,0.706,0.142,-0.6331,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,1,19,17,1,0,11,3,17,3,0,1,3,29,31,15,0,5,10,0,3,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,8,5,1,0,6,0,2,2,6,6,0,2,4,4,23,11,15,25,8,26,0,1,1,1,11,11,1,5,12,111,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322565806571628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872536579069981,0.0,0.0,0.09364106602463328,0.0,0.0,0.06075649251967152,0.11007512183912432,0.0,0.11229134482393748,0.0,0.0,0.10881129263087944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177184458298848,0.0,0.10161784205131028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427740816486496,0.0,0.08584362656097047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582956251480301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078994716378484,0.0712026103584488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310090065144112,0.09214116394475512,0.10414449811980826,0.0,0.0,0.0835965211090774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928266436685255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981525880705848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7536073806508616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048692593937747636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001295805984426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326721255785153,0.07390232168170185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753739924736038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702597363336327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745861604739393,0.0,0.0,0.10019354658953897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915490034360073,0.10247497445552414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511565396801525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942223677677862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959473782844058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393560868607913,0.10359288137762336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386302480663808,0.09792298935587727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375756963371446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878657984227512,0.0,0.07994740086793503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798691573940092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725592579254227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Mirroblue,2018/12/12,Wanna chat? Just looking for someone to talk with about pretty much anything ,4.645384615384618,8.141969307692314,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153847,86.69230769230771,2.6,29.57692307692308,3.1291,1.1925692307692306,63,3,8,0,2,18,13,13,0.0,0.789,0.21100000000000002,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958460155686309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039433474056675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536117834092914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893795928169997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075744495943689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386633020901421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,emanirka,2018/12/12,what am I doing wrong? I blame feeling lonely on how our society is set up for us to disconnect. But what are the thing I am personally doing wrong...?,1.7819999999999998,3.975891866666668,4.436666666666671,81.06500000000003,80.33333333333334,8.0,23.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.954333333333334,116,4,23,3,3,41,24,30,0.254,0.7,0.046,-0.782,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,7,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235917210782812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149120512558439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239604690645012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338263364915937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7886443015131569,0.0,0.0
lonely,nekomanico,2018/12/12,"embarassing who else is embarrassed to be so lonely? everyone around me has moved on to adulthood, getting their own place/getting engaged/going out with friends and i'm stuck with 2 friends who I barely see, no s/o, and nothing exciting or spontaneous or grown up about my life. it's super humiliating, like I'm the odd duck ",4.59758064516129,6.565401016129035,5.4234193548387095,78.26512903225809,71.09677419354837,8.830967741935485,33.36774193548387,9.3871,3.3115058064516134,261,13,47,6,5,85,52,62,0.23199999999999998,0.594,0.174,-0.2939,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,5,9,6,1,6,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,2,1,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718873771040488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551381160925945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29184063650841713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719314280185923,0.0,0.3191373084942553,0.0,0.173576473826762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157262454984072,0.14921213941632927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324611721339752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29305745998301863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31909751482425186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433791447184829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thebalf,2018/12/12,"No purpose Anyone else just plodding through life. I currently dont seem to get any enjoyment out of anything i do. I have a house a job, ive just been to Vegas for a week holiday from Scotland and i just feel meh. 

Am i spoiled, lonely, frustrated. Is it my job, i have no passion or desire or dream job to chace. Anyone else just exising without any sense of real happiness? ",0.7204000000000015,3.224843240000002,2.9110000000000014,87.5505,89.93333333333334,6.2,26.16666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.8628666666666671,293,14,57,6,10,99,52,75,0.141,0.645,0.214,0.7906,4,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,8,2,0,0,0,13,11,3,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,8,3,10,10,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,38,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530002798613469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26013934951494744,0.38119943091515707,0.15307880493616555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801433212480206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107920765042608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940574210095166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718789602659192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802200110733253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464237771373412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5537891448959136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139159452479776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173175449261733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934583715249735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921421339436647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931687012891398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,purpleowlchai,2018/12/12,"I always feel lonely when... It’s that time of the month. TMI, I know. Any other girls feel that way? Maybe it’s messing with my emotions. But I wanna call off my engagement, go to bed and not talk to anyone. 

Hormones?? ",-0.9104545454545452,1.002764772727275,1.036818181818184,97.42522727272728,105.8181818181818,3.1090909090909093,14.590909090909092,5.148860815047168,-0.937672727272727,166,4,35,1,8,54,36,44,0.115,0.8170000000000001,0.068,-0.267,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,6,4,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,21,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795132923895094,0.0,0.0,0.22843788938257426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234883866457056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430130346009347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37786606040696863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397036358688205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091172095217607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461346937077652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374779285481447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681290431528104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27000068190347104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958783138150479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666385592023104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hidalgo321,2018/12/12,"Got ghosted today by a girl I was into. I’m just alone and feel like this world isn’t for me. I know this is sadcringe, just need to say it somewhere to someone, will delete later.",0.6726315789473674,2.747354421052634,2.088684210526313,97.0082894736842,83.73684210526315,3.8,20.026315789473685,3.1291,-0.5889684210526314,140,4,31,0,4,45,32,38,0.055999999999999994,0.873,0.07,0.128,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,9,1,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,5,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42939627770992816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209632125159992,0.29618736682389524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33159018508553273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278510432681955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20255059624419133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074175785253135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297032703120863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512857286608965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39298839998107016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HonorableDoggo,2018/12/12,"For Those In need. I know it may not mean a lot and may be strange but I see many of the things people say, I hear you and I understand and if Possible, I want to help. If you ever feel lonely or sad or just like you need someone to be there for you because it seems like no one else is, I am here. be it just venting or someone to talk about your day with, I am here. feel free to talk to me any time  AnotherWanderer#6652 You're not alone my friends, I am here, for you",0.8601960784313718,2.3409689411764703,2.4809803921568623,97.46107843137257,80.17647058823529,5.7098039215686285,20.15686274509804,6.42735559955562,-0.21594901960784307,360,9,92,3,9,118,63,102,0.131,0.711,0.158,0.4817,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,6,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,27,20,9,0,5,10,0,2,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,5,16,5,12,15,1,4,0,2,1,0,12,1,0,9,5,65,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049112289908714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454366666609954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060652152447182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759582210679854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652769141859066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896516513641528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007614705742915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285714914888254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298947651995454,0.0,0.13261358263822645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873228233822356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933174261807132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820359724315506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058717957123348,0.0,0.21551486104020484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934040982608324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340671664579108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716313869754246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22304429425571207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733695383265084,0.0,0.0,0.15765952430909086,0.18011371274074364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352725401848249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180460285622941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314416565041078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536696750385846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059671162107289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166960865096326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TriggerPig,2019/01/01,"Tited of being Lonely. I am a 32 year old man, I just recently got clean from a 11 year heroin habit and being sober for 4 months has really shown me that I destroyed or neglected all of the friendships I used to have.  I have former friends that won't talk to me because of the fact that I was undependable when I was an addict.  I am also overweight and single, it just seems like ever since 30 my life has gone seriously downhill.

I went to rehab, got arrested for the first time for drug possession and DUI in March, that's not the reason I'm sober really, they don't even test me on probation, I just stopped doing drugs because I was destroying my life.  Buy I have to say, today looking over the wreckage of my life, what the fuck am I staying clean for?  I am just tired if being  depressed and lonely.  Anyway, just thought I would vent, if anyone wants to talk, I'm around.",4.9818181818181815,5.334863090909092,5.8022727272727295,81.96090909090908,68.6590909090909,8.672727272727272,27.93181818181818,8.575989854853784,1.883211363636364,688,21,138,10,11,226,107,176,0.201,0.726,0.073,-0.9709,0,4,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,11,10,3,0,9,0,19,10,0,2,3,25,31,9,0,4,9,0,0,1,1,2,9,1,2,1,6,5,1,2,3,0,1,2,3,8,0,1,8,2,22,2,18,18,2,20,0,4,1,1,6,4,1,4,14,95,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693828629556604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425419605606995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864256869806443,0.0,0.0,0.13831765397279164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943163398752208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338251911233536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603738512651462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026244362923461,0.14054656095756402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216281535465507,0.0,0.0,0.12004317496244113,0.1436426834376242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24853689213410124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32924016365363484,0.07590890495967949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304767758010758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401970569571408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304106022309264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907579258746694,0.15975248939571662,0.15341513554436226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235612961654434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144854887102945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285287000389576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561022918875945,0.0,0.12990136122238646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497708171675144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335125285196485,0.09060104249009006,0.1785819486753666,0.1472783573959736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341950471561771,0.0,0.0,0.09164483838870813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403518398396475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037471017690396,0.0,0.0,0.2001142042663589
lonely,ewpappy,2019/01/01,"I guess I don't have as many friends as I thought If anyone were to ask me about my friends I feel like there are a good number of people that I could list. But today I was looking through social media watching all of the New Year's events and I realized every single person I consider to be a friend was together celebrating. I was at home, alone. Not a single person asked me what I had planned last night and I did not receive an invitation to join in on anyone's festivities. 

Even apart from new year's, there are only about 2 people that I talk to on a regular basis. And it's only because I live with them. I consider them my best friends and I spend time with them regularly but I can't help but wonder what our relationship would turn into if they weren't my roommates. 

Sometimes I feel selfish or ungrateful when I get jealous of people having fun. No one should feel obligated to hang out with me but I don't think there is anyone who sees me as a first choice when making plans and its really starting to get to me.",5.047692307692309,5.417098769230769,6.024038461538464,80.37096153846154,68.51923076923077,8.9,28.98076923076923,8.841846274778883,2.114911538461539,816,27,164,13,13,271,124,208,0.095,0.775,0.129,0.2054,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,4,4,8,11,1,0,7,0,19,0,0,1,1,32,35,17,0,5,9,0,3,1,4,2,0,0,1,2,7,10,0,0,7,0,1,2,7,2,0,2,8,6,32,9,26,23,4,22,0,0,3,0,19,7,0,5,14,118,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308763550529698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26955135134658725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24026100994586586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833263630918794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348532164192648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259709379930217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487328621209378,0.0,0.10826710867513692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949209528244269,0.09180069405203613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930235389783406,0.0,0.0,0.3971162859251909,0.0,0.13427228525709425,0.0,0.0,0.10778001845038232,0.0,0.0,0.14155765105756254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613109313786856,0.0,0.12889635407413558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474495688521322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277879274616784,0.0,0.11346818594990675,0.0,0.1079079519136108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577499857943842,0.1302792119947762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24821292711126794,0.0,0.12058889770922775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707518016776562,0.1954606522867743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672579423437197,0.22440314308361525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232063109240018,0.0,0.0,0.13796131354315136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239816240681246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098995055853455,0.0,0.0,0.12709015728068085,0.0,0.0909532272848492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328373445335083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233785210960484,0.0,0.1020149446482852,0.07492960242402798,0.0,0.12180333097769012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977150891384066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393531759517385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128298001788816,0.0,0.0,0.16550005775837615
lonely,connecthedotsguy,2019/01/01,"My New Years Resolution I think New Years Resolutions are cliche and a bit meaningless sometimes but I really want to make a conscientious effort to be happier this year. I want to wake up everyday with the intention of making decisions that’ll make me happier and not just succumb to the whim of the world around me. I don’t want to be lonely this year. Even though depression hits like a bag of bricks sometimes when we don’t expect it, I want to change the way I react this year. 

I’m not sure if this makes any sense or if anyone feels the same way, I more-so just wanted to put this in writing for myself. Speak it into existence...happy new year, everyone. 2019 is about love. ",3.641506105834463,5.46531137313433,4.747476255088195,82.72269335142471,73.32835820895522,8.753324287652646,24.122116689280872,9.339509955726095,1.9765761194029847,540,16,107,13,11,177,87,134,0.08800000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.179,0.9204,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,8,0,7,2,1,6,1,32,21,8,0,8,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,2,12,3,17,17,2,19,0,2,0,1,4,5,0,3,12,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940352538128461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192628146410092,0.0,0.0,0.11703541017972532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435302537414386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907692090904286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132341800605058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683412891242669,0.0,0.0,0.12562439994337676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647474881158989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995134718233926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422918241511995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865603428602395,0.0,0.3510266948070105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809211520922486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321628005471379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422249934527963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600526877970401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390811122708055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842401182227226,0.1291677653076665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387719533393291,0.2087081723588308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079709055152787
lonely,largemack,2019/01/01,"Anybody just feel like talking? I'm actually just situationally lonely.  My girlfriend lives 40 miles away and has been sick since before Christmas.  I also have few friends.  What's everyone doing?  I watched a hockey game earlier and my team (the Bruins) won.  I'm pretty tired and hung over from last night.  I got some beers and smoked a few butts and had a sadass one man party in my room where I couldn't stop thinking about my ex who ghosted me over five years ago for some reason.

Anyway...yeah.",2.8541052631578943,5.47065383157895,3.3928947368421056,87.65776315789472,79.10526315789474,5.484210526315789,22.13157894736842,6.742157984588678,0.584873684210526,394,12,75,4,10,123,76,95,0.087,0.7390000000000001,0.174,0.8293,0,2,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,0,6,4,1,1,0,14,12,6,1,1,2,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,1,1,2,5,1,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,2,9,3,7,7,4,12,0,1,1,1,8,7,1,2,6,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.2335819706307224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121792322302368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141703869091964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224887695590102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367872324871156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287198525701655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102819798286507,0.17099966545980153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492984378569732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914389912284581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511129813266948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169397755476644,0.0,0.21136029567234246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246242403652809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219732140695742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351635862986706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461031451189916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980020307495192,0.2690519804350717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011665341175391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923894391141615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337297076904569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275110449901161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414074371931427
lonely,hdjsnkathrowaway,2019/01/01,Alone and depressed Been feeling alone and depressed lately. Feels like the only friends i have are slowly fading away or turning on me. Almost had a girl and its fucked up now and i cant get it back and to top it off i barely am close with my family and cant even talk to them anymore. I live in a shitty town with nothing to do and dont even know what to do anymore besides sit in my room and feel like shit about life. ,2.3209047619047642,3.5227484555555577,3.4531746031746064,93.205,75.55555555555556,5.587301587301588,22.857142857142854,5.288315135182226,0.09804761904761873,331,9,74,1,7,107,62,90,0.21600000000000005,0.6729999999999999,0.111,-0.9153,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,5,7,2,0,3,0,10,3,1,0,0,17,17,9,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,4,11,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,3,8,3,13,15,0,15,0,2,0,1,4,10,2,2,6,51,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720225181131405,0.3665592933872167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509982404927573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626197225191355,0.13607313961554174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048348606695521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739858018191745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337639533773057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668243735816256,0.0,0.2684324748216041,0.2528439055695081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672068841013807,0.16359885991699324,0.092455534690464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725389081545684,0.0,0.19962126176883532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499375562466128,0.17290975094242997,0.0,0.15626101517924898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980016711676302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345878569320454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164933021559335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223565012583894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248424298996325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MegaMope,2019/01/01,Uh oh I can feel a wall of depression about to slam into me I'm a lonely 25 f. I went to a large chatroom and they destroyed me. Basically told me I'm too old to be attractive and that they would gag at me. I know I'm young and look younger but I do feel like I have wasted so much of my life alone under my mother's thumb. I just really need some positive interactions or I'm gonna cry rn. Just share a joke or something pls and thank you,0.5475056689342424,2.1214737959183694,3.2260544217687084,91.32767573696148,81.44897959183673,7.212698412698412,20.072562358276645,8.167268648758528,0.7160303854875291,344,9,84,7,9,121,69,98,0.19,0.618,0.192,0.2836,0,3,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,0,5,8,1,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,16,18,8,0,2,5,1,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,3,15,5,9,13,2,7,0,2,1,0,7,4,0,3,3,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29156752497046434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092340688604672,0.0,0.0,0.24247085656684986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28468770252585845,0.20111636256591006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471481285761018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884433771945115,0.13753537022532325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23640403817100766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694796455913936,0.2087418712175916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29540556001464097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803475023843404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672614537483992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591837542383184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26900230869946584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609698080248896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998215803213892,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,phoedyn,2019/01/01,"If you need a friend I can be your friend :) Hello :)
I'm 24 M and a citizen of the earth. 
I'm looking for friends. 
I don't mind if youre guy or girl. 

I'll be happy if you wanna be my friend :)

I like playing sports, I can cook a bit, I like talking about the universe and cosmos,i also am a big animal lover and I feel peaceful and satisfied when I help a animal :) 

I look forward to be a friend with you :) ",-2.059128205128204,-0.2136921777777729,1.4011111111111134,97.34807692307692,98.55555555555556,4.547008547008548,16.923076923076927,6.297961479604792,-0.28546153846153777,304,9,75,4,13,109,55,90,0.0,0.51,0.49,0.9942,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,0,0,3,10,0,0,8,0,8,2,0,0,0,13,14,10,0,5,4,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,14,10,6,10,1,3,0,0,2,1,17,2,0,4,4,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816753391022148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592854821891885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000053691116678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7640358856772398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583693433701693,0.0,0.21054440043562556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257022864549464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932542269056251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33217694880421506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997051305555152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665408934043678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897102652492948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mounted2czarina,2019/01/01,"As of last night, I no longer have any friends. All of my friends have drifted into different parts of the country. Our texting became increasing infrequent until we stopped. 

My last friend was a person whom I had met outside the US. By sheer coincidence, we ended up in the same city in the US. We had been friends for almost three years. We would hang out for hours at a time. We texted regularly. I even offered to pay for her abortion. 
A few months ago, she started making excuses to not meet. She always claimed to be busy, despite regularly going out with her other friends. I ignored it and didn’t bring attention to it until last night. I was drunk, so I texted her and asked why she was ignoring me. Long story short, after I had opened up to her about my depression, she said that she felt uncomfortable and tried to distance herself. She also said that my ex cheated on me because I was financially supporting her, the implication being that the relationship was not authentic. That was painful.  There’s no point in trying to salvage the friendship. 

The only people I have left are my mom and my sugar baby—neither of these relationships are particularly fulfilling. 

I feel alone and miserable. I don’t know what to do.",4.389628820960701,6.70080659825328,5.106941048034937,78.8420709606987,72.53711790393012,8.07344978165939,30.22729257641921,8.841846274778883,2.6944618340611357,977,43,173,20,20,315,142,229,0.135,0.778,0.087,-0.8255,1,1,0,0,0,1,28.0,8,0,0,0,5,12,1,1,11,0,21,3,0,1,1,29,33,10,0,1,2,2,2,0,5,1,1,2,0,1,10,15,2,3,4,1,1,5,6,6,0,1,15,5,39,6,32,15,5,36,0,2,0,0,38,14,0,1,17,131,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910187261697124,0.0,0.12324557462549612,0.12747245107225794,0.0,0.09842602007963376,0.10241136732591907,0.0,0.0,0.08369776049188893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506200301258153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502765460797835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060075342866022,0.0,0.0,0.1285910823201186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901122769125908,0.0,0.0,0.08129234382244521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223230662395815,0.0,0.11817488712389347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47545162756292403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994848156992503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120776185779107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764085408394875,0.3009767888862529,0.0,0.0,0.13372540592825874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892080759816897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215601147414843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414832714244255,0.09824027220431493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310021108232139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360692426677683,0.13096445195858258,0.0,0.0,0.13328227629631878,0.0,0.08532729793601855,0.10746760421650342,0.0,0.0,0.11634918733558484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642810013676117,0.0,0.0,0.234152123861331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711576226380886,0.0,0.0,0.10289933373579438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396682901663418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717682002734243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712476421329595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960971283432841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105941485361748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743160219115192,0.0,0.0,0.07925867017984856
lonely,Rheiner0128,2019/01/01,"Please cheer up Literally just joined this thread, and all I see is sad and depressing posts, like guys life is what you make of it if you make it sad then it’ll be sad. Buy a dog or something. take a walk outside, smoke a blunt, just do something semi-positive as a hobby to take your mind off your woes. Aaron out. ",2.8230769230769246,4.085766692307693,3.4584615384615383,93.42153846153849,74.38461538461539,7.046153846153848,22.23076923076923,7.554174236665415,0.5213692307692313,245,6,57,3,5,77,50,65,0.203,0.6859999999999999,0.111,-0.7717,0,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,2,1,11,10,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,2,6,8,1,6,0,5,1,0,5,3,0,2,2,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421563087632137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783852610683038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985863848644948,0.13735695105677162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753430662296312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838839624128465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30862110887520505,0.0,0.0,0.26926645787622705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404220863062804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43288999032328296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227835068404552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NoStars128,2019/01/01,"2019 Heard last night my neighbor is dating a guy even though she is wonderful in the grand scheme 

This year I will be alone again and will reach new lows


Can't wait to stagnate

Just venting... ",3.9912280701754383,5.692227947368423,3.0131578947368425,96.02043859649126,72.15789473684211,6.119298245614036,23.19298245614036,6.42735559955562,0.27760350877193,154,4,33,1,3,44,36,38,0.091,0.721,0.188,0.6124,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,2,5,0,8,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,6,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775988289982117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408041390564877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609952482452775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971844297417885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521172731921552,0.0,0.3421371669299606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582016991283692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953755422641341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234779992038449
lonely,JamJellyBam,2019/01/01,Any advice would help I feel that many people has a social media account where they can go to freely rant out their emotions and speak their mind. I used to do that as well after a breakup but decided that I didn’t want to and deleted all my post on Instagram. Now I don’t have a place to go where people can understand what I’m feeling and it feels horrible. It’s not like I get a tremendous amount of likes anyway but just knowing that people I know are aware of the way I am helps ease the loneliness sometimes,7.461428571428571,5.7496960952380975,7.209523809523812,80.77714285714286,64.23809523809524,10.304761904761904,33.38095238095238,8.841846274778883,2.5162952380952386,410,13,85,5,5,130,75,105,0.11699999999999999,0.711,0.172,0.474,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,1,1,20,22,6,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,7,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,4,11,3,10,20,2,11,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953269892114156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592982388895666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22484565578660612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032061944029419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443256108865033,0.0,0.2272004585360741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679597097354816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197050274534117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953091092769496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265376044170447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182860572504915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157288503252439,0.0,0.20883907849790026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914362237999476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375933853379752,0.0,0.0,0.1976930769975056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080891247220257,0.0,0.17263794770437604,0.0,0.0,0.1178983662393498,0.15866077423643005,0.0,0.0,0.17972216655303488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419937907337953,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cocoaminnie17,2019/01/01,"Lonely hangover I went out with old friends last night, woke up this morning with a killer headache and alone 😰. My life is very empty.",4.453461538461539,6.121099730769237,3.0953846153846136,96.0246153846154,70.92307692307692,5.2,28.384615384615394,3.1291,0.5270615384615382,107,4,22,0,2,30,25,26,0.33,0.5760000000000001,0.094,-0.7778,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,4,1,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108484852846617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064796814797677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233531553408976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801920240182575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722642285880221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162566694935483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273086283895528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677331703622208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MarkkTwainn,2019/01/01,"Im feeling somebody who doesnt feel the same way 😢😢 Im new to reddit so bare with me plus I've never been good at expressing my emotions but I'll give it a try.

So basically there's a friend who i have STRONG feelings for and I've had them for a while ( Since High School ) but I know that she doesnt feel the same way I mean ive talked to mutual friends and they've told me to just say something if I genuinely have strong feelings for her. 

But I know that if i say something its just going to mess up our friendship ( It happened to me before ) but the thought of ""what if"" kills me (I overthink alot ) I mean.... 

Theres a selfish side of me that wants to be with her and only her and then theres the caring side thats knows for a fact that she would be (EXTREMELY) happier with someone else and wants her to be happy ( Which she is Btw) Shes really a beautiful funny smart caring and bright person to be around. 

Im the complete opposite and i feel like she would honestly be downgrading if she actually did have the same feelings (or wanted to be in a relationship with me)  which is why I've never said anything ( and probably won't ) now ive told her that i had a crush on her in HS and that was it i mean we're grown now and I dont know if i need to just let it go and leave it as it is and remain her friend or should i risk the friendship and say something... 


* P.S if your reading this before replying ask yourself this "" Have you ever had to force your heart to accept something that its determined not to?."" *


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lonely,throwaway6384927,2019/01/01,"Alienating.family My mum is honestly the only thing stopping me. I'm done. I just want to make her mad so she won't be sad, I want her to hate me so I can just leave. I'm tired everyone, I want to go. I'm done.",-2.729999999999997,-1.132513999999997,1.2541666666666664,96.7575,105.66666666666666,4.9,14.333333333333336,6.6274283507984215,-0.5109666666666661,160,4,43,3,8,59,31,48,0.24600000000000002,0.573,0.18100000000000002,-0.6608,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,7,15,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,10,1,3,11,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,25,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279961884028184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24650626319909225,0.0,0.0,0.24319596495487095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661319429063155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25469700236478765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731583820910083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722003823680084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620168824900047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567873484574812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138719334834207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965044276222236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564811934106189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LobsterCleopatra,2019/01/01,"Happy New year!!  

**Happy New year!!** 

To me, and to everyone out there! <3

So here's how I spent my new year's eve...

All alone, in my room, lying in bed, pretending I'm cramping so I can avoid my parents. meanwhile, people are out there celebrating the new year and watching beautiful fireworks with friends and family. 

**why am I avoiding my family you ask?**  
well, let me tell you. I avoid them because I can't deal with them. when we talk, we fight. and when they see me they latch onto me and start either 1. bombarding me with questions I don't want to answer or 2. asking me to do things for them or 3. reprimanding me on being a bad daughter and comparing me to all the other great daughters all their friends have. so, yes, I go as far as pretending to be sick to avoid them.

Back to my new year's eve, I stayed in bed watching lame Netflix shows and playing a mobile game. which by the way no one was online because they all had new year plans and parties, while sad little old me sat in her bed playing the game all by my lonesome. 

**Why aren't I at a party or watching fireworks with my friends?** 

simple. because my parents won't let me. I am a 24-year-old adult who is still very much controlled by her parents. all the while, my younger brother is allowed to come and go as he pleases. and the funny thing is... that's what inspired me to start writing this post

Every time I left my room, I felt so sad. I saw my brother's room empty and I knew he was out having fun with his friends, while I was trapped in my room because I wasn't allowed to do anything. so I thought maybe I can start writing a blog to relieve some of my emotions and at least feel like I've accomplished something today.

And that's how I spent my new years...

Hope you had a better one <3",0.8060476190476179,3.156112144444449,2.207857142857144,94.50000000000004,85.8888888888889,4.650793650793651,23.29365079365079,6.052691113681939,0.4065317460317455,1372,53,292,11,42,441,174,360,0.12,0.7120000000000001,0.168,0.9648,5,6,1,0,1,0,67.0,2,3,8,4,15,25,1,4,12,1,26,2,0,5,6,55,46,31,0,2,4,7,2,1,4,1,2,0,7,1,9,24,0,5,7,9,2,3,6,9,1,2,13,7,60,16,37,28,10,54,0,3,5,0,42,19,0,6,30,191,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139481254466112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467229689286788,0.0,0.14694077171095565,0.0,0.0,0.060430319957381164,0.0656187820467523,0.19162922909579247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950584853631588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769772237723172,0.0,0.0,0.08814458149143868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102211649726695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840238362397891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621487399567247,0.0750954431323999,0.0,0.0,0.1481739937905552,0.0,0.039737110954331814,0.056144210958935216,0.07545805155565223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242871590051102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932821950588199,0.0,0.0,0.08664497966995646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673195404455058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805690658293937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538750338941402,0.16072576577525194,0.0,0.038394761827075116,0.07876712381842467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895351403618317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777217741755247,0.0,0.0,0.5313142433432679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493249846311273,0.0,0.10650828591459637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617923486042552,0.0,0.0,0.054483924659986215,0.0,0.0,0.0862674504559567,0.0,0.0,0.0752668244208833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803800096512017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262549636843268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060501881950327074,0.0,0.0,0.16687773113726131,0.08376573617031126,0.06276151575573309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316710168322479,0.06869051135129572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442247644894276,0.0,0.0,0.0623911249521799,0.045826052286480096,0.0,0.0744934663134038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484440227048442,0.04635400477037913,0.06238052757149117,0.0,0.0,0.07066121805987967,0.0,0.14182923725544125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048714556007713
lonely,WestonUchiha,2019/01/01,"My loneliness is a choice. The truth is I like being alone, I like my personal space and I like doing things I enjoy without being judged or having to justify doing the things I want to do.

Of course I feel so lonely sometimes and wish that I had someone to share things with, to have conversations with or even to be intimate with.

This is a recent realization, I've had a few people in my life recently that I slowly distance myself from without even realizing I'm doing it.
Tonight was finally when I accepted what I was doing and understood why I was doing it.

It's the end of the year and the start of the new one, so I met up with a girl that I had met recently and been talking to a little bit here and there so we could spend New Year's together, it's not like I didn't have fun but on my way home I realized that my new year would have probably been a lot better if I had just stayed home and done my own thing.

I'm still lonely and I still have this feeling like I want to have someone to share my life with but the truth is the social interaction that I get between work and hanging out with the few friends I have every once in a while might actually be all I can take.

 The feeling of loneliness is just a side effect of the way I choose to live my life.

I'm not really sure why I'm posting this here, but I guess maybe it's because I think some other people here might feel the same way and maybe reading this will help them realize it quicker than I did.

Happy New Year everybody. ",4.233193548387099,4.652740287096776,5.49048387096774,83.30572580645162,70.3225806451613,8.90967741935484,27.43548387096775,8.982922981607832,1.9277935483870965,1179,37,251,21,20,395,145,310,0.059000000000000004,0.784,0.156,0.9739,0,5,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,3,14,18,0,0,20,0,40,3,0,1,4,57,59,21,0,6,12,0,4,5,1,4,3,0,2,2,21,18,0,0,12,1,1,1,5,2,0,1,15,4,36,16,30,35,8,33,0,2,0,0,14,8,0,8,24,188,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.09005109083092383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955733183706174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056252483263104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161336555860096,0.1007448778510947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367735306403078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443355860202196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817318933029913,0.0,0.0,0.12189895137157385,0.0,0.0777491222771274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866363438963904,0.06592420795491323,0.0,0.10108724421415667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129460426730404,0.0,0.048212021419209404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165583302276583,0.0,0.0,0.09823281858318267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061852736017292735,0.0,0.18512692389442714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955383734554881,0.2254145369429792,0.09248790145816144,0.08148413652067052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845239145542053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541351954877355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578708612517126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35649492180757675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827423054656652,0.06253070681401887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794941876062213,0.08057455133179507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837787013976331,0.0,0.09949247808742703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923040727024224,0.0,0.059116354828852365,0.0,0.27334343782573906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406692214908263,0.15637556507670633,0.0,0.0912663901303958,0.0,0.06531562241019784,0.09835724318624793,0.14738841798926516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697196030057662,0.0,0.06938239942598944,0.07417044564612109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24522453642182904,0.059128721640793386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885720888519078,0.219740564613227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653507051249086,0.0,0.10611641165484073,0.17790752011166786,0.0,0.06718028432453614,0.0,0.0,0.06555242549726645,0.0,0.0,0.2376988613621783
lonely,AllunaMurderino,2019/01/01,Need someone to talk to 36/F I'm alone on New Years for the first time and would really appreciate someone to talk to. 36/F,-0.008888888888886727,2.035629592592592,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,86.40740740740742,6.562962962962962,20.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.7186888888888879,97,3,23,2,3,34,20,27,0.07400000000000001,0.815,0.111,0.2484,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,10,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321090157674597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637052639338784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22987800287201565,0.0,0.29942198462102143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198608565829386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52536268179185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983692204754469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077680744330632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023132604068424,0.0,0.0,0.19964454037759533
lonely,xdoomsayer,2019/01/01,"Why is it always me asking? Why is it always me asking to do stuff with people? Where the fuck are my invites or messages. I'm trying so hard to be comfortable with myself, but once in a while yeah, I do want to be fucking thought of. So many times I get rejected from asking someone to hang out, which is fine as we all have lives, but has it never occurred to anyone that when they are free, to be like ""oh, ill ask to see if they're free as I'm free now!"". 

I've dealt with this my whole life and it's gotten to the point where I want to give up. I understand that we have to be our own best friend and learn to live not relying on others, but loneliness is driving me to my limits. I don't want bad thoughts, you know? I know there is no straight answer to this, but honestly how do you all carry on uh.. carrying on?

It's my first time on this sub, mostly due to me never searching for it but I've hit a really bad low tonight.",3.1703788171627387,3.422003417085431,4.551859296482412,89.69266718206421,72.6180904522613,7.731117124081948,24.352918438345576,7.61054688173877,0.8913305759567058,716,18,167,8,13,239,118,199,0.091,0.682,0.22699999999999998,0.9861,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,3,2,1,3,8,15,2,0,4,1,18,4,0,1,4,33,39,16,0,4,8,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,14,8,0,1,7,0,3,2,5,6,1,1,3,2,21,12,29,31,6,24,0,2,1,2,13,12,2,3,11,115,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244342311839556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942995940106188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.504316129330284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252105374693519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415307713632479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471470143421217,0.0,0.0,0.1041950940442515,0.2493579983074373,0.07046053705556181,0.1293732196365995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081107681373275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823474658476754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525797648989924,0.06588742336700616,0.0,0.23817362772794154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673027500427268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080298679029828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143625072320121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349726993845103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748946279292175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639691901299246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746863364799164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142692836073618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438627646200262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141328800310058,0.15727981446201808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156336583379933,0.0,0.0,0.14039750945961604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238637704081952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433864036702815,0.15057012035259235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Crowtato-sama,2019/01/01,"Had fun but then the crushing loneliness set in. Tl;dr Friends are a fun distraction to be around, but no one to love at new years is heartwrenching.

I actually enjoyed my new years even though I was the DD I had fun with a smallish group,  but then once I got home it just hit me like a truck. I spent 3/4ths of the year in love with someone and in the end they wanted to try with someone else. And when I try OLD it doesn't work for me. It's like having fun with friends can keep me distracted, but once I get a moment to think I just shut down. I want to love and be loved and yet it's just so hard that I think something is wrong with me. I'm glad I didn't drink, I'd probably feel worse.  Here's to a new year without someone special to spend it with, hopefully next year is different.",2.873542914171658,3.726507407185629,3.686601796407185,93.4185653692615,73.73053892215569,7.243313373253492,25.2939121756487,7.492282038375204,0.8797708582834329,615,19,146,7,12,196,95,167,0.138,0.5529999999999999,0.309,0.9916,1,0,2,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,10,19,0,2,9,0,13,5,0,0,0,26,29,13,0,3,8,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,11,1,1,3,1,2,0,4,3,0,1,6,2,17,16,22,20,0,24,0,0,0,4,8,7,0,1,18,88,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.11615156845809815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595779312055156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435615371761488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659952603364099,0.0,0.0,0.0994304039049256,0.0,0.10542112830167233,0.0,0.0,0.07861511873181873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060182791443228176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391737472219646,0.0,0.06218583089560504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519544267556099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662333139939806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939212715664604,0.11821902540885355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579519675036897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629954408144445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297000886851801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448662636944787,0.1265848061924396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248970788115889,0.2535162186636521,0.08065465510993709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832945467962256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025493692178049,0.09163152669865686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253327185997811,0.11694179849753406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162079433153034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040846627527762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473618648473215,0.0,0.08665186975254552,0.0,0.12129699658506213,0.0,0.13013553135893854,0.0,0.3832421033599516
lonely,TheGiantHog,2019/01/01,"DRUNK POST!: Yo, I here on new years and wanna talk to some people, if you wanna just join, otherwise ignore, its chill

[https://www.twitch.tv/gianthog](https://www.twitch.tv/gianthog/dashboard/live)

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lonely,Unlovable_Being,2019/01/01,"It hurts, & I wish I were dead. Tonight something happened to me. It's still fresh, so this hurts & I'm not going into detail. Here's my story;

I went out tonight to try & be with people. I even had a date to the party... Kind of... We had agreed on being each other's New Year's Kiss. We've been dating for 2 months, though not exclusively yet (won't happen now).

She brought a date. Okay, we're not exclusive, not for lack of me trying, but we're not. However, she was completely wrapped around him all night.

Now, I shouldn't have been surprised, but basically he stole my kiss. So I left.

On top of everything else that's happened to me in the last 4 years, it really stung. She was very good to me & asked me to be that kiss, it was the biggest reason I went at all.

If anyone reads my only big comment on my profile's history, maybe you'll see why it hurts this bad.

I feel like I'm a patient person. That I do my best to show how much I care. Yet, all I get is a big buildup to eventually being told I'm not good enough. I don't think it's a ""nice guy"" situation, because it happens over months or years. Unless I'm missing something?

 Feeling this lonely makes me I wish I were dead.
I'm not suicidal, but I wish my heart would just stop.

I hope none of you feel this tonight.",1.702337558158188,3.2113906568265698,3.287136210492541,92.48155623295365,77.85608856088561,6.336659714423232,22.48371570672229,7.079830092131019,0.505199775389058,992,29,229,11,23,328,150,271,0.129,0.664,0.20800000000000002,0.97,1,2,2,0,0,0,56.0,1,2,0,2,13,19,0,0,8,1,21,4,1,3,3,38,49,10,3,8,14,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,15,6,0,1,5,2,0,4,11,6,0,0,13,4,35,13,25,28,9,38,0,5,1,3,13,14,0,3,21,136,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199735623982199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677562051069481,0.0,0.0,0.08626341815001022,0.09059038762615736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090921031590609,0.059070623973711024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169278112006447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879815453285754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160001375987196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094927476562716,0.0,0.0,0.10012577833306292,0.0,0.06400292664042112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708936395341436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698984805569038,0.06922688338318399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062735052862223,0.0,0.05507169954783201,0.16255377686083072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594831916723497,0.3427608467454783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148294613374996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624565519714112,0.0,0.0,0.3112071236790942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090863096480926,0.0,0.07898814916539795,0.0,0.0,0.10528442093243903,0.0,0.0,0.04734147393169566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468290774017142,0.0,0.09735118929488808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469267188951968,0.0,0.07123419708939784,0.0,0.0,0.09358865712709376,0.0,0.09093606148872307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369841765132865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717971869715594,0.08461118065329498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969283283787606,0.0,0.0620779699708305,0.09963150326391876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772184319605535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892202638824404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919994972596154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738614646043998,0.08101449901388956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599517534228607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062090956336152435,0.09520582645138527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259411425583182,0.0,0.13158033734522376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995438527606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965844485428464,0.08743907786850633,0.0,0.33429791646624296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688364753428321,0.0,0.0,0.1872053362448713
lonely,andromedandi,2019/01/01,"Oh New Years... Last year, when I woke up on December 31 I felt like I was dealing with a choking anxiety. I was terrified - completely viscerally terrified - that this was going to be it. The world wasn’t going to make it into 2019.

This morning, I woke up and I was dealing with a choking anxiety. But as I went through my day I realized this was a very different fear. I’m terrified at the thought of having to live another year like this. I’ve come to realizations over the last year: a life that isn’t worth loving isn’t worth living; to be ugly is a death sentence. 

I don’t know if I can make it through another year, and I don’t think it’s fair to force the rest of the world to deal with me either. 

Happy New Year, everyone. ",2.6865999999999985,4.136448393333335,4.625,84.1675,75.06666666666666,8.733333333333334,27.833333333333336,9.2995712137729,2.3719333333333332,569,23,121,14,12,195,80,150,0.2,0.675,0.125,-0.9334,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,10,0,15,2,0,2,0,17,29,6,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,5,0,2,4,5,1,0,0,11,1,13,4,21,16,2,24,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,14,76,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27887979419031234,0.20345688077805826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454948663945072,0.139425772429341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576034379530763,0.4112860015948687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893457345405988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270669700207162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963815320944054,0.0,0.0,0.12768052993493673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114986631007213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155843645655342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308168685311255,0.21679098855593493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392687974293523,0.12993347789244428,0.0,0.23484548500684466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001858522862698,0.0,0.17752880222957493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568635638457662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520746432677892,0.0,0.10557033653666444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972146079207226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327270696274345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138040368877325
lonely,velvetpupper,2019/01/01,"Justifiable Loneliness and Confusion Hi all. I hope you are all having an amazing start to your new year.

I am a F18 having a little trouble coping with my loneliness from this past year and for a while it was able to go away and I was content with myself but every now and then it creeps up on me in overwhelming power. I crumble down immediately. I loose sense of perspective in all aspects of my life. I truly feel as if there is no one I can talk to because no one understands my sense of worthlessness to the people around me. 

I also have this problem where I feel my loneliness is unjustifiable because I am stable in all aspects of my life . I go to a great university, my family is all healthy, Im financially stable, yet I still feel as if I am not good enough for the world around me. 

Throughout high school I always had friends, but I never considered any of them the so called ""best friends"" I never understood that someone other than a family member could be that close to me until college where I now feel like I have made genuine friendships. Even though I have found and made some genuine friendships in college, I still feel like I am inadequate and undeserving of those friendships. I am scared that those people mean more to me than I mean to them. Over this winter break I can't help but feel as if I am just a nobody that no one prioritizes or values.

I am sitting here ringing in the new years with my so called high school ""friends"" ditching me and not inviting me to hang out with them, many I have not seen for months, and my college friends being much more accepted and validated in their home towns. I do not know where I stand in the world, I do not believe anyone values me more than just a speck of dust. But I am also confused as if my loneliness and confusion on my self value is even justified in the first place. I do not know what  I am asking for out of you guys, I just know I need answers.

Here is to 2019 being a lot kinder to all of us. 

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lonely,CLQUDLESS,2019/01/01,Don’t get on social media today Today is specifically bad. I see people I was close to in high school posting pictures and stories of them spending time with bfs and gfs and overall having fun at parties and enjoying New Years. It’s depressing:(((,4.593478260869566,6.935312913043482,5.568913043478261,75.61902173913045,72.04347826086956,7.208695652173913,31.06521739130435,8.07648339933343,2.643669565217392,198,9,31,3,4,65,41,46,0.069,0.747,0.185,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,2,6,5,0,11,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,0,5,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23898983800542156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465292153425553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954320100563967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30241738597364803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764424213092581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984356295902044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741289248970401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896797305993137,0.2280880072025293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917751264691278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669028359071152,0.0,0.5426245624009975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843225380160735
lonely,berrybeany,2019/01/01,"‘Friends’ I have a feeling that my ‘friends’ don’t really give a shit about me. I don’t have many friends. When we do hang out on the rare occasion, they’re on their phones most of the time, and seem uninterested in having a conversation. They never invite me to hang out or do anything really. I have a chronic illness. It’s been pretty grim and I’ve been ill for 6 years now. Despite my illness, I’m a pretty fun person to be around imo. My ‘friends’ never ask if I’m doing better. They actually forgot that I’m ill. They don’t even remember what I’m ill with. Seems pretty shitty to me. If one of my ‘good friends’ were ill, I would definitely remember what illness they were suffering with. How do people go about making genuine relationships? I feel like my limited social interaction with people my age (18), makes my depression so much worse. ",3.0812727272727294,5.242660036363636,4.7193939393939415,80.81909090909093,75.9090909090909,7.793939393939394,26.15151515151515,8.648137234880735,2.0542606060606063,666,25,127,14,15,224,97,165,0.235,0.63,0.134,-0.9595,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,5,2,8,13,1,0,7,0,17,9,1,3,2,27,31,8,0,3,3,0,2,1,5,1,8,0,0,1,5,9,0,2,6,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,5,2,21,9,17,24,2,16,0,3,0,0,19,6,1,6,8,82,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.12844711930596056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831624958176232,0.1171742532195042,0.12305170890053753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164117125749097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133685135732634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693714315739955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133107220079646,0.09403300422239676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5084661638018106,0.0,0.0,0.12626679843366395,0.07480558278857583,0.1104008965802586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430537965248027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572156478521778,0.13344720122324172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675960014853854,0.0,0.20303479709688466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891925803931311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250455497014592,0.1149299682262733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401730168027398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864483065267938,0.0,0.0,0.14131610782350962,0.2982111795985821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396531116151769,0.0,0.0,0.135111282960805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417522276008353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675165960212975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413723119405624,0.09350270097728802,0.0,0.0,0.08476225474493088
lonely,evengreedier,2019/01/01,"The greatest solution to lonelyness on New year I felt so alone on New year's eve so I put faces on diferent sport balls. I gave them videogame controlers and now I'm playing Smash Bros. Ultimate ""with them"" still playing alone but kinda not completely alone. ",5.17625,7.457937458333337,4.577500000000004,83.61750000000002,70.25,8.966666666666667,32.83333333333333,9.516144504307137,3.2603583333333326,210,10,38,5,4,63,36,48,0.141,0.7190000000000001,0.141,-0.2478,1,5,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,7,3,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,2,5,1,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,7,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6952639814091451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346149694577681,0.0,0.2509732121390998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148509784747148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322302551131921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22494718664164373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870025521041202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881966423694117
lonely,agroovyman,2019/01/01,Happy New Year fellow lonely people! I'm celebrating alone again. Know you're not alone in being alone these holidays! We are alone together. ;) Have a happy New year! Let's all hope to become and feel less lonely this coming year.,2.1982170542635617,5.094290255813952,3.395697674418604,83.48176356589148,88.30232558139534,5.657364341085271,14.143410852713178,7.1686216300943375,0.22070852713178324,183,3,31,3,6,59,35,43,0.215,0.46399999999999997,0.321,0.8547,0,8,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,9,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,7,2,8,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7084944461075715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887652047707168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731731304155132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647210287528047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36410479189280864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985997960252544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398730675792256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487802483676462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303415070129441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185627093942965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303909618663212
lonely,Wendy972,2019/01/01,All alone Sitting here alone on NY eve streaming Netflix. Since splitting my ex has found a group of friends. We never had couple friends and now I’m realizing it was because of me. I have a chronic illness and I guess I’m just not friend material. It’s a sad realization. ,0.49722222222222,2.896272796296301,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,98.8148148148148,4.622222222222223,28.222222222222207,6.42735559955562,1.5420888888888893,217,12,42,3,9,72,43,54,0.21600000000000005,0.677,0.10800000000000001,-0.6402,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,2,10,8,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,3,3,5,1,5,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5356611472755811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763954959148113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861348738167667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835404547946748,0.5993788355494126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28487595216203376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944749018962585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391576430211728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gregorymerrill90,2019/01/01,"Are there any other expats in China who would like to make friends? The title is self-explanatory.  I live in Shaanxi right now, but will move to Beijing in February.  As many do, I've had difficulty meeting new people.  I'm sure I'd love to get to know you.  :)",1.8853846153846163,3.969076769230772,3.6698461538461538,87.27515384615386,79.38461538461539,6.467692307692308,23.861538461538462,7.554174236665415,1.0850338461538462,200,7,42,3,5,67,44,52,0.05,0.6809999999999999,0.268,0.9253,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,1,5,11,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,8,8,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794759129458096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23625248787482084,0.0,0.15976258123345755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805411037525264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493934799224417,0.0,0.2700180493766827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759872881647138,0.0,0.20411710655119294,0.31002292318915586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32500622847615546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953337530144782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21199618691338395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611428702774172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190055150581185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882033248873009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21722434354068496,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pavignon,2019/01/01,"Keep your heads up for the fireworks A year ago I felt so lonely it would physically hurt each night. Everything in my life felt like in the backseat of something moving very slowly and carelessly. I didn't think it would ever get back of any kind of track. I couldn't even imagine a track. I thought it would just come to a halt or something would have to crash onto the back of me soon before something would change. I forgot about the brief moments where I realised how amazingly complex life is. How you can't truely fathom whether or when there's anything to expect from life. When you try to grasp how complex the universe is, you know that whatever you are grasping, it doesn't do it justice. Our minds are just a part of the complexity. Our bodies are ever renewing, you're walking around in a completely new body of cells at least every 10 years. Time, the past and the future are concepts, time is truely and honestly an everlasting now. And new years is actually just another day, as someone on tv pointed out just now. Out of nowhere things have taken a different turn for me. A turn I couldn't have forseen if I tried really hard one year ago. Don't lose hope. Life is something of its own, stick with it till it starts to show you something different. Wishing you all the best. ",4.913052208835342,6.311790124497996,4.9696586345381535,84.07127510040162,69.44176706827311,7.9429718875502,29.49598393574297,8.344100000000001,2.0479333333333334,1027,39,197,15,18,320,148,249,0.075,0.8690000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.5606,2,2,5,0,0,0,24.0,2,7,0,2,22,10,0,0,17,0,24,7,3,3,3,49,39,16,0,11,8,0,3,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,10,10,0,3,11,2,0,4,6,4,0,1,6,3,20,6,30,26,6,42,0,3,0,0,10,12,0,4,27,136,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.09472256767611396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208658382430014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600831558299558,0.10178232940446284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987717698045113,0.08640945932033489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927576703258702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259615070039578,0.0,0.10186494370168768,0.0,0.0,0.21563723777990834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268312403256942,0.08361389978861149,0.1017720192893618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625996414502317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282695004170206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411128152029058,0.1756037930496499,0.08178242405170992,0.0,0.08723680342320758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863974662503612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050713060991761774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695221130806913,0.0,0.09961788109552916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640859597116902,0.0,0.0,0.10391132908345088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627686063154434,0.0,0.10107946600564123,0.053345021616311085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742427902798817,0.04742162151228257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859220158659587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800914853872167,0.0,0.0,0.1031659638956938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749419937905445,0.0,0.09109001329273617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577454035672985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511318945313956,0.0926606305178662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917588933125232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218306596146415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224384018667706,0.3736313510097084,0.0,0.0,0.06870392581555362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448644189850199,0.06219607431228157,0.0,0.07705968659301342,0.1132001139488292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318030985906012,0.21116021203887775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008974545826376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116212906670339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447650663197713,0.0,0.0,0.2500296917467466
lonely,MissHasenfratz,2019/01/01,"I feel like I have no one I actually have people who like me and I guess I have „friends“ but they are all far away from me.  But these are few and they live in other countries. And it feels like i have no connection to them and i constantly think i‘m annoying and boring. Maybe due to my low self esteem.
I rarely write to them but they also almost never write to me and that makes me sad. We never play online video game togheter. I wish i had friends with whom i would game or chat with.
I dont know. I dont know if its up to me or the friends. I think its my fault. But i dont know how to chance the situation. 
I have one friend nearby but we also rarely do something togheter or rarely hear something from each other.
",0.4787261394624061,2.674247655629141,1.7840514218932595,98.09225944682508,85.68874172185431,4.877444487728867,17.49162446435528,6.2272716619740125,-0.4694070120763536,560,13,131,5,17,178,79,151,0.14400000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.154,0.381,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,5,0,3,12,1,0,2,0,13,0,0,2,3,38,25,18,0,3,9,0,2,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,9,11,0,0,7,5,0,0,7,5,0,2,1,3,30,7,13,23,3,9,0,2,0,0,19,5,0,6,7,94,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.13278040194006827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362500479091752,0.0,0.0,0.21762322894124053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278381140941619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703857988255858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784036240606666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759771553304398,0.1944105895678515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204957929291358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989160313069844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533558248112805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22433429283510345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994243437291814,0.0,0.12014842129195595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082484732935628,0.0,0.13669618781760784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098843641804703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184403149539878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094330757652518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194609992234844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529434399773037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949989925997373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437069008765085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646872971725162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966571012672776,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,astodia,2019/01/01,"Who else spend the new year alone ? New year, but still so alone ...

I was invited to many parties, but I didn't want to go, I didn't want to spend the all party asking myself ""wtf am I doing here??"" because you know how is the ambiance in this kind of situation. You are in room full of people dancing, drinking and having fun but you don't fill participating like if you were here by accident. Who else feel like that ?

So yep, new year alone, no regret",0.37353479853479854,2.783160703296705,2.149917582417583,93.1554990842491,90.31868131868131,4.791575091575092,17.473443223443226,6.42735559955562,-0.1688249084249085,348,9,75,4,12,114,61,91,0.27,0.603,0.127,-0.9262,0,3,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,1,10,1,0,1,1,12,16,8,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,2,2,2,3,4,1,0,0,4,1,9,4,8,12,2,14,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,9,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5251242463655861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799975369592198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302576557047302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556359029881398,0.0,0.0,0.2823691521801059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854555705712799,0.12073941629234355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605119474796056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599592248161394,0.09288242864916142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651376358312445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134768068702724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896872117106363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716893244032366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997217908397712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349700823743423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937070565945414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265070146218401
lonely,bulls_in_the_bronx,2019/07/25,"Touch starvation/ Loneliness How do you combat touch starvation and feeling lonely all the time ? Like I just REALLY wanna be held, or hugged, or cuddled, or literally anything I just want affection that isn't automatically deemed romantic ugh. Like holding hands or someone laying their head on you is just the greatest. 

Sort of off topic but I'm absolutely sick of my family telling people I don't like to be touched. I just don't like to be touched by them. They act as if I'm some weirdo when really I just can't stand them touching me. I love casual platonic touch though.",4.0699082568807325,6.51459108256881,5.224302752293578,77.02104128440368,73.95412844036696,9.130642201834863,28.33119266055045,9.642632912329526,3.026103853211009,464,19,83,13,10,153,74,109,0.18600000000000005,0.6459999999999999,0.168,-0.5021,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,4,0,8,9,0,0,2,0,9,6,2,2,1,22,15,11,0,3,11,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,8,14,7,9,11,3,6,0,1,0,3,8,2,0,7,6,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303214403770576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638505922620593,0.0,0.14151822451251114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872426734215707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5469505350394467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25260706659377513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940369618520076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358602891607227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371455833819956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446317554002292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27498551160230394,0.0,0.16320314688839255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508337663720918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pollux93,2019/07/25,"Your current favorite song? That Arizona sky burning in your eyes
You look at me and, babe, I wanna catch on fire...
I am so in love with this song currently, do you guys have a song that just gives you goosebumps and makes you just daydream :)",1.326666666666668,3.9415004255319173,1.5245744680851097,98.0841666666667,87.29787234042553,3.984397163120569,22.72695035460993,5.46131890053228,0.06473333333333331,188,7,39,1,6,56,36,47,0.0,0.8,0.2,0.888,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,1,0,7,7,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,6,7,0,8,0,0,2,1,10,5,0,0,2,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878891110939249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5035874045227878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270903444667396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590253798781458,0.0,0.33949002867976524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,u33ercut,2019/07/25,Looking for some friends Are there any lonely chess players out there? We can talk and play on lichess cuz I'm bored,0.694565217391304,3.084277478260873,-0.008369565217391184,105.36396739130436,100.30434782608695,2.3000000000000003,23.14130434782609,3.1291,-0.5014260869565219,94,4,20,0,4,26,22,23,0.16399999999999998,0.6409999999999999,0.196,0.2263,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43799734181289735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976155820880234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408660405686135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5176881176805824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,literallyinlimbo,2019/07/25,"28F Married - Needs a friend to talk to Hi everyone! 

I am from USA and I'm looking to talk to someone who is willing to talk daily. I am an extremely honest to the dismay of others so if that is not your cup of tea then I suggest you find someone else to reach  because I can tell you that it will not work between us. I am NOT looking for a romantic relationship only friendship. I am honestly looking for someone to talk to daily. I have met 3 people from here that I have kept in contact through whatsapp but I've been only talking daily to one only and I feel like I need diversity. I don't feel sane just talking to one person only everyday. The other two are too busy to talk daily and I understand their situation but I am looking for more interactions. Also I am not interested in casual talk, I have that everyday at work and I want genuine conversations and honesty from people.  I really like for someone to be true to themselves when they are talking to me.

Some of my interests are fishing, gaming, cooking, traveling, watching Space X launch their shuttles into space xD, ...and ...idk there is many more but I can't think of it right now lol plus I can't tell you everything now... I gotta leave some for us to get to know each other better. 

Please send me a message through reddit and I hope we can become great friends :)",2.6162737642585583,4.8390503688212965,4.395689733840303,82.28495665399242,77.63117870722434,6.9456425855513295,28.010494296577946,7.9765259561132025,2.039837536121673,1049,46,196,18,25,354,145,263,0.034,0.745,0.22,0.9948,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,3,4,3,3,9,14,0,0,6,1,24,2,0,1,1,35,42,16,0,5,9,0,2,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,10,11,2,1,6,4,0,2,7,1,0,3,3,7,34,13,37,35,5,15,0,0,5,0,35,7,0,4,8,144,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133835408361264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054379414977426835,0.09852149920014708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889584274276007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452052997714825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524057179125175,0.08017299198753246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021090808686487,0.0637290952058246,0.0,0.0,0.08153306575747635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784134126025507,0.0,0.04660668058676407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835040984959484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860211847548677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902552389352555,0.0,0.0,0.09445673459503608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716351659736768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29964375376377744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044132389509696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229088289530114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089717848604405,0.271382055380008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368902020487448,0.077891618455279,0.0,0.09792187777458593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714792671738821,0.0,0.0,0.09577432694058267,0.0,0.07618180833436287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027177088538287,0.0,0.0,0.3023372925907201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6453067825624179,0.1559407127778619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057159881745139474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714172509048064,0.09286704518589817,0.21460871594527536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261626680163723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988669469038794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Choco_tooth,2019/07/25,"Haven’t made any friends in almost 5 years. I moved back to my home state with my girlfriend 4 years ago. I am now happily married but my wife is my only real friend. I haven’t made any meaningful connections with anyone in what feels like forever. My only friend lives in the state I moved home from. 

I miss having people to hang out with after a long day at work. I miss having people to just shoot the shit with. I feel bad for my wife having to be the only person there for me. 

I’ve just had a rough day.",1.5102830188679237,3.4296492735849067,2.9043773584905668,93.11939622641512,79.84905660377359,5.749433962264153,17.20377358490566,6.742157984588678,-0.19984981132075447,397,7,87,4,10,129,64,106,0.099,0.691,0.21,0.9325,0,0,0,1,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,5,0,9,1,1,2,0,15,15,1,0,0,3,2,3,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,3,3,14,4,17,11,0,19,0,2,0,0,7,5,1,1,10,52,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956757115029395,0.0,0.15766077238556114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141391868420573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009084417076824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210672893455006,0.13146195615307446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030810239340547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922021637665468,0.11248041443490653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649302835967414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158650481920981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692081959434206,0.0,0.13902888984246706,0.1393359453835829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979609687380835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334683220186458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592374012303979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21830832853908536,0.13747694826922074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792095477544102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161743664299055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146235420506938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027818556046116
lonely,Throwawayblanketpleb,2019/07/25,"Loneliness is killing me. Just wanted to vent. Sorry if this is a weird post. But I just can't take it anymore. Life is just so cruel and there's no compassion. I hate it so much. Something must be wrong with me. Especially when you literally have no one for emotional support. My family just isn't good for me, and it hurts me to admit it but it's time to stop being in denial. I feel like I'm at an end here. I might even be slightly depressed. I think about death often and that frightens me when I think about it. It shouldn't be like this. This sucks.",0.1375072463768099,2.478902808695654,1.9704347826086952,94.59072463768118,90.47826086956522,5.153623188405797,18.10144927536232,6.742157984588678,0.040084057971014886,433,12,96,6,15,142,74,115,0.302,0.6,0.098,-0.9758,0,0,1,0,0,2,15.0,0,1,0,0,14,12,4,0,2,0,13,1,0,0,1,21,23,10,2,4,7,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,0,1,13,4,10,16,1,8,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,3,7,71,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985258781597496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225272092025674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238024067421078,0.18741680005381064,0.0,0.0,0.13976130047105678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947978347547,0.0,0.10699246320262308,0.1511687005119165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748194061647518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891342869527946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265246013181428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341065549179849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494609377064042,0.20675635662984687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447656410827613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555520121628035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338717118348607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026564777566392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162901761673093,0.0,0.2368714117163304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690896859771862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401237429056291,0.0,0.0,0.15909856917505638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711723747817407,0.0,0.0,0.12338698247634465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480849841823635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313538590746395,0.0,0.0
lonely,RockVirus,2019/07/25,"I dont think im worthy of friends here Since im not really a teenager yet (12) i think i dont really fit here since most people are in highschool and are to 14 and 15 i think i dont feel like i deserve to have friends here since most people are older then me and i dont think they would like the play games with an annoying squeaky kid so i dont really try to make friends on the internet and i dont know how i should handle this

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Does anyone have advice how i should talk to people older then me?",1.7945045045045056,3.09482286486487,3.465045045045045,92.18693693693692,77.1081081081081,6.7351351351351365,21.34234234234234,7.3871296695380915,0.4874936936936929,402,10,93,5,9,134,58,111,0.111,0.778,0.111,0.261,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,1,0,4,0,14,0,0,3,0,20,21,9,0,3,1,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,6,2,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,1,14,6,8,18,2,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,7,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263411806145877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137999806702726,0.12762296803257264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343943068635793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191247657565246,0.0,0.7385663935532542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531063329223023,0.07503346587706966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24343779420915684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269008854595601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772175114505795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262472309094127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010835261624303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184437699986928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20185475702011146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606457488303169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084419150037896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691959785469711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130848790084643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461031136046763,0.0,0.12762296803257264,0.0
lonely,rabid_panda_child,2019/07/25,"Family I'm 19 and still live with my family. I keep debating with myself with whether or not I should move out yet. I have a complicated relationship with them because I'm not open about my beliefs among other things because they're close minded and odd. They're all very strange and annoying but they're the only real friends I have. Everyone else seems too busy to do anything with and they always seem to disappoint me. I probably just expect too much from people, but I feel like I haven't had a great friendship with someone in years and its really depressing. I just want someone that I can go do stuff with. I live in a boring area of a boring state where theres nothing to do but get fucked up on the weekends or go to the lake. I want to get into kayaking and rock climbing but no one around here is into that because it would be a long drive to find a good area for it. My only reasons to move is to get closer to stuff like that and to have more privacy. I have a job and am about to graduate with my AA degree and still have no idea what I want to do with my life and I feel trapped and alone. Any advice guys?",4.885194805194806,4.9581832987013,5.556688311688311,84.61217532467533,68.82683982683983,8.851082251082252,28.188311688311693,8.634040054169528,1.81328051948052,886,27,189,13,14,288,128,231,0.182,0.737,0.081,-0.9771,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,13,11,2,0,10,0,18,2,0,1,1,55,34,18,0,6,11,0,2,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,11,26,0,1,8,2,0,6,5,6,1,1,1,2,23,5,35,30,3,28,1,2,0,1,5,15,1,4,8,133,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191516825925318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628599107417182,0.0,0.0,0.1014581653622051,0.0,0.0,0.0829187369152831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034060958955557,0.1085463726970254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298798619871946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050208607122822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018595174722118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651236933466312,0.0,0.0,0.2298954819386192,0.0,0.12330614894010905,0.08710908106258149,0.0,0.0,0.11144470843985356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942052647290456,0.11272525092630813,0.19111514626929224,0.0,0.13859486100544394,0.10227175797602417,0.0,0.13443175046589173,0.0,0.1207330086766171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376477072544142,0.0,0.0,0.12099985669931372,0.10837980405042344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612500401384543,0.11914077562936776,0.0,0.21533844618498876,0.1079070185003096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311774253283192,0.0,0.0,0.25919132592083083,0.08963490981302162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699816523952428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262507169579017,0.1854713407171243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453310730977509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146458042790754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387866421096945,0.07811351102515661,0.1253676067744476,0.0,0.1309105924419102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220067570872536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066271586272216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947519742534226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27916861495336365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100698015330138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060763518371826,0.215758028663272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661782558533784,0.0,0.0,0.0785209637901237
lonely,Twisterxilef95,2019/07/25,"I do not feel home in my hometown I have this feeling for a while now. Everyone around my seems to grow and move on to bigger and better things but I am stepping on a treadmill for a long time. I wanna to meet new poale and see new places but my  anxiety prevents that. I know that I am the one who could change that but i dont wanna or do not have the power to do so. Especially in regard of getting to know someone who will be with me. I have some good friends but like i said before, they are seem to grow out of my reach.",1.1426548672566383,2.706688973451332,2.809920353982303,95.04337610619469,79.61946902654867,5.5819469026548685,21.034513274336284,6.2581,0.012590088495575193,406,11,96,3,10,134,71,113,0.018000000000000002,0.828,0.154,0.9195,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,0,0,24,22,10,0,3,7,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,1,6,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,4,15,4,19,18,1,18,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,4,7,74,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514177795280705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620184117529986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684259332470715,0.0,0.0,0.175055163796466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20938628310468507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803295232878345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23197535274586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891329344902815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016118394049626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529221168909613,0.0,0.10341153374490376,0.0,0.0,0.16601634497643558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854238189825224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755699202988035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669979522734977,0.0,0.0,0.17516398625831495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037086596800272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38232877974395024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412414803280062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679727843701515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827908234813226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772653316911872,0.3603805302763803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677075192948152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149752217794586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541600107167607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CatchLOL,2019/07/25,"*interesting Text* So Hello Guys, i am New and i have Nothing to say .ONLY i search Reddit Friends BECAUSE I am lonely. Idk Why:(

So have a  fuckin... EHM good day 
Bye.",-2.2140909090909098,-4.287652030303027,0.5006818181818211,96.37102272727276,160.21212121212122,2.312121212121212,14.87121212121212,4.7782277997778095,-0.8330787878787875,125,4,26,1,12,42,27,33,0.115,0.708,0.177,0.4767,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,4,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,0,3,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312828906486113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446860269123876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931287866078293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182284600121549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756724259379705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664334942848948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640510995924199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885560016805269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017195507199747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423556638588639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,just-another-human1,2019/07/25,"Solo travelling I'm in a kinda dilemma. I found a really good flight deal to go to the US from Ireland but ofc I've no one to go with. It costs just €277 return, and during summer costs €500+. So yeah I really want to book while it's cheap because idk when I can go to the US for so cheap, I really like to travel.

Basically, idk if I should go solo and if it's safe. I really doubt I can have a friend come, I don't have that luxury. What do I do? :(",-1.0634245366284176,0.6198640873786445,2.7258958517210954,92.19692850838484,87.73786407766991,6.463901147396292,14.218005295675194,7.686295010490155,-0.09503106796116524,343,5,86,7,11,128,63,103,0.138,0.675,0.18600000000000005,0.7971,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,14,16,9,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,3,4,7,2,1,0,1,1,0,11,4,10,14,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,5,51,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643194849700387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866073958235335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382508521140053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274084915258768,0.16024031672838673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714913649107701,0.17396117868340555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132743470880196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054275731106702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5314749142073445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498964509505378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233263519165564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BossChang,2019/07/25,"How can I get more comfortable being a loner? I am a loner.   
And it seems as if everyone has someone to talk to all the time.   
Does not having someone close to talk to all the time bad?  
I do get upset sometimes that I am always just by myself.   
I am sure it would be great to always have someone around. But it just seems that no one wants to be around me. 

What should I do?   
How can I get more comfortable being a loner?  
Anyone?",0.32528089887640377,2.478280011235956,2.465269662921348,93.239702247191,85.96629213483145,4.908314606741573,16.765168539325842,6.2581,-0.3232121348314605,327,7,71,3,10,110,50,89,0.17,0.693,0.136,-0.3324,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,5,0,16,0,0,2,3,19,22,6,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,9,4,10,16,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,60,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070476484460158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901092866997732,0.0,0.0,0.3284990258298328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405485511376674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614624983957718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763034492658426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891904068780962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341858493929565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502608280124947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359347789279083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689941632721784,0.0,0.1824812133237525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389478008409565,0.0,0.0,0.29659796766213825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151739372547224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108826455872889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106781284945507,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xShadowLord,2019/07/25,"How my past 2 years have been Waking up late as usual tired of a night of overthinking and crying.. Checks phone, not a single notification. Spends a few more hours in bed feeling numb... Decides to get up after 14 hours in bed and eat breakfast.. no will or hunger to do so... 

Bored and with no interest to do anything, no friends or any close people... Spends most of the days listening to the same rock and heavy metal songs... loud. Only thing that makes me feel a bit happier...

I have no hobbys, I used to watch movies or play video games but at this point I'm so sad in life that I can't even enjoy anything.. Feeling Empty with no emotions... all the time.. Till the night comes and I start overthinking about stuff in the past and future... Crying whenever i feel at my lowest point... I tried to connect with friends.. i tried a lot of stuff. I did therapy because of my depression and anxiety and it only got me worse than ever. I can't fake a smile anymore and every people that know me, knows it and nobody cares or pretends to, and legit wants to help me overcome it. 

Only time i leave the house is to my shit Job where i have to pretend I'm happy and deal with stupid people.. I'm tired of everything and I just want to change and move on, get an actual life and enjoy.. This is not living and is stressing me all the time..",2.8180109364319925,4.4757624210526314,3.808913192071088,89.2897949419002,75.1654135338346,6.6408749145591255,22.241285030758718,7.348242739294969,0.6929909774436092,1028,27,215,12,22,331,148,266,0.225,0.6890000000000001,0.087,-0.9904,2,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,0,0,8,16,2,1,14,0,13,10,2,3,3,48,33,26,0,2,8,0,4,0,2,1,5,3,2,0,11,22,3,0,7,7,3,2,9,8,0,0,3,8,21,8,35,29,9,33,0,2,1,0,7,13,1,6,18,137,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.10169907351510124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086995954371571,0.0,0.07972439883118683,0.0,0.1033535476426406,0.0,0.0,0.17152058043211438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352866331761155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377608693364084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625441672179696,0.0,0.11024594070819173,0.08977223010425857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22895116831410706,0.06721022976947316,0.107441370703676,0.0897604621923977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663824196600698,0.0,0.117228155479657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883320514255374,0.09426868114445328,0.08780586253021691,0.0,0.09366196780998406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077749401332824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103292328182942,0.0,0.10889635795372436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335047431113271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093909631193538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698533009349474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20526210328120856,0.12025043318747185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341757807812456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145479774909002,0.0,0.11755936758967928,0.11034892693604673,0.0,0.0,0.1472206590990313,0.0,0.0,0.0920239956436428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860009859336937,0.0,0.0,0.06956450417822332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076434268926776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955979485274353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377812344133516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989705411536984,0.2167492457562076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703423725933925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697548043736407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376410684076062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937824346812975,0.0,0.23860310930488174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917924747929536,0.0,0.0692359968301074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823062918294845,0.2395602519639915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151065941241178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000853543012081,0.11477840012630125,0.0,0.12293773664385245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620426686115192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671112191786651
lonely,professorpioneerham,2019/07/25,"I don't know anymore what now? :( I have friends and family. I sometimes do stuff with them, though lately I don't really want to hang out with anyone. I have wonderful friends and family. I'm not bullied at school, people don't hurt me, I'm not abused at home I basically have a perfect life. I mean I can always talk to my friends and family if I have some sort of problem. Still, I feel like I have nobody. I distance myself a lot, while I try to keep up a positive personality. I have bad thoughts, and I have thoughts in general. But I don't share most of them. I don't know how to share them at this point, I'm so scared of everything and everybody. I tried to create imaginery friends for myself, someone to have a conversation with, someone who I can be my true self with. I know they are not real, and I'm sad about that, they are very understanding and accepting. And sadly I also talk to myself a lot. I do like to talk to people a lot, I love people so much, but after a while I just don't talk to them anymore if that's possible. I have some really close, really old friends whom I can't just stop talking to. Also my family. I can't just not talk to my family. A lot of the time I feel like I'm on autopilot, I just speak by routine, I say things that are safe to say. Nothing else. And I think I manage to put up this really normal and good talking pattern so everybody is okay with having a conversation with me. I love the people who surround me nontheless. But I just don't feel real, don't feel like I'm even here or belong here, I mean I'm not an alien no, I just don't know how to describe this feeling. And therefore all this, and other stuff, I feel completely alone. How pointless. Thank you for reading this, if you are still here. I appreciate you very much <3 
Have a very nice day!",1.7967150291752103,3.6501963619302975,3.778609840719131,87.51164918782528,78.67828418230562,7.283677653366977,23.03493139883299,8.219915518859313,1.268370824791043,1405,45,303,27,34,477,153,373,0.054000000000000006,0.7340000000000001,0.213,0.9951,0,1,0,0,1,0,53.0,0,3,6,1,23,27,0,1,13,1,32,3,0,4,3,80,61,30,0,6,18,0,6,4,5,0,1,3,1,2,16,20,0,3,18,1,0,2,17,6,0,0,2,9,57,21,38,58,10,24,0,3,0,2,35,11,0,13,15,215,73,3,0.0,0.08483456349013199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415624399057205,0.0,0.11451735490531785,0.059577126500250877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201637569585146,0.050064545071006654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597832006696145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507147810399438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04617622451891548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981280398706181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729127613342548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434966922909778,0.0,0.3374916193387882,0.0,0.2172193634914745,0.15345365422069654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765907974836453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005487523442251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182086785091565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076649526269748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364157357796857,0.0,0.0,0.15739845392434362,0.0,0.08076817726619859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057335938068221,0.1399210213523731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434878177966712,0.12924400469259553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598727993187364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526881383483562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015302248449991,0.06870235102209912,0.0,0.07513239612963198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855433457423186,0.06251855842046837,0.0,0.0,0.06768535986863232,0.08071850033298263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851174955796886,0.0,0.07197800649955143,0.0,0.0,0.07161960527624316,0.16299347231434316,0.18347576111239672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387875222462505,0.07168432022756918,0.07246325454200182,0.0,0.0,0.07469465452432153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133328376256212,0.0,0.0708144575288607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436007111746956,0.05986099768846082,0.0,0.0,0.16393026454401174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028468646475209,0.0,0.06591987128757289,0.0,0.0,0.04756801078323437,0.045878535804751576,0.07034686169147686,0.11368516838248055,0.04175066946209008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722371137935372,0.0,0.0,0.07453836375378799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723306311029474,0.042231670302161586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764739434661412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,StepIntoMyOven_69,2019/07/25,"I've left everyone I've come 500 kilometers to my college. Everyone (my family mainly but my cousins and I etc etc are like best friends) is so far away. I dont know if I'll ever settle here. 

My first day starts on Monday. Three days of loneliness. I have a decent roommate but like he's from another part of the country and we just don't vibe. 

Nothing is gonna be the same from now. After college I get a job and leave again. I've left my home/cousins/family for good. I'm so afraid of change.",0.3047142857142866,2.489243400000003,2.432023809523809,93.21089285714287,86.42857142857143,6.166666666666668,21.13095238095238,7.492282038375204,0.7743809523809531,387,13,87,7,12,130,73,105,0.048,0.795,0.157,0.9209,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,7,6,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,12,13,8,0,1,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,10,5,10,11,6,15,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,11,52,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733344778752094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889056531512605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774773851315486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890288541078309,0.1456789328681311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813236764348315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820333660381007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377219313465104,0.0,0.15297560120831408,0.0,0.3231962209253513,0.0,0.0,0.3188560639298106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385045068705882,0.0,0.0,0.13065902670061716,0.0,0.08835641713200595,0.0,0.0,0.1418469381147906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963768815824684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782208035526047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929420328741808,0.0,0.0,0.17907000751253555,0.3674912519132943,0.0,0.0,0.16524360744448074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227189042908058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313674291729087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197015642371021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rinkronk,2019/07/25,"If you feel lonely let me be lonely with you if you feel lonely, I could be lonely with you 
tell me baby, why do you seem so blue? 

why are we so complicated? 
maybe love is overrated 

I'm tired of waiting! I was never good at sports 
save the games for the girls on the tennis court 
say you need me, but lately, you feel unsure 
come on to me, come on to me, I need more 

if you feel broken, promise I won't break your heart 
if you shatter, I won't let you fall apart 

why are we so complicated? 
love's a word I've always hated! 

I'm tired of waiting! I was never good at sports 
save the games for the girls on the tennis court 
say you need me, but lately, you feel unsure 
come on to me, come on to me, I need more 

it always feels like 

I need more 
Jesus Christ you're so confusing! 
if we keep score 
bet my money that i'm losing...

These are the lyrics to a song called sports by beach bunny! They are a Chicago based band that i recently discovered and the lyrics to this song jumped out to me because its very relatable. 

Any who im adam, im 23 and from ny and if you feel lonely let me be lonely with you.",0.03252933507170752,2.067180610169494,2.0,96.8905671447197,86.11864406779665,4.8172099087353315,14.585397653194265,6.093298490706669,-0.8401350717079525,848,13,200,7,26,281,107,236,0.174,0.7659999999999999,0.061,-0.9792,0,12,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,15,1,1,4,17,1,1,11,0,17,5,1,0,2,46,43,15,0,12,8,0,7,1,0,2,2,4,0,2,7,14,0,3,8,9,2,6,4,9,0,0,2,12,39,8,25,32,3,22,2,7,1,2,31,10,0,9,6,119,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018727193606714,0.0,0.0,0.06954449441115831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062340500819881725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442518153286197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35237295999367796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165120582521072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619618962727125,0.07305896382993826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155200297490364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096665896412622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118588982305015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22092999956752585,0.0,0.0,0.09089886022706514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307213616307113,0.0,0.0,0.3137222264171248,0.0,0.04996207921837315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440967232134408,0.0,0.0,0.18459840097048386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102740101387034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791453023639921,0.15774793137776946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097549371099826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265230727862198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309926954910114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893851298034068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350798097121645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843802906682284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768379037934616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,weAKSight,2019/07/25,"Can I make a friend here? Idk if that sounds creepy, if that does I'm sorry. I just need friends with whom I can talk once or twice a day. My daily interaction with people is so less that I'm going insane, kinda getting depressed because I got no friends who can remain normal a day without being a**holes. I don't wanna be a liability or something, but if someone is in the same situation as me, or are lonely, consider me your friend.",5.8393103448275845,5.680259137931039,7.0649655172413794,75.40158620689657,66.816091954023,8.799080459770115,32.342528735632186,8.238735603445708,2.4188777011494254,343,13,65,4,5,117,63,87,0.127,0.737,0.136,0.4089,0,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,1,0,17,16,9,0,6,9,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,1,9,4,6,13,2,4,0,2,0,0,9,1,0,7,2,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628317638250985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672028925983861,0.0,0.17842711757600896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128763338356424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6402070496122944,0.0,0.1082328610483357,0.0,0.11773414059039848,0.0,0.16568525291292654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828130630075874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360695683651673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297339948937698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206192734980549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361907315107988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328571893272803,0.0,0.0,0.1755265005291669,0.1594823475700075,0.0,0.23189932646984915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650783977108338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969542177325167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Never_Comfortable,2019/07/25,"I don’t know what I’m doing wrong I like to think I’m a pretty accommodating guy. I was raised right and as a decent person. I always pay for everything whenever I’m out with someone (or at least I offer to). I do my best to be available for people when shit goes down in their lives and they need support, whether it’s practical advice or just someone to lean or cry on. Nobody seems to really take issue with me, at least not in any major way.

So why do they always leave? Why is it that after twenty years of existence, I have nobody that I can be with and not have to hide anything, not be afraid of pushing away? Why isn’t there anyone who I can lean on, as others do on me? Why is it that when someone who I can rely on like that shows up, they’re gone as suddenly as they arrived?

It just feels like after a little while of knowing someone, I just turn invisible to them, and I don’t understand why.

I just want an answer, even if it’s nothing I can do anything about.",4.593970588235294,4.335272220588234,5.963529411764708,82.58588235294121,69.44117647058823,8.564705882352943,27.294117647058826,8.07648339933343,1.5594588235294118,759,21,162,9,12,258,111,204,0.062,0.83,0.10800000000000001,0.8393,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,5,1,11,8,1,1,4,0,20,1,1,0,0,29,35,17,0,3,12,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,13,8,0,0,7,1,1,2,6,3,0,0,2,1,22,5,34,30,4,24,0,0,0,0,10,14,1,5,10,118,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969738213533508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384566169560853,0.0,0.0,0.0832984941779584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564898071616457,0.0,0.20160031362387654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508489833768006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854738596085258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455128014490692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090455215062498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008755939113428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061935437705039474,0.08750802956818021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128595049164292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784941492695875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463636916904034,0.0,0.0,0.12970092698100494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795296378295017,0.12276877139024525,0.1081623344320672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082597559728596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753400194691152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492025818340931,0.10695494779714047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461800234531707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847126096477734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460716435326968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151175989085484,0.0,0.0,0.1257358758459491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151469694359355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900202570406747,0.0,0.0,0.09209844530302427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848767671520605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332356956679267,0.0,0.12751808431911274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224872432559044,0.09722813729090224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5526481214803852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339253448105167,0.0,0.07888057981155477
lonely,KasenTheBasin-,2019/07/25,"I’m lonely. I feel like my friends are trying to split away from me because I’m different. To be honest with you I don’t know why I am different I don’t see how I’m different from everyone else. I try my hardest for people to like me, I’ve tried making new friends, I’ve tried so much. All I want is the feeling A lot of other people get in that feeling is warmth. I haven’t felt that much warmth lately, my days consist of me waking up at 12 PM and staying in bed because I have nothing special going on that day, that’s been my summer this year. I wish people gave me a chance for me to prove myself to them. I don’t know why they always shut me down, is it the way I look, is it the way I act, I have no idea. I’ve never tried to hurt anyone in anyway, I’ve only been nice to people my entire life. But now that’s starting to catch up with me.  I’ve had everyone walk over me because I was so nice. I don’t understand why I deserve this. To be left out by the people you thought were your friends. Anyways it’s very late and if you read this whole thing thank you very much thank you for listening.",2.0781775918177594,3.0300805857740625,3.758207810320784,91.76726057647606,75.77824267782427,6.4826592282659234,23.31961878196188,6.691623216298621,0.5051699674569967,856,24,198,7,18,287,124,239,0.028999999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.195,0.9875,3,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,6,2,0,6,13,0,0,6,0,20,2,1,2,3,24,43,7,0,3,2,0,4,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,13,5,0,0,10,1,0,4,7,2,0,0,8,7,38,11,30,33,6,30,0,2,2,0,13,13,0,2,12,125,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307313909414253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980898812485006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380100305021416,0.0,0.0,0.18258079009882805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877438532676014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129281000765021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340176301062363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079880321849751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144314149820887,0.0713242229606732,0.09586005042033252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314035651728377,0.0,0.05216118739629338,0.0,0.05674018510454741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687854771377893,0.11270484824866968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973660886451883,0.0,0.22524302256796566,0.0,0.10847418150121076,0.0,0.07051846849766713,0.09755151978462097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383869970692527,0.0,0.0,0.08487862097321411,0.0,0.0,0.06664258028009541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017705437521906,0.0,0.07700115112064075,0.09642407575355766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579716743353528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593122953862515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34607518066855353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986492770771478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955788833281405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066578666802015,0.1064139283646906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383466804218745,0.0,0.0,0.066327871254594,0.0,0.0,0.07926014865737986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33891693730108857,0.0,0.0,0.10393478544055236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475346349330292,0.05888698611831615,0.15849337201186095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702645553541099,0.11146546126664912,0.1148086695229284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429234082299894
lonely,mshibby2,2019/07/25,"New area no friends. I just moved to a new area with my fiance. He and I are on completely different schedules. I see him for about 2-3 hours a day. I don't have any friends in this area and I do not work in the summer. This has been so very isolating. I spend all day and night by myself. 

What can I do to get out there and meet people? Sometimes I just want someone to talk to fill time the lonely evenings.",-0.026551724137931387,2.087474908045984,1.5018505747126447,99.79070689655177,87.27586206896551,4.859310344827586,19.044827586206893,6.2581,-0.2679462068965521,315,9,76,3,10,101,62,87,0.057,0.852,0.091,0.4215,1,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,11,11,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,11,2,12,10,1,18,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,0,9,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407034322021934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375465849058281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922282793771048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367097049154633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964246642075893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500834192586573,0.0,0.1183696121274978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311853221203226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24080019806093905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376311589682925,0.0,0.21261366068795093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706998612382586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054106613967105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919657633041385,0.0,0.22407621340074055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210244300100908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321104792223859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693787990483848,0.1336324967686175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494027763253996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LouTheSwordsman,2019/07/25,"I hate it I just moved due to me being with a sponsor in the military. I have never felt this down in my life. I’ve been intentionally avoiding music to remind me of my friends and the memories I’ve made in italy, but now that I’ve revisited the music, I can’t help but feel sad. I can just imagine it clearly. Everyone’s faces happy, talking next to the big tree we used to hang out by. I hate it. I’m crying and I just can’t stop now. Everything I do reminds me of my friends and the random people who just made up parts of the day. I just hope Japan could help me forget my sorrow.",1.9644000000000013,3.2348712400000004,4.105800000000002,87.88990000000004,76.6,6.920000000000001,23.7,7.554174236665415,0.9281199999999994,455,14,102,6,10,157,76,125,0.18600000000000005,0.637,0.17600000000000002,-0.1027,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,7,9,2,1,7,0,8,2,1,4,2,28,17,5,0,2,7,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,4,2,18,4,15,11,1,16,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,2,7,68,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645706420598673,0.0,0.2152514133242818,0.1263771401933258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724692058811235,0.1761150300676603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908259874235316,0.0,0.1881510674684178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302794386972505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20860166340187514,0.0,0.3869372628257445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626939510696936,0.0,0.0,0.19463118903926308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841141399253648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37084169056169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827306962758055,0.0,0.0,0.15113541789429882,0.0,0.20840428398332972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220415919231855,0.0,0.1358530782773357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383023462405502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575041677536475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692453863000307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Just-a-rando-girl,2019/07/25,U know that feeling when people say they love u and love being ur friend but u still don’t believe them and u continue to tell urself that no one cares? This is legit me everyday,1.2712162162162173,3.5664857837837864,3.006689189189192,89.98138513513516,83.05405405405406,5.8621621621621625,20.06081081081081,7.1686216300943375,0.5567351351351357,142,4,29,2,4,47,31,37,0.068,0.629,0.304,0.8294,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,4,1,7,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,4,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618279598701996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32743553417662696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623839353552891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24812098584506664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764965605937535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5797038468134033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762068503967427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226461332344339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553927003884755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25647214084062475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28070071746307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,heymish3,2019/07/25,"How do you make friends as an adult? im quite a shy 22 year old, i work alone and have no friends and dont really know how to go about making them? any suggestions would be appreciated",0.9565384615384644,3.0255876666666666,2.735576923076924,92.81567307692309,82.58974358974359,6.976923076923077,20.006410256410245,8.07648339933343,0.6393025641025639,145,4,35,3,4,48,34,39,0.14300000000000002,0.639,0.217,0.6561,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,4,0,8,9,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876664077549639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888029448958285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255222585306995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291796717229457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578523692913737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000188852706814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264475851944995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708020752318816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914530906309385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954225183159772,0.0,0.0,0.17793448760707625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022061323501954,0.0,0.0,0.1973064353515313,0.0,0.0,0.17886262280426588
lonely,sara_best,2019/07/25,hoodies i stuffed a hoodie with blankets and a pillow and it actually feels like a person. this is a new low,2.4818181818181806,4.494315363636368,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,77.18181818181819,6.218181818181819,29.181818181818183,7.1686216300943375,1.8237454545454548,86,4,16,1,2,30,18,22,0.107,0.765,0.128,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.5106325880649707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645792472679035,0.37382166738385225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25564156374912755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053740128934393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568960941958893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,asoulthatislost,2019/07/25,"So lonely tonight Nothing is going right for me. At all. I’m sitting in my room crying while my sister is throwing a raging a party right outside my door...... I’m always the ball and never the bat, always the bug and never the windshield. Please send thoughts, prayers, good vibes my way... I really need it. Thank you in advance.",2.05952380952381,4.6177863809523805,3.0914285714285725,88.92857142857146,82.01587301587301,4.234920634920635,23.285714285714285,5.288315135182226,0.4021809523809532,254,9,46,1,7,81,47,63,0.159,0.722,0.11800000000000001,-0.4388,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,8,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,2,4,7,1,16,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227939660575436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27907127822779826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438727220843786,0.2130921745726149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838112189585773,0.3918910784916693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24377593526593214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788798863474931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627563489399954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339290571804696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339028874072868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169403110666226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165977257338655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Anonymous2382,2019/07/25,"Just because you have everything doesn’t mean you’re not lonely Like the title says, I have a wife, kids, good job. But yet I feel so alone and disconnected to everything and everyone. I just want someone I could get a cup of coffee with, a drink or just have a good conversation through messages about the world and all of its weirdness.",4.562153846153848,6.2567886,4.729230769230772,84.31076923076925,70.69230769230771,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.1161384615384606,269,10,53,5,5,84,48,65,0.10400000000000001,0.752,0.14400000000000002,0.3785,1,3,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,0,1,15,9,6,0,2,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,3,6,8,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,35,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27071912141072363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933968921226416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086970362587532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560607133274276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497674206890932,0.469837332079193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216561877397878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656443349000613,0.0,0.0,0.4384796797950142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593872417505315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277009659908793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847281435921582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786621658939125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147319099828547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417340556463566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,blueeyedbab3,2019/07/25,"A waste of 2 years I gave the gift of travel to my now ex boyfriend as an anniversary gift. We went to Iceland and I only just found out that he was cheating on me during that time because he had “needs”... “I expected us to break up before we went to Iceland... and so I did it.. it’s not like you were going to do anything”

Not once was it ever hinted at that he was having difficulty in the relationship... he seemed really supportive when I wasn’t in the mood since struggle sexually due to my disability. I wanted to marry him and now I can’t bear the thought of ever talking to him again. The fact he doesn’t feel bad about it hurts. It’s been a few months now since we’ve been broken up and I feel this wave of loneliness inside of me.

I feel like that one scene in monsters inc. where boo is giving sully all her toys in an effort to make him stay. Typically I’m a very giving person in relationships and I wonder now if that’s why I’m nobody’s first pick.... I’m so willing to give that I’m easier to take advantage of...",1.7315691554467565,3.43567334418605,3.9710648714810297,86.7466829865361,78.34883720930233,6.944920440636476,21.548347613219093,7.85451343220497,0.8829534883720942,799,22,173,13,19,276,126,215,0.128,0.79,0.08199999999999999,-0.8728,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,3,1,0,3,13,9,1,1,10,0,15,0,0,2,4,28,38,10,0,4,4,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,8,0,0,7,2,0,4,5,4,0,2,14,3,22,4,29,23,2,30,0,1,0,0,22,11,0,3,15,112,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833979554423303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007170959364245,0.08766258846914385,0.0,0.12236801494646778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601608838951986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813737002308586,0.10273478390413247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232101101046015,0.0,0.15767547082843653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138544447862952,0.08172806395115242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539469208016024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051235174505353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599138693266153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147842965149512,0.0,0.0,0.1066300660855256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314832216795646,0.0974464290311146,0.10937067568933677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556554528354352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212558067737138,0.0,0.0,0.30878689710018714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091526128160216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379150366982813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327768717458362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503368871933121,0.0,0.0,0.16318894555633642,0.0,0.0,0.10812395071404103,0.11558553287039615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416562153106252,0.08385422999843145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298048862433973,0.0,0.0,0.11865472042208207,0.08482029726375805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266618553467061,0.1297622300844428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559510912808711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260612267424956
lonely,lovechild2069,2019/07/25,"Hey all!! Nube here Hey! So im (f21) new to this sub but def not new to loneliness.. 
So if anyone is interested in a clean texting chatting relationship id love to here from you :)",-1.034234234234237,1.0136840000000014,2.1231081081081093,90.824481981982,100.89189189189187,5.709909909909912,19.68018018018018,7.1686216300943375,0.737958558558558,136,5,31,3,6,48,30,37,0.0,0.636,0.364,0.9627,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,2,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578411861402993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983173133043153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33281464381826625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7122893120958778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959035101964839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hunnybun14,2019/07/25,"Hey you Hiii, yes you. How are you? Are you feeling lonely now? Its okayyy im here. Do you want to be my friend? Message me if you want to be one 😉 ill be waiting. (20F)",-3.3462406015037587,-2.0642102105263143,-0.12022556390977356,105.59342105263157,111.63157894736842,2.171428571428572,13.323308270676687,3.1291,-1.7831323308270677,124,3,33,0,7,43,28,38,0.11800000000000001,0.647,0.235,0.5007,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,6,10,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,1,2,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,1,1,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25702305592259284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927285903060129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490753716480681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34445238304198617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5996433899799914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,PleaseHugMeHoldMe,2019/07/25,I talked to her and woke up with her every single day for thirteen years and now shes gone. I've cried myself to sleep every night since she left 6 months ago. I miss her so much and am so lost and lonely with out her.,1.2512500000000024,2.5580616250000037,2.3649999999999984,99.48,78.58333333333334,4.800000000000002,14.083333333333336,3.1291,-1.4596416666666672,170,1,42,0,4,54,35,48,0.203,0.797,0.0,-0.8383,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,9,0,7,3,2,10,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514832904651841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116315720288093,0.18296329050169666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47805965219791396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082413188240705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096925038496474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264469556528345,0.0,0.20855243977928845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662336105731898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346799057018253,0.0,0.28390528883798755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280276381935447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269375856361367
lonely,s00per_d00per,2019/07/25,"The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night. I'm so tirex of getting high all alone :/ it's not that I don't have friends, or even friends that smoke, it's just that they all live about 2 hours away, in my old city.",3.2512500000000024,3.174463291666669,3.1875,100.7075,72.33333333333334,6.4,22.25,3.1291,-0.4548000000000001,170,3,45,0,3,51,41,48,0.23,0.7070000000000001,0.063,-0.7723,0,3,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,6,5,2,7,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021683774867673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741117810920719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270026918208846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508156724552004,0.0,0.1524290307793534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082533256262874,0.0,0.0,0.2873181807621333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25762346377763634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945876116942321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737906600066153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30614595634145525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26560120013926986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,couldntcreatename,2019/07/25,Who else sometimes feels nihilistic? To me personally just comes out of nowhere. Like I could have the most wonderful day ever and all of the sudden the  world seems pointless and meaningless. Just wanted to check with anyone else here and maybe hear some tips on how to deal with it since it's so sudden and intense.,6.301779661016947,7.606194050847463,5.362500000000002,82.88747881355934,66.11864406779661,8.611864406779661,28.309322033898304,8.841846274778883,2.0567932203389825,255,8,47,4,4,76,46,59,0.079,0.8340000000000001,0.087,0.1398,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,20,8,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,9,7,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,5,32,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727072342322106,0.2597665405593213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838952202120596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241925274791567,0.0,0.0,0.1635027885265199,0.26137336196314365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42357556700932464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293280694129711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281899650842436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28574134028122594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385961283614835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547001521879221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213684367421037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23079983183404754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971867574186065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25074291791046305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953573901884284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749372784318729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JGPliskin586,2019/07/25,"Forever alone I'm convinced I'll die alone and will never find a girl, and don't deserve love. Change my mind.",0.4242028985507247,2.8368067826086967,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,89.86956521739133,4.8057971014492775,20.71014492753623,6.42735559955562,0.2386057971014499,88,3,19,1,3,28,20,23,0.40299999999999997,0.501,0.09699999999999999,-0.8209,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6633373219555406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387679852299358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323551538962332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926905582076389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28902614041002184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32334779543747616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469862984949245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Theiryn,2019/05/02,"I'm alone again A year ago i was probably the happiest i had ever been, i had started dating my now boyfriend, and had a very lively discord and talked with my friends everyday, but as when a relationship starts i just wanted to be with my boyfriend, rejecting everyone. 
The end result is now, being alone, with only my boyfriend, its like i don't even know my best friends anymore, they've moved on when i thought they would be there.
I'm an annoying human being to myself, if my friends need anything i will be there for them, i will put aside anything for them although they would never do the same for me, which sucks.
I don't have anyone close anymore, no one to talk to or vent to apart from my boyfriend, but when i'm upset with him, i have no one but myself to fill with emotions.
I've pathetically tried to talk to people online but i'm way to awkward without someone here (which is even more awkward when you don't have anyone in the first place).
I just don't know what to do, i have college friends, but i wouldn't want to go out with them, i hope that makes sense, i just want to chill but they are the more go out to club type, i'm very boring.
I just get sad when my boyfriend talks/ goes out with his friends when we haven't talked all day, i feel so weak and stupid, its like i depend on him because hes the only reals source of communication i have, i hate myself for it.
Its just full circle with me, i'm back to being alone again and i forgot how it felt, and boy does it hurt.
This was  rant i wanted to do for myself because i'm sad right now, i since i have no one to express this with, i will leave my mark here, i will probably never come back for a long time.
If you're alone, i hope you find someone, like i hopefully will with enough confidence :) have a good day/night",4.813442260442257,4.703928678378379,5.160982800982801,88.01589680589682,68.97297297297297,8.024570024570023,27.62899262899263,7.348242739294969,1.209324324324324,1401,40,312,12,22,445,166,370,0.19,0.6609999999999999,0.149,-0.9033,0,4,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,2,6,2,27,26,4,3,12,0,39,1,0,4,4,64,69,24,0,13,15,0,2,3,5,8,1,0,0,2,12,21,0,1,6,1,0,6,12,13,0,4,9,2,56,13,42,46,7,45,0,4,0,0,27,11,1,7,30,218,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760402248852203,0.0,0.0,0.3553755261464485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014462140484546,0.11996099780993184,0.0,0.14118191821371634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192153208946222,0.0,0.10458335117730792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002251139932102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389326468294367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064408875638587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506806832617118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649276965818238,0.07597704851280318,0.08863533794706714,0.0,0.11331589380517798,0.07759438079046528,0.0,0.08196800809552257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04337376139660922,0.0,0.0823638016208401,0.0,0.07840284096671774,0.07296579689392353,0.0,0.0,0.3313733102350521,0.0,0.044817352715522084,0.0,0.09750333594419736,0.07194954779130118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469158422510674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556014939317139,0.0,0.0,0.09183099177208473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428666314517052,0.0,0.0,0.09083034314836863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572569054764074,0.0,0.0757467365952757,0.07591402884093325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057259893330146326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117227991623744,0.0,0.06360597971281297,0.13232013769380582,0.0,0.0,0.08050023356439344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743835247105932,0.13048156555568194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947017011047859,0.0,0.08962352875632193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497417663591045,0.0,0.0,0.08623421493004224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763825651267899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209735037012737,0.0,0.07325702949969509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095943739482605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536496603603205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143333555499353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447400591945745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681010194740109,0.05001994885603653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824008493091451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155763035808402,0.2023848734245776,0.06808945224503067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269041459866677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187359452629852,0.0,0.0,0.055240546839538746
lonely,Ctc98,2019/05/02,"random Been seeing many posts here about people looking for someone... you goddamn pussies,get out there and find someone, stop staying in your holes. Life can be good, just get your ass out there and see it, do not let it pass as i do.",4.974275362318842,5.661171934782607,4.24217391304348,91.9586231884058,68.78260869565217,6.133333333333334,28.3768115942029,3.1291,0.6791681159420301,183,6,38,0,3,54,38,46,0.17,0.774,0.055999999999999994,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,9,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,6,7,0,7,0,0,3,1,3,3,1,1,1,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23958687134166104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27390969986625363,0.0,0.0,0.2198666124494497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680510553701633,0.18515388074348604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201275912243969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657640017668187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817315778260429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510531105335084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177757141468476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442126967062857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27940130042009625,0.0,0.2191568083062521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,felinedown,2019/05/02,"Just wanted to share It's my birthday tomorrow.

I don't have any contact with my family. There's only my sister in another city. I occasionally get a text from her. I don't have many close friends. Mainly people I've known through work. I live alone following split from my long term partner a few years ago.

We are still in touch and we are meeting up this weekend to go see a band. I'm gay and I've tried online dating but not met anyone with any long term potential.

Tomorrow I will spend the day alone and have no plans apart from a girl I dated casually, who plans to come over, sleep with me then leave. She doesn't want anything apart from that occasionally.

It's upsetting that tomorrow, like Christmas, I don't have any permanent people in my life to celebrate with. I'm thinking of cancelling the hook up because I'm worried that when she leaves, I will just feel empty having spent the day alone and the only person who wants to see me doesn't value me enough to want me as a person.

I do spend a lot of my time alone but I think it's tomorrow and Christmas that are hardest for me as these are times that others are surrounding by family and friends but it's just another day for me.",3.4980388731164,5.068822477178426,4.535265341777682,85.138949552304,73.1908713692946,7.895260974011794,25.54728106573488,8.532816995589336,1.6467958506224072,951,31,194,17,19,310,125,241,0.12300000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.076,-0.7272,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,3,6,6,0,1,10,0,18,3,1,0,0,30,36,13,0,4,7,1,2,1,3,2,1,0,0,4,14,14,0,0,4,3,3,3,7,1,0,0,2,4,27,5,28,32,6,34,0,0,2,1,19,10,0,1,22,119,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322140557853793,0.0,0.0,0.482407322866541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23755963874458835,0.2442053266607492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142100333893036,0.0,0.09582425658453368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098374922569302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030699744607001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22529204202703154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031874156915158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195478355077118,0.0,0.058878055967668916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799301299032495,0.0,0.06083767043809014,0.0,0.06617833784650354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24659673753221215,0.0,0.0,0.08224849855631887,0.05688911149876673,0.0,0.10282300757465708,0.20610019951726485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899731635278898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805688343050695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771232346968434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145650694916586,0.20335044477797415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558306789948806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652902628572424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299307243369083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922642008015372,0.0,0.0,0.13579995155669802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905846460418453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747289495034068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477329672895395,0.11825547995334094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749867178629627
lonely,die_hard1988,2019/05/02,"like everyone here, I just want someone to spend my time with. Sometimes I realize I feel so lonely and it sucks, no bestfriends, no girlfriend, no nothing. I spent hours looking at memes or playing games because those things are the only things that makes me feel alive. I have a very low self-esteem because I'm a short guy with below average looking, I don't have the balls to talk to girls I'm interested to because well, me.

I just want someone to think of me at the very least. They say just wait because the right person will come to you eventually but idk, I doubt it most of the time. change my mind.

So pessimistic? how could i not.",2.256153846153847,4.6659441269841295,2.893174603174604,91.583021978022,79.95238095238095,5.464224664224664,24.77167277167277,6.67199483983844,0.8220617826617826,504,19,102,5,13,157,82,126,0.152,0.763,0.086,-0.8503,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,0,8,8,1,1,7,0,6,0,0,2,0,23,20,6,0,3,6,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,6,4,0,1,4,3,2,1,5,4,1,0,1,5,16,4,13,17,2,10,0,2,2,0,9,6,1,3,4,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150062465301774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004768107489627,0.14661112918412195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588983088252946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626321732490962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721151761964953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852349408140202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761145794092447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315049884331263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28584812285434197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360896901924107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185219172845548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633102647188195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944379806408954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861095979381406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534877923865702,0.0,0.13534885557024234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755438674178586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28841765086166976,0.0,0.16833088872370433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679928629593782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261449373299864,0.10905646918510498,0.0,0.0,0.198488487820414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808635417649606,0.200775232694597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530290917552145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CTorque,2019/05/02,"I’m just so tired all the time I’m constantly up till 5, sometimes 7 in the morning trying to fucking sleep but I just can’t. I’m almost always kinda bummed but the nights suck because they’re so long and lonely as shit. I’m tired all fucking day and once night comes it’s just more of the same. It’s even worse when there’s nobody to talk to about it, you just suffer in silence while others can indulge in the pleasantries of normalcy. I’m just fucking tired and I don’t really know what to do",1.1061558441558468,3.275014247619051,2.5174891774891783,94.01493506493507,82.71428571428571,4.961038961038962,20.021645021645018,6.1124844417494595,-0.014523809523809827,396,11,85,3,11,128,66,105,0.285,0.69,0.025,-0.9872,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,11,7,5,0,5,0,4,8,2,0,2,17,15,11,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,13,15,4,14,0,2,0,3,2,4,5,2,9,50,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670514172747009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385242557913273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148433996846527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340732267701034,0.0,0.17990516462106285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073654859253588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995812011472787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617227633984316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149276313487276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732909252846255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124594107427053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772952027074079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665101170889417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088878402366364,0.0,0.0,0.16659969991405035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465245312579274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380989220258266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970755180010464,0.5740309834247339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130286324235448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965680310876047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jayr4236,2019/05/02,"Im innocent Im most likely going to jail tomorrow and im innocent. I just got out of prison in February and haven't found anybody that i was interested in. So i haven't had sex in 18 months. I cant find la woman that ion attracted that is interested in me. The ones that are interested in me, im not in  interested in them.  Im a 37 m and if anyone wants to correspond whether you write me or we talk to me while I'm diwn let me know and I'll give you my info",-0.8833974358974359,1.0255354038461597,3.1073076923076925,88.22102564102566,89.19230769230771,7.3128205128205135,20.2051282051282,8.344100000000001,1.195701282051282,358,12,87,10,12,135,64,104,0.032,0.787,0.18100000000000002,0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,1,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,18,15,9,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,0,14,6,12,10,1,12,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,3,4,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455719212816763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974215753438566,0.0,0.0,0.1796365439184568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716539327285595,0.09311116606910984,0.0,0.13103375980676324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8848491909153188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003939265459211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753231567208066,0.0,0.08004147098060782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077147773031106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101878837825936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168431045564066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663408629473197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lucasvdorr,2019/05/02,"I don't even know anymore Yes I have great friends and family but I feel so damn lonely . I have no one to go to when I'm feeling down, no one who I can share my story with when something happend, of when I'm so exited about something. Sure I can share those things with most of em but I have no one that I really trust, can rely upon, someone who doesn't judge me for what I say, someone whose doesn't say ""Hey, maybe you should talk to someone about this"" 'cause I FUCKING HATE THAT! I don't think I even have someone who I can share this with. Work is so damn hard and tiring for me. How can I ever work 5 full days a week when I can't even work 3 semi-full days a week. Feel like this isn't going to work out either. I don't know it I can even work like a normal person. I don't even know what to do anymore with this all.",2.055,2.6652973571428578,3.4853846153846137,95.0096153846154,75.42857142857143,6.259340659340659,20.593406593406588,5.8734145424116955,-0.1809032967032964,637,12,157,3,13,210,86,182,0.165,0.674,0.162,-0.6808,0,2,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,5,16,14,4,0,3,1,21,2,0,2,3,25,34,12,0,2,3,0,4,2,1,1,1,2,0,1,15,7,0,0,7,0,0,2,11,5,0,3,0,6,22,9,18,33,4,16,0,1,0,1,14,5,3,1,11,107,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22952163678277174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887390643326537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925662734455825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38215209515471815,0.1046732428984444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908830547401384,0.0,0.17553096819007008,0.0826687150559371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940317234043155,0.10697910636597192,0.0,0.0,0.13153001883288049,0.0,0.0,0.12757912192589374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366028861612372,0.11424722611019245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078618888903429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130676011261283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625393683591173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133787316216616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23523983120388214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104019193319276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413169219771934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840466458695804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39218877047043627,0.17817020682534104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906251932312816,0.0,0.0,0.0930094668848286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687766738147662,0.07414720013454887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300042038465948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856434439283129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42121915108939945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DreepGrasse,2019/05/02,"At this point I want a friend to hug and love I hate being like this. I want to love someone like a friend. There is something that a hug does for me that I don't know how to explain it.

Not even a kiss or anything like close, just being myself is very depressing for me. I just want to hug a friend and have it mean something. I just want someone to care for me.",0.3526923076923083,2.2717606153846184,1.6766025641025628,100.4079807692308,83.87179487179488,4.412820512820511,18.724358974358974,5.148860815047168,-0.6835179487179488,280,7,68,1,8,89,41,78,0.09,0.474,0.436,0.9838,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,15,1,0,5,0,6,6,0,1,0,16,17,4,0,4,5,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,10,13,9,15,0,3,0,1,0,6,6,3,0,1,3,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520644984011713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840333376908114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591573398965555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617089256243729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220505059740058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282994607976647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824395565230421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155446475367128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708337485587507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335561536198172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128793297393985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468406637393194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131399675688066,0.2845171355625061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246917117725592,0.4359701957683556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yeboicamryn,2019/05/02,Hi.. I'm new here Would anyone like to talk on discord,-2.9450000000000003,-2.6181455000000007,-0.26333333333333186,104.07500000000002,129.0,1.6,12.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.850366666666666,42,1,10,0,3,14,12,12,0.19,0.634,0.17600000000000002,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170447213203903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913904604246487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5760454761111755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793958854612759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236938687861293,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LG2797,2019/05/02,"For those that are lonely: I'm here for you! I wouldn't consider myself a lonely person. However, I used to be quite lonely. I understand how it must feel to not have any one to talk or hang out with. I'm posting this on here mainly cause I want to help someone out there who really needs it. Loneliness is a silent epidemic in our society and there should be more attention to it. Anyway, some background: i'm a 22 year old man who's a college senior, about to graduate this month, and i'm from the Midwestern US. I don't care about your age, gender, sexual orientation, race, or whatever. I'm still willing to chat with you here on reddit or any other form of messenger. I'll leave this post up here and let any one of you message me if you'd like. I may reply late since i'm about to go to bed but I'll surely get back to you!",2.8659270787016453,3.99982494797688,4.673988439306361,85.25485993775014,74.08670520231213,8.560071142730104,23.712316585148955,9.057496981413335,1.6191791018230326,648,18,140,14,13,221,111,173,0.067,0.879,0.054000000000000006,0.2472,1,6,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,6,0,1,13,6,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,3,2,27,27,9,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,11,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,3,0,2,0,1,16,3,26,18,4,18,0,3,0,0,16,6,0,6,9,95,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753704492564919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414814462875656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759602515715074,0.1890144152911949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093033826944377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961302340950984,0.0,0.10456907806295368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332853545102775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755532579464175,0.194825031393849,0.0,0.18814821610738186,0.0,0.0898910751588318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468637268814674,0.0,0.0,0.13643058657329185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19307268635049385,0.0,0.24936069084913184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065807351829553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35243431390232594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957022280882924,0.0,0.0,0.1178724488470052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220326312711005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589908113236275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693931831874027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341390502396273,0.0,0.0,0.14788888938928696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915461620747942,0.22132434495374328,0.15891333271460525,0.0,0.0,0.10852551568085668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848729069146778
lonely,PromiscuousOwl,2019/05/02,"Just a lonely rant This is really one of my first posts so apologies in advance.. this last week has hit me really hard with having no one to really talk to. I just wanna share memes, talk about interesting things that happened in my day, talk about things that make me sad, angry, happy. I don’t want it to just be a one way thing though.. I want somebody else to share all of their feelings and opinions with me as well. I’ve tried online apps to help, it hasn’t worked out well so far. I know how to go out and socialize but that social anxiety is killer. Small talk is also really hard for me.. just tired and lonely.",3.7138844444444468,4.788656104000001,4.458666666666666,87.83377777777778,71.96000000000002,7.795555555555558,21.088888888888885,8.167268648758528,0.7701822222222217,483,9,103,7,9,155,78,125,0.2,0.6940000000000001,0.106,-0.9440000000000001,0,4,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,13,9,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,2,1,21,16,10,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,2,4,0,3,11,6,19,14,1,14,0,3,0,0,11,6,0,1,4,71,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113225346761731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083120163728592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131050988078596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827596747804435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158955011671796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043199402927872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046592836735149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252030079324116,0.15071969675898114,0.25366441614889634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490133491736802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781132623993467,0.11541054307017105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450898126527008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878246589601724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559914069237705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628115003441971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886558318461531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552021305098002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28218803273008697,0.0,0.1391063881138792,0.0,0.0,0.16273094757322895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612681364751456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702081595380247,0.11238345711692337,0.11357081975319992,0.0,0.2546035527051644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307545103169496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dmfk_xD,2019/05/02,"What is this life? Oh...man! How should I start this?

I came to USA for a PhD around 4 years ago. All these years, I have suffered/ suffering extreme loneliness!!
I have roommate, but no use. We rarely see or talk each other.
Everyday, I call my parents 4-5 times just to talk to someone. They understand my situation.
Life has been so mundane and lonely recently.
I come home from college, cook the food, eat, watch some YouTube videos, sleep.... Everyday same thing...
Sometimes I feel so lonely that I call random customer care numbers just to have some small talk..
I'm tired of using various "" Talk to strangers"" websites.. Everyone there is horny af..
Recently, I tried few Meetup groups. That's it..no follow ups. Just temporary conversations..

All these years, I'm taking support of various movies, music etc. to heal my loneliness and depression.

In my lab, I talk to my labmate, but there are no heart to heart conversations. Everything fake! Everyone fake!
"" How are you?""--- ""I'm good""
No..I'm not fucking good..I'm damaged, exhausted.

This epidemic loneliness has significantly affected my research, personal life, and everything.

I just close my eyes and listen to soulful songs and cry..
 I hope someday I and everyone who's in the same boat with me, will find the happiness, solace abd purpose of this Life!!",2.8979166666666667,5.9590849615384665,3.5499091880341886,82.63588942307693,86.13675213675215,7.540384615384617,28.25267094017094,8.376592526197632,2.8228209401709408,1027,49,177,27,32,323,144,234,0.18600000000000005,0.723,0.091,-0.9745,1,4,0,0,0,0,77.0,1,1,1,0,11,15,1,0,4,0,12,15,4,5,2,38,30,13,0,2,8,1,1,0,0,2,7,2,1,1,12,13,3,0,3,3,0,3,3,10,0,0,2,6,24,5,19,26,11,19,1,6,3,1,17,6,1,5,10,104,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512791830479507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955327464153612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916041109834014,0.1227393139769012,0.10941438730007047,0.0,0.0,0.09244202600195003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788004948684865,0.0,0.0,0.0924299081163526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980962737781234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196841468331736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30763109878308176,0.192894886394799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542614864295369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808360064168367,0.0,0.1297652408352634,0.0,0.0,0.0992106188698654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002079069832347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423838768392455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543366364613868,0.0,0.0,0.10764529414716686,0.10658761232414347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031979038651793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191601639709194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370296979420804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119204428253363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551584248900419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062610720920247,0.1073921017691562,0.0,0.09092731271066193,0.0,0.10613688387043184,0.0,0.07595782654240582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177933685299028,0.0,0.0,0.0806872240701849,0.43127705417696416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129505206461506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257600652246262,0.1233423465996668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285956938890123,0.0,0.0,0.11171828371916193,0.0,0.18537071793728252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073212527236448
lonely,EntertainmentBreeze,2019/05/02,"I slow-danced with myself, just so I could pretend to know what it was like. I was the last person to leave my place of work really late a few nights back. I was finishing up a few things on my computer, and (since the building was empty) decided to play some music. I hit 'Shuffle' on Spotify, and after a few songs, a slow romantic song started playing. It hit me then, all at once, same as it does every week or so - just how lonely I am.

At 21, which I know is very young, I've never experienced the warmth of a girl leaning up against me as they look deep into my eyes and smile. I've never held hands with someone, kissed them on the cheek, and sighed just enjoying being in their presence. I've never awkwardly try and put my arm around someone at the movie theater. I've never stayed up til 3 in the morning talking on the phone with someone.

At that moment, as the song was playing I thought about how more than anything I would love to slow dance with someone. To have a girl rest her head on my chest/shoulder as I hold her and we sway peacefully back and forth. So - I stood up, and held my hands out in front of me...and fucking pretended to be dancing with someone. I used my imagination like I hadn't since I was 6 years old, and slow danced in the dark with tears running down my face.

I don't really know why I'm posting this. I've not been active much on this subreddit at all before, just lurked some. Is this normal at all to any of you? Have you had any similar experiences? It feels like one of the more genuinely pathetic moments in my life. 

Anyways, if any of you read this far, thanks for listening. Stay gold, lonely hearts.",4.320854160944799,4.988226123867072,5.0366396594342255,85.74996635539686,70.23867069486407,8.314254325734687,28.03639110134579,8.438071523408619,1.7688779456193346,1281,43,270,19,22,414,181,331,0.057,0.8290000000000001,0.113,0.9552,0,4,0,0,1,0,46.0,1,3,3,1,14,15,1,1,16,0,19,12,8,3,7,52,37,22,0,4,7,0,3,3,0,1,1,4,0,3,12,19,0,3,7,12,0,6,7,4,1,1,13,10,36,10,54,18,13,60,0,2,2,3,16,28,1,4,26,180,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22820560044114785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920511250406937,0.09957898169763234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202663909898885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951844930356372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931098768664131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788930808540862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942467476580626,0.0,0.0,0.1094203970083742,0.0,0.0,0.056559700906749576,0.07991269881527863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034126283536277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480047712825067,0.0,0.0,0.1325544602115271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442574365027944,0.09118070705699348,0.12618278247939393,0.11844342930633575,0.0,0.0,0.07900991977264152,0.1639472165820745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393410093564196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095788145089532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222986012304036,0.0,0.3450928474230342,0.0,0.0,0.10497289113785542,0.10959890239021504,0.0,0.0,0.11737809517150705,0.11912708897984912,0.07579912895961859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767170592565402,0.11686973454557985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713081487827496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245004461966818,0.0,0.0,0.11189012033845028,0.0,0.14332056781709546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850632468262869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738924373043036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917497719757736,0.2384554322266363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990870983185968,0.0,0.10298552055142776,0.0,0.0,0.07431471355179721,0.0,0.0,0.08880422561636309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594549511986137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661099477082294,0.0,0.09229609072764618,0.0,0.0,0.089727223966383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093611546419816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143530266185517,0.0,0.0,0.07946202765085521,0.0,0.0,0.07203407559238921
lonely,BartTrap,2019/05/02,"Deep thoughts.. At times I feel that I don’t belong anywhere, that I’m just getting in the way and that I’m a disappointment. I don’t share these emotions personally with other people, it just eats away at me. Looking for hope because I lost my faith..",3.5657999999999994,5.234020579999998,4.3889999999999985,85.85950000000003,73.2,6.6000000000000005,28.5,7.1686216300943375,1.4481999999999997,199,8,40,2,4,64,38,50,0.11699999999999999,0.7759999999999999,0.107,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,10,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,6,3,6,8,0,7,1,2,1,0,2,5,0,1,1,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997869012217889,0.0,0.0,0.19450868507611546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264993018967943,0.0,0.3589229362854438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133683231772686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667065407095146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169192159713192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679474970448715,0.0,0.3483143696138639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121044046161628,0.2786090341441866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533145018039335,0.18605857184796806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532714753284268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,endieanna,2019/05/02,surrounded and also alone there are always so many people who need something from me and... goodness. i am extroverted but can everyone take a simultaneous nap?,5.573333333333334,9.004341888888893,6.712592592592598,62.9666666666667,74.55555555555556,9.525925925925927,31.222222222222207,9.725611199111238,4.1986888888888885,129,6,18,4,3,43,26,27,0.057,0.868,0.075,0.128,0,1,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849831450142834,0.0,0.2972591994800278,0.3092954591105829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551882358287817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31177569813443873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37685920689255376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756208946303453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25769937926711994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28616325861969943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794823366504196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pervertmaindo,2019/06/16,"My current work makes me don’t have social life I’m working as customer service permanent night shift and permanent on weekend. They only told me it will be night shift but last week was my only Saturday in 3 months. I’m alone in this city because my bf in another country. I can’t schedule a meet up with friends because their offday on weekend and its hard to meet them on weekdays. I wanted to make new friend and join a meet up but then they always do it at night when I’m working. I wanted to go to comic and game event but I’ll be working that night. Even when I tried to go out on daylight and go to work at night, it makes me so exhausted and my sleep schedule will be all over the place. I’m just so sad I wanted to cry everyday. I go home to meet my family once a month and even that makes me tired because I’ll only have sleep in bus or train and reverse my sleep schedule. But I miss going out with people and have fun. I’m very very lonely right now. I also haven’t meet my bf for 6 months. I want to quit my job so bad.",2.3115837104072408,3.447230837104076,3.736108597285071,91.43095022624438,75.47058823529412,6.466968325791856,24.312217194570128,6.794906146795322,0.6857493212669681,809,25,182,7,17,267,111,221,0.146,0.7809999999999999,0.073,-0.9586,2,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,6,10,8,0,0,4,0,13,6,3,4,1,28,33,22,0,4,6,0,1,0,4,2,3,0,1,0,7,13,0,0,0,4,0,5,3,5,0,0,2,1,25,3,28,26,1,46,0,3,0,0,16,17,0,1,24,103,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044432014967146,0.0,0.07755663744421641,0.08069696691420188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016943020997772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097609350864979,0.17735836322589182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653040257810867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811166867718438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142619538553247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985642809219035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755861214596981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868770099559023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972810630047792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623987776468372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905344432258057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850140227333333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589455101652271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322308217158444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366602172092453,0.0,0.4550561666383942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328288735568976,0.0,0.22127802023548954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723525247454107,0.0,0.10132576672298517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315251697524684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282227652614436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911567449703301,0.09886114874861847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146678250807028,0.0,0.09267065671578817,0.0,0.06584455378544132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004095833495074,0.2288104782019432,0.0,0.07779327812858991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530210157751621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,YungBabushka,2019/06/16,"please help I'm almost 19 now and I'm still a virgin. I literally can't remember the last time I was truly happy, in fact I actually believe I have never really been happy. I'm so lonely and depressed and it's driving me crazy. Every night I get so lonely my chest physically fucking hurts and I just want to die. I have no desire for riches or anything other than some sort of female companionship, but everyday passes by and I'm still all alone. This hasn't turned into a hatred for women or anybody for that matter, other then myself lol. I understand that it's my fault but I just don't feel like the punishment for being unwanted/unappealing should be this harsh or difficult. I don't even believe in God but every night I get so distraught, I find myself praying for some sort of change or at the very least a quick and painless death. I don't want to exist like this for even a minute longer, but deep down I know I'm too pussy to ever actually kill myself, plus I refuse to leave this Earth as a virgin lmfao. So consequentially this makes me feel trapped, stuck, and feeling even worse.  Additionally, my father is  abusive (used to be physically but now just emotionally) and the world is such a shit place literally filled with rapists, racists, homophobes, and sexist people. Everything just has me feeling so fucking depressed.

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I really don't know what to do anymore or why I'm even writing this pathetic ass shit since the best case scenario is just a bunch of random people tell me to ""keep going"" or that ""it will get better eventually"" even though I know it probably won't.  Im just so lonely and I don't know what else to do lol.",4.863447204968941,6.171295468944103,5.9575776397515545,77.28524844720498,69.46583850931678,8.581366459627331,27.66459627329193,8.964715089967882,2.212601242236025,1319,44,243,24,23,439,169,322,0.292,0.5670000000000001,0.141,-0.9971,0,8,0,0,0,2,37.0,0,0,0,2,26,23,7,1,12,2,23,9,4,2,4,62,51,31,3,4,17,1,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,17,14,0,2,11,0,1,4,10,16,0,0,3,4,28,7,27,42,6,25,1,6,0,6,7,8,5,12,15,163,45,0,0.0,0.1182600979572632,0.19480290900552816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994662351161528,0.1033744303934311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814552811457552,0.1212816838468721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898601354435256,0.0,0.0,0.0821362153744968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249063658552196,0.10474582692175602,0.08827500521008373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558714653785774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193469462790506,0.0,0.10358839638649783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833795538941071,0.11227430553434964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296221915913685,0.09028505708229116,0.16819069100060066,0.0,0.0897039823566227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018704181242844,0.07130522998113653,0.0,0.0,0.09122574212182798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845479218454177,0.15644189206656955,0.0,0.05672507571912596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125020212775137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690142670643773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068500869470804,0.0,0.10781335788969497,0.0,0.0,0.0887168910388794,0.11042644199486644,0.0,0.21941477404524914,0.08135955089654033,0.0,0.10568578075388473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752554271901644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666248339786148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698064642774922,0.0,0.0,0.18733233279160635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839320962215595,0.0,0.10428159007456357,0.10956286123866753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761348905805763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788338024783594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130667733104195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490978001257892,0.08256495883405994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941890494108196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723949674897886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806411929717533,0.0,0.05820078582643282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856605923112657,0.0,0.1039071085704642,0.0,0.08620493742507437,0.0,0.08235479558646049,0.11774261011936285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006419546928311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017162665217384,0.0,0.0,0.1212816838468721,0.0
lonely,smalltown_fun99,2019/06/16,"What do I do? I (M19) just found out that my girlfriend was cheating on me, like she openly admitted to me that she was, and showed no remorse at all and to be honest after giving her my all since we met two years ago, I have never felt more alone. I don’t know if I should swallow my pride and tell her that it’s ok and I forgive her, or if I should just suffer in loneliness?",3.5329629629629618,3.4241390864197534,4.7131851851851865,90.12533333333332,71.71604938271605,7.467654320987655,24.841975308641967,6.742157984588678,0.6870967901234564,290,7,68,2,5,96,56,81,0.155,0.643,0.203,0.3436,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,3,22,15,7,0,4,5,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,5,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,1,18,5,7,7,3,9,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,3,5,54,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29788069198762146,0.0,0.0,0.34803785694926553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226527309536632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684523798191002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223618196689144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846797304011273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417300079216396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591760758179276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27797716729703553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937152579636019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282639127192365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163998376277125
lonely,IndyV,2019/06/16,Does anyone else get extremely sad when they accidentally touch someones hand? Sometimes when a guy hands me something at work our hand will accidentally touch for a split second. Really makes me realize how badly I crave human touch...,7.844666666666665,10.203434800000002,7.605,64.28666666666669,63.5,10.333333333333336,30.833333333333336,10.504223727775694,3.7538333333333367,192,7,28,5,3,61,33,40,0.23199999999999998,0.637,0.131,-0.5984,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,2,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23805060174180545,0.34883132475801315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842615841863413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979301466790653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844023442296392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787110772967368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33709909044969355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22725306244133964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21810102976015905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884622358000224,0.262095093401786,0.3367138201866389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24785170251414915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,soutenyori,2019/06/16,"Today is my birthday and i’ve never felt so alone I turned 20 today and realized I have wasted my life until now. I’ve never had friends, the closest to one was a classmate I had three years ago. I don’t have something I want to do with my life. I’m don’t like the way I look, I’ve never kissed a girl, don’t have money, feel uncomfortable with myself around other people. The only real friend I have is my dog, and I feel that even him would prefer having someone else to take care of him.
I hate having a mind so weak. The smallest of things make me want to give up and throw my life in the trash. I lost count of how many times I tried to change. But like I said I give up almost immediately. It’s like it’s only a passing thought that goes through my mind to remind me of how       miserable I am.",1.8190756302521007,3.2067589411764708,3.5139495798319333,91.49705882352943,77.23529411764707,5.798319327731093,20.378151260504197,6.1826913282559595,-0.014243697478992344,620,14,140,4,14,207,96,170,0.154,0.7490000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.8909,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,1,1,9,0,17,5,0,3,3,27,34,10,0,4,1,0,3,3,2,1,4,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,6,0,1,2,6,4,0,2,7,5,25,7,18,26,0,18,0,2,1,1,8,5,0,1,13,91,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258010962646262,0.0,0.13847109757325712,0.14322015426489254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310176378496185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409893943750772,0.0,0.1462857629105034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551824301041826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913350447478695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984073389929685,0.0,0.13277398702035084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136752054966194,0.0,0.0,0.2653085497467796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365264725929315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930214885121213,0.20267521503856048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612343596607695,0.0,0.15095293608638002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923054082520624,0.1401979137172203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792541267374798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199586207585232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370457810691478,0.21034188989039604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586846938775627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573970645816324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153941506099426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171672854692413,0.1064575074914958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397209303254212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186951058787496,0.0,0.0,0.10978176939111953,0.08063430669146747,0.0,0.2621534568011501,0.0,0.0,0.09388551922699,0.15041289893290147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312655577077606,0.10976312252101082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823273537233074,0.0,0.0,0.08905013494683309
lonely,krampusly_randy,2019/06/16,"confession i have an idea that seems preachy but isnt, talking on reddit is great but im sure their are people out their who find physical talking more helpful, so go to a priest and the moment they get to preachin gtfo, i havnt done it cause my region is supper connservativre, but its a theory.",4.9848275862068965,6.083604896551733,5.323620689655171,82.72094827586207,69.0,8.558620689655173,28.29310344827586,8.841846274778883,2.135779310344828,236,8,45,4,4,75,48,58,0.0,0.794,0.20600000000000002,0.9292,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,1,11,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,4,8,1,4,2,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914730741032555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903584899419229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593278228957451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823935414025102,0.0,0.1612526250561179,0.0,0.0,0.3128178418197275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901809832714804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203012574450142,0.3064815120196706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670549627834055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25830086412157355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26741602703536776,0.0,0.0,0.4561094364110106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alienOsc,2019/06/16,"I'm eating my emptiness away A couple of years ago I had anorexia and I hated anything that was related to food. I managed to starve myself to an unhealthy weight, to isolate myself from everyone and to gain such hatred for my body that till this day I cannot shake off. Somehow I understood that I was literally slowly killing myself and decided to recover but instead of that I started to binge. And believe me, I binged HARD. I gained a healthy amount of weight and since I went to a mental hospital for that I stopped binging for a while but I didn't become social and I isolated myself because I think I look disgusting. Now, for a half year I just feel so lonely, so lost. 

I have (had?) a best friend who now has her own life, many friends and I don't have a place in it, even when I got hit by a car, she never asked how I was feeling, never visited me. I am the one to initiate conversations unless she needs help somewhere. My ex, who also had(has) problems with eating, now has a perfect boyfriend and amazing grades. And now I'm left alone with couple of video games (Diablo 3 is a savior tbh) and the food. Food has become a comfort for me. Since I feel a hole inside my chest, since no one(except for my family, god bless them) care about me too much, it seems like I fill it with food and at least at that moment I feel great, but the weight is getting higher and higher and the anorexic side in me is just screaming at me at full force to just stop fucking eating and get a grip of myself and just starve.

I began to volunteer in a food bank (sadly the car that hit me stopped it but in few days I'll go there again), I tried to talk with people but it seems like at the end of the day I'm left alone, that I'm just a background character in everyone's lives. I hate this feeling. No matter how hard I try to make new bonds, no matter how much I want to be confident in myself and enjoy the life as it is, everything seems hopeless. I hate the fact that I use food as a comfort but it seems like it's the only thing in my life that will never leave me, even though everyday I hate myself more and more for eating.

If anyone is reading this, I hope you will find your person, I hope that something in your life will spark a little fire in your heart and for god's sake, I hope you will never use food/alcohol/drugs as a replacement for people. And if you do, please get professional help. It works if you are determined to change your life.",5.000662650602411,5.050714006024101,5.598457831325302,84.49081927710844,68.57831325301207,8.567710843373495,28.24658634538153,8.238735603445708,1.703973815261044,1917,58,402,24,30,621,232,498,0.157,0.644,0.19899999999999998,0.9801,0,4,3,0,1,2,55.0,0,8,1,6,26,31,7,1,29,0,26,22,3,6,6,75,68,42,1,9,15,1,12,3,2,4,5,1,0,1,26,23,13,3,13,3,1,7,10,14,0,2,11,14,68,17,58,50,10,56,1,4,1,1,26,22,1,11,30,279,94,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342965268847922,0.06441504377930762,0.0,0.12485228025463707,0.0,0.04820144643004117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04214528862074594,0.0,0.049600726901047804,0.0,0.05634846324027878,0.0,0.056629818776294374,0.0,0.0,0.036742738062883536,0.1331367628789774,0.0,0.06790865138008093,0.06325430422477962,0.0,0.0,0.06695131291028968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145380679765008,0.0,0.06376236348127798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333850387996013,0.0,0.11661607872432793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989921241253727,0.2467031911220575,0.0,0.0,0.053385261819811215,0.0,0.0,0.07962139590242102,0.0,0.0,0.11518961735636472,0.05417077851128727,0.0,0.05682137602146457,0.0,0.15238283492137802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508974452620285,0.0,0.5101886292366024,0.0,0.09313576282982196,0.05572274684117414,0.0944727186284075,0.0,0.03425535223843837,0.0,0.048206974381311336,0.06645278087270624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798811499282857,0.2380341161596989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142549944458795,0.08080137075287817,0.0,0.0,0.17959835163615234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668473543696342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382192708291151,0.13097670687022372,0.0,0.21286809104093035,0.08834113773492162,0.06041082171197105,0.05322343318526832,0.0,0.05061534755978822,0.0,0.06579666939423534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040233655518866415,0.0611088198598197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074245697878467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861729464514863,0.04469273217032001,0.18594945007970198,0.05821342798085554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168703844089405,0.04584142630043801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357341233863824,0.052629314518819165,0.06297395913010967,0.06616323303939224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057674497090457674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060290749291541997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194863390508708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957891434559728,0.0,0.0,0.061442199177940526,0.0,0.04640220724785411,0.0,0.0,0.04266255756936838,0.0,0.0,0.15117638766882696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04844631024796453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040043658455915294,0.03862142620583296,0.0592193294745018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184477400226929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104115524175239,0.0,0.0,0.035551425291019775,0.0,0.0,0.2201940829979774,0.0,0.05587500804971842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043880508854717316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762952401609463
lonely,throwaway6098431,2019/06/16,"just kinda sucks it just kinda sucks when you feel like you have something with someone, but they choose someone else over you.  people always say it isn't my fault but like, isn't it though?  i don't make a move, so as soon as a single other person shows interest she chooses him, since he's the one with the confidence to say something. only reason i don't have confidence is cuz shit like this keeps happening.

sorry ab ranting, just feel super down right now.",4.204904761904763,5.874688855555558,4.502063492063492,85.685,71.55555555555556,6.920634920634923,23.968253968253972,7.447530270364453,1.0688253968253971,367,10,69,4,7,115,62,90,0.08900000000000001,0.639,0.272,0.9714,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,1,1,8,9,3,0,4,0,7,1,1,3,0,17,14,8,0,0,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,2,0,1,5,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,4,9,5,7,14,1,7,0,0,0,0,10,3,3,2,6,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979835221000625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047004705774824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636269966686768,0.14578401229857138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804539257560655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813822680008817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990874215594387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621491184725354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688870428204254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827966408709638,0.15520055938090085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147291425139846,0.1781816080420703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981271418439298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742703179336698,0.0,0.32456121359581674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094696973654949,0.16880460209271989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458070716288306,0.314198274468028,0.0,0.22843395942344125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004927377339638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ElfLoverR,2019/06/16,E M O T I O N S why do i struggle to feel emotions...,-8.251,-9.579102933333333,-0.7541666666666647,107.14875000000002,145.0,1.5,17.083333333333336,3.1291,-1.3526666666666665,36,2,13,0,4,17,13,15,0.315,0.685,0.0,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6075379521745352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730899555515903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5646280667595984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873547568986284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xUsagixChanx,2019/06/16,Social axniety is a bitch :^) Anyone else have that problem that you cant talk to people...even on the internet?,0.8625757575757582,3.416704954545456,2.824545454545458,87.87348484848488,90.36363636363636,4.751515151515153,20.96969696969697,6.42735559955562,0.6211333333333333,87,3,16,1,3,29,21,22,0.254,0.625,0.121,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30448254567199,0.446178455317048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637695058634863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876160788989445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166747522476338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438948653486208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500048606964357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lilmsthrowaway3,2019/06/16,"If I could indulge in some whining I've been drinking and...starting to feel like I can't connect with anyone maybe there's nothing for me to connect maybe I'm just to boring/plain to have something with someone else. I'm better off alone and surrounding myself with others doesn't help me feel less lonely anyway. 

I don't really like people I don't hate them either I just enjoy being by myself but wish I had at least one person I could share with and connect with. someone who shared my weird humor and makes me laugh, someone who motivates me to be a better person, someone who inspire me, drives me, brings out my better side and I can do the same for them.

This feeling of needing someone else makes me feel weak and pathetic I should be strong on my own. I have no excuses the problem is me. I'm just being big cry baby.",4.785213581599123,5.545472373493979,5.436418400876232,82.96471522453452,69.24096385542168,7.241182913472071,28.343921139101862,6.980632752743323,1.5072963855421686,658,22,124,5,11,213,97,166,0.14400000000000002,0.619,0.237,0.9576,0,3,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,5,5,18,1,0,3,0,18,2,0,3,0,33,31,7,0,7,6,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,11,1,0,6,1,0,2,5,6,0,1,2,4,25,12,19,22,6,10,0,2,0,0,11,8,0,2,2,90,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383296793577673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338947193368252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543735076326593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327635785867405,0.0,0.14671129645285216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308396547171313,0.0,0.0,0.223147385891636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701313091126366,0.0954165315570073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186456385668516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952361691046158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050303641016284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830699306299452,0.0,0.2683614333481396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903433558656727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815608877412935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050488955562996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259489140334652,0.2332419139597397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278005443452393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556306872765458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5658321314262516,0.1028223503326833,0.0,0.0,0.09453568484479212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358940600856874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,leighathehuman,2019/06/16,Social anxiety except... I have severe social anxiety. So I have maybe 2 friends. Irl. But the internet has always brought me solace. I just want to not feel so empty inside anymore.,2.1372727272727303,5.017451818181818,4.1476363636363685,77.08145454545455,91.42424242424242,6.276363636363637,24.78181818181818,7.554174236665415,2.2648836363636367,142,6,21,3,5,48,27,33,0.23199999999999998,0.638,0.129,-0.4024,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24368531108093835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480784821429942,0.0,0.2904412038895938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480802316668755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262650734813237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942200469185696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33085160491091226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.597073488827403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727380677718073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,naddie4b,2019/06/16,Shadow friends maybe? Hello I am hoping for a long term chat friend...I am a lonely 28F... no irl friends I just moved to a new city to get away from the past...I prefer to stay anonymous if thats okay for fear of the internet and I guess so I can escape being me irl... I just wanna talk about happy things maybe how your day was stupid shit that happened to you anything and nothing at all...feeling alone sucks..,0.2188961038961068,2.5841071666666693,1.4358008658008643,98.3698051948052,90.42857142857143,3.5307359307359314,17.160173160173162,4.851557810540192,-0.8186761904761903,318,8,69,1,11,100,64,84,0.16,0.644,0.19699999999999998,0.3439,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,5,10,3,1,5,1,5,1,1,1,0,10,10,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,8,5,12,8,1,8,0,1,0,0,7,2,2,3,4,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186852941736447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039476054623286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312486106344575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570116872241566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932853707752675,0.09855262148609456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451762181041679,0.0,0.10183270843849232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471592562503106,0.0,0.17235873992176362,0.2074858858725818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359013738278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248968751946506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916276547002864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071590496947687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824580656231168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702191241117813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606415757048408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007286036278613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077486936527482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666170270191396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294898968364914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MissaShip,2019/06/16,"In a relationship and still the loneliest I’ve ever been. I’ve been with my fiancé for nearly 4 years. At the start we did everything together and I was happy. It quickly went down hill. He hardly speaks to me and he lies all the time to avoid dealing with me. He spends all of his time at work or playing video games. 

He doesn’t even notice that my mental health has reached dangerous levels of not being ok. He believes buying things for me is sufficient and that I should be happy. 

I’m so sad and so alone. I’ve considered leaving but I just don’t have the money for a place in my own. I don’t have any friends to turn to and my family just wants me to move back to my home town which is even worse than here in the city. 

I guess I’m just trying to get this off of my chest. I have no one else.",1.4974313725490198,3.1364781941176503,2.990000000000002,93.8116666666667,78.82352941176471,6.180392156862745,19.568627450980394,7.0316486544052195,0.11493333333333355,623,14,144,7,15,204,106,170,0.11699999999999999,0.816,0.067,-0.7606,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,12,8,1,1,7,1,16,2,1,0,3,22,24,10,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,6,9,0,1,0,3,3,2,5,3,0,1,5,2,18,5,24,16,3,21,0,1,0,0,12,11,0,2,8,97,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775905819785962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660506933873944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184938148847694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318729133939486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677741826596355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324067803628876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265078380213885,0.15510388565327202,0.0,0.0,0.15410563687635714,0.0,0.1616460863333213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247683014066766,0.0,0.0895856823658663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889287152325293,0.0,0.0,0.3650647213887793,0.15360289895574994,0.0,0.0,0.1822639498692015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199778512883618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156133232863128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280082131734342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822448318398574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19521904404277116,0.0,0.0,0.1161921005146203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914902360779494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840939608674969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213669211645512,0.0,0.13693568128563194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139166476612911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999703676661735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641646445964572,0.1865094643675413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011370924860028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895384813750252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248317626099066,0.0,0.17474196374806228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104206692951259
lonely,sunglory4410,2019/06/16,"I'm here to talk to I've been very lonely, i've lost my friends and i've been all alone. Though, i wanna be able to make others happy. Feel free to dm me to talk about interests or whatever youd like, even just to vent. ❤",-1.1551333333333318,0.7578128200000016,1.3480000000000023,100.24066666666668,90.8,4.933333333333334,14.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.8070666666666666,171,3,44,2,6,58,37,50,0.129,0.615,0.256,0.8044,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,7,8,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,4,6,8,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,23,5,0,0.3071360679798466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181003390354677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286047623144352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529722437688762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372925642372714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269520555365242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500511687729138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352752997225855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050157103272014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937286746694435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30175962737520684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534194219745312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ItCodeGeass,2019/06/16,"I’m about to lose it Ever since high school I had zero to no friends that would come and go. Now 6 years later Im starting to feel the loneliness, all I have been doing is work,  home, then repeat. 
I am vary shy, writing this is hard for me. 
But I need friends.",0.9073214285714286,2.451945089285715,2.474428571428572,97.27057142857143,80.25,5.194285714285715,20.128571428571426,5.6839178017228535,-0.30164571428571385,199,5,48,1,5,65,47,56,0.187,0.708,0.105,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,2,9,14,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,2,5,2,5,11,1,10,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,30,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295793054777964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24107831921204306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475812795819914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118180716148647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146676929138322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387453322035347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815880145358116,0.2673365452606843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878822249064312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981624141869193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761769505459467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697276809271719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204641847142484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864087923430628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402629010563527,0.0,0.0,0.1893248004908393,0.0,0.0,0.17162709527113792
lonely,thorawauayaya,2019/06/16,"I'll never be able to talk to him He's a coworker of mine, theres an age difference. But the chemistry is there, not even having to be sexual. I just feel like we enjoy each other's company too much to let it stay at work. I want to ask for his number even just to chat for 5 minutes here and there, but I know he'll say no. Might not feel comfortable because of the age difference and possibly the implication of asking for a number? Idk. I really enjoy talking to him but barely see him anymore. He's got such a great personality behind his professionalism. Sigh.",2.1786602870813354,4.34791061403509,4.599186602870817,80.5474880382775,78.82456140350877,8.005103668261562,22.64433811802233,8.841846274778883,1.7935017543859648,446,14,88,11,11,156,74,114,0.069,0.77,0.162,0.8293,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,0,1,17,15,5,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,4,11,5,15,9,2,5,0,0,1,0,16,1,0,1,4,62,13,2,0.19066911306045792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890925258369378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564997645464582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623012159493072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984172825922716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25187030186639925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281606505840293,0.13621405246788132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249550766940856,0.2102133702702551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478675810993968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497208633195995,0.0,0.09315129757242924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226979776705892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016373676876565,0.0,0.14705577437019468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648491507385876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149507764149942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214751618820242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516277316035054,0.0,0.0,0.15193859709589874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322790518970854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065052213207186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246158294943456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388093851661899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lone_Sky,2019/10/23,"I hate high school For context, I'm a high school aged girl who just moved to a different area this year. It's been hell so far. All of my classmates have known each other since elementary school or even further back, and are already set in their niches and groups. There's no room for a stranger they don't know or care about. It's impossible to get into any of them, I get so nervous I barely contribute to conversations because I feel everyone finds me annoying and wants me to shut up. I've tried joining clubs, or even just making friends with individual people, but it seems nobody is interested in being my friend. And I don't blame them. Would you rather be friends with someone you've known your whole life, or someone who just moved here over the summer and doesn't talk at all? I hate high school so much, I'm actually considering dropping out and going online or something. Anything would be better than this. I don't have any friends or teachers I like keeping me at public school.",5.481490384615384,6.572772854166669,5.473125,82.12860576923079,67.85416666666666,8.199358974358978,29.87339743589744,8.384062270229773,2.0392070512820517,796,29,154,11,13,249,121,192,0.087,0.774,0.139,0.9263,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,4,1,13,13,4,1,4,0,14,1,0,1,2,35,28,16,0,4,11,0,1,1,4,2,1,0,1,1,8,11,0,1,6,1,0,3,5,5,0,0,1,1,19,8,20,22,5,25,1,0,0,0,17,16,1,7,5,96,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.10858510515591954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279106199066113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133711141050749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156710881864594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556105085689858,0.0,0.06783018122317051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841075548932664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344889008555227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162552189993389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698778583294236,0.0,0.0,0.1063248553624082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056262302990744376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170029648730124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438728850470033,0.0,0.1162697168302718,0.0,0.06323825802584905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197154878438376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35269390646233073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989033787199718,0.0,0.0,0.06115200341230425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859447582390387,0.05436172060054813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427470811904834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23652836516066225,0.08179748532893899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714177009163949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5630643857720659,0.0,0.10129755523629608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204508067111204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856026085848915,0.08566237283106956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943595869445893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554616429567851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563091776407012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423085309930915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808841292574125,0.0,0.0,0.07165531149676825
lonely,ta8067,2019/10/23,"I don't think we can be friends. I applaud you, I seriously didn't see it coming, and yea I admit it, I did get attached, and maybe so did you for a while.

And it's partially your fault so maybe you ought to take responsibility. And I don't mean let's put things back the way they used to be, but rather you ought to tell me something other than some bullshit reason behind the pretense that you didn't want to hurt me, because you did. I thought we told each other to get rid of all this beating around the bush and just be straight to the point. You could've told me that you weren't interested, or that it wouldn't have worked out in the end, why couldn't you?

Yet you still wanted to be friends, was that also a lie? And as much as I want to hold onto you, I can't. Not while you refuse to tell me the truth or what's even going on. Everyone's telling me the way I approach relationships won't work, and I'm starting to believe them, but I can't help but believe there's a chance you'll prove me, and them, wrong. 

If you ever see this, you'll probably think I'm the biggest asshole ever, and I don't blame you because I am. I just want you to prove me wrong as selfish as that is.

I'm sorry.",3.265153952205885,3.6637164023437516,4.2954411764705895,91.08779411764708,72.4765625,7.117279411764708,25.605698529411764,6.794906146795322,0.7169368566176471,933,27,221,7,17,304,127,256,0.145,0.754,0.10099999999999999,-0.9049,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,2,18,3,3,14,10,0,0,11,1,28,0,0,2,6,49,51,24,0,10,10,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,15,15,0,2,8,0,0,4,12,6,0,0,10,2,44,4,24,29,4,23,0,1,2,0,34,8,0,4,9,155,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645645238357194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737367934209256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274614416624373,0.0,0.1470526063797026,0.0,0.0,0.27178552028650266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389987548887993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630194233869144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068298432118802,0.0,0.0,0.07966563196108682,0.21820788504495428,0.0,0.11525361440908295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637501440212895,0.0,0.1260336077141492,0.0,0.0685487676571077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084626238202369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912176301965855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333787951424445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423496681929112,0.13138602137319347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866652864563677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402096558432627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004428755172684,0.0,0.0,0.1212522444712179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240131832618482,0.0,0.12949628463933213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223043395320594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928559747764286,0.0,0.1350195701120007,0.08537252006998877,0.0,0.09632397433074018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068810904532447,0.0,0.3162707101236584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013181182691144,0.15457153399806733,0.0,0.09575551268949084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305072288181659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417336868277664,0.0,0.0,0.2845694156276742,0.1914784964697244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883704483741403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561955195908974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26374899672079466,0.0,0.0
lonely,BigManReef,2019/10/23,Anyone wanna talk about your favorite things? Dm me. I understand really liking something and not being able to talk about it with anyone.,4.550000000000002,7.94009066666667,4.738333333333333,75.34,79.83333333333334,6.533333333333335,20.5,7.793537801064563,1.6525999999999996,112,3,15,2,3,35,21,24,0.0,0.778,0.222,0.7178,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,5,0,0.3469659204114419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485213277822313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695100227874339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22227525318572627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671113167539044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.557756127982486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050874025605314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36120375955870176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xwhiskey-bandit,2019/10/23,"just trying to get by Where do I even begin? I guess I’ll try to simplify it as best I can. I’m a 30 year old guy. I suffer from anxiety and depression. I’m socially awkward. The only friends I really had got mad at me and abandoned me on my birthday a while back because of what I wanted to do which would have caused them to watch a football game in a different bar than usual and I still haven’t heard from any of them. I’m so unhappy and lonely and just wish I had some form of human contact. Even if I tried to get out of my comfort zone, I don’t really have a way to try to put myself out there because I live in a small town that I share next to nothing in common with. Anyone up to send me a chat and help keep me company?",1.9277291666666687,2.816871981250003,4.212500000000002,88.60916666666668,76.0625,7.583333333333335,23.958333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.1435208333333335,567,17,131,9,12,198,100,160,0.146,0.746,0.107,-0.7433,1,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,9,10,1,1,8,0,10,1,0,1,0,20,22,10,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,4,9,1,2,0,3,0,2,2,6,0,0,4,2,21,4,27,17,3,23,0,4,1,0,13,11,0,3,9,90,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372046772142398,0.0,0.1279286171780502,0.0,0.0,0.1169293904172732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285876627549729,0.0,0.20388072330531695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549499543897826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178875765725513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403284281704948,0.0,0.0,0.17471719601942232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090443776103585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291995894456644,0.0,0.17473898446376712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374714737374294,0.0,0.18421999850164827,0.16558156487775727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120891010147614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863952909416256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766498941958706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778483953984842,0.0,0.0,0.16045934331079795,0.0,0.17547718185727873,0.0,0.0,0.12718408649193635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810987519223747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426049984864484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704674266303817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354813655927675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541461143637295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417751937093005,0.0,0.09863514105104247,0.13273744450628944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230342829099736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879365273787484,0.0,0.0,0.10768905871387002
lonely,lonewolf2054,2019/10/23,someday when I’m feel down I miss my best friend who passed away 11 years ago. we did everything together he was someone I could count on through the bad times and good times. 😢😢,0.34621621621621657,2.7668295675675694,1.0095135135135145,101.00508108108109,91.16216216216215,5.122162162162162,20.913513513513514,6.742157984588678,0.2444421621621622,142,5,33,2,5,43,33,37,0.11800000000000001,0.645,0.237,0.7351,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,3,4,3,1,9,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29612364868210345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138599582148977,0.0,0.2789257833899986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505749039976154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26671938025785497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30023119705158346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891055360788834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25809359151893563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28019331406696896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28304758565690785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895856379830545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215123407512414
lonely,hushablush,2019/10/23,"bad day I moved to a new city a few months ago. I was hoping for a fresh start, but I seem to have forgotten that I’m simply the same person in a new place. I’ve always had issues keeping friends because each time I meet someone, I’m constantly anxious and worried they hate me. I’ve met a few people here, and it’s the same thing. I feel dumb because I’m in a big city with tons of people, but I’ve never been more alone.",1.9847981366459635,2.9748483804347856,3.644409937888199,92.34282608695652,76.06521739130434,6.126708074534163,22.92546583850932,6.1826913282559595,0.3106378881987579,329,9,76,2,7,110,62,92,0.207,0.684,0.10800000000000001,-0.8824,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,8,0,4,0,0,0,1,13,14,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,1,7,2,7,10,7,14,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,2,9,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378769648725234,0.0,0.0,0.20305007701568709,0.0,0.0,0.1631304320885947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214822265113704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369469173429016,0.23902217174471285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118618654325314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264369045720747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912945539656773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514687899727626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935601236918248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947232310975048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462667810367355,0.0,0.17425945167946946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564863205291379,0.2083715629990668,0.0,0.0,0.15120689058582829,0.3786952392299895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27183464774875843,0.17118448048420248,0.20483193779517034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847778974191106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611367625150136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876615761408492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024780832004845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431912127064688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909966680746954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ellielisbeth,2019/10/23,"You don’t have to be alone to feel lonely. My family is here around me yet I feel so alone. Like I have nothing in common with them. No matter how many people I try to talk to, the feeling of loneliness never goes away.",0.5765217391304347,2.7130714347826093,2.6197391304347843,92.66656521739132,84.65217391304347,5.419130434782609,15.72173913043478,6.742157984588678,-0.27980347826087026,170,3,37,2,5,57,38,46,0.226,0.6679999999999999,0.106,-0.7287,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,8,8,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,9,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5632362568680728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420587277118152,0.0,0.0,0.25546964051938265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25633379762989417,0.0,0.4124596076756463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284213857582874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756754052811292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971477656628154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26090624973295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188509075858702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218552023138716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846099408806729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,classythott,2019/10/23,"I’m new Hi, I’m new and lonely. Hmu. 20f",-7.179393939393938,-8.368636818181818,-1.2872727272727251,110.82242424242426,144.45454545454544,1.4666666666666668,3.6666666666666665,3.1291,-3.2346606060606065,29,0,10,0,3,12,8,11,0.23800000000000002,0.762,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,watermelon-beer,2019/10/23,"What else can I do I already pushed myself out of the zone, I participate in several club and try to go to events that can meet new people but I still don’t have friend",4.970833333333331,4.278241083333338,5.852222222222222,85.165,68.72222222222223,9.422222222222222,26.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.4746,133,3,31,2,2,44,30,36,0.0,0.875,0.125,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42877102231677294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245809689467045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001902705260329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22082008334887904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752608914741233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26936940758793443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43894725444833976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102939522794449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637977518236021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ayeayeayez,2019/10/23,"Positive stories Anybody have any positive stories to share?

Anybody been very lonely and lacking friends and managed to change your situation?

What did you do?

Thanks",5.343333333333334,8.772641851851851,4.4345185185185185,72.88733333333334,93.44444444444444,6.604444444444448,42.43703703703704,7.554174236665415,4.922694814814816,138,10,17,3,5,41,22,27,0.07,0.529,0.401,0.9209,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050269345847717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745026180506142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465458374191829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041849490621411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129612627344818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700977571241363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Coffeechimp381,2019/10/23,"I’m seriously a goner I’m the funny everyone wants to sit be around in class. I’m the guy who can cheer the saddest person up by just talking to them. I want to help as many people as I can, whether that be helping them with something heavy, with homework, or just put a smile on their face. But when I get home, I’m...nothing. The only thing I feel is sadness. I watch videos that make me laugh my ass off, but on the inside, I want to die. I’m worthless. I’ve convinced myself that I’m too ugly to be loved and I’ll never be a functional, responsible human. No one stops to ask “ how’s your day been Wesley?”, “ are you ok Wesley?”. Every time I struggle with something, and someone offers help, I tell them I don’t need help, even though I can’t do it. I feel so socially primitive. I’m not in the know, hell, I don’t even know what a “vsco” girl is. No one invites me to things. I secretly want a family of my own, but I’ve convinced myself I won’t have that either. I want to change, but I’m so scared to tell someone. None of my “friends” would care. It’s not like I could kill myself to rid me this horrible burden I have to carry, because I’m too cowardly to do it. I just wish I was never born. I wish I wasn’t slow to learning things. I wish that I could talk to girls and didn’t creep them out. I don’t know what to do.......",0.8249797570850177,2.440527526315794,2.92780701754386,93.59535425101221,80.75438596491226,5.7881241565452095,20.786099865047234,6.67199483983844,0.18022537112010809,1015,28,238,10,26,344,148,285,0.204,0.61,0.18600000000000005,-0.8977,0,0,2,0,0,2,48.0,0,2,5,0,13,17,2,2,11,1,26,3,2,2,2,44,53,16,2,12,12,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,2,5,15,8,0,1,7,1,0,1,14,8,0,2,4,3,40,9,31,41,3,18,1,2,1,2,27,8,2,1,9,155,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099748403038818,0.1047517787976226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683047406913297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424261116916715,0.0,0.1185342174554643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892587860785136,0.0,0.0,0.07226308687240847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629038103361827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801615468310472,0.0,0.09440709686146276,0.10706873464892927,0.0,0.0,0.10563092353727778,0.0,0.11331186050751907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656967967782582,0.0,0.05854158661478831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094728004572313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004194552585393,0.0,0.1123954517034296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396690617602404,0.0,0.18473952127991286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474205084220761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011296488197424,0.0,0.07479435535199151,0.11360128053969502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308377771020098,0.17283999014515222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751515551504108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185618363548994,0.08521919980523049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768147611523245,0.09783788227262713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264136448507613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218176267036314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422103260708648,0.18987948270775049,0.17252338288701152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367895537796307,0.0,0.11713916136180864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012335679913288,0.19587356638416334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233234525812156,0.0,0.11008871839511512,0.0,0.0653373524092326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304504527608023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865564803927024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959722247880413,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kepler281,2019/10/23,Just wanna vent to someone. You know when you feel like you just wanna shout but you can't because obviously your family will hear you and think that you're actually crazy but yeah maybe I am but whatever. Okay enough venting thanks for listening. Back to loneliness!,2.491071428571427,5.407959816326534,3.174260204081637,83.21404336734697,93.6938775510204,7.3479591836734715,22.4515306122449,8.07648339933343,2.100120408163266,217,8,38,6,8,68,39,49,0.11800000000000001,0.6920000000000001,0.191,0.501,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,12,9,5,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,5,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.3177159682114946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503484439708213,0.0,0.19846858066155235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33640784160736176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069248086769124,0.0,0.16462140035546427,0.2325921137179444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669486885781548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892848143688234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906036716035116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270856318306252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758601456380362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997473525799589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861645174831586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GoldenFrenchy,2019/10/23,"Today is the day Today is the day that I am resigning myself to being alone. I am married and have a child, but I literally have nobody else in my life. I was doing a lot of volunteer work at my son's school but seeing everyone there laughing and talking together, but never being included . . . it's just too much. I've tried so hard to be nice to everyone. I truly wish someone would just tell me why I am not liked. I could take it. Being excluded hurts so much. So today I am quitting everything - all activities that I was involved with and every position that I held. Being at home by myself will be so much less stressful than the constant exposure to a life that I will never have.",4.002205882352944,5.283659514705885,5.852235294117651,77.32805882352943,71.5,8.969411764705884,28.30588235294117,9.3871,2.609214117647059,538,20,100,12,10,186,82,136,0.139,0.754,0.107,-0.3619,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,1,6,0,22,2,0,0,3,18,26,10,0,3,6,1,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,2,16,3,11,13,6,11,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,1,9,84,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596627651237143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659166919012244,0.0,0.12308382839217018,0.0,0.0,0.19884026733071405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287804931920655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298860399569879,0.29461204526101104,0.13854863152481636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380966451320562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463456261511785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503094885990513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177748485034286,0.07531455197115433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106090657820466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399749433163081,0.0,0.2377946426962164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639676197240174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601765903233294,0.12284517409438946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306188565155341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765892032067967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590876964545352,0.12390757843518152,0.13474221067948305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383755835320168,0.0,0.0,0.1046641911663641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910498401336013,0.0,0.17727583386941434,0.0,0.0,0.11222996271258873,0.0,0.0,0.1095104961708386,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,palilulu,2019/10/23,"Always swimming across oceans for people who wouldn’t jump a puddle for me Decided to look up my exes(not a good idea). My ex who broke up with me a year ago for acting “crazy” according to him because I suspected that he liked one of his girl friends, has gotten married to that very girl. Talk about gaslighting lol. And my recent ex from 2 months ago was already in a new relationship a week after me even though he told me he wanted to marry me. I don’t understand why the people who have hurt me beyond repair get to live their best lives while I am in pain. I am always giving everything I have, willing to do anything for people, and it is never enough. But the next person is easily enough.",7.1988819875776375,6.132580710144932,7.318861283643893,77.70326086956524,64.36231884057972,9.914699792960665,30.583850931677016,8.841846274778883,2.3007937888198766,550,15,106,7,7,178,94,138,0.094,0.767,0.14,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,0,0,7,1,12,1,0,0,1,11,19,5,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,3,0,1,3,1,17,4,21,14,3,20,0,2,1,0,19,6,0,0,12,74,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723199768740368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695049750905929,0.0,0.25562037124461395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640236388380324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363509845283664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119710494945355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174263781623721,0.0,0.1014534794809789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804867156307732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867346830719593,0.0,0.08025134376883403,0.14735020704356214,0.0,0.12883509497900514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443542607509165,0.17339934101770446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504277548294595,0.0,0.2712689183789948,0.0,0.12898802054093222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260462636008235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846827416389676,0.14835094899393966,0.16335876921407605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408551852672536,0.0,0.1634446580669157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194674011082847,0.13412040871970318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516646509188414,0.16491237605366327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346045147700198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509143857533403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677446116629078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990637123652754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673874480133712,0.09059916007255928,0.0,0.1232112395048766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386030164246541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891543890460153
lonely,ScrawnyNugget,2019/10/23,"I like being alone but feeling lonely isn't something I like. Hello all. I'm not really one to express how I feel to an open crowd like this but I would take comfort in knowing if anyone can relate.

I am quite introverted and due to this I often don't talk very much. I just tend to only speak when spoken to, and I find my energy drains too quickly when I'm in a social situation. The only people I have in my life are my family and my boyfriend. I have no friends at all and although I enjoy being alone, I get so lonely sometimes when I sit down and realise I have absolutely no friends when the people close to me aren't around. I lost all of my friends after finishing with school and back then I guess I didn't realise how important it was to not lose touch.

I wish I could go out and easily make friends but the thought of doing so brings on a feeling of anxiety. The type of people I could befriend, such as colleagues, seems impossible because they know I don't enjoy typical outings such as going for a drink or a meal because I just find it really difficult to make or hold conversation. 

I don't feel I have access to the type of people I would enjoy spending time with. I like doing more practical outings like go-karting or 10-pin bowling where I feel I'm present for a purpose not solely based on conversation making.

I just find it very hard to open up and because of that I think people find it hard to make friends with me too. I don't really know what to do, but because I've been this way for a while now I think it'll be very hard to change.",6.747656250000002,5.412381953125003,7.4025,77.61250000000005,65.40625,10.25,33.4375,9.188382445141503,2.7251562499999995,1235,43,252,18,16,412,153,320,0.09699999999999999,0.705,0.19699999999999998,0.9895,0,6,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,21,19,0,0,12,0,27,3,0,6,3,63,55,29,0,6,14,0,9,5,5,3,1,1,0,0,10,16,2,1,16,1,1,3,12,5,0,1,5,10,39,14,38,42,5,33,0,4,0,0,14,14,0,7,19,175,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672145882632574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895897625542208,0.0,0.0,0.06302992430632802,0.0,0.0,0.08024618125850011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931422990619046,0.0,0.219800796217188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535910359952336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394334194016556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830560193062327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849785859065479,0.0,0.2278944780069735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32955545363922645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34822042234669465,0.0,0.047095879508189414,0.0,0.15369064937041785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930242961016483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422506620572965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862033534980285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367050792452214,0.2201960332455802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084670776000157,0.09840148750305894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406840095215504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626531169329583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061083077352603626,0.13711528497581246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124682512633767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587793726178363,0.0,0.0,0.17324330998951032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122930094130824,0.0,0.08206259696747915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132425609885397,0.0,0.09188920731447058,0.0,0.06939631228528588,0.08915350956464857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777614850335914,0.07245334811509573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551970101625088,0.0,0.0715632944206021,0.052562977096900367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313169003287064,0.0,0.0715511391104535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365974273683043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280696822829649,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Indianjunkie,2019/10/23,"Feeling lonely, wanna talk Hii friends, I am from India , I am an engineering student doing btech in biochemical engineering and biotechnology from top institute of country with qs ranking 172 in world. but in college, my performance is very poor and I am feeling demotivated and lonely, I feel that chat with other gender may help you in hard times there for here I am looking for some girl whom I can talk. I will not do any inappropriate nonsense talk
I am 20 year's old, senior might help more
Thank you
If this sub-Reddit is not for this kind of post I apologise in advance. thank you",4.0632432432432415,6.4303416756756775,5.216477477477478,77.43336486486487,73.68468468468468,7.6832432432432425,28.21711711711712,8.548686976883017,2.295334414414415,470,19,84,9,10,155,76,111,0.11800000000000001,0.69,0.192,0.7992,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,4,2,6,0,0,1,0,13,0,0,0,0,16,19,5,0,2,4,0,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,5,13,4,15,16,2,13,0,2,1,0,12,7,0,4,4,58,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654593031368507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268865695871846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649310727284414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304374890389894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28888733779166953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244078530194024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809639226624933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22860916802805584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22612874691205684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063873748223207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196270358890622,0.0,0.3968029414407004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565853153295609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778082981379853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387735524662818
lonely,Auth3ntic1ty,2019/10/23,Any South Africans? I just have to know I'm not the only one.,-2.11785714285714,-0.2880584999999982,-0.21714285714285708,109.08714285714287,98.28571428571428,2.8000000000000003,14.142857142857142,3.1291,-1.8146,47,1,13,0,2,15,13,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065745142672861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40939127404157133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047804286184199,0.5665489962194679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GoonPirate666,2019/10/23,"i noticed a lot of post on here are from college kids makes feel better that i’m not the only one searching for friends while going to college, all my friends from highschool seemed to just push me out of their little groups and i don’t know why. i ask them to hang out all the time but they’ll give me a lame excuse then i’ll see them hanging out with each other on snapchat.",2.0393128390596718,3.8316578860759516,2.4038336347197102,97.92936708860759,77.73417721518987,4.514285714285714,22.678119349005428,3.1291,-0.2837247739602171,299,9,67,0,7,91,60,79,0.049,0.853,0.098,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,4,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,2,16,12,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,2,10,3,14,11,4,14,0,1,1,0,11,6,0,2,3,44,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508709418511804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373336887160364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568577782030006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414652950543004,0.0,0.0,0.25742568657206233,0.15250943832942154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747809291832842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689571084886775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281414977224545,0.0,0.0,0.17912564910765827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055181518480124,0.0,0.0,0.18184084438395126,0.2040921993338724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570050356038329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138401353812273,0.2442956801073847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647699089324366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24214405517277016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BunnyBanani,2019/10/23,"Friend is done with me I have this “friend” who seems to be bored of me and it breaks my heart. He’s also my only friend and basically the only person I ever talk to. He lives in another country, so our relationship is pretty much just texting. Lately he takes forever to reply if he even does at all. And he’s NEVER the one to text first, unless I just go a long time without texting for prideful reasons, which I have done before but find even harder to do lately for some reason. The lack of interest on his part is just very obvious. It really sucks because talking to him is easy, we click in a way that I don’t with most people. It seems as though all my friends eventually just get bored of me. I guess I’m not interesting or fun enough.",2.562659195109525,4.353623105960272,4.25655629139073,85.23346408558332,76.21854304635762,7.030259806418747,22.873662761079977,7.882392219407189,1.1035823739174728,583,17,119,9,13,196,101,151,0.105,0.767,0.128,0.5677,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,2,10,11,1,0,5,0,11,1,1,2,5,30,19,11,0,2,10,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,2,1,16,8,20,16,8,14,0,0,1,0,18,4,1,7,7,87,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728992739217323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406813736133227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178438596605092,0.0,0.11416264496688945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740675364867385,0.2745902103106297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862601661338148,0.0,0.1772265028941152,0.12135791626346487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226223511538848,0.11411879287317993,0.0,0.0,0.4146153267881397,0.0,0.07009451564138047,0.0,0.07624780015242029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779542877687266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898354130268375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026829210874907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846819348663147,0.1187298392157837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862508090880848,0.0,0.10347460748206808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091217247936123,0.20407368092017872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528521761751614,0.0,0.0930115795875816,0.11714576535829345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649178053784322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594811286135741,0.2758833670333511,0.0,0.14404061763810472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244273513809591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087371445213457,0.21566992253922587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181425102572494,0.0,0.07823139643534076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106983448829959,0.0,0.1064921706932804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932813315122565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Clokkers,2019/10/23,"It’s been two and a half days since I’ve had a meaningful conversation with anyone. I’m feeling crippled. I’m away at university, I’ve come to a new town where I don’t know anyone. I’m an only child so I thought I could cope. Turns out I can’t cope knowing I’m miles away from anyone who can hug me. 

My bf was meant to come see me but bailed twice. I have nothing to look forward to and honestly I can’t stop getting depressed and crying all day. 

Any help would be appreciated",0.6148930481283443,2.7408013627451027,2.8342067736185403,91.25847593582891,84.3921568627451,5.6698752228164,22.01782531194296,6.980632752743323,0.5519686274509805,377,13,85,5,11,128,71,102,0.111,0.723,0.166,0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,0,1,18,26,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,6,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,5,3,9,2,10,18,1,14,0,1,2,1,5,8,0,0,5,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279271575542706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096194365777592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36693187178266296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33642175928186163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591004662614075,0.0,0.21449883428432195,0.2518705808525047,0.0,0.1681888294946511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873617831292762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202237451278773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088774983582327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463448142545172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398060794093214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859641928469456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737024559879706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851434033414182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560774369016142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615323052002654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325743838181142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550253929004127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124015570498661,0.1907538919516232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387167330353642,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,idkbruhh666,2019/10/23,i hate this i’ve been sitting at lunch alone for a few days cuz when i text my friends they ignore my texts or find better ppl to sit with. i feel so alone like no one cares and i have to hold in my tears. it’s the worst feeling,-0.19788461538461632,1.3683734423076963,1.1736923076923098,105.17130769230768,83.80769230769229,4.16,16.16923076923077,3.1291,-1.4063123076923074,177,3,48,0,5,56,44,52,0.287,0.508,0.204,-0.6581,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,2,7,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,6,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,8,4,6,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6345553575459257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27093439489951776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123358441312309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756509420465404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097911999690707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799908216625464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366788862896848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30244906897132184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149663111550887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758510689196694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MisunderstoodMango7,2019/10/23,"I’m lonely you’re lonely, lets do it together Doesn’t matter who you are just message me whenever and I’ll reply as soon as I can, cause I got nothing better to do, so lets talk about literally anything, the only things I don’t like is skim milk and milk made from beans, perhaps some other things too but we’ll find those things out eventually no?",1.4494718309859138,3.8879331549295806,3.1613908450704247,88.20433978873241,83.64788732394365,5.803521126760564,20.142605633802816,7.1686216300943375,0.5812943661971834,278,8,56,4,8,92,55,71,0.12,0.838,0.042,-0.6373,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,2,0,10,13,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,6,8,1,2,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953640137661145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22519697113979534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26157216411270456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23272454945682605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364854638654686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207469068994898,0.0,0.12439793561506599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240934311415015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443215624485091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936553776747578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046596117348211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074887777882157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,daze22OO,2019/10/23,There’s very few things that make me happy anymore I don’t know how to explain but very few things excite me anymore. I don’t have friends anymore. I don’t like them so it’s hard to make an effort. I wasn’t allowed to meet the one friend I have. I needed it man. Sucks because nobody understands that the little things could mean the difference between life and death.,1.4574624624624626,4.040689581081082,2.127477477477477,94.45430930930931,85.62162162162161,4.3699699699699694,21.735735735735737,5.82211442006289,0.16826906906906913,295,10,59,2,9,91,48,74,0.128,0.649,0.223,0.8393,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,1,0,4,0,7,1,0,4,0,12,15,4,1,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,9,5,4,13,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,1,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5517482477369425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130483002794736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480663439162765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375526748561625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865556634653605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741445227493615,0.1661263353513609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191820100996676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098847361200094,0.09060126338067828,0.18586912878774947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475779765053665,0.0,0.0,0.20200888324781488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750846216341867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566538774005526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696132431120509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305948058839584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060305359012752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jsshu12,2019/10/23,"alone I’m a teenager staying in a foreign country alone and I’ve never felt lonelier than I do right now. I’ve got online friends, but they hardly reply to me anymore and I feel like such a burden whenever I try to talk about the way I’ve been feeling. I wish there was a way I could make friends offline or at least have the courage to strike up a conversation with a stranger except they would feel totally creeped out, wouldn’t they?",3.5351461038961034,5.164616897727279,4.062857142857143,88.32500000000002,73.20454545454545,6.846753246753247,30.75324675324676,7.447530270364453,1.8263746753246748,349,16,71,4,7,110,62,88,0.114,0.66,0.226,0.9046,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,4,5,0,0,8,0,7,0,0,1,2,18,15,4,0,4,3,0,5,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,5,9,4,11,8,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,45,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408892299596629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110863736914945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994048135851544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228645112954349,0.15205746633297848,0.20436586315850067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32888910536514543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023266031116135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066851148766034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398596941995256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207658333510118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416021735818018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817696096041399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268658761076981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107782393761053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450869184162518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378950317058779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24476278431161425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511999315928496,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mrtoddkraines,2019/10/23,"Whats wrong with me My mom was very abusive (physically and psychologically). I used to wish i was dead all the time.  But then at school etc i’d see my friends and be ok for a while. 
Ive just left college and realise i don’t really have any friends. I gave so much, would always make sure i was there for them but i never got the same amount as i was putting in. I had to text first or we just wouldn’t talk. 
My mom doesnt love me, i dont have any friends. What am i doing wrong i just want to be loved and i want to be cared about. I just want someone to care about me as much as i care about them. What the fuck is wrong with me",-0.562340425531918,1.2349313475177333,1.2986950354609943,102.494,86.58865248226951,4.611063829787233,16.492198581560285,5.6839178017228535,-1.0098448226950354,484,10,131,3,15,158,79,141,0.157,0.621,0.222,0.7432,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,2,1,9,14,1,0,4,1,19,3,0,2,3,26,34,13,1,6,7,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,7,1,25,10,17,22,6,9,0,0,1,3,12,3,1,1,5,89,28,2,0.0,0.1536645494421984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791465086971082,0.0,0.0,0.17639086046599292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966908147233147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519987869518868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464155610087026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031647792398884,0.0,0.0,0.30060059386143884,0.11989873909591355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037270373699052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409114131562435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23410530958296524,0.0,0.08657083218961034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037888625688251,0.0,0.0,0.19067799942326916,0.0,0.10002694529615642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303769063394516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308441455050447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125585730876405,0.1033482282839656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988813765680112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223376127982084,0.0,0.0,0.1042420168039582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562481078303056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201278451421567,0.0,0.107009995567322,0.22948820582761634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914011464454713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212991752576358,0.42539556763529296,0.0,0.0
lonely,Superanime75,2019/10/23,hi just got my first friend frick this place,1.91,4.431124444444446,-0.27999999999999936,113.10000000000002,82.33333333333334,3.6,9.0,3.1291,-2.6402,36,0,9,0,1,9,9,9,0.0,0.7140000000000001,0.28600000000000003,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4869183387330509,0.0,0.0,0.44226678413365106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578336588361333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5980793959786974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway___737,2019/10/23,Just Fuck Off I’m tired of this bs. It doesn’t matter how hard you try and be nice to everyone they will take you for granted and always end up hurting you in some or the other way. My intentions are always questioned even though I genuinely try to be transparent and caring  so that I can just get an ounce of reciprocation of the same from them but it’s all in vain. I have given up all hope now. Everyone is so full of shit. All of you can just fuck off.,2.134375000000002,3.6605336875000014,3.7170833333333313,89.78625000000002,76.70833333333334,7.300000000000002,21.375,8.07648339933343,0.7976499999999995,358,9,81,6,8,119,67,96,0.203,0.703,0.095,-0.9152,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,2,0,9,8,3,0,3,0,9,4,1,2,3,18,17,9,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,10,3,15,13,6,10,0,1,0,2,7,7,3,4,2,62,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474352382973235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286014245670634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491278292117308,0.0,0.0,0.1378939935340119,0.0,0.0,0.3989871358294256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860184567490412,0.10907637998586454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870214941825512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207360795077292,0.0,0.0,0.223498077108458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338759076718624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430465394104156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697290305079176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512048911207725,0.0,0.0,0.2399562810340996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834891955647921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571596750149156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shygurrrl,2019/10/23,We are so lonely Are we going to die like this? I wish none of you stays this lonely for too long.,0.12681818181818372,1.5543898636363664,2.1090909090909093,99.53363636363638,82.18181818181819,4.4,11.0,3.1291,-1.8598909090909088,75,0,19,0,2,25,18,22,0.32899999999999996,0.507,0.165,-0.7337,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,4,1,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697890252684021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572567870530141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211465340277753,0.0,0.0,0.4005893534359749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824747268333444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5205360079964345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ducks468,2019/10/23,I have no clue what to do with myself. I have no clue what to feel. If there is anyone that has the time to call a stranger please do so.,-0.4620430107526872,1.0618625806451618,1.0012903225806475,106.28860215053764,84.48387096774194,4.133333333333334,13.559139784946234,3.1291,-1.7879118279569894,104,1,29,0,3,33,23,31,0.139,0.789,0.073,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830452492033735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5593807497320914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769919148117708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6013367784886773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194355519626098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wHAtisLife59,2019/10/23,"Lonely Listening to Music I’m not sure what to write here.  I miss my ex and the guy that I worked with I do. I love my bf but he doesn’t pay attention to me.  Never had friends, but I just want to be long.",-1.98035460992908,-0.1869055957446797,1.0224468085106402,101.6841666666667,94.31914893617022,4.835460992907802,14.21631205673759,6.42735559955562,-0.8361177304964542,155,3,42,2,6,54,37,47,0.203,0.7090000000000001,0.087,-0.5286,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,11,9,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,8,3,5,7,0,2,0,2,0,1,8,0,0,0,2,27,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283611665880453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208260726060613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761198971173296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383587528412626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277934087797343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005662790086261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506815239975483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094118658659527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,local-anesthesia,2019/10/23,"I just want someone to hold my hand. I need some oxytocin in my life. 
Apparently you get that from cuddling?
I wouldn't know.",0.15820000000000078,2.514247120000004,1.4794999999999978,95.58725,97.8,4.1000000000000005,22.25,5.985473137389443,0.2724000000000002,98,4,21,1,4,31,22,25,0.0,0.809,0.191,0.5423,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,13,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31857796994820586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33511186982241664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306963023514247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521343333707583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166534051587334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596562392533733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ThepIGOFmigS261468,2019/10/23,"I feel like I’m not even the main character of my own life I live with four other people, all of whom live much more interesting lives. School just consumes me, and I’m not even doing well. 

I think about how I’m almost like a plot device for other people. Like, I’m the text message from an old friend that the main character chooses to ignore. I’m the friend who is starting to take adderall an unhealthy amount, so the main character has to come and save them. I’m the one dimensional comic relief with no significant backstory. 

With that, I’m nobody’s favorite person. Someone already said that on here and it just completely resonates with me. Like it is just so frustrating to know I wouldn’t be anyone’s best man. 

I feel so incredibly lonely but I have no idea how to cope with that and I don’t know where to go from here.",2.150485471296953,4.511473403614461,3.430283486888733,87.86117292700216,80.02409638554218,6.315520907158045,21.81289865343728,7.510576382923642,0.8857311126860381,659,20,132,10,17,214,97,166,0.086,0.773,0.141,0.7338,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,15,14,1,0,9,0,8,1,0,2,1,30,25,10,0,1,6,0,2,4,2,1,1,1,0,2,10,10,0,1,7,1,0,2,6,3,1,2,1,3,11,11,18,22,9,6,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,1,6,89,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883518102825032,0.0,0.1860616047534015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178936733842032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769422520635049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523967907679722,0.17678083976412967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227261729628705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050515260428584,0.12045260749330985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605301224118964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582303124794234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903363581847275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853235847026744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909184642168953,0.3294907237747744,0.0,0.44664822002722776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394527043224625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692429157833356,0.0,0.11425221353132547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337812101968793,0.14722080259433634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603835121074554,0.0,0.0,0.17063890725891234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285984728562245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934063788430313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677119959815758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803631807378967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159760585452325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Humblebumble23,2019/10/23,Feeling unloveable I feel unlovable. I don’t have strong relationships with anyone in my family. I don’t really have strong relationships with friends either. I usually have one close friend (or boyfriend) that I feel extremely close to and loved by but then something always happens... and I end up feeling like I may be unlovable. A couple months ago my ex broke up with me but it made me realize how no one really cares about me. I don’t really have any deep connections with anyone and it’s so lonely. It makes me think that I won’t ever have long lasting relationships with people since they all tend to leave. I am always the one to reach out to friends or family and I just lay here at night and wonder why no one ever reaches out to me. Sometimes I feel like I’m so different from everyone and no one ever seems to understand me. I dont know I just felt like I needed to vent. Does anyone else ever feel this way?,2.8405785391079483,5.051873587912091,4.145733678086618,84.40808985132514,76.85714285714286,7.579056237879766,23.343244990303806,8.4952907291091,1.5975510019392365,731,23,142,15,17,240,100,182,0.128,0.696,0.17600000000000002,0.6734,1,2,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,11,15,0,0,2,0,13,1,0,3,5,45,33,14,0,1,7,1,7,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,15,0,0,13,0,0,0,8,5,0,5,2,7,24,10,21,28,2,22,0,2,0,1,9,9,0,5,15,97,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046865764213406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984161145975046,0.0,0.0,0.06940324540475555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140849226377997,0.10457094223949827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104055391121441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292573320756293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066293577113236,0.0,0.0,0.0893120369318728,0.0,0.11961174274197475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852567387170476,0.0,0.09039349371914587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36927084217765976,0.0,0.09752122213203554,0.0,0.0,0.19242324646999914,0.0,0.30962291153382465,0.14582115345403399,0.09799211643821328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365503147891598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024994985446684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608865479537527,0.08319125791596388,0.0,0.1080651619614619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495818097874429,0.0,0.0,0.09031851623022176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921117353167811,0.09657017260283356,0.06812480754928682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146208070987512,0.0,0.0,0.0756750471387606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957749412425063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34578723342995754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075447853771526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614376834918207,0.0,0.0,0.32871774141749704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929101793927634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442380408318231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856958056271716,0.10093841619987423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539493351076654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624644523148574,0.0,0.0,0.11240296343357067,0.0,0.0,0.08100924679660447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209187651252786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067803497894554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TrippyZantana,2019/10/23,"Alone. i’m 14, a freshman in highschool, and i’m feeling the most helpless and alone. I just sludge through everyday feeling down and helpless and unmotivated cause i have no friends that really truly care for me. Also another thing is if that a girl shows the slightest interest in me i get clingy and attracted cause that’s the only thing that makes me happy, but in the end i destroy those feelings cause i know that it’s gonna end up bad. and people say, “oh your 14 you shouldn’t be feeling this way” or “go outside and use your energy” but really i have i energy and i have no point to go outside. anyways, people think that i’m just sad or depressed or lonely to get attention, which is really not the case. My parents see it but don’t seem to try and do anything to help me. for the past months, i just go home after school and sleep cause i have no one to talk too to keep me in check, ask how my day was, or even just have general conversations.",1.859747693977212,4.002546922680414,3.4158166033640818,88.75894465545309,79.77319587628865,6.764622897449813,23.61258817145957,7.85451343220497,1.2207567010309277,749,26,157,13,19,247,108,194,0.177,0.701,0.121,-0.9427,1,4,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,3,0,0,9,12,1,0,8,0,12,1,1,7,0,42,34,20,0,2,13,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,13,10,0,1,8,1,1,3,6,7,0,1,1,6,20,5,16,30,1,18,0,5,1,0,11,7,0,7,7,102,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612695630897533,0.0,0.10086776808069772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226046947570028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379594365389756,0.0,0.11791645568299405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531500706159712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860004814872272,0.5182895082534492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134474830417,0.0,0.10863736412969252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234311460334924,0.0,0.0,0.08330904040196414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551046508471456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744932176228603,0.0,0.1317975977670273,0.0,0.21505128047086655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342699302998856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454366548452999,0.0,0.1265207469685311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211197620239648,0.0,0.0,0.06931888515861896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841941338794848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067741218096728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547035264402235,0.09592912036928328,0.0,0.0,0.14005473322300513,0.0,0.12040732969970742,0.17488818692860714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923557241315096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24241029495855906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030528192176494,0.0,0.12765238525738576,0.10051092669745676,0.1148258962332021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622315765869233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138017732620648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675930808464946,0.08082033528039116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563539368740647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089376079341372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011776349364444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,another1dumb1blonde,2019/10/23,"🚨⚠️🚨⚠️🚨⚠️HEY YOU!! STOP SCROLLING ⚠️🚨⚠️🚨⚠️🚨 I just wanted you to know...





I wuv u ❤️
if you just wanna chat or even talk about life, Oblivion and the meaning of happiness we can... I don't really mind I just wanted you to know that me for you! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️",-6.479680365296803,-6.254476684931506,-0.43720547945205546,106.865196347032,124.06849315068493,3.0425570776255704,10.346118721461185,5.2151,-1.7769097716894982,194,4,66,2,15,82,38,73,0.057,0.856,0.087,0.3701,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,5,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,15,7,3,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,11,1,6,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,1,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483956304978372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623759476005132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741641429300288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404437552717112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37080953115174864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34372006938206745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180772720234358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846004943073367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27361105903935545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015687912844977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawaymaybeidkyet,2019/10/23,"bored, usually sad, socially awkward ever since i started university ive had a hard time making friends and talking to my peers in general. i’ve made one friend and she’s really cool but she has her own closer friends from high school, whereas i’ve failed to keep contact with anyone from high school. i have a boyfriend but we dont go to the same school and he lives about 40 minutes away. we see each other every weekend but it’s never enough time, during the week i feel super lonely and sad and theres not much he can really do about it. if anyones in a similar situation it’d be nice to hear how you handle it, or maybe just let me know im not alone lol",2.3493872549019628,4.2000394779411785,3.8402941176470575,87.71549019607845,77.01470588235293,6.886274509803924,23.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.158609803921569,523,17,109,8,12,173,98,136,0.141,0.715,0.14300000000000002,0.3201,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,1,0,2,6,12,0,1,5,2,10,0,0,3,2,27,19,11,0,1,8,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,2,5,12,6,12,14,5,15,0,4,1,0,15,6,0,2,8,65,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068273319065176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345859178641665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366917104901879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051203167100887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032903502350134,0.0,0.0,0.13160313547225244,0.1225807625770739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356361296874381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33721333576859497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268475499476828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032957256398575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397668375839128,0.0,0.0,0.3074342458122445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715309268890035,0.0,0.0,0.12931731348882056,0.0,0.0,0.07995695291794405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877236597778756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846945791922618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766521540322554,0.09711504135077703,0.0,0.14616326173674454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106951159705362,0.0,0.11221009066138984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985871158573942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640796560682013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417279245561685,0.1159359013823988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035000933538753,0.16353573867142773,0.0,0.14830771991499353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297786738608164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693855212379195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967161896406294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602355857505152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670250497797632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tha_lion,2019/10/23,"I’m jealous I’m in my early twenties and haven’t been in a relationship in almost 3 years. Even when I did have a girlfriend I don’t think I got the emotional connection most people seem to experience. Today, my mom was showing me some pictures of my little cousin and his girlfriend. I just found myself really jealous while looking at the pictures. He’s a couple years younger than me probably around 18-19 and this really just made me feel more alone. I mean I love my cousin and I want the best for him but seeing that made me feel terrible. I know this loneliness is just part of our biology but it sucks to be a slave to these emotions. Sometimes I wish I was just gay or asexual so I wouldn’t have to worry about these problems. I know most of this is a problem within myself. I had low self esteem in middle school thanks to constant rejections. Which led to social anxiety for the majority of my high school years. Things got better for me when I got to college but it feels like I’m playing catch up. Most of the girls I talk to have way more experience in relationships than I do. I feel like I have to lie about how many sexual partners I’ve had (which is one) or they won’t be interested. Not only that I feel as though it’s really hard for me to make emotional connections to other people and I don’t know why. My theory is that I’m afraid to get close to women because I had to experience my parents divorce at a really young age.  This is something I really wanted to get off my chest for a while but seeing those pictures brought all these emotions up. Thanks for sticking around until the end, Reader.",3.0903648827952246,5.044535151702792,4.544841884122072,83.02470201238391,75.1919504643963,7.710260946483856,25.15800530738611,8.527137837955566,1.7771770013268466,1286,44,251,25,28,428,164,323,0.11699999999999999,0.7709999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.3724,1,1,1,0,1,0,23.0,1,0,1,2,14,18,3,1,13,0,24,3,1,5,1,48,59,20,0,6,11,4,6,2,3,2,0,0,0,4,18,8,0,0,12,2,0,3,6,9,0,1,14,9,42,9,45,41,10,36,0,2,3,2,21,18,1,8,16,176,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968317939623917,0.0927589873496897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851451189735888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945793395158836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459602609126386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398955619285676,0.07921011086022171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678446019018046,0.0,0.0,0.09909839933572667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029797638398488,0.07932514833856745,0.0,0.0,0.059154706988245036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628258013136436,0.0,0.0,0.22642561958746416,0.12796589834863567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819986233160004,0.0,0.0,0.09358466068082648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489219665109616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022975769531122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946269314151536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476624260893504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751071758185684,0.08976442617686127,0.0,0.0,0.07520933337257439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808329976760142,0.16949103196745474,0.05978317954137154,0.0908015814652445,0.0,0.0975590277182373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489366715248424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060689375876185385,0.06811576486423257,0.0,0.0,0.09944775100216334,0.09698667340992777,0.0,0.1241817142959586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965627402463216,0.1713970440941077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28687782862497785,0.0,0.0,0.1923116552354169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128259333720986,0.14273827640354986,0.08153367525978075,0.09343246288190996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129694971785708,0.0,0.06894902914584962,0.08857888448246982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198636132659951,0.0,0.16491289681916851,0.0,0.0,0.05950086294895021,0.057387568373558476,0.08799398813348308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489408948031046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565170943157566,0.07108996736979965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081557050810201,0.0,0.10299161998451647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095432883433327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302453799366424
lonely,Gagagigos_lost_soul,2019/10/23,"Hollywood,Ca Halloween Hello everyone, 23 M looking for a couple of people to attend a free halloween venue with me in west Los Angeles ( Hollywood parade Oct 31). I have absolutely nothing to do on that day and would like some company as I currently have none.

Feel free to message me.",3.1596855345911976,6.033205377358493,5.221037735849059,73.36350628930819,80.13207547169812,8.816352201257864,31.474842767295605,9.2995712137729,3.8730654088050316,227,12,36,7,6,78,44,53,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.8442,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,5,9,5,2,6,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,3,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651400833485599,0.0,0.2711089292860944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016890402418081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212555666434852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537537812299664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530115100547032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033638743550565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291437063187584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29862435573057605,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,SuperChadCurryLad,2019/10/23,"[26M] Depressed and very lonely. Need someone to talk to. It's been a really bad day, and I have nobody to talk to.

I sure could use a kind soul to converse with.

Feel free to message/chat me.",-0.5578048780487848,1.5289971219512208,1.7104390243902436,97.40468292682928,89.97560975609754,4.255609756097561,17.956097560975607,5.6839178017228535,-0.478350243902439,146,4,34,1,5,49,32,41,0.21100000000000002,0.597,0.192,-0.223,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,6,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,4,7,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587886736524598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474635145429561,0.0,0.0,0.19988698771027824,0.0,0.266952641951388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671601815659006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32275696012243393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298181100871773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985568200340004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626129014766036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921167233568596,0.0,0.0,0.4982393745566592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676904256547036,0.0,0.2557346591012468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pseudynonymous,2019/01/23,"done i posted this yesterday and got pretty good responses so here we go again 
i just want someone to talk to (ages 15-18)
the only thing i care about is that i don’t want to talk to someone who won’t respond or never texts first and has short responses. i cannot stress enough that  i want to have an actual friendship so please don’t just talk to me for five minutes lol. um i’m pretty socially awkward and anxious and shit but like i’m good at listening to other people problems. i’m into art, reading, and a lot of different kinds of music. i’ll pretty much always respond fast because i have no life so there’s a plus. tbh i have no one in my life who cares. i have no friends and i’m a burden to my family and everyone else. i’m so done with feeling this lonely and depressed and i literally just want one single friend who i can talk to without feeling judged lol. that’s about it so start a chat with me if you want to talk.",1.6769444444444446,3.531438066326533,3.4668707482993177,89.60114512471658,79.05102040816327,6.396371882086169,23.133786848072557,7.3871296695380915,0.9016936507936508,735,24,157,10,18,246,111,196,0.133,0.621,0.24600000000000002,0.9571,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,1,13,15,1,2,6,2,13,3,1,0,1,31,31,18,0,7,7,0,2,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,11,14,0,0,2,3,0,1,9,7,1,4,3,3,17,8,22,27,4,13,0,2,0,0,17,4,1,3,8,104,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.1095340468534459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933960800390657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680388012000285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842295946122637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288806742740421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667567590877928,0.0,0.0,0.11727119098467816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297293622322107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376553984209106,0.0,0.0,0.1159781565022209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725404439429216,0.0,0.0,0.10581374478390336,0.0,0.11350797557403305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547477120836928,0.0,0.0,0.17343902116355187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379090675086055,0.1882900456471868,0.08977185772589051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688495399787514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856264972909498,0.05483679591914789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542591702278386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251232595528431,0.0,0.08656956690915074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521190094810885,0.08536669335941993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077815923716631,0.0,0.0,0.1232103117718148,0.0,0.0,0.10749881738658867,0.3425777960994236,0.0,0.10740244152771516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227447142349392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521695214515598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441872122773665,0.19020811756745606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944694927430893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857523339559776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510877654884175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456999025274222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310223815265334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819930366018353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,A_Crowe,2019/01/23,"Feeling kind of lonely First of all, this is my first time posting here. Don't plan for a second one. If you have the time to read this, I'd appreciate it. If not, no bones broken.


I'm not that overly sensitive person when it comes to being alone. I actually quite enjoy it most of the time. I'm an extrovert with a tendency to stay alone. Wich means that I have no problem approaching people, but I don't run after conversations. If I had to describe myself I'd even go as far as to call myself entertaining when needed but quiet otherwise.
However, as much as I enjoy being alone, there are moments in wich I dread it. When noone responds. Everyone's busy and noone thinks about you. And you can't even blame them. I think that drags me down so much because throughout my life, I've never really had friends. A few here and there that vanished before I could notice. But I do have one friend that stuck around. Don't know what I'd do without him. I sometimes think that if I didn't have him as a friend I'd go insane. You probably know that feeling, when you have so many people around you, but noone seems to matter to you.

That feeling took it's highlight a few weeks ago. I'm currently in an apprenticeship. Me and the other apprentices have a whatsapp group for information and casual talk. At the end of december one of them asked the group to go to the christmas market in the city. Meeting in seven hours, drink something, have some fun, etc.
I replied with an 'ok'. Several hours pass and I drive down to the city and start waiting for the rest to show up. Ten minutes. Fifteen minutes. Twenty minutes. I send the group a message. ""Where are you?"". No response. Another thirty minutes pass and one after another says that they can't come. I'm asking the one, whose idea it was to come out in the first place ""you're coming though, right?"". No response. The last person of the group says he doesn't have time and guess who came out of hiding. The one with the idea. Letting me stand there for almost an hour before telling me that she won't come.

Sounds like something that can happen, I know. But stuff like that happened to me all my life. I'm surprised if anyone shows up everytime. I've also never been invited anywhere. If someone asked me to go somewhere it was always after someone else was invited while I was in earshot. It was always a mercy invite.

But back to the point. I've gotten used to that. I rarely, if ever go out outside of work. And that works just fine for me. But I sometimes feels that thorn in my chest. That damned feeling, or rather realization of being alone. If I wanted to talk to someone right now, I'd be fucked. If I wanted to do something, I'd have to do it alone. You get the point. I don't get it. I like myself and I like the company I can give myself. So why do I still feel this ache in my chest?


If you've read thus far, thank you for your time. ",1.8346764875794328,4.162985100519929,3.0280909878682856,90.48101574234549,81.01039861351819,5.71841709994223,21.57507221259388,6.961326702584282,0.5767714846909304,2261,69,461,27,60,727,250,577,0.106,0.795,0.099,-0.7955,4,7,4,0,0,0,83.0,0,11,3,7,26,22,2,1,31,1,42,7,3,2,5,83,92,44,0,16,23,0,6,4,3,1,2,4,0,2,34,25,1,1,17,7,0,18,18,5,0,12,13,10,58,17,67,72,10,83,0,1,0,1,45,27,2,16,39,315,92,6,0.0,0.0,0.06320715934216609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741558950145743,0.0,0.06485880719400218,0.3354161458439941,0.0,0.05179735076586938,0.10778933276995432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583609631196708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045289393980862666,0.0,0.0,0.1153198566703992,0.1816564438461763,0.0,0.0,0.049804906181465734,0.0,0.039483804584658666,0.0,0.11023071241524138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613843981256698,0.07408077662762261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789724358628943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051714378493991714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345092811973606,0.0,0.0,0.05410786497766308,0.0,0.057367887003597004,0.0,0.07223679406489515,0.08556127829092483,0.05858908389355719,0.0,0.061891472732603675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965010032446061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652825559800194,0.0,0.0,0.15012575763088945,0.05987975211406061,0.0676803554944928,0.062134251755472485,0.18405427916753966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135256637806428,0.0,0.11455357487161127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135918382398528,0.0,0.0,0.1462371655282693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744903638893557,0.106789354347192,0.052797015442708414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623274286009229,0.09149935526944038,0.1265753689211523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566763472049407,0.0,0.0705546147160435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952282853444911,0.04802688085866934,0.0999107869561355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374222058247105,0.0,0.0,0.26334306311465794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980812141992363,0.11311108967051843,0.0676719163378647,0.0,0.1224590745997694,0.0,0.06203272018918168,0.0,0.0698341003733786,0.06197710602679519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889193859122884,0.1295770695812468,0.0,0.04149396553575283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110628171870864,0.0,0.10301700870816248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896509199487927,0.0,0.07317280139091108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464079170760731,0.14959165646301206,0.12812036390291534,0.0,0.0458452520132762,0.06903727523081214,0.05172620972759008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414730649994809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412096362577176,0.05661271487261625,0.05963244083565216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450793752622008,0.06363718535630129,0.0,0.18884247480443045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196297182954534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594135368639188,0.0,0.0,0.07640723598194223,0.0,0.05195539475717555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058445759184113835,0.0,0.0,0.062436939231424765,0.0,0.09430812879159026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,publicNME777,2019/01/23,"I made an app that was bred out of loneliness. Apologies if this is too spammy for this subreddit, but I promise you I am genuine.

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I'm an extrovert to a fault. When I don't have access to people I feel suffocated. After about 10 years of living in cities, I find myself back in the sticks cut off from my friends.

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All hope is not lost however, I've been taking advantage of this newfound isolation and teaching myself to code. I'm attempting a career change into software in development so that, hopefully, I can make it back to one of the metro areas I've been establishing myself in.

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Anyway, the first entry into my portfolio is an Android app called Theo. I thought of it back in college when I found myself in similar bouts of loneliness, and wished I could reach out to someone in that moment whom I had a viable shot of meeting nearby. It's a location-based chat app that allows people to check in remotely to Google Maps locations, like a particular business or town, and chat there. I won't claim that it is the cure for anyone's loneliness, especially since it's worthless without users and may never get any, but I made it with lonely people in mind, so maybe someday it will connect someone.

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[For your consideration](https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=app.meettheo.theo)

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lonely,iceman22frost,2019/01/23,"Does anyone still believe the just be yourself advice? I'm 31 and have never been in a relationship or even had a date. I've never once had a girl show interest in me. The few times someone told me a girl was interested in me, they were just joking and thought it hilarious when I came back embarrassed and red faced. I've only ever told one person that I'm still a dateless virgin. But other people still try to give me advice when they find out I'm single. The main ones I get are, just be yourself and once you stop trying to find someone then you will somehow find one. I gave up a while ago on ever finding a girlfriend, which actually helped quite a bit but some days I still find myself thinking about how I will never find love and it's hard. /rant",4.659803921568631,5.285195666666667,5.493339869281048,82.92902941176472,69.45751633986927,7.688627450980393,26.41111111111111,7.554174236665415,1.318388758169934,599,17,120,6,10,196,95,153,0.067,0.883,0.05,-0.5191,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,2,1,16,5,0,1,11,0,11,3,1,1,5,30,23,13,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,7,0,1,8,2,0,1,3,1,0,3,10,2,14,4,9,9,5,26,0,0,1,2,15,6,0,3,19,85,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.10437666209389494,0.0,0.0,0.20903840832894155,0.09481279726357704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478829647109696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224495321771311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205062895183459,0.0,0.0,0.11677164569719355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233272733958135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689797772922647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360063774036796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064548324461628,0.1935012766146915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5865521315871904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055881720277933256,0.10260492430659676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581435343953316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169243667443555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965347725256712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474803778129647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22781592226474245,0.21743478270153133,0.0813472227386165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415197930340668,0.0933925690419056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376417909249505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483405555856953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812522132174799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34167073289325195,0.0894226050757209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853507871806587,0.0,0.08491358570517991,0.06236871704654408,0.0,0.0,0.20440802602546146,0.0,0.14523642910060836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,oaka23,2019/01/23,I miss having someone to hold And someone to hold on to me,-1.5138461538461527,0.4529333846153882,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,99.76923076923076,2.6,21.884615384615387,3.1291,-0.3081999999999998,46,2,10,0,2,16,9,13,0.127,0.873,0.0,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Uncreativitype,2019/01/23,"How tf do I make friends if i can’t talk to anyone new? It’s like a catch 22. In high school I was somewhat ok because I knew everyone and already had people I was friendly with and talked to at some point so I felt comfortable doing it again. 

Now that I’m in college with literally no one, I don’t know what to do. It’s seriously *impossible* for me to talk to anyone new, I’ve barely done it in my whole life. I don’t struggle as much if it’s structured, like I’m being forced to talk to them essentially. But left on my own I talk to no one. 

I have some snapchat friends but that’s about it, and I have no clue how to talk to people on my own. ",1.6422215108834806,2.652331711267607,3.737503201024328,91.25903329065304,76.95774647887323,6.853777208706785,24.17669654289373,7.348242739294969,0.7529774647887321,501,16,122,6,11,172,78,142,0.084,0.8140000000000001,0.102,0.3491,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,1,1,1,13,1,0,3,0,18,19,11,0,2,4,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,6,1,16,7,21,12,7,14,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,5,6,84,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326344938309985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422374720733135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466322693205912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212794419280053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271091416443026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335172662023664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32190745598993736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674000915182878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632776219794936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089935101719104,0.0,0.09809883774882806,0.13570474395398566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270705687938474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209672063370673,0.0,0.0,0.26827269406004983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822462988721794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257124393405625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129155778922336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055939999080153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519313448275434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6697847533612694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506054558965676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DANIEL_easy,2019/01/23,I need attention... I have very little to no social interaction the most gratifying part of my day is when somone goes live and they even mention my comment i find myself giving them gifts (tik tok) just so they can say my name and a thanks and I feel happy it’s sick that somone saying my name and saying a simple thanks is my favorite part of my day.Its sad that i feel like an attention whore somone that needs it to even feel like a human being...idk I just feel like I’ll never find somone that gets me ,1.8400961538461544,3.91253974038462,2.9890769230769263,92.15592307692309,79.48076923076924,5.6984615384615385,17.130769230769232,6.742157984588678,-0.2229469230769228,399,7,86,4,10,128,63,104,0.11,0.667,0.222,0.9023,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,6,8,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,20,14,6,0,2,2,0,4,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,17,6,4,14,3,4,0,1,0,1,14,1,0,1,6,51,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399265436010766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891861660501235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31986991140059884,0.3389560165634049,0.0,0.0,0.28910001099812144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262900300044156,0.1517158483350724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835800745366747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317983511305344,0.1585119823257617,0.13965299033017153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345385601821049,0.1219782114744766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425310118085901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773115253067449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121821412370702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29121414015821473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049371677348592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ForwardTraveler,2019/01/23,"I just want someone to talk to I'm sick and tired of feeling alone all the time. I have major social anxiety so it's hard for me to even find a friend let alone a girlfriend. I'm the only person in my life that I know that has someone. I just want someone to talk to or spend time with because I'm so sick of feeling alone. It's been so long since I had a feeling of companionship. I just want someone to hold me, I just want to feel loved but being that I have social anxiety I feel like that's impossible for me. I've tried multiple dating sites and for long periods with not a single response from anyone. I just don't know what to do anymore.",1.7775304136253034,3.4531872335766463,3.590967153284673,89.65146289537714,78.12408759124088,6.318491484184915,23.82542579075426,7.1686216300943375,0.8413119221411196,509,17,111,6,12,171,71,137,0.121,0.752,0.127,-0.0872,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,6,0,9,5,0,0,1,26,24,7,0,4,8,0,6,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,8,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,14,3,18,20,3,8,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,1,7,70,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034469467644096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986651746555224,0.0,0.12877331716963036,0.0907920302823264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915351623001568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576270829398534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32827268279468297,0.09276271129052052,0.0,0.0,0.11867779096917964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031945771336254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631739308737354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272101319229086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277733850835008,0.09171476480726064,0.06343667754166643,0.0,0.0,0.22982098952860736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719197259474193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875448243592397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133773779681411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074107669390275,0.0,0.0,0.2647252962757179,0.44007571258264666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873217439232356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514296411056258,0.149240006806831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881575787335618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063484614518226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GaiaShmaia,2019/01/23,"Quarter life crisis I (21F) literally have no friends. The only people I talk to everyday are my mum and dad after a serious period of depression which I thought, until recently, was over. I don’t really have contact with friends from school after we kinda went out separate ways and since our other friend died in a car accident a couple years ago. We still update each other infrequently if anything exciting happens but that’s the extent of the friendship (with me anyway). 
I was attending university and couldn’t make friends to save my life, that, coupled with my friend passing drove me over the edge and I left. I started working full time until I couldn’t take the pressure anymore and left my job too. I found work in my hometown but then didn’t pass training. I then got another job until I could find something better and I now have a ‘better’ job that I don’t enjoy at all. I’m only sticking it out until I get my life together in the next few years. Even with these different jobs I’ve never found anyone who wants to talk to me outside work. I don’t know what’s wrong with me or how I can better myself to be more likeable. After being bullied in school I became a horrible, negative person but tried to better myself and while I’m still negative within myself, I’m not nasty to others (I’d go as far to say I’m a very welcoming person, I try to make others feel comfortable, have a laugh etc). I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. 

As I type this it’s making me emotional. I got with my first boyfriend just over a year ago who ended up sexually assaulting me numerous times so I’ve became (publicly) quite a hardened feminist. I’m not sure if my outspoken views on social media put people off but I feel so strongly about it, it’s the only part of my identity I’m sure of and don’t want to have to change to make friends. I’ve never really written anything on reddit before but I feel since I have no one to talk to, I was putting everything online and further alienating myself - even though I think it’s good to talk about how your 20s can bring loneliness for a lot of people. 

Maybe I’m alone because I don’t know who I am? 
Maybe I’m alone because I don’t have hobbies?
Maybe I’m alone because I’m a bad person?
Maybe I’m alone because it’s what I deserve. 

Whatever the reason, I know I can’t live the rest of my life as I have done and continue to do. It’s not healthy ",3.694308999081727,4.971212861570248,5.1834986225895365,81.84550045913684,72.24380165289256,8.18769513314968,27.700642791551882,8.680891452615391,2.0882003673094585,1891,69,369,34,36,637,224,484,0.15,0.6990000000000001,0.152,0.6302,5,4,1,0,0,0,42.0,3,1,0,10,15,27,1,1,20,0,32,4,0,7,5,65,72,33,1,7,12,2,3,0,6,0,4,1,0,3,23,21,0,0,13,0,0,10,20,7,0,3,13,5,57,20,57,54,10,62,0,1,1,0,27,20,0,5,31,244,80,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593623456916564,0.0,0.0,0.270915166424392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685716443117955,0.0,0.0,0.06485359152885709,0.045725227674683816,0.0,0.10762790359745236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460152404985128,0.15945507726238325,0.0,0.05564574814204105,0.0,0.0,0.23134384041185085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917851752051371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05221204177940077,0.14471513820660026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056324030313841776,0.0,0.06786897770531088,0.06832314389189091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669210917881544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355980597246949,0.057919955730991686,0.0,0.07293195083383766,0.08638466064798066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877219641400665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919599625753538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597692219803858,0.055624373527229265,0.0,0.14340298879139718,0.3031409274501432,0.0,0.034165832130552534,0.0,0.037165097960868136,0.05484965136852856,0.10460362005958884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057827979484189065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595750806260768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375602796602285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421022358065727,0.0,0.1847597631158344,0.0,0.0,0.057744380918220935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559591068376833,0.0,0.0,0.17460486037619682,0.0,0.2627895283027608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087225902507224,0.0,0.06954759912929102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04431288232941303,0.1492059769751792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708156738191435,0.0,0.13600855867149214,0.17129938843633585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147870334560832,0.0,0.06955490679264488,0.0,0.0,0.08378654932099587,0.06723625036441902,0.06456899984576138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200418644965814,0.0,0.13236508220666734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818971131556436,0.0,0.0,0.0666612719520362,0.0,0.050343740912752094,0.0,0.0,0.04628643489899887,0.0,0.10444797373715924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326674170565435,0.0,0.04916838875083559,0.21024590302566906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04190203850006178,0.06424958545973253,0.05191578391605234,0.07626390548508592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879689872131119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395716103885416,0.07714252618933043,0.0519069658136967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062118799064345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282352715045302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299684203283627,0.0,0.12633539036315788
lonely,ja13aaz,2019/01/23,"Afraid of the Internet It's true. I don't have any social media, except for a reddit account. I'll likely delete this post due to some strange anxiety that lives in my brain about these sorts of things.

I moved with my husband and my two year old to a very small town last year. I work from home and have pretty limited social interaction. The library and doctor's office have become exciting at this point. My son goes to daycare each day, so he's not around either. 

Recently my husband has been having some... issues? He lies, basically. And drinks too much. His job is very social and he's constantly meeting new people and the like. I've decided to leave him emotionally, until I can figure out my next step. I don't really have any friends where we used to live, so I guess I'm just isolated as a whole. 

I have no one to talk to after deciding to ice-out my husband. So I made a post. Not sure what I'm expecting. Does that sound apathetic? I don't mean to sound apathetic. 

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lonely,TheSnowite,2019/01/23,"Internally alone? I have friends. People message me to see how 8 am. There's be people who cared if I died. That's more than alot can say. But it's useless for me, I still feel cripplingly fucking lonely.

I have adhd and was diagnosed super late. Its left me with heavily bad social anxiety which no one ever managed to realised until I was in hospital for suicide attempt. Apparently acting like a complete idiot all the time to make people laugh is a good disguise. I used to fucking bark at people, act like a dog, a ton of weird shit just to control how people saw me. It's like, atleast this way I'm a weirdo. That's how I choose to be.

That was in school, now I'm out. I still have friends and t y care about me but it's just never enough. Alot of my friends I just have too kuc anxiety to be with them in a group. Last time I tried i went home and cried about all my 'fuckups'  that likely o my exist within my mind. ",1.2773105538715903,3.32848839267016,3.0341912372554423,91.21377790024802,81.30366492146597,5.696445301736016,22.61807660512538,6.8360192770164,0.6094649214659689,717,24,154,8,19,238,116,191,0.159,0.7140000000000001,0.127,-0.4582,1,3,0,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,1,3,14,20,4,0,9,0,13,4,1,6,4,27,25,10,2,1,6,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,8,0,1,5,4,21,12,23,17,7,21,0,2,2,2,9,7,3,3,14,103,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301768864707452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186838904301929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480372884867886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063095154217883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25962888259435163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349590469968553,0.0,0.14280374388440756,0.0,0.0,0.13985850619673335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292303213287709,0.13214133227190394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155885385924626,0.0,0.0,0.11517108231490987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437841236990671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951086591677653,0.2354164087035075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067926208931192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771550490577593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378536422554316,0.1436260636850583,0.0,0.138336979524206,0.0,0.0,0.24881464710290824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498919407421307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285600899381011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819946570232914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627746439974061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413492180297965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125248255561366,0.0,0.12885782945645002,0.10146006927153188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069538804992198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978992147088828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033608707450596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927086525365162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848631017863742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644406395507853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996632515927457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010631933575938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802983949119257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Express_Watercress,2019/01/23,"I always feel like I'm intruding No matter what I do or where I go, I feel like I'm intruding.

This goes way back, back to my middle school days (over 10 years ago). I really should be over it by now, but instead of dealing with it, I've just pushed it down. Over and over again, just like any healthy person does /s

I was with my so-called 'friends' after school. I'd gone off to the bathroom, and as I was coming back I overheard those words. ""Things would be so much better if \[my name\] wasn't here."" I don't remember what my other friend said, but it was something about me doing all the work when we had group assignments.

I think that day a part of me died. These people had been my 'friends' for years, or at least I thought they were. They'd just been using me, and I'd been too blind to see it.

I started spending more and more time alone. I found a kind of safety in indifference. If I didn't let anyone near me, then no one could hurt me.

The rest of school, it was easy. I would sit in the back of the classroom and throw myself into my schoolwork, and at recess and lunch I would escape into whatever book I was reading. A fake world was less painful than the real world. To be honest, it still is.

At university it was even easier. I would just go to class, and then go home. I didn't even know most of my classmates' names. And until now, it was easy at work too. I'd just show up, do my work and go home. I was working on my own most of the time, so it was easier still.

But now that I'm here, in my new job (\~1 year), I don't know what's changed. I guess being around the same people day after day, it's getting harder to maintain that wall of indifference. Or maybe I've been lonely for so long that I just can't keep it contained any more. I want to have friends, but the thought of letting my guard down scares me.

Either way, my social skills have atrophied past the point of no return, so I guess it's pointless to even care about any of this. Nothing will ever change. I just have to put one foot in front of the other, just like I've always done. I just need to vent, that's all.",2.0117702020202017,3.413597565909093,3.041666666666668,95.02444444444444,76.75,5.9797979797979774,20.176767676767675,6.42735559955562,-0.08123989898989903,1619,35,378,12,36,517,206,440,0.087,0.785,0.128,0.9622,1,3,1,0,0,0,70.0,1,0,2,6,38,17,0,1,14,0,45,4,1,1,3,70,73,28,1,10,19,0,2,4,4,6,2,1,2,1,28,17,1,3,9,3,1,10,9,5,0,2,26,5,49,12,55,33,15,72,0,2,2,0,14,27,0,9,36,265,77,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302339729006176,0.0,0.0,0.08531908036874045,0.0,0.0,0.13709069851649344,0.0,0.0,0.1680602175769688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760082650734985,0.0,0.0,0.07333415699634836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25337532768803883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285691669986417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399017255336065,0.0,0.17429064822091456,0.07096161580462496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577237365610474,0.0,0.0,0.21250876791199047,0.08492841561964126,0.0,0.0,0.08549567511938777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208981016894606,0.08430160753264243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323028131040462,0.07451589345627782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330589277477418,0.11770215563593946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032355986039188,0.2545810975298195,0.0,0.0430392645178842,0.0,0.18726995740759256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814979815598212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526431400986305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818767968973645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174775690101244,0.07322162286943955,0.0,0.08578432833013151,0.09054592450767793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847479708835006,0.0,0.16098351566399607,0.0,0.0,0.07290220796043631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276008014333136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605575330179761,0.06108246962187944,0.0,0.07956148066032669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790442057599508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116433433752073,0.0,0.08765632501856019,0.0,0.0,0.08920767701099845,0.07863941377745322,0.11422148909843935,0.07192955877177228,0.0,0.0,0.07787412559828615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281294993982849,0.0,0.0,0.08240059811171298,0.09376454641995843,0.0527736518385916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933185612959744,0.0,0.07836063285121822,0.0,0.08247505468928648,0.2501137290139278,0.06564484382661115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397430818249182,0.0,0.06341884411549747,0.0,0.0,0.05830778854135936,0.0,0.13157484216550586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472848564865102,0.05278469179241856,0.0,0.13079834543928368,0.09607090466279973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114840639372973,0.0,0.0,0.04858885885690715,0.13077612882015496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398895497278068,0.0,0.0,0.2340767383498779,0.0,0.0,0.1591467833428758
lonely,SedBoi13,2019/01/23,"Talk to me I'm fucking lonely..... I'm a 20 M averagely good looking guy (just for the record) Tbh I would love to talk to any girl.

Sad ones or people who got really fucked up problems.. I'm UP! I really just wanna have a good time talking to someone man its been days i haven't talk to anyone i mean i'm a very good listener so i love to listen to people's problems and about their day to day life and shit you feelin me? so yeahhh.... Anyone who wants to talk i'm ready.",-0.7910407239819008,1.2959746470588236,2.0464705882352945,94.36527149321267,91.74509803921568,4.707088989441932,15.689291101055806,6.297961479604792,-0.44792699849170425,362,8,83,4,13,126,61,102,0.128,0.691,0.18100000000000002,0.7003,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,0,5,12,3,0,4,0,4,6,1,0,0,11,19,5,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,2,3,9,5,14,16,0,6,0,2,1,4,16,2,3,1,4,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554093431562197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964737471321144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271821580924516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25976941268330794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35351983187274844,0.11236611735926988,0.0,0.0,0.13911143465059267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923527127320317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797981841997293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536031622808097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303946809910088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520256628819987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480210030768225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688681209254912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180008478268114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421536876345792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904035519979302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5646199385888839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192334977634343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592250222718994,0.08286717176941767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980311197052813,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheTurtlePrinceGod,2019/01/23,"Never have had a girlfriend I’m 21 never have had a girlfriend or even been on a date. I’ve never even gone on a date with a girl. It wears on a man, going 21 years of your life and never having someone love you who’s not family. I try so hard to be positive, and get out of my comfort zone, but it hurts so much to see others, who have less good qualities about them than I do get girls. ",3.638117647058824,3.1420083411764743,5.200000000000003,88.06000000000004,71.47058823529412,8.211764705882354,24.058823529411764,7.554174236665415,0.8344588235294115,299,6,71,3,5,102,58,85,0.09300000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.09,-0.0789,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,9,3,1,0,4,11,16,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,4,2,6,3,11,11,2,13,0,1,1,1,11,4,0,1,7,52,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931862443604082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923076826661366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319150629907353,0.0,0.12613692536035112,0.1861576253074339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881986186921774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23759759279522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567668977643788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003147696575828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315571655031005,0.0,0.6847132016696197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686208467548786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805397470083346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068664420088418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292583255924082
lonely,TheKBS,2019/01/23,"Only lonely for a few days but it’s depressing, what do you do? I’m not a lonely person overall but from time to time like once or twice a year I get continuous days of loneliness .. that gets filled with horniness? I don’t know if you get that too and what do you do? ",0.5073684210526324,2.5410438596491254,2.6062280701754372,93.29776315789472,84.08771929824562,5.905263157894738,18.271929824561404,7.1686216300943375,0.1158561403508771,208,5,48,3,6,70,40,57,0.20800000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.053,-0.8552,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,10,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,5,1,5,10,1,7,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,7,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151557046947621,0.0,0.2772239290285684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044873121997422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688991125199952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724815862046038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427782875688998,0.0,0.24479466958788826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28104220784570755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753669509059114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727205952581088
lonely,Dcap1325,2019/01/23,Need help I’m in desperate need to talk to someone before I do something irreversible.  I don’t know if this belongs here but I have no one to talk to,0.08531250000000057,2.366481906250001,2.2800000000000007,92.965,89.3125,5.7,23.625,7.1686216300943375,1.0416625000000006,119,5,26,2,4,40,23,32,0.191,0.7490000000000001,0.06,-0.4588,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30031372149254976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365586140306644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939586993927325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5233797734342516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23915154430915614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29903274555603665,0.27169939648888985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5673365142385206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anonymous-seeker,2019/01/23,"Imaginary cuddling It’s gotten to the point where I snuggle pillows every night and daydream about someone holding me and telling me everything is going to be okay. I even had a real dream about it..this can’t be healthy. I guess better coping mechanism than alcohol or drugs? 

On top of that, I feel so socially deprived. I lost an amazing loved one and nothing compares to the way we used to talk. He didn’t even have to touch me, his words were enough to drive me wild when he wanted and soothe me when I was upset. I miss him so much. Everyone else sounds like a distant mosquito buzzing in an empty room. He was the only one I had meaningful conversations with. Every conversation now feels shallow. It’s almost more fulfilling to sit in silence and imagine a better conversation in my head. 

I’ve been all kinds of distraught lately. I get lost easily, I’m never fully in the present, I can’t focus, I’m not hungry anymore, and I cry around once a day. This has been going on for around 3 months, with a few 1-2 week breaks in between. 

I’m yearning so much for skin-to-skin contact and real conversations, but another part of me thinks seeking this from someone else would be selfish because I know I’d end up mentally comparing them to the guy I lost.",4.492235772357724,5.864400906504066,5.425365853658537,80.50723577235775,70.42276422764228,8.23089430894309,31.14634146341464,8.680891452615391,2.5419365853658533,997,43,186,17,18,327,156,246,0.094,0.8079999999999999,0.098,-0.4675,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,1,6,13,16,0,2,12,1,17,5,1,1,2,33,36,14,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,2,1,5,12,1,1,6,1,0,3,5,9,0,2,12,4,24,7,30,20,7,31,0,6,0,2,17,14,0,3,12,117,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710190779267946,0.11909300216701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471034553604354,0.0,0.0,0.11794837195446885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174900579450015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249971173378895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103709963859972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064098028397664,0.07670116179664213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379231112731648,0.0,0.19870448933057194,0.0,0.10533825993438813,0.12288832549828695,0.0,0.15710664351927142,0.0,0.20041031526670453,0.11364441646631193,0.10688821882957514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027096713445574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062136948490744165,0.0,0.135183347434575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310167687306829,0.11776116473836355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220583223599048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238491514776588,0.06536179823475498,0.0,0.13416023282667608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058104062259916475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38948427490309184,0.0,0.10734057860351864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198552653704534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493021543424876,0.0,0.17485709163551946,0.0,0.09172752384949083,0.0,0.0,0.11160942276608804,0.0,0.11411825450123415,0.0,0.0,0.12665846860771712,0.16118250983952334,0.09045298111859502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879153241821822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242897817298307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707408156909353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123597650961628,0.20154102952652445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955928630449891,0.10395162147891444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620668502925793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271887572448343,0.0,0.0,0.07014904770877574,0.09440251444050893,0.09539990339163007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448572714157279,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wruo39,2019/01/23,I’m so pathetic I got rejected by somebody who I really liked. I’m crying because I don’t talk to many people of the other gender and I really liked this girl. It’s not that she doesn’t like me she just isn’t in a good place right now. But somehow I’m emotionally devastated.,1.0493785310734474,3.115188203389831,4.245000000000001,82.14230225988702,82.22033898305084,8.001129943502825,21.69774011299436,8.841846274778883,1.7262519774011298,220,7,46,6,6,80,46,59,0.228,0.595,0.177,-0.6524,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,7,4,4,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632778584517894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31773415705019104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253740912365766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24261422705977945,0.2313444643239198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239476434549702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932602051336693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005337044830151,0.0,0.3022109773178289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37060962821694654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470230617754181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324930331477257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Vault92FTW,2019/01/23,"Do you have anything specific that you use to cope with loneliness? Movies, games, etc. What’s your go-to type of media consumption when you’re feeling lonely? Albeit a bit weird, but I enjoy watching music production YouTubers like Levi Niha and Andrew Huang. Watching their videos make me feel great even if it’s not direct human reaction. Something about the energy and direction they convey. I’m also interested in music production so watching them has a educational purpose as well! Slice of life anime is also a huge comfort zone for me. I’m a 20 year male and I’m just curious as to what forms of media you guys use to help cope with loneliness.",4.383897168405365,6.834127926229512,5.4682414307004485,75.61215350223549,73.01639344262296,8.370789865871833,27.484351713859912,9.095868883498916,2.7038262295081967,525,20,86,12,11,173,90,122,0.062,0.677,0.261,0.9833,0,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,3,0,8,8,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,3,0,14,12,11,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,10,6,13,12,3,4,0,1,3,0,12,2,0,1,3,51,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988445443957159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521146965223805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27224905550239936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278115104261324,0.16470750218534946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25217941314750997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172355155860672,0.0,0.0,0.2749329229100089,0.0,0.2469169586213468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714843791697753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613844205034396,0.12183030261834787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645739073501434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919783386125883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307537623841269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242148972922021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058704889070852
lonely,theone4897,2019/01/23,"im lonely in need of a female friend im 40 years old and in a relationship with a amazing woman. the issue is im bisexual and and have had a lot of bisexual experiences over the last year. no one knows about any of them and i need a female friend that will listen to me and offer advice . I feel lonely in the friend aspect of my life, someone i can share anything with that wont judge me, i can provide that as well.

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I would to be that friend for you so we could help each other out. 

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i hope to hear from anyone :-(",2.3706150793650766,3.766090625000005,4.224047619047621,86.94317460317465,75.78571428571429,6.406349206349208,21.373015873015877,6.937597516519254,0.4271396825396825,418,10,90,4,9,142,71,112,0.08,0.7,0.22,0.9521,0,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,1,0,3,10,0,0,8,0,10,1,0,0,0,18,17,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,2,0,1,5,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,3,12,8,18,11,2,9,0,2,0,0,14,5,0,2,4,64,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107687068910914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906742052736929,0.325981644188702,0.09121758350250993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379152801598804,0.0,0.11038310850392408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709727273891516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312114713446288,0.0,0.0,0.06782356651675077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145348528681664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118185566563766,0.0,0.08990902989057137,0.0,0.0,0.13322804976446512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434672094198016,0.14000390759684114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371804477590074,0.10933934676069636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094744746935948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403826027000932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892138735527426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407539452621855,0.0,0.09089452706584172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401266036689986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365362520669912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060503917224115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528689210749562,0.0,0.325981644188702,0.17275932648469994
lonely,ignoremail,2019/01/23,"Just venting Forever third wheeling my best friends who are together and it makes me feel so lonely. I want to be with them but their pda just makes it hard, and I don't want them to change anything because they're so happy. On nights out I end up third wheeling several couples as well as them and just end up drinking too way much to try have a good time and forget about it. They tell me to try 'pull' but it's pretty hard when you're an average looking guy. My biggest flaw is that it just takes me too long to fully be myself around new people making it hard to get into a relationship. I've been single all my life (19) and it's just been creeping at the back of mind recently. Just wanted to get it off my chest",7.0729242569511035,5.105268852348996,7.204046021093003,81.32530201342284,65.1744966442953,10.125023969319273,32.695110258868645,8.418075326091056,2.2655150527325016,565,17,122,6,7,183,97,149,0.057999999999999996,0.784,0.158,0.9581,0,3,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,5,1,15,6,0,0,4,0,8,3,1,3,1,27,19,12,0,3,8,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,10,9,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,5,16,5,20,15,4,20,0,1,1,0,10,9,0,0,9,84,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359465294758115,0.13370211041257316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154878484525804,0.0,0.09155522999260804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761651625990994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588824938252991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661838304479376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471303076883338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660498472249582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594124027597028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160374353678767,0.0,0.15693752358625013,0.0,0.0,0.1259733470335768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871301228627398,0.0,0.1598814448091115,0.4036257458976933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608456560850167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132914585198436,0.12612287573836084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007616017757462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516504107587056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040789582248356,0.0,0.0,0.14505570538384308,0.0,0.14094437241643612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412374514435684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527985594271037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829580174593682,0.161249261950909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696734327155319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129251753593596,0.0,0.1312738269574517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757776204682521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203940084558922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657601820675713,0.1192148729255312,0.0,0.0,0.13504002706802432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gerit30,2019/01/23,"Nothing out of the ordinary, just a discord server to hop onto when bored or feeling lonesome. I am a little new to the sub, but resonated with lots of the posts made and the comments that were written. I just wanted to make a discord server that could maybe help some people gather their thoughts, ideas, inspirations, etc.. There are plenty of servers like this I am sure, so it wont hurt my feelings if no one joins. I am a college student who has had these experiences and has faced the same if not worse challenges. If there is anything you want to say or pm, drop on in!

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[https://discord.gg/7P3jrQ](https://discord.gg/7P3jrQ)

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lonely,YoungVroseph,2019/01/23,"Everything Sucks Well I have a knee injury I tore 3 ligaments in August and I'm just starting to walk with a cane now. I've been isolated for the past two years because of me dropping out of high school due to depression and anxiety. I'm gonna be 20 soon but I dont think I'll ever make friends again. It's so hard to try and socialize. I just want somebody to talk with and video chat with and make me laugh or smile. Isolation is very terrifying at times. I dont know what to do, can someone help me?",1.3514018691588774,3.1949735327102817,3.1400093457943927,91.6081448598131,80.02803738317758,7.270654205607477,23.78411214953271,8.238735603445708,1.276750280373831,396,14,91,8,10,132,79,107,0.175,0.6629999999999999,0.162,0.1308,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,3,0,8,1,1,2,1,19,18,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,1,8,3,14,15,0,16,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,1,10,51,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908020132881506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267636093702697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910592749867654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874287013473621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881015221853917,0.0,0.0,0.18689090058383395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066066493950198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628120748860147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938364339057027,0.21970923945574936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428317797444915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776147701895747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851058276560998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104552061079832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119775320530784,0.17619427531513548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718717405339815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714130387325607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324514293137274,0.0,0.0,0.1212565706898722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411835305096946,0.0,0.203135682938232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157947183840755,0.12265354259756768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697087257586228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391215756885688
lonely,ILiveOnMercury,2019/01/23,"Lonely VS. Lazy Lately I've been feeling very isolated, no social life, ect. It just has started to feel like a lot of work, I guess? It's strange because I have such a desire to go out and make friends, but the moment I actually try to apply myself and socialize I get so tired. Talking and texting are exhausting. Even POSTING is exhausting. Maybe I'm just tired lately, idk. Does anyone else ever get this? ",2.0969901547116763,4.720039683544304,3.6662447257383977,84.41163150492268,82.54430379746836,6.042756680731365,25.233473980309423,7.3871296695380915,1.5508722925457108,321,13,58,5,9,106,63,79,0.301,0.622,0.077,-0.9649,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,0,5,5,0,1,1,15,14,5,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,5,2,5,13,1,8,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.17381492304312168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454241910855494,0.18250026140797365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108577485948713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558699743721807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879254953079546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176435324446473,0.1611155637132395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012098161203302,0.12724566717216346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761150519962154,0.0,0.18611587523058654,0.0,0.10122707839496717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621417831474813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018438265824317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580816445616907,0.08701818052400576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142733150201956,0.0,0.0,0.11889340307977694,0.0,0.17894084532542573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705853039126408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631324103545761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607098679190604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316240017858226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094348681861791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209286551263292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696384699970189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967012217329393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DesiAnn7Tiefenauer,2019/01/23,"Lonely, but beginning to accept it. I've gotten to the point of loneliness where I'm not even trying anymore. I used to jump at the opportunity to have conversations through texting, gaming, social media, and the internet. ( I have social anxiety. Afraid of talking in person...) I would try any way I could to make friends or at least acquaintances. But, now I don't even feel the motivation to start conversations. I'm starting to feel a new kind of disconnected. Like, I don't want to attempt having normal relationships anymore, because I never find them when I do attempt. I just feel empty. I still feel sad and lonely, but no longer hopeful.",4.37024653312789,6.9536335593220375,5.593636363636367,74.06546224961481,73.57627118644069,8.019722650231127,29.371340523882896,8.841846274778883,2.8127525423728805,512,22,84,11,11,170,76,118,0.162,0.67,0.168,0.5882,0,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,4,7,10,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,3,1,23,22,7,0,5,6,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,4,11,6,15,19,1,15,0,3,0,0,10,5,0,2,9,57,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869075226564554,0.0,0.13351988532409134,0.0,0.3461864631504794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063957830390332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393531310400378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305593216597132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35300343736866024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952312797849372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484640690437047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335404910166385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817528254259817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526967975531101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165044171756144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461324869861138,0.16856836425225885,0.0,0.0,0.17100863625218202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239847175934376,0.0,0.0,0.16499333422063733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738679910605105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558358052679207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24707555606075346,0.0,0.1393850122980943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028576491393915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23699754772550974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074342992873016,0.0,0.0,0.10294610394897956,0.13853888801147465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398566669969792,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bowiebabe23,2019/01/23,"my dreams are the only escape The days are pointless, the only thing I look forward to is sleep. I have divine dreams. Magical, exciting, wonderful dreams. It’s my only escape. I dream of having friends and having fun with them, I dream of having a significant other who really loves me and I can trust. So many happy scenarios I wish could happen. But then when I wake up I realize it was only a dream and I am all alone with nobody to trust. Just me and my stupid mind. I hope one day I can have a good friend. ",1.0614724919093843,3.472335203883496,3.1089563106796128,88.06078074433657,85.31067961165049,6.151779935275083,17.321197411003233,7.492282038375204,0.4686770226537225,398,9,80,7,12,134,65,103,0.040999999999999995,0.485,0.474,0.9946,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,3,12,1,0,6,0,13,3,2,0,1,15,19,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,17,11,7,17,1,6,1,0,1,1,5,2,0,2,5,59,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932221084727314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365724610659304,0.0,0.0,0.2482312119492042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973758447715323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141959004024126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701846503722581,0.20486871138900045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911482403559029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161119296890725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369542581848316,0.0,0.0,0.19511610123395612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943216379539376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304104423755646,0.5854736121733766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328966643206245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259096656438032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785654403055566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131027925807448,0.0,0.2087059629080574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jloynd2000,2019/08/30,"(18) Have great friends but feel like I’m no ones first choice/favourite. PMs open to anyone. Please feel free Have a few friends and they’re the best people I know, but often feel lonely and down. I find myself third wheeling a lot. Most of my friends are in relationships and I’ve never been fortunate to experience that myself. I’m disgustingly underweight and pale so that’s probably why. Other friends tend to prefer to talk to other people rather than me. Spend a lot of time inside because I’m hardly invited anywhere and when I am, I often sit in silence, zoned out because no one talks to me and I can never contribute to conversation. Feel pathetic a lot. Have a crush on someone for the longest time, but they then got with my friend. Guess I just wish I was someone’s first choice and favourite person to talk to/hang out with but I’m always second best. Or third best. Fourth best. Fifth? Probably.",2.222609523809524,4.974505965714286,2.966285714285714,88.63838095238096,83.62857142857143,5.847619047619048,22.619047619047624,7.2636822038024595,1.0088476190476192,724,25,138,11,21,227,102,175,0.113,0.614,0.273,0.9902,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,6,6,14,1,0,7,0,8,1,0,0,2,36,21,15,0,3,7,0,5,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,4,12,0,0,7,0,2,0,4,2,0,7,3,5,14,13,20,18,9,16,0,1,0,0,12,7,0,8,9,92,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921655216372472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744960495839576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504287863195913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649649851220457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834962215264332,0.0,0.0,0.22402485788253265,0.07913068274803252,0.0,0.0,0.10123738834032067,0.18843364920531006,0.0,0.0,0.4278846031628433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858905097719995,0.12211902671475505,0.12202035825615005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922386487441684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087365849531305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541142829408849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825058423149701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085790514452232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011473558527869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358128945085595,0.09671590234898148,0.0,0.12158693010228365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388472448462693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189203746901608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187701993144795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670866220061721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917616057436454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999483667680758,0.0,0.12737451636524366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,habga2020,2019/08/30,"Do they all eventually leave? Is this how things are supposed to be, whenever your friends find their significant others. Is it always the same scenario? I mean, why does one drift apart from all their friends just because they're seeing someone. Its always very noticeable, they gradually care less, call less, plan less. Is this what i should expect from someone i labelled as a ""true friend, through thick and thin?"" Am i being jealous, or am I too lonely?",5.2775087108013965,7.702549085365857,4.663937282229966,82.48890243902441,70.34146341463415,7.124738675958188,30.00696864111498,7.957251820313856,2.123750522648084,363,15,63,5,7,109,64,82,0.07400000000000001,0.726,0.2,0.9092,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,4,1,3,7,1,0,2,0,10,0,0,1,3,12,13,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,3,10,5,5,10,6,4,0,1,1,0,9,3,0,1,0,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35722202003514225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085232156048868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219187803325966,0.0,0.21885612537747745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18784693557749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961917196560212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975281414411081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22728973847758474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338233417350888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24438730922073335,0.0,0.0,0.14545647908844234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105306173498136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637547098128092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260792605505115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711370269205792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369367656069464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DawnedKnight,2019/08/30,"A lie to get you up in the morning. Hope. I'm sure I'm not the only one, with the world and how it is, there are a million things people are worried about. I worry, I always find something that discourages me, ""am I being enough as a brother? As a son?"", ""have I been a good person to those around me? Do I do enough that my friends feel appreciated?"", ""am I studying enough for school? What's my end goal, and is it a good end goal?"". I could really go on. But no matter how deep in a rut I feel, I always have enough of this sort of fire -I'm not really sure how else to describe it- burning in me to convince me the next day is gonna be alright, that the next day is worth seeing. Maybe that can be attributed to how I was raised or that I live a pretty easy life, I'm fortunate enough to live in a house, have friends and family, go to a nice school, honestly I really dislike saying I have problems when so many people out there are facing things I could only imagine. I'm not really sure where this post is going, but I had the urge to get this idea out somewhere. I guess what I want to ask is who else feels this way? And is there a good way to share this fire? Or is it even a good thing? All my friends worry so much and I feel like I like I shrug off a lot of the bad things that happen to me. Maybe it isn't healthy. Whatever it is, I hope for the best.",3.077069994574064,3.3014866219931283,4.413398444565021,90.69978296256107,72.81443298969073,7.638343280882619,23.563212154096583,7.475848149327749,0.6888927835051546,1041,24,249,11,19,346,139,291,0.091,0.7,0.209,0.983,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,0,3,14,23,0,0,21,1,30,2,1,5,4,43,52,18,0,6,7,2,6,2,3,1,1,1,0,1,25,9,0,1,7,0,1,3,5,3,0,2,3,8,30,20,30,43,9,26,0,1,1,0,11,13,0,7,9,172,55,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941558868602624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745778143891311,0.07831863446535825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994890996340722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791705125686357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377558494882008,0.0,0.0,0.10805632803682824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996709423008186,0.0,0.14840017157076796,0.4328116061379122,0.0,0.05533282225206995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897593514604855,0.0,0.16943731716142388,0.059849119944576486,0.0,0.0,0.07656914343767836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941738606148997,0.0,0.08753831535335745,0.0,0.1428343697149818,0.28106712344502266,0.0,0.0,0.09228798240255412,0.0,0.07408225687276067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641563163125944,0.0,0.09666549496738916,0.0,0.0945721621795886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059173000479119185,0.08185679935952013,0.0,0.14795032087578985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122279860177519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493504613963572,0.16832717927244506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158451453260973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819204992242954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676833880038215,0.12742984292172518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161585455145784,0.07314939590074572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023361849198665,0.08522963899909802,0.0,0.08016168668770561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21467451308677835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662151320842642,0.0,0.1695702341407152,0.06675809989536363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449434995829187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368718007535601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22262645466595102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04941286633172244,0.13299393162948964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25523377428510824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,iamforeverbored,2019/08/30,"[20F] just want people to talk to, feel free to message I’m open to talking about anything. Looking for online friends to message, I’m often quite introverted and recently have found it even more difficult to approach people so just looking for online friends really.",8.14950354609929,9.45804338297873,7.592340425531916,68.53333333333335,61.97872340425533,9.670921985815603,41.19858156028369,9.725611199111238,4.545956028368794,217,12,31,4,3,68,33,47,0.052000000000000005,0.746,0.20199999999999999,0.7909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,8,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,4,9,7,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,18,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141569272462832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696871560369877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299018164331187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816894244034405,0.3969772833246028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43148072358691175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35621919207319025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732562525228272,0.0,0.0,0.1645836328091768,0.0,0.2536684145030803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129903282046181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153264225831414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gobbledygook7711,2019/08/30,"Anyone else enjoy being lonely? Its a bleak feeling I get and I don't know if I'm the only one feeling this: 

Not wanting to try and further relationships. Feeling blanketed by being alone. But when you are alone, all you feel are heartaches. Yet it feels good because you're 'feeling' something.",2.6231168831168787,5.55654190909091,3.350649350649352,85.0345454545455,84.45454545454545,4.5974025974025965,27.857142857142854,6.1826913282559595,1.4176233766233768,235,11,39,2,7,74,44,55,0.11199999999999999,0.706,0.182,0.4767,0,4,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,14,15,5,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,4,2,2,13,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523066882796161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526811996045238,0.22373388151085435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310919222022793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241033952275992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6624511008373489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114083198716749,0.0,0.0,0.18314858109440255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000401045780908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796523442429574,0.1660713258394424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23443509459947146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810288643776522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825095147024814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287933821008777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Johnnys_thinkgs,2019/08/30,"My brother i am have a mental disorder similar to schizophrenia.
i don't have many ways to show empathy, i feel like i am always with the wrong people so i don't talk much, when my disorder grown well my brother stopped talking to me, our parents where abusive towards us when we were kids, my brothers is in denial about it, few people i hang out with are 2 girls (i am a guy) they tolerate me and curently not talking to me it's been 7 days,",3.0301098901098875,4.344221681318686,4.521758241758246,85.7982417582418,73.94505494505495,7.397802197802199,30.582417582417587,7.957251820313856,2.0909076923076926,347,16,71,5,7,116,64,91,0.162,0.787,0.051,-0.875,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,8,12,4,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,1,1,0,2,1,18,2,10,10,2,11,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,0,5,53,20,0,0.0,0.231988146778827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629192937240566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627325833570535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488020405829505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900115296505932,0.13987784928894487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387041380606485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565682047363128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850804145944928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731793538074352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143933769624391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741007106294316,0.0,0.0,0.2714828144199576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369556636774613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721240985501496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355204128360477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541502650365854,0.0,0.0,0.1760455626953666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407394601177512,0.0,0.0
lonely,woodithough,2019/08/30,"I once read something along the lines of "" no matter who we are, what weve go,t what we do... the one thing we all have in common is that when we are alone,we are alone"" And I'm not going to to lie... I have been enjoying reddit for the past few months just to read really, 
But I am alone.. some days are worse than others sometimes I'm upset that I am alone.. sometimes I dont know what to do with myself... I work overtime and do more because I cant stand to go home.. and then figure out what I like to do.. relatable? It's very hard getting to know yourself, I like to talk to everyone and am seen as being very outgoing, but it's the same.. when I go home ifeel alone it's very hard not confusing being alone with being like.. useless and worthless... sorry I had to vent reddit has helped me a lot 💕",2.0644615384615363,3.1041028941176485,3.6700000000000017,92.04192307692308,75.94117647058823,6.642533936651581,21.312217194570135,7.010146845296331,0.33110859728506803,612,14,142,6,13,204,94,170,0.126,0.807,0.067,-0.8222,0,6,1,0,0,0,33.0,5,0,0,1,3,8,0,2,5,0,23,0,0,0,1,27,32,11,0,0,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,12,13,0,0,3,2,0,3,5,4,0,1,4,3,18,4,19,25,6,13,0,2,1,0,8,2,0,3,10,97,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6225585520936321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328502374720479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753198363525891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089699769028682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148754051609474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628100117479604,0.0,0.2732952887687768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153870938556898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058096220669432,0.0,0.2411810150743813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213958569607934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762003246921533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220678336891344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595849315886107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803042464202138,0.08146421398609753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476363638049855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24050515701935535,0.0,0.07701603940251674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255126425966828,0.23780139755766744,0.13457649810634206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966283185240632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798688561490511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29758238339873955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752162476170718,0.0,0.12251449680378095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Yodalling,2019/08/30,"First time venting +Any thoughts? I've come to the realization, a few months ago, that throughout my entire life, the people that I am surrounded by don't care about me at all as a person (except for my wonderful family which I couldn't be more grateful to have) and that there's something different about me that has caused me to further isolate myself. I've always had this sinking feeling in my stomach that says, something is wrong, that ""I don't belong here"" I can remember a moment in primary school, when I was 6 years old and I was silenty sobbing in my seat while the other kids were packing up their things from the lesson, when my teacher asked ""What's wrong?"" I could only respond with ""Everytime I'm happy every one is sad and when I'm sad everyone is happy"". I felt and still feel as if everyone is in their own bubble in life and rarely consider someone else emotions rather than what they can do for you.

This would be something that would plague me throughout all these years to today, 18 M. I've tried many different ways to get out of this zone but to no avail, people don't care about me at all no ""Hi how are you?""  ""What's wrong?"". I don't want to be the first to contact and that last one to receive messages, I don't want to be the one helping those who will not give me the time of day. No matter who I face no matter how ""nice"" and ""cute"" or ""considerate"", it all ends the same. They have left me for dirt. People only care if I have something they don't. I'm always ignored and I honestly cant find any solutions to my issue and it infuriates me on an unhealthy level, where I'm pent up with some much rage and confusion that I'm terrified as what will happen to me. The only reason I have committed suicide is because my family doesn't deserve any pain of that caliber especially since my sister past away.


I don't have anyone else beside my family but even then, they are that helpful in giving advice. My father has depression but he deals with it by smoking and coffee. It hurts to see people in groups happy chatting whatever and here I am the spector only able to eavesdrop.  I have tried interacting people of course but it always feels empty. The depression from my isolation has manifested itself has pains in my chest, I've been to the doctors and have been told that nothing is wrong with my heart or chest. 

The only way I'm coping right now is learning a new language (German), playing piano, reading books and studying alot, as a substitute for my porn addiction as a result of depression. I'm also avoiding people as they've disappointed and hurt me so much that I try and keep my head down and not talk to anyone. It feels satisfying to when they're walking with you and they stop to talk to someone as you keep moving passed trying to get to your destination. Only to have them confused and wondering why am I not waiting for them like a puppy dog so I can entertain when they return from their conversation and resume walking with me. I'm also planning to delete and block most of my school ""friend's"" numbers so I don't have to have my hopes when they respond to my messages. 

This is my first time I've truly vented to other people  rather than thinking out loud. And of cource any thought to do with post would be appreciated.  Thank you for taking your time to read this.",6.133425896028412,6.174551503067487,6.557407168227317,78.60930739425253,66.17791411042946,9.194446238295123,30.9615757184372,8.841846274778883,2.4042294478527597,2628,90,500,38,38,854,294,652,0.17,0.741,0.08800000000000001,-0.996,2,2,4,0,0,1,68.0,0,7,12,5,25,35,1,3,22,0,60,13,6,5,5,94,98,52,1,12,14,2,5,1,1,5,6,2,0,2,37,32,0,7,16,6,0,6,18,20,0,6,10,8,71,15,83,76,13,63,0,9,1,1,48,23,1,12,32,352,108,7,0.06161433543610511,0.0,0.0,0.06716872024284459,0.0,0.06020881549064139,0.054617390767837615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854592357521398,0.15380418871302295,0.0,0.0,0.16759944376856772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616435188316024,0.06313116789958514,0.0,0.0,0.05760108630885875,0.0,0.057888696362116174,0.0,0.0,0.03755952699826413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845976407191867,0.06329489494270064,0.0,0.05307529427209815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04919403324162519,0.0,0.0,0.039736149129494566,0.06352167435823428,0.1592050104802416,0.0,0.0,0.12874773317583893,0.0,0.06306488314179301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294174215605344,0.06930783430279203,0.0545720130927346,0.0,0.0,0.04069568745691029,0.0,0.05191273500941563,0.11775027586707178,0.0,0.0,0.17425353574119792,0.0,0.12461623720052953,0.0,0.059159424436742276,0.0,0.05631438635079785,0.15722736673875948,0.0,0.0,0.0476030827169674,0.0,0.06438189445490318,0.1182121698187806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448535334168013,0.1967688173569376,0.0,0.0,0.06323408389364751,0.0,0.0,0.07301328415324321,0.08259758053674306,0.0,0.0,0.061196937524334374,0.0,0.0,0.1319188408446933,0.0,0.0,0.06430935828839097,0.0,0.10953130468663334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050223906936229655,0.0,0.0,0.06694415573244057,0.0,0.08704005454179603,0.030101652033783868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624672653798635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917997471005057,0.06548628764441859,0.09058725196367076,0.0,0.0,0.05950750910741615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912061659875894,0.0,0.06465388039336904,0.0,0.12525440484911765,0.28116287128468503,0.1311239940753305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058817854981137424,0.2990093555614374,0.0537992611271004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900950157236413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326201830063235,0.0,0.0,0.06334979868139193,0.0,0.0,0.06979703105224194,0.05261830580742452,0.0,0.048998192557133086,0.0,0.12471399378743042,0.04909864810767504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096801497772023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441125293787197,0.18973490249115604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920528786975525,0.05151234333189428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739608255579131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046326312249295,0.09904653782799233,0.0,0.05672620192253006,0.0,0.0,0.04093382666011864,0.03947997826963272,0.0,0.09782979989642612,0.14371125792861253,0.0,0.05840318561828424,0.05887513793353589,0.0,0.16732835715966296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268346282519995,0.0978131831158664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055597354234265074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336362369777475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130716827648994,0.269462413675848,0.0,0.0793552238310265
lonely,RoseDannyMurillo,2019/08/30,"SHY i fucking like how people looked us together as a couple. i feel calm and comfortable with her. she is making me feel like i deserve a good things. 
i was so sad during 4 months because of break up and what the (new) girl making me  feel like this l drives me crazy i have never felt so good even during my 2 years of relationship. now i feel lonely because i can not tell her that i like her and in 30 mins is my bday and as always i'm not happy because its my bday (as always). all i want to do is watching her like we watch interesting movie :( 


- sorry i am new and i do not know if its right writing this here.",0.3500109890109897,2.4064852538461534,2.4637362637362616,93.9376923076923,84.92307692307692,4.945054945054945,17.747252747252745,6.1826913282559595,-0.321043956043956,473,11,107,4,14,159,81,130,0.131,0.6659999999999999,0.204,0.8605,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,0,6,14,1,0,3,0,9,1,0,3,2,24,21,12,0,2,4,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,8,24,11,9,19,1,12,0,2,3,1,11,3,1,1,12,69,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618847317294272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877893008219661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741241447972242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039397491190872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31827894404050183,0.2248467458861536,0.15109747784689315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454837173162883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26398478432397593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675206292410781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648506209935654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844090560915541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214906539411278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100880555221512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560923656734327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137151685837733,0.3039730228848295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909880959823708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689538011051066,0.0,0.13439098456036608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761600315988619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754613064106774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454797398475887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892937255081679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281942833816123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133951005274558
lonely,iLikHentai,2019/08/30,"I might have fucked up. So i've liked this one girl for around 2 years. I know she dosent like me so i never got around to ask her out, stupid i know but i didnt. About a week ago i blocked her on snapchat just because i couldn't stand seeing her. Seeing her made me feel sad and like a fuck up for not asking her out. 

Anyway i thought that blocking her would kind of help me move on but it didn't work at all. I think about her more then ever and i think i made her really sad. So **I might have fucked up.** Now i cant even say hi to her in school without feeling like a complete and uder mongo.

*thanks for reading*

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**Sad, lonley redditor \~15**",-1.538129496402874,0.2397913597122319,0.0762417266187061,104.41893812949642,106.62589928057554,2.7995395683453244,13.473669064748199,4.744908652037736,-1.4870946187050358,505,11,121,2,25,159,86,139,0.212,0.698,0.09,-0.965,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,12,13,4,0,3,0,9,3,0,2,3,30,27,9,0,2,5,0,2,4,0,3,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,2,7,1,0,1,7,7,0,1,6,5,26,6,20,17,2,20,0,3,2,3,16,11,3,2,11,80,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205508828864248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918853771905485,0.16731008096839586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24514901631345065,0.2574456808028078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393537881257307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436677774205908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094384875751256,0.12454972368083553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392417837970552,0.09836673950434864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818803478869536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012436387234836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229162033475488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338436934844012,0.1513431478141523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690761858057136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26057379981724804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921375606417863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634413156261075,0.0,0.0,0.10619606999427676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330323319779793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772862740981862,0.0,0.08820861495785291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949770090567,0.0,0.13935101355590346,0.21944438375346906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676771055147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764541354169303,0.0,0.10931156446464632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044770852692136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272956346064707,0.0,0.10024095446849003,0.0,0.0,0.09781199596933887,0.0,0.16731008096839586,0.08866872542513073
lonely,YourSpookyNeighbor,2019/08/30,Ι don't like this sub's new logo Do you guys have any ideas for a better one?,-1.8063157894736823,-0.3473039999999976,1.157105263157895,103.68723684210528,89.0,3.8,9.5,3.1291,-2.212389473684211,60,0,17,0,2,21,18,19,0.11699999999999999,0.722,0.161,0.1999,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30024072612943936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904781373408805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43716254662555293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984090341166373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569861238439164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264113852128576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991773927741617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LadyAdiee,2019/08/30,Bf Me and my bf have long-distance relationship and now I'm without him for like 3 weeks and I just feel so lonely...,1.9644000000000013,3.2348712400000004,3.916999999999998,89.24350000000004,76.6,6.6000000000000005,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.7986,91,3,21,1,2,31,21,25,0.095,0.905,0.0,-0.2755,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25272534730903023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441880973366857,0.0,0.0,0.4423273123357116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5366224673415448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009275769927772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818111935804922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,trvent17,2019/08/30,"i hate that people say nice things about me yet they never want to hang out with me coming from a teenager, its not the biggest deal in the world but it kinda hurts to constantly be getting sent snaps, and messages of other friends hanging out together but they are never available for me

it gets so easy to feel paranoid about if they really mean the nice things being say :(",5.395,6.643902944444445,5.103777777777778,84.119,68.16666666666667,7.426666666666668,28.288888888888888,7.554174236665415,1.6424022222222232,300,10,55,3,5,92,56,72,0.15,0.6859999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.5172,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,4,5,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,15,11,5,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,3,7,3,12,8,0,13,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,2,4,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443118517630427,0.0,0.26900493607232623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25663593775268145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586650626056273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232272915368692,0.0,0.2601113403363306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457668754760041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664847531922463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711577867258216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839803812988635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257674449955485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947095597410704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959183136190823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33075611110252456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468253854271975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JewishNegroPancake,2019/08/30,"My social life is rapidly deteriorating and It's driving me insane This post teeters on a rant and actually asking for advice. I'm sorry in advanced if it's too long.



 I'm slowly losing everything I've worked so hard to achieve. I always find myself coming back to this app to bitch and moan because in real life, I don't have anyone I can do that with. Yea they'll listen to me speak, but they won't actually listen let alone help. I can't tell if I'm being selfish or selfless. I use myself as comedic relief and sometimes let people walk over me, but then I'll just be a complete tool out of nowhere. My friends are doing early college so the people I hung out with on the daily go to a completely different school now and boast about how their school is so much better which is true. I'm stuck in an LDR with someone who very clearly doesn't care about me but I'm trying to convince myself they do. Like I know she isn't the perfect person and has a multitude of her own problems, but she just forgets I exist and gives no fucks about my own feelings. I haven't seen her in fucking months, I thought she liked me and I liked her and we'd be good together but fucking no. Everytime people ask how she's doing I have to lie because to be honest, I have no fucking idea.

You know I WANT to break up with her, but I don't have the balls to. I always second guess myself when I say I'm going to, ""you've waited so long, give her one more chance"" when that one more chances leads to 10 more chances.. I don't have anyone to talk to, I can't confide in my parents because they won't understand or listen long enough to, My friends would tell me to suck it up, I have mainly confided in myself for the past 15 years because when I boil it down, I'm the only person I can trust. I'm losing my grip on reality and has sad as that sounds I'm serious man. I don't want this shit to ruin my life, I'm only 15 and I'm letting this stupid shit drive me mad.",4.3350364963503685,4.302285734793192,5.521356690997568,84.7586189781022,69.99756690997565,7.841206812652071,27.87552311435523,7.24861992348623,1.3514079026763994,1531,47,329,13,25,512,196,411,0.201,0.6709999999999999,0.128,-0.9843,2,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,1,5,8,17,32,10,0,11,1,39,10,2,4,3,52,78,33,0,6,12,1,3,3,2,4,3,6,0,3,13,18,1,1,7,2,0,8,14,17,0,3,3,10,58,15,45,63,8,38,0,4,1,4,37,15,8,5,16,214,71,6,0.0,0.0,0.1728758089502908,0.0,0.0,0.08655594846728841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173855960504566,0.0,0.0,0.14740551776693211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386952210470525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561417518616914,0.0,0.0,0.06810987501593331,0.0,0.21598169349953744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833873227915346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030966364995638,0.0,0.0,0.07630082735336265,0.18574158824866452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925436089984221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152322132638392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796068631373656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044786949043172083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095733296238447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686799652035486,0.32755025519887143,0.0,0.16994133493011726,0.10068015311241696,0.07429378100604836,0.0,0.0,0.09757702103421616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934716213193223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937097305603275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999210750969484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735867588517708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717264733956322,0.18769264303199995,0.12982203790181332,0.0,0.0,0.2351622938765856,0.0,0.19818893380473432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070093178111676,0.0,0.06511393264313188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004348226056992,0.13473286704787593,0.0,0.0,0.09835374116910538,0.0,0.08455630929153725,0.18422341474873796,0.1546831983239831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483181965225392,0.0,0.0,0.08475576542507683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081946961232133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043960249682545,0.0,0.17928833064474492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818450461666127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902926056305045,0.0750505964537718,0.0,0.08760444142419474,0.09915416029101604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119445013359878,0.15483956220045972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031986138073408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013764156213568,0.0,0.0,0.09221127929508967,0.0,0.0765016722232111,0.0,0.07308490402235816,0.10448945077984394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644847602119579,0.0,0.0,0.06292221716542502,0.0,0.0,0.05704037364425566
lonely,subatomic_rabbithole,2019/08/30,"Decided to go on a solo impromptu vacation Decided to go on a impromptu vacation for 4 days to an island which has not much connectivity. It frequented by backpacker and people going on honeymoon. 

After booking and paying for flight and accommodation etc, i realized i dont know what i will be doing there, 

I have a been doing everything alone all this while, i do have friends but they have their own thing going on (married settled down etc), unless theres an occasion then i will be addressed otherwise, everything i do is on my own, and ive become accustomed to it. 

i would like to make some friends there, but i dont know who to.

i literally have no clue, other than just smiling at people.

Do i try to make some friends if so,how can i do so, 

or just be with myself 

Esp for those who went for vacation alone, what did you do ?",6.4636720867208695,6.023202304878051,7.777642276422764,71.75651761517615,65.58536585365854,11.923035230352305,34.68563685636856,11.429527900616536,4.036511653116532,654,27,126,19,9,226,95,164,0.043,0.847,0.11,0.9153,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,25,0,0,2,1,24,34,12,0,2,8,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,0,5,1,1,5,4,0,0,0,3,0,18,4,23,25,8,17,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,4,6,107,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354732999521581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886669389163884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444764719112384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796203634947672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612455152082353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911096183601188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753783467513581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681712831520563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801258499581116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912308566309792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162125859219328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905564002038554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245585612719644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075957781224754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995688810160968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501340087426738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504826282246575,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kr15tinn,2019/08/30,"I just need someone to talk to. My boyfriend is always on his phone. My mom and brother moved to NC (I’m American). And I feel stuck in the house unless it’s for work or errands. 

I really need to make new friends.",0.2353333333333332,2.340510755555556,2.0800000000000023,96.18000000000002,85.8888888888889,5.377777777777778,22.333333333333336,6.742157984588678,0.4578000000000002,164,6,38,2,5,54,36,45,0.046,0.882,0.07200000000000001,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,7,4,0,2,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,8,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479730657111733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068577114793608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302463110543909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34387028540308506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989278979843372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490325686687908,0.0,0.3167436916727202,0.0,0.4419499620982597,0.0,0.28782557074049503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091658846008752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525078676568897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395338563806487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169590924905835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,666-000-666,2019/08/30,"i don't know what to do i'm so alone. my boyfriends sleeping schedule is fucked up, so the only person i could talk to is asleep when i'm awake and awake when i'm asleep. my pc broke and won't start, the only thing i could distract myself with is now gone as well. i would be lonely there as well but at least i could have some random people talking in vc to me there. now it's just silent. my head is so loud. i watched youtube for four hours now, there's nothing on netflix i could watch and all my art supplies are at a different location. i cant leave the house. i don't know what to do. i thought about going to the hospital (i have borderline) so they could keep me there and try to get some mediation or something, so i can at least sleep without having nightmares. i'm so tired.",1.625454545454545,3.4252515454545467,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,79.0,5.612121212121212,22.51515151515152,6.42735559955562,0.2497151515151517,615,19,141,5,15,195,96,165,0.09699999999999999,0.875,0.027999999999999997,-0.8897,1,3,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,19,6,1,1,5,0,22,7,5,0,1,23,35,16,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,3,2,0,2,5,4,2,1,2,3,20,2,18,25,5,16,0,2,2,1,4,6,1,4,8,99,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319295749859915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5904813084326958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453729839554306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674291524568527,0.0772782851334493,0.0,0.0840622006880444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180111137327965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566422277591193,0.170671406058065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314716111769795,0.0,0.0,0.16257791228910368,0.0,0.0,0.15661820101564436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192623269215662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22498855949112212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254404788037827,0.12915167149239834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960390578661382,0.0,0.0,0.1138704290905042,0.0,0.0,0.10469337612699396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377732639450047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982666308603141,0.0,0.0,0.11742616825666498,0.0,0.1700038991733895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042301958474982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26598257644753104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425825723737076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507294404271876,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,eightbluelemons,2019/08/30,"Do you ever feel mute? Like in a nightmare. I haven't screamed in ages, but I feel like if i ever need to I won't be able to and my lungs will just shut down. I am almost unable to raise my voice without getting really nervous and I feel like everyone can interrupt me. Is this feeling common or am I just weird?",2.511363636363633,3.6062777121212117,4.21860606060606,88.3279090909091,74.9090909090909,7.098181818181819,25.32121212121212,7.554174236665415,1.1577975757575758,243,8,53,3,5,82,47,66,0.076,0.7090000000000001,0.215,0.8139,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,9,1,1,0,2,16,15,5,0,2,6,0,4,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,11,3,7,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,7,38,12,0,0.2452096538247191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24554204784434724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44361234080415374,0.0,0.2343083324583778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959414747980047,0.3503556513751697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281119234681822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593911525221617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181985127078745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570875831921513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363733559601267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mam-meam,2019/08/30,"Work from home, no friends, no life I work from home. I used to have travel every other week. I last set foot on an airplane 1 year ago today.  I'm lonely. I'm neurotic. I'm weeird.",-1.6346153846153832,0.3021679743589765,1.16551282051282,98.28365384615387,100.02564102564102,3.6256410256410256,14.192307692307693,5.46131890053228,-0.9774307692307692,137,3,32,1,6,47,28,39,0.23600000000000002,0.685,0.079,-0.6369,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,5,0,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,12,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25480036143488205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24218263555829786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22207730012691154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5766563663798739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23430393616604198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302908144067985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724618037456734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482579602894681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23056897051077516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185230093602825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510349386553135
lonely,thotsBwear,2019/08/30,"I feel lonely, but I think I might just be selfish. I’ve tried running away from that fact my whole life, citing depression and (social) anxiety to justify my short comings as a man. But I’m out of excuses as face the four walls in this hole I dug, the only way to the light is up but I don’t know if I’ll reach it — even with my lanky arms.",4.4959459459459445,3.4177344054054046,5.816891891891893,86.30885135135134,69.81081081081078,9.562162162162162,27.959459459459467,8.841846274778883,1.7071189189189189,262,7,63,4,4,89,59,74,0.17800000000000002,0.807,0.016,-0.9161,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,4,3,2,0,1,14,9,7,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,2,8,0,11,7,1,9,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,2,0,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24269550894972824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980669745765677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732829271104183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732471034554241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954074285447252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604112164364861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435239464885774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240831747355676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365522919301164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24128304739279915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233965923967591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328109663355848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153920381427332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518184153144085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541984811371998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Bixetis,2019/08/30,"why does this always seem to happen to me i may only be 17 but i can never seem to catch a break. in the earlier years of my life i was picked on and bullied and just recently i had found out that it had been done on purpose, during recess in elementary school their main goal was to make me cry either physically hurting me or mentally. the most constant form of bullying for physically was trying to kick soccer balls at me and trying to get a reaction out of me and they did, they hurt me mentally by making fun of me for being out of shape because i could never run as fast as them and i would get out of breath so they would always go after me or rig the game to make me it etc. this was just the least of my worries as i said this stuff has been going on my whole life and when high school hit i met two people who i thought would stick with me and be there for me and that they did. until now they hung out without me all summer and tried to make me jealous they went camping and did a bunch of fun stuff. but the thing is they tried to rub it in my face and tried to make me jealous just because thats fun to them i guess, lately ive been feeling lonelier than ever and im not sure what to do, any advices helps thank you if you read this (theres a-lot more that has been bugging me besides this and i feel like its all piling on top of me and i cant take it anymore)",4.410029910269191,3.9207419830508488,5.417647058823531,87.12820538384848,69.84745762711864,8.297108673978064,26.505483549351943,7.510576382923642,1.1314965104685937,1075,27,247,10,17,356,155,295,0.13,0.7859999999999999,0.084,-0.9524,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,2,10,2,9,10,2,0,8,0,29,4,2,6,6,56,52,25,0,5,11,0,3,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,19,20,0,0,6,4,0,5,5,4,0,1,19,4,45,6,46,24,11,35,0,2,0,0,17,16,0,8,14,189,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018422675164993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343824935962007,0.0,0.0,0.07087295792485755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335792034625424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706270220329974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262445202966725,0.0,0.08321093601962473,0.0,0.11448042741412533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120334645362596,0.10665291946779444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623249518304,0.0,0.09427266948362592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539320581592017,0.07445456198071254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427150249898599,0.0,0.0,0.10890096516372147,0.0,0.11846089458255918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148097300717042,0.0,0.0921611210175174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985625630308319,0.1101138165872815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313865121395746,0.0,0.11257514125500463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756434131610866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472268877416152,0.05091647251538605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860384710496018,0.0,0.0,0.3478372366394262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100578543978644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076128812112184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926376483726247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225280534294913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042478857962906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029043632830417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913678409620263,0.0,0.0,0.21095176536606566,0.0,0.18975536940648868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386132041753732,0.0,0.0,0.09822581733878454,0.0,0.07836023091799442,0.0,0.0,0.09595148126252766,0.0,0.0,0.06923892608121138,0.0,0.0,0.08273878642975516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537916161878224,0.0,0.10180748606112984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661268978209588,0.09404205309462868,0.11635755357843028,0.0,0.10046405481312902,0.0,0.0,0.1058401464921561,0.0,0.22210401665395432,0.0,0.0,0.06711405853422966
lonely,DoodleGaming,2019/08/30,M15- how do I deal with touch starvation? My parents don’t really do hugs and neither do my friends. I try to do high fives and fist bumps just to feel some skin. How can I cope?,-0.5252631578947344,1.6592759473684209,1.0371578947368434,101.16310526315792,92.15789473684212,5.145263157894737,18.12631578947369,6.742157984588678,-0.14638526315789455,138,4,34,2,5,44,28,38,0.067,0.833,0.1,0.3148,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,2,0,8,7,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,5,2,3,7,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549101613281373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231096438409992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409092448723396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662056573868911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899567537301206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28267653760653144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995803035708517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ajbasketball6,2019/08/30,Idk So I asked for some advice on r/advice but I’ve jus been going through a lot lately. Lately I have no friends in school I’m 17. I got real bad add an this Medicine I’m taking make me not want to talk to anybody but I have to take it. I’m also a really insecure kid an I’m still pretty quiet off it. There’s times when I feel really annoyed when I see everybody laughing an hanging out w they friends an ion really have any friends I had a group of like 4 friends but there been drama between us an I ain’t been talking to them lately. An there time when I get so depressed about everything I go through where I jus blast my rap music an ignore everyone. It feels like all I have is rap music an it feel like when I needed my friends the most w my depression they wasn’t there an rn I be feeling so lonely I have nobody except my music mom an sister,-0.2538586956521733,1.9430687228260908,2.2158695652173925,93.42478260869566,90.03260869565219,4.939130434782608,19.413043478260867,6.498293943080001,0.1717304347826083,671,21,147,8,23,229,106,184,0.175,0.631,0.19399999999999998,0.5922,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,3,0,15,16,1,1,14,0,13,0,0,1,1,20,32,11,0,2,5,2,4,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,1,4,3,0,3,4,7,0,0,6,6,24,9,15,25,4,18,0,3,1,0,16,5,0,3,13,94,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379639872503001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737104404946437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280064882338539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382871475137435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166411319283246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974259209596305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634643912529115,0.10942960535991172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462610868418139,0.1739700506475327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703555150697226,0.0,0.06361432369317294,0.0,0.13839748218261308,0.0,0.09738221098378888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120501256539291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845665329258265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351558963176273,0.0,0.0,0.08127542499133195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426032780812161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028314117426424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387320504524535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858899016325482,0.2340067987780764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322713453887428,0.09702657307813854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723730985129407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830960115659173,0.19573137980558908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199791040053156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146461710549239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181691949965352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Forgottensun1969,2019/08/30,"I just had a revelation. For years I thought I had depression and  anxiety, but I don’t. I’m just really really lonely, which basically feels the same. It’s a constant ache and longing in my chest. I figured it out, because of the few times I’ve had quality interaction in the last several years, all the symptoms go away like that. Trouble is, I’m an introvert, weird and hard to figure out and always have been, so I can’t connect with hardly anyone so going down the pub or to a meeting or talking to colleagues or even family does nothing to alleviate it. It’s actually exhausting. I hate being fake and since 80% of the population is fake, it’s limits how much I want to have to do with people. I have a kind of bf/fwb that I’ve known for years but he makes me feel even more lonely and unlovable but I often have no where else to go as I don’t always get on with my family. 

I have met people who I’ve connected and made me feel great instead of sad and misunderstood but they are gone now. This fucking sucks. I know you guys understand the pain and how loneliness fucks you up, because I tell you, hardly anyone does. I see people with so many people who love and respect them all gathered round them in a loving embrace, but we have nothing but longing. I can’t even sleep properly anymore I’m so desperate to just talk to someone. Not even talk, just be held and understood and accepted. I can’t focus. People say that you need to know you don’t need others. Bullshit. Humans are social animals. You leave a dog or a horse alone, it’s going to get pretty depressed too. It natural to respond this way to loneliness, we are not weak, just human. 

On top of all this, I live in one of the most boring, isolated places on the planet so no I can’t just ‘get out and meet people’. There is literally no electricity except for a generator and the water comes from the creek, that’s how isolated it is. And the people that do live here and so not people I have anything in common with. I’ve tried to make friends and it’s impossible. I have to wait until I can leave but I need to finish studying or I can’t go anywhere. I’m resenting the world for forcing me to endure this. I just want to not be sad anymore but I can’t as it’s exclusively loneliness that is causing it. No amount of healthy eating or therapy or whatever is going to help. I’m just lonely. We need love in our life or it has no colour anymore. That’s it. 

I’ve got so much inside me I want to share I feel like I’m going to explode. I just want someone to really see me if you know what I mean. Most of my life I’ve spent feeling and being completely alone and I’ve had enough.",2.2737300123001205,4.121965258302584,4.314857011070109,84.23890298277985,77.22878228782288,7.46869618696187,24.76030135301353,8.344100000000001,1.6298116851168518,2078,73,424,40,48,712,229,542,0.217,0.664,0.11900000000000001,-0.9957,0,8,0,0,0,0,55.0,4,7,3,2,30,32,5,0,22,0,39,15,2,7,3,103,94,49,0,9,31,0,9,2,1,0,6,1,0,3,29,31,2,3,16,1,1,9,18,21,0,1,13,13,52,11,59,77,12,41,0,7,4,5,38,19,3,12,14,288,81,0,0.0,0.0,0.06879368442338665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602467649456374,0.0,0.0,0.11731622524976976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392905701567168,0.0,0.2097385284294504,0.0985845372477428,0.0,0.058011996936289084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623307920278879,0.0,0.0,0.08594711171016506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241855583770893,0.0,0.060725847879616913,0.07391345431072678,0.07618086340083015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143577510259658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233826145684963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213475316650655,0.05889015464128605,0.0,0.0,0.07284095610102925,0.0,0.18624711627186796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291424128718965,0.0,0.17822385083665548,0.050362179025982716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054464842810886725,0.1303443727944043,0.11049336181237096,0.0,0.2804505214511418,0.0,0.0563818924608809,0.07772181500658386,0.0,0.06980187740643262,0.0,0.0,0.1894510399600797,0.06959995992063285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04725181630820925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341047710882531,0.11622786436214776,0.05746344649346305,0.0,0.14928964431461647,0.0,0.0,0.09958646831878823,0.06888132670381361,0.0,0.1244980804028236,0.1247730435812629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908755044601932,0.06670478467620998,0.09411292319778007,0.07147162737272736,0.0,0.07679054002591716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364497753656893,0.2090868262403809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528514987481632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04776974572591968,0.0,0.07501245001831558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909830233106433,0.0,0.07365305616206083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171952305342838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548415085807455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056061051161516565,0.0,0.0,0.11235197381275487,0.0,0.0,0.07964013348569159,0.0,0.05831481420330373,0.0,0.07054666278483065,0.07186154101290505,0.11946164312005746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327207824956095,0.0,0.16998544440404514,0.06161639412103445,0.0,0.08061803571583089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055965752315449986,0.04110663966751248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786198787109528,0.0,0.0,0.07338856357776707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632088309333076,0.0559562463098559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619085820168075
lonely,nycto-philia,2019/08/30,"Just a shitty poem What is lonely?

​

Lonely is

Staying in on a Friday Night.

To watch netflix until the light.

​

Lonely is

Being surrounded by friends

But your presence is pretend

​

Lonely is

Destroying your only love

Silly fights, they all add up

​

Lonely is

What I am

What I am meant to be

​

Lonely is

Me",5.127142857142856,7.980685761904766,5.174841269841268,76.66321428571429,72.33333333333333,5.469841269841268,29.54761904761905,6.42735559955562,1.9410761904761893,285,12,39,2,6,89,41,63,0.326,0.57,0.10400000000000001,-0.9423,0,12,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,2,1,0,1,11,2,0,3,0,11,1,0,0,1,5,13,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,6,3,7,10,1,7,0,6,1,1,6,4,0,0,2,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5232881715140293,0.586850623274349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462691262266337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871782533344022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064525884798494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346273893245332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295445873499814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.586850623274349,0.0
lonely,Black_bunny21,2019/08/30,Who Wants To Buy Girl Underwear I know there is guys out there who would like to buy worn underwear from girls and guess what I’m selling them. Message me if you’re interested.,3.5124761904761925,5.518538914285713,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,74.14285714285714,8.095238095238095,25.952380952380953,8.841846274778883,1.7842380952380958,142,5,30,3,3,44,29,35,0.06,0.797,0.14300000000000002,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5816361605252893,0.5227892000466287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290167325439376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579473147689194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31141985235270425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750661417610089,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,1985throwaway85,2019/08/30,"I feel pathetic I have always felt lonely stemming from childhood. And I have never had the luck of being one of the girls the guys fawn over even though I have always been told I am pretty. Not being conceited.

My marriage is shit. I really want to leave my husband but for reasons I don't feel like explaining, I can't right now.

But this is why I feel pathetic. I developed a crush on someone. Now, I have no intentions on acting on it. He is just a really cute coworker. 

Well today, I saw him walk into a hotel with another female and it hurt my feelings a little. I guess I have long felt desired in my own relationship. I have never felt wanted in life. I think my home life is just so stressful that Iooked forward to my office interactions. It is pathetic I know.",2.628011204481794,4.7038240000000044,4.636848739495799,81.28367647058826,76.97385620915033,7.770121381886089,24.65406162464986,8.634040054169528,1.9401002801120448,604,21,114,13,14,207,95,153,0.228,0.69,0.083,-0.9743,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,1,7,0,18,3,1,2,2,28,33,6,0,3,5,1,7,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,5,4,0,0,11,1,0,3,6,4,1,1,7,8,24,4,14,24,1,19,0,2,1,0,10,10,1,2,9,86,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488140367578005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567777005027667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987521051232294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023936079005432,0.1068123103747611,0.4306685596988169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647057238163347,0.1480416443146827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997400095621946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005704846027416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216858339959482,0.0,0.0,0.15831296552958626,0.0,0.0,0.21121128928327104,0.07304463179717922,0.1498515756642201,0.0,0.1323145395528822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306277029403233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131406157719934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210874716839448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156405927614295,0.15372454355376555,0.0,0.16052129882076827,0.0,0.12768351614659082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347322368441754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668210897145085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171266946293965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580206670482386,0.1468960292220986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417210983796503,0.14286633728729212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637360148380268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344303860711641,0.0,0.13491247139463874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,maoulovesemi,2019/08/30,I got into a big argument with my girlfriend and broke up 8 days ago. She doesn’t want to talk to me anymore and has blocked me on all social media and text messages. I’m now drunk and listening to sad music. I don’t want to be alive.,1.8455882352941158,2.9769139019607853,3.727598039215689,91.04669117647059,76.64705882352942,6.668627450980392,24.514705882352942,7.1686216300943375,0.8485647058823522,183,6,42,2,4,62,40,51,0.23800000000000002,0.665,0.096,-0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,10,9,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,8,7,1,7,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648911514304386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40823305630555307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26547165665429584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32922352109481823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196118386764533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308580355557464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4855880529513754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,loosey_ss,2019/08/30,Do you ever go to a public place just to avoid being alone? I just walked to Starbucks nearby. I don’t want to sit alone in my room anymore. At least here I can see people and hear voices.,0.7614999999999981,2.70192415,2.4700000000000024,95.165,82.5,4.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.1705,146,2,32,0,4,48,32,40,0.161,0.805,0.034,-0.5994,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,6,7,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6472852798169125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099034704770107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826626865772328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759375490509688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521959397156213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166393736683897,0.0,0.32648275765230106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24901194973740906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431312764536487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pinguin23,2019/08/30,"Getting deep and intimate with a girl makes me feel bad for some reason. When i get intimate with a girl through text or in real life, i just feel bad, anxious, sometimes disgusted, undeserving and low.
It's like i just don't like my self that much that i feel like i'm unworthy of it, and this is destroying me along with every interaction with a female, for every time i remember these feelings i automatically think about how unfunctional i am, and makes me distant and cold and lonely.",9.946612903225807,7.584064494623661,9.97212365591398,64.97818548387096,59.96774193548386,13.601075268817205,40.45430107526881,12.161744961471696,4.792830107526882,390,16,72,10,4,130,61,93,0.26,0.667,0.07400000000000001,-0.9584,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,3,0,3,1,0,4,0,26,13,9,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,11,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,11,3,11,13,2,5,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050678893812476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34072926168592865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438245030683089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126744220078503,0.14576600594588318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320464875852224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411927773812935,0.2990504801039781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723961748230645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999266020699786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322418541464908,0.0,0.2097867993966841,0.0,0.0,0.2311372104824357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285791161138995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180048542267054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074040413438145,0.0,0.0,0.11897719276798074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Tyken_4,2019/08/30,I don’t think I’m an addict I just don’t have anything to do with my life Every day for the past several months I have ended up getting high. I don’t need to constantly do it but when I get home and I’m done with the day I end up smoking and the night always ends up bad and it’s not because of the weed it’s because I have no one to do anything with. I use to have a friend group to play video games with I use to have friends to hang out with and I use to have a girlfriend. so I go home and sit in the silence every day and try to entertain myself for as long as possible but it eventually fails and I don’t know how to recover from this.,1.4347711598746071,2.270542696551725,3.5481504702194364,93.10235109717873,77.20689655172414,6.9278996865203775,23.52664576802508,7.348242739294969,0.6524482758620684,501,15,125,6,11,172,76,145,0.079,0.818,0.102,0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,8,0,14,2,0,4,0,24,25,14,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,5,13,0,0,2,4,0,2,6,2,0,1,1,0,14,4,26,24,0,21,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,12,83,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947495353706034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217229079256701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407642743917566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214394110764475,0.17835098841443905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808480372932046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830299809162843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970288900303844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38870187883242296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465070340383689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260426989545905,0.0,0.15285834819694025,0.0,0.08313854998713156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456076162307444,0.2934765537751107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039577703783275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332717821428804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294598224850189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676527635904482,0.0,0.0,0.10847031791528948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728089664541138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991281870559538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964795899570054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649171613519904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652632210903144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373511475923264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993196010248259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790362591002563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,1nd1abr0,2019/08/30,"How do I keep going? I'm 30, in the military and the very few friends I've ever made have come and gone years ago. I've been in a couple long term relationships but they always end the same way: me practically begging for them to want me more and then it going up in flames so I can watch them marry someone else less than a year later. I feel like no one could love me and the endless days of sitting on the couch watching Netflix just so I can forget my life for a while are getting to be too much. How do I stop feeling so empty?",2.9719690265486705,3.750698442477877,4.329369469026549,89.18131084070801,73.42477876106193,6.711946902654868,24.74446902654867,6.6274283507984215,0.6865230088495582,416,12,93,3,8,138,83,113,0.09300000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.125,0.5848,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,8,3,0,0,8,0,9,2,0,3,1,19,21,12,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,2,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,4,12,3,11,16,6,23,0,0,2,1,6,5,0,0,13,63,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161797837142924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986729923638256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186207734329869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259083718894971,0.2391833953029365,0.0,0.1394090866922758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057882521176372,0.0,0.19145877672806635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553438199972706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859989198423369,0.1544289224406405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700919517093868,0.0,0.1129377317895967,0.0,0.2457040618475188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213813473488905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268432869242154,0.1056077126216451,0.0,0.0,0.19129996996309984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509811426079451,0.20454134865505946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589067680044093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647957059028818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23208121909064866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315661848647385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807243251950637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835946035937034,0.12750021569870718,0.171582385603211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27840743305276694
lonely,Goobywilliams,2019/08/30,"Two weeks into college and no one will give me the time of day I’m terrible at talking to new people and making friends. I was hoping college would be different. I’m even putting effort in trying to talk to people but everyone just seems to ignore me. I think people are put off by my physical appearance. I’m 6’3, 245 lbs with broad shoulders. IM NOT HARD TO MISS!!! I also wear heavy metal T-shirts and have long-ish hair so that probably contributes. I don’t want to change my appearance for other people. I don’t know what to do.",2.40785046728972,4.51381861682243,4.022252336448599,85.28291121495327,77.78504672897195,7.270654205607477,23.78411214953271,8.238735603445708,1.551797009345794,420,14,82,8,10,140,80,107,0.066,0.8290000000000001,0.105,0.479,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,9,3,3,1,0,18,22,6,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,4,4,3,0,2,1,2,9,2,15,18,0,13,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,4,4,49,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141140210391367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706337442453386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404113653312695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475038647539926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679497261948192,0.0,0.0,0.16896925823396844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661891689182076,0.0,0.0,0.1696320666887962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840552392819046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563272890078938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100743978960705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971814974107304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648955538673445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803582796932062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078413785768526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982502077410435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903684139258416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906533423514785,0.0,0.0,0.35552727630363795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097997698516428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28425954681128085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330593655413278,0.0,0.0,0.10311137053929706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005639979431793,0.0,0.1727378446712633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429929534360136,0.0,0.14184287634099824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561541596459122,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,240hrz,2019/08/30,I have an obsession that just makes me feel even more lonely I’m crazy about this girl it’s the strongest feelings i have ever had for someone. but i sit alone just so i can talk to her withou anyone seeing because i’m private. but then she’s always talking about every other guy she knows and it just leaves me feeling so fucking alone. no even the girl i’m in love with helps me to feel like i have someon  because she’s never with me,2.2693681318681307,4.083700483516484,3.3693269230769265,91.16629807692308,77.13186813186812,4.9895604395604405,22.36401098901099,5.148860815047168,0.11349340659340612,348,10,71,1,8,112,59,91,0.142,0.696,0.163,0.6259,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,10,5,1,1,3,0,5,2,0,1,2,16,17,6,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,13,2,8,16,1,5,0,1,1,2,11,1,1,0,4,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006905872683829,0.0,0.0,0.1609574091170479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525760533648715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23583821236165806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555303260637451,0.17497737306111208,0.16298137386009776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912358988701788,0.13819343123686156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883197736124834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915358138215796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965861990277353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630945478120997,0.0,0.0,0.20482481690599266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945049148929425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745869712190983,0.0,0.12912256808549272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919269836864146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414647526875594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32780182834100496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31095916653908634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ghostmochas,2019/08/30,"I’m coming to terms that I’m meant to not have friends. I’m so tired of feeling lonely, it sucks so bad. Seriously. I’m always alone. I’ve always struggled to make friends, I’ve had a few friends here and there but the friendships always end in them leaving me. Now it’s been 2 almost 3 years of not having one.single.friend. Not even one. Nothing. I’m like a ghost. I’m invisible. No matter how hard I try no one is interested enough to want to be friends with me. I try to make conversations with people and but they die down fast because no one is interested enough in talking to me. I was so excited to start college, finally a chance to make friends. It had gone so well at the orientation. I had made friends but now the one I was texting with stopped responding to my messages days ago. I’m now almost into the 3rd week of college and I haven’t made any friends. I really tried. I don’t have energy anymore. I’m done. I guess I’m just meant to not have friends. I won’t expect anything from anyone. I’m done.",0.5145922364672373,2.9450824855769246,2.391367521367524,91.63881766381769,89.52884615384615,5.389173789173789,23.088319088319093,6.937597516519254,0.8521938746438749,799,32,170,12,27,264,108,208,0.242,0.628,0.13,-0.9662,0,3,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,0,13,18,1,1,7,0,18,1,0,6,0,32,42,11,2,2,8,0,2,1,8,1,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,10,5,1,4,13,2,16,13,23,27,4,20,0,1,0,0,14,5,1,3,14,101,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361776355929908,0.0,0.18891553502376124,0.09769732652990544,0.0,0.0,0.2354700967115524,0.0,0.0,0.06414756575099287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354991220102313,0.06595765837324705,0.0,0.07762546911100335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876152515983345,0.0575026306417659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125685509491491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060834980872497536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789954196568948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930644737968849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354829155314332,0.1949360024288139,0.0,0.06230400837198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769603102323355,0.0,0.0,0.1033337930959084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6559114108941635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391501814326444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450106085596712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988174244427453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046084823663664135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851446169405016,0.18889781937670785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905120817881707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31960190280643913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653964744401464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043014849160806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676718773505412,0.0,0.0,0.07886401903417598,0.0,0.09861409122265084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758187993332818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841834194010933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921314274955513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563821819155439,0.0,0.07566575475682047,0.0,0.08481390739746504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060745361964503274
lonely,jetjay197,2019/08/30,"hey guys Felt super alone for over 3 years now struggling with alcohol abuse and no friends nor family to turn to. Feel crushingly low every night and attempt to distract myself with Twitch, Overwatch, YouTube and drinking myself to sleep. Anybody just wanna chat or anything at all... I'm desperate at this point.",7.110999999999998,9.094708418181824,5.863409090909091,77.51511363636364,64.81818181818181,8.40909090909091,35.56818181818181,8.841846274778883,3.342363636363636,253,12,39,4,4,75,47,55,0.259,0.64,0.102,-0.8316,0,1,2,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,11,4,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,2,2,11,3,1,8,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,23,3,0,0.0,0.30515774228745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275245426645594,0.0,0.2667468430519184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119438633711853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25230351869414713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699919256813535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24279769085000302,0.0,0.1302263445014479,0.0,0.2472909071972473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989845172184151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25501758859169393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24169568907674344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434704765803148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257738623874334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692499216549592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28014329512891645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658554446637529
lonely,dandelionwine123,2019/01/22,"Homesick lonely international student I’m in my second year of three year degree abroad in England and it just feels like it gets worse day by day. 
For some reason when I’m back home I don’t really mind spending time alone since my family is still around all the time and I can drive anywhere I want. 

Here I can’t bear it. Im kind of shy and have a hard time relating to people so I have a few close friends, but don’t enjoy drinking so don’t really get invited out much and spend so much time very isolated. Every night I come home from class and am so gutted and busy crying that I find it hard to get motivation to do school work. Any tips or advice would be appreciated. Just trying to get through this degree. ",2.1081213307240745,4.237096328767123,3.5908414872798424,87.89246575342466,78.86301369863014,6.637181996086106,20.01761252446184,7.7094869923839395,0.6398900195694717,568,14,119,9,14,187,98,146,0.124,0.764,0.11199999999999999,0.2878,0,3,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,11,6,0,0,3,0,12,2,1,2,1,23,21,13,0,2,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,10,1,0,4,1,2,2,4,2,0,2,0,3,9,4,14,19,5,19,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,2,13,69,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317316077340406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174577572120948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963550151530567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042977599122155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266130472359168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621005043847758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094029560874787,0.18898063419691036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352932062248333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344555020926234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812168691413926,0.0,0.07408259246713345,0.10467063659055846,0.0,0.0,0.13391242835713327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319744060079365,0.0,0.3061930134506949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26249805361723594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939338002715798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826178256862006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257325080062753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715800274603956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479387950062952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154113659889464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749478497214748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157533574180876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772304392587394,0.15064224130075285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482814147539284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119905936101097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170073939118288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417372500802571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947434435615896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089055575026612,0.08641858358978681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066649618512382,0.0,0.14931171768553028,0.10408034195187724,0.0,0.0,0.188702237823214
lonely,Poes_Ting,2019/01/22,"How are you supposed to hold a conversation when you don't share common interests with others? As edgy as this may sound, it seriously is difficult to be able to talk to someone when there’s little to no common ground. How do you go around this? ",5.8024999999999975,6.359382583333336,6.383333333333333,77.795,66.91666666666666,9.733333333333334,28.5,9.725611199111238,2.4452,196,6,38,4,3,64,36,48,0.20199999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.0,-0.7969,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,6,7,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,9,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,29,7,0,0.4722477432923888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204006138659878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683892754665794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4733163027126344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40013398038979003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37957484763184207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nb2001uk,2019/01/22,"18 and have nothing No friends, Never had a relationship, Only have my mum who is mentally ill.

No Skills, No Hobbies, Failed GCSEs. Can't get into a clubs or activities. 

Recovering BDD sufferer 
Recovered from Near Suicidal Attempts

My life is so boring, i wake up, watch TV all day and go sleep.

I have nothing and nobody.

If i died today, only my mum would be there.

",2.256,4.9251816714285725,4.51107142857143,78.30517857142857,82.28571428571428,7.5,25.892857142857146,8.472884824447931,2.3639999999999994,287,12,51,7,8,99,55,70,0.276,0.655,0.069,-0.9589,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,2,0,9,4,2,0,2,9,11,6,2,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,1,6,1,4,8,1,7,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,2,3,34,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356965688223668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26322675307185545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959530572823308,0.0,0.1325106309509016,0.0,0.1441431474968457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791455912098576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25559827482342984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956142417046836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4867275356860062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38579241145710375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723025182659913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538120655512112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774288485512815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24041053906055346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801706920246197,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wait-not-yet,2019/01/22,"A life wasted searching for a thing that only exists in your head. 32M I just need somewhere to put this. I don't want advice. I don't want to be reassured. I seriously just need somewhere outside of myself for this. Keep your pity I have enough.

I have a fine life. I have a big family that likes me just fine. I have a home with food, netflix, and a car in the driveway. I have friends that I've know for a decade.

I feel alone. Its not that I believe I could die and no one would care. In fact I would definitely kill myself if wouldnt be such a big deal for everyone. It's not like I feel lost and hopeless. Just really alone and not willing to settle for anything less than someone that makes me feel connected. Its not that no one cares for me or has never. It's that I've never cared for someone who would care for me in the same way that I want someone to care. I don't know what it's like to be loved by someone that didnt have to say it. Sure no one ""has"" to say it but undoubtedly there is love for the familiar (family) and LOVE. LOVE is that other part of you who you never leave out of your thoughts and whose thoughts you're never left out of. LOVE might be made up, could be something that is just in my head. I've never seen it in all honesty. I know people in ""love"" but not in LOVE. I feel a powerful empty space inside me thats pulling toward an infinite empty center. I'm being crushed by nothing from within. Maybe I'm a tuning fork for universal agony. Maybe I'm just a guy who might one day die regretful that he lived an entire life for nothing and there was nothing he could do about it.

The point is I've spent decades looking for something that I'm almost certain only exists in my mind. 

Who else?",1.6477954545454525,3.487471158333335,3.0539898989899017,92.59727272727275,79.08333333333334,5.91919191919192,21.74242424242424,6.850034144686104,0.3997500000000001,1347,39,298,14,33,439,160,360,0.128,0.693,0.179,0.9833,1,3,2,0,0,2,38.0,0,5,0,2,10,27,1,0,17,0,34,13,2,2,10,65,71,11,3,14,15,0,4,3,1,7,3,2,2,1,33,10,1,1,9,1,1,3,18,6,0,5,8,8,32,21,43,47,5,31,0,4,2,7,25,20,0,5,10,202,65,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927497637805112,0.0,0.0,0.07098823544819402,0.1468457491860944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833818883487081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987116268751462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36139629493083536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698048099593169,0.0,0.0,0.045719563985249366,0.07308668099183788,0.0,0.0,0.14714969278638945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059221284275925413,0.0,0.0,0.07325052879322941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677404754829325,0.0,0.0,0.13366159616210688,0.0,0.14338077934335286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572305417212993,0.0,0.054771089646380944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019436185996349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455115710987879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711105941942262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301218918683972,0.07843164669916951,0.0,0.11688139448947685,0.0,0.0,0.07506453769107152,0.07702451491898621,0.0,0.1502196399279213,0.10390295257867116,0.0,0.06259905629602218,0.0,0.059531540934396374,0.0,0.07738714256111799,0.0,0.4478804539209046,0.06707985468770973,0.04732105232770667,0.0,0.14244136151989467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041070998248438,0.07158084988902617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513124350374614,0.27338193435479874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406875396700547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215338853534256,0.1078333303183213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676927662145046,0.0,0.049147682052246365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670159843863139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126617881760562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04541531863699867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127525464270327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402667125048518,0.10915246198631574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681500070446351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709758615636153,0.0,0.0,0.1125608770354866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544205850736234,0.05627087906144631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107922164714427,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,whytfamisad,2019/01/22,"I thought I could escape loneliness with this girl... It all began this summer. We were texting all day, honestly it was amazing. It was the first time I ever felt that someone was genuinely attracted to me. This went on for a month. She didn't want to meet up in person. She always had an excuse. That is until later she told me she got a boyfriend. I was so heartbroken. I felt betrayed and this whole thing destroyed my self image. A few months of self doubt and hatred followed.

In october we ran into each other and after that she texted me. She told me how shitty she felt and how much she regrets what she did in August. I forgave her... She then broke up with his boyfriend and we started talking again. It was going fine. I started feeling those feelings again I felt in Summer. This time we even met. Twice. Once we were at her place. Watching a movie. We were cuddling and laughing and it was amazing. I really never wanted that day to end. Before I went home we kissed and hugged eachother (it was my first kiss so I was probably pretty bad). After that I felt like she started losing interest. She didn't respond to my texts that quickly anymore and postponed our third meet up. Eventually she told me she didn't want a relationship. Told me she needed space. I felt like shit. Again. But I could have dealt with this. We talked through it. She told me she still loved me and missed me. However, a few weeks later one of my friends showed me a screenshot of her on Tinder. I felt so crushed. Again. Why is it that I'm never good enough? I genuinely feel like this was my only chance at a relationship and it didn't work. I still can't get over her. I still peep her instagram/facebook profile almost every hour. I'm honestly so fucked up and I don't know what to do. I have lost all my confidence and my trust towards women as well.


Phew... I don't know if anyone cares about my wall of text but at least it felt good to think through things once again and write it down. ",1.3022261295822697,3.8608322122762186,2.314240728900256,92.97925538150044,86.21227621483378,4.997463768115941,20.933557118499575,6.528864054313183,0.3608196504688834,1549,50,314,17,48,488,189,391,0.105,0.773,0.12300000000000001,0.2392,3,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,9,0,0,5,19,31,3,1,10,0,28,7,1,2,6,63,71,26,0,8,3,0,11,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,31,27,0,0,15,1,0,5,9,10,1,5,39,12,71,21,38,30,10,61,0,5,1,6,54,20,2,3,39,231,102,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687216085941144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387720716814853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613332485543188,0.053678038957893255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409815509198619,0.0,0.0,0.0653239970254615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827019207483413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258615889877925,0.0,0.0,0.09901814448285898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679937487088548,0.07932196647625413,0.0,0.05070460460707545,0.06944113955409861,0.06468043341229618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644877067560355,0.054843144436892734,0.5896753021849388,0.0,0.0,0.13059780961380044,0.0,0.0,0.05931084196077105,0.07097086942973292,0.04010816263574399,0.0,0.04362907912478085,0.1287788764632804,0.06139846074297432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770046614230352,0.0,0.0756011126180738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437947782887145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251504469672813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588386496559959,0.08380144729403625,0.0,0.06928620552852043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255112657327293,0.0,0.056433384963982265,0.0569225718243679,0.11841657931681293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635110375228455,0.05202004987132565,0.05838559771136648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703094195154644,0.08020632298754381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810075413406874,0.08276899359738887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049179609236696495,0.0,0.0,0.16484041484613754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017173709723234,0.0,0.07880134924699574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504536017913096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301056432613806,0.0,0.18392130630462786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340657824212077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200262610398272,0.04918989733684279,0.0,0.0609452946063367,0.08952819040802815,0.0,0.0,0.3667760365601173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583943929907874,0.0,0.06157873750809836,0.0,0.06902373943734286,0.14232959161129125,0.06927126778808693,0.08570883969310626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588808953217715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,asdfghjkl_jacque,2019/01/22,"I wrote this at work today.. I feel sad
And alone
No one around 
To ask me if I’m down

Plenty of boys texting me
Lots of sex being offered, but
Nothing that truly stimulates me 

I crave a conversation 
But not just any
One that entices me
Moves my thoughts
My heart
Something that will leave me longing for more
To expand the horizons of my consciousness 
And the vast Sahara of my mind. ",3.805307017543857,5.460128565789479,4.255263157894738,87.11517543859651,72.55263157894737,6.64561403508772,27.14035087719298,7.1686216300943375,1.302340350877193,305,11,60,3,6,96,56,76,0.162,0.7959999999999999,0.043,-0.6653,0,1,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,1,0,15,7,5,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,1,12,0,10,3,2,7,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,2,2,43,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26700215509232195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531225170423406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294958862106727,0.2410073903433755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035098835233122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054932155240654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272972060078166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22814412148254715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191716050866303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603036354765634,0.0,0.0,0.2739996812530542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24736522234246114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493827307333941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846636859093264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046637162746196,0.0,0.0,0.244363435754122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876808402195297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,forevernachoss,2019/01/22,"Loneliness Okay so here's the deal. I've never ever had a girlfriend. Not for at least fucking one minute. Everytime I confessed to a girl I fell in love with, I either got rejected or friendzoned. Walking down the school hallway and seeing all those couples and kissing ang hugging it's really annoying.. Idk why is this happening like I guess i look okay.. but the truth is that i'm rather very bashful and I don't know how to talk to girls. Basically that's the back of the story(btw im 17)

So as i've previously said, I didn't have any gfs yet and like 2 days ago i messaged a girl who's 14 and she kind of invited me to a date and I don't know what to do. I've read a lot of articles about the age of consent and stuff like that and tbh i don't wanna go to the jail lol. She's cute and stuff but i feel like the age is not right... I just love the fact that i can finally have someone to text to.. because i never really did that. Most of the times being alone kinda sucks.

In a nutshell, I know this is not the right place for asking for advices but im hella desperate rn. Thanks in advance",-0.2429756795422051,1.9911876566523643,2.075051502145925,94.01878612303294,90.88841201716738,5.3384263233190286,20.213018597997134,6.88968998030894,0.4228999713876971,856,29,192,13,30,289,133,233,0.067,0.7490000000000001,0.183,0.9821,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,10,18,3,0,17,3,15,5,0,1,6,37,33,17,0,2,10,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,13,10,0,0,5,1,0,4,9,4,0,1,5,4,18,14,25,27,5,24,1,1,2,5,15,8,2,5,16,121,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457051669696987,0.12207332823896284,0.0,0.0,0.14262804100347135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364884345535164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874207678267188,0.0,0.0,0.10589198357088167,0.0,0.08394792214166429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237564539757434,0.0,0.08881281048844247,0.1419749661272266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456833643024408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963129606624642,0.09838143946046596,0.0,0.1508567020430801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273124720682682,0.0,0.0,0.07826487067257039,0.0,0.1101408208915047,0.0,0.1517052307882466,0.0,0.12177821622726565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29750505944824984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434057967531498,0.22704864687178344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26911639663453124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564334832233555,0.0,0.0,0.11707776915240135,0.24858081004064836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242387993595066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933171764619594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387966974478414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774920961869555,0.0,0.17644359376136307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352104934309797,0.13099559333103614,0.0,0.0,0.1393718382146702,0.10973858879518288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668288225178107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152944544503332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068764319595913,0.0,0.1267866547575257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030094130331676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362677518061168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242636086646224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Alonesoalobe,2019/01/22,I had a dream Today i had a dream when i was in my house talking to a girl then i went to my bedroom and sat on my bed then she walked to me hugged me and started kissing me. We kissed for about 15 seconds. It was a dream but it felt so good. I was touching her lips they were wet and it felt sooo good. That was my first time that i experienced something like this. Its sad beacuse probably i'am never gonna kiss a girl in real life. It makes me so sad and depressed. I really want to have real friends. I wish i could have normal life like other people have. I've changed myself so much but no one is interested in me. I want to commit suicide,0.07541058394160771,2.2459760802919706,2.047185218978104,95.63603330291971,87.46715328467155,4.592883211678832,19.51140510948905,5.985473137389443,-0.17933540145985427,501,15,114,4,16,166,83,137,0.152,0.581,0.267,0.9255,0,0,1,0,0,2,10.0,1,0,1,1,6,13,0,0,5,0,12,7,1,1,2,19,22,12,1,5,2,0,4,2,1,1,2,0,2,2,9,5,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,3,0,3,11,5,24,10,11,9,1,14,0,3,0,4,8,4,0,0,10,80,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531783554780795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986744612185525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088278502058264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364016757627681,0.0,0.0,0.1490085199167819,0.0,0.0,0.13534408887450058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938663341304887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213488005851574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24747046210407064,0.17116877460869107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693440377444116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877788980142854,0.0,0.13511007014425394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163978332501134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870690113786275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121448163449026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888743045142962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987877254697949,0.11222517137334076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348625763274605,0.0,0.0,0.12399372288027738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191619131925944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080352209758507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214921048812446,0.0,0.1660507154940528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665210089038988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239416150297678,0.0,0.0,0.20144903247106485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DE_Bundy,2019/01/22,"Having troubles finding a partner? Hey guys, I'm a 27 year old man. I'm 5'4 and weigh around 200 pounds. Ive been a short guy all my life and people have pushed me out of their lives recently because i just cant seem to get over the fact that no woman will look at me in any other way then a friend or a pal.... So like what i was wondering is how do i overcome being so fixiated on my height? These past days have been filled with nothing but binge eating and being a shut in... How do i overcome this? ",2.3367523364485976,3.3083917757009367,3.742137850467291,92.055636682243,75.16822429906544,6.471495327102804,22.72079439252337,6.6274283507984215,0.3655056074766354,388,10,90,3,8,128,83,107,0.037000000000000005,0.9159999999999999,0.047,0.235,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,7,0,14,3,0,2,2,16,20,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,5,5,6,2,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,1,10,2,10,14,1,19,0,0,1,0,9,10,0,3,7,58,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586329456554081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766151875578304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220043387222475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044112900800638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23869547198128574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320636366644455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022535311270066,0.0,0.1218749816181941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619518703903866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476689816511172,0.11396490641835375,0.0,0.20598343210463926,0.0,0.19588971217324896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383075621600648,0.0,0.24477970246762976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226845002105028,0.16172141926926442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303279381353115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212362049533732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516043982852076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529735116228354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502195070151043
lonely,Jellhammy,2019/01/22,"Lordy Lordy I (23 m) just want to be told I'm attractive by someone who means it... and maybe have a conversation.
P.S this is my first post ever",3.497,3.982159366666668,4.813333333333336,87.27000000000002,72.0,8.666666666666668,25.0,8.841846274778883,1.3860000000000006,111,3,26,2,2,37,28,30,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512030434432252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302534239638529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900589615690165,0.4229285349853967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37184537930449424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32897110565091864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709986936536496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290055760787693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Eccentricity700,2019/01/22,Cant take it anymore I hate my life . I'm a failure.  I have no one and I might just end it all. I have no one and will probably never have any stability due to my mental problems . I miss my friends even though they used me and tore me down . I should have never born . I dont want to be conscious.  ,-1.4425811965811943,0.5462853230769227,1.205128205128208,99.28598290598292,95.76923076923076,4.11965811965812,17.991452991452988,5.82211442006289,-0.4925213675213676,226,7,56,2,9,77,44,65,0.23800000000000002,0.6970000000000001,0.065,-0.8869,0,1,0,0,0,2,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,10,1,0,1,3,13,16,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,0,0,13,1,3,12,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411225870706142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393339047775099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828362442533328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374620653770054,0.0,0.0,0.15939578409132446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864504857638612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382628070993599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704580830061073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24320326083287186,0.2560123426554332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722562015005248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270620765891033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26019389629683903,0.2309196311271097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814496652220096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23710489744537824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843110603499046,0.0,0.0,0.14234232508988034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sasha_ru,2019/01/22,Looking for someone to give me attention To be honest i love to flirt. Im 20years old. I like girls and guys. Someone hit me up im lonely and to be honest i love attention😉,-1.9828195488721791,-0.3621480789473655,1.4324060150375963,94.4618421052632,108.73684210526315,4.276691729323309,21.218045112781954,6.1826913282559595,0.5173939849624065,135,6,30,2,7,48,23,38,0.054000000000000006,0.565,0.38,0.9432,0,2,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,6,6,4,0,2,0,1,1,2,5,1,0,0,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498404539413548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578793067609592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5626458062408703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272391906862783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870634762946745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701195688594936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732908946906598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413446580089623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lexirend,2019/01/22,"realized how lonely I am. All of my hobbies I spend by myself- cooking, art, working out, music. I suddenly realized as long as I am busy doing things by myself, I don’t feel alone. It’s when I am finished making a meal and there are a bunch of left overs and no one to share with. Or, when I am leaving the music festival by myself and I don’t have anyone to talk about how Kanye forgot the lyrics or which set blew my mind. Also, I work with kids doing ABA therapy but I never see coworkers as I do home therapy. Ugh. Not sure how to change all of this. I feel like most of my friends are married, with kids, or in relationships. Therefore, but those obligations before. I basically gave up trying to hang out with people as I have gotten older. ",3.0633999999999983,4.606836473333335,4.782333333333336,83.03950000000003,74.26666666666667,7.666666666666668,25.166666666666664,8.344100000000001,1.6408666666666665,581,19,115,10,12,197,94,150,0.076,0.8440000000000001,0.08,0.3617,0,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,8,7,0,0,4,0,13,2,0,5,4,31,20,18,0,0,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,9,2,1,4,2,1,1,5,2,0,1,3,3,20,5,25,17,4,15,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,4,8,90,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681277933437528,0.0,0.15968751365698144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962395012296408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699166862200448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112395797913672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193282845081892,0.14265454946016085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542756442011182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002996982471653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114369092109961,0.21695764563249686,0.0,0.0,0.09755569374868743,0.0,0.0,0.1767143783400936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329086346950478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162428391312354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400889158071082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353112928422291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384359953135066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438627702830232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912258479671285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882001497967346,0.0,0.0,0.16049872778362576,0.0,0.0,0.4567129455408071,0.0,0.1326614184874164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557257545381896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29074519027901224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AggravatingTicket,2019/01/22,"So Fridays suck... Not all too sure why it's the case, maybe I've just been building it up in my head. Every week follows the same pattern though: Mondays are, well, Mondays, and the rest of the week is alright, sometimes great, but every time Friday rolls around, and I find myself at home, I'm sad, and it takes me the weekend to feel better again. How do I not be sad on Friday night? ",2.0756593406593424,3.932590705128206,2.8249450549450583,94.65576923076924,77.84615384615384,4.457142857142856,22.68131868131868,3.1291,-0.15652967032967036,297,9,63,0,7,93,61,78,0.115,0.774,0.111,-0.325,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,1,0,5,1,5,1,1,1,2,14,10,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,1,5,5,7,8,3,14,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,8,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063932576027561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050501020598952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906827110700403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722896458840933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190423821616172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25561247432321216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23794222480398916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23256175247012725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329217821525905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175729917354297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22930291482022636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21851334293005348,0.0,0.1743203210170791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22778880185217565,0.0,0.13519202910579847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719478495232332,0.0,0.2084585726233452,0.0,0.20920613291347925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Johnys3,2019/01/22,"Endless cycle of being lonely... Never posted on reddit before but I feel so lonely I don't ever care anymore. I really want to talk to someone about how I feel and I don't want to talk to myself anymore, imagine going out with friends, having a girlfriend etc..

I was always lazy and shy but never really lonely. This is my fourth year in Uni and I have zero real friends... no one that I can really talk to. I shouldn't be like this i have a loving family and I don't have nearly the problems other people have.

I can't  escape the cycle of feeling lonely, I know i should go out and meet people but for some reason i don't, i just say i will do it tomorrow and say I'm lazy. This has being going on for more than a year...

Thank you if you actually read through this, reading how other people felt made me feel less alone thank you guys.

P.s: take a shot of alcohol for everytime i said the word ""I"". ",0.8951612903225836,3.0830153440860246,3.3896881720430123,87.32453225806455,83.73118279569894,5.440430107526883,17.902150537634412,6.742157984588678,0.18420731182795705,698,16,139,8,20,242,103,186,0.19399999999999998,0.6970000000000001,0.109,-0.9507,0,9,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,0,0,6,12,0,0,7,0,21,2,0,4,3,36,40,13,0,6,5,0,5,1,3,3,1,3,0,1,8,9,1,0,8,2,0,3,9,5,0,2,4,8,25,7,21,30,4,16,0,4,0,1,15,6,0,2,7,106,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.12386958548122942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565418451265565,0.0,0.13146567376803528,0.0,0.0,0.10561952244391892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517694736443665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801175686650176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941799861062087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156531998017258,0.0,0.11481935924904665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966237969948945,0.0,0.2567272238554502,0.0,0.12187685282208625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961382809725292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641909717642108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568493303735673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975978245959186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201369688013065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456317932952065,0.12010832239489505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579914513107768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601398007986068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640008241688044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156799033651525,0.0,0.0,0.1214590010493301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253937339756288,0.14447904521917945,0.24395212651760265,0.13050962147977854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074360565247527,0.20188653151010255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755103712076773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543881120470636,0.3060749938407656,0.0,0.2337281347373721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973830096705176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348308029702513
lonely,bitxoin,2019/01/22,"Anyone feeling lonely Gosh the week started and I feel super alone

Dont bloody say you got to be lone with yourself to feel good with others.

straight bull shit",3.488279569892473,5.993350516129035,2.90451612903226,92.64344086021508,76.09677419354837,4.133333333333334,23.23655913978495,3.1291,-0.0053311827956989966,130,4,24,0,3,38,28,31,0.23800000000000002,0.467,0.294,0.3412,0,3,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,7,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,2,2,4,5,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33763208022361185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279429969500853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820632313816347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944979789550805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27342879522788954,0.2607276536472229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592439822852793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346287617765002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307406485556833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614931962587008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tum0120,2019/05/12,"I don’t know what to do All of my friend are seniors,i grew up with them, they took up almost 50% of our cross country team.i know maybe 2 juniors. All of my friends graduated and I’m going to be alone for a year until i see them again. My heart is broken, what do i do?",-0.18049999999999847,1.5259539500000017,2.0766666666666684,97.985,84.5,4.666666666666667,18.333333333333336,5.46131890053228,-0.6336666666666666,207,5,52,1,6,70,43,60,0.086,0.8079999999999999,0.106,0.29600000000000004,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,0,2,7,13,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,10,2,10,11,2,9,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,3,34,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062413431218309,0.3167443110717941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725620224718694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380840659308375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624062062526018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33614879994710983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072441059602685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243704347766195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397848048947224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694241909847665
lonely,oldbutyoungwasp,2019/05/12,"How to be alone? 'How to be alone' a poem by Tanya Davis talks about this.

I thought I'd share it with you guys.

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lonely,qualk199,2019/05/12,"How can I stop getting into the spiral of negative thinking? I get it that I’m on my own and thinking about it is really depressing, but I know that I need to avoid the thought because you get in that negative spiral of thoughts. Any tips on how to stop that happening? I feel like my brain is determined to drive me down that rabbit hole.",5.632941176470588,5.632298176470589,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,67.23529411764707,10.329411764705883,33.17647058823529,10.125756701596842,3.1760764705882343,268,11,54,6,4,88,45,68,0.21899999999999997,0.6990000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.861,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,2,0,15,15,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,9,1,11,13,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739287464182555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559117691557845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855179586246941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202897358424034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932230222420926,0.1827183316400529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40087945196416586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261718533615183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405615740294682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249536987863549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964626232140366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638493970888013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276614336813664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277673469388922,0.0,0.4060971582180231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sora_cptnunderpants,2019/05/12,"Looking for friends Hi my name is Sora (not real). Im 17M and im looking for friends to spend some time together online (weekends). I dont have hobbys and nothing else. So if you got time like me pls concat me.

Discord: ngnl_s0ra",-1.242127659574468,0.17240191489361578,1.3068297872340435,94.0645,114.95744680851065,2.7310638297872343,23.84893617021277,4.935628992294339,0.3710527659574474,178,9,35,1,10,60,37,47,0.054000000000000006,0.7440000000000001,0.201,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,5,3,3,5,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,4,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28938994823867503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062710787313566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815415988620688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748553641371916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5334347953408499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063328454635855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147034404003888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369276661862253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810505202842659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28796361493316697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ManikDepression,2019/05/12,"I want to commit suicide, but I won't. If I committed suicide the amount of pain I'd give my parents would be devastating, but I'm in so much mental anguish that I wish I just went into a coma for 10 years. The amount of relief I'd feel would be cathartic. I have no friends, no job, and im just a burden to society.",3.918913043478263,3.3617231739130493,6.01576086956522,82.65668478260872,70.8840579710145,8.63913043478261,30.29347826086957,8.07648339933343,1.9357217391304349,245,9,55,3,4,87,48,69,0.39399999999999996,0.45,0.156,-0.9781,2,0,0,0,0,3,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,0,6,2,0,0,2,14,12,5,2,5,5,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,7,2,7,6,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,35,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054448532915495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419073581764808,0.0,0.0,0.2286993330976137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575177851054909,0.0,0.23657969332583345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402556763664952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525474866924926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25367921123599313,0.0,0.26471999907826305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5215516865151875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061715896790478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100337257771985,0.0,0.0,0.2741534250158853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387114526003565,0.0,0.0,0.15352469035793248
lonely,thenxtopdj,2019/05/12,Inanimate objects are they only things close to me now I hug a punching bag. Its the only thing that can comfort me in a humane way. Im stuck in such a small place where everyone talks about the same things. why should i have friends if they arent going to bring me new experiences. I dont hear anything different as each day goes by. Thats all this lurkers got,3.00382882882883,4.604514337837841,3.890270270270271,89.1382882882883,74.54054054054055,7.095495495495496,25.84684684684685,7.793537801064563,1.2902414414414407,287,10,61,4,6,92,58,74,0.027999999999999997,0.8490000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.7717,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,0,1,6,11,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,8,3,7,8,3,12,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,3,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848173808999672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448411450612523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23464741181207524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632163079582687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146041471241322,0.0,0.219690863997396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351668846172286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763894559739342,0.0,0.17962411647796972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25312781078933577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24259435792547085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690918590959812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34161968482711297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23464741181207524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051590639303516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476202995314621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826807271155728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265638785037066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gjoops,2019/05/12,"Recovering and I have no social life which means no one to talk to. I'm currently in recovery from substance abuse and struggling to find new friends. I have almost 0 social life. All my old friends I've cut off because they used drugs and were bad infuences, I can't be around or talk to people like that and risk my sobriety. It's a bummer though because now i have no one to talk to besides my cat and my mom. And honestly I can tell my mom is super fed up with me. I have bad anxiety so it's not very good for me to isolate and not talk to anyone because it makes my anxiety worse. Hope things improve in the near future though. Nothing can be worse than my life was when I was using.",2.3472843822843816,3.9610983146853167,3.663094405594404,90.02489801864803,76.34265734265733,6.724708624708625,25.20337995337995,7.492282038375204,1.112501631701632,541,19,117,7,12,177,87,143,0.245,0.628,0.127,-0.9435,1,0,1,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,6,12,1,2,2,0,13,5,0,3,1,20,20,12,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,4,0,17,7,18,14,1,12,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,3,7,77,23,0,0.0,0.1480925287018725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515927575502295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123377974581346,0.0,0.0,0.08739580629464387,0.0,0.0,0.1112674620878238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872260071414234,0.22857794953369376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449485393996609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423845461728448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313368952401175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483555249713293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414311906981153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648520732886773,0.0610637251437969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834316925883243,0.0,0.0,0.13615058403126626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927731933786438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071597186921824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993112797485915,0.0,0.13115581754083314,0.0,0.1693927084615881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665222134146999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548228147631641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066652496433756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018484138734452,0.10924663432042747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303769964027143,0.0,0.24560377764762126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159021917008632,0.0,0.10312971272467723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254750661964807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,xtremeplayzyt,2019/05/12,"Wow I was made wrong Seriously.

My personality alone is like a 6/10. Quite bad.  
Sprinkle that in with some ugliness and there ya go.  
Sprinkle some fat in there and it’s starting to look... bad.  
NOW DOUSE THAT SHIT IN KLINEFELTER’S AND YOU GOT A MALE THAT CAN ALMOST GENETICALLY AND PHYSICALLY CLASSIFY AS A FEMALE AT THIS POINT.  
Oh yeah, and a dash of an unknown disease that causes growths to form on my lips that eventually fall off. (On the plus side, I could have a disease named after me! That’d be cool...)

Looks like I’m staying lonely forever.",1.50675202156334,4.199138084905663,3.281725067385448,85.01981132075474,87.96226415094341,6.424797843665769,23.609164420485172,7.7094869923839395,1.491791913746631,431,17,85,9,14,143,79,106,0.21100000000000002,0.696,0.092,-0.935,0,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,3,10,1,0,7,2,7,3,3,2,0,14,14,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,7,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,3,3,7,4,14,8,3,16,0,1,2,0,5,9,1,3,5,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305553360783665,0.2384625483470925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844869592325723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365232204204771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383048393262294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085253345225803,0.0,0.1841465439898292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497042409036289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866926495844311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178617110845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103950736537926,0.0,0.0,0.2176542733490672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448920160909122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363413667048689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296734310734834,0.2454086481295404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517348275977997,0.0,0.0
lonely,thisMIGHTbeouryear,2019/05/12,"Didn't get let into night club, but all my mates did. They left me. I was holding drinks from another club in line, because drunk me didn't want to waste the drinks. Yes really bad thinking. So all my mates get let in but the bounces says that I cant because I was holding the two drinks (had no intention of brining them in). So all my mates continue to go to the club awhile I pretty much left there on my own, with no option but to go home.

​

whose in the wrong here?  
Im just thinking should they have waited and gone to another club near by, like theres plenty clubs around, if I was important they would've stayed with me.

or is it okay to leave me by myself because it was pretty much my fault I didn't get let in. and because of my mistake they shouldn't of have to sacrifice their fun.  


I was pretty sad that they just left me.",2.139847619047618,3.8049823371428597,2.9851428571428578,94.4401904761905,77.05714285714284,6.2666666666666675,21.952380952380953,7.0316486544052195,0.3995523809523811,659,18,149,7,15,208,91,175,0.154,0.691,0.155,0.3017,0,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,7,0,8,8,0,0,5,2,19,4,0,1,3,27,29,9,0,5,7,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,5,6,4,3,2,9,0,3,7,5,0,1,11,1,26,3,24,13,6,18,1,1,0,0,12,12,0,3,3,102,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285021540249459,0.14411097610604814,0.0,0.24872314676896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557840815055948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990253552788434,0.2891878194188598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34854611408532105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858895181407214,0.0,0.13480528588132004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896464016163966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810745819106098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557939947636146,0.3865750443288818,0.3638270681483845,0.0,0.057941565085188364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743680761989594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129728941142868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619739872968053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597766691022016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431482232003076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641093793159605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198712202934175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158541585532624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995286483241242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424944947988465,0.12966957729170592,0.14411097610604814,0.0
lonely,ahomslice,2019/05/12,"Lost and alone Ive been so lost. I could be surrounded by a thousand people and still feel like I am in a dark corner. When you lose people in your life, you realize how empty you are without them. It is painful. Does anyone actually care? Some days it’s more consuming than others. Today is one of those days",0.9051612903225816,3.42670491935484,2.6583064516129045,89.80745967741936,88.51612903225808,5.680645161290323,19.04032258064516,7.1686216300943375,0.5491870967741934,243,7,49,4,8,80,50,62,0.215,0.7020000000000001,0.083,-0.79,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,1,3,4,6,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,1,0,8,12,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,3,1,8,2,6,7,2,9,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,1,6,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2175482574673308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308890284398229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587836638808278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22729276095717965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799206679216598,0.0,0.0,0.2875437870760283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950882048702624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272048739244765,0.15926177498985206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746258418681872,0.10891270559247997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494024899164793,0.4867105042864286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106364820312526,0.0,0.2372140397279283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30910423003751625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803278787945734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131228790261086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148972912682172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LilQuackerz,2019/05/12,"No one actually cares about me I’ve tried so hard this school year, constantly being nice, social, high energy. I’ve talked to others first, I made plans, I carried conversations. I was there for people, I smiled and tried my absolute best. All I got from it was: superficial friendships with people who don’t actually care about me and if I stopped greeting them everyday they wouldn’t ever speak to me. 

I didn’t let myself get deterred at first though, I wanted to try so hard to fix my situation. Whenever someone cancelled on plans and they told me it was because they were too tired or they didn’t feel like it, I smiled and brushed it off.   But then those same people would complain about how no girls want to hang out with them. It’s probably because I’m black and lackluster regarding my looks. I go to a mostly white school and before I used to hang out with a crowd that was bigoted but now I hang around with people who are decent to me. But they don’t really care. 

People are so rude to me all the time, for some reason people think that insulting people especially the ones that are nice to you and not the people who don’t care about you is the best way to go about things. 

I’m always there for people but no one is there for me, no one cares or asks me how I’m doing like I do for them. No one even cares about anything related to me. I just wish all this effort I put into friendships wasn’t so one sided. Or least be nice to me instead of being an asshole just because you’re having a bad day. 

I just want one person to ask me how my weekend was first. One person to ask me to hang out first. One person to smile at me in the hallway instead of me smiling and saying hi at someone else and they awkwardly brush past me and mumble a hi back. I want someone to text me first, I want someone to seem happy and not just plain when talking to me.

I sometimes watch other people talk to each other and I get so jealous because they seem so genuine to each other and everything looks mutual. 

I’ve struggled with fluctuations of my mental health a lot and I think I’m hitting that low point again. 

Usually it goes like this: Sad>go online> talk to people about it>face the world with a positive outlook and don’t give up>get sad again because I realize I’m still alone rinse and repeat.

I hope I start to feel better again because this is honestly pathetic.

With the people who I talk to at school I’ve been positive non judgmental and open.  But I’m only someone’s emotional toilet at best. No one cares how I feel people think that I don’t have emotions.

People think I’m stupid, they treat me like a dog, no one has any respect for me, and I’m constantly being insulted and belittled by my ‘friends’. 

Honestly I give up.

I don’t think it’s my fault anymore, I’ve tried my best and this is where it got me so I quit.",3.162769311025824,4.881618653239936,4.2545649662779015,86.19805045273321,74.37653239929949,7.241360807839923,24.933524611543763,7.987972078202968,1.3781410068189437,2245,73,452,34,47,731,233,571,0.127,0.6679999999999999,0.205,0.9947,0,3,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,2,11,14,40,38,5,2,15,0,35,2,0,7,4,86,85,43,0,10,15,0,5,4,1,2,2,2,0,4,28,35,0,1,12,1,0,7,19,12,0,16,14,14,72,26,64,63,14,55,0,2,5,0,43,21,0,10,30,315,100,3,0.0,0.0,0.09553076958684112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069451447876256,0.0,0.0,0.040727972985714025,0.0,0.0,0.03328575935745445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485424478540879,0.0,0.0,0.04027935673924428,0.04357336562433592,0.13727701150981125,0.0,0.0,0.03763735838023812,0.04086884891739999,0.1790264715632905,0.0,0.04165044315679611,0.0,0.2054681730971779,0.043289801092048365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493343693022363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578902074326567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03156688036608708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040889086266599366,0.11011797377440788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03232914928876244,0.04427552457657803,0.0,0.0,0.0439905672522036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424749134399354,0.03496787358278804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081722220549948,0.0,0.0,0.03781646813047812,0.0,0.07671864050201023,0.09390918607448062,0.08345342735358471,0.0,0.07829505895339732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052105180910886915,0.08769411416232267,0.0,0.0,0.05202856110192993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05171538070615238,0.0,0.048615591795423185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050051805548006936,0.0,0.09565247457426418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220660333905222,0.0,0.0,0.0416131401769248,0.0,0.04631500310424252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04932724269843273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36484661865812174,0.03722653434242537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046725619675140384,0.4750733406294092,0.12821636295821845,0.0,0.0,0.04627090412368883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277333629216807,0.0,0.0,0.04920543296540048,0.0,0.05206134859124293,0.0,0.0,0.03135681544698009,0.05032585089396247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038924760362786366,0.0,0.14861147122114768,0.0,0.08911934463841485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501867862580125,0.0,0.04989548367847987,0.20736392444711127,0.0,0.04841001039587378,0.0,0.03464506435910386,0.0,0.03908927939900745,0.04092203232969378,0.0,0.05117021778243253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967094370482549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032518329969397984,0.15681687559001087,0.048090353645843686,0.0,0.028541492983558382,0.0562575804319875,0.0,0.04677112594952762,0.0,0.13292768292920276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04227464598164258,0.05390840111431189,0.0,0.14435156814761582,0.03885199141444834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628683882472062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034770670728440776,0.0,0.0,0.03152037769103695
lonely,LoAdEdPoTaTo281,2019/05/12,Alone like everyone here.  Anyone got any tips on feeling less alone(in school) aside from making friends(I've tried guys believe me). Thoughts are also welcome.,7.417066666666668,11.459141640000002,3.708000000000002,83.32066666666668,72.6,4.933333333333334,36.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,2.7003333333333344,131,7,17,1,3,34,25,25,0.067,0.7,0.233,0.6124,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356467716428601,0.0,0.2591648282236111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203839564276939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22660267055850686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651246025440223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096701406941603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386342801535758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25919455037195865,0.0,0.0,0.3208878850959416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583279996889627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21632438844939555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279839449911993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572815025266505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220027492599046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,BoobedNoob,2019/05/12,"The way my life been going Not smart not handsome not even average looking infact ugly and look retarded all the people around me grew up to be nearly gifted and I'm always since I was a kid been compared to those and they grew up to have perfect lives while I am rotting in my parents house all the people used and still talk about these people *let me call them L for lucky* how smart and good looking and gifted they are treated like gods and they get every thing they ever wanted ,each one of them has his own unique gift that every one is talking about but they are all super handsome and super smart in every thing and the rest of the people are freaking about them while me who lived with them and is from their generation and grew up with them has nothing even my voice sounds like a dying baby cow , I once thought to my self that maybe they talk about me behind my back so I placed mics every time my parents have guests and even placed mics in my neighbors houses and my relatives houses and they didn't infact some talked about how they feel sorry for my parents to have a son like me and they talked about these L group of people as always now I am repeating for the 3rd time my second year in computer engineering even tho I work hard every time and lock my self and study like hell but no hope while the L group are always in the streets having fun and they just pass every thing like sliding on water I'm gonna be kicked out of college and rotten away while watching these people succeede in life with out breaking a sweat 
Further info : I live in Syria and the system here is so corrupted and idiotic its not like any other place in the world I can't just change my field I can't just go find another way I can't open up a business...etc 
I know the people have perfect lives because of the mics and yes I spied on them 
No I didn't waste my time spying and it wasn't hard or time consuming at all 
They are so lucky that even my house got bombed in the war while them weren't even scratched by any of the shit that happened here 
I will just rotten while I suffer day by day by day",5.530843091334893,5.463058224824357,5.468858079625292,86.27491241217804,67.45433255269322,7.862444964871194,26.213489461358318,6.918507183188421,1.0065137049180324,1670,39,347,11,25,521,195,427,0.115,0.74,0.145,0.9468,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,19,6,29,30,4,0,19,1,31,5,2,3,7,62,48,39,2,2,11,4,4,6,2,2,2,2,1,3,15,31,1,0,5,0,0,7,13,8,0,3,9,12,54,22,50,34,8,59,1,1,4,0,38,28,2,5,26,240,69,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050879663395901,0.0,0.0,0.09290117425481943,0.07162505084814891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080703746704257,0.0,0.0,0.06417596320364262,0.05252328408410679,0.0,0.04163885134860732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974831054792323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225894733508709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215562646826606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708910954074727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617951617400172,0.27069377321380844,0.06178690682312829,0.34530573128728725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03453768851146242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062430668047477926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035687192398260716,0.0,0.0776400233052517,0.05729203532601172,0.05463074191134503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604029845363978,0.0,0.1223779528871023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784351104004946,0.0,0.3152649308590569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037539324439909635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984776070524554,0.09649343807253,0.20022587842069856,0.0,0.24126265373811376,0.0,0.17208012065348374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862280143619273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554168177643721,0.0,0.0,0.07274391884155643,0.09257215520865904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22753799593456095,0.0,0.0,0.3314846352735213,0.0,0.2140964550788943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425166156441794,0.0,0.07011537619810762,0.05650362953955643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764632460104762,0.0,0.0,0.05454945338552481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27450985108282844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613889681111632,0.0,0.0,0.05422752655457497,0.1991495961293462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589946621124904,0.0,0.0,0.04028879149916344,0.10843663158707778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049727757963376716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0439869805733747
lonely,krazykoreankid97,2019/05/12,"Why can’t I be happy by myself Why do I feel incomplete, empty without having someone to share an experience with. Why can’t I just enjoy doing something by myself. I hate this. I’m tired. I wanna stop.",0.2522764227642291,2.6716991463414668,3.4798780487804883,82.2845325203252,94.1219512195122,4.684552845528454,19.028455284552845,6.42735559955562,0.5599723577235771,159,5,28,2,6,57,30,41,0.23199999999999998,0.569,0.19899999999999998,-0.128,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,6,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533437410115945,0.0,0.0,0.13095406898511044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757016566609401,0.0,0.25570084783884905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944296709979305,0.19938459118876745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165287963691111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976730500439411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7010996247688949,0.0,0.0,0.24965891610700225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Thatguy062195,2019/05/12,23 yr old firefighter m4f What’s up I’m from California. I’m a fireman and just got off a fire and looking for someone to talk to and get intimate with. Let’s see where this goes!,-1.0307692307692309,1.0559950256410282,1.7706410256410263,93.94519230769232,98.74358974358977,5.676923076923077,21.884615384615387,7.1686216300943375,0.9287230769230774,142,6,33,3,6,49,32,39,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.4003,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762509824593093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331453044281509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259406460475207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497889172252097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370889422163017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319286643750329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529332178086388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33479928958652394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MoonCub,2019/05/12,"I try and find empowerment in doing things alone, but it gets hard. I currently have one close friend. She's awesome and I enjoy hanging out with her, but obviously, I can't hang out with her all the time (she has a much more active social life than I do), and plus there's the fear of being too clingy.

I'd like to have more friends and branch out, but it's been difficult. Graduate school and full time work keeps me busy, and I'm also doing an internship.

I recently downloaded Bumble, and am using the BFF section to try and meet people to possibly be friends with. So far it's been me matching with people, initiating conversations, and eventually they stop replying.

So I've told myself to just be okay with doing things alone. Find empowerment with it. I've gone to restaurants alone, clubs alone, and even today I went to the movies alone. I saw Captain Marvel and Endgame back to back and then did some shopping.

And while I am glad I am doing these things, it also makes me feel sadder.

I've always been a person who wanted a companion to share things with, as I find it more fulfilling than alone. 

Looking around me and seeing the groups of friends, couples, and families at the movies just made me wonder what's wrong with me.

Next week I have a planned vacation to Las Vegas to go to a electronic dance music festival, and I'm not even in the mood to go anymore because I'm going alone. I initially was going to go with someone but it never happened.

Having a big hotel room to myself just makes me feel sad. I'm thinking about selling my wristband when I get there because I didn't want to go alone the 2nd year in a row.

When I tell people, they go, ""Wow Mooncub, you're so brave for doing that"" and praise me doing stuff like this alone.

But really in my mind it's just, either I do this stuff alone, or never do it. :/

I just wish it was easier.",3.1829137162339336,5.00986397289973,4.241959961535098,85.85078678206136,74.58265582655827,7.254515254829968,23.827345047644023,8.049812674583475,1.28023290497421,1462,44,292,23,31,475,187,369,0.11699999999999999,0.6759999999999999,0.20600000000000002,0.9939,3,10,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,2,3,21,19,0,1,16,1,28,1,0,4,4,67,60,34,0,3,13,0,3,2,5,0,1,0,1,1,22,32,0,2,7,4,2,12,5,4,0,1,12,6,36,14,41,45,9,44,1,1,3,0,22,15,0,3,19,200,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7187296951885713,0.0,0.11099135980425974,0.057742743787266564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882184218273106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177684531654595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672194968023246,0.0,0.08460589385943232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678497187526749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916703507388448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542004709054668,0.07808940455199365,0.07017705613170472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027911325566751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144596423655526,0.0,0.07251273064451076,0.0,0.27607404808126257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061366348169572316,0.0,0.062164875815234825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168204633561234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049016203108885915,0.06780642304365511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058274872111771576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566384628797517,0.09264427660726794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006982865657302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101379088859529,0.0,0.1070444138494643,0.0,0.07380306593096189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047024291522541374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433062749077188,0.060593608871135476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823317365936035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04445663330641768,0.0,0.06851983695158181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023210730031887,0.05529935202101397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074013065169718,0.058798712935071086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580178745673542,0.0,0.0,0.1588828434769146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065486084727417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844135573819371,0.0444659333863232,0.0,0.0,0.08093032851076394,0.0,0.06577896632859151,0.0663105218443564,0.0,0.09423018842980843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059935564494496774,0.0,0.0,0.08186271011092698,0.0,0.05566500822920257,0.0,0.0,0.06433046704846478,0.0,0.0,0.07980157799630867,0.0,0.07525662718034093,0.05052086303838098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587325437970402,0.0,0.04468852632881677
lonely,Jazwatchu,2019/05/12,21 [F4M] just bored rn If u msg me I'll prob ask u a lot of Qs about ur body lol- if ur over 18 and Hawt then u can kikme at: love big below (no spaces),-5.2389010989010965,-4.376380897435897,-1.012014652014651,112.24153846153848,114.3846153846154,2.2285714285714286,5.571428571428571,3.1291,-3.0457648351648348,111,0,37,0,7,41,35,39,0.054000000000000006,0.767,0.179,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,5,3,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,1,6,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,3,1,15,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896562267809545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5817927477079721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452923249006695,0.4727247863964857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,darkpurplerain,2019/05/12,idk.. anyone up for chatting a little..?,-0.16714285714285634,0.10507014285714432,2.632142857142856,82.42535714285714,133.28571428571428,1.4,17.785714285714285,3.1291,-0.3055142857142856,29,1,4,0,2,10,7,7,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5721651933308063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8201383977968117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dragonfruit098,2019/05/30,"Either people hate me or they forgot that I exist I wasn't sure which subreddit this post belongs in so I'll settle with this sub. Today I found out that 3 people I know who I was friendly with in the past denied my follow request on Instagram. Its annoying enough when someone you know doesn't follow you back, but these 3 people didn't even let me follow them. They straight up deleted my Instagram follow request. Two were from high school and one was my RA from college. No conflict ever happened between me and any of these people. I wasn't even in a bad mood today until I found out about this in the afternoon. I feel so unliked right now.",3.3385724431818176,5.313752132812503,4.2513068181818205,85.30846590909094,74.546875,6.217045454545455,24.91761363636364,6.980632752743323,1.122084375,515,17,95,5,11,166,82,128,0.107,0.8270000000000001,0.066,-0.4864,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,3,0,9,6,2,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,2,18,20,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,5,0,0,4,5,3,0,2,9,1,19,2,16,10,2,25,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,1,9,73,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652970198536368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176416101750282,0.14307724614859693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705920718352602,0.0,0.2263614353275146,0.1550036346999792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664404043946186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37577164891988224,0.1323912041200501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515318152544841,0.0,0.0,0.16918110885941967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104973472380576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834837448731667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752257450912686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611700008246398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358114223421338,0.4751938183896408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641141397110546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633928029452933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734240186324451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519155810051082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150342185369335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32485577097701124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673924210015448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pixeltwits,2019/05/30,"I need to vent this. Ever since I graduated high school, I feel... kinda lonely. I have friends, a group of friends that I talk very often with and feel comfortable doing so. And they’re great people too let me just add. But I feel something is missing.

I feel lonely. I’m looking for... love. It’s a weird thing to say but someone that I could cuddle with and just express myself freely and for them to do the same. Someone who can understand me. Someone I can love. I’ve never felt this more than now. It’s weird because I thought that relationships are a huge need for your time and I don’t have said time but... whenever I go out in public and see couples around, I can’t help but feel envious. I want that but honestly I have no idea where to start. Sure, I few girl contacts in my phone but I have no idea what to say to them or where to begin. I’m not sure on my looks, I feel that I look average but I dunno. Some days I felt confident but others I don’t. I feel kinda hopeless.

I’ve been in one relationship before, a online relationship, that lasted 2 years. It ended badly and ever since then I’ve been hesitant to ever go after somebody after that.

Needed to get this off my chest somewhere.",1.1370840922890115,3.456589954918037,2.926247723132967,90.17880085003037,83.87704918032787,5.5820279295689135,20.51244687310261,6.937597516519254,0.4760745598057068,935,28,194,12,27,310,133,244,0.11699999999999999,0.722,0.161,0.9326,0,4,1,0,0,1,36.0,0,1,2,0,12,17,1,0,5,0,17,4,1,0,6,54,47,18,0,5,12,0,9,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,17,12,0,0,13,0,0,2,7,8,0,1,6,16,32,9,25,39,4,29,0,4,4,3,22,11,0,6,16,133,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192931063717834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622343153160622,0.06295045869116875,0.0,0.08787240719818971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245010533737633,0.11426270628775348,0.0,0.06659851745305459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146369857231904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802320909187031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655034383654752,0.0,0.19830456887119904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956728593974248,0.0,0.05395262016385188,0.0,0.11737775950973957,0.0,0.0,0.11385196797476466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921753276883695,0.1091070021683292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23315120578014845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417619260871807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559725911106964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26015421117352155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640456624375085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297129831860769,0.07964569186334326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997622945487499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159216920768835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326095626948354,0.0,0.0,0.0982303370510446,0.16424374548978166,0.0,0.10451147473834203,0.08229023809690877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084666276942898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26249277308241065,0.07949979736229408,0.0,0.0,0.07309274456720677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465539924998904,0.0,0.0,0.08300191038524626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860584704270507,0.0,0.0,0.08198227279898783,0.12043135695118212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075043395404768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520589235248946,0.060909410870913124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665004080047967
lonely,KSmoothB,2019/05/30,"Smooth Reality - Illusions on the Earth Freestyle  I'm stuck in lonely welcome to a new reality, Smooth Reality the world i see is an illusion of all the human minds combined cuz we built this world upon our own thoughts of what we had imagined in our minds to let the human world function properly, time to show what you can do to improve it and become the illusion on the Earth and reality instead of just watching it: ([3:23](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nUA5WTMYPVQ&t=203s)) ""How can you be home, you left me. Everyone is gone, it's empty. But sometime i like the lonely, isolation mind illusion reality."" Hope you enjoy leave a like and comment you thoughts next up Immortal 3 part freestyle series.  [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nUA5WTMYPVQ](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nUA5WTMYPVQ)",9.541428571428572,12.650218698412699,7.2113015873015875,65.80314285714289,60.42857142857143,10.11936507936508,36.40952380952381,10.355215969177356,4.389339047619048,660,30,92,16,10,191,81,126,0.09300000000000001,0.7390000000000001,0.168,0.8818,0,5,0,0,0,0,51.0,4,5,0,0,3,7,0,0,10,0,8,0,0,2,1,17,15,6,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,4,12,5,13,8,3,14,0,2,2,0,13,10,0,1,5,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052547961180296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145906245863839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566330891519664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490014091135613,0.19298512606579485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057371217216397,0.211109033491358,0.1986863400562804,0.0,0.18985169348444955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5885670576097614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876574974424106,0.20664173720410867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104094755602314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483305501933006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216904729674936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30850720689243555,0.1132987055822811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thomasg123456,2019/05/30,If any1 needs some1 to talk to hmu Want some1 to vent or just a talk or a freind?dm me,4.348500000000001,2.417332850000001,4.010000000000002,101.93500000000004,70.5,8.0,25.0,3.1291,-0.1525000000000003,67,1,20,0,1,20,14,20,0.0,0.929,0.071,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973743332805867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8614966818911094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31609667246021084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bxdvvitch,2019/05/30,"Social media makes me feel incredibly lonely I’m constantly reminded of the fact that I have no friends to be around with, to talk to, to have fun with. This summer is going to be awful because I’m gonna stay in my room all day doing nothing at all. 

Hobbies don’t help. Online friends usually stop talking to me. The only person I have is my bf who I’m so thankful for. I just wish I had some friends.",3.2325000000000017,4.135260107142859,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,72.92857142857143,7.504761904761906,28.285714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.7097285714285717,315,12,65,4,6,108,60,84,0.105,0.66,0.235,0.9267,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,10,0,0,1,3,12,19,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,8,5,13,15,3,11,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,1,5,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568038703329568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339961110904887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23754002274446825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176135533629214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114417897470176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094814926945658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492493009448252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733618154880546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467270448178293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091673252092916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717787445745622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919324428900908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240719168125363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342916671410863,0.0,0.1837737115259973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35335511244700524,0.0,0.20237449888290995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420932292754346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25277437829935645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AdmiralSP,2019/05/30,"I am a huge extrovert. I have a million acquaintances, but not a single friend. I am extremely extroverted. On an avg. I think I have at least one conversation that's more than a minute long with a complete stranger. 
Where ever I go, someone greets me. 
People text me for all kinds of help. Someone is too scared to switch of the gas mains, someone is suicidal, someone just needs help managing finances. I help them all, wholeheartedly. 
But when I need help, when I am sad, angry, exhausted, lost, I don't find anyone to talk to. 
I don't feel like texting even my bestfriend, who would probably do anything for me.
The only person I text or talk to is my girl, and she is usually very helpful, but I still can't open up to her.
I don't know what to do.. I don't know whom to talk to.

I am happy the whole day, but just one minute of being alone, I feel  completely lost. I can't talk to my therapist either. It's not that I don't want to.. I just can't. 

Is this just me? 
Extremely extroverted but feeling like a huge introvert when it comes to talking about emotions? 
This sucks so bad..",1.6947748123436206,3.896602105504588,3.3222518765638043,88.89286905754797,80.69724770642202,6.8994161801501255,24.129274395329453,8.00094639256281,1.3763412844036704,841,31,178,16,22,278,117,218,0.182,0.677,0.142,-0.9091,0,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,2,14,12,1,1,10,0,23,1,0,0,3,31,37,11,1,4,13,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,9,4,0,0,7,0,1,2,10,7,0,3,2,3,30,5,22,33,8,17,0,3,0,0,19,7,1,1,10,127,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471285008849245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744522031360042,0.0,0.09114516351124197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247908156049052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540901238799078,0.23225726520776604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143034808457077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458889041065868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731552297912613,0.1001877947853725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680091313934618,0.15825240586518122,0.0,0.0,0.10123165700072098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557207587706793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294685332205681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790494234180594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711968860807153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533838331527325,0.12174042452500182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822243875151064,0.0,0.0,0.09801816916851852,0.0,0.0,0.24181291545975397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425268885895733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010623715853474,0.08423715854159602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678629738626587,0.09671042698370252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941686150854018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088901267715344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753827335906832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845222592365562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115229437075235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451191691077621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859965644018698,0.0,0.07096985117961342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198531535649748,0.0913877182609211,0.06532848757785541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365839180642435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867996724613904,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Imhuntinghimdown,2019/05/30,"I prefer being alone So im a pretty normal guy id say. Work full time doing landscape/hardscape/irrigation and go out to some bar on weekends with people to celebrate making it through the week by drinking too much and maybe, ####doingalittlebitofdrugs. There are tomes where I have had plans with somebody a week or two ahead
of time and have promised ill make it. Then that day comes and I just feel weird about the day and make some excuse about not being able to make it. There have been times where ill ghost every person I made plans with on the weekend just to rent  hotel room for myself to be alone in eventhough I already live alone...  Nobody I know is aware that I sometimes just rent hotel rooms just to get away from everything for a night. 

Its weird but its like a little vacation. Go to a different city and stay there for the night just kind of exploring a different place and different people.",6.931213872832372,7.095955098265897,6.0945722543352625,82.18070231213876,64.49132947976878,9.00092485549133,28.860693641618496,8.548686976883017,1.915190057803469,724,20,138,9,10,219,106,173,0.067,0.868,0.065,0.3796,5,3,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,14,5,0,0,10,0,11,4,0,5,0,32,22,11,1,2,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,2,7,12,2,0,4,6,2,4,1,2,0,1,3,2,8,3,26,16,4,30,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,3,14,90,15,1,0.12542025773400536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896926867252927,0.1384043731817526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178364607235168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803844656927014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617713809587791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931124249727872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286410458852247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567197647225997,0.0,0.11271964050642025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341625076740566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552690813577919,0.0,0.1425584455624179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418577370149665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547540057700938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306058982407161,0.06892769362750582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061274002706912516,0.12570404733341553,0.11074838538476746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867568040288093,0.33487598376684313,0.0,0.1260015065222214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219832047430647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23539683136419845,0.12288522333718475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739012296591466,0.10951213136847436,0.13103747499092905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759749151204836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973922295062132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404384188661755,0.0,0.0,0.1336813070481592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194006826630811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251736752990044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012091310417901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130744137841616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jusdiffy,2019/05/30,"Holy crap I have no friends. 22M I go to university, go to my part-time job, come home, eat, try to study and sleep. That is literally my life. I'm sick and tired of going out for late night drives by myself. It's been so long since i've interracted with anyone. Why do I continue to live...",-1.1207168458781354,0.9579282903225844,1.5611827956989262,96.1395519713262,96.741935483871,5.336200716845879,14.953405017921147,6.937597516519254,-0.32962939068100283,222,5,55,4,9,76,52,62,0.174,0.777,0.049,-0.7845,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,5,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,9,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674227996245977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625732483854986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24500804411175256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849916167197119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082397222732253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24017896797053195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376083669850144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701000146771304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912434542101146,0.0,0.0,0.21143089728715267,0.21189785799329566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246992725942284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592914015093598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806817024398832,0.0,0.2396140432840383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27520234626207585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256480435344905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160583697128772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,apocalyptictronix,2019/05/30,"Feeling lonely and depressed I have been struggling since my GF of 5 years left me, I feel so alone and depressed.

I cannot stop thinking about her and how she has moved on with some other guy!! and I am all alone. I will never meet another girl like her! If I was a successful person this wouldn't of happened but I am a loser who fucks things up. I am going to die alone, hopefully if I get the courage it will be next week!",1.6494662921348322,3.407425674157306,2.935266853932585,93.83301264044943,78.7752808988764,5.798314606741574,22.360955056179773,6.6274283507984215,0.3757741573033706,331,10,74,3,8,107,68,89,0.29100000000000004,0.568,0.141,-0.9482,0,5,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,10,1,1,3,0,12,1,0,1,2,18,20,9,1,4,3,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,2,2,14,4,7,14,2,10,0,4,0,1,9,3,1,4,6,53,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5726110683891447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193245647232456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174599005748657,0.0,0.1912654225416009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863665823975609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703744699321314,0.0962846729076955,0.0,0.10473707436923996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247750337710197,0.16296831490221406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830429863044972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002331926499867,0.0,0.0,0.09003549039969005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958726390134022,0.0,0.0,0.1421369224753072,0.0,0.19599604095962112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091618005826042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244778652239793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540758988350216,0.0,0.19266143076406428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243504619425405,0.11808651566651787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782747972982804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186776474159103
lonely,kingerikthesecond,2019/05/30,"My mom wrote this note to me while I had my written English exam. I told my parents about how lonely I was some days before the exam. [https://i.imgur.com/caseFqx.jpg](https://i.imgur.com/caseFqx.jpg)

 

Translation of the note:

Dear Erik!

Congratulations with completing the exam!

I know that you did your best today no matter how it went, and I am super proud of you!

I am proud that you dare to be yourself in a flock of youths who want to be the same.

You dare to stand for who you are and what you like -- there are not many who are as brave as you!

You  may feel lonely now, but I promise you -- one day you will find your  flock -- your true friends, that like you for being yourself!

The  ungdomsskole (""Youth school"", what we call the school for 8th to 10th  graders here in Norway) may be shitty, but people grow, ripen, and learn  to see what is important in life - you are already that, others need  more time.

I really like you! Hug from your mom.

Now,  500 NOK is the equivalent of around 57 USD, 77 CAD, 45 GBP, or 83 AUD.  She really didn't have to do this, but I'll gladly accept it anyway. I  love my mom.",4.676619496855345,5.874776693396232,4.449358490566038,88.33589308176101,69.80188679245282,7.1627672955974875,21.68050314465409,7.3011,0.436159371069182,857,16,179,8,15,261,127,212,0.040999999999999995,0.727,0.23199999999999998,0.9923,1,4,0,0,0,0,57.0,1,17,0,4,9,18,0,0,8,0,21,3,0,2,1,27,31,12,0,2,5,4,1,3,1,3,1,0,0,0,15,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,8,2,33,16,23,16,4,16,0,2,1,2,31,4,0,4,12,122,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688499700756435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269288704163374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639575220894526,0.0,0.1682154132135237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367493324689444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806196181160865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067487434029709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104789660434236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650298114689211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384035380186673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809168815084177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321820493725886,0.23493011534875394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144668797855138,0.0,0.0,0.16250981667874267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5631923038554988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885367330823587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086172640259712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798407829119955,0.0,0.0,0.11112552942050176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537291349660247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32444590209646634,0.12773109651322154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934669143856052,0.0,0.15193703342969506,0.1531648266389265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454372740244056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859127268228353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Pixaramy,2019/05/30,"Wanna be friends? I am so alone in real life. Yh there’s people I can talk to online but I crave irl interaction. There’s nothing that beats the connection, warmth and euphoria of hanging out with a real best friend who you’ve shared your best times with. Someone who is the exact replica of you with their own unique differences, someone who laughs at the same stupid things as you, someone who laughs at your jokes, someone who u can have deep conversations about aliens, space, business, ur plans and the future and just about anything with. Someone who really cares and gets you. I’ve lost all my friends a few months ago. I guess I just really miss my best friend. But I need to move on.

When people say they have no friends, they usually mean they aren’t satisfied with their current friendships, or their friends are too busy to spend time with them. But I literally just have no friends. 
I want to go out and experience new places and food with a real friend. Instead, I’m stuck at home, alone, depressed and left to my misery. I try to spend time with my family but all my siblings are younger and truly, honestly, it’s not enough. I need someone special in my life (not a boyfriend, a FRIEND)

Well. That was me ranting and with that being said, I’m not at all satisfied with the online interactions I have either, so anyone wanna see if we can be good friends? 🤷🏻‍♀️

I’m an 18yr old female",3.617418478260874,5.58422509926471,3.8589386189258335,88.45946291560104,73.74264705882355,6.9363171355498725,25.796675191815854,7.7425588080867325,1.3125055626598463,1105,38,222,15,23,342,148,272,0.092,0.5870000000000001,0.321,0.9981,2,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,5,7,6,13,26,1,0,11,0,16,3,0,0,4,50,32,19,0,6,13,0,0,0,10,0,2,2,1,0,11,22,1,0,1,1,2,3,6,4,1,0,4,3,31,22,32,25,11,27,0,3,1,0,37,13,0,3,11,143,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722816921448544,0.0,0.0,0.1689049737524249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05701576978615959,0.0,0.06710177385816324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567185774987276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313707689578352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702316447421578,0.0,0.0,0.08519359752392189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425425122447648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797633134009009,0.0768701461111335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860040413272243,0.0,0.6299882366625374,0.0,0.04260211087777002,0.0,0.04634195994589063,0.06839320992622618,0.0,0.0,0.08982724520408547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179285483214037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859516698844011,0.0,0.11519046110064705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901226869356711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882268708874648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508571247561158,0.08666579667534442,0.0,0.12092409908343164,0.0,0.07875336762045157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824134672727523,0.0,0.08556417311161059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306133126818885,0.0,0.08519359752392189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784365147313574,0.10447525032024108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775647169294132,0.0648451385223361,0.0,0.0,0.06497808330560816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41453950482881613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554003454438606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417260354919499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264265590104008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0553613813717792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980653201701502,0.0,0.04809533749318903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331567460254071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yuumimainxd,2019/05/30,"Some of you aren't lonely. I'll probably get a lot of hate. Hence the throw away.

I have been on this sub for about two years now. I made it a point to keep track of others that feel alone even though I had my own battles. Some people here will say they just want anyone to talk to them, some sort of communication, understanding. I message them, give them that, even someone who posts about how they'll never find a girlfriend. I think he is very attractive and he was surprised by my compliment. He told me how he would never get a girlfriend. I was interested in him. Soon after ghosted. This is why you're alone. Some of you aren't really alone you're just after something, maybe a specific kind of person idk. I've seen this in half the people here. Reach out and give genuine comfort but be ignored and dismissed. Really ask yourself if you are really alone.",2.54780717020536,4.951116840236686,3.3687156282631427,88.61689523146538,78.82248520710058,6.3433344935607385,21.775495997215447,7.510576382923642,0.8355670727462576,682,20,136,10,17,216,107,169,0.094,0.8270000000000001,0.079,-0.5185,0,6,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,5,0,13,10,2,0,7,0,14,0,0,3,2,27,28,8,1,3,4,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,7,3,18,6,20,17,6,15,0,1,1,0,24,6,0,7,7,92,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5642687725536099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523762894215418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273331897624409,0.0,0.1279689816864446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992409607270868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886928700377648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448880573383805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423228711336096,0.26132029127113365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447413443048445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210651681967137,0.0,0.1418364375294947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579653031084633,0.0,0.12888036418316973,0.0,0.0,0.1368361234002052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009922233597975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885464767748467,0.11892885994274426,0.0,0.0,0.12875765032604067,0.0,0.13044663812781776,0.0,0.14685191287124166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617690288394507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831559872742376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540596484920425,0.10485718191980077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947633460364864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727459648709858,0.13382061699583525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014961333511946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305239028259672,0.14179409837980653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238330224073584,0.08033717554289536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290373169425015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675604892627196,0.0,0.0,0.08771148620823008
lonely,autisicautist,2019/05/30,"The more lonely, the smarter you are It's true. And the smarter you are, the more messed up your brain is, due to loneliness (cause loneliness basically destroys your brain, humans are social creatures), but it can also mean other things too: wealth, a better life later, etc. Yes, only about 2% of being rich is about intelligence and luck, and 98% is hard work, but still, generally, the smarter the person, usually the happier and the wealthier. If that isn't you, then think about your day or such, see if you're smart or not. Self-analyze yourself. Compare yourself to others. Most likely, you'll do smart things that normal people wouldn't do. If you aren't smart, then know that loneliness is something very common. 33% of adults are lonely. 10% of teens are socially isolated. A lesser percentage have chronic loneliness. So, it can't be that bad. Besides, most of us on this subreddit are lonely anyways, so we all share that.",4.94984033613445,7.115130488235298,5.1104201680672245,80.05117647058826,70.58823529411767,8.38655462184874,28.02521008403361,9.04235418022936,2.4604621848739505,733,27,128,15,14,230,106,170,0.131,0.5920000000000001,0.27699999999999997,0.9896,0,6,1,0,0,0,41.0,2,8,0,2,10,16,1,0,10,1,21,4,2,1,2,25,25,16,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,13,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,5,6,0,0,0,2,10,10,11,21,6,10,0,3,1,0,16,2,0,8,9,91,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490521174229092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562379437583276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484249696720418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161348823596486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146886590533704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020298660985572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786868347540952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696446256598318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243239051370276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164932611503036,0.09105835758165433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030280422046856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261784955785948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175428668273451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292159778587922,0.16274430226760214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852481355995836,0.0,0.19444033485104192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799923265740199,0.0,0.14348837546664908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884740188756984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476519907292276,0.11942806243848067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241983568303476,0.0,0.20527688330785776,0.15378724826339726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569059110877696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,just_a_girll,2019/05/30,Depression To the people who banned me from the chat. Thanks for believing in me. I mean not really this guy break in the wall or something like that ruined my good time.so I was talking bout my depression too but was ignored. That's why teens commit suicide cause they don't get the help they need instead they get put down and made small but others on social media. Now I know for a fact your gonna laugh at me and say that I was being rude too but that was after I was put down my a 30 year old man promptly before he said he could be my daddy. So I'll see you in hell TL:DR was banned after getting ignored and put down now going to kill myself👍,3.056715328467156,4.05679281021898,4.136941605839418,89.80395255474455,73.45255474452554,6.647883211678832,22.45912408759124,6.742157984588678,0.4672458394160581,513,12,111,4,10,167,93,137,0.271,0.648,0.081,-0.9876,0,0,1,0,0,3,7.0,0,2,3,0,6,12,3,0,6,0,10,0,0,2,2,20,22,8,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,7,3,0,4,2,1,0,4,2,8,0,0,8,3,17,4,15,10,0,21,1,3,1,0,16,10,1,1,7,69,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360060352297244,0.19013244341795452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733609225148403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473950770775986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907019859008119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645072235144515,0.0,0.09590904382394208,0.1415461792236123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709692316379918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311491054931375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670569109591714,0.0,0.09274496733915684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824466202293507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596828723502392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382690327516654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513189700980684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708310218865755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699552832956425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089451156983229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811067737727237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605274753994176,0.13420311181421699,0.0,0.0,0.13447825354451698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202749901908812,0.0,0.12991813067589014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459382950766293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564126447564287,0.0,0.1553696661469381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840412987819316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522778200068422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867460023570907
lonely,Done_Goofeded,2019/05/30,I'v lost the best part of me that was so short lived. I suppose that's okay. Not like I expected it to last when it started anyway. I'll just carry on the same way I always did.,-0.009615384615383249,1.8194643846153864,2.1304487179487204,97.15413461538462,84.64102564102564,4.925641025641027,17.442307692307693,5.985473137389443,-0.5178769230769231,137,3,33,1,4,46,33,39,0.109,0.741,0.151,0.3999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,3,3,1,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151306949841461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397449979943443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087125551664448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850265835726368,0.0,0.33442234028588386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134245922325659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101237729270889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680644875963857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30061537951441303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cruzantos,2019/05/30,"I'm in constant pain I hate this constant feeling of being alone. My phone remains silent every day aside from a college group chat that I'm a part of that I really don't fit in with. Nobody really ever mentions me nor am I noticed when I reply in chat. I could leave the chat at any moment and nobody would bat an eye. I'm forgettable and I hate the feeling that I can be easily replaced because I'm a disposable friend. 

And even though I have a sub-group of friends from the same college group that I'm closer with (2 others), I never really feel like I'm wanted there either. Whenever we would hang out I would always just feel like a third wheel. They would have conversations with each other and every time I would try to jump in I would just be immediately cut off. I would be ridiculed for small things such as my depression and suicidal thoughts and while I like to think it was all in a joking manner, it still hurts to have something so serious to me and damaging to my mental health be used as a tool to belittle me.

Because I moved so much growing up, I never really had the chance to develop meaningful relationships, only being able to make a couple of friends but none that really needed me as I needed them. They all had their own friend groups and much more important relationships. All I ever had and ever will have are my stupid games and anime that I'm growing sick and tired of with each passing day. 

I don't even know what the point of this post is because I know that it won't solve anything but I really have nowhere else to go. I just don't want to be lonely anymore. I want friends so badly. I don't enjoy talking to myself or distracting myself with games that I've played a hundred times over. I'm just tired of this stupid life I have.",6.5395182872435305,5.898045666666667,6.942982456140353,78.46971008028548,65.49717514124293,10.051501635444543,30.77847160273565,9.414487439383343,2.5048892655367223,1402,43,278,23,19,458,175,354,0.19699999999999998,0.7120000000000001,0.091,-0.9883,0,3,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,4,0,17,25,6,1,15,0,35,7,1,2,8,61,61,24,1,13,8,0,4,3,5,9,6,0,0,0,18,20,0,0,9,7,0,7,9,14,0,1,5,5,40,11,39,39,13,37,0,4,1,0,24,14,0,1,18,196,58,2,0.08482522504260949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785335119476906,0.0,0.0,0.07058138244255144,0.0,0.0,0.05768406180988433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412383002436136,0.0,0.0,0.06980393263248773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082551975856186,0.15512600960010234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333186711556984,0.0,0.06772603990514214,0.0938574981080816,0.0,0.10941050547340413,0.0,0.07305984203357971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086059098795906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205252226978596,0.2301878171604704,0.14293782116071127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156072997752247,0.1211983154386432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32767879224925783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04820813018979318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674946966179882,0.0,0.0901652476139451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080715780514682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323545062427294,0.0,0.0,0.08981766552451446,0.0,0.0,0.05991456502752775,0.12432396080460507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566214963946091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548387573709729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015579000123046,0.1247126010436068,0.12579365910514229,0.13084488572421968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657408092881699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451340601593741,0.09026002006838177,0.0,0.0,0.09185745256330956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018725560101565,0.0,0.0812391177328979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260472674179179,0.0,0.0,0.18214109348295884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530260242334307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774153429223805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278502850548108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817930276683258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635411034986285,0.0543525791148357,0.08334035292317246,0.06734175361424931,0.09892454173747114,0.19498823578357344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759075972992344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326175934904497,0.0,0.0,0.15009634642778838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218018428096728,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CosmicAtlas8,2019/05/30,"Worse when I meet someone I like God I'm so fucking lonely. And its worse when I meet someone I actually really like. That's when it burns the most because it feels like there could be hope at the end of the dark tunnel. Someone to trust, confide in. But it also comes with the pain that it's false hope, the fear that they will reject me too. Paranoia that I did something already to turn them off.

It's so so hard to find someone to be close to.

And sometimes it makes me restless and filled with pain in my chest unable to sleep.",2.082201834862385,4.0331860733945,2.8426513761467898,94.09627064220186,78.1743119266055,5.093944954128442,22.82660550458716,5.6839178017228535,0.14940660550458773,418,13,90,2,10,131,66,109,0.21600000000000005,0.64,0.14400000000000002,-0.855,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,9,13,1,2,5,0,5,5,2,1,0,15,13,11,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,2,10,6,13,8,1,11,0,2,0,1,4,5,1,3,7,58,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.15287897879865367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287980829211436,0.12528210683689306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549936726805856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494996943879622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508142203591036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875554719156136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628768835998634,0.0792127374535819,0.11191897285486577,0.0,0.0,0.14318572927818654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483098828026514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403378898523511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112003413987053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296106170146247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457273593374752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333976614890133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036133791541203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677459136832425,0.0,0.5309549607316848,0.12060563979819028,0.15494218218823652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040267367853085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31930280779562203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WhyAmIBlocked,2019/05/30,"I wish I had a little brother I am the youngest out of 6 children. All three of my brothers are really close in age. My two sisters are also close in age. One sister is about 4 years older than me.

This sucks. I'm treated like a little kid because they're so much older. I'm already 16. It's not normal to banter or even curse among my siblings. Well it is for the rest of them, but not for me. I'm always left out of adult events, too.

I wish I had a little brother. Someone who I went to school with so I always had a guaranteed friend at the beginning of the year. Someone who I could do dumb shit with. Someone who I could help with homework and someone who could help me with homework. Someone who I could share what's going on in my head with. Someone who I could stay up late at night with playing video games. Someone who could help me in arguments. Someone who could always have my back. Someone who I could be myself in front of. Someone who I could share music with. Someone who could help me write. Someone who I can understand and someone who understands my situation.

I wish my parents just stopped at 5 kids. Why even have me? Fuck... even the doctors said that I should've been aborted because of abnormalities. But they kept me anyway. People aren't meant to be alone like this. I can only imagine how bad it is for only children.

And yes I am perfectly normal, there are no body abnormalities or mental disabilities. I'm a little stupid, but I'm not disabled.",1.624342744854694,4.105295720136522,2.9751163512255663,89.54657979108494,83.26621160409556,5.05322163615679,23.895852725204268,6.42735559955562,0.7391237770193411,1158,44,228,11,33,375,143,293,0.106,0.732,0.162,0.9493,1,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,1,14,15,5,0,10,1,30,5,3,1,2,48,48,12,0,15,9,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,5,20,14,0,2,4,3,0,3,5,6,1,3,8,1,35,9,35,28,3,36,0,0,0,1,36,20,4,2,14,161,55,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628793300495523,0.06699721004308995,0.04855137051175812,0.15155176148441976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046683786285707914,0.05069199037104991,0.07401895260121193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674373538577098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847359785631201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214131232655142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029912521606008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04690594643885725,0.056127272689738536,0.0,0.0,0.034504033005587624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062308035172025336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627759156553416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848578895753847,0.0,0.06596377385578735,0.0,0.0,0.059321640424539884,0.24339752477051654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118342400475105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044630311170338215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056974106351663625,0.11896975405974862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0411400275623294,0.09234843507571143,0.0,0.0,0.06741349961461866,0.0,0.0,0.04209006168802741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03889366666327504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775102210019615,0.0,0.0,0.06144379291095895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232000330620858,0.0,0.06824284023178304,0.0,0.0,0.6687341308490306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471092207020761,0.0,0.05075795682460346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593068095872088,0.12640668198955438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05458738601618654,0.056280639256472816,0.0547831436749596,0.0,0.20944743739808014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819308469564566
lonely,TrashyTurq,2019/05/30,"Just feel so heavy I have never posted here, and I dont know what I really expect from it....but..i dunno i just feel so heavy...and disconnected from everything. I have tried doing some mindfulness exercises...but they dont seem to be working. I feel selfish for thinking this way, but I wish my friends would reach out to me the way I do them...but I know no one is obligated and...talking to someone so detached and depressed isnt fun..and can be mentally draining...

But...I dunno...I am sure I will end up deleting this...just hate how lonely I feel.",1.6392727272727257,3.7977145636363616,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,80.63636363636363,6.545454545454546,24.54545454545455,7.686295010490155,1.3286363636363632,422,16,87,7,11,143,67,110,0.18899999999999997,0.7020000000000001,0.109,-0.8652,0,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,1,7,6,1,0,1,0,14,0,0,1,2,23,24,7,0,3,3,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,4,14,2,8,20,1,7,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,53,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292980525418788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434061144426068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675463750551693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001167108848952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825953567167118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615044413197775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676387425348626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079231680519818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063648152725185,0.0,0.19100538386526086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589774051082105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818488392881752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117030180765306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118562971900305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722111085931605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028112170776654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828825555017935,0.0,0.0,0.1520457779947114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212109810773036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843240562886007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30030492435421524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753344243133999,0.0,0.0,0.13771628991909934,0.0,0.0,0.13437925911523058,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,spongeman94,2019/01/27,"It sucks I have not had someone show me any meaningful affection in 6 years. It is really starting to fuck with my head. 

A random older woman told me that I have kind eyes and it nearly made me cry because it was the first time someone just randomly complimented me. ",4.2723076923076935,5.89495161538462,5.591538461538463,78.12846153846156,71.30769230769229,9.046153846153846,28.384615384615394,9.516144504307137,2.7020615384615385,212,8,39,5,4,71,43,52,0.15,0.6579999999999999,0.191,0.3687,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,2,0,5,3,2,2,0,9,10,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,1,7,2,4,6,0,7,0,0,1,1,2,2,2,2,5,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954746778770817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522579493376986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157484226315613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445033481866067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657412900047677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950048497065782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29933313527137084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719904994641592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414671971053656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4871079658941148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345736213795976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676133954817707,0.0,0.0,0.2746691364541402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510725891970764
lonely,omoneywantsyourmoney,2019/01/27,"I'm the dumbest person in the world I can't believe how fucking stupid I was to think that someone would actually love me. I've been living in this fantasy world that maybe I'm not that worthless. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I see people around me enjoying happy relationships with their SO, their parents, their friends, hell, even their dogs. and I just wonder why aren't I worthy of that? its eating me up inside. I'm young but I feel like I'll never find someone to unconditionally love me. I just want someone I can support, cherish, encourage, spend time with, and love, that would possibly do the same things to/with me. The older I get, the more I think that that someone doesn't exist for me, and its killing me.",3.377291666666668,5.212161034722224,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,74.06944444444444,6.7444444444444445,25.88888888888889,7.492282038375204,1.2846638888888888,575,20,114,7,12,186,85,144,0.107,0.6509999999999999,0.242,0.97,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,0,6,16,4,0,5,0,11,5,0,1,1,22,28,6,1,3,4,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,12,6,1,0,6,1,1,0,6,6,0,0,2,2,22,10,10,24,2,10,1,1,1,4,12,6,2,1,5,73,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.1427675885652337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302379194214003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164829876874214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970131121265376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662969751596813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397362017176459,0.1045166706027719,0.0,0.0,0.1337154489560281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303093205241073,0.13525189080132172,0.07643565418657028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573895327285722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185915208276835,0.0,0.08040259343646887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147473633011578,0.0,0.12918548315220976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961240877903943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469779034829913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283549422119506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244871434984773,0.0,0.0,0.10142592280794636,0.127743420842779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493114394106573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707133058647574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165820707688275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958376879286072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601938136786426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719514610796162,0.18748612428139794,0.0,0.0,0.08530864233455206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629146558402208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201289517552842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586559899007095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078544885240422,0.15995596310413535,0.0,0.0
lonely,honiibee,2019/01/27,"My parents don’t believe that I have no friends. People at my school either think im nice or have no opinion of me. but no one talks to me. i sit alone at lunch. i dont have anyone to talk to in the hallways or between classes. i dont hang out with anyone. no one invites me to anything. and the thing is, i try to make friends.  ive been trying for years. still, i sit alone and i only get text messages from the mobile company. 
its almost my 16th birthday. my mom has been waiting my whole life forbme to have a sweet 16. i dont want a party. i keep telling my mom that a party would just make me feel worse because i dont habe anyone to invite. she doesnt believe me.
my dad says i feel lonely because i have different interests. he thinks im like him. he thinks i have friends but we have little common ground, when in reality i just have none. 
what do i do? i dont even know what to ask. ",-0.12322703474535855,1.9710144712041888,1.9435530699666828,96.59154093288912,87.53403141361254,4.310423607805807,20.200142789148025,5.565023196281405,-0.2292638743455497,688,22,158,4,22,229,105,191,0.145,0.733,0.122,-0.3415,2,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,6,0,23,2,0,2,0,26,36,7,0,2,7,4,2,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,6,5,1,2,6,0,0,1,12,1,0,2,2,4,32,7,18,33,3,14,0,1,0,0,18,7,0,4,5,104,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305337190785996,0.21317545799552484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158793059868224,0.0,0.08468934369862344,0.0,0.0962105732798123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547067620375152,0.0,0.0,0.2318973723232343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752308689895952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6030714282177261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679736385395781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407268672632752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385329950304109,0.0,0.05376824788627263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232927290336602,0.0,0.0,0.09147457358253057,0.0,0.0,0.05655876986463765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726911077758999,0.05027851702849516,0.10314673116158103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739161070308084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24106295438267064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947419940124708,0.07827063331829717,0.0,0.0,0.11427367025143575,0.0,0.0,0.07134751730285828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184123768636974,0.0,0.10415432769762084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821871471132181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543653594856245,0.08995125585690497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837140029598354,0.19782915145187407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974352047788074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070126515390855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489965722231235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487802263500703,0.07310705836281524,0.0,0.0,0.0662731561744582
lonely,MIL3SIAN,2019/01/27,"I have no idea how to make friends now that I've moved Created a Reddit account for this.  Will try not to get into too much detail. Hoping I can get some like-minded advice as this is a pretty unique situation. 

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I have been pursuing my dream job since 10th grade, finished high school last year and made enough to get my own place in a new city with less crime (Cape Town). I work from home and I don't have any friends or family here. I don't speak to anyone from high school because I didn't have any close friends there to begin with. They all have their own lives now and hardly any of them replied when I tried asking them how things are going. So be it. 

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Now that I've spent two months on my own trying to figure out everything from cooking to paying bills, I think I have my life in order and I'm doing great financially. Through this time I haven't noticed until recently that I have not spoken to a single person outside of cashiers at the grocery store and the delivery guys. 

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I used to have a decent social life. No super close friends but enough ""friends"" that I always had something to do and someone to hang out with. Not having a girlfriend is what's hitting me most, because nothing compares to how happy that makes me. 

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The thing is I don't really have any hobbies outside of playing the occasional game on my Xbox and an interest in fashion. So I don't have the means of finding a ""meetup of like minded people"" type thing. People who typically play games aren't the type of people I enjoy hanging out with (personal preference) so that's out of question. 

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This has left me wondering how the hell I'm supposed to make friends, never mind find a girlfriend. I'm too young to go to bars and most social settings are for adults, I'm 19. People my age are in university or taking a gap year to party and those people already have their own friends. I don't know anyone here. 

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It's created this sort of gloomy silence that doesn't go away. Every day feels long and repetitive. I have nobody to talk to about how I feel or what I did. Any advice would be appreciated. ",3.906365043625108,5.748044643540673,4.3922656909653846,85.4693892485224,72.66028708133972,6.735828877005348,26.408950182943983,7.39963492309942,1.3561745567126378,1703,59,324,19,34,538,214,418,0.039,0.815,0.145,0.9914,1,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,0,0,5,2,18,17,1,0,17,0,39,4,0,10,2,60,66,25,0,3,7,0,3,1,9,2,2,1,1,4,21,21,2,0,12,8,5,6,15,1,0,1,6,4,35,16,52,55,13,48,1,0,0,0,27,20,1,10,21,215,56,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191582261336297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319246620001573,0.0,0.047648399881117125,0.3722744061328181,0.4174936089918388,0.1947080907717829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008091707475994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353429481336715,0.0,0.05380159882391674,0.0,0.0,0.06981544690300248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036930670210626314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833844795586965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04824755640302654,0.0,0.05146536853590542,0.0,0.05398358927133762,0.0,0.05790899797491871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467687866066576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096952400118734,0.0,0.08975453952146556,0.0,0.09763368973428052,0.0,0.0,0.06313398019814287,0.0,0.0567005588533619,0.0,0.06095880334606256,0.051297473364220164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100553792624535,0.05744065939727535,0.056876269269232074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646443090564744,0.0,0.0,0.05682588027276213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031470905504418424,0.04667796413050851,0.0,0.0,0.062217718426280176,0.0,0.0808947927722578,0.0559527890048887,0.0,0.05056533575671666,0.05067701302429807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054184768517210775,0.11467289001912775,0.0,0.0,0.06237749894273915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346154666966168,0.0,0.045707736325050416,0.06086277974327195,0.04209577426155322,0.0,0.04416567954347736,0.0553061190388627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494654218108471,0.06519566870191353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849892248248746,0.10000177741358222,0.05982889860297716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825827597942526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414900702600364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036684911422922455,0.0,0.05654148689030401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159088506589837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047369536144490264,0.06436735756558272,0.0,0.11674727634532095,0.0485197689383632,0.044084777116368684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043055550103200765,0.046026793035599256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413136546654185,0.03669258570192618,0.0,0.0,0.033391214224231434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663589408873865,0.0,0.055938800404674464,0.0,0.0,0.0494578808837975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210057975083245,0.04168901798744748,0.0,0.0,0.04067884310335152,0.0,0.4174936089918388,0.07375253176253997
lonely,Jonny7x7x,2019/01/27,"This feeling it just sucks sooo much So first a little about my situation and why I’m feeling like this at 5am in the morning. I will turn 21 in a few weeks and I never had a relationship and up until a few months back not really anything sexual. I’m an exchange student in the US currently. I met this amazing, beautiful girl, basically my dream come true. She has a boyfriend tho but they are in the process of breaking up. I thought she really liked me too, but I guess I was wrong again because she already has someone else. 

I just don’t know what’s wrong with me... 
Why am I not love able? Am I that ugly? Am I that dull? It’s this constant up and down between telling myself that it’ll happen soon and just nights where I lose all faith and can’t go on anymore. It’s eating me up inside and I don’t know what to do.It just seems that when I actually have a shot I’m just immediately struck down. There is now way I’m that unlucky. There has to be something wrong with me. 

Oh yeah and the worst is people telling you that you will find someone sometime. They don’t understand that being single between relationships and being single for all of your life are very different feelings. ",2.3986835156544686,4.407743423236519,3.7138079969822724,87.94767163334593,77.42323651452283,6.5394945303659,25.47736703130894,7.520522993642371,1.2381352697095438,939,35,195,13,22,307,138,241,0.156,0.7509999999999999,0.094,-0.9702,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,3,2,2,18,13,1,0,11,1,23,3,0,0,4,35,43,15,0,0,9,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,17,12,1,0,9,1,1,2,7,7,0,1,4,3,29,6,23,33,8,31,1,2,0,1,16,14,1,2,15,142,46,1,0.12674345421408556,0.0,0.12368332834987608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986455340088594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569544959828094,0.0,0.0,0.104299063576014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745789288409898,0.0,0.07726163329869598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917826317303583,0.0,0.13696464756841528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241993368459815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969019519904176,0.1058778926310426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922558959960199,0.09054554901508233,0.0,0.0,0.11584122100040073,0.1078079174075776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203122583391337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962220400019038,0.0,0.1120788179848304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930977561676086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089522649960655,0.12384089933968767,0.12703023782264392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179350554554018,0.0,0.0,0.11439091582304535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116541595059696,0.0,0.09317102213610373,0.0,0.09775236537601012,0.0,0.0,0.1189401459428667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786795266288654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623902044423401,0.0,0.0,0.2721500748246137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538248056526842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424649528791951,0.0,0.0,0.21477863491507984,0.09757330317893134,0.12535251703946326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22155873085397704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062014526476606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786048288585326,0.0,0.13194440568484778,0.15245676990963156,0.0,0.0,0.10457662337494207,0.0,0.10060305453294896,0.10166595392323413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22873250748999124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157222119869961,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwawaybecash,2019/01/27,"Im a girl and I can’t even talk to girls I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I must be really ugly because every girl I try to date ignores me. I hate this feeling. I feel like I’ll never have a good relationship. I know Im 21 but I’ve talked to 50 year olds that have never been in a relationship. It sucks, man.",-2.064583333333335,-0.22898051388888696,1.4763333333333364,97.30200000000002,97.19444444444444,4.546666666666667,14.144444444444444,6.2581,-0.7800488888888891,241,5,62,3,10,87,50,72,0.209,0.743,0.048,-0.8457,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,3,11,13,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,9,2,5,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,1,1,0,6,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443314663106995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482311544583475,0.0,0.17198472621194186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642419853826086,0.14582745790302412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712109724840548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153189202043675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44098161981112427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436431895563408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997255178833957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31486868436606796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141956095354333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076816563470312,0.0,0.0,0.4383092709855953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281370493675277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385879673281473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317943483445926,0.0,0.13145027363315648
lonely,hine123,2019/01/27,"How to deal knowing that people don’t care about you! I felt lonely for years it started when i was about 7 years old. Had no friends and no one to talk too. Keep in mind i was  in  a different country. It became so  noticeable that i would never be love or have people that deeply cares . 
My mother and father treated me like shit mother even said she hated me in middle school  so she neglected me. father did like me but he liked my cousins he treated them better and made sure I know it.
Anyways enough able me no one cares. 

THIS IS HOW TO DEAL WITH NO-ONE CARES ABOUT YOU!

1. People only cares if you PRETTY or RICH  or SUCCESSFUL 

2.watch how family members treat you if they never are CONCERNED ABOUT YOU THEN THEY DONT CARE . 

4. Watch how your friend TREAT YOU be silent listen and you’ll learn alot 

5. S/O or  if you have one or had a boyfriend/girlfriend Remember the way be treated you. Was she/he kind?

Side no-one  is  compassionate towards you, That a big sign 

SO HOW TO OVER COME THIS 
1. Become successful at the thing your passionate about FOCUS 

YOU WIN AT WHAT YOU FOCUS ON 

2. STOP TALKING TO PEOPLE ABOUT YOUR  PERSONAL Life. Assume they don’t care because 95 percent of the time they don’t unless you SUCCEED.

3. Read self help books from depression, anxiety, loneliness, trauma, rejection, spiritually ect

4. Seek a spiritually path. What ever your religion is 

5. Lastly meditation is keep, to seek you subconscious mind and keep you peaceful. 

Oh and stop letting every about your personal Life. The less they know THE BETTER YOU ARE ! 


I hope this helps everyone that is dealing with loneliness, and rejection. 

You have a choice to not follow my advice and thats ok. THIS IS WHAT HELP ME. ",1.4610397553516812,4.168410639143733,2.6525626911315,88.98777370030584,89.39755351681956,5.720122324159021,20.722324159021404,7.213258583274324,0.8861946177370035,1337,44,256,23,45,427,171,327,0.127,0.5820000000000001,0.29100000000000004,0.9979,1,3,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,22,6,6,20,39,2,0,11,1,27,5,1,6,4,51,50,28,0,5,11,5,1,3,2,2,2,2,0,3,17,11,0,6,7,2,1,2,10,8,0,3,9,4,45,31,28,35,4,27,0,5,1,2,54,11,1,11,16,169,62,7,0.08265430492630782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807688301690115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323031703384425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050385297113555313,0.0912851859721718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620203175295007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.589901007451195,0.0,0.0,0.07119936498168995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556388771220197,0.0711900317184895,0.0,0.0,0.08635615657594932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687022979649086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540399187729142,0.0,0.05459238887251098,0.07476555085410637,0.06963981675135462,0.07897973042950872,0.0,0.0,0.0779191226397638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936109465515752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771702190639414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160401414112611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166204314942396,0.0,0.0,0.08209437461088832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22040083186323534,0.0,0.08607173939362413,0.13627393317204875,0.0673742902380649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451962678763998,0.1167623598952973,0.12114215507036223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459873723551111,0.07820950181875788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669145717636666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749619087087607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410247398764593,0.08673178906951416,0.0,0.16802608838487254,0.06286232344208298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22920835155340036,0.14434110187298038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408914286905772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267667235507098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363121498771236,0.0,0.0786231716302951,0.0,0.0,0.08365056928816203,0.0,0.0,0.08622646627223203,0.0,0.08484345623257727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058503142446213435,0.0,0.0,0.13820539986634633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790070421952583,0.0,0.0,0.13286879882068353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491184748839273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04819638989084296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560714000928834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058715246751787874,0.0,0.0,0.10645332488941472
lonely,feghjkbcxbjyreetuiio,2019/01/27,"Uncertainty Throwaway, little ashamed of myself.

Just with the way cards are falling in my life right now, the whole trajectory of my life will be determined by factors pretty much out of my control. The circumstances don’t scare me, more just the uncertainty of what’s next. I’m high of my ass most of the day to not feel shitty all the time and to pass time. The worst part is that I can’t tell anyone I know what’s going on. Thanks for reading, it feels good to scream, even if into the void. ",4.243549783549781,5.32960792929293,4.7055122655122625,86.51636363636366,70.71717171717171,7.6773448773448765,25.25396825396825,7.957251820313856,1.1995847041847036,391,11,82,5,7,124,73,99,0.198,0.679,0.12300000000000001,-0.8247,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,2,8,0,6,3,1,1,1,14,12,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,1,0,3,3,4,0,0,0,3,8,2,16,10,7,16,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,2,5,56,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433408525850653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24755870120787726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423475507809093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145784922891199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22320753950288294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544150546699348,0.1851312984363042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332051091476163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213031416397744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118052165418532,0.0,0.22122161726144465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225620413013672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347405500068657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23902061939635505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455381532727475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207819176466561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18849554176773967,0.0,0.0,0.2209814145721008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292092023924776,0.20321133490969887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25740976458382003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519899833843405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464284394401932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,thatgirl1924,2019/01/27,It was my birthday yesterday It was my birthday yesterday.  Because I’m not on Facebook the only people who knew about it were family. And they wished me happy birthday but sometimes you wish people knew you existed.  It’s feels odd for no one to recognize this day. ,2.801266666666667,5.6968876600000025,4.18,79.93666666666667,82.4,7.333333333333335,28.333333333333336,8.344100000000001,2.7583333333333333,213,10,35,5,6,70,39,50,0.10300000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.106,0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,6,1,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386443416172212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839400981935868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26887534547247266,0.0,0.14421328821070056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036167014919749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326908479936905,0.21691888152840744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39546437781401655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820849562104942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6559664141882435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ExtensiveTheorist,2019/01/27,"The hardest part of being lonely; is feeling like you don’t belong. (I want to apologize in advance for all the jumbled mess I’ve type here; way beyond tired and cannot form any type of thorough explanation.)

Anyways; 

The hardest part about being in your young to mid 20’s ; is finding someone who has the same interests as you. 

When everyone is set on doing one task and you just cannot fathom doing that task. 

I hate alcohol. Hate partying. And hate going out clubbing and bar hopping. 

I don’t know if I hate partying out of pure spite that people have friends and are having fun and I never got to experience that. But I also know, that my social anxiety will never allow me to enjoy that. 

Now,  I do know I hate alcohol. It’s absolutely disgusting , in my opinion. 

But 

*Everyone is so engulfed in the South with drinking their life away and going out. 

*Finding someone who doesn’t party or drink ; is harder than finding “a needle in a haystack” 

*Seriously, does no one have future plans? Do people generally love just blowing their money on not remembering anything? 

*There’s so many women dropping their kids off to go party. So many men ignoring their kids to go party. 

*No friends. Hard to find a relationship. No one to turn to. No one to talk to. 

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(Before I get too deep, yes I am focused on me and my childs future, But it gets hard when you have no emotional , moral or mental support or just even someone to vibe with) 

Let’s start off by saying; in no way am I a manly man. I’m a little soft hearted bitch at times and get beyond lonely all the time when my child isn’t here. 

I am a 23 y/o male; with a beautiful 3 y/o little girl. Me and the mother have separated a long while back for the sake of our child, but unfortunately since then; having friends or even a relationship has been a journey. Even before my child; I’ve never been adapt to the party scene, drinking, or anything like that. I’ve always been one for deep discussion, conspiracies, nature, and more. Being 23; even at 22,21,20,19,18 and so on; and hating the culture that I’ve grew up around; has always made it difficult to find friends and relationships. I get classified as boring or I really don’t stick around to find out. I’m very picky when it comes to a relationship. I don’t want a girl who parties, goes out or drinks. I might as well settle for a 85 year old woman at this point. I feel like I’m very much different from the society I grow up in today. I shelter myself because I enjoy it. But I am growing miserable with the pure silence since my ex and child no longer live with me. I see my child on the weekends, but during those times she’s not here, I am on the near edge of break downs. I’ve met women since then, but they seem to always be married, have a boyfriend, liars , cheaters, or just drop me with no explanation in general. I’ve tried to make friends and well...I get left on read constantly; even just with friends. It sucks .. really does .. feel different from society .. no one giving you a chance because of your interests conflicting with theirs. They label you as boring or a weirdo. 

I hate this generation. I hate the south. I hate the culture. Everything is self centered on alcohol. ",3.237410384661189,5.235007618971063,4.496434440871743,83.34113135643685,74.90032154340838,7.4369894009765405,25.987971894724307,8.285830014693849,1.7624075503155896,2497,90,482,44,54,822,271,622,0.159,0.715,0.126,-0.9771,2,4,7,0,0,0,102.0,1,8,7,2,33,40,14,1,32,1,44,12,1,3,7,89,86,49,0,3,24,2,6,3,6,2,5,1,0,18,19,32,8,2,14,8,1,10,22,23,1,6,6,8,56,17,80,73,8,86,1,3,1,1,60,45,2,13,28,323,75,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472307142846902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043581458995851405,0.13603832001576016,0.0,0.0,0.03706002248156148,0.0,0.0416902737356614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896932439046142,0.09702827520283333,0.0,0.0,0.05120199304648671,0.04190504812400599,0.0,0.06644207802381917,0.0,0.0927463509653822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0469445853688052,0.0,0.05889220439505735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387612700040516,0.0,0.0,0.09538188242541346,0.0,0.0,0.2135463672339868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061302110309068375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997471329777112,0.0,0.0,0.10414898218563552,0.0489786456074405,0.053308801780929685,0.0,0.0,0.08266639402329602,0.07786574235508925,0.0,0.0,0.2988571862438098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526268024782028,0.0,0.14236291017761174,0.05227876146328586,0.12388825145608175,0.0,0.04358645710689277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763772571492987,0.4842430755307164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457954492756618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985084755999256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592114594337022,0.05572716605116192,0.0384930439574676,0.07987386182340461,0.10924119271678492,0.04812210094875003,0.04822838215234155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918592728261152,0.05156664860320865,0.03637736080790863,0.1105033862778764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549204452188036,0.057813007078911974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04006177489410175,0.0,0.12609499715498573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571857330077324,0.0,0.22157262364344288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180304975164524,0.0,0.07556311091755412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515175492513452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451203257753049,0.0,0.06982471230027709,0.0,0.0,0.2340387555072617,0.061734800111012005,0.0,0.0,0.04333842826425387,0.0,0.0,0.04342728022886118,0.04961228134190089,0.0568525535025231,0.0,0.0,0.1352421515329006,0.0,0.0,0.05555311888772428,0.13852611777932053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038573458704525235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061842873012444476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04380285323255514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533341513428176,0.06263661204715129,0.05165705382643629,0.0,0.0,0.037000079109468106,0.05927739661476876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993193481793413,0.06428782114716841,0.08651481612964489,0.0,0.0,0.09799920786083692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03509446467218807
lonely,lostmoments_,2019/01/27,"It always comes back when you least expect it. I try my hardest to be strong and try to not worry about it but the loneliness seems to follow me everywhere I turn. Sure, we almost all have people we value. But we wonder if they value us. I am slowly falling to the wave of loneliness and I feel like I can’t fight it any longer. I recently moved and it’s been incredibly lonesome times. I feel like I only have myself. ",0.995058823529412,3.4076469176470603,3.1344117647058845,87.72985294117649,85.70588235294119,5.752941176470588,17.911764705882355,7.1686216300943375,0.4045529411764712,328,8,65,5,10,111,59,85,0.166,0.637,0.19699999999999998,0.2763,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,4,1,1,1,3,5,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,2,19,13,7,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,2,17,4,6,11,2,8,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,4,6,47,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22727844557770785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888578672788094,0.0,0.0,0.15434791034676654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452651611690267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551522553380765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295264873759205,0.32429593441523885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217729121256852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412340143142867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262150229175108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573529572901384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22410625862606032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662566938452748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391726960823126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234848431368448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081965153179709,0.2468790272007562,0.0,0.0,0.2730178964817892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461401238610673,0.0,0.23049983971573856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Lamps18,2019/01/27,"Can't Talk to Girls :/  

I'm sorry if this isn't the correct Reddit to ask this on, but I don't have anyone IRL to talk to this about. I'm a sophomore in HS and I used to have a pretty okay social life but ever since last summer I haven't hung out with people outside of school. Needless to say, socializing and talking to girls is not one of my strong suits, and I feel a little pathetic talking to my friends about it so that's why I came here.

So as a question to guys and (mostly) girls, what should I do? I don't know what to say and I get really nervous especially if its a girl I like. I know the basics of being respectful and all, but I can't seem to break the ""friend"" barrier. All my friends my age talk to girls all the time on FT and in real life, so I feel a little behind.

And a little bonus question, there is this one girl i like in one of my classes who I occasionally talk to, but it's hard for me to go and start conversation with her outside of class. What should I do?",3.0929851752021587,3.4072355896226436,4.787412398921834,87.71028301886793,72.82075471698113,7.5665768194070075,24.57681940700809,7.447530270364453,0.8805177897574126,763,20,177,8,14,260,103,212,0.065,0.774,0.161,0.9768,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,8,10,0,1,11,1,15,2,0,1,5,38,28,19,0,4,7,0,3,2,3,2,2,2,0,7,12,13,0,1,7,0,1,2,7,1,0,3,1,5,22,9,32,24,4,18,0,0,0,0,26,9,0,6,8,121,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809363878502418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821235836395074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238928460632454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470417908005254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705523091703275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682887863560152,0.0,0.06047556635952332,0.0,0.06578444626790708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146125341795711,0.0,0.0,0.10369092541904854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272283838371143,0.09435321040091467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351791567941465,0.11310101826068512,0.3480413011592296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530935634648856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024776121332074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776124930625548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593371356133452,0.0,0.0,0.13175095143260504,0.07415360182265543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841010408639775,0.0,0.11714705618884652,0.0,0.10537614076574647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575112997513097,0.0,0.0,0.23598887684872544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957472407934445,0.08192975820357673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5582217350214935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749583705990568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997243727179418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444804440364397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,watusaym8,2019/01/27,"Incel-Survey! Hey!

I know this sub isn't an incel-sub, but if you identify as one, I've recently started a survey for incels, so why not [participate?](https://docs.google.com/forms/d/1vvJ72Lqbv3tcCYWoLuk3nHMTIj8mxyVu19la72yPEOQ/viewform)  Also, don't hesitate to tell your friends! And please, incels only! 

Thanks for reading!",9.063750000000002,13.574947875000005,6.459166666666667,63.0025,70.25,7.366666666666666,26.75,8.344100000000001,2.7301,270,9,32,5,6,77,41,48,0.0,0.703,0.297,0.9365,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713847961586676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621874640975546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650250597066406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22995803983042776,0.25809736125290644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725136244127965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394502430645105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350754872581802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401996277513071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29661420629676977,0.3124356277172941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062181792697151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mjmf_04,2019/04/17,"I feel lonely even though I have close family and ""friends"" I'm 15m, in school I spend lots of time with people and talking and actually enjoy being in school, but once I leave school I get home and feel this emptiness inside of me. I talk a lot with my family and spend time with them, and in school with my friends but I still feel lonely most of the time and as if something was missing from my life. My ""friends"" hang-out with other people and I very rarely (once every 1-2 months) get invited to hang out with them, the people **I** consider best friends have other best friends, and I've actually not had a full on conversation with a friend outside of school in the last 4-5 months. I've tried to have conversations with people but I always feel as if I'm carrying the whole thing and the other person is just not interested in talking or spending time with me at all. Along with all that, much like a post I saw earlier, I feel I have SO much love and care to give, but I simply have no one to give it to apart from my family. I know other people have it worse, but I just don't know what to do since I feel so lonely at times even though i'm not as lonely as I feel",3.8381967213114727,4.284389991803277,4.865696721311477,87.33985655737708,71.21311475409836,8.067213114754097,23.85655737704917,8.07648339933343,0.9953737704918032,914,21,205,12,16,300,110,244,0.11199999999999999,0.7190000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.9693,0,8,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,2,9,18,0,0,9,0,12,2,0,0,2,51,32,27,0,2,13,0,7,1,6,0,1,0,1,1,10,24,0,0,9,0,3,1,5,5,0,1,3,8,27,13,36,28,11,23,0,5,1,1,17,12,0,6,10,138,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.16459867705118744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017393978315066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700992891707204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598572149556688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114056806227932,0.0,0.07105634451854695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385121736883204,0.0,0.29849814294430044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909446549177065,0.0,0.0881236958968659,0.16180470290006407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459544042834212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269723362372463,0.06874473544267892,0.0,0.0892991782515815,0.0,0.0,0.059568698329159724,0.0412020934189274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339815016021634,0.0761161332830751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346316747047505,0.0,0.12399267700597047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796292325493232,0.0571479563528436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29233828351131164,0.07363855579555117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077015154052547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267604330245889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976324462632309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492563239135461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735048512418891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335717952440646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560287969627554,0.0,0.16571851400891374,0.0,0.2458837088027902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057258307580514624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958566723440297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415763810204293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859451380348176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,RETALI4T3,2019/04/17,I miss my friends... I actually do have friends so I guess im not lonely but im not close to them. I got kicked from my old friend group and I miss them so much I dream about being back with them or starting to build a friendship again. One of my friends became popular in school so they didn’t talk to me and just recently they started talking to one of the people in my group. The person they were talking to was my best friend and we actually used to be in a small group with one more person and disbanded after a couple of years but i stayed with my best friend. Now I was kicked from the friend group and my “best friend” doest even make time for me and I only have “friends” to talk to who I don’t have as great of a connection to. I honestly feel really lonely and every day when I come home from school there is nothing I find joy in my mind is constantly wanting to be with them again or to talk to my best friend and the other person or to just move on. I feel different emotions each day and I have been kept awake from me hating this.,4.050622542595018,4.388994389908259,4.664508519003935,89.35477064220186,70.69724770642202,8.06343381389253,25.204456094364357,7.957251820313856,1.07556120576671,819,21,186,10,14,262,104,218,0.044000000000000004,0.642,0.314,0.9976,1,5,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,7,4,13,23,1,0,8,0,16,0,0,2,0,35,30,19,0,1,9,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,1,3,3,17,0,1,3,1,0,2,4,5,0,3,7,2,35,18,34,20,7,25,0,4,0,0,31,7,0,4,15,134,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.1618466851488641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376460399038207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34810085654278955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143299028499933,0.0,0.08961302419362269,0.0,0.0,0.09175550744170764,0.0,0.106960196590852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663951560980973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328004530779156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054771521978712184,0.0,0.06986832473474926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385926619325645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579242033928749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6406804883312287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632311144328792,0.09142567539450293,0.09135180623004284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187178004830639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318105502012968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791475771927008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055353426615031766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373113289904383,0.0,0.0,0.08813670113862375,0.060959796626765574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795692702049218,0.0,0.0870163806600872,0.0,0.16857742962047062,0.06306859254834064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057490112285289836,0.2172220889288184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312420970612049,0.0,0.08187894396221729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785010104605885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173902156873732,0.08838756767512895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332619475531219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048354535910959284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162102166204105,0.0,0.0,0.04891161853248609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340131421528126
lonely,golden-Egg,2019/04/17,"Ghostly imprint of someone’s touch It’s rare that I get to feel someone’s touch. Even rarer that I get to feel touch from men. So when it happens I tend to relish in the feeling of it, soak in as much of the moment as I possibly can, and preserve it for as long as I possibly can. Later, even much later, if I concentrate I can almost relive the physical sensation of someone’s body part against mine, the warmth, the shape, the pressure. 


I can still feel his hand placed comfortingly on my back as I was walking out the door.",5.754559748427672,5.4336750849056585,6.439622641509434,80.35993710691825,67.01886792452831,9.330817610062894,33.704402515723274,8.841846274778883,2.6937723270440252,413,17,83,6,6,136,61,106,0.022000000000000002,0.875,0.10300000000000001,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,7,0,5,2,2,0,0,8,13,9,1,1,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,8,12,1,19,12,3,14,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,7,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947928660006733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550064209814975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210183857574142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499597305676858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827069036244277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772219118333326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732908438506966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745621075902525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27820103933225626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049098371750797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769753693132674,0.0,0.0,0.4266405190279763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809835565540986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111356100633908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,QuebeC_AUS,2019/04/17,"Feel numb to the point where i cant even cry anymore 17m isn't this the age your meant to enjoy your life and look forward to the future and whats to come? No i just dread it more and more each day.

Im so sick of the endless cycle, day in and out nothing but wishful thinking and fantasies about the simplest thing like getting a hug or just holding someones hand 

it psychically hurts in my gut when i see other people doing that sorta stuff or even just whenever i feel like dog shit which is most of the time now, including as i type right now.

I used to regularly cry myself to sleep but now I don't even have the energy for it anymore and i just feel numb and crave companionship until i fall alseep.

I wish i could sleep forever, dreams are so much more fulfilling. I had one dream where i practically lived out an entire life with someone i was so fucking devastated when I woke up, it felt like my closest friend just died.",5.552337662337664,5.436603185185188,6.032602212602214,82.4145021645022,67.4126984126984,8.98912938912939,29.880230880230883,8.575989854853784,2.004149206349207,738,24,154,10,11,239,120,189,0.14400000000000002,0.664,0.192,0.8635,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,19,12,2,1,9,0,10,12,5,1,0,34,25,18,1,3,9,0,5,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,11,12,0,1,6,3,0,3,4,6,0,1,5,7,20,6,18,19,6,24,0,1,2,2,4,11,2,4,15,105,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768350820567054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022859037822045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114365799149078,0.0,0.3066257371559492,0.18002429425659872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485330395151946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765572120429544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21171481113295398,0.0997099917760371,0.13401064101787782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783268583265396,0.12903171179981687,0.07292040979094114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941430374154474,0.0,0.1507612980334305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971671228115053,0.20456292753783684,0.0,0.12324429575111813,0.0,0.11720500709696426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260119853498716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392273172372593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457734048833466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967613862050165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319402925293623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191933991526166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112205091355529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326826016330702,0.0,0.0,0.2793448298761361,0.0,0.2365171579829269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977611037550438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272518119074637,0.08943185714970271,0.0,0.0,0.08138533285213052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054506526354175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210009452261659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,mbee711,2019/04/17,"Im not sure what to do Im in grade 11, I have a busy semester with university level Physics, chemistry and math. I can’t stay on top of everything. I don’t want to fail, I don’t think I will be able to handle or accept failure, but I know it’s inevitable. It’s a weird combination that I handle by either having an anxiety attack over or I sit emotionless and think to myself how pointless it all is. I don’t really feel like I have anyone I can rely on. I am alone and I’m struggling because of my own actions. I have clinical depression, anxiety, and my ADHD is acting up really bad. I can’t focus on anything. Im scatterbrained. I can’t sit still. A week ago, when I was trying to do a lab report  for chemistry, I stood up and sat down at least fifteen times after pacing around my living room. I was pinching my arm (a stress response) and my breathing was fucked, I couldn’t focus on anything. I will go into week long depressive episodes. Which is making everything worse. If I can’t handle this high school semester, then what the hell am I gonna do when I have to face bigger problems in life as an adult?",2.2505895196506533,4.030481253275109,4.282486899563319,84.75298799126641,77.07860262008735,7.200087336244542,24.550436681222703,8.07648339933343,1.492846113537118,873,30,176,15,20,299,134,229,0.256,0.71,0.034,-0.9951,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,5,14,3,2,8,0,28,6,3,2,2,27,40,15,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,3,9,11,0,0,5,1,29,3,26,30,4,34,1,3,0,1,1,18,2,3,11,119,37,5,0.14022600515175326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852440814975886,0.0,0.12430189281402496,0.0,0.0,0.14523185138675693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21454502025127373,0.0,0.0,0.09804928321912362,0.0,0.2307881084198475,0.12483087422457642,0.0,0.15952732454350302,0.0,0.0,0.1170828570575658,0.08548047120978472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24155290552405384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520521832107748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090248152475323,0.10017748609889318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963668219105218,0.0,0.0,0.07969367023729823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815647338474744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544044454015699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706454520455426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099045774414331,0.06850734302803492,0.0,0.12382213160850605,0.12409560190425713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360194731157036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417734899457234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966473918457532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419162035226963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946226382810054,0.11198466885150536,0.0,0.16062841512711673,0.14659466691449474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321613503489224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797023240466386,0.0,0.0,0.08176691127164924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952042528213161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270893096902028,0.0,0.22496168606099076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290227909240874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,WellKnownAlias,2019/04/17,"In sort of a weird place The title sort of sums it up fairly well. I'm not necessarily depressed, but I'm not exactly alright either. I don't have any legitimate friends. I have two people who I play games with sometimes, who fairly clearly don't actually like me much outside of that, and I feel pretty much the same. I have no girlfriend, and no job. I'm in college, but I'm basically just existing at that. My mom has cancer, the completely incurable, but relatively treatable kind. In general, I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm intelligent. Not Stephen Hawking intelligent, but not generic ""smart"" either. Despite that, I'm clearly not successful at 24 years old because frankly I don't actually know what I want, or even who I am in any meaningful way. This post is more of a mini rant to vent how I'm feeling at the moment more than anything else, but I wish I didn't need that and actually had someone to talk to about it.

Thanks for listening, Reddit.",4.9414075286415695,6.047980702127662,6.3691489361702125,75.15653846153847,69.1063829787234,9.401636661211127,34.14238952536825,9.661875296680813,3.3580224222585926,764,37,143,17,13,260,110,188,0.12,0.655,0.225,0.9706,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,6,11,0,0,6,1,13,1,0,1,3,35,29,10,0,3,15,1,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,12,4,0,0,5,2,0,0,12,2,1,1,2,3,13,9,20,27,7,14,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,3,4,93,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.4816826941425879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22377675539475608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317295578347984,0.0,0.0,0.13539699761239438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029805465750104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251017591799284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417124062259293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744657223430162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867278187679012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638609653588654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711812351717314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632740460281432,0.0,0.0,0.17133625316750156,0.18084654559548274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038272529643586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269957017932185,0.0,0.0,0.2419020119487921,0.12199945704481938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265016222950197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406676693920804,0.0,0.17190242011962042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757754921382275,0.16738965394160887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940864530196082,0.0,0.16272777404113745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322457424073437,0.0,0.15148028092050547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072525807241647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704608270859304,0.13059898207494378,0.0,0.0,0.1479353174789977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892053299484472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595413751523508
lonely,hilmer655,2019/04/17,"I’m tired of being the only fried without someone I have yet to find someone to hold me, someone to tell me it’s all going to be alright. Falling asleep in someone’s arms after a long day and just appreciating what we have now. I’m tired of not being able to muster up the courage to talk to males. I can’t get past looking at someone for an awkward amount of time and hoping they will make a move. Im 17 and a simple hug is all I want right now.",3.648178694158077,3.585012185567013,5.0696391752577314,87.51036941580757,71.47422680412372,6.879037800687286,28.537800687285234,5.46131890053228,0.9688914089347079,350,12,79,1,6,118,67,97,0.091,0.755,0.154,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,6,1,8,5,2,1,2,14,16,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,16,12,3,15,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,1,8,49,9,0,0.16542594506009034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668604921677716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119631684124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642822858980598,0.0,0.09401537682004928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430528955789178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868840789959345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639675572727254,0.13891613026158114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042310288112572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582159971990555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258138855967774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791778289570518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127285320930966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7008243321096618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296310841587305,0.1445895674261973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646119888474916,0.3802655774139643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757250843488703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946470779931132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LewdLauryn,2019/04/17,"Feeling unhuman Hey, I'm not really good at talking about myself so I'm sorry in advance

I'm a 20yo female from Northern California. I'm having a hard time connecting with people (guys mainly) after they find out I like to take sexy pictures of myself (it really helps get me out my comfort zone and builds my confidence). Girls see it as body positivity, but guys just think I am just here to please them and I'm really sick of it. I don't want to give up something that I love just for a guy to have a real conversation with me.

I'm debating on starting a 2nd job just to be able to meet more people. The only way I'm meeting people right now is online or a dating app. 

I just feel so disconnected from people and that's it's impossible for me to find someone to be close with because I'm afraid they just want me for sex. 

I'm wanting advice on how to properly put myself out there so I can get something meaningful, or just someone I can be myself with.",3.23549915397631,4.540505680203047,5.2852994923857874,80.56151945854485,73.41624365482231,8.095972927241963,25.82368866328257,8.648137234880735,1.8355126226734348,757,25,151,14,15,263,113,197,0.062,0.8190000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.8977,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,1,15,5,0,1,7,0,10,4,1,1,0,33,32,11,0,3,11,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,11,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,4,20,4,31,29,2,18,0,0,1,2,15,10,0,2,6,97,26,1,0.13826303248882787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510903515187908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428386129411898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357905992559442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981988713129795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527398136975172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444734557583873,0.13263449942731456,0.0,0.11596847180648373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107064195408248,0.0,0.0,0.12385651948273232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267479621762027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720472540926235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675483337385087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478778497036408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515526657861367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834167111536813,0.0,0.0,0.1517712900633232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899253615709226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737360060230718,0.2657245171188898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807587428908428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017773591843404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23429963749456925,0.21288327466100487,0.0,0.15477414511004808,0.09786328603151513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395659338489747,0.1111305882039333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885933684022789,0.0,0.0,0.08062228612608946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446533565006767,0.1097467595752065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lastcallcarrot,2019/04/17,"Long time listener, first time caller? Title kind of explains it, as I've dipped in and out of this subreddit on and off over the past year whenever I've felt things get a bit overwhelming. Now though, with things the way they are I feel compelled to post for the first time. 

If you were to take a look at me from across a room, and then gotten to really know the state that I was in, it would be hard to reconcile the venn diagram of those two versions of me. I present and project a very different persona then how I really am. For a while, this really helped me to protect the hurt and pain I felt, but now it's starting to feel like a prison. 

Now, because I can't keep up this facade anymore , as well as me coming to terms with a pretty bad gaming addiction to cope with serious existential issues, I feel like I'm losing a war with myself. And because I've been mending the wounds of this war for the better part of a decade, I've been pretty detached from others for longer than I care to admit. I miss people. I miss love. I miss being needed and cared for. I just want to be wanted and to want in return. I'm lonely.

I'm fortunate to be an introvert, so I dont mind being by myself at all. I feel invigorated by my own company. But to move through life completely alone is not living at all. At least not anymore. I'm like a mindless zombie whose soul is trapped inside a rotting carcass, mindlessly chasing base hungers because the impulse is so strong. 

I dont really know what to do now that my inner compass has found to be faulty. I just know that I want to connect somehow in a meaningful way.",4.2311636363636405,5.010186618461543,5.311671328671331,83.29237412587413,70.50769230769231,8.493706293706294,28.003496503496503,8.710501217029153,1.9755230769230767,1261,43,257,21,22,417,176,325,0.152,0.675,0.17300000000000001,0.8235,1,4,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,5,12,23,2,1,22,0,21,6,0,2,2,48,56,21,2,7,7,0,7,3,0,1,4,1,1,0,16,14,1,2,14,1,0,2,5,12,1,3,8,9,27,11,54,41,8,41,1,7,1,1,10,16,0,2,22,176,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467477988778353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894716206837833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086443469449009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783090542108553,0.19237215517772369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303375373008163,0.11484239243676365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450045879009827,0.0,0.0,0.09061357230161864,0.11029178463715636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990322511439556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24656842301321302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21275289330731115,0.15029833620387273,0.202001584995036,0.0,0.0,0.17895248073723002,0.0,0.11533757129323664,0.0,0.0,0.054958465403850194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423134797047822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050796362555016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261018508483712,0.0,0.0,0.10979309237667748,0.0,0.09349946083794476,0.0,0.10954125479456092,0.17343227568794942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430020298075002,0.15417445689389372,0.0,0.09288644130879738,0.09309158785445933,0.08833476589289188,0.11768291318471892,0.0,0.0,0.09493986458780623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621390809166822,0.0,0.0,0.11180242223078192,0.0,0.07799851672885466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193167819955144,0.0,0.0,0.11391265825951935,0.10041764304943764,0.07292687069947901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074483449488593,0.21403611195425712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695546916328813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744554214673844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909127404830321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976974833650624,0.0,0.10335058154614074,0.0,0.18401486001345688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275727477955368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867943961356659,0.2481798096145688,0.16699298726225692,0.0,0.0,0.09458021875404744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472536107757048,0.0,0.0,0.06774018317505592
lonely,eeilmkb,2019/04/17,I don't have a single genuine memory to look fondly back since birth. I'm twenty-one.,0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,84.55555555555556,5.822222222222222,14.555555555555555,7.1686216300943375,0.06368888888888824,68,1,13,1,2,24,17,18,0.0,0.805,0.195,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5463613135085069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5966745503980455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5877659364139344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,goodbrain_nicebrain,2019/04/17,"Does anyone else find it hard to be motivated to do anything when you're alone? I have depression, but being so alone seems to exacerbate the apathy of it tons. When I lay in bed during the weekend and think of getting up to do something, I've finally been catching on that the reason I can't find the motivation is a small voice inside that says, ""Why, there's no one to do it for?"" No one to do chores for, no one to crochet for (I've been trying to get myself to learn as a hobby), no one to watch TV with or discuss shows with. So why?

I admire those who are self-motivated, but I seem to lack that almost completely. When someone is around, I get a burst of energy and want to vacuum or whatever. But of course if someone is around it's because they want to hang out, not watch me vacuum, so THAT never works out, haha.

Even when I do manage to get up during the weekend, after a while I can't figure out what to do with myself. So back to bed I go. It's been a vicious battle. And now it's starting to affect my after-work life too (I work the stereotypical routine of Monday-Friday). I used to come home, full of the energy of being around people all day, and get tons done. But now the pressing loneliness is squashing even that. My chores are piling up, not that they aren't never ending anyway. But rather than tackle them at least, I want to go to bed (after I binge on reddit for a bit!).

I'm 38, had a boyfriend once for a short while, see a friend once or twice a month, I'm close with my parents but they're going through a continuing crisis (so I try not to burden them with my petty trials) and they live hundreds of miles away, my cat died, and I live alone. I feel lucky in a lot of ways--with those who are in my life, if distantly; with work; with being able to financially survive ok--but I'm worried that's not enough. What is life without personal connections and one-on-one interactions? There just seems to be no point otherwise.",4.1644491689215295,4.662976994974876,5.441306532663318,83.31578275995366,70.5075376884422,8.334132199458834,25.357943563973716,8.384062270229773,1.4448481638964057,1516,40,318,22,26,508,188,398,0.154,0.779,0.067,-0.9876,1,3,1,0,0,1,64.0,0,0,5,6,23,8,2,0,20,1,28,3,0,5,3,64,51,30,1,7,18,1,3,0,1,0,3,2,8,1,19,22,0,0,12,4,0,6,15,4,0,5,5,8,30,4,66,41,9,49,0,1,3,0,13,22,0,11,21,227,49,7,0.09262430863005792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274986553934188,0.28779254913246355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476507021658183,0.09490455002587987,0.07622191389996946,0.2473658165236381,0.0,0.0,0.08702358696373058,0.07122237597915096,0.0,0.056462918833132626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112175553841213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978764036801123,0.09711482534739868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597350164485191,0.0,0.0797771812993399,0.0,0.09612940886559466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105615666636476,0.09478682620162823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737572456872446,0.0,0.08203764509489513,0.09570567085324784,0.0,0.12235496457898708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683363349243648,0.0,0.0,0.10146540266379052,0.16931388011407725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156131108305089,0.0,0.2419618916592397,0.0,0.15792158736747575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297318726421228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290973368045563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626986523493756,0.0,0.0,0.16357792295268156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874587492065377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393183946106233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287515384600447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972837315211945,0.3138231433183791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028483333857742,0.0,0.0,0.06421403311599211,0.08087597360963482,0.0,0.0,0.08755991047774916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523321582851768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365856789015128,0.0,0.0,0.07380958186849157,0.2529650755531806,0.09662735451225653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696055225001124,0.07130671799771063,0.0,0.0,0.06555996238305517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934991696447976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577165108101762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079997663493593,0.0,0.0,0.16389665112928387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715806349804746,0.0,0.0,0.0892865282132144,0.0,0.2697263993314949,0.09406448150475873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hifuckoff,2019/04/17,"Idk I just feel so alone, all I want is someone to love and be close to. Ive always been shy and socially awkward for as long as I can remember. I can't hold a conversation to save my life. I have nothing to talk about because I don't get out much because of social anxiety so it makes me depressed. I don't know what to do",1.2038497652582194,2.5681927887323965,3.6503521126760567,89.96782863849769,78.85915492957747,6.986854460093897,25.91784037558686,7.793537801064563,1.3031107981220655,252,10,59,4,6,88,52,71,0.17600000000000002,0.6990000000000001,0.125,-0.1661,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,10,2,0,1,1,13,16,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,10,2,11,14,2,3,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544780716513794,0.0,0.0,0.20444768303315985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796497639679874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29956108483928384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116268470469772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423670566360373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128371625578581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503399336361965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354993024949364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744272466041295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217599174174398,0.0,0.16401115063409885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062271838580998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23576223477880995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783378281299588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009341385814716,0.20818651550739264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748976286828515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492419576262858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,bluOwObirb,2019/04/17,"(16-Bi-emo) I don't go outside much and I really want to be in a relationship I don't go outside very often because I don't like having attention on me for personal reasons but on the internet I feel at home.. the problem is that I don't have anyone who wants to have a full relationship with me in the online world and I see so much potential. Sometimes I think to myself ""Well go outside if you want to find a date"" But it just isn't that simple... I'm fragile and I don't think I'm ready socially to be in a IRL relationship but I still really want to be with someone.. I'm sure there are other people like me somewhere around reddit so I'm looking around, please dm me if you wanna try me in a relationship or something :p.",2.140627530364373,3.79551265789474,4.4963157894736865,83.65151821862351,77.02631578947368,7.571659919028341,25.508097165991906,8.384062270229773,1.7121248987854254,572,21,119,11,13,200,81,152,0.075,0.828,0.09699999999999999,0.2938,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,9,5,0,0,8,0,14,0,0,1,1,28,30,11,0,8,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,6,1,1,0,0,4,18,4,19,27,3,16,0,0,2,0,9,11,0,4,4,83,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695663763452522,0.0,0.0,0.24687955771680006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452789046293696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011235557144099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673578879648165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23641673003447386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909064486538306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548781623276146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644228981941845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038670325022336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613170678358364,0.1210754877650258,0.0,0.15221071727033436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268209800324798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766258396698612,0.14256901701763408,0.0,0.5954901736368889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049673626922007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134982191654674,0.11748900554363127,0.10674982046172783,0.13714159767502646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073672955051264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130688565325185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769974998933705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941433118020154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441178484341095,0.3271489432994934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467500346009285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Spongebobsnutz,2019/04/17,Just need someone to talk to I have days where i just someone to talk to.,3.3493749999999984,3.2969601875000016,3.9250000000000007,95.42,72.125,6.4,28.5,3.1291,0.5602,57,2,14,0,1,18,9,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25449875383195925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29260745431802393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6687244320562048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6343649548537591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,havensgem,2019/04/17,"Mediocre at best Today I went to a short shift, but it felt so long because I was so lonely. There were a bunch of people performing and singing as an “open mic” night. 

It was such a beautiful evening. Literally looked and felt like a movie scene. It was 60 F, but low wind so it didn’t feel cold. 

I stood outside alone. I watched everyone get in their cars, laughing. It was dim and the lights looked so pretty. Everyone was with their friends talking about how the night was a success. 

But I felt so soul crushingly lonely. 

It’s so frustrating because I wanted to say that it was a great night. Something was missing.  I reapplied my makeup and tried so hard to approach people but none of it worked. I feel like everything is so monotonous. Though I did regularly engage in conversations, everything was boring. I tried to keep things lively, but I just tend to kill the flame.

I just wish things were different.",2.97786769428388,5.591806867052026,3.5051541425818904,87.0508204881182,78.59537572254334,6.850224791265254,25.796082209377012,7.984000788550335,1.6767754656390497,720,28,138,13,18,225,102,173,0.153,0.615,0.23199999999999998,0.9639,1,5,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,5,16,15,2,0,10,0,14,0,0,1,0,22,29,20,1,2,7,0,6,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,1,5,1,0,3,2,7,0,0,18,12,15,8,13,11,3,14,1,4,3,0,6,6,0,0,7,90,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416918785050883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667938324212391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357160591479853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293529197623914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036042538912596,0.0,0.0,0.26145190515091865,0.24590850408796724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834851930877032,0.0977356967754242,0.39407154113369103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569755846226704,0.0,0.07147655849852234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083135581564264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255313910447448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216012789486562,0.15135783523388632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336750035525591,0.0,0.12080401276020165,0.12107081731822608,0.2297686085446715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851552560477724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896909493874009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391829681239878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087952507854501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053215191315928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996112672791104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817783760861371,0.0,0.13441321247702662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967803289073404,0.0,0.0,0.1857673684542136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069293124233201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682243105059335,0.0,0.0,0.15732250343434945,0.0,0.0,0.09959788826769364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,chagen193,2019/04/17,Drunk and alone Drinking alone tonight .. what’s up with you folk,1.9800000000000004,4.747337000000002,-0.4666666666666668,109.095,95.66666666666666,2.4000000000000004,22.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.7076333333333333,52,2,11,0,2,13,11,12,0.41600000000000004,0.584,0.0,-0.6597,0,2,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9040025242627968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275271174165343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,baggypantsz,2019/04/17,"outgrown or out of place? I didn’t think high school would be so tough. I am 14 going on 15, and as I get closer to the end of my first year, I’ve realized so much about myself - or maybe made things up.

I’ve never known that many people other than the ones I knew from elementary school (as I never went to middle school). A lot of those people have since branched out and seem to be having a great time with other new people, and I find myself having no such connections. It’s just me myself and I.

Being alone more often has made me realize a lot about myself. I think what is most pressing for me is that I know I’m very different from everyone else. It’s not the “oh, look at me, I’m unique” type of different. It’s the kind that makes you think there is something off about yourself. People my age are loud, speak their mind, use the fuck out of social media, and are so invested in today’s pop culture. I’m the complete opposite, and even sometimes have to ask how to navigate through an app because I don’t know how to use it. I feel like an old woman and I’m only 14...godamn.

This isn’t to say I’m completely detached from the world. I’m not sheltered by my parents, I have no restrictions on my internet usage or whatever. Apps like YouTube and reddit keep me in check. They’ve also helped me explore my interests in ways more in depth than I’ve ever known before (I’ve taken an interest in music theory and guitars actually 😌). I find myself rambling about my interests TO MYSELF for almost HOURS ON END when it’s late at night.  I wish soooooo badly to have someone I can have these in depth conversations with, not surface talk and petty gossip. And it doesn’t even have to be about my interests at this point; I want to talk about life experiences and stories, and about love and lust and just being human in general. THERE IS SO MUCH IN MY HEAD :(

But everyone my age (I really do not want to make myself look ‘superior’ by any means tho) don’t seem to be capable of that. Maybe they are, but to them I guess it’d feel more like a lecture than an enjoyable, thought-provoking conversation. All they ever talk about are the tiniest, close-minded things.

There is obviously a fear of being told that I think too much, and that people will tell me the useless thing of “I’m too dumb for this”. Because of this fear, I’ve never told anyone any of these thoughts, even if sometimes they are what keep me up at night. It sucks, having so much to say but no where to say it. 

So now I’m stuck. Am I just outgrowing everyone I knew before? Is my mind way older than my age (F14)? Am I better off finding older/wiser people to be friends with? Or am I just out of place, weird, and think way too much for my own good? 

And why the fuck is there no one like me who I can share these thoughts with? I wish there was.




tldr; I can’t tell if I’m an old soul or just weird as hell.",3.6996092583374818,4.5555692346938805,4.833442840550855,85.95290443006472,71.78911564625852,7.981483325037331,24.88568110170897,8.25429008570747,1.3237430230628842,2242,62,477,33,41,739,253,588,0.102,0.8109999999999999,0.087,-0.909,3,1,1,0,0,0,74.0,0,1,5,2,41,30,5,2,20,0,47,6,1,8,7,101,99,42,0,7,19,1,3,4,1,2,1,5,0,2,31,26,0,3,24,1,2,3,17,13,0,3,13,10,60,17,80,75,13,65,2,1,2,4,31,35,5,15,28,325,91,5,0.0,0.0,0.0630472531022199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469472249072286,0.06691351695500103,0.0,0.051666309920396385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787014713626186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517481745541376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039895855689199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394426681236797,0.07876783095445647,0.0,0.10995184244335274,0.0,0.0,0.05713976885141885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547872310219106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500142963771394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053970978819035766,0.0,0.11444550679063573,0.0,0.0,0.12801722837175708,0.11688172161852155,0.0,0.18520468504768667,0.0,0.0631981842223473,0.0,0.14540199828879552,0.06533462672763031,0.0923107135326226,0.0,0.0,0.17714927818134935,0.05495480390042053,0.0,0.0,0.0499153193879996,0.11945652759986825,0.03375456631273502,0.0,0.03671772895347094,0.054189407337565484,0.0,0.07122960462658667,0.07117205327292281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630556916924088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04330480693530809,0.06826099508587162,0.0,0.0,0.06362502297497688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148515966691558,0.0,0.06727839872843637,0.0710127937217028,0.0,0.07287967281100986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04563393664896072,0.12625514900422147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850745890159644,0.0,0.0,0.10985336734790087,0.0583104701232557,0.12226568406271893,0.08625154094847534,0.06550150378432165,0.1298131203931025,0.07037612032921274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570439481906227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374684241109101,0.0,0.14948703766528684,0.0623979825159987,0.0,0.12125885655441135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558865961251065,0.0,0.08755894598914345,0.04913664451686077,0.0,0.0,0.0717385879573451,0.0,0.0,0.26874275417814314,0.0,0.13500142963771394,0.0,0.061074634197369575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04138899097150514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413458276215264,0.0,0.19615763759666335,0.0,0.11763183531384545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053443697361189015,0.0,0.0,0.06585884740047393,0.05474142367083983,0.04973773606851587,0.1277962353411278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578632583591995,0.11293898351152598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876634757004246,0.20698824658865955,0.0,0.15387256755601844,0.03767294537314196,0.0,0.0612400184405326,0.12346979003179112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115996580594278,0.0,0.05330766021952793,0.07621393519232103,0.15384643168850218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989146999750997,0.05829789869347956,0.0,0.14859005487148666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04589506161063981,0.0,0.0,0.04160488267307142
lonely,classylone,2019/04/17,Hey lonely people I have a few thoughts on loneliness. I’ve been lonely too for probably most of my life. I have anxiety prob pretty bad self esteem and social anxiety. Does anyone that reaches out on reddit actually feel better? Have any of you tried joining a sports team? I haven’t done that yet but I’m thinking it might help me. Does anyone have any tips on ways to combat loneliness and build self esteem? I’m in a ski town at the moment but will move eventually. It seems like everyone here bonds over snowboarding. I’m wondering how to replicate that when I move back to aus,3.129903459372489,5.566899415929207,4.288930008045053,82.60995172968623,76.96460176991152,7.648913917940468,23.54706355591312,8.575989854853784,1.7879982300884958,466,15,86,10,11,152,79,113,0.15,0.748,0.102,-0.5775,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,1,0,13,17,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,5,3,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,1,7,2,13,12,2,15,0,2,0,0,7,8,0,4,5,50,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.16863670487115354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23503215985599984,0.0,0.26439690062129484,0.0,0.0,0.24166421165043944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287949264406065,0.14428833857644713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528355616156634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024527285261297,0.17684365625067233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512645291886102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737744805051971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115830263608974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206014264099233,0.08442577294592216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833230933452253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673373438463771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980403663561773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580892990446245,0.1863173839352038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731886893716732,0.36055505496994494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615706419788504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107290615664913,0.0,0.13719108280387698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732600151912732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371677803528844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740404326925794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,piscesgirl_,2018/11/20,"no one wants me around I feel like no one wants me around. Even my friends. I don't even know if I should call them my friends. They always have someone better to hang out with and I always follow them so I'm not lonely. I don't even know what is wrong with me because I'm a cool, nice and supportive person. They only talk to me when their ""better"" friend is not here. I just feel like everyone is fake to me. No asks how I'm doing or how I feel. Every time I go on snapchat, I always see people with their friends and having fun. Crazy thing is they also take advantage of me. On winter break last year I got my ""closest"" friends gifts and barely got nothing in return. This ""friend"" said that I owed her five dollars but I gave nothing to her. So yeah, that's my life right know but, any advice?",0.5246507177033486,2.7792550727272776,1.7422966507177051,98.03870813397128,86.15151515151516,4.2009569377990434,17.169059011164276,5.399115186594226,-0.7056060606060606,617,14,138,3,19,195,96,165,0.064,0.757,0.179,0.9309999999999999,1,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,7,3,13,18,0,0,1,2,10,1,0,2,0,28,32,14,0,4,7,0,3,2,6,1,1,1,0,1,5,10,0,0,6,0,2,3,7,3,0,3,4,6,31,15,14,27,0,18,0,1,1,0,21,8,0,2,8,88,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469899175934115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386597281445473,0.293000040442404,0.0,0.0,0.07982006896759633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898000324609506,0.10973121577015278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155164642506998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076200138115209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985456595065032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23257828353987856,0.0,0.09889479333761916,0.11215830947078426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804730894388718,0.16770764043892825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5441089197100741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066707789913102,0.0,0.18775347554396696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352122229833604,0.0956775422478778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290651806772255,0.11468849238869988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22525190242688764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907475599751894,0.08927014422975832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137411044267631,0.10248866313663124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023891974978937,0.11165196395745756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353390178506928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945275739700396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319750120128998,0.0,0.0,0.08825254680103235,0.09434281287172973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797975443474768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844320160824544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846344319668294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833281519407372,0.0,0.0755866403456347
lonely,thehornsection,2018/11/20,"why do i feel lonely all the time when i’m surrounded by love?! (rant) hi, i’m f/18– i have a decent life. i go out, i have friends that i party with, and i have a lot of friends via ps4, i probably should be happy- and not depressed... or lonely! i guess i just feel like i need something like a significant other or something to make me feel better. i’ve been rejected my whole life because i care too much or as some may say— “love too hard”. it sucks. and i’m not unattractive, or unappealing in certain ways. i try to give less attention, and keep this facade that i’m just careless. but i care more than anything. i want to be loved and held, but since i don’t have that— i feel alone and depressed. not only that, i have bpd so it makes everything ten times worse. i’m sweet, i’m nice. i know there’s someone for everyone— but i’m having such a hard time with life always torturing me. ",0.28632905138339737,2.5512491250000022,2.101166007905139,94.89482213438735,87.6413043478261,5.30197628458498,19.776679841897234,6.782984794422108,0.21329130434782595,685,21,154,9,22,225,108,184,0.146,0.634,0.21899999999999997,0.9068,0,6,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,8,22,2,0,5,0,13,6,0,2,2,40,40,16,0,3,12,0,6,2,2,2,3,0,0,0,7,9,0,2,6,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,2,7,21,14,12,34,7,9,0,5,0,3,7,3,1,8,6,90,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586323261514666,0.0,0.0,0.10915252122632704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795021257270362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996629550015039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601831827576388,0.0,0.0,0.1652170001940807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674941244487304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259708065325373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789639831667008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265314812099602,0.09371523509956177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026991543018657,0.0,0.0,0.12584010048741362,0.07455278958450394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445098938084441,0.0,0.0,0.1396438724650535,0.2350235711677675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659908120638912,0.0,0.0,0.07209326419467221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779695836755404,0.1281761403271938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152480306469333,0.3551860368473287,0.0,0.17512774256325706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643261694174507,0.0972685329363396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976853209511476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414345543745941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431984261085234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085137027139035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114864554014076,0.2019780131949108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22947686985146695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906281523994375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737354182499095,0.10412481905343468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836982020378616,0.14645812424545931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368393641050094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,anon19r72839,2018/11/20,"Everyone around me is in a relationship I'm all day working with people around me, everybody in a healthy relationship. Right now, it's night time, and while everybody is writing their loved ones, I'm feeling so unbelievably lonely. ",7.115284552845527,9.138952073170735,7.296097560975614,67.09504065040652,64.85365853658537,11.320325203252034,38.05691056910569,11.20814326018867,5.01250569105691,189,10,30,6,3,61,32,41,0.071,0.741,0.188,0.616,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,5,6,1,10,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827923200433128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488031036970358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591117312682289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711020516679345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24473884438956056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25447190155040683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374980695623352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799308528010836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5822638479102894,0.0,0.23157517404977135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811968409592056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741283770569648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,crayondull,2018/11/20,"I Want to Hear Your Loneliness Story! Lonely Community,

Are you interested in sharing your story on loneliness?

I need your help to fill out this short survey. It's completely anonymous, and your answers will help me with a Masters program project that I am working on to combat loneliness and enhance human interactions and connections. Your participation is highly appreciated!!

Follow this link to answer the survey, and feel free to share it with anyone else who might be interested.

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Thank you! 

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lonely,YummyGummyDrops,2018/11/20,"David Dobrik's vlogs make me so sad [This video popped up in my recommended](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PDzMhOwm_bw)

David Dobrik is probably the same age as me and he's living this amazing life with incredible friends, tonnes of money, hot girls, awesome parties. The guy's got it all

This video pretty much sums up how sick his and his friend's lives are.

And then there's me. The poor, lonely, practically friendless, virgin. I wish I had his life so badly",4.319523809523812,7.348463333333335,3.5023809523809533,86.57595238095242,76.38095238095238,5.638095238095239,22.42857142857143,6.937597516519254,0.6582714285714286,376,11,68,4,9,110,63,84,0.191,0.61,0.2,0.2305,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,2,1,9,6,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,9,3,6,4,3,5,0,2,0,1,8,3,0,0,2,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206047638993388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40825681390205065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113133040498399,0.0,0.0,0.2616099726320661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732394345170062,0.0,0.0,0.4666054928191079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636258634374524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942251465452285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26879710346391283,0.2848636480181736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038290805465041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,binkerfluid,2018/11/20,"Do you ever feel a connection to people who have committed suicide? Every time I read about someone who has I feel like we are kind of comrades in arms if that makes sense.  So many times people hate them and are angry, but I feel like they just dont understand.
I kind of feel like we are on the same team and Im sad they are gone but I also understand and I hope they have found peace.

I understand what they are going through at least a bit.

I often think of the man who stole that airplane and crashed it, killing himself and his talk with air traffic control.  Sometimes I think of him as the patron saint of suicide.  Im sad he felt the way that he did but Im also glad that he got to go out in a way that was quite frankly spectacular.  I hope he is at peace.

I feel that someday I will probably kill myself.
Im not saying its imminent or anything but its like a friend that stays with me always and one day we will probably go off together.
I live with the thought every day.",1.4641133004926097,3.5291465812807883,2.8423916256157646,92.76230665024636,80.72413793103449,6.030443349753695,22.95788177339901,7.1686216300943375,0.7302573399014776,768,26,168,10,20,249,114,203,0.147,0.6890000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,3,14.0,3,1,5,3,7,15,3,0,9,0,15,1,1,2,2,42,37,16,4,3,8,0,6,4,2,2,0,1,0,1,14,13,0,1,13,2,0,4,2,5,0,1,7,7,27,10,20,28,3,20,1,2,0,0,25,8,0,5,9,107,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745131058635986,0.08191331921864227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101104878606671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747538407400574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041335060758996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697651066852614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153756700882858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904826124016085,0.16588668240785015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488812976189292,0.21098530429113824,0.09452170696832976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079387977721666,0.07605761344371405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678440328248541,0.0,0.07873468389332379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719309877973924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555426886275665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.425345782294404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782746718801316,0.205028616718806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237912200057408,0.0,0.08692788214445804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571215451303869,0.09980679510602572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670822253801265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649739040498754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122786294053684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047073437119824,0.09847067043895373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782866439786845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834113072291847,0.0,0.09736366296269973,0.0,0.0,0.10492823767702364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21536358160358954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912558238979901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615791896719622,0.0,0.0781535635836684,0.11480701121850187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074511214051385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628057778018886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Hexxas,2018/11/20,"Tonight the Red Lamp Will Help Me Sleep It reminds me of all those nights in high school at my parents' house. Slumber parties with my crew of friends, laughing all night until my mom told us to quiet down. We'd watch movies until we fell asleep leaning on each other, with the only light being the weird red glow from my tacky lava lamp in the corner.

I don't think I've ever felt happiness--not really--but I think those nights were the closest I've ever gotten to it.",3.92386018237082,5.265085489361702,4.2088449848024325,88.80500000000002,71.76595744680851,6.222492401215807,24.06686930091185,6.1826913282559595,0.5874911854103337,372,10,74,2,7,116,68,94,0.018000000000000002,0.858,0.124,0.875,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,5,2,2,0,4,11,10,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,7,11,2,14,3,3,17,0,0,4,0,8,8,0,0,8,44,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36309151970637416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270466233928585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550612783782425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345258090229954,0.2120518768819276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315822816301169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235058863899189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5650335470916982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264233520728426,0.0,0.0,0.22285497306444704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312036746983936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008461817234524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257202498301752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917786334752528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414188772492936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NativeAvian,2018/11/20,"Alone for the holiday So this month is going really well. I got promoted a few weeks ago and found a very cool person online that I could laugh, play games with, and even get a little flirty with. Then out of nowhere, a few days after I asked her out and we started to make plans to meet up I got ghosted. Then I just found out my mom is leaving for another state for Thanksgiving, leaving me alone for the holiday. I know I'm not the greatest person to be around but I would like to think that someone still cares for me.",4.314919137466305,4.932668632075477,4.898733153638816,86.91216981132077,70.22641509433961,8.321293800539085,26.46361185983827,8.418075326091056,1.5366026954177898,409,12,87,6,7,131,71,106,0.048,0.7509999999999999,0.201,0.9252,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,7,1,5,0,0,1,0,20,18,7,1,2,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,10,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,1,12,6,18,11,3,17,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,10,60,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944362783989462,0.0,0.0,0.34921390588337897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677985370118346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007960287827116,0.15760758953325493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188732043532606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460428431952914,0.0,0.0,0.10872570437391928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135118476916496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36969741112792415,0.0,0.0,0.08808058879491266,0.0,0.0958127903487107,0.0,0.2696714193795027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265188930333572,0.0,0.0,0.35702198457524714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236387752436948,0.16897007379149026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253420412550194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744893867080715,0.13456581748815774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29441013731744103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800217844961874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284457941858414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932788358681433,0.0,0.13463507913477207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802477190339263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910325660571976,0.0,0.0,0.1352316112363362,0.0,0.15158140415661098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976050920016695,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rotath,2019/04/16,"I'm 20 years old, been rejected almost a hundred times, and never had a first kiss I'm starting to get sick of hearing the same line of ""you're great, but..."" clearly I'm doing something wrong. I'm in shape, have a decent job, hygienic, and told by my friends I have a great personality but it's been to no avail. It's starting to feel like it's not worth looking. Just needed to get that out",2.9222357723577232,3.904450573170735,4.418048780487805,87.72918699186995,73.75609756097559,6.930081300813008,27.081300813008127,7.1686216300943375,1.1860422764227645,305,11,67,3,6,102,57,82,0.154,0.698,0.147,0.1116,1,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,0,2,13,19,4,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,4,3,2,5,9,15,1,10,0,1,1,1,4,3,0,1,8,36,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003869626552575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110756436279688,0.15698289037387406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869114347852743,0.0,0.0,0.16977121748049456,0.0,0.229611024779572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845300739883542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247663881767532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805886375768774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735426830095124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845269511374453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293503854043426,0.1694776720063066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305810330495293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918692139205379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691672238223827,0.0,0.0,0.31106737602472073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281326430541105,0.0,0.0,0.2099717765283668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24025209830935784,0.0,0.14150588779441114
lonely,TangerineStarSky,2019/04/16,"I was a stay at home parent. My kids are all grown now and do not make time for me. I’m lonely af. I actually texted them yesterday asking if they’d come see me.  Only one responded.  With a no.  
My whole twenties and thirties were all about them.  No, they have no time for me.",-0.7515517241379293,1.4073075517241378,1.6823275862068994,95.91418103448281,94.17241379310344,4.968965517241379,15.870689655172415,6.6274283507984215,-0.3064206896551722,210,5,49,3,8,71,44,58,0.159,0.841,0.0,-0.7964,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,2,9,11,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,2,1,11,0,5,8,3,8,0,1,1,0,8,1,0,1,4,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.29877187758848306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862219900869276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637331572108371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30710743275707403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436683254300705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074646349019436,0.2328515013476999,0.0,0.0,0.33995886521514224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24397305107412906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326330063856272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570533550501558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418211473995721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Rackyjr,2019/04/16,"Bluh 18 almost 19 year old trans boy looking for friends, everyone here (where I live) fucking sucks, feel free to message me, I would really appreciate it.

I lost another friend today, and I'm just feeling more lonely than I have in a very long time. I could really use some kind words or positive conversation.",5.878103448275862,7.198749051724143,6.54431034482759,73.96922413793105,67.10344827586206,10.627586206896552,31.74137931034483,10.686352973137794,3.6402620689655176,247,10,44,7,4,81,52,58,0.115,0.579,0.306,0.9256,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,11,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,6,5,4,8,2,7,0,2,1,1,5,2,2,3,5,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310124978418677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24190882675543476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419499628635724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044351923254002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332974736552933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564761442187169,0.21327822241079092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24023831222532796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371212590628884,0.20416203913743736,0.1937297058421273,0.0,0.2518360541154061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24208060356552644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955843635886374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452289269743362,0.0,0.21867640949937092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925053214583066,0.0,0.19035147330888744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388249942335986,0.0,0.0,0.1485630898270305
lonely,Ghostnovel,2019/04/16,"Lonliness Becoming a full-fledged adult can be unspeakably lonely. For me, at least. I don't want people to feel bad, so I won't say everyone feels this way.
I wonder, sometimes, if everyone is capable of making super meaningful relationships, like in stories. Very recently, I realized that most of my ideals have been based off of fiction. But, as a kid, I didn't understand that fiction was a way for adults to understand and simplify the world. Real, but not real. 
Though, I need more than an ideal; I need reality. But, where do I look for it? How do I look for it? At the very least, I know I have to be the ""real"" me, and not just act how others want me to.
I am not sure what else to write. 
I want to make friends and I have a tendancy to be too nervous or let the wrong people in, and leave the moment it starts to hurt. But, I don't want to live in isolation. I don't want to feel bad all the time, and even when I do feel bad all the time, it would be nice to know someone would be there to listen. 
Honestly, I've gone about friendship completely wrong, most of the time. I tried to start in reverse -- with things like tinder, or talking my heart out. But, eventually, I learned people don't start at 100, normally. (People shouldn't start at 100.) Right now, I feel like I'm starting at 0. 
It is like as I get older, I feel like the things I needed as a child will still comfort me. I just want to talk on the phone for hours and laugh about dumb stuff. I want to hang out and go places. I am tired of never going outside. I am tired of always thinking to myself and feeling like I am wrong all the time. None of that matters. I just want to feel like I exist, again. I know people don't need other people for validation... But, people do need other people. I need other people.
Thanks for reading. Hope you all are well.",2.0282741158212865,3.83480358760108,3.552496937025243,89.61693130768606,77.81401617250673,6.761120640365922,22.02409540145389,7.686295010490155,0.8277522012578613,1405,40,303,21,33,464,172,371,0.156,0.674,0.17,0.8955,0,3,0,0,0,0,69.0,0,1,0,3,18,29,1,1,17,0,34,3,1,4,6,82,80,25,0,22,15,0,8,7,1,5,2,2,0,4,17,11,0,0,18,1,0,5,13,10,1,0,4,12,40,19,51,65,10,42,0,2,2,0,13,17,1,7,25,206,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532799593197036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665581177417815,0.0,0.07343694915342286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971726699721431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055546864544767205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04391839095356225,0.0,0.0,0.12707495495426852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689692675829402,0.19001214403837646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051372784882235366,0.0,0.03474015783607669,0.0,0.07557968231069281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787952276673279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660431410625566,0.06548279483125154,0.0,0.07118276638639519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962941899842847,0.0,0.0,0.07040711389868566,0.0,0.06799420375571508,0.0,0.2273978751771473,0.0,0.05871506069514506,0.0,0.1116757422894476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876997910129801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29582493931321985,0.05128395799672196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514960305481486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148845645483057,0.0,0.06947165207601466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651158694866928,0.2270527978495504,0.0,0.0,0.06565440108082285,0.07138923417568505,0.0,0.05678516496892753,0.0,0.052878373882259855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633980543186633,0.0,0.06576386355365753,0.0,0.2353225362572932,0.0,0.0531018691337904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611925534693012,0.0,0.0,0.06266942433057132,0.0,0.0,0.10689006238148506,0.0,0.06121836658939037,0.0,0.0,0.08835077694106751,0.042606409397058835,0.06532961735703254,0.0,0.15509179484484414,0.15284920672950258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04514478478300973,0.0,0.0,0.1384443503339471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972835572766047,0.3137571507640229,0.10555903794581438,0.0,0.0,0.059785725520932774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210946500616262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447028111562794,0.2181009162881869,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway87936,2019/04/16,"How do I even make friends anymore Honestly right now I’m unemployed, not in education, currently couch surfing because I’m homeless and I have no friends. I honestly don’t even know how to make friends anymore, I miss being part of a friend group so bad. I want to talk to people and have inside jokes and stuff. It just gets so fucking lonely when you have no one to talk to",2.7043428571428585,4.87872252,3.6925714285714304,87.67200000000004,77.13333333333333,6.9523809523809526,29.380952380952376,7.957251820313856,2.0114952380952373,299,14,60,5,7,96,49,75,0.146,0.603,0.251,0.8487,3,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,9,11,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,4,0,11,15,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,6,7,7,14,1,5,0,2,0,1,8,2,1,0,3,39,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846158713007349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190786239985802,0.11820654806624847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25615321171039324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5992616558291449,0.17926790163519246,0.10131066748832293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065685967566704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588746394910629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313993369156011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998707585515364,0.0,0.13443370178020364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559921787293394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219820820705428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117171665953401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437392758520973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,hevoshioer,2019/04/16,"People who were in relationships, do you suspect your partner was not really attracted to your body? I know my ex-gfs loved me, but let's be honest: my body sucks(no muscle mass, yet some belly fat). However, I'm trying to change it, weightlifting, on my journey to get muscular and lean.",5.032222222222224,6.615810925925927,6.06388888888889,75.63250000000002,69.37037037037037,9.103703703703703,30.16666666666667,9.516144504307137,2.9738666666666664,226,9,39,5,4,75,47,54,0.06,0.8170000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.6732,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,4,0,0,6,9,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,8,3,5,5,1,5,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,1,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.669997879400444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190426480154272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575685334880114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574619359564713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30839661184115674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721971059913001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090848058356032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932065294368223,0.0,0.0,0.3237952167336862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047600810121729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,MrJakobo,2019/04/16,"I’m tired of being lonely This is gonna come out as rambling probably but here goes. 

I’m just tired of being alone. I’m gonna be 20 in a few months, and I’ve never had a girlfriend, never been on a date, never had any physical or intimate connection with anyone. And it sucks. I want to care for someone. I’ve always been a people pleaser, sometimes to the point of not helping myself. I’ve always put other people before me. But it seems like that only gets taken advantage of most of the time. I feel like if there was just one person I could make happy, it’d make me happy too. I’ve really liked 3 people in my life, and I wussed out of asking them out at every turn. I get nervous and in my head and paranoid about what all could happen, that I end up doing nothing. 

And this isn’t the first time I’ve felt like this. Today it was spurred on by a few things, mainly seeing the last girl I liked (who’s now taken) while i was getting lunch, seeing a friend of mine with a guy I used to think I was friends with, and feeling like I fucked up a tinder match immediately. And now I’m here, typing this, laying around, feeling sorry for myself, wishing I had someone. 

I’ll probably feel better by tomorrow morning. But I’ll eventually end up repeating the process. And it probably won’t be the last time this all happens.",3.7302631578947367,4.656556981481484,5.160994152046786,83.37131578947371,71.77777777777777,7.461988304093567,25.32163742690059,7.669130373188453,1.2951111111111109,1035,30,207,12,19,348,146,270,0.096,0.695,0.209,0.9882,0,3,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,3,10,17,2,1,14,0,20,6,1,3,5,45,53,16,0,5,8,0,5,6,3,3,3,0,0,3,16,17,1,0,7,0,0,2,6,4,0,2,12,7,20,13,32,31,6,35,0,1,2,1,10,14,2,4,25,136,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291516803614477,0.0,0.0,0.1653640922176019,0.0,0.0,0.06757357384137078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948034031080175,0.0,0.0,0.08845849084929172,0.09289556508098193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455475706463851,0.0,0.0,0.08788282518231524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131218813372113,0.0,0.0,0.0855966400843326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867435180265174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602091622625046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372173447807472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097356690352028,0.14197688340212475,0.09540875901973436,0.0,0.0,0.0845222779368865,0.0,0.0,0.1535427733038886,0.09186401470440107,0.15574686649926647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983898354027694,0.17574139696507485,0.21155793695367664,0.0,0.0,0.10198012454454676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660420323620354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199618841904231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018648058114921,0.29127679577661536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265767865793426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931450314776302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299159317973748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534617207441698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673342550922885,0.07557375934350873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066675536075888,0.08676421025366449,0.0,0.0,0.09393477621861264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32140618140913857,0.0,0.0,0.09989217677677732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365761589759894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836668899674175,0.09046079662697896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838818439063435,0.0,0.09827738574377756,0.11123421941400853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660156118953935,0.0636709327160445,0.0,0.0,0.17382665027609062,0.22841754785482465,0.09418914257013918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808373198546233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582195410298124,0.0,0.0,0.058609757071118575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426817152566444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TimmehTheAutist,2019/04/16,"I just have no friends or a chance at a happy future. Every day at my small school (70ish people) i sit at the back behind a whiteboard with my phone and usually scroll through reddit until my classes start again. When i was 12 i dropped out of school because i felt so self conscious and depressed. A few years after that i got back into school life but still struggle to attend because i often dont see a point, im just likely gonna die in the same poor governmental assisted fucked up family i came from. Ive had one girlfriend ever who said she left me because i was too insecure and wasnt happy enough, she was the happiest point in my life so at my best i still wasnt good enough for someone :) so um thats my life.",3.4053132678132663,4.605784777027028,4.407272727272726,87.4286363636364,72.85135135135134,7.003439803439803,25.61670761670761,7.348242739294969,1.1293297297297298,569,18,118,6,11,185,98,148,0.17300000000000001,0.6659999999999999,0.16,-0.2877,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,14,10,1,2,8,0,9,4,0,0,1,16,17,10,1,0,4,0,1,1,2,1,3,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,4,1,1,10,3,20,6,18,6,5,31,0,1,1,1,8,13,1,2,15,83,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443053080243245,0.0,0.2430993976757576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395022442359981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203695428179634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572910515957465,0.0,0.11449275101212625,0.0,0.13796075889036805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557934282770735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747052569414377,0.0,0.0,0.12024314909808405,0.11199958768626488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531494216430858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763402166096866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270169036419502,0.12289200449845356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149570515900337,0.10631657713161144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830137461709392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358763328553573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442925880669855,0.0,0.2816779992164653,0.06494307448543657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007707322968876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215719564529848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513243728518633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644724262586748,0.0,0.0,0.40359795762156014,0.10592831109775344,0.0,0.13867538888872447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263148894704722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940888149623006,0.0,0.2123167639846759,0.0,0.0,0.13896770699018127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640404545893498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560281353134468
lonely,wweathermaker,2019/04/16,"So lonely it really hurts. How to cope? I've never been in a relationship before and it's hard to find one anyway since I'm female to male trans and have mental illnesses. Pretty much a freak show is what I've been compared to by guys, so that's cool. I'm 20 and haven't so much as held hands with anyone or even hugged anyone. I'm really desperate but I still have standards and I feel like I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life. I don't have very many friends either.


How do I cope with this??",0.5928940783986647,2.521040633027525,2.6727105921601333,93.54974979149291,83.0366972477064,5.7984987489574635,15.413678065054214,6.980632752743323,-0.34664036697247713,395,6,91,5,11,133,72,109,0.13,0.745,0.125,0.5357,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,1,10,4,1,2,1,16,17,12,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,4,5,4,12,13,4,4,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,55,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235328994884884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018241571867372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365388088921225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255247442089064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912921046465618,0.15418769173106645,0.0,0.0,0.1972630423874832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674831303811175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266012592226112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137038262431044,0.0,0.0,0.19333965231080946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310485257812429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524458231821246,0.10544274466713513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881589442701246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175040376167773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173170850617293,0.0,0.16645999436226533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462507574237314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219574846155008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27653011169582364,0.0,0.0,0.23171868909124674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785352971144195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236065978373796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808084817648553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sselfcontrol,2019/04/16,"im mind crushingly lonely already posted this to r/offmychest but i think people here will be able to relate or help better. i’m a girl, 16, and i’ve never had a boyfriend. i know i’m still young and i have all this time but i’m so lonely it hurts. two of my best friends are dating each other so it’s uncomfortable to hang out with them and my closest friend i can barely see anymore due to her personal issues. i crave intimacy, i just want to be able to hold someone’s hand and talk to them but no matter how hard i try i can’t find anyone. i think that my mental health issues make this feel much worse than it actually is and i understand that it really isn’t that big of a deal but it really hurts. the only guys i’ve ever talked to only want sexual stuff out of it. it makes me so sad thinking about it. am i not good enough for a relationship? what am i doing wrong???",0.836027164685909,2.8627415161290344,3.1364968873797388,90.01158743633276,82.76344086021507,6.066327108092812,17.853989813242787,7.273561745256523,0.19341290322580607,686,15,151,10,19,235,117,186,0.192,0.665,0.14300000000000002,-0.9035,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,2,9,11,0,0,5,0,13,2,1,3,3,34,27,14,0,2,7,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,17,9,0,1,7,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,1,4,19,5,17,23,5,13,0,5,1,0,13,4,0,1,7,98,36,0,0.2610530516441986,0.0,0.12737506052465736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403926699236394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944724009176534,0.09126718174770206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697953600359564,0.11544010496403595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345671167220687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348687931139269,0.0,0.0,0.11806871539071966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599813333893517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929887991400448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016889401302144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947945707050448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924178191503485,0.0,0.0,0.1169261291141182,0.0,0.0,0.13874359325337232,0.0,0.0,0.0874891788774736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794626910127516,0.0,0.1409910463521541,0.2724715622044507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717339650282751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425493908267006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154003786216312,0.0,0.13179458215043569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595201505379196,0.0,0.10067010341907724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985426092764489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904906581827454,0.11397072770505624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500833087328825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723726952869694,0.0,0.0,0.14013664054428698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401274175394618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059470175447858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042386521295155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494216438686034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098245543977618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25090838195006043,0.0,0.0,0.07611106687338147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861894304702594,0.0,0.1275054494821957,0.13588271664597604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397585351109286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301768100578967,0.0,0.14271026558916475,0.0,0.0
lonely,LoCDom,2019/04/16,"Here goes nothing I'm being a whiny bitch.  I know that.  But I need someone to tell and here is the only place I've seen.

I'm lonely.

I left the military.  It was terrible.  Being shafted and treated like dirt.  Having your life and future threatened by the stupidest rules imaginable.  And being treated like a child.  But it's the closest to family I've ever known.  Living in an apartment building with a hundred people you can talk to and call brother was nice.

I tried to be home, to be around blood family.  It reminded me why I left.  So I left there.

Now I've got a great job.  I've got a nice apartment.  I'm young and doing ""well"" for myself, but I don't feel like it.

I get no enjoyment out of work.  I'm either locked in a closet 12 hours a day or told how much I suck.  The ""friend"" that got me the job likes to remind me that he hates me and that I'm worthless.  My only positive interaction is with my booty call.  That's fallen through after she gave me an STI.  No one else wants to talk to me.  Even my friends from the military ignore me now.

The VA is useless.  I have to wait 6 months to see a therapist.  They want to push happy pills on me.  I feel like that would make me a banana.  A fruit that doesn't even exist for a purpose, it's whole existence controlled and cultivated.  I've got no reason to live anymore, so why even try?",0.4798578519855603,2.729784353790617,2.5678869584837543,92.06984487815888,86.32851985559566,5.484160649819495,19.8475857400722,6.9077264865688965,0.36929250902527055,1034,31,223,14,32,347,153,277,0.14400000000000002,0.718,0.138,0.0644,2,2,0,0,0,1,38.0,0,2,1,2,15,23,3,0,21,0,17,4,1,4,1,33,41,15,0,4,5,1,2,5,2,1,2,0,2,1,12,12,1,3,6,0,0,2,5,8,1,1,9,5,28,15,26,26,3,23,0,3,2,0,17,12,2,1,14,136,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610149666249737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952403414277948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184896086804589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999404623229845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899720553597481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937318659925822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211989997023243,0.09677508306158704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171401078187795,0.0,0.10819080760977218,0.15286183067615422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653144431114826,0.0,0.05589583920203209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34226633816260443,0.11795259016940415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388872879120215,0.0,0.1056266576845887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073158152817752,0.0,0.1053597910423499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233445905968412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587967811877621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487222421164389,0.0,0.07556747023361028,0.2613401043944841,0.0,0.1889414323814725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141407504863342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539531126343353,0.0,0.07864711829910569,0.07932886256987151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026560807788578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249657306161393,0.16273555141519572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417071434166886,0.0,0.11177773894590266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999956402514696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525409706873742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064900395538958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198280351409626,0.093510596514752,0.0,0.0,0.12421914725592573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022298356018555,0.0,0.14527312414343554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620638721869254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619338277227243,0.0,0.1930766901874057,0.11944619765277227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788717957913506,0.0,0.0,0.07599987984404406,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,meatforveggie,2019/04/16,"One sided conversations Every conversation I have with an individual/group makes me feel like I put in all of the effort/care towards the other party without receiving any effort or care in return. Am I too nice as a listener? Do I tend to attract selfish people in my life? Am I expecting too much? It makes me feel so lonely and lacking of connecting, meaningful conversations.

I’d appreciate if any one had any thoughts on the matter or similar experiences.",5.372500000000002,7.702931250000006,7.351904761904763,63.72642857142858,69.83333333333334,10.514285714285714,33.42857142857143,10.608840637214634,4.456042857142856,371,18,57,12,7,130,62,84,0.069,0.7090000000000001,0.222,0.9,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,2,1,16,13,6,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,2,3,8,4,11,11,3,9,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,3,2,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045536466733116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25215692599654405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083758686292112,0.0,0.0,0.2419242131844809,0.0,0.0,0.25010256796578345,0.1766838479196442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746878388067116,0.12082695871400945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301730332393072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180700083745785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351778120896655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145898560639286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24862264542040524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963426655091696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23840548261625555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Zorkofskij,2019/04/16,"Depression with Insomnia This Easter weened will be all alone. No family or friends i can spend time. This couple of weeks feel so lonely, cant sleep, always thing about different thing. Couple of nights wake up in sweat as i have nightmares reading dying alone and no one will be looking or searing for me. Now 3rd night im just afraid to sleep. And this ""spend time with friends"" not working,   I am the one who always trying to be in contact, never received message first from anyone. Feels like im just empty space. For now, looking for some help on how to get some sleep...",4.077747474747476,5.992714027272728,3.9803030303030313,88.29489898989902,72.36363636363637,6.343434343434343,24.949494949494948,6.937597516519254,0.9663737373737368,453,14,86,4,9,138,76,110,0.141,0.765,0.094,-0.5777,1,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,1,1,0,9,6,5,1,2,16,14,7,1,0,5,0,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,1,2,1,5,3,0,3,0,4,4,3,17,9,3,15,0,2,2,0,7,5,0,4,10,57,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927467008121671,0.0,0.0,0.23519269974130516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988199348328819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31275383971079634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217257362771042,0.0,0.14667631622808566,0.1476578460146718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323161044368295,0.0,0.14291952727705728,0.1009648650453749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021365986820505,0.0,0.0,0.218379570164416,0.0,0.07383812998533595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472928592398408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30531732755932284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690457997380229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373601183473595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900098884386963,0.0,0.0,0.2652538068237547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153523631219574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136640443086254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242906735904293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877842980121792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648191721155682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595254295322284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113364924385834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288858297964867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GoldsealCrackers,2019/04/16,"I’ve been alive for 17 years and I have yet to feel or see any improvements in my life. It feels like everything’s just getting worse and worse I’m feeling incredibly suicidal. More suicidal than I’ve felt in years. More suicidal than when I was forced into a mental hospital, or when o was sexually assaulted, or when my ES dog ran away, when my mom publicly embarrassed me. I wouldn’t want to die because I know my siblings would be sad, especially my little sister, and I wouldn’t want to leave them with my mom. And my dogs would be sad I think.. especially my Skip, he’s such a scaredy cat, he wouldn’t easily adjust. But I don’t even feel worthy of them. I feel like they’ll do better without me here. I don’t give them daily walks, sometimes I even forget to refill their food bowl. And I don’t play with my sister as much as I’d want to.. I don’t even know why she’s still so sweet to me. I don’t even care about how my mom would feel. She’s just like her alcoholic drugged up mother. I don’t have any friends once so ever. No good ones, no bad ones. No one at all. It’s pathetic to even call my little sister my best friend. 
I’ve felt so awful my entire 17 years of living. Nothing but horrible events after another. The only break I got was when I was 13 and I didn’t remember my trauma. 
Psychologist and therapists make it worse. We can’t afford the best of the best because we don’t have that kind of money to choose who we want, we’re forced to stick with what’s there. Music is just noise to me. I really can’t see any “bright” future for me. I can’t cope how I want to, and I’m in an environment that doesn’t allow me to grow. I’m just stuck and I’m so lonely. My plan was to become a flight attendant but then I couldn’t bring my dogs with me. Yes, becoming a flight attendant just to leave. That’s how bad this is. The only thing keeping me here is the fact that there aren’t any ways that’ll for sure do it. I keep getting diagnosed with disorder after disorder, like I’m not even human anymore, just a bunch of titles. Titles that scare people off.",1.3069201228878669,3.2701937165898656,3.176405529953918,90.69413210445472,80.72811059907833,6.713978494623658,19.780337941628265,7.793537801064563,0.6139545314900157,1619,41,360,28,42,542,198,434,0.16699999999999998,0.685,0.14800000000000002,-0.9144,2,2,2,0,0,1,49.0,3,0,5,5,33,26,1,2,11,2,38,5,0,5,4,70,72,30,4,12,14,7,8,4,2,8,4,0,0,1,14,18,2,2,14,1,1,6,22,9,0,3,12,12,57,17,43,49,8,34,0,3,3,0,27,10,0,3,20,224,71,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056836678889208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506957393235392,0.07905238431123007,0.0,0.0,0.07476605079194291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708308454464271,0.0,0.12589403991950718,0.09191338617174208,0.16652339135978309,0.0,0.0,0.2373496477570657,0.06667581900587301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698103087121158,0.0,0.07686454213413561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651867834984319,0.07824231958001385,0.0,0.17280562250484366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742779719598777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298764020930646,0.06819405006691644,0.0,0.0,0.0677551530864478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22871494761391115,0.16157465854846476,0.14477133921850488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116119066109266,0.0,0.11649136382713815,0.0,0.07877572483507772,0.0723204049884287,0.0,0.06323307196202149,0.06029580926845352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401916784019344,0.0,0.07850648378166812,0.0828641115717793,0.0,0.0,0.15965302912801066,0.0,0.0,0.05324977964897781,0.1473258578531328,0.1511200165720283,0.0665702425248104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050323025878983615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597480753552356,0.0,0.0,0.2648855464271377,0.0,0.0,0.05541990100380244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233818552087164,0.0,0.0,0.0802872760364158,0.15325747423737185,0.11467410814633627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052265534136466126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04829639542343482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540152101811985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547796514112702,0.0,0.12015122033458453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456206796525572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020609133168225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473913807287569,0.0,0.07105363985294061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753293181726714,0.05008538336322126,0.04830649876017402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233317752047355,0.05984061562351047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802722901831695,0.0,0.0,0.07267271438666438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23048479103737926,0.16066345118606956,0.0,0.0,0.1456449518067
lonely,Iamsuperlonely15,2019/04/16,I'm so lonely it hurts Everyday I go through is painful. All my friends have girlfriends and are occupied. My heart hurts. I'm tired of being alone and wanting to just wither away. I wish I was different and I was able to make friends. My heart is always heavy and I'm just so lonely. I want someone to talk to to spend time with to vent to. My dad died and I have no one to griev with. My dad was my best friend and now I'm 20 years old and so alone in this world. I miss my dad. I miss my friends. I miss being happy. Why is life so painful. Sorry just wanted to vent.,-1.4209627727856216,0.5668091544715459,0.4615661103979498,103.28372272143775,99.73170731707316,3.565083440308088,16.229781771501926,5.399115186594226,-0.9265024390243908,438,12,108,3,19,141,63,123,0.25,0.584,0.166,-0.8183,1,8,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,16,0,0,0,0,11,6,2,1,1,18,24,11,2,4,3,3,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,10,0,1,3,0,17,6,15,19,2,9,0,8,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,64,19,0,0.14383258284396175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29793435637792576,0.0,0.0,0.119680231114154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351354462610002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094342192955898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492755127557822,0.15027443586719907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444987868523861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174337145339583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311245899340756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34088460639396057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079515095013932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159320689751172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960093659266543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092810045003865,0.0,0.09746468055157026,0.0,0.3060960181941603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218688806893155,0.0,0.0,0.16100880074681684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156071818085721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386993572730553,0.16531439535144676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545085518052723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978653428953585,0.0,0.16540037191614235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262346761504536
lonely,rrood23x,2019/04/16,"I just want to be touched by a human being. I don't mean sexually, though I would love to have sex as well. I just mean being touched or snuggled or having my hair played with. 

I bought a gift card for a massage place, but I am afraid. I worry the person will be repulsed by me and touching my back will be the worst part of their day. 😟

I just spent my whole birthday week alone after I took the week off work. I went to a hotel alone and I could see the pity in the desk employees face. So I lied and said I have a husband who would be meeting me later so I need a second key. Fortunately her shift was over by the time I checked out. I got a cheap suite using rewards from my work account, only had to spend $30 cash towards the room. It felt so nice to lay in a jacuzzi tub and lay in front of a fireplace. But I kept thinking how nice it would be to have someone to enjoy it with. 

Is it horribly unhealthy to lay in bed and close my eyes and pretend someone is holding me or rubbing my back and arms? Probably.",2.11241313269494,3.3553779813953533,3.5023529411764716,92.47823529411764,76.16279069767441,5.989056087551299,25.205198358413128,6.2272716619740125,0.5959138166894666,786,27,179,5,17,258,127,215,0.157,0.725,0.11800000000000001,-0.8999,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,3,11,10,0,1,16,0,23,6,4,2,0,33,39,18,0,6,8,1,6,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,5,11,0,2,4,3,7,3,1,3,1,1,10,9,28,7,27,16,3,22,0,1,2,2,9,11,0,3,8,126,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204430160965828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379079622574166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351456262247555,0.0,0.0,0.09976805633977008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853529895407733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372692141571337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962188632882222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337025122661461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470734747531545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765555964153886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752394046459732,0.0,0.0,0.13507719879132704,0.16162752781157794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679168569634936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471541736359437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327507314937886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621519194440394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912487200159943,0.15199098093622387,0.0,0.09020623029521667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187627985459605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361026535176618,0.0,0.0,0.09124547764407852,0.0,0.2481804111812411,0.0,0.1390929785835066,0.1434075218118223,0.0,0.17271590761425368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22524542726140864,0.15710434261662756,0.0,0.32968119079009384,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,pbmn01,2019/04/16,"Used to love videogames, still love, but whenever I play them, I start to feel uneasy some sort of empty feeling, that just keeps growing, cold, sweat and loneliness. After sleeping and waking up(or sometimes listening to music) it just vanishes, whenever something happens it may cause me some sort of random anxiety and it just keeps building up and up and up. Can't feel empathy for people at all(most of the times), except for NPC's. Heck, I don't even talk to anyone else other than family. I love Pokémon btw :D",4.8844473684210525,7.145727800000002,5.437039473684212,77.2324013157895,71.0,8.539473684210527,29.769736842105264,9.188382445141503,2.9583947368421053,411,17,67,9,8,132,68,95,0.109,0.6859999999999999,0.205,0.8952,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,3,6,3,2,0,23,15,6,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,16,14,2,9,0,0,0,3,6,4,1,6,4,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392567348884612,0.0,0.0,0.14069123521884788,0.20616419200007916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669886694235415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808576334624328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132897803122961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896835883895053,0.0,0.30521460366535763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793000226755046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576907204592144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5448016746894078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394941996860503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135606262112066,0.0,0.0,0.1549018660977442,0.19900257731209875,0.0,0.14241800491728154,0.0,0.16068716536235736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172557962330594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732760678248935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378148520332676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,wyesdnyl,2019/04/16,"Lonely lol Hi I’m lonely as fuck and purely just looking for peeps to talk to! I’ve always had trouble doing social things and such bc of anxiety but I figured this is a good place start sooooo 

(f/20 if it matters idfk I’m new to reddit)",-1.2203999999999982,0.3899797600000028,1.4640000000000022,93.47200000000002,111.4,2.8000000000000003,15.0,4.935628992294339,-0.7747999999999999,188,5,37,1,10,64,42,50,0.174,0.696,0.13,-0.08800000000000001,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,8,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,6,7,0,3,0,2,1,1,3,1,1,1,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29070251216527465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26726588448925315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229854739808445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930336544234849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933814815141821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374221963974201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36501563887477984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561371064580925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472847653589786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808091015803944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23210485375344306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,alfredo_peppers,2019/04/16,"I’m so lonely that when someone “bullies” me i get happy. I’m 5 feet tall and that’s short and there is this guy at school that will just come up to me and call me short sometimes and I like it when he does that because at least someone is talking to me. Some people may call it bullying, but I don’t think so because it’s not hurting me.",1.5399099099099125,2.776993081081084,3.092972972972973,94.8545045045045,77.64864864864866,5.473873873873874,24.495495495495497,5.46131890053228,0.2863225225225219,264,9,62,1,6,87,47,74,0.061,0.841,0.098,0.39,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,11,10,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,5,8,2,9,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,2,3,40,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927183316502765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903259441064369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681985148394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010800928908824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543928424733908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23773095679318254,0.0,0.2555846880081969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570257541254554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172978744334772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645105345863642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24298809857607334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068619895945632,0.0,0.23745925428535986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297858376974408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384263722503955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,honeypilot,2019/04/16,"i feel disconnected from people hi ! i'm new to reddit, just having made my account, so please be kind :-) i did some googling and tried finding a post that explained how i felt, but i couldn't really find one that articulated it correctly.

i just feel .... disconnected from people. i don't necessarily feel disconnected from life, because i generally love life. i think life is beautiful. i think the world is beautiful. i can go and sit outside or go on a walk and i feel connected to the world, to the earth, to life, but not to people. 

i look around, i observe, and it just seems like everyone is like ... a part of something, like they're all connected. and i'm just ... not. it's like i'm looking at everyone through a frosted window. i feel like an alien walking around, trying to talk to people in their language, trying to relate, but i just ... miss the mark. and this isn't new, i've felt like this for as long as i can remember. even when i was in elementary school; i had a large group of friends and was ""popular,"" but despite this i just always felt like an outsider. when i got to high school and got a whole new group of friends, i felt the same. it's like i would be sitting at the table with everyone talking, me talking too, yet i just felt ... separate.

i'm 20 years old and in college now and this feeling weighs heavy on me still. i admit, i am extremely shy and introverted, and so it's already very hard for me to make friends, but even with the friends i have (i only really have like ... 3 friends, and 1 of them is my cousin, and one is more like 1/2 a friend), even with my ""best friend"" (though i don't feel like i actually have a best friend, and i'm not really anyone's best friend), i just feel disconnected in some way. even with my parents. and i've tried to make friends, i've tried to connect; last semester i used to try to stand with some of my classmates before my comp 2 class and i would try to talk and joke, but i felt like i was another species compared to them. 

and it's not like i'm disassociating, because i don't feel disconnected from myself or my body or my surroundings, just from people.

i feel like i'm just some extra character in the background of a movie scene. but i'm not even notable. i'm not really funny, i don't talk a lot, i'm just kind of boring i feel like. and it's like i think people look at me and might think i'm cool, because i'm pretty and i have piercings and tattoos and i look tough and i ""look cool,"" but when they actually talk to me they're disappointed and just think i'm boring or weird.

idk ! i know this is kind of all over the place and just me rambling, but yeah ! i'm sorry for any errors. thank u for reading",2.2868622866495194,4.008662146520152,3.8311144883485326,88.28658054711248,76.80219780219781,7.137651001480792,24.437534097108568,7.987972078202968,1.2101315252123772,2076,70,455,34,47,689,203,546,0.052000000000000005,0.687,0.261,0.9992,1,0,1,0,0,0,97.0,0,0,4,3,31,44,0,0,21,3,30,7,1,5,3,114,86,49,0,3,32,2,18,16,10,3,4,0,1,0,14,34,1,0,29,2,1,4,12,6,0,2,14,25,62,38,55,66,15,40,0,2,5,1,28,18,0,11,29,274,76,5,0.0,0.0,0.09689546348731244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478604476461109,0.0,0.04130978779315822,0.0,0.0,0.03376125927192316,0.05205858658828713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03471392217675321,0.0,0.0,0.08839165592681926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907919668900722,0.0,0.04224543580653434,0.0,0.1563025239164781,0.0,0.0,0.05514596630037535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639549182966409,0.0,0.0,0.1423178085857436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761298664792077,0.1418696125917824,0.2860100184405768,0.0,0.09075183332727044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835669096777158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056430394507113076,0.0,0.07941353407772479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04447342920828926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245415487195747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509727958107947,0.02728436697328146,0.040468447999491335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026690219739366,0.3880756283097441,0.0,0.0,0.04393550799707961,0.20845239096012447,0.0,0.0,0.042207599939203616,0.044807820727696436,0.046976630792473516,0.0662787244921473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266699237033052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438464280138803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05209555282082176,0.0,0.06728338061234172,0.03775832974795292,0.0,0.0,0.05512645982198653,0.05376222087600761,0.0,0.20651140568113965,0.0,0.05186992871437054,0.054496846453229913,0.0,0.0,0.04754753446181005,0.050508244220369834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965984211707326,0.0,0.1272190386139114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056239701249107536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048962894909336,0.0,0.0451962244299464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038220229685143665,0.0,0.05557508813078561,0.0,0.0,0.03964768483633778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394234086992355,0.0,0.045707741447222575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590570651596564,0.048777342901513115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23594656078866244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287855560955872,0.0,0.04096348524511257,0.0,0.03940700710137069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055428440545307885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053476634948151,0.0,0.0,0.03197065844729535
lonely,lastsseen,2019/04/16,"Standards I've noticed that most people on this sub are lonely because no one wants them. It's kind of the opposite for me. I'm like a very spoiled kid but instead of money its with people. When I was younger I had tons of friends, in high school I could get anyone I wanted if I tried. So I did, and it was awful. The more people I talked to the more I felt alone. it all feels fake, like an act. So for most of high school I decided to go alone, and once again it was pretty awful. I really dont known which ones worse.. I wanted to ask for advice anonymously because I sound like a pretentious asshole (because I am), so I'm here. Does anyone have any advice? Do you think I should lower my standards, and if so, how?",1.080626398210292,3.1220691879194646,2.697422818791946,93.41575391498884,81.9530201342282,5.315615212527964,20.000447427293068,6.42735559955562,0.0853835346756151,555,15,121,5,15,182,94,149,0.157,0.736,0.107,-0.7779,1,4,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,0,9,7,0,0,6,2,12,0,0,1,1,23,23,12,0,7,3,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,2,0,2,6,3,18,5,13,15,6,8,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,4,5,81,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818116105100071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986853207198887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805762823955344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016491652831026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480297500910424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637000256636875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512807237887028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618612377142188,0.0,0.16899561014006986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290938672144473,0.0,0.13844993080751444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140479426799928,0.0,0.0753360002857128,0.0,0.0819494113270768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047001284298584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015703116634416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133936042898127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641671031506974,0.0,0.1535630998783321,0.1954206941644555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999002270977093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466982790808524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237508806262686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29186632518815875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589857778004888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239441241619048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789902323873127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189760777348182,0.25515005837555826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694714917822502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sadasfck,2019/04/16,"I have friends, but they're tired of me. I'm so codependent that I just can't handle being alone with my thoughts, so I text, because it's the only thing that helps a little.  But my friends don't say much back anymore, especially when I try to talk about my feelings. I know they love me and obviously would rather I reach out than harm myself or anything, but at a certain point there's nothing else they can say. I imagine they are tired of trying to help me and me still not being helped.

 So I try to talk about random things just to distract me, and lately it seems like no one wants to do that either. I think I'm just annoying everyone. I just can't stand being my only company, because I hate myself.",4.788541666666667,5.09358132638889,5.400000000000002,84.84500000000001,69.06944444444444,8.066666666666668,28.5,7.793537801064563,1.5935333333333328,557,18,116,6,9,180,87,144,0.165,0.6609999999999999,0.174,-0.1381,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,0,14,9,2,1,3,0,11,3,0,0,2,27,21,11,0,3,11,0,1,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,3,25,5,13,16,2,9,0,0,0,1,13,4,0,3,5,83,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588406458670635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520975957337896,0.0,0.0,0.12620692998749855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792878135467033,0.0,0.18698065371108027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811738978625795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465475294543956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754632232138776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23697996850419756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141690913489714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083934524340706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428579555282811,0.0,0.17300322605470048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492674994709735,0.15371275428080322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841856110206766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274145964910792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715855633577313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392458927026564,0.2332831005145708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498018910781196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439251717791216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961840257436053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247807183985485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465391322919637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037787554715149,0.09827056855237204,0.0,0.12175526024264985,0.0,0.3525426962902947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31237579490378914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045908241648642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089466158720246,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ethan45ful,2019/09/06,"I'm Hopelessly Alone and at the End of my Ropes My life has turned into the same thing every week; go to work, come home alone. I have no friends to hang out with and no lovers. 

My only true desire is to have a lover to share my life with, to hold eachother, play games, sleep together, ect. But I just. Can't. Find. Anyone!

No matter how hard I try it never gets any better! I can't even find people to be my friends! My life is awful and I don't know how much longer I can go on like this!",0.0064837049742720865,1.874707264150949,1.6379931389365368,100.48239279588336,84.84905660377359,4.609262435677532,14.353344768439108,5.565023196281405,-1.155875471698113,374,5,93,2,11,121,72,106,0.14800000000000002,0.61,0.242,0.9144,0,2,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,2,4,10,0,0,3,1,10,6,1,2,2,21,17,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,4,0,3,0,1,0,3,8,0,1,3,2,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,1,12,9,13,16,2,11,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,4,55,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827728195730263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566333943507454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920926173058625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634314816221443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591799726720092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366883447172306,0.0,0.0,0.12205186058977875,0.0,0.15569330049804672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377888941851213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28553614294226365,0.0,0.09654499650406306,0.0,0.21004050122324053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553528366433656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853591458527202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155559188771036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39156731093105546,0.09027891816398263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584169894645307,0.0,0.14252121619224034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054090131538505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810991764410165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492316280955706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276607220892692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546008310089396,0.20099814066047408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822715893112848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452910963550846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Reddettiriinomies,2019/09/06,"A girl that has made me even sadder person There is this one girl that has left me with confused about myself and the way i see people around me. 

Let me start from the beginning, This happend about a year a go.  I and my friend went to see this girl and her cousin. Unknowingly they had been drinking for a little before we got there and i didn't even know them. Anywho they drank throughout the evening and this girl was been bit suggestive (sexually) even tho i turned her down.  I see her quite often sober and she is always this quiet and careful person like she'd been though something before.

Well past few weeks i have seen her more often drunk than sober and about a week ago she asked me to go drink with her and i had to pass cause i wasn't at home. Later that night she had sent me a photo on snapchat of an ER/hospital reception and i didn't think too much about it till few days later when my friend got an photo of her been back at the same ER/hospital. My friend tried to ask her friend what happen and didn't get an answer so he asked her and she told him that she had tried to commit suicide and apparently failed (fortunately). 

I've been thinking about her and asking if shes ok, but i haven't had the courage to do that and now i am feeling even more lonely and sad cause, i like her and i fear of her trying again.

​

Thank you for reading",2.580994623655915,4.372617713261647,3.1122087813620105,93.4549798387097,76.168458781362,5.940322580645162,19.86872759856631,6.6274283507984215,-0.003916487455197792,1078,23,236,9,24,335,147,279,0.095,0.818,0.087,-0.7973,1,2,3,0,0,2,23.0,1,1,3,2,24,16,0,2,14,1,26,4,0,3,1,37,54,24,1,1,2,1,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,6,12,21,4,0,5,4,0,5,5,5,1,1,23,6,47,11,26,29,7,29,0,3,4,0,43,7,0,5,18,167,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895859118513977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350334178627528,0.10873452571737773,0.12194222545497205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933716499427873,0.3752732539385341,0.0,0.0,0.07716674733260008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707893094356413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095615928587647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023185403722736,0.20618431617314711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472062828318093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661925354882967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331417426993724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129271976097159,0.05074246839836365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101358827316792,0.0,0.052431309405494175,0.0,0.11406803983733467,0.0,0.16052601169852912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874353397992453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006641781475759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515244552210998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903592607253162,0.1026197161140682,0.0,0.09805670024235504,0.100582004962057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495826211146167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377242120807091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417630443324794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800309839329341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580013695445523,0.06957347323149564,0.17525210960779072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673982195956233,0.10038208838345156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399096608250494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725812871585554,0.0,0.0,0.07103173662486251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977200615542954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239333727534332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860677515025526,0.09859821009310496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589343710432788,0.0,0.20440323185961734,0.10915734719048692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796570730219275,0.16099734452604772,0.0,0.09023113503430133,0.09303002637022707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194222545497205,0.06462528524290614
lonely,FlippantBeaver,2019/09/06,"We should say where we are. We don't have to say who we are, but we could say where we are. That way if two loners are close they could be alone together!",0.5831372549019598,1.9950953529411777,1.671176470588236,103.26696078431374,80.76470588235293,5.7098039215686285,14.274509803921573,6.42735559955562,-1.1071254901960783,118,1,32,1,3,37,22,34,0.142,0.858,0.0,-0.63,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,6,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,12,10,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,1,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,0,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137254200221203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837010774596543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7226632064416776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959009539900698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404374013740657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Yosock,2019/09/06,"You're alone ? I'm dying 🙃. I'm drunk, blood running out of my skull, I'll figure I'll help some people on my way out.

Naaah, I'm really drunk and even if  blood is running out of my head I'll survive. 

I want to help you cpnnect with society so ask anything you want.",-0.06824858757061847,1.7199693220339007,2.4450000000000003,95.04738700564974,84.59322033898304,5.289265536723164,20.002824858757066,6.42735559955562,0.02828587570621455,206,6,49,2,6,71,37,59,0.11599999999999999,0.748,0.136,0.0516,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,10,7,3,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,8,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,0,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291630215614419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26153667526286783,0.0,0.2971164064074052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329844328268731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991542327243412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261723861977833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260526646222127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033459758589188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203601991757835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749139237422396,0.25226869256271417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,shreyasjn,2019/09/06,"My best friend just left me.(today) I have been a loner for most of my teenage years. But when i entered college i found a girl who was smart and straight forward, i liked her so i befriend her. As time went on we became best friends and by best friends i mean we sat together, ate lunch together and spent a lot of time with each other. But i never loved her and saw her that way. She tried to convince me that I'm just shy and need to open up to her which in her case was to confess my love to her. But i just ignored those attempts. Last night me and my friend texted late at night which i never do. She started sexting me and i played along, since I'm still just a horny teenager i continued. Today we started chatting again at night and i just asked him are we just friends with benefits or something else. She was pissed and started demoralizing me. I felt really bad about what had happened and now i cannot look her in the eye ever again.


Sorry for my bad English, it's not my first language.",2.4224356869184436,4.313048192118227,3.0497126436781583,93.28460727969349,76.93103448275863,5.8904214559386965,25.563492063492063,6.691623216298621,0.792319321291735,785,29,170,7,18,245,120,203,0.1,0.6940000000000001,0.20600000000000002,0.9752,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,4,0,0,5,14,19,1,0,5,0,9,6,2,0,3,41,28,17,0,1,11,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,9,19,2,1,4,2,1,3,4,4,0,1,12,4,40,15,21,16,6,35,1,0,3,2,28,10,1,3,24,121,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243625683899873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008409278313552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37864797655594223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047018990622686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879114131832048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547810408905256,0.0,0.0,0.1023016388612785,0.0,0.13186989660013018,0.464601692231444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635440362079727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803613892732103,0.13566984938659776,0.0,0.13067375582888982,0.0,0.0,0.05875786892630476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009965470390951,0.0,0.0,0.10224929138573742,0.21709682258860813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100933740793327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917871445244084,0.18551934627816927,0.0,0.0,0.3385958698289351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704807053578136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994886240839444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258975652572493,0.0,0.13463246875581414,0.2553832706931339,0.0,0.09604781331892703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026086088442394,0.0,0.2280038797595804,0.0,0.0,0.08165546584126708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546476363384288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149153667545844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744996579004887
lonely,seasawwww,2019/09/06,Loneliness is crippling Just had a pretty mild scary experience and all my family could do was be mad at me for either ruining their night or not keeping them updated not one of them asked me if I was okay. Now i’m just sitting in my bed crying I just wish someone would ask me if i’m fine and say comforting things to me instead of always thinking about themselves..,3.622374429223744,5.4478605753424665,4.834452054794522,82.07213470319637,73.38356164383562,8.154337899543378,28.605022831050228,8.841846274778883,2.373239269406393,294,12,56,6,6,97,57,73,0.16899999999999998,0.6859999999999999,0.145,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,6,5,1,0,1,1,8,0,0,0,1,17,15,5,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,11,3,7,9,2,6,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,3,3,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432799223936236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816068515176373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056574361802388,0.0,0.282940588353126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519636037787545,0.2428244039940027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289497914583413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24172228097604784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454352404236287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620524372938112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483871711171672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824751064931988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112534364926155,0.16504747784156218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29620539080190755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297812289005147,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,enifsignihtyreve,2019/09/06,"Wanting to message someone then not doing it Do you ever just really want to talk to **someone**, so you start writing a lengthy message to them, only to realize halfway through that they probably don't want to talk to you, and you delete the whole thing because you don't want to annoy them? ..then do the same thing again 2 hours later? Then the next day, and the day after that... and with every day that passes it becomes more and more apparent that they don't feel the same way about you as you do about them.

Sorry if this isn't the right place to post this, apparently my post wasn't good enough for r/depression :/",3.432786885245904,5.1970221147540965,3.966360655737706,88.35527868852459,73.75409836065575,6.847213114754098,25.31475409836065,7.554174236665415,1.190741639344263,486,16,98,6,10,153,69,122,0.05,0.888,0.062,0.1126,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,7,5,0,6,2,1,0,7,0,9,0,0,0,1,18,15,10,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,1,13,1,16,14,6,19,0,0,0,0,17,2,0,1,13,74,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189389636222204,0.18460550620336127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233963298916125,0.0,0.14396719141297964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271200123425728,0.0,0.0,0.1511979431821832,0.14083220060714174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451673232564717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401986010856818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461038519150684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776733057575966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712611489538775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463755842420808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201695291785082,0.0,0.1802173995349684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070814190383361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427463183693769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832535507274351,0.0,0.0,0.18711222361255492,0.1183105682565291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686998071341202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209582626575966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943607292339235,0.1326769416415675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661848519973276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,nikG253,2019/09/06,"Hi just want someone to talk to I just got back from uni, where a lot of the people I interacted with were toxic and used me. Back home most of my so called friends left by the time I was back, the ones that remain treat me like shit. Two of those that are still left behind, are people I consider my closest friends but whenever they plan anything they say we’re not close enough for me to be expected to be invited. I understand that everyone needs their privacy but after I point I feel like the problem is with me. Just looking to get to know new people",4.07357142857143,5.1852335000000025,4.7253571428571455,86.11964285714286,71.14285714285714,8.457142857142857,27.392857142857146,8.841846274778883,1.898925,440,15,92,8,8,141,76,112,0.052000000000000005,0.8390000000000001,0.109,0.5466,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,1,9,7,1,0,5,0,7,1,1,1,0,20,16,4,0,4,6,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,3,16,5,16,11,3,13,0,0,1,0,10,6,1,2,9,66,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576907212258724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38059117409773857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846872052821185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047420438258518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576507890482058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342166495244582,0.11786572911700716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25493489492725874,0.0,0.086198154411901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195403758185067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549398575200575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067175832939674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585146241287589,0.0,0.0,0.1612072382790102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854633193308175,0.0,0.0,0.1402648375569425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233471476119576,0.0,0.15934409827910911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117984967809818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431406762436662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596469824022055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578689153231519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120315280260164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693553238014758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397917439255054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175769484851454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260915718535946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620441668065624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116693530845175,0.17175580410213526,0.0,0.14249456604768415,0.0,0.0,0.09731276789605417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,tux3dokamen,2019/09/06,"Halloween Season Im so excited for Halloween season. Theme parks, mazes, movies, decorations, all of it. I just have no one to express it to. Suck going to events but not talking to anyone about my experience. It's all families or couples. I'm just hype and want someone to be hype with me. I'm tired of all the silence. Just posting here because I need to tell someone, even if it's no one.",1.3810256410256407,3.852386846153848,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,84.38461538461539,5.51794871794872,26.615384615384606,6.937597516519254,1.3789384615384614,306,14,60,4,9,102,53,78,0.13,0.826,0.045,-0.7712,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,14,8,5,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,11,7,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987630621260128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681819295064214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846440120413172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699122613597272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25164143603854233,0.24251392189131055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620201759939447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27787588201181285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074880824019305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486406955809032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24637593023798984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359369065054051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067690985688002,0.2248492448421019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29567288097953065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173366398051033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lilsnakey5,2019/09/06,"Lonelie  I used to have few close ones but somewhere along the way, one by one they just kind of faded away

Especially now when I've graduated high school and I don't even see them anymore in school I feel so much emptier. It sucks because I think I've forgotten how to make friends. I feel so pathetic and embarrassed that this is what my life has become",4.509999999999998,5.634988732394369,4.90574647887324,85.1825633802817,70.12676056338029,9.060281690140846,29.69295774647888,9.3871,2.380507605633804,284,11,60,6,5,90,58,71,0.22,0.727,0.053,-0.9194,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,7,4,1,1,1,0,4,1,0,3,0,12,11,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,3,8,2,7,11,2,8,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,3,39,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22259339700201156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087750835361396,0.0,0.0,0.13682221169377692,0.2478866208021249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482466476351126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269766228355428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340897453469797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23714301147805275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23372940962568556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853518028735955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982165246355672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499606298960706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45627796901265705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543093543203781,0.17885703474319706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381805033708356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385213297023324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781574092684894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,triceraptor,2019/09/06,"Guess at least I get to be the last option for someone lmao A acquaintance of mine, somewhat of a friend, spoke to me for the first time in weeks because she wanted to go see a movie but no one wanted to accompain her and she didn't want to go alone either. Glad to know that at least people talk to me when they run out of better options.",3.3159154929577426,4.144322281690143,4.240957746478873,89.9487605633803,72.66197183098592,6.806760563380282,22.65070422535211,6.742157984588678,0.4230428169014076,266,6,59,2,5,86,53,71,0.085,0.757,0.157,0.7669,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,12,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,2,8,3,16,9,4,12,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,4,5,42,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273452307877058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094838637349698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335103933408529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22458120032170886,0.0,0.0,0.20398657709544898,0.0,0.1379431911464748,0.0,0.30010521578422245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908554670189861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510231426825168,0.21521721450678635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891150357644195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830430524340611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039530626718672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22370918942033272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221487214194215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539562456975603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671898314225832,0.0,0.21178650430294493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,throweweys,2019/09/06,How do you deal with your loneliness ? I don’t know if I should elaborate more but  I tend to be very very lonely. What do you do to get over your loneliness. My social life isn’t thriving either although I try to put myself out there.,0.625,3.0402148333333368,2.2800000000000007,92.965,88.16666666666666,5.7,18.416666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.3661416666666666,184,5,39,3,6,60,35,48,0.19899999999999998,0.8009999999999999,0.0,-0.866,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,8,10,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,0,6,8,2,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797417566212384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244213838751606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024297061034994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601690174420396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702828417520169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754756410750451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500782800607944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6078371755711564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,TheEclipseSSAN,2019/09/06,"I feel like something's wrong with me Bear with me while I get this off my chest. I've recently matriculated into college, but I feel like I just can't fit in. I feel like everyone I talk to tries to keep this distance between us, as if telling me ""we're cool talking school, but let's leave it at that."" I feel like wanting friends is just making people avoid me more. I feel like there's almost no one out there who is willing to accept me for me. And it feels terrible. I don't wanna be ""someone else"" to be accepted. I feel so lonely and isolated... and I don't know I just feel like all this is my fault. Maybe I've been talking to the wrong people, saying the wrong things, doing the wrong things, I don't know... but life goes on >~< thanks for listening reddit",2.128743218806509,3.9433006265822783,3.3000361663652846,91.50405063291142,77.54430379746836,6.286437613019893,23.311030741410487,7.1686216300943375,0.7177309222423145,601,19,131,7,14,194,91,158,0.191,0.617,0.191,-0.0039,0,3,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,0,6,19,0,1,3,1,13,2,1,1,1,33,29,10,0,3,7,0,8,6,1,1,1,2,0,0,9,7,0,2,12,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,1,11,22,11,18,24,2,9,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,2,8,83,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565333956403387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814032941541029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081962755153197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267934840548136,0.4522595408145845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151700765860415,0.0,0.05512478482286546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378241590029114,0.0,0.0,0.11597141960915965,0.0,0.0,0.11172018912457364,0.0,0.10789144565553753,0.07452505581282362,0.3092820623358468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042895458016067,0.0,0.10599929299276313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149652008930435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629513490134965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417870722786532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390603738177467,0.0,0.10678207173210497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939854752670508,0.08122699527379157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25441558367200545,0.09222066588716853,0.0971397223170633,0.0,0.0,0.1401927300039967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163457802294854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691591783254416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223271747970052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614358647720664,0.0,0.0
lonely,IntuitivelyChaotic,2019/09/06,"18 F looking a texting/voice chat friend I usually don't do this, as I hate feeling desperate, but I'm not in good shape at the moment and would just appreciated some support. 
Equally, if you need someone supportive, I would be happy to support you.
Okay, have a good day",4.212735849056603,5.7074789056603805,5.6076886792452845,78.45794811320756,71.26415094339623,8.318867924528304,34.00471698113208,8.841846274778883,3.0247396226415098,214,11,40,4,4,72,44,53,0.152,0.475,0.373,0.9421,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,1,9,1,0,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,14,4,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,8,4,11,2,6,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,3,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451974247558562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546658712361838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115186218126382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499015536720055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220420718325528,0.0,0.20593400384714527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515844110528886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466275888834768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673296437186015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7100976338018825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229726350880035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963448790535664,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,frummagio,2019/09/06,"Lonely and isolated in med school and it's an ache of loneiness that really hurts. Hey guys!

I'm in med school and it's been a month or two here and I still do not have friends. I've been putting myself out there, going to social events, and talking to my roommates, but I just come off as awkward.

I don't have any friends from undergrad and I grew apart from my friends in high school. I'm 2 hours away from my family, but I don't have a car to see them. I do tend to cry a lot in my room and I call my parents and sisters but they hang up when they don't want to hear me crying. I don't reveal any emotions or talk about my problems because I was consistently told in undergrad by people I tried to be friends with that my problems are not bad and I have to stop venting or else I will never have friends. I just hold it all in and cry every day in my room alone.

This loneliness is really hurting. I'm trying to fight it by studying more, so the longer I study, the less time I have with my thoughts and more on the material. It hurts every time I try to talk to someone beyond academics and ask them if I can hang out with them, about their hobbies, about their life. I just come off as awkward.

I'm okay with being lonely for the rest of my life, is there anyone out there who is happy doing it? Will this ache of loneliness ever go away? It kind of hurts... a lot.

I've joined clubs, tried to socialize with people...I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm not on the spectrum either (I've been tested).",1.6222506738544449,3.282911040880503,2.977021563342319,93.94712264150944,78.52830188679245,5.926504941599282,21.734501347708893,6.7097532225279775,0.2833482479784366,1173,33,268,11,28,381,150,318,0.23199999999999998,0.726,0.042,-0.9959,1,5,0,0,1,0,36.0,0,0,7,0,15,21,1,2,10,1,27,2,0,0,3,50,44,23,0,4,14,2,0,0,5,2,2,1,2,1,13,23,0,2,3,1,0,9,9,13,0,1,6,2,38,8,50,34,8,42,0,6,1,0,27,22,0,6,11,181,51,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233149566761796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121248777210153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062335065499172365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334229665546693,0.0,0.1675168721416193,0.0,0.07443570543196096,0.05434441330747828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910311138071647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358796869152486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29377802715335743,0.05749374084611469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447256434537869,0.100280644987122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806403897474237,0.1502237835638167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404175916136852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443815469242347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133088159368654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827154281123939,0.0,0.09490078630794373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047742130395304,0.0,0.0,0.09419083107344274,0.0,0.0,0.08779382403583423,0.0,0.3817434660579611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283498257753177,0.04899396829096734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593717430316484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158261249632146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980489213432096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711578948323241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875721776732341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898943329550383,0.0,0.0,0.06180470347466027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060713884853085,0.0,0.08961938520135994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142222861531116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706706939063808,0.07104022438102707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175239204720045,0.07553567279840359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119452012883473,0.07453257003461636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496380886191524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077436145035834,0.10396701745167183,0.0,0.0,0.08518570613369912,0.0,0.24210532257145645,0.0,0.08708563574303857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05258239999366807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747045523435208,0.0,0.0
lonely,KarmaPharmacy,2019/09/06,"If your lonely, keep your head up. Things will get better!!! A few months ago, I was really down in the dumps. I thought I’d never make new friends in this new city I’m in. I had a really hard time adjusting, culturally. I’ve been dealing with some pretty insane health issues. Some pretty intense depression, and I just wanted to celebrate and encourage others who could be in a similar boat.

I finally made new friends after 8 months of being in a new city. 

Someone asked me out to have coffee today, and it turned into a date. I really like him. This is the first guy I’ve been somewhat into for years. He told me he had a really great time and that he wants me in his life. It was amazing to laugh with him.

I made a new friend yesterday, and while she’s much older than me — she’s totally awesome. We now have a plan to go walking together once the weather cools off. I’m excited.

Another one of my friends told me that I’m her closest friend, and the only person’s company that she enjoys. That meant a lot to me.

I just got off the phone with another friend of mine that I made back in May. She referred to me as her best friend, and that meant a lot to me, too.

Keep your head up, if you’re lonely and struggling. Keep being kind. Keep showing up. Keep trying. Friends are made with baby food steps. Be supportive. Show up. You’ve got this.

No one used to contact me for weeks and it made me feel just terrible. I used to realize that no one would notice if I died. No one would find my body for weeks. Now my phone buzzes all the time. It’s a really good feeling. I’m glad I stuck it out. And I’m glad I’m here.",0.6483895367160422,2.9088262814371286,2.570230066183424,92.29033091711315,85.58682634730539,6.150520012606366,19.56791679798298,7.475848149327749,0.5845401197604794,1254,36,274,22,38,417,164,334,0.11199999999999999,0.6759999999999999,0.212,0.991,0,4,0,0,0,0,47.0,1,3,0,4,8,29,1,1,17,1,19,6,3,8,3,61,55,15,1,8,6,0,3,1,8,4,2,0,0,2,18,19,1,5,9,2,0,3,4,6,0,5,19,4,39,23,40,27,10,48,0,3,0,0,36,19,0,9,27,174,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386650702876208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109793481520614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735547289775277,0.0,0.0,0.05540072684657665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756102887085102,0.06372090254884763,0.0,0.08002946456531743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05752473755391375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427867579986784,0.062055130413626515,0.0,0.07477480285191099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285961190361533,0.0,0.0,0.07892543572261741,0.06585087828493585,0.0612842819339262,0.08712113976193886,0.0,0.4453149554297991,0.0,0.03764228441639896,0.0,0.040946732468292515,0.0604307300072509,0.11524727986200227,0.07943355015673939,0.0,0.07133918488044512,0.0,0.0,0.0645411616787412,0.0,0.14788476734883255,0.07658401720727262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519974911652691,0.0,0.32019937891090633,0.0,0.07502725991357864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508898738755837,0.03519918004440991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250584586088208,0.0,0.3408694109127134,0.048092826991977436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501659659448213,0.0,0.052963820524184635,0.0,0.0555681221144756,0.3479236828456229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202751360808308,0.0,0.07672913161783958,0.19528728158358585,0.05479600985047571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290983220933165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659812901176686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23078006030688766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104632540928015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532056924411729,0.0,0.0,0.08175960340222692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786571623707209,0.0,0.0,0.05719833476910395,0.12603590086751446,0.0,0.06829340274872166,0.13769055452080425,0.0,0.048916094070086284,0.07836790565931108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445326746387307,0.0,0.0,0.08499195630073826,0.0,0.11558566630608336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023621483653348,0.0,0.0,0.04639676931946833
lonely,liquidchipz,2019/09/06,"Anyone ever hear that saying somewhere along the lines of “ it’s either loneliness or freedom, depends on your perspective.” ? How the heck do I change my perspective to view this as freedom? I put myself in this situation because the friends I do “have” are completely different from me and I’d rather be lonely than be different around them.",7.35139344262295,8.670180491803283,7.187008196721313,70.6972336065574,63.754098360655725,10.69016393442623,36.56147540983606,10.686352973137794,4.354308196721311,274,13,43,7,4,87,50,61,0.078,0.748,0.174,0.8205,2,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,1,9,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,1,9,5,1,5,0,1,1,0,5,3,1,2,1,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802310722768945,0.0,0.0,0.2393805245592649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163920665980106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844635331321416,0.0,0.2819394954507005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5618924372127443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24323799978302466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775365520529587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30307302653023954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703216101315981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384231905151327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022580413812742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cybergothbaby,2019/09/06,"I don’t trust any guy Been feeling more and more alienated lately. I don’t trust any boys anymore and push anyone who tries to enter my life away. I even go as far at to delete Snapchat or turn off my phone to avoid responding.

All I want Is a healthy and loving relationship with someone but I think that every boy I meet now is just going to hurt me... after all there has been dozens and not one has been kind in the end.",3.672878787878787,4.364955681818183,4.209545454545456,91.00515151515154,71.72727272727272,7.2303030303030305,23.75757575757576,7.1686216300943375,0.6290848484848484,332,8,75,3,6,105,66,88,0.068,0.763,0.17,0.7506,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,9,2,0,0,2,15,16,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,2,0,2,3,1,9,4,11,13,4,13,0,1,0,1,9,5,0,1,4,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186976414797849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23238712202142725,0.16384526766518698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015575450741234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754211914300186,0.0,0.0,0.15476924408919965,0.0,0.197428652962733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848160111060728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663442363381711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320182780479882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508494210876112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440130999671544,0.0,0.0,0.2643284504880749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551045440846865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148717633352107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878447053197348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25157701749957784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854254469482732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014579615883927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909107924340513,0.2548779686195244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382107700128246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,beach-community,2019/09/06,"“come over i’ll cook you food and hold you” wish someone would just say that to me someday. been alone for so long, bed’s always cold, brain’s always broken.",2.0073958333333337,4.026065781250002,2.213750000000001,98.18958333333336,78.6875,4.266666666666667,16.916666666666664,3.1291,-1.0399708333333335,123,2,27,0,3,37,29,32,0.151,0.769,0.08,-0.34,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,6,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30874443817213193,0.0,0.0,0.4960905639063529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327811413681663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567890336920781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604669027938024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638114609413847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23706318904046245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25258140455181866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428033310527902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176356671525,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Psychomustache,2019/09/06,"I just wanted to let anyone who sees this know that no matter what life looks like for you and no matter what you have been through jesus will always be there love and care about you. As long as you're still living in this world you have a purpose do not give up on yourself, don't let whatever gets you down to win that's not how you're story goes, so please share with anyone that needs or maybe you needed to see it, its not to late to seek jesus its not to late for you to believe in something, 
I know it may seen like there's no hope but in jesus there will always be hope, all you have to do is have faith that things will get better this message is for anyone that needed to see it may it find you and may it help you in these troubled times you are in 

If this message just helps one person then it will have been a success and if you are that one person then i hope this message gets to you and i hope it will help you understand that you aren't alone in all this",3.9380602006689,4.07094177294686,4.187149758454107,93.40351170568563,70.88405797101449,6.7557041991824605,21.72017837235229,5.369823440869387,-0.08570501672240828,765,12,178,2,13,238,95,207,0.037000000000000005,0.728,0.235,0.992,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,15,0,3,9,14,0,0,2,0,27,2,0,1,2,36,49,15,0,10,10,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,2,27,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,3,5,19,13,27,34,2,17,4,0,5,1,27,10,0,10,9,132,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240101966306975,0.0,0.0,0.19667395865285514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479070285613985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315076273998802,0.0,0.10452246853844473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049453320145168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801630357463664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523581734951755,0.113371044672504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376449228677673,0.0,0.0,0.4695259886373899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298995891443729,0.0,0.2666291257946441,0.0,0.0,0.24169842035355796,0.08347551632697822,0.11547561448774307,0.0,0.10435696454337126,0.10458744458427054,0.09924320387714584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066639645457469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872980994591885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628916017241491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601665068195734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20638411242897944,0.0,0.1297284626553889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825275114994349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090982358835108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438038228648064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785149396718639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891293623805059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303173996569172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970686794380193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AlphaMonkey24,2019/09/06,"Why? I just wish I understood... (20M) let me start off by saying I'm not a average guy I'm maybe 110 lbs very slim, but I hate it I just feel like I'm not strong enough for any woman to like me. And I can't talk to girls worth shit and meeting people is just difficult bc I have no money I live paycheck to paycheck (literally) and I've had to shut my phone off for a few weeks so dates are always a no go and I live with family so can't bring people over I just feel stuck bc I really don't want to be lonely anymore... Any advice?",-1.275182072829132,0.6786065798319356,1.7829915966386558,96.40955742296921,92.44537815126051,5.190140056022409,14.656022408963587,6.742157984588678,-0.4763617927170865,409,8,101,6,15,144,76,119,0.242,0.6729999999999999,0.085,-0.9679,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,3,0,9,1,1,0,0,17,22,7,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,5,0,0,3,0,2,2,7,4,0,0,3,3,13,3,12,17,2,9,0,1,0,0,7,4,1,0,5,55,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940785549341976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525871638010597,0.0,0.0,0.2701220542981357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969669009829844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052163352430975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872310233046793,0.0,0.20084549945161465,0.1418864107197369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128741523408771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19665427585228606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608540953482784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309130386311275,0.0,0.19406078927949985,0.0,0.3507510221259567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952957800935234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753811436617834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723410203482194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794196129558574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038694301599412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057657293428125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963450514883493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638733421715592,0.11714481772956405,0.0,0.1593122737834749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921385896767972,0.0,0.2283907116253988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,imadethisforcomics,2019/09/06,"I’m lonely as shit I’m not gonna do anything stupid, I have friends and I just felt like getting it off my chest that I’m lonely as fuck guys and gals.",0.4173333333333318,1.6546368285714266,2.1085714285714303,100.72476190476192,80.71428571428572,4.666666666666667,20.238095238095237,3.1291,-0.7089047619047624,119,3,31,0,3,39,26,35,0.36,0.51,0.13,-0.872,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,9,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,3,2,3,7,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34785695273645784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40587097002386574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265871759641785,0.3907915493445409,0.22085020436876168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185525348584677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651632139079515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339090335248499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AllUsernamesTakenOml,2019/09/06,Need someone to talk to Please,1.1950000000000005,3.7673618333333367,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,97.33333333333334,2.4000000000000004,22.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.4351333333333329,25,1,5,0,1,7,5,6,0.0,0.685,0.315,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198724609105341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6215802464745102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797877990033534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551360035078932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,McDazzler,2019/09/06,"College sucks Is it so hard to find myself a girl that won't immediately get swept away from a friend that happens to see me with them. I already don't have much going for me, anytime it looks better, I get smacked back down to the ground and am left with nothing.

These ""friends"" aren't even good people. One of them got accused of rape, and the other constantly belittles me but insists he's joking.

Yay me.",5.451851851851847,5.819633938271608,5.587259259259259,83.85866666666669,67.64197530864197,7.961481481481481,31.014814814814812,7.554174236665415,1.8477140740740745,323,12,65,3,5,102,64,81,0.111,0.759,0.13,0.5667,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,3,8,2,0,4,1,6,1,0,0,0,6,14,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,3,9,6,11,12,1,7,0,0,2,1,6,4,1,0,2,44,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633043298434383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22417536099949514,0.18347096923300035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110249524959264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578450641234154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759502286435653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180788078329712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686881523816333,0.0,0.2493204258906844,0.0,0.13560357635174622,0.20012886539544006,0.19083260582758016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21099583376608086,0.0,0.2137414103142609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259242843961285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036641572443545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540064975619155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22894600157575634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168355936124487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541726855054434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013568893094476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DJHackboi,2019/09/06,Going to a new school sucks I thought that going to a new school and meeting new people would be a great opportunity especially since I'm looking for a relationship. But instead I found myself with no one. I need help. This is breaking me more than it should.,3.0694000000000017,5.583051140000002,4.3580000000000005,81.62900000000002,77.6,6.4,26.0,7.554174236665415,1.4826000000000006,207,8,39,3,5,68,39,50,0.092,0.721,0.187,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,12,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,1,5,2,5,7,1,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,3,27,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23473861888135736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24334454503218564,0.0,0.0,0.23603496491632375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350000451734127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797816679543815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874501159016033,0.0,0.6203083264840625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507291492773322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842303956454878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22985252358252456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333409902705516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770974484243935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996353447450874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208338322092124,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,JellyCakesAndLove,2019/09/06,"I Screw Everything Up! Wow, okay so bare with me. I want to find someone to have a relationship but I always screw it up, by being paranoid, unsure, have super low self confidence etc. and I don’t even mean to be...I’ve just been through so much it really shows.... I just wonder if I’m ever going to find the right person who is going to put up with me and understand why I am the way I am :( 

 I’m really sad and lonely tonight :(",1.384859550561799,3.077096966292139,3.863356741573035,87.17908005617979,79.33707865168539,7.1466292134831475,20.11376404494382,8.07648339933343,0.8467853932584268,326,8,71,6,8,114,60,89,0.251,0.61,0.139,-0.8974,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,2,0,3,1,8,2,0,0,1,16,16,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,5,1,0,3,1,5,0,0,1,0,9,3,12,14,2,11,0,3,0,2,4,5,2,2,2,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939471536742282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24044863767705274,0.14240037275517706,0.19502063439161604,0.0,0.0,0.19376548137636668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941051304919523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24505849827559675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23484930650523356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848925589661525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825176123548512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673542762501585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27623505760588396,0.0,0.0,0.231471448215696,0.0,0.1841194197458097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224915619047223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826753922504799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244450065833221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716522125845092,0.17113156954060288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945435612936578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338067145244781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sosPASS,2019/09/06,"Thank you. I know no one is going to read this probably,people will think I’m weird if I expressed myself or open up even at the slightest so I’d like to keep myself anonymous,I think I have a mental illness. My mind is always occupied because I’m always thinking everyday, sometimes it drives me crazy but I control it from a day to day basis, I don’t really see myself as “insane” but I’m very concerned with my mental health because sometimes I always just find activities to occupy myself. I’m troubled with something that’s happening in my life? I’m not saying what it is but please take this as a sign that I’m not clear. I love everyone in my life I hope I can push through this. I think I can probably push through this, everyone is trying to help me but I’m just self conscious about something and I think I need to open up a little on this site to relieve this  horrible weight on my mental health, it’s not clear but I don’t see myself having much of a future. I’ve been drowning myself in a lot of Daniel Caesar, he has been letting me know that I can make it through anything  (didn’t say it to me but you get what I mean) I love everyone I love everyone I love everyone. Please don’t take this post as a sign of a mental illness just please know that I don’t know what to do in my life now because I feel like a failed person. My age is not going to be disclosed on this post since I don’t want anyone finding out who I am but people like me need therapy because we need a shoulder to lean on. I love everyone. I am on a job search for myself. My cousins and nieces have expected more from me but I just want them to know that I love them very much even if my worst doesn’t show it. If they see me as a failure, that’s fine but I just want them to know that my blessing is with all of my family. I just need to adore someone or else I will bring myself to insanity. My friends have been keeping touch with me which has helped me through these past few years, they are the reason I’m here. I’d say that 80% of my friends from high school are not in connection with me anymore. I’ve known a couple of people that have committed because they couldn’t handle the pressure, I’m blessed to know that there is always a solution. No matter what I always keep my compassion and my love for everyone. I can’t be mean to anyone because I truly don’t know how it affects them. My father is a hard worker, he has worked hard for me and my family for his whole life, I never go by a day by thanking god that my father is always supporting me but I just can’t handle myself because I can’t function normally. I used to stop by the gym a lot, I saw a lady for the past year or two, this lady was around her late 20s and she starved herself to try to capture a body image that she strives to get. Her doctors always stopped by and said that she needed to eat, it had to even go to a point where she had to live off a machine, if I were to say an estimation of size, I’d say she was like 5’6 and 60 pounds, I could see her bone imprints on her skin, I had even offered to order her some Postmates to the gym but she had rejected and I couldn’t really help her. She doesn’t go to the gym anymore, I don’t know what happened after her after she had left to go for a jog outside. But I digress, I never want to push myself to do nothing I don’t want to do, stuff like that makes me want to commit suicide, I don’t even care if I make minimum wage, I want to do something I love. This is why people get stressed out day to day. I’d rather have a 12k salary while enjoying my life rather than a 60k salary and living in constant downward mentality. I never committed myself to relationships because I’ve always seen them as temporary. It might seem like I’m selfish but I just want to live happily with myself, by myself. I can’t see myself caring for another person simply because it’s too much work to do. I recently bought some AirPods, it was cool at first but I found myself not caring about money anymore, I’ve had 8-9kish in my safe but I’ve probably went through 2k in around a month, it’s probably not the AirPods but it’s probably my wrong mindset. Let me tell you a story, it’s about this kid named uhh, I’ll just call him Max, Max was 3 grades under me, I was in 10th, he was in 7th. I always had faith in him because he was a straight A student, he never failed any subject and always kept a good mindset about real life situations, he had started speaking about this kid named.. Let’s just call him Tariq. Tariq was a known drug dealer around the block for weed and stolen iPhones. Believe it or not, Tariq started selling weed in the 6th grade, he was in the same grade as Max so there was no age difference. Max found out about Tariq through class, I told Max, “Why are you getting involved with this shit? It just ruins you and is a money waster” I’m not against weed but I just don’t want this kid to take the wrong path after he had paved himself great lead to success, he said “I want to get high” I couldn’t believe this kid, next thing you know, Max starts buying ounces then soon pounds until Tariq sent one of his people out to rob him, over 1k of marijuana just snatched away from him and Tariq ended communications from messages, ig, whatsapp everything. Max learned his lesson but boy this surely hit harder, Max kept a knife from when he did weed in his backpack, random kid whistle blows about it and Max gets caught with a knife in school, police get a warrant to look through his phone and they find Tariq’s past texts with him. Next thing you know Max has 3 court dates he has to attend. As you can tell, Tariq isn’t so happy so he actually gets people to shoot up his home, around 6k of damages were caused like car windows, a tv and home windows. They also shot his ankle while he was laying down on the couch so you know this was no joke. Max ends up forking out 6k from his savings for legal fees and gets his sentence reduced to 3 years but Tariq not known to be seen ANYWHERE. Max had learned his lesson but doesn’t have any job opportunities anymore because of the jail time and had dropped out at age 17,  he is currently working as a iHop worker at the moment. I never want anyone to have the experience Mad did, he had transformed to a whole other person I hadn’t known. But I’m sorry for my chit chatting, I had just needed to open up about my life because I’m dealing with a great amount of stress. Whoever is reading this, I’m grateful for you and I hope amazing stuff come to you. My sister had just given me a Stussy shirt , it’s cool I guess but I want to be remembered like that, it’s not the brand but more of a symbol of my trust, saying I appreciate anyone that shows me they appreciate my existence and that it provide a sign that they know who I am. Thank you everyone.",3.9965649595850814,4.642445024233787,4.873722949303168,86.70440192748066,70.96008553100498,7.5953018607543115,27.184975963361182,7.577649596288468,1.3467071685294432,5351,172,1137,57,94,1741,464,1403,0.11800000000000001,0.732,0.15,0.9901,6,1,4,1,0,2,112.0,1,12,12,14,52,64,2,3,59,2,108,29,6,10,12,216,234,72,2,33,60,4,6,8,2,3,13,9,5,10,71,45,2,10,38,11,7,19,43,16,0,4,50,26,185,48,175,169,16,130,3,5,9,8,127,58,1,19,57,729,256,25,0.0,0.0,0.032441181231708784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026585077719146446,0.27661528501109983,0.0,0.0,0.045213886852177816,0.03485905286780254,0.0,0.0,0.1318757803439411,0.09297943165291292,0.0,0.027356838378374517,0.1183762222126433,0.0,0.0,0.031233671287728595,0.0,0.0,0.2431815522632643,0.0,0.0,0.07490882155837958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036926399287670164,0.0,0.0,0.06789133176281165,0.0,0.10168289652204583,0.034150569404174415,0.0,0.02863661472741408,0.0,0.035924768627950125,0.0372857805527652,0.026542492060540608,0.03678366403594807,0.0,0.10719759626190227,0.03427292755291026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034732725296660515,0.0,0.03402646723167239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038552286956606216,0.034016735986649387,0.02777095303870434,0.0,0.05888832969344776,0.0,0.0,0.10978617629478177,0.0,0.0,0.25412722286683304,0.02987740956942918,0.032518843359408765,0.06267864595440896,0.0,0.016809078604429085,0.02374939779283357,0.0,0.0,0.09115277122747792,0.028277183622830774,0.0,0.07290028433546422,0.05136819901984615,0.0,0.15631675518620672,0.0,0.11335940337940313,0.02788334618522743,0.0,0.07330287678061262,0.03662182514305963,0.0,0.05879481567954147,0.03538867370903904,0.05955988134080605,0.0,0.0,0.0706732704963046,0.0,0.0,0.06684791267819838,0.07024786025323514,0.06669254123977232,0.06603724563062004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597874055319987,0.08864592695864844,0.0,0.0,0.23750920435096454,0.0,0.037500486657782134,0.0,0.03611951704184353,0.10198220123922054,0.16436769492899422,0.12993004353866544,0.033319049722319256,0.08806472912159127,0.0,0.027916443350130184,0.0,0.0,0.056525428526897264,0.2400308258832705,0.0,0.06657154119514967,0.0,0.0,0.07242455021102727,0.0,0.0,0.16750980097419466,0.03526644866379403,0.033566790133708696,0.0,0.02653490682228886,0.0,0.07331411731039306,0.14789926604631218,0.1281984501589675,0.0,0.07071037771394559,0.0,0.032571893692889535,0.031898350130784764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045053757230086026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520498804317758,0.1382825097687679,0.08708168657255465,0.0,0.10947522259867204,0.031426163380104864,0.0,0.06367679670776227,0.0,0.14336987961139275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650564970026558,0.03783875494481174,0.0425936957135054,0.034180192550565966,0.03282427017514805,0.035691430758692265,0.037658777304437084,0.0,0.06324498751367018,0.1586209608641855,0.0,0.06728905868893595,0.1324551364979918,0.03026393300472448,0.034680563437318235,0.0,0.034124312329180916,0.027499638548501373,0.037367456205955614,0.0,0.0,0.02816738809077377,0.07677817020374557,0.0657579930518124,0.03721374440311295,0.07059045896010778,0.0,0.0,0.055586658536049584,0.07616138667964538,0.0,0.07611246045677593,0.03636335279448075,0.03772470273580435,0.031331915029052436,0.0,0.07498566558051233,0.0,0.05811314295139972,0.09181935277138722,0.038017215230189735,0.0,0.04417144509364693,0.10650651519312422,0.0,0.0,0.01938474379527458,0.0,0.0,0.03176590285835413,0.0,0.0451407548716261,0.0,0.03247439002301136,0.0,0.0,0.028711994213552437,0.0,0.054859280337438435,0.2352968570999081,0.0,0.0,0.04048202729278147,0.0,0.030817362166001474,0.059994769125837726,0.07423109484818273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260570945426859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269381573651412,0.0,0.06422380702610977
lonely,tarob2407,2019/09/06,"Confused and full of regret I did't know where to go with this, I found this subreddit as maybe the possible outlet. I'll try to be short 
I've suffered with depression all my life but never really dealt with it
Two years into college I'm actually quite happy despite the few depressive spells that come on rarely
I've had lost a few years studying a difficult course and failing and was at risk of being feeling very lesser than most people I came in contact with. But it was something I was good at dealing with most of the time.
Come final year in college I go crazy over this girl, she does start liking me back, but she plays it safe by not outright agreeing to a relationship but still being very close friends. This brings me emotional stress and I ended up kind of ghosting her. Looking back it was a bad move, but my mind was all sorts of fucked
Things with her get better later, but still things weren't working out, we couldn't find time to talk and there was this constant lack of communication, but I would still be there for her when she had issues
But it crumbles and we don't talk to each other play jealousy games and then college is over.
She gets over it pretty quick and it's almost one year in and I'm still struggling
So lately I decide to talk to my friend about it because there was just so much pain and stigma and I do feel better
But I also find out she was lying a lot and was just a pathological liar which made sense and which I was suspicious of. Looking back, I think this was responsible for the emotional stress.
Now I do feel better, but I feel very confused as to the person she was, all my time and effort and also I feel like whining about it all the time, but ofcourse that's helping no one. I just felt I'd need something, idk what and just decided to post here. There's a lot more to it, but I try to cut it our for brevity",4.345218461538465,5.32226399466667,4.761400000000002,86.61477692307696,70.38666666666667,7.36923076923077,26.15641025641025,7.468242284971852,1.1901917948717942,1478,44,303,15,26,468,188,375,0.185,0.664,0.151,-0.9323,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,3,0,0,8,26,32,3,6,13,0,25,4,0,1,5,83,51,36,1,5,17,0,6,2,2,1,3,0,0,2,25,32,0,1,13,3,0,7,6,19,0,3,20,8,35,13,46,25,15,51,0,7,2,1,24,17,1,8,28,218,60,5,0.0,0.0,0.0846412537353275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685298965834037,0.0,0.0,0.13872456078142326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000825418469988,0.07242044895166222,0.05287310420319318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301312794336769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920220868501768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942976064599975,0.0,0.09373017076977426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942040477931062,0.14941017244761556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590274655117897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513133620444847,0.07682183364459119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192801607704601,0.061963798120879064,0.08327960075187768,0.09501440802088812,0.15854919673521045,0.0,0.0,0.09510090615603847,0.1340231336248598,0.08018549393839962,0.09063134939027333,0.0,0.09858747082595064,0.07274955133714463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233146257435804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813692066533069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052923915095436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032158797541036,0.04766751599873813,0.0,0.09784132654507573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061263788996233776,0.08474908561782862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567180819400788,0.0,0.09468195187714426,0.14747869703853014,0.0,0.08207114726392101,0.0,0.0,0.08713738284166685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875780441068136,0.0,0.0,0.09218602009188373,0.06376051025319675,0.06431321152828869,0.06689569945606665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175483244646543,0.0,0.09229259732962357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601314160587964,0.07573401922126026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778114867293528,0.08306855210818538,0.08824109944717888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225379079374037,0.0,0.0,0.055564928118097455,0.0,0.0,0.09312137635945816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335463206294002,0.0,0.0,0.061391773473152986,0.0,0.27706805924429506,0.0,0.19871025067624215,0.09067468849557823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914392435454465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152463119429553,0.055576551991364714,0.0,0.0,0.20230447300315246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777530724309798,0.0,0.08472789773607484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146974042165916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314441545411954,0.0,0.0,0.061614350567921486,0.0,0.0,0.2234190552441992
lonely,anotherQuestioner,2019/09/06,"Learning to be social again? I have basically spent the last.. 7? years of my life in a state of isolation. I did have friends before this, but was always socially anxious... acute depression killed my ability to maintain what few relationships I had, and then the family moved states. I'm finally getting to the point of climbing out of my hole and being a Participating Human Being again, but I have no idea where to even start trying. I have no socially-oriented hobbies; I'm not in school; my work does not involve anyone near my age/interests group.

I feel like I have to stop being a hermit for the sake of my health and sanity, but holy shit I have no idea where to go, what to do, etc.",5.995895522388063,6.215472134328365,6.881305970149256,75.56061567164181,66.46268656716418,10.580597014925372,30.929104477611947,10.411451182825502,3.1039582089552233,542,19,104,13,8,181,84,134,0.203,0.74,0.057,-0.9731,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,2,0,7,0,14,3,1,0,0,14,21,7,1,0,5,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,4,0,1,3,5,3,0,0,4,1,14,2,17,13,2,20,0,1,0,0,7,7,1,0,9,74,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487607376397424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019724889346843,0.0,0.12500835625782855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521301010782068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398445902649416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564531139324699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938890971258252,0.11808365953170795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853952242848727,0.0,0.09039742442789964,0.12772171769249205,0.0,0.1958466679897408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812633631418395,0.0,0.09340608526233676,0.0,0.10160578836924136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003663969656345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40364566799497537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779551729916287,0.0,0.0,0.14573098767011694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627883700229134,0.08734373227784625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900167063742757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900654081439728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194469195249986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809366753765677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351689688204356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644909585608862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654264260694792,0.0,0.0,0.14946954804792156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138107248933172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015524304619686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512958520294332
lonely,AssaultPhase,2019/09/06,"25/m looking someone to chat with Hello all, this is my first time posting here although I've talked to a few people on here before.

My hobbies include miniature gaming/painting, video games, some Netflix/movies mainly superhero stuff but ive also enjoyed shows like mindhunter and 13 reasons why.

I also really like sports and I'm watching the Bears vs Packers tonight so if you want to talk about that it'd be fun.

I'm not always great at carrying a conversation on so I'd prefer people be willing to try and keep things going. I'm pretty open and dont mind longer messages so ask me/send me anything.

Im down to talk to anyone but would prefer people closer in age probably 22-30 or so",3.290231143552312,5.3416065328467175,4.452281021897812,83.47628041362532,74.91240875912409,6.026520681265208,27.47506082725061,6.816661863887847,1.4598520681265197,553,22,99,5,12,181,102,137,0.032,0.813,0.155,0.9524,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,9,5,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,21,16,15,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,6,5,13,11,4,13,0,0,2,0,10,7,0,3,6,56,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745124579890022,0.14281384205064382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001099166939473,0.0,0.14124075591185767,0.0,0.16045530055246776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604851099318014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011546215151499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459924109177827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754397055180604,0.0,0.0,0.18922789219663216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539495758729987,0.0,0.0,0.1525568312996794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677041157976831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412994318304775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733021464851525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569697261612092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437862403280432,0.17461422093138693,0.18505126479922876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995360093238613,0.1764690848512309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542554702331545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964806989122761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138604759289328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402648596406455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000815894342011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165287130829475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123460875613688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487364484320554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192438546225452,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Cheekylet,2019/03/11,"Since I was 18 I don't hang out with friends Am I a lonely person?

I was an early mom and had to concentrate on the kids, work and household chores.",0.8298958333333317,2.55610303125,2.5825,95.54583333333336,81.1875,5.5166666666666675,20.041666666666664,6.42735559955562,-0.029970833333333943,115,3,27,1,3,38,27,32,0.084,0.8109999999999999,0.105,0.1531,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,4,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889686031909873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5896411980784821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43959807346377133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164637343168293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665217252306425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Insrtgrdr,2019/03/11,"I'm tired of being solo <rant> I bounced around schools as a kid, and attribute this to my main social issues, because apparently I have them. It's hard to make friends, but i do try. A friend of a coworker told me that another coworker said I didn't have ""substance, to my personality"" whatever the hell that means. I'm not gonna open up to people during our first conversation. It's easiest for me to talk to men as i don't feel judged with them. That being said, literally every man I talk to has a damn hidden agenda which is made very clear soon after adding to Instagram. I hate leaving the house because all I see are friends laughing and having fun together or people with inside jokes at work. I do a lot for the people around me, i know i'm just naturally a very nice person. I know people take advantage of this and my money. My social life used to be very alive, this was also a time when i was drinking a lot. I don't want to go back to that. Earlier in the post I said ""friend"" I have distant friends, no one I can open up to. These people are the same people who are always blowing me off when it comes to meeting up. Even when I had a very good friend looking back they were always shitting on me. I make plans...pay for reservations... then i get blown off... I guess i'm just that terrible of a person to be around, FMR.

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lonely,Generic_Throw_Away11,2019/03/11,"I let everything out on a post in another subreddit. It got no responses. #feelsbadman. I made a post on another subreddit before I found this.

I just let everything out. That ultimately I feel lonely. I've socially surrounded myself by the walls I've built. I'm not even an anti-social person, quite the opposite. 

It got no responses. I wasn't attention seeking. Just wanted someone to tell me what to do so I'm not lonely anymore. 

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lonely,AlextheBodacious,2019/03/11,"All I want is something to do. I'm your standard NEET. These days I sit at home all day after dropping out of high school. 2 years after I did I  realize it was a mistake. now I 'm just looking for ways to entertain or just plain stimulate my brain. I've found myself calculating out how much resources I'll have in a videogame with algebra, and roleplaying as an accountant or a driving instructor and liking the reliable zen feel. I don't have anything to do, and I'm not depressed but I live alone, go outside rarely, talk even more rarely, but really just wish I could talk to people without feeling outcast constantly.",5.498749999999998,6.481096041666667,6.091666666666669,78.10500000000003,67.75,9.666666666666666,35.0,9.827888789773867,3.5210000000000012,495,24,91,11,8,161,89,120,0.052000000000000005,0.8420000000000001,0.107,0.6326,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,9,1,1,2,2,28,18,9,0,4,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,4,1,1,2,3,2,0,0,3,3,11,2,15,14,4,17,1,1,1,0,3,5,0,2,8,60,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450021817315626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704312763871486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311997192564381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238089097318537,0.0,0.1653579532037459,0.0,0.0,0.2671335467038832,0.0,0.17838081123571614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679210950323226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943887461128316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270819518036985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177035856094498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188197393432911,0.2077450393167896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118193692128824,0.0,0.1828791273476232,0.0,0.17391757799443908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224735180271784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358180037682772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267794008384012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960317125517405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944095787567406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329292535684178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221569756793798,0.16439176349843576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23816263618103725,0.19964359577123367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337000977611
lonely,BigThinker2000,2019/03/11,"My poem. Opinions? Miles I've walked


On the path I never wanted to walk on


Looking to the right, but there's no one


Looking to the left, but there's no one


Screaming loudly but no one hears me


Tears falling but no one sees them


Trying my best to push through


But there's no way out


With no one to tell 


With no one to cry to


I just keep following this path


It keeps getting lonely


It keeps getting long


But I keep riding on it


Waiting for it to end


But it never seems to end...


Till I'm dead

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lonely,ghostlyseal,2019/03/11,"Advice for being lonely So people of reddit I need advice because I’m lonely mainly because I don’t have any family or really close friends where I’m stationed. I don’t drink, smoke, or party so it limits me on a lot of things most people my age want to do at 20. I do you typical go to work, workout, play video games but it’s just getting boring and I’m tired of just keeping to myself on the weekends. Any advice would be appreciated. ",0.4273333333333333,2.8589858444444483,3.199444444444445,85.48250000000002,90.55555555555556,4.777777777777779,18.61111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.3184444444444443,346,10,65,4,12,121,63,90,0.11199999999999999,0.764,0.124,0.0101,0,4,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,5,5,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,0,14,16,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,2,0,6,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,10,13,3,8,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,4,2,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6178643819837105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866516193158229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569578751026374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646713044052145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868824171316588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283467818767186,0.0,0.11011477058123477,0.0,0.1197812545572537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733550152799852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918284345615215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627781292948428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922325278652313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350199319164887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400213202750116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24224062843871744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243132545540848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343769827976916,0.0,0.0,0.1497197189039444,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Departedinsomnia914,2019/03/11,“You look lonely” Why do I insist on going through old message threads even though they make me more lonely :( I guess I just wish I had more people to talk to,2.0073958333333337,4.026065781250002,2.5825,95.54583333333336,78.6875,4.266666666666667,20.041666666666664,3.1291,-0.5324708333333334,123,3,26,0,3,38,26,32,0.228,0.6970000000000001,0.075,-0.6682,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,0,4,6,2,3,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22717263807125396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954720498897824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788945434439212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28882744146164524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295861698951457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609127523906948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384483760728421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764502174098126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33792452767395603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103571513456604,0.0,0.39552014036286265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GeneraIMotors,2019/03/11,"Here I was excited about having a new phone But I don’t talk to anyone, and no one calls or texts me.  ",0.29304347826087,1.5667533043478308,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,81.17391304347827,6.339130434782609,15.847826086956525,7.1686216300943375,-0.3904608695652176,78,1,20,1,2,27,22,23,0.102,0.787,0.111,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700902417545809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5404618836332122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5111893248298364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35865901971691305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254213758773704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Throwaway-04715,2019/03/11,"Lonely at 19 I’m gonna be 19 in a few days and I’ve still never been in a relationship, I’m just bored of this I’ve been rejected and ignored so much ",-2.9916666666666667,-1.459172388888886,1.1722222222222245,97.345,106.22222222222223,4.622222222222223,14.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.5318,118,3,31,2,6,44,26,36,0.29,0.71,0.0,-0.8481,0,3,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,2,6,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,18,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35279889372583245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021411608645833,0.0,0.4219149772999529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5873218116008215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43687099797563056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LucrativeThinkin,2019/03/11,"I moved to another country fpr University I feel very alone hwre but I'm too proud to admit it and tell any friends or family from back home or seek any free help here. It started off great, last term I was going out all the time, getting drunk I got off with a few girls had more casual sex than ever before in my life but everything has gone downhill in this second term.

I get along with everyone in my course but I just get invited out a lot less now, I feel isolated and alone, a lot of this is due to the fact that I didn't make an attempt to form any long lasting friendships before we broke up for the first term.

I'm not a bad guy but I feel like a foreigner now more than ever, I can't relate to a lot of people here and when I talk to them I spend most my time asking what everyone is referring to but despite that I manage to have some cool chats and laughs with people here but for some reason I am still on the side lines.

I don't want to worry my family with any of this and I don't want to look weak in front of anyone (friends or psychologists) I've never been in a spot like this before and I don't know where else to turn, I don't understand why this is the situation I'm in because I'm not a nasty human being, nor am I detestable, I get on with everyone here but for some reason just not enough to be taken notice of. 

Any suggestions that don't require me to tell anyone what's going on? Cheers. ",4.331509782207455,4.152097235880401,5.554258028792912,85.02539959394609,69.99667774086379,8.948025101513474,25.692321889996308,8.680891452615391,1.4721515688445916,1112,27,249,17,18,373,156,301,0.065,0.748,0.187,0.992,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,4,15,14,0,0,14,1,19,4,0,3,5,55,45,18,0,2,15,0,3,2,2,0,2,0,1,3,12,15,1,1,9,3,2,5,12,3,0,2,7,5,27,12,44,36,17,40,0,1,1,1,15,16,0,10,21,168,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018626945362048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450180782481509,0.10640096897062608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141901469034831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948614895439908,0.0,0.0,0.07802477281191147,0.08472386982235106,0.06185565075141836,0.0,0.2590325015900244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476582320700797,0.0,0.0,0.10484644920189393,0.0,0.0,0.18357227472316812,0.0,0.2908790600685697,0.09119540168160396,0.0,0.19131525714732747,0.0,0.1539200383152078,0.07249075146159117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631100072166645,0.0,0.0,0.15679215871742475,0.0,0.21205719541149814,0.0,0.1153363748124204,0.0,0.08115545896469728,0.11187190236306696,0.0,0.1004720336666058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801373050876086,0.0,0.10178347412272286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557656915787351,0.16542447123802898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167181864897508,0.09914700338630517,0.0,0.0,0.08979845457728504,0.0852099061306105,0.0,0.0,0.25880050683893724,0.0,0.0,0.06773253914742593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078473894979372,0.0,0.0,0.0782605274398927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552516506364467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069413653592555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865774068933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405741754829693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182154625103708,0.0,0.08103470263976564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155837601880064,0.17737988302225566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833686536960507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037107963847764,0.0,0.10563466921664408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372402725729344,0.11970019995531495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091561603701147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304851106381946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,cyberkinetic1,2019/03/11,"Happy to talk to anyone in need I will talk to anyone at all. I'm not really a lonely person, but I've been there before in a very bad way and I am a veritable font of wisdom. Don't hesitate to message me if you want or need someone to talk to. For those who care, I'm in my twenties.",2.6870312500000004,2.470106140624999,5.584375000000001,83.52312500000002,73.53125,8.275,23.8125,8.07648339933343,1.1147312499999995,219,5,51,3,4,81,46,64,0.07400000000000001,0.688,0.23800000000000002,0.8554,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,10,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,12,8,1,5,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,0,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380556208947847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183991478180896,0.0,0.0,0.205699992049767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464665149202629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257333043463002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584891649285004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21107502379481166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486261848086366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482258711919266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5828960256381494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994579634078974,0.1425824753343156,0.1918792147056809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,rskoer,2019/03/11,And today I’m missing someone I don’t know so so much I hope one day I’ll find them and never let them go.,-3.1442307692307665,-1.5823996538461529,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,103.23076923076924,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.5574307692307694,83,2,22,0,4,30,20,26,0.08900000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.14,0.3054,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417056072737042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425471075923237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21299920574603695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722465128517179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597227949061409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832435107563965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755104259824083,0.0,0.2890576405418279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539643175546225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175544919477919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35525278004627353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,n0bodythrowaway,2019/03/11,"I wish I had someone there for me. I would do anything to have a friend or a lover by my side. There's nothing I want more than someone who is willing to stay with me through thick and thin. Each day I always find myself daydreaming about what it'd be like, to find that perfect person.

​

 I wish I could be able to call them at 3 in the morning when I'm crying my heart out, and we would talk for hours until everything felt okay again. We'd talk about everything and anything, with no hesitance or awkwardness involved at all. And if they had anything they wanted to talk about, I would like to do the same for them too.

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I wish we could just do whatever we wanted together, without any worries about the problems in our lives. We could watch tv together on the couch and cuddle under a blanket, or just goof around and play video games until dawn. I'd love to just do childish stuff like dance in the rain or  laugh our ass off at a stupid joke one of us made until we can barely breathe. 

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I wish I could hold their hand in mine and tell them how much they mean to me, and for them to return those words to me. I would hug them as tightly as I could and just feel content with the world, like we were untouchable and nothing could ever break us apart. And for once in my life, I would feel truly happy. 

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But that's just a dream. And chances are, it's never going to come true. ",5.414666528583262,5.512752707746478,5.135153272576638,88.00106462303232,67.69718309859155,7.949958574979289,28.677713338856677,7.285733465282438,1.378364374482187,1115,34,235,9,17,342,154,284,0.07,0.7140000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.9921,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,11,0,9,1,17,18,1,1,11,1,27,9,4,2,5,73,43,25,0,20,12,0,7,4,2,6,1,0,1,1,8,25,0,2,6,7,0,3,3,3,0,1,5,8,43,15,46,22,5,33,0,0,1,5,32,18,1,5,14,171,51,0,0.07296653028864815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071399842702563,0.3162368203306237,0.3546492835417537,0.049619742725220066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013571182876342,0.06495568175966182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450698557186777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285420494553619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495470225692707,0.0,0.08015030727777467,0.0470573756657366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600240405877802,0.0,0.0,0.13115522502880733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378814022573668,0.0,0.07005931175706633,0.0,0.13338017356734394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637376029970525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04146856067738911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767422829938346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646568971219384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185733434607458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153841821953618,0.14259104406890166,0.0,0.06443078305368145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585514238904837,0.06904269521601307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948194235567825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363879539873537,0.0,0.05627628640251277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002670746032453,0.0,0.0,0.07770697338747719,0.04944400931223438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371155979777311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981911514107313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123648608656462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777726127819214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352922009107905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594319936891598,0.06377596360228642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755395036106615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911265018556947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33563163529548,0.07033713138155137,0.0,0.0,0.07410105338778893,0.0,0.25916664802513856,0.0,0.3546492835417537,0.0
lonely,B6130611,2019/03/11,"Just another sob story Blah blah...same shit as most others I feel but anyway...I’m  just lonely no matter what, around people or not. I have good moments but I feel a dark cloud around me lately and I feel as if I don’t have any strong connections with people anymore. I’m happiest when I feel a strong bond but I’ve kinda lost that with everyone in my life. Guess posting and looking here is a way to cope and feel sone sort of unspoken connection amongst peers. I feel like I’m just on autopilot at this point. ",2.1941747572815515,4.389361087378647,3.3202038834951466,89.60380097087379,78.90291262135922,6.838446601941747,21.9504854368932,7.908726449838941,1.0382279611650491,404,12,83,7,10,130,73,103,0.15,0.677,0.172,0.7529,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,7,8,1,0,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,27,15,11,0,1,9,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,7,9,4,11,14,1,11,0,3,1,0,0,6,2,6,4,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948053993079053,0.19965410191588687,0.0,0.0,0.1888285705070428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33899799893717864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819381849180976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5776407360569339,0.13602391049904167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970096669388625,0.0,0.0,0.2097503233144824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478282882389071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448723938773388,0.09302126714752454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598905296392618,0.0,0.20784731954111102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26400287278085016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999233800503125,0.0,0.18235340053245414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544589915903035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113300470949287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Timetospend13,2019/03/11,"Being lonely sucks, especially in San Diego Seems like people my age are always doing cool things and going to cool places here. It also seems like the people here always have plans on the weekend. Staying home watching Netflix and gyming are my plans every weekend. 

I’ve always been a bit socially awkward, but now I’ve reached another level. I’m afraid now I’m nearing the point of being completely unable to socialize normally. I kinda wish I was at a place where there were more loners or perceived loners like me. Oh well that’s my rant. ",5.124117647058824,7.0697513627451025,5.578578431372549,77.77610294117648,69.68627450980392,7.452941176470588,27.45588235294117,8.07648339933343,2.0262117647058817,437,15,71,6,8,140,74,102,0.12300000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.158,0.4463,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,8,10,1,2,5,2,9,0,0,0,0,10,16,5,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,3,6,6,7,11,2,16,0,1,1,0,2,9,1,4,8,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761180532551773,0.4295514478439399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044021716818925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878660974671949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804219393451256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449842860030323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779666820651864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260963271779134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25220785575090465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860124094056192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23859632855262605,0.0,0.3595726205837993,0.0,0.16267062007030886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133091805130423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508264825338029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341370627639764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432188326453567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472001425519252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788277637581808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Gainesy88,2019/03/11,"Grasping at Nothing I want someone to hold at night as I talk about all the horrible things anxiety makes me think and plan about. Even things I know won't happen, I just like to plan just in case. To talk out the really bad ones, probably more than once because that's how my brain works. 

I can't talk to anyone without feeling like I've burdened them. I cry myself to sleep most nightd. I'm exhausted. I'm numb. Nothing interests me anymore. My emotions seem few and far between but amplified when they do show up. Even my dog rather sleep in other rooms.

I spend money as fast as I get it hoping the next frivolous purchase will give me something, anything to hold onto. I have 2 people in the world and I feel farther away from them each day. When I've inevitably pushed them away I'll have nothing. I don't even contemplate suicide. I just exist, doing the same actions day in and day out like clockwork in hopes that one day I'll find it. That something or someone to keep me going. A shoulder for me to cry on, a hand for me to hold. Anything. I just need something to hold on to.",2.8011540318686627,4.7083434128440365,3.607672621921779,89.63324722356354,75.88073394495413,6.240849830999517,26.61129888942539,7.0608816371341465,1.210601834862385,856,33,173,9,19,272,125,218,0.124,0.799,0.076,-0.1241,0,0,3,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,4,3,14,10,0,0,7,0,8,7,5,2,1,36,25,12,1,5,8,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,8,7,0,5,7,1,3,3,4,4,0,2,0,3,27,6,37,23,6,31,0,0,0,0,8,19,0,5,12,112,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580353161041,0.0,0.11123444669656488,0.07842619476524687,0.0,0.18459934174110992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107595578161064,0.0,0.09365048524370324,0.06837284132655568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520975284054767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464091181079571,0.2893405361025819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616701902798244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22224559281284548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342483377410492,0.08012846986679717,0.0,0.0,0.10251392682723093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859995326980012,0.10759589611260124,0.06374418148085645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918438053876946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280411035079511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969463294859808,0.0,0.0,0.06164123625667405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438988794519824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486892620987391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316661322032473,0.0,0.0,0.11928543240013095,0.1052563268300239,0.0,0.322867048194342,0.0,0.0,0.1194487422043628,0.1520075860486153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777589254667005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092947764884328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718537727412401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210796353546207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244857650119162,0.0,0.19006879480026265,0.2590430861137484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268689269786424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704544128778963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490307391384548,0.07186880415001548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661559831549753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081200503318444,0.0,0.08165518487264997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,solartae__,2019/03/11,"left Religion and never been so lonely My entire life since I was 5 years old I have worn hijab because of my parents and my community. I went to a highschool where almost everyone was muslim so almost all my friends were muslims. At 19 I dug deep into religion and realized that I didn't believe in god. I never told anyone because i was scared of what would happen to me if I did. One time I tried bringing up my doubts to my best friend at the time, thinking she would understand and she ended up yelling at me. She told me I would go to hell If I ever were to bring it up and that she would tell people I become a kafir (Non-Believer). Ever since than I started distancing myself from her and she did the same to me. I ended up getting depressed and became a shut in for two years. I hated going outside since I had to wear a hijab and skirt. In two years i have managed to become the worst version of myself, i can't even recognize who i have become. Nobody checks in on me and they haven't in two years. The only texts i ever get are from my phone company telling me i didn't pay my phone bill. It hurts that someone i considered a friend would treat me the way she did, and it hurts to know my family would hate me and disown me if they knew I wasn't a muslim. Right now I only have myself and my thoughts have driven me crazy. ",3.666310068649885,4.424869822463768,4.996277650648358,85.1147025171625,71.78985507246377,7.5496567505720815,25.395881006864986,7.669130373188453,1.2457565217391309,1045,30,216,12,19,349,134,276,0.147,0.7909999999999999,0.063,-0.9733,1,2,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,2,2,8,15,3,2,11,0,27,2,1,0,6,38,47,17,0,9,3,1,0,0,3,6,1,1,0,0,8,13,0,0,6,0,3,6,7,10,0,4,20,1,56,5,30,21,5,42,1,4,0,0,20,19,1,6,16,165,64,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841806087906641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430451403619786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121228015190286,0.30470647315976146,0.0,0.20722756771916448,0.09651226571195036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920987126974906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162908520993177,0.0,0.0,0.06074243809862749,0.2495645604703756,0.0,0.08787711044966517,0.0,0.0,0.08669702098397147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131572767975131,0.0,0.09609650267586943,0.0,0.10453238551306304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132491203504348,0.0,0.0,0.1815940602688224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19690224013382093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054191082381028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999209373216318,0.0,0.06495805152209623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185914267042732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650246925521404,0.0,0.06231829798660106,0.13988802722422414,0.0,0.0,0.10211696020228801,0.0,0.0,0.06375739546053909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853815436208865,0.0,0.0,0.0920736495200582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22822478411788494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779221886237223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509375358006488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607640464207455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589278689226594,0.0,0.07301044577145645,0.10725180890539733,0.0,0.0,0.17575422089933035,0.0,0.06243863301042469,0.0,0.2695112024578105,0.09573947494064997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729980446568959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525306996324926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919785136636837,0.0,0.0,0.2368914286784145
lonely,the8thguest,2019/03/11,"Anxious and Lonely 26 F here and I guess the title really best describes it. However, I do have a question in regards to anxiety and loneliness. When I was in my past relationships I never had an issue with loneliness for the most part and my anxiety was definitely manageable. But now that I'm single (and I've noticed this before) I find that my anxiety and even my depression have skyrocketed. Whenever I'm not in a relationship my mental health seems to be out of wack. Does this happen to anyone else? ",4.440312500000001,6.5392107395833365,6.544166666666667,69.51750000000001,71.8125,10.633333333333336,30.75,10.686352973137794,4.068899999999998,405,18,68,14,8,142,66,96,0.187,0.742,0.071,-0.8275,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,1,16,12,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,10,1,10,8,4,8,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,4,4,54,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211550481653708,0.2073146099100533,0.0,0.1283147954941015,0.18802817455932674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615390356854353,0.0,0.1925829286343756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805730881304256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059125901355928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329945974028789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120694230036592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772525551580625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215748452384624,0.0,0.16227771273535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506306049459574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153726516324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849354032233476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153459639301486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208927899483906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987239684956523,0.1751815192329294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557373762358386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756151350157686,0.0,0.0,0.39404316049505583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670610501834252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,virtuoso_tea,2019/03/11,"What even are relationships. 18F here. When did y'all get your first bf/gf? It's a fun time when all of your friends have been in a relationship, or are currently in one and ur not :/ I don't find it particularly hard to connect to people, but relationships seem like a good idea that I haven't really been a part of. Focusing on urself is good, but being around people who have found someone makes it difficult to not think about these sorts of things. Anyone else? 

Also, I've just spent half an hour talking to some guy over the internet, thinking we were hitting it off, only for a quick ""bye"" at the end. what gives",4.07195810564663,5.39134530327869,4.88191256830601,84.20561930783244,71.37704918032787,8.373041894353369,25.030965391621127,8.841846274778883,1.6001774134790527,485,14,101,9,9,157,92,122,0.037000000000000005,0.825,0.138,0.9087,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,3,0,1,9,6,0,0,8,0,12,0,0,1,1,19,21,7,0,0,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,6,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,6,1,6,5,16,13,3,15,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,4,10,71,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236817145320925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573708266602993,0.16959721829986374,0.0,0.14734999313676492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827269237579876,0.0,0.14660368127947068,0.0,0.0,0.10932595767071172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128443830708682,0.14079323481928566,0.0,0.18148672420383372,0.12788216470408498,0.0,0.08647860139221937,0.15878413022823262,0.0,0.2776646047475895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389315974229718,0.0,0.0,0.14827552261347562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630061826138154,0.0,0.0,0.18685459693656967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808658642159181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104874605711312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216223485681737,0.12588721346781484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924458579338273,0.0,0.22950472636597125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603786222845248,0.0,0.0,0.5331272087281985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068533991656227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402465584482156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304060305504115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996570104590987,0.21212008951644235,0.0,0.0,0.09651741918442744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,grapefruitgremlin,2019/03/11,"I'm struggling with being alone I'm a student at university and I live in a house with 6 other students/ friends. My parents live 2 hours away so I don't get to see them much.

My boyfriend broke up with me at the beginning of December and I'm still struggling with it. Everyone else in my house is in a relationship and it seems that their partners are here most of the time and as I am not in a relationship anymore I spend most of my time alone in my room. 

There is no living room in our house and the kitchen is cold and has nowhere comfortable to sit which means that I don't often get the chance to spend time with the people I live with as everyone prefers to go to their rooms. The most interaction I usually get is when someone comes into the kitchen while I'm getting a drink or cooking.

I also have no one who texts me or phones me so I find myself going a long time without communicating with another person. I haven't spoken to anyone properly in the last 3 days and I feel so lonely. It feels like everyone in my life has someone else that they hold a more important relationship with than they do with me. All of my friends are in relationships, my parents have my younger brother still living with them, and I don't have anyone. 

I feel like I'm disappearing and no one is noticing. I don't like being in my own company but I'm stuck with myself, alone, most of the time and I don't know what to do.",4.064584775086502,4.958944688581318,5.07110553633218,84.44229844290658,70.97231833910034,8.409757785467127,28.98287197231834,8.697196308434329,2.005157647058823,1121,42,238,19,20,368,130,289,0.084,0.87,0.046,-0.795,2,5,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,6,0,10,10,0,2,16,0,23,5,0,0,1,43,45,21,0,1,5,3,3,3,3,0,1,0,5,2,10,23,4,1,8,2,2,4,11,4,0,2,1,5,38,6,42,42,8,38,0,2,1,0,21,18,0,8,18,167,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727342080840789,0.0,0.07019593231186326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920427520060112,0.0,0.0,0.08705206214171124,0.12275265770622212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247019996429697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561286411432032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566094655858432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598889691386973,0.0,0.0,0.14665429684539674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251626554237718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314938813492885,0.1254170582102617,0.0,0.0,0.08022738453402614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563393191747314,0.0,0.18344126033043148,0.0,0.09977237469578563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644352215154202,0.3038516360927901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048240422714968235,0.07155068101913095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200010670531213,0.12865150289201085,0.0,0.38754734452839945,0.07768065427545018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561583528245636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452683557535706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993568875619976,0.0,0.0,0.11896111519134495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949338774981672,0.0,0.0,0.06085412399510722,0.07664425184718747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769623371604957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994759913209057,0.07990967771970882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874781173936105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019904350705498,0.0,0.0,0.1835289803098008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559199144932185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667492454994063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846147359902616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Orange2010,2019/03/11,"Friends might have forgotten my birthday Hi all, 

Just felt like venting a little bit. My birthday was last a Friday and I’m a minimalist at heart. Don’t really want/need birthday presents, nor do I really desire big (or small)  parties. 

All that I really look forward to is the kind gesture of friends, family or strangers saying “happy birthday”. That’s all that I really want. 

I don’t see my friends a whole bunch now that our lives are getting into full swing, (were all in our mid 20’s) but I still keep relative contact with them via social media. 

That said, I was looking forward to what is my usual, annually guaranteed text from them and the chance to check in with them as well. But not one of them messaged me. I get that we’re all busy, but it seems like in today’s Facebook world, everyone knows when everybody’s birthday is. 

I guess this is just part of a natural process of getting older, but it still hurt a little that my closest friends either didn’t remember or care to send a two word message to me. 



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lonely,amiacheater94,2019/04/27,"Waking up to 0 notifications sucks I'm sure most of you on here can relate, but waking up every morning to 0 notifications is such a soul crushing and sinking feeling that makes me want to go right back to sleep. Fuck",8.379069767441859,6.615928883720933,8.985697674418606,68.93343023255818,62.48837209302327,10.460465116279073,35.45348837209303,8.841846274778883,2.920032558139535,174,6,33,2,2,59,36,43,0.205,0.693,0.102,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,2,4,3,1,1,7,9,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,8,9,1,6,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,1,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31014237480047896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398300436372918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394004148543785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728799017400783,0.0,0.0,0.2292265385471354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692315502550511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444488362135849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40362974056103457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801417199131597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23789947051640825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,AkiraKojin,2019/04/27,"CANT EVEN CRY ANY MORE Hi this is my first post,

i just feel l dont know encouraged maybe because of all the post l read here and that l am not alone.

So foe as long as l can rebember l was always alone. In kinder garden primary school, l mean l always had someone l cound talk to but not on personal level realy. Now in college still the same. l do have people l can sit with but if they go for lunch on break they just get up and dont even look at me. So there l am sitting and on my phone listening to yt or podcast just so l can feel like someone is talking to me. And l tried everything l asked many people where is the problem, but they just say its not me and that l am nice and whatever...but pretty much end up saying l am weird and unuproachable. l dont know l am tired of trying l do always text and ask them how was their day or if they have problems with homework...they never ask me. l often offer my snacks. l just cant do it any more. 2 weeks back l broke up with my bf because he just thought l would never leave him because he knew l dont have any one else plus l he is dick. ln short he discouragedme from college, he is homofobic sorry if you got so far l am jus rambling now...

The point is l just cant feel anything from the day we broke up l didnt cry or felt happy realy. For two weeks l am just drifing it feels like and it does for some time now. Plus my friend from secondary school (we text mostly) she just wrote me ....she wants to end this relationship because she does not have energy for me. 

The worst is l dont even care my first tought was whatever. l am just so numb nothing else ...

sorry for  grammer eng is not my first language",1.152480633802817,2.7990149408450726,2.8300836267605654,94.5314634683099,79.8732394366197,5.902288732394368,20.67121478873239,6.770275591412753,0.15807218309859114,1284,34,301,13,32,424,169,355,0.113,0.7759999999999999,0.111,-0.408,0,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,2,1,6,3,28,15,1,0,6,0,40,5,1,1,3,63,61,28,0,7,24,0,5,2,2,1,2,3,1,1,8,16,2,0,10,2,0,1,16,8,0,5,10,9,27,7,31,50,8,39,0,2,1,1,35,15,1,9,20,178,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666301857528926,0.0,0.0,0.20080603711447093,0.0,0.0,0.16411279371209697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619805677672537,0.0,0.2256111352744549,0.0,0.0,0.06185600239622172,0.0,0.19615017862713874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201739864926885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672657591260266,0.10375866487968824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079310756077226,0.0,0.4713952771631501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344002622359431,0.0,0.14249793556608367,0.0,0.0,0.1593963037206795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229733303472728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626983826756887,0.11493754956317052,0.07723827080731085,0.0,0.0,0.20527532250544345,0.0,0.0,0.06215036453046356,0.0,0.042028351749033264,0.0,0.04571783306544579,0.0,0.06433792862541253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563348582326823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841916810796785,0.0,0.0,0.08517793622386112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860115522316831,0.0,0.0,0.0711898698494073,0.0675521884633059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155697263689843,0.08081619883622268,0.08762643585832472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05913514850319085,0.0,0.12408580501787905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718760347360802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054510523801604004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153863744889964,0.07024006639231994,0.0,0.0,0.0760450063321403,0.0,0.15408506441857733,0.08183984882134994,0.0,0.15394692261586782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046516037305293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086366097102587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794362696490802,0.0,0.1628260132232158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631884871309402,0.0,0.0,0.18009958101146564,0.0,0.0,0.06424219616436024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931470148877436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386306703765228,0.046907188345867185,0.09245784453974316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923156443027904,0.0,0.07858150436828959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744759637501848,0.0,0.12905367237866436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714467710959108,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CKLUM,2019/04/27,"soo where do i start. im 19y old male lost in my mind. everything began on 2015 febuary 26th when me and my classmates were on a trip . there was this new girl i didnt care much about her and none of my classmates did. one night when we all got to drink she joined us but she was really silent and i wasnt sociably active enough ( i wanted to talk to her but couldnt bc of my low confidence). i drank couple of shots and finally got to talk to her. she seemed really interesting person we talked for like 5 hours when everyone was asleep it was helluva night! after that we talked all day texting meeting her before school in cafes, smokes, coffee. we had same taste in music (music is really important to me). 6 months passed after this and i wanted to tell her how i felt about her, but SAME EXACT DAY she asked me:""heyy im really nervous to ask you this but do you love me?"" i looked in her eyes, saw confusion and i saw in her eyes that she liked me only as her friend (eyes never lie)
and afraid to lose her i told her: ""no what are you talking about"" (smile on my face like everything's ok:)). i was broken that day on that day i lost my self thinking about her depression, stress, anxiety EVERYTHING fell down on my head. i became anti social didnt want to hang out with anyone spent 2016 summer alone when eveyone invited me somewhere. sfter that i was kinda allright. (THIS IS SO LONG SORRY HAD TO GET IT OUT). i thought i was better man but self esteem was really low. i got to know interesting people but i felt like i was chasing them because i wanted to be loved, i wanted to return the love i gave.  2019 january 4 met 1 girl thought everything would work out nothing did. now i am sitting home alone wanting to get this out. im still lost after those things that happened to me . i dont know the method to find my true self im wearing masks when i socialize, deep down im different person but i cant find thst person. and im still in constant need to be loved i cant do this anymore.",1.30933946631621,3.552500953316958,2.829650877092739,91.633803782641,82.46437346437347,6.1447688703502665,19.784526598480085,7.397020576406223,0.5196067538997773,1556,42,332,24,43,508,202,407,0.13699999999999998,0.732,0.131,0.7717,1,2,3,0,0,0,48.0,5,3,1,6,16,26,0,4,3,1,31,14,7,1,5,54,72,23,0,9,7,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,1,10,17,17,3,0,10,1,1,4,10,11,0,1,35,9,67,15,48,33,7,55,0,7,6,4,55,21,0,3,33,203,84,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965958306422888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051578334557283716,0.0,0.06686540050658822,0.04714365989063592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260626216260889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041100374522874634,0.0,0.057371922638250875,0.0,0.0,0.05963007668198157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874214085289583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286020332617547,0.0,0.0,0.0746021573164918,0.0,0.1739287730002036,0.0,0.058071245651900076,0.0,0.0,0.07044258108924893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901913758253049,0.06604877460462423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966587979017548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442547104669508,0.2423814230936349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947311615613175,0.07385849220655143,0.12324661970054206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052090765898121213,0.0,0.07045136576695972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177275887514725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962184849819081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919534771457321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676306668164396,0.0,0.06639797596584959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369698160654463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410772602244661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175769464859832,0.0,0.0,0.0596671455213351,0.05661825576940966,0.07542897987028918,0.22080018232440402,0.0,0.24340720130342586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807790968614033,0.0,0.0538163161560048,0.0,0.04956358985666872,0.049993226620915626,0.0520006975767455,0.06511745771854931,0.0,0.1265436500716507,0.0,0.06469409171059504,0.0,0.07074899262302795,0.0,0.0456875024915021,0.051278154240606826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04674255007062877,0.17661322903347118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159641835302428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823557513309134,0.0,0.061379276649214665,0.21101036972664686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745831317200596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547441743659873,0.04772227620064119,0.0,0.10768803132405083,0.0,0.07723270505304111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709598685915756,0.058930587072283186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044792779378266936,0.04320187240674913,0.0,0.10705250402718926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442547104669508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110144808366793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386066425069636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04908467477564083,0.0,0.0,0.04789529426139364,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,knights_who_say_knee,2019/04/27,"My loneliness finally caught up with me Hey everyone, I (18M) needed someplace to vent and maybe get advice because the one friend I have who I can talk about this with is gone all day. I’ve been a lurker for a long time, and I’m not sure if this is the right spot to post this, but I just needed to get this out of my system.

Anyways, as the title said, I’ve been facing loneliness for several years now, but I was doing a pretty good job of ignoring it and I didn’t realize how lonely I felt. That all changed yesterday, when I went to prom with the girl I have a huge crush on after she asked me to go with her. The whole night was somewhat of a struggle for me because I believe I have social anxiety, and I was extremely nervous about messing up my chance with her or making a fool of myself in front if everyone. Even with my anxieties, I think I managed to be much more outgoing and fun than my usual quiet and boring self, so not everything yesterday was so negative. After it was done and on the bus ride back, I fell asleep on her shoulder, and I think it was this little thing that finally brought back my loneliness. I’ve never had a girlfriend and I hardly have any friends who are girls, so this was kinda a big deal for me. I drove her home in awkward silence, but I think that was mostly because it was like 3 in the morning and we were exhausted. After I woke up this morning, I couldn’t stop thinking about what happened. It was just so nice to just have someone there, and it was nice to share some physical contact with her, even if it was minuscule. I finally realize what I have been missing, so now I’m laying in my room regretting my past inactions and feeling sorry for myself. I really want to date this girl, but I don’t think she’s into me. We also graduate in a few weeks, and she is going away for most of the summer. I don’t know how to deal with this situation, and I don’t want to be alone anymore.

TL;DR: Went to prom with the girl I have a huge crush on and I am now being hit with a huge wave of loneliness

Thank you for taking the time to read this, and sorry if I rambled on, I don’t know who else to turn to and I feel so lost.",4.9221877676888806,4.6040936815144775,6.0723942093541226,82.28490448860717,68.75501113585746,9.491211238649992,29.74139112557821,9.162432508145574,2.25800558506082,1689,56,360,29,26,568,209,449,0.15,0.7290000000000001,0.121,-0.8636,1,3,0,0,0,0,43.0,2,1,0,1,25,22,0,3,21,0,41,4,3,4,4,78,78,37,0,10,14,0,4,1,3,0,1,2,2,5,26,31,0,2,12,1,0,11,10,12,0,1,29,6,58,10,62,44,10,63,0,4,0,0,31,23,0,10,28,271,84,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585950457493432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159917405886013,0.0,0.07844834128374181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670949891543165,0.0,0.15008826678056422,0.0,0.09728611979974136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170769349221776,0.0,0.0921656024710169,0.15086147148293394,0.0,0.17939753277568335,0.0,0.0,0.11052201653979872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377389107393677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326461562528374,0.20226792984150704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003875529381435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194767097430895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295846266419958,0.0,0.0,0.18747226658086014,0.08816348958380876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920184164636194,0.0,0.09418875078726394,0.32238225150510463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157939541917742,0.0,0.10250353633019106,0.0,0.1115018640403695,0.08227932529593793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674708072832843,0.0,0.087875874345812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839954751175473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973463912926838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782337438023402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047925364871097664,0.09831922296710084,0.0,0.08681298583899552,0.0,0.0,0.1070847445099812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548068103760094,0.0,0.09855188020390597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211277138803683,0.1454757467201233,0.07565865239411712,0.0,0.0,0.09205763075893164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647324037640835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364493210348164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939500559817503,0.09980017735420173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812380388916396,0.0,0.06284361500027623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377452180663007,0.0933129558125227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233683366228462,0.11082197856312127,0.0,0.0,0.11026542740700322,0.0,0.09999780021810026,0.08311748783887214,0.0,0.0,0.21962369658816794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820136996725478,0.0,0.10255255260971274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245550414554968,0.0,0.07375692919405452,0.0788468596224886,0.0,0.09031477481161608,0.0,0.0,0.06517145889716308,0.31428380767135483,0.0,0.0,0.11440259930888938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670164669084994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804026992589742,0.0,0.11572060802786108,0.0,0.07868770273340114,0.0,0.0,0.1818742807678184,0.0,0.10952208460767693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317141750660761
lonely,LeviathanStorm0,2019/04/27,24m If anyone needs someone to talk to You can shoot me a message though warning I may not respond right away.,2.3408695652173925,4.12321026086957,3.2602173913043515,92.17119565217396,76.82608695652173,4.6000000000000005,28.89130434782609,3.1291,0.7443217391304344,88,4,18,0,2,28,22,23,0.21100000000000002,0.789,0.0,-0.5859,0,0,0,1,0,1,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133298400635485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210153172677453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322688509490036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826846017576177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796832503100613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601748887820312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402670770602452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,kingharris592,2019/04/27,"HMU for simple chat I’m just bored Sc: trentharris592
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lonely,BudgetMenu,2019/04/27,"Watching Endgame alone isn't the problem, nobody wanted to join is. So I've broke up with my girlfriend for about 2 weeks or so. I've already bought tickets for end game. The problem is after calling everyone, nobody wanted to join. Just lonely.",3.238695652173909,6.036465478260872,3.6458260869565247,85.31004347826091,79.0,4.5495652173913035,28.76521739130435,5.6839178017228535,1.3467182608695651,196,9,32,1,5,61,34,46,0.147,0.68,0.17300000000000001,0.0869,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,8,5,0,4,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,1,3,18,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316208657949225,0.3369167237846334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117552263228634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704136754231774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917363963209478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5842800879783777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36015901212306384,0.0,0.24490093653735254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,altaccountether,2019/04/27,"Forgotten? Yesterday my main group of friends (some of whom are who I would consider my closest confidants) went to go watch Endgame, which I only found out about thanks to the several snaps I received showing them enjoying themselves.

Now the same group plus a few extras are having a house party, with the same snapchat envy situation. I'm not sure if im being excluded or just forgotten about and im not entirely sure what hurts more.

This rather strays from the norm as I hang out with all of them several times a week, at other parties and over discord. If anyone has been through a similar situation I'd love to hear your input.",4.5089999999999995,6.624958566666668,5.118333333333332,79.74000000000002,71.66666666666666,9.133333333333336,31.16666666666667,9.642632912329526,3.2065666666666672,508,23,92,13,10,163,87,120,0.139,0.716,0.145,0.5736,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,0,5,7,0,0,8,0,7,1,0,0,3,22,14,7,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,3,2,9,6,18,9,8,13,0,1,1,1,11,5,0,4,4,66,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911901206954302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247085889105948,0.1426683512971637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494689641167028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081259604072113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307358391055398,0.19768303284313346,0.0,0.3989303551843189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666634359520384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044273676791727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172279200709833,0.0,0.0,0.4151325894850204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480809329874087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001070606615826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076771033581014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812362571166907,0.0,0.0,0.17118226200036196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117761947539328,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DarkJoffery,2019/04/27,"Gone downhill I used to date beautiful girls and feel somewhat ""cool"" and ""desirable"". I haven't dated for around 2 years and feel like women don't find me attractive anymore. I'm not a party animal and often keep to myself. I get quite lonely, but can't get the motivation to pursue a relationship. I feel old and am only 28.",3.883593750000003,5.498966421875,5.811375000000003,76.19612500000002,72.28125,8.870000000000003,25.3,9.3871,2.29906625,257,8,47,6,5,89,48,64,0.132,0.797,0.071,-0.3782,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,2,0,18,13,6,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,4,6,3,5,12,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,5,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27864434689687306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25012071997249463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42619696057490986,0.20072329945404385,0.0,0.0,0.2567992832879325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29358793416922696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497368999628733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726657021361496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29482821748914706,0.0,0.0,0.21368850990495727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988436125096581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016540379934197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24266578305361103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809339133877675
lonely,Chilateloff,2019/04/27,"Now that I thinking about it It's not that ""I am alone"" because ""I"" never truly are alone, always there is someone for Me but I rather choose not to make that call, not to send that msg, not to go and see that person or be the first one who start conversation. 

  
I am more like -Hey I'm here if you need someone to talk to. But I am the one who don't really want to talk to no one about this that I feel. 

  
How to ask for help with out asking for it directly? I'd responded my self that I'll try to start creating my own motivation, my own inertia that drag my self to the ultimate point of my plan, but precisely this is my hardest obstacle, the beggining.

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Have anyone feel something similar?  


ps. my motherlangue is spanish, sorry for mistakes.",3.668367224880385,4.765067427631577,5.014880382775122,83.72007177033494,72.09210526315789,8.948325358851674,27.63397129186603,9.339509955726095,2.2361236842105265,587,21,123,13,11,196,92,152,0.122,0.7959999999999999,0.081,-0.3983,0,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,3,7,2,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,3,2,25,23,7,0,5,10,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,15,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,7,1,0,4,0,3,16,1,19,22,3,9,0,0,1,0,16,2,0,2,6,88,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32521341431294865,0.0,0.0,0.13063822870104064,0.17011158517132194,0.19077459651942727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097794384019542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935513245618617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570695282670172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031658057674786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876984201296465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354580825106804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922784619739851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523512109717346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670323940278294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480004413932673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641498252527195,0.12108960971057052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191658248727449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370880774680888,0.0,0.0,0.1484176233674746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100579491867562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511025494312691,0.0,0.32757462246697794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660545448286282,0.12086779848917673,0.0,0.17575086828484046,0.22225362615981087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25238449685455033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060053253667378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659404194566596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260383854426917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077459651942727,0.0
lonely,dxzenim,2019/04/27,"Exciting times ahead Hello guys, 

I've been lonely, depressed since childhood, with some traumatic memories. 

Everyday is a challenge to go by. Where I try to find a way to not kill myself.

Not afraid to die at all. If someone would be pointing a gun at me , I'd be pretty numb. I wouldn't care if they shoot me.

But I've found a way and reason to not kill myself. 

I want to try testosterone replacement therapy before I die. Because I think low testosterone is a big factor in my depression. 

The only thing I look forward to. Once I try it and if even that doesn't fix me. I'd happily frame the routes to kill myself.

Very excited and glad and can't wait to know what's going to happen. 

Thanks all.",0.9557822277847308,3.4007200141843974,2.7085356695869858,90.41647058823533,86.44680851063829,5.870838548185233,21.060075093867333,7.285733465282438,0.8283722152690864,546,18,111,9,17,180,90,141,0.162,0.607,0.231,0.9233,0,2,0,2,0,4,18.0,0,0,1,2,2,15,3,1,7,0,9,1,0,1,2,24,20,8,5,6,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,5,0,0,3,6,9,0,0,2,1,15,6,16,14,3,16,0,4,1,0,3,8,0,4,5,67,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126622459943133,0.0,0.12739832271576054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526466787555524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25790243568147303,0.0,0.3107656636053922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988868084478883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683882209455409,0.0,0.0,0.16415719847828164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017548696427198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824358129265672,0.13239443871833034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4969197476242138,0.0,0.08228066588485047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572475330128888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944394766447725,0.0,0.1138666884741609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153116099409047,0.0,0.0,0.15231623189925378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539342323201217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384762732924665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685491036370433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783949636995144,0.17121468326284184,0.0,0.09946546498972783,0.09593274601417356,0.0,0.0,0.08730131202255109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30494448373431565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353238197656242,0.08830709240794879,0.2376771129053501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635481389307974,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Furters_44,2019/04/27,"Another night alone. Just having another night alone, thinking about all my friends who are in relationships or married. This is me every night. I’m genuinely happy for my friends when they find love and happiness with someone, but it also reminds me of how lonely I am and how that will never happen for me. I was one of the groomsmen at my best friend’s wedding. I was genuinely ecstatic and happy for the married couple, but I spent the entire reception sad and depressed that I’ll never have anything like that.",6.881875000000001,7.7068484375,6.997916666666665,73.38875,64.625,9.733333333333334,35.79166666666667,9.725611199111238,3.663429166666667,414,19,68,8,6,133,65,96,0.147,0.629,0.22399999999999998,0.8789,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,6,12,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,2,3,16,13,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,11,9,9,9,2,8,0,3,0,1,8,2,0,1,7,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30854559110601243,0.0,0.1191195206894868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31238529472581417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257754179386153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631942522178568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481623546315993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282950043441539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550128686514786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614246975745695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452475469830617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172070318473694,0.4756971442315631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277204844479057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443799766158274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297670610166878,0.0,0.0,0.4193534498894371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009359841487922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992227555669267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620936466291652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544455859141897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gptt916,2019/04/27,"I keep telling my self I am doing just fine, but once in a while I realize I am not. I moved to a city far from home city for a job, I have no friends here, I am doing okay with my co workers but I don’t have any close to me.

On regular days I don’t think about it much and focus on my career, but on weekends when I have a drink or two the reality sets in. I am alone, I have no one.

When I feel happy, there is no one to share it with. When I feel sad, there is no one to share it with. When I watch a movie, there is no one to discuss it with.

I keep telling my self I am doing just fine and I don’t need anyone in my life telling me everything is okay, but I have no one with me.",0.4161181434599151,1.0057551898734192,2.7639873417721548,98.69741561181436,79.37974683544303,6.279324894514768,20.12869198312236,6.42735559955562,-0.2609383966244732,512,11,144,4,12,177,70,158,0.145,0.7120000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.09,1,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,11,9,0,0,6,2,20,2,0,0,0,23,26,12,0,1,8,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,4,8,1,2,4,2,0,1,10,1,0,6,0,3,27,8,19,26,1,17,0,1,1,0,9,8,0,1,7,108,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636823816664009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747301602987608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050565041170482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019231018035308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481960487394902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203668567953565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982013492513875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210176255660432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823713958687944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852759080786655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683089278053375,0.2809474637783372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162873774126576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797212886849952,0.1161780130468414,0.11718508993022345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830806323912578,0.5354619465503829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32974159133098346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144033069562187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126602432620127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438268560781512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Dragondave17,2019/04/27,"*vent* Where are the nice women? Besides married, engaged, etc.  


I don't want any more liars, any more serial cheats. I know it's my fault too because I give them a chance but I'm really losing hope. I've spent three quarters of my adult life with the wrong people now.  


What happened to dating in the last 25 years?",0.8241666666666667,3.3081683015873016,1.903472222222224,95.44187500000002,88.20634920634922,4.419841269841268,17.398809523809526,5.985473137389443,-0.3559190476190479,245,6,51,2,8,77,54,63,0.22399999999999998,0.6409999999999999,0.136,-0.7334,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,3,8,2,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,9,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,6,3,4,8,3,6,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39728195764498414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806410425436614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32577357133335794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28021311519337033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583069173958792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901255349643947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605329149150536,0.23810403685775106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632194525442746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326790057057715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250838114039726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871295302671056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229071738141027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193702580681252,0.0,0.1881056283007706
lonely,cappyhat,2019/04/27,"Moving away and starting over I (23, F) constantly feel like the answer to living a happier life is moving away to a place where no one knows me and starting over. I am plagued here where I currently live with people’s thoughts and perceptions of me. I’m tired of it. I’m tired of letting them get to me and letting the way other people see me control me. In fact, I’ve developed social anxiety because of it and I hate even going out because I fear running into someone I know. I know it’s ridiculous... to care so much but I can’t help it. 
I feel like I’ve outgrown this area and I’m ready to move on.

Does anyone ever feel this way?",1.803863636363637,3.6479731742424266,3.628787878787879,88.63818181818182,78.62121212121212,6.218181818181819,25.393939393939394,7.1686216300943375,1.1590484848484852,497,19,103,6,12,167,79,132,0.08800000000000001,0.787,0.125,0.7783,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,6,6,2,1,4,0,5,3,0,1,2,22,22,8,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,9,0,0,5,2,3,0,1,1,4,15,3,18,19,1,24,0,0,1,0,3,12,0,0,7,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071873190592226,0.0,0.0,0.092058994970368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473958239466655,0.0,0.0,0.16051614067549722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342350681663146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227654592588526,0.1476667010478858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521562925682967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695949090388412,0.11909305259758105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815291553043733,0.1997121542077972,0.18811435201034502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878636429417674,0.0,0.07482481204018307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998594990956466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824821501016444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170689375726933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692603811129544,0.09299460586843644,0.128643819519959,0.0,0.2325145195705916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197978648799297,0.09678447282016696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921550791412544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255146892865232,0.0,0.13755557445557992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491513254403524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420971335586174,0.11155419612615833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863777566239386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452249520578512,0.0,0.3026451769673038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900948328862354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EtranHarborage,2019/04/27,"Does anyone have advice? I feel as though I am going to die alone. 

 I find it almost impossible to form meaningful connections with anyone. I just wake up, go to work, come home, go to bed and repeat.  

I've seen tons of posts and comments on all sorts of subs on how to make and maintain friendships, but nothing has worked for me. I'm coming to realize that I might just not be a very likeable person. I never seem to have anything meaningful to contribute to a conversation or activity. In any social situation, I feel trapped and words get caught in my throat. I resort to just repeating things I've heard or seen in a futile attempt at small talk. My 'personality' is either nonexistent or consists entirely of unfunny jokes/memes and useless pop culture trivia. Which I already know is super cringey and annoying to 99% of people but I have nothing else to fall back on.  

Sigh.  

If I could afford to live alone in a cabin in the middle of bumfuck nowhere, I would. I feel like it be better to have real solitude rather than be stuck feeling alone around other people...",4.965533661740559,6.517150413793104,5.7894778325123175,77.65925779967161,69.49261083743842,8.368998357963875,29.789490968801307,8.841846274778883,2.5097437766830857,846,33,150,15,15,277,133,203,0.155,0.76,0.086,-0.9419,1,4,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,5,8,6,1,0,5,0,14,2,2,2,2,43,33,15,1,4,12,0,4,1,0,2,0,1,2,2,6,10,0,0,10,0,0,7,2,2,1,0,5,7,16,3,34,22,4,25,0,1,2,0,8,13,0,8,5,100,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977052334877118,0.0,0.0,0.13297991493269834,0.4126219318955896,0.1465479897119822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903084845365818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571355285379101,0.0,0.10928300076215204,0.11822006442556646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102114924306761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174507179040042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287907064257325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602991251995048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782532771495018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621408565484742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093727426095726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685904744593581,0.09487227365961054,0.0,0.0,0.12137670089098247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938246558676096,0.0,0.22641972720980225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320912552704406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298335091861202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487932217656589,0.0,0.11726474293317575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886449631172554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087970557483684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242346818486116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25485016751128464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413345640114226,0.2319114971901815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718559299320722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115535751169085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089603951586232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492726494397548,0.0,0.13537277211655802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673952763462263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882263513252001,0.0,0.1304752255144753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957382377319178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335981475353706,0.0,0.0,0.09433723731775824,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,yxsxf,2019/04/27,"WHY AM I TREATED LIKE THIS i am a person who cares greatly about those around me. i am someone who will be one of the nicest and compassionate people you will ever meet. i always try to avoid arguments at all costs and i always try to be helpful to everyone and anyone. i do have friends but i’m not in one distinct group, everyone has their friend group and i’m basically by myself. i’m always left out of everything and i feel like i’m perceived as a joke by my ‘friends’. i don’t know what to do anymore. i’m never invited to anything and here i am on reddit complaining about my loneliness while my friends are out having fun with themselves. i’m a senior in high school and i cannot wait to go to college and have a fresh start. my social media is dry and i have nothing to do except reflect on the loneliness of my sad life. i always try to everything to help out everyone and i show everyone the utmost forms of respect and i get nothing but fake conversations and sheer smiles.",1.8167384541756384,4.182666361809044,3.582096195262025,86.25887772194305,81.36180904522612,6.604546542234986,25.054079923426656,7.793537801064563,1.5606250777698016,782,31,154,14,21,261,108,199,0.079,0.6940000000000001,0.22699999999999998,0.9851,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,5,17,0,1,7,0,20,1,0,0,4,31,33,16,0,0,4,0,1,2,4,2,1,0,0,1,5,17,0,2,4,2,1,1,4,4,0,2,0,1,23,13,30,29,2,17,0,1,0,0,18,11,0,0,7,108,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40571945780416624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089120928480625,0.08523472545010849,0.0,0.10031262041127748,0.10851609458939496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242843155589002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026476711414802,0.0,0.4659194767141696,0.2191102059059281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163587685784356,0.08708478270910852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767159478166976,0.0,0.06368727876306365,0.0,0.06927810056099164,0.0,0.0,0.13439425184748174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634128719366236,0.1287931529737309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699258920402303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244379165252074,0.0,0.08610098016047832,0.11910754230117772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401614536185808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339310591493548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520404823885226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450952750275009,0.10643764274592747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336845560763353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426084028298084,0.1032847608501613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628085132236073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482845794835417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999502973888567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,NeoFeatherman,2019/04/27,"I feel like I can't connect with people anymore. It's hard to explain. I just feel like I can't form relationships anymore. When I wanna talk, it's such a struggle just to speak. I sometimes go on for hours and even days without saying a word to anyone. 

I have friends, but I feel like I'm slowly losing connection with them. Like, I'm outgrowing with them or something.

And when I do find someone that i feel like I can connect too; I think they're just being nice. And sadly, I'm right most of the time. 

I just don't understand anymore. Should I just put on a fake persona? Am I coming off as weird or creepy? Is it the way I look? So many questions go through my head where I think of this.",1.3753571428571445,3.3720961388888924,2.7617063492063494,93.58250000000002,80.66666666666667,5.2253968253968255,23.48015873015873,6.1826913282559595,0.41400753968253934,540,19,118,4,14,175,86,144,0.11699999999999999,0.741,0.142,0.5252,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,12,12,0,1,5,0,10,1,1,0,0,30,25,10,0,2,9,0,5,5,1,1,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,0,10,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,0,8,20,7,16,23,2,15,0,2,1,0,9,5,0,4,10,76,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141558256580668,0.09733395367721176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199110333027276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977440006571655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194224923003999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28154081807642106,0.3977865200567795,0.0,0.0,0.1272289932584154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075478697814316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822451225693934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469851941205372,0.0,0.14286240789859855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708688574270655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34003770011951784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689543614408406,0.1557325173659747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112996342316886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650581252884484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993743357637414,0.15593918517389524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494518951721782,0.0,0.11887857630445807,0.0,0.11069978942312853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794622526280102,0.1071652476134608,0.13767529733896802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455251690814885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188607485739288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839128558801468,0.0,0.0,0.08117037160034148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491520165611044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049283870121054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418669619351406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,EcstaticTarget,2019/04/27,"Filling a void Today I noticed I am lonelier than ever. I am 24 and do the same thing every single day. Wake up, get ready, go to work, run, eat, and sleep. I don't talk much. To anyone. At all. My friends have started their lives in other cities. I am not dating anyone. I feel alone. I am not dating people around because no one my age seems to want a serious relationship or they find me weird. I guess i'm a bit quiet and shy. I don't have much to talk about. I continue to think, what's so wrong about me? What do I need in life to fill the void? Perhaps I just want someone that wants someone. Someone that deeply craves someone.",0.1734446564885488,2.444165137404582,2.0153387404580165,95.19644322519085,88.46564885496183,4.496374045801526,18.87452290076336,5.985473137389443,-0.2000194656488548,487,14,107,4,16,160,85,131,0.127,0.807,0.066,-0.7751,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,1,6,4,0,0,5,0,10,4,2,0,2,20,22,5,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,4,1,0,4,0,0,4,5,3,0,1,0,2,18,1,14,22,6,17,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,8,69,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931886130591072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151194797170497,0.0,0.0,0.13693905673844747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377179459599876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679397502909555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920598878625783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740389927175913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391457484461633,0.12960627338156885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777797880590614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059551575105803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884671750200974,0.0,0.08036850121682138,0.0,0.08742369304157241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694582948295952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865288740850013,0.0,0.0,0.13583246942024893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261617720730591,0.11406111580026145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513358791667938,0.0,0.0,0.10423747104428267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664459521352376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515312857209627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003874634275673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393855687438845,0.0,0.5213500459925122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887987113230464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24728137819947965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219613217648514,0.0985664279831211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458104497908838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27219427231680354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198822624623787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681861842118077,0.0,0.0
lonely,Wizzy2233,2019/04/27,Sad I don't know what to do,-5.06625,-4.064605125,-0.6699999999999982,114.115,100.25,3.2,8.0,3.1291,-2.8074000000000003,21,0,8,0,1,8,7,8,0.38299999999999995,0.617,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,HayyItsHailey,2019/04/27,"Friends went out, I woke up to a text My friend went out last night (Let's call her Emily) with some of her other friends and I woke up an hour ago to a blinking phone. I often have trouble sleeping and wake up numerous times during the night. 

I grab my phone and scroll through all the texts. TL;DR version is she's at an afterparty (this is at 1AM) and one of the other friends is hunting for a guy. Emily said she's just feeling lonely and horrible because drunk and horny guys are perving over her even though she's engaged and keeps telling them. 

I reply at 2AM right after waking up saying sorry about her situation and laughing with her at the hipocracy of it all. However she sends back a text that really broke my heart. ""I'm really happy I found [future husbands name] because he never makes me feel alone.""

She didn't mean anything negative by it of course, I couldn't reply to that. I just asked her to shoot me a text when she's safe at home and sat down for a few minutes in the dark. That slow wave of loneliness building up that I might never find my future husband, she spent the night out on the town and I spent the night watching old movies and drinking coco alone in my room. 

Perhaps its silly, but it really got to me for the first time in a long time and I felt I had to just share with someone... even a faceless stranger on the internet. It makes me feel slightly better just typing it all out.",4.178309859154929,5.22091471830986,4.698,86.67200000000004,70.83098591549296,7.370140845070423,27.22816901408451,7.554174236665415,1.3929019718309856,1116,37,227,12,20,355,156,284,0.057,0.845,0.098,0.8836,1,4,1,1,0,1,29.0,0,0,1,2,11,14,0,0,20,0,10,6,4,2,5,45,30,15,0,1,5,2,5,0,4,1,0,2,2,2,13,19,2,2,7,2,2,3,5,3,0,2,13,8,35,11,42,14,6,48,0,2,1,0,33,24,0,3,21,153,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808575001098584,0.0,0.0,0.22920286644495586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910566371738441,0.0,0.10344408022103738,0.0,0.0,0.08508406200221715,0.0,0.13490407812934296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786213163444088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298740516123075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839620262645712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616835298453246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784594958020166,0.0,0.10624265338418784,0.0,0.1011333339797536,0.09411998615591699,0.0,0.12132349960900075,0.34195584999481704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849799689921753,0.0,0.0,0.2191244763399885,0.0,0.11779042510024836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112238860654796,0.0,0.0,0.11099233116557994,0.0,0.10896929579488317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835200857120324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019562287883856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314850748945135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792296730392523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772127755577136,0.0,0.0,0.12053176430390215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738360171501284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068229304745913,0.0,0.0,0.4153552042825572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610998365814555,0.0,0.07498022192252607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265827447792748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449565270093152,0.10525477764362083,0.08799439882762057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437675928753945,0.11073126622547824,0.0,0.09375453413300608,0.0,0.0,0.12386513291949228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671416154836664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087143946175541,0.0,0.19356508505049572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514982956676592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,taradeletesheraccts,2019/04/27,"Moved away my own and I literally have nobody I moved from my hometown across the country in January just because I wanted a change. I was really unhappy and felt pretty alone in my hometown most of the time anyways so it really didn't even scare me - I was more excited than anything. It's been a lot harder for me than I had anticipated to meet genuine people that I want to be around. I'm 20, not in college right now but living in a college town, I work as a nurse so most of my coworkers are a lot older. I moved into a house with two other girls. I figured we'd get along okay and talk but like it's so weird - the two of them go out together and are pretty close (they have been living together for a year, I subleased from this girl who moved out) and they aren't really fond of me which is fine, I really don't care because they just aren't my kind of people but it sucks to feel like an outsider in my own house. Like literally the most we ever say to each other is ""hey"". Anyways I have been living here about 4 months now and still haven't made like any good friends. I go on dates a lot and meet people through dating apps - I always go into it without any expectations just a way to meet new people but they have their own motives with me. It feels like everybody I meet just fucking sucks and I just want to find my people.",3.0257763975155285,4.274380666666668,4.456728778467909,86.51891304347828,73.85507246376811,7.431055900621117,24.01242236024845,7.957251820313856,1.1418335403726707,1048,30,223,15,21,349,138,276,0.071,0.78,0.149,0.9626,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,6,2,18,18,3,1,14,1,21,1,0,2,1,48,37,16,0,4,11,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,12,19,0,0,6,0,0,7,7,5,0,2,9,4,36,13,37,26,11,35,0,0,0,1,19,16,3,6,16,161,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101742660178825,0.0,0.0,0.08174005329499341,0.0,0.0,0.13360742233830336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083969137645895,0.08745068726167075,0.0,0.0,0.09229576578007227,0.0,0.0,0.11976726112321676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015794295396953,0.0,0.10392044849550824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488381797866957,0.08885990323708792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934194207023904,0.14035934718736293,0.09432177134102332,0.0,0.08978573951931597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589673371414679,0.0908174121374401,0.05132414982984302,0.0,0.16748900324414914,0.08239552644864813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22670184259569176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229746650151532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399652436741961,0.0,0.26023202772468546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25054968709297026,0.0,0.09295308714299368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841087659868617,0.4176364261808539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487674568411757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405216658523578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988224558700585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25172947022887443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389283459014724,0.0,0.07812104932560825,0.09835117099499932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845123503834844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895821318479307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057282083702350536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919242005080691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382605627450376,0.0779750038124309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469580354941257,0.0,0.07151683079834838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326063301130704
lonely,YourPerfectPett,2019/06/23,"Just friends Hello. Im 18, from london and although i myself am not lonely. Id like to help and talk to people who are. You know, create a safe space . Do something for someone that no one did for me. Pm me with a little about yourself :)",-0.9693367346938756,1.0880692857142868,1.2477295918367342,97.02628826530615,101.04081632653059,2.45,16.32908163265306,3.1291,-1.0633489795918372,181,5,38,0,8,60,42,49,0.076,0.65,0.275,0.8843,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,5,3,7,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994966211433892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25983292334716945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187273924557188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304172785395065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938569858079626,0.3885260920939753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626809644428473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268746975945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32845370172943045,0.298431104488204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31157754626741085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,X_Fredex_X,2019/06/23,"Do looks matter? This question goes to all woman out there (since I am a straight guy). Please answer as honest as possible. Do height, weight and looks in general matter when for you?

I encountered an at first glance very sympathetic woman at work. I thought we got good chemistry and I almost wanted to ask her for a date when a college and good friend of mine told me that said woman asked her if I am ill (I am not a really slim guy 😅)...

I mean first of all i am feeling hurt...
And second... I am confused. She seemed so nice to me upfront...

That's where my initial question comes from. I don't have a problem with the way I am looking. But as it seems some people do.",1.2974369747899177,3.4622930294117684,2.775042016806726,92.46911764705885,81.94117647058823,5.356302521008403,21.478991596638657,6.5431188927421005,0.3416550420168072,516,16,110,5,14,168,91,136,0.036000000000000004,0.7490000000000001,0.214,0.968,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,0,3,5,8,0,1,7,0,11,2,0,0,2,29,26,12,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,4,8,1,0,8,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,4,7,20,5,16,22,3,14,0,1,4,0,17,7,0,8,5,76,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017199718990185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804009936352766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918476199894338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582868434710367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551266112344475,0.0,0.0,0.11586545106430635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515732725366051,0.11994367494132167,0.0,0.0,0.2969851960801081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054460263875706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778078300495976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335988682585728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396941865707264,0.0,0.0,0.1646206055989342,0.0,0.16906718400254087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349979894411044,0.0,0.0,0.3359985477256425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607379391351484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426545829063751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27305175696096284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405566421732965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190584017418059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330152636755467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237398893214998,0.0884554289816594,0.11903817919880134,0.0,0.18262148339923376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917900486138812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,notsolonelystoner,2019/06/23,"Lonely?? Bored?? M27 from Toronto 🇨🇦.
I’m here to talk / listen / make ska new friend or two!
We all need someone to talk to.",-2.7783333333333324,-2.0491593461538464,-0.2846153846153854,104.82128205128204,123.23076923076924,1.7333333333333334,12.025641025641027,3.1291,-1.919697435897436,91,2,22,0,6,30,23,26,0.195,0.6990000000000001,0.106,-0.3923,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966847595123545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256329299277413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847381519842072,0.0,0.37087873349891604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32536997291159475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6173045227080468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751214478267058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Duggie1330,2019/06/23,"How to stop being lonely I'm not a social butterfly or a psychologist but I noticed this in my own life and want to pass it on. If you are lonely and you are upset about being lonely, you will always be alone. Reason for that is simple. You are upset about being lonely. 

If you are alone you don't have to worry if your girl is lying about not being out tonight, you don't have to worry if your friends aren't just fakes. It's kinda nice. Find a way to see that and enjoy that. Find lots and lots of ways to cope with being lonely, and find happiness in them. Play a multiplayer game to get some human contact, get a pet for physical contact, be happy with being lonely. 

Once someone sees you being happy and content, they know that you don't need them. You don't come off as desperate and lonely, you come off as a badass loner who's chill and happy. Everyone wants to be friends with someone who's already happy. Nobody wants to be entirely responsible for someone else's happiness. 

Was alone and sad about it for about a year. Would hit up dms and old friends and ex's just trying to get anyone to reciprocate. Then one day I backed off and focused on me. Worked overtime and played video games, didn't worry about meeting people and just got to know myself. Didn't really feel compelled to try and hit on every girl who gave off a positive vibe to me at work, or ask every guy who seemed chill to hang out. Eventually a girl started coming in every now and then I started seeing her alot and would often be the one to help her. I never tried to get at her even though it seemed like there could have been a chance to escape my loneliness, I just didn't feel the desperation to do so. Eventually she asked me out, so I said yes. We started dating, and I got to experience not being lonely again, met alot of new people, and got the motivation to quit my job and find a better one. Life has been uphill since then, even though we broke up a while ago, I realized that the trick to attracting people into your life is being happy. If you are lonely and are trying to get people into your life, just stop trying. It'll work I swear.",4.206783762685403,5.2405342412178015,5.242967213114755,82.82423224043718,70.75644028103045,7.660546448087432,23.36682279469165,7.908726449838941,1.106241904761904,1679,39,331,21,30,553,188,427,0.142,0.634,0.22399999999999998,0.9946,1,21,0,0,0,0,42.0,2,16,3,6,23,32,1,2,18,1,44,4,0,4,1,82,79,40,0,12,16,1,2,1,3,4,4,1,1,5,15,34,0,2,13,5,0,5,12,15,0,3,12,6,41,17,59,46,6,46,0,11,3,0,50,19,0,16,21,237,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059531366596356126,0.0,0.0,0.20866578273207992,0.07411033834430655,0.0,0.05588069668902285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04695831810510458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556701582384225,0.0,0.0,0.051640227922952836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059395645479371366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355157887086586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362006470995807,0.0,0.0,0.043311246247750304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610175169671706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871423020503166,0.0,0.1697501115716903,0.0641721871085114,0.0,0.06569324693579559,0.0,0.0,0.0679140361371103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455241696000126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565792480199697,0.0,0.1754359786818911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113676132956414,0.0,0.0,0.06649681288958575,0.0,0.5004353317560082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04501447961699818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664378630828638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381637702038504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974225325116684,0.03280992477279567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419037551022662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979668197614498,0.05179626070951654,0.06486145328633479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645963762181712,0.07047084823102033,0.07152090000639269,0.13652365644080086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623514087385007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143062167295162,0.0,0.0,0.04302302728743673,0.0690494371131346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388247786471063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605482930688459,0.12227593719458088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055553653180260884,0.0,0.0,0.0684589530288489,0.1707078410753074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260397888462342,0.0,0.0,0.11229391049321896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319644592523107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22797880015864336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883428913692078,0.10661352327830537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466751061042232,0.20460611700663012,0.0,0.09541399496269676,0.0,0.0,0.043247442387916286
lonely,xtensionc0rd,2019/06/23,"Tired of feeling lonely Everyone around me has things that are more important to them than me, and I’m feeling really alone. I am as happy as I can be for them all, but I just wish I had someone who thought of me, who loved me and who prioritised me. 

I am craving a relationship, I have so much love to give but I can’t seem to find anyone. So I just spend my days being sad and alone and wondering what is wrong with me. I don’t really have a question... I just wanted to write how I was feeling. I’m feeling very alone.",1.9368383838383807,3.3200544818181825,3.873030303030305,89.0639898989899,76.9090909090909,7.434343434343432,24.040404040404038,8.167268648758528,1.2275555555555555,403,13,91,7,9,137,67,110,0.161,0.634,0.20600000000000002,0.6693,0,5,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,14,3,0,1,1,25,28,11,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,9,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,4,20,3,12,23,3,2,0,2,0,2,11,1,0,3,1,69,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196310694680599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693820011068586,0.0,0.0,0.14887918882020204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785606012179674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980512847243014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382465756269261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528544655945376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043198918889076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780302475191448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018815263858597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229407517852536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734724062926436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142766426619048,0.0,0.0,0.17955333123036513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224914977126508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417020348091603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110692319180752,0.0,0.0,0.1327699967219558,0.0,0.1922179482739743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799063702550846,0.09864257241923204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231791681470725,0.0,0.1813648066770524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828508481991672,0.0,0.0
lonely,throwaway_30042019,2019/06/23,"I’m really lonely but surrounded by people I’m feeling incredibly lonely, and no one understands, because on the surface of it there’s nothing *actually* wrong. Everyone around me has things that are more important to them than me, and I’m feeling really alone. I am as happy as I can be for them all, but I just wish I had someone who thought of me, who loved me and who prioritised me. 

I am craving a relationship, I have so much love to give but I can’t seem to find anyone. So I just spend my days being sad and alone and wondering what is wrong with me. I don’t really have a question... I just wanted to write how I was feeling. I’m feeling very alone.",2.727625508819539,4.32444476119403,4.835535956580736,82.09135006784261,75.26865671641791,8.454816824966079,27.10719131614654,9.095868883498916,2.2681432835820896,514,20,105,12,11,178,82,134,0.141,0.622,0.23600000000000002,0.9405,0,7,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,8,8,0,0,3,0,14,2,0,1,1,28,31,13,0,2,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,10,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,3,4,20,3,14,26,3,5,0,3,0,2,11,4,0,3,1,78,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.14655253297995927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4666188414800692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500828504398484,0.0,0.0,0.13369068689231878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915474075055808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685269564839016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435019734033868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037390073984756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726041001318984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406488243341006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986778452418826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271083883130016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039846256200413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441003019020428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176482470187588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411484880227256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823426756680585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886245394953695,0.0,0.0,0.16123548479956695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367168478884806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724573876174478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977190900699788,0.0,0.0,0.11922493802599625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634109401511065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239129739679611,0.08857915849796026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269784047324946,0.0,0.1628621553817708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283931849482601,0.0,0.0
lonely,KLWiz1987,2019/06/23,"I have to use a different metric for self worth. Idk what is okay to say here, but I define lonely and horny as the same thing. I'm an actual hypersexual. It's not what teenage boys think they have or brag about. It's a seriously life changing condition. It's usually caused by childhood trauma. I wasn't taken seriously until a few years ago because of the stereotype of guys playing up their sexual prowess. In all actuality, I never wanted to be sexual at all. At about the same time, I hit puberty, became hypersexual, got crohn's disease, and mom died of cancer. My dad is autistic so he couldn't play parent, but he was the only one available. I have had zero energy since that time period, except for the hypersexuality, which works as a powerful loophole. I don't want to sleep around or anything, I want an exclusive partner for life. Since I have no energy, I seek a partner only online or by introductions. It seems like online daters are all scammers, rich travellers who don't want anything serious. As for me, I'm the opposite. I guess it may seem bizarre, but I stopped wanting friends. I could manage one friend, my only friend, the only person I need in my life, and that's it. I could teach that friend how to get me to do anything effortlessly. I could put all of my trust in them and all of my attention. I guess people on reddit also think it's bizarre that I only want someone for offline. Even talking on the phone grates on me. I'm a million bizarre things rolled into one, I guess. Nothing I can do to change it. I like it, it's my core identity. It makes me who I am. People get completely wrong ideas about me every time I make a post, too. People aren't prepared for just how bizarre I really am, I guess. It makes them angry, they're angry with a person who isn't really there. I'm not that person at all. It's not even possible to explain it. People just gloss over the important details like they're not there. Idk, what's this subreddit supposed to be about exactly? All it says is we accept everyone. I just want to have the most basic easy simple straightforward connection with someone. Someone who wants what I've got, and wants the same type of connection.",3.127028763586144,5.319192042154572,4.6251990632318485,81.40308172701617,75.88524590163935,7.658175704077343,25.702816309373695,8.5409612609427,1.9587638143277488,1730,63,326,35,39,577,203,427,0.156,0.7070000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.5271,4,2,0,0,0,0,59.0,1,0,4,2,18,19,0,0,21,1,28,5,1,7,9,72,61,19,1,14,14,3,0,3,6,1,4,2,0,8,32,10,0,1,8,3,2,2,12,6,0,5,6,2,42,13,48,47,12,27,0,1,0,0,31,13,0,11,14,218,74,4,0.0,0.0,0.1472000668454504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685618132934623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603141604092528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619521323290608,0.0671406957184923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04597595220749943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747816060087215,0.15957087199300454,0.0,0.07907750185581286,0.0,0.0,0.1806526361193761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827510867444375,0.07879891069434697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996297414318723,0.0,0.06354546008696492,0.07206801427417557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330803639807375,0.0,0.07880873746423117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064215499836273,0.0,0.33233901506593355,0.07467866495512086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514114842798416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598162852771031,0.11054069839612088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510323444134115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833218410091664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592372878603991,0.058169338218912826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236850036338477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533217000146984,0.2868054118756035,0.0,0.0,0.0837461144072239,0.0,0.0,0.20914974844405104,0.1975641699502231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502586496349056,0.07223248642627372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758189539662619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663327009336084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995564051510653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732092334996102,0.07868056991743254,0.0,0.0,0.12477809003479087,0.0,0.07547548561100388,0.0,0.19171195001544852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305534772130993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062055693231332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021274539919836,0.09665348523487202,0.0,0.0,0.13193580539188254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651395434296041,0.08306559532470376,0.0,0.4003674316709653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054907398966633006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246104279648404,0.0,0.04856866246530889
lonely,kaylabooth15,2019/06/23,Love I miss her so much... why doesn’t she miss me?,-3.907499999999999,-2.602476749999997,-1.4499999999999975,116.145,108.16666666666669,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-3.1418,37,0,12,0,2,12,11,12,0.222,0.486,0.292,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6127969009720193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4991210465848666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6126647851926178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,CHUCKSSUCKANDFUCK,2019/06/23,"I wish someone could hold me and stroke my hair It's so cold here and i just wanna be held for a bit, while someone strokes my hair and kisses my forehead or something. I wish i wasn't so useless i wish i didn't have autism and adhd i just wish i was bloody normal human being that was lovable, a person that could get a job, an education, and maybe a partner. Here i go complaining again, i do not complain to anyone in real life except to my cat, he listens for a while. It does sound a bit entitled to expect a person to survive me, but at least i can dream of it, and dreaming is good, until you wake up, the warmth goes away even though i held her only a few moments ago in my dream.",3.938865900383142,3.9762653999999986,5.178850574712643,86.62842911877395,70.86206896551724,7.272030651340997,27.145593869731805,6.42735559955562,1.0342950191570879,533,16,116,3,9,178,92,145,0.024,0.764,0.213,0.9699,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,9,5,0,0,10,0,12,8,4,0,0,25,21,14,0,9,6,0,4,0,1,0,3,2,0,4,5,6,0,3,0,3,0,1,3,3,0,0,6,7,21,2,15,11,4,12,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,1,6,85,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458760912669893,0.0,0.12877404830900674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015769176806799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648696279849235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171967915328925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319742750106748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271277021035888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959501790340082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589814407285095,0.0,0.08256090320695406,0.12184649055251626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144159132373818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260926081243836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594432680393868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233481558360742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104852034016544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25369020943599296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535029426793224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24617543131963454,0.11183677559386712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427280996760217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6682182960338635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,huiope,2019/06/23,"Does anyone else want to connect with people but purposely don't because you know it won't work out? I really want to make some friends, but it's gotten to the point where I actively stop myself because I know it's just not going to go well. Pretty much none of the relationships I've tried to make with anyone so far have worked. I feel so isolated and different that I rarely connect with people. So what's the point in trying? It's becoming increasingly apparent that there is no point. Increasingly apparent that I'll remain alone. Why even associate with people at all? It always leads to nothing. Why am I even posting this? I don't know.",3.732378181818184,5.9145790960000015,4.889818181818182,80.24490909090913,74.03999999999998,8.385454545454545,25.763636363636365,9.095868883498916,2.2650799999999998,517,18,95,12,11,170,77,125,0.094,0.769,0.13699999999999998,0.6729,3,1,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,1,0,3,9,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,3,1,22,17,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,4,0,0,5,6,0,1,0,1,1,9,2,14,15,6,15,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,1,60,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528941998719036,0.0,0.0,0.12283520033837105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206444613391034,0.15125848758924476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998074286733326,0.16303938376135976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423591902890332,0.0,0.0,0.12918697432112447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332111654494644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500884716492944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464325544395063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405412787241533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779652437727058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24339127811911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708066383514555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852080820589986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164944748520392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070321979867771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186578924414816,0.0,0.14138322255384114,0.15018693217727072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457187345793464,0.0,0.0,0.15849319561032707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342048157502004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004543482786568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414521266540808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273192798756614,0.0,0.26641584482690017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149444216038596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,V8-Punk,2019/06/23,"Friend said that ""It sucks that you're lonely"", so I embraced my loneliness. Last year, one of the friends in my small group, who I was really close to, decided to ghost me. Every since then, all I have felt is incredible amounts of loneliness. Even though I accomplished so many things recently, got promoted, moved out and adopted a cat. They just feel empty when you have no one to share that with. When my small group met up, it was really hard to be around the friend who ghosted me. Knowing that they don't want to talk to you. So I decided to isolate myself.

After a week, I wondered why no one had messaged me to see if I was okay. I opened up to a friend that I was feeling incredibly lonely. They informed me that everyone is too busy to deal with me at the moment and that it sucks, that you're lonely.

Just hearing that sparked me off, it was a turning point that made me think ""screw that"". I accepted that I am lonely and realized that I have no one to commit to but myself. Put less effort into worrying and caring for my friends and more into putting more effort in at work. Finding things to do for myself, instead of being very helpful to my friends. I've noticed big changes in my mood, I am no longer feeling low all the time, I am content and even happy at times.

I know sometimes the loneliness creeps in (like today) but instead of feeling sorry for myself. I am wanting to share my experience, opening up and making new connections.",4.601501766784452,5.773064159010603,5.230973498233219,82.7617959363958,69.95406360424029,8.204169611307421,30.051060070671376,8.548686976883017,2.2419400706713777,1139,45,220,18,20,367,144,283,0.13,0.7140000000000001,0.156,0.9293,0,8,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,3,5,14,22,3,0,9,1,19,1,0,2,3,43,41,17,2,3,5,0,6,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,21,16,0,0,15,0,0,3,5,8,0,4,11,9,39,13,40,28,6,39,0,5,1,1,25,23,3,2,14,165,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886691359967334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323303455261985,0.0,0.11748671536338964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449794574774105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670811692810246,0.0,0.09357280923049888,0.10612255449987083,0.0,0.10863795504474523,0.0,0.0,0.22462101810803844,0.0,0.10663498149348834,0.0,0.10150679462332446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148279138501037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882479833625241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182253963034446,0.09948791290113228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251726504632099,0.0,0.0744411524943119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207130294753232,0.09052869323301424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054258288313440636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508762278666726,0.07413338803480295,0.11259737144422732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803916514615045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072624048122389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644250455171815,0.0,0.0,0.3010284221036292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498756326549501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22329187658195312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229571294929005,0.0,0.10965831558804676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564345776965688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850041193209306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918699494739087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984114370304818,0.12432253653149387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926579178923179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475666097132765,0.07116274020967191,0.10911585026211357,0.0,0.12951991568148025,0.0,0.1052718595027198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080134862285538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091636101032501,0.1310120878801884,0.0,0.08908560369054118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021434279160546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204397929210672,0.08085297614992902,0.11278678391895385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151897525373485
lonely,chrundle420,2019/06/23,does anyone else sleep cuddling with a pillow or stuffed animal because u crave for physical affection and having a real person to cuddle I do this pretty much every night tbh and I wish I didn't but it feels. better than nothin I guess lol...,1.9279432624113504,4.692119702127659,3.784148936170212,81.88416666666669,86.02127659574468,5.686524822695036,18.471631205673766,7.1686216300943375,0.8232439716312054,194,5,32,3,6,65,42,47,0.0,0.773,0.22699999999999998,0.851,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,3,1,1,0,10,6,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,4,5,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265085583668995,0.28230406798201224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795518942331905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436761450646941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24111049212774485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301626402827901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321385261958153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931181644808455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035177062578234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025398118511905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585580175951129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405745177210128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803041507761105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31360348818326594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757202161991417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168358263767824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,staygoldmatrix,2019/06/23,"No one RSVP’d for my birthday dinner So I’m turning 22 on July 7th. I just recently moved to Brooklyn, NY from detriot, MI. I don’t really have a lot of friends and the ones I do have, well I guess we aren’t as friendly as I thought because so far nobody has rsvp’d... Idk if this is weird, actually I’m sure it is, but I have a reservation at Max brenners on 4th of July weekend to celebrate and was wondering if any locals maybe wanted to come. You don’t have to get me anything. I’d just rather not spend my birthday alone... birthdays have always been extremely hard for me and I took the initiative of reserving the restaurant so that for once I wasn’t crying in my room on my birthday but then nobody rsvp’d. I’m hoping maybe they are just busy. Idk. 

To summarize nobody is coming to my birthday dinner and I don’t want to be alone.",2.037609649122807,4.0561870994152045,3.7594115497076035,87.14508223684211,78.59064327485379,6.848099415204677,25.307383040935672,7.865858978985527,1.4904295321637426,658,25,134,11,16,220,100,171,0.085,0.8109999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.6262,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,1,0,8,6,0,0,5,0,19,2,0,0,1,24,33,14,0,6,9,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,2,0,2,1,1,4,7,1,1,2,5,1,19,5,21,27,1,15,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,6,3,89,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.16532270063262128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35092165915275875,0.0,0.0,0.14096523066675176,0.0,0.0,0.1152066847860903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941250687451584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327262406858148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918686868950747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609228260600408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617762074672648,0.0,0.0885113274079782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866275765824617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176081848394934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168265386392942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402891854857774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34039636280648145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800592634156866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041937134393896,0.2295973369688541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853033918503076,0.0,0.16727495071437767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966979659581038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344950396722927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882241342947524,0.0,0.1842727524014708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998484148295185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523226794442339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837212282250069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,azazel209,2019/06/23,"Why am I always a side character to someone’s story? I seriously don’t know what i’m doing wrong?Like i try to be myself,funny,polite and etc but nobody gives a shit about me and it hurts..",0.2325000000000017,2.5502272500000025,3.4600000000000013,84.50500000000002,89.0,5.2,18.0,6.742157984588678,0.35634999999999994,150,4,29,2,5,54,34,40,0.191,0.809,0.0,-0.7657,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846216880223179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814878102632072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281355429927251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36618277574892455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798747220487824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511201261832849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898267008366534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23223658536527245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308656343058193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739893936605807,0.0,0.0
lonely,Swishian,2019/06/23,"Worthless I've never really post things like this but I have tired speaking to therapists about how I feel but it only makes it feel worse. I shouldn't feel this way. I love my family and we get on. My sister is my best friend. I've finally got a job that I love, but when I am not at work or talking to my sister I have this crushing feeling in my chest that will not go away. I never was a person that would cry but recently I find myself not able to stop. It can be over anything. It's stopping me from reading books that I love and playing games. They used to be escape and now a cannot enjoy them. I come home everyday and not having the energy for anything. I've tried different things to get me out of my apartment but nothing seams to work. I don't know if writing on here is going to help but I hope talking to people that feel the same would help. 

Thanks to anyone that is reading this",1.1976301716859012,3.297468368983957,2.824891640866877,92.33938080495358,81.88770053475936,5.6480720517872225,20.537292428933306,6.8360192770164,0.3450919786096258,703,20,151,8,19,231,108,187,0.11599999999999999,0.645,0.239,0.9835,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,2,3,5,11,0,0,5,0,17,5,1,3,2,39,36,14,0,5,12,2,5,1,1,4,1,1,1,1,16,7,0,2,7,5,0,3,9,1,0,0,2,6,25,10,20,28,2,22,0,1,0,3,17,8,0,3,10,107,41,6,0.1246572823991878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716327027969546,0.0,0.20516464385142325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711962028084352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082012713479346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738121087677792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369301712604751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024032815706674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751579163192982,0.0,0.31515233756639066,0.0,0.0,0.13655595966848438,0.1139344977557732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630990715585357,0.0,0.13025657002796528,0.0,0.14169121263131726,0.0,0.09969981639409696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711029745887512,0.0,0.1250414181799291,0.1238128086417066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370311784697373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850838233701889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090125149769344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375241929315434,0.0,0.08320970398111949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922867621278961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196120244875188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948074805368624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642166379996462,0.10884593073544224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938721808287205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493820328603563,0.0,0.07985864713706421,0.0,0.12308402760259475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084381397386629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038960331706807,0.0,0.11476767739908915,0.0,0.14473671282465855,0.16563351867817772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327520829082716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463411203012572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766386790778017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894714844958817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18150397249535316,0.0,0.1270364205343492,0.17710591364844874,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,laurine890,2019/06/23,23[F4M] Help me get through this lonliness,3.17625,6.225134125000004,2.2800000000000007,92.965,82.75,8.200000000000001,33.0,8.841846274778883,3.2626000000000013,35,2,7,1,1,10,8,8,0.0,0.69,0.31,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6147692478773468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7887070253676719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,dahliazuli,2019/06/23,"Since my mum passed away I feel disconnected from the world My mum passed away in December 2017. I had been living abroad for years and went back home for other reasons just to find she had terminal cancer. I ended up staying for over a year even though she passed within six months. I lost my husband in the process, and people disappeared from my life once she passed away (I guess some people don’t want to deal with someone grieving). I went back abroad, to start what I was supposed to when I first went back home. New town, new people. I do have a relationship with someone who remained in my home country, and a best friend who lives in yet a third country. Right now I’m doing a summer thing yet somewhere else, and man do I feel lonely. I feel lonely throughout the year, but these days I just feel my body aches from the absence of love. Sometimes I feel my language abilities are lacking because I don’t really talk that much to anyone anymore. I just feel so disconnected, like nothing matters, and no one will want to get to know me. I’m not pretty anymore, I’m not thin like I used to. Sometimes I wonder if I should start wearing make up and put more effort on my hair—maybe then people will see me?
I have also recently realized that my family treat me like what a lot of men complain of: I am not allowed to be sad. I was not allowed to grieve my mother, nor am I allowed to be depressed or lonely.
I don’t know, I guess I just needed to vent.",4.047231222385861,5.21973334020619,4.614972999509082,86.65659793814436,71.26804123711341,7.054884634266077,26.915562101129108,7.2636822038024595,1.2712613647520865,1146,38,231,11,21,365,154,291,0.106,0.775,0.11900000000000001,0.7011,3,6,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,4,15,16,0,0,10,0,21,5,2,6,0,46,49,15,2,6,11,4,7,3,1,3,2,0,3,2,9,8,0,0,12,0,0,9,9,9,0,4,9,8,41,7,35,35,6,47,0,8,1,1,17,16,0,7,24,157,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527201918875925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866941367155131,0.06581464268672728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653016322926276,0.21712978357124205,0.0,0.05737794795289016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877876192553006,0.0,0.0,0.10455205981028576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070307266398198,0.09703911674328726,0.08107003766400656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862966330596832,0.0,0.08336713417781008,0.0,0.0,0.06216891487791099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873301577011895,0.0,0.2855556716345544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860288770192543,0.08006298611378013,0.0,0.0,0.07272102235625902,0.0,0.04917661755049032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737939937715372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283246242327053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345767638337286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648352786160894,0.1379546944590344,0.0,0.16622884086384213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027489531540828,0.08002201809749038,0.08495181546322443,0.0,0.06282941103532058,0.0,0.09456157894996964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751299671417095,0.0,0.06919297237964507,0.0697927643811483,0.0,0.18181372521167602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031582485858088,0.0,0.0,0.10024044021376907,0.06378178229485383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26101870226464463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575933336405576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946219879228328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602991180792773,0.0967765502407676,0.09293744109317917,0.10105541497092198,0.0,0.08038254614141427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500572826195727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786147335638477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950423009965342,0.0,0.18618478257242574,0.0,0.13324483349950378,0.10032511371870206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565440178028815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253270909736065,0.0,0.09247769174354108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129409295777874,0.0,0.0,0.11103515619919524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617654649136775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207494160248168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184094422875804
lonely,Leppaluthi,2019/06/23,"When your friends see you as just an acquaintance I’m a quiet guy, but in my BA studies I believed I had made friends from my subject. We had the same classes and met up as a group through our student club every weekend to drink, chill and go out. Since we've finished with our BA degree, they're still meeting up as a group, but without me. Just last night the last three to graduate had a party to celebrate their graduation with almost everyone from the old group there. 

The weird thing is that we still exchange greetings and chat if we meet randomly and they're quite happy to see me. We're still acquaintances, but I guess no-one really liked me as a friend all that much. Sucks.",5.9870555555555525,6.1394975111111165,5.763101851851853,83.80020833333336,66.48148148148148,9.120370370370368,32.43055555555556,8.841846274778883,2.4462777777777776,544,21,110,8,8,169,88,135,0.036000000000000004,0.746,0.218,0.9836,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,5,2,1,1,7,7,1,0,10,0,4,1,0,1,1,23,12,13,0,1,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,10,1,0,0,4,1,1,1,2,0,1,5,3,16,5,18,7,3,15,0,0,2,0,19,4,1,4,11,70,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768302746086078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895746868717687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729918499737926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878544682798284,0.1687401694962029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093010663654388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036067617073026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453478182110034,0.1748527513792303,0.0,0.18798429330141395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878903002740511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627339220895748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709457630891136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981462793175172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571859401914224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530244036931656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782615571340466,0.0,0.0,0.1131286503364158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814401628434856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607781464451858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230771548064197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173191450787618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022732282123734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ishaboyg1,2019/06/23,"I’m 14 and have lost most close friends. Nobody talks to me and I feel like a lot of my friends were fake. I moved middle schools when entering 6th grade, brand new school new kids, I lost all my buds from my old school and haven’t talked to them since. I made new friends at my new school for the next couple of years. I never talked to them, they never talked to me or invited me to hangout or anything around that. Everyone now again there would be a movie or birthday but that’s about it. I would organize some times to hangout but I realized If I didn’t organize that I wouldn’t have been with them. I started to realize they hangout with other people and don’t invite me to anything. They don’t text me and I’ve started not to care. But this has been the same for like 2 years. And as I grow and start to get more self conscious and lonely I get angry that I don’t really have any friends or people to hangout with. I see so much posts and snapchats of my friends with each other. And I get mad that I don’t really have anyone.",2.35259431524548,3.956162618604651,3.118565891472869,93.97836563307496,76.30232558139534,6.452196382428943,23.107235142118864,7.1686216300943375,0.5966227390180876,813,24,183,9,18,256,108,215,0.09699999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.105,0.2049,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,6,2,7,13,1,0,4,0,18,0,0,1,3,41,31,21,0,4,9,0,1,2,6,3,0,0,0,2,9,17,0,0,4,4,0,3,10,5,0,0,7,2,32,8,25,20,8,25,0,3,1,0,18,4,0,8,19,122,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924003069950255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119382064096857,0.0,0.16757580124467833,0.09063999835815666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381068541794218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266016723649827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729188274836023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148246256315659,0.07273911387652744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933233708418708,0.0,0.1595877974883469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948669346673927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229370982741126,0.08656239662165621,0.0,0.09634306978990774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821688819342903,0.07484826877599056,0.0,0.15705731566332706,0.3933475352711078,0.10828506603942166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684132506932352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117617231032292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751392029856144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304549997415818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121827884070213,0.08113611419794141,0.0,0.10621883869116186,0.0,0.0,0.08422526572637473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162028476547316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32735122101524794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059371151163136675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465779691700875,0.0,0.0,0.1311354742158552
lonely,sans_nom_,2019/06/23,"I wish I could forget someone the way it's done in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind No matter how hard I try to distract myself from thinking about this person, my mind always wanders to them. I can never relax. I always loved being by myself and doing my own thing, but now I can't enjoy my own head-space anymore. I watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind recently and was blown away. Basically your entire memory of a person is erased. 

 Does anyone agree or disagree? Btw I'd love to chat either in comments or by PM.",4.304781553398058,5.9914181553398045,5.355521844660196,79.59794296116505,71.33009708737866,6.315048543689321,28.408980582524272,6.6274283507984215,1.6019718446601945,422,16,71,3,8,139,75,103,0.147,0.6890000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.7079,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,1,4,0,8,2,0,1,1,16,12,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,4,14,6,13,8,3,9,0,0,3,2,8,3,0,2,5,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014925575465876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966996243876834,0.1266768693166214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702132880641221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464789634946004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854132684478697,0.1853977515275932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229093189743954,0.0,0.18593062227436946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270223642136359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.548784066956132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397279207126421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163777976474477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788815315160269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535030480067995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203599608683762,0.11608513123076687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300117142192647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380271590521848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833424486200305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,guzikmusic,2019/06/23,"Anyone want to chat with a guy in his late 20s? Seems most people here are a lot younger, whatever seeing what’s out there.",1.0114666666666672,3.4625442799999995,1.8200000000000005,96.85666666666668,86.2,4.933333333333334,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.4168666666666661,97,2,21,1,3,30,24,25,0.0,0.9420000000000001,0.057999999999999996,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,3,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914221623388809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126775783909625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701458254279981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543313250167451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889426711124253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33211958047004986,0.3794207230708332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458275544336464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,jasmine-404,2019/06/23,Have no one to hang out with this summer I switched to online school this year and lost most of my friends and the ones I still have the relationship has been damaged because I saw them so little. One of my friends is hanging out with my ex and always busy and my other is busy and never answers my texts. I have no one to hang out with this summer and it’s so lonely I don’t know what to do,6.34,4.3497315714285705,6.507142857142856,85.81285714285715,66.6190476190476,8.876190476190477,30.523809523809533,5.985473137389443,1.3378666666666668,308,8,71,1,4,99,48,84,0.14300000000000002,0.782,0.075,-0.6266,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,16,12,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,3,0,4,3,1,11,2,12,9,1,12,0,3,1,0,5,4,0,1,5,57,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109565283931444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473248095241033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37344001133781457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132820038105066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24222508367990234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26382034374346736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863971546378675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6550697097367251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594719799703186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445912774749872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930045515036809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563286028853449
lonely,tomohawk12345,2019/06/23,"Anyone ever want to be someones favourite person? I wanna be someones favourite person, I wanna be someone first pick for a partner, I want someone who genuinely spends time with me, I want someone who texts first and checks on me, I want to be someone first consideration for going out with someone. Anyone else feel the same?",5.385593220338984,7.802324169491527,5.212000000000003,78.71223728813561,70.01694915254237,6.07593220338983,32.13898305084746,6.742157984588678,2.119485423728813,262,12,41,2,5,81,33,59,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,15,10,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,7,0,10,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730129607485832,0.13723250174673168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188572364693283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115211073191795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772169182935857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341775791554026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611849487491712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23389420605495226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7943803789418239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809872726448848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31599394628602473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ProfessorMeeseeks,2019/06/23,"Anyone care to chat? Bored, lonely, and looking for someone to chat with. I am a male and find it wasier to chat with women, but i am open to talk with anyone. PMs open",0.17014285714285649,2.321247657142859,1.9825000000000017,96.43375000000002,86.71428571428572,3.5,14.464285714285715,3.1291,-1.2868571428571431,128,2,28,0,4,42,23,35,0.096,0.843,0.061,-0.0516,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,8,4,0,2,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5757481995184085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41976125653915297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376291422610846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457289791960469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34883678443932903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309133335113237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gilmore950,2019/06/23,Hi everyone. Just my average Saturday night.  Except this time I'm having a bon fire by myself.  How's your night going?,0.694565217391304,3.084277478260873,3.5829347826086964,79.61614130434783,100.30434782608695,7.517391304347825,18.793478260869566,8.07648339933343,2.0272695652173915,94,3,16,3,4,33,22,23,0.11199999999999999,0.888,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423175897047226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516900350024279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8311964470680898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582377834867242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,loveschocolate23,2019/06/23,Looking for a friend for someone else Okay so i found this sub not for me but for a fellow redditor who is underage. He is 16 and is quite lonely and I wish i could chat with him all day but I'm an adult and there is a time difference so it's been tough. He is dealing with depression and anxiety and has no friends. I try to encourage him to reach of and make friends and stuff but he never does. Only talks to me. So if anyone would like to befriend him that'll be perfect. I won't post his username but once i get some replies I'll dm him to chat with y'all,0.21058638083228587,2.204277549180329,2.094590163934427,96.76043505674654,84.98360655737704,5.7210592686002535,21.679697351828494,7.010146845296331,0.4260749054224465,439,15,105,6,13,145,79,122,0.114,0.672,0.215,0.932,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,4,10,0,0,4,1,12,0,0,1,3,25,18,15,0,4,6,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,14,7,13,11,2,4,0,2,1,0,20,0,0,2,4,68,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492449034338754,0.0,0.0,0.14160417439161704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169286508694866,0.0,0.0,0.13060632310248804,0.20878551412231686,0.17442707705566662,0.0,0.0,0.211586532744755,0.0,0.0,0.17722346483551651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917646439457007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220487777290933,0.4693910007544148,0.0,0.10580645952536373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893928268265106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006276946506532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518126839215286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619313106417967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567335470751686,0.0,0.1540228466014665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395472881282186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540111776658225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159148703991145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23183282436333744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277500972211234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808894040865572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749534088081772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23288386348930765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386183883180725,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,1mikaz1,2019/06/23,"Perhaps I’m selfish? It’s my birthday today. It was a fairly descent day, don’t get me wrong. I got to go out to eat with my significant other and we went out and got a pathfinders game to pay around with. But I can’t help but feel lonely today. Compared to the hours of the day, we only spent maybe a couple together. I’m in the room, trying to entertain myself as he chats in the living room with his friends. Don’t get me wrong, I’m glad he has them to talk to! But I feel like this discarded toy as he’d rather talk to them for the past couple of hours then spend time with me. And I feel selfish for that because I’d done something similar on his birthday without realizing it. And I guess I can see how it would have made him feel. It sucks. I’m trying not to hold it against him given it would be hypocritical, but I can’t help the stab of loneliness that’s been eating at me all afternoon and I don’t know what to do about it other than feel like this selfish piece of shit. I feel like I want to cry and I’m not sure what the best way to address this is. Maybe I just wanted to vent?  I don’t know. If anyone has advise, it’s be appreciated",1.6014111498257826,3.113397085365857,3.5127177700348438,90.74256097560978,78.14634146341464,6.311730545876888,21.876887340301966,7.07126945348624,0.4633033681765388,897,25,205,10,21,303,124,246,0.18899999999999997,0.6709999999999999,0.14,-0.9390000000000001,0,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,2,1,5,16,2,0,10,0,20,3,1,2,2,44,47,15,0,6,10,0,6,3,1,2,0,0,3,0,18,15,2,1,9,4,3,2,9,8,0,0,9,7,28,8,36,33,3,22,0,1,1,0,19,9,2,2,13,131,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144019922694813,0.0,0.0,0.10368511561480516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100048441741677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223058155763228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577489557963661,0.1279394450420359,0.15023010471922174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919168749660825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23836065302224774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35335162266242964,0.2496236838687297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998627519519216,0.0,0.1217040271625462,0.0,0.06619394011017518,0.0,0.18630721137402864,0.0,0.1283074625295065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561379681401842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294036739391539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802035280088495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070757117856802,0.0,0.1028472492181902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020898621798007,0.0,0.0,0.23402432998252476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858249671393646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118606994830184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281341056415124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955722874045037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966613176722121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977384381754926,0.0,0.0,0.18723218122476526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679159839369076,0.0,0.2208044031337313,0.0,0.0,0.15815420699594632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739685992219774,0.09245035732155214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797106714168844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227522214752383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547728011485907,0.25468853620222337,0.0,0.0
lonely,aplraensa,2019/06/23,It has been a long time I just want so badly to be known and to know someone.,3.0083333333333333,1.828303166666672,4.54111111111111,94.565,72.8888888888889,7.2,23.555555555555557,3.1291,-0.05151111111111152,59,1,16,0,1,20,17,18,0.207,0.726,0.067,-0.5706,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676204700769344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077902244655734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495628866217516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745306921804296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265711347203312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303334933164304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Aaron1840,2019/06/23,"BATTLING LONLIENESS AND NEEDING TOUCH!! I'm single about 2 months.  My wife of 8 years left me for another man and they have been acting like they have been together for years, not months.  We rotate with the kids one week at a time. I desperately feel the need to be touched in a compassionate way, not even sexual, by someone that is attracted to me and I to them.  I want to feel wanted, I want to feel something.  I miss being next to someone at night.  I miss having someone to be with on a summer Saturday  night. To hold hands with or just sit so close that your bodies are touching.  I want to feel part of something again.  I've tried dating and have bee  ghosted on after a first date, that I thought went great and have been one date with someone that I didnt feel connection  with.  I'm not sure what's happening to me, but I know it hurts a lot tonight.",4.0837596899224815,5.039037918604652,4.61279069767442,87.52038759689924,70.97674418604652,7.826356589147288,27.124031007751928,8.07648339933343,1.493335658914729,670,22,142,9,12,213,103,172,0.078,0.8490000000000001,0.073,-0.4179,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,3,1,5,9,1,0,7,0,14,2,2,0,1,34,33,8,1,6,6,1,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,12,0,1,7,0,0,2,4,4,0,3,6,9,19,5,27,24,3,29,0,3,0,0,9,7,0,2,19,93,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347049937639247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197914200553175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037008318826376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34590826529052776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638129328156993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508474767992688,0.0,0.0,0.12099183529564606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647149816374386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519416125881105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486582313891215,0.0,0.0,0.06684464542532999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632174128444348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842109980079968,0.0,0.0,0.2029045523940532,0.0,0.0,0.14551246185870084,0.25679761451280103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542916450129784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816561843421558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637176174392959,0.21066555197031528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289537473288275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862191680988556,0.07978239922749766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928936117142958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228062230858839,0.10860346694535028,0.1097508929289347,0.0,0.0,0.12683598593991552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621862725937154
lonely,Iheitu,2019/03/12,"Lonely(duh) and uh ... depressed, and apparently not able to push through it Well, what can I say, seems like I've been like this forever, though it shouldn't be more than like ~ 3 years. But fuck. I forgot how it feels to feel anything but this. I'm struggling finding a purpose to live. Where once I just lived ... and who the fuck cared about looking for purpose. Cuz i had it. I had it so deep embedded into me that I didn't even care to wonder for it. And tho I lose sometimes  (nowadays more often than not) this whole sense for search of purpose and just get lost in the moment, it backfires at me and keeps reminding me what I have to do. That I don't know what to do. Tho there's a glimmer somewhere in the back of my mind that I use like a compass. I know the direction where I have to go but I don't know the way. I don't know how long the road is, what turns or bumps it has in store for me, I just know that when I'm off it I'll know, I'll feel it. I just know I have to stay on that road. Otherwise I'm lost. And I'm lost most of the time. I do know tho that it's a lot damn easier not walking/finding that road alone. Bleh...",0.35231707317073097,2.1072270975609757,2.0302642276422773,98.76295731707322,82.90243902439025,5.400813008130082,20.006097560975608,6.42735559955562,-0.15107804878048814,870,24,217,8,24,284,120,246,0.14300000000000002,0.785,0.07200000000000001,-0.9601,1,3,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,4,21,16,3,1,11,0,18,2,0,4,0,44,49,20,0,1,11,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,26,8,0,2,14,0,1,2,8,9,2,0,8,5,23,7,26,39,5,23,0,5,1,2,2,13,3,6,10,143,49,0,0.11631714376046792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046948152071135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571909845191157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089440703723003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23718616039011145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018378547971064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682637644067943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644032847324234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262352426866846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150666501941373,0.060770906801779476,0.0,0.06610571332870377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338802182422853,0.0,0.0,0.5113988820371748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273067241419591,0.0,0.2054203379387093,0.10293701194096093,0.097677105537555,0.13012913109486926,0.3809217083523213,0.09888867608472622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744715690768448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387396192399515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250006134662314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589075911312973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504062940076742,0.0,0.0,0.12397859876022285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215999338179677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428100317026367,0.0,0.06782546192442061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126519651102733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046066591709116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923271345996718,0.0,0.0,0.10458308136805194,0.0,0.0,0.12986393708388336,0.0,0.0,0.1261409806510706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490442697438196
lonely,PunkRockDyke,2019/03/12,I wish I could make friends I have a really hard time with social anxiety and just social cues in general and it's really hard for me to make friends or even talking to people. The only reason I have any friends is because I've grown up with them. I feel like an idiot for not being able to socialize like a normal person. ,5.08909090909091,5.212722303030303,6.399545454545457,78.56931818181819,68.39393939393939,9.630303030303034,28.62121212121212,9.516144504307137,2.4445575757575764,256,8,50,5,4,87,47,66,0.11599999999999999,0.649,0.235,0.8629,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,3,0,15,9,3,0,3,3,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,5,9,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,3,32,8,0,0.17482422560139624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888646838709135,0.0,0.13374005407012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657122526681503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395829185660065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546975220318205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839638134430093,0.12489446170116945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052062890881898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31321633432280704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082057183222368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333930562425836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129062239164214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296170145118136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120110560914547,0.1526497705104061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239937511007921,0.17974842085189255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5346338456002593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051709031443507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194141184735467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103923160298331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,snakshopp,2019/03/12,"So I’m new I’m new to Reddit!
Admittedly, this is weird


One of my passions though, is to help people. I understand people very well, I care about people, and I promise I can help in some way.

Sometimes I will recommend help if I feel I cannot help a certain situation....

I’ve helped everybody from people with addiction to people in messed up, sometimes even Incestial relationships... so I can try.

If you ever need anybody, you’re never alone, shoot me a message and I’ll listen.

(How does reddit work btw, I’ve had this account for a long time but I never used it).",1.4653708791208793,3.969370125000001,3.5735714285714306,84.7868131868132,84.35714285714286,6.303296703296704,22.9010989010989,7.61054688173877,1.3187958791208798,442,16,85,8,13,150,73,112,0.043,0.763,0.193,0.89,0,1,0,1,0,1,23.0,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,2,4,17,16,9,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,1,2,12,5,11,14,1,11,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,3,7,52,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552595073393117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750481950176875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520732278011042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463325191656828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406748204448022,0.12882761237905213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201214912343865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773077265425487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603777466903468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560309156354558,0.2196871375878688,0.275101461323175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650790387074737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936826574979547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290645577364342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600867538306234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28171528690795794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992754457246265,0.0,0.0830466139016772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669425814046684,0.0,0.0,0.14826489719270994,0.0,0.12300569576686035,0.0,0.11751193415869927,0.0,0.11304686591432488,0.0,0.0,0.12805324921632655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368391390305344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Wisefreak_TX,2019/03/12,"39M not alone but lonely First time posting, thinking I got to the point where I can't take it anymore, I'm never alone but very lonely.

Anyone else feels this way and what you do to get over that feeling?

Any advise is appreciated",2.8841489361702126,4.70012076595745,4.056329787234045,86.90875,75.38297872340425,5.5510638297872354,22.388297872340427,5.985473137389443,0.3068340425531915,184,5,37,1,4,60,41,47,0.0,0.706,0.294,0.9187,0,6,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,10,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,3,0,3,9,0,8,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5233650753760299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718194180788589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505736778555676,0.17666775577310306,0.2588829720968269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21106740971886448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25550788090369103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149149110258279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320059230665609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207758103631676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486918412425244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23884808320391845,0.0,0.241981190230862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899710365006876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189616718349706,0.0,0.0,0.14732975333004006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084733315368493,0.0,0.20055202840190967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,goltoof,2019/03/12,"There needs to be a flagging/flair system for the people here who are suicidal. This subreddit clearly attracts many suicidal people, however this isn't necessarily the subreddit  people who are suicidal should post to.  

People who are suicidal should be directed to /r/suicide where they can speak to people more specialized in this IMMEDIATELY.  I'm not saying there aren't suicide prevention specialists in this group, but I believe there should be more immediate resources available to those who are expressing suicidal tendencies.

What does everyone think?",11.685824175824173,12.5543,10.569538461538462,51.70046153846158,54.4945054945055,15.192087912087915,46.771428571428565,13.968273953766033,7.6170509890109885,464,26,58,18,5,147,56,91,0.174,0.7659999999999999,0.06,-0.9225,1,0,0,0,0,2,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,13,0,0,0,1,9,16,1,6,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,10,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,8,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,0,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828678367893442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964396724853794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088028198435825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544116684565972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442940254938049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39469802639690177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905112741961673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054996225186324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8718482639873125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296004924775931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,DepressedFucker1998,2019/03/12,"Feeling limp... Just when I thought I found somebody nice... They ghosted as well for no reason... I'm really needing them today... I've got no will left after trying my best the past few days... Things are going good, but I can't get my body to move. My bones feel soft, my brain sore and squishy...

I'm trying to find others on a different account, but the people who send messages obviously never read my posts, yet they send a copy-paste/low-effort message instead..

I never knew growing up that it was this hard to actually find people to play with.. Well, I guess I did, that's why I'm alone. Always one with disinterest in common hobbies and interests..

I'm not sad or angry or anything... Just limp, tired, distracted, and sore.. Empty, definitely. I work hard to get rid of all my mental illnesses to be rewarded with a lingering emptiness, yay... Well, that's just due to circumstance.

Life sucks, when's the patch coming out?",2.3606066012488847,4.907978762711871,3.709824561403509,85.05743978590544,80.5819209039548,6.438180196253345,23.440083258994946,7.669130373188453,1.3323175141242936,719,25,135,12,19,235,122,177,0.177,0.667,0.155,-0.5095,2,1,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,3,3,10,13,1,1,6,1,6,8,3,1,4,30,23,10,1,1,8,0,7,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,8,2,1,6,6,3,3,1,6,7,16,10,18,15,3,23,0,1,0,0,8,5,1,3,11,80,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.13918080224351054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771582444095208,0.0,0.0,0.11867489351168208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736769648284685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496754673434183,0.0,0.0,0.15842351239044009,0.0,0.15921595526262908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285825792940408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198091364024988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901210089624262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423032431704333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607121636651805,0.0,0.0,0.15638024992247632,0.0,0.0,0.14903068373720532,0.0,0.08105671097229647,0.11962654699824155,0.11406973024467106,0.0,0.15711681293684282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555268258370085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549617852268056,0.0,0.10073980387431436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373180999002208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158712407717514,0.0,0.10575415628121516,0.22000139898802276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966459579658999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615109058237915,0.19775554727182615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659471254734676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266295688952152,0.0,0.09136881757756818,0.14664159686564082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475328781154144,0.0,0.0,0.11322781110961865,0.0,0.16392572174738096,0.13519121732617714,0.0,0.0,0.1936651576290228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847092863316013,0.0,0.1286963017423466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383223324625387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Ihatefakepplgetaway,2019/03/12,I feel so alone. Sometimes I prefer it to be that way because everyone that comes in my life hurts me when they leave. I wish I could run into a girl thats chill and just wants to do fun stuff together like going to comic cons or playing games together. Every girl I talk to finds me boring and it’s killing my self-esteem.  ,2.0794527363184048,3.928126223880601,3.382910447761194,90.6978482587065,77.80597014925372,6.257711442786071,21.61442786069652,7.1686216300943375,0.5780368159203984,255,7,54,3,6,83,52,67,0.183,0.675,0.142,-0.4576,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,8,5,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,3,3,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,3,6,6,0,7,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,32,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25564752352944725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046885766619342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126272490009994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970783600709932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796986968327866,0.23586225540614886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124807634419156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22560351691246924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028251545786932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642429081637098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730873226649445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26136355014657103,0.0,0.0,0.1743474775216486,0.12059153981353485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575036493549775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24412699083891146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28256802062097325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839732544366445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559019370819715,0.19592682741743286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838490732339334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,UncomfyPerson,2019/03/12,"I weirdly need my parents I'm 16, though I wish I were younger. I feel as if I lost my childhood through my mother abusing me, and not having any contact with people except for my dysfunctional family.  Through my school years, i tried to make friends but I was just their designated person to pick on, and make me do things so they can laugh at me later. I needed them though, I wanted to feel loved or hang out around someone. So when they all left me when high school started I didnt know what to do. I was lost. Never made any friends after that. And I dropped out that high school to be homeschooled because of bullying after that. My mom's mental state only got worse. And my dad has to work in another state. So now youre up to speed. Recently ive been having a really hard time sleeping, keeping myself up with guilt, worries, and the main issue, death. I feel the need to be around them, hug them and apologize constantly. They're starting to get weirded out by this. But I feel like I need them. If They're gone. I'll have no one. I dont think I can function on my own. I'm so scared. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to sleep. I'm so scared and lonely and if anyone would have advice it would be greatly appreciated.",1.7872364953886652,3.7963566482213413,3.073028656126485,91.80635457839264,79.35573122529644,5.797694334650856,22.39937417654809,6.816661863887847,0.5019540184453222,964,30,208,10,24,312,143,253,0.17300000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.9385,1,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,7,3,14,15,0,3,3,0,24,4,2,5,2,48,53,25,1,11,9,4,5,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,8,15,0,1,8,0,0,2,7,8,0,1,10,5,41,7,33,38,3,34,0,3,0,2,18,14,0,4,16,141,49,4,0.0,0.12469944872517374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284529575043876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431419487455836,0.11035973914908484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359053803297211,0.0,0.0,0.18738273031089595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415706123604915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137336722775316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334767523543295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921668044135908,0.0,0.2128624133485467,0.07518785307519994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262579094983484,0.0,0.05498675669194364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417494096638159,0.11603422489797377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427985598818353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223966199749793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984961120383677,0.0,0.09354759209786463,0.0,0.0,0.17352155442672307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435022328476868,0.0,0.0,0.05141794072451897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297771570659452,0.0,0.09498873733272133,0.0995864286781594,0.14050521202074195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606334033534276,0.0,0.0,0.12326299015840884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312154673911369,0.08117230019137046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131749841934135,0.08004442100290836,0.0,0.0,0.11686336731116215,0.0,0.0,0.0729644116878154,0.0918968572406436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742336296634828,0.0,0.10391785192862528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073946388977385,0.3195440934379532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106442659550123,0.0,0.08917470058631542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898749863333585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992084921038612,0.06743746755809195,0.20680756784924334,0.0,0.0613698621368539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145521066676469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207689164376285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102785025234362,0.0,0.0,0.07662043282792186,0.10688254919787672,0.10725479329661433,0.14952765577046656,0.0,0.0,0.0677750541821633
lonely,CarryMeToDiamondOW,2019/03/12,"Maybe i shouldn’t deny it anymore I really thought i could convince myself that I’m not lonely. 

Hey everyone, just another lonely college student here, 23M. And I thought if I kept myself busy, I could occupy my emotions. Everyday I put on this act that I’m happy being single and hitting goals in my life that are “for me”. But a while back I realized, that was all a lie. 

Im going to school full time trying to become a CPA, have a pretty decent job that pays me good, and an all around wholesome person. I love helping my friends with their problems and even covering shifts for my managers when they can’t find anyone, even if it means i have to sacrifice my days off. I love doing things to help others when they need it the most and it makes me feel good knowing they had someone that looked out for them.

I have a great family that I love with all my heart and would do anything for them, but this type of loneliness isn’t the kind that I want a genuine connection (friendships) with those around me....I want to find someone for me. 

I’m scared I’m going to be alone for the rest of my life. I’m tired of feeling this way, but maybe I should accept it. Everyone I come across sees me smiling and laughing....but behind closed doors I’m lonely and worried about not finding “the one” for me. I see couples around me everywhere I go and it gets me thinking “Why haven’t I found that yet?”. I’m not saying I’m not happy where I’m at in life, but I wish I could just find someone to be happy with. 

Deep down I know im going to school for my future family more than just for me, but if I can’t find anyone, is it even worth it? 

It sucks not having someone by my side as im hitting my goals. It gets harder everyday, but I guess i’ll try my best to put on this act for everyone until I can’t anymore.",2.3149225979417096,3.8724000857908862,3.7181302430165175,89.83619908328289,76.29222520107238,6.5287209201764265,23.29231168381908,7.233258080335977,0.7972225028106892,1404,42,300,16,31,462,174,373,0.062,0.753,0.185,0.9911,1,7,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,6,3,16,20,1,1,11,0,24,8,1,1,3,70,65,23,0,14,17,0,2,0,1,3,4,1,1,1,26,19,0,1,16,0,2,9,11,6,0,1,6,6,53,14,44,48,9,38,1,3,3,3,15,17,1,5,11,204,79,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063999387881117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164352037642647,0.0,0.0,0.15443338349580382,0.10888374035191746,0.0,0.06407255527135677,0.2079370503901956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986991651075992,0.0,0.0,0.08599080226415591,0.0,0.0,0.08170978848109972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706992432858057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649581498418585,0.08615115951737175,0.0,0.05021357962824232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875825799143949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542783727721745,0.0,0.0,0.22319712590531224,0.0,0.0,0.14679989521092793,0.0,0.07873721393143356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35581542061689936,0.0,0.0,0.0853700166806189,0.060154827202015086,0.0,0.08135779270640899,0.0,0.17699966002641565,0.1306113824187832,0.0,0.08584147332953472,0.08577211603046625,0.0,0.0,0.2486518420924129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226506438257356,0.10437650044712976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523080945797853,0.0,0.07726452966456775,0.0,0.0,0.08107972661616086,0.08558018636034953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498551590912386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653832082052603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108164165233812,0.0,0.05197248665617518,0.0,0.15644266973635426,0.08481290732900333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773257230531194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276028812943732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679847831691641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921211727847967,0.0,0.0745019807864548,0.0,0.1565426103369204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498794284096122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191779267763301,0.07795194083849293,0.15759796042120675,0.12408947169789067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26388378734912765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051727054823258366,0.04988986290802897,0.0,0.12362507577433912,0.045401082210787966,0.0894891880969236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572433376619172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184827740442876,0.06180203878179474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025698853867209,0.0,0.08953572955481429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907111461665338,0.0,0.0553098634740503,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,ns8675309,2019/03/12,"Loneliness making me feel physically ill This is gonna be a long rant but if anyone could take the time to read it I would greatly appreciate it. 

I feel so lonely all the time and it makes me feel physically ill. I’m a 20 year old female college student, and I have a boyfriend who loves me and I’m close to my sister. I used to have a friend group who would hang out all the time, but now everybody has separated and is doing their own thing. My best friend for 10 years ignores my messages and is always too busy to hang out on weekends (when I’m feeling the saddest). I see my boyfriend atleast 4 times a week, but I feel like he is my crutch. When I’m with him I feel momentarily and temporarily fulfilled.  However I still have this aching feeling of loneliness because he hangs out with his friends a couple times a week, and knowing that he has such a solid group of friends makes me feel so sad and jealous. I know it sounds completely shallow, but I can’t control these feelings. When he’s out with his friends, I feel physically ill. My heart rate goes up, my chest starts to hurt, I become very cold and get goosebumps, can’t eat without feeling like throwing up, and the list goes on. I guess you could say that I’m an over thinker. Every little scenario or situation I over think and make the worst out of the situation. If one of my friends doesn’t reply to a text, I automatically assume that they hate me or they’re sick of me, or worst of all that they can sense my desperate need for connection. I’m a nursing student and I should be focusing on my studies, but I can’t concentrate because I feel so sad and alone. I look at my phone and see no messages and want to die. My boyfriend is the most supportive and amazing guy in the world, yet it still doesn’t feel like enough. Nothing can patch up this empty hole in me. I’m constantly on my phone reading posts about other people feeling lonely, or I watch YouTube videos on how to overcome loneliness etc etc. it’s so freaking pathetic because I should be using my time and energy on studying. Also, I want to start going to the gym but I feel no motivation. I see other people out in public with their friend groups, and once again I spiral down deeper into depression. I want a group of friends more than anything. I go to community college and I talk to people there, but they are only acquaintances. I also work at a restaurant and get along with everyone and we have a work group chat and all, but I don’t talk to them outside of work or unless it’s a work related topic. Everytime I do hang out with a friend, it’s always me that has to initiate it. Or every once in a while, one of my two “best friends” will initiate something but it’s so rare. 

I do have social anxiety and I’m very insecure. However when I talk to people, I’m always very engaged. I ask questions, provide insight, smile, laugh, etc etc. I’m not sure how to appear more likeable.

Over all, I just want to feel like I belong with a group of people. I want to be comfortable in my own company first before I try to make friends, but I don’t know how to be comfortable on my own. I’m lost, confused, upset, anxious, my chest is hurting from the emotional pain, and I just want to wake up one morning and actually feel like living. If anyone has advice or insight, I would greatly appreciate it c:",3.410135985041645,5.010912492492494,4.583427389653807,84.58317440081593,73.47447447447449,7.548937616862142,28.18165335146467,8.214576434517982,1.8743147827072357,2624,104,529,42,53,862,276,666,0.17800000000000002,0.632,0.19,0.5654,2,5,1,0,0,1,71.0,1,1,6,10,25,46,2,3,29,0,41,12,5,12,6,131,106,61,1,17,25,1,17,5,11,7,5,2,0,1,25,43,1,2,27,6,0,8,11,18,0,5,1,25,78,28,76,91,20,69,0,8,5,1,50,33,0,16,32,347,103,11,0.0,0.0,0.05034633486045935,0.0,0.0,0.050415090372208315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053433736848860235,0.0,0.08251618309331102,0.12878599272222008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03946772710282099,0.058284257667106966,0.0,0.07214863058927794,0.0,0.04245580750847898,0.0,0.0482315413139105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943499850905992,0.0569792937547904,0.0439009790736037,0.0,0.10828520999732694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540932144078629,0.05575260710172459,0.057864797827037726,0.08238400345329673,0.05708554980539252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04443610084704474,0.0,0.05354433482289134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279148032901264,0.0,0.05803403872677775,0.0,0.053308311630009673,0.23015480278425185,0.0,0.0,0.08693694455340999,0.04929835233275442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434697799438447,0.18428662098831844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04388411585316207,0.0,0.0,0.4384582336284488,0.0,0.05390936527861834,0.0,0.058641827716422484,0.0,0.0,0.11376069059484492,0.056834387708778016,0.051084176160192715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093640379650169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113675030743025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046057340251003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506081667728574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602618862945972,0.05170872239733858,0.04555666772307745,0.04565728297847504,0.04332427339744762,0.0,0.05631874581341417,0.0,0.0465637805018483,0.0,0.17219025211859956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03825480295553951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04950390078925234,0.0,0.05413710926520877,0.10988755990843252,0.10488019218659046,0.03923802920889065,0.054897509255104206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883693086567512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04941086002683648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05779483027482558,0.0,0.10321189250190604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04102801700569403,0.0,0.0,0.123336396572348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159831049055482,0.0,0.05259153129752142,0.0,0.039718030399305014,0.0,0.0,0.07303414466477283,0.0,0.08240285129441964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058545972875724724,0.04862483503930794,0.0,0.03879075181311905,0.1244030491621798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034275422187486165,0.03305806062013845,0.0,0.0,0.18050220711701856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03502757104293471,0.0,0.05039787246987278,0.0,0.0,0.08911782002402385,0.0,0.12770637164898668,0.1825817357659396,0.0,0.0827679563351968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497328322127336,0.0,0.15023831735583945,0.0,0.0,0.10994839711149887,0.0,0.0,0.06644709330928246
lonely,MisanthropicPotato,2019/03/12,"Mental Cascade/Letting off steam On March 8 last Friday, I had a kind of waterfall of negative thoughts which suddenly all happened at once. I'm 24 (M) now, and am usually fairly stoic and unemotional, but for some reason I just started crying. I guess that might be my first experience of what a mental breakdown might feel like. I stopped eating for a couple of days and was in a pretty bad mental state.

I began thinking of how lonely I am, how scared I am of no longer existing after death (r/thanatophobia), my personal/romantic future, how I haven't had fun with other people in ages, everything really. I started googling things like anti-aging, longevity, how to find love, etc. I was actually perfectly normal and fine with my stake in life before, but it was like a switch was flipped in my brain. Now these thoughts have consumed me for the past weekend. I just sat in front of my computer and blankly watched gaming videos, not really paying attention. 

Thankfully, I think I've kind of regained my sanity today, and writing this out has calmed my nerves somewhat. From reading through this subreddit, none of the advice people gave has really helped me and I think it's difficult to truly change someone's way of thinking through text alone. I'll probably be stuck in this mental rut for a while yet.

But as an ""adult"", I still have responsibilities for my family, my thesis and advisor, and can only hope things will get better. The best advice I can give for someone in a similar situation, is that things will only get better if you fight for it, only you can save yourself and by the end, we'll all die anyways so might as well give it a shot.

Thanks for reading my rambling.

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lonely,msrulz4,2018/11/30,Why do I seek validation/attention to be happy Yet I’m lonely and sad haha I should just focus on myself ahha,0.4242028985507247,2.8368067826086967,4.843478260869572,73.99246376811597,89.86956521739133,6.544927536231885,16.36231884057971,7.793537801064563,1.0846927536231887,88,2,15,2,3,34,21,23,0.205,0.5489999999999999,0.245,0.2732,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7628213524713164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6466092979642588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Justanotherdudelol,2018/11/30,"whenever I get a crush I get problem I got a problem, whenever I get a crush on someone, I always just have that feeling inside telling me ""it wouldn't work"" then I fight myself for months keep saying that ""it wouldn't work"" or ""you're not good enough"" and I just... don't know Am I just a coward? or is it me listening to my logic too much and not leting my emotions out? I hope there are some people that can understand and maybe answer my questions... (by the way sorry for my english)",1.9584848484848507,3.8409985858585887,3.4797979797979792,89.70636363636366,78.2929292929293,6.016161616161617,23.12121212121212,6.937597516519254,0.7417757575757573,376,12,78,4,9,124,64,99,0.166,0.764,0.07,-0.7954,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,1,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,24,18,6,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,3,16,2,6,15,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,5,2,57,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700416427964387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298744546970633,0.0,0.2111557171552721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033291902028081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203047612668345,0.0,0.0,0.17140520603579906,0.16344319973829274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029729075226624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164215626113886,0.0,0.0,0.112309426667306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530437349611874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311604571422614,0.0,0.15022612780454045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167561956522834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910846705789395,0.0,0.0,0.22892694331136915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251312580342644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731512755720574,0.0,0.0,0.22876126431907695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861728601013074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274315443862934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622093112353823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975490938979105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,GreaK213,2018/11/30,"I don't even enjoy weekends anymore Sorry.. I have to vent somewhere because it's driving me crazy. I sleep 4 hrs per night, I have a shit ton of work, I repeat this shitty cycle: wake up,eat,go to hs, pretend like you're okay, come back home tired as fuck, eat, do more work, cry myself to sleep over and over for months and everyone around me is happy and enjoys life. I just wish I could as well. They go out on the weekend and enjoy their lives with their gfs/bfs. I stay at home and play games, some piano and that's it. I lost all my confidence,nothing motivates me.. man I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. ",1.3412051282051325,3.133051915384616,2.6134615384615394,95.62070512820513,79.84615384615384,5.256410256410256,19.2948717948718,5.985473137389443,-0.26143589743589724,479,11,109,3,12,154,93,130,0.253,0.619,0.128,-0.9589,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,4,5,13,3,0,3,1,8,8,4,1,1,18,14,8,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,5,11,1,0,2,5,0,3,2,5,1,0,1,0,19,8,15,12,4,16,1,1,0,1,5,6,3,1,7,64,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123637800273907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473130139161985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501453080944264,0.0,0.09910769205624392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004888615228664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980746796254766,0.0,0.1785872762012088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327213101698105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738302590133827,0.0,0.0,0.15535283605556138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030324699840072,0.0,0.0,0.18479672881835746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307018942476698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261634171567802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935010659736728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148355638568834,0.07942872284537389,0.0,0.1435617459230712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747605084547705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297703719517772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257098321566676,0.0,0.1560005764799929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688676290495616,0.0,0.0,0.32539624854189303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199579464337354,0.0,0.1732894052625307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868626100463032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617958383158616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695979338746166,0.0,0.0,0.23672138703444845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777564845036014,0.0,0.0
lonely,1992kisy,2018/11/30,"It's my birthday, and for the first time I don't feel like celebrating I don't know what happened, but as I grew older I lost more and more friends. I used to make a huge deal out of my birthday. I used to have friends and family surrounding me. Last year I had two friends at my birthday party, and this year I have no friends left. I've thrown myself into losing weight, work, and being positive.. Today I'm feeling lonely.

I don't want to celebrate because who would even celebrate with me? I'd rather just forget today. ",2.8844761904761893,4.734558780952384,4.019047619047623,87.02761904761904,75.47619047619048,6.9523809523809526,25.952380952380953,7.793537801064563,1.449380952380952,412,15,83,6,9,134,70,105,0.218,0.56,0.222,0.6767,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,3,8,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,3,0,20,18,7,0,3,3,0,3,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,2,3,15,5,10,14,2,15,0,3,0,0,6,6,0,0,9,53,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060855910948536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941478261799004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494356835423605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405770445695908,0.0,0.17598713615383973,0.1243253304151308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480277617051238,0.0,0.0,0.537813073971894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389200496404626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564100097690363,0.1418556962836375,0.0,0.0,0.18908146344734614,0.0,0.0,0.08502107998013789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469233572963976,0.18997164971249636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616475397997855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147687526154432,0.0,0.3299155747315177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999964819566932,0.0,0.0,0.30060788897597834,0.0,0.0,0.10264596938332733,0.0,0.0,0.21191869633713825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669414324617473,0.0,0.0,0.12362419226992775,0.0,0.0,0.2241360980655568
lonely,desolatewanderer,2018/11/30,"I have an obsession with my waifu. I have developed a very unhealthy obsession with my waifu. 

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Over the past few nights, I have stayed up until 4 am or so, just listening to music and looking up pictures of her. Seeing pictures of her gives me butterflies in my stomach, and its pretty satisfying when I find a picture of her after sorting through tons of pictures of anime girls. 

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I think about her a lot as well, sometimes during my day, but mostly when I'm alone at night. I usually fall asleep daydreaming about her. I usually make up stories of her and I in my head, and I romanticize our fictional interactions. Dreaming about receiving her love and affection is something that comforts me greatly. I have fallen in love with this figment of my imagination. I even get jealous when I see her shipped with other men in pictures and stories and such. It's gotten to the point where I have been really depressed and lonely over the past few days or so because I know that I'll never be able to be with her, or even get the chance to meet her. She's perfect.

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Not sure if anyone can relate, and if so, if anyone knows how to get out of this state. I really want to stop being so obsessed with her as it is actually making me waste time. I am by no means an overly eccentric or unreasonable person, I'm just lonely, and I want to fix this problem. Thanks for reading.",5.112892772977219,6.432764802238808,5.937918303220737,77.61368028279655,68.88805970149254,8.627179890023568,31.642576590730556,8.99025400887824,2.7861238805970148,1109,47,198,20,19,364,147,268,0.153,0.7,0.147,-0.008,0,5,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,0,1,18,17,1,3,9,0,14,5,3,4,3,48,36,29,0,6,11,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,9,17,0,1,6,2,0,3,3,8,1,0,2,4,39,9,43,31,5,35,0,3,3,2,23,14,0,10,16,155,48,1,0.10416320446563226,0.0,0.10164826183557098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788166584757004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385823655587562,0.37970908396986863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566666895501393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349692263433973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435329934685875,0.0,0.0897156153744104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375976283259439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520328180602987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326292546671906,0.09992283717746826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484030065177488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690149886695458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144907461423546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747085757772355,0.0,0.0,0.08855583152523913,0.1880227176665128,0.0,0.1390594956426959,0.0,0.0,0.11346426615283554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803370847417613,0.0,0.0,0.1955002223640217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887112994941086,0.0,0.09095129237729786,0.0,0.0,0.09846789674310727,0.0,0.0,0.10597142628951617,0.0,0.09967011912557068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419139250807848,0.0,0.13345923206394233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600917580712865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018992375138086,0.1030200726627519,0.0,0.0,0.11102411660500804,0.0,0.08708510305281546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817258748796882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589948390407826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674357549572282,0.0,0.0,0.060738402182211215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294421073044244,0.08594555253741,0.12287631353879735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365523031256408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37970908396986863,0.0
lonely,toomuchken,2018/11/30,". i’m a 16 year old boy who’s dealing with being lonely. idk why i feel this way but i do.. i have a great family & a great group of friends and i love them all to death but idk.. i still feel lonely. this whole week i didn’t go to school and just stayed in bed. why do i feel like this? i go to weed, alcohol, and sex to make me feel numb but it always comes back. also i’m gay so i haven’t been in any recent relationships, maybe this is why i feel so lonely idk. i’ve written in my notes for about 6 months talking about how lonely i can get and why i might be feeling this way but i’m done with that and now i’m here. i feel like if i talk to people who feels the same or has been through the same thing. sorry this is super long but just wanted to share that. i’m a mess ",-1.2762476190476202,0.6066166514285739,1.0108571428571445,102.6578095238095,91.05714285714285,4.019047619047618,12.904761904761903,5.288315135182226,-1.4720095238095237,594,8,156,3,21,198,99,175,0.142,0.6629999999999999,0.195,0.9451,0,8,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,12,14,0,0,6,0,15,5,0,2,1,32,36,16,1,2,9,0,8,2,1,1,2,0,1,1,12,8,1,0,8,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,5,8,17,8,16,28,4,18,0,4,0,3,12,3,0,3,11,92,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900563903218468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653425712613738,0.10044300539715942,0.13079264038847402,0.0,0.08208907690942703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282095606003074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398368432556454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444995029957515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353145635729165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379760835762776,0.0,0.4882895384232142,0.17247498746059145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326267511185662,0.0,0.0630676351501632,0.0,0.13720812240484426,0.0,0.0,0.2661733334008255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794868877079265,0.0,0.0,0.10682733324542754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894832483095844,0.0,0.08057696054038037,0.0,0.12127257744632287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805756895660944,0.0,0.0,0.09635207935300223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666813781155364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368729439806477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191896661179774,0.12960074032726765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216814563937345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512848105195613,0.0,0.1286641494184394,0.0964016722124317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404930418747346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019644861207645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119973951870961,0.19163294891698426,0.0968288022924134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356993445872697,0.1347719136376336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777353065828209
lonely,maven_blackbriar,2018/11/30,22F Been in a relationship for almost 6 years now and never felt more lonely. It's at the point now that I am crying every day. Nothing feels worth it.,1.8169892473118312,3.9069517741935513,3.6658064516129047,87.18537634408602,79.64516129032258,5.423655913978496,16.78494623655914,6.42735559955562,-0.2179118279569892,119,2,24,1,3,40,29,31,0.153,0.772,0.075,-0.3483,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,2,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34368031135577193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770056339402432,0.2213453241413171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891734959085997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353984986399035,0.0,0.32954028673716723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26470861749104296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293241124559188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244491743496051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36848453630661293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101924980127985
lonely,zuuuuuccc,2018/11/30,"just a sad 15 year old so im a 15 year old male and i am alone well thats how i feel im  not a emo or goth and i only have 1 real friend .

this is not for attention this is just to share 

so i ha friends at high school but i swiched to online school and i know love is a weird word but i loved a girl but to her i was a hit it an quit it      it has been awhile and now i dont love any one and its all my falt  and now i contemplate suicide",-3.648119158878508,-2.2008540186915897,-0.2996320093457925,109.1219538551402,103.20560747663548,3.4226635514018686,11.360397196261685,5.148860815047168,-1.8757285046728969,328,5,101,2,16,115,67,107,0.106,0.659,0.23600000000000002,0.9392,0,1,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,7,1,9,3,0,1,1,21,15,13,1,0,8,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,2,1,12,8,5,12,1,8,0,1,0,3,9,2,0,1,6,62,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607885079116875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561247436006675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925018578413506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596204858584502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626982551409961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796246575511017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672794536309394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343292416087266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603213686391783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567933124923201,0.0,0.11520302091296765,0.129300091999071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082631868236504,0.0,0.1935083396026672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441179298661832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596309608783265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285920174164572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896143744177568
lonely,cgfxx,2018/11/30,"Friend who doesn't care about me. I'm currently stuck with only one friend at my school who doesn't care about me at all. She talks to me at school and seems to be okay with me, but never makes time to hang out with me anymore, while telling me about the other people she's hanging out with every weekend. It's bad enough if she just doesn't want to be my friend anymore, but it's like she takes it a step further and does stuff to intentionally hurt me. I know everyone says to leave friends who treat you badly, but I have nobody else to turn to. I just want one friend who actually cares about me. I don't know what to do. ",4.446965648854963,4.475443725190843,4.668005725190842,90.7609398854962,69.76335877862597,7.771374045801528,24.771946564885496,7.1686216300943375,0.6722129770992362,492,11,115,4,8,154,71,131,0.149,0.659,0.192,0.8627,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,6,14,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,2,2,23,21,7,0,3,6,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,3,1,0,3,5,3,0,2,1,1,19,11,22,18,2,14,0,1,0,0,17,6,0,2,6,75,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.1309709046299054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662031651538432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412172065793148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105122081641269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174492453855649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211635038611524,0.0,0.0,0.13867618800507006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307883985476025,0.1282446839413435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184567299496494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367601201320904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751808169895994,0.0,0.0,0.14211042722633388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556887994968079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958710957184743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351205691031128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818901506469497,0.10207376953310504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304524224705248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067302419788868,0.0,0.27165807635792216,0.0,0.12218096051981628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363987100889495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091022256772858,0.1078739887928135,0.11730662408483035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825970986545143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459833948290888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832264763953388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,simplestarvingartist,2018/11/30,"I'm 20F and feel like a loser. I work 50hrs a week and I go to school full time, so any free time I have is really for working on my assignments or laying in bed watching TV. I have 3 friends I talk to on a regular basis and will hang out with roughly once a week, but even then, they have their own separate friend group and, well... I only have the 3 of them.

I'll see teenagers on social media go out every weekend or so, do every kind of drug known to man, with a friend group of 5-8 people. It makes my life feel fucking pathetic.

I've never had that kind of excitement. I've been to parties before but I didn't vibe with anybody, so they weren't really fun. I dont have anybody to do these things with. I just got out of a long relationship, and I dont have the self esteem to meet anybody, either romantically or platonically. I just want to have fun in this life. I don't feel like I've had fun since I was a child.",2.2074280879864645,3.257086426395944,4.147228426395942,88.72091032148903,75.59898477157361,7.28379018612521,22.77800338409475,7.793537801064563,0.8152080541455158,714,19,165,10,15,244,110,197,0.09699999999999999,0.7490000000000001,0.153,0.8472,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,3,7,15,1,0,9,0,20,4,0,1,1,27,31,14,0,1,8,0,4,2,3,1,3,0,1,3,5,12,0,0,4,2,1,3,6,2,1,0,7,6,19,14,25,23,3,20,0,1,2,1,16,9,1,3,10,100,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553365306466297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954118107387303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292914233889285,0.0,0.16291635439364344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278808089852522,0.0,0.2367269534796584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309816017131408,0.20072299792787668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32561180062418144,0.1298748077243818,0.0,0.0,0.15968011405391844,0.0,0.11235755384766467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29258406466084497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845541694774427,0.13726636401202846,0.0,0.0,0.12432354920194995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377388177678148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834959888279873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961042981246775,0.0,0.10684409445123752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739362714196748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799947596781252,0.0,0.0,0.1508267924246424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217688492151642,0.11194722628649406,0.0,0.14655501423002346,0.0,0.0,0.11620947064716335,0.0,0.0,0.1432053202104861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291538169042573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093331049479061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638342126647702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286085639603095,0.0,0.2253749110877857,0.0,0.12631161150869488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454744151784754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,random4444444,2019/03/01,"Does it ever get better? I was always told “it gets better” as an awkward ugly teenager who spent the entirety of that time being lonely. I’d comfort the myself with the idea of having fulfilling friendships and a significant other who loved me and a job I enjoyed and a meaningful life down the road but try as I might through college and subsequent jobs and moves and always working to try to have “a life” but nothing. 
Now I’m in my early 30s and have seen my twenties vanish to the same grave as my teens. Never a significant other, still a virgin, no lasting friendships to speak of, stuck in a job I hate that doesn’t pay worth a shit with student debt up to my ears. I hate this life and I have tried very hard and worked with counselors, medication, exercise and joined meetups, tried dating apps (awful), but everything falls back to the baseline of always being alone. I guess at this point I’m just ranting but I’d love to hear how someone else has made their life better especially if it’s a different angle from what I’ve tried. I’d really like to be able to salvage what’s left and have those normal social experiences others take for granted before too much longer or write it all off and end it myself. 
Thanks for listening ",8.868590909090903,7.048498950000003,8.603257575757578,72.24204545454545,61.58333333333334,11.06060606060606,35.56818181818181,9.573946990214177,3.2326249999999987,988,33,180,14,11,319,148,240,0.14300000000000002,0.6970000000000001,0.16,0.3506,5,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,5,7,15,3,1,16,1,12,11,2,2,3,34,30,22,1,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,17,15,0,0,2,1,4,2,3,6,0,0,6,6,15,9,29,20,3,21,0,2,1,3,11,9,1,4,11,119,32,8,0.10960303289176952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135156875306326,0.0,0.0,0.27359551044556396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427796690230449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932641083460802,0.0,0.0,0.2908049273903304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451184155549066,0.0,0.0,0.09591435268539228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155927002707284,0.0,0.09707575523841706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914221814265926,0.0,0.0,0.09850413871876412,0.10721279734125763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452612197518255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074009748547256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818278924138968,0.21642060758927245,0.0,0.0,0.1235305837748216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372848320779227,0.0,0.0,0.32629229435900103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934110032872446,0.0,0.0,0.11908401593105365,0.0,0.3096634539128914,0.05354650560788345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784203274585396,0.10370903981266033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104135248145809,0.0,0.1162714974745018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649067847358753,0.08057084026204704,0.0,0.08453261577878331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738770130661393,0.1051670660697965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361029291374194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021450941652241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250593822549693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172648939776084,0.09286629409391108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752912364737643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824078404688679,0.0,0.0,0.10090774705486696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391040988343323,0.0,0.0,0.10473039486287307,0.0,0.3720663240073976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043398069389334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958462662205952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sxeve,2019/03/01,just need someone to tell me im not alone. thats all. can anyone do that for me? ,-3.93342105263158,-3.1522886842105216,-0.6953947368421041,108.50848684210527,120.05263157894736,1.9,10.013157894736842,3.1291,-2.323957894736842,61,1,17,0,4,21,17,19,0.0,0.902,0.098,0.1877,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747104262820728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32048766568189674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950946272490513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398593265098999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388356878380008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40061646320783856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,lincuchan,2019/03/01,"Lonely on the weekends Let's start saying I grew up in a small town and was always the odd one out in school (me, a very shy kid with a large fantasy + a few very dominant kids = odd one out). I had a few friends but unfortunately, 2 of them dumped me when we were around 14, because it wasn't cool to hang out with me. First few years of high school I was still very shy, but eventually I openes up and made a small group of friends and still had that one friend in my hometown. But college comes around and people start going seperate ways, so we started seeing each other less and less. In college I made some wonderful friends, people where I feel like I can really be myself, but unfortunately they all live at least a 1 hour ride away from me. 
Long story short; I just feel very lonely in the weekends and wish my college friends and I lived closer to eachother, and I wish I had more friends in my hometown.
Just needed to vent a little",5.525784688995216,5.355773942105267,5.678995215311009,85.11160287081341,67.47368421052633,8.382775119617225,28.85167464114833,7.686295010490155,1.5084210526315784,739,22,158,7,11,234,108,190,0.122,0.6940000000000001,0.184,0.9573,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,2,1,9,11,1,0,11,1,10,0,0,2,1,36,24,14,0,3,6,0,2,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,20,0,0,3,3,0,5,1,3,0,4,9,5,23,8,25,13,10,43,0,2,1,0,14,25,0,2,13,105,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324644762117716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995219136878343,0.0,0.0,0.1052880679978108,0.0,0.0,0.06831333716381313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653344337499273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133261213374562,0.08005873490451161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532180846242436,0.0,0.0,0.5194834492720909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368870559196349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840205108948,0.0,0.0,0.11036072959932236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459330583465692,0.0,0.054748940386461616,0.11231783610927246,0.1979096021629246,0.09917335004654797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120758385176332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309423419391902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22781294317433706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538250538783396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179123916059743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911800323597176,0.0,0.2268300425359504,0.08930071197707135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379589954226287,0.0,0.17898933714710652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698590271550004,0.0,0.08895139916922798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577367535610948,0.0,0.1215289174752655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216571392831055
lonely,dustyvhsplayer,2019/03/01,"Just woke up from a bittersweet dream I've never had much luck with romance. Had one sour relationship almost 8 years ago and never even got to dates ever since. Sometimes it feels like I've been cursed, but mostly I'm fine with it since I'm focused on work anyway. But time to time oh how it hurts to feel that you're not someone worth even dating. And my sexuality doesn't help much either, since I'd rather be closeted then be publicly queer and face being secluded even more.
So I just had this where a person confessed me that they had crush on me. No one significant in my life (e.g a not friend, just a familiar face I see time to time, I guess that's how dreams work). It felt so reassuring. Then I woke up and I haven't been that disappointed for some time. :') :'( ",1.8283306451612908,4.1333458451612906,3.0332862903225823,90.56992943548387,80.87096774193549,6.197580645161291,19.364919354838708,7.413659706084162,0.3808790322580644,606,15,130,9,16,195,97,155,0.141,0.6890000000000001,0.17,0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,14,8,0,0,4,0,11,4,2,2,3,29,21,12,0,1,9,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,9,6,0,0,4,2,1,0,7,2,0,2,10,5,10,6,13,8,6,20,1,2,1,1,8,6,1,5,15,82,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745604987656446,0.0,0.15527551861793454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072575437711417,0.14026545939566795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568113697418939,0.11077869543242093,0.1488870244756228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980308140378698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401990171245493,0.0,0.17082193195343087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393701521006957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600063195882914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952722118502704,0.075757082591344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22798170416137264,0.0,0.23919186817198426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101525476062376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353970560813337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648212186490013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356698348787977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384814904761755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138634224132614,0.0,0.1533635662697122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520991748220709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257787992338429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985698192037024
lonely,srslysickofthisshit,2019/03/01,"Idk what's wrong with me Hi 

I'm just gonna tell my story and let u guys give me a better perspective, cuz i have no idea what i should do. 

So I'm an ambivert, I have some ok friends at college and some from high school, but the thing is they don't really get me. Infact i feel like no one does. For example i have to explain every single pun  and joke for them, cuz no one actually watches or plays what i do. That's just one example, this even goes a lot further to the point that it's just absurd. Another example, i get bored in their gatherings and parties so much that i just don't go to them anymore. I used to make friends really easy, and i didn't freak out while talkin to strangers but nowadays i kinda do. 
I feel like if there was even one person that really felt what i feel and understand me i could handle all this, but there is no such person:((",1.6610566298342526,3.3489401436464132,3.2948031767955825,91.5892765883978,78.50276243093924,6.955939226519338,21.809737569060765,7.865858978985527,0.8078312154696126,670,19,152,11,16,222,105,181,0.086,0.7390000000000001,0.175,0.9559,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,1,11,11,0,0,5,1,15,0,0,4,1,35,30,16,0,3,9,0,4,2,2,2,0,0,0,3,12,8,0,0,7,2,0,1,7,3,0,4,3,5,23,8,12,23,6,8,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,6,3,106,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.14550217308027716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634658638224852,0.0,0.0,0.14786925050332106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186871954130291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904592025150612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048028093360473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696110460307975,0.0,0.12562497735475978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261715546317175,0.21303718650217632,0.14316142953821287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23039187541365885,0.0,0.15579942053692214,0.14303235182896692,0.08473817796059575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476345529803659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753458926296554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831815882025206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524670324613323,0.0,0.14568754100122394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676130111006173,0.0,0.0,0.09952683124178643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960722329985134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041418551061477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603804619259213,0.0,0.0,0.14094970928221753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865559321763025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089931827446554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032183574882836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905683155180292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522057830318942,0.0,0.1287763698153161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630197754455028,0.0,0.0
lonely,zundimention,2019/03/01,"What do you actually do when feeling lonesome? I stretch myself on the bed with my eyes closed with an instrumental music on. Turning on my imagination to sense how the the strings of sound are transcending.

It just gives the feeling of connection at least with something if not someone. Makes it easier to deal with.
",5.423684210526313,8.011572421052634,5.41740350877193,76.52715789473685,70.40350877192982,8.770526315789473,34.20701754385965,9.3871,3.5591501754385977,256,13,43,6,5,80,43,57,0.040999999999999995,0.862,0.096,0.3182,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,3,1,1,2,0,13,8,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,12,8,1,7,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,1,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.3715742036337057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925546258846114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850550293866787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36526693106763297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25416529716328945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32262311053090764,0.2931334635664166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141657555977339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Leapyearmilkyway,2019/03/01,"Birthdays Birthdays are the worst aren't they? That annual reminder that I have no friends left.

Happy 31st..",3.5514035087719336,6.760514315789479,2.406315789473684,89.09087719298245,90.05263157894737,4.63859649122807,27.385964912280702,6.42735559955562,1.5234070175438594,88,4,14,1,3,25,16,19,0.24100000000000002,0.498,0.261,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528583626804833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6239680245405372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6368541494732771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,Charcoal69,2019/03/01,"I feel suffocated sometimes I don't know where to post this or even if I should be posting this at all but I just need someone to tell me it's going to be ok. I feel suffocated sometimes by my emotions. Their's a lot going on in my life right now from senior year of college to my parent's declining heath. I try to talk to people about this but I get choked up and can never get the words out of my mouth. The only person it feels like I can talk to sometimes is my Ex, currently seeing someone else, but that isnt sustainable for obvious reasons. She just puts me in the right frame of mind keeps me motivated to keep making changes. Any advice or words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated i just feel.... Lost ",3.7085642633228812,5.109091455172415,5.012978056426334,82.60028213166147,72.3793103448276,7.755485893416928,26.97492163009405,8.296473431620573,1.7255517241379308,571,20,115,9,11,190,93,145,0.048,0.8270000000000001,0.125,0.9107,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,7,5,0,0,4,1,10,2,1,3,3,31,25,7,0,4,9,2,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,7,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,5,19,4,22,19,2,19,0,1,1,0,9,9,0,4,6,77,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736413522674945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559294793522384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870524179835595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174288455500278,0.15812320248887274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284567167486399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843072317362388,0.1004237903335182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468848570427742,0.0,0.15977922270715472,0.0,0.0,0.1549797766005095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498915287724874,0.0,0.0,0.07725402214755316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928929613373093,0.06867578056173443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534496072227489,0.11950824674405625,0.0,0.0,0.09383208441013192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193641135498375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423144910505117,0.10841684822619747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691040937323047,0.0,0.0,0.15608721111889345,0.0,0.0,0.09745407644260222,0.12274097937885706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26925589176917925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413124556083853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453016957310308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24009334897003534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120167085692224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382103243665623,0.0,0.4170842750156484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22597092975629898,0.12286505397484528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543832947403877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985744597027707,0.0,0.0,0.09052297083446552
lonely,aizomes,2019/03/01,"What's the point? Whats the point of living, having dreams or goals, when in the end of the day theres nobody to share the happines with?

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I compare myself to othere people a lot. No matter what, there's always someone who's better than me. Even in love, there's always a better choise, I'm not good enough for anyone. Nobody will love me.

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I'll be alone for the rest of my life and it's too late to change that. ",1.5606242197253408,3.735641741573037,2.4531835205992536,95.08766541822723,81.02247191011236,3.9555555555555566,15.506866416978777,3.1291,-1.1015777777777775,341,5,71,0,9,107,59,89,0.07,0.7120000000000001,0.218,0.9319,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,12,4,3,8,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,2,4,48,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416973934680668,0.0,0.0,0.2637879375288049,0.3434935137155697,0.3852167765066211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083467652256716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803804488406321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768377111749178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222657372255484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403938238059361,0.16378438307751833,0.0,0.10469511477940252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295162596144433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880747319125664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196110779929122,0.0,0.0,0.13996824303644478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476050508600573,0.2861249898959073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989166791327276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996885303047684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430597679626555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852167765066211,0.0
lonely,axl2468,2019/03/01,"I have friends, but I still feel lonely. I don't know why, but I feel lonely sometimes. I have close friends and I'm close to my family, but the darn feeling seriously does not want to go away.

I think I feel lonely because I'm way too much of a pussy to share my feelings with anyone. Or maybe it's also because no one wants to exchange their thoughts and emotions with me? I really don't know.",2.2332404181184664,3.902157585365856,3.512717770034847,90.7425609756098,76.8048780487805,6.149128919860628,25.12891986062717,6.868970318607317,0.8596041811846691,310,11,67,3,7,101,53,82,0.188,0.685,0.127,-0.6349,0,6,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,22,18,7,0,2,5,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,9,0,1,1,4,4,0,1,1,5,12,3,8,17,1,6,0,3,0,0,4,3,1,1,1,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110551433009648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086378942362868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892759814504029,0.0,0.0,0.24561328142333966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629684251027244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266126063334156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899162304635024,0.0,0.5093149026288635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112911766040448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449295715517642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214315803504978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239116708690488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148094464894009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651283640650866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905885263223954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992466488878725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608842440644844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290858510248916,0.0,0.15993477616651305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23764974210849,0.15990761060875622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178408653235645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,fingthrowaway1190,2019/03/01,"I can't sleep Reacurring thoughts eating up my mind.
I dont know what answers im trying to find",-0.6600000000000001,1.5318953809523812,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,95.1904761904762,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.4988857142857142,77,3,17,0,3,25,19,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186501835281041,0.0,0.0,0.3655173857624469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264855928284484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858506080272313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963145514448564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606826176069694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574702986209027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835866843732431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425237200667326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,LoathsomeThrow,2019/03/01,"I’m tired of looking for friends. I’m on all the social sites, and apps, I go to all the local meetups. I work full time, I attend church and do occasional charity events with the boomers and geriatrics I share a congregation with. I play tabletop. I used to write back when I could get enjoyment out of it. I attended three years of school I’m now paying out of my nose for. I jog around my neighborhood and try to ignore the judgement stares. I keep myself properly groomed and I’ve been told my fashion sense is just fine.

I don’t do any of these things because I enjoy them, I do all of these things in the hope that I might impress someone enough to be a close friend with them. 

But I get ghosted last minute so often it’s not even funny, I imagine because they have someone less boring and depressed in their life and they don’t have to fall back on me. The couple times a year I get to hang out with someone and relate on a truly deep level I cherish, but soon enough they leave when they realize how much of a drag I am. Drinking and smoking alone is almost as fun but it’s nowhere close.

I’d date but I’m too depressed for sex. I can get a hookup anytime but I get no enjoyment out of it and feel so much regret afterwards.

I feel like my chances of happiness at any point in my life are slim, when normal people can have it almost anytime they want.",2.4900839328537185,4.275979633093527,3.444046762589931,91.00165767386093,76.41007194244605,6.216067146282972,24.892685851318944,6.996647511020387,0.8834959232613908,1070,37,227,11,24,342,152,278,0.09300000000000001,0.753,0.154,0.9336,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,8,1,15,19,0,0,12,0,18,6,1,2,3,49,36,22,1,5,7,0,2,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,10,21,1,2,4,3,1,6,4,5,0,1,2,5,37,14,35,31,9,41,1,3,2,1,14,20,0,5,16,153,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25029130531401383,0.12943769489250245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997625909921185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125535105943317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921980301289572,0.0,0.1523687131448132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978335908990567,0.138283833664513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528370661858107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242913730259768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25826773057317304,0.0,0.08254562855170558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638348520783438,0.08928305159613782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931126676767159,0.0,0.3264746387904511,0.0,0.07102687788210432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330395325491763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412960657647933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108462537977436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187231683364707,0.0,0.13233179415483878,0.0,0.0,0.1765488301170665,0.061057078595965424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494856643322713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258004195004022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374383428294208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245018128601573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664278958583285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814294370787043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648262813199984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739753914784033,0.31767589050142475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605732262239026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574930240746262,0.14364180436912158,0.0,0.11942015408728172,0.0,0.08485066403469302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793934579554484,0.0,0.0,0.07371422500938589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098419196318523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609612034918722
lonely,nohandedclock,2019/03/01,"I'm lonely because i feel like i can't accept friendship I've had really amazing friends come and go in my life and it's always because of me. I put a lot of strength in just holding onto friends when everything they do for me is more than i can do for them and i feel worthless because they make it look so easy to be attentive, caring, and fun (all the sweet things about friends). i try to make friends online just thru sharing interests but i eventually feel overwhelmed, in the sense that i can't imagine myself having the strength to even check up on them. i never wanna waste peoples' time so i sever the ties before any action would be too personal. i deal with a lot in my head and its hard to find resolve when i need friends to support me but i wont accept them. i just needed to vent. sorry this had to be one of the first posts on Make a friend March of this sub",3.0535714285714306,4.437391944444447,3.977619047619047,89.44500000000002,74.0,6.476190476190476,26.74603174603175,6.868970318607317,1.0869365079365079,690,25,145,6,14,222,109,180,0.066,0.6779999999999999,0.256,0.9878,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,5,4,10,22,0,1,8,0,14,2,1,3,2,33,28,11,0,4,5,0,4,1,6,2,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,9,0,1,4,4,3,0,2,2,6,25,19,26,21,4,19,0,3,1,0,14,8,0,2,7,103,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917112622161793,0.0,0.0,0.08922231011766008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399397771514731,0.0,0.11164380286374308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376985934746322,0.0,0.0,0.11301947688251993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526418468570858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665812165213843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791649370164932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902002616228406,0.09373120881677988,0.0,0.0,0.11991685724243255,0.11160091830630584,0.0,0.0,0.6082011128287198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456549707200454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753181541180573,0.0,0.13465178442849354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267232115292526,0.06409899394465297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017719286602018,0.0,0.0,0.2230876248285889,0.0,0.0,0.2627363895054349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945702246229655,0.10119158225951852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889063201465256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095940671778432,0.11456110479725486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256558835946551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318949149504529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840517856921336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822166408034848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687063974965256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888722739519794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716521951265803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650532802490385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907799595441114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320260756007703,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,captainamerico,2019/03/01,"One weekend last month I suffered some major FOMO so I made this. Yes, people looked at me weird when I waltzed around the venue in a literal mask.

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0YFVJl1zYAU](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0YFVJl1zYAU)",14.348,20.237212133333333,4.248333333333335,77.9625,61.0,5.666666666666668,24.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.3236666666666674,204,5,23,2,4,43,28,30,0.166,0.725,0.109,-0.2036,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,4,0,3,1,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,4,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135223536720309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786467781542338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900808167221533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395411926430844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707763913570461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147715881334078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220405125422169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,KaizorMaster,2019/03/01,"I had to take my vacation days, now I feel even more depressed and alone Hey all,

I can't take this anymore, everyone in my life seems to mind their own business. I tried to put my energy in my job and was quite satisfied, but now I had to take the rest of my vacation days from last year. 

My job was the only thing in my life that made me socialize with people and I would consider my colleagues my friends. I'm only 3 days in my holiday and I'm not sure how I'm supposed to spend the next week all on my own. 

I feel completely isolated. Why is it so hard to find people to hang out with nowadays, I was always kind and open hearted to the people I meet. I feel like I don't make a lasting impression on people. I feel like I'm just not worth to engage with. 

Everything about this holiday has been shit, I would just like to go back to work, I also considered to just do so, but you have to take your vacation days by law and my colleagues might think I'm crazy by spending my holiday in the office.

Probably the worst thing about all of this is that I have no one whom I could tell all of this, all my fears, all that's pulling me down in a never ending cycle of feeling depressed and undesirable. 

I hope you can understand me, it would help to just know that there are people out there struggling with similar problems.

Thanks.",6.314615384615383,5.145945717948717,6.797417582417584,81.06008241758245,66.17948717948718,10.730402930402931,32.32051282051282,9.957137785484203,2.770747985347985,1043,35,225,20,14,342,137,273,0.174,0.68,0.145,-0.8404,2,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,1,2,16,17,1,2,8,0,21,4,2,3,8,52,44,13,0,6,8,0,6,3,1,4,2,0,0,0,13,14,0,0,10,3,3,4,6,7,0,1,7,6,38,10,38,32,11,30,0,2,0,0,11,12,1,3,17,157,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573417816919173,0.0,0.08164112524740909,0.08494683885266457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124558609438944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850070560318656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703914618816827,0.0,0.0,0.08151034733038691,0.0,0.0,0.2633577370010455,0.0,0.17585948058977344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042120453631396,0.0,0.0,0.06742930800507876,0.0,0.0,0.09755111800888824,0.09175167221607136,0.0,0.0,0.11487933599098465,0.25809819067209394,0.14586585604441252,0.0,0.0,0.09330816948074838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887427703272751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058019949806931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145235127079568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209768290766492,0.06842859829292088,0.0,0.0,0.10139814332084013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202616621176575,0.0,0.0,0.10631075038058883,0.0561058492016792,0.1664335216652736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421799982349312,0.149627665235796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659977692817588,0.06814569173031512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830107712337253,0.10308153116610837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873789827903525,0.0,0.1085735927542209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917864743044866,0.15528768961511585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538808443225332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007000263187007,0.0976860901337762,0.0,0.10262838237133996,0.0,0.10858500104544734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293866171918183,0.0,0.0,0.10479364725881314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040676297098874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672635845502887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962183682948502,0.0,0.3070351059388962,0.0,0.08923092932692281,0.09399051301056394,0.0,0.0,0.1356477689983321,0.06541498082802001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931222961185576,0.0,0.0,0.10627901589224277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189022851423734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212010798193687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743225439204929,0.0,0.0,0.21756485874246392,0.0,0.0,0.0657424430436259
lonely,g37fan,2019/03/01,"Same I honestly 100% feel this thread. I'm a freshman in college and I feel like I came in and did the basic things that everyone tells you to do when you first go to college, including meeting a shit ton of people. But I feel like where I messed up was not making any close friends out of any of the people I met. So even though it feels like I say ""hi"" to like a million people every day on my walk to class, every Friday and Saturday night I find myself alone in my room texting everyone in my contacts just to try to find someone to hang out with. Its to the point where my suitemates just planned a ski trip over Spring Break without even once asking me if I was interested in going even though I've been asking them for weeks if they want to go on a trip somewhere over Spring Break. 

My honest advice to any incoming college freshman is rather than trying to just meet a shit ton of people when you come to college without making any real connections, focus on making that core group of 4 or 5 close friends first. As for me, I'm gonna rush a frat next year because in my opinion that is the easiest way to make close friends. I hope someone could relate to this post and it helps them out in some way.",10.502049886621316,5.983736746938781,9.716462585034012,73.88607709750569,61.122448979591844,12.52154195011338,39.875283446712025,9.150863307647796,3.4781065759637184,953,31,197,10,9,305,133,245,0.046,0.805,0.15,0.9729,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,3,3,14,14,2,0,11,0,8,2,2,4,0,41,29,14,0,6,11,0,4,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,9,13,0,0,6,1,0,10,3,3,0,3,6,5,25,11,42,21,4,50,0,0,0,0,20,23,2,6,16,125,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984039106452912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429592860985537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739206967352839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828379545482604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613864316794453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517518590340567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674504675874076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804016025218569,0.0,0.0,0.06494385309630503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953630176203807,0.0,0.1696899729911892,0.19244835711280134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366992724411573,0.2158225727769865,0.0,0.0,0.18407788950339588,0.1713125408793356,0.0,0.0,0.2334041681412406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169219965926544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749779802525993,0.0,0.0,0.10001887469196442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967898058030081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688749588009775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070967200472288,0.09450112340542864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724334268197032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792537430369885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519505143341322,0.0,0.09644377941387453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114619852878002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008152498735585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673638254950075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706473631931569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801716527251972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690130985317684,0.0,0.1978765608957872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367388194916591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059396094433655226,0.15986362881962568,0.08077631637046405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941444571880366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484818121292547
lonely,93462,2019/03/01,"Different kind of loneliness I know a lot of people and I have friends but I just can't help feeling lonely. It's like not belonging. I've been this way since I was 13 maybe. My friends usually ask me why I don't go out with them and I have the perfect excuse, I always tell them I was sleeping, they think I have a sleep disorder. 

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I'm used to it but sometimes I just want to vent.

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Piece of advice to everyone who's lonely: Always try to look confident. It changes how everyone sees you and I promise you you'll never be always lonely.",1.3393396868618126,3.7944128318584083,3.046017699115044,88.70611300204223,84.39823008849558,6.308781484002722,24.6215112321307,7.61054688173877,1.4677343771272982,442,18,88,8,13,146,74,113,0.083,0.6459999999999999,0.271,0.9706,1,6,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,3,1,3,9,0,0,3,0,10,2,2,2,2,19,20,6,0,1,5,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,3,19,6,9,15,2,5,0,3,2,0,13,1,0,1,3,57,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552791821004742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34620779927984624,0.30054478498758336,0.3370511775213897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965801187851486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671742237946472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490330119761527,0.15895269699783499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650517142195488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012668770066731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430571747468044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882168584607135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296211898630947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442605683808893,0.07622132791596316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775775609563496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646609255620426,0.0,0.0,0.11791071856870375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933444804401662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696758447710078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615135770007532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051932363617402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472720246925674,0.0,0.2775837109462013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716963169391175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122265363144988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886803738387634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941625562575688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978509345221455,0.15274930671545778,0.0,0.0818039544934069,0.11008701112258268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514768171328194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370511775213897,0.0
lonely,Endrazda,2019/03/01,"Advice for Meditation Hi everyone,

Lately I have been thinking of this one girl and I can't seem to stop at all. Is there any way to cease all of this because at times it's the only thing I think about and it hurts. ",3.5407971014492787,3.871652065217394,4.7552173913043525,88.2803623188406,71.82608695652173,7.872463768115942,24.02898550724637,7.793537801064563,0.8854724637681164,169,4,39,2,3,56,37,46,0.07,0.887,0.043,-0.2987,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,8,6,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981845131417729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075093079630934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601377855628956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915794671894001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32666441791747364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442172560867001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677439244536108,0.2320767958544715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777928743257033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551151835830463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027250174947292,0.3910496495652881,0.0,0.0,0.1779327127150337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24221018258352214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,zengarden005,2019/03/01,27/F looking for a friend :/ Just lonely. Want to talk to someone to distract me from my life,0.9205263157894772,3.0568202631578965,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,83.21052631578947,3.8,25.28947368421053,3.1291,0.17971578947368405,71,3,15,0,2,23,17,19,0.289,0.528,0.183,-0.3818,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,5,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122161803489383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768591945390312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480441154758885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520716455213466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42884392322861997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146991508772469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,sttttttttto,2019/03/01,"today someone told a joke... Soo I'm a pretty quiet and reserved person with pretty much no social life. 

so when today someone played a completely, obvious joke on me, it just wooooshed on me. 

I dont think I'm really that gullible but when someone acts towards me as if I were their friend, it had felt so alien because I had become so used to being alone. Like I could not even fathom someone being friendly towards me. 

It felt nice when I realized someone was being friendly towards me yet as I thought about it, it was kinda sad that I had forgotten this was a thing people do. 

It was an interesting experience I suppose. ",3.2992561983471056,5.514785371900832,4.6933884297520665,81.00553719008265,75.44628099173553,6.7140495867768575,29.181818181818183,7.686295010490155,2.0906462809917357,494,22,87,7,11,164,73,121,0.09,0.679,0.231,0.9637,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,10,10,0,0,5,0,14,1,0,1,1,15,22,11,0,2,4,0,2,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,10,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,12,3,14,9,10,6,1,12,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,2,7,68,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792553331569114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706591681538678,0.15774102493467268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975122575979505,0.0,0.0,0.11403561089112385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739199434192922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094335781678829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971205716119992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742723318690149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310429899862429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088282193613593,0.0697779802205781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104994162258326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901814821476657,0.12471088877764287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906124896560303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149853185830248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559397814679814,0.6050835959208969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948878069494875,0.0915176728411937,0.0,0.1133885581179154,0.0,0.0,0.27076629058881035,0.1364771676185529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335653308577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
lonely,gladiolus2,2019/03/01,"informal online chat session on Spatial.Chat (you are invited). I see quite a few people are looking to chat with like-minded people and [Spatial.Chat](https://Spatial.Chat) is just the right place for that. 

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See you on Spatial.Chat

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